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HEY BIG GIRL AS WE START ANOTHER NEW YEAR WE ARE STILL MISSING AND LOVING YOU SO VERY MUCH.BUT THEN WE ARE GETTING A YEAR CLOSER TO BEING WITH YOU. THANK YOU FOR ALL OUR GREAT MEMORIES YOU HAVE LEFT WITH US ON EARTH.SOME WE LAUGH AT- SOME WE CRY AT- AND ALOT THAT WE CANT STOP THINKING ABOUT.BUT ALL OF THEM ARE GREAT BECAUSE YOU ARE IN THEM ALL.YOU ARE OUR VERY SPECIAL AND BRIGHTEST STAR IN HEAVEN. WE LOVE AND MISS YOU SO MUCH.YOU ARE ALWAYS IN OUR THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS. XOXOXOXOXO
GRAND-GRAND- UNCLE DEANO -GRANNY <samjean1982@yahoo.com>
- Monday, December 31, 2007 7:52 PM CST

Thinking about you.....
Tina <4sommers@bellsouth.net>
- Monday, December 31, 2007 9:21 AM CST

MERRY CHRISTMAS BIG GIRL.WE LOVE AND MISS YOU VERY MUCH XOXO BUT WE HAVE ALL THE GREAT MEMORIES TO KEEP US GOING TELL WE ARE WITH YOU AGAIN.FOREVER IN OUR THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS. WE LOVE AND MISS YOU VERY MUCH XOXOXOXOXOOXXOXO
GRAND-GRAND--UNCLE DEAN AND GRANNY <samjean1982@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, December 25, 2007 9:19 PM CST

Praying for you and all of those who have lost a child to cancer. How conflicted you must feel as we celebrate the birth of a baby - grateful for God's most precious gift, understanding more than any of us just what it means to have to let go of a child, and yet missing your sweet girl. May God's peace carry you through. You are not forgotten, nor is Hanna, even by those of us who only "know" you from a distance.
Jean Fennema <jeanfennema@hotmail.com>
Tucson, AZ - Monday, December 24, 2007 6:19 PM CST

Merry CHRISTmas!!
BeckyWhittington <Beckywhittington@comcast.net>
WV - Sunday, December 23, 2007 10:02 PM CST

Just wanted to let you know I am thinking of ya'll always, but even moreso during the holidays. Merry Christmas!
Stacy Harrison <slp38606@yahoo.com>
Hernando, MS USA - Thursday, December 20, 2007 2:59 PM CST

Keeping you in my thoughts during the Holiday season and in my prayer's always.

Brenda MY CHRISTMAS ANGEL <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta/Canada, - Tuesday, December 11, 2007 9:40 AM CST

What a beautiful little girl she was. God is very lucky to have a beautiful angel at his side. Sorry for your loss.
Rhonda
CO - Thursday, December 6, 2007 11:44 AM CST

Hello,
I'm so sorry about your daughter. Hanna's story touched me when I first came across it when my 12 year old son Jeremy was diagnosed with the same disease in Aug. of 2005. We also went to St. Jude. I met you during the walk this weekend. Thank you so much for taking time to talk to me. I would love to talk again sometime. My son Jeremy passed away July 9, 2006. We miss him sooooooooo much. Only parents who have lost a child really know what it is like. Email me anytime - I'd love to talk but I don't want to bother you.
With Love,
Sheila Hicks, mother to the best son ever, Jeremy Hicks &
now also mother to Marissa Jerealynn 12-5-06, Maria Jerealynn & Mariah Jerealynn 2-28-07 Identical twins. Marissa has been home for 3 months and we should pick our twins up this month. Our 3 little blessings are from Guatemala.
Sheila Hicks <hix1@alltel.net>
Monticello, KY USA - Monday, December 3, 2007 1:05 PM CST

I saw that you had written on Camden Marshky's CaringBridge site and read your Angel Hanna's story. What a beautiful daughter and what a touching story. The pictures are so precious and the video was beautiful; what beautiful memories you have and the balloon toss, how wonderful. Hanna must have had so much fun with all those balloons and to know she was loved so much. Camden is my nephew and has been putting up a very good fight and is doing very well right now. I also saw that you had gotten to know the Bowen family with their little boy "Big Ben." I had seen the segment on the St. Jude's special and he just caught my heart too. I am a big supporter of St. Jude and thank goodness for them. Thank you for letting me sign Hanna's guestbook and Happy Belated Birthday Hanna!
Carol B. <carol.bates@mchsi.com>
Ivesdale, IL US - Monday, November 26, 2007 10:01 PM CST

Happy birthday, Hanna!
Rebecca Brammer
Bridgeport, WV - Tuesday, November 20, 2007 8:53 PM CST

HAPPY BIRTHDAY little banana! I miss you so much and I can't wait to see you again. I love you sweet girl!
Lindy <barneslindy@aol.com>
Rossville, TN USA - Tuesday, November 20, 2007 4:12 PM CST

HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY HANNA! I CAN NOT IMAGINE HOW MUCH FUN YOU ARE HAVING IN HEAVEN CELEBRATING YOUR BIRTHDAY! I CAN NOT WAIT TO SEE YOU ONE DAY AND HEAR ALL THE STORIES. XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
Carrie <carriearnold1976@yahoo.com>
Batesville, Ms USA - Tuesday, November 20, 2007 9:44 AM CST

Happy Birthday Angel Hanna
Robin Brunet <robinb@start.ca>
Bradford, Ontario Canada - Tuesday, November 20, 2007 9:19 AM CST

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANGEL...i miss you so much as i look at your pictures around the house...see you soon
Jeff <jeffebarnes@aol.com>
Southaven, MS - Tuesday, November 20, 2007 7:09 AM CST

Hey Hanna! Happy Birthday!

Tammy - know that you have been on
my mind all weekend and in my
prayers as well. You know that
you can call me if you need me.
I love ya girl.

Blessed,
Dawn
www.caringbridge.org/ms/shaepierce <DawnPierce@BankPlus.net>
- Tuesday, November 20, 2007 6:12 AM CST

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BIG GIRL. WE LOVE AND MISS YOU VERY MUCH.HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT BIRTHDAY WITH ALL YOUR FRIENDS.I KNOW MOMMY WOULD BE HAVING A BIG PARTY FOR YOU IF YOU WERE HERE WITH US. HAPPY BIRTHDAY BIG 7 YEARS OLD ANGEL.WE LOVE AND MISS YOU.XOXOXOXOXO YOU ARE ALWAYS IN OUR THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS. XOXOXO
GRANNY AND GRAND GRAND AND UNCLE DEAN <samjean1982@yahoo,com.>
- Tuesday, November 20, 2007 0:13 AM CST

Ricky, Brayden and I want the BIGGEST Hanna sign
you got!!!

Love you,
Tina
Southaven, MS - Wednesday, November 14, 2007 3:08 PM CST

Today would of been Ben Bowens birthday. When I think of Ben I think of Hanna. What a bunch. :) Thinking of your family and your sweet angel. My thoughts and prayers are with you.
BeckyWhittington <BeckyWhittington@comcast.net>
WV - Wednesday, November 14, 2007 10:51 AM CST

I've only met Hannah through this site, but wanted you to know that I'm thinking about you tonight and praying for your family. Thank you for sharing your beautiful girl's story!
Shanna Hutchins
Whitehouse, tx - Monday, November 5, 2007 9:41 PM CST

Thinking about Hanna's precious little smile today...
Crystal Kirkland-Beach <crystal.d.beach@monsanto.com>
Cleveland, MS - Friday, November 2, 2007 3:41 PM CDT

Missing you and wondering what you would have been for Halloween. I love you.
Pepper Glenn <pepglenn4@yahoo.com>
Southaven, MS - Friday, November 2, 2007 3:21 PM CDT

I saw where you signed another web site.... Your little girl IS precious! I say IS because she IS..... Bless her heart! she IS living in Eternity.... We are the ones that are sad.....

We lost our grandson on August 18th this year. To another brain tumor.... I know that Jabin and your angel are running and playing in Heaven!
God bless you! Monique Lawrence

www.caringbridge.org/visit/jabinlawrence
Monique Lawrence <mlawrence@lamar.com>
Glenmora, La USA - Tuesday, October 30, 2007 2:50 PM CDT

Hey Tammy--
Thought of you saturday...Micah and I (and Haven) visited Hanna and sat on her bench and talked about so many things...too much to write here but know that Hanna is still very much loved and missed...
Love you--
Sarah Barker www.caringbridge.org/ms/micah <Godzblessedme@earthlink.net>
Nesbit, MS USA - Tuesday, October 9, 2007 11:32 PM CDT

Love you & miss you, Hanna!
Tina Sommer
Southaven, MS - Monday, September 24, 2007 9:49 AM CDT

Just thinking of you guys and Hanna Banana today. I pray for you guys daily. Praying for Peace and Encouragement.
Believing,
Tracy Walls
Cleveland, Ms - Thursday, September 13, 2007 10:01 AM CDT

I seen your page when I was looking at Ben's I'm sorry to read about your baby girl I wish you and your family all the best I pray everynight for god to help all the kids at St. Jude and there family's
Tammy <Tiffany_beautiful03@Yahoo.com>
Luxora, AR USA - Saturday, September 1, 2007 10:43 PM CDT

Tammy,

Oh you made me cry as I do often when I visit Hanna's site. My own little princess starts first grade this year and I can't even imagine how it would feel without her.

You are in my prayers as you always are - Hanna was such a beautiful spirit and a loving soul. She lives on through her mama......

Hugs,
Susan
Zachary's Website My mom's site Memorial to the Bentlers Jack and Cooper Corbo <desbernhardt@msn.com>
Zimmerman, MN USA - Tuesday, August 28, 2007 8:25 AM CDT

Hey Tammy - as always, you have me grabbing for my tissues. You have more than memories. You have the person that you are today. You are strong and caring. You are a wonderful teacher and the reflection of the love you have for Hanna shows in how you teach everyday. I can not even imagine how your heart aches everyday. My heart aches for you. The world is a much better place because of Hanna and you. I hope your school year is off to a great start. Love, Theresa
Theresa <theresaj15@yahoo.com>
Southaven, MS - Monday, August 20, 2007 2:46 PM CDT

Hey Little Angel, i miss you so much. It continues to amaze me the lives you are still touching & changing-chief among them is my own. See you soon.

