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I just want to tell you I am referencing you both and your faith through Annabelle's trial this weekend in worship. All these years later, your faith still inspires Katherine and me. May God continue to bless you.
Ryan Clark <ryanjesuskatherine@yahoo.com>
Walden, NY - Saturday, January 3, 2009 9:18 PM CST

Dear Loschko Family,

I'm not sure if you ever check this website, but on the chance that you do, I want you to know what a profound mark your little Annabelle left on my heart and my life. I can't even begin to tell you. I started a blog and I wanted my blog to touch lives. I started writing about Jesus and faith...which by the way...really started through your caringbridge site. Your little Annabelle captured my heart. Your amazing faith inspired me to seek the Lord. 6 1/2 years later...not only does God have my heart, but I love spreading His good news. I work at a church now! Well, I have for about 4 years. Anyways...I'm still writing my post and hope to have it up this week. I hope you can check in and read what an inspiration Annabelle has had on my life. And as a result of that...the people that have been touched by her ripples is amazing. I recently gave a talk to about 50 women in a bible study and Annabelle was part of that testimony. I talk about her whenever I talk about how I was born again! So, as I was writing about her on my blog and recalling some of your posts which have stuck with me vividly all these years. (I wrote my post about her before I found your caringbridge site again. That's what an impact your words had on me.) And I really wanted to include a picture of her because I wanted people to see the face that captured my heart and really led me to my relationsip with Jesus. That's when I got to your site. And wow! The tears came flooding back. So, I hope you get this and I hope that you know how much your little missionary Annabelle is STILL saving lives.

Here's my blog: www.JourneyWithTheLord.blogspot.com

If you stop by...please leave a comment as to how you're doing. I would love to know. :)

Bless you good and faithful servant!
Christine Engman <christinee@hosannalc.org>
Burnsville, MN USA - Sunday, October 12, 2008 2:10 PM CDT

Dear Ellie and Mark,
Hi Ellie--I know it has been a VERY long time, but it is your old friend Karen from your years in West Des Moines. I came upon the news of Annabelle's journey certainly YEARS too late, and wanted to write you privately, but couldn't get the email address to work. So, here I am. I was shocked and saddened to hear of the loss of your little girl. From reading the website it is clear that this was a long and exhausting struggle for your family, and I am so, so sorry that Annabelle's transplant did not work. I admire your diligence in keeping the website--it is obvious that you had hundreds of people following your story and praying for you. I only wish I could have been there for you along the way as well. I know you may not check this guestbook much any more, but if you have a chance, please feel free to contact me if you wish, I would love to hear from you. Again, my heart goes out to you and I pray that God has blessed you and your family in these last two and a half years since. Take care and my best to your parents and brother, too.
Sincerely,
Karen
Karen Pitcher <karen-pitcher@uiowa.edu>
Iowa City, IA USA - Sunday, November 28, 2004 10:00 PM CST

It has been two years since baby Annabelle passed on to heaven. The ripple effect of her short life on earth continues to touch us and reminds us of God's promises and his faithfulness.
Psalm 100:5 For the LORD is good and his love endures forever; his faithfulness continues through all generations.
Nicole, Travis and Travis Jr. <nancynicole@scicable.net>
East Gull Lake, MN - Monday, February 16, 2004 12:29 AM CST

Your webpage is a lovely tribute to Annabelle, your angel in heaven. What comfort she must have felt in Christ's arms as he welcomed her to Heaven. I believe that you too will have the opportunity to be with your little one some day, but she will no longer be sick or have the limitations she experienced in this life. What freedom she must now have as she plays with other angels in heaven. No tubes, no tape, no machines.
Mauree Cassel <keatonprints@quantium.net>
- Sunday, October 13, 2002 at 07:31 PM (CDT)

God and AnnaBelle are still watching over yeu!
Jodi
Apple Valley, - Tuesday, October 08, 2002 at 08:13 AM (CDT)

Still thinking about you and AnnaBelle. Hope you still check once in a while.
Jodi
Apple Valley, - Friday, September 27, 2002 at 10:56 AM (CDT)

WE LOVE U.WE PRAY FOR U.MY BEST WISHISH WITH U.
PANCHAL RITESH J <riteshjpanchal@yahoo.com>
VALSAD, GUJARAT INDIA - Monday, September 16, 2002 at 09:25 AM (CDT)

WE LOVE U.WE PRAY FOR U.MY BEST WISHISH WITH U.
PANCHAL RITESH J <riteshjpanchal@yahoo.com>
VALSAD, GUJARAT INDIA - Monday, September 16, 2002 at 09:23 AM (CDT)

Didn't know AnnaBelle's birthday was September 8th. Happy Birthday AnnaBelle! My birthday is September 15th. Some pretty great people are born in September. :) May God grant you his peace during this next year.
Jodi <gene@stpaul.gov>
Apple Valley, MN Dakota - Saturday, September 14, 2002 at 08:32 PM (CDT)

I'm sorry I am late to...I was hoping to post on her 1st birthday.
I hope you were able to look back at the last year with joy. With all that you have gone through,how much you have grown. Your relationship with the Lord is a awesome testament to all people. She is looking down on you and your growing family.
Bless you all

Wendi
Tall, Fla - Thursday, September 12, 2002 at 08:02 AM (CDT)

I remembered Annabelle's 1st birthday on Monday, Sept. 9th. I know it was a hard day for you. Annabelle is up in heaven dancing and celebrating with God and her friends! God bless you and may He be with you always.
A Mother <HappyBirthdayAnnabelle@OneYearOld>
City, MN - Wednesday, September 11, 2002 at 12:44 PM (CDT)

May God continue to strengthen you and grant you peace.
"Peace be to you and grace from him, who freed us from our sins, who loved us all and shed his blood that we might saved be."
Praying for you
- Tuesday, September 03, 2002 at 10:02 PM (CDT)

