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Dear Mr. Hallmark,

I am writing to you from heaven, and though it must appear,
A rather strange idea, I see everything from here,
I just popped in to visit, your stores to find a card,
A card of love for my parents, as this day for them is hard,
There must be some mistake I thought, every card you can imagine,
except I could not find a card, from a child that lives in heaven,
they are still a parent too, no matter where I reside,
I had to leave, they understand, but oh the tears they cried,
I thought that if I wrote to you, that you would come to know,
that though I live in heaven now, I still love my parents so,
they talk with me, and dreams with me, we still share laughter too,
memories are our way of speaking now, would you see what you can do?
my parents carry me in their heart, their tears they hide from sight,
they plants flowers in my garden, there my living memory dwells,
they writes to other grieving parents, trying to ease there pain as well,
so you see Mr. Hallmark, though I no longer live on earth,
I must find a way, to remind her of her wondrous worth,
they need to be honored, and be remembered too,
just as the children of the earth will do,
thank you Mr. Hallmark, I know you will do your best,
find a way to tell them, how much they mean to me,
until I can do it for myself, when she joins me in eternity.


I know Christmas must be so hard for you although I can't comprehend how difficult it must be.

All my love,

Viks

WISHING YOU A WONDERFUL THANKSGIVING...ALWAYS IN OUR THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS...






DENISE AND STEVEN

I was posting this picture on Cassie's site, and thought I would swing by your page to say "hello". I hope Zackery is enjoying the summer in the pool :)

Lots of love

Viks

With Much Love,

To The Jones Family..Please know you are in my thoughts and Prayers.....
The Prayer Bears Website

Please know you are in my thoughts and Prayers....

The Prayer Bears Website

Thinking of each of you....

The Prayer Bears Website

With Much Love

Stopping by to say Hello and to let you know we still think of you and Pray for strength for each of you..Bearhugs..

The Prayer Bears Website

The Prayer Bears Website

Please know that I am thinking of you today and always....

The Prayer Bears Website

To the Jones Family..Please know we are praying for each of you ....

The Prayer Bears Website

With Much Love

I wanted to stop by to let your know your sweet Benjamin will never be forgotten. I want to thank you for sharing his story and your lives with each of us.
Love, Tracy and
Katia (a.k.a. "The Ladybug")
Fighting leukemia AML with a vengence!
Sharing Hope on the Wings of a Ladybug

Just stopping by to let you know you are in my heart and prayers. May God draw near and fill your heart with strength and grace, but most of all, hope.



There is constant joy abiding
In Christ my Lord and King;
Of His love that passeth knowledge
My heart and tongue shall sing.

He is all in all to me,
And my song of songs shall be,
Hallelujah, O my Savior,
I am trusting only Thee.

When my path is veiled in shadows,
And clouds above me roll,
I can smile amid the tempest,
His glory fills my soul.

I can see his bow of promise
Through tears and trials deep;
I can hear His voice like music,
That lulls my care to sleep.

I shall yet behold the praise Him,
And dwell in perfect peace
In the golden land of beauty,
Where cloud and wave shall cease.

Sending a ton of prayers your way.
Love and hugs
Judy

Catch An Angel

Trina and

JOPHIE
Trina <booboo2003@earthlink.net>
Kitts Hill, OH United States - Wednesday, August 3, 2005 0:09 AM CDT

With Much Love,

Jeremy

Welcome to the world, sweetheart! You do know that you were born into a wonderful family, right? I bet you're just as cute as cute can be.



Wishing you and your family an excellent weekend!

Sending lots and lots of BIG hugs and MUCH love your way!!!

CONGRATULATIONS!!!

Welcome to little Jeremy! How lucky he is to always have his big brother Angel Benjamin watching over him.
All my love,

Simply Enchanting Angels, URL http://seangels.org

My daughter, Princess Elizabeth, is a Cancer Warrior

Congratulations!

With Much Love,

I thought I would stop by and say

Plus I had to let you know that I'm thinking of you always.

YOU ALL ARE IN MY THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS

May you find comfort knowing Benjamin is an ^^Angel^^ watching over you. I am praying God keeps you all in His hands and that baby Jeremy enters the world safely bringing you all incredible joy.
All my love,

Click to visit Simply Enchanting Angels

My daughter, Princess Elizabeth, is a Cancer Warrior

I've been hearing that people can't get into my guestbook I think I fixed it now I hope.Thinking of you always.

Thinking about you all and ^Angel^ Benjamin...
Lots of Love from Princess Elizabeth and her mommy

Click on Eagle - Isaiah 40:31

Hello from angel jen. I want to stop by and let you know you are loved in Tennessee.
God bless you always with Sunshine and Love
Angel Jen
Sunshine on Eagles Wings Group (SOEW)
Fun Page

Dear Benjamin's Family,
I just wanted u to know that Benjamin will never be forgotten, and u all are in my thoughts and prayers.

If u need anything at all, please don't hesitate to ask.
(((((((((((((hugs))))))))))))))
Love Eileen OneWhoCares@Dabbles&Doodles

All our love

Trina and

JOPHIE
Trina <booboo2003@earthlink.net>
Kitts Hill, OH United States - Sunday, May 8, 2005 1:38 PM CDT

With Much Love From:

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY ANN!

May God Wrap You In His Arms And Comfort You Today!

DEBBIE
- Sunday, May 8, 2005 4:31 AM CDT

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My Loving Dad's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Sunday, May 8, 2005 2:05 AM CDT

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HI ANNE!
HAPPY MOTHERS DAY! I LOVE THE ZACHARY'S DREAM STORY AND I'M SURE B DID VISIT HIM IN HIS DREAMS. THAT IS AWESOME, WHAT A BLESSING. ESPECIALLY THE LITTLE SONG BENNY IN THE CLOUDS. THAT IS PRECIOUS. I AM GLAD YOU GOT THINGS SORTED OUT WITH THE WEIRD E-MAILS. I WILL BE THINKING OF YOU TOMORROW.
PEACE, LOVE, HUGS, SMILES, AND PRAYERS
JODI
Jodi Graubard <jgraubard@yahoo.com>
Philadelphia, PA - Saturday, May 7, 2005 11:52 PM CDT

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Anne,
I hope you will be blessed with peace and comfort for Mothers day. The story of Zachary's dream is really something else! That just goes to show that not even death can break the bond that brothers share! Please take comfort in that, I have NO doubt that Benny DID visit Zachary. My prayers continue to be with you all!
Lots of Love and Tons of (((HUGS))) and Many Prayers!
Bulldawg
Bulldawg <bulldawg1959@gt.rr.com>
Nederland, Tx - Saturday, May 7, 2005 11:34 PM CDT

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Dear Anne,
May you be blessed with a very peaceful and sweet Mothers Day filled with lots of precious Bejamin memories.
Love, your friend...
Kim
~SK8ER BOY KODY BEAR~ <mamabear@kodybear.org>
- Saturday, May 7, 2005 10:49 PM CDT

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May god bless you tomorrow on mother's day. May you be blessed with many smiles, laughter and maybe even a few tears as your remember all the great times with Benjamin. Isn't God awesome when he can bring comfort to a little brother in a dream that will alway mean something special to Zachary. Happy mother's day.
alicia silvers
alicia silvers <ajsilvers@mchsi.com>
oskaloosa , ia usa - Saturday, May 7, 2005 8:14 PM CDT

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Thinking of you tomorrow as you hit one of those very firsts "Firsts"..they are the hardest. What a wonderful gift Benjamin gave to Zachary in the dream! I also totally believe that Benjamin has seen the face of Jeremy and has given him a message also!

I do know of a caringbridge family who had to password protect their site due to nasty messages being left...so that is always an option if those awful emails keep going out!

May God and your wonderful memories help you through tomorrow!
Christine (Hunter's Hope volunteer..www.huntershope.org) <Luvbills@aol.com>
LeRoy, NY USA - Saturday, May 7, 2005 7:54 PM CDT

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This is so sad that our world has come to this, to use the memory of your son at a time like this. Any person who would do something like this is truly a sick individual.

My prayers and thoughts are with all of you.
Timi <tswier@sio.midco.net>
- Saturday, May 7, 2005 1:16 PM CDT

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Dear Family of Benjamin,

Prayers are going up for you! I read your latest update and I don't understand the lengths some people go to to cause families more hurt. I'm sure you'll find out who it is, though.

God Bless!!

Ann
www.caringbridge.org/mn/matt
Ann (FOA/RA), Matt's mom <mommytomatt@aol.com>
Fridley, MN USA - Saturday, May 7, 2005 11:57 AM CDT

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Hi there
I am so sorry about the emails that people have gotten.. I haven't recieved anything like that.. but if i do I will tell you about it. Thanks for warning us!! I am keeping you all in my thoughts and prayers.
Love always~
Jennifer Parenti <parenti@netzero.net>
Orford, NH USA - Saturday, May 7, 2005 10:44 AM CDT

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DEAR ANNE,
I AM SO SORRY TO HAVE READ WHAT I JUST DID, I AM ANGRY THAT ANYONE WOULD TRY TO USE BENJAMIN'S NAME TO DO ANYTHING HURTFUL TO SOMEONE ELSE. I AM ANGRY THAT THERE ARE PEOPLE OUT THERE SO DEMENTED THAT THEY WOULD INTERRUPT THE GRIEVING AND HEALING OF YOUR FAMILY. WE EXPERIENCED SOME SIMILAR THINGS HAVING TO DO WITH A LETTER FROM SOMEONE CLAIMING TO BE A RELATIVE OF MY DAD'S AFTER HE DIED. IT IS CONFUSING AND INFURIATING AT THE SAME TIME.
WHAT IS GOING ON HERE SOUNDS SIMILAR TO A SCAM THAY I FELL PRAY TO ON EBAY. I RECEIVED AN EMAIL SAYING MY ACCOUNT HAD BEEN SUSPENDED AND THIS ACCOUNT # AND THAT # NEEDED TO BE PROVIDED IN THE EMAIL. IT LOOKED LIKE IT WAS FROM EBAY, SO I FELL INTO THE TRAP. THE NEXT THING I KNEW MY CHECKING ACCOUNT HAD BEEN CHARGED OVER 1,000.00. ANYONE WHO GETS ONE OF THESE EMAILS THAT SAYS IT IS FROM CARINGBRIDGE SHOULD NOT GIVE OUT ANY INFORMATION, AND CONTACT CARINGBRIDGE. I KNOW I SPEAK FOR SO MANY IN SAYING THAT I WOULD BE HEARTBROKEN IF YOU HAD TO DISCONTINUE B'S PAGE.
I'M SORRY THIS HAS HAPPENED, BUT WE ARE BEHIND YOU AND WON'T LET ANYONE DO ANYTHING TO HARM THE MEMORY OF BENJAMIN.
THAT ASIDE I HOPE YOUR WEEKEND IS PEACEFUL, AND YOU GET TO SPEND TIME WITH YOUR PRECIOUS FAMILY. I THINK OF YOU EVERYDAY, OF HOW KIND AND GRACIOUS YOU ARE, AND MOST OF ALL WHAT A DEVOTED, LOVING, CARING, COMMITED MOTHER YOU WERE TO BENJAMIN. GOD CHOSE YOU TO BE HIS MOM FOR A REASON, AND HE OF COURSE KNEW WHAT HE WAS DOING!
PEACE, LOVE, HUGS, SMILES, AND PRAYERS
JODI
Jodi Graubard <jgraubard@yahoo.com>
Philadelphia, PA - Friday, May 6, 2005 11:02 PM CDT

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I am so sorry about the emails you guys, I hope you get to the bottom of it. Hoping you have a Happy Mothers Day somehow, and spend the day remembering the good times with your little guy.
Chris & Gooch
- Friday, May 6, 2005 10:34 PM CDT

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Dearest Anne,

I wanted to stop by and say that I've been thinking of you all week long. I know the anniversary of Benjamin's relapse and of course Mother's Day comming up has to be so hard. I hope you can enjoy some celebration of the wonderful Mommy that you are to all 3 of your boys!

I'm soo sorry to hear that someone is using Benjamin's name and memory that way. That's horrible! Thanks for taking the time to alert everyone.

Please know that you will be in my heart and in my prayers this weekend especially much.

With All of my Love,
Heather
Heather Braswell <hbrasswe@Insight.rr.com>
Columbus, Ohio - Friday, May 6, 2005 7:10 PM CDT

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I'm sickened by the thought that someone(ones) are trying to pull a scam and involving Benjamin's name in any way. What is wrong with some people!!!! This should not be one of your concerns right now in the midst of your grieving.That's what makes this so sick and heartless! But ever so gracious and kind as you are;you took time to alert us all. What a wonderful woman you are! Thank you. I know Sunday will be difficult.......but I'd like to wish you a Happy Mother's Day.
Tricia <TriciaBxNY@yahoo.com>
- Friday, May 6, 2005 6:04 PM CDT

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Jones' family ~
Just wanted to let you know that you are all in are prayers - especially this weekend. I know that this marks the anniversary date of relapse and of course, mother's day. Thank you for sharing this journey with us and allowing us to be a part of your lives.
A couple of weeks ago Jace was saying his bedtime prayers. He asked God "to help Benjamin and give him a miracle." I explained to him that Benjamin had went to heaven and would be an angel for him as we go through his sickness. Today as we were driving he made a comment about Heaven. I answered him and he said, "that's where Benjamin is. I bet he is having a big party with Jesus; I bet they even have lots of balloons."
I just thought that would give you a smile - knowing that Benjamin is watching over us having the biggest party of his life.
Hugs to all of you!!
Tara Carrico Jace's page <carrico4@iowatelecom.net>
New Sharon, IA - Friday, May 6, 2005 5:55 PM CDT

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Dear Jones Family,

I know Mother's Day will be so very hard and just want you to know I'm thinking of you. While we've never met I also wanted to let you know that most people will realize you have not done anything suspect regarding Benjamin's CB site. Unfortunately there are hoaxers out there and they seem to get a kick out of doing such things. After our daughter's story was on T.V., someone set up a fake CB site and drew a lot of attention. The "mother" even told me that she had named her baby in memory of our daughter and asked us to be the honorary godparents. But it was all a lie and when I saw all the damage her site had done I was horrified because it was prompted by my daughter's story.

This is a such a hard journey--keeping your eyes on Jesus is sometimes all we can do. While heaven is graced by Benjamin's presence--life here is lesser because of his absence.

