My sister will be arriving Tuesday to stay at the apartment and take care of the dog and kids. I’m so thankful for her being there. I’m feeling more at peace today. The past few weeks have been so stressful. I’ve been anxious about work and losing my job because of being sick. I’ve been stressed about us not being able to get the house due to medical bills and me not being able to work. I’ve been fearful of being cut into and my recovery. Today I went to drive by the new house to check the progress and today was the first day in a while that I’ve felt peace. I felt God telling me it was going to be ok. One way or the other it will be ok. If something happens and I die or if I lose my job or we lose the house it will be ok. Because I have the Lord and I have an amazing husband and kids and family and friends. The rest is just stuff and if God wants to bless us with that and if he wants to heal me he will. And if not then I will be healed and in the presence of my savior praising him for the rest of eternity. So today I am at peace. In this moment I am content and thankful for all I do have.