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With Much Love,

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Happy 6th Birthday ^i^Addison^i^

Thinking of you on your Angel's Birthday.

HAPPY EASTER LOVE WWW.POSTPALS.CO.UK

Remembering your Angel Addison and sending prayers for a Blessed holiday season. We're keeping you in our prayers.

Thinking of you this Christmas,

Love

Viks

Just a short hello from me,



Viks

Just stopping by to let you know my thoughts and prayers are with you. God bless and *warm hugs* ><>†<><



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Love Viks From Post Pals and Bears Who Care

Just stopping by to let you know my thoughts and prayers are with you. God bless and *warm hugs* ><>†<><



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Thinking of you lots, love from Poppy and everybody at postpals. xxxxxx

Im sending all my love to you all,

Love

Viks

Hello, just dropping by to send a hug to you









Love Viks on behalf of everyone at Post Pals

Deb,
Just wanted to come by and wish you a very HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY.. I know it will be bittersweet without your precious Addison...but I hope you are able to enjoy most of it. You deserve this very special day!! Addison is celebrating for you in Heaven! Ashley and Austin, don't forget to spoil mommy rotten :) Thinking of all of you..



~*~*Girlie's Page*~*~

Love always,
XOXOXOXOXO

Dave, Deb, Ashley & Austin,
Just here to let you know you are all in my thoughts always... keep hanging in there!

~*~*Girlie's Page*~*~



Love & prayers,
XOXOXOXOXOXO

Thinking of you this Easter, Love everyone at Post Pals

Addison

Happy Heavenly Birthday, sweetheart! Not a day goes by when you're not thought of. Your family are always in my thoughts and prayers.

Sending lots and lots of BIG hugs and MUCH love your way!!!

~*~*~*Miss Samantha*~*~*~

im sure you must get bored of hearing it, and i wish i could find something more orginal to say, but i AM thinking of you,






Love viks from BWC and Post Pals

This poem was sent to me by my friend Debbie, Lakota's mom. I hope it touches your heart as it did mine:

I've seen you almost fall apart,
When you could barely stand.
I asked the Lord to comfort you,
And watched him take your hand.
He told me you are in more pain,
Then I could ever be.
He wiped his eyes and swallowed hard,
Then gave your hand to me.
Although you may not feel my touch,
Or see me by your side.
I've whispered that I love you,
While I wiped each tear you cried.
So please try not to ache for me,
We'll meet again one day,
Beyond the dark and stormy sky,
A Rainbow lights the way

Thinking of you with love and hugs,
I am both saddened and honored to remember your angel Addison on my heroes page.
Judy

 

Judy Crawford <tnderheart@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, February 26, 2004 6:25 AM CST

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Deb & family, Thought I would drop you a note today. You always close at heart. Please take care and know that you and your family are always in prayers.
Lauren Volz
- Wednesday, February 25, 2004 7:11 AM CST

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Thank you for your entries. This is such a hard time and you still find time to update. What a gift you are to your mom and your children. All of this must be so hard. I can't imagine. I think of you and your family and pray for you all. And you're right, God is good!
Jean Murray
- Tuesday, February 24, 2004 3:30 PM CST

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Thank you for your entries. This is such a hard time and you still find time to update. What a gift you are to your mom and your children. All of this must be so hard. I can't imagine. I think of you and your family and pray for you all. And you're right, God is good!
Jean M
- Tuesday, February 24, 2004 3:29 PM CST

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Deb and family, Please accept my deepest sympathies for your loss of Addison last year. I remember your mom from when we were little girls at Jefferson, and she was just so glamorous. I will always remember her that way. My family and I will keep you all in our prayers.
Kirsten Pasch Derynioski <derynioski@hotmail.com>
Clarksville, TN - Tuesday, February 24, 2004 8:28 AM CST

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Hi Guys, I no this is a very hard time for you, and I can only wonder how hard this could be for you all, but I want you to no that our prayers are with you and your family. I really miss you guys soooo much and it was so much fun playing with you Ashely and Austin in the summer. You are truly on of the best friends that I have. Well I just thought I would stop and say hi, Talk to you latter

Zane Frick
Zane Frick <zane_1_pro@hotmail.com, www.caringbridge.org/nd/reesefrick>
Watford City, ND - Monday, February 23, 2004 8:11 PM CST

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thinking of you and keeping you and your family in my prayers.
Bobbi jo <bvonalman@yahoo.com>
- Monday, February 23, 2004 5:50 PM CST

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Deb I'm so sorry about your mom. Hopefully she will pass peacefully into gods arms. She is very lucky she will get to see Addison, and hold him until your reunited with both of them. Bod bless you

sally
caringbridge.org/ca/nikicamarena
sally torres <sally_torres@lusknet.com>
anaheim, ca - Monday, February 23, 2004 3:27 PM CST

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I also just wanted you to know that I saw Addison's sweet face on the RMH holder. I was so proud that I could tell my friend that I was with the story of Addison. As I told him, he kept putting change in. My heart felt warm. I continue to pray for you and yours.
Gina Falcon <ginafalc@hotmail.com>
Albany, MN USA - Monday, February 23, 2004 1:57 PM CST

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Hi,I just wanted to let you know I saw Addison's picture for the RMH .I get a cup of coffee to go at McDonalds whenever I work. I put my change in and there was that sweet face,it made me cry and smile at the same time. I think of you all often. Vicki
Vicki J <vlj322@mn.rr.com>
- Monday, February 23, 2004 1:19 PM CST

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Man, I wish there was something I could do to make this all better for all of you......
Kim Langgaard <lang5@netins.net>
Guthrie Center, IA - Monday, February 23, 2004 12:21 AM CST

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Austin's comment about ear cancer just about brought a tear to my eye. Those precious little souls are so innocent and I feel so bad they have to go through these experiences. Hopefully something good will come out of all this. I am praying for your mom, your kids and you! Take Care. See you soon.
Janette
Hibbing, - Monday, February 23, 2004 8:17 AM CST

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I still check in on your family and am keeping you all, and especially your Mom, in my prayers. Your beautiful son touched my life in many ways. What a great Mom and daughter you are.
Kristen Brannock <kristenb@rfsnc.org>
Raleigh, NC - Monday, February 23, 2004 7:34 AM CST

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Hi Family,
We just got back from St.Cloud seeing Andy at a track meet. He said that he went to go put his change in the Ronald McDonald house box and there was little Addison's picture smiling back at him. He said it made him sad but also great to see Addison is still remembered. I don't know the loss you are feeling for your son but please know that he is thought of often and was loved so very much by us. He will be remembered. You are an angel here on Earth.
Love to all,
Karen
Karen Warmuth <jkwarmuth@aol.com>
Nashwauk, MN - Sunday, February 22, 2004 4:39 PM CST

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Hi Deb,
Just stopping in to let you know you are in my thoughs always.My prayers are with your mom as well as all of you.
Many hugs dear friend,
Lynn <candlys@aol.com>
www.caringbridge.com/pa/jessiespage, PA - Sunday, February 22, 2004 3:03 PM CST

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Dear Deb: I know I sound like a broken record when every time I write I say "We miss you so much" but it has to be said. I cherish our time together at the RM House. You are such a strong person and I don't know how you get through each day but what a blessing to your mom you are! Poor Austin, I am so glad the doctor was able to put his fears to rest. Please give him and Ashley a hug from me and know that I am keeping all of you in my prayers.
Donna <ldvolz@msn.com>
Earlham, IA - Sunday, February 22, 2004 1:32 PM CST

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Deb, My heart breaks for you that you have to keep going through this. I don't know how you keep going some days. You are such a strong woman. I pray your mother will go soon so she doesn't have to experience more pain. I know AJ awaits her arrival with news of how much you all love him and how much you miss him. I am sure your mom anxiously awaits the moment she will first see him in their new home. I know that has to be consoling to you all to know they will be there together. I check on you regularly and think of you often.
Valerie Price mom to Wilm's angel Andrew 11-24-01 <valerie_price@hotmail.com www.caringbridge.com/tx/aprice>
- Sunday, February 22, 2004 10:47 AM CST

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Deb I am sorry your mom is having a hard time My thoughts go out to you and your intire family...I think of AJ often and my working memories their on 5B.
Jill Cramer <swimfan21@budweiser.com>
Minneapolis, Mn - Saturday, February 21, 2004 11:12 PM CST

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Hi, this is my first visit to your page. We will pray for your family! Rest in the Loving arms of Jesus!
www.caringbridge.org/tx/gregk
Mim <mim@advantexmail.net>
TX USA - Saturday, February 21, 2004 10:30 PM CST

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Oh Deb~ I am so sorry you and your family are going through all of this again. Poor Austin must have been so scared thinking he could have Cancer too. I'm glad the Dr. helped you out with that one. I think of you often~ I can't wait until I see a picture of AJ on the Ronals McDonald House boxes!
Love,
jennifer
Jennifer Restemayer www.caringbridge.org/nd/allison <jennmarie@bis.midco.net >
Bismarck, ND Usa - Saturday, February 21, 2004 9:25 PM CST

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Hi Deb, Thinking of you guys, I so wish you were not going through this again. You are so amazing. I will pray for what you want.

www.caringbridge.org/mn/dustin
Kris, Angel Dustin's Mom <buser_lady@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, February 21, 2004 9:07 PM CST

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Hi Deb,
I'm sorry to hear about your mom, I can't even imagine how you are feeling. I'm always thinking about you and AJ, he was wonderful and we miss him dearly up on the floor. Keep on keeping on.
Love,
The tree huggin' hippie
Laura www.caringbridge.com/page/laurajahnke <crzychk6@aol.com>
Chanhassen, MN 55317 - Saturday, February 21, 2004 1:58 PM CST

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I check on you daily and think of you often. Your entry today hit me hard. I am so sorry you are all having to go through this.
Jane Trimper <jatrimper@cms.maisd.com>
Stanton, MI - Saturday, February 21, 2004 11:11 AM CST

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I am so very sorry for all this pain you are having to endure. Life can be so hard and cruel. Please know that you are in my thoughts and prayers. And, please don't hesitate to let me know if I can help you in any other way. Blessings to you in Christ!
Khalita My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Saturday, February 21, 2004 10:06 AM CST

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Dear Deb and Family, Just a note to let you know we continue to check on you daily through AJ's website, and pray for you always. May God continue to give you peace and love, and especially comfort to your Mom.
With love, Don & Janice
Janice Larson <don_and_jan@hotmail.com>
Moose Lake, MN - Saturday, February 21, 2004 5:45 AM CST

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Dear Deb,Just checking in to see how you are doing.Thank you for all the support you have given my family.We are praying for you daily.Love from Chicago..Mighty-Max's Granny
Judie Sweeney <judithsween@aol.com>
Chicago, IL USA - Friday, February 20, 2004 11:46 PM CST

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Hi Deb,
Thinking about you alot and keeping you and your family in my prayers. Take Care
Bobbi jo <bvonalman@yahoo.com>
- Friday, February 20, 2004 8:25 PM CST

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My thoughts and prayers are with your mom and family.
Jennifer Moore <Jenm444@yahoo.com>
Narberth, PA - Wednesday, February 18, 2004 3:22 PM CST

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I felt an angel's touch today,
in the midst of my despair.
Twas sent by God, Himself, to say,
"be still and know I'm there."

To lead through days of darkness,
and light your way with love.
Be still and know, deep in your heart,
I'm reigning from above.

I'll lift you when you stumble,
I'm with you all the time.
I understand and share your pain;
remember child of mine,

The end is coming quickly;
the Lord shall soon appear.
To resurrect the righteous ones,
I love and hold so dear.

And bring them home, into a place,
where broken hearts are healed.
And promises I made to you,
will finally be fulfilled.

This life is but a spot in time,
a place for lessons learned.
Heaven holds the key to all,
your broken spirit yearns.

I sent an angel down today,
to show my words are true.
You're never far, beyond the arms,
of all God's love for you

I wrote this poem shortly after I lost my Jennifer. I want you to know I am thinking of you with love, and pray you feel the touch of an angel today!
Love and prayers,
Judy


Click on the angel to visit my web site: Catch An Angel

Judy <tnderheart@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, February 18, 2004 2:34 PM CST

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Hi Deb. Just checking in to see how you are doing. Hang in there! From the sounds of it, you sound like you are doing much better. I am so glad. You are going through the hardest thing a parent can, and have even more with your mom being sick. You are a much stronger woman than you think. I think you are even stronger than me. It's been almost 3 years for me and for some reason, the past couple of weeks have been extremely hard. I cry almost every time I think of him. All we can do is be strong, huh? You're in my thoughts and prayers girl! Karen
Karen Riebe <Klriebe@comcast.net>
Oak Grove, MN USA - Wednesday, February 18, 2004 7:15 AM CST

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Just stopping by to check on you and let you know you are in my heart and prayers. If I can help please know I am just a click away.
Love and hugs
Judy
 
Click on the angel to visit my web site:  Catch An Angel

Judy <tnderheart@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, February 17, 2004 2:31 PM CST

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Hey there guys! It is good to hear that the people in the Gilbert Schools get great treats like chocolate suckers! How is the little dog? Hopefully not eating carmel rolls out of the garbage like mine! Get those sleds ready for some sliding! It is bound to be warm enough before all the snow melts! Have a great week!!
Ross
Duluth, - Monday, February 16, 2004 7:35 PM CST

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Hi Deb.
Justin made me think of you and Addison today. He was running around pretending to be Batman, when he came up to me and said "Hey Mom! I'm Batman so that makes you "Bat-MOM"." Of course I laughed but I also thought that no, I think that honor goes to you.
I hope you are having a good week. We are adjusting back to the cold after our week in Florida. The kids loved Disney World - I think that has to be about the most perfect place for kids to visit. It was so nice and clean, and everyone there is so friendly. It really held up to it's motto of being "the happiest place on earth". We can't wait to go back.
I will be thinking of your mom this week and praying for her. For Ashley and Austin too, and as always, you and Dave.
Chris Myrah <chrismyrah@frontiernet.net>
Rosemount, MN USA - Monday, February 16, 2004 5:04 PM CST

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Hi Deb, I think of you often and keep you and your family in my prayers. The boys wanted me to tell you to tell Ashley and Austin hi from them. Take care.
Marna <marnafrick@yahoo.com www.caringbridge.org/nd/reesefrick>
Watford City, ND - Sunday, February 15, 2004 6:19 PM CST

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Hi Deb, I stopped by to see how you are doing. I to wish we could go back and be with our angel. Just one more hug and kiss!! Mandy was in having her bone marrow transplant last Valentines day. How our lifes have changed. I will continue to pray for your family as we all continue this next journey. God Bless.
Shannon Gatewood (www.caringbridge.org/mn/mandy) <jsgatewood@yahoo.com>
Princeton, MN - Sunday, February 15, 2004 3:47 PM CST

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Hey,
You have no idea who I am, I'm sure, however I am a good friend of the Kieners and a long time ago I heard of your son, Addison and family. I look at it almost everyday and pray for all the kids and families that have or are going through this terrible disease. I pray that you continue to live and love everything around you, and still hold a very special place in your heart for your sweet little boy, Addison. God Bless You and to all the families who suffer so much!
Take Care,
Angela Kinney
Angela Kinney <bballizbestezt14@aol.com>
Urbandale, IA USA - Sunday, February 15, 2004 1:57 PM CST

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We'll I thought I'd just say hello there kiddo. Sounds like things are going alright. Deb we think of you everyday and wonder how your doing. I'm sure your angel filled your heart yesterday as our's did. would be nice to visit with them some day and find out what they have all been up to. I'm sure we would'nt even be able to comprehend it all. just keep taking the days one at a time and comfort will eventully come, but we will never forget or quit loving them. Well tell everyone we say Hi and take care of yourself.We will continue to pray for all of you. Your friends The Osterbur's
Kenneth Osterbur <ktjcak@gwtc.net>
wood, sd - Sunday, February 15, 2004 11:47 AM CST

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Deb, thinking of you and your family. You were sure blessed with 3 terrific kids. Sno cones used to be Dustins favorite, we bought a sno cone maker. We sure went through alot of flavoring. How I wish I had those days back.

www.caringbridge.org/mn/dustin
Kris, Angel Dustin's Mom <buser_lady@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, February 15, 2004 0:18 AM CST

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Missing you all and thinking of you, as always.
Donna <ldvolz@msn.com>
Earlham, IA - Saturday, February 14, 2004 9:54 PM CST

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Dear Family,

Owen saw AJ's picture today at McDonalds. Owen said that AJ's was having the best Valentines day because he is with Jesus. The picture brought tears to my eyes.

We think of you often. Maybe the kids could come and spend a weekend with us this summer.

Much love,

Dede, Walt & Owen
Dede Bye-Fitzmaurice <dede_fitzmaurice@bluecrossmn.com>
Minneapolis , mn - Saturday, February 14, 2004 6:38 PM CST

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Angel AJ, sending our love to you and your family. Special prayers for Grandma too. Love and peace to you all. Hugs and prayers, Smile Quilts Angels


Smile Quilts Angels <smilequilts@smilequilts.com>
- Saturday, February 14, 2004 3:44 PM CST

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Dearest Addison

WISHING YOU AND YOUR FAMILY A HAPPY VALENTINES DAY
WITH MUCH LOVE AND PRAYERS ALWAYS.


Chris Ullrich - Bella's Grammy <c_ullrich@msn.com, www.caringbridge.com/page/isabellaledesma >
- Saturday, February 14, 2004 12:09 AM CST

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Happy Valentines Day!! Miss you all very much.

much love

http://www.caringbridge.org/va/love4brandon
Tina (angel brandon's mom) <msniteyez@aol.com>
harrisonburg, va - Saturday, February 14, 2004 9:59 AM CST

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Thinking of you. ((((HUGS))))
Jamie <thecarmans@annapolis.com>
MD - Friday, February 13, 2004 8:27 PM CST

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How is Dave doing? I hope that is not a bad question to ask. I just have not seen his name and I know he was really grieving hard so I thought I would ask about him.

I am very glad they put up Addison's picture. And I will keep your mom in my prayers. I lost my father last year and it has not been easy at all. I know we are told to expect to lose our parents because that is the circle of life, but it still hurts very much. I take comfort in that she will be with Addison and he will not be without a close loved one from this realm of his life. I am glad they will be together again soon.

Take care.
Tracee Saltz <TraceeSaltz@mchsi.com>
Des Moines, Ia - Friday, February 13, 2004 3:11 PM CST

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Hi sweeties! It was nice to read your update. The picture of A.J sounds so cool, I will have to check it out next time I am in the area. We will all pray for your mom..it seems so unbelievable still... We will all still be praying for everyone. We are so ready for school to end too. The girls both need summer school, so I guess, whats the rush! I am so glad your kids are doing well. I can just see God holding all of you up in this time. LOVE YOU!!! I guess it is already Valentines Day..where is 2004 going! Please take care and know someone in Ham Lake still loves you and thinks of you often!
Lisa Abbott <weezielee@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, February 12, 2004 2:54 PM CST

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Hi! Thanks for keeping Trevor in your prayers! He is doing much better this week. His doctor thinks that since last week was his week on steroids, that they helped open up his lungs and kick that nasty RSV quicker. Seemed to work! Whatever helped him, we'll take it! We got the calendar from RmcDH and the card with Addison's picture. I have it sitting out on our kitchen counter where we can see it. We miss him and think and pray for you all the time. And, to answer your question, yes I got a bike, too! If my boys are going to be out there, you can bet I am going to be watching closely!

Take Care!
Deb Bartunek <bartman@rap.midco.net>
Rapid City, SD - Thursday, February 12, 2004 1:43 PM CST

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You are truly amazing. You have such strength for your mom and your kids. You are giving your mom a wonderful gift. You are all in my thoughts and prayers.
Jean M
- Thursday, February 12, 2004 9:50 AM CST

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Deb,
I follow your updates and pray for you every day. I think of you often during the day, as I remind myself to slow down and really enjoy my kids, even when I feel impatient. Thanks for sharing yourself and your story with your CaringBridge friends out here. I imagine your loss still feels so huge that it is hard to know what to do with it. I try to imagine the reunion with Addison and your mom when that time comes. Perhaps that will bring you some comfort. I will be at McDonalds regularly until I see Addison's picture. How touching. We have not met, though I check in regularly to lend my prayers and learn from you. Thank you. You have strength and wisdom beyond what most of us could imagine.
Ann Jaede <jaedd@msn.com>
Eagan, MN - Wednesday, February 11, 2004 11:39 PM CST

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Deb,
I just wanted you to know that I too just saw Addison's picture at McDonald's. It just gave me the chills and brought tears to my eyes at the same time. Not a day goes by that I don't think of him either. He was so special to us. Please tell Ashley and Austin that we miss them and love them. Also, please give your mom a hug for me and tell her that I am thinking of and praying for her. We miss you all so much.
Kristin <www.caringbridge.org/mn/lucaskells, kristindecker@yahoo.com>
Red Wing, MN - Wednesday, February 11, 2004 9:40 PM CST

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Thanks for updating Deb. I check in once in a while to see how your mom is doing and to see A.J.'s smiley face. I will be sure to think of him on Good Friday. My prayers continue for you all.
Love, Lisa Post <ltjpost@cox.net>
- Wednesday, February 11, 2004 1:25 PM CST

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Hi Deb,
Just stopping bye to check in. Been going crazy a bit here with Jessie,things have calmed down for now, please know though we always find time to pray for our friends.
Many hugs,
Lynn <candlys@aol.com>
www.caringbridge.com/pa/jessiespage, PA - Tuesday, February 10, 2004 10:24 PM CST

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Debbie,
I share your pain. When mom was ill, I would run to the store to buy more of what she was able to keep down for the moment. I remember my dh making mom a fresh apple pie and putting ice cream on top. She devoured it and i was so happy to see her eating. My thoughts and prayers are with you during this difficult time. I hope your mom can rest in peace with Addison very soon.
Hugs , Haley <haleymo@aol.com>
- Tuesday, February 10, 2004 4:53 PM CST

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Praying for you.
Jennifer <charay913@yahoo.com>
texas United States - Tuesday, February 10, 2004 8:26 AM CST

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Hi Debbie & family -
I hope you all had wonderful memories, through all the tears of heartache, of AJ on Monday - 5 mo's, ...it will be Mitchell's 10 mo. on Wed. It is getting easier for us, the empty, sick to your stomach pain that swallows up your happiness is not so intense anymore. I pray that you will be able to enjoy your memories of AJ, and that they will make you smile.
You are in our thoughts often. Our prayers will continue.
God gave you amazing strength Debbie, and He will renew you daily - you are doing great!
Mitchell's mom - Becky
www.miraclesofmitchfoundation.org
Becky Chepokas <bchepokas@mchsi.com>
Chanhassen, Mn - Tuesday, February 10, 2004 7:36 AM CST

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Thinking of Addison and all of you at this difficult time! I cannot imagine what you are even going thru. Your mom is one lucky lady to have you. I will be hoping she passes peacefully and quickly. Take Care!
Jeanne Brown <brownjj@bright.net>
Wapakoneta, OH USA - Monday, February 9, 2004 11:10 PM CST

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Deb, I am with you in hoping that your mom can pass from this world peacefully. I am sure that Addison will be there to take her hands and give her big hugs. Glad to hear the kids are doing well. I think of you often.
Rhonda Frachiseur (Nathan- http://caringbridge.org/tx/nathan) <brawnygrl@yahoo.com>
Allen, TX - Monday, February 9, 2004 1:28 PM CST

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Dearest Deb: Just wanted you to know I'm thinking about you. What I really want is to see you and be able to give all of you a hug. Do you remember when I said it makes me feel closer to you all to see we are in the same weather system? Well, it still does, but do we all have to be in the blizzard one? Let's melt this snow, not shovel it. I pray for peace and comfort for your mom and as always, remember our little Batman.
Donna <ldvolz@msn.com>
Earlham, IA - Monday, February 9, 2004 12:09 AM CST

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Hi Deb. 70 pounds - what I wouldn't give to share some of my pounds with her! I feel so bad for your mom and hope that she can live comfortably until they can help her cure this terrible disease. Take good care of yourself and give your kids a hug for me. We prayed for little Addison again the other night - he's still in our thoughts.
Janette
Hibbing, - Monday, February 9, 2004 10:08 AM CST

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Dear Deb,
It is so great to hear that Ashley and Austin are keeping you smiling and laughing. It is so easy to just get lost in all the sadness and grieving...I feel myself getting lost in it too sometimes. But to be able to smile and laugh during it all takes a lot of effort and energy and we should feel lucky we are able to do so. I know Addison is watching over and you can feel him close to you... I'm so sorry your mom is fighting this fight too. Just reading what you have written about her brings back too many memories of when my own mom was ill. I only pray for peace and comfort to be with her. I know today is Addison's 5 month anniversary...I am thinking of you and your family. Stay strong and God bless..

***Batman, we all miss you like crazy, sweetie...happy 5 months in Heaven, we know you are loving it up there. Sending you lots of hugs and kisses to the Heavan's above today, little man.****

~*~*~Girlie's Page*~*~

Lots of love,
XOXOXOXOXO
Janice <janiceliew1981@yahoo.com>
Melbourne, Australia - Monday, February 9, 2004 6:09 AM CST

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Hey Deb! I check in on you daily, but unfortunately, don't always write. One of these days, I'll remember to call you when it is a decent hour in the evening. We think of you all, and AJ often. Everytime we see anything related to Batman, the kids speak of AJ, Ashley, Austin, and you. I'm glad to hear that you have gotten the really frozen weather this year instead of last. I barely made the trips back and forth from the hospital in the temps we had then. Don't know what I would do with this year's temps! We have only had one snowfall in the south, and it was not a very big one. It was big enough to cancel schools, but would just be considered flurries there. (If you look at the pics on our site, you will see the snow day we had. It's always a good laugh for Northerners!!) I continue to pray for your mom and your family, and ALWAYS hold you all close to my heart. I look forward to talking to you soon.

I love you all,

www.caringbridge.org/ky/presleynash
Staci Nash <slimandstacinash@aol.com>
Bowling Green, KY - Sunday, February 8, 2004 11:11 PM CST

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Deb, Dave, and family,
Thinking of you all and so very much wishing you peace.

Becky (Angel Katnapper) / Smile Quilts <katnap22@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, February 7, 2004 5:23 PM CST

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Hi Deb. I remember the "tooth" episode. AJ was a real trooper. Think of you often.
Mary Kiener, caringbridge.org/ia/sam
- Saturday, February 7, 2004 9:02 AM CST

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Your family is always in our prayers. I hope your mom can find some comfort these days. I hope the pain is minimal. Hang in there Deb....hang in there! God Bless you all!

Beth Bizal
- Friday, February 6, 2004 8:53 PM CST

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I come to site often and sit and look at the picture on the front. He's just so darn cute. I miss him very much, and even though I only met you guys in the end, I loved him more then ever. I don't know how the world is the same without him. WEll the world isn't the same without him. He was one of a kind. I think about him all the time, and ever once and while something pops up where I think of him and his cute little face. I think of you guys often, know that.
Loving and praying always, Amy*

Amy’s Fight
Amy Mareck <brownhair25@hotmail.com>
- Friday, February 6, 2004 6:50 PM CST

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Well, last night Addison gained a new buddy to play with, Conor Ford. I am just at a loss for words when I see the pictures of these beyond beautiful children. It's easy to see that they are candles burning brightly, for they are so beautiful to see. And yet they just don't burn long enough. But their pictures will forever burn in memory and I will say it again that when I see them, and read through the journals of the moms who they have left behind, (or dads) I try harder to be a better mom myself. I guess it is a gift they leave behind to those of us who are looking for it. I hope you and your family are doing better these days and that the pain is not constant. I send you lots of loving and caring thoughts and prayers.