Haven't forgotten you. Hugs for AnnaBelle!
Jodi Byland <gene@stpaul.gov>
Apple Valley, MN - Saturday, August 31, 2002 at 06:11 AM (CDT)

Mark & Ellie

Thinking of you and AnnaBelle today. May God bring you peace today.
Jodi Byland <gene@stpaul.gov>
Apple Valley, MN Dakota - Wednesday, August 07, 2002 at 08:28 AM (CDT)

Whenever I need a lift, I go to your web site. I go back & read some journal or guestbook entries and that always seems to put things into perspective for me. Thank you for all that you have given me through the Lord.
Chris Engman
Apple Valley, MN USA - Thursday, August 01, 2002 at 09:14 AM (CDT)

Mark and Ellie,
I am writing this as tears are running down my face. I was searching the WEB tonight as I do only once and a while anymore, looking for information on INVM. I had long ago given up on finding anyone else who had any personal experience with INVM. My daughter was born 8-2-2000. We knew before birth that Rachel had a heart problem, but it wasn't until after birth, when we got the diagnosis of Isolated Noncompaction of the Ventricular Myocardium. I have given up on finding anyone who was dealing with the same diagnosis. Now I have found your story about Annabelle. I wish I knew of your journey earlier, but am grateful to be able to learn of your story now. How ironic to find you being from Minnesota also. I want you to know that I am going to cherish your journal entries and I really appreciate you taking the time to share and inspire the rest of us who may be dealing with similar situations. If you could ever give a few words of advice or encouragement, please email me. Thanks, Ann
Ann Nepstad
Rochester, Mn USA - Friday, July 19, 2002 at 10:53 PM (CDT)

Just wanted to say Hi and thinking of AnnaBelle.
Jodi Byland
Apple Valley, MN - Thursday, July 18, 2002 at 08:59 AM (CDT)

I find myself looking daily for that one day you will find words to say.. I think of you every time i pull in my drive way and we see Annabelle's tree.. it is still growing and doing good.. I will send you a picture for it's first flower..

Hugs

Wendi <Wendibkelley74@hotmail.com>
Tallahassee, Fla - Tuesday, July 09, 2002 at 02:51 PM (CDT)

This is my first entry in your guestbook and yet I have been following your story since it first appeared in the newspaper. I never wrote before because I just didn't know what I could possibly say that could address your grief and loss. I am truly sorry that your family has endured such pain. I am the mother of 3 daughters (ages 6, 4 and 2) and my heart aches for what your family has endured. Even after all of these months I can't get Annabelle off my mind. I have spent a great deal of time soul searching and trying to figure out what all of this means to my life. I write now to let you know that our lives have been enriched because of Annabelle. I work harder at being the best mother I can be because Annabelle has reminded me how precious life is and each day we have on this earth is truly a gift. I am also working harder at being more involved at church. My 4 year old attended preschool at a church this past school year and this spring they taught her that a rainbow is God's promise. I immediately thought of Annabelle. Several weeks ago all 3 of my daughters participated in a week of vacation bible school (and I even volunteer taught!!!) I want to thank you for having the courage to share Annabelle's story with thousands of people like myself who don't even know you. I am very grateful that the website is still here. I do check it regularly and there are entries that others have written that I have found it helpful to read over and think about some more. I just wanted to let you know that I have been deeply touched by Annabelle's story. God Bless you!!
Chris Moseman <Chris.Moseman@co.hennepin.mn.us>
Minneapolis, MN - Sunday, July 07, 2002 at 06:22 PM (CDT)

As the days continue to pass by, please know that I continue to think of your family. I hope all is well.
Delana Moore <dmoore@mail.dos.state.fl.us>
Crawfordville, Fl USA - Friday, July 05, 2002 at 12:15 PM (CDT)

Heard from Amy that you were in Rachel and Adam's wedding last weekend, and that you looked wonderful. So glad to hear things are going well for you. Thought you should know that Lily prays for "baby Annabelle's mommy and daddy" every night, asking Jesus to help them not to be sad and miss her too much. She prays this all on her own, every night. Just goes to show how much you have touched our lives. God's richest blessing to all of you!
Al, Lori, and Lily Marsh <cantormarsh@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, June 27, 2002 at 01:57 PM (CDT)

Mark & Ellie,
I hope that all is well. I hope you know that even though the there are not many entries, we still check your web site. I am very touched by Jodi's Story. It is amazing to hear the stories of others that have been touched by Annabelle. She has been an inspiration to me as well.
Chris Engman <chrisengman@hotmail.com>
Apple Valley, MN USA - Monday, June 24, 2002 at 09:16 AM (CDT)

I'm sorry. That is so touching. I pray for you. :)
Annabelle <annabellebarrow@tds.net>
Centre, Al U.S.A. - Wednesday, June 19, 2002 at 02:58 PM (CDT)

nice
Annabelle <annabellebarrow@tds.net>
Centre, Al U.S.A. - Wednesday, June 19, 2002 at 02:47 PM (CDT)

Mark & Ellie-Checking Annabelle's website has become part of starting my day. I haven't been able to part with the picture/article that was in the paper. Looking at that angelic face gives me such inspiration! Hope that some day when you're ready, you'll be able to help and comfort someone else that's going through the same thing. I went through breast cancer surgery/chemo/radiation three years ago. When you go through a crisis in your life, things change. I wouldn't have thought it would be for the better. I'm now involved with the Relay For Life (American Cancer Society) in Apple Valley. We walk through the night to raise money for cancer reasearch. Before getting cancer, I didn't have any desire to do anything such as this. Hope things are going well for you. Keeping you and AnnaBelle in my prayers.
Jodi Byland <gene@stpaul.gov>
Apple Valley, MN - Monday, June 17, 2002 at 09:10 AM (CDT)

I have always been checking your website... never knew that your little angel had so much affect on me. I just lost a loved one and I started to think of how strong you two have been, that is what I need to do for myself and my family...thank you and god bless.
Tara <chvygrl21@msn.com>
Blaine, - Sunday, June 16, 2002 at 01:25 AM (CDT)

