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Well, hello Fergus & Lauren -
Fergus, you look so handsome in that suit! My middle son is a very big Calvin and Hobbes fan too.

Congratulations & thank you Lauren for becoming a team leader for Curesearch.

I hope you all had a great Christmas and have a happy new year.

Maria, Trevor's mom (all-kids)
- Sunday, December 30, 2007 12:56 AM CST

Wow! The ticker says six months off chemo today! A milestone! Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!
Natalie(Finn's Page) <nrooney@centurytel.net>
Eagle, CO - Thursday, December 27, 2007 11:28 PM CST

Hi guys! Wanted to drop by and wish you all a wonderful Christmas season filled with lots of happy memories! Before Josh was dx'ed with asthma, we used go to a tree farm and cut down our tree every year too, it was definitely a memory, even when we were knee deep in snow and frustration ;-) I bet the cocoa was a welcomed treat - how sweet! Lauren, thanks for keeping our family in your thoughts, you are amazing.
Fergus and Norah, our family just went and seen Alvin and the Chipmunks, hilariously funny! and we cant wait to go see The Waterhorse either. Hope you guys have a wonderful Christmas!
Marian and Josh
hugs from
Erie, Pa - Wednesday, December 19, 2007 12:17 AM CST

Lauren, Fergus et famille, Greetings of the Xmas Season to you from wintery New Brunswick! Fergus you are a handsome young man. Stewart loves any occasion to dress up as well ... the opportunity to wear a tie, etc. Thanks Lauren for all that you do to raise awareness ... your new Curesearch involvement is inspirational! All the best for Xmas and 2008!!
Sharon Owttrim-Fraser (www.caringbridge.org/canada/stewart) <dfraserc593@rogers.com>
Shediac River, NB CANADA - Wednesday, December 19, 2007 6:01 AM CST

Hi Lauren,

I'm a mom of a recent off-treatment ALL teen who has been silently consulting/reading your caringbridge site for a while. I, too, share your concerns. Carly (my 15 year old daughter) just had her 3 month off-treatment spinal and bone marrow. It seems crazy, but I have more anxiety now than during her treatment. I can only assume this is normal. Know that my thoughts and prayers will be with you and Fergus on Thursday.
Cindy Johnson <johnsonclj@comcast.net>
Shorewood, IL - Wednesday, December 12, 2007 5:49 PM CST

Hi Norah & Fergus (Mummy & Daddy, too):

Beautiful pictures of all!

Do you think you can print them out for me for framing? My prints from the computer are fuzzy!

Glad to hear you are coming here Christmas Day for our traditional Christmas Buffet and staying 2 days. You will be joining 20+ relatives for dinner and another 5 for dessert. Another great family gathering.

Santa will be visiting our home and he tells me he will leave presents for Norah & Fergus (and, maybe, Mummy & Daddy, too, if they get your house picked up)!

See you in 14 days!

Lots of hugs, squeezes & kisses!

Gram & Grampy
Gram & Grampy Quinn <JoeQuinn2007@gmail.com>
Walpole, MA USA - Tuesday, December 11, 2007 12:02 AM CST

Lauren,

I love the picture of Fergus at the beach this fall! I know how hard those anniversaries are, but their effects do fade with time as you build new and much better memories to replace the bad ones!

I'm sorry about your uncle and grandma...

take care and thanks for thinking of Kevin,

Hugs
Lisa , mom to Brian and Kevin <ltignor@comcast.net>
Montclair, VA - Tuesday, November 27, 2007 10:21 PM CST

I'm totally impressed by Fergus' knowledge of science! I could have used someone like him as a tutor in high school. . .

We're still having the same neuropathy issues in Finn's legs from the vincristine. So much so that before we went to England I made Eamonn buy a giant BOB duallie stroller for the boys. I had no idea how we'd get around with Finn complaining about his legs! The water therapy sounds like something we need to look into. Happy Thanksgiving!
Natalie (Finn's Page) <nrooney@centurytel.net>
Eagle, CO - Wednesday, November 21, 2007 10:36 PM CST

Oh, Lauren, I'm haunted by the calendar too, as you well know. Could there be anything more useless than our night thoughts, or probably more normal considering what this disease has made us? Take care of yourself . . . it's hard.

Your buddy Senator Bernie Sanders did attend the Senate HELP Committee mark-up, but he didn't speak on the bill itself. He did vote "aye" though, so that's good enough for us! Christina and I missed you and Fergus for our return trip to the Hill . . . but since it was all over in about 45 minutes, it certainly wasn't worth the trip!

Hope things continue well . . . oy, the whole periodic table. My dad used to annoy me when I was in high school chem because he had it memorized. Of course, he was, in fact, a chemist!

Karen, Clare's mom www.caringbridge.org/md/clareschmidt
Cabin John, MD - Saturday, November 17, 2007 4:02 PM CST

Hi Fergus & Norah (Mummy & Daddy, too):

Gram & Grampy can't wait to see you next week to celebrate Thanksgiving!

We think watching "Bringing Up Baby" will be a great old film for us all to watch together.

We don't mind having a "Ryan" Thanksgiving dinner-brussel sprouts and squash- instead of the multiple veggie "Quinn" approach.

I think Gram intends to make stuffing, pies and cake as our contribution.

Will you catch one of the wild turkeys that run around your street and yard or get a Turkey at Shaws?

See you in a week!

Lots of hugs, kisses & squeezes!

Gram & Grampy
Gram & Grampy Quinn <JoeQuinn2007@gmail.com>
Walpole, MA USA - Wednesday, November 14, 2007 10:59 AM CST

Normal life coming back... I suppose the anger has to do with strength and taking back his own powers. We experience a lot of anger with Leon too - he even wakes up at night feeling really angry because of things that happened in his dreams.
Take care,
Greeting from a snowy Sweden (well, it will probably melt again tomorrow).
/Anna
Anna, Leon & familJ - www.caringbridge.org/europe/leons <anna.gustafsson@nordlund.lu.se>
Lund, Sweden - Tuesday, November 13, 2007 3:39 AM CST

Hi,
So sorry, I was #50,000. My computer was acting strange and wouldn't let me sign in to tell y'all. Glad all is well and that Fergus is doing so well.

Hugs,
The McCarthy 6
Joy <joymcarthy@aol.com>
Mountain View, CA USA - Friday, November 9, 2007 1:42 PM CST

Bonjour Lauren, Fergus et famille, just checking in to see how everyone is doing! Sounds as though things are going splendidly. Love that photo of Fergus ... what a great face! Take care.
Sharon Owttrim-Fraser (www.caringbridge.org/canada/stewart) <dfraserc593@rogers.com>
Shediac River, NB CANADA - Wednesday, November 7, 2007 7:00 AM CST

Oh, nobody left that note... it happens so often (I've tried to get people to notice their number myself - once I actually happened to get that hit myself, whatever it was, 10000 maybe...
Anyway - I am number 50100. I drop in here every now and then just to make sure everything is fine. It seems to be - that is great to hear! My son Leon will soon be 8 months off treatment. Every new good bloodtest still makes me relax a bit more. But the best cure for my fears is actually just watching him enjoy life.
Take care,
Anna

Anna, Leon & family - www.caringbridge.org/europe/leons
Lund, Sweden - Monday, October 29, 2007 3:36 AM CDT

Loved your update and great news on another good clinic visit! Good luck Rob on the race this weekend. I reciently did 1/2 marathon w/TNT and I am not sure I could of managed another 13.1 miles....Enjoy and good luck.

www.caringbridge.com/va/jakec
Kim <mkj_cortez@verizon.net>
Chesapeake, VA - Friday, October 26, 2007 9:36 AM CDT

Hi Fergus & Norah (Mummy & Daddy, too):

WOW! Daddy's running in the Cape Cod Marathon this Sunday!!!!!

Gram & Grampy are coming down to the Cape on Saturday and staying at Aunt Karen & Uncle Mike's place. We'll see you either Saturday evening or Sunday morning. Uncle Brian and some of his friends are staying at Poppa's place and may be at the Marathon, too.

See you soon!

Love ya!

Gram & Grampy
Gram & Grampy Quinn <JoeQuinn2007@gmail.com>
Walpole, MA USA - Friday, October 26, 2007 9:12 AM CDT

So glad the counts are good! Sounds like you all are very busy doing lots of fun things. I hope the fun days continue.

Good luck to Rob next weekend! Ethan will be running the Marine Corp Marathon (as long as his ankle is ok) the same day.

Christina - Megan's mom
Christina Avery
Rockville, MD - Monday, October 22, 2007 8:16 AM CDT

Hi Lauren and Fergus and Norah
Thanks for visiting us. We think you guys are awesome and we can't wait to see you again!
Jennifer & Betty
Jennifer Faul <BeachPenguin@aol.com>
Colchester, VT USQA - Friday, October 19, 2007 8:37 PM CDT

Thinking of your family, and laughing about Fergus asking people to turn off their cell phones! I hope that the next CBC will relieve fears . . . what a life, huh?

I'm crushed about Matthew as I know you are too . . . this damn disease.

Karen, Clare's mom www.caringbridge.org/md/clareschmidt
Cabin John, MD - Wednesday, October 10, 2007 9:36 PM CDT

Wow--I hear you loud and clear. Will we ever not worry again? I was totally stressed about our clinic visit on Thursday. In the end, his counts were fine, but why do his legs hurt? What does the MEAN? Does it mean ANYTHING? I made Eamonn buy a $500 stroller to take on vacation because I was afraid Finn's legs would hurt. I'm slowly driving myself insane. . .
Natalie (Finn's Page) <nrooney@centurytel.net>
Eagle, CO - Sunday, October 7, 2007 1:34 AM CDT

Hi Fergus & Norah (Mummy & Daddy, too):

Gram & Grampy are very excited to be coming up to East Montpelier to visit you and see the foliage this Saturday, October 6th and staying until Monday afternoon, October 8th.

We can't wait to give you both many hugs, squeezes and kisses! Save a lot for us.

Anything in particular you want to do with us? Make a list!

Love ya and see you in 3 days!

Gram & Grampy
Gram & Grampy Quinn <JoeQuinn2007@gmail.com>
Walpole, MA USA - Wednesday, October 3, 2007 2:16 PM CDT

I'm sure those little CBC variations are due to the cold and lip thing. Although I get while you'll be wating for October 16th.

I hope overall OT life is treating you all well. Thinking of you here in MD.

-Christina
www.caringbridge.org/visit/meganavery1
Christina Avery
Rockville, MD - Wednesday, September 26, 2007 9:31 PM CDT

Just checking in on Fergus and seeing how off treatment life is going. Looks like things are going well! Can't believe Nora is attending preschool. The kids looks great!

I really enjoyed reading the article from your local paper. It was a very informative article.

We hope you have a great weekend!
Tiffany - mom to Jackson and Faith <jetoneil@yahoo.com>
Rohnert Park, CA - Friday, September 21, 2007 9:06 AM CDT

Hi Lauren, Gus, Norah and Rob - glad to read that things are going well for all of you! Norah looks great on her 1st day of preschool. I see a lot of her Gram (known to us as "Quinny")in that picture of her! All our best for continued good health and happy days! Love, Barbara, Walter, Sean & Sara
Barbara Foley <mom2smf2@yahoo.com>
Walpole, MA - Tuesday, September 11, 2007 6:20 PM CDT

Hi Fergus & Norah (Mummy & Daddy, too):

Gram & Grampy are very happy Fergus is doing well. We are glad to hear he is into the table of elements in addition to dinosauers.

We hear Norah is attending and LOVING Pre School! We are very proud of her!

We don't know when we'll see you next but are looking forward to it. We miss you!

Love, hugs, squeezes and lots of kisses,

Gram & Grampy

Gram & Grampy Quinn <JoeQuinn2007@gmail.com>
Walpole, MA USA - Monday, September 10, 2007 10:12 AM CDT

Oh my word! The ending was so good! You were accurate--YUM! I think I'm going to read it again. . .I'm sad it's all over.
Natalie (Finn's Page) <nrooney@centurytel.net>
Eagle, CO - Saturday, September 8, 2007 11:41 AM CDT

The port is out--hooray! I watched the video last night from a link on Kristie's blog. I need to post the link on Finn's page as well. In the realm of unrelated information: tonight I will be reading the last 50 pages of Harry Potter #7!
Natalie (Finn's Page) <nrooney@centurytel.net>
Eagle, CO - Wednesday, September 5, 2007 10:55 PM CDT

Congratulations on port removal!
Angus <agascoigne@eits.st>
- Tuesday, August 28, 2007 8:01 AM CDT

Fergus, great to hear that you are rid of that 'ol port! Just checking in to see how you are ... Stewart has had a great summer and looking forward to another year at school. Take care.
Sharon Owttrim-Fraser (www.caringbridge.org/canada/stewart)
Shediac River, NB CANADA - Monday, August 27, 2007 5:53 PM CDT

Congratulations, Fergus! I was away on vacation and just read that you got your port out. How wonderful!
Lauren, Sarah got her port out last Feb, 6 months after going OT and I completely understand how you feel. I was weepy, my hubby was anxious and Sarah was just thrilled to pieces. It's hard to believe that she's been done with chemo for a year now! The time has passed both very quickly and very slowly, if that makes any sense. The best part is that every day it gets better! Wishing every good thing for Fergus and your family!!
Patty White and Sarah, 1 year OT as of 8/25/07 :)
Patty White <peacen05@yahoo.com>
Richmond, VA Henrico - Monday, August 27, 2007 10:37 AM CDT

I am so happy that the port is finally out. When Gabriel had his removed recently, it was so infected and "chewed up" that I couldn't bear to look at it. Yours looks sooo cool. Glad it is out and your counts are looking great. Enjoy every moment of no bumps in your chest! (I know Gabriel would touch it and get scared for a second that it is gone.)

Lisa
www.caringbridge.org/ny/gabriel/

Lisa <gabjasno@aol.com>
west hempstead, ny - Saturday, August 25, 2007 10:44 PM CDT

Congratulations on the port removal!! Things sound so good, and yet the dark clouds of doubt will probably always remain, but will getter smaller and smaller in time. You have had a long journey and this is a great milestone and wonderful moment!!!!

Hope Fergus enjoys his new freedom!!!
angie, chris, owen, tyler and jake (www.caringbridge.org/wa/owen) <awawrzaszek@hughes.net>
auburn, ny usa - Saturday, August 25, 2007 7:07 AM CDT

Lauren,
What a beautifully written statement as to the signifigance of this recent milestone!
I am so, so happy for Fergus and all of you.
Kaitlyn will be OT in May of '08 (just around the corner in treatment-time), and I hung on every word you wrote just thinking of life for Kaitlyn when she gets there.
Thank you for shedding a little more light at the end of the tunnel!
Take care and big hugs from Ohio!
Betsy Hammond
www.caringbridge.org/visit/kaitlynhammond

Betsy Hammond <betsy_hammond@sbcglobal.net>
Leroy Twp., Ohio - Friday, August 24, 2007 6:42 PM CDT

Hi Gus (Norah, Mummy & Daddy, too):

CONGRATULATIONS on having your port removed!!!!

Gram & Grampy are SO HAPPY for you!

We are also VERY PROUD of what a brave soldier you have been over the past 2 3/4 years.

We can't wait until we see you "portless"!

Love, hugs & kisses,

Gram & Grampy
Gram & Grampy Quinn <JoeQuinn2007@gmail.com>
Walpole, MA USA - Friday, August 24, 2007 4:42 PM CDT

Fergus -- sounds like it was a great OT party! (And I liked your pictures of Alaska too -- we went there 2 years ago.) Congratulations to you and your family.

As our Sam knows too, it's great to be OT! (He went off May 1).

Doug (LLS Board)
Doug Johnson <djlawman@yahoo.com>
Haddonfield, NJ - Wednesday, August 22, 2007 9:56 AM CDT

What a wonderful celebration of your journey and Fergus' life! Just know that we are all here on the abyss with you--you're not alone. And to me, that's always a great comfort!
Natalie (Finn's Page) <nrooney@centurytel.net>
Eagle, CO - Friday, August 17, 2007 3:39 PM CDT

Hi Fergus & Norah (Mummy & Daddy, too):

Gram & Grampy had a GREAT time at your OT Party weekend! We loved Marko the Magician, the Celtic Duo, the delicious food and sparkling beverages, not to mention the pizza party Friday evening and the Sunday morning breakfast.

We were so proud of you, Fergus,as you took all in stride and just thoroughly enjoyed your festivities. I never saw a happier little boy!

Your Mum perfectly capsulized the whole weekend festival in her Journal Entry-not missing a thing or event!

We hope to see you again SOON!

Save lots of hugs, squeezes & kisses for us!

Love ya!

Gram & Grampy
Gram & Grampy Quinn <JoeQuinn2007@gmail.com>
Walpole, MA USA - Tuesday, August 14, 2007 11:03 AM CDT

Sounds like a really wonderful day. What a great way to celebrate such a milestone. Moving on with regular life I guess will get more normal as you go along. I hope that most days will be worry free.

Christina - Megan's mom
wwww.caringbridge.org/visit/meganavery1
Christina Avery
- Tuesday, August 14, 2007 6:52 AM CDT

Congratulations Vergus!!
If you email me your address I will send you a Survivor t-shirt and medal.

Rooting for you from CA,
XXOO, Cali Ali's Mom
Marey ALL-KIDS <kteachermom@hotmail.com>
- Monday, August 13, 2007 10:06 PM CDT

So glad to hear of such happy doings at your house, and I hope you all have a great time at Fergus' party. Take care,

Karen, Clare's mom www.caringbridge.org/md/clareschmidt
Cabin John, MD - Friday, August 10, 2007 8:19 PM CDT

Hello Fergus and family---just finally taking the time to check in on some of my caringbridge/ALL-kids friends and I'm so thrilled that your OT life is going well. Griffin and you followed a similar treatment path and were diagnosed almost the same day. He finished treatment on 6/1/07...and life is good for us too. Sending you all prayers for many happy and cancer-free days, months and years ahead! Congrats from the Della Penna family
www.caringbridge.org/ny/griffin
Ellen Della Penna <emdellapenna@rochester.rr.com>
batavia, NY USA - Friday, August 10, 2007 11:36 AM CDT

Have a great time at the OT party! It sounds fabulous! I hope the rain stays away.

Thanks for the update on how things are going. I'm glad that the last few years are starting to move to the back burner in your mind.

Christina - Megan's mom
www.caringbridge.org/visit/meganavery1
Christina Avery
Rockville, MD - Friday, August 10, 2007 5:00 AM CDT

So, are you still "stressed"? We want details of the 1 month OT checkup, the anniversary celebration (well not too many details), and how many dust bunnies the cleaning person found (fess up woman)!

Hugs!
Nancy, Matthew's Mom All-kids
Nancy Vinson <Nancyvinson@verizon.net>
- Tuesday, August 7, 2007 9:50 PM CDT

Hi Gus & Norah (Mummy & Daddy, too):

Gram & Grampy can't wait to see you on Monday, going to the Quinn Open cookout on Tuesday and having you both at our house until Friday, when we go up to your house for the huge Saturday Fergus Celebration of OT. What a grand time we will have with you for 7 full days!

Be sure to bring your dinosaur videos and DVDs to watch at our house.

Save lots of hugs, squeezes and kisses for us.

Love ya!

Gram & Grampy
Gram & Grampy Quinn <JoeQuinn2007@gmail.com>
Walpole, MA USA - Saturday, August 4, 2007 5:18 PM CDT

Fergus you are one handsome guy!!!
Congratulations on your OT!!

www.caringbridge.org/visit/jacquelinerose
password- cancerkid

Cyndi from LLS <ms_independant0424@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, August 2, 2007 11:32 PM CDT

Oh, I had to laugh at your Harry Potter dilemma! Haven't been able to read it yet and it's darn hard to keep from hearing snippets about what's happening in it! Ahhh, all of life should be this hard! Love the picture of the tackling!
Natalie Finn's Page) <nrooney@centurytel.net>
Eagle, CO - Wednesday, August 1, 2007 1:36 AM CDT

Hi Gus & Norah (Mommy & Daddy, too):

Gram & Grampy are looking forward to visiting you next weekend-only 5 days from now!

We can't wait to see all the changes in your house. We hope you move around the stored furniture in Gram & Grampy's upstairs bedroom so we can get around.

See you in 5 days for lots of hugs, squeezes & kisses!

Gram & Grampy
Gram & Grampy Quinn <JoeQuinn2007@gmail.com>
Walpole, MA USA - Sunday, July 22, 2007 12:11 AM CDT

Fabulous picture of Fergus doing his own anesthesia . . . and nice shirt, I have one just like it! Sounds like a great Seattle trip, and well-deserved. It's always fun to step into another life, for a while.

Take care,

Karen, Clare's mom
Cabin John, MD - Tuesday, July 17, 2007 10:30 PM CDT

Hey, Fergus!

That sounds like quite a vacation you had! I hope you're getting rested up now.

I'm praying you won't ever need those medicines again.

www.caringbridge.org/al/mamieadams
Mamie's Daddy <george.f.adams@us.army.mil>
Huntsville, AL USA - Tuesday, July 17, 2007 10:30 PM CDT

Hi Fergus so glad to hear everything is going so well for you. Hope you are enjoying your summer.

Dina & Kayla
caringbridge.org/visit/kaylamc
Dina & Kayla <dmc26@comcast.net>
Bristol, iL - Tuesday, July 17, 2007 5:38 PM CDT

Just checking in and catching up! Loved hearing about your amazing trip to DC. We're just 22 days behind you now--22 days to go. I'm a wreck, but it helps to know that we're all paving our way through this together. Go Fergus!
Natalie (Finn's Page) <nrooney@centurytel.net>
Eagle, CO - Sunday, July 15, 2007 0:11 AM CDT

Lauren,
Happy belated anniversary to you as well!
Your family vacation sounds wonderful- as does life OT.
I am so glad you shared about the 'behaviors' on and off treatment. I can totally relate, and maintain hope Kaitlyn will blossom off treatment in that department.
Take care, and may you keep enjoying your fabulously 'normal' life :)!
Betsy Hammond, Kaitlyn's mom.
www.caringbridge.org/visit/kaitlynhammond

Betsy Hammond <betsy_hammond@sbcglobal.net>
Leroy, Ohio - Saturday, July 14, 2007 8:43 PM CDT

Lauren,

Some of those same behaviors resolved in Kevin when he went off treatment the first time. The drugs (esp. steroids) take a while to clear the body and mind, so you should gradually see more and more of your son's true personality reemerge. After all, the docs figure 6 months for the meds to clear and the immune system to bounce back after all that chemo. It makes sense that the emotional aspect would take time too.

I'm glad you're having a nice break among friends and family in Seattle. Enjoy!

Lisa, mom to Brian & Kevin <ltignor@comcast.net>
Montclair, VA - Friday, July 13, 2007 8:30 AM CDT

Dear Lauren,

I just wanted to drop a note to you (and Fergus and your family) and tell you how grateful I am for your mutual accompaniment with my wife Kelli (mother to Ben, www.caringbridge.org/visit/benbrew). She has shared with me your Fergus' story, as well as some of her back and forth posts with you and others on the ALL-list. I especially wanted to thank you for the kind words you left in Ben's guestbook for her earlier today. Though there are many miles between you and her (and all of the other moms), the stories and experiences you share knit you close together. And from that "walking with," I know Kelli has drawn much strength. Thank you for walking with my Kelli, and with Ben, and our family will continue too to walk with you, Fergus and your family.

John Zokovitch <johnnypcusa@yahoo.com>
Gainesville, FL USA - Thursday, July 12, 2007 9:37 PM CDT

Sounds like you're having a wonderful vacation. Sounds very relaxing and fun - away from your reality. That's what a vacation should be.

I'm happy your adjusting to no meds and beginning to maybe see the Fergus you always knew was in there through the medicine. Growing up is good, but sad too in a way. :)

I hope the rest of your trip is just as great.

Christina - Megan's mom
Christina Avery
Rockville, MD - Tuesday, July 10, 2007 6:50 PM CDT

Fergus:

Yay! Yay! Yay!

"Cheer,cheer for young Fergus Ryan!"(much better than doing such for Old Notre Dame).

Gram & Grampy are SOOOOO HAPPY you are through your treatments. You have been a "true soldier" for the past 31 months and we are VERY PROUD of you!!!!!

We hope you are enjoying Seattle and can't wait to see you and hug you soon!

Lots of love, kisses & hugs!

Gram & Grampy Quinn

Gram & Grampy Quinn <Joe Quinn2007@gmail.com>
Walpole, MA USA - Thursday, July 5, 2007 2:47 PM CDT

Fergus _ Way to Go! I am so proud of you although you don't know me, I keep track of you through you mom. Congratulations. I hope you guys have a great vacation. Roger Cummings
Roger Cummings <cummingsr@dvmresources.com>
Fort Worth, TX USA - Thursday, July 5, 2007 8:49 AM CDT

Hi Gus! Congratulations on being off treatment! You have been so brave and tough as has your whole family! We wish you continued good health and happiness forever and ever! Hope to see you in Walpole at some point soon!
Love, Barbara, Walter, Sean & Sara
Barbara Foley <mom2smf2@yahoo.com>
Walpole, MA - Tuesday, July 3, 2007 12:18 AM CDT

Lauren and Fergus,

It was so nice to finally meet you in person at the Curesearch Gold Ribbon Days event. And how very special your homecoming must have been to be off treatment! Congratulations to your entire family, as we know how it affects each and every one of them.

May you have 100 healthy cancer-free years ahead!

xoxo
Lisa, mom to Brian & Kevin <ltignor@comcast.net>
Montclair, VA - Monday, July 2, 2007 1:43 PM CDT

WAHOO!!!! We are beyond excited that you have finally made it to OT couch! I bet it is hard to believe. Fergus, you have done an amazing job with all your treatments.

We wished we lived closer to give you guys a huge hug. We hope you have a fun filled summer. We have really enjoyed all the photos. Reach the Day sounds like it was amazing.

Congratulations once again!
Tiffany - mom to Jackson and Faith <jetoneil@yahoo.com>
Rohnert Park, CA - Monday, July 2, 2007 9:13 AM CDT

We felt the couch sag (just a little bit though)the other day! Hurray for reaching the end of treatment. It's such a relief, isn't it?
I'm so glad you had a great time in DC! I'd love to do that someday .... maybe

Frances, Paul and family aLucas' page <hammonds@wincom.net>
amherstburg, - Saturday, June 30, 2007 8:07 AM CDT

Kelly says you can sit by her on the OT couch! Congrats and may you never look back! Life is way more comfy on the couch! LOL!
Robbin and Kelly www.caringbridge.org/in/kellbell
Robbin Lyons <thomtalent@aol.com>
Pewaukee, wi - Saturday, June 30, 2007 6:11 AM CDT

Way to go welcome to the couch. We are proud of you.
Noelle, Claire & George <cgntal@verizon.net>
Morris Township, NJ USA - Friday, June 29, 2007 10:36 PM CDT

Yeah Fergus! Way to go little buddy! I hope you all have a wonderful vacation and know that a family down the road about 10 miles are full of smiles and happiness for you. Lauren, don't forget Morgan is a babysitter extraordiaire...she and Fergus can compare port scars, and you and hubby can enjoy a nice dinner! (plus she thinks Norah is about the cutest thing ever!) hehe.
Vicki C.
Mom To Morgan, 14, ALL Leukemia
Vicki Corson & Family www.caringbridge.org/visit/morganelizabeth <vcorson@tds.net>
- Friday, June 29, 2007 10:12 PM CDT

CONGRATULATIONS on being OT!!!!! We sure can't wait to join you but then of course Carly gets to have a little taste of what it will be like this week due to low counts. Your trip to Washington sounds like it went well and we all appreciate your support of such a good cause. Take care and enjoy those nightly snacks you get to have when ever you want.

Doug Johnson
caringbridge.org/visit/carly
Doug Johnson <doug@johnsonddj.com>
Shorewood, IL - Friday, June 29, 2007 6:36 PM CDT

Hurray last dose of chemo! I'm so glad to have met you both in person this week, and truly hope that you left with a good impression of this fair city. I loved your description of the Reach the Day agenda, but now I'm filled with curiosity on WHY Sen. Sanders' office smells of chlorine!

Take care, Lauren . . . I'm so sorry that we've had to meet because of this awful disease, but I'm very glad to know you.

Karen, Clare's mom www.caringbridge.org/md/clareschmidt
Cabin John, MD - Friday, June 29, 2007 5:28 PM CDT

Wow what a week!
Thank you for being the voice for all of us in DC.
Congratulations Fergus!!!! May you never have to take another chemo pill again.
Take care,
Betsy Hammond, ALL kids
www.caringbridge.org/visit/kaitlynhammond

Betsy Hammond <betsy_hammond@sbcglobal.net>
Leroy, Ohio - Thursday, June 28, 2007 7:39 AM CDT

It was so great meeting you in DC this week! Congratulations on being OT!! How great. I hope that from here on out, "normal" life continues as it should. Happy, healthy and with regular old kid problems...
Lauren - if you see Christina in Seattle, tell her I said hello! ;)

Christina - Megan's mom, www.caringbridge.org/visit/meganavery1
Christina Avery <eandchris@comcast.net>
Rockville, MD - Thursday, June 28, 2007 5:55 AM CDT

Good luck tomorrow Fergus! We will cross our fingers and even our toes for a perfect and LAST BMA!!!
Vicki C/ALL KIDS

Corson/Lamorey Family www.caringbridge.org/visit/morganelizabeth
Northfield, VT - Wednesday, June 27, 2007 7:32 PM CDT

Hi Lauren and Family! Just checking in to see how Sir Fergus is doing on his LAST WEEK of treatment! Wow, how cool!
Hoping all is well and happy to hear you will be enjoying a much deserved "vacation" to bask in the glory of a fight well won!
Vicki/ALL KIDS
Mom to Morgan, 14, ALL Leukemia
and your proud neighbor about 12 miles south!
Vicki Corson & Family www.caringbridge.org/visit/morganelizabeth
- Thursday, June 21, 2007 8:44 PM CDT

So, you're going OT??!??!??! Aren't those the most awesome 2 letters in the alphabet?? OT!! Yippee!!

I can't wait to read your Mom's words that say...Fergus is officially OFF TREATMENT!

Hugs!
Nancy, Matthew's Mom
nancy vinson <nvinson@comcast.net>
- Monday, June 18, 2007 8:12 PM CDT

We just dropped by to check on you today.

Jodi and McKayla

Jodi Phelan <jodiphelan@hotmail.com>
Sherwood Park, AB Canada - Monday, June 18, 2007 11:17 AM CDT

How cool that you guys got to meet Dan Zanes!! :)

OT is coming along so quickly for your guys, I'm so happy for you all.

Lots of love,
Katie (mom to Hayley, Hunter, and Taylor) <dugan2b@yahoo.com>
Franklin, MA - Friday, June 15, 2007 7:35 PM CDT

Lauren, thanks for your very thoughtful post on the ALL-Kids list. I know that our family is one that you think of even though we're your (and every cancer parents) worst nightmare. I'm so looking forward to meeting you in DC later this month.

Karen, Clare's mom www.caringbridge.org/md/clareschmidt
Cabin John, MD - Friday, June 15, 2007 7:10 PM CDT

Just checking in to see how you guys are doing. Don't know about you, but every day I have different emotions about Finn's treatment ending: excited for our kids to get on with their lives without chemo, but nervous, too. Today, I'm more excited than nervous. Yesterday, it was the opposite. Oh, the roller coaster!

I had to laugh at your thoughts on being too young to make such decisions! I hear you! Too funny--thanks for a good chuckle today! We're counting with you!
Natalie (Finn's Page) <nrooney@centurytel.net>
Eagle, CO - Friday, June 15, 2007 2:26 PM CDT

Congrats on your upcoming OT day !! Wishing you all health & happiness from here on out.

Robyn Gaynard, mom to Ethan,Pre-B ALL, OT 4-4-07 <jamiegaynard@bellsouth.net>
Westlake , La USA - Wednesday, June 13, 2007 6:32 AM CDT

Fergus and Family,
So glad to hear your nearing the end of chemo treatments. It sounds like you'll be very busy in the upcoming weeks. Have a wonderful summer and maybe we'll run into each other at clinic even though we haven't had much luck up to this point. Thanks for keeping us updated on Fergus' progress. May God Bless. Love, Joanne McCracken

Joanne McCracken <jjmc5@comcast.net>
- Tuesday, June 12, 2007 7:51 AM CDT

I am so glad to read that Dan Zanes is such a super, responsive guy, or at least his staff came through. We listened to him for years, and all through Clare's treatment so I can't really listen to him now, but I love him for what he was to us then.

Best to you all--see you in DC in a few weeks.

Karen, Clare's mom www.caringbridge.org/md/clareschmidt <ardenjunk@mac.com>
Cabin John, MD - Monday, June 4, 2007 9:03 PM CDT

Hi Fergus & Norah (Mummy & Daddy, too):

Gram & Grampy can't wait until we come up to visit you next Friday and stay for the weekend so we can go to Norah's recital on Saturday.

We miss you and are looking forward to lots of hugs & kisses!

See you in 7 days!

Love ya!

Gram & Grampy
Gram & Grampy Quinn <JoeQuinn2007@gmail.com>
Walpole, MA USA - Friday, June 1, 2007 5:22 PM CDT

Just checking in on you guys. Wow! Less than a month to go! I'm glad the end of this journey is in site. Fergus should start planning his bedtime snack now!

Hopefully we will meet when you are in DC at the end of the month.

-Christina (www.caringbridge.org/visit/meganavery1)
Christina Avery
Rockville, MD - Thursday, May 31, 2007 8:08 PM CDT

Hey Fergus! I just wanted to share our great news that Audrey Kate took her last dose of 6mp and Methatrexate tonight! She gets her last BM and spinal next Thursday but we're already celebrating no more meds (other than Bactrim). It's hard to believe that she and you have been fighting ALL for 2.5 years. You both are heroes to me. I'm glad you and your Mom are going to D.C. for Curesearch. I hope to go with Audrey Kate next year so please let us know what you think of it. It's a great thing that you're going to tell your story. You should be very proud of yourself!

Have a fun summer vacation!
Robin
Robin Birchfield <w.birchfield@comcast.net www.caringbridge.org/fl/audreykate>
Jacksonville, FL 32205 - Thursday, May 24, 2007 8:47 PM CDT

Hi Gus & Norah (Mummy & Daddy, too):

Gram & Grampy are excited about you and Mummy coming down to our house on Monday and staying until Wednesday.

We know you will enjoy the visit to the Museum of Fine Arts on Tuesday. We'll have to fill in the blanks for other activities.

Are you happy with the renovations being done at your house? Gram & Grampy can't wait to see how it looks with the wall between the living room and dining room "gone" along with the same for the wall between the living room and the kitchen. It must be a wide open space now!

Lots of love & kisses (hugs, too),

See you in 4 days!

Gram & Grampy
Gram & Grampy Quinn <JoeQuinn2007@gmail.com>
Walpole, MA USA - Thursday, May 17, 2007 11:22 AM CDT

Your fears are so real for all of us in the cancer environment. The end of treatment is a time to celebrate - but the worry of opening the door for the cancer to grow again will probably never go away - our lives are forever changed by this beast. I too await the day to see my 'true' child emerge from the rollercoaster ride of emotions he has endured over the years. We can only pray that their little botties will balance out and they can enjoy life as they should have for all the years of treatment they endured. Congratulations though on no more pills!! Enjoy it and breathe (one day at a time is our life motto)!!!!
Angie, Chris, Owen, Tyler, and Jake Wawrzaszek (www.caringbridge.org/wa/owen) <awawrzaszek@hughes.net>
auburn, NY usa - Sunday, May 13, 2007 7:29 AM CDT

Bonjour Fergus, Lauren et famille, just checking in to see how things are going. Must feel G R E A T to be nearing the end of treatments ... love the pic of Fergus taking last dose of dex!! Enjoy the production re Uncle Mike. Take care.
Sharon (www.caringbridge.org/canada/stewart) <dfraserc593@rogers.com>
Shediac River, NB CANADA - Wednesday, May 2, 2007 6:15 AM CDT

Hi Fergus! My name is Isabel. I am 5. I have ALL too. I can't wait to be almost finished like you! I have to wait until I am 7. My mom showed me your photos. I love Norah's tutu and crown! Did you love Alaska? I think that is SO cool. I want to go to Hawaii. I am happy for you to be off all the medications. I can't wait to stop taking them! I hope you are happy today. Love, Isabel

www.helpisabel.us
Isabel <pauletteispretty@yahoo.com>
Petaluma, CA USA - Wednesday, May 2, 2007 3:23 AM CDT

HI Fergus and Family!
It's been a little while since I checked your site so here's a belated "way to go" on your last dex pill! I know all of you are excited to see those gone! Audrey Kate is going to be the honored patient at a Leukemia and Lymphoma Society event this Thursday. I have to give a 5-minute speech about her "story". I'm a little (okay a LOT) nervous about it but one thing's for sure - it will be easy to talk about what a hero she is and all of you special kids are to me. Audrey Kate has her last chemo on May 24th, her final BM and spinal on May 31st and her port removed sometime in July. Then we're off to Atlantis in the Bahamas to celebrate in late July. SHe and I are going to swim with the dolphins! Are you planning anything special to celebrate your end of treatment this summer? I know you deserve the world!

Take care!
Robin
Robin Birchfield <w.birchfield@comcast.net www.caringbridge.org/fl/audreykate>
JAcksonville, FL United States - Sunday, April 29, 2007 8:48 PM CDT

Just stopping by to say "hi"! I hope all the hive excitement is way gone by now!

Have a great weekend!
Nancy, Matthew's Mom all-kids
Nancy Vinson <nvinson@comcast.net>
- Friday, April 27, 2007 7:58 PM CDT

A huge Hip Hip HOORAY for the last dose of steroids!!! I'm looking more forward to that then the end of chemo. You're almost there!
Natalie (Finn's Page) <nrooney@centurytel.net>
Eagle, CO - Friday, April 13, 2007 5:27 PM CDT

Glad to see that Fergus is nearing the end of his treatments.
Diane http://www3.caringbridge.org/ny/paulluisi <DDL40@aol.com>
Tuckahoe, NY USA - Wednesday, April 11, 2007 11:13 AM CDT

Glad to hear his fever was gone and sure hope you avoided getting it. We have all been passing something around this week and of course Carly now has an ear and sinus infection. So a few more pills to take for 10 day, at least her fever never got up to the alarm point.

Well take care and hope you have a Happy Easter!

Doug
caringbridge.org/visit/carly
Doug Johnson <doug@johnsonddj.com>
Shorewood, IL - Saturday, April 7, 2007 8:21 PM CDT

it is so exciting to hear that Fergus is zeroing in on OT!! Soon those long ER visits will be a distant memory.

Happy Easter
Noelle, Claire & George <cgntal@optonline.net>
Morris Township, NJ USA - Friday, April 6, 2007 8:10 AM CDT

Kayla McClarren♥ www.caringbridge.org/il/kaylamc <monkeys_rock9930@hotmail.com>
Bristol, Illinois United States - Thursday, April 5, 2007 8:16 AM CDT

Hi Fergus and Family,
Just popping in to say hello. Iam sorry about the wait at the ER, we know exactly what you mean. Love the picture of Fergus in the Make a Wish mailing we received. Maybe sometday we'll run into you at clinic. Just follow Penny or Hen and that will lead you to Zach! Take care, Joanne McCracken
Joanne McCracken <jjmc5@comcast.net>
- Tuesday, April 3, 2007 6:26 PM CDT

I actually got emotional reading about Fergus' last spinal tap. You will not miss those procedures. The photo of Fergus does take the breath away. He is so beautiful, Lauren, with wise owl eyes. The photographer is clearly deeply in love with his son. It is very touching how much you both admire and respect him.

May warm days greet you soon!
Erica Hoelscher, ALL-kids <ebh2@lehigh.edu>
- Thursday, March 29, 2007 10:54 PM CDT

Yeah for no more spinals, mean vincristine and steroids (that's a mouthful)!! I hope everything went well today and roid week is uneventful.

Hey, did the airline ever find your luggage? What a great attitude! Go Lauren!

Maria, mom to Trevor
- Thursday, March 29, 2007 12:19 AM CDT

Hi Fergus glad to hear your having your last spinal today. Hope all goes well for you. You have been such a strong amazing young man. Just think you will be able to enjoy your summer chemo free. Kayla only has 6 weeks left.They will be taking her port out on the 11th of April. Usually they leave it in for 1 year after treatment,but it doesn't seem to be working anymore.She is very excited about getting it out.Hope your last week of steroids goes smoothly!!!We will be thinking of you.

