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I am so happy to know that mark is on the mend. A miracle in my eyes, a marvelous miracle. I celebrate all of you and the love you share for one another. Love your 4th cousin, Pamalla Boyce
Pamalla Boyce <pamjeaboy@msn.com>
- Monday, July 18, 2005 10:01 PM CDT

Great to hear the news that you are finally healing and slowly getting better. God DOES answer prayer, and I know that He has received a lot of them in your behalf. May not seem like it now, but life WILL return to normal. I just returned from my two week mission trip to Russia and it was great! I played all kinds of sports with orphan kids for two weeks and made it fine - just one year away from the same transplant that you had.I pray that in time you,too will physically be able to do whatever it is that you want to do!

God bless you and your wonderful family......
Keith Culp <culps@vci.net>
Paducah, Ky USA - Saturday, July 2, 2005 8:34 AM CDT

I was just wondering how Mark is doing and elated to read your good news. What a nightmare you have been through. Good for you. Wonderful photos of Mark and the kids.
Marly Keller <marlyask@charter.net>
St. Cloud, MN USA - Monday, June 27, 2005 5:44 PM CDT

Jen and family,

This is the first time I have read your web site. I am just amazed. Our family has thought of you and yours often over the last year. What resilience! Please know that our hope and prayers will continue to to be with you.

Jenny
Jennifer Larsen
- Monday, June 27, 2005 10:24 AM CDT

Hallelujah - Thanks be to God!
Lynn Ketelsen <lket@johnroberts.com>
Falcon Heights, MN USA - Monday, June 27, 2005 9:29 AM CDT

Dear Mark and Jen,
Who can read your last entry and not be touched to the point of tears?? What an incredible inspiration you have all been to me. I feel so blessed to have met you, visited with you, cared for you and prayed for you. Have a fabuous vacation in July! We intend to visit Paul this summer and will stop by to see what "normal" looks like in your household. Many, many continued blessings to you and your adorable family. Love, Mary Wille
Mary Wille <maryfw77@online.ie>
Rochester, MN - Sunday, June 26, 2005 1:34 PM CDT

Joan and I are so happy to read the last entry. Mark and Jen, you were in our prayers at our small group at Shephard of the Hills.

God bless all of your family,

Lynn & Joan Kapaun
Lynn Kapaun <lhkjkk@yahoo.com>
Vadnais Heights, Mn USA - Sunday, June 26, 2005 7:36 AM CDT

Mark and Jen, "Praise God from Whom all Blessings Flow" What a journey! I am so glad to hear your message of hope in the future. Know you will continue to be in the prayers of the prayer team at RLC for continued strength and healing. As Pastor David says "God is good-All the time" Blessings to all of you.
Pam McCulloch
New Brighton, MN - Saturday, June 25, 2005 10:33 PM CDT

Hello Schmaedeke's, So nice to read the last entry and to read Aunt Ginny's amazing poem. I cried and smiled at the same time. I'm glad life is returning to normal for you all and that you are planning a relaxing vacation. You most certainly deserve it. We think about you often and wish you continued health and happiness. God bless you! Love, Lisa
Lisa C. Wolff <olmwolff@adelphia.net>
Longview, WA USA - Saturday, June 25, 2005 9:25 AM CDT

Mark and Jen,
It seems entirely inadequate to say, but I feel as though I have taken this journey with you. Through challenges and triumphs, I have continually prayed for God's intervention, and thanked him so many times for his healing power. The road has indeed been long, winding and bumpy. All the while, the two of you stood tall, representing tremendous courage and devotion to God and each other. I have been inspired by both of you to live my life fuller and to love and appreciate my family and my gifts even more.
Rich Gasaway <rich.gasaway@ci.roseville.mn.us>
Roseville, MN - Friday, June 24, 2005 9:44 PM CDT

Dear Jen and Mark, I dont think we can express our joy and relief any better than your Aunt Ginny:
" We will never know why this happened.
And we pray it is all said and done.
But there is beauty in all of this madness
When multitudes are inspired by one."

The Caring-Bridge has truly lived up to its name providing us news of the long road to recovery that you have travelled. It is truly amazing that thru all the ups and downs you found time to keep the news flowing. Please take care of yourselves and enjoy the summer.
Love
Vivek and Vrinda

Vivek Chickermane <vivek_vrinda@yahoo.com>
ITHACA, NY USA - Friday, June 24, 2005 9:16 PM CDT

Mark and Jen ---
Thank you for the final chapter in your CaringBridge entries. We are so thankful for the outcome!
We continue to wish you the very best and continued strength!

Nancy and Larry Trochlil
plymouth, mn - Friday, June 24, 2005 8:46 PM CDT

My tears are flowing as I read your LAST beautiful entry, the amazing poem by Aunt Ginny, and realize that you made it! and did it with so much faith and strength! I will continue to hold you close and keep you in my prayers. You are all such very special people! Enjoy the Black Hills, summer, AND LIFE!!!
Sandi and Dennis Rens <Rens1@aol.com>
Coon Rapids, MN USA - Friday, June 24, 2005 7:16 PM CDT

Jen and Mark - I've been remiss at visiting the site but...was SOOO glad to hear the news that Mark is cancer free!!!! Cannot imagine any better news :)
Now I know that you will learn to adjust (or reajust) to the family dynamics and be able to do MORE than "just getting by." As I often say...all good things in all good time -- it WILL come. Continue to have faith!
Heather Ulrich <voseheather@msn.com>
Idaho Springs, CO - Friday, June 24, 2005 10:13 AM CDT

Mark and Jen,
We are so glad to here the good news! We continue to wish the best for you and your family as you recover.
Andrea and Jon
andrea mowery <amowery@comcast.net>
- Friday, June 10, 2005 9:16 PM CDT

Happy Belated National Cancer Survivor Day!!!! (it really was yesterday). Mark-I am so glad that you are doing better. Adam and I were so happy to hear that you were wrestling with the kids on the floor at the cabin on Memorial weekend. Wish we could have expierenced that, but weknow that we will get a chance to do that again, as you are only getting stronger everyday. Keep up the good work!!
Love you guys. Love Adam and Molly
Molly and Adam <luvsdolphins26@yahoo.com>
- Monday, June 6, 2005 8:40 PM CDT

Hi guys! Hope no news is good news...we missed you at the Wabun Picnic shindig today, but between the weather being a little iffy and Girl Scout camp all day, it's understandable if a picnic seemed like a little too much on top of it all. Bruce and Amy were there and we were thinking of you all and hoping things are progressing well and that Mark is getting stronger and that life is approaching some semblence of sanity for your family. Sorry to hear about Quaker's recent diagnosis. Our thoughts and prayers continue to be with you.
Love, Sue and family
Sue Nygaard <suenygaard@comcast.net>
Circle Pines, MN USA - Saturday, June 4, 2005 9:22 PM CDT

Hope you are recovering from all the set-backs and gaining strength every day. Also thought I'd let you know that my bone marrow biopsy of 5/16 was all clear - NO CANCER! See, it really does work! I'm leaving 6/11 for two weeks in Russia on a mission trip. Almost exactly one year ago I was starting my SCT - amazing to even consider it possible. You'll get it all back too, I'm sure.

God bless you and your family.
Keith Culp <culps@vci.net>
Paducah, Ky - Sunday, May 29, 2005 5:26 PM CDT

You and your family are my heros! We are all so happy that you are winning. You have all endured so much and have such strong faith. You will continue to have our prayers and support. Mark we are looking forward to having you riding the rigs soon!
Bill Chandler <bill.chandler@ci.roseville.mn.us>
- Friday, May 27, 2005 4:50 PM CDT

So happy to hear the good news!!! What a joyous time for your family. We're thinking of you during this exciting time and wishing you continued blessings.
Kris Inderieden <kinderieden@charter.net>
St. Cloud, MN - Friday, May 27, 2005 10:28 AM CDT

Such AWESOME news!!! I know you all are so excited and relieved. Partial remission - whatever - remission is a good word to hear! Yes, you have been blessed. Now rest up and get back to "normal"life ASAP. I'll keep the prayers going upward for you both.

Keith Culp <culps@vci.net>
Paducah, Ky - Tuesday, May 24, 2005 9:22 PM CDT

Dear Jen, Mark, and Kids,
I am so happy to hear the great news!!!! Mark has been in my thoughts and prayers and will continue to be forever. Took me a long time to log onto your site, for you know how easily I shed tears. You are all so strong and such an inspiration to everyone. It's just so good to hear you can breathe a sigh of relief.
Saw some of the ECFE group last week and hope you will be able to join us at the next get together. We'd all love to see you and thinking you may need a short break away. Completely understand if you'd rather be with your family though since your family time is so precious. I'm trying to plan something for the near future. Hoping it can be just the moms for a nice relaxing chat with some dinner, too. I'll get some dates out here soon and we'll see what works best.
Overjoyed for your entire family!!!!!!!!!!!!
Louanne Murphy <murphyed@aol.com>
Forest Lake, MN USA - Monday, May 23, 2005 11:34 AM CDT

Cancer Free.....YEAH! We are all so very happy for you. Jen-Happy Birthday to You! If you and Mark would like to head out for a birthday and "cancer free" celebration, just let us know. We'll take the kids. Kaylee would be thrilled! Congrats again & God Bless you all!!!!
Ken, Laurie, & Kaylee Olson <laura.olson@spps.org>
- Monday, May 23, 2005 11:01 AM CDT

I trust that your not writing in the last few days is a sign that you, Mark and the kids have had a restful few days and that things are looking up. In that spirit, look for another family card in the mail this week. I'll mail it tomorrow.

Although you are always in my thoughts and prayers, tomorrow you, Jen, will especially be there -- since it's your birthday!!! Hope this anniversary of your birth is a start of a year of healing and renewal.

Love,
Aunt Ginny <ginhope@flash.net>
Dallas, TX USA - Sunday, May 22, 2005 11:17 PM CDT

Mark, I can not begin to tell you how many people's lives you have touched in a significant way. What has happened to you has been hard, but what you have given others has been hope, a sense of grounding and appreciateion for what we all have. That is a precious gift. Thank you and I hope that you continue to beat this thing. We are praying for ya.
Greg Peterson <petersgr@go.metrostate.edu>
Roseville, MN Ramsey - Saturday, May 21, 2005 3:12 PM CDT

Wow!!!! It was so incredible to read about your news---Lisa said it was all good and so had to read it for myself!!!! Hope this good news will help you to regain strength to join the rest of us mortals!!!! I can't express my total relief!!! Love, Aunt Peggy
Jack E, Bodle <jeb2623@addelphia.net>
Longview, wa - Thursday, May 19, 2005 9:46 PM CDT

More proof that prayer works! Thank God! We are so happy and relieved for you. We'll still keep you in our prayers as you continue to recover and gain your strength back, Mark. We know you can do it in record time with your "can do" attitude and the ever-present support of your family. Can't wait to hear about how good you're feeling in the weeks and months to come! Love, Lisa
Lisa Wolff <olmwolff@adelphia.net>
Longview, WA USA - Thursday, May 19, 2005 2:17 PM CDT

"So at least you got that going for ya, which is nice." Happy day. Happy news.
Brian Knoop <Bknoop@creativebanner.com>
Blaine, MN USa - Thursday, May 19, 2005 1:45 PM CDT

YEAH!!! We were thrilled to get the news yesterday, Mark! Thanks for calling, Jen! Can't imagine better news right now!! See you soon. Love: Beth, Steve and family
Beth Bjork <bebjork@comcast.net>
- Thursday, May 19, 2005 11:39 AM CDT

Hallelujah!! I think I finally let out my breath as I read your news this morning. Weeping for joy, I sent up my prayers of thanks and also pray for renewal of strength, hope and recovery for all of you. You have shown remarkable courage, strength and honesty throughout this whole ordeal and will continue to do so, I know. I am so proud of all of you.

All my love,

Aunt Ginny <ginhope@flash.net>
Dallas, TX USA - Thursday, May 19, 2005 9:17 AM CDT

Mark, Jen, and family,
We are SO HAPPY to hear the good news! I would think you all need to take some long naps after what you've been through, but Red Lobster sounds pretty good, too. We will continue to pray for ever-increasing strength and health for you both, mentally and physically. It's wonderful that the worst is hopefully over, and I guarantee you remain in our thoughts daily as you work toward COMPLETE remission.
Sue Nygaard <suenygaard@comcast.net>
Circle Pines, MN USA - Thursday, May 19, 2005 8:29 AM CDT

Dear Mark and Jen,
I am so overwhemed I could just cry. I am just thrilled and I KNOW how you feel. Brian and I would like to come and visit-- we will call next week. This may be a good time to ask if you want to walk with us in the "Light the Night" cancer walk for Leukemia/Lymphoma society in September ???

Lots of love to you both,

Jackie Z. Give Thanks to the Lord-- for He is good.
Jackie Zachay <jlzachay@yahoo.com>
Crystal, MN USA - Thursday, May 19, 2005 7:47 AM CDT

Mark, Jen, glad to hear the good news! Everyone famaliar with this saga was likely waiting for the other shoe to drop given the roll Mark's been on for the last couple years. May Mark's health continue to improve exponentially. Happiness = Health Mark, I will drink a beer later tonight in celebration of the good news. Cheers!
Gregory Logajan <Gregfossil@yahoo.com>
Arden Hills, MN Ramsey - Thursday, May 19, 2005 0:16 AM CDT

HURRAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Lynn Ketelsen <lket@johnroberts.com>
Falcon Heights, MN USA - Wednesday, May 18, 2005 11:49 PM CDT

GREAT NEWS~~!!!!!! Such good news. Will continue to pray that the long road to complete health will be short. Time is on your side. God is there for both of you. Enjoy the evening - God is smiling down on you and will continue to be by your side. So Happy for you and your family. Austilene
Austilen and Ron Borum
Norman, OK USA - Wednesday, May 18, 2005 10:39 PM CDT

Your news made my day! Thanks be to God for this gift of life. Prayers continue for tomorrow and the rest of the evaluation.
Pam McCulloch <pammij@comcast .net>
New Brighton, MN - Wednesday, May 18, 2005 7:11 PM CDT

Great news. What a journey for Mark supported by you, Jen, and so many others. As the man who first went over Niagara Falls in a barrel said upon landing on shore: "Nobody, ought ever do that again." Let the moment be deeply celebrated as you continue the healing process. Enjoy, enjoy. Love and grace, Uncle Duane and Sue
Duane G. Grage <dusugrag@hutchtel.net>
- Wednesday, May 18, 2005 7:09 PM CDT

YEAH MARK! and Thank you Jen for taking care of our brother.

Andrew Chandler <chan0577@umn.edu>
Roseville, MN USA - Wednesday, May 18, 2005 7:09 PM CDT

What a THRILL to hear this news! We are all so incredibly happy to hear this. I hope the two of you celebrate tonight- DQ Blizzards, Red Lobster, or a nap-- just feel happy! Shryer Ave. is breathing a sigh of JOY tonight!
Shana & John
Roseville, MN - Wednesday, May 18, 2005 6:28 PM CDT

Mark- Great news. Only those of us that have been through treatment for cancer really understand how this kind of news helps us and our families in the healing process. Keep up the good work at getting your self back in shape. Miss you at fires with your ladder. See ya soon.
Greg Hoag <greg.hoag@ci.roseville.mn.us>
Roseville , MN USA - Wednesday, May 18, 2005 6:16 PM CDT

Yea!!!! What good news, we are so happy for the two of you. This has been such a long bumpy road, hope the bumps are over and your whole family can try and enjoy all that life has in store for you.
Take Care and we will keep you in our thoughts and prayers.
Sandy and Dan Zaic
sandy Zaic <zaicd@comcast.net>
- Wednesday, May 18, 2005 5:05 PM CDT

What amazing words to hear and read today. I can only imagine the excitment in your family WOOHOO keep it up, and I know we all will continue to think and pray for you mark and jen and the rest of your family as the healing continues!!! Here's to God's great gifts!
Neil Sjostrom <neil@hubns.net>
Roseville, MN - Wednesday, May 18, 2005 4:42 PM CDT

YAY!!!! Nice to have tears of joy. About 1.2 million times over the last two days, I thought about you and prayed that God would strengthen you to hear whatever you had to hear. What an enormous relief! Talk to you soon.
Shelly
Shelly Saunders <shelly.saunders@spas-elca.org>
Circle Pines, MN U.S.A. - Wednesday, May 18, 2005 4:07 PM CDT

YES!!! Cancer-free!!! I'm not surprised...Its just that those words are so wonderful to hear.
Kevin Kelly <kevin.kelly@ci.roseville.mn.us>
Roseville, MN USA - Wednesday, May 18, 2005 4:05 PM CDT

Congratulations on the great news!!! Hang in there and it sound like this should all be over soon.
David Breen <david.breen@farmersinsurance.com>
Shoreview, MN 55126 - Wednesday, May 18, 2005 4:00 PM CDT

Mark and Jen,
Thinking of you today knowing that you will be getting some news. We know you will both take it in stride, no matter what the news. Keeping you in our thoughts and prayers.
Brian and Ella Knoop <knoop@mninter.net>
Blaine, MN USA - Wednesday, May 18, 2005 9:03 AM CDT

Mark,

I don't believe you got your appetite back. Let's go to Fud's and you can prove me wrong. :-) Rich
Rich Gasaway <rich.gasaway@ci.roseville.mn.us>
Roseville, MN USA - Tuesday, May 17, 2005 1:09 PM CDT

Jennifer-
Good luck in luck Rochester this week. We continue to hold you in our prayers.
George and Shannon Deer
George Deer <george.deer@usbank.com>
- Tuesday, May 17, 2005 9:24 AM CDT

Take care this week at Mayo. Keep up your strength and good thoughts! We are soooo hoping for good news!

all our love, Jim and Sue <jandscshristiansen@earthlink.net>
- Sunday, May 15, 2005 10:34 PM CDT

Jen and Mark, What a journey you are on. Those bumps in the road keep on coming. As I read your notes I think of the "Footprints in the Sand" story. God has carried each of you at different times on this journey but He has been faithful and has been there for you. He will be with you as you journey to Mayo this week. The Prayer Team at RLC will be praying for all of you for strength and patience and healing.
Pam Mc Culloch <pammij@comcast.net>
New Brighton, MN - Sunday, May 15, 2005 5:48 PM CDT

Jen and Mark~
Our thoughts and prayers go with you as you journey back to Mayo. I do hope it is good news you hear.
hugs from Saint Cloud
Connie and Doug
Connie Thomsen <dcthomsen@charter.net>
- Sunday, May 15, 2005 3:15 PM CDT

HI - Still sending thoughts and prayers your way. Hope you have a fun weekend and Mark is able to continue to do a little more each day, maybe walking the two and four legged kids. Enjoy the ice cream cone, eat two of them. Love from Norman, OK.
Austilene Borum
Norman, OK USA - Thursday, May 12, 2005 7:17 PM CDT

Hi guys just wanted to check out how everything was going
Julie Olsen, Bill Laube, Baby Bear, & Craig Olsen
N. Bend, OR USA - Tuesday, May 10, 2005 10:48 AM CDT

Hi Schmaeds:

Hope you are all doing well and that Schmaed is continuing to feel better. Just wanted you to know that we are thinking of you and sending all of our positive thoughts and prayers. Hope you are all enjoying some delicious ice cream together.