Tracee Saltz <TraceeSaltz@mchsi.com>
Des Moines, Ia - Thursday, February 5, 2004 9:27 PM CST

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I stumbled upon your site and i thankful i did. what a beautiful angel. sending prayers your way. love craig and helen

CRAIGGY
CRAIGGY <trula@access4less.net>
- Thursday, February 5, 2004 7:01 PM CST

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Stopping in to say hi and to let you know that i'm thinking about you. My prayers continue to be with your entire family. Miss you!!
Tina (angel brandon's mom) <msniteyez@aol.com>
harrisonburg, va - Thursday, February 5, 2004 8:01 AM CST

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You are in all my thoughts and prayers. May God be watching over you in this diffucult time. Take Care,
Bobbi jo
Bobbi jo <bvonalman@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, February 5, 2004 7:45 AM CST

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Just want you to know you are all in our thoughts and prayers, we think of you each day and hope you are ok. Love Marilyn
marilyn loraas <aml3435@msn.com>
casper, wy - Wednesday, February 4, 2004 12:56 AM CST

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Deb, I just wanted to say hi and let you know I am thinking of all of you. You sure are a strong, amazing woman, mother, and daughter. You really inspire me! It is cold here,too, of course but not nearly as cold as up there! I'm looking forward to Spring, hoping we can see you guys again!
I'm really hoping that your mom has a peaceful time, it's
the most anyone can ask for. It seems unreal for you to have to deal with this again right now...
Please know that my thoughts are with you everyday, and say hi to Austin and Ashley!
Anna Joles <mplsjoles@earthlink.net>
Minneapolis, MN - Wednesday, February 4, 2004 9:49 AM CST

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Deb,
You remain close in heart as always. You are one of the strongest people I know. Your grace and giving spirit amazes me and inspires me- thinking of everyone- and all the other children with the monster. As you know- you are close in heart always.
Debi Tonsager <debijhohn@yahoo.com>
Des Moines, IA - Tuesday, February 3, 2004 9:18 PM CST

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Miss you all so much. You are always on my mind and in my heart.
Kristin <www.caringbridge.org/mn/lucaskells, kristindecker@yahoo.com>
Red Wing, MN - Tuesday, February 3, 2004 5:27 PM CST

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Hi Deb & Family -
I was just checking in on you and wanted you to know we are thinking & praying!!!!

www.miraclesofmitchfoundation.org
Becky Chepokas <bchepokas@mchsi.com>
Chanhassen, Mn - Monday, February 2, 2004 7:42 PM CST

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Hi, I was just thinking of you guys and wanted to say hi. I wish you did not have to go through this again.

www.caringbridge.org/mn/dustin
Kris, Angel Dustin's Mom <buser_lady@yahoo.com>
mn - Sunday, February 1, 2004 10:53 PM CST

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Thanks Deb for all of the guestbook entries. I miss you guys and think of you often.

Michelle C. Golightly <golightlymoo@juno.com>
Booneville, IA - Sunday, February 1, 2004 8:22 PM CST

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Just remember you always have an extended hug and shoulders to cry on As you offer your mother the same. WE are here for you when ever you need us. It is hard to watch them go but having them near gives you moments you would not of had other wise. Hang in there all of you, peace will be found for all one day.
Osterbur's <ktjcak@gwtc.net>
Wood, SD - Saturday, January 31, 2004 11:19 PM CST

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Hi Deb,
I am so sorry to hear your mom is in pain. When Steve was ill he would only eat crushed ice also. I bought him a snowcone maker and he loved it. when he passed he told my aunt to make sure I got it back and how much he loved it. We take it out almost every week and have snowcones and Olivia always says "remember when Uncle Steve used to eat snowcones?, He liked red best". Even though it was such a hard time, a good memory came out of it. I hope you are making lots of good memories with your mom also. I think about you, and keep you and your family in my prayers daily. Take Care,
Bobbi jo
Bobbi Jo <bvonalman@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, January 31, 2004 8:11 PM CST

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Deb and family, You remain in my prayers. Sincerely,
Mary <mfena@aol.com>
- Saturday, January 31, 2004 7:48 PM CST

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Hi Deb.
Are you guys keeping warm?! It is weather like this that makes me doubt my sanity about living in such a cold place!! We leave for Florida in 2 days. Warm skies, here we come!! I will be thinking of you while I am gone.
Chris Myrah <chrismyrah@frontiernet.net>
Rosemount, MN USA - Saturday, January 31, 2004 11:15 AM CST

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Just wanted you to know I'm thinking of you all and missing you very much. Praying for peace.........
Donna <ldvolz@msn.com>
Earlham, IA - Friday, January 30, 2004 8:51 AM CST

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I wish you so much comfort with this time in your life. Your family is in our prayers with so much hope for strength and clarity to a situation that just does not make sense.
(friends of Lucas-NJ & Nathan(TX) family follower)
Donna Anderson-Sweeney <mitchells_world@yahoo.com>
Eatontown, NJ - Thursday, January 29, 2004 5:50 PM CST

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Deb,
We're back on the floor for another chemo treatment, and you are always one of the smiling faces that come to mind when I'm here. Just wanted to let you know I was thinking about you guys!
With love and blessings,
Merilee
www.caringbridge.org/page/laurajahnke
Merilee Jahnke <maj4kids@aol.com>
Chanhassen, MN - Thursday, January 29, 2004 2:09 PM CST

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Dear Deb and Family,
Just wanted you to know that we still check in periodically on your updates and that our hearts go out to you all as we know that grief is such a long and complex process, but missing your loved one never, ever ends. Your Mom and all of you are in our thoughts and prayers. Hope your days are filled with calm, love and peace.
Cindi & Pete Boynton (Mitchy's Aunt & Uncle) <cmboynton@msn.com>
Decatur, IL - Thursday, January 29, 2004 11:03 AM CST

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Debbie,
Hi. My mom passed away in 1995 due to cancer so I know how hard it is to watch a mother in such pain. Just know that you are giving her the greatest gift right now by spending quality time with her. My family is facing a rough road, too. My 47 yr old sister was just diagnosed with ALS (Lou Gehrig's) and we are facing a long road. I hope your mom is enjoying her time with your precious family.
Hugs Haley <haleymo@aol.com>
- Thursday, January 29, 2004 5:55 AM CST

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Hi Deb!! Thank-you so much for writing to me today! It meant so much! I know you are going through such a trial upon trials... I still cant believe it and me and my friends are in awe of Gods grace in you.. we pray still when we think of you all! I really didn't know if you were even reading our page with all that you are going through and for all you are doing. I bet your days are a blur (sp?)
I really dont know of a good time to call you. I remember with my dad every day was intense and mostly the nights were very taxing. I miss our talks as well..maybe if you can write wherever it is convenient and let me know the best time of day to call you. It would be great to hear your voice again. I will pray for your mom and for you all during this extremely difficult time. I loved the paper you shared on Addisons page. It was excellent. Please remember how loved you are!!! I know you do.. you're the best!Thanks again for your encouragement about Joshuas MRI's..you will always amaze me...Bye for now..
Lisa Abbott <www.weezielee@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, January 28, 2004 11:18 PM CST

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This is the first time I have found your page. I am sorry to read of the loss of your lovely little boy. I will share the poem you have put on your page with another family who lost their son to AML (http://www.caringbridge.org/page/stevenielsen) as I am sure they will understand it too.
HelenH <geordielass999@hotmail.com>
uk, - Wednesday, January 28, 2004 2:01 PM CST

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Hi Deb.
I just wanted to write you a quick note and let you know that you are in my thoughts today.
Love the snow, huh?

Chris Myrah <Chrismyrah@frontiernet.net>
Rosemount, MN USA - Tuesday, January 27, 2004 5:59 PM CST

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I love the poem. Thanks for sharing that. I hope your doing OK and the kids are adjusting. Lots of love from TX.
Rhonda Frachiseur (Nathan- http://caringbridge.org/tx/nathan) <brawnygrl@yahoo.com>
Allen, TX - Monday, January 26, 2004 1:28 PM CST

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I always check the web page and check the guestbook and see if Donna has signed in, BUT, for some reason I don't sign in?! Well, today I am!! I think of you and your family thoughout my day and want you to know that you are always close at heart. I pray for continued strength and grace that you so graciously share with all those around you. Please take care.
Lauren V.
Earlham, IA - Monday, January 26, 2004 10:39 AM CST

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Hello Family,
I wanted to stop by and say hello. I am one of Donna's friends (www.caringbridge.org/nd/brookie. I just wanted to say that I check on you everyday and constantly say prayers for you.
Rhonda <onray1_25@yahoo.com>
Belcourt, ND USA - Monday, January 26, 2004 9:50 AM CST

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Hi Family,
Just a quick note to say hello and I'm here checking. I love the jokes you send me. They sure brighten my day.
I wish I could send you that same feeling.
Give hugs & kisses to all.
Love- Karen

Karen Warmuth <jkwarmuth@aol.com>
Nashwauk, MN - Sunday, January 25, 2004 3:58 PM CST

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Just wanted you to know I'm thinking about you all.
Donna
Earlham, IA - Sunday, January 25, 2004 1:54 PM CST

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Just checking in, I have tried to email for about a week and nothing was able to get through. Just wanted to say hi.
Ross
Duluth, Mn - Sunday, January 25, 2004 10:02 AM CST

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Hi Deb,
I think about you every day and hope things are going well. I hope your mom isn't suffering. It sounds like she has a good outlook and I am glad you are getting to spend these precious moments with her. You are a wonderful daughter. Take Care
Love you-Bobbi jo
Bobbi jo <bvonalman@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, January 25, 2004 9:14 AM CST

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We are thinking and praying for you Deb and family.
Mary Kiener
- Saturday, January 24, 2004 10:01 PM CST

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Missing and thinking of you all. Hope to see you soon.
Kristin <www.caringbridge.org/mn/lucaskells, kristindecker@yahoo.com>
Red Wing, MN - Saturday, January 24, 2004 9:08 PM CST

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Deb, I continue to think about you and all you have to endure. I continue to pray for you, your mom and your children. God Bless.
Love, Lisa Post <ltjpost@cox.net>
- Friday, January 23, 2004 7:08 PM CST

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Words are hard to come by. I cannot imagine the pain you are all going through. I hope your mom's pain is minimal. Again I will say she is very lucky to have a special daughter like you to help care for her. Opening your home to your mom was the greatest gift you could give your mom. Your beautiful children have seen such sadness in their young lives. I will continue my prayers for you all. Deb, you truly are special!!!!!
Beth Bizal
- Thursday, January 22, 2004 10:08 PM CST

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Hi Deb, I am sorry to hear that you are going through this again. How much is one family suppose to go through. You and your family are such special people. I hope Dustin and Aj met in heaven, since they really didn't get to at the RMH, because Dustin was always in the hospital.

www.caringbridge.org/mn/dustin
Kris, Angel Dustin's Mom <buser_lady@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, January 21, 2004 11:17 PM CST

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Deb,I'm thinking of you and saying prayers for you and your family.
Marna <marnafrick@yahoo.com www.caringbridge.org/nd/reesefrick>
Watford City, ND - Wednesday, January 21, 2004 10:04 PM CST

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I am at a loss for words...just know that I am always thinking of you and your Batman. You are all in my thoughts and prayers. (((HUGS)))
Jamie, mommy to Kole and Zak <thecarmans@annapolis.com>
Annapolis, MD - Wednesday, January 21, 2004 8:08 PM CST

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Hello Toivola family from Van Meter, Iowa. I check in regularly on the CaringBridge site to see what's going on with the families. Sounds like you are having another bad situation with your Mom. I'm sorry for that. I don't understand why things have to all come at the same time sometimes, but only God knows what's going on and He'll take care of you all in His own time. Just rely on Him and let Him do His work. He's always there for you all. Will keep your family in my prayers. We're friends of the Golightly family.
Celesta Peterson <celestamadonna@aol.com>
Van Meter, IA - Wednesday, January 21, 2004 11:13 AM CST

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Your message gave me tears. I want you to know that I'm still thinking about you and praying for your mom. It's great that she can intergect some humor into her life still. You're a great person and an awesome mother - take care and I hope to see you soon.
Janette
Hibbing, - Wednesday, January 21, 2004 10:59 AM CST

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Deb and Family,
I just wanted to let you know how much of a pleasure it was to take care of AJ and get to know you. AJ is still very much in my thoughts, and you are kept in my prayers as well.
Nurse Brie <beezysparkles@yahoo.com>
Stillwater, MN USA - Wednesday, January 21, 2004 6:07 AM CST

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Deb and Family,
Hello! I don't know if I've introduced myself yet...my name is Amanda Aldinger and I've been checking in with your page daily for quite some time. I discovered your page through my friend, Sam's, site, and have been truly touched by your journey. You've been hit with so much to deal with it seems...but what I've learned through my family's battles with cancer is that it never hurts to have faith in the seemingly impossible. A year and a half ago my grandmother was supposed to pass away in five days and she's getting healthier every single day. Cancer is the most random disease on the face of this earth and there is no consistency with it whatsoever. You have so many people rallying for you and as cliche as it sounds, a positive disposition seems the only way to beat this thing anymore. I'm thinking about all of you...
Amanda Aldinger <Mana787@aol.com>
West Des Moines, IA - Tuesday, January 20, 2004 9:43 PM CST

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Deb and family,
you are in my thoughts and prayers always. Sorry I haven't checked in for awhile, my computer was down again! Thanks so much for keeping us posted on the web page-You are an awesome person. Take Care, Bobbi jo
Bobbi jo <Bvonalman@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, January 20, 2004 11:38 AM CST

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I just wanted to say Hello and that I was thinking of little Addison today. I think about him and you all often, even if I don't get to see you as much as I would like. I hope all is going well and that I'll see you soon!!! Prayers and love- Katie Warmuth
Katie Warmuth <katie.warmuth@st.bemidjistate.edu>
Bemidji , MN - Tuesday, January 20, 2004 10:30 AM CST

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Deb, thanks for sharing the grief worksheet!
Margaret Ciacciarelli <mmchick@comcast.net www.Mighty-Max.com>
- Tuesday, January 20, 2004 9:43 AM CST

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Deb, Just wanted to let you know we're praying for you and your family to find the strength to battle through this ugly situation again. Life is just so unfair at times. Know that little pumpkin Addison is taking you all in his arms and assuring you that you will get through this. There will be many tears, but at some point, when you feel right, you will smile knowing that your mom is taking care of AJ until you get there. Take care.
Amy Ness http://www.caringbridge.com/nd/zacharyness/index.htm <angelboy19972001@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, January 20, 2004 9:35 AM CST

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Deb,
I check AJ's page every day still even though it has been a while since I signed in. I am still here though, thinking of you all, praying for your mom and wondering how you are holding up. I hope ok. I have started to sign the guest book so many times over the last month but always struggle so hard with words to say. It seems like lately I have been so angry at this disease. I miss Charlie so darn much, and AJ as well.
We are prepping for our first major family vacation - we are taking the kids to Florida and Disney World in 2 weeks. Allie is so excited to see Cinderella, and Justin keeps asking me if I am SURE Batman wont be there. The only other vacation we have ever had was a 3 day/2 night stay in Duluth a couple of years ago, so this is pretty exciting for us.
I hope you have a good week.

Chris Myrah <chrismyrah@frontiernet.net>
Rosemount, MN USA - Monday, January 19, 2004 2:17 PM CST

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Dear Deb,We are praying for your Mom and family daily.Thank you for all the support you have shown my family.I know that AJ and Max are watching over us..Love,Mighty-Max's Granny
Judie Sweeney -Margaret's Mom <judithsween@aol.com>
Chicago, IL USA - Sunday, January 18, 2004 9:41 PM CST

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Hi Deb and family
i just came across your son's web page All i can say after reading all your journal enteries is WOW what a brave little trooper you had and a very strong little boy,Not to mention the love and support from your family members
May you find peace in the months to come and alot of prayers for your mom
Hugs Marty
Marty <AngelTears1793@aol.com>
Louisville, Ky USA - Sunday, January 18, 2004 1:10 AM CST

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HI DEB MOMS SISTER NAME ROSE WELL THAT IS A GREAT NAME JUST SORT OF PARTIAL ON THAT NAME HA! HA! WOW IT SEEMS WHEN WE HAVE BEEN TO THE MOUNTIAN TOP OF LIFE IT JUST DOESNT SEEM WE GET TO BE IN THE VALLEY MUCH I GUESS YOUR LOVE& COMPASSION IS SO REFINED ITS NEEDED IN THE MOST HIGH PLACES OF LIFE! YOU HAVE A ANNOITING IN YOU JUST STEP OUT AND BE BOLD IN GODS WORD! TELL THESE POWERS AND PRINCIPALITIES TO GET OFF GET UNDER YOUR FEET AND REBUKE THEM IN JESUS NAME ENOUGH IS ENOUGH YOUR MOM HAS ALOT TO DO ! AND YOU ARE DRIVING DEB SO LOTS OF LOVE TO YOU AND THE KIDS. ROSIE/DADDY
DANNY <JESUSISLORD@JUNO.COM>
- Saturday, January 17, 2004 10:19 PM CST

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Thinking of you and sending the warmest of hugs.
Smile Quilting Angels



Deb Bingham <tartok@arach.net.au>
WA Australia - Saturday, January 17, 2004 8:13 PM CST

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Hi Family,
Sorry I haven't written in awhile. Those holidays are sure hectec when the two in college come home. Both are back now and it's a little peaceful here. My heart just goes out to you for your Mom, Deb. You are such an angel.
I still get very sad to think our "Superman/Baby" is no longer in your arms. The Warmuth family thinks of you all the time. Although we don't get to see you often, please know that we're here.
Sending Hugs & Kisses,
Love,
Karen
Karen & Joe Warmuth & family <jkwarmuth@aol.com>
Nashwauk, MN - Friday, January 16, 2004 10:39 PM CST

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Dear Deb and Dave, I just wanted to check on your mom's progress. It is so hard to believe it's been four months. We sure miss you guys. I still think about you everyday, and all that you've endured, it's unbelievable. Please say hi to Austin from Soren ( and the rest of us) and tell him we have some great memories of him hanging out at our house. Please say hi to Ashley, too, what a sweet girl!! I hope we can see you guys in a couple months, IF the cold and snow start to go away. You really are amazing, and don't forget it!!!
Love, Anna
Anna Joles <mplsjoles@earthlink.net>
- Friday, January 16, 2004 4:58 PM CST

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My thoughts and prayers are with you all. After reading other entries, I also check for updates but don't sign in. Always know that many people are sending you strength and thinking of you very often!!
Jean M
Minneapolis, - Friday, January 16, 2004 1:11 PM CST

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Just stopping by to say hi:) and to let you know that I'm thinking of you all. Miss you!!
Tina (angel brandon's mommy) <msniteyez@aol.com ~~ http://www.caringbridge.org/va/love4brandon>
Harrisonburg, Va - Friday, January 16, 2004 8:14 AM CST

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Thinking of you all and praying for everyone. I miss you and so wish I could be there to give you a "support hug" I am so sure you need it as well! Here is one from a distance!!! Love you all and won't let go of you all in prayer. Gods love be in your home and in your hearts during this extremely difficult time... Love, Lisa
Lisa Abbott <weezielee@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, January 15, 2004 11:39 PM CST

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I think I have been checking the website but have not signed in very faithfully. I am continuing to pray for your family and especially peace and comfort for your mom. Keep up your strength, Deb. You have a lot of work cut out for you. You have done so many great things already. Hoping you and Dave have reconciled or are able at least to talk and reminise about AJ.

Addison, we miss you soo much! What a brave, special little hero you are! Meet you one day!
Jeanne Brown <brownjj@bright.net>
wapakoneta, OH USa - Wednesday, January 14, 2004 6:25 PM CST

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Just checking in on you ...
Margaret Ciacciarelli <mmchick@comcast.net www.Mighty-Max.com>
- Tuesday, January 13, 2004 7:40 PM CST

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Dear Toivola family,

No matter what the future may bring, I will always be wondering how the Toivola's are doing and wishing you some much deserved peace as you continue to adjust to life with Addison watching and smiling over you from above.

Our little girl, Julianna, was diagnosed with leukemia early in September of last year. I discovered this Caring Bridge "community" just a few days after Addison passed away, and soon discovered this web site. I remember seeing his smiling face on the front page, looking adorable in his batman pj's, and then feeling my heart break in two as I saw his picture dressed in the same pj's and surrounded by some of his favorite things at his wake. That moment was the very first time that I think I actually understood that my little girl is in a fight that she could actually lose. I was overwhelmed with sorrow for all of you and terror for what might come to pass for us.

I couldn't get my head around what you must be going through, and I still can't. All I know is that I admire your collective strength and continued dedication to all your children. You were clearly the family that Addison needed.

May time continue to bring you closer as a family, bonded by wonderful, loving memories of your little Addison.

Bless,
Terry Josephson, Julianna Banana's dad <tjosephson@shaw.ca>
tjosephson@shaw.ca, Winnipeg - Tuesday, January 13, 2004 3:00 PM CST

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Deb, Dave and family,
We think of you often, and hold you up in our prayers. We know only too well the strain and difficulty of what should be joyous holiday celebrations. We have decided to try and establish new family traditions - finding a perfect little tree for Charlie's garden at Roselawn and decorating it with pictures and ornaments was a new one this year. It is with these traditions that we will still honor and love our temporarily lost little ones.
Keep up the faith, love and hugs to all,

Paul, Terese, Liam and Jack
Paul Kiehne <paul.kiehne@nospamhere.visi.com>
St. Paul, MN USA - Monday, January 12, 2004 10:44 PM CST

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Deb, I still visit AJ's site all the time looking for updates- don't always sign in- but I know you know you are never ever far from my mind. You are such an inspiration and excellent example for Ashley and Austin. I pray for God to pour out great blessings upon you and your family.
Love you-
Debi Tonsager <tonsagerd@ia.leukemia-lymphoma.org>
- Monday, January 12, 2004 2:03 PM CST

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Deb, I still visit AJ's site all the time looking for updates- don't always sign in- but I know you know you are never ever far from my mind. You are such an inspiration and excellent example for Ashley and Austin. I pray for God to pour out great blessings upon you and your family.
Love you-
Debi Tonsager <tonsagerd@ia.leukemia-lymphoma.org>
- Monday, January 12, 2004 2:03 PM CST

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Your mom sounds like an incredible woman. I am keeping you all in my thoughts and prayers.
Lisa Post <ltjpost@cox.net>
- Saturday, January 10, 2004 7:38 AM CST

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Dear Deb, Keeping you in prayer, please know we're thinking of you guys. Love
Sheila DeVolder
Marshall, - Friday, January 9, 2004 2:34 PM CST

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Thinking of you all, and wishing I could wrap my arms around you and give you the great big hug you deserve. Praying for you daily!

Love,
Staci Nash www.caringbridge.org/ky/presleynash <slimandstacinash@aol.com>
Bowling Green, KY - Thursday, January 8, 2004 10:37 PM CST

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Hi Deb,

I'm so very sorry to learn about your mom's illness. It just isn't fair is it? I lost my Dad last year. He had emphysema. It's a horrible way to die. My Dad kept us laughing though, even when he couldn't communicate much. I treasure that last 2 weeks I had with him. I learned so much about his courage and his love for his "girls." He only had 5 daughters, his grandsons were very special to him. I lost my stepdad 15 years ago, he died suddenly from a massive heart attack. Easier for him to go that way, but I wouldn't trade a minute of the time I had with my dad. I'm sure you know what I'm getting at, having gone through it with A.J. I will continue pray for you and your family. God's blessings to you and yours.
Lisa Sipe
Lisa Sipe <momsipe61@hotmail.com>
Ramsey, MN USA - Thursday, January 8, 2004 7:31 PM CST

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Deb & Family,

I check in every morning but find myself struggling for the "right' words to put down. Never the less, please know that we have not stopped thinking or praying for you all. We miss Austin & Ashley's visits and find ourselves wishing that you lived closer. We recall fondly the wonderful afternoon that you, the kids and your mother spent with us.

We are still here for you! The Fitzmaurice Family.
Dede Bye-Fitzmaurice <dede_fitzmaurice@bluecrossmn.com>
Minneapolis, MN - Thursday, January 8, 2004 8:54 AM CST

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Dear Deb, Because we have never met, I have been reluctant to sign the guestbook very often. We want you to know we check AJ's website daily and think of you always. Don and I both saw WCCO's commercial and are certain it was AJ playing bingo and "elbows" with Don Shelby. Is that right? Deb, a few years ago I was able to care for my Mom as you are doing. I did not have my Mom living with me, but would drive down to Moose Lake from Hibbing to stay with her several days each week and care for her when she was ill with lung cancer. I was fortunate to have other family that was able to do a couple of days a week also. Wish I lived closer to you...I would love to help you. Would love to meet your Mom. Even though she and I have never met, I had such a beautiful note from her after AJ passed away. I could tell from her note that she is a precious and loving Grandma, and a wonderful Mother. She wrote of how proud she is of you and what a strong and beautiful daughter you are. Please give your Mom and Ashley and Austin a hug and remember you all are always in our prayers. With love, Janice
Don and Janice Larson <don_and_jan@hotmail.com>
Moose Lake, MN - Thursday, January 8, 2004 7:38 AM CST

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Thinking of you all ...
Margaret Ciacciarelli <mmchick@comcast.net www.Mighty-Max.com>
- Wednesday, January 7, 2004 7:57 PM CST

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Hello everyone , how are you all doing now hopefully better, Well today it has been a full year since we lost are dear Alisha were has the time gone seems like only yesterday when we were all at the rmh seems like the tears still flow and we miss her dearly. Deb tell your mom where praying for her to have comfort and peace and for you to . we'll anyways me and Andy placed 2nd in 2 fishing tournaments over the weekend boys fished to had alot of fun. so keep your little ones close cause we no what can happen so fast cant tell people to let there children no they love them enough and keep them close. Deb if you need anything we are here for you, miss you all Kenny Tammy Josh Clinton Kristina Osterbur. God Bless
Kenneth Osterbur <ktjcak@gwtc.net www.caringbridge.org/sd/alisha>
wood, sd - Wednesday, January 7, 2004 5:03 PM CST

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Deb,
I haven't signed in, but I regularly check the site to see how you and your famly are doing. Rest assured that you remain in my thoughts and prayers.
Aloha
Jeri Couthen <couthenj001@hawaii.rr.com>
Mililani, HI - Wednesday, January 7, 2004 5:03 PM CST

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Deb,
Just wanted you to know that we are thinking of you and your family.

Take care.
Amy Ness <angelboy19972001@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, January 7, 2004 4:21 PM CST

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Hi Deb,
Just signing to let you know you are in my thoughts. I pray for your mom to have peace and pain free....You are in our prayers.
Many hugs,
Lynn <candlys@aol.com>
www.caringbridge.com/pa/jessiespage, PA - Wednesday, January 7, 2004 11:22 AM CST

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I wanted to let you know that you and your family are very much in my thoughts and prayers. Seventeen years ago, I watched my father succumb to lung cancer, and that is something that I pray I never have to do again. Your journal entry brought back many memories for me, and I will be praying.
Leigh Ann Edwards <APoohFan514321@aol.com>
Bowling Green, KY - Wednesday, January 7, 2004 7:49 AM CST

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I just want you to know that you are always in my thoughts. Please give your mom a big hug from me and let her know that I am thinking of, and praying for her. You are so right, Ashley and Austin are the greatest. I miss them so much, and I miss being able to see you every day too. Continue to stay strong for your mom. You are her strength. She is so lucky to have you.
Kristin <www.caringbridge.org/mn/lucaskells, kristindecker@yahoo.com>
Red Wing, MN - Tuesday, January 6, 2004 9:50 PM CST

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Hi Deb and family: You don't know me, but I have been following your site for several months. I don't think I signed your guestbook before - I just didn't think I could put words that were adequate. Now that I read your mom is so ill, I couldn't sit silently by and 'watch' you go through it. I know this must be very hard on you, emotionally, mentally and physically. I do have faith in God, and that he has a plan, one that our earthly minds can't comprehend. I pray for you, your husband, your surviving kids, and your mom - that you will seek Him and have faith that you will see Addison again someday. I know this can be so hard on families, but I can tell you all have a lot of love for each other and am confident you will get through these days. I will continue to pray for you all and think of you often.
Mari Beth Ross <maribeth.ross@nrgenergy.com>
Hugo, MN - Tuesday, January 6, 2004 9:45 PM CST

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I rarely write, but I check in on you every day. I will say special prayers for your mom tonight and all of you.
Jane Trimper <jatrimper@cms.maisd.com>
Durham, NC - Tuesday, January 6, 2004 8:03 PM CST

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Dear Deb: Just wanted you to know I'm thinking of you. I'm praying for a pain-free, peaceful time for your mom. She is so blessed to have a devoted, loving daughter. Ashley and Austin are the best, as is A.J., that is why God sent them to the best mom. I will be praying for and thinking of you always.
Donna <www.caringbridge.org/ia/collin ldvolz@msn.com>
Earlham, IA - Tuesday, January 6, 2004 2:07 PM CST

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Dear Debbie I will continue praying for strength for you & pain free days for your Mom. God Bless the children also
Elaine Raday <mobilegram@webtv.net>
st Augustine, Fl St. John - Tuesday, January 6, 2004 9:58 AM CST

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Hi Deb,
I am so sorry to hear your mom isn't doing well...please know that my heart is truly with you. Reading your update, it so very much reminded me of when my mom started to progressively go downhill...she never ate for weeks, was too weak to do anything, even talk. The night before she passed away she said she felt like some vanilla ice cream... we said we could all have vanilla ice cream the next day but of course she only had it in Heaven as she passed away the next day. During her last couple of months, a little piece of my heart was taken away each day as she got worse and worse.. when she died, so much of my heart went with her... it is the hardest and most painful thing in the world to sit there and watch your loved one go through all of that suffering... I know you felt that with AJ and now your mom...I just want you to know that I KNOW how it feels (especially with your mom)..and that I share your pain...my thoughts are with you and your family...praying for peace and comfort for your dearest mother...