Dina & Kayla
caringbridge.org/il/laylamc
Dina & Kayla <dmc26@comcast.net>
Bristol, iL - Thursday, March 29, 2007 12:01 AM CDT

What Wonderful news on the last LP, chemo and steroids. You are right - it does deserve a party itself. I am very happy for you guys. My son Jake will be following your lead taking his last dose of above mentioned medicines this Sept.! We are planning an open house as our guest list is over 200. (I jokingly ask if we are planning an end of treatment party or a wedding.) :) We plan on getting a bounce house for the kids, a popcorn machine as per Jake's request, and ending the night with fireworks. From your entries, I know Fergus likes smaller crowds so maybe something more intimate would suit him.
However you guys decide to celebrate the most important thing is to honor Fergus and your family�s accomplishment You DID IT!

www.caringbridge.com/va/jakec
Kim <mkj_cortez@verizon.net>
Chesapeake, VA - Thursday, March 29, 2007 11:25 AM CDT

We just dropped by to check on you today.

Jodi and McKayla

Jodi Phelan <jodiphelan@hotmail.com>
Sherwood Park, AB Canada - Wednesday, March 28, 2007 0:53 AM CDT

Lauren, congrats on being so close to the end of treatments for Fergus! Interesting info on Guillain Barre Syndrome ... never heard of that and as a matter of fact Stewart had his IT MTX when just getting over a GI virus at Xmas??? After the fact he needed an IVIG transfusion to perk him up. Amazing what we learn from other caringbridge pages. Take care.
Sharon Owttrim-Fraser (Stewart's Mom www.caringbridge.org/canada/stewart) <dfraserc593@rogers.com>
Shediac River, NB CANADA - Monday, March 26, 2007 9:13 AM CDT

Lauren: your attitude rocks! And Philly is a pretty nice place to spend the weekend, although no luggage and a fire alarm is a bit much. Norah does sound like an excellent travel companion. Best to you all.

Karen, Clare's mom www.caringbridge.org/md/clareschmidt
Cabin John, MD - Monday, March 19, 2007 8:47 PM CDT

Way to go! You made what otherwise could have been a rip roaring disaster into a fun-filled "Mommy and Me" adventure!! I'm proud of you both!!
I do hope they find your luggage though!!

Love,
Nancy, Matthew's Mom
Nancy Vinson <nvinson@comcast.net>
- Sunday, March 18, 2007 7:26 PM CDT

Lauren,
What an inspiring entry about your trip to "Denver".That was great advice from your former roommate and the man in the flood. Definitely one of those life lessons I will file away for future use. I am happy to hear all is well right now with Fergus - I often think of him as he and Dawson are on the same protocol. Hope you make it back home okay.
Kari - mom to Dawson (ALL-kids) <kfenrich@hotmail.com>
Camrose, AB Canada - Sunday, March 18, 2007 9:41 AM CDT

Hi Fergus hope your feeling well. Just think a couple more months and we are all done. Kayla will be getting her port a cath taken out hopefully next week. It just isn't working anymore. Do you have a port?
HAVE A GOOD WEEKEND!!

Dina & Kayla
caringbridge.org/il/kaylamc
Dina & Kayla <dmc26@comcast.net>
Bristol, iL - Friday, March 16, 2007 8:30 AM CDT

Hey there!!

Ok, how warm was it way up there in Vermont?? It was 75 in Indiana today! Wahoo!! We opened all the windows to let the winter *germs* and such out! I hope you had (or have tomorrow) similar weather! It's glorious!!

Thinking of you!
Nancy, Matthew's Mom All-kids
Nancy Vinson <nvinson@comcast.net>
- Tuesday, March 13, 2007 10:39 PM CDT

Hello all! It has been a while since I signed in. This does not mean you are not in my thoughts and prayers. Glad you and Norah had such fun playing in the snow - it sure looks like it is cold in VT. Love to all - Murphy
Marge Murphy <mmurphy11@comcast.net>
- Tuesday, March 13, 2007 3:58 PM CDT

So glad to hear Fergus is doing well, despite the increased chemo. My little guy also just had the last 3 clinic visits with high counts, as well as having had both the MTX and the 6MP increased. And the steroids, too! While I have never noticed a reaction from the MTX orally, he gets very "fuzzy-brained" for 2 - 3 days after the intrathecal doses. But of course, it's the steroids that give the worst reaction - ugh!

It's good to see that Fergus is almost at the end of treatment, and doing well. Always encouraging to those like us who follow behind (my son, Jeremiah, just passed the half-way point).

Continuing to pray for a full healing!
Sandi Queen (Jeremiah's Mommy) caringbridge.org/pa/jeremiah <queens@greenepa.net>
New Freeport, PA - Sunday, March 11, 2007 8:36 PM CDT

one more thing in re-reading your post. I read something somewhere about the "color" of methotrexate pills...Some are round and sort of an orangy color and some are yellowish and shaped like footballs. People seem to have better luck with the yellow football shaped ones. Not sure if it is something in the red dye on the others? (I know some kids are sensitive to dyes behaviourally -- My friend, a nurse, says never give a kid with ADHD blue gatorade...no idea why). But anyway for what its worth, if you have the little red methotrexate pills, see if a switch to the yellow makes any difference. (they are the same thing -- I've had both for my arthritis...guess it depends what the pharmacy gets in...) HTH
Vicki Corson & Family www.caringbridge.org/visit/morganelizabeth
Northfield, VT - Sunday, March 11, 2007 11:25 AM CDT

Lauren and Family -- just wanted you to know we are still thinking of you and checking in on Fergus. Let us know if you ever need a babysitter so you can have a date night. Fergus might think its cool to have a sitter with a port and ALL too! :) (Morgan is an expert kid-wrangler!)
Vicki Corson & Family www.caringbridge.org/visit/morganelizabeth <vcorson@tds.net>
Northfield, VT - Saturday, March 10, 2007 0:45 AM CST

I vote for getting the puppy. I always vote for other people getting the puppy. I, in fact, do not have a puppy, but like to live vicariously through others.

Hope Fergus continues well, and tolerates all that mtrx . . . I liked the description of the tragic wail a lot.

Karen, Clare's mom www.caringbridge.org/md/clareschmidt
Cabin John, MD - Friday, March 9, 2007 9:24 AM CST

Hi Lauren,
I know it has been a long time since you heard from me. I am glad to read that Fergus is doing well. Love the picture. That Vermont snow is just beautiful. By the way, my vote is to get a new dog now, it will make the transition easier. Besides, there are no limits to how much love we have to give.
Judy P.
www.caringbridge.org/pa/karl
Judy Pamer <kgpamer@comcast.net>
Beaver, PA - Friday, March 9, 2007 1:41 AM CST

Lauren, I have never signed Fergus' guestbook before and actually just "found" you sometime before Christmas and have absolutely no idea what site led me here. Until recently I followed a lot of kid's journeys and very infrequently signed, thinking what difference would it make?

Unfortunately I am no longer an outsider looking in. Leukemia has hit my family. On Friday my great niece was diagonosed. Fortunately it's ALL, even more fortunately the CNS is clear of leukemia cells making her low risk. I set up a website for her and her parents are so excited to see that people have visited and signed. So, now I know it does make a difference and am attempting to sign a few everyday. Today is your day!

What prompted this long post from me, you might ask. It was your most recent journal regarding dogs. I am a huge dog person. For years my husband allowed one. When that one passed we adopted a medium size, unknown breed, cutie. But I needed my small dog fix so we got a little Lhasa, Tisha. When she passed I adopted an older dog, Tiffy, from the shelter. Then I found a rescue dog who looked like the Lhasa who passed. I talked him into adopting Lucy. Lucy died a year ago last November from complications after ACL surgery. I was only going to have Tiffy as I thought she was so old it wouldn't be fair to bring another dog into the family. Until one day when Tiffy was at the vet, we were walking out, and the vet said "are you going to get another dog?" I said why, she said she thought dogs lived longer with a companion. Now we have Tiffy, Madison, Louie and Carly. All rescue dogs.

Probably the wrong story to tell as I think you aren't anxious for your current doggie to live longer. But for some strange reason I felt compelled to share. I promise future signings will not be a long as this one is.

Thanks for sharing your families journey. Elaine
Elaine Leonard <Leonard_Elaine@comcast.net>
- Wednesday, March 7, 2007 8:33 PM CST

Lauren-thanks for the birthday wishes for Christopher. Looks like winter will never end! Getting a puppy is brave but I bet it will be good for everyone! Keep up the fight! The Melkonians
Darlene and Christopher Melkonian http://www.caringbridge.org/md/chrismelko <melkonid@comcast.net>
Gaithersburg, MD - Wednesday, March 7, 2007 8:19 AM CST

Hi Lauren,
Thanks for your post. Just catching up with the "Fergus Times" and wishing we had even 1 inch of that great looking powder here in NC! Longing for my hometown lately in Upstate NY.
I hurt for you, hurt for us, hurt for Melissa (Donavan's Mommy) and everyone else in the Support Group and those others who have had to travel the lonely road of Childhood Cancer.
Wishing you rest tonight, peace and a really nice bottle of merlot. ;-)
Hugs,
Angie @ www.caringbridge.org/visit/williamarmstrong

Angie Armstrong <samandang@gmail.com>
Cary, NC 27511 - Thursday, March 1, 2007 7:21 PM CST

Lauren, you certainly have a way with words. You pretty much summed up my sentiments exactly. Thank you for speaking from the heart and letting all those in on what its like to be a mom of a kid will ALL!! A 1/2 marathon in Lake Placid ... you go girl! Take care.
Sharon Owttrim-Fraser (www.caringbridge.org/canada/stewart) <dfraserc593@rogers.com>
Shediac River, NB CANADA - Monday, February 26, 2007 6:25 PM CST

Lauren:

That was some post!! This journey of ours has forever changed us. We take every ALL child's relapse or passing personally. Not only because we fear it could happen to us but also because we all have been able to alleviate our fears about death by hugging our kids and kissing them goodnight and the thought that this comfort is unavailable to Karen and Melissa and all the many others is just so unsettling and upsetting.

George, father to Noelle www.caringbridge.org/nj/noelle <cgntal@optonline.net>
Morris Township, NJ USA - Saturday, February 24, 2007 10:27 AM CST

Thank you for the info you posted on the LLS site in response to my question regarding trip insurance.

As previously written by Karen in the guestbook, I thank you for writing such a honest posting. I too feel the way you do. We have been very lucky that Christopher has handled the treatments so well. For the most part, he acts and feels like everything is normal. The lurking thought of the leukemia reappearing is so scary.

Congratulations to the upcoming end of treatment for Fergus.

www.caringbridge.org/visit/christopheravallone
Lina <lavallone@msn.com>
Stockton, NJ - Friday, February 23, 2007 9:50 AM CST

Lauren: thanks so much for writing a very honest post. I feel like I live in a kind of limbo in the on-line community since Clare died, because it is a hard reality that our family represents. Then posts like yours make me feel connected again. I so appreciate those that still reach out to us, and remember.

Karen, Clare's mom www.caringbridge.org/md/clareschmidt
Cabin John, MD - Thursday, February 22, 2007 9:01 PM CST

What great picutures- that sledding track looks pretty scary! We all want to come over and try it! Here in flat Chicago we don't get to go sledding very often. We just finished reading Ghostown at Sundown (Magic Treehouse series #10). We are addicted to the series- Thank you for introducing it to us! We think of you every night!

Krissy, Chris, Julia, Cole and Courtney <kristanl@sbcglobal.net>
- Tuesday, February 20, 2007 8:48 PM CST

We are thinking about you.

caringbridge.org/visit/quiltsofhope
Jaime <aquiltofhope@aol.com>
- Saturday, February 17, 2007 8:31 PM CST

Lauren, I could relate to your entry. I have even made the mistake of telling Morgans Onc on Friday how grateful I felt we were that Morgan's treatment has gone so smoothly but how "guilty" I feel sometimes, when I see the other kids who are constantly inpatient, neutropenic, in pain, and relapsing. Like you, I want to support these families by visiting their sites and leaving words of encouragement. Our Onc reminded me "don't feel guilty, and don't feel lucky -- because everything can change in an instant". It was a chilling dose of reality for me, and I will never fall into the trap of believing all those folks who constantly tell me Morgan is "lucky" to have the "good kind of cancer". Because we cancer moms know there is NO SUCH THING as a GOOD kind of cancer. It is terrible. Even under the best of circumstances. I stand with you encouraging others to give to pediatric cancer research.
Happy belated 7th birthday, Fergus!
Vicki Corson
Mom to Morgan, 13, high risk pre b cell ALL
Corson/Lamorey Family www.caringbridge.org/visit/morganelizabeth
Northfield, VT - Saturday, February 17, 2007 11:38 AM CST

Fergus and Nora are getting so big, HAPPY 7TH BIRTHDAY FERGUS!! and it's nice to see that Doce is staying close to home...good kitty!!
Your journal was right on. I have followed so many caringbridge children with the "good" cancer, but it just doesn't seem to matter. Too many lose their courageous battle and those are the ones who need the prayers and support the most. I hate that kids get cancer and I do support TNT, LLS, RMDH, donate blood and got on the BMT donor list.
I look forward to supporting you Lauren as you participate and raise funds for a cure.
Janice LeDoux
Grandma to: www.caringbridge.org/ca/andrew <jannield@ca.rr.com>
Costa Mesa, CA - Friday, February 16, 2007 9:31 PM CST

Hi Fergus,
I want to wish you all the best now and always!
Di
Australia - Friday, February 16, 2007 3:33 PM CST

Believe me, I totally get it, too. I read the good, the bad and the scary on CaringBridge and spend many a night sobbing at the computer. But I want people to know I'm out there for them, just like they're out there for us. We're here with you!
Natalie (Finn's Page) <nrooney@centurytel.net>
Eagle, CO - Friday, February 16, 2007 2:18 AM CST

A late happy valentines day! We were at the hospital yesterday so we are celebrating it today. Hope you had a good one!
Paula (Thomas's grandma)
Paula Maffo <Paula115@charter.net>
Franklin, Ga USA - Thursday, February 15, 2007 6:37 AM CST

Hope You Have A Good Valentines Day!!

Kayla McClarren♥ www.caringbridge.org/il/kaylamc <monkeys_rock9930@hotmail.com>
Bristol, Illinois United States - Wednesday, February 14, 2007 8:12 AM CST

Happy Valentines Day!
Denise (Kyle's mom) www.caringbridge.org/co/kylel <dmlindgren@msn.com>
- Tuesday, February 13, 2007 10:25 PM CST

Beautifully written journal update. I completely understand and agree with your thoughts and feelings. For some of us this journey can be "relatively" smooth, for others it's just so hard. I think of Fergus and your family often. Your words helped us a great deal when we first got on this roller coaster. Christina (mom to Megan - ALL Kids list)
Christina Avery <eandchris@comcast.net>
Rockville, MD - Tuesday, February 13, 2007 7:38 PM CST

Lauren: thanks for your kind words on the ALL list. You've been a stalwart friend to my family, and I really appreciate it. We've been fighting colds here too, which is just a downer, isn't it? I hope you're all feeling better.

Karen, Clare's mom www.caringbridge.org/md/clareschmidt
Cabin John, MD - Tuesday, February 6, 2007 1:08 PM CST

Happy Birthday to Fergus. Paul's birthday lasted over a week. Keep celebrating!!
Diane http://www3.caringbridge.org/ny/paulluisi <DDL40@aol.com>
Tuckahoe, NY USA - Thursday, February 1, 2007 12:04 AM CST

Happy, Happy 7th Birthday Fergus!! And many, many more!
�neopets
Maria, mom to Trevor
- Saturday, January 27, 2007 7:20 AM CST

Hi Fergus!I found your site though trevors and i wanted to stop by and wish you a very happy birthday!I hope you get everything you want!YOU DISSERVE IT!!LISA
LISA PETROW <moterkid23@aol.com>
SCOTCH PLains, NJ usa - Friday, January 26, 2007 8:58 AM CST

Happy Birthday Fergus!!! We think it is a great idea to have 7 days of birthdays to celebrate your 7th Birthday!! We really hope you are feeling better!
XOXOXOX
Love, Krissy, Chris, Julia, Cole and Courtney
Kristan <kristanl@sbcglobal.net>
Lincolnwood, IL - Tuesday, January 23, 2007 9:13 PM CST

Happy be-lated Birthday Fergus!!! Dinosaurs are my 4 year old son's whole world! You two could have plenty to talk about I think Jake knows all there is too know if you have any questions??!! Enjoy your party sounds like fun - the big 7!!!!
Angie, Chris, Owen, Tyler, and Jake Wawrzaszek (www.caringbridge.org/wa/owen) <awawrzaszek@hughes.net>
Auburn, NY usa - Tuesday, January 23, 2007 5:28 AM CST

Happy Birthday Fergus!!!!! Wow! 7 years old!!!!! Enjoy your week long birthday celebration!!! It sounds like fun.
(I found your site from Zach Mccrackens a bit ago).

Ms. Taylor Black <ImTaylor2@aol.com>
South Burlington, VT - Monday, January 22, 2007 1:56 PM CST

Happy 7th birthday Fergus! We hope today is a very special day.

Tiffany - mom to Jackson and Faith <jetoneil@yahoo.com>
Rohnert Park, CA - Monday, January 22, 2007 12:48 AM CST

Happy Happy Birthday dear Fergus! WOW 7 years old?? My son, Logan, is 7 also. That is a mighty fun age!!

I hope your Mommy is feeling better!

Enjoy some cake for me...I'm on a diet! YUCK!

Love,
Nancy, Matthew's Mom
Nancy Vinson <nvinson@comcast.net>
- Monday, January 22, 2007 12:29 AM CST

Happy Birthday Fergus!! 7 years old?? I can't believe how fast time flies by! I hope you really enjoy your dinasour party and I am sure you sleep great in your new dinasour sheets! keep up the good work Fergus and enjoy the rest of Winter in VT!
Brian, Jenn, Jack and Will <murphy_briant@emc.com>
Franklin, MA USA - Monday, January 22, 2007 10:29 AM CST

HAPPY 7TH BIRTHDAY, Fergus! Gram & Grampy had a great time this weekend visiting you, Norah, Mummy & Daddy, especially the "early" birthday party Saturday night. You look so good in your dinosaur pajamas and snuggled in your dinosaur sheets, pillow and blanket.

Have fun with Aunt Nancy today having a second birthday celebration. Also, have more fun next weekend, at your THIRD birthday celebration!

We love you and miss you!

Gram & Grampy
Gram & Grampy Quinn <JoeQuinn2007@gmail.com>
Walpole, MA USA - Monday, January 22, 2007 8:42 AM CST

HAPPY 7TH BIRTHDAY FERGUS. How exciting for you that you have a whole week to celebrate. Hoping you staying fever free. Kaylas brother has had a fever since yesterday. Ijust pray she doesn't get it. Lauren I am glad to hear your surgery went well. Hope you all start to feel better soon.

Dina & Kayla
caringbridge.org/il/kaylamc
Dina & Kayla <dmc26@comcast.net>
Bristol, iL - Monday, January 22, 2007 8:09 AM CST

BONNE FETE/HAPPY BIRTHDAY FERGUS from Stewart et famille! Here's hoping you will have a dinosaur filled day. Sounds like Mommy is on the mend and everyone else is kicking that cold out the door. Very sad to hear of Baby Donovan passing away on the weekend. Just does not seem fair for a baby to fight so hard and lose this battle. Take care.
Sharon Owttrim-Fraser (www.caringbridge.org/canada/stewart) <dfraserc593@rogers.com>
Shediac River, NB CANADA - Monday, January 22, 2007 7:33 AM CST

Gus - Happy, happy 7th Birthday! Glad to hear the dinosaur festivities will last all week long! We're hoping you are all feeling better, too! We'll be moving to Walpole in a couple months so here's hoping we can get together and play sometime when you are down visiting! Love, Barbara, Walter, Sean & Sara
Barbara Foley <mom2smf2@yahoo.com>
Danvers, MA - Monday, January 22, 2007 7:32 AM CST

Lauren,
Glad to hear your surgery went well, though it sounds like you all have a bad cold to kick now. Please wish Fergus a happy birthday from Josh. Josh shares his love for everything dinosaur! I can't say that Josh had the same thing, but when he was in diapers, he had some awful rashes, and they were really hard to get rid of. Here's to hoping that he only needs one more round of meds to be free of the rash... Josh is due to finish treatment in July too, though I don't know the day. I think he finishes meds toward the end of the month. I expect Josh will have a BMA. I haven't ventured into the details just yet. The reality that we're in the same year as the end of treatment is growing on me. It's been hard to look forward to that day. So much uncertainty. But we're hopeful. I haven't told Josh about the end of treatment yet. I share in the enormous sadness for Baby D. We lost a little one we were very close to in November. Nothing prepares you for it. God Bless.
Hilda (Mom to Josh)
www.caringbridge.org/oh/joshuanoll
Hilda Noll <dnoll1@woh.rr.com>
Dayton, OH USA - Monday, January 22, 2007 7:21 AM CST

Happy Birthday Fergus!

7 in 2007 - and going off treatment in 7/07. Gotta be some kinda lucky charm! OT on Independence day? You really are going out with a BANG. I hope you have a great birthday today, and next week when your have your "for real" party. How lucky are you to celebrate for a whole week?! Which by the way is 7 days ;-) Have a wonderful birthday. Hope you stay healthy and fever-free, and hope your mom is feeling 100% soon too.
Marian & Joshua

Hugs from
Erie, PA - Monday, January 22, 2007 7:14 AM CST

Yeah for only 1 more steroid pulse!! That's something to celebrate. I know I will not miss those most of all. It's good to read that Fergus is doing well.

I hope your surgery goes smoothly this week. Try to take it easy (as a mom that's so much easier said then done, I know). Take care.

Maria, mom to Trevor (all-kids)
- Wednesday, January 17, 2007 6:14 AM CST

Hi Fergus,
Wow, hard to believe only one more steroid pulse. I bet you just can't wait. It seems like just yesterday Fergus and Jackson were diagnosed with ALL, yet on the other hand it seems like a lifetime ago.

Lauren, good luck with your surgery tomorrow. We will be sending positive thoughts and hope that everything goes as planned.

We'll be checking back soon for an update on you guys. :)

Sending hugs,
Tiffany - mom to Jackson and Faith <jetoneil@yahoo.com>
Rohnert Park, CA - Tuesday, January 16, 2007 3:14 PM CST

Hi Fergus glad to hear your doing well. One more spinal & one more steroid pulse. I bet your happy about that. Kayla has her last spinal on Feb 1 if her counts are in range. Lauren I wanted to wish you luck for your surgery tomorrow,I'm sure all will go well. I know a few women who had that done and they couldn't be happier.We will be thinking of you.

Dina & Kayla
caringbridge.org/il/kaylamc
Dina & Kayla <dmc26@comcast.net>
Bristol, iL - Tuesday, January 16, 2007 8:25 AM CST

My Fergus is growing up! Everytime I come to visit his page, you post another picture of him and boy, he looks so much older! Our eldest, Michael, was always the biggest one in his class and often got saddled with all the expectations because he looked older. It's tough shoes to have to wear, but it's surprising when they arise to those expectations and soar. It looks like Fergus is already soaring ...
Lauren, I want to send only good thoughts as you go through surgery tomorrow. Surgery is surgery and I hope it goes as planned. Soak up all of Gram's helpfulness while she's with you.
Say hi to Rob and Norah.
Frances, Paul and family @ Lucas' page <hammonds@wincom.net>
- Tuesday, January 16, 2007 6:54 AM CST

Lauren-
I haven't posted before but found your site from Baby Donovan's. I wanted to wish you luck in your surgery on Wednesday. I had the same thing done when I was 19 (I am now 30) and it was the best decision I ever made!! Glad to hear everyone is doing well.
Bridgette
Dexter, MI - Monday, January 15, 2007 8:43 PM CST

Hi Fergus & Norah (Mummy & Daddy, too):

Gram & Grampy are all excited we will be visiting you tonight. Gram will stay until a week from Sunday. Grampy will go back to Walpole this Sunday, return to your house next Friday and then depart Vermont that Sunday with Gram AFTER Fergus's 7th birthday party.

Save lots of hugs, squeezes & kisses for us!

How about pizza tonight?

Love ya!

Gram & Grampy
Gram & Grampy Quinn <JoeQuinn2007@gmail.com>
Walpole, MA USA - Friday, January 12, 2007 8:39 AM CST

Lauren, thinking of your family tonight as it finally gets a little bit cold in Maryland. Best to you all in this New Year.

Karen, Clare's mom www.caringbridge.org/md/clareschmidt
Cabin John, MD - Thursday, January 11, 2007 6:10 PM CST

Holy cow! Look at that green grass in Fergus' picture! Are you SURE you're in Vermont and not North Carolina somewhere? So glad you had a wonderful Christmas and New Year! And kudos to Fergus for hanging in on the trip to the Aquarium on steroids!
Natalie (Finn's Page) <nrooney@centurytel.net>
Eagle, CO - Wednesday, January 10, 2007 11:57 AM CST

Hiya Lauren and Family! You know, when I read your journals, I have to giggle -- My Matthew and Fergus are so much alike! Matt got a scooter (loves it), Dinosaurs? his FAVORITE! and the New England Aquarium? His favorite place ever! (he's a shark fan!) Next time you guys are over here in Northfield, we should do a Red Kettle coffee/breakfast thing! (plus Morgan still really wants to meet Sir Fergus!)
Hope all is well on the health front!
Thinking of you,
Vicki and Family (Morgan, Kyle and Matt)
Corson/Lamorey Family www.caringbridge.org/visit/morganelizabeth <vcorson@tds.net>
Northfield, VT - Tuesday, January 9, 2007 9:31 PM CST

Just wanted to check in and wish you all a Happy New Year! Way to go on that great port access. Keep up the good work. Love, The McCracken Family
Joanne McCracken <jjmc5@comcast.net>
- Thursday, January 4, 2007 9:55 PM CST

We are praying that you will enjoy a very blessed 2007.
Stephanie and RachelJoy <mom2rj@comcast.net>
- Tuesday, January 2, 2007 5:55 PM CST

Hi Fergus!
HAPPY NEW YEARS!
I love the photo of your beautiful tree on your homepage! I am so happy you enjoyed Christmas and I am impressed at how well you waited for your spinal :)
Rooting for you from CA,
XXOO, Cali Ali's Mom
Marey <kteachermom@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, December 30, 2006 0:42 AM CST

Merry Christmas! I love the beautiful tree!

Many Christmas hugs!
Nancy, Matthew's Mom
Nancy Vinson <nvinson@comcast.net>
- Monday, December 25, 2006 8:08 PM CST

Merry Christmas to all from your neighbors 10 miles south!
Vicki, Morgan, Kyle and Matthew the Magnificent
Vicki Corson and Family www.caringbridge.org/visit/morganelizabeth
Northfield, VT - Monday, December 25, 2006 6:18 PM CST

Hi Fergus and family,

Sure hope you continue to have fun and have a very Merry Christmas. Say hi to your family for us.

Doug
caringbridge.org/visit/carly
Doug Johnson <doug@johnsonddj.com>
Shorewood, IL - Saturday, December 23, 2006 11:49 PM CST

JOYEUX NOEL ET BONNE ANNEE - MERRY XMAS AND HAPPY NEW YEAR! May you experience the love and warmth of the holiday season amongst your friends and family. Someone told me that Santa drops a big load of toys off in the Vermont area. And something tells me that Fergus and Nora have been very good little children this year ... so a bunch of presents are headed your way!!! The Fraser Family of Shediac River
Sharon Owttrim-Fraser (www.caringbridge.org/canada/stewart) <dfraserc593@rogers.com>
Shediac River, NB CANADA - Saturday, December 23, 2006 10:28 AM CST

Hi Fergus and family,
We wanted to stop by and wish you a Very Merry Christmas!!
Hope Santa brings you and your sister lots of goodies.

Dina & Kayla
caringbridge.org/il/kaylamc

Dina & Kayla <dmc26@comcast.net>
Bristol, Il - Friday, December 22, 2006 4:31 PM CST

Hi Lauren, Rob, Fergus & Norah:

We will miss not seeing you on Christmas but are looking forward to seeing you from December 29th through January 3rd. It will be great to have our whole family together for New Years!

Michael will be on from Seattle December 28th through January 10th. Brian, Amy and the triplets may come on Saturday night, December 30th but most likely will come on Sunday, December 31st and stay through Monday, January 1st or Tuesday, January 2nd. We'll have our family dinner and New Years Eve celebration Sunday, December 31st.

Give our special pals Gus & Norah a big Christmas hug from us and tell them we heard from Santa that he was definitely going to visit 3959 Center Road Christmas Eve.

Love ya and Merry Christmas!

Gram & Grampy
Gram & Grampy Quinn <JoeQuinn2001@cs.com>
Walpole, MA USA - Friday, December 22, 2006 10:15 AM CST

Lauren:

Something made me check your website this morning. In "God-speak," I felt urged to do it. What a beautiful message about the dance recital! I think of you and Fergus and Nora and Rob often. I wish you a blessed Christmas and a beautiful 2007!
Shannon Hanson <shannon.hanson@usdoj.gov>
- Friday, December 22, 2006 10:09 AM CST

Do you realize that the greenish-brown Christmas you described is exactly like the scenario in White Christmas? (Clearly I've been watching too many Christmas movies). I've been lurking and not been a good guestbook poster, but I'm finally signing in. Loved hearing about the recital--bittersweet indeed. A snow storm is on it's way here--maybe this one will make it to you in time! We'll do a snow dance for you tomorrow!
Natalie (Finn's Page) <nrooney@centurytel.net>
Eagle, CO - Wednesday, December 20, 2006 0:00 AM CST

Lauren,
Sorry we missed each other at Echo. We have clinic on Thursday. If we don't see you have a wonderful Christmas. Hope to meet you soon. Joanne McCracken
Joanne McCracken <jjmc5@comcast.net>
- Monday, December 18, 2006 5:39 PM CST

Lauren, Gus, Rob and Nora - Merry Christmas to all of you! I'm sure Santa's sleigh is loaded with good stuff for all of you! All the best to you for a happy and healthy 2007 as well! Warmest regards,
Barbara, Walter, Sean and Sara
Barbara Foley <mom2smf2@yahoo.com>
Danvers, MA USA - Monday, December 18, 2006 1:46 PM CST

I just signed your guestbook but it is not showing up. I hope it is there when I refresh!
I just went back and looked at the photos. Ethan loves Sea Life too and was saying he was an Orca on thursday. Too funny. And Norah is a little doll. I bet she has you all wrapped around her finger.
www.caringbridge.org/visit/ethanthechamp
Andrea--Ethan's mom <heyandrea@comporium.net>
- Friday, December 8, 2006 7:35 PM CST

Lauren
Your description of the day of diagnosis was very moving for me. Like you, I also remember what I was wearing and silly little details but have blocked out some bigger details. I did have to laugh at your cookie story though. Last week, I made christmas cookies and put 3 teaspoons of salt instead of a HALF teaspoon. I didn't bother baking them, I just started all over again. Another similarity is that we also brought sweets to the clinic to honor Ethan's survival (one year instead of two) a few weeks ago.
Hope you are having a nice relaxing weekend and the cat stays out of the tree.
www.caringbridge.org/visit/ethanthechamp

Andrea--Ethan's mom <heyandrea@comporium.net>
- Friday, December 8, 2006 7:16 PM CST

I am not sure if I have signed your guestbook before but I have been reading your site since soon after Fergus' dx. I also have a little boy (Jake 5) who is a ALL survivor in treatment until 09/07. I enjoy reading your journals - partly because I secretly hope to reside in VT - although it may never happen. Your flashback to Fergus�s dx brought up many of my same memories. I am so glad everyone is doing well. Mom - I am so proud of your TNT adventure this past year. I am looking into honoring Jake by running a 1/2 marathon. Thanks for the inspiration.

Could you email me the info on the support group you have mentioned. (mkj_cortez@verizon.net) I have not heard of such but think it would provide me some "outlet" that would help at times.

Merry Christmas!
www.caringbridge.com/va/jakec
Kim <mkj_cortez@verizon.net>
Chesapeake, VA - Thursday, December 7, 2006 1:11 PM CST

WOW!! How time flys! Hope Santa is good to both the kids. Merry Christmas to you and Rob. Love, John and Pat
Pat McDermott <patmcdermott34@aol.com>
Westwood, Ma USA - Tuesday, December 5, 2006 7:49 PM CST

Lauren,
Beautiful and so deeply moving. You are an AWESOME Mom to and Awesome kid. Thank you for sharing such a personal and meaningful memory with all of us.

Hugs,
The McCarthy 6
Joy McCarthy <joymcarthy@aol.com>
Mountain View, CA USA - Friday, December 1, 2006 6:22 PM CST

Hello Lauren, Rob, Fergus, and Norah! I was just thinking of Fergus the other day when Audrey Kate's 2-year anniversary of diagnosis (11/23/04) and knew that his anniversary was approaching. Then I was going through old emails and ran across some of the ones we exchanged in Dec 04. Audrey Kate was really feeling the full force of induction by then and couldn't even stand or walk. And now she just started her 7-day pulse of vincristine and dex - her LAST pulse!!!! I am so thankful that Fergus and Audrey Kate are both doing so well. They were and are such special kids and continue to amaze me each day. Your remembrances from that day are so keen and telling. It's so hard to put that kind of thing into words, but you did it wonderfully. I just came across the outfit that Audrey Kate wore the day she was diagnosed. I can still see her beautiful face with her big-brown eyes and her hair pulled into a ponytail with a big aqua bow - climbing up and down off the examining table then falling asleep in my arms. I don't know how she could sleep when I was trembling so much. I can't wait to read your end of treatment story. WIshing y'all years of happiness and quirkiness!
Robin Birchfield <W.BIRCHField@comcast.net www.caringbridge.org/fl/audreykate >
Jacksonville, FL - Friday, December 1, 2006 1:30 PM CST

Beautifully said. Thank you for sharing your personal story. It brought many tears to my eyes. Your strenth, courage, and honesty is a blessing to others. God Bless you and your family.
Kathy
Schwenksville, Pa - Friday, December 1, 2006 12:11 AM CST

{{{Lauren}}},

You describe some of the exact feelings I had...including the thought of packing us all up and heading to an igloo in Alaska. Then I remembered a mom on ALL Kids who lived there. It does get better, eventually. You're doing an amazing job handling everything. I love the picture of Fergus in blaze orange! May your holidays be blessed with good things,
Hugs,
Lisa, mom to Brian & Kevin <ltignor@comcast.net>
Montclair, VA - Friday, December 1, 2006 9:46 AM CST

Beautifully written! I just found your web site and I know I will continue to come back. That unreal moment when they told us they thought our son had leukemia will forever be crystal clear in our memory, I think. The unrealness. You describe that so well. Love all the way from Sweden!
Anna, mother to Leon 4 years old, diagnosed with ALL Aug, 30 2004.
Anna, Leon & family /www.caringbridge.org/europe/leons
Lund, Sweden - Friday, December 1, 2006 2:10 AM CST

I'm glad Fergus is doing well. It's been a long journey...we emailed back and forth when Fergus was recently diagnosed. My son, Aiden, also has the TEL-AML1 marker, and was on POG 9905. He's OT 1.5 years and doing great. I just started homeschooling my 9-year old, and was quite pleased to see that Fergus is homeschooled, too. Happy Holidays!
Jennifer Bryan <jandjbryan@comcast.net>
Los Gatos, CA - Friday, December 1, 2006 2:03 AM CST

Fergus you're awesome! KEEP FIGHTING!
Your Christmas Eve plate is on its way in today's mail!
Love from CA,
XXOO, Cali Ali's Mom
Marey <kteachermom@hotmail.com>
- Friday, December 1, 2006 1:31 AM CST

I don't pretend for a moment to understand what life has been like for you, Rob, Norah & especially Fergus over these past two years. However, your ability to articulate your thoughts and feelings as the situation unfolded was extraordinary. God bless all of you! How lucky I am to have family members like you.
Uncle Jerry <quinnlax@comcast.net>
Lutherville, MD - Thursday, November 30, 2006 2:56 PM CST

You are a wonderful writer, Lauren. Thank you for sharing the diagnosis story. I am so glad Fergus continues to do so well on treatment.
Vicki Corson and Family www.caringbridge.org/visit/morganelizabeth <vcorson@tds.net>
Northfield, VT - Thursday, November 30, 2006 2:11 PM CST

Lauren, you certainly have a way with words. Thank you for bringing such vivid memories of diagnosis to many who have not been down that road. You speak from the heart and in turn you are a wonderful advocate for childhood leukemia. I personally know how hard it is to relive those moments of diagnosis, but in allowing yourself the chance to write out your thoughts certainly helps in so many ways. Congrats to all of you ... one more year of treatments done! You are all troopers. Take care.
Sharon Owttrim-Fraser (www.caringbridge.org/canada/stewart) <dfraserc593@rogers.com>
Shediac River, NB CANADA - Thursday, November 30, 2006 10:16 AM CST

Wow your diagnosis story brought tears and chills to me. So many things and feelings were felt on that day and as I remember back to Owen's diagnosis I can relate to so many things you referenced. Glad things are going well and Fergus is feeling good - one of these days we can all remember our 'finish treatment' day!
The Wawrzaszek's (Angie, Chris, Owen, Tyler, and Jake) www.caringbridge.org/wa/owen <awawrzaszek@hughes.net>
auburn, nY usa - Thursday, November 30, 2006 5:31 AM CST

Laurie,
I was so sad reading your entry. The memories of that week haunt me. Uncle Mike was so sad and angered when he heard the news about Gus. Because he worked with so many kids whose parents didn't give a hoot about them, I remember him saying "Laurie and Rob are such wonderful parents, how could this happen to their family?" As we all know now, God has plans for all of us and we will have to wait a lifetime to find out the 'what?' and 'why?' answers. I love you all very much, Aunt Pidgey

Rosemary Mezzocchi <mamrtm@aol.com>
Hollis, NH USA - Wednesday, November 29, 2006 3:38 PM CST

Fergus, my brave little buddy. Lauren, I remember when Dad called me and told me about Fergus. Sadness unfortunately turned to anger and confusion on my part. These feelings went away when Gus said, "Hi Uncle Brian" the first time I saw him in the hospital room. The only thing I wanted to do was hug him and tell him how much I love him. I think we got Mexican food in the room that night Lauren. I regret not asking you how you felt that night and I apologize for that because I didn't want to see you get upset. We love you all and look forward to the family get together with Uncle Michael at the Holidays.
Love,
Brian, Amy, Emma, Grace, and Riley
Brian Quinn <Brian_Quinn@APL.com>
Worcester, MA 01602 - Wednesday, November 29, 2006 1:43 PM CST

That entry was just amazing! It brought back vivid memories of that day and hearing the news from Papa. To read your story made the tears flow about the sadness of that time, but also the strength of your family. Now, with Gus doing so well in his treatment, I feel happy and encouraged. I can't wait to see Gus and Norah, as well as you and Rob over the holidays. With a heart full of love for you guys, Auntie Karen
Karen <kqkampfe@aol.com>
So Yarmouth, MA USA - Wednesday, November 29, 2006 12:36 AM CST

Lauren, I think it is amazing that you were able to start this journey with such confidence and resolve! I am amazed, too, that you were able to research leukemia and treatment options that first day! You are an incredible person!

Sue Mackey www.caringbridge.org/visit/rachelruth
Mount Prospect, IL - Wednesday, November 29, 2006 10:38 AM CST

It is so well written that it made me feel so proud of you to be able to express the pain you had to endure as well as your whole immediate family. As your Aunt I could not be anymore prouder. You and Gus and Rob and Noah are heroes. I so look forward to next July when Gus will be free from treatment and cured.
Dianne Quinn Woods <Coolprn@aol.com>
Woodbridge, Va USA - Wednesday, November 29, 2006 10:19 AM CST

Lauren,
You tell that story just like it was and I bet it felt good to rehash it. Funny how each diagnosis story is
similar yet so different.
Sending hugs for you especially on this day.