Love, Jim, Sue, Emily and Sarah
The Christiansens <jandscshristiansen@earthlink.net>
MPLS, MN Hennepin - Monday, May 9, 2005 9:56 PM CDT

Jen, SOOOO glad to hear that Mark is feeling better and was able to do some "normal" everyday things...like picking up the kids and going to the meeting. Amazing what a GIFT small things can be...when you've not been able to do them for so long. We will be hoping for more wonderful steps forward for both of you!
Love,
Heather
Heather Ulrich <voseheather@msn.com>
Idaho Springs, CO - Wednesday, May 4, 2005 6:24 PM CDT

Mark, Glad to hear you have an appetite again. I was good to see you and give you greif at the officers meeting. I look forward to seeing you at the banquet.
Andrew Chandler <andy.chandler@ci.roseville.mn.us>
Roseville, MN USA - Wednesday, May 4, 2005 3:03 PM CDT

Oh Joy!!! Oh Joy!! What wonderful news!! Mark's appetite is back and he's already misbehaving a little. And Jen, you're going to get some respite and some healing time of your own. I'm so happy I can hardly stand it. I'll write more later when I calm down.

Love,
Aunt Ginny <ginhope@flash.net>
Dallas, TX USA - Tuesday, May 3, 2005 10:12 PM CDT

Yea! I was delighted to read about all of the 'ordinary' things Mark is doing again. Doesn't that feel great for all of you?! We are so thankful Mark is feeling better and stronger. Jen you keep taking care of yourself also.
nancy trochlil
plymouth, mn - Tuesday, May 3, 2005 4:11 PM CDT

Thank you for taking the time and energy to update the rest of us. We do so appreciate knowing what's going on and it helps us pray in the direction that's most needed. I'm very encouraged to hear mostly great news from the Mayo team. Keep your hopes up and faith alive that the small thing they did find is going to turn out to be nothing. We will turn our prayers en mass in that direction. In the meantime, don't feel bad about keeping on the doctors. They can't possibly know as much about Mark as you do; they don't see him on a daily basis and don't know what's normal for him. The doctors all mean well and do the best possible job they can, of course, but you are Mark's secret weapon, Jen, never forget it. Your tenaciousness will help more than hinder. We continue to think about you here in beautiful Washington state. Hugs to everyone! Lots of love, Lisa
Lisa C. Wolff <olmwolff@adelphia.net>
Longview, WA USA - Friday, April 29, 2005 4:43 PM CDT

Thank you for exerting the effort to write after today's trip to Mayo. I can't even imagine how frustrating this is for you, or any of this, for that matter. I am pleased that you were able to vocalize some of your anger to the doctors. While I know they are doing everything possible, they are being paid a lot of money and they should be able to stand the heat.

I will keep praying and my own support group will do so, as well. Although the scan showed something, I truly believe that Mark is in recovery. I also believe that if the doctors were alarmed they would have suggested immmediate action. Take the success in micro-moments.

Love,
Aunt Ginny <ginhope@flash.net>
Dallas, TX USA - Tuesday, April 26, 2005 11:00 PM CDT

Mark and Jen - just wanted you all to know that I'm still keeping up with you frequently and praying for you daily. I know you've had a tougher time with your transplant than I did with mine. I'm doing well now, and in time you'll be "normal" again, although it may be hard to believe right now. I've been asked by your friend Jules to call, and I'd love to do that soon(when things calm down a bit). Stay strong!

Still praying for you down here in Kentucky,
Keith Culp <culps@vci.net>
Paducah, Ky - Monday, April 25, 2005 10:02 PM CDT

Hi Jen and Mark -
Just wanted to let you know we are thinking of you. We hope Mark continues to feel stronger everyday, and you too Jen! You have both been amazing in strength and attitude throughout this whole ordeal. We keep praying for you.
nancy trochlil
plymouth, mn - Monday, April 25, 2005 12:54 AM CDT

Just a quick note to let you know that we're thinking of you here in Colorado, and sending you as much strength as we can muster!
Heather (Vose) Ulrich <voseheather@msn.com>
Idaho Springs, CO - Monday, April 25, 2005 9:22 AM CDT

Think of you often and pray for you daily. Glad Anna is helping and the kids love her. It is a big help for both of you. Have a good weekend. Love Ron and Austilene
Austilene Borum
Norman, OK USA - Friday, April 22, 2005 6:41 PM CDT

Hope things are going well for you guys! I'm thinking about you.
Jac <jac5530@yahoo.com>
St. Paul, MN USA - Thursday, April 21, 2005 11:44 PM CDT

Just a note of hope that you too will experience some of the relief the rest of the family has. I keep you in my prayers as well.
Betty Schilling <Bettyaschi@cs.com>
- Tuesday, April 19, 2005 12:42 AM CDT

I agree with Lisa. You are always in my thoughts and prayers as you continue to weather the storm. Love,
Aunt Ginny <ginhope@flash.net>
Dallas, TX USA - Sunday, April 17, 2005 7:37 AM CDT

Hi there, Just read the April 15th journal entry. Jen, I wasn't surprised to hear that you haven't been feeling more happy or joyful. After this long, hard journey where you've had to maintain an amazing level of strength, I imagine it would be very hard to let that go right away. You've been preparing yourself for the worst and surviving throught the worst right along with your husband for a long time. You can't expect yourself to immediately feel all bright and cheerful at the first sign of something positive. Besides, I don't think it's in our genes to do that. "Hope for the best but prepare for the worst" is way more in our genes than blind optimism. Embrace your genes! They've seen you through a lot and will continue to. Cut yourself a break and allow yourself to feel whatever you feel. Just continue to talk to your friends, family, and professional help if necessary about what you're feeling to give yourself perspective and you'll be just fine. You're hard enough on yourself on a normal day, so don't get down on yourself for not feeling the "appropriate feelings." That aside, I'm glad Mark is still doing well and that you're both getting a chance to enjoy your kids. Even though it's tiring, it's also good for the soul. Keep your chins up and hang in there. We're all thinking about you at the Wolff household. Love, Lisa
Lisa Wolff <olmwolff@adelphia.net>
Longview, WA 98632 - Saturday, April 16, 2005 4:13 PM CDT

What a wonderful way to begin a day! I open your website first before I do anything else and I was thrilled with your news. Yes, our prayers are being answered and we will continue to keep praying. I know that this isn't over yet.

Good luck, Jen, as you go back to work. I can only imagine how divided you are between your "ought to's" and I think you are handling them with amazing strength.

How very wise of you to hire a Nanny. Hopefully, that will relieve some of your anxiety about being pulled in so many directions. And I know your support group will continue to be there for you, too.

Love
Aunt Ginny <ginhope@flash.net>
Dallas, TX USA - Thursday, April 14, 2005 7:04 PM CDT

Prayers have been answered!!!! These 60 days have felt like a lifetime!!! This has been a very difficult journey and you have plenty ahead---but we expect continued good news (even with a few bumps!) The support you have is just amazing how they continue to help and help and help!!! God bless you all!!!! Many of us, as parents, thought wee were finished when our kids got married or finished college or got a job, but it doesn't work that way!!!! I now realize that my life is not my own, it still belongs to my family---we just come running when someone needs something!!! and glad to do it!!!! Love to all, your aunt Peggy!!!!
Jack e. bodle <jewb2623@adelphia.net>
longview, wa - Thursday, April 14, 2005 11:37 AM CDT

FABULOUS news! What a day brightener!!! Lynn
Lynn Ketelsen <lket@johnroberts.com>
Falcon Hts, MN USA - Thursday, April 14, 2005 9:29 AM CDT

We are so happy for you to be receiving good news!
We hope Mark continues to feel better and stronger every day.
nancy trochlil
plymouth , mn - Thursday, April 14, 2005 7:37 AM CDT

So good to hear all the wonderful news! It makes me so happy for you guys!
Jac <jac5530@yahoo.com>
St. Paul, MN USA - Wednesday, April 13, 2005 11:49 PM CDT

It's been 60 days?! I'm sure it hasn't gone by particularly fast for you guys but it sure has on our end. It sounds as if the funeral for Grandma Alice was peaceful and a good chance to visit with everybody. Grandma Alice would've enjoyed herself immensely, I'm sure. I hope Mark's weekend home was also peaceful. I continue to pray for his continued progress toward recovery. I have faith he will make it in spades! I'm looking forward to hearing about the days when he's back at work, feeling normal, and sharing jokes with his buddies at the fire house again. In the meantime, you can count on the rest of us supporting you along the way in whatever way we can. Take care and God bless, Lisa
Lisa C. Wolff <olmwolff@adelphia.net>
Longview, WA 98632 - Tuesday, April 12, 2005 2:20 PM CDT

Grace and Peace from the Schillings of Woodbury! I try to keep up but cannot possibly. If I can't keep up by reading about your life I don't know how you keep up! Hugs and prayers continue for all of you - May God continue to surround you with hope.
Betty Schilling <BSchilling@hillcrestmethodist.com>
Woodbury, MN USA - Tuesday, April 12, 2005 12:10 AM CDT

Mark - I saw your Dad at the LJFD business meeting last Tuesday (4/5). He updated me on your progess, which I passed on to the rank & file.

We are with you on this journey, every step of the way, with thoughts and prayers. You are an inspiration.

Please let us know what we can do to help, and encourage your comrades on RFD to call if we can be of assistance.
Scot Hultberg - Lake Johanna Fire <hultberg1945@msn.com>
Arden Hills, MN USA - Monday, April 11, 2005 11:29 AM CDT

I hope that the weekend went well. I have been thinking of you! Lynn
Lynn Ketelsen <lket@johnroberts.com>
Falcon Heights, MN USA - Monday, April 11, 2005 10:14 AM CDT

Welcome home, Mark! So glad to hear you are up and about. Hope you are feeling up to getting outside a little to enjoy this beautiful spring weekend. Enjoy the quiet house(has that ever happened before?!). Keep up the great effort! We'll connect with you when we return from our jaunt to Seattle.
All our love, Sue & Jim <jandscshristiansen@earthlink.net>
- Friday, April 8, 2005 9:26 AM CDT

Good News two days in a row! I am so happy you're home, Mark and that you are feeling well enough to enjoy it. It feels good to say prayers of thanks as well as for your continued recovery. Jen, I will be thinking of and praying for all of you as you make your journey to say goodbye to your Grandma Alice.

Love,
Aunt Ginny <ginhope@flash.net>
Dallas, TX USA - Friday, April 8, 2005 7:14 AM CDT

Mark and Jen,
You are both evidence of answered prayer. Yea God!! Mark, I love reading the notes from your fellow FF. Its like you have your own language and it makes me giggle. Jen, you are such a good writer. I hope you are keeping all your entries for your book. You have a great story to tell. Know the prayers will not stop. It looks like future FF are depending upon you.
Pam from RLC
Pam McCulloch <pammij@comcast.net>
New Brighton, MN - Thursday, April 7, 2005 8:14 PM CDT

WELCOME HOME Mark, WE NEED YOU BACK so you can explain to the new class of FF what is the ladder truck is used for. They have asked several other St.2 members and they said you have to ask Mark he is the only one that really knows!
You and your family are true inspiration to all us.
Sean Mc Donagh <sean.mcdonagh@ci.roseville.mn.us>
Roseville, Mn Ramsey - Thursday, April 7, 2005 3:53 PM CDT

Mark, Glad to hear you're coming home again! It was GREAT to have you on the Thursday crew for lunch the other week--we are going to make you come with us again you know. I have been saving up stories for you--I know I got a laugh out of the last one! I will try to keep you laughing for Jen. Keep up the walking and drinking!
Lera
Roseville, MN - Thursday, April 7, 2005 11:24 AM CDT

Yea! Your excitement comes through in your journal update.
We are so happy for you both to be heading back home.
Just keep feeling better each day! Mark you are making great progress.
Nancy and Larry
nancy trochlil
plymouth, mn - Thursday, April 7, 2005 11:17 AM CDT

Jen and Mark,
Just got caught up on the last few weeks after being gone for ahwile. While things have been difficult (I can only imagine!) I was THRILLED to hear that Mark will be going home today!! We will hope for continuing GOOD news.
All our best.
Love,
Heather and Marshall

Heather (Vose) Ulrich <voseheather@msn.com>
Idaho Springs, CO USA - Thursday, April 7, 2005 11:06 AM CDT

Hi Mark and Jen,
I think of you guys often and can't imagine all you are going through. It amazes me how strong you both are. You are truly blessed to have one another and a great "support group". That is evident in reading all these postings! So happy to finally hear Mark is improving and better yet you get to go HOME!!

Jen don't worry about work, we are doing just fine, alhough we miss you and think and talk of you often here. If you need more time next week to adjust back home, please take advantage of George's hours he allocated to you and if you need more, let me know and I will throw some in myself.
God Bless!!

Mary Dick <mary.dick1@usbank.com>
Mahtomedi, MN USA - Thursday, April 7, 2005 9:29 AM CDT

Dear Mark,
As I am writing this you are probably getting all checked over so that you can prepare to go home. I am confident that this time it will be for good !! I am so encouraged by the last couple of days and your progress. We will continue to pray for you--(all my students and the staff) and most of all Brian and myself, until this battle is completely won !
In prayer,
Jackie and Brian Z.
Jackie Zachay <jlzachay@yahoo.com>
Crystal, MN USA - Thursday, April 7, 2005 7:36 AM CDT

Mark,
Glad to hear you are at least chuckling again, for tommorrow lets see if we can get a full laugh. We will try to keep the fires to a minimum until you get back but it is getting hard to do!
Jen,
Give us a call at the station if you need anything on saturday, we can rearrange the furniture again or even put the Christmas lights back up! (kidding about the lights)
hang in and hope to see ya home very soon!
Andrew Chandler <andy.chandler@ci.roseville.mn.us>
Roseville, MN USA - Wednesday, April 6, 2005 4:33 PM CDT

Hi Mark and Jen,
You are being followed and thought about and prayed for daily by so many who don't even know you personally, but who continue to be amazed and strengthened ourselves by all the hurdles you have conquered! We are smiling BIG today as we read about some good days in a row and the possibility of going home again! Will keep the good thoughts coming! Wish we had a good joke to make you laugh out loud!
Love, Sandi and Dennis Rens (friends of Joelyn and David)
Sandi and Dennis Rens <Rens1@aol.com>
Coon Rapids, MN USA - Wednesday, April 6, 2005 12:37 AM CDT

Glad to hear that things are improving! I hope that you get that long awaited week at home very soon!
All best, Lynn
Lynn Ketelsen <lket@johnroberts.com>
Falcon Heights, MN USA - Wednesday, April 6, 2005 9:54 AM CDT

Mark and Jen,
I wanted to take a moment and again tell you how impressed I am with you and your family in how you continue to fight such a struggling battle, WOW is all I can say. A message for you Mark from a recruit, I am nothing short of excited to meet you, and hopefully begin to learn as much from you about this fire fighting scene and life as I have begun to learn from everyone else on this department. The things I have heard it sound slike you are nothing but an amazing person that has encouraged so many. I'm hoping that soon I can enjoy a lunch with you and begin to learn from you as I have been the others here, I can't think of a shift or a day at the hall that I have not heard your name come up, what an inspiration to all of us. Jen... I don't even know where to begin, I know you don't know me but I read your posts to the journal as frequent as they come and man, I can't say enough how strong you are, what an ecouragement you are to your family and most importantly to your kids. Keep fighting the good fight, we ALL are pulling for you!!!!!
Neil Sjostrom <neil@hubns.net>
Roseville, MN USA - Wednesday, April 6, 2005 0:07 AM CDT

It's so fun to hear good news two days in a row! I'm glad to hear you're feeling better Mark!
Jac <jac5530@yahoo.com>
St. Paul, MN 55304 - Tuesday, April 5, 2005 11:32 PM CDT

Mark: We're so excited about your improvement these past few days. What a joy even though the journey seems slow at times. Know that we'll be thinking of you as our family carries grandma to her resting place. You will be with us, Adam, Michael, Dad Loren, Uncle Duane, Duana and your beloved, Jennifer. May you find your hurdles lowered and your energy building in these days of hope. Know that grandma sent a blessing also in her last day of conscious communication. Love, grace and peace, Duane & Sue
Duane & Sue Grage <dusugrag@hutchtel.net>
Hutchinson, MN - Tuesday, April 5, 2005 10:44 PM CDT

Hi Mark and Jennifer,
Great website! This is my first visit and I will continue to check back often. I'm glad to hear yesterday was a good day! Blessings to your family.
Kyle Molin <kyle.molin@att.net>
Stillwater, MN - Tuesday, April 5, 2005 3:53 PM CDT

Hi Mark and Jen -
We were happy to read that you are feeling better! That positive attitude continues to serve you well. We are thinking of you all everyday. We are praying you will be home again soon.
Nancy and Larry

nancy trochlil
plymouth, mn - Tuesday, April 5, 2005 12:04 AM CDT

Mark,
We had a house fire in your district on Easter Sunday (info on the FD website). Unattended cooking. Gutted the kitchen. L-28 crew was the RIT. I can't wait to look up from the command board and see your smiling face on the job. Rich
Rich Gasaway <rich.gasaway@ci.roseville.mn.us>
Roseville, MN USA - Tuesday, April 5, 2005 11:17 AM CDT

Mark - Was thinking of you this morning and checked out the site to see how things were going. Glad to hear the infection stuff is geting under control, even if it does stump the docs sometimes. Hang in there and keep up the exercise. Our family is praying for yours. - Ed.
Ed Hoefs <ehoefs@msn.com>
Roseville, MN - Tuesday, April 5, 2005 9:38 AM CDT

Dear Mark and Jen: So happy to hear that you are doing a bit better - keep up the walking and good luck with eating. Hope you'll be home again soon! Jen, take care of yourself. We're thinking and praying for you even more this week. Love: Beth, Steve and family
Beth Bjork <bebjork@comcast.net>
- Tuesday, April 5, 2005 8:06 AM CDT

I was so relieved to read your journal entry this morning -- I was getting a little concerned when I didn't see anything yesterday. Mark, you are starting to seem a little like your old self -- keep it up. Jen, I'm so glad that you had a good shopping experience. You really needed a treat.

Saying goodbye to your Grandma Alice will be a tough thing but you are right that she would have agreed with the decision your Dad and Duane made. She lived a long full life and I'm glad your kids got a chance to know her.

