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Sweet Lynn,

I've been missing you like crazy!! I've also wondered what your doing at EACH & EVERY moment. Like right now..........are you finished w/ the mri? I hope you can feel all the prayers being sent to our Father about you!! I also hope you've had some still moments this week, maybe tonight.

By the way...........Taylor was in GREAT spirits today when we brought her home. The guard jokingly said I couldn't drop her off to which my response was ok then Taylor you can go to the beach w/ us - WOW - did her face light up!!!! She was all for that!!! hee hee

Alright my friend, get a good nights sleep. I can't wait to catch up. Hey, we still owe ourselves a trip to the Galleria!! What a great time of year to go! How 'bout once the kiddos are back to school?! (I'm thinking if you can get yourself back from Houston, then YOU can find the Galleria next time!!! HA!!) Your gig is up my friend!! hee hee You don't really need "your driver" any more, just your hair dresser when you travel!! HA!!

Miss & Love You!! Jen

LOOK RIGHT & Stay Strong!

JennyGwynn <jennygwynn@comcast.net>
Frisco, - Wednesday, November 16, 2005 10:40 PM CST
Lynn,

Thinking of you and praying for you as you take on the 'scary' trip to your hotel. You are covered in prayer my friend! Be safe driving home and enjoy the moments alone.

I love you, Suzanne

Suzanne <Suzannelcobb@aol.com>
- Wednesday, November 16, 2005 9:57 PM CST
We miss your sweet smiling face! Can't wait to see ya! Many prayers are sent up to the throne for you and your family! The posts you send out are amazing...thank you for sharing part of your life with us. A wonderful friend of mine has recently been diagnosed with breast cancer and I refered her to your web site. She is drawing much comfort and wisdom and encouragement from her faith in Our Father and from your posts. Thank you, again, for being a living testimony.
Candace Snyder <txcandace@comcast.net>
Plano, Tx - Wednesday, November 16, 2005 9:41 PM CST
Hey,Lynn!
I'm so thrilled that you're at M.D.Anderson...although I know it's a HUGE stretch to be away from your family. Things at school are fine, although you are so missed. I chatted with Jenny Gwynn, and we talked about the retreat. Wasn't it amazing?! She said ya'll left Sat. night...good idea. Taylor and Jacob are doing just fine. Today, I saw Jacob at the book fair, and he was very content. I pray for you many times throughout the day...I know that you are very well taken care of. When you have time...reflect on the Phil.1:6...the theme of Devine Design. It's so very real. I love you, Lisa

Lisa Brashier <lisa.brashier@verizon.net>
Carrollton, TX USA - Wednesday, November 16, 2005 7:18 PM CST
Hi Lynn. Wow. Lots of stuff going on in your life right now. I am thrilled that you are getting expert 2nd opinions at MDA. As for Taylor's birthday. Could you all go to Houston as a family? (extended family) with Grands taking care of the young uns while you and Dave meet with the Doctor? There are all sorts of fun things to do there for children. Maybe a birthday dinner that night at a fun place in Houston? And cup cakes for the class when you all return to Dallas? Just a thought.
Lise Lawrence
Waikoloa, HI USA - Wednesday, November 16, 2005 12:28 AM CST
Lynn:

Thank you for keeping us posted!! My thoughts are with you each day. I will pray for your requests & much more!! Stay strong & continue to lean on God. He will hold you up!! If needed, I will be more than happy to take cupcakes to Taylor's class... I know it is not the same, but I'm willing to help in anyway. Please remember we are all pulling for you at Tom Hicks.

Much love & concern,

Gretchen Round

Gretchen Round <jgmround@grandecom.net>
Frisco, TX USA - Wednesday, November 16, 2005 10:39 AM CST
You are so strong! You can do this! I know you can! We are all behind you! Best of luck and much peace for the coming days! Love you!
Jill Smail...looking RIGHT! <jill.smail@novartis.com>
Englewood, CO - Tuesday, November 15, 2005 9:25 PM CST
Lynn,
I'm so pleased for you that everything is going better than planned at MDA. My dad told me that is a wonderful place he was going to go there but decided to go to Cedar Sinai (? on the spelling) because it was closer to home. Thankfully it's now been over 15 years since his cancer. Just think someday you too will be able to look back and have those same thoughts. My prayers are with you and your family. God Bless!
Love,
Lynde

Lynde Bove <paramedico@cox.net>
Gilbert, AZ - Tuesday, November 15, 2005 7:35 PM CST
DEAR DAUGHTER-IN LOVE. THANK YOU FOR TAKING THE TIME TO POST. YOU HAVE WONDERFUL CHILDREN ,WHO HAVE REMARKABLE INSIGHT FOR THEIR AGE. WE WILL MAKE TAYLOR'S BIRTHDAY GO ON AND ON!!!! THEY ARE NOW HEADING OFF TO THE PARK TO PLAY ON THE NEW,BIG SWING. JAKE READ US TWO BOOKS AND TAYLOR DID HER WRITTEN HOMEWORK. I'M COOKING FRIED CHICKEN AND MASHED POTATOES AND,YES, THEY'LL HAVE A VEGGIE. LITTLE DO THEY KNOW THERE IS AN ICE CREAM TREAT STASHED AWAY. JAKE TOLD ME THAT YOU SAID I SPOIL THEM!! I TOLD HIM THAT I SOILED HIS DAD,TOO. I'M SO GLAD YOU ARE AT MD. I KNOW THE FRUSTRATION OF A BIG INSTITUTION, BUT THEY ARE ON THE CUTING EDGE OF TREATMENT. I LOVE YOU AND THANK YOU FOR THESE TWO BEAUTIFUL GRANDBABIES!! HUGS, GAIL
GAIL NEWMAN <NEWMANJ36@NETSCAPE.NET>
FRISCO, TX - Tuesday, November 15, 2005 4:31 PM CST
Hi Lynn,
I MISS YOU!!! You have only been a milisecond away from my everythought over the past 24 hours.

I went to the flex class yesterday and today when I showed up sweet Kim-Lan pipes in..."look at you...two days in a row without your sweet side kick!" HA HA EVERYONE is asking about you and of course the offers of things people want to do to help is endless.

Sorry yesterday was so frustrating...even so...you have such a positive outlook and we will take all prayer requests for you and "storm heaven". I will look forward to talking with you later.

Take care of you and know that we're waiting for your return!!

Luv ya bunches,

Holly

Holly Crandell <hmcrand@comcast.net>
- Tuesday, November 15, 2005 1:39 PM CST
Thanks for the late night entry Lynn. Wow, what a day. I am hoping that your tests today are going well and that everyone is nice and greets you with a smile. Will check in again later to see how today goes (Tuesday).
Heidi Isaak <heidi.isaak@genmill.com>
New Hope, mn usa - Tuesday, November 15, 2005 1:00 PM CST
keep your head up! You are amazing!
Dena Baker <jeff_denabaker@yahoo.com>
Eden Prairie, MN - Tuesday, November 15, 2005 12:32 AM CST
Sweet Lynn, thank you for the newsy update. What a trying time for you and David....You are on my heart and in my prayers and my very best wishes are with you.

Love you,

Charlotte

Charlotte McKay <crmckay2@aol.com>
Austin, TX USA - Tuesday, November 15, 2005 8:49 AM CST
After being awakened by Greg screaming, "GO! GO! GO!"(he was watching the Cowboy game!) I decided to check on you. I am so glad that I did. Thank you for giving us all specific prayer requests for you. I will definitely be praying for your sweet Taylor to understand the predicament you are in. If you have to, you can make her birthday a week long celebration when you get back!:) Please know that I will be on my knees for you daily. I will also be praying that you will find a restaurant with non-greasy food! May God's peace be with you throughout the week. Hugs to you my friend...Anna
anna rainwater <anna.banana3@hotmail.com>
- Monday, November 14, 2005 11:36 PM CST
LYNN----
WELCOME TO HOUSTON!!!! I am here for you and Dave- whatever you need--- if you need a place to crash, someone to drive you around, someone to hold your hand---- please call--- 713-545-2897---- tomorrow will be a long day of tests but I am soooo glad you are MDA--- the best of the best--- in my prayers

Nancy Jacobson <nancy.l.jacobson@wellsfargo.com>
Houston, TX - Monday, November 14, 2005 10:51 PM CST
Hi Lynn
Just thinking and praying for you, and Dave, Taylor and Jacob. We miss you guys!

Rick Lung <rclung37@yahoo.com>
Orlando, FL USA - Monday, November 14, 2005 8:52 PM CST
Lynn, I work with your husband at PepsiCo. During a recent trip he made to Publix a few weeks ago, Dave shared your testimony. I was touched by the love and compassion he has for you. It's clear he draws a great deal of strength from you. Since that day, my husband Michael, and I have prayed for your healing daily and we've got our entire Sunday School class of 54 believers praying for you as well. God is the great physician. He has answered so many prayers in our lives that they're too numerous to name. I pray that you will have a blessed week, and that you will feel the presence of our Lord daily. Valerie
Valerie Brown <valerie_brown@qtgsales.com>
Alpharetta, GA - Monday, November 14, 2005 6:36 PM CST
Just thinking of you as you travel to Houston this week. May the prayers that surround you and the Good Lord that is with you bring you strength, peace, and hope at MD Anderson. When I get anxious about something I often close my eyes and say "Let Go, Let God." Love ya Lynn!
Heidi Isaak <heidi.isaak@genmill.com>
New Hope, MN USA - Monday, November 14, 2005 9:15 AM CST
Lynn and family, You have our thoughts and prayers. May MD Anderson give you the guidance you seek. Have a happy Thanksgiving with your family. Aunt Sally and family
Sally Craig
Independence, Ia. U.S.A. - Sunday, November 13, 2005 8:04 PM CST
"L" - What a weekend!! So many laughs, so many tears, so many truths.......so MANY memories! I am incredibly thankful for the journey we shared together as well as with so many of our friends. (Holly - you were greatly missed though!) I know the retreat was not the best timing for you since your off to Houston this week BUT we have to remember.........it's not our timing - it's God's timing!! We need to stop "the busy" and be still & listen. Clearly I could see God's hand at work this weekend in so many ways. Actually, if you think about it.........it really was the best timing......to have this chance to re-focus & re-connect with God just before you begin a new journey this week. As always, He will be with you every step of the way. Sshhhh........just be still & listen my friend! And I will be praying for each & every new step your taking on your journey this week!!

So get ready.........it's time to KNOCK THIS CANCER OUT OF YOUR BODY!!!! (Imagine the theme to Rocky playing in the background - HA!!) I am going to miss you the next two weeks sister!! Be strong and be still.

I love you to pieces ~
Jen


JennyGwynn <jennygwynn@comcast.net>
Frisco, - Sunday, November 13, 2005 8:01 PM CST
Precious Lynn,
It was oh so good to see you at the retreat this weekend. I hope that your heart was filled as you would have hoped it to be. You have to know - you look better in "foil" than anyone I'ver ever seen! :) I will be praying for you, Dave and the kiddos this week as you head to Houston. I just know that atleast some part of God's ultimate plan for complete healing for you will be revealed to the doctors. Keeping the faith and the hope!!!

pattie
- Sunday, November 13, 2005 4:32 PM CST
Dear Lynn...You have not been far from my thoughts these days. We will be thinking of you as you travel to Houston. I pray that the doctors will know exactly what they need to do for you to treat your cancer and rid your body of this disease once and for all! I know that you will continue to press on with God right beside you leading the way. Love ya friend.....Anna
Anna Rainwater <anna.banana3@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, November 13, 2005 4:31 PM CST
Lynn, Good luck at MDAnderson this week. I will be thinking of you and keeping you in my thoughts and prayers.
Much love, Erin Carlson

Erin Carlson <friscocarlson@comcast.net>
Frisco, TX - Saturday, November 12, 2005 9:33 PM CST
Just thinking about you alot this week! Praying for you as well! Hope the trip to MD Anderson proves to be just the answer that you're looking for.
Pattie <pattiewilson2000@yahoo.com>
- Friday, November 11, 2005 9:30 AM CST
Prayers, hugs, and many good thoughts to you Lynn from New Hope, MN!
Heidi Isaak <heidi.isaak@genmill.com>
New Hope, mn usa - Thursday, November 10, 2005 9:32 AM CST
Lynn:
My thoughts & prayers continue to be with you. May MD Anderson give you the answers you need. I'll be thinking of you. Drive safe and many, many, many prayers!!

Gretchen Round

Gretchen Round <jgmround@grandecom.net>
Frisco, TX USA - Wednesday, November 9, 2005 8:47 PM CST
Hi Lynn!
We are just getting ready to head to LA with the kids for the ASU/UCLA game this weekend -- cheer for the Devils! They are going to need it!! Didn't want to leave without letting you know we are thinking of you all the time and praying you have a fun, "normal" weekend with your loved ones. Hang in there kiddo. We love ya!
Vicky

Vicky <vickyn@prattthompson.com>
Scottsdale, AZ - Wednesday, November 9, 2005 8:25 PM CST
Hi Lynn, I don't know if you remember me but we met in Cabos . We were staying with the Coats. We were up dated on the trip to Europe with Dean and Gail as to your condition. I pray that all goes well at MD Anderson, I have a friend that goes there from Denver and has great results. Love and Prayers Joy Raskis
Joy Raskis <raskis@comcast.net>
Littleton, CO USA - Wednesday, November 9, 2005 5:53 PM CST
Lynn,
Thinking of you & wanted you to know that I sent you an email about you trip to Houston. Please let me know what I can do for you while you are here!

Melissa Schmitz <melissa@snfriends.com>
Houston, TX USA - Wednesday, November 9, 2005 9:31 AM CST
Lynn
sending some smiles and hugs your way--- hope to see you next week when you are in Houston

Nancy Jacobson <nancy.l.jacobson@wellsfargo.com>
Houston, tx - Tuesday, November 8, 2005 7:15 PM CST
I want you to know that you are the strongest and most couragous person. You are an inspiration for many people. You are in Gods hands and his love never fails. I wish and pray for the best.
Holly (LaJean's daughter)

Holly <hollymuilenburg@yahoo.com>
Winona, MN - Monday, November 7, 2005 10:13 PM CST
Lynn
Your story continues to inspire. You've our thoughts and prayers. I passed my one year tests OK and trust it will continue clear. Thank you for keeping us informed.
Our Love
Greg and Paige Evans
Whisper Crossing Ranch

Greg and Paige Evans <kiowaevans@direcway.com>
Kiowa, CO USA - Monday, November 7, 2005 12:59 AM CST
Hope you had a great weekend! Here's to a great week. :) Lots of love and prayers from New Hope, MN.
Heidi Isaak <heidi.isaak@genmill.com>
New Hope, mn usa - Monday, November 7, 2005 8:50 AM CST
Good Morning!! Hoping that this week will be a good one for you and yours! Thinking of you always! Love ya!
Jill Smail...looking RIGHT! <jill.smail@novartis.com>
Englewood, CO - Monday, November 7, 2005 6:29 AM CST
Lynn and Dave...Just wanted you to know how much I LOVE your sweet little Jacob. He always has that sweet smile plastered on his cute little face. Camden and Grant have told me several times this afternoon that they want Jacob to be in their huddle group EVERY Sunday because"he likes to draw rainbows with us!" Praying for you...Anna
Anna Rainwater <anna.banana3@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, November 6, 2005 1:00 PM CST
Good morning, Lynn --
Have been praying for you and thinking about you so much lately....your unwavering faith and "anything less than a cure is unacceptable" attitude give me strength!
I pray for you to have a fun-filled, enjoyable, peaceful, pain free weekend and for that to continue through the days to come as the experts put their heads together to come up with the best plan for you.
Love to you and your family.
Deb, Paul, Matthew, Anna, and Ella

Deb Klein <debroah.klein@allina.com>
St Paul, MN - Friday, November 4, 2005 10:49 AM CST
Hello my friend. Happy Friday to you! Looking forward to hearing about today's recommendations (from the 6:30 a.m presentation). "One Day at a time" Lynn. I listen to that song almost daily if not several times a day. Lots of love and prayers from New Hope, MN!
Heidi Isaak <heidi.isaak@genmill.com>
New Hope, m usa - Friday, November 4, 2005 8:25 AM CST
Hey there! Just wanted you to kno that you are on my mind! Hope you have a great weekend! FIGHT SISTER FIGHT!
Jill Smail...looking RIGHT! <jill.smail@novartis.com>
Englewood, CO - Friday, November 4, 2005 6:23 AM CST
Lynn, I"m so glad you've had some fun times with the kiddos and are experiencing a little of the "normalcy" of life. I will be praying as we wait for the other opinions. It's been said a thousand times but you are such an inspiration and I admire you for your courage, your grace, your will to fight and your faith and love for God. Hang in there sweet friend. They are going to find the best treatment to cure you once and for all!!!!
Love, Pattie
- Wednesday, November 2, 2005 10:02 PM CST
Thanks so much for the update! We all care about you so much. I am so glad you have so many good minds working on your case. Keep up the good fight and know that we are here for you. Praying for you and thinking of you and yours!
Jill Smail...looking RIGHT! <jill.smail@novartis.com>
Englewood, CO - Wednesday, November 2, 2005 9:04 PM CST
Lynn,

Dennis and I check on all of our CB friends nightly and have been waiting with baited breath about the F.I.S.H. test. I admire and respect the idea to wait until all the powers that be can hopefully agree upon a treatment. I'm really anxious to hear what M.D. Andersen has to recommend.

Stay strong baby and you are such a lucky girl to have Holly as your best friend. We should all have a "Holly" in our lives.

Much love to the family and keep us posted.

xxoo,

Dana

Dana Eisenberg <danaeisenberg@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, November 2, 2005 8:24 PM CST
Happy Wednesday Lynn! Hope you are feeling well today. Just wanted to say hello and let you know I'm thinking of you. FIGHT SISTER FIGHT!
Heidi Isaak <heidi.isaak@genmill.com>
New Hope, mn usa - Wednesday, November 2, 2005 11:25 AM CST
Hi Lynn:

Just wanted you to know you are in my thoughts & prayers!!

Gretchen Round

jgmround@grandecom.net <jgmround@grandecom.net>
Frisco, TX USA - Wednesday, November 2, 2005 8:40 AM CST
Hello there! Just wanted you to know I was thinking of you! Hope all is well! FIGHT SISTER FIGHT!
Jill Smail...looking RIGHT! <jill.smail@novartis.com>
Englewood, CO - Tuesday, November 1, 2005 9:31 PM CST
Lynn,
I hope you all had a great Halloween. Just thinking about you and wanted you to know.
Love,
Lynde

Lynde Bove <paramedico@cox.net>
Gilbert, AZ - Tuesday, November 1, 2005 9:03 PM CST
Just checking in to say hello. Hope you and your family had a great Halloween! Praying you are feeling better each day!
Heidi Isaak <heidi.isaak@genmill.com>
New Hope, mn usa - Tuesday, November 1, 2005 7:39 PM CST
Lynn, Hello from State college. Hope you had a restful weekend. All is well here. We are planning to leave for Texas Saturday. You are all in our prayers. God loves you and so do we. Mom and Dad Newman
Newman < newmanj36@netscape.net>
- Tuesday, November 1, 2005 6:32 PM CST
Lynn,
Great talking to you today! I'm thrilled about your appt in a couple of weeks. Wanted you to know that I told 'Wonder-Woman' and she said that you're making her the happiest she could be today, in hearing this news. She's just left for school to help in little superman's class party, and I'm headed there shortly to help out in the making of egg-carton-spiders. Can you say work-life balance?
Anyway, you sounded good today, and I was so happy 'bout that, and again it was great to hear your voice. So... I hope it stops raining this afternoon in Dallas, and you have a GREAT Halloween with the kids.
LYB,
BATMAN

a.k.a. Brad Pitt <brad.pitt@yahooooooo.com>
- Monday, October 31, 2005 3:06 PM CST
Happy Halloween to you and your sweet little goblins! Just wanted you to know you are in our thoughts and prayers. Hope you didn't do too much damage at the mall -- actually, I hope you did (sorry Dave!). Take care :)
Vicky

Vicky <vickyn@prattthompson.com>
Scottsdale, AZ - Monday, October 31, 2005 11:15 AM CST
Sounds like the sock hop was a huge success (Jenny's entry). Hope you rested up this weekend especially if you do go shopping and treat yourself to a spa tomorrow. You deserve it Lynn! We had way too many Halloween parties already and Halloween isn't even here yet. I must admit I enjoy sneaking candy from the kid's buckets. I read an interesting article in today's paper I'm going to send you (proper foods to eat to kill cancer cells). Gotta go now and get the kids to bed early so we are rested up for tomorrow night. Love ya! Keep LOOKING RIGHT. :)
Heidi Isaak <heidi.isaak@genmill.com>
New Hope, MN usa - Sunday, October 30, 2005 6:43 PM CST
WHEW!!! We did it!! Everyone seemed to have a wonderful time AND - NO props fell!! HA HA Thanks to your sweet and patient hubby for saving the day with securing the banner!!! You ROCK Big Daddy Dave!!!

Now, it's on to planning a wedding shower. Hmmm, maybe we need to start our own event planning business! Having two rather anal people planning things together, you know ALL the lil' details will be covered!! HA HA It's worth all the wonderful memories!!

I'm resting up today so we can treat ourselves to a lovely lunch & day of shopping tomorrow at the Galleria. (Do you think we can expense it to the pta?!?! - HA, only kidding!) Can't wait! Just one question..........should we go with OR without our ponytails?!

Love ya friend ~ Jen

JennyGwynn <jennygwynn@comcast.net>
Frisco, - Sunday, October 30, 2005 8:28 AM CST
What an awesome party! A sign of a great party is that no one wants to leave...and the sock hop was still going strong LONG AFTER the established "stop time". It was a HUGE success! "Kudos" to you and Ms. Jenny on a fabulous event! You are amazing, Lynn!
Candace <txcandace@comcast.net>
Plano, Tx USA - Saturday, October 29, 2005 9:55 PM CDT
Sweet Dreams Lynn, I'm sure you are fast a sleep , it would be mid night your time. Did you and the family have a wonderful time tonight? I know you worked hard at getting the party ready for all the kids. Did you take any pictures? Sent us some OK. Have a good week end. Love to all. Happy Birthday Kathy, did you go to the school party this evening?
Love to you , sleep late in the morning.
God Speed
Mom

Suzanne K. Berg <azberg@msn.com>
MESA, AZ USA - Friday, October 28, 2005 11:59 PM CDT
Hope that you had a wonderful time at the 'Hop'!!
Praying for strong treatment options!

Jill Smail...looking RIGHT! <jill.smail@novartis.com>
Englewood, CO - Friday, October 28, 2005 8:49 PM CDT
Enjoy the sock hop tonight Lynn. I'm sure if you planned it, it will be a blast! All my love to you and your family! :) Heidi
Heidi Isaak <heidi.isaak@genmill.com>
New Hope, mn usa - Friday, October 28, 2005 9:15 AM CDT
Lynn,
I hope you are resting and your arm feels better--- sweet dreams-

Nancy Jacobson <nancy.l.jacobson@wellsfargo.com>
Houston, TX - Thursday, October 27, 2005 10:14 PM CDT
We're praying and praying for you, sweet Lynn! Sending lots of hugs and kisses to you and your family.
Yvette and Andrew <yvettem259@aol.com>
Austin, TX USA - Thursday, October 27, 2005 9:54 PM CDT
Lynn:

So glad to see you up at school today!! Enjoy yourself tomorrow night, dancing with your dear friend, Jenny. You will continue to be in my thoughts and prayers.

Hugs to you,

Gretchen

Gretchen <jgmround@grandecom.net>
Frisco, TX USA - Thursday, October 27, 2005 7:51 PM CDT
Hi Lynn!
Hope you are having a "boring" day! Just working through my ironing pile which grows faster than I iron -- see, there is one plus to this, you get out of ironing :) Take care and will chat soon.
Love,
Vicky

Vicky <vickyn@prattthompson.com>
Scottsdale, AZ - Thursday, October 27, 2005 11:58 AM CDT
Were gonna rock around the clock.......in two more nights! hee hee
Continue to rest up my friend, just pace yourself..........it's almost "show time"!! It's going to be great!!!!!!!!!!!

xoxo - Jen


JennyGwynn <jennygwynn@comcast.net>
Frisco, - Wednesday, October 26, 2005 10:55 PM CDT
Hey, Lynn! Great to hear things are going so well. I just wish you didn't have to suffer the pain...guess you really do become more like Christ every day...knowing pain the way you do. I will keep praying about your upcoming treatment...sounds super great. Here's something funny...I "subbed" for Coach Reed at school today for Jacob's specials. We learned about bones, and he is SO smart! Made me laugh! You are a huge part of my prayer life every single day...all of Hicks is waiting for you to come back! Huge love, Lisa
Lisa Brashier <lisa.brashier@verizon.net>
Carrollton, Texas USA - Wednesday, October 26, 2005 8:35 PM CDT
Lynn..Hope your arm is feeling better! Oh, and you will be happy to know that I used my 25$ coupon and got the shoes!!!:0 Like I need another pair of shoes! Praying for you...Anna
Anna Rainwater <anna.banana3@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, October 26, 2005 7:57 PM CDT
Just checking in to say hello and let you know I'm thinking about you. Glad to hear the kids are concerned about normal kid stuff again! :) Gotta love the American girl collection. Here's to a great day Lynn. FIGHT SISTER FIGHT!
Heidi Isaak <heidi.isaak@genmill.com>
New Hope, mn usa - Wednesday, October 26, 2005 11:52 AM CDT
Just wanted you to know that you are in my thoughts and prayers always.Keep on fighting!
Kelsey <kelsey.berg@uwrf.edu>
- Wednesday, October 26, 2005 11:47 AM CDT
GoodMorning Sweet Girl
Have a great Day... Love You Lots.

MOM

Suzanne K. Berg <azberg@msn.com>
MESA, AZ USA - Wednesday, October 26, 2005 9:43 AM CDT
Dear Lynn,
You do not know me, but I heard of your story from your Aunt Connie Berg in New Richland. My name is Brenda Strenge and we live in New Richland. Our son,Ethan, was diagnosed with Rhabdomyosarcoma, a rare form of childhood cancer, the day before his fourth birthday, July 29th. We have been hospitalized at St. Mary's in Rochester for the majority of three months trying to battle this terrible disease. Connie brought us supper the other night and told me of your website. Just wanted to drop you a line and let you know that you are in our thoughts and prayers as you continue your courageous battle. Hope all is well with you. Brenda

Brenda Strenge <bestreng@smig.net>
New Richland, MN USA - Tuesday, October 25, 2005 11:25 PM CDT
Dear Lynn,
You do not know me, but I heard of your story from your Aunt Connie Berg in New Richland. My name is Brenda Strenge and we live in New Richland. Our son,Ethan, was diagnosed with Rhabdomyosarcoma, a rare form of childhood cancer, the day before his fourth birthday, July 29th. We have been hospitalized at St. Mary's in Rochester for the majority of three months trying to battle this terrible disease. Connie brought us supper the other night and told me of your website. Just wanted to drop you a line and let you know that you are in our thoughts and prayers as you continue your courageous battle. Hope all is well with you. Brenda

Brenda Strenge <bestreng@smig.net>
New Richland, MN USA - Tuesday, October 25, 2005 11:25 PM CDT


Dear Lynn,
Just want to remind you that you are in my prayers and my Bible Study group's. Keep looking right! Love you, Aunt Mary

Aunt Mary <gladme@iowatelecom.net>
- Tuesday, October 25, 2005 11:11 PM CDT
thank you, friend! - xoxo, Jen
JennyGwynn <jennygwynn@comcast.net>
Frisco, - Tuesday, October 25, 2005 11:02 PM CDT
Hope the eye apt went well!

Carson has a friend who celebrated 1/2 birthdays! Her mom would bring treats for the class and have friends over for special 1/2 b-day play dates etc.....great for her....rotten for the rest of us! It has been three years and Carson still asks what we are going to do for HIS 1/2 b-day! UGH! This year it fell on a date that they happened to be going to a baseball game.....he thinks it was to celebrate the 1/2 b-day.....next year will be interesting!

Love ya! Keep up the great fight!

Jill Smail...looking RIGHT! <jill.smail@novartis.com>
Englewood, CO - Tuesday, October 25, 2005 10:36 PM CDT
Lynn,
it was soooo great to see you this weekend--- you looked so pretty--- I hope that you have comfort from the pain and peace in your heart and thoughts---- Sincerely, Nancy

Nancy Jacobson <nancy.l.jacobson@wellsfargo.com>
Houston, TX - Tuesday, October 25, 2005 9:21 PM CDT
Lynn:

Thinking of you today with hopes all went well at your eye doctor appointment.

Your in my thoughts,
Gretchen Round

Gretchen Round <jgmround@grandecom.net>
Frisco, TX USA - Tuesday, October 25, 2005 8:23 PM CDT
Lynn,

There was a big article in my local paper about Herceptine! There was a clinical trial here and the woman interviewed raved about it (if you can rave about a cancer drug.) She had it with chemo. I wish you guidance in your decision making!

Tracy (FOA-Fundraising Leader) <feeneyd@earthlink.net>
Newburgh, NY - Tuesday, October 25, 2005 1:29 PM CDT
Lynn,
You sound so good. I'm so pleased that everything thing seems to just be falling right into place. I just read your posting and I have such a big smile on my face as my 4 year old Peyton would say that makes my heart happy. All these prayers and positive wishes seem to be doing the trick, not to mention the amount of strenght you have inside of you. You're an AMAZING PERSON Lynn Newman, keep fighting.
Love,
Lynde

Lynde Bove <paramedico@cox.net>
Gilbert, AZ - Tuesday, October 25, 2005 1:00 PM CDT
Good Morning Lynn
It's a much better morning than yesterday.. I woke up in a blue mood yesterday morning,and it was that way all day, little did I know my sweet Girl was having one also. Guess I should have know because , when you don't sleep well, I have a sleepless night, when you have a blue day , I have a blue day. I quess a Mother knows when her child is sad or hurting or what ever. ( Lynn I would like you to have good thoughts, good nights sleep and happy days, I need them OK) Dad and I had second thoughts about leaving you on Sat. but you had been feeling better or at lease putting on a good front. So we left for Mesa Sat. morning at 4:40 AM, we drove streight through to Mesa and arived at 8:00 PM that evening. All went good except I got car sick the last two hours. I have never been car sick before,,, you who know Lynn , know she can get car sick in almost all cars.. this way we had differed, that is until now.. believe me I do not wish to have it again. You should be at the eye Dr. seeing about your eyes. Hope all goes well and this problem with you eye was a one time shot. Did David have a good time last night.. I also wish you could have been with him. Hi to my beautiful grandchildren .. Love to all. Keep smiling and your faith and love in God.
Call your Mother today about your eyes OK.....
God Bless
Mom

Suzanne K Berg <azberg@msn.com>
Mesa, AZ USA - Tuesday, October 25, 2005 12:56 AM CDT
Thinking of you today.

Mandy

mamatooryan
- Tuesday, October 25, 2005 11:40 AM CDT
Hi Lynn,

Thanks for keeping us so well updated. I'm glad to hear you're slowly on the road to recovery. You're such a strong person. By the way, I'm in the midst of Herceptin treatment as we speak. I'll be taking it through June of 2006. It's a piece of cake and I thank God it exists.

Danielle
Simi Valley, CA USA - Tuesday, October 25, 2005 11:06 AM CDT
Lynn,
My first time to post, but have been following your story for a long time and feel like I know you. I am sending you a surprise in the mail, so be looking for something from Shreveport....
Love,
Teresa

Teresa Powell <annah99@aol.com>
Shreveport, La 71118 - Monday, October 24, 2005 11:11 PM CDT
Yea God - for providing Lynn with "unexpecting" angels just when she needs them. You will kick this in the butt girl - with or without your trip to the gym! Keep us posted and know that we're all still here praying for you!
Love, Pattie <pattiewilson2000@yahoo.com>
the colony, tx - Monday, October 24, 2005 10:41 PM CDT
Tell Dave it is our job to give our husbands gray hair as it is just part of the wonderful package. :) Randy's head is almost completely gray now so I'm thinking of taking it easy on him the next few years! So glad to read your posting. Wow, you had an eventful week last week. I am so happy that all your cancer is in a lab now. Stay there for good! Continued prayers for a good recovery and a cancer free body! As Jill says "FIGHT SISTER FIGHT!"
Heidi Isaak <heidi.isaak@genmill.com>
New Hope, mn usa - Monday, October 24, 2005 7:08 PM CDT
Sweet Lynn,
Your thoughts and experiences are such a HUGE encouragement to us all! I'm so thrilled that Christ was there for you...reassuring His incredible presence! Isn't it just like Him to be there when you were most afraid?! We miss you so much at school...I am praying for you to come to the womens retreat!!! I love you, Lisa

Lisa Brashier <lisa.brashier@verizon.net>
Carrollton, Texas U.S.A. - Monday, October 24, 2005 7:00 PM CDT
Lynn, It was great to hear that your surgery went so well. We're praying that your recovery comes quickly and Dr. Hampe continues his wonderful care. Our prayers are that your cancer is gone forever. Starlet and Donnie

Starlet Brummer <dsbrum@charter.net>
Rochester, MN USA - Monday, October 24, 2005 4:11 PM CDT
Lynn,
Was out of town but thought of you daily. I am so sorry this recovery is keeping you down. You are so amazing though how you deal with the pain and keep the positive outlook - praise God for giving you peace. I wish I were there this time to just hang out in bed with you all day again! Take care and give our best to Dave and the kids. Love ya,
Vicky

Vicky <vickyn@prattthompson.com>
Scottsdale, AZ - Monday, October 24, 2005 3:02 PM CDT
Lynn it was great to read your posting. I pray for you each day and I hope for an amazing recovery. I also received the bracelets and I share your story when I can and tell them to LOOK RIGHT. Please know you will continue to be in my thoughts and prayers and you continuous faith is so touching.
Connie Kells <ckells@playtex.com>
Norwood, MN - Monday, October 24, 2005 2:58 PM CDT
AMEN Lynn! Keep on Healing!
We Love You.
We're all home today - school cancelled thanks to Wilma.
Its jus been rainy and windy. actually right now is sunny and very windy. Other than that, Orlando was unbothered by it all. The kids were disappointed that the power didn't go out, as they were all ready with flash lights and plans of their own.

Rick Lung <rclung37@yahoo.com>
Orlando, FL - Monday, October 24, 2005 1:04 PM CDT
Lynn,

It was so good to hear that you are slowly but surely feeling better. I'm so pleased for you and your family that the MRI turned out so well. Keep fighting and stay strong. God Bless You!
Love,
Lynde

Lynde Bove <paramedico@cox.net>
Gilbert, AZ - Monday, October 24, 2005 9:46 AM CDT
Lynn:

Wow!!! What an incredible story - God is always with you. Your faith is an inspiration to all of us. I believe God has chosen you to show others how reliable He is!! Thank you!! Your faith is what will pull you through this horrible ordeal. I pray the cancer is out of your body!! I will continue to pray for peace, comfort, & strength. Hope to see you this Friday with your dancing shoes on. God has blessed you with wonderful friends, Jenny Gwynn & Holly. May you have a great week, with little pain!! We all at Tom Hicks are thinking of you everyday.

Much love to you!!

Gretchen Round

P.S. I pray the holding cross is bringing you some comfort!!

Gretchen Round <jgmround@grandecom.net>
Frisco, TX USA - Monday, October 24, 2005 9:19 AM CDT
Good Morning! Hoping that it is a good week for you! THinking of you! FIGHT SISTER FIGHT!
Jill Smail...looking RIGHT! <jill.smail@novartis.com>
Englewood, CO - Monday, October 24, 2005 6:54 AM CDT
My sweet girl,
I was so thrilled to hear from you that things are going okay. I wanted to call and hear your voice but I know how overwhelming 100 messages can be. Please know that you are never far from my heart or my prayers- praying for complete recovery.
Much love,
Jill

Jill Herweyer <jillndar@comcast.net>
- Sunday, October 23, 2005 3:10 PM CDT
Sweet Friend - after your most recent ordeal, a song keeps coming to mind that I've been meaning to give you a copy of since last year. Remember "that" song? (the guy with the soulful, raspy voice).........here are the words to it, may they inspire you tonight. (I promise to get a copy to you this week!)


MAC POWELL OF THIRD DAY (from Traveling Light)

THOUGHT THAT I WAS ALL ALONE,
BROKEN AND AFRIAD
BUT YOU WERE THERE WITH ME,
YOU WERE THERE WITH ME

AND I DIDN'T EVEN KNOW
THAT I HAD LOST MY WAY
BUT YOU WERE THERE WITH ME,
YES, YOU WERE THERE WITH ME

UNTIL YOU OPENED UP MY EYES I NEVER KNEW
THAT I COULDN'T EVER MAKE IT WITHOUT YOU.

AND EVEN THOUGH THE JOURNEY'S LONG,
AND I KNOW THE ROAD IS HARD
WELL, THE ONE WHO'S GONE BEFORE ME,
HE WILL HELP ME CARRY ON

AND AFTER ALL THAT I'VE BEEN THROUGH
NOW I REALIZE THE TRUTH
THAT I MUST GO THROUGH THE VALLEY
TO STAND UPON THE MOUNTAIN OF GOD

AS I TRAVELED ON THE ROAD
YOU NEVER LET ME DOWN,
YOU ARE HERE WITH ME,
YES, YOU ARE HERE WITH ME

AND I HAVE NEED FOR NOTHING MORE
FOR NOW THAT I HAVE FOUND
THAT YOU ARE HERE WITH ME,
YES, YOU ARE HERE WITH ME

I CAN FACE FROM TIME TO TIME I LOOSE MY WAY
BUT YOU ARE ALWAYS THERE TO BRING ME BACK AGAIN

EVEN THOUGH THE JOURNEY'S LONG,
AND I KNOW THE ROAD IS HARD
WELL, THE ONE WHO'S GONE BEFORE ME,
HE WILL HELP ME CARRY ON

AND AFTER ALL THAT I'VE BEEN THROUGH
NOW I REALIZE THE TRUTH
THAT I MUST GO THROUGH THE VALLEY
TO STAND UPON THE MOUNTAIN OF GOD

SOME TIMES I THINK OF WHERE IT IS I'VE COME FROM
AND THE THINGS I'VE LEFT BEHIND
BUT ALL I THAT I HAVE AND POSSESS
THEY CAN'T QUITE COMPARE TO WHAT'S IN FRONT OF ME,
YEAH, TO WHAT'S IN FRONT OF ME, YEAH

EVEN THOUGH THE JOURNEY'S LONG,
AND I KNOW THE ROAD IS HARD
WELL THE ONE WHO'S GONE BEFORE ME,
HE WILL HELP ME CARRY ON

AND AFTER ALL I'VE BEEN THROUGH
NOW I REALIZE THE TRUTH
THAT I MUST GO THROUGH THE VALLEY
TO STAND UPON THE MOUNTAIN,
WELL, I MUST GO THROUGH THE VALLEY
TO STAND UPON THE MOUNTAIN,
YES, I MUST GO THROUGH THE VALLEY
TO STAND UPON THE MOUNTAIN......
OF GOD.......
OH, EVEN THOUGH THE JOURNEY'S HARD,
I MUST GO THROUGH THE VALLEY....
TO STAND UPON THE MOUNTAIN OF GOD

Good stuff!!! Amen!

xoxo ~ Jen

JennyGwynn <jennygwynn@comcast.net>
Frisco, TX - Saturday, October 22, 2005 9:27 PM CDT
My dear friend...I am so sorry that I have been absent for awhile. Hope you are feeling all of the prayers that are coming your way. I am so thankful that your MRI looked good. It is so scary when your body doesn't feel right and then you're told to go to the emergency room! Dave, thank you for being so patient with your sweet wife! (I have given Greg a few gray hairs myself!) Hang in there Lynn! The day will come when you are feeling 100% again! I will be praying that your pain will subside and that you will begin to feel a peace in your heart that God is taking care of you every step of the way. Love you friend...Anna
Anna Rainwater <anna.banana3@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, October 22, 2005 6:50 PM CDT
Lynn.
I heard of you through Dana and must admit I check your site often, as I am sure many others do who haven't posted.
Although you have no choice of what you go through, I must admit your positive energy, when you could rightfully have none, is really admirable. You choose to always find the bright light in EVERY situation!
Although I am not Christian, it is a lesson to all that there are ways to deal with any experience. Sometimes you have to practice several times until it feels natural!
But you show there is a choice in how we see things that we have no choice in facing...either negatively or positively.
I know there are many times when you probably feel negative and rotten and that is so appropriate too!
Even though you count on your God to help you, I still feel that even those who don't, still benefit from all YOU do!
Thanks

Liz <laliz22@aol.com>
- Saturday, October 22, 2005 1:52 PM CDT
Hang in there Lynn.. We're all praying for you and it looks like we're getting the answers we are looking for. How wonderful the MRI turned out so well.. Just talked to your mom and we look forward to seeing them again. I know Sue and I will be spending some long hours just talking and shedding a few tears too.(happy ones) You and your family mean alot to us.. As you know. Take care of yourself.. Love Vern and Coleen
Coleen/Vern <vc_schepp@yahoo.com>
Mesa, AZ - Saturday, October 22, 2005 12:14 AM CDT
Lynn, may this be the last time you have to endure such a recovery process! Hang in there!

Donna Kirk-Swaffar <swaffar@doglegs.com>
Rossville, KS - Saturday, October 22, 2005 8:08 AM CDT
There are no words to decribe how sorry I am that you have to go thru any of this! YOU CAN DO THIS! But I truly wish you didn't have to! That life would go back to 'normal' for you and your family. You touch so many of us. You make us stronger. Let our strength carry you thru the toughest days! FIGHT SISTER FIGHT!
Jill Smail...looking RIGHT! <jill.smail@novartis.com>
Englewood, CO - Saturday, October 22, 2005 6:42 AM CDT
Hello, Lynn! We talked and laughed about the 'sillyiness' that is you today! We missed you while we were working on the Sock Hop decorations. You are thought of often and prayed for often! See ya soon ! Candace
candace <txcandace@comcast.net>
plano, tx - Friday, October 21, 2005 10:31 PM CDT
Just checking in to see how you are feeling. I hope you are starting to feel better. I continue to pray for healing and strength for you my friend.
Heidi Isaak <heidi.isaak@genmill.com>
New Hope, mn usa - Friday, October 21, 2005 10:48 AM CDT
Hello sweet friend.........It was SOOOOOOO wonderful to lock eyes on you today, I have really been missing you!!! I have to say that given your current state of dizzy spells, the expression "dizzy blonde" keeps popping into my head (HA HA! - I couldn't resist!!) Can you picture it - the "classic dizzy blonde"? A long ponytail, a pink poodle skirt, white Keds & blowing HUGE bubbles. Oh wait.......that REALLY is you!! Okay, the dizzy blonde is only a temporary thing, but the rest is all YOU next Friday night. The Sock Hop is going to be great. I can't wait to clip on my ponytail.........although the female Elvis costume keeps calling my name!!! ha

Continue to rest up.....there's so many people "on stand by" wanting to help you in any way possible. I'm continuing to pray for your healing and for peace to suround you, Dave, Taylor & Jacob. See you again soon!

Hugs n slushes! Love ~ Jen

JennyGwynn <jennygwynn@comcast.net>
Frisco, - Thursday, October 20, 2005 11:07 PM CDT
It always worries me when we don't hear from you. I hope that you are feeling well both physically and mentally. You are always in my thoughts and prayers. On days when you do not feel strong we are all here to be strong for you...and Dave and Taylor and Jake. Always.
FIGHT SISTER FIGHT!

Jill Smail...looking RIGHT! <jill.smail@novartis.com>
Englewood, CO - Thursday, October 20, 2005 10:40 PM CDT
Dear Lynn, Have been thinking about you and David and the little ones since it is quiet here for a change(twins and their Mom are napping and Habeeb is at school) What an awesome God we have-he knew you were facing these tough days so he sent Dr. Hampe to be a blessing and help smooth the way. I have added him and his family to my prayer list. God loves you and so do I, Dad Newman
Dean Newman <newmanj36@netscape.net>
- Thursday, October 20, 2005 1:53 PM CDT
Lynn, In case my first message is lost in cyberspace I am posting again. I am thrilled to learn the good from your surgery. I pray for more. I am glad so many are helping you along this journey. We all wish you a return to health. Take care of yourself. Love Aunt Sally
Sally Craig
Independence, Ia. U.S.A. - Thursday, October 20, 2005 10:50 AM CDT
Lynn, In case my first message is lost in cyberspace I am posting again. I am thrilled to learn the good from your surgery. I pray for more. I am glad so many are helping you along this journey. We all wish you a return to health. Take care of yourself. Love Aunt Sally
Sally Craig
Independence, Ia. U.S.A. - Thursday, October 20, 2005 10:49 AM CDT
We're so glad to hear that everything went so well! We love you all and send big hugs! Tell Holly she is in our thoughts and prayers, as well.
Yvette and Andrew <yvettem259@aol.com>
Austin, TX USA - Thursday, October 20, 2005 8:54 AM CDT
You are in my daily thoughts and prayers and many teachers are praying for you, Lynn.
Mrs. Springs (music)
- Thursday, October 20, 2005 7:52 AM CDT
Just wanted to let you know that we are thinking of you. You and your family are in our prayers!
Tawnya

Tawnya Reynolds <reynoldstawnya@aol.com>
Frisco, Texas - Wednesday, October 19, 2005 9:47 PM CDT
Dear Lynn,
Just wanted you to know how very much you are loved at Hicks Elementary. We pray for you always...you are such a wonderful part of our "family." We are encouraged by your journey, and we will always be at your side. We also love Taylor and Jacob so much! What joys they are, with their beautiful smiles and their pure hearts. Surely, our God must be pleased with what He created in you and your precious family. We love you!

Lisa Brashier <lisa.brashier@verizon.net>
Carrollton, Texas U.S.A. - Wednesday, October 19, 2005 9:25 PM CDT
Hello Lynn; After your dad sent us your address I went right in and read Holly's note. God Bless Holly for being there for you and your family and we pray for her during this sad time too. Your mom has called to let us know how things are going and we say a prayer everynight for you. God Bless you and take good care of yourself.. Love Vern and Coleen
Vern and Coleen Schepp <vc_schepp@yahoo.com>
Mesa, az MARICOPA - Wednesday, October 19, 2005 6:11 PM CDT
I hope you are feeling better and stronger everyday!!
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Jennifer <pinkribbonmom@gmail.com>
Loveland, CO - Wednesday, October 19, 2005 5:55 PM CDT
Dear, Dear Lynn,
Today was the first time I've checked in on you since last spring. For the past 2 years you, although I've never met you, have become such an inspiration in my life. I am so sorry that you are having to go through all of this again. It sounds like your surgery went well and for that I say YIPPEE!

My thoughts and prayers are with you today and all of your tomorrows. With the help of your loving family, your deep faith and fantastic friends, I'm confident everything will be fine!

Judy Sailor <jsailor14@comcast.net>
Corvallis, OR - Wednesday, October 19, 2005 2:02 PM CDT
I was so glad to read Holly's entry about the surgery. Great news indeed my sweet friend Lynn. I'm sorry to hear about Holly's dad today. Holly-you and your family are in my prayers at your time of loss. I continue to wear your LOOKING RIGHT bracelet and think of you every time I see it on my wrist (million times a day). You continue to be an inspiration to me Lynn.
Heidi Isaak <heidi.isaak@genmill.com>
New Hope, mn usa - Wednesday, October 19, 2005 12:31 AM CDT
praying for today's Texas sunshine to fill you with warmth, peace and healing.
tracy walukas <twalukas@aol.com>
Canton, Tx - Wednesday, October 19, 2005 10:52 AM CDT
My sweet friend ~
Oh, it was great to catch up tonight!! You sounded like......well, "you"! And oh how that warms my heart!! We said many prayers for you at Moms In Touch today, and I hope you, Dave, Taylor & Jacob could feel each one!

So, did the thought of being vetoed out on the Sock Hop decorations give you the motivation to get moving next week - HA!!! Do NOT push yourself too hard..........everything is more than fine from that end. It wouldn't be the same without you though, so rest up my friend so you'll be more than ready to twist the night away!!!

I'm thinking Sonic slushes or shakes tomorrow.......I'll give you a call to take your order!! Sleep well.

Miss you - xoxo, Jen

JennyGwynn <jennygwynn@comcast.net>
Frisco, - Tuesday, October 18, 2005 10:53 PM CDT
Lynn, I think of you each day and love to read each night how you are doing- I pray for strength for you and your family- your continued faith is amazing to me and always admired- rest well for you will need that poodle skirt and bobbie socks real soon- Ms.Jenny can't dance alone!!!
Kelley Craddock <craddock7@msn.com>
Frisco, TX USA - Tuesday, October 18, 2005 8:42 PM CDT
I love how you "girls" support each other. That is how my friends and I are...even if one is down and another needs lifting the down one lifts too. So, I will continue to pray for you and for Holly. I worked with Holly's Aunt Lyn and we received word that Holly's dad and Lyn's brother passed. I know how it feels to lose a parent as I have lost both and no matter how hard the life in the last few hours are it is still hard to let go. We are going to put a book in our school library in his name from the Central Office Staff. We love Lyn and therefor love her family. I am thinking and praying for the Newman family and the Crandel Family.
Barbara Moore <bmoore@cgsd.org>
Rogersville, Pa USA - Tuesday, October 18, 2005 9:51 AM CDT
praying for your comfort and your complete recovery
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, October 18, 2005 8:24 AM CDT
Lynn:

I think of you every day. I will continue to pray asking God to take away your pain. I look forward to seeing you up at school soon!!!!

Your in my thoughts,

Gretchen Round

Gretchen Round <jgmround@grandecom.net>
Frisco, TX USA - Tuesday, October 18, 2005 7:17 AM CDT
Just wanted you tho know that you are on my mind! Thinking of you today!!
Jill Smail...looking RIGHT! <jill.smail@novartis.com>
Englewood, CO - Tuesday, October 18, 2005 5:12 AM CDT
My Dear Lynn,
Just a quick note to let you know that we're thinking about you and praying that each day we're feeling a little stronger. Our thoughts and prayers are with you all. Sending hugs and kisses your way. Love you guys!!
Love,Burton, Connie, Grant, Gavin and Kelsey

connie <bberg56@hotmail.com>
- Monday, October 17, 2005 9:38 PM CDT
Lynn,

I've been thinking about you and hoping that you're starting to feel a "little" better. I can't imagine the pain you're going through. I pray that you start to feel less pain and more like Lynn.
Love,
Lynde

Lynde Bove <paramedico@cox.net>
Gilbert, AZ - Monday, October 17, 2005 9:26 PM CDT
Lynn, you have been so on my mind and in my prayers. I was doing my quiet time with the Lord on Friday morning and I truly believe that God gave me a word for you. I had prayed for you before I started reading scripture and as I read these words it just took my breath away. I want you to be encouraged by what I read.

Then Jesus said to the disciples, "Have faith in God. I assure you that you can say to this mountain, 'May God lift you up and throw you into the sea,' and your command will be obeyed. All that's required is that you really believe and do not doubt in your heart. Listen to me! You can pray for anything, and if you believe, you will have it." Mark 11:22-24 (NLT)

Lord, we are listening and believing...Now Move Mountain, Move!!!!
Blessings to your family. Also, when the time is right Allison and Emily would love to have a play date with Taylor and Jacob.

Debi Meuret <debimeuret@yahoo.com>
Frisco, TX USA - Monday, October 17, 2005 8:09 PM CDT
Missing you friend.........lots of prayers for your strength & healing!

Rest well tonight - xoxo, Jenny

JennyGwynn <jennygwynn@comcast.net>
Frisco, - Monday, October 17, 2005 8:03 PM CDT
Lynn,
Even though I've never met you, you have a beautiful family. David is someone I knew through Rick and our church in Palos Verdes. Your desire to turn to the Lord and praise Him in this storm is a beautiful testimony and leaves the aroma of Christ. Be encouraged with your sweet family, your close friends, your church, and mostly the word. That is what He will use to lift your spirits and set the eyes of your heart on Him! He is with us in our darkness! Thank you for being an encouragement to us all. I'm tracking with your situation and will continue to pray for healing and mostly for Christ's underlying peace and guidance. Give my love to David. Janet Jacobson (Rick's sister in WA)

Janet Jacobson <jjacobson@tbcs.org>
Redmond, Wa USA - Monday, October 17, 2005 3:19 PM CDT
Lynn I was so happy to hear about the surgery. I have prayed so much for you and prayers are answered.
Connie Kells <ckells@playtex.com>
Norwood, MN - Monday, October 17, 2005 2:10 PM CDT
Praying for you! Rejoicing in the good news!
Jennifer Kaas <princess_power34@hotmail.com>
Windsor, ON Canada - Monday, October 17, 2005 12:25 AM CDT
I am so happy to see the great news... you are in my thoughts and prayers as you recover. It was time for you to get some Good News! My thoughts are with you. Manda
Manda Amundson
New Ulm, MN - Monday, October 17, 2005 9:07 AM CDT
Praise God!!!!
Yvonne <ygarcia@munsch.com>
Dallas, TX USA - Monday, October 17, 2005 8:16 AM CDT
Praise God for your wonderful news! I will continue praying for you and your family that you will get nothing but clean bills of health from now on. I don't know you personally; just through the Caringbridge network, but have been so touched by your story, your family, and your faith.
Wendy Foster
Brentwood, TN - Monday, October 17, 2005 0:00 AM CDT
Have followed your story through a link from Dana Eisenberg. I wish you Gods richest blessings for a speedy recovery. Hoping that strength, faith and love surrounds you always. love Elaine Levitt
Elaine Levitt <Elainelev@aol.com>
Dallas, - Sunday, October 16, 2005 11:36 PM CDT
Lynn,
Thinking of you and sending my love tonight and tomorrow. I pray you find peace and comfort tonight and can rest knowing the Lord is taking care of everything else around you.
Love you, Tiffany

tiffany Marino <tiffmarino@comcast.net>
- Sunday, October 16, 2005 11:14 PM CDT
Thinking of you today! Can't wait to hear how you are doing. Remember day three post surgery is always the hardest so Monday will be better! FIGHT SISTER FIGHT!
Jill Smail...looking RIGHT! <jill.smail@novartis.com>
Englewood, CO - Sunday, October 16, 2005 9:05 PM CDT
Lynn ~

What great news! Our family has been praying for you and your family and we are so thrilled that today's surgery went so well (PTL!). We will continue to pray for you and ask God to heal you.

May you find peace and comfort in knowing that God is always right there with you, holding you up, watching over you and your precious family, and emracing you with the awesome power of His love for all of you.

Have a blessed week!

Kelly Rutledge <Texasrut4@aol.com>
Plano, TX USA - Sunday, October 16, 2005 3:02 PM CDT
"found" your website care of dana eisenberg.

i am so excited that surgery went well. i just had that "feeling" that all our prayers were going to be answered. i am so glad that God is good to you and your family. i will continue to pray for complete healing.

God bless you!

lindsay k.
houston, tx usa - Sunday, October 16, 2005 1:17 PM CDT
thinking of you
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, October 16, 2005 9:54 AM CDT
Lynn,
It was so great to visit with you and the family. You looked beautiful my friend in your pink and what a day to be surrounded in pink. I hope you all had a peaceful night. I am hoping today God will bless you with more strength and less pain and please NO swelling. Love you, Tiffany

Tiffany Marino <tiffmarino@comcast.net>
- Sunday, October 16, 2005 9:17 AM CDT
So glad all is well! Just wanted you to know that I'm thinking of you!
Love,

Gabby
Europe, - Sunday, October 16, 2005 7:06 AM CDT
Hope everyone in the Newman household is sleeping peacefully this evening. Praying for you always...Anna
Anna Rainwater <anna.banana3@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, October 15, 2005 9:06 PM CDT
Hope everyone in the Newman household is sleeping peacefully this evening. Praying for you always...Anna
Anna Rainwater <anna.banana3@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, October 15, 2005 9:03 PM CDT
Thinking of you tonight. Hugs and kisses. Aunt Mary
Mary Gladfelter <gladme@iowatelecom.net>
- Saturday, October 15, 2005 8:06 PM CDT
PRAISE THE LORD! We do serve an AWESOME GOD! He does promise us that if we make our request known to Him he will listen and answer them. Thank you God for answering our prayers in a way we are excited about and can find joy in! Lynn, I hope your recovery is quick and the treatment goes by quickly and smoothly! LOOKING RIGHT...always makes perfect sense!
Love,
Tori

Tori Miller and Family <tori@cebridge.net>
Prosper, TX - Saturday, October 15, 2005 4:46 PM CDT
Alright...how do I express the joy I am feeling for you right now!!!! I ran the Susan G. this am and proudly wore the PINK SURVIVOR shirt, thinking of you, me, my Aunt, and each woman I passed who has experienced and still continues to fight this battle. Many were there hairless and in pink shirts, some in wheelchairs and in pink. Took me back to the beginning. Grateful that we have our hair. Grateful that we are still ina fighting stance. It was an emotional run for me...one that I ran for myself, for you, for so many who are close to me and who have been touched with this disease. Oh, my sweet sister. You have survived, Lynn. WE have survived, and we will boldly continue to do so...God willing. Look forward to talking with you soon. Sorry to leave such a rambling message. Hope you can understand what I am trying to say.
Melanie <scot.florsheim@comcast.net>
- Saturday, October 15, 2005 3:14 PM CDT
What a sigh of relief. We are so thankful all went well for you. What a wonderful friend you have that did the posting in your journal. She did a great job. God Bless you and your family.
Love Gary and Lorraine
Shelly, Dave and Brittany
Lisa, Bruce, Megan, Cody and Morgan

Gary & Lorraine Berg <gandl@cableaz.com>
Mesa, AZ usa - Saturday, October 15, 2005 2:35 PM CDT
PRAISE GOD!!!!! I had tears in my eyes when I read Holly's beautiful post. Your sweet children have your amazing faith in Christ-doesn't get much better than that. I love Jacob's description of drinking the wine-"sparking cider" and what it means-what a smart boy you have! I am praying for your comfort as you heal and that the doctors continue to bring you nothing but awesome news to come! THANK YOU HOLLY for keeping us all posted on how Lynn is doing-she has the best friends and the most amazing support system! Your post was beautifully written!

Brooke Bleyl <bleyl22@adelphia.net>
Twinsburg, OH USA - Saturday, October 15, 2005 2:04 PM CDT
Dear Lynn,
Just wanted to let you know we continue to pray for you up here in Michigan! I am so very, very thankful that the surgery went so wonderful! What a marvelous answer to prayer! Everytime I tie my scarf around my head I think of you and the encouragment you have been to me! Thank you!!! Much love,
Jill

Jill Herweyer <jillndar@comcast.net>
GR, MI - Saturday, October 15, 2005 12:53 AM CDT
Hey Friend...Just thinking about you. Hope you made it home yesterday. Praying for healing for you friend...Hugs..Anna
Anna Rainwater <anna.banana3@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, October 15, 2005 11:29 AM CDT
Yes!All is good! Thinking of you. Praying for you.
With Love,
Sheila

Sheila Adams <permanentlyours@comcast.net>
Parker Ford, PA USA - Saturday, October 15, 2005 5:16 AM CDT
My Dear Lynn,
We've thought about you all day hoping your day was comfortable and peaceful for you. As I said God answered soooo many prayers. We hope that you're home resting peacefully in your own bed. Sweet dreams my dear Lynn. Hugs and kisses to each of you. Love you guys.
Love, Burton, Connie, Grant, Gavin and Kelsey

connie <bberg56@hotmail.com>
- Friday, October 14, 2005 11:03 PM CDT
Big sigh of relief here - we're thrilled to hear the good news. Take good care, friend.
Jami and Paul <jamipaul@msn.com>
Littleton, CO - Friday, October 14, 2005 10:54 PM CDT
You are in my thoughts and prayers daily. Tomorrow is "The Race", Race for the Cure- Susan G. Komen Foundation. Your name will be on my race number!! Speedy recovery and your prayer angels will continue our work!
Mystii
Plano, Tx - Friday, October 14, 2005 10:34 PM CDT
Alright! Way to Go Lynn. You are a walking miracle (probably sitting or sleeping) and a shiny reflection of God's grace. Thank you Lynn for being You!
We Love You.

Rick & Christal Lung <rclung37@yahoo.com>
Orlando, FL US - Friday, October 14, 2005 10:31 PM CDT
Thinking of you and David and Taylor and Jacob! Hope you are home!
Jill Smail...looking RIGHT! <jill.smail@novartis.com>
Englewood, CO - Friday, October 14, 2005 10:18 PM CDT
Thinking of you tonight as always..........I've been praying & praying & praying for your healing.

Miss & love you! Jen

JennyGwynn <jennygwynn@comcast.net>
Frisco, - Friday, October 14, 2005 10:05 PM CDT
Dear Lynn - we are friends of your mom and dad's and have never met you but have heard alot about you and your family. I go to your website each morning and say a prayer for you and your family and just couldn't go to sleep tonight until I looked to see if there was a posting. We are so happy for the blessing that have been put upon you. We will continue to keep you in our daily prayers as you go through recovery. God Bless you, Dave, Taylor and Jacob. Hi to Suzanne and Wayne from Jerry and Nancy Zembal in Brooklyn Center, MN/Mesa, AZ
Nancy Zembal <nezembal@comcast.net>
Brooklyn Center, MN USA - Friday, October 14, 2005 9:51 PM CDT
Way to go Lynn!! You have been in our thoughts and prayers every day. WE so look forward to seeing you and Dave soon. I constantly think about our good times in San Diego. Let's do it again!! God Bless, Mike and Vicky.
Mike Nelson <mnelson@firstcu.coop>
Scottsdale, az maricopa - Friday, October 14, 2005 8:44 PM CDT
I had the pleasure of chatting briefly with your mom and Dad this morning Lynn. They both had the biggest grins on their faces...hmm...I wonder why! Hope you were able to come home today! We will continue to pray for a quick recovery for you. Lynn, I am so happy for you. Wow! God does work in mysterious ways! I know you will be treated like royalty while you recover at home. Love ya sweet friend...Anna
Anna Rainwater <anna.banana3@hotmail.com>
- Friday, October 14, 2005 8:16 PM CDT
Have been praying for you since the day I logged on to your site. Today's news is absolutely fantastic!!! Our God is an AWESOME GOD !!! Will continue to pray daily for a quick and complete recovery and that you have passed through the tough spots and your life will be filled with good health and God's love. L. Baumann
L. Baumann <lalb607@comcast.net>
Oswego, IL USA - Friday, October 14, 2005 7:05 PM CDT
Great news! Praying for a quick recovery! I can't wait to start seeing your inspirational journal entries again.

Christi
Mesquite, TX USA - Friday, October 14, 2005 3:59 PM CDT
Wonderful news!
I have been thinking about you, very often. I wish you a speedy recovery from the surgery.
Always in my prayers.

Kelli Bader <kbader@arizbank.com>
Gilbert, AZ USA - Friday, October 14, 2005 3:45 PM CDT
Many prayers to you and your family for a speedy and complete recovery!
Jennie <jennieandalex@msn.com>
Yakima, WA USA - Friday, October 14, 2005 3:44 PM CDT
GREAT NEWS!!! GOD IS GOOD!!! WE WILL KEEP PRAYING FOR A SPEEDY RECOVERY-LOVE, LARRY & MARY & FAMILIES
Mary Berg <mberg@smig.net>
Hartland, MN USA - Friday, October 14, 2005 3:29 PM CDT
What an awesome God! Good things come to those who wait!
Praying for a painless recovery, and for your precious children. That story of your Jacob is absolutely adorable!
Take care Lynn!

A Prayer Warrior in Rochester, Minnesota
Rochester, mn - Friday, October 14, 2005 1:17 PM CDT
Hallelujah!!!
I will be praying for you and your family as you begin to heal once again!

Melissa <melissa@snfriends.com>
Houston, TX USA - Friday, October 14, 2005 12:54 AM CDT
Lynn,

You really are a hero in my eyes and in the eyes of other women fighting this crappy disease. I'm so glad that you recieved some amazing news regarding this latest relapse. You deserve it!

Danielle
Simi Valley, CA USA - Friday, October 14, 2005 12:40 AM CDT
Lynn,
As I read Holly's post (thank you, Holly!), it brought tears a flowing -- but they are happy tears that FINALLY the Newman family has GREAT news! I know you are still in pain and have recovery ahead, but am so thankful that the news is good. I have spent a lot of time in prayer for you over the past two days and what a blessing to see God taking care of you. Will keep you and the family in prayer and close to my heart. Take care of yourself and let your Mom nurse you back to health and spoil those grandbabies!! Love ya!
Vicky

Vicky <vickyn@prattthompson.com>
Scottsdale, AZ - Friday, October 14, 2005 11:47 AM CDT
WOW! What great news today, that is so wonderful! I felt weight lifted off my shoulders and heart after reading this entry. The kids' stories are precious and made me quite emotional. What a great friend Holly is to be there and keep us updated. Thanks Holly! The power of prayer is amazing!
Kelsey Berg <kelsey.berg@uwrf.edu>
River Falls, WI - Friday, October 14, 2005 11:28 AM CDT
What wonderful news!! Sending you prayers for an uneventful recovery and prayers of peace for your family.
Melissa <mrhodes@nssnc.com>
Kinston, NC - Friday, October 14, 2005 11:24 AM CDT
Praise the Lord!! You are truly an amazing woman led by an amazing God!! You have THE sweetest family and friends! Thank you Holly, for updating us! I'm so relieved and thankful that the surgery went so well!! I pray that recovery is short and sweet for you!!
Alysha
TX - Friday, October 14, 2005 11:24 AM CDT
Praise the Lord for your results. Have a great weekend and a speedy recovery.
A concerned reader
- Friday, October 14, 2005 10:50 AM CDT
Praise the Lord for your results. Have a great weekend and a speedy recovery.
A concerned reader
- Friday, October 14, 2005 10:49 AM CDT
What good news! Please know we are praying for you.
Angela*Angels on Earth* www.caringbridge.org/ma/heathergrace <alisonheathersmama@gmail.com>
- Friday, October 14, 2005 10:03 AM CDT
Thank you Holly for sharing so sweetly the kids' day. God gave you such strength and wisdom to get through a tough day yesterday! I thank HIM for His Spirit taking care of you!

And Lynn, what great news to celebrate! How we all thank you Dear Lord for taking care of sweet Lynn! How sovreign is Your Name...[pray for each other so that you may be healed. The prayer of a righteous man is POWERFUL and EFFECTIVE] James 5:16 We will continue to pray for your healing and unfailing spirit! Much love to all of you!

Holly (Risser)

Holly Risser
Plano, Texas - Friday, October 14, 2005 9:36 AM CDT
Great news!!!! Know you are in my prayers.

Mandy (Angels on Earth)

mamatooryan
- Friday, October 14, 2005 9:30 AM CDT
CONGRATULATIONS ON THE GOOD NEWS!!! We all know YOU AND YOUR FAMILY DESERVE IT!!!! Hope your feeling less sore today and your on the road to a FULL RECOVERY!!!

Lots of Love coming your way from Cypress Pt!!!

Lisa Thompson <ifslisapap@aol.com>
Frisco, - Friday, October 14, 2005 9:17 AM CDT
Lynn,
God does perform miracles and you are LIVING proof of that. You are in my prayers today and every day. I know that HE will continue to bless you!

With love from Pittsburgh!

http://www.caringbridge.org/visit/ryanbiegler

Laurie
Pittsburgh , Pa USA - Friday, October 14, 2005 9:16 AM CDT
Lynn,
Praise be to God you are getting "positive" news about your health! May God continue to bless you & your sweet family!
Many hugs,

Donna Drosche <chictexas@hot.rr.com>
Waco, Tx USA - Friday, October 14, 2005 9:13 AM CDT
GOD IS GOOD! A 'thank you' to Holly for posting and giving us the news. I prayed for you yesterday and have not been able to get you off my mind. Glad to hear things went so well. I continue to pray for you and a full and speedy recovery!
Christa Jones <christa.jones@paymentech.com>
Forney, TX - Friday, October 14, 2005 9:05 AM CDT
Lynn, I'm so thrilled to hear your awesome news! You've been in my thoughts here, and I was hoping for good news -- but you've outdone yourself! :) Hope your surgery recovery is swift and as comfortable as possible.

Sending love from California!

Bethany & the boys
Sacramento, CA USA - Friday, October 14, 2005 8:53 AM CDT
Such awesome news, Lynn!!!! God is SO good. Wow! What a range of emotions...Holly's post had me laughing, excited, feet dancing, and then crying (happy crying). Whew! It's not even 9:00 a.m.! My boys and I will continue to pray for your quick recovery.
Lori Boling <loriboling@peoplepc.com>
Forney, TX - Friday, October 14, 2005 8:52 AM CDT
Yippee! Yea God! Awesome news!!!! I'm overwhelmed with joy and emotion and Holly's cute stories just opened up the flood of tears that were just sitting there! Thanks for the post! Lynn- we all love you so much and are so greatful for the good news! Can't wait to hear from you!
pattie <pattiewilson2000@yahoo.com>
the colony, tx - Friday, October 14, 2005 8:50 AM CDT
Praise God! So glad to hear the good news Lynn!
Barbara Skalberg <barbaraskablerg@comcast.net>
Plano, TX - Friday, October 14, 2005 8:16 AM CDT
Oh my gosh! I feel so overjoyed with excitement. What great news. You are so strong! Welcome home!
carrie <carrie.darney@mohrpartners.com>
McKinney, TX US - Friday, October 14, 2005 8:09 AM CDT
Glad to hear the surgery went as well as it did. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers for a full and speedy recovery.
Lori Johnson
Shelley , ID - Friday, October 14, 2005 8:07 AM CDT
Wonderful News! Best wishes for continued healing. I wish you enough...
Tammy
Millbrook, AL - Friday, October 14, 2005 8:07 AM CDT
Praise God and His Might Works! The Donohue's are thinking and praying for you and the Newman family.
Patty donohue <pattyd211@hotmail.com>
Richardson, Tx U.S. - Friday, October 14, 2005 8:03 AM CDT
Lynn, I am from Georgia and ended up on your site via Ally and Sam. I have been checking on you each day. I am so glad to read the good news. I will continue to pray for you. Jody
Jody DeFore
Forsyth, GA USA - Friday, October 14, 2005 8:02 AM CDT
Praise God! What teriffic news!

I hoped you enjoyed all of the kids cards, loved reading about that (tears came to my eyes, just so sweet!)

Us cancer survivors stick together! Wishing you a speedy recovery and much success with treatment to follow.

Stacy-Lauren ( FOA )

Stacy-Lauren <Cappadonas@comcast.net>
MA, - Friday, October 14, 2005 7:47 AM CDT
Wahoo! Congratulations on the good news and hooray for scar tissue!!! Best wishes for a speedy recovery and successful followup!

Donna Kirk-Swaffar <swaffar@doglegs.com>
Rossville, KS - Friday, October 14, 2005 7:47 AM CDT
Lynn and Family,
So happy to hear the good news! Our thoughts and prayers continue to be with you and your family.
Mark, Brenda, Andrew and Jennifer Routh

Brenda Routh <brenda_routh@hotmail.com>
New Richland, MN - Friday, October 14, 2005 7:42 AM CDT
Okay, I suppose all you Shadow Ridge gals better break-out the margaritas and beers that Lynn has spoken of!!! She is due for some celebrating!! Lynn, you and your family were in our prayers all day yesterday. Sorry it started off with a long wait, but..."good things come to those who wait!" I pray for quick healing and for quality time to spend with your hubby, kids and family. Loved all the stories Holly! Jacob and Taylor...Give your mommy lots of love this weekend! Turning cartwheels for you(actually, Madeline is, not me!)......Anna
Anna Rainwater <anna.banana3@hotmail.com>
- Friday, October 14, 2005 7:18 AM CDT
Wonderful news!!!
Lois (FOA)
NJ - Friday, October 14, 2005 6:52 AM CDT
Hang in their sweet lady. You are a true inspiration to many. I've followed your story for many months now and this latest wonderful news is amazing! The power of prayer and faith is truly astonishing.

May God continue to bless you and your incredible family.

From a friend!

Teresa <elbin878@belmontcc.com>
VA - Friday, October 14, 2005 6:52 AM CDT
Praise God indeed! This is wonderful news. And what awesome kids you have :) Those were some sweet stories Holly posted. Take care and know that we are praying for you!
Robin Russell <russell2500@netscape.net>
Raleigh, NC - Friday, October 14, 2005 6:35 AM CDT
Hi All
I've followed your journey for a month now and am what's technically known as a "lurker" because I read but never post. So now I'm out of the lurker closet and just have to say "Congratulations" and "God is Great!" Many prayers are answered; and my prayers for a speedy and uneventful recovery are continuing for you, Lynn. God bless you and your family.

Nancy <nschuetze@sbcglobal.net>
St Louis, Mo - Friday, October 14, 2005 4:24 AM CDT
Lynn and family,
What wonderful and blessed news to read! You will continue to be in my prayers for a speedy recovery from your procedure and for God's complete healing!

Jenn B. and family (FOA) <pr@friendsofallie.org>
Fresno, CA - Friday, October 14, 2005 3:19 AM CDT
Lynn, what wonderful news. I am so happy and thankful to the LORD. I hope and pray for your complete healing and quick recovery.

Love, Karen

Karen S. Perdue
Plano, TX USA - Friday, October 14, 2005 0:39 AM CDT
AWESOME news!!! I am SO glad to read that!! I thought of you a lot today (it's late Thursday night here in CO) and this is the first chance I've had to get online and see how your surgery went. I am SO glad that things went well! God IS good! I will pray for a quick recovery! Hang in there!
Jennifer <pinkribbonmom@gmail.com>
Loveland, CO - Friday, October 14, 2005 0:23 AM CDT
Wonderful, wonderful news. I hope you have a speedy recovery. Your in my prayers

Dawn Austin
- Friday, October 14, 2005 0:06 AM CDT
This is the best news!! I am so happy for all of you! I just knew all would be fine....I know I am a complete stranger, but for some reason, I had this feeling like I told you before surgery that I knew you would overcome all of this. I know you still have some issues to deal with post-surgery, but Lynn, as you know, your faith is strong and so are you. I have 100% confidence that you will be cancer-free for the rest of your life. I am praying for this, but I am also believing in this to be true with all my heart.

And, you, sweet Holly, everyone should have a friend like you. What a special blessing you are to Lynn and her family. The stories of the kids today brought tears to my eyes. What a perfect scripture to end with today. Thank you for sharing in your wonderful and joyous day.

And, thank you to Him for his amazing grace.

Kelly May <kg.may@comcast.net>
Plano, TX USA - Thursday, October 13, 2005 11:40 PM CDT
I am thrilled to read such positive news.....the rest God will take care of! Prayers continuing! I pray for a speedy and comfortable recovery.
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, October 13, 2005 11:40 PM CDT
Lynn,
What awesome news, Thank you God for watching over Lynn, Family and her team of doctors. We continue to pray for you and the family. I am just so glad everything went so well. Praise, Praise, Praise. I so hope you are having a peaceful night and not to much pain. We love you and are excited you are coming home. Love to you, Dave, Taylor and Jacob. TIffany

Tiffany Marino <Tiffmarino@comcast.net>
- Thursday, October 13, 2005 10:55 PM CDT
Dearest Lynn, We are so happy/relieved for you. Thank you God for this great news. We send lots of hugs and squeezes to you and your family,don't forget moms and dads,they need hugs too. Rest well and feel the love surround you. We can feel the love when we read these emails to you. They are awesome friends and relatives!
Love from the"Minnesota aunts and uncles and grandparents" Grandma and Grandpa Berg
Lajean and Jim
Kay and Pat
Mary and Larry
Neil and Bobby
Rodney and Pam
Bruce and Patty
Burt and Connie
and of course all of our families send their love!

lajean westeng <lwesteng09@hotmail.com>
clarks grove, mn usa - Thursday, October 13, 2005 10:52 PM CDT
Fabulous news - so glad to hear how well today, went. Sending fast recovery thoughts your way -
Andrea, Tempe, AZ
- Thursday, October 13, 2005 10:38 PM CDT
My Dear Lynn,
The good Lord answered soooo many prayers today!!!
AMEN - AMEN - AMEN!!!!! I was so nervous today just knowing what you were going through. The blessing is this tumor was caught early and with the grace of God this is the end of any more tumors. We're so thankful. We pray that your recovery will be a swift one and that soon you'll be able to return to doing the things in life that bring you happiness. The stories of Jacob and Taylor had tears running down my cheeks. How precious!!!! It truely breaks my heart. My dear Lynn sweet dreams. Sending hugs and kisses to each of you. We love you guys.
Love you, Burton, Connie, Grant, Gavin and Kelsey

connie <bberg56@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, October 13, 2005 10:30 PM CDT
Lynn,
Yea God!! So thankful for the good news that you received today and for the skill of the Dr. I will continue to pray for strength and comfort as you put your energy into healing. Love you all. Aunt Mary

Mary Gladfelter <gladme@iowatelecom.net>
- Thursday, October 13, 2005 10:23 PM CDT
YAHHOOOOOOO!
NICE FIGHTING SISTER!

Jill Smail...looking RIGHT! <jill.smail@novartis.com>
Englewood, CO - Thursday, October 13, 2005 10:14 PM CDT
Dear Lynn --
Checking in on you -- glad all went well. Still praying for a quick recovery for you and good news for the follow up. God is good.
Love, Paige

Paige Riccio <paigericcio@comcast.net>
Granby, CO - Thursday, October 13, 2005 9:57 PM CDT
Lynn,

That is the BEST new we could've received all day. I'm glad to know that you'll be able to rest in the comfort of your own home and surrounded by your loving family and friends. God bless you!
Love,
Lynde

Lynde Bove <paramedico@cox.net>
Gilbert, AZ - Thursday, October 13, 2005 9:56 PM CDT
As a tear drops from my eye, all I can say is thank God. Continued prayers are coming your way. Love, The Swedas
Dawn Sweda <dawnsweda1@aol.com>
Frisco, TX - Thursday, October 13, 2005 9:55 PM CDT
Lynn--
great news!!! stay strong!

Nancy

Nancy Jacobson <nancy.l.jacobson@wellsfargo.com>
Houston, tx - Thursday, October 13, 2005 9:53 PM CDT
Wow! What great news to read tonight. Our God is an awesome God! Lynn, prayers are being lifted up for your continued healing. With God, all things are possible, and you are a living testimony to that!
Sincerely,

Tracy Jones <tracypaigejones@yahoo.com>
Kingsport, TN USA - Thursday, October 13, 2005 9:49 PM CDT
Greetings from Iowa! What great news we received today. Praise the Lord! My church prayer line will be praying for speedy return to health. Love Aunt Sally
Sally Craig <scraig@sbtek.net>
Independence, Ia. U.S.A. - Thursday, October 13, 2005 9:48 PM CDT
Hi again!!!! Just saw the wonderful news. I hope you have a wonderful weekend filled with love and laughter. You have such wonderful friends and family. Lynn, you will be just fine. I wish I lived nearby because I would love to meet the amazing person you are.
Hugs, Haley <haleymo@aol.com>
- Thursday, October 13, 2005 9:40 PM CDT
Holly, Thank you so much for the wonderful update!!

Lynn, Singing praises tonight!

Our God is an awesome God
He reigns from Heaven above
With wisdom power and love
Our God is an awesome God
Will continue to lift you up in prayer.

Jody
Houston, Tx - Thursday, October 13, 2005 9:39 PM CDT
Great News!!! Thank You God!!!!!!!!
Gayle Manton <gaylemanton@comcast.net>
Frisco, Tx - Thursday, October 13, 2005 9:26 PM CDT
can somebody please tell us the good news???????
We are all anxiously awaiting to hear so we can celebrate too.

hugs, Haley <haleymo@aol.com>
Oceanside, NY - Thursday, October 13, 2005 8:59 PM CDT
Lynn:

Wow!!!! God is good!!!! Many, many, many praises!!! I will continue to think of you & keep you in my prayers. If you need anything, please put me on your call list.

Hugs to you!!!

Gretchen Round

Gretchen Round <jgmround@grandecom.net>
Frisco, TX USA - Thursday, October 13, 2005 8:26 PM CDT
Lynn,
Keeping you and your family in my thoughts and prayers. Best wishes for a quick and uneventful recovery.
Anita

Anita (FOA)
Newhall, CA United States - Thursday, October 13, 2005 7:15 PM CDT
Oh wow, sounds like good things happened! Thought about you several times today and hoped that all would turn out as well as could be expected.


Donna Kirk-Swaffar <swaffar@doglegs.com>
Rossville, KS - Thursday, October 13, 2005 6:48 PM CDT
Lynn- I spoke to Jenny and she gave me your good news!!! You are such an inspiration!!! Can't wait to see you back at school(maybe you'll get to wear the sock hop skirt?!!)

Prayers will continue....Stephanie

Stephanie Linehan <stephanielinehan@comcast.net>
Frisco, TX - Thursday, October 13, 2005 5:48 PM CDT
Lynn,

Looking for an update. I hope your friend "Jenny's" email is indicative of good news. Seeing where she lives she hopefully recieved a call. I'm now eagerly anticipating an update and crossing my fingers.

Danielle <dfdelacruz@excite.com>
Simi Valley, CA USA - Thursday, October 13, 2005 5:38 PM CDT
Praying for a successful surgery and a swift recovery.
You are a remarkable woman.

Beth Fletcher FOA <bethfletcherfoa@comcast.net>
Chesterton, In - Thursday, October 13, 2005 5:09 PM CDT
My sweet friend,

I know you had a rough start today, but all happens for a reason. Right now you are still in la-la-land and have no idea of the GREAT news that is waiting for you when you awake. I can hear the corks popping all over town!!!! WA-HOO!!

God is mighty & strong and ever so faithful. YIPEE!!! THANK YOU GOD, THANK YOU GOD, THANK YOU GOD!

I CAN'T WAIT TO HUG YOUR NECK!! Love you to pieces~ Jenny

JennyGwynn <jennygwynn@comcast.net>
Frisco, - Thursday, October 13, 2005 4:32 PM CDT
Thinking of you today, may God see you through your healing process.
A concerned reader
Nova Scotia Canada - Thursday, October 13, 2005 3:19 PM CDT
Dear Lynn and family, you are all in our thoughts and prayers. The Donohue's
Patty donohue <pattyd211@hotmail.com>
richardson, tx us - Thursday, October 13, 2005 11:55 AM CDT
Lynn,
You and your whole family are in my thoughts and prayers.

Lois (FOA)
NJ - Thursday, October 13, 2005 11:25 AM CDT
Praying for you this morning-you are on my mind!

Brooke Bleyl <bleyl22@adelphia.net>
Twinsburg, OH USA - Thursday, October 13, 2005 11:04 AM CDT
Lynn,

My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family today.

Danielle
Simi Valley, CA USA - Thursday, October 13, 2005 10:31 AM CDT
Can't stop thinking of you this morning. Hope that all went well and that you are feeling as well as you can!
KEEP FIGHTING!

Jill Smail...looking RIGHT! <jill.smail@novartis.com>
Englewood, CO - Thursday, October 13, 2005 9:56 AM CDT
Lyn,
I don't even know what to write at this moment. Dana has talked about you on Sam's site and then there was a post on our FOA board that you could use some prayers. I was lead here today for a reason. Not know much of your story, I took the time to look at your journal history.

Can I just say what an amazing woman you are. You have been through so much and your spirit and faith is so strong. You are so blessed in so many ways. And the great thing is, that you know it and let others know how they have blessed your life.

I LOVE the story about the party in your chemo room. But the best part was when your mother in law (or was it you mother?) sat with the man having chemo. It just made me cry. What a beautiful jester and moment for that man. To know he had someone that cared enough to take time to talk with him.

Please know that I am praying for you and your family. By the way, they are beautiful! Your doctors will have steady hands and clear vision because God will be guiding them. I am sure that a Red Cardinal will be watching over the hospital also.

I pray for your complete healing here on Earth!

Tracy (FOA-Fundraising Leader) <feeneyd@earthlink.net>
Newburgh, NY - Thursday, October 13, 2005 9:05 AM CDT
Thinking of you
Liz <lizzie.lemaster@verizon.net>
- Thursday, October 13, 2005 7:31 AM CDT
Thinking of you this morning! Pryaing for your healing and strength...

May you and your family continue to smile as you heal from surgery...

Stacy-Lauren

Stacy- Lauren <Cappadonas@comcast.net>
Leominster, MA - Thursday, October 13, 2005 7:30 AM CDT
Well sweet friend,
You are at Baylor and I am sure I saw ya'll drive away...have been praying ever since!! We are expecting your pumpkins for school any minute....
Love you so much!!!

Holly

Holly Crandell <hmcrand@comcast.net>
- Thursday, October 13, 2005 7:29 AM CDT
I am already praising God for the work He has already gone before you to day. I am here in any way you need me to be. Love you.

Melanie


Melanie Florsheim <scot.florsheim@comcast.net>
Plano, Tx - Thursday, October 13, 2005 6:45 AM CDT
Lynn,
I will be thinking many good thoughts for you tomorrow. I pray surgery will be a total success, that the cancer will be removed never to bother you again, and that your recovery will be speedy. You have an army of adoring friends and family rooting you on from all over the country who will be thinking of no one other than you tomorrow!
Lots of love,
Jean

Jean Prince <sprince28@cox.net>
Irvine, CA United States - Thursday, October 13, 2005 0:16 AM CDT
I am praying so deeply that the surgery goes well and your recovery is miraculous!
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, October 13, 2005 0:13 AM CDT
Lynn,

I don't know if you'll get to read this before your surgery, but I will pray extra hard tonight for you and all of those who are involved. If it's not until you get home than I'm pleased your home safe and sound and on you way to a speedy recovery. I would so love to speak with you when you feel your strong enough. This has taken so much strenght and courage, you will need to rest when you get home. But please know that I am always here if you ever need an ear. If I lived closer I would give you a shoulder if needed whenever needed. I hope you sleep well tonight for tomorrow is the start of a new and brighter chapter. God bless and sweet dreams!
Love,
Lynde

Lynde Bove <paramedico@cox.net>
Gilbert, AZ - Thursday, October 13, 2005 0:06 AM CDT
Lynn, you are in my prayers and my group's also. Sorry you have to deal with this disease yet again. Know the family and your network of friends are all keeping you lifted up in His Hands! Love you, Aunt Mary
Mary Gladfelter <gladme@iowatelecom.net>
- Wednesday, October 12, 2005 10:36 PM CDT
Lynn,
Just wanted you to know that we are praying for you and David and the kids. May God show us His ways through you and the doctors tomorrow -- you are in good hands. Sweet dreams, sleep tight tonight. May you be at peace. Love you, my friend. Paige

Paige Riccio <paigericcio@comcast.net>
Granby, CO - Wednesday, October 12, 2005 10:32 PM CDT
Next to George W.Bush, you are one of the most prayed for people in the U.S!!! Gotta love that!!! Sleep well knowing you are covered in prayer my friend. Can't wait to lock eyes on you & hug your neck again soon!!

Love you to pieces !
Jen

JennyGwynn <jennygwynn@comcast.net>
Frisco, - Wednesday, October 12, 2005 10:31 PM CDT
lynn
as always, you are in my prayers. our Lord will be with you tomorrow !

toni margolis <toni@hometronics.com>
prosper, tx usa - Wednesday, October 12, 2005 10:13 PM CDT
Lynn,
I am thinking of you, Dave and those adorable kids. Please try and have a peaceful night and know the Lord will be by your side today, tomorrow and always. I will continue to pray for all of you through out the night and tomorrow. I Love You Sweet Friend, Tiff

Tiffany Marino <tiffmarino@comcast.net>
Frisco, TX USA - Wednesday, October 12, 2005 9:38 PM CDT
I think you deserve margaritas and beers post surgery, too! I will be up at 5 a.m. talking to God about you. Your ears will be burning girlfriend! I pray that this will be the last time your body will have to deal with this yucky disease. You will be in my thoughts throughout the day tomorrow! Love ya friend...Anna
Anna Rainwater <anna.banana3@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, October 12, 2005 9:36 PM CDT
Lynn, an army of angels will be watching over you and your family. Prayers from accross the country will be lifting you up. "All things work together for good for those who love the lord, who are called according to his purpose."
Lord Bless You Newmans!

Rick Lung <rclung37@yahoo.com>
Orlando, FL USA - Wednesday, October 12, 2005 9:32 PM CDT
Ok Surgeons!! Get that cancer out of our friend! This is enough monkey business! We need a complete recovery. No more messin' around! We are praying for total success!
WHATEVER IT TAKES! YOU CAN DO THIS LYNN! We are all behind you! FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT SISTER FIGHT!

Jill Smail...looking RIGHT! <jill.smail@novartis.com>
Englewood, CO - Wednesday, October 12, 2005 9:29 PM CDT

My Dear Lynn,
We're praying that the Lord will guide your surgeons steady hands tomorrow. We pray that you may find comfort in knowing how may people are praying for your complete recovery. May the Lord bless you with the strength you'll need to stay strong my dear Lynn and fight, fight, fight.
May the Lord wrap His loving arms around you and hold you tight. We're sending hugs and kisses your way. We love you guys. Our thoughts and prayers are with you all. May God Bless each of you.

Love, Burton, Connie, Grant, Gavin and Kelsey

connie <bberg56@hotmal.com>
- Wednesday, October 12, 2005 9:15 PM CDT
Lynn:

From our whole family to your's our best wishes and prayers. May God grant you the strength needed for the coming days. We will be praying for all of you so very much.

Jerri Hill

Jerri Hill and Family <mxjxhill@msn.com>
- Wednesday, October 12, 2005 6:40 PM CDT
Just want to let you know that you are all in our thoughts and prayers. We love you much! Larry & Mary and families.
Mary Berg <mberg@smig.net>
Hartland, MN USA - Wednesday, October 12, 2005 6:05 PM CDT
The prayer warriors are out in full force for you and your family tonight & especially during your surgery tomorrow!! Always Looking RIGHT because of you and for you!!
Love, Missy

Melissa <melissa@snfriends.com>
Houston, TX USA - Wednesday, October 12, 2005 5:36 PM CDT
I've wanted to write several times, but couldn't find the words to express our concern for you and your family. I talked to your Mother and she said they were going back to Texas for a while. Our prayers for you are that the surgery is successful and the doctors provide a safe recovery procedure with healing results. Wouldn't it be great if you are the first to be cured by this new technique! It's good that your parents will be there with you, as well as your other family members and many friends!! KEEP LOOKING RIGHT!!!!!!
Love, Starlet and Donnie

Starlet Brummer <dsbrum@charter.net>
Rochester, MN USA - Wednesday, October 12, 2005 2:50 PM CDT
Lynn, You are in my thoughts and prayers.
Maria Ashcraft <texasecho@hotmail.com>
Frisco, TX - Wednesday, October 12, 2005 1:58 PM CDT
Hi Lynn!
Came across a saying I liked:
Live simply. Love generously. Care deeply. Speak kindly. Leave the rest to God.
It so made me think of you as I do not know anyone who is more generous with her love, cares so much about everyone, and always has a kind word to say. God will handle the rest for you sweet friend.
I will be praying for you to find peace and be able to take on this new hurdle, for Dave that he finds the calm in his heart that he so will need tomorrow, for your babies that they will know Mom is ok and both your families. Take care friend and know you are loved.
Vicky

Vicky <vickyn@prattthompson.com>
Scottsdale, AZ - Wednesday, October 12, 2005 12:07 AM CDT
Hi Lynn-I got an update from your phone call with Julie last night. I just want you to know that you are soooooooo in my prayers, now and especially during your surgery. Christine
Christine La Plante <c.laplante@comcast.net>
Lone Tree, CO - Wednesday, October 12, 2005 12:03 AM CDT
Dearest Lynn and family,
All our thoughts and prayers go out to you to help you, and soothe you while you wait for surgery. We will also pray for God to guide your surgeons during your surgery tomorrow and nurses and caregivers during your recovery.
Know that God is with you and going through what you are going through.Believe in him,seek him and you will find him. God loves you!
Love,Lajean and all Mn aunts and uncles, and Grandma and Grandpa Berg

Lajean Westeng <lwesteng09@hotmail.com>
Clarks Grove, MN usa - Wednesday, October 12, 2005 12:02 AM CDT
Hi Lynn-Just didn't want this day to go by without telling you that I am lifting you up in prayer all the way from Ohio!!! I will make sure to faithfully pray for you tomorrow during surgery. Sounds like you have been blessed with a great team of doctors and you have always had the most amazing support system of friends and family! Your unwavering faith continues to motivate me in my quest to continue to build my relationship with Christ! So glad your cul de sac girls were able to lift your spirits!! Hoping your cyber friends will do the same by lifting you up in prayer!
Brooke Bleyl <bleyl22@adelphia.net>
Twinsburg, OH USA - Wednesday, October 12, 2005 9:54 AM CDT
Praying that you and your family will get through this. May your surgery go well.

F.R.O.G.ing-

Zhohn Dupont <z_dupont@hotmail.com>
Moreauville, LA USA - Wednesday, October 12, 2005 8:49 AM CDT
Thinking about you and praying for you!
pattie
- Wednesday, October 12, 2005 8:48 AM CDT
Many prayers for a wonderful outcome on Thursday.....hope you sail through the operation and have a quick and painless recovery!

God bless you!

lorraine <lmvitris@aol.com>
plano, tx usa - Wednesday, October 12, 2005 7:57 AM CDT
So glad to hear that your surgery has been scheduled. I will pray that angels will encamp and surround, you, your family and your team of doctors. Keep strong, Lynn.

Love you. Dawn

Dawn Sweda <dawnsweda1@aol.com>
Frisco, TX - Wednesday, October 12, 2005 7:35 AM CDT
Whoo-hooo! We serve an AWESOME GOD! I know you are in His palm, and He will continue to help bring peace through dr's, treatment possibilities, friends, neighboors, and family. Having all of these truly help but I know it does not take "it" or the fears away. Lean on everyone and let us help carry you through this season...I will be praying for you and your family Thursday.
God Bless,
Tori

Tori Miller and Family <tori@cebridge.net>
Prosper, TX - Tuesday, October 11, 2005 11:38 PM CDT
At last..........PEACE!! There is an AMAZING difference in your spirit tonight. (Thank you Lord, our girl needed a boost!!)

Love ya!
Jen

JennyGwynn <jennygwynn@comcast.net>
Frisco, - Tuesday, October 11, 2005 10:48 PM CDT
So glad there is a 'plan'! I know you are glad that the surgery is skd! Lots of prayers are coming your way.
YOU CAN DO THIS!
FIGHT SISTER FIGHT!

Jill Smail...looking RIGHT! <jill.smail@novartis.com>
Englewood, CO - Tuesday, October 11, 2005 9:36 PM CDT
Hi Lynn,
Praying for you and safe travels for your sweet Mom and Dad as they venture here for the surgery Thursday.
See you in class in the a.m.......if I make it...I am so sore!!!
Love ya girl,
Hol

Holly Crandell <hmcrand@comcast.net>
- Tuesday, October 11, 2005 9:31 PM CDT
Lynn,
You are such an inspiration to so many! You have such a great and strong faith, and I know that many, many prayers are being lifted up for you now, and in the days and hours to come before your surgery, and the hours and days and months after your surgery. I am praying that this horrible disease which has made you stumble, but not fall, for the last 26 months, will be taken from you once and for all during your surgery. I am praying that the Lord will guide the hands of the surgeons, nurses, and all the caregivers who will tend to you. I pray for your family, for you, and for all women dealing with breast cancer. God Bless You!
Sincerely,

Tracy Jones <tracypaigejones@yahoo.com>
Kingsport, TN USA - Tuesday, October 11, 2005 9:17 PM CDT
It sounds like you are in WONDERFUL hands with these doctors....very impressive. My thoughts and prayers will be with you on Thursday....you WILL beat this, I just know. May God be with you always and with the doctors during surgery guiding their hands to a successful outcome. :)


Kelly May <kg.may@comcast.net>
Plano, TX USA - Tuesday, October 11, 2005 9:05 PM CDT
Lynn, David and Family
Our prayers are with you and your family. I wish we lived closer so we could help you in this time of need. Keep the faith for the Lord is with you. Love You

Gary and Lorraine Berg <gandl@cableaz.com>
mesa, az united states - Tuesday, October 11, 2005 8:53 PM CDT
Lynn,

It sounds like you have some really good doctors on board. I'm so pleased that you now have a date for your surgery. I will say some extra prayers for you and for the doctors and nurses who will be taking such good care of you during this process. I know that everything will turn out just fine. I hope you will have someone posting for you while you recover from your surgery, I would like to know that everything went ok. Keep fighting!
Love,
Lynde

Lynde Bove <paramedico@cox.net>
Gilbert, AZ - Tuesday, October 11, 2005 8:40 PM CDT
Thinking of ya, girl! ;), Candace
Candace Snyder <txcandace@comcast.net>
Plano, TX - Tuesday, October 11, 2005 8:28 PM CDT
Thinking of you always! I'm glad your surgery got scheduled! I will be saying extra prayers!!
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Jennifer <pinkribbonmom@gmail.com>
Loveland, CO - Tuesday, October 11, 2005 6:58 PM CDT
Lynn,
It IS so good to hear some positive news in your fight with this cancer! Will say lots of prayers that all of this pans out in the easiest, best way and that once again the radiation takes care of business!!! And how amazing it would be to be a part of a cure. Wow. Fingers crossed and prayers continuing my friend!! Much love from us all!

Shelley, Brad, Logan, Griffin and Caleb <bonjeans@msn.com>
Highlands Ranch, CO USA - Tuesday, October 11, 2005 2:53 PM CDT
Lynn,

So glad to hear some "positive" news as far as your treatment options. I'll be crossing my fingers that you can still recieve some radiation. It seems to be very effective for you.

Danielle
Simi Valley, CA USA - Tuesday, October 11, 2005 1:39 PM CDT
Loved your mom's entry. She is so sweet! Just think I could be the friend of the beautiful girl who helped cure cancer. Let's keep the faith my friend. As always, you are in my thoughts & prayers. Hope you have a great day today! And don't forget the nightly remedy (margarita's with friends) as it's good for the soul.
Heidi Isaak <heidi.isaak@genmill.com>
New Hope, mn usa - Tuesday, October 11, 2005 11:32 AM CDT
Our Dear Lynn,
Thank goodness for good friends, family the cul-de-sac and a margarita. So much to think about and pray about. I'm with you in the thought that may be your cross for having this cancer, will be that your tumor, that they will remove this year, will help resurch and you will be part on the cure . ( Just think of it, I may be the Mother of the beautiful girl who helped cure cancer) I know Gayle, It's all about me. Inside joke for Lynn,Gayle and myself.
We Love You so very much.
God Speed
Mom and Dad

Suzanne K. Berg <azberg@msn.com>
Mesa, AZ USA - Tuesday, October 11, 2005 11:11 AM CDT
Hi Lynn,
My thoughts and prayers are with you! I'm wearing pink a lot this month to keep the awareness.
With love...
Sheila

Sheila Adams <permanentlyours@comcast.net>
Parker Ford, Pa USA - Tuesday, October 11, 2005 8:30 AM CDT
Friend,
As I read your entry tonight, I have to tell you I am "Looking Right"...it seems you found a very studious, precise, and aggressive doctor who just may hold the key to kicking this cancer's butt for good! I say...bring it on, Doctor!
Much love,
Jean

Jean Prince <sprince28@cox.net>
Irvine, CA United States - Monday, October 10, 2005 11:46 PM CDT
Lynn
words can't describe how sad I am for you and your family. Just know that even though we can't understand why things happen- they are all apart of God's plan.

Jeremiah 29:11-13
"For I know the plans I have for you," declares the Lord, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. Then you will call upon me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you. You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart."

Hugs from Houston
Nancy

Nancy Jacobson <nancy.l.Jacobson@wellsfargo.com>
Houston, TX - Monday, October 10, 2005 11:20 PM CDT
Hope can mean so many things, in so many ways. Lynn I CLEARLY see hope from your appt. today!!!! WA-HOO!!!

First of all........no mention of any chemo - I know your feelings about that!!

Secondly, radiation has worked for you & it will again. Either a high-dose or low-dose.........we will pray that what is able to be given to you, is EXACTLY what your body needs.

And lastly......your magical cul-de-sac! Can you even imagine what your life would be like without the wonderful women, men & children that so enrich your life & lift your spirits (some times w/ spirits - HA!) right outside your front door?

It's true your in yet another battle, IT SUCKS - there, I said it!! But you are a FIGHTER!! And you know each one of us would take it all away in an instant if we could. Since we can't, we offer our help, our love, our prayers, our hugs & sweet "pick me ups". We love you & want to comfort you in anyway we can. But yet all that is still not enough to take away your pain & fears. Only God can do that my sister. Turn it all over to Him. I'm praying for your peace & direction..........it's all in His timing, not ours.

I love you friend! Jen

JennyGwynn <jennygwynn@comcast.net>
Frisco, - Monday, October 10, 2005 10:33 PM CDT
Hi Lynn
You are in our prayers today, tomorrow...and the next. No one is immune to trials and troubles, but our faith in God gets us through. And knowing you, you'll get through this round... with flying colors.....maybe even some highlights.
Love You!

Rick Lung <rclung37@yahoo.com>
Orlando, FL US - Monday, October 10, 2005 9:12 PM CDT
Hey my hottie friend,

How is it you look YOUR BEST at every moment of the day???!!! It sure was good just visiting on the culdesac tonight. I think EVERYONE'S cup was full (and I mean more than literally although that was probably true too!! Hee)...the kids, us, the hubbies, the neighbors, even the pups!! HA

I am stormin' heaven for you sweet friend. God is listening!!

Can't wait to work out all the yuck and all that deliciously unhealthy food I consumed at the fair today!! See you in the a.m.!!!!

Love ya,

Holly

Holly Crandell <hmcrand@comcast.net>
- Monday, October 10, 2005 8:31 PM CDT
Lynn:

Hope you had a wonderful weekend with your family. You will be in my prayers throughout the week!!

Gretchen Round

Gretchen Round <jgmround@grandecom.net>
Frisco, Tx USA - Monday, October 10, 2005 6:04 PM CDT
Good morning my friend. Hope you and your gang had a nice weekend together. Just wanted to say hello and let you know that I'm thinking of you. FIGHT SISTER FIGHT! Love ya, Heidi
Heidi Isaak <heidi.isaak@genmill.com>
New Hope, mn usa - Monday, October 10, 2005 8:43 AM CDT
Good Morning! Hope that it is sunny an warm in Dallas! We have snow in Denver my friend! I am in my office and can hear trees splitting outside from the heavy weight of the wet snow. May be an eventful morning! Hoping that you have a wonderful day. FIGHT SISTER FIGHT!
Jill Smail...looking RIGHT! <jill.smail@novartis.com>
Englewood, CO - Monday, October 10, 2005 6:47 AM CDT
Just had to let you know I could not go to sleep and God placed you in my thoughts. Whatever you are facing right now I hope you are finding peaceful rest... know that a sister in Christ, is praying for you and your sweet family.
Lynn, I feel blessed to know you through dear Suzanne. As this week approaches, I will continue to pray for peace and comfort!
Much Love,
Tori

Tori Miller and Family <tori@cebridge.net>
Prosper, TX - Monday, October 10, 2005 0:29 AM CDT
Wishing I could make this all go away!
FIGHT SISTER FIGHT!

Jill Smail...looking RIGHT! <jill.smail@novartis.com>
Englewood, CO - Sunday, October 9, 2005 1:32 PM CDT
Lynn,
I was just watching the morning news and saw there were 43,000 people participating in the Race for Cure here in Phoenix. I was disappointed I wasn't able to be there due to Bill's work schedule, but what an amazing sight to see. Hope you're having a great day.
Love,
Lynde

Lynde Bove <paramedico@cox.net>
Gilbert, AZ - Sunday, October 9, 2005 11:05 AM CDT
Lynn,
It was a blessing to "meet" you on the phone the other day-you, like Jill, are an amazing woman. I feel so blessed to know such women of God- and I believe He will fully heal you both! Jill's little girls are so special to me- her daughter Lauren will forever hold a piece of my heart- as we have spent many days together over the years as Jill and Darren have walked a difficult road. Each day I pray specifically for her and that the Lord will bless her through the pain- I will gladly add your daughter to my prayers- and I believe that these little ones- who are asked to carry so much- will come through with simply a clear picture of who Jesus and His family is. Thank you for your thoughtfulness for our family- even in the midst of your own pain. Please know we're praying!
In Him,
Jayne

Jayne Shatto <mjshatto@yahoo.com>
Ada, MI - Saturday, October 8, 2005 9:05 PM CDT
Lynn:
God works in mysterious ways! I have not checked your sight in months and then seeing you at McDonalds made me think to check. I am so sorry to hear all your going through again!!! I know you are strong and God will hold you in the Palm of his hands and take care of you!!!!!I MUST SAY YOU LOOKED BEAUTIFUL YESTERDAY and you went through the drive through!!! Looking the way I did, I should have been the one driving through!!!! Keep Smiling!!!

Love from the Thompsons!!


Lisa Thompson <ifslisapap@aol.com>
Frisco, - Saturday, October 8, 2005 5:10 PM CDT
Lynn,

I hope you and your family are having a wonderful weekend together. I was just sitting here in the quiet for a little while and was thinking about you and hoping you have peace in your heart. From your last posting is seems as though you do and will continue to fight as hard as you have been for the last few years.
Love and Prayers!
Lynde

Lynde Bove <paramedico@cox.net>
Gilbert, AZ - Saturday, October 8, 2005 4:41 PM CDT
Dear Lynn,
You are never far from my thoughts or my prayers! No matter what time of day it is! I am really asking, believing that the Lord will choose to heal you. I am also asking that He will gently wipe away any fear from your heart and that you will just felt Held. My love and prayers to you always!

Jill Herweyer <jillndar@comcast.net>
- Saturday, October 8, 2005 3:11 AM CDT
My Dear Lynn,
At this point I'm sure you're ready to get on with the surgery. We pray that it'll be next week. Once you have a date set, your frame of mind will be ready as well. Waiting is sometimes so difficult!!! Our prayer for you is that you, Dave, Taylor and Jacob have a WONDERFUL family weekend together. As I've said many times Lynn, you have an AMAZING support group of friends and family working overtime praying for your complete recovery. Trust in the Lord to carry you on this journey. Sending hugs and kisses your way. Love you guys!!!