Fergus is growing up! He looks so mature and filled
with zest!
Frances, Paul and family @ Lucas' page <hammonds@wincom.net>
Amherstburg, - Wednesday, November 29, 2006 9:53 AM CST

Lauren, I had tears in my eyes reading the update .... and if you know me at all, you know I'm not a "tears in my eyes" kind of gal. :)

I remember every second of our diagnosis day, and you've conveyed very well how I felt. You, however, were MUCH more together than I was ..... I'm actually amazed at how composed you were. I eventually reached "composed", but not as quickly as you did. Kudos to you, for being such a wonderful advocate for your beautiful little boy! Who, by the way, is not so little, ha! :)

Thanks for sharing, and I'd love to link people to this entry from Kendrie's site, if its ok with you. Let me know,
Kristie Kendrie's Page <kristieokc@cox.net>
Byron (Robins AFB), GA - Wednesday, November 29, 2006 9:11 AM CST

Lauren, Rob, Gus & Norah:

It has been 2 years since the terrifying diagnosis for Gus and we are so thankful for his continued remission and clear spinal taps. We know, with all the prayers and support for him (and all of you)that the final outcome will be positive and he will be totally clear of this dread disease. The glass is "half full" not "half empty"!

We do empathize with your worries and concern and do understand the stress that accompanys such a situation. You cannot, however, let it take over your life. You have to battle that obstacle and look at the brighter side- Gus is a wonderful, highly intelligent, loving, happy child who thoroughly enjoys life and will continue to do so for an entire, long life.

Love ya!

Mum & Dad
Gram & Grampy
Gram & Grampy Quinn <JoeQuinn2001@cs.com>
Walpole, MA USA - Wednesday, November 29, 2006 9:01 AM CST

Hi Lauren,
I'm sorry to hear you're experiencing this stress. I've had a similar experience, though my doctor diagnosed it as post traumatic stress syndrome. I had physical signs of anxiety and stress, related mostly to what happened to Josh years prior. In my case, some of Josh's symptoms/side effects brought it on. The most useful advice from my doctor was to be certain I got enough sleep. Sleep helps so many things, including this. I'm so happy Fergus is doing well. Josh is too. He's in LTM until July 2007. Isn't it strange how our body reacts, even though things are going well? I guess you just can't under estimate the impact this illness has on the whole family. Well, I just wanted you to know I'm thinking about you. If you'd like to talk, send me an email and we can exchange numbers. Give Fergus a hug from me.
Love, Hilda (Mom to Josh)
www.caringbridge.org/oh/joshuanoll
Hilda Noll <dnoll1@woh.rr.com>
Dayton, OH USA - Saturday, November 25, 2006 7:07 AM CST

Lauren - I missed the digest from ALL-KIDS, or I would have written sooner. I understand what you are going through. Although Morgan has done well on treatment, sometimes that fear and anxiety just grips me in a way nothing else can. And its hard to shake. I am so glad to have finally met you in person, and I am glad to see and hear how well Fergus is doing -- he's quite a character!

Hope you all had a wonderful Thanksgiving.
Vicki Corson and Family www.caringbridge.org/visit/morganelizabeth <vcorson@tds.net>
Northfield, VT - Friday, November 24, 2006 7:31 AM CST

Much love to you and your family!
The Lindgrens
Denise www.caringbridge.org/co/kylel <dmlindgren@msn.com>
- Thursday, November 23, 2006 9:23 AM CST

YOUR ALWAYS ON MY MIND TAKE CARE .

LOVE ALWAYS BRENDA MY LOVING DAD'S SITE <brurka@shaw.ca>
EDMONTON,ALBERTA/CANADA, - Wednesday, November 22, 2006 7:20 PM CST

Kayla McClarren <monkeysrock9930@AIM.com>
Bristol, Illinois United States - Wednesday, November 15, 2006 1:15 PM CST

Hi Fergus,
Sure sounds like you have been having fun with all your activities. Glad your medical day is over and we sure hope your counts go back up more. We are familiar with low counts over here, Carly finally got her platelets to stay up some but of course that meant they could increase her 6MP dose. Now we are waiting to see how she does with the new dose levels. Well say hi to your family and have fun at gymnastics and fiddle lessons this week.

Doug
caringbridge.org/visit/carly
Doug Johnson <doug@johnsonddj.com>
Shorewood, IL - Monday, November 13, 2006 10:08 PM CST

Hi Fergus and family hope you are feeling well. I am gald to hear your cat came back. How exciting only 6-7 months left. Kayla will have a spinal this Thursday if counts are good. She should be done in the beginning of May. Now we need to start planning our MAW. Kayla wants to wait until after treatment.This coming Sunday will be 2 year anniv of Kaylas dx.Keep strong and keep fighting.

Love
Dina & Kayla
Dina & Kayla <dmc26@comcast.net>
Bristol, iL - Monday, November 6, 2006 8:31 AM CST

I'm so happy to hear that Doce has returned!!

Hey, I didn't even know Shannon was leaving DFCI! You guys got a good deal there, we'll miss her.

With love,
Katie (Hayley, Hunter and Taylor's mom) <dugan2b@yahoo.com>
Franklin, MA - Wednesday, November 1, 2006 10:13 PM CST

Yeah Dolce!!! I can't wait to hear all about Dolce's adventures, but honestly it would be much better if we could only hear it from him!
Janice LeDoux, Grandma to www.caringbridge.org/ca/andrew <jannield@comcast.net>
Costa Mesa, CA - Wednesday, November 1, 2006 2:46 PM CST

GREAT NEWS! I knew she would be back. We are so happy for all of you! I'll bet Ocho gave her a big greeting.

Love ya!

Gram & Grampy
Gram & Grampy Quinn <JoeQuinn2001@cs.com>
Walpole, MA USA - Wednesday, November 1, 2006 10:38 AM CST

I too, am praying that Doce will be home soon.
Stephanie and RachelJoy <mom2rj@comcast.net>
- Sunday, October 29, 2006 0:13 AM CDT

Fergus et famille, so sorry to hear about your lost cat Doce. Sounds as though you have an action packed week coming up. Have a great time in Montreal. Duncan just got back from a farm tour of Quebec and took in a Montreal Canadiens game at the Bell Centre. Funny that Stewart's treatment day falls on the same day as Fergus'. Good luck Fergus ... let's hope for great counts. By the way I love the hula gang. HAPPY HALLOWEEN!! Take care.
Sharon Owttrim-Fraser (www.caringbridge.org/canada/stewart) <dfraserc593@rogers.com>
Shediac River, NB CANADA - Thursday, October 26, 2006 9:15 AM CDT

Oh dear, I hope your kitty comes home soon. Is that Ocho in the picture? That cat looks exactly like my kitty Tina. She lived to be 20 years old. We grew up together!

Come home soon Ocho!
Nancy, Matthew's Mom All-kids
Nancy Vinson <nvinson@comcast.net>
- Wednesday, October 25, 2006 8:26 AM CDT

Praying that Doce comes home, and for her family.
Cindy <clatoure@aol.com>
Sonoma, CA USA - Monday, October 23, 2006 11:06 PM CDT

I'm so sorry about your sweet Doce. I'm sure Ocho is sad too. Darn coyotes! My dog used to cry to go out and "play" with them when they'd come down my street everynight at dusk. We were a high density street (the only one) in a rural area so we were the main attraction I guess. I hope Doce is just on an errand, or a vacation with a pal.
Fergus and Nora are so adorable :)
Janice LeDoux grandma to www.caringbridge.org/ca/andrew <jannield@comcast.net>
Costa Mesa, CA - Saturday, October 21, 2006 11:31 PM CDT

I love the Toys R Us story... the luckiest boy with a band-aid on his back from the mysterious back poke. Hunter is sweetly oblivious to her back pokes too, she actually likes going to the procedure room to get 'sleepy medicine' and play with the different toys there. Go figure!

The Walpole Taco Bell isn't our local one but I sure would meet you there next time you guys come down! ;)

Lots of love,
Katie (Hayley, Hunter and Taylor's mom) <dugan2b@yahoo.com>
Franklin, MA - Friday, October 20, 2006 10:00 PM CDT

Violin lessons?? Wow, I wish I lived in Vermont so I could hear you play! You must be quite talented!

I hope you are having a "feel great" week!

Hugs!
Nancy, Matthew's Mom All-kids
nancy vinson <nvinson@comcast.net>
- Monday, October 16, 2006 7:54 PM CDT

So glad to read your updates--they really give me a feeling of knowing you even though I don't in real life! Glad another steroid week is down . . . thinking of you here in Maryland today.
Karen, Clare's mom www.caringbridge.org/md/clareschmidt
Cabin John, MD - Sunday, October 15, 2006 5:45 PM CDT

Hi Fergus glad to hear everything is going well for you. Has it been cold by you? It is cold here today, actually it is snowing outside right now.
Glad to hear your spinal went well. So you should only have about 2 or 3 more of those to go. I know Kayla only has two left, 1 in November and 1 in March(yeah). Have a good weekend!

Dina & Kaylamc
caringbridge.org/il/kaylamc
Dina & Kayla <dmc26@comcast.net>
Bristol, iL - Thursday, October 12, 2006 8:41 AM CDT

Glad to hear Fergus continues to do well on treatment. My youngest is six and just started violin...so, my condolences. I lived through the flute, trumpet, two electric guitars,a drum set and three cats...what was I thinking??? sigh.

We still need to do that coffee! Although, soccer isn't over and we have hockey (aahhh!) every night next week...gotta love "activities" huh?

haha. Thinking of you all each day and praying for all good things.
Vicki Corson and Family www.caringbridge.org/visit/morganelizabeth <vcorson@tds.net>
Northfield, VT - Wednesday, October 11, 2006 8:00 PM CDT

Hi Fergus & Norah (Mummy & Daddy, too):

Another great update, fabulous news and well written & comprehensive!

Gram & Grampy had a wonderful time visiting our special pals Saturday noon through 3:00 PM Sunday afternoon. It was too short but very enjoyable. Gus got "Antrak", another Lego Bionocle and Norah got clothes from Zutano.

We hope Mummy & Daddy had as good a time on their date as Gram & Grampy had having supper at Friendly's with Gus & Norah.

We also had a delicious breakfast at River Run but we could have done without the flys!

We are looking forward to seeing you all again in three short weeks at our timeshare in Smugglers Notch, VT. Brian & Amy + 3 trippies will also join us from Tuesday to Thursday of that week. Grampy will stay Sunday through Monday afternoon then return to Walpole to work Tuesday, Wednesday and Thursday then return to Smugglers Thursday suppertime, staying until Sunday morning, when the week is over.

Gram, Brian, Amy & the trippies may drive to your house Halloween to trick & treat in Montpelier.

Love ya and miss ya!

Gram & Grampy
Gram & Grampy Quinn <JoeQuinn2001@cs.com>
Walpokle, MA USA - Tuesday, October 10, 2006 9:07 AM CDT

Hi Fergus & Norah (Mummy & Daddy, too):

GREAT NEWS about the rising 4030 ANC blood count! We pray tomorrow's tests are also positive.

Wasn't that a wonderful story from Uncle Michael?

Only 3 more days until we arrive for our foliage visit. We are only sorry we couldn't stay longer but Gram has her Quilting Guild Friday evening and she works on Monday (Grampy has that Columbus Day off). We will, therefore. be with you from Noon Saturday until Sunday afternoon, a little over one day.

We will make up for it when we take our timeshare week at Smugglers Notch from Sunday, October 29th through Sunday, November 5th. I think you are going to join us for 2 or 3 days.

Love, kisses, hugs & squeezes!

Gram & Grampy

Gram & Grampy Quinn <JoeQuinn2001@cs.com>
Walpole, MA USA - Wednesday, October 4, 2006 9:49 AM CDT

Our Team In Training group was out running on Saturday and a big guy in a pickup passed and then began to back up. I thought he was going to kick our butts for taking up too much of the street. Instead, he, having seen our Leukemia Society shirts, said, 'Thank you so much. I used to have leukemia.'

That past tense really hit home for me thinking of Gus and all you are going through right now. I like the sound of that: 'used to have leukemia.'

Love ya,
Uncle Michael
Uncle Michael <jmquinn23@yahoo.com>
Seattle, WA South Canada - Monday, October 2, 2006 2:51 PM CDT

Hi Fergus & Norah (Mummy & Daddy, too):

WOW! Today's entry was STUPENDOUS! What a great time you all (except poor Rob with his nasty cold)seem to be having going different places and your plans for the future sound exciting!

Gram & Grampy are still planning to come visit you on the long (Columbus Day) weekend, from Friday, October 6th through Monday, October 9th, if you'll have us. We hope the foliage is out in full bloom that weekend.

We'll let your Mummy & Daddy have a "date" Saturday or Sunday evening-maybe a movie and dinner! We'll take good care of our very special pals.

See you in only 9 days!

Lots of hugs, squeezes, kisses & love!

Gram & Grampy
Gram & Grampy Quinn <JoeQuinn2001@cs.com>
Walpole, MA USA - Wednesday, September 27, 2006 8:40 AM CDT

OK I am laughing my butt off at your little money-grubber crying because you sold the car (thus fattening his inheritance.) Be careful of any drinks Fergus offers you in the near future OK?! ;)

I loved the photos of the trip, it really looks like you guys found the perfect MAW for Fergus.

Lots of love,
Katie (Hayley, Hunter and Taylor's mom) <dugan2b@yahoo.com>
Franklin, MA - Tuesday, September 19, 2006 10:38 PM CDT

We just dropped by to check on you today.

Jodi and McKayla

Jodi Phelan <jodiphelan@hotmail.com>
Sherwood Park, AB Canada - Sunday, September 17, 2006 2:00 PM CDT

Go Fergus, Go!!! We love you all!
Vicki Corson and Family www.caringbridge.org/visit/morganelizabeth <vcorson@tds.net>
Northfield, Vt - Wednesday, September 13, 2006 11:37 PM CDT

Have we won the lottery? Balloons, big prizes...Or a weekend in Montreal? Hope you enjoyed your night out! Solange and I went to learn how to spin wool into yarn today. Our fingers are crossed for higher counts tomorrow...
Sarah and Solange <tedious@tds.net>
- Sunday, September 10, 2006 4:46 PM CDT

Thank you so much for visiting Kai's caringbridge site regularly! How is Fergus? I hope his count will recover pretty soon. It is so stressful when neutrophilic,,,.

Did hou have fun going out tonight? Sometimes we Mom also need a break too, right?

www.caringbridge.org/ca/kaiwatanabe
Mika, mom of Kai <mikaboow@comcast.net>
El Cerrito, ca - Sunday, September 10, 2006 1:21 AM CDT

Hi Fergus and Family!

Lucky # 25,000 here. Just wanted to say hello and send my prayers for a wonderful week for all of you.
Krista Lapine
Detroit, MI USA - Saturday, September 9, 2006 3:14 PM CDT

checking in to see how clinic went and crossing my fingers for nice, high counts!
Vicki Corson and Family www.caringbridge.org/visit/morganelizabeth <vcorson@tds.net>
Northfield, VT - Thursday, September 7, 2006 5:04 PM CDT

Hi Fergus I hope your clinic visit goes well today. We pray for good counts and that everything is going good. I will check back later for a update.

Dina & Kayla
caringbridge.org/il/kaylamc
Dina & Kayla <dmc26@comcast.net>
Bristol, iL - Thursday, September 7, 2006 9:41 AM CDT

I just checked out the Alaska photos. Wow really awesome. What an amazing trip and I can't believe how well the kids did. We have not done our trip yet and I am leaning towards something off the beaten path also. Your journal gives me some inspiration.
www.caringbridge.org/visit/ethanthechamp
Andrea--Ethan's mom <heyandrea@comporium.net>
- Tuesday, September 5, 2006 9:38 PM CDT

Thank you for stopping by! It has been while-Fergus looks great!! Your little one is growing up fast-it seems the toddler stage doesn't last long enough when the other child is fighting cancer...well, we do what we have to do. I can't believe my Missy is in 1st grade-she was 2 when Christopher was 1st dx-it is all kind of a blur. Hope house arrest ends soon for everyone's sanity! Love The Melkonians
Darlene and Christopher Melkonian http://www.caringbridge.org/md/chrismelko <melkonid@comcast.net>
Gaithersburg, MD - Tuesday, September 5, 2006 6:58 PM CDT

Hi Fergus, It sounds like you had a great time with your family on your trip. The pictures are great! I do hope your ANC bounces back soon. Hang in there!
Maria & Trevor (all-kids)
Branchburg, NJ - Tuesday, September 5, 2006 7:48 AM CDT

i find it interesting
dan mercado <hanshee26@yahoo.com.hk>
quezon city, philippines philippines - Monday, September 4, 2006 11:36 PM CDT

Lauren, Fergus and family
We're still thinking of you over here in beautiful Northfield! (haha!) Call if there is anything we can do!
Love, Vicki, Morgan and the boys
www.caringbridge.org/visit/morganelizabeth
Vicki Corson and Family <vcorson@tds.net>
Northfield, VT - Sunday, September 3, 2006 12:07 AM CDT

Hi there! Hope those counts come up and the worry can be reduced to just a normal worry level! Even with Maddi's counts around 500 and above I still want to ask her Doc to do a BMA in Oct when she goes under for her LP. I just worry whether I need to or not. I like to have results in front of me in black and white! I can so relate!
Much Love, Michelle
www.caringbridge.org/visit/maddisynbutler
Michelle Butler(Maddi'sMomma) <ibesellin@msn.com>
Castle Rock, CO USA - Saturday, September 2, 2006 11:43 PM CDT

Hi all - thankyou for all your inspiring words for myself and Owen. We have too far of this journey left to start faltering and I am definately having to regroup! Glad you enjoyed Alaska - my father-in-law went once and has always dreamed of going back - says it is the most beautiful place in the world! We will be thinking of you and your up coming BM - sometimes Owen would remain neutropenic for along time and it is just his little body needing the extra time! Thankyou again for your support.
The Wawrzaszek Family( Angie, Chris, Owen, Tyler & Jake) www.caringbridge.org\wa\owen <awawrzaszek@hughes.net>
Auburn, NY usa - Saturday, September 2, 2006 7:31 AM CDT

Hey Fergus, so sorry to hear your ANC is low! We'll be praying for your counts to climb onward and upward. You are a real trooper in every sense of the word.
Sharon Owttrim-Fraser (www.caringbridge.org/canada/stewart) <dfraserc593@rogers.com>
Shediac River, NB CANADA - Friday, September 1, 2006 7:57 PM CDT

My thoughts and prayers are with you this coming week -
Love, Margie
Marge Murphy <murph318@rcn.com>
needham, ma - Thursday, August 31, 2006 5:55 PM CDT

Keep growing that ANC, Fergus! :) way to go!
we'll keep praying for you along with Cam and Baby Donovan.

Vicki and Morgan
www.caringbridge.org/visit/morganelizabeth
Vicki Corson and Family <vcorson@tds.net>
Northfield, VT USA - Wednesday, August 30, 2006 10:14 PM CDT

Glad the ANC has come up, but bummer that the rash persists. I'm so down about Cam as well. So tired of this horrible, horrible disease.

Karen, Clare's mom
Cabin John, MD - Monday, August 28, 2006 8:50 PM CDT

Hey, I went to Rob's site to hear about the trip --- oh my gosh, it sounds SO fabulous so far! And the pictures are really incredible. Obviously, it was the perfect trip for you family and I couldn't be happier for you! (and, I'll admit, a wee bit jealous, ha!) :)

Kristie (ALL List) Kendrie's Page <kristieokc@cox.net>
Byron (Robins AFB), GA - Monday, August 28, 2006 8:49 PM CDT

Boy-chemotherapy sure is unpredictable! Carly's had rashes, too. One in particular, on her trunk, wouldn't clear up until we tried Selsun Blue dandruff shampoo (suggested by her MD). It might be worth a try.....good luck with it and with the ANC.
Cindy Johnson <johnsonclj@comcast.net>
Shorewood, IL - Monday, August 28, 2006 7:10 PM CDT

Hi Fergus,

Sorry to hear that your ANC is low again. Sure hope it bounces right back up. We know the adjusted chemo game, Carly is also currently off her nightly 6MP since her platelets are again very low. They have been trying 50% dose of both 6MP and MTX while we try to get done with this phase of treatment and join you on the maintenance side of things.

Enough of that, on to the fun stuff. We sure enjoyed your MAW pictures and journal entries. Sounds like you had a wonderful trip. Take care and say hi to your parents and sister for us.

Doug
caringbridge.org/visit/carly
Doug Johnson <doug@johnsonddj.com>
Shorewood, IL - Sunday, August 27, 2006 10:47 PM CDT

Hi Fergus sorry to hear your counts are low. We are praying for them to come up. Hopefully they will adjust your doses so this doesn't happen again. I love your MAW pictures, it looks like you had a real nice time. Enjoy the last of your summer.

Dina & Kayla
caringbridge.org/il/kaylamc
Dina & Kayla <dmc26@comcast.net>
Bristol, iL - Sunday, August 27, 2006 7:57 AM CDT

Sorry to hear about the neutropenia, but I thought your post about your doc being able to practice the "art" of medicine very interesting. Clare had fairly regular bouts of low ANC during maintenance, and because she was on study we lived by the numbers. They did adjust doses and we would spend weeks at 50%, and 75% doses until she got back to 100% chemo. I've always been glad that she was on study, but having that leeway would have been a relief at the time.

Hope Fergus has a big bounce back soon. Loved the famous artist moments--one of our favorite museums is the National Gallery of Art (here in DC), and I used to stroll the kids past the Rothkos so they could chant their colors. Highly amusing to us, but probably fairly annoying to everyone else!

Now, that's a memory I haven't dredged up in a loooong time. Thanks for posting, Lauren.

Karen, Clare's mom <ardenjunk@mac.com>
Cabin John, MD - Friday, August 25, 2006 6:31 PM CDT

Hi Gus & Norah (Mummy & Daddy, too):

Gram & Grampy are so sorry your ANC counts are down to 390 and hope & pray they climb back to the over 1,000 count they were in Alaska.

Gram & Mrs. Murphy return from their Seattle, San Juan Islands journey tomorrow evening at 7:25 PM EDST. Grampy will be glad to have Gram home after 6 lonesome days.

They visited Lopez Island, where your Mummy & Daddy got married 9 years ago. They saw all the memorable spots-the Center Church; the house on the Bay where the reception was held; the Edenwild Inn where Gram & Grampy hosted a brunch for guests; the "Rustic Elegance" villa where Gram & Grampy stayed along with Aunt Karen, Uncle Larry, Aunt Wanda & Uncle Franny, Uncle Brian & Aunt Amy; and, the picnic bench in the park in the center of Town where Uncle Michael wrote his soliloquy for the marriage ceremony the morning of the wedding. They had lunch at the same Cafe a whole bunch of us had lunch at the day before the wedding.

They have had a wonderful trip except for last evening. The ferry from Lopez Island to Anacortes was delayed and that caused them to encounter hours of bumper to bumper traffic on the I95 route back to Seattle, due to road construction, which is done at night. They didn't get back to the hotel until 1:00 AM PDST. They were very tired and slept late this morning. They will spend the rest of today in the Pike's Market area and go to the Airport Hotel this evening to be closer for their early flight tomorrow morning.

Gram & Grampy may be coming up to Vermont to visit you on Labor Day weekend, less than 2 weeks from today. We are very excited to be seeing you soon!

Lots of love, kisses and hugs!

Gram & Grampy

Gram & Grampy Quinn <JoeQuinn2001@cs.com>
Walpole, MA USA - Tuesday, August 22, 2006 1:42 PM CDT

You know, I read your story about the circus and it made me think back to the fall I was pregnant with Morgan. Never had the leaves been so vibrant, stunning really. I bet this year, I will have a new appreciation for them too. Funny what leukemia can do to you.

Fear not the thoughts, and move over on the weird couch. I'm there too!

We NEED to visit soon. It is a shame we live so close and have not yet met in person. Should we do Light The Night in September in Burlington????
Vicki Corson and Family www.caringbridge.org/visit/morganelizabeth <vcorson@tds.net>
Northfield, VT USA - Sunday, August 20, 2006 4:41 PM CDT

Oh my gosh. I have those same thoughts all the time, so if you're weird, I'm weird, too. I'll make comments about when Finn grows up and then there's always this little voice in the back of my head. So I hear you loud and clear!
Natalie (Finn's Page) <natalierooney@verizon.net>
Lewis Center, OH - Friday, August 18, 2006 9:50 PM CDT

Bonjour Fergus et famille, just checking in to see how your summer is going! Sounds like its been super beyond super. Wow, what a MAW trip. We are getting ideas for Stewart's MAW trip from yours!! He has yet to make up his mind as to where to go and what to do. Keep on living in the moment and may there be many more days and years of clapping and laughing. Take care.
Sharon Owttrim-Fraser (www.caringbridge.org/canada/stewart) <dfraserc593@rogers.com>
Shediac River, NB CANADA - Friday, August 18, 2006 9:25 AM CDT

Hi Fergus sounds like you had a great time on your MAW. Hope your feeling well. I tried to go to your dads site to see your pictures,but I can not seem to find it. Hope you have a great weekend. Tell your mom Hi.

Dina & Kayla

Dina & Kayla <dmc26@comcast.net>
Bristol, iL - Thursday, August 17, 2006 10:09 AM CDT

Hi all! Glad you are home safe and sound - tired maybe, but with many great memories! Gram and I head for Seattle Thursday - am sure we will have as good a time as you did!
Enjoy the rest of the summer!
Love, Margie
Margie Murphy <murph318@rcn.com>
- Tuesday, August 15, 2006 7:16 PM CDT

We just popped by to check on you today.

Jodi and McKayla

Jodi Phelan <jodiphelan@hotmail.com>
Sherwood Park, AB Canada - Monday, August 14, 2006 10:39 PM CDT

Just stopping by to say "hi". Hoping you are having a wonderful time on your MAW trip. Can't wait to hear all about it! Safe journeys home!
Tiffany O'Neil - mom to Jackson and Faith <jetoneil@yahoo.com>
Rohnert Park, CA - Monday, August 7, 2006 6:38 PM CDT

Hi Gus & Norah (Mummy & Daddy,too):

WOW! Time sure flies! It seems like yesterday you were heading out to your Seattle visit and MAW boat trip in Alaska but that was 14 days ago.

Have a safe and relaxing trip home tomorrow. Since you get into Burlington at 11:50 PM tomorrow night and probably won't be home until about 1:15 AM, we will call you on Wednesday.

We can't wait to go up to visit you and go over the details of your memorable trip and, hopefully, many pictures. Did you capture a picture of the grizzley bear that interrupted your beach picnic?

See you soon!

Lots of love, hugs and kisses!

Gram & Grampy
Gram & Grampy Quinn <JoeQuinn2001@cs.com>
Walpole, MA USA - Monday, August 7, 2006 3:04 PM CDT

Hi Fergus hope your MAW trip was alot of fun, we can't wait to read all about it and see some pictures. We will keep checking.
Dina & Kayla
caringbridge.org/il/kaylamc
Dina & Kayla <dmc26@comcast.net>
Bristol, iL - Sunday, August 6, 2006 9:21 AM CDT

Agh! I saw where you signed Kendrie's guestbook and thought maybe you were back ... I came here quick as I could to check for your AK update!! :) I'm going to download that song off iTunes; you're not the first person to mention it to me ... I need to hear it, I think. :)
Thinking of you, and hoping you LOVED the trip!

Kristie (ALL List) Kendrie's Page <kristieokc@cox.net>
Byron (Robins AFB), GA - Thursday, August 3, 2006 9:15 PM CDT

Hi Lauren, Fergus and family
I know you are on your MAW trip right now. I just wanted to say Welcome Back home. I can't wait to read the updates when you get back. This trip sounded truly amazing. I will check back next week.
www.caringbridge.org/visit/ethanthechamp

Andrea--Ethan's mom <heyandrea@comporium.net>
- Tuesday, August 1, 2006 3:50 PM CDT

Stopping by to let you know I'm here and praying as always!
Job 19:25-27: For I know that my redeemer liveth, and that he shall stand at the latter day upon the earth: And though after my skin worms destroy this body, yet in my flesh shall I see God: Whom I shall see for myself, and mine eyes shall behold, and not another; though my reins be consumed within me.
The Prayer Bears Website

Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA - Friday, July 28, 2006 0:11 AM CDT

Hi Fergus & Norah (Mummy & Daddy, too):

We hear you are very tired from your two days in Seattle! Hope you catch up on sleep while on your 6 day boat trip.

Glad your Mummy & Daddy had a great anniversary at the concert and the Santa Fe Restaurant!

Gram & Grampy wish we could have gone on the boat trip with all of you. Grampy would have loved fishing and Gram could have quilted on deck.

Enjoy all the spectacular sights on your boat trip! Say hi to the grizzley bears (from a distance, of course), seals, orcas, whales, porpoises, etc..

Can't wait to see you when you get back to Vermont and see, hopefully, lots of pictures.

Lots of love, hugs & kisses,

Gram & Grampy
Gram & Grampy Quinn <JoeQuinn2001@cs.com>
Walpole, MA USA - Thursday, July 27, 2006 2:53 PM CDT

I can't wait to hear about this grand trip. Take care, try to relax and tell us all about it when you come back!

Karen, Clare's mom www.caringbridge.org/md/clareschmidt
Cabin John, MD - Wednesday, July 26, 2006 9:26 AM CDT

We just thought we would pop by and check on you today,
and let you know we are thinking about you.

Jodi and McKayla

Jodi Phelan <jodiphelan@hotmail.com>
Sherwood Park, AB Canada - Wednesday, July 26, 2006 0:50 AM CDT

I am so excited for you all as you leave on your grand adventure today, and hope you have a wonderful, fabulous time! I can't wait to hear all the details (because I'm nosy like that) and see photos, too, upon your return.

PS. Thought of you today, as our dog somehow got some kind of trauma to his eye and has a {gag, disgusting} wound of sorts on the eyeball. Ick. Truly, you vets are amazing; I about vomited just looking at it, let alone treating it.

Anyway, on that happy note, have a great trip!!! :)

Kristie Kendrie's Page <kristieokc@cox.net>
Byron (Robins AFB), GA - Monday, July 24, 2006 3:56 PM CDT

Hi Fergus & Norah (Mummy & Daddy, too):

Only 5 more days until you leave for your Seattle, WA and Alaska 15 day vacation! Gram & Grampy will miss you and hope you have a safe and fabulous time! Uncle Michael will be thrilled to see you on both ends of your trip.

Be careful on the 5 day boat trip off the coast of Alaska! We hope you see lots of whales, dolphins, seals, grizzly bears, polar bears, elk, moose and deer. Maybe you can catch some fish for supper!

Call us, especially when you are out on the boat, so we can keep up with your ventures and know you are safe.

Love ya and will talk to you before you leave!

Gram & Grampy

Gram & Grampy Quinn <JoeQuinn2001@cs.com>
Walpole, MA USA - Thursday, July 20, 2006 1:38 PM CDT

Checking in to see how you're doing. Still here! Still praying!!!!!!
Phil 4:13 I can do all things through Christ which strengtheneth me.
The Prayer Bears Website

Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA - Thursday, July 13, 2006 9:00 PM CDT

Hello Lauren, Fergus and family. Lauren, I can relate to the "panic and worry thing". Morgan hasn't even gotten to mainenance yet, but she is doing so well, my silly mind keeps telling me something just HAS to be wrong. Sigh... I guess we never stop worrying about our kids...healthy or not.

Hope you have fun on the wish trip. Morgan brought home a new "patient" for you...a kitten. His name is Joey. Good thing I am a sucker for a pretty face! Thats three cats now. yikes. I'll be calling the clinic to make an appointment soon; so hopefully I will get to meet you in person! take care.
Vicki Corson <vcorson@tds.net>
Northfield, VT USA - Thursday, July 13, 2006 5:21 PM CDT

So glad to hear that you are moving on to the next phase of treatment and we sure hope the upcoming 12 week spinal is easy and clear. Carly is finally out of the hospital from a F&N stay. Sure glad that is over and we hope her counts stay high enough to restart chemo so we can also get done with this phase of treatment.

Doug
caringbridge.org/visit/carly
Doug Johnson <doug@johnsonddj.com>
Shorewood, IL - Thursday, July 13, 2006 0:41 AM CDT

I hope the tap is ALL CLEAR and you guys get to go on your fantastic Wish Trip.
Fergus - I hope your mommy can stop worrying and ejoy the trip too.

Sue (ALL list /Katie's mom); canada/katiespage
Ottawa, Canada - Wednesday, July 12, 2006 10:26 AM CDT

Hi All:

HOORAY! HOORAY! HOORAY!

Our prayers are answered by his neutrophils being up to 1040! Let's hope they climb up to 1500-2000 soon!

Also, our prayers are now concentrated on Thursday's spinal tap results being positive-the cancer remains in remission as a prelude to complete elimination!

See you all in 3 days!

Love ya!

Gram & Grampy
Gram & Grampy Quinn <JoeQuinn2001@cs.com>
Walpole, MA USA - Tuesday, July 11, 2006 8:37 AM CDT

Hi All:

We, too, join you in 12 week concern time! We hope and pray that Fergus's neutrophils skyrocket to 1500+ and that his spinal tap proves he is still in remission!

We are looking forward to our trip up to visit all of you this Friday evening until Sunday afternoon. Have the air conditioner on (HA, HA)!

We'll make up for Fergus's Thursday fast with plenty of goodies over the weekend. Tell him Gram & Grampy want to take him to Walmart to pick out a new Lego character (Norah, too, can get something).

Maybe Mummy & Daddy can plan to go out on a "date" Saturday evening while Gram & Grampy watch our SPECIAL PALS!!!!!!

Lots of hugs, kisses, squeezes and love until we arrive- only 4 days away!

Gram & Grampy
Gram & Grampy Quinn <JoeQuinn2001@cs.com>
Walpole, MA USA - Monday, July 10, 2006 3:16 PM CDT

So glad that you're leaving the methotrexate behind. Best to all of you.

Karen, Clare's mom www.caringbridge.org/md/clareschmidt
Cabin John, MD - Sunday, July 9, 2006 6:10 PM CDT

Congratulations on the last 2am methotrexate! I know you won't miss those. Hope and pray things keep going well for you all.
Juli Dalene <ljdalene@yahoo.com>
Santa Fe, NM - Sunday, July 9, 2006 9:30 AM CDT

Hi Fergus! Cole just received his Legos catalog in the mail today so that is what we read as his bedtime book! I bet you have some great advertures with your Legos! Hope your arm is doing better. I know 2 other kids who broke their arms right around the same time you did-what a coincidence!
Love- Krissy, Chris, Julia, Cole and Courtney
Kristan <kristanl@sbcglobal.net>
Lincolnwood, IL - Friday, July 7, 2006 9:32 PM CDT

Hi All:

Gram & Grampy are thrilled one more phase of Gus's treatment has come to a close.

There should be a celebration for the occasion!

Maybe when we come up to visit the weekend of the 14th of July (only 8 days away) we can do something special. Maybe, too, we can find a "reasonably priced" lego to add to Gus's collection?

Lots of love, kisses, hugs & squeezes to Gus & Norah from Gram & Grampy! We'll do it "in person" in a week!

Gram & Grampy
Gram & Grampy Quinn <JoeQuinn2001@cs.com>
Walpole, MA USA - Thursday, July 6, 2006 2:11 PM CDT

lauren, been thinking about you and just wanted to say hi. I peak at the website periodically to stay up to date and see how you all are doing. drop me an email sometime if you get a chance. love, rachel bravmann-bevens
rachel
seattle, WA USA - Thursday, July 6, 2006 12:46 AM CDT

Hi Fergus sorry to hear about your arm, I hope it is feeling better. Well you are almost to the last phase of treatment.We are praying your counts stay in the good range for your make a wish trip.You guys enjoy yourselves and have a safe trip. Can't wait to read all about it.

Dina and Kayla
caringbridge.org/il/kaylamc
Dina <dmc26@comcast.net>
Bristol, iL - Wednesday, July 5, 2006 8:18 PM CDT

We are thinking of you.

Jodi and McKayla

Jodi Phelan <jodiphelan@hotmail.com>
Sherwood Park, AB Canada - Tuesday, July 4, 2006 11:27 PM CDT

Checking in to see how you're doing. KNow I'm still here praying!
Ps 71:3 Be thou my strong habitation, whereunto I may continually resort: thou hast given commandment to save me; for thou art my rock and my fortress.
The Prayer Bears Website

Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA - Saturday, July 1, 2006 10:40 PM CDT

That certainly looks like a split finger fasball that will catch the corner of the plate for a strike! Have agreat 4th!!!
Jack, Will, Jenn and Brian Murphy
Franklin, MA USA - Friday, June 30, 2006 5:09 PM CDT

Hi Fergus (Mummy, Daddy & Norah, too):

I heard from a "little birdie" that you rode the Roller Coaster at Storyland 10 TIMES yesterday!!!

Your wrist must be feeling better if you did that and that makes Gram & Grampy very happy!

I hope you are going to see the Fireworks this July 4th Weekend. Don't cover your ears since the booming sounds are part of the fun.

Only 25 days until you travel out to Seattle, then to Alaska for the week boat trip (I hope you see many whales, polar bears, seals, sea lions, etc.), then back to Seattle. Uncle Michael is looking forward to seeing all of you on both Seattle beginning and end! Give him lots of hugs and kisses since he misses seeing you more often.

Gram & Grampy will miss you all on this long Holiday weekend and wish you were down with us.

Lots of love, squeezes, hugs and kisses!

Gram & Grampy
Gram & Grampy Quinn <JoeQuinn2001@cs.com>
Walpole, MA USA - Friday, June 30, 2006 3:02 PM CDT

Oh, geez, that stinks about Fergus' arm!! I'm sorry to hear it, and hope he's feeling better soon and that it doesn't interfere with your summer activities too much.

Your Relay difficulties reminded me a little of our Relay last year, only we had the exact opposite problem. There were very few children walking the survivor's lap (Kendrie and one other little girl from her school were together) and the grown ups who were carrying the banner went waaaaaayyyy ahead of us. So far ahead, in fact, that they had completed the first lap while Kendrie and her dad were only about half way around, so by the end, very few people were even watching, let alone clapping and cheering. I don't think Kendrie noticed, but it sort of bothered me. The first half was good, though, so that's what I choose to remember. Just like I'm sure Fergus will remember how nice the gift was, and not how overwhelming it was to be in front!

Anyway, I'm rambling now. Hope you have a great weekend!

Kristie (ALL List) Kendrie's Page <kristieokc@cox.net>
Byron (Robins AFB), GA - Friday, June 30, 2006 0:47 AM CDT

HI Fergus,
My BRandon just got his cast off for his buckle fx, He broke both radius and ulna....no fun. But, be sure you get lots of people to sign it!! Carry a sharpie with you whereever you go....they work best!
Lauren, we are doing a dexascan on brandon (9 year) to see if his ALL-contributed to it at all. Just an fyi, you may want to discuss with your onc. Brandon almost fainted when he got up afte they took the cast off...in case the docs don't warn you, it's common in boys!
Cindy, mom to Brandon, ALL Kids <cindy_Zammit@yahoo.com www.caringbridge.org/md/brandon214>
Damascus, MD - Monday, June 26, 2006 9:45 PM CDT

Hi All:

Gram & Grampy are so SAD about Fergus's arm problem and pray it turns out to be a strain or minor fracture.

We don't know how all of you continue to bravely face all the compounding and unusual situations you run into! You are just unbelievable and, as always, we are extremely proud of how you handle all your adversities.

Hope you have a great trip to Bartlett, NH and Storyland. Also, that you continue to look forward to your Make A Wish Foundation Trip to Seattle, Alaska, the boat trip in Alaska and return to Seattle. Uncle Michael is anxiously awaiting your arrival for both the front end and back end of the Alaska adventure.

With your upcoming exciting social life and trips, Gram & Grampy don't know when we will see you all next and miss you all each day. Hopefully, we'll see you soon!

Love, kisses, hugs and squeezes!

Gus and Norah- "How's your day been?" from "Luiggi"!

Gram & Grampy
Gram & Grampy Quinn <JoeQuinn2001@cs.com>
Walpole, MA USA - Monday, June 26, 2006 8:29 AM CDT

Hi SuperGuys,
I watched the "Lion in the House" last night - missed Wednesday night, but it was not difficult to pick up on the families and their children. It was wrenching and beautiful at the same time. The only thing that struck me is that the proportions of successful treatment seemed off - the majority of children with ALL actually do survive and thrive over time. Still, this does give a view into the experiences that must be shared by you and other families coping with the illness. Stay strong, stay together, and know that there is a lot of love flowing from all over, to wrap you all up, as in a soft warm blanket and keep you all safe together.

Carolyn <cstevens@trans-video.net>
Northfield, - Friday, June 23, 2006 8:08 AM CDT

Hi All:

I watched the "Independent Lens" on PBS, Channel 2, titled a "Lion in the House" last night. There were so many familiar situations with Alexa that reminded me of what you have been through (staying in the Hospital room 24 hours a day; decorating the room as if it was Gus's bedroom at home; going down to the playroom dragging the IV behind him; walking the corridors; sleeping on a couch beside him; rushing to the ER of Vermont Childrens Hospital when Gus has a fever or his ANC counts are down; etc.).