God bless,
Monica

~*~Gabrielle's Prayers~*~

Monica Paquette <mj.paquette@att.net>
Minneapolis, MN - Friday, May 6, 2005 5:13 PM CDT

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I will be thinking of you and saying extra prayers for you on this first Mother's day without precious Benjamin. I know he will be sending you hugs and kisses from heaven. I think of your family often and of sweet Benjamin. May he send you a special sign to let you know he is always with you.
Maria
pittsburgh, PA USA - Friday, May 6, 2005 4:31 PM CDT

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I know Sunday will be a difficult day but wanted you to know I am holding you in my heart and prayers. I understand the emotions that will overwhelm you. Know Benjamin and Jennifer and all our angels will be gathered to watch over you and I pray you can feel his kisses and love surround you. He will be in each soft breeze that brushes your cheek, in the warmth of every sunbeam, smiling down on you from each sparkling star. Death can take our children, but it cannot take our memories and our love. Those are eternal.
Love and hugs
Judy
http://www.catchanangel.com

Judy Crawford <tnderheart@yahoo.com>
- Friday, May 6, 2005 3:13 PM CDT

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Just wanted to drop by and say hello! Hope you are feeling good, Ann and I hope the day one that you can put in the "bearable" or "good" column. Praying for you guys all the time.
Kellie Beresh - Jacob's mom - Jake's Site <scbkab@cox.net>
Omaha , Nebraska - Friday, May 6, 2005 2:59 PM CDT

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I am so sorry for your loss. I have been in the mist of a move and havn't been able to check up on all my CB kids and I was very sad to read the past journal entries. I am thinking of you today like I do everyday and I hope that today was not too difficult. I will continue to pray for you and your family
Jennifer Hines <creative_jenny@yahoo.com>
Phoenix, AZ - Thursday, May 5, 2005 2:28 PM CDT

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Anne, Brian & Zachary,
Thinking of you today. You are always in our prayers.
Angela (Oscar) Wolf <wolfette@surfbest.net>
Ashtabula, OH USA - Thursday, May 5, 2005 1:25 PM CDT

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Anne-

Thinking of you with love, understanding, hugs and hope. We always have to hold onto that. God bless you guys.

Love,

Kelly, Samuel J's mama , http://www.caringbridge.org/pa/samuelj <kellyjnsn@msn.com>
Pittsburgh, PA - Thursday, May 5, 2005 12:47 AM CDT

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<brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Thursday, May 5, 2005 12:01 AM CDT

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ANNE,BRIAN, AND ZACHARY
THINKING OF ALL YOU TODAY. I KNOW HOW HARD A DAY LIKE TODAY CAN BE. I HOPE YOUR MEMORIES OF SWEET BENJAMIN WILL KEEP YOUR HEARTS WARM AND BRING YOU COMFORT.
WITH LOVE AND PRAYERS,
JODI
Jodi Graubard <jgraubard@yahoo.com>
Philadelphia, PA - Thursday, May 5, 2005 8:46 AM CDT

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Just wanted to let you know you are in my thoughts today. I read the update right before I signed the guestbook and saw that today is the anniversary date that "changed your lives forever". I want you to know I will be praying for you today and that I have been thinking of you and your family.
Jane Tjarks
Jane Tjarks <tjarksfam@iowatelecom.net>
New Sharon, IA - Thursday, May 5, 2005 7:00 AM CDT

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Wanted to let you know that I'm thinking about all of you. I also still think about how truly courageous Benjamin was thruout his entire illness and how you both gave him his strength thru your words actions and unconditional love.
Tricia <TriciaBxNY@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, May 4, 2005 10:52 PM CDT

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Hi Jones Family
You guys are always on my mind. It was this time last year that Benjamin made his First Communion, a year early. Our parish is preparing for another First Communion Class, on May 21. We went from 3 little people last year to 33 this year. This First Eucharist Mass will said in in Benjamin's memory. I know that he was unable to spend any time with our parish during his illness but he was always on our mind , in our hearts and on our prayer list. I tell the children that knew him that we can now pray to St. Benjamin.

Peace
Jaime
St. Thomas the Apostle Church
Jaime Berry <jaime.berry@att.net>
Columbus, oh USA - Wednesday, May 4, 2005 7:14 PM CDT

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Just stopping by to let you know I'm thinking about you and that you remain in my heart and prayers. May you feel the comfort of our heavenly fathers loving arms around you all. Happy Birthday Zachary!!
Here's hoping your day will be filled with beautiful memories of Benjamin and that your day will be full of Gods sonshine!

All our love

Trina and

JOPHIE

Trina <booboo2003@earthlink.net>
Kitts Hill, OH United States - Wednesday, May 4, 2005 12:18 AM CDT

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Hello Anne,

Thinking of Benjamin on this beautiful day...
Michael R. Riley <mriley@troygroup.com>
- Wednesday, May 4, 2005 11:14 AM CDT

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Brian, Anne, & Zachary,

Thinking about you this morning and praying that our God is continuing to give you comfort and peace to make it through each day-one day at a time.

Phil. 4:19, "And my(our) God will meet all your needs according to his glorious riches in Christ Jesus."

In Christian love,
Wayne / Mr. Wayne
Wayne Gordon <wgordon@cscsystems.com>
Hermitage, TN USA - Wednesday, May 4, 2005 8:44 AM CDT

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Dear Anne,
I've been coming to Benjamin's site nearly everyday since he passed...unfortunately my connection doesn't always allow me to sign in. But I made it a point to write to you tonight... I just felt like I had to...like I wanted to. I so wish that your family's 'normal' would and could always include Benjamin forever...but you and I both know that 'wishing' it won't make things different... I just want you to know that I'm forever praying for your family.. always thinking of you guys... there is a special place in my heart tucked away somewhere, where my memory of Benjamin will always hold. Having never had the pleasure to meet him, memories of him are of photos I've seen on the photo page and the updates you wrote of him... I feel like I've known him in real life! Continue to take care... I check on you guys often... please give Brian and Zachie a hug from me.

~*~*Girlie's Page*~*~

Love always,
XOXOXOXOXOXOXO
Janice <janiceliew1981@yahoo.com>
Melbourne, Australia - Wednesday, May 4, 2005 7:07 AM CDT

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Thinking of you and Praying for all of you as well...God BLess each of you...
Mary Mabe <mmabe@verizon.net>
Coeburn, VA USA - Tuesday, May 3, 2005 7:09 PM CDT

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Dear Anne, Brian and Zachary,
Thinking of you all every day. Benjamin was such a special little guy- he holds a very special place in my heart.

I will always remember him with love!

Love to you all,
Heather
Heather Braswell <hbrasswe@insight.rr.com>
Columbus, Ohio - Tuesday, May 3, 2005 6:43 PM CDT

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Hi Jones family
I am thinking of you often. Benjamin is in my heart too. Thinking of you all
Love and prayers
Jennifer Parenti <parenti@netzero.net>
Orford, NH USA - Tuesday, May 3, 2005 2:05 PM CDT

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Not a day goes by that we don't think of your family.
The McCulley's <arch@kdsi.net>
New Sharon, IA usa - Tuesday, May 3, 2005 10:48 AM CDT

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It still seems strange to me to check in and not see updates about Benjamin, so I can hardly imagine how it seems to you not having him physically there with you. Your stories of Benjamin are being shared with so many people - we will never forget him. He is such a gorgeous boy, and such a special little spirit. I hope you are all doing OK - as OK as you can be - and that baby Jeremy is progressing well. I like to think somehow Benjamin and Jeremy's spirits can talk to each other right now and Jeremy is getting the lowdown on what a wonderful special family he's about to be born into.

Thinking of you,
xxx
Nicole
London, England - Tuesday, May 3, 2005 9:03 AM CDT

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We just want you to know that we continue to think about you all everyday. Give Zachary a big hug from us all!!
Craig, Julie, Bradley, Brant, and Braydon <hamilton_family@mchsi.c om>
Ear lham, IA US - Monday, May 2, 2005 10:25 PM CDT

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Hi there,
Still thinking about Benjamin and hoping today was not one of those "caught by surprise" days for you. I completely understand what you meant when you said it was the small, unexpected things that tear you up. Finding that sock would have put most people in turmoil too. Please know you're not alone and folks are thinking about you.
Cathie L http://haldagobay.blogspot.com, Dabbles/Doodles, Hugs/Hope/Ones Who Care <haldagobay1@bellsouth.net>
Pensacola, FL - Monday, May 2, 2005 8:14 PM CDT

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You and your family are in my prayers, Laura


www.caringbridge.org/ca/coltonmeyer
Laura <laura@aol.com >
CA - Monday, May 2, 2005 7:34 PM CDT

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Dear Anne,Brian and Zachary.
I am proud to have known about Benjamin,and signed his guestbook.
I am also glad to hear about your life without Benjamin,I know you miss him a lot,so do I.
Even if I really dont knew him personally,I had a tender heart warm feeling for your very brave son.
And for all kids who was sick of a same sickness as Benjamin.
When I write to You now,I am crying.
I always do that for children who are sick - or suffer in one or more ways.
Jesus told me I had to be strong about my own son, Per Arne, who was born to early - when i was 17 years,and he was born 3 1/2 month before he should. He was living only 1 1/2 day.
He passed away ,but I got time to let the preacher baptist him before he left me.This is nearly 40 years ago.But Im still can see his little face inside my heart and in my mind.
This angel of yours,Benjamin,had a big place ,and still have it,in my heart.
I hope time will give you a less pain - as you have just now.
I will keep you ,Jones Family,in my prayers for ever,because of you,and Benjamin.God Bless You all a lot , and also Baby Jeremy as you expecting.
So I know what you are going trough.
Thinking of you,often.
I will pray for you a lot.
I will tell you I am so pleased for Zachary - he will get a new brother,and tell him,I am so pleased with the picture from guestbook,of him and Benjamin.
With the christmas three.
This picture will warm my soul and heart forever.
Sissel Helen Grimstad <sisselhgrimstad@c2i.net>
8516 Narvik, Norway - Monday, May 2, 2005 7:09 PM CDT

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Dear Anne,Brian and Zachary.
I am proud to have known about Benjamin,and signed his guestbook.
I am also glad to hear about your life without Benjamin,I know you miss him a lot,so do I.
Even if I really dont knew him personally,I had a tender heart warm feeling for your very brave son.
And for all kids who was sick of a same sickness as Benjamin.
When I write to You now,I am crying.
I always do that for children who are sick - or suffer in one or more ways.
Jesus told me I had to be strong about my own son, Per Arne, who was born to early - when i was 17 years,and he was born 3 1/2 month before he should. He was living only 1 1/2 day.
He passed away ,but I got time to let the preacher baptist him before he left me.This is nearly 40 years ago.But Im still can see his little face inside my heart and in my mind.
This angel of yours,Benjamin,had a big place ,and still have it,in my heart.
I hope time will give you a less pain - as you have just now.
I will keep you ,Jones Family,in my prayers for ever,because of you,and Benjamin.God Bless You all a lot , and also Baby Jeremy as you expecting.
So I know what you are going trough.
Thinking of you,often.
I will pray for you a lot.
I will tell you I am so pleased for Zachary - he will get a new brother,and tell him,I am so pleased with the picture from guestbook,of him and Benjamin.
With the christmas three.
This picture will warm my soul and heart forever.
Sissel Helen Grimstad <sisselhgrimstad@c2i.net>
8516 Narvik, Norway - Monday, May 2, 2005 7:08 PM CDT

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I continue to pray for your family--every morning we have a "moment of silence" at the school where I teach, and I always use that minute to say a prayer for the Caringbridge kids I have come to care about so much. Benjamin is always in my morning prayers. He was a beautiful boy--and I am certain that he is quite an amazing angel.
Lauren <dramauknow@yahoo.com>
Winston-Salem, NC USA - Monday, May 2, 2005 12:52 AM CDT

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To Benjamin's family,
I just wanted u to know that I am here for u anytime u need a shoulder to lean on. Benjamin may be gone from this earth, but he will always remain in our heart, and will never be forgotten.

Benjamin and the family will always be in my thoughts and prayers.
(((((((((((hugs))))))))))))
Love Eileen OneWhoCares@Dabbles&Doodles
Eileen <Lobosgirl@aol.com>
Levittown, NY USA - Monday, May 2, 2005 11:53 AM CDT

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Just wanted to stop by and say thanks for signing Princess Elizabeth's guestbook, Ann. I was amazed to read your message! That you would (even could!) take the time to visit our little girl's page while your own heartbreak is so fresh means the world to me. I had been checking Benjamin's page daily near the end, and when I clicked my bookmark and the background had been changed to an angel I cried because I knew. If there's one thing I've learned from you and your family, it's that there really are no answers and we all just have to do the best we can with the time we have. I think about little Zachary every time I watch my 3 1/2 year old son playing with Elizabeth, wondering how he'll deal with it if she doesn't make it. I can't even fathom how difficult it would be to daily have to explain that she wouldn't be coming back. You all give us hope that we can make it through these rough times, too. You have had to deal with the worst possible outcome, and you are still breathing. Maybe not as well, but you are carrying on for the rest of your family. I truly admire and am encouraged by you both. You're in my thoughts and prayers.
http://www.caringbridge.com/ca/elizabethhill
http://www.elizabethhill.blogspot.com
Emilie Hill, Princess Elizabeth's Mommy <eahill88-caringbridge@yahoo.com>
Sun Valley, CA US - Monday, May 2, 2005 10:32 AM CDT

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A ROSE ONCE GREW
WHERE ALL COULD SEE,
SHELTERED BESIDE A GARDEN WALL,
AND AS THE DAYS PASSED
SWIFTLY BY,
IT SPREAD IT'S BRANCHES, STRAIGHT AND TALL--
ONE DAY A BEAM OF LIGHT SHONE THOUGH A CREVICE
THAT HAD OPENED WIDE....
THE ROSE BENT GENTLY TOWARDS IT'S WARMTH
THEN PASSED BEYOND TO THE OTHER SIDE...
NOW YOU WHO DEEPLY FEEL IT'S LOSS,
BE COMFORTED, THE ROSE BLOOMS THERE...
IT'S BEAUTY EVEN GREATER NOW, NURTURED
BY GOD'S OWN LOVING CARE.

AUTHOR UNKNOWN

I'm so sorry for your loss, I've never experienced your kind of loss. My grandmother used to say after my mom passed , that there are 3 kinds of loss, the loss of a parent, the loss of a spouse, and thr hardest of them all the loss of a child. God be with you.

