This is my first journal entry. 1 year and 7 months ago I had a life altering experience. I was 18 years old, a senior in high school, and had just signed to go wrestle for a Division 1 University. I was in wrestling practice on December 22, 2017. It was our second practice of the day, and we were two hours deep. We were wrestling 15 second live goes a drill that I had practiced many times. This was our second to last 15 second go when everything suddenly stopped. One second I was fighting for hand control and the next I was laying on the mat face down.