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Thinking of your family all the time.
Christine Robinson (Bailey's Mom) <gigirobinson40@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, November 15, 2011 5:23 AM CST
Happy birthday Ashleigh!
Tell Mamie and Jesus I love them.
www.caringbridge.org/al/mamieadams
Mamie's Daddy
Huntsville, AL USA - Monday, November 15, 2010 7:12 AM CST
Ashleigh, I haven't been to your site in awhile. Tonight I decided to come and visit. I knew I wouldn't get a chance tomorrow, so I will wish you a Happy 7th Transplant Birthday tonight!!
Not a day goes by that I don't think of you. I know you are watching out for me as I start looking for a job, hopefully, fingers crossed, one that leads me to Duke. It has been my dream since the day I met you. I know you will help make my dream come true.
I hope that you have a great day in heaven celebrating your transplant birthday!
Missing you
erin bonacquisti <onesweetdayeb@yahoo.com>
LeRoy, NY - Thursday, August 26, 2010 6:52 PM CDT
Remembering a beautiful Angel.
Ken Roberts <patnken22@btinternet.com>
Leeds, England - Sunday, November 29, 2009 4:19 PM CST
Happy 7th Birthday Ashleigh Ryann!! I am sending you lots of hugs and kisses to heaven. I hope that you have a great day celebrating your birthday in heaven with all of your angel friends and that you have a birthday fit for a princess!
Erin bonacquisti <onesweetdayeb@yahoo.com>
LeRoy, NY - Sunday, November 15, 2009 5:36 PM CST
Dear Gwin Family
I'm not sure if you remember me but that's not important. I still visit here often. It's been several years since I've seen any of you but I never forget Asheleigh. I left Bayada Nurses and then came back. My daughter and grandchildren lived in NC for two years and now they are back. Today our dear friends have a baby in one of the pediatric ICU's at Duke, very sick and probably needing a heart transplant. I have been praying for her all day and Ashleigh pops into my head so often. I think she must be looking out for our girl.
I hope you all are well and I know you're missing Ashleigh. I'm so glad you kept her page here. Tell big sis to stay away from exploding cans in Home Depot or at least pick a more interesting color. All of you please take good care. And remember, lots of people remember your little one.
Barbara Hibbard <bjhibbard@comcast.net>
Woodbury, NJ USA - Friday, October 16, 2009 3:24 PM CDT
Ashleigh Ryann,
I was thinking about you tonight and wanted to come and visit your website. Not a day goes by that I don't think about you and wish you were still here. I would give anything to snuggle with you. But I know you are up in heaven running around and playing with all the other angels.
Sending you lots of hugs and kisses to heaven!!! Miss you.
Lots of hugs to my favorite NC family!!!
erin bonacquisti <onesweetdayeb@yahoo.com>
LeRoy, NY - Saturday, October 3, 2009 9:46 PM CDT
Happy 6th Transplant Ashleigh Ryann!! Sending lots of hugs your way
erin bonacquisti <onesweetdayeb@yahoo.com>
LeRoy, NY - Thursday, August 27, 2009 8:27 AM CDT
WE ARE THINKING OF YOU RODNEY
LINDA KUHLERS <MKUHLERS@FRONTIERNET.NET>
BELMOND, IA WRIGHT - Wednesday, August 26, 2009 7:26 PM CDT
I love you my precious little girl!!! I miss you more and more!!! I am still asking WHY. Until we meet again sunshine... Daddy loves you!!
Daddy <howard.gwin@us.army.mil>
Durham, NC - Tuesday, July 28, 2009 11:21 PM CDT
Happy 4th of July. We are thinking of you.
Love, Anne
Anne Himes <arhimes@msn.com www.caringbridge.org/page/andrewh >
Boonsboro, md USA - Friday, July 3, 2009 11:46 AM CDT
Isaiah 40:18-31
Do you not know? Have you not heard? The Lord is the everlasting God, the Creator of the ends of the earth. He will not grow tired or weary, and his understanding no one can fathom. He gives strength to the weary and increases the power of the weak. Even youths grow tired and weary, and young men stumble and fall; but those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint.
April Harris & "Angel" Mikayla, Mimmie, Hunter, Noah , and Zachary
www.caringbridge.org/visit/harrisblessings09
www.geocities.com/angelmomfriends5/kayla1.html
April& Shane Harris <babymsmom04@yahoo.com>
Charlotte, TN - Thursday, April 30, 2009 1:31 PM CDT
Hi Sandi, Just thinking about you and hoping things were going ok. Carol said tonight at bingo that you had started
your treatments. Chuck & I are praying that all goes well
with you. Take care and we'll talk to you later.
Mary Ellen & Chuck
Mary Ellen & Chuck Wood <mewood53@rr.tampabay.com>
Zephyrhills, FL. USA - Tuesday, March 31, 2009 7:55 PM CDT
Ashleigh Ryann, Sending lots of kisses to you in heaven.
erin bonacquisti <onesweetdayeb@yahoo.com>
leroy, ny - Saturday, February 28, 2009 9:57 PM CST
Miss Ashleigh, I had the best visit with your Mom
on Friday.Your mom..Well she "just rocks."
But you already know that... We miss you...
Sending lots of love, prayers and ((((HUGS))))
to Heaven and Durham.
Carol/Angel Sarah's Gram
Carol L. Bonacquisti <Blsfn12@aol.com>
Le Roy, NY - Saturday, February 28, 2009 2:47 PM CST
Ashleigh Ryann, I am sending Valentine's Day kisses to you in heaven
erin bonacquisti <onesweetdayeb@yahoo.com>
LeRoy, ny - Saturday, February 14, 2009 12:02 AM CST
Sending love and hugs!
http://www.caringbridge.org/visit/braedenknight
Trish Knight <trishknight@stennisfoundation.org>
Amarillo, TX USA - Sunday, February 1, 2009 8:56 PM CST
Hi Ashleigh Ryann!!
I just wanted to say THANK YOU!!! Thank you for allowing mommy and I to re-connect again. I have missed our friendship and look forward to starting fresh. I knew one day that you would allow us to make it better! I love and miss you!
Sarah <kennedy392@gmail.com>
Ocean View, DE - Sunday, February 1, 2009 9:11 AM CST
Sending prayers to heaven and Durham
erin bonacquisti <onesweetdayeb@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, January 29, 2009 6:01 PM CST
Remembering Ashleigh today and always.
Jessica <thepointeinlife@yahoo.com>
West Dover, VT USA - Thursday, January 29, 2009 4:00 PM CST
Hi - thought of Ashleigh today and just wanted to stop by and say hi.
Jessica
Jessica <thepointeinlife@yahoo.com>
Poughkeepsie, NY USA - Tuesday, January 13, 2009 4:31 PM CST
Ashleigh Ryann, The song "Annie" by Vanessa Carlton came on my itunes and it made me think of you. I'm sitting here wiping tears. I didn't spend very much time with you, yet I love and miss you so much. Please continue to watch over your loving family, they miss you so so much.
Michelle, Howard, and Mackenzie: I know how hard the Holidays are without the ones we love, but I know Ashleigh was with you during the season, just like she is everyday. I'm praying for a new year full of love, peace, and happiness for all of you.
Love you guys,
Marissa S. (www.caringbridge.org/mi/matthewssmiles)
Marissa Shilling <dancingmonkie93@hotmail.com>
Farwell , MI USA - Sunday, January 4, 2009 11:16 PM CST
Happy New Year Gwins! Wishing you much peace, love and joy in 2009.
Jessica <jhartmann86@gmail.com>
Poughkeepsie, NY USA - Thursday, January 1, 2009 11:22 PM CST
I forgot to stop in yesterday and sign. I was thinking of you yesterday as it was 13 months since you flew to be with the angels.
Sending love to heaven and to Durham
erin bonacquisti <onesweetdayeb@yahoo.com>
leroy, ny - Tuesday, December 30, 2008 12:07 AM CST
I'm so sorry for your hurt and pain. I wish I could do something to make it go away. Sending you love, and a continued promise to do what I can to eradicate the Leukodystrophies! Love you!!
http://www.caringbridge.org/visit/braedenknight
Trish Knight <trishknight@stennisfoundation.org>
Amarillo, TX USA - Monday, December 29, 2008 4:59 PM CST
Merry Christmas Gwins!
Jessica <thepointeinlife@yahoo.com>
Poughkeepsie, NY USA - Thursday, December 25, 2008 10:41 PM CST
Thinking of you tonight.
Jane Trimper <jatrimper@cms.maisd.com>
Stanton, MI - Thursday, December 25, 2008 6:13 PM CST
Merry Christmas Gwin family!! May today be filled with wonderful memories of Ashleigh. Hugs to Mackenzie!!
Christine <Luvbills@aol.com>
LeRoy, NY USA - Thursday, December 25, 2008 9:12 AM CST
Merry Christmas Gwins!! I hope you have a very good Christmas together, and that it is filled of great memories of your special angel. I hope Santa is good to Kenzie. Miss you all
Sending love, hugs and prayers to heaven and Durham
erin bonacquisti <onesweetdayeb@yahoo.com>
leroy, ny - Wednesday, December 24, 2008 11:43 AM CST
Just a message to say we will be thinking of you this Christmas.
Love From Everyone at Post Pals
www.postpals.co.uk
Post Pals <info@postpals.co.uk>
- Tuesday, December 23, 2008 0:24 AM CST
Still remembering Ashleigh and you. Still praying for your family. Praying God's strength as you keep her memory strong. Abby and Timothy send special hellos to Kenz and pray for your family anytime God brings you to mind.
The Eachus Family
NJ - Friday, December 19, 2008 6:38 PM CST
Hi Gwins! Thinking of you and remebering Ashleigh as always. Hoping you are enjoying the holiday season. We are getting ready for ANOTHER storm up here, hope all is well down there!
Jessica <thepointeinlife@yahoo.com>
West Dover, VT USA - Thursday, December 18, 2008 3:01 PM CST
I just had a sweet picture in my mind of Princess Ashleigh. How I miss her...and I never met her...isn't that something? Loving you and sending you hugs today!
http://www.caringbridge.org/visit/braedenknight
Trish Knight <trishknight@stennisfoundation.org>
Amarillo, TX USA - Monday, December 15, 2008 4:06 PM CST
Hi, my name is Lauren and I just stumbled across your lovely caringbidge website. My cousin was also diagnosed with Krabbe's disease when she was very young. Being the same age, we were very close....the best of friends even though she had a different calling than I. I considered my cousin to be special and I loved her very dearly. My cousin would communicate through her eyes with me; I could tell she always had a smile on her face.
She beat the odds of this awful disease and lived until she was 11. She is now in heaven, and I believe she is singing and dancing over me, giving me strength when I need it. She adored butterflies also and I think that the butterflies that she loved so dearly are sending me messages about my cousin to assure me that she is happy in Heaven. Now, as my mom is suffering from a severe, aggressive form of cancer, my angel, my best friend, is looking down on us.
I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers every day, and every time I see a butterfly I will think of not only just my cousin, but your daughter too.
Lauren, age 14, windmillwizard27@yahoo.com
Lauren <windmillwizard27@yahoo.com>
NJ USA - Monday, December 15, 2008 3:01 PM CST
Howard and Michelle,
I was just thinking about you and wanted to let you know you are both still in our prayers. Ashleigh's memory is strong. Think of all the good times and she will always be with you.
Frank & Christine Caruso
COL (RET) Frank Caruso
- Friday, December 5, 2008 3:50 PM CST
You all are always in my thoughts and prayers. Sending hugs and always remembering Ashleigh in our hearts.
Aide Benson <aideelara@hotmail.com>
Austin, Tx - Tuesday, December 2, 2008 5:16 PM CST
Always thinking of the four of you- beautiful message from a great big sister!
Jennifer R Froelich <jenniferfroelich25@comcast.net>
Lansdowne, PA - Monday, December 1, 2008 6:44 PM CST
Hi Michelle, Howard, and Mackenzie,
Sorry that it's been awhile since we "signed in", but we're always checking in. As always, you are all in our prayers.
Not many words for you guys tonight- I don't want to sound cliche, but some times less is more.
May all your memories be good and the bad fade gently away.
With love and admiration-
Cindy and Jim
Cindy F. (formerly of JM Pharma)
Sicklerville, NJ Proudly the USA - Sunday, November 30, 2008 11:42 PM CST
Hi,
I am so glad I was able to touch base with you on Thanksgiving. I wasn't sure if you were going to answer, I know how hard the next few days were going to be for all of you. We thought of Ashleigh on Saturday and prayed for you all to have peace. Asleigh lives on in our hearts and has inspired so many!! God Bless
Pam, Bill,Katie, Ryan and Alyssa Kristoff
- Sunday, November 30, 2008 6:42 PM CST
Hey guys I sent u a text yesterday because I knew you needed your family time. You guys are on our minds and in our prayers. We are always here for you. Brydges Family
Brydges Family <dbb68@comcast.net>
Williamstown, NJ USA - Sunday, November 30, 2008 11:31 AM CST
Hi, thinking of your sweet girl today and always. Can't believe it's been a year ... 365 days too long.
Jessica <thepointeinlife@yahoo.com>
Poughkeepsie, NY USA - Saturday, November 29, 2008 4:12 PM CST
Dear Michelle,
Remembering your sweet Princess today and always! Sending our love to you and your family,
Ursula, Ignacio, Sofia, the "twins", and ^^Alexia^^
Ursula <ursulacastaneda@hotmail.com>
Buenos Aires, Argentina - Saturday, November 29, 2008 2:15 PM CST
Michelle, Howard and Mackenzie...
Thinking of you today and hoping your day is full of beautiful Ashleigh memories. It is so hard to believe 1 year has passed. Thank you for sharing Ashleigh with me, even though I never met her face to face I loved hearing her on the phone :) Wishing you a day of love and sweet memories :)
With Love,
Amanda
Amanda Thomas <amandagrace75@gmail.com>
TX USA - Saturday, November 29, 2008 12:42 AM CST
Thinking of your family today sending you hugs. Hoping you can find some comfort thinking of your sweet angel today.
Katherine and Jared <kath30@comcast.net>
- Saturday, November 29, 2008 9:44 AM CST
Dearest Ashleigh Ryann, I can not believe that you have been a angel for 1 whole year. Words could never begin to express how much we miss youe beautiful smile your amazing personality and Yes Ash I have to say it... your stinky breath. There is not a day that goes by that I don't think of you and how very honored I feel to have been a part of your life. You are the bravest and strongest 5 year old I have ever known. I can only hope that you know today and everyday how very much you are loved. Happy Angelversary Sweet Princess.
Howard, Michele and Kenzie,
I can not imagine how difficult this day must be for you. Thank You for allowing me the honor of being a part of your beautiful daughter and sister's life. Please know that I am here Always. Love you all
Sending lots of hugs to Durham and Heaven,
~Colleen
Colleen Conaty <amandasheart@gmail.com>
Glenolden, PA - Saturday, November 29, 2008 7:35 AM CST
Dearest Little Angel Ashleigh,
I can not find the words to tell you
what your short life has meant to me and
our family. Thank you for inspiring and
guiding our Erin. Thank you for just being you!
Miss you sweet angel.
Sending lots of ((((HUGS)))) and prayers to
Heaven and to Mommy,Daddy and Big Sister 'Kenzie.
Carol/Angel Sarah's Gram
Carol L. Bonacquisti <Blsfn12@aol.com>
Le Roy, NY - Saturday, November 29, 2008 6:39 AM CST
Ashleigh Ryann....I cannot believe it was one year ago today that I got an email from Kelly that you had flown to Heaven. I look at your beautiful face everyday as my favorite picture of you (all fancied up after winning Pretty Pretty Princess with Erin and Kenzie) is on my computer desk. You have forever touched my heart.
Howard, Michelle and Kenzie, May today be filled with wonderful memories of Ashleigh. She truly was an angel here on Earth. You will be in my thoughts today!
Christine <Luvbills@aol.com>
LeRoy, NY USA - Saturday, November 29, 2008 6:29 AM CST
Ashleigh Ryann, I just got home so I figured I would post now. I can't believe that you have been an angel for a year. It seems like only yesterday I was snuggling you at the symposium. I would give anything to hear you laugh when Kenzie was getting yelled at one more time. Not a day goes by when I don't think about you. Thank you for being my hero and guiding me towards a career in nursing. I really love it and know you are watching over me. I am sending lots of hugs and kisses to heaven today. I miss you!!! Have a great day in heaven.
Howard, Michelle and Kenzie, I am sending prayers your way. I can't imagine how hard today will be for you. Know that Ashleigh touched my life and the lives of my family. Thank you for sharing her with us. We are forever changed by her. I am sending love your way.
erin bonacquisti <onesweetdayeb@yahoo.com>
LeRoy, ny - Friday, November 28, 2008 11:10 PM CST
Happy Thanksgiving Gwins!
Jessica <thepointeinlife@yahoo.com>
Poughkeepsie, Ny USA - Thursday, November 27, 2008 9:39 AM CST
I am so sorry I missed your birthday, Asleigh; but I bet it was amazing celebrating with all of the other Angels.
Michele, I think of you and your family often. Wishing you well.
Deb M.
green bay, wi - Saturday, November 22, 2008 6:19 PM CST
Michelle, Howard and Kenzie, I am praying for you all as I know this next week will not be an easy for you all. I hope you are reminded of all the memories you made with your little girl. Lots of Love to Durham!!
erin bonacquisti <onesweetdayeb@yahoo.com>
LeRoy, ny - Saturday, November 22, 2008 4:22 PM CST
Thinking of you and sending love! ♥
http://www.caringbridge.org/visit/braedenknight
Trish Knight <trishknight@stennisfoundation.org>
Amarillo, TX USA - Wednesday, November 19, 2008 7:18 PM CST
Happy 9th Birthday to a very special big sister. Sending you lots of love to Mackenzie today!!
erin bonacquisti <onesweetdayeb@yahoo.com>
LeRoy, NY - Tuesday, November 18, 2008 11:33 AM CST
Happy 6th Birthday Angel Ashleigh!! We had a great time of story telling tonight sharing our favorite memories of you! Hope you got all your balloons :-) they were flying to you fast!!
You are missed here everyday. I am so honored to have known you and your special little ways. I love you and miss you dearly.
Howard, Michelle and Mackenzie - you are great parents and a big sister. Ashleigh was blessed to have you all take care of her and love her.
Thanks for allowing me to be a part of your lives.
Hugs, Kelly
Kelly Brown <kelly@huntershope.org>
Durham, NC - Saturday, November 15, 2008 10:23 PM CST
Happy 6th Birthday Sweet Angel Ashleigh!! I wore my "Ashleigh's Army" shirt today for you. I hope you had a great day in Heaven. Please tell Matthew I miss him so much, give him a hug for me. I love you so much, and I'll always treasure the time I spent with you.
Michelle, Howard, and Mackenzie...You were on my mind today as you remembered your sweetie.
Much Love,
Marissa
Marissa Shilling <dancingmonkie93@hotmail.com>
Farwell, MI USA - Saturday, November 15, 2008 9:09 PM CST
Happy Heavenly Birthday Sweet Ashleigh! I Imagine you are having a great time with all your friends.
Michelle ~ Sending you hugs. What a bittersweet day.
Katherine and Jared <kath30@comcast.net>
- Saturday, November 15, 2008 9:02 PM CST
Happy birthday, Sweet Ashleigh! Our world is not the same without you. We miss you, doll! I know you are having a wonderful party in heaven, running around in your beautiful party dress and playing with all the other angels.
Thinking of you today Michelle, Howard, and Mackenzie...
All our love,
The Whites
D'Anne White <mama@jacksonwhite.com>
Concord, CA USA - Saturday, November 15, 2008 4:29 PM CST
Happy Birthday Miss Ashleigh....Sending you love to the Heaven beyond...
Howard, Michelle and Kenzie,
Hoping and praying your day is full of warm memories of Ashleigh as you celebrate her first birthday in Heaven. Sending love and hugs your way.
Love and Prayers,
Amanda Thomas <amandagrace75@gmail.com>
NRH, TX USA - Saturday, November 15, 2008 12:41 AM CST
Happy 6th Birthday Ashleigh Ryann Gwin!! Sending lots of love to you in heaven. I hope you have a great day opening presents and eating cake with all your angel friends. I will be thinking of you all day and wishing I could snuggle you again.
Howard, Michelle, and Kenzie, Sending love and prayers your way as you celebrate Ashleigh's first birthday in heaven.I hope you spend the day remembering all the great time you had with her.
erin bonacquisti <onesweetdayeb@yahoo.com>
LeRoy, ny - Saturday, November 15, 2008 11:34 AM CST
Happy Birthday dear Ashleigh. I will be thinking of you today and remembering all the wonderful things about you.
Michelle, Howard and Mackenzie, praying for your strength today, and that you may have wonderful memories of your sweet girl on this day.
Jessica <thepointeinlife@yahoo.com>
Poughkeepsie, NY USA - Saturday, November 15, 2008 9:10 AM CST
Dear Angel Ashleigh,
Hope all of our Angels have a big #6 Birthday
Party for you today.
Miss your sweet smile, miss "those looks!"
at big sister 'Kenzie.
Sending lots of ((((HUGS)))) and Angel Kisses to
Heaven and Durham.
Carol/Angel Sarah's Gram
Carol L. Bonacquisti <Blsfn12@aol.com>
Le Roy, NY - Saturday, November 15, 2008 8:20 AM CST
Happy First Birthday in Heaven dear sweet girl....I know today will be such a hard day for your entire family. Thank you for letting us love you!! May today be filled with wonderful memories for your mommy,daddy and Kenzie...those wonderful laughs...the way you would roll your eyes when Kenzie would get in trouble..oh how we all laughed when you would do that.
To Howard, Michelle and Mackenzie.....I will be thinking of all of you today and over the next couple of weeks....my heart aches for all of you.
Christine <Luvbills@aol.com>
LeRoy, NY USA - Saturday, November 15, 2008 8:09 AM CST
Happy Birthday Ashleigh.
It's rainy here tonight and may still be cloudy tomorrow, so I don't know if I'll be able to see your candles in the sky before the morning sun helps you blow them out.
I'll bet you made sure an angel was standing by to make sure Mackenzie's glasses protected her eyes.
Tell Mamie and Jesus I love them.
www.caringbridge.org/al/mamieadams
Mamie's Daddy <george.f.adams@us.army.mil>
Huntsville, AL USA - Friday, November 14, 2008 9:52 PM CST
Hey You Guys,
Coming down next Thursday for our appointment on Friday. Hope to be there around 3-4pm. I want to give you the walker we talked about and the swing. Hoping we can meet up Thursday evening. Do you have plans? maybe we can do dinner. Let me know....Hope you are all doing well. Sending Hugs your way knowing Nov. is a hard month.
Katherine and Jared <kath30@comcast.net>
- Thursday, November 13, 2008 10:30 PM CST
Happy Veteran's Day Gwins!
Jessica <thepointeinlife@yahoo.com>
Poughkeepsie, NY USA - Tuesday, November 11, 2008 8:45 PM CST
I've had Ashleigh on my mind a lot lately - wishing she were still here. I'm so sorry to hear that such a freak accident happened to Mackenzie - how frightening! Any child would begin to wonder ... I hope the party is a wonderful joy, and that your "adopted" child will enjoy the specail day you have planned, as well. I love you all.
Carolyn Wyman <sythismom@yahoo.com>Belding, mi www.caringbridge.org/visit/carolynwyman - Thursday, November 6, 2008 2:27 PM CST
Gwin Family,
Sorry that I have been "missing updates and posting."
Chris and Erin have expressed how I feel about your
two girls. Erin loves her clinicals. Thanks for all
that you taught her. I Promise to be more attentive
to your caringbridge updates. Miss you.
Sending lots of ((((HUGS)))) and prayers to
Durham and Heaven.
Carol/Angel Sarah's Gram
Carol L. Bonacquisti <Blsfn12@aol.com>
Le Roy, NY - Monday, November 3, 2008 1:30 PM CST
I can't believe how quickly Christmas is coming around. It won't be long now!
Love
Vikki
viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Sunday, November 2, 2008 9:30 AM CST
Michelle, Howard and Mackenzie, Just stopping by to let you know I am thinking of you today. I hope that your day is filled with memories of Ashleigh. I am sending lots of love, hugs and prayers your way. I can't believe it has been almost a year since she flew to heaven. Not a day goes by that I dont think of her.
