Hey mom!

It feels like a horrible dream that I am desperately trying to awaken from. Reality is seeing in and I'm realizing that you are not coming back home. My heart or heavy and my eyes hurt from crying. I am going to be strong for you, strong for dad, and strong for Lauryn! I live life to the fullest, I will live for myself, I will live for you, and I will live for the Lord. I am sad but at the same time I'm happy, in happy that you are healthy and in a new body! You're sitting at the Lord's table with Maverick in the chair behind you, Butch, Trixie,  Tebow, and Biscuit laying at your feet. It was an honor being able to carry you to the car for I know that I held your pain for you. I will carry you through this life and next. I love you mom! This isn't goodbye but a see you later! I love you so so so much mom! 
Always and forever.

Your Little Bradley Bear