Also folks, please remember a new member to caringbridge-Garrett Berry-please visit his site & encourage this family.
Jeff Barnes <jeffebarnes@aol.com>
Southaven, MS - Monday, August 20, 2007 10:12 AM CDT

That was beautiful, Tammy. I cannot even imagine
your pain. Just reading what you wrote broke my heart
but you are "living it" not just writing or reading it.
Your sweet little Hanna was so precious to me and
countless others. She touched everyone that she met -
I know that must make you so very proud. I loved her
from the first moment I met her. I only wish that I
had more time with her.
I am so thankful that you have so many wonderful memories to hold on to and that you KNOW there will come a day when you will see your baby girl again!!!
Tina
Southaven, MS - Friday, August 10, 2007 8:21 AM CDT

TAMMY THIS IS SO BEAUIFUL.YOU ALWAYS KNOW WHAT TO SAY.WE LOVE YOU VERY MUCH AND ARE SO VERY VERY PROUD OF YOU.HANNA AND JASON ARE SO VERY LUCKY TO HAVE THE WORLD GREATEST MOMMY.YOU ARE THE BEST!!!! LOVE YOU ALL
granny and grand daddy and unle dean <SAMJEAN1982@YAHOO.COM>
- Thursday, August 9, 2007 11:38 PM CDT

HEY BIG GIRL.JUST THINKING ABOUT YOU AND MISSING YOU SO MUCH.THESE 3YEARS HAVE BEEN SO LONG.I JUST CANT WAIT TO SEE YOU AGAIN AND HOLD YOU IN MY ARMS AND KISS YOUR SWEET CHEEKS.I ENJOYED OUR SWEET VISIT THIS MORNING AND YOU WERE SHINNING DOWN ON ME AND ITS MADE ME FEEL GOOD ALL OVER THAT YOU WERE THERE WITH ME AS I TALKED-CRYED AND REMEMBERED ALL THE GOOD TIMES WE HAD PLAYING AND JUST BEING TOGEATHER.AND YOUR HOT DOGS AND CHEESE AND MILK SHAKE. I HOPE YOU GOT YOUR BALLOONS WE SENT YOU. WE WATCHED THEM TELL THEY WERE GONE WAY OUT OF SIGHT.LOVE AND MISS YOU VERY VERY MUCH. XOXOXOXO
GRAND DADDY--GRANNY AND UNCLE DEAN <SAMJEAN1982@YAHOO.COM>
- Thursday, August 9, 2007 7:27 PM CDT

THINKING OF YOU ALL TODAY, AND PRAYING FOR YOU.SHE WAS SUCH A GIFT...GOD BLESS, SHE WILL NEVER BE FORGOTTEN BY ANY
A FRIEND
- Thursday, August 9, 2007 12:41 AM CDT

Remembering you and your family today. Prayers to you.
Tera
Franklin, TN USA - Thursday, August 9, 2007 8:29 AM CDT

Thinking about you and Hanna today...

I love you both!!
Tina <tsommer@firstbankdelta.com>
Southaven, MS - Thursday, August 9, 2007 8:20 AM CDT

Thinking of your family....My prayers for your peace and God's comforting arms around you as Hanna's angel anniversary draws near. (((HUGS)))
Jordan <Hadleygirl02@hotmail.com>
St Louis, MO - Wednesday, August 8, 2007 10:17 PM CDT

I dreamed about Hanna all night last night. I sure do miss her sweet little arms around my neck and those little lips. I need my fingernails painted too. Know that I still think about her everyday and she is still loved, remembered, talked about and thought about.
Pepper <pepglenn4@yahoo.com>
Southaven, MS - Wednesday, August 8, 2007 9:37 PM CDT

Holding your family in my heart as you Hannah's Angelversary approaches.
Jenn Hartley <ronjenn696@prodigy.net>
- Wednesday, August 8, 2007 6:58 AM CDT

Dropping by to let you know that I carry you in my heart and prayers as Hanna's Heaven anniversary approaches. I am grateful that although He doesn't necessarily explain our suffering and grief to our satisfaction, God shares our suffering. Our Lord prayed that "those which thou hast given me" be with Him where He was. Praise God that by His grace and mercy that is where our beloved children await.

Yolanda Rogers, Mom to Anna <weloveanna@earthlink.net>
Alt Spgs, FL USA - Saturday, August 4, 2007 6:46 PM CDT

hey i'm sorry about hanna she was very cute and funny
gabby
pekin, IL U.S.A - Friday, August 3, 2007 10:48 AM CDT

I have never met you and I never met Hanna. However, I just wanted to share with you that in my heart she is remembered. I have checked in on your website since around the time she left this earth. I can't remember how I found it. I can't imagine the void that is in your life. It will never go away. However, when I'm listening to the radio and I hear the "Who I am" song, Hanna's sweet face always pops up in my head. I pray for your family and think of who she is and how she impacted this world so greatly.
Sara <homefiresburning@gmail.com>
GA - Monday, July 23, 2007 11:20 PM CDT

HEY BIG GIRL JUST WANTED YOU TO KNOW WERE THINKING ABOUT YOU AND LOVE AND MISS YOU SOOOO VERY MUCH!! SENDING A LOT OF BIG KISSES AND HUGS UP TO YOU. TELL THE DAY WE ARE WITH YOU AND CAN DO IT IN PERSON.ALL OUR LOVE AND PRAYER ARE WITH YOU. LOVE YOU SO MUCH BIG GIRL XOXOXOXO
granny and grand daddy and unle dean <samjean1982@yahoo,com.>
- Saturday, July 21, 2007 3:32 PM CDT

Hey.. Today was a Hanna on the brain day. The song that plays on her site was on the radio then a car passed me the plate said God loves Hanna. WOW.. So I has to share. Your sweet girl isnt forgotten. A face and smile like that come on. I am a friend of Ben Bowens. The way she dressed Tom up. PRICELESS.. And great memories for all of you I am sure. For reasons we dont know dont she cannot be here. But in her short time here. She made her mark. Some live a life time and dont do that. AT 3 1/2 she did. I believe we will all be with our loved ones one day. I cannot wait until I can meet your Hanna. But for now she plays in heaven with Ben I am sure. :) Love and peace to you.
BeckyWhittington <BeckyWhittington@comcast.net>
WV - Saturday, July 7, 2007 10:28 PM CDT

It was nice to see an update.

Hannah was one of the first caringbridge sites I came across and I will never forget her.
Jenn Hartley <ronjenn696@prodigy.net>
- Tuesday, July 3, 2007 4:02 PM CDT

Hello Tammy...I'm a friend of Camy Ragbir...and Angel Ronell.I met you at Ronell's 21st bday party in March.I would love to be a part of Hannah's Team in the marathon.I never knew your sweet girl, but have heard such wonderful things about her and you from Tina.Keep us "in the loop" and count me in !
Shelly Larson <shellybellylarson@gmail.com>
Arlington, TN - Tuesday, June 26, 2007 10:32 AM CDT

Tammy,
how about Hanna's Bananas and everyone wears yellow shirts. I know you already have 400 emails suggesting Hanna's Bananas and everyone wearing yellow. Anyway I finally found the link back to your page as I was reading some of our old journal pages from Eastons site and I came in just after an update! I hope and pray that you continue to find the strength that gets you through each day with wonderful memories of sweet Hanna and don't worry, that precious little girl will never be forgotten.
Gary & Julie Wargo <gcwargo@aol.com>
longwood, fl usa - Sunday, June 24, 2007 9:17 PM CDT

yOUR uPDATE IS SO GOODTHANKS FROM ALL OF US "ANGEL"mOMMOIES WHOM DON'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY. YOU SAID IT SO PERFECTLY AND WITH gRACE.
A Mothers Love is just that "neverending" and so very Special and One of a King it doent stop with Death or get any less It will grow till we are reunited agin. and unless you have been in our shoes I don't think you really can understand this.
with Gods Love and Peace

www.caringbridge.org/tn/kayla
www.caringbridge.org/tn/mimmie

Creative Spiritz

April & Angel Mikayla and Family <babymsmom04@yahoo.com>
TN USA - Saturday, June 23, 2007 5:15 PM CDT

As always, loved the update. You express yourself so well. We miss Hanna so much and will always think of her and remember her. Love you.
Pepper <pepglenn4@yahoo.com>
Southaven, MS - Wednesday, June 20, 2007 9:31 PM CDT

All the best. Hanna is definitely not forgotten.
Robin Brunet <robinb@start.ca>
Bradford, Ontario Canada - Wednesday, June 20, 2007 3:14 PM CDT

So glad to read an update, as difficult as it must be for you, we appreciate the time and emotions it takes for you to do so. I never met your Hanna, but I'll never forget her either. What a precious child she is.
God's Blessings,
Tonia
Morrison, Il - Tuesday, June 19, 2007 7:11 PM CDT

WHEN GOD CALLS LITTLE CHILDREN

When God calls little children to dwell with Him above, we mortals sometimes question the wisdom of His love.

For no heartache compares with the death of one small child, who does so much to make our world seem wonderful and mild.

Perhaps God tires of calling the aged to His fold, so He picks a little rosebud before it can grow old.

God knows how much we need them, so He takes but a few to make the land of Heaven more beautiful to view.

Believing this is difficult still, somehow we must try, the saddest word mankind knows will always be "goodbye".

So when a little child departs, we who are left behind must realize God loves children...Angels are hard to find.

BeckyWhittington <BeckyWhittington@comcast.net>
WV - Saturday, June 9, 2007 8:31 PM CDT

Hey sweet Hanna. Have you met Ronell in heaven yet? If you have give her a great big hug from me and I have already told her to give you one too. I love and miss you.
Tina <tsommer@firstbankdelta.com>
- Friday, June 8, 2007 3:04 PM CDT

Amen Tina. What's up, Tammy? You need to get busy chick.
Pepper <pepglenn4@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, May 26, 2007 9:15 PM CDT

Just thinking about y'all.
Sherri Lambert <sherrilambert@yahoo.com>
- Friday, May 25, 2007 4:44 PM CDT

We all love Ronell but that concert was two months ago,
we need an update!! ...right, Pepper??