I am also still thinking about you and Annabelle.
Chris Engman <chrisengman@hotmail.com>
Apple Valley, MN USA - Tuesday, June 04, 2002 at 03:07 PM (CDT)

Still thinking about you and Annabelle! :)
Jodi Byland <gene@stpaul.gov>
Apple Valley, MN - Saturday, June 01, 2002 at 11:06 AM (CDT)

Mark & Ellie,
This past weekend was a time to reflect on the loved ones we have lost. You were on my mind and in my prayers. I hope all is well. I truly miss reading your comments or should I say "inspirations".
Chris Engman <chrisengman@hotmail.com>
Apple Valley, MN USA - Tuesday, May 28, 2002 at 11:58 AM (CDT)

Mark & Ellie-God put it upon my heart this morning to write a short message to you. Hope all is well.
Jodi Byland <gene@stpaul.gov>
Apple Valley, MN - Tuesday, May 28, 2002 at 07:17 AM (CDT)

Mark & Ellie
i will not be able to make any more entries but i just want to let you know how you and your daughter Annabelle have toched my life. God is still working miracles through you and im glad i have been a part of Annabelle's ministry.
God bless you always...keep in mind that THE STEADFAST LOVE OF THE LORD NEVER CEASES
lots of love and prayers
Audrianna <naini@jazzemail.com>
- Monday, May 20, 2002 at 06:31 PM (CDT)

I still think about you often. I hope that you are both doing well. God Bless You!
Chris Engman <chrisengman@hotmail.com>
Apple Valley, MN USA - Wednesday, May 15, 2002 at 08:50 AM (CDT)

Ellie--
I think of you quite often and I still check the web page when I can. Even though Annabelle may not be here on earth she is still will all of us in spirit. God Bless!
Shawna Gaddy <Apgxsapphire@aol.com>
Woodbury, MN - Sunday, May 12, 2002 at 06:31 AM (CDT)

Mark & Ellie, A song that has meant a lot to me in recent months is "Standing on the Promises" recently released by The Martins. The message in that old hymn, recently released again, is very comforting. Actually, it has been my song for you. My best wishes continue to be sent.
irene rangen <irenerangen@netscape.net>
tonka bay, mn usa - Friday, May 10, 2002 at 04:58 PM (CDT)

Ellie-Was thinking about you today as I planned what was happening for Mother's Day. Even though your darling AnnaBelle is no longer physically here, she will be with you on Mother's Day. You did more mothering in her short time here on earth than many mothers do in a life time. I'm still in awe of how you handled things. I know that it only could've been done with the Grace of God. Happy Mother's Day!
Jodi Byland <gene@stpaul.gov>
Apple Valley, MN - Thursday, May 09, 2002 at 08:17 AM (CDT)

Mark&Ellie
i hope and pray that you are both doing well and healing through the love of our Lord. i think of you both often. i have a little angel that hangs over my 16 month old daughters crib...its her guardian angel Annabelle:)
God bless you both always. i will keep on praying for you.
love
audrianna <naini@jazzemail.com>
winona, mn - Thursday, May 02, 2002 at 12:49 PM (CDT)

Mark & Ellie,
I want you two to know that Annabelle continues to work her magic. I have told her story & continue to tell her story to anyone & everyone who will listen. It is because of you that I am encouraged and I encourage others to be strong in times of despiration. I hope that your hearts are still healing and I continue to pray for you.
Chris Engman <chrisengman@hotmail.com>
Apple Valley, MN USA - Thursday, May 02, 2002 at 10:43 AM (CDT)

Mark & Ellie-Thinking of you all often this spring season. As new life begins to come forth after winter (was there one?), I think of coming into a better season after going through a rough and dark one (your loss). I hope that the new season will come for you when you are ready.
Jodi Byland <gene@stpaul.gov>
Apple Valley, MN - Thursday, May 02, 2002 at 07:22 AM (CDT)

I just wanted to let you know that I am still thinking about you and maybe I won't post again in Annabelles guest book but you two and that sweet little girl will be with me for the rest of my life. I will never forget this story and I will never forget how it has brought many of us closer to God. I appreciate you more than you could ever know! Thank you and God Bless!
Michelle <Mlee@vetconnect.com>
Eau Claire, WI - Wednesday, May 01, 2002 at 01:42 PM (CDT)

Mark & Ellie,

I first heard of your story from your friend Nicole. She is a wonderful person and a new friend of mine. I just want you to know that I will pray for you and your family everynight. I am sorry for your loss. My husband and I lost our baby in January. God has his reasons but it is still hard. God Bless you and all of your friends. Your daughter is beautiful and she is an Angel.
Melissa Hoernemann <melbybaby@aol.com>
Monticello, MN USA - Monday, April 29, 2002 at 06:17 PM (CDT)

Just wanting you to know that i still think of you daily. There are so many people that Annabelle touched, and they will never forget her. Hope things are getting easier.

maggie smith <maggiesmith27@hotmail.com>
Grand Forks, ND 58201 - Thursday, April 25, 2002 at 04:39 PM (CDT)

Thanks for letting us know that you are surviving all of this. We still pray for you every day. All our love goes out to you both. I still have a card signed by everyone in our choir, that I intended to bring you on Valentine's Day when we were in St. Louis. I don't have a home address for you, though. Would you please, if you can find a minute, e-mail that to me, as I would really like for you all to have it. God will continue to bless you daily. We love you guys!
Al, Lori, and Lily Marsh <cantormarsh@hotmail.com>
Springfield, MO - Wednesday, April 24, 2002 at 02:19 PM (CDT)

Not a day gose by that I dont think of all of you.. I drive in my drive way and I see that beautiful tree that we planted for her and I smile..