My prayers are with you always.

Love, Aunt Ginny
Ginny Hope <ginhope@flash.net>
Dallas, TX USA - Tuesday, April 5, 2005 7:56 AM CDT

Jen and Mark, sorry to hear about the uncertainty about the infection and about having to be back in the hospital. It's a good thing Jen is keeping such good track of what's going on...you'd never be discharged if you sat back and waited for the hematologist, who is waiting for the infectious disease guy...:). Gotta love modern medicine. I hope they are taking real good care of you, anyways.
Love, Sue and family
Sue Nygaard <suenygaard@comcast.net>
Circle Pines, MN USA - Tuesday, April 5, 2005 7:54 AM CDT

hi again!!!!this was more encouraging today----finally!!!!! The picture of Loren forgetting his suit etc. was very funny----all of the juggling of people and duties is quite a logistic job!!! Keep up the good work!!! Surprised that Jen had gained weight---all this stress affects everyone differently---I guess I thought Jen would be skinny as a pole (like our Becki! who never seems to have an extra ounce on her) Love to all, Aunt Peggy
Jack e. bodle <JEB2623@adelphia.net>
Longview, WA - Monday, April 4, 2005 11:16 PM CDT

Hello Guys
I forgot to send your joke this morning so here is one to tied you over until it arrives:
What happens when you cross a singer with a rocking chair?
You rock the beat!
Love you guys.

Rachel <rlenge@csbsju.edu>
- Monday, April 4, 2005 10:46 PM CDT

Mark - sorry to read about your latest setback (darn infections). Hospital is not a fun place to be, but.......
I know you've had a tough go of it. Positive attitude and faith in God's plan for you will get you through this - just like all the other challenges you and your family have come through. Still praying for you down here in Kentucky.

Chin up!
Keith Culp <culps@vci.net>
Paducah, Ky - Monday, April 4, 2005 9:56 PM CDT

My sympathy to you and your family on the passing of your Grandma Alice. I know how painful this time can be and yet so thankful that you were blessed to have had her in your lives for so many years. We continue to pray for all of you and hold you in our thoughts. Wishing Mark some better days soon along with some smiles!
Kris Inderieden <kinderieden@charter.net>
St. Cloud, MN - Monday, April 4, 2005 11:51 AM CDT

Jen and Mark-
We are so sorry to hear about your Grandma Alice. Bless your family for making the decision to let her go. I have been there and know how hard that is.
We hope Mark's moments of feeling better get longer and more often and that the infection responds to the treatment fast.
Jen- I am glad to hear you got a little relaxation, you deserve it more than anyone I have ever known. We hope that before long, you and Mark can enjoy relaxing with a margarita together.
As always you are all in our thoughts and prayers.
Love to you both and the kids-
Tammy and Bob Heiple <tambobheiple@yahoo.com>
Roseville, MN - Sunday, April 3, 2005 8:29 PM CDT

Jen and Mark,
We so enjoyed a good ole Shryer Ave dinner last night- and can't wait for Mark to be back with us for these dinners! Our sympathies to your entire family on the passing of Grandma Alice.
Shana Crosson
Roseville, - Sunday, April 3, 2005 8:18 PM CDT

I'm so sad for all of you with your loss of Alice, she was incredible---but understand letting her go-----it is something that just needs to be done and to be able to recognize the time to do it....it is something we need to do, is to get the living will papers and get them filled out so noone else has to make the decision and have to feel quilt!!!! I was surpised when Mark was released to go home and not surprised that you had to take him back, it just seemed a little premature---but I bet everyone was tickled to have him home, even if it was for a short time....hope this new tactic will help----do they ever run out of options there????? We are thinking of you often (and in our prayers)----those of you that are not sick, really need to take care of yourselves---I can't imagine the exhaustion!!!! I admire the stamina of all of you and how focused you are!!!! Keep up the good work! We love you all and want all of this to reach a wonderful conclusion!!! Love, Peggy
Jack e. bodle <jeb2623@adelphia.net>
Longview, wa - Sunday, April 3, 2005 6:03 PM CDT

Dear Mark and Jen,

I'm sorry to hear you had to go back to Mayo, but if you had to go somewhere I'm glad it was there. I know you're receiving excellent care. I'm so thankful that you guys have such a tremendous and supportive group of family and friends to help life continue on "normally" while you have to be gone. And thanks to Jules and Sue for taking care of my precious cousin, Jen! You need looking after as well :o) Please know that you all continue to be in our thoughts and prayers. Much love to you, Lisa, Oliver & Maddie
Lisa Wolff <olmwolff@adelphia.net>
Longview, WA USA - Friday, April 1, 2005 2:36 PM CST

Jennifer-
Thanks for the updates. Best of luck this weekend. Someday when you guys are empty nesters, you'll look back at this time as a bump in the road that strengthened your faith and brought you closer together.
George Deer <george.deer@usbank.com>
Apple Valley, MN USA - Friday, April 1, 2005 9:25 AM CST

Mark and Jen,
We have been following your lives as best we can through Loren and Connie. Know that you are in our thoughts and prayers. Keep taking one day at a time.
scott and shirley
scott and shirley hutchins
Eden Prairie, MN - Thursday, March 31, 2005 10:06 AM CST

OK- I have to be sure to check in here more often! I miss a day or two and everything changes! I hope things get figured out for you down at Mayo and I KNOW you are in the right place... I can't even imagine the headache of trying to catch a bunch of everchanging doctors up on everything Mark has been through! You are in my prayers. Hope you are home soon.
Andi Howell <andi_howell@hotmail.com>
Falcon Heights, mn - Wednesday, March 30, 2005 8:21 PM CST

Hi Mark and Jen -

I'm so sorry to hear about your return trip to Mayo, but I'm glad you're getting great care. We will continue to pray for you here.
To me, Easter means that Christ is risen and present here even when we can't see him, to breathe life into us and sustain us in God's grace. I pray that you experience a little bit of Easter this week with love and healing.

Peace!
Hans Jorgensen <hjorgensen@rosevillelutheran.org>
Roseville, MN USA - Wednesday, March 30, 2005 1:20 PM CST

Mark,
Sorry to hear you're back at Mayo. But I'm glad that Jen took you there (even if you were kicking and fighting all the way). Save your energy for the things worth fighting about (like DQ or Culver's shake). Into every life some rain must fall. I know you feel like you've been through a hurricane, but sunshine is sure to come soon. Keep up the fight!
Rich Gasaway <rich.gasaway@ci.roseville.mn.us>
Roseville, MN USA - Wednesday, March 30, 2005 9:26 AM CST

Jen and Mark - I was sad to see you had to return to Mayo - but you know how I feel about that place. Your observations of the staff and calaberations(sp) that happen are right on and I echo your comments about that making it a top notch institution.
I hope you know you are always in my thoughts and prayers.
Lots of hugs: Connie
ps - I had labs last week and they were all negative(good) that makes 11 months in remission - the longest since Feb of 2000! PTL!!
Connie Thomsen <connie.thomsen@fingerhut.com>
st cloud, mn - Wednesday, March 30, 2005 7:53 AM CST

Mark and Jen, Hang in there! Happier and healthier days have to be right around the corner! And Mark, Rich says you looked pretty good in that engine...I believe that, but I'll bet you would look even better in your ladder truck!
Kevin <kevin.kelly@ci.roseville.mn.us>
Roseville, MN USA - Tuesday, March 29, 2005 8:11 PM CST

Hi Mark and Jen -
Mark, I hope you are feeling better and are back home again quickly! We are thinking of you.
Nancy and Larry
nancy trochlil
plymouth, mn - Tuesday, March 29, 2005 3:25 PM CST

Sorry to hear you are back at the Mayo, but glad to hear they are really working hard on your behalf. Mark, I hope this note finds you already feeling better. Jen, this is a cliche, but hang in there. Try to rest if possible. You're almost through this.
Sarah McNeal <SarahJimMarcy@comcast.net>
Roseville, MN USA - Tuesday, March 29, 2005 9:49 AM CST

Dear Mark and Jen: Sorry to hear that you had to make the trip to Rochester. Hope that the docs there can find out what's going on and give you both some answers. Love and prayers: Beth, Steve and family
Beth Bjork <bebjork@comcast.net>
- Tuesday, March 29, 2005 9:42 AM CST

Mark, hope you had a good Easter!! keep your spirits high and you'll be back to your old self again soon.
Jake Christiansen <jake.christiansen@ci.roseville.mn.us>
- Monday, March 28, 2005 4:30 PM CST

Happy Easter Enjoy being with the whole clan I know they are so glad to have you home.Jen if the kids need cuts just give me a call.Have a great day. Betsy
Betsy Berg <tbkberg@comcast.net>
Andover, MN - Sunday, March 27, 2005 11:11 AM CST

Schmaed, Jen and kids:

Happy Easter! I'm sure the entire Schmaed family is so happy to be together for the holiday --- a wonderful gift for all of you.

Schmaed, I meant to tel you that my brother Joel got married last Saturday. In my toast, I quoted you from when Sue and I got hitched: "Marriage isn't always easy, but it's worth it." The married folks agreed. I also read "Forever Young".

That song continues to have so much meaning for us. I send it out to your family on this Easter: "may God bless and keep you always."

Keep the Faith! Jim, Sue, Emily and Sarah

Jim Christiansen <jandscshristiansen@earthlink.net>
MPLS, MN Hennepin - Sunday, March 27, 2005 9:58 AM CST

Welcome home, Mark. There truly is no place like home. I hope it speeds you on in your recovery. In the meantime, I wish I could send a couple of big, cuddly Chocolate Labs (Mocha and Bear) over to keep your feet warm as you sit in your favorite chair and relax. Try also to rent some good comedy shows (there's a "redneck" one like Jeff Foxworthy I wish I could remember the name of that is a little off-color but too funny). Bill Cosby is always good. Laughter is the best medicine, as they say. We will continue to keep you in our prayers. We have faith that things are going to be going your way real soon. Love, Lisa, Oliver & Maddie Wolff
Lisa Wolff <olmwolff@adelphia.net>
Longview, WA USA - Friday, March 25, 2005 8:55 PM CST

Mark,

Thanks for going to lunch with us today. Jen's entry said you went home with a smile. So did the rest of us! You looked good in the engine! Rich
Richard Gasaway <rich.gasaway@ci.roseville.mn.us>
Roseville, MN USA - Friday, March 25, 2005 6:23 PM CST

Hello Jen and Mark,
You won't recognize me, but I wanted to say hello, and send my well wishes. I am one of the new Fire Recruits here in Roseville and have heard so much about you and the inspiration you have given to the rest of the guys here. I hope to meet you all soon so I can have a better idea of just who you guys are. Stay Strong and God Bless!!

Neil Sjostrom <neil@hubns.net>
Roseville, MN - Thursday, March 24, 2005 10:44 PM CST

Dear Mark and Jen,

I absolutely know that the grace of God and the prayers of many loving people (some of whom I didn't even know, but who had been asked to pray for me by my family and friends) were what restored me to health. We continue to pray for you at the RLC Cancer Support Group. When you are feeling well enough to attend, we would be honored to have you join us. May the Lord continue to bless you and keep you in his care.
Heidi Wilfer - RLC Cancer Support Group <chwilfer@msn.com>
St. Paul, MN - Thursday, March 24, 2005 12:33 AM CST

Fantastic!!!!!! So glad you are home. Nothing like being home to get better. Things are looking up. Take it easy and enjoy the kids. Austilene and Ron
Austilene Borum <chipfxr2@cox.net>
Norman, OK - Wednesday, March 23, 2005 8:34 PM CST

Hurrah! Hurrah! Hurrah!
Welcome home. A Happy and Blessed Easter to you all.
Lynn
Lynn Ketelsen <lket@johnroberts.com>
Falcon Heights, MN USA - Wednesday, March 23, 2005 10:10 AM CST

Congratulations on your return to Roseville. I think I know how you're feeling. It brings to mind, "There's no place like home, there's no place like home..."
Mary <maryherfurth@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, March 23, 2005 9:41 AM CST

Mark, I'm so happy that you're finally home!
Kevin Kelly <kevin.kelly@ci.roseville.mn.us>
Roseville, MN USA - Wednesday, March 23, 2005 8:16 AM CST

Mark and Jen... I've been reading Jen's updates daily since your dad (Jim) gave Joni and I this web address. You have no idea how many people have been, and continue to pray for you. (Perhaps you do!) I think back to our growing-up years on Edgewater, riding bikes together, Joni and I playing "Barbie Dolls" with Joelyn, almost being like brothers & sisters rather than just pals to play with. My heart breaks at what you have had to endure, but I am confident in the power of prayer and that our loving God will see you through. My entire family sends their love to you. Hopefully we'll see you back visiting at Shepherd again soon. How simply wonderful that you're back at home now. We'll continue to pray for your entire family. Love, Sandi (Roth)
Sandi (Roth) Harms
Coon Rapids, MN - Wednesday, March 23, 2005 7:59 AM CST

Yippee!!! I decided to check the website before going to bed just in case. I am thrilled to hear that you're home and all together. I am convinced that hospitals are for treatment and home is for healing. I look forward to the next chapter. My love and prayers continue for all of you.

Love, Aunt Ginny
Ginny Hope <ginhope@flash.net>
Dallas, TX 75428 - Tuesday, March 22, 2005 10:41 PM CST

There's no place like home... :)
Kim Austin-Moe <kimmyjd@mchsi.com>
Savage, MN - Tuesday, March 22, 2005 10:14 PM CST

Glad that you are home Mark!! I am sure you are tired and feeling icky but theres nothing that feels better then your own bed to sleep in!! Hope you can get lots of rest and the distractions of being home and wanting to do some things around the house dont wear you out. Hope to see you for Easter. Glad you are home!! Take care. Love Adam and Molly
Molly Mason <luvsdolphins26@yahoo.com>
Minneaplis, MN - Tuesday, March 22, 2005 9:34 PM CST

WELCOME HOME, MARK!!!
Love, Beth and Steve
Beth Bjork <bebjork@comcast.net>
- Tuesday, March 22, 2005 9:20 PM CST

Mark & Jen,
Your parents have kept us updated at Shepherd of the Hills, and we have prayed for you a number of times as a congregation and staff. I am very glad to hear that you are home and that the reports continue to be encouraging. Blessings to you and your family. May God's miraculous and healing power be with you.

Blessings,
Pastor Nathan Thompson
Shepherd of the Hills Lutheran Church
Pastor Nathan Thompson <pastornathan@shepherdshoreview.org>
Shoreview, MN USA - Tuesday, March 22, 2005 4:17 PM CST

I tried to arrange for Tony Orlando and Dawn to meet you at home today, but they were unavailable. And I don't sing well. So, I'll just raise my coffee cup up to you. Welcome home!
brian knoop <b.knoop@creative banner.com>
blaine, mn usa - Tuesday, March 22, 2005 9:43 AM CST

CONGRATULATIONS! Hope you're able to go home today - such a beautiful day - in many more ways than one!! Anxious to hear from you. Lots of love and prayers: Beth, Steve and family
Beth Bjork <bebjork@comcast.net>
- Tuesday, March 22, 2005 9:16 AM CST

Hi Jennifer, How excited you must be at the possibility of coming home! I just wanted to let you know that if there is anything you need once you get home....a meal, a Target run (we go there often!), PLEASE don't hesitate to call. Even though our paths have not crossed often these last few years, I would love to help out in any way I can. You and your family have been in our thoughts and prayers during your struggle. Hang in there! So many people are pulling for you!
Kendra Still <tkstill@comcast.net>
Roseville, MN USA - Tuesday, March 22, 2005 8:24 AM CST

Mark and Jen, I think of this message from Mother Theresa:
"There is a light in this world..a healing spirit much stronger than any darkness we may encounter. We sometimes lose sight of this force when there is suffering, too much pain....And suddenly the spirit will emerge through lives of ordinary people, and answer in extraordinary ways. God speaks in the silence of the heart, and we listen."
God continues to hold you in his caring and compassionate arms.
Pam McCulloch <pammij@comcast.net>
New Brighton, MN - Monday, March 21, 2005 10:47 PM CST

Hi Jennifer-
I read your journal every day. We continue to pray for you and your entire family and you're also on the prayer chain at Shepherd of the Valley Lutheran Church. It must be comforting to know that in addition to God's strength and compassion, you have the prayers of countless people throughout the world on your behalf.

George and Shannon Deer
George Deer <george.deer@usbank.com>
Apple Valley, MN USA - Monday, March 21, 2005 3:33 PM CST

Hi Mark and Jen -
We are sorry to hear that 'things' are not going as smoothly as everyone had hoped. We know it will turn around. Please keep that strong attitude that has served you well. Again, thank you for the continuous up-dates, we are praying for you.
Love, Nancy and Larry
nancy trochlil
- Saturday, March 19, 2005 9:56 AM CST

Mark and Jen - Sorry things are not going as smoothly as they could. Stay strong and hang in. Months from now when you're in total remission and back to work and enjoying your normal life (as I am), you'll look back and know that it was worth everything that you had to go through.
My sister Melanie from Minneapolis is visiting down here this week and is disappointed that she missed the big snow, but March Madness is huge here with UK in the NCAA's and she's glad to be here for it!
Still praying for you both daily here in Kentucky......
Keith Culp <culps@vci.net>
Paducah, Ky - Saturday, March 19, 2005 9:12 AM CST

Hi Mark and Jen, I worship with you at Roseville Lutheran and have prayed for you for a long time. Just discovered your web site and will pray more earnstly for strength and healing. Know that the Prayer Chain and Prayer Team at RLC are on your side, too. Psalm 46 always gives me comfort when life is chaotic. I hope it will comfort you also. Wishing you Joy and Laughter.
Pam McCulloch <pammij@comcast.net>
New Brighton, MN USA - Saturday, March 19, 2005 8:55 AM CST

Hi Mark and Jen, I'm thinking about you and hoping and praying for the best for both of you. I keep abreast of your journeys to health and wellness frequently, (most of the time withour signing the Guestbook) but wanted to say hi today. I am sorry to read the latest news but pray for the best. Here's an old saying that might apply , "it's always darkest before the dawn". I hope and pray the dawn comes soon and I wish you both continued courage.
Love, "Molly's mom", Linda
Linda Porter Mason <LPorterMason@msn.com>
- Friday, March 18, 2005 9:41 AM CST

Hi Mark - It's a keyboard from the past! My folks let me know how much you've been going through. My thoughts and prayers have been with you long distance. I'll keep pulling for you! It's great to read your infections are clearing up and you should be able to go home soon. Bye for now, and I guess I need to start training so I can do the stairclimb in your honor next year! Greg Hough

Greg Hough <3houghs@msn.com>
Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, March 17, 2005 11:56 PM CST

I am getting excited for all of you----then it is going to be a difficult time for all that adjustment again---you've made so many adjustments, you are pros!!!! I liked your story about straining yourself!!!!! Keep up the good work and the good attitudes---you are doing the seemingly impossible----God bless!!!! Love, Aunt Peggy
Jack E. Bodle <jeb2623@adelphia.net>
WA USA - Thursday, March 17, 2005 11:51 AM CST

Mark,

I received this website address tonight from your dad. I just wanted you to know that I think of you so often, and have kept you in my thoughts and prayers! Your dad told me tonight that you have been doing better, and might come home on Sunday. That's wonderful! Keep it up, Mark!
It's so nice to be going to the same church as your mom and dad, so they can keep Sandi and I posted on your progress!