Pam ( hugsandhope ) <jpmelton@consolidated.net>
Ashmore, IL - Sunday, May 1, 2005 9:24 PM CDT

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We are so sorry for your loss. Know that we are praying you find peace in the knowledge your son is in Heaven free from pain.
Charlene & BECKY
Ones Who Care @ Dabbles & Doodles
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- Sunday, May 1, 2005 7:49 PM CDT

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Daar Jones family, my name is Julie and I live in Pataskala, OH. I got to Ben's caringbridge website from Benjamin's site. I want to tell you how sorry I am for the loss of your beloved Benjamin. We too have had a loss in these past few weeks. My 11-year old nephew Kevin Willis (www3.caringbridge.org/oh/kevin11) passed away on April 21, 2005 of Ewing's Sarcoma. He fought a long 14-month battle with this cancer and also has a sibling like your Benjamin. Her name is Emily and she is 4 years old. She is having a hard time adjusting to life without Kevin as well as my sister Lisa and husband Greg. There are no words to express how sorry I am that we keep losing these little babies to these awful diseases. Just know that many families understand your pain and sorrow, and our hearts go out to all of you. With deepest sympathy...Julie.
Julie Slone <desilucy03@netscape.com>
Pataskala, OH USA - Sunday, May 1, 2005 2:33 PM CDT

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Dear Anne, Brian, and Zachary: I am so glad you are doing well. I have been worrying about all of you. As badly as Benjamin's passing has affected me, I cannot even begin to know how all of you are feeling. Poor little Zachary, it will take a long time for the little sweethart to get used to Benjamin not being around. I wish there was something I could do or say that would make you all feel better; however, through personal experience I know there really is not. I hope my sending the balloons wasn't at a bad time. I had a mental picture of Benjamin and Zachary with smiles on their faces. I knew there would not be very many smiles in your house at that time. I just hope I was not intruding or adding to your grief. I still think of you all the time and check if you have journaled. I hope you continue to do so. Over the past year I feel as though I have known all of you my entire life. I am sorry that I was unable to attend the viewing. My granddaughter, Madeleine, and her dad, Jeff, attended for our entire family. As I mentioned, you continue to be in my thoughts and prayers. All my love and prayers, Renate (secret pal)
Renate Lilly <tlilly9551@aol.com>
Centerville, OH USA - Saturday, April 30, 2005 1:16 PM CDT

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Dear Anne, Brian, and Zachary: I am so glad you are doing well. I have been worrying about all of you. As badly as Benjamin's passing has affected me, I cannot even begin to know how all of you are feeling. Poor little Zachary, it will take a long time for the little sweethart to get used to Benjamin not being around. I wish there was something I could do or say that would make you all feel better; however, through personal experience I know there really is not. I hope my sending the balloons wasn't at a bad time. I had a mental picture of Benjamin and Zachary with smiles on their faces. I knew there would not be very many smiles in your house at that time. I just hope I was not intruding or adding to your grief. I still think of you all the time and check if you have journaled. I hope you continue to do so. Over the past year I feel as though I have known all of you my entire life. I am sorry that I was unable to attend the viewing. My granddaughter, Madeleine, and her dad, Jeff, attended for our entire family. As I mentioned, you continue to be in my thoughts and prayers. All my love and prayers, Renate (secret pal)
Renate Lilly <tlilly9551@aol.com>
Centerville, OH USA - Saturday, April 30, 2005 1:15 PM CDT

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I continue to visit this page often to read your inspirational words and, in a way, to gather strength from them. My Colin relapsed only a few weeks after Ben, and now he has his next scan this Wednesday. When I read your entries, sometimes I almost imagine myself in your shoes, but I can't let my self go there emotionally yet. Thank you for sharing your story and your beautiful Ben with us. God bless!
Tanya and Colin <rtb@centurytel.net>
Park Falls, Wi 54552 - Saturday, April 30, 2005 8:51 AM CDT

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Just wanted to stop by to let you know that I continue to pray and think about all of you daily. For the last eight months, it has been such a joy to come to know your family. I always loved hearing all of the stories about the silly things Benjamin and Zachary would do. Thank you for continuing to update. I will continue holding you in my prayers as you try and find your new "normal" and as you miss your dear Benjamin.
Laura Lynn <laurainsem@yahoo.com>
Gettysburg, Pa - Friday, April 29, 2005 8:04 PM CDT

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Anne, Brian and Zack, Happy Birthday Zack, I have to admit that I thought you were older because you are such a great help to Mommy and Daddy. What special thing will you do for your Birthday? I am glad Mommy is well and that Jeremy is okay too. What is going to be on your birthday cake. I like white cake, do you? Have a good day and Anne , thanks again for the journal. You are all in my thoughts, lovingly, Charlotte
Cahrlotte Yates <yates2424 @aol.com>
Columbus, Oh USA - Friday, April 29, 2005 8:13 AM CDT

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Dear Anne, Brian & Zachary,
Thanks for updating your site. Just wanted to let you know that you are in my thoughts, my prayers and my heart. Air hugs to you all.

Joan
Joan Frischmann <frischmj@gmail.com>
Smithfield, VA USA - Friday, April 29, 2005 8:00 AM CDT

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To all of Benjamin's family.I am so very sorry for your loss.I heard of Benjamin through Carrison who is also an Angel to us just like Benjamin.All of you are on my prayer list and will remain there.I cant imagine what you are going thru but just know that God will bring you thru this.Glad you have family and friends to help get you thru.It is my prayer that God continue to bless each of you and give you the comfort you need to get you thru this.Cancer is not fair to any of us who have had to deal with it.Benjamin was and always will be a special young guy.He fought so bravely.He will always be your Special Angel,watching over you.May God Bless and Keep You in his loving care.
With Christian Love,
Sue
Sue Cross <sue_crss@yahoo.com>
Tompkinsville, Ky U.S.A. - Friday, April 29, 2005 0:11 AM CDT

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my heart goes out to you and your family during this time of healing and grief...i cannot imagine your pain and sorrow ...i am so glad that you have such wonderful friends and family to help you through it...my heart breaks for your lil boy!! how hard to explain it all to him at such an innocent age...this cancer monster is so terribly cruel...i continue to pray for a cure...i am really glad that jeremey is continuing to hang tough and mom you really are incredible!!! i think that this is just the saddest of situations...may God continue to bless you and help you through all of this...their are just no words...
janie besser <janiejanie2323@aol.com>
masury , ohio usa - Thursday, April 28, 2005 10:09 PM CDT

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I just wanted to let you know that I am thinking of your family.

I understand too much of what you are saying, and it was hard to even read another person's take on things. I wish no parent had to ever go through this. I know the feeling of the "empty seat" in the car. Em used to sit next to me in the car and hold my hand. It was too hard for her to sit in the back seat, because she was kind of disabled. Anyway, I miss it so much. Some days it is like she is so present, other times... not so much. But I can hear her laugh... she had such a great laugh.

Anyway, I just wanted you to know that I think of you all often.

Hugs from a stranger.
Kimberly & Angel Emerald <emislema@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, April 28, 2005 9:53 PM CDT

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Hello Jones Family!!! Thanks so much for updating the web page for all us, I'm sure that there are alot of us out still out here checking in on you. You're in my thoughts and prayers. Love Kris
Kris Altizer <taltizer@columbus.rr.com>
Columbus, OHIO USA - Thursday, April 28, 2005 9:30 PM CDT

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You are still in our thoughts and prayers...

Tara Carrico Jace's page <carrico4@iowatelecom.net>
New Sharon, - Thursday, April 28, 2005 6:33 PM CDT

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Hello Anne and family,

Just read your most recent post - and I can relate to all of it. It's a long process, and only time will help you sort through it. Keep leaning on your family and friends - like they say, love conquers all....

With love and prayers,

Michael & Paula Riley
Michael R. Riley <mriley@troygroup.com>
Steubenville, OH USA - Thursday, April 28, 2005 1:14 PM CDT

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Thanks for your update. We continue to pray and send our love to you all!
the Thomas Team <Email@ChristiThomas.com>
- Thursday, April 28, 2005 11:27 AM CDT

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Anne, Thanks for the update, I was wondering how Zachary was doing and you with Jeremy... Brian too. It was funny when you spoke of a year ago just moving into the new house Zachary's birthday, I remember the posts last year about the house almost being done, the excitment building and the BIG move....the picture of Benjamin by the water, Cub Scout meetings and sharing the memories of the days....Thank you so much for allowing us to be apart! May God bless you and yours and may the Holy Spirit wrap you in his loving arms, may you feel peace and a closeness always!
Lisa Mitchell <lmitch10@yahoo.com>
New Sharon , ia Usa - Thursday, April 28, 2005 11:21 AM CDT

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THINKING ABOUT YOU AND YOUR FAMILY EVERY DAY. BENJAMIN IS NOW IN GODS HAND AND WATCHING OVER US EVERY DAY.
JENNIFER RUBENDALL
SAC CITY, IA USA - Thursday, April 28, 2005 11:04 AM CDT

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I think about Benjamin and your family every day. My husband is stationed in Mississippi but we are from NY. Last week we were driving from MS to NY and went through your area. I couldn't help but think of Benjamin and smile. What a sweet little man. He will forever live in my heart.
Jamie Carman and family <thecarmans@annapolis.com>
Gulfport , MS - Thursday, April 28, 2005 8:44 AM CDT

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My thoughts continue to fly to your family. I am in awe for your grace, simplicity and so much more. Zachary, Benjamin and Jeremy are really blessed with their exceptional parents. I also keep remembering sweet loving Benjamin and I can not begin to imagine the hurt and hole to miss his physical presence. Good to hear that Zachary continues to speak about his big brother and that he copes as good as he can.
Thank you so much for keeping us all updated.
With much love,
Eva

Eva Van den Broeck <eva.michaele@skynet.be>
Brussels, Belgium - Thursday, April 28, 2005 8:17 AM CDT

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Just came by to check on you and saw your update. I am always taken in my your kind loving words. I can sense your heartbreak and grief and feel some pain for you as well. I hope Brian's transition to work goes well. It must be difficult for him to go out each morning. {{{HUGS}}} to you all.
Becky <bslic@yahoo.com>
Lincoln, CA - Wednesday, April 27, 2005 11:08 PM CDT

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Dear Jones family~
I continue to check Benjamin's page and my heart goes out to you all at this time. My son Kevin has medulloblastoma and today he had his first MRI since treatment began. The scans all look good and Friday Kevin starts his first round of maintenance chemo. We have a long way to go. I just wanted you to know that Benjamin has helped teach us to cherish each day and never take life for granted. God bless you all.

caringbridge.org/mn/kevinm
Deb Minkkinen <takvek@yahoo.com>
Coon Rapids, MN - Wednesday, April 27, 2005 3:43 PM CDT

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Dear Jones Family,
I still check this site often, to hear how you are all doing. Even though Ben was not in my class a lot this year, he was truly a part of our Tussing family, and we all miss him. You are all in my thoughts and prayers.
Christa Ralph <C_ ralph@fc.pickerington.k12.oh.us>
Reynoldsburg, Oh USA - Wednesday, April 27, 2005 2:28 PM CDT

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Brian, Anne and Zachary, Our heart still aches for your family. I pray that each day you gain strength and comfort. You are such an amazing family that Sean and I truly look up to. We hope that baby Jeremy holds off till June! Give Zachary a big hug from us too!
Jody and Sean White <JBWHITE@COLUMBUS.RR.COM>
Dublin, - Wednesday, April 27, 2005 2:10 PM CDT

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I too think about Benjamin every day. I pray for him, you, and your family every day. I drive by your fathers house on the way to and from work and I will never forget the lessons that Benjamin taught me and my family. Nor will I forget the bravery of all of your family - even Zachary. Take it easy until you can enjoy the hustle and bustle of a newborn. Good luck with your new beginnings. And thank you very much for the update. I find myself checking the site weekly.
Scott Huggins and family
ashtabula, oh usa - Wednesday, April 27, 2005 1:29 PM CDT

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This came from a mother who is grieving for her little boy as well. I thought you might like to read it.
What is Normal Now?

I was jokingly asked recently what normal meant by a friend and I
thought about it and jotted these things down. It is amazing what can
become "normal" to us. I'm sure you could all change the names and a few circumstances and your normal is very close to mine.

Normal for me is trying to decide what to take to the cemetery for
Christmas, birthday, Valentine's Day, and Easter.

Normal is discussing with a friend in the Netherlands how different
funeral customs are there than here. Discussing how much both our sons
loved trains and how the train sets now collect dust.

Normal is sitting at the computer crying, sharing how you feel with
chat buddies who have also lost a child.

Normal is feeling like you know how to act and are more comfortable
with a funeral than a wedding or a birthday party. Yet, feeling a stab
of pain in your heart when you smell the flowers, see that casket, and
all the crying people.

Normal is feeling like you can't sit another minute without getting up
and screaming cause you just don't like to sit through church anymore.
And yet feeling like you have more faith and belief in God than you
ever have had before.

Normal is going to bed feeling like your kids who are alive got cheated
out of happy cheerful parents and instead they are stuck with sober,
cautious people.

Normal is having tears waiting behind every smile when you realize
someone important is missing from all the important events in your
families' life.

Normal is not sleeping very well because a thousand what if's and why
didn't I's go through your head constantly.

Normal is having the TV on the minute I walk into the house to have
noise because the silence is deafening.

Normal is staring at every blonde little boy who looks about
Kindergarten age. And then thinking of the age Isaiah would be now and
not being able to imagine it. Then wondering why it is even important
to imagine it because it will never happen.

Normal is every happy event in my life always being backed up with
sadness lurking close behind because of the hole in my heart.

Normal is seeing Ian in his long black coat and hat at the cemetery
visiting his brother’s grave and thinking, how could this be normal? He
shouldn't have to be going through this.

Normal is seeing other kids that are Ian and Isaac's age teasing and
playing with their brothers and sisters that are Isaiah's age and
feeling so envious of them.

Normal is seeing Isaiah's classmates from church and Sunday school and
wondering why he can't be with them. Why him?

Normal is playing my flute for a performance and feeling really great
about doing well, followed by an immediate down after thinking how
Isaiah would have said, "That was beautiful Momma (whether it really
was or not).

Normal is telling the story of Isaiah's death as if it were an everyday
common place activity and then gasping in horror at how awful it
sounds. And yet realizing it has become part of our normal.

Normal is each year coming up with the difficult task of how to honor
your child's memory and their birthday and survive those days. And
trying to find the balloon or flag that fits the occasion. Happy
Birthday? Not really.