Hugs
Wendi
Wendi <wwaltz@mail.dos.state.fl.us>
Tallahassee, Fal - Tuesday, April 23, 2002 at 12:13 PM (CDT)

Mark & Ellie,
I am also still thinking about you. You are still in my prayers and I think about Annabelle often.
Chris Engman <chrisengman@hotmail.com>
Apple Valley, MN USA - Friday, April 19, 2002 at 08:48 AM (CDT)

Mark & Ellie-Still thinking about you both and AnnaBelle!
Jodi <gene@stpaul.gov>
Apple Valley, MN - Friday, April 19, 2002 at 07:16 AM (CDT)

hi Mark & Ellie
wondering how both of you are doing and just a little note to let you know that you and Annabelle are in my heart always
love,
audrianna <naini@jazzemail.com>
- Thursday, April 18, 2002 at 10:44 AM (CDT)

I still check on your web site almost everyday. I ran across this web site and thought of you. Perhaps it's something you would be interested in as a keepsake for Annabelle. http://www.quilts.childrensmemorials.com and also http://www.smilequilts.com.
Cheryl A. Rannow <carannow@uslink.net>
Brainerd, MN United States - Wednesday, April 17, 2002 at 06:36 PM (CDT)

Dear Mark abd Ellie
You continue to be in our thoughts and prayers.Hope as time goes by your hearts are lightened.I still wear my Annabelle pin on my smock at work and as i hear the bell ringing i remember how important it is to stay close to our LOrd.Your courage and strength has done more for me than you can ever possibly know.
Lois <merribbs@uslink.net>
merrifield, mn u,s.a. - Wednesday, April 17, 2002 at 05:33 PM (CDT)

Dear Mark and Ellie ~
You and Annabelle are still ever-present in my thoughts and certainly my prayers. I think of you so often and pray that your hearts are beginning to heal and the heaviness is beginning to lift.
I see my Annabelle pin every morning and it reminds me to continue to stay close to our Father and be so grateful for the gifts he has given all of us. So you see, she truly is living on!
I pray you are taking care of eachother and are being comforted by friends, family and God's love.
All my thoughts and prayers!

Love, Lisa <lisa.kraemer@pca.state.mn.us>
- Wednesday, April 17, 2002 at 03:24 PM (CDT)

Just wanted to let you know that you are both still in my prayers!! I know that God is still holding you tight!
Michelle <Mlee@vetconnect.com>
Eau Claire, WI - Wednesday, April 17, 2002 at 02:16 PM (CDT)

....A bit of irony. I have been tangled up in my own little worries. I have been praying every night for the last three weeks for God to send the Holy Spirit to fill me up - just been feeling way too self centered. Here's the irony - this is the first time I have checked in with your website in a month. The fellowship has brought tears to my eyes, and I am walking in the light again. Thank you for letting God work through you!! BLESSINGS
Taylor <taylort@brainerd.net>
MN - Friday, April 12, 2002 at 09:14 AM (CDT)

God is good all the time and all the time God is good. hang in there...onward christian soldiers..GOD is with you.
you are always in my thoughts and prayers
audrianna <naini@jazzemail.com>
mn - Thursday, April 11, 2002 at 10:17 AM (CDT)

Still thinking about you and praying for you. I thought about you when I read this verse.

Blessed is the man who perseveres under trial, because when he has stood the test, he will receive the crown of life that God has promised to those who love him. James 1:12

There is no doubt in my mind that you'll both receive that crown of life. You've been through so much but yet remain faithful. God Bless You.
Jodi Byland <gene@stpaul.gov>
Apple Valley, MN USA - Thursday, April 11, 2002 at 09:01 AM (CDT)

Mark & Ellie,
I continue to think of you and Annabelle. I hope that your hearts are healing more and more each day. You are still at the top of my list of thoughts every day.
Chris Engman <chrisengman@hotmail.com>
Apple Valley, MN USA - Wednesday, April 10, 2002 at 08:55 AM (CDT)

MARK & ELLIE,
MY NAME IS DAVE SIWEK.MY DAUGHTER MISSY WAS IN THE ROOM NEXT TO ANNABELLE AT CHILDRENS IN MPLS.WE HAVE FOLLOWED YOUR JOURNEY THROUGH THIS WEBSITE DAILY SINCE YOU LEFT FOR ST.LOUIS WITH THE STAFF AT CHILDRENS.
DURING THE DAYS THAT THINGS WEREN'T GOING WELL WITH MISSY YOUR FAITH HELPED US A GREAT DEAL, WITH NOT ONLY STRENGTH TO GO ON BUT TO MAINTAIN OUR OWN FAITH WHEN WE COULD NOT UNDERSTAND WHY THESE THINGS WERE HAPPENING TO US.
WE CONTINUE TO PRAY FOR YOUR FAMILY DAILY.
DAVE,LISA & MISSY SIWEKwww.caringbridge.com/mn/missysiwek <djslbr@hotmail.com>
SHAKOPEE, MN USA - Sunday, April 07, 2002 at 09:31 PM (CDT)

Mark and Ellie, Tom and I were very saddened to hear about Annabelle. We wondered a long time about how she was doing and in trying to find out we found this web site. You may not remember us- but we were there in st. louis with you. Our Noah is doing well for now but we will have many trips to the hospital for his surgeries on his heart. we will think of you and your family often and will remember the faith you and your family had and still has in the time of need. You will be in our prayers. Tom and Tammy Johnson
Thomas and Tammy Johnson <tammytomjohnson@yahoo.com>
springfield, mo greene - Sunday, April 07, 2002 at 01:29 PM (CDT)

Dear Ellie and Mark, We wanted to check the website upon returning from our spring break trip - for you were thought of much during this trip - especially on Easter. This year we celebrated Easter knowing that because of Jesus's great sacrifice and love, sweet Annabelle is with God today and for all eternity. Often, and through the simpliest things, Annabelle - and the two of you - will come to Sam, Jack and Betsy's minds. Upon first arriving to our hotel this past week and viewing the different pools, Betsy said, "Oh look at that little pool, Annabelle would have liked that one." Sam and Jack usually chime in too, and on it goes...this loving remembrance of a baby who touched their hearts and expanded their faith in a real way. We continue to pray for you both daily and send our love in His precious name.....
The Jasper Family <kellyjasper@visi.com>
Edina, MN USA - Saturday, April 06, 2002 at 06:59 PM (CST)

Mark & Ellie,
My eyes swell up with tears when I read all of the entries on this web page! Annabelle lives on in each of our hearts! You two have so much love surrounding you, it is awesome!