Love, Burton, Connie, Grant, Gavin and Kelsey

connie <bberg56@hotmail.com>
- Friday, October 7, 2005 9:54 PM CDT
Hello guys,just wanted to let you know we are thinking of you and saying our prayers for you. Hope you can find comfort in spending this weekend with your family and enjoying the simple things,your children, their beautiful faces and their unwaivering love. Know that God's love for you is also steadfast and you can lean on him and give your fear of this next week's unknown to him to carry. Also we will pray for your children to be able bask in your love and attention this weekend and for patience and understanding ( as best they can) when mom is not feeling good in the coming days. Stay faithful that God is with you through all of these days and let him carry you through the days that seem too heavy of a burden.
we love you,
From all your Minnesota aunts,uncles,and cousins.

lajean westeng <lwesteng09@hotmail.com>
clarks grove, mn usa - Friday, October 7, 2005 9:18 PM CDT
Hi Sweet One, Daughter like Mother, I also have had a hard couple of days... the moon must have been in the wrong location for us. I do feel better since I read your last message and know your feeling a lot more at ease. Sorry to read about your friend Jill.. Lot of love and prays will be said this evening. Keep a smile on your face... I know it is hard some times. Love you Lots.. Hugs and Kisses to Dave and the Kids. See You one day soon
God Bless
Mom and Dad

Wayne and Suzanne Berg <azberg@msn.com>
Mesa, AZ USA - Friday, October 7, 2005 8:57 PM CDT
Many prayers for you and your friend! God bless you and your family.
lorraine <lmvitris@aol.com>
plano, tx usa - Friday, October 7, 2005 5:12 PM CDT
Dear Lynn
I have been praying for you! I have faith that you will win this battle. I can't even begin to imagine how difficult this must be, but that's what makes you so amazing, you stay strong and faithful in the most difficult times. I'll continue to pray for the whole family.
Love, Kelsey

Kelsey <kelsey.berg@uwrf.edu>
River Falls, WI - Friday, October 7, 2005 12:11 AM CDT
Just a quicky Lynn to let you know I am faithfully praying for you. Also made a few wishes on stars for you-can't hurt, right :) You are never too far from my thoughts my dear cyber friend!! You continue to inspire me with your courage and faith!
-Brooke

Brooke Bleyl <bleyl22@adelphia.net>
Twinsburg, OH USA - Friday, October 7, 2005 10:11 AM CDT
Lynn,
It was wonderful to read your entry today. I wish you health, happiness and peace. Your strength and will is inspiring to all, your devotion and faith is unmeasurable. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family today and always.

Have a wonderful weekend!

Stay strong!!

Kelli Bader <kbader@arizbank.com>
Gilbert, AZ US - Friday, October 7, 2005 10:07 AM CDT
Glad you have a renewed spirit today Lynn. I will pray for Jill today. As always, you are in my thoughts and prayers. With much love from MN!
Heidi Isaak <heidi.isaak@genmill.com>
New Hope, mn usa - Friday, October 7, 2005 9:44 AM CDT
Hi Lynne,
I am a friend of Jill Herweyer's in Michigan, and have been catching up on your journals over the past few days. I have added you (and your family) to my prayers as you continue your fight against this horrible disease. May God give you comfort and peace in these coming days.

Amanda Jones <amandakjones@sbcglobal.net>
Kentwood, MI - Friday, October 7, 2005 8:33 AM CDT
Hi Lynn,
I will be praying for you during the next week. I hope the procedures go well and you have a fast recovery time.

Jennifer Kaas <kaas@uwindsor.ca>
Windsor, ON Canada - Friday, October 7, 2005 1:46 AM CDT
Lynn,

Just wanted to let you know I was thinking about you and I hope your children are doing ok. God bless all of you and I will continue praying for you.
Love,
Lynde

Lynde Bove <paramedico@cox.net>
Gilbert, AZ - Thursday, October 6, 2005 10:14 PM CDT
Hey my friend,
Don't really know what to say other than you and Dave (& the kids) have been on our minds almost constantly through out these past days. We are praying for you as your plan is revealed and you are put in the path of the right doctors and people to help you heal. May you and your family feel lifted up and refreshed each day from all of your prayer warriors out here praying for you! Love ya, Paige
PS We had about 1/2" snow here in the mountains yesterday -- the kids were ecstatic and keep us living in the moment.

Paige Riccio <paigericcio@comcast.net>
Granby, CO - Thursday, October 6, 2005 9:40 PM CDT
Dear Lynn, Dave and family,
Not sure if you remember Mark or I but Mark is your dad's cousin. Sorry to hear of your news. Our thoughts and prayers are with you and your family! Keep up the strong faith! It is great you are able to keep people informed through this website. I have followed the Caring Bridge website for some time but just recently found out you had a page. Prayers to your family!
Love,
Mark, Brenda, Andrew and Jennifer Routh

Brenda Routh <bjrouth@myclearwave.net>
New Richland, MN USA - Thursday, October 6, 2005 8:51 PM CDT
Who saw the Today Show today?? Goocle "Circus of Cancer" lots of good ideas for our dear friend!
Jill Smail...looking RIGHT! <jill.smail@novartis.com>
Englewood, CO - Thursday, October 6, 2005 7:26 PM CDT
Hello Newman Family.... We would like to send our prayers out to you guys. Lynn, I think of you daily. I know God has a fast healing plan for you. Keep up the Faith and don't let this bring you down. We Love You.....

Todd, Sara, Grace & Ryan Britton

Sara <BrittonClan@hotmail.com>
Janesville, MN USA - Thursday, October 6, 2005 5:29 PM CDT
HI Lynn I just want you to know that you are in my prayers and thoughts so much. I have shared your story with so many people. You are an incredible person.
Connie Kells <ckells@playtex.com>
Norwood, MN - Thursday, October 6, 2005 2:08 PM CDT
Good morning Lynn. Be happy where you live as I had to get out the hats and mittens this morning so the kids wouldn't freeze going to school. No snow yet but soon. Don't you miss MN? :) Hope you have a great day. Am thinking of you.
Heidi Isaak <heidi.isaak@genmill.com>
New Hope, mn USA - Thursday, October 6, 2005 10:07 AM CDT
Good Morning! Hope that this will be a great day! Thinking of you!
Jill Smail...looking RIGHT! <jill.smail@novartis.com>
Englewood, CO - Thursday, October 6, 2005 7:46 AM CDT
Lynn,
Lisa Gifford keeps me updated on your condition, and let me know of your set back, you are a true warrior you have been through so much and now to fight again.... You are a strong woman of faith, you will fight hard as always.
I have been on your web site and have been praying for you and your family but I felt the need to say hello today and let you know that I keep you in my thoughts and prayers, and will continue well after you have beat this.
God Bless you warrior sister,
Lorrie (Lisa's favorite Aunt Lorrie/cancer survivor )

Lorrie Toliver <lorrielilly@cox.net>
Mesa, Az. USA - Thursday, October 6, 2005 1:01 AM CDT
Hey you -
Can't wait to meet you at the Y tomorrow....and for bible study!!
Lifting you in prayer - all the time.

Hol

Holly Crandell <hmcrand@comcast.net>
- Wednesday, October 5, 2005 10:16 PM CDT
Hello, friend! Just thinking of you and sayings lots of prayers! ;), Candace
Candace, Rob, Hannah, Payton and Morgan <txcandace@comcast.net>
Plano, Tx USA - Wednesday, October 5, 2005 9:39 PM CDT
Hello sweet Lynn! You know you are in our thoughts and prayers. We love you so much and will be thinking about you constantly as you enter yet another round in this fight. May God's grace and peace be with you. We send you huge, great big hugs! With all our love, Andrew and Yvette
Yvette McMullen <yvettem259@aol.com>
Austin, TX - Wednesday, October 5, 2005 9:13 PM CDT
Just checking in to say hello. I hope Taylor is doing better. Love ya! FIGHT SISTER FIGHT (Jill's saying which I love). :)
Heidi Isaak <heidi.isaak@genmill.com>
New Hope, MN USA - Wednesday, October 5, 2005 8:11 PM CDT
You are in my prayers as well as all of your family members. God's speed, Lynn


Judi Ballman <JBallman@aol.com>
Aurora, CO USA - Wednesday, October 5, 2005 4:04 PM CDT
Our thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.

Much love and comfort to you.


melanie florsheim <scot.florsheim@comcast.net>
- Wednesday, October 5, 2005 3:06 PM CDT
Lynn,
I am a good friend of Linda Denning's. Each time we are together...we talk about how darling you and your family are. I feel like I know you! I just wanted to tell you that you are all in our prayers. I truly believe that God has his arms wrapped around you and that you are always safe. I am passing on this quote in hopes that it will give you some peace. "Whatever the Mind can Conceive and Believe...It will Achieve"....Keep that positive thought!!
Gayle

Gayle Manton <gaylemanton@comcast.net>
Frisco, Tx - Wednesday, October 5, 2005 2:27 PM CDT
Dear Lynn,

I have followed your journey for many, many months but have not left a message in your guestbook in quite a while. Just because I haven't posted does not mean that I have not been praying though! You and your family are continuously in my prayers. I'm so very sorry that you are again facing surgery and so many unknowns. Stay strong, Lynn, you are such a fighter and an incredible inspiration to so many ... rest in Jesus's arms and HE will give you the strength you need to fight this new battle.

My devotional calendar for today shares the following sweet and simple message ... hold it in your heart today:
WE CAN PUT OUR MINDS AT EASE BECAUSE GOD'S MIND IS ON US.

May God bless you, Dave, and your sweet little ones today, and always.

Kathy Sanders <kathy_sanders@comcast.net>
Richardson, TX - Wednesday, October 5, 2005 8:56 AM CDT
Lynn & family- you will continue to be in my prayers. May your surgery go well.

Praying that you will HEALED-

Zhohn Dupont <z_dupont@hotmail.com>
Moreauville, LA USA - Wednesday, October 5, 2005 8:47 AM CDT
Could you possibly be any more perky or radiant this morning?! (smack - HA!)

The light of God is brightly shining in you my friend!! Enjoy today!

Love ya! Jen

JennyGwynn <jennygwynn@comcast.net>
Frisco, TX - Wednesday, October 5, 2005 8:37 AM CDT
You are in my prayers each and every day....all of you. I am glad you mentioned to those parents about not saying anything. Having taught for the past 20 years in RISD, your precious children need and will thrive in an atmosphere with all of their friends with fun activities and no worries. They deserve that and it is only fair...after all, they are children and need to be kids without the adult worries we face day to day. I think you have done a remarkable job with your children from what you have written in your journal entries. You have been honest, but in a gentle way in which they can understand. I know they must be so very proud of their mommy.

You are in wonderful hands and I know you will get through this latest obstacle with flying colors. I just know it and I truly believe it. BELIEVING and TRUSTING and of course, always FROGGING (Fully Relying On God)!

Kelly May <kg.may@comcast.net>
Plano, TX USA - Tuesday, October 4, 2005 11:43 PM CDT
Hi! It' me again......just wanted to pass this along -

God's peace is different from the world's peace. True peace is not found in positive thinking, in absence of conflict or in good feelings. It comes from knowing God is in control. Let God's peace guard your heart against anxiety. (Phil 4:7 - cliff notes vers.) May the grace of God's peace surround you & Dave.

xoxo ~ Jen

JennyGwynn <jennygwynn@comcast.net>
Frisco, TX - Tuesday, October 4, 2005 11:00 PM CDT
OOPS!!!I am such a goofball. I have been using my hot glue gun for the last half-hour working on a project! I guess the heat melted my brain! I wanted to read your post again and read your guestbook. I didn't go down far enough and thought my first entry did not make it in the guestbook ,so I re-wrote it! Then when I checked to see if it entered, I saw the first one!! Oh, well, maybe reading it twice encouraged you that much more! Hugs...Anna
Anna Rainwater <anna.banana3@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, October 4, 2005 11:00 PM CDT
Dear Lynn...As I read your post this evening, I thought to myself," How can I encourage her? What can I say?" I left your website and went to check e-mails. I received an e-mail from another dear friend of mine who is battling breast cancer as well. The words she wrote were so wise and I immediately thought, maybe Sharon's words would encourage you.So, I came back to your guestbook to share her words with you. I pray that they will encourage you, even if only a little. I love you my friend....Anna
"God takes a "lot of heat" in times of trial and tragedy. That is unfair, as his desire for us is to know Him personally and to understand that He loves us deeply. Knowing Him doesn't mean our pain and anger just magically disappear. But during times of trouble, He holds us close to His heart and as we let go and trust His sovereignty, we mend. If we allow Him to comfort us, then sorrow won't be wasted,but will be transformed into something positive for ourselves and others."

Anna Rainwater <anna.banana3@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, October 4, 2005 10:52 PM CDT
Lynn, my friend, I love ya and am praying for ya! Mike was just saying how you have been so much on his mind and we both have heavy hearts that you are sufferring again. I can't even begin to know what to say except we love you. Take care and all our best to you and the kids.
Vicky

Vicky <vickyn@prattthompson.com>
Scottsdale, AZ - Tuesday, October 4, 2005 10:40 PM CDT
dearest Lynn, Always more worried for others than yourself. We will say prayers for your kids,Dave, and your mom and dad. Prayers for everyone,but especially for you, God's love and light surround you and keep you through this time and through the next few months. Prayers for your surgeon to be precise and steady and to be able to "get all of it" and make it be your last cancer worry. Keep your strong faith and He will help you through. Know that we send our love and heartfelt prayers.
In God's hope
Love,jim and lajean

lajean westeng <lwesteng09@hotmail.com>
clarks grove, mn usa - Tuesday, October 4, 2005 10:37 PM CDT
Sweet friend.........I'm sending you a cyber BIG cyber hug tonight ((....)).

Love you!
Jen

JennyGwynn <jennygwynn@comcast.net>
Frisco, TX - Tuesday, October 4, 2005 10:37 PM CDT
As others have mentioned, I too want to thank you for sharing this journey with us in such an open and compelling way. My heart aches when I read about your concern for Taylor and your Mom's concern for you. I remember a quote I read from a wheelchair-bound Christopher Reeve who jokingly said to his wife, "I liked it when my life was shallow!" Let's get this weed called cancer eradicated once and for all, and though you'll never be shallow again let's at least try for a life that's a little more mundane, shall we?

We're thinkin' of you all the time.

Jami Jensen <jamipaul@msn.com>
Littleton, CO - Tuesday, October 4, 2005 10:29 PM CDT
My Dear Lynn,
Our hearts ache for you to think that you have to face this war on cancer again. As difficult as it is, now you know what needs to be done and the fight grows more intense. We're praying for each of you to have the courage and strength to WIN this battle. Thank-you for keeping your journal updated for the many friends and family that love you and are praying for a complete recovery. This site is truely a remarkable tool. We're sending hugs and kisses to each of you. Love you guys!!!!
Love, Burton,Connie, Grant, Gavin and Kelsey

connie <bberg56@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, October 4, 2005 10:19 PM CDT
Lynn,
Thank you so much for letting us know what happened today with the doctors. I have thought about you all day long and kept wondering how you were doing. As usual you never stop surprising me with you POSITIVE ATTITUDE. I will continue to say prayers for you and your family. Please keep us posted as to the next step in this process. STAY STRONG!
Love,
Lynde

Lynde Bove <paramedico@cox.net>
Gilbert , AZ - Tuesday, October 4, 2005 9:55 PM CDT
Dear Lynn...As I read your post tonight, I kept thinking to myself, what can I say to encourage her, what can I do? I went to check my e-mails after checking your website and read an e-mail from another dear friend of mine who has also been battling breast cancer. After reading it, I thought to myself...Sharon's words of wisdom might help Lynn. So, I am back in your guest book to share her words with you. I pray it will give you some encouragement. I love you friend....Anna
"God takes "a lot of heat" in times of trials and tragedies. That is unfair as his desire for us is to know him personally and to understand that He loves us deeply. Knowing him doesn't mean our pain and anger just magically disappear. But during times of trouble, He holds us close to His heart and as we let go and trust His sovereignty, we mend. If we allow Him to comfort us, then sorrow won't be wasted, but will be transformed into something positive for ourselves and others."

Anna Rainwater <anna.banana3@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, October 4, 2005 9:41 PM CDT
To Heidi's words I say.....me too!
Hang in there! YOU CAN DO THIS!

Jill Smail...looking RIGHT! <jill.smail@novartis.com>
Centennial, CO - Tuesday, October 4, 2005 9:27 PM CDT
Thanks for the update Lynn. I know we all appreciate you taking the time to journal and keep us posted of your situation as I am guessing most of us check your site often. I find myself praying more than I ever have for you Lynn as well as your family. I find myself caring less about things that used to matter more (if that makes sense). I find myself touching your pink LOOKING RIGHT bracelet a hundred times a day and every time I do that I think of you. I find your amazing strong words of encouragement and faith making me be a better and more faithful servant of our good Lord. I find myself being able to talk about our Lord more openly because of you. I'm about to go to sleep and kiss my three kids good night as they are probably snoring loudly by now. As I tuck myself in please know that you are the last person I think about and pray for every night. ALWAYS LOOKING RIGHT!
Heidi Isaak <heidi.isaak@genmill.com>
New Hope, MN USA - Tuesday, October 4, 2005 9:15 PM CDT
My Beautiful Daughter.
Monday I was having a hard day, I so wanted to take all your pain away and I can't. Tears filled my eyes and I finally put up my arms and gave all of this to God. Would you believe it, I felt 10 lbs. lighter. Dad and I have said a lot of prays for you, David , Taylor and Jacob. We love you all so very much and it is so very , very hard seeing your love ones in so much pain . Lynn and David you are parents so I know you understand how very hard it is to just stand by and not be able to have the pain instead of your child. Prays coming your way 24 hr's a day , seven days a week.
Love Much
God Speed
Mom and Dad

Suzanne K. Berg <azberg@msn.com>
Mesa, AZ USA - Tuesday, October 4, 2005 9:14 PM CDT
I will continue to pray for you and your family. I can only imagine how hard it is for you to see your kids so sad. It breaks my heart. Stay strong, I will be thinking of you.
Shelly Joseph <shellyjoseph@charter.net>
Byron, MN - Tuesday, October 4, 2005 7:23 PM CDT
We missed you at Moms In Touch!! I certainly hope you could feel the power of ours prayers coming your way while you were at your appointment today. It was quite moving!

Love ya! Jen

JennyGwynn <jennygwynn@comcast.net>
Frisco, TX - Tuesday, October 4, 2005 7:10 PM CDT
Thinking of you and your family and praying for all of you!! I am sorry to hear that Taylor is having a hard time! It definitely takes it toll on kids and I'm sure after 3 years of it, she's very overwhelmed. I will keep praying for peace for her too!
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Jennifer <pinkribbonmom@comcast.net>
Loveland, CO - Tuesday, October 4, 2005 6:32 PM CDT
Love love love love ya friend!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Praying for peace,
Hol

Holly Crandell <hmcrand@comcast.net>
- Tuesday, October 4, 2005 6:13 PM CDT
Thinking of you all today my friend!
Jill Smail...looking RIGHT! <jill.smail@novartis.com>
Englewood, CO - Tuesday, October 4, 2005 5:29 PM CDT
Lynn,
You are constantly in my thoughts and prayers & I am so sad to hear how upset Taylor is, but how special it is that she can share that with you! Be strong & know that we are ALL praying for you & Looking RIGHT!!!

Melissa <melissa@snfriends.com>
Houston, TX USA - Tuesday, October 4, 2005 5:27 PM CDT
Lynn,
I am praying for you, your children, and your entire family. I don't know what more to say as what I would say has been said by so many others........you continue to amaze me with your strength, your faith, and your outlook; your script of life seems so unfair. I wear my "Looking Right" braclet and think of what you are going through. I'll be praying!

Stephanie Lorsung <lorsungj@aol.com>
Pine City, MN USA - Tuesday, October 4, 2005 12:02 AM CDT
I don't know where to begin. I will be praying and thinking of you and your family. I feel so badly for those beautiful children. Having two of my own..I know how you hurt when they are hurt. Please, please everyone reading Lynn's journal pray for Lynn and her family especially those precious children as they do not know how to comprehend the things that are happening to their mommy.
Barbara Moore <bmoore@cgsd.org>
Rogersville, PA USA - Tuesday, October 4, 2005 7:59 AM CDT
You are constantly in my thoughts and prayers and I ask for God to give you and your family the continuous strength to fight this terrible disease.
Connie Kells <ckells@playtex.com>
Norwood, MN - Tuesday, October 4, 2005 7:31 AM CDT
I am Dana Eisenbergs friend with the two sets of twins. We went to sushi lunch a few months ago. I just want you to know Dana told me what you are going thru and I want you to know I am praying for you and your family.

Lauren

Lauren Zlotky
Dallas, Tx - Tuesday, October 4, 2005 0:28 AM CDT
My Dear Lynn,
Just a quick note to let you know that we're thinking about you. Bless little Taylor and Jake - how are they supposed to understand when we don't understand? I know you'll be strong for them. Have faith Lynn - the power of prayer is strong as you well know. May God grant each of you the courage and strength to win this battle!!! Again, I wish I lived closer so I could help out. We'll keep you in our prayers as you make your plans for surgery. May God Bless you all. Love you guys.

Love, Burton,Connie, Grant, Gavin and Kelsey

Connie <bberg56@hotmail.com>
- Monday, October 3, 2005 10:30 PM CDT
Lynn:

We (Meredith & I) will pray for peace & comfort for Taylor. God will take care of her as well as you!! Stay strong and fight!!!

Gretchen Round

Gretchen Round <jgmround@grandecom.net>
Frisco, Tx USA - Monday, October 3, 2005 9:39 PM CDT
Lynn,
Just wanted to wish you good luck tomorrow with the doctors. I'll say a pray tonight for you and your family. I hope Taylor had a better day today, I'm thinking and praying for your children.
Love,
Lynde

Lynde Bove <paramedico@cox.net>
Gilbert, AZ - Monday, October 3, 2005 9:20 PM CDT
Hey there! The Race for the Cure was truly amazing!! We did it for you my friend! Extra prayers for your children!!FIGHT SISTER FIGHT! Good luck on Tuesday.
Jill Smail...looking RIGHT! <jill.smail@novartis.com>
Englewood, CO - Monday, October 3, 2005 9:05 PM CDT
Will say an extra prayer for Taylor tonight Lynn. Just checking in before bed & wanted to know I'm thinking of you and your family. Love, Heidi
Heidi Isaak <heidi.isaak@genmill.com>
New Hope, MN USA - Sunday, October 2, 2005 8:46 PM CDT
Lynn: Our thoughts and prayers are with you. Sincerely hope and pray surgery will be the answer. Be strong and be safe.
Alfreda Monahan <jimalfmonahan@aol.com>
Plymouth, MN USA - Sunday, October 2, 2005 1:29 PM CDT
64,000 people at the Denver Race for the Cure this morning!!!! What an amazing show of support to fight this disease. Thought about you the whole way my friend. I know Smails were there and Kathy Mecom was with me. We all continue to pray for you and your family. Our love to each one of you as you take this journey together. God bless you!
Shelley Bonjean <bonjeans@msn.com>
Highlands Ranch, CO USA - Sunday, October 2, 2005 12:53 AM CDT
Lynn.. I just wanted to share something with you that your sweet Jacob said at Sunday school. We were taking prayer requests and he raised his hand and said, "I have something you need to pray for." His huddle leader was ready to write it down and Jacob said,"Please pray for my mom. She has cancer. Pray for it to go away." It brought tears to my eyes. I did not share this to make you sad though. I shared it because I wanted you to see that your child is trusting God to heal you and so that you can see how much he loves you. I love you my sweet friend...Praying for you always...Anna
Anna Rainwater <anna.banana3@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, October 2, 2005 12:40 AM CDT
Denver Race for the Cure is tomorrow! There will be so many people walking, perhaps running, in celebration of YOU! Carson, Mason, Owen, Randy, My mom and dadand I will all be out there! WE ARE IN IT FOR YOU. Shelley Bonjean too!
FIGHT SISTER FIGHT!

Jill Smail...looking RIGHT! <jill.smail@novartis.com>
Englewood, CO - Saturday, October 1, 2005 11:35 PM CDT
Sweet Friend - I can't stand the toll this is taking on Tay-Tay this time. (Or on you, Dave & Jacob) Thank you for sharing exactly where her heart is so that we can all specifically pray for her inner peace. She is sooooo right - this isn't fair!! I hope that as Taylor continues to mature, she can see the beauty & grace in your faith over the the past 2 years. In all your pain & frustration, you are such an amazing example my friend. What a true gift you are to those who are blessed to know you.

I love you friend - STAY STRONG!! Jenny

JennyGwynn <jennygwynn@comcast.net>
Frisco, TX - Saturday, October 1, 2005 10:11 PM CDT
My sweet friend....I was heartbroken to read that Taylor is having a difficult time with all of this. I am thankful though that she has the courage to express her feelings to you and cry when she needs to. What a sweet child she is to care so much for her mom. That is every moms dream to know that your child loves you so deeply! I will pray for that sweet child to feel at peace and that the two of you will have many opportunities to spend some quality time together. I was talking with a dear friend the other day and I asked her.."How do you prepare for such difficult storms in your life?" She said to me, the only way I know is to stay deep in God's word. That is my prayer for you Lynn that you will continue to stay in God's word. When the kids and I were saying prayers tonight, Camden's prayer was,"God, I really want you to take Ms. Lynn's cancer away because you just need to do it." AMEN! I love you sweet friend. You are always in my prayers. Hugs to you...Anna
Anna Rainwater <anna.banana3@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, October 1, 2005 9:48 PM CDT
Our Dear Lynn, David ,Taylor and Jake
Have a fun filled Sat. Dad and I will be thinking of you all. See you in a few days . Keep those smiles on your faces and love in your heart. Your in our prays all day and evening. Love you Lots
God Speed
Mom and Dad

Suzanne K. Berg <azberg@msn.com>
Mesa, AZ USA - Saturday, October 1, 2005 10:55 AM CDT
DEAR-DAUGHTER-IN-LOVE, I AM HEARTBROKEN THAT YOU HAVE TO FACE THIS BATTLE AGAIN, BUT FIGHT WE WILL DO. I HAVE PRAYED FOR YOU IN HUGE CATHDERALS AND LITTLE CHAPELS. I PRAYED FOR YOU IN "THE MOTHER SHIP",ST PETERS IN ROME. I HAVE LITE CANDLES AND GIVEN MONEY TO EVERY BEGGAR--BUT IN THE END I FOUND THE PEACE OF OUR SWEET SAVIOR AND I KNOW THIS IS ALL GOING TO BE OK. SO MY LOVE, I HAVE CRIED AND RAILED HOW UNFAIR. WE WILL SOON BE HOME AND AS JAKIE WOULD SAY TO THE CANCER,AS HE DID TO THE WAVES IN CABO,---BRING IT ON!!! OUR FAMILY IS READY TO TAKE ON THE SHIELD AND DEFEAT THIS MONSTER AGAIN. LOVE YOU MY SWEET, GAIL
newman <newmanj36@netscape.net>
- Saturday, October 1, 2005 7:21 AM CDT
Lynn,
I went on your website today just to see if by chance you had posted anything. The last time I went in you were speaking of not posting on a regular basis. When I read your posting from Wednesday I was so sad to hear that you were going to have to FIGHT this NASTY EVIL thing again. But then I thought to myself that if there is ANYONE who could possibly fight it and beat again it's you. Don't they say the 3rd times the charm, this is going to be your charm. I hope you realize that I still think of you all the time and I know we've all grown in different directions and have different things going on in our lives, but you have and always will remain near and dear to my heart. God bless you and your beautifull family and keep fighting the fight. Stay Strong Lynn Newman, you're going to beat this for the last time.
Love,
Lynde Bove

Lynde Bove <paramedico@cox.net>
Gilbert, AZ - Friday, September 30, 2005 11:26 PM CDT
Dear Lynn,
Just wanted you to know that Tom and I are praying for you, David, and the kids. You are strong, my friend, and your faith has influenced and touched so many lives already, more than you will ever know! May God's love blanket you and lift you up this weekend. He will lead you to the right doctors, provide you with a plan, and give you all that you need to go forward. You can do this again -- keep fighting! Just think of the thousands of prayers being sent up from all of us out here fighting for you, too! With God, anything is possible! Love and peace to you, my dear, and hugs and kisses to the kids -- Paige

Paige Riccio <paigericcio@comcast.net>
- Friday, September 30, 2005 10:18 PM CDT
I just needed to post to let you know I'm thinking & praying & praying & praying for you. This is a bit of a stormy season for many of us us right now but I love what Saint Hol said..........God is in our boat!! So true.

May you sleep well tonight my dear sweet friend!
Love you to pieces ~ Jen

p.s. Did I mention I'm praying for you?

JennyGwynn <jennygwynn@comcast.net>
Frisco, TX - Friday, September 30, 2005 10:00 PM CDT
FIGHT SISTER FIGHT! YOU CAN BEAT THIS! I KNOW YOU CAN!
Jill Smail...looking RIGHT! <jill.smail@novartis.com>
Englewood, CO - Friday, September 30, 2005 9:09 PM CDT
My Dear Lynn,
A quick note to say "hi" and to let youkknow we are thinking and praying for you. I hope you'll have great family weekend together. Hugs and kisses to you all. I'm on my way to River Falls, WI to spend the night with Kelsey and then tomorrow morning she and I are going to Montivideo to help my brother and his family move to a different house. I'll check in again on Sunday when I get home. May God Bless you and give you strength!!! Love you!!!
Love, Burton, Connie, Grant, Gavin and Kelsey

connie <bberg56@hotmail.com>
- Friday, September 30, 2005 6:55 PM CDT
Hi Lynn
Sorry to hear about your news. It breaks my heart to think you have to go through this again. You, Dave, and the kids are in my thought and prayers. Keep your spirits up.
Love, Kelsey

Kelsey Berg <kelsey.berg@uwrf.edu>
New Richland, mn - Friday, September 30, 2005 12:15 AM CDT
Lynn,
Have a wonderful day. Try to enjoy the weather and just be at peace today. Love you and always with you in prayer and thought.
Tiffany

Tiffany Marino <tiffmarino@comcast.net>
- Friday, September 30, 2005 9:15 AM CDT
Lynn, this is the first time I have visited your website. Of course, I am in tears but also complete amazement. You have to be the strongest women I personally know. You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers. You have amazing strenth and an unbelievable amount of people who love you and are here for you. My love, Holly Brousseau
Holly Brousseau <hollybrousseau@comcast.net>
Frisco, Texas, usa - Friday, September 30, 2005 8:45 AM CDT
Dear Lynne,

I have been following your journey for such a long time now.

I am hoping and praying for you to find the right treatment to get rid of this beast.

God Bless,
Susan

Susan Bernhardt <desbernhardt@msn.com>
zimmerman, MN - Friday, September 30, 2005 8:00 AM CDT
Our Dear Lynn and David and the little ones, WE LOVE YOU AND ARE PRAYING FOR YOU ALL. WE GIVE THANKS THAT YOU ARE IN GODS HANDS NO MATTER WHERE THE ROAD LEADS. WE ARE IN IBEZIA AND START HOME MONDAY. WILL CALL WHEN WE LAND TUES. MAY THE PEACE OF CHRIST SURROUND YOU AND HIS LOVE SUSTAIN YOU. ALL OUR LOVE, MOM AND DAD NEWMAN
NEWMAN <newmanj36@netscape.net>
- Friday, September 30, 2005 6:05 AM CDT
Hey girl.
Up doing the early a.m. shift again and was thinking and starting my day with prayers for you! Anna wrote something to me the other day and I loved her analogy...we know in life there will be storms to weather...when that occurs aren't you glad Jesus is in your boat? Pretty neat eh? He is beside you...grab him to steady yourself and trust! Your faith and trust is strong sweet friend.
I pray today will be a beautiful blessing for you.....
Love ya dearly,
Hol

Holly Crandell <hmcrand@comcast.net>
- Friday, September 30, 2005 5:24 AM CDT
Praying without ceasing for a complete and full recovery from the surgery and from the cancer. May God wrap His loving arms around you and protect you and your precious family.
Kelly May <kelly.may@comcast.net>
Plano, TX USA - Thursday, September 29, 2005 11:16 PM CDT
SWEET DREAMS LITTLE ONE
LOVE YOU
GOD SPEED
MOM AND DAD

SUZANNE K BERG <azberg@msn.com>
MESA, AZ USA - Thursday, September 29, 2005 10:40 PM CDT
My Dear Lynn,
We just wanted you to know that we're thinking about you. We hope you're getting enough rest to keep up your strength. I'm sure your mind is going in a hundred directions. We pray that this weekend will be one for you to spend with your precious angels and your wonderful husband enjoying being a family. I only wish I lived closer so I could help out!! We're sending hugs and kisses to each of you. We love you!!!
Love, Burton, Connie, Grant, Gavin and Kelsey XXXOOO

connie <bberg56@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, September 29, 2005 10:37 PM CDT
Dear Sweet Lynn
And through all this You and Dave are still giving it up in Prayer and Thanksgiving. You continue to inspire and amaze. You must have a direct link to heaven! May God Bless you in Chapter 3.

Rick Lung <rclung37@yahoo.com>
Orlando, FL USA - Thursday, September 29, 2005 10:28 PM CDT
Lynn, The way you write in your journal is so calming and reassuring. Your faith in our Lord is such an amazing testament of His word. I pray for your complete healing on earth. God Bless.
Kara <Momof3beas@yahoo.com>
Manhattan, KS - Thursday, September 29, 2005 10:08 PM CDT
I am also wearing my looking RIGHT wrist band!!
Love ya!

Jill Smail...looking RIGHT! <jill.smail@novartis.com>
Englewood, CO - Thursday, September 29, 2005 10:04 PM CDT
Always LOOKING RIGHT because of you Lynn and proudly wearing my pink bracelet!
Heidi Isaak <heidi.isaak@genmill.com>
New Hope, MN USA - Thursday, September 29, 2005 9:55 PM CDT
I am also wearing my looking RIGHT wrist band!!
Love ya!

Jill Smail...looking RIGHT! <jill.smail@novartis.com>
Englewood, CO - Thursday, September 29, 2005 8:21 PM CDT
Lynn,
Please know that my family is praying for you- my heart aches for you and your family as you begin another difficult journey.
Jayne Shatto (Jill Herweyers Sister)

Jayne Shatto <mjshatto@yahoo.com>
Ada, MI - Thursday, September 29, 2005 8:18 PM CDT
Hi Lynn,
I am wearing my bracelet today too and sending good thoughts your way...
Hugs,
Laura

Laura Quevedo <laura.quevedo@gmail.com>
Diamond Bar, CA USA - Thursday, September 29, 2005 4:43 PM CDT
Hi Sweet Lynn

Dad and I are thinking about you and the family. Hugs to all.. We love you so much
God Speed
Mom

Suzanne K. Berg <azberg@msn.com>
Mesa, AZ USA - Thursday, September 29, 2005 4:15 PM CDT
Hello, friend! Thinking of you and praying for you today! We have pulled out our braclets again and Payton is missing hers....and you KNOW she faithfully prays for you. So I need two small pink braclets...Morgan is now in on the action...and wants to pray for "Ms. Lynn", too. Is there a verse in James that says the prayers of a 3 year old availth much? No, I think that is of a righteous man...and she is not very righteous at three! ;) You are precious and lifted up to the Lord several times a day in prayer! Your testimony is impacting others...big and small! Your life and testimony are a blessing to us! Stay strong...look right!
Candace, Rob, Hannah, Payton and Morgan <txcandace@comcast.net>
Plano, Tx - Thursday, September 29, 2005 11:02 AM CDT
Lynn,
This completely breaks my heart but I refuse to give up hope and will continue to lift you up in prayer.
Love you! Pattie

pattie wilson <pattiewilson2000@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, September 29, 2005 8:41 AM CDT
Lynn my heart goes out to you and your family. I was so sad to hear the news but I will be praying for a full recovery !
Connie Kells (Matter) <ckells@playtex.com>
Norwood, MN - Thursday, September 29, 2005 8:35 AM CDT
praying for the best.....
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, September 29, 2005 6:59 AM CDT
My Dear Lynn,
My Heart is so heavy tonight!!! It takes the wind out of your sails. Trust in the Lord to carry you on this journey. Again I'll say, your strong faith is an inspiration to us. God WILL answer our prayers for a complete recovery. I agree there is NO other answer. I had a nice long talk with your Mom tonight. She's such a dear -I love her dearly. She'll be there for you for a long as you need her.... and she wouldn't have it any other way!! May the Lord bless each of you with the strength you'll need for this unexpeted journey. Please give the kids hugs and kisses. We love you!!!

Love, Burton, Connie, Grant, Gavin and Kelsey

connie <bberg56@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, September 29, 2005 0:04 AM CDT
Lynn, I have followed the Eisenbergs' story for more than a year and have checked in on you often at Dana's urging. You and your family will be in my thoughts and prayers. Look right for that surgeon and all other needed things. May you find the answers that you need and want for your family and yourself.

Donna Kirk-Swaffar <swaffar@doglegs.com>
Rossville, KS - Wednesday, September 28, 2005 10:48 PM CDT
My dear friend,
I am so dismayed by your posting tonight...Christopher forwarded Dave's email from earlier today. My heart and prayers are with you... as always. For tonight, I'd like to share with you the positive...a story of you, me, and this past weekend.

I celebrated you all weekend long here in Southern Cal. My husband, little Ryan, and I did the Komen Race for the Cure on Sunday and YOU, my friend were plastered on my back!!! They had these great hot pink banners to wear that said "In Celebration Of"...and I celebrated you, Lynn Newman...strong, courageous, graceful you! It was an amazing event...25,000 people showed up in a sea of pink. We chatted with people we didn't even know...everyone wants to hear about the person on your back...so needless to say, you have A LOT of new friends here in S. Cal. thinking about and praying for you!

Much love,
Jean

Jean Prince <sprince28@cox.net>
Irvine, CA United States - Wednesday, September 28, 2005 10:47 PM CDT
My Sweet Girl, this is from Mom. My heart is hurting so very much this evening knowing your going through so very much. Please keep your Faith in the Lord. We have made it twice before and the third time we will make it right. You are my love and life and I hate having you go through so much... We ask why, when you are so good... only the Lord will be able to answer that question... and I know he will let us in on this big unknow question. I love you so very much and so very proud of the way you have handled this hard ship. God Speed....Your Loving Mom
Suzanne K Berg <azberg@msn.com>
Mesa, AZ USA - Wednesday, September 28, 2005 10:22 PM CDT
Hi Lynn
We Love you Lots.
Sweet Dreams
Love Mom and Dad

Suzanne K. Berg <azberg@msn.com>
Mesa, AZ USA - Wednesday, September 28, 2005 8:41 PM CDT
Dear Lynn,
I'm so glad things went so well and you were home so quickly! There's no place like home!! I continue to pray for you and your family- for peace, for comfort, and for the Lord himself to lean down and hold you in His hand. Much love my friend,
Jill

Jill Herweyer <jillndar@comcast.net>
GR, - Wednesday, September 28, 2005 6:00 PM CDT
HI Lynn

I just had lunch with the old GMI group of Heidi and Alfreda. Heidi was telling us about your story and I was so glad to get in touch with you. You are am amazing woman. I loved working with you when you were a BPA and you continue to be an inspiration to all those around you. My prayers are truly with you Lynn.

Connie Kells (Matter) <ckells@playtex.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Wednesday, September 28, 2005 1:53 PM CDT
Lynn:

Your faith is so strong!! You are an inspiration!! I will continue to keep you in my prayers. Give all your fears to God. He will comfort you at ALL times!!! You have an awesome support group. Know if there is anything I can do, please call me 972-668-3641.

God Bless you and your loving Husband, & especially your sweet angels!!!

I will be thinking of you and praying for you!!

Gretchen Round

Gretchen Round <jgmround@grandecom.net>
Frisco, TX USA - Wednesday, September 28, 2005 11:54 AM CDT
Good Morning Lynn
I was up at 4:30 this morning calling Mary and Larry ... Mary had called last night, but we had a couple long distance calls and it was to late to call her back. So up this morning, bright and early ,I called. She wishes you will and will be praying for you. The sun is up and it is a beautiful day here in Mesa. Judy has been going to a small chapel and praying for you each and ever morning. She loves you lots and prays off and on all day lone. You and David changed her life the day we went to church with your family. She feels so blessed and much happier. Have a good day , love to all. God speed Your Loving Mom and Dad.

Suzanne K. Berg <azberg@msn.com>
Mesa, AZ USA - Wednesday, September 28, 2005 9:39 AM CDT
Praying for you and your entire family.


Thanking God for TODAY~

Zhohn Dupont <z_dupont@hotmail.com>
Moreauville, LA USA - Wednesday, September 28, 2005 8:52 AM CDT
The Lord is faithful & good indeed!! You have sooooooo many blessings to count from todays journey. Clearly our God had His hand in every step of the way. I am continuing to pray for the best results. Sleep well my friend!

Love ~ Jenny

JennyGwynn <jennygwynn@comcast.net>
Frisco, TX - Wednesday, September 28, 2005 0:51 AM CDT
My Dear Lynn,
I'm so glad the biopsey is over and things went well. You were thoughts and prayers all day. I hope you were able to get some rest today and tonight you're comfortable.We're praying that the Lord will continue to grant you the strength you'll need day to day. You have an amazing strength, Lynn. I'm sure that comes from your strong faith. This is such an amazing site and you are so loyal to keep your friends and family informed. Our thoughts and prayers are with each of you. Hugs and kisses to all of you.
Love, Burton, Connie, Grant, Gavin and Kelsey

connei <bberg56@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, September 28, 2005 0:37 AM CDT
Lynn,
Thank You God for being with our Sweet Lynn today. You were with the nurse, the Doctors, her wonderful friends and family. We all needed you these past few days.. and you were there. We Love You our brave Lynn. Keep on praying and thinking good thoughts. Sweet Dreams my little one .
Love Mom and Dad

















Suzanne K. Berg <azberg@msn.com>
Mesa, AZ USA - Tuesday, September 27, 2005 10:45 PM CDT
I am glad so many prayers were answered today. Am sending more your way. You are SO in my heart, in my thoughts and most importantly in my prayers. Take care and wishing you peace tonight. love ya,
Vicky

Vicky <vickyn@prattthompson.com>
Scottsdale, AZ - Tuesday, September 27, 2005 10:45 PM CDT
So glad that all went smoothly today! You are in my thoughts and prayers all the time. Love you!
Jill Smail...looking RIGHT! <jill.smail@novartis.com>
Englewood, CO - Tuesday, September 27, 2005 8:42 PM CDT
so glad the biopsy procedure went well and that dear friends took the children into their hands so that was one less thing to worry about. will pray for good news.
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, September 27, 2005 6:08 PM CDT
Hello dear Lynn,
I was so sad to hear the news of your newest battles with this crazy stuff. You have such incredible strength and faith and I know you'll pull through this one too. And I, along with so many others in your guestbook and in your life, will continue to say so many prayers that this too shall pass and your health will be back on track. Bless your heart!!! So much love to you, Dave and the kiddos and know we're all thinking of you.

Shelley, Brad, Logan, Griffin and Caleb <bonjeans@msn.com>
Highlands Ranch, CO USA - Tuesday, September 27, 2005 3:58 PM CDT
I've been thinking of you today! I'm glad things went well!! I will be praying for good results on Thursday!
Jennifer <pinkribbonmom@comcast.net>
Loveland, CO - Tuesday, September 27, 2005 2:33 PM CDT
Amazing you are! So glad today went well. I hope you are resting right now & know that so many people are praying for you. Now I need to thank you for praying for us during hurricane Rita. You've got some powerful prayers girl, because we are all fine!! Now I'm going to take those prayer powers & head them back in your direction!! Take Care - Missy
Melissa <melissa@snfriends.com>
Houston, TX USA - Tuesday, September 27, 2005 2:27 PM CDT
Just read your update. So glad to hear everything went smoothly. Hope you are having a good nap right now. :) LOOKING RIGHT!
Heidi Isaak <heidi.isaak@genmill.com>
New Hope, MN USA - Tuesday, September 27, 2005 2:22 PM CDT
I read this yesterday and thought you might like it...

"Don't tell your God how big your storm is - tell your storm how big your God is."

jm <jodie-marie@EARTHLINK.NET>
wv - Tuesday, September 27, 2005 12:29 AM CDT
Good Morning Sweet Lynn,
Thank you so much for calling this morning to let Dad and I know you were out from the biopsies and awake. Some times the little things mean so much to others, and that phone call was high on the list. You were in my thoughts and prayers this morning and God was with you. Thank goodness for your wonderful neighbors and friends. Linda that was so great of you to go over to Lynns and Davids to watch Taylor and Jake so very early this morning. We will see you soon. All our love, Mom and Dad

Suzanne K. Berg <azberg@msn.com>
Mesa, AZ USA - Tuesday, September 27, 2005 10:57 AM CDT
Dear Lynn,
Praying for you this morning!
-Brooke

Broke Bleyl <bleyl22@adelphia.net>
Twinsburg, OH USA - Tuesday, September 27, 2005 9:20 AM CDT
Hey sweet friend,
I was in with Jenny on the early a.m. shift....I'm going to pull and "all-dayer" for you!!
Looking forward to seeing you and squeezing your hand soon.
Love ya,
Holly

Holly Crandell <hmcrand@comcast.net>
- Tuesday, September 27, 2005 8:09 AM CDT
Hey sweetie! I found myself unable to sleep..........too much yuck pouring down right now. I know you'll head to the hospital soon and I just wanted you to know that I'm faithfully pulling the "early am" prayer duty for you!

I love you to pieces ~ Jenny

p.s. THANK YOU for yesterday counselor - YOU ARE AMAZING!!

JennyGwynn <jennygwynn@comcast.net>
Frisco, TX - Tuesday, September 27, 2005 3:37 AM CDT
Dearest Lynn,
Kay just called and told us about your "new tumors". Know that we are praying for you for good news on the results of your biopsies. I am so sorry you have to go through this again. I can only say I am so glad you have the faith and trust that you do have in God and I know he will be with you ,All around you,up one side and down the other, inside and out.As I say that I pray that God's love will surround you and your family and bring you through yet another trial of your faith. God'speed to your team of surgeons.

Praying for you,Lynn
Jim and LaJean

Lajean Westeng <Lwesteng09@hotmail.com>
Clarks Grove, mn usa - Monday, September 26, 2005 11:54 PM CDT
Lynn, Dad and I want you to know, our prayes have been many this evening. We know God will be with you tomorrow and we will be there in thoughts and prayers. You sounded much lighter in heart and mind this morning when we spoke. Keep your strong Faith and Love in God. Much Love Mom and Dad









Suzanne K. Berg <azberg@msn.com>
Mesa, Az USA - Monday, September 26, 2005 11:39 PM CDT
Hi Lynn,
I thought about you constantly today and will continue thinking about you and praying for you tomorrow and in the days to come. You WILL get through this.

Always Looking RIGHT,
Laura

Laura Quevedo <laura.quevedo@gmail.com>
Diamond Bar, CA USA - Monday, September 26, 2005 9:18 PM CDT
Just wanted to let you know that you are in my thoughts and soon my prayers as I settle down to fall asleep. Much love from MN! And remember, you can do this my friend! Always keep the faith.
Heidi Isaak <heidi.isaak@genmill.com>
New Hope, MN USA - Monday, September 26, 2005 9:10 PM CDT
My Dear Lynn,
Our thoughts and prayers are with you as you're preparing to have your biopsey tommorrow morning. I can only imagine that this is an emotional day for you. May it bring you some comfort knowing how many of your friends and family ae working overtime sending prayers your way. May the Lord bless you with the strength you'll need to face the fear of the unknown. You faith in the Lord is an inspiration to each of us. Trust in HIM to hold you in His loving arms and protect you. We love you Lynn. Be strong and trust in the Lord. Our thoughts and prayers are with each of you. Sending hugs and kisses your way.

Love you, Burton, Connie, Grant, Gavin and Kelsey

Connie <bberg56@hotmail.com>
- Monday, September 26, 2005 8:41 PM CDT
I just had to let you know Suzanne shared with me yesterday your new battle. My heart aches for you and yet it swells with adoration of your faith. Lynn, you will be in my thoughts and prayers this week. My life verse is Jer 29:11 and I proclaim it daily....
"For I know the plans I have for you declares the Lord, plans to prosper you and not harm you, plans to give you hope and a future."
Looking Right,
Tori

Tori Miller and Family <tori@cebridge.net>
Prosper, - Monday, September 26, 2005 7:56 PM CDT
Lynn, you are one of Gods children I know he is by your side now and always they say God sends us thought troubled water not to drown us but to cleanse us. if God brings us to it, he will bring us thought it. please keep the faith and remember,
Happy moments, praise God.
Difficult moments, seek God.
Quiet moments, worship God.
Painful moments, Trust God.
Every moment, Thank God.
Lynn you are a special person .I will pray for you to night and every night We will get you thought this.

Louise Gifford Lisa Gifford's mother in-law <lgif222644@aol.com>
Mesa, AZ USA - Monday, September 26, 2005 7:09 PM CDT
Hi Cuz - I was so sad to read your posting today. You have such an amazing way to bring the true meaning of hope to life (and to my heart). The tears that are rolling down my cheeks are not just for your struggles but for your amazing love for God. I miss you. When can I come to see you?
Lisa Gifford <lisagifford@cox.net>
Gilbert, AZ maricopa - Monday, September 26, 2005 4:33 PM CDT
Dear Lynn,
I have kept you bookmarked hoping to have time to write you a nice good bye post, and every now and then I would click on your site just in case you had posted. Life got in the way, as it sometimes does and I never got to write that good bye post. For that I am glad...selfishly, because I draw strength from your beautiful relationship with Christ. I was so excited to see you had posted again, and then quickly my heart sank as I read your news! Just know I will be your faithful cyber prayer warrior once again. I am straping on the boots and combat hat to prepare for your battle :) I am glad that you were able to put some of your fear in God's hands and that your heart feels better today. You will not be alone on this journey-you do have the most amazing support system and lot's of cyber friends too.
Praying for you and your family,
Brooke

Brooke Bleyl <bleyl22@adelphia.net>
Twinsburg, OH USA - Monday, September 26, 2005 1:31 PM CDT
I thought about you all weekend.
Yvonne <ygarcia@munsch.com>
Dallas, TXq USA - Monday, September 26, 2005 1:17 PM CDT
Lynn,
My heart just aches for you. It was so good to spend some quality time together at the beach and see the joy and happiness between you and Dave. It just SUCKS that you are having to endure this yet again but know, I will always be thinking of you and Dave and praying for you daily. I only wish I were closer to help you with this burden. You are a beautiful person inside and out. Take care my friend!
Vicky

Vicky <vickyn@prattthompson.com>
Scottsdale, AZ - Monday, September 26, 2005 12:09 AM CDT
Lynn, I am a bit embarrassed about what I am going to say. I became a Catholic last year as well as being Baptized (I am 30 years old). I was not raised in a religious family because my parents were different religions and they decided instead of trying to figure out what we were going to be, to let us make our own decisions when we grew up. I appreciate that from them.

However, I did not know anything about religion and am trying to learn. My husband is great and helps me and teaches me things without being "overly religious"...I just love that he is that way. It makes me not feel as uncomfortable.

Anyway, you have taught me so much. I am a patient of Dr. Eisenberg and kept up with Sam's page and then started keeping up with yours last year. You have taught me more than you will ever know and I appreciate that so much. Reading your posting this morning really opened my eyes to letting God help us with our most trying times.

I have been trying to get pregnant for about 1 1/2 years...doing the fertility treatments...etc. I have been so stressed out and know that is not helping. Reading your post gave me a calm feeling I have not felt in awhile and for that I thank you so much.

I'm praying for you...you are such a strong person...

CD
McKinney, TX US - Monday, September 26, 2005 10:46 AM CDT
Dear Lynn,
Wanted you to know prayers are coming from Bedford. When my daughter had cancer five years ago I told her to think of it as getting in a roller coaster with God. Not knowing what was going to happen but knowing God would lead us on our journey gave us great peace. Our motto was and still is Have Faith and Believe. So for you my friend who I've never met please know you have a very special guardian angel watching over you my sweet Megan Leigh. Shes in heaven with God and she had the peace and strength through Christ to survive all she had to endure during her illness. Her strength even today gives me the peace to move on. I'm still on the ride of life and know God will lead you and me to our destination.
So as I end always remember to
Have Faith and Believe
I'm praying for you sweet friend!
Lori

Lori <soccermom66@hotmail.com>
Bedford, tx tarrant - Monday, September 26, 2005 6:47 AM CDT
Hi Lynn,

Well, Todd left earlier (can you believe?) on a trip to Denver and I found myself wide awake talking to God about you...actually, Todd and I were both awake at 2:00 a.m. thinking and praying for you too...so...know that we are stormin' heaven for you sweet friend. God is listening!!

I am so thankful you can articulate and feel all those emotions God gave you...I think it is healthy that you recognize them and work through them...you amaze me over and over and over and over again!!!

Guess I better go get some lunches made...my early crew will be up soon needing some love and giggles....am sure you and I will find some giggles (or jiggles) at our workout today...I am so needing to pump some iron, and work out the Manic Monday Syndrome. See you there!!! :-)

I love you sweet friend, found some scriptures for you to read -

Holly

"Keep on asking, and you will be given what you ask for. Keep on looking, and you will find. Keep on knocking, and the door will be opened."
Matthew 7:7

"He will rescue us because you are helping by praying for us."
2 Corinthians 1:11


Holly Crandell <hmcrand@comcast.net>
- Monday, September 26, 2005 5:23 AM CDT
My Dear Lynn,
My heart aches for you!!! Sometimes life just doesn't seem fair!!! You have an AMAZING support group of family and friends with open arms to lend a helping hand and support to you. Taylor and Jake are such beautiful children and the love of your life. It makes me smile how much Jake looks like his Grandpa Wayne and Taylor look like Dave. This is such an amazing site to keep your friends and family updated on your daily progress and a sneak peek into the lives of Taylor and Jake. My only regret is that I don't live closer to watch them grow and to be there to help you. Thank-you for being so faithful to update your journal. Not one single day goes by that I don't think of you and pray for you. Lynn you are inspiration to many of us as you face this journey with such a strong faith in the Lord. May the Lord give you the strength you need to get through this most difficult time in your life. May you feel His loving arms surrounding you and holding you. The power of prayer is powerful as you well know. We love you and are praying for you. Please give your family a hug and kiss from us via e-mail. May the Lord watch over, bless and protect each of you.

Love you, Burton, Connie, Grant, Gavin and Kelsey

Connie Berg <bberg56@hotmail.com>
New Richland, MN USA - Monday, September 26, 2005 0:09 AM CDT
We all have our weak moments and that's perfectly okay. I continue to send prayers your way.
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, September 25, 2005 11:51 PM CDT
YOU CAN DO THIS!! I am so sorry that you have to BUT I know that you can handle all that comes your way. You are an inspiration to us all! Love to you my dear friend!
J <jill.smail@novartis.com>
Englewood, CO - Sunday, September 25, 2005 10:10 PM CDT
Lynn,
I was devastated to hear your news, my heart just aches for you. Please know that you are never far from my thoughts and I will continue to pray for you and your family. You will get through this and you'll have all of us right behind you.

Take care of you,
Laura

Laura Quevedo <laura.quevedo@gmail.com>
Diamond Bar, CA 91765 - Sunday, September 25, 2005 9:42 PM CDT
A good friend of mine told me this saying I thought you might enjoy after reading your entry tonight. "Let Go, Let God." As always, you're in my prayers and thoughts. Love ya!
Heidi Isaak <heidi.isaak@genmill.com>
New Hope, MN USA - Sunday, September 25, 2005 9:32 PM CDT
"Answer me when I call to you, O my righteous God. Give me relief from my distress, be merciful to me and hear my prayer." PSALM 4

Praying for you & Dave always - Jenny

JennyGwynn <jennygwynn@comcast.net>
Frisco, TX - Sunday, September 25, 2005 9:08 PM CDT
Good Evening My Sweet Daughter

I hope this evening will bring you a lot more peace and rest. I'm so very heart sick that you are going through so much this fall once again. I know your love Faith in the Lord will bring you through this once again. Please try and keep that wonderful smile on your face, your love in your heart. Dad and I will be seeing you very soon.
Our hearts and faith will be with you Tues morning.. Tell the Dr's to be very carful that morning... they have my little Girl in their hands.
Dad and I love you Lots..

Your Loving, Caring Parents

Mom and Dad


Suzanne K. Berg <azberg@msn.com>
Mesa, Az USA - Sunday, September 25, 2005 8:26 PM CDT
Lynn,
Our hearts and prayers are with you. Our family here at Tom Hicks is here to support your family. Please let us know if there is anything that we can do to help you.
Love and prayers,
Kendra

Kendra Kerley <kerleyk@lisd.net>
Little Elm, Tx United States - Sunday, September 25, 2005 12:56 AM CDT
Dear Lynn,
Please know that I pray for you everyday- several times! Today we sang the words, "The joy of the Lord is my stength." During those times when your own strength just seems to fade I pray that the joy of the Lord will be your continuing strength.
Much love,
Jill

Jill Herweyer <jillndar@comcast.net>
gr, MI - Sunday, September 25, 2005 11:56 AM CDT
Lynn....I am so glad I got to see you at church this morning! You looked beautiful as always. Enjoy the rest of your weekend. We are praying for you sister! Hugs....Anna
Anna Rainwater <anna.banana3@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, September 25, 2005 11:56 AM CDT
Keep fighting! We are all behind you all the way!
FIGHT SISTER FIGHT!

Jill Smail...looking RIGHT! <jill.smail@novartis.com>
Englewood, Co - Saturday, September 24, 2005 5:51 PM CDT
Lynn, You don't know me, I came upon your website as I read Dana's. I just wanted to let you know I will comit to praying for you every day. I can see from your post that you are a Strong Woman of God! Keep your FAITH and God will see you through this. He is soooo BIG.

Carol Ferguson <CFerg102@yahoo.com>
Greenville, SC USA - Saturday, September 24, 2005 10:59 AM CDT
Have fun playing until Tuesday am. As always, you are in my thoughts and prayers. As Jill always says and I love it so I will repeat it FIGHT SISTER FIGHT! Much love from Minnesota!
Heidi Isaak <heidi.isaak@genmill.com>
New Hope, MN USA - Saturday, September 24, 2005 9:52 AM CDT
Oh sweet Lynn! I can honestly say I've so missed your postings...........even though we talk daily & we know what's up w/ each other, there's often so much I gain from reading your posts.

However, I have NOT at all missed this "yuck" in your life & I am sooooo sad that this ugly monster has reared it's head again. I've been storming heavan with prayers each day & night for you. I haven't been sleeping much the last few nights & who better to keep me company than our Father?!

Feeling your a burden to anyone needs to stop NOW girl..........you know WE ARE ALL HERE FOR YOU to help "push your wagon" up the hill. You are so incredibly precious to me and there's nothing I wouldn't do for you. All this has taken me back to last year..........remember the great stories & all the laughs (and tears) we all shared on "chemo Fridays" with you? Although you were the one in the chair, I know I can speak for each of us - Holly, Suzanne, Kathy, Gail, Linda, Dana, Melanie, your mom, myself (sorry if I left anyone out) there is no place we would have rather been then right there with you......regardless of where that place happened to be!! If you had to be there, so did each of us. Through the good & the not so not.........we are all here for you....then & now. Holding your hand & lifting you up every step of the way. Stay strong, put your gloves on and FIGHT!!

I love you to pieces ~ Miss JennyGwynn (HA)

JennyGwynn <jennygwynn@comcast.net>
Frisco, TX - Saturday, September 24, 2005 9:45 AM CDT
Dear Lynn....You are never far from my thoughts. I sensed after reading your post that you seem to be a little more upbeat today. I pray that you will continue to cling to God and that you will continue to let him guide you through this journey. I pray that Taylor, Jacob and Dave will pour on the hugs, I love you's and smiles. Your family has been through so much these last few years...I am sure it has brought all of you closer as a family. Hugs to you my friend....Anna
Anna Rainwater <anna.banana3@hotmail.com>
- Friday, September 23, 2005 7:39 PM CDT
prayers continuing and i'm so glad to note your lightened mood. we are all behind you
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Friday, September 23, 2005 5:16 PM CDT
My heart is heavy...I just read your entry. But I believe God is not far from you.
Yvonne <ygarcia@munsch.com>
Dallas, TX USA - Friday, September 23, 2005 2:54 PM CDT
YOU ARE AMAZING! And never ever ever a burden! We are here for you. We pray for you! Look at this incredible list of entries from people who care so much about you and your family! YOU CAN DO THIS!!
FIGHT SISTER FIGHT!

Jill Smail...looking RIGHT! <jill.smail@novartis.com>
Englewood, CO - Friday, September 23, 2005 6:59 AM CDT
praying for you....
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, September 22, 2005 11:41 PM CDT
Lynn~

You WILL beat this again whatever it may be and everyone will be there for you. Although I don't know you personally, you have such a wonderful support system and most importantly, you have such an amazing relationship with God. He is working through you through your words, your unshakable faith, your optimism, your strength, your courage, your wisdom and your love. I am sorry that you are having to go through this again, but I have no doubt that you will come out on top and that you will be even closer to Him, if that is possible.

Like you said, you have angels to raise and a husband who needs you, so keep looking UP!! Praying for you daily! :)




Kelly May <kg.may@comcast.net>
Plano, TX USA - Thursday, September 22, 2005 9:55 PM CDT
Be strong, as I know you are. You are such, such, such an inspiration to people. Your faith is unshakeable! God is with you, and you will nail this!!!! Your family and friends are so blessed to have you. I know I'll never meet you, but you, my friend, are a graceful, loving, kind, strong woman! All of this I know from your journaling.

PRAYING FOR YOU!!!

Robin Russell <russell2500@netscape.net>
Raleigh, NC - Thursday, September 22, 2005 8:50 PM CDT
Lynn,
We do not know eachother, but I am a friend of Jill Herweyer & the Jonker Family. Jill posted your site on her caringbridge site....just want you to know that I will be keeping you & your family in my prayers! What a beautiful woman you are!

Lisa Karsten <lkarsten05@yahoo.com>
Zeeland, MI - Thursday, September 22, 2005 7:29 PM CDT
My sweet friend......YOU ARE NEVER A BURDEN!!! I have never stopped praying for you and I won't stop now. You have so many people surrounding you that supported you in the past and they will step up and do it again. You were there for me and Greg when we were going through our cancer journey and we will be here for you as well. You will never know how much your words encouraged my husband when he needed encouragement. Hug on those sweet children and know that you are loved TREMENDOUSLY! Hugs to you....Anna
Anna Rainwater <anna.banana3@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, September 22, 2005 4:14 PM CDT
Lynn you are such an inspiration to all. You are like Job in the Bible, you have all the struggles, but your faith doesn't falter. Your open witness of your struggles and trials to so many is a powerful statement of your faith in God and has made me stronger in my faith because of how strong you are. You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers and you are on the prayer list at my church (First Baptist Church of The Colony). Prayer is a powerful weapon and through God all things are possible.
Sheilah <sheilah.orth@fritolay.com>
The Colony, TX USA - Thursday, September 22, 2005 3:48 PM CDT
I come by and read your journal whenever I see you mentioned in Dana's. I am praying for the healing of your spirit so that you have the strength to endure what will come next whether it be treatment or continuing to put your life back in order. "God is sufficent unto me, He, He verily, He is the all sufficing, in Him let the trusting trust."
Angela <angelpilot@yahoo.com>
Edmonton, AB Canada - Thursday, September 22, 2005 11:17 AM CDT
Dear Lynn,
I have followed your journal for about a year, and had thought you were finished writing, but then read Dana's post the other night, so I decided to check in on you. I am praying that everything will turn out clear, and that you will receive the healing we have all been praying for. Even though I don't know you personally, I feel as if I know you through the great christian witness you bring to each of us that follow your journaling. God is using you in a mighty way, and I am praying that He will envelope you with His Love and Healing Touch. Keep fighting sister! Never give up!
Praying for your complete healing,

Tracy Jones <tracypaigejones@yahoo.com>
Kingsport, TN USA - Wednesday, September 21, 2005 10:08 PM CDT
You are in my prayers.
Kelly May <kg.may@comcast.net>
Plano, TX USA - Wednesday, September 21, 2005 9:18 PM CDT
Lynn,

I can't believe what I've just read. I'm so sorry you have to travel this path yet once again. Noone deserves to fight cancer once, much less three times. You remain an inspiration to me and I will be praying harder than ever for some good news.

Danielle <dfdelacruz@excite.com>
Simi Valley, CA USA - Wednesday, September 21, 2005 8:57 PM CDT
Lynn, I never did delete you from my bookmarks, even after you decided to stop journaling here. When I saw Dana's post I was glad I still knew where to find you. I cannot imagine how hard it must be to gather your strength once more and enter the fight, but from all I have read in your journal, you will find the strength, some from inside, some from without. May we all have friends like Dennis Eisenberg who know how important it was for you to get that CAT scan NOW!

I'll be adding my thoughts and prayers to the countless others.

Donna Kirk-Swaffar <swaffar@doglegs.com>
Rossville, KS - Wednesday, September 21, 2005 1:19 PM CDT
Dearest Lynn - from all you have written in the past, and from reading the posts people write in your journal, you are not a burdon....you are loved by all, and you will be supported 100%. Yes, it does, (serious illness) tend to want to wreak havoc on relationships, it does cause your spirit to feel broken, and without a doubt it inflicts fear on one and all. But....you are under the best medical care, advances in the treatment of breast cancer are phenomenal, and I feel deep in my bones that this is a blip on the radar and you will be able to overcome this. Breast cancer is often referred to now as a 'chronic illness', rather than a 'terminal; illness....the drugs and treatments continue to improve and women (and men) with this disease go on to live long, productive lives. Thank our God for the scientists, researchers, etc for continuing to strive for treatments to keep 'the beast' at bay. My love to you and yours. I know it is a freaky and scary time for you. Continuing to pray for you Lyn. Lise
Lise Lawrence <portmoresbygirl@aol.com>
Waikoloa, HI USA - Wednesday, September 21, 2005 12:13 AM CDT
Dear Lynn,

As they say on the radio...first time caller, long time listener. I have been out here reading, but have never been able to find the words to post in your journal. They always seemed either too sad or too trivial. But this time, I feel the compelling need to send you every bit of support in every way I can.

I am so very sorry that this is happening to you, again. I don't understand, but I am sure that God will show us the way once again. I am thinking and praying for you, David and the kids. If there is anything that I can do, let me know.

"Call to Me, and I will answer you, and show you great and mighty things, which you do not know." Jeremiah 33:3

Love, Dawn

Dawn Sweda <dawnsweda1@aol.com>
Frisco, TX - Wednesday, September 21, 2005 11:17 AM CDT
Hi Lynn! I think of you often. And, on Monday, I checked your site and was pleasantly surprised to see an update. I also checked Sam's page and when I saw Dana's comments to "Lynn", I had a sinking feeling that you had not gotten good news about your tests. I've been checking your site all day and praying that it wasn't true. I am SO sorry that you are having to go through this again! As a one year survivor of breast cancer myself, this is my biggest fear. And the feelings you talked about, I know all too well. But there is no way that you are a burden on anyone!! You are a BLESSING...to those who know you personally and to those who don't. And we will all continue to pray for complete healing for you!!
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Jennifer <pinkribbonmom@comcast.net>
Loveland, CO - Wednesday, September 21, 2005 0:43 AM CDT
Lynn,
I am so sorry to hear your news, but I have complete faith that you can fight this again. I will be checking on you daily and will send many prayers your way.

Shelly Joseph (Pompeii) <shellyjoseph@charter.net>
Rochester , MN - Tuesday, September 20, 2005 10:47 PM CDT
Hey girl,

Ditto on Heidi's comment...you a burden?...get over that and let's get this beast once and for all!!! We will ride this boulder with you hand in hand. You talk about others not deserving this "again". Hello????? Did you remember our conversation....YOU don't deserve this either!!! My faith, like yours, may be stronger than ever and yes, I am very sad too...but like someone reminded me of recently, we just need to do exactly what our boys are learning in Kindergarten, hold hands, and stick together. So many people are out here for you Lynn...and you know...I bet I could tell you exactly how many steps it takes to get from my front door to yours!! I know I can get there in 2 seconds...it has been done before! SMILE!!!!

Love ya blondie (remember...I have scoopage...I can share it on line if it would make you laugh??!!),

Hol

(p.s. Hey everyone, Lynn does have some awesome doctors out there...Dr. Eisenberg - YOU ROCK....your "heart" is so big and we are so thankful for you!!!!)

Holly Crandell <hmcrand@comcast.net>
- Tuesday, September 20, 2005 10:10 PM CDT
I just read your update. I know you think you are a burden to your family and friends but I think I can speak for everyone who knows you personally or who know you just through caringbridge that you are NOT a burden but the biggest BLESSING we have ever encountered! I love you Lynn!
Heidi Isaak <heidi.isaak@genmill.com>
New Hope, MN USA - Tuesday, September 20, 2005 9:04 PM CDT
Oh Lynn.....not the news I was expecting nor you for that matter. You are not a burden to anyone, I can guarantee that and I don't even know you. Its just another detour so take a deep breath and follow the path closely and accept any help offered along the way;make your burdens lighter. I will be here to pray for you.
Tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, September 20, 2005 6:49 PM CDT
Glad to see you journaling again! You are such an inspiration. I love to see the evidence of your faith. Thanks! :)
Abby
Spring, TX - Tuesday, September 20, 2005 6:19 PM CDT
God bless you and your family. You are a true gift from Him.
Yvonne <ygarcia@munsch.com>
Dallas, TX USA - Tuesday, September 20, 2005 4:15 PM CDT
I'm so glad you are back journaling as I too have missed my regular visits and connection to you and all your loved ones via caringbridge. Please tell Holly I will pray for her dad and her entire family.
Heidi Isaak <heidi.isaak@genmill.com>
New Hope, MN USA - Tuesday, September 20, 2005 10:59 AM CDT
Was so glad to see that you journaled again.What an awesome summer you had! I'll wait to hear how the scans went.
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, September 20, 2005 8:46 AM CDT
Just checking.....how are you doing??
lorraine <lmvitris@aol.com>
plano, tx usa - Tuesday, August 23, 2005 10:00 PM CDT
I've read the latest entry and will now go back and read your Journal. I got your website from Rieta Collins, a high school classmate and forever friend. I am a Breast Cancer Survivor since Jan. 1999.
June White <junebug98632@wmconnect.com>
Longview, WA USA - Thursday, August 11, 2005 11:30 PM CDT
Lynn, thanks for all your inspirational words over this past year--- and what a chapter in your book of life it has been. May God Bless you and keep you Healthy!!!

Nancy

Nancy Jacobson <nancy.l.jacobson@wellsfargo.com>
Houston, tx - Tuesday, July 19, 2005 5:30 PM CDT
Dear Lynn, I knew this day was coming. I will miss your posts but am so grateful for answered prayer. Thank you so much for sharing and being a living testament to God's power, His will, His mercifulness. I will never forget you and wish you life filled with good health, happiness and love....
Lori Boling <LoriBoling@peoplepc.com>
Forney, TX - Monday, July 18, 2005 11:20 AM CDT
Lynn,
Your words of wisdom has helped me in many ways. I am 41 and have a sister who had breast cancer at the age of 32 but shes been in remission 11 years Thank the Lord. So my breast dr suggested I participate in a study which I started yesterday which involves blood work and tissue sampling. Its four months but hopefully will give me some answers and help others on breast cancer. I will take medication starting Saturday night and I don't know if its placebo or tomoxifin and then in four months another tissue sampling to see if any change in tissue occured to find out if my chances of breast cancer are great or not and it might help others. I think following your story has helped in deciding to do this. I have the fear of getting it and if I can catch it early it would benefit me. Plus the Dr. can use the research to help others. I'll let you know in four months what they learned. Again Thanks for sharing your story it has helped me more than you know. I pray for total healing for you and hopefully I'll find some peace of mind in all of this. Your faith has showed me a peace within myself that God is good and he is their for all of us. I'll keep looking right my friend.

Lori <soccermom66@hotmail.com>
Bedford, Tx Tarrant - Friday, July 15, 2005 10:53 AM CDT
My sweet friend Lynn...Thank you for your God inspired words. I know in my heart that God has used you to encourage Greg through his cancer. He has said to me many times that whenever he starts to get discouraged, he thinks about all that you have endured and it only encourages him to fight and press on. I am so grateful for your friendship. I pray for complete healing for you and that you will continue to allow God to use you to bring others to HIM!! I love you girl!! Hugs.....Anna
Anna Rainwater <chiefrainwater@ev1.net>
- Friday, July 15, 2005 7:05 AM CDT
Lynn, thank you for being such an inspiration to all of us during your journey. Your strength and perserverance through this chapter in your life has touched us all. Thank you for sharing your story, you have made a difference in so many lives, Godspeed my friend!

May we all continue LOOKING RIGHT! I'll miss you and wish you and your family all the best!

Take good care of you!
Laura Quevedo

Laura Quevedo <laura.quevedo@gmail.com>
Diamond Bar, CA USA - Thursday, July 14, 2005 11:00 PM CDT
Lynn,
I will miss your inspirational posts! Your posts helped me remember God is ALWAYS in control...even during your lowest times you always had something faithful to say!
I will miss your posts tremendously.
God bless you & your family!

Donna Drosche <chictexas@hot.rr.com>
Waco, Tx USA - Thursday, July 14, 2005 10:36 PM CDT
Lynn,

I will miss reading your posts. You have been a source of inspiration to me during my journey. For that I am very thankful. I wish you nothing but the best and I know that you have years and years of good health to enjoy.

Danielle
Santa Clarita, CA USA - Thursday, July 14, 2005 5:48 PM CDT
Well said, my friend. May you never have another chapter like this one. May God continue to bless you. Thank you so much for the inspiration you've been, the faith that you've shown, the reminder that He is in control and the advise to continue looking right!
Love ya bunches! Pattie

pattie <pattiewilson2000@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, July 14, 2005 9:34 AM CDT
Please SAY A PRAYER for my neighbor-
My friend Kari has lost her husband Bill to brain cancer- He had a 2 year fight against this disease and took his last breath on Monday-
Can you please prayer for Kari and their two daughters?!! Pray for God to bring them peace; comfort with their sadness, the fright of the unknown-
thanks
Nancy

Nancy Jacobson <nancy.l.jacobson@wellsfargo.com>
Houston, TX - Wednesday, July 13, 2005 11:01 AM CDT
Hello dear friend! Just wanted you to know that you are on my mind.
Sorry that I have been so out of touch. When I tell you all that has been going on, you truly will not even believe me. Good out comes on everything, but June and July have placed some major hurdles for us to jump.
Love ya!

Jill Smail...looking RIGHT! <jill.smail@novartis.com>
Centennial, CO - Saturday, July 9, 2005 10:38 PM CDT
Dear Lynn,
It's been a long time since I've checked in, but wanted you to know I was thinking of you. Thank you for being such an inspiration! I'd like to send your website on to my sweet cousin who is battling cancer in her spine, but like you, she has a powerful faith in an even more Powerful God. Loved your message to keep looking right. Blessings on you and your family~Tammy

Tammy Arbuckle <tarbuc4@hotmail.com>
Carrollton, TX - Thursday, July 7, 2005 6:00 PM CDT
Hello Lynn,
Just stopping in to check on you!
Hope you are enjoying the summer with your kiddos! Hope all is well at the Newman household!
Take care!
Love - Pattie

pattie <pattiewilson2000@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, July 7, 2005 10:59 AM CDT
Just checking in on you & hoping everything is wonderful at the Newman house! We had a great and relaxing 4th with the girls (even went to the beach for the day) & are getting excited for Emily (Chris's daughter) to come in for the summer & we're off to SeaWorld with the family! Take Care & let me know if you all are ever in the mood for Houston - we'd love to see you all!
Melissa <melissa@snfriends.com>
Houston, TX USA - Wednesday, July 6, 2005 9:39 PM CDT
Praise God Lynn!
What great news to kick off the summer. I hope you had a good 4th of July

Rick <rclung37@yahoo.com>
Orlando, FL - Tuesday, July 5, 2005 11:59 PM CDT
Just checking in to say hello. Hope you and your family had a great 4th of July. We are heading to North Dakota to visit Randy's family for a long weekend. As always, you are in my prayers. Still excited about the news on your most current entry. :) Love, Heidi
Heidi Isaak <heidi.isaak@genmill.com>
New Hope, mn USA - Tuesday, July 5, 2005 9:39 AM CDT
Lynn....I don't know why, but you have been on my mind alot today....so I said a few prayers for you! Hope you had a happy 4th! Talk to ya soon...Anna
Anna <chiefrainwater@ev1.net>
- Monday, July 4, 2005 10:35 PM CDT
Hey girl...Hope Taylor is feeling much better. Madeline missed her at VBS the last two days! Hope all is well with the Newman clan! Happy Fourth of July!!! Hugs..Anna
Anna <chiefrainwater@ev1.net>
- Friday, July 1, 2005 10:02 PM CDT
All I can say after reading your entry today is PRAISE GOD! I am filled with so much happiness and faith right now it is truly awesome. Lynn-I love ya! :) Heidi
Heidi Isaak <heidi.isaak@genmill.com>
New Hope, MN USA - Monday, June 27, 2005 9:03 AM CDT
My Darling Lynn,

You have no idea how incredible it was for Dennis to share the awesome news with you. He felt so honored to be able to give you the results we've all been waiting for. It was quite a powerful moment for him as he had no idea what that report would say.

He called me right after you left and shared the news with me. I simply rejoiced and breathed an enormous sigh of relief. We discussed when he got home that night and just felt so exhilarated for you and the family.

You have shown amazing courage over the past 22 months and have demonstrated to the world how your faith never wavered. We're all so proud of you and blessed to know you.

We love you and look forward to many more Sushi lunches!

xxoo,

Dana & Family

Dana Eisenberg <danaeisenberg@yahoo.com>
- Friday, June 24, 2005 8:20 PM CDT
Lynn....You gorgeous lady!!! You always look so put together! How do you do it? Anyway, it was so good to hug your neck at church this morning! Thank you for your encouraging words to Greg, too! We are so blessed to have a friend like you! We are thrilled for you with your good news!!!!Yea God!!!(cartwheel,cartwheel) Love ya...Anna
Anna Rainwater <chiefrainwater@ev1.net>
- Sunday, June 19, 2005 7:39 PM CDT
YEAH! YEAH! YEAH! We are very excited to hear the great news. Our God is awesome. We will continue to pray for you and your family.
Much Love, Tiffany

Tiffany Marino <tiffmarino@comcast.net>
Frisco, TX USA - Friday, June 17, 2005 7:59 AM CDT
Hi Lynn!

What awesome news!! We pray for you guys all the time and we're so excited for you and your family!!

Glenn

Glenn <glenn-ford@sbcglobal.net>
Plano, TX USA - Wednesday, June 15, 2005 4:43 PM CDT
Praise the Lord for he is GREAT! I am SO happy for you & your family!! Yesterday as I read your letter I couldn't tell you how fabulous I felt. I turned around from my computer & there was a red cardinal looking at me & all I could say is praise God for he is everywhere!!!
Your faith & strength never cease to amze me!

Melissa <melissa@snfriends.com>
Houston, TX USA - Wednesday, June 15, 2005 2:45 PM CDT
Praise God! I can't tell you how happy I am that your PET results show positive results!!! God is with you...He has never left you.
Yvonne <ygarcia@munsch.com>
Dallas, TX USA - Wednesday, June 15, 2005 9:19 AM CDT
Praise God! I can't tell you how happy I am that your PET results show positive results!!! God is with you...He has never left you.
Yvonne <ygarcia@munsch.com>
Dallas, TX USA - Wednesday, June 15, 2005 9:19 AM CDT
The Lord your God is with you, HE IS MIGHTY TO SAVE. He will take great delight in you, he will quiet you with his love, he will rejoice over you with singing...Zephaniah 3: 17. Glad to hear the great news. Continued prayers and thanksgiving extended on your behalf. Lots of love!!!
Melanie Florsheim <scot.florsheim@comcast.net>
- Tuesday, June 14, 2005 9:43 PM CDT
As always............you are in inspiration AND your faith in our LORD is as well!!! PRAISE HIM!!!!

Love ya to pieces ~ Jen

JennyGwynn <jennygwynn@comcast.net>
Frisco, - Tuesday, June 14, 2005 8:52 PM CDT
Lynn,
With the biggest lump in my throat, all I can say is praise God!!!! What a fantastic result! I wish I could just give you the biggest hug right now! What a huge testimony you have been through this entire journey.
Yea God!!! Love ya! Pattie

pattie <pattiewilson2000@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, June 14, 2005 3:30 PM CDT
praying for great scan results.
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Friday, June 10, 2005 11:00 PM CDT
So glad to hear about your wonderful trip - the pictures are great! I hope the news you received this week was positive. Know that you are always in our thoughts & prayers!
Melissa <melissa@snfriends.com>
Houston, TX 77055 - Friday, June 10, 2005 1:11 PM CDT
Great pictures from Cabo and Davo's 39th!
Keep Lookin Right.
You are in our daily thoughts and prayers!
Love you guys!

Rick <rclung37@yahoo.com>
Orlando, - Friday, June 10, 2005 0:02 AM CDT
Lynn,
I have had you in my prayers this week as always. It looks and sounds as if you had a well deserved and wounderful trip. You are such a beautiful family, both inside and out. I hope you got some positive news this week.

beth gilles <bethtouhey@hotmail.com>
burnsville, - Thursday, June 9, 2005 9:22 AM CDT
Lynn...Just wanted you to know you were thought of today and lifted up in prayer. We will continue the prayers for you whether you ask or not! Love you tonz...Anna
Anna <chiefrainwater@ev1.net>
- Tuesday, June 7, 2005 9:07 PM CDT
Dear Daughterinlove, Thanks for the wonderful week we shared in Cabo. What a joy to spend 7 days with you and our son and grandchildren. These are precious times for us and hopefully happy memories for you all when we will not be there with you. We have a wonderful God who provides these special times as we walk through this life here on earth. These mountain tops help sustain our faith when we pass through the valleys and provide continuing assurances of His love. Love that will surely sustain you and us all during the coming days. We are praying for you and your family as always.See you before 8:00 so you can be on time and I can Play with my Grandchildren. God loves you and so do we. Dad and Mom Newman
Dean and Gail Newman <jdeannewman@wmconnect.com>
- Monday, June 6, 2005 11:14 PM CDT
Dearest Lynn....I was so excited to check in on you and find a full blown report!!! Glad that you and your family had a marvi time in Mexico! Taylor...LOVE those braids girlfriend!! Lynn, we will be praying for you tomorrow as you undergo your scan. You know, I used to read all those medical terms you would use and not fully understand the whole concept. Now I do, and it helps me to be more specific as I am praying for you! I LOVE your outlook. You are just praying for God's will and then you will let him guide you down the next path. That is so encouraging to me. I love you to pieces!!! Praying for you...Anna
Anna <chiefrainwater@ev1.net>
- Monday, June 6, 2005 9:38 PM CDT
Just checking in to say hello. Keep LOOKING RIGHT! Love,
Heidi

Heidi Isaak <heidi.isaak@genmill.com>
New Hope, MN USA - Monday, June 6, 2005 10:15 AM CDT
Hey girlfriend - I thought about you all weekend. We were at the lake and the cardinal nesting under the dock (in a fish basket) was just so busy flying around. I didn't see any babies but her handsome husband was right there with her. Why do the boy birds always get all the looks!? Anyway - 2 cardinals all weekend long!

love ya
lizzie

Liz Lemaster <lizzie.lemaster@verizon.net>
plano, tx - Friday, June 3, 2005 1:49 PM CDT
Hello Lynn,
Just stopping by to say hello! Hope you had a great Memorial day weekend! It was good to see your bright smile at church on Sunday!
Have a super week!

pattie
- Tuesday, May 31, 2005 10:17 AM CDT
Hi Lynn..Thanks for all of your phone calls and encouraging words this week. Had it not been for your caringbridge website and all of your journal entries, I don't know that Greg and I could have handled this news very well. Of course, ultimately, it is Jesus who has put a peace in our heart and strength to persevere in the midst of this challenge he has put before us. My kids were singing a song the other day that now has a whole new meaning for us: "My God is so BIG, My God is so MIGHTY there's nothing my God cannot do!" HE IS BIGGER THAN CANCER!!! We are so thankful for that. I bet you never dreamed how much God would use you to encourage others with the battle you are fighting! We love you Lynn...Anna and Greg
Anna <chiefrainwater@ev1.net>
- Saturday, May 28, 2005 1:54 PM CDT
Thinking of you today!
Jill Smail...looking RIGHT! <jill.smail@novartis.com>
Centennial, CO - Tuesday, May 24, 2005 7:13 PM CDT
Just checking in with you Lynn. Keep LOOKING RIGHT!
Love, Heidi

Heidi Isaak <heidi.isaak@genmill.com>
New Hope, MN usa - Tuesday, May 24, 2005 4:29 PM CDT
Lynn -
What wonderful pictures from Hawaii -- and it sounds like the fundraising was a great success! You look beautiful, so glad you are enjoying the end of the schoolyear madness - take care - prayers for you and your family daily.
Looking RIGHT......Love, Deb

Deb Klein <kleincrew@usfamily.net>
Saint Paul, MN - Saturday, May 21, 2005 11:32 AM CDT
Just a quick , cute story! This morning as I was getting ready for work , Sidney came in. She first said can we go see Miss Lynn? I said "Mommy's friend in Dallas" & she said yes. I told her we'll have to back there sometime again. The funny thing is that I wasn't sure what prompted her to ask about going to see you. Then, as I was putting on my jewelry she asked me why I always where my pink bracelet. I told her it was my little reminder everyday to look right & be thankful for all that we have. So it then all came together for me. Sorry, it wasn't that short , but I thought it was cute!!
Have a great weekend!!

Melissa <melissa@snfriends.com>
Houston, TX USA - Friday, May 20, 2005 12:06 AM CDT
Love the pictures! You guys are beautiful! Hope it was a great trip! So good to see you feeling well. So thankful for you my friend!

Jill Smail...looking RIGHT! <jill.smail@novartis.com>
Centennial, CO - Thursday, May 19, 2005 10:21 PM CDT
Love the photos and love the good news. Always LOOKING RIGHT Lynn with thanks to you! Love, Heidi
Heidi Isaak <heidi.isaak@genmill.com>
New Hope, MN USA - Wednesday, May 18, 2005 4:16 PM CDT
I was thinking about you here at work. Thought I would say "HI" and we love you, Lynn.


Todd, Sara, Grace & Ryan Britton <BrittonClan@hotmail.com>
Janesville, MN USA - Wednesday, May 18, 2005 12:53 AM CDT
What awesome pictures - it looks like a great time. Kudos to Terri who put on a great show & raised money for a great cause!! Glad to hear things are moving in the right direction with those nasty cancer cells!! My prayers are with Suzanne today for a successful surgery & quick recovery to rid her completely.
Have a wonderful time finishing the school year with those kiddos!!!

Melissa <melissa@snfriends.com>
Houston, TX USA - Wednesday, May 18, 2005 10:43 AM CDT
Yea! It may be baby steps but it's great to know that the cancer cells are moving in the right direction - away!!! The end of the school year is a busy, crazy time but it's a fun time too and I'm glad that you're able to enjoy it (feeling good)! Take care my friend and keep us posted on Suzanne. Pattie
pattie <pattiewilson2000@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, May 18, 2005 9:15 AM CDT
I'm speechless...you are beautiful! That's all I can say right now! You look GREAT!!!

Carrie

Carrie Darney <carrie.darney@mohrpartners.com>
McKinney, TX US - Monday, May 16, 2005 8:31 AM CDT
Welcome home Lynn!!! Wow! The pictures you posted were incredible! I am so glad that your fundraiser was a success and that you and Dave had a chance to get away for awhile! We all need that special time with our hubbies from time to time! Suzanne, if you are reading this...I will be praying for you! I pray the surgery will be a success. Lynn, thank you for sharing that news. Well, I need to get to bed. Big day tomorrow! Glad your home sporting a new tan!!!!Hugs...Anna
Anna <chiefrainwater@ev1.net>
- Friday, May 13, 2005 9:37 PM CDT
I posted before I looked at the pictures! How beautiful! We're going there in September and those pics really pumped me up! You and Dave make a gorgeous couple da'ling!
pattie
- Friday, May 13, 2005 7:57 PM CDT
Lynn, I'm so excited that the golf tournament was such a success! What an awesome sister you have! Suzanne if you're reading - you are already a testament of how we all need to be aware of what's going on with our bodies. I'm so greatful that you caught it early and I pray hard that the doctors are able to remove it all with this surgery!
Thanks for the post, Lynn - I look forward to seeing you soon! Love, Pattie

pattie <pattiewilson2000@yahoo.com>
- Friday, May 13, 2005 7:54 PM CDT
Wow - I forgot this was the Hawaii week! Hope you all are having a fabulous time!!! Can't wait to hear all about it!!
Melissa <melissa@snfriends.com>
Houston, TX USA - Tuesday, May 10, 2005 8:13 AM CDT
Hey there! Hope that you are having a great mother's day! You deserve it! I am off to a national meeting in L.A. for the week. Will check in with you when I return. Love ya!
FIGHT SISTER FIGHT! bringing to Looking right bands with me....

Jill Smail....looking RIGHT! <jill.smail@pharma.novartis.com>
Centennial, CO - Sunday, May 8, 2005 9:41 PM CDT
Aloha and Happy Mother's Day Lynn!! Hope you are savoring the sunshine!

Travel safe,
Laura

Laura Quevedo <laura.quevedo@gmail.com>
Diamond Bar, CA USA - Sunday, May 8, 2005 1:33 PM CDT
Hello????????What's the scoop from Hawaii chic? We are needing some updates...how is the tropical land...are you bronzing up?
Love you and miss you terribly...it isn't the same on Shadow Ridge Court without you!!

Hugs,
Holly

Holly Crandell <hmcrand@comcast.net>
- Saturday, May 7, 2005 7:56 PM CDT
I've only signed here once, but I check in, pray and look RIGHT with you many times daily. I just wanted to let you know that a dear friend of mine will be wearing your name on her shirt as she does the 3day walk for Breast Cancer. I wish I had the strength to walk myself and proudly wear your name on my shirt, but I have MS and just can't make it that far. It is an honor to follow your story!!! Thank you for being such an inspiration!
Heather Turner~http://www2.caringbridge.org/me/heatherrae/~ <mommy2mymunchkins@gmail.com>
Maine United States - Saturday, May 7, 2005 6:12 PM CDT
Just a quick note & funny story! Sidney & Macey both want to wear their Loooking RIGHT bracelets, but they are too big & always seem to fall off. I thought it was rather ingenious of Sidney yesterday that she has decided to wear it as an anklet. She looked SO cute yesterday in her little pink capris with her pink bracelet around her ankle. Just had to share! Hope your weather is as fabulous as ours in Houston. Thinking of you, praying for you & Looking RIGHT because of you!!
Melissa <melissa@snfriends.com>
Houston, TX USA - Wednesday, May 4, 2005 5:34 PM CDT
Just now catching up on your journal and so glad to hear the good news Lynn! My niece takes the same pill everyday. I bought an italian charm breast cancer piece last week and wear it on my bracelet in honor of you and your fight. Always look RIGHT! :) Love, Heidi
Heidi Isaak <heidi.isaak@genmill.com>
New Hope, MN USA - Wednesday, May 4, 2005 2:03 PM CDT
Lynn, I'm so glad for you that everything is looking up. Take care!
Danyelle <danyelle.ford@sbcglobla.net>
- Monday, May 2, 2005 11:13 AM CDT
Hi Lynn...Just a quick note...you looked beautiful this morning! I can tell that you are still filled with joy about your good news!!!Continuing my prayers for you always...Anna
Anna <chiefrainwater@ev1.net>
- Sunday, May 1, 2005 5:02 PM CDT
Lynn,

The news is such a powerful blessing from our Lord...he so loves you and your faith in HIM through all this. Thank you for your shining Faith that brightens the lives around you. It means more than you know!
Love,
Holly

Holly Risser <hrisser@comcast.net>
Plano, Tx USA - Saturday, April 30, 2005 11:22 AM CDT
I love the great news!! Yes there are angels all around us, in friendships and butterflys. I hope you and the family have a wonderful weekend! Love beth
beth gilles <bethtouhey@hotmail.com>
burnsville, mn - Friday, April 29, 2005 11:09 AM CDT
Hurray! Lynn you are just an over achiever!
Thanks for sharing your good news!
psalm 50:15
RC

Rick Lung <rclung37@yahoo.com>
Orland, Fl US - Friday, April 29, 2005 9:39 AM CDT
I didn't check in last night and this morning as I put my "pink Looking Right" bracelet on - I had a smile on my face almost as if I knew everything was going to be alright! I'm so happy for your news!!! God is so good!
Have a wonderful weekend, Lynn! You deserve it!
God Bless! Pattie

pattie <pattiewilson2000@yahoo.com>
- Friday, April 29, 2005 9:31 AM CDT
Yeah, Yeah & Yeah!!! Praise God! I am so excited for you, Dave, the kids & the whole family. Have an absolutely fabulous weekend knowing you are "run of the mill"!!! Keep Looking RIGHT (I know I am because of you)!!
Melissa <melissa@snfriends.com>
Houston, TX USA - Friday, April 29, 2005 9:24 AM CDT
hey lynn!!!!!!! HUGE PRAISE!!! :-) i am sooo happy for you and can only imagine your feeling of relief!
dr sachson is a great physician--i get just hear his voice telling you that you have 'run of the mill' hypothyroidism! he is so calming and that is so what you need!
keep looking right!
toni

toni margolis <toni@hometronics.com>
prosper, - Thursday, April 28, 2005 9:06 PM CDT
Lynn...I have been anxiously waiting for you to post tonight!!! WA-HOO!!!Yea GOd!! We were praying for you tonight when I tucked the kids in bed. I am so thankful that God is taking such good care of you! He is the BEST doctor!! Sweet dreams girlie...Anna
Anna Rainwater <chiefrainwater@ev1.net>
- Thursday, April 28, 2005 8:52 PM CDT
YAHOO! Yippy! Nice fighting!
Keep it up sister.....fight sister fight!
Love ya! And so thankful for good news!

Jill Smail....looking RIGHT! <jill.smail@pharma.novartis.com>
Centennial, CO - Thursday, April 28, 2005 8:45 PM CDT
Hi Lynn! I haven't posted for quite awhile but I think of you often and check your site. I am praying for you today that you get some answers from your doctor's appointment!
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Jennifer <pinkribbonmom@comcast.net>
Loveland, CO - Thursday, April 28, 2005 3:14 PM CDT
Hey Lynn, We have been praying for you today !
Thank You so much for sharing your family and weekend time with me - it was awesome!
RC

Rick Lung <rclung37@yahoo.com>
Orlando, FL US - Thursday, April 28, 2005 1:54 PM CDT
Lynn,
You are in my thoughts and prayers. Hope you get the news that you need to hear. Take care. Love ya,
Vicky

Vicky <vickyn@prattthompson.com>
Scottsdale, AZ - Thursday, April 28, 2005 11:33 AM CDT
Lynn, you are probably seeing the doctor right this very minute. I am praying for you friend! Hugs...Anna
Anna <chiefrainwater@ev1.net>
- Thursday, April 28, 2005 10:42 AM CDT
Thinking of you and saying prayers for a good meeting with the new doctor. I have seen more cardinals in the last week & think of you & smile every time I see one! They are your little red angels!!
Melissa <melissa@snfriends.com>
Houston, TX USA - Thursday, April 28, 2005 9:37 AM CDT
I will be thinking of you and praying for you all day tomorrow. Good Luck friend. I hope the new Doc has some good answers. FIGHT SISTER FIGHT!
Jill Smail....looking RIGHT! <jill.smail@pharma.novartis.com>
Centennial, CO - Wednesday, April 27, 2005 10:32 PM CDT
Dearest Lynn....I pray that God will bless you with a peaceful rest tonight. You will be lifted up in prayer tomorrow!!! Love you girlie.....Anna
Anna <chiefrainwater@ev1.net>
- Wednesday, April 27, 2005 9:01 PM CDT
Just read the post and will pray for clarifying info on Thursday.


Melanie Florsheim <scot.florsheim@comcast.net>
- Wednesday, April 27, 2005 8:41 PM CDT
Lynn ~ I draw SOOOOOO much strength from your support & deep faith. THANK YOU for being all that you are!

Sleep well tonight knowing you are being lifted in prayer MANY, MANY times my dear friend!

I love you ~ Jen

JennyGwynn <jennygwynn@comcast.net>
Frisco, - Wednesday, April 27, 2005 8:20 PM CDT
Hi Lynn - just wanted you to know that I'm thinking about you! Have a fantastic day and feel the peace of knowing that He is in control! Love ya!
pattie <pattiewilson2000@yahoo.com>
the colony, - Wednesday, April 27, 2005 9:03 AM CDT
Hi Lynn....Been thinkin about ya today. Yvonne, I loved reading your entry! I am so thankful that through Lynn's story, you have found Jesus! Praises!!! You are so right, it was God that opened that door for our friend, but he used you to do it!!:) Lynn, as Thursday draws near, I will be praying that God would put your mind at ease. I will specifically pray that you will not have any negative thoughts as you prepare to see the endocrinologist. We are praying daily for you. Love you friend...Anna
Anna <chiefrainwater@ev1.net>
- Tuesday, April 26, 2005 8:21 PM CDT
Lynn,
Oh my gosh, I can't believe it. After reading through your site yesterday you were so on my heart on mind. After dinner, Mike told me that he was driving within a mile of our church and he saw a red cardinal! I said "shut up!" As you know, Mike was born and raised in Scottsdale and said he had never seen a red cardinal before. It gave me a chill. I explained the story about the red cardinal and your site which Mike knew nothing about. I know it was a sign because the Lord knew I needed one and he answered. Cool huh??? Love ya!
Vicky

Vicky <vickyn@prattthompson.com>
Scottsdale, AZ - Tuesday, April 26, 2005 10:29 AM CDT
Lynn, I am so grateful to have come across your site, when I did. As your mother-in-love says, 'your weakness (cancer) has made me strong'...that rings true for me, too. I was always so negative about life and didn't have the faith in God that I should, especially after losing my beloved mother. Then, I come across your writings and read all that you thank God for, even during your time of weakness, and I can't help but feel guilty for my pessimism. I ask God to forgive me for not trusting in Him when I should have. Because of you and your journey, I have come to know our Lord and Savior and I trust in Him. I love all that you are. I am blessed to be called your friend and I thank you for the wonderful recognition in your entry, but I can't take the credit...it was God who opened the door for us.

Love to you,

Yvonne

Yvonne Garcia <ygarcia@munsch.com>
Dallas, TX USA - Tuesday, April 26, 2005 8:08 AM CDT
Just so you know, you are on my mind today!

Jill Smail....looking RIGHT! <jill.smail@pharma.novartis.com>
Centennial, co - Monday, April 25, 2005 9:59 AM CDT
Hey sweetie! I saw for the second time EVER - which as you know the other time was earlier this week - another red cardinal in my neighborhood!!!!!! It was as though it was waiting for me at the gate as I drove in & it followed along side my car, flying over the lakes perfectly keeping up with me as I made my way to my street. It would disappear behind each house along the way but then would quickly reappear in-between each. I was overpowered with the reminder that although I may not see it every second of the way, I knew it was there following me on my journey home. Ditto for you my dear friend.

Reading similar stories from other "posters" it is clear God is not only surrounding & comforting you but is also sending a strong message to so many of your loved ones who have had rather heavy hearts this past week for you.

HE is so faithful!! Remain in Him!

I love you to pieces!! - Jen

JennyGwynn <jennygwynn@comcast.net>
Frisco, - Sunday, April 24, 2005 1:53 AM CDT
Lynn,
I have been out of touch and embarrassed now that I see what has been going on with you. Here I thought that you were enjoying your cancer free time. Anyway, will get the right prayers going and do better at staying in touch. It has been crazy in with Paiges' trying to get their plans settled and on their way. Now plan to be in CO by 16 May. I may or may not accompany them--to be decided. Bless you and yours. Cardinals have always been my favorite bird so I am very appreciative of your story. Love you. Aunt Mary

Aunt Mary <gladme@iowatelecom.net>
- Saturday, April 23, 2005 8:23 PM CDT
DEAREST DAUGHTER-IN-LOVE, HOW BLESSED WE ARE ARE TO HAVE YOU IN OUR LIVES!! WHEN I AM DOWN(ON MY KNEES AND LOOKING RIGHT) UP YOU POP WITH RED CARDINALS AND BUTTERFLIES. THANK YOU FOR KEEPING ME IN PERSPECTIVE. AS I HAVE SAID , YOUR WEAKNESS(CANCER) HAS MADE YOU SO STRONG. THANK YOU FOR SHARING WITH ALL OF US. YOU MAKE ME PROUD,GIRL!!! LOVE YOU BUNCHES,GAIL
GAIL NEWMAN <NEWMANJ36@NETSCAPE.NET>
FRISCO, TX - Saturday, April 23, 2005 11:18 AM CDT
Lynn...Your entry made me smile this morning. I smiled because we never know how or when God will put his plan into action, or who He will use to do it!! Yvonne, you were truly an angel from God to open a door for our friend! Thank you! Thank you to your daughter, too! Lynn, I saw another cardinal in my backyard yesterday. Greg built a bird feeder with the kids not too long ago and they have been faithfully putting birdseed in it to feed the birds. For some reason, yesterday I saw something really strange. Tons of black crows were feeding off the seeds that had fallen in the grass, but there all by itself in the birdfeeder was this red cardinal. It made me think, there amongst all the darkness(the black crows) there is a bright light(the red cardinal). Just as we have so much darkness in this world, Christ is the bright light to pull us away from all of that. Even though you are experiencing anxiety or fear or frustration with your health, you amaze me the way you continually stay on God's path. He is your bright light Lynn. I know that He will continue to do amazing things through you. I will pray that all goes well at your appointment with the endocronologist. Thinking of you today...Anna
Anna Rainwater <chiefrainwater@ev1.net>
- Saturday, April 23, 2005 10:26 AM CDT
Hi Lynn,
You are definitely in my prayers. For someone like myself that had thyroid cancer last year and is still receiving treatment, I can relate to what you would be going through. I pray that nothing comes up with ultrasound, biopsy, etc. But if it does, I have found and joined this link that has extrememly helped with questions and support from people that go through the same thing!

http://health.groups.yahoo.com/group/Thyca/

Continuing to keep you in my thoughts and prayers,
Georgia

Georgia <georgiaarabert@aol.com>
Norfolk, VA US - Saturday, April 23, 2005 9:06 AM CDT
Hey girl,
Angels are among us indeed!!
Looking RIGHT with you always,
Hol

Holly Crandell <hmcrand@comcast.net>
- Saturday, April 23, 2005 6:39 AM CDT
Divine intervention! Fabulous! Keeping you always in my thoughts and prayers!


Jill Smail....looking RIGHT! <jill.smail@pharma.novartis.com>
Centennial, CO - Friday, April 22, 2005 8:51 PM CDT
God is so good! I can't believe (well actually I can) how the doors keep opening even when they seemed to be tightly shut. I"m praying that the doctor is not able to confirm the thyroid cancer but if in fact God has that in your plan of purpose too - we will pray even harder for the perfect plan of action. Stay strong, Lynn. You are an amazing woman and so many of us are learning so much from you! Keep looking right and never forget how many people you have supporting you! Much love and hugs! Pattie
pattie <pattiewilson2000@yahoo.com>
- Friday, April 22, 2005 8:33 PM CDT
Lynn,
your faith is contagious and I thank-you for that--- it's so easy to get off track in this sin filled world!! thanks for always reminding me that the true answer lies with God and to have faith is the only way to get through life.
take care

Nancy Jacobson <nancy.l.jacobson@wellsfargo.com>
Houston, tx - Friday, April 22, 2005 1:22 PM CDT
Hey Lynn....Just checking in on you. The boys had their spring program at school this evening. Grant was a fish and Camden was a snail. They were so excited about getting to have a part! When it was Grant's turn to do his thing, he took a few moments to wave to everyone in the crowd. Then Camden stepped forward and decided to wave to everyone as well!! It was such a sweet little program. I have thought alot about you since our conversation the other night. I love that even though God is taking you through all of this, you still continue to BLESS HIS NAME!!! I will continue praying for healing for you. You are such a special person with such a strong faith. God is smiling down on you!! LOve you friend....Anna
Anna <chiefrainwater@ev1.net>
- Thursday, April 21, 2005 10:48 PM CDT
Hello sweet Lynn! My breath was taken away reading your last entry... I just saw a cardinal yesterday in my back yard! I never knew anything about your link to cardinals, but I remember seeing that cardinal as if it were the first one I'd ever seen. How interesting. Then I read about your thyroid and remember vividly conversing with you after having my thyroid removed in May of 2003. They found cancer in it and we spoke about it with fear and trembling... never knowing what the future was to hold for you, my friend! You know you are in my every prayer. My girls love the bracelets and ask about how you are doing often. May you continue to have God's peace and continue to inspire as you heal. I so admire your faith. Take care, my dear friend, and I'll keep praying. All my love, Yvette
Yvette <yvettem259@aol.com>
Austin, TX USA - Thursday, April 21, 2005 1:50 PM CDT
Lynn,
The update was not as any of us had hoped. I know you will continue to fight and do what you can to beat cancer. I am uplifted by your strength and spirit.
-RA

Johnna <johnnathornton@juno.com>
- Thursday, April 21, 2005 11:19 AM CDT
Lynn - I have been keeping my eye out for cardinals and have been bummed that I haven't spotted any. Then yesterday, Kenny's mom came over and told us how a cardinal has built her nest on the porch at the lake house! I just smiled! A new life beginning - very cool!

Love ya - Lizzie

Liz Lemaster <lizzie.lemaster@verizo.net>
- Thursday, April 21, 2005 6:47 AM CDT
Hey Lynn,
Forgot to write yesterday that a friend of mine in MN is walking in the Minneapolis 3-Day Breast Cancer Walk. I donated to her walk in you honor! Just wanted you to know!! Looking RIGHT!!!

Melissa <Melissa@snfriends.com>
Houston, TX USA - Wednesday, April 20, 2005 5:50 PM CDT
Lynn,

You are my red cardinal! Every time I speak to you I draw strength and know everything is going to be OK.
I love you!

Suzanne

S Cobb <suzannelcobb@aol.com>
- Wednesday, April 20, 2005 4:27 PM CDT
Hey Friend...Just checking on you. Hope you had a great day despite the gloomy skies. Hope you enjoy your outing to the aquarium with Taylor. I love going on field trips with my kids!!! I pray that you will both have a great time together! I sent my Colorado buddy one of your bracelets and she received it in the mail today. She called me this evening and said to tell you "thank you" for being so faithful in using your trials to lift up others. She has been through quite an ordeal herself this past year with some family issues and needs alot of encouragement. I pray that you have a happy Wednesday and that you see lots of bright red cardinals!!!Hugs...Anna
Anna <chiefrainwater@ev1.net>
- Tuesday, April 19, 2005 9:07 PM CDT
Lynn,
I sometimes feel like a broken record when I write in your guestbook, but you are amazing. The strength you show & your positive outlook & the faith in the Lord you show are inspiring. I am saying prayers that God gives you and your family peace & strength. Keep Looking RIGHT & keep fighting, Lynn.

