Okay it has been a while, where do I begin.  Started an aggressive chemo treatment which could last up to 6 months so indeed it is aggressive. One was cancelled due to low blood cell counts. Then was at Regions Hospital for the weekend as I was coming down with a flu like systems, fever rising and the pain was unbearable, so was admitted and had an emergency stint replacement on my left kidney that Saturday morning, (as they thought that was where the infection was coming from). From there everything was resolved and I'm doing great.  Just dealing with a lot of pain and I need to push myself more than usual to accomplish normal tasks. But keep going with those normal tasks: which are helping others and my kids where needed are a priority in my life.  God has shown me many horizons to life's journey, especially in my life.  I know he is here with me, but the heck, Am I suppose to go through this not knowing why?    I guess I'am.....   Oh well I'm here for the fight for sure and I know God is with me, so I will go forward in this battle and make the most of it. Thank You.  hugs