Love you...
Tina <tsommer@firstbankdelta.com>
- Friday, May 25, 2007 2:12 PM CDT

With Much Love
Miss Shannon & Miss Samantha "Froggy" <humphity@gmail.com>
Always Missing & Remembering *Hanna* - Sunday, May 13, 2007 8:41 AM CDT

HEY BIG GIRL WAS THINKING ABOUT YOU TODAY AND ALWAYS AND JUST WANTED TO TELL YOU WE LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU.TOMORROW MOTHERS DAY AND MOMMY WILL BE THINKING A EXTRA LOT ABOUT YOU AND BEING SAD BUT SHE WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER ALL THE GREAT MENORIES YOU TOO HAVE TOGETHER AND ALL THE SILLY THINGS YOU DID AND SAID .THAT WILL PUT A BIG SMILE ON HER FACE. I KNOW YOU WILL BE SENDING A LOT OF BIG KISSES DOWN TO HER.WE ALL LOVE AND MISS YOU VERY MUCH XOXO YOU ARE ALWAYS IN OUR THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS
granny and granddaddy and uncle dean <samjean@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, May 12, 2007 8:11 PM CDT

i love you Hanna.. Thank you Tammy for coming to my house to see me . it was wonderful to spend a little time with you
mckenzie gibson <jmemills@aol.com>
horn lake, ms usa - Friday, May 11, 2007 10:09 AM CDT

I loved the slideshow of Hanna on the front page. So precious! Thinking of and praying for you all!
Allie
Santa Barbara, CA - Thursday, May 10, 2007 11:02 AM CDT

um if u could help me i really enjoy the song on the front page with hannahs pictures do u know that name of it by any chance? email back with answer plz
haley <HaleyJM82193@hotmail.com>
oh usa - Saturday, April 28, 2007 11:46 PM CDT

I think of Hanna and many of the wonderful patients and families I had the chance to work with while at St. Jude. Hanna was a special little girl and it was my joy to have known her and played a small part in her care. I hope her mother and family are doing well and know that an old friend and doctor is thinking of them often.
Dr. Mark Sapp <mark.sapp@childrens.harvard.edu>
Boston, MA USA - Tuesday, April 24, 2007 9:35 AM CDT

Love you, Hanna
Tina Sommer
Southaven, MS - Saturday, April 21, 2007 10:21 AM CDT

Thinking of you today. I love to see Hannah's sweet smile in all her pictures.
With Thanks, Nicole
Nicole Grover <nic_a_poly@hotmail.com>
Springfield, MO - Wednesday, April 18, 2007 8:42 PM CDT

I heard of your Story from the the Ben Bowen web site. She seemed like a wonderful little girl. It makes me realize how lucky I am to have my children well. I really do not understand God's purpose for us; but will keep you and Hanna in my (too infrequent)prayers.
Alan Blair <ablair@cox.net>
Vienna, VA USA - Monday, April 16, 2007 0:48 AM CDT

HEY BIG GIRL JUST WANTED TO WISH YOU A HAPPY EASTER AND THAT WE MISS YOU SO MUCH!!!! HAVE BEEN LOOKING AT YOUR PICTURES TONIGHT-AND FOUND THE ONE WITH THE WHITE BUNNY AND I SURE GOT TO MISSING YOU MORE AND MORE.AND WE LOVE YOU SO MUCH.YOU ARE ALWAYS IN OUR THOUGHTS AND PRAYER EVERYDAY.WE LOVE AND MISS YOU SO MUCH XOXOXOXO
GRANNY AND GRANDDADDY AND UNCLE DEAN <samjean1982@yahoo.com >
- Sunday, April 8, 2007 8:26 PM CDT

With Much Love
Miss Shannon & My Baby Bunny <humphity@gmail.com>
Always Missing & Remembering *Hanna* - Sunday, April 8, 2007 7:49 AM CDT

Hello, this is my first time to visit. I have been searching for Hannah's site since March 2006. We are patients at St Jude. Our first trip there, we were looking at the St Jude site. Our daughter was diagnosed with an Anaplastic Astrocytoma March 8, 2006. We saw on the "patient of the month" about a little girl, Hannah. I searched and searched of how to read about her story when we learned of caringbridge. As you know, this tumor is rare and we have yet to meet any patients with the same tumor. Our daughter was 17 months when she was diagnosed and is still fighting. Surgery is not an option b/c the size and location, radiation is out according to her doctors too. Chemo is our only option right now. And we are slowly losing. This monster is growing and chemo isnt working. I just happened to find this site today and my heart melted. Shelby (our daughter) too loves princesses & spongebob. I have not had time to read her whole story yet. But am greatful to have found it. Hannah, touched our hearts a long time ago, without ever even knowing her. I'm anxious to read all about her and her courageous battle. Thanks for sharing it.
The Grovers
Nicole Grover <nic_a_poly@hotmail.com>
Springfield, MO USA - Thursday, April 5, 2007 5:05 PM CDT

sorry i havent written lately. im always thinking of you and not a day goes by that i dont still think of Hanna, she was such a special part of my life and heart. she is our little angel and i know she is always looking over us. we will forever miss and love you.
Pam Drury <iamspoiled1@bellsouth.net>
Southaven, Ms USA - Wednesday, April 4, 2007 9:18 PM CDT

Been thinking about you a lot today, Hanna....I sure do miss you!!

I love you,
Tina Sommer <4sommers@bellsouth.net>
southaven, ms - Tuesday, March 27, 2007 1:50 PM CDT

Dear Tammy,
I'm so thankful I got to meet you at Ronell's concert last night. Thank you for your servant's heart. My husband and I were touched by the kindness shown to us by all of you.

Hanna's story touched my heart. I wish I had had the opportunity to meet her in person. I look forward to meeting her in heaven. Thank you for sharing her continuing legacy with so much love and honesty. I will pray for you and your family as you continue ministering to others while forever missing Hanna. Sincerely, Carol
Carol Lloyd <klloyd36@charter.net>
Hoover, AL USA - Friday, March 23, 2007 4:50 PM CDT

I AM ONLY 12 YEARS OLD AND WAS TOUCHED BY Hanna's story. I promise I will pray for your family and Hanna and others like Hanna everyday. I am sure Hanna was a sweet girl and Hanna is smiling down at you from Heaven today.
Carolyn <CHEERPRN987@AIM.COM>
Pittsburgh, PA US - Tuesday, March 20, 2007 8:41 PM CDT

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viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Sunday, March 18, 2007 6:29 PM CDT

I miss you, Hanna!!!

I love you!
Tina Sommer <tsommer@firstbankdelta.com>
- Thursday, March 15, 2007 11:53 AM CDT

I wish i would have gotten to met Hannah but i know by the stories Jason tells and by the way others talk about her that she was a sweet and wonderful girl.. I pray for you and your family.
Erica Herron <smssoutherngirl@yahoo.com>
Southaven, MS US - Monday, February 26, 2007 1:17 PM CST

Today marks 2 years Ben Bowen has been in heaven. WOW. As I think of him today his life his legacy. I think of your Hannah and how much she was loved by Ben and Eli. Every entry had something to do with Hannah and their day. Praying for you and your family as I can only emagine how you must miss her. She was perfect.
BeckyWhittington <BeckyWhittington@adelphia.net>
WV - Sunday, February 25, 2007 8:19 PM CST

Thinking of your Princess and you. I never had the honor of meeting Hanna, but I do think of her often.
Heather McCoy <hdlmccoy@yahoo.com>
St. Albans, WV - Saturday, February 24, 2007 11:39 PM CST

I was just thinking about you and wanted you to know....
Tina
Southaven, MS - Thursday, February 22, 2007 4:03 PM CST

Just want to say I love you dearly and love having you as a friend. Yes we all wished it was just an ear infection. Stay strong each and everyday Tammy!! Love ya!!
Karen Russell
Southaven, MS USA - Monday, February 19, 2007 9:18 PM CST

Happy Valentine's Day, Hanna,
I love you!!!
Tina Sommer
Southaven, MS - Wednesday, February 14, 2007 3:26 PM CST

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY HANNA BANANA!!!!!!!!!!! I HOPE THAT YOU, STANTON, EMMA GRACE, BEN AND THE REST OF THE CHILDREN IN HEAVEN ARE HAVING A SPECTACULAR VALENTINES DAY. I BET IT IS A CELEBRATION LIKE NO OTHER. ESPECIALLY WITH STANTON'S BIRTHDAY ALSO. MISSING CHECKING ON YOU SWEET BABY GIRL, BUT KNOWING THAT YOU ARE IN THE BEST CARE WITH JESUS.
UNTIL WE MEET IN HEAVEN,
Tracy Walls
Cleveland, Ms - Wednesday, February 14, 2007 9:06 AM CST

Tammy,
Still here praying for your guys everyday. Let us know how you all are doing. Thinking of sweet Hanna!!!!!!!
Keep looking up!!
Tracy Walls
Cleveland, Ms - Tuesday, February 13, 2007 1:32 PM CST

Hello...I just met a friend of yours this weekend...Tina.I have been reading about your sweet little angel through Ben's website . I was so happy to meet Tina and hear a bit about you and how you are doing.Please know that you are in my thoughts and prayers ...as well as pretty little Hannah !
Shelly Larson <shellybellylarson@gmail.com>
Arlington, TN - Sunday, February 11, 2007 10:09 AM CST

Valentines...... To Heaven

This Valentine is not of the ordinary kind,
Its still filled with love...and blessings inside;
But mine has to be sent on the wings of love...
You see its destination is the Heavens above.

Its not being sent to my parents so dear,
For they are still with me each day of the year;
Its being sent to my child...who left earth so soon,
Who's now in the Heavens with the stars and the moon.

The message is the same as your valentine,
"I love you...my sweet precious child of mine;
My love is still deeper than the ocean is blue,
And its sent with hugs and kisses...from me to you."

"I know you are with me each and every day,
You listen as I talk to you...and hear what I say;
For that is one thing that disease cannot do...
...you'll always be apart of me...and me a part of you."

"I know God did not give you the awful disease,
Thank Him for His comfort He gives me...would you please?
I dont know what I would do without His undying love...
Sent to bereaved parents from the Heavens above."

