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Thanks for visiting our guestbook!(This is an open guestbook. Please feel free to add an entry to the guestbook for others to read.)IF YOU DON'T SEE YOUR ENTRY AFTER ADDING -- PLEASE CLICK ON RELOAD/REFRESH Click here to sign the guestbook. Click here to go back to the main page. Amy and Scott, I read your journal and am very touched. Thank you so much for sharing this with everyone. You have experienced the LOVE from a child and for a child and no one can take that from you! What an adorable little boy! I can just picture him running around as Batman! My love goes out to you both! - Lisa Lisa Partyka Lindgren <Lind1209@paulbunyan.net> Bemidji, MN USA - Wednesday, February 4, 2009 10:26 AM CST Amy and Scott, wanted to let you know we're thinking of you as another anniversary passes. Hope to catch up with you one day after we've gotten moved to MN! gena atcher nevada, ia usa - Tuesday, December 4, 2007 8:34 PM CST Many warm, knowing hugs and tears as Zachary's Homegoing anniversary approaches. Is it me or does this just get harder every year? May you continue to know the presence of our Lord's love. Yolanda Rogers, Mom to Anna <weloveanna@3embarqmail.com> Alt Spgs, FL USA - Monday, December 3, 2007 8:03 PM CST WANTING TO REMEMBER ZACH ON WHAT WOULD HAVE BEEN HIS MILESTONE BIRTHDAY OF HITTING THE DOUBLE DIGITS!! AMY AND SCOTT, WE THINK OF YOU OFTEN AND HOPE YOU'RE DOING WELL GENA ATCHER <ATCHERBOY@IOWATELECOM.NET> NEVADA, IA USA - Monday, August 13, 2007 7:04 PM CDT Dropping by shedding tears and sharing smiles as Zack's birthday approaches. May the hope of Heaven continue to comfort and encourage your hearts. Yolanda Rogers, Mom to Anna <weloveanna@earthlink.net> Alt Spgs, FL USA - Saturday, August 11, 2007 7:56 PM CDT Sorry that this message is late, but I was thinking of you this week. You are in my prayers as ever. Harri, Mum to Wilms' angel-girl Lowri <timvdw@kcbbs.gen.nz> Auckland, New Zealand - Friday, December 8, 2006 3:59 PM CST Remembering you and Zach on the eve of his birthday. May our Lord fill your heart with His awesome peace and His blessed hope of Heaven. In His Love, Yolanda Rogers http://www.galatians5.com Mom to Anna Alt Springs, FL USA - Monday, August 14, 2006 8:01 PM CDT Remembering you for your birthday AngelBoy and praying for Love, Strength, and Sweet Memories for your precious mom and dad--Thinking of you both, Amy and Scott~ Hugs, Grace and Katey *Katey's Site* <olsens5@wi.rr.com> Waukesha, WI - Monday, August 7, 2006 6:16 PM CDT Lifting you in prayer on the eve of Zachary's Homegoing. It is hard in this valley. Praise God, the best is yet to come! May our Lord's peace be yours. Yolanda Rogers <galatians5@truevine.net> Altamonte Springs, FL USA - Sunday, December 4, 2005 3:38 PM CST Wishing you a very bless Thanksgiving. Sending lots of prayers your way+++++++++++++++++++++++++ Love LaKota and her mom Debbie. http://www.caringbridge.org/mn/laplafcan <LaKotaDeb@hotmail.com> St.Cloud, MN - Monday, November 21, 2005 7:29 PM CST Thinking of you ALWAYS and sending much love your way. Thanks for all the prayers for our sweet Haley & our family. God Bless Angel Haley's family www.caringbridge.org/ne/haleygirl Patti <www.haleym10@alltel.net> Panama, Ne - Tuesday, August 23, 2005 11:11 AM CDT  BRENDA My Loving Dad's Site <brurka@shaw.ca> EDMONTON,ALBERTA CANADA, - Monday, August 22, 2005 2:32 AM CDT Hi Amy, Hope you all are doing well. We are getting settled here in Australia. It has taken forever to get the internet up and running so I have been out of touch. The weather is gorgeous and the people are friendly. Driving on the other side of the road stinks. I would love to just take off and explore but am not comfortable enough with the driving yet to wander too far. These folks don't believe in street signs and don't know their directions (N,S,E, W) They have these weird roundabout things in place of four way stops. so if you want to turn right you have to go all the way around the circle to make a simple right turn, UGH. I guess I will learn. Take care and keep positive thoughts about our boys. I cried when my air shipment came and Andrew's picture was in it. It is so sad that that is all we have of our guys. valerie Price mom to Wilm's Angel Andrew and Terrific Trey <valerie_price@hotmail.com www.caringbridge.com/tx/aprice> Brisbane, Australia - Friday, August 19, 2005 5:25 AM CDT Hi Amy ~ It was great to meet you in person last week, what a nice surprise! Hope you had a good time at the reunion. As always, we're keeping you in our prayers & hope that things are going well for you. Take care, The Fagerstrom's Kelly www,caringbridge.org/mn/abe <kellyfagerstrom@hotmail.com> Bemidji, MN - Thursday, August 18, 2005 4:28 PM CDT Thought of you yesterday, and somehow the day got away before I could get to the guestbook. I hope you found some reasons to smile as you remembered the wonderful gift of Zachary in your life and celebrated his birthday. Birthdays, to me, are the hardest of all. Everyone has Christmas, and all the other holidays, but birthdays are special days to celebrate just the person whose birthday it is. It is also a day that evokes so many "what ifs" and "what could have been" with me. I'm sure it was Tuckers page that you got the "all the rest of your life" quote from. Isn't that the truth. The further we get the harder it gets in many, many, ways. Happy Birthday Zachary. The love you brought to your mom and dads life was the greatest gift of all. Keep smiling on them. Tracy Reamy www.caringbridge.org/nd/tuckersjourney <reamys@gra.midco.net> Grand Forks,, ND - Tuesday, August 16, 2005 10:52 AM CDT Many prayers and cyberhugs on the eve of Zachary's birthday. May you continue to know God's comfort, peace and hope in a very special way. Yolanda Rogers, Mom to Anna, http://www.galatians5.com <galatians5@truevine.net> Altamonte Springs, FL USA1 - Sunday, August 14, 2005 8:27 PM CDT Be well friends...we will never forget your handsome lil man nor you Scott and Amy, the parents who loved him so dearly. You are right, Zach already left his mark on this world esp on other Wilms families like ours~ We will not be forgetting his sweet smile...We will be praying always for peace for your hearts and memories of better days with your batman. Hold tight to each other, 'rock-solid' is a great thing and know that Zach is the glue that will hold you together in sweet embrace until Forever~ Hugs-n-Love across the miles, Grace and Katey *Katey's Site* <olsens5@wi.rr.com> Waukesha, WI - Tuesday, August 9, 2005 3:02 PM CDT  BRENDA My Loving Dad's Site <brurka@shaw.ca> EDMONTON,ALBERTA CANADA, - Tuesday, July 12, 2005 0:46 AM CDT Hey Amy, Sorry it has been a while. I got a new computer and finally got around to changing over my bookmarks/favorites. Did not know how to do it and finally just emailed them to myself. I was nervous I would forget in the move excitement. The foot is holding up ok. Overdid it yesterday and my back is sore. I think it is from the difference in the cast height and my shoes. When you are nearly 6 feet tall heels are not something that you keep around too much especially heels that go with shorts!!! Guess I will invest it the high heeled flip flops (will probably fall off them and kill myself). Hope you are all doing well. Struggling some with leaving Andrew behind while going to Australia. Hopefully the excitement will make it easier. I know he isn't really there anyway and have made arrangements for friends to check up on him monthly. Take care and enjoy some cool summer weather (Its been 95-100 since May). valerie Price mom to Wilm's Angel Andrew and Terrific Trey <valerie_price@hotmail.com www.caringbridge.com/tx/aprice> spring, tx - Saturday, July 9, 2005 9:16 PM CDT   EDMONTON,ALBERTA CANADA, - Monday, June 27, 2005 8:25 PM CDT Hi Scott and Amy, Hoping you are both enjoying some nice summer days. Are you back from WA yet, Scott? Hope you have a sweet fathers day in remembrance of your loving angel Zach. Stopping by to say hello, still thinkin and prayin for you both--live and love just like your lil batman would~ Love-n-Hugs, Grace and Katey *Katey's Site* <olsens5@wi.rr.com> Waukesha, WI - Friday, June 17, 2005 9:40 AM CDT I've been hearing that people can't get into my guestbook I fixed it now .Thinking of you always. EDMONTON,ALBERTA CANADA, - Wednesday, June 1, 2005 8:24 PM CDT Amy, I know Mother's Day had to be extra tough on you this year, missing Zach and having Scott gone. How thoughtful of you to think of me, while you were undoubtedly having a not so great day. I continue to think of you often and stop by Zach's page. I'm just not so good at always signing the guestbook. Happy first day of winter - oh, I mean happy spring :) Stay warm. Fondly, Tracy Tracy Reamy www.caringbridge.org/nd/tuckersjourney <reamys@gra.midco.net> Grand Forks, ND - Wednesday, May 11, 2005 6:15 PM CDT Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Sunday, May 8, 2005 2:12 AM CDT Amy, Happy Mother's Day. I know it is a bitter sweet day for you each year. I hope you find a way to celebrate that brings joy not tears. Love always Valerie Price proud to be a mother of Angel Andrew and terrific Trey <valerie_price@hotmail.com www.caringbridge.com/tx./aprice> - Saturday, May 7, 2005 2:39 PM CDT Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Friday, May 6, 2005 10:51 PM CDT Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Monday, May 2, 2005 1:08 AM CDT Amy, Thanks for the mention on Zach's website. Ever since finding out about the move time has dragged by. I know that will change when everything starts happening. We are going to do a two week celebration of Australia in Social Studies and Science the last two weeks of school. That should be fun for us all. Thanks for the friendship. Valerie Price <valerie_price@hotmail.com www.carinbridge.com/tx/aprice> - Monday, April 25, 2005 8:58 PM CDT LOVE BRENDA Edmonton,Alberta CANADA, - Monday, April 25, 2005 3:25 PM CDT Hi Amy and Scott, Just stopping by to visit with Batman and say hello to you both. Batman, its so sweet of you to tinker with your mom's radio and send her your love while she's at work :> Also, the new pictures in the photo album are wonderful! Our Katey will be turning 8yo midMay. We'll be thinking of you both and praying for you esp this summer for Zach's Birthday. Amy, hopefully Scott's time away from home goes quickly. Like you, I'd miss my hubby too much and besides, I hate doing lawnmowing! Lucky for me our 10yo learned how last year! Maybe you could join Scott in WA for a getaway, even for just a part of it??? Thinking and praying for you both always~ Hugs, Grace and Katey *Katey's Site* <olsens5@wi.rr.com> Waukesha, WI - Thursday, April 21, 2005 2:15 PM CDT Hi Amy ~ Just wanted you to know that I'm thinking of you & your sweet boy today. The picture of Zach on the swing is adorable. Keeping you guys in our prayers. Take care, Kelly www.caringbridge.org/mn/abe <kellyfagerstrom@hotmail.com> Bemidji, MN - Monday, March 21, 2005 9:31 AM CST I continue to check on you often, and love to look at pictures of your Zach smiling. I just realized it has been awhile since I signed in. Hasn't this winter thing gotten old?! I'm looking forward to mowing instead of snowblowing and enjoying some sun! I think it will be good for all of our spirits. Happy spring! Tracy The Reamys www.caringbridge.org/nd/tuckersjourney <reamys@gra.midco.net> Grand Forks, ND - Friday, March 18, 2005 10:52 AM CST Amy, Wondering if you all are thawing out up there in the great white north. I think it froze twice this winter down here. We are having temperatures in the 80s this weekend and I got a suburn today. Not really ready for the heat of summer but this weather is great. Hope you all are well. We are buzy as can be. We will slow down, we will slow down!!! I guess when we fall down we will slow down. Thinking about you. Let us know you are doing well since Jan 11!!!!! Valerie Price mom to Angel Andrew and Terrific Trey <valerie_price@hotmail.com www.caringbridge.com/tx/aprice> - Saturday, March 12, 2005 8:44 PM CST Hope despite everything your soon feeling  Love Viks viks <viks@postpals.co.uk> - Saturday, February 19, 2005 6:42 AM CST  You are such a Handsome boy Zach and what a wonderful thing you did to give your mom such a pleasant visit! Your mom and dad miss you so but they honor you in their memories and continue to