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14 YEARS, 1 MONTH, 4 DAYS, 13 HOURS, 16 MINUTES


Dear Son, My Angel In Heaven.
They say as time goes by that this gets easier. well let me explain my feelings here for a minute.

I am a mother. i held you first, i kissed you first, i changed your first diaper, and you peed on me. LOL. i held you in my arms so tight, and you would sleep on my chest as often as possible. there was not a day that went by that i did not kiss you, hug you or hold you. for 14 years, 1 month, 4 days, 13 hours and 16 minutes i held on to you.
Sept. 10, 2005 @ 8:32 pm i held you for the last time. i took that last breath with you, and you were gone.
As a mom, this never gets any easier. One last hug, one last kiss on the cheek, one last smile. You are gone. my pain does not get easier, my pain does not lessen. You, the son i gave birth to, i will never hold again as long as i live. That is a pain that will have a hole in my heart forever. The need to just see your smile is so great. Lance, you are my hero, my gaurdian angel, and i miss you, i miss you, i miss you. To all the parents out there, imagine going a month without holding your child, or hearing them tell a story, or just watching them sleep. imagine being without your child for 1 month, it is unimaginable. THAT IS WHAT I FEEL. as each day passes i long for the hugs, the smiles and the kisses. I WILL NEVER FORGET, I WILL NEVER FORGET.
I love you son.

Your Mother For Ever.
Krista

krista <teniebop492001@yahoo.com>
saginaw, tx usa - Tuesday, September 11, 2007 10:57 AM CDT
sorry to hear about your loss i helped jesse take care of lance when he first came on hospice. i've often wondered about his condition. again i'm so very sorry about your loss you have a wonderful son and i would bet he's still taking care of you in his special way.
patricia cummings lvn hospice continuous care <shortround90@yahoo.com>
ft worth, tx United States - Wednesday, July 26, 2006 7:45 PM CDT
hi sammys mom from cook's sorry to here about lance were still fighting sammys been in icu 55days now but things are looking up my heart goes out to you thank you for helping me out Katrina
katrina <mommy641@msn.com>
brownwood, - Friday, March 31, 2006 8:00 PM CST
Dees, Krista, Kyla, Forrest and Sasha,
I am just getting the news about Lance's homegoing. I prayed hard for Lance and for you all as well. I remember the first time I met Lance at group. He told me that he disliked the president because he cut medical research funding. He also told me that he was working on a cure for some of the diseases that affect society. I wondered how this little kid knew so much in such a little time. I learned that it was due to having supportive and loving parents that encouraged him to go beyond average. I also realized that it did not stop with Lance, all of the kids were above average intelligence, and they were very polite and respectful of others. I know that this could not have been an easy situation to go through. I pray that the Lord gives you strength and courage to go on in life and keep his legacy alive. Hulk was the best character for him, he was such a strong young man. He fought a good fight and the Lord felt that his time here on Earth was over. "Krista, Lance knew that you would never break a promise, but we can not make promises when the Lord is in control of our destiny." Lance knows that if you could have had your way, none of this would have happened.

I pray that God will give you strength during the darkest days when you want to give up and the courage to carry on knowing that Lance is in a much happier place, Cancer Free.

La Freda Dillard-Smith <ladysmith0918@yahoo.com>
Arlington, TX USA - Friday, March 10, 2006 1:20 PM CST
Lance we never met,
And I wish that we had,
I but I came to late,
And that makes me sad.

I've heard of your life,
I have heard how you lived.
I know you dont know me,
These word are all I have to give.

Your mom did a good job,
To make you the person that you are.
Your accomplishments and attitude
Are what made you a star.

The demon of cancer,
invaded your space.
Yet you refused
to show a frown on your face.

Forrest, Kasha, and Kyla,
In their hearts you still survive.
The stength of your mom is
keeping you alive.

I wish we met,
I'm still very sad.
You left before a "hello"
Shaking your hand would have made me glad.

I feel you're still with us,
watching from above.
Standing next to God,
and still giving your love.

Kevin Lance Fowler,
You I wish I knew,
One day I'll shake your hand.
This I promise you.

Rodney

Lance would have adored you rodney, the same as we all do. he put you in our lives for a reason, and he put us in your life for a reason. the love we have for you is so unexplainable. we all love you very much.

krista <teniebop492001@yahoo.com>
saginaw, tx usa - Wednesday, March 1, 2006 11:02 AM CST
Thinking of you dear...

Praying for you through the next few months...

Love and many prayers, and heavy heart...

www.caringbridge.org/mn/erikludwinski

Donna Ludwinski <ludfarm@arvig.net>
Park Rapids, MN - Friday, November 25, 2005 12:49 AM CST
May God be always with you and your family.
Victor Robinson <viciousv_2000@yahoo.com>
Otsego, MI USA - Friday, November 25, 2005 7:25 AM CST
Image hosted by Photobucket.comThe Prayer Bears you and your family are in my prayers
hailee

melissa <angels4hailee@cox.net>
cavecreek, az usa - Monday, October 31, 2005 4:27 PM CST
DEAR, KRISTA & FAMILY I'M SO SORRY FOR YOUR LOSS. I KNOW LANCE FOUGHT VERY HARD. MY PRAYERS ARE WITH YOU ALL!HERE IS A FEW WORDS OF STRENGTH. BUT THEY THAT WAIT UPON THE LORD SHALL RENEW THEIR STRENGTH THEY SHALL MOUNT UP WITH WINGS AS EAGLES; THEY SHALL RUN,AND NOT BE WEARY; THEY SHALL WALK,AND NOT FAINT. ISAIAH 40:31 I THINK LANCE IS RUNNING NOW. Love, Tammy & Garett
TAMMY HITCHCOCK <hitchchrl@aol.com>
CHINA SPRING, TX USA - Friday, September 23, 2005 3:06 PM CDT
Dearest Krista & Family, I cannot even begin to think what you have & are going through.In thrity more min. this will be your final good-by to Lance here on earth. You know I see Lance doing like an eagle not running from a strom, or
running through it, but waiting till the storm is just right and rise above it and sailing in to heaven on the winds of the strom. I believe today before you leave the grave side Lance will let you know he is above the strom
high into heaven and with Jesus. Of coarse we know this is God speaking through Lance that He's in a wonderful place
where there will be no more cancer.
As I close I will be in prayer for you & all your family
while the grave side is goin on.
May God give you that peace you will need.
My Love, Lou/grandmother to Josh NBIV 6/01

www.caringbridge.org/page/josh

Lou <skiptolou@juno.com>
Knoxville, TN USA - Wednesday, September 21, 2005 1:55 PM CDT
Dear Krista..............I don't know if you remember me but I took care of Kayla at Stony Brook .............I am so very sorry for your loss and remember Lance well......believe me when I tell you that you and your family will always be in my thoughts and prayers.I have often thought about you and your children and remember admiring your determination and drive to be there for them.........love and lots of hugs to you and the kids..
Michele Kelly <mkelly@notes.cc.sunysb.edu>
Stony Brook , NY USA - Wednesday, September 21, 2005 1:54 PM CDT
Krista & Family
I am so sorry for your loss. They say that losing a child is one of the hardest things one can be faced with. I can not even imagine the pain you feel. You will always be in my thoughts & prayers. Hang in there, stay in touch.
Love-Patricia

Patricia Bartik
Shoreham, NY United States - Wednesday, September 21, 2005 11:54 AM CDT
Dear Krista

Im so sorry for your loss i(rachel) know how your feeling. The one thing that we need to remember is that they( lance and james) are cancer feel and they would not want us to be sad, they would want us to keep our chins up and look back at what brave kids they were. I know its hard but just remember thier smiles and laughs. I hope your doing okay.

rachel <racheldawn81@hotmail.com>
waco, tx USA - Tuesday, September 20, 2005 1:10 AM CDT
Dear Krista and family,
Your strength has touched me in ways I cannot describe. I am so terribly sorry that your baby Lance is no longer with you. I can only imagine how deeply sad you must feel. My thoughts, prayers, and tears are with you now and always. God's love and mine...

Amanda (Gibson) Votaw
Cody, WY USA - Sunday, September 18, 2005 9:48 PM CDT
Dear Lance's family,
Lance sounded like such a great young man. I hope that my son David finds him in heaven. They would get along so well. I cannot say that I know exactly how you feel because I was just in your shoes not even three weeks ago. My heart is hurting even more because another child lost a battle.
Please know that I am thinking about you today.

Sincerely,
Sarah (Angel David's Mom)


www.caringbridge.org/fl/davidjourneynorris <thenards2@bellsouth.net>
Orlando, Fl - Sunday, September 18, 2005 11:06 AM CDT
Hey Big Man! I love and miss you dearly!!!

Krista, just amazing. I love you. I'm here ANYTIME!!

Forrest, Kasha, and Kyla.... I love you guys! I enjoy each of your smiles. Keep them coming.


Aunt Porsha and Uncle Danny Kidwell (Tyler/Trevin) <PKDK911@aol.com>
NRH, Tx USA!!!!!!! - Friday, September 16, 2005 5:15 PM CDT
To Lance's Family:
God bless you and comfort you. I am Kevin Fowler's cousin. And, I wanted to express the Squires' family sympathy toward your loss. Though we never met Lance, we felt as though we knew him because Kevin kept us informed of Lance's progress. He was very proud of Lance and expressed his love for him...the love you love beyond death. When you love someone, and see their hurt, you hurt too. Lance is safely home in heaven where there is perfect Love, Love forever, Peace forever, and Joy forever. God Bless You. The Squires' Family.

Myra Squires <2myra@optonline.net>
Amityville, NY USA - Thursday, September 15, 2005 11:24 PM CDT
Hey sister and family!!! I know that it is hard for you in this time of grief!! But i know and you know that god is right here by your side! As i know everytime i get on that track to run Hes right there beside me sayin i know you can and you know you can too.. God will be here as long as you believe!! Just think this every time you cry or are worried Hes lookin at you sayin why cry?!!? Im better im good!! iam standin in my home forever! You will be with me soon enough!! God will take care of me mom!! and I love you all and my thoughts and prayers are with all of you!!! I love you sister!! ill be up there soon to see you!!
Jeannie Lynes <sweetness_1989@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, September 15, 2005 10:25 PM CDT
We are so,so sorry for your loss..May the Lord
comfort your hearts and grant you that much needed
strength that you need..

Trish/Angel_Wings <Rrntbyr@aol.com>
Kingston, TN USA - Thursday, September 15, 2005 10:27 AM CDT
My thought & prayers are with you at this time.
Charlene
One Who Cares, Dabbles & Doodles & Angel_Wings

Ont. Canada <ur_secret_pal05@yahoo.ca>
- Wednesday, September 14, 2005 6:10 PM CDT
You and your family are in our prayers. He is free of pain now and in a better place. Our daughter Ashley was very fond of Lance and is a good friend of Kamisha. She will miss him.

The Schirico Family(Saginaw, Tx.)