"I know you are in the best of care,
But it's so hard for us left on earth to bear;
Could you put in a request from us left behind...
For God to send the knowledge..so a cure we can find."

"So that no other family has to go through this pain,
Our lives without you will never be the same;
When I get lonely I will look to the sky at night...
And see you shining down your big bright light."

**~

BRENDA~**MY LOVING DAD'S SITE WITH A NEW YEAR ANOTHER ANGEL <brurka@shaw.ca>
****Edmonton~Alberta~Canada****, - Friday, February 9, 2007 9:51 PM CST

Tammy,

The entry was so meaningful to read. I have missed your updates. Please know that people like me who have never met you or Hanna continue to think of you and pray for you. You have been a great inspiration in my life.

Kim Hellmann
Kim Hellmann <khellmann1@fuse.net>
- Thursday, February 1, 2007 2:27 PM CST

Just stopped by to leave you a note that I am still praying for you and your family. Hanna was a beautiful girl and only you know her whole story. Your journal always makes me cry with sadness for you but happiness for hanna that she is with our true hero and that you will one day spend forever with her. God Bless you and your family.
Jody <jodyclinger@hotmail.com>
Huntington, WV USA - Thursday, February 1, 2007 11:15 AM CST

Hey Tammy,
I was wondering if yal were getting any snow your way. We sure could use a good snow here. I don't think my kids have ever seen a good snow. Maybe Hanna will ask HIM to send some our way.
I just wanted to check in and let you know we are praying for you and your family and missing Hanna.

Crystal Kirkland-Beach <crystal.d.beach@deltaandpine.com>
Cleveland, MS USA - Wednesday, January 31, 2007 3:55 PM CST

Hi Mrs. Tammy,
I haven't seen Hanna's site in a while, and I just decided to stop by. The slideshow is AMAZING! Your journal entries always bring tears to my face. Hanna's memory lives on forever in the hearts of so many people.
Lindsay Harwell <ljharwel@olemiss.edu>
- Tuesday, January 30, 2007 6:41 PM CST

I visited your site today after reading all about Hanna in the Bowen's journal for Ben. I have spent most of the day crying and reading about these two precious children and I just wanted to pass on my thoughts and prayers for you and your family. I cannot imagine what you and your little girl have been through, and I am so sorry. I am very glad to know that you trust in the Lord. I know Jesus personally as well and pray that you will feel extra comfort and strength this very day. Thank you so much for sharing about Hanna. I have three children and I sometimes need to be reminded to never take a moment for granted. Hanna has certainly blessed my life!
Shanna Hutchins <shutchins1@suddenlink.net>
Whitehouse, TX USA - Tuesday, January 23, 2007 8:19 PM CST

No one warned me about the tissues. I should have known. You do so GREAT about expressing Hanna's wonderful life. You are such a wonderful person and Hanna was so luchy to have you. I love you.
Pepper <pepglenn@yahoo.com>
Southaven, MS - Monday, January 22, 2007 7:03 PM CST

Hey Tammy. Tina told me that you
had updated and to be prepared to cry.
She was right.

I wasn't one of the lucky ones that
got to meet sweet Hanna. But you
have left a mark on my heart, so I
know that she would have as well.

You are in my thoughts and prayers.
Take care and know that I'm around
the corner if you want to cry, laugh,
scream, talk, or just sit.

Love,
Dawn - mom to Angel Shae & Mason

Thinking of you.......... <dawnpierce@bankplus.net>
- Sunday, January 21, 2007 2:38 PM CST

I love you, Tammy and so thankful that I had
the chance to know and love your beautiful
little girl!!
Tina
- Saturday, January 20, 2007 5:19 PM CST

Thinking of Hanna's precious face today...
Praying for you and your family,
Crystal Kirkland <crystal.d.kirkland@deltaandpine.com>
Cleveland, MS USA - Friday, January 19, 2007 3:59 PM CST

Tammy, you continue to amaze me. I remember when Hanna was first diagnosed. We were working at HLE. I remember the grief that struck my heart. Marlee was only 3 at the time, not much older than Hanna, and I can't imagine what you must have felt. Hanna was lucky to have you for a mother. She was such a sweet beautiful child. I am proud of you and the way you have been so strong - even when you don't want to be. I think it is so amazing that you are still so close to families (old and new) from St. Jude. I really hope you get that job. You would be such an asset. You are the best, I'm so glad that you are my friend. I think of you often and you are always in my prayers.
Theresa Jones <theresaj15@yahoo.com>
Southaven, MS - Wednesday, January 17, 2007 10:14 PM CST

Thinking of hanna today and praying for you all... I am so sorry..
Nibor
- Tuesday, January 16, 2007 1:15 PM CST

Just wanted you to know that I was thinking of y'all.
Sherri Lambert <sherrilambert@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, January 16, 2007 12:58 AM CST

Thinking of you today Hannah! Play in peace.
Big hugs to Ben for me.
BeckyWhittington <BeckyWhittington@adelphia.net>
- Monday, January 15, 2007 7:45 AM CST

You don't know me, and I am not really sure how I ended up on your daughter's site, but I am glad I did. I just wanted to say your story really touched me. I can not imagine what your family has gone through, and go through on a daily basis. We must believe there is a reason. I do not know how I would handle the death of a child and I know you must have some really crappy days. I do believe God loves us and me must have faith, or what else do we have? Thanks for sharing. I pray you have peace.
Diane
Bowling Green, Ky USA - Sunday, January 14, 2007 2:28 PM CST

I wanted to take a moment to send my good wishes to you and your family. I'm a reporter working on a story about "The House That Ben Built" in Putnam County, West Virginia...which is a fund-raiser for St. Jude. I was looking at Ben's webpage when I found references to Hannah. Her story is inspiring and moving. All the best to you and your family as you continue to deal with Hannah's loss...she certainly sounds like a special little girl.
Kennie Bass <kbass@wchstv.com>
Charleston, WV USA - Friday, January 12, 2007 11:57 AM CST

Every time there is a new update, I think I'm NOT going to cry this time. I can handle it. WRONG!! Your words always amaze me, make me cry and makes me proud to be in your life. I love you, Tammy.
Pepper <pepglenn4@yahoo.com>
Southaven, MS - Sunday, December 31, 2006 7:30 PM CST

Hey Tammy. Thanks for signing Shae's site.
I love your slide show of Hanna. What a
beautiful angel.

We need to get together soon.

Love,
Dawn - mom to Angel Shae & Mason

Thinking of you.......... <longhornfan@midsouth.rr.com>
- Sunday, December 31, 2006 4:56 PM CST

Hanna was a beautiful little girl. I know that her mommy misses her very much.
Jenny Moore <calliesmom327@yahoo.com>
Coldwater, MS US - Friday, December 29, 2006 6:46 PM CST

kids like this are the strongest people i can think of
monique stitts <ladyquistor13@aol.com>
olive branch, ms 38654 - Wednesday, December 27, 2006 10:08 PM CST

Merry Christmas!!!
Tina
- Monday, December 25, 2006 11:22 AM CST

MERRY CHRISTMAS BIG GIRL I KNOW YOU WILL BE HAVING A GREAT TIME TODAY. JUST WANTED YOU TO KNOW WE ARE THINKING ABOUT YOU AND WISHING YOU WERE HERE WITH US.LOVING YOU AND MISSING YOU SO VERY MUCH XOXO
GRANNY AND GRANDADDY <samjean1982@yahoo.com>
SOUTHAVEN, MS - Sunday, December 24, 2006 11:59 PM CST

Merry Christmas! My thoughts and prayers are with you during this holiday season. Peace be with you.

Phil. 4:13
Psalm 121
Praying for You
HUNTINGTON, WV USA - Sunday, December 24, 2006 7:32 PM CST

You don't know but I stop by here sometimes. Just wanted to wish you a Merry Christmas.
Miranda <nostalgic.one@gmail.com>
London, England - Sunday, December 24, 2006 4:54 PM CST

Christmas�

Each Christmas I remember
The ones of years ago;
I see my Parents and Grandparents with their Santa glow.

Each Christmas finds me dreaming
Of days that used to be,
When we hid presents here and there,
For all our family.

Each Christmas I remember
The smell in the air,
Of roasting turkey, pies
And cookies everywhere.

Each Christmas finds me longing
For Christmas� now past,
And I am back in childhood
As long as memories last.

From our family to yours.

Merry Christmas and Happy New year!!
BeckyWhittington <BeckYWhittington@adelphia.net>
- Sunday, December 24, 2006 10:06 AM CST

Merry Christmas!
We are all praying for you and your family and remembering Hanna each and every day. She touched our lives in such a special way that can never be forgotten.
Wishing you a Merry Christmas,
Crystal Kirkland-Beach <crystal.d.kirkland@deltaandpine.com>
Cleveland, MS USA - Friday, December 22, 2006 10:26 AM CST

Dear Mr. Hallmark,

I am writing to you from heaven, and though it must appear,
A rather strange idea, I see everything from here,
I just popped in to visit, your stores to find a card,
A card of love for my parents, as this day for them is hard,
There must be some mistake I thought, every card you can imagine,
except I could not find a card, from a child that lives in heaven,
they are still a parent too, no matter where I reside,
I had to leave, they understand, but oh the tears they cried,
I thought that if I wrote to you, that you would come to know,
that though I live in heaven now, I still love my parents so,
they talk with me, and dreams with me, we still share laughter too,
memories are our way of speaking now, would you see what you can do?
my parents carry me in their heart, their tears they hide from sight,
they plants flowers in my garden, there my living memory dwells,
they writes to other grieving parents, trying to ease there pain as well,
so you see Mr. Hallmark, though I no longer live on earth,
I must find a way, to remind her of her wondrous worth,
they need to be honored, and be remembered too,
just as the children of the earth will do,
thank you Mr. Hallmark, I know you will do your best,
find a way to tell them, how much they mean to me,
until I can do it for myself, when she joins me in eternity.

I know Christmas must be so hard for you although I can't comprehend how difficult it must be.