Right from the day Annabelle was born she was sent here to do good in this world- she was here to pull people together to believe! As these bad things started happening in New York right after she was born, she was here to give us hope, and helping us to believe in God. What an Angel!!

I truely hope you two are healing, and doing somewhat better. I am sure it must be hard to come on to the website and write, but, it was good to hear from you. Know that you will continue to be in our thoughts and prayers.

Kari Kraemer <neilandkari@msn.com>
- Friday, April 05, 2002 at 09:28 PM (CST)

Hi Mark & Ellie, You continue to be in my thoughts and prayers. I also appreciate the updates, and so admire your faith, courage and communication .
Irene Rangen <irenerangen@netscape.net>
Tonka Bay, mn usa - Wednesday, April 03, 2002 at 05:30 PM (CST)

I was so happy to see an update as were so many others. you are amazing people and you have spread your faith to so many. Annabelle touched so many and she still is, thank you for the update and I hope things get easier as time goes by. thoughts and prayers.
Maggie <maggiesmith27@hotmail.com>
Grand Forks, ND USA - Wednesday, April 03, 2002 at 04:55 PM (CST)

I am so happy to see a new update!!! Thank you! And I am sure that alot of people check this site every single day..we just don't write each and every time! :)
God Bless You!
Michelle <Mlee@vetconnect.com>
Eau Claire, WI - Wednesday, April 03, 2002 at 08:58 AM (CST)

Mark & Ellie
Praise be to God.
it is wonderful to know that you continue to witness the love of God. you two are truly a blessing and so is our precious angel Annabelle. i lost a friend of mine couple days ago. she was 21 and left behind a 7 month old son. i was sad for her son and for her family. i thought about you and was able to find some comfort in knowing that we are all visitors in this world.we too, will come to pass.
God bless you both and may he continue to sustain you with his love and care.
love and prayers
audrianna <naini@jazzemail.com>
mn - Wednesday, April 03, 2002 at 08:40 AM (CST)

Mark & Ellie, don't be suprised that people still check the website, I check it everyday when I check on Kyler just to see if you have put anything on there about how you two are doing, I still think of Annabelle everyday and everytime I see a rainbow, even if it is a photo or a statue with one, I will always remember her as will everyone else, she touched so many. Maryah had her pacemaker check up with Dr. Singh yesterday and we spoke of Annabelle and how sad we were for you and how sudden it all happened, he too is sad for you, but we also know that she is without pain and is in good hands and someday we will all meet her in heaven! God Bless you both and may you continue to heal and love.
Kay Cadotte & Maryah <dinoandkay@centurytel.net>
Hurley, Wi USA~~God Bless! - Wednesday, April 03, 2002 at 07:39 AM (CST)

Ellie and Mark,
Thank you for the update! I still think and pray often for you. I know the Lord will continue to heal your broken hearts and bring you comfort. As christians, Easter has always been a wonderful day, but I am sure that now Annabelle has received her place in heaven, you are truly rejoicing in this time. Knowing she is with Jesus, must bring you lots of peace. Take care of each other and may God bless you both.
Lana <lana@emily.net>
Deerwood, Mn - Wednesday, April 03, 2002 at 07:04 AM (CST)

Mark & Ellie-Nice to read your update. Glad to hear that you had a meaningful Easter. More often than not, people forget what the true meaning of Easter is. Thankyou for sharing with us.
Jodi Byland <gene@stpaul.gov>
Apple Valley, MN - Wednesday, April 03, 2002 at 06:41 AM (CST)

Mark and Ellie,
I just happened to check the site today. He is Risen! When one of my 2nd grade students found out that Annabelle passed away, her face showed sadness and she said "I am sad that Annabelle is not here anymore, but her parents must really be sad" and a tear rolled down her face. For a 7 year old to think about that really amazed me. God truly has a way of touching and healing. We are still praying for you.
Sara <gracie7542@aol.com>
St. Louis, MO - Tuesday, April 02, 2002 at 09:48 PM (CST)

Dear Mark & Ellie,
Thank you so much for the update! It's wonderful to know that you two are doing well. I hope that your hearts continue to heal. You are both amazing people and Annabelle is extremely lucky to have had you for her parents. I'm sure that she is smiling down upon you. My thoughts & prayers continue to be with you.
Chris Engman <chrisengman@hotmail.com>
Apple Valley, MN USA - Tuesday, April 02, 2002 at 04:39 PM (CST)

Dear Mark and Ellie,
I still think about little Annabelle every day and wonder how the two of you are holding up. I will continue to keep you in my thoughts and prayers.
Loving Mother <Loving@Mother.com>
- Sunday, March 31, 2002 at 08:33 PM (CST)

May you and your family rejoice in the Lord this Easter season. May he give you the support and strength you need today and in the future. We pray for you always.
Darlene Yarrington <yardm@hotmail.com>
Eau Claire, WI - Sunday, March 31, 2002 at 12:13 PM (CST)

Mark and Ellie,
Annabelle was in my thoughts and prayers today. I received a recipe called "Easter Resurrection Cookie" from my son's Catholic school. I shared it with my two boys and they were thrilled in how Jesus gave up his life because he loved us and forgave our sins. I was thinking of you both and Annabelle as I was mixing the white fluff that represents the purity in God's eyes of these who sins have been cleansed by Jesus. I know it hurts so bad that you no longer have Annabelle here in this world but she is always with you in spirit. God bless you both and I wish you a joyous Easter!
Carolyn <manderfeld@charter.net>
Northfield, MN - Saturday, March 30, 2002 at 07:48 PM (CST)

You and your families are in my thoughts and prayers during this Easter holiday.
Cheri <hoheisel69@aol.com>
- Saturday, March 30, 2002 at 10:47 AM (CST)

Mark & Ellie-God's blessings, strength and love this Easter season!
Jodi Byland <gene@stpaul.gov>
Apple Valley, MN - Saturday, March 30, 2002 at 07:58 AM (CST)

Mark and Ellie,
I am praying for God's comfort and peace to surround you. I pray that you have a blessed Easter and enjoy your families.
I think of you often.