~*~*Girlie's Page*~*~

All my love,
XOXOXOXO
Janice <janiceliew1981@yahoo.com>
Melbourne, Australia - Tuesday, January 6, 2004 6:39 AM CST

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Hope you are having a good day and that your mom is doing ok. We think of you often and want you to know you and your family are in our prayers every day. Your mom is very lucky to have such a loving daughter. Deb, you should know that you are in God's loving arms and your purpose here on earth is a special one. I just wish it could be a happier one for you. Though it is hard at times, this is a wonderful world God has given us and if we really really look we can find something good in everything. There truly is a reason for everything, we may not see it or realize it for a measure of time, but it is there. Maybe that is God's way of helping us to be all we can be to this world and our loved ones?? I guess sometimes we don't see the reason and there could be a message in that too. Just know you are loved and very much needed by so many, most of all your family. When the days slow down for you there will be a purpose that will help you to achieve things that will make you realize the worth of each day and how much you can and do bring to others through your Faith in God and your sincere caring and love. Though you have suffered the ultimate loss, you have been a rock for so many. By doing this you are helping yourself and family to keep on with life. And that my Dear Deb is what Addison would do if it were him and I know he is so very proud of you as you should be of yourself!! You just keep on as you are and take one day at a time. You can do it, you are doing it, and I know you will have lots of happy and proud times with Austin and Ashley, you are so great with them, you never falter and you do what your heart tells you and everything will work out. It won't be easy, but you can do it. Praying that God gives you lots of strength each day and His love gives you some peace. Love Marilyn
marilyn loraas <aml3489@msn.com>
casper, wy - Monday, January 5, 2004 9:38 PM CST

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Keeping you close to my thoughts and prayers as you begin 2004 knowing that you're losing another wonderful person in your life. You are a phenomenal person, Deb. May God bless you as go through these next days and weeks. If we could only know what His plan is....it would somehow ease some of the pain, I think.
Sara Hughes <dshughes@netins.net>
Truro, IA USA - Monday, January 5, 2004 8:49 PM CST

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You are in my thoughts and prayers. Wishing you a happy new year.
Bobbi jo <bvonalman@aol.com>
- Monday, January 5, 2004 8:35 PM CST

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...Thinking of you. My thoughts and prayers continue to be with you and your mom as well. Miss you all.
Tina (Angel Brandon's mommy) <msniteyez@aol.com ~~http//www.caingbridge.org/va/love4brandon>
Harrisonburg, Va - Monday, January 5, 2004 12:58 AM CST

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Happy New Year! My thoughts are that 2004 HAS to be better than 2003. I was very glad to see it leave. I did not stay up to see it out. I hope you are doing well. I know that the holidays were tough. I think of you daily and pray for you and your family. I also think about what great kids Austin and Ashley are and that they are so strong. I know where they get that from! Take care and I will be in-touch again soon.
Deb Bartunek <bartman@rap.midco.net>
Rapid City, SD - Sunday, January 4, 2004 9:45 PM CST

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I read the most amazing poem on a caringbridge site. I immediately thought of your Addison. I know Mandy's famiy would want to share it with you. www.caringbridge/mn/mandy/index.htm
Thinking of you. Lori
lori pollard
B'ham, Al - Sunday, January 4, 2004 8:43 PM CST

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Just dropping by as me and Krisitna spend the day together. The boys are out braving the cold winds to participate in an ice fishing tournament. Wishing you the best this New Year has to offer. Hope this too well be a good day for your mother. May our loving angels give you comfort and warmth this cold winter day. (It is hard sometimes to be a strong one but tneh I think of Alisha's fight and all the other kids and it gives us the boost to carry on. We miss her and all our friends and families.) So on that note may you have a New Year filled with happines and God's blessings!!
Tammy <ktjcak@gwtc.net>
- Saturday, January 3, 2004 10:31 AM CST

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Just wanted to wish you all a Happy New Year. I know that it will not be the same without Addison, but feel comfort in knowing that he is always with you in your hearts. He will forever hold a very special place in ours as well. We miss him so much.
Kristin <www.caringbridge.org/mn/lucaskells, kristindecker@yahoo.com>
Red Wing, MN - Thursday, January 1, 2004 9:30 PM CST

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Thinking of you and wanted to wish you a very HAPPY 2004 NEW YEAR! Your family and your Mom are in my prayers!
Kathy Haws <firecap.wife@verizon.net>
Southern California, CA - Thursday, January 1, 2004 3:45 PM CST

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Dear Deb Well we will go threw the new year wishing are babies where with us , which they are in our hearts and minds forever they will never be forgotten. I have diffently got more patients now but I still cry alot Alisha coming up on a Full year the 7th God we miss her where has the time gone. We continue to think of you often and want to wish your family a happy New Year it has to get better. So take care and tell the kids hello WE Love and miss you guys The Osterburs PS May the angels sore high above you this year with there wings open wide.
Kenneth Osterbur <ktjcak@gwtc.net>
wood, sd - Thursday, January 1, 2004 12:44 AM CST

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Praying for peace and happiness in 2004 for all of you. Now is the time to start planning a trip to visit us all in Iowa when the weather warms up. It has been warm here, supposed to be 52 degrees today. I like it better when the weather map shows the same weather system sweeping from northern MN to southern IA, makes me feel not so far away from you when we are all under the same weather front! Please know I think of you all daily and give Ashley and Austin a hug for me.
Donna <ldvolz@msn. com>
Earlham, IA - Thursday, January 1, 2004 10:58 AM CST

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Happy New Year's Eve~
I hope that you can find peace and happiness in 2004. Beth's poem was SO good - I hope you smiled when you read it. Call me soon so we can get together again. Thinking of you......
Janette Paul
- Wednesday, December 31, 2003 8:24 AM CST

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HI FROM ROSIE DADDY GLAD YOU CHECK ON US. WE ARE DOING GOOD.HOPE THE NEW YEAR BRINGS MORE JOY THAN THE LAST ONE.IAM SURE GLAD TO BE OUT WITH ROSIE.ITS HARD FOR ME TO WRITE MY FRIENDS THAT HAVE HAD THE MOST LOSS ANYONE COULD THINK OF I HAVE LOST MY MOM, DAD ,LITTLE SISTER BUT NOT A CHILD IT LEAVES ME SPEACHLESS BECAUSE I LOVE CHILDREN SO MUCH I HAVE 6 WONDERFUL KIDS AGES 31,28,19,16,12,10, AND THREE GRAND CHILDREN MY WIFE DOES DAYCARE 8 LITTLE ONES. JUST HAVE SAY WE SEND OUR LOVE.
ROSIE/DANNY <JESUSISLORD@JUNO.COM>
- Wednesday, December 31, 2003 4:34 AM CST

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It is Monday and the first chance I have had to go on-line in a while. Thank-you for sharing your heart on the website. I have not had a chance to call since I have not had hardly a half of a moment to myself to focus on a phone call. I know the holidays were rough for you...my heart aches once again for all of you. I pray for your mom as well. She sounds so sweet. I am so glad you have God in your life..I know he makes you strong, but it is hard to know you are all suffering so much. I once again wish I could help you in some way. Please know that we all send our love! God bless you in every way!
Love, Lisa Abbott <weezielee@hotmail.com>
- Monday, December 29, 2003 2:15 PM CST

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I wish I had an answer for how you were supposed to live here without your precious child. There are so many questions--especially when a child dies. I just want you to know that you are very much in my thoughts and prayers. Blessings and love to you in Christ. I will be praying for your mom as well.
Khalita My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Monday, December 29, 2003 11:34 AM CST

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Dave & Deb,
A guy I went to high school with passed away right around the same time as Addison. His wife has this poem posted on Joel's website. I just thought of you when I read it. I hope you don't mind if I post it here......
My First Christmas in Heaven

Author Unknown

I see the countless Christmas trees around the world below,
With tiny lights, like Heaven's stars, reflecting on the snow.

The sight is so spectacular, please wipe away the tear,
For I am spending Christmas with Jesus Christ this year.

I hear the many Christmas songs, that people hold so dear,
But the sounds of music can't compare with the Christmas choir up here.

I have no words to tell you the joy their voices bring,
For it is beyond description, to hear the angels sing.

I know how much you miss me, I see the pain inside your heart,
But I am not so far away, we really aren't apart.

So be happy for me, dear ones, you know I hold you dear.
And be glad I'm spending Christmas with Jesus Christ this year.

I sent you each a special gift, from my heavenly home above.
I sent you each a memory of my undying love.

After all, love is a gift more precious than pure gold.
It always most important in the stories Jesus told.

Please love and keep each other, as my Father said to do.
For I can't count the blessing or love He has for each of you.

So have a Merry Christmas and wipe away that tear.
Remember, I am spending Christmas with Jesus Christ this year!


Beth Bizal
- Sunday, December 28, 2003 10:08 PM CST

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We thought of you so much during the holiday season. Your mom is in our prayers daily. She is lucky to have a wonderful daughter like you to care for her. Please take care, all of you!!!!
Beth Bizal
- Sunday, December 28, 2003 10:01 PM CST

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Thanks for the nice note in Sam's guestbook. Despite the reasons we all found ourselves in Minnesota, we all were able to share a little bit of ourselves with others and help support each other. A friend of mine wrote in her Christmas Card that the season is more about peace than anything else. I wish you and your whole family peace and strength. Take care Deb.

Mary Kiener, caringbridge.org/ia/sam
- Sunday, December 28, 2003 5:49 PM CST

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Hi there - found your site through Presley's. Thank you for your words about the importance of family and not letting little things stand in the way of what is really important. Those are very valuable life lessons - thank you for sharing. Though we know you only through this web site, we will pray for you today and throughout the new year. Thank you all for sharing Addison's vision with the world.
Jane Klemme www.caringbridge.org/sd/joshua <jkcubed@dtgnet.com>
Harrisburg, SD - Sunday, December 28, 2003 4:23 PM CST

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Wishing you strength to deal with all that is on your plate and knowlege to figure out how to handle it all. You sound like such a strong together person with a great faith in God.

Thanks for your continued sharing.

God bless you,
Connie
Connie Frisby-Griffin <cdlfg@sprynet.com>
Wichita Falls, TX - Sunday, December 28, 2003 9:20 AM CST

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Thinking and praying for all of you this Holiday Season. Thank you for all the love and support you have shown our family...Mighty-Max's Granny
Judie Sweeney <judithsween@aol.com>
Chicago, IL USA - Sunday, December 28, 2003 1:34 AM CST

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Hi,
Been thinking alot about you guys this holiday season. Please know we continue to lift you up in prayer.
Much love and lots of hugs,

Lynn <candlys@aol.com>
wwwa.caringbridge.com/pa/jessiespage, PA - Saturday, December 27, 2003 10:16 PM CST

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Happy New Year to all of you....been alittle pre-occupied at Christmas with my mom (fell & broke her hip) so I did not get the cards out, decorating or shopping finished, but inspite of it all, you were in my thoughts and prayers....I do hope 2004 is a happy, healthy and healing year for ALL of you - God take care and bless. Love, the Frankson's
Barb Frankson <barbf@cpinternet.com>
Side Lake, MN usa - Saturday, December 27, 2003 8:41 AM CST

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Merry Christmas Deb and family. I hope your mom is doing okay. I will be praying for her. I hope you have a joyes Christmas and a Happy New Year.
love always Amy*

Amy’s Fight
Amy Mareck <bronwhair25@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, December 25, 2003 10:56 AM CST

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Dear Toivola Family,

Merry Christmas! May god bless you all!

Much love, Dede, Walt and Owen
Dede Bye-Fitzmaurice <dede_fitzmaurice@bluecrossmn.com>
Minneapolis , - Thursday, December 25, 2003 10:24 AM CST

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Deb and family,
Merry Christmas and god bless you all.
Megan McMorran <friendsrule92@hotmail.com>
Greenfield, IA - Thursday, December 25, 2003 9:05 AM CST

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Thinking of you all tonight. Merry Christmas.
Margaret Ciacciarelli <mmchick@comcast.net www.Mighty-Max.com>
- Wednesday, December 24, 2003 10:50 PM CST

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Merry Christmas from your friends, Bruce, Kerri and Jack.
Bruce Timperley <bkjtimp@cox.net>
Cranston, RI - Wednesday, December 24, 2003 10:06 PM CST

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Deb...May God bless and comfort you and your family this holiday season.

Much love...
Terry Snyder (Angel Jalen's "Am-Maw") http://www.caringbridge.org/fl/jalen <vix207@aol.com>
Royal Palm Beach, FL - Wednesday, December 24, 2003 7:01 PM CST

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You are in my thoughts and prayers as you care for your mom and family. May you be able to take some time for yourself Deb. You need to be nutured so that you can be strong for the difficult days ahead. I am so sorry that your family is going through another tough time. Although I don't know you I wish I lived nearby to be of some support. God Bless.
L Pollard
B'ham, Al - Wednesday, December 24, 2003 12:03 AM CST

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Deb, Dave, Ashley, Austin-
Continue to know you are never far from my thoughts. One of Eric's patients gave him a batman stocking cap for a Christmas Gift... God is so good to us...even though I knew AJ for such a short amount of time, he had a major impact on me and although I do not need daily reminders of Aj or you I thank God for them and You!
Love you -
Debi Tonsager <tonsagerd@ia.leukemia-lymphoma.org>
Des Moines, - Wednesday, December 24, 2003 11:45 AM CST

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Deb, I hope you are able to have a pleasant holiday. I hope your memories of AJ help you through the difficult times. Take care.
Amy Ness <angelboy19972001@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, December 24, 2003 11:08 AM CST

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Deb,
Just wanted to let you know that you are in my thoughts. I am so sorry to hear your mom's diagnosis. She is very lucky to have you to help her through this time. Cherish every moment. I think about your AJ often.
Love,
Jennifer
Jennifer Restemayer www.caringbridge.org/nd/allison <jennmarie@bis.midco.net >
Bismarck, ND Usa - Tuesday, December 23, 2003 10:55 PM CST

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Hi, Deb and family
I know this holiday season will be hard to get through, but you have to think of the Christmas's past and remember how much AJ loved them. I ran accross this poem and I thought AJ would be saying this to you.

I Will Be There
Written by Sharon J. Bryant

Mom, tomorrow I will be there
Though you may not see
I'll smile and remember
The last Christmas, with you and me

Don't be sad mom
I'm never far away
Your heart has hidden sight
My memory will always stay

I watched as you touched the ornaments
Sometimes a tear was shed as you did
I touched you gently on your shoulder
And on tiptoes I proudly stood

I'm only gone for a little while mom
I'm waiting for the day to be
When God calls out your name mom
We'll be together, just you wait and see

But until that time comes
Carry on as you did when I was there
I tell the angels how much I love you
There are angels here everywhere!

I stand behind you some days
When I know that you are sad
I want you to be happy mom
It would make my heart so glad

So on this Christmas Eve, Mom
Think of me as I will be thinking of you
And touch that special ornament
That I once made for you

I love you mom and dad, also
I know you know I do
And I'll be waiting here for you
When your earthly life is through

Love, Your child in Heaven

I hope this helps you get though Christmas and the New Years. You have gone through so much and now with your Mom, remember you have to take care of yourself also. But most important remember God loves you
Cheryl Anderson/ Friends of the Peterson Family <cheryl.anderson@mail.sprint.com>
Cologne, MN - Tuesday, December 23, 2003 6:53 AM CST

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Just wanted you to know I'm thinking of you.
Donna <ldvolz@msn.com>
IA - Tuesday, December 23, 2003 0:34 AM CST

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Deb, I am sorry to hear that you are now dealing with even more heartbreak, you have had more than your share already. Please know that I continue to think about you, Dave, and your wonderful kids everyday and I only wish for something that could make all this bearable for you.
Please give Austin a big hug from Soren and give Ashley one too. We sure miss you guys!
Anna
Anna Joles <mplsjoles@earthlink.net>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Monday, December 22, 2003 2:52 PM CST

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Deb,
I really wanted to apologise for not signing in lately... my new temp job has been keeping my so busy! I ALWAYS check in on you guys though just to see how you are all keeping...usually I have just enough time to read your updates and not enough to sign in, so I do apologise. Your family is always in my thoughts and prayers...also I wanted to thank you for that special note you left in my mom's guestbook. It made my day...having met Addison on Caringbridge was just the biggest inspiration ever...I grew so attached to him, I grew to know him, to love and with that I grew to know his family, to love his family.. you are all so special to me and I will always hold you all close to my heart...please know that if you ever need anything, just let me know. I can't imagine how hard this holiday season must be on your family...but I pray that you are all surrounded by love, friends and family... and I also pray for your mom and for peace and comfort to be with her. AJ is surely watching over her... lots of love from my family to yours...

~*~*Girlie's Page*~*~

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!
XOXOXOXOXO
Janice <janiceliew1981@yahoo.com>
Melbourne, Australia - Monday, December 22, 2003 5:26 AM CST

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Dear Deb and family Hi guys havent heard from you for awile so thought id drop a line Deb I want you to no if there is anything me and Tammy can help you with besides are prayers let us no your family means a great deal to us give your mom a big hug from us and god bless each and everyone of you. Love the Osterburs
Kenneth Osterbur <ktjcak@gwtc.net>
wood, sd - Sunday, December 21, 2003 6:09 PM CST

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Wishing you strength to deal with all that is on your plate at this moment. You've had to deal with a lot of emotional situations these past few months and I am in awe of the way you've handled it all. That you for your continued updates. You and your family remain in my prayers.

God bless you always,
Connie
Connie F-G <cdlfg@sprynet.com>
Wichita Falls, TX - Sunday, December 21, 2003 1:47 PM CST

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Sending you Peace and Strength this holiday season. Miss you very much. Love,
Eric and Sheila DeVolder and family
- Saturday, December 20, 2003 8:38 PM CST

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I really wish your family the best of everything. I'm so sorry about your mom & AJ. I watched my mother in law fade away last year from cancer, it truly is a sad & heartbreaking & nasty disease. I wish there was a cure already. You are a very nice daughter to take in your mom at this time, I hope she doesn't have alot of pain. I'm not a great praying person, but I'm praying for your family.
Jenn Hartley <ronjenn696@prodigy.net>
Bensalem, PA USA - Saturday, December 20, 2003 10:29 AM CST

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My heart aches for you and your family. I can not imagine all you have been through this year. May GOD give you strength to deal with all you must deal with. And peace that you have done all you could for everyone. You are in my prayers.
Sharon <mopgal@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, December 20, 2003 9:25 AM CST

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I think and pray for you constantly. Grandma's are known for spoiling their grandchildren and giving them all the love they can handle..so, I'm sure Addison will be glad to have her with him. god bless you for your strength and greatness...
alex aldinger } | { * <wndrwo77@aol.com>
- Saturday, December 20, 2003 1:36 AM CST

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All of you are in our prayers and hearts. I just don't know what to say, other than there are so many that are praying for you, hopefully it will bring you some comfort. Bless you, all of you. Love Marilyn
mloraas <aml3435@msn.com>
casper, wy - Friday, December 19, 2003 11:31 PM CST

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You are in my prayers. What a difficult year you've had. May 2004 be a time of healing and peace for your family.
L.Pollard
B'ham, Al - Friday, December 19, 2003 10:16 PM CST

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You all are on my heart and mind continuously. Just want you to know you are loved and thought of everyday. You are so special,God has certainly given you alot to bear- I pray for His peace and understanding, more so in the days to come. Please give Ashley and Austin an extra hug for me.
Debi
Des Moines, - Friday, December 19, 2003 10:15 PM CST

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I just wanted to stop by and send you a cyber (((((((HUG)))))). Praying for your family as always.
Jamie
MD - Friday, December 19, 2003 7:24 PM CST

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I am lifting you up in prayer continually. I'm so sorry for all the pain you are having to endure. Please know that you are cared for. Blessings.
Khalita My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Friday, December 19, 2003 6:52 PM CST

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Hi Deb, I pray for you and your family. Hope things get better. You are such a strong person. You have terrific kids. Take care and I will be thinking of you all.

www.caringbridge.org/mn/dustin
Kris, Angel Dustin's mom <buser_lady@yahoo.com>
- Friday, December 19, 2003 3:28 PM CST

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I just wanted you to know that I am praying for you and your family.
Leigh Ann Edwards <APoohFan514321@aol.com>
Bowling Green, KY - Friday, December 19, 2003 3:15 PM CST

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I'm thinking of you and praying for you and your family. Hope you Mom is not in pain. Try to have a Merry Christmas. God bless you.
Lavonne <Lavonne.penn@wachovia.com>
Mount Airy, usa - Friday, December 19, 2003 2:11 PM CST

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We still check on you every day. You've had a heavy load for a long time - we worry about you and your family. Always know that even though it's up to you to get through each day, we're all out here thinking of you.
Hugs to all of you!!!!
Kim Langgaard <lang5@netins.net>
Guthrie Center, IA - Friday, December 19, 2003 11:02 AM CST

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Still checking up on you. Wishing you & your family strength & love for the holidays. Please know my thoughts are with you.

Shannon
- Friday, December 19, 2003 9:12 AM CST

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I'm so sorry to hear about your mom, Deb. I am praying for her and your entire family. It's so unbelievable the amount of stress and heartache you've had to deal with for way too long. Let's get together soon so you can take your mind off of things for a little while. Until then, try to enjoy CHRISTmas and your loving family. Love you~
Janette Paul
Hibbing, MN - Friday, December 19, 2003 8:58 AM CST

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My heart goes out to all of you. Your mom is such a wonderful person. She does not deserve to go through this. I can't believe how much you have had to go through this past year and a half. I give you so much credit for the amount of strength that you have. Through it all, you continue to be such a wonderful mother. Not only are you a good mother, but a great friend. You have been there for me through such trying times. I love you for that. Please let me know if there is anything that I can do for you. I am always here if you need me.
Kristin <www.caringbridge.org/mn/lucaskells, kristindecker@yahoo.com>
Red Wing, MN - Thursday, December 18, 2003 9:07 PM CST

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We continue to stop by and check in on your family. Our prayers are for your strength to care for your mother during this trying time. Ashley & Austin have so much to try to deal with again so quickly. Prayers for everyone for peace and understanding when there isn't much anyone can say.
Sara Hughes <dshughes@netins.net>
Truro, IA USA - Thursday, December 18, 2003 8:25 PM CST

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We continue to stay updated on your progress and feel deep sympathy for the strain your family continues to endure. May God be with you always and hold your hand as you walk through this latest fire. Peace be with you.
Jack's parents <BKJTimp@cox.net>
- Thursday, December 18, 2003 6:19 PM CST

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Deb,
You all are definitely in my prayers. Somehow, someway, God will give you the strength to get through all of this. Blessings.
Love, Lisa Post <ltjpost@cox.net>
- Thursday, December 18, 2003 5:58 PM CST

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I am so sorry to hear what you are going thru now. Take Care and know that I am always praying for you. Addison will at least be with your mom to help her cross over. Have comfort in that. I pray for peaceful passing and for Ashley and Austin to adapt to the situation ok. Love Always!
Jeanne Brown <brownjj@bright.net>
Wapakoneta, OH USA - Thursday, December 18, 2003 5:51 PM CST

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Deb, I am just at a loss for the right words. I am so saddened to hear that your mom is not doing well. Maybe the only bright spot is that she will be there to rock Addison until it is your time to see him again. I hope she doesn't suffer and that you all will be able to find some peace and comfort. Take care Deb.
Amy Ness <angelboy19972001@yahoo.com>
East Grand Forks, - Thursday, December 18, 2003 4:25 PM CST

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Dear Deb, I cannot even believe what is going on. You are the most incredible woman ever! I somehow missed the news of your moms declining health..I will pray for all of you. Gods strength and comfort!!!!! Your sweet children have been through so much as well..God, hold them all and heal their hearts and give them all endurance! LOVE YOU!!!!
Lisa Abbott <weezielee@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, December 18, 2003 3:48 PM CST

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Dear Deb & family. We surely pray for God to give you strength & to make your Mom's days here, as wonderful & pain free as She so deserves. You have all been so brave thru your times with A. J. May you continue to draw His strength. It is so important to do all you can to keep life as normal as possible for the other 2 children. They have seen more than some see in a lifetime. God Bless them & we pray for them. May you enjoy the Holiday Season together.A.J. is with God, out of pain & looking down on you all.
Elaine & Don Raday, <mobilegram@webtv.net>
Posen,, Il. cook - Thursday, December 18, 2003 12:05 AM CST

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Thinking of you and praying too.
Bruce Timperley (Jack's Dad)
Cranston, RI - Thursday, December 18, 2003 10:16 AM CST

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My prayers and thoughts are with your entire family. May you have the strength and courage to deal with all you have been delt.
Tessa <rmhrefugees@frontiernet.net>
- Thursday, December 18, 2003 10:00 AM CST

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Praying for you all and missing you. Know that not a day goes by that I don't think of all of you. Remember the cupcakes we had when you were down to Iowa that had the Batman rings on top? One turned up the other day in Collin's room. It is now at the top of the boys' special tree, right where it belongs. It will stay with their ornaments and be there every year. Praying for your strength and peace. Deb, what an honor to your mom, to have you for a daughter. What an honor for all of us to know you.
Donna <ldvolz@msn.com>
Earlham, IA - Thursday, December 18, 2003 8:27 AM CST

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I pray every morning that God will give your family peace, strength, and love. I am so sorry that you are experiencing so much loss and pain. Please hold tight to the fact that God loves you and will see you through whatever comes your way.
Katie Bissell <kmbiss@vcs-k12.net>
Vestaburg, MI - Thursday, December 18, 2003 7:51 AM CST

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Thinking of you everyday. I am sorry you are having to face another terrible challenge.
My thoughts are with you,I wish I could do something to make it all better.

Vicki
Vicki <vlj322@mn.rr.com>
- Wednesday, December 17, 2003 8:47 PM CST

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Still thinking of you every day. We are praying for strength for you and healing for your mom.
Deb Bartunek <bartman@rap.midco.net>
Rapid City, SD - Wednesday, December 17, 2003 11:29 AM CST

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Never give up hope! My mom, Dee was diagnosis with non-small cell lung cancer stage IV in May. It is inopperable and they cannot do radition due to the location of all four of her tumors, however she is still very healthy and vibrant due to the care that she is receiving at Parker Hughes.

Know that I am here and totally know what you are going through with your mom. Should you want to talk about any of this I am only an email away.

