It’s been a while since I’ve updated because I honestly just haven’t known what to say. Oncologist says I’m doing well, the cancer is shrinking, I’m still alive. All things I should be grateful for and I am but I’m ANGRY today. I have taken this journey one step at a time staying grateful and my bubbly self however I am ANGRY today. I wish I knew how not to be. I cried today with my infusion nurses and oncologist. I cried out of anger, frustration, pain, exhaustion, and anxiety. I’ve done so well keeping it together but I broke today. My spirt broke. Today is treatment 9/16 and I feel broken.