Gina Schirico
Saginaw, TX USA - Wednesday, September 14, 2005 12:58 AM CDT
Bless all of you. I know you are suffering because he's not with you anymore and I know that hurts. I am praying for you and that you can have the strength to get through the extreme hurt you feel.
Carol Hartman <freetobee@sbcglobal.net>
Shawnee, Ok USA - Tuesday, September 13, 2005 10:53 PM CDT
hello,
I didnt know lance i have just heard very many awesomely great thaings about that young man im sorry for your lose i cant comprehend what you must be going through but i wanted to let you know i will be praying for your entire family god is with you

Eric Barnes <Crazy_stud852@sbcglobal.ney>
Saginaw, Tx USA - Tuesday, September 13, 2005 9:53 PM CDT
May your thunderstorm roar and keep you warm and know that your precious angel is watching over you. Krista, you and the kids are in our prayers.
Tanya Connolly-Walsh <tanyawalsh@bellsouth.net>
Alpharetta, GA USA - Tuesday, September 13, 2005 4:40 PM CDT
I am so sorry for your loss. You and your family will be in our thoughts and prayers during this hard time.

Hugs,
Terri & Auggie Mead www.caringbridge.org/ut/mead.auggie

NB Family <dreambear_2@yahoo.com>
Taylorsville, UT USA - Tuesday, September 13, 2005 12:10 AM CDT
Krista, Dease, Forrest, Kasha, and Kyla,

I'm just so heartily sorry for your loss. I've sent a prayer request for Lance and you all to my online friends. I just don't know what to say...all I know to do is pray. Lance, like all your children was an amazing wonderful young man! Please hug Forrest and Kasha for me.

Michelle Glenn
Fort Worth, TX - Tuesday, September 13, 2005 11:50 AM CDT
So sorry to hear of your horrendous loss. Our 8 year old daugther has also relapsed recently. The beast is so ugly, yet our precious children so beautiful. Thanks for sharing your son's beautiful photos!

With prayers,
Angela
www.ChristiThomas.com

Love, Your NB family - the Thomas team <Email@ChristiThomas.com>
- Tuesday, September 13, 2005 10:54 AM CDT
So sorry for your loss, there are no words. Wishing you peace and much thunder in the coming days as your angel lets you know he is pain and cancer free.
Ronit (Michael's cousin) <gliksmanronit@hotmail.com>
Highland Park, IL U.S.A. - Tuesday, September 13, 2005 9:34 AM CDT
You are in my thoughts and prayers. Take the time to enjoy all those little signs from your angel. It has been the best time seeing my signs since my son passed. Those moments will stick with you forever. Today is my sons 2 month ann. and he sent a rainbow first thing this morning. I have now seen 6 rainbows in 2 months. They realy can hear us. Love and hugs to your family.
Jamie Angel Camerons mommy forever 01/10/01-07/13/05

Jamie <jamie.carey@cox.net www.caringbridge.org/ok/cameronc>
Yukon, Ok - Tuesday, September 13, 2005 9:24 AM CDT
We are so sorry to learn of the devestating loss of your beautiful son. What an amazing soul he is, to have made and kept that promise about the storm.
Wishing you peace and strength for the days ahead,

Jennifer Click and Carolyn & Evan Coveney <jclick@mindspring.com>
Falls Church, VA - Tuesday, September 13, 2005 9:22 AM CDT
I'm so very sorry for this terrible loss of yet another NB warrior. Thank you for sharing that thunderstorm story with us. I will think of Lance and you everytime I hear a good thunderstorm.
Aimee, Mom to Kendall (dx5/04) and Zachary, www.caringbridge.com/ny/kendall <aimee1@optonline.net>
Long Island, NY USA - Tuesday, September 13, 2005 0:08 AM CDT
saying prayers for you and your family....as the angels watch you from above.

Http://www.caringbridge.org/az/hailee

melissa <angels4hailee@cox.net>
cavecreek, az usa - Monday, September 12, 2005 10:43 PM CDT
Tears....
I bet that storm was amazing, I bet Lance was amazing.
Love to you
Colleen - Kaitlyn's mum

www.caringbridge.org/ne/kaitlyn

Colleen <ozi_gal@hotmail.com>
Beverley, WA Australia - Monday, September 12, 2005 9:11 PM CDT
I am so incredibly saddened by the news of your Lance leaving your arms.............
I know our "Lance's" are together in heaven now.... tears.

Justine, mom to Angel Lance www.caringbridge.org/page/lance <justine.saylors@mac.com>
Lake Oswego, OR United States - Monday, September 12, 2005 8:51 PM CDT
I am so sorry for your loss. Your family is in my thoughts and prayers. I know God will wrap his arms around all of you and take care of you,just the way he is doing Lance now. And I know there are not any words to comfort you right now but God will take care of you.
Michelle Barnard
Saginaw, TX - Monday, September 12, 2005 12:05 AM CDT
Lance's Family, I am so sad to read that Lance only had
two more days after I post the last time.I had this feeling
that God was carrying Lance....that there was no foot prints
in the sand.
You know God works in many ways, Lance telling you he would
be the thunderstorm.And to think he let you know it so
soon that everything was ok. Hold on to those words he told
you, because he will send rain drops when you are not even
looking for them....and maybe even wind & lightning.

I am remembering all of Lance's family in my prayers.
I will never forget the day of his passing, the day
before 911 and Josh's anv.surgery four years ago.

I won't say anything on the group about Lance passing
unless you would like for me to. I know the NB Group
would love to know.
When you can share with us about the service. I know it
will be wonderful & beatiful. I can not help but to
think of Lance's brother & sister.
May God Warp his arms around all of you tight as you
face these next few hard day.
Your friend from NB Group, My Love Lou/grandmother to
Josh(13) dx.NBIV 6/01 www.caringbridge.org/page/josh

Lou Dailey <skiptolou@juno.com>
Knoxville, TN USA - Monday, September 12, 2005 8:33 AM CDT
Lance & Family, Just stoping by to let you know
You are in my prayers.If you feel like you can't
see God's foot prints in the sand....he is carrying
you now. Hold on tight and let God's love carry you
and give you that great peace & joy.
Your friend NB Group, Lou/grandmother to Josh (13)
dx.neuroblastomaIV

www.caringbridge.org/page/josh

Lou <skiptolou@juno.com>
Knoxville, TN USA - Thursday, September 8, 2005 10:15 PM CDT
Hey Lance, i know i havent wrote to you but i guess this will be it this is the time i need to!! Lance i love you with my heart and my soul!! I wish i could be there with you at this moment! I know that you are the strongest person i have ever met and the memory that i have of you that sticks out the most is seein you on that stage at church when you sung that BEAUTIFUL song.. I loved it! and i know that the lord enjoyed it just as much as i did.. i wish you the best.. And well you inspired me to be the best! Im running track and im great at it! i love it becuz it puts me in my happy place! You are so wonderful and theres really no words that can describe what kindof in spiration you have on me! I love you my litte-big nephew!! lol Well all my wishes and prayers go to you!!
Jeannie Lynes <sweetness_1989@yahoo.com>
Midland, Tx - Monday, September 5, 2005 9:57 PM CDT
Hey lance its your cousin sonya from NY...I just want to let you know how much I admire you...Through all of this you have been soooo strong... I just wanted to say hi and to let you know that my prayers are with you everyday..I love you always.
SONYA BROWN <SMB98@HOTMAIL.COM>
HUNTINGTON, NY US - Thursday, September 1, 2005 7:06 PM CDT
Lance, I just wanted to let you know how very much I love you, you are my first grandchild and a special young man...Your love is so strong for your family and you have shown this over and over...Your mom is an amazing woman, not only is she your mother but you very best friend...As for your brother and sisters (Forest, Kasha, Kyla) I love you guys so much and it feels good to see all of you so close....Lance, once again I love you and you have you mother,Forest, Kasha, Kyla, and so many friends and family that love you....You are a big part of my life,,,,,,,,,
Grandma <countrygirlintx_2000@yahoo.com>
Fort Worth , Tx Tarrant - Thursday, September 1, 2005 10:21 AM CDT
Hey Big Man!! To start...we love you SOOOO much!!

I know that all this is scary...but even through all this your caring heart pours out gifts to everyone else. Which is amazing!

Remember to keep your heart with God and peace will come.

You are a very strong man...physically and mentally. I can only hope that my boys follow in your footsteps of maturity. What a role model you have been!!! I thank you for that!

Again, we love you.


Aunt Porsha and Uncle Danny (Tyler/Trevin) <PKDK911@aol.com>
NRH, TX USA!!!! - Tuesday, August 30, 2005 2:51 AM CDT
hello, Lance I'm heart broken to hear about everthing that is going on! I know your a very strong man.Garett said to tell you hello. Garett is back in school and doing good. He had his first hair cut because it was cut it or go home from school! He still didnt want it cut and said they dont understand. I told him they have rules to go by.It was his first hair cut sense it starting growing back. We went to see James Henry the other day. He isnt doing to well. My thoughts and prayers are with you all. Love Tammy & Garett
tammy hitchcock <hitchchrl@aol.com>
china spring, tx usa - Friday, August 26, 2005 2:49 PM CDT
Lance,

I just want to let you know that you are an inspiration to my son. Brandon Landry went to school with you at wayside in 7th grade and you obviously left an impression on him. He would talk of you often, about being the fastest in track and an "A" honor roll student. I think it has made him strive to be the best he can be. He would come home telling me of some of the obstacles in your way and how you were so responsible. How you would help your Mom with her illness and help take care of your siblings. Even before your illness and the awareness it brought, you were teaching others to be the best that they could be. Not to take things for granted and appreciate what they had.

I want to thank you, Lance. You have made my job of being a Mom so much easier. You have taught my son things that I couldn't have taught him. Even though Brandon hasn't been to see you in a while, you have always been in our thoughts and prayers.

God Bless you,

Tammy Landry-Sinor
Brandon Landry's MOM

Tammy Landry-Sinor <Tesinor5@aol.com>
Fort Worth, TX USA - Tuesday, August 23, 2005 11:27 AM CDT
Dearest Lance,
I wanted to take this time to share something with you. This is so important for you to know because it pertains to you as well. Let me explain a couple of incidents that have happened within our family. At the time that the war started in Iraq, Andrew's big brother Joshua was there, front line, right in the worst of it.(He is a Marine). There just are barely the words to describe the constant fear we lived under. A time came that I was able to get a message to my son. You see, one of his buddies was allowed to return to the US for his father's funeral, then had to go directly back to the war. During the time he was here, I sent him an Email message and asked him to print it off, keep it in his pocket and give it to Joshua the minute he was back with him.The message I had him take to my son was Psalm 91:11 For He will command his angels concerning you to guard you in all your ways. Lance, just think about how incredible that is. God has guardian angels surrounding you at all times, truly at all times. Over a year ago, my brother broke his neck. When I walked into that hospital room, I was not prepared for what I saw. We didn't think he was going to make it. He was unconscious but I leaned down and said into his ear "Kenny, there are guardian angels surrounding this bed." Weeks later, he was able to tell me that throughout the entire time he was unconscious, those words were the only ones he had any memory of hearing. He told me that it was like he was hearing those words in a dream. To this day, and forever more, that has left such an impact on him and he loves to give testimony to that to anyone he can. Our hearts ache for all you and your family have had to endure but yet, I find comfort in knowing that God has his angels surrounding you. It is my hope that this will bring comfort to you and your family as well.
We are so blessed that you are Andrew's best friend and we love you so very much. You are so amazing, you have this natural quality of bringing out the best in people. Maybe you are too young to realize that about yourself but it is special and it is you. When we visited you recently and you were sleeping, then in a split second opened your eyes, looked right at Andrew and said (in a strong, normal, not a bit drowsy tone of voice) "what's up man" it just absolutely was the most heart warming thing. We will never...NEVER forget that moment. You are amazing the way you touch other people, the way you can bring a smile to other people right when they are feeling so sad. Thank you for being my son's friend, thank you for being just who you are...a true inspiration to us all. Love, Andrew's Mom, Debby

Debby Sink <dbrsnk@msn.com>
Fort Worth, TX USA - Sunday, August 21, 2005 5:00 PM CDT
Hi Lance & Family, I have been wondering how your
summer was going & how you are doing. I am very sad
to read there is more treatments ahead.You are very
wise and strong young man. You will be able to handly
this. (did you ever read lance armstrong book)
From reading what your family & friends write you I can
tell you & your family have great faith & lots of love.
I have been remember you & your family in my prayers
every since I met you & your website.
Keep your faith, I know God has a plan for you .Let him
use you. Lou/grandmother to Josh (13)

www.caringbridge.org/page/josh

ps:hope your dogs are doing good.