Normal is my heart warming and yet sinking at the sight of a penguin.
Thinking how Isaiah would love it, but how he is not here to enjoy it.

Normal is getting up early to exercise (when I really hate exercise)
because I know my mental health depends on it.

Normal is disliking jokes about death, funerals. Bodies being referred
to as cadavers when you know they were once someone's loved one.

Normal is being impatient with everything but someone stricken with
grief over the loss of their child.

Normal is feeling a common bond with friends in England, Australia,
Netherlands, Canada, and all over the USA, but yet never having met any
of them face to face.

Normal is a new friendship with another grieving mother and meeting for
coffee and talking and crying together over our children and our new
lives. And worrying together over our living children.

Normal is not being able to rest until you get the phone call that your
15 year old with a school permit has arrived at school just fine. And
having the courage to let your 17 year old not call after driving to
school because he is insulted that you need to check on him.

Normal is being too tired to care if you paid the bills, cleaned house
or did laundry or if there is any food in the house.

Normal is wondering this time whether you are going to say you have 2
or 3 children because you will never see this person again and it is
not worth explaining that one of them is in heaven. And yet when you
say only 2 to avoid that problem you feel horrible as if you have
betrayed that child.

Normal is feeling terrible hurt when you see your child's power point
presentation at parent/teacher's conference and that child has listed
only one brother. Then you realize the way the information is set up
there really is no logical place to list the brother who has died and
went to heaven. And how awkward that must of been for him to think
about the problem.

Normal is avoiding McDonald's and Burger King playgrounds because of
small happy children that break your heart when you see them.

And last of all normal is hiding all the things that have become normal
for you to feel, so that everyone around you will think that you are
"normal".


Cathy <webercath@juno.com>
- Wednesday, April 27, 2005 1:18 PM CDT

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So good to see you write today. My heart breaks for you as you describe finding his little sock under the couch and seeing the waffles - those things have to be so hard. You guys will make it through this, but forever missing Benjamin all the while. It has to be so hard. I hate that you are going through it. With all these kids we love and lose, sometimes I just get so angry. I'm sure you feel that too. But we just have to keep the faith that all will be ok, you will make it through another day and hopefully you will find it gets easier even if only in small doses. We think of you guys all the time, wish we lived closer and you are always in our prayers. ((hugs))
Kellie Beresh - Jacob's mom - Jake's Site <scbkab@cox.net>
Omaha, Nebraska - Wednesday, April 27, 2005 10:14 AM CDT

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Jones Family,
You are in my prayers and thoughts every day. I only knew you and Benjamin through this great web-site, but feel like I actually knew him. That is only becuase of your caring and insightful journals. I, along with so many others, bagan to care about your son, hoping to always find the next journal entry full of good news, praying and thinking about him. Because I have two of my own boys-ages 5 and 2-I think it hit so close to home. It has definately made me not worry about the small stuff with them and just love on them even more. Through this web-site I have also gotten to know what a wonderful mother you are. Never losing hope and always being truthful to Benjamin. My heart goes out to you. God bless you and keep you in these tough times. We pray that Jeremy will stay put a little while longer and be a big, strong baby boy.
Stacey Greenlee <STACEY@IPCLIMITED.COM>
Savage, MN, MN - Wednesday, April 27, 2005 9:57 AM CDT

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You and Brian remain an inspiration to so many - Benjamin , Zachary and Jeremy have wonderful role models and they are the truly blessed ones. We continue our prayers for all of you. Our candles remain lit in Benjamin's honor.
The McClures <koamcclure@aol.com>
Ashtabula, OH - Wednesday, April 27, 2005 9:32 AM CDT

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My prayers are with you. I'm glad that Zachary is talking about Benjamin.
Briana Roehling
Pflugerville, TX - Wednesday, April 27, 2005 9:30 AM CDT

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Hello Jones family,
I have been following Benjamin's story for the past year.My son,Danny, also has Medulloblastoma.I just wanted to thank you for sharing your story with everyone.I have been thinking about you guys.I want you to know that Danny and I prayed for Ben and for your family.I hope that you will have a good delivery and no difficuties.I also hope that Zachery will continue to do well.Thanks again.I will continue to pray for you all.
Danny&Cindy Whitaker <whitakerdnc72@netzero.net{www2.caringbridge.org/fl/dannyw}>
- Wednesday, April 27, 2005 9:01 AM CDT

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Hi Jones: Thanks for the update when there is no news I worry about you so much. I remember like it was yesterday when my Dad passed away it has been 14 years. And I agree it seems like forever and then like yesterday. For a long time I would pick up the phone to call him and say Hey guess what... and then remember he wasn't there. I am glad your appt. with Jeremy are going well and that you can make it to 36 weeks or so.. I know there are many praying for you so hang in there. Your son touched so many lives and to me that is what we all should strive for not the number of years we live but the number of lives we touch. Benjamin will live on forever in the hearts of so many of us. A great legacy for sure. I am glad I was a part of his CB life....
Marjie <jmr@mahaska.org>
Oskaloosa, ia United States - Wednesday, April 27, 2005 9:01 AM CDT

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Brian, Anne, Zachary, and soon to be Jeremy,

It was good to read your news this morning. I'm very thankful that you are able to talk about Benjamin and do that with total strangers. Well, maybe we aren't 'total' strangers, but we aren't your next door neighbor either.

Some want to shut out any remembrance of a loved one who has crossed the finish line. They will close up 'their' room, put away 'their' things, and won't talk about 'them'. I believe it is good to talk about Benjamin and let him continue to be an active part of your daily lives. His physical presence may not be with you, but you have countless memories and stories to help you make it through some tough days.

I will tell you again how much Benjamin has meant to me-one of those 'almost' total strangers. Not a day goes by that I don't think about many in the Caring Bridge community. I have names and faces flashing through my memory of people who have made an impact in my life. Most of these are young children who face some tough obstacles with bravery, positive attitudes, and an outlook that teaches valuable lessons. My life is better because I am fortunate enough to 'know' Benjamin Jones.

Thank you for sharing your son and yourselves with us.

May God give you an abundance of His love, grace, and mercy to sustain you through some difficult times.

In Christian love,
Wayne / Mr. Wayne
Wayne Gordon <wgordon@cscsystems.com>
Hermitage, TN USA - Wednesday, April 27, 2005 8:29 AM CDT

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Good Morning Jones family,
I check on your family daily hoping for an update, and glad to see that there was one today. I want you to know that I pray for all of you everyday, and as hard as it is for me to read your updates and the reality of Benjamin not physically being with you (I have tears streaming down my face) I could never imagine your family's loss or pain, but am glad to see that you are all doing as well as you can. Take care of yourselves and know that although I only know you from your website, you are in my constant thoughts and prayers.

Michelle Russell <bookapat@hotmail.com>
cleveland, oh usa - Wednesday, April 27, 2005 8:14 AM CDT

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Hi Anne, Brian and Zachary - thank you so much for the update! We continue to pray for you and keep you in our thoughts. Please take good care of yourself and I am so glad your surrounded by friends and family!
Love Tricia
Tricia (Savarese) Dever <triciadever@sbcglobal.net>
N. Canton, OH USA - Wednesday, April 27, 2005 7:54 AM CDT

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Just wanted to tell you that I'm thinking of you. Thanks for the update.
Love,
Gabby
Europe, - Wednesday, April 27, 2005 4:07 AM CDT

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DEAR ANNE,
IT WAS SO NICE TO READ AN UPDATE FROM YOU. I THINK ABOUT YOU GUYS EVERYDAY.
PEACE, LOVE, HUGS, SMILES, AND PRAYERS,
JODI
Jodi Graubard <jgraubard@yahoo.com>
Philadelphia, PA - Tuesday, April 26, 2005 10:37 PM CDT

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Dear Anne, Brian and Zachary,

Just wanted you to know that I still check in on all of you almost every day. Everytime I do I say a prayer for all of you. Know that I'll never ever forget your precious Benjamin! He will always have a very specical place in my heart.

I'm glad to hear that Zachary will be getting some help from Children's and I hope it will help him to process all that's gone on in his little life.

Know that I pray for you and think about you often! Let me know if there's anything I can do for you!!

My Love to you all always,
Heather
Heather Braswell <hbrasswe@insight.rr.com>
Columbus, Ohio - Tuesday, April 26, 2005 9:54 PM CDT

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<brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta CANADA, - Tuesday, April 26, 2005 9:50 PM CDT

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Thank you for the update. I think of your family every day. Benjamin was a charming boy. I picture him running around in heaven and just being a little boy who gets dirty and doesn't have to worry about doctors, hospitals or germs. I am so sorry that he's gone from your arms, but I do believe that he is watching over your family from heaven, just as you all watched over him on Earth.
Kim Beccard
Omaha, NE - Tuesday, April 26, 2005 6:53 PM CDT

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Thinking and praying for you and your family. Check on this every day to see if you have an update and how you are all doing during this difficult time.
Timi <tswier@sio.midco.net>
- Tuesday, April 26, 2005 6:16 PM CDT

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Dear Anne,
I was so glad to see you post. There is never a time when all of you aren't in my thoughts. I treasure Benjamin's note when BIG(nearly 12 Lbs. now!) Isaiah was born. He's having some problems, and I like to think that Benjamin will watch over him. You are an amazing family, and I'm proud to call you a friend.
Love,

Ellen
Ellen Harpin <ellens12@yahoo.com>
Casselberry, FL USA - Tuesday, April 26, 2005 5:50 PM CDT

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Anne, Brian, Zachary (and baby Jeremy), you continue to be in our thoughts and prayers with each passing day. I thought of you recently when I heard the story of a young cousin on mine. She is only four and had a younger baby brother on the way. Right before the baby was born their grandmother passed away. In trying to make her daughter feel better the mom said "We'll have to tell the baby all about Grandma after she's born" to which the younger cousin replied, "Well, if the baby is COMING from heaven and Grandma WENT to heaven, I think they already met!"

I immediately thought of Benjamin. I like to think Benjamin is giving away all your parenting secrets to Jeremy right now.
The Rapp family (St. Thomas) <rapp_mel@hotmail.com>
Gahanna, Ohio USA - Tuesday, April 26, 2005 12:23 AM CDT

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Hello Anne and family,

Thinking of you today and during our Orthodox Holy Week (this week).

XOXOXO
Michael R. Riley <mriley@troygroup.com>
Steubenville, OH USA` - Tuesday, April 26, 2005 9:28 AM CDT

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Thinking of you.
Colleen
Deptford, NJ - Tuesday, April 26, 2005 8:43 AM CDT

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Brian, Anne, and Zachary,
Thinking of you all this morning and hoping that you feel God's love reaching down and touching your hearts. May you find peace and contentment in the knowledge that God loves you very much. Benjamin was, and continues to be, a mighty warrior in God's army. His short life will be an influence to many for a long time.

Jeremiah 29:11-13(NIV), "For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. Then you will call upon me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you. You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart."

Love to all,
Mr. Wayne
Wayne Gordon <wgordon@cscsystems.com>
Hermitage, TN USA - Tuesday, April 26, 2005 7:39 AM CDT

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I just wanted you to know I am sending out a few little things for Zachary and baby Jeremy in the next few days. I will be in Spain for awhile after that so it may be until the end of May before you get another package again from us but we think of you every day. Love, The Platts
Sandra Platt <sandra2@rickohio.com>
Newark, OH USA - Monday, April 25, 2005 9:18 PM CDT

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We are all thinking of you and keeping you in our prayers. We are so sorry for your loss.
love and prayers always~
Jennifer, Eric, Christian and Sarah Parenti <parenti@netzero.net>
Orford, NH USA - Monday, April 25, 2005 5:33 PM CDT

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Still thinking of you all and of dear sweet Benjamin. Take care.
Maria
Pittsburgh, PA 15275 - Monday, April 25, 2005 4:33 PM CDT

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Dear Jones Family,

My name is Nelci Jolley, on April,27,2005, we've lost our little princess Skylar for a brain tummor, she was 2 years and 7 months old,the monster name is Choroid plexus carcinoma, we're breaking hearts and I don't have the same support that you have and it is very dificult to go through this hard time, I read the story about your brave son, Benjamin, I cried and I’m still crying today when I think about everything he went through. He touched my heart. I am so sorry about Benjamin. May his soul rest in peace. I will keep you and your family in our prayers.
You may don't know but, I will follow some of your steps to go through this hard time. May God be with you and your family.
My prayers are with you.
Nelci Jolley <nljolley@hotmail.com>
Dallas, Tx United States - Monday, April 25, 2005 3:53 PM CDT

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Anne and family, I think of you and Benjamin daily and I hope you're taking care of each other. I cannot remember when your due date is but please post and let us know after the birth. There are lots of people praying for you.
Laura
Seattle, WA - Monday, April 25, 2005 9:49 AM CDT

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Hoping that each day brings some memory of Benjamin that warms your heart and brings a smile to your face. I hope Zachary is ok and that both of you are taking care of yourselves.
Tricia <TriciaBxNy@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, April 24, 2005 7:05 PM CDT

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LOVE BRENDA My Loving Dad's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta CANADA, - Sunday, April 24, 2005 2:24 AM CDT

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The days keep marching by, I think of Benjamin, and pray that you will find comfort in your precious memories of him. Praying you through!!
Margaret Ratcliff (friend of Jace Carrico's) <mratcliff1@iowatelecom.net>
New Sharon, IA - Saturday, April 23, 2005 10:53 PM CDT

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Anne and Brian,
We are still praying for you and your family. We can't begin to imagine what you are going through, yet you continue to amaze us with your grace and courage. We'll keep you in our hearts and prayers. Love,
Matt,Tina,Emma,Kate,and Lauren
Matt and Tina Perry <mtperry@adelphia.net>
Ashtabula, Oh - Saturday, April 23, 2005 7:03 PM CDT

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Just want you to know you are still very much in my prayers. Take good care of yourselves.
Love, Anna Thomas
Anna Thomas <at1715@hotmail.com>
Ashtabula, Oh U.S.A. - Saturday, April 23, 2005 6:41 PM CDT

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Just checking in and wanting to say hello. We hope that you guys are doing ok. Don't expect more from yourself than need be. Just get through each day and know that Benjamin is with you always. He is cancer free and feeling great. He is at peace and watching over all of you. Hugs to you guys all the way from Nebraska!!! Hope you are feeling good, Mom!
Kellie Beresh - Jacob's mom - Jake's Site <scbkab@cox.net>
Omaha, Nebraska - Friday, April 22, 2005 4:07 PM CDT