All my love,

Viks

viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Friday, December 22, 2006 10:24 AM CST

It's been a while since visiting but I have not forgotten Hanna and your family. I pray for wonderful blessings and joy to come to you this Christmas.
Tami <trunicks@hotmail.com>
Cold Spring, KY USA - Thursday, December 21, 2006 9:36 PM CST

Thinking about you and missing you so VERY much!! I know you are having a great time with all your friends but I can't wait to hold you in my arms again.
Pepper Glenn <pepglenn4@yahoo.com>
Southaven, MS - Thursday, December 21, 2006 4:52 PM CST

Wow! I cannot imagine the celebration in Heaven
as you celebrate Jesus' birthday!! We miss you so
much and long for the day when we can all celebrate
in heaven with you!!!

Love and miss you.....
Tina
- Wednesday, December 20, 2006 12:19 AM CST

Happy Be-Lated Birthday! I sure enjoyed the slideshow. It brought tears to my eyes. That song is amazing. I didn't know Hannah or her parents, but I have this website in "my favorites" after getting to it one day, so I check in often, as well as some other friends at St. Jude. Just know people are praying for you and your family all the time...even when you don't think so. Take care! :)
Tiffany
Metairie, LA - Saturday, December 9, 2006 9:53 PM CST

I pray for ya'll all the time and i am so heartbroken for all the pain you must have gone through even though i hadn't had the chance to meet hannah i am sure she was a great & beautiful little girl ! i hope god shows you the way through and helps family and friends along the way!I would also like to thank your family for always helping me when i am in need! I Love Mckenzie like a sister and tyler and jesse like brothers! i will continue to pray !
Amber
hornlake, ms USA - Saturday, December 9, 2006 5:48 PM CST

Tammy,

Thinking of you and sweet Hanna today.

God Bless,
Susan
Susan Bernhardt Zachary's Site My Mom's Caringbridge Site <desbernhardt@msn.com>
Zimmerman, MN USA - Friday, December 8, 2006 5:13 PM CST

Tammy - Your strength continues to amaze me. I am sure that Hanna is so proud of you. You are such a sweet loving person. I think of you often and you are always in my prayers.
Theresa <theresaj15@yahoo.com>
Southaven, MS - Sunday, December 3, 2006 10:06 PM CST

I know I didn't know Hanna, but I just want ot wish her a belated birthday!
Cassidy
Chicago, IL USA - Sunday, December 3, 2006 2:11 PM CST

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BIG GIRL WE LOVE AND MISS YOU SO VERY MUCH. YOU ARE ALWAYS ON OUR MINDS AND IN OUR PRAYERS.ALWAYS LOVED MORE AND MORE EVERY DAY. THANKS FOR ALL OUR GREAT MEMORIES YOU HAVE LEFT WITH US.XOXOXO

GRANNY-GRANDADDY-UNCLE DEAN <samjean1982@yahoo.com>
SOUTHAVEN, MS DESOTO - Monday, November 20, 2006 11:09 PM CST

Our lives are filled with many sweet memories because of Hanna. I released 6 balloons today as I sat on Hanna's bench and thought of her and what a blessing she was and still is to all of us. I love the slideshow. It is perfect!!!
Charlotte <capinnow@aol.com>
- Monday, November 20, 2006 7:09 PM CST

What an awesome slide show. And Happy Birthday Hanna!. Our prayers are with you.
amber
indep, mo usa - Monday, November 20, 2006 5:47 PM CST

Happy Birthday Hanna!!!
I know that you are having
a wonderful party in
Heaven today.

Love you,
Dawn - mommy to ^Shae^ & Mason

www.caringbridge.org/ms/shaepierce <dawnpierce@bankplus.net>
Hernando, MS - Monday, November 20, 2006 3:37 PM CST

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SISSY!!!! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND CANT WAIT TO SEE YOU AGAIN .. I REALLY MISS ALL THE TIMES THAT WE HAD TO PLAY TOGETHER... EVEN THOUGH I AM YOUR BIG SISTER, YOU STILL TAUGHT ME SO MUCH
MCKENZIE GIBSON <JMEMILLS@AOL.COM>
HORN LAKE, MS USA - Monday, November 20, 2006 3:28 PM CST

I miss you so much Hanna, i cant wait to see you again! I love you...I miss hearing your voice and seeing your beautiful face. love you anut char! Happy Birthday!
Aunt Char <charlenetully@desotocountyms.org>
southaven, ms - Monday, November 20, 2006 2:27 PM CST

HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY HANNA. I MISS YOU AND YOUR SWEET SMILE. I WISH YOU WERE HERE SO I COULD POLISH YOUR NAILS. MOM I MISS YOU TOO AND I THINK OF YOU OFTEN. HAVE A GOOD DAY.
CRYSTAL <CRYSTAL.SMITH@STJUDE.ORG>
MEMPHIS, TENN SHELBY - Monday, November 20, 2006 12:36 AM CST

HAPPY 6th BIRTHDAY HANNA!!! What a party you will have today in Heaven!

All of those here are sending big hugs ans kisses up to you and prayers for your mommy who misses you so very very much.

The new slideshow is beautiful. Tina told me about it and watching it brough tears to my eyes. What a precious little angel Hanna is...she touched so many hearts, and still does.

God bless....Kelly
Kelly Fentress <Kfentress@sc.rr.com>
Myrtle Beach, SC US - Monday, November 20, 2006 12:18 AM CST

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HANNA!!!
BeckyWhitington <BeckyWhittington@adelphia.net>
WV - Monday, November 20, 2006 11:45 AM CST

Happy Birthday little Candy Land Angel. i miss you so much Princess...!
jeff barnes <jeffebarnes@aol.com>
- Monday, November 20, 2006 10:22 AM CST

Happy birthday, Princess!!
I love and miss you so much!!!
Tina
- Monday, November 20, 2006 8:28 AM CST

I was given your web site by a friend to look at and it is great. just wanted to say happy birthday to your sweet little one in heaven and may God provide you with the comfort you need when you need it. would love for you to journal what is going on with you and your family now.
amanda <wilkeyrn@yahoo.com>
atoka, tn - Monday, November 20, 2006 1:07 AM CST

Thinking of you all and Hanna especially today (it is already the 20th here). Abby talks about her all the time. Just the other day, we were laughing remembering how Hanna would walk bent all the way over at the waist with her hands hanging to the ground. I hope your day is full of wonderful memories of your precious little girl.
Chantal Pinnow <chantalpinnow@hotmail.com>
Seoul, South Korea - Sunday, November 19, 2006 10:32 PM CST

Tonite you would be going to be so excited what tomorrow would bring. You where here a short time. But with HUGE infulence. I found you through the love of Ben and Eli Bowen. Think of the Birthday parties in heaven! Praying for your family and one day. One great day you will see her again.
Becky Whittington <BeckyWhittington@adelpha.net>
WV - Sunday, November 19, 2006 7:54 PM CST

Just stoppin by to say Hi. Love the new Slide Show Tammy. Praying that your family can have a Happy Thanksgiving filled with wonderful memories of sweet Hanna! Happy Thanksgiving in heaven sweetie girl!

All our love

Trina and Jophie
Trina <booboo2003@earthlink.net>
Kitts Hill, OH United States - Saturday, November 18, 2006 7:37 PM CST

I remember Hanna from the prayer posting we put up at work when she was close to going to heaven. I have been checking your site ever since then and love to hear updates from you. I just absolutely adore the slideshow. She is such a gorgeous little girl. I bet she's ruling the place in heaven with that beautiful smile and those eyes. Even though I don't know you, I think of you often... Take care of yourself.
Carey Hoskins <soobig2@icqmail.com>
Lakeland, TN US - Wednesday, November 15, 2006 8:38 PM CST

I have watched the slideshow just about every day since you put it on the website. I LOVE it!!! I remember the first time that you showed it to me, how I fought back the tears. Still, after seeing it now so many times, I am still fighting back the tears... I miss her!

Love you both!!
Tina
- Wednesday, November 15, 2006 2:26 PM CST

Absolutely love it!!! There are so many of my favorite pictures in there. Love you.
Pepper <pepglenn4@yahoo.com>
Southaven, MS - Tuesday, November 14, 2006 1:43 PM CST

Love it, Love it , Love it, so many pics I had not seen before. With her birthday right around the corner you've been on my mind alot more. It sure was good to see you a few weeks ago. Hope to see you again real soon.
Rhonda <rjhs4@aol.com>
Horn Lake, MS - Monday, November 13, 2006 8:02 PM CST

The slideshow is beautiful -- thank you for sharing more pictures of your precious little girl.
Rebecca Brammer
Bridgeport, WV - Saturday, November 11, 2006 5:25 PM CST

Love the new slide show.
I was just thinking about Hanna today and wanted to check in on yal.
Praying for you and your family,
Crystal Kirkland <crystal.d.kirkland@deltaandpine.com>
Cleveland, MS USA - Friday, November 10, 2006 3:50 PM CST

I love the new slide show. I love to come and see Hanna. Even though I never met her, she has touched my heart.
robin Brunet <robinb@start.ca>
Bradford, Ontario Canada - Thursday, November 9, 2006 10:55 AM CST

I don't know if I ever signed your guestbook, but I have check on you all many times through the past few years. I came to you from Big Ben's site. The video you made is awesome. I loved the pics of Hanna making her funny faces. Thank you for sharing her with all of us. She made the world a better place. Stay Strong, she's always right there beside you!
Julie Dell www.caringbridge.org/visit/hayden <dell99@suscom.net>
Hanover, PA - Wednesday, November 8, 2006 9:55 PM CST

TAMMY,
CHECKING IN ON YOU GUYS!! THANKS FOR THE UPDATE. PRAYING FOR YOU DAILY!!

