So today has been a little anxiety ridden.  Tomorrow I see my cardiologist to get the all clear that my Heart is good enough and no worries about surgery.  I got the call with the time of my surgery.  That just makes it all a little more real.  At 1130 on June 13th they will go in and remove this nasty cancer from my breast and I can move forward with making plans for it to not come back.  My genetics counselor just called and I am NOT going to be an X-man, all my genes look normal!!  No mutations!!! 
I need a nap!  Too much anxiety today.  Another hour and a half and I can go home and relax!