share your sweet little life with the rest of us. A True and Everlasting Love, Celebrate that today!Luv-n-Hugs to you both, Grace and Katey *Katey's Site* <olsens5@execpc.com> Waukesha, WI - Monday, February 14, 2005 11:18 PM CST Just want you to know that your always in our prayers. Love LaKota and her mom Debbie. Here is a poem that I would like to share with all the moms that have a love one in that is in Heaven: My Mom Is A Survivor My Mom is a survivor, or so I've heard it said. But I hear her crying at night when all others are in bed. I watch her lay awake at night and go to hold her hand. She doesn't know I'm with her to help her understand. But like the sands on the beach that never wash away... I watch over my surviving mom, who thinks of me each day. She wears a smile for others...a smile of disguise. But through Heaven's door I see tears flowing from her eyes. My mom tries to cope with death to keep my memory alive. But anyone who knows her knows it is her way to survive. As I watch over my surviving mom...through Heaven's open door. I try to tell her that angels protect me forever more. But I know that doesn't help her or ease the burden she bears. So if you get a chance, go visit her...And show her that you care. For no matter what she says...no matter what she feels. My surviving mom has a broken heart that time won't ever heal~! Author unknown. http://www.caringbridge.org/mn/laplafcan <LaKotaDeb@Hotmail.com> St.Cloud, MN - Tuesday, February 8, 2005 12:54 AM CST Hi Scott & Aim, The new pictures are great! Believe it or not Sami still has Zak's bike...mind you the seat is as high as it goes but she loves it just the same. I think this year I will have to break down & buy her a new one! Just thinking of you both and am glad to hear that all is going well. We will get together & see each other this year!!! Tylor will be a freshman in the fall so before we know it he will be graduating high school! Time sure does fly. You all take care & I miss you. Rhoda <rmmengert@charter.net> Fond du Lac, WI - Friday, February 4, 2005 8:45 PM CST Letting you know that your in our prayers and thoughts. Sending lots of prayers your way.++++++++++++++++++ Love LaKota and her mom Debbie. ~*~LaKota~*~ http://www.caringbridge.org/mn/laplafcan <LaKotaDeb@Hotmail.com> St.Cloud, MN - Tuesday, January 18, 2005 10:32 AM CST Amy, What an accomplishment you have made to have refound happiness without guilt. The first time I laughed I felt so guilty, but now laughing is often and happiness has returned to the Price family. It feels nice to say that guilt free. The picture of Zach could easily have been Andrew. He loved his swing. When he was barely still with us we sat on the porch swing and it still gave him a smile. That is how I know that flying in Heaven is wonderful for him. Take care and don't freeze in the great white north. (I am freezing here at 50 degrees) Valerie Valerie Price <valerie_price@hotmail.com www.caringbridge.com/tx/aprice> - Sunday, January 16, 2005 4:04 PM CST I think of you often Zak & know that you are smiling down on us all. It seems like yesterday that Amy called me at work with the news. It is hard to believe that it has been over 3 years that you have been gone. You made me realize how precious family really is. I treasure each day with my children. Scott & Amy, I miss you guys. Take care! The Mengerts <rmmengert@charter.net> Fond du Lac, WI USA - Monday, January 10, 2005 7:35 PM CST Hi Scott and Amy, I came by Zachary's site via your entry in Caroline's guestbook. I am so sorry you are missing your darling Zachary ... he certainly does look like a delightful child and a joy in your life ... he always will be ... his spirit is always with you. On another CaringBridge site, there is a song playing ... and it is my hope and wish for you both for 2005 ... "I hope you Dance!" Dance with each other ... Dance with Zachary's spirit ... you know, kids love it when you dance with them (mine do). Blessings to you this New Year, Terri ^San Diego Angels MSN Group^ North San Diego County, CA - Monday, January 3, 2005 10:50 PM CST Wishing you a HAPPY and HEALTHY NEW YEAR! God Bless and Take Care, ~*~ Caroline Holder~*~ C <Carolinescarepage@yahoo.com> Minneapolis, MN USA - Friday, December 31, 2004 4:37 PM CST Just stopping by to let you know that my thoughts are with you. Have a blessed New Year. God bless and *warm hugs* ><>†<><  Lighting Children’s Lives Caged Kids *Jennifer C* from Lighting Children’s Lives, Caged Kids & Friends of Allie <jenniferc@ilovetocolor.com> Eugene, OR USA - Thursday, December 30, 2004 6:21 PM CST Hi Scott and Amy, What a beautiful entry you've written, so honoring to your batman's memory, and so thoughtful of everyone else. Praying you have all had a Wonderful Christmas in Bemidji and that you are blessed with much peace and love for the coming New Year~ Love-n-hugs to you all, Grace and Katey *Katey's Site* <olsens5@execpc.com> Waukesha, WI, - Wednesday, December 29, 2004 1:53 AM CST Merry Christmas to you both. May memories of happier times bring a smile to your faces as you celebrate the birth of Jesus surrounded by family. Fondly, Tracy Tracy Reamy www.caringbridge.org/nd/tuckersjourney <reamys@gra.midco.net> Grand Forks, ND - Friday, December 24, 2004 9:14 PM CST I want to send a very special Christmas wish to everyone who visits Zachary's site. May you feel God's love and know that each of us is treasured as much by him as our children our to us. God cries with us in our sorrow and smiles with us in our joy. When I read the love that has been expressed to my daughter and son-in-law, and realize that Zachary's memory is held by so many people outside of his immediate family, I am humbled. We were blessed with Zachary and he continues to bring blessings to our family through all of you. Merry Christmas. God Bless. Leona Winters <lwinters@wfc.des.state.mn.us> Bemidji, MN Beltrami - Monday, December 20, 2004 12:37 AM CST Amy and Scott, Keeping you in our thoughts and prayers this holiday season... The Fagerstrom's www.caringbridge.org/mn/abe Kelly Fagerstrom <kellyfagerstrom@hotmail.com> Bemidji, MN - Friday, December 17, 2004 12:23 AM CST How awesome you are able to share Zach with us. There are no tears in Heaven and God has special plans for your son. I believe he gives the Angels with broken wings to special parents because you are strong enough to cope. I hope your holidays are wonderful. Jean Brown <jbrown@gvtel.com> Shevlin, MN USA - Friday, December 17, 2004 10:51 AM CST Just wanted you to know that you were in my thoughts and prayers over the last week - I went away and forgot to tell you before I left, oops! Wishing you peace until you can be with your son again. Harri, angel-girl Lowri's Mum <timvdw@kcbbs.gen.nz> Auckland, New Zealand - Wednesday, December 8, 2004 4:22 AM CST Amy, I am thinking about you tonight and wanted to say hi before tomorrow. I know it has been a long three years since you kissed your baby. I know he is well and being a little honary in Heaven with Andrew. I hope you can find some good memories to brighten your tomorrow. I will be thinking of you. Valerie Price <valerie_price@hotmail.com www.caringbridge.com/tx/aprice> - Saturday, December 4, 2004 6:29 PM CST We lift you up in prayer tonight on the eve of the anniversary of Zach's Homegoing. May our Lord's precious promises bless, lift and encourage your hearts as we look to Heaven where by His grace and mercy we will be with our Love and our loves forever! In His Love, Yolanda Rogers http://www.galatians5.com Mom to Anna <galatians5@truevine.net> Altamonte Springs, FL USA - Saturday, December 4, 2004 2:16 PM CST Scott & Amy Just a quick note to say that I can't imagine the feelings you must have through the Holiday Season and yet, are so upbeat and positive! You are inspiring! Shane, Denae and Courtney East Grand Forks, MN - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 3:51 PM CST Love Viks viks <viks@postpals.co.uk> - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 11:14 AM CST I continue to visit Zach's site frequently, but haven't signed the book for awhile. Hope you are having a good fall and enjoying this wonderful weather! The days don't seem to be getting a whole lot easier as we continue into our "seconds". Isn't this just the hardest thing ever? Think of you often. Take care. Fondly, Tracy Tracy Reamy www.caringbridge.org/nd/tuckersjourney <reamys@gra.midco.net> Grand Forks, ND - Thursday, November 18, 2004 10:11 AM CST Hello Scott and Amy, Glad to hear you had a nice weekend away :> Just stopping by to say hello--thought of your little Zach everytime I saw or heard anything Batman for Halloween...I feel all the little angels all around anytime I'm sitting still...just want to send you both some Hugs-n-prayers~ *Katey's Site* Grace and Katey <olsens5@execpc.com> Waukesha, WI - Thursday, November 4, 2004 2:27 PM CST Amy, We were in Walmart the other day and saw a really cool batman shirt too. Trey wanted one, "to wear on that day" meaning when Andrew died. I looked down and they had size 18 big boys too. I tried it on and it fit. Now Trey and I will wear our batman shirts on the day of Andrew's death and on his birthday and remember our batman fondly. They may think I am crazy at school but I dare them to criticize. Hang in as we approach our not happy times. The ride is hard until Christmas as we think of all the things we have to be thankful for but at the same time all the things we wish we could have had. Thanks for the shoulder. Lots of love. Valerie <valerie_price@hotmail.com www.caringbridge.com/tx/aprice> - Tuesday, October 26, 2004 10:01 PM CDT I know exactly what you mean, mom. I feel the same way. Love you. Amy <angelboy19972001@yahoo.com> - Monday, October 11, 2004 4:55 PM CDT Zachary plays in our minds just like he'd be playing around our feet, I think. He has his own agenda for when he wants attention. Kids are like that, I guess. He'd be able to ride his bike now (only to the oak tree :) and Grampa would have a fort (just for the "boys") out in the trees where Zach could spy on the deer when he came to visit. We grieve for all that we are missing. And then we spend some time remembering to thank God for the joy of Zachary even tho' we expected, and planned for alot more time. Gramma Winters <lwinters@wfc.des.state.mn.us> Bemidji, MN Beltrami - Monday, October 11, 2004 4:46 PM CDT A Great Dane aren't you all ambitious. That is more like raising a horse. This is the time of year when all our thoughts turn to Andrew and Zach. I was thinking today of my happy Thanksgiving memories. I have none. Isn't that sad. A day that is supposed to be about thanks was instead about loss. I guess in time I will be able to thank God for letting us have Andrew three 1/2 years but currently I just can't help but feel we were cheated and mostly he was cheated. Ok enough negative. School is crazy but going well. I finally feel like I know what I am doing...not!!! Coming in three weeks after everyone is tough. Can't imagine what it would be like to take over in the middle of a year. Have a nice fall (we are enjoying low 90's isn't that sad). Lots of Love Valerie valerie mom to Angel Andrew and terrific Trey <valerie_price@hotmail.com www.caringbridge.com/tx/aprice> - Saturday, October 2, 2004 9:16 PM CDT Hi Amy and Scott, Just want you to know you are in our thoughts and prayers. That little blip you felt was probably your little batman come to say hello and land you a kiss before he goes back out to play in the clouds :> Just want to send you both some earthly hugs, too... *Katey's Site* Grace and Katey <olsens5@execpc.com> Waukesha, WI - Saturday, September 25, 2004 1:10 AM CDT Amy and Scott, Thanks for visiting Abe's site! It's amazing how many people we've met through caring bridge that have connections to Bemidji ~ small world. My husband graduated in 1987 from BHS, I'm not originally from here but attended BSU. I've been reading your journals and am so sorry that you lost your precious little Zach to cancer. I can't even imagine the heartache you feel. I admire your strength. Hope things are going well for you guys. Kelly, Al, Isaac, Abe and Ben www.caringbridge.org/mn/abe Kelly Fagerstrom <kellyfagerstrom@hotmail.com> Bemidji, MN - Monday, September 20, 2004 5:08 PM CDT Just calling in to say;  Love Viks viks <viks@postpals.co.uk> - Sunday, September 12, 2004 5:00 PM CDT I love the new "look" on