Beth’s Story

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While vacationing in where else but Memphis TN in August for Elvis week in August of 2012, I discovered a lump in my breast. I went to see a Doctor while there so I could find out it was nothing and could enjoy the rest of our trip.The Doctor said it was just a cyst and not to worry. We returned and I went to see my regular doctor. She didn't think it was anything either but suggested and scheduled a ultrasound. After the ultrasound, the radiologist came in and told me he thought it was a cancerous mass.  He took several biopsies and it was confirmed to be cancer the next day. Hearing those words was the hardest words I have heard thus far in my life. Since then I have had an MRI of both breasts and a PET scan.  They found a very small lump in the left breast and 2 small spots on my spine (one at the top and one at the bottom of the spine).  The spots on my spine are on the outside edge of the bone - not in the bone or spinal column.

My first doctor appointment was with a surgeon who determined that the best course of treatment would be chemotherapy to shrink the tumor(s)before surgery.  She referred us to an Oncologist, Dr. Uzma Ali, connected with the Virgina Piper Center at Minnesota Oncology. I really have a great connection with Dr. Ali and fully trust her with my life. She is young, smart, and very progressive. Plus she has really cool hair with copper highlights. After presenting my case to a tumor board of 12 people, the consensus was to have chemo every 3 weeks with Adriamycin and Cytoxin for 3 months followed by every week chemo with Taxol.  This would be followed by a double mastectomy and then 5 years of Tamoxifen orally.  I will have a Pet scan every 2 months to assess this treatment plan.  It will be adjusted as needed.

My husband and I were in the midst of trying for children. For a short time that will be derailed. Life has all kinds of funny twist and turns in it. I have no doubt I will beat this cancer. All of my doctors are very upbeat and optimistic as well. I have a wonderful support system. When this is over I will have my kids!

The next year will be filled with doctor's, chemotherapy and surgery, but it will soon be history. Just like this cancer will be.

I CANT WAIT TO BE CANCER FREE SOON!

Newest Update

Journal entry by Beth Gould

I saw Dr Ali today. As you know last March we had to switch my medication after 3 years on Ibrance. Unfortunately, cancer is smart and learns to find ways around medication. She said this could happen every three years or so, some cancer could show up, and we will have to switch my medication. My Pet scan in March showed 5 small spots of cancer on my bones. A few were not even a tumor yet, rather “cancer cell activity”. One spot was on my jaw, three were on my vertebrae, and one on my femur. I had a PET scan in September which showed that 2 of the 5 spots were gone and had shown “fully healed response with scaring sclerosis”. That is a good thing, it means where their used to be cancer it has filled in with scar tissue. I only had three very small spots left on my vertebrae and jaw. They were half the size of what they once were. The new medication she put me on took some time to get use to. I had a summer riddled with side effects until my body could get use to it. It was not easy. In August, I started to feel much better. All my previous treatments since diagnosis cause you to gain weight. This one does not. I have been eating less and making better choices. Since August, I have lost a 43 pounds. She thinks I will still lose more. My goal is to be down another 30 pounds by June. That will put me back at the ever elusive high school weight. I know I will reach my goal. I have also had a low hemoglobin since starting this medication.

Over Christmas break, I was having acid reflux. It made me anxious enough to go to the ER for fear I was having a heart attack. After many tests, they discovered I was fine. They did a CT scan from my neck to pelvis. After some Prilosec, I was as good as new. When I saw Dr Ali today she was ecstatic with my weight loss and my appearance. She said it is the best I have ever looked. They ran my normal panel of blood work. All of it came back great, even my hemoglobin. I was very surprised by that. Again, another sign I am doing great! I honestly feel the best I have in over 10 years. She had yet another surprise for me. The CT scan I had in December, (at my ER visit from my heart attack scare) was to check my chest and heart. I did not know they also sent it out to have my bones looked at. She wanted to wait until today to tell me. The CT scan showed that I have no cancer! While my jaw was not included in that CT scan, she said that it is probably gone due to the other responses. Ali told me she has never had a patient respond this well to medication over and over. Moreover, she has never had anyone respond this well to the current medication I am on. She believes this mediation works better for me even over Ibrance, adding that this cocktail could work years longer than Ibrance. I'm scheduled for a PET scan next month. It was a blessing in disguise that I had to go the ER, because I got the CT scan surprise. I’m usually filled with fear when I have a PET scan, but now I am not. Dr Ali said my prognosis is fantastic and that I am her hero. We hugged tight and celebrated. I thank God every day that she is my Oncologist and friend.

I am elated, feeling so wonderful inside and out. I feel like me again for the first time in years. Imagine how amazing it will be if I can do that trail for the gourd breaking cancer vaccine as well. It COULD be the 1-2 punch that could keep cancer from ever coming back. Just waiting for the FDA to approve it one last time. I leave for Arizona a week from Sunday. This is just the news I needed before I go have fun. It is time to celebrate!
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