Lou <skiptolou@juno.com>
Knoxville, TN USA - Thursday, August 18, 2005 8:37 PM CDT
Hey Big Man! The birthday party was AWESOME!!! I was kind of looking forward to you getting Danny with the cake again....but it was great watching you get your mom, too. :) And, of course, Danny has it on video. We can watch it over and over. heehee I'm glad that your Aunt, Uncle,(Florida)Grandma, Grandpa (New York) and Kevin was able to come in. I know that they enjoyed visiting with you and Forrest, Kasha, and Kyla...and finally meeting Kathryn.

We are so EXTREMELY proud of you, Lance. Your strenghth is unbelievable. We are here for you ANYTIME...remember that! We will be here until you beat this monster and LONG after that.

School starts in just a few days. Oh my goodness....high school. Stop...your making me feel old. :)

Krista, hang in there. Find strenghth in the truth of God and the goodness of 'true' family. This is a battle that 'one' cannot fight...but that a 'family' can win.

Forrest, Kasha, Kyla...what can I say???... You kids are the greatest! I love each one of you more than words can describe.

Kathryn, coming into a family is hard...hang in there and know that there are people who truely care about you.

Dease, no question that these kids are your life.

We love you very much, Lance. Thank you for all the teachings you have bestowed to us in living life. Love you lots!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Aunt Porsha and Uncle Danny (Tyler/Trevin) <PKDK911@aol.com>
NRH, Tx USA!!!! - Friday, August 12, 2005 1:55 AM CDT
Hey Big Man! The birthday party was AWESOME!!! I was kind of looking forward to you getting Danny with the cake again....but it was great watching you get your mom, too. :) And, of course, Danny has it on video. We can watch it over and over. heehee I'm glad that your Aunt, Uncle,(Florida)Grandma, Grandpa (New York) and Kevin was able to come in. I know that they enjoyed visiting with you and Forrest, Kasha, and Kyla...and finally meeting Kathryn.

We are so EXTREMELY proud of you, Lance. Your strenghth is unbelievable. We are here for you ANYTIME...remember that! We will be here until you beat this monster and LONG after that.

School starts in just a few days. Oh my goodness....high school. Stop...your making me feel old. :)

Krista, hang in there. Find strenghth in the truth of God and the goodness of 'true' family. This is a battle that 'one' cannot fight...but that a 'family' can win.

Forrest, Kasha, Kyla...what can I say???... You kids are the greatest! I love each one of you more than words can describe.

Kathryn, coming into a family is hard...hang in there and know that there are people who truely care about you.

Dease, no question that these kids are your life.

We love you very much, Lance. Thank you for all the teachings you have bestowed to us in living life. Love you lots!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Aunt Porsha and Uncle Danny (Tyler/Trevin) <PKDK911@aol.com>
NRH, Tx USA!!!! - Friday, August 12, 2005 1:54 AM CDT
Hey, I love and admire you so very much. Lance, to see how amazingly strong you have been and are being makes me love you more....Im sorry that I have not been there more than I have been, but remember that you are in my thoughts every day...Hey that was some shindig of a birthday, wasnt it? We mananged to keep the BIG suprise from you and I was so happy to see you happy and your friends and family around you on your BIG day and , you ready, next year is going to be BIGGER and BETTER, if we can all top this one...Anyway I will say Bye Bye for now. Keep your Head held high and remember Grandma Loves you.....
LeFan Haney <countrygirlintx_20000@yahoo.com>
Fort Worth, Tx Tarrant - Wednesday, August 10, 2005 11:20 AM CDT
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Kaitlyn <ozi_gal@hotmail.com>
Beverley, WA Australia - Wednesday, July 27, 2005 5:36 AM CDT
Hey Big Man!! Just a quick note to say hello. Take care of yourself and know that we love you.

Aunt Porsha and Uncle Danny (TK and Trevin)

Aunt Porsha and Uncle Danny <PKDK911@aol.com>
NRH, TX USA!!!!! - Thursday, July 21, 2005 2:42 PM CDT
Lance and Family,

I just want to let you all know that even though we have never met, you are all in my daily prayers. I share in your concerns and continuously pray for God's healing.

John Montgomery <jrmont1526@comcast.net>
Allen, TX USA - Friday, July 1, 2005 5:50 PM CDT
Hi Lance and Krista: I have been thinking alot about you in the past few days, thought I should write you a note it has been awhile. I have seen where you have been going through a time in the last few months. You are such strong faithful people I don't know if I could do it. I have kept you on the prayer chain at church. Even though I do not write often I do think about you all. I plan on coming to Texas next spring so I would like to meet you. Did I ever tell you my motto is the only friend I don't have is the one I haven't meant yet. But then just after talking to your Mom just once I feel we have meant. God Bless you Both With Love Jo-Ann Oxley Steubenville,OH
Jo-Ann Oxley <oxlee2000@yahoo.com>
Steubenville, Ohio USA - Friday, June 17, 2005 8:58 AM CDT
Hey Big Man! First and for most..... I LOVE YOU....WE love you.

Well...you've been on chemo again for 4 days now...and it is simple for me to say...that you are just AMAZING!! I love to see your strenghth shine thru as bright as the sun.

We have SO MUCH enjoyed you staying here at the house (along with Forrest, Kasha, and Kyla)....and hope you enjoyed yourself as well.

Keep your head high....your heart open...and your fighting spirit....ALWAYS!!

Aunt Porsha and Uncle Danny (Tyler & Trevin) <PKDK911@aol.com>
NRH, TX USA!!!!!!!! - Friday, June 17, 2005 0:40 AM CDT
Dear Lance,

I just wanted to express to you how so very proud i am of you. you graduated the 8th grade with honors. i was blessed with the day of watching you cross that stage and not just recieve a diploma, but the presidential award, the principals award and outstanding achievement in honor band for playing your trumpet. Lance my heart is breaking because i feel as though i have let you down. i told you everything was going to be alright. i never break promises and you know that, but this was one that i had no control over. i have watched you in this last year grown into such a young man that i am so so very proud of. you have so much integrity about you, and maturity that i wonder where it came from. the day the docs told me you had cancer my life fell apart, then with your courage and faith i put myself back together. and now here we are back to where we started. i fell apart for a minute, it is ok to cry, be mad, be whatever you feel. i am very sad, i want to snap and make it all go away, then you told me. "Mom, i know what i am up against, it is not going to be easy, we are going to cry, and there will still be happy times, but mom we will do this together." Lance i do not know how you became so smart, and strong and courageous, but i sincerely admire you. and i just wanted to let you know one promise i will never break in all my life. i will be here no matter what, when you turn around you will see me. if you do not see me you will know by the wind that i am here. if it were not for you, forrest, kasha, and kyla, i would not know how to be a parent, and i thank you for trusting me enough to care for you and love you. i am glad you chose me to be your mother, i could never have asked for anything more special than what i have in my heart that you gave me. do not ever forget to open your arms wide when you think of how much i so deeply love you. i am here no matter what.

Love,
Mom

krista lynes-jamison <kristadease@hotmail.com>
saginaw, tx usa - Saturday, June 11, 2005 8:40 AM CDT
Hi Lance , Just stoping by to say Hi" and see how
you are doing. It's great to read you are doing good
and back in school. You will get through this Lance &
there won't be anything you won't be able to face.
That's what I tell Josh, if you go through cancer ,
there nothing you & God can't handle. LIVESTRONG,
and remember Miracles Happen, I know, Josh is one and
so can you .Have a great summer enjoy your sports &
your dog. Faith, Hope & Cure, Lou/grandmother to Josh
www.caringbridge.org/page/josh

Lou <skiptolou@juno.com>
TN USA - Friday, May 20, 2005 11:14 PM CDT
Hey big man!!!!...now you're on the right track...getting back into the swing of being 'normal' again. We're very proud of you for getting 'back in the race'...to win. I can hardly believe that a year has passed...and let me say...this has been one year...cherished. You are a winner, Lance. We love you dearly.

To Forrest, Kasha, and Kyla....you guys have been amazing, also. Such love and dedication is so great to see in family. We love you guys dearly.

Krista and Dease...what can I say...your strength and determination are something to admire.

We love everyone of you guys.

Thanks to everyone for their continued prayers.

We are here for you (whole Jamison squad) for anything!! NEVER forget that! Only...what?...4 more weeks of school...and once that happens...we need to go fishing (by the way...TK B-day is coming up...so we may be going fishing sooner that we think..heehee), Six Flags, water parks or just hanging out....we need to get together and do it all!

Take care! Love always.

Aunt Porsha & Uncle Danny Kidwell <PKDK911@aol.com>
NRH, TX USA!!!!!!!!!! - Monday, May 2, 2005 7:06 AM CDT
Son, i write this to you to let you know that i have not overlooked the fight that you have been fighting. i watched you go from sick to sicker to laughing and playing. i watch you grow more each and every day. i also watch you become withdrawn, and scared. it is understandable for you to be scared. but as i have said before there has never been a challenge put in front of you that you have not mastered. cancer being the biggest challenge of all. Lance i wish you happiness in your road to recovery, but i just need to tell you that we are all here for you. you are not by any chance alone, and you have so much love from so many . some you have never met and probably will never meet. the one thing they all do is pray for you.
Lance get back into the world and show each and every person that cancer can not take you, and you can conquer the world. you have so much to look forward to, but only you can do these things.
i have to take some steps back now, and let you try out the new world, and you have to learn, and i pray that you stay on the right track and be a leader. i have total faith in you.
i am so proud of you and your will to live and to beat cancer. you keep fighting cause the world is not threw with you and there will be more challenges, and you will fight battles, some you will win, some you will lose, but you just make sure you put 150% effort in all you do.
The words of our life, DO NOT DO ANYTHING TODAY THAT YOU WILL REGRET TOMORROW and you will find that life will be good for you.
i love you son, you are my heart and soul and yes you are my best friend. but you are also my son

krista <kristadease@hotmail.com>
saginaw, tx usa - Thursday, March 24, 2005 11:02 PM CST
I share in your joy over Lance's good results. Your family continues to be in our prayers. Praise God.
John Montgomery <jrmont152256@comcast.net>
Allen, TX - Monday, March 21, 2005 9:14 PM CST
Hi lance, This is your Uncle that you have never met. We will hopefully meet soon because I've recently been introduced to the whole family. I hear that you've gone through some difficult times and want to wish you the best and hope that you stay strong and keep your head up.
Eric Lynes <whutsisyousay@yahoo.com>
Hillsboro, OR 97123 - Saturday, March 19, 2005 5:37 PM CST
Hi Lance & Family, I was just checking to see
what round of accutane you are on. (I hope it's
your 6th one) Hang in there Lance, just try to
think about the things you will be doing after
you get finish with treatments. "It tough, but
you are tougher".You will get through this. Stay
strong in your prayers, I will be keeping you in
mind. Lou/grandmother to Josh (will be a teenager
this summer) www.caringbridge.org/page/josh