I hope Kenzie is doing better. I am sorry to hear about her trip to the hospital. Sending hugs to her.
Miss you all!!
erin bonacquisti <onesweetdayeb@yahoo.com>
LeRoy, ny - Wednesday, October 29, 2008 12:32 AM CDT
Thinking of you all today. Sending a hug from NJ.
Katherine and Jared <kath30@comcast.net>
- Wednesday, October 29, 2008 12:08 AM CDT
Thinking of you today...the 11th month anniversary of Ashleigh's journey to complete healing. Oh how we all wish she could have had that healing here with all of you.
Poor Kenzie!! I am sure she was really really scared. I NEED to give you a call...it's been so crazy here at school that I am exhausted at the end of the day...no excuse for not calling and touching base with a friend!!
Erin LOVES her field work at the hospitals...YOU taught her so many things even before she set foot in one. Ashleigh and Sarah are guiding her through this wonderful journey she has ahead of her as a nurse.
HUGS MY FRIEND!! I will talk to you soon!
Christine <Luvbills@aol.com>
LeRoy, NY USA - Wednesday, October 29, 2008 12:07 AM CDT
Thinking of you all everyday and holding you extra close today.
With Love,
Amanda
Amanda Thomas <amandagrace75@gmail.com>
TX - Wednesday, October 29, 2008 11:17 AM CDT
Hello Gwins - thinking of you and sweet Ashleigh on this anniversary. Hope you have a day filled with good memories and time together.
Jess
Jessica <thepointeinlife@yahoo.com>
Poughkeepsie, NY USA - Wednesday, October 29, 2008 10:17 AM CDT
Just sending a little to note to our angel Ashleigh---We love you so very much. You are the joy and teacher in all our lives. We were to blessed to have known you. I thank God I had to priviledge of being you MomMom. I love and miss you so--MomMom
Sharon Bain <sbain 14@comcast.net>
Wenonah, nj usa - Tuesday, October 28, 2008 9:02 PM CDT
♥ ~*~ ♥ Sending you love! ♥ ~*~ ♥
http://www.caringbridge.org/visit/braedenknight
Trish Knight <trishknight@stennisfoundation.org>
Amarillo, TX USA - Sunday, October 19, 2008 10:27 PM CDT
I read a really good book this weekend. The author is Elizabeth McCracken and it's called An Exact Replica of a Figment of my Imagination.
I could relate to the words. Thought you might like it too.
Hope all is okay in North Carolina.
Jane Trimper <jatrimper@cms.maisd.com>
Stanton, MI - Sunday, October 12, 2008 6:39 PM CDT
I will always think of you Ashleigh, and Gwin family. Every week in church I pray for all of you. Ashleigh will NEVER be forgotten. Sending Mackensie hugs from her old hygienist!:)
Colleen Cassidy <colleen.cassidy@verizon.net>
Swedesboro, NJ USA - Sunday, October 12, 2008 6:25 PM CDT
Ashleigh Ryann, I had my very first day of clinicals yesterday. I just know that you were there with me.Some of the things I am learning remind me of you since your mommmy let me help her with you. Not a day goes by that I dont think of you.
Sending love, hugs and prayers to North Carolina and heaven!!
erin bonacquisti <onesweetdayeb@yahoo.com>
LeRoy, NY - Tuesday, October 7, 2008 11:30 AM CDT
Awwww, Michelle, I am so sorry....my heart hurts for you. I keep hanging on to the hope that we WILL see Princess Ashleigh again...along with all of our little Warriors who have gone before us. And when we do, "What a day, glorious day, that will be!!" Love you!
http://www.caringbridge.org/visit/braedenknight
Trish Knight <trishknight@stennisfoundation.org>
Amarillo, TX USA - Friday, October 3, 2008 0:06 AM CDT
Thinking of all of you!!! I need to call and chat..hopefully sometime this week! It's been crazy at school!!
HUGS!!
Christine <Luvbills@aol.com>
LeRoy, NY USA - Tuesday, September 30, 2008 4:43 AM CDT
Thinking about all the Gwins today... and everyday...
Lots of love going to Heaven and Durham.
Carol/Angel Sarah's Gram
Carol L. Bonacquisti <Blsfn12@aol.com>
Le Roy, NY - Monday, September 29, 2008 8:38 AM CDT
Can't believe it's been 10 months. Thinking of you today as always, hoping there is some peace in your hearts, even though the ache is ever present. Keep believing!
Jessica <thepointeinlife@yahoo.com>
Poughkeepsie, NY USA - Monday, September 29, 2008 8:08 AM CDT
Sending lots of love, prayers and hugs to you all today. Not a day goes by that I dont think of Ashleigh. Miss you
erin bonacquisti <onesweetdayeb@yahoo.com>
LeRoy, ny - Monday, September 29, 2008 6:53 AM CDT
I was thinking about you today and just wanted to let you know you are in my thoughts and prayers!
Big Cyber Hugs,
Tami Slawson <tlslawson@aol.com>
La Verne, CA - Friday, September 26, 2008 4:24 PM CDT
Just thinking of you tonight. Sending hugs your way. Thanks for always being there.
Katherine and Jared <kath30@comcast.net>
- Thursday, September 25, 2008 9:18 PM CDT
It will soon be 10 months---it seems like a long time sceens we could hold you and hear you laugh and se e you at your best getting it your way. Remember the lady bug-wanting Marley there-when you didn't care for one of your nurses-you would tease Mommy and not give her kissess and oh my how you laughed when Mackenzie was showing you how Mommy drives. I miss you so very much. You are and always will be our hero. I love you so very much---I am so very proud to be your MomMomand to Mackenzie's MomMom. Kessp Duke working at teasing you sister!!!! To my sweet Granddaughter----Good-night...I want to hold you just one more time
Sharon Bain <sbain 14@comcast.net>
Wenonah, NJ - Thursday, September 25, 2008 8:58 PM CDT
Still checking in, still thinking of you, still praying for each of you. The kids say hi to Kenz!
The Eachus Family <armydairymom@yahoo.com>
Elmer, NJ - Thursday, September 25, 2008 11:21 AM CDT
Mother's Song
I've lost my baby daughter,
Though not misplaced.
I feel she's somewhere
Bound by neither time nor space.
Perhaps she sits before the Throne
With radiant face.
She could be dancing happily
Like little girls do
With golden taps beneath
Each precious little shoe.
I know she must love music,
So I'm sure it's true.
I'm grateful that in Heaven
She is healthy and strong
And that she's lulled to sleep each night
By Heaven's song,
But I wish I could hold her;
Is that terribly wrong?
I sang so often to her
While she was with me
And I will go on listening
For her harmony.
How sweet to know
I'll hear it In eternity.
I read this today and thought of you......
With Love,
Amanda
Amanda Thomas
N Richland Hills, TX USA - Monday, September 22, 2008 8:32 PM CDT
Ashleigh Ryann, Sending lots of hugs and kisses your way!! Thinking about you today and everyday.
Sending hugs to Durham!!
erin bonacquisti <onesweetdayeb@yahoo.com>
LeRoy, NY - Friday, September 19, 2008 11:25 AM CDT
Dear Ashleigh,
I just wanted you to know that I was thinking of you today (and everyday) We miss you sweet princess. Please find my dad and show him all around heaven. We love you. Sending lots of hugs and kissed to you both.
Love,
Colleen, Amanda, and Austin William
Colleen Conaty <amandasheart@gmail.com>
Glenolden, Pa U.S.A - Friday, September 19, 2008 8:16 AM CDT
Hello Gwinn Family! Was thinking of you all today and thought I'd stop by to let you know. Thanks for your most recent update, Michele. I will get some recipies together this week and email them to you. Love the idea! Also, praying for your friend's father.
Love, thoughts and prayers sent your way.
Deb M.
green bay, wi, - Sunday, September 14, 2008 5:04 PM CDT
Just wanted to let you know you're in my heart. I know you've had a hard few days (aren't they all?) of anniversaries. I wish I could give you a hug. Just know I am holding you in my thoughts and prayers.
With Much Love....
Dawn Mills <jdmills@trvnet.net>
- Friday, September 5, 2008 10:59 PM CDT
Trying to find the perfect recipe for Ashleigh's cookbook! Hope Kenz is enjoying her new barn and having a good school year so far.
Jessica <thepointeinlife@yahoo.com>
Poughkeepsie, NY USA - Wednesday, September 3, 2008 10:04 PM CDT
Please post a pic of Kenzie in her new gear! What a sweetie pie! Love you!
http://www.caringbridge.org/visit/braedenknight
Trish Knight <trishknight@stennisfoundation.org>
Amarillo, TX USA - Tuesday, September 2, 2008 8:24 PM CDT
Michelle...Thanks for the update...
Will "look around for a recipe that
will be just right for Miss Ashleigh's Book."
Happy to read that you found a barn and
a horse this year for 'Kenzie. Don't forget to add some
pictures of her in her riding gear.
Sending lots of prayers and love to
Heaven and Durham.
"Angel Sarah's Gram"
Carol L. Bonacquisti <Blsfn12@aol.com>
Le Roy, NY - Tuesday, September 2, 2008 7:29 PM CDT
Still here, still checking on you, still praying for you, still loving you....Always!
http://www.caringbridge.org/visit/braedenknight
Trish Knight <trishknight@stennisfoundation.org>
Amarillo, TX USA - Sunday, August 31, 2008 4:24 PM CDT
Just thought I'd stop by and tell you that I still stop by here often, even though I don't often leave a message. I continue to keep your famly in my thoughts and prayers every day!
Lisa
Lynnwood, WA - Sunday, August 31, 2008 2:10 PM CDT
Just wanted you to know that strangers still check on you and offer up prayers every time we visit. BTW, I couldn't get on for quite a while and almost stopped checking because I thought you'd closed the site. Glad to be able to check back in with you. I hope the memories of Ashleigh bring you joy and fill your heart with hope. Even in this dark place, God loves you. I know that can be hard to hear when faced with something so hard to understand, but for me, it's even harder to NOT hear of God's love in the darkness. I hope you have a fun labor day weekend.
Rene Sasser
Wilmington, NC - Sunday, August 31, 2008 10:03 AM CDT
I often think of Ashleigh- thank you for sharing her with all of us. Her life will live on! Thinking of you and your family always.
Jenn Froelich <jennferfroelich25@comcast.net>
Lansdowne , PA USA - Sunday, August 31, 2008 7:12 AM CDT
I just wanted to stop by and say hello. Please know that we thuink of you guys alot. www.caringbridge.org/visit/hannahtheriot
kris <kristheriot@cox.net>
- Sunday, August 31, 2008 1:35 AM CDT
I do still frequently think of Ashleigh, and I can't believe how hard this week must be, with so many anniverseries and missed memories. I have seen so many butterflies recently, and think of her when I do. I am blessed to have 'known' her, and thank you again for sharing your precious girl with the world.
Jessica <thepointeinlife@yahoo.com>
Poughkeepsie, NY USA - Saturday, August 30, 2008 10:31 PM CDT
Yeah, there are people who cry for your little girl! People who still care! People who know your pain!
Madi Mitchem's EVIL Aunty Shelley <OneBadAunty@sbcglobal.net>
Riverside, CA USof Obama - Saturday, August 30, 2008 1:37 AM CDT
Just doing some CB Site surfing. Thinking of you this week. We are all the richer for knowing Ashleigh.
XXX, Barbara
Nana to Jason, Kyle and Angel Mitchell
Barbara Forslind <baforslind@net1plus.com>
Pepperell, MAssachusetts - Friday, August 29, 2008 7:26 PM CDT
Sending lots of love to all of you today!!! I can't believe that it has been 9 months.
erin bonacquisti <onesweetdayeb@yahoo.com>
leroy, ny - Friday, August 29, 2008 5:23 PM CDT
Thinking of you today, it does not seem as though its been 9 long months since Ashleigh left this earth. Always thinking and praying for you.
With Love,
Amanda
Amanda <amandagrace75@gmail.com>
NRH, TX USA - Friday, August 29, 2008 3:27 PM CDT
Michelle, Howard, and mackenzie, Sorry I didnt sign yesterday. I was at camp and didnt have a computer. I thought of all of you as Mackenzie went to school and Ashleigh's transplant birthday. Sending love your way. Not a day goes by when she doesnt cross my mind. Hugs!!
erin bonacquisti <onesweetdayeb@yahoo.com>
leroy, ny - Thursday, August 28, 2008 5:24 PM CDT
Hi Gwins - I was thinking of you a lot yesterday, and of course dear Ashleigh. Hope you had a good day together as a family and that there was some peace in your hearts. Keep believing. Missing her as always, Jess
Jessica <thepointeinlife@yahoo.com>
Poughkeepsie, NY USA - Thursday, August 28, 2008 2:03 PM CDT
Oh Michelle, I ache for you. I can't imagine. We all play the "what if" game but in your case it is more painful. I want those beautiful wishes to have been reality and it breaks my heart that it is so different. You are such a beautiful mother, with a loving heart. We are thinking of you. Love, Anne
Anne Himes <arhimes@msn.com www.caringbridge.org/page/andrewh>
Boonsboro, md USA - Thursday, August 28, 2008 1:10 PM CDT
Michelle, Howard and Kenzie,
You have been on my mind all day. I know that this day must be so hard for you all. Please know that I am forever greatful for that simple bag of cells. Without them I would have never known Ashleigh. I would have never been given the opportunity to meet the bravest most amazing little girl who taught me so much about life in just 5 short years.......Ashleigh Ryann, Happy Transplant birthday princess. We all love and miss you more than you will even know. Run and play and be the amazing girl that you always were her on earth. Sending all our hugs and kisses straight up to heaven.
Love,
Colleen, Amanda and Austin.
Colleen Conaty <amandasheart@gmail.com>
Glenolden, pa U.S.A. - Wednesday, August 27, 2008 11:52 PM CDT
Michelle,
Please know that I may not always sign the guest book, you are all always in our thoughts and prayers!
Always here in NJ-
Cindy F. (formerly of JM Pharma)
Sicklerville, NJ USA - Wednesday, August 27, 2008 3:11 PM CDT
....Today....
Happy Day for'Kenzie.First Day of School!!!
Let us know "how it went."
Sad Day for the rest of us that
had the great fortune to love, hug
and hold Sweet Ashleigh.Yes,I visit here
daily knowing our families will always be connected.
Ashleigh,'Kenzie and Erin's picture are on my "Refrige."
Sending LOTS of love and prayers to Heaven and Durham.
Carol/Angel Sarah's Gram
Carol L. Bonacquisti <Blsfn12@aol.com>
Le ROY, NY - Wednesday, August 27, 2008 12:20 AM CDT
Just stopping by to send a virtual ((hug)) your way. I hope Mackenzie had a great first day of school. I wish you had Ashleigh here for her first day too. Always thinking of you guys.
PS Don't worry about the message I left. I got it covered!
Katherine and Jared <kath30@comcast.net>
- Wednesday, August 27, 2008 7:11 AM CDT
Thinking of all of you today, especially Ashleigh. Thank you for letting our family love her (and her family). Thank you for sharing her life with all of us. I have my most favorite picture of her on my desk and look at it daily (It's the one where she beat Erin and Kenzie at Pretty Pretty Princess).
I know today will be hard....thinking of what would have been Ashleigh's first day of school. I will keep you all in my prayers today!
Christine <Luvbills@aol.com>
LeRoy, NY USA - Wednesday, August 27, 2008 4:40 AM CDT
The pain will never go away, but there will come a time when the good memories out weigh the bad.....I know that's hard to imagine, but it WILL come! Ashleigh IS still with you, but not in the way we hoped! I'm so sorry for your loss, but so happy for the joy and gifts sweet Ashleigh gave you.
Love & hugs,
Pat in CA
Pat <patricia.manning@comcast.net>
antioch, ca usa - Tuesday, August 26, 2008 9:59 PM CDT
Hello Gwins!
Just checking in to see how you all are doing!! I know that next week will be hard with two anniversaries having to do with Ashleigh...HUGS
Christine <luvbills@aol.com>
LeRoy, NY USA - Saturday, August 23, 2008 7:14 PM CDT
Just checking in on the Gwins!! Sending lots of love your way!!
Ashleigh- Did you hear me talking about you the other day when I wore my Ashleigh's Army shirt at camp? Not a day goes by that I dont think of you. Sending hugs and kisses to heaven
erin bonacquisti <onesweetdayeb@yahoo.com>
leroy, - Thursday, August 21, 2008 9:36 PM CDT
Hi Gwinn Family,
I was sitting outside enjoying the afternoon sun today ... and thinking of Ashleigh; no thoughts in particluar . . just general thoughts of her. Please know that sweet angel will not be forgotten, nor will her very special family.
Deb M.
green bay, wi, - Thursday, August 21, 2008 1:59 AM CDT
Hi Gwin Family.
Check in every day.
Sending lots of prayers to Heaven and Durham.
Carol/Angel Sarah's Gram
Carol L. Bonacquisti <Blsfn12@aol.com>
Le Roy, NY - Tuesday, August 19, 2008 6:27 AM CDT
Hi Michelle,
Thinking of you here in NJ! Hope all is going well.
Take care-
Cindy F. (formerly of JM Pharma)
Sicklerville, NJ USA - Monday, August 18, 2008 7:28 AM CDT
Hi Gwin Family!! Just a note to let you know I'm thinking of you! Sending many hugs your way!
Aide Benson <aideelara@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, August 12, 2008 5:16 PM CDT
Hi Michelle,
I was thinking about you today and thought I would drop you a quick hi.
Jhyrve Sears <czangel487@yahoo.com>
Ca. - Saturday, August 9, 2008 1:07 PM CDT
Still in our thoughts and prayers.
Dacia, for the family
Elmer, NJ - Wednesday, August 6, 2008 7:43 AM CDT
Just stopped by to say hi and to let you know you are thought of often!
Deb M. <debmathy@new.rr.com>
green bay, wi, - Saturday, August 2, 2008 5:32 AM CDT
Sorry I didnt sign the other day. I have not been home in like 3 weeks. I am sending lots of love your way. I was thinking about all of you this week. Miss you
erin bonacquisti <onesweetdayeb@yahoo.com>
leroy, ny - Friday, August 1, 2008 7:02 PM CDT
It sounds like you have been doing some wonderful things this summer. Aug 27 will be another bitter sweet day for you. I hope that Mackenzie doesn't have Lyme disease. My mom just tested positive for it. They caught it really early so I don't think any damage was done. Years and years ago (back when I was in college and carefree) my dad was dx with the first case in our area. Great, we are all groundbreakers! I am so happy to hear about Howard's new job. Better hours are always nice. Love, Anne
Anne Himes <arhimes@msn.com www.caringbridge.org/page/andrewh>
Boonsboro, md USA - Wednesday, July 30, 2008 8:23 AM CDT
Thinking of you, especially today! Sending our love, Ursula
Ursula <ursulacastaneda@hotmail.com>
Buenos Aires, Argentina - Tuesday, July 29, 2008 7:59 PM CDT
Michelle, Howard, and Mackenzie,
Thinking of you today. 8 months since you held your beautiful girl. Hope you are doing OK today.
Love you guys!
www.caringbridge.org/mi/matthewssmiles
Marissa Shilling <dancingmonkie93@hotmail.com>
Farwell, MI - Tuesday, July 29, 2008 12:47 AM CDT
Michelle, you have already given that much of yourself to other families. You deserve to have some time on the receiving end now, and I'm glad you've allowed yourself to accept the comfort. I know that in time you'll again be one of the first calls or emails a family receives when they get bad news - as you were for me and so many others - but you'll have even more to share and an even deeper sense of empathy. Ashleigh has given you that, and will continue to share her gifts with you as you move through the different stages of the journey.
I'm hoping we can get together this week, maybe for dinner over here one night? I'll be in touch.
Love,
D'Anne
D'Anne White <mama@jacksonwhite.com>
Concord, CA --> Durham, NC, - Sunday, July 27, 2008 10:53 PM CDT
Miss Ashleigh,
I missed you so much this year at Symposium. I sat on the same couch where I held you last year so many times. But this year, my arms were empty. But I know you are in Heaven, Krabbe-free, and having so much fun. I had a good talk (and cry) with your mom and got to hold your special bear and look at your book. I also got an Ashleigh's Army shirt and I wear it with pride. I love you, Ashleigh, and will always remember you.
Michelle & Howard, it was great to see you at Symposium. I'm glad I got to spend some time with you. I miss you guys. Thank you so much for sharing Ashleigh with me.
Hi to Kenzie, hope she is feeling OK and enjoying her summer!
Love & Prayers to your family!
www.caringbridge.org/mi/matthewssmiles
Marissa Shilling <dancingmonkie93@hotmail.com>
Farwell, MI USA - Thursday, July 24, 2008 9:32 PM CDT
Hello Gwinn Family! I am so happy for you that you were able to go to and get so much out of the symposium. I do remember Ashleigh's pictures from the beach from last year.....she looked so cute sitting in the sand!
I am so sorry to read about Makenzie, I hope she's alright! I cannot believe there is talk of school starting again already, my how fast the summer has gone. Although my two youngest (a high school feshman and high school senior) children do not start until September 2, the day after Labor Day! My 2nd oldest will be starting his jounior yr of college and AMAZINGLY my oldest will finally being finishing cosmetology school -- seems like shes been in for forever! Time goes so quickly, I wish I could freeze-frame it for a bit.
Enjoy the last weeks of summer and I will check in on you all again soon. Thoughts and prayers,
Deb M.
green bay, wi - Thursday, July 24, 2008 0:55 AM CDT
So happy to see this back up :) Glad you had such a wonderful experience at Symposium and that you were surronding by so many people who get it. Hope Mackenzie is doing better and many prayers as always.
Jessica <thepointeinlife@yahoo.com>
Poughkeepsie, NY USA - Saturday, July 19, 2008 12:24 AM CDT
Sorry I have not signed in awhile. I am sad that I missed you at the symposium. I am sending lots of love and prayers your way
erin bonacquisti <onesweetdayeb@yahoo.com>
leroy, ny - Friday, July 18, 2008 7:17 PM CDT
Thanks for the new update.
Glad you were able to attend the symposium.
There is so much comfort and love there.
We miss you all.
Sending lots of ((((HUGS)))) and love to
Heaven and Durham.
Carol/Angel Sarah' s Gram <Blsfn12@aol.com>
Le Roy, NY - Thursday, July 17, 2008 4:32 PM CDT
Just stopping by to let you know you are in my thoughts. Continued prayers being sent for your family.
love 'n hugs.
Deb M.
Green Bay, WI - Wednesday, July 16, 2008 4:28 AM CDT
Hope the Symposium went well and Kenzie had fun on the shore! I will talk to you soon!
Christine <Luvbills@aol.com>
LeRoy, NY USA - Saturday, July 12, 2008 8:49 PM CDT
Hey Gwin family...
We're all sad that we won't be at the symposium....hugs to all of you!
Christin <Luvbills@aol.com>
LeRoy, NY USA - Tuesday, July 1, 2008 7:17 PM CDT
I am sad too. Won't be at the Symposium.
Hopefully in 2009...
Sending prayers to Durham and Heaven.
Angel Sarah's Gram
Carol L. Bonacquisti <Blsfn12@aol.com>
Le Roy, NY - Tuesday, July 1, 2008 7:13 PM CDT
I was thinking about all of you yesterday. Just couldnt get to a computer to sign. Sending lots of love your way. I am sad I wont be able to see you this summer at the symposium
erin bonacquisti <onesweetdayeb@yahoo.com>
leroy, ny - Tuesday, July 1, 2008 11:59 AM CDT
Hi Gwinns,
Just thinking of all of you and sending a hug your way! The poem is beautiful. If I don't get to talk to you have a great time at the symposium!
Katherine Kerr <kath30@comcast.net>
Millville, NJ - Monday, June 30, 2008 2:39 PM CDT
Michele, my friend, I do care...I love the poem. As you can see, I finally "made it" back to Ashleigh's site, thank you for including me.
I have a niece who is one month younger than Ashleigh. When I vist with her, my heart silently aches with thoughts of Ashleigh and all the what if's etc. Please know that your beautiful daughter will NEVER be forgotten.
With love,
Deb M.
Green Bay, WI - Sunday, June 29, 2008 3:31 PM CDT
Michelle, I like the poem. I just wanted to let you know that I love you and think you are a wonderful person. Sending lots of love always
erin bonacquisti <onesweetdayeb@yahoo.com>
leroy, ny - Friday, June 27, 2008 11:23 PM CDT
Michelle,
Just checking in to see if everybody is OK.