the page - how cool. Sorry to read you are having some bad days. I am finding that the further we get the worse my bad days are becuase they come so out of the blue that I can't "get my game face on". This whole thing just sucks and there's no other way to describe it! Hope you will be able to find some smiles in the fall weather. We are looking forward to hockey:) It seems to help to be busy. Think of you each and every day. Fondly, Tracy Tracy Reamy www.caringbridge.org/tuckersjourney <reamys@gra.midco.net> Grand Forks, ND - Saturday, September 11, 2004 7:31 AM CDT Amy, checking on you today and sad to see it has been a bad day for you. It is so strange to think that our boys have been gone so long. In so many ways it seems that Andrew never really existed like he was a wonderful dream that ended with a nightmare. I can't feel him anymore or smell him but I can still remember some of the funny things he used to do and say. A friend asked me today if Andrew had started learning to read before he died. It is so sad that he never got to read. I think he would have liked it, unlike Trey who hates it. He would have been quite good at school and that would have been hard on Trey who works so hard to be good at it and recieves no joy from it. Oh well I have gone on enough. Hope I didn't depress you further. Trey is spending the night with a friend and Roby is in Paris and here I sit alone eating a TV dinner and watching TV. I am my mother !!! UGH. Valerie Price mom to Angel Andrew and TErrific Trey <valerie_price@hotmail.com www.caringbridge.com/tx/aprice> - Saturday, September 4, 2004 7:09 PM CDT Amy, Andrew is so jealous of Zach's background on the web page. I know he is hoping I will get with it and get him some batman wallpaper. How did she do it? I am sorry I didn't write you on Zach's birthday. I have not been a very good friend. Co-ed softball, you must be younger than me!!! I don't know if I would have it in me, although realistically I didn't have it in me at 16. I will demonstrate my talents at the church talent show where I plan on twirling. I am almost six feet tall with arms about 4 feet long then add a baton on the end. why didn't my parents encourage me in basketball not baton twirling. Go Figure. It will be quite a sight I am sure. Take care and have fun hit a ball up to Zach. Valerie Price <valerie_price@hotmail.com www.caringbridge.com/tx/aprice> - Wednesday, August 25, 2004 9:54 AM CDT Scott and Amy, Just stopping in to say hello...what a beautiful entry you've written about your amazing little guy's birthdate and the love you all shared. Praying that sweet memories of Zach ease the ache in your hearts. We think of you and pray for you all often...we'll also be praying for the Grosclaude Family, so sorry to hear of another angels flight...Just want to send you all LotsaGreatBigHugs, Love, and Peace--we care... *Katey's Site* Grace and Katey <olsens5@execpc.com> Waukesha, WI - Monday, August 23, 2004 11:28 PM CDT The test of faith - loosing a child and still being able to say God is good - ALL THE TIME. This has been our "theme" with our new pastor and he has said over and over that we can't "blame" God for the "bad" things that happen in our lives and need to have the faith that a reason is behind all things. Even though we can accept our loss of Zachary the pain of him not being here to enjoy life with us is really hard. He pops into my heart and mind so many times -his presence was with me at our family reunion as I watched the other children play in the water and remembered how much fun we had at the beach in Bemidji and at Cass Lake. I brought teddy grahams for the children to share - Zach and I played a fun game talking with teddy graham bears and biting off the ears, then the head and then the body. It would have been so much fun to watch Zachary grow. He would have been dynamic! My love to our wonderful little grandson today and every day. Grandma Jan <janness1@mncable.net> Thief River Falls, MN Pennington - Wednesday, August 18, 2004 4:41 PM CDT HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZACHMAN!!!! We all miss you very much. I know that you are watching out over your parents today. You are blowing out your 7 candles and making all your wishes come true. I know that you are a Packer fan at heart so I am sure that your wish for them to win the Super Bowl this year will come true. :) Take care buddy. I will always love you. Rhoda Mengert & fam <rmmengert@charter.net> FOND DU LAC, WI USA - Sunday, August 15, 2004 8:04 PM CDT Hello, i was watching a couple of new records being set at the Olympics today, so thought i would look up some slightly stranger ones instead of some jokes. Here's a couple; Most spoons balanced on the face Tim Johnston (USA) (b. 1 January 1992), was able to balance on his face (one on each ear, two on each cheek, three on his chin, two on his lips, one on his nose and three on his forehead) and balance them for 30 seconds at on May 28, 2004. British pub landlord Garry Turner clipped 153 ordinary wooden clothes pegs on his face at the WH Smith bookshop in York, Yorkshire, UK, on September 28, 2002  Love Viks From Post Pals and Bears Who Care viks <viks@postpals.co.uk> - Sunday, August 15, 2004 10:26 AM CDT Dropping by on the eve of Zack's birthday to let you know we feel your pain, sorrow and sense of loss. May the precious thought of holding Zack again in Heaven bring you peace and encourage your hearts. In His Love, Yolanda Rogers http://www.galatians5.com Mom to Anna <galatians5@truevine.net> Altamonte Springs, FL USA - Saturday, August 14, 2004 7:41 PM CDT No, we haven't dropped off the face of the earth. We are just so busy making that Air Force transition and moving that we have hardly had time to take a breath this summer. I have continued to check Zach's sight and think of you both so often. Just haven't actually sat down to make an entry. I think birthdays will forever be the hardest day we mark. I have always made such a big deal about everyone's birthday because it's the one day that celebrates just you. I'll be praying extra hard on the 15th that you find some peace, I know you will find some smiles as you think of that precious little man. Hope to see you on the 20th at Rods big shindig. Stay Warm:) Fondly, Tracy Tracy Reamy www.caringbridge.org/nd/tuckersjourney <reamys@gra.midco.net> Grand Forks, ND - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 11:38 AM CDT I so understand what you meant on your journal entry. My best friend called me yesterday to let me know she was expecting her 4th child. Although I was happy for them, it did make my heart ache more for my son who died. I felt like it was going to be the hardest thing in the world for me to smile when they see their new baby when I ache for my son. But I have to know that we have the ultimate children, angels who are with Jesus. Angels that are by God's side, not too many parents can say this. Take care! Darla Lindenmayer (Angel Matt's mom 7-3-90- 4-22-04) <DLinden73@aol.com www.caringbridge.org/in/matthewlindenmayer> Lexington, IN - Thursday, August 5, 2004 9:48 PM CDT Amy, Thanks for signing Andrew's book. I have not been a very good friend lately. I have been too busy for words. Doing what? Who knows!!! It must have been fun though because it has definitely not been cleaning!! I am thankful that I was the last of the people to have babies in my family. I know I would be upset at the birth of a new baby and don't for a minute think that there is anything wrong with you. You will always miss Zack as much as the day he left. You will just be able to putit on the back burner until something brings it up front. No one can possibly not understand your emotions. Not only will you cry at the news but you will be the best aunt that baby could possibly know. This baby will probably help with the healing. I think about our boys in Heaven a lot and am just sure down to my soul that they have met each other and are enjoying a brotherhood, Who knows wouldn't it be funny if in 40 years they introduced us to each other in Heaven. Take care and I will email soon. Valerie Price mom to Angel Andrew and Terrific Trey <valerie_price@hotmail.com www.caringbridge.com/tx/aprice> - Tuesday, August 3, 2004 9:23 AM CDT Hi :) We got your link from Julianna's Monster Link page! We are on a quest to visit and sign every page she has linked (we are going to be very busy!. We will keep you in our prayers! With Love from Va, Fisher and Fisher's mom www.caringbridge.org/va/fisherc <oshelrina@aol.com> Chesapeake, Va USA - Sunday, July 25, 2004 8:24 PM CDT What sweet new pictures you have up of your little Batman...Just stopping by to say hello, you are in our thoughts and prayers always~ *Katey's Site* Grace and Katey <olsens5@execpc.com> Waukesha, WI - Wednesday, July 21, 2004 4:04 PM CDT Stopping by to let you know that your in our thoughts and prayers. Love LaKota and her mom,Debbie God be with you!!!!!!!!!! ~*~ LaKota~*~  http://www.caringbridge.org/mn/laplafcan <LaKotaDeb@hotmail.com> St.Cloud, MN - Wednesday, July 14, 2004 12:42 AM CDT Just stopping in to wish you all a Heavenly 4th of July. I just know that "The Batmans" are out having a great time and can't wait to show off what they've set up for tonite's fireworks. We'll be celebrating the lives of the bright and beautiful with each amazing display...Scott and Amy, just know that your little buddy feels your heart always. Take care of yourselves. God's blessings and love to you all~ *Katey's Site* Grace and Katey <olsens5@execpc.com> Waukesha, WI - Sunday, July 4, 2004 2:33 PM CDT hi amy thanks for signing mitchs guestbook. it does suck doesnt it, our boys were gone just too soon and now with summer approaching its hits home a little harder. mitchs borders i make i make them and enjoy doing them. it makes me feel im still doing something for him. i wouldnt mind making one for zach at all. just send me info on what he liked ..yes batman lol and maybe you have afavorite picture that you would like on the side or something. talk soon abbie «♥Angel Mitchell♥» <afraser1@tru.eastlink.ca> tru, ns canada - Thursday, July 1, 2004 11:49 AM CDT Thought about you on Father's Day. We just play down those holidays as much as possible. They are so sad but yet it is hard to ignore them because of Trey. Take care and don't work too hard. Valerie Price mom t o Angel Andrew and Teriffic Trey <valerie_price@hotmail.com www.caringbridge.com/tx/aprice > - Thursday, June 24, 2004 4:17 PM CDT Hi Amy and Scott, Hope you are enjoying what little bit of summer we have had. The gloomy days of the past few weeks have been pretty hard on my attitude. This second year without Tucker is in many ways much harder than the first. I don't think I was prepared for that. I like coming to Zachs site and reading your thoughts. It helps me understand my own. I know days like today must be especially hard for you. I hope you get to do something you enjoy and thoughts of Zach make you smile. Take care, and have a great summer. Fondly, Tracy Tracy Reamy www.caringbridge.org/nd/tuckersjourney <reamys@gra.midco.net> Grand Forks, ND - Sunday, June 20, 2004 8:15 AM CDT Hi Amy, Thinking of you tonite and sending LotsHugs your way. Praying you have a sweet summer with great memories of your lil Zach. Take care of you~ *Katey's Site* Grace and Katey <olsens5@execpc.com> Waukesha, WI - Saturday, June 19, 2004 0:09 AM CDT Hi Amy, Thanks for your recent journal entry. You are an incredible mother!! It's websites like yours that help me get through the tough days. Sandy Jergens <sandyjerg@aol.com www.caringbrige.com/mn/masonjergens> Watertown, MN - Tuesday, June 15, 2004 11:25 AM CDT Stopping by to let you to know that we are thinking you, and sending lots of prayers your way.