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Sending lots of "Mousey Love" to you today,



Love

Viks


viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Friday, April 22, 2005 11:33 AM CDT

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It's hard to believe it's been two weeks since the world lost Benjamin. Know that our thoughts and prayers are always with you. I find myself talking with friends about Benjamin and about you.
Love,
Ellen
Ellen Harpin <ellens12@yahoo.com>
Casselberry, FL USA - Thursday, April 21, 2005 10:55 PM CDT

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We think and pray for you all each and every day. Our hearts break for your loss and we hope knowing that Benjamin is now in heaven, happy and painfree, helps a little. We cannot imagine your pain. We will continue to pray for peace and comfort for all of you. God bless and know that so many are praying for all of you each and every day (and for Benjamin).
Liz Larson <lizlarson@cox.net www.joshuasjournal.org>
Waterloo, NE US - Thursday, April 21, 2005 7:13 PM CDT

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Shannon & Miss Samantha Therese <humphity@gmail.com>
Always Remembering *Benjamin* - Thursday, April 21, 2005 7:02 PM CDT

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Anne & Brian,
I just wanted to let you know that all of you continue to be
in our prayers each day. Benjamin was truly lucky to have such wonderful parents as yourselves and a great family. Benjamin will continue to be in your hearts.
Love,
Stacy Thomas Blashinsky
Stacy Blashinsky <dblashinsky@alltel.net>
Ashtabula, OH USA - Thursday, April 21, 2005 6:10 PM CDT

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Precious Benjamin and Family,
I do not know you but wanted you to know that I pray for you.
I know Brant Hamiltons grandma and visted his site.
You are a amazing gift from God and He LOVES YOU!
I pray that a miracle be sent for you and you will be cancer free.
I am a miracle myself, I am 21 years cancer free after a very rare cancer called gestationaltrophoblastic
disease, I had many months of chemotherapy and MANY, MANY MORE PRAYERS.
I praise the LORD for my recovery and I ask Him for yours also.
Veronica Harford <vharford@netzero.com>
Marion, IA United States - Thursday, April 21, 2005 5:42 PM CDT

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Just want you to know that you are in our thoughts and prayers. The restaurant we where we had lunch today gave us the opportunity to donate to the American Cancer Society in honor of someone that we cared for -- just wanted you to know that we chose Benjamin. So....here in Nebraska, Benjamin will be remembered and honored. Although we, of course, have never met your family, we want you to know how important you are to us -- how very much we care -- and that your very special boy (your whole family) has touched us in a way we will never forget.
Judy Gillen <jgillen@nechristian.edu>
Norfolk, NE USA - Thursday, April 21, 2005 1:52 PM CDT

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Glad to see that Benjamin's service was made so special by all the people whose lives had been touched by knowing him. I'm sure there were ten times more people thinking of your family that day, although they couldn't be there physically.

I have shared stories of Benjamin with several people - particularly him looking after his little brother Zachary when you had such awful morning sickness, and bringing you tissues when you got sick.

Your grace, strength, dignity, courage and the special love you so obviously share will help your family through the weeks ahead.

Thinking of you
xxx
Nicole
London, England - Thursday, April 21, 2005 11:42 AM CDT

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Just wanted to let you know we keep Benjamin in our thoughts and prayers each day as well as his family. A quick story you might like to hear - Mt Carmel Church had a black and white banner hanging outside for the Pope's passing. When I asked Ella and Sam if they knew why it was there, Sam said that the church put it there because Benjamin was in Heaven now. I am sure the Pope didn't mind. So, Benjamin remains in all of our thoughts. God Bless.
The McClures <koamcclure@aol.com>
Ashtabula, OH - Thursday, April 21, 2005 9:00 AM CDT

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Anne,
You're an absolutely angel. So soon after Benjamin's passing and funeral, you managed to stop by my mom's site and leave me such a sweet note. I have so much admiration for you it's not even funny. I have always loved your family dearly... I'm thinking of you guys always..don't think that just because Banjamin's in Heaven we've all forgotten about you guys. I haven't!! I hope you guys are hanging in there, just taking one day at the time... hell, even one hour at a time. Stay strong... love you guys!!!

*~*~*Benny, we missssss you sweetheart!!! Sending endless hugs and kisses to the Heaven's above for my special hero*~*~*~

~*~*Girlie's Page*~*~

Love,
XOXOXOXOXOXOXO
Janice <janiceliew1981@yahoo.com>
Melbourne, Australia - Thursday, April 21, 2005 5:14 AM CDT

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Dear Anne, Brian, and Zach,
I am still praying for you and remembering Benjamin.
God bless,
Cindy Bock <cindybock@mpinet.net>
Longwood, FL - Thursday, April 21, 2005 3:57 AM CDT

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Just a quick note to let you know that yes, as incredible as it seems, our lives are going on, but mine is different now. My heart has been touched by a little guy with a great big smile, and I thank you again for sharing him with us. When you don't know how to pray, that's OK, we're still out here praying you through, and have no plans to stop. Praying and believing always!
Margaret Ratcliff (friend of Jace Carrico's) <mratcliff1@iowatelecom.net>
New Sharon, IA - Wednesday, April 20, 2005 10:33 PM CDT

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thinking of you as I go through Caringbridge. I do hope and pray for you all.

Hugs,

MARGE

PS: MAY THE SWEET MEMORIES HELP YOU THROUGH THIS TRYING TIME
MARGE <margaret-ellen@sympatico.ca>
ST. CATHARINES, ONTARIO CANADA - Wednesday, April 20, 2005 10:18 PM CDT

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We continue to think and pray for your family!!!!
Julie, Craig, Bradley, Brant, and Braydon <hamilton_family@mchsi.com>
Earlham, IA US - Wednesday, April 20, 2005 10:06 PM CDT

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Stopping by to tell you all that sweet Benjamin is still in my thoughts.....as you all are.
Tricia <TriciaBxNY@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, April 20, 2005 8:40 PM CDT

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Hello Jones Family!
Just wanted to stop in and let you know I've been thinking of you and praying for you. Please keep us updated on how you all are-including Jeremy. I love you guys.
Love, blessings, and hugs
-Tanya
*Rest in peace, sweet Benjamin and know how many love you*
Tanya Nicole Servis <Raystlyn4283@aol.com>
Bayville, NJ USA - Wednesday, April 20, 2005 7:10 PM CDT

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Dear Anne,
Your message was so heartfelt. You and Brian are an inspiration to us all. Hope you can find strength to get through the empty times. I would really love to see you again, so if you're coming to Ashtabula anytime soon, please let me know. One memory about Benjamin that I remember vividly was when you and Brian were picking his name-you were concerned that his initials were going to be "BM"-remember that? Hope that brings you a brief smile :)Take care and know that you are still in my thoughts and prayers! Lots of love, Mollie
Mollie (Welch) Barnes <markbarnes@adelphia.net>
South Euclid, OH USA - Wednesday, April 20, 2005 6:59 PM CDT

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THINKING OF YOUR FAMILY WITH LOVE AND PRAYERS
JODI
Jodi Graubard <jgraubard@yahoo.com>
Philadelphia, PA - Wednesday, April 20, 2005 6:50 PM CDT

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Just wanted to say I think about you guys all the time and keep you in my prayers. As we get further into the 6 months life expectancy that UCLA gave our 4 year old daughter in early March, I keep thinking about your family, and how this whole tragic disease can be handled with such grace and strength. You inspire courage in me. Thank you for sharing your journey with the rest of us who may be walking the same path.
Take care,
Emilie
Elizabeth's Mommy
http://www.elizabethhill.blogspot.com
http://www.caringbridge.org/ca/elizabethhill
Emilie Hill <eahill88-caringbridge@yahoo.com>
Sun Valley, CA US - Wednesday, April 20, 2005 10:57 AM CDT

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Ann, Just a quick entry to let you know I am still here. I will continue to pray for encouragement and strength for your heart and that your emptiness be filled, as it sounds, with happy memories and quotes and your special treasures that Benjamin left behind for you. Notes, pictures, high scores on his video games, his cub scout stuff.....My heart aches for your loss, but I know Benjamin's ultamite healing in HEAVEN was to happen. God Bless you all, hugs for Zachery, prayers for you and Brian and blessings for Jeremy!!! Always, Lisa
Lisa Mitchell <lmitch10@yahoo.com>
New Sharon , ia usa - Wednesday, April 20, 2005 10:32 AM CDT

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What an awesome entry---so nice to know how you feel about hearing about your wonderful son!!! You sound like such strong people and I pray that you stay strong in your faith and with each other. God Bless!
Jacque-friend of Carricos <philnjax@iowatelecom.net>
New Sharon , IA - Wednesday, April 20, 2005 9:47 AM CDT

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Thinking of ya'll this morning, especially Zachary. Praying that God continues to wrap you all in the mercy of his love and that the sun shines on you for at least a moment today.
Rene Woods <rwoods@hpdps.org>
Dallas, TX - Wednesday, April 20, 2005 9:29 AM CDT

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Thinking about you today.
Briana Roehling
Pflugerville, TX - Wednesday, April 20, 2005 9:08 AM CDT

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Hello Anne, Brian and Zach,

Just checking in...I know how difficult these first few weeks can be, and I hope that you continue to lean on your family and friends during this time. I think of Benjamin very often, and I still pray for him (and your family) daily.

With love,

Michael & Paula Riley
Michael R. Riley <mriley@troygroup.com>
Steubenville, OH USA - Wednesday, April 20, 2005 7:33 AM CDT

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Anne, Brian and Zachary,

Thinking of you all tonight. You are in my prayers all the time.

Love to you all,
Heather
Heather Braswell <hbrasswe@insight.rr.com>
Columbus, Ohio - Tuesday, April 19, 2005 9:18 PM CDT

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Dear Jones Family, I hope you are coping as well as you can with your great loss. It must be so so difficult. I have to tell you. Today I heard Pope BENedict XVI and could not help but think of and pray for your sweet BENjamin
Frannie <FSzekely@columbus.rr.com>
Grove City, OH - Tuesday, April 19, 2005 3:24 PM CDT

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Anne, Brian and Zachary,
Just wanted you to know that we are keeping you in our thoughts and prayers. Hope Zachary is doing okay with the adjustment.
Angela Wolf <wolfette@surfbest.net>
Ashtabula, OH - Tuesday, April 19, 2005 2:22 PM CDT

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Just wanted you to know I am thinking of you...May you continue to feel the love and support for all of us out here..
Marjie <jmr@mahaska.org>
Oskaloosa, ia United States - Tuesday, April 19, 2005 9:11 AM CDT

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Anne,

What a beautiful journal entry about a beautiful, precious boy. I can't begin to put myself in your shoes but I can keep you in my heart and, as one cancer mom to another, tell you that you are being held up by much love and prayer.
Becky Smith <beckysmith62@aol.com caringbridge.org/nc/sarahsmith>
smithfield, NC - Tuesday, April 19, 2005 7:31 AM CDT

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Hello,

My name is Beth. I am the mother of a boy with Medulloblastoma. Like Benjamin, Jacob has nodules in his spinal column and the doctors consider him terminal. My heart goes out to you at this time. God bless you and keep you.

Beth and Jacob (www.caringbridge.org/me/jacobc)
Beth Christensen <beth5108@yahoo.com.au>
Mackay, Qld Australia - Tuesday, April 19, 2005 5:12 AM CDT

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Dear Sweet Benjamin's family,
my heart aches so much for your loss, I still cannot believe your precious son Benjamin is gone. I KNOW he's fully healed, running free, showered with THE Purest Love of all. But, I cannot help thinking how much you must miss him and long to hold him. I wanted to thank you from the bottom of my heart for your grace, for your love, for your Faith, for sharing your hearts, your souls, your special son Benjamin with us. As it got written on precious Luke Ervin's web, "he won his battle agains cancer, but he had to leave his body behind to do so". I KNOW that Benjamin has won over cancer, won his ultimate battle and is now enjoying the most beautiful unimaginable world, but especially I KNOW he is so very loved and cared for. Benjamin is with you, always, forever.


There is a boy I never met
I only knew his name.
And all of those who loved him
I know they're feeling pain.

Will it comfort them to know
his memory will continue on
in everyone who prayed for him
first thing at morning's dawn.

I held my grandson close just now
I looked into his face
and remembered a boy I never met
who's won his final race.

G.W. HAMPTON


Child of Mine

A child of God's I think they call..
That little boy of mine.
The one I held so close to me
For all that countless time.

For all the Moms and Dads out there
That have a special one..
You know that child of God's you have
You call your little son.

I call him mine as I see now
I held him when he cried...
And it was me that held him oh so close
On the night I watched him die.

Dear Lord I know you sat with us
And held his little hand
I know you loved that son of mine
And loved us all you can.

But Lord I gave him life you see..
It was me that held him first,
It was you that watched us both so close
And helped us through the worst..

The child of mine I lend you now...
Take care of him for me...
And help the other Moms and Dads
As I know its hard to see...
That little child we call our son
Was really meant to be.

We’ll loan him to you for a while,
So love him while you may..
Cause when you call us home again
That will be the day...
I will hold that child of mine again
In my arms is where he’ll stay.

By Patti Filion





Very special hugs and flowing tears from Italy. Special hugs for Zachary and baby-to-come Jeremy. We will never forget sweet Benji. Heart-felt hugs for your children, both on earth and in Heaven.