Melissa Schmitz <melissa@snfriends.com>
Houston, TX USA - Tuesday, April 19, 2005 5:44 PM CDT
Lynn,
Your faith and strength never ceases to amaze me. Every time I started to get "uneasy" with your post I kept reading and somehow the peace that you have overwhelmed me. Thank you for the full post -as LM said - you "look" so wonderful and healthy that it's easy to forget this horrible disease is still a part of you. I still pray for you but this reminds me of how specifically I need to do so. Stay strong my friend!
Looking Right! Pattie

Pattie <pattiewilson2000@yahoo.com>
The Colony, - Tuesday, April 19, 2005 8:56 AM CDT
Beth Moore writes...The believing prayers of those who pursue a sactified walk with Jesus Christ are powerful and effectual. Our Heavenly Father's message is 'Call to me and I will answer you and tell you great and unsearchable things you do not know'Jeremiah 3:33.
Lynn, continue to allow the Holy Spirit, rather than your carnal nature, move you in decision making. Enjoy the fruits of peace and joy as you trust Christ for restoration of your body.
Love,
Lorie
P.S. You are the healthiest looking "sick woman" I know!

Lorie Murray <tlcmur@comcast.net>
Plano, TX United States - Tuesday, April 19, 2005 5:02 AM CDT
Hi Lynn,

We've all missed your posts! Another hurdle to cross along this journey, but you will and all of us are right there with you...Looking RIGHT, of course!

Much to love to you, please say hello to Holly for me too!

Laura


Laura Quevedo <laura.quevedo@gmail.com>
Diamond Bar, CA - Monday, April 18, 2005 10:12 PM CDT
Lynn....after reading your post this evening, I have to share this with you! Guess what I saw sitting on my fence around 10:30 this morning....Yes, a beautiful, bright red cardinal!!! Greg actually spotted it and called me to the window to look. I immediately thought of your story about your grandmother and I prayed for you!! You continue to have that strong faith that has carried you through this journey the past two years. Remember what Pete said yesterday...Rest in God's love when your heart is troubled or you have worries and anxieties. I believe in my heart that yes, HE WILL HEAL YOU!!! I am so blessed to have you as my friend and I am grateful that I can pray for you and your family. I will continue to check on you daily sweet friend! Hugs to you...Anna
Anna <chiefrainwater@ev1.net>
- Monday, April 18, 2005 9:28 PM CDT
Lynn ~ Isn't it amazing how God works?! As we know, the beautiful cardinals you saw today were there to bring EXACTLY what you would need - PEACE.

Take a deep breath my friend..............then let it out. Allow the peace to surround you & David.

Looking RIGHT with you always! XOXO ~ Jen

JennyGwynn <jennygwynn@comcast.net>
Frisco, - Monday, April 18, 2005 9:20 PM CDT
oops, I meant Amen on Jenny's last entry, we miss you!
Tracy <b.fox12@verizon.net>
Plano, Tx USA - Monday, April 18, 2005 6:01 AM CDT
Amen on Jenny's e-mail!
Tracy <b.fox12@verizon.net>
Plano, Tx USA - Monday, April 18, 2005 5:58 AM CDT
Sweet Lynn ~ Do you remember "Where's Waldo"? We (your cyber buds) are all wondering "Where's Lynn"!!!!

He is the vine & we are the branches. We miss you & your fire..........come back soon my dear friend!

XOXO ~ Jen

JennyGwynn <jennygwynn@comcast.net>
Frisco, - Sunday, April 17, 2005 8:17 PM CDT
Hey Lynn,
Just passing through and thought I'd actually post! Hope you have a fabulous weekend! Enjoy this weather -it's been awesome (and who knows when it will change)! :)
Always thinking of you and always Looking Right! Pattie

pattie <pattiewilson2000@yahoo.com>
- Friday, April 15, 2005 11:27 AM CDT
Lynn,
I am glad to hear that everyone is back up and moving in your house again. I am hear reading past entries from you this morning because I hope to get some strength from you today. It has been a long night here and the next few days don't seem to look any better but from reading you wonderful words I know I can go on because of God and his strenght. Thank you!

Beth Gilles <bethtouhey@hotmail.com>
burnsville, - Friday, April 15, 2005 8:21 AM CDT
Lynn-I haven't written in here for a couple of weeks. Have been busy traveling with the family which has been great. I receive so many comments on the pink LOOKING RIGHT bracelet. I am honored to wear it and spread your message and story. My friend still hasn't emailed me back but I am going to take your advise and call him or email him soon. Will write more later. Love, Heidi
Heidi Isaak <heidi.isaak@genmill.com>
New Hope, MN USA - Thursday, April 14, 2005 10:56 PM CDT
Hi Lynn...Just wanted to check in on you and say hi. Hope that everyone is finally well in your household! Madeline loves wearing her bracelet! She has been showing it to all of her friends and is wanting to take it to her cooking class/art class and show it for "show and share"! We are praying that you will continue to heal and that God will give you a clean bill of health! Greg is doing great and is probably going to have surgery sometime this summer. He wanted to do it sooner than later but he may be changing jobs soon:) Hopefully we will know more next week. Anyway, hope you have a fantastic Thursday.....Love, Anna
Anna <mchiefrainwater@ev1.net>
- Thursday, April 14, 2005 7:23 AM CDT
Dear Lynn,

Just wanted you to know that you are always on my mind! I have been very busy this week sending bracelets to old friends in Wisconsin who are facing some hard times. Know that you spread strength thru so many.

Jill Smail....looking RIGHT! <jill.smail@pharma.novartis.com>
Centennial, CO - Wednesday, April 13, 2005 5:48 PM CDT
Lynn -
Just a quick note to let you know we are thinking of you daily in Minnesota when we look at our lovely bracelets - Anna had to have a red one AND a pink one! Wishing for you continued Grace from God and a "normal" daily life for the years to come! (whatever that means :-)usually daily chaos for all the good reasons - busy with kids in sports, family, friends!) Looking RIGHT!
Love, Deb

Deb Klein <deborah.klein@allina.com>
St Paul, MN - Wednesday, April 13, 2005 4:51 PM CDT
DEAR LYNN, SO GLAD THAT YOU ARE ALL ON THE MEND. IT WAS SO HARD LEAVING YOU ALL. WHEN WE GOT HERE DEAN WAS SICK WITH A MIARADE OD SYMPTOMS. BEING A NURSE IS HARD WHEN IT'S YOUR SPOUSE. HE TOLD ME HE'D BE BETTER OR DEAD IN FORTY-EIGHT HOURS. I TOLD HIM I WAS BURYING HIM EITHER WAY !!!!! I TOOK HIM TO SEE RAY TODAY. WHAT A GREAT PHYSICIAN HE IS. HIS HEALTH IS NOT GREAT--CANCER STILL AND NOW TRANSPLANTED KIDNEY HAS FAILED. ALL THAT LYNN AND HE IS S TILL PRAISING GOD. I TOLD HIM THAT LIKE YOU--HIS WEAKNESS HAS MADE HIM SO STRONG!!!! HIS DEEP PRAYER IS THAT HE WILL LIVE LONG ENOUGH TO GET SHELBY RAISED. I GAVE HIM A LOOKING RIGHT BRACELET FOR SHELBY. CAN YOU IMAGINE THAT YOUR BEAUTIFUL LITTLE FLOWER GIRL IS FOURTEEN!!! DEAN IS AN ANTIBIOTIC FOR LABRYNITIS ,SO WILL BE BETTER. WE LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU. GAIL
gail newman <newmanj36@netscape.net>
denver, co - Thursday, April 7, 2005 8:35 PM CDT
Hang in there friend! Taking care of the whole family when you are sick too is harder than I ever imagined when I was growing up. Probably why I get so frustrated when my mom puts her illnesses aside to help us even when she is feelin poorly....guess that is just what moms do. Aren't we thankful! Hope that you all feel back to normal quickly. Thinking of you always and handing out lots of Looking RIGHT bracelets!
Jill Smail....looking RIGHT! <jill.smail@pharma.novartis.com>
Centennial, CO - Tuesday, April 5, 2005 4:57 PM CDT
Oh Lynn,
So sorry to hear about you ALL being sick! That is the pits & I'm sure it was extra hard with your parents leaving & Dave's parents gone. That is one of the hardest parts about living so far from my Mom - sometimes we just need them!! God does know what we need & I am so glad he knew you needed to hear from your Mom!! I hope your family is all up & running like usual very soon!! Take Care!! Love, Melissa
P.S. I do have to tell one exciting thing - today my baby Sidney turns 4 & her Daddy & I are taking her to the opening game of the Astros! She is so excited & can't wait to see her favorite player, Bagwell!! Anyways, just had to share!

Melissa <melissa@snfriends.com>
Houston, TX USA - Tuesday, April 5, 2005 2:34 PM CDT
Oh sweet Lynn!!!

ENOUGH ALREADY!!!!!! I am praying for you, David & Tay-Tay to QUICKLY be fever-free, cough-free, & your house germ-free. Thankfully Jacob seems to be on the mend - praise God for that!! I know the kiddos are REALLY missing Taylor at school. Sydney said they couldn't believe she was gone again today!!! She'll be like the new kid at school when she returns! ha ha

We love you guys and hope your ALL feeling better soon - call me if you need ANYTHING!! xoxo ~ Jen




JennyGwynn <jennygwynn@comcast.net>
Frisco, - Monday, April 4, 2005 8:54 PM CDT
Hey girlie...Thanks for sending my bracelets by way of Holly! I wanted to share a funny with you about them. Last night Grant was pointing to his left wrist and said, "Mommy, is it alright if I wear Miss Lynn's bracelet on this arm?" I said of course. He then said,"Well, Camden said that I couldn't because Miss Lynn said to look right not left!" I was so tickled. Funny how their minds work. Anyway, we will wear our bracelets proudly and continue to LOOK RIGHT! Enjoy this beautiful day that the Lord has made! Hugs...Anna
Anna <chiefrainwater@ev1.net>
- Saturday, April 2, 2005 10:58 AM CST
Oh Lynn, My prayers are with your beautiful babies right now...hoping they are both on the mend. I could totally relate to your post, as my baby girl was in the hospital for 6 days in January for a UTI and then ended up getting bronchialitus from being in the hospital around other sick kiddo's. It was the most terrifying time of my life. My heart ached for the parents with critically ill children that have to live in the hospital.
I will be praying for comfort for your little one's.

Brooke Bleyl <bleyl22@adelphia.net>
Twinsburg, OH USA - Friday, April 1, 2005 8:19 PM CST
Dear Lynn... Your words were exactly what Greg and I went through today! We do not ever want to forget the fears that we have had these last 3 months. Greg just said to me this afternoon that he wanted to journal about this experience because he NEVER wants to forget. He wants to always remember the lessons God has taught us!!! Again, thank you for sharing the strength that God gives you each day and sharing it with those around you. Greg has really admired your courageous spirit and has gained so much from the words that God has laid on your heart to share with others.Thanks again for your prayers! I love you friend!!! Anna
Anna <chiefrainwater@ev1.net>
- Thursday, March 31, 2005 5:39 PM CST
Lynn,
I've been reading your messages like always, but have not written for awhile, sorry! Your words are as insprining as ever! And I'm so glad someone mentioned your new Easter picture of the kids - it is so cute & so is the one of ours!! I hope you had a fabulous Easter with your family, I was out of work last week becasue Deb & her family were here for Easter & it was wonderful. 7 days to spend with your sister is always wonderful & we couldn't have been more blessed with the weather & the time we all had together! As always you inspire me & it is always uplifting to read your entries. Love, Melissa

Melissa Schmitz <melissa@snfriends.com>
Houston, TX USA - Thursday, March 31, 2005 1:00 PM CST
Hi Lynn,
I came to your website by way of Tate Jorgensen. God blessed me with his kindness a couple of weeks ago on a flight to Salt Lake City. It is such a blessing when God gives us the friendship of another Christian. He spoke to me of your strength and of God's light shining from you. I pray for your full recovery. I feel that your healing will be complete Lynn. I felt it as soon as he mentioned your name to me. What a wonderful instrument of His love you are! I have read your journal entries and see God’s work in them. As Tate shared your story with me in regards to your path towards a complete healing from cancer, I thought of Dr. Lorraine Day. I wanted to share with you her web site. I have gained a great deal of important information. Dr. Day recovered fully from invasive breast cancer. She rejected standard therapies because of their destructive side effects. Instead, she chose to rebuild her immune system. She talks about the natural therapies designed by God and outlined in the Bible. She allowed her body to heal itself through Him. The website is at www.drday.com You may have already heard of her. If not, I hope it is helpful. I look forward to more of your entries. May you and your family continue to be blessed by God's everlasting love.

In His name,
Ligia D. McDonald

Ligia D. McDonald <vegas1354@hotmail.com>
Florence, KY U.S.A. - Thursday, March 31, 2005 11:03 AM CST
HI Lynn,
Wonderful entries, amazing stories and beautiful picture of the kids on Easter! God has blessed my life with you and your family. Kinda crazy when I think about it and how this computer which I know nothing about has given me all this. Hope you are having a beautiful week too!! God Bless. Beth

Beth Gilles <bethtouhey@hotmail.com>
burnsville, mn - Tuesday, March 29, 2005 9:08 AM CST
Wow am I ever missing you my friend. I don't like that life has been a lil' too busy for us lately. Even the egg hunt seemed to be a blur. I can't wait to lock eyes on you & hug your neck tomorrow. Your on my heart and in my prayers!

Love you ~ Jen

JennyGwynn <jennygwynn@comcast.net>
Frisco, - Monday, March 28, 2005 8:32 PM CST
Great post, Lynn! Keep them coming!
I saw you from "afar" last night at Good Friday services -as I looked at you - I just thought "praise God" -for you and for all of us! What a beautiful time Easter is! The perfect opportunity to reflect on how blessed we are! I just thank God for you being able to make it "about Him" - so many good things have come from your "bad" and people (as myself) have learned so many lessons from you! Thank you for that!
He is Risen! He is Risen indeed! Alleluiah!

Enjoy the weekend sister! :)
Love ya! Pattie

pattie <pattiewilson2000@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, March 26, 2005 5:42 PM CST
Lynn,
Please, please do not stop your journal entries.
You are such an amazing Christian woman! I enjoy your thoughts & they are so uplifting to me!
Hugs!

Donna Drosche <chictexas@hot.rr.com>
Waco, Tx USA - Thursday, March 24, 2005 10:57 PM CST
Lynn, as I was signing the guestbook last night, you were posting a new entry so I did not see your entry from last night until just now.(Did you get that?:0) God needed me to see that verse now because I needed that verse today. It was a rough day and I was questioning where God's peace was......Thank you so much for being a light...I am so glad you are my friend....Anna
Anna <chiefrainwater@ev1.net>
- Thursday, March 24, 2005 7:47 PM CST
Great message. I am living it right now. And I am seeing the positives and God is revealing a lot to me through my tough times.

KEEP POSTING! You are truly inspiring. I enjoy your site. Thanks for sharing your words with us. Take care!!

Robin Russell <russell2500@netscape.net>
Raleigh, NC USA - Thursday, March 24, 2005 6:32 PM CST
Lynn....Our kids need to get together and Have an American Idol party!!!! They are HOOKED...so is their mom!!!:) I am not one to watch reality T.V. or competitions on T.V. but I LOVE this show!!! Madeline was excited to get to see a replay of last night's show...she even made a sign to hold up when her favorite(Vonzelle) sang! Grant likes Bo but wants him to go see "Ms. Sherry" to get his haircut. Camden likes Scott now because he thought it was funny when he threw his glasses off last night!!I don't really have a favorite, I just enjoy listening to the songs they sing. However, I was a bit miffed that Constantine sang that Partridge Family song...that is DAVID CASSIDY'S SONG!!! NO ONE else should be allowed to sing it!!! Madeline made a comment last night after the show and said, "Mommy, they really need to change the name of this show." When I asked her why she said, "Because we are not supposed to worship idols..God said so." Well, AMEN to that sister girl!!! I am glad to hear that you are in good spirits. I will be keeping you in my prayers....God is touching many hearts through your journey! Love you friend...Anna
Anna <chiefrainwater@ev1.net>
- Wednesday, March 23, 2005 9:38 PM CST
Just wanted you to know you have been on my mind a lot lately. FIGHT SISTER FIGHT!
Jill Smail....looking RIGHT! <jill.smail@pharma.novartis.com>
Centennial, CO - Tuesday, March 22, 2005 7:42 PM CST
Dear Lynn, You ladies have to understand March is the basketball season! Glad my son survived intact(so to speak) and is back enjoying the games. We plan to leave early Wed and drive through to Frisco that day. We sure miss you all. God loves you and so do we. Mom and Dad Newman
Dean and Gail Newman <jdeannewman@wmconnect.com>
- Monday, March 21, 2005 8:00 PM CST
Hola mi amiga!!
I am in the Caribbean thinking of you! I wish I would have brought a ton of your bracelets...I could have hocked my "looking RIGHT" bracelet for a fortue today!! They tried to get the kids' too! We have to find out who is coming to Mexico next and we can make a killing. I may show up without mine and will have to get another bunch from you soon!!!
Love ya and miss ya! Having tons of fun!
Hol

Holly Crandell <hmcrand@comcast.net>
- Monday, March 21, 2005 7:58 PM CST
You are truly a blessing!!! Hope your hubby feels better soon.
Barbara Moore <bmoore@cgsd.org>
Rogersville, PA USA - Monday, March 21, 2005 10:33 AM CST
Dave's timing for his procedure sounds too perfect to me. Men having to watch b-ball all weekend with the wife waiting on him. Hum.... Randy needs to do the same procedure but is too chicken. Oh, does this message go out to the world? Sorry honey! :) Sorry I've been a stranger but we took the kiddos to Walt Disney World for a week and am just now getting back into the swing of things.
Heidi Isaak <heidi.isaak@genmills.com>
New Hope, MN USA - Sunday, March 20, 2005 6:38 PM CST
DEAR LYNN, SORRY I AM NOT IN TEXAS TO HELP CARE OF "MY LUMP OF GOLD" !!!! ALL IS WELL IN COLORADO. TAMI'S SURGERY WENT WELL ---FOUR HOURS!! I PLAN ON KEEPING HER ON DEMEROL UNTIL WE LEAVE..HA TWINS ARE WONDERFUL(OF COURSE GRAMMIE) AND BEEB AND NICK ARE FUN. WE PLAN TO BE HOME WED NIGHT. MISS YOU ALL VERY MUCH. LOVE YOU BUNCHES , GAIL AND DEAN
GAIL NEWMAN <NEWMANJ36@netscape.net>
FRISCO, TX - Saturday, March 19, 2005 6:13 PM CST
Lynn...Not sure if Dave meant to schedule this surgery on the EXACT weekend of March Madness, but Greg has had 4 knee operations(2 since we have been married) and he somehow always managed to schedule them in MARCH!!! March Madness takes on a different meaning in our household...I am MAD because college "hoops" are pre-empting my soap!!!! Anyway, enjoy taking care of your hubby! Loved chatting on the phone with you this week. Thanks for your encouraging words! Glad Taylor is feeling much better...TONSILITIS!!!Who knew?! :) Hope you have a great weekend!!! Hugs...Anna
Anna <chiefrainwater@ev1.net>
- Friday, March 18, 2005 10:29 PM CST
Hello, Lynn! Miss talking to you at MOMS IN TOUCH this week. I'm glad Taylor is better. She and Hannah are evidently "tag teaming" it. Hannah is yucky sick now. It just breaks a mommy's heart. I am so blessed when I read your posts...I've started to go "back to the beginning" - it is truly amazing to see how God has answered so many prayer requests! What a wonderful legacy to leave your children as they read about the faith of their mom and dad and their friends and family...I hope you periodically run hard copies of them....I don't know how these things work. Have a great Easter holiday. ;)
Candace Snyder <txcandace@hotmail.com>
Plano, TX 75024 - Friday, March 18, 2005 9:27 PM CST
Hi Lynn - I am late with my posting but wanted to say how thrilled and happy I am that your tests came back just fine. You are going to have such a wonderful time in Hawaii now, with a clean bill of health,and time with your sweet sister. I hope plans for the golf/fishing fundraiser are going well...I continue to tell every golfer I know about the upcoming event :) Wish I played golf or fished, but I don't, so I'll just pass on the word! The most recent order of Looking Right bracelets arrived this week. Mahalo Nui Loa! I gave one of them to one of my patient's wife/caregiver, who is a 7 year BC survivor - she loves it! I hope your little Taylor is on the road to recovery - I used to get tonsillitis as a kid and remember the awfullness of it! Love Lise
Lise Lawrence <lawaloha5@aol.com>
Waikoloa, HI USA - Thursday, March 17, 2005 12:14 AM CST
It has been way too long since I have left you a message. I still read your posts-or should I say draw much strength from your posts-you are so amazing! You are always in my thoughts and prayers.

My baby turns one at the end of the month-and is walking and keeping me on my toes...so that means not as much computer time :(

I am so sorry for not ordering my Looking Right bracelets yet-it is at the top of my "to do"list, that and getting things ready for Ella's big first b-day party this weekend.

Hope this finds you well my cyber friend-thinking of Holly and Jenny too! :)
LOOKING RIGHT-ALWAYS!!!!!!!!!!

Brooke Bleyl <bleyl22@adelphia.net>
Twinsburg, OH USA - Thursday, March 17, 2005 7:26 AM CST
Praise God!! I hope Taylor is feeling better very soon!! You just told me that popsicles & band-aids are always the way to make things better! It worked on Saturday & I hope it works for Taylor. It was SO great to see you, your parents & meet your beautiful family! Wow - who would have thought 2 little girls from Meadow Park would be so blessed!! Let's try not to make it another 12 -15 years before we see each other again!! I will be sending you some photos to your email soon! Our kids are so cute!!! :) Agian, I just want you to know how happy I am for you on your results from yesterday!! Always looking RIGHT (Thanks to you)!!
Melissa <melissa@snfriends.com>
Houston, TX USA - Tuesday, March 15, 2005 1:40 PM CST
Hi Lynn,
Praise God! I just had a feeling that your test results would be this good! I hope you are still floating around your house taking care of Taylor. Enjoy this beautiful day we have been given. Beth


Beth Gilles <bethgilles@hotmail.com>
Burnsville, MN - Tuesday, March 15, 2005 9:20 AM CST
Hey girl,
Just wanted you to know I am wishing you a day of sunshine in our predicted "gray" day.
Love you and looking RIGHT with you always,
Holly

Holly <hmcrand@comcast.net>
- Tuesday, March 15, 2005 9:01 AM CST
WHOO HOO!!!! Oh the Lord is good!!!!!! Bottoms up tonight - you deserve it!! ha)

I love ya to pieces ~ Jen


JennyGwynn <jennygwynn@comcast.net>
Frisco, TX - Monday, March 14, 2005 6:49 PM CST
Hey girl! I've had thyroiditis! I had no reason behind mine but it's all good now! But the main reason I'm writing is to tell you about this really great verse I came across while I weas working on my Bible study. As soon as I read it, you came to my mind. Here it is:
1 Peter 3:15 "But in your hearts set apart Christ as Lord. Always be prepared to give an answer to everyone who asks you to give the reason for the hope that you have. But do this with gentleness and respect..."
This is you Lynn and I think that it speaks hugely about you. You are awesome and I am so glad you are in my life. So glad about your test results today and hope Taylor gets better really soon. Tell her to eat a popsicle for me!

Love ya - Lizzie

Liz Lemaster <lizzie.lemaster@verizon.net>
Plano, Tx - Monday, March 14, 2005 5:07 PM CST
Love your Looking RIGHT web site....! Yeah!
Jill Smail....looking RIGHT! <jill.smail@pharma.novartis.com>
Centennial, CO - Monday, March 14, 2005 9:11 AM CST
Hi Lynn - I hope Taylor is feeling better in the morning. And I will be praying for you for the next lot of tests....No matter what the tests are they are always nerve-wracking aren't they? Love, Lise
Lise Lawrence <lawaloha5@aol.com>
Waikoloa, HI 96738 - Monday, March 14, 2005 1:59 AM CST
Hello! Cannot believe Taylor is 7! I remember when you told me you were preg. with her! Whoa! Carson turned 4 yesterday and according to him is "not a little boy anymore!' Big week! Love ya! FIGHT SISTER FIGHT!
Jill Smail....looking RIGHT! <jill.smail@pharma.novartis.com>
Centennial, CCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCC - Saturday, March 12, 2005 11:27 AM CST
Hi Lynn,

It sure sounds like you're doing wonderfully. I'm so glad to hear that. Well, I've deleted my caringbridge page so you won't find me there...but I will be following your journey closely. I'm at a place where I'm not too interested in an open forum anymore...I'd like to be more private. Still doing excellend healthwise...nothing has changes for the worse, I swear. I have your email so you'll be hearing from me. I'm wearing my "Looking RIGHT" bracelet right now and every time I look at it I think of you.

Danielle

Danielle
Saugus, CA USA - Friday, March 11, 2005 2:08 PM CST
Lynn-
Wanted to jot a note - we love our bracelets, and the message is getting out - I am able to share your story with so many and direct them to your Looking RIGHT website! Exciting stuff!
I see from your website you will be traveling to Hawaii - enjoy! Also, enjoy this weekend with Missy, the girls and Dad --
Love, Deb

Deb Klein <deborah.klein@allina.com>
St Paul, - Friday, March 11, 2005 2:01 PM CST
Hi, Lynn-
I hope you are enjoying this beautiful weather!! How can you NOT get up on a day like this and thank God for such a glorious day!! My boys and I are headed to Italy next week for Spring Break. We'll have our "Looking Right" bracelets....do you think we'll have the honor of being the first bracelets in Italy? Ha! We'll have to send you some pictures...kind of like Flat Stanley...where all have the bracelets been? :) Have a great week!


Lori Boling <loriboling@peoplepc.com>
Forney, TX - Friday, March 11, 2005 10:40 AM CST
I'm so glad for all your good news and I hope you enjoy every minute of life.
Tricia <TriciaBxNY@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, March 10, 2005 9:55 PM CST
Hi Lynn!
Just thought I'd say a quick hello. I absolutely love my bracelets and wear them proudly to honor you and all those whose lives have been touched by breast cancer.
Take good care!

Hugs,
Laura

Laura Quevedo <laura.quevedo@gmail.com>
Diamond Bar, CA 91765 - Thursday, March 10, 2005 8:18 PM CST
Lynn,
I always look forward to your posts. The one from your dad was SO UPLIFTING! Thank you for sharing.
Hugs!

Donna Drosche <chictexas@hot.rr.com>
Waco, Tx USA - Thursday, March 10, 2005 8:07 PM CST
Oh my - I'm sure that show of independence was a little scary. You know Emily is 13 & I still sometimes can't believe we have a teenager (which I'm excited to say she'll be with us next Friday for her Spring Break!) Even my little ones are showing there independence & it sometimes scares me, but then I realize that we are giving them the confidence to be independent - so that's a good thing. Sorry, ramble,ramble!
We're really excited to see you on Saturday. Sidney keeps asking me who we are going to see & I tell her Mommy's friend Lynn & she responds with, "Oh yeah- your bracelet friend". Too cute! have a great couple of days & see you soon!!

Melissa Schmitz <melissa@snfriends.com>
Houston, TX USA - Thursday, March 10, 2005 1:46 PM CST
Just know that no matter how much they want to be independent -- she's still your little girl! Savor it. Mine turns 11!! next week and I am dying. Plus, middle school in August - EEEKKK! She's ready but I am SO NOT! The good thing is, they turn into fun little shopping buddies. Grandpa took Shelby shopping for the first time this weekend and came back saying, man, she is a real power shopper, she can grab things on the run! I have no idea where she gets it :) Take care and will chat soon -- July is still an option...
Vicky

Vicky <vickyn@prattthompson.com>
Scottsdale, AZ - Thursday, March 10, 2005 9:58 AM CST
Hey my friend, Lynn!
Just checking in and thought I'd say hello!
Have an awesome week!
Love ya! Pattie

pattie <pattiewilson2000@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, March 9, 2005 2:18 PM CST
Hey Lynn-
we got our bracelets last night- the boys were so excited to have one- I tried to explain to them in easy words what Looking Right means--- this morning I asked Tanner what his bracelet said and he told me then I said what does that mean? and he replied Just Love God and you don't have worry- ha ha! very cute! take care

Nancy Jacobson <nancy.l.jacobson@wellsfargo.com>
Houston, tx - Wednesday, March 9, 2005 10:22 AM CST
Lynn,

I've just caught up (been out of work with sick kids) on your past postings and discovered the wonderful news!!! Praise God...Praise God....Praise God indeed!! How happy I am for you, your family, your friends!!!
Stephanie

Stephanie Lorsung <lorsungj@aol.com>
Pine City, MN USA - Monday, March 7, 2005 12:36 AM CST
Dear Lynn...Can I tell you how excited I was to finally get to see you and hug your neck!? You are still glowing from your wonderful news....as you should be!!! Nothing can snatch us from God's loving arms...NO, NOT EVEN CANCER!!! I will continue to pray that you will trust our God to do more great things in your life!!! Love you friend...Anna
Anna <chiefrainwater@ev1.net>
- Sunday, March 6, 2005 2:27 PM CST
LOVED the story. Thank you for sharing. I hope your crazy day was crazy in a good way. It must be in the air.

Love you my friend, Suzanne

Suzanne Cobb <Suzannelcobb@aol.com>
- Wednesday, March 2, 2005 7:37 PM CST
We, too, are still on cloud nine with Gail!
Jami Jensen <jamipaul@msn.com>
Littleton, CO - Wednesday, March 2, 2005 6:10 PM CST
Hi Lynn,

That's awesome news!! We're so excited for you guys!

Love,
The Fords

Glenn Ford <glenn-ford@sbcglobal.net>
Plano, TX USA - Wednesday, March 2, 2005 8:10 AM CST
lynn, what an inspiration you are!! .....to go back and reread some of your posts is a truly uplifting experience--your words are both encouraging and thoughtprovoking!
it must blow you away to see that in the past 6 months your site has been 'hit' nearly 60,000 times.
wow... can you even comprehend that?!
to think that our Father has used you in such an amazing way must be humbling.
thank you for sharing your journey and testimony with us all.
as JennyGwynn reminded me recently, sometimes all we can do as Christians is "plant the seed" of God's love in the minds and hearts of nonbelievers ---and then have faith that He will take over from there. well, i believe that God has helped you plant a 'whole garden'.
love and blessings to you and yours
toni margolis

toni margolis <toni@hometronics.com>
prosper, tx USA - Tuesday, March 1, 2005 11:49 PM CST
Hi Lynn
I just read about your PET scan. Good news!! Faith is the way to go!!We all have been praying for this day!! Praise
God!!

Gary

gary berg <gbhorseman@aol.com>
Mesa, az usa - Tuesday, March 1, 2005 11:40 PM CST
Lynn,
Wow. Thinking back through the ENTIRE journey...I can see SO many times that God just carried us through it all - because we had no strength or wings to fly at the time. Other times I can reflect and see how you/me/we/everyone involved had intervention from others to give us a 'different' and 'needed' perspective at the time.
Interesting that God put us on this cul-de-sac as friends....we have been through SO much together and I am so grateful that God chose to bless us as friends! You ROCK girlfriend!
Thank you for the sweet words you posted tonight. I am with Gail....cloud nine is here to stay around for a while and ....I'll take it!!!!!!!!!!! You are an encouragement to so many people you know and don't know - what a huge blessing. I am looking forward to continuing this life's journey with you and watching God unfold some magnificent things! He is SO BIG!!

Lovin' ya and Looking RIGHT with you ALWAYS!
Hol
(P.S. As I looked through the guestbook ever so briefly tonight, I read all the "Praise Gods" and was reminded of the precious preschool teachers at Parkway Hills today in car line as I told them the scan was "good news". I can still hear/see them screaming "Praise God" all the way down the line - it was AWESOME!

Holly Crandell <hmcrand@comcast.net>
- Tuesday, March 1, 2005 7:48 PM CST
Well praise the good LORD above :) Such wonderful news! Please keep on writing on your website and telling us to LOOK RIGHT! You are an inspiration!
Robin Russell <russell2500@netscape.com>
Raleigh, NC - Tuesday, March 1, 2005 6:34 PM CST
What wonderful news!!!! Thank you Lord!!!
Mary Pletzer <mpletzer@tamu.edu>
College Station, TX USA - Tuesday, March 1, 2005 3:43 PM CST
YOU GO, GIRL!!! Thank you, GOD!!!
Kelly May <kg.may@comcast.net>
Plano, TX USA - Tuesday, March 1, 2005 12:42 AM CST
Lynn,
Indeed, PRAISE OUR LORD!! We are all so thrilled, relieved and feeling very blessed for you and yours (and us) that we are experiencing such wonderful news! So many people you have been witnessing too are also praising and enjoying this wonderful blessing. We are looking RIGHT!
I leave for IA tomorrow--quick turn around as I'm needed in K.C. for the other one. (I love and feel blessed that I can do this for my grandchildren.) More later,
Aunt Mary

Aunt Mary <gladme@iowatelecom.net>
- Tuesday, March 1, 2005 11:05 AM CST
Lynn,
Such joy, such relief, such gratitude...and that's just those of us who faithfully pray and check in on you! :) I can only IMAGINE how YOU are feeling!!! Thank you, God.

Lori Boling <LoriBoling@peoplepc.com>
Forney, TX - Tuesday, March 1, 2005 9:58 AM CST
Praise Jesus!!
Yvonne <ygarcia@munsch.com>
Dallas, TX USA - Tuesday, March 1, 2005 7:38 AM CST
PRAISE GOD!

love ya - Lizzie

Liz Lemaster <lizzie.lemaster@verizon.net>
Plano, TX - Tuesday, March 1, 2005 6:46 AM CST

Dear Lynn,
I am reading all of the journal entries and realizing that you have been given a clean bill of health. God really does provide so many blessings, and the best one I could hear is that everything went great! Happy Birthday to you girlfriend! I have your present but just have not mailed it.Gosh! What it would be like to be young again! ha.ha Lynn, Mike and I really enjoyed seeing you guys and the kids.We had so much fun. Love ya lots, Julie

Julie Pettit <japettit@comcast.net>
Lonetree, Co usa - Tuesday, March 1, 2005 0:12 AM CST
Lynn, "Enter his gates with thanksgiving and his courts with praise;give thanks to him and praise his name. For the LORD is good and his love endures forever;his faithfulness continues through all generations." Psalm 100:4-5. Praise the LORD indeed! Our hearts are overflowing with joy for you and relief that your wait for results has ended. God loves you and so do we. Mom and Dad Newman
DEAN AND GAIL NEWMAN <NEWMANJ36@NETSCAPE.NET>
FRISCO, TX - Monday, February 28, 2005 11:00 PM CST
Thank you God for this awesome news today!!! Let's do the happy dance!!
Looking RIGHT with you ALWAYS!
Holly

Holly Crandell <hmcrand@comcast.net>
- Monday, February 28, 2005 9:49 PM CST
Lynn,
I am so happy for you & your family!
Thanks be to God for His gracious blessing.
May He continue to bless you & your family!
Hugs,

Donna Drosche <chictexas@hot.rr.com>
Waco, Tx USA - Monday, February 28, 2005 8:48 PM CST
Lynn, What great news...Mike and I think of you often and couldn't be happier for the positive results. What a blessing!
Lori-Ann Fichera & Mike Lassek <la.fichera@fritolay.com>
- Monday, February 28, 2005 8:46 PM CST
Lynn, I don't leave a message very often, but thanks to the Eisenbergs I check in on you almost every day. Congratulations on the scan!!!! I am discovering that Texas women must be very good at kicking cancer in the you-know-what!

Donna Kirk-Swaffar <swaffar@doglegs.com>
Rossville, KS - Monday, February 28, 2005 8:41 PM CST
Lynn
Praise the Lord! what wonderful news!!

Nancy, Jake, Tanner & Logan <nancy.l.jacobson@wellsfargo.com>
Houston, tx - Monday, February 28, 2005 8:39 PM CST
Yes, God is SO Faithful! Congrats on the wonderful news! All of our prayers have been answered for you! Christine
Christine La Plante <c.laplante@comcast.net>
Lone Tree, CO - Monday, February 28, 2005 7:56 PM CST
Yippy! Yippy! Yippy!
Have been thinking of you all day!
So glad for good news!

Jill Smail....looking RIGHT! <jill.smail@pharma.novartis.com>
Centennial, CO - Monday, February 28, 2005 7:28 PM CST
Yes, Praise God! I'm just elated after reading your posting today Lynn. Keep looking RIGHT! I'm just so thrilled to read good news. :)

Heidi Isaak <heidi.isaak@genmill.com>
New Hope, MN USA - Monday, February 28, 2005 7:11 PM CST
PRAISE GOD!!!!!

Happy Birthday to YOU, indeed!!!

Kellee <kelleemcd@yahoo.com>
Allen, TX United States - Monday, February 28, 2005 5:37 PM CST
YEAH!!YEAH!!!YEAH!!! I am doing the happy dance right now!
I couldn't be happier for you and your family,it truely is a time to celebrate. God Bless! Beth


beth gilles <bethtouhey@hotmail.com>
burnsville, mn - Monday, February 28, 2005 5:06 PM CST
Yahoo.Huge sigh of relief!!! I'm THRILLED for you and your family. Live life to the absolute fullest!
Tricia <TriciaBxNY@yahoo.com>
- Monday, February 28, 2005 3:58 PM CST
Thank you God!!! It brought tears to my eyes. I am so happy for you, Dave and the kids -- you deserve this good news!! Sounds like a big shopping spree is in order to celebrate :) Take care,
Vicky

Vicky <vickyn@prattthompson.com>
Scottsdale, AZ - Monday, February 28, 2005 3:36 PM CST
yahoo, yahoo, yahoo!!!! Praise God! This is excellent news, Lynn!!! You go have some fun girl! Keep looking Right! God is sooo faithful!!! Big hugs! Pattie
pattie <pattiewilson2000@yahoo.com>
- Monday, February 28, 2005 3:32 PM CST
Lynn -- The PET scan results - what could be better -- I am overwhelmed with joy for you and your family! Keep LOOKING RIGHT!
Love, Deb

Deb Klein <deborah.klein@allina.com>
- Monday, February 28, 2005 3:21 PM CST
Our God is still in the miracle business! Praise Him for the wonderful results!!!
Lorie Murray
- Monday, February 28, 2005 3:10 PM CST
Fantastic news Lynn! I am sooooo happy for you :) Love Lise (ps your sister Teri sent me the pink flyers and I'm posting them around NW Hawaii)
Lise Lawrence <lawaloha5@aol.com>
Waikoloa, HI USA - Monday, February 28, 2005 2:52 PM CST
Yeah God is right!!!! I just knew I needed to get on your website to see if you had heard anything yet & Wow - Great News!!! Keep Looking RIGHT - you & your faith keep amazing me!!!
Melissa <melissa@snfriends.com>
Houston, TX 77055 - Monday, February 28, 2005 2:38 PM CST
You rock girlfriend!! This is great news! Praise the lord! You enjoy yourself and celebrate...you have much to be thankful for.

You take care honey!

Carrie

Carrie Darney <carrie.darney@mohrpartners.com>
McKinney, TX US - Monday, February 28, 2005 2:38 PM CST
Lynn,
Happy Belated Birthday!!! Gosh - you are getting so old!! See, I can say that since you are a whopping four months older than me :) So glad to hear about how joyous your birthday and weekend were. We have been doing a Wednesday series of bible study for lent and talked about going on a "God hunt" to actually pay attention everyday to be more aware of all He provides. I think you definitely found that on your birthday and that makes me happy :) You have been in my thoughts and prayers this weekend and am praying that today is the result we all desire. Either way, you are loved by all and will conquer whatever you need to -- I know it! Take care friend,
Vicky

Vicky <vickyn@prattthompson.com>
Scottsdale, AZ - Monday, February 28, 2005 11:08 AM CST
Looking RIGHT with you Lynn. Keep the faith!
Love, Heidi

Heidi Isaak <heidi.isaak@genmill.com>
New Hope, mN USA - Monday, February 28, 2005 10:37 AM CST
My dear friend,

I sure missed seeing your pretty smiling face today. We have had an awesome and somewhat relaxed day. I have fond memories of your birthday this past week from sushi - cakes - and of course wine (and kids). AWESOME. How thankful I am to our awesome God for giving me you as a friend - it was a blessing to celebrate YOU and WITH YOU!

Like yourself, the PET results have peppered my thoughts throughout the weekend. You KNOW my fervent prayers...and I will close tonight by asking God to give you and all your loved ones a peaceful night's rest (that goes for the Crandell clan too!) and for awesome results tomorrow. Our faith is steady and strong ... remember God is bigger than ALL of THIS (whatever THIS is)!

I love you sweet friend. Hope you had a great day just "being". It sure was a great day to be lazy and relish in it all.

Looking RIGHT with you ALWAYS,
Hol

Holly Crandell <hmcrand@comcast.net>
- Sunday, February 27, 2005 9:10 PM CST
Dearest Lynn.....Happy Belated Birthday!!!! I have not been very diligent in checking your website lately...did I miss ALOT???? Hope your birthday was a fun one! I won't ask how old you are because I know you are way younger than I am!! :) Your journal entry the other day brought me to tears because I have had alot of worry lately. I have realized how easy it is to trust God when things are going great, but during difficult times, why is that so hard? Who wouldn't want God in the driver seat? Anyway, thank you for your words and wisdom!:) I am praying that you hear some great news this week and that you continue to keep that positive outlook. I miss seeing you! The boys asked me last Sunday "When are we going to see Miss Lynn picking up all her kids at Sunday school?" It's funny to me that when they do see you, they clam up and won't say a word! Grant still thinks your name is "Miss LYND". Hope you enjoy the rest of your weekend girlie!! Many hugs to you.......Anna
Anna <chiefrainwater@ev1.net>
- Saturday, February 26, 2005 5:24 PM CST
Well your birthday is ALMOST officially over for this year. I wanted to wish you one last HAPPY BIRTHDAY BLESSING!! I hope your day was as special as you are!!!!

LOOKING A HARD RIGHT!!!! Love ya!! Jen

JennyGwynn <jennygwynn@comcast.net>
Frisco, - Friday, February 25, 2005 11:50 PM CST
Happy Birthday to such a wonderful and beautiful woman that I look in on daily. You are such an inspiration to me and by reading your journal entries, I really look up to you. Thank so much for being the person you are! HAPPY BIRTHDAY, Lynn
Georgia <georgiarabert@cox.net>
Norfolk, VA 23503 - Friday, February 25, 2005 9:49 PM CST
Heard today was your birthday! Hope you had a great one. Love, Buffie
Buffie Guetersloh <guetersloh@sbcglobal.net>
Prosper, TX 75078 - Friday, February 25, 2005 9:48 PM CST
happy birthday to you....
Jill Smail....looking RIGHT! <jill.smail@pharma.novartis.com>
Centennial, CO - Friday, February 25, 2005 7:10 PM CST
Happy Birthday Lynn from Lise and Stewart Lawrence in Hawaii! I hope the whole weekend is full of fun and continuous celebrations - xxoo
Lise Lawrence <lawaloha5@aol.com>
Waikoloa, HI USA - Friday, February 25, 2005 11:33 AM CST
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, LYNN!!
Hope you have a fantastic day and birthday weekend!!!

Looking RIGHT!!!!
Love ya! Pattie

pattie <pattiewilson2000@yahoo.com>
- Friday, February 25, 2005 10:35 AM CST
Happy Birthday Lynn,

wishing you many more happy and healthy years on your birthday- have a great weekend-

Love Nancy

Nancy Jacobson <nancy.l.jacobson@wellsfargo.com>
Houston, tx - Friday, February 25, 2005 9:33 AM CST
HAVE A WONDERFUL BIRTHDAY LYNN! I HOPE YOU HAVE A DAY FILLED WITH ALL YOUR FAVORITE THINGS!!

Beth

beth gilles <bethtouhey@hotmail.com>
burnsville, mn 55337 - Friday, February 25, 2005 9:07 AM CST
Happy Birthday Lynn!!! Have a wonderful day with your friends and family!

Cheers!
Laura

Laura Quevedo <laura.quevedo@gmail.com>
Diamond Bar, CA USA - Friday, February 25, 2005 8:47 AM CST
Happy, Happy Birthday to you, Lynn! I hope you have a wonderful day full of love and laughter, and best wishes for many, many more birthdays to come!
Lori Boling <LoriBoling@peoplepc.com>
Forney, TX - Friday, February 25, 2005 8:17 AM CST
Happy Birthday, Lynn! You're HOW old??? He-he! You were only one grade ahead of me at Ben Franklin Elementary School, so I'd better be careful! I hope you have a fabulous birthday weekend & am praying for good results on Monday!!
Melissa <melissa@snfriends.com>
Houston, TX USA - Friday, February 25, 2005 8:17 AM CST
Hi Lynn ( and everyone reading!)
Thought I would log on and wish you an EARLY HAPPY BIRTHDAY before tomorrow. I know...I am a stink...but see...this way I get to tell everyone that tomorrow is your birthday!!!! I won't give out your age but everyone knows you are still just a young babe so you really have no need to worry! HA
You looked radiant today in your hottie sweater! Am hoping you and Dave had an awesome early birthday dinner and that tomorrow is all that you could imagine.
I love ya sista!!
Looking RIGHT with you ALWAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!

Holly

Holly Crandell <hmcrand@comcast.net>
- Thursday, February 24, 2005 7:51 PM CST
Lynn,

I am really praying for good PET scan results. You've been an inspiration to me and from reading your guestbook so many others. I am hoping that you continue you on this journey called life cancer-free and blessed by your family. When I see you've read my journal and left me a message my day feels complete.

Danielle (www.caringbridge.org/ca/danielle) <dfdelacruz@excite.com>
Santa Clarita, CA USA - Thursday, February 24, 2005 5:17 PM CST
Forgot to tell you that Carson is just thrilled with his "Looking RIGHT" band....in fact he keeps going in to my bag of them and bringing out handfuls he is requesting to give to all his friend!! Too Cute. Did you know that Randy has been wearing one too....I did not ask him to or even suggest it. He actually took my red one and has had it ever since.
Lots of people in doctors offices ask about it....your story is being told.
FIGHT SISTER FIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!

Jill Smail....looking RIGHT! <jill.smail@pharma.novartis.com>
Centennial, CO - Thursday, February 24, 2005 5:15 PM CST
Just heard about your bracelets. What a great idea and such a beautiful saying. Please let me know how to get some! Your friend Sandy Lassley
Sandy Lassley <sasslass77@hotmail.com>
Omaha, NE usa - Thursday, February 24, 2005 9:58 AM CST
Hi, Lynn-
We received our bracelets yesterday and my sweet sons, ages 10 and 7, were practicing over and over last night how they were going to explain what "Looking Right" meant. It melted my heart hearing them explain in their own words what I had shared with them about you and what your husband had said about Looking Right. This morning they were so excited about going to school with their red bracelets and "sharing" (and practiced one more time!). As I was getting ready for work, I couldn't help but wish you could just see these boys. Look what you have started! How awesome is that!?!? I cannot wait to get home this evening to hear about their day. Thank you!

Lori Boling <LoriBoling@peoplepc.com>
Forney, TX - Thursday, February 24, 2005 9:39 AM CST
Lynn,
Thanks for the update on yesterday. Enjoy your birthday weekend!!
Looking RIGHT!
m

Aunt Mary <gladme@iowatelecom.net>
- Thursday, February 24, 2005 9:29 AM CST
Hey girl.
Thank you for the sweet card Jacob gave Todd. We both had Hallmark moments/tears. Your words and Jacob's sweet handwritten name were precious.
It was awesome to see you today - albeit brief.
Looking RIGHT with you ALWAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!

Love you,
Holly

Holly Crandell <hmcrand@comcast.net>
- Wednesday, February 23, 2005 10:04 PM CST
Lynn,

Praying that you have PEACE while waiting for your pet scan results--- it's back to that easy and simple prayer:

EVERYONE TAKE A MINUTE AND SAY

"Dear God, please make Lynn healthy from the top of her head to the soles of her feet!!! Amen"

take care
Nancy

Nancy Jacobson <nancy.l.jacobson@wellsfargo.com>
Houston, tx - Wednesday, February 23, 2005 8:50 PM CST
Thinking of you and praying for you on this day!
Jill Smail....looking RIGHT! <jill.smail@pharma.novartis.com>
Centennial, CO - Wednesday, February 23, 2005 3:01 PM CST
LOVED THE QUOTE from todays post!! I'm praying for you right NOW as your being scanned!! And when your done.........EAT, then go bear fruit my dear friend!

Love ya~
Jen


JennyGwynn <jennygwynn@comcast.net>
Frisco, - Wednesday, February 23, 2005 11:20 AM CST
DEAR DAUGHTER-IN-LOVE, PAUL SAID IN 2CORINTHIANS:8"FOR WHEN I AM WEAK, THEN I AM STRONG". I HAVE ALWAYS WONDERED ABOUT THAT;HOWEVER, I HAVE WATCHED YOUR STRENGTH DURING THIS CANCER JOURNEY AND NOW I UNDERSTAND PAULS STATEMENT. YOU HAVE SHOWN REMARKABLE FAITH AND ENDURANCE. YOU HAVE TOUCHED MORE LIVES THAN YOU COULD EVER HAVE IMAGINED.GOD HAS A PLAN FOR ALL OF US AND WE DON'T UNDERSTAND IT YET. GOD HAS A PLAN FOR YOU THAT IN YOUR CANCER(WEAKNESS) YOU ARE A REMINDER THAT IN OUR ADVERSITIES GOD IS IN CONTROL(STRENGTH). DEAN AND I ARE SO BLESSED TO HAVE YOU IN OUR LIVES AND CALL YOU OUR DAUGHTER-IN-LOVE!! STAY CALM, AND ASSURED THAT AS YOU "LOOK RIGHT" HE HIS LOOKING BACK SMILING WITH THUMBS UP!! LOVE, GAIL
GAIL NEWMAN <NEWMANJ36@NETSCAPE.NET>
FRISCO, TX - Wednesday, February 23, 2005 9:55 AM CST
Prayers for you today during your PET scan & prayers for good test results on Monday! Keep looking RIGHT!
Melissa <melissa@snfriends.com>
Houston, TX USA - Wednesday, February 23, 2005 9:11 AM CST
Your faith and loyalty never cease to amaze me. Have a blessed day, my dear friend.
Yvonne <ygarcia@munsch.com>
Dallas, TX USA - Wednesday, February 23, 2005 8:40 AM CST
Your faith and loyalty never cease to amaze me. Have a blessed day, my dear friend.
Yvonne <ygarcia@munsch.com>
Dallas, TX USA - Wednesday, February 23, 2005 8:40 AM CST
Your faith and loyalty never cease to amaze me. Have a blessed day, my dear friend.
Yvonne <ygarcia@munsch.com>
Dallas, TX USA - Wednesday, February 23, 2005 8:40 AM CST
I miss you my friend! One week and I haven't locked eyes on your shining face. I pray that you have very compassionate doctors/technicians today during your PET scan and that you feel great. I pray that you are pleasantly surprised at your results next Monday.

Love you my friend, Suzanne

Suzanne Cobb <Suzannelcobb@aol.com>
- Wednesday, February 23, 2005 8:09 AM CST
Mighty prayers for an awesome day and fantastic results from the PET. See you this afternoon girly friend.
I love ya!!

Hol

Holly Crandell <hmcrand@comcast.net>
- Wednesday, February 23, 2005 7:36 AM CST
Thinking about you..........there's a reason other than the storm that I'm not sleeping tonight. I needed to spend some quality prayer time w/ our Father about - YOU!! I'm praying for the continued peace that has surrounded you for weeks now, I'm praying for excellent scans & the best of techs during your PET scan tomorrow. AMEN

Love you ~
JennyGwynn

JennyGwynn <jennygwynn@comcast.net>
Frisco, - Tuesday, February 22, 2005 11:52 PM CST
Lynn,
I know tomorrow is your appt and I couldn't go to sleep tonight without letting you know you have been on my mind, in my heart and prayers. We prayed for you today in bible study and on our church prayer list. I am amazed daily by your faith, courage and love for others. I am glad you had fun on your road trip. Please know, I love you and will be up tonight praying for the results we all desire. God bless my friend,
Love,
Vicky

Vicky <vickyn@prattthompson.com>
Scottsdale, AZ USA - Tuesday, February 22, 2005 10:03 PM CST
We got our bracelets today and the boys wore them to baseball/soccer and have them on in bed! They couldn't wait to give dad one and they are both taking one to their teacher tomorrow! I made sure they knew exactly what it meant so they could explain it when people ask! I"m so excited to be a part of spreading the word! Glad to be your sister in Christ!!! Have an awesome week!
pattie <pattiewilson2000@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, February 22, 2005 9:32 PM CST
Forgive me for not posting in your guestbook in sooo long. I still keep you in my prayers and think of you often. You will always be such an inspiration to me. I promise to get my braclets ordered soon. I will send ya an email tomorrow to get my order in. I am "LOOKING RIGHT" my cyber friend!!

Brooke Bleyl <bleyl22@adelphia.net>
Twinsburg, OH USA - Tuesday, February 22, 2005 9:04 PM CST
Lynn,
So pleased to hear that you all had a great trip. I'm staying with Cole and Caleb as their parents left today for Winter Park CO on another look & see mission. Will return Late Sat. I will stay thru Tues as Caleb has his next scope that day. We are praying for healing to have happened in the esophagus, etc. Anyway, I think that you have your mtg tomorrow with the Dr. So I have you in my prayers as do many of my friends. We'll keep looking right!! Love, A Mary

Aunt Mary <gladme@iowatelecom.net>
- Tuesday, February 22, 2005 8:35 PM CST
Hi Lynn,

I've been running around lately just like a chicken with my head cut off. I realized that it's prevented me from leaving a guestbook entry. I do check often, though and am so glad to hear that all is well with you. I can't wait to be all done with treatments myself, but I've got quite a ways to go.

Danielle
Santa Clarita, CA USA - Tuesday, February 22, 2005 3:55 PM CST
Just wanted to say hello. Can't wait until I get my bracelets, I have already sparked the curiosity of many just talking about them. My plan is to have them being worn all over Minnesota!! I hope you're ready to have your name known around the country!! I'm so amazed how many people just find your site and are touched forever by your words.I'm also thankful that this has given me the opportunity to get to know you better, what an amazing woman you are!!!Love You! Thank you for helping me to see the Right!! You have changed my life.
Amy Thurston <ajthurston@comcast.net>
Ramsey, MN - Tuesday, February 22, 2005 10:42 AM CST
I am soooo lucky to have gotten to spend the afternoon with you! Great to see you my dear friend! Hope your trip home was uneventful!
Jill Smail....looking RIGHT! <jill.smail@pharma.novartis.com>
Centennial, CO - Tuesday, February 22, 2005 7:50 AM CST
I got my bracelets today & I love them!! It is such a great reminder every time I look at my wrist! I plan on sending out an email & letting everyone know about this great concept! I hope you had a great trip to Colorado & hope to see you soon!
Melissa Schmitz <melissa@snfriends.com>
Houston, TX USA - Monday, February 21, 2005 2:34 PM CST
OK Lynn - kudos to you! This week I was flat on my back with Bronchitis and could not do anything. I thought of you ALOT and tried to gain strength from the strength you have had on this journey. I can say that I wasn't as successful as you. I was amazed at you to begin with and now I am blown away. Thank you for sharing everything with us and keeping faith in front of everyone's mind. YOU ROCK!

Feeling MUCH better -
love,lizzie

Liz Lemaster <lizzie.lemaster@verizon.net>
Plano, Tx - Saturday, February 19, 2005 9:00 AM CST
Hey Lynn!!
I am so touched by your "Looking Right" message!! I just sent an email to my bunko buddies with the whole story attached ... the letter you gave me a copy of tonite at Life Group. I admitted to my bunko friends in my email to them that I have not had the "time" to spend reading your daily posts ... truthfully, I think it has been my way of blocking out reality ... and the pain it brings to know that a friend of mine is suffering ... When I do read your posts, they are always so inspiring!! That's why this message you are sending is soooo appropriate! We all have our own "cancer", as our friend Melanie has put it ... if we just keep looking right to God ... look at all the good He has given us ... and all that is yet to come!!! God bless you dear friend! I hope you have a safe and glorious trip to Colorado!! I want to tag along on that next trip to Canton ... let me know!!

Betsy <pblucido@hotmail.com>
McKinney, TX USA - Thursday, February 17, 2005 4:10 AM CST
Hey girl -

Just wanted to share w/ you & your cyber buddies a lil story. Today Avery wore her "Looking RIGHT" bracelet to school. I asked her if anyone happened to ask about the bracelet or what it meant. Very excitedly she said yes - just one person - a classmate. Avery replied to her "Oh you've gotta keep "Looking RIGHT", right to God.....you just gotta." To which Sydney responed to us, "You know.....it's not about actually turning your head to the right, it's about the path you choose". (WOW - she REALLY gets it!!!!) Oh how it warmed my heart to think my lil one reached someone today!!!!! I LOVE how God works!!!!

"You did not choose me, but I choose you and appointed you to go and bear fruit - fruit that will last." John 15:16

I love ya to pieces my "fruity friend" ~ Jen (p.s. Buckle Up!!!!)

JennyGwynn <jennygwynn@comcast.net>
Frisco, - Tuesday, February 15, 2005 11:10 PM CST
Lynn,
Hi!! Love the journal entries. Thank you (and Dave!!) so much for putting into perspective what matters in life. Sadly, we become consumed with day to day and miss so much of what really matters. Your message is perfect during this season of Lent to remind us to stop and take inventory of all that is important. I want you to know that your freindship is high on that list for me!! Glad to know you are getting back to what you love and know that you are in my prayers and thoughts. Love ya :)
vicky

Vicky <vickyn@prattthompson.com>
Scottsdale, AZ USA - Tuesday, February 15, 2005 7:34 PM CST
Lynn, I don't know you, I found your website through Sam Eisenberg's. Your story hits close to home as my mother is dealing with breast cancer for a third time. I come to your site often and I love your positive, uplifting entries, but as I read your journal today, I was stopped dead in my tracks. I was sitting at my computer WORRYING and thinking...we have a 13 month old and another baby on the way. How are we going to afford all this? I should have kept working...I'll get a part time job...that little extra money will surley help and then BAM! Through your words God reminded me that simplicity is best. He is our provider and I choose to Look RIGHT today. Thank you!!!!
Abby
Spring, TX - Tuesday, February 15, 2005 2:34 PM CST
Lynn, so great to hear your wonderful words and that things are calming down a bit in your life--- enjoy this beautiful weather--- take care
nancy jacobson <nancy.l.jacobson@wellsfargo.com>
houston, tx - Tuesday, February 15, 2005 10:26 AM CST
Lynn, I check in daily to see if you have posted. Although I miss your daily postings with such powerful messages, I'm very happy for you, your family, and your friends that you are doing well and are having "normal" days. You are amazing! Your focus, expression, and everyday connection of your faith puts me and my day into the right frame of mind. I don't know you in person - yet receive so much from what you have to say!! Your strength inspires me and when I'm wigging out and feeling sorry for myself because of noscence things, thoughts of what you have been through fill me and I am instantly reminded of what the power of prayer, and looking RIGHT can do for me; for us all! Your posting today was just what I needed. Also reading your husband's letter again was a great reminder to me......I've been spending the past few weeks worrying about those nonscence things that seem to take over and do harm. I've been forgetting to look RIGHT and be thankful for the blessings in my life. I would read others' postings with "Look Right" and didn't know what that really meant. The message is powerful, needed, and one to be spread around. Yours and your sister's idea is grand!!! I will be sending an e-mail and placing an order for not only myself but my many family and friends whom I have shared about you with.
Thank you!! Thank you for your time that it takes to put into words the works of our loving God.
Stephanie from Minnesota

Stephanie Lorsung <lorsungj@aol.com>
Pine City, MN - Monday, February 14, 2005 2:56 PM CST
Happy Valentine's Day! I think the band idea is fabulous! I'll send you an email with my order! We can always use a reminder to keep looking right!!
Take Care & i just heard you are going to Denver - have a fabulous trip!!

Melissa Schmitz <melissa@snfriends.com>
Houston, TX USA - Monday, February 14, 2005 10:29 AM CST
Happy Valentine's Day, Lynn!
It was so good to see you at church yesterday! Thanks for the inspiration you always give in your posts and thanks for teaching me to look RIGHT!
Have a blessed week!
Pattie

pattie <pattiewilson2000@yahoo.com>
- Monday, February 14, 2005 9:19 AM CST
I am going to have Looking RIGHT bands every where!! What a wonderful idea! Yeah for you!
Jill Smail....looking RIGHT! <jill.smail@pharma.novartis.com>
Centennial, CO - Saturday, February 12, 2005 4:31 PM CST
You know I'm LOVING this day!!!! Your inspiration just doesn't stop! I'm wondering..............you must have a HUGE crick in your neck by now from "Looking RIGHT" all the time. Your faith in God totally shows through your eyes.......you have such a glow and peace about you that I know can only come from looking to God.

Your braclets could not have come at a better time. You know the committment I'm making by wearing the blue band for my bible study............it is to serve as a visual reminder of the promise I've made. I'm suppose to wear it for the next 9 weeks OR until I no longer need that daily visual reminder to make that change in a perticular area of my life. But WE ALL have daily struggles over areas of our lives that we OFTEN need reminders to "Look RIGHT". I soooooo need that reminder, actually WE ALL need a lil' reminder or "boost" from time to time to keep our faith in God. Thank you for creating such an awesome way for us all to remember to turn to God for all that we need...........you can never go wrong by "Looking RIGHT"!!!! Be still and know that He is near.

Lynn Newman you are so rare & precious. It is a complete joy to see Him working through you.

I love you to pieces!!
JennyGwynn

JennyGwynn <jennygwynn@comcast.net>
Frisco, - Friday, February 11, 2005 9:17 PM CST
Lynn,

Sorry it's been so long, I hate that it's the same statement everytime I sign in. That doesn't by any means, mean that I don't think of you and your family. Because there isn't a day that goes by that I don't. I'm so happy that things are back to "normal" whatever that means. If it's anything like my "normal" it's crazy. Between the kids and working and trying to maintain the house it's insane. I just want you to know that I do think of you and will continue to pray for you and your being cancer FREE. Take care and stay strong.

Love,
Lynde

Lynde Bove <lynde.bove@vitalps.com>
Gilbert, AZ - Thursday, February 10, 2005 8:32 PM CST
Yeah for normal!!! You are never far from our thoughts & prayers!!
Melissa <melissa@snfriends.com>
Houston, TX USA - Thursday, February 10, 2005 5:52 PM CST
Keep looking right my friend! So glad to read you are enjoying the every day activities we all too often take for granted. I continue to pray for you Lynn. Love, Heidi
Heidi Isaak <heidi.isaak@genmills.com>
New Hope, MN USA - Thursday, February 10, 2005 3:30 PM CST
Normal is GREAT! Can't wait to hear what you and your sister have been cooking up! Have a great day!

Jill Smail....looking RIGHT! <jill.smail@pharma.novartis.com>
Centennial, CO - Thursday, February 10, 2005 6:55 AM CST
Lynn -
So good to hear that life is back to normal again - you and your family are in our thoughts and prayers.
We are looking forward to a Texas visit in March over Spring Break - Houston and a little side trip to San Antonio for me and Paul - gotta love Dad and Missy for volunteering to take all 3 kids (plus her 3!) so Paul and I can have a 2-day mini-vacation! God Bless.
Love, Deb

Deb Klein
Saint Paul, MN - Wednesday, February 9, 2005 4:14 PM CST
Missing your daily posts. Just wanted you to know I still think of you often and keep you in my prayers. So glad to hear life is "normal" for you these days! :)
Brooke Bleyl <bleyl22@adelphia.net>
Twinsburg, OH USA - Wednesday, February 9, 2005 1:37 PM CST
Missing your daily posts. Just wanted you to know I still think of you often and keep you in my prayers. So glad to hear life is "normal" for you these days! :)
Brooke Bleyl <bleyl22@adelphia.net>
Twinsburg, OH USA - Wednesday, February 9, 2005 1:37 PM CST
Just checking in Lynn. So glad to hear you can resume a "normal" life style now. I heard the Texas economy was in a lull for a while but recently picked up pace. You are good for their economy my friend! :) Love ya and pray for you every day. Keep up the fight.
Heidi Isaak <heidi.isaak@genmill.com>
New Hope, MN USA - Tuesday, February 8, 2005 10:23 PM CST
Canton is awesome! My parents have a lakehouse at Hideaway Lake, about 10 minutes outside of Tyler, and only 20 minutes from Canton. My sisters and all of us go ALL the time! It is so much fun. You really need 2 days to see and do everything though. There is also another part of Canton as you go down the street. On the right, you see all of the wonderful arbors, etc., but keep going until you get to the next traffic light and turn left. On the left, there are more to see and many people don't know about the rest of those arbors. I am so glad you are living a "boring" life. You go, girl!!! :)
Kelly May <kg.may@comcast.net>
Plano, TX USA - Tuesday, February 8, 2005 10:00 AM CST
I was doing my morning check up on you and baby Kylie and thought I'd say hello since I haven't posted in a while! Hope you're enjoying your "normal" day to day routines, hope the family is well, hope you're getting some girl time (and sushi - if you must) and whatever else it is that makes you smile! Have an awesome Tuesday and don't forget to let us know how things are going!
pattie <pattiewilson2000@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, February 8, 2005 8:46 AM CST
Hello there! Yeah for a 'normal' life!! Hope you know that you make us all appreciate every 'normal' day too! Keep up the great fight!! Fight sister fight! Fight sister Fight! Don't ever give up the fight!
Jill Smail....looking RIGHT! <jill.smail@pharma.novartis.com>
Centennial, CO - Sunday, February 6, 2005 9:27 PM CST
Hope the stomach flu is gone from the family by now. Just wanted you to know you continue to be in my prayers. Love ya my friend! :) Heidi
Heidi Isaak <heidi.isaak@genmill.com>
New Hope, MN USA - Thursday, February 3, 2005 6:44 PM CST
Hope the stomach flu is gone from the family by now. Just wanted you to know you continue to be in my prayers. Love ya my friend! :) Heidi
Heidi Isaak <heidi.isaak@genmill.com>
New Hope, MN USA - Thursday, February 3, 2005 6:43 PM CST
Hi Lynn!!!! It has been WAY too long since I've written, and I am so sorry, but I continue to say so many prayers for you and your family. I'm so happy to hear you're done with radiation. You are a fighter. Amazing strength. I hope your appointment went well today. I am sorry to hear the Newman house is a little under the weather. Hang in there! Here's to a brand new year and health and happiness my friend. Much love to all of you!!!!
Shelley Bonjean <bonjeans@msn.com>
Highlands Ranch, CO 80126 - Tuesday, February 1, 2005 10:34 PM CST
Hey there! Hope that you all are feeling better! A family with the stomach flu is not fun!! Hope that all went well with Dr. Hampe.
Sorry I have been out of touch. I was at a meeting in Vegas and no down time to check my computer. Make it a great day!

Jill Smail....looking RIGHT! <jill.smail@pharma.novartis.com>
Centennial, CO - Tuesday, February 1, 2005 9:15 PM CST
Hi Lynn, I guess I took your friend Jill's place here in Las Vegas! Popular spot this week! I hope your little guy is feeling better. Glad you all enjoyed the weekend with your friends and family.

All my best,
Laura

Laur a Quevedo <lquevedo@iimonline.com>
Diamond Bar, CA - Tuesday, February 1, 2005 3:50 PM CST
Hey there! Hope that you all are feeling better! A family with the stomach flu is not fun!! Hope that all went well with Dr. Hampe.
Sorry I have been out of touch. I was at a meeting in Vegas and no down time to check my computer. Make it a great day!

Jill Smail....looking RIGHT! <jill.smail@pharma.novartis.com>
Centennial, CO - Tuesday, February 1, 2005 7:30 AM CST
Wow!!! Thanks for the lengthy post! I did miss seeing you at church yesterday! Hope you are feeling better Jacob!! Lynn, I pray that your days are being filled with hope and that you are making up for lost time with your kiddoes!! I am sure that they are loving spending every waking minute with you!!! Hope you have a great Tuesday!!!! Love and Hugs...Anna
Anna <chiefrainwater@ev1.net>
- Monday, January 31, 2005 7:04 PM CST
Enjoyed your post! Glad you're feeling well and hope the rest of the family doesn't get "the bug"! Hope your appointment went well!
Take care!

pattie <pattiewilson2000@yahoo.com>
- Monday, January 31, 2005 5:17 PM CST
Just thinking about ya and still praying!
Have a great week! :)
Pattie

pattie <pattiewilson2000@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, January 30, 2005 6:47 PM CST
Are you out there my friend? No posts recently...just checking in!

One who cares <onewhocares@comcast.net.>
- Sunday, January 30, 2005 6:04 PM CST
Dearest Lynn....So sorry that I have been absent for awhile. Please know that you have not been absent from my thoughts. I am guessing that you have been enjoying your days and spending some time with your family. God has blessed you tremendously from this journey. I am sure that you are beginning to see "the good" that has come from all of this. I will continue praying that the meds are continuing to work and that you will be completely rid of this cancer. See you at church tomorrow!!!!Hugs..Anna
Anna Rainwater <chiefrainwater@ev1.net>
- Saturday, January 29, 2005 7:27 AM CST
Dear Daughter-in-Love, I think you need a night to br taken ou to dinner and pampered a wee bit. Would you like to drop my precious grandchildren off to spend the night tommorrow night? We will fill them with sugar, allow them to stay up and teach them Texas poker!!!! How about it. Give me a call. Look Right and know you are much loved. Dean and Gail
GAIL NEWMAN <JNEWMAN36@NETSCAPE.NET>
FRISCO, TX - Thursday, January 27, 2005 5:27 PM CST
That's the passion & fire that keeps reaching new cyber-friends! Continue to inspire each and every one of us my dear friend - and in turn, each & every one of us will conitue to pray for your journey to be CANCER-FREE.

Love ya!
JennyGwynn

p.s. Look right Mary, be still and look right.

JennyGwynn <jennygwynn@comcast.net>
Frisco, - Thursday, January 27, 2005 4:32 PM CST
Hi Lynn,
I hope you didn't think that I have forgotten you. My daughter was in the hospital for 6 days w/ a Urinary Tract infection-high fevers, and a viral infection. She is home now and feeling much better. I thought of you quite a bit while I was in the hospital, and was able to draw strength from my faith in God thanks to you!
Still praying for you,
Brooke

Brooke Bleyl <bleyl22@adelphia.net>
Twinsburg, OH USA - Thursday, January 27, 2005 1:05 PM CST
Lynn, my first entry but I promise not my last! I feel so privileged to have crossed your path, thank you again for your insight and message. You are such an inspiration to us all!

Hugs from California,
Laura

Laura Quevedo <lquevedo@iimonline.com>
Diamond Bar, CA - Thursday, January 27, 2005 11:36 AM CST
Lynn - So glad you had a nice quiet weekend. Loved the McDonalds Hope story. You are always in my prayers. Love ya my friend!
Heidi Isaak <heidi.isaak@genmill.com>
New Hope, MN USA - Wednesday, January 26, 2005 10:09 PM CST
Hey,
What's up with the no entries?? I'll admit...I have been delinquent recently but am back on and just want reassurance everyone is PRAYING for CANCER BE GONE for you! Oh...I better run.........do you hear that???? SOOOOSHHEEEEE (Sushi)....it is calling our name....what day dear friend?!
Hol

Holly Crandell <hmcrand@comcast.net>
- Wednesday, January 26, 2005 8:42 PM CST
Hi Lynn-Thanks for the great story! I will definitely pass this one on. Glad to hear about your good news, keep it coming! Have a wonderful day...Christine
Christine La Plante <christine7459@aol.com>
- Wednesday, January 26, 2005 10:48 AM CST
Hey girl,
Haven't been on the guestbook much but you know I am always here...it was great seeing you today. Rest easy dear friend...you are still forefront of my prayers.
Love you dearly,
Martha...no....Mary....no...it is really....Holly
SMILE!

Holly Crandell <hmcrand@comcast.net>
- Tuesday, January 25, 2005 8:25 PM CST
WOW - great story! This is one I plan to share with all my email pals!!! Your stories are always such great inspiration. Keep looking right! Melissa
Melissa Schmitz <melissa@snfriends.com>
Houston, TX USA - Tuesday, January 25, 2005 1:22 PM CST
Lynn -
The news is amazing! We will keep praying for the best news of all - no more cancer cells!
Look right - Deb

Deb Klein <deborah.klein@allina,com>
- Tuesday, January 25, 2005 7:16 AM CST
Hi Lynn,

That's wonderful news! We'll continue to pray for you guys!

Glenn

Glenn <glenn-ford@sbcglobal.net>
Plano, TX - Monday, January 24, 2005 1:45 PM CST
Dear Daughter-in-Love, Your prayer warriors are strong,still on their knees and LOOKING RIGHT. Stay strong !!!!!!!! Love, Gail
GAIL NEWMAN <NEWMANJ36@NETSCAPE.NET>
FRISCO, TX - Monday, January 24, 2005 7:46 AM CST
Here's to homeopathic medicine! So happy to hear the good news. Keep it coming. :)
Heidi Isaak <heidi.isaak@genmill.com>
New Hope, MN USA - Sunday, January 23, 2005 9:54 PM CST
Wow Lynn,
I just read the wonderful news! Hope you're having a great weekend! Please know we are praying for continued good news!

Melissa Schmitz <melissa@snfriends.com>
Houston, TX USA - Sunday, January 23, 2005 3:26 PM CST
The look of peace and relief on your and Dave's face last night was precious. Rejoicing in your healing.
Grow in Grace,
Lorie

Lorie Murray <tlcmur@comcast.net>
Plano, TX - Saturday, January 22, 2005 2:14 PM CST
Hey Lynn:

It was great seeing you at the park yesterday!! You looked beautiful as always!!! I'm so glad to hear about the cancer cells shrinking!!! THAT IS GREAT NEWS!!!

Let me know if you ever want a Blue Fish partner. That is my favorite!!!!!!!!!! We've been going there since we lived here.

Enjoy your weekend!

Lisa

Lisa Thompson <ifslisapap@aol.com>
Frisco, TX - Saturday, January 22, 2005 9:05 AM CST
That's what I'm talkin' about. LOVIN' the great news!!!

Mel

melanie florsheim <scot.florsheim@comcast.net>
- Friday, January 21, 2005 7:05 PM CST
Lynn,

I am so happy to hear the news of diminished cancer cell activity. Those pesky cells! Even though I have what is considered a "non-invasive" form of breast cancer I live in absolute fear of the unknown. Your courage is definately something I admire and gather strength from. Thank you and enjoy every second of every day for there will be a zillion more to come.

Danielle www.caringbridge.org/ca/danielle
Santa Clarita, CA USA - Friday, January 21, 2005 6:27 PM CST
Excellent, Excellent, Excellent! Yea God!!!! I feel quite certain you have lots left to do here on earth! Great news, Lynn!
pattie <pattiewilson2000@yahoo.com>
- Friday, January 21, 2005 5:02 PM CST
Hey Lynn---- just thinking of you-----


Nancy Jacobson <nancy.l.jacobson@wellsfargo.com>
Houston, tx - Friday, January 21, 2005 9:46 AM CST
Look right.............and be still.

Love you!

JennyGwynn <jennygwynn@comcast.net>
Frisco, - Friday, January 21, 2005 8:12 AM CST
CARPE DIEM!
Have a wonderful Friday!
Love ya!

Jill Smail....looking RIGHT! <jill.smail@pharma.novartis.com>
Centennial, CO - Friday, January 21, 2005 6:18 AM CST
I'm glad life is getting back to normal for you. Thanks for sharing your journey. Your insight into life is such a wonderful thing.I always get something wonderful out of your posts. Reading your guestbook warms my heart knowing how many people truly care about you, myself included.I hope you have a very blessed year.I will keep you in my prayers. God Bless You
Karen
Arlington, Tx USA - Thursday, January 20, 2005 3:49 PM CST
My dear Lynn it was so good to spend some time in bible study with you yesterday. Nice recap of the study in your post.
Lynn, I pray that in these next 6 weeks or so you have a complete break from cancer. I know you only have one or two appointments before your PET scan and I hope you can physically and mentally be free from the cancer that use to live in you. That nasty stuff needs to be gone from your day as it is gone from your body. Enjoy the healing! May the Mary in you shine radiantly.

I love you my friend, Suzanne

Suzanne <SuzannelCobb@aol.com>
Prosper, Tx - Wednesday, January 19, 2005 8:43 AM CST
Just wanted you to know you are on my mind!
Fight Sister Fight!

Jill Smail....looking RIGHT! <jill.smail@pharma.novartis.com>
Centennial, CP - Wednesday, January 19, 2005 8:26 AM CST
This is so awesome, I just had to share with all of Lynn's cyber-buddies. I LOVE IT - I hope you will too!! Jenny

Ever wonder about the abbreviation A.S.A.P.? Generally we think of it in terms of even more hurry and stress in our lives. Maybe if we think of this abbreviation in a different manner, we will begin to find a new way to deal with those rough days along the way.

There's work to do, deadlines to meet;
You've got no time to spare,
But as you hurry and scurry-
ASAP - ALWAYS SAY A PRAYER

In the midst of family chaos,
"Quality time" is rare.
Do your best; let God do the rest-
ASAP - ALWAYS SAY A PRAYER.

It may seem like your worries
Are more than you can bear.
S low down and take a breather-
ASAP - ALWAYS SAY A PRAYER

God knows how stressful life is;
He wants to ease our cares,
And He'll respond to all your needs
A.S.A.P. - ALWAYS SAY A PRAYER.


JennyGwynn <jennygwynn@comcast.net>
Frisco, TX - Tuesday, January 18, 2005 7:53 PM CST
Amen.
Looking forward to all the "still" moments this year. It is going to be glorious!!
Love you,
Holly

Holly Crandell <hmcrand@comcast.net>
- Tuesday, January 18, 2005 6:58 PM CST
Sounds like an awesome bible study that you're doing! Such great words to be reminded of in this fast and furious world we live in! Thanks! It was great seeing you at church and actually get to hug your neck! Your inner beauty just keeps shining and shining! Have a great week! Love, Pattie
pattie <pattiewilson2000@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, January 18, 2005 6:21 PM CST
Hello Friend, I hope that you are enjoying life these days. You are still in my prayers girl. I pray that you will continue to let God use you to bring more people to Him. Oh, I have become addicted to "Kylie's Corner". If you haven't read her story, it is one that will make you drop to your knees in prayer. Thank you, Karen for asking for prayer for her. I am in complete awe today of how powerful our God is and that I belong to Him!!! WOW! Keep smiling Lynn! I pray you are having a day filled with blessings! Love...Anna
Anna <chiefrainwater@ev1.net>
- Tuesday, January 18, 2005 2:51 PM CST

Hey Lynn,

How is my sweet friend Lynn? I have been missing our talks. I am so glad your radiation is finished and that you are doing great. I'm sure you will miss all those people you have interacted with for all those months, but knowing you Lynn, you will always keep in touch. Just recently my Mom had her Thyroid removed as they had found numerous tumors and thought maybe her cancer was back. Our prayers were answered and all of the tumors were benign.(spelling)I was so happy. Give the kids a hug from me and tell Dave I said Hi! Love ya, Jules

Julie Pettit <japettit@comcast.net>
Lonetree, Co usa - Tuesday, January 18, 2005 5:20 AM CST

Hey Lynn,

How is my sweet friend Lynn? I have been missing our talks. I am so glad your radiation is finished and that you are doing great. I'm sure you will miss all those people you have interacted with for all those months, but knowing you Lynn, you will always keep in touch. Just recently my Mom had her Thyroid removed as they had found numerous tumors and thought maybe her cancer was back. Our prayers were answered and all of the tumors were benign.(spelling)I was so happy. Give the kids a hug from me and tell Dave I said Hi! Love ya, Jules

Julie Pettit <japettit@comcast.net>
Lonetree, Co usa - Tuesday, January 18, 2005 5:19 AM CST
Sounds like this would be a good step to get thru the system
Gary Berg <gbhorseman@aol.com>
Mesa, Az Maricopa - Monday, January 17, 2005 9:17 PM CST
Lynn, I hope you like this story as much as I did. And I hope you had a great weekend!!

A sick man turned to his doctor, as he was preparing to leave the examination room and said, "Doctor, I am afraid to die. Tell me what lies on the other side." Very quietly, the doctor said, "I don't know." "You don't know? You, a Christian man, do not know what is on the other side?" The doctor was holding the handle of the door; on the other side came a sound of scratching and whining, and as he opened the door, a dog sprang into the room and leaped on him with an eager show of gladness.
Turning to the patient, the doctor said, "Did you notice my dog? He's never been in this room before. He didn't know what was inside. He knew nothing except that his master was here, and when the door opened, he sprang in without fear. I know little of what is on the other side of death, but I do know one thing... I know my Master is there and that is enough."

May today there be peace within you.
May you trust God that you are exactly where you are meant to be.
"I believe that friends are quiet angels who lift us to our feet when our wings have trouble remembering how to fly."

Melissa Schmitz <melissa@snfriends.com>
Houston, TX USA - Monday, January 17, 2005 5:03 PM CST
Please check out www2.caringbridge.org/ga/kyliescorner/index.htm
Lynn, could you please put this little girl on your prayer list as well as anyone reading this post. We need to bombard heaven with prayers today. She is at this very moment in surgery in NY city. They are removing a tumor from her body. If we could all join together and lift her up in prayer there surely will be a miracle! Lynn, thanks for letting me post this info. God Bless you

Karen
Arlington, TX USA - Monday, January 17, 2005 3:29 PM CST
Hi Lynn,

Hope all is well with you today. I'm doing wonderful. Today is one of those beautiful days that you won't let you be down. It's about 80 degrees, sunny and all the rain has made California very green. I'm enjoying it.

You'd better watch out with your kids...especially your son. What a looker...the girls will be all over him :-)

Danielle <dfdelacruz@excite.com>
Santa Clarita, CA USA - Monday, January 17, 2005 2:45 PM CST
Congrats on Being Done with Radiation!!! Wahoo!!! Have a Great Weekend!!!

Nancy <nancy.l.jacobson@wellsfargo.com>
Houston, - Friday, January 14, 2005 9:22 PM CST
I learned about your story from Dana a few months ago when she posted about you. I have been checking you site almost every night. You give such wonderful posts & you help me realize what a WONDERFUL life, I have. You help me realize that I have a wonderful family & a precious God who loves me. That is all that matters.
You are such an exceptional woman of God. You helped me remember how precious my mom is to me! I think I will spend some time with her this weekend. Thank you!
May God continue to bless you & give you strength to fight the good fight!
God bless you & your family!
Hugs,

Donna Drosche <chictexas@hot.rr.com>
Waco, Tx USA - Thursday, January 13, 2005 10:51 PM CST
We are so very happy for you! Shine on! I hope that brilliant, joyful and peaceful smile stays on your face and in your eyes for a long, long time! In His Grace, Candace
Candace Snyder <txcandace@hotmail.com>
Plano, Tx 75024 - Thursday, January 13, 2005 10:03 PM CST
Hey "Golden Girl" ~ It was completely wonderful to spend quality time with you today. (Holly, I wish you could have joined us). To see you so happy makes my heart soar! You have certainly gone "through the valley to stand upon the mountain of God" (I knew you would love that song). And indeed your shiny black boots are firmly planted on the mountain!!!

Thank you for today my friend..........I always leave feeling soooooo mentally & spiritually refreshed after spending time with you. You have such a gracious way of setting things right for me when I don't even realize I need it. (Now, if only you could help me work through "my mental blocks" my yoga instructor insists I have!!) ha ha

By the way.......I'm getting that "buckle your seatbelt" feeling again. I think the Lord is going to do AMAZING things in our new bible study. Can't wait for next week.

Miss ya already~
JennyGwynn


JennyGwynn <jennygwynn@comcast.net>
Frisco, - Thursday, January 13, 2005 8:33 PM CST
Jill,
Do you really have any doubt what Lynn was doing at 10:20 today?? SHOPPING BABY....SHOPPING!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HA
Can't wait to read her post later.
Love to all,
Holly

Holly Crandell <hmcrand@comcast.net>
- Thursday, January 13, 2005 8:12 PM CST
So what are you going to do at 10:20 today?? A little shopping maybe. I will be thinking of you. First page of a new chapter. Stay strong and always...FIGHT SISTER FIGHT!
Jill Smail <jill.smail@pharma.novartis.com>
Centennial, CO - Thursday, January 13, 2005 7:20 AM CST
Lynn - YeeHa, YaHoo, WooHoo! Holly was right - it is time for a Happy Dance. I know I am one of the people who asked you if you were so excited about today without taking a second thought of this day. It is so exciting but I know it is still a journey - much of it unknown and that is scary. Alot of what ifs and what now and what about 2 months from now. I just want you to know that we will not stop praying just becasue the treatment is over. We will pray for good health and clean test results and many, many, many blessed years to come with your husband and kids. And every day, month and year that passes may not be a party to the rest of us but girl - YOU PARTY! Let it excite you and throw some wind in your fire to keep it burning. We are taught that God has put us here for a reason according to his will. Many of us are still searching but you know and that is awesome. Isn't that awesome!? Your story is yours to spread the good news of the Lord and that is exactly what you have done. Thank God for you Lynn and all of your prayer warriors and for Caring Bridges to give you this forum to show how wonderful and faithful our Lord is!

I'm looking forward to reading your entries for years to come.

Love ya - Lizzie

Liz Lemaster <lizzie.lemaster@verizon.net>
Plano, TX - Wednesday, January 12, 2005 8:43 PM CST
Hey my dearest friend,
BRING ON THE HAPPY DANCE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am thinking that depending on how your lovely evening out with Dave went, you should encourage him to sing you a sweet melody...something along the lines of Elvis...we have a few CDs for him to choose something from IF he desires. If Dave opts NOT to celebrate to the fullest by serenading you, then call me immediately (you know I will be up late) and I will run over Dave's videoed version of a beautiful song from New Years!! Of course...you'll get the rest of the crazy New Years gang singing too...so prepare yourself.

I am eternally grateful God has delivered us to this point. I am prayerful that the cancer chapter is closed once and for all and that God will continue to use you in mighty ways without battling this disease physically.

I have loved reading all the entries today - such happiness.

Have a wonderful rest of your evening and know that my heart is happy and I pray the same for you too. I love you girlie!! You know it!

Keep singing...I like "celebrate good times.." too.

Hugs and kisses for a great night,

Holly

Holly Crandell <hmcrand@comcast.net>
- Wednesday, January 12, 2005 8:20 PM CST
Sweet Lynn~

YA - HOO!!!!!!!!! I can't believe today was your last day of treatment. YOU DID IT - and you made it all the way through the last 5 1/2 months with your "fluffy hair". (Another chance to reflect and offer HUGE PRAISE) As I have told you so many times.........you are SUCH AN INSPIRATION!!!! I am incredibly blessed to have the chance to know & love you.

It's been amazing to watch your faith strengthen to He-Man status over the past several months. Your posts have reached soooooooo many - so many new cyber friends are now "out there" for you. (Brooke, your last post brought HUGE tears to my eyes.) The way God has used you through this website brings such warmth to my heart, clearly you have been called to reach many and you have accepted your calling with such grace & insight. Remember what I was told: "all God wants is for each of us to save one other". Indeed you have gone way beyond the "each one, reach one". (By the way.......does Pete have any idea about this amazing woman he has at church each week?!? Hmmmmmm.........maybe it's time to stand-up & share your journey with the church.) Go Lynn Go!!!

I hope you sleep well tonight my dear friend........you certainly deserve it. I am looking sooooooo forward to spending some face time with you tomorrow! CONGRATULATIONS - WHAT A FIGHTER!!! For such a small sassy girl - you a truly one touch chic!! ha

Love you!
JennyGwynn

JennyGwynn <jennygwynn@comcast.net>
Frisco, - Wednesday, January 12, 2005 7:56 PM CST
WA-HOO!!!!YIPEEEEE!(cartwheel,cartwheel)PRAISE GOD!!!!(back flip, back flip)YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:) WHEW!!! I can't imagine the sweat I would be enduring right now if I really had to do 2 cartwheels and 2 back flips...SCARY!!! WOW! Praise the Lord your treatments are done! However, our treatments from God will never be over! I am so proud of you Lynn. I can't even begin to know everything that you have endured internally, but on the outside, I see a smile that only the Lord can put on your face when you are enduring a rough road! You go girl! I pray that you will continue to look to God to give you peace about your cancer and that it is out of your body for good! I pray that Taylor and Jacob can go to bed tonight with huge smiles because their mommy is going to get her time back with her kids!!:) I pray for Dave that he can look into your beautiful face and see peace from our heavenly father! I am just so happy for you and your family Lynn! I am so happy to have you as my friend! Love ya girl...Anna

P.S. My boys are in the bathtub right now singing..."Celebrate good times c'mon!!!" I think that one is for you!!!!

Anna <chiefrainwater@ev1.net>
- Wednesday, January 12, 2005 7:43 PM CST
Congratulations! What an awesome day! You finished radiation treatments! I hope you have a celebration...You deserve it! You are such an inspiration! I always feel happy when I visit your site! You handle this cancer journey with such grace and strength. Your faith is amazing and so is your attitude! I wish you all the best!
Jennifer <pinkribbonmom@comcast.net>
Loveland, CO - Wednesday, January 12, 2005 6:34 PM CST
YOU DID IT!!!!! WTG Lynn!!!!!!!!!!!!

I visit your site daily, although I rarely post in here. I continue to be touched by your words and courage!

God Bless YOU!

Heather Turner <mommy2mymunchkins@gmail.com>
Buckfield, Maine United States - Wednesday, January 12, 2005 6:22 PM CST
Way to Go ! Congratulations !! Yee Haw.
Blessings to the Newmans !!

Rick <rclung37@yahoo.com>
Orlando, FL - Wednesday, January 12, 2005 4:22 PM CST
Yay Lynn! Congratulations on finishing with radiation!! Give yourself a hearty pat on the back and get out there and enjoy, enjoy, enjoy (you'll have to enjoy sushi for me--YUCK!). May you meet many more intersting people on your journey around the sun.

Donna Kirk-Swaffar ♥.•:*¨¨*:•.Friends Of Allie.•:*¨¨*:•.♥ and Sam too! <swaffar@doglegs.com>
Rossville, KS - Wednesday, January 12, 2005 2:44 PM CST
Lynn,

CONGRATULATIONS! You have had to endure more treatments than should ever be necessary, yet you continue to see the positive aspects of a horrible situation. You truly are an inspiration. Enjoy today...have dinner, spend time with your kids...start on your new life knowing that the one good thing about cancer is that it makes you appreciate the little things so much more.

Danielle www.caringbridge.org/ca/danielle
Santa Clarita, CA USA - Wednesday, January 12, 2005 11:10 AM CST
Thinking of you this morning as you head to your LAST TREATMENT-PRAISE GOD!!! As I was rocking my sweet baby girl last night in the middle of the night-I thought of you. I was sooo tired and getting frusterated that my teething little one would not sleep. I decided right then and there to relish the moment-to look at her little fingers, her long eye lashes, and her perfect pink lips. I prayed over her and Thanked God for waking her up so I could have that moment with her. I honestly would never have had this way of thinking Lynn if it wasn't for you. Thank You for touching my life, enhancing and reviving my spirituality, and making me a better Mother. You sure inspire everyone that has come into your life.

Brooke <bleyl22@adelphia.net>
Twinsburg, OH USA - Wednesday, January 12, 2005 9:16 AM CST
Wow Lynn, you always amaze me with your words& like everyone out there I am so glad and feel very blessed that you will continue to share those words with us! I apologize for being very silent the last few weeks, but I hope you know you've been in my thoughts & prayers everyday. I also need to thank you and your family for the Hawaiian gift box & frame (I'm sure they were brought by Terri, but Don told me they were from the Berg/Newman clan!) Thanks - the girls think they were "really neat". One more quick funny - until I started reading your letters I did not know what 7's were. Then, just by chance my husband got me a pair for Christmas & wow do I feel cool! Congratulations on finishing radiation today & keep looking right!
Melissa Schmitz <melissa@snfriends.com>
Houston, TX USA - Wednesday, January 12, 2005 9:08 AM CST
Lynn - Wow - today's your last day of radiation. You are such a strong and inspiring woman. Keep looking right!
Love, Deb

Deb Klein <deborah.kleikn@allina.com>
- Wednesday, January 12, 2005 8:39 AM CST
Yeah friend! You are finishing this chapter. Nice Fighting!!! Keep up the strong battle! YOU can do this!

Funny sushi story from Rosalie!! Her good friend took her to Nobu, a sushi place in CA where the famous are known to hang out. ( She was hoping to see Leo, but no such luck.) They ordered the chef's choice. Pay x$ and the chef makes you whatever he wants to.....well one piece arrived at the table with eyes!!! YES EYE BALLS!!...Her friend picked out the eyes and ate it!!! Not Roaalie. She sadly said the restaurant was amazing but all she can really remember are the eyes! SO FUNNY!

Look RIGHT!

Jill Smail....looking RIGHT! <jill.smail@pharma.novartis.com>
Centennial, CO - Wednesday, January 12, 2005 7:08 AM CST
My Darling Friend Lynn,

Perfect posting tonight. Although we share a very different take on religion and/or spirituality, I am always uplifted by your pearls of wisdom.

You have managed to face cancer twice in a very short time with such incredible grace and dignity, we could all learn from you.

Kiss Dr. G tomorrow and tell all is well on our end. Lynn, make me a promise.....keep posting. Maybe not each and everyday, but keep speaking to people through your words. We have all grown somewhat addicted to what you have to say.

You are one tough broad babe and I am so thankful and grateful that we came into each other's lives.

Bid a fond farwell to the Plano Cancer Center and pray you never have to grace it's threshhold but for normal and routine checkups. Don't miss the people you leave behind for the people you have touched on this journey are too numerous to count.

I'm so proud of you Lynn. You've taught us all so much!

xxoo,

Dana

PS (Looking forward to another round of Ahi Tower soon!)

Dana Eisenberg <danaeisenberg@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, January 11, 2005 9:13 PM CST
Dear Lynn,
How relieved I was when after finally getting back to normal life from Christmas, New Years and my daughter's 7th birthday, to read your post about the radiation treatment and only one left. Congratulations and celebration are in order. I certainly will continue to check in from time to time to read your updates, they truely are inspirational. Take care and all our best from Arizona.
Joelle Minitti and family.

Joelle Minitti <joellej@cox.net>
Chandler, AZ USA - Tuesday, January 11, 2005 9:03 PM CST
Lynn,
Praise God for you, for your last treatment, for the lives that you've touched, for the lives that have touched you, for friendships, for your daily posts and inspirations, for loving husbands, for EVERYTHING. Your post tonight brought a big lump in my throat and what I got most out of it all is just PRAISE GOD. Praise Him for absolutely everything!!! Thank you so much, Lynn, for sharing this trying time of your life. I will say one last "radiation" prayer for you tomorrow but you will continue to be in my daily thoughts and prayers! I can't wait to hear what you have to share next! Love, Pattie

pattie <pattiewilson2000@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, January 11, 2005 8:58 PM CST
Phew-that is my big sigh of relief that you will continue posting. I so look forward to being lifted up by you daily! ONE MORE TO GO-YAHOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Wow-it does seem like your treatment went fast-easier for me to say, right? Praying that all that radiation did exactly what it is supposed to do!

Brooke <bleyl22@adelphia.net>
Twinsburg, OH USA - Tuesday, January 11, 2005 8:23 PM CST
WOW!!! I think the butterfly story is your best yet - I LOVE IT!!!!!!

By now your finished with todays treatment.........which means ONLY ONE MORE TO GO!!! YEA!! To me this seems to be a time to reflect........reflect on each and every little thing & big thing the Lord has guided you through. All the moments for a "praise God" - a "good nurse" on chemo days, your veins staying strong, no lympdema (sp?), all the wonderful moments you received a meal or phone call when so needed, your healed throid, opportunities to meet a new face or conversations that stand out to you........I know there's so many more. You've cleard many hurdles my dear friend, stop to remember each one. Go Right!

Love ya! Jen

JennyGwynn <jennygwynn@comcast.net>
Frisco, - Tuesday, January 11, 2005 12:05 AM CST
You are so INSPIRING!!!!
Barbara Moore <bmoore@cgsd.org>
Rogersville, P USA - Tuesday, January 11, 2005 10:27 AM CST
Thanks for your posting today Lynn. You continue to amaze me and strengthen me at the same time. Love, Heidi
Heidi Isaak <heidi.isaak@genmill.com>
New Hope, MN USA - Tuesday, January 11, 2005 9:20 AM CST
Hi Friend!
FIGHT SISTER FIGHT!
Still Looking Right!

Jill Smail <jill.smail@pharma.novartis.com>
Centennial, CO - Tuesday, January 11, 2005 7:01 AM CST
Lynn,
We are locked into a nasty weather pattern, both last week and now this week. I am trying to get to K.C. as I fly out from there on Sat to Miami for my 1st cruise! I will be out of touch for awhile. I am so pleased that you are escaping the complications of radiation. I hate to think of you not posting anymore. What will all of us do that have looked forward to your inspiring words on a daily basis? I love the butterfly story. It says it all doesn't it? My best to you and yours. Love you all. Aunt Mary

Aunt Mary <gladme@iowatelecom.net>
- Monday, January 10, 2005 11:18 PM CST
Hey Girl, Hope you enjoyed this "East Texas" weather today. Not a good hair day!!!! Anyway, I am about to go to bed after staying up way too late last night! I went back and glanced at some past journal entries because I wanted to see all the prayers that God has answered for you! It was amazing to read all the ups and downs of your journey...and God has made you so much stronger because of it. I love to write out prayer requests and then go back and date when God decided to answer...(and to see how long I had to be patient with him to answer.) In the end, He always will answer the way he sees fit! I am so glad He is in the driver's seat!!Amen! You are almost done my friend ! I am so proud of you for allowing God to teach you and use you so that you can further His kingdom! Sweet dreams!!! Keep pressing on!!! Hugs and Love...Anna
Anna <chiefrainwater@ev1.net>
- Monday, January 10, 2005 9:08 PM CST
Hi Lynn!
Only ONE more left! You GO GIRL!! I am praying for Melanie and her family today as I am you and yours. Great posts as always and again thank you for keeping me thinking and remembering the true things in life!
Beth

Beth Gilles <bethtouhey@hotmail.com>
burnsville, mn - Monday, January 10, 2005 3:56 PM CST
Hi Lynn,

Epidural...ha. I had that thing put in when I felt my first labor pain! I'm a wimp.

As for Melanie...I will be praying for her today. She will feel like a new woman when all is said and done. I hope all is well with you and your beautiful family.

Danielle www.caringbridge.org/ca/danielle <dfdelacruz@excite.com>
Santa Clarita, CA USA - Monday, January 10, 2005 12:06 AM CST
I can't believe I am still up at this hour and will have to be up in about 6 hours to get my mommy groove in motion for the day! Anyway, it was great to see you in church with your beautiful smile! I must tell you, I seriously think my boys have a little crush on you! Their little car talk stickers from church were supposed to be about Jesus healing the paralyzed man but instead, our car talk was about Mrs. Lynn and how Camden and Grant got to send her a "love note" on the computer! When they talk about you, it reminds me of the Charlie Brown characters:whenever they like someone, they have little hearts coming out of their heads!!!HEE!HEE! Anyway, you have a little fan club!!! Three more to go girlfriend!!! I will be on my knees for you!!!Hugs...Anna
Anna <chiefrainwater@ev1.net>
- Monday, January 10, 2005 0:18 AM CST
DEAR LYNN, WHAT A WONDERFUL DINNER. SO GLAD TO SPEND TIME WITH AUNT JUDY. THE CIRCLE OF LOVE JUST KEEPS GETTING BIGGER. THREE MORE TREATMENTS!!!! HANG TIGHT BABY GIRL, WE'RE GOING TO MAKE IT. LOVE YOU BUNCHES. LOVE,GAIL PS,TELL THE FORK STORY!!!
GAIL NEWMAN <NEWMANJ36@NETSCAPE.NET>
FRISCO, TX - Sunday, January 9, 2005 11:22 PM CST
dear lynn,
I printed your daffodil story so i can give one to my kids. Mick is 27 and will be a daddy end of April,it's time for him to smell the "daffodills"! That settles it Lynn, sounds like everyone wants you to keep posting. Every other day or twice a week or how about a cyber-bible study?! Food for thought. How about a chat room bible study? So we can talk back and forth instantly. We might never have to wonder what we'll do next. We'll be too busy studying the bible and chatting about it.What an awesome thought.
I got a question for anyone. Did you ever think that when God made the flood in Noah's time, that there was a tsunami then? I was reading Genesis over and in chapter 7,verse 11,"all the vast body of water beneath the earth burst open" It reminded me of the news telling of the tsunami and how they are created. My heart goes out to all those people that suffered loss and horror during this terrible disaster. CNN Larry King had guests on of different faiths and was asking the question"How can God let this happen?" A moving question, all of the men,Christian, Hindu,Moslum, Jewish, answered God doesn't let this happen or make it happen.It just happens and he is there to turn to.To make your faith stronger. It really makes you think, doesn't it? I'm gonna go see the daffodils, or sit down and read the same book to my grandchildren for the umpteenth time just because they asked me to.
Happy New Year let's make it great!!!!
love Lajean

lajean westeng <lwesteng@hotmail.com>
clarks grove, mn usa - Sunday, January 9, 2005 4:24 PM CST
You are in our thoughts and prayers. Hope that everything is going well. May God Bless you and your family.
Amanda & Crystal Shearman <crystalshearman@yahoo.com>
Viriginia Beach, VA - Sunday, January 9, 2005 3:57 PM CST
What a great story! I am talking of the daffodils but I have to admit - Jenny's stories are pretty hilarious too! And to add to the others - you can't stop posting just because your treatments stop! God is doing amazing things through you and so many of us have come to rely on you! Please don't leave us hanging! (maybe you can post every other day or something?) Hope you're enjoying your weekend! Have a great week! Only 3 more to go! Pattie
pattie <pattiewilson2000@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, January 9, 2005 3:06 PM CST
What a beautiful story-I can just picture the golden mountain side. What a wonderful message. Thank You for sharing!

Brooke <bleyl22@adelphia.net>
Twinsburg, OH USA - Sunday, January 9, 2005 11:06 AM CST
WHOA!!!! I was busy putting out fires last night & I just read yesterdays post. WHAT?! No more daily post from you?!?! You can't do that - you wouldn't - you shouldn't!! God has been doing some AMAZING work through you my dear, please don't let that end. Your treatment may be done but Gods work NEVER is! Let Him continue to feed through you what so many of us hunger for. What if one day the daffoil lady had stopped planting bulbs?? John 15:5 "I am the vine; you are the branches." Don't stop now sweet Lynn............keep growing us in Him, feed the tree.

I love you!
JennyGwynn

JennyGwynn <jennygwynn@comcast.net>
Frisco, - Saturday, January 8, 2005 6:25 PM CST
WAIT!! Do you mean the posts will stop when your treament does??? No, no, no....we need to know how you, Dave and the kiddos are doing. Treatment or not. No pressure friend but we love hearing your stories. Not to mention how many times you put the little silly stresses of life in perspective and help us enjoy all the joys around us. FIGHT SISTER FIGHT!
Jill Smail....looking RIGHT! <jill.smail@pharma.novartis.com>
Centennial, CO - Friday, January 7, 2005 9:51 PM CST
Dear Lynn,
It just warms my heart to read your posts-HOORAY for all the recent good news. I am soooo glad that you are almost done w/ radiation.

You have to keep posting after your treatment...you would have many sad prayer warriors if you didn't continue to keep us in the loop. Not to mention what a spiritual inspiration you are to me and so many others!! I am lifted up by you every day!

HOLY SMOKES-no pun intended :) When I read JennyGwyns guestbook entry I almost fell off my chair. BE SAFE GIRLIE!!! STAY OUT OF THE KITCHEN-ha ha ha!

Praying Lynn that you continue to feel as great as you do today!

Brooke Bleyl <bleyl22@adelphia.net>
Twinsburg, OH USA - Friday, January 7, 2005 8:29 PM CST
Hey girl..........just a quick follow-up from my last post. I thought it would give you a good laugh (not to mention a safety tip!!)

Beans oozing down the cabinets was only the beginning of my drama this evening. Picture this...........hubby just arrived home through the back door, I'm trying to get Syd & Avery to come inside from playing w/ friends out the front door, also trying to collect bikes, helmets & rollerblades, also sending friends to their own homes, feeding the dogs, setting the table............a lot of everything at once. Hmmmmmm.........does anyone smell smoke???? Why YES - where there's smoke, there's fire!!!!!! Flames were shooting up my cook top - SERIOUSLY!!!!! I had set the flame on the burner just a tad too high & the cute handy-dandy mit that fits on the handle of my pan was in flames!!! Here comes the safety tip - DO NOT BLOW ON IT TO PUT OUT THE FIRE!!!! Of course when calm & rational one might know this will only spread the fire but when frantic, it seemed like the thing to do. Never a dull moment around here!! Do you think God is trying to tell me something?! Like: Slow down & pay attention or "get in the game" as my neighbor's husband tells her!!! The message was received loud & clear! I do often "over do-it" with way too many things coming together at once. I guess I should add that to my list of new years resolutions.

Anyway.........how is your night my dear?!?! ha ha Now you know why we had ice cream & a pizza delivered when sweet Taylor spent the night with us - safety first!!!

Alright, I'm "being paged" - time to tuck the kiddos in. I sincerely hope you have a calm & peaceful weekend!!

Love ya! "Smokie"




JennyGwynn <jennygwynn@comcast.net>
Frisco, - Friday, January 7, 2005 7:48 PM CST
DEAR DAUGHTER-IN-LOVE, THIS IS THE FIRST CHANCE I'VE HAD TO SEND LOVE AND HUGS AS WE COULDN'T GET MOS INTERNET TO ACTIVATE. MADE MY HEART HAPPY TO KNOW YOU ARE FEELING BETTER. JO AND DICK SEND THEIR LOVE. SAW GREG AND PAIGE TODAY FOR LUNCH. WHEN GREG SAW THE PICTURES THAT TERRI TOOK, HE SAID TO TELL YOU THAT YOU ARE AS BEAUTIFULL AS THE DAY HE TOLD YOU "YOU'RE PREGNANT!!!!' HE HAS CHOSEN NOT TO GO THE CHEMO ROUTE;HOWEVER IS GOING HOMEOPATHIC! I AM ANXIOUS TO SEE YOU ALL. ALL MY LOVE TO YOU,LOVEE AND TO MY "LUMP OF GOLD" LOVE,GAILAND DEAN
GAIL NEWMAN <NEWMANJ36@NETSCAPE.NET >
FRISCO, TX - Friday, January 7, 2005 7:42 PM CST
HEY - I'M POSTING!!!! (ha ha) I missed getting to hug your neck in the ol' carpool line the last two days. waaaaaaaa

I hope you were able to wrap up your errands this afternoon - it's always a good feeling to end the week with all the lil' things accomplished!