+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ Love LaKota , Debbie & Steve God be with you!!!!!!!! ~*~ LaKota~*~  http://www.caringbridge.org/mn/laplafcan <LaKotaDeb@hotmail.com> St.Cloud, MN - Sunday, June 13, 2004 6:31 PM CDT Hey Amy, Your message broke my heart. I know all those feelings and questions. Late at night when the house is quiet, too quiet, those thoughts come out and pour through me. 1:30-3:30 is my thinking time and sometimes I have to run away from it all and the bed my son died in and just sit in front of some worthless tv show and think of nothing because it is less painful. Take care and do something fun and nice for yourself. We are already gearing up for summer 3 more days til school is out and it is already 90 degrees with 70-80% humidity. I need to remember your 30 degrees below zero winter to remember why I like living here. Love, Valerie PS can you send me a picture of Zach for my Lemonade stand. I's love to include him. I will email you privately my address. Valerie Price <valerie_price@hotmail.com www.caringbridge.com/tx/aprice> - Monday, May 24, 2004 9:38 PM CDT Stopping by let you know that you are in our prayer's and thought's. God be with you my friend's. Love LaKota and her mom, Debbie ~*~LaKota~*~ http://www.caringbridge.org/mn/laplafcan <LaKotaDeb@hotmail.com> St.Cloud, MN - Monday, May 24, 2004 4:28 PM CDT Well said Amy. I can only imagine what a great mom you were. Thinking of you today and praying that you feel Zach's presence with you on a day when you must be especially missing him. Take care. Love, Tracy The Reamys www.caringbridge.org/nd/tuckersjourney <thereamys@earthlink.net> Grand Forks, ND - Sunday, May 9, 2004 7:24 AM CDT Hi Amy, I just wanted you to know that I am thinking of you this Mother's Day, and sending some hugs to a fantastic Mom. Harri <timvdw@kcbbs.gen.nz> Auckland, New Zealand - Saturday, May 8, 2004 7:05 AM CDT Zachary's mom is so special I can't begin to list her qualities. Yes, Zachary had her number all right! And she loved every minute of it. Of course I'm prejudiced on this issue, but I'm also right! Zachary's Mom is also the best daughter in the whole world. :) Zachary's Gramma Leona <lwinters@wfc.des.state.mn.us> Bemidji, mn usa - Friday, May 7, 2004 3:47 PM CDT Hi Amy, Just stopping by to honor a very special mom...the love between you and batman is very evident in this website. He will never be forgotten with your tribute to him. Take care of you and know that you will always be a mommy. With much love, prayers, and hugs to you~ *Katey's Site* Grace and Katey <olsens5@execpc.com> Waukesha, WI - Friday, May 7, 2004 1:01 AM CDT Amy, Hope you are having a nice spring. Sorry I haven't written in a while. I have been so busy at work and within two days went from a crazy schedule to having nothing to do at school. That is what happens in my job when the state mandated testing is over!! Now just serving out my time until the year is over. Brianna Tellez mother (Wilm's success story) left me the following poem. It immediately reminded me of you. Hope it puts a little smile on your face not just a tear in your eye. Will write soon. Happy Mother's Day. Valerie I am writing to you from heaven, and though it must appear A rather strange idea, I see everything from here. I just popped in to visit, your stores to find a card. A card of love for my mother, as this day for her is hard. There must be some mistake I thought, every card you could imagine. Except I could not find a card, from a child who lives in heaven.. She is still a mother too, no matter where I reside. I had to leave, she understands, but oh the tears she's cried. I thought that if I wrote you, that you would come to know. That though I live in heaven now, I still love my mother so. She talks with me, and dreams with me; we still share laughter too, Memories are our way of speaking now, would you see what you could do? My mother carries me in her heart, her tears she hides from sight. She works on my web pages to honor me, sometimes far into the night She plants flowers in my garden, there my living memory dwells She writes to other grieving parents, trying to ease their pain as well. So you see Mr. Hallmark, though I no longer live on earth I must find a way, to remind her of her wondrous worth She needs to be honored, and remembered too Just as the children of earth will do. Thank you Mr. Hallmark, I know you'll do your best I have done all I can do; to you I'll leave the rest. Find a way to tell her, how much she means to me Until I can do it for myself, when she joins me in eternity. valerie price mom to Angel Andrew and Terrific Trey <valerie_price@hotmail.com> - Wednesday, May 5, 2004 9:29 PM CDT We were stopping by after reading your entry in another caringbridge site. We love the picture on the front page, what a sweet picture. You were wonderful parents to your sweet baby boy & you can so tell by the smile on his face in that picture. May the sun shine on you each morning. God Bless your family Patti-Haley's mom dx w/ Wilm's Tumor 8-2003 www.caringbridge.org/ne/haleygirl Patti <www.haleym10@alltel.net> Panama, Ne - Saturday, April 24, 2004 8:51 PM CDT Good Morning, Just wanted to let you know that we were thinking of you. Sending lot's of prayer's your way. ++++++++++ Love,LaKota and her mom,Debbie ~*~ LaKota ~*~ God be with you. I John 4:11-12 - Beloved, if God so loved us, we ought also to love one another. (12) No man hath seen God at any time. If we love one another, God dwelleth in us, and his love is perfected in us. http://www.carinbridge.org/mn/laplafcan <sdl@astound.net> St.Cloud, MN - Monday, April 12, 2004 6:08 AM CDT Happy Easter our sweet boy! We hope you're enjoying a blessed day with Jesus!! Love you! Daddy and Mommy <siouxfan2001@gra.midco.ner> - Saturday, April 10, 2004 6:13 PM CDT Hi Amy and Scott, Wishing you a Happy Blessed Easter. We have never met but I through our e-mails I feel like you are a close personal friend of mine. It is unforunate we became friends this way. It is comforting, however, to know that Zachary and Mason are going to be enjoying Easter together - maybe even coloring Easter eggs Sandy Jergens <sandyjerg@aol.com www.caringbridge.com/mn/masonjergens> Delano, MN - Thursday, April 8, 2004 11:48 AM CDT Thinking of you during the Easter holiday. Sending lot's of prayer's your way. +++++++++++++++++ Love, LaKota and her mom, Debbie God be with you. Whatever you ask for in Prayer with faith you will receive. Matthew 21:22 http://www.carinbridge.org/mn/laplafcan <sdl@astound.net> St.Cloud, MN - Wednesday, April 7, 2004 1:20 PM CDT I just wanted to stop in and thank you for all your support. I have been here and unable to write for so long. I just wanted you to know it meant alot to me. Thank you. Deb www.caringbridge.com/mn/ajtoivola gilbert, mn - Tuesday, April 6, 2004 9:51 PM CDT Stopping by to let you know that your in our thought's and prayer's. Sending lot's of prayer's your way.++++++++++++++++++++++ God be with you my friend. Love LaKota and her mom,Debbie ~*~ LaKota's Page ~*~ PRECIOUS CHILD What is more precious than any gem or stone? More lovelier than a flower full of bloom Your smile, my dear, your smile. What can soften the heart and make you want to shout? What can give your soul joy turning your frown upside down? Your smile, my dear, your smile God sent you from above To give me loads of love He gave me you just a little while Yet, you gave me so much more. With your smile my dear, your smile. Though I miss your presence feeling of loneliness without you here I want to be selfish and have you stay To enjoy your sweetness more each day I know you had to go. I'll see your smile again someday. In the trees, blowing softlly in the breeze As the sun shines down from the skies. A soft whisper, a mellow sound I'll enjoy, your simle- my dear, your smile. http://www.carinbridge.org/mn/laplafcan <sdl@astound.net> St.Cloud, MN - Friday, April 2, 2004 6:05 PM CST Amy, Hi just thinking about you and thought I would stop by. We were at KB toys (don't know if you have those) in the mall today and they had a flying batman. Roby said he would hang it from the tree above Andrew's grave and we cold make it fly when we go visit. I love it. I know sometimes it seems weird to buy him stuff but it makes me feel more connected. They had Buzz Lightyear too and Roby said I could get it too but I thought that might border on crazy!!! Hope you are well and warming up. We have the air conditioner on, Ugh already. Seven more weeks of school and then it is summer. We will hopefully be spending some time in London and Paris this summer. Will write soon. Take care. P.S. Andrew and Zach have another Wilm's warrior, Savannah, to play with in Heaven. She was a real fighter, too. Love, Valerie mom to Angel Andrew and Terrific Trey <valerie_price@hotmail.com> - Sunday, March 28, 2004 8:06 PM CST Just stopping by to let you know that your in our thought's and prayer's. God Bless you. Love, LaKota and her mom,Debbie ~*~ LaKota's Page ~*~ http://www.carinbridge.org/mn/laplafcan <sdl@astound.net> St.Cloud, MN - Wednesday, March 24, 2004 11:08 PM CST Stopping by to send lot's of prayer's your way. +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ Please know that you are always's in our thought's & prayer's. Love,LaKota and her mom, Debbie Thank you for your beautiful friendship. God Be With You!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ~*~ LaKota ~*~ We little knew that morning, God was going to call your name. In life we loved you dearly, In death we do the same. It broke our hearts to lose you, You did not go alone. For part of us went with you, The day God called you home. You left us with beautiful memories, Your love is still our guide. And though we cannot see you, You are always by our side. Our family chain is broken, And nothing seems the same. But as God calls us one by one, The chain will link again. http://www.carinbridge.org/mn/laplafcan <sdl@astound.net> St.Cloud, MN - Wednesday, March 17, 2004 10:46 PM CST Amy, I know you must feel very very lonely most days. I feel the same way. Just know that there are so many people that love you and don't be afraid to lean on us when you need to. When are you coming to MN? Do you plan on going to the Mall of America? Keep in touch and keep the faith! Sandy Jergens <sandyjerg@aol.com www.caringbridge.com/mn/masonjergens> Delano, MN - Tuesday, March 16, 2004 11:26 AM CST Hi - thanks for continuing to check in on us. We are okay, but have been in such a vortex these past few days and weeks. It has been a really rough time, but we are looking to each other for comfort and strength. I know Tucker has helped us get through it all. We, too, are ready for some spring and sunshine - even though it's below zero again today. Can you believe it! We will be at hockey playoff this weekend - GO SIOUX! Cheer loud when you are at the frozen five. Take Care. Tracy Tracy Reamy www.caringbridge.org/nd/tuckersjourney <thereamys@earthlink.net> Grand Forks, ND - Thursday, March 11, 2004 8:41 AM CST Hello my sweetest boy. Just sitting here today missing you something fierce. The weather is starting to change, the snow is melting, and I wish you were here to enjoy it with us. There's such a feeling of lonely without you here. Your daddy and I miss you so much. But I know that you know that. There have been so many other children that have joined you in heaven recently. Please take care of those kids. We love you honey. Mommy <angelboy19972001@yahoo.com> - Wednesday, March 10, 2004 12:32 AM CST Stopping by to say Hello,& sending lot's of prayer's your way. ++++++++++++++++ God Bless you my friend. Love LaKota and her mom,Debbie ~*~ LaKota's Page ~*~ http://www.carinbridge.org/mn/laplafcan <sdl@astound.net> St. Cloud, MN - Monday, March 8, 2004 6:43 PM CST Hi Amy and Scott! Hi saw that you signed Julianna Bananas guest book and wanted to say Hi. We are good friends with the Banana family and I have a daughter that is the same age as Zach. My heart akes for you. I don't know what I would do without her. Keep Smiling Susan Susan, Jay, Becca, Sammi & Trouble <jaglighting@shaw.ca> Winnipeg, MB Canada - Monday, March 1, 2004 3:13 PM CST God Bless you my friend's. Sorry it took me so long to get back, It has been a very rollercoaster emotion's these last few day's. Thank you for your prayer's for LaKota, They mean so much to us, more the word's can say!!!!!!!!!!! Sending lot's of prayer's your way.