Mrs. Heavey taped it for Gram and dropped the tape off this morning. After I pick up Gram this afternoon on her way back from Newport and we get home, she will be able to watch it before we both watch the concluding 2 hours tonight.

It gives us deeper insight into all you have gone through and continue to go through as a family with Gus's leukemia and we are so proud of your courage and strength!!!

Love ya and give the kiddles (especially our little buddy, Gus) a big hug from us!

Gram & Grampy
Gram & Grampy Quinn <JoeQuinn2001@cs.com>
Walpole, MA USA - Thursday, June 22, 2006 8:22 AM CDT

Still here praying so for you and your family!
Rom 8:27 And he that searcheth the hearts knoweth what is the mind of the Spirit, because he maketh intercession for the saints according to the will of God.
The Prayer Bears Website

Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA - Sunday, June 18, 2006 6:53 PM CDT

Hello Norah, Fergus and family---
The TNT event in Tahoe was an incredible experience (both for daddy as a participant and for us as spectators)---once our lives settle down a bit and I finish grad school in the fall, I'm going to sign up for the triathalon...you've inspired me so much.

sorry to read about Fergus' allergy test situation---that stinks! Hopefully it will be easier with some advanced preparation. Interestingly, Griffin suffers from the exact problems...constant post nasal drip, irritating cough and asthma induced because of it so he takes nebulized pulmicort and albuterol every day now to control the asthma! We've been treated with combined singulair and claritin for nearly 2 years...but recently, it doesn't seem to be controlling his symptoms. So, off to the specialist we will be going to seek another treatment.

Congrats on getting through this phase of treatment and moving onto the final stage of the journey. Griffin has actually been on the once/week 7-8 pills of MTX since delayed intensification ended on his protocol #9904...and it is so much more manageable for everyone involved.

The end is in sight....keep the faith :)))

Love, the Della Penna family
www.caringbridge.org/ny/griffin
Ellen, Matt, Allison & Griffin Della Penna <emdellapenna@genesee.edu>
Batavia, NY - Friday, June 9, 2006 9:10 AM CDT

Hi Fergus & Norah (Mummy & Daddy, too):

Mummy forgot to mention your coming to Walpole next weekend, that of June 16th, to see the play "Annie" at the Opera House in Boston with Gram, Sunday afternoon, June 18th, at the 2:00 PM Matinee. I think Grampy will drive you all into and back from the Theatre as it is a little bit of a complicated drive into Boston and the public transportation doesn't have a Station stop close to the Opera House.

We hope your Daddy has a relaxing Vermont weekend-probably working in his garden while you are away.

Looking forward to seeing you in a week!

Love ya!

Gram & Grampy

Gram & Grampy Quinn <Joe Quinn2001@cs.com>
Walpole, MA USA - Friday, June 9, 2006 8:26 AM CDT

Saying a prayer for you right now!
Ps 63:6-7 6: When I remember thee upon my bed, and meditate on thee in the night watches. Because thou hast been my help, therefore in the shadow of thy wings will I rejoice..
The Prayer Bears Website

Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, June 8, 2006 3:25 PM CDT

Lauren, I am in awe of your TNT accomplishment - WOW you did the triathalon in under 4 hours! You gooooo girl! It sounds as though it was an amazing event. Thank you for going that extra mile (no pun intended) to raise funds for leukemia research and to raise awareness of childhood leukemia. People like you really do make a difference. Your family must be soooo proud of you ... not to mention all of us at ALL-KIDS online support group. And by the way, welcome to the "over 40 club". Happy belated birthday! Bonne Fete! Take care.
Sharon Owttrim-Fraser (www.caringbridge.org/canada/stewart) <dfraserc593@rogers.com>
Shediac River, NB CANADA - Friday, June 2, 2006 9:29 PM CDT

Checking in to see how you're doing and saying a prayer for you right now!
Ps 50:15 And call upon me in the day of trouble: I will deliver thee, and thou shalt glorify me.
The Prayer Bears Website

Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA USA - Friday, June 2, 2006 2:28 PM CDT

WOW! Congrats on your accomplishment! I was so moved reading of your race it make me want to sign up! I am also a mom of a small boy with leukemia - I bet that meant the world to you to "DO SOMETHING"!

www.caringbridge.com/va/jakec
Kim <mkj_cortez@verizon.net>
Chesapeake, VA - Wednesday, May 31, 2006 1:34 PM CDT

Lauren, Kathy and I just today got to read your account of the wonderful weekend in Memphis! Congratulations! I think completing a 1 mile swim, a 25 mile bike ride and a 6 mile run is awsome. I know I could not do that now - and am not sure I could even if I trained... I really hate to swim and can not run very far... Anyway, I am in awe of you on two accounts: Your superior athleticism AND your superior fund raising ability. YOU ROCK! And, by the way, you look great. We can not wait to see you in Vermont! Jack and Kathy Rife
Jack and Kathy Rife <rifedvm@msn.com>
Denver, CO - Tuesday, May 30, 2006 10:33 PM CDT

Prayers continuing to be said on your behalf in Seattle!
Ps 91:2 I will say of the LORD, He is my refuge and my fortress: my God; in him will I trust.
The Prayer Bears Website

Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA USA - Tuesday, May 30, 2006 6:44 PM CDT

Hi Lauren! Happy, happy Birthday and a huge congratulations to you on the race! Your speech was so moving!
We continue to think about Gus and you all often! Congrats again! Love, Barbara, Walter, Sean and Sara
Barbara Foley <bwfoley@juno.com>
Danvers, MA - Monday, May 29, 2006 8:44 PM CDT

Lifting you up in prayer right now.
Ps 57:1 Be merciful unto me, O God, be merciful unto me: for my soul trusteth in thee: yea, in the shadow of thy wings will I make my refuge, until these calamities be overpast.
The Prayer Bears Website

Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA USA - Sunday, May 28, 2006 11:08 PM CDT

I'm praying that you and your family are enjoying the 3 day weekend. Let's all take a moment to thank
God for our troops, both past and present...our freedom isn't free. Too many have paid a very high price.

Stephanie and RachelJoy <mom2rj@comcast.net>
- Sunday, May 28, 2006 10:11 PM CDT

We just dropped by to check on you today.

Jodi and McKayla

Jodi Phelan <jodiphelan@hotmail.com>
Sherwood Park, AB Canada - Sunday, May 28, 2006 11:31 AM CDT

Praying today as always!
Ps 55:22 Cast thy burden upon the LORD, and he shall sustain thee: he shall never suffer the righteous to be moved.
The Prayer Bears Website

Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA USA - Friday, May 26, 2006 2:49 PM CDT

Oh, how very, very fantastic! What an accomplishment! Truly a thing to always look back on and say "I did that, and I'm proud."

Karen, Clare's mom www.caringbridge.org/md/clareschmidt
Cabin John, MD - Wednesday, May 24, 2006 9:35 PM CDT

$21,000!!!!! Amazing! Hooray for you!
Natalie (Finn's Page) <ngrooney@verizon.net>
Lewis Center, OH - Wednesday, May 24, 2006 7:19 PM CDT

WAY TO GO LAUREN!

I'm so glad last weekend went well. You are amazing!

Thinking of you,
Tiffany - mom to Jackson and Faith (ALL-Kids) <jetoneil@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, May 24, 2006 6:32 PM CDT

Checking in to see how you're doing today and to let you know I'm still here praying!
Way to go, Lauren!!!!!!!!!!!!! I can't believe you collected so much money! What an amazing thing. And I think it's wonderful that you made it in under 4 hours! Oh you dun good!!!!!!!!!!!
Ps 31:9 Have mercy upon me, O LORD, for I am in trouble: mine eye is consumed with grief, yea, my soul and my belly.
The Prayer Bears Website
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA USA - Wednesday, May 24, 2006 6:07 PM CDT

Lauren and Ferus, wow you both look awesome. Fergus I can't believe how much you have grown since the last photo I saw.
Lauren, I had to look 3 times at you in the wetsuit to make sure it was really you. You look wonderful. You are such an
inspiration to many and to us. We praise God for your strength joy and perserverance. As it says, 'hang in there, baby'.
Remember, God loves you and so do we,
Dave and Connie Richards <cdr@caringtogether.com>
Valdosta, Ga USA - Wednesday, May 24, 2006 4:53 PM CDT

Lifting you up in prayer right now!
How was the race?!!!!!!! How did you do?! Can't wait to hear all about it!
Heb 13:5b "...for he hath said, I will never leave thee, nor forsake thee."
The Prayer Bears Website

Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA USA - Tuesday, May 23, 2006 11:13 AM CDT

Lauren - just finished reading your talk to your fellow Team members with tears in my eyes. I know the person this is all about is one strong little guy, but his mother is one hell of a strong person too!
Love, Margie
Margie Murphy <murph318@rcn.com>
- Monday, May 22, 2006 6:20 PM CDT

Lauren: can't wait to hear about your day yesterday--thanks so much for carrying Clare's name, and thinking of her while you strive. I'm so impressed at your effort, and the good you have done in training and fundraising for this race.

And Happy Birthday!

Karen, Clare's mom www.caringbridge.org/md/clareschmidt
Cabin John, MD - Monday, May 22, 2006 12:44 AM CDT

Hello Lauren, Fergus and family---
Although I've not posted an entry to your book in a long time...I've followed Fergus' progress since first "meeting" you. Congratulations on your wonderful accomplishment and for getting back to yourself and knowing what's important in life. Since Griffin and Fergus were diagnosed on the same day, I too will never forget that dreadful day in our lives. But, as you so wonderfully wrote...our lives have changed in so many positive ways as a result of this disease. My husband is preparing for the century ride in Tahoe on 6/4...we will be travelling out west as a family to be there to support him. It is therapeutic on so many levels...and I wish you much success in your event as well as peace in the days, weeks and months ahead...for the remainder of your journey with cancer and beyond! Sincerely, Ellen Della Penna www.caringbridge.org/ny/griffin
Ellen, Matt, Allison & Griffin Della Penna <emdellapenna@genesee.edu>
Batavia, NY U.S.A. - Monday, May 22, 2006 11:35 AM CDT

Hey Lauren:

Just wanted to let you know we are thinking about you and rooting for you!! Happy Birthday!!
Love- Krissy, Chris, Julia, Cole and Courtney XOXOXO
Kristan <kristanl@sbcglobal.net>
Lincolnwood, IL - Sunday, May 21, 2006 2:33 PM CDT

Happy Birthday Lauren, we will be rooting for you today!!

Dina & Kayla
caringbridge.org/il/kaylamc
Dina <dmc26@comast.net>
Bristol, Il - Sunday, May 21, 2006 8:15 AM CDT

A beautiful and moving speech, Lauren. Have a wonderful day tomorrow!

Stevie
Seattle, wA USA - Saturday, May 20, 2006 8:38 PM CDT

Lauren- That speech is a home run!!! I have no doubt you are going to do great in the race! Go get em!!
Jack, Will, Jenn and Brian Murphy <murphy_briant@emc.com>
Franklin, MA USA - Saturday, May 20, 2006 8:27 PM CDT

GO LAUREN!!!
We are so proud of you at ALL_Kids!!! Enjoy your Tri----
hugs to you, Wonderful speech!!!!!
Cindy Zammit, mom to Brandon All Kids <cindy_Zammit@yahoo.com www.caringbridge.org/md/brandon214>
Damascus, md - Saturday, May 20, 2006 7:32 PM CDT

That is an amazing speech!!! My eyes welled with tears. We are so proud of you and know that you will have a great race. Good Luck!

Love,

Amy, Brian, Emma, Grace, and Riley
Auntie Amy <acquinn@charter.net>
Worcester, MA - Saturday, May 20, 2006 4:19 PM CDT

What a splendid speech -- you are an inspiration to us all. Kick @#$%!* tomorrow, Birthday Girl -- I'll be rooting for you -- much, much love xoxoxo
Christine Rathbun <christinerathbun@hotmail.com>
Forestdale, MA - Saturday, May 20, 2006 2:02 PM CDT

Lauren,

Your speech is terrific! Good luck in the triathalon!
Sue Mackey (ALL-Kids) <mackey399@cs.com>
Mount Prospect, IL - Saturday, May 20, 2006 12:06 AM CDT

I am both humbled and inspired by your speech. We will be wishing you the best of luck tomorrow and praying for your family as we all continue along this journey of Hope. Happy Birthday Lauren. I hope we can finally get together when you get back.
Vicki Corson and Family www.caringbridge.org/visit/morganelizabeth <vcorson@tds.net>
Northfield, VT USA - Saturday, May 20, 2006 10:59 AM CDT

Picture them all in their underwear!!!! :D

You will do great... with the speech and the race. It means the world to you and that will get you through both events with flying colors.

Kick some serious BUTT this weekend, girlfriend!!

With love,
Katie, mom to Hayley, Hunter, and Taylor <dugan2b@yahoo.com>
Franklin, MA - Friday, May 19, 2006 10:51 PM CDT

Good luck and we can't wait to hear all about it.

caringbridge.org/visit/carly
Doug Johnson <doug@johnsonddj.com>
Shorewood, IL - Friday, May 19, 2006 8:39 PM CDT

We will be thinking of you. Best of luck.
Dina & Kayla
caringbridge.org/il/kaylamc
Dina <dmc26@comcast.net>
Bristol, Il - Friday, May 19, 2006 11:17 AM CDT

You go girl! Have fun! Just finish!
Cate Chant <cmchant1@aol.com>
Northfield, VT - Friday, May 19, 2006 11:15 AM CDT

Way to go, Lauren! I'll be rooting for you. Love,Wendy. My knees hurt just thinking about what you are doing this weekend. Yeh! Lauren!
wendy ryan <wryan@twcny.rr.com>
- Friday, May 19, 2006 8:28 AM CDT

So glad to read that Fergus' neutrophils are up and in the range. It's kinda bitter sweet how happy we are to start our oral chemo back up. We hope he continues to feel well.

Lauren ~ All I can say is WOW! (Oh and way to go!) You did an awesome job fundraising for TNT! I know you will do a GREAT job at your event! You will finish your event and it will be one of your finest moments! Enjoy every moment of your experience. I can't wait to read all the details!

Tiffany and Jackson O'Neil (ALL-Kids) <jetoneil@yahoo.com>
Rohnert Park, CA - Thursday, May 18, 2006 9:07 AM CDT

Just wanted to let you know that I'm here and I'm praying right now!
Psalm 119:49-50: Remember the word unto thy servant, upon which thou hast caused me to hope. This is my comfort in my affliction: for thy word hath quickened me.
The Prayer Bears Website

Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA USA - Tuesday, May 16, 2006 11:34 PM CDT

Thank you so much for checking in with us at Kai's caringbridge site!!! I love Fergus's idea about having little Ferguses in his brain. So cute, but it actually makes sense if you think of those little ones as his cells. He is a scientist!

Ciao!

Mika
www.caringbridge.org/ca/kaiwatanabe
Mika, mom of Kai and Tomo <mikaboo@mindspring.com>
El Cerrito, CA United States - Monday, May 15, 2006 1:00 AM CDT

LETTING YOU KNOW THAT YOUR THOUGHT OF ON MOTHER'S DAY.KEEPING YOU IN MY THOUGHTS AND IN MY PRAYER'S ALWAYS.

LOVE ALWAYS BRENDAMY LOVING DAD'S SITE <brurka@shaw.ca~~THE PRAYER BEARS~~>
EDMONTON ,ALBERTA

, - Sunday, May 14, 2006 1:14 AM CDT

YAY no more neutropenia!!!! We haven't experienced that yet, so I am not sure what its like, but I am sure anything that delays protocol isn't terribly nice. We only had a week's delay so far. Hope we get to meet you in person soon Fergus! Morgan saw your picture and Nora's and she thinks you both are just cute, cute, cute! :) Stay well, and Lauren hope your training is going well!
Vicki Corson and Family www.caringbridge.org/visit/morganelizabeth <vcorson@tds.net>
Northfield, VT USA - Friday, May 12, 2006 6:23 PM CDT

Hi Fergus & Norah (Mummy & Daddy, too):

Gram & Grampy are so happy Fergus' blood counts are way back to normal! Now your Mummy & Daddy can enjoy their trip next Friday to Memphis, TN for your Mummy's participation in the Triathlon.

Gram & Grampy are looking forward to coming to your house next Thursday night and staying to the following Tuesday morning so we can take care of you while your Mummy & Daddy are away.

Make a list of things you want to do and places you want to visit while we are up with you.

See you in a week.

Love ya!

Gram & Grampy
Gram & Grampy Quinn <JoeQuinn2001@cs.com>
Walpole, MA USA - Friday, May 12, 2006 1:50 PM CDT

Hi Fergus gald to hear your counts came up. Now you can get back on track.Maintenece is right around the corner. You kids amaze me with your strength. Lauren have a wonderfeul Mothers Day!
Dina & Kayla
caringbridge.org/il/kaylamc

Dina <dmc26@comcast.net>
Bristol, Il - Friday, May 12, 2006 8:34 AM CDT

We're praying that your Mother's Day will be very blessed.
Stephanie and RachelJoy <mom2rj@comcast.net>
- Thursday, May 11, 2006 9:45 PM CDT

Hi Fergus! So glad to hear that your ANC is right up where you want it to be. I just love the description of how your brain works - too cute! Take care.
Sharon Owttrim-Fraser (www.caringbridge.org/canada/stewart)
Shediac River, NB CANADA - Thursday, May 11, 2006 8:00 PM CDT

Yeah! The counts are up! We are so glad to hear that! Solange had a really fun morning with Gus and Norah (and Lauren) today...she was glad to "have the old Fergus back". Maybe this means we can all get together next week!
Sarah and Solange Boucher <tedious@tds.net>
- Thursday, May 11, 2006 5:57 PM CDT

Wanted you to know that I'm still here praying!
Psalm 121:1-2: I will lift up mine eyes unto the hills, from whence cometh my help. My help cometh from the LORD, which made heaven and earth.
The Prayer Bears Website
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA USA - Tuesday, May 9, 2006 2:25 PM CDT

Glad to hear you hospital stay was short and fever free. Hang in there and we sure hope your counts come up soon. You are not alone with low counts, Carly just restarted chemo after two weeks off due to low platelets. They lowered her to 75% of normal dose to hopefully avoid dropping to low again but time will tell.

We hope your training keeps going good and you do well in the triathlon. I'm in no shape to do such things but Carly's Aunt did the half marathon with TNT in Indianapolis, IN this weekend. She also plans to do the Chicago marathon with TNT again later this year.

Doug
www.caringbridge.org/visit/carly
Doug Johnson <doug@johnsonddj.com>
Shorewood, IL - Sunday, May 7, 2006 11:17 PM CDT

Fergus, We are so glad to hear you are going home!! Love, Krissy, Chris, Julia, Cole and Courtney xoxoxox
Kristan Laden <kristanl@sbcglobal.net>
- Saturday, May 6, 2006 4:27 PM CDT

Glad to hear you are coming home today and that you stayed fever free. We will says lots of prayers that you stay fever free and your counts are up by Wednesday.Have a good weekend!

Dina and Kayla
caringbridge.org/il/kaylamc

Dina <dmc26@comcast.net>
Bristol, il - Saturday, May 6, 2006 1:52 PM CDT

Fergus,
I'm sorry to learn you're inpatient. Hopefully no fevers will arise, and you'll be home in no time. We'll be thinking of you.
Love, Hilda (Mom to Josh) ALL-Kids
www.caringbridge.org/oh/joshuanoll
Hilda Noll
Dayton, OH USA - Friday, May 5, 2006 3:07 PM CDT

Fergus I am so sorry to hear your counts are still to low.Hopefully they will be up soon.We are saying lots of prayers for you,in hopes your foot is ok and you do not need to be inpatient.Kayla has the low counts problem after spinals,so her next spinal they will lower her dose of 6mp for 2 weeks after.I will check later for a update.

Love,
Dina and Kayla
caringbridge.org/il/kaylamc
Dina <dmc26@comcast.net>
Bristol, Il - Friday, May 5, 2006 8:25 AM CDT

What a difficult time for you all. Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers - Love, Margie
Margie Murphy <murph318@aol.com>
- Thursday, May 4, 2006 8:11 PM CDT

Hope all is well with all of you and that Fergus's counts are on the rise. Morgan's new caring bridge site is www.caringbridge.org/visit/morganelizabeth. Let us know how you are all doing!!
Vicki Corson and Family -- Morgan, Kyle and Matthew <vcorson@tds.net>
Northfield, VT USA - Thursday, May 4, 2006 1:52 PM CDT

Praying so for you and your family.
Ps 9:10 And they that know thy name will put their trust in thee: for thou, LORD, hast not forsaken them that seek thee..
The Prayer Bears Website

Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA USA - Wednesday, May 3, 2006 7:56 PM CDT

You're doing something most people can only dream about doing! When you do the "real" race, don't worry about what everyone else is doing. Just go for it and do the best you can!
Continuing to pray for your family!
Ps 27:1 The LORD is my light and my salvation; whom shall I fear? the LORD is the strength of my life; of whom shall I be afraid?
The Prayer Bears Website
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA USA - Tuesday, April 25, 2006 10:05 PM CDT

Sorry to hear your counts are down again.Kaylas counts seem to go down a week or two after her spinal too.Hope your feeling better soon.Lauren sounds like your training is going well,keep up to good work.

Dina and Kayla
caringbridge.org/il/kaylamc
Dina <dmc26@comcast.net>
Bristol, Il - Tuesday, April 25, 2006 9:25 AM CDT

5-0 pool laps! Lauren, you absolutely shame me! Okay, that's it. Im going out running right now. Bad Nancy. Bad, Bad. Sorry to have missed you last weekend. But it was great to see Rob and the kids, your Mom, and even wave to your Dad! You've done a masterful job and we're all very proud to know and love you. Do have fun at your mini-triathalon at UVM. You and Fergus are our winners! Much love - Nancy
Nancy <sailtrim@gmail.com>
- Friday, April 21, 2006 5:44 PM CDT

Hi All:

Time to update the photos.

Lauren, enjoy your "mini-triathlon" this weekend!

Love ya!

Gram & Grampy
Gram & Grampy Quinn <JoeQuinn2001@cs.com>
Walpole, MA USA - Friday, April 21, 2006 3:34 PM CDT

Sharing one of my all time favorite verses with you today:
Ps 50:15 And call upon me in the day of trouble: I will deliver thee, and thou shalt glorify me.
The Prayer Bears Website

Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, April 20, 2006 1:00 PM CDT

We just popped by to say hi.

Jodi and McKayla

Jodi Phelan <jodiphelan@hotmail.com>
Sherwood Park, AB Canada - Wednesday, April 19, 2006 1:24 AM CDT

Praying that you had a wonderful Easter at your grandparents, Fergus!
Jn 14:27 Peace I leave with you, my peace I give unto you: not as the world giveth, give I unto you. Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid.
The Prayer Bears Website

Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA USA - Tuesday, April 18, 2006 5:24 PM CDT

Job 19:25-27: "For I know that my redeemer liveth, and that he shall stand at the latter day upon the earth: And though after my skin worms destroy this body, yet in my flesh shall I see God: Whom I shall see for myself, and mine eyes shall behold, and not another; though my reins be consumed within me" May the Lord be with you this blessed Easter Day!
The Prayer Bears Website

Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA USA - Sunday, April 16, 2006 7:26 PM CDT

Hey Lauren, you go girl! I just read the article re your upcoming triathalon and I am sooo impressed. You are an inspiration. Almost makes me want to put on my runners and get running for a good cause. My husband ran his first marathon this past fall. I will show him your article and encourage him to run to raise funds to support kids like Fergus and Stewart undergoing treatments. We do participate in our local Relay for Life which raises funds for the Canadian Cancer Society, but I never realized there was a triathalon specific to leukemia. Good luck and by the way what a way to celebrate turning 40! Happy Easter Fergus.
The Fraser Family (www.caringbridge.org/canada/stewart)
Shediac River, NB CANADA - Saturday, April 15, 2006 4:18 PM CDT

Know that you're in my thoughts and prayers so very much!
The Prayer Bears Website

Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA USA - Wednesday, April 12, 2006 11:42 AM CDT

Hi Fergus & Norah (Mummy & Daddy, too):

Gram & Grampy are so happy you are coming to our house Friday night and staying over Easter. We told the Easter Bunny where you will be and he promised to visit you at our house and leave you both Easter Baskets loaded with "goodies"!

Gram & Grampy are also planning an Easter Egg Hunt in our backyard, woods and fields. There will be many eggs filled with jelly beans and small chocolate eggs. Do you think you'll enjoy that?

Your triplet cousins-Emma, Grace & Riley will be there, too, along with your second cousins the Smiths and Gianettis.

We'll have lots of fun!

Love ya and see you in 3 days!

Gram & Grampy
Gram & Grampy Quinn <JoeQuinn2001@cs.com>
Walpole, MA USA - Tuesday, April 11, 2006 2:34 PM CDT

Glad to hear that Fergus had clear results from the spinal and hang in there with it being steroid week, we know how much "fun" those are. Carly also has problems sleeping during her steroid pulses but luckily the emotions don't really kick in until the lack of sleep hits later in the week. We are sure glad these steroid pulses only last a week in this phase of treatment. Those previous longer pulses were much worse.

Take care and we hope this week passes fast for Fergus and all of you.

the Johnson's,
www.caringbridge.org/visit/carly
Doug Johnson <doug@johnsonddj.com>
Shorewood, IL - Friday, April 7, 2006 11:37 PM CDT

Still sending prayers up to our Savior on your behalf!
The Prayer Bears Website

Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, April 6, 2006 9:22 AM CDT

We are thinking of you guys
we hope everyone is feeling
better soon.

Jodi and McKayla
Jodi Phelan <jodiphelan@hotmail.com>
Sherwood Park, AB Canada - Saturday, April 1, 2006 11:58 AM CST

I'm glad to hear your counts are on the rise.Sorry to hear dad is sick now,does it ever end! Kayla is still struggling with low counts,but she is feeling pretty good.
Lauren I hope your training is going well for you. You are a a strong women to be taking on so much,now we know were Fergus gets it from.Try and stay healthy and we will keep praying for those counts.
Love,
Dina and Kayla
caringbridge.org/il/kaylamc
Dina <dmc26@comcast.net>
Bristol, Il - Friday, March 31, 2006 10:01 AM CST

Hi Fergus & Norah (Mummy & Daddy, too):

Isn't it exciting that so many relatives are going down to Memphis, TN to observe your Mummy participating in the Leukemia & Lymphoma Triathlon on her 40th birthday- Sunday, May 21st!

Grand Uncle Franny & Grand Aunt Wanda, the rednecks from Atlanta, GA; Grand Uncle Jerry from Lutherville, MD; Uncle Michael from Seattle, WA; Uncle Brian, father of your triplet cousins, from Worcester, MA; and, Gramma & Grandpa Ryan from Syracuse, NY.

Uncle Brian will drive down to Grand Uncle Jerry's on Friday, May 19th, stay overnight and then the two of them will leave early in the morning, Saturday, May 20th for Memphis, TN. They will return on Monday, May 22nd.

Uncle Michael will fly from Seattle, WA to Memphis, TN on Wednesday, May 17th. He wants to do some sight seeing before the rest arrive. He flys back on Monday, May 22nd.

Grand Uncle Franny and Grand Aunt Wanda will drive from Atlanta, GA to Memphis, TN on Saturday morning, May 20th and return on Monday, May 22nd.

I'm not sure when Gramma & Grampa Ryan will be going down and returning.

Your Mummy & Daddy fly down from Burlington, VT to Memphis, TN on Friday, May 19th and fly back on Monday, May 22nd.

Grand Uncle Jerry, Uncle Michael and Uncle Brian will be staying together at the Holiday Inn Suites, about 6 miles from the Airport and 8 miles from downtown Memphis.

I think all will be going to the Saturday evening rally and pasta dinner then on Sunday, after the triathlon, to a dinner party and dance celebrating the accomplishments of the athletes (like your Mum).

Gram & Grampy will come up to your house to take care of the two of you while your Mummy & Daddy are in Memphis, TN.

A great time will be had by all and we will all be proud of your Mummy accomplishing such a feat!

Love, hugs, kisses and squeezes,

Gram & Grampy
Gram & Grampy Quinn <JoeQuinn2001@cs.com>
Walpole, MA USA - Thursday, March 30, 2006 1:35 PM CST

Glad to hear you are home and Fergus is feeling well. Sorry the rest of you are not though - I hope you feel better soon so you can get back to your training.

Hoping that those counts are back up to the right range tomorrow.
Sue (ALL list /Katie's mom); canada/katiespage
Ottawa, Canada - Wednesday, March 29, 2006 4:10 PM CST

Continuing to pray...may the Lord ever be with you, giving you strength to face whatever each day brings by His grace.
The Prayer Bears Website

Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA USA - Tuesday, March 28, 2006 10:21 AM CST

Hi Lauren, Rob, Fergus & Norah:

Gram & Grampy are THRILLED Gus is being released today! We are also very grateful to our and your many relatives and friends for their prayers and support. We are all so lucky to have such wonderful and caring relatives and friends.

We are VERY PROUD of how you and Rob have handled yourselves during all the crises you have faced and THANKFUL you found such a special son-in-law for us.
What an extraordinary method you use for raising Gus & Norah and it shows clearly in how they conduct themselves, even in very trying times.

Keep your chins and spirits up-better days are yet to come!

Love ya!

Gram & Grampy
(Mum & Dad)
Gram & Grampy Quinn <JoeQuinn2001@cs.com>
Walpole, MA USA - Saturday, March 25, 2006 11:25 AM CST

We are sending lots of good wished your way, Gus, and we hope you are feeling better soon! Our love to Lauren, Rob, & Norah too.
Jennifer, Dan, Eben & Katie Quinn <jenniferquinn@rcn.com>
Needham, MA - Friday, March 24, 2006 4:59 PM CST

Hey Gus! We're so sorry to hear you have a virus---the girls, Uncle Brian, and I are all thinking of you and wishing you happy thoughts. We miss ya. Get well soon.
Auntie Amy <acquinn@verizon.net>
Worcester, MA USA - Friday, March 24, 2006 11:13 AM CST

Hi Fergus- What a drag to be stuck in the hospital overnight. We hope you are feeling better soon!! Love to you, Lauren, Rob and Norah- Krissy et al.
Kristan Laden <kristanl@sbcglobal.net>
Lincolnwood, IL USA - Friday, March 24, 2006 10:05 AM CST

We sure hope things turn around for Fergus and all of you soon. Those f&n hospital stays are no fun and sure ruin plans for everyone.
Carly has also been under the weather and has had to miss school most of the week due to nausea. She seems to be having more trouble lately with her DDMTX treatments than in the past. Luckily she is starting to feel better just in time for our family vacation next week during her spring break. Take care and we will be keeping all of you in our thoughts and prayers.

Doug
www.caringbridge.org\visit\carly
Doug Johnson <doug@johnsonddj.com>
Shorewood, IL - Friday, March 24, 2006 1:39 AM CST

I'm trying to stay up to date with all the goings-on. I think your family needs several years of boredom...atleast until both kids are teenagers. Then ask Rob about the camping trip when Char was thirteen...hormonal chaos takes over everything. Let's all pray for a rise in Gus's WBC count.
Wendy Ryan <wryan@twcny.rr.com>
- Thursday, March 23, 2006 4:08 PM CST

Your Maryland buddies are pulling for you to get through this virus. You are in our thoughts and prayers so you might get home very soon. God love you, Fergus.
Uncle Jerry <quinnlax@comcast.net>
Lutherville, MD - Thursday, March 23, 2006 11:23 AM CST

Fergus- We hope you are feeling better really soon! Tell Mommy, Daddy, and Norah we send our love too! Love, Auntie Karen, Uncle Mike, and Papa
Karen Kampfe <kqkampfe@aol.com>
Goodyear, AZ USA - Thursday, March 23, 2006 11:14 AM CST

Fergus is in my prayers.
Tina & Lance <lancejrmommy@comcast.net>
- Thursday, March 23, 2006 11:03 AM CST

Fergus, We are so sad to read you are inpatient. We have had our fair share of f & n stays, but I don't think they ever get easier. Glad the chest xray came back clear.

We are sending extra prayers to you guys hoping that your counts come up real soon and that you have no more fevers.

Hang in there,
Tiffany and Jackson O'Neil
Rohnert Park, CA - Thursday, March 23, 2006 0:18 AM CST

I was introduced to Fergus' web site through Angels on Earth, and I just wanted to let you know he along with your entire family are in my thoughts and prayers. I will continue to check in on Fergus frequently for updates. Keep fighting and keep strong!!
Sincerely
Tracy Gladfelter <tlgladfelter@comcast.net>
- Wednesday, March 22, 2006 7:50 PM CST

Hope Fergus' counts go up and you can get out of there fast. Doesn't pacing the halls count as training? :)

Sue (ALL list /Katie's mom); canada/katiespage
Ottawa, Canada - Wednesday, March 22, 2006 6:03 PM CST

Hi Fergus et famille! Sorry to hear you are inpatient. As you know we were for our March break for 8 days!!! Stewart had his vincristine treatment this am and his ANC is back up to 1300! So, back to school and hockey for him. I can totally relate to how you are feeling as it was our 1st inpatient stay since dx as well. Let's hope your ANC goes UP UP and UP and you will be OUT OUT OUT of there soon. Sharon and Stewart
Sharon Owttrim-Fraser <dfraserc593@rogers.com>
Shediac River, NB CANADA - Wednesday, March 22, 2006 2:58 PM CST

What a cutie! You are in my thoughts and prayers.

Mandy (Angels on Earth)
mamatooryan
- Wednesday, March 22, 2006 2:04 PM CST

I am new to your site. I will add Fergus to my prayer list. And I must say that Fergus has about the deepest and cutest dimples I have ever seen. Seriously CUTE!

Sara *Angels on Earth* <colinsmamu@tampabay.rr.com>
Seminole, FL - Wednesday, March 22, 2006 2:01 PM CST

Fergus is in our thoughts and prayers.
Angela*Angels on Earth*
Mass - Wednesday, March 22, 2006 12:26 AM CST

Hang in there, Superguys! You will prevail, because you are pure of heart and strong of character! Please give a call if you need errands or provisions~

Carolyn Stevens <cstevens@trans-video.net>
- Wednesday, March 22, 2006 9:33 AM CST

I am so sorry to hear you are inpatient,but hope Fergus feels well soon. You have been so lucky so far,so I am sure you will bounce back quickly.We will be saying some extra prayers tonight for you.Stay strong!!
Love
Dina and Kayla
caringbridge.org/il/kaylamc
Dina <dmc26@comcast.net>
Bristol, Il - Wednesday, March 22, 2006 8:50 AM CST

Hi Lauren, Rob, Fergus & Norah:

We are so sad that Fergus has a virus and had to be admitted last night to the Hospital. We hope and pray he gets over it quickly and recovers completely. Also, sorry Norah got sick in the car and your having to pull over on the highway and on the way to the hospital to clean her up and change her clothes. Finally we feel bad you will miss your trip to Sacramento and Rob, Fergus & Norah to Rob's parents in Syracuse.

You have tremendous strength and character to keep putting up with setbacks. God love & bless you!

Mum & Dad
Gram & Grampy
Gram & Grampy Quinn <JoeQuinn2001@cs.com>
Walpole, MA USA - Wednesday, March 22, 2006 8:16 AM CST

Stopping by to let you know I'm still here praying!!!!!!!!
The Prayer Bears Website

Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA USA - Monday, March 20, 2006 5:00 PM CST

Hi Fergus & Norah (Mummy & Daddy, too):

HAPPY SAINT PATRICK'S DAY- sure & begolly- to you all!!!! I hope you are "wearin the green"!

We'll have corned beef & cabbage tomorrow evening at your house!

See you in 8 hours!!!!

Love, kisses, hugs & squeezes!

Gram & Grampy
Gram & Grampy Quinn <JoeQuinn2001@cs.com>
Walpole, MA USA - Friday, March 17, 2006 8:18 AM CST

Hope everyone is feeling better, including the cat.

Karen, Clare's mom www.caringbridge.org/md/clareschmidt
Cabin John, MD - Thursday, March 16, 2006 7:29 PM CST

Hi fergus and family,sorry to hear you are sick.Kaylas brother was sick this past weekend too.So far Kayla has not gotten it. Hope your all feeling better soon. Fergus hope the spinal goes well for you.We will say a few prayers. Get better soon.
Dina and Kayla
caringbridge.org/il/kaylamc
Dina <dmc26@comcast.net>
Bistol, Il - Wednesday, March 15, 2006 9:03 AM CST

Hi guys just popped by to see
how things are going,I hope that
ankle heals up quick!

Jodi and McKayla

Jodi Phelan <jodiphelan@hotmail.com>
Sherwood Park, AB Canada - Tuesday, March 14, 2006 3:17 PM CST

Hi Fergus and all. Just checking in to say Hi & hope your ankle is better. Happy Birthday to Norah! We are very familiar with the "3s" in our house! Have a Happy St Patty's Day and enjoy your weekend with Gram and Grampy! Lauren - kudos on your training! Take Care! Barbara, Walter, Sean and Sara
Barbara Foley <bfoley@amica.com>
Danvers, mA - Tuesday, March 14, 2006 8:06 AM CST

Hi Fergus & Norah (Mummy & Daddy, too):

Gram & Grampy are so excited about coming up to your house this Friday evening to spend the weekend with you all and to celebrate Norah's 3rd birthday on Sunday, March 19th!

Let's have pizza for Friday supper; McDonald's for Saturday lunch; cake & ice cream for Saturday evening dessert; and breakfast Sunday morning at the River Run.

If the weather is good, we can go for walks and play in the yard.

See you in 4 days!

Love, hugs, squeezes & kisses!

Gram & Grampy

Gram & Grampy Quinn <JoeQuinn2001@cs.com>
Walpole, MA USA - Monday, March 13, 2006 3:04 PM CST

Hi Fergus! Sorry to hear about your foot injury. Hopefully you are on the mend and will back to Karate before you know it. Stewart is still in the hospital waiting for his counts to go up! Take care and be careful around those computer printers!?!?!
Sharon and Stewart (www.caringbridge.org/canada/stewart) <dfraserc593@rogers.com>
Shediac River, NB CANADA - Monday, March 13, 2006 8:10 AM CST

Good morning! Stopping by to say hi and let you know I'm praying right now!

The Prayer Bears Website

Lynn
Seattle, WA - Wednesday, March 8, 2006 10:43 AM CST

THE PRAYER BEARS

LOVE ALWAYS BRENDAMY LOVING DAD <brurka@shaw.ca>
EDMONTON,ALBERTA/CANADA, - Monday, March 6, 2006 9:22 PM CST

Lauren,
Boy, Fergus is a tough kid! Sorry to hear of the injury. I've kept track of Fergus and his progress for quite some time. Glad things are going well. I did a marathon last fall with TNT. I walked 26.2. Not an easy task, I might add. I didn't lose any weight in advance, but I still make it to the finish line. I looked at it as my way of standing up to this aweful disease, and showing it that it can be beat! My husband completed the same marathon. Way to go on the fundraising. I found the event truly kept us busy. It was hard to keep up, but very rewarding in so many ways. Best of luck to you. My best moment of the marathon was the moment Josh saw me in the "race". He just had this look of awe. It was priceless. Make sure Fergus makes up a sign to proudly cheer for his MOM!
Hugs to you all. Hilda (Mom to Josh)
www.caringbridge.org/oh/joshuanoll <dnoll1@woh.rr.com>
Dayton, OH USA - Sunday, March 5, 2006 12:59 AM CST

Hi Fergus and family sorry to hear about Fergus foot.Sending prayers that it heals quickly.I am so proud of you for learning to sallow your meds,you young kids amaze me. Keep feeling good.Lauren how is the training going?I think you are amazing for what you are doing.I think I will stick with Light The Night,it is only 3 miles of walking.
Love,
Dina and Kayla
caringbridge.org/il/kaylamc
Dina <dmc26@comcast.net>
Bristol, il - Sunday, March 5, 2006 8:04 AM CST

Hi Fergus and family,

Sorry to hear about the foot pain, that is sure no fun but you should be back to karate soon. I checked out the web site for the boat you are going to go on for your Make-a-wish, it looks pretty cool and you should all have lots of fun. We still haven't heard when Carly will get to meet Rachel Ray but hopefully they will let us know soon. Take care and keep up the good job on taking all those darn pills.