My prayers are with all of you,
Jennifer Miles www.caringbridge.org/mn/deemartinson <jennifer.miles@thomson.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Tuesday, December 16, 2003 11:05 AM CST

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Our Hearts and Prayers are with you.
The Anderson Family <tandha@amerytel.net>
Clayton, WI - Monday, December 15, 2003 9:05 PM CST

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We are praying for you Deb.
Mary Kiener
- Monday, December 15, 2003 12:45 AM CST

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I am so sad to hear the news of your mom, Deb. My heart is breaking for you and I wish we were closer geographically. Please know I am sending a hearfelt hug to the north and will try to call you soon.
Donna Volz <ldvolz@msn.com>
Earlham, IA - Sunday, December 14, 2003 11:14 PM CST

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I'm so sorry to hear the hard news about your mom and the rough time you've been having. We lit a candle tonight for Addison, as part of the Compassionate Friends worldwide candle lighting and children's memorial day -- it's still shining brightly on our backyard fort, next to Charlie's. You are constantly in our prayers, and especially so during the holidays, when the whole world seems to be wrapped up in buying and celebrating. I hope you can find ways to feel close to AJ in this season and all year long.
Terese, Paul, Liam & Jack, www.caringbridge.org/page/charlie <terese@visi.com>
St. Paul, MN - Sunday, December 14, 2003 10:56 PM CST

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Deb and Family,

I am sorry to hear about your mom. Please know we are lifting you and your family up in prayer!! I pray for the Lord to give you strength in this time of need.

Stacie <jpouh@charter.net>
waupaca, wi - Sunday, December 14, 2003 9:12 PM CST

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Thinking of you all.
Janet <jshober@rmhmpls.com>
- Sunday, December 14, 2003 7:26 PM CST

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Just read the update about your mom! Very sad! We will pray for her. You are in our thoughts and prayers!

Beth Bizal
- Sunday, December 14, 2003 5:21 PM CST

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Life is just so hard and so unfair sometimes. The devil is a big bully. Thank goodness that the Lord will not let these things go unpunished. But, for now, I will pray for strength for you to rise above whatever Satan throws your way. There is victory in Christ. God bless you during this terrible time of grief and with the addition of another very stressful scenario with your mom. I will check in on you again very soon. Love to you in Christ.
Khalita My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Saturday, December 13, 2003 10:00 PM CST

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HOLD ON, HOLD ON!!! May God give you the strength. We pray for this. Make special the time you have with those you have. Live each day, one day at a time and if it were your last. But, most of all, hold on...even if only one minute at a time. Our thoughts and prayers are with you all.
Pam Meyers <HomerNativ@aol.com>
Homer Glen, IL - Saturday, December 13, 2003 2:47 PM CST

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Thinking about you..
Rhonda Frachiseur http:\\www.caringbridge.org\tx\nathan <brawnygrl@yahoo.com>
Allen, TX - Saturday, December 13, 2003 1:37 PM CST

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I am so sorry for all you are going through. I can not imagine the pain of losing a child. I lost my mother 6 years ago to AML and still have days of sadness. Your strength is admirable. Please continue to love each other and gather strength from that love. It is the love of your family that makes it possible to get up and function. I am sure Angel AJ with help to guide you through this. My prayers are withyou this holiday season and just do whatever it takes to get by.
Lisa <lisahlisah973@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, December 13, 2003 0:52 AM CST

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Hi Deb,
Stopped by to check in... I am sorry to see your update about your mom... Please know we will say some extra prayers for all of you..
Sending you a big hug,
Lynn <candlys@aol.com>
www.caringbridge.com/pa/jessiespage, PA - Saturday, December 13, 2003 0:48 AM CST

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I am so sorry for all the heartache you have. My thoughts and prayers are with you.
Jean M
Minneapolis, MN - Friday, December 12, 2003 3:12 PM CST

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Deb,
It seems to just dump sometimes. My thoughts are with you and your family during this most difficult time. I will be trying to call again soon.
Rhonda Frachiseur (Nathan- http://caringbridge.org/tx/nathan) <brawnygrl@yahoo.com>
Allen, TX - Friday, December 12, 2003 1:55 PM CST

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We just don't know how one family can handle so much..... We're thinking of you - wish there was something we could do.
Hugs to all of you.

Langgaards - Ed, Kim, Katy, Kris and Neil <lang5@netins.net>
Guthrie Center, IA - Friday, December 12, 2003 12:59 AM CST

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Hi Deb... I'm sorry to hear about your mom. You have been through so much. I wish I could take all of your pain away. I wish that we could have our precious angels with us. My heart goes out to you and your family. Please know that my thoughts and prayers are with you all. Sending you lots of love.~Missing you AJ~
Tina (angel Brandon's mom) <http://www.caringbridge.org/va/love4brandon ~~msniteyez@aol.com>
Harrisonburg, Va - Friday, December 12, 2003 10:42 AM CST

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What a tragic year this has been for so many people, but you especially. I can really feel your pain as I lost my dad unexpectedly this past March. Although I cannot imagine what it feels like to lose a child, I do know what it is like to lose a parent. So many people said to me, "Sure you're sad, but didn't you expect that your parents would die before you someday"? And I chose not to answer because I was scared of what I would say to them. The truth is that losing a parent is so many things you never expect. It's very hard and I can say the hardest experience of my life. I hope you have support, that is key. And surround yourself with others who know what you are feeling. Avoid people who don't know the feeling. This is all stuff you probably realized after losing Addison. It hurts more when you are around people who just do not understand your pain. Somehow it is easier to be around people who do.

There is the possibility, since she won't have a biopsy, that the tumors aren't as bad as they seem and I am going to pray this is the case. I am going to pray you have a lot more time with your mom.


Tracee Saltz <TraceeSaltz@mchsi.com>
Des Moines, Ia - Friday, December 12, 2003 9:32 AM CST

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Thinking of and Praying for your family.
Jamie
- Friday, December 12, 2003 6:41 AM CST

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Deb,
I still check in from time to time and I have to say that my heart is heavy too with the news of your mom. I am so sorry that you have been dealt so much. I will continue to keep you, your mom, and the entire family in my prayers.
May you find comfort in handing your fears over to God. You are not alone! Cyber hugs from Connecticut!
Love, Lisa Post <ltjpost@cox.net>
South Windsor, CT - Thursday, December 11, 2003 10:42 PM CST

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We have thought about you all so many times. We continue to pray for each of you. We hope that God's love gets you through this glorious season.

Beth & Terry Bizal <bbizal@2z.net>
- Thursday, December 11, 2003 9:34 PM CST

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I gently wrap warm thoughts of you
in my christmas prayers
For Heaven to smile on you
For Angels to watch over you
and the love of Jesus to fill your heart
Have A Merry Christmas
God Bless You And Your Family This Holiday

Have a Marry Christmas and a Blessed New Year

Chris Ullrich - Grand-daughter dx with AML M5 <c_ullrich@msn.com, www.caringbridge.com/page/isabellaledesma >
Hemingford, Ne USA - Thursday, December 11, 2003 6:23 PM CST

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Dave, Deb, Ashley, & Austin,
We think of you all so often and I can only imagine how hard it is with the holidays coming. Our prayers are with you for strength and peace during this holiday season and the new year.
Marna <marnafrick@yahoo.com www.caringbridge.org/nd/reesefrick>
Watford City, ND - Thursday, December 11, 2003 2:06 PM CST

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Hi Deb and family,
I have continually been checking in on you but have not signed the guestbook recently, because I just don't know what to say. You are always in my thoughts. This past Tuesday was Ryan's 4th birthday and when I realized the coincidence of the date, I couldn't hold back the tears wondering what you must have been feeling that day. When Ryan blew out his candles, I made my own special wish that you would have a sense of peace if only for that moment - I hope it came true. I am so sorry to hear the news on your mom, I will keep you all in my prayers. Lots of love from Colorado!
Allison Geary <dag09394@msn.com>
Aurora, CO - Thursday, December 11, 2003 1:07 PM CST

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Hi Debbie! I can't seem to find words to express my thoughts (and can't begin to imagine how you, Ed, & Susie are feeling) after getting the news about your mom. You're in our thoughts and prayers. Please don't feel you have to bear this alone & be so strong as you've been through enough already. We're still here for you's & want to help in any way we can. By the way, please pass this on to your mom: "HI AUNTIE MARILYN! I love you!!! We all love you!!! I hope to see you at Christmas!"
Holly, Rick, Megan, Summer, & Ryan <hablatt@mneye.com>
Maple Grove, MN - Thursday, December 11, 2003 12:08 AM CST

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Happy Holidays Deb, Dave, Austin and Ashley. I hope together you can find peace and happiness. I'm so sorry to hear about your mom. I'm praying for her and your family. Peace on Earth
Janette Paul
Hibbing, - Thursday, December 11, 2003 8:39 AM CST

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Are thinking of you and hoping all is going as good as it can. Take care.
Mary Kiener
- Wednesday, December 10, 2003 10:17 PM CST

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Deb and all,
I wanted to let you know that I was thinking of you, and AJ today. I will make sure to say an extra prayer for your mom. And you. I feel so bad that you are faced with such a tough situation again, and especially so soon. I hope you are able to find some comfort in how many people care about you and will be praying for not only your mom, but you as well.
Allie and Justin turn five next week and on Saturday we are having a party, the first time we have had a party for them with other kids. Well, Justin is totally into Spiderman so naturally I ordered a Spiderman cake for him, Spiderman decorations, etc. Well, he heard me talking about it and corrected me very adamantly "No Mom!! I want BATMAN now." I have no idea where this change of gears came from but it really made me think of AJ. So many want to carry on the Batman tradition for him, and I suppose after months of hearing me talk about "Batman AJ" Justin has decided that he wants to as well. It was nice, because even though we never met personally, I feel so much like I know all of you, and cared so much about AJ. Having Justin switch allegiance from Spiderman to Batman is a nice way to stay connected to him and be reminded of him. (Although, it is causing some logistical problems as we have decorated his bedroom completely in Spiderman, have bought him Spiderman shoes, clothes, jammies, toys, etc. Oh well. :))
Chris, Allison and Justin <chrismyrah@frontiernet.net>
Rosemount, MN USA - Wednesday, December 10, 2003 8:48 PM CST

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I am so sorry for the loss of your son A.J. Every time I read A.J.'s page it breaks my heart. We are relatives of Charlie Kiehne and I have been following your website as I have followed Charlie's. Please know that we are praying for your family, and for your mother. God Bless you.

Melissa Kiehne <mkiehne@hickorytech.net>
St. Peter, MN USA - Wednesday, December 10, 2003 5:09 PM CST

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Please let your mom know that my thoughts and prayers are with her, as with all of you.
Kristin <www.caringbridge.org/mn/lucaskells, kristindecker@yahoo.com>
Red Wing, MN - Wednesday, December 10, 2003 4:16 PM CST

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Deb....I was thinking of you today. Just wanted you to know. I will keep your family and your Mom in my prayers.
Love,
Jennifer Restemayer
Jennifer Restemayer www.caringbridge.org/nd/allison <jennmarie@bis.midco.net >
Bismarck, ND Usa - Wednesday, December 10, 2003 2:41 PM CST

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Thinking of you all and missing you. I'm keeping you all in my prayers and Deb, your mom also.
Donna Volz <ldvolz@msn.com>
Earlham, IA - Wednesday, December 10, 2003 10:59 AM CST

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There is an ache in my heart for you, Deb, and the rest of your family. I wish I could write something really catchy that would make the holiday season easier. I think it is awesome you put up a Batman tree and I know Addison can see it. I will share a poem with you that I just read on another Caring Bridge site.....

MY FIRST CHRISTMAS WITH JESUS

I see the countless Christmas trees around the world below
With tiny lights like Heaven's stars reflecting on the snow.
The sight is so spectacular, please wipe away that tear.
For I am spending Christmas with Jesus Christ this year.

I hear the many Christmas songs that all hold so dear,
but the sounds of music can't compare with the
Christmas choir up here.
I have no word to tell you the joy their voices bring.
For it is beyond description to hear the angels sing.
I know how much you miss me, I see the pain inside your heart,
But I am not so far away, we really aren't apart.
So be happy for me dear ones, you know I hold you dear,
And be glad I'm spending Christmas with Jesus Christ this year.

I sent you each a special gift from my heavenly home above,
I sent you each a memory of my undying love,
After all, love is a gift more precious than pure gold.
It was always the most important in the stories Jesus told.
Please love and keep each other as my Father said to do,
For I can't count the blessings or love He has for you.

So have a Merry Christmas and wipe away that tear.
Remember I'm spending Christmas with Jesus Christ this year.




Tracee Saltz <TraceeSaltz@mchsi.com>
Des Moines, Ia - Wednesday, December 10, 2003 10:24 AM CST

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Deb, Just wanted you to know I am thinking about you. Take care.
Amy Ness <angelboy19972001@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, December 10, 2003 8:56 AM CST

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I think of your family often and have you in my prayers. I lost a son at Christmas time 10 years ago.... I try really hard to keep extra busy this time of year, and that seems to help. Holidays are hard.....do the best you can every day and that is all any one can ask. Know that others are wanting the best for your family.
Sharon <sholweger5@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, December 10, 2003 7:35 AM CST

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You are in my thoughts and prayers always, but now especiallly through the holidays. I can't even imagine the pain that you are feeling right now. I know that I can not take that pain away, but if there is anything that I can do, please let me know. We will be up to visit soon. I have a new Batman ornament to add to your tree. We love and miss you all and have Addison in our thoughts daily. We miss him so much. He was an amazing boy. No words can express how special he really was.
Kristin <www.caringbridge.org/mn/lucaskells, kristindecker@yahoo.com>
Red Wing, MN - Tuesday, December 9, 2003 9:34 PM CST

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Hi Toivola Family,
Just wanted you all to know I was thinking of you today. I'm still with you as I know you are with us! Much love and prayer!!
Lisa Abbott <weezielee@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, December 9, 2003 7:42 PM CST

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I am so sorry you are having such a hard time. I'm sure the season does not help any. I am keeping your family in my prayers and thoughts. Try to stay strong. I'm sure AJ is so proud of you, he is with you always.
Cathy Rusyniak <Garbmike@optonline.net>
Rockaway, nj - Tuesday, December 9, 2003 1:26 PM CST

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Dave please know you especially are in our hearts and prayers. I greatly admire how you are fighting so hard to handle all that has been thrown upon you. I know you will prevail. You have an unfailing faith and so much strength. You have a lot to fight for and I feel you will succeed. It may take time, be patient and keep on doing what you are doing. It takes a very strong person to confront a multidude of burdens such as you have. Just remember what you have is worth fighting for and that you are a family and love each other. Ashley and Austin are very fortunate to have parents that will work so hard to keep the family together. Love and Prayers to all of you and God's Blessings always. Love Marilyn
marilyn loraas <aml3489@msn.com>
casper, wy - Tuesday, December 9, 2003 1:16 PM CST

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Hello my dear people, I am so sorry you are having such a hard time. I so wish there were something I could do to help.Perhaps in some small way these following words can. When the world closes in on me, let me follow your example, Dear Jesus, and slip away and find a quiet place to pray. You listen to my heart, please continue to use me to do Your will. Continue to Bless me that I may be a Blessing to others.Keep me strong that I may help the weak.Keep me uplifted that I may encourage others. I pray that there is no problem bigger than God, Every battle is in your hands. Lord I love you and I need you, please stay in my heart and keep me in Your loving hands. Amen I hope that you can all find some peace and enjoy the holiday to the best of your ability. We are thinking of you all the time, and you are all in our prayers. Sorry I haven't written much lately. Clay is ok now but was in hospital for 3 days and Jack has been off work 3 weeks with the flu and pneumonia. All are doing some better. Clay is nearly back to normal, some kind of virus they think. Al is getting better each day and Jack's chest sounded better when into the Dr. this am. Take care and stay well Love from the Loraas family Marilyn
marilynloraas <aml3435@msn.com>
casper, wy - Tuesday, December 9, 2003 1:05 PM CST

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My name is Shaylene & my daughter is Sierra Journey! We just wanted you to know that we stopped by to read A.J's story!
He must have touched so many people's life, you can just see it in his smile! Have a Happy Holidays!
www.sierrasjourney.com
www.caringbrige.org/fl/sierra Hugs Shay & Sierra
shaylene factor <Journey1414@aol.com>
mims, fl usa - Tuesday, December 9, 2003 11:36 AM CST

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Debbie, I see your update was pushed into the Past Journal History part of Addison's Web site before we all could read it. Sorry to read it is so hard for you. I am happy to read that Batman made it to Ashley's party. That was so sweet. Please remember that he is always with you, even though you can't touch or see him. He would want you to be happy......not so sad. You have such an inner strength. Austin and Ashley are sure lucky you are their mom. You are in our prayers every day.
A friend who cares about you
- Tuesday, December 9, 2003 7:38 AM CST

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We are still here for you and praying for all of you.

I will never forget AJ or your family.

Jennifer Miles www.caringbridge.org/mn/deemartinson <jennifer.miles@thomson.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Monday, December 8, 2003 10:38 AM CST

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Hi Toivola family,

My name is Lisa and I'm a friend of Lisa and Jim Abbott. I've been following your ordeal for some time now. I've often wanted to write, but words seem so inadequate. I spent a lot of time up in Gilbert about 20+ years ago. (I can't be that old) I read your story and picture that part of the state. It all seems so pointless, the pain you have to endure. Of course you know A.J. is in a better place, but that doesn't make it any better for you. I'm sorry this is sounding so disjointed. Words are hard to come by. I just wanted you to know that there are others out here praying for you and feeling some of your pain. Dave and Deb, you are so right, no one can understand your pain. I look at my kids and just the thought of losing them is unbearable. To actually go through that loss.... I simply can't comprehend it. My kids are big 16, 17 and 21. When they frustrate me, as teens do, I think of what you and others have gone through and thank God they are here to frustrate me. See?? A.J. and you all have helped people you don't even know. You are so right, God is always good, no matter what life throws at us. He is still good. Dave, hang in there. We all handle life's stresses differently and we are all wired differently. I hear in you a good man who loves his wife and children. God will never leave you. God bless you. I will be thinking of you and praying for you this Christmas. If I ever have the chance to meet you, I would consider it an honor. So here's a hug through the internet from a stranger who feels a little of your pain.

Lisa
Lisa Sipe <momsipe61@hotmail.com>
Ramsey, MN USA - Monday, December 8, 2003 9:53 AM CST

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Wishing you strength as you deal with the emotions of the holiday season.

God bless you and your family as you find the path to healing.

Sincerely,
Connie F-G
The Frisby-Griffin Family <cdlfg@sprynet.com>
Wichita Falls, TX USA - Sunday, December 7, 2003 8:53 PM CST

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You are all in my thoughts. How is the puppy? I hope he is bringing you some joy. I know he is definitly a diversion! I wonder what he thinks of the Christmas tree? As always I Am hoping you will find peace when you need it the most. Lori
Lori Pollard
B'ham, AL - Sunday, December 7, 2003 11:02 AM CST

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Hi guys! I just read you journals today. My heart breaks for you everytime I think of how incredibly hard the holidays are for you. Just carrying on..I cant even imagine. All I can do is pray, but I wish I could ask God if A.J. could just come home for Christmas...then I heard a song on the new Steven Curtis Chapman Christmas CD. It was about a Grandma whos health was failing her and she told her family that she was going home for Christmas..she was going home for good. I cried thinking how our minds cant comprehend "living in heaven" it seems so strange, yet it is truely our eternal home.. I think often of how awesome it will be to reunite with those that have gone 1st. How hard it is to lose someone we love..I will continue to lift you all in prayer! Thank-you for the heartfelt thank-you card it remains on my frig. I bought Batman stickers to do a page for A.J. in Joshys scrapbook. My neighbor who has the new baby A.J. is putting A.J.'s obituary in her babys scrapbook since I wrote her a letter about how special it was that she named him A.J. when she never even knew about your A.J.. It was truely touching. A.J. is still touching lives. I miss talking with you as well,Deb. I will connect with you soon! I cant wait!! LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!
Lisa Abbott <weezielee@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, December 6, 2003 10:30 PM CST

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Thinking of all of you each day and praying for a way to make the season bearable for all of you.
Sara Hughes <dshughes@netins.net>
Truro, IA 50257, IA USA - Saturday, December 6, 2003 9:39 PM CST

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Deb, thank you for your support of our family. Max has been gone over a week now. You are right, no one can fully understand what you are going through. It is a very lonely place to be. I think of Ashley and Austin as I hear our daughter Grace talk about her brother's death. She is trying so hard to make sense of it all. We wish you strength this holiday season.
Margaret Ciacciarelli <mmchick@comcast.net www.Mighty-Max.com>
- Saturday, December 6, 2003 2:30 PM CST

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We check on your family daily but rarely write. This must be a very difficult month. We continue our prayers. We think of all of you and AJ often.
Jane Trimper <jatrimper@cms.maisd.com>
Durham, NC - Saturday, December 6, 2003 6:54 AM CST

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Deb, I wish there was something I could do to make this season easier for you.
A.J.~ Please baby, visit your mommy in her dreams.
I am praying for smile and hug filled dreams for you tonight and every night.
Thinking of you,
Jennifer
Jennifer Restemayer www.caringbridge.org/nd/allison <jennmarie@bis.midco.net >
Bismarck, ND Usa - Friday, December 5, 2003 11:57 PM CST

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Hi Deb and Dave and kids, Been thinking of you often hope things are going better. What ya been up to . My mom made a pine cone cover for Alishas grave and decorated it with candycanes and ornaments looked so good on there God where would we all be without the people that love us. we think of Addison so often the smile on his face always seemed so happy God bless him. I wonder up in heaven do you suppose they are all decorating a big christmas tree and telling god what they want for christmas ya no they have the inside track now.God I miss them all May they smile down on each of us as we go threw the holidays and spead there wings so wide with there love for us all. Take care and may the angels from heaven smile in your hearts this holiday season. we love you guys.The Osterburs
Kenneth Osterbur <ktjcak@gwtc.net>
Wood, SD - Thursday, December 4, 2003 4:37 PM CST

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Hey you guys, I was thinking so much about Addison today. I was in Human Anat, and were talking about things that made me think of him. I almost started to cry, I miss him so much. I know he is in a better place though. He doesn't have the pain anymore and can run around like a normal kid. I love you AJ and eat all the candy that you can.
Thinking of you all
Love
Amy*
Amy Mareck <brownhair25@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, December 4, 2003 11:43 AM CST

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Greetings to you and your family. I'm still thinking of you and praying for you..... I hope we can get together soon.
Janette Paul
Hibbing, MN - Tuesday, December 2, 2003 2:15 PM CST

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Just stopping by to say hi and let you know that we're thinking of you.
Mary Kiener, caringbridge.org/ia/sam
- Tuesday, December 2, 2003 1:54 PM CST

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Hi Guys! I am late, but, we hope Ashley had a wonderful birthday. We were thinking of you!
We've been thinking of you all a lot - especially as we are getting into the holidays. We are hoping that you have some memories of the precious few holidays that you all had together to remember and help you to heal. I still have the Batman sticker you gave to me at AJ's service. I stuck it to the shelf in my laundry room so every time I put a load of laundry in I think of all of you and hope that you can find some peace and joy in your memories of Addison.
Thanks for thinking of us and leaving your message...
Hugs to all of you!
Kim Langgaard <lang5@netins.net>
Guthrie Center, IA - Monday, December 1, 2003 12:56 AM CST

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Thinking of you.
Mary Kiener
- Sunday, November 30, 2003 10:32 PM CST

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Hello Guys,
Just checking in and hoping you made it through Thanksgiving. I thought of you guys as much as I could. Morgans birthday was Nov. 22 and then Thanksgiving on the 27th and now her anniversary date she died is Dec, 13 then Christmas on the 25th. So the more I think of all of you the more I can smile that are kids are with the most high God playing together watching over us. Our prayers are with you always and we are always here if you need us.
The Awreys <awreycrew@aol.com>
Indianapolis, IN USA - Sunday, November 30, 2003 9:18 PM CST

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HI DEB ROSIE DADDY WANT TO SAY THANKS FOR CHECKING ON THE ROSE. SURE SOUNDS LIKE XMAS TREE IS SUPER DUPER HERO TREE. HOPE YOU HAD VERY GOOD THANKSGIVING. WELL ONE DAY AT A TIME FOR US. 4TH FLOOR AT FAIRVIEW WAS THE MOST LOVE AND COMPASSIONET PLACE IN MY LIFE AND TO TELL YOU THE TURTH IN FEB 03 I KNOW ITS WAS THE DARKEST DAYS OF MY LIFE BUT GOD HAS GIVEN ME SINCE OF HIS LOVE FOR OTHERS WHEN IT SEEMS SO DARK .HAPPY HOLIDAYS FROM THE PETERSONS
DANNY <JESUSISLORD@JUNO.COM>
- Sunday, November 30, 2003 2:47 AM CST

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Hi Deb! Thanks for your note on Zach's page. Every day is hard without our boys, but holidays are especially bitter. Just last night, Scott and I were decorating our Christmas tree and I started to cry. It's just not fair that our wonderful children aren't here to help us. I know that they are here in spirit and that is what helps me through the days. Take care.
Amy Ness http://www.caringbridge.org/nd/zacharyness/index.htm <siouxfan2001@gra.midco.net>
- Saturday, November 29, 2003 5:57 PM CST

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I am so Thankful for you! Please know I am here. We think of you all often and pray for you always. I hope your turkey day went as well as it could.
Many hugs,
Lynn <candlys@aol.com>
www.caringbridge.com/pa/jessiespage, PA - Friday, November 28, 2003 10:27 AM CST

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Stopping in to say Happy Birthday to Ashley, and Happy Thanksgiving to all. I really thought about you a lot this week as this first holiday season started. I hope you are doing as o.k. as can be.
Chris Myrah <chrismyrah@frontiernet.net>
Rosemount, MN USA - Friday, November 28, 2003 8:26 AM CST

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Wishing you all a Happy Thanksgiving. I have been reminded of AJ many times this week, as every time I turn around, I see Batman. He will forever be the only Batman I think of in the years to come. We are very thankful that we had the opportunity to have a friendship with you. We miss you!!
Staci Nash www.caringbridge.org/ky/presleynash <slimandstacinash@aol.com>
Bowling Green, KY - Thursday, November 27, 2003 11:30 PM CST

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Dear Deb, Dave, Ashley & Austin,
You are all in my prayers today and everyday...Happy Thanksgiving...thinking of you and your precious angel...

~*HAPPY THANKSGIVING in Heaven sweet Angel Addison...I miss you more than words...love you buddy!*~

PS: HAPPY BIRTHDAY ASHLEY!!!!!!!!

~*~*Girlie's Page*~*~

Love,
XOXOXOXO
Janice <janiceliew1981@yahoo.com>
Melbourne, Australia - Thursday, November 27, 2003 12:51 AM CST

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY, ASHLEY!!! I think of you and your family often.
CAROL (THE NURSE) <C1SMID@HUTCHTEL.NET>
- Thursday, November 27, 2003 11:13 AM CST

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HAPPY 9th BIRTHDAY ASHLEY!!!! I miss you guys keep in touch
Jill Cramer <swimfan21@budweiser.com>
Minneapolis, MN - Wednesday, November 26, 2003 5:19 PM CST

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Just stopping by to say hi and wish you a Happy Thanksgiving.
Mary Kiener, caringbridge.org/ia/sam
- Wednesday, November 26, 2003 3:10 PM CST

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Happy Birthday dear Ashley! Checking in to let you know we are thinking of you all.
Donna <www.caringbridge.org/ia/collin ldvolz@msn.com>
Earlham, IA - Wednesday, November 26, 2003 1:44 PM CST

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Thinking & praying for all of you as the holidays approach. Happy Birthday Ashley and anjoy that puppy, they can be so much fun. Happy Thanksgiving to you all.
Marna <marnafrick@yahoo.com www.caringbridge.org/nd/reesefrick>
Watford City, ND - Wednesday, November 26, 2003 10:12 AM CST

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Just checking in and keeping your family in my thoughts and prayers as you enter into the holidays.
Lori Pollard
- Wednesday, November 26, 2003 10:05 AM CST

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Happy Birthday Ashely, hope you had a good one. There is not a day that goes by that I don't think of you guys. Addison is having lots of fun playing around and getting into trouble. Addison get in trouble, no way : ) Anyway I am thinking about you guys, and have a Happy Thanks giving.
Love Amy*

Amy’s Fight
Amy Mareck <brownhair25@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, November 26, 2003 9:59 AM CST

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Deb and Family,
Just wanted to say "HI" and ask how's everything going? I miss Batman alot and he will always be in my heart and prayers. Stay strong and love u guys.
Brittany Nadeau <sweetstuff6905@yahoo.com>
Dunseith/Belcourt, ND - Wednesday, November 26, 2003 9:49 AM CST

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Happy birthday, Ashley!