Sending lots of prayers,((((HUGS)))) and love to
Durham and Heaven.
Carol/Angel Sarah's Gram
Carol L. Bonacquisti <Blsfn12@aol.com>
Le Roy, NY - Friday, June 27, 2008 8:58 PM CDT
Michelle
Beautiful poem and so very true and fitting for anyone who has lost a child. WE LOVE YOU ALL!!
Christine <Luvbills@aol.com>
LeRoy, NY USA - Wednesday, June 25, 2008 11:43 AM CDT
"My friend, I care."
I love you!
http://www.caringbridge.org/visit/braedenknight
Trish Knight <trishknight@stennisfoundation.org>
Amarillo, TX USA - Tuesday, June 24, 2008 7:01 PM CDT
Hey Gwin family, just stopping by to say hi and thinking of you. I know this is a hard month, hope you are hanging in there.
Jessica <thepointeinlife@yahoo.com>
Poughkeepsie, NY USA - Tuesday, June 24, 2008 5:04 PM CDT
Wow, Michelle, five years. I can't believe it has been that long....well, yes I can. In a way, it seems like yesterday that I "met" you, and then again, it seems like I've known you forever. I'm sending you love today, and hoping that today is kind to you.
((((( Hugs! )))))
http://www.caringbridge.org/visit/braedenknight
Trish Knight <trishknight@stennisfoundation.org>
Amarillo, TX USA - Saturday, June 21, 2008 12:36 AM CDT
Happy Father's Day Howard! Hope you had a great day with Kenz and I know Ashleigh was there with you all day, as everyday, as well.
Jessica <thepointeinlife@yahoo.com>
Poughkeepsie, NY USA - Sunday, June 15, 2008 9:57 PM CDT
Hey Ashleigh!
Guess what flew in my window at school today
as I was getting ready to give a final exam?? A beautiful
monarch butterfly! I had been thinking of you and Kenzie!
Keep your eyes on Kenzie for us!
Christine <Luvbills@aol.com>
LeRoy, NY USA - Friday, June 13, 2008 11:51 AM CDT
Hi Ashleigh Ryann THIS IS YOUR MOMOM!!!!! I love you so much. I hope you are having a great time because we miss you so much. You are our little angel and I know you are watching out for you sister. It would be nice if you had Duke stop teaseing your sister so much!!!! WE love you so much and miss you more than we can say. love MOmMOm
MomMom <sbain14@comcast.net>
- Thursday, June 12, 2008 9:31 PM CDT
Ashleigh Ryann, I was thinking about you today and thought I would check in on your family. I am sure they are busy as Kenzie is out of school. Hannah Montana just came on my itunes and it reminds me of Kenzie's concerts. Sending hugs and kisses to heaven
Howard, Michelle and Kenzie- sending lots of love your way
erin bonacquisti <onesweetdayeb@yahoo.com>
leroy, ny - Wednesday, June 11, 2008 11:16 AM CDT
Hey Miss Ashleigh - you were on my mind today. Hope you're doing well up there and taking good care of your family down here.
Hope all is well and this heat isn't too awful for you down there!
Jessica <thepointeinlife@yahoo.com>
Poughkeepsie, NY USA - Sunday, June 8, 2008 9:57 PM CDT
Six months. How can it seem so long ago, and just like yesterday, all at the same time? I'm so sorry, Michelle.
I loved looking at the slide show on the front page. In the pic of the phone being held to Ashleigh's ear, the smile on her face said it all!
And how awesome of Mackenzie to participate in this study! Way to go, sweet girl!
Loving you all!
http://www.caringbridge.org/visit/braedenknight
Trish Knight <trishknight@stennisfoundation.org>
Amarillo, TX USA - Sunday, June 1, 2008 2:12 PM CDT
Hi Michelle,
I have no words, except that I'm always thinking about Asheleigh, especially today. It's crazy how things happened the way they did with us spending so much time at clinic together and then one day Alexia is gone and Ashleigh the next day. I never did the math on the days, minutes and seconds... hard to believe the reality of how long it's been since we held our babies.
I'm glad we got to talk yesterday, it's like we both know exactly what's going on and how it feels.
Sending our love to you and your family,
Ursula
Ursula <ursulacastaneda@hotmail.com>
Miami, FL - Saturday, May 31, 2008 0:07 AM CDT
Ashleigh Ryann, I can't believe you have been gone for 6 months. When I was in your room earlier this month I could feel you in there. I miss you lots. I am sending you lots of hugs and kisses today and everyday.
Michelle, Howard and Mackenzie, Sending you hugs today. I know that everyday is hard for you all not just today. Love you all!! Mackenzie, you are such an amazing little girl.
erin bonacquisti <onesweetdayeb@yahoo.com>
LeRoy, NY - Thursday, May 29, 2008 2:32 PM CDT
Thinking of all of you today....I hope that today is filled with wonderful memories of Ashleigh..oh how we all miss her!!
Christine <Luvbills@aol.com>
LeRoy, NY USA - Thursday, May 29, 2008 12:53 AM CDT
Six months....so hard to fathom.
Thinking of you today, and always.
Deb M.
Green Bay, WI - Thursday, May 29, 2008 12:24 AM CDT
6 months. I can't beleive it. I know your heart must break with every anniversary. I think of what you must be feeling and can't imagine. There is NO time frame saying how you should be feeling. I only know from my own experience how I judge the time frames and aniversarys of things. Diagnosis..that horrible day..transplant date...release date...they all mean something, but losing a child? There can never be a timeline for the grief you feel now and forever. I admire and respect you Michelle. I can't wait to see the amazing things you do in the future for our kids! I hope to see yo before I leave on Sat. Don't forget I have the suction machine. I know tomorrow will not be a good day but maybe friday? Letg me know. i will be thinkong of you, your family and sweet Ashleigh!
Love Ya,
Kath
Katherine Kerr <kath30@comcast.net>
- Wednesday, May 28, 2008 11:55 PM CDT
Praying for each of you today (and everyday)
Just Me
- Wednesday, May 28, 2008 11:28 PM CDT
Ashleigh Ryann I can hardly believe you've been gone for 6 months, it seems like yesterday I read the news.
Mackenzie it is so cool that you will be able to help kids through this study. You have such a big heart and I know your sister is sooo proud of you.
Jessica <thepointeinlife@yahoo.com>
Poughkeepsie, NY USA - Wednesday, May 28, 2008 9:31 PM CDT
Hi Ashliegh Ryann its your MomMom. It will be 6 months tomorrow and I can't tell you how much we all hurt. I love you so very much. I wish we could have a kiss and see that beautiful smile. You have taught us so many lessons. You are the best. All my love MomMom
Sharon <sbain14@comcast.net>
- Wednesday, May 28, 2008 6:03 PM CDT
Cute pictures of your little angel! Chubby cheeks just like her momma, so cute.
Someone who cares <someone@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, May 28, 2008 1:53 PM CDT
Just stopping by to say hi, and thinking of Ashleigh this Memorial Day Weekend. Also, a big thanks again to Howard for serving our country. Hope you all are enjoying the warm weather!
Jessica <thepointeinlife@yahoo.com>
Poughkeepsie, NY USA - Sunday, May 25, 2008 3:59 PM CDT
Just stopping by to say hi, and I love you!
http://www.caringbridge.org/visit/braedenknight
Trish Knight <trishknight@stennisfoundation.org>
Amarillo, TX USA - Friday, May 23, 2008 10:22 PM CDT
Your bravery and strength is overwhelming in not only all you've endured and continue to endure, but in your continued ability to share in your entries such deep experiences and emotion. I continue to be humbled and keep you and your family in my prayers.
Viviene McNamara <viviene.escalona@us.army.mil>
West Orange, NJ - Thursday, May 22, 2008 10:52 PM CDT
Michelle,
Dont feel pressured to be at any point of the grieving process. We are approaching 2 years with Trinity's "Heaven Day" and there are still very painful times and I have blocked out a lot of things just because it is too painful. Love ya,
Lisa
Lisa Skelly <lisa31812@yahoo.com>
Mauk, Ga USA - Wednesday, May 21, 2008 7:33 PM CDT
Michelle, thank's for the journal entry...it is so true. I've been walking this journey of grief for 26 months and some days now....I can say that "acute grief" is exactly where I was for 2yrs. The past few months have been a little easier, living on for my older girls, carrying Skye in my heart, but there are those days, where I just need to talk about my Skye....those days where I sit and cry by myself. There is no time limit on grief. I think they best we can do is honor our girls by living the best life we can. You've mentioned that you are working with Dr. K? I'm curious to know the details if you're up for sharing. Always carrying Ashleigh in my heart.....and always having hope and faith...MUCH LOVE
Tamm mom to Angel Skye www.caringbridge.org/oh/skyecoleycole
Tamm <Tamm06@aol.com>
- Tuesday, May 20, 2008 7:18 PM CDT
What a beautiful, and transparent, entry, Michelle...thank you for sharing your heart! Just wanted you to know, we honored Princess Ashleigh this weekend, and as I called her name, I let everyone know that your family was unable to be there. We had a great time and raised over $5000! Awesome, huh?
I love you!
http://www.caringbridge.org/visit/braedenknight
Trish Knight <trishknight@stennisfoundation.org>
Amarillo, TX USA - Sunday, May 18, 2008 9:29 PM CDT
Michelle - You are so rightin that Ashleigh is a Hero to so many who never had the privilage of meeting her in person. I miss her and never met her (if that makes sense). I hope those who think you should be 'over it' pray for more understanding and compassion. Thinking of you.....
Deb Mathy <debmathy@new.rr.com>
GB, WI - Sunday, May 18, 2008 9:39 AM CDT
Thanks for updating - know that we come hear because we miss Ashleigh stories and we too are eager to speak about her and remember her.
Jessica <thepointeinlife@yahoo.com>
Poughkeepsie, NY USA - Friday, May 16, 2008 2:43 PM CDT
Michelle, Just wanted to let you know that I am sending you prayers and hugs. Grief should never have a time limit. You honor Ash every day. No one should ever tell you different! Lots of love
erin bonacquisti <onesweetdayeb@yahoo.com>
LeRoy, ny - Friday, May 16, 2008 12:17 AM CDT
Michelle
Wonderful entry...Your family honors Ashleigh each and every day! I am so blessed to know all of you! As I just told a friend...grief is so personal and so individual,don't let anyone tell you that you need
to be done grieving for her. You will grieve every single day.
Hugs my friend
Chris <Luvbills@aol.com>
LeRoy, NY 14482 - Friday, May 16, 2008 9:42 AM CDT
I sure wish you could be in NJ for the Walk this weekend. Know that we will be honoring you and remembering Princess Ashleigh. I love you!
http://www.caringbridge.org/visit/braedenknight
Trish Knight <trishknight@stennisfoundation.org>
Amarillo, TX USA - Wednesday, May 14, 2008 10:34 AM CDT
Ashleigh, I was listening to the Wicked soundtrack and the song For Good came on. I then looked up the lyrics. It reminded me of you....
I've heard it said that people come into our lives for a reason bringing something we must learn and we are led to those who
help us most to grow if we let them and we help them in return and we are led to those who help us most to grow if we let
them and we help them in return now I don't know if I believe that that is true but I know I'm who I am today because I knew
you... like a comet pulled from orbit as it passes the sun, like a stream that meets a boulder halfway through the wood...
who can say if I've been changed for the better? But because I knew you I have been changed for good
It well may be that we will never meet again in this lifetime so let me say before we part: so much of me is what I have
learned from you you'll be with me, like a handprint on my heart now whatever way our stories may end I know you have
rewritten mine by being my friend... Like a ship blown from it's mooring by a wind off the sea like a seed dropped by a
skybird in a distant wood who can say if I've been changed for the better? But because I knew you... I have been changed for
good
erin bonacquisti <onesweetdayeb@yahoo.com>
LeRoy, ny - Tuesday, May 13, 2008 9:01 PM CDT
Happy Mother's Day, Michelle. Thinking of you today.
XOXO
D'Anne
D'Anne White
Concord, CA USA - Monday, May 12, 2008 0:47 AM CDT
HAPPY MOTHERS DAY MICHELLE!!!!
Hope your trip To NJ is going well. Also hoping Howards Grandmother is doing well!
Katherine and Jared
Katherine Kerr <kath30@comcast.net>
- Sunday, May 11, 2008 6:46 PM CDT
Happy Mother's Day Michelle!
Jessica <thepointeinlife@yahoo.com>
Poughkeepsie, NY USA - Sunday, May 11, 2008 10:05 AM CDT
Happy Mothers Day Michelle!! I am sending lots of love to you today. I hope you have a wonderful day being with Mackenzie and remembering the good times with Ashleigh.
erin bonacquisti <onesweetdayeb@yahoo.com>
LeRoy, ny - Sunday, May 11, 2008 7:56 AM CDT
Hey girl,
It's been awhile but just dropped in to say I hope your doing alright.I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers.
Theresa & Angel Daryn
theresa <theresa_1189@yahoo.com>
waterford, mi usa - Wednesday, May 7, 2008 12:49 AM CDT
Hey guys!!! I just wanted to sign in to let you know that we think of you guys always. Tell everyone Hannah says hi. We will be coming sometime in June. www.caringbridge.org/visit/hannahtheriot
kristen theriot <kristheriot@cox.net>
- Tuesday, May 6, 2008 12:20 AM CDT
What a wonderful day!!! What an event!!!!!
Beautiful weather..BUT
I don't have to tell you Miss Ashleigh,
'cause I know you were with us as
Ashleigh's Army with their ~~BRIGHT~~ yellow shirts
marched around that track on Saturday.
Did you see the Balloons?
Your big sister,'Kenzie
sent up the largest bunch...
Sending love and ((((HUGS))))
To the entire Gwin Family..
Great Gram in New Jersey will be
remembered in my prayers.
Carol/Angel Sarah's Gram <Blsfn12@aol.com>
Le Roy, NY - Monday, May 5, 2008 10:43 AM CDT
Ashleigh, The weather was so beautiful for the walk on Saturday, I am sure you had a hand in that. I really loved seeing all of your family but missed seeing you. I am sending lots of hugs to heaven to you.
erin bonacquisti <onesweetdayeb@yahoo.com>
leroy, ny - Monday, May 5, 2008 9:59 AM CDT
Michelle, Howard & Kenzie
Thinking about you. God Bless.
Love,
The Kristoffs
Ruth & Marty Kristoff <mkristoff@sbcglobal.net>
Glastonbury, CT - Monday, May 5, 2008 7:11 AM CDT
I'm so happy that Mackenzie knows what a reah hero looks like. Loving you all.
Carolyn Wyman <sythismom@yahoo.com>Belding, MI - Sunday, May 4, 2008 4:33 PM CDT
Hi Ashleigh---They had the walk to honor you and all the brave hero's. I couldn't be there but you and your family have been on my mind all day. I know everything went well. We miss you more than words can tell. Love MomMom
Sharon Bain <sbain 14@comcast.net>
- Saturday, May 3, 2008 8:29 PM CDT
Michelle, Howard and 'Kenzie,
Will see you in just a few days.
Can't wait to give big ((((HUGS))))
to everyone.
'Kenzie....You are my special "HERO"
Carol/Angel Sarah's Gram <Blsfn12@aol.com>
Le Roy, NY - Wednesday, April 30, 2008 8:12 AM CDT
Kenzie!!
You are one awesome young lady and I cannot wait to see you in TWO DAYS!
Michelle and Howard~~You are all never far from my thoughts!
Christine <Luvbills@aol.com>
LeRoy, NY USA - Wednesday, April 30, 2008 4:50 AM CDT
Praying for you Michelle, Howard, and Mackenzie! I think Mackenzie is awesome for wanting to dress like her hero, Ashleigh! I think Mackenzie is awesome. Period! Loving you!
http://www.caringbridge.org/visit/braedenknight
Trish Knight <trishknight@stennisfoundation.org>
Amarillo, TX USA - Tuesday, April 29, 2008 11:27 PM CDT
I found this site from the yahoo group loss of a child. First let me tell you I feel your pain, the emotional and the physical.And when your chest hurts so badly that you fear you may be having a heart attack, don't worry you're not, you're just missing your beautiful baby girl. I looked through your guestbook and was completely blown away from all of the support and outpouring of love for your family and little girl. How absolutely blessed your family is.
a mom who has lost a son <lisa_ann_0431@yahoo.com>
Canton, Ohio USA - Tuesday, April 29, 2008 10:12 PM CDT
Kenz, you are probably the coolest kid ever. I am soo proud of you for picking Ashleigh as your hero - she is truly worthy!
Miss Ashleigh, how I wish you were here with us. I can't believe you have been in heaven for so long, but it does seem like yesterday I opened your page to read the awful news. I'm so glad you were in heaven though to greet little Jack, take good care of him up there!!
Jessica <thepointeinlife@yahoo.com>
Poughkeepsie, NY USA - Tuesday, April 29, 2008 8:34 PM CDT
How wonderful that Kenize dressed up like our hero Ashliegh!!!
Thinking of you all with love
Jenn <jrr206@excite.com>
Lansdowne , Pa USA - Tuesday, April 29, 2008 8:27 PM CDT
Ashleigh, I am thinking of you a lot today. You were such a special little girl and I will never forget you. I can't wait to walk in honor of you on Saturday.
Michelle, Howard, and Kenzie, Sending lots of love your way today. I can't wait to see you Friday
erin bonacquisti <onesweetdayeb@yahoo.com>
LeRoy, NY - Tuesday, April 29, 2008 5:28 PM CDT
Thinking of you today and everyday....
Love and Prayers
Amanda Thomas <amandagrace75@gmail.com>
NRH, TX USA - Tuesday, April 29, 2008 1:51 PM CDT
Continuing to hold Ashleigh in our thoughts. And each of you in our prayers.
The Eachus Family
Elmer, NJ - Tuesday, April 29, 2008 11:00 AM CDT
praying for you today
Anon
- Tuesday, April 29, 2008 8:44 AM CDT
Dear Sweet Ashleigh,
I can't believe it is 5 months today that you made your magical journey to heaven. Thank You for all my shower gifts and the beautiful letter (written by mommy) but sounding exactly like things you would say. I can't wait to read Amanda's little brother Brown Bear and everytime we read it we will think of you. I miss you princess I hope you are having a wonderful life in heaven.. running, talking, playing just like a 5 year old should. You are missed more than words could ever express and loved to the moon and back.
Missing you today and always.
Colleen
Colleen Conaty <amandasheart@gmail.com>
- Tuesday, April 29, 2008 8:34 AM CDT
I cannot wait to see you all this weekend!
Christine <Luvbills@aol.com>
LeRoy, NY USA - Monday, April 28, 2008 11:53 AM CDT
Hi Michelle,
Always thinking of you:) Even though we won't be able to make it to the walk this year, I'm making a quick 2 day visit to Duke mid-May. I hope I can get to give you a hug in person! Love, U.
Ursula <ursulacastaneda@hotmail.com>
Buenos Aires, Argentina - Friday, April 25, 2008 9:01 PM CDT
Hello Gwin Family, only 9 days!!!! I cant wait to see you all. Sending lots of love your way.
erin bonacquisti <onesweetdayeb@yahoo.com>
LeRoy, ny - Wednesday, April 23, 2008 8:27 PM CDT
Thinking of you - hoping preparations for the Angel Walk are going great!
Jess <thepointeinlife@yahoo.com>
Poughkeepsie, NY USA - Tuesday, April 22, 2008 7:07 PM CDT
Praying for you, Michelle, Howard, and Mackenzie.
Carolyn Wyman <sythismom@yahoo.com>Belding, MI - Monday, April 14, 2008 3:44 PM CDT
My sympathy and prayers are with your family. I'm glad you have some "grief work" (the walk) to do in her honor. It is a wonderful tribute.
Hugs from a fellow grief journey traveler
Sandi Dean <Wiggy516@aol.com>
Hillsboro, OR USA - Sunday, April 13, 2008 7:24 PM CDT
We miss you so much. We are sending you so many hugs and kisses to our hero--Ashleigh Ryann--
MomMom <sbain14@comcast.net>
- Friday, April 11, 2008 10:41 AM CDT
Dear Sweet beautiful Ashleigh and your family-
You don't know me but I have read your story, looked at your beautiful pictures and just felt your love and pain all at once. My amazing daughter Ella Gray is just 16 months old and although your diagnoses are different the sadness is still the same. We do however share the same people involved with us & loving us. We had the same therapists in early intervention in NJ before you left for NC. They taught so highly of Ashleigh and your family. May you be dancing and swimming the days & nights away in heaven you beautiful angel! Just wanted to send my love, prayers, and thoughts to your family. Jade Chapall
Jade Chapall <jadej@comcast.net>
Clayton, nj usa - Monday, March 31, 2008 6:43 PM CDT
Thinking of you today. Sending you a cyber ((((HUG)))).
Katherine and Jared <kath30@comcast..net>
Millville, NJ - Saturday, March 29, 2008 8:04 PM CDT
Ashleigh Ryann, I can't believe that it has been four months since you flew to heaven. It seems like only yesterday I was holding and snuggling you. I hope you have a good angel day in heaven. Sending lots of love and prayers your way!!
Howard, Michelle and Mackenzie, I will be thinking and praying for you all. Sending lots of love your way
erin bonacquisti <onesweetdayeb@yahoo.com>
leroy, ny - Saturday, March 29, 2008 8:37 AM CDT
I love and miss you guys so much. I can't ever walk into clinic without thinking about you. The purity of Ashleigh's face is burned into my memory...along with your "black girl body" :) I remember your tremendous generosity when I was going through some extremely dark times. You offered to sit with me, watch movies, bring me things over to the unit if I needed you to. Nothing can replace a friend like that. Although I know that we're "5200 family" it still touched my heart so tremendously that you would take the time to offer to do things for me when you were going through your own battles. There's no way to really say "thank you" for that. But, I want you to know how much I appreciate it and how much your family touches my heart even now when we haven't spoken in so long. I can't imagine your pain. I want you to know that I love you, I care and I think about you constantly lifting up prayers for you guys. I am here. HUGS!
Khalita Duke Peds BMT <khalita@yahoo.com>
Lexington, NC - Saturday, March 29, 2008 8:14 AM CDT
Dear Ashleigh, I can't believe that today marks your 4 month angleversary. Sometimes when mommy and I are talking about you it seems like you just left us and other times we feel like it has been an eternity since we have seen you. I hope you are having a wonderful time in heaven and doing all the things your earthly body would never allow you to do. Amanda and I are sending lots of hugs and kisses to heaven today. We love and miss you sweet Princess. Until we meet again please watch over all of us especially Mommy, Daddy, and Kenzie who miss you more than words could ever express. Love you Ash!
Love,
Colleen
Colleen Conaty <amandasheart@gmail.com>
- Saturday, March 29, 2008 8:06 AM CDT
Hey Gwins, just wanted to know I am thinking of you and Ashleigh. Hope all is well.
Jessica <thepointeinlife@yahoo.com>
Poughkeepsie, NY USA - Wednesday, March 26, 2008 6:57 PM CDT
Happy Easter Gwin Family! Hope your day was a great one. Hope the Easter Bunny was good to Mackenzie.....my boys are hopped up on chocolate right now...they need to go to bed! Always thinking of you!
www.caringbridge.org/visit/jaredkerr
Katherine and Jared <kath30@comcast..net>
Millville, NJ - Sunday, March 23, 2008 9:20 PM CDT
Happy Easter Ashleigh. I thought of you so much in mass today. I know that you collecting the easter eggs that were filled with love for you--and the tears that you saw were because we miss you so very,very much.I know that you can feel our love and I know that you are watching over your sister and momy and daddy. All my love MomMom
MomMom <sbain 14@comcast.net>
- Sunday, March 23, 2008 9:01 PM CDT
Happy Easter Gwin Family!!! I hope you enjoyed your trip. Sending lots of love your way
Erin Bonacquisti <onesweetdayeb@yahoo.com>
LeRoy, ny - Sunday, March 23, 2008 10:45 AM CDT
Happy Easter Gwins! Hope you have a good day.
Jessica <thepointeinlife@yahoo.com>
Poughkeepsie, NY USA - Sunday, March 23, 2008 9:46 AM CDT
Good morning Gwins!! I hope you had a GREAT trip to Williamsburg and your memories of Ash the last time you were there,were comforting!!