Doug
www.caringbridge.org/visit/carly
Doug Johnson <doug@johnsonddj.com>
Shorewood, IL - Saturday, March 4, 2006 9:44 PM CST

Brynly passed on info about Fergus and this webpage. I've enjoyed reading your journal. My daughter is Morgan, from Northfield, diagnosed with ALL Jan 2006. Thanks again for sharing your story -- it is really helpful!
Vicki Corson and Family <vcorson@tds.net>
Northfield, VT USA - Wednesday, March 1, 2006 11:57 AM CST

Hi There,
I hope the colds have passed and that everyone is feeling better. Fergus, you are such a brave boy - I am so proud of you swallowing such a large pill - I am not sure I could do that. Some day you will have to teach me. You and your family are in my prayers.
Dennis DePaul <dennis.depaul@uvm.edu>
Jericho, VT - Tuesday, February 28, 2006 8:47 PM CST

Know that you're still in my thoughts and prayers so much!

The Prayer Bears Website

Lynn
Seattle, WA - Tuesday, February 28, 2006 11:34 AM CST

Oh my, you're right! Our lives are strangely similar right now! What a bummer it has to do with ear infections, no sense of taste and cow chasing. Couldn't we both just win the lottery and have that in common??? I'm totally impressed by Fergus' pill taking abilities. I've come to the conclusion we'll go all through treatment using the crush/applesauce method with some gagging here and there for drama. Good job, Fergus!
Natalie (Finn's Page) <natalierooney@verizon.net>
Lewis Center, OH - Saturday, February 25, 2006 11:31 PM CST

Hi Fergus & Norah (Mummy & Daddy, too):

Gram & Grampy loved having you all for the weekend with Uncle Brian, Aunt Amy and your triplet cousins-Emma, Grace & Riley. What a wonderful & exciting time we all had!

We are glad you enjoyed the pizza Friday night; the roast beef dinner Saturday night; Uncle Brian's big Sunday morning breakfast; the Hot Dogs & Hamburgers Sunday night; and, the fried doughboys with lots of butter & sugar Monday morning.

We miss you all running around the house, especially the "triplet ducklings" trailing cousin, " mother duck, Norah".

Lots of love, hugs, squeezes and kisses!

Gram & Grampy
Gram & Grampy Quinn <JoeQuinn2001@cs.com>
Walpole, MA USA - Tuesday, February 21, 2006 3:36 PM CST

Just popped by to check on you guys.

Jodi and McKayla

Jodi Phelan <jodiphelan@hotmail.com>
Sherwood Park, AB Canada - Tuesday, February 21, 2006 1:03 PM CST

LOVE ALWAYS BRENDA MY LOVING DAD'S SITE <brurka@shaw.ca>
EDMONTON,ALBERTA/CANADA, - Tuesday, February 14, 2006 10:29 PM CST

Hi Fergus stopping by to wish you a Happy Valentines Day!!!
Hope all is well.

Dina & Kayla
caringbridge.org/il/kaylamc

Dina <dmc26@comcast.net>
Bristol, IL - Tuesday, February 14, 2006 10:55 AM CST

You are very special to me! Praying so for you right now!

The Prayer Bears Website
Lynn
Seattle, WA - Tuesday, February 14, 2006 10:16 AM CST

Awesome training schedule, and good for you for signing up for such a worthwhile endeavor. Hope Fergus does well with this phase of chemo, and you can avoid the winter colds for the most part.

We continue to hang on, and welcomed the snow we finally got this past weekend. Wishing you the best, as always.
Karen, Clare's mom www.caringbridge.org/md/clareschmidt
Cabin John, MD - Monday, February 13, 2006 7:42 PM CST

Hi Lauren,
I was tickled to read that Fergus got a Woody doll he will love it. Karl got his Woody right before diagnosis and Woody has been to every clinic visit. I still am in awe of you TNT efforts. What a great mom you are.
Judy P., lls boards
www.caringbridge.org/pa/karl
Judy Pamer <Kevinpamer@aol.com>
Beaver, PA - Sunday, February 12, 2006 8:29 AM CST

Running four miles in 55 minutes? It would take me at least an hour and a half--probably because I'd have to walk most of it! Hooray for your training! Hopefully Fergus' cold will pass quickly--I think Finn has the same one. ARGH!
Natalie (Finn's Page) <natalierooney@verizon.net>
Lewis Center, OH - Saturday, February 11, 2006 9:11 AM CST

Continuing to pray so for you and your family.
The Prayer Bears Website
Lynn
Seattle, WA - Wednesday, February 8, 2006 5:10 PM CST

Our prayers continue for Fergie and your family. The whale watching sounds like quite an adventure.
Stephanie and RachelJoy <mom2rj@comcast.net>
- Monday, February 6, 2006 8:27 PM CST

Praying for you and your family right now!

The Prayer Bears Website
Lynn
Seattle, WA - Tuesday, January 31, 2006 11:08 AM CST

Just popped by to check on you guys.

Jodi and McKayla

Jodi Phelan <jodiphelan@hotmail.com>
Sherwood Park, AB Canada - Saturday, January 28, 2006 11:22 AM CST

Lauren,
I think of you often and Fergus (ofcourse in my mind he was still small enough to hold like a football)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY FERGUS! Much care and love your way!
Tamara Farley <lakesidemassageclinic@msn.com>
Seattle, wa 98103 - Tuesday, January 24, 2006 4:36 PM CST

Checking in to see how you're doing and letting you know you're still in my thoughts and prayers. Adding prayers for your training, too!
The Prayer Bears Website
Lynn
Seattle, WA - Tuesday, January 24, 2006 10:27 AM CST

Happy Birthday, Fergus .... Hope you had a great day with all your friends and Gram and Grampy. Can't believe you are six years old!! Hope you have a good week.
Love, Murphy
Marge Murphy <murph318@rcn.com>
- Monday, January 23, 2006 7:22 PM CST

Hi, Fergus and family,
I signed up for the Team in Training on Jan. 19, too. I'll be walking at the Lake Placid half-marathon in honor of my mom, who has acute myelogenous leukemia. Your mom's efforts are super! Looking forward to meeting her at the kick-off on Jan. 29.

Cheers! - Jennifer Nachbur
Jennifer Nachbur <jennifer.nachbur@uvm.edu>
Burlington, VT USA - Monday, January 23, 2006 1:34 PM CST

Dear Lauren, I was at the meeting for tnt and signed up to do the 1/2 marathon in Lake Placid. I am not a runner but recently had a childhood buddy diagnosed with leukemia. I will run in her honor and for Fergus too! It's one day at a time as I see it. wishing you the best Mary
Mary Grunvald <ontheice@adelphia.net>
colchester , VT usa - Monday, January 23, 2006 1:06 PM CST

Happy Birthday Fergus!!!!

It has been awhile since I have signed but I am aways checking in on how you are doing. When you finalize things you will have to let us know what your Make-a-wish is. Carly's is to cook with Rachel Ray and we have heard that she agreed to do it. Now we are just waiting to hear when and where. Take care and we hope you had a wonderful Bday.

Doug, Carly's dad
www.caringbridge.org/visit/carly
Doug Johnson <doug@johnsonddj.com>
Shorewood, IL - Sunday, January 22, 2006 11:03 PM CST

Hi Fergus and family, i just wanted to wish Fergus a big HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT DAY!
Dina caringbridge.org/il/kaylamc
Dina <dmc26@comcast.net>
Bristol, Il - Sunday, January 22, 2006 9:04 AM CST

Dear Lauren,
Congratulations on your new journey! I am a mentor with the Upstate NY/VT chapter of TNT and just completed my 2nd marathon(1 at age 39 & 1 at 40). I just know that you are going to do an awesome job! Fergus, keep smiling..those dimples are the best...my son Alex age 8 and Ben age 6 enjoyed your artwork! I will keep you in my heart and prayers...GO TEAM!
Katria Hitrick
Katria Hitrick <mhitrick@nycap.rr.com>
Broadalbin, NY usa - Friday, January 20, 2006 4:02 PM CST

Lauren, I'm rooting for you! I'm also impressed and inspired by your achievements so far, not just physical but Mom-related as well.
A (possibly irrelevant) note: before you and Rob were married, you both came to our house for dinner one summer evening. (Hard to imagine life before Ned, Fergus, Norah and Tom!) We all sat under the cherry tree in the back yard and one thing I noticed about you, other than that you and Rob were crazy about each other, was that you had really cute knees.
That's it.
Love to you all!
Laurie Sander <seattlesander@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA USA - Friday, January 20, 2006 1:44 PM CST

Dear Lauren, Fergus and Family,
I was at the Team in Training meeting a few days ago with my friend Anne, whose mom was just diagnosed with cancer. I think it is so great (Lauren) that you are going to give the Triathalon training a try. You can do this. I have never participated in a Triathalon or any other major event for that matter either. I also do not have a bike. However, I am honored and excited to be running for Fergus. Anne and I would be happy to work out with you whenever you want. We belong to the Edge in Williston and I think I remember you are from Waterbury? or Montpelier?
We can do this, and it is so wonderful that we will be at the Triathalon on your birthday!
Take care,
Meg Modley

Meg Modley <mmodley@hotmail.com>
Jericho, VT USA - Friday, January 20, 2006 8:51 AM CST

Stopping by to let you know you're still in my thoughts and prayers.

The Prayer Bears Website
Lynn
Seattle, WA - Tuesday, January 17, 2006 5:53 PM CST

Swallowing the pills!!! I'm so impressed--Go Fergus! Can't get over those adorable dimples. . .

PS--am jealous of your snow!
Natalie (Finn's Page) <nrooney@insight.rr.com>
Lewis Center, OH - Tuesday, January 17, 2006 8:37 AM CST

Hi All, especially our birthday boy, Fergus:

Gram & Grampy can't wait until we arrive this Friday evening to spend the weekend celebrating Fergus's 6th birthday! We are all excited!!!!

Do Mummy & daddy want to go out on a "date" Saturday evening? Gram & Grampy will watch our pals Fergus & Norah if they want to do so. We'll have lots of fun doing plays, dancing to the music, drawing pictures, watching videos after any special supper you desire. We can even go to McDonalds for lunch Saturday.

Keep the house warm for us.

Lots of hugs, squeezes and kisses to be enjoyed!

See you in 4 days!

Love ya!

Gram & Grampy
Gram & Grampy Quinn <JoeQuinn2001@cs.com>
Walpole, MA USA - Monday, January 16, 2006 3:48 PM CST

Hi Fergus, I am brenda one of the Angel_Wings prayer group. we just wanted you to know we are praying for you .Keep your eyes on Jesus he is our strenght, our hope, are faith. God Bless all.. Brenda /Angel_Wings
Brenda Ball Jan.12th 2006 9:22 pm <brball12003@yahoo.com>
whitley city, ky usa - Thursday, January 12, 2006 8:24 PM CST

Hi Fergus et famille! Just checking in and I was sooo envious to hear of the newly acquired "LILY"/Honda Odyssey! Congrats. I can only imagine how good it feels driving around in a "new" vehicle. Maybe there's hope for us?? Take care.
Sharon Owttrim-Fraser (Stewart's Mom) <dfraserc593@rogers.com>
Shediac River, NB CANADA - Tuesday, January 10, 2006 7:19 PM CST

Just stopping in to let you know you're in my thoughts and prayers!
Lynn
Seattle, WA - Tuesday, January 10, 2006 9:46 AM CST

hi fergus and family just stopping by to say that i was thinking about you.. have a good evening
melissa mom to baby donovan <meldardyl2000@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, January 5, 2006 8:19 PM CST

Hi Fergus and family,Happy New Year, Was Santa good to you and your sister? I'm sure he was. Glad to hear your last treatment went well,you are such a strong boy.We wish you all the health and happiness for the new year.
Dina
mom of kayla
caringbridge.org/il/kaylamc
Dina <dmc26@comcast.net>
Bristol , Il - Wednesday, January 4, 2006 11:10 AM CST

Stopped by to check up on your family. Fergus is very brave about pokes, and using the kitten to help is brilliant! Thanks for your kind words--we have been very glad to see January come and December pass.

Karen, Clare's mom www.caringbridge.org/md/clareschmidt
Cabin John, MD - Wednesday, January 4, 2006 9:53 AM CST

Just stopped in to wish you all a very happy and HEALTHY 2006!
Steph (allkids)www.caringbridge.org/nd/josh <jochim1@westriv.com>
Flasher, ND - Sunday, January 1, 2006 3:47 PM CST

wow sure sounds like you all had a very interesting couple of weeks. I hope you all have a great new year and that this year brings many happy celebrations...
melissa mom to baby donovan <meldardyl2000@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, January 1, 2006 9:55 AM CST

Glad to hear you all had a happy and healthy Christmas!! I am sure Santa brought some great things for Fergus and Norah. Santa was certainly good to all the Murphys - he included a new and beautiful baby girl, Kathryn Kennedy Murphy (sounds like the first woman President, that is if Norah passes up the job). Hope the New Year finds you all healthy and happy. In my prayers always.
Murphy
Margie Murphy <murph318@rcn.com>
- Wednesday, December 28, 2005 6:54 PM CST

Hi All:

Gram & Grampy had a wonderful time with you over Christmas. The house is lonesome now! We are glad you said "this was the best Christmas ever"! We are also happy you devoured all the different foods we had and added to your plump little bellies.

Norah was a good caretaker of her triplet cousins and they loved playing with her.

Gus makes great drawings and cards. He, like his Uncle Michael, enjoy having "their own space", from time to time, by themselves and away from the gregarious crowds.

Gram & Grampy hope to see you again real SOON!!!!

Love, hugs, snuggles & kisses,

Gram & Grampy
Gram & Grampy Quinn <JoeQuinn2001@cs.com>
Walpole, MA USA - Tuesday, December 27, 2005 2:41 PM CST

Praying for you so on this Blessed Christmas Day!
http://cards.webshots.com/ecard/pickup/109858809RhApxi
Lynn <lworley416@yahoo.com>
Seattle, WA - Sunday, December 25, 2005 7:47 PM CST

Hello Fergus and family! Just dropping you a note to say Merry Christmas. Our best wishes for a happy & healthy New Year. Have a safe ride to Walpole!
Love, Barbara, Walter, Sean & Sara
Barbara Foley <bfoley@amica.com>
Danvers, MA 01923 - Friday, December 23, 2005 7:03 AM CST

Ahh... Got to love the mucus vomit thing. Katie just coughs until she vomits - at least I gets lots of warning :)

I hope everyone is feeling fine in time for your trip to Grandma's house.

Love, Peace and Joy to you all -
Sue (ALL list /Katie's mom)Katie's Page
Ottawa, Canada - Wednesday, December 21, 2005 3:52 PM CST

Fergus and Family-
Merry Christmas!! I am sure that Santa will have no troule finding Walpole and leaving some great presents for you and Norah. We wish you, Norah and your entire family the very best for 2006 and you are always in our thoughts and prayers!!
Brian, Jenn, Jack and Will Murphy <murphy_briant@emc.com>
Franklin, MA USA - Wednesday, December 21, 2005 10:51 AM CST

Hi All:

Gram & Grampy are looking forward with excitement to your Christmas visit. We have spoken to Santa Claus and gave him directions to our house. He knows where it is and promises to come down our chimney Christmas eve to deliver your presents. He told us to make sure the fireplace was out so he wouldn't singe his bright red suit and snowy white beard.

We hope you feel better and get rid of your colds so you can enjoy the Christmas weekend.

Love, hugs, kisses and squeezes!

Gram & Grampy
Gram & Grampy Quinn <JoeQuinn2001@cs.com>
Walpole, MA USA - Wednesday, December 21, 2005 8:19 AM CST

Hi Fergus!!

Just a quickie note to say Merry Christmas and we hope you have a super-snowy one with lots of tobaggoning and snowman-making!

Love,

Jacquelyn and Graydon (ALL-KIDS list) (www.caringbridge.org/canada/graydon) <jacquelyn@vintar.ca>
Toronto, ON Canada - Tuesday, December 20, 2005 10:58 PM CST

ARGH! What is it about that old post nasal drip, coughing and vomiting??? We've all been passing it around here, too. My Christmas wish for you? Clear sinuses and lungs for everyone! Here's to a fever-free holiday!!!
Natalie (Finn's Page) <nrooney@insight.rr.com>
Lewis Center, OH - Tuesday, December 20, 2005 8:43 PM CST

Hi Fergus and family,sorry to hear you are all not feeling well. We are just getting over the cold too! Hope your all feeling better by the weekend. Fergus we will be thinking of you Thursday and hoping all goes well. Have a Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!
Dina
mom of kayla
caringbridge.org/il/kaylamc
Dina <dmc26@comcast.net>
Bristol, Il - Tuesday, December 20, 2005 6:58 PM CST

I quietly watch Fergus' web site to check in and see how you and the family are doing. I am glad things are "fairly" quiet! Please let Fergus know that we at Camp Ta-Kum-Ta wish him a very Merry Christmas and we look forward to seeing him at camp when he turns 7! Be well and we will keep you in our prayers. dennis.

Dennis DePaul <dennis.depaul@uvm.edu>
Jericho, VT USA - Monday, December 19, 2005 8:48 AM CST

Just popped by to wish you guys a very Merry Christmas.

Jodi and McKayla

Jodi Phelan <jodiphelan@hotmail.com>
Sherwood Park, AB Canada - Saturday, December 17, 2005 10:12 PM CST

Wishing you all a wonderful Christmas and great new years. You are in our thoughts and prayers always God Bless you all. Brenda/Angel_Wings
Brenda Ball Dec.16th 2005 9:15 pm <brball12003@yahoo.com>
whitley city, ky usa - Friday, December 16, 2005 8:05 PM CST

It was wonderful to read about all of your
blessings and may the Lord continue to bless
your lives..Holding you close in our prayers.
Trish/Angel_Wings(Angel_Wings@yahoogroups.com) <Kngboyer@aol.com>
Kingston, TN USA - Friday, December 9, 2005 10:46 AM CST

I know it's been like forever since I've visited you.
I have just been so busy.
But I think of you always.
LOVE ALWAYS BRENDA MY LOVING DAD'S SITE <brurka@shaw.ca>
EDMONTON,ALBERTA CANADA, - Tuesday, December 6, 2005 7:57 PM CST

Dear Lauren, Rob, Fergus and Norah,
We're just grateful to know you all. And obviously we're not alone in that!
Carolyn and John
Carolyn Stevens <cstevens@trans-video.net>
Northfield, VT - Monday, December 5, 2005 7:35 AM CST

Fergus and Family!

Just wanted to stop by and say hello and to wish you a very Merry Christmas!

Happy Holidays and Best wishes Always!

Sincerely!
April Molle
All-Kids

April <Aprilmolle@tampabay.rr.com>
Port Richey, Fl USA - Sunday, December 4, 2005 8:36 AM CST

Beautiful loving sentiments, Lauren. And always remember we are so very thankful for you, Rob, Norah and our beloved Fergus.
Nancy R <sailtrim@gmail.com>
Charlestown, MA USA - Saturday, December 3, 2005 7:49 AM CST

Lauren,
Hello from Lauren's parents. Lauren is getting an 8 week old Golden Retriever in a week. It is comming from Maryland via plane from a relative. She is very excited about a new dog. Our current dog is 12 year old Beagle who does not believe in wasting energy chasing a "ball". Our Lauren is a animal crazy.
http://www2.caringbridge.org/az/lauren13/
Kurt Pager <pagerfamily@cox.net>
Mesa, - Friday, December 2, 2005 12:02 AM CST

Lauren, Fergus and Family. Reading your story shows us how love, faith, hope and family make good things happen. Fergus, you must be a brave young man. I worry for 3 days before a simple dentist appointment. Keep the faith.
Claude and Linda Curry <ccurry@twmi.rr.com>
Livonia, MI USA - Thursday, December 1, 2005 2:47 PM CST

Lauren, what a wonderful note. You, Rob, Gus and Nora are always in our thoughts and prayers.
Pat McDermott
Westwood, Ma USA - Wednesday, November 30, 2005 5:50 PM CST

Lauren: that was a beautiful Thanksgiving post, and I am again reminded that even though we've never met in person, our families do seem to have a lot in common, besides this hateful cancer. Thanks for thinking of us. One year down is a huge milestone in what is a very long journey--we're thinking of Fergus and your whole family.

Karen, Clare's mom www.caringbridge.org/md/clareschmidt
Cabin John, MD - Wednesday, November 30, 2005 2:39 PM CST

Hi Fergus and family, wow 1 year already. Its amazing how fast it went.Lets just hope the next goes by just as fast.You kids are so strong. Im glad to hear you are feeling good.Is it cold up there? It is cold here today,with a little dusting of snow.
Hope you had a great Thanksgiving. Thinking and praying for you always.
Dina
mom of kayla
caringbridge.org/il/kaylamc

Dina <dmc26@comcast.net>
Bristol, Il - Tuesday, November 29, 2005 8:21 AM CST

Wow Fergus, you are a handsome kid. The home page with the year summary is amazing. Fergus, you are awesome! I wish I were as tough as you. You are my hero.
Dr.Chmiel <drchmiel@adelphia.net>
Mont Vernon, NH USA - Monday, November 28, 2005 11:31 PM CST

It's wonderful to read about all your blessings. May His hand continue to grace your lives.
Stephanie and RachelJoy <mom2rj@comcast.net>
- Monday, November 28, 2005 8:49 PM CST

HAPPY THANKSGIVING LAUREN, FERGUS ET FAMILLE! It sounds as though you had a great time in 'ol Montreal. Congrats on your 1st year anniversary since diagnosis/treatments. It almost becomes something more to celebrate than birthdays?? We are approaching Stewart's 1st anniversary since diagnosis (Dec. 14th) and what a year!!! It is exhausting just looking back on it all. Our Tree of Hope Radioathon (CBC) went well although Maman did become a tad nervous on live radio. Stewart also recorded a public service announcement on another radio station in their studio. He thought that was pretty cool as this was our local "rock" station that he tends to turn the dial to when driving in the van. This will air up 'til Xmas to raise funds for our oncology centre in Moncton. Have a wonderful weekend. Take care.
Sharon Owttrim-Fraser (www. caringbridge.org/canada/stewart) <dfraserc593@rogers.com>
SHEDIAC RIVER, NB CANADA - Friday, November 25, 2005 7:21 AM CST

Lauren, what a great Thanksgiving entry --- and I'm so impressed with your thank-you list! (That took some serious time and memory work!) I was struck especially by your comment about "realizing how hard it was for the doctor to give you the diagnosis news" .... I remember when I was told, the doctor and nurse had pulled me into a private room and shut the door. Of course, I started crying, but just a few seconds later had the thought, "I better stop crying. He's a doctor, and he's busy, and he's being kind, but he really doesn't have time to sit here and listen to me blubber all day." ---- he had just given me such terrible news, and I was worried about taking up to much of *his* time. Isn't it odd how our minds work in moments of extreme stress??? (Or perhaps it's more correct to say, our minds DON'T work? Ha!)

Anyway, I hope you have a great Thanksgiving, and all of your family enjoys the day together.

Kristie Kendrie's Page <kristieokc@cox.net>
Byron (Robins AFB), GA - Friday, November 25, 2005 7:06 AM CST

wishing you a
happy thanksgiving

sending you lots of love

Craig, Lauren, and Helen

CRAIG
helen <trula1@comcast.net>
- Thursday, November 24, 2005 6:40 PM CST

Hooray that you were able to get away for awhile! Happy, Happy Thanksgiving to you!
Natalie (Finn's Page) <nrooney@insight.rr.com>
Lewis Center, OH - Wednesday, November 23, 2005 11:41 PM CST

Hunter's first symptoms showed up at Thanksgiving 2003. I remember my feelings last year when we were one year out and thought how far we'd come. Fergus, how far you've come! I am so happy that this Thanksgiving finds you happy and healthy.

With love,
Katie, mom to Hayley, Hunter, and Taylor <dugan2b@yahoo.com>
Franklin, MA - Wednesday, November 23, 2005 10:39 PM CST

Lauren:

Mum and I are so proud of you, Rob, Gus and Norah for the way you have conducted yourselves during this heartwrenching period! You are all so strong and resilient!

We love coming up to visit all of you and your visits to Walpole. Gus is an amazing little guy and so courageous!

We hope and pray this sad time of your life is quickly over and Gus recovers completely. That's what we, your entire family on both sides, your friends, our friends, etc. pray for every day.

Keep your collective chins up and keep the water glass "half full"!

We'll miss not seeing you Thanksgiving but will be thinking of you all the time. I hope Matt & Isabel will be able to come to your house for it.

Love ya!

Mum & Dad
Gram & Grampy
Gram & Grampy Quinn <JoeQuinn2001@cs.com>
Walpole, MA USA - Wednesday, November 23, 2005 1:07 PM CST

Lauren, thank you for your words of wisdom this am, it was a great way for me to start the day. My husband tells me I need to stop worrying so much, and you made me realize-we never really know who we should be worrying about-I wrote it, but it didn't hit me until I read your post-thank you. We wish you a blessed Thanksgiving-with lots of peace and love and health and no worrying-for maybe just a day! Hope your trip to Canada was a welcomed treat. Darlene Melkonian
Darlene and Christopher Melkonian http://www.caringbridge.org/md/chrismelko <melkonid@comcast.net>
Gaithersburg,, MD - Wednesday, November 23, 2005 5:32 AM CST

Hi,
Fergus,
My name is Trish and i am a prayer warrior
with Angel_Wings.This is my first visit to
your site but i promise to return to check
on you and we will be keeping you close in our prayers.
Trish/Angel_Wings(Angel_Wings@yahoogroups.com) <Kngboyer@aol.com>
Kingston, TN USA - Monday, November 21, 2005 2:00 PM CST

We just wanted to drop you a note to say Happy Thanksgiving! Great new pictures! We're thinking of you often! Love, Barbara, Walter, Sean & Sara
Barbara Jean Foley <bfoley@amica.com>
Danvers, MA - Monday, November 21, 2005 12:42 AM CST

Hi Fergus & Norah (Mummy & Daddy, too):

Gram & Grampy had a wonderful time "babysitting" for our two, very mature grandchildren. Pizza & meatball subs on Friday were delicious. Saturday at Walmarts and lunch at Friendly's were fun. Gram's hamburgers & cheeseburgers Saturday evening tasted great. Breakfast Sunday morning at River Run was stupendous. We cannot believe how much and how well you two eat!!!!!

We are happy your Mummy & Daddy had such a good time on their "date" in Montreal!

We'll miss you on Thanksgiving and think about you all. Don't feed the kitties too much turkey!

Love, kisses, hugs and squeezes,

Gram & Grampy

Gram & Grampy Quinn <JoeQuinn2001@cs.com>
Walpole, MA USA - Monday, November 21, 2005 8:41 AM CST

Lauren, you need never apologize for the length or "rambling nature" of your updates...the honesty of your feelings and the way that you articulate them is beautiful. I feel privileged that you allow us to share in them. As always, we are keeping Fergus, Norah, Rob, and you in our thoughts and prayers. We hope you have a wonderful Thanksgiving holiday.
Jennifer, Dan, Eben & Katie Quinn <jenniferquinn@rcn.com>
Needham, MA USA - Wednesday, November 16, 2005 3:03 PM CST

Hi Fergus & Norah (Mummy & Daddy, too):

Gram & Grampy are looking forward to seeing you this Friday evening until Sunday afternoon. We'll let your Mummy and Daddy go on a "date" Saturday morning until Sunday afternoon up to Montreal. Gram & Grampy will take care of you while they are gone. Maybe we can go to McDonald's for lunch; have Pizza for supper; and, go out to breakfast Sunday morning. Would you like that?

See you in 3 days! Save lots of hugs, squeezes and kisses for us.

Love ya!

Gram & Grampy
Gram & Grampy Quinn <JoeQuinn2001@cs.com>
Walpole, MA USA - Tuesday, November 15, 2005 10:58 AM CST

Hi Fergus et famille! Glad to hear Fergus' belly ache, cough, etc. did not turn into anything major! I can relate to your most descriptive journal entry of November 13th. I too have that deep sadness always with me. Thank you for sharing your innermost feelings. It makes me realize that my feelings must be "normal" for a mother of a child undergoing treatment for leukemia. Stewart was was on antibiodics (21 days) for a sinus infection, but still has a bit of a cough and sweats an awful lot when in a deep sleep. He has always been a sweaty little dude, but we always fear that relapse thing. A neighbour just mentioned that things must be sooo much easier to deal with now since almost a year has passed from diagnosis. I find it in sooo many ways to be that much more difficult. Worry is always a constant. Hopefully all is well with your family. You mentioned an on-line support group. Is this something other than the carinbridge sites? Take care.
sharon owttrim-fraser <dfraserc593@rogers.com>
shediac river, nb canada - Monday, November 14, 2005 10:55 AM CST

Just wanted to let you all know that we always keep you in our thoughts and prayers.
Aurea Vila www2.caringbridge.org/mexico/dani/ <aureavila@att.net.mx>
Mexico, D.F. Mexico - Saturday, November 5, 2005 9:45 AM CST

Hi Fergus et famille! I just loved Fergus' book. Hey, it might just make the national best sellers list? I can sooo relate to your living in the moment at the concert/show. Funny how that happens, but you really do learn to make every minute count and some. Stewart just had a treatment/spinal tap at the children's hospital in Halifax and everything went fairly well, but he is having a hard time with his steroid phase this week. He is very emotional and tired. I'm sure you can relate. Take care.
Sharon Owttrim-Fraser (Stewart's Mom) <dfraserc593@rogers.com>
Shediac River, NB CANADA - Friday, November 4, 2005 11:54 AM CST

Stay strong. Our thoughts and prayers are with you. Will check in on you from time to time.
Madelaine and her dad Chris <cwing@mts.net>
Winnipeg, Manitoba Canada - Thursday, November 3, 2005 11:29 PM CST

Author, author! Gus -- I am so impressed by your story, Me in a Submarine. You are a fine storyteller and an excellent illustrator. I especially liked the page where the little fish was in trouble (that eel is really scary), and the drawing of the smiling cat on the last page -- I bet he's thinking he'll get the bones when you are done with your fish dinner! A question: what does cairclak mean? (sounds like a tooth-chomping or claw-clamping sound effect to me -- "she took a bite out of her apple -- cairclak!") I look forward to your next book -- keep writing and drawing!
(oh -- a riddle -- Why did the bird go to the hospital? For tweetment. Okay, that was silly -- I'll find a better one for next time)
xoxo Christine

Christine Rathbun <christinerathbun@hotmail.com>
Sandwich, MA - Thursday, November 3, 2005 4:24 PM CST

Great journal entry!

Sorry to hear you are all a bit under the weather. I hope you are all feeling better by the weekend.

Susan (ALLlist); Katie's Page
Ottawa, Canada - Thursday, November 3, 2005 3:59 PM CST

Hi All:

We feel so bad when you all go through rough moments. We wish we could take some of your pain and anxiety ourselves to lighten your load!

We are looking forward to your visit this weekend and you can definitely go out on "a date"!

Give Gus & Norah a big hug from us.

Love ya!

Mum & Dad
Gram & Grampy
Gram & Grampy Quinn <JoeQuinn2001@cs.com>
Walpole, MA USA - Wednesday, November 2, 2005 12:46 AM CST

LOVE ALWAYS BRENDA My Loving Dad's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
EDMONTON,ALBERTA CANADA, - Monday, October 31, 2005 11:23 PM CST

Hi guys came by to see how things were that is too bad about someone breaking into your house.The kids and I are heading to Vermont on November 23 so we are really excited.I hope you enjoy your weekend.Jodi and McKayla

Jodi Phelan <jodiphelan@hotmail.com>
Sherwood Park, AB Canada - Wednesday, October 26, 2005 4:25 PM CDT

Aha! Another Thomas fan, eh? Clearly you guys have good taste! How fun to read about Fergus and Norah making the first snowman of the year! We're cold and rainy here so we'll just live vicariously through YOUR snow!
Natalie (Finn's Page) <nrooney@insight.rr.com>
Lewis Center, OH - Tuesday, October 25, 2005 8:06 AM CDT

Hi Fergus et famille! It's rather ironic that our son, Stewart, had his first ER fever visit since his diagnosis last week as well. I can relate to how anxious you must have been. Quite similar circumstances as Stewart caught his sisters' viral cold/flu bug and got a fever at home and our Oncology nurse recommended doing the cbc, etc. asap at the ER. Once in the ER his temp dropped 1 degree, but they still went ahead with cbc, urine tests, chest x-ray. Oddly enough his ANC bounced up to 2400 from 1000 the week before after his vincristine treatment. The nurse said strangely enough a cold sometimes can make counts rise??? Figure that one out. I had flashbacks to the day Stewart was diagnosed in the ER and just hate being there other than the fact that our good friend who happens to be an ER Doctor was on call and took us under his wings. Hopefully Fergus stays fever free and you enjoy your open house weekend. Take care.
Sharon Owttrim-Fraser (Stewart's Mom) www.caringbridge.org/canada/stewart <dfraserC593@rogers.com>
Shediac River, NB CANADA - Wednesday, October 19, 2005 8:47 AM CDT

UGH--the ER. Say no more. No matter how often or how little you've been there, it never gets any easier, does it? Hope the fever is GONE!
Natalie (Finn's Page) <nrooney@insight.rr.com>
Lewis Center, OH - Monday, October 17, 2005 9:39 PM CDT

Hi to All! Fergus, sorry to hear about your tough week. This week sounds like alot of fun, parties galore!!! With your three girl cousins staying at your house Gram and Grampy are smart staying at a hotel! It means they will have enough energy to play with all of you when they are at your house! Hope you have a great time!
Love, Murphy
Marge Murphy <murph318@rcn.com>
- Monday, October 17, 2005 7:10 PM CDT

Hi Fergus and Family sorry to hear Fergus is not feeling well, sounds like you had a long weekend. ER'S are no fun, very long wait time and nurses you are not used too. You are a very brave boy for letting them access your port,sorry to hear they had a little trouble.But glad you are starting to feel better.
Sounds like you have a very busy weekend coming up. Hope you have lots of fun and stay healthy. Always praying for you.

Dina
mom of kayla
caringbridge.org/il/kaylamc
Dina <dmc26@comcast.net>
Bristol, Il - Monday, October 17, 2005 12:31 AM CDT

Hi Fergus & Norah (Mummy & Daddy, too):

We love the new pictures!

We had a great time visiting you last weekend, especially the singing, dancing and marching to the music Sunday night. We were sorry "Olde King Cole" had to go to work Monday morning!

We are looking forward to coming back up the weekend after this coming one for your Mum and Dad's annual friend & neighbor party. Uncle Brian, Aunt Amy and your triplet cousins Emma, Grace & Riley will be joining us. We'll have loads of fun. Then two weekends after that you will be coming down to Walpole to visit with us and go to the triplets first birthday party.

Love you and miss you!

Gram & Grampy
Gram & Grampy Quinn <JoeQuinn2001@cs.com>
Walpole, MA USA - Thursday, October 13, 2005 8:13 AM CDT

Hi Fergus and family,

I love your new picture on the front page, looks like you were having lots of fun. We were also sorry to hear of your recent port and pentamidine problems. Taking it via your port should do better. Carly had no problems with it via her port when she had to switch to it for a few months during consolidation. Her liver counts had been too high but now they have her back on Bactrim and so far it has not caused any more problems. Hope this week goes better for you. We will keep you in our thoughts and prayers.

Doug, Carly's dad
caringbridge.org/visit/carly

Doug Johnson <doug@johnsonddj.com>
Shorewood, IL - Wednesday, October 12, 2005 11:46 PM CDT

ALWAYS IN MY THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS
LOVE ALWAYS BRENDA My Loving Dad's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
EDMONTON,ALBERTA CANADA, - Wednesday, October 12, 2005 10:28 PM CDT

Oh, the irony! Giving a count suppressing drug (Bactrim) to these immuno-suppressed kids. I have often wondered about this myself. I hope the other IV drug works better for you! A quick thought about Fergus' MTX--we stopped crushing these for Finn b/c of the apparent taste--also lots of gagging. Now, we simply put the pills in a bite of applesauce and he just swallows them whole. This advice is given with about 10 seconds of knowledge about Fergus and his meds habits, so just take it with a grain of salt! Anyway, I hope you have a better meds week this week!
Natalie (Finn's Page) <nrooney@insight.rr.com>
Lewis Center, OH - Monday, October 10, 2005 7:53 PM CDT

Hi Fergus, Sorry you had such a yucky experience with your port and your pentamidine.
I hope next time is much better!!
Kari - mom to Dawson ALL-kids <kfenrich@hotmail.com>
Alberta, Canada - Wednesday, October 5, 2005 8:45 PM CDT

Hi Gus & Norah (Mummy & Daddy, too):

Gram & Grampy are looking forward to our visit this weekend (Saturday through the Monday holiday) to see you and the foliage. We hope the foliage is peaking and as beautiful as you two are. We'll try to leave early, around 8:30 AM, so we can arrive around 12:00 Noon. Shall we go to McDonalds for lunch?

Maybe your Mum & Dad can go out either Saturday night or Sunday night for a movie and dinner to give them a break. We are even willing to let them leave early in the afternoon and not return until late in the evening. We'll feed you, take rides, get maple creamies at the farm and play with you while they are gone.

Save lots of hugs, kisses and squeezes for us. We haven't had them in a while!

Plan on waking Grampy up in the mornings for some snuggling and pillow fights.

Love ya and see you in 3 days!

Gram & Grampy
Gram & Grampy Quinn <JoeQuinn2001@cs.com>
Walpole, MA USA - Wednesday, October 5, 2005 3:17 PM CDT

Found you guys from Kendrie's page. What a sweet, sweet tribute to sweet, sweet Clare.
Natalie (Finn's Page) <nrooney@insight.rr.com>
Lewis Center, OH - Monday, October 3, 2005 10:21 PM CDT

I love you Fergus and can't wait to see you, Norah, Lauren, and Rob in 3 weeks. I'm sure we will be chasing the triplets around your house. I'll make my sweet and sour meatballs for you since I know you love them. Love you buddy!! God bless the Schmidt Family, may the cherished memories of Clare warm their hearts at this most difficult time.
Love to all,
Brian, Amy, and the triplets
Brian Quinn <Brian_Quinn@APL.com>
Worcester, MA USA - Monday, October 3, 2005 12:30 AM CDT

Lauren and Rob: thanks so much for your online support through these last months, and the wonderful presents you sent some weeks ago. We cherish our friends, even the ones we haven't met in person. Every time I say, "oh, that happened to my friend's son in Vermont" I think about connections that are made even as you don't expect them to be.

I had also hoped to share Clare with the world, and it was not to be. Thanks so much for your post.

Karen, Clare's mom www.caringbridge.org/md/clareschmidt
Cabin John, MD USA - Sunday, October 2, 2005 6:07 PM CDT

What a beautiful tribute to Clare. We are grieving along with you and our ALL-Kids family.

With love,
Katie, mom to Hayley, Hunter, and Taylor <dugan2b@yahoo.com>
Franklin, MA - Friday, September 30, 2005 11:00 PM CDT

Lauren:

Your comments on Clare are beautiful.
Noelle, Claire & George <cgntal@optonline.net>
Morris Township, NJ USA - Friday, September 30, 2005 6:59 PM CDT

LK, I love you so much.
"Stranded in Your Love"
East Montpelier, VT - Friday, September 30, 2005 6:30 PM CDT

Hi Fergus and family hope all went well yesterday. Kayla had her spinal yesterday too. They had to move it up 2 weeks because the dr was not in on the 15th,so I guess we are on the same schedule now. You kids are so strong you amaze me. Keep fighting and we will keep praying.
Dina
mom of kayla
caringbridge.org/il/kaylamc
Dina <dmc26@comcast.net>
Bristol, Il - Friday, September 30, 2005 9:14 AM CDT

Gus and Gang -- hope all went well yesterday and you are looking forward to a great weekend. The leaves are starting to change here on Cape Cod, so I bet they are already spectacular in Vermont...now, a very important question: what will you be for Halloween? Marney has decided to be the Tooth Fairy this year (her last, as she is in the 6th grade) -- kind of an odd choice, since she'll be out collecting all that candy!
Here's a silly riddle: Why do witches fly brooms? Because vacuum cleaner cords aren't long enough. (I said it was silly)
Give your whole family hugs and kisses from me and Marn, and tell your dear mother that I had a good laugh picturing her strolling the streets of Savannah with a vodka tonic to go -- hah!
xoxoxoxo Christine

Christine Rathbun <christinerathbun@hotmail.com>
Sandwich, MA - Friday, September 30, 2005 8:47 AM CDT

Hello Gus! Just dropping you a note to say hi. Your new pictures are great - you all looked awesome in your costumes. A great warm up for Halloween which is right around the corner now! "Murphy" fills us in on how you are doing as we do think of you often! Love, Barbara, Walter, Sean & Sara
"Barbara Jean" Foley <bfoley@amica.com>
Danvers, MA - Friday, September 30, 2005 8:13 AM CDT

I was just reading the ALl-Kids posts and saw your husband and Fergus were here in our hometown Syracuse, NY. Wish I had known that a fellow ALL list family was so close to us. Praying that things continue to go well for Fergus, I visit his site often (love the face on your boy) but do not sign the book, sorry. Well if you pass into Syracuse again please give me a heads up.
Amy & Isabella Isabella's Page <agrosso@twcny.rr.com>
Syracuse, NY - Wednesday, September 28, 2005 9:17 PM CDT

Just wanted to stop by and say hi! Hope Fergus is doing well and that everyone had fun on your trips. Carly has been doing good but her ANC has dropped to 544 similar to Fergus. Oh well, they kept the 6mp at full dose so we will see how it does this Friday. Take care and we will keep you and Fergus in our thoughts and prayers.