Sabrina <morini@agriflex.it>
Forlì, FC Italy - Tuesday, April 19, 2005 3:24 AM CDT

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Anne, Brian and Zachary,

May God bless and be with you! Your family is an inspiration! I know you believe Benjamin is with Jesus in heaven. When sadness overtakes you, close your eyes and picture him in the arms of our Lord! May that picture bring comfort to you!
Tina McCue <mccuesing@aol.com>
Warren, OH USA - Monday, April 18, 2005 10:28 PM CDT

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Thanks for sharing your heart. It is so hard to even imagine what it must be like to deal with this, let alone share it with us total strangers on your website! Know that your precious boy touched my heart with his beautiful smile and his gorgeous eyes! His comments that you shared with us always brought a smile to my face, (or a tear to my eye!), what a brave little guy. I have to admit I hug my kids so much tighter, and think of you. We're still praying you through, and have no plans to stop! PRAYING AND BELIEVING ALWAYS!!
Margaret Ratcliff (friend of Jace Carrico's) <mratcliff1@iowatelecom.net>
New Sharon, IA - Monday, April 18, 2005 9:31 PM CDT

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We are still thinking and praying for you guys. I can't imagine how hard the days can be. I'm sure there are sad moments, but also happy reminders of Benjamin everywhere. I know he will always be a part of your family in many ways. Thanks for updating. We care so much and are so far away.
God Bless you All!
Tara Carrico Jace's page <carrico4@iowatelecom.net>
New Sharon, IA - Monday, April 18, 2005 1:09 PM CDT

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Dear Anne, Brian, and Zachary,
We continue to hold you in our thoughts, prayers, and hearts.
Hugs,
Ellen
Ellen Harpin <ellens12@yahoo.com>
Casselberry, FL USA - Monday, April 18, 2005 10:56 AM CDT

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Thank you so much for continuing your updates. Benjamin will always be a part of our family and we will not forget him. It is comforting to know that he is not suffering any longer. We will continue to pray for Benjamin, you, and your family as the road you are on now has to be difficult. It was nice to see you and Brian. Please take care of yourselves.
Scott Huggins and family <scott.huggins@neomin.org>
Ashtabula, OH USA - Monday, April 18, 2005 7:39 AM CDT

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God Made You For A Reason

When I look upon my screen
I find a happy reason
the joy that comes to me from you
is gratitude so very pleasing...

What a wonderful creator
that made a friend like you,
He placed a sweet kind person
and gave me lots of comfort too.

A world without your kindness
would be a sad sad world.

But I don't have to worry,
there's no need to be,
because of you I am very happy,
and that's good enough for me.

I've found great people everywhere,
they come into my life.
Just like you, all those others too,
have given me delight.

So I thank God I met you,
I thank him for all seasons.
Now I know for sure with all my heart,
GOD Created YOU for a reason.

LOVE BRENDA My Loving Dad's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta CANADA, - Sunday, April 17, 2005 4:05 PM CDT

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YOu are in our thoughts and prayers.
Jaime www.caringbridge.org/nj/jaimelynn <Jaime13042@aol.com>
nj usa - Sunday, April 17, 2005 9:26 AM CDT

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You will hold your little boy again in heaven. My prayers are with you now.
Charlene Wollam <cbwollam549@hotmail.com>
Reynoldsburg, OH - Saturday, April 16, 2005 6:54 PM CDT

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Keeping you all in our thoughts and prayers!!

Love and hugs,
Eva Holland and Family <KWfan4ever@yahoo.com>
www.caringbridge.org/mi/rodneyreeves, - Saturday, April 16, 2005 6:15 AM CDT

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Anne,
Thanks for the update. I still visit Benny's page often and continue to hold you guys up in prayer. I want to thank you again for sharing Benjamin with us. How truly special he was! He certainly left his mark on my heart, and I'm sure on many others also!
Bulldawg
Bulldawg <bulldawg1959@gt.rr.com>
Nederland, Tx - Saturday, April 16, 2005 1:06 AM CDT

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I was so glad to see an update from you. I know that sounds strange considering that you don't know me, but I wanted to hear that your family is "okay". I cannot begin to comprehend the loss you feel. Benjamin was beautiful here on earth so I can only imagine that beauty he is in and around in Heaven. I hope your days are filled with laughter and the memories of Benjamin that you share. Please tell Zachary that he sounds like he was the most special little brother in the world to Benjamin. I am sure Benjamin will be his guardian angel all of his life. Zachary too, is a hero.
Penney Thomas <tandp1991@aol.com>
Midlothian, TX USA - Friday, April 15, 2005 12:52 AM CDT

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Anne - Thank you so much for updating us. I know you are doing the best you can - considering. It doesn't surprise me that you had such a great turn out at Benjamin's service. He is a VERY special young man who touched the hearts of so many. You raised him well!

I hope that your heart will find comfort in knowing that he is finally free from that monster that took over his body. He is not in anymore pain - and he is at peace.

You are in my daily prayers - Always! Please know that there are so many people who love you and care about you all!

Peace be with you,
Kayla - WILL POWER <willpowerfund@yahoo.com>
Charlotte, NC USA - Friday, April 15, 2005 12:20 AM CDT

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Dear Jones Family,
I have been checking on Benjamin for several months now, but have not had access to his page for the last few months. I can not tell you how many times I thought about him and prayed for him during this time. I am so sad to hear the news of his passing, but I am sure he is in a wonderful place now. Please know that you are in my thoughts and prayers, and I hope you continue to find peace during this difficult time in your lives.
Shannon <shannonlduncan@hotmail.com>
Huntersville, NC - Friday, April 15, 2005 11:26 AM CDT

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Your love,strength,faith and the grace with how you handle it all continues to shine. I will continue to pray for all of you that this new road finds some peace and comfort.
Tricia <TriciaBxNY@yahoo.com>
- Friday, April 15, 2005 10:00 AM CDT

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I'm glad that you have been surrounded by so many family members and friends and have been comforted by the wonderful memories of Benjamin. I never met him in person, yet he will always have a special place in my heart. I will continue to pray for you.
Briana Roehling
Pflugerville, TX - Friday, April 15, 2005 9:31 AM CDT

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Thinking of you all and of sweet Benjamin. Thank you for updating. God Bless.
Maria <mernst8034@cs.com>
Pittsburgh, PA USA - Friday, April 15, 2005 8:08 AM CDT

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I never met Benjamin but he has had such a profound effect on my life. I had never known anyone close to me who died except for my father-in-law, but for some reason Benjamin touched me in a special way. I have his picture and the poem from the calling hours on my refrigerator door and I drew little red hearts all around his head. I printed out the photo from the website. I have cried so much and miss him even though I never actually met him. Thank you for updating everyone on how you are doing. I think about you every day and miss doing little things for Benjamin that make him smile. I will continue to send Zachary things because I know how kids love to get things in the mail. Love, Sandra Platt
Sandra Platt <sandra2@rickohio.com>
Newark, OH USA - Friday, April 15, 2005 7:50 AM CDT

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Dear Jones Family, As we drive from Missouri thru Ashtabula this summer on our way to the family reunion in Erie, PA, we will say a prayer for your entire family. Hang in there. God will lead you thru the days ahead.
Joyce Zulovich www.caringbridge.org/mo/jillsjourney <stjudemom@tranquility.net>
Columbia, MO - Friday, April 15, 2005 7:50 AM CDT

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Thank you for writing again! I wanted to let you know about an idea that one family, who also lost their little boy too soon, came up with to help with their grieving. I thought it was a great idea and maybe you will too. The parents asked people who knew their son (family, friends, teachers, doctors, nurses, therapists, etc..) to send them their favorite memory of their son. They created a wonderful book full of those memories which, as you can imagine, has been very healing and a way to keep the child's memory alive! God bless you all!
Cathy Weber <webercath@juno.com>
Akron, oH - Friday, April 15, 2005 7:47 AM CDT

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Dear Anne and Brian,
So glad that you wrote again. I've been thinking about you so much and how hard this last week must have been for you. I'm glad to hear you are hanging in there-buoyed up by friends and loved ones.
Sincerely,
Jennifer K.
Lewis Center, Oh - Friday, April 15, 2005 7:41 AM CDT

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Dear Jones Family,
I have only met Benjamin through this website but I can tell that he was a one-of-a-kind special child. I can also tell that he had a one-of-a-kind special Mom, Dad and Brother! As you continue to miss Benjamin with all your heart, I pray that God's presence will comfort you and bring you peace.
Mitzi Gooden <mitzigooden@bellsouth.net>
Statesville, NC - Friday, April 15, 2005 7:29 AM CDT

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I am so very sorry to hear of Benjamin's death. My deep and sincere sympathies to all of you. Benjamin and all of you will be in my thoughts. Love and prayers, Karen
Karen Stanga
Silver Spring, MD USA - Friday, April 15, 2005 3:05 AM CDT

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Still can't believe your little sweetie is gone. Can't believe you are having to go through this. But I do believe you are some of the best people around. Your words are so comforting for all of us - just like you to make us feel better. Hugs to you guys! Wish we could be there to deliver them in person!
Kellie Beresh - Jacob's mom - Jake's Site <scbkab@cox.net>
Omaha, Nebraska - Thursday, April 14, 2005 11:22 PM CDT

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Our deepest sympathies to you and your whole family. Benjamin has made such an impact even though we never got to meet him. Each night I think of him as I kiss our 3 kids goodnight. We will remember him for the days, weeks, months and years to come. Special hugs to Zachy.
Marcy Wanders <marcywanders5@yahoo.com>
New Sharon, IA USA - Thursday, April 14, 2005 9:53 PM CDT

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DEAR ANNE,
ONCE AGAIN YOUAMAZE ME WITH YOUR UPLIFTING GRACE. I'M SO GLAD YOU UPDATED, AND KNOW THAT YOU ARE NOT AND NEVER WILL BE ALONE IN YOUR SADNESS. THINKING OF BENJAMIN WILL ALWAYS MAKE ME SMILE. I SMILED THROUGH TEARS TONIGHT AS I READ YOUR UPDATE. I WILL NEVER FORGET THAT DAY WHEN I ANSWERED THE PHONE AND HEARD "HI, IT'S ME". THERE ARE SO FEW THINGS IN THIS WORLD THAT CAN MAKE ONE FEEL THE WAY THAT MADE ME FEEL, THANK YOU. I KNOW IN MY HEART THAT BENJAMIN IS IN HEAVEN PLAYING VIDEO GAMES THAT YOU NEVER HAVE TO PUT QUARTERS IN, AND THAT ANGEL "DR. STEVE" AND ANGEL AMY* ARE LOOKING AFTER HIM.
I WILL KEEP YOU AND YOUR FAMILY IN MY PRAYERS. I LOOK FORWARD TO TALKING TO YOU SOON, I WOULD LOVE TO HEAR EVRY BENJAMIN STORY YOU HAVE.
WITH MUCH LOVE,
JODI
Jodi Graubard <jgraubard@yahoo.com>
Philadelphia, - Thursday, April 14, 2005 9:33 PM CDT

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Anne and Brian, I'm so thankful that Austin and I were able to attend Ben's funeral. I think that Austin will be a stronger person for having known Ben even though it has been hard for him to say good-bye. We are working on some special poems and will send them to you soon. I also wanted to let you know that a group of therapists from Childrens will be purchasing a special pedal race car for the J5 unit in memory of Ben. When I saw the car I knew it would be the perfect gift as Ben would have loved it! Each lap that it makes around the unit will be a symbol of the victory that Ben has won and will be a constant reminder for those of us who were priveledged enough to have known and worked with Ben of the never ending spirit of this little boy. I can't wait to send you a picture.
Kathy Postle <kathy@alink.com>
Newark, OH - Thursday, April 14, 2005 9:26 PM CDT

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My deepest sympathy is offered to your family. I can't help but recall an entry you made last summer about Benjamin talking about Heaven and telling you to look for him at the dessert table. He's my kind-of boy! I'm sure he's feasting in God's goodness as he sits upon His knee!
Nancy <nanmik@pionet.net>
Orange City, IA - Thursday, April 14, 2005 8:40 PM CDT

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Dear Anne,Brian and Zachary- This is one of my favorite songs and I played it today and thought of your precious Benjamin! He was soo sweet and kind and funny! His joy was contagious in his little notes he'd send back to me when I posted in the guest book. I remember him and I miss him with you:

With Hope~ Words by Steven Curtis Chapman


This is not at all how we thought it was supposed to be
We had so many plans for you, we had so many dreams
And now you’ve gone away and left us with the memory of your smile
And nothing we can say and nothing we can do can take away the pain
The pain of loosing you, but

Chorus

We can cry with hope
We can say goodbye with hope
‘Cause we know our goodbye is not the end, oh no
And we can grieve with hope
‘Cause we believe with hope
There’s a place
There’s a place by God’s Grace
There’s a place where we’ll see your face again

And never have I know anything so hard to understand
And never have I questioned more the wisdom of God’s plan
But through the cloud of tears
I see the Father smile and say well done
And I imagine you where you wanted most to be
Seeing all your dreams come true
‘Cause now you’re home and now you’re free and

Chorus

We have this hope as an anchor
‘Cause we believe that everything God promised us is true
So

Chorus

We wait with Hope
And we ache with hope
We hold on with hope
We let go with hope.

Lots and Lots of prayers and love from me,
Heather
Heather Braswell <hbrasswe@insight.rr.com>
Columbus, Ohio - Thursday, April 14, 2005 8:08 PM CDT

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I cannot find the words to tell you how courageous and uplifting I think you all are. Although we don't know each other, your son's website touched my heart so deeply. What a special son! I only wish I'd had the opportunity to meet him. God bless you.
Julie Goodin (friend of Sherri Thomas) <hjgoodin@yahoo.com>
Newark, OH - Thursday, April 14, 2005 7:56 PM CDT

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I CANT IMAGINE HOW HARD THIS IS FOR YOU. MY SON SKYLAR AND I PRAY THAT GOD KEEPS YOU STRONG.
Kelly VoorVart <dudeslady@msn.com>
OMAHA, NE - Thursday, April 14, 2005 4:52 PM CDT

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Bless you all and may God give you strength and Love. I would like to thank you for sharing your life with even those of you that you do not know personally. You all have been an inspiration on how to live life! You will always be in my prayers of thanks!
Scott
Scott Mavin
Grinnell, IA USA - Thursday, April 14, 2005 4:01 PM CDT

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Ive been thinking about you today with so much sadness even when I dont know you personally. your in my pryers..
Sharon <sholweger5@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, April 14, 2005 3:54 PM CDT

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We are thinking of you.
Jodi and McKayla

Jodi Phelan <jodiphelan@hotmail.com>
Sherwood Park, ab Canada - Thursday, April 14, 2005 3:15 PM CDT

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The Cord

We are connected my child and I,
by an invisible cord not seen by the eye.

It is not like the cord
that connects us til birth
this cord can't be seen
by any on earth

This cord does it's work
right from the start
it binds us together
attached to my heart.

I know that it's there
though no one can see
the invisible cord
from my child to me.

The strength of this cord
is hard to describe.
It can't be destroyed,
it can't be denied

It's stronger than any cord
man could create.
It withstands the test
can hold any weight

and though you are gone
though your not here with me
the cord is still there
but no one can see

It pulls at my heart,
I am bruised....... I am sore
But this cord is my lifeline
as never before..