+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ I really love that picture of Zachary and his dog Love,LaKota and her mom Debbie ~*~ LaKota ~*~ "Friends are the angels who lift us to our feet when our wings have trouble remembering how to fly." http://www.carinbridge.org/mn/laplafcan <sdl@astound.net> St. Cloud, MN - Sunday, February 29, 2004 10:40 AM CST Dear Scott and Amy, I found your site from LaKota's. I am so sorry about your losing Zachary--I love the pictures of him. This is the hardest trial that God could ever give parents but Jesus our Savior is the free gift to eternal life that will reunite us forever with our departed children. I notice you live in Minnesota but have no idea if you are anywhere near the Twin Cities. Some of us grieving mothers have started our own grief group--rather than being confined by an organization we can make the group our own. We start and end with prayer/Scripture but after that it is up to us. If you are ever interested...you would be very welcomed. God bless, The Paquette's: Monica, John, Aubrey, Saint Gabbie, and Noah * * * Gabbie’s Site * * * Monica Paquette <mj.paquette@att.net> Minnneapolis, MN - Wednesday, February 25, 2004 1:41 PM CST Sometimes I come here to just spend some time with Zachary. Today is one of those days. I sure miss his crooked grin and his little hand in mine. Gramma <lwinters@wfc.des.state.mn.us> Bemidji, mn Beltrami - Tuesday, February 24, 2004 1:03 PM CST Just stopping by to let you know that you are in our thought's and prayer's. God be with you. Love,LaKota and her mom,Debbie ~*~ LAKOTA~*~ JUST BECAUSE; Just because I no longer stand in front of your eyes doesn't mean you can't see me. Close them, I am there. Just because I no longer answer when you call my name doesn't mean you can't hear me. Speak softly, listen carefully, there is my voice. Just because I can no longer touch your hands doesn't mean you can't feel me. Hold on to another, my arms are there. Just because I am no longer there to show you I love you doesn't mean my love is gone. Place your hand on your heart, feel its beat. I am there. Know that I am with God. Know that God is with you. And in that we are still with each other. Just because... http://www.carinbridge.org/mn/laplafcan <sdl@astound.net> St. Cloud, MN - Monday, February 23, 2004 3:25 PM CST Hey Amy, Thanks for stopping by Julianna's site earlier today. I appreciate the offer for help on Banana Books! I will keep you posted on things and definitely take you up on it :-) One ironic thing to your guestbook entry though, I can only think of one other child with a Caring Bridge page that is closer to us geographically. Take care, Terry Josephson, Julianna Banana's dad <tjosephson@shaw.ca> Winnipeg, Canada - Thursday, February 12, 2004 11:35 AM CST Hi Amy, It has been so nice to have you in my life, Amy. We have never met but your e-mails and messages on Mason's website mean so much to me. I can tell you are an awesome person and a wonderful mother. God bless you! Sandy Jergens <sandyjerg@aol.com www.caringbridge.com/mn/masonjergens> Delano, MN - Wednesday, February 11, 2004 10:15 AM CST Amy - Thank you so much for checking out Josh's site. I'm glad to know you although I wish it could have just been in Target trying to talk our boys out of buying a prize before checking out (and they always won didn't they) instead of meeting through this terrible club that none of us would ever have chosen membership in. what a beautiful boy Zach is. I love that little head tilt with his smile. That's just what Josh used to do. It's heartwarming to hear your stories and realize that our children will be just as close in our hearts years from the last time we saw them as they were when they were alive. You are in our prayers, Therese Tennessen Weil (Josh's mom) www.caringbridge.com/mn/joshw <ttennessen@hotmail.com> minneapolis, mn - Thursday, February 5, 2004 10:44 PM CST Our thoughts and prayers are with you both. I hope you have a safe trip to Arizona, Scott. Your right, Amy, the reunion in heaven will be awesome. Hope you're staying warm. Maybe you can hide in Scotts suitcase when he heads south! Fondly, Tracy The Reamys www.caringbridge.org/nd/tuckersjourney <thereamys@earthlink.net> Grand Forks, ND - Tuesday, February 3, 2004 9:05 AM CST Amy, 15 inches of snow Yuck. I know you have been waiting for it and love it but there is a reason for my living in the south. Getting ready for some changes here at our house. Roby is going to Nigeria for a month in February. I am going to miss him like crazy. We will even have trouble communicating with him due to the poor phone system in Nigeria. IT is such a good opportunity for him that he has to go. We had to put off any travel positions because of Andrew's illness so it is time now. We are freezing down here at 38 degrees (I know you sympathy is overwhelming!!!!). My classroom is in a portable building with no insulation and we are cold but I can't even imagine what below zero would feel like. Stay warm and talk to you soon. Valerie Price <www.valerie_price@hotmail.com> - Tuesday, January 27, 2004 9:19 AM CST Hello my sweetest boy! I am just missing you so much today! I wish you were here so I could smooch that cute face of yours!! Take care of those kids up there. Their mommies and daddies miss them so..... Love you honey! Mommy <angelboy19972001@yahoo.com> - Friday, January 16, 2004 4:43 PM CST Amy, Glad you are enjoying the snow. I would not be enjoying it if it were here. I guess that is why I live in Houston!! School is back in full swing and we are preparing for Trey's big birthday celebration. We had told him that the parties were over but after losing Andrew every year of life is worth a party. We will skate or fall on our butts this year with eleven not very good roller skating boys. Should be fun??? Take care and know that I think of Zach and Andrew together often. It holds me up on some days because I know they are having fun and we are not there to intrude on their delight with motherly concerns. Valerie <valerie_price@hotmail.com www.caringbridge.com/tx/aprice> - Monday, January 12, 2004 9:20 PM CST Hello little man:: A new year has come and we are ready for what every will come our way,i hope..Was up with mom and dad over the holidays and had a great time. Some of the other family members were their to and enjoyed seeing them. I know it would of been a better Christmas if you were their in person but i know you were with us and watching us to make sure we had a great time. We all miss you very much and think about you every day. I hope you are having a great time playing with your friends and just keep an eye on us down here. Say, when you whisper to mom some time(say the word TREADMILL and she if she reacts to that word)hee hee..Miss you a lot buddie. Bye for now. Grandpa Jim JIm Schmidt <jasch1120@aol.com> - Monday, January 5, 2004 9:42 AM CST Hi, I saw your entry on Kyle's site. How kind it is of you to reach out to Kyle's and Mason's parents. They both are friends that I met while staying in the hospital with my son. I feel so saddened by their loss and am thankful for your kindness during this difficult period for them. Laura Masica (www.caringbridge.org/mn/duncanmasica) <lmasica@msn.com> Plymouth, MN - Friday, January 2, 2004 10:39 PM CST I truly begin a new year.I generally feel comforted by routine and worn possessions surrounding me, like insulation; safer from outside forces. During this past year, tho', I've been nagged by a reality that clinging to routine and worn possessions is suffocating me. Perhaps I've reached that time when my own little inner timer has popped up. "It's time", it's saying to me.Get on with something, anything. . life is short and precious and you don't need more regrets for lost opportunities. Maybe it's Zachary saying, "Gramma, get movin'. .'seize the moment'. .start living!" OK, OK, Zach! I hear ya! :) Gramma Winters <lwinters@wfc.des.state.mn.us> Bemidji, mn - Friday, January 2, 2004 10:44 AM CST Amy , You ruined my day I was sure that that treadmill we own was for hanging my clothes each night!!!! Am I really supposed todo something with it other than that. Well I have eaten well today in preparation for losing my "winter" pounds. It seems easy to eat out of frustration, sometimes sadness and just because it all tastes so darn good. Happy New Year!!! Valerie <Valerie_Price@hotmail.com> - Wednesday, December 31, 2003 3:19 PM CST Hi Amy, Thank you for visiting our Savannah's web site. I am always grateful to meet new families who have shared our path. We hope you had some peace this time of year. Amy Olson (www.caringbridge.org/il/savannah) Amy & Lance Olson <amyeolson@cs.com> Woodridge, Il - Monday, December 29, 2003 7:26 PM CST Dear Scott and Amy, We will soon be leaving for our trip and we know that our little guardian angel will be flying right along with us. Take care and we will think of you often while we are away. Love you, Matt and Heather. Heather Barry <doodlbug@paulbunyan.net> Bemidji, MN USA - Monday, December 29, 2003 4:48 PM CST Happy Christmas my sweetest boy! I hope you are having the celebration of your life in heaven. Take care of "your" kids up there. We will do our best to take care of us down here. Love you honey! Mommy <angelboy19972001@yahoo.com> - Wednesday, December 24, 2003 11:01 AM CST Amy & Scott: I want to wish you both a very Merry Christmas and hope that your holidays will be filled with family and friends so that you can all reflect on the presence of Zachary and his memories. You are always in my thoughts and prayers, especially this holiday season. Zach's pictures are adorable. God Bless and best wishes for 2004. Your friend, Linda Pierce <piercelinda@hotmail.com> Grand Forks, ND - Monday, December 22, 2003 1:05 PM CST It was great to finally meet you this past weekend. Nothing like the zoo at the mall during the holidays to cause two worlds to collide. Whatever the reason, it was nice to put a face on you. Hope you have a Merry Christmas with your family and friends. I can only imagine what our boys Christmas will like with Jesus himself. What a glorious sight! Fondly, Tracy The Reamys www.caringbridge.org/nd/tuckersjourney <thereamys@earthlink.net> Grand Forks, ND - Monday, December 22, 2003 8:45 AM CST Hi Amy, I have been thinking about you during this difficult time of the year. Actually, there isn't a good time of the year when one is dealing with the loss of a child. God will fill you with peace and joy this Christmas. Zachary, Mason, Tucker and so many other precious angels are spending Christmas together with Jesus. sandy jergens <sandyjerg@aol.com www.caringbridge.com/mn/masonjergens> delano, mn usa - Wednesday, December 17, 2003 4:19 PM CST Sorry I am so late in signing here, I have been away from home and computerless. You and your precious Zachary have been in my thoughts and prayers. I wish you peace for the holiday season. Harri, mum of my darling wilms angel-girl Lowri <timvdw@kcbbs.gen.nz> Auckland, New Zealand - Saturday, December 13, 2003 1:12 PM CST This month of December has memories of fun Christmas times and also memories of the saddest day for many of us when our little Zachary became one of our families "deposits in heaven" - what a huge deposit that was! Our faith helps us know that he is in a wonderful place and we will join him someday and see that smiley little face again. Scott and Amy - you were such fantastic parents - I'm sure Zach felt as lucky to have you two as you did having him in your lives. As I walk through the stores during the holidays I see so many toys and gadgets and think about what Zach may have been like now. I bet he would have been out on skates by now like his daddy was!! Bless his wonderful memory this holiday season and know he is in our hearts and will be forever. Love, Jan Jan Ness <janness1@mncable.net> Thief River Falls, MN - Wednesday, December 10, 2003 4:36 PM CST Hi Amy and Scott! Haven't talked for so long but you are always in my thoughts and prayers. Christmas can be a very hard time of year as I understand well. I've found other family members to be a great retreat from the sadness of wishing our loved ones were still here to enjoy the season. Just believe that Zach knows how much you care and is still here in your hearts and with you always. I believe my mom is aware of everything going on in my life and that someday we will be together again. For now we must live our lives through what they have taught us, which is an awful lot! Missing you and wishing you the best in your new home. Love Ya! Roberta Roberta Roller <robertar@mckieauto.com> Rapid City, SD USA - Tuesday, December 9, 2003 6:14 PM CST AMY & SCOTT, JUST WANTED TO LET YOU KNOW WE THINK ABOUT YOU A LOT. EVEN THOUGH YOU HAVE MOVED AWAY, YOU ARE STILL IN OUR HEARTS AND PRAYERS. WE KNOW ZACH IS IN GOOD HANDS! LORI RACZYNSKI RAPID CITY, SD USA - Tuesday, December 9, 2003 5:32 PM CST Amy and Scott, I had every intention of posting yesterday to let you know I was thinking of you on a tough day, but I worked 