I'm sorry it has been so long since I've written -- I'm not sure where my head has been! I still come to Addison's page at least once a day, but I've been at such a loss for words lately.

I hope you will find some meaningful ways to remember AJ at Thanksgiving -- at our first Thanksgiving without Charlie last year, my mom put Charlie's placecard in the center of the table, with a votive candle next to it, and that was a nice way to feel his presence with us. Still, it was extremely hard to sit at the table together without him. All of those firsts are so hard. We're finding that the second times bring their own difficulties -- less intense, but hard in a different way. This is a rough road to be on -- I'm thankful that we're not on it alone!

Terese, Paul, Liam & Jack Charlie’s Page <terese@visi.com>
St. Paul, MN - Tuesday, November 25, 2003 10:55 PM CST

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY ASHLEY!!!!!! HOPE YOU HAD A GREAT DAY.
Kristin, Dave, Josh, and Lucas <www.caringbridge.org/mn/lucaskells, kristindecker@yahoo.com>
Red Wing, MN - Tuesday, November 25, 2003 7:16 PM CST

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Found your page from Morgan Awrey page. Sorry for your loss. May God give you comfort each and every day. May God Be With You.
xoxoxo........Jeanne Joiner
P.S. Our son Riley had two BMTs at Fairview, April 2002 and June 2002 for Hurlers. I am sure we have at least seen each other at some time or another up there.
Jeanne Joiner <jeannejoiner@hotmail.com caringbridge.org/ok/rileybear>
Del City, OK USA - Tuesday, November 25, 2003 1:52 PM CST

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Happy Birthday Ashley! I hope that you have a good birthday!

Our continued thoughts and prayers are with your family.
Jennifer Miles www.caringbridge.org/mn/deemartinson <jennifer.miles@thomson.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Tuesday, November 25, 2003 1:25 PM CST

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Always thinking of you. Please let me know how you are doing.
Tina (Brandon's mommy forever) <http://www.caringbridge.org/va/love4brandon ~~ msniteyez@aol.com>
Harrisonburg, Va - Monday, November 24, 2003 9:36 PM CST

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Thinking of all of you over these holidays. I know things are very difficult. We pray for all of you each day. You are a strong family and God will carry you through these hard times. Take care.
Deb, Ted, Trevor and Austin <bartman@rap.midco.net>
Rapid City, SD - Monday, November 24, 2003 8:15 PM CST

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Hello to AJ's family from rural Van Meter and that's in IOWA! We are friends of the Golightly crew down here.

We still check in on the websites to see how everyone is doing. And to let you know that you are in our prayers. Some for comfort and peace that only our heavenly Father can give you from above, and some for the joy that the upcoming holidays may bring. Keeping you all in our prayers.
Celesta Peterson <celestamadonna@aol.com>
Van Meter, IA - Sunday, November 23, 2003 12:11 AM CST

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Hi Deb, I wanted to write to say Hello and Thank you for the encouraging words you left on Mandy's website. I am still struggling some days but overall seem to be finding comfort. I read about the RMH galla; I bet having AJ talked about and remembered felt so great. That has been one of my biggest fears (having Mandy being forgoten and all her fighting and her smile lost.)
I will check in on you soon. God Bless.

Shannon Gatewood - caringbridge.org/mn/mandy <jsgatewood@yahoo.com>
Princeton, MN USA - Saturday, November 22, 2003 11:16 AM CST

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Dear Deb, Think of you guys often, miss Aj alot. Peace be with you. Love,
Sheila DeVolder
- Saturday, November 22, 2003 9:37 AM CST

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Hi Deb! Thanks for the update! I am so thrilled that you had such a precious time at the RMH Gala! How awesome! It is wonderful things like that that really help a person through difficult times as you are all in now..that is so sweet! I am so happy for you all. A.J was so amazing and continues to still be in our thoughts always! I cant believe that I missed you again! Of course it was for good reason since we absolutely loved Florida, but still I do hope we connect soon! We will pray for you during the holidays since all the first things without A.J. will be so hard as if it isn't hard enough already.. we think of you often! Much Love!!

P.S..We thought we would see Batman at Universal Studios, but we picked the wrong section to go into, but Josh was so thrilled to see Sponge Bob and Jimmy Neutron that he didn't even notice that he missed Spiderman. We all thought of A.J.
Lisa Abbott <weezielee@hotmail.com>
- Friday, November 21, 2003 1:14 PM CST

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I am sure that AJ's legacy will live on in the hearts and mindsof many people for a very long time.

You are a wonderful family, and it showed in AJs life on earth, and it shows in his Heavenly life.
Sara Dornisch <sdornisch@medtox.com>
- Friday, November 21, 2003 10:43 AM CST

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So glad you had a great am memorable time with Sagy at the Gala, you know that AJ touched so many and continues to, he will be in so many hearts forever, The kids had fun too it sounds like. I hope you are well, and we will talk soon, we miss you all.,
Mike Tes and ALi <rmhrefugees@frontiernet.net>
- Thursday, November 20, 2003 0:45 AM CST

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Deb, What a beautiful tribute to such a special little boy! The world needs more Don Shelby's! I borrowed your stroller recently to go to clinic because I forgot to put mine in the car. The batman stickers were still on it, it felt like he was riding along with us! God Bless.
Pat Lang - Maddie's Mom www.caringbridge.com/page/maddigan
Pat Lang <getnyzer2@hotmail.com>
Chaska, MN USA - Wednesday, November 19, 2003 11:54 PM CST

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Hi everybody :] how are you guys doing the trip sounded fun. Im sorry about Addison. You know Maria?. Well she is my mom. she is on Addisons list. But hes probley having fun in heaven right now :] Correttion is having fun in heaven right now. Playing with all the little angels right now. Maybe him and angel Codi will meet. We were so sad when he died. he was a amazing fighter and person. And we were sad more because 14 days later angel Codi died. On top of it all. But at least now they can play from day to day have friends. Have a brand new body and no pain. I'am praying for all of you. Talk to you later. God bless bye.
katie t <lilbabyblue333@hotmail.com>
denver, nc usa - Tuesday, November 18, 2003 5:09 PM CST

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I don't know were to began....When I heard the news about A.J. I was heart broken. I remember seeing him in this batman outfit and hearing his sweet adorable voice... I haven't worked at the hospital in over a month and a half I got a new job went back into my field of teaching...But I will be sure to stay updated on how you all are doing..My thoughts go out to you guys....
Jill Cramer <wldcrd154@yahoo.com>
Mpls, MN Hennipen - Tuesday, November 18, 2003 5:03 PM CST

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Hey there guys, hope school is good. I am sure that you are haivng as much fun as me!!!! And I mean that! See you soon. Save me some Turkey!!!. Or eat the Turkey and save me some ice cream!
Ross Perko <perk0081@d.umn.edu>
Duluth/Eveleth, MN USA - Tuesday, November 18, 2003 1:54 PM CST

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What an honor for you and AJ. I think that AJ must have been an angel too sent for a short time. I still think of all of you. Much love,
Rhonda Frachiseur (Nathan- http://caringbridge.org/tx/nathan) <rhonda.frachiseur@ps.net>
Allen, TX - Tuesday, November 18, 2003 9:58 AM CST

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Dear Deb: What a wonderful honor to Addison! He touched so many lives and made such a difference on this earth. I miss you and think of you daily. Give Ashley and Austin a hug for me.
Donna Volz <ldvolz@msn.com>
Earlham, IA - Tuesday, November 18, 2003 9:43 AM CST

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Hi Deb,
Sorry it has been awhile since I signed in , but I check in every day.
You mention the RMH we LOVED the one in Delaware they were wonderful to my family and I while we were there we spent almost a whole year there off and on. The staff and volunteers we just wonderful!
My thoughts and prayers are with you all,
Many hugs,
Lynn <candlys@aol.com>
www.caringbridge.com/pa/jessiespage, PA - Monday, November 17, 2003 11:09 PM CST

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Deb, I talked to Robin & she told me about the gala and Don Shelby's dedication to AJ. I cried just hearing about it second hand, I really wish I could have been there. That evening at bingo is my fondest memory of Addison he was just so cute in his batman attire and was having so much fun. You and your family continue to be in our thoughts and prayers.
Marna <marnafrick@yahoo.com www.caringbridge.org/nd/reesefrick>
Watford City, ND - Monday, November 17, 2003 9:08 PM CST

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I am so glad to read your update. I was glad to hear about the wonderful ceremony/fundraiser. I know many people have told you how amazing your son is and always will be in the eyes of those many. I never met him and his picture just tugged at my heart. The first picture I saw was of him sleeping with a baseball cap on his head and pale blue pajamas. I remember seeing that picture and thinking, "My God he looks like an angel". And he is, and he was while he was here.

"But where life is more terrible than death, it is the truest valor to dare to live." Thomas Browne

Now you know how strong you are. I am sure many days you wonder if you can make it through. I pray for you, your husband, and your two beautiful children. I hope the 4 of you have the best of the rest of your lives.


Tracee Saltz <TraceeSaltz@mchsi.com>
Des Moines, Ia USA - Monday, November 17, 2003 8:42 PM CST

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Thinking of Addison......as always! Take Care and thinking of you all often.
Jeanne Brown <brownjj@bright.net>
- Monday, November 17, 2003 6:07 PM CST

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My class has long put away our bat unit but, I still haven't forgotten your sweet child. We are on to the Thanksgiving story. I hope you feel the love of many friends and strangers and that you can find some things to be thankful for. I admire how you keep reaching out to others suffering with their children. Perhaps it is through giving and gratitude that peace will come to your family. I can't imagine the depths of pain that you feel but I find myself thinking about your family and sending you a prayer for peace. Lori
lpollard
- Monday, November 17, 2003 5:36 PM CST

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Deb, Isn't it amazing how many people have been forever touched by AJ? Although Scott and I did not stay at the RMH with Zach (we were lucky enough to have family close by), we were amazed at how wonderful they were to so many families. I am glad that you were able to stay there and meet so many wonderful friends. It is too bad the circumstances weren't different. I have not been able to go back to the hospital. I would like to see the DRS and nurses again, but I just can't get myself up to that. Maybe some day. I hope your kiddos are enjoying school, and are able to move forward with their wonderful memories of their little boy. I hope your family is healing. Altho, there will always be a wound. I just hope, with time, that you will be able to find that "normalcy" and enjoy your memories of AJ and that they don't continually make you sad. I know with Zach, there are days that I just smile when I think of him, but there are still many, many days that I get so sad, and angry that he is gone. When you feel that you are ready, I would love to hear from you. Take care Deb.
Amy Ness <angelboy19972001@yahoo.com>
- Monday, November 17, 2003 3:52 PM CST

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Deb and Family, Not really sure what to say here....I always visit Aj's site and intend to write, but I get here and don't know what to say. I continue to ache for the loss of AJ too. Please know I think of you all the time- always will. Everyone at work knows when I have been looking at the Caringbridge sites- always teary eyed. I would love to see you all. Eric and I will be in Minneapolis December 14th. If you can make it down I'd love to see you, I might even have that gift for your Batman Room.
Lord, give Debbie strength and peace, continue to heal her and her family. Thank you Lord, that you love us that much.
Debi <tonsagerd@ia.leukemia-lymphoma.org>
- Monday, November 17, 2003 3:11 PM CST

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Hi,

I haven't signed your guest book before but lately I've been feeling the need to sign alot of guest books from the Caring Bridge sites I visit. Not so much to say "be strong" etc, as I have no idea what you're going through and don't want to pretend I do - but just to finally say "Hey - I am here, I am listening, and in a round about way even though I've never met you - I care about your family and how you're all feeling". So here I am. I don't sign guest books very often, I'm more of a silent reader most of the time, but I cry at some of the entries and feel like I know you in a round about way because of the depth of emotion I feel at these poor little kids who go through so much and are so brave - even with the unfairness of it all.

So I just wanted you to finally know that I am one of those chicken people who reads most days to see an update on how you're doing but doesn't sign. And I'm sorry, because I know sometimes even if it's just to say "Hi" that's better than nothing at all :o)

Oh, and for what it's worth, I think Addison was a very special, amazing and beautiful little boy.

Take care, and I will sign in again soon.

Angela
xxxx

Angela Mills <angela@multi-media.co.nz>
Auckland, New Zealand - Monday, November 17, 2003 2:22 PM CST

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Always thinking of you and your family.
Bruce Timperley
Cranston, RI - Monday, November 17, 2003 12:45 AM CST

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Just checking in to let you know that we are thinking of you. We miss you all so much. Hope to see you soon.
Kristin <www.caringbridge.org/mn/lucaskells, kristindecker@yahoo.com>
Red Wing, MN - Saturday, November 15, 2003 10:21 PM CST

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Hey Deb Rosie daddy here sure love to see your writings I cannt even know what its like but you have such love for others. I know for me the love and compasion for others have grown to levels that I counldnt even dreamed about.But forsure God is good and his son Jesus is what keeps me together. Lots of love from the Petersons to you all.
Danny <JESUSISLORD@JUNO.COM>
- Saturday, November 15, 2003 0:47 AM CST

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Hi Deb. Just checking in to let you know I am thinking of you. I check A.J.'s site everyday and think of you often.
Chris Myrah <chrismyrah@frontiernet.net>
Rosemount, MN USA - Friday, November 14, 2003 11:20 PM CST

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Deb and family, I'm thinking of you always. I pray that you stay strong and God helps you through these times when you need him the most. I loved Addison so much. He was the man, my little buddie. I bet he's eating candy all the time up there. But see the good thing he doesn't have to go to the dentist, it heals on it's own. So he can eat as much as he wants. Anyway I am always thinking of you, don't forget that.
Love always Amy*

Amy’s Fight
Amy Mareck <brownhair25@hotmail.com>
- Friday, November 14, 2003 4:08 PM CST

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Dear Deb and Family, I am so sorry it has been forever since I last talked. I just could not bear the pain of your loss. I truly understand your pain in the deepest way. But we must realize that our kids are made perfect now and no longer have to suffer any longer. They are walking and talking with/to the most high God. They are little angels in heaven watching over us and making sure we are ok daily. I can still close my eyes I picture my Morgan and all the fantastic stuff we got to do, but then I feel sad because she only held on as long as she because I wasn't ready to let her go. Then God asked me to let Him have her and I argued for a day or two but I just could not watch the suffering any more. I whispered into Morgans ear, "Baby when you see Jesus you jump into His arms". She was the ventilator tube so she wasn't all that coherent but she rubbed her hand down my face and then was gone instantly. The rub down my face was how her and I said I love you. It did not even take her a full minute for her to go. She was just waiting to hear that I was going to be ok. I hope you are doing ok. I really want to be a help to you as you have always been to me. I always think about you guys and I miss you so. My new adress is awreycrew@aol.com. Love, The Awreys

Brandon Awrey <awreycrew@aol.com>
Indianapolis, IN - Thursday, November 13, 2003 7:28 PM CST

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Just wanted to write and say that I think about all of you guys a lot.


Michelle C. Golightly <golightlymoo@juno.com>
Booneville, AI - Thursday, November 13, 2003 4:14 PM CST

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Another angel takes flight.

My deepest, most sincere sympathy and condolences to each and every one of you!! Aj was a fighter, there is no doubt about that! He is now pain free, free to fly in the Heavens and watch over all of you!
We lost our precious Pam on Oct. 7, 2003, so I know what you are going through. There are no words that can ease the pain.
I would just like to share a saying that was on the card my wife Diane picked out, and we bought for Pam:

If you were a star
That wasn’t expected back
In the universe
For a thousand years,
I’d wait.

If you were the sky
And everyone went inside
When you got sad
And started to rain,
I’d stay.

And if you were a peach
And the world decided to get rid of all peaches,
I’d pick you up,
Put you in my pocket…

AND KEEP YOU……..FOREVER.

I would also like to share, with you and your family, a poem that was put on Pams website:
God's Garden


God looked around His garden
And found an empty place
He then looked down upon the earth
And saw your tired face

He put His arms around you
And lifted you to rest
God's garden must be beautiful,
He always takes the best

He knew that you were suffering
He knew you were in pain,
He knew that you would never
Get well on earth again.

He saw the road was getting rough
And the hills were hard to climb
So He closed your weary eyelids,
And whispered "Peace Be Thine."

It breaks our hearts to lose you
But you didn't go alone.
For part of us went with you,
The day God called you home.

You are all in our prayers. GOD BLESS YOU ALL.

Frank father of ANGEL Pam (www.caringbridge.org/ny/pamostrowski) <frmurato@nyct.com>
SYOSSET, NY USA - Thursday, November 13, 2003 11:39 AM CST

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Dear Deb & Family: Just thinking of you all tonight and missing you and wishing I could take some of your pain away. I think of you all every day.
Donna <ldvolz@msn.com>
Earlham, IA - Thursday, November 13, 2003 0:00 AM CST

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Dear Deb and Family,
Thank-you for the update and sharing with us your deep feelings. If there could be anything any of us could do to ease your pain and change was has been we all would 100 times over. I am so glad you are able to grab hold of the great memories..but I am also glad you can write out the harsh memories. We all love you so much and the pain you must be feeling must be the worst ever and we so wish we could all take it from you!!!!! I always lift you up in prayer.. that is all I know to do. Thank-you so much for sharing your heart!!! Only God can aid you in coping day by day..minute by minute. LOVE YOU ALL AND THINK OF YOU OFTEN!!!
Lisa Abbott and Family <weezielee@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, November 12, 2003 10:09 PM CST

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Hi guys how are you all doing hope the angels from heaven are smiling down on you all . Well we are all fine here Clinton has doctors appt: tommorrow hopes he gets rid of crouches and ankle is healing fine. Kristina got 5 shots yesterday trying to catch up her immunitions shots she wasn't very happy but did fine anyway. Got rid of all are snow 4o 5o now windy today. need more snow so can ride sleds. Tell everyone hello and keep the faith and we are here if you need us. Dave and Deb time will ease the pain but it will be with us forever we just deal with it the best we can no one will ever no really what are family's have had to encounter the past couple years. Love The Osterbur's
Kenneth Osterbur <ktjcak@gwtc.net>
Wood, SD - Wednesday, November 12, 2003 5:07 PM CST

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Dear Family,

Been thinking of you all very much - we miss you :(
When Owen said grace tonight he mentioned that AJ would soon be eating turkey with Jesus and all his little buddies.
We so hope to see you over the Thanksgiving Holiday.
Please give the kids big hugs!!!!!!!!


Dede Bye-Fitzmaurice <dede_fitzmaurice@bluecrossmn.com>
minneapolis, mn - Tuesday, November 11, 2003 6:47 PM CST

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Dear Deb, Dave, Ashley & Austin,
I think of all of you daily and keep you in my prayers always...I hope you are all hanging in there and trying to be strong for each other...hold each other tight and don't let go...sending you all my love and prayers and some warm weather too!

Angel Addison, we all miss you soooooooooo much sweetheart...can't wait to meet you for the first time in Heaven! Oh how beautiful that moment will be...

~*~*Girlie's Page*~*~

Love,
XOXOXOXO
Janice <janiceliew1981@yahoo.com>
Melbourne, Australia - Tuesday, November 11, 2003 11:40 AM CST

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I don't know your family-I linked over from another caringbridge website. Please know that there are people out here thinking about you and wishing we could help ease your pain. I am so sorry for your loss of beautiful AJ. My heart goes out to your whole family and I wish you all the strength necessary to find comfort in each other and offer each other the support that you need.
Nancy
St Paul, MN USA - Monday, November 10, 2003 10:36 PM CST

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Not a day goes by that I don't think of you. I am lost in words and often wonder why GOD took our precious little boys. My thoughts and prayers continue to be with you.
Tina (Brandon's mommy forever) <http://www.caringbridge.org/va/love4brandon ~~msniteyez@aol.com>
harrisonburg, va - Monday, November 10, 2003 8:43 PM CST

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Thinking of you.
Mary Kiener
- Monday, November 10, 2003 8:09 PM CST

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Hi Deb! It was hard for me to find the right word as each month would pass when Zach died. I have now become comfortable with milestone. It doesn't work for everyone, but for me--It works. I know how hard it is to try to get your life back up and running. I think I plowed right in to a new job, making new friends, enjoying old friends, that I didn't really take in the loss of my child. It's now been almost 2 years, and the loss is so raw. I don't think that will ever change. I know that after the first year, I stopped counting the months. There are days that I just can't believe that Zach is gone. It just isn't right. What did we do wrong to have our boy taken from us? Everyone says that it is God's will and he has a bigger plan. Well there are days that I think that is crap. My plan was big and important too. I definately believe in God and know that I will see Zach again, I just question his timing sometimes. I love your Halloween pictures of your little ones. They are just cute! I hope your family is getting through these tough days. It is just so hard. Know that you are thought of so often, and you definately are not alone. Take care Deb.

http://www.caringbridge.org/nd/zacharyness/index.htm
Amy Ness <siouxfan2001@gra.midco.net>
East Grand Forks, MN - Monday, November 10, 2003 6:17 PM CST

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THERE IS NOTHING WORSE THAT THE LOSS OF A CHILD. THE LOSS, EXPECTEDLY, IS MOST DIFFICULT ON THE MOTHER.

A MOTHER'S BOND WITH A CHILD, ONE THAT STARTED AT INCEPTION AND GAINED IN DEPENDENCE THROUGH THE COURSE OF THE PREGNANCY, HAS YET TO BE EXPLAINED BOND.

THERE ARE SO MANY STORIES, FROM ALL CULTURES (EVEN THROUGH THOUSANDS OF YEARS), THAT SPEAK OF THE MOTHER'S ABILITY TO SENSE THE PAIN AND/DEATH OF THEIR CHILD FROM WORLDS APART. IS THIS SIMPLE INSTINCT? OR SOMETHING FAR GREATER.

RESEARCH ON IDENTICAL TWINS HAS SHOWN SIGNS OF THIS UNDEFINED "ENERGY"/INSTINCT. IN 1962, AN IDENTICAL TWIN EXPERIENCED A SEVERE BIKE ACCIDENT BEING LEFT UNCONSCIOUS AND ENDURING MULTIPLE SEIZURES.

WHEN THE FAMILY WENT TO THE SCHOOL (TWIN TAUGHT) OF THE OTHER TWIN, THEY FOUND THE TWIN SISTER UNCONSCIOUS AND HAVING CONVULSIONS AND SEIZURES, AT THE TIME, THE SISTERS LIVED OVER 1000 MILES AWAY FROM EACH OTHER.

WHEN BOTH SISTERS REGAINED STRENGTH THEY WERE ASKED ABOUT THIS VERY STRANGE EVENT. THE BOTH RESPONDED, EMPHATICALLY, THAT THEY HAVE ALWAYS BEEN ABLE TO FEEL EACH OTHERS PAIN WHETHER IT BE PHYSICAL OR EMOTIONAL. THIS DESPITE THE DISTANCE BETWEEN THE THEM.

SOMETHINGS THAT GO AROUND ALL OF US ARE NOT SOMETHING WE ARE ABLE TO SEE OR FEEL. THE SCIENTISTS HARDWARE CAN NOT EVEN PICK UP THIS ENERGY SOURCE.

STRANGELY ARCHIOLOGISTS, ARE FINDING THAT SOME ANCIENT CULTURES, INCLUDING AMERICA'S OBORGIGINAL PEOPLES, TOOK THIS ENERGY AND GREAT POWER IN STRIDE AS IF IT WERE A PART OF THE NORM UNDER SUCH CIRCUMSTANCES.

ONE WONDERS IF THIS IS THE CASE WITH THE MOTHER AND CHILD. IT CERTAINLY EXISTS WHEN THE CHILD EXPERIENCES SEVERE ILLNESS AND OR INJURY. THE ANALS ARE FULL OF THESE PHENOMENA.

AT SOME POINT IN OUR HISTORY, MAN'S CONSTANT SCIENTIFIC HUNGER AND RESEARC TELLS US THAT THERE IS NO EVIDENCE OF SUCH MATTERS. THEY, TOO, AGREE THAT SOMETHING (AN ENERGY) PLAYS A ROLE THAT THEIR MACHINES AND TESTS CAN NOT PROVE.

HAVING WITNESSED THE DEATH OF A CHILD, IT APPEARED THAT THE BABY'S DEATH LED (SADLY) TO A PARTIAL DEATH OF THE MOTHER.

THE FATHER, BEING AWARE THAT IS GOING ON RIGHT BEFORE HIS KNOWS THAT WHAT HE WITNESSED WAS BEYOND 'REAL' BUT ANOTHER PART OF THE WORLD THAT CAN NOT BE EXPLAINED.

ALSO, I HAVE HAD THE OPPORTUNITY TO DISCUSS, WITH SEVERAL FAMILY MEMBERS, WHO HAVE BEEN WITH THEIR LOVED ONE AT THE EXACT TIME OF DEATH.MANY, BUT NOT ALL SPEAK OF THE MOST REAL SPIRITUAL EXPERIENCE THEY EVER THOUGHT EXISTED IN "MANS" WORLD. THEY SPEAK OF AN INTENSE EXPERIENCE THAT HAVE INCLUDED THE "FAMED" LIGHT FILLING THE ROOM, THE ILL PATIENT SPEAKING , AFTER MONTHS OF COMATOSE BEHAVIOR, AND SAYING GOOD-BYE AND I LOVE YOU. ALSO, THAT IT WILL BE O.K.

ANOTHER STORY SPEAKS OF THE DEATH OF AN ELDERLY MAN BEINGE CARED FOR BY A HOSPICE FACILITY. THE ELDERLY MAN WAS ABLE TO HAVE HIS BELOVED YELLOW LABRADOR RETRIEVER STAY WITH HIM NIGHT AND DAY. THE FAMILY WAS NOTIFIED THAT IT DID NOT LOOK LIKE THE ELDERLY FAMILY MEMBER WOULD NOT SURVIE THE NIGHT. THREE GRAND CHILDREN MADE IT THERE TO THEIR GRANDFATHER FIRST. THEY HELD HIM WHILE HE WAS SURELY DYING. AS THE GENTLEMAN PASSED ON... THE MAN'S DOG POPPED TO HIS FEET... MOVED TO ONE OF THE CORNERS IN THE BEDROOM AND STARTED BARKING AND SNIFFING. AS THE KIDS LOOKED OVER AT THIS STRANGE EVEENT THEY SAW THE DOG ENGULFED IN THE BRIGHTEST SUPERNATURAL LIGHT THEY EVER SAW... THE LIGHT PEACEFULLY LEFT. THERE ON THE FLOOR LEFT THE MAN'S DOG... APPPEARING TO BE TAKING A MOST PEACEFUL SLEEP. WHEN THEY CHECKED ON THE DOG... HE TOO HAD PASSED ON. WOW!