From an old "Edgewater neighborhood gang member",

--Joni (Roth) Norrgard
Joni Roth Norrgard <jnorrgard@frontiernet.net>
Milaca, MN USA - Wednesday, March 16, 2005 11:15 PM CST

Glad to hear you're eating better Mark. And it's gotta be a relief to know that you have very few, if any weekends left with my mom!
Jac <jac5530@yahoo.com>
St. Paul, MN USA - Wednesday, March 16, 2005 2:47 PM CST

Hi you two ~ it's just me again ~ your 'little' cousin
[which, of course, applies to my age only and not anything else] :)

I just wanted to share a website with you that I recently discovered. I love to listen to Christian music and find it a wonderful source of inspiration, hope, comfort and peace. This website has some very nice music I thought you may want to check out when you're just 'hanging out' at your apartment waiting to finally get back home.

Anyway, if you are interested the web address is "AllWorship.com". I really enjoy the 'Praise and Worship' which you can simply "click to listen".

That's all ~ I hope you enjoy it if you decide to check it out!

Mary
Mary Chartrand <mary_0364@yahoo.com>
White Bear Lake, MN USA - Wednesday, March 16, 2005 8:17 AM CST

Today is a new day!

Mark & Jen,

I check in for your consistent updates and appreciate knowing how you are both doing. It is always great to hear about Mark's improvements! You are in my thoughts so often, Mark, and I am remembering and praying for you! You are an incredible person (as so many others have previously testified) and you remain a great inspiration to me with your continued strength and courage!

I understand all too well about depression, Jen ~ hang in there and try not to beat yourself up about it ~ you are an exceptional person and you're doing a wonderful job juggling everything that has been put on your plate. I've often heard that God will not give us more than we can handle and I'm sure you can identify with what my responses has been at times to that concept ~ "I think He has way too much faith in me!" or I look up to the skies and say, "You're pushing it!" :)

We don't feel we are as strong as He knows we are especially in the face of great struggle, and yet, somehow, we carry on and make it through ~ day by day!

My heart goes out to you both, and Jen my offer still stands - even though you have a wonderful support system already in place I am here for you if you ever want to talk ~ I'm a phone call away ~ (651)426-8046. I'm around during the day alot more lately (became unemployed in mid-January) so feel free to try me anytime!!

Keep the updates coming and know you are in my thoughts and prayers . . .

God's love and blessing always . . .

Mary
Mary Chartrand <mary_0364@yahoo.com>
White Bear Lake, MN USA - Tuesday, March 15, 2005 7:50 AM CST

Just wanted you both to know-- that I specifically plead for mercy this morning to the Great Physician for you two.
In His name alone,
Jackie Z.
Jackie Zachay <jlzachay@yahoo.com>
Crystal, MN USA - Tuesday, March 15, 2005 7:26 AM CST

Hey guys-
Glad to hear that Mark is feeling better. I have a joke for you. (I heard it and thought it was really funny and I figured you guys could use a laugh) A grasshopper walks into a bar and the bartender says, "Hey we have a drink named after you." The grasshopper replies, "Really? You have a drink named Steve?" Ha Ha Ha!!!!
Your funniest neice, Steph <stephanie.enge@uwrf.edu>
River Falls, WI 54022 - Tuesday, March 15, 2005 0:08 AM CST

Mark, Great to hear you are making good progress. We can't wait to have you back on the crew! Jen, Thanks for taking care of our brother, you are an amazing person.
see you soon!
Andrew Chandler <andy.chandler@ci.roseville.mn.us>
Roseville, MN USA - Monday, March 14, 2005 5:27 PM CST

Mark and Jen
Hang in there I am Praying that the CT comes out wonderful. We think of you often and Jen you have been so good at your posting that has been so nice of you to keep us informed.I know from experience that it does alot of good to get out and walk even for 10 min for sress so hang in there
Betsy Berg <tbkberg@comcast.net>
Andover , MN - Monday, March 14, 2005 1:46 PM CST

Hey guys-
Happy Monday! Hope you have a great week!
Jac <jac5530@yahoo.com>
St. Paul, MN USA - Monday, March 14, 2005 10:02 AM CST

Those central line (port, right?) infections can be nearly impossible to clear sometimes, so I would agree that getting the port out is probably a good move. Having peripheral IV's placed is no picnic either, but hopefully you're near the end of having daily infusions of blood, fluids and antibiotics. Hang in there, we think about you many times every day and check Jen's updates every night.
Sue Nygaard <suenygaard@comcast.net>
Circle Pines, MN USA - Friday, March 11, 2005 8:10 PM CST

Dear Jen and Mark,
I'm reading your journal everyday to check on Mark's progress - it's actually a "shortcut" on my desktop so I don't miss an update. I was so glad to have lunch with my dear friend, Loren, and get an update a couple of weeks ago, too. As old friends from Prairie Church, I can assure you that you are both in our prayers every day! Mark, I wish you could have joined us on our first trip to Bolivia, but I'll settle for being one of your Eden Prairie friends for now.
Peter & Veloice Huck <pete@keysurgical.com>
Eden Prairie, MN - Friday, March 11, 2005 1:28 PM CST

jen and mark - you are in our thoughts and prayers. i hope and pray all is well, i got a little nervous when i didn't see an update. But it must be very overwhelming at this time, and you need a break from this too.
Hugs
Connie and Doug
Connie Thomsen <dcthomsen@charter.net>
St Cloud, - Friday, March 11, 2005 9:13 AM CST

Hey, guys. Hang in there! Do you know the "Footprints" poem? Where there are two sets of footprints and then only one set? Now's the time to let God carry you (you probably already are!) and get you through all of these terribly difficult times. I pray for you both throughout the day.
Much love and many prayers. Lynn
Lynn Ketelsen <lket@johnroberts.com>
Falcon Heights, MN USA - Thursday, March 10, 2005 4:28 PM CST

Mark & Jen:
Not a day goes by that you're not in our thoughts and prayers. Wish there was more that we could do. Just know that we're thinking and praying for you and just a "shout out" if you need ANYTHING. Heartfelt well wishes to you both.
Ken, Laurie, & Kaylee Olson <laura.olson@spps.org>
Oakdale, MN - Thursday, March 10, 2005 2:06 PM CST

Hello Mark and Jen (Jen, I've sent a couple emails to your AOL address, one regarding blood donation) ... I'm sorry to hear you are still feeling so downright cruddy. I am happy though to hear that your blood counts are all up and looking good. So, when those antibiotics finally kick in you should start to feel a whole lot better. I'm looking forward to hearing about that when it happens VERY SOON :o) I went to KSTP and watched the news story. I was so proud of both of you (and those wonderful firefighter friends of yours, God bless 'em) and my eyes filled with tears each time I watched it. Keep up the good fight, Mark. I KNOW better days are coming soon. Love and hugs, Lisa
Lisa Wolff <olmwolff@adelphia.net>
Longview, WA USA - Wednesday, March 9, 2005 8:59 PM CST

Mark and Jen: Mom and I send courage and tears and confidence in the improvement soon to emerge. Our pride in your steadfast stride toward wellness is beyond words.
Love, Papa Loren
Loren Grage <locojlake@tds.net>
Backus, MN USA - Wednesday, March 9, 2005 8:45 PM CST

Mark,

Congratulations on the successful engraftment, and I hope you are continuing to feel better. Please know that Andrea and I are keeping you, Jen, and the rest of the family in our thoughts and prayers.
Michael Grage <mgrage@hotmail.com>
Chicago, IL - Wednesday, March 9, 2005 6:17 PM CST

Mark,

I received an e-mail from Hart with a report on how the Stairclimb Challenge went. All five team members finished. As Hart put it, knowing what Mark is going through... quitting was not an option. So they pushed on. I am very proud of their accomplishment and dedication to your cause and I am very proud of you too. Keep fighting!
Rich Gasaway <rich.gasaway@ci.roseville.mn.us>
Roseville, MN USA - Wednesday, March 9, 2005 11:49 AM CST

Hang in there!! Those antibiotics should be kicking in! CONGRATS on your counts - wonderful news! Better days are ahead. As always, Mark and Jen, you are in our prayers. Lots of love: Beth, Steve and family
Beth Bjork < bebjork@comcast.net>
- Wednesday, March 9, 2005 10:22 AM CST

I was really looking for better news but I am confident that better news is coming soon....we send our love....our thoughts and prayers continue....Aunt Peggy
Jack E. Bodle <JEB2623@adelphia. net>
Longview , WA - Wednesday, March 9, 2005 10:22 AM CST

Oh, I sure am hoping today is a better day for you than yesterday. My heart goes out to both of you. Stay strong. You are both doing an incredible job of meeting this overwhelming challenge. Love from Sarah
Sarah <SarahJimMarcy@comcast.net>
Roseville, MN USA - Wednesday, March 9, 2005 8:19 AM CST

I hope you feel better soon!
Marcy <SarahJimMarcy@comcast.net>
Roseville, MN USA - Tuesday, March 8, 2005 5:04 PM CST

Hey guys-
I finally got a chance to see the news story. I had my VCR set for 11, 5, 6, and 10 on Wednesday and Thursday, but it it ompletely slipped my mind on Friday. But I got to see it online and it was very touching. I miss you guys and I hope to see you soon. Love you lots!!
Your fave neice, Steph <stephanie,enge@uwrf.edu>
River Falls, WI Pierce - Tuesday, March 8, 2005 4:33 PM CST

Thanks Rachael for the website information. I finally was able to see it this morning. Great story! What an inspiration you are to all of us who know you. Prayers continue for you all as you meet your setbacks head on and with such courage. Love, Aunt Ginny
Ginny Hope <ginhope@flash.net>
Dallas, TX USA - Tuesday, March 8, 2005 8:21 AM CST

hi---I'm sure it must be discouraging to keep feeling so icky!!!! but it is getting better if you can keep telling yourselves that----on our news, they showed the firefighters climbing the Columbia Tower building in Seattle--of course they mentioned how many had gone from Portland in honor of one of their own....someone said that lymphona is the fireman's disease...is that right???? certainly they aren't the only ones to get it!!! We keep praying for your strength and well-being and may you have a few laughs in your days, just to make it better!!! We send our love, Peggy
Jack E. Bodle <JEB2623 @ADELPHIA. NET>
Longview, wa - Monday, March 7, 2005 11:22 PM CST

Continue to hang in there, Mark! Hoping these antibiotics kick in and give you a little more energy.
All our love to you.
Sue & Jim <jandscshristiansen@earthlink.net>
- Monday, March 7, 2005 6:17 PM CST

Just an FYI. Mark's newscast can be seen on KSTPs website. I went to KSTP.com and searched Mark Schmeadeke. There is a write up and a video of the story. Love you guys!
Rachel Enge <rlenge@csbsju.edu>
- Monday, March 7, 2005 2:25 PM CST

Your famous!
Jac <jac5530@yahoo.com>
St. Paul, MN USA - Friday, March 4, 2005 11:33 PM CST

Mark and Jen what a wonderful piece, I started to cry with you as it IS so overwhelming the support freely given by your friends when you are in a situation like you are. I hope the firefighters are able to raise lots of money to find a cure for this nasty disease. Hugs from Saint Cloud, Connie and Doug
Connie and Doug Thomsen <dcthomsen@charter.net>
- Friday, March 4, 2005 6:20 PM CST

Finally!!!!Just heard the KSTP Channel 5 promo for the 6 pm news stating "who is the motivation behind their{Roseville Fire Dept}every step" which left Molly and I beaming with pride and joy. :) He is to Molly and me also because we believe if anyone can make it though something as grueling it would Mark. Bask in the joy of this but know it didnt take a news event to show what was already known in the hearts of all of us. We are both praying and thinking of you all.

Love always Adam and Molly <dewfanatic@yahoo.com>
Minneapolis, MN - Friday, March 4, 2005 5:37 PM CST

Mark -- Congrats on engraftment! That was a big hurdle. I know from reading the website that recovery is hard work. Keep it up! I'm looking forward to seeing you -- at home, with your family, and healthy.
Mary <maryherfurth@yahoo.com>
- Friday, March 4, 2005 1:13 PM CST

GREAT NEWS!! Keep it up! Can't wait to see the news tomorrow night. Take care. Love and prayers: Beth, Steve and family
Beth Bjork <bebjork@comcast.net>
- Thursday, March 3, 2005 9:14 PM CST

Mark - still checking in on you frequently. Glad to see that you've engrafted and WBC count is rising. There IS light at the end of the tunnel! Still praying for your recovery down here in Kentucky.
Keith Culp <culps@vci.net>
Paducah, Ky - Thursday, March 3, 2005 8:58 PM CST

Hope you enjoy your weekend off from me! I'm having a little "Mark withdrawl", and so I thought I would join the Jetson world and make this entry. Have fun with Jim, ande I hope he nags as much as me!
Joelyn <archtoure@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, March 3, 2005 8:36 PM CST

Hi Mark, your dad brought this to our attention. He sat right in my office until I got you on my screen! You are a miracle in the making and our best wishes to you from Volunteer Services in St Paul
Barb Zeien <barb.zeien@allina.com>
St Paul, MN USA - Thursday, March 3, 2005 2:44 PM CST

Hi, Mark:
Well, I suppose we have to admit that at the moment Randy Moss has, well, ummm, more interesting hair? Personally, he can go to Toledo for all I care, I just wanted to see you!
Shelly
Shelly Saunders <shelly.saunders@spas-elca.org>
Circle Pines, MN USA - Thursday, March 3, 2005 8:44 AM CST

Hi Mark,
Now that you got the "star" treatment I hope you're ready for a "guys" weekend. I'll be down Friday between 6:30-7:00 I'm guessing. Paul gave me a few pointers so I'm set to go. See you Friday night.
Bruce Satterlund <bruce-amy@att.net>
Eagan, MN - Thursday, March 3, 2005 7:39 AM CST

Mark, I just can't believe they bumped your story for Randy Moss. Heck, they could say everything I need to hear about Moss in 5 seconds..."Adios #84" Anyway, Kris and I will be watching for it tonight.

Seems like you've been away forever. We really miss you at the station and can't wait to see you walk through those doors and hop on that big red truck!...if your head isn't too big after becoming a local media celebrity :)
Kevin Kelly <kevin.kelly@ci.roseville.mn.us>
Roseville, MN USA - Thursday, March 3, 2005 7:25 AM CST

White blood cell engraftment! Yahoo! I'm so happy and relieved as I know you must be too. We're thinking about you all the time here in Washington state. Went to the Oregon coast last Friday (we've been having a beautiful, early spring) and thought about how much fun it would be to have you guys come out with the kids for a visit and long days playing on our lovely coastline. Think about it for sometime in the near future, would ya? We'd spoil you and the kids rotten :o) Love you guys, Lisa
Lisa Wolff <olmwolff@adelphia.net>
Longview, WA USA - Wednesday, March 2, 2005 9:12 PM CST

Mark,
I have a whole case of thin mints, so if that what it takes to get your calorie counts up, let me know! Peg and I would even try to tolerate each other through another drive to Rochester to bring them to you! :-) We were sooo excited to hear about your counts hitting that magic number.
Shana Crosson <shana_crosson@comcast.net>
Roseville, MN - Wednesday, March 2, 2005 3:51 PM CST

Dear Mark and Jen -
I'm glad to hear of your continuing improvements in your counts; best wishes as you continue your eating progress, too!
We are praying for you and sending you love and prayers for healing and strength each day.

Peace,

Hans Jorgensen <hjorgensen@rosevillelutheran.org>
Roseville, MN USA - Tuesday, March 1, 2005 4:12 PM CST

hi -----I read each entry with great anticipation---same old stuff is good!!!I spent an hour this a.m. just trying to get a dr. appt. to renew my prescriptions----the process was very annoying beng the new person in town....Jack is finished painting the garage and went to buy #s and letters for the back so it now can be inspected...he was measuring for siding this morning. This week-end, Becki came down and the 3 of us spent Sat. at the scrapbook store being very busy all day and evening...we are trying to get together once a month to do this, but it was 3 months ago we did it for the first time...Lisa brings her stuff here sometimes and she "scraps" and Maddie plays with Grandpa and does her coloring etc. etc. Jen, I admire your courage of just caring for your family as best you can and not thinking of your own needs for awhile...I also admire the amount of courage Mark has for meeting each day and experience with good humor and positive thinking...It sounds like your medical people are also postive and uplifting and very encouraging....and I imagine they like having a patient that has a sense of humor and his wife who wants to know all the details---keep up the good work!!!! Love, Aunt Peggy
Jack E. Bodle <JEB2623@adelphia .net>
Longview, - Tuesday, March 1, 2005 1:50 PM CST

Mark,
I heard from Brian after he talked to you last night that things are looking up, great news! I got these "jokes" today and two of them made me think of you, enjoy and keep the calorie count up.

"Give me a sentence about a public servant," said a teacher. The small boy wrote: "The fireman came down the ladder pregnant." The teacher took the lad aside to correct him. "Don't you know what pregnant means?" she asked. Sure," said the young boy confidently. "It means carrying a child."

A nursery school teacher was delivering a station wagon full of kids home one day when a fire truck zoomed past. Sitting in the front seat of the fire truck was a Dalmatian dog. The children started discussing the dog's duties. "They use him to keep crowds back," said one youngster. "No," said another, "he's just for good luck". A third child brought the argument to a close..."They use the dogs", she said firmly, "to find the fire hydrant."