Doug, www.caringbridge.org/visit/carly
Doug Johnson <doug@johnsonddj.com>
Shorewood, IL - Tuesday, September 27, 2005 11:19 PM CDT

just stopping by to say hello I hope all is well buddy... baby D says helllo.....but in baby talk
melissa www.caringbridge.org/in/babydonovan <meldardyl2000@yahoo.com>
indpls, in - Sunday, September 25, 2005 1:21 PM CDT

Hi Fergus & Norah (Mummy & Daddy, too):

Gram & Grampy had a WONDERFUL time with you over the weekend. We wish we lived closer so we could see you all more often. The pizza, MacDonalds, steak, maple creamies and breakfast at the Wayside were delicious! Shopping at Walmart was fun, too. Grampy also loved your getting him up in the morning, snuggling in bed with him and getting his back scratched.

We hope Daddy, Gus and Norah have a great time with Grandma and Grandpa Ryan this week and that Mummy has a relaxing & enriching time at her Veterinary Conference in Savannah, GA this week.

We are planning to come up to visit you all on the long Columbus Day weekend (Oct. 7th-10th) and hope the foliage is in peak. We'll even let Mummy & Daddy have a night off for a movie and dinner on Saturday or Sunday evening. Gram & Grampy will bring your very favorite meal-pizza- on Friday evening. Sometimes we wonder if it is the pizza or us you are happy to see.

Love ya & miss you already,

Gram & Grampy
Gram & Grampy Quinn <JoeQuinn2001@cs.com>
Walpole, MA USA - Tuesday, September 20, 2005 9:23 AM CDT

Love the new pics, camp sunshines sounds so cool. When donovan beats all this maybe we will have a chance to go to something like that... take care buddy
melissa rasmussen www.caringbridge.org/in/babydonovan <meldardyl2000@yahoo.com>
- Friday, September 16, 2005 8:39 PM CDT

Hi All:

We LOVE the new pictures, especially the one with your Mum dressed as Queen Lilliokalani!

Gram & I are looking forward to coming up to your house this Friday and staying until Sunday. After all, it has been 5 weeks since we last saw you.

Save up lots of hugs, squeezes and kisses for us.

We also hope your pumpkins are getting big in your garden.

Finally, we want to take you to the Farm for Maple Creamies!

Love ya!

Gram & Grampy
Gram & Grampy Quinn <JoeQuinn2001@cs.com>
Walpole, MA USA - Tuesday, September 13, 2005 12:39 AM CDT

Lauren:

Your entry is beautiful and moving. Thanks for sharing yor thougths.
Noelle, Claire & George <cgntal@optonline.net>
Morris Township, NJ USA - Sunday, September 11, 2005 6:08 PM CDT

Hi Fergus et famille! Sounds like you ended up having an okay time at Camp Sunshine. Glad to see you are doing well. Stewart was happy to be back to school this past week and is also looking forward to another hockey season.
The Fraser Family <dfraserc593@rogers.com>
Shediac River, NB CANADA - Saturday, September 10, 2005 11:40 AM CDT

Lauren, Camp Sunshine sounds fabulous, but I'm sorry it took Fergus a while to "find his happy place." It reminded me a little of the experience we had at Give Kids the World, also a fabulous place run primarily by kind-hearted, incredibly generous volunteers. My kids weren't really happy (obnoxious and fighting are better words) and I felt frustrated because we were being given this great opportunity and they just couldn't find their groove. Sounds like Fergus figured it out better and more quickly than mine did, though. :)

Hope your back is feeling better!

Kristie (ALL List) Kendrie's Page <kristieokc@cox.net>
Byron (Robins AFB), GA - Wednesday, September 7, 2005 7:42 AM CDT

Hi Gus et al:

Gram & Grampy are SO LONESOME that we haven't seen you, Norah, your Mommy and Daddy in more than 3 weeks! We miss you all VERY MUCH.

We hope you are enjoying Camp Sunshine with all of its activities. We also hope the weather improved.

We understand you didn't like the spaghetti & meatballs because they used linguine, which, for some reason, you don't like. We promise you linguine tastes just like spaghetti or angel hair!

Enjoy the last three days of the Camp. Do a lot of swimming, catching fish and playing with your new friends.

See you soon,

Lots of hugs, squeezes and kisses to you and Norah!

Love ya!

Gram & Grampy
Gram & Grampy Quinn <Joe Quinn2001@cs.com>
Walpole, MA USA - Thursday, September 1, 2005 9:37 AM CDT

Hi Fergus,
We are so glad your counts came back up and you get to go to camp. Have fun and be sure to tell us all about it when you get back!

Doug, caringbridge.org/visit/carly
Doug Johnson <doug@johnsonddj.com>
Shorewood, IL - Friday, August 26, 2005 8:11 PM CDT

Hello Fergus:
I hope you have a great time at Camp. We are all so happy that you get to go along with your family. You are a lucky guy. It was fun to see you at the Quinn Open.
Love,
Uncle Jerry
Jerry Quinn
Lutherville, MD USA - Friday, August 26, 2005 7:35 PM CDT

Hi Fergus et al:

Gram & Grampy are THRILLED your counts are up and that you will be able to go to Camp Sunshine tomorrow!!!!!!

We hope the weather is great, you get in a lot of swimming, catch lots of fish, come back suntanned (using blocker of course), and just have a WONDERFUL time.

We will see you when you get back.

Lots of love, kisses & hugs!

Gram & Grampy
Gram & Grampy Quinn <JoeQuinn2001@cs.com>
Walpole, MA USA - Friday, August 26, 2005 10:02 AM CDT

Hi Fergus and family, I am so happy to hear your counts are coming up. I bet you are excited that you get to go to camp. Your pictures from the Cape are great,looks like alot of fun. Have fun at camp, can't wait to read all about it.
Dina
caringbridge.org/il/kaylamc

Dina <dmc26@comcast.net>
Bristol, Il - Friday, August 26, 2005 8:15 AM CDT

Lauren: Well, I finally got back onto your site -- after finding it in lost e-mails this afternoon. I have thought about all of you so often since Caragh's wedding, and I found your postings beautiful. I'm really sorry about Club Neutropina. Sucks. I hope Fergus is feeling/doing better . . . or at least not worse . . . and that he hasn't caught anything from anyone. Just thinking about Nora makes me smile, and I certainly hope to meet Fergus soon . . . when trips to Aunt Caragh's fall into the list of approved activities. Stay strong. Enjoy the rest of the summer with your beautiful children. Please know that the folks in my church continue to pray for your whole family.
Shannon Hanson <shannon.hanson@usdoj.gov>
Wilmington, DE US - Thursday, August 25, 2005 4:43 PM CDT

Well, I'm taking the no-news-is-good-news stance, since you didn't update I take it to mean Fergus is still at home. (I also suspect he is from the funny conversation between him and Norah that you relayed on All-kids earlier!) Sorry about the Club F&N (good name!) but hopefully it proves to be nothing more than a bump .. and a small bump at that ... in the road for Fergus. We'll be thinking of you guys!

Kristie (ALL List) Kendrie's Page <kristieokc@cox.net>
Byron (Robins AFB), GA - Wednesday, August 24, 2005 8:04 PM CDT

Hi Gus (Mummy, Daddy & Norah, too):

Gram & Grampy are so sad your blood counts are low and we are praying hard that they are up tomorrow so you all can go to Camp Sunshine on Saturday. We know how much you all have been looking forward to going!

Your pictures at the Cape were beautiful. We loved watching you and Norah riding the dolphin raft in the ocean plus having you with all of us at Poppa Quinn's and Aunt Karen & Uncle Mike's cape houses. We especially liked the party you all gave us for our 40th wedding anniversary!

We love you very much and can't wait until we see you again!

Love, hugs, kisses and hopes for a 500+ white blood cell count tomorrow,

Gram & Grampy
Gram & Grampy Quinn <JoeQuinn2001@cs.com>
Walpole, MA USA - Wednesday, August 24, 2005 2:35 PM CDT

Hi Fergus!
I'll pray that those counts of your start coming up up up!

~Simply Joanne~

With love,
Joanne and the Dream Team
~Bridge of Dreams ~

Joanne <joanne173@gmail.com>
- Wednesday, August 24, 2005 1:12 PM CDT

Gus -- just saw your Cape Cod pictures -- looks like you got the best weather of the summer, lucky boy! Here's a riddle to take to Camp: what is black and white and red all over? A penguin with a sunburn!
We had such a nice time seeing you guys in July -- Marney and I went out for ice cream and got maple-flavored soft-serve...yuck! -- nothing at all like the creamies we had with you (sigh). I hope your counts are high enough to go to Camp -- don't forget your sunscreen -- hugs and kisses all around -- xoxo Christine.
Christine Rathbun <christinerathbun@hotmail.com>
Sandwich, MA - Wednesday, August 24, 2005 11:28 AM CDT

We love the Cape! Were you able to go in the water? We hope you will be a club drop out soon! Love The Melkonians www.caringbridge.org/md/chrismelko
Darlene Melkonian <melkonid@comcast.net>
Gaithersburg, md - Wednesday, August 24, 2005 7:32 AM CDT

Just popping by to see how Fergus is making out.
Jodi and McKayla

Jodi Phelan <jodiphelan@hotmail.com>
Sherwood Park, AB Canada - Tuesday, August 23, 2005 11:19 PM CDT

Stopping By to say hello! We are from ALL-kids.We must be on the same page as we are also having low counts for the first time in months. We hope you have a great week and your counts rise fast!

Keri and Katie Rose <mommyof8plus1@cox.net>
Lakeside, CA - Tuesday, August 23, 2005 9:57 PM CDT

Sorry to hear Fergus has low counts. I hope the fevers stay away and they rebound for you real soon. Luckily Carly has been doing good and will be starting school this Thursday. Of course she will be missing Friday morning so she can go to the clinic for blood tests but we will hold off till after school to start the 24 hours of mtx pills. We will keep Fergus in our thoughts and prayers.

Doug
caringbridge.org/visit/carly

Doug <doug@johnsonddj.com>
Shorewood, IL - Monday, August 22, 2005 9:42 PM CDT

Sorry to hear Fergus counts are low. Kaylas have been low since the start of oral mtx. She starts school tomorrow and I am very nervous. Lots of prayers sent your way in hopes that no hospital stay is needed, and your counts rise soon! We will check on you again the end of the week.
Dina
caringbridge.org/il/kaylamc
Dina <dmc26@comcast.net>
Bristol, Il - Monday, August 22, 2005 8:18 PM CDT

Well, Fergus has joined the club! Doesn't it always happen when there are plans/activities? Jackson continues to be neutropenic and he is suppose to start school next Monday.

Jackson has been doing the 'ANC Dance' which is basically just a bunch of jumping up and down! We'll let you know if it actually works!

We hope you are able to attend Camp Sunshine. Sending big hugs to you and your family!

~Jackson's page~
Tiffany O'Neil (ALL-Kids) <jetoneil@yahoo.com>
Rohnert Park, CA - Monday, August 22, 2005 3:50 PM CDT

Hi Fergus et famille! I really enjoyed reading your "sweet moment update". I felt as though I could visualize the sweet moment. Isn't that what life is all about - the sweet moments. Glad to see Fergus is doing well - enjoy your camp. Take care.
Sharon Owttrim-Fraser (Stewart's Mom) <DFRASERC593@rogers.com>
Shediac River, NB CANADA - Friday, August 19, 2005 10:45 AM CDT

BRENDA My Loving Dad's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
EDMONTON,ALBERTA CANADA, - Thursday, August 18, 2005 8:04 PM CDT

Hi to all - Was great to see everyone at Gram & Grampy's Anniversary party. Fergus, you look soooo good. And Norah, you are getting so big and so smart! I loved your dress (and the triplets had the same one too!!). The food was great, but the company even better! Enjoy your Camp week - the summer is going so fast. Love to you all! Murphy
Margie Murphy <murph318@rcn.com>
- Wednesday, August 17, 2005 7:52 PM CDT

Dear Fergus, I have lost one of my tooths. I am so happy because that was so much fun and I hope you are feeling better. Are you scared of that port access? The picture looks scary. You must be brave. The end. Love, Libby
Libby Belitsos <cmchant1@aol.com>
Northfield, VT - Monday, August 15, 2005 9:14 AM CDT

Dear Fergus, I love the hat you had from the Red Sox and I miss Jay a lot. I hope you love him, Jay-Bird, because you met him at your birthday and even at the Red Sox game. Dear Fergus, From, Luke
Luke Belitsos <cmchant1@aol.com>
Northfield, VT - Monday, August 15, 2005 9:10 AM CDT

Hi Fergus,

Glad to hear things are going good for you. Carly finished her first round of MTX today. So far so good, no problems and only had to take a zofran once this morning. Hope you had a good week and have been able to get out and enjoy yourself some.

Doug, Carly's father
caringbridge.org/visit/carly

Doug <doug@johnsonddj.com>
Shorewood, IL - Saturday, August 13, 2005 11:50 PM CDT

Hi Fergus
Glad to hear everything is going good for you. Keep up the good work. Sounds like you had a great time on vacation.I love vacations, we went to the Wi Dells this year it was alot of fun. Keep doing good.We will check on you again this week.
Dina mom of Kayla
caringbridge.org/il/kaylamc
Dina <dmc26@comcast.net>
Bristol, Il - Saturday, August 13, 2005 8:15 AM CDT

Hi Fergus and family! Just checking in to see how your summer is going? Sounds like you are having a fun and busy one. Stewart started his MAINTENANCE phase of treatments this week at the Children's Hospital in Halifax. He is doing really well and having an action filled summer as well. Take care.
Sharon Owttrim-Fraser (Stewart's mom) <DfraserC593@rogers.com>
Shediac River, NB CANADA - Friday, August 12, 2005 8:44 AM CDT

Hi Fergus (Norah, Mummy & Daddy)

Gram & Grampy had a GREAT time down the Cape with you (PLUS Uncle Michael from Seattle and Uncle Brian, Aunt Amy, trippie cousins Emma, Grace & Riley)!

We loved the 40th Anniversary party you had for us on Saturday. The food you made was SCRUMPTUOUS and we appreciated all the time & effort you all put into the planning, cooking, cleaning up, etc. We were very proud of you all and enjoyed the compliments we got on what you did from the relatives and friends in attendance.

Our house is very empty now and we miss you all very much. We can't wait until we see some of you soon!

Love ya!

Gram & Grampy
Gram & Grampy Quinn <JoeQuinn2001@cs.com>
Walpole, MA USA - Tuesday, August 9, 2005 1:22 PM CDT

Hey, "I want to be a rock star" .... there is some definite potential there, I think! Perhaps the Stones could use a new opening act??? :)

Kristie (ALL List) Kendrie's Page <kristieokc@cox.net>
Byron (Robins AFB), GA - Thursday, August 4, 2005 6:23 AM CDT

Hi it's carly...
I'm finnally done with my 24 hour inpatient chemo and i'm going to my friends spa birthday party!!! my week is going great and I hope yours is too!! hope great days are here to stay!!!
Carly
www.caringbridge.org/visit/carly
Carly Johnson <pasofino84@johnsonddj.com>
Shorewood, IL - Friday, July 29, 2005 7:44 PM CDT

Hi guys! Rob just sent me the link to Gus' webpage. Fergus, your pictures and stories are awesome! And Lauren, I love the journal entries here; you do such a great job conveying the news and your thoughts. I can't wait to hear more about the trip to Fenway. Have fun on the Cape next week. I miss you all and hope to see you soon in Vermont.
Love, Liz
Liz Ryan
- Friday, July 29, 2005 5:40 PM CDT

Hi Fergus & Norah (Mummy & Daddy, too):

Gram & Grampy are looking forward to Mummy, Fergus & Norah coming to our house next Monday, then going with you to Uncle Franny's Annual Quinn Open Golf Tournament in Littleton, MA on Tuesday. It will be a fun day since Uncle Michael is on from Seattle and will be with us along with Uncle Brian, Aunt Amy and triplet cousins Emma, Grace & Riley. Then you all go down to Cape Cod to Poppa's Quinnhaven home for the rest of the week. Your Dad will join you there on Wednesday and Grampy will come down on Thursday. Just think, our whole family will be together for 6 days!

Bring your pails & shovels for making Sand Castles on the beach; your nets for catching small fish from the ocean; and, your bathing suits for swimming in the ocean.

See you in 4 days!

Love ya!

Gram & Grampy
Gram & Grampy Quinn <JoeQuinn2001@cs.com>
Walpole, MA USA - Thursday, July 28, 2005 1:10 PM CDT

Hi Lauren, Fergus, and family,
Glad to hear Fergus is moving into the continuation phase. It's quite a bit different than my Josh's LTM. We recently meet with A Special Wish and Josh decided on a trip to Disney World. We went there 6-8 weeks before he was dx with ALL, and it was such a magical experience. The kids just loved it and talk about it all the time. Naturally, he was excited to hear that he could return. Take care and keep up the fight. We check up on Fergus quite often. He's such a cutie!
Hilda (Mom to Josh) www3.caringbridge.org/oh/joshuanoll/ <dnoll1@woh.rr.com>
Dayton, OH USA - Thursday, July 28, 2005 7:52 AM CDT

Hi Fergus, glad to hear you are doing well and are cranking through treatment. Do not feel pressured to use your wish right away. Noelle's wishes are all over the place from a built in pool to disneyworld.

God bless

George
Noelle, Claire & George <cgntal@optonline.net>
Morris Township, NJ USA - Thursday, July 28, 2005 7:36 AM CDT

Fergus, my neighbor next door was the first and only Fergus I ever knew until today! He is a police officer in Maryland and is a big and brave guy, but not as brave as you! I can picture the rolling of the eyes and downing the methotrexate-I have seen that before! We wish you a smooth journey and lots of health (no fevers!) and fun! We will be in CT this weekend. Keep up the fight! The Melkonians www.caringbridge.org/md/chrismelko
Darlene Melkonian <melkonid@comcast.net>
Gaithersburg, md - Wednesday, July 27, 2005 6:07 AM CDT

BRENDA My Loving Dad's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
EDMONTON,ALBERTA CANADA, - Wednesday, July 27, 2005 1:29 AM CDT

Hi Fergus - Hey are you a cutie!
I just wanted to stop in and say hello. I have a little girl who has ALL too. She is 6 and we live in Ohio. I hope you are feeling good. Take care and keep fighting!

Coryn's Mom
www.caringbridge.org/visit/corynlord
cathy lord <llord@adelphia.net>
jackson, ohio usa - Tuesday, July 26, 2005 9:35 PM CDT

I would like to wish Fergus all my best for his journey through ALL.
Thanks for signing my guestbook - I am on day 108 post-BMT and starting to see the light at the end of a dark tunnel- I wish a wonderful life for Fergus and am sorry that he and loved ones have to go through this.
Love from london! milton
milton mermikides <milton@miltcentral.com>
London, Greater London United Kingdom - Monday, July 25, 2005 10:17 AM CDT

I am glad Fergus is doing fine and has made it through the first part of intensive continuation without much of a problem. We know what your going through, from what I can determine from your entries it appears my 13 year old daughter is about 4 weeks behind Fergus on the same treatment plan. This Monday she will go in for her last 24 hour Methotrexate treatment and then in a few weeks she will hopefully be joining Fergus in intensive continuation. Hope all continues to go well and we will keep all of you in our thoughts.

Doug - Carly's dad caringbridge.org/visit/carly

Doug <doug@johnsonddj.com>
Shorewood, IL - Saturday, July 23, 2005 11:25 PM CDT

Hi Gus and Norah, I love hearing about how you are doing. Your mom has special writing skills. I wish we lived closer so I could get to see you but we are in Virginia. I just heard how you love legos. My son Michael was a big fan of building with them. I hope you have a great time this weekend. We love you and are so proud of you both. love Aunt DiDi
Dianne Quinn Woods <Coolprn@aol.com>
Woodbridge, Va - Thursday, July 21, 2005 6:28 AM CDT

Hi Fergus & Norah:

Gram & Grampy have decided to come up to visit you this weekend. We'll arrive late Friday afternoon and stay until early Sunday afternoon.

If your Mum & Dad want to go out for a meal and a movie on Saturday evening, Gram & Grampy will make dinner for you and play games with you or watch videos with you OR HAVE PILLOW FIGHTS!

Save lots of hugs, squeezes and kisses for us!

Love ya!

Gram & Grampy

Joe Quinn <JoeQuinn2001@cs.com>
Walpole, MA USA - Tuesday, July 19, 2005 8:22 AM CDT

Hello all! Glad to hear Gus is still being a trooper and that you enjoyed Dreamday! Lauren - we're in the same boat with potty training. Sara is loving her big girl pants her Gram bought her! Sean, sadly, has zero interest!
We're always thinking about you guys! Take Care! Barbara, Walter, Sean & Sara
Barbara Foley <bfoley@amica.com>
Danvers, MA US - Tuesday, July 19, 2005 8:19 AM CDT

Thanks so much for checking in on us via the guestbook at Clare's site. We have internet access in the hospital room, but can't send emails so I haven't been posting on the ALL list. The guestbook has been a lifesaver as far as feeling connected!

Best to you and Fergus and family.

Karen, Clare's mom www.caringbridge.org/md/clareschmidt
Cabin John, MD - Monday, July 18, 2005 8:19 AM CDT

Hi Fergus and family,
I'm signing in to say hello and to wish you 'good luck' with your ALL treatments. Our families have something in common - my son was disagnosed with ALL in May 2004. His name is Allan and he is 21 years old now. So I know what you and your family are going through! Allan had chemo treatments in June, July and August last year, then it was decided that he needed an urgent bone marrow transplant. Unfortunately his sister was not a match, but luckily a match was quickly found on the national registry. He had his transplant on October 7th - the recovery has been slow with the expected complications, and acute and chronic GVHD. It's been 9 months now since his transplant! Allan is back to doing all of the things he likes doing - seeing and going out with his girlfriend, practicing and performing music, and he is looking forward to going back to university in September. We are lucky to have the medical knowledge that we have. Take care. Suzanne
Suzanne Miskell <suzanne.miskell@nrc-cnrc.gc.ca>
Ottawa, Ontario Canada - Sunday, July 17, 2005 10:21 AM CDT

Hi Fergus, Just checking in to let you knwo that we are rooting for you from California! We hope you get by without catching your sister's cold!
XXOO, Marey and Cali Ali
Marey, Ali's mom- ALL-KIDS <kteachermom@hotmail.com>
- Friday, July 15, 2005 10:21 AM CDT

Hi Fergus! I am Stewart's mother and he was diagnosed with ALL on December 17, 2004. He finished his delayed intensification phase and pretty much sailed through it without and fevers or complications. He is at a summer camp for kids with cancer this week. Hopefully you avoid getting that nasty virus and have a fun summer!
Sharon Owttrim-Fraser <dfraserc593@rogers.com>
Shediac River, NB CANADA - Wednesday, July 13, 2005 9:18 AM CDT

Hi Fergus
Hope you are feeling well! Good luck with the start of intensive continuation, you are a very strong boy and I'm sure you will do fine. Kayla did pretty good with it,she will start again tonight. She went to clinic today and all her counts are good. We will be thinking of you.
Dina mom of kayla
caringbridge.org/il/kaylamc

Dina <dmc26@comcast.net>
Bristol, Il - Tuesday, July 12, 2005 4:40 PM CDT

I'm keeping my fingers crossed that Fergus can indeed dodge the virus. Ana Cristina is scheduled to start intensive continuation (counts permitting) next week as well. I think the drugs are different, but the name and therefore idea is the same. Lets hope they both do well.
Alicia & Ana Cristina <peregrinezz@gmail.com>
Charlottesville, VA USA - Tuesday, July 12, 2005 9:59 AM CDT

Hi Fergus - sounds like you had a fun holiday week. Maple creamies, yummy, That makes my mouth water. It sure was good to read about how busy you've been. You must have lots of energy these days.
Judy P,all-kids, LLS boards, mommy to Karl(6)dx6/03
www.caringbridge.org/pa/karl
Judy Pamer <Kevinpamer@aol.com>
Aliquippa, PA - Saturday, July 9, 2005 7:37 PM CDT

Hello All: so glad your day at Fenway was enjoyed by all - too bad it was sooo hot! Leave it to Rob to find the food and air conditioning!! Fergus, glad your last inpatient stay is behind you - you are a real strong guy. You are still in our prayers. Hope you are enjoying alot of "creamies". Love, Margie
Margie Murphy <murph318@rcn.com>
- Thursday, July 7, 2005 7:50 PM CDT

Hi All:

Gus, your new home page picture is beautiful! Also, the new pictures of you with your port, Fenway Park Dreamday in the airconditioned 406 Club with Norah and Jay and you & Norah in the ambulance at Fenway Park are great! Gram & Grampy were so happy you had a wonderful (but hot) time at Fenway Park and that you visited us for that weekend.

Uncle Paul & Aunt Millie were happy to see you when they arrived from Florida.

We are looking forward to seeing you again in 3 weeks when you come down for the Quinn Open and then to Cape Cod at Poppa's for the rest of that week. You can swim in the ocean, catch minnows and make sand castles. Uncle Michael will be on from Seattle then and Uncle Brian, Aunt Amy and the triplets will join you at the Cape. Gram will be there, too, and Grampy will come down later in the week. It will be great fun for the whole family to be together!

Love, hugs & kisses!

Gram & Grampy
Joe Quinn <JoeQuinn2001@cs.com>
Walpole, MA USA - Thursday, July 7, 2005 9:04 AM CDT

Hi there!
My name is Alice Marie and my son's name is Jimmy. He was diagnosised in November with ALL just like Fergus. It was very interesting to compare the two different treatment schedules. Jimmy is on maintence now. He takes 6MP daily, Septra on the weekends, oral methotrxate once a week, steroids once a month for a week, vincristine once a month, and a spinal every three months. He has only been inpatient for chemo one day. What a difference! I hope Fergus is doing well.it was nice to visit your site. Jimmy's site is ca/jimmy. Have a Happy 4th of July!
Alice Marie Burke <jeffandalicemarie@cox.net>
San Diego, CA USA - Sunday, July 3, 2005 11:54 PM CDT

Hi, Lauren and Fergus, how has your weekend been so far, with all your busy activities? Hope the weather is good over at your side. Glad to hear that Fergus is doing well and prayers for his nasty cough and congestion to heal up quickly. With warm regards from Down Under.
Ann (ALL-Kids) <annlatimer@optusnet.com.au>
Sydney, NSW Australia - Saturday, July 2, 2005 2:32 PM CDT

Hi All:

Gram & Grampy will be spending a quiet July 4th weekend at home- not doing the adventurous things you guys are doing.

Sounds like today was a fun day in beautiful Vermont! Strawberry picking and Maple Creemies must have been enjoyable but followed by lunch and "Slip & Sliding" really added to the menu!

Tell Fergus & Norah that we miss them and are looking forward to seeing them in Walpole, Littleton for the Quinn Open and the Cape in 4 weeks. Give them a big hug & kiss from Gram & Grampy.

Love ya!

Gram & Grampy
Joe Quinn <JoeQuinn2001@cs.com>
Walpole, MA USA - Thursday, June 30, 2005 3:08 PM CDT

Glad to hear you are done with your iv MTX stays! Wish we could say the same - oh well one down anyway. I see you like Sponge Bob too! Dawson loves it!
Kari, mom to Dawson (4) ALL list <kfenrich@hotmail.com>
Alberta, Canada - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 11:46 AM CDT

My Loving Dad's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
EDMONTON,ALBERTA CANADA, - Tuesday, June 28, 2005 4:05 PM CDT

Hi Fergus,
I thought I'd drop in and say "hello", I found your name on Katie's site. I'm glad everything went well at the hospital. Sending love and prayers from Scotland, Rosi

www.caringbridge.org/hi/kayla
rosi <rospullin@hotmail.com>
glasgow, scotland - Saturday, June 25, 2005 6:28 PM CDT

Hi Gus!
Solange and I wish we could visit you at the hospital for your LAST stay- we are busy with our cousins this week. Solange had been thinking that a race with both of you in the same kind of wheelchair would be more fair...but we would not leave the floor or go through doorways! Have a great weekend in Boston at Fenway Park! Love to all, Sarah and Solange
Sarah and Solange Boucher <tedious@tds.net>
- Thursday, June 23, 2005 6:44 AM CDT

I hope your last inpatient MTX goes well and you get to do something great to cellebrate your last planned inpatient stay.

Lauren - We call Katie's post-steroid reaction the "steroid hangover" around our house. For us it is worse in many ways than the actual steroid pulse. It should go away after about 5 days.
Sue (Katie's mom/ALLlist); Katie's Page
Ottawa, Canada - Wednesday, June 22, 2005 2:06 PM CDT

Fergus, you're the man! I hope the last inpatient methotrexate stay goes well. Cheers to nearing the end of consolidation.
Alicia & Ana Cristina <peregrinezz@gmail.com>
Baltimore, MD for inpatient stay #3 of 4... getting there, - Wednesday, June 22, 2005 11:26 AM CDT

Gus! Yippee -- your last inpatient! Phew! Here's a riddle to take to the hospital that cracks me up: What is green and has six legs and if it lands on your head it will kill you? A pool table. Hah! Marney's friend Nick came up with that one. Did you have a fun time at Relay? Youngest Survivor -- very cool. And your uncle Michael's marathon with Team Gus -- wow -- there are people all over the country right this minute thinking about you, sending good energy, smiling because it's your last inpatient tomorrow, splendid boy. Gayle and I and Marney are all coming to visit you at the end of July -- we can't wait to try a maple creamy. Hope you feel good today -- have a grand time at Fenway this weekend -- hugs all around, especially to you -- xoxoxoxo Christine.
Christine Rathbun <christinerathbun@hotmail.com>
Sandwich, MA - Tuesday, June 21, 2005 10:29 AM CDT

How exciting this will be your last inpatient treatment! I know Kayla and I are happy we are finished. Glad to hear all is going good. Sounds like you have a fun weekend coming up.Kayla and her brother are doing TLC Camp this week,they had a great time today. Good luck with your upcoming treatment and have FUN at Fenway.
Dina mom of Kayla
caringbridge.org/il/kaylamc
Dina <dmc26@comcast.net>
Bristol, il - Monday, June 20, 2005 5:58 PM CDT

Hi Fergus & Norah (Your Mommy & Daddy, too):

I drive Gram to the Bus Station in Boston tomorrow to catch the 2:00 PM Vermont Transit bus which will arrive in East Montpelier between 6:00 and 6:15 PM. Gram will stay with Norah while Fergus, Mommy and Daddy spend Wednesday, Thursday and Friday in the Hospital for Gus's last hospitalization. We are very happy for all of you to be able to experience a little less stress with the 3 day every three week former hospitalization schedule.

Grampy will not be coming up to Vermont since all of you and Gram will be coming down to Walpole, MA Saturday morning. I can't wait to see you all then and get lots of hugs, kisses and squeezes!

Then on Sunday you go to Fantasy Day at Fenway Park, home of the Boston Red Sox World Series champions! What lucky guys you are to have friends like the wonderful Murphy family who gave you the tickets for it!

Take good care of Gram. Grampy will miss her!

Love ya!

Grampy
Grampy Quinn <JoeQuinn2001@cs.com>
Walpole, MA USA - Monday, June 20, 2005 2:03 PM CDT

Gus and Family-
I really hope you enjoy your trip to Fenway park, the home of the world champio Boston Red Sox!! I hope you are enjoying your summer and enjoying some nice weather in the great state of Vermont!! Also, we will be rooting for Uncle Mike as he runs the marathon!!!!
Brian Murphy <murphy_briant@emc.com>
Franklin, MA 02038 - Friday, June 17, 2005 2:46 PM CDT

I have to tell you Lauren that you often have me in stitches with your Fergus stories. He seems like a real character! I thought I'd also add that your skunk story on ALL-Kids was a real hoot too. I think you should invest in the *Childhood Cancer Skinks* shirts for your family (the T-shirt has a child drawn skunk on it). You can get them at www.curesearch.org. If you want to see pictures of them, check out Kendrie's site (ga/kendrie)and look in the journal history. It seems appropriate for your skunk infested lives. How is the skunk anyway?
Frances, Paul and family (ALL-Kids) @ Lucas' page <hammonds@wincom.net>
Amherstburg, Ontario Canada - Thursday, June 16, 2005 9:52 PM CDT

Once again, I feel like you are telling a story from our lives! Must be that are kids are the same age. :) Jackson is really into Star Wars also, but he isn't quite old enough to see the new movie.

Glad to read that Fergus is feeling well. Hope you guys are enjoying your summer.

Sending BIG hugs!
Tiffany and Jackson(ALL-Kids) <jetoneil@yahoo.com>
Rohnert Park, CA - Wednesday, June 15, 2005 5:58 PM CDT

Hi Fergus and family! It is really interesting to read all of your journal entries. Our son, Stewart (7 yrs. old), was diagnosed with ALL December 14, 2004. He has just finished his DI Phase - thank god - overall he did fairly well and avoided any infections. He became immunal suppressed off and on, but more on than off the past 7 weeks and could not attend school. Today is his first day back and he is delighted to be with his school buddies and teacher! We are off to the children's hospital in Halifax (3 hrs away) tomorrow for the start of his Interim Maintenance II phase. Despite all of Stewart's treatments, etc. he is doing really well. I have noticed his coordination is not quite the same and his whole physique has changed. Hopefully Fergus and you are having a great day today. Take care. Sharon Owttrim-Fraser and Family
Sharon Owttrim-Fraser <dfraserc593@rogers.com>
Shediac River, NB CANADA - Monday, June 13, 2005 10:08 AM CDT

We are wishing you all the fun and joy that you deserve. It has been really nice getting to know your Mommy. Talking shop with another vet is uplifting.

Carrie
Troutdale, OR US - Saturday, June 11, 2005 11:52 PM CDT

We are wishing you all the fun and joy that you deserve. It has been really nice getting to know your Mommy. Talking shop with another vet is uplifting.
Carrie
Troutdale, OR 97060 - Saturday, June 11, 2005 11:51 PM CDT

Hi Fergus et al:

Gus- CONGRATULATIONS on your graduation. Gram & Grampy are VERY PROUD of you! We also LOVE you very much and can't wait to see you again.

Gram will go up on the bus on Tuesday, June 21st to watch Norah while you, your Mommy and your Daddy visit the Hospital for your last 3 day monitoring. Then all of you will come down to our house in Walpole on Saturday, June 25th for TWO reasons- the first to celebrate Grampy's June 24th birthday and Gram's June 27th birthday- we'll have LOTS of cake & ice cream; the second for you all to go to Fantasy Day at Fenway Park on Sunday, June 26th.

I can't wait to see you (Peter and Paul Platypus, too) in about two hopefully short weeks. You can use the hose in our backyard to cool off you and Norah but you can't spray Grampy like you did last year (you little "devil").

Love, hugs & kisses!

Gram & Grampy
Joe Quinn <JoeQuinn2001@cs.com>
Walpole, MA USA - Thursday, June 9, 2005 9:30 AM CDT

Gus! Hope you are feeling good today! I am just back from a business trip to NY -- feel like I left Spring and returned to Summer: my lawn is a foot high and there is fine, yellow pollen on everything...the spider living in our mailbox has hatched several thousand baby spiders (at least -- kinda creepy), and some bees are building a hive in my patio umbrella (darn)...Marney even wore shorts and flip-flops to school today. I hope Vermont is summery, too, dear boy -- maybe you can jump in the sprinkler again this week. We are hoping to visit you this summer and find out just what a maple creamy is. Sounds delicious, though. Hey -- a riddle: What animal is gray and has a trunk? A mouse on vacation!
Hugs all around -- see you soon -- xoxoxoxo
Christine and Marney
Christine Rathbun <christinerathbun@hotmail.com>
Sandwich, MA - Tuesday, June 7, 2005 9:01 AM CDT

HEY FERGUS & FAMILY,
FIRST ,I HOPE THINGS ARE GOING WELL FOR YOU HONEY.NEXT,I HAVE A QUESTION FOR YOU.VERMONT, IS IT AS WONDERFUL AS I HAVE ALWAYS THOUGHT IT WOULD BE? GROWING UP I ALWAYS WATCHED WHITE CHRISTMAS,FROM THAT I'VE ALWAYS WANTED TO GO TO VERMONT,ONE DAY ,MAYBE.SECOND QUESTION. HAVE YOU EVER HAD HOMEMADE DUMPLINGS? THEY WILL ROCK YOUR WORLD!THEY'RE TO EASY TO MAKE.I HOPE YOU HAVE GOOD DREAMS HONEY, AND GOD BLESS.
BECKY <BECKBE11@AOL.COM>
CLARKSVILLE, IND - Tuesday, June 7, 2005 1:18 AM CDT

Hi Lauren and Fergus thanks for signing the guestbook.
Also yes we are so excited that our last stay is tommarrow!!
I will get a spinal injection only.
So Fergus gets another bone marrow I don't think I ever have to get a bone marrow ever again unless they think its back! I think??
Well I hope the week of the Steroids and Vincristine go good!!
Kayla
http://www2.caringbridge.org/il/kaylamc/
Kayla McClarren <Kam95@comcast.net>
Bristol, Illinois United States - Monday, June 6, 2005 7:24 PM CDT

Hey Quinn-Ryan Family - Thinking of you all this weekend and praying all goes well, as it has in the past. Glad Poppy is up there to add his humor to the weekend! Saw a recent picture of Fergus and he looks great. Stay strong!
Love, Margie

Margie Murphy <murph318@rcn.com>
Needham, MA - Friday, June 3, 2005 8:22 PM CDT

Hello Fergus....

just stopping by....

sending you lots of love

Craig, lauren, and Helen

CRAIGGY
helen <trula1@comcast.net>
- Friday, June 3, 2005 8:46 AM CDT

Hi Lauren,
I was talking with your Dad recently, he gave me an update on Fergus and told us about the website. It appears from your latest journal entry that everything is moving in the right direction for Fergus.
It certainly sounds like you have an extremely active life if the entry of 5/26 is any indication. I'm sure with your personality and energy you're able to juggle all the balls that you have in the air.
Mrs Hendy and I got a great letter from Michael and will be rooting for him and Team Fergus on June 18.
We think of you often , know that you and Fergus are in our thoughts and prayers.
Mr and Mrs Hendy
p.s. I don't know if your Dad told you that we are going to be grandparents 3 more times in the next 4 months. Dave's second in about 3 weeks, Sue's second in Sept. and Dan's first in Oct.
Dick Henderson <richard.henderson@arbella.com>
Westwood , MA USA - Thursday, June 2, 2005 10:53 AM CDT

Hi Lauren, Rob, Gus & Norah:

I will take Gram to the Bus Station in Boston tomorrow afternoon. I believe the bus leaves at 2:00 PM and gets into Montpelier at 6:15 PM. Gram is looking forward to lots of hugs, kisses, squeezes, etc. from you.

Grampy will drive up on Friday afternoon and stay until Sunday, when he brings Gram back to Walpole. He'll be looking for the same things as Gram PLUS some pillow fights!

Maybe we can all go to the farm for maple creamies?

See you tomorrow (Gram)and in 3 days (Grampy)!

Love ya!

Gram & Grampy
Joe Quinn <JoeQuinn2001@cs.com>
Walpole, MA USA - Tuesday, May 31, 2005 9:42 AM CDT

Hey Lauren.