16+ hours at the hospital delivering babies. Isn't the "circle of life" an amazing thing, on a day when you were especially missing your baby there were parents rejoicing in the birth of theirs! As much as I love my job and treasure being able to share that miracle with people, sometimes it seems so unfair. Hope you have an okay weekend - maybe you'll be spending some time cheering for the Sioux!! We skipped hockey last night, but we'll be at football today - woohoo. Fondly, Tracy Fondly, Tracy Tracy Reamy www.caringbridge.org/nd/tuckersjourney <thereamys@earthlink.net> Grand Forks, ND - Saturday, December 6, 2003 8:09 AM CST Missing you as much today as yesterday, and as much as tomorrow. Love you Zach. Mommy <angelboy19972001@yahoo.com> - Friday, December 5, 2003 8:17 AM CST We both woke this morning with so many emotions and wishing with all our hearts that life always fair. Gramma and Grampa Winters <lwinters@wfc.des.state.mn.us> Bemidji, mn - Friday, December 5, 2003 8:01 AM CST Thank you for the new picture of Zach. He sounds like a wonerful boy. I know in myheart that he and Andrew have somehow met and they have brought us together. Two boys so close in age, so similar in loves and so far from us now. I hope your weekend goes as well as possible. Iwill be thinking of you tomorrow as you remember two years that have passed. Love Valerie Valerie Price <valerie_price@hotmail.com www.caringbridge.com/tx/aprice> - Thursday, December 4, 2003 5:07 PM CST Happy Thanksgiving to you. I just wanted you to know I was thinking of you. Deb www.caringbridge.com/mn/ajtoivola Gilbert, MN - Wednesday, November 26, 2003 11:25 PM CST Hope your first Thanksgiving in your new house is filled with love and laughter. I will especially be thinking of you as the first days of December roll around, and your hearts are aching extra hard over the loss of Zach. Take care and God's blessings. Fondly, Tracy The Reamys www.caringbridge.org/nd/tuckersjourney <thereamys@earthlink.net> Grand Forks, ND - Wednesday, November 26, 2003 8:50 PM CST During this week of Thanksgiving we still struggle to let go of the sorrow and anger at losing Zachary, and to remember, instead, how very fortunate we are for having had the gift of Zachary. The twinkle, the smiles, the giggles and the joy. Thank you, God, for trusting us enough to send us Zachary. We thought he needed us. . . it was us who needed him. I guess what we learn from children is how much we have to learn. I guess what we love about children is that they teach us how to love. Thank you Zachary. Thank you God. Gramma Winters <lwinters@wfc.des.state.mn.us> Bemidji, MN - Monday, November 24, 2003 4:33 PM CST Hello sweet boy! I just am missing a whole bunch! Love you honey. Mommy <angelboy19972001@yahoo.com> - Monday, November 17, 2003 3:43 PM CST Hey little man:: Just a short note to let you know that i'm thinking about you and miss you a gread deal. I hope you are having a lot of fun with all of your pals and are not getting into any trouble with him(haha). Your mother just got older the other day and wow, she is holding up pretty good for the age she is.. Love and miss you more little buddy. Love Grandpa Jim Jim Schmidt <jasch1120@aol.com> - Wednesday, November 12, 2003 8:41 PM CST Amy and Scott. You have been on Addison's webpage (he is my batman) I have been checking your page but haven't been able to write. I still have the numb brain syndrome. Still in shock I quess. I love your Zach's pictures he looks like a sweetie. I would love to hear more about him. Deb www.caringbride.com/mn/ajtoivola Gilbert, MN - Saturday, November 1, 2003 9:24 PM CST Zach has been on my mind alot today- no other Batman will ever compare! I enjoy my memories of Zach so much, there was just something about his spirit- something words can't explain- he is forever a part of my heart. I miss you all and hope the snow comes soon for you! Love, Lexi Lexi <smaciej01@hotmail.com> Savage, MN - Friday, October 31, 2003 5:39 PM CST Happy Halloween Zach! I know you would have loved dressing up today. Altho, you dressed up everyday so it may not have been such a big event for you! We are sure missing you and wishing you were here with us. Watch over all the little ghosts and goblins out trick or treating tonight. Love you honey! Mommy <siouxfan2001@gra.midco.net> - Friday, October 31, 2003 1:01 PM CST Thanks for the great new picture - what a cutie. Glad to hear you are settled in your new house. I continue to check Zach's site. Maybe one day we could actually meet - any thoughts on that one? What do you suppose our boys will doing on Halloween? Somehow, I think Tucker will be ditching the wings for the day - not quite his idea of a superhero - ha! Tracy Reamy www.caringbridge.org/nd/tuckersjourney <thereamys@earthlink.net> Grand Forks, ND - Thursday, October 23, 2003 9:49 AM CDT Hi Kids. Many times during my work week I just need to come to see Zachary's sweet picture and to spend a little time thinking about some of the special times I spent with him. And missing him. I just want you to remember that Zachary is never far from my thoughts, or my heart; and neither are you, Scott and Amy. Love, Mom Leona Winters Bemidji, MN - Friday, October 17, 2003 2:43 PM CDT Hi my Kids. Sometimes I just have to see Zach's picture during my workday and spend a few minutes thinking about some of the things that were so special about Zachary. Today is one of those days. Today I also just wanted to let you know that I'm here, with Zachary, many times every week. He's never far from my thoughts and my heart. And neither are the two of you, Scott and Amy. Mom Leona - Friday, October 17, 2003 2:05 PM CDT Scott and Amy. I just wanted to stop and thank you for your support. My name is Debbie. My son is Addison a.k.a. BATMAN. I just wanted to thank you for visiting Aj's site and giving words of hope. Your Zach is a handsome little pumpkin. Thanks again. Deb <www.caringbridge.com/mn/ajtoivola> Gilbert, MN - Friday, October 10, 2003 10:19 PM CDT Hello there punkin! Wow! We sure had a busy busy weekend. Daddy and I got all moved in to our new house. You would have loved it! We had sooo much help it was wonderful!! Your Grampa Jim, Grampa & Gramma Winters, Grampa Milo & Gramma Linda, & Matt, Heather, & Riley all were there to help. It was a very busy day and we were all very tired by the evening. I know you were there giggling while we were all moving stuff around and struggling with the furniture. We all miss you terribly and love you so very very much. Keep a watchful eye over all of us and help us through the next months. Love you baby. Mommy - Tuesday, October 7, 2003 4:33 PM CDT Hello little buddy:: As you know, i spent the weekend with mom and dad and helped them move into their new home. It is very nice and it will be a great place to go and visit and talk about you as we know you are their with them, we can feel you in each room. It would of been great to have you there in person but maybe the new home would of been in RC. We all worked hard and enjoyed the company from the older folks that came over to help us out on sat. I'm hoping you are haveing some great fun with all of you buddys and who is winning the games that you are playing. I miss you very much little man and think about you all of the time. Later little buddy.. Grandpa Jim - Tuesday, October 7, 2003 0:14 AM CDT Hello my sweet boy! It's just such a beautiful day today and I know you would have loved being outside playing in the yard. We sure miss you. I know you are here with us helping us through the toughest of times. I know that you are having fun with Andrew and showing AJ and Bret the ropes!! We love you honey! Mommy - Tuesday, September 23, 2003 4:52 PM CDT Matt and I were never blessed enough to meet Zach, but the stories of his life and passing have brought us greater meaning in our lives and taught us to be thankful every day that we have our son Riley. I can't begin to explain how Scott and Amy have touched our lives. They are so strong, brave, and caring. They have done everything they can to keep Zach's spirit alive with pictures, stories, and this webpage. They were so blessed to have such a wonderful little boy, and though his time on Earth was short, he lives on in the hearts of so many people and must make Heaven a more beautiful place. I truly believe that he is our guardian angel, as the four of us have experienced things that only an angel could guide us through. There isn't a day that I don't wake up and think of Scott and Amy and pray that God will give them the strength to make it through another day. Our little boy will be so lucky to have them in his life, they truly were two of the best parents in this world, and still are. We love you guys, and we love being here for you. Thank you so much for sharing your memories with us, good and bad, and for being such an important part of every one of our days. We truly live our lives in a bigger and better way because of you. Heather Barry <doodlbug@paulbunyan.net> Bemidji, MN USA - Thursday, September 18, 2003 11:48 PM CDT Scott & Amy- I was so happy to hear about your caring bridge site for Zach. I think about him often, he is so special to me. I find myself telling stories about him still- I have so many wonderful memories of him. I heard that you guys moved closer to home and Zach- I hope everything is going well. Your family is never far from my mind and always in my heart. Love, Lexi Lexi Rupp Maciej <smaciej01@hotmail.com> Savage, MN USA - Saturday, September 13, 2003 12:16 AM CDT Hi Scott and Amy, I don't know if you will remember me, I hope you do. This is Sarah I took care of Zach at FUMC on 5B. I was one of his nursing assistants. I saw that you have a website when visiting AJ's site. I hope all is well with you and think of Zach often. Sarah Mears <smearsypoo@hotmail.com> Vadnais Heights, MN - Wednesday, September 10, 2003 5:26 PM CDT Hi little man. I had you on my mind today and visited your site and was so pleased to see how many people are keeping you and your mom & dad close to their hearts. I think of you so often and would love to be able to share some of the fun times with you. I think of you when I go down the cookie isle at the grocery store and come across the teddy grahams. We had so much fun playing with those silly bear cookies at the beach in Bemidji. The thought of your giggles make me smile. We visited with your mom and dad last week and went out to see their new house. You would have loved the big yard where you could have played with all your friends. I'm sure you have lots of friends in heaven and the biggest and most beautiful yard. I love you and miss you a whole bunch. Hugs and kisses, Grandma Jan Jan Ness <janness1@mncable.net> Thief River Falls, MN - Tuesday, September 9, 2003 11:10 AM CDT Hey little buddy: It has been a week since mom and dad were down here and we did have a great time with them and that other crazy couple we were with.It would of been alot more fun if you were with us in person but we knew that you were riding with all of us this time. I don't think you would of went on some of the rides (way to fast) but we would have gone with you on some of the smaller rides so you could of enjoyed them too. Last tuesday would of been your first day of school and i know that i would of been there and mom and dad would of seen you off too.I hope you are learning a lot of new things up in heaven and don't bug the big man so much,lol..Zach we do miss you a lot and think about you all of the time. Say, keep grandma L awake a little more at night,hehe.Not really!!!!!!! Until next time buddy,love you much. Grandpa Jim <jasch1120@aol.com> - Sunday, September 7, 2003 6:22 PM CDT Amy, Sorry I have been a no show for a week or so. I am fine and the family is fine. Work is busy. I am hping to walk in the Candlelighters Cancer walk next Saturday. I think I will wear Andrew's favorite batman cape. I will be there walking in his memory and he was known as batman. Hope the new house is terrific. I have wondered if it would be hard to move and leave the house Andrew lived in. Oh well don't need to worry about that since we have so much money invested in this one we could never sell!!! Hope the move goes well. Love, Valerie <www,caringbridge.com/tx/aprice> - Friday, September 5, 2003 5:26 PM CDT Many things have happened this summer that could have been the reason I had been struggling so to stay asleep at