I have a donation from our Teachers' Union to Ashleigh's army that will get sent with mine this week. Talk to you soon
Christine <Luvbills@aol.com>
LeRoy, NY USA - Saturday, March 22, 2008 9:38 AM CDT
MICHELLE
I HOPE ALL IS GOING WELL WE WILL SEE YOU ON THE 3RD OF MAY WE GOT A ROOM AT THE MILLIUIEM. HAVE A GREAT EASTER
SUZETTE WAGNER
suzette wagner <zettewv@aol.com>
Bridgeport , wv usa - Friday, March 21, 2008 3:22 PM CDT
Michelle, Howard, and mackenzie,
Thinking of you on this Holy Thursday.
Have a Blessed Easter season.
With Love,
Cindy
NJ USA - Thursday, March 20, 2008 9:23 PM CDT
Thank you for sharing that beautiful poem with all of us. Take care of yourself. You all are always in our thoughts and prayers.
Aide Benson
- Tuesday, March 18, 2008 8:29 PM CDT
I forgot to mention how happy I am that Jared got some of Ash's things. I follow him, thanks to following Cassidy P --- it is amazing how connected we become on these pages. To think that one of the first kids I prayed for is helping one of the newest ones ... just makes me want to cry. I miss Ashleigh so much, just checking on her and seeing her always overcome ... Now she IS an Overcomer, as the Bible says, and I know that when I meet her, it will be doubly amazing.
Thank You, Lord.
Carolyn Wyman <sythismom@yahoo.com>Belding, MI - Tuesday, March 18, 2008 4:19 PM CDT
What a beautiful poem, Michelle! It says it all. Ashleigh Ryann is so proud of you, knowing that you and Howard and Kenzie always gave her love, patience, and hope. I will fovever regard you as one of the best examples of mothering and fathering and sistering I have ever come across. Loving you all.
Carolyn Wyman
Katherine and Jared <kath30@comcast..net>
- Saturday, March 15, 2008 9:30 PM CDT
Just stopping in to see how everyone is doing. I am sure Ashleigh was so happy to see her things go to someone who can get great use out of them. I am sure it was hard for all of you, but you are doing such an amazing thing. I can't wait to be there to give you all huge hugs. Miss and love you all.
erin bonacquisti <onesweetdayeb@yahoo.com>
leroy, ny - Saturday, March 15, 2008 10:23 AM CDT
I have been checking your site for a long time, but have never signed in. Our granddaughter was at Duke for a transplant for leukemia and that is how I got to your site. Would you please send me the password as I want to keep up with your family.
Catherine Janda <cjanda@cablefirst.net>
Locust Hill, VA USA - Friday, March 14, 2008 9:30 AM CDT
Good morning Gwin family! I think of you all everyday! I will give you a call soon! Cannot wait to see you in May
Christine <Luvbills@aol.com>
LeRoy, NY USA - Friday, March 14, 2008 5:40 AM CDT
If you talk to caringbridge they can put a verification thing on the guestbook which means that spammers can't sign. Praying for you as always! xxx
Emma <emma@wheelchairprincess.com>
UK - Thursday, March 13, 2008 12:20 AM CDT
Hi Michelle ~ I just sent you an email. also, I am wondering if the order went in for the T-shirts yet? even though I cannot walk with the Army, I would love to have/wear one in sweet Ashleigh's honor.
Still praying for peace daily for your family.
Missing you little one,
Deb Mathy
green bay, WI - Thursday, March 13, 2008 9:32 AM CDT
I just read the latest update and I am sorry some sick individual would do that on this website.
I am glad I have gotten to see you and talk with you while we are in town. See you tomorrow!
Katherine and Jared <kath30@comcast..net>
- Wednesday, March 12, 2008 6:37 PM CDT
Hi Michelle, I don't know if you got my email but I was wondering how much an Ashleigh's Army T-shirt was? I would really like one even though I am not participating in the walk. If you could email me sometime about that, I'd appreciate it. Thanks.
Marissa Shilling <dancingmonkie93@hotmail.com>
Farwell, MI USA - Friday, March 7, 2008 4:10 PM CST
Michelle, Howard and Mackenzie, Just wanted to stop by and let you know that I was thinking of you all. Only 2 more months until I can finally see you all.
Ashleigh Ryann- miss you lots. Sending hugs and kisses to you
erin bonacquisti <onesweetdayeb@yahoo.com>
LeRoy, ny - Wednesday, March 5, 2008 12:57 AM CST
i am soo sorry for your loss of Ashleigh.. she was a little trouper.. Bless you Ashleigh...i will continue to pray for your familylll
Leanne Bell <mombell39@yahoo.com>
Fayetteville, NC USA - Tuesday, March 4, 2008 9:38 AM CST
Thinking about you today & wanted to stop by to check up on you. Wishing that time will heal some of the pain. Ashleigh is keeping you going...She send you that puppy!!!
The Bell Family <tina.m.bell@us.army.mil>
Gloucester City, NJ USA - Sunday, March 2, 2008 8:48 PM CST
Michelle and Howard,
Still praying and thinking of you hear in NJ.
Cindy
Sicklerville, NJ - Saturday, March 1, 2008 8:13 PM CST
Michelle......(((((((((huge hugs))))))))) I know there is nothing I can say to ease your pain. Just know I am always here......carrying Ashleigh in my heart.......and thinking of you always. Much love and hope,
Tamm Mom to Angel Skye
Tamm <Tamm06@aol.com>
- Saturday, March 1, 2008 8:07 PM CST
Michelle,
Thank you for your continued support of our family. You always amaze me. During your darkest and hardest times in life, you still manage to pick me up and carry me through this journey. You are always so eager to help our children and calm a sometimes crazy mom. When I first met you, you smiled and told me that our children will always have hope. You maintain that thinking even today, with your Ashleigh in heaven. When I talked to you yesterday, you said that you would do anything to honor Ashleigh's life. I know you will. You have accomplished so much. Anyone who is not grateful for the gifts that you offer is blinded by their own pain.
One day, my sweet baby, may join your Angel. I know that in my heart he will be healed and able to do all the things that he can not do hear. However, like you, I am selfish and want my Evan with me always. Sometimes we moms just want what we want.
You are a wonderful, giving woman. You have suffered the worse loss anyone could, yet you keep giving. Thank you, Michelle for being such a wonderful friend.
Howard, you are such a great father. Michelle has told me how wonderful you were to Ashleigh. How you held her and snuggled with her, how you knew her medications and care. I can only pray that you know how special you are to your dear wife and children. Thank you for your service to all of us.
Oh, sweet little Mackenzie. I guess you are growing way too fast for your mommy and daddy. I am sure your sister is shining down on you with her beaming smile and telling all of her angel friends how very cool you are. You are so special and one day you will be leading the way to cure these terrible diseases right next to our Dr. K.
Sending many hugs and kisses to you all,
Stephanie
S.W.
Rosedale, VA USA - Saturday, March 1, 2008 8:51 AM CST
I love you so much Ashleigh. I can't believe that it has been 3 months since we have seen your beautiful blue eyes and you heard you laugh. I pray for you Howard, Michelle and Mackenzie. I send all my love and I miss all you so much. Love Mom MomMom
MomMom <sbain 14.@comcast.net>
- Friday, February 29, 2008 9:09 PM CST
I miss you Ashleigh Ryann with all my heart. I think of you so very much. You will be I my heart for a long as I live and beyond. My prayer and most of all my love to you Howard and Michelle and my beautiful Mackenzie. I love all of you and miss you so. Love Mom and MomMom
MomMom <sbain@comcast.net>
- Friday, February 29, 2008 9:04 PM CST
Dearest Gwin Family
My heart continues to mourn for Ashleigh....there are no words to tell you how much it means to our family to be a part of yours....I cannot wait for May to get here so I can hug you all!
Christine <Luvbills@aol.com>
LeRoy, NY 14482 - Friday, February 29, 2008 7:34 PM CST
Can't believe it's been 3 months. 3 months too long. Remebering dear Ashleigh tonight and always.
Jessica <thepointeinlife@yahoo.com>
Poughkeepsie, NY USA - Friday, February 29, 2008 7:11 PM CST
Thoughts and prayers coming to you from NJ
Marge Walsh <margeotped@comcast.net>
- Friday, February 29, 2008 7:10 PM CST
Just alittle message filled with hugs for the three of you- rememebering Ashliegh with love.
Jenn <jrr206@excite.com>
Upper Datby , PA USA - Friday, February 29, 2008 7:04 PM CST
Hugs to you today.
Katherine Kerr <kath30@comcast..net>
- Friday, February 29, 2008 5:18 PM CST
Oh Sweet Ashleigh how we are thinking of you today and missing you so much, miss hearing your sweet giggles and your melodic sighs, miss hearing you laugh at your mommy :)
Michelle, Howard and Mackenzie,
Thinking of each of as always and especially today. Thank you for sharing your beautiful Ashleigh with us and teaching all of us the true meaning of unconditional LOVE.
Sending Kisses and Love Heavenwards..........
With Love and Admiration,
Carl, Amanda, Andre, Noah and Kaitlyn Grace
Amanda Thomas <amandagrace75@gmail.com>
N Richland Hills, TX USA - Friday, February 29, 2008 10:22 AM CST
Just wanted to tell you all that I think of you so often and of course my little Ashleigh. Three months can seem like a short period of time but it seems like a long time since we have seen her beautiful blue eyes. Love to all of you and please give Mackenzie a kiss for me. I miss her so much. Love Mom
MomMom <sbain14@comcast.net>
- Friday, February 29, 2008 9:15 AM CST
Praying for you every day, but especially today. I always make sure that if I start thinking about a CB page out of the blue that I go there and pray that day. Today was your turn.
The new pictures showing some of Ashleigh's life are wonderful. I hadn't realized before how much she looked like her mom.
Just Me
- Friday, February 29, 2008 8:51 AM CST
Sending lots of love and prayers your way today and everyday. Hold eachother tight today and think of all the great memories of Ashleigh. Lots of love
erin bonacquisti <onesweetdayeb@yahoo.com>
LeRoy, ny - Friday, February 29, 2008 7:45 AM CST
Hello Gwin Family
Stopping By From Quilts Of Love
offering prayers and comfort
So sad to hear of Ashleigh earning
her angel wings
Please know you are in our thoughts
and prayers at this most difficult time
Many Blessings
Chris
Quilts Of Love Angels
Chris <tuesdays_child@earthink.net>
Los Angeles, CA USA - Thursday, February 28, 2008 4:11 PM CST
Hi Gwins - so glad you are all keeping busy. Think of you a lot and hope your sweet angel is visiting you in your dreams.
Jessica <thepointeinlife@yahoo.com>
Poughkeepsie, NY USA - Thursday, February 28, 2008 3:13 PM CST
Dearest Michelle and Family,
I was so saddened to hear of the passing of Ashleigh. We fell in love with her when we first made her Quilt of Love in 2003. I know she's running free playing on the clouds in Heaven but it's so hard for those left behind. Leaving you hugs and love,
Jean Ilderton
Quilts of Love
Jean at Quilts of Love <jean@quiltsoflove.com>
Tucson, AZ - Thursday, February 28, 2008 2:13 PM CST
Lovely pictures. Thank you,
Ken. XX
Ken Roberts
Leeds, England - Thursday, February 28, 2008 8:27 AM CST
michelle and family.
hello i am one of the quilts of love angels my name is rebecca but i go by "angel rebecca",i am so sorry for your loss. i to know the pain of loseing a child my son passed october 1st 2007 he was 4 years old,he had leukemia all.i am here for you. there is no greater loss then a loss of a child all we can do is keep on living and know your daughter will always be in your heart with all the beautiful wonderful memories you have of her are children are in a better place where there is no more suffering no more pain and they can be the children they could not be here.if you ever need anyone to talk to i am here for you and your family.you are all in my thoughts and prayers and so is beautiful angel ashleigh.
quilts of love angel "angel rebecca"
www.caringbridge.org/visit/angelperez
QOL ANGEL "ANGEL REBECCA" <babygirlx3perez@yahoo.com>
moorhead, mn usa - Wednesday, February 27, 2008 8:07 PM CST
Hello Michelle, Howard and Kenzie ~
I just wanted to stop by and let you know I am still here and still praying for you daily. Hoping the pain intensity level has eased at least some ~ I am so sad McKenzie is suffering so ~ she certainly loves her sister--as we all do.
Forever in my heart,
Deb Mathy
Green Bay, WI - Tuesday, February 26, 2008 7:44 PM CST
Hi Michelle and Family,
I hope you are having a nice night. Just wanted to check in and say Goodnight and Sweet dreams. I got a special webkinz for Mackenzie but I need your address and some time to send it! Thanks for hooking me up with Kelly. I have not had a chance to call her since we have been in the hospital but will call her tomorrow.
Love Ya,
Kath
Katherine and Jared <kath30@comcast..net>
- Sunday, February 24, 2008 9:49 PM CST
Howard, Sorry I missed your Birthdday.
"Wishing you a Belated Happy Birthday"
See you soon.
Carol/Angel Sarah's Gram <Blsfn12@aol.com >
Le Roy, NY - Saturday, February 23, 2008 8:28 AM CST
Hi-
I hope Howard had a nice birthday. I hope Mackiezine is hanging in there, I can't even imagine how hard it must be for her. Give her an extra hug tonight from all of us. Can't wait to hear more about your new job with Dr. K
Jenn <jrr206@excite.com>
Upper Darby, PA USA - Friday, February 22, 2008 4:00 PM CST
Hi Michele,
Thank you so much for the Clifford Valentine's book, Sean really enjoys it. It was so nice to see you last week, I wish we had more time to talk than a quick hello. Please let me know if there is anything we can do for you and your wonderful family, even if its just some time out for coffee.
Hope to see you again soon.
Tammie
Tammie Wallace <wallacetl@comcast.net>
- Friday, February 22, 2008 12:00 AM CST
Michelle,
I'm going to have to quit checking in on you while I'm at work! The slide show is beautiful, but it really brings the tears. I hope Howard had a happy birthday and I'm still keeping all of you in my prayers. I hope you have a nice trip.
Dee Dee <deedeescythes01@hotmail.com>
South Shore, KY - Friday, February 22, 2008 10:47 AM CST
Happy belated birthday Howard! Hugs and lots of love to all of you!
I will talk to you soon!
Christine <Luvbills@aol.com>
LeRoy, NY USA - Friday, February 22, 2008 4:42 AM CST
Happy Birthday Howard!!! We hope you had a great day full of fun with Michelle and Mackenzie , heard they were making you a yummy cake :)
With Love,
The Thomas'
Carl,Amanda,Andre,Noah and Kaitlyn Grace
Amanda Thomas <amandagrace75@gmail.com>
N Richland Hills, TX USA - Thursday, February 21, 2008 9:21 PM CST
I missed you guys. I was so heartbroken when I saw that your site was passworded. I wanted to find who ever hurt you and break their legs. I am so glad your back and please know you are in my prayers everyday!
Love and Hugs,
Tami Slawson <tlslawson@aol.com wwwcaringbridge.com/ca/slawson>
La Verne, CA - Thursday, February 21, 2008 8:39 PM CST
Happy Birthday Howard!!
Jessica <thepointeinlife@yahoo.com>
Poughkeepsie, NY USA - Thursday, February 21, 2008 8:12 PM CST
Happy Birthday Howard!!! I am thinking of all of you
erin bonacquisti <onesweetdayeb@yahoo.com>
LeRoy, NY - Thursday, February 21, 2008 10:14 AM CST
I know that the months ahead will not be easy but want you to know that you will be in our thoughts and prayers.
Love Grace & Anthony
Grace Caruso <grace.caruso@verizon.net>
Brooklyn, NY - Wednesday, February 20, 2008 9:36 PM CST
Michelle, this latest entry broke my heart. I know how much I miss Ashleigh -- and I only knew her through your blog -- I miss hearing how she is doing, her new accomplishments, how she melted the heart of someone she just met, etc., etc. I can not even begin to imagine what its like to walk into her bedroom, see the things that used to make her "light up' or miss her snuggles and sloppy kisses. I will not say that she is "someplace better" because where better than in her mothers arms, but I do get comfort in knowing she is healed -- running and playing in the streets of heaven.
I hope that some day the pain will not be so raw. I pray everyday for strength for you to face these new days ahead.
Sending love and HOPE for better days,
Deb Mathy
- Wednesday, February 20, 2008 6:43 AM CST
How funny to have a blood draw on Tuesday!! It was sign from Ashleigh I'd suppose. Hope Kenz is better today.
Jessica <thepointeinlife@yahoo.com>
Poughkeepsie, NY USA - Tuesday, February 19, 2008 12:47 AM CST
I just wanted to tell you I'm thinking about you.....
Tammy
Tammy Lynn Wilson
Las Vegas, NV USA - Monday, February 18, 2008 3:59 PM CST
Thanks for sending the link to the pictures!! It was so good to see pictures of her sweet face again. Hope Duke is behaving himself and Kenz is well!
Jessica <thepointeinlife@yahoo.com>
Poughkeepsie, NY USA - Monday, February 18, 2008 9:43 AM CST
Michelle,
Thanks for sharing your pictures. I loved them all. I loved the one with Ashleigh petting the horse! You could see how happy she was. I love the beach pics too. Ashleigh and Mackenzie are so cute!Those pics put a smile on my face. Hope you have a great night and a great day tomorrow!
Katherine and Jared <kath30@comcast..net>
- Sunday, February 17, 2008 6:55 PM CST
Michelle, Thank you for sending me that link. I loved all the pictures. Not a day goes by that I dont think of all of you. You are all in my prayers, I cant wait to see you in a few short months!!!
erin bonacquisti <onesweetdayeb@yahoo.com>
LeRoy, ny - Sunday, February 17, 2008 3:29 PM CST
Happy Valentine's Day Gwins!!
Jessica <thepointeinlife@yahoo.com>
Poughkeepsie, NY USA - Thursday, February 14, 2008 1:41 PM CST
Glad to see that I can "be nosy" and check on you guys again. I love reading about what is happening and your future plans. I was really encouraged to hear about you working with Dr. K. Any more news on that?
Praying for you and wishing for the best always...
Tanys, for the Thoms'
- Wednesday, February 13, 2008 3:06 PM CST
So relieved to see the site up again - I was so worried after the message board thing. Thinking of you as always - hope Kenz is feeling better!
Jessica <thepointeinlife@yahoo.com>
Poughkeepsie, NY USA - Wednesday, February 13, 2008 8:58 AM CST
Michelle, Howard and Mackenzie, I just wanted to you know that I am thinking about all of you. Not a day goes by that I dont.Sending lots of love to Durham!!!!
Ashleigh- I was doing work and borrowed angels came on my itunes. It made me miss you and wish we could have one last snuggle. Sending lots of kisses and hugs to heaven to you!!!
erin bonacquisti <onesweetdayeb@yahoo.com>
LeRoy, NY - Tuesday, February 12, 2008 11:14 PM CST
This is actually my first entry in your book. Even though I have followed your website since the beginning I've never actually posted. Even though I have checked on you daily and held you close in my prayers.
Today you stated "We open and close her blinds each day and night, we play music in her room. " Wow, that just tore apart my heart strings. As I write the tears are overwhelming.
I want you to know that God is oh so good and he has placed a very special place in my heart for your family. Even though we don't know each other I hope you know how much love and care is being sent your way.
Melissa
Wylie (Dallas), TX - Tuesday, February 12, 2008 9:09 PM CST
Just dropping you a line to let you know that I continuie to lift you up.
Jennifer HInes <creative_jenny@cox.net>
mesa, azz - Monday, February 11, 2008 8:01 AM CST
Just thinking of you! Wishing you a good night's rest.
Katherine and Jared <kath30@comcast..net>
- Sunday, February 10, 2008 10:54 PM CST
Ashleigh, I was thinking of you during the dance. I think maybe you were watching over me. I did not think about being tired until the dance was over. My feet never stopped moving. When they played the song the Dance I thought about you and let some tears fall for you. Thank you for watching over all of us. Miss you soooo much!!!!
erin bonacquisti <onesweetdayeb@yahoo.com>
LeRoy, NY - Sunday, February 10, 2008 2:54 PM CST
Michelle,
thanks for the upddate.
We will see you soon.
Carol/Angel Sarah's Gram <Blsfn12@aol.com>
Le Roy, NY - Thursday, February 7, 2008 6:28 AM CST
Michelle and Mackenzie, It was nice to talk to you both today. I am so excited about coming to see you in a few months. Thinking of you all and Ashleigh too. She will be on my mind this weekend during the dance..
Hugs to all of you
erin bonacquisti <onesweetdayeb@yahoo.com>
LeRoy, ny - Tuesday, February 5, 2008 9:10 PM CST
In the mornings while eating her breakfast my 14 year old daughter still likes to watch Disney Channel, Cartoon Network and/or Nick......this morning when I walked into the kitchen Jo Jo's Circus was on and I just lost it. I remember when Ashleigh was so, so into Jo Jo. My daughter could not understand why I was standing there sobbing like a blubbering idiot. I still cannot believe Ashleigh is gone and my heart so aches for all of you. Anyway, I just want you to know I still think of Ashleigh often and pray for peace for her family. She will always live in my heart.
Deb Mathy <debmathy@new.rr.com>
Green Bay, WI - Tuesday, February 5, 2008 7:54 PM CST
Hello Gwins!! Thinking of you and dear Ashleigh and Mackenzie as always. Hope Duke is bringing you some smiles!
Jessica <thepointeinlife@yahoo.com>
Poughkeepsie, NY USA - Tuesday, February 5, 2008 6:53 PM CST
Michelle, Howard & Mackenzie,
We hope you were able to relax and have some fun in Disney, you and Ashleigh continue to be in our thoughts and prayers.
Christine and Frank Caruso
Christine M. Caruso <christine.caruso6@verizon.net>
Burlington, NJ 08016 - Monday, February 4, 2008 8:12 PM CST
Michelle - I think that you've reached a wonderful understanding that Miss Ashleigh has preceeded you and you are moving toward her new life with Jesus. This has been a blessing for me to read today - I cannot imagine your pain, but, I know that you are one step closer to the healing that God wants for you.
Marjorie Reynolds <marjorie.reynolds@ttu.edu>
Lubbock, Tx USA - Monday, February 4, 2008 8:13 AM CST
Hey Duke, welcome to the family. What a wonderful name Mackenzie chose for you. So glad to hear you are well behaved. There are several Krabbe pups on board..Gina's Bella Rina, Micki's pup, Melissa has a pup, Jack has Scot and I have Gabby, a gift from Angel Mitchell and named after Angel Gabrielle. There are also a few kitties that are family members. Ken and Pat have Muffin and Schmooze and Ms. Alvin live with me.
Yes, I believe in fate. And Duke has been sent to you by Ashleigh.
XX, Barbara
Nana to Jason, Kyle and Angel Mitchell
www.caringbridge.org/nh/forslindboys
Barbara Forslind <baforslind@net1plus.com>
Pepperell, Massachusetts - Saturday, February 2, 2008 2:09 PM CST
I just miss Ashleigh. It's beyond my mind's ability to thinkof her anywhere but with you. I loved the poems, they help us imagine the wonderful existence she and Alexia awoke to. But Howard finding Duke, believing with you that Ashleigh sent him, that just made my day! Thank You, Lord, for letting her reach into her amazing family's life with this pup who needed them as much as they needed him. What a mighty God we serve!
Thank You, Lord!
Carolyn Wyman <sythismom@yahoo.com>Beldingr, MI - Saturday, February 2, 2008 11:27 AM CST
Hey Mackenzie, what a great name for your dog. You are really smart to think of that. Hope you get to keep your special gift from Ashleigh. Do you think I will finaly get to meet Miss Erin's favourite girl this year? I sure do hope so. Sending love to you, & to Mom & Dad too. Give Duke a big pat from England.
Ken. XX
Ken Roberts <patnken22@btinternet.com>
Leeds, England - Friday, February 1, 2008 3:30 AM CST
Michelle,
Just want to say hi and we are thinking of your family. I can't imagine how you felt with the 2 month anniversary. I like to think you are " moving towards Ashleigh " Hope you have a good night!
www.caringbridge.org/visit/jaredkerr
Katherine and Jared <kath30@comcast..net>
- Wednesday, January 30, 2008 10:12 PM CST
Found this poem on another site and thought of you all.
A LETTER FROM HEAVEN
"To my dearest family, some things I'd like to say.
But first of all, to let you know, that I arrived okay.
I'm writing this from heaven. Here I dwell with God above.