My hubby is finally coming home tonight after being gone for two weeks.........I would love nothing more than to head out for a nice dinner BUT being the gourmet cook that I am (HUGE HA HA), I thought I would welcome him home with a home cooked meal - a pot of ham & beans!! Is that really cooking?? It's more like "simmering" for a few hours - oh well, it's yummy & filing!! And speaking of food..........what day are you free for lunch next week? We need to head to "Bubba's" one day............they really do have amazing fried chicken. We'll get out & explore this big city together!! I'm sure we can find some stores along the way - whoo hoo!!

OH MY GOSH!!!!! My beans are oozing down the cabinets - YIKES!!!! OH NO!!! See what happens when I attempt cooking - I gotta run. (On the Border here we come!!)

Hugs n Kisses ~ Jen

p.s. 3 more to go!! Go Right, go right, go right!!!

JennyGwynn <jennygwynn@comcast.net>
Frisco, - Friday, January 7, 2005 4:34 PM CST
I could just feel your happiness in your most recent posting Lynn. Yeah for the homeopathic meds! I hope you enjoyed your dinner last night. Here's to brighter days ahead. Love ya,Heidi
Heidi Isaak <heidi.isaak@genmills.com>
New Hope, MN USA - Friday, January 7, 2005 10:40 AM CST
We are all so blessed to have YOU in our lives dear friend! It is great to hear/read you sound so happy!
YEAH!..for good days and good friends!
Love ya!
FIGHT SISTER FIGHT!

Jill Smail <jill.smail@pharma.novartis.com>
Centennial, CO - Thursday, January 6, 2005 8:35 PM CST
Dear Lynn: You have blessed my life with your web site and I know that many people feel as I do. You are an inspiration to all. I want you to know that you, your family, including your parents (which I'm so proud to say - are my dear friends, are in my thoughts and prayers, daily. May you and yours have a very happy and blessed NEW YEAR. Janet Bradley, Mesa, AZ
Janet Bradley <jbbradley@usfamily.net>
Mesa, AZ USA - Thursday, January 6, 2005 4:44 PM CST
Good morning, Lynn!
Just wanted to say hello! Stay warm today - it's a chilly one! Have you looked at the "counter" lately - totally amazing how many people are checking up on you! Hope you're feeling well! Big hugs! Pattie

pattie <pattiewilson2000@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, January 6, 2005 8:54 AM CST
It's me! I have been awful at posting the past couple of weeks. (SORRY!!!!!!!!!) The holidays took it's toll on me, then being out-of-town, now just counting the hours until school starts back tomorrow (not to mention the "funk" I've been in). I know you know that it doesn't mean that you haven't been on my mind or my heart or in my prayers. You have had some amazing posts........your perspective always floors me. We can all see Gods light signing brightly in you. I am looking SOOOOOOO forward to starting back our bible study next week. I very much NEED it!

I hope your feeling much better by now. I'm sure I'll see you in the carpool line tomorrow. Sleep well my dear friend!

Love ya ~ Jen

JennyGwynn <jennygwynn@comcast.net>
Frisco, - Wednesday, January 5, 2005 7:47 PM CST
Lynn- I think the news of your traditional medicine coming to an end soon is fabulous news. I pray that you hear the words you want to hear soon. I just know you will. It was great seeing you today. I've missed ya. Love you- Lori
Lori Haney <lahaney@ev1.net>
Frisco, Tx - Wednesday, January 5, 2005 6:35 PM CST
Hey girl.
Wow and wow again. You always inspire me my friend and your outlook is fantastic. God is MIGHTY we know...I can't wait to see all the GOOD He has in store for 2005.
Sorry I have been absent...I'm here...seeing you and talking to you all the time but haven't posted. Just wanted to tell you I love you and I can't wait to spend some time with you over the next few days. I WISH you had the love of scrapbooking my friend....there will be some laughs this weekend.................
Hugs to you,
Holly

Holly Crandell <hmcrand@comcast.net>
- Wednesday, January 5, 2005 6:06 PM CST
Please know you are in my daily thoughts and prayers. I am borrowing Jill's line when I say FIGHT SISTER FIGHT! Love and prayers from New Hope, MN! Heidi
Heidi Isaak <heidi.isaak@genmills.com>
New Hope, MN USA - Wednesday, January 5, 2005 3:31 PM CST
WOW!!!!!
Barbara Moore <bmoore@cgsd.org>
Rogersville, Pa USA - Wednesday, January 5, 2005 2:05 PM CST
Hi Lynn! I just read your message and of course cried. I am just so weepy these days!! I have faith that God will heal you and my sweet hubby of those nasty cancer cells. I pray for both of you each day. I just started a book entitled "Loving What Is - Four Questions That Will Change your Life". Haven't gotten into it enough yet to be sure I embrace the author's concepts. Am looking forward to seeing you this weekend as I go up to help care for our precious grand. I love you lots, Charlotte
Charlotte McKay <crmckay2@aol.com>
Austin, TX USA - Wednesday, January 5, 2005 1:55 PM CST
I thought this devotional might brighten you day!

Genesis 18:14
Is anything to hard for the Lord? No!

“The God of surprises strikes again…God does that for the faithful. Just when the womb gets to old for babies, Sarai gets pregnant. Just when the failure is too great for grace, David is pardoned…
The lesson? Three words, Don’t give up…
Is the road long? Don’t stop.
Is the night black? Don’t quit.
God is watching. For all you know right at this moment…the check is in the mail.
The apology in the making.
The job contract is on the desk.
Don’t quit. For if you do, you may miss the answers to your prayers.”

Cheri
Mesquite, TX 75149 - Wednesday, January 5, 2005 12:21 AM CST
FIGHT SISTER FIGHT!!
I am looking right!!

Thinking of you always!

Jill Smail <jill.smail@pharma.novartis.com>
Centennial, CO - Wednesday, January 5, 2005 10:40 AM CST
Hey Girlie, Just a quick hi this morning to let you know that you will be in my prayers this morning. Happy Wednesday! Love...Anna
Anna <chiefrainwater@ev1.net>
- Wednesday, January 5, 2005 7:28 AM CST
Hey Sweet Sister!

I'm LOOKING RIGHT..........

Gotta love it.

You ROCK!

I love you and miss you tons,
Terri

Terri <teresacgreene@hotmail.com>
Kailua-Kona, HI - Wednesday, January 5, 2005 0:11 AM CST
Beautifully said.

love ya - lizzie

Liz Lemaster <lizzie.lemaster@verizon.net>
- Tuesday, January 4, 2005 8:45 PM CST
Hi Lynn,

I'm reading Lance Armstrong's autobiography. A friend of mine in remission from non-Hodgkins Lymphoma recommended I read it. She said that it would put some perspective on your situation. His situation was so grim...that it makes most cancer fights seem like their nothing. I think any cancer fight is a hell of a fight, but the book and his words are pretty inspiring. He says that sometimes it's the fight that is easier than waiting around to see if the cancer returns. Much like how you seem to feel. Cancer definately allows you to enjoy every minute of your life and teaches you to live like there is no tomorrow. Though my breast cancer diagnosis was not as severe as others (no chemo, no radiation needed...just a Mastectomy) I have learned the value of life as have you. So, there are some good things that come from the bad. There is a greater control out there and we obviously have little say. It's the fight that counts and the courage you show that show your character. I see an amazing character in you, Dana Eisenberg and everyone else out there that has dealt with something like breast cancer. I also see it in all the wonderful kids affected by cancer. I'm humbled by people like you. Our only option is to "live" and enjoy every precious moment we're given :-)

Danielle ~Friends of Allie~ www.caringbridge.org/ca/danielle <dfdelacruz@excite.com>
Santa Clarita, CA USA - Tuesday, January 4, 2005 8:43 PM CST
Hi Lynn...Sorry I have not been diligent about sending you encouragement. Please forgive me. I haven't left you out of my prayers though. You are almost at the end of your radiation..yea!!! I will pray that God will take your fears and replace them with peace that he will keep His watchful eye on you when there are no longer doctors keeping tabs on you. He has kept his eye on you these past 18 months and HE will continue to do so. This is your opportunity to put TOTAL trust in Him. :) I wanted to share a quick funny with you. Last night Camden asked me "How does Jesus keep my face and hair on me without it falling off?" I giggled alot at that one! As I was trying to think of a response, he said,"Oh, I know, he probably used Jesus glue!" Yes, we are all held together with Jesus glue!!" Amen!! I pray for lots of "happies" to come your way tomorrow! Hugs and love...Anna
Anna <chiefrainwater@ev1.net>
- Tuesday, January 4, 2005 7:30 PM CST
Just wanted to say HI! You are truly a gift from God, Lynn! I hope you have a wonderful evening and a great "rest of the week". Hugs, Pattie
pattie <pattiewilson2000@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, January 4, 2005 4:23 PM CST
Happy New Year Lynn!! Sure hope you are feeling better. Just wanted you to know that I am praying for you. Your message is always such an uplifting part of my day.

Brooke <bleyl22@adelpha.net>
Twinsburg, OH USA - Tuesday, January 4, 2005 10:27 AM CST
Still praying for you. Hope that you feel better soon!! Keep up the good work of GOD.
Barbara Moore <bmoore@cgsd.org>
Rogersville, PA USA - Tuesday, January 4, 2005 10:05 AM CST
I said my prayer for you again today so hope you will feel better soon.Keep your chin up and all will turn out OKAY.

Love you Dad

Wayne Berg <azberg@msn.com>
Frisco , TX USA - Monday, January 3, 2005 12:44 AM CST
Happy New Year!!!

Can you believe that we go to the mountains in AZ for Christmas and there was hardly any snow- and it SNOWS in HOUSTON!!! what???? it hasn't snowed here in like 50 years!! ha!!

Wishing YOU TOTAL GOOD HEALTH for 2005---

your friend

Nancy Jacobson <nancy.l.jacobson@wellsfargo.com>
Houston, tx - Monday, January 3, 2005 12:34 AM CST
Good morning, Lynn -
I agree, it is sad to take down the Christmas decorations - we need to do the same - but somehow we need to figure out how to continue with the joy and excitement of the holidays without all the decorations around. I think your post with the excerpt from the book is the piece to remember - live in the day. I just got off the phone with Paul and the kids - they made cookies in Anna's new "Easy Bake Oven" (not so easy or quick according to Paul, ha!), but nonetheless - the kids all had aprons on and are enjoying the cookies - the highlight of their morning!
Can't wait to get home from work and hug them all - you continue to rest up after your New Year's illness - thinking of you often - Love to all, Deb

Deb Klein <deborah.klein@allina.com>
St Paul, MN - Monday, January 3, 2005 11:31 AM CST
Happy New Year Lynn!!
So sorry you ended 2004 in the cruds but perhaps it was getting it all out of your system for 2005 to be the incredible year you deserve! Loved your post -- it is definitely a hard lesson but learning to live in and appreciate today is so important. It's like the Cheryl Crow song -- It's not having what you want but wanting what you've got. You've got an incredible husband, kiddos, family and friends who all love you and keep praying for you. Take care and we'll chat soon :)
Love,
Vicky

Vicky <vickyn@prattthompson.com>
Scottsdale, AZ - Monday, January 3, 2005 10:09 AM CST
Happy New Year Lynn,
Glad to hear you are feeling better, as if radiation isn't enough, you had to get the flu? I am certain that for whatever reason you are using up all your sick passes for a lifetime at once. Oh well, I guess you will have it all over with at once! May 2005 bring nothing but blessings, love and happiness for you all.

Much Love,
CIndy W

CIndy W <ozw38@sbcglobal.net>
Plano, Tx - Sunday, January 2, 2005 5:36 PM CST
Lynn,
I am so sorry to learn that you have had the "punies" on top of everything else. Glad that you are better. If I were there, I would glady do your laundry. I am just old enough that I still think the washer and dryer are indeed a blessing!!! I appreciate the passage you shared from the new book you are reading. Thanks. Love to all of you from the land of ice and cold! Aunt Mary

Aunt Mary <gladme@iowatelecom.net>
- Sunday, January 2, 2005 5:01 PM CST
Lynn,

I am so sorry you have been sick for the last couple days. Hope you are feeling much better! Give me a call when your up to chatting so we can catch up. love ya, jules

Julie Pettit <JAPETTIT@COMCAST.NET>
Lonetree, Co USA - Sunday, January 2, 2005 6:21 AM CST
Hey girlfriend,
Thanks for letting us borrow your sweet girl again tonight. She and Ashlynn are up having a marvy time with some Mary Kate and Ashley video game Todd found and purchased "just for them" tonight!! CUTE They are having their own private New Years Day/Night party!!!
I am exhausted and will be tucking the girls in shortly with myself to follow minutes after.
They were angels at the restaurant tonight and my little boys are bidding as to "who" gets to invite Jacob to spend the night next. We need to venture that road...my boys are ready...is Jacob?
Love to you...thanks for the great words from Ellie...she was amazing!

Sleep tight,
Hol

P.S. Did you know your hubby could do a pretty good Elvis??? Stories later.......................HA

Holly Crandell <hmcrand@comcast.net>
- Saturday, January 1, 2005 7:52 PM CST
Hi Lynn,

You don't know me, but I feel I know you after reading the entries on your web site. I know your Mom, and if you are at all like her, you are a very special person. I have kept up with you and your battle through her. My brother Marshall and his wife Kathy shared your website with me.

I just wanted to wish you the best of everything in this New Year. You sound like a very strong, wonderful, woman of faith!!! I know how important your family and friends can be at a time like this, and it sounds like you are blessed with the best! Tell your Mom hi from me! I will keep you and your family (and what a beautiful family it is!) in my prayers. God Bless!

Jo Ann Oelkers <oelkers@triwest.net>
Arcadia, WI - Saturday, January 1, 2005 8:58 AM CST
Happy New Year sweet friend!!!
I can't wait to talk to you. We missed you sorely last night but there were some terrific funnies I will have to share with you later and you too can laugh your head off.
Hoping your are feeling a ton better this brand new day of the New Year. (Yes, it is only 7:30...I have been up since 5:15 with the littlest Crandell...seems someone forgot to explain to her what sleeping in on New Year's morning really means!) It made for a short night but I am hopeful for a great nap somewhere in the day.
Love you,
Hol

Holly Crandell <hmcrand@comcast.net>
- Saturday, January 1, 2005 7:31 AM CST
scatterers, of joy... I like that. just giving it where ever you can. I do hope your Christmas was good. It had to have been. Your mom and dad and sister were all there to celebrate together. To hear you are down with sinus infection is a bummer,maybe a hot toddy,hot buttered rum or something of the sort should be your choice of New Year's Eve cocktail! I hope you can sit in your warm jammies and slippers and just relax as the new year comes in. After all this is good year to let go of and to look forward to a healthy New Year as 2005 rolls in.
take care
love you
jim and lajean

lajean <lwesteng09@hotmail.com>
clarks grove, mn usa - Friday, December 31, 2004 7:18 PM CST
We'll miss you tonight dear friend.
I am doing a special toast to you and praying for abundant blessings in 2005.
You are so special to all of us.
Happy New Year!!
Love you,
Holly

Holly Crandell <hmcrand@comcast.net>
- Friday, December 31, 2004 6:53 PM CST
Lynn and family,
Happy New Year from my home and heart to all of you. God bless that you are so far along with the radiation treatments. I am so pleased that you could have your family all around for the Christmas time. We Gladfelters' certainly enjoyed our stay at Paige's. It is a shoe on the other foot to watch your daughter be the hostess and have the overnight guests, children to entertain and adults to appease. We all decided that more quality time was shared since we weren't all running off to our homes in a few hours. Anyway, ours was a blessed celebration and I am grateful for it all. I would really like to give each of you a BIG NEW YEAR'S HUG but that isn't possible. So know that I'm thinking of you and wishing you all the best. Love you, Aunt Mary

Aunt Mary <gladme@iowatelecom.net>
- Friday, December 31, 2004 4:20 PM CST
Hi Lynn,
Hope you are feeling better today! It was great to see you Christmas Eve and again the other day picking the kids up from "breakaway". The kids we brought all had a blast - hope yours did too. You always look so beautiful and "put together" - man, I don't know how you do it! I hope you're feeling well and have a fabulous New Years! Can't wait to see what God has in store for 2005! Take care of yourself! Pattie

pattie <pattiewilson2000@yahoo.com>
- Friday, December 31, 2004 9:57 AM CST
Lynn-I hope you are feeling better now as it is early Friday morning. Hang in there my friend. Will say a pray that today you will feel much better than yesterday! :) Love ya, Heidi
Heidi Isaak <heidi.isaak@genmills.com>
New Hope, MN USA - Friday, December 31, 2004 5:41 AM CST
Hello sweet Lynn..I have missed sending hugs your way! I am so sorry you aren't feeling well. I pray that the Lord will heal you quickly. I am exhausted and my eyes are weary from being on the computer for the last 5 hours...I am taking defensive driving online!!!! All of that because I was speeding to get my child home so he wouldn't have an accident in the car! Wouldn't ya know the officer really didn't care???? :( So, I have another hour left but I will save for tomorrow! I am sure you are off in dreamland by now....sweet dreams! Hugs..Anna
Anna Rainwater <chiefrainwater@ev1.net>
- Thursday, December 30, 2004 11:19 PM CST
Hi Lynn,
Sure hope you feel better soon. Tylenol Sinus works really well in case you are in need of some extra relief. I am sure once the antibiotics kick in you will be feeling better. Get some rest and ring that bell-ha ha!
Thinking of you and praying for you,
Brooke

Brooke <bleyl22@adelphia.net>
Twinsburg, OH USA - Thursday, December 30, 2004 8:41 PM CST
My dearest friend,
I see the "posters" are a little shy through the holidays. My guess is they are still checking in...just a little pre-occupied. I have so enjoyed some of the great days of the season yet, look forward to the routine settling in too!
I am sorry you feel so puny today and I am praying God will heal you quickly.
Miss Ashlynn had a 2 hour nap today...can you believe it? Yes...my girl actually napped!! Truly, all three girls were down for a bit..yep, even me...albeit it was 10-15 minutes...it did some good after a sleepless night. So...Ashlynn and I ventured on our date tonight and she told me how much fun she and "Tay Tay" had at Brianna's last night. They were so tired on the drive home yet Ashlynn kept talking. I think it was her chatter that truly kept them awake through the drive. Then...the kids ate, and Ashlynn crashed. Hallelujiah!!
Well, I am off to greet our cutie pie niece Nicole who will be in shortly from Minnesota. I know she will be thankful to be escaping the cold for a few days.

Am hoping you will feel better to ring in the New Year my friend....I know it will be a banner year!!!

Love ya bunches,
Hol

Holly Crandell <hmcrand@comcast.net>
- Thursday, December 30, 2004 8:38 PM CST
lynn-- happy holidays to you and your family! just wanted to send love and prayers to you. i shared your amazing story with my mother, and since she has not joined the computer world yet, i also send warm love and prayers from her in New Jersey. she is a cancer survivor and knows first hand how much love and prayer help to get you through even the hardest days.
happy new year...2005 will be your year-- hang in there girl!

Gloria Miller <gloria.miller@turner.com>
New York, NY - Thursday, December 30, 2004 1:03 PM CST
Hi Lynn,
I am happy to hear you had a wonderful Christmas with all your family and a great break with your children and neighborhood gang! Just wanted to let you know I'm praying for you as you FINISH your treatments! May 2005 be "treatment free!" Give the Shearers a BIG HUG for me!
Have a GREAT NEW YEAR!
Beth

Beth Gilles <bethtouhey@hotmail.com>
burnsville, mn - Thursday, December 30, 2004 10:19 AM CST
Lynn,
I'm so happy you had such a wonderful Christmas. It sounds like you and your family had a great time together. That's so important for family to be together and Enjoy being together over the holiday season. I've said it before and I'll say it again, you are an amazing person. You are truly beautiful inside and out. Keep the fight going you're doing a great job.
Love,
Lynde

Lynde Bove <lynde.bove@vitalps.com>
gilbert, az - Wednesday, December 29, 2004 9:23 PM CST
Morning Sweet Sister,

I am back home. It was sure nice to get off the plane to the warm air!

I had such a wonderful time this holiday season. The family, the conversation, the snow, the ride in the fancy new car (with the top down when it was 10 degrees), and most of all seeing you!

Give the kids a big kiss for me - XOXOXO

I hope you are having a wonderful day.

Love you bunches,
Terri

Terri <teresacgreene@hotmail.com>
Kailua-Kona, HI - Wednesday, December 29, 2004 11:10 AM CST
Yes, today was medicine for the soul. What a great dose...outdoors on a beautiful day with my great friend and having fun with the kids. What more is needed? Oh yes...now I remember...a picture of the "cowabunga group" from your new snazzy camera....let's see it girlfriend!!

I am praying for Danielle and anxious to hear how things went for her today.

Have a great night and we'll see you in the a.m.!

Love ya,
Holly

Holly Crandell <hmcrand@comcast.net>
- Tuesday, December 28, 2004 9:41 PM CST
Lynn- Sorry I've been a stranger for a while but we headed to North Dakota for the holidays. Remember the Little House on the Praire t.v. shows? Well, our holiday felt like I was in Walnut Grove, MN (and I loved it)! The people are so genuine and full of so much faith. The pastor from Randy's church there sings "One Day at a Time (sweet Jesus)" like you wouldn't believe. So, I am sending you a c.d. tomorrow as I think you will love his music. Armond is turning five soon so we are currently planning his party at Build A Bear. He is so excited! Love to you and your family Lynn. Love, Heidi :)
Heidi Isaak <heidi.isaak@genmill.com>
New Hope, MN USA - Tuesday, December 28, 2004 8:44 PM CST
Lynn, you are such an inspiration! Your faith is amazing! I have checked your site since Dana mentioned it one time on Sam's site. I also have breast cancer. The way you handle things with such faith and grace is inspiring! And, I think it's so neat that you took the time to post on Danielle's site to encourage her as well!! I "met" Danielle through Friends of Allie and have been in touch with her since we are both young moms fighting breast cancer. Thanks for being an inspiration to us both!!
Jennifer <pinkribbonmom@comcast.net>
Loveland, CO - Tuesday, December 28, 2004 0:54 AM CST
Excuse my many typos, Lynn, in my previous email. (veterinarian, for example)!! It's 1 AM and I guess I was not checking it very clearly as I typed!
Kelly May <kg.may@comcast.net>
Plano, TX USA - Tuesday, December 28, 2004 0:47 AM CST
You are so right...there are miracles right before our eyes daily. Especially, when my father had contracted eastern equine viral encephalitus after being bitten by a mosquito while visiting friends in Louisiana. You see, my daddy is a veterianrian and has been one for the past 41 years (Dr. Lee leissler) and getting bit by a mosquito is no big deal after being bit and scratched by many cats and dogs all his life! He spent 3 months at Medical City Hospital in Dallas, mostly in CCU. Fortunately, we are a close family and although our faith was tested, as we almost lost Daddy 3 different times during his illness, it only came stronger through God's love, those amazing doctors and nurses and the love of family and friends who were with him 24/7. I'll never forget my sister's nightly watch and seeing my father go into respiratory distress (we founf out later a blood clot had ruptured and collapsed one of his lungs)...my sister ran out into the hall and there was this one nurse who was standing there. She happened to be a repiratory therapist and incubated Daddy and saved his life. Later, she told my sister that her patients were on the other side of CCU and for some reason, she had walked to Daddy's room and stood there without knowing why. Still gives me goose bumps...she was an angel sent by God...a miracle. Another time, I was in the chapel praying, as we all did many days and nights...as I was leaving, I stopped to sign the book, but my pen had been stuck in my wallet for days and would not hardly budge. As I was thinking of this and how I would not be able to get my pen out, it practically slid out by itself...another little, but all important miracle of God...I broke down crying knowing that he was right there watching over us and heard my fervent prayers. While another time, my mom was at home and had tried to push her electric shutters that had been broken for months. She worried about being home alone and not being able to close them off from someone looking into her bedroom. One of my sisters or myself was at the hospital with Daddy, as we took shifts, and that morning, our mother called in tears to tell us that she had decided to push the button on the shutters one more time to try and shut them...they worked perfectly....God showing his love and comfort once again. My father is 70 now and this all happened 3 years ago, but I tell these stories to anyone who will listen because the power of prayer and of worship is shown in our lives daily and only strenghens our relationship with Jesus. Just as your cancer has done with you...you have a beautiful way with words, a gift, really, and you are an inspiration to all who follow your story. I have no doubt you will finally beat this cancer...I don't know why, I just do.

Allie changed my life...I now give platelets regularly. A girl named Stephanie Robinson, who died of leukemia and was only 31 years old, I knew for 3 short days while she was subbing at my school. Her story inspired me to sign up for the national bone marrow registry.

Isn't it amazing how people touch our lives in such a short time? God is leading the way, and like you said, all we have to do is let Him and believe in His love.

Thank you, Lynn, for your insight and for your wisdom. Like your dear friend, Holly said, "you are a vessel for God" and you have a long lifetime ahead of you to touch many people's lives. Thank you for touching mine.

May God Bless you always.


Kelly May <kg.may@comcast.net>
Plano, TX USA - Tuesday, December 28, 2004 0:41 AM CST
Lynn, just wanted to say what a nice note you left for Danielle in her guestbook! As nice as it is for the parents with cancer kids to connect, I imagine it is even more crucial for grownups to have someone who understands the battle when it is for themselves. Allie's butterfly effect just keeps rippling outward, only instead of dissipating as it spreads, it just keeps picking up steam!

Your journals are wonderful, and your family is beautiful inside and out!

Donna Kirk-Swaffar ♥.•:*¨¨*:•.Friends Of Allie.•:*¨¨*:•.♥ <swaffar@doglegs.com>
Rossville, KS - Monday, December 27, 2004 10:17 PM CST
What a beautiful message Lynn! It is so true and the reflection of that humbles a person. How truly wonderful and great is the power of our Lord! I have a brother 22 and a sister 25 who both are seeking the right path and are confused and frustrated and I had them both read your wisdom and I hope that their perspective is now and forever changed. You are a true servant of the Lord and God is working through you in ways you don't even know. I am so glad you were surrounded by Love during Christmas. Nothing is better!! Have a wonderful week and I look forward to seeing you soon.
Tracy

Tracy Free <Tracyfree20@hotmail.com>
Plano, - Monday, December 27, 2004 8:18 AM CST
I just couldn't let the weekend get past without wishing you a very Merry belated Christmas.

I was on my hands and knee's praying on Christmas Eve-wishing Jesus a very HAPPY BIRTHDAY, and thanking Him for leading you into my life! You are one of those miracles to me Lynn. There was a reason I was brought to your journal-and that reason was to be inspired by your faith and endless love for Christ. Inspired enough to revive my own relationship with Him.

How amazing that your children really "get" the true meaning of Christmas. They sure have a good teacher ;) I too can still hear the giggles of my baby girl on Christmas morning, well...more like squeals of joy!
Praying for you as always,
Brooke

Brooke <bleyl22@adelphia.net>
Twinsburg, OH USA - Sunday, December 26, 2004 10:25 PM CST
Amazing...simply amazing is our God!!! He is the gift that just relentlessly keeps on giving. And why? Because He loves us with an everlasting love. And, Lynn, He has so poured his love in you that you my dear friend are "runnething over"!!!! You are His voice at this time to tell the world how great He is, even in the midst of trials and unideal circumstances. Thank you for sharing God's love with us.

I have had the words to a song in my head all day..."Your love is amazing. Steady and unchanging... Your love carries me." And what a testimony you are to those truths!!! You have heard his calling and have so gracefully allowed him to ground you securly in His love. What a blessing it is to know you. I look forward to walking into the New Year with you in my prayers of thanksgiving as to how He has touched your sweet face, drew it up to Him, and given you a glimps of His majesty and greatness as only one gets to do when living with cancer.

Love ya boosum buddy!!!! Praise God for the hidden treasure of pure JOY in the midst of CANCER!!! HAHAHA! And the enemy meant it for destruction. As the Lord says, "My strength is made PERFECT in weakness."

I am looking forward to the ride of our lives in 2005!!!!

How great He is!!! Your preachy, praying friend...Mel


melanie florsheim <scot.florsheim@comcast.net>
- Sunday, December 26, 2004 8:17 PM CST
DEAREST LYNN, LAST NIGHT,AS I WAS SERVING JAKE AND TAYLOR PUNCH AT DINNER, I TURNED TO JAKE AND ASKED,"WHAT HAS BEEN THE MOST SPECIAL GIFT THIS CHRISTMAS?" HE GRINNED THAT BIG JAKIE GRIN AND SAID,"WE'RE ALL HERE,THE WHOLE FAMILY!!!!" IT REINFORCED WITH ME THE SIMPLE LONGING OF ALL OUR HEARTS TO BE SECURE IN THE LOVE AND CLOSENESS OF OUR FAMILY. YOU ASKED ME HOW I REMAINED COMMITTED TO GOD, WHEN I HAD LOST MY MOM AT THE AGE OF EIGHT.YOU TOOK ME BACK AS I HADN'T THOUGHT OF THAT. I WENT THROUGH ALL THE STAGES OF GRIEF,BUT THE MOST ANGER TOWARD GOD. ASK ANY ADULT,WHO AT AYOUNG AGE, LOST A PARENT AND YOU WILL FIND US STILL STUCK IN THAT AGE STILL GRIEVING. I DID LEARN THAT GOD IS OUR CREATOR;HOWEVER HE DOESN'T MICROMANAGE OUR LIVES. HE DIDN'T GIVE YOU CANCER OR ME POLIO .OUR BODIES ARE VULNERABLE TO DISEASE. WHY?? NO ONE KNOWS. I DO KNOW THAT HE IS THERE TO COMFORT THE GRIEVING,THE SICK AND THE DIEING.THE ANSWERS WILL BE REVEALED LATER. IF GOD IS READING YOUR POSTS,HE WOULD SAY,"YOU GO GIRL!!! LOVE, GAIL
GAIL NEWMAN <NEWMANJ36@NETSCAPE.NET>
FRISCO, TX - Sunday, December 26, 2004 1:47 PM CST
Merry Christmas sweet friend!!

A wonderful post as always. I KNOW...you have readers out there reading today and tonight...who may just receive the special gift God promises them for the first time tonight...whether they tell you or not. You are a vessel for the Lord Lynn, and He is using you mightily.

Do you recall the very special sweet friends I told you about in California? I have encouraged them to visit your site and to possibly set up a caringbridge website for their newest and dear little angel Allyson Glenn Kelso. She is absolutely precious and the love in that family is truly a gift of God. ANYWAY....Ashli, the aunt of Allyson, and the little girl I babysat at age 2 (YIKES) sent out an email today and she had a quote that I thought was so wonderful...here it is for you to enjoy...

"Happiness comes from spiritual wealth, not material wealth. Happiness comes from giving, not getting. If we try hard to bring happiness to others, we cannot stop it from coming to us also. To get joy, we must give it, and to keep joy, we must scatter it."
She ended it with - Thank you for being such great scatter-ers of JOY.

Lynn...you are a "scatterer of God's pure joy"...thank you again dear friend for sharing your precious story and journey of faith with all of us. We love you dearly and we are so thankful God put you in our lives...how rich they are!!!

Sweet dreams, I'll hope to see you during some much needed culdesac time tomorrow. We are looking forward to a wonderful day...all provided by the Master Creator.

I love you dear friend (N1),
Holly

Holly Crandell <hmcrand@comcast.net>
- Saturday, December 25, 2004 9:22 PM CST
Merry CHRISTmas! Once again I came to your site and you have blessed me with your words. You have a gift, no doubt. I pray that you will have a wonderful New Year and that your cancer will be gone forever! God bless you and your wonderful family. Please continue to update us, and teach us wonderful lessons as you so often do!!!

Love and prayers,

Robin Russell (and family) <russell2500@netscape.net>
Raleigh, NC - Saturday, December 25, 2004 8:28 PM CST
Lynn -
As I frantically finish up my work this morning, hoping to return home before the kids wake up, I am remembering your words about peace and "the reason for the season". I will not try to make this the perfect Christmas, but instead slow down and enjoy the time I have away from work (yes, leave it at work) and focus my attention on family and friends. Can't wait to go snuggle with the kids in this cold weather -- better go! Love to you and your family - may you have peace and rejoice in the love of God.
Love, Deb

Deb Klein <deborah.klein@allina.com>
St Paul, - Friday, December 24, 2004 8:09 AM CST
HAVE THE MERRIEST OF CHRISTMAS' AND HAVE A HAPPY NEW YEAR AND MAY IT BE HEALTHIER FOR YOU. MAY YOUR FAMILY ENJOY IT TO THE FULLIEST.
BETTY VELDMAN <bveldman@smig.net>
AUSTIN, MN USA - Thursday, December 23, 2004 10:12 PM CST
Lynn, It has been awhile since I posted here. Please know always I love you and always prayin. Merry Christmas and Happy New Year! God will bless you and your family with a long happy life. Keep goin Lynn!!!!!!

Love,
Jackie

Jackie DelValle <jackierdelvalle@yahoo.com>
Northridge, CA USA - Thursday, December 23, 2004 9:33 PM CST
Hey girl.
I miss you! How can it be hard to see each other from across the street? We had a fun day today doing cookies, games and playing! What a great time. Can't wait for tomorrow.....see you in church! Love ya, Hol

Holly Crandell <hmcrand@comcast.net>
- Thursday, December 23, 2004 8:02 PM CST
Hi Lynn,
As I was reading your post from yesterday, the kids were arguing and chasing each other around the house-major chaos! Yes, I've been dreaming of that Norman Rockwell Christimas, with all the family sitting around the fire listening to Christmas music and thoroughly enjoying eachother's company, as we read "Twas the night before Christmas"! So...I appreciated your story about our "expectations" of Christmas. My expectations are always too high, and I do always feel as though every "other" household is enjoying that Norman Rockwell Christmas. Just wanted to let you know that your post "hit home", like it usually does, and thank you for all your great inspiration, stories, and thoughts to ponder. Merry, Merry Christmas and the Best for 2005! Christine

Christine La Plante <christine7459@aol.com>
Lone Tree, CO - Thursday, December 23, 2004 1:02 PM CST
Hi Lynne,

Your wonderful friend Dana Eisenberg has led me to your site. I'm just starting to fight my own battle with breast cancer. It's a challenge I'm up to. Luckily it's been caught really early. I will be following your site praying for the best. You seem to be so full of strength and will become quite the inspiration to me.

Danielle (FOA) www.caringbridge.org/ca/danielle <dfdelacruz@excite.com>
Santa Clarita, CA USA - Wednesday, December 22, 2004 5:36 PM CST
Lynn,

I've been so bad for not signing on. I read your posts almost daily to keep up with what's going on. You truly have an amazing husband that competely adores and loves you. You are very lucky. As is he. I hope you have a wonderful Christmas with your family, it's so nice that your sister is there with you, please tell her and your parents hello for me. God bless you all and know I think of you often.

Love,
Lynde

Lynde Bove <lynde.bove@vitalps.com>
Gilbert, AZ - Wednesday, December 22, 2004 4:15 PM CST
God is with you every step of the way!
God shines through you, I can see that! And you have blessed me today, even though it is hard to live right now after loosing my only daughter to leukemia 10 months ago, my faith is BIG, so is yours, but the hurt can be huge!

I just wanted to let you know that I see the strength in your fight with God's help! Keep up the good work, faithful one!

Sincerely,

Elaine, Trinitys mother
www.trinitysdiary.com

Elaine <threebrazilnuts@hotmail.com >
Surrey, BC Canada - Wednesday, December 22, 2004 2:39 PM CST
Praying for you this morning and just wanted to let ya know :)
-Brooke

Brooke <Bleyl22@adelphia.net>
Twinsburg, OH USA - Wednesday, December 22, 2004 9:56 AM CST
Lynn,
I love reading your posts every morning it just makes my day a little brighter. I know the battle with cancer must be devastating but I can see why it happened to you!! Because you are his servant & he had work for you to do at the treatments. Please don't ever doubt GOD he puts us in the most unpredicable situations but turns them around for HIS glory!! Keep your faith & keep sharing your testimony with all that are around & all that you come in contact with. It will make a difference. If you can bring 1 single person to know CHRIST it is worth the entire battle!!

I love the story & I am going to send that to everyone I know because JESUS is the reason for the season not Santa!! I wish you & your family the very merriest Christmas ever!!

Heather (friends of Allie) <butlers38451@peoplepc.com>
Culleoka, TN USA - Wednesday, December 22, 2004 7:59 AM CST
Just when I think you can't inspire me anymore than you have, you do it all over again! Keep spreading your word and faith-I know you made a difference in that waiting room today and also when you spoke with Rick's wife.

Thank you for sharing the Christmas story. It is always wonderful to reflect on the true meaning of Christmas! You are in my prayers every single day Lynn!
-Brooke

Brooke Bleyl <bleyl22@adelphia.net>
Twinsburg, OH USA - Tuesday, December 21, 2004 10:39 PM CST
Lynn, I have followed your site for some time now, thanks to Dana. You are an amazing woman and so strong. Your husband's entry enforces that so well. I wanted to thank you for the beautiful Christmas story you shared with us. I truly loved it. I cut, pasted and printed it out to share every word with my granddaughters. I also e-mailed it to many to enjoy and possibly open their eyes a bit as mine were. It has been such an honor to get to "know" you thru Caringbridge. You have reinforced my faith in many things. Merry Christmas to you and your family, Lynn.
Ro <robuffjornov@yahoo.com>
NY - Tuesday, December 21, 2004 10:23 PM CST
Hey girlie, Wanted to send a hug your way before my head hits the pillow! I got to spend the entire day today with my college "Ya-Ya", Teina. I did a LOT of much needed laughing today and reminiscing about our college days..and then feeling old when we realized that we have been out of college for 17 years!!! Then, we cried!:( Anyway, it is very obvious to me that God is using you in that waiting room girlfriend!!! Continue to be BOLD!! Hugs and Love...Anna
Anna <chiefrainwater@ev1.net>
- Tuesday, December 21, 2004 9:29 PM CST
Hi Lynn,
I'm visiting from Sam's site. I've stopped in time to time. Dana said I must read your last post and your husband's reply. How wonderful! What a fabulous idea and what wonderful love. I'm borrowing your little Santa story for my family website. Thank you for sharing your faith. My prayers will be with you for your healing and for you to continue putting smiles on others faces.

Monica F (Friends of Allie) <filyaw@bellsouth.net>
Florence, SC - Tuesday, December 21, 2004 9:21 PM CST
Dear Friend,

Where to begin? I have been absent from guestbooking lately maybe due some to the chaos in my life. What??? Me...in a chaotic state? NEVER. You heard it today on the phone...laughing uncontrollably because crying was not going to get me anywher but trouble and laughing was more fun. WHEW! Can I tell you HOW much fun a grocery store trip can be...by YOURSELF!!! I did it....yep....TODAY!!! WAHOO!!! I felt so rejunvenated, I came home and conquered more including some more uncontrollable laughing with the kids. They think Mommy has gone off the deep end! HA HA

So....I have so much to say and yet my laughter may set in again so I will be brief.

I love your latest posts...obviously God is still working mightily in you in so many ways .... especially in giving you the gift of "penning/typing" your heartfelt insights in to every part of the day. WOW You amaze me my friend...always have...remember the red Tommy outfit on "move in day"?? Ha

Terri, I LOVE the picture of you girls on the wall. I saw it...thought it was big at first and then re-visited it again and thought....I agree....you beautiful girls need a billboard!! LOVE IT LOVE IT LOVE IT!!!

Dave, loved your entry. I can't say any more because it was amazing. Simply put...wonderful.

The Crandell clan is so incredibly blessed to have you as neighbors and wonderful friends to share the highs and lows and the journey of life. How blessed are we? Our journey continues and I am loving "making memories" with ya'll (bet you didn't use that term when you were in Denver eh?) hee

Okay...Lynn girl, I am missing seeing you but now that Miss Taylor is out of school and my uncontrollable laughter has subsided let's meet somewhere - even under the wraps of some blankets in the culdesac to create laughter and memories.....I shall look forward to it.

Sweet dreams my friend, I love you dearly,

Holly

Holly Crandell <hmcrand@comcast.,net>
- Tuesday, December 21, 2004 9:11 PM CST
Lynn,you don't know me,I heard about you and your family through another member of my support group M.O.S.T. I have quadruplets.Your husbands words renewed my faith in mankind,I am a victim of domestic violence.He also described you so well,it is as if I know you.I know about the battle with cancer,my 23 year old was diagnosed with stage 4 brain cancer,at age 19.So far it has not re occurred,but I know all about radiation chemo,and just how it affects emotionally.My thoughts,prayers,blessings are with you and your family.
Clara <Curliered24@aol.com>
New York, NY USA - Tuesday, December 21, 2004 8:22 PM CST
Butt....

One more thing:

Thanks for letting me be on the wall with you.

All my love,
Terri

Terri <teresacgreene@hotmail.com>
Kailua-Kona, HI - Tuesday, December 21, 2004 7:40 PM CST
Hi Butt!

Let me tell you - you are such a blessing to all. I am having such a wonderful time spending time with you and the entire family.

I love you,
Terri

Terri <teresacgreene@hotmail.com>
Kailua-Kona, HI - Tuesday, December 21, 2004 7:39 PM CST
What a wonderful entry from your husband! You will be in my prayers. Happy Holidays.
Tina-www.caringbridge.org/md/lance <lneonkia@comcast.net>
- Tuesday, December 21, 2004 12:58 AM CST
What a wonderful entry from your husband! You will be in my prayers. Happy Holidays.
Tina-www.caringbridge.org/md/lance <lneonkia@comcast.net>
- Tuesday, December 21, 2004 12:58 AM CST
Dave, What a hunny bunch you are! Good Job Lynn! You grabbed a good one! You guys are awesome and so cute!! Stay strong the both of ya!
Dawn Briscoe~*Friends of Allie*~ <dawn7246@wi.rr.com>
Milwaukee, WI USA - Tuesday, December 21, 2004 9:36 AM CST
Lynne and Dave,

Thanks for reminding us what Christmas is and to count your blessings no matter what time of the year.

I am beginning to say "No" more often and just be with my family. That's the most important.

Take care!
God Bless!
Hugs,
Susan
~Friends of Allie~

Susan Bernhardt <dshszb5@yahoo.com>
Zimmerman, MN - Tuesday, December 21, 2004 8:08 AM CST
Lynn and Dave,

Thank you. Thank you. You remind us of what is truly important. This is such a special time of year. In my attempt to make the perfect experience of the holidays for all those around me and mine I begin to get 'buggy'. Buggy= stressed, short, irritated, frustrated and insearch of perfection. Perfection is going to snuggle with my family and letting a few of the Christmas cards be a few days late rather than miss those moments of cuddle time.

thank you....nice job Dave. WELL SAID

look right, hard right!

Jill Smail <jill.smail@pharma.novartis.com>
Centennial, CO - Monday, December 20, 2004 10:23 PM CST
Oh Lynn, Your journal entry was perfect. Your husbands guestbook entry was amazing. I don't even know what to say...the love that man feels for you could be felt with every word-how wonderful! What a blessing and what a joy that he so openly and honestly shared his emotions with all of us! You are in my prayers as always!
-Brooke

Brooke <bleyl22@adelphia.net>
Twinsburg, OH USA - Monday, December 20, 2004 9:10 PM CST
Lynn,
I have been introduced to you and your webpage through Dana's site (which I found through Allie Scott). Your strength, courage, and faith is truly inspiring. You and your husband must make quite a pair, and you are both amazing writers!
My thoughts are with you and I hope you have a beautiful holiday season with your family.
Sara *Friends of Allie*

Sara Tartaglia <Sstartaglia@aol.com>
University Heights, OH USA - Monday, December 20, 2004 9:09 PM CST
Sniffle....Sniffle....Dave, you get the sugar packet award this evening! Lynn, God has blessed you with a man that loves you unconditionally!!! Thank you for sharing your heart Dave!:) So glad that sister Butt made it to Texas safely! Hope you girls have a grand time over the holidays!My knees are there for you at 10:20 tomorrow girlfriend!!! Hugs..Anna
Anna <chiefrainwater@ev1.net>
- Monday, December 20, 2004 9:03 PM CST
Holy Cow!!!!

I came here Lynn, to tell you how much your posting touched me tonight and BAM, I ran smack into your husband's.

HOLY COW!!! Oh, have I already said that? You two are quite a pair I must say. Your love for one another is literally oozing from your pores. Your husband's insight and forward thinking made me smile. Your pearls of wisdom tonight will touch many for many years to come.

Say NO! I totally dig that, indeed.

I'm so glad you have the most incredible family and friends that you have. We should all be so blessed.

Keep countin' down baby!

Love,

Dana

Dana Eisenberg <danafeis@go.com>
- Monday, December 20, 2004 7:56 PM CST
Wife,

Eight plus years of marriage and I think that I have been in the preverbal “dog house” 3 times and each time involved a lack of a greeting card highlighting a special day (but shouldn’t diamonds be enough? And twice “done in” on week long trips to Mexico where the 2nd Sunday was Mother’s Day… Hallmark is a cruel slave master). So, greeting cards are not my strong suit and yes, this is my first and likely last visit to the web site, but I thought as I head to NYC for 1 more business meeting that I would cover a few topics in this not so private forum.

It is strange to think that we have been married for these 8+ years and during that time you have been battling cancer for 1.5 years. My crude math skills put that time at almost 20% of our marriage. Reflecting on that fact seems amazing as in 8 years, we married, moved twice, had 2 wonderful kids and spent 1.5 years in the middle of this terrific ordeal.

Wow… so you asked me once through our 2nd trip in the cancer ordeal if I had any regrets. If I had known that you would have become sick, would I have wished for something else?

My answer simply is that yes I have many regrets in poorly thought out actions, choices made, selfish / borish behavior & arrogant attitude, but thankfully you arrived on the scene to save me from all of that. Not for a minute of time that we have been married would I wish to be married to anyone else.

You are an amazing woman and I am blessed every day that you are in my life. Your strength humbles me, your optimism is contagious, your tolerance of me is without parallel, your faith is powerful, your external beauty is only surpassed by the within and in my opinion the most important facet is the reflection I see of you and all of these wonderful qualities in our children.

So, here we are in the middle of a mess with too much life ahead of us for any negative thoughts. Truly are journey over the last 1.5 years has been frightening, painful and numbing, but it easy to focus on the negative. I have always told you that aspects of our lives are lined up and yes, if we look left, there is a very frightening cancer doing its best to beat us down, but if we look right and count the endless blessings that exist (faith in a living God, children, each other, family, friends and so on)… well, the left isn’t so scary anymore.

Additionally, with all struggles in life there are so many lessons, perspectives to be gained. While given the choice of cancer or not, please, send me the not, but nothing would be worse than cancer without the tremendous knowledge I have gained.

I remember back as a ridiculous 16 year old seeing Monty Python’s “The Meaning of Life”. Beside the fact that I was too young enjoy most of the humor, I recall how perplexed I was at the concept of a meaning to life. As I have aged, the thought has always stuck with me… “What is the point to all of this?” Well, I have listed a few examples of things that I have learned:
Meaning of Life: To come to grips with the 3 phases types of love…

I watch in amazement how people become absorbed with Eros. This selfish love that always puts the person first is addicting, but never fully satisfying. For me I think of it as Sweet Tarts, the 1st couple taste great and I can feel the sugar surging through my body, but the next couple are good, but less satisfying. And so it goes as I eat more and more Sweet Tarts, each subsequent one tastes less “sugary” until all I have too show for the experience is a zit on my fact the next morning.

The 2nd type of love is Philos or I will love you if you love me. Why do we put conditions on things? For me and my warped thinking, this is beer. Tastes so good, feels so good, but there is always a price to be paid.

The most important type is Agape which is simply putting everything before yourself. This is the meaning of life, to get to this state. For me I think of it as running. I can not tell you how many times I head out the door for a run thinking to myself Why? This is going to be unpleasant, my muscles already hurt, I am missing the football game, yada, yada, yada … Invariably each run ends in the same manner, with me asking Why Not more often? I always feel the best, refreshed, whole, clean and a new. Amazing that it is always so hard to head out that door…

Yin/yang: I think that the Chinese are on to something. Why all of this pain and this ordeal? I think it is simply to experience the amazing highs, well, you need to know the depths as well. While there have been some really tough moments, I always think back to Taylor’s birth and the overwhelming joy of the 1st born (hopefully, Jacob understands). To be that joyous, I think it is the yin and yang of life.

Frivolity: Everyday this cancer exposes me to the trivial nature of 98% of our lives. Simply show me a person with more blessings than they can handle and I will show you a person worrying about complete non sense. Really, I can not imagine the early settlers in Texas usually starving or fending off Indians worried about the things we worry about (is so and so mad at me? Will the kids get in “the” school? Do people think our carpet is worn out? Can I get the next promotion? Blah, blah, blah Personally, choose as you do, but the last 18 months have taught me what is worth worrying about and what is simply nonsense and thus I have been set free.

Manana may never come: Why do we think that having a bunch of money when we are old is going to be so great? Why the obsession with the 401K? I am and have been guilty of worrying way too much about tomorrow. Today is the day to be celebrated and the time is now to have some fun.

And I could go on, but the point is that while life has served us a bowl of lemons… some lemonade has been made and for that I am truly thankful.

So, my dearest wife, through faith in Christ, hope and strength, we shall make it through. This is a temporal world we in dwell and but a blip in time that we shall be together.

You are my “studette”, my warrior and my wife for many, many years to come.

Merry Christmas!

All my love – Look Right,

The Husband

David Newman <david.newman@pepsi.com>
- Monday, December 20, 2004 4:49 PM CST
Lynn and all --
Hi from Minnesota - we have lovely freezing rain today - waiting for snow actually! So glad Terri is joining you for the holidays. Thinking of you often and praying for you daily at 10:20.
Love to you all, Deb
Waiting to see what "the Pitts" give each other for Christmas! HA!

Deb Klein <deborah.klein@allina.com>
Saint Paul, MN - Monday, December 20, 2004 3:39 PM CST
Hey Lynn,
We are in sunny Phoenix right now! yippee! it's so nice to see our family- we have been with my mom for a couple days and then will go to Sholow in Northern AZ for Christmas with Jake's parents- then to return for a little more time with my mom! yeah! What a perfect Christmas break! I hope there is snow up north- the boys will have a Blast! I am glad to hear you are feeling well--- Enjoy your Christmas-!! Love the Jacobson's

Nancy Jacobson <Nancy.L.Jacobson@wellsfargo.com>
Houston, TX - Monday, December 20, 2004 12:38 AM CST
Hi Lynn,

Now if the tile thing turns out to be a truly typical remodeling experience, it will also end up costing twice as much as expected! Good luck!

Jami Jensen <jamipaul@msn.com>
Littleton, CO - Sunday, December 19, 2004 8:55 PM CST
So sorry to hear about the tile thing - what a mess. I just wanted you to know little Sidney, Macey & I are starting our own Christmas tradition today with the baking of Christmas cookies. And for as little as I cook it should be interesting! Have a fabulous time with Terri in town and I hope you have a very Merry Christmas & a Happy New Year!!! Love, Melissa
Melissa <melissa@snfriends.com>
Houston, TX USA - Sunday, December 19, 2004 4:40 PM CST
Lynn,
Isn't that how it goes, one little project turns into a HUGE production! I am so happy that your meeting with the Dr. went well. YEAH. I hope you have a wonderful time with your sister and entire family this christmas!! Enjoy the shopping!!!!!!!! (I hope you are doing better with finding things for others and not as much for yourself.) My husband and I spent yesterday with his entire family for Christmas and what a memoriable day. Bless you and your world! Love Beth

Beth Gilles <bethtouhey@hotmail.com>
burnsville, mn - Sunday, December 19, 2004 11:47 AM CST
Lynn-
Have a great time with Terri's visit! I just hope the two of you have a "bag" boy to follow you during your shopping escapades!! The bathroom story cracked me up :-)
Thoughts and prayers. Love, Jill

Jill <jronningen@cox.net>
Tempe, AZ - Sunday, December 19, 2004 8:09 AM CST
I am laughing so hard about the poor aim in the bathroom! boys are too funny! Hope it all works out! We took all three kids to see Santa today! What fun! Christmas outfits and all. These little girl clothes are going to break me..I want to buy them all!! Mason had a red velour dress with white fur cuffs and trim!!...AND a white bow in her little hair! Carson and Owen were also decked out in holiday attire and we were all feeling festive! No one cried a single tear with Santa this year! YEAH! Have a wonderful visit with your sister! Can't wait to hear the stories! FIGHT SISTER FIGHT
Jill Smail <jill.smail@pharma.novartis.com>
Centennial, CO - Saturday, December 18, 2004 11:20 PM CST
Hello Friend! It was great to see you this afternoon after passing the Shadow Ridge Ct. driving test! Should I have tried to parallel park between those little tikes cars? We just got home from driving around looking at Christmas lights in our neighborhood. Fun was had by all!! I am so sorry for your tile woes! Believe me, I have had to live with a torn up bathroom floor and it is not a pretty sight. I am sure it will look beautiful and will be easier to clean! Praise God for your good news! We will keep the prayers coming!!! Hope to see you at church in the morning! I pray that you and your sister will get to make lots of fun memories while she is here! Hugs to my sista girl! Anna
Anna <chiefrainwater@ev1.net>
- Saturday, December 18, 2004 8:57 PM CST
Lynn,
The bathroom floor story is too funny. We have all been there with our "remodel" stories..Reminds me of the addage that life is what happens while we are making plans. Anyway, I was so pleased to hear your wonderful news about the progress of radiation and lack of severe complications. Praise indeed! I am so proud of you kids, what an inspiration you are to me and so many. I have shared your journal with so many friends of all ages. The blessed holiday season is upon us. Thank you Lord for family to lift you up and friends to help with the mundane living chores. I will be off to Paige's on 23rd so need safe travel. Todd's will join us on Christmas afternoon after being with Amy's family in St. Louis area. Lots of drive time for them.. God bless. Aunt Mary

Aunt Mary <gladme@iowatelecom.net>
- Saturday, December 18, 2004 5:32 PM CST
Hellooooo sweet Lynn,

I've been overwhelmed w/ my endless "to do" lists lately that I haven't even sent you a cyber-message. But you know that doesn't mean that your ever far from my mind. I'm glad your feeling better from your spill on the ice patch...........I have to admit that you made me laugh (once I knew you were ok) when I read your post about the blonde falling & can't get up - then it made me think..........YOU ARE BLONDE AGAIN!!!! YEA!! I know what a treat that was for you to add some color to your "fluffy" hair! You look gorgeous as always!!!!!

I want to thank you so much for bringing Sydney home last night AND THE BIGGEST THANK YOU OF ALL for crab-sitting for us while were gone. The girls are relived to know Bluey & Rainbow are in such great care - we know how Taylor LOVES our crabs!! (p.s.. What a GREAT Christams gift to add to someone's desk!.......aren't you going to be at the mall later today?!? HEE HEE)

Alright girl, I've given you enough of a hard time this morning.........I'll see ya soon!

Hugs n Kisses ~ JennyGwynn, Bluey & Rainbow

JennyGwynn <jennygwynn@comcast.net>
Frisco, - Saturday, December 18, 2004 9:07 AM CST
MERRY CHRISTMAS! AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR!

CARSON

to you just from Carson.....he was singing as he typed...he even chose the words to write to you!

Carson Smail <Carsons@email.com>
Centennial, CO - Friday, December 17, 2004 10:24 PM CST
hey I was being my normal nosy self and I was reading your past Guestbook enteries and I was like wow you started this tradition (Happy Birthday Jesus party ) back in MN thinking it was one of your relation there and then I was like I know a Stephine and she is from pine city then I went back and reread it closer and got the part where she metioned nans name any way had fun tonight love ya
kathy

Kathy Shearer <Katshe@comcast.net>
Frisco, TX - Thursday, December 16, 2004 10:57 PM CST
Hey Girl, Hope your day was a good one! I just got my shepherd and wise man(or as Grant says, "I'm a wise guy in the play!) to bed for the evening. I cried seeing all of these sweet innocent little children tell such a beautiful story of our Savior's birth! My boys remembered there lines..praise God! and I think that their sister cheered the loudest when they made their acting debut! Am I a proud Mom or what? Their favorite part was when they got to have refreshments afterwards!:) I pray that "all is well" tonight with you and your sweet family. I will be chatting with Jesus about you in the morning!Love...Anna
Anna <chiefrainwater@ev1.net>
- Thursday, December 16, 2004 9:06 PM CST
Hi Butt!

I will see you in 2 days!!!!! I have tonight to finish packing and my flight leaves tomorrow night..... I am so excited.

Have a wonderful day - try not to fall down. We've got some shopping to do!

I love you bunches,
Terri

Terri <teresacgreene@hotmail.com>
Kailua-Kona, HI - Thursday, December 16, 2004 2:50 PM CST
Lynn, Here are just a couple of the responses I have received after forwarding your letter about the true meaing of Christmas to family and friends (which I hope was OK?). I hope you realize your faith is contagious & it keeps growing! Keep the faith & keep on fighting girl!!!

Thanks so much, the best forwarded email I have yet to receive for Christmas! I forwarded it myself, hope that's ok.
Hope you are enjoying the holidays!
Jen


Ouch, she is absolutely correct. You know that sounds like a great idea for next year! Why don’t we think about that for the adults? Please tell her she inspired me. Her spirit lifted me where I have not been lately. Sounds like she has it figured out.
Love, Dad-Don (not Halverson)


Thank you for the heads up. We are doing this event this Sunday at Good News United Methodist Church. I like her perspective gifts for the needy who are really Jesus. I like these parties better because of her reasoning. Had not thought of it myself.
Fred A. Winslow 512.260.6469
Pastor
Good News United Methodist Church
www.goodnewsumc.org

Melissa Schmitz <melissa@snfriends.com>
Houston, TX USA - Thursday, December 16, 2004 1:17 PM CST
Good Morning! I'm a childhood friend of Nancy Jacobson who has shared with me your story. Lynn, you have become a part of my day! Not only do I read your posts pretty much every day, but I also pray for you to be healed of the cancer. Your faith and the way you openly share it with all of us enhances my faith! Thank you for being an example and reminding us of God's daily blessings and love.

I also want to share that your post last Thursday about having a Birthday Party for Jesus inspired me to start that tradition here for my girls and their friends. Amoungst all the other stuff going on, God blessed me with a calm clear mind and I was able to put together the birthday party that was held last night. Even with short notice, 20 kids out of the 33 invited joined my 2 daughters for a Birthday Party for Jesus. The ages were from 2 years old to 3rd grade. (Yes, the mothers came too!!!) We started the night off by wrapping the gifts each child brought. After that, the kids all sat around our Christmas tree and fireplace as I read a children's book about why we give gifts at Christmas. I talked about how the gifts that were wrapped tonight were going to be given to boys and girls who won't have any gifts to open. It was tough for the little ones to resist opening the gifts. :-) Then we ate! After eating, the kids gatherered around the cake and we sang Happy Birthday to Jesus. To end the night, we gathered the kids around the gifts to hear the blessing and prayer our pastor did over the gifts. It was a beautiful night!!! Thank you for the idea! Everyone expressed thankfulness to have their child be apart of an evening focused on the meaning of Christmas! We plan to make this a tradition as those who were unable to make it have already expressed wishes that their child(ren) had been a part of the night. When people asked how I thought of this, I share with them you and your story. You have touched my life and so many others in so many ways!!!!

Merry Christmas and God's Blessings to you always!
Stephanie Lorsung
Pine City, MN

Stephanie Lorsung <lorsungj@aol.com>
Pine City, MN Pine - Thursday, December 16, 2004 9:00 AM CST
Hello friend! I just finished cleaning up the kitchen and watching my hubby eat alot of the leftovers...he says he was helping me by not having to use up the tupperware! Hope you had a great time this evening. You and Taylor looked gorgeous this evening! I called Holly afterwards to check on Miss Ashlynn...I told her we had a great time but that it wasn't the same without the Crandell gals! Feel better Ashlynn!!! Sorry I was fresh out of Band-aids for your owie this evening....next time you forget to roll out the trash cans, just keep on driving girl!!!! I hope you and Taylor enjoyed your time together this evening! Hugs and Love ....Anna
Anna <chiefrainwater@ev1.net>
- Wednesday, December 15, 2004 11:22 PM CST
Hey girl.
Am hoping the soiree at Anna's was fabulous. I know it was. My girl shed many a tear about not attending but at the same time she felt horrible physically so...she knew...just sad not to be there and be with her buddy Taylor. In her prayers tonight she said "Dear God, please heal me quick...it wasn't much fun missing the birthday party tonight. Amen" Short...sweet...and to the point for her!

You know what God did for me today? He put my 90 mile an hour schedule on a screeching halt. Except for my early morning jaunt to your icy driveway this morning..that is the fastest I moved all day. We made the doc appointment and to the pharmacy....other than that, we were homebound. It was really a pleasant day all in all...we played, rested, built blocks, rested some more...a little tv time...etc. It was fantastic. I had thought that God was giving me a day at home to get "caught up" and I was so wrong! How silly of me! When I went in to do my seven loads of laundry the laundry room lights weren't working. It is pitch black in there without lights so...I couldn't wash and fold or put away the piles of clothes. Guess what? As Todd came in the door tonight...my laundry room light came back on. GO FIGURE! Does this mean the calvary arrived home? YES!!! Okay Lord...thank you for this glorious, precious gift of a day to just "be" and enjoy our home. It was well spent even if the little ones were under the weather. They felt safe and warm and were well doted on all day. Do you remember those days as a kids? I loved them and hope mine will cherish those same memories.

Okay...whats up with you not telling me you had a direct line to Brad and Jennifer??? I'll be looking for more from them!! WAHOO

Well, sleep well and watch out for the ice. You don't need or deserve a matching grapefruit sized bruise!! Am praying for you and all your "charges" out there. You are a mighty voice sweet friend.

Love ya,
Holly

Holly Crandell <hmcrand@comcast.net>
- Wednesday, December 15, 2004 8:35 PM CST
Oh Lynn you poor thing. Wow ice in Texas-that sounds crazy!! Sorry you slipped and fell-you are such a good sport for being able to look back and laugh at yourself now. I hope you feel better soon-thank goodness for great friends that came to your rescue. Praying for you and for Rick too. I am sure your contagious spirit helped his wife!
Praying for you as always,
Brooke
P.S-Hope you got the pictures I emailed you? :)

Brooke <bleyl22@adelphia.net>
Twinsburg, OH USA - Wednesday, December 15, 2004 5:59 PM CST
Dear Lyn,

You are becoming quite famous!!! You are spreading the gospel in this big, bad world. The next thing we know you will be on Oprah. Just wanted to let you know that I pray for you often and I know in my heart that with God's help you are going to beat this thing. You truly have a big heart and the greatest friends. I am sure that alot of people are envious of you. Keep up the good work.

Barb Moore <bmoore@cgsd.org>
Rogersville, PA USA - Wednesday, December 15, 2004 2:10 PM CST
Isn't Brad the sweetest for posting to you?
And people think our marriage is in trouble.
Nope!
Feel good Lynn

Jennifer Aniston <Jenniferanison@aol.com>
LA, CA - Wednesday, December 15, 2004 1:30 PM CST
Am praying for you now as you endure another treatment. Your stength amazes me and your human side warms my heart. Love ya,
Vicky

Vicky <vickyn@prattthompson.com>
Scottsdale, AZ USA - Wednesday, December 15, 2004 11:05 AM CST
Lynn-
Even when you think you have nothing to report, it helps those of us checking in on you just to "hear" your voice. I, too, wonder how my "To Do" list got so long when I have been trying very hard to minimize, relax, enjoy, etc. I've decided, however, that with three kids and church, school, work, and family/friend holiday activities....it's just like you said. Any one of these things individually are manageable. It's when they are all combined in a span of just a few weeks....whew! What I am doing differently this holiday season, though, is finding joy where once I might have found stress. It's all in how you "see"....with your heart instead of your head. Praise God for my rose-colored glasses! :)

Lori Boling <loriboling@peoplepc.com>
Forney, TX - Wednesday, December 15, 2004 10:50 AM CST
Hello Friend! What a wonderful person you are. In all that you are going thru you take time to ask all of us to pray for someone else. What a good person you are. Thank you again for reminding us all to slow down.....

On that note I am so very glad to hear that you are human and get rushed and crazied by the season and all the things we want to do too. What would it be like to be a man and have the holidays just happen for you???? Sorry Randy, you are a good helper but, ladies, you know how we are, we like to do it all ourselves, so it is just as we want it to be, then we get frustrated because 'we have to do it all ourselves'. Poor guys they just can't win!
Once again good reminder to relax and enjoy! We will! We Will!
FIGHT SISTER FIGHT!! YOU CAN DO THIS!

Jill Smail <jill.smail@pharma.novartis.com>
Centennial, CO - Tuesday, December 14, 2004 11:49 PM CST
LBN...LYB...TJJ
You just make me smile, so I had to say "Hi". Great post today (as always).

Brad Pitt <tkbkj@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, December 14, 2004 10:33 PM CST
Oh sweet friend,
God speaks through your post every single time you put your fingers to the keys. My laundry AND the "laundry list" are piled high you know but the "slow it down" process is working and I am enjoying the hustle and enjoying what each day brings. Today...it brought lunch with you - and shopping to boot! WAHOO Boy..that did my heart good.

My heart was also feeling good to have your sweet kids at our house. Everyone played so nicely together albeit the boys were much louder (even outside) than the girls! HA Upon the notice of "15 more minutes" to the girls and the subsequent coniption (sp?) fit from both, the dinner offer sounded so good to them. When I told Taylor that you had said the awaited "yes, she can stay for dinner" she says "Yea...I can smell the good food cooking already!" I love that girl!!! An enjoyable time was had by all and although they cleaned up and packed up quickly after eating it wasn't with out a few pleas of "just a few more minutes!!!" HA They loved "dining together" and were so cute...in spite of my crowd's loud and obnoxious belches -oops!

Well, I think I would speak for a lot of readers that your posts are valuable to each of us...even when you don't feel there is much to report. So keep on postin' my friend...we'll keep on readin' and bein' here for you. Love you dearly and we'll see you in the morning. Sweet dreams, Holly

Holly Crandell <hmcrand@comcast.net>
- Tuesday, December 14, 2004 8:05 PM CST
Wishing you a happy Wednesday! We're thinking of you and praying for you!

Melissa <melissa@snfriends.com>
Houston, TX USA - Tuesday, December 14, 2004 5:47 PM CST
Hey Girlie-girl,
Just taking a break from my busy day! I wanted to say hi and tell you that Jesus loves you! Have a wonderful evening! Hugs...Anna

Anna <chiefrainwater@ev1.net>
- Tuesday, December 14, 2004 5:15 PM CST
Hi Friend..You were covered in prayer at 11 am today! Hope that all went well. I can't wait to see you and Taylor on Wednesday! Have a great evening! Hugs and Love..Anna
Anna <chiefrainwater@ev1.net>
- Monday, December 13, 2004 9:00 PM CST
Lynn-
On the healthy food line.....I had an oncologist tell me once that she fed her family either broccoli or spinach every day because she truly believed in their cancer prevention powers. I will tell you that neither of those foods make Randy or Carson at all Happy!!! But I am not above bribery!! OR cheese sauce! EAT GREEN! (with good wine) Love ya!

Jill Smail <jill.smail@pharma.novartis.com>
Centennial, CO - Monday, December 13, 2004 4:14 PM CST
Hi Lynn,
Just wanted you to know that I prayed for you this morning-as always. Hope you are feeling better. Drink some O.J-so you don't get sick :) (do they make organic o.j??);)
Sounds like you had a great weekend visiting w/ santa. We took Ella to see santa too, it was adorable.
-Brooke

Brooke <bleyl22@adelphia.net>
Twinsburg, OH USA - Monday, December 13, 2004 1:58 PM CST
just wanted to send more prayers and love your way! i am praying for you and your family... keep your chin up girl!
Gloria Miller <gloria.miller@turner.com>
New York, NY - Monday, December 13, 2004 11:22 AM CST
Good luck as you head into week #2! I'm praying for you daily at 11! Keep on fighting!!
Melissa Schmitz <melissa@snfriends.com>
Houston, TX USA - Monday, December 13, 2004 10:23 AM CST
Lynn-I'll be thinking of you and praying for you at 11:00 a.m. today. I hope the radiation goes well for you. I will also pray that you don't get sick. Hopefully since you woke up feeling fine the virus won't hit! Glad you had a great weekend! Sounds like Santa added some good fun. Even though I don't color my hair (just did it for the first time a month ago) I can understand how great you feel now that you had it colored! :) Love, Heidi
Heidi Isaak <heidi.isaak@genmill.com>
New Hope, MN USA - Monday, December 13, 2004 9:41 AM CST
Sweet Lynn, I loved watching you laugh as Jacob played Adam at Legacy Drive on Wed. Your smile brings so much warmth to my soul. I pray that all your pain is gone and that you get some rest with this hectec week coming up. I love how you enjoy and embrace all things in your life and I love having the priviledge to know you. What a strong and faithful servant you are to our Lord. I pray so hard that the pain goes away and the the energy is restored. Just thinking about you here at 4 am hoping you are sleeping pacefully.
Thoughts and prayers going out to you.
Tracy

Tracy Free <Tracyfree20@hotmail.com>
pLANO, tx - Monday, December 13, 2004 4:24 AM CST
Hey sweet friend.........I've had quite a busy weekend & I am sad I haven't had a breather to pick up the phone to call and say a simple hello. I hope you've had a fantastic weekend.

Pete's message was AWESOME this morning - I hope you were there to hear it. Well............I just wanted to let you know I'm missing you & thinking about you. I hope to see you in the car-pool line tomorrow.

Sweet dreams ~ JennyGwynn

JennyGwynn <jennygwynn@comcast.net>
Frisco, - Sunday, December 12, 2004 10:07 PM CST
Lynn,
Just wanted to tell you "thanks for listening." You are a great friend! Love..Anna

Anna <chiefrainwater@ev1.net>
- Sunday, December 12, 2004 9:30 PM CST
Lynn,
You are still in my prayers! Sally was here Fri-Sun. We had a big time as usual and are so blessed to be able to do these interludes. May the last 80% go faster and faster and make you healthier and healthier!! Love you all, Aunt M

Aunt Mary <gladme@iowatelecom.net>
- Sunday, December 12, 2004 8:26 PM CST
DEAR DAUGHTER-IN-LOVE, COULDN'T GO TO BED TONIGHT WITHOUT THANKING YOU AND MY"LUMP OF GOLD" FOR HELPING ME OUT WITH NICK. IT WAS HUGE, HUGE AND I KNOW I GONNA PAY.HA THE PAGENT AT PRESTONWOOD WAS AWESOME AS USUAL. WEHAD GREAT FUN WITH YVONNE AND BOB AND THEY SEND THEIR LOVE AND PRAYERS. SLEEP WELL,MY LOVE, YOUR PRAYER WARRIORS ARE WITH YOU. LOVE, DEAN AND GAIL
GAIL NEWMAN <newmanj36@netscape.net>
FRISCO, TX - Sunday, December 12, 2004 7:51 PM CST
Hey Girlie! It was great getting to sit with you and Dave at church this morning! You looked beautiful as always! Hope you enjoyed more beautiful weather straight from heaven today! Madeline and I went and did some damage shopping this afternoon! I love having a daughter to shop with...:) I will be on my knees in prayer for you tomorrow at 11 am! Hugs...Anna
Anna <chiefrainwater@ev1.net>
- Sunday, December 12, 2004 5:51 PM CST
Hi Lynn. I am a friend of Sue and Waynes in Arizona and we are still fighting cancer here. We have added your name to our prayer list at church and in our home. Have you tried the graviola yet?? Doctors don't know everything about our immune systems yet so anything that works for you is 100%. Keep your patience in this as your children need you here. Our love, support, and prayers Diana and Jim Tompkins
Diana King-Tompkins <dckt0446@aol.com>
Gilbert, AZ U.S. - Saturday, December 11, 2004 10:56 PM CST
Hi Lynn-
I hope that you got out and enjoyed this beautiful Texas weather today! We had our our lifegroup Christmas party earlier this evening and had such a great time. We had a white elephant gift exchange and included the kids too. The best part was not the gag gifts but the kids response to opening something they didn't want...and they were very verbal about whether or not it was a keeper!:) And then trying to explain to them that at any given time , someone could take their gift away as well....at one point one of the kids said, "We aren't supposed to take things away from other people, that's what mommy says!" Lesson learned...we won't be including the kids in that part of the celebration next year!!!Hee! Hee! Anyway, just thought I would send you an e-mail hug before I go to bed. I hope to see you at church in the morning! Hugs...Anna

Anna <chiefrainwater@ev1.net>
- Saturday, December 11, 2004 9:57 PM CST
Good Morning my dear Cyber Friend,
Was thinking of you this morning-and praying for you. I sure hope your ouchies are healing and that all your discomfort is going away! You are so strong and so brave. We all draw strength from you Lynn!

It is snowing here in Ohio and such a beautiful sight. Hope you got the pictures I sent you of our glorious baptism day!!! Have a fantastic Saturday!!
With Love,
Brooke
Brooke

Brooke <bleyl22@adelphia.net>
Twinsburg, OH USA - Saturday, December 11, 2004 9:13 AM CST
GOODMORNING SUNSHINE, ONE WEEK DOWN !!!!!! I AM IN COMPLETE AWE OF YOUR STRENGTH DURING THIS ORDEAL. DEAN AND I ARE SO PROUD OF YOUR ABIDING LOVE AND TRUST OF CHRIST. YOU KNOW THE FAMOUS 'FOOTPRINTS' STORY OF CHRIST'S CARRYING US TROUGH ROUGH TIMES. HE IS WALKING WITH YOU HAND -IN-HAND AND YOUR FAMILY AND FRIENDS ARE RIGHT BEHIND. STAY STRONG !!! WE ALL LOVE YOU SO MUCH. GAIL
GAIL NEWMAN <newmanj36@netscape.net>
FRISCO, TX - Saturday, December 11, 2004 8:44 AM CST
Hello My Friend!!!!
It felt so good to wake up this morning and be able to check on you, check my e-mails, and just say "YA-HOO!" when I was able to get on the internet!!!! My computer was having some repairs done..I was going nuts not being able to have access to anything!!! Your little "fan club" was sad that they couldn't talk to Ms. Lynn! Anyway, I am finally all caught up with you!:) Even though I haven't sent ya a note` in a week, I am praying for you everyday at 11am! We went to see a production of "A Charlie Brown Christmas" last night at the church where our kids went to VBS last summer. They had a jazz trio that played all of the music. The kids had front row seats and couldn't contain themselves whenever the music started!:) Afterwards, the pastor shared the true meaning of Christmas just as "Linus" did and I found myself crying! What a beautiful message ...You can see the world standing tall, but to witness the savior, you have to get on your knees! Wow!!!`Looking forward to seeing you soon Lynn! Hugs and Love...Anna

Anna <chiefrainwater@ev1.net>
- Saturday, December 11, 2004 8:19 AM CST
One more day of radiation this week! One more!
YOU CAN DO IT!!
Stay Strong Sister!

Jill Smail <jill.smail@pharma.novartis.com>
Centennial, CO - Thursday, December 9, 2004 10:41 PM CST
Dear Lynn, I am thinking about you always. I Find such hope and inspirations from your daily posts. You are such an amazing women in faith. Gods love is so strong for you I feel it in every word you write. I am sorry you are experiencing pain and discomfort. I hope you start to heal very soon. I hope you know, I would LOVE, LOVE to bring you a fresh juice any time of day you want. I am just a call away. I want to be you fresh juice captain. Take care ,Patty
Patty Donohue <pattyd211@hotmail.com>
Richardson, tx - Thursday, December 9, 2004 9:34 PM CST
oopsy Lynn- sorry I tacked on two extra treatments in my earlier post. 21 more to go-sounds much better :)
-Brooke

Brooke Bleyl <bleyl22@adelphia.net>
Twinsburg, OH USA - Thursday, December 9, 2004 8:31 PM CST
Lynn,
Just wanted to tell you (again)how much I enjoy your stories and reminders to us to enjoy life. You are in my thoughts and prayers everyday. Thanks for being such an inspiration to all of us.
Love ya,

Susan Carter <knscarter@advantexmail.net>
Frisco, Tx USA - Thursday, December 9, 2004 7:51 PM CST
Lynn,
As someone who is not a Christian, I still can't stop thinking about that man who fell off the roof, did not break a bone and discovered he had cancer! Unbelievable!
Thanks for a reminder from someone who knows that life is not to be rushed through and taken for granted.
You are so right that noone remembers what gift they gave their co-worker 3 weeks later.
I am trying to play down 8 nights of Chanukah to my kids like It's JUST not important the gifts you receive. They will not change your life or make you any happier. The whole miracle of Chanukah is that people somehow survived with 8 nights of oil when there was only enough for one night! Those are the things that sustain people, the small "miracles" or large ones that allow us to look around our own lives and make others better!
Hope your day was ok. Take care

Liz <laliz22@aol.com>
Chicago, il - Thursday, December 9, 2004 5:46 PM CST
Well, I just had to jump on and brag for all your faithful readers that I got the blessing of having a personal email from you!!! It is kinda like getting an autograph from a rock star at a concert-well that is my comparison anyways :)

You are never far from my thoughts Lynn and always in my prayers! 23 more to go girl!!!! Thank You for inspiring us all with your message daily.
We will be buying a Birthday cake for Jesus-and that will be the tradition that I am starting with my family this year-just wanted to share.
Lot's of Love,
Brooke

Brooke <bleyl22@adelphia.net>
Twinsburg, OH USA - Thursday, December 9, 2004 4:37 PM CST
Lynn,
I just want to say how encouraging your words are to me! I am so thankful to GOD that your treatments are going as smoothly as they are. Thank you for commenting on Christmas I too am a christian & agree with you and I hope that this year more people will give their life to Christ & understand the True meaning of Christmas. It is not about Santa or presents or any material thing; it is about our Lord Jesus Christ who died for us, that itself is a christmas gift a thousand times over!! I pray that all the remainder treatments are smooth for you. God Bless & take care.

Heather <butlers38451@peoplepc.com>
Culleoka, TN USA - Thursday, December 9, 2004 2:22 PM CST
I am thinking of you this morning. Keep your stories coming because they are such real reminders for everyone! Hope you are having a fabulous day. I love ya tons and bunches!!!!!!!!

Jackie

jackie delvalle <jackierdelvalle@yahoo.com>
northridge, ca usa - Thursday, December 9, 2004 12:45 AM CST
Hi Lynn...Thanks for the reminder to keep Christmas in perspective. I really needed that! We all get so caught up in all the commercialism of Christmas-it's so sad, I wish everyone could read your message. I know my day is not complete unless I check in with you! You always bring such inspiration to my day. Thanks for your wisdom and I wish you a great day and a beautiful holiday season! The prayers are coming in strong at 11:00 everyday!! Christine
Christine La Plante <christine7459@aol.com>
Lone Tree, CO - Thursday, December 9, 2004 10:57 AM CST
Morning Butt!

Have a wonderful day. I'll see you in 9 days!!!!!!

I love you very much.
Terri

Terri <teresacgreene@hotmail.com>
Kailua-Kona, HI - Thursday, December 9, 2004 10:10 AM CST
Dear Lynn,

Sorry I haven't entered anything lately. I do however pray for you at 11:00 everyday. I have a stickie on my computer screen which helps me to remember. Work and the Holidays are stressful but you, as usual, put it all in perspective. Continue to recover and we will continue to pray for your remarkable life.

Barb Moore <bmoore@cgssd.org>
Rogersville, PA - Thursday, December 9, 2004 9:28 AM CST
Last night I only had time to write "Amen", but I really wanted to tell you that we all need to be reminded of what this season is all about & you remind us all so eloquently! Thank you for your faith and insite! Prayers for you today & for a wonderful weekend!
Melissa Schmitz <melissa@snfriends.com>
Houston, TX USA - Thursday, December 9, 2004 8:37 AM CST
Oh Lynn, you have no idea how much I needed that reminder to slow down! Thank you so much!
The count down is on! Only 22 more to go! Hang tough - as I know you will! Have a blessed day!

pattie <pwilson@epsilon.com>
- Thursday, December 9, 2004 8:05 AM CST
DEAR DAUGHTER-IN-LOVE, GOOD MORNING,LOVEE!! WATCHING JAKE'S SCHOOL CHRISTMAS PAGENT BROUGHT BACK SUCH MEMORIES. I RECALL DAVID AS A CAMEL CRAWLING DOWN THE AISLE ON ALL FOURS, SO PROUD AND TAMI WHOSE HALO KEPT SLIPING. NOW I HAVE THE MEMORY OF JAKE,AS ADAM, HIDING BEHIND THE TREE OF LIFE FROM GOD. HE WAS A VERY SERIOUS ADAM!!!! HAVE A GREAT DAY. YOU'RE MAKING GOD'S HEART HAPPY. THE MOTHER-IN-LOVE
GAIL NEWMAN <NEWMANJ36@NETSCAPE.NET>
FRISCO, TX - Thursday, December 9, 2004 8:03 AM CST
Hey sweet friend,
I haven't posted in a while but that is only because I keep up and talk to you nine thousand ...okay...realistically..nine hundred times a day! SMILE! I love you girl and will miss you terribly...thank goodness for the internet and cell phones. I will be warmin' up the streets of New York for you.
Your post was awesome as usual....23is nothing compared to what is behind you! Am hoping you'll heed the good doc's advice and do those three things he recommended before next week!! Sleep well and sweet dreams....Holly

Holly <hmcrand@comcast.net>
- Wednesday, December 8, 2004 11:27 PM CST
Thank you for the reminder to SLOW DOWN! You are Sooooooo right!
FIGHT SISTER FIGHT!

Jill Smail <jill.smail@pharma.novartis.com>
Centennial, CO - Wednesday, December 8, 2004 11:14 PM CST
Amen!
Melissa Schmitz <melissa@snfriends.com>
Houston, TX USA - Wednesday, December 8, 2004 8:41 PM CST
23 to go.....PIECE OF CAKE, BABE!

Love,

Dana

Dana Eisenberg <danafeis@go.com>
- Wednesday, December 8, 2004 5:23 PM CST
Good morning my friend! Just wanted to let you know I'm thinking of you today! Much love, Jean
Jean Prince <jean.prince@mail.sprint.com>
Irvine, CA USA - Wednesday, December 8, 2004 1:08 PM CST
Lynn,
I was awake last night for hours stressing about stupid stuff like getting the house organized, buying gifts, etc., etc. After about 2 hours of this nonsense, I thought of you and remembered about finding peace in chaos and perspective. Thank you so much for that!! It was so comforting to think of you and spend time in prayer in the middle of the night. I am praying for you now as you endure #3. God Bless and thank you God for putting Lynn in my life :)
Vicky

Vicky <vickyn@prattthompson.com>
Scottsdale, AZ - Wednesday, December 8, 2004 11:00 AM CST
Just a quick not to let you know I'm thinking of you as always & praying especially hard at 11! I hope you have a great day!!
Melissa Schmitz <melissa@snfriends.com>
Houston, TX USA - Wednesday, December 8, 2004 8:53 AM CST
Lynn
I'm thinking of you. Hope you have a wonderful day!! Beth

Beth <bethtouhey@hotmail.com>
burnsville, mn - Wednesday, December 8, 2004 8:15 AM CST
Two down!!! YOU CAN DO IT!
FIGHT SISTER FIGHT!! We are all out here fighting for you dear friend!
Hang in there!

Jill Smail <jill.smail@pharma.novartis.com>
Centennial, CO - Tuesday, December 7, 2004 11:07 PM CST
Lynn I have mentioned before that you inspire me. I check your site everyday. I look forward to what your words will teach me. What a tool you are for the Lord! YOU GO GIRL! I pray that you will be healed. Thank you for sharing your story. God bless you and your family.
Robin Russell <russell2500@netscape.net>
Raleigh, NC - Tuesday, December 7, 2004 7:55 PM CST
Terri Greene, who is Lynn's sister, also, at one time was my manager. Terri told me about her sister Lynn and her website. I love Terri very much, and I know how much she loves her sister and how difficult this is for everyone. Please know that I will keep Lynn in my prayers everyday!
Suzann MacDowell <ssmacdowell1@cox.net>
Phoenix, AZ United States - Tuesday, December 7, 2004 1:08 PM CST
Greetings from Phoenix Arizona ! I am a friend of your cousin Lisa Gifford. Lisa has described you as an amazing women, and after reading your journal I do understand why she feels that way. I wish there was a magic wand that would help people who need it or those that are experiencing what you and the gentlemen in the journal are going through. God is our answer. Although God does get very busy we must continue to demostrate our patience's and our faith. I wish you the best in your journey in life and I pray that you and your family will have a very special and Merry Christmas.
Cindy Finch <Cindyfinch@discoverfinancial.com>
Phoenix, AZ - Tuesday, December 7, 2004 11:46 AM CST
Lynn, Thank you for our talk and letting me here things from you. It makes me feel better just to hear the voice. I hope you are feeling well today. Keep the faith going Lynn! You are amazing and I am getting my hair cut off Saturday! Yee Haw! I will send pictures ok. Love you! Jackie
Jackie DelVallle/Mauder <jackierdelvalle@yahoo.com>
Northridge, CA USA - Tuesday, December 7, 2004 11:37 AM CST
Good morning my friend - And let me tell you how cool it is to be able to say you are my friend!!! Reading through the many amazing post from countless people that you've reached - your spirit & faith continues to inspire me and soooooooooo many others. YOU GO GIRL!!!! As you head off to radition within the hour, I've already started praying for you today. I can't wait to hear if you have another touching story from "the lab" to share with all of us tonight.

Love ya girl - see you at bible study! JennyGwynn

JennyGwynn <jennygwynn@comcast.net>
Frisco, - Tuesday, December 7, 2004 10:02 AM CST
lynn,
Amen to the 1 down!! You are such a trooper. Thank you for sharing the stories from your visit. I know it helps all of us as well as you!! God continues to bless. Love you, Aunt Mary

Aunt Mary <gladme@iowatelecom.net>
- Tuesday, December 7, 2004 9:53 AM CST


Lynne, I come to your site, via Dana Eisenburg. You truly are an inspiration to the world! I have been eavesdropping...ok, ok, spying...ok, ok,...prying into your private world...for several weeks now, and each entry leaves me more and more in awe of your faith! I am currently battling severe depression, and your words bring me hope! They keep me going. I followed Allie Scott's journey for many months, her spirit, and determination were amazing and even more so were her parents. As Allie left her earthly body...my faith began lingering again, yet through her, I found Sam's site, thus Dana, and now you. The big circle of life. And for that I am thankful.
I didn't come here to dump off my problems, but to THANK YOU from the bottom,(and top and sides) of my heart for allowing me to see a glimpse of "what's out there", how prespective is everything! Your entries remind me so much of "Chicken Soup for the Soul" books. Please keep inspiring, keep fighting, keep believing. Your life is a testiment to others! With much Love!!

Janice Stevens <Heresdami@aol.com>
Bedford, VA USA - Tuesday, December 7, 2004 4:42 AM CST
Lynn, once again your journal was inspiring.

How wonderful that God is using your sickness to heal so many wounded hearts. While I don't get to your journal every day I enjoy reading back when I have a moment -- seeing how you're touching so many people. God obviously chose a special person for this task. I am amazed by your faith and strength. I continue to keep you and your family in my prayers.

Keep on fighting!

Missy Crump <missy_crump@yahoo.com>
Frisco, TX - Monday, December 6, 2004 9:24 PM CST
Hello Lynn,
This is the first time I have signed your guestbook, but I have been faithfully following your journey for some time now. Your interesting post tonight about the lady in the waiting room touched home for me. My father had throat cancer 8 years ago. During the treatments, first radiation, then chemo the next year, he lost his taste, and had to have a feeding tube for nourishment. It was at that point in my life that I realized that all too often I took things for granted. I would grumble about the traffic to work, work itself, and anything and everything in between. When I saw what my dear Father went through, it humbled me. I can't say that I haven't stumbled a lot since then, but I try to see that there is always someone in greater need than myself, and I thank the good Lord daily for the blessings He has bestowed upon me. One of those blessings is your daily journal. I look forward daily to your posts, which more often than not, teach me something about my faith. Thank you for being such a witness of faith in such trying times. You are an inspiration, and I pray daily that your cancer will be gone, and you will go on to inspire many more lives as you live through the horrors of cancer.
God Bless You,
Tracy Jones

Tracy Jones <tracypaigejones@yahoo.com>
Kingsport, TN USA - Monday, December 6, 2004 8:38 PM CST
Lynn, As I sign in again here, still waiting to hear that sweet Texas accent on the other end, I am praying for you and your family. Keep the faith and courage Lynn. Keep fighting!!!

Love,
Jackie

jackie delvalle <jackierdelvalle@yahoo.com>
northridge, ca usa - Monday, December 6, 2004 7:28 PM CST
Hi Lynn,
Sorry we are hogging your guestbook tonight. After I was finishing up my first entry, Grant caught me and said,"Wait!! I have to talk to Ms. Lynn tonight!" Then it trickled down to Madeline and Camden!:) Enjoy!!! Oh, it also gave me a chance to read your post...great God stories. Thanks for sharing. You are a blessing to me! Hugs again...Anna

Anna <chiefrainwater@ev1.net>
- Monday, December 6, 2004 7:14 PM CST
dera mrs.len,
i hop that you will git the kansr away. i wnt to git you a stuft animl dog lik min. it is a goldn retrevr.
love, camden

Camden Rainwater <chiefrainwater@ev1.net>
- Monday, December 6, 2004 7:06 PM CST
Hello Lyn from your online radiation therapist in SC. (I have been following your site.) I will be lifting you up in prayer everyday as I plan radiation treatments for lots of people like you. No lymphamdema, no lymphadema, say it with me everybody...No lymphadema!!! Have a great week!!
Keri Brown <keribrown@comcast.net>
North Augusta, SC USA - Monday, December 6, 2004 6:56 PM CST
Dear Mrs.Lynn,
Did you wear your faith braclet today? I hope your cancer
goes away sooner than later.Tell Taylor that I said hi.
Love,
Madeline

Madeline Rainwater <chiefrainwater@ev1.net>
- Monday, December 6, 2004 6:55 PM CST
Der mrs. Len,
I Hope that your cancl gos away . you look bootiful at
chrch. love, Grant

Grant Rainwater <chiefrainwater@ev1.net>
- Monday, December 6, 2004 6:47 PM CST
Sweet Friend,
I prayed for you this morning just as you asked! I hope all went well. I pray that you were surrounded by peace. You keep fighting girlfriend!!! Love and Hugs...Anna

Anna <chiefrainwater@ev1.net>
- Monday, December 6, 2004 6:24 PM CST
I hope your first treatment went well today Lynn. You are in my thoughts and prayers! Love, Heidi
Heidi Isaak <heidi.isaak@genmill.com>
New Hope, MN USA - Monday, December 6, 2004 1:01 PM CST
Lynn,
Thinking of you today, praying, praying. Prayer chains are all connected out here in California. Keep up your faith, because he will see you through this time.

Love,
Jackie


jackie delvalle <jackierdelvalle@yahoo.com>
northridge, ca usa - Monday, December 6, 2004 12:16 AM CST
Lynn-Praying for you this morning as you start your radiation! Love the new picture-what a great looking group of friends. Handsome husbands and you girls are all so beautiful-sounds like you had a blast!
Praying for you!
-Brooke

Brooke <bleyl22@adelphia.net>
Twinsburg, OH USA - Monday, December 6, 2004 11:04 AM CST
Lynn,
What GREAT pictures of you and the gang! And to hear you looked that great in church in the morning. I am so comforted knowing that you are all out having FUN! Tis the season! I am thinking and praying for you today and always as you start you radiation. I pray this will be your last "treatments" to rid you of this disease and its all your familys events and games we keep up on! Beth

Beth <bethtouhey@hotmail.com>
burnsville, mn - Monday, December 6, 2004 9:33 AM CST
What a great looking group! So glad you guys had such a fun evening "out on the town"! And you somehow managed to still look awesome early Sunday morning! Lots of love and prayers to you this morning! Pattie
pattie <pwilson@epsilon.com>
- Monday, December 6, 2004 8:49 AM CST
Peace...Jill, a perfect message for all; in sickness and health.
Lynn, praying for restoration of you body, normal blood counts, and no contagious disease in your household for the next several weeks...and of course Jill's wonderful hope of peace for you and David during it all.

Lorie Murray <tlcmur@comcast.net>
Plano, TX - Monday, December 6, 2004 8:43 AM CST
Good morning Lynn!

Prayers are flowing your way this morning..........all will be good.

Love ya! JennyGwynn

JennyGwynn <jennygwynn@comcast.net>
Frisco, - Monday, December 6, 2004 8:07 AM CST
I just wanted to take a moment to let you know that you were in my prayers today as alway. Today especially- I know God was smiling on us all and rejoicing as my daughter, husband, brother and nephew were all baptised. Thank You Lynn for inspiring me to reconnect with Christ. Your Faith helped lead me and my family into His loving arms today. We shared a glorious, magical day with family and friends-and you were never for a moment far from my thoughts today. I also thought quite a bit about Holly and JennyGwyn-who are both also so inspirational!
Thank You Lynn!
-Brooke

Brooke <bleyl22@adelphia.net>
Twinsburg, OH USA - Sunday, December 5, 2004 9:18 PM CST
DEAR DAUGHTER-IN-LOVE, WE WILL BE IN PRAYER AT ELEVEN TOMORROW. REMEMBER, YOU HAVE ALOT OF PRAYER WARRIORS COVERING YOU. REST WELL TONIGHT. WE LOVE YOU, DEAN AND GAIL
GAIL NEWMAN <newmanj36@netscape.net>
FRISCO, TX - Sunday, December 5, 2004 9:12 PM CST
Beautiful pictures! They are great! So glad you all had so much fun! Keep it up!
FIGHT SISTER FIGHT!

Jill Smail <jill.smail@pharma.novartis.com>
Centennial, CO - Sunday, December 5, 2004 7:49 PM CST
Hi Lynn! You looked so pretty this morning at church. Camden and Grant were thrilled to see you, too! When we were walking to the car, Camden said, "Mommy, isn't it funny that Ms. Lynn is getting to know me better?" :) Anyway, glad you went out and painted the town last night! I pray you have a fantastic day tomorrow. Hugs..Anna
Anna <chiefrainwater@ev1.net>
- Sunday, December 5, 2004 7:17 PM CST

Hey Lynn,

Wow! You look so pretty in your recent pictures that you posted. I have been thinking alot about you lately and hoping you are feeling good. December seems to be very crazy getting ready for Christmas! By the way Happy belated Thanksgiving. Mike and I had 20+ people here for Thanksgiving, so needless to say I never got to touch base.Please, lets talk soon! Love always, Jules

Julie Pettit <japettit@comcast.net>
Littleton, Co USA - Sunday, December 5, 2004 7:00 PM CST
Lynn,
Your pictures are awesome! You look beautiful! Ok, I studied your haircut for a long time and I tell you what I think I am going to copycat yours. You are stunning and Dave looks pretty handsome too! Hope your feeling well this morning and know we here in the valley are praying hard.

Love ya
jackie delvalle

jackie delvalle <jackierdelvalle@yahoo.com>
northridge, ca usa - Sunday, December 5, 2004 10:31 AM CST
Beautiful pictures! They are great! So glad you all had so much fun! Keep it up!
FIGHT SISTER FIGHT!

Jill Smail <jill.smail@pharma.novartis.com>
Centennial, CO - Saturday, December 4, 2004 10:33 PM CST
DEAR DAUGHTER-IN-LOVE, THE PICTURES FROM LAST NIGHT ARE GREAT. WHAT THREE HANDSOME COUPLES AND SUCH AWESOME FRIENDS. THANK YOU HOLLY FOR SHARING "MEMORIES"!! ISN'T IT WONDERFULL THAT GOD PUT YOU ALL TOGETHER.? OUR CIRCLE OF LOVE JUST KEEPS GETTING BIGGER. SWEET DREAMS AND REST WELL TONIGHT. LOVE, GAIL AND DEAN
GAIL NEWMAN <NEWMANJ36@NETSCAPE.NET>
FRISCO, TX - Saturday, December 4, 2004 4:14 PM CST
Lynn,
Remember some years ago when you and Dave and Paul and I went to dinner, and we discussed what each of us thought was our greatest flaw? When we got to you I said, "Lynn doesn't have any flaws, she's perfect!" Then, to rib Dave, Paul said, "Yes she does. She's married to Dave!"

Well, all I can say is somehow you've perfected perfection. I greatly admire how you've combined your faith and your pluck to duke it out with this cancer - you are tenacious! And I love your creative problem solving, whether it be a 14 foot pre-lit Christmas tree or alternative medicine.

It is such a joy to have you as a friend.

Jami Jensen <jamipaul@msn.com>
Littleton, CO - Friday, December 3, 2004 10:23 PM CST
Hi Taylor,
I wanted to tell you that when I was putting Madeline to bed this evening, we were talking about our visit with your mommy today. Madeline had a great time but she also said, she wished that she could have seen you, too! She wishes that she could see you and Ashlynn everyday!:) Smooches...Ms.Anna

Anna <chiefrainwater@ev1.net>
- Friday, December 3, 2004 9:38 PM CST
Hi Lynn-
Thanks for letting us pop in this morning! You looked gorgeous...so did your tree!!! Thank you for letting Madeline come by and see you today. She was grinning from ear to ear when we left your house. Her words to me were...Mom, I feel really happy that I got to see Ms. Lynn and that she gave me a hug. Then when she read your post, she just beamed. Your words were so kind. Of course, Camden and Grant weren't too thrilled when they learned that sissy got to see Ms. Lynn and they had to go to school! :0 Well, I pray that you enjoy your weekend. You are such a dear person and I love that I can pray for you! Hugs and Love...Anna

Anna <chiefrainwater@ev1.net>
- Friday, December 3, 2004 7:25 PM CST
Lynn,

I'm sure you've been told this many times, but so often times your posts "hit home" in ways you might not have expected when you typed the words. I imagine this to be true for many of us readers.

These words in your journal today: "If you are having a hard day, or maybe just a busy one, please stop and take a moment to recognize all the ways God has blessed you" went straight to my heart. My mother-in-law passed away suddenly last night. I was feeling very sad today, obviously. I was having a "hard day." But your reminder to stop and recognize the ways that God has blessed me ... all I can say is WOW.

Those words truly made me stop and reflect on what an awesome life my dear mother-in-law lived, how many people she ministered to and witnessed to all of her 84 years, how much she loved the Lord, what she taught me through her faith, and the legacy she leaves my two beautiful children and her 11 other grandchildren and 5 great-grandchildren.

I went from sad to glad! Not to say that I'm no longer sad that I won't see her on earth, because I am sad about that. I'm sad for my husband that his mother is no longer physically here with us. But I am so GLAD that I had the privilege of knowing this wonderful woman and for the honor of calling her Mom for almost 29 years. I'm GLAD that my kids had a very fun and caring Nana, and that they have memories that are so precious and special. I'm GLAD that my mother-in-law was a Christian and we can know with confidence where she is and look forward to the time that we will all be together again one day. I'm GLAD for her, because she is happy today, dancing in heaven and basking in the Father's love. I know she is hearing the words she longed to hear "well done, good and faithful servant." I'm grateful beyond measure that she is reunited with the love of her life, my precious father-in-law. I'm just incredibly blessed that this woman was my "mother-in-love" (to use a Newman phrase!).

So today is a day of sadness, certainly, but one of joy as well. I knew that in my mind this morning, but after reading your message today, I now feel it in my heart. It makes me stronger to face the difficult week ahead.

I just wanted you to know one of the many ways that God used you today. You made me stop and count my blessings. I am grateful. Thank you.

Lynn, I will continue to pray for you and your family as you heal from surgery and begin your radiation treatments. I know you will come through this with grace and beauty. You are an incredibly strong woman and I admire you so much.

Have a beautiful day!

Kathy
Richardson, TX - Friday, December 3, 2004 3:22 PM CST
Lynn,
You are just as beautiful on the inside as you are on the outside! Guess God's got angels puttin' on the lipstick and "fixin' you up for the day inside and out! I know - that's kinda corny but hey - it's what I was thinking! :) You never cease to amaze me with your unwavering faith and trust in God! You are so precious.
I too have set the alarm on my computer to pray for you!
Lots of hugs, thoughts and prayers to you my friend and sister in Christ! Pattie

pattie <pwilson@epsilon.com>
- Friday, December 3, 2004 9:07 AM CST
Lynn,
You are just as beautiful on the inside as you are on the outside! Guess God's got angels puttin' on the lipstick and "fixin' you up for the day inside and out! I know - that's kinda corny but hey - it's what I was thinking! :) You never cease to amaze me with your unwavering faith and trust in God! You are so precious.
I too have set the alarm on my computer to pray for you!
Lots of hugs, thoughts and prayers to you my friend and sister in Christ! Pattie

pattie <pwilson@epsilon.com>
- Friday, December 3, 2004 9:07 AM CST
Good night dear friend!
I hope you sleep well!

Jill Smail <jill.smail@pharma.novartis.com>
Centennial, co - Thursday, December 2, 2004 10:43 PM CST
Hi Lynn, I have been following your inspirational site for a while and when I saw your post, I remembered that I had seen a short article about the effects of exercise on side effects, including lymphodema. You probably already know this, but just in case, the link is: http://www.news-medical.net/?id=1039

Jennifer
Dallas, TX - Thursday, December 2, 2004 5:20 PM CST
Thinking of you all Lynn. Thanks for the continued inspiration you bring to all of us. Aunt Mary
Aunt Mary <gladme@iowatelecom.net>
- Thursday, December 2, 2004 5:11 PM CST
Lynn
your website has been viewed almost 26,000 times in only 3 1/2 months== now that is pretty cool!!! Thinking of you!
Nancy

Nancy Jacobson <nancy.l.jacobson@wellsfargo.com>
katy, tx - Thursday, December 2, 2004 3:38 PM CST
Lynn & Dave - I felt compelled after Kim sent me the link to write a note. I know it has been a long time but I was aware of your cancer through Ann & Tom Taylor and I have thought of you often. What a joy to see you and your kids - adorable - we wish you all the best. I appreciate that Kim sent me this link and I will definately be praying for you and watching your progress. Please let us know if we can do anything - I am a big breast cancer supporter as my mom and my grandma are both survivors - stay positive and much strength to you and Dave and the kids - Love - Micki.
Michelle & Chris Gayle (Micki Hannon) <mgayle@na.ko.com>
Aurora, CO US - Thursday, December 2, 2004 3:25 PM CST
We will all"pray through it" with you Lynn! Hugs...Anna
Anna <chiefrainwater@ev1.net>
- Thursday, December 2, 2004 3:03 PM CST
GOOD MORNING LOVEE, WE'RE HOME. 875MILES DOOR TO DOOR!!!!YOUR INSIGHT IN 'JOY TROUGH SUFFERING' IS POWERFULL. PAUL HAS MADE THAT OBSERVATION IN HIS STRUGGLES TO BRING CHRIST AND HIS MESSAGE TO HIS PEOPLE. STAY STRONG AND CONTINUE TO MAKE GOD SMILE. LOVE, GAIL
GAIL NEWMAN <newmanj36@netscape.net>
FRISCO, TX - Thursday, December 2, 2004 11:12 AM CST
Good wonderful morning, Lynn! You asked...and I've set my computer calendar to pop up each morning here at work with a reminder to pray for you before radiation. On this chilly (though sunny!) morning, wrap yourself in all the warm, loving, prayerful thoughts so many of us are sending your way.
Lori Boling <LoriBoling@peoplepc.com>
Forney, TX - Thursday, December 2, 2004 10:06 AM CST
Good wonderful morning, Lynn! You asked...and I've set my computer calendar to pop up each morning here at work with a reminder to pray for you before radiation. On this chilly (though sunny!) morning, wrap yourself in all the warm, loving, prayerful thoughts so many of us are sending your way.
Lori Boling <LoriBoling@peoplepc.com>
Forney, TX - Thursday, December 2, 2004 10:06 AM CST
OK - now I know what to do everyday at 11:00 am - PRAY! And I will put a post-it on my computer right now (did it), so I will be thinknig and praying for you and your wonderful family!!
Take Care & I'm so happy that you keep the faith!!

Melissa Schmitz <melissa@snfriends.com>
Houston, TX USA - Thursday, December 2, 2004 8:16 AM CST
Hi Lynn - I've been checking in on you for awhile now and am glad to hear you have such an upbeat and positive attitude. You will continue to be in my thoughts in the days to come...
Lara Shields, Friends of Allie <lara_shields@mac.com>
Temple, NH USA - Thursday, December 2, 2004 6:48 AM CST
Dear Dana,

Thank you for your kind words and for your SP correction. You are absolutely right and I updated my post from last night. Love ya my friend.

Lynn
- Thursday, December 2, 2004 5:52 AM CST
I am praying for you.
Kelly May <kg.may@comcast.net>
Plano, Tx USA - Thursday, December 2, 2004 0:43 AM CST
Lynn, You are never far from my thoughts and always in my prayers. Your faith is an inspiration. With love, Maria
Maria Ashcraft <texasecho@hotmail.com>
Frisco, TX usa - Wednesday, December 1, 2004 11:29 PM CST
Lynn,

I read your prayer requests - DONE!!!

Don't ya love it when we get those lil nudges or confirmations that God is right there next to us answering prayers that some times we don't even know need answering?! (Less rounds of radition this year is a big one.) It's those faith building moments that warm my heart (and you know exactly where my heart is today). So many YEAH GODS today, so many blessings each & every day!!

Sleep well my friend! Love ya ~ JennyGwynn

JennyGwynn <jennygwynn@comcast.net>
Frisco, - Wednesday, December 1, 2004 10:55 PM CST
Dear Lynn,

Just gotta say: Your spirit and faith is infectious!!! Prayers coming your way from California!

Pam <elliottsbride98@yahoo.com>
Los Angeles, CA - Wednesday, December 1, 2004 10:38 PM CST
Hi Sweet Lynn,

So good to speak with you today albeit too short as usual. Dennis & I speak of you and Holly almost daily now. Glad Dr. H & G were of benefit to you today. One side note....you used the word, "Lymphoma" many times tonight but I know you meant to use the word, "Lymphodema." Big difference as Lymphoma is a blood cancer.