night, but one thing seemed constant. Every night as I tried to go back to sleep Zachary would flit in and out of my thoughts; Sometimes making me smile and sometimes making me cry. Finally, a week ago, I decided I had nothing to lose and I sat up in bed and I said, "Zachary, you know how much I miss you, and you know how much I love you, but, Grandma has to sleep at night to be able to work the next day. You can come to me in the garden, or when I'm gazing out the window, or when I'm thinking, gee, I wish that silly little Zachary would play in my mind awhile. . . but you cannot wake me up at night! Now, good night, Zachary. I love you." Well, I don't really know, but I've been sleeping much better lately. Grandma Winters - Friday, September 5, 2003 4:09 PM CDT Hi Zachary. We had a great time with your mom, dad, and Grampa Jim over the weekend. Friday night your mom and I went for a walk and talked about you a lot. You are so special. The State fair was fun on Saturday, WAY to many people. But, Valley Fair was a blast on Sunday. I think that I will need a while to recover from that one. Just thinking about you today. You are loved. Machelle <machelle.kamrud@usbank.com> New Market, mn USA - Thursday, September 4, 2003 9:42 AM CDT Hello sunshine!! We sure had a fun weekend down in Minneapolis. We stayed with Todd and Machelle. It was so fun! Grampa Jim went with all of us to the State Fair and to Valley Fair. We remembered how much fun you had at the fairs. You loved the rides! We sure miss you honey. Love you!!! Mommy - Wednesday, September 3, 2003 11:53 AM CDT Thank you for signing Nathan's guestbook. It was good to hear from someone who knows how difficult it is to lose their precious son. School starting is really bittersweet too. Nathan would have been in 11th grade this year and it sounds as if Zachary would have just been starting. I know I will wonder in the years to come, what Nathan would have decided to do with his life and I will miss not sharing those times with him. It is good to see this can be survived. It seems as if it was only yesterday Nathan was here and at other times it seems like forever. Thank you for sharing with me. Your words too are heart felt. Rhonda Frachiseur <http://caringbridge.org/tx/nathan> - Tuesday, August 26, 2003 1:53 PM CDT Amy, I am so sorry I forgot about Zach's birthday. I had it in the back of my mind for a month when I mistakened last month for the right one. Your journal entry expresses the exact way I feel as school apporaches. andrew loved to go to school. it was difficult seeing all the kindergarteners coming up for open house on Friday. They were Andrew;s playgroup and preschool friends and he should have been there too. Would Zach have been in first grade this year? I was sitting here thinking that I wondered if Zach would have started school last year or if you would have held him back a year. Isn't it tragic how all the concerns about whether an August boy is mature enough to start school never seemed to matter. With our boys we faced far more sobering decisions than maturity. I pray that during this birthday month and the month of excitement at school starting you will find comfort in knowing that Zach is happy and healthy in Heaven. Valerie Price - Sunday, August 17, 2003 2:23 PM CDT I remember Zachary's first birthday.Once his Daddy showed him he could put his hand in the cake Zachary really got into it; the chocolate frosting all over; washing the deck down with a hose when he was done! We spent time with Zachary for every birthday. . . we still do. We always will. Grandma Leona and Grampa Rick Leona Winters Bemidji, MN Beltrami - Friday, August 15, 2003 3:04 PM CDT Happy Birthday Zachary! I talked to your Mommy this morning, she misses you so much. Grampa Jim also told me yesterday how much he misses and loves you too. We all do. Thinking of you always, Machelle. Machelle <machelle.kamrud@usbank.com> New Market, mn 55054 - Friday, August 15, 2003 11:06 AM CDT HAPPY BIRTHDAY LITTLE BUDDY,LOVE YOU MUCH.. GRANDPA JIM Grandpa Jim - Friday, August 15, 2003 9:00 AM CDT Happy Birthday Sweetheart! Kisses and hugs to you!!! Love you. Mommy - Friday, August 15, 2003 8:10 AM CDT I am thinking birthday thoughts to Zach and hoping that he and my Dad and our baby all celebrated together. I know that this weekend must have been hard, but Amy and Scott you both are a huge inspiration to everyone. I keep you all in my thoughts and prayers. I love you, Kari Kari Sedano <knfcpl@aol.com> Closter, NJ USA - Wednesday, August 13, 2003 12:28 AM CDT Amy and Scott, As I was looking at the pictures of your beautiful son Zach with the spiderman stuff, and the batman stuff, and the buzz stuff and so on, I couldn't help but think he and Tucker must be having a wonderful time together. They shared all their favorite super heros. You will especially be in our thoughts this weekend. Fondly, Tracy The Reamys <ww.caringbridge.org/nd/tuckersjourney> Grand Forks, ND 58201 - Tuesday, August 12, 2003 8:50 AM CDT My little buddy Zach: As you know little man,that i was up with mom and dad this weekend and we sure had a great time but you were with us all of the time. Dad and I did some golfing(if that is what you called it,hehe)and mom drove the cart and did not hit anything this time. We all know that she likes to run into things out there on the course. You came up in our talks alot and you always will little man so keep having fun with your friends and we will do our best down here. Until later Zach. Love Grandpa Jim Grandpa Jim - Monday, August 11, 2003 2:10 AM CDT Hello, I was led here through Heavenly Lights. My daughter Jordyn is the inspiration for H.L..I can not say I understand your pain, but I can relate. I pray that Zachary's 6th birthday is kind and gentle to you. I pray that you feel him and his love all around you on Friday. God Bless www.geocities.com/ourangeljordyn/Welcome Christy Fitzpatrick <Ourangeljordyn@aol.com> Ft.Riley, KS USA - Saturday, August 9, 2003 3:11 PM CDT Just got in from Memphis and an unexpected trip to see my dad who was having a lung biopsy. We were all sure it was cancer including the doctor and it may yet be but the first biopsy showed scar tissue and pneumonia. They will biopsy again getting a better sample tomorrow. It all was too close to home with Andrew and unfortunately I knew waht to expect better than anyone else. Will write more soon. Valerie Valerie Price - Tuesday, August 5, 2003 9:08 PM CDT Hello Sweetheart! Daddy and I stopped by your grave this past weekend. Your gramma's and grandpa's sure left some pretty flowers for you. They know how much you loved the wild field flowers so they made sure there were plenty of those left for you to enjoy. We enjoyed time at the lake this weekend with all of your Ness cousins, uncles, aunts, and grandparents. They sure miss you! Well honey, I hope you are spreading your unbelievable wisdom and charm up there in heaven. Take care of your kids! Love you sweetie. Mommy - Monday, August 4, 2003 4:49 PM CDT Dear Scott and Amy, Thank you for thinking of us and for signing our guestbook. I am sorry about your sweet boy. Zachary looks like such an angel too. It is nice to connect with other families in the same situation. We feel your pain and will be thinking of you too. Cari and Jeff Holt <caringbridge.org/mn/ryanholt> Buffalo, MN - Monday, July 28, 2003 2:41 PM CDT -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I HEAR EACH TEAR FALL ON HER FACE My Mom doesn't know I'm watching her but I'm watching her just the same. And I hear each tear fall on her face at the very mention of my name. She says it sounds like music to her ears and can be heard over a crowd. Oh, I hear each tear fall on her face when my name is said aloud. I watch her stumble through each day as she wishes the day would end. And I hear each tear fall on her face as she talks of me to her friends. But there are few who truly understand. Oh this I've heard her proclaim. And I hear each tear fall on her face. Will my Mom ever be the same? I know that her smiles light up a sky. But I don't see that smile today. Oh, but I hear each tear fall on her face. Her blue skies have turned to gray. Oh I send to her my warmest hug with the rays of the morning sun. Then, I won't hear a tear fall on her face. For I shall erase them one by one. Yes, my Mom doesn't know I'm watching her. But I'm watching her just the same. And if I hear a tear fall on her face I'll just softly whisper her name! - taken from another caringbridge site unknown - Thursday, July 24, 2003 10:08 PM CDT Your son was beautiful! He sounded like a brave little boy. What kind of cancer did he have? Where was he treated? My daughter Rachael (19) died March 1, 2003. She was our only child. It's still so new to me. I miss her so. Kathie Mayo www.caringbridge.org/mn/rachaelmayo Winona, MN USA - Thursday, July 24, 2003 4:41 PM CDT Just thinking of you today. I saw a little boy at the gas station this morning with a Batman shirt on and thought of you. Machelle <machelle.kamrud@usbank.com> New Market, Mn 55054 - Wednesday, July 16, 2003 7:54 AM CDT What a beautiful little boy. Live each and ever day "BIG". You are very brave and know that your son is safe and has no more suffering. Someday you will see him again. God bless all of you. Thank you for allowing me to visit with your son. Eileen <www.geocities.com/franklaperuta> NY - Tuesday, July 15, 2003 11:34 PM CDT Hello honey! Just missing you so much today! Keep me smiling! I love you. Mommy - Tuesday, July 15, 2003 12:34 AM CDT I am so sorry for the loss of your angel. You and your family will be in my thoughts and prayers. http://aplacetoheal.topcities.com Heidi <mommyof3pumpkins@aol.com> Grand Haven, MI USA - Saturday, July 12, 2003 11:34 AM CDT Who is that masked man? Is it Zachary or Andrew. Yes it could be Andrew sitting on his bed of the same batman sheets wearing his spiderman suit just like that one. He wore it to trick or treat in 2000 the year he was diagnosed. He had just gotten out of surgery having his kidney removed and a lung biopsy 10 days previous and could not wait to go trick or treating. It was about 85 degrees and we pulled him in his "hospital" wagon all over the neighborhood. He was in the middle of his radiation treatments and tired easily. Boy did he like trick or treating though. Thanks for the picture. Now the pressure is on and I will have to change Andrew's!!!! Love Valerie Valerie Price <www.caringbridge.com/tx/aprice> - Thursday, July 10, 2003 6:01 PM CDT Hey Batman, we were in Bemidji this weekend with your mom and dad. We had dinner at your Gramma's and Rick's with a ton of friends and had a wonderful time. Your mom actually made a salad and cut the grapes. (It was a BIG day for her). :0) There were deer running through the field, it was something to see. I watched your Gramma Leona play ball with Riley and I thought of you. I hope you are playing ball too. Thinking of you, Shelly Machelle <machelle.kamrud@usbank.com> New Market, Mn 55054 - Wednesday, July 9, 2003 7:59 AM CDT So often, when we visit Zach and tidy things up, we see a new toy or two and wonder who might have been by to visit. When we stopped before the fourth with some dandy red, white and blue things for Zach we saw the new little Batman. I just read more recent entries here I found out who left it and it made me smile. We are so happy when we see that Zachary has had visitors. Thank you. Grandma and Grampa Winters. Rick and Leona Winters Bemidji, MN - Tuesday, July 8, 2003 12:39 AM CDT Hello my boy! Well, your daddy and I sure had a great weekend in Bemidji. We saw alot of friends, it was so fun! Riley sure had fun playing with your grandma. They played ball, and ran around out in the field. I sure wish you were here to enjoy all of that. We miss you so much Zach. Take care of your kids in heaven. We love you! Mommy - Monday, July 7, 2003 11:50 AM CDT Amy, I lost your email address, but imagine my surprise when I found this site on Heavenly Lights. It was really good getting to see some photos of your angel-boy Zach, and so sad to know that the same horrible cancer took your boy too. I look forward to reading more about Zach in the future - I have bookmarked the site and will be back!! Harri, mum to my precious angel-girl Lowri 8Oct98 - 23Sept02 <timvdw@kcbbs.gen.nz> Auckland, New Zealand - Sunday, June 29, 2003 6:05 AM CDT Ay I love the poem. Thanks for sharing it. I