Thanks so much for the heart felt journal entry! You had me laughing quite hard! Whew, what a day! Jackson and Fergus are very similar with their sensitive smells. I hope today is an uneventful day! But hey, you'll be able to look back at yesterday with lots of laughs!

Sending hugs,
Tiffany and Jackson (ALL-Kids) <jetoneil@yahoo.com>
Rohnert Park, CA - Thursday, May 26, 2005 2:38 PM CDT

Hi Lauren,
Boy, that was some day you had! I'm so glad that the blast count is down and that Fergus' numbers are about where they should be. So sorry about the rug!! Now a question for you...I am seriously considering getting a dog for the kids. I think it would be good for them. Do you have any thoughts about the breed, etc?
Hope that today is a little less eventful than yesterday.
Love,
Donna (ALL-KIDS) www.caringbridge.org/ny/mollyg

Donna Guarton <dguarton@aol.com>
N. Bellmore, NY USA - Thursday, May 26, 2005 11:29 AM CDT

Oh Lauren, I'm sorry. When it rains it pours, doesn't it? Glad the dog was ok (totally understand the "don't really like the dog comment" - our 12 yo lab mix is just getting old and is a pain in the rear lately - but she's been a good dog and I feel guilty whenever I say that!).

I'm glad Fergus' blast count was down - there's always something to worry about, isn't there?

Anyway, here's for a better day today! Big hugs to all of you...

Take care,
Kathi (Melanie's Mom, ALL-Kids list) <mom2melanie@chartermi.net>
Cadillac, MI USA - Thursday, May 26, 2005 10:42 AM CDT

Now, that was a BAD Wednesday! So glad that the blood counts are going in the direction they should.

Karen, Clare's mom www2.caringbridge.org/md/clareschmidt
Cabin John, MD - Thursday, May 26, 2005 9:27 AM CDT

Hi Lauren sorry to hear about your bad day,but glad to hear Fergus is doing fine.You are always in our thoughts and prayers.
Dina mom of Kayla
caringbridge.org/il/kaylamc
Dina <dmc26@comcast.net>
Bristol, Il - Thursday, May 26, 2005 9:09 AM CDT

Laughing all the way in Indiana?? Why?? Because it sounds like a day from my life!! I hope today is less eventful for you! Thanks for sharing and for making me laugh!

Hugs!
Nancy
Matthew's Mom All-kids
Caringbridge.org/in/matthewk
Nancy Vinson <nvinson@comcast.net>
- Thursday, May 26, 2005 9:03 AM CDT

Hey, I'm not chuckling sympathetically .. I'm out and out laughing! Hope you don't mind ... it's *with* you, not *at* you!!! :) What a day ... thanks for sharing it with the rest of us; makes my day seem quite dull in comparison (probably because it was, ha!)

Kristie (ALL List) Kendrie's Page <kristieokc@cox.net>
Byron (Robins AFB), GA - Thursday, May 26, 2005 7:40 AM CDT

Lauren,
Wow what a crazy day for you. At times when reading it I wasnt sure if I should laugh because it was so crazy or if I should cry because I have had so many of those days where you just don't know what is going to happen next. I cant tell you how many times I think wow I need to write this stuff down on CB site ( my sanity) Hope fergus is doing well? I read your entries on L&L web site and here as well, my prayers are with you. Lacy (Devon's Mommy) www.caringbridge.org/de/devon
Lacy Furbacher <travlinmom26@aol.com>
- Thursday, May 26, 2005 7:38 AM CDT

Wednesday was just "one of those days" wasn't it? I'm really glad about all the good news ~ Fergus' blood work, the dog being alright (despite the vomit) and a warning instead of a ticket. I sound like Pollyanna don't I? I do feel bad for that poor rug of yours.

Thanks for sharing it on your CB site.. It gave me a smile. :-)
Alicia & Ana Cristina <peregrinezz@gmail.com>
Charlottesville, VA USA - Thursday, May 26, 2005 7:20 AM CDT

Fergus will be in our thoughts and prayers.
Jaime caringbridge.org/nj/jaimelynn <Jaime13042@aol.com>
nj usa - Saturday, May 21, 2005 2:42 PM CDT

Fergus is in my prayers that his next cbc will be better with no blasts! Ana Cristina did not experience that from the ara-c, BUT she was also only 6 weeks into treatment when she got it so her bone marrow probably had more reserve to it. I'd never heard the bit about blasts showing up in the bloodwork until a few days ago talking to our oncologist... apparently this can happen after any big hit of chemo.

If you're like me, you're worrying, then trying not to worry, then worried about if you should be worrying or not. :-) Best wishes that Fergus will be just fine!!

Happy belated birthday by the way!
Alicia & Ana Cristina <peregrinezz@gmail.com>
VA, - Saturday, May 21, 2005 6:58 AM CDT

Hi Lauren and Fergus well we made through our 5th hospital stay it didn't go by as fast as I wanted it to!!
We will keep our prayers with you always

http://www2.caringbridge.org/il/kaylamc/
Luv,Kayla and Family
Kayla McClarren <Kam95@comcast.net>
Bristol, Illinois United States - Friday, May 20, 2005 9:11 PM CDT

Hi All:

Happy 39th birthday, Lauren. Play the number 1101 for your time of birth (11:01 AM, 5/21/66). Norah reminds us so much of you, almost a carbon copy, especially the "knows everything complex" and the "why?" to most parental commands.

Wish we could be up with you to celebrate. Hope you, Rob, Gus & Norah have a great party.

Love ya!

Mum & Dad
(Gram & Grampy)
Joe Quinn <JoeQuinn2001@cs.com>
Walpole, MA USA - Friday, May 20, 2005 2:25 PM CDT

Hi Lauren,
I am happy to hear that Fergus' port is working fine. That is a relief. I know you are worried about the blood test results and it is so much easier said than done, but try not to drive yourself crazy this week. If the onc thought there was any reason to be seriously concerned, he wouldn't wait a full week and would just schedule Fergus for a BMA. Still, I know only too well that until you actually hear for yourself that there are no more immature cells floating around, you will probably worry at least a little. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers that all turns out OK and that you are able to have some moments of peace during the week.
With love,
Donna (ALL-KIDS) www.caringbridge.org/ny/mollyg
Donna Guarton <dguarton@aol.com>
N. Bellmore, NY USA - Thursday, May 19, 2005 10:28 PM CDT

Just thought I would check in and see how things are going I hope that port starts working again.Cory and my Dad are heading to Vermont next Wednesday lucky guys I hope to come there in the summer.
Jodi,Cory and McKayla

Jodi Phelan <jodiphelan@hotmail.com>
Sherwood Park, AB Canada - Tuesday, May 17, 2005 3:39 PM CDT

Lauren thanks for signing the guestbook we will go in for our 5th hospital stay hoping both will go quick so I don't have to go anymore anless I get a fever but I hope not!!
We keep our prayers with you all always
Luv,Kayla and Family

http://www2.caringbridge.org/il/kaylamc/

Kayla McClarren <Kam95@comcast.net>
Bristol, Illinois United States - Sunday, May 15, 2005 6:44 PM CDT

Hi Fergus, I'm glad that you are home from the hospital and hope you are feeling better. With hugs & kisses. From Anna

Anna Van Ness <vanness@tds.net>
Roxbury, VT - Sunday, May 15, 2005 3:54 PM CDT

Hey, Gus! Here's a silly riddle: What do you call a grizzly with no teeth? A gummy bear. Hah! Have fun when you get home tomorrow night -- it sounds like there'll be a party at your house. We are having another rainy weekend on Cape Cod -- third in a row -- when am I gonna mow my lawn?? Marney and I send hugs and kisses -- xoxoxoxo -- see you soon, splendid boy --
Christine
Christine Rathbun <chrisitnerathbun@hotmail.com>
Sandwich, MA - Friday, May 13, 2005 11:49 AM CDT

Hi Fergus, Lauren, Rob and Norah! We have been busy and haven't had a chance to call. Hope everyone is doing well. Would Fergus and Rob be interested in a visit at the hospital on Friday? We will let you know how things look from this end! Love, Sarah and Solange
Sarah Boucher <tedious@tds.net>
Northfield, VT - Wednesday, May 11, 2005 1:25 PM CDT

Hi All:

I will be taking Gram to the Bus Station this afternoon. She departs at 2:00 PM and arrives in Montpelier at 6:05 PM.

Poppa and Grampy will be up to visit you Friday evening and staying until Sunday afternoon, when we will return to Walpole with Gram.

Gram, Grampy and Poppa will visit Fergus in the hospital Saturday afternoon and take Norah back with us for Mass and supper. Hopefully Fergus will be back home Saturday evening with Mommy and Daddy to join us for supper and a grand reunion!

We will have some time to play in the yard, color, make pictures, watch videos, snuggle, hug, give kisses and have pillow fights Sunday morning and early afternoon before we take the trek back to Walpole.

Love ya and see you soon!

Gram, Grampy and Poppa
Joe Quinn <JoeQuinn2001@cs.com>
Walpole, MA USA - Tuesday, May 10, 2005 9:00 AM CDT

I just thought I would pop in and
see how things were going!
Jodi and McKayla

Jodi Phelan <jodiphelan@hotmail.com>
Sherwood Park, AB Canada - Monday, May 9, 2005 3:10 PM CDT

Hi Lauren,
I just wanted to wish you a very Happy Mother's Day. I cannot thank you enough for your kindness to me and my family during this difficult time in our lives. Even when you have your own difficulties going on, you so selflessly gave to others. How blessed your children are to have you as a mom. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for ALL of your kindness and support. May God bless you today and everyday. May He keep your family safe and well.
With love,
Donna, Mom to Molly (ALL-KIDS) www.caringbridge.org/ny/mollyg
Donna Guarton <dguarton@aol.com>
N. Bellmore, NY USA - Sunday, May 8, 2005 8:25 PM CDT

My Loving Dad's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Sunday, May 8, 2005 6:50 PM CDT

Hi Lauren, Rob, Fergus & Norah:

Gram & Grampy miss you all! It won't be long, however, before Gram comes up on the bus a week from Wednesday and Grampy follows in the car a week from Friday. Then we'll head back to Walpole a week from Sunday.

It will be GREAT to see you, play with you, go for walks, get some Vermont creamies at the farm, make and color some pictures, watch videos and have pillow fights.

We'd also like lots of hugs, squeezes & kisses!!!!!!

Since your Mommy's birthday (May 21st) is the weekend after we come up (her Jack Benny B.D.), maybe we can celebrate it when we are up with you-unless, of course, you are coming down to Walpole the weekend of her birthday. Think about it!

See you soon!

Love ya!

Gram & Grampy
Joe Quinn <JoeQuinn2001@cs.com>
Walpole, MA USA - Monday, May 2, 2005 2:33 PM CDT

I'm so happy to hear you are feeling good and you are finished with your DI. Lauren I'm glad your were able to go to the wedding without any problems. Kayla started her 2 nights stay this week, she was a little sick to her stomach,but doing much better. She will go back to school Monday the first time in almost 6 months, she is very excited. Keep going strong we will be checking on you.
Dina <dmc26@comcast.net>
Bristol, Il - Friday, April 29, 2005 11:17 AM CDT

Okay -- I found a great anagram engine at www.wordsmith.org -- plugged all your names into the engine and got "four airborne laughers" -- perfect -- made me imagine all of you leaping through that sprinkler! So maybe I am a little bored today at work...back to my spreadsheets -- sigh.
xoxoxox Giant Rented Armchairs (Christine and Margaret -- hah!)
Christine Rathbun <christinerathbun@hotmail.com>
Sandwich, MA - Thursday, April 28, 2005 1:14 PM CDT

Hi!

I saw your sight in Lexy's guestbook and when I saw that your from Vermont, I had to come and say hello!!!. My whole family is from where you are! Have you ever heard of the Allen Family??

Hope all is well and feel free to write me back!

Emily Wolff
Emily Wolff <kgewster@gmail.com>
Deephaven , Mn USA - Wednesday, April 27, 2005 0:24 AM CDT

I'm so happy to hear Fergus finished delayed intensification without any big bumps in the road!!!! I still smile everytime I think of your post about the oral meds and wall germs. :)

Glad you and Norah got to get all dressed up for the wedding. It's fun to do that every once in a while.
Alicia & Ana Cristina <peregrinezz@gmail.com>
Charlottesville, VA USA - Tuesday, April 26, 2005 9:19 AM CDT

Hi Everyone! Read your update and are hoping Mom and Norah had a great weekend away & you had fun with Dad! We think about you all a lot! Sean & Sara's Gram takes them to the playground & McDonalds a lot & they hope you & Norah will meet them there when you are down visiting your Gram & Grampy someday soon! Hang in there!
"Barbara Jean " Foley <bfoley@amica.com>
Danvers, MA - Tuesday, April 26, 2005 7:32 AM CDT

Wow those are some great photos just checking to see how things are going!
Jodi and McKayla

Jodi Phelan <jodiphelan@hotmail.com>
Sherwood Park, AB Canada - Monday, April 25, 2005 4:19 PM CDT

We love you Gustopher, you are a trooper!! You had a Grampy belly in your new photo, too bad we can't get his to go away too!! Hope you are feeling better and have a good weekend with Daddy.
Love,
-Uncle Brian
Brian Quinn <Brian_Quinn@APL.com>
Worcester, MA 01602 - Friday, April 22, 2005 1:34 PM CDT

Bon voyage to the ladies and best of luck to the stay-at-home menfolk for a fun guy weekend! Rob, call me if you need a break or anything. I'll be in Barre at work both weekend days and I am free Monday morning. Cate
Cate Chant <cmchant1@aol.com>
Northfield, VT - Thursday, April 21, 2005 7:31 PM CDT

Gus and Family -- I think you guys need an extra riddle this week: What do you call a deer with no eyes? No idea.
(probably funnier if my mother from Hyde Pahk tells it...)
Wish I had something more tangible than a riddle to send to make this time easier -- know that we are always sending good energy -- hugs all around --
ooooxxxx Christine
Christine Rathbun <christinerathbun@hotmail.com>
Sandwich, MA - Tuesday, April 19, 2005 1:03 PM CDT

Hi Gus and all - Hope the weather in Vermont is as nice as it is here. We all feel better when we can go outside. Sorry you had such a tough week. You are such a brave "big" guy. Will be thinking of you this week and hoping you are feeling better.
Margie Murphy <murph318@rcn.com>
Needham, MA - Monday, April 18, 2005 8:34 AM CDT

Hi, Fergus. I just got an entry into my web site from your Gram in Walpole. I just finished treatments for lung cancer and am doing extremely well. Feel fine and great!!! You will too. My grandson Galen had ALL with PH+ factor which made it a little harder to treat but he is doing so well,playing soccer and skiing-he lives in Colorado,thus the skiing!! So I will be thinking about you and praying too and hope to meet you one day. Love Edythe Hallinan

Edythe Hallinan <3dyth3@myexcel.com>
Medway , Ma USA - Friday, April 15, 2005 1:47 PM CDT

Hi Fergus, Hope all is going well with your second half of the DI. Kayla is finished and is finally home from the hospital, we were there for 4 nights. She had no infection which is good, just very low counts. I'm sure you will do fine,make sure to drink LOTS of water! We will be prayer for you and checking for updates.
Dina and Kayla
caringbridge.org/il/kaylamc
Dina <dmc26@comcast.net>
Bristol, Il - Thursday, April 14, 2005 9:33 AM CDT

Gus! Hey, Splendid Boy -- Marney says this is totally a "boy" riddle: What is brown and sticky? A stick! (I found that one myself on the internet). I hope all those new meds are taking care of business and you're making grand plans for when the weather gets warm (just when does it get warm in Vermont?). Norah -- you were so brave for your own treatment -- I hope you're feeling better today. Lauren -- I'm sending much love and good energy, and Rob -- take your vitamins. The four of you are remarkable.
xxxxoooo Christine and Marney
Christine Rathbun <christinerathbun@hotmail.com>
Sandwich, MA - Wednesday, April 13, 2005 10:54 PM CDT

Hi All:

Grampy wishes he could be up with you to help out. I'm glad Gram is staying another day and I am sure she will further extend that if Norah is still feeling punk and/or Gus has problems. I can come up Friday evening and take Gram home on Sunday afternoon, if that becomes necessary.

Love you all and miss Gram!

Grampy
Joe Quinn <JoeQuinn2001@cs.com>
Walpole, MA USA - Wednesday, April 13, 2005 8:36 AM CDT

Hi guys, I hear the girl child is ailing!?! I am so glad Gram is there to help out. I hope the hospitalization went as expected. We miss you and are looking to fun-filled summer days with you. Cate, Luke & Libby
Cate <cmchant1@aol.com>
Northfield, VT - Tuesday, April 12, 2005 7:31 PM CDT

Hi little buddy!! I know you are going through some tough treatments right now, hopefully you don't feel too sick afterwards. I tried calling you on Mommy's cell phone this morning but she accidentally left it at home and Gram answered it.
Love ya buddy,
-Uncle Brian
Brian Quinn <Brian_Quinn@APL.com>
Worcester, MA USA - Monday, April 11, 2005 2:37 PM CDT

Just wanted to say goodnight and that I hope all goes well tomorrow. Keep up all the good work... GOD BLESS
melissa Rasmussem (all-kids) www.caringbridge.org/in/babydonovan <meldardyl2000@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, April 10, 2005 10:03 PM CDT

Hey Gus- Uncle Mike and Auntie Karen say hi. We have Papa Joe here with us too! We're in Arizona now, but we are thinking of you all the time. We hope you feel better, and will be done with your treatment as soon as possible! We love you Gus! The Cacti Three
Karen Kampfe <kqkampfe@aol.com>
Goodyear, AZ 85338 - Friday, April 8, 2005 0:35 AM CDT

Hey Buddy fergus, I hope you have stopped all that yucky puking... Hang tough little man.... Keep up the good work mom././/
melissa Rasmussem (all-kids) www.caringbridge.org/in/babydonovan <meldardyl2000@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, April 6, 2005 6:36 PM CDT

Hi Gus:

Gram & Grampy are coming up to visit you this Friday. Grampy will return to Walpole on Sunday afternoon. Gram will stay until Wednesday, when she will take a bus to Boston, where Grampy will pick her up.

I think we should let your Mummy & Daddy have Saturday evening off to go to a movie and out to dinner. Gram & I will take care of you and Norah while they are gone.

Do you have any special things you want to do with us that evening? Videos? Books? Drawing pictures? Having pillow fights? Doing plays? Let us know.

See you in 3 days!

Love, hugs, snuggles, squeezes & kisses!

Gram & Grampy
Joe Quinn <JoeQuinn2001@cs.com>
Walpole, MA USA - Tuesday, April 5, 2005 3:43 PM CDT

Hello Fergus and Family! Fergus, You are a strong little guy! You keep it up and keep smiling! We'll be keeping an eye on you too, thumbs up!

caringbridge.org/canada/dusttin
Dusttin and Family! <cherrei@gmail.com>
- Monday, April 4, 2005 8:40 PM CDT

Hi Fergus, sounds like you are feeling pretty good.I'm glad to hear that. A few more days and you will be off the steroids,I know its hard on everyone,but your doing great. Kayla is almost done with the DI. She will have a spinal tomorrow then the ara-c Wednesday to Sat. She has handle those very well. She did get sick on Friday night, so now we will make sure to give her Zofran before. You hang in there and keep fighting.

Dina and Kayla
caringbridge.org/il/kaylamc

PS. Lauren feel free to email with any questions or if you just want to talk
Dina <dmc26@comcast.net>
Bristol, Il - Monday, April 4, 2005 12:07 AM CDT

Hey, spaghetti-man! What did the duck say when she bought a lipstick? Put it on my bill! (that cracks me up -- Marney thought it was goofy). No maple sugaring on Cape Cod, but there are at last crocuses and teeny little daffodils in my yard, and I'm not wearing any socks today, so it must finally be Spring. Hope you are feeling good today, Splendid Boy -- here's hugs and kisses to you and your whole family: xxxxoooo -- Christine and Marney
Christine Rathbun <christinerathbun@hotmail.com>
Sandwich, MA - Friday, April 1, 2005 12:17 AM CST

Hey Gus!! Who's your buddy?? I'll try calling you again since I haven't reached you the past few nights. I hope you're feeling okay and eating plenty of spaghetti and meatballs. Watch out for the creeping crab!!
Love,
-Uncle Brian
Brian Quinn <Brian_Quinn@APL.com>
Worcester, MA USA - Thursday, March 31, 2005 1:39 PM CST

I feel like spaghetti and meatballs after reading how much you love them. I am glad you are doing well and I loved seeing you and Norah at the christening. Let me know if you want some more books.
Aunt DiDi <Coolprn@aol.com>
Woodbridge, Va - Tuesday, March 29, 2005 8:03 AM CST

Hi Laurie, Rob, Fergus and Norah,
I am so glad to hear that you had an awesome Easter and the Easter egg hunt was a success. Our egg hunt here could have been a disaster because Snickers, our dog, found the chocolate eggs before Isaac & Isabella got here. The Easter bunny told us he hid 50 and the kids found 44. So doing the math, we figure Snickers ate 6. She has probably done that every year but never got caught since we could never account for all the eggs (duh!) The Mezzocchi family is always holding the Ryan family in our thoughts and prayers. We are so very proud of all of you; Gus for being such a brave young man, Norah for being employed by Gus, Lauren for being a wonderful Mom and Rob for being a super Dad. Love to all, Aunt Rosemary
Rosemary Mezzocchi <mamrtm@aol.com>
Hollis, NH USA - Monday, March 28, 2005 4:30 PM CST

Fergus,

I love your name. You are one tough little guy, or should I say, big man. Keep eating your fruit and veggies and stay brave and strong. I hope the easter bunny found you over there and left some treats.
Duncan Fraser , ( www2.caringbridge.org/canada/stewart) <dfraserc593@rogers.com>
Shediac River, New Brunswick, Canada - Sunday, March 27, 2005 9:05 PM CST

Lauren-

After reading your last journal entry I had to make a guestbook entry to remind you what amazing and strong parents you and Rob are. I cannot even imagine the strength it takes to get through this with Gus and keep your life as normal as possible for everyone. I don't know anyone with more strength and gusto!!! You have been and will continue to be an amazing advocate for your children, but if you ever need a reminder, an ear to listen, or a shoulder to cry on---we are always here and only a 3 hour drive away. We love all of you so much and you are always in our thoughts.

We hope you have a Happy Easter!
Auntie Amy <acquinn@verizon.net>
Worcester, MA - Friday, March 25, 2005 6:49 PM CST

Hello Fergus. Your buddies in Maryland wish you Happy Easter. Don't let Norah eat too much candy! We hope you are feeling better today after your treatment yesterday. We think about you often.
Uncle Jerry <quinnlax@comcast.net>
Lutherville, MD - Friday, March 25, 2005 11:11 AM CST

Auntie Lauren,
We love you and don't want you to be sad. Fergus is going to be okay and he is our brave big cousin. Please give him 3 kisses, make that 5 because Mommy and Daddy are thinking about him as well. WE LOVE YOU ALL!!
Riley, Emma, and Grace <Brian_Quinn@APL.com>
Worcester, MA USA - Friday, March 25, 2005 10:52 AM CST

Lauren:

I felt so bad reading your latest update. I don't know how you and Rob have the strength to carry on each day facing the stress of Gus's condition and treatment! You are two very special and caring individuals and Mum and I are EXTREMELY PROUD of you. We wish we could be doing more to help you through this crisis and feel crushed some times that we can't.

We pray for you and think of you all the time. We love to see you whether in East Montpelier at your lovely and scenic new home or in Walpole where Peter & Paul Platypus are about ready to emerge for Gus & Norah. I'll even let Gus turn the hose on me and NOT get mad at him- I promise (but don't pass on this information to the little devil).

Keep your chin up and take three deep breathes when something is getting you down. Inhale saying "peace in" then exhale saying "stress out". It really does work and calms you down!

Have as Happy an Easter as you can. We'll be thinking about you! Give Gus a HUGE hug from Gram & Grampy and tell him he is our bravest soldier, our knight in shining armor and we love him very much. Do the same for Norah but tell her she is our little Princess! Finally, give yourself and Rob the same but you are our King & Queen of strength & love.

Love ya!

Dad & Mum
Joe Quinn <JoeQuinn2001@cs.com>
Walpole, MA USA - Friday, March 25, 2005 8:43 AM CST

Fergus,
Sounds like you had a fun pajama day at school! You're a brave little guy and I hope the Easter bunny treats you well! Happy Spring!
Tina and Bryce Summers <tinvance@msn.com, www.caringbridge.org./sc/brycesummers>
Columbia, SC - Friday, March 25, 2005 8:17 AM CST

Hi Gus (et al):

Gram & Grampy miss you. We had a great time last weekend visiting you and celebrating Norah's 2nd birthday.

You are our very brave soldier and we are very proud of you! Enjoy your Mom's special spaghetti & meatballs plus your roast beef sandwiches, pickles and popcorn.

I heard you went to school this week and enjoyed every minute of it.

When are you coming down to Walpole to visit us?

We wish you a Happy Easter and hope the Easter Bunny brings you lots of goodies. Uncle Brian, Aunt Amy and your triplet cousins-Emma, Grace & Riley are coming to Gram & Grampy's for Easter dinner. We wish you could have come, too!

Lots of love, kisses & hugs!

Gram & Grampy
Joe Quinn <JoeQuinn2001@cs.com>
Walpole , MA USA - Thursday, March 24, 2005 1:32 PM CST

Lauren, Rob, Fergus and Norah,
It sure is a balancing act when it comes to all this preventative medication. Through DI, we gave Lucas ondansetron (zofran) around the clock until he was over the ARAC hurdle. It really makes them queasy and nothing is worse than throwing up and getting into the cycle of it all. Praying that Gus continues to manage the chemo well and can continue to enjoy school. Glad that you're getting used to being a short order cook. Lucas always has multiple helpings each mealtime with lots of snacks between when he's on steroids. It makes it hard to squeeze in mouthrinses in between though.

Lucas' page
Frances, Paul and family <hammonds@wincom.net>
Amherstburg, - Thursday, March 24, 2005 9:05 AM CST

I wanted to stop in and wish you guys a Happy Easter!Jodi and McKayla

Jodi Phelan <jodiphelan@hotmail.com>
Sherwood Park, AB Canada - Thursday, March 24, 2005 9:02 AM CST

Hi guys! We miss you and are thinking about you. It was best we stayed home from Norah's birthday as Luke has been coughing all week. He's almost better. It sounds like the eating monster is kicking in over there at your house! Maybe you can come over and have pancakes and maple syrup with us after Luke and Libby get back from all their sleepovers next week. Are they tapping the trees across from your house? Love, Cate, Luke and Libby
Cate Chant <cmchant1@aol.com>
Northfield, VT - Wednesday, March 23, 2005 8:11 PM CST

We're sending anti-viral karma your way! It's from sunny Arizona. Papa Joe, Auntie Karen and Uncle Mike send our best wishes for healthy kids, Gus and Norah. We love you very much. Matt is coming for Easter, we wish Jessica and David could be here too, but they're studying hard at school.Be well!
Karen Quinn Kampfe <kqkampfe@aol.com>
Goodyear, AZ usa - Wednesday, March 23, 2005 12:13 AM CST

Hi to all! Mary Lou and are still in Fla. and expecting our son, wife and 2 boys 18 mos and 6 years...it will be a fun week. We are always amazed at how tired we get and also how easy it is to go to bed at the same time as the children......loved catching up and seeing pictures...more later....we are sooooo proud of each one of you ..love
Dr. Bill <billswartz@clocktowervets.com>
Naples, FL USA - Wednesday, March 23, 2005 11:54 AM CST

Hi Fergus and Family!! I am keeping tabs on you and you are doing great!!! It helps that over the next few weeks spring will make an appearance in the great state of VT!!! Take care and remember that Spring is coming!!
Brian, Jenn, Jack and Will Murphy <jennmurphy2000@yahoo.com>
Franklin, MA USA - Monday, March 21, 2005 6:55 PM CST

Hello Fergus and Family,

You don't know me - but I work with your Dad at UVM. I wanted to tell you how brave I think you are. At some point, I want to tell you about a Camp I work at called Camp Ta-Kum-Ta - it is a truly amazing and magical place. You have a couple of years before you can come to camp (at age 7) but, I am sure you will love it - wait until you see the photos - vist our website at www.takumta.org. Do you know Sheara at the hospital - in clinic? Ask her about it - she works there too. Stay strong and never forget to play - that is a very important part of your healing!
Dennis DePaul <dennis.depaul@uvm.edu>
Jericho, VT USA - Monday, March 21, 2005 8:29 AM CST

Hi Fergus and family, glad to hear all is going well.Kayla will be starting the second half of her DI next week,this week she only has blood work. We are keeping you in our prayers.
Dina and Kayla
caringbridge.org/il/kaylamc
Dina <dmc26@comcast.net>
Bristol, il - Monday, March 21, 2005 8:27 AM CST

Hey Fergus, you're such a brave and strong boy! I wish you wonderful dreams and happy days. Sounds like you and your family are really tight and that is WONDERFUL! Keep up the good work, Fergus...the sun is shining brightly for you!
Deb
Deb Renshaw <Deb.Renshaw@uvm.edu>
Burlington, VT US - Monday, March 21, 2005 7:52 AM CST

Lauren, Rob, Gus & Norah -- It was good to see you all at the christening on Sunday. We hope today went well and the rest of the DI is the best it can be. We are sending lots of good thoughts your way.
Jennifer, Danny, Eben & Katie
Needham, MA USA - Thursday, March 17, 2005 10:00 PM CST

Hi there Fergus and family! I saw that you had signed McKayla's guestbook, and I also recognize your mom from the ALL-Kids list, so I thought I'd come and say hello. You are going to do great in DI. It is definitely possible to get through it with no hospital stays - Sam is living proof of that (touch wood) - he is almost halfway through his second DI right now.

We also see that you're getting your PEG shots tomorrow. Those are just plain nasty, and Sam's advice is as follows: you can cry and scream as much as you want, just don't kick the nurses!
Jennifer (Sam's mama)www.caringbridge.org/canada/sam <samno@telus.net>
Vancouver, BC Canada - Thursday, March 17, 2005 11:01 AM CST

HI GUS, NORA MOM AND DAD, HOPE YOUR ALL HAVING A GOOD ST. PATRICKS DAY. JUST WANTED YOU TO KNOW YOU ARE ALL IN OUR PRAYERS IN THE DAYS TO COME. WE LOE YOU. YOUR TEXAS FRIENDS JANE AND BILL
Jane Murphy <jcm1944@comcast.net>
Carrollton, Tx. usa - Thursday, March 17, 2005 8:58 AM CST

Fergus,
Happy St. Patrick's Day and good luck with the start of your DI! Hope you sail right through it. I must say your "scene of the crime" picture is an impressive creation! Prayers coming your way!
Bryce Summers and Tina(mom to Bryce) <tinvance@msn.com, www.caringbridge.org/sc/brycesummers>
Columbia, SC - Thursday, March 17, 2005 8:44 AM CST

I wanted to stop in and tell you guys I am praying for you and I hope you have a good St.Patrick's day! Jodi and McKayla

Jodi Phelan <jodiphelan@hotmail.com>
Sherwood Park, AB Canada - Thursday, March 17, 2005 0:42 AM CST

That is pretty intensive. I want to God Bless Gus, and God Bless Lauren and Rob. I know that you are doing the best possible treatment for Gus, I am behind you all the way. I just wish I could be on the East coast to help you out if you need it. I love you Gus and Norah. Auntie Karen
Karen Quinn Kampfe <kqkampfe@aol.com>
Goodgyear, AZ 85338 - Wednesday, March 16, 2005 7:59 PM CST

Hi Gus:

Gram & Grampy will be saying a prayer for you tomorrow. We know you will be a brave soldier, as you have always been. We love you VERY MUCH and would like to be at your house all the time (I'm sure your Mommy & Daddy would LOVE that) so we could give you lots of kisses, hugs & snuggles along with a few pillow fights.

We are coming to visit you Friday night and will stay at your house until Sunday afternoon. Maybe we can color/draw together or just watch Sponge Bob on the video?

See you in two days!

Love ya!

Gram & Grampy
Joe Quinn <JoeQuinn2001@cs.com>
Walpole, MA USA - Wednesday, March 16, 2005 2:47 PM CST

Here's a riddle to take to the hospital tomorrow, Gus:
Why do people wear shamrocks on St.Patrick's Day?
Because real rocks would look funny!
My first thought when I saw that new picture of you was that you looked just like a mischievous leprechaun -- and of course the paint was green! Hope all goes well tomorrow, sweet boy -- we'll be thinking about you.
xoxo Christine and Marney
Christine Rathbun <christinerathbun@hotmail.com>
Sandwich, MA - Wednesday, March 16, 2005 10:20 AM CST

Hi, I just wanted to wish you all luck tomorrow, we will be thinking about you. I'm sure everything will go good, you are a very strong little boy. Kayla did pretty good, the first day or two she didn't feel real good,but was not to bad. We will be checking for updates. Our Prayer are with you all.
Dina and Kayla
caringbridge.org/il/kaylamc
Dina McClarren <dmc26@comcast.net>
Bristol, il usa - Wednesday, March 16, 2005 8:17 AM CST

It sounds like you had a much needed escape even if you had to brave the snow storm. Here in MI We have to deal with that alot too! Bleck I'm ready for spring. I hope all goes well with the next treatments coming up. I have added you to Trav's site!

Love,

Jodi

Teen Angel Trav
Jodi <jodilind@sbcglobal.net>
Spring Lake, MI USA - Tuesday, March 15, 2005 2:54 PM CST

Hi Gus and all. Murphy told us you looked great at the christening and that everyone had fun despite the snow! Both you and Norah look so good in your new photos! Just wanted to drop in and wish you well with your new treatment. You are so brave. We'll be thinking about you!
Barbara Foley <bfoley@amica.com>
Danvers, MA - Tuesday, March 15, 2005 9:46 AM CST

Hi Gus and Norah!! We were so happy to see you this weekend at the christening. The girls love to see their favorite cousins!!! We can't wait to come visit you up in Vermont. We just want to wish Gus good luck with this new treatment and know he is going to be a trooper!! Gus is the bravest little man we know!! We will be thinking about you on St. Patrick's Day and wishing you the luck of the Irish. Love you lots.
Auntie Amy, Uncle Brian, Emma, Grace, and Riley <acquinn@verizon.net>
Worcester, MA - Tuesday, March 15, 2005 8:37 AM CST

Hi Gus and Norah - it was so good to see you both at the Christening on Saturday! You are both getting so big. I hope you didn't have to shovel your way into the house when you arrived back in VT. I'll be thinking about you this week. You guys are one, big strong family! Love, Murphy
Margie Murphy <murph318@rcn.com>
- Monday, March 14, 2005 7:29 PM CST

Hi all. I'm Joshua's Mom. Saw your site on the LLS BB. Just wondering if you ever use Emla cream for your finger pokes. Works great for us. We wish you all well.
Hilda, Joshua's Mom
Dayton, Oh USA - Friday, March 11, 2005 5:56 PM CST

Hi Gus,
I am Tyler Smith. You probably don't remember me, but I am your cousin. (Actually my Dad looked it up - I think I am a "cousin twice removed" to your mom.) I'm sorry you are going through everything you are going through when you're only 5 years old. You are very brave. Keep it up and get well soon.
- Tyler Smith

Dear Gus,
I hope you are not feeling too bad. My Dad said you are a very brave little boy. I think you are too. How is your sister Norah doing? I wish we could see each other more.
- Trevor Smith

Dear Gus,
How do you like being five years old? I am five too. I hope we can play together some time soon.
- Sean Smith

Hi Gus, Norah, Lauren, and Rob,
The boys wanted to say something in their own words after I explained to them a little bit about what you all are dealing with. It sounds like Gus is quite a trooper, and you are all very fortunate to have the loving support of so many people.
- Jack and Lisa Smith

Jack Smith <jdsmithii@comcast.net>
Goffstown, NH USA - Monday, March 7, 2005 5:01 PM CST

Hey, Gus! How cool is that -- a picture of your heart! And one for Norah, too -- that's neat. I remember having an echocardiogram and watching my own heart beat on the screen -- the valves looked like a butterfly. I have a riddle, of course: What's in the middle of a jellyfish? A jellybutton! (that was another from Marney, who says hello)...it smells like Spring today on Cape Cod -- I hope it lasts!

xoxo Christine
Christine Rathbun <christinerathbun@hotmail.com>
Sandwich, MA - Monday, March 7, 2005 1:01 PM CST

Your dad and brother, Lauren, have kept us up to date and now we'll use the website too. We talk about the four of you every single day and send good thoughts and wishes! Stevie and Ren�
Stevie Bravmann <sglb@comcast.net>
Seattle, WA - Saturday, March 5, 2005 5:09 PM CST

I am just checking in to see how things are going for you guys it sounds like you may have a doctor on your hands!! Jodi and McKayla

Jodi Phelan <jodiphelan@hotmail.com>
Sherwood Park, AB Canada - Saturday, March 5, 2005 0:29 AM CST

Hi Fergus, this is Nancy, a friend of your awesome mom. Boy, you are a very brave and strong young man! I hope you are doing well today. I hope that you are happy and laughing at silly things. I've got lots of good thoughts being sent your way.
Nancy Davila-Groveman <davilagroveman@msn.com>
Marshfield, VT - Tuesday, March 1, 2005 2:29 PM CST

Hi Lauren and Fergus,this is Kaylas mom Dina, We hope all is going well for you. Kayla is POG 9905 regimen c. We start the DI tomorrow. Enjoy your 2 weeks of rest. We will be thinking of you and checking your progress.
Dina and Kayla
caringbridge.org/Il/kayla
Dina <dmc26@comcast.net>
Bristol, Il usa - Monday, February 28, 2005 11:50 AM CST

Hi Gus:

I am sure you enjoyed Gram coming up to visit on Wednesday. She is taking good care of Norah while your Mum and Dad stay with you at the hospital.

I am leaving in a little while to come up to visit you, too. I won't see you until tomorrow when Gram, Norah and I come up to the hospital. We'll have lots of hugs and kisses for you! Hopefully, you will be released tomorrow night, as you have been the last two times, and we can play for a while at your house plus have the whole Sunday morning to do the same. Gram and I will return to Walpole on Sunday afternoon.

Keep being a good and brave soldier! We love you very much!

Love ya!

Gram & Grampy
Joe Quinn <JoeQuinn2001@cs.com>
Walpole, MA USA - Friday, February 25, 2005 1:16 PM CST

A quick hello and long range hug from Dr. Bill
I loved seeing your pictures and sooooo appreciate the news.
Love to all
Bill Swartz
Reston, VA USA - Friday, February 25, 2005 11:39 AM CST

It really makes you enjoy each moment when you have a sick little one,it some how makes you feel everything just a little more than you did before.Checking in to see how things are for you guys.McKayla was a really active girl before her tx and she was very anemic once and we actually enjoyed it because she sat still for more than one second.I can relate that is for sure.Jodi and McKayla

Jodi Phelan <jodiphelan@hotmail.com>
Sherwood Park, AB Canada - Friday, February 25, 2005 10:51 AM CST

HI GUS, WE ARE JANE AND BILL MURPHY FROM TEXAS, WHICH IS VERY FAR FROM WHERE YOU LIVE. WE ARE FRIENDS OF GRAM AND GRAMPY AND WE HEARD OF WHAT A BIG AND BRAVE YOUNG MAN YOU HAVE BEEN IN ALL THAT YOU HAVE BEEN GOING THROUGH. YOU ARE ALSO VERY HANDSOME AS WELL, YOUR SISTER NORA IS A CUTY TOO. I HEAR YOU LIKE BURGER AND FRIES, SO DO I. WE HAVE 3 GRANDSONS, MAC, SAM AND JAKE AND WE LOVE SPENDING TIME WITH THEM AS YOUR GRAM AND GRAMPY DO WITH YOU AND NORA. WE HAVE NOT TRIED A PILLOW FIGHT AS YET, BUT SURE SOUNDS LIKE FUN. I HOPE YOU ARE HAVING A GOOD DAY . I HAVE READ A LOT OF YOUR GOOD WISHES IN THIS WEBSITE AND YOU SURE HAVE LOTS OF PEOPLE THAT LOVE YOU. KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK GUS. LOTS OF LOVE AND KISSES FROM YOUR FRIENDS IN TEXAS
JANE MURPHY <jcm1944@comcast.net>
CARROLLTON , TX USA - Wednesday, February 23, 2005 6:24 PM CST

Gus! Here's a riddle that Marney told me -- made me laugh out loud -- you can tell it to your nurses tomorrow: What did one toilet say to the other toilet? You're looking a little flushed! Hah! Hope your inpatient goes well, Splendid Boy -- see you soon -- xo Christine
Christine Rathbun <christinerathbun@hotmail.com>
Sandwich, MA - Wednesday, February 23, 2005 10:08 AM CST

Hi Gus
I love that tuna fish joke. I have grandchildren who would love to hear it.
I am sorry it took so long to write this note but these computer things are so complicated for us older folks. Grandpa Quinn sent me your address sometime ago and I finally was able to get your home page. I spent the past hour reading everything and you sure have lot's of friends. I will do better to keep in touch now that I have you listed as a "favorite" on my Internet home page. Mom can tell you more about me, but only the good stuff. The easy way to remember me - I am the only Yankee fan in the family.
"Uncle" Vin.
"Uncle Vin" <budscarano@yahoo.com>
Bristol, RI USA - Monday, February 21, 2005 5:19 PM CST

Hi Gus, went out for supper Saturday night with Grammy and Grampy and saw some new pictures of you and Nora. You are getting to be a big boy!! Saw pictures of your little cousins. Uncle Brian and Auntie Amy must be very busy. You will have to teach them how to put green paint on their rug when they get older!! Hope to see you and Nora on your next trip to Walpole. Love, John, Pat and Cates.
Pat McDermott <patmcdermott34@aol.com>
Westwood, Ma USA - Monday, February 21, 2005 11:00 AM CST

Hi Gus and Norah! It is Monday morning and it is snowing outside again. Emma, Grace, and Riley just wanted to send a little note to say Hi! and we all can't wait to see you in a few weeks. We hope Norah feels better soon, and wish Gus good luck for a quick and painless round in the hospital this week. Keep us posted.