Lou <skiptolou@juno.com>
Knoxville, TN USA - Tuesday, March 8, 2005 9:40 PM CST
hi lance i'm a friend of your mom's met her last night. i've heard what a strong man you are keep it up and god bless you,you are in my prayers
tammy <kilburnowski715@yahoo.com>
lake placid, ny usa - Wednesday, February 23, 2005 2:03 PM CST
hi krista you,lance and your family are in mine and my familes prayers.i just met you last night. tell lance me and my girls say hi and thinking of him.take care tammy
tammy kilburn <kilburnowski715@yahoo.com>
lake placid, ny usa - Wednesday, February 23, 2005 1:28 PM CST
hey lance.... just checking in to let you know i am still here by your side. love you always.
sonya brown <SMB98@HOTMAIL.COM>
HUNTINGTON, ny US - Sunday, February 6, 2005 8:05 PM CST
Lance, you and your family will be in the thoughts and prayers of my family. My daughter, Teresa, was diagnosed in March 2004 with NB. She is also a fighter. Just remember, God is sovereign, and through Him, all things are possible.
John Montgomery <jrmont152256@comcast.net>
Allen, TX USA - Sunday, January 30, 2005 9:48 PM CST
hey lance... happy new year. i am so glad to hear that you rung in the new year with a bang... you've actually achieved one of my wildest dreams and maybe one day my dream will come true. my first and ultimate dream is to be able to see all of you soon. i am working on it. well anyway love you and keep having fun just cause your back home the fun does not have to stop!!!!
SONYA BROWN <SMB98@HOTMAIL.COM>
HUNTINGTON, NY US - Tuesday, January 11, 2005 7:57 PM CST
Hi all! Porsha here. For some reason...I cannot remember the password to do the update...so I will do it this way. I wanted everyone to know that Lance and the crew headed off the Florida to explore Disney World for a day and then shipped out to sea on a cruise to the Bahamas. They will be returning soon....Don't rush them...as they are having a BLAST as we speak :) The whole Jaminson crew will have all kinds of stories to tell (some little, some big). Keep them in your prayers for safe travels and for a great time spent in the dream world (because reality will be hard to get back to when they return..heehee) :) As far as Lance...he's doing the acutane....not yet able to go to school...but of course...really wants to. He had a great Christmas...I think he was more excited to give presents. His legs have been hurting...but of course...he's staying quiet about that....but....the last clinic visit...they said they didn't want to see him for 4 weeks. He and Krista were excited about that. I want to thank everyone for their support. The love flowing from everyone is one of the best fighters of this monster. I personally get goose bumps just thinking about all the people that are supporting Lance and the crew. Thank you! the Aunt Porsha.
Danny and Porsha (Tyler/Trevin) Kidwell <PKDK911@aol.com>
NRH, Tx USA!!!!!!!!!! - Monday, January 3, 2005 1:35 AM CST
hello Lance ,Hope you had a great christmas and got some cool new games. Garett is going to start back to school, he is a little scared i think. He is worried about what all the kids might say.Its been almost a year now.I hope you have been doing well. We think about you often. Your friend Garett,& Tammy
Tammy Hitchcock <hitchchrl@aol.com>
china spring, tx usa - Sunday, January 2, 2005 3:38 PM CST
Hey Lance,

You don't know me but I was talking to your Mom and she was telling me about you and how very proud she is of you. You have the heart of a champ and I know your going to beat this thing! I'm cheering for you buddy, we all are.

Have a blast swimming with those sting rays. They will be waiting for when you come back and chase them around next year and the year after.

Justin Condino <meccachronic420@yahoo.com>
San Diego, CA USA - Friday, December 31, 2004 2:14 AM CST
Hi Lance & Family, Just stoping by to say Hi".
Want you to know we are keeping you in our prayer.
Stay strong. God has a plan for you.
Faith, Hope & Cure, Lou/grandmother to Josh (12)
www.caringbridge.org/page/josh

Lou <skiptolou@juno.com>
KNOXVILLE, TN USA - Wednesday, December 15, 2004 9:34 PM CST
Hey big Man!!! How are things going? Just thought I would drop a line or two. Are you ready for Saturday night??!!! I'm so excited for you. Danny and I are trying to find a way to be there too....I hope they have you do a one-on-one with...maybe Dirk....heehee!! Just tie your shoe and say... "Make me Like Mike". :) Trevin's first basketball practice is Thursday....so he's all into the basketball thing now. I love you. Keep your spirits up, K? If you don't...I'll let Taffy loose on ya. heehee Have a great day! Tell the whole clan....hello and I love 'em.
Aunt Porsha and Uncle Danny

Aunt Porsha and Uncle Danny/Tyler & Trevin Kidwell <PKDK911@aol.com>
NRH, Tx USA - Tuesday, December 14, 2004 0:51 AM CST
Hello,Lance hope things are looking better.We saw your mom at the hospital on the 2nd and she told us about you and Garett has been worried about you.Your in our prayers,Garett& Tammy
Tammy Hitchcock <hitchchrl@aol.com>
China Spring, tx - Tuesday, December 7, 2004 11:31 AM CST
Hi Lance! I know you don't know me, but I went to elementary school with your mother for awhile. I just wanted to let you know that I've been keeping tabs on you and I am so proud of how brave you are. You're definitely a fighter and the toughest boy I know. I'm looking around because I know I have a picture of your mother when she was about 9 or 10. I'll send it to you--it might make you laugh! Take care and tell your mom and Dease I said hello. I'm praying for you and all of your family. Sending my love...
Amanda (Gibson) Votaw <wyotxn@hotmail.com>
Cody, WY USA - Monday, December 6, 2004 12:53 AM CST
Hey Lance. My little boy's name is Lance too and he is a fighter! It must have something to do with the name. You will be in my thoughts and prayers.
Tina www.caringbridge.org/md/lance <lneonkia@comcast.net>
- Sunday, December 5, 2004 8:42 PM CST
Hello, Lance Just thought i would say hello and hope you had good holiday. Garett is in remission and is doing well we are going back to cooks on December 2.We are thinking about you and your in our prayers, stay strong. I did get Garett a new dog She is a blue healer. Your Friend Tammy & Garett
Tammy Hitchcock <hitchchrl@aol.com>
China Spring, tx usa - Sunday, November 28, 2004 1:15 PM CST
Hello, Lance Just thought i would say hello and hope you had good holiday. Garett is in remission and is doing well we are going back to cooks on December 2.We are thinking about you and your in our prayers, stay strong. I did get Garett a new dog She is a blue healer. Your Friend Tammy & Garett
Tammy Hitchcock <hitchchrl@aol.com>
China Spring, tx usa - Sunday, November 28, 2004 1:15 PM CST
HEY HEY... HOW ARE U DOING??? ITS YOUR CUSIN NICOLE FROM NEW YORK.... I MISS YOU AND YOU SIBLINGS ALOT.... HUGS AND KISSES FOR ALL OF YOU... I AM PLANNING A TRIP TO SEE YOU AND I WOULD CALL BUT I DONT HAVE THE NUMBER.... SPEAK TO YOU SOON....
NICOLE BROWN <x1platinumgirl00@aol.com>
HUNTINGTON STA., NY UNITED STATES - Monday, November 15, 2004 4:36 PM CST
Hello Lance We are glad to here your doing good .You and your sisters and brother look great with your new puppies. We have got a great check up,Garett is doing great just a little cold.His scans all came back good.We still think about you and hope you all are doing well. Your friend Tammy & Garett
Tammy Hitchcock <Hitchchrl@aol.com>
China Spring, Tx u.s.a. - Monday, November 15, 2004 9:43 AM CST
hey,
lance i hope your are well and all i can say is WOW! u are a realy stronge person to b able to do this and for that i know that you ill make it threw all of this and get to come back to school an be with all of your friends just remember evan if the worst come NEVER ever give up god is there and everyone else who loves and cares about you!!

JessAca Prescott <Treeprescott@aol.com>
saginaw, tx us - Tuesday, November 9, 2004 12:38 AM CST
just missing your love from you and your brother and sisters your fathers heart still pumps love kevin sr.
Kevin Lance Fowler sr <deefbeets@4u2002.org>
farmingdale, NY USA - Friday, November 5, 2004 7:18 PM CST
just missing your love from you and your brother and sisters your fathers heart still pumps love kevin sr.
Kevin Lance Fowler <deefbeets@4u2002.org>
farmingdale, NY USA - Friday, November 5, 2004 7:17 PM CST
Hi Lance, your grandma gave me the address of your site
Jason Frost
schiller park, illinois - Tuesday, November 2, 2004 2:53 PM CST
Hi Lance & Family, Just wanted to stop by & see
how you are doing.Radiation for Josh was one of
the easy tx. Hope yours will be too. When your
mom has time I hope she will let us know on Josh's
page what kind of puppy you have & you can also
view Josh's little puppy. Hang in there Lance, you
are more than half way through your tx. I am remember
you & your family in my prayers. "LIVESTRONG"
Faith, Hope & Cure, Lou/grandmother to Josh (12)
www.caringbridge.org/page/josh

Lou <skiptolou@juno.com>
Knoxville, TN USA - Sunday, October 31, 2004 8:07 PM CST
HAPPY HALLOWEEEN!!!! HOPE YOU ENJOYED THE DAY. JUST WANTED TO SEND MY LOVE, AND SAY HI.

SONYA BROWN <SMB98@HOTMAIL.COM>
HUNTINGTON , NY US - Sunday, October 31, 2004 7:52 PM CST
Hey big man.....with the fuzzy head! :)

With a heart like yours...what can a person say...to see the joy brought to Forrest, Kosha, and Kyla's faces, because of the new additions to the family, is an amazing sight...and let me say....you are one AWESOME big brother! It's thanks to your kindness....their life was fulfilled a little more. Well, and not to mention,....Hulk's life, too. :) You're one GREAT, STRONG, COURAGEOUS, LOVING, SMART, smart-elect..heehee, AND CARING young man....who I adore and admire.

Krista.....still an amazing job!
Dease....you too!
Forrest, Kosha, Kyla..... couldn't be prouder of you three in more ways than one!