All my love,

Nikki Watland <jdrnlw@brainerd.net>
- Friday, March 29, 2002 at 03:57 PM (CST)

Dear Mark & Ellie,
I will be thinking about you and praying for you on this holiday weekend. I hope that one day you will be able to share a piece of your strength with us again.
Chris Engman <chrisengman@hotmail.com>
Apple Valley, MN USA - Friday, March 29, 2002 at 08:00 AM (CST)

Hi Mark and Ellie, Just wanted to let you know that we are still praying for you and Mark and think of you often. I love you.
Grace and Peace to you both,
Lia
Lia Pearl. <mlpearl1@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, March 28, 2002 at 08:30 PM (CST)

Dear Mark and Ellie,
We love you and we pray for you. We know that it still hurts so much and we hope that God's blessings will comfort you and give you strength.

All our love,
Nicole and Travis Mills <nancynicole@scicable.net>
East Gull Lake, mn - Thursday, March 28, 2002 at 01:08 PM (CST)

Dear Mark and Ellie ~
My thoughts and love continue to surround you.
I pray you both continue to feel the love and support of family, friends and the Lord.
It's my wish that you are able to be with family and enjoy the celebration of Easter! I'll be saying extra prayers for you and Annabelle on that special day.
Take good care of eachother! :)
Love, Lisa <lisa.kraemer@pca.state.mn.us>
- Thursday, March 28, 2002 at 11:46 AM (CST)

Mark and Ellie~~I am still thinking and praying for you! I hope to also hear from you someday. I just want to know that you are doing better. So many people still check everyday!

Michelle <Mlee@vetconnect.com>
Eau Claire, WI - Wednesday, March 27, 2002 at 10:35 AM (CST)

Mark & Ellie
i am still thinking of you and praying for the peace of God which passes all understanding.i look forward to hearing from you sometime.....just to let us know that the good Lord continues to be faithful to you.
love and prayers
audrianna <naini@jazzemail.com>
winona, mn - Wednesday, March 27, 2002 at 08:44 AM (CST)

Mark & Ellie-Like a few others, I'm still checking the site daily. Like Chris from Apple Valley, I think about you often wondering how things are going.
Jodi Byland <gene@stpaul.gov>
Apple Valley, MN - Tuesday, March 26, 2002 at 07:58 PM (CST)

Mark and Ellie,

You continue to be in our thoughts and prayers! We think of you daily.
Heather <grell@cwpower.com>
Brainerd, - Tuesday, March 26, 2002 at 11:39 AM (CST)

Just wanted you to know that I still check the web site daily and that I'm thinking about your family.
Chris Engman <chrisengman@hotmail.com>
Apple Valley, MN USA - Monday, March 25, 2002 at 04:25 PM (CST)

i haven't checked the website in a while, but think of you daily. it was so good to see that people are still writing, Annabelle touched so many lives, and brought so many people together. i can't tell you what an inspiration you are. hope all is well, i think about you and pray for you often.
Maggie Smith <maggiesmith27@hotmail.com>
Grand Forks, ND USA - Thursday, March 21, 2002 at 01:16 PM (CST)

It's been a month now since AnnaBelle went to be with The Lord. I'm still praying and checking the site every morning. God bless you all.
Jodi Byland <gene@stpaul.gov>
Apple Valley, MN - Thursday, March 21, 2002 at 07:49 AM (CST)

Hi Ellie and Mark
I hope you guys are doing ok. You are still in my prayers and in my thoughts. Just know that you have a lot of people still praying for you at my school. Love you all lots!

Alycia Petrie <DeLISHious07@cs.com>
Minnetonka, mn USA! - Wednesday, March 20, 2002 at 04:38 PM (CST)

hi Mark and Ellie
i lifted this off of a website. its from a mom grieving her little girl. hope you find some kind of comfort
love

She became our little angel,
the day that she was born.
She's in a better place now,
so we shouldn't be so torn.

We're all going to miss her,
because we love her like crazy
Sweet soft and gentle,
just as pretty as a daisy.

She's like a beautiful spring flower,
grown in the month of may.
She's our little guardian angel,
who watches us all day.

Whenever we need help,
and when we are in trouble,
she'll come down in her wings and halo,
looking oh so loveable.

Right now she's having fun,

One day we will be with her,
untill then she'll wait high in the clouds.

In our hearts forever,
she will will remain so true.

audrianna <naini@jazzemail.com>
winona, mn - Wednesday, March 20, 2002 at 11:48 AM (CST)

still thinking and praying for you always. i hope and pray that by the grace of God you are doing ok. Always remember that HIM WHO IS ABLE TO DO...IMMEASUREBLY MORE, THAN ALL WE ASK OR IMAGINE, ACCORDING TO HIS POWERS...IS AT WORK WITHIN US. i have been going through some trying times with school and family life but somehow i always feel better after visiting with annabelle via this site.
God bless always
love,
audrianna <naini@jazzemail.com>
winona, mn - Wednesday, March 20, 2002 at 11:14 AM (CST)

Mark & Ellie,

I continue to pray for you daily. I pray for God's peace and comfort to surround you.