TRACY
CLEVELAND, - Monday, November 6, 2006 10:04 AM CST

I love the slideshow--it brought tears to my eyes, but in a happy way; it was so neat to see the beautiful, precious memories Hanna left for you to cherish. And I know that you know this already, but I just wanted to say it--you WILL be with Hanna again and what a glorious day that will be! I know your heart aches for her earthly presence, but WHAT A REUNION you will have in Heaven one day! How is the adoption process moving along?
Jordan <Hadleygirl02@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, November 4, 2006 3:17 PM CST

The Gap
Michael Crenlinsten

The gap between those who have lost children & those who have not is profoundly difficult to bridge. No one, whose children are well and intact can be expected to understand what parents who have lost children have absorbed & what they bear. Our children come to us through every blade of grass, every crack in the sidewalk, every bowl of breakfast cereal. We seek contact with their atoms, their hairbrush, their toothbrush, their clothing. We reach for what was integrally woven into the fabric of our lives, now torn & shredded.
A black hole has been blown through our souls &, indeed, it often does not allow the light to escape. It is a difficult place. For us to enter there is to be cut deeply, & torn anew, each time we go there, by the jagged edges of our loss. Yet we return, again & again, for that is where our children now reside. This will be so for years to come & it will change us profoundly. At some point in the distant future, the edges of that hole will have tempered & softened but the empty space will remain - a life sentence.
Our friends will change through this. There is no avoiding it. We grieve for our children, in part, through talking about them & our feelings for having lost them. Some go there with us, others cannot & through their denial & a further measure, however unwittingly, to an already heavy burden. Assuming that we may be feeling "better" six months later is simply "to not get it." The excruciating & isolating reality that bereaved parents feel is hermetically sealed from the nature of any other human experience. Thus it is a trap - those whose compassion & insight we most need are those for whom we abhor the experience that would allow them that sensitivity & capacity. And yet, somehow there are those, each in their own fashion, who have found a way to reach us & stay, to our comfort. They have understood, again each in their own way, that our children remain our children through our memory of them. Their memory is sustained through speaking about them & our feelings about their death. Deny this & you deny their life. Deny their life & you no longer have a place in ours.
We recognize that we have moved to an emotional place where it is often very difficult to reach us. Our attempts to be normal are painful & the day to day carries a silent, screaming anguish that accompanies us, sometimes from moment to moment. Were we to give it its own voice we fear we would become truly unreachable, & so we remain "strong" for a host of reasons even as the strength saps our energy & drains our will. Were we to act out our true feelings we would be impossible to be with. We resent having to act normal, yet we dare not do otherwise. People who understand this dynamic are our gold standard. Working our way through this over the years will change us as does every experience - & extreme experience changes one extremely. We know we will have recovered when, as we have read, it is no longer so painful to be normal. We do not know who we will be at that point or who will still be with us.
We have read that the gap is so difficult that, often, bereaved parents must attempt to reach out to friends & relatives or risk losing them. This is our attempt. For those untarnished by such events, who wish to know in some way what they, thankfully, do not know, read this. It may provide a window that is helpful for both sides of the gap.

www.caringbridge.org/visit/kaitlyns

guardian angel <angegardienangegardien@hotmail.com>
lebanon - Saturday, November 4, 2006 8:13 AM CST

TAMMY THIS IS SOOOO BEAUTIFUL I CANT STOP CRYING I NO HANNA HAS A GREAT BIG SMILE ON HER PRETTY FACE LOOKING DOWN AT YOU AND ALWAYS KNOWING HOW MUCH YOU LOVE HER WE ALL LOVE HER AND MISS HER SO VERY MUCH!!! AND WE ALL ARE SO VERY VERY PROUD OF YOU XOXO THIS UP DATE WAS GREAT(SUPER) AND WE LOVE YOU ALL SO VERY MUCH XOXO AND YOU ALL ARE ALWAYS IN OUR PRAYERS
GRANNY AND GRANDADDY <samjean@yahoo.com>
- Friday, November 3, 2006 11:13 PM CST

Thinking of you and missing you sweet angel.
Pepper Glenn <pepglenn4@yahoo.com>
Southaven, MS - Tuesday, October 31, 2006 4:56 PM CST

Happy Halloween sweet girl!!!

Tina
southaven, MS - Tuesday, October 31, 2006 12:29 AM CST

JUST WANTED TO SAY HI AND I MISS YA. HANNA IS ALWAYS IN MY HEART AND THOUGHTS.
CRYSTAL <CRYSTAL.SMITH@STJUDE.ORG>
MEMPHIS, TENN SHELBY - Tuesday, October 24, 2006 8:18 AM CDT

stoping by to say hi.....

God bless
Ozzie <ovieira@hartz.com>
harrison, NJ - Monday, October 23, 2006 2:13 PM CDT

Thinking of you guys, Praying for you always!!
Tracy Walls
Cleveland, MS USA - Wednesday, October 18, 2006 11:00 AM CDT

WE have so many beautiful memories of our time with Hanna. The ones that meant so much to me is the day that I was with Hanna when she took her first steps, I wouldnt trade that for anything. Ill never forget the first time she stood in your bedroom doorway and smiled at me and said I Love You. Your Honey and Chance miss you very much, so do Mr. Randy and I. Always in our hearts and minds.
Pam <iamspoiled1@bellsouth.net>
Southaven, Ms USA - Monday, October 16, 2006 10:10 PM CDT

Hi,
I found your site through a search of "anaplastic astrocytoma," which my 7-year-old daughter has. Words cannot describe how I feel for your loss...
Denise
caringbridge.org/visit/alexarachael
Denise Weiner <moedd@sbcglobal.net>
Simi Valley, CA - Saturday, October 14, 2006 0:15 AM CDT

Been thinking about you this morning, Hanna Michele.

I love and miss you bunches....
Tina
- Tuesday, October 10, 2006 11:25 AM CDT

Was thinking about y'all. Can't wait to come see your new house---
Take Care,
Sherri
Sherri Lambert <sherrilambert@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, October 8, 2006 3:33 PM CDT

Hey Angel. It was so quite in the house this moring i could swear i heard your little voice saying "Duh Jeff" just like you did every time i messed up. Help watch after Big Ben, can't wait to see you both again soon. Praying for ya'll Tammy, David & kids.
Jeff <jeffebarnes@aol.com>
Nesbit, MS USA - Wednesday, October 4, 2006 6:20 AM CDT

Well, our yearly visit to zoo is coming up. Usually every year we go in the spring-mostly with the school, but this year it has slipped right by us. The weather this weekend is suppose to be perfect. Our zoo visits always reminds me of Hanna & Ben. Two years ago whenever we went with the school- it must have been zoo day for every school b/c the zoo was packed. It still turned out to be a great trip though- like always. Whenever I got back home that night and checked on Ben and Hanna's site yal had wrote about being at the zoo that same day. Yal thought yal were picking a good quiet day to go b/c it was during the week- we did too. I wished I could have meet those two little precious children that day, but I will always hold them close to my heart. It is such a small world after all.
Never forgetting Hanna,
Crystal Kirkland <crystal.d.kirkland@deltaandpine.com>
Cleveland, MS USA - Friday, September 29, 2006 3:35 PM CDT

Tammy,
Missing hearing from you guys. I can't wait to hear about the new house and the adoption etc. Just everyday going on's. Praying for all of you!!!
Tracy Walls
Cleveland, Ms. USA - Friday, September 29, 2006 12:36 AM CDT

Was thinking of Hanna and popped in. All the best and congratulations on the anticipated adoption.
Robin Brunet <robinb@start.ca>
Bradford, Ontario Canada - Friday, September 29, 2006 10:25 AM CDT

I am so sorry for your lost. I found your site though a little girl's site who told your story her name was jordy and from Big Ben site. Once again I am so sorry for your lost.Wendy
wendy
odessa, mo usa - Thursday, September 28, 2006 10:00 AM CDT

TAMMY & DAVID
PRAYING FOR YOU GUYS!!!!!!
TRACY WALLS
CLEVELAND, MS USA - Thursday, September 21, 2006 12:46 AM CDT

I love you Hanna Banana!!! Been thinking about
you and your mommy a lot lately....
Tina
- Thursday, September 21, 2006 12:00 AM CDT

I just love that picture of Hanna's face painted like a butterfly around her eyes- It is so precious.
Praying for you and your family,
Crystal Kirkland <crystal.d.kirkland@deltaandpine.com>
Cleveland, MS - Wednesday, September 20, 2006 4:06 PM CDT

Thinking of Hanna's beautiful little face.
Crystal Kirkland <Crystal.d.kirkland@deltaandpine.com>
Cleveland, MS USA - Monday, September 18, 2006 12:18 AM CDT

You are in my thoughts and prayers!
Praying for You
Huntington, WV USA - Monday, September 11, 2006 10:10 PM CDT

Thinking of you and Hanna
Tina
- Monday, September 11, 2006 10:43 AM CDT

we love and miss you very much precious angel you are always on our mind and in our heart forever and always xoxox
granny and grandaddy <samjean1982@yahoo.com>
southaven, ms - Friday, September 8, 2006 4:54 PM CDT

Wow! What an amazing song. I'm speechless!! Thanks for introducing it to us. Please know you are always in our thoughts and prayers.
Kim <timwood@midsouth.rr.com>
- Thursday, August 31, 2006 6:20 PM CDT

Tammy,
I have so many fond memories of Hanna, but the thing that I always remeber the most is her coming down the hall and smiling so big and then giving the best hugs ever....I miss her, but she will always live in my heart. ...Lots of Love, Tabatha :):)
Tabatha Doyle, RN ...St Jude <tabatha.doyle@stjude.org>
Somerville, TN USA - Wednesday, August 30, 2006 9:26 AM CDT

I came to know of Hanna thru big Bens site and thru my cousins site Ben Reed. I know your daughter has touched my life so many ways as all the St.Judes children do. I don't take each day for granted, I started giving to St.Jude so they can find cures for these horrible cancers so no more children have to suffer the way they do. I still come to your site to check in on you and I'm excited for you. Adoption is great! I can't wait to see pic's of her.And you know Hanna would approve:} God bless and we are always thinking of you.
amber
indep , mo usa - Tuesday, August 29, 2006 7:27 AM CDT

Tammy,
I met you for the first time at the St. Jude Day of Remembrance and we saw you again this past April. I just read your last entry and it's like I could have written it myself. It will be two years this November since Troy died and I too, don't think it has not gotten any easier.

We had a baby in February and although I can't imagine my life without him now, there is just this "Troy" piece of my heart that is missing and sometimes it's hard to breathe with that piece gone.

Your new daughter will add so much to your life, you will see. She will make you smile again. Of course, as all of us who have gone through this know, that happiness is never the same, but she will add a new piece to your heart and it will help it to beat again.