may steal it for Andrew's site one of these days. Hope you all have a good weekend. This has been a chaotic week so will write more next week. Love, Valerie Valerie Price - Friday, June 27, 2003 5:21 PM CDT Amy, I just wanted you to know that I love ya bunches. Machelle <machelle.kamrud@usbank.com> New Market, Mn 55054 - Friday, June 27, 2003 6:58 AM CDT Hi Amy, I just finally got a minute to visit the beautiful webpage that you created for Zach. I wish I could have met him, but by just visiting with you everyday at work about him I know that he was a very special child. I know how much you truly miss him and I do enjoy hearing about all your memories of him. So just keep on talking whenever you need to. I never get tired of hearing about Zach your little sunshine. Your co-worker at Dakota Peat Linda Pierce <piercelinda@hotmail.com> Grand Forks, ND - Wednesday, June 25, 2003 4:25 PM CDT Scott and Amy We are always thinking about you guys and miss you very much. Josh, Shawna, and KK <lavene28@cox.net> Tucson, AZ Pima - Monday, June 23, 2003 11:38 PM CDT Miss you honey! Love you, Mommy Mommy - Monday, June 23, 2003 9:01 AM CDT Scott and Amy, Every time I see a family with a little boy I think of you, every time my own girls get me soo mad I think of how fortunate I am to have them to be mad at. I know you have probably heard people say "I don't know how you do it, I never could!" you didn't have a choice, you had to deal with it and I admire your strength, Zach was so special and I believe your love for him and his for you is what made you strong enough to make it through the nightmare. I also wish I could have gotten to know Zach better and it reminds me that there might not be a next week or next year so do things today. any ways, I just wanted to tell you that I think of you every day, and the girls always think of Zach, especially when we see batman things, Brooke made us stop at to see Zach so we could give him her Batman figurine she got at BK in her kids meal. I'm sure he loved it. Karen Karen Dirkes <kdirkes@msn.com> Sauk Centre, mn USA - Thursday, June 19, 2003 1:39 PM CDT I love the new pictures. Thanks for sharing Zachary with me. Love Valerie Valerie Price - Wednesday, June 18, 2003 8:26 PM CDT Hey little buddie, i was up in Bemidji over the past weekend with mom and dad and had a great time. You were never far from our mines and we were thinking about you alot. Did you see how we gofled(dad and myself),you would of laughed and would of said that you could of did alot better and we know you would of enjoyed the time together. It is hard to get thru the day with out you but we all know that you are just having a grand time with all of you friends and you keep telling us to make sure we smile every day. Buddie,i miss you and love you more. Later little man. Grandpa Jim Jim Schmidt <jasch1120@aol.com> Crystal, Mn - Monday, June 16, 2003 12:32 AM CDT we miss you zach and will always love you,love uncle roger roger ness <hotrod420@charter.net> bemidji , mn usa - Sunday, June 15, 2003 4:57 PM CDT Hey there Punkin! I sure had a fun weekend with Chelle. She is such a hoot. We talked about you alot over the weekend. We laughed and cried. You have made our lives so much better. We love and miss you. Mommy Mommy Grand Forks, ND - Monday, June 9, 2003 3:27 PM CDT I spent the weekend with your mom and dad again. We had a lot of fun. Your mom and I were worried about the rain but our rummage sale was an overall success. Your mom and I were able to have some real quality time together, we laughed a lot and cried a lot too. Your dad pretty much stayed away from the "ladies aid" meetings that we were having downstairs. ;-) I like your dad, he is a nice guy. I enjoy hearing him talk about you, I can see in his face how proud of a father he is. Your love has made everyones love and life so "BIG". Thank you. Machelle <machelle.kamrud@usbank.com> New Market, mn - Monday, June 9, 2003 1:23 PM CDT Hi there - I am Valerie Price's sister, Leslie, in El Paso, Tx. She asked me to remember some of Andrew's special friends so I wanted to let you know that I am thinking of you across the miles. We loved Andrew so much, and can certainly share in the pain of your loss of baby Zach. But from such tragedy, my sister has gained a wonderful friend. Leslie Roberts <mommyhon333@hotmail.com> El Paso home of the 507th, TX USA Home of the Brave - Thursday, June 5, 2003 10:45 AM CDT I love the new picture of Zachary rolling around in the grass. He can do that now without the itch I bet. Have a great weekend. Valerie Price - Friday, May 30, 2003 12:58 AM CDT Todd and I went to visit your mommy and daddy this past weekend. We had such a great time!! We had dinner, went golfing, your dad makes really good potatoes, and your mom and I don't golf that well (but we sure look cute). Your dad is really good golfer. They were telling Todd and I how you used to say "whatever" to your mom and how funny it was when you would do that. They miss you so much and think about you every day. They have pictures of you everywhere. My favorite is the one of you with the big #3 that she has in her kitchen window. I promise that we will watch over your mom and dad for you, they are our best friends, we love them (and you) very much. Machelle <machelle.kamrud@usbank.com> New Market, mn 55054 - Thursday, May 29, 2003 10:55 AM CDT Zachary had visitor's and received some new toys and flowers over the memorial weekend. I don't know who has been or what they brought. All I see is that Zachary has a lot of people who love him and miss him here. The big red geraniums his Mommy left earlier are just beautiful. Every few days he's reminding us to bring the water jug; and so we go, and tend his garden. Gramma Winters. Bemidji, MN Beltrami - Tuesday, May 27, 2003 5:01 PM CDT As Memorial Day came and went, I thought of Zach alot! He would have loved all the flags flying and all the flowers on other poeple's graves. I guess he does see them. I miss him. I hope he is having fun in heaven. Playing with Andrew "Batman" Price and all the other wonderful children. He is also probably giving grandpa's and grandma's a run for their money! Mommy - Tuesday, May 27, 2003 12:38 AM CDT Your Heavenly Light star is there with Andrew's and I know you are with Andrew too. I have enjoyed getting to know your mom through email. We have too much in common. Andrew loves Buzz Lightyear too so play a little Buzz. Valerie Valerie Price - Saturday, May 24, 2003 2:05 PM CDT I wish we had gotten to know Zach better - he was with us such a short time. I still remember the year at the lake that we really got to spend time with him. What a trouper! We pray for you and are glad you are closer to home now in Grand Forks. We love you. Sandy and Bob Sandy Clingenpeel - Wednesday, May 14, 2003 9:01 PM CDT It is so comforting to read what everyone has wrote to Zach. Since it is Mother's Day, I wanted to write a note to Zach and tell him how much I loved being his mommy. He was the love of my life and always will be. He touched the lives of so many people in such a short amount of time. I will write to him often now that I have this little webpage. I have found that talking to him brings me close to him. Know that he is with us. Helping us through the hard times and laughing with us through the better times. He is our sunshine. We love all of you so much! Take care, Amy & Scott Mommy !! Grand Forks, ND US - Sunday, May 11, 2003 10:10 PM CDT I loved my time with Zach. Camp Snoopy will never be the same without him. He was such and amazing little boy, such a happy child, he even smiled in his sleep. I miss him and hope that he is happy with his superhero friends. Love you Amy and Scott! Kari Sedano <knfcpl@aol.com> Closter, NJ USA - Sunday, May 11, 2003 4:46 PM CDT Even though we never had the pleasure of meeting Zach, we loved getting the pictures and stories you would send to us. Amy and Scott you are amazing people!!! We are happy to have you back in ND. Claudia & Kevin Thielman Claudia Thielman <claudia@hansenford.com> Grand Forks, ND USA - Saturday, May 10, 2003 4:11 PM CDT My little buddy Zach: There is not a day that goes bye that i do not think of the little man we all do miss and loved him alot. I know he is looking down at us and saying that he is ok and haveing fun with all of his freinds. It is hard for all of us not to have him with us but as long as we have him in our hearts, he is with us. Little buddy, i do miss you. Grandpa Jim Grandpa Jim <jasch112045 @yahoo.com> Crystal, Mn Hennp - Friday, May 9, 2003 4:06 PM CDT Thank You for sharing this with me! Little Batman will always have a special place in my heart as will his mom and dad! Amy was such a inspiration for me and probably was never aware! Anna and Tim Pate <tpate@rap.midco.net> Ellsworth Air Force Base , SD United States - Thursday, May 8, 2003 9:11 PM CDT Zakman you are my sunshine my only sunshine, my only sunshine my only sunshine, you make me happy when skies are gray, you never know dear how much I love you, please don't take my sunshine away. I remember your mom singing that song to you after you passed away in the hospital. You will always hold a special place in my heart. My little Sami says she plays with you all the time. She told me just last week that she was leaving me and that she was going to play with you in heaven and that she loved me. I was scared to death that she would leave me too, however I know that if she did you would take care of her. Amy & Scott we miss you and hope that you will always have sunshine. I love you guys Rhoda, Bob, Tylor & Sami Mengert <rhodamengert@wi.rr.com> New Berlin , Wi USA - Thursday, May 8, 2003 5:55 PM CDT Amy you are a go getter from no website in the morning to this great one by afternoon. I am so happy to share wonderful tales of our batmans who shared so much and never met. I know they have met now. Keep writing it is refreshing not to have to feel guilty at talking about Andrew. Valerie Valerie Price <www.caringbridge.com/tx/aprice> - Thursday, May 8, 2003 3:35 PM CDT Every walk in the yard and garden we think of Zachary. We miss his belly laughs and giggles, his twinkly eyes and his crooked grin; the feel of his little hand in ours picking bouquets for his Mom and Dad, making sure to get those "field flowers" he loved the most. There were no weeds in Zachary's world. We miss you, Batman, we miss you so very, very much. Gramma Leona and Grampa Rick. Bemidji, MN USA - Thursday, May 8, 2003 12:24 AM CDT Our precious little Zachary will hold a special place in the hearts of all who had the joy of knowing him. He had such a zest for life and was an inspiration to us all. I cherish the times I had with him and will hold those memories dear to my heart forever. His smile shines down on all of us. We all miss our little Zac Man and he'll always be our little super hero. Love, Grandma Jan Jan Ness Thief River Falls, MN - Thursday, May 8, 2003 10:14 AM CDT Miss you little BATMAN Aunt Martha Crystal, mn USA - Thursday, May 8, 2003 7:42 AM CDT Amy and Scott: I never had the joy of meeting Zachary but I remember the elation when Chelle told me you'd had a son. Over the years, I've followed your story through Chelle and have sent up frequent prayers for Zach. I have wondered how you have survived the loss of your son--I can't imagine the pain...but what I can imagine--and have easily recognized through stories of your family--is that incredible bond between you all that carried you through the difficult times--and still carries you now as Zach is your guardian angel. Yes, he is with us. God bless you in everything you do. All of you are an inspiration. With love-Valerie. Valerie (Gorick) Smykal-Tieger <valerie413@yahoo.com> Milledgeville, GA USA - Thursday, May 8, 2003 7:31 AM CDT In honor of Zachary, Todd and I planted a tree in our front yard. Every time we look out the window, come home from work, just sit in the yard, Todd and I think of Zachary. His spirit is around us, making every ray of sun and every drop of rain more precious with each day that comes. There is this beautiful Robin that sits in Zacharys tree and sings when we are out side. His sprit is everywhere. Machelle and Todd Kamrud <machelle.kamrud@usbank.com> New Market, Mn 55054 - Thursday, May 8, 2003 6:20 AM CDT miss you Zac Grampa Roger Thief River Falls, mn - Wednesday, May 7, 2003 10:50 PM CDT |
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