It’s hard to write updates. It truly is. Cameron in the last month has had multiple infections and there have been countless nights of Nick and I going to bed crying and worrying. I am happy to say he has cleared them again and cleared for lungs as of this moment. Praise the lord. This roller coaster has been so hard on all of us especially Cameron. And we have good days and bad days. Today I got some smiles so that always feels good. We have been spending the days traveling back and forth from the hospital and spending time with Cora. We are so grateful to be able to be close by to both our babies. And appreciate everyday the endless love, prayers, and support we get. Sometimes I feel like that Jack Johnson song “ Well I was sitting, waiting, wishing”