We love you and would love to see you and your "partner in crime" very very soon!

xxoo,

Dana & Family

Dana Eisenberg <danafeis@go.com>
- Wednesday, December 1, 2004 10:26 PM CST
If the Dr. in your post is Dr. Lorraine Day, I ordered her tapes one day and she seems to really know what she is talking about. Please let us know. Blessings to you and yours.
BH
TX - Wednesday, December 1, 2004 10:05 PM CST
Hi Lynn!
Hope you got out and enjoyed God's sunshine today! I just wanted to tell you that you were thought of often today. I pray that you continue to enjoy every blessing that God brings your way! Oh, Grant wanted me to tell you that he hopes that you get well and that your "cancel" goes away.:) Praying for you friend...Anna and Grant

Anna and Grant <chiefrainwater@ev1.net>
- Wednesday, December 1, 2004 9:11 PM CST
Thinking of you and praying for you this evening Lynn.
-Brooke

Brooke <bleyl22@adelphia.net>
Twinsburg, OH USA - Wednesday, December 1, 2004 9:03 PM CST
Lynn:
I have thought of you so often in the last weeks and read the web-site and have not written. I just wanted you to know that our constant and continued prayers are with you and your family. Having dealt with cancer in my own family I know how it can rock the very foundations of your life and faith. I cannot express how glad I am that you are looking into natural healing methods. If you are interested I have information on this myself. Please let us know if there is anything that we can do for you. Love to you all this holiday season.

Jerri <mxjxhill@msn.com>
- Wednesday, December 1, 2004 5:57 PM CST
Hi, friends-

Some of you have dealt with breast cancer, and many of us have loved ones who have, too. A friend shared this with me, and I felt it was worthwhile to post here. Will you plese share this with others, too?
Thanks.



NOTE: If you sign up, you are only required to give your name and zip
code, all other information is optional.

Breast Cancer Hospitalization Bill - Important legislation for all
women. If there was ever a time when our voices and choices should be
heard, this is one of those times.

There's a bill called the Breast Cancer Patient Protection Act which
will require insurance companies to cover a minimum 48-hour hospital
stay for patients undergoing a mastectomy. It's about eliminating the
"drive-through mastectomy" where women are forced to go home hours
after
surgery against the wishes of their doctor, still groggy from
anesthesia
and sometimes with drainage tubes still attached.

Lifetime Television has put this bill on their web page with a
petition
drive to show your support. Last year over half the House signed on.
Please sign the petition by clicking on the web site below. You need
not
give more than your name and zip code number.

http://www.lifetimetv.com/health/breast_mastectomy_pledge.html


Friend
- Wednesday, December 1, 2004 12:48 AM CST
Just signing in to tell you that I am thinking of you. You are so inspiring. God is the answer.

"SOMEBODY"

Somebody said it takes about six weeks to get back to normal after you've had a baby ... somebody doesn't know that once you're a mother, "Normal," is history.

Somebody said you learn how to be a mother by instinct ... somebody never took a three-year-old shopping.

Somebody said being a mother is boring . somebody never rode in a car driven by a teenager with a driver's permit.

Somebody said if you're a "good" mother, your child will "turn out good." Somebody thinks a child comes with directions and a guarantee.

Somebody said "good" mothers never raise their voices . somebody never came out the back door just in time to see her child hit a golf ball through the neighbor's kitchen window.

Somebody said you don't need an education to be a mother . Somebody never helped a fourth grader with his math.

Somebody said you can't love the fifth child as much as you love the first. Somebody doesn't have five children.

Somebody said a mother can find all the answers to her child-rearing questions in the books ... somebody never had a child stuff beans up his nose or in his ears.

Somebody said the hardest part of being a mother is labor and delivery .. Somebody never watched her "baby" get on the bus for the first day of kindergarten. or on a plane headed for military "boot camp."

Somebody said a mother can do her job with her eyes closed and one hand tied behind her back ... somebody never organized seven giggling Brownies to sell cookies.

Somebody said a mother can stop worrying after her child gets married .. Somebody doesn't know that marriage adds a new son or daughter-in-law to a mother's heartstrings.

Somebody said a mother's job is done when her last child leaves home ... Somebody never had grandchildren.

Somebody said your mother knows you love her, so you don't need to tell her ... somebody isn't a mother.

Pass this along to all the "mothers" in your life.

bmoore@cgsd.org <bmoore@cgsd.org>
Rogersville, PA Greene - Wednesday, December 1, 2004 10:29 AM CST
Lynn,
Just got to read Monday nights post and wanted you to know I am sorry you had a bad day. But I too am so glad you are willing to share those days with us as well. I think many of us have had thoughts of sadness, anger, frustration and helplessness for what you are going through but it is what draws us closer to Christ and the knowledge that it is beyond us and in His hands!! As you said in your story last night, God knows how to get us the message we need when we need it. I feel it true in that I didn't find out about your cancer until 2 months after I was baptised and accepted Christ as my Lord and Saviour. He knew I would not be able to handle this or appreciate your journal entries without Him in my heart. Your posts truly help me grow stronger everyday in my faith and I only hope that someday I can gain the level of faith you have. Again, thank you for sharing your journey with all of us. We love you and pray for you everyday! Take care and hope that "sunshine" comes into your life today in more ways than one :)
Vicky
PS. Terri -- thanks for the recipe!! I'm glad you will be in TX soon to be with Lynn for Christmas. It will be so good for you all to be together.

Vicky <vickyn@prattthompson.com>
Scottsdale, AZ - Wednesday, December 1, 2004 10:08 AM CST
Dear Lynn and family,
Happy belated birthday to Taylor. Your picture of you and your friends with your new makeovers is really glamorous. Looks and sounds like it was fun.
Lynn, I am so glad your can share your feelings with up and down days. I really liked Gail's post on sharing your feelings and letting them out, however you need to. Seems so true and can see why you feel so much better after.Please know that all of us reading and sharing your posts everyday are really touched and are made stronger by hearing your words.
Have a better day tomorrow. Send more hope out to your cyber friends and relatives. Man you are touching alot of people's hearts. I am so proud of you.
take care
love lajean

lajean westeng <lwesteng09@hotmail.com>
clarks grove, mn us of a - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 11:42 PM CST
Dear Lynn, it was so great to see you today and can I say just how great you looked. It really made me smile seeing you and seeing you looking so beautiful. I want you to know what an inspiration you are and I feel lucky to help you in any way possible. I look foward to bringing you and your crew a warm dinner tomorrow night. I hope by bringing you dinner, it allows you more time to love on your family. God Bless, Patty
Patty Donohue <PattyD211@hotmail.com>
Richardson, Tx - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 11:05 PM CST
DEAR DAYGHTER-IN LOVE, OUR BAGS ARE PACKED AND I AM ABOUT TO JOIN THE REST OF THE FAMILY FOR TEA. WE WILL SET SAIL FOR FRISCO EARLY IN AM. CAN I SAY I'M GLAD YOU HAD AA FUNK DAY? YOU HAVE TO RELEASE THE TENSION,STRESS AND,YES,FEAR!! GOD HAS GIVEN THIS AS A HEALTHY OUTLET FOR STORED EMOTIONS. YOU KNOW I'M A FIRM BELIEVER IN AN 'EMOTIONAL ENEMA'. YOU WOULD BE A FLIPPIN PSYCHOTIC IF YOU DIDN'T HAVE DOWN DAYS. BY THE WAY, HAVE I TOLD YOU LATELY HOW PROUD WE ARE TO HAVE YOU AS OUR OWN. LOVE TO ALL OF YOU. MOM AND DAD NEWMAN
GAIL NEWMAN <newman j36@netscape.net>
DENVER, CO - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 10:38 PM CST
Hi Miss Lynn!

We loved your point about providing healthy food for your body. We, however, are sooooooo low-maintenance that we only need a lil water now & then. We've heard that Shadow Ridge Ct is a happening place with a lil girl that soooooooo loves us. So if your up for a visit, let us know!! hee hee

Love ~ Bluey & Rainbow

p.s. We know how you love sushi - so don't get any ideas!!

Herm It. Crab <jennygwynn@comcast.net>
Frisco, - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 9:14 PM CST
Getting Our Hearts Ready For Christmas

Each time we say a tender word,
some heart's a little lighter,
Each time we do a kindly deed,
love shines a little brighter,
And if we could remember this
as every new day starts,
We'd keep the Christmas spirit
all year long within our hearts.

Enjoy the season!

Jill Smail <jill.smail@pharma.novartis.com>
Centennial, CO - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 8:51 PM CST
Well, I managed to get my soup made, the hubby and kids fed and now I am waiting to hear the sounds of sleep from my kids! I just got back from a quick trip to the grocery store. Just before bedtime, Camden and Grant reminded me that they have show and tell tomorrow and wanted to take a lemon and a lime(for letter L).Just my luck that we had neither in the fridge and they had there hearts set on taking that for show and tell. So, I bundled up and off I went in the cold for lemons and limes!!!:) Anyway, glad to hear you had a better day. Loved your God story too! I pray that the information that Patty brings you will help you with some answers! Hey, I saw on the news earlier that God is supposed to bring us sunshine the rest of the week!!!YEAH!!!! Hugs and Love...Anna
Anna <chiefrainwater@ev1.net>
- Tuesday, November 30, 2004 8:13 PM CST
Okay, I am supposed to be in the kitchen fixing my soup...but after checking my e-mails I had to quickly check up on my friend. I missed reading your post last night so I just read it. I am so sorry you had a yuck day yesterday. Thanks for always being so honest. You know, it just means that you lean that much closer on God! I pray the pain will begin to subside and that you will go to bed thanking God for just taking away even one little ache for today. HOPE! FAITH! LOVE! Praise God for the sunshine today!! I think he put it there today to remind us all He can do GREAT THINGS! On my knees for you...Anna
Anna <chiefrainwater@ev1.net>
- Tuesday, November 30, 2004 5:50 PM CST
I have never signed your guestbook, but have followed your story for quite some time now. WOW! It teared up reading your post. What strong faith. I have been too lost, but since I have been reading your words... I am found! God sent you hear for a reason. I am so amazed at how you can reach out and touch people. Thank you for your words. I cant wait to turn the computer on every day just to see what you will say next. I will be praying for you Lynn.
Cheri
TX - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 4:07 PM CST
Lynn, Thanks for your post today. Even when you are and hurtin, you still seem to lift the rest of us up. Your post today reminded me of a song by Danniebelle Hall. "The deeper the valley"....the higher the mountain top.
Hang in there!
I just sent you the CD - She is one of my favorite Christian singers. Now you won't hurt my feelings if you don't like the CD, but it has got my spirit dancing many times.
http://www.danniebelle.com/welcome/

Rick Lung <rclung37@yahoo.com>
Orlando, FL - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 3:39 PM CST
Good Morning Butt!

How are you today? I am sending you good wishes for a great day today. Everyday will get better - your body is healing. Be patient. I know sometimes it is very hard, but this too will pass and pretty soon I'll be there and we can go SHOPPING. We'll have to go check out the selection of Sevens. My belief is you cannot have too many pairs of Sevens.

Vicki asked that I post the pumpkin bar recipe. By the way, mine turned out fantastic!!! I was so excited. So here is the recipe:

AUNT BARB'S PUMPKIN BARS

2 cups brown sugar
1 1/4 cup flour
1 teas. baking powder
1 teas. baking soda
1 teas. cinnamon
1 teas. vanilla
1/2 teas. ground ginger
1/2 cup melted butter
1 1/2 cans of 15oz. pumpkin
4 eggs

Blend
Bake at 350 degrees for 40-45 minutes

Frosting:
1/2 cup melted butter
1 8oz package of soft cream cheese
2 1/2 cup powdered sugar
2 teas. vanilla

Beat until fluffy.

Hope you all try the recipe. If someone near Lynn makes them can you take her over a few? She has never tried our Aunt Barb's recipe.

God Bless.

Love & Kisses

Terri <teresacgreene@hotmail.com>
Kailua-Kona, HI - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 12:08 AM CST
Lynn
BAD DAYS SUCK!! I am sorry that you are not recovering physically as fast as you and all of us had hoped! But your faith is growing stronger each and every day and that is growing in each of us every day too because of you. Thank you for that. I hope today is a bit better and know that we are praying for you and your beautiful family! Love Beth

Beth Gilles <bethtouhey@hotmail.com>
burnsville, MN - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 10:57 AM CST
Lynn,
God bless you for not "wallowing in your funk!!" What a message to send to all of us who are sharing your journal. May today be one of joy and energy for you and another chance to revel in the blessings of your beautiful family. Love the picture of Taylor and friends!! Thanks Holly. Love you all. Aunt Mary

Aunt Mary <gladme@iowatelecom.net>
- Tuesday, November 30, 2004 10:55 AM CST
Lynn-May today be much brighter than yesterday. I pray for your pain to lessen. Thanks for sharing the message about HOPE, you continue to lift your readers up, even when you are feeling down. You are an amazing gal! My best to you always...Christine
Christine La Plante <christine7459@aol.com>
Lone Tree, CO - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 10:39 AM CST
Lynn-once again you lift me up. Like I have said a couple of times, "Your faith is contagious." I am sorry to hear you had a hard day yesterday but am happy to hear that your faith pulled you through it all. I hope today is a better day for you. Love, Heidi
Heidi Isaak <heidi.isaak@genmill.com>
New Hope, MN USA - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 10:20 AM CST
Lynn,
Tanner was singing this last night- it seems so simple but it means so much=
He's got the whole world in His hands... He's got you and me sister, in His hands...
Peace to you today-
Love Nancy

Nancy Jacobson <nancy.l.jacobson@wellsfargo.com>
Katy, TX - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 10:15 AM CST
Lynn,
I am so sorry that you had a down day, but it looks like your amazing Faith has pulled your through it. Just keep reminding yourself how much of an impact you have had on so many lives. As I prepare for this Sunday: The baptism of my husband, daughter, brother and nephew-my thoughts turn to you! It is your courage, faith, strength, and brave journey that have allowed me this the opportunity to know Jesus again and to share Him with my family!

Take comfort in knowing that YOU are changing lives, and the pain (all though I wish you didn't have to feel it) is not all for not, because every aspect of your fight has a different impact on so many different people. Those that feel physical pain right now-can relate to you, those that have emotional pain in their lives-can relate to your battle, fear, and questions that you have. Those that are on any type of journey that requires that they FIGHT-know they can turn to your words for comfort. Especially those that have lost Faith for one reason or another, they are being led back to Christ through your words. Your PURPOSE in life has changed so many lives and is helping so many people.

I continue to pray for your recovery to be quick and pain free. You are never far from my thoughts Lynn.
Hope the sun shines soon in Texas :)
-Brooke

Brooke <bleyl22@adelphia.net>
Twinsburg, OH USA - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 10:14 AM CST
Sweet Lynn,

The sun may not be shining (AGAIN!) today...........but Gods love for you is!!!! WOW!! YOU are such an amazing source of strength & inspiration - especially on those bad days (and we all have them for one reason or another)!
Thank you for sharing those yucky days with us and for being......YOU!!!

Can't wait to see you at bible study ~ Jenny


p.s. Holly - what the heck is ssp III ccc - sauce?? Am I even close?! ha

JennyGwynn <jennygwynn@comcast.net>
Frisco, - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 8:10 AM CST
Lynn, you are on my mind this morning...I hope you are resting and pain free.
Yvonne <ygarcia@munsch.com>
Dallas, TX USA - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 7:31 AM CST
Lynn, you are on my mind this morning...I hope you are resting and pain free.
Yvonne <ygarcia@munsch.com>
Dallas, TX USA - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 7:30 AM CST
Remember that hope without Christ is wishful thinking. Hope with Christ is KNOWING that you are loved and cared for by Him. Our wonderful God will be glorified even in the dark hours by providing a little clarity to your mission.
Oh Lynn, He loves you and your readers so very much. Don't ever hesitate to post the hard days. We want to help in a mighty way. I smile at the number of people that will intercede for you in prayer for Devine peace...it is how we help! If you don't post the hard days, we will miss out on the blessing:)
Stay warm.

Lorie Murray <tlcmur@comcast.net>
Plano , TX - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 7:01 AM CST
Hi Lynn,

I have never posted here before but I have been following your story for a while now. I could have written that first paragraph tonight also. 2 wks ago I was in an accident. I have a head injury and lots of bruises. I look like I have half a baseball glued to my head, behind my ear. Recovery has been steady but slow. I just wanted you to know that you are not alone in feeling a little down tonight. I told a couple of people today that I am so ready for this healing process to be over! I have often wondered how people who do not know Jesus get through times like this. I am so thankful that my Hope is in Jesus and I know that He will carry you and I through this storm! Thank-you for your post, Lynn. I pray that you have a good rest tonight and that you can wake up refreshed and ready to face a new day!

Elaine from OH
- Monday, November 29, 2004 11:05 PM CST
Hello Friend!
I am thinking of you!
I hope that you know that it is OK to have days when you are angry. Days when you are sad. Days when you are confused. And days when you are just generally pissed off. There are no rules in how you deal with the hard days, my friend.

Jill Smail <jill.smail@pharma.novartis.com>
Centennial, CO - Monday, November 29, 2004 11:02 PM CST
Hey Lynn,
WOW...you are shining bright again tonight. I won't post much except what we talked about earlier...think about it again...believe, Believe, BELIEVE!!!!!! Yes... God is bigger than all this!! YEA GOD. Here are a few scriptures for you to lean on too....Luke 11:9 and Mark 11:24. Love you my sweet and faithful friend, Holly

Holly Crandell <hmcrand@comcast.net>
- Monday, November 29, 2004 10:09 PM CST
Birthday parties are always so much fun, Happy Birthday to Taylor. Please tell your folks we miss them, but we're so glad they can be there with you. It's hard to believe Christmas will be here soon, we're heading back to COLD MN tomorrow. Grandparents need to be with their Grandchildren for the Holidays!! We think of you often and you are always in our prayers. Hope your feeling better every day.

Starlet Brummer <dsbrum@charter.net>
Rochester, MN USA - Monday, November 29, 2004 8:56 PM CST
Hey Girl!
Sorry we never made it to your house this weekend...we had some sick children as well and didn't want to bring over any germs. I as well was a little bit under the weather ...actually I think mine is just exhaustion!!! Hopefully, we can get to your house before the week is done and bring over your little surprise! I am glad that you got to enjoy the sunshine this weekend, even if it was brief! Where is all this rain coming from anyway??? God must have a BIG rainbow in store for us all very soon:)! Enjoy your evening! Happy belated birthday Taylor!!! Love...Anna

Anna <chiefrainwater@ev1.net>
- Monday, November 29, 2004 6:02 PM CST
Lynn- It was great seeing your beautiful face this morning. I am missing our sunny afternoons in the cul-de-sac, especially after my blizzard experience. Thinking of you!! Love you, Lori
Lori Haney <lahaney@ev1.net>
Frisco, Tx - Monday, November 29, 2004 5:46 PM CST
Lynn -

Your link was just passed along through Kim (Callaway) Keyes - and just spent the last hour reading your past posts. What a brave battle you are fighting. You, Dave and the kids are in our thoughts and prayers.

Joan (Witt) Cowan

Joan Cowan <joancowan@mchsi.com>
Chanhassen, MN USA - Monday, November 29, 2004 12:37 AM CST
Hi Lynn--
I'm a friend of Gloria Miller's in New York. I had to share my inspiring thoughts! As the granddaughter of a 53-year survivor, I know how much life there is to live after breast cancer. I wish you all the best!

Marian Woodworth <mricenj@yahoo.com>
New York, NY USA - Monday, November 29, 2004 12:29 AM CST
Lynn,
I am glad you are feeling well and enjoyed Taylor's b-day--- Kathy said the girls were adorable! Have you seen all the posts from my friends and their friends and their friends???? isn't that great! your story is touching so many people!!!
gotta run-

Nancy Jacobson <nancy.l.jacobson@wellsfargo.com>
Katy, tx - Monday, November 29, 2004 11:29 AM CST
Hello Lynn,

I am a friend of Gloria Miller's in NYC. Your courage and strength is inspirational. We know you will beat this.

God Bless,
Gabrielle Monaco
New York, New York

Gabrielle Monaco <gab_monaco@mac.com>
New York, NY USA - Monday, November 29, 2004 11:05 AM CST
I love the picture of the girls!! I'm so glad you all had a wonderful Thanksgiving (And yeah to Mom Suzanne for making everyone's favorites!)! And it was a blessing to have this wonderful fall Texas weather! I spent the ENTIRE weekend outside playing with the girls and the neighbor kids & every time I thought that I needed to get inside and clean my messy house I remembered you & decided it could and should wait! So thanks Lynn for reminding us all what is really important!! I pray that you feel stronger and better everyday!!
Melissa Schmitz <melissa@snfriends.com>
Houston, TX USA - Monday, November 29, 2004 10:35 AM CST
Good morning friend!!
Was soooo good to chat yesterday and hear the old Lynn back in your voice -- praise God!! I am glad you are recovering and remember, it will take time. Whenever you think you should already be better, just remind yourself of my aerobics analogy to put it in perspective :) Glad Taylor's party was a hit and can't wait to see the pictures of them all glammed up. Where do they learn at such an early age to like being pampered, hmmmm???? Quick update, Mike got inspired yesterday and added the family room to the painting job. Yikes! Now, he even thinks we can do the game room and dining room but even I am putting my foot down. If you could see my house now, it scares me to think there will be over a 100 people there in 5 days. What am I thinking?? I promise after this party to take your words to heart, and relax and enjoy the small things about this holiday season. I thank God that you are a part of my life and all my best to you and the fam. You are constantly on our minds, in our hearts and prayers. Hope you have a good day :)
Love, Vicky
PS. Can you get Terri to just post the pumpkin bar recipe for all of us to share?? Sounds too yummy!

Vicky <vickyn@prattthompson.com>
Scottsdale, AZ USA - Monday, November 29, 2004 9:39 AM CST
Hi Lynn - I am friend of Gloria Millers in New York... I just wanted to send you a hug and want to let you know that your story truly touched me. You and your family are in my heart and prayers. Keep fighting and stay strong!
Lauren Gamzon <Lauren.Gamzon@turner.com>
New York, NY - Monday, November 29, 2004 8:09 AM CST
Hi there.
All I have to say is WOBBLE WOBBLE!!! I think I GOBBLE GOBBLED TOO MUCH!!! Thanks to Linda and that divine dessert that sent my scales soaring!! ARUGH!!
What a great, thankful weekend we had. Am thankful for you dear friend and for all the wonders you give me each day. Sleep well and I'll see you in the morrow!! Pics to be loaded then. Love ya, Holly

Holly Crandell <hmcrand@comcast.net>
- Sunday, November 28, 2004 10:09 PM CST
Lynn Dave Taylor @ Jacob, Happy belated Thanksgiving! Taylor, Happy Birthday to you Beautiful Girl! I cannot believe how big you have grown. Jake you look like a young Dave Newman. I miss you all and love to you all as well. Prayers everyday no doubt here. Lynn, I cannot wait to here your voice again. Much Love, Jackie
Jackie DelValle <jackierdelvalle@yahoo.com>
Northridge, CA USA - Sunday, November 28, 2004 9:44 PM CST
Hi Lynn,
Sounds like you had a great T-day and a wonderful time yesterday outside with friends. Happy B-day to your sweet baby girl. I have been thinking about you and praying for you. Sorry I haven't kept up with my daily posts, my baby girl has been sick too-ughhh.

I sure enjoyed the simple pleasures of life on Thanksgiving. We had our first snow of the year here in Ohio on Thanksgiving morning. It was the first time my daughter has ever seen snow. Seemed so perfect-her first snow on her first Thanksgiving.
I thought of you as I enjoyed some sweet potatoe's-YUMMY!! I do hope you are healing well and feeling great! I continue to keep you in my thoughts and prayers daily!
-Brooke

Brooke <bleyl22@adelphia.net>
Twinsburg, OH USA - Sunday, November 28, 2004 4:57 PM CST
Happy Birthday Taylor! I remember when you were born! What a special day for your mommy and daddy and all!
Hope that you are feeling better!

Jill Smail <jill.smail@pharma.novartis.com>
Centennial, CO - Sunday, November 28, 2004 1:47 PM CST
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TAYLOR!!!
I hope you have a super fun day the sun is out again today!
Love, Beth

Beth <bethtouhey@hotmail.com>
burnsville, mn - Sunday, November 28, 2004 1:37 PM CST
Happy birthday to Taylor. Hope you are defintely feeling better--birthdays have a way of making us better, right? May all of you have fun celebrating Taylor's special day. Have been thinking of you all so much. The kids are made it here and we had a great Thanksgiving. The cousins got reacquainted and no phones gave the adults a chance to veg out and reconnect. All left on Sat and had safe passage home. Gram is putting things back together and trying to adjust to the QUIET. Lynn, do hope the recovery from surgery continues well for you. We will keep the faith from here. You are in all our thoughts so much more than you can know. Love, Aunt Mary
Aunt Mary <gladme@iowatelecom.net>
- Sunday, November 28, 2004 11:59 AM CST
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TAYLOR! It is hard to believe how quickly our children are growing up. Luckily for us we aren't looking older. HA! Taylor will always be your sweet girl at any age, she is such a sweetie. I hope this is a very special day for all of the Newmans.

Love, Suzanne

Suzanne <Suzannelcobb@aol.com>
- Sunday, November 28, 2004 8:12 AM CST
AHHH....what good it did my heart to be back in the cul de sac with you my friend. EVERYONE had a marvy time...we need to update the website photos...I am thinking of how funny it would have been to see us in photos today...all doodied up in our christmas afghan thrown amongst us to keep us warm. HA The kids were flying around they didn't notice the chill in the air. Oh to be young like that! I cherish you my sweet friend and am so thankful for you. Hope dinner was good. It was good to be home and every single Crandell is excited to visit their own comfy beds tonight!! See you in the a.m. Sweet dreams, Holly
Holly Crandell <hmcrand@comcast.net>
- Saturday, November 27, 2004 8:44 PM CST
Hey girl...........I think I'm FINALLY coming out of the "turkey day food coma" - UGH!!! It was soooooo yummy but I'm feeling just as plump as the Butterball I cooked up two days ago!! ha ha

I sure hope the kiddos are feeling better at your house. Sydney is a lil' down for the count - yes, AGAIN! It seems we have had a "germ cloud" hanging over our house for several weeks now - YUCK!!! We need fresh, healthy air around here that's for sure.

I hope your felling better - the true test is if you've made it out to any of the huge sales?? Then I'll KNOW your back!!! ha ha

I'm running on 2 hours of sleep from last night & I'm about to fall on my face.........I think my fluffy bed is calling my name. So off I go. zzzzzzzzzzzzz

Talk to you soon! Love you ~ Jenny

p.s. Have I told you today what a blessing & inspiration you are!?!?! You are a true gift my friend!

JennyGwynn <jennygwynn@comcast.net>
Frisco, - Saturday, November 27, 2004 3:27 PM CST
Lynn- Just wanted to say hello and let you know I am thinking of you. The snow started to fall early this morning in Mpls so if Holly is still here they will get a treat. :) However, there isn't enough snow to make a snowman yet. Remember when you were snowed in at your house in Apple Valley/Burnsville and couldn't make it to the office? You were so funny as you just couldn't believe how much snow had fallen the night before. Love ya, Heidi
Heidi Isaak <heidi.isaak@genmills.com>
New Hope, MN USA - Saturday, November 27, 2004 1:56 PM CST
Suzanne Cobb is a friend who let me know about your brave fight with this horrible disease. I simply wanted to let you know that I will be praying for you and your family. Your story touched my heart and I am sure many others. Best wishes, and may your fight be triumphant.
Becky Darling <rwddesigns@yahoo.com>
Prosper, TX USA - Saturday, November 27, 2004 10:00 AM CST
Hello Lynn!
Just a simple reminder....FIGHT SISTER FIGHT! Don't ever stop fighting! If ever there is a day you don't feel like fighting you have a whole world of people out here who are fighting for you!

Jill Smail <jill.smail@pharma.novartis.com>
Centennial, CO - Friday, November 26, 2004 10:48 PM CST
Dearest Lynn,
I think of you so often and how amazingly stong you are.I think it shows how you beam the Lords love by all the precious friends you have. I am so thankful the Lord has sent so many earthly angels to surround you during this difficult trial. He never said it would be easy but He did say you would never be alone. I firmly believe he has sent all these sisters in Christ to you so you have the strength through Him to fight this thing. What a testimony you will have. I can't tell you how much the Lord puts my thoughts in perspective when I see you or read your wonderfully positive and mighty words. Like Suzanne, I am so thankful for a God who is stronger than cancer.You are constantly in my prayers and thoughts, I am so glad you had a Much deserved wonderful Thanksgiving.
In Him, Through Him, and with Him you WILL beat this cancer!
Love Tracy

Tracy Free <TracyFree20@hotmail.com>
Plano, TX - Friday, November 26, 2004 10:44 PM CST
DEAR TAY-BUG, PAPS ANDI ARE SAD TO HEAR YOU ARE ILL!!!WISH WE WERE THERE TO HELP MAKE IT BETTER. NOW I KNOW WHY YOU SAID "GRAMMIE YOU TAKE TOO MANY TRIPS!!" IT SEEMS YOU GET SICK WHEN PAPS AND I ARE OUT OF TOWN!!! WE LOVE YOU . GRAMMIE AND PAPS
GRAMMIE AND PAPS NEWMAN <dean.newman@comcast.net>
FRISCO, TX - Friday, November 26, 2004 9:08 AM CST
Dear Taylor,
I hope you feel beter soon. I miss you. Love Ashlynn

Ashlynn Crandell <hmcrand@comcast.net>
- Friday, November 26, 2004 6:32 AM CST
LYNN AND DAVID, WE MISSED THE YOUNG NEWMANS AND THE BERGS AND THANKSGIVING TOGETHER. AS I WRITE, I AM LISTENING TO A DUET FROM MY TWO YOUNGEST GRANDCHILDREN WHO ARE GOING THROUGH THE TRAUMA OF A DIAPER CHANGE. TALKED TO BOTH MY SISTERS THIS MORNING,AND GAIL TALKED TO JOHN COATS IN CRETE, CAROL WAS ALREADY ASLEEP, 2100 THERE. THEN WE WENT TO THE BALLMANS FOR THANKSGIVING MEAL AND FELLOWSHIP. GOOD FOOD AND A LOT OF REMINISCING. TWENTYFIVE YEARS OF FRIENDSHIP HARD TO BELIEVE, WE MISSED GARY. I AM PARTICULARLY THANKFUL TO HAVE THE BLESSING OF MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS THIS YEAR AS WE HAVE EXPERIENCED THE HIGH OF THE BIRTH OF TWIN GRANDCHILDREN AND THE SADNESS OF LYNN'S BRAVE STRUGGLE AGAINST CANCER. BUT EVEN THE LATTER HAS BEEN A BLESSING AS I HAVE WATCHED THE LORD TURN THAT WHICH WAS MEANT TO BE EVIL INTO A BLESSING FOR MANY SOME THAT WE DO NOT EVEN KNOW. THANKYOU, MY CHILDREN FOR YOUR WITNESS AND LOVE FOR OUR GOD." I WILL NEVER LEAVE YOU;IWILL NEVER FORSAKE YOU; EVEN THOUGH YOU WALK THROUGH THE VALLEY OF THE SHADOW OF DEATH FEAR NO EVIL FOR I AM WITH YOU"-THUS SAITH THE LORD OUR GOD. OUR PRAYERS CONTINUE AND OUR FAITH REMAINS STEADFAST. WE LOVE YOU BOTH, MOM AND DAD NEWMAN
DEAN AND GAIL NEWMAN <newmanj36@netscape.net>
FRISCO, - Thursday, November 25, 2004 11:04 PM CST
HAPPY THANKSGIVING NEWMANS!!!!
Well, the dishes are all clean, the leftovers put away, the kids are in bed..what a wonderful day!! I am just about ready for bed myself but I couldn't end my day without reading your post! I am so glad you had your sweet potatoes! Lynn, I am so glad that you were surrounded by family today and made some memories with them. I pray that the Lord will help you to continue to find strength each day and that you wake up each morning determined to fight! Thank you God for taking care of Lynn and her family....Amen. Good night my friend. I hope you have sweet dreams! Hugs...Anna

Anna <chiefrainwater@ev1.net>
Lewisville, - Thursday, November 25, 2004 9:58 PM CST
Lyn,
I'm glad you had a wonderful Thanksgiving! You sure deserve it!

Kelly ~**~Friends of Allie~**~ <kr72@hotmail.com>
Fort Mill, SC - Thursday, November 25, 2004 9:41 PM CST
Lynn- very happy to read you had a great Thanksgiving with your family. Your attitude always lifts my day. Thank you for being in my life. You are one of my blessings!

Holly- Mpls can be a lot colder than it is now so consider yourself lucky to have a snow-less experience this time around. :)

Happy Thanksgiving to all!`

Heidi Isaak <heidi.isaak@genmills.com>
New Hope, MN USA - Thursday, November 25, 2004 8:43 PM CST
HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!!

I hope you and your family have the best Thanksgiving ever!!! Thanksgiving has always been one of our family favorites!!!

PS - I love sweet pototoes too! Danny would never eat them, but, I've made them so many different ways, now he likes them. You are right, they are too good to just eat once a year! ENJOY YOURSELF TODAY!!!!!!!! YOU DESERVE SO MUCH LIFE HAS TO GIVE!

Love,
Lisa

Lisa Thompson <ifslisapap@aol.com>
Frisco, TX - Thursday, November 25, 2004 10:07 AM CST
GOOD MORNING NEWMANS!!! HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!! We are missing each of you and sending you some cool weather from cold Minneapolis.
We are so thankful for you, our precious, precious friends. Enjoy your day to the fullest. We'll be talking to you soon. All our love, Todd, Holly, Ashlynn, Jay, Jack and a sweet sleeping baby Catherine

Holly Crandell <hmcrand@comcast.net>
- Thursday, November 25, 2004 8:40 AM CST
Dear Mrs.Lynn,
Happy Thanksgiving! I hope that you are feeling
better. I have something special to give you. I will bring it to you. I know that you will like it. Say "HI!" to Taylor and Jacob. And Mr.Lynn. Love,Madeline Rainwater


Madeline Rainwater <chiefrainwater@ev1.net>
Lewisville, - Thursday, November 25, 2004 8:38 AM CST
Dear Lynn,

We do indeed have so much to be thankful for. You my sweet friend are one of the things I am most thankful for! Your friendship is such a blessing in my life. I am also so very thankful for a God that is far more powerful than cancer.

Have a wonderful day. Love to all of your family. Suzanne

Suzanne <Suzannelcobb@aol.com>
- Thursday, November 25, 2004 8:10 AM CST
Dear Lynn and family,
So glad to read in your journal that you got your drain out today. You have a very good description of something I will have to add to my "don't want that!" list.working at the clinic in the surgery dept for so many years I have a really long list. Great idea to check out the homeopathic side of medicine. Leaving no stone unturned is what we want to hear. You know that the prayer stone is dancing with all your wonderful guestbook entries. Such powerful and steadfast prayers. You are covered girl.
Happy Thanksgiving and have a blessed day.
Love Jim and Lajean and GR & GR Berg.

lajean westeng <lwesteng09@hotmail.com>
clarks grove, mn usa - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 11:55 PM CST
Lynn, Dave and Kids,
Happy Thanksgiving to all of you too! We are in IA for the first time in 10 years. It will be a special day. Todd's are already here after waking up to 7" snow in K.C. this am. Paige's arrive tomorrow. We have dry, cool weather so that is a blessing. I will put in the turkey and do the "once a year" dishes as you say Lynn. I don't know why we are like that but perhaps it makes the celebration all the sweeter when we enjoy those special dishes. Anyway, we will be thinking of all of you as well as the rest of our extended family. Indeed, praise for the drain being removed. Love all of you. Aunt Mary

Aunt Mary <gladme@iowatelecom.net>
- Wednesday, November 24, 2004 10:39 PM CST
How ironic? I just was checking email and I got this one from Mom with her "best yet" sweet potato casserole!! HA HA HA She knows I don't like it so much but thought..."for the future"..."for the kids"...it was a great one to have on file!! HEE I'll send it to you later dear friend. Aren't our mom's fantastic. (Sorry the last post went twice...user error and chalking it up to a strange computer in a strange place! HA).
GOBBLE TIL YOU WOBBLE TOMORROW! HAPPY TURKEY DAY!! Hol

Holly Crandell <hmcrand@comcast.net>
- Wednesday, November 24, 2004 9:45 PM CST
Hey friend!
How are you this evening? We are all tucked in our hotel and the kids are crashed out...finally. It has been a fun day and an eventful day. Everyone is faring well except Miss Catherine...she is missing her bed and therefore....sleep. All in all she is doing well but a good nap or twelve(ha) tomorrow will do her some good.
I loved talking to you albeit briefly today. Thanks for calling...you know I will be calling you tomorrow. I wonder if I can keep it together as....I am so thankful for you and am sure I'll get all misty eyed and mushy just trying to find the right words to express that to you on our very special day of thanks. I do love you my friend and all the sweet stuff you bring to my life and my world!
I loved your "what's your sweet potato" question...seems I have so many...enough to make an entire souffle!! Thinking over the day, my upset little babe was asleep on my chest as my hubby logged on to read me the post from yesterday. That was sweet...just to hear all the powerful ways God is working in yours and others lives AND to see that you are recognizing each little thing. WOW....you nail it everytime...the Spirit is working in you sweet friend...and oh how powerful the duet!! I love all these wonderful posts...
Okay...so...we did the Mall of America today and officially engulfed ourselves into Camp Snoopy. Each child chose a ride and had a ball. Jay chose rock climbing and made it to the top twice. Guess who wasn't far behind? Yep...Master Jack..they loved it and I fear they'll want to do this more regularly...they were awesome at it and my hands were sweaty the whole time they were upward bound. EEK. Ashlynn chose to ride the log ride and she and I were teamed together. (I don't like the log ride). She was petrified and being the good Mommy that I am, I just told her to shut her eyes....and...so did I!! We got through it alright and the picture at the end was so hilarious because both of us had our eyes shut tight!! The picture of the boys and their cousins was equally priceless...they are just laughing with huge grins. Go figure. After that...Ashlynn opted to go shopping while the boys did a few more rides. You would have been so proud of her...going to MOA and NOT go shopping??? We actually didn't do much damage due to the stamina level but everyone had fun nonetheless. I thought of you a million times...wishing you and I could take the place by storm...think of the deals would could have found! HA
Jay prayed at dinner tonight "God, please help us to all learn more each day how good we are and how good we can be." Too sweet..you inspire us all to recognize, try harder and be all that He made us to be!!
Well, I'd better close - I am not going to proof so I'll just sign off by saying...I hope your hair and makeup are holding up well until I return (HA HA) and I 'll be talking to you later my sweet friend.
Love you, Holly

Holly Crandell <hmcrand@comcast.net>
- Wednesday, November 24, 2004 9:35 PM CST
Hey friend!
How are you this evening? We are all tucked in our hotel and the kids are crashed out...finally. It has been a fun day and an eventful day. Everyone is faring well except Miss Catherine...she is missing her bed and therefore....sleep. All in all she is doing well but a good nap or twelve(ha) tomorrow will do her some good.
I loved talking to you albeit briefly today. Thanks for calling...you know I will be calling you tomorrow. I wonder if I can keep it together as....I am so thankful for you and am sure I'll get all misty eyed and mushy just trying to find the right words to express that to you on our very special day of thanks. I do love you my friend and all the sweet stuff you bring to my life and my world!
I loved your "what's your sweet potato" question...seems I have so many...enough to make an entire souffle!! Thinking over the day, my upset little babe was asleep on my chest as my hubby logged on to read me the post from yesterday. That was sweet...just to hear all the powerful ways God is working in yours and others lives AND to see that you are recognizing each little thing. WOW....you nail it everytime...the Spirit is working in you sweet friend...and oh how powerful the duet!! I love all these wonderful posts...
Okay...so...we did the Mall of America today and officially engulfed ourselves into Camp Snoopy. Each child chose a ride and had a ball. Jay chose rock climbing and made it to the top twice. Guess who wasn't far behind? Yep...Master Jack..they loved it and I fear they'll want to do this more regularly...they were awesome at it and my hands were sweaty the whole time they were upward bound. EEK. Ashlynn chose to ride the log ride and she and I were teamed together. (I don't like the log ride). She was petrified and being the good Mommy that I am, I just told her to shut her eyes....and...so did I!! We got through it alright and the picture at the end was so hilarious because both of us had our eyes shut tight!! The picture of the boys and their cousins was equally priceless...they are just laughing with huge grins. Go figure. After that...Ashlynn opted to go shopping while the boys did a few more rides. You would have been so proud of her...going to MOA and NOT go shopping??? We actually didn't do much damage due to the stamina level but everyone had fun nonetheless. I thought of you a million times...wishing you and I could take the place by storm...think of the deals would could have found! HA
Jay prayed at dinner tonight "God, please help us to all learn more each day how good we are and how good we can be." Too sweet..you inspire us all to recognize, try harder and be all that He made us to be!!
Well, I'd better close - I am not going to proof so I'll just sign off by saying...I hope your hair and makeup are holding up well until I return (HA HA) and I 'll be talking to you later my sweet friend.
Love you, Holly

Holly Crandell <hmcrand@comcast.net>
- Wednesday, November 24, 2004 9:35 PM CST
Lynn, Giving much thanks to God for all He is doing in you and through you!! So glad you got the drain out! Oh, happy day. I can see you doing the happy dance as I read your post. I hope and pray that you and your family will have a happy and blessed Thanksgiving. I'll be emailing Terri for the pumpkin bar recipe:)
Love Amy

Amy Selzer-Zaccaria <antjammom@adelphia.net>
Lancaster, NY - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 6:51 PM CST
LYNN AND DAVID, IT SEEMS SO STRANGE TO NOT BE TOGETHER FOR THANKSGIVING. I HAVE DINNER IN THE OVEN AND WE ARE GOING TO CHURCH TONIGHT. THAT ALWAYS GIVES ME PEACE. WE ARE ENJOYING OUR TIME HERE. YESTERDAY WAS TAMI'S DAY OUT. SHE DID ERRANDS AND THEN CAME HOME GOT BEAUTIFUL AND SHE AND MO WENT OUT FOR AA LOOOOOONG DINNER. WOW, TO WALK IN MY DAUGHTERS MOCASSINS WAS A TREK !!!!! GET ONE TWIN CHANGED, FED AND ASLEEP AND THERE WAS NUMBER TWO NEEDING ATTENTION. THEYARE ADORABLE ANEESHA IS SO TINY WITH BLUE EYES AND JET BLACK HAIR. I CAN'T KEEP MY HANDS OFF HER. MR. MOSES IS BLOND,BLUE EYES AND HAS STOLEN MY HEART. HE IS BIG LIKE DAVID WITH TAMI'S LOOKS. BEEB IS SO CUTE AT THREE. A GREAT IMAGINATION AND KEEN SENSE OF HUMOR. NICK IS LOOKING FORWARD TO TEXAS. IT'S FUN TO BE WITH TEENAGER AGAIN. WE HAVE BEEN INVITED TO JUDY'S FOR T-DAY. THIS IS THE FIRST T-DAY I HAVEN'T COOKED!!!! THERE WILL BE A CRQWD AND I WILL STAY AND HELP CLEAN UP. THEN TWO OLD FRIENDS WILL PUT OUR FEET UP AND REMINSCE , LAUGH AND THEN CRY THAT HER BELOVED GARY IS NOT HERE. AS I TOLD HER "HOW DARE HE GO TO PARA DISE WITHOUT US". I GUESS DEAR ONES THAT IS THE ESSENCE OF THANKSGIVING, SHARING OUUR LOVE BUT FIRST WE THANK OUR GOD FOR ALL OUR BLESSINGS. YOU AND OUR FAMILY HERE AND ALL OUR EXTENDED LOVED ONES ARE OUR GREATEST BLESSING.. LOVE TO YOU FROM US, MOM AND DAD
GAIL NEWMAN <NEWMANJ36@NETSCAPE.NET>
DEN VER, CO - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 5:58 PM CST
Aloha BUTT!

I'm so glad you got your tube out. But, what about all of us who went and got one because we thought it was one of your fashion statement's? Just like the Seven's? Now what?

So..... what is this I read that you got some lefse from Don? Where is mine? DON HALVERSON - my address is: 73-4180 Kilapa St., Kailua-Kona, HI 96740. Lefse sure would be yummy!!!

OK Butt, hang on to your socks - I'm going to bake tomorrow. When you say your prayers tonight, pray I succeed. Remember Aunt Barb's pumpkin bars with the cream cheese frosting? I'm going to attempt to make them. Guess that means that I have to use that big thing in the kitchen that I use for a clock (I think they call it an oven). Hopefully they turn out!!!!!

Hope you, Dave, Taylor Bug, Jake, Mom and Dad have a great Thanksgiving Day. If mom makes rudabaga's, PLEASE freeze me some. Then I can have a little at Christmas when I'm there. I actually have been trying to find rudabaga's here. The grocery store special ordered some for me but they didn't make it in today. So, I guess they will be in Friday. I'll have to get Bo to make them for me this week-end......

Hau'oli La Ho'omaika'i (Happy Thanksgiving Day) to everyone out there. Thanks for your kind words and prayers that you are sending my little sister's way.

Much love,
Terri


Teresa Berg-Greene <teresacgreene@hotmail.com>
Kailua-Kona, HI USA - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 5:51 PM CST
Drain-free Friend...It was so good to hear your voice on the phone this afternoon! I got so tickled at the fact that no one in your family likes sweet potatoes except for you. Maybe you and Greg can get together and eat some....he is the only one in our family that likes them!!!!The kids say they will eat them if there are a few marshmallows sprinkled on them...then, there is a small mound of orange left on their plates minus the marshmallows! They actually would prefer the Charlie Brown Thanksgiving menu: Buttered toast, jelly beans, pretzels and popcorn!!! How easy would that be to prepare!!!:0 Anyway, I pray that your Thanksgiving is chalked full of laughter, hugs and lots of food!!!!I am so thankful for you Lynn! Happy Thanksgiving...Anna
Anna <chiefrainwater@ev1.net>
- Wednesday, November 24, 2004 5:28 PM CST
Happy Thanksgiving to you and your family. You are one amazing woman! You inspire me. I pray God will heal you. Take care.
Robin Russell
Raleigh, NC - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 5:12 PM CST
Lynn,
I LOVE your new song and am so happy you are able to sing it!! I must say that this year as all I have so MANY things to be thankful for and this year I am happy that you are one of them too. You have brought so much to my life by keeping up on you incredible fight and reminded us all the "important" things in life. I hope tomorrow finds you surronded with all your loved ones! It will me. Have a great day!! Love...Beth

Beth Gilles <bethtouhey@hotmail.com>
burnsville, MN - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 5:11 PM CST
Happy Almost Thanksgiving!
I am thankful for my dear friend Lynn!

Patiently awaiting the arrival of the in-laws!! The house is clean! Toys are actually put away! Babies are asleep. Hope they hurry and get here.....this calm can't last!
Enjoy the CHAOS!
Happy Thanksgiving to you all!

Jill Smail <jill.smail@pharma.novartis.com>
Centennial, CO - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 4:34 PM CST
Lynn, after catching up on this week's posts I feel compelled to go pray for you right now. I hope you feel a sense of peace as I lift you up to God. I hope you feel him squeezing you tightly holding you close as he carries this burden for you. I am just sure God is so proud of you. What an inspiration you are to so many.
Missy Crump <missy_crump@yahoo.com>
Frisco, TX - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 2:36 PM CST
Sweet Lynn ~

Yahoo - your drain-free!!! Just one more thing to be thankful for this Thanksgiving!! I've been thinking over & over all the MANY things I have to be thankful for this year and my list is long. Your friendship & being a small part of your journey is near the very top of my list! When you got out today, did you notice the BEAUTIFUL colors on the trees this year? Again, just a lil' something I'm thankful for. Also, spending time w/ Suzanne, her kids, your kids & my kids (yes, 8 kids in all - ha) yesterday was such a blessing - thank you for sharing your lil' ones with us. We had such a great time!

It looks like your wish has been answered a day early..........have you looked outside?? Finally, clear skies are shining down on us!! What a great day to soak up the sun & the crisp fall breeze and count our many blessings.

May the Lord shower all the Newmans & Bergs with many, many blessings this Thanksgiving. I love you!!

"Miss JennyGwynn" - ha!! Tell Jacob how I love that!!

JennyGwynn <jennygwynn@comcast.net>
Frisco, - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 2:31 PM CST
Hi Lynn,

My name is Jill. I am friends with Nancy Jacobson and she has been so wonderful to share your powerful story of tears and love! (BTW--Hi Nancy! Glo keeps me updated with pics of you, your yummy husband and those ADORABLE children..I am in love! :) Lynn, my mother was critically ill last year. Her "ICU period" was the worst time of my life! It was just so much bigger than any of us, and I knew we needed help for my mom get through it. All my friends who I knew prayed, I asked for their support. By the grace of God, a year later, she not only survived..but now is better than ever! I learned that the power of prayer and having a strong sense of self (my mom is the strongest woman I know!) WILL literally save your life. From the sounds of it, I think you already know that! ;) I know that you and I have never met before, but please know that there is a sweet, young girl in the city of Philadelphia cheering you on and praying for you all the way! You go girl!

Jill <jpizzola@schnader.com>
Philadelphia, PA USA - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 1:19 PM CST
Lynn,
Never, ever, give up!

Joe <josephbjk@aol.com>
Devon, Pa USA - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 12:47 AM CST
You don't know me, but a friend told me about your web site. I wish you the best of luck with your battle and I pray that you have the strength and health to enjoy each and every day.
A friend <pleasedon'temailme@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, November 24, 2004 12:14 AM CST
Hi Lynn,

Your journal is amazing. It brings tears to my eyes every time! You and Dave both are such an inspiration to Danyelle and me.

We're constantly praying for you guys and thank you for sharing with us!

Glenn

Glenn <glenn-ford@sbcglobal.net>
Plano, TX USA - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 10:49 AM CST
Hi Lynn, Your post last night brought tears to my eyes as well. Tear of everything! Joy, sadness, frustration, inspiration, anger, peacefulness, and on and on....while I know that it's all part of God's plan and without a doubt - it is having a huge impact on who knows how many people - I still hate that you have to go through it! (that's the "ugly" side I know). Thanks for sharing, Lynn! I know it's not always easy but it truly is inspiring to "watch" your faith! I hope you and your family have a very peaceful, blessed thanksgiving and I look forward to catching up when I get back in town. Lots of Love, Pattie
pattie <pwilson@epsilon.com>
- Wednesday, November 24, 2004 9:44 AM CST
Hi Lynn,
Thinking of you this morning as you become drain free-YAHOO for that! As always, your journal was so inspiring. Your strength and courage are amazing and your faith never wavers for a moment. No wonder you are so admired by everyone!! Wishing you a Thanksgiving filled with love and happiness. I pray that you continue to grow stronger everyday, so your body and mind can fight hard! I will be giving THANKS for you coming into my life this year and leading me back to Christ. What PURPOSE God has filled your life with.
Happy Thanksgiving to you and your family from me and mine :)
-Brooke

Brooke Bleyl <bleyl22@adelphia.net>
Twinsburg, OH USA - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 8:19 AM CST
FIGHT SISTER FIGHT!!! (we are sisters through Christ)
Yvonne <ygarcia@munsch.com>
Dallas, TX USA - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 7:36 AM CST
WOW!!What powerful words on your post tonight! I am sitting here in tears over it...happy tears!! Hooray that your drain is coming out tomorrow!!WAHOO!!! Just finished watching the American Girl movie with Madeline. I am so thankful when a good, clean movie is on television!!! You have been on my mind alot today!! Keep sharing your story..it is changing hearts! Hugs and Love...Anna
Anna <chiefrainwater@ev1.net>
- Tuesday, November 23, 2004 9:15 PM CST
Dear Lynn, You do not know me and I live in SC but I wanted to post and tell you thank you so much for sharing such an awesome story with the world. I have been following your story for a little while now and want to tell you what an encourgement you are to many. As a nurse, I want to thank you for lifting not only the doctors that treat you but your nurses up in prayer. There are days that we need it just as much. I also want to say a huge thanks for acknowleding the fact that you are blessed with compassionate nurses. I know that cancer nurses are special people. Thank you for always finding the bright side to everything and for never giving up on God. I work in the NICU and see miracles happen daily. I pray that God is performing one in your life at this very moment. Please know that people across this nation are lifting you up. May you and your family have a blessed holiday season. Love in Christ-J. Miller
J. Miller <jocelynrae82@aol.com>
Lexington, SC - Tuesday, November 23, 2004 7:34 PM CST
Lynn, I just had to write you a note after reading your post today. What a blessing to have such wonderful friends to take care of you. Your words are inspiring and beautiful. Myself and the rest of the Tapestry group continue to pray for your recovery and healing. I hope the Thanksgiving holiday is peaceful and enjoyable for you.
Angie

Angie Bishop <angiebishop@netzero.net>
- Tuesday, November 23, 2004 7:31 PM CST
hello aunt lynn, i hope you feel better and i hope you know that i an praying for u. and i know you know i luv u. hey, at my school i got 2 A's, 2 c's and a'b', so that is a'b' average. my dad is going to get me a playstation 2 for my grades.But i know i can do better,however, compared to last year it is a 100% change.

well, my mom said i could come to texas when they go to the middle east. i am so excited. i leave on the day after my birth day. say hello to taylor and jake
and uncle dave
luv nicholas newman
ps thank u for the plane tickets see u soon

nicholas newman <nicholas90@comcast.net>
denver, co usa - Tuesday, November 23, 2004 7:23 PM CST
I look so forward to your dailey posts. It is great to have you "back" again, (although Holly did a great job at pinch hitting) Hang in there, and after you get that drain out, take a shower until it's cold baby! Thank you God for long, hot showers!
Lorie Murray <tlcmur@comcast.net>
Plano, TX - Tuesday, November 23, 2004 4:40 PM CST
Hi, Lynn. I learned of your website through Dana. I just want you to know that I am praying for you. I am a teacher in Richardson and one of the students I taught had a mom who had stage 4 cancer....she is alive and well today and has been cancer-free for over 5 years now. She also used other meds just like the ones you are exploring. If you ever want to know more about her adventure, please don't hesitate to contact her. She is a wonderful lady and she would gladly share her story. Her name is Jane Hanna, a devout Christian and a wonderful woman. If you want her phone number, just shoot me an email and I will gladly send it to you.

You have a beautiful family and some day soon you are going to be able to celebrate with them and others how you survived your cancer and inspired others. May God Bless all of you and I hope you have pain-free days soon.


Kelly May <kg.may@comcast.net>
Plano, TX USA - Tuesday, November 23, 2004 2:32 PM CST
Hi!
I have followed Allie's story from the beginning and Sams story since Jenny first mentioned him. (which all of this leads me to your story!)

I just wanted you to know that you are in my thoughts and prayers. As far as the homeopathy goes, I live in a town whre this is not so out of the norm, and I have seen it do some wonderful things (can't say i understand it, but who cares as long as it works). I am praying that in your situation it does those same wonderful things!
Sending you tons of prayers and positive thoughts!

Marla (Raise Awareness and Friends of Allie MSN boards) <marla.brader@gmail.com>
Fairfield, IA - Tuesday, November 23, 2004 1:42 PM CST
Happy Tuesday my friend!
I hope that you are enjoying yet another day of rain..though there are clouds outside, there is sunshine on your website!!! God is definitely using you to inspire others to turn back to their faith,walk through church doors again and some that don't know yet that there heart will one day belong to God!!! I was sharing your story with Greg's cousin Elaine this morning and she said something that stuck in my mind that I wanted to share with you. She said that once we have totally surrendered ourselves to Christ, that's when you can totally learn to depend on Him not yourself and that's when you allow yourself to really know who God is and how powerful He is!! I also smiled while I was chatting with her about you because at one point, I glanced out my window and there were 2 bright red cardinals on our fence! I remember you saying that your grandmother liked cardinals!! Again, I am stopping to enjoy the simple things! When I told Elaine about the birds, all she could say is Amen! Love you girl...Anna

Anna <chiefrainwater@ev1.net>
- Tuesday, November 23, 2004 1:35 PM CST
Lynn, I found your site through Sam's. You are truly an inspiration. Keep on fighting.
Tina-www.caringbridge.org/md/lance <lneonkia@comcast.net>
- Tuesday, November 23, 2004 1:05 PM CST
Way to go Lynn !! Good for You. Homeopathic, holistic, nutritional healing, or modern medicine - I don't understand any of it but I've sure seen it work. I'm glad you are so open to God's leading and going to see Barb. Your Dr Hampe sounds awesome too by being an encourager. We'll be glad to pray for you...well continue to lift you up in prayer.

Rick Lung <rclung37@yahoo.com>
Orlando, FL USA - Tuesday, November 23, 2004 12:35 AM CST
Good morning, my friend! I wanted to check in and let you know you have been in my thoughts and prayers each and every day! I hope today finds you feeling better and able to have your drain removed! I've been sharing your story with many friends and family...as well as filling them in on how you were "drugged" for your wedding! Hee hee! A funny story you will have to share with everyone at a later date! But since I 'm digressing...I will let you know that the only bridesmaid dress I've ever saved is the one I wore in your wedding to sweet David...(is anyone surprised that our shopaholic friend, Lynn picked beautiful dresses...now if it only still fit!) I also wanted to share with you how much your postings have touched me. It's been several years since we've seen each other, but I feel closer to you than ever. Because of your powerful and inspiring words, I stepped foot in a church for the first time in a very long time. Actually, let me clarify. I've physically been in church many times in the last few years but not with my whole heart and soul. I lost a lot of my faith many years ago...and I know you know exactly when I'm talking about! Anyway, Steve and I have been talking about getting back to church, but didn't know where we'd feel at home. Little did we realize it would be the church in our neighborhood beckoning us to come inside! We went to service last weekend and I thought of you the whole time...you brought us there! I must tell you how warm, wonderful and uplifting the church was as well as all whom we met around us at service. It was the first time I truly felt at home in a church and that the message was speaking directly to me. I left feeling refreshed, energized and looking forward to returning next weekend! You are touching people all around you with your many gifts...isn't it amazing?! As we head into the Thanksgiving holiday, I am thankful for finding you again after too much time, I am thankful that you have been surrounded in a circle of growing love by your family, friends, neighbors, and cyberfriends and I am thankful for the faith that you continue to express and share in each writing. Wishing you, David, Taylor, and Jacob a blessed Thanksgiving! Lots of love, Jean

Jean Prince <jean.prince@mail.sprint.com>
Irvine, CA - Tuesday, November 23, 2004 12:21 AM CST
FIGHT SISTER FIGHT! Thinking of you!
Jill Smail <jill.smail@pharma.novartis.com>
Centennial, CO - Tuesday, November 23, 2004 11:14 AM CST
Lynn, I think the last post by Susanna says it Best!!! Wow! How your story is touching so many hearts!
Nancy

Nancy Jacobson <nancy.l.jacobson@wellsfargo.com>
katy, tx - Tuesday, November 23, 2004 9:54 AM CST
Praise God for inspirational people like yourself. Clearly, judging by your guestbook, all it takes is one spark to set off a nation. You are that spark!
Susanna
New York, NY - Tuesday, November 23, 2004 9:30 AM CST
Lynn,
You are truly an inspiration to us all. Lots of prayers and hugs.

Lois (Friends of Allie)
NJ - Tuesday, November 23, 2004 8:54 AM CST
Dear Lynn,
You don't know me but somehow God led me to your webpage. I'm a mother of four two girls and two boys. Four years ago my daughter Megan who was 11 at the time got sick and we found out she had Non-Hodgkins Lymphoma. She went through a year of chemo treatments and into a quick remission but months later she relapsed and we did a bone-marrow transplant using her brothers bone-marrow. Meg became cancer-free but got an infection and passed away October 9,2001. We looked at our journey just as you do. I remember telling her God has put us on a roller-coaster and is taking us on a journey and will lead us to our designation. Its been a hard four years but God is working through me to help others and pray for others. Your faith and inspiration and wonderful words are so inspiring. At times I get so down still but when I hear others talk about their faith and what their purpose is I find mine is praying for others who face the ugly disease of cancer. My sister had breast cancer 10 years ago at the age of 32. She is still cancerfree. My friend I used to work with had breast cancer in 13 nodes shes still cancerfree. Your faith will see you through. God does have a purpose for each one us. Hold strong to your God and your faith. One thing Meg always told all of us is Have Faith and Believe. Thats our motto in my house. Thats whats on her stone at the cementary. Plus butterflys. God led us to love butterflys while she was sick. Looking back now I can't believe all the butterfly presents she got from cards, to towels etc. She said she was going to fly out of the hospital like a butterfly and she did with grace and beauty.
I just wanted to share with you my faith and let you know someone from Bedford is praying for you.
You've also got a great group of friends and support group. I'll pray also for your husband who sounds like a very strong and wonderful person. I know when someone faces cancer its not only you but everyone feels and shares your fears. So I'll close with this

Have faith and Believe God is their!
Lori

Lori <soccermom66@hotmail.com>
Bedford, Tx Tarrant - Tuesday, November 23, 2004 8:49 AM CST
Lynn,

Oh my Goshhhhhhhhhhh! What great testimonies to alternativie healing. I hope you continue to benefit from these medicines and find complete healing. I want a front row seat when you give your testimony 10 years from now. Your joyous voice is back and I am so glad you are feeling better! I pray that the pain be minimal today!

Love you, Suzanne

Suzanne <Suzannelcobb@aol.com>
- Tuesday, November 23, 2004 8:43 AM CST
Just stopping in to say hello and let you know you're being thought of and prayed for!

Peace and joy to you this morning ... have a beautiful and blessed day.

** A friend of Allie's **
Buffalo, NY - Tuesday, November 23, 2004 8:38 AM CST
Lynn, I believe with all my heart that God is walking with you through this journey. He continues to bless you with friends, family and the Faith you have in Him. You and your family are in my prayers.
Yvonne <ygarcia@munsch.com>
Dallas, TX USA - Tuesday, November 23, 2004 8:29 AM CST
Lynn, I have loved seeing your picture and hearing about you from Dana on Sam's site. If attitude has anything to do with beating cancer, you have nothing to worry about! Your chosen path sounds like a good one and I wish you the speediest of recoveries. Hope you don't mind if I check up on you now and then!

Donna Kirk-Swaffar ♥.•:*¨¨*:•.Friends Of Allie.•:*¨¨*:•.♥ <swaffar@doglegs.com>
Rossville, KS USA - Tuesday, November 23, 2004 7:46 AM CST
Thinking of you Lynn. Praying for you and the strength you need to fight this. Here's hoping the drain comes out today! They are such a drag! Put your feet up and eat some turkey this week!
Love,
Ashley (Friend of Allie)

Ashley Taylor <rtaylor150@carolina.rr.com>
Charlotte, NC USA - Tuesday, November 23, 2004 7:21 AM CST
Hey Lynn,
It is the crack of dawn and you know what? My crew is running around like wild people. I love their excitement on life today!! Ashlynn came down at 5:13 a.m. and said..."you said we had to get an early start!" EGADS. I was hoping they'd sleep in just a bit and let me get the start but no such luck...oh well...can't cut the fun they are having right now.

It is making me crazy to know I won't be across the street some this week to run check on you or just spend time...the cell phone is working though so I am sure we'll be burnin' the minutes (sounds more fun than burnin' the buns!) Oh...yea...we'll have to do that AFTER the holidays right? Hee hee

YOU, my friend (and your dear family) are an incredible blessing to the Crandell's. My heart is so full and blessed because of your friendship....something no words on a guestbook entry could begin to describe. It is so amazing to see your journey and the beauty God has created in you - He is allowing you to shine for His kingdom in so many powerful ways! WOW!

I love you girl. Have an awesome day and week, we'll be praying for the big and little stuff.

Your friend,
Holly
Mark 11:24 "What things so ever you desire, when you pray, believe that you will receive them, and you will have them." Believe my friend.....believe!!!! x0x0x

Holly <hmcrand@comcast.net>
- Tuesday, November 23, 2004 6:55 AM CST
Hey Lynn,
Although I am not a Christian, I am sure that there is room for prayer from all over!
You have such an amazing spirit.
Go for it!!

Liz (friend of Allie's) and Sam <laliz22@aol.com>
Chicago, il - Tuesday, November 23, 2004 6:43 AM CST
Hi Lynn,

I just wanted to let you know that another Lynn is praying for you. All things are possible for those who believe.

Lynn <ljmelder@sbcglobal.net>
McKinney, Tx - Monday, November 22, 2004 11:07 PM CST
Hi Sweetheart,

How are you doing? Dennis and I have been speaking about you a lot tonight and hope the pain is starting to diminish. I know the drain is a drag and uncomfortable. You've made it this far and will make it another 24 hours. Remember how good it feels once the drain has been removed. A real shower! Yum!

I'm so proud of you for going an alternative route. I happen to be really proud of Dr. Hampe as well for supporting any opportunity mainstream or not. He's simply the best.

I was stricken with heartache to learn about the postive nodes. If anyone can beat this disease Lynn, it's you! It's you, Lynn. I believe in YOU and respect your relationship with God.

We may believe differently, but we still come together for the ultimate outcome.

I love you babe! You and Holly.

Thinking constantly about you,

Dana & Dennis

Dana Eisenberg <danafeis@go.com>
- Monday, November 22, 2004 10:12 PM CST
Hello Girlfriend ~ I have been praying for you and your family during this challenging time. I had the pleasure of talking with both Dean and Gail and Tami this past week to keep posted on how everything was going. My how God keeps growing us -- your strength and courage are shining through your posts stronger than ever. You go, Girl -- conquer this horrible disease. I am so thankful that you are doing what feels right for you and your body. God will lead you where he needs you to be -- to heal you (and the others). Keep your eyes on Him for I believe that amazing things are happening all around you beyond the cancer -- through Him. May your body find peace and rest this evening as you are healing. I am praying for David and the kids -- give them a hug for me. I keep thinking about you and your 12 foot Christmas tree -- you have been reminding me to find joy in the small moments, too. Love ya, Paige
Paige Riccio <paigericcio@comcast.net>
St. Charles, IL - Monday, November 22, 2004 10:10 PM CST
Lynn,
I am so happy and engerized by your post today! Keep fighting the fight and follow your mind and heart! Your body will tell you what is right and working. Sleep tight as you may start working out sooner than you thought! Love..Beth

Beth Gilles <bethtouhey@hotmail.com>
burnsville, - Monday, November 22, 2004 10:04 PM CST
Lynn,
I am a radiation therapist, who happens to follow you. You are a blessing to me. What I'm writing to tell you is that you are doing the right thing. I wrote a letter to the editor of People mag when they published an article about Suzanne Sommers and her controversial decision not to undergo chemo. Now, don't get me wrong, I strongly believe in traditional medicine. It's just that I feel that patients are smart enough to do their own research and decide what therapies are right for them. Now I don't advise abandoning modern medicine, but I think what you are doing is great. Anything that helps you feel better, will help your outlook and it is a proven fact that attitude, religion, etc. play a significant role in the survival of a cancer patient. So, go for it!!! You know what's best for you. I'm glad you will start radiation when your healing is done. What exactly will they radiate? I assume you had total breast irradiation last go round. Did they treat the supraclavicluar area? That would be on your shoulder/neck, right above the breast tissue? Or maybe that's what they will treat now? Anyway, please continue your posts. You are a blessing to me and a reminder of why I do my job.

Keri Brown <keribrown@comcast.net>
North Augusta, SC - Monday, November 22, 2004 8:44 PM CST
Hi Lynn,
Sorry I didn't get a chance yesterday to post my daily note to you. I was praying for you and thinking of you though. As always, your spirit and energy are amazing.

I think it is wonderful that you are trying all aspects of the medical field-traditional and non-traditional. You will never have to ask yourself, "I wonder if I should try this route"? Nothing better than being proactive and going after the demon (cancer) from every dirrection! I will continue to pray for you and for your family Lynn. Stay strong and know that God is holding your had and walking this journey with you. You are someone I have never met and will always admire. Your strength, courage, and Spirit leave me blown away on a daily bais. It is those qualities, your family and all your great friends that will for sure help you beat this!
Sleep well my cyber friend,
Brooke

Brooke <bleyl22@adelphia.net>
Twinsburg, OH USA - Monday, November 22, 2004 8:21 PM CST
Trust the Lord with all your heart, all your mind, all your soul, and all your strength. He is guiding you through this, and He will NOT forsake you.

I will be praying faithfully that ALL of your treatments and medications -- traditional and otherwise -- work in perfect harmony to heal you.


~ A Friend ~
Fayetteville, AR - Monday, November 22, 2004 6:19 PM CST
Hi Lynn,
Hope you have been having a good day with your family. I wanted to let you know that we have a little doctor in the house that is ready to "fix up" Ms. Lynn! Camden told me last night that he wanted to be a doctor that could make Ms. Lynn's cancer go away. He knew exactly how he would get the job done, too. " I will get a clean towel and just wipe it all away and that will fix up Ms. Lynn. Then I will pray and it will be gone and God will tell it not to ever come back!" I just hugged his sweet little neck! Such Faith!!! I enjoy getting to send you notes everyday! You are so very special to me and my family! Love you girl! Hugs...Anna

Anna <chiefrainwater@ev1.net>
- Monday, November 22, 2004 6:06 PM CST
Lynn,
My daughter is a friend of a friend who works at CNN. She forwarded your message because I too am a breast cancer survivor. I have been cancer free for 7 years. You are a brave woman and you will beat this thing. I will keep you and your family in my prayers.

Sharon <sharon.saxelby@alz.org>
- Monday, November 22, 2004 5:24 PM CST
Lynn-
I am the first to doubt non-traditional therapy, however, I too have seen the difference it can make in people's lives. Your open approach with your surgeon and other physicians will only make the journey better.
May your pain improve daily along with your spirits.
Love and prayers to you and your family.
Deb
Hope you were able to enjoy some lefse! (I had a chat with dear old Dad - he was excited to send a little bit of MN your way)
Amazing that your website has been viewed almost 21,000 times - you are a woman so many have come to learn about, love and support!

Deb Klein <deborah.klein@allina.com>
Saint Paul, MN - Monday, November 22, 2004 4:18 PM CST
Lynn,
I am a friend of Gloria's. Reading this, I am taking by what an amazing woman you are. You will be in my prayers. Keep fighting in your graceful manner.

Melinda Rotoli <rotolimel@aol.com>
Havertown, PA USA - Monday, November 22, 2004 4:04 PM CST
Lynn,
I am a friend of Gloria Miller's. I believe in the power of prayer and I am going to pray for you right now . . .one second. There. I did it, and so are so many others. When two or more are gathered in His name, He is present. Stay strong . . .the only way that can be done is by seeking the Lord. God Bless You.
Caroline Van Sickle

Caroline Van Sickle
new york, ny usa - Monday, November 22, 2004 3:37 PM CST
Lynn,

We finally got moved this weekend and it was making me crazy not having access to the computer. I'm back at work and was able to read your posting for today. I think that a different approach might be what your body needs. You can't discount anything that may be able to help you. I remember what my parents said in one of the messages to you and I believe it was to "GET AN ATTITUDE AND KEEP IT" Let this cancer know that it has nothing on you, that you are so much stronger that IT is. Lynn stay strong and positive. God bless you and your family.
Love,
Lynde

Lynde Bove <lynde.bove@vitalps.com>
Gilbert, AZ - Monday, November 22, 2004 2:56 PM CST
Hi Lynn,
I am a friend of Gloria's. Breast cancer runs in my family and I'm scared that one day I might get it. But I've also seen a lot of survivors, including my mother. Good luck to you. May God hold you in the palm of his hand.

Shannon
New York , NY US - Monday, November 22, 2004 2:27 PM CST
Hi Lynn,
I am a friend of Gloria's. Breast cancer runs in my family and I'm scared that one day I might get it. But I've also seen a lot of survivors, including my mother. Good luck to you. May God hold you in the palm of his hand.

Shannon
New York , NY US - Monday, November 22, 2004 2:26 PM CST
Hello Lynn
I am a friend of Gloria Miller who is a friend of Lynn Jacobson. I just want to tell you that you will be added to my prayer list. Remember to keep your faith and know that God is in charge. God bless you and your family.

Doris Jiggetts <djiggetts@glucklaw.com>
Westampton, NJ USA - Monday, November 22, 2004 2:26 PM CST
hi lynn, i am a friend of nancy jacobson's back east in NYC. your words are so beautiful, you are a woman of such courage and love, i know and pray you will beat this. my mother is a cancer survivor, and i know my family wouldn't have gotten through it without love, faith, family and friends. please take care of yourself and know you have prayers coming from a new friend in the big apple! god bless you and your family.
Gloria Miller <gloria.miller@turner.com>
New York, NY USA - Monday, November 22, 2004 2:00 PM CST
You are in my thoughts and prayers, Lynn.
andrea
tempe, az - Monday, November 22, 2004 1:48 PM CST
Lynn,

I just got back from an amazing trip with Jake to visit friends back East- I told them all about you and your amazing journey with cancer and your walk with God. You are so calm!! How is this possible? You are so blessed with so many people praying for you not only for the cancer to be GONE but also that you may have peace, sleep, knowledge, etc. You are teaching all us great things- to believe that God's plan is above all- and to love every moment of every day- I love you for that. We will be to Dallas for a visit in a couple weeks. See you then.

Love Nancy

Nancy Jacobson <nancy.l.jacobson@wellsfargo.com>
Katy, tx - Monday, November 22, 2004 1:02 PM CST
Praise our God for one clean node!
That is hope! Not just wishing things would be all right, but knowing that Christ is with you every step up this mountain. Continue recovering. Miss seeing you.

Lorie Murray <tlcmur@comcast.net>
- Monday, November 22, 2004 10:33 AM CST
Dear Lynn,

I love coming here and reading your posts and your guestbook. Not that I like hearing the disappointing news of your latest medical reports, because I don't. I'm sad for you and angry at this cancer. But I do love reading your calm words and hearing your optimistic spirit day after day, even in the light of such news. I love reading that you're putting this in the Lord's hands. I love reading your friends' and family's inspirational words ... while the words are intended to encourage you, they are encouraging me as well, and all of your readers I'm sure. I am lifted up and reminded of the power of our Heavenly Father to work not only miracles of healing but miracles of LIFE, of our salvation and the comfort that we know He is indeed good and worthy to be praised. Thank you Lynn, for sharing so candidly and so profoundly. God is using you to do mighty things. I'm drawn closer to the Lord each time I pop in here to check on you. It's my daily dose of inspiration, and it makes me want to pass that on to others.

I continue to pray that God will give you a speedy recovery from your surgery, courage and strength for the road ahead, and the peace that passes all understanding in knowing that He is truly in control. Your husband and your sweet children are also in my prayers.

I wish I knew you personally. You are a very special lady. May God bless you with love, laughter, and a pain free day today.

Charla
Nashville, TN - Monday, November 22, 2004 10:20 AM CST
Lynn,
It is good to hear from you again. I was unable to "check-in" with you this weekend but something told me all was not ok. I sit here this morning numb to the news. It ties in so clearly with the sermon we heard yesterday at church. She reminded us that no human can promise us anything for certain. She reminded us the power of God and power of prayer yet we don't know his plan. It is always around us and we just need to see and hear the signs of God in our lives. I knew yesterday to pray the extra prayer for you and I am so glad I did! My father is ill and so many people ask me daily how he is. I am amazed everytime I have to answer, I have never heard my father complain, never heard my mother complain and they have a battle with no hope for any recovery. They both rely completely on their faith and they have had a great life. There are hard days for everyone but when I see the hard days for some I am so grateful of the life God has chosen for me this far! I am sure that we are here to help others and we are not always aware of how we actually do that. I thank you for being so open and honest with everything in your life and reaching out to those of us that needed a little tug to slow down and reflect on what we are here to do! Thank you for giving me somthing "deeper" to think about and put everything back into perspective. You are surronded by such an amazing support group and I pray every night for them too to keep strong. I have said before that I look forward to the day I will get to meet you in person, and the amazing group that surronds you too. (This is a bit more hopefull now if the Shearers' stay in the warmth.) I hope that each day finds you a bit more comfortable as your body heals. I love that you were able to get ready for yourself yesterday and that today you are able to do a bit more too. I am sure you have Thanks-Giving on your mind and I hope you have a pain free or pain-less day. This is a wonderful day that I hope everyone is able to be with those special to them. I am so grateful that you are home with your family! God bless you and all that surrond you!! Love Beth

Beth Gilles <bethtouhey@hotmail.com>
Burnsville, MN - Monday, November 22, 2004 9:46 AM CST
Lynn, I hope you are finding each day to be a little more comfortable as your body continues to heal, COMPLETELY! I love you my friend and pray this cancer no longer lives in your body. Suzanne
Suzanne Cobb <Suzannelcobb@aol.com>
Prosper, Tx - Monday, November 22, 2004 8:34 AM CST
God will win!! You are an angel. With such loving family and friends in your corner satan will never win. God will prevail. You are going to get better in order to continue spreading His wonderful word, I know this deep in my heart. I pray for your continued recovery and that you get stronger each and every day.
Barb Moore <bmoore@cgsd.org>
Rogersville, PA Greene - Monday, November 22, 2004 7:46 AM CST
Lynn-love you, love your faith, love all the support that surrounds you. There is hope and hope is all we need my friend! As Jill often says FIGHT SISTER FIGHT! I am glad to read you are also seeing a homeopath. Let no stone be unturned here. I think about you so much and every time I do I pray for your cancer to leave your body. Keep the faith! Love, Heidi
Heidi Isaak <heidi.isaak@genmill.com>
New Hope, MN USA - Monday, November 22, 2004 7:03 AM CST
DEAR DAUGHTER-IN-LOVE, MY HEART IS JOYOUS WHEN I READ POWERFUL POSTS TO YOU FROM THOSE IN YOUR CIRCLE OF LOVING FRIENDS. AS I TOLD YOU, I AM STRUGGLING TO LEAVE YOU, BUT WHEN I SEE ALL THE SOULS THAT GOD HAS IN PLACE AROUND YOU I AM CONTENT. OFF TO SEE MY BEAUTIFUL FAMILY IN COLORADO AND SING LULLABIES TO MY TWINS.WE'LL BE IN DENVER,BUT PART OF OUR HEARTS WILL HERE WITH YOU AND "MY LUMP OF GOLD". FEAR NOT GOD IS WITH YOU OUR ANGEL. LOVE, DAD AND MOM NEWMAN
GAIL NEWMAN <newmanj36@netscape.net>
FRISCO , TX - Monday, November 22, 2004 6:54 AM CST
Sweet Lynn ~ I have laid awake for the last few hours with you soooooooooooooooooo heavily on my heart. Have I told you lately how dear you are to me? Have I told you how much I'm missing you & need to hug your neck? Have I told you how much I'm in awe of your words on each post & how I'm simply overwhelmed at the number of people you continue to inspire (including myself)? Have I mentioned how much I need to hug your neck??

This fight might be slightly harder than anticipated but you are one fiesty, God-loving woman - YOU CAN DO THIS!!! You've got to fight to keep any darkness out of your life - don't give satan ANY satisfaction in this. Look up to God for ALL your peace, strength & encouragement. You are already finding your silver lining in lymp node #9 - no cancer!!! I like to think that the doctor got all the REALLY nasty cancer out of your body, IF any is left than it WILL be blasted out w/ the chemo & radition. Those 8 nodes may have "significant" cancer BUT they are now out of your body. #9 DID NOT HAVE ANY!!!! Say it again..........#9 DID NOT HAVE CANCER!!!! Praise God!

You know how much all your friends, family and new cyber-buddies adore you & that we are all here for you to help with the lil' details in your life. That's the easy part, but allow God to do the rest.

I love & miss you ~ JennyGwynn

JennyGwynn <jennygwynn@comcast.net>
Frisco, - Monday, November 22, 2004 5:16 AM CST
Hi Lynn!
I am a friend of Julie Pettit's in Denver. You are an amazing woman and truly an inspiration to us all. I will continue to pray for you and believe that you will heal.

Vicki Swett <v.swett@comcast.net>
Lone Tree, CO usa - Sunday, November 21, 2004 11:59 PM CST
Lynn,
I read this on my daily words of encouragement and thought of you...Those who bring sunshine to the lives of others cannot keep it from themselves. -Jamie Barrie. I am amazed that throughout your darkest days you continue to be an inspiration to others. You're in our thoughts and prayers. Take care.

Christen Chamberlain <scottandchristen@aol.com>
Rogers, AR USA - Sunday, November 21, 2004 10:04 PM CST
If GOD brings you to it, He will bring you through it.
Happy moments, praise GOD.
Difficult mements, seek GOD.
Quit moments, worship GOD.
Painful moments, trust GOD.
Every moment, thank GOD.

WE ARE STIL HAVING MASSES (AT THE CATHOLIC CHURCH) SAID FOR YOU SO THAT THE CANCER WILL BE TAKEN AWAY WITH YOUR TREATMENTS. KEEP UP THE GOOD SPIRIT, NEVER GIVE UP.

DICK AND BETTY VELDMAN

DICK AND BETTY VELDMAN <bveldman@smig.net>
AUSTIN, MN USA - Sunday, November 21, 2004 9:24 PM CST
Dear Lynn......I have been away for a couple days but I thought of you frequently during that time. I was so hoping for a different pathological outcome, but once again, I'm sure, your positive attitude will carry you through this next challenge. I hope you will take the opportunity this Thanksgiving week to continue your healing and celebrate your life with your family and friends.
Judy <jsailor14@comcast.net>
Corvallis, OR USA - Sunday, November 21, 2004 9:16 PM CST
Lynn,
While the news is disappointing, we all know that in God's time, not ours. Isn't it hard to yield to this though? It does sound like your medical team is working hard to use all their resources, a praise. Bless you for your continued witness to the Lord. How much you help me and so many others. I will continue to keep you in my prayers. God bless. Love you all, Aunt Mary

Aunt Mary <gladme@iowatelecom.net>
- Sunday, November 21, 2004 8:50 PM CST
Dear Lynn~ I have been following your story for a couple of months now. I found out about you through the "trickle down" effect of the Allie and Sam stories. I check on you daily but have never posted. I am in awe how you ask for strength, courage and wisdom when you already have been blessed with such qualities. I also wanted to say that I thought it was really awesome how ya'll already put up your Christmas tree and surprised the kids. I can imagine that they enjoyed being able to tell that story at school last week!! That'll be a sweet memory for them always.

Thank you for encouraging us all with your bravery. My brave father recently passed away from the effects of cancer at 59. He was diagnosed at 52 and God blessed us with him for 7 more years. He showed his love of the Lord every day, in every way after he was diagnosed. Before that he lived in the "busyness" of life. God used him as an example just as he is using you. Thank you for reminding me of my sweet father. May God continue to bless you and your family while he heals your body.

Tracy Glover <greggandtracy@hotmail.com>
Temple, Texas USA - Sunday, November 21, 2004 8:43 PM CST
Hi again my friend,
Thank you for posting all of those details. God has definitely brought back some of your strength to be able to sit and type such a lengthy, detailed post!:) I will be praying for you this evening that you will enjoy this Thanksgiving week...I am so thankful to call you my friend.I am also thankful to have a personal relationship with Jesus and that I can talk to Him about you anytime of the day(even in the wee hours) and He Hears!!! AMEN! Hugs and Love...Anna

Anna <chiefrainwater@ev1.net>
- Sunday, November 21, 2004 7:44 PM CST
I love you, Girl!!! Just a little line to say that you are on my mind nonstop. I am stormin' heaven for you!!!


Melanie Florsheim <scot.florsheim@comcast.net>
Plani, TX - Sunday, November 21, 2004 7:43 PM CST
Dear Lynn,
Thank you for sharing all the news. We all want to help you carry this burden if all we can do is pray. I don't know the right words to bring you comfort or peace other than I am praying for you constantly through out the day and night. Your Mother in Love posted the best verse for all of us to remember. God has blessed you with such a wonderful christian family and with many friends that love you very much. Thanks again for posting all the news.
Love ya, Susan Carter

Susan Carter <knscarter@advantexmail.net>
Frisco, Tx USA - Sunday, November 21, 2004 6:58 PM CST
Thank you for all the details Lynn. You are a strong person. We all appreciate you!
FIGHT SISTER FIGHT!

Jill Smail <jill.smail@pharma.novartis.com>
Centennial, CO - Sunday, November 21, 2004 1:37 PM CST
Thank you for all the details Lynn. You are a strong person. We all appreciate you!
FIGHT SISTER FIGHT!

Jill Smail <jill.smail@pharma.novartis.com>
Centennial, CO - Sunday, November 21, 2004 1:36 PM CST
No "right" words to share other than to let you know that I am sending encouraging and uplifting thoughts your way, and continuing to pray for healing.
Kat ( *Friends of Allie*)
Richardson, TX - Sunday, November 21, 2004 1:36 PM CST
Dearest Lynn,
Of course these were not the results you all were looking for & I am SO sorry for that, but I am so glad you can still see that God has a plan for you! Today I taught Sidney's 3 year old Sunday school class & the lesson was "God watches over us even when we're scared"! That seems pretty appropriate here, so even though you're scared always remember that God is watching over you!!! My love and prayers to all of you!

Melissa Schmitz <melissa@snfriends.com>
Houston, TX USA - Sunday, November 21, 2004 1:32 PM CST
Hi Lynn-
Thought of you often last night as I couldn't sleep. So, I prayed. I prayed for your sweet kids, your hubby, your parents,your in-loves and of course YOU!!! As you can see, you have alot of people who are helping you to get through this Lynn. You should feel very blessed that` you have such a tight-knit family. How cool that`God moved your parents here when you need them the most...not a coincidence, just`God showing you that he is taking care of you and using your family to help him do just that. As I was driving this morning to pick up the kids at my mom's house, I noticed all of the pretty colors of the changing leaves and it made me smile. Not long ago, I really wouldn't have cared much about that except now, because of you, saying to appreciate even the little things in life, I do! God is so powerful, he can turn those leaves any color he wants to. As well, He is powerful enough to heal your body, too! And He will!! Our family will continue to pray for you Lynn and I will continue to send you notes that`I hope will cheer you up. You are a very special person Lynn Newman!!! Hugs and Love..Anna

P.S. On a lighter note, I tackled yet another paint job this weekend!:)I may not ever get those Christmas decorations out,but by golly I will have some much needed color on my walls!!!!

Anna <chiefrainwater@ev1.net>
- Sunday, November 21, 2004 12:20 AM CST
Lynn- You continue to be in my thoughts and prayers. Your faith is an inspiration!!
Jill <jronningen@cox.net>
Tempe, AZ USA - Sunday, November 21, 2004 11:41 AM CST
Your faith is awesome. I am a Christian too, but I admit that I learn from you daily. I pray that God will heal you. Thank you for sharing your story and your faith. May you be blessed.
Robin Russell
Raleigh, NC - Sunday, November 21, 2004 10:22 AM CST
Dear Lynn,
I am also a friend of Suzanne's and she shared with me on Friday how you are in a fight against cancer. I have not been able to stop thinking about you and your family since. I pray that God gives you strength to keep on fighting & that he continues to surround you and your family with love. Please know that I will be praying for you everyday.

Cassie Payne <jeff_cass_payne@sbcglobal.net>
Prosper, TX - Saturday, November 20, 2004 10:05 PM CST
Hello Lynn,
I am a friend of Suzanne Cobbs and she shared your story with me. I think of you often and always hope things are getting better for you and your family. We wish you all the best and we will continue to keep you in our hearts and prayers.
Jennifer

Jennifer van der Ziel <peteandjenny@sbcglobal.net>
Prosper, tx - Saturday, November 20, 2004 9:31 PM CST
dearest Lynn and family,
Not the news we wanted but remember there were cells that responded to the chemo. We pray that the test results will lead your doctors to exactly the right kind of medicine and treatment that will kick the snot out of this rotten disease.
ok, let's rest for now as much as you can. We got a lot of praying to do and you've got fighting to do.
"trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding;in all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight." Proverbs 3:5&6.

Take Care
Praying for you!
love Jim and LaJean

lajean westeng <lwesteng09@hotmail.com>
clarks grove, mn usa - Saturday, November 20, 2004 9:28 PM CST
Lynn,
Prayers and kind wishes will be given in your name daily. Chin up....the sun will shine. Keep that brave face.


Johnna <thornton2003@juno.com>
- Saturday, November 20, 2004 9:25 PM CST
"Do not let your hearts be troubled,Trust in God"John 14:1
Lynn, I can feel the sadness in your words. But I will trust that God is bigger then this disease,please continue to do the same. Your faith is bigger then this disease. Take heart that God is on your side, not on cancers side!! Like many others, I don't know if I say "just the right words", but they are words from the heart with tremendous love for you. Take care and stay strong. I am so happy you got to spend time with Vicky,how great that must of been. Maybe someday all of us girls can come visit! Sending lots of love and prayers your way!!
Love Amy

Amy Selzer-Zaccaria <antjammom@adelphia.net>
Lancaster, NY - Saturday, November 20, 2004 8:32 PM CST
CALLING ALL READERS!
3000 hits to this site in the past week.

NOW IS THE TIME TO SIGN THE GUEST BOOK.

You don't need the perfect words or perfect phrase.
Just let Lynn know she and her family are on your mind.
NOW IS THE TIME TO WRITE.
Thank you.

Another one who cares <anotheronewhocares@haveaheart.com>
Careville, US - Saturday, November 20, 2004 8:05 PM CST
Dear Lynn,

I'm just an anonymous reader who checks up on you daily and prays for you every day. As I sat here reading Holly's update with the news that no one wanted to hear, I felt an overwhelming sadness that there's nothing I can do to "fix this" for you, or even to help.

HOWEVER, God tapped me on the shoulder and corrected that thought quickly! There IS something I can do, and I pledge to you that I will do it faithfully: I will continue to pray for you and for your family.
I will pray ...
* for physical and emotional strength for you
* for peace and encouragement for your family
* for understanding for your sweet babies
* for wisdom and divine guidance for your doctors
* for blessings on all of your friends who are so lovingly attending to your needs such as meals and carpooling
And I will pray that your testimony and sharing will continue to be an incredible witness for the Lord.

YEP, I CAN DO THAT! And I will, my cyber-friend!

Rest peacefully, dear warrior, knowing you have many faithful friends (and strangers like me!) in your corner, lifting you up in prayer tonight.

Mary K.
Richardson, TX - Saturday, November 20, 2004 5:37 PM CST
My sweet friend,
Even when things seem to not go the way WE want them to, God is still good. He has not left you to fight this horrible disease alone. He loves you Lynn,just as so many of your friends and family do as well. I am speaking from my heart right now so I hope that I am saying the right words to you. I know you won't give up, you are a fighter as you have continually proven throughout this journey. I pray that God will shower extra love on you tonight as you sleep. I am so thankful that we are friends and that we have the freedom to pray in this country! God will get you through this..keep hanging on to Him! Love...Anna

Anna <chiefrainwater@ev1.net>
- Saturday, November 20, 2004 5:35 PM CST
Lynn,
You are in my prayers. I will be sending a prayer request for you at church tomorrow, so that the whole congregation is praying for you and your family. Thank you Holly for the update-your words too are always inspirational. Stay strong Lynn and be brave-and fight fight fight! God has already done so many amazing things through you, and I know that he isn't done yet! You my cyber friend have led so many people back to Christ and I believe that his plan is for you to continue to inspire people all over the world with your Faith, Spirit and Courage! You certainly inspire me on a daily basis.
I will be praying for you Lynn,
Brooke

Brooke <bleyl22@adelphia.net>
Twinsburg, OH 44087 - Saturday, November 20, 2004 4:37 PM CST
Take heart, my friend!
Lynn, HOLD ON to all that you KNOW to be true even when your circumstances seem bleek- Our God is faithful and sufficient, our God's love is unconditional, He will never leave us, His ways are higher than ours and YOU can do all things with God's strength living through you.
Please know I continue to pray; my faith in God is unwavering despite circumstances that don't go as I had wished!

Jennie May <jenniemay@sbcglobal.net>
McKinney, TX USA - Saturday, November 20, 2004 3:55 PM CST
Thank you Holly for your endless love for Lynn. Thank you for updating all that care so deeply for her.

Dear Lynn,
Just now, as I was trying to type "no words are right" right came out fight.....maybe it wasn't a slip of the finger. THOSE ARE THE WORDS.....
FIGHT SISTER FIGHT!
FIGHT SISTER FIGHT!
FIGHT SISTER FIGHT!
DON'T EVER STOP FIGHTING!

Jill Smail <jill.smail@pharma.novartis.com>
Centennial, CO - Saturday, November 20, 2004 1:52 PM CST
Sweet Lynn - I am on my knees praying harder than ever for you.

I love you dearly ~ Jenny

JennyGwynn <jennygwynn@comcast.net>
Frisco, - Saturday, November 20, 2004 10:14 AM CST
Good Morning Lynn!
I hope all is well in the Newman household this morning! I pray that you are feeling better and that you are receiving lots of love and attention(I am sure you are!) Even though there have been lots of clouds this week, I pray that you have had sunshine in your days by way of love from our Father in heaven! I will be thinking of you today as I am painting my dining room..yes, I am on another one of those whims! Greg is thrilled! Cozy up today with a warm blanket, a good book and a cup of tea! Have a :) day! Hugs and love...Anna

Anna <chiefrainwater@ev1.net>
- Saturday, November 20, 2004 7:56 AM CST
Lynn,
We have never met and may not this side of heaven. I did, however, want you to know that a very special friend of yours tearfully shared your story with a group of drive-way hoppin' moms tonight. Please know that we are also praying for you AND believing that our God, who is greater then any doctors report, is still in the healing business. My specific prayer for you is peace and the greatest sense of His presence.

God bless you and your family.

Friend of a friend <gray@hillcrestchurch.org>
Prosper, TX USA - Saturday, November 20, 2004 0:10 AM CST
Dearest Lynn, Do you not know? Have you not heard? The Lord is the everlasting God,the Creator of the ends of the earth. He will not grow tired or weary, and his understanding no one can fathom. He gives strength to the weary and increases the power of the weak. Even youths grow tired and weary, and young men stumble and fall; but those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint. Isaiah 40:28-31. We love you, Mom and Dad Newman
Dean and Gail Newman <jdeannewman@wmconnect.com>
Frisco, TX - Friday, November 19, 2004 10:42 PM CST
Lynn,
I feel so blessed that I was able to come to Dallas to spend time with you!! Hugging you hard Monday just brought tears to my eyes as I could feel the connection and years apart melt away. I will remember the bowl of marg and smile often with the memory! I feel so far away from you now that I can't be there to give you a hug and share in your journey. But through your posts, and Holly's :), I can still keep tabs on you. We are praying soooooo hard that tests come back with the results we ALL want that the cancer is GONE!!!! I have to believe and know that God will take care if it.
I also want to say a special note and prayer for Dave. You are so lucky to have him in your life and we all are. Dave, I hope you remember to keep taking care of yourself too. I know it is a hard journey, but it will be all the better to have faced these struggles together, and come out stronger after. After surviving this awful disease, I know you two will spend the rest of your lives finding happiness and growing old together!!! Dave, thank you for loving Lynn and taking care of her the way you do!!
Well, I did bring one souvenir home from Dallas I could have done without and it's this pesky cough -- gee, think it was caused by the rain?? Hopefully, this Arizona sunshine will get rid of it soon!
Sorry to ramble but Lynn I think of you constantly and pray for you. Take care friend and just think, it won't be too long till we meet in San Diego :) You deserve it!!
Love ya,
Vicky

Vicky <vickyn@prattthompson.com>
Scottsdale, AZ USA - Friday, November 19, 2004 10:35 PM CST
Hello Lynn,

Guess what?! I ran into Jamie today! We were both visiting Rosalie! We got to sit and chat with lovely foils all over our heads. Little Reed was the perfect child as she is learing the way of the salon! Girls, gossip and good hair color. Who want to know what their real color is anyway! That would be way to boring! Hope you are feeling well. Know that you are loved!

Jill Smail <jill.smail@pharma.novartis.com>
Centennial, CO - Friday, November 19, 2004 8:51 PM CST
Lynn,
We are are thinking of you always. Stay strong!

Kaplan Pediatrics
Plano, Tx USA - Friday, November 19, 2004 2:29 PM CST
Lynn,

Prayers are Powerful!! Praying for great test results and that you get stronger each and every day. I love Holly's posts...kids aren't they great! God is doing such awesome work for you and through you. Your undying faith is contagious. I wonder, when all is said and done, how many people you and Holly and all the others have touched and brought back to GOD? Probably too many to count. God is good.

Barbara Moore <bmoore@cgsd.org>
Rogersville, PA Greene - Friday, November 19, 2004 2:17 PM CST
Hi Lynn,
I have been following along with you, and wanted to let you know that we will keep praying for a happy and healthy outcome for you! Hope you have a speedy recovery, and we will keep sending our best wishes your way! Tell your mom and dad hi! Teri too!! Take care!

Shelly Joseph (Pompeii) <sheljoseph@aol.com>
Byron, MN USA - Friday, November 19, 2004 1:25 PM CST
Hi Lynn,
I got a good laugh out of Holly's post and the broken bell story-good thing you were resourceful and had that cell phn in reach! I have been praying that your pain is gone today and that you feel relief! I am also praying for awesome test results! I was reading your guestbook and you are indeed changing lives every where. Your FAITH is so powerful and contagious! Rest well my cyber friend and take comfort in knowing that you are so loved, respected and admired by everyone that knows you personally and so many people that have never met you!
Prayers,
Brooke

Brooke <bleyl22@adelphia.net>
Twinsburg, OH 44087 - Friday, November 19, 2004 9:57 AM CST
Lynn, I know you guys are a little ahead of us in your study of Hebrews, but on Tuesday, while you were in surgery, we covered Hebrews 11 at Tapestry. Michelle Attar reminded us that we are all part of the Hall of Faith and encouraaged us to write our "by faith" verses. So here's one for you, "By faith, Lynn, when faced with a horrible disease, trusted God to work in and through her and proclaimed the truth of salvation through Jesus to a watching world." You are a hero of the faith, Lynn. Just wanted to remind you that I am praying for you.
Lori Dunn <ron.dunn@gte.net>
- Friday, November 19, 2004 9:04 AM CST
Hi Girlie Girl!
Sorry I haven't sent you a note the last couple of days. I have been going non-stop this week, but I will finally get to rest up after today.(I am helping at the boys Thanksgiving feast at school today.) I pray that your pain will begin to subside and that you are getting some much deserved rest. We need to find you a new bell girlfriend....maybe you need something like the size of the Liberty Bell! Anyway, enjoy the sunshine that has been in hiding for the last week! Thinking of you always...Anna

Anna <chiefrainwater@ev1.net>
- Friday, November 19, 2004 8:58 AM CST
Dear Lynn,
I am a friend of Nancy's and I heard about your story. Please have comfort in knowing that you are in our prayers. I pray for a speedy recovery and that God is with you making you comfortable through this difficult time in your life.

Take Care,
Janin Huerter

Janin Huerter <huerterfam@aol.com>
Houston, TX United States - Friday, November 19, 2004 8:32 AM CST
Good morning sunshine!

Holly.........loved your post!! I have this visual of Lynn ringing and ringing the "silent" bell - it gave me a good laugh. But being a modern age damsel in distress, quick what's a girl to do? Grab her cell phone of course!!!! Too funny, I love it!!! ha ha ha

Okay girl, we haven't had a chance to talk about it but it's Friday.....if Taylors social calendar is not already booked, we would LOVE for her to come home with us today. Sydney is missing her!! I've decided to put off my return to the gym for another day in order to help Ms. Williams class make pumpkin pies this morning (hmmmmm, pies or yoga?! Twist my arm......Okay, I'll make the pies!! HA)........so track me down on my cell phone & let me know about Taylor & how your doing. I'll see if I can sneak you some pie!!! hee hee

Heal well my dear friend ~ Love ya! JennyGwynn

JennyGwynn <jennygwynn@comcast.net>
Frisco, - Friday, November 19, 2004 7:08 AM CST
Lynn,
I just want you to know that I think you are some kind of angel. You in so many ways have made such an impact on my life personally, and as so it seems many others. Don't give up Lynn Newman. I know you to be a fighter. That's how I got my life back, from your encouragement always. Love, Jackie DelValle

jackie delvalle <jackierdelvalle@yahoo.com>
northridge, ca usa - Thursday, November 18, 2004 11:36 PM CST
Lynn,
I just want you to know that I think you are some kind of angel. You in so many ways have made such an impact on my life personally, and as so it seems many others. Don't give up Lynn Newman. I know you to be a fighter. That's how I got my life back, from your encouragement always. Love, Jackie DelValle

jackie delvalle <jackierdelvalle@yahoo.com>
northridge, ca usa - Thursday, November 18, 2004 11:36 PM CST
Dear Lynn,
So good to hear that you are home and resting. I am so thankful that your surgery went well and that the pain meds are helping. Tomorrow should be better. I continue to pray for complete healing and a cancer free body for you forever! I also thank God for all the prayers He has answered and continues to answer-especially cell phones, pain meds, and good friends like Holly to keep us updated. Thank you Holly soooo much. Love ya Lynn.

Susan Carter <knscarter@advantexmail.net>
Frisco, Tx USA - Thursday, November 18, 2004 11:14 PM CST
Gooooooodddddness Girls,

Am I the only Jew around this guestbook? Who knows, but WOW Holly, quite a post. Lynn darling, I've been thinking about you constantly since Monday. I'm so thrilled Dr. Hampe came through for you as he did for me (and for that matter you last year as well.)

I love hearing Holly's perspective on everything. You girls make me smile in a very different way. Can't explain it, you're just that cool.

Off to NY in the am, so I'll check on you Monday. I love you girls. Have only met you a couple of times in person, but feel like we're soul sistas!

xxoo,

Dana

Dana Eisenberg <danafeis@go.com>
- Thursday, November 18, 2004 11:07 PM CST
Hi Lynn,
I hope tomorrow morning finds you with less pain, more strength,and GREAT test results!! It is wonderful to hear you are surronded by your amazing family and friends. Thank you Holly for keeping us in the loop!!! I pray for EVERYONE of you in Texas as I know it too is very hard to be the healthy care-giver. I find such strength in each of your stories through Lynn words. What an awesome support group!! Just as Hollys story said tonight. I hope you all have a peaceful weekend and enjoy those beautiful Christmas lights. Sweet dreams...Beth

Beth Gilles <bethtouhey@hotmail.com>
burnsville, MN - Thursday, November 18, 2004 10:49 PM CST
Hey Lynn ~ We missed you today at Moms In Touch.........I'm missing you now as well. I hope you are resting up. Remember.......doctors order to start a lil' exercising post-op! I'm heading back to power yoga after 3+ weeks off from being so sick - I'll probably need to borrow your bell for the next few days following my work out! ha ha

Hope to hug your neck tomorrow - sleep well!! Hugs n kisses ~ JennyGwynn

JennyGwynn <jennygwynn@comcast.net>
Frisco, - Thursday, November 18, 2004 9:45 PM CST
So glad to hear all went well and that you are home and being taken care of. My thoughts are with you often. We are slowly settling into Minnesota life and getting ready for the new baby. Keep your chin up! Much love!
Dena Baker <jeff_denabaker@yahoo.com>
Eden Prairie, MN - Thursday, November 18, 2004 8:39 PM CST
Hi enjoyed reading this evening, I am Nancy Jacobsons cousin in Omaha,NE. Thank you dearly for sharing your experiences with all of us so openly and honestly. You can bet you will be in my prayers this evening! PS your family is beautiful but you already knew that! Your newest friend Sandy
Sandy Lassley <sasslass77@hotmail.com>
Omaha, NE USA - Thursday, November 18, 2004 8:26 PM CST
Hello, Lynn! I am so thankful your friend is posting for you! It is great to get the latest update on how you are doing. We missed you at prayer today (Moms In Touch). it was a very sweet time. Rest assured...all was covered and the very sweet presence of God is being felt in our school as well as in your healing! In His love - Candace Snyder
Candace Snyder <txcandace@hotmail.com>
Plano, Tx USA - Thursday, November 18, 2004 8:01 PM CST
I WISH YOU

When your lonely,
I wish you LOVE

When you're sad,
I wish you JOY

When you're discouraged
I wish you HOPE

When your spirit is empty
I wish you BEAUTY

When you're troubled,
I wish you PEACE.

SO HAPPY THINGS HAVE COME GOOD FOR YOU SO FAR....
SAY HI TO WAYNE AND SUE
WE ARE FRIENDS THAT COME TO ARIZONA IN WINTER
LOVE DICK AND BETTY VELDMAN

DICK AND BETTY VELDMAN <bveldman@smig.net>
AUSTIN, MN USA - Thursday, November 18, 2004 7:58 PM CST
Thanks, Holly! I was really needing to hear a good report. These days of waiting and healing must be tough. I am wearing my Brighton breast cancer bracelet and every time the cute heart clanks on my computer, my steering wheel, washing machine, my desk- the clanking sound reminds me to say a prayer for Lynn.
Today I have specifically prayed for COURAGE!
LOVE<
Jennie May

Jennie May <jenniemay@sbcglobal.net>
McKinney, TX USA - Thursday, November 18, 2004 7:46 PM CST
Lynn,
Holy smokes, I think I finally figured this out, the entry to someone who has the most amazing strength I have seen. Praying all the time for you. Rest up and I will FOR SURE BE CALLING! Thank you Holly for the update. Love, Jackie

Jackie DelValle <jackierdelvalle@yahoo.com>
Northridge, CA USA - Thursday, November 18, 2004 7:45 PM CST
Holly thanks for keeping all of Lynn's biggest fans up to date! Lynn, I hope you are feeling better and getting some good use out of that bell. Prayers for great test results and that you are comfortable and resting. Thinking of you and praying for you lot's!
-Brooke

Brooke <bleyl22@adelphia.net>
Twinsburg, OH USA - Thursday, November 18, 2004 7:01 PM CST
Holly,
Thank you so much for keeping us all up to date!! We all care so much and want to know how Lynn is doing and at the same time we know that the last thing she needs right now is 200 phone calls. WE ALL THANK YOU!
Hope you are feeling better with each day Lynn! We love ya!

Jill Smail <jill.smail@pharma.novartis.com>
Centennial, CO - Thursday, November 18, 2004 6:12 PM CST
Dear Lynn,

Hope you are feeling better today. I check back everything day and pray for you often. You are truly God's child!!! I have never know anyone with such faith! Such remarkable friends, family and cyber angels. Get stronger each day.