All my love,

Nikki
Nikki Watland <jdrnlw@brainerd.net>
- Monday, March 18, 2002 at 10:38 AM (CST)

This message is for Chris Engman, I have some extra Annabelle pins if you would like a few, if you would send me your address, I would be happy to send you some. You can email me at the address below. I hope to hear from you. This is such a beautiful message...
Amy Bueckers <abueckers@yahoo.com>
Maple Grove, MN - Sunday, March 17, 2002 at 08:42 PM (CST)

Mark & Ellie,
I am still praying for you. I was wondering if it is still possible to get Annabelle pins. If so, who could I contact? Thank you for showing me how to believe and trust in God, even when it hurts.

Chris Engman <chrisengman@hotmail.com>
Apple Valley, MN USA - Friday, March 15, 2002 at 08:46 AM (CST)

Mark & Ellie

You're both such an inspiration, even through hard times. God gave you the strength to get through AnnaBelle's challenges and he'll give you the strength to make it through the valley you are walking through now. God bless. Still thinking about and praying for you.
Jodi Byland <gene@stpaul.gov>
Apple Valley, MN - Friday, March 15, 2002 at 06:57 AM (CST)

Tonite I thought I would just check back...so very good to see that people are still sharing and caring!!! What a beautiful tribute to your sweet Annabelle....it was so great to see the loving support of so many people...sometimes in this troubled world it is easy to feel alone in the pursuit of goodness, but God's love was alive and well at this website...What beautiful Christian parents of Annabelle....what a lucky little baby!!! I'd like to share this peom I wrote for our SIDS memorial service (held annually at the Arboretum each Fall) ...."I held a precious child like you once before...I kissed a soft cheek like your. I sang lullabies to a child like you once before; I tickled ten ittle toes like yours. I smiled at a beautiful pudgy face..once before. I gazed into happy eyes like yours. I love and cherished a baby like you..once beore; and now, I still have laughter and joy; I still have hopes and dreams; I still have fears and tears, but most importantly, I still have love and the gentle memories. Know you are still in my thoughts and prayers....Annabelle would want to see you smile again....!!!
Sharon May <sharonamay@hotmail.com>
Chaska, MN Carver - Thursday, March 14, 2002 at 07:32 PM (CST)

Dear Mark and Ellie,
I wonder if you're even checking the site anymore. Somehow I'll bet you are. It must help knowing we are still thinking of you and praying for you both. Annabelle had a huge impact on so many of God's people that it doesn't stop just because you don't have information for us in an update. We genuinely care about both of you. Losing a child is like nothing you'll ever experience in your entire life. It shows us how God felt when Jesus was sent to His death but, like Jesus, Annabelle has risen and is at God's feet just awaiting your arrival when your time on Earth is through. Please know you are loved and prayed for daily. I still wear Annabelles pin because now it reminds me to pray for both of you when I hear the bell. It takes time to grieve and heal and the timetable is different for everyone. The process is different for everyone. You and Mark may be feeling the same one day and totally different the next. I hope you're smiling once in a while. She's watching from above and loving you both. She wants the healing to take place and not too many tears. Some are okay but not constantly with no happiness intermingled.
I hope you're finding a place to reach out for help and encouragement. Whether it be a support group or at church. Many are still praying on a daily basis, I'm sure. Just know you are both loved and I thank you for all the love an commitment you showed to us during Annabelles illness by keeping us updated so incredibly well. Now it's our turn to show you the same commitment by holding you both up in prayer every day.
Julie <jsmith@brainerd.net>
Nisswa, - Thursday, March 14, 2002 at 12:27 PM (CST)

Today as I sat at my computer I recalled the story of Annabelle. I had been to her website several times while she was in the hospital� referred there by a prayer request from someone list I am on. I had not been to her site in a while and had not learned of her death. So today as I sit here� she for some unknown reason popped into my head and I felt the need to check her web-site. I am sooo sorry for your loss. Although no one put a parent who has lost a child can know how you feel. And maybe that is not even correct because even though other parents have lost children� they have not lost Annabelle. Only you have done that so your pain and grief are unique.

I have not lost a child but I have lost both a brother and a niece to CHD. I have seen first hand what true grief is� I am also part of an on-line group of people� mostly parents who have lost loved ones to CHD. I would like to invite you to join. They are truly and wonderful group and many have gone through very similar loses.

GreivingHearts-subcribe@yahoogroups.com

Or visit the web site at http://groups.yahoo.com/group/GrievingHearts

Many Condolences and may you find peace in the fact that Annabelle awaits you in heaven.

Much Love,

Paula Griffith <PRRRR@prodigy.net>
Lawton, OK - Wednesday, March 13, 2002 at 04:50 PM (CST)

Loschko family,
Our family is still praying for your extended family every day. I check your web page every day. God bless you.
Darlene Yarrington <yardm@hotmail.com>
Eau Claire, WI - Wednesday, March 13, 2002 at 11:57 AM (CST)

Still thinking about you. I hope that you are both doing better and holding each other to get through this tough time.
Michelle <Mlee@vetconnect.com>
Eau Claire, WI - Tuesday, March 12, 2002 at 09:39 AM (CST)

Mark & Ellie,
I still check the website first thing every morning. I am hoping to see an update as well. Yesterday was a day of reflection and I am still amazed at the effect Annabelle has had on my life. I think about her everyday. I hope you are doing OK.
God Bless You.