Wishing you peace,
Nadine (Troy's mommy forever)
Nadine Paulmeno <Spitter24@aol.com www.caringbridge.org/ny/troy>
Hoover, AL USA - Friday, August 25, 2006 5:22 PM CDT

Still praying for you.
Carissa Davis <carissaad@aol.com>
St. Albans, WV USA - Thursday, August 24, 2006 3:39 PM CDT

Thinking of y'all...
I have missed you - we need to get together soon!

Love you,
Tina
southaven, MS - Wednesday, August 23, 2006 11:29 AM CDT

Hi Tammy sorry I haven't written in a long time but you know my computer is not working. Even so I think of you every minute of everyday.Hanna as you know is still loved as much as ever. She will always be our princess. We love you all. Can't wait to see the new addition to the family. Tammy, Hanna would be so proud of you, and I know she will be lookling out for her new little sister. talk to you later. Love You All
Pam <pspoiledsilly@aol.com>
Nesbit , Ms USA - Tuesday, August 22, 2006 1:35 PM CDT

Thinking of Hanna this morning.
Our thoughts and prayers are with your family.

Crystal Kirkland <crystal.d.kirkland@deltaandpine.com>
Cleveland, MS USA - Tuesday, August 22, 2006 8:24 AM CDT

THINKING OF YOU TODAY
THE GORDON FAMILY <NOEYGORDON@YAHOO.COM>
- Saturday, August 19, 2006 8:11 AM CDT

I started reading Hanna's site because of the Bowens. i have never met Hanna but when i check her site I just remember Her beautiful big smile and the sparkle in her eyes. It always gave me a warm feeling when i saw her face. Congrats on your adoption. You and your family will continue to be in my prayers.
Laura White <white-familyof4@peoplepc.com>
cincinnati, OH - Thursday, August 17, 2006 1:53 PM CDT

Tammy,
Just checking on you. Praying for you and David daily.

Tracy Walls
Cleveland, Ms. USA - Thursday, August 17, 2006 9:03 AM CDT

Thinking of you all. I don't know how you get through times like this, but know you have many people out here praying for you.

Lindsay
Houston, TX - Tuesday, August 15, 2006 9:02 PM CDT

My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.
Mandy Duncan
Gardner, ks - Tuesday, August 15, 2006 11:01 AM CDT

Your angel's smiling face reminds me daily of why the fight for a cure is so vital. Thank you for sharing her story. I donate blood as often as I am allowed and I have donated toys, games, books and of course money to our local children's oncology unit. I am on the bone marrow donor's list. I do this to honor all the children lost to this horrible disease. Your sweet girl, Big Ben, Baby Allie Scott to name just a few who were dearest to me. For as long as there is breath in my body I will do my all to stamp out this terrible disease. My prayers remain with you always
Sara <jeffsara@telus.net>
Port Moody, BC Canada - Tuesday, August 15, 2006 2:12 AM CDT

HI TAMMY I MISS YOU. I AM GLAD YOU ARE DOING OKAY. I KNOW IT IS HARD FOR YOU AND I AM SO SORRY. I MISS HANNA SMILING FACE. YOU WANTED ME TO SAY SOMETHING ABOUT HANNA. HANNA WAS SUCH A SWEETHEART AND I LOVED HOW SHE WOULD ALWAYS ASK ME TO PAINT HER NAILS. I LOVED HER WARM HUGS TOO. HANNA WAS SO BEAUTIFUL TOO AND I STILL HAVE HER PICTURE ON MY BOARD. TAMMY TAKE CARE OF YOUR SELF AND KNOW YOU ARE ALWAYS IN MY THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS.
CRYSTAL <CRYSTAL.SMITH@STJUDE.ORG>
MEMPHIS, TENN SHELBY - Monday, August 14, 2006 11:24 AM CDT

Be sure to share your new daughter with us. I am sure Hanna would and is very excited and proud of her.
BeckyWhittington <BeckyWhittington@adelphia.net>
- Sunday, August 13, 2006 3:45 PM CDT

I found Hanna thru Big Ben's site. So glad to know, you will soon have another little girl to love. Hanna will always be your first child but I have to believe, Hanna and God are providing you with a new little girl to love. A child who needs parents, to love and guide her. Hanna will be watching over her little sister and that sister will grow up knowing, she has a big sister, who is her special angel.
Sheilah Harrell <sheilah1@atmc.net>
Ocean Isle Beach, NC - Sunday, August 13, 2006 9:19 AM CDT

Been thinking about you...especially on Wednesday. I hope that your family had a peaceful and loving week, remembering your little Hanna (even more than usual, of course :) )
Keely
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Friday, August 11, 2006 4:37 PM CDT

Tammy...I read about Hanna through Ben Bowen's website over a year ago. In my living room, I have a collage type frame with all my family pictures in it. I have placed Hanna and Ben's picture from Disney in it also. I may not know you personally but I truly feel touched by your story. My prayers and thoughts are with you during this rough time. God Bless.
Teresa Lucas <tdamian1@yahoo.com>
Chicago, IL - Friday, August 11, 2006 3:10 AM CDT

Tammy,
Not too long ago, as I was turning onto I-55N from Stateline Rd., I saw a van with a sticker on the back window that read, "In loving memory of Hanna Gibson." So often when I think of children who have gone to live in heaven, I can smile, laugh, and cry at the same time. When I saw the sticker, I had another one of those moments. I smiled because I knew that Hanna was healed and perfect, laughed at the memories of the silly things she did that you posted about, and cried because she was no longer with you.

Today, I thought of all the parents left here to continue life as their children play in heaven. A friend of mine is moving into a new house and she was telling me about packing. My heart broke for her as she told me that she cried when she packed her son's things; the entirety of his life on earth - proof that in fact, he really was here - filled only one box. He would have been 5 this year and her mind was filled with all the things she knew he would have loved...and should have been packing. I thought of Hanna, of Ben, of Shay, of Allie, of Will, of Jacob, of Justis, of Bradley, of Emma Grace, of Stanton... the list seemed to be never-ending. My heart was heavy.

I just wanted you to know that I think of Hanna often and that your family remains in my prayers. Also, congratulations on the pending addition :) She'll be your daughter and Hanna's sister, and that already makes her so very special.
Tab <susannasmommy@yahoo.com>
- Friday, August 11, 2006 3:03 AM CDT

To the family of princess Hanna.. I met your Hanna through Eli and Ben Bowen which as you know love Hanna. The way Tom talked of her she became a part of our daily life and prayers. Her wellness was something we prayed for daily. 2 years without her must me... Something I could never understand. But knowing your daughter though Eli and Ben. She was and is indeed dancing with the angels. Partying like a true Princess. Play in peace Hanna. Some how show your Mom and Dad you aren't that far away. Hanna and all the St. Jude children are in our prayers. A cure must be found.
BeckyWhittington <BeckyWhittington@adelphia.net>
- Thursday, August 10, 2006 6:28 PM CDT

My prayers for you and for your angel as she celebrates her second heavenly birthday. Hanna's smile in her pictures always tugged my heart strings.
Sara <jeffsara@telus.net>
Port Moody, BC Canada - Thursday, August 10, 2006 10:08 AM CDT

Tammy,
I just wanted you to know that we did release the balloons yesterday with the message inside. You will never believe this but I went to the flower shop to get the balloons and it was closed. They close at noon on Wednesday. Well it just so happens that the owners are special friends of mine, so I called Monica's cell phone and she was inside the flower shop working. She came and let me in and she helped me fold all the messages to put inside the balloons. We did 3 pink and 3 purple. Yes, it was Monica Holder and it seems that she is a very good friend of yours also. How is that for Hanna and God working together. After Crystal got home, we took the kids out in the front yard and said a special prayer for all of you. Hunter, Blaine and Caleb were so excited to be a part of this. I explained why we were doing it and Caleb he is the youngest said, Hanna would be my age. I teared up and said yes she would. He said will the balloons go to heaven. I said they might, but if they don't make it there Hanna will see them all and she will pick special people to find each balloon so they can be praying for all the children at St. Judes. We gave two balloons each to the boys, one pink and one purple and they released them one by one. Girl, they took off to the East and just kept going up and up and away. The pink ones you could see for a long while barely visible in the sky. It was so beautiful thinking of Hanna receiving all the glory for this. Both of my parents have entered heaven's gates and I really think from now on I will be releasing balloons for them with messages inside for who ever happens to find them to pray for all the children that are ill. Tammy, I know this is kind of long, but I wanted you to know how special we all felt and feel now to be a part of Hanna's memory. Take care and May God's Riches Blessings be with you now and always.
Tracy Walls <twalls@mdoc.state.ms.us>
Cleveland, Ms USA - Thursday, August 10, 2006 8:22 AM CDT

Your family remains in my thoughts and prayers. How beautiful to send those balloons straight up to heaven in honor of your precious daughter. I love the Jessica Andrews music on your homepage for Hanna. It's beautiful.
Praying for You
HUNTINGTON, WV USA - Wednesday, August 9, 2006 11:49 PM CDT

Tammy,
Since I never had the
privledge and blessing
to meet Hanna while she
was here on this earth, I
don't have a "special"
memory of her......but,
I do remember the first time
I had heard about her was when
our small group was asked to
pray for her. Little did I know
what was down the road for us as I prayed
for little Hanna. But then our very first
few days at St. Jude you and Tina came
and visited with us and encouraged us.
So even though I never met her...I KNOW
she has a very special duty in heaven
watching over so many other children
who are still fighting this fight. And
as we walked the halls at St. Jude today
I thought of her and the room we were in for
Assessment Triage there was a beautiful
picture on the board of guess who.....
YOUR ANGEL HANNA! It's as if she was watching
over us :)
Dianna&Cole www.caringbridge.org/visit/wesleycolehardy
Olive Branch, MS - Wednesday, August 9, 2006 10:52 PM CDT

Dear Tammy,
We just wanted to let you know that we were thinking of you and your family during this time. I can't even begin to imagine how hard it is just to get out of bed but you are such a positive person. I can only hope to be half as good as you. The memory I have of Hanna is the picture of her on her horse. She was absolutely gorgeous. Everytime her song comes on the radio my little girl says "turn it up" that's Hanna's song!!! I just want to say thank you for sharing so many wonderful memories of Hanna for so many to hold on to. I can't wait to meet her "little sister" and add to the memories. God knows what a great mother you are and that is one very lucky little girl who gets to call you Mommy. Please remember you are always in our thoughts and prayers. If you ever need to vent I'm ALWAYS here.
kim wood <timwood@midsouth.rr.com>
- Wednesday, August 9, 2006 10:19 PM CDT

Thinking of you today and praying for God's
peace and grace to fill your hearts.