I am thankful that God
connects us this way
a mother and child
death can't take it away!!!!!!!
LOVE BRENDA My Loving Dad's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta CANADA, - Thursday, April 14, 2005 2:55 PM CDT

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You're all in our thoughts and prayers!
James & Amber Patton <aturnes@columbus.rr.com>
Groveport, Oh USA - Thursday, April 14, 2005 12:33 AM CDT

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We are so sorry for your loss. We will be praying for you all.
missy (caringbridge.org/ne/ryan) <dm4rs@cox.net>
omaha, ne usa - Thursday, April 14, 2005 12:31 AM CDT

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My thoughts and prayers are with you. I was heart broken to hear of the news of your child dying. I must continue to remind myself that one day when God calls upon myself that I will in fact meet all of these loving children. My child (4 years old) is battling Leukemia and I know how hard it is for a parent to watch their child suffer and there is not a thing we can do but just to love and hold them while we have a chance. My God bless you all during this time.


susan villareal
susan villareal <srv1971@yahoo.com>
star city, ar 71667 - Thursday, April 14, 2005 12:29 AM CDT

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hi, I am so sorry to hear about your son. God will be with you!..I'll keep praying for your family..i don't know what it is like to lose a child but I lost my little sister when I was only 7 or so.
Megan Olsen <lil_brat_04860@hotmail.com>
Elgin, ND - Thursday, April 14, 2005 12:08 AM CDT

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My thought and prayers contuine to be with you and your family during this very difficult time
Jennifer Rubendall
Sac City, IA USA - Thursday, April 14, 2005 11:49 AM CDT

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God has the final say in our lives and we have to trust in him and always remember he has a reason for everything. Even though we can't understand in our earthly lives why. Trust in him and ask for his guidance everyday and he will lead you. God's blessings upon you and your family. We love and admire you.
Tim, Michelle & Izach Olson
Commerce City, CO USA - Thursday, April 14, 2005 11:18 AM CDT

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Thinking of your family daily and sending prayers your way.
Jennifer Jorgenson
Sidney, IA - Thursday, April 14, 2005 9:45 AM CDT

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Anne, Brian, and Zachary, just know that we're here for you and are praying for your comfort and peace.
Love,
Ellen, Jim, Cynthia, and Isaiah, as well as Daniel and Michelle
Ellen Harpin <ellens12@yahoo.com>
Casselberry, FL USA - Thursday, April 14, 2005 9:10 AM CDT

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Continuing to think about all of you at this difficult time and praying for your comfort and peace.
Tricia <Triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, April 14, 2005 9:00 AM CDT

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Thinking of you and keeping your family in my prayers...
Kristen Brannock <kristenb@rfsnc.or>
Raleigh, NC - Thursday, April 14, 2005 8:15 AM CDT

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Thinking of your family, I just wanted to express my sympathy. What a beautiful little boy who is now and forever and true child of God. I will continue to keep you in my prayers.
Melissa Kobitz <heresmoo@earthlink.net>
New Carlisle, IN - Thursday, April 14, 2005 8:11 AM CDT

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I just saw this on another CB site where they just lost their teenage son last week.

The angels gathered near your side, so very close to you. For they knew the pain and suffering that you were going through.
I thought about so many things as I held tightly to your hand. Oh, how I wished that you were strong and happy once again.
But your eyes were looking homeward to that place beyond the sky, where Jesus held His outstretched arms it was time to say good-bye.
I struggled with my selfish thoughts for I wanted you to stay, so we could walk and talk again like we did....just yesterday.
But Jesus knew the answer and I knew you loved Him so, so I gave to you life's greatest gift-the gift of letting go.

I thought that was beautiful and honored the sacrifice you made by telling Benjamin that he could leave, even though you wanted him to stay so badly.

Continuing to pray for God's comfort and grace. God Bless You All!
Lisa <lgray@usa.com>
Oswego, NY USA - Thursday, April 14, 2005 7:53 AM CDT

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I'm so sorry for you loss please know that you are in my thoughts and in my prayers always.
LOVE BRENDA My Loving Dad's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta CANADA, - Thursday, April 14, 2005 2:00 AM CDT

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Anne and Brian,

Thinking about you all so often and praying for you too. I'm sure that you miss Benjaimin with every ounce of your beings and my heart just breaks for and with you.

You both are such AWESOME parents and your love for both of your boys is so evident.

Remembering, loving and missing Benjamin with you.

Love,
Heather
Heather Braswell <hbrasswe@insight.rr.com>
Columbus, Ohio - Wednesday, April 13, 2005 9:56 PM CDT

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my thinking about your family tonight and praying for you all too.
Sharon <sholweger5@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, April 13, 2005 8:40 PM CDT

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DEAR ANNE,
I WANTED TO STOP BY AND LET YOU KNOW YOU ARE IN MY THOUGHTS. I HOPE YOU ARE ABLE TO FIND SOME PEACE AND COMFORT DURING THESE DAYS. BENJAMIN WAS A BEAUTIFUL CHILD AND YOU AND BRIAN AND ZACHARY TOOK SUCH GOOD CARE OF HIM. I THANK GOD HE IS IN HEAVEN NOW, FOREVER LOOKING AFTER ALL OF YOU. I KNOW YOU MISS HIM SO MUCH, AND THAT REALLY MAKES ME SAD. I WILL CONTINUE TO PRAY FOR YOUR PEACE AND COMFORT, AND YOUR BEAUTIFUL, BRAVE, SWEET, BENJAMIN WILL ALWAYS BE ONE OF MY HEROES.
WITH MUCH LOVE AND PRAYERS
JODI

Jodi Graubard <jgraubard@yahoo.com>
Philadelphia, PA - Wednesday, April 13, 2005 7:24 PM CDT

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I recently visited the wildflowers in the California desert. There is always life in the desert, but it normally passes unnoticed. But every so often, when conditions are just right, for a few brief weeks the desert explodes into bloom. The sight and smell is so awe-inspiring, so beautiful, so breath-taking, that people travel hundreds of miles just to see it, and to see one such display in a lifetime is to be truly blessed. So it is with your beautiful Benjamin's life, all too brief for us mortals, and yet he was so amazingly brave, so loving, so wise beyond his years that his memory will echo through the years in the hearts of all who were blessed to know him or know of his story. Your family is in my heart and my prayers and I thank you from the bottom of my heart for sharing your precious Benjamin with all of us.
Sharon Enos
Chino, CA USA - Wednesday, April 13, 2005 7:04 PM CDT

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Dear Jones Family, I am thinking of you, and Benjamin and his brother and continue to pray for your family. Cecelia www.caringbridge.org/in/dustinkenna
Cecelia Kenna <ckenna@sbcglobal.net>
Lebanon, IN USA - Wednesday, April 13, 2005 1:51 PM CDT

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i;m so sorry about your beautiful little man passing away thank god he passed away peacefully and without pain, please know you are in my thoughts and prayers
roxanne <roxanne_had_drew@yahoo.com>
Washington C.H., oh United States - Wednesday, April 13, 2005 12:55 AM CDT

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I remember writing to you once a quote that I love that said "Do not pray for easy lives. Pray to be stronger men. Do not pray for tasks equal to your powers. Pray for powers equal to your tasks. Then the doing of your work shall be no miracle, but you shall be the miracle." Between the tears, the pain, the longing and the exhuastion, I hope you see what a miracle your family is and will remain. Not just Benjamin but all of you -- Anne, Brian, Zachary, your parents, siblings, cousins, neices, nephews and all that "did the hard work" with you. God bless you with peace. Know that you are in our thoughts daily.
Melissa Rapp (St. Thomas) <rapp_mel@hotmail.com>
Gahanna, Ohio USA - Wednesday, April 13, 2005 11:53 AM CDT

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Still stopping in to see pictures of your prescious Benjamin ... my heart continues to ache for your family and prayers are overflowing! Please know there are SO many people out "here" thinking of you and wishing things could be different ... you are in our thoughts and prayers ...

The Clark Family in MN ~ Rebekah, Jason and Jaden
The Clark's <mommy_jaden@yahoo.com>
Prior Lake, MN USA - Wednesday, April 13, 2005 11:45 AM CDT

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Dear Jones Family: My heart goes out to you. I know your son tried so hard to beat this disease. My nephew Jonathan passed away last August, he was 8, of a brain tumor, like you, after months of chemo and radiation, my brother and sister-in-law said enough and Jonathan passed away at home with the entire family. No more hospital trips, no respirators, no more needles, Jonathan just passed away in his sleep. We miss him everyday, but, with time, we are remembering the good times, the laughs, and he lives every day in our hearts. Benjamin will also live in your hearts. Please remember there are so many people out there still praying for you, and please take it day by day, hour by hour and minute by minute. You are in my daily prayers.
Debbie Bell <jtommybell@juno.com>
Columbia, MD US - Wednesday, April 13, 2005 11:23 AM CDT

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Praying that these difficult days ahead are a little easier knowing just how much Benjamin's life has touched the hearts of so many.
Tricia <TriciaBxNY@yahoo.com>
St. Louis, Mo - Wednesday, April 13, 2005 10:37 AM CDT

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I am so sorry to hear of your loss of precious Benjamin. Please know that we have been praying and will continue to pray for all of you during this most difficult time. He is certainly playing hard in heaven now and knows how blessed he was also to have such wonderful and loving parents. Our thoughts are always with you.
Liz Larson and family <lizlarson@cox.net www.joshuasjournal.org>
Waterloo, NE US - Wednesday, April 13, 2005 10:01 AM CDT

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Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers.
Briana Roehling
Pflugerville, TX - Wednesday, April 13, 2005 9:19 AM CDT

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It just doesn't seem right that the world keeps revolving, and life goes on after losing your precious Benjamin. So, know that when it seems like everyone else has gone back to their daily routines, there's still someone out here praying you through. He touched so many lives, and will not be forgotten. Praying and believing for strength and comfort for all of you.
Margaret Ratcliff (friend of Jace Carrico's) <mratcliff1@iowatelecom.net>
New Sharon, IA - Wednesday, April 13, 2005 9:06 AM CDT

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Continuing to pray for peace and strength for all of you.
Tammy Nettina <tsnettina@msn.com>
Lithia, fl USA - Wednesday, April 13, 2005 5:08 AM CDT

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We are friends of the Lofas family and they shared your story with us. I am weeping at the bittersweet love and loss you have been immersed in. I lost my sister at 21 after a long struggle with cancer . There is no way around the ache. You are in my prayers.
Andrea <weathervane@earthlink.net>
Bainbridge Island, WA USA - Tuesday, April 12, 2005 11:52 PM CDT

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You are all in my thoughts and prayers. I think of Benjamin so much and am happy that I got to 'know' him through the journal. I have learned alot from him. (((HUGS)))
Jamie Carman <thecarmans@annapolis.com>
Gulfport, MS - Tuesday, April 12, 2005 11:19 PM CDT

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I am so sorry for your loss. My thoughts and prayers are with your family.
www.Kenziescause.com
Jeanne Johnston <Kenziescause@hotmail.com>
Pevely, Mo - Tuesday, April 12, 2005 10:50 PM CDT

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Dear Anne,Brian ,and Zachary !
I am so very very sorry for you,but so happy that The bravest boy I ever heard about and wrote to- , Benjamin ,are in Gods arms and without pains.And -he is in heaven.I crying,but i`m glad for him.Forgive me,I know your pains just now.
But I prayed for him,wherever i was - and whenever I could.
I had a marvellous hope of a miracle of Jesus Christ should be done for Benjamin.
I can say to you;I will keep praying for you.
My homecountry are Norway, and if you want to send me emails,please do it!
But now I can see Gods will.I will always remember Benjamin as "my" little brave boy whos figthed for his life and also for the kids in same situation.He will always be a saint for me,and I am so proud that my way touched his way of life.
You can be so proud of Benjamin,he was a blessed beautyful and clever boy.I asked Jesus to send his guardian angels to watch over Benjamin.Because I am sick my selv - there was a little while where I dont was on Internet,and prayed for people.And my 87 years old aunt died 1sth of April and her funeral was on the8th of april.
God will be with you and protect you at the time.I will pray for your situation and make sure I dont forget Benjamin or your parents.And Zachary,too.


Sissel Helen Grimstad <sisselhgrimstad@c2i.net>
8516 Narvik, Norway - Tuesday, April 12, 2005 10:27 PM CDT

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My prayers will be with you and your family. God Will give you the strength and love to survive until you hold your child again.
Rhonda Thomas <rjhs4@aol.com>
Horn Lake, MS - Tuesday, April 12, 2005 9:32 PM CDT

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Dear Anne, Brian, and Zachary,
You're never far from my thoughts, nor is Benjamin, our little hero. I find myself telling at least one person each day about Benjamin.
Love to all of you,
Ellen
Ellen Harpin <ellens12@yahoo.com>
Casselberry, FL USA - Tuesday, April 12, 2005 9:21 PM CDT

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We are so very sorry for the loss of your precious Benjamin. God bless, Nancy, Gary &Joshua Hart
Nancy <NancyM@Tessy.com>
Auburn, NY - Tuesday, April 12, 2005 9:08 PM CDT

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Our prayers and thoughts are with you...

"He leads me beside quiet waters, He restores my soul." Psalm 23:2-3
Pat Leonard <DPLeon@aol.com>
Montclair, CA - Tuesday, April 12, 2005 5:24 PM CDT

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Brian...Anne...and little Zachary. I am sorry. There are no words... only tears......
Jeanie Gilbert <gilley49@yahoo.com>
North Platte, NE USA - Tuesday, April 12, 2005 4:53 PM CDT

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I am thinking about you and praying for your family. I thought I posted a long message yesterday but cant see it so I must have hit clear by mistake.
Sharon <sholweger5@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, April 12, 2005 3:49 PM CDT

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I'm so very sorry. Thoughts and prayers are with you.
Maria <mariaw19@hotmail.com>
Nj - Tuesday, April 12, 2005 2:52 PM CDT

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so very, very sorry for your loss. I know Benjamin was a gift to you and his memory a treasure, forever. I cannot imagine your pain and grief. Sending prayers of comfort and love.
Kathy-mom to David
caringbridge.org/fl/david
kathy <joy2jak@adelphia.net>
boynton, fl usa - Tuesday, April 12, 2005 1:22 PM CDT

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My sincerest sympathy. Benjamin has a special place in my heart, as do you all. What an amazing little boy to have been blessed with. Prayers for strength and comfort are being sent on your behalf. *big hugs*
Kris <ladyntsn@yahoo.com>
Milliken, Co USA - Tuesday, April 12, 2005 1:19 PM CDT

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There are no words that can express the sadness we feel for your family now.I hope tha Ben is free from pain and able to breath eaiser now.It's no consulation.I am truly sorry.I will continue to pray for your family.
Cindy Whitaker <whitakerdnc72@netzero.net{www2.caringbridge.org/fl/dannyw}>
- Tuesday, April 12, 2005 11:38 AM CDT

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The Jones Family,
I am so sorry to hear of your loss. Benjamin has touched the lives of so many people...family, good friends, and "strangers" alike.

