Journal entry by Brianna Werket —
Greetings Everyone from the trenches of heart surgery recovery!
First of all, I want to say THANK YOU from the bottom of my heart for all the INCREDIBLE support you have offered to me and my family during the past couple of weeks. I cannot put into words how encouraging it has been to have so many people pulling for me.
In the interest of transparency, I will say that this entire journey has not been easy. And it has come with a lot of frustration, highlighting the general "impatient" trait that resides in me ;)
Call me naieve, but I kind of had a vision that, once leaving the hospital, it would be a quite swift, steady climb towards "normal." It is quickly becoming clear, though, that "normal" will be a significantly longer, slower ways off than I want.
It is hard coming from being able to jog on the treadmill for 30-45 mins and strength train regularly to finding it challenging to undertake 5 minutes of slooowww walking. Not to mention going from living alone to needing substantial assistance with all activities of daily living (who knew taking a shower could be so tiring!)
The good news, though? Every day genuinely does get better. Even if marginally. Walking increases by 1 minute every day. I am able to undertake more and more daily living activities myself. Even my sleep schedule is gradually returning to a more normal schedule.
Every small, but undoubtedly significant, improvement reinforces that, as long and arduous as this journey might feel right now, it WILL get better. There will come a day when this becomes a mark in my personal history. Rather than an ever-present, overwhelming reality.
The well-wishes and encouragement you all have offered has been instrumental in getting me as far as have come already. The gratitude I have is beyond measure.
I am one lucky girl!
Love you all so much,
Bri
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