Trusting Him,
Dawn - mom to Angel Shae & Mason

Wish I could have met Hanna... <DawnPierce@BankPlus.net>
Hernando, MS - Wednesday, August 9, 2006 9:15 PM CDT

I've kept up with your website, but have never signed the guestbook. We are friends of Christy and Barry Moore, Hayden Moore's parents. Hayden was a patient at St. Jude (ATRT) and earned his angel wings this past February.

It is so touching to read your journal entries. As a mother of three young children, my heart aches for you and your family. I can't imagine life without one of my children. Thank you for helping me stop and think and be happy to do all those little things we do for our children that we sometimes complain about. I'm so very sorry you don't have your little Hannah; her pictures are precious; I'm sure she was even sweeter than her pictures.

We will keep you in our prayers. Good luck with the adoption. We have friends who are also adopting a little girl from China this year. It's wonderful that these little girls will have such caring, selfless parents. Our thoughts and prayers are with you as you celebrate Hannah's birthday.

The Shelburnes <shelt3@adelphia.net>
Dublin, VA USA - Wednesday, August 9, 2006 9:08 PM CDT

Thinking of you and your family today. Lifting you up with prayers.

Tera <abundantblessing@comcast.net>
Franklin, TN - Wednesday, August 9, 2006 8:30 PM CDT

Thinking of you today on your baby's Angel day.
Shell
Greenville, SC USA - Wednesday, August 9, 2006 8:25 PM CDT

We feel truly blessed to have had Hanna as part of our family. As we sat on her bench this afternoon, we did a little crying and a little laughing as we thought about our precious Hanna. Not a day goes by that we do not think about her and we know it will always be that way. Her infectious laugh as she played what we called the "moustache" game with Grampa or how she would peek around his chair and say"not today" are memories that are very special to us. As we sat there and looked at her picture, we talked about what a brave girl she was and how much she endured but always was ready to smile and play. We praise God that we KNOW that one day we will all be reunited with our Princess.
Alan and Charlotte <capinnow@aol.com>
- Wednesday, August 9, 2006 8:18 PM CDT

Thinking of you and your sweet Angel Hanna today..

Denise and Steven
Steven's website
Long Island, NY - Wednesday, August 9, 2006 7:11 PM CDT

Praying for you today and always.
Zhohn Dupont <z_dupont@hotmail.com>
Simmesport, LA USA - Wednesday, August 9, 2006 4:32 PM CDT

Wow, 2 whole years. What a mixed bag of emotions I hold today. For Hanna I think how short these 2 years have been, how wonderful and exciting to be dancing in Heaven. Yet, how long these years have been on Earth. How much Hanna is missed. I don't know the right words to say, but what I keep thinking is Congratulations and I'm sorry.

I "met" Hanna through Ben and I have always been amazed by her presence in her pictures and in your writings. She had, at the same time, a powerful, full-of-life personality and also a graceful peacefulness about her. She's a lady through and through-- sweet as sugar and tough as nails depending on what the day demanded of her.

I picture her today laughing and sharing all the balloons sent to her from all across the world. The balloon I sent seemed to dance along just out of reach for a few seconds and then shot straight up as if pulled from above.

I hope today is better than you expected it to be!
Karen Thomas <karent924@charter.net>
WV - Wednesday, August 9, 2006 4:28 PM CDT

We are praying for you and your family today. I can not image the pain you are feeling.
We are releasing balloons for Hanna this afternoon about 5:45.
Praying for you,
Crystal Kirkland <crystal.d.kirkland@deltaandpine.com>
Cleveland, MS USA - Wednesday, August 9, 2006 4:22 PM CDT

Tammy and David
Am still truly sorry for your loss of Hannah. Her pictures are so adorable. I am a friend of Pepper's. She touched so many lives in such a short period of time. Just wanted to let you know that you're thought of often.
Christine A. Smith <chrisarn@bellsouth.net>
Charleston, SC USA - Wednesday, August 9, 2006 3:55 PM CDT

Tammy- Just wanted to drop a line and let you know that you are still in our prayers. Hanna was a very special little girl during her short life and I can only imagine what a sweet and beautiful angel she must be. I found your site through Pepper - I am her cousin from her mom's side (thankfully I am not as crazy as Pep or her mom-hehe). I attended a couple of benefits for Hanna and always meant to work my way through the crowd to talk to you - but you were always so busy meeting and greeting and thanking everyone I never did- but I think of you often and you are still in our prayers--
K K
Bartlett, tn usa - Wednesday, August 9, 2006 3:37 PM CDT

I too learned of Hannah through Big Ben's site and continue to check up on you often. You're in my prayers today as you are so very often and I'm hoping for peace of mind today on this very difficult occassion
Stacy <haybag22@hotmail.com>
Welland, ON Canada - Wednesday, August 9, 2006 3:11 PM CDT

Went to the cemetary today and me and Hanna had our little chat, I left her some gum since she never got to have any here on earth. I'm sure God is letting her chew all she wants in heaven. Last night we had mac and cheese and I thought of Hanna and the first time I fixed it for her and she wouldn't let Jay have any. It was so funny. We sat in the kitchen floor, ate and told Jay no, it's mine. She was so sweet and such a spunky personality. I miss her so much. That beautiful smile, that angel voice could wrap me around her finger in seconds. She was lucky to have you as her mother. I hope I am as good to my kids as you are to yours. I love you.
Pepper <pepglenn4@yahoo.com>
Southaven, MS - Wednesday, August 9, 2006 3:01 PM CDT

Tammy,
I came to know Hanna's journey through "Big Ben." I first learned of Ben through a local news program and he became my first "St. Jude baby." Hanna was my second. The lessons I've learned from you and the Bowens are too long to list here, but please know that your angel will never be forgotten. Her journey had great purpose and renewed many souls including my own. Still believing because of Hanna & Ben!
Gina
Gina Justice <ginaj1450@hotmail.com>
South Williamson, KY - Wednesday, August 9, 2006 1:13 PM CDT

Thinking of you and your beautiful angel today. God bless.
Jacquelyn <jacqmills@comcast.net>
Sacramento, CA - Wednesday, August 9, 2006 1:06 PM CDT

I have been following little Hanna for a while. I can't believe she really has been gone for so long. She seemed to have a spirit as big as this world. I imagine the whole she left would be impossible to fill.

I read a quote the other day that said, "Grief is not there to make you realize what you have lost... it is there to make you see what a treasure you had."

Hanna was definitely a beautiful treasure.

She is remembered and loved by many today.
Rebecca Fleming (FOA) <rektorikfleming@yahoo.com>
Dallas, Tx USA - Wednesday, August 9, 2006 12:27 AM CDT

Thinking of you and remembering your beautiful Hanna today! I literally don't want to imagine your grief. I hope you find healing and peace, and great joy, too, through the adoption process. It's such a wonderful way to add to your family! God bless you and keep you.
LisaW from FOA
Morgantown, WV - Wednesday, August 9, 2006 11:40 AM CDT

Tammy,
I want you to know that as soon as I woke up this morning, The song that you have playing on Hanna's site came to me and I started humming it. I have thought often of Hanna and your family throughout the day. I am releasing the balloons tonight at 6. Well actually, I am going to let the kids release them. I am praying for comfort for you guys today.
Praying and thinking of Hanna always,

Tracy Walls
Cleveland, Ms. USA - Wednesday, August 9, 2006 11:38 AM CDT

Hey Tammy, I just wanted to let you know im thinking about you. I miss Hanna so much! I miss her sweet little voice, the way she said aunt char. I know this is a very hard day for you and theres not a day goes by im not praying for you. I love you!!!
charlene <charlenetully@desotocountyms.org>
southaven, ms - Wednesday, August 9, 2006 10:44 AM CDT

I didn't know Hanna, and I did not begin to read her website until after her transition to Heaven....but even so, I can tell what an amazing and courageous little girl she was! My heart aches for you and your husband, but rejoices for Hanna as she is experiencing a perfect and pure life as we speak! You WILL be with her again! My prayer for you is that you are able to find more and more joy each day, even admidst the sadness of missing Hanna. I can understand how the new and exciting things in your life would make you feel farther from Hanna...but rest assured that her existence will never be forgotten...for she lives on in everything that you do, and in everyone she touched. And most of all--she lives in your heart forever! My aunt and uncle adopted a little girl from China almost 6 years ago; she is now almost 7, and an absolute delight! They are in the process of adopting another one, only instead of an infant, they will be blessed with a 2-4 year old! I'm excited for your family....and this new little one about to join your family will ALWAYS have a VERY special guardian angel watching over her!

Praying for your peace and comfort on this difficult day.
Jordan <Hadleygirl02@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, August 9, 2006 9:38 AM CDT

Happy Anniversary little angel...ive missed you so much. i still catch myself wanting to come by to play w/you & to see how your are. O how much better off are you than those of us left behind to miss you !!!! Tammy, you'll probably recall hearing somewhere that, The word for a woman who looses her husband is a widow, the word for a man who looses his wife is a widower, the word for a child who looses their parents is an orphan but, there are no words for a parent who looses a child.
Jeff <bnsb@aol.com>
Nesbit, MS USA - Wednesday, August 9, 2006 9:23 AM CDT

Tammy ~ Wanted to let you know I am thinking about you and your family today. Prayers are being lifted to the throne for joy & peace. What an example you have been. Thank you for allowing the Lord to use you mightily. God Bless~ Hoping to see or hear from you soon.
Shannon Rawson <srawson@midsouth.rr.com>
Olive Branch, MS USA - Wednesday, August 9, 2006 8:54 AM CDT

I can hardly believe that it has been two years.
There is not a day goes by that I do not think of
sweet Hanna. I am still amazed at how quickly she
captured my heart � from the first time that she
walked up to my desk at church, I loved her. She
had such a sweetness, that drew people in. I would
get her out of her