When a friend of mine lost her daughter last year, she was having a difficult time reading anything that mentioned what she called "the ending date." Then a friend told her that instead of thinking of it as the ending date, that she should remember it as her first day in heaven. With your great faith, you may have already thought of this, but if not, I hope it helps in some small way.

Your whole family will continue to be in my thoughts and prayers.
Becky Caspary (friend of Travis Carrico) <becaz91@yahoo.com>
Clifton, IL - Tuesday, April 12, 2005 11:06 AM CDT

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Just sending some more (((((hugs)))))) today. You are so much in our thoughts and prayers.
Kellie Beresh - Jacob's mom - Jake's Site <scbkab@cox.net>
Omaha, Nebraska - Tuesday, April 12, 2005 10:55 AM CDT

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Am thinking of you all....
lynette <lynies1@aol.com>
aloha, or 97007 - Tuesday, April 12, 2005 10:55 AM CDT

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Thinking of all your family this day, and praying that God continues his walk with you each and every day. Our heart is so heavy and words are inadequate. Just know we keep you in our prayers...
Larry and Kaye Hummel <lkhummel@msn.com>
West Des Moines, IA Polk - Tuesday, April 12, 2005 10:32 AM CDT

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The Prayer Bears

Peace and Comfort.
Bear Hugs,

Donna Boggs, Papa Bear’s Site <dboggs4newlife@yahoo.com>
Coeburn, Va - Tuesday, April 12, 2005 10:28 AM CDT

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I am so sorry to hear about the loss of your precious son.
Sandi <sadams@modempool.com>
Jackson, MI - Tuesday, April 12, 2005 10:18 AM CDT

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Thinking and praying for you always.
LOVE BRENDA My Loving Dad's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta CANADA, - Tuesday, April 12, 2005 10:06 AM CDT

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Today I pray for you all, I pray for a peace that passes all understanding. I pray for your hearts and you your thoughts. I pray for a focus on the ultimate Purpose in Life, going to HEAVEN, I pray for a Holy peace knowing Benjamin is in the arms of Jesus with no pain, no suffering and NO MORE Cancer.....what could not be given here is given by God in Heaven. My heart aches and my tears flow. We never understand why, and I have no explanition , but I do know our God is all knowing and all powerful, he blessed you with Benjamin and as each of us have a season, Benjamins was far too short, but thank God he was here as long as he was, making a difference, laying the footsteps for Zachary, believing and accepting Jeremy (who is not here yet but has a name by his Big Brother)planting seeds in hearts and sowing the harvest for the Lord. Benjamin seemed to be about LOVE, PEACE, and JOY, what more wonderful legacy could you pass along. Hugs and prayers now and always, Prayer Warriors from New Sharon.
Lisa Mitchell <lmitch10@yahoo.com>
New Sharon , i usa - Tuesday, April 12, 2005 9:45 AM CDT

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Just wanted to let you know that I am keeping you close to my heart in prayer. May God bring comfort and peace to your family.

Hugs and prayers,
Sharon /The Prayer Bears <thronberrys@bellsouth.net>
Memphis, TN USA - Tuesday, April 12, 2005 9:30 AM CDT

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Dear Anne, Brian, & Zach, My prayers are with you during this difficult time.
Betty Nolan(Ships Project)
Voorhees, NJ USA - Tuesday, April 12, 2005 9:21 AM CDT

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I am so sorry about the loss of Benjamin. He was a precious boy who had climbed into so many hearts of people who had never even met him. I have checked this site daily for about eight months so I feel like I know you. You should be proud of the way you helped Benjamin take that final journey. You answered his questions and were always able to talk to him about what he was feeling. Your love and support for him is what made that journey peaceful for him. I will always remember Benjamin as the boy who taught me about heaven. I know he is well and happy and is standing by the dessert table.
Debra Wake <dwake@fmtabor.k12.ia.us>
Tabor, IA USA - Tuesday, April 12, 2005 9:08 AM CDT

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I am so sorry to hear of your sad loss, my thoughts and prayers are with all of you



*hugs*
angel sprite
simply enchanting angels
http://seangels.org
angel sprite <sheepocreep@yahoo.co.uk>
- Tuesday, April 12, 2005 5:05 AM CDT

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Dear Anne, Brian, and Zachary,

I have just paused to pray for all of you, by name, and also to pray for Benjamin's aunts, uncles, cousins, and grandparents. May God's loving kindness soothe and comfort you all!

Grace and peace,

~Colette~
Colette
Clifton Park, NY U.S.A, - Tuesday, April 12, 2005 1:46 AM CDT

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My prayers continue for peace and comfort for your family

You remain in our hearts and prayers

All our love

Trina

JOPHIE AND JAMIE
Trina <booboo2003@earthlink.net>
Kitts Hill, OH United States - Tuesday, April 12, 2005 0:36 AM CDT

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Today my thoughts were filled with thoughts of Benjamin and your family. My heart aches for your pain.
Tricia <TriciaBxNY@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, April 12, 2005 0:15 AM CDT

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I have prayed for you throughout the day as you laid Benjamin to rest. Please know that prayers are continuously being sent your way and they will continue for a long while. I cannot imagine what you are going through.
Hugs and prayers,
Cindy Bock (Ships) <cindybock@mpinet.net>
Longwood, FL - Monday, April 11, 2005 9:57 PM CDT

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I wish I knew what to say. I can't imagine what little Zach is thinking and feeling. I hope he is doing okay. I hope that all of you are able to find a way to get through this difficult time.
Dianne from Ship Support
Tacoma, WA United States - Monday, April 11, 2005 9:12 PM CDT

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Anne and Brian,

I am another person blessed by Ben's live, even though I never met him in person. I have not been where you are, but I know that God will support you and never leave you. Be gentle with yourselves and know that "normal" is abnormal for now. I know Ben is with you all in spirit, a heart beat away, and will be with you always.

God's peace.
melissa <melwood49@yahoo.com>
- Monday, April 11, 2005 8:56 PM CDT

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I have heard a lot about you Ben, and you are a strong kid :) , know that my good thoughts are with you!
Danika, Granny Fox's daughter
Buckland, MA USA - Monday, April 11, 2005 8:50 PM CDT

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Jones' Family,
We are sorry for the loss of your son. we are praying for strength for all of you. God will be watching over you.
caringbridge.org/nd/zanek
Cheryl
Belfield, ND USA - Monday, April 11, 2005 8:47 PM CDT

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Dear Brian and Anne;
You were constantly on our minds today... Many prayers have gone forth for you all. Know in the silent days/nights ahead we are all here for you. Love, the Ervins'
Monte and Ivy Ervin ***forever missing Lukie*** <the-ervin-family@earthlink.net http://www.caringbridge.org/oh/lukeervin>
Mansfield, Oh - Monday, April 11, 2005 7:44 PM CDT

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Dearest Anne and Brian,

I've been thinking of you both all day long. I've been praying for peace that passes understanding for the two of you- I know this day had to be the most difficult one you've ever faced.

I was so glad to be able to see you both yesterday and say good-bye to Benjamin- an Awesome and brave fighter. Please know that your precious Benjamin will always be remembered fondly and with much love by me.

Give Zachary a few extra hugs and kisses from me!

With so much love,
Heather
Heather Braswell <hbrasswe@Insight.rr.com>
Columbus, Ohio - Monday, April 11, 2005 7:28 PM CDT

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Your family is in my prayers.
Jay Wilke <wishbone@GMTel.net>
Dewitt, IA - Monday, April 11, 2005 6:56 PM CDT

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Dear Anne and Brian,
All of you have been in my thoughts all weekend and today as Benjamin was laid to rest. Know that he will always be a part of so many. Prayers were said for him today in Tikrit, Iraq, by the soldiers.
Love,
Ellen
Ellen Harpin <ellens12@yahoo.com>
Casselberry, FL USA - Monday, April 11, 2005 6:46 PM CDT

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I know you don't know me, but I've been keeping up with Benjamin for awhile now. I had not been online since Thursday morning, so I did not read your sad news until this morning. Then, I have spent all day, knowing that I wanted to make a guestbook entry, but not sure what to say. There was such a grace to Benjamin's life and death. We are all richer for having "known" him -- even if it was just through this journal. In the end, I guess all I can say is that I will continue to pray for you, that you may find some comfort knowing Benjamin is now free of pain and sickness.
Tracy Stanley <tstanley@creativepub.com>
Ramsey, MN - Monday, April 11, 2005 6:23 PM CDT

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The PrayerBears are praying for you.
Trish/PrayerBears <Rrntbyr@aol.com>
Kingston, TN USA - Monday, April 11, 2005 5:51 PM CDT

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I have had you in my thoughts on this,sad sad day. I lost a son several years ago and while the circumstances are different, the pain is there. May you feel the comfort and peace of GOD and the angels as you are surrounded with so many prayers.
Sharon <sholweger5@yahoo.com>
- Monday, April 11, 2005 5:30 PM CDT

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I am so sorry to hear of your loss. Your family is in my thoughts and prayers.
Jennifer Shannon <jennifer_shannon@adp.com>
Ankeny, IA - Monday, April 11, 2005 4:18 PM CDT

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Dear Jones Family,
I am trying to rejoice that Benjamin has gone on to Glory, but it is hard; he has touched the hearts of so many who never met him. May God bless you all - you are in our prayers.

Pru, Fred and Christian Klein <pruklein@aol.com>
Herndon, VA 20170 - Monday, April 11, 2005 4:03 PM CDT

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Love & Prayers.
Linda <lc_whitaker@hotmail.com>
Cookeville, TN USA - Monday, April 11, 2005 3:59 PM CDT

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I am so very sorry for your loss. I am at a loss for words, wish there was something to say to make you all feel better at this time. Please know that Benjamin has touched so many lives and I will always have a special place in my heart for him and will miss him, without having ever gotten to meet him. Such a sweet, special boy.
Jennifer Jorgenson
Sidney, IA - Monday, April 11, 2005 3:26 PM CDT

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Dear Anne, Brian, and Zachary,

I have been praying for you all off and on all day. May our loving Heavenly Father give you peace and comfort.

I also shared Benjamin's story with a friend who lives near Cleveland. I am sure she prayed, as she read it.

God bless you all!

Grace and peace,

~Colette~
Colette
Clifton Park, NY U.S.A, - Monday, April 11, 2005 3:06 PM CDT

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God Bless your family and Praise God Benjamin isn't sick anymore!
Melissa <missymom24@email.com>
Lubbock, Tx US - Monday, April 11, 2005 2:12 PM CDT

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Dear Jones Family, I have just come here through Ian's site, and I am so sorry to hear of the loss of your beloved son Benjamin. As my mother also passed away from a brain tumor, I am thankful that Benjamin is now and forever at peace and without illness. You will be in my prayers. Much love, Linda
linda champa <lachampa@mintz.com>
boston, ma usa - Monday, April 11, 2005 1:13 PM CDT

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Praying for you today and always.
Tina Riga <vriga@verizon.net>
Somerset, NJ - Monday, April 11, 2005 1:10 PM CDT

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You are in our thoughts and prayers...

Jennifer & Georgia <txjenni01@yahoo.com>
Grand Prairie, TX USA - Monday, April 11, 2005 12:58 AM CDT

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I am so sorry to hear about Benjamin, it breaks my heart. You are all in our prayers during this diffucult time.
Timi <tswier@sio.midco.net>
- Monday, April 11, 2005 12:48 AM CDT

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Just thinking of Benjamin's family & friends today, and
just wanted you to know your all in our hearts & prayers.
May you feel His peace, peace as only He can give & comfort.
Rhonda <rhondabill@aol.com>
Springfield, MO - Monday, April 11, 2005 12:18 AM CDT

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Just wanted you to know how sorry I am for your precious loss. Your family will be in my thoughts and prayers!
Shannon Ray <sraynstlx4@hotmail.com>
St Charles, MO 63304 - Monday, April 11, 2005 12:01 AM CDT

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Your Benjamin touched the lives of hundreds of people around the nation with his great love and strength. What an amazing person he became in his too short life. You are deeply in my prayers during this difficult time. Know that Benjamin is in a new body and dancing with Jesus right now!
Stacy Love <loves@alliancetechnologies.net>
Ankeny, IA - Monday, April 11, 2005 10:46 AM CDT

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I just wanted to let you know my thoughts and prayers are with all of you.
Peg Hart <hartm3@nationwide.com>
Galloway, OH USA - Monday, April 11, 2005 10:23 AM CDT

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Dear Jones family:

I just want you to know that people all over the world are thinking of and praying for you today. I hope you can feel it and that it helps in some small way.

Judy Keenan
Glenview, IL - Monday, April 11, 2005 9:39 AM CDT

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I'm praying for you.
Briana Roehling
Pflugerville, TX - Monday, April 11, 2005 9:36 AM CDT

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Thinking of Benjamin at this hour - what a beautiful day.
Michael R. Riley <mriley@troygroup.com>
Steubenville, OH USA - Monday, April 11, 2005 9:27 AM CDT

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This is the first time I have signed your guestbook but I have been following Benjamin's story for quite a while now. As my clock chimes 10:00 I know you are celebrating Benjamin's life and I just wanted you to know that I am praying for God to wrap his arms around you all and help you through this,the hardest times of your lives.
God Bless You.
Charlene Forges <Hrdressr@aol.com>
Vienna, VA - Monday, April 11, 2005 9:05 AM CDT

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I wanted you to know how sad my heart is with the passing of Benjamin. I hope you know that you are truly in my heart with thoughts and prayers for all of your family, now and the time ahead.
Sue Miller <crazgramama@sbcglobal.net>
Stow, Oh USA - Monday, April 11, 2005 8:33 AM CDT

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Dear Jones Family,
I am so very, very sorry. I will be praying for you.
Colleen
Deptford, NJ USA - Monday, April 11, 2005 7:32 AM CDT

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Thinking of you and praying for you

Sending lots and lots of BIG hugs and MUCH love your way!!!




Shannon, Jeff & Miss Samantha Therese <humphity@gmail.com>
Always Remembering *Benjamin* - Monday, April 11, 2005 4:36 AM CDT

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