Here, there's no more tears of sadness; here is just eternal love.
Please do not be unhappy just because I'm out of sight.
Remember that I'm with you every morning, noon and night.
That day I had to leave you when my life on earth was through,
God picked me up and hugged me and He said, "I welcome you."
"It's good to have you back again, you were missed while you were gone.
As for your dearest family, they'll be here later on.
I need you here badly, you're part of my plan.
There's so much that we have to do, to help our mortal man."
God gave me a list of things, that he wished for me to do,
and foremost on the list, was to watch and care for you.
And when you lie in bed at night, the day's chores put to flight,
God and I are closest to you... in the middle of the night.
When you think of my life on earth, and all those loving years,
because you are only human, they are bound to bring you tears.
But do not be afraid to cry; it does relieve the pain.
Remember there would be no flowers, unless there was some rain.
I wish that I could tell you all that God has planned.
But if I were to tell you, you wouldn't understand.
But one thing is for certain, though my life on earth is o'er.
I'm closer to you now, than I ever was before.
There are many rocky roads ahead of you and many hills to climb;
But together we can do it by taking one day at a time.
It was always my philosophy and I'd like it for you too....
That as you give unto the world, the world will give to you.
If you can help somebody who's in sorrow and pain,
then you can say to God at night... "My day was not in vain."
And now I am contented.... that my life has been wothwhile,
Knowing as I passed along the way, I made somebody smile.
So if you meet somebody who is sad and feeling low,
Just lend a hand to pick him up, as on your way you go.
When you're walking down the street, and you've got me on your mind;
I'm walking in you footsteps only half a step behind.
And when it's time for you to go.... from that body to be free,
remember you're not going.... you're coming here to me.
Jessica <thepointeinlife@yahoo.com>
Poughkeepsie, NY USA - Wednesday, January 30, 2008 2:52 PM CST
Michelle, I have been following Ashley's updates for a few years, always rooting for her. It's been a few months since I had checked her site. I'm sadden to hear the news that she has passed. I'll be praying for you family,I know it must be so hard not having your baby with. May god bring you peace. ((((hugs)))
Sally Torres
Sally <sallyt97@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, January 30, 2008 12:26 AM CST
Michelle
Me Lenny Drew & Eli will be coming down for the walk please let us know how to be on your team. We will be down for 9 month testing the week of March 3rd.
Suzette
Suzette Wagner <zettewv@aol.com>
Bridgeport, WV USA - Wednesday, January 30, 2008 7:04 AM CST
Our little Angels are going to have one heck of a field day when we all meet up again! Definitely lucky after all the "lies" we tell;) I miss seeing you & Ashleigh at clinic so much! I would give anything to having no free time and spending all day at clinic again. Thinking of you, especially today.
Ursula <ursulacastaneda@hotmail.com>
Buenos Aires, Argentina - Tuesday, January 29, 2008 9:30 PM CST
Can't believe it has been 2 months already. And it is so true that we will never move in without her. You will carry her in your hearts, and she will always be with you in spirit. Thinking of you always.
Jessica <thepointeinlife@yahoo.com>
Poughkeepsie, NY USA - Tuesday, January 29, 2008 8:13 PM CST
Michelle, Howard , and Mackenzie,
I just wanted to let you know that today, on ^^Ashleigh's^^ two month angelversary that I am thinking of you and praying that you somehow make it through this day with many happy memories and very little tears. Sending lots of love from Pennsylvanin.
~Colleen
Colleen Conaty <amandasheart@gmail.com>
- Tuesday, January 29, 2008 7:30 AM CST
Hey, I just joined Ashleigh's Army. Wish I could be with you on the day.
Good news about Kenzie.
Love,
Ken. XX
Ken Roberts <patnken22@btinternet.com>
Leeds, England - Saturday, January 26, 2008 5:13 AM CST
Michelle,
I am so happy to hear about the amazing job you are going to be doing at Duke!!! You are going to be able to help so many families. Like I told you last night this is your true calling and your legacy to Ashleigh. I know Ashleigh is looking down on you and is so proud, she will be with you and her story will continue to touch so many.
With Love,
Amanda
Amanda Thomas <amandagrace75@gmail.com>
NRH, TX USA - Friday, January 25, 2008 10:08 AM CST
Sending love to you all from across the big pond.
Ken. XX
Ken Roberts <patnken22@btinternet.com>
Leeds, England - Friday, January 25, 2008 8:54 AM CST
To Honor You---- How True!!!!!!
Love is without a doubt stronger than death!!!!!
Jenn <jrr206@excite.com>
Upper Darby, Pa USA - Monday, January 21, 2008 7:45 PM CST
Mackenzie, reading books to Ashleigh, reminds me that children don't look back - they look at what is and deal with it. Ashleigh is in heaven, and Mackenzie understands that heaven is all around us, that we do indeed have this great cloud of witnesses watching us, even listening to us read them books.
Love is, after all, stronger than death.
Thank You, Lord.
Carolyn Wyman <sythismom@yahoo.com>Belding, MI - Monday, January 21, 2008 4:35 PM CST
Thinking of you.
So glad you were able to make a trip to Disney anad share giggles and tears. Ashleigh was with you the whole trip.
XX, Barbara
Nana to Jason, Kyle and Angel Mitchell
www.caringbridge.org/nh/forslindboys
Barbara forslind <baforslind@net1plus.com>
Pepperell, Massachusetts - Monday, January 21, 2008 3:13 PM CST
Hi Michelle,
I am glad your Disney trip went well! I hope Mackenzie had a great time. Also, so glad to hear that you are getting such a strong response For the Walk! I hope you exceed your goal. We will be going also. I have never been before and am looking forward to seeing some of the families again. Stay Strong!
www.caringbridge.org/visit/jaredkerr
Katherine <kath30@comcast..net>
Millville, NJ - Monday, January 21, 2008 3:02 PM CST
Michelle, I'm sure going to Disney was bittersweet. I've come here everyday not knowing what to say. I just want you to know that I'm always here with you and always carrying Ashleigh in my heart. Thank you for sharing "The Gap" I sent it on and posted it again myself. Thanks for keeping us updated, sending you lots of prayers always, with love and hope. www.caringbridge.org/oh/skyecoleycole
Tamm <Tamm06@aol.com>
- Sunday, January 20, 2008 2:28 PM CST
I am glad to hear you had some fun at Disney. I am sure it was not easy without Ashleigh being there with you. I am sure she was watching over you. Sending lots of prayers and love to you all!!!
Erin bonacquisti <onesweetdayeb@yahoo.com>
LeRoy, NY - Sunday, January 20, 2008 11:00 AM CST
Glad you made it back safely from Disney and that you had some fun in between tears and missing Ashleigh. We're always thinking of you...
D'Anne and family
D'Anne White <mama@jacksonwhite.com>
Concord, CA USA - Sunday, January 20, 2008 1:27 AM CST
Hoping Kenzie (mom and dad of course, too) are enjoying Disney. Hope you got to visit with Mickey and the Gang as well as all of the Princesses!!
I think of sweet Ashleigh daily and hope your escape to Disney helped in some small way to relieve the aches in your hearts. Much love and prayers,
Deb Mathy
- Friday, January 18, 2008 7:53 PM CST
Thinking and praying for you all...hope Disney was a welcome respite.
Sending our love,
Amy and Jason Heflin <aleigh04192002@yahoo.com>
Lexington, KY - Friday, January 18, 2008 12:37 AM CST
Dear Michelle, Howard & Mackenzie
We hope you are all having a Wonderful time in Disney! If there is a place that will make you smile, it is there. I am hoping to see pictures when you get back. I read about you trying to feel sense of normal, but a special part of you all, has left you, only to be replaced by memories, both Happy and Sad, and because of the sad loss of Sweet Ashleigh, your new normal will always be with a Special part of your family missing. She is in God's hands and you all are in his heart, but you will forever miss Sweet Ashleigh, and if you have to have a normal, that will be your normal from now on. A normal where she is at peace in Heaven with God, another Angel watching over us all, and you all are here on earth, forever missing her, as you celebrate all the mile markers of her life as they come in the future. I believe everyone who Ashleigh touched, will forever have a different normal in one sense or another, but none as strongly impacted, as You, Her Loving Family. Michelle, You inspire me with your Grace and Dignity, your Strength, and the incredible amount of Hope you always maintained through Ashleigh's struggle with Krabbe. I am Proud to call you My Friend. I will always remember your Sweet Angel Ashleigh and her laughter as you laughed with her, and the Joy I felt hearing you both, while laughing along with you on the phone. I can't wait to hear about your trip to Disney and the Excitement in Mackenzie's voice when I ask her what she did there. You are Forever in My Prayers and in My Heart!! With Love & Prayers, Karen
Karen Bolyard <oma_kar@yahoo.com>
The Endless Mountains, PA - Thursday, January 17, 2008 7:51 PM CST
I'm thinking of you all and hope that you are having a fabulous time in Disney. It's my favorite place in the whole world! I can't wait to hear how much fun Mackenzie had. Love to you!!
Aide Benson <aideelara@hotmail.com>
Austin, Tx USA - Wednesday, January 16, 2008 2:31 PM CST
Hi Michelle
Hope you are all well and enjoying your trip at Disney. Just know that there are many of us that are still thinking of you guys and Ashleigh too. Although we spent a short time in the US its peopple like you that have made a big impact on our lives and it will not be forgotten. Sending lots of luv to all.
www.caringbridge.org/visit/daphne
Jenny Munishvaran <daphneinsa@yahoo.com>
Durban, KZN South Africa - Tuesday, January 15, 2008 11:35 PM CST
Hope you are enjoying some wonderful family time in Disney!
Jessica <thepointeinlife@yahoo.com>
Poughkeepsie, NY USA - Monday, January 14, 2008 5:37 PM CST
Michelle, Howard & Mackenzie,
Love, Faith & Prayers. May God be with all of you.
The Kristoff's
Ruth & Marty Kristoff <mkristoff@sbcglobal.net>
Glastonbury, CT - Monday, January 14, 2008 6:44 AM CST
DISNEY!!!!!!
And the Le Roy Princess is not going tooooooo....
Hope everyone has a great time.
Our package should arrive by 18th/19th.
Carol/Angel Sarah's Gram <Blsfn12@aol.com>
Le Roy, NY - Sunday, January 13, 2008 8:07 PM CST
I hope you guys have a great time at Disney. It sounds like it will be so much fun. Thinking of you all.
Mackenzie- remember to take pictures of the princesses for me!!!
erin bonacquisti <onesweetdayeb@yahoo.com>
LeRoy, NY - Sunday, January 13, 2008 7:50 AM CST
I totally agree with what you wrote about the gap, some days I say "I am so tired of acting normal" when really I don't. I don't know when it gets easier,Trinity's heaven day was July 12,2006 and it is still so tough. Just know that there are people that truly empathize with you,
Hugs,
Lisa
Lisa Skelly <lisa31812@yahoo.com>
Mauk, Ga USA - Saturday, January 12, 2008 8:58 PM CST
Have a wonderful time at Disney...remember what I told you....(not going to write it here)...I will talk with you when you return! HUGS to you all
Christine <Luvbills@aol.com>
LeRoy, NY USA - Saturday, January 12, 2008 8:52 PM CST
Dear Michele, Howard, and Mackenzie
Have a wonderful time at Disney
Know Ashleigh will be watching over you
Michele, your job will works out
you have so much to offer so many.
Enjoy your trip!
Cathy Wachtstetter <skugalskid@aol.com>
Ft Lauderdale, fl - Saturday, January 12, 2008 7:18 AM CST
Miss Ashleigh, it still doesn't seem possible that you are gone. You are never far from my thoughts, or your family. Hope you are all hanging in there.
Jessica <thepointeinlife@yahoo.com>
Poughkeepsie, NY USA - Friday, January 11, 2008 2:04 PM CST
Thinking of you guys - you are never far from my thoughts.
Tanys
- Friday, January 11, 2008 11:32 AM CST
Michelle,
I hope you are all doing well and you've made it through the holiday season. Remember to take one step at a time(sometimes it seems impossible just to make it through one day) but Ashleigh will help you through it! You are all in my thoughts and in my heart.
Christine Caruso
Christine M. Caruso
Burlington, NJ USA - Thursday, January 10, 2008 2:39 PM CST
Michele, thank you for at least the time-being, deciding to not close Ashleigh's site. How I love to come and look at the precious pictures of your Angel. I hope things are getting better-the days being a little easier to face.
Much love and lots of prayers being sent up in your family's name.
Deb Mathy
GB, WI - Wednesday, January 9, 2008 11:40 PM CST
Hi Ashleigh Ryann Just wanted to say how much I miss you. Love MomMom
MomMom <sbain14@comcast.net>
- Monday, January 7, 2008 10:47 PM CST
Michelle,
I am so sorry...I check in on Ashleigh every few months and just learned of her passing tonight. Ashleigh was one of my first patients on 5200 and has always held a special place in my heart. I will always remember those beautiful eyes and your entire family. May God be with you all in this most difficult time and I pray that you will find peace in your own way, in your own time. God Bless and my deepest sympathies to each of you...
Megan, RN
- Monday, January 7, 2008 8:42 PM CST
Hi - just checking in to make sure you guys are okay. Praying for you and missing your sweet angel.
Jessica <thepointeinlife@yahoo.com>
Poughkeepsie, NY USA - Sunday, January 6, 2008 7:10 PM CST
I was thinking of you all today & especially your sweet Angel Ashleigh! I hope you are all doing as well as can be expected. The pain is fresh & not a moment goes by that you don't think of her, embrace a sweet memory, see or hear something that reminds you of her. She is a beautiful girl & we were blessed to have spent some time with you all while we were in North Carolina. Take care & God Bless.
Tara Cooley <sunnhy4days@hotmail.com>
Marshall, WI US - Sunday, January 6, 2008 11:23 AM CST
I come here in shock each time - this just won't go away. I've thought a lot about how I came to love her, and it was serenditpidy, I guess. Ashleigh was one of the first kids I prayed for with a Caring Bridge page. The Trimpers asked for prayer for Nathan, and Nathan's mom asked for prayer for a kid at Duke, and that led to the Ramseys. They asked for prayer for Noah Pricahrd, and then for Ashleigh, who had just arrived at Duke. Since then, there have been over 200 kids on my list, and Ashleigh was one of the ones who ALWAYS pulled through.
Ashleigh was born less than a month before my granddaughter Rylie. So every time I looked at Rylie, I prayed for Ashleigh - I wanted her to have all the skills and fun that Rylie has. But you are right - Ashleigh had gifts that were greater in many ways. She was always perfect to me - always beautiful - always going to live. And for all that I'm comforted that she is with Jesus, I want her here with you and Howard and Mackenzie. No one should die so young. We should be old women, wrinkled and tired and ready to lay it down. I hate this thing called death - this separation from those who love us - and my only real comfort is knowing that the Lord will avenge this sweet one in His time.
Loving you.
Thank You, Lord.
Carolyn Wyman <sythismom@yahoo.com>Beldingr, MI - Saturday, January 5, 2008 6:28 PM CST
Great talking to you and Mackenzie (h-o-r-s-e..haha!) last night. I love talking with you about both your girls! I will talk to you soon! (Erin will be calling also!)
Christine <Luvbills@aol.com>
LeRoy, NY USA - Saturday, January 5, 2008 8:17 AM CST
Just thinking of you, hoping your New Year was good. I hope your trip was a good one seeing family and friends. Know we are always praying for your hearts to heal.
Katherine and Jared <kath30@comcast..net>
- Friday, January 4, 2008 11:40 PM CST
Hey Michelle,
Just wanted to check in with you and make sure that the family is doing the best as possible. I try to check every day and see what other updates you have. I see that it has been a while. I hope that means that you are finding other things that are keeping you busy. Surely more so than what Mackenzie is doing already. Well I just wanted to let you know that we are still thinking of you all. Thanks to you and this site no one can EVER FORGET ASHLEIGH! Keep your head up. Please know that I am still here for you. Oh Yeah and we want the website to stay too!!
XXOO
The
Bell Family
Tina Bell <tina.m.bell@us.army.mil>
Gloucester, NJ usa - Friday, January 4, 2008 5:20 PM CST
Best wishes to your family!!!! Happy New Year!!!!! www.caringbridge.org/visit/hannahtheriot
kristen <kristheriot@cox.net>
- Friday, January 4, 2008 1:34 AM CST
While I know that your pain will never go away, I do hope that with each passing day its rawness lessens.
Still thinking of your family daily and praying for a peaceful healing.....
Deb Mathy <debmathy@new.rr.com>
GB, WI - Thursday, January 3, 2008 8:21 PM CST
Hi-
I found out about Ashleigh from Colleen and Amanda Contay-Moser. I use to teach at Easter Seals and one day when Colleen came to pick up Amanda; she told us about her friend who was being transported to Duke. Than she went into her amazing journery. Ashleigh had so many amazing talents and lessons to teach the world. I'm so glad that I got the chance to hear and read about her. I felt her courage, strength and love even though I never met her in person. Thank you for sharing her with me.
Jenn Riley <jrr206@excite.com>
Upper Darby, PA USA - Thursday, January 3, 2008 7:13 PM CST
Hi Michelle and Howard,
I'm a friend of Ruth Kristoff and I found your website through the Krabbes.com. Ashleigh was so pretty and I'm sorry to hear about her. I'll keep all of you in my prayers. I'll check in on you often.
Love ya,
Kim Holroyd
Kim Holroyd <katapalooza@aol.com>
Baltimore, MD - Wednesday, January 2, 2008 7:18 PM CST
Dear Michelle,
I visited Lancaster County, Pa. 2 1/2 years ago on my way to the Symposium. It is a beautiful and peaceful area.
Thinking of you and your family this New Years Eve. My wish for the new year is that 2008 is full of faith, hope, charity, peace and discovery. We will beat the leukodystrophies.
XXX, Barbara
Nana to Jason, Kyle and Angel Mitchell
www.caringbridge.org.nh/forslindboys
Barbara Frslind <baforslind@net1plus.com>
Pepperell, Massachusetts - Monday, December 31, 2007 9:01 PM CST
The New Year's Eve after Maddie died was a really tough night for me. Please know we are thinking of you all. I hope the night is easy on you.
Jane Trimper <jatrimper@cms.maisd.com>
Stanton, MI - Monday, December 31, 2007 7:03 PM CST
Thinking of you all. I didnt get a chance to post yesterday. I was thinking of you as it has been a month since Ashleigh flew to heaven.
Erin Bonacquisti <onesweetdayeb@yahoo.com>
LeRoy, NY - Sunday, December 30, 2007 4:14 PM CST
There are so many of my favorite Ashleigh memories that I could never pick just one. I loved dancing to Madonna with her, seeing her laugh and smile at me. Holding her while she slept or while she was awake. I always felt what she could not say when she was in my arms. I loved snuggling with her, changing her stinky diapers, getting her sloppy kisses, watching Mackenzie read to her and Amanda while Ashleigh listened to every word her sister said. Seeing her beautiful smile and hear her giggle when I asked her if she was "so funny". I loved learing so much from such a little girl who had to endure more than any one person should in a lifetime. I loved her will to live and her strength to fight to show everyone who believed in her just what she could do. I loved every moment I was blessed to be in her presence. And I Thank You Howard and Michelle for allowing me to know and love your amazing daughter. My life will forever be changed because of her. I love and miss you Ashleigh Ryann.. Thank You for being the amazing person you were and I hope you know that I always BELIEVED and HOPED because of you. Until we meet again sweet Princess....
Love,
Colleen
Colleen Conaty <amandasheart@gmail.com>
- Saturday, December 29, 2007 7:30 PM CST
There are so many of my favorite Ashleigh memories that I could never pick just one. I loved dancing to Madonna with her, seeing her laugh and smile at me. Holding her while she slept or while she was awake. I always felt what she could not say when she was in my arms. I loved snuggling with her, changing her stinky diapers, getting her sloppy kisses, watching Mackenzie read to her and Amanda while Ashleigh listened to every word her sister said. Seeing her beautiful smile and hear her giggle when I asked her if she was "so funny". I loved learing so much from such a little girl who had to endure more than any one person should in a lifetime. I loved her will to live and her strength to fight to show everyone who believed in her just what she could do. I loved every moment I was blessed to be in her presence. And I Thank You Howard and Michelle for allowing me to know and love your amazing daughter. My life will forever be changed because of her. I love and miss you Ashleigh Ryann.. Thank You for being the amazing person you were and I hope you know that I always BELIEVED and HOPED because of you. Until we meet again sweet Princess....
Love,
Colleen
Colleen Conaty <amandasheart@gmail.com>
- Saturday, December 29, 2007 7:29 PM CST
Listening to Ashleigh laugh at you Michelle, the most amazing sound in the world....Hearing Ashleigh respond to me on the phone, hearing her laugh at Kenzie and giving sloppy kisses, listening to her melodic sighs and her sweet giggles, those are my favorite memories of Ashleigh :0 Ashleigh had so many gifts that she gave, gifts that so few were able to see or hear, I am honored and proud that Ashleigh shared those gifts with me, even if it was just over the telephone.....they mean the world to me. I will always cherish those moments :) And I LOVED Ashleigh's humor, Oh Michelle those times when you would be doing something and she would just start laughing....really laughing priceless......
Sending kisses upward to Heaven....sending love to all of you....wishing I knew what to say or do to help you right now....
With Love,
Amanda
Amanda Thomas <amandagrace75@gmail.com>
NRH, TX USA - Saturday, December 29, 2007 12:19 AM CST
I remember the first time I set eyes on Ashleigh at a symposium...meeting Kenzie for the first time and you and Howard! I loved watching her give sloppy kisses and I will NEVER forget the time I called you shortly after Erin and I visited and you put her on the phone. I was being silly with her and asking her questions...I could hear her laugh when I asked her if she was being a "pill" or a good girl...oh how I will miss that!The best was watching Kenzie read to her and watching Ashleigh look right at her big sister...then laughing and rolling her eyes when Kenzie would be goofy or get in trouble!
She is forever in my heart!Love to all of you! Remember what I told you....don't let others tell you how to grieve..grief is personal and different for each one of us.
Counting the days till May!
Christine <Luvbills@aol.com>
LeRoy, NY USA - Friday, December 28, 2007 8:04 PM CST
Hey Michelle
I am glad to hear you has a good Christmas. We love you and I think about you alot.
Hugs and Kisses
Jhyrve <czangel487@yahoo.com>
Martinez, Ca - Friday, December 28, 2007 6:26 PM CST
Hi Michelle, just thinking of you guys and your first Christmas without Ashleigh. I remember ours very well also and I remember how sad and difficult it was.
I think if you do decide to take a break from Ashleigh's website, just know that that is ok. Sometimes it's just good to get away and I think it's part of the healing process. I know for me personally I do not feel the need to write in Eden's anymore, anniversaries, birthday's, but that's it. I also don't feel that need to visit the message board several times a day or even daily anymore. I used to feel bad about it, but I don't know. At first I needed the boards like crazy after Eden died, 5 years later, I'm in a peaceful place, but I still miss my little girl, but not like you are right now. Just know your normal in how you feel. People mean well when they tell you Ashleigh is at peace, in a better place etc. Sometimes people just don't know what to say and that's the nicest way of saying nothing in my opinion...
Just know I'm praying for you family, I know this a difficult time, nobody should have to lose a child...
Tiffany, Ron, Ronan and Angel Eden <shuggyshacky@yahoo.com >
Biddeford, ME - Friday, December 28, 2007 1:27 PM CST
Ashleigh touched my life from the moment I met her. I never wanted to be a nurse until I met her. I will never forgot the days I spent at your house. It was the first time I saw Ashleigh turn her head to give kisses or when she started to laugh when you were yelling at Kenzie. We had so much fun. She beat Mackenzie and I at Pretty Pretty Princess and she had a hug smile on her face. I loved to see her face when she was riding her bike. I will never forget when this summer Howard ask Ashleigh if she remembered me and she did. Ashleigh was truly an inspiration to me and always will be.I will someday help children because of Ashleigh.
Erin Bonacquisti <onesweetdayeb@yahoo.com>
LeRoy, NY - Friday, December 28, 2007 12:27 AM CST
Thinking of you all during the holidays.
Melanie & Jack
Melanie MacPherson
uk, uk uk - Wednesday, December 26, 2007 5:22 PM CST
I thought of all of you all day yesterday. I know Ashleigh was "speniding" Xmas with you too- watching you from heaven with love. She couldn't have a better family!