Barbara Moore <bmoore@cgsd.org>
Rogersville, PA Greene - Thursday, November 18, 2004 2:21 PM CST
Lynn,
So glad to have the update on your progress so I can feel attached!!. God bless Holly! Will continue prayers. The boys are on the mend and back to school--yea! Paige and Tom will return on Sunday. That is news from our little corner. Peace and joy to you and yours. Love, Aunt Mary

Aunt Mary <gladme@iowatelecom.net>
- Thursday, November 18, 2004 2:18 PM CST
Hi Lynn- I hope you are feeling better today and pray for a speedy recovery. I will say lots of prayers regarding your biopsy results. You have such a great support group-God certainly did a great job in surrounding you by the most caring & loving family and friends. Rest up and get well soon! :)Christine
Christine La Plante <christine7459@aol.com>
Lone Tree, CO - Thursday, November 18, 2004 11:37 AM CST
Wow... just got caught up thanks to a note from David. One thing I know for sure - you are strong and will endure all that comes your way - this I have known from the first day I met you. My prayers and thoughts will remain with you through your healing. Looks like your are still surrounded by wonderful people - thanks to Holly for keeping all informed.
Joe Roffers <joe.roffers@genmills.com>
Bloomington, Mn USA - Thursday, November 18, 2004 11:27 AM CST
Thank-God Lynn has so many wonderful caring people helping her! Such as you Holly!! (Even though I don't know you.)You can tell Lynn I have never prayed and depended on God so much. It is so obvious that he has sent her many angels to be by her side in the form of friends neighbors etc., throughout this journey. May each day she have less pain and gain more strength.
Love always,

Doug & Amy <ajthurston@comcast.net>
Ramsey, MN - Thursday, November 18, 2004 10:47 AM CST
Holly/Lynn- Love the sneakiness! Thanks for the update. Glad to hear Lynn had a good night sleep last night. As always, you are in my prayers and thoughts Lynn. Love ya,
:) Heidi

Heidi Isaak <heidi.isaak@genmills.com>
New Hope, MN USA - Thursday, November 18, 2004 9:17 AM CST
Holly, Thank you so much for updating us on Lynn. She is so lucky to have you in her life. What a dear person you are! Lynn, This is my first time posting and I wanted you to know that I've been following your story for a while now. You're in my daily prayers. I have a sister who's name is Lynn and every time I think of her I think of you and say a prayer. Which is quite often. You have wonderful support from family & friends and all of us cyber prayer buddies! God is good....What an awesome God we have! I pray you feel better every day. ~Sincerely, Lori
Lori Q.
Litchfield, IL USA - Thursday, November 18, 2004 8:27 AM CST
Dear Lynn another voice from the past, we have been following you brave fight thanks to Missy sending me your web site. Tell your mom and dad hi from us would love to hear from them. Were all fine will catch you up on that later. Think about you all often and know our prayers are with you and your family. You have a wonderful support group
Kay Pompeii <pompeii.kathleen@mayo.edu>
Rochester, Mn USA - Thursday, November 18, 2004 7:55 AM CST
Dear Lynn....I've followed your journal and have deeply admired your courage and humor as you've bravely faced this challenge. My prayers and been with you and will continue so. Take care, dear one....Holly's Aunt Lyn
Lyn Vogelman <lvogelman@cgsd.org>
Waynesburg, PA USA - Thursday, November 18, 2004 4:57 AM CST
Lynn....you are my hero! Your outlook on life is beyond inspirational. I am definately praying for your comfort and CLEAR test results! I am another soul who's been touched by your unbending faith and am slowly being led back to mine. Thank you!
Holly.....Lynn is very lucky to have you in her life. You exemplify true friendship! I would love to meet you both. You are truly awesome women!

Judy <jsailor14@comcast.net>
Corvallis, OR USA - Wednesday, November 17, 2004 11:55 PM CST
Hello, Lynn! What wonderful news! Amazing - beyond words! I just wanted you to know - I,too, was awakened at 4:30 AM on Tuesday. SO VERY, VERY, VERY UNCHARACTERISTIC of my usual sleep patterns...EXTREMELY UNCHARACTERISTIC! And the Lord put you CLEARLY in my thoughts. It was a very sweet prayer time. To God be the Glory! Candace Snyder
Candace Snyder <txcandace@hotmail.com>
Plano, Tx 75024 - Wednesday, November 17, 2004 10:10 PM CST
DEAR DAUGHTER-IN-LOVE, SLEEP WELL TONIGHT KNOWING YOU ARE SURROUNDED BY ALL OF US WHO LOVE YOU SO MUCH. SWEET DREAMS . YOUR MOTHER-IN-LOVE,GAIL
GAIL NEWMAN <newmanj36@netscape.net>
FRISCO, TX USA - Wednesday, November 17, 2004 9:36 PM CST
hey wonder-woman!! always remember that all from az have u in our thoughts and prayers each and everyday!! god bless and take care!! love the az gang- the petersons, the bergs.
shannon peterson <jessam02@cox.net>
mesa, az - Wednesday, November 17, 2004 9:33 PM CST
Lynne,
Your sister Terri has become a very special friend, I haven't known her long but I Love her very much and so glad she is my friend. I am so glad to hear you are doing so well. I will keep you in my prayers and in my heart. I lost my Mother to bone cancer Jan 1990, she was my best friend. You have a wonderful family and so many people that wish for your recovery and I am one of those.
I hope someday I can meet you in person.
Meke Aloha,
With Love,
Kathy Chaney

Kathy Chaney <chaneycan@yahoo.com>
Kailua Kona, HI USA - Wednesday, November 17, 2004 5:08 PM CST
WOW Lynn WOW!!!!

There are some pretty powerful messages being posted to you my dear friend!! The Lord is shining on you, through you and all around you. You are an amazing example of faith, strength, courage and grace. I am soooooo blessed to call you my friend. Here's to your journey Dorothy!!!

I love you! Jenny

JennyGwynn <jennygwynn@comcast.net>
Frisco, - Wednesday, November 17, 2004 4:49 PM CST
Lynn,

I keep updated through Terri and I am thankful to know that your surgery went well. The Lord is listening to everyone and I pray that He continues to keep you in good health and spirits.

Patty Dal Soglio <solcat@cox.net>
Scottsdale, AZ USA - Wednesday, November 17, 2004 4:00 PM CST
I'm so happy you are at home & can begin a speedy recovery! God has surrounded you with such a wonderful support team & you deserve it! Ring that bell because once you are better, they're probably going to take it from you!!! Praying for good results on the tests!
Melissa Schmitz <melissa@snfriends.com>
Houston, TX 77055 - Wednesday, November 17, 2004 3:58 PM CST
Lynn,
I am so happy that you are home and that awful tumor has been removed! You are on my mind ALL THE TIME!!! it's almost like when I fell in love with Jake- ha ha! I am thinking about you and as always you are in my prayers specifically today that you have a good recovery and this disease is gone!
Love Nancy

Nancy Jacobson <nancy.l.jacobson@wellsfargo.com>
Katy, tx - Wednesday, November 17, 2004 3:01 PM CST
Hi Lynnie! I'm so glad that everything went so well. I'll keep praying for you. Hi to Dave and the kids and to Suzie!
Love, Camille

Camille Clark <cclar003@neisd.net>
San Antonio, tx - Wednesday, November 17, 2004 2:39 PM CST
TO GOD BE THE GLORY!

So happy to hear things went well. Rest up, dear one.

~ A reader ~
Dallas, TX - Wednesday, November 17, 2004 2:27 PM CST
Congratulations couz! We are sooo glad you are home and doing well! Thank God They were able to "get it"! Soak up all the TLC you can!!
Doug & Amy <ajthurston @comcast.net>
Ramsey, MN - Wednesday, November 17, 2004 2:18 PM CST
God never ceases to amaze me. He is so good. I am so grateful that your surgery went so well and I will continue to keep you in my prayers. In reading the post today, I had chills, because I awoke early the morning of your surgery with a strong urge to pray for you. I pray for a lot of individuals I don't know, but I have never woke up in the middle of the night to pray for an individual. You have been on my mind and heart and I am so glad I found your web site so I could join the others as one of your prayer worriors. Stay strong in the Lord and he will see to your every need.
Mary Pletzer <m-pletzer@tamu.edu>
College Station, TX USA - Wednesday, November 17, 2004 1:51 PM CST
PRAISE THE LORD FOR HE IS GOOD AND TAKES CARE OF THOSE WHO HAVE FAITH IN HIM
LOVE DICK AND BETTY VELDMAN

DICK AND BETTY VELDMAN <bveldman@smig.net>
AUSTIN, MN USA - Wednesday, November 17, 2004 12:48 AM CST
Dear Lynn,

Thank the Lord that you have returned home and the tumor was removed. God is going to get you through this because of all of the wonderful friends, family and caring strangers that he has brought into your life. The Lord does work in mysterious ways. Continue to get well!!!!!

Barb Moore <bmoore@cgsd.org>
Rogersville, PA USA - Wednesday, November 17, 2004 12:44 AM CST
Lynn,
So relieved to learn that the surgery was successful and what the Dr. anticipated. Prayers continue to be answered don't they? I am so happy that you have such a great support system to help with all the daily duties so you and yours can concentrate on getting healed. Wish I was closer to help out also. Love you, Aunt Mary

Aunt Mary <gladme@iowatelecom.net>
IA - Wednesday, November 17, 2004 12:44 AM CST
O' thank God, you made it through!We were praying and thinking of you all day. So great to hear you were feeling well and I hope it continues as you begin this healing process. We're pulling for you in Arkansas. Love to all of you.
christen chamberlain <scottandchristen@aol.com>
rogers, ar usa - Wednesday, November 17, 2004 12:39 AM CST
Lynn and family -
I am amazed every day at the prayers and support coming your way - but why should I be? You and your family are so amazing and it is as it should be. So glad to hear you are home and on the road to recovery - you are so much stronger than this cancer, so good to know your body is finally rid of it! Love and prayers.
Deb

Deb Klein <deborah.klein@allina.com>
Saint Paul, MN - Wednesday, November 17, 2004 11:37 AM CST
Lynn,
I found your site weeks ago, and read your warm posts daily. Actually, I fell in love with the cutest family picture I have ever seen (your web page). I thought of you many times yesterday and could not wait to check in and see how things had gone. I am so full of hope and gladness for you and your family. Your journal entries are so great. I find courage, strength, and love in your words. Though we have never met, and probably never will, I will always associate kindness with your name. There are many good days ahead for you Lynn!

Johnna <thornton2003@juno.com>
- Wednesday, November 17, 2004 10:05 AM CST
Lynn and family; Praise Be to God for the successful surgery and progress toward healing! You definitely are my personal Poster Girl and model for the fight against this terrible disease. What a trooper you are Lynn I just know that the Lord is continuing with you and answering the many prayers that have been offered in your behalf, mine included. Rest easy and heal quickly while you and your family will continue to be in my prayers. Love you much.
John McKay <JMckay3827@aol.com>
Austin, TX USA - Wednesday, November 17, 2004 10:00 AM CST
What a beautiful post, Holly! Emotions were running high reading it! Praise God for all He's done so far and for all that He will continue to do. I can only imagine how beautiful Lynn looked - bed head and all! :) Lynn, have fun ringing your bell and remember to let your friends take care of you! It's part of the joy that comes with friendship! Take care my sister in Christ. Love, Pattie
pattie <pwilson@epsilon.com>
- Wednesday, November 17, 2004 9:08 AM CST
Lynn,
I hope you are getting some rest today and RINGING that silver bell often :) I must say what an honor it was to be mentioned in Holly's post last night. How amazing you and your friends are to include me in your much anticipated post-surgery update.
You are changing lives my cyber friend! Your FAITH and SPIRIT could draw anyone that has lost their way back on Christ's path-I just know it, and I am proof of it! I prayed long and hard for you last night. I prayed that your recovery is quick and pain free, that cancer never rears it's ugly head again, and that God continues to use you to draw his children back to him.
Quick thanks to Holly for making me feel so special in your post and to JennyGwyn for reaching out to me too. You girls are awesome and the kinds of friends anyone would be proud to have in their corner, or cul de sac-ha ha! :)
Thinking of you Lynn,
Brooke

Brooke <bleyl22@adelphia.net>
Twinsburg, OH USA - Wednesday, November 17, 2004 8:48 AM CST
Here's to a day of feeling good!
Jill Smail <jill.smail@pharma.novartis.com>
Centennial, co - Wednesday, November 17, 2004 8:27 AM CST
Oh Lord, you have been good, you have been faithful! Thank you for holding our gal so close in Your tender arms.
We give You the praise for Lynn's spirit (All-be-it a little painful now) Rest and heal sweet Lynn.
I am still hugging my kids a little longer and telling my Tim I love him more:)

Lorie Murray <tlcmur@comcast.net>
Plano, TX - Wednesday, November 17, 2004 8:26 AM CST
Princess Lynn ~

What a great day to lay in bed and ring a bell!! I do hope your resting comfortably. I don't want to call in case your sleeping so if you get a chance I'd love to hear your voice. Rest up my friend!

Love you ~ JennyGwynn

p.s. Your tree looks great from the cul-de-sac!!

JennyGwynn <jennygwynn@comcast.net>
Frisco, - Wednesday, November 17, 2004 8:02 AM CST
God Bless you and keep you close.
Karen
arlington, tx usa - Wednesday, November 17, 2004 7:23 AM CST
Princess...no,QUEEN Lynn!
I am anxiously anticipating a very BUSY day today and wanted to send a sprinkle of love your way while I still had a little bit of sanity!!! I am so thankful for you and so glad that you are at home resting and once again being treated like ROYALTY! Ring tht bell girl..ding-a-ling-a-ling!!!Dave, thank you for loving Lynn and being such a support to her. You are amazing the way you have obviously leaned on the Lord to help your family get through this together. I know that Lynn agrees!!!! You get some rest my friend. Well, the troops are awakening, time to get into my mommmy groove for the day!! Hugs and love...Anna

Anna <chiefrainwater@ev1.net>
- Wednesday, November 17, 2004 6:38 AM CST
DEAR LYNN,
OH WHAT A RELIEF. I CHECKED YOUR JOURNAL AROUND 600P AND DIDN'T SEE ANY RESULTS, I WAS GETTING WORRIED. I SHOULD HAVE PRAYED INSTEAD OF WORRIED. BUT WHAT WONDERFUL NEWS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!REMOVED THE TUMOR AND TO LEAVE THE AREA CANCER FREE IS SO AMAZING. WILL KEEP PRAYING FOR POSITIVE RESULTS FROM THE TESTS STILL BEING DONE. WE ARE SO GLAD YOU ARE HOME AND RESTING IN THE COMFORT OF YOUR OWN BED. ENJOY THAT CHRISTMAS TREE. I THINK YOU SHOULD TAKE A PICTURE AND SEND IT OUT HERE FOR ALL OF US TO ENJOY..WHAT DO YOU THINK. LOVE LAJEAN

LAJEAN WESTENG <lwesteng09@hotmail.com>
CLARKS GROVE, MN USA - Tuesday, November 16, 2004 10:39 PM CST
Yahoo!!!! So glad all went as expected today and that you are home! Thank you Holly for posting tonight, you are a hoot! God bless everyone in Texas for taking care of Lynn, wish I was there to help as well. I'll be praying for God's strenght and love for all of you tonight before I lay my head down. Miss Lynn, be strong! You've made it this far and God will continue to carry you through the rest of this journey! Love to you!I'm just so happy for you!This truly beats the downer day from last Thursday, don't ya think?!!!
Love Amy

Amy Selzer-Zaccaria <antjammom@adelphia.net>
Lancaster, NY - Tuesday, November 16, 2004 10:08 PM CST
Lynn, SO glad that you are home, safe and sound and have your family and friends to surround you with their love. You are surely blessed.
Alicia (former lurker) from California
- Tuesday, November 16, 2004 9:49 PM CST
Lynn, I am so happy that you are home surronded by your loving family. How wonderful for them to know that their mommy is home right where she belongs. I am sure it has been a very long day for everyone and I hope you are all sleeping a little better knowing the cancer has been removed. I can't tell you the last time I have prayed so much! Everyone of my clients today knew what you were going through and they all have you on their prayer list tonight too!! You have touched so many lives, mostly mine and I am so happy that today was a success. I look forward to the day I will get to meet you in person!! Sweet Dreams Newmans!! Love Beth
Beth Gilles <bethtouhey@hotmail.com>
burnsville, MN - Tuesday, November 16, 2004 9:47 PM CST
Hooray!!!You are home!! I am praying that you will enjoy all of the pampering at home!:)Hugs and Love...Anna
Anna Rainwater <chiefrainwater@ev1.net>
- Tuesday, November 16, 2004 9:12 PM CST
Lynn:
I'm so glad your home!!!!! We've been thinking of you all day!!!! I'm thinking nothing but positive thoughts that they removed this once and for all!!!!!

Your Friend,
Lisa


Lisa Thompson <ifslisapap@aol.com>
- Tuesday, November 16, 2004 9:05 PM CST
Dear Friends and Family,

I AM HOME, yeah!! My arm hurts so Holly will post all the details later tonight. However, I couldn't go to sleep before thanked ALL of you for you loving thoughts, notes, and most importantly prayers.

My surgery went long (5 hours), but Dr. Hampe assures me that it went just as he thought it would. Praise God!

Love to you all,
Lynn

Lynn
- Tuesday, November 16, 2004 8:43 PM CST
Dear Lynn
We will continue to lift you all up in our daily prayers.
I love reading your journal, as your faith walk has been inspiring to me and Christal. Thanks so much for sharing your personal thoughts, beliefs, and the daily snippets of living. You have touched all of us in the most positive way. I hope your healing goes well.
Love you and Bless you friend!

Rick Lung <rclung37@yahoo.com>
Orlando, FL USA - Tuesday, November 16, 2004 7:52 PM CST
Lynn, I'm so glad to hear that you're home. Looking forward to hearing that you're back on your feet and rarin' to go! After reading JennyGwynn's post below, you must be there already ... LIPSTICK??? You really are amazing.

Hugs to you from one of your many admirers (lurkers!) who are waiting to hear that you're feeling good.

Blessings on your evening. May you have a sweet and peaceful night's sleep.

A prayer warrior
Richardson, TX - Tuesday, November 16, 2004 7:17 PM CST
Lynn,
Glad to see from JennyGwynn's post that you are home. Hope Dave showers you with some serious TLC, I am sure your awesome friends will be taking action to take care of you in every way.
I got the nicest email from JennyGwynn today-it made me cry! YOU AND YOUR FRIENDS are both touching my life now :) !!!
I have been praying for you all day and just knew you would pull through your surgery with strength and that spirit you have, that lifts us all up! God will be by your bedside holding your hand as you recover. Take comfort in knowing that so many people are thinking of you and praying for you-you have touched sooo many lives. Must be nice to know you have such PURPOSE in this world!
Loving thoughts,
Brooke

Brooke Bleyl <bleyl22@adelphia.net>
Twinsburg, OH USA - Tuesday, November 16, 2004 4:58 PM CST
JennyGwynn....did they get all the cancer? I'm waiting anxiously to hear....
Yvonne <ygarcia@munsch.com>
Dallas, TX USA - Tuesday, November 16, 2004 4:07 PM CST
Hey friend...........know what? Your cancer FREE!!!! It's out of your body AND your home!!!! I was not expecting to see you when I dropped off Taylor - but I'm sooooooo glad I got to hug your neck. (Although, your probably NOT going to remember it!! ha ha You looked pretty loaded up!!)

I can't wait for this healing to begin. I have lots of ideas to help fill your days once your feeling a lil better from surgery. I hope you could feel all the love & prayers pouring in for you today from your GIGANTIC support group!!! You are such a fighter Lynn Newman!!

Sleep well, heal well ~ I love you! JennyGwynn

p.s. Your lipstick looked perfect.......how do you do it?!

JennyGwynn <jennygwynn@comcast.net>
Frisco, - Tuesday, November 16, 2004 3:49 PM CST
Friend! You have been on my mind so much in the last 24 hours...and now I know why...I didn't realize you were going in for surgery today until I read your journal. The Lord does work in mysterious ways...doesn't He!?! I pray today will bring great news from your surgeon on the successful removal of ALL cancer cells and that your recovery will be quick and as painless as possible! I pray for peace...for you, Dave, Taylor, Jacob and all your family during this journey. I'd pray for strength...but my gosh, you sure have exhibited that through all your journal writings! I always knew you to be a determined, Type A kind of gal...which, of course, are just a few of the reasons why I love you...but you truly are one of the strongest people I know. You are such an inspiration and I so admire your courage, grace, and faith. I'm sending you lots of love, good thoughts and prayers...and as your friend, Jill writes so often in her entries...FIGHT, SISTER, FIGHT! Love you, Jean
Jean Prince <jean.prince@mail.sprint.com>
Irvine, CA USA - Tuesday, November 16, 2004 1:56 PM CST
Lynn, I found you from Dana's website, and I found Dana from Jenny's website. I check on you daily and always look forward to "hearing" from you. Your faith in Christ is incredible, and you are an amazing witness of God's neverending, eternal love for us. Joy and peace, absolutely gifts from God, are so evident in your relationships with others. And though I know your trials and hardships are many, you are so blessed. You have already enjoyed the fruit of the Spirit more than some people do in a lifetime. Count me in with the others who are praying for you, and just so you know...I will be asking that you keep right on enjoying and sharing that fruit. :)
Lori Boling <LoriBoling@peoplepc.com>
Forney, TX - Tuesday, November 16, 2004 10:23 AM CST
I Still Believe
Faith

"Here is the endurance of the saints,who keep the commandments of God and the faith in Jesus."
Revelation 14:12, HCSB

Worst-case scenario. You’ve been diagnosed with a life-threatening illness. It’s not a very aggressive one, but the doctors say that slowly -- over time -- even the most routine, ordinary activities of life will become taxing and laborious. The outlook doesn’t look good.

But you go to God. And you pray with all the faith you can muster. You honestly believe that He’s going to heal you. You really do.

Over the years, however, your prognosis plays out pretty much according to schedule. Yet your faith never wavers. In fact, you wish you had a dime for every time God’s given you some little reason to hope -- almost always at the moment that anger or depression was coming close to claiming you.

As your strength fails, your friends and family rally around to serve you. You stay upbeat, believing, being as much of a blessing to them as they are to you. You live a life free from the petty! worries of the everyday person. And though you die too soon, you leave behind a legacy of faith -- a faith that a faith that accomplished more than you’ll ever know. Can anybody really say your faith didn’t work?


Yvonne Garcia <ygarcia@munsch.com>
Dallas, TX USA - Tuesday, November 16, 2004 9:22 AM CST
I am praying very specifically over all the details of your surgery today. May the Lord bless and keep you in perfect peace as you trust in HIM! He is always sufficient!
Jennie May <jenniemay@sbcglobal.net>
McKinney, TX USA - Tuesday, November 16, 2004 9:20 AM CST
Lynn-like I said earlier your faith is contagious. After reading your entry from yesterday (Monday) I am once again struck by your unconditional faith and love of the Lord. Please know you are in my thoughts and prayers today as you are everyday. I love you my friend! Heidi
Heidi Isaak <heidi.isaak@genmill.com>
New Hope, MN USA - Tuesday, November 16, 2004 9:19 AM CST
Dear Lynn and family, we are praying and thinking about you. We wanted to let you know that you are in our thoughts and we are asking God to do his mighty works today. We just pray that you feel our support and friendship today and always.
Donohue Family <pattyd211@hotmail.com>
Richardson, Tx - Tuesday, November 16, 2004 8:57 AM CST
Lynn,
I have been praying for you. I have said it before, it is you that brought me back to Christ, it was your words that made me realize how important faith needs to be in my life! You have had a profound impact on my life and I will always thankyou for that. You are changing lives all over the world with your words. I will be praying for you today. God will hold your hand through the surgery and prayers will heard from all over the country today for you. Be brave and strong-you will win this fight!
-Brooke

Brooke <bleyl22@adelphia.net>
Twinsburg, OH USA - Tuesday, November 16, 2004 8:27 AM CST
Lynn, you are beautiful child of God with such obedience to Him. You are in my thoughts and prayers.
Yvonne Garcia <ygarcia@munsch.com>
Dallas, TX USA - Tuesday, November 16, 2004 7:36 AM CST
DEAR LYNN,
WE WOULD LIKE TO ADD OUR PRAYERS TO THE MANY WONDERFUL ONES YOU HAVE ALREADY RECEIVED. WE KNOW YOUR STRENGTH AND COURAGE COME FROM YOUR LOVE OF CHRIST, WE CAN FEEL IT THROUGH YOUR WORDS, KNOW THAT GOD HAS A PLAN FOR YOU,WHATEVER THE OUTCOME OF YOUR SURGERY. WE'LL PRAY FOR ALL POSITIVE RESULTS. YOU JUST LET GO AND LET GOD TAKE OVER. LOVE YOU, JIM AND LAJEAN AND GR&GR BERG

LAJEAN WESTENG <lwesteng09@hotmail.com>
CLARKS GROVE, MN USA - Monday, November 15, 2004 11:57 PM CST
Lynn,
We wanted to let you know that you are always in our thoughts and prayers, especially tomorrow. God and all of our prayers will be with you. Be strong, have faith and God Bless. We love you :o]] Mohammad and Tami and Nick

Tami Alsaffar <alsaffar32@comcast.net>
denver, co usa - Monday, November 15, 2004 11:14 PM CST
"THE GREAT SURGEON" WILL BE THERE AT THE HEAD OF YOUR SURGICAL BED AND GUIDE THEIR HANDS. YOU WILL FEEL HIS PRESENCE BEFORE YOUR SURGERY. PRAYERS ARE THE STEM OF ALL OF OUR EXISTENCE. GOOD LUCK
DICK AND BETTY VELDMAN

DICK AND BETTY VELDMAN <bveldman@smig.net>
AUSTIN, MN USA - Monday, November 15, 2004 10:52 PM CST
You will definately be in my thoughts and prayers tomorrow.
I am sure your surgery will be successful. With all of us praying, how could it be anything less?

Judy
Corvallis, OR USA - Monday, November 15, 2004 10:45 PM CST
wow with those amazing words all I have to say is AMEN AMEN and AMEN we all think you are amazing and love you so much my friend I will tell you we will all be praying you through tomorrow
love kathy

kathy <katshe@attbi.com>
- Monday, November 15, 2004 10:34 PM CST
L-
One more thing...Leon said he has been meaning to call you for days now. You are constantly on so many minds/thoughts/prayers.
Our Lord has you in His Mighty Hands...what a wonderful place to be.
I love you friend,
Holly

Holly Crandell <hmcrand@comcast.net>
- Monday, November 15, 2004 10:27 PM CST
Lynn - thinking of you tomorrow, and praying for the best news - what an awesome fighter you are -

andrea
tempe, az - Monday, November 15, 2004 10:25 PM CST
My precious friend Lynn,
What a witness you are for the Lord!! YOU GO GIRL! WOW! Remember the Reach one Teach one? You are reaching thousands my friend...thousands. God indeed has a purpose for you and for this journey...your strength is unwavering and I love that you are allowing God to use you in such mighty ways. I love you girl. I can't stand that we didn't get a chance to visit face to face today..don't count it all for loss...you may see me before you see the surgeon tomorrow!! Watch out for flying pink robes in the culdesac in the wee hours of the morning.

Okay...lighter thoughts...you..the fashion queen of all queens would have loved the statement from my kids mouths this weekend while we were in Austin. While celebrating Mom's birthday we gave her a fashionable wrap and sleek pin to wear...she was commenting on how "in" these were and was so excited to have one to wear.....Ashlynn says..."yes, Mommy has one too...she is SO 'fashion-a-tive'" HA HA HA Don't you love it? Out of the mouths of babes!!

Oh...we are forgoing bible study in order to be praying for you tomorrow. However....we are not losing out on the opportunity to visit our weekly adventure to Taco Bell. I had crazy doctor appointments, errands (Catherine's 6 month pictures...with Leon...with all 4 kids!!! E GADS!) , getting prescriptions, and picking up our sick cat. I bribed the older kids to be good during the pictures with a trip to McDonalds. McDonalds????Whats up kids??? What about a trip to Taco Bell? No such luck...so I drove through McD's for them and I swung through Taco Bell for myself. I was starved and just about the time I took a bite...a car honked...it was Suzanne on her way to McDonalds. HA HA HA THEN.....Jenny calls later and asks me..."were you at Taco Bell today?" What am I on a radar or what. YES...BUSTED...WHY DO YOU ASK? She then tells me she took her sick Sydney out of the house for a bit and a quick swing through the McDonalds. Jenny wasn't up for McDonalds so she decided to swing through Taco Bell....right as I was pulling out. HA HA HA I laughed so hard when I heard that. So....consider the quota for our bible study week at Taco Bell completely filled. I even had a diet pepsi....Dave would be so proud.
Well, sweet friend....I am off to pray hard for you and to try to catch a few zzzs. I'll see you soon. Rest peacefully tonight sweet friend...you are a special gift to my journey in this life and I treasure you deeply. Love you so - Holly

Holly Crandell <hmcrand@comcast.net>
- Monday, November 15, 2004 10:23 PM CST
Lynn,
I was just on my way to bed and I needed to let you know that I'm thinking of you and will say a prayer tonight and in the morning. I know in my heart that tomorrow will bring you the outcome you so deserve. I love you and will be thinking of you all day tomorrow.
Love,
Lynde

Lynde Bove <lynde.bove@vitalps.com>
Mesa, az - Monday, November 15, 2004 10:15 PM CST
You handle all of this with such grace.
May you be blessed with great results tomorrow!

Jill Smail <jill.smail@pharma.novartis.com>
Centennial, CO - Monday, November 15, 2004 9:38 PM CST
Lynn, Michael and I were looking at pictures the other day and saw some of Jacob, which made me wonder how you're doing. I visited your website to check on your progress and needless to say I am disappointed to hear that this cancer is putting up more of a fight than you expected. Your steadfast faith is so inspiring. I often find myself lacking faith in the simple things, when you are holding strong in the utmost of difficulties. Somehow you just keep touching people, even when you are the one who needs to be touched.

You are at the top of my prayer list. I wish you the best as you undergo surgery and perhaps more chemo/radiation.

Missy Crump <missy_crump@yahoo.com>
Frisco, TX - Monday, November 15, 2004 9:30 PM CST
Hello my sweet precious Grace!!! Know that you are covered in prayer from head to toe!!! We love you so much and will have nothing but Lynn thoughts on our mind and heart as the day plays out tomorrow!!! These are the two verses I have been praying over you today..."Oh, Sovereign Lord, you have made the heavens and the earth by your great power and outstretched arm. Nothing is too hard for you." Jeremiah 32:17. The One who created watches over you diligently!!! "You(the Lord) will keep in perfect peace him whose mind is steadfast, because he trusts in you." Isaiah 26:3. I pray that the Lord will bless you with an abundunt amount of peace as your mind thinks only of Him...

PS What letter of the alphabet are you on?


Melanie Florsheim <scot.florsheim@comcast.net>
- Monday, November 15, 2004 9:27 PM CST
Dear Darling Lynn,

We've thought about you often today as we will tomorrow as well. You're in the hands of the experts; both physically and spiritually.

I'll be on a plane tomorrow, yet thinking of you constantly.

Good luck sweetheart. I look forward to Holly keeping us posted.

All our love for a positive outcome,

Dana & Dennis


Dana <danafeis@go.com>
- Monday, November 15, 2004 9:27 PM CST
Lynn- I have often read your amazing guestbook and always thought I wouldn't be able to find the "perfect words" so I hesitated. I apologize for that. I was out of the loop for several days and was unaware of your recent diagnosis . I certainly would not have known anything was going on by your radiant look this morning. You always look so fabulous, like a ray of sunshine.
Lynn…. You’re strength and courage are such an inspiration to so many, many people. I believe YOU are such a “God thing”. I Love you, Lori

Lori Haney <lahaney@ev1.net>
frisco , tx - Monday, November 15, 2004 9:21 PM CST
Sweet Lynn ~

Umm, did you say you were having a tough time coming up with words to post tonight?!?!?! I think you found a few! YOU ARE ON FIRE!!!!!!! WOW!!!! So beautiful, so deep, so inspiring, so clearly being led by your faith in God. We can all hear the passion in you. I LOVE IT!!! And so does the Lord - what an amazing jouney He has you on. It's all about the journey not the destination.

Sleep well tonight my friend. (And p.s. Don't forget the lipstick tomorrow - ha ha)

Love you! JennyGwynn

JennyGwynn <jennygwynn@comcast.net>
Frisco, - Monday, November 15, 2004 9:21 PM CST
Hi Lynn,
Just a note to let you know I will be saying an extra prayer for you to get through surgery with a terrifc and cancer free outcome. I will pray for the surgeons steady hand and wise decisions. I will also pray for your family to have the strength to sustain you through these difficult times. Better days are just over the mountain...go climb it girl, if anyone can, you can.
Blessings,
CIndy W

CIndy W <ozw38@sbcglobal.net>
Plano, - Monday, November 15, 2004 9:10 PM CST
Lynn - your words are beautiful tonight. I will be praying for you tomorrow and I will be celebrating your life as well as my Bugaboo's (Ellie)!

Lots of Love - Lizzie

Liz Lemaster <lizzie.lemaster@verizon.net>
- Monday, November 15, 2004 9:08 PM CST
Dear Lynn,
I am praying that you and your family have a peaceful night's rest and that your surgery is successful tomorrow. This is one step closer to eliminating this disease from your body forever. Just know I love you and will be praying for you all day tomorrow.

Susan Carter <knscarter@advantexmail.net>
Frisco, Tx USA - Monday, November 15, 2004 8:58 PM CST
Sweet Lynn-
I have thought about you all day and will be thinking of you all day tomorrow as well. I pray that you will sleep peaceful tonight and wake up ready to fight off this disease! Like Pete said yesterday, we don't need to pray for strength because we already have Jesus!!! I hope that you can come home tomorrow and just let your family take care of you ...and so that Taylor and Jacob can hug on their momma and love you with their smiles. Praying on my knees for you...Anna

Anna <chiefrainwater@ev1.net>
- Monday, November 15, 2004 8:36 PM CST
Lynn,
Just wanted to let you know that you're in our thoughts every day, and you will be especially tomorrow. I hope the doctors are successful in removing all the cancer cells!!! Putting a Christmas tree up early is great, I'm sure the kids love it too. Our prayers are for you and your family!! Love, Starlet

Starlet Brummer <dsbrum@charter.net>
Rochester, Mn USA - Monday, November 15, 2004 8:30 PM CST
Saying lots of prayers!! God's love and peace to you and the family, and my love to you:)Stay strong!!
Love Amy

AmySelzer-Zaccaria <antjammom@adelphia.net>
Lancaster, NY - Monday, November 15, 2004 8:22 PM CST
Hi Lynn! We're thinking and praying for you, especially for your surgery and recovery process. How blessed you are to have such a great support network around you:) We're all pulling for you! Take care. Love from all the Chamberlains!
christen chamberlain <scottandchristen@aol.com>
rogers, ar usa - Monday, November 15, 2004 8:06 PM CST
Hello, Just want to let you know that our thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.
Love, Aunt Mary & Uncle Larry and all the kids and families.

Mary <mberg@smig.net>
Hartland , MN USA - Monday, November 15, 2004 6:57 PM CST
Lynn,
I hope everything goes well tomorrow and this terrible disease is removed from your body for good!! You are very close to my every thought and I pray that everything goes as scheduled tomorrow. All the best and may you have a restful night. Love Beth

Beth Gilles <bethtouhey@hotmail.com>
Burnsville, MN - Monday, November 15, 2004 6:40 PM CST
Hi Lynn, just checking in on you this evening. I will be praying for you tomorrow and all week. You're going to do great. Just remember to hold Jesus's hand and He'll lead you safely through the scary parts!

Saying extra prayers for your family, too. They're all so precious. You're a very lucky gal!

Kat (one of your many admirers!)
Richardson, TX - Monday, November 15, 2004 6:38 PM CST
I am so happy for the loving support you have up there in Dallas!! The Lord knew what you needed & gave it to you!! You will be in our thoughts and prayers tomorrow!! May those doctors get all of that YUCKY cancer out of your body NOW!!! May you have peace tomorrow knowing that God is with you and so are all of your loving family and friends!!!
Melissa Schmitz <melissa@snfriends.com>
Houston, TX USA - Monday, November 15, 2004 5:55 PM CST
To all who read Lynn's journal entries....
Today, tomorrow, any day this week...if you read Lynn's posts or check to see if there is an update PLEASE PLEASE leave Lynn a note!! You don't have to have the perfect words. Just let her know she is on your mind!! It WILL make a difference.

Another one who cares <anotheronewhocares@haveaheart.com>
Careville, US - Monday, November 15, 2004 5:37 PM CST
Lynn: Our thoughts and prayers are with you today and we'll be saying lots of prayers tomorrow..Lord, wrap your arms around our Lynn and see her through this. May your home be Blessed with Love tonight.. God will hold your hand.Love you, Vern and Coleen
Vern and Coleen Schepp <vc_schepp@yahoo.com>
Mesa, Az - Monday, November 15, 2004 5:14 PM CST
Lynn - Here's what is on my heart............I'm praying for the best of EVERYTHING tomorrow..........I'm praying that anyone who comes in contact with you be the most experienced & compassionate & knowledgable in their field...........and OF COURSE I'm praying once this cancer is removed - then that's it - DONE!!! NEVER TO RETURN AGAIN!!!!!! So go in tomorrow with pure excitement & joy knowing this cancer is out of your body in a few hours.

I'll see you tomorrow ~ love ya to pieces.....I'm sending you a BIG ( )hug! JennyGwynn


JennyGwynn <jennygwynn@comcast.net>
Frisco, - Monday, November 15, 2004 5:12 PM CST
Lynn,

I only know you by reading your journal each day. I found your site through Sam Eisenberg's site. I think you are a truly remarkable person. Each day your words inspire me. I am so thankful you have such a great group of friends and a wonderful family.
I hope that your surgery goes well tomorrow. I will be anxious to read on your site about your progress.
Keep running the race and don't give up the fight! You are definately a winner.
I will be praying for you and your family.

Kelley Palomino <palominofamily@sbcglobal.net>
Arlington, TX USA - Monday, November 15, 2004 5:01 PM CST
Lynn,
I had not read your post for a few days and when Kathy updated me on Friday- my heart sank- I am so sorry that you have to be going through so many challenging times- there is not many times in my day that I am not thinking about you- then today I read your posts and find it so amazing the strength and faith that you have- you touch so many people with your faithfulness- and is truely to be admired- I am thinking about you and will continue to keep you in my prayers

Nancy <nancy.l.jacobson@wellsfargo.com>
Katy, tx - Monday, November 15, 2004 4:21 PM CST
Hey Lynn, I too started dragging out a few "villages" and such yesterday and made a plan to put everything up before we leave for Thanksgiving! Looks like the spirit of the season is hitting several of us early this year! My heart aches for you right now. I know things aren't exactly like you had hoped at this moment but I feel confident that this is just another way that God is using you as an example and inspiration in His mighty plan. Big hugs and special prayers for you today and especially tomorrow.
pattie <pwilson@epsilon.com>
- Monday, November 15, 2004 1:16 PM CST
Lynn -
My heart ached as I read your post about the PET scan results - not the results that were expected, but you nonetheless saw the good in the bad. You have been blessed with an amazing inner strength and also a wonderful, loving and supportive network of family and friends there to give you strength and love when you need it the most. I am praying for your surgeon to take away the cancer once and for all! I hope for you a peaceful night of sleep tonight and strength going into tomorrow.
Enjoy your beautiful Christmas tree!
Love, Deb

Deb Klein <deborah.klein@allina.com>
StPaul, MN - Monday, November 15, 2004 11:19 AM CST
Hi Lynn,
I'm up early to take out the garbage and that lead me to thinking about your surgeon and that is what he is going to do--take out the "garbage" in your body. I also thank the Lord again for putting you into our family. You are truly a blessing and inspiration to us all by your witness to the Lord, motherhood and love of spouse, and you BELONG to us!! Tomorrow, our Lord will walk with you and you will hold his hand. He will bless and keep you all. Love, Aunt Mary

Aunt Mary <gladme@iowatelecom.net>
- Monday, November 15, 2004 7:10 AM CST

Lynn,my great friend,
I will be praying very hard for you tomarrow as you enter surgery. My Mom(KellyDyer)will have you on her prayer
chain at church. I will call you today. Julie

Julie Pettit <JAPETTIT@COMCAST.NET>
Lonetree, Co USA - Monday, November 15, 2004 6:33 AM CST
TODAY, SUNDAY I WENT TO CHURCH AND LITE A CANDLE AND HAD THE PRIEST HAVE THE CONGREGATION PRAY FOR YOUR SURGERY ON TUESDAY. IT WILL HOPEFULLY COME OUT WITH GOOD NEWS. WHILE I WAS AT MY FRIEND WHO IS DYING I FOUND THE FOLLOWING PRAYER AND WANT TO SHARE IT WITH YOU.

IF GOD BRINGS YOU TO IT, HE WILL BRING YOU THROUGH IT.
HAPPY MOMENTS, PRAISE GOD.
DIFFICULT MOMENTS, SEEK GOD.
QUIET MOMENTS, WORSHIP GOD.
PAINFUL MOMENTS, TRUST GOD.
EVERY MOMENT, THANK GOD.

I THOUGHT THIS PRAY WAS EXACTLY EVERYONE OF THE THINGS YOU ARE GOING THRU OR WILL GO THRU. I SENT A REQUEST FOR THE MISSIONARYS AT ST JUDE TO HOLD MASS ESPECIALLY FOR YOU ON TUESDAY AT 8AM FOR YOU. GOD BLESS YOU FOR YOU HAVE THE STRENGTH THAT I HOPE I HAVE IF SOMETHING LIKE THIS WERE TO HAPPEN TO ME.
YOU WILL BE IN THE HANDS OF "THE GREAT SURGEON". GOD BLESS

LOVE DICK AND BETTY VELDMAN
SAY HI TO WAYNE AND SUE FROM US

DICK AND BETTY VELDMAN <bveldman@smig.net>
AUSTIN, MN USA - Sunday, November 14, 2004 10:11 PM CST
Hi Lynn,
Just got the news about your impending surgery Tuesday. Wanted to wish you our best and let you know we will say a prayer for you. Love Syd & Barbarba

Syd and Barbara Austin <sydaustin@cox.net>
Mesa, AZ USA - Sunday, November 14, 2004 9:38 PM CST
lynn
a decorated tree before T-giving--boy, can I identify with that one. we all need to remember the reason and celebrate the season long and joyfully. I am at Paige's with my darling grandsons who are delighting and (trying) their grandmother. Anyway, we have survived 2 days and the kids arrived safely in CO and will hopefully have a fruitful trip. With my charges tomorrow I may not get to post and I want you to know that you will be in my prayers and thoughts as always but especially on Tues. May God guide the surgeon's hands. Love you. Aunt Mary

Aunt Mary <gladme@iowatelecom.net>
- Sunday, November 14, 2004 5:05 PM CST
Lynn,

Please call me today/tonight. Got back in town Thursday night and got caught up on your site Friday and Saturday. Your spirit could move a mountain, my darling.

xxoo,

Dana

Dana Eisenberg <danafeis@go.com>
- Sunday, November 14, 2004 3:20 PM CST
Wow Lynn, Your spirit is awesome. I wish I knew you personally-you sound like an amazing, wife, mother and friend! WAY TO GO DAVE on getting that tree up. Relax and enjoy the twinkle of the lights and the spirit of the season ahead. Stay STRONG. You are in my prayers all the way from OHIO!
-Brooke
(friendsof Allie)
P.S-You have an amazing support system-what a blessing!

Brooke <bleyl22@adelphia.net>
Twinsburg, OH USA - Sunday, November 14, 2004 12:57 AM CST
Yeah!!!I am so glad that I got to see you at church this morning! You and your family looked beautiful! Now, about already having your tree up...can Dave come and put ours up! YOU GO GIRL!!! After asking Greg to paint our den on a whim last weekend,I don't dare ask him to drag out our tree!:0
I am so glad that your mom and dad are now Texans! It is such a blessing when you have your family close by. I pray that you will have some fun these next couple of days....Hugs and love- Anna

Anna <chiefrainwater@ev1.net>
- Sunday, November 14, 2004 11:10 AM CST
Sweet Lynn - The spirit of the season must be in the air VERY early this year. When we woke this morning, I thought how fun it would be to put on Christmas music as the girls were doing art work in front of the fire. Oh how I love this time of year! I can only imagine the look on Taylor & Jacob's faces when they came home & saw their Texas-sized tree!!!!! Those moments are priceless!! You've inspired me to set out my Christmas villages today - this is something that started off as fun NOW it has turned into a rather labor-intensive "chore" but I know how the girls so delight in seeing it set up and I'm predicting a VERY heavy snowfall in the village this year!!!

I hope your day is filled with MANY, MANY more beautiful & memorable moments. I love ya to pieces!! JennyGwynn

JennyGwynn <jennygwynn@comcast.net>
Frisco, - Sunday, November 14, 2004 9:01 AM CST
Lynn,

If you weren't already my friend....I'd go out and find you!
I love you girl.

I miss you and can't wait to see the tree!! WAHOO. The Crandell clan has decided to make December different this year too. We are all about our motto of "simplify and glorify". As a result...we are planning to put our decorations up next weekend before Thanksgiving...knowing that would still be WAY early. I never thought someone else would have theirs up early too! HOW FUN! I bet the kids thought it was the best!! YAHOO

We got the monstrosity of our vehicle fixed yesterday (huge praise) and will be venturing back to Frisco this afternoon. Hope I get a chance to hug your neck today.

Enjoy your day and I'll see you soon. Love you, Holly

Holly Crandell <hmcrand@comcast.net>
- Sunday, November 14, 2004 7:11 AM CST
Lynn,

It is difficult to hear the challenges you face daily. Know that we think of you often, and will continue to pray for you and your family. We will be thinking of you on Tuesday. Your Christmas tree sounds wonderful ! and imagine, no lights to string.... Wow.
Love,
Jinny Freshwaters (Jill Smail's mom)

Jinny Freshwaters (Jill Smail's mom) <freshz@frii.com>
Fort Collins, CO Larimer - Saturday, November 13, 2004 10:39 PM CST
Hope things go well with your surgery on Tuesday. I have been reading your posts but don't always have time to post with a little one running around. It is tough to get things done with a 13 month old!

Speaking of...I just updated his website with some new pictures. Check it out and I hope it can put a little smile on your face. Kids always brighten my day...even on the bad days!

http://babiesonline.com/babies/b/blake8/

Mike, Misty & Blake Como <mcomo@hickorytech.net>
Waseca, MN - Saturday, November 13, 2004 9:59 PM CST
Lynn,
Just had to drop a note and let you know that I am praying for you, for your surgery, the cancer to just go away!!! and your recovery. You are so brave. Take care of yourself and I'm sending a big hug your way.
Angie

Angie Bishop <angiebishop@netzero.net>
The Colony, TX USA - Saturday, November 13, 2004 9:00 PM CST
Lynn,
Prayers to you today, all the way from Ohio. You are in my daily thoughts. Thank you for being so brave to share your words with us all as you fight the fight of your life! Stay strong-YOU WILL BEAT THIS!
Thinking of you,
Brooke
(friends of Allie)

Brooke <bleyl22@adelphia.net>
Twinsburg, OH 44087 - Saturday, November 13, 2004 5:41 PM CST
Just incase you haven't checked you have had almost 2000 hits on your site in the past two days. Now that tells me that you are truly one special person that has a whole world of people that love you and are looking out for you. So even though so often we are without words we are all out here in this little computer community supporting you.
FIGHT SISTER FIGHT!

Jill <Jill.smail@pharma.novartis.com>
Centennial, CO - Saturday, November 13, 2004 4:06 PM CST
Hi Lynn-
I just returned home from a day of shopping with my three children. Seems they are not big shoppers like their mom. We had to go and get jackets, shoes, pants , etc. Unfortunately, my goals were not accomplished due to hungry,tired kids. What was I thinking? Anyway, I hope you are enjoying a relaxing Saturday. This is such great nap weather...too bad my kids don't agree!!! (Greg is on a fishing trip this weekend.) I pray that you will be at church tomorrow so that I can give you a big hug!!! Love-Anna

Anna <chiefrainwater@ev1.net>
- Saturday, November 13, 2004 3:16 PM CST
Hey girl.
I am missing you big time. All is well in Austin - we just did a 3D movie about bugs at the Bob Bullock Texas Museum and the kids loved it. I personally was grossed out but hey....I didn't voice my opinion when everyone else thought the nasty creatures were awesome. Kathy - you'd have screamed big time as there was an enormous spider lurking...like the one that shares our back yard. YUCK!!
Are you having some sunshine in your day today sweet friend? I always ask the kids what their sunshine and cloud was for the day. We pray your day will have NO CLOUDS today!!
Have an awesome day and I'll see you tomorrow...if we get home...the monstrosity of a vehicle we drive just went to the garage....seems it couldn't keep driving and would just quit...even on the road...eegads!!
Love to you and the whole Newman/Berg clan.
Holly

Holly Crandell <hmcrand@comcast.net>
- Saturday, November 13, 2004 2:55 PM CST
Lynn,
I was very sad and angry when I read your post yesterday and it's taken me a while to try and find anything to say to you to encourage you. I guess I just want you to know that I'm thinking of you and praying for your strength to beat this awfull disease. I think you are so strong and such an amazing women to be fighting this with such a positive attitude. I don't know if I would be a strong. I truly believe that you will find after this surgery the answers you are looking for. It seems with almost anything we do we have ups and downs and your visit to the doctor just happened to be one of the downs. I hope today brings you peace and joy and lots of laughter. Laughter seems to make things better and with your beautiful family you have that shouldn't be hard to accomplish. I too am so happy that you have such wonderful people surrounding and supporting you during this time in your life. I wish I could be with you to give you a BIG BIG HUG! Tuesday will be a good day for you, that will be one of the UP's. Stay strong and brave.
Love to you and your family.
Lynde

Lynde Bove <lynde.bove@vitalps.com>
Mesa, az - Saturday, November 13, 2004 10:04 AM CST
Hello, friend. I loved seeing you today with your precious children! What a sweet smile you always seem to have on your face! Keep on keepin' on! Run the race!
Candace Snyder <txcandace@hotmail.com>
Plano, Tx USA - Friday, November 12, 2004 10:28 PM CST
Not sure there was one moment today when I wasn't thinking of you and your family. I hope it was a good day. You truly are surrounded by great love.
Jill (Freshwaters) Smail <Jill.smail@pharma.novartis.com>
Centennial, CO - Friday, November 12, 2004 9:35 PM CST
LYNN
WE ARE PRAYING FOR YOU EVERYDAY FOR A CURE FOR YOU. WE ARE GOING THRU A SIMULAR CASE HERE IN AUSTIN AS A FRIEND AGE 42 IS DYING OF BREAST CANCER. WE HAVE STARTED A NOVENA FOR YOU (THAT IS PRAYERS THRU THE CATHOLIC CHURCH) MASSES SAID EVERYDAY FOR 3 MONTHS. YOU KEEP YOUR FAITH UP AND WE WILL KEEP OUR PRAYERS COMING. WE ARE FRIENDS OF WAYNE AND SUE'S

DICK AND BETTY VELDMAN <bveldman@smig.net>
AUSTIN, MN USA - Friday, November 12, 2004 9:13 PM CST
Dear Lynn,
I am certain your surgery will go well and you will beat this dreaded illness. Amy said it best in her post expressing our love and prayers for you, our youthful friendship has cemented that bond that nothing can break. Keep the positive mental attitude, you'll need it for this surgery.
Lots of Love,
Joelle

Joelle Minitti <joellej@cox.net>
Chandler, AZ USA - Friday, November 12, 2004 8:52 PM CST
Hey Dorothy (ha ha)

What a great day it turned out to be!! I so enjoyed our time together. I think Linda, Gail & I needed it as much as you did. Yes indeed!

Have a great time at dinner tonight - I'll talk to ya soon!
Love ya ~ JennyGwynn

JennyGwynn <jennygwynn@comcast.net>
Frisco, - Friday, November 12, 2004 5:06 PM CST
Lynn, I'm very sorry that the news you got from the DR wasn't what you were hoping for. I was very angry at this awful thing called cancer this morning after I read your post and I couldn't find any words of encouragement to send your way. But I went to bible study and was given words of encouragement from a friend that I would like to share with you. I did not make this up, but the words do come from my heart to yours.
When God looks at you
He sees....
A woman,
Who is beautifully perfect, and perfectly beautiful...
A Survivor whose strenght has led her throught adversity.
A kind and generous spirit who makes the world
A gentler place...
A reflection of His own Love and light...
See yourself as God sees you.

Your struggles and strenght have touched my heart. I wish our high school group wasn't spread out all over God's country. I wish, and I know the rest of "the girls" wish, we could be in Texas with you. I thank God for the women there that stand by your side everyday. Thank you, ladies!! Praying for you and thinking of you often. Stay strong!!
Love Amy

Amy Selzer-Zaccaria <antjammom@adelphia.net>
Lancaster, NY - Friday, November 12, 2004 4:20 PM CST
Dear Lynn,
I feel your disappointment that there are still active cancer cells but not seeing any spreading is very encouraging. The surgery will certainly give you more direct aim at your fight. We pray that they can remove all of this cancer and the next round of treatments will remove all traces of anything and everything so you can get on with your life without interruption of those "bad days". Hold on to your strong faith and let your friends and family hold you up when you need it. Also we want to say a prayer of thanks for David. He has got to be strong for you and your kids, even when the road is tough for him. The family suffers with the patient in their own way. Stay strong you are doing great!
Sending lots of love and good things your way.Have a great weekend.
Good luck with your surgery on tuesday. thanks for the updated schedule. Will certainly say our prayers fast and furious for this next week's outcome to be all positive.
Take care and rest...
Love Lajean and Jim and everyone.

lajean westeng <lwesteng09@hotmail.com>
clarks grove, mn usa - Friday, November 12, 2004 12:44 AM CST
Hi Lynn,
I pray that you had a good Friday morning. I wanted to tell you that my boys were talking about you on the way home from school. I wanted to share their words with you: "Mommy, I am going to tell God to take that cancer away from Ms. Lynn and never bring it back! And that we want Ms. Lynn to feel better forever!"Madeline added that God would do just that!I pray that you have had peace in your heart this morning and that you are enjoying some sprinkles of love from our heavenly father.
Praying for you always...Anna

Anna <chiefrainwater@ev1.net>
- Friday, November 12, 2004 12:23 AM CST
Lynn, Like the others who reponded after your last posting I wish I knew the words to say. As I seem to say after reading everyone of your posts you truly are an inspiration & with the help of your faith, family & friends you are going to fight & beat this dreaded disease! I will be praying for that today!!!
Melissa Schmitz <melissa@snfriends.com>
Houston, TX USA - Friday, November 12, 2004 10:22 AM CST
Lynn,
I was so sad to read you did not get the news you (and all of us) were wanting. But, now you can move forward with the next step to beat this thing head on! You are constantly on my mind and in our prayers. Mike had his men's bible study this morning and they said a special prayer for you!! I know you are receiving many heartfelt prayers from all over and we all feel blessed to be a part of your life. Take care and hope today brings you some peace :)
Vicky

Vicky <vickyn@prattthompson.com>
Scottsdale, AZ USA - Friday, November 12, 2004 10:20 AM CST
Lynn, I have no words to say but somehow wish I could just give you the biggest hug ever right now. As one of the others said, we (all of your prayer warriors) are not giving up and we're not giving in to satan's latest attempt to bring us down! Keep fighting Lynn and know that you are not alone! I am so proud to be a "sister" of yours! Pattie
pattie <pwilson@epsilon.com>
- Friday, November 12, 2004 8:17 AM CST
Gail Newman-
Thank you for making your daughter-in -love smile after the news she received today! Thank you too for speaking your mind and not mincing words!!!!!!!!!You did say it best!

Anna Rainwater <chiefrainwater@ev1.net>
- Thursday, November 11, 2004 10:30 PM CST
My sweet friend Lynn-
I have tried to write something to you three times already and gave up because I couldn't put what was in my heart into words. So, I shut off my computer and prayed for the right words to send to you. I actually found what I wanted to say in the book that I gave you. Read page 23 and page 243. That is what I will pray for you. I will also pray that you will wake up in the morning with a renewed spirit and know that you are a child of God who is fully and eternally loved. God gave us faith so that we could embrace it and use it! Continue to embrace your faith Lynn!I pray you will have a peaceful sleep, you will wake up with your radiant smile and that God would sprinkle his love all around you tomorrow. Keep fighting girlfriend!!!!!!!!!!! Hugs and love-Anna

Anna <chiefrainwater@ev1.net>
- Thursday, November 11, 2004 10:27 PM CST
Dear Lynn,

I'm just going to put it out there - I'M SOOOOOOOOOOO ANRGY RIGHT NOW - and yet your post tonight is clearly an example of Gods work in you. Being able to find the silver lining when your angry & so frusterated is nothing but pure grace & a show of your true character. I just want to throw my arms around you and take away your pain and your cares even if only for a moment. You've been knocked down a bit.......(it's been a ROUGH week for "our g-free group") - GET UP AND FIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!


I LOVE YOU!! JennyGwynn

JennyGwynn <jennygwynn@comcast.net>
Frisco, - Thursday, November 11, 2004 9:57 PM CST
FIGHT SISTER FIGHT!
FIGHT SISTER FIGHT!
I have been sitting here trying to find the perfect words...the perfect tone...all I can find is the bottom line. This cancer SUCKS! We all need to pray harder! Did you notice that you have over 15,000 hits on your site? That surely creates a direct line to God, doesn't it. It is a lot of prayer power. Let's all step it up a notch or ten. Tell your friends to pray. Pray for the best surgeon ever created.
AGAIN, FIGHT SISTER FIGHT! And when you don't have the strength to fight we will all fight for you!

Jill Smail <jill.smail@pharma.novartis.com>
Centennial, CO - Thursday, November 11, 2004 9:52 PM CST
Dear Lynn,

I am so sorry for the news you received today. It is satan's ugly head trying to discourage you and all your family from the brave fight you are leading. With all the extra prayers going up tonight and hence forth, God will show us who is in charge. I am so amazed and thankful that God continues to bless you with strength and courage. Thank you for posting tonight. You are not alone in this fight. Let your prayer warriors help you with the good news and the bad. We love you.

Susan Carter <knscarter@advantexmail.net>
Frisco, Tx USA - Thursday, November 11, 2004 9:51 PM CST
Lynn-Your will be in my daily prayers. You are so brave and I draw strength in my own life from your words. You sure are amazing! You will be in my thoughts-stay strong...You will beat this!!
-Brooke
(Friends of Allie)

Brooke <bleyl22@adelphia.net>
Twinsburg, OH 44087 - Thursday, November 11, 2004 9:20 PM CST
Oh no, not the news you (and your fan club!) were waiting to hear at all. I'm so sorry. Bless your heart, you must be so scared but yet you continue to portray grace and courage in the face of this latest disappointment. You're amazing. I don't know that I could be as strong if I were walking in your shoes. You are such an inspiration, Lynn. I'm sure that is sounding so cliche by now, but please know in your heart that it's TRUE! I wish I knew you in person, you sound like such a joy to be around. I draw strength from your posts and your vulnerability to share from the heart. Thank you.

I assure you that I will be hitting my knees for you even harder now. God IS going to give you the physical strength and the mental fortitude you need to face the unknowns that lie ahead of you! And I know - I'M CLAIMING THIS FOR YOU! - that you are going to kick cancer's butt with HIS help!!

Hang in there, dear Lynn. Never ever forget that God is walking with you every step of the way of this journey. I hope it brings you comfort that so many people are praying for you and wishing you nothing but the best.

Kat
Richardson, TX - Thursday, November 11, 2004 7:07 PM CST
I am thinking of you during this time and pray that your surgery goes well and your recovery is quick. I enjoy reading your posts every day and think of you often.
Kristin (Friend of Allie) <khicks2@nc.rr.com>
Raleigh, NC - Thursday, November 11, 2004 11:14 AM CST
Lynn,
The countdown to surgery is shortening and that is probably a good thing. You have such courage through your faith and the ability to share your thoughts with us all. Thank you for that because you are truly touching many lives and helping all of us. I am so pleased that your parents are soon to be near--what a blessing this too will be for all of you. Paige and Tom are off to CO to job search for 8 days so Grammie is on duty with Cole and Caleb. I'm praying for energy and patience as I enjoy this opportunity. You are continually in my prayers (and prayer group's) even though I neglect to post often. God bless as He always does. Aunt M

Mary Gladfelter <gladme@iowatelecom.net>
- Thursday, November 11, 2004 9:37 AM CST
P.S. I am SO excited to hear your orders to get to the gym post-op!! You know I'm up for that...........get your yoga pants ready girl (and no, to my knowledge Sevens do not make work out clothes!) ha But I'm sure you'll find a way to add a lil bling to your lycra.........afterall, I wouldn't want you roughing it too much!!!

Love ya! JennyGwynn

JennyGwynn <jennygwynn@comcast.net>
Frisco, - Wednesday, November 10, 2004 10:10 PM CST
Sweet Lynn,

I read a saying that I wanted to share with you: "Friends: It's not the BIG things, it's all the million little things". So true!! Here's a hug from me to you tonight ( )!

Funny how "a friend" woke early this morning & found you weighing heavily on their heart. I did the same & spent some great quality time chatting with God...........I'm praying for peace to calm your anxious heart. Sleep well my friend.

Hugs n kisses ~ JennyGwynn

JennyGwynn <jennygwynn@comcast.net>
Frisco, - Wednesday, November 10, 2004 9:47 PM CST
Lynn,
That is great news. I was so pleased to have just read today's journal. I will be thinking of you and saying many prayers for you.

Love,
Lynde

Lynde Bove <lynde.bove@vitalps.com>
Mesa, Az - Wednesday, November 10, 2004 9:02 PM CST
Lynn-Prayers for great test results today.
-Brooke

Brooke <bleyl22@adelphia.net>
Twinsburg, OH 44087 - Wednesday, November 10, 2004 9:46 AM CST
Good morning Lynn;
We have you in our prayers today as you wait to see your Dr's. We pray all will go well.. Tell your mom, my hip hurts.. She'll know what I mean... Love you guys.. Vern and Coleen

Vern and Coleen Schepp <vc_schepp@yahoo.com>
Mesa, Az - Wednesday, November 10, 2004 9:29 AM CST
Lynn - my thoughts and prayers are with you today!
pattie <pwilson@epsilon.com>
- Wednesday, November 10, 2004 8:38 AM CST
Lynn,
I am praying for you today as you wait to meet with the DR. I hope you have good news and the answers you have been waiting and praying for. Beth

Beth Gilles <bethtouhey@hotmail.com>
Burnsville, MN - Wednesday, November 10, 2004 8:36 AM CST
My dear friend Lynn-
I am NEVER up at this hour of the day . However, I had a tugging on my heart to get up and spend a quiet time devoted to praying for you this morning. I realize that today you may be somewhat anxious about your results from your test yesterday and I felt that I should send some prayers up for you to our heavenly father! I am so grateful to be able to pray for you...even in the wee hours of the morning. Everyone else may be asleep, but I know that Jesus is wide awake listening to my every word! Lynn, I pray that the Lord protects you while you sleep and that you wake up with thoughts of Thanksgiving to Him for a new day. You are a very special person to me and to Christ. Be strong today Lynn. Know that you will be covered in prayer today!
Love-
A friend













A friend
- Wednesday, November 10, 2004 5:05 AM CST
Hi Lynn,
I am so drained from a very emotional day, but I wanted to send you an e-mail hug before I go to bed. I can't believe I am going to bed before 8 o'clock!!! That is a first! I pray that all goes well tomorrow and that God has already started preparing you for your surgery. Just remember that God will NEVER let you walk alone through this journey. Sweet dreams to you......Anna

Anna <chiefrainwater@ev1.net>
- Tuesday, November 9, 2004 7:25 PM CST
Hi Lynn-I have been thinking of you and I am praying for you daily. You have touched my heart in ways you will never know. I love to read your spiritual words...you truely have brought me closer to Christ and I will forever be grateful.
I pray that your test results are wonderful and that you feel great too.
Prayers,
Brooke

Brooke <bley22@adelphia.net>
Twinsburg, OH 44087 - Tuesday, November 9, 2004 6:57 PM CST
Hi Lynn - it has been a VERY LONG time since we have been in touch!! I received an e-mail from Missy Halverson with the news that cancer had returned a few months ago and have been following your daily struggle ever since. I read your words as often as I can and am amazed at your strength. I really just wanted you to know that we are all praying for you and truely believe that you will beat this. It has been so much fun to see pictures of you, Teri, and your mom. You are all just as beautiful as I remember!! I am so glad to hear that your parents are moving close to you - I am sure you can use all of the support you can get right now. I will sign off for now - but please know we are thinking of you and will continue to look forward to your updates. Best of luck with your surgury. Take care.


Katie Hanson (Pompeii) <hanson.katie@mayo.edu>
Rochester, MN - Tuesday, November 9, 2004 2:25 PM CST
I am praying for you this am!!! I am grateful for your busy schedule as idle minds and hands are the enemies pleasure, his stomping ground, if you will!!! I am also praying that your thoughts are held captive until Wednesday and that the Lord puts a song of thanksgiving on your heart as you wait for your test results!!! May His thoughts be your thoughts. "Not I but Christ" as Pete so cleverly taught us a couple of sermon series ago. I love ya and will talk to you soon.


Melanie Florsheim <scot.florsheim@comcast.net>
- Tuesday, November 9, 2004 11:08 AM CST
Hey girl,
Am covering you in prayer this morning through the PET scan!! I am loving Anna's boys prayers and wish you could have heard Jack pray for you (and Lucy) in the car yesterday. He just poured out his little heart and it was so precious. Kids....aren't they great? Well, I will see you in a few short hours. Know that you are in God's hands and rest easy during the scan. Love ya girl, Holly

Holly Crandell <hmcrand@comcast.net>
- Tuesday, November 9, 2004 5:28 AM CST
daer ms. ln,
i hop u fel btr on friday bcs i dot wt u to be sec nemor. love, camden rainwater
Hi Lynn,
There is your "love" note from Camden! He was so excited to sit down and write to Ms. Lynn. I will decode
his message for you: "Dear Ms. Lynn, I hope you feel better on Friday because I don't want you to be sick anymore!!!!" Isn't it so fun to read invented spelling? I don't want you to be sick anymore either my dear friend. I pray that your appointment on Wednesday will go well. I pray for lots of sunshine in your day tomorrow! Thinking of you .....Anna


Anna & Camden Rainwater <chiefrainwater@ev1.net>
- Monday, November 8, 2004 7:34 PM CST
“Consider it pure joy whenever you face trials of man kinds because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance.” The author, James, doesn’t say if you face trials, but rather he says whenever you face them. He assumes that we will all have trials and that we can grow from them. I read that the point isn’t to pretend to be happy when we face pain, or adversity, but to have a positive outlook “consider it pure joy” because of what trials can produce in our lives. James indicates that we can turn hardships into times of learning.

Lynn, what is the name of the book this came from?

Yvonne <ygarcia@munsch.com>
Dallas, TX USA - Monday, November 8, 2004 4:24 PM CST
Lynn, you never cease to amaze me with your spirit & faith! I'm glad you had a good weekend, I hope today is not a terrible "Monday after chemo" & I pray that Wednesday brings good news from the PET scan. Please know you are in our thoughts and prayers daily!
Melissa Schmitz <melissa@snfriends.com>
Houston, TX 77055 - Monday, November 8, 2004 11:29 AM CST
Lynn, I'll be thinking of you Wednesday at your PET scan. I am so happy to hear that you had a great weekend and could enjoy most of the family activities. Your words continue to bring me a sense of peace as I can truly feel your faith as I read your postings. I hope today is a good day for you my friend. Love ya, Heidi :)
Heidi Isaak <heidi.isaak@genmill.com>
New Hope, MN USA - Monday, November 8, 2004 10:49 AM CST
Lynn,
My computer has been down since Thursday and it's amazing how cutoff I feel not being able to check on you through your posts! You have been so much on my mind, in my heart and in my prayers. Your courage and faith amaze and encourage me to be a better person, take life for what it is, enjoy the simple pleasures such as watching life through the eyes of our children and realize the joy of having Christ in our lives. I know today is a chemo Monday and I pray your body will not give you too much pain, that tomorrow's PET scan will give you the results you desire and your doctors the clarity they need for next week, and that God will also provide peace and strength for Dave and the kids. I can't wait to give you a hug in person and hopefully do at least some small task to ease your journey. Thank you for the friend you are and allowing me to share in your journey and experience your faith -- it is absolutely contagious!! Love ya and take care,
Vicky

Vicky Nelson <vickyn@prattthompson.com>
Scottsdale, AZ USA - Monday, November 8, 2004 10:06 AM CST
Lynn, It was so awesome to see you at church yesterday and I can't tell you how special your big hug was to me! I'm so glad God gave us hugs to give each other. Praise God that Friday went well. I can't wait to see what He does over the next few weeks. I just pray that you will feel His hands holding you through it all!
pattie <pwilson@epsilon.com>
- Monday, November 8, 2004 9:13 AM CST
Dear Lynn,
I had to play "catch-up" on your journal as I have not read since Friday....I have been playing "Trading Spaces" since yesterday after the birthday party!! Greg has been a real trooper about my sudden urge to paint the den and as of 1 hour ago, we got to put everything back in its place!! That's because Greg took a line from Paige Davis and said...TIME'S UP!!!! After this weekend of hard work, Greg may want to sign up for that show "Trading Spouses!!!" Anyway, I enjoyed getting to chat with you and Jenny on Saturday. By the way, you looked gorgeous! I am so glad things went well for you on Friday and that you were treated like royalty!!! I pray that your week will be filled with little reminders of how much God loves you. Have a great Monday!!!! Hugs and Love, Anna

P.S. Camden still wants to send you a "love" note....maybe tomorrow!!!!!

Anna Rainwater <chiefrainwater@ev1.net>
- Sunday, November 7, 2004 10:56 PM CST
Lynn - what a weekend it has been!! Beautiful weather w/ lots of fun activities. I can't thank you enough for your helping hands at Syd's party, I so hope you didn't over-do-it though!! May your body get the rest it needs.

I can't help but think that this week seems to start somewhat of a transistion phase for you.......your finished w/ chemo for awhile & now waiting for surgery. I want you to know that I'm praying for a wave of peace to surround you during this time. Praying for your hair to hang on, praying for another encouraging PET test, praying for minimal back aches, praying that your journey continues to light the fire in others. I love that your finding the joy in this cancer ~ you are a FIGHTER, you are a SURVIVOR, you are SUCH AN INSPIRATION!!! Oh, how you are enriching my own journey! Thank you for sharing YOU with ME!

Love ya to pieces! JennyGwynn

JennyGwynn <jennygwynn@comcast.net>
Frisco, - Sunday, November 7, 2004 9:13 PM CST
Dear Lynn,
Rest well and sweet dreams...your better days are coming. "Hang in there"...isn't that a theme from our Hebrews bible study this week? Love you girl,
Holly

Holly Crandell <hmcrand@comcast.net>
- Sunday, November 7, 2004 8:11 PM CST
Hi Lynn
I'm a friend of Amy Zaccaria's in Lancaster, NY. I was telling her some info that we found when my mom was facing cancer a few years ago, and she asked me to share it with you in case you might be interested. We searched out alternative treatments because mainstream medicine had nothing to offer my mom's stage IV colon cancer. There is a doctor in Texas by the name of Stanislaw Burzynski who does a treatment with antineoplastons. He has had great success with inoperable brain tumors, and also success with other kinds of cancers. There was a book written - kind of a documentary style book called "The Burzynski Breakthrough" by Thomas D. Elias (c 1997). It's available in our local library, and may be at yours too. This book gives a lot of history about his methods and stories of individual patients. The best source of current and reliable info on viable alternative treatments we found was a not-for-profit organization called "People Against Cancer". Frank Wiewel is the director and was a tremendous resource for us. I'm pretty sure their website is www.peopleagainstcancer.org.... and their address is P.O. Box 10, Otho, Iowa 50569-0010 (phone 515-972-4444).
It sounds like you're doing well, and we are praying for you in our small group. Best wishes to you and your family!


Georgia Harter <hartergeo@hotmail.com>
Lancaster, NY USA - Sunday, November 7, 2004 8:09 PM CST
HI Lynn,
I am so glad that you had a beautiful day and mostly a great nurse yesterday! I hope you have had a great evening with the newest Texans in town and that tomorrows yucky day goes by fast! May god keep you close and comfort you the next few days. You are in my prayers tonight as always. Love Beth

p.s. How is the hair? I pray beings you are 1/2 way through its sticking with you.

Beth Gilles <bethtouhey@hotmail.com>
Burnsville, MN - Saturday, November 6, 2004 9:24 PM CST
Miss Lynn, I feel your excitment when you speak of the activities with the kids and all your wonderful friends. You are a blessed woman! I am so glad you had a great nurse yesterday. We were praying for you at bible study in the morning, with the time difference we may have been praying at just the "right" time:)May God give you comfort tomorrow and the days to come with the "icky" stuff. Praying for you always and thinking about you offen! Stay strong!
Love Amy

Amy Selzer-Zaccaria <antjammom@adelphia.net>
Lancaster, NY - Saturday, November 6, 2004 4:32 PM CST
Hi Lynn, this is Amy (Dougs wife)I just wanted to let you know that I have been following your journal everyday! I went back to the beginning and read everything up to now.(Since Terri gave the site to us and I've been home from the hospital anyway.) Unfortunately that was after you met your goal for donations, we new nothing about it. What a wonderful way to keep people up to date and in touch. I always thought you were a special person but now I know what an amazing person you are!!I'm worried that you haven't posted tonight.I hope all went well with chemo today. I'm so glad your prayers about not losing your hair have come true, I'm hoping that maybe as I sit here typing bald, that I can suffer that part for you. I finally got the nerve to write and I'm glad I did. Doug says Hello. Danielle and TJ are wonderful. Your kids are so beautiful! I love your short hair! I have so many things I want to say to you. I'm amazed how God has put so many wonderful people around you at just the right time! When are you having surgery? I'm so glad your mom and dad are going to be there for you. Say hello to your family for us. You're in our thoughts and prayers every day.
Keep your head held high,and let your spirit soar!!

Amy & Doug Thurston <ajthurston@comcast.net>
MN - Friday, November 5, 2004 11:02 PM CST
I will just say that I love you but more than that I love seeing the Lord in you!!!! What a beautiful creature you are and how proud the Lord has to be with you, you strong, brave faithful servant. I was so honored to be able to rally around you today at chemo. The love stories shared today were great but the greatest is the love story the Lord is writing through you!!!! That is the story which I can't wait to read the next chapter of as it just gets sweeter and sweeter. My hope is that this trial ends SOON but that the Lord will continue this super fabulous work in you that He is doing. Thanks for sharing your story with all of us!!! YOU bring all of us so much JOY!!!! The joy of the Lord is your strength and it radiates from you!!! How sweet is your fragrance my friend!!!
Mel

Melanie Florsheim <scot.florsheim@comcast.net>
- Friday, November 5, 2004 2:17 PM CST
Dear Lyn,

I will pray for you as you go through a trying journey in your life. Keep your faith because it will bring you through. Your family is beautiful.


Barb Moore <bmoore@cgsd.org>
Rogersville, PA USA - Friday, November 5, 2004 12:43 AM CST
It was great to hear how God has changed your heart and perspective throughout your journey. Isn't He good! Thanks for your continued journaling; it has allowed me to specifically 'pray you through' each step and learn and experience cancer up close and personal. Keep the faith, friend. I am grateful that God gave you Holly and other GREAT friends to walk along side you and other friends to be warriors on your behalf.
Jennie May <jenniemay@sbcglobal.net>
McKinney, TX USA - Friday, November 5, 2004 10:17 AM CST
Dear Lynn,

I hope you got a very gentle, competent nurse this morning.
I want to let you know that the Lord is working in my heart through you. Thank You.

Christine

Christine
West Melbourne , FL - Friday, November 5, 2004 10:06 AM CST
Lynn, I knew you would be up late tonight worried and praying. Please try and sleep and know so many family and friends are praying for you tonight and tomorrow. I am thinking of you and praying for a sweet, skilled nurse to reach your vein, First attempt!! Love, Tiff
Tiffany Marino <tiffmarino@comcast.net>
Frisco, TX 75035 - Thursday, November 4, 2004 10:47 PM CST
Sweet dreams dear friend! May extra blessings be all around you tomorrow! And lots of angels watching over you! You are a gift to us all.
Jill Smail <jill.smail@pharma.novartis.com>
Centennial, CO - Thursday, November 4, 2004 10:26 PM CST
Lynn,
Donnie and I had a nice visit with your parents Tues. night. We're going to miss them this winter, but I know that they need to be there with you and your family now. They are going to be tired, but thankful to be in Texas with you. You're Mom and Dad are special people, always so caring and giving. I hope your chemo goes good tomorrow and we'll be praying that your surgery is a success.

Starlet & Donnie Brummer <dsbrum@charter.net>
Apache Junction, TX - Thursday, November 4, 2004 9:43 PM CST
Dear Lynn,

It was sooo good to see you yesterday. You were such a burst of sunlight in my day. You are such an inspiration to us all. Thank you for allowing God to work through you. Most of us would crawl up under a rock and pitty ourselves. But you have bravely taken on this disease and used it to witness for the Lord.
I pray that your chemo nurse will be successful with the first stick and that everything will go smoothly in the morning.
Hope to see you again real soon. Did you buy those awesome shoes?

Love ya,
Susan Carter



Susan Carter <knscarter@advantexmail.net>
Frisco, TX USA - Thursday, November 4, 2004 8:41 PM CST
Dear Lynn,
We have missed having you, Suzanne & Holly in our Bible study class, but I am ever so grateful to know that we are still studying together even in different locations. Thank you for sharing your stories of both the highs and lows. Thank you for being authentic! That is what the world needs to see is Authentic Christians because they see Christ. May He continue to give you strength and peace. In His precious love,
Tammy

Tammy <tarbuckle2003@yahoo.com>
Carrollton, TX - Thursday, November 4, 2004 5:33 PM CST
dr mes ln,
i pray that you gt wll tonit. love,grant rainwater
Hi Lynn,
Grant was dying to get on the computer so I asked him if he wanted to type Ms. Lynn a note. I helped him listen to the sounds he heard in the words he wanted to type and he was quite proud of himself! I think you will be able to "decode" his message,but if not : Dear Miss Lynn, I pray you get well tonight! Hope you enjoyed this beautiful day that the Lord made!!! Hugs and Love...Anna

Anna and Grant Rainwater <chiefrainwater@ev1.net>
- Thursday, November 4, 2004 5:13 PM CST
Lynn, Thank you so much for your faith and encouragement. And yes, you are inspiring us through your openess and your amazing posts. Thank you for sharing your words and your journey with the rest of us. Keep up your strength and fight. I am thinking of you today and am very thankful for you yesterday. Love, Tiffany
Tiffany Marino <tiffmarino@comcast.net>
- Thursday, November 4, 2004 12:32 AM CST
As Heidi Isaak said, 'your faith is contagious.' Amen!
Yvonne <ygarcia@munsch.com>
Dallas, TX USA - Thursday, November 4, 2004 10:10 AM CST
Lynn,
Thank you for the daily reminders of how God is there for each of us, we just need to open our eyes and see him. You are such a strong and beautiful person and I hope you know how many lives you are touching and inspiring! I see such strength in you and I hope your body continues to become stronger too. I am sorry that you have had some hard days. If I could pick you up and carry you for a while I would, or take a week or two of your pain from you. I hope tomorrow is another good day for you and your family. May you all have many laughs and more sweet surprises! Sleep tight for I am praying for you! Beth

Beth Gilles <bethtouhey@hotmail.com>
Burnsville, MN - Wednesday, November 3, 2004 9:50 PM CST
Hi Lynn,
Wow~Doesn't get much better than a day like yours. What terrific friends you have that know the exact moment you need them most. You are truly blessed. I am so happy today was better for you, may the rest of YOUR LIFE, be filled with as much joy. Your a wonderful woman to share what you do with the rest of us. Thanks for helping to keep us all grounded.
Have a blessed day, week, year....
Cindy W

Cindy W <ozw38@sbcglobal.net>
Plano, - Wednesday, November 3, 2004 9:40 PM CST
You amaze me Lynn. You truly are an inspiration to me! Thank you for your journey entry tonight. I too had a bad day but after reading your entry I feel reconnected and at ease. Your faith is contagious. :)
Heidi Isaak <heidi.isaak@genmill.com>
New Hope, MN USA - Wednesday, November 3, 2004 7:57 PM CST
Hi Lynn-
Once again....you looked radiant this morning!!!I had such a good day today. I think it was because I got to hug your neck this morning!! It did my heart good to see your smiling face. A smile is such a blessing to those who receive it!!! Tomorrow is supposed to have some sunshine...get out and enjoy it girlfriend!!!!!! I thank my God for you everyday !!!! Love...Anna
P.S. Sorry for all of the !!!!!!!

Anna Rainwater <chiefrainwater@ev1.net>
- Wednesday, November 3, 2004 7:18 PM CST
Once again, Lynn, God gave you words that pricked my heart. Thank you. I am struggling today with my own "crosses", and though I would never ever compare my heartaches with having cancer, I hurt nonetheless. Thank you for reminding me that God can heal my hurts when I don't turn away from him. If he can grant you the strength, courage and grace to deal with something as horrific as cancer, then I know that he can help me with my little struggles. He is bigger than all of these things. Why is it I forget that? Again, thanks for the reminder. I needed to hear it.

I'm glad you have your friends to help bear the burden and to lift you up. I envy you that. Bless them for being there for you. I pray I can be that for someone someday. Reading your journal always inspires me to reach out and help someone else.

I think of you daily and I check your site each evening, hoping to hear that you've had a good day and are tolerating the chemo and meds well. To hear that you've had a difficult day, well it just makes me pray that much harder for you. Thank you for sharing your struggles too.

May God to continue to strengthen you and grow you through this journey, and bless you and your family always.

A friend
Dallas, TX - Wednesday, November 3, 2004 6:47 PM CST
No dry eyes after reading Jennifer's poem, God's Grace. Thank you for sharing. It is incredibly poignant.
Praying blessings on all readers,
Holly

Holly Crandell <hmcrand@comcast.net>
- Wednesday, November 3, 2004 4:15 PM CST
I lost my mother in love to breast cancer 2 years ago. I have been praying for you and your family. I wanted to share the following poem with you. It's a tad long but it brough so much comfort to my mother in love and our family.May God continue you to keep you wrapped in his blanket of love, comfort and peace.

God’s Grace

I did not know His love before, the way I know it now.
I could not see my need for Him, my pride would not allow.
I had it all, without a care, the “Self-sufficient” lie.
My path was smooth, my sea was still, not a cloud was in my sky.

I thought I knew His love for me, I thought I’d seen His grace,
I thought I did not need to grow, I thought I’d found my place.
But then the way grew rough and dark, the storm clouds quickly rolled;
The waves began to rock my ship, I found I had no hold.

The ship that I had built myself was made of foolish pride,
It fell apart and left me bare, with nowhere else to hide
I had no strength or faith to face the trials that lay ahead,
And so I simply spoke His name and bowed my weary head.

His loving arms enveloped me, and then He helped me stand.
He said, “You still must face the storm, but I will hold your hand.”
So through the dark and lonely night He guided me through the pain.
I could not see the light of day or when I’d smile again.

Yet through the pain and endless tears, my faith began to grow.
I could not see it at the time, but my light began to glow
I saw God’s love in brand new light, His grace and mercy, too.
For only when all self was gone could Jesus’ love shine through.

It was not easy in the storm, I sometimes wondered why.
At times I thought, “I can’t go on.” I’d hurt, and doubt and cry.
But Jesus never left my side He guided me each day.
Through pain and strife, through fire and flood, He helped me all the way.

And now I see as ne’er before how great His love can be
How in my weakness He is strong, How Jesus cares for me!
He worked it all out for my good, although the way was rough.
He only sent what I could bear, and the He said, “Enough!”

He raised His hand and said, “Be still!” He made the storm clouds cease.
He opened up the gates of joy and flooded me with peace.
I saw His face now clearer still, I felt His presence strong,
I found anew His faithfulness, He never did me wrong.

And now I know more storms will come, but only for my good,
For pain and tears have helped me grow as nothing ever could.
I still have so much more to learn as Jesus works in me;
If in the storm I’ll love Him more, that’s where I want to be!

Jennifer Smith <jls4him@verizon.net>
Wylie, TX - Wednesday, November 3, 2004 4:05 PM CST
Dear Lynn - I found your website through Dana's also ( I had written her with some advice about Sam's mouthsores when he was going through Chemo too -the magic Cool Whip cure for mouth discomfort!) I am a nurse in Hawaii, and I wondered, for you, about getting some meds to help you through the dreadful aches and soreness that you get after chemo - there are tons of helpful meds out there that may ease your symptoms - I'm thinking of some of the analgesia meds like for example Vicodin, or similar, for those couple of days of when you are feeling so uncomfortable with the generalized body pain. This class of drug really does help ease the pain and discomfort and you only need take it during the tough times. A side effect though is constipation, so you would need to take a laxative with it to avoid all that. I hope I am not being too intrusive with my advice, but pain management is my specialty and there is alot out there to help you with your symptoms. You're writing is so inspiring to me. I think of your brave and positive attitude and am in awe! Lots of love to you and yours...Lise
Lise Lawrence <lawaloha5@aol.com>
Waikoloa, HI USA - Wednesday, November 3, 2004 12:03 AM CST
dear lynn,
You have such great messages coming to you from everywhere and everyone. that is so awesome. Thank you everyone for your support of our niece and granddaughter! Every message holds a prayer up for her, keep them coming.........I agree, you do need to listen to your body when it comes to making medicine/chemo decisions. You need to get rested and get stronger for your surgery. So glad your mom and dad are moving there to be with you. They are so lucky to be at that time in their lives when they can make a decision and act on it. It'll be good for you and good for them to be there. I love how you call Dave's parents "mother and father in love". That sends a great feeling out there for all to feel.
Take care now and get your rest. Enjoy every minute before it turns into an hour and every hour before it turns into a day. Time goes so fast when you're not looking doesn't it?
lots of love and prayers from jim and Lajean and all your Minnesota aunts and uncles,cousins, and gr & gr Berg

lajean westeng <lwesteng09@hotmail.com>
clarks grove, mn usa - Wednesday, November 3, 2004 1:16 AM CST
Hi Lynn-
Yes,it is almost 11:30 and I am still up trying to get myself organized for tomorrow. Amazing how I can manage to get more done when everyone is asleep!!!! Anyway, just wanted to send a hello your way and to tell you that you were thought of often today!!! Have a great Wednesday!!!
Love...Anna

Anna Rainwater <chiefrainwater@ev1.net>
- Tuesday, November 2, 2004 11:19 PM CST
I can't take the election coverage any more!!! What is it with our hubbys?! We'll all know the results (hopefully) in the morning. But I wanted to give you a BIG ( ) - that's a hug my friend - before diving into my bed. I'm hoping I can actually sleep tonight & I hope your able to do the same. It's been a bit of a rough patch the last few days but you've GOT to remember this cancer is only getting a tiny piece of you NOT THE BEST OF YOU!!! Get back on top girl! Cancer doesn't take your heart, or your friendships, or your faith.........it's so clear it's actually making them stronger!!! Even on those yuck days, you still inspire me and you also gave Dan & I a GREAT laugh when listening to our answering machine!! HA HA!! That's the way to let it out sister!!

I love ya to pieces! ~ Jen

JennyGwynn <jennygwynn@comcast.net>
Frisco, TX - Tuesday, November 2, 2004 10:07 PM CST
Hi Lynn,I've been thinking about you alot lately and asking everyone I know to pray for you. Our small group has you on our prayer list and I plan on adding you to our church list as well on Thursday, my brain was not functioning over the weekend:). I can't stop thanking God for your amazing faith and strenght through all of this. I pray that he will bless the rest of your week and take the aches and pains away. Love the picture of your babies. Stay strong!
Love Amy

Amy Selzer-Zaccaria <antjammom@adelphia.net>
Lancaster, NY - Tuesday, November 2, 2004 8:26 PM CST
YEA YEA YEA and YEA AGAIN!!! For all you readers out there Lynn and I (and some of the rest of you) have a dear friend, Melanie. Melanie has been through breast cancer and had some additional lumps biopsied today. HOORAY!! that they were only sutures from a previous surgery and not more cancer. YEA YEA YEA.....I think a happy dance is in order for everyone! God is good and faithful and we are so very appreciative for the good news. Heal quickly sweet friend...I am sure there are more cheddar goldfish sandwiches out there waiting to meet you! hee
Oh yea...Patti W...thank you for your sweet words and for always keeping Lynn in your prayers. Your constant vigil in asking about Lynn, and keeping all in your thoughts and prayers warms my heart. It was fantastic to see you at the great retreat...I'll look forward to our next rendezvous. You are a special friend, and a special blessing!!

Lynn, you inspire me...it was a true gift to be able to catch up with our heart to hearts and visit with you as well as fellowship with our little bible study gang. My heart is full!

I hope the evening is great for you. The Crandells are ready for a cul de sac outing tomorrow....even if it is cold...we are needing a kid fix...amazing how "out of it" my kids feel if they don't get to see the gang every day or so.

Sleep well dear friend. Love ya, Hol

Holly Crandell <hmcrand@comcast.net>
- Tuesday, November 2, 2004 7:29 PM CST
I am so glad today was a better day! The kids' Halloween costumes were great! I heard that Spiderman the most popular for boys & anything Princess for the girls! Sidney was Princess Aurora, so she fit the mold too!! Aren't kids great! I know you are sad that you missed Trick or Treating, but I agree with Dave & all of your friends - you will have many more to watch!! Our prayers are with you as always!! I hope your week remains good!!
Melissa Schmitz <melissa@snfriends.com>
Houston, TX 77055 - Tuesday, November 2, 2004 5:51 PM CST
Your faith in our God is an inspiration to me. I admire you and how you've touched so many lifes with your beautiful words and praises of our Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ. He is with you and will not leave you.
Yvonne <bonnie416-3@hotmail.com>
Dallas, TX USA - Tuesday, November 2, 2004 4:24 PM CST
Your faith in our God is an inspiration to me. I admire you and how you've touched so many lifes with your beautiful words and praises of our Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ. He is with you and will not leave you.
Yvonne <bonnie416-3@hotmail.com>
Dallas, TX USA - Tuesday, November 2, 2004 4:24 PM CST
http://avonweb.ca/ebear/main.html
Click on this link!! Avon is donating to fight against breast cancer!! You can beat this sister!!!

Friend
Mesquite, TX USA - Tuesday, November 2, 2004 12:41 AM CST
Lynn, I didn't get a chance to post yesterday but let me tell you - you were definitely missed at the retreat but you were very present "in spirit". I don't even really know you but I thought of you often and I looked across the room at Holly several times knowing that she was thinking of you too at that very moment. I'm still truly amazed at the joy that comes from such trials. You are definitely an inspiration and I thank you for this website and for sharing. God Bless You! Glad you're feeling better.
Pattie <pwilson@epsilon.com>
- Tuesday, November 2, 2004 8:56 AM CST
Dear Lynn,WOW,We have happy hearts this morning!!!! Too much medicine is as bad as too little. Listen to your body(I almost typed your Mother-in law). We all ask for God's guidance and then wait for a phone call. You are loved and prayed for by so many . Love you, Dean and Gail
Gail Newman <newmanj36@netscape.net>
Frisco, Tx USA - Tuesday, November 2, 2004 8:15 AM CST
Lynn,
Sorry I haven't written in a few days, we are actualy packing to move on the 19th. We are finally getting a house that will fit the family of 5 we have become. Anyway, I have been reading your posting and am so sorry you were unable to trick or treat with your kids. Just remember the words your husband spoke, "you will have many years of trick or treating with them". Not to mention all of the other wonderful and amazing things to come in your life. I hope tomorrow will bring you less pain and more joy. I will say a prayer for tonight.
I love you and am thinking of you. Stay Strong!
Lynde

Lynde Bove <lynde.bove@vitalps.com>
mesa, az - Monday, November 1, 2004 9:24 PM CST
Ops....I guess I am not too good with technology! Sorry for all the dublicate messages. :)
Heidi Isaak <heidi.isaak@genmills.com>
New Hope, MN USA - Monday, November 1, 2004 8:28 PM CST
After submitting my entry I started reading the guest book. After reading Jill's entry something popped into my mind. It is an old saying that is so true, "Friends double the joy and divide the grief" or something like that Lynn. Know we are all there to help take away some of the grief you have as well as being there to double the joy when the day and news is good.
Heidi Isaak <heidi.isaak@genmill.com>
New Hope, MN USA - Monday, November 1, 2004 8:26 PM CST
After submitting my entry I started reading the guest book. After reading Jill's entry something popped into my mind. It is an old saying that is so true, "Friends double the joy and divide the grief" or something like that Lynn. Know we are all there to help take away some of the grief you have as well as being there to double the joy when the day and news is good.
Heidi Isaak <heidi.isaak@genmill.com>
New Hope, MN USA - Monday, November 1, 2004 8:26 PM CST
After submitting my entry I started reading the guest book. After reading Jill's entry something popped into my mind. It is an old saying that is so true, "Friends double the joy and divide the grief" or something like that Lynn. Know we are all there to help take away some of the grief you have as well as being there to double the joy when the day and news is good.
Heidi Isaak <heidi.isaak@genmill.com>
New Hope, MN USA - Monday, November 1, 2004 8:26 PM CST
Hi Lynn,
I am so sorry that you weren't feeling well yesterday. Hopefully today was much better. Stay tough girlfriend...YOU WILL BEAT THIS CANCER!!!!! God is right there along side you fighting this disease. I pray that tomorrow will be a day free of aches and pains and that you can get out and enjoy God's blessings. Praying for you always.....Anna

Anna Rainwater <chiefrainwater@ev1.net>
- Monday, November 1, 2004 8:22 PM CST
Lynn-I'm sorry to hear that you didn't get to go trick or treating with your kids yesterday. Like Dave said there will be plenty of years ahead to look forward to with the kids. He is right! As Jill often writes, FIGHT SISTER FIGHT. I am so sorry you are feeling down but that is okay to not always be up Lynn. I will pray extra hard tonight that the Lord gives you a lift so you can enjoy the usual activities with your kids this week. I think about you so often. Your son looks so much like you it is truly amazing! Love you lots!!!!!!!!!! Heidi
Heidi Isaak <heidi.isaak@genmills.com>
New Hope, MN USA - Monday, November 1, 2004 8:19 PM CST
Dearest friend,
Oh...I missed you SO big time this weekend. The retreat was amazing to say the least...I don't even know where to begin...there was tons of laughter, deep refreshing lessons, tears and joy...lots of joy. I have enjoyed speaking with you a few times but will really look forward to a true catch up soon...hopefully tomorrow! I am sorry you and Jenny missed out on trick or treating with your babes...but I am thankful you got to see them and see their joy before and after the rounds (I took pics). Taylor and Jacob were well mannered as usual (I can still hear Jacob...Miss Holly...please pass the Newman water bottle! HA They were so thirsty and all we had were those huge water bottles so each family got one...sweet kids. Jacob was always the first at the door and first back in the car...no chance he was going to get left...a stealthy little spider man he was!!) Anyway...I am proud of you for finding the joy in your journey girl. You are wonderful in every way and God is blessing each step of this sometimes yucky road you are currently traveling. I love you friend and will catch up with you in the morning. By the way....where are all your posters...come on folks...I mean REALLY??? I have been gone a few days and expected a bunch of entries...hop to it friends. This fight is so much easier knowing you are out there!! You are blessing Lynn with each thought and word...please let her know you are checking in here and there!! All the best to everyone, Holly

Holly Crandell <hmcrand@comcast.net>
- Monday, November 1, 2004 8:03 PM CST
Sweet Lynn,

After reading Sundays post, believe me........I'm feeling your pain. I was so saddened when I couldn't take my kiddos trick or treating either - it was a VERY hard mommy moment. This darn broncial-pnemonia has really wiped me out!! I took lots of pixs though........and at the end of the night I ended up with 10 of their friends playing upstairs while our neighbors across the street held their annual outdoor Halloween bash for all to enjoy. So I was at least able to hear the laughter flowing downstairs from my comfy couch. They had a great time & thankfully the rain held off for all to enjoy the night. It's made me realize though whether it's chemo for you right now, or something else going on in our lives.........that at some point were going to miss out on something that is dear to us (and yes, it sucks!). This is the time to really count our blessings in other areas of our lives. I do hope your felling better today & hopefully we'll both be well enough for bible study on Tuesday.

Miss & love ya ~ JennyGwynn

JennyGwynn <jennygwynn@comcast.net>
Frisco, TX - Monday, November 1, 2004 9:43 AM CST
I am so happy to hear the news about the port. Praise God!! Looking forward to seeing you wednesday if you're feeling well and will be there. See you soon girl.
Romney <romneymcguire@comcast.net>
Plano, Tx - Sunday, October 31, 2004 7:01 PM CST
Lynn - We missed you this weekend at the retreat. It was such a powerful weekend - you would have loved it. But I know your dear friends will catch you up on all of it. Melanie's testimony was beautiful and hearfelt. She said it is such an icky thing but she made it seem so beautiful to me. Her faith, like yours, is amazing. This will all be part of your testimony one day too. Like one woman at the reatreat said, - this is part of my story but it will not define me. She had lost a son 6 1/2 years ago. She has found so much joy in her tragedy. You wonder how but she reminds you that it is from God. I know you will be right there beside everyone next year worshipping and praising and being silly girls for the weekend. By the way, the retreat raised $509 for the breast cancer! Make sure you tell Holly & BetsyJo that I did pay up for my desserts! : ) One last thing - find Tracy Free tomorrow at Legacy. She has a little love gift for you. You are loved!

Lizzie

Liz Lemaster <lizzie.lemaster@verizon.net>
Plano, Tx - Sunday, October 31, 2004 3:07 PM CST
Hey Cousin - It's been a while since I've sent a message but I think of you all the time. I told Megan all about you and she wants to meet you someday soon. Travel's a little hard for me right now - in fact impossible. We'll get there! I'm glad to hear your Mom and Dad are on their way there soon! You are loved by sooooo many! Your faith in the Lord is remarkable and inspiring! Love ya cuz..Lisa


Lisa Gifford <lisagifford@cox.net>
Gilbert , AZ Maricopa - Saturday, October 30, 2004 11:11 PM CDT
Hey girlfriend,

I pray that you are enjoying your Saturday! I know that your family is taking very good care of you! I was thinking about you and just wanted to check in and say hi!I pray that your day will be filled with blessings from above! Well, I guess I better sign off...I am being paged to come outside for a "Dog Show" that my kids are doing with the neighbor kids. This should be interesting due to the fact that we don't have a dog and neither do the next door neighbors!!!! Ask Holly to tell you our dog story from last weekend!!
Love, Anna

Anna Rainwater <chiefrainwater@ev1.net>
- Saturday, October 30, 2004 12:45 AM CDT
Lynn - I'm up & moving (somewhat), I can't take another day in bed. I know you know how that feels. I just wanted to say how thrilled I am for you and the news of the port -I know that is HUGE for you!! Yea!! Have a great weekend!

Love ya ~ Jen

JennyGwynn <jennygwynn@comcast.net>
Frisco, - Saturday, October 30, 2004 12:18 AM CDT
Dear-Daughter- in- Love, Hope and pray you had a sweet rest last night and side effects of nasty chemo aren't too harsh today. We will see you tonight for dinner. Just think next week's family dinner will have four more feet under the table (YOUR MOM AND DAD!!). See you tonight---I'll have the heating pad on!!!!!! God loves you and so do we. Gail
GAIL NEWMAN <newmanj36@netscape.net >
Frisco' , Tx - Saturday, October 30, 2004 10:38 AM CDT
Hi Lynn,
Can I just tell you that if I looked as good as you did this morning at 9am I would get out of my house sooner than later?!!! You amaze me girlfriend!! It was so good to see you this morning. Again I must say you looked fabulous!
I am praying that you will not have too many aches and pains from your chemo treatment. Oh, Camden and Grant thought your blow up vampire was way cool!!!! Sweet dreams girlie-girl!
Anna

Anna Rainwater <chiefrainwater@ev1.net>
- Friday, October 29, 2004 8:25 PM CDT
Lynn,
Glad to hear about your good news yesterday! I hope all continues to go as smoothly as yesterday did. Glad you loved your sweater and perfume Jules sent you-the timing was perfect! I have some info. I'd like to forward on to you that I received from a neighbor, can you forward me your e-mail address? Your in my thoughts and prayers. Love, Christine

Christine La Plante <christine7459@aol.com>
Lone Tree, CO USA - Friday, October 29, 2004 2:23 PM CDT
Lynn,
I'm so glad everything went as you had wished yesterday - let's hope the trend continues!! We're praying for you everyday. Hope today you feel peace and comfort! Love ya,
Vicky

Vicky <vickyn@prattthompson.com>
Scottsdale, AZ USA - Friday, October 29, 2004 1:08 PM CDT
Hi,

I was made aware of your website while reading Dana Eisenberg's posts.
I just wanted to let you know you are in my thoughts and prayers.
You have a beautiful family!

Carol (Friends of Allie) <carol@alberts.us>
St. Petersburg , Fl - Friday, October 29, 2004 12:05 AM CDT
It sounds like you had a great day yesterday!! Congratulations about the port & I will be praying that your wish list is granted for the next few weeks! I hope you have a wonderful weekend & that you find the energy to enjoy Sunday evening with the kids!! Take Care & we're praing for you and your family!!
Melissa Schmitz <Melissa@snfriends.com>
Houston, TX USA - Friday, October 29, 2004 11:38 AM CDT
Lynn,
I am so happy for you and all the great news you had yesterday! I am praying that you have a nice day today and are able to enjoy the weekend with you little gobblins! God has answered some of our prayers and I hope he will continue hearing from everyone you have touched. Enjoy this day Sweet Lynn.
Beth

Beth Gilles <bethtouhey@hotmail.com>
Burnsville, MN - Friday, October 29, 2004 11:32 AM CDT
WAHOO!
I am so happy to hear your day went well yesterday. You were in my thoughts all day long. It is so great that you feel well, and I do pray that you "wish list" goes the way you would like. You will have a wonderful Thanksgiving and Christmas. Stay strong!

Kelli (McDonald) Bader <kbader@arizbank.com>
Gilbert, AZ - Friday, October 29, 2004 8:34 AM CDT
Thank you Lord for answering our prayers!! You are so good!! Lynn, we all rejoice with you on your good news about the port. I hope this will sustain you through the cruddy feeling days to come. Be strong! Love Amy
Amy Selzer-Zaccaria <antjammom@adelphia.net>
Lancaster, NY - Friday, October 29, 2004 5:42 AM CDT
Hi Lynn: Bill and I are sitting here getting instructions from your Dad on how to communicate with you. Great! We just had a going away party for your Mom and Dad. Seventeen of us are sending them away to Texas and you and your family to share in their love. Will write more later when Your Mom and Dad aren't yauning in the background!!!!
Love, Bill and Janet Bradley Mesa, AZ

Janet and Bill Bradley <jbbradley@usfamily.net>
Mesa, AZ - Thursday, October 28, 2004 11:46 PM CDT
Lynn,
I just finished reading your message for Thursday. That is great news about the Not needing a Port and also having a gentle nurse. Sounds like your prayers are being answered. Keep the faith b/c Someone is definitely on your side. I will continue to pray for you and your wonderful family and friends. You truely are blessed to have such great support. If there is anything we can do, do not hesitate to ask.
Love and Prayers,
Joelle Minitti

Joelle Minitti <joellej@cox.net>
Chandler, AZ USA - Thursday, October 28, 2004 11:01 PM CDT
Praise God for the fabulous answered prayers today, Lynn! I never know if I should post or not b/c we don't know each other, but I found your site through Sam's site, and I found Sam's site b/c I'm a member of Plano Mothers of Multiples (thus the connection to Dana). Without knowing it, you have not only been inspiring, but helpful as well. My dearest friend has just had a mastectomy surgery. I am taking her to her very first chemo appointment tomorrow, and we are both nervous. Reading your posts has helped me to help my friend. Your descriptive posts about your chemo appointments have very definitely helped us both prepare for tomorrow. Thank you so much for sharing your thoughts and experiences ... such a gift to others! God bless you and your family!
Marla L. <mlong@rmcrowe.com>
Fairview, TX USA - Thursday, October 28, 2004 8:19 PM CDT
Hi. I found your website through Allie's , then Sam's, the trail goes on. I am praying for your chemo to be as great as chemo can be. I pray for it to attack cancer and not to hurt the healthy surrounding tissue!! And I really pray that you don't lose your hair!! I am a radiation therapist, so I am SO familiar with your situation. I can never understand cancer even though I actually have a degree in treating cancer!!(Makes a lot of sense, huh?) I attended a benefit dinner at the hospital where I work this week, where Nancy Brinker was the speaker. She founded the Susan Komen Breast Cancer Foundation and it was great to hear what she had to say. She's actually also a breast cancer survivor. Anyway, sorry to blab, but your posts are a blessing to me as Jenny's and Dana's are also. I can never truly know what my patients are going through, but you guys have given me a little peep into your lives. Thanks again and God bless!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Keri Brown <keribrown@comcast.net>
North Augusta, SC USA - Thursday, October 28, 2004 6:39 PM CDT
Hi Lynn,
I hope your chemo went well today -- been thinking about you and praying for you. I just wanted to encourage you to keep on going Girlfriend! Your strength is incredible and about that "chemo" brain -- I, too, have the "being a mom" brain. (They should have signs for our cars that say "Mom on board" for those questionable days.) Congratulations for being more than half-way with your chemo -- put your feet up and know that the Lord is healing you cell by cell by cell -- one day at a time. He's also healing and growing lots of us in many ways through your sharing, my dear. God bless you and have a great weekend. Lots of hugs! Love ya, Paige

Paige Riccio <paigericcio@comcast.net>
ST CHARLES, IL - Thursday, October 28, 2004 6:01 PM CDT
Hello Friend! I hope today went well. I have been thinking of you.
Being one of the five that mentioned yesterday how happy we were for you that you still have your hair...I feel compelled to explain. I don't think all of the comments should freak you out. I think that we all know you so well and understand that losing your hair would just be amazingly difficult as silly as it may sound. Here is my take....take it with a grain of salt.... It is like being kicked when you are down. Isn't it bad enough to have this awful cancer enter your body? Isn't it enough that the products that should kill the cancer make you feel like total crap in the process? BUT in addition to those two awful things you're telling me that 'my' hair is going to fall out too!!! YOU HAVE GOT TO BE KIDDING! That is like some big cruel joke! We all know that if that is what it takes to rid your body of the cancer that it is a small sacrifice......but COME ON!! So all five of your women friends who mentioned your beautiful hair yesterday were probably having similar thoughts. We love you so much and hate that you are having to face any of this. We are so glad that to this point you have not had to face the hair loss this time.
My friend, you are beautiful with or without your lovely locks! I hope you are spared the emotional stress of that this time around!

FIGHT SISTER FIGHT! I know you can handle anything! And on days when you need a little extra strength...just look at the number of people behind you. We are here to help!