We love you dearly....all!
Aunt Porsha and Uncle Danny/Tyler & Trevin

Aunt Porsha and Uncle Danny Kidwell <PKDK911@aol.com>
NRH , TX USA!!!!!!!!! - Saturday, October 30, 2004 2:54 AM CDT
Hey, my Big Man.....Heard that you got your puppies, cant wait to see them...Your Mom has been keeping me updated on how things are going...Enjoy your new "babies"...They will be keeping you and everyone else busy for awhile...I hear that "Hulk" is having fun chasing them around...LOL..Anyway. I love you lots and you are always in my thoughts...Susie and Steve said "Hi"...
LeFan H <countrygirlintx_2000@yahoo.com>
Joshua, Texas - Wednesday, October 27, 2004 11:47 PM CDT
Hello Lance,Its Garetts mom,Tammy I just wanted to say Hello and stay STRONG.Your in my prayers,Garett is eating us out of food.His tests all came back good.We have to come back on Nov.2 Hang in There, Tammy & Garett
Tammy Hitchcock <hitchchrl@aol.com>
China Spring, TX usa - Wednesday, October 27, 2004 9:33 PM CDT
Hello from KY. I just happened upon your site tonight and noticed that you may be doing the Antibody study soon. I just wanted to let you know that my little 3 yr old girl, Aleah is currently doing the study. If you want to know anything about the study, I would be willing to exchange emails and try to answer any questions you may have. I wish we had someone like that when we first started. Aleah is currently almost finished with the first month of the study, she is doing the Regimen B with the experimental drugs. You are a brave young man and I'm sure you have a huge support team praying for you. We will add you to our prayer list of kids and hope for the best for you. Aleah's site is www.caringbridge.org/ky/aleah Best Wishes to you.


Tina and Aleah Cornelius www.caringbridge.org/ky/aleah <TINAC@PEOPLEPC.COM>
Maysville, KY - Tuesday, October 26, 2004 11:24 PM CDT
Hey Big Man!!! How was the races? Heard they were pretty cool. Thank you guys for getting the boys autographed stuff. We are glad that you are home again. We'll come and visit soon. Anyhow...keep care everyone! We love you dearly. And we'll see you soon.
Aunt Porsha and Uncle Danny Kidwell <PKDK911@aol.com>
NRH, TX 76180 - Friday, October 15, 2004 4:54 PM CDT
Hi, Lance this your Grandma again,....Sorry, Ive not beento see you for awhile, but I think of you often and your mother has been keeping me updated, so stay strong, in fact I really think you are the strongest one around right now....You will be home again soon and the first chance I get I will be out there...Right now Im visiting with Aunt Susie and Steve...They have really got a very pretty place out here, so peaceful...I really long to be out in the country again....Everything is fine on this end.....Did I ever mention how proud I am of you, if not,I am telling you now....you have come along way and Im proud to call you my grandson....I Love You Bunches!!!!!
Lefan Haney <countrygirlintx_2000@yahoo.com>
N.R.H, Tx - Tuesday, October 12, 2004 8:18 PM CDT
Hey Lance
Beat you don't know who this is.. Well it is susie











i have kidnapped your grand mothre lefan. hah no big deal need some compant ant was,









i sure do love you all the rest of the famiy, a i pray for you ever dat love you all sisie

susie ward <susieward@msn.com>
Joshua, tx johnson - Tuesday, October 12, 2004 7:33 PM CDT
hey lance i just wanted to check in and say hi. I LOVE YOU.
SONYA BROWN <SMB98@HOTMAIL.COM>
HUNTINGTON , NY US - Sunday, October 10, 2004 11:30 AM CDT
Lance, Just wanted you to know that I still think of you often and pray for your continued recovery. I've been reading the updates and see you have come through so many ups and downs like a true champ. Keep it up!

Krista & the rest of the family, although you are not experiencing the physical pains that Lance is unfortunately dealing with, I know this has been a difficult time for you as well. You are all in my prayers as well. Keep the faith ...

Cindy Tucker <ctucker@emsisd.com>
Saginaw, TX 76179 - Friday, October 8, 2004 10:55 PM CDT
hello'Lance Hope your doing ok I'm trying to get out of here.
Garett Rawls <munnracing@aol.com>
China Spring, tx usa - Monday, October 4, 2004 2:45 PM CDT
Hey big Man!!! Been awhile since I wrote you.....so here I go. Thank you for coming and trying to watch us play our softball game Friday night....too bad the weather didn't hold up. Again..... I just want to touch base and let you know just how proud of you that we are. I know all this is not fun....(understatement, ugh?) but....you're doing great. If ever you are in one of those moods.....just think (or say).... "bring it on, blonde" and I'll bring it..... heehee!!! Anyhow..... I love you all. Keep care and I'll see you in a day or two. Did we get in trouble for the game? Love ya lots.
Aunt Porsha and Uncle Danny <pkdk911@aol.com>
NRH, TX USA!!!!!!! - Sunday, October 3, 2004 11:53 PM CDT
I AM SOOOOOO HAAAAAPY TO HEAR THAT YOU ARE HOME! WHEN I READ THE LATEST JOURNAL ENTRY IT PUT A BIG SMILE ON MY FACE AND I KNOW YOU HAVE A BIGGER SMILE FOR BEING HOME. ENJOY AND HAVE LOTS OF FUN WITH YOUR BROTHER AND SISTERS. TALK TO YOU SOON. LOVE YOU ALWAYS.
SONYA BROWN <smb98@hotmail.com>
HUNTINGTON, NY 11746 - Tuesday, September 28, 2004 12:16 AM CDT
Hey,Lance,this is your Grandma and Im sorry that this is the first time that I have written. Even though I havent,you have been in my thoughts daily and Im so vey proud of you and the accomplishments you have made along the way...You are a very brave and strong young man...I wish that I could have done more for you....The determitation that you have shown thoughout this has reminded me so much of your mother, the determitation that she has shown thoughout the years has rubbed off on you, nothing will ever bring either one of you down because both of you are winners...Lance, you have the best Mom ever and Krista, you have the best son ever, of course you both already know that, just wanted both of you to know that I know!!!! I Love Both of you very much and you are in my thoughts daily......
LeFan Haney ( Grandma)` <countrygirlintx_2000@yahoo.com>
North Richland Hills, Tx Tarrant - Tuesday, September 28, 2004 1:11 AM CDT
Hey Lance this is Mommy. I just want to write here and tell you how amazing you are. I know this has been a long journey for you over these last 6 months. But i have watched you grow into such a fine young man. I know this is difficult for you, for all of us. Lance you keep your head up, and no matter what i will be here for you forever. You are my inspiration to learn how to live life. you are so loved by so many and there are so many who you have inspired by the things that you have accomplished. Lance you KEEP ON KEEPING ON you will win lance i have faith that you will win this battle. And this monster that has invaded this house will go away, and we will live life the best we can. Lance i love you and i care for you, and i am thankfull you are my son.

I love you,
your mommy

krista lynes-jamison <kristadease@hotmail.com>
saginaw, tx usa - Monday, September 27, 2004 8:40 AM CDT
HI LANCE, IT'S ERIKA, CINDY'S LITTLE SISTER, I WISH YOU WELL AND STAY STRONG. TELL YOUR BROTHER AND SISTERS THAT I SAID "HELLO". GOD BLESS YOU!!!
ERIKA <DELYLAH2000@HOTMAIL.COM>
BRADENTON, FL - Saturday, September 18, 2004 3:35 PM CDT
HELLO BIG BOY, IT'S ME, CINDY, I WAS JUST STOPPING THROUGH TO WISH YOU ALL THE BEST HEALTH AND I WISH I WAS BY YOUR SIDE. I KNOW THAT I HAVE NOT SEEN YOU IN A WHILE BUT I AM HERE FOR YOU, I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART! YOU'VE WENT THIS FAR JUST LIKE I TOLD YOUR MOM AND YOU WILL MAKE IT ALL THE WAY THROUGH! BELIEVE THAT! I WISH YOU ALL THE BEST BABY AND TAKE CARE! I LOVE YOU GUYS!
CINDY <GSTRINGPRINCESS1973@YAHOO.COM>
BRADENTON, FL - Saturday, September 18, 2004 3:30 PM CDT
Hi Lance,

I just wanted to say hi and that I hope you get better soon. I know that you're a tough guy and I absolutely know you can fight through this I'm sure of it. On our fist pep rally we all celebrated your name and all of us can't wait to see you back at Wayside. It will be great to see you again.

Ethan Benson (wee-man)




Ethan Benson <edbenson_76179@yahoo.com>
saginaw, TX US - Wednesday, September 15, 2004 5:39 PM CDT
Hello Lance,
My friend Tresa Andrews has been keeping tabs on you and sending out mail asking for prayers which I have given.
I now again send my prayer to you. Have faith in God and he will be there with you. May God be with you Lance ..below is my prayer for you.

Dear God,
I ask thee in the name of your son Jesus if it is your will and not my own to heal Lance. For it is written by his stripes we are healed.
I ask you father to put your angels around him and comfort him in this time of need. Give Lance the faith to believe all things are possible.
I ask you father to give Lance inner strength and let him know you are
always there with him all he has to do is talk to you.
I also ask father that you give his family strength and patience.
I can only imagine what they go through.
I ask this prayer in the name of you son Jesus.

Amen

Theresa Griffiths <theresagriffiths@iwon.com>
Morocco, IN US - Monday, September 13, 2004 7:15 AM CDT
Lance, it is my understanding that we are related and how wonderful to have found this out! You now have additional family in Wichita, Kansas who will be praying for you! Lance, just wanted you to know that I may not understand everything that you have gone through or continue to go through, but I do know that if God brought you to it that God will bring you through it! We love you!
Noline Andrews (Amber & Austin) <feelnblesed@yahoo.com>
Wichita, Ks US - Sunday, September 12, 2004 8:26 AM CDT
hey lance, just writin 2 say i hope u get better
kody escobedo <breakthehabbit@hotmail.com>
saginaw, TX USA - Saturday, September 11, 2004 10:20 PM CDT
Hi Lance was just checking up on u. I had asked joann about u the other day. When she left the Walmart supercenter that I work at some of the customers and employees wanted to know what they had to do so I hope they did. Good luck
Theresa Kidwell <dale_jr_chick@hotmail.com>
Steubenville, Oh USA - Friday, September 10, 2004 11:28 PM CDT
hey lance, its your cusin nicole again from new york..... i am glad to hear that you are doing well and things are going good.... god has always got your back and you are the proof in the pudding.... just know i love you as well as so many others... you are not alone in your fight... my heart is right there with you.... glad to see your back to school... when you get a chance i would like to know how that is going... tell mom and your sisters and brother i said hi, hugs and kisses... i love you all
love always nicole and baby jah

nicole <www.x1platinumgirl00@aol.com>
huntington, newyork united states - Thursday, September 9, 2004 9:52 PM CDT
HEY LANCE..... GLAD TO HEAR THAT EVERYTHING WENT WELL. I KNEW IT WOULD. I LOVE YOU AND AS ALWAYS I WISH YOU WELL AND HAPPINESS.
SONYA BROWN <SMB98@HOTMAIL.COM>
HUNTINGTON , NY US - Thursday, September 9, 2004 9:12 PM CDT
Hey big Man!!! Well....you did great!! I know you're glad that this part (transplant) is over. You are such an AMAZING young man, with amazing strength and courage. I'll be up there to visit and watch movies in a few days....pick out a good movie. Danny will have to come and visit.... and your mom and I will have to have dinner and/or movie... hopefully that's ok with you. Keep this in mind.... be thinking of what costume you're going to want to wear for our October party. K?
Krista.... again...you are also very AMAZING. Your love and determination is well.....amazing. You're doing a great job.... glad to have you as my sister(n-law).
See ya'll in a couple days. Love you both dearly.