Ella Knoop <knoop@mninter.net>
Blaine, MN USA - Tuesday, March 1, 2005 12:18 AM CST

Dear Mark and Jen: So happy for you that your counts are going up! Your body is working so hard . . . it's no wonder you're tired, Mark! Hang in there. Thanks for keeping us posted, Jen. Hope you have a good week. Love and prayers: Beth, Steve and family
Beth Bjork <bebjork@comcast.net>
- Tuesday, March 1, 2005 8:38 AM CST

Dear Scmaede (and Jen, although we haven't met yet)
I'm back in Marseille and can't get through the day without knowing how your blood count is going and how your family is doing, so thank you for keeping us informed. France is praying for you too (at least alot of us here in Marseille, anyway) take care and hope to see you both with smiling faces, when you come visit us as promised....
Barbara Minguet <minguetlynn@wanadoo.fr>
Marseille, France - Tuesday, March 1, 2005 5:26 AM CST

Hi Mark (and Jen),

Thinking about both of you today. A day doesn't go by that the two of you are not part of discussions around the office or fire station. The excitement is building for the Stairclimb Challenge. They wanted me to go along (not to do the stair climb, just to change the air bottles for them on the 40th floor). I think they know I could not climb DOWN 68 flights of stairs in gear, let alone go up. But, alas, I'll be out of town for the weekend... at least that's my story... and I'm sticking to it!
Rich
Rich Gasaway <rich.gasaway@ci.roseville.mn.us>
Roseville, MD USA - Monday, February 28, 2005 4:40 PM CST

Mark, We want to wish you the best as you continue to recover. Jen, reading your journal entries sure helps me to put things in perspective - it's a good reminder of what is really important. Thanks.
Rob, Sue, Ethan and Reed Kurak <Iswim39@aol.com>
Lino lakes, MN USA - Sunday, February 27, 2005 10:19 AM CST

Mark and Jen-
I made a deposit into the fund and wanted you to know where it came from. The ECFE staff did a little fundraiser for you this winter. Every time a staff member wore jeans to work, they put $5.00 into an "Ants in the Pants" game in the office. Several staff members even had little heart pins that they would wear (with their jeans) to show that they were doing this for Mark.
There are positive thoughts and prayers pouring out to you from more people than you probably realize. Pastor George, others from church, ECFE staff and families, and our families (who just know of you through us) ask about you and send their prayers often. And you are always in ours.
Take care!!
Tammy and Bob Heiple <tambobheiple@yahoo.com>
Roseville, - Saturday, February 26, 2005 6:15 PM CST

Mark, hang in there buddy. We just finished another practice session for the stairclimb...one week to go and we are out there. Spoke with the organizers this past week and there will be over 1,000 firefighters out there, even a group from New Zealand. They throw an after event party at a local pub so we will make sure that the whole gang raises a pint to you! You will be with us when we are out there!
Saturday Crew
- Saturday, February 26, 2005 12:44 AM CST

Hang in there Mark. Keep up that great attitude! We're sending our positive thoughts your way and hoping for higher blood counts soon!
Sue & Jim <jandscshristiansen@earthlink.net>
- Saturday, February 26, 2005 8:06 AM CST

Mark and Jen,
When I think of what you have been through, are going through now and still have to face, a quote from Robert Schuller comes to mind. "When faced with a mountain, I will not quit! I will keep on striving until I climb over, find a pass through, tunnel underneath, or simply stay and turn the mountain into a goldmine with God's help." I see this happening in the way you face what comes each and every day. Robert Schuller also said "God will have the last word, and it will be good." Keep your chins up and your eyes on the prize. You both inspire me to be a better wife, a closer friend and to not sweat the little stuff.

May God's Blessings and Mercy rain down upon you,
Ella Knoop (Brian's better half!)
Ella Knoop <knoop@mninter.net>
Blaine, MN USA - Friday, February 25, 2005 1:13 PM CST

Mark and Jen: Just want you to know that we are praying for you. We appreciate your journaling so we can keep up to date with Mark's progress.
Bill and Karolyn Mengershausen <wmengershausen@yahoo.com>
Prior Lake, MN USA - Thursday, February 24, 2005 9:45 PM CST

Hey Mark-
Hope you feel better today! Miss ya!

Jac <jac5530@yahoo.com>
St. Paul, MN USA - Thursday, February 24, 2005 8:59 AM CST

hi to you all---glad for your good news each day and thank God for the help and encouragement...also glad to hear what we can do and that is give blood---when you talked about all those transfusions, I just wondered about that and then there was your request!!! It makes us feel glad to think that we can help in some way!!!! God bless!!! Love, Peggy
Jack E. Bodle <jeb2623@adelphia.net>
Longview, WA - Wednesday, February 23, 2005 1:09 PM CST

Mark and Jen -- I thought of you as I was watching CSI Miami last night. If you didn't see it, they had a grass fire in the Everglades and used prisoners to help fight the fire. I thought about the trust and support you have from your fellow firefighters and was thinking that couldn't be possible from a prisoner, as I know your bond with the Roseville firefighters goes way beyond the work itself. Thinking of you -- even while watching TV.
Mary <maryherfurth@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, February 22, 2005 11:26 AM CST

Happy Monday! I hope that your weekend was restful and that you are all ready to tackle a new week! Keep your chins up and know that you have more supporters than you can possibly imagine! And we are ALL pulling for you!
All best. Lynn
Lynn Ketelsen <lket@johnroberts.com>
Falcon Heights, MN USA - Monday, February 21, 2005 3:22 PM CST

HI - The hair cut isn't all that bad - I would have gotten it shaved also. Hope your weekend with the kids was fun and relaxing, Jen. Don't see how you do all you do, and still go. God is watching over you and all the family. He will take care of you and guide you through this. Great things are to come!!! Prayers and thoughts are with you daily. Give everyone a hug. Ron and Austilene
Austilene Borum <chipfxr2@cox.net>
Noman, OK - Sunday, February 20, 2005 9:15 PM CST

Dear Mark and Jen, I'm so thankful for this website and your entries in it. What a wonderful outlet for both you and the rest of us who love you and want to support you in whatever way we can. You both are so incredibly brave and strong. You inspire me in ways that I cannot begin to describe. I think about you guys all the time and pray for you as well. I just know God has big plans for such special people :o) Love and hugs, Lisa
Lisa Wolff <olmwolff@adelphia.net>
Longview, WA USA - Sunday, February 20, 2005 8:34 PM CST

Mark & Jen,
Unbelievable!!! That is the only way to describe the two of you and what you are going through. Your strength & attitude are for (lack of a proper word in the English language), REMARKABLE! I agree with the thought that if the Chemo did that to your hair in one day you can only imagine what it is doing to the cancer. Hang on to that thought. The day will come when this will all be a distant memory.
May you both continue to find the strength & courage to attack each day. Take solice in your huge support group.
Love, Pat

Pat Croston <pcroston@wellbridge.com>
Howard Lake, MN 55349 - Sunday, February 20, 2005 1:44 PM CST

Just when you think you've hit bottom...I hope the medical team can get your meds straightened out so you can start concentrating on getting well again. Thanks for the pictures, the haircut looks great (although the "Schmegal" look wasn't bad, either:)). Love, Sue and family
Sue Nygaard <suenygaard@comcast.net>
Circle Pines, MN USA - Sunday, February 20, 2005 11:23 AM CST

Jen - ENJOY your weekend with Isaac and Corrine. A little "normal" parenting time will boost your spirts, I'm sure! :) Will hope for continued strength for you this next week. As always, sending thoughts of good health!!!
Heather (Vose) Ulrich <voseheather@msn.com>
Idaho Springs, CO - Sunday, February 20, 2005 9:58 AM CST

OK- gotta admit i skim over the calorie counts in the entries about the culver or DQ shakes... don't think i need to know that! i will just keep drinking them, thinking that i am keeping them in business for people who need them during chemo... it is a difficult job i do. :) hang in there!
andi howell <andi_howell@hotmail.com>
falcon heights, mn usa - Saturday, February 19, 2005 10:50 PM CST

The chest X-ray looks good and so does the haircut! Two reasons to celebrate - with a Blizzard! Keep that calorie count and your spirits up. We are thinking of you all the time and sending good thoughts your way! Sarah, Jim and Marcy
Sarah McNeal <SarahJimMarcy@comcast.net>
Roseville, MN USA - Saturday, February 19, 2005 10:30 PM CST

Hi Schmaed & Jen:

Just wanted to let you know we love Mark's new hair style! We know it is a tough road right now, but keep hanging in there. Thanks for trying to eat (Mark) and for reminding him to (Jen). Hope the weekend is good for your entire family.

Love, Jim & Sue
Jim & Sue Christiansen
MPLS, MN USA - Saturday, February 19, 2005 9:01 PM CST

Mark - hang in there. I've been where you are and know exactly how you feel. You'll get better in a couple weeks. Still praying for you down here in Kentucky.....
Keith Culp <culps@vci.net>
Paducah, Ky - Saturday, February 19, 2005 7:30 PM CST

Jennifer-
Thanks for the updates. Keep up the good spirits!
George Deer
U.S. Bank
George Deer
Apple Valley, MN USA - Friday, February 18, 2005 2:37 PM CST

Hey Baldy, just imagine what that stuff is doing to the cancer if it's doing that to your hair! The hair will grow back (I know). All the best, from our family to yours!
Greg Gogins <gogins@umn.edu>
Roseville, MN USA - Friday, February 18, 2005 11:48 AM CST

Mark I can't wait to see the new haircut we think of you guys alot. It sounds like after this is all said and done and your back to being new for a old guy. You and Jen will have to go on a long Vacation Take care talk to you soon Don't be too hard on that young sis of yours this weekend
Betsy Berg <tbkberg@aol.com>
Andover, MN - Friday, February 18, 2005 10:49 AM CST

Jen and Mark,
Here's to a "stable but somewhat improved" trachea! You guys hang in there. I can't wait to see the picture.
Amy Satterlund <amy.satterlund@usbank.com>
Eagan, MN US - Friday, February 18, 2005 8:43 AM CST

Now you have the same hairdo as me, Mark. Congratulations. Mine won't be growing back, though.

Keep hanging in there and eating and drinking. We know you can do it, you're amazing.

You both are in our thoughts--
Randy Jackson <jacksonpople@yahoo.com>
Roseville, MN - Friday, February 18, 2005 8:39 AM CST

Hi Guys- I just wanted to let you know that I am thinking about you and praying for you. I am amazed at your strength.
Andi Howell <andi_howell@hotmail.com>
Falcon Heights, MN - Friday, February 18, 2005 7:32 AM CST

You are incredible, to read what you are going through and still remain so positive, you really are inspiring. I won't bother to tell you about the papercut I got today... We are just finishing an "all call" for a vehicle fire inside Metz bakery. It turned out to be nothing. We are saving "the BIG one" for when Mark is back on the truck! We talked about you at drill tonight, we all miss you Mark. I am praying and cheering for all of you!!
Bill Chandler <bill.chandler@ci.roseville.mn.us>
- Thursday, February 17, 2005 11:58 PM CST

Dear Mark and Jen: Sorry to hear of your tough day yesterday! Hang in there - it's going to get better!:) Will call you this weekend when we're in Rochester. Love and prayers: Beth and Steve
Beth Bjork <bebjork@comcast.net>
- Thursday, February 17, 2005 2:07 PM CST

Hi Jen and Mark...wow-Mark, sounds like you had a tough day yesterday. One of our delivery guys that delivers to me at work the other day gave me a quote after I told him my day was going bad. He said, "you have to have some bad days to have some great days." So keep that in mind, and I know you will have some great days ahead. I also know that you would be feeling like you could run a marathon had you eaten a Dairy Queen shake. But I guess I can just accept that you ate a Culvers shake, just this once!! Take care Mark. We sure are thinking about you and praying for you. And you too Jen!! Stay strong. See you guys soon!
Love Molly
Molly Mason <luvsdolphins26@yahoo.com>
Minneapolis, MN - Thursday, February 17, 2005 8:22 AM CST

I have thought of you often and the fun we had when you were there in Florida in early 1980. Our thoughts and prayers are with you. You are our special friend. Ann and Bob Lynn.
Ann Lynn <gpaboblynn@aol.com>
Burnsville, MN USA - Thursday, February 17, 2005 8:00 AM CST

Hey Mark and Jen,

The Chief is so right when he says you guys are inspiring. Every morning I start my day by checking the site to see how you're doing. Jen, you wrote, "we're getting through it.." It may feel like you're just "getting through it" but how I see it both of you are setting the standard on how to handle extroardinary adversity with strength, courage and grace. Its humbling for me and helps to put things in my life into perspective. Ok, enough of that...Mark, keep being a good patient...I miss you and I'll see you back home soon. I'll take you to Culvers for a shake.
Kevin <kevin.kelly@ci.roseville.mn.us>
Roseville, MN USA - Thursday, February 17, 2005 7:28 AM CST

Hi Mark & Jen,

Sorry to hear about your sore throat. Even more sorry to hear that Culver's milk shakes have 800 calories. No wonder the chiefs are loosing in the weight loss challenge!
Hang tough. Few good things in life come without struggles. And if they do, we tend to appreciate them less.
Both of you continue to inspire many of us in many ways.

Rich Gasaway <rich.gasaway@ci.roseville.mn.us>
Redmond, MD USA - Wednesday, February 16, 2005 2:48 PM CST

Dear Mark and Jen----guess Isaac just came to the end of his frustrations---you can imagine how worried they are for their dad, and then not seeing you guys and their whole life in turmoil--he found something he could express and I'm sure the other kids have similar thoughts...kids are so tuned into routine but they seem to have handled this really well....that must make it easier for both of you....I am amazed at what you've endured and how amazingly you have handled it....knowing those bills have been paid is big load off you, too.....although I think I would let Blue Cross worry about it before you upset yourself too much....they've always done a good job for us!!! We continue our prayers for all of you and really like hearing your news. Love Peggy and Jack
Jack E. Bodle
Longview, wa - Wednesday, February 16, 2005 2:11 PM CST

Jen - Have 'ya thought about a nice frozen Margarita for Mark's sore throat? (and maybe for you to celebrate the victory over the health care bills!) Everyone here at beautiful Riverbank is thinking about you guys and let us know if we can help in anyway. Take Care
Mike McManus <michael.mcmanus@usbank.com>
Maplewood, MN USA - Wednesday, February 16, 2005 9:15 AM CST

Jen and Mark,
Happy (belated) birthday. Glad the stem cell transplant went well, and Mark was able to leave the hospital - here's to yellow pee ;-} I hope all continues to go well for both of you...and the kids!

Heather (Vose) Ulrich <voseheather@msn.com>
Idaho Springs, CO USa - Tuesday, February 15, 2005 7:21 PM CST

I think of all of you often and continue to pray for your strength and courage through these challenges. What a wonderful support system you have. Live Strong!
Kris Inderieden <kinderieden@charter.net>
St. Cloud, MN USA - Tuesday, February 15, 2005 1:47 PM CST

Mark & Jen . . .
Just a note on this "heart" (Valentine, the Saint of Hearts)Day to send a special blessing: "May your heart remain ever supple, fearless in the face of threat, jubilant in the grip of grace." We hold you in our prayers and send this spirit from our home into your "sanctuary" in both hospital and home (apartment) there in Rochester. Let your week be surrounded by love, grace and peace, Duane & Sue

Duane & Sue Grage <dusugrag@hutchtel.net>
Hutchinson, MN USA - Monday, February 14, 2005 11:40 PM CST

Mark - my sister works with your friend Kari Logan at C.E.L. Public Relations in Minneapolis and she asked that I contact you. I had 4 aggressive rounds of chemo - and then an autologous SCT last June/July for Mantle Cell(non-Hodgkins)Lymphoma at Vanderbilt in Nashville. I spent 6 long weeks there. From scanning your journal entries, looks like you're going through pretty much exactly what I did just a few short months ago. You are correct in that this is the toughest part of all the treatments that I had - waiting to engraft and the low counts. I just wanted to let you know that there is light at the end of the tunnel! After my counts started to come up (about two weeks after transplant) I started feeling human again. By mid-August I was back at work (desk job)and feeling pretty good. I'm now pretty much back to normal with some fatigue. In fact, just today I got the results from my bone marrow biopsy of 02/02/05 and I'm still clean - complete remission! I believe that my faith in God's plans for my life, and lots of prayers from friends pulled me through. I'll be praying for you. If you ever need to talk to someone who's been where you have, I'd be glad to help in any way that I can. My phone # - 270-554-7034.

Chin up - you'll make it just fine!
Keith Culp <culps@vci.net>
Paducah, Ky - Monday, February 14, 2005 9:50 PM CST

I know Mark through Paul (Hamline track) and have played broomball with Mark. I just became aware of this website and would really love to help in any way. I go through Rochester often and if I could be of assistance in any way please do not hesitate to call.
Here is my information - I would love to help in any way!
You and Mark are in my thoughts and prayers!

Jill Behnke
763-241-8888
Jill Behnke <palobehnke@hotmail.com>
Elk River, MN Anoka - Monday, February 14, 2005 5:11 PM CST

So happy to hear that things are going well! Your strength, courage and attitude are an inspiration! As always, you are in our prayers. Hope to see you this weekend. Love: Beth, Steve and family

Beth Bjork <bebjork@comcast.net>
- Monday, February 14, 2005 9:44 AM CST

Happy New Birthday, Mark! I know you've been waiting for this day for what seems like an endless amount of time. I was so relieved to hear that the transplant went so "boringly" well. We will continue to keep you in our thoughts and prayers as you recover. Love to all!
Lisa, Oliver & Maddie Wolff <olmwolff@adelphia.net>
Longview, WA USA - Sunday, February 13, 2005 11:45 AM CST

Hey Mark,

Just read the latest updates, and was relieved to hear that things went so well this week...great news!

I was bummed that I wasn't able to come down with Gary and Bruce. I look forward to seeing you when you're feeling up for a visit.

Hang in there...you and your family are in our thoughts and prayers. Be good, think good thoughts about healthy stem cells, and take it easy on the nurses. ;-)
David Madison
St. Paul, MN USA - Saturday, February 12, 2005 11:57 AM CST

It's a miracle and we go with it...is a great motto.
It is so up-lifting to hear the positive things happening.
We continue to pray for success!! We know it will happen.
We are thinking of you every day.
love, Nancy and Larry
nancy trochlil
plymouth, mn - Friday, February 11, 2005 8:52 AM CST

I wanted to send a personal note myself (previous one was from Molly) Reading these last few days of the journal is seeing the light at the end of a very long tunnel. It is amazing how the stem cells producing within the same body intrisically know how to "go to work" to repair the damage another part of the body has endured. Mark enjoy the new day that is yours to celebrate! I am missing you all very much :)
Love always Adam
adam grage <dewfanatic@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, February 10, 2005 5:42 PM CST

Congratulations!! We are so happy to hear all went well today. Let's hope the "boredom" continues bringing such good news!
Shana Crosson and John Gisselquist
Roseville, MN - Thursday, February 10, 2005 5:19 PM CST

Unbelievable!!!!!!! I am so happy to hear that it went off without a hitch. We should call the pizza man!!!!!!!!!

