Journal entry by Deanna Ollig —
Hello Everyone!
Here is a quick update!
I will list things by month -
December - Had a EKG - Normal (baseline for Chemo Pill)
- Yearly Mamo - Normal
January - 3 month Scan - No sign of "crap" (these will happen every 3 months for 5 years)
- 8 week treatment #4, blood work and doctors appointment (treatments stop summer of 2025)
For the first time since December 2022 - my three main blood numbers are within normal levels. My platelets are 205 (normal 113-364)
white cells are 5.9 (normal 3 - 8.9) this is a number that struggle.
hemoglobin are 11.8 (11.3 - 15.2) this is a number that struggle. Good healthy normal for a woman is around 13 - 15 I still have several ways of healing - heart, kidneys and energy.
I have also have started talking with a therapists. This is a therapists who specialist with patients with "crap". We are working through my feelings, guilt, anxiety and fear. I need someone in my corner who can be more sympathetic and willing to listen to ME! Hear my fears with a open heart and mind. It has been suggested I up my depression medicine. I was told last week, the dose I am on is a sprinkle dose. That most patients are on a dose double what I take at least. Still thinking this over. This has been a very hard journey for me and my family. All I can say this has brought me closer to my kids.
This is a good story after this "crap".
I thanked my older kids at Thanksgiving for supporting me and being able to help when needed. I know this has been hard on them. Seeing their mom so weak, lose weight and not be me. So as I thank Matt, Lauren and Nate. Nate just as he always does, said glad I can help. Lauren gave me the kid eye roll for - Mom are you stupid or what? Matt just looked at me with his words of wisdom. "Mom isn't that we are suppose to do". I am so thankful for my kids being there for me. Makes me feel like, gosh I did a good job! As for Steve, I am thankful for him going to most of my treatments, appointments and drive me to things when I was too weak/tired. Of course Alondra, who was my cheerful cheerleader on my very bad mental days.
Thanks everyone!
Deanna
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