Aunt Porsha and Uncle Danny, Tyler/Trevin <PKDK911@aol.com>
NRH, TX USA!!!!! - Thursday, September 9, 2004 4:02 PM CDT
Hi Lance,
My name is Deandra and I met your mom this weekend (09-05-04) at cooks childrens hosp. She told me all about you and it sounds like you are such a brave guy!!! Keep it up and I have you, your mom, and your whole family in my thoughts and prayers!

Deandra <deandradh@hotmail.com>
Fort Worth, Tx USA - Tuesday, September 7, 2004 9:55 AM CDT
Hey Lance! I found your story the Lunch for Life site - My son is 12 and has been fighting Neuroblastoma. I wondered where you are having your transplant. It's hard to find other children Zach's age that is fighting the same thing - It would be nice to be able to talk to someone else that is going through something that is simular - Zach is always asking me - mom what is it like to have a "normal" life - it sounds like you guys have a lot in common. Zach's site www.caringbridge.com/il/zachallen Zach was only 4yrs old when he started to fight - he also is getting ready for a bone marrow transplant - he already had an autologous transplant - you guys should hook up and encourage each other - My family will be praying for you and your family - God will always be watching out for you! Laughter is the best medicine - always keep a smile . . . even when you really don't feel like it :-)
Nikki <allennl30@hotmail.com>
Peoria, IL USA - Sunday, August 29, 2004 7:47 PM CDT
Hey big Man!!! Let's get this done and over with. Make these doctor's heads' spin in amazement of how you come out "on top", with the gold medal and NB come in dead last. Just think in 4 years.. you could be representing us and showing the world your strength and endurance. We love you dearly. Keep your head high.
Aunt Porsha and Uncle Danny <pkdk911@aol.com>
NRH, TX usa - Sunday, August 29, 2004 6:39 PM CDT
there is no comments, keep up the good work lance, and i will rub my guardian angel for you everyday.
i am a pal of your mums who i play literati with

wendy-diana lees <taz_devil_12001@yahoo.co.uk>
southampton hampshire, uk - Saturday, August 28, 2004 7:58 AM CDT
Hi Lance, just wanted to tell you when Josh was
getting ready to have his SCT he had to have a 2nd.
surgery. It did delayed the transplant a little,
and his doctors still could not get all the NB . In just
a few weeks he went ahead with the SCT. He still had
radiation & accutane to wipe out any NB cells that
was left after SCT. When he went to MSKCC NY for the
3F8 anibodies his scans were clean. Keep your faith
you still have some very important tx. ahead of you
that can get you to NED.Life is tough, but you are
tougher. Faith, Hope & Cure, Lou/grandmother to Josh (12)
www.caringbridge.org/page/josh

Lou <skiptolou@juno.com>
Knoxville, TN USA - Thursday, August 26, 2004 10:12 PM CDT
G'day Lance
I've just come across your site.
My own little girl Kaitlyn has NB.
I will be back to see how you are going soon.
Colleen - Kaitlyns mum

www.caringbridge.org/ne/kaitlyn

Colleen <ozi_gal@hotmail.com>
Rockingham, WA Australia - Wednesday, August 25, 2004 9:39 PM CDT
HEY LANCE... ITS YOUR COUSIN SONYA AGAIN CHECKING IN TO SAY HI. YOU ARE IN MY PARYERS DAY AND NIGHT. YOU ARE DEFINATELY AS STRONG AS THE HULK AND YOU HAVE PROVEN THAT THROUGH THE PAST MONTHS. SO KEEP YOUR HEAD UP AND STAY STRONG BECAUSE YOU DEFINATELY HAVE ALOT OF LOVE SUPPORTING YOU.
LOVE ALWAYS, SONYA, TONY, AND BRIANNA

SONYA BROWN <SMB98@HOTMAIL.COM>
huntington, NY US - Wednesday, August 25, 2004 5:12 PM CDT
Hi, I hope you are good. Daniel is good. I would like you to see Daniel's web-page www3.caringbridge.org/tx/danielontiveros
Vicky and Rick and Daniel <vickymouse82@hotmail.com>
waco, tx usa - Thursday, August 19, 2004 11:05 PM CDT
Hi Lance, I look forward to the day when you come and visit me at Cook just to say hi to old friends and not to stay here or even be tested. I wish you well, you and Hulk.
Lee Brothers <leebrotherstx@yahoo.com>
Ft. Worth, TX USA - Thursday, August 19, 2004 6:41 PM CDT
Hi Lance and Krista: This is Jo-Ann in Steubenville. I got back from church camp last Friday and thought I would write you a note. Camp was wonderful except it rained all but one day. the kids never seem to mind though. They just played in it, and what a muddy mess it was. LOL i hope all is well with you and that you are getting lots of cards and letters. It is storming here right now I guess we are getting some back rain from the hurricane charlie or something because it is really raining hard. Well you take care and I will talk with you soon. write to me sometime!
Jo-Ann Oxley <oxlee2000@yahoo.com>
Steubenville, OH USA - Wednesday, August 18, 2004 8:48 PM CDT
Hi Lance: WOW a full blooded teenager! Looks like you and your family had a great day, I am thrilled! I haven't had the chance to write to you for a couple of days I have been busy with my Mom. I wnated to let you know we are continually praying for you at our church in Steubenville. I know the Lord will get you all the way through this. I am going to church camp on Monday we will be gone for a week. I counselor the little girls and my husband teaches the kids how to fish, at least attempts to. You take care while I am gone and I will send you a letter when I get back. Best wished LOve In Christ Jo-Ann In Steubenville
Jo-Ann Oxley <oxlee2000@yahoo.com>
Steubenville, OH United States - Saturday, August 7, 2004 10:57 AM CDT
HAPPY 13TH BIRTHDAY!!!!! LANCE. WISH YOU THE BEST AND HOPE THAT ON YOUR DAY ALL OF YOUR WISHES COME TRUE CAUSE YOU DESERVE IT. LOVE YOU ALWAYS.
SONYA, TONY, AND BRIANNA

SONYA BROWN <SMB98@HOTMAIL.COM>
huntington, NY US - Wednesday, August 4, 2004 7:48 PM CDT
Hey Big Man!!! Let's go fishing!!! Catch the one that got away!! After you're 13 and the party is all said and done.....we'll have to set a date to go. K?

Seeing a beautiful boy turn into a young man is an amazing site! You are making the transition awesomely. Go Lan-ance.... it's your birthday...(dance,dance) heehee

Krista....still doing a great job! We always "turn on" those who love us most and who love us no matter what....remember that!!! A never-ending love....that's what it is.

Love you all dearly!
Aunt Porsha and Uncle Danny

Danny and Porsha/Tyler and Trevin <PKDK911@aol.com>
NRH, Tx USA - Wednesday, August 4, 2004 0:11 AM CDT
Hope you get well soon.
Diane L. Drexler <drexler392003@yahoo.com>
Mingo Jct, oh Jefferson - Monday, August 2, 2004 10:07 AM CDT
Hi Lance I use to work with jojo. Godd luck and lots of prays and love form steubenville ohio.
angela fabian <angeleyes7099@hotmail.com>
steubenville, oh Jefferson - Saturday, July 31, 2004 3:50 PM CDT
Oh yea Lance, Thanx for teaching me how to swing the enemys around on spider man 2! And thanx lances mom for lunch!
Adam Moron (chosenone) <storyoftheyear_jamsmyears@www.yahoo.com>
Saginaw, TX u.s.of America - Saturday, July 31, 2004 0:11 AM CDT
lance is the coolest dude in the world! I am glad to be lances frizend!(friend).
Rock on Lance and Hang in thure!

Adam Moron (chosenone) <storyoftheyear_jamsmyears@www.yahoo.com>
Saginaw, TX u.s.of America - Saturday, July 31, 2004 0:07 AM CDT
Hey Lance. I met your mom one day while I was visiting a friend of mine. She has told me so much about you. I finally got to meet you today and I hope one day soon we can play some video games together... Keep up the good work and get better soon. You have a LOT of people prayin for ya!!!!
Lei <leisl.cook@marykay.com>
Crowley, TX SUA - Friday, July 30, 2004 10:02 PM CDT
Hi Lance from ohio.I use to work with JoAnn and i wanted to wish you the best of luck. Our prayes are with you...
Virginia Fabian <vamefab1976@hotmail.com>
STeubenville, Oh Jefferson - Friday, July 30, 2004 7:14 PM CDT
Hi Lance from ohio.I use to work with JoAnn and i wanted to wish you the best of luck. Our prayes are with you...
Virginia Fabian <vamefab1976@hotmail.com>
STeubenville, Oh Jefferson - Friday, July 30, 2004 7:13 PM CDT
Hey Big Man!!! This is the last round....so keep that in mind. You're doing soo good!! It's not fun but necessary. We love you very much. It was soo good to see you the other night and see that precious smile and good humor of yours. Did you become a pro of duck shooting? We'll be looking forward to an awesome birthday party for you......and to think.....you're going to be an official teenager. We'll see you in a couple of days. Again... we love you and you're doing a good job....your strength is shining through.
Love you much! Aunt Porsha and Uncle Danny/Tyler & Trevin

Danny and Porsha <PKDK911@aol.com>
NRH, TX USA - Friday, July 30, 2004 3:09 AM CDT
Hi Lance i am a friend of jo ann's and i wanted to say good luck
Theresa Kidwell <dale_jr_chick@hotmail.com>
Steubenville, Oh Us - Thursday, July 29, 2004 3:19 PM CDT
Hi There Lance tis is Ms Jo again from Ohio I told your Mom I think we are going to go for a record and see how many emails you can get we'll start here in Ohio and just keep moving west. I think that will be so cool. So you keep checking everday and so will I. My love to you and your Family. God Bless. P.S. School starts the 24th of August so I'll be able to give the kids thaere you web sit. Did I tell you I am a teacher?
Jo-Ann Oxley <oxlee2000@yahoo.com>
Steubenville, OH USA - Tuesday, July 27, 2004 11:52 PM CDT
HEY LANCE, ITS YOUR COUSIN SONYA. I JUST WANTED TO SEND MY LOVE AND LET YOU KNOW THAT I ALWAYS BELIEVED THAT YOU WERE THE HULK!!!!! AND JUST LIKE THE HULK YOU WON'T NEVER LET ANYTHING BRING YOU DOWN. THE SECRET TO THE HULK WAS HIS MENTAL STRENGTH, SO YOU JUST KEEP YOUR HEAD UP AND FIGHT BACK LIKE THE HULK. AND JUST TO LET YOU KNOW YOU ALWAYS HAVE THE POWER OF LOVE TO SUPPORT YOU AS WELL!!!!!! HOPE TO SEE YOU SOON!
LOVE SONYA, TONY, AND BRIANNA