Love you lots!!!!
Auntie Amy <acquinn@verizon.net>
Worcester, MA - Monday, February 21, 2005 7:16 AM CST

Hi all, We had fun playing at your place last week and it was good that we came then as Anna and Colin have colds again. Hope you are all staying well.
I thought I'd share Anna's favorite riddle of the day... What is the best way to start a fire with two sticks?
If one of the sticks is a match!
Now don't get any ideas! Paint & milk are bad enough!
See you again soon. Deb
Deb Van Ness <vanness@tds.net>
- Monday, February 14, 2005 8:20 PM CST

Happy Valentine's Day Gus and Norah! Hope you had a fun day with lots of chocolate hearts! Your new picture on the website is great (tell Mom her couch looks great too!) Maybe I'll see you in Walpole this week if you make the trip. Love from Murphy.
Marge Murphy <murph318@rcn.com>
- Monday, February 14, 2005 6:45 PM CST

Gus! Have you ever heard of Jackson Pollock? I think he painted on canvas, though.....hope there's lots of chocolate for your Valentine's Day -- much love to you and your family from me and Marney -- see you soon!
(a riddle, of course: why didn't the hot dog work in the movies? because there weren't any good rolls!)

xoxo Christine and Marney

Christine Rathbun <christinerathbun@hotmail.com>
Sandwich, MA - Monday, February 14, 2005 4:18 PM CST

Happy Valentines Day Gus and Nora! Hope you both get a lot of fun things! Sweets for the Sweet!
Love, John, Pat and Cates
Pat McDermott <patmcdermott34@aol.com>
Westwood, Ma USA - Sunday, February 13, 2005 7:47 AM CST

Hi Gus:

We hope you get lots of candy for Valentines Day!

We heard you were out playing in the snow for a long time yesterday. That is good news because it shows you are feeling better.

We love you very much and miss you and Norah. Don't let Norah spill another half gallon of milk on the living room rug again. She is a little "devil" but she won't be able to do it if you don't take the milk out of the refrigerator for her.

Hope to see you soon!

Lots of love, kisses and hugs!

Gram & Grampy
Joe Quinn <JoeQuinn2001@cs.com>
Walpole, MA USA - Friday, February 11, 2005 3:15 PM CST

Hi Gus and everyone . . we've been checking your website and asking "Murphy" for updates all the time. We're happy to hear you are doing well and being brave. Sean and Sara had fun with Nora and look forward to playing with you too someday soon. Tell your Mom and Dad hello from us! Love from "Barbara Jean"
The Foleys - Barbara, Walter, Sean & Sara <bfoley@amica.com>
Danvers, MA - Friday, February 11, 2005 12:54 AM CST

Hi Gus- Hope things are going well! I've been really busy packing each day to move to Cape Cod with Uncle Mike. Did you get your birthday present in the mail? Hope so. Love, Auntie Karen say hi to Miss Norah for me!
Karen Quinn Kampfe <kqkampfe@aol.com>
Chestnut Hill, MA USA - Wednesday, February 9, 2005 8:03 PM CST

Hi Gus, just a quick hello. We are expecting more snow in Westwood on Thursday, so Grammy and Grampa ,might be able to stay a while longer. Loved seeing your new pictures and hearing what a brave boy you are being. Love, John, Pat and Cates
Pat McDermott <patmcdermott34@aol.com>
Westwood, Ma USA - Tuesday, February 8, 2005 2:57 PM CST

Dear Gus, Lauren, Rob and Norah,
Your Connecticut cousins are thinking of you and hoping this will all be over soon.

Love, Nancy and Dick
Nancy Noonan <nnoonan@snet.net>
Stamford, CT - Tuesday, February 8, 2005 10:13 AM CST

Hi - I am glad to hear your team is interested and willing to discuss treatment options with you and is open to hearing your concerns.

Hope the levels were good an you got to go home and had a great weekend.

When Katie was inpatient for shingles we discovered a dressing call MEFILM that is great for kids with very sensitive skin. It is one of the few dressings that does not take a layer of skin off Katie's chest when it is removed. They still have to use steristrips to keep the needle in place but it is much better than the other options. If Fergus has sensitive skin you might see if they will order some in for him.

Sue (Katie's mom/ALLlist);
Ottawa, Canada - Monday, February 7, 2005 7:40 AM CST

Fergus, I hear that you are really good at computer games. What games do you like? I know that you don't know me but I know your mom. My prayers are with you. Steve Bishop-Phoenix, Arizona P.S. I like the computer football games.
Steve Bishop <stephenpbishop@cox.net>
Phoenix, Az. USA - Saturday, February 5, 2005 6:25 PM CST

Hi Gus - It is Saturday and I hope you come home from the hospital tonight! I took Sean and Sara over to Gram's house for a playdate with Norah yesterday. They had fun playing together after they got over being shy. Norah misses her "Gussie", but you will all be together today! We all went to Mcdonalds for lunch - then they all hugged goodbye! We will do that again someday when you are at Gram's house! You are very brave and we all think of you all the time. Love from Murphy.
Margie Muprhy <murph318@rcn.com>
- Saturday, February 5, 2005 9:03 AM CST

Hi Fergus- just wanted to let you know that the Murphy's from Franklin, MA (We are friends of Murphy's) are thinking of you. Jack and I talk about our friend Fergus from VT all the time and we hope to meet you soemtime soon. Keep up the good work buddy!!
Jack, Will, Jenn and Brian Murphy <bmurphy70@verizon.net>
Franklin, MA USA - Friday, February 4, 2005 9:05 PM CST

Riddle me this, Gus-man: what's the difference between a fish and a piano?
You can't tuna fish!
Okay, okay -- I'll try to come up with a better one for next time....hope you and Mom are having a good hospital stay, beautiful boy -- Marney says hi -- xo Christine
Christine Rathbun <christinerathbun@hotmail.com>
Sandwich, MA - Thursday, February 3, 2005 1:30 PM CST

Hi Fergus
Your a real cutie I will be thinking of you guys,I live very far away but I have been to Vermont a lot my brother Aaron was the Captain of the hockey team at Norwich.He now lives in Milton I am planning a trip there in the next couple of months.Jodi (Mom to McKayla Liver Transplant)
McKayla's Site

Jodi Phelan <jodiphelan@hotmail.com>
Sherwood Park, AB Canada - Wednesday, February 2, 2005 4:04 PM CST

Hi Gus:

Gram & Grampy are taking good care of Norah. We took her to a restaurant last night and she had grilled cheese sandwich, fries with ketchup, some of Grampy's chicken and lots of Gram & Grampy's salad. Aunt Maryann & Uncle Steve Corcoran joined us and were amazed how good Norah was and how she talked to all of us.

I heard you went to the Barbecue Place, then to Friendlys for a giant ice cream sundae. You are one lucky guy! Your Mom & Dad must love you very much.

Only 2 days until Gram and Grampy bring Norah back to your house. Only 2 and 1/2 days until we visit you in the hospital. Norah will want to give you lots of hugs & kisses! We will, too! Be a brave soldier!!!

Love ya!

Gram, Grampy & Norah
Joe Quinn <JoeQuinn2001@cs.com>
Walpole, MA USA - Wednesday, February 2, 2005 1:59 PM CST

Lauren, good for you that you had a "date", well deserved. So happy to read that Fergus feels well, and has been able to get out...and WOW what an ANC 3000! Good luck on the next inpatient.
Stay strong!
Michele mom to Brendan www.caringbridge.org/ny/brendan
Michele Miranda <missym004@yahoo.com>
Wantagh NY, USA USA - Monday, January 31, 2005 10:31 PM CST

Hi Lauren, Fergus and family - Just wanted to say hi and welcome you to ALL kids. Fergus sure is a cutie, Norah too! Love those names by the way. My son Abe also has a hard time with the port access, hope that gets easier for Fergus soon. Keeping you in our thoughts.

Kelly F. (Abe's mom, ALL kids)
www.caringbridge.org/mn/abe
Kelly <kellyfagerstrom@hotmail.com>
Bemidji, MN - Monday, January 31, 2005 7:44 PM CST

Hi Gus:

Gram & Grampy are taking good care of your sister, Norah! We will bring her back to your house this Friday and we'll all visit you in the hospital this Saturday. It's only 5 days and it will go by fast. I can't wait to go to the hospital's playroom and watch you draw pictures on the computer. You do BEAUTIFUL work on it.

Love ya!

Gram & Grampy
Joe Quinn <JoeQuinn2001@cs.com>
Walpole, MA USA - Monday, January 31, 2005 2:42 PM CST

A big belated happy 5th birthday to Fergus! I love the dolphin cake and the mural idea ... I have to store that one away!
Lauren, thanks for sharing your experiences and thoughts in the journal. We continue to keep you, Rob, Gus, and Norah in our thoughts.
Jennifer & Danny Quinn <jenniferquinn@rcn.com>
Needham, MA 02492 - Monday, January 31, 2005 7:58 AM CST

Hey Fergus! I just got home last night from the hospital. I got more bored this time but met other kids with cancer too. They were bigger than me and were still scared too. But it's okay to be scared. I wasn't as nervous about my needle being taken out. The nurse used a new kind of tape remover that worked much better. Maybe your nurse can find some for you next time. I like the picture of your birthday cake. I like sea creatures too!
Bye,
Audrey Kate
Audrey Kate Birchfield <w.birchfield@comcast.net>
Jacksonville, FL United States - Sunday, January 30, 2005 8:57 PM CST

Hi Gus, I'll introduce myself as "Carthy". Everyone younger than ten calls me that. I am a friend of Murphy's and I know your grandmother and g-father in Walpole. Heard you were here this weekend. Bet there was the best pillow fight ever in Walpole. I think I saw some of the feathers flying across town to Needham. I'm so glad I learned about your websight. You are a very handsome young boy. I've never met your mom and dad. But, my guess is, they are as beautiful and handsome as you. Give Norah a hug, she loves you alot. I'll be thinking about you this week.
Hope someday I'll get to meet you.
Lenore McCarthy <lmc4623@aol.com>
Needham, MA USA - Sunday, January 30, 2005 7:11 PM CST

Gus & Norah:

Gram & Grampy are hoping you are well enough to come visit us this weekend. We want to play with you, snuggle with you, hug & kiss you, have pillow fights, draw pictures, watch videos (maybe even Sponge Bob) and share some goodies.

We also want to let your Mom & Dad go out to a movie and dinner for a few hours Saturday evening to relax a little. Gram & Grampy will keep you busy while they are gone.

Maybe we will have doughboys, eggs, bacon & sausage for Sunday morning breakfast with, possibly, a donut or two.

Love ya and miss ya!

Gram & Grampy
Joe Quinn <JoeQuinn2001@cs.com>
Walpole, MA USA - Thursday, January 27, 2005 2:27 PM CST

Oh my how I easily recall the steroid monster, Isabella starts her steroid pulse in two weeks, better get the groceries stocked!! Fergus you sound like quite the ruler of the lego land, keep building!!
Amy & Isabella Isabella's Page
Syracuse, NY - Wednesday, January 26, 2005 9:39 PM CST

Hi Fergus! This is Jackson's mom and he was diagnosed with ALL right around the time your were. You are a handsome young man and I love the photos that are posted of you! We will be thinking of you as we take this journey together. Give that sister of yours a big hug!

Looking forward to connecting with your family!

{{{{HUGS}}}}
www.caringbridge.com/ca/jacksononeil
Tiffany (proud mom to Jackson and Faith) <jetoneil@yahoo.com>
Rohnert Park, CA - Wednesday, January 26, 2005 11:49 AM CST

Just checking in and glad for the good news
Mary Lou and I think of you daily
Just keep reminding yourself that you will have the strength to get through each day.....even though you may not know how!!!
We loved your sharing the Fergus poem...Bill
Bill/ Mary Lou Swartz <billswartz@clocktowervets.com>
Naples, FL USA - Wednesday, January 26, 2005 8:27 AM CST

Lauren,
So glad you found the ALL group, they have sure helped me these last 13 weeks. My daughter Isabella was dx with pre-b All on Oct 25th 1 wk before her 3rd birthday. I know what a scary, horrible journey you are on, I hope Fergus continues to face the challenges like a trooper. Glad to hear your Methotrexate visit went so well.
Amy & Isabella www.caringbridge.org/ny/isabella <agrosso@twcny.rr.com>
Syracuse, NY - Tuesday, January 25, 2005 5:38 PM CST

Hi Fergus and Family... so glad your mom found us over at ALL-Kids! Sounds like treatment has been going well for you so far. We'll keep you guys in our thoughts and prayers. It's not an easy road but it sure helps having people to share the burden. :)
Katie, Hayley, Hunter and Taylor <dugan2b@yahoo.com>
Franklin, MA - Tuesday, January 25, 2005 3:06 PM CST

Hi there and "welcome" to the ALL-kids list. Sorry you have to be here in the midst of this. My oldest son was diagnosed this past September, the first week of his senior year. I have 2 other boys, 10 and 3. I wish you the best on this journey.
Candy, Jonathan's mom www.caringbridge.org/mi/jonathan <sweeneyclan5@comcast.net>
Jackson, MI - Tuesday, January 25, 2005 12:25 AM CST

Welcome to ALL-Kids. Fergus is a cutie patootie and so is Norah (I LOVE that name). I used to work in a little town in Ontario, Canada called Fergus, so hearing Fergus again makes me smile. I hope the 'roid rage doesn't take you over!!! Our Lucas is set to start a 7-day pulse of dex tomorrow. Egads, I hate the repercussions of some of these drugs.
Check on you soon.
Frances, Paul and family <hammonds@wincom.net>
Amherstburg, near Windsor, near Detroit, Ontario Canada - Tuesday, January 25, 2005 11:29 AM CST

Hi Guys,
In the journal you forgot to mention that the birthday painting activity for Norah was a half-naked, full body experience! Thanks for inviting us! Our family, both the younger AND the older members, are blessed to have you as friends.
Cate, Luke, and Libby (and Steve, the party pooper)
Cate Chant <cmchant1@aol.com>
Northfield, VT - Sunday, January 23, 2005 8:50 PM CST

Hi Fergus, Thanks for the goodie bag and Happy Birthday! Sorry that Solange and I had to miss your party! We are thinking about you and hope to see you soon! Love, Sarah

Sarah and Solange Boucher <tedious@tds.net>
Northfield, VT US - Sunday, January 23, 2005 7:22 PM CST

Happy Birthday Gus! Thinking of you and sending hugs & love on your birthday weekend.
Jeanne, Chris, Kaitlyn & Kevin
Jeanne Carr Quealy <jcq5961@verizon.net>
Walpole, MA USA - Sunday, January 23, 2005 11:17 AM CST

Happy Birthday Gus!!! We can't believe you are already 5 years old! Are you getting a lot of snow? We could not open are front or back doors to get out this morning. Hope you have an awesome birthday party. Looking forward to seeing some pictures.

Love, John, Pat and Caitlyn
Pat McDermott <patmcdermott34@aol.com>
Westwood, Ma USA - Sunday, January 23, 2005 10:32 AM CST

Gus! Happy Birthday! Hope the dolphin party is a blast! We are snowed in here on the cape -- almost 3 feet and it's still falling....maybe we'll have a polar bear party! Here's another riddle:
Q: What did the big furry hat say to the warm woolly scarf?
A: "You hang around while I go on ahead."
Enjoy lots of cake and ice cream!
xo Christine

Christine Rathbun <christinerathbun@hotmail.com>
Sandwich, MA - Sunday, January 23, 2005 10:17 AM CST

Happy Birthday Gus!!! Hang in there- We hope it does not snow too much out there! We have gotten over one foot since Friday night and it is still snowing!
XOXOXXO

Love Krissy, Chris, Julia and Cole
Kristan Laden <kristanl@sbcglobal.net>
Lincolnwood, IL - Saturday, January 22, 2005 2:10 PM CST

Fergus Happy birthday! We think about you daily and pray for you to get well.
Lauren Linda and I have you and your family in our prayers daily and Fergus is on a prayer list with a group I'm in.
Linda and Geroge Norris <gnorris@columbus.rr.com>
- Saturday, January 22, 2005 4:20 AM CST

Gus:

Tomorrow is your big day-you will be 5 years old! HAPPY, HAPPY, HAPPY BIRTHDAY BIG BOY!!!!!!!

Gram and I wish we could be up with you to celebrate. We will do so next weekend if you come down to visit then.

We love you VERY MUCH and are SO PROUD of your being a BRAVE SOLDIER when you get your treatments at the Hospital. Keep up the GOOD WORK!

Love, hugs and kisses!

Gram & Grampy
Joe Quinn <JoeQuinn2001@cs.com>
Walpole, MA USA - Friday, January 21, 2005 1:12 PM CST

Hi Buddy, I sure miss you and Norah since we came home, but
I went to visit your cousins on Tuesday. I'm looking forward to hearing about your birthday party next week-end
and all the fun painting a sea scape on the wall...Sounds
like fun. We have to get our present mailed up to you.
Love to you, Norah and your Mom and Dad! You are all very special and very brave people and I'm soooo proud to belong to you and you to me.
Marilyn Quinn <spencerdown@cs.com>
Walpole, MA USA - Wednesday, January 19, 2005 6:05 PM CST

Hi Fergus - You sure are a cutie! Glad to hear you got to leave the hospital fairly early. Sounds like you had fun dancing too.
Judy P, (LLS Boards)
www.caringbridge.org/pa/karl
Judy Pamer <Kevinpamer@aol.com>
Aliquippa, PA - Tuesday, January 18, 2005 1:58 PM CST

Hi Gus! Am so glad you are home from the hospital! Am sure you feel much better in your own bed with Gram's quilt wrapped around you (must be cold in Vermont)! Love to you all - Murphy
Margie Murphy <murph318@rcn.com>
- Monday, January 17, 2005 6:59 PM CST

Fergus, Lauren, Rob and Norah: I am glad to hear that everyone is home from the hospital and feeling fine. We are thinking of you!!! All the best!
Jean (Caragh's friend)
Jean Shimotake
New York, NY - Monday, January 17, 2005 11:22 AM CST

Hi guys! Sounds like no fun at the hospital, except maybe for the hockey players and Burton hats. I hope you got to come home this cold, cold Saturday night. And I hope Gus feels better than Lukie, who threw up two times last night and has a fever and now an ear ache. We all send our love and prayers. Cate, Steve, Luke and Libby
Cate Chant <cmchant1@aol.com>
Northfield, VT - Sunday, January 16, 2005 0:24 AM CST

Lauren, Rob, and Gus:

Please know that my church is praying for your whole family. Gus, you sound like one of the coolest kids in New England!

God Bless! -Shannon Hanson (Caragh's friend -- see you at the wedding)
Shannon Hanson <shannon.hanson@usdoj.gov>
Wilmington, DE USA - Saturday, January 15, 2005 4:03 PM CST

Hi Gus, it's Auntie Karen. I miss seeing you. I hope you're feeling o.k. Say hi to Mom and Dad for me. I love you very much! Hi to Norah too!
Karen Quinn Kampfe <kqkampfe@aol.com>
Chestnut Hill, MA USA - Friday, January 14, 2005 10:19 PM CST

Hi Gus and Support Staff! It's Carpool Carolyn - just cheering you on. You are all Super heros! One of these days - capes!
Carolyn Stevens <Carolyn@HerrickLtd.com>
- Friday, January 14, 2005 12:51 AM CST

Hi Gus! Just a quick note to say hi. John, Caitlyn and I are thinking about you. You are such a brave little boy.Caitlyn had 4 impacted wisdom teeth removed this morning and is in a lot of pain. I told her to think of you and she smiled. Hope to see you soon.

Love, Pat
Pat McDermott <patmcdermott34@aol.com>
Westwood, Ma USA - Friday, January 14, 2005 12:45 AM CST

Hi Fergus! It's Auntie Amy, Emma, Grace, and Riley. We are all sitting here on this rainy day thinking of our brave guy. We hope you will feel better very soon. Hopefully, we will be able to come and visit you and Norah soon. Love Always
Amy Quinn <acquinn@verizon.net>
Worcester, MA - Friday, January 14, 2005 12:21 AM CST

Hi Fergus - This Brian Murphy dropping you a line... I know Murphy and she has been keeping us updated on how you are doing. Certainly sounds like you are handling this situation like a true champion!! Also, saw one of the comments from one of your many friends that he would like you to go to Middlebury (I think that is what he said). I think St. Mike's is the place for you!! The Ice Knights at St. Mike's need a few top notch hockey players!! We're thinking of you!!!
Brian, Jenn, jack and Will Murphy <murphy_briant@emc.com>
Franklin, MA USA - Friday, January 14, 2005 10:06 AM CST

Lauren:
What a wonderful page! Glad Fergus is feeling better and you're all holding up so well.We're thinking about you all the time!

Caragh Noone <cnoone@bru.bracco.com>
New York, NY - Thursday, January 13, 2005 2:49 PM CST

Gus, it's Christine again -- I have another riddle: how come anteaters are never sick? Because of all the ant-i-bodies in their stomachs!
I like the new pictures -- all the snow is melted on Cape Cod :(
Hope you are feeling good today!
xo Christine
Christine Rathbun <christinerathbun@hotmail.com>
Sandwich, ma usa - Tuesday, January 11, 2005 4:17 PM CST

Thinking about you and your family alot.

Eddie Garcia and Betty <egarcia.tampa@verizon.net>
Tampa, Fl USA - Tuesday, January 11, 2005 3:57 PM CST

Hi Lauren and Gus . . its Barbara Foley or, as "Grampy" likes to say Barbara Jean. "Murphy" told me about this website so I'll be checking in on you all. We're thinking about you and wishing you all the best! Take Care!
Barbara Foley <bfoley@amica.com>
Danvers, MA USA - Tuesday, January 11, 2005 9:21 AM CST

Hi Fergus! This is Karen with her busted bottom and D-money. Thanks for the meals on wheels today--I loved my Big Mac. Nice happy smile in your picture--see you soon! Love, Karen
Karen Bradley <KarenBDVM@yahoo.com>
Montpelier, VT USA - Monday, January 10, 2005 9:08 PM CST

Hi Lauren, your father was my previous boss at MassMutual, but I always considered him a great friend. Our thoughts are always with you and your family. You have a wonderful caring family. Our warmest regards.
Ann, Stan, Ben, and Lily Forman <Starforman2003@yahoo.com>
Foster City, CA USA - Monday, January 10, 2005 3:50 PM CST

Hi Fergus- It's Jeanne Mom's cousin & Jackie's sister. I saw Grampy in the grocery store and he told me about your web site. It's terrific! I really like the pictures. Love to You, Mom, Dad & Norah
Jeanne Carr Quealy <jcq5961@verizon.net>
Walpole, MA USA - Monday, January 10, 2005 7:20 AM CST

Hi Fergus!
We are the cousins from your Grammy and Grandpa's town in Walpole. We saw them eating a HUGE breakfast this morning at a local restaurant and they gave us this great web address. Bobby and Brian still talk about Christmas Day when you quite cleverly ate popcorn with chop sticks! We are remembering you and send you the best wishes!
Maureen, Bob, Bobby and Brian
Maureen Mulvey
Walpole, MA USA - Sunday, January 9, 2005 6:20 PM CST

Hi Fergus:

We hope you are feeling better today.

Poppa told us you talked to him last night when you were helping your Dad make pizza. You told him the pizza was "scrumptuous"! Poppa thought that was very funny.

Gram is going up to visit you in 3 days. She's going to take a bus and arrive in Montpelier about 6:05 PM. She will watch Norah, Daisy-Peg-Leg and Bruno while you are in the hospital with your Mum & Dad.

She will stay until Sunday. Grampy is coming up to see you on Friday evening and will take Gram home on Sunday. We can have a pillow fight Sunday morning.

Love, hugs, & kisses!

Gram & Grampy
Joe Quinn <JoeQuinn2001@cs.com>
Walpole, MA 02081 - Sunday, January 9, 2005 12:55 AM CST

Lauren, Thanks for providing us this opportunity to be part of your family and meet Fergus. Like every little sparrow that He holds, God has a plan and purpose for each of us. You all are in our thoughts and prayers. The strength that God has given you to be there for your entire family and for Fergus is a source of strength and encouragement to each one that visits your site. Thank you and Fergus for being strong and sharing your story. You will never know how many lives you will touch. You are certainly in our prayers daily.
Love,
Chas, Sally , John and Mark
Charles and Sally Hickey <cwhdvm@yahoo.com>
Arvonia, Va USA - Saturday, January 8, 2005 8:03 AM CST

Gus, the newest picture shows what a truely cool dude that you are every day. Norah looks a little like she's been crying for about half an hour, try to cheer her up, would you? Love, Aunt Wendy
Wendy Ryan <wryan@twcny.rr.com>
- Friday, January 7, 2005 6:05 PM CST

Lauren wonderful thought and site, thank you!
Our prayers are with Fergus and the family.
Let us know if Fergus would like cards or reading books.
Love Betty and Bob Jones
Bob Jones <rjones07@san.rr.com>
CORONADO, CA USA - Friday, January 7, 2005 11:11 AM CST

Lauren - this is great - thank you! Fergus, you are constantly in our thoughts and prayers. I hope you continue to feel good and have a speedy recovery.
Roger Cummings <rcummings@brakkeconsulting.com>
Dallas, TX USA - Friday, January 7, 2005 10:19 AM CST

Dear Lauren and Family, I pray for Gus every day!!! Richard and Karen Bell
Richard Bell <rlbelldvm@yahoo.com>
Aliquippa, Pa USA - Friday, January 7, 2005 8:04 AM CST

Thank you so much for creating this site. Linda and I will keep Fergus and your family in our prayers.
Linda and Geroge Norris <gnorris@columbus.rr.com>
Columbus, Ohio USA - Friday, January 7, 2005 5:43 AM CST

Good morning on Friday, 1/7, from Naples, FLA, where temperature today is 80 degrees and sunny! Mary Lou left for cooler Virginia yesterday and
I follow to work for a week before returning to Naples on 1/8...........we are thinking of you EVERY day. I will try to get another envelope off to you today....I keep my eyes open for pictures of unusual things you can show your brother or friends, make a big collage of picture or just read and pitch! Know we L-O-V-E love you all the T-I-M-E time! Dr. Bill
Bill Swartz <billswartz@clocktowervets.com>
Naples, FL USA - Friday, January 7, 2005 5:22 AM CST

Keep your faith up and continue with your good spirits. The Prayer Chain at the Tree of Life Church has your name on the fruits of its branches. They have been praying since the Christmas holidays. Please keep posting your progress.
Mark, Natalie and Ben Guise <guisefam@earthlink.net>
Harrisburg , PA - Friday, January 7, 2005 0:38 AM CST

Lauren and family. We are thinking of you and Fregus and praying for the best. Keep your positive outlook, keep smiling and good things will happen.
Claude and Linda Curry <ccurry@twmi.rr.com>
Livonia, MI USA - Thursday, January 6, 2005 10:28 PM CST

Lauren and family,
Thank you so much for sharing your thoughts as your family helps Fergus battle his condition. We, who have never experienced such a personal struggle, are grateful to understand the strength and commitment you are making to do the best you can to beat this thing! We will return often to learn of your latest triumphs! AND, we are sending our most positive vibes up your way!
Jack and Kathy
Jack and Kathy Rife <rifedvm@msn.com>
Denver, CO - Thursday, January 6, 2005 8:40 PM CST

Hi Lauren,
You guys have been in our prayers. Someone once compared God to a train with our prayers as the tracks. God is the locomotive and can only get to where the tracks lead as long as the tracks are laid. Please know that your family and Fergus are being prayed for. Thank you so much for keeping us updated.
Dave Richards <dave@caringtogether.com>
Valdosta, Ga Lowndes - Thursday, January 6, 2005 2:30 PM CST

Lauren,
We think this is great. God bless you and your family and be assured that Fergus is in our prayers! Anything we can do - anytime - in anyway...please do not hesitate to ask!
Brian Harm
Brian & Linda Harm <bdjharm@hotmail.com>
Amherst, NY USA - Thursday, January 6, 2005 10:16 AM CST

Hi Gus - from Murphy, Gram's friend and yours too. You have an awesome website. The pictures of you and Norah are fun to see. Am glad you are feeling better and hope you have a Happy and Healthy New Year - Love from Murphy!
Marge Murphy <murph318@rcn.com>
Needham, MA USA - Wednesday, January 5, 2005 7:25 PM CST

Hi Gus:
Gram and I miss you and hope you are feeling better today. We are SO PROUD of you being such a BRAVE SOLDIER!

Gram is coming up to visit you next week to help with Norah while you and your Mummy & Daddy visit the hospital. Grampy is going to try to go with her if he can arrange such at his work. I will be SO HAPPY to see you, hug you, snuggle with you AND have a PILLOW FIGHT!

Be good, get better and enjoy your playtime.

Love ya!

Grampy
Joe Quinn <JoeQuinn2001@cs.com>
Walpole, MA USA - Wednesday, January 5, 2005 9:31 AM CST

This is your mommy's cousin, Suzie. We are praying for you little buddy and we know that God is faithful and will be with you through this tough time. We love you! Love, Toby, Suzanne, EmmaLee, Cassandra and Kylee Mae
Suzanne McDonald <tseckmcd@yahoo.com>
Kearney, NE USA - Wednesday, January 5, 2005 8:23 AM CST

Hi Fergus!! All that talk about about spaghetti and meat balls made me so hungry I had to go make some for us! Julia says hi and we all hope you are feeling better. Happy New Year!!

Love, Krissy, Chris, Julia and Cole XOXOX
Kristan Laden <kristanl@sbcglobal.net>
Lincolnwood, IL USA - Monday, January 3, 2005 10:51 AM CST

Hi all & Happy New Year!
We're thinking of you & wishing you healing and renewed energy in 2005 - Oh, not to mention lots of fun and games! Hope we can join you for some soon.
Deb, Andy, Anna & Colin
Deborah Van Ness <vanness@tds.net>
Roxbury, VT - Sunday, January 2, 2005 10:19 PM CST

Hi Gus, it's Auntie Karen saying hello Fergus. Happy New Year to you, Norah, Mom and Dad. I miss you guys already. It was fun to go and stay at your house for a few days. It's sooo beautiful in Vermont. I hope and pray that each day will be easier for you. Say hi to that little rascal Norah for me too! Oops and I can't forget to say hi to Daisy. Lots of Love, Auntie Ka
Karen Quinn Kampfe <kqkampfe@aol.com>
Chestnut Hill, MA USA - Sunday, January 2, 2005 6:37 PM CST

Hi Gus,
I just got back to Uncle Jerry's house from the Ravens vs. Dolphins football game. I was the oldest fan out of 70,000 people at the game. Ray Lewis was hurt and the Ravens wanted me to play but I said, "no thanks!" Happy New Year again! I love you and hope to see you soon.
Love, Poppa
Poppa Quinn <joequinn@mymailstation>
Chestnut Hill, MA USA - Sunday, January 2, 2005 4:22 PM CST

gus and laurie and rob and norah,
happy new year to you all. for some reason i woke up feeling blue this morning until i checked my email. i read the email from you, laur, and then spent a lot of time navigating through this special web site. i am overcome by your strength of spirit. you have always been my hero, laurie. never more so than now. i will eagerly check back to this site--i am excited to know about gus' recovery and hope to make a trip to get to know you all over again in the months to come.
-meghan
meghan duffy--oops! giannetto <meghanb_duffy@yahoo.com>
acton, ma usa - Sunday, January 2, 2005 11:15 AM CST

Hi Guys! Just a quick note to let you know you are our heroes! Loved seeing the pictures and after talking to Dad last nite I will always think of Gus when I see pasta and meatballs! Love to you all, Pat John and gang.
Pat McDermott <patmcdermott34@aol.com>
Westwood, Ma USA - Sunday, January 2, 2005 9:44 AM CST

Hi Guy, I miss you and Norah since Auntie Ka & I came home.
I did get to see the trips though, and it reminded me of going to Seattle to see you when you were born. You're still my favorite guyand I'm sooooo proud of you and your
mom & dad. You all have the right stuff!
Love and God bless til I see you ina couple of weeks. Gram

Marilyn Quinn <spencerdown@cs.com>
Walpole, MA USA - Saturday, January 1, 2005 4:32 PM CST

Hi Fergus,
I love your website! We are so glad that you are feeling better. I enjoy seeing pictures of you since I haven't seen you in person since you were a baby. Your mom probably already told you that I was the first person to visit you in Seattle just minutes after you were born. I look forward to having you and your sister and parents come out to Colorado to visit us someday. Take care, Donna, Bob and Lynnea.
Donna Wilson <dwilson09876@cs.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Saturday, January 1, 2005 11:03 AM CST

Hi, this is Aunt Dianne and Uncle Craig.

We are thinking and praying for Gus and you all every day. I know the next several months will be hard but we look foward to better days soon. Love and God Bless
Dianne Woods <coolprn@aol.com>
Woodbridge, VA USA - Saturday, January 1, 2005 9:05 AM CST

Hi Fergus, Norah, Rob and Lauren,
Happy New Year! We hope the new year is full of all the fun things we like doing with you -- going to the museum, and the Playplace, and stuff like that. We can't wait till you are feeling better and want to play. We have, however, learned an awful lot about Sponge Bob since you got sick!
Love, Libby, Luke, Cate and Steve
Cate Chant <cmchant1@aol.com>
Northfield, VT USA - Friday, December 31, 2004 9:18 PM CST

Hello Fergus:
Uncle Jerry, Aunt Pat and your cousins Meghan, Brett & Sarah wish you a happy and healthy New Year. Be brave Fergus and before you know it you'll be wearing #15 and playing hockey for the best team in Vermont- the Middlebury Panthers!
Jerry Quinn <quinnlax@comcast.net>
Lutherville, MD - Friday, December 31, 2004 3:32 PM CST

Hi Gus, I love you. I love it when I say, "it is scrumptous", and you laugh. I am very happy to hear that you are feeling better. Happy and healthy New Year!
Love, Poppa

Poppa Quinn <joequinn@mymailstation.com>
Chestnut Hill, MA USA - Friday, December 31, 2004 3:28 PM CST

Hi Fergus,it was good seeing you Christmas Day at your Grandparents.I like visiting your web-site.We are all happy to see that you're doing so good.Take good care of your little sister and be good for your mom and dad.We all love you very much.Love,Uncle Larry,Aunt Norine,Jacki and Caroline.
Larry Quinn <natlpq@aol.com>
Natick, MA USA - Friday, December 31, 2004 10:15 AM CST

Hi Fergus! Solange and I loved looking at your pictures! We are impressed with how brave you are! You and your family are in our thoughts and prayers everyday. Solange is looking forward to seeing you and was remembering the fun she had with you and your dad at playgroup in Northfield. Happy New Year and may it be a year of good health, good times and good friends! Love, Sarah and Solange
Sarah & Solange Boucher <tedious@tds.net>
Northfield, Vt - Friday, December 31, 2004 7:23 AM CST

Hi Gus!
We're glad to hear the good news and wish you a speedy recovery. We hope to head East this summer and visit.
Lots of Love,
Kristen, Vince, Zoe and Zara
Kristen <kmverdi@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, December 30, 2004 10:43 PM CST

Hey Gus,
I am Pidgey, Mom's aunt and Grampy's sister. I am so happy to hear that you will be getting better. I enjoyed seeing you on Christmas at Grampy's house. I hope you get enough sleep and start to feel better. My grandson Isaac talks about you all the time. He would like to play with you when you get better. He likes pirates. Do you like pirates? Stay brave and we will see you soon, Love Auntie Pidgey
Rosemary Mezzocchi <mamrtm@aol.com>
Hollis, NH USA - Thursday, December 30, 2004 6:17 PM CST

Dear Gus,
I like being here, sorry you have a cold. gus, could you come over to play? Gus, get in your car, get your seatbelt on, and go to the white mailbox and over the bridge and that's our house.?I like you really much. please come over and play. love, camden
Camden Ritchie <julie.ritchie@att.net>
East Montpelier, VT - Thursday, December 30, 2004 5:47 PM CST

Hi Gus (Auntie Wanda)/ Fergus (Uncle Franny),

We are so glad to hear that you are doing well with your treatments. We think of you a lot and hope to see you at Camp next summer.

Stay brave,

Love,

Auntie Wanda and Uncle Franny
Auntie Wanda & Uncle Franny <fquinn@bellsouth.net>
Hiram, GA 30141 - Thursday, December 30, 2004 5:25 PM CST

Hi Gus, I knew your parents before they got married!!! I was at their wedding and got to say a special blessing for them that day. I got to hold you when you were a baby and your mom and dad keep me posted about you and your sister Norah.

I was sad to hear that you were sick but am very excited that you are getting the help you need and are getting better. I am very impressed with how brave you are. You must get that from your Mom and Dad.

I am wondering what your favorite books are as I would love to send you a book. Your Mom and Dad gave me one of my favorite books when they got married. (Shipping News)

I am sending you a big hug and an imaginary balloon with a rainbow tail. Tell your Mom and Dad that I love them and think of all of you often. I loved the Christmas card of you and Norah. Later alligator, Celeste
Celeste Rivers <willow@whidbey.net>
Stanwood, , WA United States - Thursday, December 30, 2004 3:43 PM CST

Gus! I'm Christine (one of your mom's old school friends) -- I had scrambled eggs and ketchup for breakfast today myself -- an excellent choice. Neat to read your story and to see pictures of you and Norah. Here's a riddle: Why did the doctor get mad in the line at the grocery store? Because he had no patients!
I hope you are feeling good today, and I hope I'll meet you soon...we'll swap stories and I'll show you a funny picture of myself from when I was sick...maybe Gayle and I will drive up to Vermont for a visit. Happy New Year, Beautiful Boy!
xoxo Christine and Marney (that's my 9-year-old daughter)
Christine Rathbun <christinerathbun@hotmail.com>
Sandwich, MA USA - Thursday, December 30, 2004 1:03 PM CST

Hi to our SPECIAL PAL, Fergus. We all LOVE you very much and hope you get ALL better very soon!

I want to have "pillow fights" with you again. I miss them.

Be good to Norah. She loves you very much.

Love ya!

Grampy
Joseph M. Quinn, Jr. <JoeQuinn2001@cs.com>
Walpole, MA USA - Thursday, December 30, 2004 11:23 AM CST

Momand I were hoping for a late night posting. My best wishes. Did you know there are Yoga books for dogs?
josh <joshua072374@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, December 28, 2004 11:56 PM CST

Hey Ferguso! It is good to see your pictures and how you are doing. We hope to see you dancing soon!
Dancing Bob & Zoe & Michele
Seattle, WA USA - Tuesday, December 28, 2004 6:59 PM CST

Gus (I'm a girl, so I can call you Gus), loved seeing your pictures. How boring is it just hanging out at the hospital!!! YUCK. I'm glad you have all your hair, unlike Grandpa Ryan. It sound like you are eating as much food as your cousin Josh. Ha! Ha!
wendy ryan
- Tuesday, December 28, 2004 5:26 PM CST

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