GO FIGUE
OIVO
OIVO OIOVIILA <J.SMITH@HOTMAIL>
MCDAVITT TOWNSHIP, FINLANDI - Saturday, November 8, 2003 6:30 PM CST

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Deb
I am so glad you remind all of us to treasure our time with our families. It seems we all get caught up in the hustle bustle of life sometimes.
I continue to pray for you. You are a remarkable woman and are a dedicated mother.
Take Care.
Beth Bizal <bbizal@2z.net>
- Friday, November 7, 2003 9:26 PM CST

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Deb,
I am praying for you and your entire family as you trudge your way through this terrible loss. Addison was a gift sent straight from God, even to those of us who never got the privilege of meeting him.
Sarah Dentlinger <sarah_dentlinger@hotmail.com>
Guthrie Center, IA - Thursday, November 6, 2003 9:45 PM CST

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hi deb and family
i read your journal entry and feel your pain. im going down that same path.. i call it "lonely road of faith" that was mitchells favorite kidrock song and was played at his funeral. i have had only had 2 dreams about mitch since he has been gone 6 months and just finally the images of his last breath are starting to fade and being replaced with beautiful memories of him. i still have very rough days but some are a little easier to get though.as parents we will never stop grieving, in time we will know how to get threw that bad day a bit better. just remember that addison loves you and so proud of you . addison will be there to help you and your family threw this "lonely road of grief" i don`t think i could of gotten this far in life if it wasnt for mitchell now guiding my way.
«♥Mitchell♥»

abbie <afraser1@tru.eastlink.ca>
truro, ns canada - Thursday, November 6, 2003 12:07 AM CST

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Just want you to know I am thinking of you all....You all brought so much joy to our days at the RM House. I can't begin to feel your pain, but I ask God to ease it.
Love you all....
Debi <tonsagerd@ia.leukemia-lymphoma.org>
Des Moines , IA - Thursday, November 6, 2003 11:00 AM CST

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As we have said from DAY 1...We willstand beside you now and forever..I have three words of advice that someone gave me once, it has never left me..I hope it can speak to you..In the midst of all of this pain, do these things..
#1 Keep your cool #2 Do your BEST #3 And ALWAYS, Honor God in all you say and do..
It does'nt always work, but, once you have it memorized...Its surely tough to forget. As always, we are always here for you when you need us..We are some of the FEW on earth, that unfortunatly know your pain. On the 11th of February, it is 7 months since Mitchell Chepokas died..We live with it everyday..And we will NEVER get over it..Our 9 year old boy is gone in flesh...But his spirit still lives on..So does AJ's...We will see them again soon..Do not be so hard on yourselves..Be good to one another..Let each other greive..Cry, get mad...Be nice to one another though..be tender..Be good to yourself..each other..embrace those kids..I know you do..Others will learn from you, from AJ, you are all so blessed...More so than you know..TRUST ME! We love you Toivolas..If you want to witness a MIRACLE....BE THE MIRACLE ! Smile ! :-)
Steve, Becky, and Melissa Chepokas www.miraclesformitch.com <steve@miraclesofmitch.com>
Chanhassen, MN USA - Wednesday, November 5, 2003 10:05 PM CST

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Dave- I admire you because I know that is takes so much courage to apologize for actions that you feel were wrong. Everyone is aware of the horribly tough time you guys are going through, and we all understand and are praying for you constantly. God does not put something in front of you that you cannot handle. Although it hurts so much now, and you are so frustrated, AJ is one happy little boy =) God bless you guys! love...
alex aldinger } | { * <wndrwo77@aol.com>
- Wednesday, November 5, 2003 10:01 PM CST

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ya know .. i dont see anything really "wrong" with those posts .. i see your pain, hurt, depression crying through.. and i see sometimes Deb's too.. it is tragic experiences that has got to breath through the pain.. i am sure the bond between and her are strand.. but please.. get help ( church, hospital , a shrink, and the kids still need you) Maybe... in the middle of the night.. just knock on the door .. come to deb.. just hold her.. adn both ya cry. dont talk. just feel.. PLEASE be there on the other side Debbie! both you need it even if you are "apart". feelings are stronger than words..and words can hurt.. time to understand each other new pain and love!

i hope i helped.. just remember.. knock softly.. the kids are sleeping.. and ya need to see her right now.. the kids can wait...and deb.. answer the door!!! praying for ya with MY family .. calina
calina <Keshavonandkindiasmom@msn.com>
Brookville, In - Wednesday, November 5, 2003 8:01 PM CST

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To the precious Toivolas,
I have not read in a while and I am sorry to hear you have had very ROUGH times as if losing a son is not enough. I will always pray when I think of all of you. I pray that if you do get professional help that you will gwt a real good therapist. I have always loved mine and I have seen her lots lately. I feel proud that I knew enough to get help when I didn't feel myself after all of Joshy's chemos. After our life seemed to be returning to normalcy thats when we needed help. Thank God once again for loving family and friends and church support!! You will never leave my heart..you are of course forgiven Dave..I never knew you well and I grew to be good friends with Deb as we often saw each other up on 5B. I will pray for restoration. I know it will not be easy and I hope you can all get on the same page somehow. God will help you if you want it! Mostly I pray that your hearts remain in the loving hands of God who is always close to the broken hearted.
In closing I want you to know that Joshua still prays for A.J. We ask him why he still prays for A.J. and he says, because he has owies. We told him that A.J is all better now and he is having fun in heaven with Jesus and he said..Oh, hes ok now.. he is with Jesus. It was so sweet. Our neighbor had a baby boy and his name is Aaron James and they call him A.J. I just cried and knew that God is so amazing..of all the names.. It touched me and I hope it touches you as well. Finally..Josh dressed up as Batman in memory of A.J. for Halloween. We went to an alternative fall party at a local church and the people said..Oh isn't he such a cute little Batman. It really reminded me of A.J. I know my son is adorable, but noone wears Batman like A.J. did!!!

Love you always,
Lisa Abbott
Lisa Abbott <weezielee@hotmail.com>
Ham Lake, Mn. - Wednesday, November 5, 2003 12:23 AM CST

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Dave, apology accepted but I really don't think it was needed. You are going thru trying times and you need to let out your feelings - so you did. It looks like your on the right track now and I know AJ is looking down on you and your family trying to get you all together again. Just pray for his and God's help and you'll make it. What a nice entry you wrote. God Bless!
Jeanne Brown <brownjj@bright.net>
Wapakoneta, OH - Wednesday, November 5, 2003 10:58 AM CST

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Dear Dave and Deb,

There is nothing to forgive, from my perspective! I'm sorry that I've been so silent -- I come here several times a day, wishing I could honestly assure you that things will get easier but knowing that it is a daily, hourly, lifelong struggle. Dave, I appreciate your candor and your passion -- it takes a lot of courage to own up to the rage that such deep grief brings. Instead of doing that, I withdraw and go silent -- the long stretches with no updates on Charlie's page are usually there because they come at times when, if I wrote anything, it would come out as a scream.

As you already know, grief magnifies any underlying difficulties in our marriages or in ourselves a thousandfold. It's just a rotten thing that, at the time we need each other the most, it's the hardest to come together and meet each other's needs. After Charlie died, it was a shock to me to find that Paul and I are not immune to marital struggles. On our worst days, we're impatient with each other and bicker over petty things. On our best, though, we are more deeply connected than we have ever been. We are lucky to have more good days together than bad, but we've learned we can't take that for granted -- we have to remember to be generous with each other (Paul is much better at that than I am, I'm afraid).

You have much to face and much work to do, but I know you can tap into that deep reservoir of strength that kept you going during AJ's long fight. We'll be standing by you!
Terese, Paul, Liam & Jack Kiehne, www.caringbridge.org/page/charlie <terese@visi.com>
St. Paul, MN - Wednesday, November 5, 2003 9:25 AM CST

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Hello from South Dakota our tundra is covered with 10 inches of snow. I had a lovely drive the other morning returning form work the snow freezing to the wipers and the snow plow plowed the other lane so I had twice the snow. Anyway, I haven't written for sometime and though Kenny has updated me I haven't set down to type. Dave, you were reaching out to find something to bring you back to your center. Yes the children may have read what you wrote but I'm sure that Deb explained to them the emptiness and angrier wasn't meant for them or her. Everyone lashes out at those they love when they are angry or upset, even children. Just continue to find the step to get back on the horse and the journey to heal will follow.
Deb you haven't responded on the site so if you need a to let off steam be sure to e-mail. Halloween, as most holidays, Alisha rained among the top. We had the house done up and yard to because it is our way to keep her spunky spirit alive. Krisitna was a witch. She worn the outfit Alisha had used the last two years. She was a doll.
Thanks for stopping in on her web page. I know she isn't forgotten when people sign in.
Anyway Hello to each of you and may tomorrow be a brighter day with angles dancing all around.

Tammy <ktjcak@gwtc.net>
- Tuesday, November 4, 2003 10:46 PM CST

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What a heartfelt Journal entry. Dave- I am sure that everyone can understand the anger and pain that you are all feeling and find it in their hearts to forgive you. I hope and pray that you can work things out between your family. You all mean so much to me and I want you to know that I am here for you if there is ever anything that you need. You are all welcome at our home anytime. We love and miss you.
Kristin <www.caringbridge.org/mn/lucaskells, kristindecker@yahoo.com>
Red Wing, MN - Tuesday, November 4, 2003 9:12 PM CST

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Dave, don't be too hard on yourself. You are filled with hurt, sadness, anger and all that goes along with the grieving process. I can "feel" how hurt you are by the entries you make - but this is normal. Time will heal, you will find your way - seek the help you need. You are in my prayers along with your lovely family. God Bless,
Eileen
- Tuesday, November 4, 2003 7:39 PM CST

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Praying for healing,love and understanding. God will see you through the storm.
God bless all of you!

ARJ <alaine_johnson@mora.k12.mn.us>
- Tuesday, November 4, 2003 6:58 PM CST

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I wish I could send you calm and peace. Just know you are loved by many. Your pain is felt deeply by all who care. We cannot judge you. I know that your pain is endless right now. I pray that you are given the guidance hope and love that you need to continue your journey as a family.
Still concerned
- Tuesday, November 4, 2003 5:48 PM CST

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Thank you from the bottom of my heart for thinking and praying for our dear Max. You are in our thoughts and we are so grateful for your support.
Margaret Ciacciarelli <mmchick@comcast.net www.Mighty-Max.com>
- Tuesday, November 4, 2003 5:12 PM CST

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Deb and Dave, you guys really do amaze me! Deb-I think it's great that you went to their school to be with them on Halloween although it must have been almost impossible for you. Dave-I'm glad that you are being so honest and trying to make things ok. you're right to do that. I can only imagine that you feel out of your mind with pain and of course you aren't feeling rational.
I just wanted to let you know that we are still thinking of you every day. We sure miss Austin. Give him a big hug for us.
Anna Joles <mplsjoles@earthlink.net>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Tuesday, November 4, 2003 5:02 PM CST

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It is not easy to humble oneself as you have done. I cannot imagine anyone not forgiving a greiving father. You will make it, I know, but it will take time. Hang in there, all of you. God Bless.
Caring
- Tuesday, November 4, 2003 4:27 PM CST

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You are in my prayers....
Colleen Grams <colleeng@minnetonkatravel.com>
Ramsey, MN - Tuesday, November 4, 2003 2:03 PM CST

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Dave I feel your pain. I know you thinking(sure you do)but what I mean is I feel the pain in your words. I can't say anything to make you feel better all I can say is just pray to God to take the pain away. It may not happen soon but just trust that he will make it all better. I can't imagine losing one of my childern and it hurts so bad when someone I read about losses one of theirs. I will continue to pray for you and your family. Pray that you became a family again all of you together. Just keep your head up and hold yourself together for a.j and always remember God loves you and I love you and your family. God bless you.
Lavonne Penn <lavonne.penn@wachovia.com>
Mount Airy, NC, USA - Tuesday, November 4, 2003 12:59 AM CST

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I wish you and your family all the best. Grief is an ugly thing in life and I could see you were in the throes of grief when you typed those updates. I think most people could see that. I am a virtual stranger just hoping you guys get through. All is forgiven. Peace.
Tracee Saltz <TraceeSaltz@mchsi.com>
Des Moines, Ia - Tuesday, November 4, 2003 11:34 AM CST

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Hmmm...interesting. I see that my previous guestbook entry was ERASED. I don't really see why it was, since it simply pointed out all the faults that are currently being addressed on the Home Page of this site. My previous entry addressed how the other children in this family might read the bashing that was going on and that if I was one of them I would be apalled at what my father was saying. If you find it appropriate to spill your hearts out on this website, then you should allow A.J.'s fans to do the same. My criticism was meant to help, NOT hurt.
hoping for a family reunion
Los Angeles , CA USA - Tuesday, November 4, 2003 11:29 AM CST

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your family has my prayers, yesterday, today and always. May GOD hold you in his loving arms as you all go through this.
Sharon <mopgal@hotmail.com>
Dardanelle , ar - Tuesday, November 4, 2003 11:11 AM CST

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Dear Dave and Debbie, Please know I am always sending an abundance of love and prayers for all of you! Sincerely,
Mar <maryann.fena@health.state.mn.us>
- Tuesday, November 4, 2003 9:11 AM CST

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Dave, I'm really sorry for what you are going through, I cannot even try to put myself in your shoes, the worst thing anyone can go through is losing a child and I think everyone greives a different way. My biggest fear since I become a mom was fear of something happening to my kids when babies I was very scared of sids now as older kids I'm always paranoid of kids getting in some kind of accident, my husband and relatives always tell me to not be so protective with the kids but as long as the kids are safe I don't care if people feel I'm to protective, I could never forgive myself if anything happened to them because I was not protective enough, and in your case there was nothing you could do, it was not your fault AJ got cancer, cancer is a terrible desease which destroys families, so I won't judge you because of your writings, on the contrary my heart goes out to you because it shows your pain and your love for you baby boy. I will send many prayers to you and your family. AJ is now in the Gods arms rejoicing in hese presence and I'm sure he know from above how much he is loved and missed.
God bless
say <sally_torres@lusknet.com>
- Monday, November 3, 2003 5:07 PM CST

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Hi Deb,

It's funny to see pictures of the kids before being treated and ending up bald. I would have never been able to imagine Addison with hair. He actually looks a lot like Brandon, Nathan's little brother when he was the same age. So cute. I know every minute you miss Addison, I hope that you can find peace. I wish I had great words of wisdom. But there just aren't any. I just wanted to send lots of love and tell you I'm thinking about all of you.
Rhonda Frachiseur (Nathan- http://caringbridge.org/tx/nathan) <rhonda.frachiseur@ps.net>
Allen, TX - Monday, November 3, 2003 7:56 AM CST

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Hi Family,
Just checking in to say it was a very different Halloween this year. Gigi, Debbie, I and all the kids were at a football game in Duluth for Jim playing for NK. We won and now we go on to State. It sure is exciting for the kids.
We commented how it didn't even feel like a traditional Halloween with the parties and being at the rec. Time sure does pass us by. Wanted to tell you I'm here, I love you all and please take care.
Karen
Karen Warmuth <jkwarmuth@aol.com>
Nashwauk, MN - Sunday, November 2, 2003 10:05 PM CST

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This year on Halloween, I found myself staring at every batman that I saw with tears in my eyes. I went shopping yesterday and it seemed as though everytime I turned around there was something else that had batman on it. I wanted so much to buy it all.
He is here with us Deb. He wants to make sure that we never forget about him. As for me, he is on my mind daily.
We love you Addison, and we miss you so much. Today your buddy is wearing a batman shirt for you, but I am sure that you already know that.
Our thoughts and prayers are with you all. Keep in touch.
Kristin <www.caringbridge.org/mn/lucaskells, kristindecker@yahoo.com>
Red Wing, MN - Sunday, November 2, 2003 6:43 PM CST

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Dear Family,

Friday at work parents brought children in for Trick or Treats. One little 4 year old came in as Batman; he so reminded me of AJ, it brought tears to my eyes. This little boy was cute but never the "true" batman as only AJ will always be.

We will be spending Thanksgiving in Chisholm with my parents. Staying at the local hotel with a pool. Owen,Walt and I would like Austin and Ashley to join us on the Friday after Thanksgiving for a swim in the pool - just like this past summer. Please e-mail me your phone number so that we can work out the details.

We miss you and think of you often.

Owen,Walt and Dede
Dede Bye-Fitzmaurice <dede_fitzmaurice@bluecrossmn.com>
minneapolis, - Sunday, November 2, 2003 10:29 AM CST

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Hi Deb! I am glad that the kiddos had a fun Halloween. It was hard for us to not have our Batman flying around the neighborhood. I can't imagine how hard it is for your two children dealing with the loss of Addison. As adults, we hardly understand it. It sounds like you are doing such a wonderful job incorporating Addison into your everyday life. I know that Scott and I talk and laugh and cry about Zach all the time. We always will. From reading your previous entries, I have understood that you and your family are going through some difficult times. I can't offer a bit of advice, but just know that we are thinking of you and hoping that things will turn to a brighter light soon. Take care.
Scott and Amy Ness <siouxfan2001@gra.midco.net>
East Grand Forks, MN - Saturday, November 1, 2003 7:42 PM CST

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A.J. is never far from my thoughts. I thought of him everytime a little "Batman" showed up at my door last night and there really were several!! It must have been so very difficult for you and the kids, but YOU DID DO IT!!! That is great and A.J. would be so pleased!
God Bless!
Love, Lisa Post <ltjpost@cox.net>
- Saturday, November 1, 2003 6:14 PM CST

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Thinking of Little Batman today! And praying especially for his family. Take Care and know we are here to listen. God Bless!
Jeanne Brown <brownjj@bright.net>
Wapakoneta, OH USA - Saturday, November 1, 2003 12:52 AM CST

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Deb, Thinking of you. Hope things get better for you. I know in the last month they sure have got harder for me. Dave Warren misses talking to you. Hard to believe it has been a month already since Dustin became and angel. I know how much you miss AJ. You will get through this and know Deb if you need to talk I will be here for you.

www.caringbridge.org/mn/dustin
Kris, Dusitn's mom <buser_lady@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, November 1, 2003 10:48 AM CST

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Thinking of your little batman today. He's the cutest batman I've ever seen.:) God bless
sally <sally_torres@lusknet.com>
anaheim, ca - Friday, October 31, 2003 5:45 PM CST

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Trick or Treat, I hoep you day went well, just thinking of you, and missing you all!
MIKE TESSA AND ALI <RMHRFUGEES@FRONTIERNET.NET>
- Friday, October 31, 2003 5:22 PM CST

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Happy Halloween everyone. Deb and family. I want you to know I think of you guys all the time. I wanted to be Batman this year in honor of Addison but couldn't find one big enough. Next year. I loved him so much and still love him to death. he was such a cutie pie. You could eat him right up. I miss him lots. I want you to know that your always in my prayers. I don't sign much but am always thinking. Love you all very much. If anything is ever needed you know where to find me.
Love much
Amy*
Amy mareck <brownhair25@hotmail.com>
- Friday, October 31, 2003 11:15 AM CST

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Happy Halloween you guys....lots of love.
Rhonda Frachiseur (Nathan- http://caringbridge.org/tx/nathan) <rhonda.frachiseur@ps.net>
Allen, TX - Friday, October 31, 2003 8:49 AM CST

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Happy Halloween to Ashley and Austin. I am sure whatever costumes you pick, you will look adorable.

We carved pumpkins tonight and Justin proudly brought me over to see his and said (with pride) "What do you think, mom? Do you you think he's cute?" To which I of course responded that yes, his pumpkin was very cute. Well, that was the WRONG answer. Apparently in almost-five-year-old-land pumpkins should NOT be CUTE but SCARY and EVIL looking. Apparently I am just so old and out of the loop!!
(Did I dare tell him that I thought HE was being very cute by taking the whole thing so seriously? Yeah, I just kept me mouth shut on that one.)

Anyway, I have been following all the entries and want to let you know that I am always, daily, thinking of you all. I don't write as often because I just can't find the words to say and I remember how platitudes just made me angrier. So even though I may be silent for a stretch, I am hear, checking, thinking and praying, every single day.

Chris Myrah <chrismyrah@frontiernet.net>
Rosemount, MN USA - Friday, October 31, 2003 0:54 AM CST

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Dear Deb: Thinking of you and hoping that Halloween was as good as it could be under the circumstances, I know you have always loved this holiday. I thought of A.J. and all of you so many times tonight. Take good care of you.

Missing you,
Donna <ldvolz@msn.com>
Earlham, IA - Thursday, October 30, 2003 11:42 PM CST

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Happy Halloween to you Kids, I hope you descided on what to be, and get a load of treats, just want you to know we miss you all...
Mike Tessa and Ali <rmhrefugees@frontiernet.net>
- Thursday, October 30, 2003 9:22 PM CST

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Keeping you all in our prayers now and always.
Sara Hughes <dshughes@netins.net>
Truro, IA - Thursday, October 30, 2003 8:51 PM CST

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Just checking in and sending hugs!
Janet <jshober@rmhmpls.com>
- Thursday, October 30, 2003 1:46 PM CST

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Thinking of you.
Mary Kiener <mek6o@aol.com>
- Thursday, October 30, 2003 12:25 AM CST

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Praying for you guys, God blesss
sally <sally_torres@lusknet.com>
anaheim, ca - Thursday, October 30, 2003 12:19 AM CST

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Deb & Dave,
I am constantly praying for your entire family...I can't imagine how hard it must be...but I know it's hard. Addison is now your very own special guardian angel and he's always watching you from up above...hang tight you guys...you've all been through so much...give yourselves a break...you deserve it.

Ashley & Austin, HAPPY HALLOWEEN sweeties!!! I bet Angel Addison is cheering you guys on from up above as you all prepare for Halloween and trick-or-treating...enjoy all the candy :)

~*Girlie's Page*~

All my love & more,
XOXOXOXOXO
Janice <janiceliew1981@yahoo.com>
Melbourne, Australia - Wednesday, October 29, 2003 9:22 PM CST

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Hi Deb and family just sending some love towards your family. Hope things are getting better we are still on 4a gull blatter infection but the b.m.t. worked with all the numbers went up together and down. happy halloween rosie/danny
danny <happyday@juno.com>
- Wednesday, October 29, 2003 9:20 AM CST

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My thoughts are with you... love & stength to you.
just checking in
- Wednesday, October 29, 2003 8:44 AM CST

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You have beautiful children.
What a wonderful picture
Heather <mcmurray@interlynx.net, www.caringbridge.org/canada/memorialformom>
- Tuesday, October 28, 2003 6:51 PM CST

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Still Thinking and Praying for your family..........................
Jeanne Brown <brownjj@bright.net>
- Tuesday, October 28, 2003 5:02 PM CST

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Hi Deb,
Stopping in to check on you. Please keep the snow your way we aren't interested in any this year. :-)
We will keep your friends in our prayers as well as you and the family.
Many hugs,
Lynn <candlys@aol.com>
www.caringbridge.com/pa/jessiespage, PA - Tuesday, October 28, 2003 4:13 PM CST

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Deb,

Thanks so much for thinking of us! Our feelings about the frozen tundra are quite mixed. We miss the warmth of our friends and family there, but will NOT miss the coldness of the weather. However, I am diappointed that there is more snow expected there this year than there was last year. I was hoping to get my fill of the white fluffy stuff!

I think of you often, and continue to pray for you. I would love to talk to you sometime, so PLEASE give me a call or email me privately. I don't know if you are still using the same email or have a different one.

Tell the kids hi, and give them a big KY hug from us! We miss you all, and especially miss the warmth of your smiles on those cold and dreary days!

Love,
Staci www.caringbridge.org/ky/presleynash <slimandstacinash@aol.com>
Bowling Green, KY - Tuesday, October 28, 2003 2:25 PM CST

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Keep your chins up! You will all find the best solution for your family. As a child of divorce myself, sometimes the children are better off without the stress and fighting. But, you will find the answers deep within the soul of your family, and nowhere else.
LK <besser71@yahoo.com>
Minneapolis, MN 55440 - Tuesday, October 28, 2003 10:41 AM CST

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Dave, I can somewhat understand and feel what you are going through. My stepdaughter 2 months ago relapsed with Ewing's Sarcoma. She "breezed" through the treatments a year ago and we were so confident she beat it. The stress her mom and I went through as a couple last year (we weren't married yet) was enormous but nothing compared to what we are going through now, all since we were married in June. On top of everything you've gone through, to have to come to grips with all of this is wrong, unfair, and I know in my case there often is no energy to battle. But I cherish the fact I have a strong bond with my wife and that we both are very stubborn, strong-willed people so somehow we continue the battle and vow never to give up or give in. My hope is you will find the same. I pray for you and Debbie and the kids.
Mike Munns <mbaoj@scecnet.net>
Hammond, WI USA - Tuesday, October 28, 2003 10:17 AM CST

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You must make it through this..for Addison. Little AJ is looking down on you trying so hard to help you guys through this hard time. Know that he is happy and not suffering and getting to watch more Batman cartoons then he could've ever imagined possible =) I am praying harder then ever for you. My thoughts are always with you..
alex aldinger } | { * <wndrwo77@aol.com>
- Monday, October 27, 2003 8:22 PM CST

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I have not signed in lately but have been coming here daily to check on you all. I did not want to sign on and give advice and you take it the wrong way. If things aren't working and you tell people that they are going to try to help you thru it. That means they will give advice. If what your doing isn't working why not try listening to other people's suggestions? Isn't that what Dr. Phil says. I seriously only want the best for you all. You have two beautiful children here that need both their parents. Especially at this time. Addison would probably not be happy looking down from Heaven and seeing mommy and daddy apart. Not that in your situation it would be better together. Please seek counseling. Any kind! I cannot imagine what you have been thru and what you continue to go thru. I am not judging you. Take Care and I will continue to pray for all your needs. Please feel free to email me if you wish to talk one on one.
Jeanne Brown <brownjj@bright.net>
Wapakoneta , OH USA - Monday, October 27, 2003 6:44 PM CST

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Oh and I just saw the others in the photo album! Thanks so much for taking the time to post the pictures. They are so amazing, truly.
Tracee <TraceeSaltz@mchsi.com>
Des Moines, Ia USA - Monday, October 27, 2003 5:45 PM CST

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What a great picture of the kids! I do hope to see more of their pictures. They are beautiful children. I just pray for the best for all of you.
Tracee <TraceeSaltz@mchsi.com>
Des Moines, Ia USA - Monday, October 27, 2003 5:29 PM CST

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Deb, Dave, Ashley, & Austin:
Please know that I am so sorry for what you are all going through right now. I know that no words that I can say could possibly help at this time, but please know that I am here for you. I hope that your faith can lead you in the right direction for the sake of yourselves and the kids, no matter what road you may decide to take. My thoughts and prayers will be with you.
Kristin <www.caringbridge.org/mn/lucaskells, kristindecker@yahoo.com>
Red Wing, MN - Monday, October 27, 2003 5:11 PM CST

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Dave, Debbie & Kids,
Words are hard to come by. Please know that your faith will lead you all in the right direction. Only you know how you all feel, every situation is different for everybody. People can offer suggestions or advice, but....you can take it or leave it. Follow your faith!
We continue to think of you often and pray for you all daily. God Bless all of you!!!!
Beth Bizal <bbizal@2z.net>
- Monday, October 27, 2003 1:22 PM CST

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Debbie, you are in our thoughts constantly. Your strength will see you through THIS storm. People who are NOT in your shoes should NOT be giving marital advice. Everyone's marriage is different and ONLY you two know what is going on in yours. ONLY you two know what your marriage was like before and during and after your angels struggle. Please people....offer support, not marital advice. We all care but some of us know NOT to cross the line into an area that is none of our business.
Still grieving for your loss
- Monday, October 27, 2003 11:37 AM CST

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I have been through both the breakdown of a family and death of a child. I can't imagine the pain of going through so much at once. I don't have any words of wisdom except that I know that God has given us the answers, trust what's in your heart and you'll find your way. My thoughts are with you through this most difficult time. The pictures are precious, the kids are beautiful.
Rhonda Frachiseur (Nathan- http://caringbridge.org/tx/nathan) <rhonda.frachiseur@ps.net>
Allen, TX - Monday, October 27, 2003 9:46 AM CST

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Please try to remember that the people that sign this your guestbook with "advice" are reading your words and feeling compassion,trying to help. They may not be your words,they may not be the "right" words but they ar trying to help you feel better.
It is human nature for people to try and reach out when they see someone hurting. I am doing my part right know by posting some things I thought were good. I am not a father,nor a mother who has lost a child. I am an aunt who's twin sister lost her son at the age of 14 after a 4 months hospital stay at the U of Mn . We never thought he would die. We are all greiving differntly.

Please if you can take the time to read what I have posted below. I have learned that finding out we are not alone and that are feelings and stages of grief are somewhat the same is very calming.


Death of a Child

Whether your family was prepared for the possibility of your child's death or whether this was an unexpected, sudden loss, the unthinkable has happened! Your beautiful, precious child has died.

In the early days after your child dies, you may experience the following.
You may feel as if you are in a dream or in a fog
Simple things don't make sense anymore
You can't concentrate or make decisions.
You just feel overwhelmed and unable to do anything.
Other people may not want to talk about the loss.
You may have other puzzling experiences. You may have actually seen your child or heard their voice or cry after the child died. While for a short time this can be a hopeful experience, it may also be frightening. You may wonder if you are losing your mind. This is a common situation and will pass with time.