SONYA BROWN <SMB98@HOTMAIL.COM>
HUNTINGTON , NY US - Tuesday, July 27, 2004 3:04 PM CDT
Hi Lance: Its your cusin Nicole from New York... I guess I cant call you little anymore... you've all grown to be so big.... I miss you alot and your brother and sisters.... tell everyone I said hi... Lance you are a great inspiration to me and i want you to know that... I am very proud of you and very happy that things are going well.... I cant wait to see you guys I might have to plan a trip.... And i know you've heard you have a little cusin... His name is Jamel and he is now three years old... A hand full but im glad iv had the practice with you... lol well you rest up and let god do his work.... I LOVE YOU!!!! Sincerely Nicole and baby Jah
Nicole Brown <x1platinumgirl00@aol.com>
Huntington, NY United States - Monday, July 26, 2004 8:09 PM CDT
Hi Lance: I played Literati earlier this evening with your Mother. She told me about your trouble. I want you to know that I will be praying for you constantly. I know right now it seems discouraging but it will get better just have faith. I want to keep in touch with you and your Mother so I can know your progress. I looked at your pictures you are quite a handsome young man. You take care and I will be talking with you soon. My best Love in Christ Ms. Jo
Jo-Ann Oxley <oxlee2000@yahoo.com>
Steubenville, OH USA - Saturday, July 24, 2004 0:03 AM CDT
Lance, you are in our prayers...Aunt Beatie and family from Virginia also your Cousin Ernest in the Army and His family Shannon Adrian and Ms. Veronica also Your cousin Tania and her children Kylie and Vaughan send their Love and prayers for your speedy recovery...
Ernest Courtney <nic_court@yahoo.com>
Severn, MD USA - Monday, July 19, 2004 7:25 PM CDT
Lance, you are in our prayers...Aunt Beatie and family from Virginia also your Cousin Ernest in the Army and His family Shannon Adrian and Ms. Veronica also Your cousin Tania and her children Kylie and Vaughan send their Love and prayers for your speedy recovery...
Ernest Courtney <nic_court@yahoo.com>
Severn, MD USA - Monday, July 19, 2004 7:19 PM CDT
Hey big man!! So sorry we will be out of town for your surgery.....wish we weren't going to be!!!!!!!!!! You will be on our minds and in our prayers. You have shown us all just how strong you are....and this is just another stepping stone to getting well. We love you dearly. Thinking of you always. Krista.... still doing a great job. If you need us.....just call. Love you all very much.
Aunt Porsha and Uncle Danny/Tyler and Trevin

Porsha Kidwell <PKDK911@aol.com>
NRH, Tx USA - Friday, July 16, 2004 2:26 AM CDT
hi lance sorry i havent been over to see you lately i miss you alot and playing games with you i think that is the best time of my day when i am able to do that with you. i will be back to play games with you soon so keep the faith god loves you and so do i. i really miss you keep fighting hard as i know you will because your not a quiter
love you marie

marie leggins <mleggins2003@aol.com>
saginaw, tx usa - Friday, July 9, 2004 11:53 PM CDT
Ok big man!!!! Did you have fun at camp???? Sounded as though! You have to let us know everything fun and exciting that you did.....Better hurry...you're fighting Forest, Kasha and Kyla to get in a word or two...hahahaha We'll talk to you in day or two. Happy 4th of July! Love you bunches!
Aunt Porsha and Uncle Danny <PKDK911@aol.com>
NRH, TX USA!!!!!! - Monday, July 5, 2004 0:06 AM CDT
Hi Lance & Family, Just want to say Hi" again
and see how you are doing. I love your dog's name
Hulk"..I will be checking back to see if you have
a picture of you & Hulk a little later.
Josh work hard at his lemonade stand. Check out
his shirt he has on. If you like it I will tell you
where you can get them. Let me know on Josh's page.
I believe in prayer more than anything, you are on
my prayer list. Keep your faith.Lou/grandmother to
Josh(12 soon) http://www.caringbridge.org/page/josh

Lou Dailey <skiptolou@juno.com>
Knoxville, TN USA - Saturday, July 3, 2004 9:21 PM CDT
lance this is grandma Fowler from New York all day and all night the angels are watching over you. The Angels are ministering spirits from God ordained to do his will. Don't let anything destroy your faith as the scripture states faith is the substance of things hoped for the evidence of things not seen. The devil has attacked your body but God has all power. Put your trust in him. I love you and pray for you too. I know that God has a plan for you.e
Ernestine Fowler <Allgrace7@aol.com>
Huntington , NY U.S. - Tuesday, June 29, 2004 4:30 PM CDT
Hey there big man!!!! Well.....we (me,Danny,Tyler,&Trevin) so enjoyed the LLLLLLLOOOOOOOONNNNNNNNGGGGGGGG movie the other night! We certainly have to do it again...not the same movie...and not at the same place.....but certainly have to do it again. We are really proud of you, still. You are doing such a great job. Even the doctors are excited that your counts are so good. We love you dearly and we'll see you in a couple of days. Take care of yourself. Krista...you are doing wonderful!!! You are such a strong mom and woman.
Aunt Porsha & Uncle Danny/Tyler and Trevin <PKDK911@aol.com>
NRH, TX USA!!!! - Wednesday, June 2, 2004 5:29 PM CDT
Hi Lance & All, just want you to know I am keeping you
in my prayers. "Tough times don't last, but tough people
do". Lance with a good group of doctors, hospital &
GREAT faith in God, you will get through this.
Faith, Hope & Cure, Lou/grandmother
to Josh(11) dx Neuroblastoma IV 6/01-remission 3/03
http://www.geocities.com/jpjoshpowell/index.htm

Lou Dailey <skiptolou@juno.com>
Knoxville, TN USA - Tuesday, June 1, 2004 8:07 PM CDT
LANCE YOU MIGHT NOT KNOW ME BUT I AM A FRIEND OF KASHA .I LIVE DOWN THE BLOCK FROM YOU.MY FRIEND LINDSEY YOU KNOW HER SHE TOLD ME I WAS SO SORRY.I ALSO GO TO BRYSON .I PRAY FOR YOU LANCE I KNOW YOU WILL GET THOUGH THIS .
chelsea <prettygurlll@aol.com>
saginaw, tx usa - Tuesday, June 1, 2004 10:35 AM CDT
lance you might not know me but i live down the block from you my friend lindsey told me about you and i was so worried .well i pray for you and hope you get well .
chelsea <prettygulll@aol.com>
sagainaw, tx usa - Tuesday, June 1, 2004 10:28 AM CDT
Hey there little man!!!
This is Caressa Again! Aunt Cassie sister.. I just like to tell you that your doing really good... We all are proud of how strong you are...Even with all of your treatments...Your mom is keeping very good news posted on your web page we keep checking to make sure your still strong and fighting and of course you are like always... You are the strongest boy that I know... You keep fighting hard like a champ...I can say everyone here in cali...Are praying for you and we all know you will fight this because your strong...Keep up the good fight and always remember that God and your Angel is right by you side...

Caressa Weathers <Cweatherscandles@yahoo.com>
turlock, ca U.S.A. - Monday, May 31, 2004 7:22 PM CDT
Hi lance
Chris & Grandma <Allgrace7@aol.com>
Huntington , NY U.S. - Saturday, May 29, 2004 12:08 AM CDT
Hi lance
Chris & Grandma <Allgrace7@aol.com>
Huntington , NY U.S. - Saturday, May 29, 2004 12:08 AM CDT
Hey Lance,,Hope this finds in in good sprits,,My prayers are with ya!! love ya lil man!! I know you will beat this!
btw this is Sharon your moms friend!!!

Sharon Dyer <unicorns20000@yahoo.com>
ft worth, Tx. Tarrent - Saturday, May 29, 2004 11:04 AM CDT
Hi Lance,
My name is Christy Breitenstein and I work at Bryson. I know your brother and sisters, they are great kids. I just wanted to take the time to say hi and to let you know that my church along with many others are still praying for you. My family just went through our own cancer ordeal and we beat it. I know that it was because of God's grace that we did. I know that times are hard, I saw it with my sister in law, and that there are times when you just want to be finished with it all but please know that whatever God deals you he already knows how you will handle it and he said "He would never give us more than we can handle". My son Tommy goes to Wayside and he knows you, he said to say hello to you and to tell you to keep faith, you are a strong person and you will win.

Christy Breitenstein <cbreitenstein@emsisd.com>
Saginaw, Tx Tarrant - Friday, May 28, 2004 2:32 PM CDT
Hey Lance, this is Tammy Pile from Bryson. I watched your brother Forrest be clapped out today during the 5th grade clap-out and thought of you and your family. We think of you often here at Bryson and pray for you to get better. Stay strong!!
Tammy Pile <tpile@emsisd.com>
Saginaw, TX USA - Friday, May 28, 2004 1:51 PM CDT
hi lance. this is one of kasha's good friends. i also go to church with you. hope you get better soon
katelin richardson <dennis_cindytx@hotmail.com>
saginaw, tx us - Thursday, May 27, 2004 2:36 PM CDT
Hey Lance! You don't know me but I have been praying for you! I want you to know that God has a purpose for everyone in life. You have a purpose as well. It may not seem like it right now, but you may be the child that all those doctors and scientists work so hard on, that they end up finding a cure and are able to help you and others! I will continue to pray for you, group prayer can work miracles!Keep your chin up and know that there are so many people thinking of you!
Stacy Jeanes <sjeanes@emsisd.com>
Saginaw, Tx - Thursday, May 27, 2004 11:21 AM CDT
Hey there big man!!! What a day!!!! Got to watch Trevin's last T-ball game....and his double play. He was so excited that all of you were there to watch him. And then....fishing....oh my goodness!!!! I hope that you had a good time.....you're going to have to go again...to actually completely catch a fish.... now you've got.... I had a fish and it was TTTTTHHHHHHIIIIISSSS big....heehee. No...that fish you had...had to be a hefty size... think about it....it broke the line. I sent home some fish and stuff with you.....make sure you gobble it up. You were pretty tired... but let me tell you....you certainly had a day to be tired over!!! Thank you for coming to Trevins' game and to Tyler B-party. It was an amazing day all around.
Aunt Porsha and Uncle Danny/Tyler and Trevin <pkdk911@aol.com>
NRH, Tx USA - Sunday, May 23, 2004 0:58 AM CDT
Hey lance, yeah it is mom, i am just writing this to tell you how proud i am of you these past few days, but please let up a little on your brother and sisters. they love you alot, and really admire you. so be nice please. LOL well you have shown us all that you can do this, so keep up the good work and you will win. i love you so much and you are and always will be my hero. as my other children are also.
love ya,
mom

krista lynes-jamison <kristadease@hotmail.com>
saginaw, tx USA - Friday, May 21, 2004 8:12 PM CDT
hey, big man. my name is tammie hamilton, i am your aunt cassandra's aunt in california. i just wanted you to know we are all praying for you and we know you will pull through this after all you are a 7th grade boy. they are strong boys
i know i have two boys that are right around your age. keep your spirits up, even though we have never met, our prayers
are with you. love ya, tammie brandon, richie and scott

tammie hamilton <rstjhamilton@aol.com>
sacramento, ca usa - Thursday, May 20, 2004 11:50 PM CDT
Hello, Lance
I was just reading your moms up dates on your treatments. It looks great sweetie. I'm praying for you everyday as well as everyone else.Your a very strong boy. We know you'll pull thur this all right. With your familys love and support as well as your friends. Lance hang in there you'll be just fine.. Love from California

Caressa Weathers <Cweatherscandles@yahoo.com>
Turlock, ca U.S. - Thursday, May 20, 2004 11:39 PM CDT
My heart goes out to you Lance. Be strong and God bless you.
Rene Nelms <reneffi@qwest.net>
Livingston, MT Park - Thursday, May 20, 2004 4:49 PM CDT
Lance, Remember me? Miss Tucker, your 3rd grade teacher from a few years back? I sure do remember having you in class. You were a great 3rd grader, and I know all of your other teachers have felt and continue to feel the same. I was so sorry to hear about your diagnosis, but am so pleased to hear that you remain strong and determined. You have no idea how many prayers are going up to God for you every single day. You are also setting such a good example for all of us about how to tackle a struggle head-on, and win it!