Jill Smail <jill.smail@pharma.novartis.com>
Centennial, CO - Thursday, October 28, 2004 5:52 PM CDT
Lynn, It has been so long since I've posted, but you've continued to be in my thoughts and prayers. I'm praying chemo went well today. You are truly amazing. Your strength is unbelievable. I will say an extra prayer for that darling head of hair too! Big hugs and much love.
Shelley Bonjean <bonjeans@msn.com>
Highlands Ranch, CO USA - Thursday, October 28, 2004 3:47 PM CDT
Hi Lynn,
I hope everything went well with your treatment today. I know that having your friends close by you probably helps you tremendously!!! I have to share a funny with you. When I picked up Camden and Grant from their art class this morning they had painted pumpkins,glued google eyes on them and fuzzy green hair. When they showed them to me, they said, "Look mommy, our pumpkins went to the hair club for pumpkins!!!" They have seen the hair club for men commercial and put it all together!! I needed a good laugh today and God gave me one! I am glad that your chemo is done for the week. Now you just sit back and relax and enjoy all of the blessings that God has in store for you this weekend! Thinking of you always...
Anna

Anna Rainwater <chiefrainwater@ev1.net>
- Thursday, October 28, 2004 2:01 PM CDT
Hi Lynn,
I am sitting here praying for you as you are getting your chemo right now. I hope those veins of yours were as strong as your faith today and you're at least sharing the great stories of your weekend with your dear friends. I hope you had a fun evening with Charlie and the gang and that your family has a wonderful Halloween!! The prayers are coming to you as stong as I can today and this weekend!
As for your great hair... I hope being a hair stylist gives me a little extra "in" with god and he continues to let you keep it. Take care sweet Lynn. Beth

Beth Gilles <bethtouhey@hotmail.com>
Burnsville, Mn - Thursday, October 28, 2004 12:24 AM CDT
Lynn,
My heart is aching for you right now as I know you are about to start the chemo that I know you hate. It brings tears to my eyes and I feel guilty that I am such a mess about it when you are the one suffering and yet so strong. I will pray for you today many times that the chemo nurse will be gentle, that you will be able to handle the highest dose you need and that whether you need a port or not, God will give the peace of mind and clarity about the issue. I feel blessed that we have bible study tonight as I feel I need it today to go to Him to help ease the burden for you, your family, friends and loved ones. Stay strong, fight hard and know you are an inspiration and loved so much by so many. God Bless.
Vicky

Vicky Nelson <vickyn@prattthompson.com>
Scottsdale, AZ USA - Thursday, October 28, 2004 10:46 AM CDT
Dearest friend,
Well, look out round 7 here we come! I love your posts Lynn, and am not amazed but delight God is working through you in so many ways...I know you see it in every direction you turn...people drawing closer to Him...appreciating all the little things, etc.
I am SO glad your hair is still in your head and you know it is one my ongoing prayers. Just remember what we were talking about on Tuesday in bible study...the verse is Zeph. 3:17 "The Lord your God is with you, He is mighty to save. He will take great delight in you, He will quiet you with his love, and He will rejoice over you with singing." Remember how we were talking over the fact that He delights in you like the love we have for sweet baby toes?? hee (if you are reader out there and don't get this ...sorry...you had to "be there" for this to make sense). And...do you wonder what song he is rejoicing over you with? I think that is a point to ponder while we do chemo! God is at work in you my dear friend...I see it everywhere. I told you yesterday that I was thankful you had the chemo brain challenges sometimes...it keeps me sane given my brain (by just being a mom) is not as in tact as your chemo brain!! HA
Oh...do you think it ironic that today...the boys' bible vers is Is 43:5??? "Fear not, for I am with you"
I don't think is a coincindence...God will be with you and I'll see you there too.
Love ya girl,
Holly

Holly Crandell <hmcrand@comcast.net>
- Thursday, October 28, 2004 9:11 AM CDT
Lynn,
My thoughts and prayers are with you today.
Stay strong!

Kelli Bader <kbader@arizbank.com>
Gilbert, AZ - Thursday, October 28, 2004 8:49 AM CDT
Lynn -
I've been reading your updates, but haven't posted a note lately, sorry. You are so very strong in mind and body - keep it up! My thoughts and prayers are with you. I'll pray that your nurse will be competent today and you can avoid port placement during this course.
I'm so glad you were able to "escape" to Texas on your vacation - it sounded wonderful!
Love, Deb

Deb Klein <deborah.klein@allina.com>
Saint Paul, MN - Thursday, October 28, 2004 8:11 AM CDT
BE STRONG AND COURAGEOUS, DO NOT BE TERRIFIED, FOR THE LORD IS WITH YOU ALL THE TIME!!!!(Joshua1:9) He IS with you, even at this very moment as you get ready to start this difficult day. My prayers have been lifted up to the Lord for you and those many "popcorn" prayers will be popping up all day long. Stay strong!! Love Amy
Amy Selzer-Zaccaria <antjammom@adelphia.net>
Lancaster, NY - Thursday, October 28, 2004 6:00 AM CDT
Lynn,
I've been waiting to get on line to send you a message after reading your daily post. Now that I have my 3 children settled down (for now anyway) I can sit here in quiet and give you my thoughts and prayers. I will say a prayer for you tonight that you will be strong and fight through this evil round of chemo tomorrow. As my parents stated to you in their message, the most powerful tool is your state of mind. I know you and I've never known you to give up on anything and I know you will beat this. You are a beautiful wife, mother, daughter, sister and friend and still have a life time to be all of those things. I think of you numerous times each day and hope that you are doing ok. I just wish there was something more I could do. I used to think the same thing when my dad had cancer. This world is a much better place with you in it. I know it's been to long since we've seen each other or even spoken on the phone but there were many a times you were there for me through all the drama of high school and if ever you need anything, please know that I'm here for you. I'm sorry I'm a little long winded, but I feel the need to share this with you. Be strong tomorrow and know that I will be thinking of you. God Bless you and your family!
Love,
Lynde

Lynde Bove <lynde.bove@vitalps.com>
Mesa, az - Wednesday, October 27, 2004 10:09 PM CDT
Lynn,
I just had to jump back into your guestbook to let you know that I am praying for you. I wrote a few days back that your words have inspired me to revive my relationship with God, so perhaps I am one of the two women you mentioned in your post on Tuesday. I cried when I read it-THANK YOU so much for reminding me what is important in life. I actually left a message for my Minister today-he will be so surprised to hear my voice on his voicemail in the morning. I want to ask him to guide me back to my church family and also want to plan my 7 month old daughters Christening. Your words are powerful Lynn, look how you have changed a complete strangers life! Thank you again! My prayers will be with you my brave cyber friend!
With Loving Thoughts,
Brooke

Brooke <bleyl22@adelphia.net>
Twinsburg, OH USA - Wednesday, October 27, 2004 9:53 PM CDT
Dear Lynn, Imagine my suprise tonight when the phone rang and it was Greg !!!! He had just come home from the hospital and called us.I relayed to him how devestated you were with his Cancer. He told mw to tell you not to worry, he isn't going to die, he will be like his Dad and just nasty away.He remembered sitting at the dining room table and asking how you felt being pregnant--before you knew. We offered to go up and help on the ranch I told him if we did I would put the longhorns on the prayer request with him. Rest well tonight and all will be well with chemo . I shouldn't have left you before your IV was started.I won't make that mistake again. Carol made it through that many. I'll pray for my favorite angel in full leathers to be with us in THE CHEMO CLINIC. See you in the am,Lovee Gail !!
Gail Newman <newman j 36@ netscape.net>
FRISCO, tX USA - Wednesday, October 27, 2004 9:42 PM CDT
Dear Lynn,
Lynde gave us the news and told us you are starting chemo (again)tomorrow, Barbara and I were very sorry to hear of your battle with the evil cancer. As a cancer survivor I can tell you it's all about the fight. I have been cancer free for 13 years now. Get an attitude Honey and keep it. Your mind is the most powerful disease fighter you have. The Doctors will help, alot, but you have to be committed. Knowing you I probably don't have to tell you that but it seems somehow necessary. Know that we are aware of what you are going through and that our thoughts and prayers are with you and your lovely family. Will check back in from time to time just to let you know we are still here for you.
Love, Syd & Barbara

Syd and Barbara Austin <sydaustin@cox.net>
Mesa, AZ USA - Wednesday, October 27, 2004 8:52 PM CDT
I'm so sorry I can't be with you tomorrow.......I'll be thinking about you & praying for all that you've asked. I'll talk to you tomorrow - love ya! JennyGwynn
JennyGwynn <jennygwynn@comcast.net>
Frisco, - Wednesday, October 27, 2004 7:57 PM CDT
Dearest Lynn-
I will be on my knees praying that all goes well for you tomorrow. After I read your post, I thought of something that one of my bible study leaders in college told me. Whenever you are feeling yucky about yourself,inside or out, look in the mirror and thank God for the masterpiece that he created! We are the only ones on earth that were created in HIS image! How awesome is that! You are a beautiful person Lynn. Your spirit and your faith make you the beautiful person that you are. Thanks for always sharing about your days and about how you are feeling. You never know who you are going to impact with your words. Just know that you are making an impact for Christ!I will be thinking about you tomorrow and praying that your treatment will go smoothly! Love,
Anna


Anna Rainwater <chiefrainwater@ev1.net>
- Wednesday, October 27, 2004 7:17 PM CDT
Lynn and family,
So glad that you were blessed with a fun trip. Texas is truly a diverse, beautiful state. Sally was here Sun - today so we had a good visit and fun time. We all are saddened to learn of Greg's condition and will add them to our prayer list. I plan to go to K.C. Fri to celebrate Bailey's 2nd birthday. Have to miss Cole and Caleb's this year because of geography. However, I will be with them a week while Tom and Paige continue the job search. God bless. Aunt M

Aunt Mary <gladme@iowatelecom.net>
- Wednesday, October 27, 2004 6:34 PM CDT
Wow - you are such an inspiring and wonderful woman!! I am amazed everyday I read your entries at how you inspire so many people (me included)! You do make me want to be a better mother, daughter, sister, friend...! Thank you Lynn & keep on fighting, we are praying for you here!!!
Melissa Schmitz <melissa@snfirends.com>
Houston, TX USA - Wednesday, October 27, 2004 2:22 PM CDT
Dear Lynn, Have we told you lately how much we love you ? You're a remarkable young lady whom we love very much. Love ya, Dean and Gail
Mom and Dad Newman <jdeannewman@wmconnect.com>
Frisco, Tx - Wednesday, October 27, 2004 11:55 AM CDT
Lynn,
I hope your day is good. I have read the numerous guest entries, and see that your support is great. Not only from friends and family members but of people that you and your website has touched simply by "mistake". The chain is strong. I enjoyed hearing of your trip through Texas, your husband and children sound wonderful. I see how strong your faith is, and with the Lord in your life you will get through anything. You are in my prayers. Selfishly I ask that you too pray for my friend who was diagnosed with Breast Cancer earlier this year. Her name is Sara, 22 years old, and just last week finished her chemo treatments. I see the guest closings that say "Fight Sister Fight", and I feel the support you have. We here in Arizona are feeling it for you too.
God Bless, stay strong.

Kelli (McDonald) Bader <kbader@arizbank.com>
Gilbert, AZ USA - Wednesday, October 27, 2004 9:09 AM CDT
Hey Lynn,
I just found out that Target is now selling pink stretchy bracelets like the Lance ones...for Breast cancer.
I saw on their website they were sold out, of course, but hopefully they will be in the stores.
I think they sell 10 for $10.
Definately need to check on my almost daily run to Target today!
Allie's Angels

Liz <laliz22@aol.com>
Chicago, - Wednesday, October 27, 2004 7:07 AM CDT

Hey Lynn,

Can you even believe it is 3:30am and here I am!(can't sleep) It was so nice to catch up last night and to hear in your voice that you are doing great! Also it makes me feel good that you loved the sweater and scent. Love ya! Jules

Julie Pettit <japettit@comcast.net>
Lonetree, Co USA - Wednesday, October 27, 2004 4:45 AM CDT
Lynn,
Just wanted to say that your daily journaling is very inspirational and I am amazed at your commitment to doing it. (I am exhausted just reading it.) Your battle with cancer has definitely opened up my eyes to how precious our lives are and to make the most of everyday we have together. Our kids are exactly the same age and it saddens me to think what they must be going through, but you are again an inspiration and they are learning from you strength, determination and most importantly love. I have heard a few stories of women battling breast cancer, but it never really hit home until I heard about you. You have touched my life again in adulthood and I am a better person/mother/wife now because of it. Thank you.
Lots of love and prayers,
Joelle Minitti

Joelle Minitti <joellej@cox.net>
Chandler, AZ USA - Tuesday, October 26, 2004 10:10 PM CDT
Hey Lynn - it is amazing when you think of all the things that fall into place. There is a reason for all of this. Just today, Kenny and I were visiting with someone from church and we mentioned his cancer and what an effect it had on so many people. For instance - his brother. At that time he had declared himself an atheist yet he was the one by his Kenny's side more than anyone at the hospital. Kenny's peace during each step of treatment was contagious. He knew there was a reason for this to happen to him. Now, his brother is in seminary and studying to hit the mission field full force! And he will tell you that Kenny's illness was a turning point for him. Isn't that awesome! By the way - 7 years in 2 weeks since Kenny's diagnosis - cancer free for 6 1/2 years and "cured" for about 3 1/2. Praise God! One last thing. I read your post tonight and soon afterwards began to do my Bible study (on contentment). Everything I read was exactly what you were saying about digging your heels in and fighting the good fight! I love it when that happens! But one verse stuck out that I have to share with you. It is a very well known verse but we have to remember it. James 1:2-4 " Consider it pure joy, my brothers (and sisters : ) )whenever you face trials of many kinds, b/c you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverence. Perseverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything." I thin yuo are definitely on the right track!

Sweet Dreams,
Lizzie

Liz Lemaster <lizzie.lemaster@verizon.net>
Plano, TX - Tuesday, October 26, 2004 9:47 PM CDT
Oh my gosh!!! Thank goodness Arizona is 2 hours behind! I literally just got on and read your post. I forgot about the Charlie Brown special. I yelled for Shelby to put it on and she has yelled back for me to come watch. Gotta go -- see, your posts do help others! Now I can share with my kids too!! Will check back soon. God Bless friend :)
Vicky

Vicky <vickyn@prattthompson.com>
Scottsdale, AZ USA - Tuesday, October 26, 2004 9:02 PM CDT
Sweet Lynn ~

Your on fire girl!! We can all read it in your posts & I can see it in your eyes. The Great Road Trip of 2004 was a great refresher for all of you!! A precious friend of mine (umm, that would be you) once directed me to Acts 2:13 - the Cliff Notes version of course (ha) - "fire symbolizes Gods purifying presence, which burns away the undesirable elements of our lives & sets our hearts a flame to ignite the lives of others". That you are doing my friend, yes indeed!! Keep on reaching on!!

By the way..........after doing our normal bedtime routine, Avery called me back into her room. She said she had a prayer she wanted to say all by herself. It went like this..........."Dear Lord, please make Mrs Lynn's body well, please take her cancer away, please make her well, AMEN". Yes, ditto what my 5 year old said, AMEN TO THAT!!

I love ya - have a great evening! JennyGwynn

JennyGwynn <jennygwynn@comcast.net>
Frisco, - Tuesday, October 26, 2004 8:34 PM CDT
Lynn, Your faith is so apparent in your posts! People you may never even know will join the Kingdom of God because of your faithfulness and witness. I read Acts 11:23-24 tonight and it made me think of you and how God is using you and this awful disease to change hearts.
...With resolute hearts remain true to the Lord!! I can see that you will stay the course no matter what and it makes me want to do the same. Stay strong and know that we are all praying for you! Please pray for our cousin Jennifer(32yrs) who is fighting breast cancer as well right now. Thanks!

Amy Selzer-Zaccaria <antjammom@adelphia.net>
Lancaster, NY - Tuesday, October 26, 2004 8:26 PM CDT
Hey Lynn-
I just finished watching The Great Pumpkin with my kiddoes as well!!! I think I have seen that show a kajillion times!!!! Isn't it fun to watch holiday shows with your kids and watch them giggle at all the little funny parts? I love it! I am so glad that your day had some sunshine in it! I pray for the Lord to touch your days with lots of fun memories and laughter! Sweet dreams dear friend! Gotta go tuck my kids in bed and pray for "Ms. Lynde" (as Grant calls you!)
Anna

Anna Rainwater <chiefrainwater@ev1.net>
- Tuesday, October 26, 2004 8:10 PM CDT
Lynn, you're so right -- God IS using you. And not just to bring about cancer awareness (although you're certainly doing a great job at that) but to bring about GOD-AWARENESS. I have been reading your posts for a month or so and I see the hand of God working through you. Thank you for sharing your faith. You may never know how many lives you're changing just by sharing how your faith is strengthening and sustaining you, but God knows and I'm sure he's very pleased with His servant Lynn Newman.

On a personal note, I want to thank you for being vulnerable and sharing even on the bad days. It's easy for many of us to be open and share on the good days, it's the bad days that can put us in hiding. I was having one of those bad days myself and was quite full of despair today, but reading your journal reminded me that God doesn't forsake us on those days - He's still there and He's still God. Your precious sharing of the many ways He answered your prayers reminded me of that. I feel better. Thanks.

Please know that even though you don't know me, you're on my prayer list and I will continue to lift you up and ask the Father to grant you strength as you fight this battle.

Bless you and your family.

A caring reader
Plano, TX - Tuesday, October 26, 2004 7:32 PM CDT
Wow! What a brave, courageous woman~! Impressive~! I found your site through Dana & Sams site. I have been following your progress every day for a month or so. I just wanted to let you know that local 7 Eleven store have a donation box on their counters. Make a $1.00 donation to the Susan G. Komen foundation and in return you receive a beautiful pink ribbon. It even peels and re-sticks for unlimited use! What a great idea! Keep fighting!
Friend
Mesquite, TX 75150 - Tuesday, October 26, 2004 2:18 PM CDT
Love the cul de sac photos Lynn! Thanks for posting them. Wow, what a great neighborhood you live in Lynn. The Lord surely knew what He was doing when He transferred you to Dallas. :) Always thinking of you. FIGHT SISTER FIGHT! Love, Heidi
Heidi Isaak <heidi.isaak@genmills.com>
New Hope, MN USA - Tuesday, October 26, 2004 1:30 PM CDT
I ADMIRE YOU SO MUCH!! I accidentally came upon your website one month ago, and feel it was sent from God. My oldest son passed away from a rare form of Cancer 5 yrs. ago. Since that time I left the church and my faith has been floundering. Your challenge with Cancer and your strong faith through all of it have been an inspiration for me.......Thank You!!
Judy
Corvallis, OR USA - Tuesday, October 26, 2004 10:47 AM CDT
Lynn,
When I first read your post last night I was so angry at this nasty disease that I couldn't even find the words to post you a note. Humph. My "little rest" (yea...it wasn't long enough...my caffeine juice is getting me going though!) must have done some good as I see God's strength in you in spite of the yuck of the news you got yesterday about two special people. Thank you for the precious verse to keep us grounded! We'll keep fighting the fight sweet sister. Let's have a blessed day! Love ya, Holly

Holly Crandell <hmcrand@comcast.net>
- Tuesday, October 26, 2004 5:36 AM CDT
Hi Lynn-
Glad to read that your road trip was a success!!! I must tell you that I have read a couple of posts the last couple of days that brought tears of joy to my eyes. God is using your situation to bring his children back to him . Two people now that only know you through this website have been inspired by your journey and are longing to be closer to our loving father. He is so powerful!!! That is something you can hold dear to your heart. I am so sorry you had some crumbs in your day. I pray that God will continue to shine right through you and use you to bring others to him!!! Love, Anna

Anna Rainwater <chiefrainwater@ev1.net>
- Monday, October 25, 2004 11:12 PM CDT
Sweetheart,

How about some sushi tomorrow? You sound like you could use an Ahi Tower! Call me in the morning or send me an email. Check and see if the third musketeer is available as well (with or without baby #4.)

Love you!

Dana


Dana Eisenberg <danafeis@go.com>
- Monday, October 25, 2004 10:04 PM CDT
Dear Lynn,
I have been following Jenny Scott's posts, which led me to Dana Eisnenberg, and she has led me to you-"trickle down effect" for sure! Anyways, I want you to know that reading your words has been so inspirational to me. You have made me realize that I need to revive my relationship with God and also to be thankful for my family and friends. Your words are very powerful as are Jenny's and Dana's-you strong women are changing lives all over the world.
You will be in my prayers,
Brooke

Brooke <bleyl22@adelphia.net>
Twinsburg, OH USA - Monday, October 25, 2004 9:16 PM CDT
Lynn ~ LOVED tonights post!!!! It is by far your most sincere & heartfelt one yet. I love to hear that kind of passion flow from you.

I'm looking forward to seeing you at bible study tomorrow.
Love ya ~ JennyGwynn

JennyGwynn <jennygwynn@comcast.net>
Frisco, TX - Monday, October 25, 2004 7:44 PM CDT
I too have been looking for the pink M&M's......where are they?? I don't miss a candy shop and have yet to see them anywhere! Have found many other 'pink' things to indulge in this month whish has been fun but no M&M's.....hmm?
Hang in there! May there always be better days!
FIGHT SISTER FIGHT....HARD!

Jill Smail <jill.smail@pharma.novartis.com>
Centennial, CO - Monday, October 25, 2004 6:32 PM CDT
dear lynn and family.
Sounds like you had a great time on vacation. It also reminds me of when we took our 3 kids on a trip from Minnesota through yellowstone state park and out to Colorado to see friends. I tried so hard to get them to enjoy the great view but they were only interested in their toys and things we brought with, until we stopped and they had to get out. then they started to check things out. Oh well, we tried. Now our son Cory wants to live in Montana some day.How come we never went out there to visit he says?! It's so beautiful.....
So glad you are getting such great support from your friends and your caringbridge. Your in our prayers.
Praying for you
Jim and Lajean

lajean westeng <lwesteng09@hotmail.com>
clarks grove, mn usa - Monday, October 25, 2004 4:32 PM CDT
Hi Lynn! This is Tracey. Terri has been keeping me up to date on everything! I am so sorry that you are having to go through all of this. You are beautiful and have a beautiful family!! Sounds like you have alot of great friends too! My prayers are with you. Keep up your strength and courage.I'll check in from time to time. Mom and Dad say "hi"
Tracey Reynolds <TREYNOLDS@BAYCARE.NET>
Green Bay, WI US - Monday, October 25, 2004 3:51 PM CDT
WHERE ARE THOSE PINK M&Ms??? Has anyone seen them yet? October is almost over and I thought they'd be out by now. Can you tell I am needing a chocolate fix?? Hee
Love ya girl,
Hol

Holly Crandell <hmcrand@comcast.net>
- Monday, October 25, 2004 3:50 PM CDT
Hi Lynn, I am a MN friend of Kathy and have been following your story through her almost since day one. I have been reading you journal for a few weeks now and almost feel addicted to it. I can't go to bed at night w/o knowing how your day was. I have even UP'T the prayers since reading the journal. (they have been there since Kathy first mentioned your fight.) I am so happy that you had such a wounderful weekend!! You truely are am amazing woman and the world is a better place with you here! I know what your friends mean when they say that they like to go with you for chemo. I went with a good friend to get chemo and I think you are there to get the meds you need to fight this terrible disease and your support group is there getting so much more. I am unable to explain everything that I learned that day, but it was a life changing day for me! I don't know you but I am now there with you and the gang everytime you go for another treatment. I almost called Kathy to find out what time you went this last time. It really was the one thing I kept constant in my mind that day. I hope you are having another beautiful day in Texas. I am praying for you here in Minnesota! love Beth P.S. Love the pictures, I was so happy to see Ms. Kathy, Lili and Jack too!
Beth Gilles <bethtouhey@hotmail.com>
Burnsville, MN USA - Monday, October 25, 2004 1:17 PM CDT
Hi Lynn!!
I am sooooo glad you guys had a great weekend - sounds fun!! I know that our vacations with just the four of us are most often our favorite times and ones that neither we nor the kids forget. It's great the kids will have these memories forever to set the tradition for them someday with their own children - I know, seems far away but believe me, they grow so fast! I am NOT ready for my "little girl" to start middle school :(
So, here's my news -- are you up for a visit??? Mike has a business trip there next month so I am tagging along to see you!! We will be there Sunday Nov 14th through Thursday Nov 18th. My days are free to be solely committed to you -- to clean the house, run errands, address Christmas cards, take a fieldtrip to Nordstroms :) or just sit back and relax -- whatever you want! I'll call you to chat.
At church yesterday, the sermon was on the Psalm "The Lord is my Shephard" and it could not have been more perfect. I sung the songs and thought of you all day. I know he will watch out for you as he did this past weekend to show you the green pastures to overcome all!!! Take care my friend and will see you soon - yipppee!
Vicky

Vicky <vickyn@prattthompson.com>
Scottsdale, AZ USA - Monday, October 25, 2004 1:05 PM CDT
Dear Daughter-in-love, Yesterday, I ssigned the guestbook as I didn't want to face ONE WHO CARES without an entry. Suffice to say, tne greetings are floating in cyberspace. We missedyou all. Your father -n-love spent the better part of the time with Cody Dog. Tami Jo said he will do anything to get away from me!!!! Your trip sounded grand and I'm glad you all had time to be alone. we had good times on long week-ends with the kids. David, do you remember the chalet (sounds classier than cabin) in Big Bear when I sold Park Place and you vowed never to play Monoply as my partner again??? Those are the memories you just made. So glad you are home. soHow about family dinner here Fri or Sat night??? we love you. dean and Gail
Gail Newman <newmanj36@netscape.net>
Frisco, Tx USA - Monday, October 25, 2004 11:56 AM CDT
Lynn,
I too just found out about your journey. God bless you and your family. I am ashamed that all of us from high school have lost contact. We had lots of fun as kids, and as adults we have lost that. You have never left my thoughts, and now you will never leave my prayers. I see that Joelle, Lynde and Amy have already sent you their messages, thank goodness Vicky stays close to you, or we would not have known of your battle.

You look so beautiful, and your kids are so big! What a wonderful picture. Short hair is very becoming for you.

Please let us know what we can do to help you. Texas isn't that far away, and you know that your old (no punt intended) friends will always be there, in one way or another.

Stay strong!
Kelli

Kelli (McDonald)Bader <kbader@arizbank.com>
Gilbert, AZ - Monday, October 25, 2004 10:55 AM CDT
Lynn,
It sounds like you and your family had a great time. It's nice that you were able to get away for awhile and really enjoy that quality time with your family. I'm with you on the Shamu show, it's still my favorite too. I've been thinking about you alot and just wanted to send a quick note. God Bless You and your family! I'll write again soon.
Love,
Lynde

Lynde Bove <lynde.bove@vitalps.com>
Mesa, AZ - Monday, October 25, 2004 9:56 AM CDT
Dear Lynn,
So glad that you and Dave and the kids had a great trip -- sounds like a blast. Glad you're feeling good, too. Isn't it amazing how God answers our prayers. Just wanted you to know that I'm thinking of you and have you all in my prayers. You go Girl! You are such an inspiration and keep us smiling. Love ya, Paige

Paige Riccio <paigericcio@comcast.net>
St. Charles, IL - Monday, October 25, 2004 8:46 AM CDT
Good Morning Miss Lynn, What awesome memories you and the family made this weekend! I'm so glad that God watched over you all and gave you peace to enjoy the time together. Psalm 113!! Have a great day!Love Amy
Amy Selzer-Zaccaria <antjammom@adelphia.net>
Lancaster, NY - Monday, October 25, 2004 5:41 AM CDT
We are so happy that you had a great road trip. We will see you soon.
Love Mom and Dad

Suzanne K. Berg <azberg@msn.com>
Mesa, AZ - Sunday, October 24, 2004 11:48 PM CDT
Dear Lynn,
Your trip sounds wonderful! I am so glad shared the highlights with us! I hope Monday is a great day for you! You are in my thoughts and prayers!
FIGHT SISTER FIGHT!

Jill Smail <jill.smail@pharma.novartis.com>
Centennial, CO - Sunday, October 24, 2004 10:43 PM CDT
Dear Ms. Lynn,
I hope that you get better soon. Did you find any shells at Corpus? When I went to Corpus Christi, my daddy took me out to the waves! I hope that you had fun. I keep praying for you at night.
Love,
Madeline Rainwater

Madeline Rainwater <chiefrainwater@ev1.net>
- Sunday, October 24, 2004 4:57 PM CDT
Hi Lynn..just talked to Amy....wanted to let you know my thoughts and prayers are with you! Your family pic is wonderful...you look terrific...love the short hair cut...so cute. Just spent ten days with Amy and Joe and my 2 wonderful grandkids...we painted and decorated..it was soooo fun!! celebrated Xmas too....have to stay home this year and run the UPS Store here in Flag that my brother owns. I retired from the Phone Co. two years ago so working part time for him. It's fun....love to you and your family. Hope you had a wonderful vacation...
lianne selzer <lselzer@hotmail.com>
Flagstaff, az usa - Sunday, October 24, 2004 12:39 AM CDT
Lynn, I heard from Lynde today about your courageous fight against breast cancer. Please know that my thoughs and prayers are with you and your beautiful family. Hold fast to Isaiah 58:8. Our God is bigger than anything and I pray for His healing power and will in your life. Take care and may God bless you and your family. Love Amy Selzer-Zaccaria.
Amy Selzer-Zaccaria <antjammom@adelphia.net>
Lancaster, NY USA - Sunday, October 24, 2004 12:02 AM CDT
Lynn,

I am a friend of Danyelle's & I also read Dana & Jenny's posts each night. Through Dana's posts, I have started following yours now. I will continue to pray for you and your family. You are a strong, amazing woman.

Shawna Boswell <dboswell@teleteam.com>
Plano, TX USA - Sunday, October 24, 2004 9:18 AM CDT
I hope you are having a wonderful, relaxing, memories in the making vacation with your family. You all deserve it.
Christine
FL - Sunday, October 24, 2004 1:02 AM CDT
Hi Lynn.
You were really missed on the walk. It was amazing to turn the corner and see all those balloons lit up in honor of some great people. There are some funny stories we'll have to share with you too..like the growing love affair between Jay and Avery, and Jack and Sydney; JennyGwynn becoming the volunteer with the mostest (balloons that is)...yes...quite a lot can happen in such a short evening! HA Can't wait to see you...when will you be HOME???? Love ya girl, Hol

Holly Crandell <hmcrand@comcast.net>
- Saturday, October 23, 2004 10:11 PM CDT
Tonight we - the 6 Crandells, the 4 Gwynns, 2 Morinos & 1 sweet lil Shearer (and a few hundred others) - walked a GREAT walk together. It could not have been a better night for the Lite the Night Walk BUT you were missed. The spirit in the air was truly inspiring.

Hope you all are having a great time - where ever you are in this great state. Can't wait to catch up!!

Hugs n kisses - JennyGwynn

JennyGwynn <jennygwynn@comcast.net>
Frisco, TX - Saturday, October 23, 2004 9:32 PM CDT
Lynn,
I have heard about your fight with breast cancer from Vicky and was truely shocked. We get so busy with our own daily lives and guess we just assume "no news is good news". It's been a while since we've spoken, but I would like you to know you and your family are in our thoughts and prayers here in AZ. My mom said to say hello and to let you she is praying for you, too. Your family photos are wonderful and from reading your journal and the messages, you are obviously surrounded by truely loving and caring people. Please take care and keep up the fight.
With lots of love,
Joelle Minitti
P.S.- When you find a minute call, I'd love to catch up on you and your kids are doing, etc. 480-814-1306 after 5 pm.

Joelle Minitti <joellej@cox.net>
Chandler, AZ USA - Saturday, October 23, 2004 3:25 PM CDT
Lynn,

I don't know what to say, but that you are an amazing person. I always knew you were and your will and faith just proves it. I just found out today that you are fighting (beating) breast cancer. It's been years since we've seen or spoken to each other. I believe it was our 10 year reunion that we last spoke. You have a beautiful family and I must say you still look as good as you did in High School. I'm not a very religous person I must admit, but I will most certainly pray for you and your family. I would love to catch up, I only ever hear bits and pieces through Vicky which usually then comes through Joelle. I hope each day gets easier and less painful and keep that beautiful smile of yours. Again, you are truly an amazing and inspirational person. Take Care and know that I'm thinking of You.
Love,
Lynde Bove

Lynde Bove <para_medico@yahoo.com>
Mesa, AZ - Friday, October 22, 2004 3:34 PM CDT
Lynn and Dave,
I am a bit slow but want to tell you to have a great family trip. I know the children are excited and I imagine you and Dave are too. I will be praying that you all enjoy and have the energy to make special memories as well as relax away from the usual routine. Love you all. Aunt Mary

Mary Gladfelter <gladme@iowatelecom.net>
- Thursday, October 21, 2004 3:52 PM CDT
Hello Lynn,
My name is Monica and i am from California. I was ready one of Danas posts the other day and saw your caringbridge website. ( i've been following Danas and Sammys, as well as Jennys and Allies website for over 5 months now ) and now i've been blessed to follow yours. Its almost like i know Jenny, Dana and now You through your postings. All of you are such extrodinary people. Your faith in god blows my mind. I am 20 years old and i am a christain. Though i have fallen short of going to church every Sunday and praying to god, i know that he is up there in heaven watching over you and me. By reading your postings ( yes i did go back to day one when you started writing, and have been catching up the pasts couple of days ) i want you to know that you make me want to become a more godlier girl/women. Your strentgh is so awesome, and even though you are in a crummy situation, you still always look at the brighter side of things, and make sure that you always talk about your faith in god, for it is he that is making sure you beat this nasty disease. anyways i hope you have a safe, fun trip.

monica

Monica Niven <monicaniven@yahoo.com>
Santee, CA US - Thursday, October 21, 2004 3:34 PM CDT
Hey girl.
You know how much you will be missed this weekend? We'll be praying for that great time on the long drive, good fellowship and wonderful memories for you, your family and great friends you see along the way. I am praying you drop every cancer cell along the way...mile by mile...get rid of them girl!!! May God give you peace and safety!! Now....who is going to entertain Holly this weekend? Both my neighbor gals will be GONE..M.I.A....Not Present....EEEEEKKKK!!! JennyGwynn....you must make a culdesac appearance!!! The Great Crandell Clan will be walking the Light The Night walk in honor of Sam Eisenberg and memory of Allie Scott on Saturday and will be wishing you were with us!!
Thank you sweet friend, for holding me up today while Dad had surgery to remove his cancer (have I mentioned lately how much I HATE this disease?)...as always, you knew what to say, what not to say, how to "be" and I love you for that. Have a great sleep and watch for the posts...I may just have to throw one up there for you. Many blessings sweet friend, Hol

Holly Crandell <hmcrand@comcast.net>
- Wednesday, October 20, 2004 9:30 PM CDT
As you head out for the BIG "Fall 2004 Road Trip" I can't help but think of the movie 'Vacation'............the Griswolds loading up the family wagon to see America - except in this case - our great Texas!! I wish you the safest of journeys. Try not to focus on the miles but on the memories each of you are creating!!! Have a great time - can't wait to see you when you get back!

Love ya! ~ JennyGwynn

JennyGwynn <jennygwynn@comcast.net>
Frisco, - Wednesday, October 20, 2004 5:39 PM CDT
I'm so glad that yesterday was a better day physically! I hope you all have a fabulous road trip around Texas and if you stray off course and end up anywhere near Houston, please give me a call - I'd love to see you!
Take Care of yourself & have fun this weekend!!God bless you all!

Melissa Schmitz <melissa@snfriends.com>
Houston, TX 77055 - Wednesday, October 20, 2004 12:59 AM CDT
Hey Lynn, I am so happy to hear that you are heading to San Antonio for the weekend with your family- you are going to have soooo much fun!
Kathy and I are getting together this weekend and meeting somewhere in between Houston and Dallas and we are locking ourselves in a hotel room and scrapbooking!!!! Yeah! I am sooo excited!
I am happy that you are feeling well and that you have soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
many supportive people in your life! what a Blessing!!!
take care
Nancy

Nancy <nancy.l.jacobson@wellsfargo.com>
Katy, tx - Wednesday, October 20, 2004 12:35 AM CDT
Lynn - It was so great to talk last night!! It is amazing how there are certain people in your life that you may not talk to daily but when you do talk, it's as if it was just yesterday. LOVE the new photos!! It's not fair that with all you are going through you still look better and more put together than I do on a good day. Such cute kids too!! I sent your name to our prayer chain at our church so you will have many new people praying for your full recovery and peace for your family. We're working on coming out there next month so will let you know. Take care and hope you have a good day today. Love, Vicky
Vicky Nelson <vickyn@prattthompson.com>
Scottsdale, AZ USA - Wednesday, October 20, 2004 11:04 AM CDT
Hey girlie girl-
I was thinking about you and so I thought I would send you an e-mail hug! My prayer for you today is that you will get lots of hugs, someone will make you laugh and that you get to spend some time with God!! Have a happy Wednesday! Your Texas road trip is just around the corner!!!
Anna

Anna Rainwater <chiefrainwater@ev1.net>
- Wednesday, October 20, 2004 10:08 AM CDT
Hey girlie girl-
I was thinking about you and so I thought I would send you an e-mail hug! My prayer for you today is that you will get lots of hugs, someone will make you laugh and that you get to spend some time with God!! Have a happy Wednesday! Your Texas road trip is just around the corner!!!
Anna

Anna Rainwater <chiefrainwater@ev1.net>
- Wednesday, October 20, 2004 10:08 AM CDT
Good morning my friend! How I thank God for you!! I hope you have a very inspired day.

Love ya to pieces ~ JennyGwynn

JennyGwynn <jennygwynn@comcast.net>
Frisco, - Wednesday, October 20, 2004 8:31 AM CDT
Hi Lynn-
Hope you had a day filled with smiles. You popped into my mind several times today because of little things that caught my eye. I took the kids on a walk this morning and saw a flag hanging outside someone's porch that had a pink breast cancer ribbon displayed on it. Then later this afternoon I saw a breast cancer t-shirt at Target and once again your beautiful face popped in my mind. While at the mall, I passed by the Brighton store and saw a beautiful bracelet they are selling in honor of breast cancer awareness month! I quietly thanked God for you at that moment and I pray with all my heart that a cure is found soon! You are such a faithful woman of God! Take care my friend!
Anna

Anna Rainwater <Chiefrainwater@ev1.net>
- Tuesday, October 19, 2004 8:39 PM CDT
Hi Lynn,
Found you through Dana's site. So happy that you exceeded your goal:) Life is good. I have a funny, I look icky story too. I used to always (still) look like poo when I drop off my kids. When my youngest was in 1st grade, I jumped in the car, with jammies, of course, no make-up, baaaad breath, bad hair, the whole deal. Well, on the way, I witness a wreck right in front of me, in my neighborhood.
My sweet, sweet neighbors all stopped to check on me and my daughter to make sure we were ok. There I was, no shoes, pj's and a half naked 5 year old. That poor policeman that had to take my info, probably told stories of the hag he encountered first thing in the morning. Oh well, whatcha gonna do?
Hope you are feeling better soon, you are certainly on my prayer list.
Take Care,
CIndy W

CIndy W <ozw38@sbcglobal.net>
Plano, Tx - Monday, October 18, 2004 9:36 PM CDT
Hi Lynn,
Sorry I haven't sent you a hello lately! However, that doesn't mean I have forgotten you in my prayers. We had a very busy weekend. We went CAMPING with our next door neighbors for a couple of nights. The kids had a blast running around, riding bikes, fishing with daddy,digging in the dirt for bugs and getting dirty...their favorite part was they didn't have to take a bath!!!Anyway, I felt like that lady on the original Parent Trap movie...I believe her name was Vicky. Remember when they went camping and they tried to scare her off from marrying their dad? That was me!!! Greg says that he pitched the tent and I on the other hand pitched a fit!!! HA! HA! I did enjoy the fact that the kiddoes had a ball. I am so thankful for my nice, cozy bed!!! I am so glad that you exceeded your goal! Yeah God!!!! I pray for you that your aches and pains will subside and that you will have a peaceful sleep tonight. Sweet dreams!!!!
Anna

Anna Rainwater <chiefrainwater@ev1.net>
- Monday, October 18, 2004 7:40 PM CDT
Wow - I haven't had a chance to read in a few days, but I am so happy for you about reaching your goal!! You are such an inspiration! I pray that today the pain is manageable & it all goes away very soon! Hang in there & keep on fighting!!
Melissa Schmitz <melissa@snfriends.com>
Houston, TX USA - Monday, October 18, 2004 1:19 PM CDT
Lynn - It warms my heart to start out my day at work reading your posts and guestbook entries (then I have to move on to work stuff - ugh!). Thinking of you and your determined fight - hope the chemo doesn't have you too down today.
Love, Deb

Deb Klein <deborah.klein@allina.com>
St Paul, MN - Monday, October 18, 2004 9:29 AM CDT
Dear Lynn,
Know that we are thinking of you today and hoping that you are feeling well!
hang in there and FIGHT SISTER FIGHT!!!

Jill Smail <jill.smail@pharma.novartis.com>
Centennial, CO - Sunday, October 17, 2004 6:29 PM CDT
Lynn, Oh my gosh -- so much can happen in a year and I am so sorry to have not kept in touch and known. Please know that our thoughts and prayers are with you and the family!! It is good to "hear" your voice in your journal entries and inspiring that you are so positive and fun as ever :) You have always succeeded at whatever you endeavored and am sure this will be no exception. Take care my friend and believe me, I plan to keep in better touch. Love, Vicky
Vicky Nelson <vickyn@prattthompson.com>
Scottsdale, AZ USA - Sunday, October 17, 2004 5:13 PM CDT
Dear Lisa S.

I am so glad that you liked the socks....my sister and I purchased them at Steinmart. We thought they were cute too.

Thanks so much for your post!
Lynn Newman

Lynn Newman
- Saturday, October 16, 2004 9:46 PM CDT
Lynn,
I know a lot of people from Sam and Allie's page have been reading your update...so from someone with a totally different religion but same good thoughts for you!
Hope you geel good.

Liz <laliz22@aol.com>
Chicago, il - Saturday, October 16, 2004 5:55 PM CDT
Congratulations on making your goal!!! I got your link from the message board of my group (Allie's Angels), and I wanted to visit and say Hello and my thoughts and prayers are with you!

By the way....I LOVE the socks!!!! Where did you get them???

Lisa S.
Inez, KY USA - Friday, October 15, 2004 10:36 PM CDT
YA HOO!!!!!! Your goal has been met! I know how important it was to you & how the thought of falling short heavily weighed on your heart. Your energy is exploding through in your post tonight - may it carry you through the coming months. Remember this moment.........how motivated you are...........and remember the love & support your feeling. Were all feeling it too!! Sleep well tonight my friend.

Love ya - JennyGwynn

JennyGwynn <jennygwynn@comcast.net>
Frisco, - Friday, October 15, 2004 9:43 PM CDT
Dearest Lynn

It makes my heart happy to see you smile. Sleep well, my friend. I love you. Linda Denning

Linda Denning
- Friday, October 15, 2004 7:49 PM CDT
Just checked your site and see you met your goal!
Congratulations!!!!!!!! And best wishes to you!

Karen (allie's angels)
Stow, OH - Friday, October 15, 2004 6:54 PM CDT
you are in my thoughts and prayers..
Amanda <patsmandy@yahoo.com>
Lake Arrowhead, ca usa - Friday, October 15, 2004 5:56 PM CDT
Lynn,

Who would have ever thought chemo could be SOOOOOOO darn entertaining!! I'm glad your "chemo crew" can make you laugh til it hurts!!! I look forward to the day when we can all get together - outside that lab - and continue the laughs while creating wonderful memories. "WHAT HAPPENS IN CHEMO - STAYS IN CHEMO!!!" (Good motto, huh Linda & Tish?!) hee hee

Girl, you continue to inspire me with your faith and your inner sunshine. Even with a needle in your arm, you just glow. I know I'm not alone when I say what a difference you make in my world!!! It is such a joy to be part of your journey. Every day I pray for God to wrap His arms around you & heal your body. Today I'm thanking Him for our friendship.

Love ya to pieces! JennyGwynn

JennyGwynn <jennygwynn@comcast.net>
Frisco, - Friday, October 15, 2004 4:36 PM CDT
Hey Lynn!! This is only my second time to get to your website ... always so inspiring and touching!! I hope today's chemo went well ... I pray that God gives you strength to endure the "sick" days afterwards! You are an amazing woman! I love getting to read your journal entries ... thank you for the example you are setting! Hang in there girl, you're half-way done!

Sonshine
Heavenly, TX USA - Friday, October 15, 2004 3:56 PM CDT
Hey Lynn, Just wanted you to know that I am checking in on you and praying for you. Keep it up girlfriend - you're doing great. Praying that today's chemo went well and effortlessly (as much as is possible). You keep me smiling and here's to meeting your goal -- you will do it because there are so many of us out here supporting you. I am praying for continued strength and health for you so that you can enjoy those darling kids of yours and your lovely husband -- give David an extra hug today from his cousin in Chicago. Love ya, Paige
Paige Riccio <paigericcio@comcast.net>
St. Charles, IL - Friday, October 15, 2004 1:56 PM CDT
So Dave thought Kerry won the debate? (Hee hee!)

Good luck tomorrow!

Jami Jensen <jamipaul@msn.com>
Littleton, CO - Thursday, October 14, 2004 10:15 PM CDT
Morning Butt:

Hope you are feeling better today. You need to enjoy yourself! Maybe you should get on a plane and come see me. We can go to the beach! Then get you back in time for Chemo tomorrow. How's that sound?

I miss you guys. All is well here on the island.

Have a wonderful day. I love you very much. Give Taylor a big kiss for me and give Jacob a big kiss from me (make sure you leave a lipstick mark!). Say hi to Dave.

XOXOXOXOXOXOXO

Terri Berg-Greene <teresacgreene@hotmail.com>
Kailua-Kona, HI - Thursday, October 14, 2004 11:42 AM CDT
Sweet Lynn,

Sorry to hear you've been a lil down today.........it's ok to get down some times and yes of course frusterated as well - just pour it out to GOD my friend. He wants to hear our every thought & emotion. The "rollercaster" some times takes us down, only to bring us back up from more thrills. Buckle up girlfriend!!

As I've said before - this cancer is only getting a piece of you, DON'T LET IT GET THE BEST OF YOU!!! I know it's a fine line between "living every day to the fullest" and "not over-doing it". I'm praying you'll find your balance. Sweet dreams!!

I love ya sweet friend - JennyGwynn

JennyGwynn <jennygwynn@comcast.net>
Frisco, - Wednesday, October 13, 2004 10:16 PM CDT
Hello Lynn; Just a note to let you know we're always thinking of you. Your mom and I were out today and while shopping,yes shopping, what did we see.. but a beautiful Christmas decoration with RED CARDINALS on it. And ofcourse we both said, that our Lynn's woderful guardian Angel is watching over her.. Your in our prayers..Love you, Coleen
Vern and Coleen Schepp <vc_schepp@yahoo.com>
Mesa, az USA - Wednesday, October 13, 2004 9:53 PM CDT
Hello dear friend! Rememeber Estee Lauder was made for days when you are down and tired! A little concealer and a brighter lipstick. A simple recipe to perk you right up! If only it were always that easy. Hang in there!! We are all out here pulling and praying for you!
Jill Smail <jill.smail@pharma.novartis.com>
Centennial, CO - Wednesday, October 13, 2004 8:06 PM CDT
Hi Lynn. This is my second time to post a message to you...you do not know me...I am a patient of Dennis Eisenberg's. I wanted to tell you of an over the counter medicine that I take at the first signs of flu/cold. I call it the miracle drug.

I found it it Whole Foods, but have seen it at some of the grocery stores. It is called "Oscicillium". I have no idea how to pronounce it, take the spelling with you when you go look for it.

Just thought I would pass that along!

I hope you feel better!

Take care,
Carrie Darney

Carrie Darney <carrie.darney@mohrpartners.com>
McKinney, TX US - Wednesday, October 13, 2004 4:23 PM CDT
Hi Lynn. This is my second time to post a message to you...you do not know me...I am a patient of Dennis Eisenberg's. I wanted to tell you of an over the counter medicine that I take at the first signs of flu/cold. I call it the miracle drug.

I found it it Whole Foods, but have seen it at some of the grocery stores. It is called "Oscicillium". I have no idea how to pronounce it, take the spelling with you when you go look for it.

Just thought I would pass that along!

I hope you feel better!

Take care,
Carrie Darney

Carrie Darney <carrie.darney@mohrpartners.com>
McKinney, TX US - Wednesday, October 13, 2004 4:23 PM CDT
Happy Wednesday, Lynn. I hope you're feeling better by the time you read this.

You don't know me from Adam, but I've been following your posts for several days now. I saw a link to your site from Dana/Sam's site, which in turn I found from Allie's site. I have been so enriched by all I've read on all three sites. Bless you for sharing both your joys and your sorrows.

I just wanted to tell you that I so admire your strength, courage and faith. You obviously have many wonderful friends loving you and praying for you, what a blessing! May you rest in the assurance that many many more prayer warriors unknown to you are lifting you in prayer.

May God surround you today with his comfort, peace, and grace. I'll be checking in on you often and keeping you and your family on my prayer list. I look forward to the day when you can once again shout to the world that you beat this thing!!

Kathy
Richardson, TX - Wednesday, October 13, 2004 3:08 PM CDT
dear Lynn,
so glad to hear you are able to keep things in perspective through this journey. No one knows how we'll react until we get there ourselves.You have wonderful friends to cheer you on there physically and this awesome caringbridge to allow us who can't be with you send our
love and support through emails. Don't we live in a blessed time!!
good luck tomorrow
love lajean and all your Minnesota relatives Grandma and Grandpa send their love.

lajean westeng <lwesteng09@hotmail.com>
clarks grove, mn usa - Wednesday, October 13, 2004 2:53 PM CDT
Yea God! I'm so happy to see you having GREAT days! You continue to be an inspiration to all! Have a fantastic day!
Pattie Wilson <pwilson@epsilon.com>
- Wednesday, October 13, 2004 9:57 AM CDT
I'm so glad you had a great day!! You deserve it and God knows that you needed itand gave it to you! I hope today is as wonderful for you and your family!
You are in our thoughts and prayers always!!!

Melissa Schmitz <melissa@snfriends.com>
Houston, TX USA - Wednesday, October 13, 2004 8:25 AM CDT
Lynn,

A great day indeed!!! A day with MANY blessings from God. I am praying your body has all that it needs (including slushes from Sonic.......yum, yum, good!)

Love ya!
JennyGwynn

JennyGwynn <jennygwynn@comcast.net>
Frisco, TX - Tuesday, October 12, 2004 10:12 PM CDT
Hi Lynn
Isn't today Tuesday? Seems to me it is and yet...I don't see any posts yet? The counter is going up so I know everyone is checking on you sweet friend...I sure hope that "general" from across the street doesn't post another harsh message to get all your kind, well wishers and prayer warriors to send you a nice message.....that would be just awful if she had to do it for the second time!!!
Well, perhaps the clock and date are wrong...I'll check in tomorrow and will surely see some sweet notes.
Until then,keep up the good fight!Love, onewhocares

onewhocares <onewhocares@sendanotenow.com>
- Tuesday, October 12, 2004 8:50 PM CDT
Thinking of you. Praying for you! Wishing I could meet you for lunch! Hoping Tuesday is a good day! Hang in there and FIGHT SISTER FIGHT!

Jill Smail <jill.smail@pharma.novartis.com>
Centennial, CO - Monday, October 11, 2004 10:42 PM CDT
Hi Lynn!

Danyelle, Katie and I pray for you guys every day! Have a great time at lunch tomorrow.

Glenn

Glenn <glenn-ford@sbcglobal.net>
Plano, TX 75025 - Monday, October 11, 2004 10:04 PM CDT
GOOD EVENING LYNN; JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT VERN AND I HAVE BEEN KEEPING YOU IN OUR PRAYERS AND IT SOUNDS LIKE THE LORD HAS BEEN ANSWERING THEM. WE ARE SO HAPPY TO HEAR THE TUMOR IS GETTING SMALLER. WE WILL KEEP SAYING OUR PRAYERS FOR YOU. WHEN SUE TOLD ME THEY WERE MOVING TO TX.. IT WAS HARD FOR ME AT FIRST.. AS YOU KNOW, SUE AND I ARE SO CLOSE..I ADMIT, I CRIED A FEW TEARS.. BUT, BELIEVE ME, I WOULD DO THE SAME IF IT WERE KANDI.. YOUR ALMOST LIKE MY FAMILY ANYWAY.. YOU KNOW THAT.. I WILL DEARLY MISS MY BEST FRIEND, BUT YOU NEED HER NOW.. WE LOVE YOU AND YOUR FAMILY DEARLY.........GET WELL SOON... LOVE COLEEN AND VERN
VERN & COLEEN SCHEPP <vc_schepp@yahoo.com>
MESA, AZ USA - Monday, October 11, 2004 9:26 PM CDT
You are in my thoughts and prayers daily & I hope you can make it throught the next 2 days without too much pain!!
Melissa Schmitz <Melissa@snfriends.com>
Houston, TX USA - Monday, October 11, 2004 11:29 AM CDT
Hi Lynn and family. Just woke up 5:00 am and was thinking about you all and pray that you will have a good day and the side effects will not be so harsh today. Love Mom and Dad
Wayne and Suzanne Berg <azberg@msn.com>
Mesa, AZ - Monday, October 11, 2004 7:06 AM CDT
Lynn,
Sorry that you have had some side effects. However, I'm so glad that the tumors are shrinking. I will keep you in my prayers and so will my prayer group. God bless you all for your faith and courage. I am back in Madrid as of Thursday eve. Plan to be here for awhile. Bailey's tubes went in without problems--now if they will just relieve the ear infections. Caleb has sores again in the esophagus but the blood work showed that some of the foods which were high in April have regressed to medium so a praise for that. Remember that you and yours are on my mind several times a day. Love you all. Aunt M

Mary Gladfelter <gladme@iowatelecom.net>
- Sunday, October 10, 2004 11:04 PM CDT
Hi Lynn,
We read your website every day but I figured it had been a while since I last posted so I'd better say hello. Paul and I had a terrific time visiting last weekend. It was the usual: fervently debating all political/social/religious issues, agreeing on nothing and ultimately having a lot of laughs. It made me sorely miss the days when you all were in Denver, and we alternated having dinner parties at eachother's houses every other week or so. (I miss the occasional dinner at Gail & Dean's house, too!). On the other hand, I couldn't be more pleased to have seen with my own eyes what a wonderful life you've made for yourself in Dallas.

We think of you all the time. Take good care, friend.

Jami Jensen <jamipaul@msn.com>
Littleton, CO - Sunday, October 10, 2004 9:49 PM CDT
Hello my friend,

We stopped by Sonic earlier tonight & I thought of you. It's about time for a lil' shake or slush don't ya think?! I'll call tomorrow for your order!! hee hee I hope your doing GREAT tonight.........Tuesday just isn't getting here fast enough for me!!!

Love ya! JennyGwynn

Jenny Gwynn <jennygwynn@comcast.net>
Frisco, - Sunday, October 10, 2004 9:33 PM CDT
WOW. That's all I have to say....WOW. God answers prayers and continues to bless us all.
Miss you and love you my friend,
Holly

Holly Crandell <hmcrand@comcast.net>
- Sunday, October 10, 2004 7:34 PM CDT
You continue to be in our thoughts and prayers daily. Remain strong.

Jinny Freshwaters (Jill Smail's mom) <freshz@frii.com>
Ft. Collins, CO United States - Sunday, October 10, 2004 10:52 AM CDT
Lynn, While you and Gail were away for your chemo my grandson Jacob and I spent the time watching a Scooby Do Marathon. As we sat there watching each episode I was having flashbacks to the many times I had watched the same scenes with my oldest grandson Nicholas,12, and even longer ago with my son David and daughter Tami. Time spent with your children and especially your grand children sharing in their laughter is truly a gift from God and surely a little preview of Heaven. Then, much to Jacob's delight, his Father came and sat beside him joining us for awhile.Thank you dear Lord for the blessings you shower upon our family as Lynn continues her walk with You to freedom from cancer. We love you and pray for you often. Mom and Dad Newman
Dean and Gail Newman <jdeannewman@wmconnect.com>
Frisco, Tx - Saturday, October 9, 2004 9:06 AM CDT
Lynn,

I'm not sure where to begin.......it was soooo good just to sit w/ you (and your posse) today even if it was in a gray (hee hee) chemo lab. It was precious time well spent.

Taylor, Sydney & Avery were actually sorta tame today after school.......well, EXCEPT for chanting OU fight songs non-stop!!!! (That's dangerous living in Texas.) It's amazing what an impression their teacher makes on them. ha ha I can say our ghetto dogs were quite happy to see your sweet girl. She even made sure she said hello to the crabs.

I am looking incredibly forward to bible study on Tuesday - may the fire burn in all of us!!!!

I love you!!! ( ) back at ya! JennyGwynn

Jenny Gwynn <jennygwynn@comcast.net>
Frisco, TX - Friday, October 8, 2004 9:53 PM CDT
Hey girl.
Well, I have to admit...you amazed me again. God gives you perspective and wisdom beyond comprehension girl. Twas good to see you today.....I missed you terribly and will definitely look forward to joining you next week. (boy does that sound weird??...I'm looking forward to going to chemo with you...yea right...it brings me NO joy in watching you get this poison dripped into your body but it DOES give me extreme joy and everlasting memories to just spend time with you...for that I can't wait). You are an amazing friend...a rock and a confidant to the greatest extreme. I so appreciate all the wonderful posts from some wonderful people out there...you are terrific and we appreciate you beyond measure.

Praise God from whom ALL blessing flow.....Sleep tight, Holly.

Holly Crandell <hmcrand@comcast,.net>
- Friday, October 8, 2004 8:21 PM CDT
Dearest Lynn-
I was happy to read that things went well for you today. It has been such a relaxing day at the Rainwater house today! My hubby even grilled fish for LUNCH!!!!! My kids were so stunned that we weren't having the usual PB&J!!!!! Anyway, I also had the opportunity to "play school" with the boys this afternoon! Grant was the teacher..."Mr. School Supplies" was his chosen "teacher name." It was quite a treat to be the student for a change!!! And Camden was so thrilled when the teacher said it was time to color because he discovered that Madeline had a new box of crayons that had "sparkly" orange and black...his two favorite colors! It makes me smile to see how simple things make kids happy!!!We are currently baking a pie for their dog's birthday party they are planning!!!(pretend dogs) For some reason they wouldn't let me bake a "pretend pie"! Madeline wanted me to tell "Miss Lynn" that she will draw another picture for you real soon. Everytime we see pink ribbons on something at the store, she tells the boys that the pink ribbon stuff is going to help Miss Lynn with her cancer! You are always in my prayers girl! I am glad that you are going to take a Texas road trip with your family! I am sure you will have a great time because you will be with the ones you love the most!!! Keep walking alongside Jesus...He will get you through this!!!!! Hope your weekend is fabulous!!!!
Anna

Anna Rainwater <chiefrainwater@ev1.net>
- Friday, October 8, 2004 5:15 PM CDT
Darlin' Lynn,
Hi, sweetie. Tish the Plate here. Used to be Tish the Dish, but those glory days are long gone. That's for sure. However, if Linda and I have enough cosmopolitinis, they come back. That's why we drink so much. Ha, Ha.
OK- time to get down to the nut cuttin' (as we say back at the ranch). If God's willin' and the creek don't rise, I'll be there Friday for that nasty chemo treatment with loads of vodka and a little cranberry juice (good for the kidneys, you know).
You are soooooo cute! I already love you, and I don't even know ya. So,as we say in the airline business, maintain until further notice and/or at least until Friday.
Love ya,
The Plate

Tish Johnson <pecampbe@yahoo.com>
- Friday, October 8, 2004 3:21 PM CDT
Dear Lynn,

What amazing pictures! Simply gorgeous. I love the pics of the "chemo clan" with mimosas (I'm assuming!) and the lovely pink socks. You girls know how to have fun in the crummiest venue. Pick a day next week that works for you and Holly and lets get together. Good luck on your next round.

Love,

Dana

Dana Eisenberg
- Friday, October 8, 2004 8:46 AM CDT
Dear Lynn,

I am so thrilled that God has led me to you through Mom's In Touch. What a really special prayer time we had together yesterday. I left praising God for what He has brought together. I know God heard my prayers for you this morning. I hope you feel the peace that He put on my heart.

Thinking of you, my new sweet friend!

Holly

Holly Risser <hrisser@comcast.net>
Plano, TX - Friday, October 8, 2004 8:27 AM CDT
Dear Lynn,

You know as always, I'm covering you in prayer - but tonight I want to cover you in thanksgiving.

Thank you for coming into my life........thank you for your AMAZING heart......for your friendship......thank you for just listening.......thank you for your prayers.......thank you for today - I must have really needed it because it wasn't even suppose to come out. You are a rare & oh so precious person!

I look so forward to the day that were in-laws..........and watching our 7 grandchildren grow up! I just hope my lil' mini-me doesn't end up going for the bad-boy types (like her mom once did). ha ha

I love you sister! Jen

Jenny Gwynn <jennygwynn@comcast.net>
Frisco, - Thursday, October 7, 2004 9:36 PM CDT
Yeah for your parents, yeah for the blisters going down & we'll keep praying that we can now get rid of those nasty headaches! I haven't written lately & I'm sorry for that, but I have been reading your letters and thinking and praying for you!! I think the sandal thing stems from MN. If you're like me I wear sandals almost year round & I think its because we can - NO snow!!! Take Care & know we are thinking and praying for you in Houston!!!
Melissa Schmitz <melissa@snfriends.com>
Houston, TX USA - Thursday, October 7, 2004 10:03 AM CDT
Lynn,
I'm so glad to hear that your chemo cocktail is working! Sorry about the side effects though. As I think you've heard, Dana's check up today (2 yrs) was good. Stable remission is a good thing. I'm certain the same will hold for you. Dana and I think of you often and remain very positive for your treatment success. This disease just won't stop comming my way. Today I referred another beautiful young woman like you to Dr. Hampe. Please let me know if there is something I can do for you, or if you just need to talk, OK...

dennis eisenberg <deisenberg@obgynplano.com>
- Wednesday, October 6, 2004 10:02 PM CDT
Just checking in to see how things are going at "Knot's Landing." :) Are there any houses for sale in that cul-de-sac? Seriously, when your photographer has time it would be great to see photos of you, your family & your neighborhood family as we have heard so much about them. God has surrounded you with amazing people Lynn (of course you are the most amazing)! Oh, has your "Ralph Lauren" found the myscene.com web-site yet? Armond loves it. Is that good??? :) Move over Ralph Lauren, here comes Jacob and Armond! Love, Heidi
Heidi Isaak <heidi.isaak@genmills.com>
New Hope, MN USA - Wednesday, October 6, 2004 9:43 PM CDT
Hello Lynn and Family
It is so great to read your web site. I try to read it every day. Keep the faith and it will always be on your side. Love Always your Minnesota cousins

Marcia Berg <kimandmarciaberg@edinarealty.com>
New Richland , Mn USA - Wednesday, October 6, 2004 4:27 PM CDT
Hey Butt! How's Knots Landing? Sorry I missed the carmel apples - YUMMY!

I am praying your side effects subside. Keep the positive mo-jo going. I'd offer to come and give you that foot rub but that would probably irritate the sores......

We need to keep the notifications going for our fundraising! Can you post it to your journal again today? We are on our way to our goal, but we still need to keep it going. We have until the 16th.

You have a fabulous day sweetheart. I miss you.

FIGHT BUTT SISTER FIGHT!!!

I love you :)

Terri Berg-Greene <teresacgreene@hotmail.com>
Kailua-Kona, HI - Wednesday, October 6, 2004 2:04 PM CDT
Hey Lynn,
I am just sitting here working from home today and two little hummingbirds are in my flowers right outside my window- they are so cute and amazing- just thought I would share with you a "little" thing that makes my day! I am still so happy to hear about the cancer shrinking and the meds are working- let's keep up the prayers for Lynn everyone for God to make her healthy from the top of her head to the soles of her feet!

Love Nancy

Nancy <nancy.l.jacobson@wellsfargo.com>
katy, tx - Wednesday, October 6, 2004 1:58 PM CDT
I learned of your site through Dana Eisenberg. I am a patient of Dennis'. I have been following Sam's ordeal.

You are in my thoughts and prayers! You have a beautiful family and can tell you truly love one another.

You hang in there girl!!!

Carrie Darney

Carrie Darney <carrie.darney@mohrpartners.com>
McKinney, TX US - Wednesday, October 6, 2004 1:34 PM CDT
Lynn, Holly...here I am!! Wish I could run over to the "cul-de-sac" for a gathering of the girls. I am listening closely to see if our three little ones are down for the night (or most of it). Expecting at least one more request for more milk or a baby needing one more burp or nuk. I am thinking of you Lynn and wishing I/we/anyone could make it all better. Anything, Any time....just let us know.
FIGHT SISTER FIGHT!

Jill Smail <jill.smail@pharma.novartis.com>
Centennial, CO - Tuesday, October 5, 2004 10:20 PM CDT
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Hey girl,
It doesn't matter how much we talk or don't talk during the course of a day, I never feel like I have said it all or heard it all from you. I hope you are feeling and resting well tonight. The impromptu apple party was awesome and I can't wait to see the photos...I know I got some good ones...especially of that sweet Jack Shearer's dirty face...it was priceless....am sure Miss Kathy will make a "page" in his scrapbook.

My heart is already aching that I won't be able to be with you on Friday for chemo as I will be tending to the Grandparent's Day at Ashlynn's school. I am praying fervently for your stamina and body to hold up through the course of this treatment.

You asked what more could a girl ask for in the course of your day? Well, she could ask God to eliminate this disease FOREVER from your body!!! I know that is your prayer and I feel like I am screaming it these days. I can't stand what the disease and drugs are doing. After my screaming fit, I always feel safe that God is in control and He is handling it in His most awesome way....and giving us grace to get through each moment. Aren't we all so blessed to have our God?

For all readers out there...please pray for the things Lynn mentioned and if you don't mind, please add to it...the continued peace and health of her family members. Lynn is in this battle but we are all experiencing the journey with her. Again, I'll close with Jill Smail's great words...FIGHT SISTER FIGHT!!! By the way, where are you Jill Smail? Hee

I thank God for each of you reading Lynn's post and guestbook entries each day. Whether you are a silent "peeker" or a regular guestbook writer, you are appreicated, we know you are out there and we thank you for your love, care and concern for our lovely and ever so beau-ti-ful friend Lynn. Sleep well friends.
In His Grip,
Holly

Holly Crandell <hmcrand@comcast.net>
- Tuesday, October 5, 2004 8:54 PM CDT
Hey Lynn!
We've never met, but I used to live up the street at #2. My dear friend Linda Denning told me about what's been going on down on "the cul-de-sac" and thought (1) I'd be moved by your journal and posts (which I certainly am!) and (2) that I might help provide a little more of that faith-inspired support that you have so wonderfully wrapped around you. Well, here I am! Because I'm in San Diego, I'm afraid I can't help out with meals (I could never compete with Linda's enchiladas anyway!) or lend a hand with your sweet darling children. But please know that you and your family will be constantly and regularly in my prayers.
Your strength, courage, and attitude are amazing! While I left many friends behind in Frisco, I'm saddened by the fact that I never got to know you; my life would have been so enriched.......
So while you have the hard job of persevering through this challange, I have the easy job of talking talking talking to Those Upstairs. Can you tell? I'm a pretty good talker!.
Your cadre of support grows!

Diane Wright <Lilsunhon@aol.com>
San Diego, CA USA - Tuesday, October 5, 2004 12:13 AM CDT
Hey Lynn!
We've never met, but I used to live up the street at #2. My dear friend Linda Denning told me about what's been going on down on "the cul-de-sac" and thought (1) I'd be moved by your journal and posts (which I certainly am!) and (2) that I might help provide a little more of that faith-inspired support that you have so wonderfully wrapped around you. Well, here I am! Because I'm in San Diego, I'm afraid I can't help out with meals (I could never compete with Linda's enchiladas anyway!) or lend a hand with your sweet darling children. But please know that you and your family will be constantly and regularly in my prayers.
Your strength, courage, and attitude are amazing! While I left many friends behind in Frisco, I'm saddened by the fact that I never got to know you; my life would have been so enriched.......
So while you have the hard job of persevering through this challange, I have the easy job of talking talking talking to Those Upstairs. Can you tell? I'm a pretty good talker!.
Your cadre of support grows!

Diane Wright <Lilsunhon@aol.com>
San Diego, CA USA - Tuesday, October 5, 2004 12:05 AM CDT
Okay, do ya all live in Knot's Landing?! Yep, I'm trying to sound Texan like but I'm a native Minnesotan so you have to cut me some slack! Remember that t.v. show from the 80's I believe. :) On a more serious note, I am just THRILLED to hear your good news. Just want you to know that you are and will continue to be in our nightly prayers and daily thoughts.
Heidi Isaak <heidi.isaak@genmills.com>
New Hope, MN USA - Monday, October 4, 2004 10:04 PM CDT
Lynn, We are still aglow with your wonderful news. Your words on perspective really hit the mark-an ideal way to start each days devotions, reminding ourselves to enjoy the many blessings God has given us to the fullest each and every day. Like playing Sorry with Jacob and Taylor Friday and having flashbacks to similar games with David at that age. The days fly by much too quickly and we are too often distracted by the frantic schedules we create. Thank you for your reminder to chose our priorities carefully and in consultation with our God. We are so grateful for your good progress report and will continue to pray frequently and fervently for continued blessings. God bless you and our Son and the little ones, Mom and Dad Newman
Dean and Gail Newman <jdeannewman@wmconnect.com>
Frisco, TX - Monday, October 4, 2004 5:03 PM CDT
Lynn, We are still aglow with your wonderful news. Your words on perspective really hit the mark-an ideal way to start each days devotions, reminding ourselves to enjoy the many blessings God has given us to the fullest each and every day. Like playing Sorry with Jacob and Taylor Friday and having flashbacks to similar games with David at that age. The days fly by much too quickly and we are too often distracted by the frantic schedules we create. Thank you for your reminder to chose our priorities carefully and in consultation with our God. We are so grateful for your good progress report and will continue to pray frequently and fervently for continued blessings. God bless you and our Son and the little ones, Mom and Dad Newman
Dean and Gail Newman <jdeannewman@wmconnect.com>
Frisco, TX - Monday, October 4, 2004 5:00 PM CDT
Lynn,
What terrific news these past few days. God is good and he is answering some prayers!! Thanks you Lord! Rest assured they will continue to flow your way from "up North" in Mpls, MN.
Take care Lynn!!!
Charlotte Turner Reese

Charlotte Reese <charlotte.reese@genmills.com>
Lakeville, MN - Monday, October 4, 2004 2:18 PM CDT
Lynn, I do need to ask- who came up with Walkers4Knockers? it's so catchy- I love it!

Nancy

Nancy Jacobson <nancy.l.jacobson@wellsfargo.com>
Katy, TX - Monday, October 4, 2004 1:49 PM CDT
Lynn, it's so awesome to hear about your good news! A few weeks ago, Pete told us to be BOLD in our prayer. He told us that we need to pray for the things that only God can make happen - not just the little things. This was a huge prayer for many and God graciously answered! Fantastic! Have a great week!
Pattie Wilson <pwilson@epsilon.com>
The Colony, TX - Monday, October 4, 2004 1:21 PM CDT
Hi Lynn! Your journal is beautiful! You are such a beautiful courageous person. I keep you in my prayers always.
The pictures are great, your entries are great. You are awe inspiring. Keep on keeping on. You're my hero.
Love you. Camille

Camille Clark <cclar003@neisd.net>
sa, tx - Monday, October 4, 2004 12:10 AM CDT
Morning Butt! Hope you are feeling better today. I am hoping so given that you were up at midnight doing your post!!!

Sounds like Dave had fun with his friends. That is awesome. Not much new here. I had a great week-end.

I miss you.
Much love,
Terri

p.s. I have nothing to wear today. Both my "Sevens" are at the cleaners. Too bad there is not a Nordstom here - or maybe that is good.......


Terri Berg-Greene <teresacgreene@hotmail.com>
Kailua-Kona, HI USA - Monday, October 4, 2004 11:38 AM CDT
Uh hummm...a little music please....HERE I AM TO WORSHIP, HERE I AM TO BOW DOWN, HERE I AM TO SAY THAT YOUR MY GOD!!! WAHOO and YEAH GOD!!!! I KNOW you enjoyed belting that out in church today as much as I did. Our God is so mighty and he is getting you through this journey...one step at a time and grants you a few leaps here and there...like the news on Friday. My step is a much lighter and The Crandell clan is down on our knees praising God for the good news. What a great weekend it has been. I have so enjoyed visiting with you in the cul de sac parties, watching our kids scathe through the trees, near misses (and some hits) on their bikes, and playing hide and seek. It has been pure joy to enjoy the cool air and to enjoy some company with you. Too, I have so enjoyed getting to know Jami more. What wonderful Colorado and Austin friends you have...and what gifts...that they would come see you on the same weekend, enjoy great fellowship, good sushi and "fill up"
yours and Dave's cup! What blessings! You are amazing sweet friend and I shall look forward to more of your great words in the next post. I love Jill's FIGHT SISTER FIGHT phrase. YOU GO GIRL!! Luff ya, Hol

Holly Crandell <hmcrand@comcast.net>
- Sunday, October 3, 2004 9:56 PM CDT
Hi Lynn:

CONGRATULATIONS ON THE GOOD NEWS!!!! We've been thinking of you!! My Mother in Law..from San Diego was just asking about you today! She told me she has been praying for you daily!!! She was here in August helping me after my surgery when we heard of your reoccurance. KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK!!!

Hope you enjoyed your sushi! Good minds think a like as we ate sushi tonight as well!

All the Best!!
Lisa, Danny and Matthew


Lisa Thompson <ifslisapap@aol.com>
frisco, tx - Sunday, October 3, 2004 7:57 PM CDT
Praise God for answering our prayers. What a true sign that God does hear and answer our prayers. I am so happy for you and your family. Thank you for being such a good example of how Christ wants us to live. You sign on each day with words of encouragement for all of us to live life to the fullest. We will continue praying each day for a full recovery and no complications along the way.
Love Ya!
Susan Carter

Susan Carter <knscarter@advantexmail.net>
Frisco, TX USA - Sunday, October 3, 2004 6:41 PM CDT
That's the news we've all wanted to hear!!! GREAT!!! I'm sure you and your family are so relieved. Now keep up the good work and hopefully all your prayers will be answered. Thanks for the reminders of how precious life is!!
Starlet Brummer <dsbrum@charter.net>
Rochester, MN USA - Sunday, October 3, 2004 5:40 PM CDT
I am soooooo happy to hear your news! you are touching so many people with your story- it's so wonderful to see your walk with God through all of this- and to speak and spead His news-
love the Jacobson's

Nancy Jacobson <nancy.l.jacobson@wellsfargo.com>
Katy, TX - Sunday, October 3, 2004 12:46 AM CDT
Race for the Cure in Denver today 10/3. Over 60,000 people participated!! Now that is A LOT of people trying to make a difference! WAY TO GO Colorado! If you're not participating in a race I hope you are all supporting someone who is!
They even have SLEEP IN FOR THE CURE.....so if you can't get out of bed at the crack of dawn you can register and be part of Sleep in for the Cure!! You can be a supported from the comfort of your cozy bed!
Enjoy the beautiful day!

Jill Smail <jill.smail@pharma.novartis.com>
Centennial, CO - Sunday, October 3, 2004 10:59 AM CDT
Lynn,
Praise the Lord!! We all know that prayer works and I'm so pleased that our Father has decided to answer with the shrinking news!! God Bless you all. Enjoy the celebration and we will continue to keep you and yours in our prayers both in IA and IL. Love, Aunt Mary

Mary gladfelter <gladme@iowatelecom.net>
Madrid, IA USA - Saturday, October 2, 2004 7:24 PM CDT
Lynn,

I just LOVE that song by Tim McGraw, I'm so glad you posted it!! With the good news you received yesterday I think a lil' celebrating is in order.............so which are we doing first - sky diving or bull riding?! I've always wanted to do both, just let me know when!! Let's start living girl!!

Have a great day!! Laove ya - Jen

Jenny Gwynn <jennygwynn@comcast.net>
Frisco, - Saturday, October 2, 2004 9:18 AM CDT
THANK YOU GOD, YOU ARE AN AWESOME GOD!!!! Lynn, I am so excited reading the great news this morning. You did a great job keeping up your strength and fighting hard with your team. Your team being our almighty God, your family and friends. Keep up the great work everyone on this incredible team. We love you, The Marino Family
Tiffany Marino <tiffmarino@comcast.net>
- Saturday, October 2, 2004 9:11 AM CDT
YEAH GOD!!! WOO HOO!!!! YEAH LYNN!!!! YOU GO GIRL!!!! I wish I could do a cartwheel on this post!!!Ha! Ha! Lynn, my stomach was in knots this morning when I got on the website because of uncertainty of what I was going to read! I squealed with delight to read about your wonderful news. I wanted to get on the website last night but got home too late from my 20 YEAR HIGH SCHOOL reunion. I feel so old. It was fun seeing all my friends and how much people had changed! However, this staying out late thing is just not my cup of tea....I need my sleep!!!! Anyway, I will continue to thank our Jesus for the great news. And I will pray that you are having a fun day with your family! Oh, and if you feel like doing some shopping to celebrate, I think that would be just fine because God wants us to exercise our spiritual gifts!!!!! I am so happy for you Lynn. I think I am going to have a good day as well! LOve to you girlfriend.....Anna
Anna Rainwater <Chiefrainwater@ev1.net>
- Saturday, October 2, 2004 8:48 AM CDT
Lynn - Hallelujah! I wish you could have heard Jenny when she called and told me the news. She was just giddy, like a kid in a candy store! It was awesome news. I loved your last post. As this journey goes on, they seem to grow wiser and really shows who you have out your faith in.

On another note, I finally have my cherish the moment story for you. Finally - I've been really wanting to have one! Anyway, a few days ago, Ellie and I went to pick up her big girl mattresses. Picture this - me driving my father-in-law's big old diesel 4x4 down Central Expressway with full size mattresses hanging out the back. Very amusing but better me than you - it would really tarnish your image! Hee Hee! Ellie keeps asking me if she can see her bed so I said "Ellie, we can't see them right now because they are behind us but we are almost home and then you can see them." Immediately she asked me if her bed was blue because everyone in the wqrld at this point knows that blue is her favorite color and that she will be having a blue birthday party next month! So, I said ,"No, it isn't blue." and sat there waiting for the why question. She sat there for a second and then said, "Oh." Then she looked at me straight through the rearview mirror and said, "So, Jesus doesn't make blue beds!" What do you say to that!? I mean he was a carpenter but I don't think that is where she was going with it! All I could do was laugh! I got so tickled. I love the precious things that come out of 2 year old mouths. She also noticed her first rainbow in the sky yesterday. She squealed so loud and yelled,"It has blue Mommy!" Such a simple thing and so much excitement. Gotta love it!

Well girl, I am off to Canton. Hope you day is beautiful.

Love, Lizzie

Liz Lemaster <lizzie.lemaster@verizon.net>
- Saturday, October 2, 2004 6:08 AM CDT
oh thank you God!!!!!!!!!!for answering everyones prayers.Let's not stop praying,more is always better. Wow you amaze me,Lynn. I read your journal to find out how things are going and "things are great" __a_n_d_ you go on to make me (all of us) feel like a million.Amazing
love always,
lajean

lajean westeng <lwesteng09@hotmail.com>
albert lea, mn usa - Friday, October 1, 2004 10:10 PM CDT
Lynn & Dave-

PRAISE BE TO GOD!!! Youd load has just been lighten!!

I think so many of us had held our breath all week, when you gave me the news it felt so good to breathe again......just to let it out (along with many tears of joy!) I shouted (yes, out loud) praises to God!! Lynn, your fight & your faith both are filled with such grace.

You are a such a joy and a blessing in my life!! I love you!! JennyGwynn


Jenny Gwynn <jennygwynn@comcast.net>
Frisco, - Friday, October 1, 2004 9:47 PM CDT
Alright, I am guilty of viewing and not claiming the peek!!! Sorry!! I know those words of encouragement are so important and will be better about saying "hey" when I sneak a quick peek!!! Anyway...Lynn and Dave, I loved visiting with you at soccer practice and seeing that inner joy and light hearted fun come alive today!!! I am so blessed to praise the Lord with you in regards to the results of the PET. I am however doubly blessed to call you friend. Your wisdom today was more than I got for $125 today and am now realizing why the Lord joined us as bosom buddies...thanks for your "perspective" on survivng this awful relentless disease!!!! And you, my fellow warrior, are,is and will be a survivor. Your words and your life are such an affirmation as to where the Lord wants me to go with all this cancer bagage. May we be able to sit at yet another soccer practice MANY years from now and reminisce about the place the Lord has so faithfully and tenderlly carried us to. I love you!!! Melanie
Melanie Florsheim <scot.florsheim@comcast.net>
plano, tx usa - Friday, October 1, 2004 8:40 PM CDT
Incredible news, Terri! Lynn, you have been blessed with the results you were hoping for....a combination of the drugs and the prayers. Will wait for more news - praying for your strength and good health. Love, Deb
Deb Klein <deborah.klein@allina.com>
Saint Paul, MN - Friday, October 1, 2004 2:28 PM CDT
Dear Everyone - Lynn just called me and GOOD NEWS from the doctor. The tumor has shrunk and the cancer cell activity has been reduced!!!! Just wanted to let you all know. I'm sure Lynn will post more about this later.

Our prayers have been heard and answered.
God Bless.
Aloha!

Terri Berg-Greene <teresacgreene@hotmail.com>
Kailua-Kona, HI USA - Friday, October 1, 2004 1:07 PM CDT
Lynn and Family
I arrived at Paige's yesterday. we were celebrating Tom's Mom's birthday (10/1) early. It is also Todd's birthday and the anniversary of Lee's accident so a poignant time. Good to be with family, especially lively grandsons!! I am catching up on your journals. We will be anxious to hear the results of today's Dr.'s visit. Our prayers will be with you. I too, will get to see a soccer game on Sat. Cole will be playing. Caleb isn't involved yet. Should be a fun time except weather is calling for rain. Hopefully not during the game. God bless. Love you. Aunt Mary

Mary Gladfelter <gladme@iowatelecom.net>
Madird Madrid, IA USA - Friday, October 1, 2004 10:18 AM CDT
Hey Lynn, my friend - what an inspiration you are. You are handling this with such grace and your faith is incredible - you are encouraging all of us in our own lives. Please know that I have been praying for you, Dave, the kids and both of your families daily. I think of all of you often and wish there weren't so many miles between us - so thankful for your website so that I, too, can feel like I am right there with you. Please know that I am pulling for you all the way. God never gives us more than we can handle so I pray that in those tough moments God refreshes your spirit with strength and endurance and brings you the light that you need. You go girl - love all of the pictures - the kids are growing up so fast. Tom is healing well from his burns and the job hunt has begun. The kids are growing up too fast and are so much fun right now. You have helped me slow down my life to find joy in the small moments. That is truly what life is all about. I am here praying for you today as you venture onward - know that God has already equipped you with all that you need. I pray that the news you receive will be good. Love ya, girlfriend, Paige (and Tom, Cole and Caleb).
Paige Riccio
- Friday, October 1, 2004 9:54 AM CDT
Well alrighty, Mrs. Holly - I think you've made your point! :) I read this and pray for you all every day but I've never posted! Lynn, you are heavy on my heart today and I know we're going to be saying alot of Yea God's at the end of it. You are absolutely amazing and such an inspiration to all! I thank God for giving you those sweet "angels" that are right beside you every step of this journey. I don't even know you very well but because of them - people like me and lots of others (who don't know you at all) are lifting you up to God on a daily basis! That is powerful stuff! God Bless!
Pattie Wilson <pwilson@epsilon.com>
The Colony, TX - Friday, October 1, 2004 8:53 AM CDT
Okay, Okay what was with all that post last night that made me blubber so much?! You all keep me laughing and crying!!! I will be praying for you today Lynn. I am so glad God brought you to Stonebriar and deposited you into our lives. He has brought us wealth in the form of a friendship. Rest assured he knows what the plan is and it is unfolding. We love you!!!
Pam Graham <PG040566@aol.com>
Frisco, Tx USA - Friday, October 1, 2004 7:55 AM CDT
May God bless you EXTRA today dear Lynn. May all your news be good news. You know we are all out here supporting you. FIGHT SISTER! FIGHT!
Jill Smail <jill.smail@pharma.novartis.com>
Centennial, CO - Friday, October 1, 2004 5:57 AM CDT
I am praying for the appointment today.
Have you seen the Brighton Breast Cancer awareness bracelets that go on sale today at WillowBend. Some of the proceeds go directly to research and they are really nice. I have to find time to get one.

Jennie May <jenniemay@sbcglobal.net>
McKinney, TX - Friday, October 1, 2004 5:49 AM CDT
Dear Lynn,
I am so sorry that you weren't feeling all too well yesterday. I hope all of those "yucks" are now gone! I am praying that you will receive some encouraging news tomorrow! Love-Anna

Anna Rainwater <chiefrainwater@ev1.net>
- Thursday, September 30, 2004 11:18 PM CDT
hello,
Many, many good thoughts and prayers for you when you talk to the doctor tomorrow. I hope you get encouraging news. Know that you do not go there alone, we are all with you in your heart and holding your hand. Praying for good news! Grandma Berg's knee surgery went well. She has moved up to rehab which brings her closer to coming home.She is ready, there's no place like home.We're taking care of the little pup Katie for them so Grandpa doesn't have to worry about them(Kay is watching Jodie).
Anyway, again all good thoughts and prayers while we wait for the results of your PetScan.
Take care,
Oh... so sorry you had a bad oust with your tummy and your chemo drugs. Hopefully it will be the last.
Love,
Jim and Lajean

lajean westeng <lwesteng09@hotmail.com>
clarks grove, mn freeborn - Thursday, September 30, 2004 11:12 PM CDT
Lynn, Okay, I've considered myself kicked in the booty! If all that matters is a simple I'm thinking about you, then so be it! I check on you every day, but don't always let you know. I'm sorry. We think and pray for you daily. Keep on keeping on, you're doing it so gracefully!
christen chamberlain <scottandchristen@aol.com>
rogers, ar usa - Thursday, September 30, 2004 10:54 PM CDT
hey sweetie I will be praying for the best report ever (in my mind its something like its gone thats what I pray is that silly(I dont know) as I am writing this my eyes are swelling with tears I just love you so much and want this to be over . jim just walked in and said Hey what is all the sniffling about (MEN) anyway I hope to here from you or Holly on my cell to let me know .I love you.
Kathy

kathy <katshe@attbi.com>
- Thursday, September 30, 2004 10:04 PM CDT
Lynn, just wanted to will you some strength to fight this. When you are better I would love to come and visit you. I just have to see all these wonderful sounding girls from your cul-de-sac. It sounds like such a fun place to be! I also have a friend moving 45 minutes away from you so I have 2 reasons to come visit! Get well soon!
Mike, Misty & Blake Como <mcomo@hickorytech.net>
Waseca, MN - Thursday, September 30, 2004 9:55 PM CDT
Hey sweet Lynn, you were like the energizer bunny today!! Really........how do you do it?! I started thinking about when I saw you in the carpool line yesterday & you mentioned how you had a rough night in the potty room..........Lynn seriously, you looked like an angel (as always). People are NOT suppose to look like you did after the night you had. You amaze me in every way!!

I want you to know that I am on my knees praying - PRAYING OUT LOUD (4th time now!)- for you tonight!! Come what may tomorrow, God will either lighten your load or He will strengthen your back!

Love always! Jen

Jenny Gwynn <jennygwynn@comcast.net>
Frisco, - Thursday, September 30, 2004 9:22 PM CDT
OH...ALRIGHT ALREADY PEOPLE!!!! Where are your posts...come on now...we know you are reading because you see, the website has a counter!!! Just because Miss Lynn is feeling good and looking good (ALWAYS - is that disgusting or what?) doesn't mean she is still not dealing with this awful disease and doesn't need to hear your words of encouragement. Do I sound like a Mom or what? I can do this you see, because this is my dear friend...I know how very much each post and each special word means to her...and I know how much it makes her fight and run faster for the battle/race that is ahead of her. I praise God everyday for her life, her friendship and how her journey is changing lives of people she knows and people she doesn't know. Please let her know you are out their reading. I know it is hard to not have the words but a cheery hello...I am thinking of you is all it takes.

Okay, I am off my soapbox and onto something else. Do you ever have those pocket people....friends that no matter where you are you can know they are close to you? I think maybe they are heaven sent angels...helping us through this minute in time called LIFE. Well, Lynn and I are so blessed with some mutual friends and we had the pleasure of enjoying time with Pam Graham and her sweet girls Julia and Kelsey in the cul de sac this evening. It seems to me that out of the blue Pam will catch a vibe (yes, this is a God thing) and just KNOW what needs to be done, an encouraging call, a picking up or taking of a child to school, a stopping by to say hello (even when Lynn THINKS she looks bad - HA), a call, a note, a special act of service she views as every day has become an unquestionable gift from God. You are amazing Pam Graham and I love you for all that you are and all that you do!! I hope you receive even an eensy bit of blessing from others the way you have blessed us lately. You are truly an angel!

Speaking of which...have ya'll heard that song by the group Alabama called Angels Among Us? If not...try to find it and listen - it is a wonderful story...there are angels all around...just stop and think about what happened in your day today - I guarantee you felt it was blessed in some way. God is so good and His grace is sufficient.

Rest well everyone out there in cyper world. Pray for tomorrow - tis a BIG day in the world of finding out medical info on Lynn, our beloved, friend, mom, wife, daughter, daughter in law, neighbor, sister in Christ....ya da da da da.

Oh yea...Jamie and Paul....we can't wait to have you join us in the cul de sac....travel safe.

Love, Holly

Holly Crandell <hmcrand@comcast.net>
- Thursday, September 30, 2004 8:37 PM CDT
Lynn,
Our prayers are with you always. Reading your journal, seeing the wonderful support of your family and friends, neighbors and church has deepened my appreciation for life and everyday moments. Thank you for letting us know you better through this guestbook. Now I am going to check all those resources our daughter Jill sent the writers/readers of this journal.
Stay strong.
Love,
Jinny Freshwaters, Jill Smail's mom

Jinny Freshwaters <freshz@frii.com>
Fort Collins, CO United States - Thursday, September 30, 2004 7:09 PM CDT
Oh Lynn, The news of your cancer returning broke my heart. But, you have been through all this before, so it is not new territory. (That is what I have told myself.) I know though that all things work for God's glory. Just like when I was going through all the trauma, I did not know why I was going through it but knew that there was a reason and that it untimatly would be to glorify God. Since then, I have been able to minister to so many young women with breast cancer. It will be the same for you.

They will marvel at how you made it through not one but two times. You are a strong woman and getting stronger all the time. I think now, if I can go through chemo and losing my hair, I can do anything. I believe that these things strengthen us for events yet to come.

This website is a great way to keep up with you and your progress. Hope that your tummy is feeling better. I am anxious for your PET results. I have my Sunday School class praying for you always. Take care of yourself. I am here for you in whatever you may need. Love, Lori

Lori Craft <clclrc@airmail.net>
Plano, TX 75024 - Thursday, September 30, 2004 9:06 AM CDT
Lynn,

Oh, I can so feel your pain - nothing zaps me worse than a "bathroom bug" (when your spending ALL your time in one; whatever the reason may be). Sounds like it's time to stock up on Northern Ultra - and don't forget to save those UPC lables!!!

I soooo hope your feeling better soon!! Be strong - Love ya!! JennyGwynn

Jenny Gwynn <jennygwynn@comcast.net>
Frisco, - Wednesday, September 29, 2004 8:47 PM CDT
Lynn
I just read your post from yesterday you are so kind thankyou for those nice words. I like Hollys idea about the sevens !!!!!
On a more serious note at church this week we were reminded that Gods strenth is made PERFECT in our weakness and isnt that just such a comfort to know that in your heart. Its the peace that passes all understanding.
Love ya
kathy

Kathy <katshe@attbi.com>
- Wednesday, September 29, 2004 11:12 AM CDT
Lynn,
So glad the day was a good one for you! I was watching the clock and thinking of you! Thank you for helping us all to cherish the little things in life.
KEEP FIGHTING!

Jill Smail <jill.smail@pharma.novartis.com>
Centennial, Co - Tuesday, September 28, 2004 9:27 PM CDT
To all following Lynn's journey...........did you know that for EVERY UPC lable from Quilted Northern Ultra toilet paper you mail in, they (Georgia-Pacific) will contribute 50 cents to the Susan G. Komen Foundation?! YEAH!

What an easy way for us all to help!! Some how the nickname "Butt" has just taken on a new meaning for Lynn!! Happy wiping!

Jenny Gwynn <jennygwynn@comcast.net>
Frisco, - Tuesday, September 28, 2004 8:50 PM CDT
Hey girl.
Well, I knew I wouldn't be able to TALK to you again tonight but there is always THE GUESTBOOK!! HA

Am glad all went well today and yes, I was SMILING at all you had to write about. I do have to interject though...don't go for a fancy meal from Dave when you get the good news on Friday..hit him up for more SEVENs!! THINK BIG....in fact...while you are asking...see if he would spring for MATCHING SEVENS for the CUL DE SAC CHICS!!! HA I am sure he's hiding his billfold and all credit cards as I type!! HA

More seriously, you know of all the many things lately that have made us appreciate the small things in life and I know God is well pleased. Thanks for reminding us all of the GOOD priorities in life, even including gulping down fish sandwiches and the best french fries ever. YOU GO GIRL!

Sleep tight sweet friend...we're up for a culdesac rendezvous early a.m.....you know my crowd...they're already looking at the clock to see if it has a 6 on it. EGADS

God loves you girlfriend and I do too!
Hol

Holly Crandell <hmcrand@comcast.net>
- Tuesday, September 28, 2004 8:34 PM CDT
Lynn........I've been thinking about you SO much throughout today. I can't wait to know your PET results! I'm praying for you constantly!!!

I have another peom I wanted to share with you that I thought you would enjoy (I just love it).......my sister-in-law wrote it:


Looking Back

Years from now when I grow old, and finally know how my life unfolds,
Lord help me to clearly see all the things that have made me "me".

For were not defined by what we own,
but by the paths we've taken and the seeds we've sown.

How did I spend my yesterdays?
Did I cherish each moment or waste them away?


I'm thrilled you were able to cherish every moment (or prehaps it was more like seconds) of the "little things" in life today - such as McDonalds!!! hee hee (For me, it's Taco Bell).

Love ya! JennyGwynn


Jenny Gwynn <jennygwynn@comcast.net>
Frisco, - Tuesday, September 28, 2004 8:17 PM CDT
Lynn - I woke up thinking about you today. I just really feel like you are going to have good news on Friday and what a celebration that will be. Your attitude is out of this world and your faith is HUGE! You can't go wrong with that combination. We are constantly praying for you and it sounds like everyone's prayers are being heard and felt - how awesome is that! Hit Dave up for another nice meal after this PET scan. How could he say no?!

By the way, you looked beautiful on Sunday. I don't think I have seen you since this all began and you haven't missed a beat! You rock Lynn!

love ya - lizzie

Liz Lemaster <lizzie.lemaster@verizon.net>
Plano, Tx USA - Tuesday, September 28, 2004 7:40 AM CDT
Dear Lynn-
Just checking in to say hello and send you an e-mail hug! I have not had a chance to get on your site until today. I have had a sick girl since Thursday, I was a substitute for the boys teacher on Friday...(either I have lost my teacher energy or I am just too old to keep up with more than 2 four year olds!!!) Then on Saturday, my sweet little Grant decided to stick a popcorn kernel up his nose. Thankfully we got it out without the help of the ER! I am just glad I had a chance to watch a little bit of the BRADY BUNCH MARARTHON with Madeline this weekend! Those groovy outfits of theirs brought back some memories for me!!!! Funny how fashion comes back full circle! Those Brady girls could be doing some serious modeling for those GAP ads! Anyway, I pray that you will have a week full of smiles, giggles and lots of hugs. I am so glad that you have your "chemo" sa-bes with you on Fridays to help the time pass!Have a great Monday! Thinking of you-Anna

Anna Rainwater <chiefrainwater@ev1.net>
- Monday, September 27, 2004 12:58 AM CDT
Lynn,
You are on my mind. Your post is upbeat, strong, reflective and thankful for our merciful God. I know those are all things on your mind but I also know you were hurting today and because of that, my heart hurts too. (I hate this blasted disease!!) I am praying you have a restful and comfortable night. I am also praying tomorrow will not be the norm and you will be blessed with less severe pains. We need to stay focused that you have a whole week of no chemo effects once these next few days pass and then....well...we could....eh...go shopping? It isn't my main thing but anything with you is fun - plus I didn't think you'd sign up for a day of scrapbooking! HA
We missed you terribly in the culdesac tonight. Fun, but not the same. (Taylor and Miss A had a grand time being the only "big kids" playing over here today too!) May God grant you sweet dreams sweet friend...you deserve nothing less. Love you, Hol

Holly Crandell <hmcrand@comcast.net>
- Sunday, September 26, 2004 8:55 PM CDT
Lynn,
I think of you many times a day and say little prayers for you all. I am so pleased that you have such loving friends that accompany you to your treatments. How great that you are on the nurse's "list"..I would be part of that if IA wasn't such a stretch to Dallas. How about those twins?? Just darling pix today. Love you all bunches, Aunt M

Mary Gladfelter <gladme@iowatelecom.net>
Madrid, IA USA - Saturday, September 25, 2004 5:13 PM CDT
Hi Lynn,

I have to say you have some really fabulous friends! I love that you guys have a full on parade in the infusion center with booze no doubt. Cracked me up about the sign that was posted this time. We have wine pretty much every night at the hospital. One time, one of the really strict nurses mentioned as dinner was being delivered along with a beautiful bottle..."I guess your friends don't realize this is an alcohol free zone." My response, "I guess my friends know me!" HA is right!

Your spirit soars around you and lifts me up. I can't wait until we can finally meet. I emailed Holly about lunch once Sam gets home. Your choice....and naturally booze is a given!

Love,

Dana

Dana Eisenberg <danafeis@go.com>
- Saturday, September 25, 2004 9:01 AM CDT
I was thinking of you at 9 and was praying for that "nice nurse" that you keep talking about! I hope it went well & know that we are praying for a quick recovery from this round!! Also, Loved the poem - we should all live by those words!!!
P.S. Terri - Don is not an online guy, but I'll share your sweet words with him - I know he loved seeing you all!

Melissa Schmitz <Melissa@snfriends.com>
Houston, TX USA - Friday, September 24, 2004 1:36 PM CDT
Lynn, I missed you last Tuesday. Know that I'm praying for you RIGHT NOW!
Barbara Skalberg <Barbaraskalberg@comcast.net>
- Friday, September 24, 2004 11:43 AM CDT
Good morning Lynn. I loved the poem you shared in your journaling last night. So many times life just gets going and we forget to appreciate that second, minute, hour, day, or week. Today I'm going to appreciate every minute. I'm going to go run and I'm gonna pray for you the whole time I'm running. May your body be strong and withstand the chemo today. See you soon girl.
Romney <romneymcguire@comcast.net>
- Friday, September 24, 2004 9:44 AM CDT
Dear Lynn -
Thinking of you this morning as you go in for your next round of chemo - praying you have an experienced nurse and are surrounded by friends and family for support. The poem in your post last night was beautiful, and I'm sure will touch many of us "Lynn Newmann journal" followers. Praying and hoping you tolerate today's chemo.
Love, Deb

Deb Klein <deborah.klein@allina.com>
Saint Paul, MN - Friday, September 24, 2004 8:27 AM CDT
It doesn't seem my day is complete anymore without checking for your posting. You are a courageous woman, Lynn Newman; if anyone can KICK this cancer you can- with God's strength and great friends. My house is quiet at the moment; I am going to get on my knees and pray for your morning. I will pray for peace and for all those surrounding you today. Keep the faith, friend! You are strong! You will win this battle and be all the better for it!
Jennie May <jenniemay@sbcglobal.net>
McKinney, TX USA - Friday, September 24, 2004 8:06 AM CDT
Lynn, I know tomorrow is another big day for you. We will be sending lots of love, strength, and courage....and a bright new lipstick from Denver. Hang in there friend!
As always, FIGHT SISTER FIGHT!

Jill Smail <jill.smail@pharma.novartis.com>
Centennial, CO - Friday, September 24, 2004 0:19 AM CDT
Lynn, Just FYI: At 9:00am I'll be praying for you!!!!

God has CLEARLY been working in my life this week, so I know He is listening........listening to every prayer, every hope, every concern.........I got your back girl!!

Love ya! JennyGwynn


Jenny Gwynn <jennygwynn@comcast.net>
Frisco, - Thursday, September 23, 2004 10:29 PM CDT
Lynn,

Hope all goes well tomorrow. I'm inspired by so many items on your website: the beautiful photos, the shopping escapades, the delicious food, the poem... that's IT! I'm going to make an appointment with the photographer, then go to the mall to shop and eat, and I'm going to appreciate every second of it! Honestly, though, I'm so out of the fashion loop now. But I have seen enough to know that I must wait for the low rise jeans to go out of style since they look hideous on these hips of mine that have birthed three children.

Speaking of birthing, please tell Gail and Dean to give us a call. We'd love to see them if they can tear themselves away from the new twins.

Take care.

Jami Jensen <jamipaul@msn.com>
Littleton, CO - Thursday, September 23, 2004 10:16 PM CDT
To Our Beautiful Daughter Lynn.
I would like to take a few min. and tell you how very proud of you we are. Here you are going through so very much and you are still able to show so much love and concern to your Family, Friends and your church family.
Dad and I have always known you were a beautilful person inside and out,, but you are showing us all how very strong Lynn is. ( The Mother ,Wife, Sister, Friend , &Daughter ) your determination to beat this cancer that has invaded your body. Dad and I pray for you not only every night, but many, many times during each and every day. Our love for our two Daughters is so very large , one wouldn"t think any ones heart could hold so much.
Tomorrow morning you will be going in for another Chemo treatment, so I will be signing off and wishing my sweet Girl a good night sleep.

With all Our Love
Mom and Dad

Wayne C. Berg and Suzanne K Berg <azberg@msn.com>
Mesa, AZ - Thursday, September 23, 2004 9:54 PM CDT
Hey girl.
I'M BACK!! I can't believe it has taken me a week to shake my funk and now another day or two to clear this sinus infection. ENOUGH ALREADY!

Terri....I'm preparing for your arrival in December!! HA. It was so fun to see you and only wish you could have just stayed...do you really have to have an end date on your trip in December??? You know...Shadow Ridge Court could hand the dueling shopping sisters full time...we have a house or two for sale!! Or...if you prefer, there are some nice "compartments" around Frisco. Yes..."compartments"...that is what my boys call them! HA Too, according to the boys, if you have more than one pillow you can share your "compartment" with a friend or another relative! HA HA

The boys were tired and glad to get home from preschool today and Jack was desiring Jay to play with him. Jay was being quiet and hiding and Jack was getting so mad...he kept yelling "Jameson GRACE where are you!" HA HA Jay's middle name is Gray and Catherine's is Grace....it was hilarious!

Lynn, I am praying that the Lord will bless you with another wonderful night of rest and that you will have an easy day with the chemo tomorrow...just got to keep the nice nurses on hand! HA

Gail...we miss you!! I know you are loving up on those new grandbabies...get lots of smooches and hurry safely home...it isn't the same without you sweet lady.
BTW, Ashlynn's last comment to me was "I can't wait to play with Taylor tomorrow, Mommy"..then she prayed she and Taylor would have a great play date...she's counting down the minutes! CUTE

Well, I shall go tuck in...the medicines are kicking in and I'm pooped. See you in the morning sweet friend. Love ya, Holly

Holly Crandell <hmcrand@comcast.net>
- Thursday, September 23, 2004 8:34 PM CDT
Hey Butt! UPDATE.......

Just wanted to prepare the shops in Frisco - I'll be there the morning of December 18th. CHRISTMAS SHOPPING! Prepare for the Berg Girls......

Your husband donated miles to me and I'll be there until the 28th. Thanks Dave!!!!

Love you lots,
Mrs. Pac-Man

Terri Berg-Greene <teresacgreene@hotmail.com>
Kailua-Kona, HI USA - Thursday, September 23, 2004 5:22 PM CDT
Hi Sweet Butt!!!

Made it home to beautiful Hawaii. I sure miss you all. I had such a wonderful visit. The time went so fast. Wow, we did a lot of shopping. Can I just say, I had two more suitcases when I left than when I arrived!!! I had to buy more hangers when I got home.

I am so glad that you are feeling so good. On Tuesday when I left you looked marvelous - and I know that Tuesdays can typically be rough for you. You ROCK!!!

Hope the pictures go good today. Did you wear your "Sevens"? I wore mine to work yesterday. There is a girl I work with that noticed them. She said - are those sevens? I said YES! I must be so out of the fashion loop. Lucky I had the chance to come to Dallas and keep up on the LOOK.

Tell mom and dad hi for me. Guess I missed out on Jake and grandma's banana bread. They will hopefully make it at Christmas time.

Tell Taylor-bug and Jake-the-snake hello from Auntie Beautiful (aka Mrs. Pac-Man).

Don - if you are reading this - it was so great to see you! Thanks for coming up from Houston.

I love you bunches!
Much Aloha.

Terri Berg-Greene <teresacgreene@hotmail.com>
Kailua-Kona, HI USA - Thursday, September 23, 2004 4:53 PM CDT
Lynn,

I haven't been on your site in a while as Sam doesn't allow much computering these days. Your Leon picture is beautiful. He's taken Sam and Ethan's pics since they were just 12 weeks old. He's the greatest!

You're constantly in our thoughts and we do pray with you and the rest of the world that the chemo drugs are doing their job. Good luck on the Pet Scan, we'll be anxiously awaiting to hear the results.

Lots of Love,

Dana

Dana Eisenberg
- Thursday, September 23, 2004 5:54 AM CDT
Hi sweet Lynn,

Truth be told, this week has been yucky for me, that's why I haven't picked up the phone to call you. But I want you to know I've been thinking (and praying) for you constantly. I am SO glad to hear the side-effects are subsiding. YEA!!

Let me know if Taylor is up for playing on Friday, we would love to have her.

Hope your resting well tonight - love ya! JennyGwynn

Jenny Gwynn <jennygwynn@comcast.net>
Frisco, - Wednesday, September 22, 2004 11:21 PM CDT
Lynn, You are in our prayers daily as we think of you and wish we could be there with you. However our trip here has been successful. You have a new nephew, Moosah,6 lbs. and 10 oz, and a new niece, Aneesah, 5lbs. All are doing well. We love you, Mom and Dad newman
Dean Newman- Gail Newman <newmanj36@netscape.net>
- Wednesday, September 22, 2004 8:18 PM CDT
dear lynn and family,
so glad you are having such a great time with terri. how lucky she was to be able to come and see you. I think I like the way you try to feel better, SHOPPING!!!!!!!!
Amazing how it lifts your spirits. You go girls.
We had such fun at Jeremy and Kim's wedding. It was very simple and very elegant. Wonderful food and great music for dancing. Oh yeah, and good champagne. Thank you! I love to drink champagne. and I think mamosas for your chemo date was perfect.
Sounds like the side effects of chemo are not so great but counteracting meds seem to help. Know that everyone is praying for you and hoping for a complete recovery. Remember when Mary and Bea and Holly and I drove down to your wedding in Denver? that was so fun to be able to share your special day with you. Today is our 30th anniversary. (Speaking of special days) A long road but it was definitely worth the journey.
Thanks again for your journaling,it is great to know how things are going and to answer your requests for prayers.
take care,
Love Lajean(grandma Jeannie)and Jim(grandpa Jimmie)
Hope you didn't experience too much weather problems from the hurricane.