Brian Knoop <bknoop@creativebanner.com>
blaine, mn usa - Thursday, February 10, 2005 4:12 PM CST

Mark and Jen--
It is great to hear that the transplant went well.
Many blessings to you. We continue to keep you in our prayers. Your positive attitude and faith in God will carry you through this--Take care!
Patty and Greg Hoag <p-pete2@umn.edu>
Roseville, MN - Thursday, February 10, 2005 1:18 PM CST

Dear Jen , Mark and family, every day is an answer to prayer and so we will continue to pray for healing and accepting the answers---I'm not sure how people get through this kind of situation, but they do!!! and thank God for that.....yesterday, we had Maddie for most of the day as Lisa and Oliver are sick with colds, sinus infections or much worse---Lisa decided to go to the Dr. but Oliver didn't buckle under to his distress---so Lisa wanted to do something for us and I said that they did something for us and that was letting us have Maddie for the day---she is fun to have around---when Jaime had the chicken pox and his dad needed day care---Jaime came here for the week---that was fun, too and both Jaime and Maddie had fun playing together ---it is nice when they go home, too, but they are such a joy to our lives.....thinking of all of you often and send our prayers....love, Peggy & Jack
Jack E. Bodle <JEB2623@adelphia.com>
- Thursday, February 10, 2005 1:12 PM CST

dear Mark and Jen,
As I write this you are receiving those wonderful stem cells back into your body-- I almost cried when you said that you asked the doctor just how that worked and he said he didn't know-- it just does !! What a great and powerful God we have that has designed us so intricately and perfectly !! He knit us together in our mother"s womb and now those stem cells are "knitting together" all of those wonderful new cells !!!!! Happy Birthday !!!

Love,
Jackie and Brian Zachay
Jackie Zachay <jzachay@yahoo.com>
Crystal, MN USA - Thursday, February 10, 2005 12:16 AM CST

We're praying that your miraculous bone marrow stem cells will be healthy, hardy, and VERY productive. Wishing you blessings and strength as you continue with your treatments.
P.S. I'm very sorry but I burst out laughing when I visualized grandpa just up and slicing a child's most treasured blankie in two!! Hopefully the trauma won't be lasting...
Sue Nygaard <suenygaard@comcast.net>
Circle Pines, MN USA - Thursday, February 10, 2005 11:04 AM CST

I, too, am a friend of Jen's book club friend, Lynn. Prayer is powerful. While not everyone may sign the guestbook, please know that you are in the prayers of many who don't know you. Godspeed on your healing.
Barb Amidon <barbamidon@yahoo.com>
Falcon Heights, MN USA - Thursday, February 10, 2005 10:42 AM CST

I'm a friend of Jen's book club friend Lynn. Thought you would find comfort knowing that my friend Keith had a successful stem cell transplant exactly one year ago. Miracles happen. He is now cancer free. I'm praying for the same for Mark.
Kari logan
Falcon Heights, MN United States - Thursday, February 10, 2005 9:40 AM CST

We'll be thinking about you today Mark!! We know you will do just fine!! And you too Jen!! Happy Birthday, again Mark.
Take care.
Molly and Adam <luvsdolphins26@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, February 10, 2005 8:25 AM CST

I will be thinking about you both all day....Jen your strength as a care giver is amazing,and I am sure Mark knows how lucky he is to have you at his side. Remember all things have a purpose and reason, the kids may have been trying to distract you(well maybe not).

Sending lots of hugs and prayers your way.
Connie
Connie Thomsen <connie.thomsen@fingerhut.com>
St Cloud, mn - Thursday, February 10, 2005 8:11 AM CST

Happy Birthday Mark.

Kevin <kevin.kelly@ci.roseville.mn.us>
Roseville, MN USA - Thursday, February 10, 2005 7:13 AM CST

Mark and Jen -- I'm getting ready to start celebrating! How about you guys? I know that getting out of the hospital will be a step in the right direction. I'll check in with you guys tomorrow -- hope you're having fun celebrating Luke and Alison's birthday's tonight!
Mary <maryherfurth@yahoo.com>
St. Louis Park, MN - Wednesday, February 9, 2005 8:45 PM CST

Mark and Jen...
Good luck on the big day tomorrow! The blood counts look great. Be sure to get pictures on your "new birthday"! Mine was Oct 3, 2002. Our prayers are with you!
Rich Wendland <wendland8120@msn.com>
Little Canada, MN - Wednesday, February 9, 2005 2:52 PM CST

Last Day of Chemo!! Congrats!
Jac <jac5530@yahoo.com>
St. Paul, MN USA - Wednesday, February 9, 2005 2:45 PM CST

Happy Birthday Luke and Allison. I know you will love to see your Dad and Mom to celebrate. Mark and Jen -- the worst is almost behind you and then it's on to the healing part.

God see you through this day, and all the days yet to come.

Love,
Aunt Ginny <ginhope@flash.net>
Dallas, TX USA - Wednesday, February 9, 2005 1:40 PM CST

Hang in there Mark--just one more day of chemo tomorrow. We are thinking about you both, always.

Jules & Randy <jacksonpeople@yahoo.com>
Roseville, MN - Tuesday, February 8, 2005 10:50 AM CST

Mark & Jen ~ I have not written in a while, however I do 'check' on you with all of the updates written to keep us in touch with how you are doing. My thoughts and prayers continue to be with you as you carry yourselves through this part of life's journey. You are both very strong (and probably tired of being 'strong' ~ I know), wonderful people and God will carry you through this ~ some way ~ some how ~ all you have to really carry is your faith, belief, hope and, of course, your great attitudes which are truly an inspiration to me . . . the sense of humor is a must, too! Without that I don't know where I would be ~ to be able to smile, laugh and find a bit of humor in even the toughest of moments truly does help to lighten even the heaviest load! Take care of you . . . God will do the rest . . . All my love and prayers, Mary
Mary Chartrand <mary_0364@yahoo.com>
White Bear Lake, MN USA - Monday, February 7, 2005 4:31 PM CST

Jen, Mark and the entire family,

We continue to be impressed by your strength and courage! We'll be sending especially strong thoughts for health and healing as you do the high dose chemo this week.

Love,
Heather
Heather (Vose) and Marshall Ulrich <voseheather@msn.com>
Idaho Springs, CO - Monday, February 7, 2005 3:04 PM CST

Mark and family,
I have been watching your progress on this site and Joan and I talk to your folks at church to see how your are doing. You are a true inspiration for all with your upbeat attitude.

Take care,

Lynn Kapaun
Lynn Kapaun <lhkjkk@yahoo.com>
Vadnais Heights, Mn USA - Monday, February 7, 2005 12:49 AM CST

Mark - So happy to hear the harvest was a success! And, glad to be done with that. We hope you are getting some rest and recovering from that soreness. We are thinking of you and praying for you and your family. Your positive attitude is really awe-inspiring. Jen you do a beautiful job keeping everyone up-dated. We appreciate it. Take care.
Love, Nancy and Larry
nancy trochlil
plymouth, mn - Saturday, February 5, 2005 7:16 PM CST

We're happy to hear today's harvest was a success. A real sign that things are moving forward. Stay strong and keep up with those visualizations...you have proven how much your mind and spirit play such a positive role.
Good to see you guys! Love, Sue, Jim, Emily and Sarah
Sue Chrisitansen <jandscshristiansen@earthlink.net>
- Thursday, February 3, 2005 10:37 PM CST

I too am so thankful that the harvest was sucessful. You sure did have to endure alot of agony though -- I'm really sorry to hear that.

Also, I am glad that is over with for you. You've got some tough days ahead and I will be thinking of you and praying for your constantly -- as I have been.

The good news is that you are getting close to becoming whole again -- this has been such a long haul.

Keep the faith.

Love,
Aunt Ginny <ginhope@flash.net>
Dallas, TX USA - Thursday, February 3, 2005 5:25 PM CST

So glad to hear that the harvest was successful! Sorry to hear about the anesthetic! OUCH!

You are in my prayers throughout the day.
Lynn Ketelsen <lket@johnroberts.com>
Falcon Heights, MN USA - Thursday, February 3, 2005 2:57 PM CST

Hey Mark and Jen--glad you met my brother yesterday. We are praying for a sucessful harvest today. Thanks for all the quick updates, Jen.
Love,
Bruce and Kathy
Bruce Wahl <bwahl@nvcc.edu>
Alexandria, VA - Thursday, February 3, 2005 11:56 AM CST

Wishing you luck today, Mark! Hope the harvest goes well and that you rest comfortably tonight. Good luck tomorrow, too, as you begin this next phase. Lots of love and prayers: Beth, Steve and family
Beth Bjork <bebjork@comcast.net>
Saint Paul, MN - Thursday, February 3, 2005 11:50 AM CST

Hi Mark,

I held it off as long as I could... not having a fire until you returned. This week it sort of got out of control. We provided mutual aid to Lake Johanna on Monday for a house fire and then had one of our own last night. I tried, but the fire gods had other plans. I'd like to say we'll hold off on all extrications for your return, but I'm afraid I'd jinx us. So I'll go as far as to say we'll hold off on all tank farm fires until you get back on the job. :-) Rich
Rich Gasaway <rich.gasaway@ci.roseville.mn.us>
Roseville, MN USA - Thursday, February 3, 2005 9:43 AM CST

There seems to be a lack of recent U.S. Bank input into this guestbook so I'll try and fill in a little. Our thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. Reading your journal every day, I am amazed at the love and support that you get on a daily basis. Its heartwarming to know that you can count on family and friends to step up and help with life's little (and not so little) details.

Remember the story of the footprints in the sand. In our darkest moments, when we think we're walking alone, we're being carried in Jesus' love and mercy. Its that peace that helps us get through whatever challenges come our way.

Wishing you continued blessings from God.

George Deer <george.deer@usbank.com>
Apple Valley, MN USA - Wednesday, February 2, 2005 10:31 AM CST

Mark & Jen you two are a true inspriation to all of us, keep up the positive attitude! Mark we here that Rochester St. 2 is watching over you also that is great. You and your family our in our payers.
Sean & Patty Mc Donagh
Sean Mc Donagh <seanmcdonagh@ci.roseville.mn.us>
- Wednesday, February 2, 2005 7:50 AM CST

Mark, Gald to see that the news is getting better. The times with your family and making it to those "special moments" in the kids' life is why we are here! I am sure you know that the risk was worth it. The example that you set and the strength that you have shown is what makes you a great leader at the Station, and in life. Can't wait to get you back!
T. Gust <tomgust@ci.roseville.mn.us>
- Tuesday, February 1, 2005 11:25 AM CST

Glad to hear that things are looking up! Enjoy your day and have fun at the movies!
All best!

Lynn Ketelsen <lket@johnroberts.com>
Falcon Heights, MN USA - Tuesday, February 1, 2005 8:32 AM CST

At every fire call, every staff meeting, every drill we're talking about you...and its all good. I guess we kinda like having you here and we miss you, especially Andy. He keeps throwing his Ladder 28 jibberish at me, but I can't give it back the same way you do.

And another thing...you've been spending an awful lot of time with those Rochester firefighters and we're getting a little jealous here at Station Two. You might want to remind them that you're coming home in a few weeks so they don't get their feelings hurt too bad when that day comes. (Aren't those guys just great?!)

Keep doing what you're doing Captain and we'll see you back here before you know it.
Chief 200 <kevin.kelly@ci.roseville.mn.us>
Roseville, MN USA - Tuesday, February 1, 2005 7:36 AM CST

Mark and Jen-
We are thinking of you and praying for you and your family.
Best wishes with Plan B! Keep that strong attitude!
Love, Nancy and Larry
nancy trochlil
plymouth , mn - Monday, January 31, 2005 8:23 PM CST

Mark & Jen--
My daughter Julie Jackson keeps us informed of how everything is going with your treatment, Mark. The strength and faith the two have you shown throughout is something to behold. God is with you on this journey and you will
win this battle. Our thoughts and our prayers are with you.
God bless you and your beautiful family-

Steve and Cindy Karch
Steve Karch <dodgers44@comcast.net>
Maple Grove, Mn United States - Monday, January 31, 2005 6:30 PM CST

Hi Schmaed, It's been a while.... Sue Kurak told me that you weren't feeling good and gave me the internet link to your journal. Thank your wife for keeping it updated so that we can find out how you are doing without bothering you all. You are a lucky man, Schmaedeke, to have the beautiful family that you have. God bless you and give you strength, Barbara Lynn Minguet (and family).
Barbara Lynn Minguet <minguetlynn@wanadoo.fr>
Marseille, FRANCE - Monday, January 31, 2005 1:45 PM CST

HI ~ glad all had a wonderful weekend, filled with fun and OSCAR performances!!!!!!! Thankfully, Mark was able to join in on the fun. Prayers continue to go out to you and this ordeal will be over with soon. Give everyone a BIG HUG, two legged and four legged kids included. Stay in there, you will make it. Love Austilene
Ron and Austilene
Norman, Oklahoma - Monday, January 31, 2005 7:19 AM CST

Hi Mark and Jen,

Papa Loren here. Getting ready for the trip down tomorrow, but thinking of you. Excited to see all of you tomorrow, especially you, Mark. Hope Paul brought some good videos with him--you know, how to catch fish with obsolete lures!
Loren Grage <locojlake@tds.net>
Backus, MN USA - Saturday, January 29, 2005 10:26 PM CST

We think about all of you a lot, and we'll be especially thinking of Mark as you enter this next hard phase of your treatment. Our prayers are with you and your doctors.
Love, Sue and family
Sue Nygaard <suenygaard@comcast.net>
Circle Pines, MN USA - Saturday, January 29, 2005 3:53 PM CST

Jen and Mark, sorry to hear about the switch to Plan B. You guys are in our thoughts and prayers. Your strength and faith is amazing. As I have said hang in there...and let me know if I can do anything for you.
Hugs Connie and Doug
Doug and Connie Thomsen <dcthomsen@charter.net>
st cloud, - Friday, January 28, 2005 3:35 PM CST

I love you guys!
Rachel <rlenge@csbsju.edu>
- Thursday, January 27, 2005 5:40 PM CST

Hi Jen and Mark -- Just want to say Hello and let you know your situation is never far from my thoughts. Thanks for keeping the website; I check it often. When everyone is fully recovered, I'll look forward to sharing an appetizer with you again, Jen! Love to you all, Jina
Jina
Jina Lien <jmlien@hotmail.com>
Roseville , MN - Wednesday, January 26, 2005 9:42 PM CST

Mark and Jen, We are thinking about you every day. Hang in there, remember to stay positive it helps win the battle. Did they bring an engine for lunch??
Greg & Patty Hoag <ghoag1@comcast.net>
Roseville, MN - Wednesday, January 26, 2005 8:43 PM CST

Hi shmeds,

I'm a good friend of Jim and Sue Christiansen. I don't think I've seen you two since their wedding. Mark, of course, won the race at Hamlin. Yes, it was Jim, Mark, Schmitty and Jim's lil brother I believe. We ran this race at the Hamlin University track. I can't remember the name of the race. It was the night of Jim's bachelor party. If you remember the name of the race email it to me, will you Mark? It had something to do with a mile. The only thing that I know for sure is that you won. I was last but laughing all the way and then some.

Take care and with God's good grace you will win this race too and with big smile on your face that spells "I won" all over it.

Your friend, in Christ,
Brian D. Jensen
Brian Jensen <dasselchief@yahoo.com>
Baghdad, Iraq - Wednesday, January 26, 2005 11:55 AM CST

Dear Mark and Jen: Hope that your chest x-ray goes well today and that your #s keep going up! We're thinking and praying for you! Lots of love: Beth, Steve, Erin, Ben and Jonathan
Beth Bjork <bebjork@comcast.net>
- Wednesday, January 26, 2005 9:23 AM CST

Hang in there! I know that the counts will go up!!! Glad to hear that you have someone else to talk to that is on the "experiencing" end of all this. You will be good sounding boards for each other. You are in my prayers daily. All best. Lynn Ketelsen
Lynn Ketelsen <lket@johnroberts,.com>
Falcon Heights, MN USA - Wednesday, January 26, 2005 8:51 AM CST

Mark, Jen, Isaac, Corrine, Luke and Allison, We are thinking of you all and wanted to let you know we are thinking and praying for all of you. Special prayers to you Mark, that you continue to work hard to beat this. Keep up the sense-of-humor!! It does help. We miss you all!!! Jen, thank you for keeping the web-site current; I know that's work for you but it is very much appreciated by everyone. We will get some mail down your way!!!
LOVE YOU ALL, Dean, Janet, Amanda, Christina and Lacey Van Nevel. We have some pictures of the gingerbread houses for you.
Janet Van Nevel <vandjac@comcast.net>
Roseville, MN USA - Tuesday, January 25, 2005 8:00 PM CST

Jen and Mark -- Just checking in from Mx as I had a dream about you guys. The website info is really helpful and I'm happy to hear that you are getting support from friends, neighbors, family, firefighters, etc. Tell Corrine that I am thinking of her and I hope she is better. See you this coming weekend.
Mary <maryherfurth@yahoo.com>
PV (temporarily), Mx - Tuesday, January 25, 2005 9:25 AM CST

Jen & Mark,

My son, Kevin, and my daughter, Robyn, are in Corrine & Isaac's classes, respectively. I have been checking your website fairly regularly but haven't posted anything in a while. Your whole family is in my prayers, but most especially Mark as he keeps such remarkable spirits amid all this medical rigamarole. I started became an aspheresis donor last fall (platelets & red blood cells only instead of whole blood) and will think of Mark when I give my next donation. It really makes a difference to picture a real person receiving these blood components, and since I don't know whose mine will go to, it still feels good to know that they make a difference in someone's medical recovery!

Blessings and peace to you from your Brimhall friends,
Patti, Trevor, Robyn & Kevin Holmes
Patti Holmes <patti_holmes@msn.com>
Falcon Heights, MN USA - Monday, January 24, 2005 10:15 PM CST

Mark,

Thanks for taking us to dinner on Friday! Everyone had a wonderful time and some of the stories are already growing to legendary proportions around the fire stations. It's unfortunate we were unable to bring a fire truck to ride around town on. Old man winter just would not cooperate. Maybe next trip! Your brother, Rich.
Rich Gasaway <rich.gasaway@ci.roseville.mn.us>
Roseville, MN - Sunday, January 23, 2005 8:43 AM CST

Mark and Jen, You continue to be in our prayrs here at home and on Trinity's prayer chain. Alden can relate to pulmonary function tests, they are not easy!We are following your updates and pray you had a safe trip home this weekend.
Alden and Lorraine Solum <alsolum@springgrove.coop>
Spring Grove , MN USA - Saturday, January 22, 2005 12:51 AM CST

Thinking of you and hoping things went well today. Your ongoing strength is remarkable and admired. Our thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.
Kris Inderieden <kinderieden@charter.net>
St. Cloud, MN U.S. - Thursday, January 20, 2005 1:27 PM CST

So sorry to hear of your rough days. We hope and pray for better days ahead. Love: Beth, Steve and Family

Beth Bjork <bebjork@comcast.net>
Saint Paul, MN USA - Wednesday, January 19, 2005 9:23 AM CST

Mark and Jen, I check your website several times a week...thanks for keeping it so current. We'll be thinking of you as you run the medical gauntlet down there at Mayo. Try to stay in a good humor and don't tick any important doctors off:)! Our thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. Love, Sue and family
Sue Nygaard <suenygaard@comcast.net>
Circle Pines, MN USA - Monday, January 17, 2005 7:51 PM CST

So glad you guys are getting some good news! You both have a remarkable attitude! I'm glad to hear Rochester is going well and thanks for updating the website so often. It is so helpful to know what's going on.
Sarah McNeal <sarahjimmarcy@comcast.net>
- Sunday, January 16, 2005 3:31 PM CST

Mark and Jen--
Mark a great attitude? You betcha ya! This is the guy who made himself into a great distance runner with solid work and attitude. There is no stopping this guy. In my prayers on my paper route I envision the absolute destruction of the cancer and all the love surrounding Mark. You must have super doctors and I'm so glad for the good news. There will be much more to come. Love Mark Mathews
Mark J. Mathews <mathews622@msn.com>
St. Joseph, MN Stearns - Sunday, January 16, 2005 1:54 PM CST

I love it when I open this website and read good news! I'm glad to hear you guys had a good day! Hope it continues. I'll be thinking about you. God Bless!