Chris Engman
Apple Valley, MN USA - Tuesday, March 12, 2002 at 09:00 AM (CST)

Hope you are both doing well. God will continue to bless, that I am sure of! Please update us on how you are doing...
A mom
Brainerd, MN USA - Monday, March 11, 2002 at 08:59 PM (CST)

Mark and Ellie,
I too look forward to seeing you update the website and let us know how you are doing. As so many others do, I still check in every day and pray that you are doing ok, and resting in God's love and comfort for you.
Lana
Deerwood, Mn USA - Monday, March 11, 2002 at 07:56 PM (CST)

Dear Mark and Ellie,
I still think of Annabelle every single day and check this website every single day. I hope that you are doing ok. Please remember that your little angel touched many, many lives and will live forever in our memories.
A Loving Mother
MN USA - Monday, March 11, 2002 at 12:38 PM (CST)

hi mark and ellie
im not sure whether or not you are still checking the site but i just wanna let you know that i think of you all often, and look forward to an entry from you letting us know you are doing fine. i miss annabelle always and i thank God immensely for her life.
God bless you mightily
xoxo,
audrianna
winona, mn - Monday, March 11, 2002 at 11:49 AM (CST)

We are still checking daily and thinking of you. You continue to inspire us! Annabelle has done an incredible job without even being aware of how many lives she(you all) touched! Thank you for taking so many on your journey and please know you have forever changed many peoples lives. We will continue to check daily and pray for your emotional health through this difficult time. God Bless! (XXHUGSXX)
a touched heart
USA - Monday, March 11, 2002 at 11:26 AM (CST)

Mark and Ellie, I continue to think about you often and hope you are doing well. I check the site hoping of an update of how you are. still praying God is comforting you
A mom
MN - Monday, March 11, 2002 at 08:52 AM (CST)

Still thinking about you and praying for you. Although I never got to physically meet AnnaBelle, I miss her! Think about her often.
Jodi Byland
Apple Valley, MN - Monday, March 11, 2002 at 07:38 AM (CST)

Dear mark and Ellie, I just wanted you to know that your cousin is always thinking of you and hope that you are both doing ok. Love to you both, Kirsten
Kirsten Jura <kirsten784@msn.com>
winnetka, il usa - Saturday, March 09, 2002 at 08:44 AM (CST)

Just wanted you to know that we're still thinking of you and praying for you. The blessings of Annabelle's life are still blooming, as the lessons she taught us provide comfort, peace, and joy in the loss of loved ones.
Steve, Stephany, Haleigh, Hannah, and Gabriel Hanson <steambrothers@brainerd.net>
East Gull Lake, MN USA - Friday, March 08, 2002 at 01:27 PM (CST)

Dear Mark & Ellie,
I still check the web site everyday. I've noticed that the guestbook entries have subsided. However, I also noticed that people are still checking. There have been over 82,500 visitors. I think it's wonderful that people are still visiting. Annabelle has become a big part of a lot of peoples lives and I think that is remarkable! Although we don't write everyday, know that there are a lot of people thinking about you & your family.
Gods Speed.
Chris Engman
Chris Engman <chrisengman@hotmail.com>
Apple Valley, MN USA - Friday, March 08, 2002 at 08:18 AM (CST)

I am so very sorry to hear about Annabelle's passing. My father had a heart ransplant Thanksgiving Day of 2000. I believe that both my parents are looking over Annabelle in heaven. I also have a son with 4 heart defects. Words can not express my sympathy. May you find peace somehow. God be with you.
Lisa Watermolen <lwatermolen@cs.com>
Green Bay, Wi Brown - Wednesday, March 06, 2002 at 04:35 PM (CST)

I am so sorry to hear about the loss of your Beloved Annabelle. I have emailed you a couple of times to offer support, I have a little one that also had a Heart Transplant. I wish Annabelle Eternal Peace, and you her parents Eternal Rememberance of Annabelle. Andrea
Andrea Helwig <Helwigp674@aol.com>
Watertown, SD USA - Wednesday, March 06, 2002 at 12:01 PM (CST)

Dear Mark and Ellie,
I hope you liked the food that we brought over a while ago! Mark I hope you liked the shirt that Grace brought to you from Mexico! Always thinking about you!!!
Love You Neighbor,
Annie Heidmann
Annie Heidmann <superstar678@hotmail.com>
Nisswa, MN USA - Monday, March 04, 2002 at 01:17 PM (CST)

Dear Mark & Ellie-

Still thinking of you and praying for you and AnnaBelle.

Jodi Byland
Apple Valley, MN - Monday, March 04, 2002 at 09:12 AM (CST)

Dear Mark and Ellie;
We are sorry to hear Anabelle had to leave you. I hope that her being in God's arms will help ease some of the pain you are going through. Your faith in God is so strong and has been an inspiration to us. We will continue to pray for you at this difficult time.

anjali <shahanjali@yahoo.com>
anand, Gujarat India - Sunday, March 03, 2002 at 11:41 PM (CST)

Dear Mark & Ellie,
I'm not sure if you are still reading the journal entries, but I want you to know that I still think of you and Annabelle often.

Chris Engman <chrisengman@hotmail.com>
Apple Valley, MN USA - Sunday, March 03, 2002 at 11:36 AM (CST)

Dearest Mark and Ellie,
I was sending some emails this morning and I started thinking about you, so decided to go to the website and check in. :-)
Everybodies entries are so encouraging and comforting - both of you continue to be an inspiration to me and Annabelle owns a special corner of my heart and ALWAYS will. Thank you! for all you have done, all you have shared and for all that God has planned for you to share in the future. You truly are a blessing to many!!!
Can hardly wait to see you again - I love you both
Sue Kuhn xoxoxox

Brainerd, MN - Saturday, March 02, 2002 at 10:43 AM (CST)

Mark & Ellie,

I continue to think of you and pray for you often. I can't imagine what you are going through but please know that you are in my thoughts and prayers.
Heather Grell <grell@cwpower.com>
- Friday, March 01, 2002 at 10:13 PM (CST)

There are stars whose radiance is visible on earth though they have long been extinct. There are people whose brilliance coninues to light the world though they are no longer among the living. These lights are particularly bright when the night is dark. ....I read this and thought of Annabelle. I wish I could express how much of an impact Annabelles life and your faith has had in my life. I continue to praise God for leading me to your website, it has changed my life in many ways. Thank you Mark and Ellie for sharing your faith filled journey with us..God's grace is definately with you. I continue to pray that you feel God's loving arms around you and know that His loving arms are around baby Annabelle. God Bless You!!
<chelex@brainerd.net>
Baxter, MN - Friday, March 01, 2002 at 10:25 AM (CST)

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