I know there are times when you just don't want to take the medicine, or just don't want to get poked or prodded one more time, but just hang in there and beat this! We love you!

Cindy Tucker <ctucker@emsisd.com>
Saginaw, TX USA - Thursday, May 20, 2004 1:01 PM CDT
Alright!!!! I didn't have to come and duct-tape you down. You know what I mean...("bring it on blonde"!!)..Lance, hang in there bud...You're doing a great job. Enjoy your time at home and enjoy your family (yes...even Forrest, Kasha, and Kyla...heehee). You mean the WORLD to them (everyone). We love you, bud!

Aunt Porsha and Uncle Danny, Tyler &Trevin <PKDK911@aol.com>
NRH, Tx US - Thursday, May 20, 2004 8:41 AM CDT
Hi Lance & Family, It was nice meeting your mom on our
NB support group.So sorry you were dealt a lemon , but
hey....you will make lemonade out of this just wait and
see."Alex's Lemonade Stand" You can read about Josh doing
his lemonade stand on his webpage.
This is a hard journey that you will have to battle, but
remember after each treatment you will have that behind
you. Josh had many good days through it all & I feel you
will the same. I love your picture on your webpage. You
sure are handsome with your beautiful sister.Keep your
faith.Faith,Hope & Cure.
Lou/grandmother to Josh (11)dx.NBIV 6/01-remission 3/02
http://www.caringbridge.org/page/josh

Lou/mom to sherry/grandmother to Josh <skiptolou@juno.com>
Knoxville, TN USA - Wednesday, May 12, 2004 7:02 PM CDT
Hey Lance,
Hey big man!! Just wanted to let you know that I am thinking about ya. You are in my heart and prayers. I can't wait to see ya again. Lexi,Katie,Alison all say hi. And they miss you guys. We love you Lance. Stay strong and see ya soon.
Julie.

Julie <Nascargirl1218@aol.com>
- Tuesday, May 11, 2004 2:56 PM CDT
Hello Lance;
My name is Cindy Eldridge.
Caressa & Cassandra are my Niece. I just wanted to let you know that i Will put you in our prayers.
By reading your mail you sound like a very strong Man.
God Bless you son. And keep up the good spirits !!!
Cindy Eldridge & Family
Atwater Calif.

Cindy Eldridge <cindysvac@aol.com>
Atwater, Ca USA - Tuesday, May 11, 2004 11:56 AM CDT
Just to let you know I am thinking of you everyday. There is not a moment that you are not on my mind and in my heart. I wish I could come and see you more I just dont want to crowd you. I know you will beat this. I told your mother that the first night in the hospital. I know I haven't been in this family very long, but just to let you know I do think of all of you as my very own family and I know we can all get thru this. You are already showing fabulous progress and before you know it, it will be over and we all will be stronger because of it. You know anytime of the night you need anything I am just a phone call away and I will be there in a flash. I Love You, and I will talk to you very soon.
Cassandra <robertsdoo@hotmail.com >
N Richland Hills, TX USA - Wednesday, May 5, 2004 7:46 PM CDT
Hey Little Guy My Name Is Caressa I'm Your Uncle Kenneths Aunt Cassie's Sister In California. I Know You Are A Great Cousion To My Nephew Robert Also. We All In California Are Praying For You And Your Family. But I Know You Will Make It Threw This Tuff Time Because Your Aunt Cassie Said You Are Very Strong. I Call Them Alot To See How You Are And They Always Say He Is Strong And We Believe it. Once Again We Are Praying For You Stay Strong Champ You'll Be Just Fine With Your Familys Love. Love Always Caressa :) (California)
Caressa Weathers <Cweatherscandles@yahoo.com>
Turlock, CA u.s.a - Wednesday, May 5, 2004 6:21 PM CDT
Hi Lance,
My name is Stefanie I am Porsha's sister I have been praying for you and I am so glad to see you are back at home with your family. you have alot of love and support surrounding you stay strong.

Stefanie Gramlich <Harleysp0rtster@aol.com>
Dunnellon, Fl US - Monday, May 3, 2004 11:05 AM CDT
Lance,

My name is Tim Wymer. I coach Tyler's baseball team, the Texas Stealers. I just wanted to write and let you know that the whole team is behind you. You have many friends on this team, player's, coaches and parents, praying for you and looking forward to your recovery. We also want to see you very soon at the ballgame. Remain strong and positive. With all of our love, The Texas Stealers..

Tim Wymer <TimWymer@trin.net>
Fort Worth, TX USA - Monday, May 3, 2004 8:39 AM CDT
Dear lance

it sure was great to have you home this weekend it was just like old times once again the house felt like a home for a while I did did not know what to think but seeing you home really let me know that prayer works and the angels where doing there job watching over us for a while ther I was really scared not knowing what to think or what to do but most of all I felt a lot of guilt saying to myself maybe we should have went to the paint ball games maybe I should have lrt him play on the playstaion 1 hour more or maybe I should have listen to what you had to say instead of telling you to go to bed and tell me tomorrow Lance I know that I'm just your stepdad but these past 6 years we have been together we have grown to love and respect each other more than anyone will ever know we have became a family that has been through so much together and yet we will not fall and you yourself showed that by pulling through this first part of our cancer and not letting it get the best of us and I know that we can do it the rest of the way we all know that it won't be easy but we will use the same weapons as last time (PRAYER, FAITH. LOVE)AND I know that we will beat our cancer I love you lance and I want you to know whatever, whenever.you need something or want something or just want to talk you can count on me and that's a promise lance because I know lance that your going to live as long as you want and never want as long as you live because you have a support system that is out of this world and it all starts right here with me and is endless


love always dad

dease jamison <kristadease@ hotmail.com>
sagnaw, tx tarrant - Sunday, May 2, 2004 11:28 PM CDT
Hey big Man!! What a terrific day today!! So enjoyed your "Welcome Home" party! Danny is still laughing about the cake in the face ordeal.....for everyone. I know that you are enjoying spending time at home for a change and I have to admitt....it is great seeing everyone together laughing and carrying-on. We love you.....and keep care.
Uncle Danny and Aunt Porsha <PKDK911@aol.com>
N. Richland Hills, Tx usa - Saturday, May 1, 2004 11:28 PM CDT
Hi Lance, my name is Jennifer and my son Casey plays baseball with your cousin Tyler. Tyler and his mom and dad are so proud of you for being so strong. My husband, Greg, daughter, Kristin, myself and Casey have you in our prayers.
Jennifer Dickerman <apdcops@aol.com>
Fort Worth, Tx US - Saturday, May 1, 2004 0:10 AM CDT
Hey Lance Well I really wanted to let you know that i love you and I really miss you and I know and are praying that you get better!!! I will always be in your heart and mind and as you are in mine!! Well I love you very much!!
Aunt Jeannie <sweetness_1989@yahoo.com>
Midland , Tx - Friday, April 30, 2004 11:53 PM CDT
Hi Lance,
My name is Carolynn Sprabeary. I am Cassie's sister who is Porches friend. I know that is confusing. But, I wanted you to know that I and my friends have been praying for you. I know that you are having a difficult time. I am sorry to hear that. I know that being in the hospital stinks! I can tell you this though, without a doubt, I know that Jesus loves you (John 3:16) and he is setting right by yours and your parents side (Deuteronomy 31:6 and Joshua 1:5) Now before you think I am some kind of crazy person preaching to you, I just wanted you to know that what I am telling I know for sure. Because the Bible tells me so. You keep a smile on your face and love in your heart! I will not stop praying for you and your family. You are welcome to e-mail me if you choose.
God bless you.

Carolynn Sprabeary



Carolynn Sprabeary <csprabeary@dentonisd.org>
Denton, TX USA - Friday, April 30, 2004 12:15 AM CDT
Hey lance, yeah it is mom again. well i am writing this today to let you know you did it. i am so sorry you were awake through your bone marrow. i know it was painful. i am sorry i told you it would not hurt but you actually slept through the first one on my chest. but yesterday you were awake. the medicine did not work. The Dr almost had to put you on a ventilator because you were so close to not being able to breathe. dad actually had to put the o2 on himself. he held your hand like a champ. and i held you on my chest as tight as i could. you kept saying that i told you it would not hurt, yes i told you that but like i said you slept through the first one. well you have been home for your first night in 47 days and i have to say i am a nervous wreck. i am so afraid of screwing up, but i know in my heart that i will not. Lance you have so many out here who love you it is so amazing..... i will say once again you are so couragous. i am here for you baby, and i love you so much.
krista lynes-jamison <kristadease@hotmail.com>
saginaw, t usa - Friday, April 30, 2004 8:00 AM CDT
Hey son it is mom again, i just want to tell you what a strong young man you are. you have given me so much inspiration for life. i love you for that. you know 2 months ago i looked at life differently than i look at it now. i think i appreciate things even the little things a lot more. i have seen things that you have had to go through, your surgery was on march 18th, you came through like a champ. you stayed strong. when i held you through your bone marrow aspiration i could never imagine what it was like if i could have done it for you i would have in a heart beet. you are having another one done (bone marrow aspiration) in the morning. i know that i am scared and i know that you are to but you will not see this yet till afterwards. Lance, i love you so much that if i could take all this away from you i would. i pray at night that it should be me and not you. you have done so much for me in these past few years i do not ever know how to repay you. today was your 46th day here and you are still just as strong as ever. it seems like to me that everything you have ever done in your life you have mastered. you mastered school, your faith, being a big brother, and also as being my best friend. when you master cancer you will look back at this and have a learning experience to be able to help others as you do now, but you will have so much knowledge that just maybe you could be a doctor. and you know what you would probably master that one to.lance i love you with all my heart and soul. forrest, kasha, and kyla and catherine have my heart and soul also. i never knew how much i could love one person much less 6, yeah i included dad in that one to LOL. well good night and i love you. you have done great in the stem cell retraction. and you will keep doing great. with all my love
mom

krista lynes-jamison <kristadease@hotmail.com>
saginaw, tx usa - Wednesday, April 28, 2004 9:18 PM CDT
Hey big man!
You are the strongest 12 year old I know. I love the way your smile can light up a room.....and in these times.. seeing you smile gives me goose-bumps.
You have a such a terrific passion to do the "right" things in life. Continue to stay the way you are. So many people are so proud of you and they were proud of you before all this happened.....and let me tell you....that says a WHOLE lot about who YOU are.
Keep fighting hard....and beat this!!!!!!

We love you dearly.

Uncle Danny and Aunt Porsha <PKDK911@aol.com>
N. Richland Hills, Tx USA - Tuesday, April 27, 2004 4:20 PM CDT
I am creating this page for you son so you will know how much i love and care for you. i am so sorry you are going through this now and i just want you to know that i will forever be here by your side no matter what

Krista Lynes-Jamison <kristadease@hotmail.com>
Saginaw, tx tarrant - Saturday, April 24, 2004 6:09 PM CDT

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