Jac <jac5530@yahoo.com>
St. Paul, MN USA - Saturday, January 15, 2005 9:33 AM CST

Dear Mark, Jennifer,
Thinking of you often and keeping you in my prayers.
Best wishes with the new treatment.
Luella Greene
Luella Greene <luellagreene@earthlink.net>
Shafer, MN USA - Friday, January 14, 2005 7:21 PM CST

Dear Mark and Jen: Thinking of you and hoping that all is going well in Rochester. Lots of love and prayers to you both - you're never far from our thoughts. :) Beth, Steve, Erin, Ben and Jonathan
Beth Bjork <bebjork@comcast.net>
- Friday, January 14, 2005 11:18 AM CST

Dear Mark, Jen, and family,
Hope you can feel all the prayers and support that are there for you from so many people, even those you will never meet but still care about you! You are in our thoughts and prayers more than ever this week as you get ready for the next step. One day at a time!
Our love, Sandi and Dennis Rens (friends of Joelyn and David)
Sandi and Dennis Rens <rens1@aol.com>
Coon Rapids, MN USA - Wednesday, January 12, 2005 8:49 AM CST

Mark & Family:
Our thoughts and prayers are with you. Hey Mark-when your "itchin to go fishin" you know you can call Ken. He's always good to go!

Ken, Laurie, & Kaylee Olson <laura.olson@spps.org>
- Tuesday, January 11, 2005 8:33 AM CST

Dear Mark and Jen,
Brian and I are in constant prayer over your daily struggles and also with the transition to Mayo at the end of the week. We will increase the prayers as you begin the procedure and lift you up to the Great Physician several times a day. Since my battle a year ago, God often wakes me up around 3:30 in the morning to pray for people-- you are definitely on the prayer list---
We will rejoice and testify to His greatness after all of this is over and you have the victory over this horrid disease!!! Go forward, don't look back-- fear not---

Jackie and Brian Zachay

Jackie Zachay <jlzachay@yahoo.com>
Crystal, MN USA - Monday, January 10, 2005 1:23 PM CST

Mark, Jen & Family-
We just wanted you to know that we are thinking about you. We missed your always smiling faces at church this morning. As always you were in our prayers!
Tammy and Bob Heiple <tambobheiple@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, January 9, 2005 12:18 AM CST

Hi Jen and family. Wishing you a blessed new year and hope things go better for you in 2005. Your strength is amazing and your faith is inspiring. Continued prayers from the south metro....love, Kim
Kim Austin-Moe
Savage, Mn - Sunday, January 9, 2005 11:26 AM CST

Happy New Year Mark & company! I'm glad to hear the blood work is better! Now if we could only make you feel better. When you are feeling down just imagine that you are back being a truckie and you're breaking something! That always does it for me... I hope everyone's health improves and know we are praying for you and cheering you on!!! 920
Bill Chandler <bill.chandler@co.hennepin.mn.us>
- Friday, January 7, 2005 12:12 AM CST

Great news about the blood count! Hopefully, the kids can stay as healthy as possible now! Try Dairy Queen blizzards for a good ice cream treat that goes down easily! Lots of flavors too!
I'm praying for you all. All best, Lynn

Lynn Ketelsen <lket@johnroberts.com>
Falcon Hts., MN USA - Thursday, January 6, 2005 9:37 AM CST

HI - Happy New Year!!!!! Mark - eat all that ice cream, it is very filling and will put the pounds on you - You all are so inspiring and so amazing. I keep you in my thought and prayers often. Thanks for keeping the journal ~ you do a great job. Give everyone a hug - four legged included. Love Austilene
Austilene Borum
Norman, OK - Saturday, January 1, 2005 8:02 PM CST

I have been thinking of you all through the Christmas holidays and was hoping that you, Mark, were able to feel better through it. I'm praying hard for your next round -- that all goes successfully through that rough last phase. It sounds as though that's going to happen. I will also pray that it is tolerable for you. And Jen, I can't believe you actually got a Christmas letter off. It was awesome. You are truly an amazing family. Love,
Aunt Ginny <ginhope@flash.net>
Dallas, TX USA - Monday, December 27, 2004 5:33 PM CST

I hope through all this stuff that is going on you can have a wonderful christmas with your four little angles and hope you feel better soon.You must feel like sitting duck hoping to not get the flu.Have fun with the family and I know 2005 is going to be better Will be thinking of you Maybe Santa will be good to Mark this year
Betsy and Todd <tbkberg@comcast.net>
Andover, MN - Friday, December 24, 2004 7:59 AM CST

Schmed!!!!!! Heard "Truckin" by the Dead today and started laughing. Made me think of the Green Mill circa 1984 with the two Simon and Garfunkel lookalikes playing bad tunes then they broke into some classic Dead. We later were booted.
brian knoop <bknoop@creativebanner.com>
blaine, mn usa - Tuesday, December 21, 2004 4:57 PM CST

hi to you all---I'm finally getting ready to send a check to the Benefit Fund in memory of Aunt Edna and trying to get all those Christmas Letters mailed, too. It is aamazing all the stuff cancer patients have to endure to fight the disease---we keep hearing the daily ordeals of several and know that we need to pray every day for all of them---just to keep up their strength and determination and to do the everyday things that most of us just take for granted!!! We have a neice in Alaska who has been fighting the good fight for several years and recently she had a very bad episode.

Great picture---those kids just keep getting cuter and bigger!!!! Lisa told me about the cookie story and Grandma Alice!!!!! She is amazing, too---but she keeps on going---she has no choice!!!! and Connie told her what she had to do and not to argue about it.... must get back to the letters and the cereal!!! Love, Peggy and Jack
Peggy Bodle <jeb2623@adelphia.net>
Longview, WA USA - Monday, December 20, 2004 12:48 AM CST

Dear Mark, Jen and family,
It was so wonderful meeting and working with your family and friends, while planning and attending the silent auction benefit. Everyone deserves a huge THANK-YOU for their assistance with the benefit. This would not have been possible without the Schmaedeke friends and family, firefighters, families of firefighters, friends of firefighters, local as well as distant vendors\contributors and of course Kfan the Restaurant. We wish you the best in your recovery and pray for you everyday. Please feel free to reach-out to us should you need anything.

See you on the fireground....trucky!
Ken Laurie and Kaylee Olson <ken.olson@ci.roseville.mn.us>
Roseville Fire\Rescue, MN USA - Sunday, December 19, 2004 3:30 PM CST

Jen, thanks for the Christmas letter update -- you are a fabulous writer! Another silver lining in all your journal-keeping and friend-updating might be the emergence of your talent for wry observation, and ear for evocative detail. "You get what you get, and you don't throw a fit": words to guide us all, and not only regarding tacos! All our best to you and Mark and kids.
Jina Lien <jmlien@hotmail.com>
Roseville, MN Ramsey - Friday, December 17, 2004 10:48 PM CST

Mark and Jen, I was SO happy to read the good news. Tears are welled up in my eyes as I type! We've been thinking about all of you a whole lot and hoping for the best :o) Love and hugs to all of you!
Lisa Wolff <olmwolff@adelphia.net>
Longview, WA USA - Wednesday, December 15, 2004 9:26 PM CST

Wa-hoo!!!
Jac <jac5530@yahoo.com>
St. Paul, MN 55404 - Friday, December 10, 2004 9:16 PM CST

What GREAT news - so glad for the good/positive reports!!!!Have a wonderful Christmas and the New Year will have brighter lights. The Christmas picture is SOOOO cute. The Children have grown up a lot since the first picture. Give each other a Big Hug, the Children and the four legged kids need hugs also. MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!! Love Austilene and Ron
Austilene
Norman, OK - Friday, December 10, 2004 8:31 PM CST

WOOO HOOO! Wonderful news! I'm smiling ear to ear. Mark, you're one kick-ass firefighter and I know you're up to this challenge. We are all behind you! As I was out today I looked up to the sky and could have swore I saw you walking on Cloud 9! Now I know why.
Rich Gasaway <RBG3100@aol.com>
Roseville, MN - Friday, December 10, 2004 5:00 PM CST

YES!!! Mark, your positive attitude, strength and faith are all paying off. Keep it going Mark. If anybody can whip this thing - you can and will!
Kevin Kelly <kevin.kelly@ci.roseville.mn.us>
Roseville, MN - Friday, December 10, 2004 1:17 PM CST

Yea! So happy to hear the encouraging good news.
Prayers and positive wishes are with you.
Nancy and Larry
nancy trochlil
plymouth, mn - Friday, December 10, 2004 10:33 AM CST

Nice new photo. What a great looking family! They all have all grown so much this past year.

Jen, Thanks for your updates
Amy Satterlund <amy.satterlund@usbank.com>
Eagan, MN - Friday, December 10, 2004 10:10 AM CST

HURRAH! HURRAH! HURRAH!!!!
Wonderful news!

Great new photo, too!!! ;-)
Lynn Ketelsen <lket@JOHNROBERTS.COM>
Falcon Hts, MN USA - Friday, December 10, 2004 9:29 AM CST

What wonderful encouraging news! Just in time for Christmas. It must be the best present ever. Also love the new photo.

Love,
Aunt Ginny <ginhope@flash.net>
Dallas, TX USA - Friday, December 10, 2004 7:33 AM CST

I hope that this week is going well and Mark gains strength every day.

Jen it was really nice to see you on Sun. I'm glad that you were able to make it!

You are all in my prayers always!
Lynn Ketelsen <lket@JOHNROBERTS.COM>
Falcon Heights, MN USA - Tuesday, December 7, 2004 10:29 AM CST

Hi Mark and Jen -
Another interesting and informative entry in the journal --maybe too informative! Only kidding, it is good to find the humor, and we enjoy the stories. Hope Mark continues to feel well. We are praying for you!
nancy trochlil
plymouth, mn - Friday, December 3, 2004 7:57 AM CST

hey mark- congrats on coughing up the trachea. if you saved it i'd like to see it sometime!!!
Steph (you're fave neice) <stephanie.enge@uwrf.edu>
river falls , wi usa - Friday, December 3, 2004 0:08 AM CST

Hey Mark. Coughing up a piece of your trachea definately makes you tough. I'm proud of you! Love ya lots.

Rachel Enge <rlenge@csbsju.edu>
Andover, - Thursday, December 2, 2004 11:27 PM CST

Hi Mark, Jen & Family. Saturday was truly a good time. I think everyone you saw was just a fraction of the people that are here to support you. We are all cheering for you!!
Bill Chandler (you know - 920!)
- Wednesday, December 1, 2004 4:37 PM CST

Glad to hear you had such a great holiday weekend. But how could you not? You got to see me twice!
Jac <jac5530@yahoo.com>
St. Paul, MN USA - Monday, November 29, 2004 11:35 PM CST

HI - Thank goodness you are out of hospital for a few days. Enjoy the Thanksgiving feast, the beautiful children and lovely four legged kids. Hope and pray this new treatment will be a success and on to the next one. God is with you each step. Your are in my prayers and thoughts daily. I feel as though I know you, and guess I do as Aunt Ginny has talked of you often. Give each other a BIG HUG, one for the children and the four legged kids. Love and prayers always. Ron and Austilene
Austilene Borum
Norman, OK - Thursday, November 25, 2004 5:48 PM CST

Mark and Jen you are truly two very amazing people. I have so much admiration and respect for both of you. I only wish I could take some of your pain away. I checked with God but she didn't know how to make that happen.

When love and skill work together you can expect a masterpeice. Feel the love from your family and friends and have faith in the skill of your doctors. Brighter days will come.
Janet Bryant <bryantjmb@comcast.net>
Burnsville, MN - Thursday, November 25, 2004 9:45 AM CST

Mark, Jen, I will keep you in my thoughts. I hope you two can get some good news in a seemly steady stream of bad news. Hopefully, Mark can get some of the Thanks Giving feast down. -Greg
Gregory Logajan <GregFossil@Yahoo.com>
Arden Hills, MN USA - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 10:14 PM CST

Mark and Jen, I have been thinking of you often as my daughter, Julie, updates me on your struggles with this disease. I will pray that God will watch over you and your 4 beautiful children.
Sandy Dykhuizen (Jules' mom) <lsdykhuizen@aol.com>
Surprise, AZ USA - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 8:08 PM CST

Jen & Mark,
Sounds like it has been rough this week. Knowing the doctors at Mayo they will figure out a solution to the trachea problem. I think of you constantly and pray often each day. The way I see it, you have gotten the bad stuff out of the way now, so there is more room for the good news that is coming your way. And it will come!!! You are both amazing. take care. Love, Pat
Pat Croston <pcroston@wellbridge.com>
Howard Lake, mn - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 12:38 AM CST

Dear Mark and Jen,
It sounds like an incredibly difficult week for you-- I am personally praying for you several times a day.I am praying that even today-- the docs will figure out a solution to the trachea problem. Both of you keep perservering--

Faithful in Christ,
Jackie Zachay
Jackie Zachay <jlzachay@yahoo.com>
Crystal, MN USA - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 11:39 AM CST

Hi guys - sorry this is such a rough week for you. I will call Connie and see if I can help her out up here this week. Please know that I am sending nothing but positive thoughts your way. Stay strong.
Sarah McNeal <SarahJimMarcy@aol.com>
Roseville - the Shryer block!, MN USA - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 9:48 AM CST

Hi!

We're thinking of you and your family, and pray that the "normal" moments will be coming more frequently.
Ed and Gail Katz-James
- Tuesday, November 23, 2004 11:17 AM CST

Jen and Mark,
Our thoughts and prayers go out to you and your family during this difficult time. Rick, Sherri, Michael, and Megan Bollin
Rick Bollin <rbollin@mn.rr.com>
St. Louis Park, MN USA - Tuesday, November 23, 2004 9:54 AM CST

Dear Jen and Mark - Sorry to hear that you are not getting the news that you had hoped for this week. Hang in there! Glad to hear that Mark may be home for Christmas!

All best to you all. Lynn Ketelsen
Lynn Ketelsen <lket@JOHNROBERTS.COM>
Falcon Hts., MN USA - Tuesday, November 23, 2004 9:34 AM CST

Oops ~ it's me again

I just caught the typo in my message! :)

The quote should read like this:

"Faith is not believing that God can ~
It is knowing that He will . . . "

Mary Chartrand <mary_0364@yahoo.com>
- Monday, November 22, 2004 6:31 PM CST

Mark and Jen ~

You are in my thoughts and prayers . . .
Trust, believe and know you will get through this!

"Faith is not believing that God can ~
It is knowing the He will . . ."

Blessings, love & strength to all of you . . .

Mary
Mary Chartrand <mary_0364@yahoo.com>
White Bear Lake, MN USA - Monday, November 22, 2004 6:25 PM CST

Dear Mark and Jen, Thinking of you today and hope all goes well at Mayo. We're thankful for your friendship over the years - especially this week as we celebrate Thanksgiving and as we're reminded of all our blessings. Love and prayers to you both and the kids. Beth and Steve
Beth Bjork <bebjork@comcast.net>
Saint Paul, MN USA - Monday, November 22, 2004 4:32 PM CST

I'll be thinking about you and praying for you guys this week! Hang in there. Love you lots!
Jac <jac5530@yahoo.com>
St. Paul, MN USA - Sunday, November 21, 2004 5:14 PM CST

Mark and Jen -
Our thoughts and prayers are with you as you head to Mayo this week. We hope you are home and feeling well for a Happy Thanksgiving. (Love the new pic.s on your site.)
Love Nancy and Larry Trochlil
nancy trochlil
plymouth, mn - Sunday, November 21, 2004 2:53 PM CST

Mark -- Glad to hear you're back home. I hope every day gets better now for you.
Mary Herfurth
- Tuesday, November 16, 2004 2:26 PM CST

I am so glad you're back home Mark and that you are feeling better. Yes, I think you're totally amazing too and I'm told that attitude is everything. You are truly a hero in my book. To Jen and kids, I hope that the time between now and the next round can be real quality time for all of you. Love and prayers from Texas.

Aunt Ginny <ginhope@flash.net>
Dallas, TX USA - Tuesday, November 16, 2004 9:48 AM CST

Hey guys-
Glad to hear that you are home Mark! The hospital is probably glad that you are home too! Anyway, I miss you lots, and hope you continue to feel better through out the week. Continued prayers, and God Bless!
Jac <jac5530@yahoo.com>
St. Paul, MN - Monday, November 15, 2004 11:31 PM CST

Dear:Mark,Jen and family: I hope you are doing well. I really enjoy the website and the pictures are really great. My thoughts and prayers are with you all . Take Care!
Kirsten Berg <kirsten.berg@mnsu.edu>
Andover, MN - Monday, November 15, 2004 11:43 AM CST

Sending our love and prayers your way. Sure hope you'll be back home soon, Mark! You all are never far from our thoughts. With lots of love: Beth, Steve, Erin, Ben and Jonathan
Beth Bjork <bebjork@comcast.net>
Saint Paul, MN USA - Saturday, November 13, 2004 7:36 PM CST

We send our love and prayers from Prairie Church. The Cheers gang is passing the hat to help with expenses thanks to the letter we received from the Roseville Fire/Rescue Department and our love for your family.
Peter & Veloice Huck <pete@keysurgical.com>
Eden Prairie, MN USA - Saturday, November 13, 2004 12:40 AM CST

Just wanted to send you our love while you are in the hospital. We are hoping for those antibiotics to kick in soon, so you can get back home! I hope this beautiful sunshine today is shining in your room. Keep up the great attitude and strength.