Jenn <jrr206@excite.com>
Upper Darby, PA USA - Wednesday, December 26, 2007 10:10 AM CST
I know how difficult the first Christmas in heaven must have been. My heart hurts for you as you begin to experience all the "firsts".
Three years later and the pain is not much easier on days like Christmas. Most days though the pain is just a resounding gong in the background of life. We celebrated Christmas yesterday and we were happy...we were sad...most of all we were blessed.
The autopsy results offer little comfort. God is faithful though. He will provide you with the strength to do the next thing that needs to be done. More importantly, He will provide you with a peace that transcends ALL understanding...His peace.
The void will be filled by Christ himself. Most days this will be enough. Some days your humaness and the emeny will win but only for a moment until the Holy Spirit washes over you again.
You are blessed to have MacKenzie...she will give you hope and purpose. Sometimes I believe Cody waited for Riley so that we would not be "alone".
I am here for you...as a friend...a sister...a kindred spirit. Please let me know if you need anything.
In Love & Prayer, Eleasha <eleasha@cox.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/cody, - Wednesday, December 26, 2007 2:19 AM CST
Merry Christmas Gwin Family! We toasted to you all and Ashleigh this morning, and a prayer was said last night at church. I personally feel that Ashleigh is having a blast in heaven-running and laughing...what a huge party in heaven it must be with all of those pretty angels around! May you find comfort in knowing YOU DID EVERTHING A PARENT could Do! You cared for her, in good times and in bad. God Bless you all!
Colleen Cassidy <colleen.cassidy@verizon.net>
Swedesboro, NJ USA - Tuesday, December 25, 2007 6:43 PM CST
Merry Christmas Gwins!! Hope Santa was good to you Mackenzie! Ashleigh have a great party up in heaven today, I'll be looking for you shining down on us from the stars tonight.
Jessica <thepointeinlife@yahoo.com>
Poughkeepsie, NY USA - Tuesday, December 25, 2007 11:09 AM CST
Merry Christmas Ashleigh!! I hope that your first Christmas in heaven was great. I am sure you are watching down on your family today. Miss you sooo much.
Howard, Michelle and Kenzie, Merry Christmas. May you hold Ashleigh close in your hearts today. You were the best family she could have ever asked for. I am sending lots of love to you
Erin Bonacquisti <onesweetdayeb@yahoo.com>
LeRoy, NY - Tuesday, December 25, 2007 10:35 AM CST
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!!!!
www.caringbridge.org/visit/hannahtheriot
kristen theriot <kristheriot@cox.net>
Gonzales, LA - Tuesday, December 25, 2007 10:18 AM CST
Dearest Gwin family
I know all too well how hard today will be. You are always in our thoughts and prayers! May you rejoice in knowing that you DID everything you could for Ashleigh...don't ever doubt that
The Bonacquisti Family <Luvbills@aol.com>
LeRoy, NY USA - Tuesday, December 25, 2007 9:47 AM CST
To my sweet Ashleigh-This is our first Christmas without you and I know how it is for MomMom and my hearts breaks for your Mom and Dad and Big Sister. We miss you so much. I am so proud to be your MomMom and to have been able to spend time with you. You are and always will be my hero. I know you are playing and doing all the things you couldn't do on earth--but always remember we will always love and miss you. See you when it is my time. All my love MomMom
Sharon Bain <sbain 14.@comcast.net>
- Tuesday, December 25, 2007 1:10 AM CST
Merry 1st Christmas in Heaven ^^Ashleigh Ryann^^. We all love and miss you very much. I know that you watch over mommy, daddy, and Mackenzie but they are missing you terribly. I can only imagine what a beautiful Christmas you are having with Jesus but we wish you were here. Please know that we will love you forever and until we meet again please watch over us with those beautiful blue eyes (that you got from mommy)and that amazing smile ( that you got from daddy). You will forever be our hero. Merry Christmas Princess. Sending lots of hugs and kisses to heaven.
Colleen Conaty <amandasheart@gmail.com>
- Monday, December 24, 2007 11:02 PM CST
Dear Gwin's,
Just wanted to stop in and let you know we are thinking of you on this Christmas Eve. I cannot imagine your pain and I imagine no one who has not been in your situation can either. I can only say that in my heart I know Ashleigh is looking down from Heaven from her first Christmas with Jesus Christ. What a wonderful, fitting poem. Try and hang in there. I am coming to Durham on the 1st if you want any NJ goodies like tastycakes or WaWa hoagies for the family. Let me know and I will get you whatever treats you want!
Love,
Katherine and Jared
www.caringbridge.org/visit/jaredkerr
Katherine and Jared <kath30@comcast..net>
- Monday, December 24, 2007 9:13 PM CST
Dearest Angel rest your wings
sit with me awhile.
How I long to hold your hand,
And see your lovely smile.
Dearest Angel, look at me,
I want this image clear....
That I forget your precious face
Has been my biggest fear.
Dearest Angel can you tell ,
Why you have gone away?
You weren't here for very long....
Why is it, you couldn't stay?
Dearest Angel shook his head,
'These things I do not know....
But I do know that you love me,
And that I love you so'.
Ken. XX <patnken22@btinternet.com>
Leeds, England - Monday, December 24, 2007 11:36 AM CST
Michelle, Howard, and MacKenzie,
I think of you daily. I hope the love of your family and friends gives you comfort this week. With love, Kathy
Kathy Hawley <kahawley@hotmail.com>
Raleigh, NC USA - Monday, December 24, 2007 6:44 AM CST
Howard, Michelle, and Mackenzie, Just wanted to let you know that I am thinking of all of you as Christmas draws near. My aunt told me Mackenzie was excited about seeing me in May. I can't wait to see her. It has been too long. Sending lots of love to all of you. Wishing I could hug you all in person.
Erin Bonacquisti <onesweetdayeb@yahoo.com>
LeRoy, NY - Sunday, December 23, 2007 10:30 AM CST
"Christmas In Heaven"
I see the countless Christmas trees around the world below
With tiny lights like heaven's stars reflecting on the snow.
The sight is so spectacular please wipe away that tear
For I am spending Christmas with Jesus Christ this year.
I hear the many Christmas songs that people hold so dear
But the sounds of music can't compare with the Christmas choir up here.
I have no words to tell you of the joy their voices bring
For it is beyond description to hear the angels sing.
I know how much you miss me, I see the pain inside your heart
For I am spending Christmas with Jesus Christ this year.
I can't tell you of the splendor or the peace here in this place
Can you just imagine Christmas with our Savior face to face?
I'll ask Him to lift your spirit as I tell Him of your love
So, then pray for one another as you lift your eyes above.
Please let your hearts be joyful and let your spirit sing
For I am spending Christmas in heaven and I'm walking with the King.
~ by Wanda Bencke
© Copyright 1999
Edie <epbailey@aol.com>
East Amherst, NY USA - Saturday, December 22, 2007 11:09 PM CST
I just wanted to say thank you for sharing Ashleigh with us. It still shocks me that there will be no new entry about how she's keeping you on your toes, or her smiles, or how wonderful therapy is and how much she loves it. She radiated hope and strength. I never, ever thought it would be Ashleigh. Not yet, at least. I will hold her in my heart always. You all are in my thoughts and prayers, always and forever.
Jessica <thepointeinlife@yahoo.com>
Poughkeepsie, NY USA - Saturday, December 22, 2007 9:45 PM CST
Grieving with you on a daily basis, so very sad that I will never get to snuggle with Miss Ashleigh Ryann in this world. At least I dreamed I did, huh? Loving you all so much.
Carolyn Wyman <re_born@sbcglobal.net>Belding, MI - Saturday, December 22, 2007 8:49 PM CST
Michelle, Howard, and Mackenzie, I just cannot wrap my mind around the fact that Princess Ashleigh is actually gone. Know that we are thinking of you and praying for you...always!
Love you,
Trish and Braeden
caringbridge.org/visit/braedenknight
Trish Knight <trishknight@stennisfoundation.org>
Amarillo, TX USA - Saturday, December 22, 2007 3:18 PM CST
Dear Gwins,
We will be holding you all in our hearts this Holiday. We are lifting you up in prayer.
May God's Love bring you some comfort,
Amy and Jason Heflin <aleigh04192002@yahoo.com>
Lexington, KY - Friday, December 21, 2007 8:34 AM CST
Sending you all my love this Christmas. You are close ot my heart, in my prayers and always on my mind. We love you guys!
Jennifer HInes <creative_jenny@cox.net>
Mesa, az - Friday, December 21, 2007 8:29 AM CST
Just sending love to you all. You are constantly in my thoughts.
Ken. XX
Ken Roberts <patnken22@btinternet.com.>
Leeds, England - Friday, December 21, 2007 4:25 AM CST
Michelle, Howard, and Mackenzie,
As always, we are keeping you in our thoughts and prayers.
God Bless~
Cindy Fehon
Sicklerville, NJ USA - Thursday, December 20, 2007 4:02 PM CST
Dear Michelle, Howard, and Mackenzie-
Continuing to think of you and Ashleigh. I continue to check her page everyday as it has been part of my routine now for so many years. It is wonderful to know that you have found such welcoming people in North Carolina and that they are taking such good care of you!
Again, thank you for letting me be apart of Ashleigh's life.
Sarah Walker <kennedy392@gmail.com>
Ocean View , DE - Thursday, December 20, 2007 12:12 AM CST
Thinking of you and praying as always. Extra special thoughts for Kenz, the best big sister ever.
Jess <thepointeinlife@yahoo.com>
Poughkeepsie, NY USA - Wednesday, December 19, 2007 10:43 PM CST
Please know you are in my thoughts and prayers this holiday season and every day. May you be blessed in the New Year! And know my heart breaks for all of you!
Love and Hugs,
Tami Slawson www.caringbridge.com/ca/slawson
Tami <tlslawson@aol.com>
- Wednesday, December 19, 2007 4:29 PM CST
Dear Gwin Family,
I am deeply sorry for your loss. I know that this is a hard time for you, but please know that there are many people who hold you up in their prayers. May you be blessed during this holiday season and for many years to come.
Sincerely,
The Livermore Family
Greenwood, IN
Gregg Livermore <gregg.m.livermore@hotmail.com>
Greenwood , IN USA - Wednesday, December 19, 2007 7:33 AM CST
Dear Gwins,
My heart breaks for all of you.
I do not have the words to tell you
how I feel..Hope to give all of you
"Real in person ((((HUGS))))" soon.
Just know that your family is
always in our thoughts and prayers.
Carol/Angel Sarah's Gram <Blsfn12@aol.com>
Le Roy, NY - Wednesday, December 19, 2007 7:07 AM CST
Michelle, Howard and MacKenzie,
Just wanted you to know we are thinking of you and praying that God will give you peace.
Love & God Bless
Ruth and Marty Kristoff <mkristoff@sbcglobal.net>
Glastonbury, CT - Wednesday, December 19, 2007 6:51 AM CST
Michelle, Howard, and Mackenzie,
I know how hard it is . Trinity passed away on July 12,2006 and it is still very painful. Her room is still the same as when she was in it. I ended up having to go on a sleeping pill, because I was never able to sleep after that. I will keep ya'll in my prayers,
Hugs,
Lisa
Lisa Skelly <lisa31812@yahoo.com>
Mauk, Ga USA - Monday, December 17, 2007 7:29 PM CST
Michelle, Howard, and Mackenzie,
You all continue to be in our thoughts and prayers during this very difficult time. May God give you Peace and Strength to make it through each day.
With Our Love,
COL and Mrs. Frank S. Caruso
Christine M. Caruso <christine.caruso6@verizon.net>
Burlington, NJ 08016 - Monday, December 17, 2007 9:48 AM CST
Praying for all of you. I can't imagine how hard this time is for you. Know you are never a moment from my thoughts. Sending lots of love
Erin Bonacquisti <onesweetdayeb@yahoo.com>
LeRoy, NY - Monday, December 17, 2007 9:00 AM CST
Michelle, Howard, and Mackenzie,
I was very saddened and heartbroken when I heard of precious Ashleigh's passing. Ashleigh will be greatly missed- she was an inspiration to many and changed numerous lives. I am truly sorry to hear of your loss, but may it be a comfort as you think of your l'il angel Ashleigh- free of Krabbe's, free of tubes, free of late night clinic visits and hospital stays, free of medicines, free of suffering, free of oxygen- she can breathe the wonderful air of heaven!
I know you will miss caring for her here on earth, but know she is in the Almighty One's arms now. She is blessed to have earned her wings and be a shining angel in heaven above.
Michelle- I commend you on your exceptional care and love for Ashleigh- you're an amazing woman! Let God continue to use you and your talents in ways to help others suffering- Ashleigh would want this.
Your family will continue to be in my thoughts and prayers.
God bless you. Fly high Ashleigh!
With love,
Jennifer Munoz, RPh
Raleigh, NC USA - Sunday, December 16, 2007 8:12 AM CST
My comfort and prayers to you and your family. God bless you and keep you all. You are in our prayers.
The Katie and David Green Family
Katie and David Green
Miami, OK USA - Saturday, December 15, 2007 1:49 PM CST
Aunt Michelle and Uncle Howard and Kenzie, and Ashleigh i love you all so much and i miss all of you. i am so sorry i could not make it down there to see all of you. I cant wait to see all of you and for you guys to meet my son. i love you very much and give everyone a kiss for me.
Amanda Howell <cutiegirl0488@aol.com>
Atco, NJ USA - Friday, December 14, 2007 8:43 PM CST
Good morning Gwin's! I come here at least 3 times a day,just to see Ashleigh's beautiful face. I actually dreamt about all of you last night@ I found this on another site and immediately thought of Ash....she 'unlocked' many hearts!
"The Brave Little Soul"
by John Alessi
Not too long ago in Heaven there was a little soul who took wonder in observing the world. She especially enjoyed the love she saw there and often expressed this joy with God. One day however the little soul was sad, for on this day she saw suffering in the world. She approached God and sadly asked, “Why do bad things happen; why is there suffering in the world?”
God paused for a moment and replied, "Little soul, do not be sad, for the suffering you see, unlocks the love in people’s hearts.” The little soul was confused. “What do you mean,” she asked.” God replied, “Have you not noticed the goodness and love that is the offspring of that suffering? Look at how people come together, drop their differences and show their love and compassion for those who suffer. All their other motivations disappear and they become motivated by love alone.”
The little soul began to understand and listened attentively as God continued, “The suffering soul unlocks the love in people’s hearts much like the sun and the rain unlock the flower within the seed. I created everyone with endless love in their heart, but unfortunately most people keep it locked up and hardly share it with anyone. They are afraid to let their love shine freely, because they are afraid of being hurt. But a suffering soul unlocks that love. I tell you this - it is the greatest miracle of all. Many souls have bravely chosen to go into the world and suffer - to unlock this love - to create this miracle - for the good of all humanity."
Just then the little soul got a wonderful idea and could hardly contain herself. With her wings fluttering, bouncing up and down, the little soul excitedly replied, "I am brave; let me go! I would like to go into the world and suffer so that I can unlock the goodness and love in people’s hearts! I want to create that miracle!"
God smiled and said, "You are a brave soul I know, and thus I will grant your request. But even though you are very brave you will not be able to do this alone. I have known since the beginning of time that you would ask for this and so I have carefully selected many souls to care for you on your journey. Those souls will help you create your miracle; however they will also share in your suffering. Two of these souls are most special and will care for you, help you and suffer along with you, far beyond the others. They have already chosen a name for you.”
God and the brave little soul shared a smile, and then embraced. In parting, God said, “Do not forget little soul that I will be with you always. Although you have agreed to bear the pain, you will do so through my strength. And if the time should come when you feel that you have suffered enough, just say the word, think the thought, and you will be healed.”
Thus at that moment the brave little soul was born into the world, and through her suffering and God’s strength, she unlocked the goodness and love in people’s hearts. For so many people dropped their differences and came together to show their love. Priorities became properly aligned. People gave from their hearts. Those that were always too busy found time. Many began new spiritual journeys - some regained lost faith - many came back to God. Parents hugged their children tighter. Friends and family grew closer. Old friends got together and new friendships were made. Distant family reunited, and every family spent more time together. Everyone prayed. Peace and love reigned. Lives changed forever. It was good. The world was a better place. The miracle had happened. God was pleased...
Christine <Luvbills@aol.com>
LeRoy, NY USA - Friday, December 14, 2007 4:37 AM CST
It has been a while since I heard of Ashleigh earning her wings. I saw the announcement in the local newspaper. There were times when I felt very sad, and times when I felt good that Ashleigh was in the arms of Jesus and free of her disease. I know you must miss her very much. I was priveledged to be her nurse for a very short time and to get to know her wonderful family. You made quite and impression on me and I think of you every day. Please try to picture Ashleigh laughing, running, jumping and playing with the angels. She can watch over you from above and make sure that one day, you will all feel okay again. She has no more pain and needs no more meds. She is free of tubes and monitors and knows that she never needs to go to the hospital again. But above all, she knows how much you loved her and how hard you fought for her. I will never forget you. I think of you often at Christmas because I spen that time with you. This Christmas I'll be feeling sad for you and hoping that your hearts feel better soon. Ashleigh will be wanting you to hold up your heads, open your hearts and help the other kids who still suffer.Believe in what is in your heart and let Ashleigh light the way
Barbara Hibbard, RN <bhibbard@lovingcareagency.com>
Woodbury, NJ USA - Thursday, December 13, 2007 12:50 AM CST
Michelle, May god wrap your family in his loving arms and give you continued strength. Our prayers are with you. She was always an angel and a blessing she now has her wings.
Nicci McClearn <mcclearnnicci@sbcglobla.net>
Wheaton, IL - Wednesday, December 12, 2007 1:22 PM CST
Hi Michelle and Howard,
I heard this song and thought of your family, especially Ashleigh. Here are the lyrics.
My thoughts and prayers have been with you all, and will continue.
God Bless-
Cindy Fehon
Amazing by Janelle
The morning cold and raining,
dark before the dawn did come
How long in twilight waiting
longing for the rising sun
You came like crashing thunder
breaking through these walls of stone
You came with wide eyed wonder
into all this great unknown
Hush now don't you be afraid
I promise you I'll always stay
I'll never be that far away
I'm right here with you
You're so amazing you shine like the stars
You're so amazing the beauty you are
You came blazing right into my heart
You're so amazing you are...
You are
You came from heaven shining
Breath of God still flows from you
The beating heart inside me
Crumbled at this once I knew
No matter where or how far you wander
For a thousand years or longer
I will always be there for you
Right here with you
You're so amazing you shine like the stars
You're so amazing the beauty you are
You came blazing right into my heart
You're so amazing you are...
I hope your tears are few and fast
I hope your dreams come true and last
I hope you find love that goes on and on and on
I hope you wish on every star
I hope you never fall too far
I hope this world can see how wonderful you are
You're so amazing you shine like the stars
You're so amazing the beauty you are
You came blazing right into my heart
You're so amazing...
You're so amazing you shine like the stars
You're so amazing the beauty you are
You came blazing right into my heart
You're so amazing you are...
You are
Cindy Fehon (formerly of JM Pharma)
Sicklerville, NJ USA - Wednesday, December 12, 2007 9:53 AM CST
Dear Michelle
My deepest and most heartfelt condolences to you and your family. I truly am at a loss of words. There is now another perfect little Angel watching over us all.
Sandra Imholte & Family (BlueStarFamilies)
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Wednesday, December 12, 2007 9:24 AM CST
Howard, Michelle and Kenzie, I just wanted to let you know my family will be there for the walk. I promised you last year that I would be and I will.
Always thinking and praying for you
Erin Bonacquisti <onesweetdayeb@yahoo.com>
LeRoy, NY - Wednesday, December 12, 2007 8:39 AM CST
I am so sorry to hear about your precious loss. My deepest condolences to You Michelle, Howard and family, Michelle you are such a courageous Mother. I read your update on Ashleigh's page,( my heart aches). I honor you for your strength on the projects and plans you are upcoming. Thank you for sharing your beautiful daughter, with me and Isabel at the Kelly's Lodge this year. Holding Ashleigh in my arms will always be a treasured memory. My prayers and thoughts to you. Love Yesenia from California
Yesenia Galindo <yesenia175@gmail.com>
Whittier , CA USA - Tuesday, December 11, 2007 10:26 PM CST
I cannot imagine what you must be going through now, and I don't have the words to tell you how sorry I am. Your little one is safe now and not in any pain. She was lucky to have you both as parents, as well as you are lucky to have her. May bright blessings shine a light on your path from this day forward. Much love to you and your family.
Susan Stoltze <susanstoltze@yahoo.com>
Palatine, IL USA - Tuesday, December 11, 2007 6:49 PM CST
My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. Your daughter was blessed to have been with you and now, she touches the face of God. Know that you can always come to us at the Blue Star Families group for love and support. Love and prayers!
Andria Mocek <navymom5958@yahoo.com>
Jacksonville, FL USA - Tuesday, December 11, 2007 3:14 PM CST
Thinking and praying as always, hoping you are hanging in there. Much love.
Jessica <thepointeinlife@yahoo.com>
Poughkeepsie, NY USA - Tuesday, December 11, 2007 3:02 PM CST
I am very sorry for your loss. You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers always!
Erin <erin_lynn_perry@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, December 11, 2007 2:01 PM CST
We send you our deepest condolences with the loss of your precious child. I pray God gives you peace during this truly heartbreaking time.
Bobbi and Mike Manning <bobbi@arcticpublications.com>
Klamath Falls, OR USA - Tuesday, December 11, 2007 1:52 PM CST
Thank you, Michelle. I just ache and ache, so how must you be feeling? I keep praying, and you know I won't stop. I love you all.
Carolyn Wyman <sythismom@yahoo.com>Belding, MI - Monday, December 10, 2007 10:53 PM CST
My Heart just breaks for you all! I came on here today to see how you all were doing, I am numb. Ashleigh will be Greatly missed! I didn't believe what I was reading until I opened your email. Everytime I went to call you today, I remembered always hearing Ashleigh giggeling in the background, when you would ask her if she was laughing. You are an amazing woman Michelle, a Wonderful Mother, and I will always cherish hearing your little Angel laughing. I am a mess right now, my heart hurts for you!!Please give Mackenzie and Howard a hug from me. I will call you tomorrow. Love you sweetie!!! Love, Karen
Karen Kletke, Bolyard <oma_kar@yahoo.com>
PA - Monday, December 10, 2007 10:52 PM CST
thinking of you and your family.
Robyn
www.caringbridge.org/visit/nicole
rw
- Monday, December 10, 2007 8:34 PM CST
I LITE A CANDLE FOR ALL THE ANGELS GOD BLESS YOU
Debbie Anderson <debbiea1958@yahoo.com>
fort edward, New York 12828 United States - Monday, December 10, 2007 6:34 PM CST
Please accept my sympathies on the loss of your precious daughter. Thoughts and prayers are with you always. God bless.
Linda
Iowa City, IA USA - Monday, December 10, 2007 2:48 PM CST
Howard, Michele, MacKenzie
I will never understand how you feel nor will I try. What I can do is be here for you when you need me. Feel free at anytime call and reach out to me. My thoughts and prayers are with you guys...... Dennis
Dennis Brydges <dbb68@comcast.net>
NJ - Monday, December 10, 2007 12:46 AM CST
Keeping you in my thoughts during the Holiday season and in my prayer's always.
Brenda MY CHRISTMAS ANGEL <brenda@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta/Canada, - Monday, December 10, 2007 12:05 AM CST
Michelle,
Thank you for updating. My heart aches for you and can only imagine what you are feeling. You are doing a wonderful thing in honor of Ashleigh. Please keep me updated on when the Rainbow for Heros walk is, because I want to be a part of it. There hasn't been a day that I haven't thought of Ashleigh, Mackenzie, you and Howard. You are amazing, and very dear to my heart!
Aide Lara-Benson <aideelara@hotmail.com>
Austin, TX - Monday, December 10, 2007 8:18 AM CST
Just wanted you to know that I have been thinking about you guys all day. I hope you are out doing something really fun with Mackenzie. I can't believe this is happening it doesn't feel real to come to Ashleigh's site and not see a update about how she is doing. I truely never believed in my heart that she would have to go I always believed that she was going to be the one to beat the odds (like she had so many times before) Thank You again for allowing me to love her. She has forever changed my life. Sending lots of love and hugs to Durham and lots of hugs and kisses to heaven...We miss you Ashleigh Ryann.