Lajean <lwesteng09@hotmail.com>
Clarks Grove, mn freeborn - Tuesday, September 21, 2004 3:28 PM CDT
Lynn -
So you were lucky enough to have Don Halverson visit!! I know he comes for the good company, but am quite certain he enjoys the food as well....It was great to be able to say "hello' to Terri as well. She was busy helping Jacob with pictures -special projects with Auntie Terri! I'm sure you will miss her when she flies back to Hawaii, but her love and energy is ever-present with you and your family. And the photos you posted are absolutely gorgeous - thanks for sharing.
I hope the medications you have are taking away some of your aches and pains - in addition praying this nasty chemo is doing it's job!
I pray that you continue to be strengthened by the love and support of your family and friends.
Love, Deb

Deb Klein <deborah.klein@allina.com>
St Paul, MN - Tuesday, September 21, 2004 10:52 AM CDT
Hi Lynn,

That's a great picture of you guys on the website! We're praying for you. Please let us know if there is anything you guys need.

Glenn

Glenn Ford <glenn-ford@sbcglobal.net>
Plano, TX USA - Tuesday, September 21, 2004 9:52 AM CDT

Lynn,

I forgot to mention, the picture of the family is beautiful and of course the other picture of you and your sister and friends! It gives me great comfort to know you have such a great support system. Love always, Julie

Julie Pettit <JAPETTIT@COMCAST.NET>
Lonetree, Co USA - Tuesday, September 21, 2004 5:39 AM CDT
Oops - I know I just posted, but I hadn't looked at the newest photos yet & they are wonderful!! Look at those Berg girls - you two are beautiful!!! And of course the pink ladies & their mimosas are SO cute too!!!
Melissa Schmitz <melissa@snfriends.com>
Houston, TX USA - Monday, September 20, 2004 4:22 PM CDT
I am amazed each day as I read your entries how you can find the good in each & every day!!! Keep your faith & spirit & let them help you through these painful times!! We are praying for you!!
Melissa Schmitz <melissa@snfriends.com>
Houston, TX USA - Monday, September 20, 2004 4:09 PM CDT
All I have to say is, this too shall pass. I keep thinking of this verse from Zephenia 3:17..."The Lord your God is with you, he is mighty to save. He will take great delight in you, he will quiet you with his love, he will rejoyce over you with singing." I remember those achy, painful days. This scripture always seemed to warm my heart. I will pray that as you lie in your bed and shut your eyes that you will be hearing him whisper in your heart how much he loves you, that the love he has for you will quiet any fears or frustrations and will make you feel safe, and that you will hear him singing from heaven about how crazy he is about you. You are so strong and courageous. You are a true fighter and I love that about you. Read Psalm 31 and let that bring comfort as your "bones grow weak". I will check in with you soon.

Mel


Melanie Florsheim <scot.florsheim@comcast.net>
- Monday, September 20, 2004 3:45 PM CDT

Lynn,
Yeh! I'm in! It was so good to talk with you this weekend and today. Lynn you are so strong in many, many ways. Thanks for listening to me this weekend about all the craziness around here. Be looking for a package coming by Friday. Love Ya, Julie ( will call you tomarrow)

Julie Pettit <JAPETTIT@COMCAST.NET>
Lonetree, Co USA - Monday, September 20, 2004 1:15 PM CDT

Lynn,
Yeh! I'm in! It was so good to talk with you this weekend and today. Lynn you are so strong in many, many ways. Thanks for listening to me this weekend about all the craziness around here. Be looking for a package coming by Friday. Love Ya, Julie ( will call you tomarrow)

Julie Pettit <JAPETTIT@COMCAST.NET>
Lonetree, Co USA - Monday, September 20, 2004 1:15 PM CDT
Hey there! It was wonderful seeing you across the sanctuary at church! I'm sorry we didn't come over, but it was feeding time!!!!! We had to scoot out of there! You are such a blessing and a jewel. We love you!
Danyelle <danyelle.ford@sbcglobal.net>
Plano, TX USA - Monday, September 20, 2004 12:42 AM CDT
Lynn,
What a BEAUTIFUL picture of your family! You look awesome!!! I'll have to tell Julie P. to get on your web-site to admire your photos. I hope you are feeling okay after your last treatment. You are in my thoughts and prayers,
Christine

Christine LaPlante <christine7459@aol.com>
Lone Tree, CO - Monday, September 20, 2004 11:11 AM CDT
Hey girl,
Just wanted to let you know that I so enjoyed getting to see you at church yesterday! You looked absolutely "GOR-GIST" as my boys would say! I kept waiting for Ricky Ricardo to pop out from behind the curtain and serenade you singing "The Lady in Red!" That is a great color on you. Any color looks good on you...you are such a beautiful person inside and out! Have a great Monday!
Love-Anna

Anna Rainwater <chiefrainwater@ev1.net>
- Monday, September 20, 2004 10:28 AM CDT
Hey girl I have been trying to write in here since friday the last time Jack was destroying my office so I read your post and went to reply and he was tearing things from everywhere!!! CRAZY KIDS any way I am sorry I missed Friday I wish I could of been there !!! I just want to say how nice your pictures are. You all look so good . Taylor looks so grown up!!!
I love my bracelet and am going to wear it when ever possible and your card was so thoughtful!!HOW DO YOU DO IT? I know Gods grace!! Amen. He is good !!Love ya
Kathy

Kath <katshe@attbi.com>
- Sunday, September 19, 2004 10:26 PM CDT
I love the family pic. You guys are all beautiful. I love reading your entires Lynn. Corb and I are praying for you and continue to be inspired by your attitude and your sweet spirit. See you soon.
Romney <romneymcguire@comcast.net>
- Sunday, September 19, 2004 10:00 PM CDT
Lynn & Dave - the pixs are just beautiful!! Leon always does a great job. Thanks for sharing them!

We're missing Taylor already.......seeing the girls dressing up & acting so silly brings back such fun memories from when I was little. Although my mom NEVER put on a multi-colored neon afro wig and sang karokee w/ me & my friends - THANK GOODNESS!! hee hee Thanks to clever editing, there is no video proof of that!

When Taylor & Dave were leaving this morning, that was the same time my overly tired, quite jet-lagged hubby was arriving home from a 14 hour flight. He called to say not "hello" or "I'm coming down the street" but "What is going on at our house?! Who is that man?!" I couldn't resist taking this totally innocent situation & running w/ it.......I acted rather nervous telling him I could explain everything later. He didn't recognize Dave since he wasn't in the white Lexus......as you would not recognize Dan in his car as well. (Not many people know what the husband-mobiles look like.) Anyway, he walked in the back door & just stood there - "Well!?!" So I had to tell him........"that was my boyfriend, he & his daughter were just leaving - I didn't think you'd be home this soon!". ha ha However Sydney quickly busted on me & told him the truth. Good thing because I could hardly keep a straight face any longer. hee hee (Oh my!!) I hope to see y'all between services tomorrow - Dan is probably wanting to confirm w/ Dave that was REALLY him!!

Well girl, I hope you have a great nights rest. I do have one question for you.........if you were such the early-bird today, then HOW were you running late at 9AM?!? You make me laugh.........maybe that's your secret to ALWAYS looking so flawless - taking a lil extra time to primp. Prehaps that's what I need to start doing as well!

Sweet dreams to all at the Newman lodge! Love ya! JennyGwynn

Jenny Gwynn <jennygwynn@comcast.net>
Frisco, - Saturday, September 18, 2004 10:37 PM CDT
Hi Lynn & Dave! Danyelle and I are praying for you guys a lot!! We love you guys and we're here if you need anything!


Glenn <glenn-ford@sbcglobal.net>
Plano, TX 75025 - Saturday, September 18, 2004 8:14 PM CDT
Lynn,
What amazing photos!!!!! You're all beautiful people, inside and out! Especially you, my friend. You look so beautiful and your entries continue to touch and inspire me. Hoping you're feeling well today. Lots of love, hugs and PRAYERS coming from the Bonjean house. Love you!

Shelley, Brad, Logan, Griffin and Caleb <bonjeans@msn.com>
Highlands Ranch, CO USA - Saturday, September 18, 2004 5:25 PM CDT
Hey Lynn and Dave
Those photos are absolutely beautiful. I feel like I'm browsing a fashion magazine. ... Not that I read girlie fashion mags or anything. So while you all were out getting your amazing mugs photographed, I am learning how to screw plywood to my house. Actually I did take some of it down today, knowing it'll go back up, but the cave house was starting to get old.
Love you guys. You Frisco Friends are in our daily prayers.
Rick

Rick Lung <rclung37@yahoo.com>
Orlando, Fl - Saturday, September 18, 2004 5:03 PM CDT
Absolutely beautiful pictures. Thank you for sharing them with all of us. Bless you!
Jill Smail <jill.smail@pharma.novatis.com>
Centennial, CO - Friday, September 17, 2004 11:34 PM CDT
Love you, Lynn and David and sweet family. Had a ball with Jacob today and really enjoyed getting honest with Dave at soccer practice. Is your cup half empty or half full tonight? How I pray that it is more than half full!!! You are so strong and courageos!!! You are fighting that good fight, you faithful servant!!! Big hugs and kisses tonight. Oh I want nothng more than a peaceful, evergizing sleep for you. I will check in soon. Love ya, Mel and Scot
Melanie and Scot Florsheim <scot.florsheim@comcast.net>
- Friday, September 17, 2004 10:11 PM CDT
Sweet Lynn, the look in your eyes said SO much this morning............I hope the tranquilty angel is a constant reminder where to search for your peace.

Rest well tonight knowing sweet Taylor is already long asleep. We have had such a fun-filled time - and this time I have video to show you!! hee hee (It will be perfect for "Before They Were Famous" some day!!!) Sweet dreams my friend.........Love ya!!!! JennyGwynn






Jenny Gwynn <jennygwynn@comcast.net>
Frisco, - Friday, September 17, 2004 9:56 PM CDT
Thank you all for all your posts. They are so encouraging!

I want to send out an special thanks to my friend Corbin who is in my mini church and the only man from our Mini church to post (hint, hint). LOVE you Corbin!

By the way feel free to say what's on your mind. I was right there next to you being pissed off when I found out that my cancer was back. I love your honesty. Sometimes we try and sugar coat it too much. I love that you say what is on you mind. I would expect nothing less.

Hello to your sweet Romney. I am so grateful that the two of you have stepped into Dave and My life. We love your friendship so much.

Love to you both.
Lynn

Lynn Newman <dlnewman@comcast.net>
Frisco, TX usa - Friday, September 17, 2004 5:20 PM CDT
I AM LOVI'N THE STORY ABOUT TERI'S FIND AT NORDI'S!
I never write on this thing, but that was very funny! Reminds me of the episode of "I Love Lucy" where Ethel and Lucy thought that they scored some designer hats that actually were horse feeding bags. I don't know Teri, you may have something there. Our prayers are with your family this week. You still look MAAAVELOUS girlie. Will talk to you soon. Corbin, don't let all the estrogen on this site intimidate you. I am sure Lynn can set you up with a pseudonym if you are a little self-conscious...Bridgette is nice.

Lorie Murray
Plano, TX - Friday, September 17, 2004 3:00 PM CDT
Dear Lynn,
I'm so thankful to have you as a part of our Tapestry group this year. I know that you will add so much. I am praying for you that you will feel Christ's presence, that the chemo will work and decide to fight the cancer cells and not hair follicles. We'll look forward to you joining us again as soon as you're able!

Tammy Arbuckle <tarbuc4@hotmail.com>
Carrollton, TX USA - Friday, September 17, 2004 2:17 PM CDT
Lynn, one good thing about pregancy and running to the potty in the middle of the night is the Holy Spirit brings you to mind in those quiet moments b/4 I go back to sleep! Please know that I pray for you often as a result!! :)
Barbara Skalberg <barbaraskalberg@comcast.net>
Plano, TX - Friday, September 17, 2004 11:41 AM CDT
Thinking of you today Lynn. You are always in my prayers.
Heidi Isaak
New Hope, MN USA - Friday, September 17, 2004 11:06 AM CDT
I don't like that this is a public forum, I guess I can't cuss in my posting when discussing my feelings on you and cancer. You are a special person and I think you are an inspiration to many.
I would like to simply sign Love, Corbin
However I have noticed that this isn't a very masculine posting site. A lot of women posts, no men.

Oh, well, WHEN IN ROME. . .

Love ya lots,
Sorry so Short,
Write back soon,
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo,
LYLASBALM,

Corbin

Corbin McGuire <corbin.mcguire@banksource.biz>
Plano, TX United States of America - Friday, September 17, 2004 9:35 AM CDT
Lynn,
We will be thinking of you today. You are in our thoughts and prayers constantly and we wish you and your family nothing but the best.

David and Tiffany Marino <tiffmarino@comcast.net>
Frisco, TX 75035 - Friday, September 17, 2004 8:56 AM CDT
Lynn,
We will continue to pray for you...I'll be thinking of you tomorrow and hoping you get through with an ounce of the positive spirit that surrounded you last time! Take care girl!

Christen Chamberlain <scottandchristen@aol.com>
Rogers, AR USA - Thursday, September 16, 2004 10:04 PM CDT
Lynn, I know we aren't close friends but please know my heart is truly aching for you. I can only imagine the emotional rollercoaster you're on. After reading your post tonight I was looking through my Beth Moore book, "Praying God's Word." I found a prayer that I hope will help you. The prayer is based on Acts 3:16. "Father, by faith in the name of Jesus, make me strong. Help me to realize that it is Jesus' name and the faith that comes through Him that will heal me."

I will continue to keep you on my "priority" prayer list. I pray for your husband's strength and the strength of your most precious children.

With Love,

Missy

Missy Crump <missy_crump@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, September 16, 2004 9:50 PM CDT
Dearest Lynn,

Extra prayers for you tonight. Hoping that all goes well tomorrow and that the chemo does its job!! We are all here for you!
Thank you Holly for being such a wonderful friend to our dear Lynn. :)

Jill, Randy, Carson, Mason, And Owen Smail....and Jake the dog <jill.smail@pharma.novartis.com>
Centennial, CO - Thursday, September 16, 2004 9:48 PM CDT
L-
It's me. I miss you too...know you are still up as I saw a light as I said goodbye to my brother and cousins who had come for dinner. Sure wish I had had sushi but the company I had was excellent. I am praying hard for God's merciful blessings tomorrow. I lean on knowing His grace is sufficient. Sleep tight sweet girl, Hol

Holly Crandell <hmcrand@comcast.net>
- Thursday, September 16, 2004 9:28 PM CDT
Dear Lynn,
Just wanted you to know that throughout all of the hustle and bustle during the day, I often stop and think of you and pray for you. Tonight when we were putting kids to bed and saying prayers,Grant said, "Mommy can we pray for Miss Lynn again?" I responded,"You bet!" His sweet prayer tonight was..."Thank you God that Miss Lynn's cancer is going away." Amen. I will be thinking of you tomorrow girlfriend. I am glad you had your sister here this week to shop with you!!!! Sleep well friend!! God can do great things!

Anna Rainwater <chiefrainwater@ev1.net>
Lewisville, Tx U.S.A. - Thursday, September 16, 2004 8:52 PM CDT
Lynn,
I have loved reading each day of your journal. God's is showing His mighty strenght through you. I am so glad that you are having a wonderful time with your mom and sister being here. I'm sure Frisco's economy is glad too. Shopping is such good therapy. I sure have missed seeing you at gymnastics. You are always in our thoughts and prayers. I will be praying especially hard in the morning for your chemo round to go well-good nurse,good vein, and no side effects. Love Ya!

Susan Carter <knscarter@advantexmail.net>
Frisco, TX USA - Thursday, September 16, 2004 6:27 PM CDT
Lynn-

Your spirit is so inspiring to all. I look forward to reading your journal everyday! One cute story for ya...Lindsey (age 10 1/2) wanted me to take her "sport bra" shopping, incase her shirt flew-up while tumbling at school (not that there is anything to see!). While we were shopping she said, "Mom, just think, not long ago you were buying diapers for me, and now we're in the bra section of the store!" It really took me off-guard when she said that! How quickly our kids grow-up...

I will pray that your chemo goes smoothly tommorrow and that your side effects will be minimal.

Warmest regards,

Christine La Plante

Christine LaPlante <christine7459@aol.com>
Lone Tree, CO USA - Thursday, September 16, 2004 1:44 PM CDT
Dear Lynn - We are praying for you and your family every day!

Tell us, what is your mini-church? (Is it a small group?)

Love - Lisa

Lisa, Bruce, Megan and Cody <Lisagifford@cox.net>
Phoenix, AZ - Thursday, September 16, 2004 11:41 AM CDT
Lynn-
Just a quick note after I read your journal entry from last night. What wonderful insight you have and are able to so thoughtfully share with us about your life. It makes me take a step back and consider how I prioritize things and people in my life - I don't think I always have things in the right order, but am working on it. Continually praying for your fast and complete recovery and strength for you and your family.
Well, I am Anna's soccer coach along another crazy mom - we have a team of 12 4,5 and 6 year olds -- it truly looked like a swarm of bees on the field -- following the ball. We had a riot - the kids enjoyed it and I got exercise - what could be better. I think I am truly going to enjoy one little boy named Joshua -- he was deeply concerned that the orange team didn't understand they were supposed to "share" the ball with the blue team (our team)and they were a little too excited running down the field and just needed to "settle down" - what a hoot!
Take care and "hi" to your family.
Love, Deb

Deb Klein <deborah.klein@allina.com>
Saint Paul, MN - Thursday, September 16, 2004 9:08 AM CDT
Hey girl.
Thanks for the great post last night. You have so many wonderful followers and do an awesome job of keeping upbeat and "real" on your posts. I know the days are tiresome but love that you are living them to the fullest....you'll never regret it! Too, I am glad you'll be giving the "well balanced YOU" (i.e. the YOU that has her shopping bags to balance her - hee)a rest today. The economy has been taken care of for at least the next week (you to Terri!). Relax and enjoy today.
I too, loved praying over you last night. For those who are reading, at the end of mini church last night the ladies "laid hands" on Lynn and prayed for her healing. I opened my eyes one time and saw the sweetest sight....Romney holding firmly your hand inside her two hands like an envelope! wow It was a precious sight (glad I peeked!) and how wonderful to know God holds each of us so preciously every minute of each day. You are God's child my friend.....and I love you dearly! Holly

Holly Crandell <hmcrand@comcast.net>
- Thursday, September 16, 2004 8:52 AM CDT
Just checking in. Can't wait to read today's entry. Loved praying over you lastnight!!! Enjoy those flowers. Let them remind you of how special your friendship is to all of us. Lots of love today.
Mel

Melanie Florsheim <scot.florsheim@comcast.net>
- Thursday, September 16, 2004 7:04 AM CDT
Okay, my almost 4 year-old son made me laugh today so I thought I would share it with you and hopefully give you a giggle. He has recently figured out how to work the TV remote control ("the controller"). So I came into the room as he was watching Sesame Street this morning and he says to me very matter-of-factly, "Mommy, is there a controller to make my penis go down?"

Thank God for our kids and their innoncence!

Signed up for Race for the Cure today (Denver - 10/3). So far, Frosty and Shelley B. are with me. Your name will be on my back!!

xoxo

Kathy Mecom <kcmecom@aol.com>
Centennial, CO USA - Wednesday, September 15, 2004 10:05 PM CDT
Time for a new post girlfriend...your sister's was great...ready for a followup from you!
Love ya cutie,
Holly

Holly Crandell <hmcrand@comcast.net>
- Wednesday, September 15, 2004 10:00 PM CDT
Dear Butt - Just a quick note.... I thought I truly arrived when we visited Nordy's, however, I now know that I am back on the mainland in in Mom's presence. There are Special K bars on the kitchen counter. YUMMY! We are so spoiled.

By the way, I did get fresh goulash last Friday. Mom had it ready for us when we got home from the airport. Thanks Mom!

Dad's been busy cleaning the house windows for Lynn and Dave. Yesterday he did most of the outside. Then, wouldn't you know it.... a mini huricane hit the neighborhood last night. The window's still look great dad :)

The storm that blew through last night brought with it lightning and thunder. A friends house that is close by was hit by the lightning last night and their house burned down. The family is fine, but they lost everything. Lynn is gathering items to take to them. Let us know if you have anything you'd like to contribute. Say a prayer for that family.

Our cousin Jeremy is getting married on Saturday. Good luck Jeremy and Kim. We'll be thinking of you.

Well, the shopping has continued..... Today as we drove through town from shop to shop, we decided to keep our clothing on... (Lynn will have to fill you in). Lynn is doing great. I am sure Lynn will be enjoying tomorrow as much as possible, because we have to go get chemo on Friday.

Say a prayer that Lynn feels good afterward! We have a lot of Special K bars to polish off and I need help!!!

Love to all!

Terri Berg-Greene <teresacgreene@hotmail.com>
Kailua-Kona, HI USA - Wednesday, September 15, 2004 3:36 PM CDT
Lynn, My heart, soul and prayers are with you every minute of every day as they were with your mom so many years ago. You have her faith and strength and I am confident that God will watch over you as he did her. If she hasn't told you about her leopard coat and our first meeting, ask her. Love you!
Mari Murdock <mari@color-country.net>
Panguitch Lake, Utah USA - Wednesday, September 15, 2004 12:01 AM CDT
Hello all!
I know as we read Lynn's wonderful entries and witness her amazing spirit we are all touched. She makes us smile daily. Thank you Lynn.
So often I think there must be something I can do...something else, something bigger. Well listed below are a few things that we can all do to hopefully make a difference in the big picture.

**Save lids to save lives** Eat Yoplait Yogurt. Send in the lid. GMI will donate $0.10 for every lid up to $1.2 million!
**Race For the Cure** In a City near you. 10/3 in Denver.
**target.com/breastcancer** Line of pink products. 100% of profits go to breast cancer research.
**Breast Cancer postage stamps**
**LIVESTRONG** laf.org, Lance Armstrong Foundation
**Breast Cancer 3 Day** The3day.org
SHOPPERS: **Avon Breast Cancer Crusade Pink Ribbon Necklace, Eastee Lauder Pure Color Lipstick in Elizabeth Pink, L'Occitane Shea Butter, ...
**Tied to the Cause** Ford Breast Cancer Awareness Scarf. 85% goes to Komen Breast Cancer Foundation, Bloomingdales.com
**AVONWALK.org**

The list goes on and on! Let us all know if you have a favorite!
We never know when a little thing might make a big difference!!

Fight sister! Fight!

Jill Smail <jill.smail@pharma.novartis.com>
Centennial, CO - Wednesday, September 15, 2004 5:25 AM CDT
Mike and Rochelle...you WIN!! Your burp story about Teddy has had me laughing for two days! Thanks for sharing that with all of us!
Jill Smail <jill.smail@pharma.novartis.com>
Centennial, CO - Tuesday, September 14, 2004 11:10 PM CDT
Awesome post Terri!

HOWEVER, I have a few corrections: First, even w/ a little black smuge on my toes they still look cute, & I would argue cutier than your red! HA!!

Second, the Nordy's rain bags. What Terri neglected to tell you is that she thought these bags were to be used to cover her platium locks so that they wouldn't get wet (it drizzles a lot in Hawaii I guess). Furthemore she didn't grab a couple she wanted to grab the ENTIRE stack!!! I convinced her that taking only half the stack would just have to do. She said, "With all the $$ I just spent her they should just give them all to me!!" That's probably true. The best part of the story she left out, and that is to say that when we walked out I asked her why she wanted so many umbrella rain bags anyway you just stick your wet umbrella in them so that you're not carring around a wet umbrella, or God Forbid get your Nordy's purchases wet?" To which she replied, "Oh, I thought you were suppose to but them over your head so that your hair didn't get wet! Now I don't even want them." Do you think she turn around and put them back on the rack? NO!! Gotta love that girl (I warned you she was trouble!)

Ya'll need to keep posting your "smile" stories. Mike McNaughton I shared your Teddy story w/ Dave and the family over dinner last night and we all laughed hysterically! Gotta love that Teddy!

Lynn Newman <dlnewman@comcast.net>
Frisco, TX usa - Tuesday, September 14, 2004 8:47 AM CDT
Hey Miss Lynn! I know you ALWAYS look sooo pretty in pink, but I have a lil something for you, friends & family that's yellow - the Lance Armstrong arm bands are all finally in. I've been wearing mine in support of YOU my dear friend!! I'll drop them by tomorrow & you can pass them out as you wish.

It so warms my heart to know you've been having some great days. My thoughts & prayers continue for you.

Love ya! JennyGwynn

Jenny Gwynn <jennygwynn@comcast.net>
Frisco, - Monday, September 13, 2004 9:19 PM CDT
Lynn,

I saw you were asking for funny stories and so I thought I would share this little gem from my very precocious 5yr old daughter, Teddy. I think it was Tuesday night and Rochelle had made chicken enchiladas for dinner. Jack and his sister Teddy were not thrilled (mac & cheese would have been thier call)but after a couple of bites they cleaned thier plates. About an hour later, we were in the car going to DQ for some desert and Teddy said, "Mom, those chicken things were great, I just burped up another bite and it tasted really good." Rochelle and I could not hold it in and laughed out loud! - I know it's a little gross but I hope that story brought a smile to your face. Take care - You are in our thoughts

Michael & Rochelle McNaughton (Jack and the Burper too :))

Michael McNaughton <mike@airtest.net>
Englewood, CO USA - Monday, September 13, 2004 0:11 AM CDT
Your mom told me about your website. How great. I will be thinking of you and praying for your recovery. It was fun reading your message for the day. I learned a lot about you. Say "Hi" to everyone.
Sharon Malueg <lvsnickers@cox.net>
Las Vegas, NV - Sunday, September 12, 2004 11:02 PM CDT
Hey Lynn!
I am finally making myself sit down to read these journal entries ... I have not read since the first day it got started .... I have really been missing out!! I just wanted to send a quick note to let you know that you are always in my thoughts and prayers, and I love you very much!! Your journal entries are an inspiration to the rest of us to slow down and enjoy the "small" things in life, like watching your kids play and yummy shakes!! Keep on smiling, girl!! I love you!
Betsy

Betsy Lucido <pblucido@hotmail.com>
McKinney, TX USA - Sunday, September 12, 2004 3:49 PM CDT
Hey Lynn
I really do enjoy reading your journal and everyone's postings---Holly, I have to laugh that Lili is going to marry Tanner--- Just this weekend he said Lili is his girlfriend- even when she moves back to MN--- (we were wondering who the cute girl was he waved by to at school- and that was his response!! )
I really enjoyed your friends story about her kids in the ultra sound room with her--- that was very funny-

Well Lynn- I am glad you are feeling well- enjoy your days without chemo- hope you are having beautiful weather there-we certainly are here-

as always "Dear God, Please make Lynn healthy from the top of her head to the soles of her feet" --- (we want to make sure that cancer banishes from everywhere- forever)

Nancy

Nancy <nancy.l.jacobson@wellsfargo.com>
Houston, tx - Sunday, September 12, 2004 2:46 PM CDT
Hey girl. I have many thoughts to share and little time so here goes:
**Jill Smail** Where are you? Come to Texas girl...it will be FUN! Our Nordstrom's here is awesome too!
**Terri - loved the red toes girl...you look awesome.
**I wrote a post which was totally hilarious (I must admit) only to lose it into space as it was sent. Here is the skinny...Jacob, Jack and Jay on the way to preschool last week had a long discussion about girls and marriage. As it unfolded we quickly learned JACOB was the expert! He told Jack that Jack couldn't marry Lili because Lili was older...and the he (Jacob) COULD marry Lili because HE was older. Jacob then told Jack that he couldn't marry Taylor because Taylor was his sister. Then..you can't marry Catherine because she is YOUR sister...on and on it went...seems my poor little Jack couldn't quite find someone he would want to marry on the way to preschool. He finally ended with a HUMPF...."well even if I could marry Lili (i.e. if she was a younger chic by Jacob's standards) I can't because Lili said she was going to marry TANNER!!! HA HA HA Jacob informed us that there were some rules to getting married...the boy can't be younger...you can't live together first (good plan), and you can't have babies until you are married. You are teaching this boy well my friend Lynn!! All the boys concluded that Ryann Cobb would be a great choice as she is REALLY CUTE!! HEE HEE I was having to hold in all outward busts of laughter!!
**Sure enjoyed singing with you at church today.
**Praying for a joyous week of family and that the yucky chemo is killing off every cancer cell in your sweet body.

Love ya girlfriend,
Hol

Holly Crandell <hmcrand@comcast.net>
- Sunday, September 12, 2004 1:00 PM CDT
Hi Lynn,

It was a real treat to see the "Butt sisters" at church this morning!!!!HA!HA! Your sister is so beautiful...just like you! I am so glad she is here to spend time with you and your family. Isn't it great to have family around to love you and support you? Praise God! Have a wonderful Sunday! GO COWBOYS!!!!
Anna

Anna Rainwater <chiefrainwater@ev1.net>
Lewisville, Tx U.S.A. - Sunday, September 12, 2004 1:00 PM CDT
Lynn, Just wanted you to know that you are still in my daily thoughts and prayers. I've enjoyed reading your journal and guestbook. Sounds like you have a wonderful group of friends and family.

Michael said a sweet prayer for you last night. Many of my friends and church and bible study are praying for you too.


Missy Crump
- Sunday, September 12, 2004 11:27 AM CDT
Hello Lynn! Hope that you are having a good day and having fun with your sister. My Mom and I have been laughing because we have made two trips to Nordstrom in the past week with our little precious babies. They seem to do very well shopping with mommy and gramma...only one problem! Owen starts crying everytime we enter the womens shoe dept! This is an issue. Especially since shoes can't make you feel the excess twin skin and are therefore fun to shop for! Have to do better shopping training with Owen. Wish you were here to meet for lunch at California Cafe!
Love ya. Fight sister! Fight!

Jill Smail <jill.smail@pharma.novartis. com>
Centennial, CO - Friday, September 10, 2004 6:00 PM CDT
Lynn-
Missy (I can call her that rather than Melissa around you - especially if Terri can still call you Butt!!) and I have little chats on the phone about the wonderful postings we read on your website. Hmmm...things that made me smile the yesterday - pulling in the driveway after work and having all 3 kids run out (Ella in only a diaper - Daddy so doesn't care about the image thing) yelling "Mommy" and giving hugs and kisses -- what a wonderful welcoming committee - makes me want to come home sooner every day to my beautiful family. But I am so lucky to have Paul home with the kids loving them up and playing like only Daddys can - he reminds me to focus on the children rather than cleaning up - so yes, we have a messy house on occasion. Then we proceeded to play hide-and-seek around the truck - screams and giggles from Ella and Anna - makes me smile and laugh so much my cheeks hurt!!
Our Breast Cancer 3-Day Walk is starting today in the Twin Cities. We have 2 wonderful friends walking so we were able to sponsor both. All the money to the Susan G Kommen Breast Cancer Foundation -- finding better treatments for those we love.
Thinking of you and your family. Have a wonderful time with Terri - we know you'll get into a little trouble, but all to lift your spirit and strengthen you with her love and support.
Love, Deb

Deb Klein <deborah.klein@allina.com>
Saint Paul, MN - Friday, September 10, 2004 9:08 AM CDT
Hi Lynn,
What a great group of people you have to support you. We pray for you every day. Stay strong and trust that God will take care of you!!!!! We love you :o]] Alsaffar Family

Tami Alsaffar <alsaffar32@yahoo.com>
Denver, Co USA - Thursday, September 9, 2004 11:48 PM CDT
Hello friend! I just looked at the attached pictures and they are wonderful. I keep up with your entries daily but had not clicked on the 'photo' icon! They are just wonderful and made me smile! Seeing the pictures of Gail reminded me of my fav story about her!

My fav story/memory about Gail comes from a party at her house. Her dining room table and all of her kitchen were filled with the most wonderful foods and everything looked just amazing. One of the guest said rather snidely to Gail, "Oh Gail, there is really just too much food..." Gail warmly smiled and said, "Honey, I starved in another life and I want to make sure it NEVER happens again!!" It was the PERFECT response. I loved it!! And I have to say I have used it mayself a number of times in the years since. THANKS GAIL for making me smile!

Jill Smail <jill.smail@pharma.novartis.com>
Centennial, CO - Thursday, September 9, 2004 10:53 PM CDT
Lynn I have never laughed so hard as I did tonight at all the great stories that everyone has written the one that made me laugh the hardest is yours with Anessa's testies! girl you are FUNNY!! I love you and am praying Nan's prayer !!!!
Love ya Kathy

Kathy Shearer <Katshe@comcast.net>
Frisco, T - Thursday, September 9, 2004 10:49 PM CDT
Hi Lynn,

As requested, here's my funny story: Our front sidewalk was buckled and needed to be replaced. We hired a concrete contractor named Sammy. Sammy is about 40 years old, street-smart, very muscular, a recovering alcoholic/drug addict, and very chatty. When Sammy and his crew began work, Grey (my 1 1/2 year old son for those who don't know) was absolutely fascinated by the noise and large tools. He stood for hours with his face pressed against our front window watching the guys work very hard pulling out the old concrete with big sledgehammers, digging to level out the surface and, finally, pouring the concrete. One day I mentioned to Sammy that Grey loved watching the crew work. Sammy replied, "He's learnin' to go to college is what he's doin'!".

The lesson here is how wonderful it is to be able to laugh at yourself. And I learned it, surprisingly, from a concrete worker with a great self-deprecating sense of humor.

Lynn, you also have always had the ability to tell a good story on yourself. It's one of your many charms!

Have a nice day, girl. Love, Jami

Jami Jensen <jamipaul@msn.com>
Littleton, CO - Thursday, September 9, 2004 10:37 PM CDT
Lynn, This is a story that made me smile a couple of days ago. Ron and I had a bit of a "tuss" as I was walking out the door to go to Tapestry. Me, being the very SPIRTITUAL one responded to his male jerkiness by throwing my breakfast plate in the sink, grabbing Noah and literally dragging him out to the car without so much as a backwards glance. Remember, I'm on my way to facilitate a bible study! Anyway, my wonderful husband called and left me a message on my cell phone that I retrieved after Tapestry with the sweetest apology and when I got home from lunch he had washed/dried/folded and put away two loads of laundry, cleaned our bathroom and the kitchen! That made me smile and it also reminded me that when I get angry I can often give satan a foothold. Fortunately, my wonderful Ronnie humbled himself and reminded me exactly why I fell in love with him. He makes me smile every day!

I'm so excited to have you and your crew in our Tapestry group this year. It will be awesome watching God work together.

Barbara Skalberg <barbaraskalberg@comcast.net>
Plano, TX USA - Thursday, September 9, 2004 7:23 PM CDT
Hi Lynn,

Mike and I are so glad to hear that you are feeling better. You have been in our prayers often. I am amazed everyday when I read your journal and see how strong and positive you have been the last month. What made me smile today was a call from our Embryologist saying that we had four healthy embryos. I'm telling you this because reading your journal each day has helped me get through the tough times. We think of you often...take care of yourself.

LA & Mike <la.fichera@fritolay.com>
- Thursday, September 9, 2004 6:51 PM CDT
Here's a CODY funny story! Whenever I think of it - I not only smile - I laugh aloud.

Setting: Desert Samaritan Hospital - Ultrasound Room
Present: Bruce, Lisa, Megan, Cody and the Ultrasound Tech and Dr.

Story: We are all sitting there (actually I'm laying on the ultrasound table)anxiously awaiting for the ultrasound tech to tell us: BOY or GIRL!

We take our bets: Bruce says girl, Megan and Cody say boy, I have not idea!

The results are in: IT's a GIRL!

We are all excited, except for ... Cody. He's a 7 year old boy with an older sister already remember - he kicks the chair and says "I don't like girls! We all laugh and continue on through the ultrasound.

As we are watching the screen with the baby, Cody says in a very serious, curious tone "Dad, what if it's a black baby?"

Hmm, silence. Bruce says, "Well son, then I'd be a little worried". We can't hold in our laughter (although Cody wasn't trying to be funny).

A few minutes later in that same serious, curious tone Cody says, "Well, how'd she get in there?"

Hmm, longer stretch of silence............

Bruce then gives him some small talk - Cody doesn't go for it. "No Dad, HOW DID SHE GET IN THERE?"

Bruce breaks down and says "I'll tell you in a couple years".

Megan says "Well, I'm a couple years older so ????" Do you love it or what!

We move on for the remainder of the ultrasound.

The doctor is reviewing the results very carefully. It's kinda quiet in the room - we are waiting for the final - it all looks good.

Cody breaks the silence and says in a concerned manner "Well doctor, is everything ok cause my Mom's been
drinking A LOT of coke!"

He busted me out right in front of the doctor!

He he classic or what.... Gotta love em!






Lisa Gifford <lisagifford@cox.net>
Phoenix, AZ - Thursday, September 9, 2004 4:38 PM CDT
Hi Lynn! Today my sweet boys made me smile. No special stories, just praising God for their health. My dear friend is struggling in her pregnancy and the baby may have Downs. Tough times happen to all of us at some point. It's the support of friends and family that get us through. I just thank God for all the special relationships that we all have in our lives to help us through these difficult times. You, especially, are so blessed to have such a network of love and strength around you! Hope you continue to feel good. We'll be pulling for you in Arkansas!!
Christen Chamberlain <scottandchristen@aol.com>
Rogers, AR USA - Thursday, September 9, 2004 1:46 PM CDT
Hey Butt! I am so glad that you are feeling great. You sound wonderful.

So for a funny story that made me smile (had to smile so I didn't cry!!) Last night Bo and I were leaving to go to a birthday party for a girl I work with. We were leaving the house in my car. Bo was driving. We were backing up and went a little too far, the back tire went off the driveway and into the rock. The rock/dirt is pretty soft - and to top it off, it was raining very hard. Bo tried to get the car out, but the more he tried, the deeper the tire went into the dirt. (Keep in mind the driveway is very steep). And the more he tried, the harder the rain came down. There was no way to get the car out last night, so we decided to go in Bo's truck. Luckily, there was just enough room to squeeze his truck by my car so that we could make it up the driveway. I told Bo, get an umbrella so that I didn't get all wet as I was going to the truck. So he got the umbrella and I made it to his truck without getting too wet. We left my car sitting there - stuck.... But made it to the birthday party!! This morning, Bo was trying to figure out how to get my car out. I was thinking, just get a few guys to push the back end. He said - no way, the hole is too deep and the car needs to be pushed up hill. Anyway, he just called and told me the car is now unstuck! He and a friend had to tow it out!!! Anyway, all is good.

Today, I have a huge smile on my face. Why? Because I am getting on a plane tonight to come and see you!

I love you bunches.

Terri Berg-Greene <teresacgreene@hotmail.com>
Kailua-Kona, HI USA - Thursday, September 9, 2004 1:31 PM CDT
Per your request Lynn I am emailing you with a story that made me smile yesterday. Since our kids are roughly the same age I am hoping it will make you smile as well. So, yesterday Mary (3 year old who just started pre-school) greeted a government construction worker with the following, "Hi. My name is Mary. What's your name?" Immediately a HUGE smile was on his face I might add. The construction worker responded, "Hi Mary. My name is Spike. It's a pleasure to meet you (and he put his hand out to skake Mary's hand)." Mary's response, "It is nice meeting you too Spike." Over Labor Day weekend Randy taught Mary this greeting since she was going to start pre-school very soon. She was so excited to use her new greeting and her voice was just adorable. I haven't stopped smiling since. Early last evening we were all walking to the park and guess who drives by in his truck? So, in front of a lot of neighborhood kids and Mary's siblings, Spike opens his window and says, "Hi Mary." Mary was just gleaming! I hope this story made you smile Lynn. We are always thinking of you and praying for you nightly. Since we started praying for you the first time around you now feel like a member of our family since we talk about you every night (along with the other friends we have that are battling cancer).
Heidi Isaak <heidi.isaak@genmills.com>
New Hope, MN USA - Thursday, September 9, 2004 11:41 AM CDT
Ok - her goes my silly (& long) story from Houston! 3 days ago I was just think ing how wonderful life is! I have 2 great little girls 3-1/2 & 1-1/2 & they both are sleeping throught the night! Oops - God must have heard that & decided I was getting a little smug (& too much sleep of course), so...2 nights ago Sidney (3-1/2) came in at midnight & wanted to sleep with us & I told her no, so she went back to her bed, then at 4 am she came back crying & said she went potty in her bed, so after cleaning it all up, she climbed in our bed. Here's the kicker... she told me she did that so she could sleep with us!! Then, yesterday Macey (1-1/2) learned to climb out of her crib! She didn't even hurt herself! She just climbed out & started playing with her toys on the floor & even got her blanket with her!!! So, those are the stories that have put a smile on my face the last few days!!
I'm so happy that you are feeling good Lynn & I hope you have a fabulous time while Terri is with you!!! Take Care of yourself & keep the faith & keep on fighting! We're thinking of you & praying for you everyday!!
P.S. Lynn, if you or any of those other wonderful Moms (or Dads) have any words of advice on this subject I would love to hear it!!!

Missy Halverson (Melissa Schmitz) <melissa@snfriends.com>
Houston, TX USA - Thursday, September 9, 2004 8:45 AM CDT
Hey Lynn! I loved seeing you and the girls at Tapestry on Tuesday! I agree, today was a beautiful day in Texas. It made me smile when the weather made me think of my honeymoon! We are coming upon our three year anniversary. Fun stuff!
We took Katie today to have the tests done for her UTI. Everything went well. She does have refulx, but it is pretty minor. Her kidneys are ok, thank you Lord, and we are waiting to hear back from the dr. about treatment for the reflux.
Take care!

Danyelle <danyelle.ford@sbcglobal.net>
Plano, TX USA - Wednesday, September 8, 2004 11:32 PM CDT
Hey Lynn! OK, per your request, here's what's been going on the last couple of days.

It's that time of year.....the beginning of fall - great weather, beautiful & all BUT it's also my worst enemy! I've been fighting with my allergies for the past week; I gave up yesterday and went for a steriod shot (my hip is STILL throbbing) plus an additional 2 prescriptions. By the end of yesterday I was REALLY miserable. It took everything in me to take the girls to school this morning. To which they exclaimed "your not taking us to school looking like THAT?!" I replied "don't worry, were not walking today - I'll drive you so nobody will see me". So I jumped in the car - no make-up, no shoes, no bra, pj bottoms & a mis-matched sweatshirt from '87. (Yeah baby, I was looking "model pretty"! Pretty scarry that is! ) Anyway, I decided to return some movies to Blockbuster, afterall it's 8am nobody is there, right?! As I was dropping the movies thru the slot 4 different people pulled in, blocking quick access back into my car. BUSTED!! You should have seen the look on their faces!! I can't even imaging what they were thinking of me. And I'm quite certain they were thinking something because they would not quit gawking!! ha ha

But even though my day started off so yucky, I found my silver lining (I look for it in every day). My sweet friend & neighbor, Kelley Craddock, dropped off some Puffs w/lotion for my raw nose. And what a comfort it has been to blow my nose ever since!! It's the little things in life that I so delight in!!!

And our friendship is something that brings me great delight as well!! I'm thrilled to know your having great days. Sleep well my friend.......the prayers are still coming! Love ya! JennyGwynn

Jenny Gwynn <jennygwynn@comcast.net>
Frisco, - Wednesday, September 8, 2004 11:15 PM CDT
Lynn, I accept the challenge! : ) First, I have to say that is such a beautiful picture of your family!!!!! What an amazing crew. You all look fabulous, and Taylor and Jacob are getting so grown up! So happy to hear you're feeling well right now -- that's the best entry you can write! God made me smile today when he reminded me to enjoy the little, simple things through our youngest, Caleb (18 months). He learned today to put "bus" and "home" together in a 2-word sentence when we talked about meeting Logan off the school bus by our house. I think he said "bus home" 100 times (not kidding!) with the biggest smile on his face : ) What a joy to watch his little mind learn and grow, and it reminded me to slow down and celebrate with him. May you find many ways to celebrate the moments in the coming days. I continue to pray for your health and happiness. Love you!
Shelley Bonjean <bonjeans@msn.com>
Highlands Ranch, CO USA - Wednesday, September 8, 2004 10:28 PM CDT
Here I am dear friend...isn't this odd...as if we don't see and talk enough...even living across the street we are on the phone a lot and now...a website...I truly hope there is an asylum for our hubbies to check us into one day...(it would have to have a "toe painting place" and a Nordstroms!)
YOU my friend, make me smile ALL the time. I loved your post tonight and am going to LOVE seeing all the trouble you and Terri get into! I have a few notes for other "fellow guestbookers"
Nancy girl, I LOVED your prayer! Jill Smail...where are you? Come see us please!!! I KNOW you have twins and KNOW it is hectic but you can make it...we have tons of folks to help and our culdesac needs more kids!! HA I'll help house you - but need to meet you soon. Flights leave frequently so book now!! Okay...I am envious of the shopping you did today and am definitely needing a spree..see if that rested Dave will splurge for a fun spree for ALL the girls on Shadow Ridge while Terri is in town. HA...better yet...wait til he has missed a few more zzzzs...maybe he won't remember! Tee hee Better run love up on my hubbie....the evenings seem so short! Love ya girl, Hol


Holly Crandell <hmcrand@comcast.net>
- Wednesday, September 8, 2004 9:13 PM CDT
Hi Lynn,

Here is my funny story, per your request. As part of Dustin's bithday celebration at school, they did a birthday interview. He answered many important questions like what is your favorite color, and what is your favorite animal. When asked if he had any brothers or sisters, Dustin informed the class he had 1 brother.

When I saw the write up of the birthday interview, I mentioned to the teacher that Dustin is an only child. She did, of course, remember that, but claimed that Dustin was rather insistent on this point.

When we got in the car after school, I asked Dustin who the brother is that he mentioned in his birthday interview. He responded, "Matt!" (in a tone that made it clear that the answer should have been obvious to me or anyone with a brain.)

Oh silly me. I forgot that he and Matt (also an only child) decided to be brothers. I related the story to Matt's mom. Apparently, she then told Matt that Dustin had informed his class he had 1 brother. Matt without hesitation said, "Well that would be me!"

So with the brother mystery solved, we are all sleeping much better here. Pleasent dreams to you and yours.

xxoo m.j.

Mary Jo Wilen <mjwilen@aol.com>
Frisco, TX USA - Wednesday, September 8, 2004 9:13 PM CDT
Hi Lynn - I cracked up when I saw your sisters request from your mom-- goulash--- ha! my mom is coming in from AZ the end of this month and I can't wait for her to make goulash and hamburger gravy--- it must be something about being raised in Mn- no one else seems to understand--- ha! ha!
Nancy <Nancy.l.Jacobson@wellsfargo.com>
- Wednesday, September 8, 2004 6:06 PM CDT
Hi Butt! Hope your toes look cute. Remember, I need my toes done when I get there. Maybe a little outing to Nordstrom, the salon, and lunch! I'm starting to pack my bags.... I am so excited to see all of you. Remind Mom not to forget the goulash! I love you.

Terri Berg-Greene <teresacgreene@hotmail.com>
Kailua-Kona, HI USA - Wednesday, September 8, 2004 5:56 PM CDT
Hi Lynn-

Kathy told me about the wonderful group of girls with you on Friday for your chemo- I am so happy you have such a great local support group-

We had a fun weekend- My brother and his family were in from MN for a visit- and Jake's best friend and his girlfriend surprised Jake and came down from MN as well- the weather held out well- we all got some sun- and relaxed-

The kids are great- Logan turned 2 on Aug 29- can you believe it- he was really sick with the flu for 10 days-- a long 10 days- poor little guy--- I had told one of my customers how sick he had been and he said a prayer right then and there (on the phone) for Logan (only in TX)- and a part of his prayer was "please make Logan healthy from the top of his head to the soles of his feet" - I started to cry- isn't that sweet??? I am using that same line for you in my prayers "Dear God, Please make Lynn healthy from the top of her head to the soles of her feet- Amen"

Love Nancy

Nancy Jacobson <nancy.l.jacobson@wellsfargo.com>
Katy, TX - Wednesday, September 8, 2004 4:50 PM CDT
Hello dear friend!
Thank you so much for your wonderful journal! It means the world to us to be able to hear how you are doing. You will have to post the picture of Jake on his first day of school. Can't wait to see the outfit!!
My clan of children and I would like to pull up a folding chair and a drink..not water...with you all today! You would laugh because whenever both 7 wk old babies begin to scream Carson -3 1/2- decides that is the perfect time to start yelling "PLAY WITH ME, PLAY WITH ME, or I NEED HELP..." We just laugh and multitask!

Love you my friend. Stay strong and fight hard!

Jill Smail <jill.smail@pharma.novartis.com>
Centennial, CO - Tuesday, September 7, 2004 8:41 PM CDT
How is it that I can write these entries proof them, and still have so many type O's????? I tell ya I think I should send them to Holly to proof before I send them out to the world. Oh, well forgive all my type O's & poor work choices and try to get the gest of what I was trying to say. (stupid WORD Spell Checker...clearly it doesn't work for those w/ Chemo Brain :) Love you guys, Lynn
Lynn Newman <dlnewman@comcast.net>
Frisco, TX - Tuesday, September 7, 2004 8:00 PM CDT
Hey Newmans....I all of a sudden need to have a serious conversation with Dave..."Dave, I am feeling overwhelmed, tired, I can't change another diaper, get someone's juice or pack one more backpack. To top all that, my house is so disorganized...I don't know why I am complaining...I guess it is something I can do that WON'T offend anyone else!" Did it work...are Sue and Wayne on their way over to my house??? My doorbell isn't ringing yet...Hee
How WONDERFUL...your families are such awesome blessings. I am thrilled for you and so enjoyed being able to chat today. Have a wonderful evening. Love ya girl, Holly

Holly Crandell <hmcrand@comcast.net>
Frisco, TX - Tuesday, September 7, 2004 4:55 PM CDT
LYNNER BYNNER,

My mother e-mailed me your web page and had to check it out. I was reading past entries and read Terri's with the reference to butt face and laughed so hard it brought tears to my eyes. It sure brings back memories.

When Lisa and I found out that you had to go through chemo again, our hearts just sank. You are in our thoughts and prayers. It sure sounds like you have a great support system with everyone you talk about in your journal.

Just had to drop you a note, I have to feed the kids and get Jesse off to his first day of football. Speaking of football, tell me you are not a Cowboy's fan, please say you are not. It would be ok to like the Texan's, just not the Cowboy's.

Love,

Dave


David Thurston <codin@charter.net>
Red Wing, MN - Tuesday, September 7, 2004 4:43 PM CDT
Hi Lynn,
Hope you had a nice weekend. We're all still rootin' for ya up here. Glad to hear you had a good day on Friday and the fun with Mom!
Sonny had his first football game of the season - and they won 39-6. Good game. Sonny got a touch down and a couple of sacks.

Love ya all

Bruce and Patty
Sonny, Nakia
Misty, Mike and Blake

Bruce A. Berg <bberg@corchran.com>
New Richland, Mn USA - Tuesday, September 7, 2004 12:20 AM CDT
Lynn,
I want you to know that you and your family are in my prayers daily! I am so amazed at your rock solid faith and you truly are an inspiration to me! Keep smiling and laughing, God will be there for you to keep you strong.
God Bless and stay strong,
Crissy

Crissy Young <dyoung75034@yahoo.com>
Frisco, TX - Tuesday, September 7, 2004 11:25 AM CDT
I'm so happy for you - I think you must have the best friends & family because I've never heard of anyone having a good time during chemo!! Blessed are you!! Keep up the fighting, we're all praying for you!!! And the "butt" comment was pretty cute, but that's all I ever remember Terri calling you when we were growing up - I love to read her notes to you too!! Take Care & know we are all thinking about you!!!
Missy Halverson (Melissa Schmitz) <melissa@snfriends.com>
Houston, TX USA - Tuesday, September 7, 2004 10:58 AM CDT
Hi Miss Lynn - I have to giggle when I see the entries from your sister........I just can't imagine anyone calling you "butt"?! ha

Your strength was once again shining through this weekend. And what a great weekend it was. Your looking amazing my friend!

With Jacob starting back to school this week, your going to be somewhat of an empty-nester. My piggies really need some lovin', so let me know if your up for a lil pampering.........nothing like a great pedicure!!

See you soon - love ya! JennyGwynn

Jenny Gwynn <jennygwynn@comcast.net>
Frisco, - Tuesday, September 7, 2004 4:09 AM CDT
hi Lynn and family,
so nice reading that you can still get out and do some things that you want to do. I'm sure your body lets you know when to rest. But even your resting sounds great. thank you wonderful friends and family for taking such good care of Lynn.
We send you all our prayers and good thoughts
Love,
Jim and Lajean

lajean westeng <lwesteng09@hotmail.com>
clarks grove, mn freeborn - Monday, September 6, 2004 11:33 PM CDT
Lynn--It's so nice to know that you have such good friends and loving family support!! Keep up the good work, our thoughts and prayers are with you! We like to read your daily updates. Keep the good news coming. LOVE, Starlet and Donnie
Starlet Brummer <dsbrum@charter.net>
Rochester, MN USA - Monday, September 6, 2004 8:51 PM CDT
Hi Butt! Happy day to you. Hope you guys are having fun. I was thinking more about the red cardinal that you saw on Friday. Grandma passed away one year ago, on the first Friday of September (9/5/04). Wow...... She is definately thinking about you.

Say hi to everyone. See you in 4 days!
I love you.

Terri Berg-Greene <teresacgreene@hotmail.com>
Kailua-Kona, HI USA - Monday, September 6, 2004 3:13 PM CDT
Hey Lynn,
Hope you are`enjoying your day!!! Yes, I sure did by plenty of toilet paper in your honor!!! We are now fully supplied for the next few months! We are faithfully praying for you and I am so glad that you have such fun neighbors and friends that can throw some crazy chemo parties at a moments notice!!! Loved that pink boa on you!!Love, Anna

Anna Rainwater <chiefrainwater@ev1.net>
Lewisville, Tx U.S.A. - Monday, September 6, 2004 2:05 PM CDT
Hi Lynn!
Well, I loved your post as usual and had to write about a conversation at our dinner table tonight. Todd did his famous "brick chicken" (it is divine) and as the kids were gobbling it up we were discussing how God has blessed us with wonderful neighbors and a street where you really can run outside and play and be guaranteed friends will join you in a moments notice. Well, somehow we got onto vacations and where we'd like to go.....sweet Ashlynn piped in that Jacob and Taylor were "earning" a prize. The prize was that whoever won the most (the most what I don't know!) was going to get to invite 6 (yes six!!) friends to go wherever they wanted to go in a limo!! HA Ashlynn had in mind...around town and to dinner etc. Jay and Jack however have bigger visions in mind...San Diego or Florida. I think the consensus was San Diego so....whoever wins whatever contest you are running over there...just know that our three are signed up for the "wherever you want to go part" to be San Diego. Tell us in advance when this will happen please as I will arrange a sitter for Miss Catherine and Todd and I will go out on our own vacation!! HA (Oh...my friend Anna said Todd and I couldn't do that solo any more as that is how Catherine got here!)

Oh yeah...Anna wanted me to be sure and tell you she bought toilet paper in your honor yesterday. I knew you would be so proud so I promised her I would post it for her today!! She said Northern is running a special in that some of the proceeds from the sales go toward fighting breast cancer. (Actually it was Anna's sweet girl Madeline that noticed the pink breast cancer ribbon on the package and brought it to Anna's attention...Anna was overwhelmed and bought two packages on site! HAA) So there you have it...I know you are excited that at the mere thought of buying Northern toilet paper your friends are stocking up!! All to help you my sweet friend.

It sure was good to see you in church today - I was surprised and although I was glad to stand and sing by Dave...I wished you had been beside me to hold my hand and sing those glorious songs with me...next Sunday my friend...next Sunday. God is so good and has blessed us immensely. I'll see you tomorrow sweet girl. Love ya, Hol

Holly Crandell <hmcrand@comcast.net>
Frisco, TX - Sunday, September 5, 2004 7:25 PM CDT
Lynn,
Your voice sounded lively and full of excitement. Was it the good day, or that your Mom and Dad were out of the house. Just kidding Sue.
Lynn, your schedule makes me tired and I am just reading about it.
Sweet dreams and don't let the bed bugs bite.
Love to all,
Aunt Judy

Judy Thurston <juthurs@aol.com>
Coon Rapids, MN USA - Sunday, September 5, 2004 6:27 PM CDT
Lynn, I am still smiling and laughing to myself when I think of Friday morning. I am riding high on the wave of joy you showered me with! Your incredible, joyful spirit defines your amazing faith in this journey of life. You ROCK girl and I am blessed daily by your friendship. Love you my friend, Suzanne
Suzanne Cobb <SuzannelCobb@aol.com>
Prosper, Tx - Sunday, September 5, 2004 12:27 AM CDT
Dear Lynn, wonderful family and friends that surround you,
Jack and I are Jill Susan (almost Suzzane) Freshwaters Smail's parents. We think of you often and the challenges you and yours are facing. We pray that you will find the continued strengh and courage needed daily and soak in the prayers of those whose lives you touch daily. You are truly inspiring the lives of all who know you or read your guestbook with the power of God, family and friends. Bless you, our thoughts and prayers are with you always.
Jinny Freshwaters

Jinny Freshwaters <freshz@frii.com>
Fort Collins, CO United States - Sunday, September 5, 2004 12:14 AM CDT
Bryan & I think & pray for you daily - we are so fortunate to have the wonderful neighbors and to have been blessed. There is a reason that people are in our lives and we think of Lynn's strength and beauty that enables us to appreciate life / family / friends. I may just crash the next treatment -
Liza Harlan <bryan.harlan@comcast.net>
Frisco, TX USA - Saturday, September 4, 2004 6:45 PM CDT
I am sitting at my computer with tears streaming down my face. I am touched and awed at these journal entries. I have been praying for Lynn, and it is so awesome to hear how God has answered my specific prayers for courage and strength. I am still at the phase of asking- Why God> I am sure that you are probably beyond this stage and onto HOW will I handle this? I have enjoyed following your journey and hearing all the details. You are in my daily prayers; our faithful God has you in the shelter of His wings.
Jennie May <jenniemay@sbcglobal.net>
McKinney, TX USA - Saturday, September 4, 2004 5:40 PM CDT
You are an amazing woman, Lynn! Reading the entries on this website has just shown what an incredible spirit you have. And so comforting to know you have many beautiful friends and family with you. You and your family continue to be in our prayers daily. We're fighting for you in Colorado! God bless you!
Brad, Shelley, Logan, Griffin and Caleb Bonjean <bonjeans@msn.com>
Highlands Ranch, CO USA - Saturday, September 4, 2004 1:25 PM CDT
Dear Lynn; It has taken 2 diet cokes to read through all the wonderful letters and notes you have received. What wonderful friends and family you have.. We are all praying for you.. Even Sue's friends at "Curves" here in Mesa. They miss the social butterfly. "She talks more than works out" HA!! Miss you Sue..... Our prayers are with you all. "Give me faith to trust Thy care; Give me patience all to bear; Give me, if Thy will it be, Health again to live for Thee." Amen. Love Vern and Coleen
Vern and Coleen Schepp <vc_schepp@yahoo.com>
Mesa, AZ - Saturday, September 4, 2004 12:15 AM CDT
Loved the pink socks! From reading Friday's entry, it sure seems that if you have to endure chemo, it's best to do it with these women! What awesome Moms and friends you have, Lynn! Hope you can rest and relax in peace a little this weekend. We'll be thinking and praying for you.
Christen Chamberlain <scottandchristen@aol.com>
Rogeres, AR USA - Saturday, September 4, 2004 11:44 AM CDT
Hi Lynn
Sounds like you have a plan in place for complete recovery.
Our family have you in our daily prayers. Tell your mom &
Dad hi from Az.

Gary Berg

Gary & Lorraine Berg <gbhorseman@aol.com>
Mesa, Az Maraciopa - Saturday, September 4, 2004 2:30 AM CDT
Sweet Lynn, are you sure you went for the rest of round #1 today?! You looked so beautiful & full of energy tonight. I am so glad this is only getting a teeny-tiny piece of you and not the best of you!! Your strength leaves me speechless! It's SOOOO obvious how God is shining His light on you.

By the way, the girls had loads of fun playing this afternoon. My dogs have never seen so much loving as Taylor gives - they are missing her already!! She seems to be especially fond of our hermit crabs as well. Hmmm.......doesn't she have a birthday coming up!?! hee hee

Drink loads of water & rest up. It's a great weekend to curl-up & watch a few feel good movies! I'll see you Sunday!

Hugs n kisses! JennyGwynn

Jenny Gwynn <jennygwynn@comcast.net>
Frisco, - Friday, September 3, 2004 9:09 PM CDT
Oh my goodness!! Your sunny disposition and ultra-positive attitude are so inspiring! I loved reading all the details of your wonderful day. You are so lucky to have so many caring people nearby. We're thinking of you every day and include you, Dave and the kids in our prayers every night. Take care of yourself!
Kathy Mecom <kcmecom@aol.com>
Centennial, CO USA - Friday, September 3, 2004 5:06 PM CDT
I have to correct you, my Dear, and say that it was such a treat for me to spend face to face chat time with ya yesterday!!! Seein' is belivin' and you are looking like the georgeous fighter you are. I have to first say how much I love you...love you to pieces!!! But in the same breath must confess how much I hate this blasted disease!!!! You know as well as I do that there is nothing to say to take it away or make it better. Keep relishing in the Lords celebration and rejoycing over you. Your fantastic day yesterday was a slice of the pie in the ski for you...a day handcrafted by God himself to show you that He will give you every bit of what you need to get through this mess!!! And how can one not see the cup half full with Him in the bottom of the glass looking at us with loving tender eyes. Those are the thoughts that kept me going and I am earnestly praying that He will continue to whisper words of encouragement to you as well as pour out His merciful blessings on you daily my sweet sister!!! When it feels as though it can't get any worse just remember..."He promises to never leave us or forsake us...Oh, how GREAT thou art!!!!" On that preachy note, I will step off of my cancer soap box and say one last thing...
If you won't get a port, at least treat yourself to a nice warm bubble bath with a little glass of wine (or water:)) tonight and I will be storming heaven on your behalf. Later, Gator!!

Melanie

Melanie Florsheim <scot.florsheim@comcast.net>
- Friday, September 3, 2004 1:58 PM CDT
Lynn,

I just saw the picture of you guys on the 4th and can't belive how much the kids have grown! They look so old compared to the last time we saw them (Lake Powell). Paul gave me this address and I read your journal - The PMA(positive mental attitude)you demonstrate is incredible!! It sounds like you have a great group of friends down there in Texas but we miss you in Denver. Keep your chin up and stay strong - you're in our thoughts :)
Michael, Rochelle, Jack & Teddy McNaughton

Michael McNaughton <mike@airtest.net>
Englewood, CO USA - Friday, September 3, 2004 12:01 AM CDT
Mornin' Lynn - I know you are having chemo right now but the cool part of that is getting to hang with Suzanne - plus I get to keep sweet, adorable Ryann! I just have to say that I laughed when I read yesterday's entry. I never thought I'd hear the words Jenny Gwynn and double duty at the gym in the same sentence! What a chuckle! Hope it all goes well today and we'll pray for a good weekend. Hang in there girlfriend!

Love, Lizzie

Liz Lemaster <lizzie.lemaster@verizon.net>
Plano, TX - Friday, September 3, 2004 11:31 AM CDT
Hi Lynn!
Thinking of you and your family this morning! Praying for extra strength and courage this weekend! Hang in there my friend! You are a tough gal. I am so glad to read that you have such a wonderful group of TX friends!! They sound amazing!!
Fight sister Fight!!


Jill Smail....and Randy and Carson and Mason and Owen.....and Jake!! We love yout! <jill.smail@pharma.novartis.com>
Centennial, CO - Friday, September 3, 2004 10:56 AM CDT
Hi Lynn! I could just hear your peppy voice through your entry. You continue to amaze me. I love you a bunch and have been praying for you. Love, Danyelle
Danyelle Ford <danyelle.ford@sbcglobal.net>
Plano, Tx usa - Friday, September 3, 2004 10:04 AM CDT
good morning lynn and family,
I'm so glad you got such great news from your doctor about the scar tissue in your breast. That is a great relief. Hopefully the chemo will do it's job and the lymph nodes will calm down enough to do surgery.
I just marvel, as I sit and read your journal, on how much love and kindness just jumps right out and embraces me( and every reader I'm sure)while I read. God has truly blessed you and your family even through this hard time. It's amazing how He takes everything in our lives and uses it someway to do good and bless someone who needs it.
I do pray for you when you are getting stuck for the chemo. When I worked for the oncology dept. at our clinic I remember how hard it was for some people to get an IV started. I was the receptionist, but still I would get so attached to the patients. The nurse would remind them to drink lots of water before they come in,or they would soak their arm for a while before they try to start it. When they started using the porta cath it was really a relief to the patient and the nurse.
Anyway,so thankful for this journal and how everyone is able to keep track of your progress. I don't think I got the message out up here and they already were sending you notes. That's awesome.
take care and God bless

love Lajean and Jim

Oh, the grandkids Autumn and Hunter say hi too.Actually they are fighting over the water Autumn is using to give her baby a bath,but I'll take it as sending their love too! you gotta love 'em.

LaJean <lwesteng09@hotmail.com>
clarks grove, mn usa - Friday, September 3, 2004 8:52 AM CDT
Lynn & family,
Just want you to know that you are all in our thoughts and prayers.
Larry & Mary
Amy, Doug & Clay
Jenny & Dan
Sara, Todd, Grace & ?????
Jeremy, Kim, Jordan & Drew

Mary Berg <mberg@smig.net>
Hartland , Mn USA - Friday, September 3, 2004 8:35 AM CDT
Lynn

Glad to hear you had such a wonderful day!
Good luck today! Our prayers are with you.
Love ya,
Bruce and Patty
Sonny, Nakia
Misty, Mike and Blake

Bruce and Patty <bberg@corchran.com>
New Richland, mn USA - Friday, September 3, 2004 7:56 AM CDT
Dear Lynn and Family:
It is so great to hear that you had a wonderful day. Lisa e-mailed me your page and have been reading it every day. Our prayers are with you and your family. It is so great have have a loving family all over the us like we do. Love always Kim Marcia Melisa Heather Rachael

Kim and Marcia Berg <kimandmarciaberg@edinarealty.com>
New Richland, Mn USA - Thursday, September 2, 2004 10:09 PM CDT
Yeah for such a wonderful day!! Good luck tomorrow & know that we are praying for you and thinking of you always!!

Melissa Schmitz (Missy Halverson) <melissa@snfriends.com>
Houston, TX USA - Thursday, September 2, 2004 9:49 PM CDT
Dear Lynn,
I will be thinking of you today. I will pray that the side effects of the Chemo are short lived and that you are running around the cul-de-sac later this holiday weekend.

Love Ya Girl!!
Pam G.

Pam Graham <PG040566@aol.com>
Frisco, TX USA - Thursday, September 2, 2004 9:35 PM CDT
Lynn,
I'm so sorry to hear you have to go through so much again with this dreadful disease!! We're all praying for you and your family. You will win this battle! Greet your folks and know we're thinking of you daily.


Starlet Brummer <dsbrum@charter.net>
Rochester, MN USA - Thursday, September 2, 2004 9:22 PM CDT
Uh hemmmm....(this is me clearing my throat!) Now that Lynn has posted...I feel obligated to write to clarify her post. If you had run this one by me my sweet friend...I wouldn't have to write a post to the world. I thought Lynn's post was great...don't get me wrong... and she WAS certainly chipper today! So chipper in fact you almost thought the doctor had given her some "happy juice" for the day....maybe he did!! Okay..so to clarify...this "thing" I found....it wasn't anything bad...something really good, but the way I read it....you could think ANYTHING!!! So...here is a bit of an explanation. Last year upon discovering the cancer...I rallied big time and had all sorts of "cheer me ups", parties, baskets, notes, journals, etc. going for Lynn. Truly it was MY way of coping, dealing and helping us both get through a strenous time. When the cancer was re-discovered this year and devastation fell upon us all I kept telling Lynn "I have no words", "I am empty and I don't know what to do". Those of you who know me know that I usually have at least words!! Yes, I can, and still do the notes, cards, happy stuff, meals etc...but I found my "thing" because Lynn loves flowers...and I found this one little tiny thing that can continually be given and will last for days in cheering up her yuck days. WHEW!! I hope I got this post out in enough time so people aren't getting the wrong opinion of "my thing"! HEE Sweet dreams everyone...tomorrow Lynn's taxotere is going to smash out any more cancer!! Love you all - Holly

Holly Crandell <hmcrand@comcast.net>
Frisco, TX - Thursday, September 2, 2004 8:44 PM CDT
Hey Newman! Barnaby and I are thinking of you...

Scott Chamberlain <scottandchristen@aol.com>
Rogers, AR USA - Thursday, September 2, 2004 8:33 PM CDT
Hi Lynn:

I'm so glad you had a great day!!! I'll be thinking of you tomorrow!!! SENDING LOTS OF LOVE FROM CYPRESS POINT!

LISA, DANNY AND MATTHEW

Lisa Thompsom <ifslisapap@aol.com>
Frisco, TX - Thursday, September 2, 2004 8:21 PM CDT
Hi Butt! You sounded great today. Good luck tomorrow. Be tough..... I love you and I'll see you in 8 days! Oh yeah, how about talking to mom about some Special K bars next Friday (to go along with the goulash)!

XOXOXOXO

Terri Berg-Greene <teresacgreene@hotmail.com>
Kailua-Kona, HI USA - Thursday, September 2, 2004 6:57 PM CDT
Lynnard - I saw this quote and immediately thought of you. Your strength is amazing and your love and trust in God is so evident...

"God is in every tomorrow, therefore I live for today; certain of finding at sunrise guidance and strength for the day" - author unknown.

Love ya Cuz - Lisa

Lisa , Bruce, Megan and Cody <lisagifford@cox.net>
Gilbert, AZ USA - Thursday, September 2, 2004 6:51 PM CDT
Hey sweetie! I had SOOOOOOO much fun crashing your block party this morning!! It was GREAT to see your smiling face - you looked AMAZING (as always).

We would be thrilled to have precious Taylor over after school again, let me know how your feeling after round #2 tomorrow. I'll pray that your veins stay strong & you as well. Also, I hope there's no confussion as to you being Lynn Newman Jr or Sr!!!

Love ya! JennyGwynn

Jenny Gwynn <jennygwynn@comcast.net>
Frisco, - Thursday, September 2, 2004 2:50 PM CDT
You are looking great today! I love the smile on your face. So glad to see that you had the energy to get outside and visit w/ your friends.
Love, Mom

Suzanne Berg <azberg@msn.com>
Mesa, AZ USA - Thursday, September 2, 2004 11:00 AM CDT
We McKays love you Lynn and you are constantly in our thoughts and prayers. Remember Christ's most often uttered command? FEAR NOT!
John McKay <JMckay3827@aol.com>
Austin, TX USA - Thursday, September 2, 2004 10:34 AM CDT
Yeah God!!! Lynn we are so thankful for the great news that you and Dave received yesterday! I wanted to share a verse with you that I came across this morning...Isaiah 49:16 "I have written your name on the palms of my hands. Your walls are never out of my sight." GOD IS TAKING CARE OF YOU AND YOUR FAMILY!!! It is so good to know that we have a powerful god on our side. Hope you have a fabulous Thursday! We will be praying for your next round of chemo tomorrow!
Happy to buy (and eat) pink M&M's for you!!!! Anna

Anna Rainwater <chiefrainwater@ev1.net>
Lewisville, Tx U.S.A. - Thursday, September 2, 2004 8:15 AM CDT
Whoo Hoo!!! Great news today my brave friend! Prayers are being answered! I SOOOO hope this brings some peace to you & Dave.

Nobody has ever said life would be easy (darn)........but we do know that God is with us EVERY step of the way. And the way He shines in you is one of the things I love about you most. Have the sweetest of dreams - love ya! JennyGwynn

Jenny Gwynn <jennygwynn@comcast.net>
Frisco, - Wednesday, September 1, 2004 9:31 PM CDT
Hey girl.
Great update! I am home sulking because of missing mini church. The day ended as it started...chaotically..but to your point...some days we'll just have it that way and celebrate just "BEING". Thanks for the hugs today - you lifted me up and looked dynamite again in your pink sweater and great breast cancer awareness necklace - GO LIZA!! Oh...I added a link to the pink m&ms to the website...how could I resist...I'll buy all that I see - YUM!!! Well, perhaps I should tuck these weary bones in bed...why are my kids not weary at the end of a busy day? I'll touch base with you tomorrow. Get ready for some laughs on Friday dear sweet friend. Luff ya, Hol

Holly Crandell <hmcrand@comcast.net>
Frisco, TX - Wednesday, September 1, 2004 8:53 PM CDT
Hi sweet Lynn - I am praying once again for a safe & painless journey for you today. I'm also praying for scar tissue!

I had one of those "small world" days circling back to you.......I started bible study today at Prestonwood and Mrs.Patsy was one of the facilitators. It seems our circles keep drawing in closer.

I sure miss your sweet smile - I hope to see you soon! Love ya! JennyGwynn

Jenny Gwynn <jennygwynn@comcast.net>
Frisco, - Wednesday, September 1, 2004 4:15 PM CDT
Dear Lynn,

I'm so glad you set up a caringbridge site...it's simply the best vehicle to keep friends and family informed. I'm really glad that Dr. Savin was on the same page as your other Oncologist and wouldn't do anything differently. He's a doll....Dennis & I really love him and especially Dr. Hampe. Dennis was just crushed to learn of your recurrence. He's stayed on top of your situation to the best of his ability the last 2 weeks. Holly has done a great job at keeping me informed as well. I hate hate hate that you have to go through chemo again. Just try to somehow, someway know that however horrible the chemo is...it's killing the cancer. Stay focussed and as positive as possible.

Please keep us informed.

Love,

Dana, Dennis and Family

Dana Eisenberg <danafeis@go.com>
- Wednesday, September 1, 2004 3:33 PM CDT
Lynn and family -
Glad to hear the second opinion went well. Nice to know you are on the right path. Praying the biopsy today shows only scar tissue and none of those nasty little cancer cells. Love to your Mom and Dad as well as the rest of the family. My crazy Dad just drove back to Houston from Minnesota - of course he doesn't sleep anywhere but the side of the road for a few hours! It might be time for the children to put their collective foots down.
Love and prayers,
Deb

Deb Klein <deborah.klein@allina.com>
Saint Paul, MN - Wednesday, September 1, 2004 11:02 AM CDT
Lynn

Good morning. I pray you had a good nite. Sounds like
your appointment went well yesterday. Keep your chin up
young lady. Prayers from Minnesota.
Love ya,

Bruce and Patty

Bruce A. Berg <bberg@corchran.com>
New Richland, Mn. USA - Wednesday, September 1, 2004 7:16 AM CDT
Lynn, I woke up at 5:00 a.m. thinking about you and could not go back to sleep. You have been on my mind frequently the past two days. I had to come check your journal to see how you are doing. I am sorry everything is so exhausting. I will pray for your physical and emotional strength during all of your treatments.

I want you to know that you are such an insipration to me. I have never met anyone who emits God's love like you do. Your faith and joy are a wonderful witness to all who come in contact with you. Don't loose heart. How blessed you are to have such a wonderful group of supportive friends.

Missy Crump
Frisco, TX - Wednesday, September 1, 2004 5:42 AM CDT
Lynn, I don't know what to say except you are in my heart and prayers. I know that God knows your heart and is by your side throughout this battle. I often wonder how it is that people handle this and now that I know you I know that it is handled with grace, dignity, love and faith. I am honored to know you and to pray for you and your family. I will continue to visit this site for updates. You will be in my thoughts constantly. God Speed. Love, Maria
Maria Ashcraft <texasecho@hotmail.com>
Frisco, TX USA - Tuesday, August 31, 2004 8:29 PM CDT
Lynn- You've been on my mind all day today- especially at 3:30- the time of your appointment. Stay tough and keep smiling as I know you will. Have a restful evening.
Kelley Craddock

Kelley Craddock <craddock7@msn.com>
Frisco, TX - Tuesday, August 31, 2004 7:48 PM CDT
Lynn,
You don't know me but I am a friend of Linda Denning's.. She has told me about you and your wonderful family. From what she has told me...you have been a blessing to all those that know you. I am certain that God has his arms gently around you and I trust that he will guide you through this difficult time in your life. With his love.. and the love of those who know and love you...you will have the strength to endure whatever lies ahead. I will pray for you each day.
God Bless you...

Gayle Manton <gaylemanton@comcast.net>
Frisco, Tx - Tuesday, August 31, 2004 4:04 PM CDT
Hello Newman Family. I wanted to let you know we are all thinking and praying for you, Lynn. Terri e-mailed me your site and it brings back memories from when Grace was little. We love you and think of you everyday!! Keep on fighting and you'll get through this in no time. Lot of hugs and kisses to you and the family.
Sara Britton <BrittonClan@hotmail.com>
Janesville, MN 56048 - Tuesday, August 31, 2004 3:37 PM CDT
Hi Lynn,

This web-site is amazing! What a great way to keep everyone up-to-date and able to send encouragement to you on a daily basis. I'm sorry to hear about your second battle, but you have the best of support to help you fight this. I will keep you in my prayers.

Love, Christine

Christine LaPlante <christine7459@aol.com>
Lone Tree, CO USA - Tuesday, August 31, 2004 3:19 PM CDT
Good morning my sweet little sister,
I hope that you had a good night's rest. Maybe the aches will lessen today..... You sure are getting a lot of great notes on your web-site. Love and strenth are pouring your way! Here are some words from a book that I came across:

Twelve Ways to Keep Smiling!
1. Hold on to your dreams, and never let them go.
2. Show the rest of the world how wonderful you are!
3. Give circumstances a chance, and give others the benefit of the doubt.
4. Wish on a star that shines in your sky.
5. Take on your problems one by one and work things out.
6. Rely on all the strength you have inside.
7. Let loose the sparkle and spirit that you sometimes try to hide.
8. Stay in tough with those who touch your life with love.
9. Look on the bright side and don't let adversity keep you from winning.
10. Be yourself, because you are filled with special qualities that have brought you this far and that will always see you through.
11. Keep your spirits up.
12. Make your heart happy, and let it reflect on everything you do!

Even though your aches and pains are with you, I know that you are smiling. The twelve items above remind me of what you practice every day. You are so amazing.

Good luck at your appointment today. I'll call you later.

I love you!

Terri Berg-Greene <teresacgreene@hotmail.com>
Kailua-Kona, HI USA - Tuesday, August 31, 2004 2:06 PM CDT
Hi my sweet & spunky friend! Just wanted to let you know I'm praying for a safe & pain-free outing to the doc this afternoon. May you find yourself surrounded by peace and comfort. Thinking about you as always - JennyGwynn

Jenny Gwynn <jennygwynn@comcast.net>
Frisco, - Tuesday, August 31, 2004 1:20 PM CDT
Hey my achy breaky friend,
I think there is a country and western song that has achy breaky in it but it may be about an achy breaky heart. Oh well...perhaps we should try to get our men out two steppin' again - nothin' like a little C&W to make me feel better. Of course, we would have to actually GET our men on the dance floor....I'm sure you are a great dance partner but I think we'd draw some stares.
The boys are running around like wild Indians..oh I mean...rescue heroes and are having a ball. See ya later girl. Oh yea....I LOVED the admission (finally) from JennyGwynn...you crazy girl! Have a restful afternoon. Love ya, Hol

Holly Crandell <hmcrand@comcast.net>
Frisco, TX - Tuesday, August 31, 2004 1:03 PM CDT
Hi LYNN,
Just checking in to let you know our paryers are with you and your family. Will write when I get time. The boss is standing over my sholder so I suppose he wants something.
As Always
Love Gordy ,Diane &the Boys

Gordy & Diane <gkswanson@juno.com>
Rochester, mn - Tuesday, August 31, 2004 12:22 AM CDT
Hey Lynn - well we know Jenny's last message said something about "hanging" tough - what do you think she was talking about !!!!!!? I love having this website to check on you. I'm praying for your appointment today. And just like Jenny said - skip the Slim Fast and go for the Triple Thick Chocolate Shake!

Love ya - Lizzie

Liz Lemaster <lizzie.lemaster@verizon.net>
Plano, TX - Tuesday, August 31, 2004 11:27 AM CDT
hi lynn just a little note to let you know we here in az, my mom my fanily shane and brooke are praying for you every night!! and i am going to have a mass said at church for you and your family. god bless take care and we'll be keeping in touch with you thru your web page. shannon
shannon peterson <jessam02@cox.net>
mesa, az usa - Tuesday, August 31, 2004 11:07 AM CDT
Hi Lynn,
We were so sorry to hear about your relapse and we wish you the best of luck in your recovery. You're a strong willed person and you can lick this!!!

We wish you the very best and look forward to seeing you next time you come this way.

Bill, Laurie and Marley Kelso <wdkelso@afgmail.com>
Gilbert, AZ U.S. - Tuesday, August 31, 2004 10:52 AM CDT
Dear Lynn, Dave, Taylor and Jacob:
I was so sorry to hear that Lynn has yet another battle on her hands. I know that she is up to the fight and can win it with her great attitude and spirit and with the help of the good doctors. Lynn, you are in out thoughts and prayers. Chuck

Chuck Hummel <chuckhummel@cox.net>
Gilbert, AZ USA - Tuesday, August 31, 2004 10:51 AM CDT
Dear Lynn, Dave, Taylor and Jacob-
What a beautiful family you are! I hear updates from my Mom and was thrilled to see this website available for you and your family and friends. I know this is not the news you expected, but you obviously have the love and support of so many people that there is NO WAY you aren't going to win this battle! Keeping you and yours in our thoughts and prayers. Just thinking about the little girl Lynn who was our ever spunky neighbor and smiling at those memories...
Love, Deb, Paul, Matthew, Anna and Ella Klein

Deb (Halverson) Klein <deborh.klein@allina.com>
Saint Paul, MN - Tuesday, August 31, 2004 10:32 AM CDT
Dear Lynn,
We want you to know that you are in our thoughts and prayers during this tough time!! I know we both live in Texas now, but you are a tough Midwest girl at heart who is going to fight & win this!!! I will pray for you and that sweet family of yours everyday for the strength to get through this. I can tell from this wonderful website that you have the loving support of so many people that care for and love you!!
Love, Missy, Chris, Sidney & Macey

Melissa Schmitz <melissa@snfriends.com>
Houston, TX - Tuesday, August 31, 2004 9:23 AM CDT
Lynn, are thoughts and prayers are with you today and always. I will be thinking of you today at 3:30 with your meeting to Dr. Savin. I have heard wonderful things about him. You keep up your spirits and your strength.
Love, Tiffany

Tiffan Marino <tiffmarino@comcast.net>
Frisco, TX USA - Tuesday, August 31, 2004 7:27 AM CDT
Hi Lynn,
You are in our thoughts and prayers - this is a wonderful website - you have alot of friends and relatives for support - we are thinking of you daily. Lotz of love.
Gets lotz of rest and keep eating that chicken soup!!!

Uncle Yog & Bobbi Berg <tbird4@frontiernet.net>
Alden, MN USA - Monday, August 30, 2004 10:23 PM CDT
Hi sweetie, I hope your hanging tough tonight. I got to thinking........with all that your enduring, what on earth are you doing drinking SlimFast shakes?? C'mon girl, live it up - let me bring you one from Steak & Shake or Sonic! YUM YUM! As always, I'm praying for you........Avery made sure she said extra special prayers for you tonight as well. I hope your meeting tomorrow brings you peace of mind. Your Gods child, your in His hands!

Hugs n kisses! JennyGwynn

Jenny Gwynn <jennygwynn@comcast.net>
Frisco, - Monday, August 30, 2004 10:08 PM CDT
Lynn, I am so sorry to hear of your setback. I will commit you and your family to my prayer list. I pray for your healing and strength during this difficult time of treatment, I prayer for God to wrap his loving arms around Jacob and Taylor -- and to give them His peace that surpasses all understanding, and for your husband's strength.

You are a very special person. God's love shines in you!

Missy, David, Michael and Will Crump
Frisco, TX - Monday, August 30, 2004 9:49 PM CDT
Hey Lynn, Just wanted to send you some more prayers from MN. We will be thinking about you! Keep plugging away!

Lots of Love

Mike, Misty & Blake <mcomo@hickorytech.net>
Waseca, MN - Monday, August 30, 2004 9:34 PM CDT
Hi Lynn,

We will certainly be praying for your visit with the doctor tomorrow regarding your 2nd opinion.Whatever he may tell you, know that you are already winning because God will be with you every step of the way. Wanted to pass on a little message to Jacob and Taylor: Madeline, Camden and Grant wanted me to tell you to "give your mommy lots of hugs and kisses and make her lots of pictures so that she can feel better." We are praying for you, your sweet kids and "Mr.Lynn!" Sleep well tonight!
Love-The Rainwaters

Anna Rainwater <chiefrainwater@ev1.net>
Lewisville, Tx U.S.A. - Monday, August 30, 2004 9:31 PM CDT
Dear Lynn:

Just heard from Dena about your setback!! I know it's just a setback and you will fight this!!!!! I wanted you to know you and your family are in our thoughts and prayers!! YOU ARE SUCH A SWEET PERSON!!!! It's obvious with all the good friends you have!

MAY GOD HOLD YOU IN THE PALM OF HIS HANDS!!

LOTS OF LOVE!

Lisa, Danny and Matthew Thompson

Lisa Thompson <ifslisapap@aol.com>
Frisco, TX 75034 - Monday, August 30, 2004 9:29 PM CDT
Dear Lynn (and family)

Holly's parents are dear friends of ours and we recently visited in Frisco and spent some very special time with Holly and her family. We are learned of and are saddened by this difficult time you are having and wanted you to know that we are joining your many friends and loved ones in prayers on your behalf. There is so much love, concern and prayers flowing around you, we pray that they comfort you and give you strength. God bless you.

Pat and Jim Smith
Austin, Texas

Patricia Smith <pat_smitty@mail.utexas.edu>
Austin, TX Travis - Monday, August 30, 2004 9:01 PM CDT
Hey Butt - guess what? I got my ticket to come and go shopping with you!!!! YEAH :) I land on Friday morning, September 10th at 11:52am (just in time for lunch). And better yet, it is a NO chemo Friday. I can't wait to see you. Love you bunches.
Terri Berg-Greene <teresacgreene@hotmail.com>
Kailua-Kona, HI USA - Monday, August 30, 2004 7:10 PM CDT
Dear Lynn,
We thank God that you know Him and trust in His love and care for you. What do people do in these tough times without Jesus? We love you and will be checking up on you through this great site. You are in our prayers!
Love, Hugs, & Blessings, Paige & Greg

Paige Evans <longhornlady1@msn.com>
Kiowa, CO USA - Monday, August 30, 2004 5:23 PM CDT
Lynn- My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. Just know I am thinking of you daily and beginning Wednesday Jenny and I will be starting a moms bible study and we will lift you and your family up each week and our group will continue to pray for all of you during this time. Keep smiling your BEAUTIFUL smile and never forget what an AWESOME God we have- he does answer prayers! We would love to have your sweet little boy over to play again soon- I'll try to set that up. Take care of yourself and rest!
Kelley Craddock

Kelley Craddock <craddock7@msn.com>
Friscol, TX - Monday, August 30, 2004 4:36 PM CDT
Aloha Lynn, Your sister Terri and I have been pals for the last 5+ years now and I keep tabs on you and the rest of your family through her (ask your Mom about the wild golf cart ride!). Just wanted to let you know that you all are in my thoughts and prayers!
Aloha Clay

Clay Dursthoff <cdursthoff@earthlink.net>
Honolulu, HI USA - Monday, August 30, 2004 3:51 PM CDT
Hi Lynn,
My name is April Stuart and we met at the Mary Kay party you did at Liz's house. You are such a beautiful woman and you are so sweet. I hated hearing that the cancer came back. No one should ever have to endure that even once but especially not twice. However, I remeber how strong you were in your faith the first time through and it made me realize how weak mine was and how unappreciative? I was for what I had. God has and still is using you as an amazing witnessing tool. As a mom, my prayer is that you will be healed completely and as a believer, that numerous people will come to know Christ because of your faith. Keep strong ,we love you.

April Stuart <Nissi3@comcast.net>
Frisco, Tx USA - Monday, August 30, 2004 3:51 PM CDT
Dear Lynn,
You have been in my thoughts and prayers ever since I heard the news. So happy to hear the initial PET results were good. If you ever need a shopping buddy give me a ring!!!!!
Love, Dena

Dena Baker <jeff_denabaker@yahoo.com>
Frisco, TX USA - Monday, August 30, 2004 3:46 PM CDT
Hello Lynn!
Its a voice from your past - long time ago past!! Terri sent me your wonderful website today and I am so glad I have the opportunity to communicate with you. I cannot imagine what you are going through. You sound SO very strong, I am SO proud of you! You have a beautiful family. You may or may not know my Mom had two different breast cancer issues in the last year as well but right now everything is fine and I believe that everything is going to be fine for you as well. You look GREAT! You have a beautiful family. I'm glad to hear that you have so much support. If you ever get bored feel free to send me an email, I would love to hear from you.

Please take care of yourself. You and your family will be in my thoughts and prayers.

Love,
Carolyn

Carolyn Erickson <carolyn.erickson@rsmi.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Monday, August 30, 2004 3:39 PM CDT
Hi Lynn, my name is Laura and I work with your sister here in Hawaii - she's actually only about 4 feet away from me. She forwarded this website to me and it is just incredible. I lost my best friend/mother about 18 months ago to lung cancer (one of many battles, including polio and breast cancer she endured in her 67 years) and can see, feel and hear everything you are going through. We were living together here in Hawaii at the time and I was her ever-loving caretaker. Love, optimism & prayer are the big three !! Will try to give your sis' all the support I can from here....sounds like you have quite the suppport staff down there. Good thoughts only !!!! Laura
Laura Lamm <laura@balancedbooksofkona.com>
Kona, HI USA - Monday, August 30, 2004 3:26 PM CDT
Dear Lynn, I am a cousin of Holly's Mom and recd her email today. My daughter battled breast cancer last year, having both breasts removed, hysterectomy, and chemo. My heart aches for you and I will pray daily for you. Stay close to the Lord...He will give you strength and courage to get through this trial. If there is anything I can do for you in Valdosta, please let me know. Also, be assured I will pass your name on to many for prayers. In His Love, Ollie
Ollie McLeod <omcleod@blantongriffin.com>
Valdosta, GA USA - Monday, August 30, 2004 2:54 PM CDT
Dear Lynn,

Am I surprised at all that you've figured out such an effecient, memorable way to share information with all your family and many friends? Of course I'm not. Because you're always so darn perfect and innovative! This webpage is really great, and I've loved what you and others have written.

We still miss you, Dave and the kids not being in Denver but I'm very happy that in such a short time you've forged such incredible friendships in Dallas. And what can be said about Holly except that she's THE GREATEST!

Paul and I think and talk of you daily, Lynn. Take care, friend.

Jami Jensen & family <jamipaul@msn.com>
Littleton, CO USA - Monday, August 30, 2004 1:46 PM CDT
Dear Sweet, Precious Friend and Neighbor,

You silly girl, you did not have to do all this for a pot of my potato soup when a "simple" cold would have sufficed!!!

Seriously Lynn, my heart is heavy with your burden. My family and I are praying for you and you are in my thoughts every day. With your faith, spirit and determination, I am positive you will win this battle. God has already answered our prayers with the good test results and I know He will keep you well and strong throughout your treatments.

You know I am just a "stone's throw" away. You can call on me anytime, day or night, I am always here for you!!

Love you,
Linda

Linda Denning
- Monday, August 30, 2004 1:16 PM CDT
Hi Lynn,
We're all praying for ya back here in Minnesota.
Love ya,

Misty, Mike and Blake
Nakia
Sonny
Bruce and Patty

Bruce A. Berg <bberg@corchran.com>
New Richland, Mn. USA - Monday, August 30, 2004 1:11 PM CDT
dear lynn,When Grandma Berg told me your cancer is back my heart sank. Then as I sat and thought and prayed I thought OK, so be it, now let's get to work! I have decided every time I think of you, or anyone in our family, that thought will be a prayer for you. " Dear God, please give lynn your endurance and strength to go through these next treatments. Put your loving arms around her and bless her and keep her."
So glad your mom and dad are able to be there with you and help you and your family.
I found this little saying I hope it will help soothe your fears. Know that we are all praying for you. We love you.

Have no fear for what tomorrow may bring. The same loving God who cares for you today will take care of you tomorrow and every day. God will shield you from suffering or give you unfailing strength to bear it. Be at peace then and put aside all anxious thoughts and imaginations.----St. Francis de Sales

With loving thoughts and prayers,
your Mn. aunts and uncles
Jim and Lajean
Pat and Kay
Rodney
Neil and Bobby
Larry and Mary
Bruce
Burt and Connie

I took the liberty to sign all our names,and will send your web page address to all up here
Love Lajean

LaJean westeng <lwesteng09@hotmail.com>
clarks grove, mn - Monday, August 30, 2004 11:55 AM CDT
LBN (and family),
GREAT news on the test results (locality of the tumor)! Just means that kicking this cancers butt for the second AND FINAL time will be easier than the first fight, when you already showed who's boss!! As I said last week, I envision your life as being very long and very happy. The long part comes from your strong will to do whatever it takes to be around for your family, and the happy part just comes naturally for someone as awesome as you!

(Thanks to Holly for the web link and information sharing, very cool)

Take care girl. You're deeply in our thoughts and prayers.
LYB,
TJJ (and family)

Tate Jorgensen <tatejack@hotmail.com>
South Jordan, Utah - Monday, August 30, 2004 11:11 AM CDT
Hi Lynn,
Hope you had a restful weekend! God has certainly blessed you with LOTS of caring friends! It is quite obvious by all of the many encouraging notes! Praise God for friends! You are such a beautiful person and I am so glad that I can pray for you everyday! Have a great Monday!

Hugs-Anna

Anna Rainwater <chiefrainwater@ev1.net>
Lewisville, Tx U.S.A. - Monday, August 30, 2004 11:10 AM CDT
Dear Lynn, As for the last year, you are always in my prayers. Keep your chin up and let us know if you need ANYTHING! We love you! Patty Smith & family
Patty Smith <pattyandpaul@kw.com>
Frisco, TX USA - Monday, August 30, 2004 11:07 AM CDT
Hi there! I'm glad my lil' "confession" gave you a good laugh. Your strength & spirit just amazes me!! Stay strong......keep your dukes up - FIGHT, FIGHT, FIGHT!! Love ya!!! "GinGwynn" ha
Jenny Gwynn <jennygwynn@comcast.net>
Frisco, - Monday, August 30, 2004 11:03 AM CDT
Hey Lynn, we've been out of town for a week and it was so nice to be updated by Holly so that we can pray specifically. On the hair thing, I know they said it will just thin, but even if you lose it all, that's how Corbin and I first met you, and we both talked about how beautiful you were. We dig the buzz cut look! Hang in there and we're continually praying for you and Dave, Taylor and Jacob.
Romney <romneymcguire@comcast.net>
Plano, tx - Monday, August 30, 2004 10:13 AM CDT
It's Monday! A new day! A new week! May it bring you a new level of strength and courage!! We are all behind you!
Again! Fight sister! Fight!

Jill Smail <jill.smail@pharma.novatis.com>
Centennial, CO - Monday, August 30, 2004 9:41 AM CDT
Lynn, my prayers and heart are with you and Dave and the kids. Remember God is perfectly good and has a plan and purpose for you. Don't forget to try a chocolate shake or whatever flavor is your favorite when your feeling a little yukky. They helped me.
Kenny

Kenny <k.lemaster@verizon.net>
Plano, Tx - Monday, August 30, 2004 7:58 AM CDT
Lynn, my prayers and heart are with you and Dave and the kids. Remember God is perfectly good and has a plan and purpose for you. Don't forget to try a chocolate shake or whatever flavor is your favorite when your feeling a little yukky. They helped me.
Kenny

Kenny <k.lemaster@verizon.net>
Plano, Tx - Monday, August 30, 2004 7:57 AM CDT
Lynn- Your spirit is incredible and so is the battle that you are fighting! Your faith is truly uplifting. May you face your upcoming rounds of treatment with courage, knowing that you fought it strongly last year and you will fight it again! You are in my prayers.
God Bless!

Jill Ronningen <jronningen@cox.net>
Tempe, AZ USA - Sunday, August 29, 2004 11:12 PM CDT
Lynn,
just checking in before I head off to sleep= you have been in my thoughts all weekend- I will pray that sleep finds you tonight--
Love Nancy

Nancy Jacobson <nancy.l.jacobson@wellsfargo.com>
Katy, Tx - Sunday, August 29, 2004 11:04 PM CDT
Hi Lynn! Scott and I think of you often and pray for you daily. I commend you for allowing this information to be shared with so many people and for the kindness of your sweet friend who set this website up. What a wonderful way for people to stay informed and to support you near and far. We wish you, Dave and the kids a journey of peace and comfort. What a blessing to have such a support system!Take care and we'll thinking of you!
Love, Christen and Scott Chamberlain

Christren and Scott Chamberlain <scottandchristen@aol.com>
Rogers, AR USA - Sunday, August 29, 2004 10:27 PM CDT
Hi sweetie! I've been thinking about you & praying for you all weekend. I hope you were able to enjoy the cookies, the girls had so much fun making them. We can't wait for Taylor to come home w/ us again! I'll check in w/ you tomorrow to see if she could use a ride. Also, let me know if you need anything for the "All About Me" project (it's due Tues). Love ya! JennyGwynn
Jenny Gwynn <jennygwynn@comcast.net>
Frisco, TX - Sunday, August 29, 2004 9:32 PM CDT
Praise God for the news of your PET scan! We are out of town but I checked in with Jenny just in case you found out. You are so strong, a fighter, so beautiful, inside and out and I am sure you are touching sooo many people through this journey the good Lord has put you on. Hang tough and know we are are praying for you diligently!

Love ya - Lizzie

Liz Lemaster <lizzie.lemaster@verizon.net>
Plano, TX - Sunday, August 29, 2004 8:31 PM CDT
Hey Butt!!! It was so great talking to you yesterday. You are on my mind constantly. How's the pink robe? Maybe I'll need one for when I visit you (probably too hot for me to wear in Hawaii).

Remember that I am here for you. Reach out to me anytime. I don't know what exactly I can do to help, but I can listen... and try to understand. I can remind you what a special person you are to me and to so many others. I'd like to put my arms around you and hug you and let you know how very much I care and love you. I miss you so much... When do you want me to come for a visit? Just say the word, I'll be there. Love you butt!

Terri Berg-Greene <teresacgreene@hotmail.com>
Kailua-Kona, HI USA - Sunday, August 29, 2004 7:40 PM CDT
Okay dear friends...I know you are out there....the site has been viewed too many times - so where are your words of encouragement??? Let's beef it up a little gang....if you have time to read...you can jot a note!! Oh yea, and if you have signed the guestbook once....you CAN sign again...every encouraging word helps! Love ya! Hol
Holly <hmcrand@comcast.net>
- Sunday, August 29, 2004 6:36 PM CDT
Hey there friend!
Thanks for taking the time to write on your website. It helps those of us that are far away feel just a little closer. I wish we were close enough to give you a hug! I hope it is a good day! We love you!
FIGHT SISTER! FIGHT!

Jill Smail <jill.smail@pharma.novartis.com>
Centennial , CO USA - Sunday, August 29, 2004 4:36 PM CDT
Hey girl...I am guzzling water on your behalf and hope you are doing the same. Hope the aches go away soon. Your sweet girl has been a dear at our house today...despite numerous interferences from "the brothers!" Love ya,
Holly

Holly <hmcrand@comcast.net>
- Sunday, August 29, 2004 3:01 PM CDT
Dear Sweet Lynn....I have shed so many tears on your behalf and am so troubled that you are having to go through this ordeal again. You are in John's and my thoughts and prayers continually. So far the news you have received is so very, very promising, and I pray it will continue to be. You are such a special person and such a dear friend to our Holly. You have such a wonderful family and I am so thankful God placed the Newmans and the Crandells in close proximity to each other. Take care and big, big hugs to you. Charlotte
Charlotte McKay <crmckay2@aol.com>
Austin, TX USA - Sunday, August 29, 2004 2:32 PM CDT
Lynn
This guest book and webpage is a super idea. Thank You for sharing your journey with us. Your bravery in this battle is actually a blessing and encouragement to us. We will continue to pray for you, and as you journal along, we can pray specifically for whatever is on your mind. Great news on the PET - you Go Girl. If you ever want an 'ol friend to drop by....you just wink in our direction. We Love you Guys!

Rick & Christal Lung <hothotzam@yahoo.com>
Orlando, FL USA - Saturday, August 28, 2004 11:16 AM CDT
Lynn and Newman Gang:
Great news on the PET scan. It sounds like we ought to be headed to Mexico in no time. Looking forward to seeing you guys when you're up to it. Love from and to all.

Paul Ottenstein and Family <jamipaul@msn.com>
Littleton, CO USA - Friday, August 27, 2004 9:50 PM CDT
Hello, my bossom buddy!!! I am so proud of you!!! You made it through the first iv. I hope you wore lots of good smellin' perfume and had Dave draw you a nice warm bath tonight!!! I am praying that God will give you some special time with Him as He has caused you to lie down for a while. I hope the Lord has you lying down by still waters and that you are able to shut your eyes a bit and feast on His green pastures!!! I know that is corny but I keep thinking of Psalm 23. Anyway, Jacob was sure moving that ball along quite well tonight at practice!!! He is getting better and better with every practice!! I love you, girl!!! You are so strong and courageous. And I do have to say...you look marvelous in your picture with Holly. The most beautiful chemo girl there I bet!! Talk to you very soon, sweet thing. Sleep tight and know that I am praying for a sound sleep sprinkled with sweet dreams...... Melanie
Melanie Florsheim <scot.florsheim@comcast.net>
- Friday, August 27, 2004 9:20 PM CDT
My sweet friend Lynn, I've been lifting your name in prayer since the Main Event. When this is all over with, promise me we'll have a re-match (and hopefully this time we'll actually beat our kiddos fare & square - no kiddie ramp!) I love ya - you know I'm here for you! JennyGwynn (I signed it just how you like to say it! HA)
Jenny Gwynn <jennygwynn@comcast.net>
Frisco, TX - Friday, August 27, 2004 9:11 PM CDT
Lynn
Hi sweety. I was so glad to hear how your day went and the great news on the Pet test. I am praying for you constantly and that God will see you through these very trying times. We love you and your family Sooooo much(as Deegan would say) If there is anything we can do let us know, the kids are welcome anytime.

Kathy Shearer <Katshe@comcast.net>
Frisco, TX - Friday, August 27, 2004 8:19 PM CDT
To Sweet Lynn, Her Loving Husband David, and two beautiful Children-

We are praying that you have peace, good medical advice, and a tolerable chemo treatment.

You are in our thoughts always

Nancy, Jake, Tanner, and Logan

Nancy Jacobson <nancy.l.jacobson@wellsfargo.com>
Katy, TX - Friday, August 27, 2004 6:00 PM CDT
Lynn:
As I have thought many times in my life it is not our place to understand God's plan. I have a much lighter heart now hearing the news from the PET scan and I pray that we continue to hear good news. There were many times that I have heard that God only gives us what we can handle and I know the strength of your spirit must be an awesome thing. We pray for you and your family daily and we would love to help in any possible way. Please let us know what we can do at any time. God Bless

Jerri <mxjxhill@msn.com>
- Friday, August 27, 2004 5:02 PM CDT
Hi Lynn,
Praise to God that you recieved good results on your scan. We continue to pray for God to give you the strengh you need each minute of every day, until this nightmare is over for good. I am so glad to hear that I am not the only one to turn to shopping for therapy. I know our husbands would rather us have a less expensive alternative. Please let me know of anything you need. I want to help but don't know what is help and what is not. Thanks for the updates.
Love Ya! Susan Carter


susan carter <knscarter@advantexmail.net>
frisco, tx usa - Friday, August 27, 2004 4:56 PM CDT
Hello Lynn,

We are so thrilled that your PET scan came back with great results. We will pray that the Lord will continue to give you strength as you endure more chemo treatments. If you can fight off a TEXAS SIZED BUG, you can fight off this cancer....YOU GO GIRL!!!! Praying for you everyday,
Anna

Anna Rainwater <chiefrainwater@ev1.net>
Lewisville, Tx U.S.A. - Friday, August 27, 2004 4:41 PM CDT
Whoa! My first journal entry was short lived and upstaged by your LONG message!! WOW. I can't believe all you wrote...how long were you typing? You are a dear..thank you for your kind words...now get some sleep - we need your eyes in the cul de sac to help watch ALL these kids. Luff ya girl.
Holly <hmcrand@comcast.net>
Frisco, - Friday, August 27, 2004 4:34 PM CDT
Whoa! My first journal entry was short lived and upstaged by your LONG message!! WOW. I can't believe all you wrote...how long were you typing? You are a dear..thank you for your kind words...now get some sleep - we need your eyes in the cul de sac to help watch ALL these kids. Luff ya girl.
Holly <hmcrand@comcast.net>
Frisco, - Friday, August 27, 2004 4:31 PM CDT
Hi Lynn!!!
Yeah! I am so excited about the great results of the PET scan! You hang in there, girl! You've done this once, it wasn't fun, but I know you can do it again. I am just praising God right now that your cancer is contained and has not spread!!! We continue to think of you and pray for you daily ... would love to have the kids come over and play anytime, to give you a break when you need it! Just let me know! We love you! Betsy and Paul

Betsy and Paul Lucido <pblucido@hotmail.com>
McKinney, TX USA - Friday, August 27, 2004 4:14 PM CDT
Hi Lynn!

That's great news about the PET scan! We're praying for you guys!

Glenn Ford <glenn-ford@sbcglobal.net>
Plano, TX USA - Friday, August 27, 2004 3:58 PM CDT
Me again. Sorry for the size of the photo. I am working on re-sizing it and adding another. Until then...enjoy.
Holly <hmcrand@comcast.net>
Frisco, TX - Friday, August 27, 2004 2:23 PM CDT
I love you girl. You are a sunshine in my every day! Hang in there and enjoy all the treats and reads!! And keep your doors shut...I heard there were some Texas sized bugs found on your cul de sac!
Holly

Holly Crandell <hmcrand@comcast.net>
Frisco, TX - Friday, August 27, 2004 1:01 PM CDT

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