Well now we are seeing the really bad side to chemo. Chris started rd 8 today and is really in bad shape. Immediately on the way home from doc's office started throwing up in the car. First time that's happened. She's really having a hard time with this one and it's just a helpless feeling that there's nothing you can do but you continually ask over and over what's wrong, can I do anything, and you just feel so bad for her and you realize what a horrible disease this is.