Love,
Colleen
xoxoxoxo
Colleen Conaty <amandasheart@gmail.com>
- Sunday, December 9, 2007 8:42 PM CST
Not a day goes by that I'm not reminded of Ashleigh's strength! Thank you for sharing her with us.
(If anyone knows the name and artist of the song on her site about borrowed angels- please email me with it. I would like to purhcase it if possible. Thanks)
Jenn <jrr206@excite.com>
Upper Darby, PA USA - Sunday, December 9, 2007 8:18 PM CST
I am so sorry..My heart is broken.I have tried several times to write how I feel But I am at a loss for words.
Michelle, you were so kind to e-mail and "worry" about me
during my hospital stay. Worrying about me! when
your sweet Ashleigh was so sick.Wish I could just give you a hug.
I make this promise to you......
We will be part of the Rainbow Walk in 2008.
Sending lots of prayers to Durham.
Carol/Angel Sarah's Gram <Blsfn12@aol.com>
Le Roy, NY - Sunday, December 9, 2007 7:26 PM CST
Your latest entry brought me to tears again. She was the most special angel here on earth. Thinking of you and praying for you continously.
Jessica <thepointeinlife@yahoo.com>
Poughkeepsie, NY USA - Sunday, December 9, 2007 7:06 PM CST
If only love healed physical ailments...
I have repeatedly thought of and prayed for your family this last week (and years) and my heart breaks for you. So many times Ashleigh pulled through; I think that makes it harder to believe the illness finally was too much for her strong little body.
I have no doubt Ashleigh knew how much she was loved and that is the reason she beat the odds for so long.
An equipment exchange program is wonderful. I'm an OT so I know how hard getting equipment is. I probably spend 40% of my time changing equipment to fit someone it isn't supposed to fit. I can't imagine a better tribute.
Continued prayers....
Just Me <masterofirony@roadrunner.com>
- Sunday, December 9, 2007 6:54 PM CST
may the lord of peace comfort you in your loss.
charissa hannabass <cemh28@netzero.com>
blanchard, ok usa - Sunday, December 9, 2007 12:56 AM CST
Dear Michelle, please know that you and your family are in my thoughts. You are an inspiration to me. You are a special person, that is why you were princess Ashleigh's mom. Take care Melanie & Jack xx
Melanie <melaniemacpherson1975@yahoo.co.uk>
- Sunday, December 9, 2007 8:21 AM CST
Michelle, as I read your most recent post- I had tears in my eyes. Even after all of this your still such as amazing MoM and person, thinking of others always. You inspire all of us. I can't imangine what you are going through. And no wonder Ashleigh is(was) such an amazing person! Please let us know what we can do to help!
Jenn <jrr206@excite.com>
Upper Darby, PA USA - Sunday, December 9, 2007 6:06 AM CST
I have been following Ashleigh through your site for some time. I am so saddened by her loss. Please know that she meant a lot to people who never even met her or your family. She has inspired me to be a better mother to my children and to try and enjoy every single day with them. I try not to let life's little challenges get in our way, as I know the big challenges that Ashleigh fought and won on a daily basis. I pray for strength for you all as you carry forth. You are in my prayers.
Jill
Durham, NC - Sunday, December 9, 2007 5:38 AM CST
Thank you Michelle for updating us.I know
how very hard that must have been for you all.
What a way to honor Ashleigh with the equipment
exchange. I have gone back through all my
pictures of her today and had a good cry. At church
tonight, I lit a candle for her at the altar. May
God continue to hold you all so very close! I will
call you sometime this week!
Christine <Luvbills@aol.com>
LeRoy, NY USA - Saturday, December 8, 2007 9:23 PM CST
Sending you prayers and Love.
Amanda
Amanda Thomas <amandagrace75@gmail.com>
North Richland Hills, TX USA - Saturday, December 8, 2007 9:08 AM CST
Michelle, Howard, and Mackenzie,
Ashleigh has not left my mind and she will never leave my heart. I can see her dancing and playing and riding her bike without assistance. My heart is breaking but I am so happy she is healed. It is such a tug of war on ones heart and soul. I miss you all and can't wait to get together for the holidays. I could never thank you enough for allowing me to be part of the family while preparing for Ashleigh's service. I will cherish that moment and many many more until I see her again. Sending all my love and prayers to Durham.. See you soon...And Ash, I'll see you in my dreams you are and always will be the most beautiful borrowed angle. Love to you all.
Colleen
xoxoxoxoxox
Colleen Conaty <amandasheart@gmail.com>
- Saturday, December 8, 2007 7:09 AM CST
You're all in my thoughts constantly. Today I kept seeing Ashleigh's face as it looks now, free from Krabbe, steroids, GvH, etc... I thought she was beautiful when she was here, but my goodness! She is just gorgeous as an angel. In my mind she was grinning and running around in a princess dress, her long hair blowing out behind her.
Love you guys...
D'Anne and family
D'Anne White <mama@jacksonwhite.com>
Concord, CA USA - Friday, December 7, 2007 11:51 PM CST
Thinking of you and praying for you.
Jessica
Jessica <thepointeinlife@yahoo.com>
Poughkeepsie, NY USA - Friday, December 7, 2007 4:28 PM CST
Dearest Gwins -
You've been on our minds and hearts non-stop. Just wanted you to know that on Sunday at 7pm, as we light a candle for Maddie for The Compassionate Friends Worldwide Candle Lighting, we'll be lighting a candle for Ashleigh, too. May her light always shine in your hearts, forever.
All Our Love,
Amy and Jason Heflin <aleigh04192002@yahoo.com>
Lexington, KY - Friday, December 7, 2007 3:41 PM CST
Michelle,
Just thinking of you and your family. I hope you have your family surrounding you and giving you stength. We will keep you in our prayers.
www.caringbridge.org/visit/jaredkerr
Katherine <kath30@comcast.net>
Millville, NJ - Friday, December 7, 2007 2:33 PM CST
Praying, Praying, Praying, and always carring Ashleigh in my heart. Thinking about you all during this most difficult time. www.caringbridge.orng/oh/skyecoleycole
Tamm <Tamm06@aol.com>
- Thursday, December 6, 2007 9:03 PM CST
Praying for you all. Sending lots of love to North Carolina.
Erin Bonacquisti <onesweetdayeb@yahoo.com>
LeRoy, NY - Thursday, December 6, 2007 8:54 PM CST
Doing my afternoon check. Wish I could spend a day in Durham.
Jane Trimper <jatrimper@cms.maisd.com>
- Thursday, December 6, 2007 2:06 PM CST
Hello, just wanted to write to say I have been thinking of you guys constantly. Tell Mackenzie Hannah says hello. Kristen Theriot www.caringbridge.org/visit/hannahtheriot
kristen theriot <kristheriot@cox.net>
Gonzales, LA - Thursday, December 6, 2007 7:27 AM CST
I am sorry I was not able to attend the service, but I was thinking a lot about you. I admire you for your strenght and for all those little advices that you gave every time that we run into each other. Thanks again for everything.
Valeria (Sofia's mom)
Valeria Sanchez (www.caringbridge.org/visit/sofiacastro) <valeria_sanchez_c@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, December 6, 2007 6:40 AM CST
Doing my morning check.
Thinking about you constantly.
Jane Trimper <jatrimper@cms.maisd.com>
Stanton, MI - Thursday, December 6, 2007 4:49 AM CST
I am thinking of you so often during these hard days! I hope you are at peace and surrounded by friends and family to support and love you. Love, Anne
Anne Himes <arhimes@msn.com www.caringbridge.org/page/andrewh>
Boonsboro, md USA - Wednesday, December 5, 2007 1:29 PM CST
Still thinking and praying about you everyday. Sending you our love and prayers.
Jennifer HInes <creative_jenny@cox.net>
mesa, az - Wednesday, December 5, 2007 10:49 AM CST
My thoughts and prayers go out to you at this time. There really are no words of comfort at this time but remember that Ashleigh is with you in spirit always and continue to celebrate her life. I talk to Daryn everyday and somehow that helps me to make it through the really dark times even though it has been 3 years. Ashleigh was a beautiful little girl and will always be remembered. May God comfort you and your family and give you peace at this difficult time.
Kay Jackson - Daryn's grandma <kjackson@mea.org>
Waterford, MI USA - Wednesday, December 5, 2007 9:25 AM CST
Thinking of you and praying for you as always.
Jessica
Jessica <thepointeinlife@yahoo.com>
Poughkeepsie, NY USA - Wednesday, December 5, 2007 8:59 AM CST
Thinking of you three today, praying for continued comfort and strength as you go through these days. Michelle, you know you can call anytime if you want to talk or vent or whatever.
With Love,
Amanda
Amanda Thomas <amandagrace75@gmail.com>
NRH, TX USA - Wednesday, December 5, 2007 8:01 AM CST
Thank you for sharing Ashleigh with us, the OCS Class of the 49th. We had been greatly touched, we will not forget your family's love, and the hope we the Class had together for her. I know that the Good Lord will be with her until we will see her again in full beauty.
Jin-Hyok Jung
Hackensack, NJ USA - Wednesday, December 5, 2007 7:35 AM CST
Remembering you, Howard, Michelle, and Kenz, this morning. Praying for the continued strength and courage that you have shown through Ashleigh's most precious life. Praying the comfort only Christ can give.
The Eachus Family <armydairymom@yahoo.com>
Elmer, NJ - Wednesday, December 5, 2007 6:11 AM CST
Thinking of you three this morning.
Jane Trimper <jatrimper@cms.maisd.com>
- Wednesday, December 5, 2007 5:05 AM CST
Michelle and Howard,
Our hearts are breaking for you both. We are still in shock from your phone call telling us that Miss Ashleigh has gone to Heaven. We know how much you both loved and fought for beautiful Ashleigh. She had the best parents who always believed in her. We don't know why things happen the way they do but we know one thing. Ashleigh was given a very special family. We know all of this love helped fly Ashleigh to Heaven. We both feel so honored to have seen her over the Summer. Oh, how she fought so hard and inspired all that met her. She will always have a special place in our hearts. Please know that we are thinking of you both and Miss Mackenzie. Call anytime. We pray that God will give you both comfort and peace.
Pam and Bill Kristoff <wkristoff@mbakercorp.com>
- Tuesday, December 4, 2007 9:01 PM CST
Dear Gwins,
Everytime I see that dreaded heading on the Krabbe board, saying an Angel has earned their wings, I always thought, please, not Ashleigh, and I was devastated last Friday when it was indeed Miss Ashleigh. I take comfort in that she is able to run, play, do gymnastics, dance, swim, sing and whatever she wants to do with all her friends. She was such a special person, such a fighter. I miss her with all my heart, even though I never had the pleasure to meet her in person. I had originally found you through sharethelove . org, and I have followed you for 4 years since that day. Fly high dear Ashleigh.
Jessica <thepointeinlife@yahoo.com>
Poughkeepsie, NY USA - Tuesday, December 4, 2007 8:51 PM CST
We are sadden by the loss of your daughter.. We were Bree's neighbours in her home town. I got your link from Angel Bree's site.From one mother to another my heart and prayers are with you and your family. Now, she is playing in heaven with Angel Bree..
hugs from Woodstock..
Sue Vitiello <suevitiello@yahoo.ca>
Woodstock, Ontario Canada - Tuesday, December 4, 2007 6:38 PM CST
Michelle
I just spoke with Kelly Brown our thoughts and prayers are with you. We will be down on Sunday if there is anything you need please let us know.
Love Suzette Lenny Drew & Eli Wagner
suzette wagner <zettewv@aol.com>
Bridgeport , wv usa - Tuesday, December 4, 2007 1:44 PM CST
To the Gwin Family, Your friends at Johnson Matthey would like you to know we are thinking of you. Your strength and courage have inspired us for the past 5 years. God could not have given Ashleigh better parents. Please know that you and Mackenzie are in our prayers.
Johnson Matthey
West Deptford, NJ - Tuesday, December 4, 2007 12:42 AM CST
Michelle,
I know my mom signed on the message board from my whole family, but I wanted to sign from just myself, hopefully you will see it here. I jusr wanted you to know how much I loved Ashleigh. After Matthew died, I needed to get close to kids like him and be able to love someone so special. I am so thankful that you let me get close to Ash at Symposium and hold her as much as I did. Ashleigh really helped me cope, I was able to love & care for someone again. Thank you so much! If Mackenzie ever needs someone to talk to, I'd be honored to talk to her about anything.
Ashleigh Ryann, I will love and miss you always. I know Matthew was right there at the Gates of Heaven to welcome you home. You and Matthew will be able to have birthday parties together because your birthdays are so close! What fun that will be!
Michelle, Howard, and Mackenzie, Praying for you everyday. Please know that we are here for you.
Love,
Marissa Shilling <dancingmonkie93@hotmail.com>
Farwell, MI USA - Tuesday, December 4, 2007 12:38 AM CST
Michelle, Howard & Mackenzie,
I am so sorry! My thoughts and prayers, as well as my heart go out to you all.
Love,
Nurse Sheila
Sheila Pendergrass
Chapel Hill, NC USA - Tuesday, December 4, 2007 12:23 AM CST
Dear Gwin Family,
I only know of you through the Krabbe board but I had to stop by and give you a hug. Please know you are in our prayers.
Eva, Kyle and Hayden Jones <haydenswish@aol.com>
Greensboro, NC USA - Tuesday, December 4, 2007 12:04 AM CST
Dear Michelle,
I just heard about Ashleigh, and I wanted to let you know that my thoughts and prayers are with you. I want you to know that if you need anything, please don't hesitate to call me. My number is (910) 587-7449.
Love, Danielle
www.caringbridge.org/travislanebrown
Danielle Brown <danielleejb@yahoo.com>
Fayetteville, NC USA - Tuesday, December 4, 2007 10:36 AM CST
Thinking of you daily. I know it is going to start getting quieter around your house and things might get even harder.
Keep breathing and making it minute by minute.
Call me if you need me.
Jane Trimper <jatrimper@cms.maisd.com>
Stanton, MI - Tuesday, December 4, 2007 9:38 AM CST
Dear Gwin Family, I came by so many times yesterday just to leave a little note but was so overcome with emotion every time. I didn't want to break the news to Collen over the phone so I just waited until we got home.When I told Collen about Ashleigh, he was so heartsore and he told me between tears that he was happy he got the chance to hold "Angel Ashleigh" the day that he said goodbye to his "Angel Daphne". I know that Daffs was right there at the gates of heaven to meet and welcome her and right now she is holding her hand and showing her around the joyous grounds of heavens beautiful garden and there are are playing some silly games that they make along the way.
I hope you know that there are certain things in life which are out of our control. Life and death being two of them. I also believe that souls can choose the body, and in doing this, the soul chooses the parents. Ashleigh chose you guys, parents that will love unconditionally and I witnessed this first hand.
I just wanted to let you know that Ashleigh and your beautiful family will always hold a special place in my heart. Although we are accross the oceans I have thought about you ever so often and will continue to keep you in my prayers during this time of your loss of sweet, sweet Ashleigh.
Sending you all lotsa hugs.
Jenny, Collen, Thesen and "Angel Daphne" Munishvaran
Jenny Munishvaran <daphneinsa@yahoo.com>
Durban, KZN South Africa - Tuesday, December 4, 2007 7:30 AM CST
Michelle and Howard, I've been thinking about you all day. I'm still at a loss for words... I've come by Ash's journal so often and wanted to write words of comfort, and I just don't know what to say. This wasn't supposed to happen, not to sweet Ashleigh. She was such an incredible warrior - fighting this horrible disease with everything she had, and proving everyone wrong time and time again. I am so honored to have known her, to see her smiles and hear her giggles.
I know today must have been incredibly difficult, but I hope there was lots of joy and celebration as well. Oh how I wish I could have been there, to pay tribute to her amazing spirit. She will always be a hero to us.
Jackson knows he has another angel to watch over him now. Fly high, sweet princess... we will miss you forever.
Sending much love to you all, and constant thoughts and prayers...
XOXO
D'Anne
D'Anne White <mama@jacksonwhite.com>
Concord, CA USA - Tuesday, December 4, 2007 1:12 AM CST
Dearest Howard, Michelle and Mackenzie - Our very deepest sympathies for the loss of your beautiful daughter Ashleigh. Our hearts are heavy and our prayers are with you. May she rest in Peace. Your Friends, Joe and Viviene McNamara
Viviene <viviene.escalona@us.army.mil>
West Orange, NJ USA - Monday, December 3, 2007 8:56 PM CST
Michelle, Howard, and Mackenzie
My thoughts and prayers are with you as you go through this difficult time. I've been checking on Ashleigh often since you left NJ. She was a very special little girl and much more to me than just another client. Ashleigh had a spirit and sense of humor that is rare to find and it was a privilage to be her nurse even though it was for such a short time. I learned more about courage and hope from her than I could have ever taught her. I recently had to splurge and buy a new journal, of course I thought of both of you and couldn't help but laugh. Ashleigh will always hold a special place in my heart.
Susan Sebastian <sebastian610@comcast.net>
Mullica Hill, NJ - Monday, December 3, 2007 7:14 PM CST
Dear Michelle, Howard, and Mackenzie-
Thinking of you and your sweet precious Ashleigh. May she rest in peace and may you be comforted by the love of family and friends.
I know that you have made today a wonderful celebration of her life!
Sarah Walker <kennedy392@gmail.com>
Ocean View, DE - Monday, December 3, 2007 6:16 PM CST
Dear Howard, Michelle and Mackenzie,
We are thinking of you all today and wishing we could be there with you to help remember and celebrate Ashleigh's life. She is such a special little girl and we will always remember her. Michelle, I am so sorry we could not be there with you. We will be back in Durham in a month and if there is anything we can do, please let us know. In the meantime, we are praying for you all, praying God will provide the strength and encouragement to get through the days ahead and for His loving arms to surround you and sustain you all. Sending our prayers and hugs to you.
In His Love & Care
Becky Jenkins - Mason's Mommy
www.meetmason.com
Becky Jenkins <meetmason@gmail.com>
- Monday, December 3, 2007 5:49 PM CST
Dearest Gwin family
I have had a candle lit all afternoon and will keep it lit until this evening as you say good bye Ashleigh.
Thank you for sharing her with our family...her smile and laughs will never leave me.
Christine <Luvbills@aol.com>
LeRoy, NY USA - Monday, December 3, 2007 5:03 PM CST
Howard & Michelle, I am so sorry to hear about Ashleigh. Our thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.
Bob & Linda Horton
Millville , NJ - Monday, December 3, 2007 3:38 PM CST
Howard, Michelle and Mackenzie,
I will be praying for you all today, wishing I could be there with you all. I lit a candle in St. Patrick's Cathedral for Ashleigh. I was in New York this weekend. Sending lots of love your way
Erin Bonacquisti <onesweetdayeb@yahoo.com>
LeRoy, NY - Monday, December 3, 2007 11:35 AM CST
CPT Gwin & Michelle,
My heart sunk when I received the news today. Ashleigh touched all of us and we will miss her dearly. Our prayers go out to you and your family.
2LT James & Mary Ferguson <james.lee.ferguson@us.army.mil>
Brick, NJ USA - Monday, December 3, 2007 11:02 AM CST
Michelle, Howard and Mckinzie,
We're so sorry to hear about the little princess. We're keeping you all in our thoughts and Prayers.
Please contact us if you need anything.
Fly high little one. We'll see you again.
Scott, Terry and Angel Liam <Rebel1018@aol.com>
C.C. Hills, IL. - Monday, December 3, 2007 10:05 AM CST
We were truly sorry to hear of Ashleigh's passing. Our thoughts and prayers are with all of you.
Mark, Rachel, John & Jessica Matthews
Apex, NC USA - Monday, December 3, 2007 8:13 AM CST
We are thinking of you all today as you remember your sweet angel...
Corinne
Corinne Arthurs <barthun628@rogers.com>
- Monday, December 3, 2007 7:08 AM CST
Praying for you today....
All Our Love,
Amy and Jason xoxo
The Heflins <aleigh04192002@yahoo.com>
Lexington, KY - Monday, December 3, 2007 7:02 AM CST
Michelle, Howard and McKenzie,
It is so hard to try to write something at a time like this. I know there are no words to help you right now but I am soo sorry for your loss. I don't think Ashleigh is just dancing with the angels, I'm sure sshe is leading them. You are in my prayers.
Dee Dee Scythes <deedeescythes01@hotmail.com>
South Shore, KY USA - Monday, December 3, 2007 6:47 AM CST
Dear Michelle, Howard, and Mackenzie- My heart goes out to you over the loss of Ashleigh. I've kept up with her life through your postings. She was such a fighter- someone that we could all learn from. Thank you for sharing her with us. She will be missed.
Susan Kahler
Raleigh, nc - Monday, December 3, 2007 6:35 AM CST
Michelle and Howard,
We feel blessed to have met Ashleigh on her short visit here. Eternal happiness and no more pain are now hers. Wishing you strength, hugs and memories. You are in our thoughts and prayers.
Susan and Jasper
Susan
Chicago, - Sunday, December 2, 2007 10:36 PM CST
Michele, Howard and Makenzie,
We are so sorry to hear of Ashleigh’s passing. Please know that you are all in our thoughts and prayers. You will never know how many people are praying for Ashleigh and your family but we know those prayers will help you make it through one day at a time. Sometimes we do not understand why our children are taken from us when they are so young but we are sure they are at peace in God’s loving arms.
With our Deepest Sympathy,
COL and Mrs.Frank S. Caruso
COL and Mrs.Frank S. Caruso <christine.caruso6@verizon.net>
Burlington, NJ USA - Sunday, December 2, 2007 9:10 PM CST
May God bless your family...you've taught us all the absolute definition of love and dedication over the past few years and we are honored to have known you. A little bit of all of us left with Ashleigh, but a big part of all of us will live on with her memory... forever...
the Pacenza family <jjpacenza@comcast.net>
Mount Laurel, NJ USA - Sunday, December 2, 2007 8:02 PM CST
I can't stop thinking of Ashleigh and you guys. I wish so much I could be there tomorrow. Continued prayers are coming your way.
Katherine Kerr
Katherine Kerr <kath30@comcast..net>
- Sunday, December 2, 2007 7:38 PM CST
I am SO sorry. Of course that ceases to be adequate wording at this time. I will certainly try to be at the services. If I cannot, please know that you are in my thoughts and prayers even more now and that I will catch up with you some time in the coming weeks to give you some face-to-face TLC. Blessings as you try to get through this excruciatingly difficult time.
Khalita Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@yahoo.com>
Lexington, NC - Sunday, December 2, 2007 6:04 PM CST
We are soo sorry to hear about Ashleigh. We have watched her grow into a beautiful little girl and fell in love with her. We know she is watching over all of you and smiling. Telling everyone what a wonderful family she has. How she was so lucky to have a family who helped her with her tough fight. We will all miss her. We will keep you in our prayers.
Sue and Darrin Turner <dbtandslt@cs.com>
Glassboro, NJ USA - Sunday, December 2, 2007 5:43 PM CST
Michelle & Howard
We are all incredibly saddened by the news and your family will always be in our hearts and prayers.
Angels touch lives and Ashleigh touched ours and all of our families. I consider myself privileged to have had the opportunity to meet Ashleigh and follow her difficult journey through your journal.
You have no idea how many lives Ashleigh has touched here. She had an impact not only on our 2500 members but their families and friends as well. Your family’s picture with Ashleigh and Mackenzie remains on the wall of our lodge and our prayers for your family will continue.
Steve & The Wildwood Elks <swech1@aol.com>
Wildwood, NJ - Sunday, December 2, 2007 5:01 PM CST
I am so incredibly sad to hear the news of Ashleigh. I literally gasped when I read your entry. I never thought I'd be coming here to read this.....my heart is breaking for all of you. My prayers are with you.
Karla and Jacob <my3sonshines@centurytel.net>
Onalaska, WI - Sunday, December 2, 2007 3:29 PM CST
I have been following precious Ashleigh for years and I can't explain the deep and awful sadness I feel right now. I knew Ashleigh was sick, and I was praying so hard for her, but she's pulled through so many times, never did I anticipate that entry. You are so much in my thoughts and prayers. Ashleigh was and will always be a hero in my book. Thank you for sharing her journey with us, it's made all who read this page, better people.
Renee Curkendall
www.caringbridge.com/ny/my2angels <rcurk@aol.com>
liverpool, ny - Sunday, December 2, 2007 9:00 AM CST
Will be away from home for 2 weeks but will spend many quiet moments thinking about you guys. Hope tomorrow goes well.