When you are grieving there is a strong feeling to want to be alone. This may even mean that you do not want to be around other close family members or friends. As time passes, it is important to reach out to those who are close to share stories or plans for the future you had about the child who has died. This is part of your healing.

We seem to be on different timetables!

Mothers and fathers do not experience grief in the same way. For a moment, right after the death, they seem to grieve together, but from then on, move at different rates and have different feelings. Furthermore, grief is intensely personal and directed inward. Reaching outside this inner world to help each other is difficult.

Women tend to show their feelings by talking about them. A mother may begin to bond with her baby as soon as she thinks she is pregnant. This bond is powerful and deep. She may feel the loss of her baby in her heart forever.

Men tend not to express their feelings as openly. This is cultural - men must be 'strong.' So a deeply felt loss might not show. And men seem to move through grief faster than women. They soon go back to work and into the business of life. But if a man accepts the differences and offers his partner time, understanding, and a listening ear, he has given gifts that will never be forgotten.

Mothers

"All I want to do is talk about what happened, about our baby, but he doesn't seem to want to talk. Doesn't he care about me? About our child? He doesn't realize how much that hurts."

"He went right back to work and seems like he's doing fine. I feel jealous that he's okay and I'm not."

"After a couple of weeks, everyone told me to just put it behind me, to forget about it, to go on. The support I'd had just disappeared."

Fathers

"I know she wants to talk about the baby, but when she starts crying, I don't know what to do. I feel so helpless."

"Everyone asked me, "How is she doing?' No one asked how I was doing. I lost my child, too."

"Men are supposed to 'fix' things, and this is something that cannot be fixed. How I wish I could make things better!"

Often a woman interprets her partner's tearless silence as lack of caring. He probably does care greatly but has difficulty showing it. Communication may be strained and tedious. Commit to working through this together. Your relationship depends on it.



Give yourselves time and permission to grieve, I have very few familiy members who I can talk to about Gabriel because they don't want to feel the sadness. I went to a grief counselor three times,she helped me know I was ok.


Be kind to yourselves
Vicki
www.caringbridge.org/mn/gabesjourney

Vicki <vlj322@mn.rr.com>
- Monday, October 27, 2003 9:03 AM CST

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Thinking about you. Your in my thoughts and prayers daily.
Tina (Brandon's mommy forever) <http://www.caringbridge.org/va/love4brandon ~~ msniteyez@aol.com>
Harrisonburg, Va - Sunday, October 26, 2003 9:35 PM CST

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The new photos are a beautiful tribute to your children. You are all so very much in my heart and thoughts. I pray that the sun will once again shine for you. Words are so inadaquate. Just know that I send loving thoughts and prayers your way. If I had a magic device that could heal your pain I would send it. I wish you all peace.
L Pollard <lpollard@hoover.k12.al.us>
B'ham, Al - Sunday, October 26, 2003 6:01 PM CST

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I don't know exactly what to say but I do know that having people say he is in a better place does not help, or the one that a lot of people said to me when my son died.."God needed another flower in his garden".. so I needed my son with me not in a garden... I understand the anger and the pain. I will pray for you that things get better. You will always miss your boy but as the years pass the pain does diminish somewhat. Although I do not know you and have no right to an opinion, I feel I must say this. Remember there are two kids left that need their mom and dad, together or apart they need you both.
Sharon <sholweger5@yahoo.com>
Dardanelle, , ar - Sunday, October 26, 2003 2:47 PM CST

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I don't know exactly what to say but I do know that having people say he is in a better place does not help, or the one that a lot of people said to me when my son died.."God needed another flower in his garden".. so I needed my son with me not in a garden... I understand the anger and the pain. I will pray for you that things get better. You will always miss your boy but as the years pass the pain does diminish somewhat. Although I do not know you and have no right to an opinion, I feel I must say this. Remember there are two kids left that need their mom and dad, together or apart they need you both.
Sharon <sholweger5@yahoo.com>
Dardanelle, , ar - Sunday, October 26, 2003 2:47 PM CST

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???...you make less sense now than you did when spoken to one on one...how disturbing.
Luccia <luccia2@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, October 25, 2003 8:08 PM CDT

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Only time will show you the way. I know the lost feeling you feel. I felt somewhat the same this past March and April when I lost my father, whom I loved more than I ever really knew. So much of my life revolved around him and I was just lost when he died suddenly and unexpectedly. I wish I could hold you and Deb's hands until the lost feeling becomes easier to handle. You just do, or I guess I should say, I just do. Day by day/ But I have started to appreciate things in a new way and maybe you will too.

I wish you every comfort there can be right now. To all 4 of you, I pray for peace.
Tracee <TraceeSaltz@mchsi.com>
Des Moines, Ia USA - Saturday, October 25, 2003 5:43 PM CDT

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To AJ's Family.....Just a note to let you know you all continue to be in our thoughts and prayers. This isn't much, but hope you know we care. With love....
Don and Janice Larson <don_and_jan@hotmail.com>
Moose Lake, MN - Saturday, October 25, 2003 9:21 AM CDT

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Deb, Dave and the Kids, Be good to one another, and yourselves, our prayers are with you
Mike and Tes and Ali
- Friday, October 24, 2003 10:44 PM CDT

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It is hard to know what the right words are but our prayers are with you all many times a day.
Marna <marnafrick@yahoo.com>
Watford City, ND - Friday, October 24, 2003 9:55 PM CDT

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I really don't have words right now, but I pray daily for your entire family. You are in our thoughts and our hearts.

We love you all!
Staci, Slim, Will, and Presley <slimandstacinash@aol.com>
Bowling Green, KY - Friday, October 24, 2003 9:00 PM CDT

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You are all in my prayers tonight. I am not even sure what to ask for. Hopefully He will provide the words to me to help you.
Jane Trimper
Stanton, MI - Friday, October 24, 2003 8:54 PM CDT

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When we are at the bottom, the pit, we only have one place to look--up. I hope that soon you will be able to look up and see past the blackness. There is a book in which I once found comfort--maybe it might help someone out there once like it helped me. "Embraced by the Light" by Betty Eadie(sp?) May the power of everyones' prayers lift and carry your entire circle of family and friends until you find your "legs" again.
A stranger who has been in that dark place <hplinperfectgirl01@hotmail.com>
- Friday, October 24, 2003 8:52 PM CDT

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The pain of your grief and yes, the anger, have to be experienced....we'll pray for your family to figure out how to go on....I liked the journal entry where it said there is no name for losing a child, like there is for losing a spouse....I also appreciated the entry that spoke of what others can do for people who have lost a child....we're here for you.....listening and praying.
Sara Hughes <dshughes@netins.net>
Truro, IA - Friday, October 24, 2003 8:18 PM CDT

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I am just so sorry for all the pain, grief, and loss you are all suffering. I pray to GOD you will find your way home to each other again.
Kerri <bkjtimp@cox.net>
- Friday, October 24, 2003 5:09 PM CDT

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I, for one, will continue to pray to God to help heal your broken hearts and wounded spirits. But by the grace of God.....He is the way through all this and He WILL get you through this! Ask your angels to guide you and pray for you! They will!!!! One day at a time...one day at a time and you will succeed. Our prayers won't stop for you. We all miss you A.J.!
Love, Lisa Post <ltjpost@cox.net>
- Friday, October 24, 2003 1:52 PM CDT

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I just absolutely hate that this has happened to you and your family. I hate what it is doing to the little hearts of Ashley and Austin. It just sucks that I can't take away your pain and give you Addison back because I want to.

I was thinking of how this must be for you with all of the holidays coming up. They will be my first without my father, but nothing compares. I do know the deep shallow sighs though that you are feeling from your heart being so broken. How do we go on when we have lost someone we loved so much? I guess we take it day by day and wing it each day.

I love you all, even though we have never met in this lifetime and on this plane. But I send my love to you and I hope it helps in some small way.
Tracee <TraceeSaltz@mchsi.com>
Des Moines, Ia - Friday, October 24, 2003 12:42 AM CDT

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I am praying for all of you to get through this very difficult time. No, you are right nothing we say out here will bring AJ back. We are all of your sounding board, your support and are here for all of you anytime you need us.

You have to try to open your lines of communications, right now and forever there will be a part of you and your family that is missing, that is not going to change.

Even though we have never met I still think of all of you often and pray for all of you.


Jennifer Miles www.caringbridge.org/mn/deemartinson/ <jennifer.miles@thomson.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Friday, October 24, 2003 10:51 AM CDT

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Stopping by to let you know I think about all of you often and am praying for peace and healing. I'm here for you!
Love,
Alaine
ARJ <alaine_johnson@mora.k12.mn.us>
Mora, Mn - Thursday, October 23, 2003 4:09 PM CDT

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I think the absolute worst 5 words someone can say when you lose a loved one is "he's in a better place". Especially a child. I mean, what exactly does that say to you? That your child is better off out of your life and up in heaven? I swear that I will never utter those words to someone who has just lost a loved one, much less a child. It just sounds so demeaning whether it was intended to sound that way or not.

Sounds like things are not getting easier, only harder. I am worried for you, Dave, though we do not know each other. I am worried because I know this pain and it can take you places you just would never normally go. Scary places. I know counselors can drive you over the edge. Sometimes I wonder what exactly they learn in college. But you need to keep talking to people. Keep talking and keep crying and keep screaming all you want. I'm listening.
Tracee <TraceeSaltz@mchsi.com>
Des Moines, Ia USA - Thursday, October 23, 2003 2:54 PM CDT

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A parent's wish list after their child has died.

I wish my child hadn't died. I wish I had him back.

I wish you wouldn't be afraid to speak my child's name. My child lived and was very important to me. I need to hear that he was important to you also.

If I cry and get emotional when you talk about my child I wish you knew that it isn't because you have hurt me. My child's death is the cause of my tears.

You have talked about my child, and you have allowed me to share my grief. I thank you for both.

I wish you wouldn't "kill" my child again by removing his pictures, artwork, or other remembrances from your home.

Being a bereaved parent is not contagious, so I wish you wouldn't shy away from me. I need you now more than ever.

I need diversions, so I do want to hear about you; but, I also want you to hear about me.

I might be sad and I might cry, but I wish you would let me talk about my child, my favorite topic of the day.

I know you think of and pray for me often. I also know that my child's death pains you, too.

I wish you would let me know those things through a phone call, a card, note, or a real big hug.

I wish you wouldn't expect my grief to be over in a short period of time. I wish you could understand that my grief will never be over.

I will suffer the death of my child until the day I die. Grief is a life long process.

I am working very hard in my recovery, but I wish you could understand that I will never fully recover.

I will always miss my child, and I will always grieve that he is dead.

I wish you wouldn't expect me "not to think about it" or to "be happy".

Neither will happen for a very long time, so don't frustrate yourself.

I don't want to have a "pity party", but I do wish you would let me grieve. I must hurt before I can heal.

I wish you understood how my life has shattered. I know it is miserable for you to be around me when I'm feeling miserable. Please be as patient with me as I am with you.

When I say "I'm doing okay", I wish you could understand that I don't "feel" okay and that I struggle daily.

I wish you knew that all of the grief reactions I'm having are very normal.

Depression, anger, hopelessness and overwhelming sadness are all to be expected.

So please excuse me when I'm quiet and withdrawn or irritable and cranky.

Your advice to "take one day at a time" is excellent advice. However, a day is too much and too fast for me right now. I wish you could understand that I'm doing good to handle an hour at a time.

Please excuse me if I seem rude, certainly not my intent. Sometimes the world around me goes too fast and I need to get off. When I walk away, I wish you would let me find a quiet place to spend time alone.

I wish you understood that grief changes people. When my child died, a big part of me died with him. I am not the same person I was before my child died, and I will never be that person again.

I wish very much that you could understand understand my loss and grief, my silence and my tears, my void and my pain. BUT...I pray daily that you will never understand.


Colleen Grams <colleeng@minnetonkatravel.com>
Ramsey, MN - Thursday, October 23, 2003 1:38 PM CDT

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The anger is the worst and most horrible part of grieving the loss of your child.... This is also the biggest hurdle to climb. Once you are through this hurdle. I will not sit here and say it gets easier because it does not!!!! Grief just gets tolerable..... Instead of being angry everyday it comes and goes and the moments get further apart....


Please, don't ask me
Author: Rita Moran

Please, don't ask me if I'm over it yet
I'll never be over it
Please, don't tell me he's in a better place
he isn't with me
Please, don't say at least he isn't suffering
I haven't come to terms with why he had to suffer at all
Please, don't tell me you know how I feel
Unless you have lost a child
Please, don't ask me if I feel better
Bereavement isn't a condition that clears up
Please, don't tell me at least you had him for so many years
What year would you choose for your child to die?
Please, don't tell me God never gives us more than we can bear
Please, just tell me you are sorry
Please, just say you remember my child, if you do
Please, just let me talk about my child
Please, mention my child's name
Please, just let me cry.

I hope this helps, it helped me....

Hugs and Prayers
Deneen
Alive and Alone Without My Angel Tiffanie
www.caringbridge.org/page/tiffanie

Deneen Gethouas <dgethouas@state.pa.us>
Enola, PA USA - Thursday, October 23, 2003 12:06 AM CDT

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Dear Tiovolas,

I am sorry to read your last update. While I don't know first hand what it is like to lose a child, it is something I have given [maybe too much] thought to. When my Austin was first diagnosed I was given a book on Leukemia. There is a chapter on Death and Bereavement in there and a paragraph that I would like to share with you.

I was having a very hard time with my greif when a wonderful therapist that I was seeing said to me, "You are beating yourself up about greiving. Think about it: when you enter marriage what are you called? A Wife, a Husband. When your spouse dies what are you called? A Widow. When you don't have a home and are living on the street, what's the name for that? A Homeless person. When you LOSE A CHILD, what's it called, what's the name? I said "I don't know" She said "Exactly. There is not even a word in our vocabulary. That's how terrible a child's death is. It doesn't even have a name."

There shouldn't be any timetable for greif, and there are so many different ways to greive. I think people, us outsiders, see how much you are still suffering after being through so much already. We put too much stock in trying to be happy again. I don't know if time will ease your pain but I think time helps you to understand the pain and reassure you that you can adjust. I think about you guys often, my heart and prayers go out to both of you and Ashley and your Austin also.

Sara Freking <sfrek1214@earthlink.net>
Red Wing, MN USA - Thursday, October 23, 2003 11:13 AM CDT

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Dave & family,
I found your page through Charlie's. I feel for your family. Here is a song I just heard on the radio that reminds me of your post. Your family has gone through weathered times and i'm sure the sun will shine again! This song is by Sarah McLachlan

I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don't let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories

Remember the good times that we had?
I let them slip away from us when things got bad
How clearly I first saw you smilin' in the sun
Wanna feel your warmth upon me, I wanna be the one

I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don't let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories

I'm so tired but I can't sleep
Standin' on the edge of something much too deep
It's funny how we feel so much but we cannot say a word
We are screaming inside, but we can't be heard

But I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don't let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories

I'm so afraid to love you, but more afraid to loose
Clinging to a past that doesn't let me choose
Once there was a darkness, deep and endless night
You gave me everything you had, oh you gave me light

And I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don't let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories

And I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don't let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories
Weep not for the memories

I pray your family will be back together soon!

Jenn Hartley <ronjenn696@prodigy.net>
Bensalem, PA USA - Thursday, October 23, 2003 9:44 AM CDT

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Your right, there are no words that make it better. He is in a better place - wasn't your place good enough. They say God only gives us what we can handle - yah, that's what they say. At least you still have two other children - perhaps the most insensitive and stupid one of all, as if one child could replace another. And the list goes on and on. People mean well, but until they have actually experienced the depth of the grief your family is going through they just don't get it. If I have learned one thing through the death of my son in March it is just that. My husband and I have grieved his loss very differently and continue to have to work very hard each day to meet each other in the middle. It is so easy to be hurtful and mean to those we hold dearly because they are such a safe place. From reading your journal entries it is evident that your family is close and strong. You will find a common ground, don't give up hope. Seek counseling if you think that will help you, question God - it's okay to do that, do whatever it takes to get you through the dark part of this journey. I will continue to hold you all close in prayer and I hope that eventually you find some peace.
Tracy Reamy www.caringbridge.org/nd/tuckersjourney <thereamys@earthlink.net>
Grand Forks, ND - Thursday, October 23, 2003 9:23 AM CDT

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May love and closeness keep you together. I always wonder(ed) what would happen to my wife and me if our son died too. I'm know we'd be going through the same crap you're going through now. I know it. Please push through this time, Dave and Deb! Please push through hard.
Your friend <afriend@friend.com>
- Thursday, October 23, 2003 8:29 AM CDT

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Dear Dave and Deb I want you to no what you are going threw is normal. I dont no the answers why god made us all go threw this terribe tormoil and have children fight so hard to survive then jerk the rug out from under us.I was mad as hell to but I realized God had bigger better things for them. Dave cry all you need to and take your time mourning it will take a long time Just remember your family loves you and we do to .Dave I no addison is sitting on your shoulder and in your heart he will always be with you as is Alisha with us. If you ever need to talk I am here for you both.May God shine his light over your hearts and minds and give you peace.Your freind Kenny
Kenneth Osterbur
Wood, SD - Wednesday, October 22, 2003 10:18 PM CDT

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We will continue to keep all of you in our thoughts and prayers. We hope Austin & Ashley are doing well in school. Take Care.....!!!!!!!
Beth
The Bizals <bbizal@2z.net>
- Wednesday, October 22, 2003 9:53 PM CDT

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Dave, I can really feel your pain. Why is it that we punish and torture the ones we love the most?? I can feel the love for your wife and family in your journal entry. You have all been through more heartache than any family should have to endure. I am sure counseling seems like a slap in the face, but if you find the right counselor it will help a little anyway. What is the alternative? I look at your family photo and think what a beautiful family. I read the words you and Deb write about your Addison and your family. I pray that you can love each other again. Right now it is so hard to trust and love when all you can feel is hatred and anger. I once read that it all boils down to fear. Hate is really fear mixed with love. Sometimes we are so afraid of losing the ones we love that we unintentionally punish them or push them away almost like a self fullfilling prophecy. You are hurting so much over the loss of your sweet baby that you don't ever want to hurt like that again. Perhaps you both are feeling so empty and raw that you don't feel you have anything to give to each other anymore. Please don't do anything rash. Try to cool down and give it some time. I am not a counselor, I'm just a stranger who cares.
A stranger who is praying for you
- Wednesday, October 22, 2003 8:57 PM CDT

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I'm so sorry your going through this heart ache, I wish there were something I could say to make you feel better but I know there is not. All I can say is thank you for sharing Addison with us, I know you love him with all your might. I hope with time the pains becomes bearable and all the good memories of him will bring you peace. Addison is loved by many people. God bless you and I will keep praying for some much needed peace for you and your family.

sally <sally_torres@lusknet.com>
- Wednesday, October 22, 2003 6:54 PM CDT

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Just a note to say we aare thinking of you as always and hope you are able to find some comfort and peace. All is well herre, Clay goes for a check-up the 24th in Denver. He seems to be doing fine. love to all of you Marilyn
marilyn loraas <aml3435@msn.com>
casper, wy - Wednesday, October 22, 2003 2:24 PM CDT

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Hi Deb,
Just wanted to let you know I came by and was thinking and praying for you.
Many hugs,
Lynn <candlys@aol.com>
www.caringbridge.com/pa/jessiespage, PA - Wednesday, October 22, 2003 0:17 AM CDT

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Just wanted to drop you a note to say I think of you daily. As a matter of fact I look at a picture of Addison and Collin that we have on our desk. AJ in his customary "Batman" costume and Collin in his "Superman" costume. I always smile at our "Super Hero's". Please know you are always in our thoughts and prayers. Take care and hope to see you soon.
Lauren Volz
- Tuesday, October 21, 2003 10:04 PM CDT

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Just a quick note to tell you that I think of you often, even though we have never met! Know that God is taking good care of Addison and is watching over the rest of your family. God Bless you all!
Colleen Grams <colleeng@minnetonkatravel.com>
Ramsey, MN - Tuesday, October 21, 2003 8:47 AM CDT

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Just a note to let you know that we are thinking of you. We miss you all so much. Deb- Lucas is sitting here and wants me to tell you that he misses you a whole lot in the whole world. These are his exact words. Take care and keep in touch. See you soon.
Kristin <kristindecker@yahoo.com>
Red Wing, MN - Monday, October 20, 2003 10:44 PM CDT

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Dear Deb,
Thanks for signing Joshys guestbook. I miss you so much to! I would love to talk to you! Please call me collect! I sent my info with the memories of A.J. I do want you to know that prayers still continue! Cant help but wonder how you are doing. I am so glad you have God in your life. Please take care and I do hug my kids and kiss them in a new way OFTEN!! It is amazing how precious they are! May you be filled with TONS of Gods love when you long for A.J.. I love you, Deb..xxoo
Lisa Abbott
- Monday, October 20, 2003 9:33 PM CDT

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Sending lots of love to you all and prayers for comfort and some sense of peace. Hope you are all doing as well as can be expected. I think of you all constantly and miss you terribly.

We miss you Addison and will always until we meet again.
Donna <ldvolz@msn.com>
Earlham, IA - Monday, October 20, 2003 7:32 PM CDT

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I just wanted to say I am so sorry for your loss. He seemed to be such a great little boy. I will keep your family in my toughts and prayers and take your advice and give my kids an extra hug. Take care and God bless.
Athena
TN - Sunday, October 19, 2003 10:49 PM CDT

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Hi Deb and family Rosie Daddy just wanted you to know your family touched me in my heart sending our love your way.We are still on 4th floor almost got out of here but had some bumps in the road. PLEASE pray for Rosie she needs to take alot of meds. oral and she cannt keep anything down thank. you Danny
DANNY <<john3:16@juno.com>>
- Sunday, October 19, 2003 8:51 PM CDT

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What a really special message from your nurse for AJ! I just wanted to check in, because it's Sunday and I was thinking of your family. And I hope that today you find a few good reasons to smile and feel happiness. Addison would want you to feel happiness, the same as you want him to feel happiness in spite of missing each other so much. So I wish you this day that you will find some happiness and be able to smile about it. I hope your two other lovely children can enjoy this day also.

I was wanting to ask if, maybe the next time you update pictures, if you are able, if we could see a picture of Addison before all of this happened to him. I would, personally, love to see as many pictures of him as you have, however I will settle for whichever ones you wish to share. And than you for sharing his life with me. I feel as if I knew him.
Tracee <TraceeSaltz@mchsi.com>
Des Moines, Ia USA - Sunday, October 19, 2003 11:54 AM CDT

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Hi Deb & Dave,
Just wanted you guys to know that you're all in my thoughts and prayers...Addison will be in my heart forever...it is impossible to forget a little one who fought his hardest to live. Stay strong and take it one day at a time...sending you all lots of love from Down Under...

~*Girlie's Page*~

All my love,
XOXOXOXO
Janice <janiceliew1981@yahoo.com>
Melbourne, Australia - Sunday, October 19, 2003 7:21 AM CDT

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Dave and Deb;

I know it is a bit late for this note. But I am not that bright with computers, I had written you a note shortly after AJ's service, but I guess it never made it, but it will this time.

Well guys, I need to say something original. You guys know very well that I loved AJ and all of you, you were great and so easy going, so caring and loving with your children. I do hope that the time that ashley and austin spent in the cities may have been a good one, going places and seeing a lot of stuff that are located here in the cities, although living in gilber must be nice, quiet and peaceful; that is something that I like and enjoy, that is why I enjoying camping. I guess I am changing as I age.

I don't want to get off track, what I am trying to say is this. It was a great honor having taken care of AJ the day before he left for heaven and that you requested me, well that made me feel very special and honored......... thanks for giving me the honor and privelege of being your nurse and also, having become part of your lives here in the cities for the time that you guys were here with us in 5-B.

I don't know when I will see you again, but one thing you can count on, I will never forget you and I will always treasure and cherish all my wonderful experience with AJ and his wonderful family.

Yader
Yader Madriz <yadgmal@yahoo.com>
St. Louis Park, MN - Sunday, October 19, 2003 1:50 AM CDT

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Thinking of all of you.


Rhonda Frachiseur <http://caringbridge.org/tx/nathan>
Allen, TX - Saturday, October 18, 2003 7:48 PM CDT

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I looked at the picture of Sam and AJ (oh, excuse me, Batman)today as I was looking at the albums. A deep sigh, and well, you know...
Mary Kiener <caringbridge.org/ia/sam>
- Saturday, October 18, 2003 3:29 PM CDT

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Hi Deb, I sure don't know how you do this. You and you family are so strong. Thank God I still have Warren. He is a big help. But the pain of not having Dustin is so strong. I miss him so much. I think of him each and every day.
Kris, Dustin's mom <www.caringbridge.org/mn/dustin>
- Saturday, October 18, 2003 12:47 AM CDT

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Hi Dave, Deb and Family,
I just want to let u guys know that Aj will always be in my heart. I am sorry for writing so late. God will take care of him. May God bless your family. I love you guys!
Brittany <sweetstuff6905@yahoo.com>
Dunseith/Belcourt, ND - Saturday, October 18, 2003 12:28 AM CDT

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I just wanted to let you know you were in my thoughts today. God Bless you and your family. I hope you have a good weekend. Sending you love......
Kasey Gunde <kasey.gunde@delta.com>
Mt Holly, NC US - Saturday, October 18, 2003 7:19 AM CDT

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I found your site through another page. My heart goes out to you and your family. You know I do not like 9's. My brother passes on 9-9-86 at 9:45. Ever since then hated 9's. Just thought I would share my fobia with you. My prayers are with all of you. www.caringbridge.org/va/maxie/

Christy <IMAQT430@aol.com>
Amelia, VA USA - Saturday, October 18, 2003 0:38 AM CDT

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We're still thinking of you and checking on you. We pray that you all are adjusting a little more each day.
Sara Hughes <dshughes@netins.net>
Truro, IA - Friday, October 17, 2003 10:34 PM CDT

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I stumbled upon your page and wanted to tell you that your little man was/is so adorable. I read the journal and cried for all of you. God bless you.

(((Hugs)))
Jamie, mommy to Kole and Zakary
MD - Friday, October 17, 2003 4:17 PM CDT

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Hi Deb and family,
This is Josh Abbott's great auntie Terri.Just dropping a note to say hi and hoping you are healing good.I read everyday Joshy, yours and a few of the names that you and Lisa have in the guest books.I pray for all the babies on the caringbridge sites and like everyone else wish I could make it all go away!After all these years it is so hard to believe that this disease is still taking so much away. Well stay warm and enjoy all leaves.And GOD BLESS YOU ALL!!

Joshy's Great Auntie Terri and family
Great Auntie Terri <grandmatbone@msn.com>
- Friday, October 17, 2003 10:49 AM CDT

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thinking of you and your sweet wonderful family
Vicki <www.caringbridge.org/mn/gabesjourney>
- Friday, October 17, 2003 0:04 AM CDT

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Dear Toivola Family,
You are in my thoughts and prayers.
Jennifer Moore
PA USA - Thursday, October 16, 2003 5:09 PM CDT

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Hi Deb and family,
I just wanted to stop by and say hello again. Reading Ashley and Austin's ideas and concerns and questions... I just don't know what to say. I can see how special they are and how wise they are. I wish I knew why some kids make it and others don't. I wish I had a way to make it easier. I will say this though, I do know that the world has to have Believers and survivors of all kinds of tragic experiences in order to reach folks out there who've suffered similar loss or similar situations. Your family has already reached so many others as a result of Addison's medical experiences with SO much more to come. Thank you for continuing to share with us your lives. Many blessings to you.