Love, Sue, Jim, Emily and Sarah
Sue Christiansen <jandscshristiansen@earthlink.net>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Friday, November 12, 2004 3:41 PM CST

Hang in there! Glad to hear that the x-rays were clear!
We missed you at book club last Sun., Jen. Know that you were thought of and missed by us all!
Lynn Ketelsen <lket@JOHNROBERTS.COM>
Falcon Heights, MN USA - Thursday, November 11, 2004 9:51 AM CST

Jen, I just read the update and my heart goes out to you both. Know that you are in my thoughts and prayers. Prayers to strenghten you for what is a head and prayers for Marks healing. Hugs Connie
Connie Thomsen <connie.thomsen@fingerhut.com>
- Wednesday, November 10, 2004 4:29 PM CST

Dear Jen and Mark,
I just got the flyer on your reoccurring condition and my heart immediately went out to you guys. I just had the opportunity to read your website and you guys are troopers! Your faith sure does shine through optimistically and I pray that God will bless you with renewed strength to fight this and bring you into complete remission. If there is anything I can do to help out with the family, please do not hesitate to call. You are in my prayers. Blessings on the entire family!
Robin Vijums <rvijums@woodlandhillschurch.org>
Little Canada, MN USA - Wednesday, November 10, 2004 11:27 AM CST

Dear Jen and Mark,
You and your kids are in my thoughts and prayers. I pray for continued strength for all of you. We miss you at book club.
Ann Ericson
Ann Ericson <ericsonfamily@hotmail.com>
Falcon Heights, MN USA - Monday, November 8, 2004 8:43 PM CST

I read your journal entry this morning and I am praying that you Jen, will be able to stay strong both spiritually and emotionally. For me, that can only be done by the strength of Jesus because only He knows us so intimately and can give us peace and hope that no one else can give. I am praying that Mark will shift into a phase even today where he begins to feel a bit better. When I had chemo, there were a few times where it was very difficult for me to watch my family watch me suffer.

Love in Christ,

Jackie Z.
Jackie Z <jlzachay@yahoo.com>
Crystal, MN USA - Monday, November 8, 2004 7:53 AM CST

Hi Jen. Kim McElroy sent me info about your family's plight. I have been reading the journal and am amazed by all your strength and perseverance. I've done some doctoring at Mayo and they treat you well. Glad your able to get help. What a beautiful family you have, my prayers and thoughts are with you all. (By the way, how do you still look the same as you did in highschool?!?!)

Kim Austin-Moe <kimmyjd@mchsi.com>
Savage, MN USA - Thursday, November 4, 2004 9:39 PM CST

Dear Jen, I am not sure if I had heard about Marks diagnosis before and just spaced it. I am so sorry to hear you all have to go through more chemo and a transplant. I never had to have a transplant but I know what it is like to have to travel to treatment. Stay strong and let people do 'things' for you!!! It is hard but you will need to have the help. I am glad to hear you are treating at Mayo, I am convinced they are the BEST.
My thoughts and prayers are with you all. Connie
Connie Thomsen <connie.thomsen@fingerhut.com>
St Coud, MN - Wednesday, November 3, 2004 8:21 AM CST

Ginny Hope has been a wonderful person in my life. When she told me of the situation your family is in my positive thoughts and prayers do out to you and your family. I wish you well and know that your family will see this through. It is so important at a time like this to keep your head up, which will be easy with Ginny as part of your family.
Dana Bass <ohmygosh2626@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, November 2, 2004 10:25 PM CST

Hi guys! Greetings from the Kallsens in WI. And our very best to Mark as he continues on w/his treatment plan at Mayo as we have witnessed great success w/others--who have received their advance treatment there. Although we were surprised to learn about your return to treatment, we are glad that you & Jen are using this "caringbridge" resource as a way to keep us up to date from now on. We'll add you to our prayers and hope that you will call upon us, if we can help you or family in Rochester or Roseville as we have had experience in your area of care & concern as well as being grandparents on call.
Pat & Jim Kallsen <jpkallsen@aol.com>
Madison, WI USA - Monday, November 1, 2004 10:13 PM CST

Dear Jen, Mark, and Family,
Just wanted to let you know that Marshall and I continue to send you all of our best!
Love,
Heather (Vose) and Marshall Ulrich
Heather Ulrich <voseheather@msn.com>
Idaho Springs, CO USA - Monday, November 1, 2004 8:04 AM CST

Dear Mark, Jennifer, Isaac, Corrine, Allison and Luke,

We are members of Prairie Church and just wanted to let you know you will continue to be in our prayers until win this fight! Thanks to the Roseville Fire Department and Loren and Connie for making us aware of your courageous battle.
John, Pam, JJ and Jackie Guttman <pguttman@mn.rr.com>
Eden Prairie, MN usa - Sunday, October 31, 2004 8:10 PM CST

Dear Mark and Jennifer,

I just got an email from Kim McElroy. I had no idea what you have been going through for the last year. From this day on my prayers and my families are with all of you, especially Mark. May the Lord keep you all in His tender care!

Stacy (Jacobson) Schimmel <stacy.schimmel@acs.com>
N. Mankato, MN US - Thursday, October 28, 2004 12:34 AM CDT

Dearest Mark and Jennifer:

You don't know me, either. I am a friend of your Aunt Ginny. I used to work with her in Dallas for about 15 years and then I moved to Michigan. I got to see Ginny last April when she went home with me on vacation to East Texas.

I just wanted to tell you that you are in my thoughts and prayers daily. You have a wonderful family - your kids are precious!

Mark, I'm sending much love and best wishes to you and your family. I enjoyed viewing your website.

Debbie O'Neal, Detroit
Debbie O'Neal <debbie.oneal@gdnn.com>
Harper Woods, MI USA - Thursday, October 28, 2004 12:01 AM CDT

Love the website .We have been thinking alot about you guys and praying for a speedy recovery Let me know if you need my hair services in the future my offer still stands Great pics
Betsy and Todd Berg <tbkberg@comcast.net>
Andover, MN - Tuesday, October 26, 2004 10:30 PM CDT

We just received the benefit flyer today. Despite conversations at ECFE and in the neighborhood I had NO IDEA what was RATTLING your world!!!!I updated myself on this wonderful web site.Some situations,drugs,laughs,stress are familiar if you ever want to talk.....The love and strength in your family and friends is so evident. Prayers by the dozens for you all as you continue on.
Diane Rossini <dinissor@comcast.net>
Roseville, MN USA - Tuesday, October 26, 2004 10:02 PM CDT

Seeing those blood counts sure brings back memories. When I got to the weekly clinic visits, people would ask how I was doing. I told them, "I don't know; I haven't seen my numbers lately." I pray for continued progress and patience.
Rich and Julie Wendland <wendland8120@msn.com>
Little Canada, MN USA - Tuesday, October 26, 2004 4:13 PM CDT

Best wishes to you both. I'm a friend of Ginny Hope, and just wanted you to know people in Texas are thinking about you!
Laura Phelps
Mesquite, TX USA - Monday, October 25, 2004 5:34 PM CDT

Dear Jen and Mark - You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers. We've missed you at book club, Jen! Love, Lynn Ketelsen
Lynn Ketelsen <lket@JOHNROBERTS.COM>
Falcon Hts, MN USA - Monday, October 25, 2004 11:33 AM CDT

Hi guys. The website is wonderful. Your choice of pictures are top notch. I love you all bunches. Big hugs and kisses for the whole fam!
Rachel <lasi888@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, October 24, 2004 8:55 PM CDT

Hey guys. I finally figured out how to get on this website. It's really cool. Very convenient. I hope things are going well. I'm continually praying for you, and I know things will get better. I love you guys lots, and if you ever need anything, I'm just 5 minutes away! Love you guys!
Jac
Jacqueline Enge <jac5530@yahoo.com>
St. Paul, MN USA - Sunday, October 24, 2004 8:44 PM CDT

Dear Jen and Mark,
I am Bobbi Rankin, your second cousin. I met you at the Beyschau reunion. My grandaughter Jenna, and my sons Burl and Hans were with me at the lake. She was the girl Pied Piper. We enjoyed meeting your family.
Connie and I are the same age And I have many happy memories of visits to her family when I was a child.
I am glad Mark is doing better. I will keep you in my prayers and daily thoughts. I am glad you have lots of community support.
Much love to all of you.
Bobbi
Roberta Rankin (Bobbi) <bobbiepmn@aol.com>
Eden Prairie, MN USA - Saturday, October 23, 2004 11:36 AM CDT

Hello,
You don't know me but I am a high school friend of Ginny Hope. She, my husband Dave, and I graduated together. Dave passed away March 4, 2003. I know something of what you and your family are going through. Our oldest son, Eric, died of acute myelogenic leukemia at the age of 31, June 14, 2000. The survival rate of this type of leukemia is 20% with very little research dedicated to it because of its rarity. He was an AF pilot, married 3 years, and was ill less than a month. You and your family will be included in my daily prayers. I pray that your cancer will go into remission so that you and your family can continue on your lives as a happy, healthy family. Keep your faith in God, ask for strength to face this terrible disease and let your family, friends and neighbors and church be a source of help and comfort to you. I pray for your recovery and may God be with you all and shower you with many blessings. Sometimes one must struggle to look through the clouds to find the blessings but they are there.
Sandy Bergstrom
Sandy Bergstrom <slbergs@verizon.net>
Bradenton, FL USA - Friday, October 22, 2004 9:53 PM CDT

Praying for strength and healing for Mark. God's peace surround and up lift your family too. Warmly in Christ, Janice Bornhoft (my mom Carol Anderson and Connie the grandma are fist cousins.)
Janice Bornhoft <janicehope2@msn.com>
Mounds View, MN USA - Friday, October 22, 2004 3:20 PM CDT

Hello, Aunt Ginny has been a very good friend for many years. You have been in our prayers for some time and will continue to be in our prayers. Your children are so cute! We hope and pray that everything will be fine. Give each other a hug, give the little ones a hug also. Oh yes, the four-legged kids need a hug also. God Bless You. Ron and Austilene
Austilene Borum
Norman, Oklahoma - Friday, October 22, 2004 2:40 PM CDT

Ginny was kind enough to forward this to us. She is a very special friend of ours. You have a beautiful family and we are very happy to keep you in our prayers. We have also asked our priest to add Mark's name to his Sunday prayer list. It will remain there until we ask him to remove it - I am sure Ginny will keep us informed.

Dick & Wanda James
Holly Lake Ranch, TX USA - Friday, October 22, 2004 1:51 PM CDT

Dear Mark & Jennifer,
It was great meeting you and your Family last year at the Beyschau Reunion, especially Isaac & Corrine, I have a picture of them dancing together at my Mom�s (Edna's) residence. I liked the web site and I will keep your family in my thoughts and prayers. Ginny sent me an email to tell me about your current condition and your web site.
Jim Rankin <jimr311@juno.com>
Ft. Worth, TX - Friday, October 22, 2004 12:27 AM CDT

Dear Jen, Mark, and family...........My heart goes out to you at this time of trial. I remember you when we had the Hope Family reunion in Bandon, OR. So much has changed since.....including your beautiful family. You will certainly be remembered in my prayers, that God will grant you strength, peace, and healing. Ginny sent me this website.......I will refer to it often (thanks Jen). Love to all of you,
Jeannette (Moen) Barnhart <jmoen@harborside.com>
Florence, OR USA - Friday, October 22, 2004 12:18 AM CDT

dear Mark and Jen,
I updated myself on your site here at CaringBridge and it was very helpful to know how to pray for you specifically--I am praying for good days between the treatments and good lab results. I am also praying for strength and courage before the "big" chemo. God bless you and your beautiful kids.

Jackie Zachay
Jackie Zachay <jlzachay@yahoo.com>
crystal, MN 55429 - Wednesday, October 20, 2004 12:00 AM CDT

Spent 30 minutes looking over all your journal entries, pictures, and guestbook...it's a great way to keep people updated, and it's obvious you've got many, many people pulling for you, praying for you, and just generally thinking of you and sending positive energy your way...you can add us to the "official" list! Love, Sue and Gary Nygaard
Sue Nygaard <suenygaard@comcast.net>
Circle Pines, MN USA - Tuesday, October 19, 2004 2:42 PM CDT

Hello- Mark Jen and the whole gang!!
I had heard of the caringbridge website but this is the first occasion I have had to visit- I think it is a wonderful way to keep everyone involved in this difficult time in your lives-helpful too so you won't have to repeat so often the same thing to all who ask- we can go online and get our questions answered. You two are so lucky to have each other and such a wonderful support group- YOU WILL MAKE IT THROUGH THIS!!!!! Take care of each other- I have been thinking of your family since the start of all this but not sure how to help-and it hit a little to close to home-too soon-I feel a little helpless being this far away but now I'm feeling like I can help in thought and prayers better with these daily updates. Thinking of all of you!!!! Your cousin, Linda Clark.
Linda Clark <tclin@mwt.net>
Buffalo City, WI USA - Monday, October 18, 2004 11:20 PM CDT

Hey guys I love you all and I'm thinking about you and praying for you. I miss you all. Here's a big hug and kiss for everyone (even the dogs!!) God Bless!
Steph-You're favorite neice <stephanie.enge@uwrf.edu>
- Monday, October 18, 2004 0:18 AM CDT

Dear Mark & Jen,
Your website is wonderful. I feel more in touch with you now. I pray for you three times a day & will continue to throughout your treatment & recovery. Your greatest gift is each other & your 4 dear children. You have a gigantic support team out here praying for you. I think of you often.
I wish you the very very best. Love, Pat (cousin)
Pat Croston <pcroston@wellbridge.com>
Howard Lake , MN - Saturday, October 16, 2004 12:12 AM CDT

Greetings Mark & Family:
Let us send our care and concern to you and your loved ones. It sounds a bit like a forced march. So it's OK to wonder what it's all about. But certainly you have many who are joining you in love and support. And sometimes when you feel a little breathless, remember: "On the day you were born, a forest of tall trees collected the Sun's light in their leaves, where, in silent mystery, they made oxygen for you to breathe..." --Debra Frasier. May you sense the power and strength of those who are marching with you. God's grace and peace, be with you every step. Love, Duane & Sue
Duane & Sue Grage <dusugrag@hutchtel.net>
- Thursday, October 14, 2004 7:22 PM CDT

I am glad to hear Mark is doing well in the first steps to cancer his treatment. I like the idea of a web-page and I will have to call Mark less to get updates from Mark on the ins and outs of his treatment.I hope Jen can update the web-site with pictures every so often to keep up the spirit on the home front. I hope Mark gets back to full health soon! Mark, you picked your BigMax pumpkin yet from your backyard garden? Laters -Greg
Gregory Logajan <Gregfossil@yahoo.com>
Arden Hills, MN Ramsey - Thursday, October 14, 2004 1:48 PM CDT

Hi Mark,

Greetings from Washington, DC. I'm here for the week going to school. Trying to get smart, but they seem to having a hard time with me. I think about you every day and look forward to ice cream at Fud's.
Rich Gasaway <rich.gasaway@ci.roseville.mn.us>
Roseville, MN 55113 - Wednesday, October 13, 2004 5:51 AM CDT

This website is amazing and makes us feel that we are right there with you through your words and thoughts. Remember we are all in this together and will help in any way we can. Love Always
Adam Grage and Molly Mason <dewfanatic@yahoo.com>
Minneapolis, mn usa - Tuesday, October 12, 2004 9:54 PM CDT

Dear Mark, Jen, Isaac, Corrine, Alison and Luke. What a great picture of everyone. You too Quaker.Thank you for setting up this website. What a great idea. I will view it often.

You continue to be in my prayers; I know you will beat this.

Love,
Aunt Ginny <ginhope@flash.net>
Dallas, TX USA - Tuesday, October 12, 2004 1:54 PM CDT

You are in my thoughts and prayers. Please remember that optimism is just as important as the treatment, so keep your chin(s) up! Also, please let me know if there is anything I can help with. M
Mary Herfurth <maryherfurth@yahoo.com>
St. Louis Park, MN - Tuesday, October 12, 2004 10:16 AM CDT

Jen, Mark and family,
What a great idea to do the website! Our continued prayers are with you as you prepare to conquer this illness once and for all!! Jen, you and Mark make an awsome team and together you can battle and win this.
Sincerely,
Sandy and Dan Zaic

Sandy and Dan Zaic <ZaicD@comcast.net >
Champlin, MN USA - Monday, October 11, 2004 6:49 PM CDT

Mark and Jen,
I have been thinking of you a lot this past week. Please know that you are in my prayers. Stay strong! May God bless you.
Lots of Love, Kim
Kim McElroy
Sioux Falls, SD USA - Monday, October 11, 2004 5:19 PM CDT

Jen and Mark -

Thanks for working up the web site, and for all the email updates. We are praying for your whole family, and for Mark's healing in the days ahead. May God renew your strength and sustain you as on eagles' wings!

Peace!
Hans Jorgensen and Anna Duus <hjorgensen@rosevillelutheran.org>
Roseville, MN USA - Monday, October 11, 2004 8:36 AM CDT

Great job on the site Jen! We are pulling for you of course, Mark, and eager to help out however we can. Best of luck with the upcoming treatments at Mayo.

Jen, I'd better see that picture of Mark's doctor appear on the photos page. C'MON!
Jules and Randy <jacksonpeople@yahoo.com>
Roseville, MN - Sunday, October 10, 2004 1:52 PM CDT

Jen and Mark -
We are sending good wishes to you, and prayers
for Mark's speedy recovery!
Nancy and Larry
Plymouth, MN - Sunday, October 10, 2004 12:20 AM CDT

Hi Jen and Mark-
Beautiful family picture!!! What a bunch!!! Wonderful idea with the website. We are thinking of all of you and sending you lots of love.
The Yokanovich Family
Lindy Yokanovich <yoke1@earthlink.net>
Saint Paul, MN United States - Sunday, October 10, 2004 11:39 AM CDT

Dear Schmaedeke's,

Great job creating the site, Jen. Mark is blessed (as I'm sure he would agree) to have you as his wife and health care advocate! You're loving and tenacious, a great combination. I'm proud to call you cousin :o)

Hugs and love to all of you,
Lisa, Oliver & Maddie Wolff
Lisa Wolff <olmwolff@adelphia.net>
Longview, WA USA - Sunday, October 10, 2004 10:21 AM CDT

Jen,
The site is a great idea - very informative. Thanks for setting it up. Hopefully updating it and sharing your story with others will be good "therapy" for you.

Know that we are thinking of you, and sending you loving thoughts for strength and health (for all of you!)
Heather and Marshall Ulrich <voseheather@msn.com>
Idaho Springs, CO USA - Sunday, October 10, 2004 9:20 AM CDT

Hi Schmaeds:

Great idea; thanks for setting this up.

Our thoughts and prayers are with you.
Jim, Sue, Emily & Sarah Christiansen <jandscshristiansen@earthlink.net>
MPLS, MN USA - Sunday, October 10, 2004 9:12 AM CDT

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