Love & Peace to you all,
Ken. XX
Ken <pastnken22@btinternet.com>
Leeds, England - Sunday, December 2, 2007 5:05 AM CST
Michelle, Howard & MacKenzie:
My heart is just breaking for you. I am so sorry to read of the loss of your little warrior Ashleigh. My heart is hurting for you. All to well I know the pain you are enduring. My thoughts and prayers are with you. If there is anything at all you need, please let me know.
In Love & Prayer, Eleasha <eleasha@cox.net>
www.caringbridge.org/va/cody, - Sunday, December 2, 2007 3:02 AM CST
Dear Michelle and family,
I am so shocked to hear this news. You have all been an example of dedication, perseverance, love and total compassion as a family. We met so many times in the hallways, at the apartment complex, at the hospital, and I can always say you gave so much love and so much spirit to Ashleigh and she took every ounce of it and gave it right back! She was an amazing little girl who taught so many the power of courage and determination. Our prayers are with all of you now. We know she will watch and guide you from above. May God give you the strength to face each day with peace and serenity. May her memory live long with those of us who had the privilege of meeting her. With love and my sincere condolences,
Claudina (Caterina's mom) <claubonetti@mac.com>
New York, NY - Saturday, December 1, 2007 8:58 PM CST
Mackenzie, Michelle and Howard,
We are so very sorry for your loss. Although we didn't get the opportunity to meet sweet Ashleigh in person, we felt as if we knew her through the wonderful stories that her big sister shared. Your family is in our thoughts and prayers. With sympathy, Angela and Madison Ruffing and family
the Ruffing family
Durham, NC - Saturday, December 1, 2007 8:45 PM CST
I am so very sorry. I actually gasped when I read your words.
I will be praying for all of you as you go through this horrible time.
Just Me
- Saturday, December 1, 2007 8:37 PM CST
Michelle and Howard, my heart just breaks for you all. Ashleigh is such a sweet girl who fought to hard to live in her Krabbe stricken body. I pray that she is now free to do whatever she wants and no longer be in pain. I'm so glad that you got some family time to snuggle on the couch just the night before, it is memories like you will treasure for always.
Much love to you all! Fly high sweet girl!
Tiffany, Ron, Ronan and Angel Eden <shuggyshacky@yahoo.com >
Biddeford, ME - Saturday, December 1, 2007 5:56 PM CST
I was sorry when I found out. I know it is a hard time for you. Mackenzie you are a good friend.
Madison Braswell <annebraswell@msn.com >
Durham , NC USA - Saturday, December 1, 2007 5:50 PM CST
Michelle, Howard, Mackenzie, My heart is broken. I am so sorry, I will be praying for your family. This was a shock, I came by Ashleigh site to see how she was doing, This is a very sad day. Hugs to you all.
Asheigh is free!! run, jump, sing, sweet girl you are free.
Corinne
Corinne Arthurs <barthun628@rogers.com>
Woodstock, On, Canada - Saturday, December 1, 2007 12:15 AM CST
I am so very sorry to hear of Ashleigh's passing. You are in our thoughts and prayers today and always. Please let us know if there is anything we can do for you.
God bless you
Tammie Wallace
- Saturday, December 1, 2007 12:14 AM CST
Gwinn family- I am so sorry to hear about Ashleigh. I am sure she is a beautiful angel in heaven. It was a pleasure meeting her for the quick bit I did. If I can I will try and make it to the service on Monday. I will keep you all in my prayers.
Pam(http://www.caringbridge.org/visit/pam2007)
- Saturday, December 1, 2007 11:55 AM CST
I am praying for you all. Experiencing this loss is such a difficult journey. I want to be here for your family in any way that I can. God bless you.
Lloyd Braswell <lloyd@hvbc.org >
Durham, Nc USA - Saturday, December 1, 2007 9:48 AM CST
Words, can't even describe it! I clicked on Ashleigh's page to check to see how everyone was and to my surprise found angel wings. I'm so sorry for your loss, she touched so many lives. Even though I never met her- I felt her love, strength and courage. She will never be forgotten! I'm sending you love and strengthen.
Jennifer <jrr206@excite.com >
Upper Darby, PA USA - Saturday, December 1, 2007 9:20 AM CST
My thoughts and prayers are with your family.
Joan Mcgovern <Joanzeee38@aol.com>
Corfu, NY USA - Saturday, December 1, 2007 9:07 AM CST
Michelle,
What a privilege it was to meet you and Ashleigh at Duke. You are all a very special family. We are praying for you.
"And God shall wipe away all tears from their eyes; and there shall be no more death, neither sorrow, nor crying, neither shall there be any more pain: for the former things are passed away." Revelation 21:4
A.C. Caincross <pastor23@i2k.com>
Greenbush, MI USA - Saturday, December 1, 2007 8:45 AM CST
May God bless you in your time of sorrow.
Diane Hancock... ...caringbridge.org/ky/lanehancock <dianeh66@hotmail.com>
Hanson, ky - Saturday, December 1, 2007 4:41 AM CST
Our hearts just hurt for you all. Bless you Ashleigh for the beautiful inspirational little girl you were and the most breath-taking angel you now must be. Sending kisses upon kisses to your gorgeous cherubic face xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Although we have never been blessed to meet your family in person, we have sat here, Michelle, and felt the joy as you cheered along with all of Ashleigh’s accomplishments, and remember with goose-bumps as your words leapt off the page in excitement and anticipation of the arrival home of Ashleigh and Mackenzie’s hero daddy. Thank you for sharing your love so freely with all of us who have loved your darling Ashleigh and your family from afar. Mackenzie now has the sweetest angel kissing her and always loving her from the sweet heavens above. You are lovely Gwins. Bless you tonight and always. Extra hugs for Mackenzie xxooxx
Lisa, Frank, angel Chloe & Scarlett
xoxoxoxoxx
the Fedorak family <lisafrank.fedorak@gmail.com>
Vancouver, BC CANADA - Saturday, December 1, 2007 4:17 AM CST
I just found out about Ashleigh and I am so sorry.
A big hug to you. I am here if you need me.
Valeria (Sofia's mom)
Valeria Sanchez (www.caringbridge.org/visit/sofiacastro) <valeria_sanchez_c@hotmail.com>
- Friday, November 30, 2007 9:41 PM CST
I am so sorry to hear about Ashleigh. I've been a longtime lurker on her site. May God bless and keep your family as you deal with your loss.
Lori V
Pittsburgh, PA USA - Friday, November 30, 2007 9:33 PM CST
Dearest Michelle, Howard & Mackenzie
I am so sorry. Please know that you will be in our thoughts & prayers and we send you all our love
Grace & Anthony <grace.caruso@verizon.net>
Brooklyn, NY - Friday, November 30, 2007 8:44 PM CST
I pray for your strength!! God Bless You!
www.caringbridge.org/tn/tuckerstrailers
Angela Wells <armadison@hotmail.com>
Paris, TN - Friday, November 30, 2007 8:37 PM CST
Michelle, Howard, McKenzie
We all love you and are praying for you.
Much love Jhyrve, Karen and Lucas
Jhyrve <czangel487@yahoo.com>
- Friday, November 30, 2007 8:27 PM CST
Dearest Gwin Family,
My thoughts and prayers are with you all during this very difficult time.
Sincerely,
Lisa Giovannitti <lisagiovannitti2004@yahoo.com>
Hilton Head, SC USA - Friday, November 30, 2007 7:17 PM CST
Dearest Michelle, Howard, and MacKenzie,
I will always remember her beautiful smile, and cherish the memory of cradling her in my arms. Thank you for sharing your precious daughter with me. My thoughts and prayers are with all of you.
With much love,
Kathy
Kathy Hawley <kahawley@hotmail.com>
Durham, NC USA - Friday, November 30, 2007 6:32 PM CST
We were so saddened and heartbroken when we heard the news today. Please know that you are always in our thoughts and we will continue to pray for you all. Love, Jen, Steven, Madison and Meagan
Jennifer Coleman <stevencoleman4@verizon.net>
Wenonah, NJ US - Friday, November 30, 2007 6:20 PM CST
A beautiful little girl and a true fighter is among the angels now. You're in our thoughts and prayers.
Kristen Drozdowski, aunt to Jason, Kyle and Angel Mitchy Forslind <kadrozdowski@hotmail.com>
Templeton, MA - Friday, November 30, 2007 6:10 PM CST
I am so sorry for the loss of your beautiful daughter. I am a very good friend of Aide and Michael Benson and have heard all about Ashleigh and your beautiful family. I pray that the Lord hold you ever so close right now and guides you through this very difficult time. Fly high Ashleigh and sing,dance,run and play like a 5 year old girl should.
Cindy Eastty <ceastty@yahoo.com>
Austin, Tx Travis - Friday, November 30, 2007 5:43 PM CST
Dear Gwin Family,
We are deeply saddenned to hear of Ashleigh's passing. She has always been such a fighter and an inspiration to us all. Now she is able to run free in heaven. You are in our thoughts and prayers.
Chad and Laura Johnson
San Diego , CA - Friday, November 30, 2007 5:36 PM CST
Dear Gwin Family,
We are so sorry to hear about your beautiful daughter Ashleigh. I remember the first time I met you all and she had the biggest smile not even knowng who we were. She touched many lives and she will always be remembered because of that smile.
Ashleigh you are finally able to start doing all the things that Mom & Dad have wished you able to do.
I know that there is not much that we can do for you from here but please remember that if we can help you with anything please let us know. We are always here for you all. Please know that you are all in our prayers at this trying time for you all.
We will miss you Ashleigh. Keep smiling.
Tina, Dave, Ashley & Brittany Bell <tina.m.bell@us.army.mil>
Gloucester , NJ - Friday, November 30, 2007 5:28 PM CST
I've not known of Ashleigh for long but i know she was a special girl, she was a fighter and has the most wonderful family. May she now be at peace and laugh and dance without this awful disease. You are all an inspiration.
Melanie & Jack MacPherson <melaniemacpherson1975@yahoo.co.uk>
Scotland, UK - Friday, November 30, 2007 5:19 PM CST
I wish I had words to say to you that would ease your pain and sorrow. I know she was met by all of our loved ones, she is not alone she walks with God. Love, Aunt Lyn and Uncle John.
linda and john gwin <ljgwin@verizon.net>
wenonah, nj usa - Friday, November 30, 2007 5:02 PM CST
We're beginning to come out of the trenches...the thousands of Ashleigh fans who have followed her journey. Your little angel has touched so many lives in her short time here. Many days I have come to this page and gained strength - your love, courage and hope has been an inspiration to many. Today as I said a prayer for your family - the clouds were a beautiful shade of gold and I knew she's reached her place, she's in His arms. May God Bless you.
Marge Walsh, MS, OTR <margeotped@comcast.net>
Glassboro, NJ - Friday, November 30, 2007 4:23 PM CST
I am so sorry about Ashleigh. God Bless, FROG, and B+!!!!~*MoRgAn*~! www.caringbridge.org/visit/morgantaylor
Morgan Taylor <nagrom12345678@yahoo.com>
Douglasville, GA USA - Friday, November 30, 2007 3:55 PM CST
MY PRAYERS ARE WITH YOU AND YOUR FAMILY GOD BLESS YOU ALL
Debbie Anderson <debbiea1958@yahoo.com>
fort edward, New York 12828 United States - Friday, November 30, 2007 3:49 PM CST
Dear Michelle, Howard & Mackenzie-
Words cannot express my sorrow for you and your family. Although it has been some time since we have spoken, please know that I checked in on Ashleigh everyday...not a moment has gone by over the past couple of years that I have not thought about you and prayed for her healing. When I opened Ashleigh's page and the background had switched to the Angel wings...my heart sank to my stomach. She has endured so much and I imagined this battle was another she she would conquer!
Ashleigh has touched my life in way that no child ever has. It was such an honor to not only be her therapist but a part of her life! She was such an amazing and strong little girl.
Please accept my sincerest thoughts and prayers for your family.I love you all and miss you dearly.
FLY HIGH ASHLEIGH! FLY HIGH! We will continue to honor your life and follow your dreams everyday!
LOVE ALWAYS
XOXO
Sarah <kennedy392@gmail.com>
Ocean View, DE - Friday, November 30, 2007 3:48 PM CST
I am shocked. I am so very, very, sorry. Ashleigh was a sweet, precious and very loved little girl. She truly was an angel on earth. Please accept my deepest symapthies and know my heart is broken, too.
Prayers for strength to endure these days ahead....
Fly High Precious Little One, fly high.....
Deb Mathy
green bay, WI - Friday, November 30, 2007 3:34 PM CST
Dear Gwinn Family, I have been following your sweet angel for a over a year now. Howard graduated with my brother Johnny. I came today and was shocked and saddened. We know she is in heaven running and playing with Jesus, no more pain, she is perfect!! Our prayers are with your family. May the Lord give you strength to get through these tough times.
Stacy Dougherty
Sewell, nj - Friday, November 30, 2007 3:31 PM CST
I am very sorry and sad to hear of Ashleigh's passing. I never met Ashleigh, but I checked in on her every day. I know she will be happy in heaven.
Laura Beeler
Portland, Ct USA - Friday, November 30, 2007 3:26 PM CST
Michelle, Howard, and Mackenzie, I'm so sorry to hear about Ashleigh. I know you have done everything humanly possible to keep Ashleigh here. May this bring you peace in knowing you have done an amazing job. You are wonderful parents, your girls are lucky to have you! Your love for Ashleigh will live on in your hearts forever!
With sympathy, Nicole and Michael Nocera Kyle and Angel Ryan!
Nicole Nocera <Nicole1123@hotmail.com>
Mendon, MA - Friday, November 30, 2007 3:25 PM CST
Dear Michele, Howard, and Mackenzie,
I wish I had the right words. I am so sorry for all of the pain you are going through right now, and I am sending you all so much love. I am so grateful I got to meet Ashleigh at Symposium, and I got to kiss her sweet little cheeks! You guys have all put up one amazing fight, I admire your strength and courage through so much unknown. May God bless you all with peace, and love, and may Ashleigh be free to run and play and sing and dance. I know she is making Heaven an even more beautiful place. We'll be praying for you.....
Brooke, Ethan, Chloe, and Jack Palamaro <peterpalamaro@optonline.net>
Sayville, NY - Friday, November 30, 2007 3:14 PM CST
I've followed Ashleigh's site for years now. I am so sorry for the loss of your beautiful little girl!
Jennifer Kahler
IL - Friday, November 30, 2007 3:13 PM CST
Michelle,
I got word this morning of Ashleigh's passing. I know we haven't been in touch for several years - since Ashleigh's transplant and I was your Best Buddy, but I want you to know I am praying for you and was so sorry hear about her death. She was a precious child and I know your heart will be heavy for quite awhile, but just know that you have many lifting you up in prayer asking God to put his loving arms around you and help you through this time of great sorrow.
Connie Hemric <constance.hemric@duke.edu>
Durham, NC USA - Friday, November 30, 2007 2:52 PM CST
I am sorry to hear of your loss. God Bless you all.
Peter F. Rapetti <Prapettinj@msn.com>
Galloway Township, NJ USA - Friday, November 30, 2007 2:44 PM CST
Sending so much love through the tears.
Ashleigh.
"You'll never know just how much I love you.
You'll never know just how much I care."
Hope the sky is clear tonight, I shall look for the brightest star in the Heavens & know that you are shining down on us all.
Our love to you all, Michelle, Howard, Mackenzie.
Ken. XX & Pat too.
Ken Roberts <patnken22@btinternet.com>
Leeds, England - Friday, November 30, 2007 1:56 PM CST
Michelle, Howard, and Mackenzie,
Oh I am so sorry for your loss of your sweet baby girl. I feel so stupid for my entry yesterday. I was thinking of you this morning and how worried you were about Mackenzie's dream. I can hardly believe that she is gone. I am so blessed to have gotten to visit with you all in person on several occasions. So many of the children I follow through their web pages, I have never gotten to see. I will never forget those visits to the Rainbow Day Room to see you.
Michelle, you have always been the best mom- so loving and proud of your girls. I am so glad that Howard is home, both for his sake and yours.
I will keep Mackenzie esp in my prayers. You have always been so good and careful with her. I know you will help her find her way through this sad time.
I wish I could give you a big hug. I will be holding you close in my heart. Love, Anne
Anne Himes <arhimes@msn.com www.caringbridge.org/page/andrewh>
Boonsboro, md USA - Friday, November 30, 2007 1:54 PM CST
My deepest sympathies to you.
Linda
Iowa City, IA USA - Friday, November 30, 2007 1:51 PM CST
With tears and a heavy heart, I extend my deepest condolences to the beautiful Gwin family. My thoughts and prayers are with you in this difficult time.
Odile Levy <olevy@san.rr.com>
San Diego, CA - Friday, November 30, 2007 1:21 PM CST
Michelle, Howard and Mackensie- I was so shocked to see the site today- words cannot express how sad I am to hear that she is no longer with us. But, I do believe that she earned much deserved wings, and is an angel watching over all of us now. As a mother myself, I cannot imagine how you must be feeling. For Mackensie- sweetheart you are such a brave and strong little girl, and Ashleigh will always be grateful for having you as her sister. Please let us know when and where the services will be. Godspeed Ashleigh. You will be forever missed. From your friends in South Jersey, Colleen Cassidy and Family.
Colleen Cassidy <colleen.cassidy@verizon.net>
Swedesboro, NJ USA - Friday, November 30, 2007 12:49 AM CST
Sorry to hear of your loss...I had never even heard of such diseases until one of my best friends nephew, Jared Kerr, was diagnosed...I'm sure this has been a long and trying journey for your family but I hope amist the pain and heartache you can find some comfort in the fact that your little lady is Home and feeling much better...God Bless you all and my daughter and I will keep you in our prayers right next to Jared...
Mary Kate Matthews
Mary Kate Matthews <mk10matthews@hotmail.com>
Dennisville, NJ US - Friday, November 30, 2007 12:29 AM CST
I can't even express how sad I am. Ashleigh meant the world to me. She is one of the reasons I am becoming a nurse. She changed my life. Thank you so much for sharing her with me. I will cherish the memories of being able to snuggle with her. I am sure my sister was there to greet her when she flew to heaven, she will take care of her. I am praying for all of you. I love you all.
Fly high Ashleigh!!!
Erin Bonacquisti <onesweetdayeb@yahoo.com>
LeRoy, NY - Friday, November 30, 2007 12:20 AM CST
Gwin Family
My heart is aching for you - there are no words that can be expressed to help ease your pain, broken heart and emptiness. Just know that your sweet, sweet angel has the Wind Beneath Her Wings and is soaring high as an eagle. She fought long and hard for the family that loved her so much - she will always be beside you.
Love to all,
Memo, Poppy and all of your Texas family
Abbie McCormick <abbie.mccormick@scisd.net>
Eldorado, Tx USA - Friday, November 30, 2007 12:18 AM CST
Cpt and Mrs. Gwin
We are very sorry to hear of your loss. We wish you both the best in your time of need. God Bless you.
Mark and Joanne rizzo <mark.rizzo@nj.ngb.army.mil>
Fort Dix, NJ USA - Friday, November 30, 2007 12:15 AM CST
It's Michelle and Summer again. This is for you, "For I know the plans that I have for you, declares the Lord, plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you a hope and a future." (Jer 29:11) God has plans for you. His plans for Ashleigh have been completed and she is now enjoying eternity in heaven. Life will be different now, but God still has a plan for you. The bible says that we do not mourn like those who have no hope. Someday you will see your little angel again, and at that time, you'll be able to fly around with her........ we all will.
michelle mallozzi-nutter <summeranne777@optonline.net>
seaside heights , nj usa - Friday, November 30, 2007 12:02 AM CST
Hi, it's Michelle and Summer Anne Nutter, (the Nutter family from the Sam Nutter Foundation 5K run). We just received word about Ashleigh. Our hearts break for you. We also rejoice with you that Ashleigh is healed and in heaven. Please email us when you are up to it. We are praying for your comfort.
michelle mallozzi-nutter
seaside heights , nj usa - Friday, November 30, 2007 11:46 AM CST
Fly High little one!
What a battle you fought.
I've followed from the start.
My thoughts are with you all.
Cathy Wachtstetter <Skugalskid@aol.com>
Ft Lauderdale, Fl - Friday, November 30, 2007 11:43 AM CST
We are so sorry to hear of your loss. Ashleigh is now in having lots of fun playing and running around in heaven with God and all his angels. You and your family are always in our thoughts and prayers.
Janeen and Andrew Eisler
Janeen Eisler <jstarr1031@yahoo.com>
Durham, nc usa - Friday, November 30, 2007 11:43 AM CST
I am so sorry for the loss of your beautiful daughter. My thoughts and prayers are with you.
Priscilla Wayman
Priscilla Wayman <priscillawayman@gmail.com>
new bern , nc us - Friday, November 30, 2007 11:30 AM CST
I am sooooooo sorry. Please call me when you get a chance. I will wait for you to call on your time since I know this time is hard. www.caringbridge.org/visit/hannahtheriot
kristen theriot <kristheriot@cox.net>
gonzales, la - Friday, November 30, 2007 11:29 AM CST
Ohhh dear Gwinn family,
I am just so sad for your family and your loss of sweet precious Ashleigh.
She will forever be in my heart and thoughts.
Fly high sweety, it was honor to meet you and your sweet family at Duke...
With love,
Michel, Angelique and Dylan
www.caringbridge.org/europe/dylan <dylans_mama@hotmail.com>
Rotterdam, ZH The Netherlands (Holland) - Friday, November 30, 2007 11:22 AM CST
Gwin Family
We were saddened to hear the news of Ashleigh's passing. While her life was far too short, she touched so many people through her struggles and triumphs and made each of us appreciate what we have a bit more. As mothers ourselves, we cannot begin to imagine the enormity of your grief at this time but please know that we share in it with you to the extent that we can. If there is anything we or anyone in the NJARNG can do to help you through this time please contact us. God bless.
Michele Daisey & Heather Altman, NJ-ARNG FAC <michele.daisey1@us.army.mil>
Woodbury, NJ 08096 - Friday, November 30, 2007 11:16 AM CST
Dear Michelle, Howared and Mackenzie,
I am so shocked and saddened by the news. Please know you are always in our prayers. If you need anything do not hesitate to call. You did such a wonderful job as devoted, loving parents.
Katherine Kerr <kath30@comcast..net>
- Friday, November 30, 2007 11:06 AM CST
I am sorry! I don't know what else to say. She was a fighter. You guys did everything that you could. It was a blessing every time that I saw her. I am glad we were able to raise money at the golf outing and the 5k run to improve her quality of life while she was with us. God bless.
MAJ Dowgin <edward.dowgin@us.army.mil>
FT Dix, NJ - Friday, November 30, 2007 11:03 AM CST
I keep coming back here, and just sitting, and reflecting... Ashleigh fought so hard. She is a strong little girl, and now she is free to run hard and play hard. Beautiful Ashleigh, we love you so much.
Mackenzie, you are such a wonderful big sister. Through your mom's words, we have watched you as you have diligently cared for Ashleigh. Be assured, precious one, that Ashleigh is now diligently watching over you.
Howard and Michelle, I pray for you both, that you would have the strength you need in the coming days. You are such loving and wonderful parents. Miss Ashleigh leaves quite a legacy behind!
I love you,
Trish and Braeden
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Trish Knight <trishknight@stennisfoundation.org>
Amarillo, TX USA - Friday, November 30, 2007 10:45 AM CST
Michelle, Howard and Mackenzie,
I am an employee of Johnson Matthey West Deptford. I have followed Ashleigh's journey all through the years.
I was so saddened to hear of Ashleigh's passing. She is at peace and you have so many wonderful memories of such a sweet inspiration at such a young age. You are all in my thoughts and prayers.
Lorraine Volpe <volpele@jmusa.com>
Turnersville, NJ USA - Friday, November 30, 2007 10:43 AM CST
To the entire Gwin family: My heart goes out to you, I have been blessed to have known your little girl with all that you have writtin' and the pictures. She was an angel who now has her wings. She is looking down on her family smiling for all you have done for her the love, laughter, and memories. Ashleigh will hold in her heart and soul the memories you gave her until you all meet again in heaven. May God take you in his arms and give you peace. Fly High Little Angel.
Carolyn (Mutzer) <whiterose7@comcast.net>
Middleburg, Fl - Friday, November 30, 2007 10:42 AM CST
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