Sara Freking
Red Wing, MN USA - Thursday, October 16, 2003 1:21 PM CDT

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Hello Toivolas!
Just wanted to send you all a hug from Chanhassen!
Also want to let you know I'm still praying for you,
Praying for comfort, peace and happy memories
to fill your hearts and home!
~Anne
Anne Baker <annebaker@mchsi.com>
Chanhassen, MN - Thursday, October 16, 2003 8:55 AM CDT

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Hi Guys,

Just wanted to tell you with the new format? of the front page it is really hard to read and see the picture. Hope you all are holding up. Every day with out Batman is a sad day.
Missing Batman
- Wednesday, October 15, 2003 11:03 PM CDT

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Hi Deb and family,
This is Andrea, Lucas' auntie(David's sister). I am very sorry. And my heart goes out to you everyday. I feel like I know Aj really well through Lucas. Lucas loves his buddy and always will. We all miss him dearly. And Deb, thank you for being a part of our lives and helping us go through everything. You really have help my whole family. I dont know what else to say, but iam sorry.
Thinking of your family everyday.
Andrea
Andrea Kells
Red Wing, MN Goodhue - Wednesday, October 15, 2003 10:20 PM CDT

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Today I was teaching another lesson about bats and I just couldn't stop thinking about your adorable little guy Addison. I am so touched by your concern for other children and families. As I check in with a few families I always see your name and kind, thoughtful messages. You are so compassionate to share loving thoughts with others when you are grieving. God bless you. May you find yourself lifted up by the love of friends and strangers who care. Lori
Lori Pollard
B'ham, AL - Wednesday, October 15, 2003 10:04 PM CDT

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My prayers are still with you and your family. I know how hard it must be for you . Know that your baby is with the Lord and no longer in pain.
Jan
oh - Wednesday, October 15, 2003 9:01 PM CDT

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Just a note to let you know that I am thinking of you.
Mary Kiener
- Wednesday, October 15, 2003 7:51 PM CDT

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Deb, I am lucky enough to be a friend of the Volz family - and through them, found your page. Donna speaks very highly of you. My heart aches for the hole you must have in your life and your heart. I pray that you find comfort in the knowledge that AJ is in Heaven with Jesus, no more pain or tears. I can picture him in his own private Batmobile, tooling around the streets of Heaven! If you ever find yourself in Iowa, consider this an invitation to look us up. God bless you and your family -
Beth De Vries <bdevries at oddpost.com>
Earlham, IA - Wednesday, October 15, 2003 7:39 PM CDT

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Thinking of you while also sending our love and prayers your way! We miss you all ~
Staci <www.caringbridge.org/ky/presleynash>
Bowling Green, KY - Wednesday, October 15, 2003 2:39 PM CDT

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Hi Toivolas!
Just stopping in to say hello. You are continually in our thoughts and prayers. So glad to read that Ashley and Austin had a good first day back to school. Deb, thanks for the updates, I hope you will continue them. Lots of love from Colorado!
Allison Geary <dag9394@msn.com>
Aurora, CO - Wednesday, October 15, 2003 12:38 AM CDT

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Hi Deb and all. I am glad to hear that Austin and Ashley's first day back at school was successful. It is so hard to create new routines, yet they also help so much. I was thirteen when my mom died and I remember a couple days after she died I went for a walk with my dad. I asked him if things would ever return to normal, and he said yes, but that it would be a 'different' normal than what I had always known and taken for granted.
When you mentioned Austin's comment about God letting A.J. come back for 99 years it made me think of something Allie said about Charlie a couple of months ago. She asked if it would be possible for her to take a hot air balloon ride up to Heaven to visit Charlie. If only it were.
Chris Myrah <chrismyrah@frontiernet.net>
Rosemount, MN USA - Wednesday, October 15, 2003 12:28 AM CDT

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Just signing to let you know our thoughts and prayers are with you today and everyday.
Marisa DiCarlo & Matt McClung <http://www.caringbridge.org/mn/taylor/>
Columbus, OH - Wednesday, October 15, 2003 11:00 AM CDT

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Dear Toivola Family,
I am Michelle Golightly's sister and I wanted you to know that I've been checking your website and following your family's struggle for many months. I was so very sad to hear that AJ had lost his battle when it was announced at Bret's funeral. I continue to keep you all in my prayers as I can only imagine your sorrow. I am also very grateful for your love and support of Michelle, Dan and Karlee as you understand the horrific pain of these tragedies and through this have the courage to speak from your heart. I am in awe of all of you families that have struggled with these illnesses because of your trust in God and in your love of your children and in life. May God bless you all with his huge, strong love.
Love and Be Loved,
Karyn Croat Mallia
East Stroudsburg, PA - Wednesday, October 15, 2003 8:43 AM CDT

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HI DEB IAM WRITING IN THE DARK ROSIE SLEEPING.NICE OF YOU TO STOP .SOUNDS LIKE YOUR FAMILY IS DOING GOOD.WELL I MEAN GOOD IS GOOD.AND AT TIMES GOOD IS GOOD ENOUGH. MAY THE JOY OF THE LORD ALLWAYS BE PERSENT AROUND YOU AND THE FAMILY.IT HAS TOO BE HARD AT TIMES. BUT YOU HAVE THE TOOLS IN YOUR HEART. FROM WHAT I GOT TO KNOW OF YOU WHAT A WONDREFUL AND GRACEFUL WIFE,MOTHER ,FRIEND YOU ARE TO ALL.I SEND OUR LOVE TO YOUR FAMILY.DANNY
DANNY
- Wednesday, October 15, 2003 6:31 AM CDT

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Just a note to say hi and we love you. Marilyn
marilyn loraas <aml3435@msn.com>
casper, wy - Wednesday, October 15, 2003 0:21 AM CDT

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Thank-you for the update..it has been a while since I have gone online at all. I still think of you all often (and pray) I am having a hard time trying to put pictures on Joshy's website. He looks so good and his hair has almost all the way covered his scar. Next MRI is Oct. 27th..I will let everyone know as soon as we know. Thanks for prayers. We also pray for other chilren who face cancer and their families..It takes an unbelievable toll on everyone in every way.. May God wrap his loving arms around you all again..I know I say that alot, but I can't help but imagine how much you all need His comfort right now..LOVE YOU!! I dont even know how to send an E-mail yet, but I thank-you for all of mine!! God bless you!!!
Lisa Abbott
- Tuesday, October 14, 2003 9:47 PM CDT

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Dear Deb and family,
I am so glad Ashley and Austins first day of school went well. I think about you everyday. You are a very strong and courageous person and you have touched so many peoples lives -including mine. What you wrote about spending time with your kids is so true. Thank you for updating your journal page we all really appreciate it. I will be in touch soon. You are in all my thoughts and prayers.
Take Care,
Bobbi jo
bobbi jo
- Tuesday, October 14, 2003 9:42 PM CDT

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Hi - thinking of you and hoping that each day that passes eases your pain. We are moving "home" at the end of the month--please feel free to stop over for a visit and get a hug - take care. So happy Austin and Ashley are back in school - enjoy all their activities - it will help you all. Love, Barb
Barb Frankson <barb.frankson@mn-ia.aaa.com>
St. Cloud, MN usa - Tuesday, October 14, 2003 4:27 PM CDT

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Dear Toivola Family, My family's prayers are with you everyday as they have been over the last year. I am truly amazed at the strength and faith of your family, you make me appreciate everything I have. I have four children - Reed, Madison, Gage, and our newest son, Avery Fisher who was born on Sept. 9th. I would like to thank you for you wonderful words about cherishing every minute with one's children. I no longer feel 'guilty' about taking a day off to spend time at a school event with my children. My family's hearts will be with you always.

Love, The Bement's
Craig Bement <cbement@sbcglobal.net>
Napa, CA USA - Tuesday, October 14, 2003 1:40 PM CDT

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Hi Deb and Dave and kids
Deb, it was so great to meet at the White coat Ceremony for Ross. I think of your family daily, and pray for all of you.
Take Care and God Bless
Dina

Dina Flaherty <dflahert@d.umn.edu>
Duluth, - Tuesday, October 14, 2003 1:36 PM CDT

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Toivola family
thought of you today ... sending you my prayers.
addison(batman) has touched so many lives and still is.
FOREVER MISSING OUR ANGELS

«♥Mitchell♥»

abbie... forever missing angel mitch
tru, ns canada - Tuesday, October 14, 2003 1:25 PM CDT

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Toivola family,
I'm continuing to keep you in my thoughts and prayers.
Love, Lisa Post <ltjpost@cox.net>
- Tuesday, October 14, 2003 9:09 AM CDT

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Remembering Addison and thinking of you all every day.
Donna Volz <ldvolz@msn.com>
Earlham, IA - Tuesday, October 14, 2003 8:51 AM CDT

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Hi Family,
I sit here and I am just reading your entry and I cannot control the tears and the pain. He was a beautiful "Baby"
and did become a wonderful "Batman". I don't know if a person ever gets used to the emptiness after a person dies??
I think that piece of your heart just goes with them, but they also leave their love and smiles with you. He was a great kid. Please know I send my love.
Hugs,
Karen
Karen Warmuth <jkwarmuth@aol.com>
Nashwauk, MN - Monday, October 13, 2003 11:03 PM CDT

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Hi. Just wanted to let you know I am still keeping your family in my thoughts and prayers. I also wanted to let you know what reading your journal has done for me because I told Bret Golightly's mom.

After my father passed away in March I became very withdrawn from my family and I would become very impatient with my two boys, ages 6 and 3 at the time, now 7 and 4. Anyway, I, in time found this website and the website of Bret Golightly. It was through reading what you were going through with your children that calmed me and opened my eyes big time. I found my patience again and this time I found it had doubled in size. Before my dad passed away, I still had many days when in the mornings I would be snappy and impatient with Dusten and Ethan. After reading your journals, you and Michelle taught me how to truly love and appreciate my children and this time I have with them. I cannot tell you how badly I want to stand in front of a hundred moms and read your journals to them. When I speak on the phone to my cousin and I hear her being short with her children, I want so badly to tell her to read your website and maybe someday I will sit down with her and share it.

I just thought I would share this with you and let you know how inspirational you have been even through this horrifically difficult time in your lives. I LOVE THE DREAM AUSTIN HAD and I know as sure as I sit typing this entry that it was your son visiting him and comforting him. I hope it gave you goosebumps when he said that cause it did me.

I send you lots of love to all of you and I will keep praying hard for your pain to ease each day and be replaced with peace and comfort.
Tracee Saltz <TraceeSaltz@mchsi.com>
Des Moines, Ia USA - Monday, October 13, 2003 7:41 PM CDT

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Hi. Just wanted to let you know I am still keeping your family in my thoughts and prayers. I also wanted to let you know what reading your journal has done for me because I told Bret Golightly's mom.

After my father passed away in March I became very withdrawn from my family and I would become very impatient with my two boys, ages 6 and 3 at the time, now 7 and 4. Anyway, I, in time found this website and the website of Bret Golightly. It was through reading what you were going through with your children that calmed me and opened my eyes big time. I found my patience again and this time I found it had doubled in size. Before my dad passed away, I still had many days when in the mornings I would be snappy and impatient with Dusten and Ethan. After reading your journals, you and Michelle taught me how to truly love and appreciate my children and this time I have with them. I cannot tell you how badly I want to stand in front of a hundred moms and read your journals to them. When I speak on the phone to my cousin and I hear her being short with her children, I want so badly to tell her to read your website and maybe someday I will sit down with her and share it.

I just thought I would share this with you and let you know how inspirational you have been even through this horrifically difficult time in your lives. I LOVE THE DREAM AUSTIN HAD and I know as sure as I sit typing this entry that it was your son visiting him and comforting him. I hope it gave you goosebumps when he said that cause it did me.

I send you lots of love to all of you and I will keep praying hard for your pain to ease each day and be replaced with peace and comfort.
Tracee Saltz <TraceeSaltz@mchsi.com>
Des Moines, Ia USA - Monday, October 13, 2003 7:41 PM CDT

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Thanks for the very inspiring up date. I know with God beside you & your family, you will handle the great tasks that are still before you. Getting settled back into a family life with the rest of your family & still able to keep little A.J. in your loving thoughts. He is looking down to all of his loved ones giving them strength. God bless you all.
Elaine Raday <Mobilegram@webtv.net>
Posen , Il. cook - Monday, October 13, 2003 4:18 PM CDT

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I happened to find your site while looking at my nephew Oliver Huston's website...I don't know you, but I wanted you to know that I said a prayer for you today. I bet that Addison was a joy to have in your lives. God Bless You all.
Colleen Grams <colleeng@minnetonkatravel.com>
Ramsey, MN - Monday, October 13, 2003 3:33 PM CDT

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My class was making bat cookies the other day. You take 2 Oreo cookies and twist one apart. Break one wafer in half and make wings. Take the second Oreo cookie and twist it apart and use one wafer to cover the bat body. The other half is a spare treat. I found myself thinking of your brave little Batman. I have a little boy in my first grade class who also adores Batman. It seems like your little guy is on my mind a lot. Even though I have never met you or your family. Your love shines through your website. I feel so blessed to be able to teach my 6 year old students about bats. Your little Batman has taught me so much about courage and hope. Bless you as you grieve for your precious child. As a mom my heart aches for you. Know that Addison is touching many lives even in far away Alabama. I heard about you on Presley's web site. Love and prayers, Lori
Lori Pollard
B'Ham, AL - Sunday, October 12, 2003 5:37 PM CDT

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checking in to let you know we are thinking of you with love and prayers, Love from us all. Marilyn
marilyn loraas <aml3435@msn.com>
casper, wy - Sunday, October 12, 2003 5:35 PM CDT

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Dear Family,

I picked up the phone this morning to call and ask you if Austin and Ashley wanted to come over and play with Owen. Then I remembered that we could no longer do that.

We think of you frequently and pray that your pain and sarrow is easing. Owen says prayers for AJ every night. I say prayers for you.

We love you.
Dede Bye-Fitzmaurice <dede_fitzmaurice@bluecrossmn.com>
- Sunday, October 12, 2003 11:24 AM CDT

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Looking forward to seeing all of you this week.
Janet
- Sunday, October 12, 2003 9:38 AM CDT

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- Saturday, October 11, 2003 11:52 PM CDT

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Dear Toivolas,

I'm so happy you are keeping up with the website. I still check in on you every day. Thank you for sharing AJ...and all of You...with the world! Please know I am praying for your family everyday. I know i can't imagine what you are all going through. I didn't even know little precious Addison....a.k.a. THE REAL BATMAN...but I miss him terribly. Your little man is leading me to a faith I haven't known for some time. As so many of AJ's admirer's, I KNOW he can be no where else but in Heaven, painfree, sharing his beauty with all! Even though he's not right there on your couch in Gilbert, (physically), AJ is still doing miracles everywhere on Earth...this very second! Keep your faith guys. You are ALL truly inspirational. Many prayers and love to you.
Mary Ann Fena
- Saturday, October 11, 2003 10:02 PM CDT

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Please know you are in our thoughts, hearts, and prayers. Love from the Loraas Family
mloraas <aml3489@msn.com>
casper, wy - Saturday, October 11, 2003 1:08 PM CDT

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Deb,Dave,Austin and Ashley, I just wanted to let you know how often we are thinking of you. I wish we could help you somehow. We really miss you. I can't believe it's been a month...Soren sure misses Austin. We're still talking about his awesome soccer skills.I was thinking of the time you brought Addison to a game and he was making goofy faces at my baby to make her laugh and it was sooo funny. I was so impressed because I know he didn't feel good. You sure have some great kids!! And they are lucky to have such great parents!!! Not a day goes by that we don't think of you and your family and hope that everything is as good as it can be for you, because you deserve it.

Anna Joles
Minneapolis, MN - Friday, October 10, 2003 9:46 PM CDT

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We miss you all so much. You are the best friends that any family could ever have the pleasure of meeting. Tears filled my eyes while reading of Austin's dream. I believe that Addison is with you every day. He is watching over you and your family, keeping you safe and giving you strength. He was the sweetest boy that I have ever met. He was always so worried about all of you, only wanting you to be happy. That is why even during the worst times, he was always feeling dood (as Addison would put it). He may have only been 4, but he had the biggest heart of anyone I know. We miss him so much, and love him dearly. If there is anything that you guys need, please feel free to let us know. We need to get together again very soon. Keep in touch. We love and miss you all.
Kristin <www.caringbridge.org/mn/lucaskells>
Red Wing, MN - Friday, October 10, 2003 6:47 PM CDT

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I think that the first time Scott and I walked in to our house without Zachary was probably the hardest. All of his things still laying about. His shoes, clothes, toys, etc. I just walked around in a daze. Not really believing what had happened. I remember picking up one of his t-shirts and smelling it. Hoping for a hint of him. Even our pets wandered around wondering where their boy was. The firsts are definately very hard, but I have found that the 2nds aren't much easier. What I wouldn't give to hear that laugh again. Know you and your family are in our thoughts and prayers. May your Batman shine on you and get you through the toughest of days. Take care.
Scott and Amy Ness <http://www.caringbridge.com/nd/zacharyness/index.htm>
East Grand Forks, MN - Friday, October 10, 2003 12:26 AM CDT

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Good Morning,
Just a little inspiration as you go through the next phase of your lives.
If God brings you to it, He will bring you through it. Happy moments, praise God.
Difficult moments, seek God.
Quiet moments, worship God.
Painful moments, trust God.
Every moment, thank God.

Take care every moment,


Cheryl Nehring Johnson
Side Lake, MN USA - Friday, October 10, 2003 10:34 AM CDT

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I've been thinking about you so much today as you pass the one-month mark -- it seems impossibly soon to us, but the time probably feels different to you. I remember time taking on such strange qualities in those first few months after Charlie died. The days were so long, but weeks seemed to fly by -- somehow, we did birthday parties, grocery shopping, doctor's appointments, Halloween costumes, and homework in the midst of our grief, and then a month had gone by without him -- how was that possible? I hated tackling all those long-neglected cleaning chores -- there was no satisfaction in it, compared with taking care of Charlie.

Having Jack to take care of helped me so much -- I hope you have been able to find your Batman and Robin dogs. It's good to have someone to cuddle and lavish affection on. There is no way to fill that huge space in your heart that Addison has left behind -- it will always be his.

I loved hearing about Austin's dream. It's so important for Ashley and Austin to feel that A.J. is okay now -- Liam spent lots of time trying to figure out what things are like for Charlie -- he told me in those first few weeks that he thinks when kids go to heaven, the first thing they do is look around for a family to take care of them. The thought of extroverted Charlie bouncing down the sidewalks of heaven, knocking on doors in search of a family he liked, tickled me -- I wish we could be that family, but I'm glad Liam thought of an image that comforted him.

Terese, Paul, Liam & Jack <www.caringbridge.org/page/charlie>
St. Paul, MN - Thursday, October 9, 2003 4:42 PM CDT

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Hi everyone,I'm happy your going to keep this webpage going! Addison(Batman) seemed like a WONDERFUL little boy!that was cute he would tell people his name was baby! Even though I never new AJ I am still going to keep him in my heart and prayers.
Kira <kira_stene@hotmail.com>
Watford city, Nd USA - Thursday, October 9, 2003 4:12 PM CDT

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Hi Toivola's I did not write sooner because I didn't know what to say. I want to thank you all for letting my son take your picture for a rememberance book I made for Dustin. I now know what you are going through. It has been only 8 days since I lost my precious Dustin. I still am in shock and don't know what to do because I should be at the hospital. I think of him each and every second of the day. I dream about him. I am so sorry for you losing your precious AJ. You are a strong family and together you will get through this very difficult time.
Kris, Dustin's mom <www.caringbridge.org/mn/dustin>
- Thursday, October 9, 2003 2:29 PM CDT

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Thinking of all of you. Keeping you in our prayers.
Sheila DeVolder
- Thursday, October 9, 2003 2:26 PM CDT

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SENDING OUR LOVE TOWARDS YOUR FAMILY. ROSIE DADDY
DANNY
- Thursday, October 9, 2003 9:01 AM CDT

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deb--i just wanted you to know that little AJ touched my life, my heart, and my soul. i only knew him for a short while last summer(2002) when i worked up on 5 B as a nurse, i was also a atient there with ewings sarcoma many years ago. i remember having aj as a patient one day and he was all smiles and had his batman stuff sitting right there in the bed with him, i remember when that guy came up to hte hospital dressed like batman and how happy AJ was to see his hero. he was an amazing and strong boy. i hope you and your family are working through your grief and find peace knowing that he is in heaven running around without anypain with a big smile on his face, and of course a batman outfit on, all of the angels are smiling at him... god bless you. you are in my thoughts and prayers---jenn wells
jenn wells <jwells4238@juno.com>
rochester, mn - Wednesday, October 8, 2003 11:52 PM CDT

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Hi Deb -
The pain we feel as mothers is something that is pretty much impossible to explain to others.....unless they are living the same pain! I am praying for you!!! Please call me if you need to talk....Your first month is here - it is hard, but as you go through each first - you will get stronger. I say that after crying over the approach of our "first" 6 month date of Mitch's death. The emotions are like a roller coaster, up and down, turning quickly and then coming to a straight and slowing down...only to start up again.
With our Jesus - all is possible - even this pain!
Love you Deb (and family)
Becky C.
Becky Chepokas <bchepokas@mchsi.com>
www.miraclesformitch.com, - Wednesday, October 8, 2003 11:45 PM CDT

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Deb, I can hear the pain in your written words. I know there are no words I can say to take that away but I wanted you to know that I think about you, Dave, Ashley and Austin everyday and my heart cries with you for the loss of A.J. He was the greatest little guy!


Michelle C. Golightly <golightlymoo@juno.com>
Booneville, IA - Wednesday, October 8, 2003 8:20 PM CDT

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deb
reading your entry brings back such fresh memories. my son passed away 5 months ago and some things i have found easier to do when coping with everyday chores and some things still impossible. when i do laundry i always wash one of mitchs tshirts just to get me though that task. take your time and im thinging of you

mitchell
abbie <afraser1@tru.eastlink.ca>
truro, ns canada - Wednesday, October 8, 2003 3:00 PM CDT

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Deb,
I am in tears. I am so happy that A.J. was able to go to Austin in his dream. I can't imagine how hard everyday life must be right now, but I pray for you to have the comfort of Happy memories.
Thinking of you
Jennifer
Jennifer Restemayer www.caringbridge.org/nd/allison <jennmarie@bis.midco.net>
Bismarck, ND Usa - Wednesday, October 8, 2003 2:08 PM CDT

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Just wanted you to know we are still checking in on you. Getting adjusted back into the "big" world is going to be as hard on you as it was to leave it to go into the "medical" world, I think. Don't forget all the love your family has shared, and is still sharing (thru dreams?) when the pressures of living start start to wear you down. You can vent here to us anytime - there are only a few people out there who can't find compassion for what you have been through, and they don't count :) The rest of us want to see you all happily coloring your world with AJ's life, not his death. Do you know what I mean?
Hugs to all of you!!!!!!!!
Kim <lang5@netins.net>
Guthrie Center, IA - Wednesday, October 8, 2003 2:05 PM CDT

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Thank you for the update. It must be so hard to return to your home and have so many reminders. What you told Austin is true...A.J. did reach out to him! I truly believe that our loved ones reach out to us alot from the afterlife, but unfortunately we don't recognize the subtle interactions. They say children are more able to perceive these gestures and I believe it because when I was about 10 years old I know my younger sister visited me at night. It was definitely NOT a dream. She was with me and then slowly backed up and faded away. I truly believe that they are not gone and with us always! God bless you all. I'll be keeping you in my thoughts and prayers and will check back often.
Lisa Post <ltjpost@cox.net>
- Wednesday, October 8, 2003 1:44 PM CDT

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I visited your little AJ's site and wanted to let you know that you are all in my daily thoughts and prayers. You were kept as a special intention by me at Rosary last evening. My prayer is for your days to gradually brighten again. May God bless all of you.
Dot O'C.
Springfield, PA - Wednesday, October 8, 2003 12:23 AM CDT

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Thanks for updating the website. I haven't checked in for about a week as my son was ill but back to school now. Still thinking of you all and hoping the kids will get back into their routine at school with ease and lots of support and friendships. I'd love to get together for lunch when you can, especially since the kids will be in school. Then we should get together as families for some fun. I'll check with you next week. Keep on keeping on. We love you!
Janette Paul
Hibbing, - Wednesday, October 8, 2003 10:30 AM CDT

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Deb, it was good to see your update. Thinking of you.
Rhonda Frachiseur <http://caringbridge.org/tx/nathan>
Allen, TX - Wednesday, October 8, 2003 9:07 AM CDT

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The grief you must be feeling in incomparable.
I am so sorry for all your family has been through.
Chris ~ Gooch's Site ~
- Wednesday, October 8, 2003 8:20 AM CDT

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Dear Dave and Deb,

I do not know you but admire you all so much. I never read the hateful guestbook entry but get the idea. Clearly, this was someone who never lost a child and probably never loved a child. Your journal should be of your innermost thoughts and you were nice enough to let us participate in your lives and especially A.J.'s life. I have learned alot from you and I make sure to kiss my daughter even more frequently. I saw the love between your children and have decided not to have my daughter remain an only child. I want her to have the love your kids have and I have started the adoption process. I am sorry you will not continue your journal but wanted to wish you healing. One day at a time.
Lisa
- Tuesday, October 7, 2003 11:12 PM CDT

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I don't know what was written or said but I can't believe there are people so small and unfeeling. It seems perhaps that they are not some one who has been through what you have or surely they would not have done what they did. You folks are much better people than they, and should not even consider any of what they did ,to be offensive to you. Consider them ignorant at the least. I don't say that as name calling, but as a fact. Look the word up in the dictionary. I can understand how you must feel and what a shock, but don't let them make you change your ways or what you are and have been doing. You know how very much you have done to help others and never with any expectations for personal gain. Regardless of the circumstances, it is none of their business and if the only reason they read this site is to create pain, then I feel very sorry for them, they must be very narrow minded and unhappy people and as someone else mentioned COWARDS. It is a shame of sorts that we are even giving them this attention, they deserve to be ignored. Perhaps some day misfortune will befall them and they will realize what an unspeakable thing they have tried to do. I say tried because I am hoping that you will continue to hold your head up and go on as you always have, with dignity, pride, faith and love. As I said I don't know what was written,except from the comments here. One thing I do know, from personal experience, is the fact that there is no way to realize the magnitude and devastation in a family with a child that has a life threatening disease. The life you put on hold to fight and the families that join the battle, the homes lost, jobs lost or the separation of the families. If we could only be of help financially to all families, we should all try to put ourselves in their place and just "TRY" to imagine the magnitude of the happening. Thank God there has been some help come your way, I have often wondered how you have managed. Any way I want you to think hard on this and please don't let some one so insignificant change the beautiful example of caring and strength and love that you folks have lived and shown to so many. Your influence has been felt around the world!!! Sincerely, with love Marilyn
Mloraas <aml3435@msn.com>
casper, wy - Tuesday, October 7, 2003 10:00 PM CDT

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Just stopped by to let you know that there are other people out here who feel for your loss. We know your pain all too well, for we lost our dear son June 12th of this year. Sharing in your pain and emptiness, praying for peace and serenity to come into your lives. GOD BLESS. Sending lots of love from above - ANGEL COLBY JAMES COLE AND ARMY.
jack - colby's daddy forever and ever
www.caringbridge.org/pa/colby, UNIONTOWN PA - Tuesday, October 7, 2003 8:48 PM CDT

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Deb and family,

May you find peace as you settle back into your home. I hope that you sense AJ smiling down on you, feel his touch in the wind, and see him in your dreams. I admire your strength but understand how very diffficult it is. Take care and know my thoughts are with you.
Rhonda Frachiseur <http://caringbridge.org/tx/nathan>
Allen, Texas - Tuesday, October 7, 2003 11:43 AM CDT

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Dear Dave, Deb & Kids....
We are sorry for the additional pain added to this horrible journey of grieving. We love and support you, continually, and our prayers are constant.
We will both approach hard days this week - 1 month since AJ's Heavenly B-Day, and 6 months for Mitchies! Tears well be shed for both!
God is with us, and has a purpose for us all - We love you guys!
The Chepokas' Family (Steve, Becky, Melissa & Eternally - Mitch)
The Chepokas Family <www.miraclesformitch.com>
Chanhassen, Minnesota - Monday, October 6, 2003 10:30 PM CDT

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Dear Deb, Ashley & Austin,
We are excited to meet you later this month.
Gary and I hope you will all come down for dinner on the 29th!
Dave, I REALLY enjoyed meeting you at the golf tournament last Monday and then I was so glad that you were able to stay in town for a haircut before you headed home. Gary and I are serious about dinner on the 29th, so plan on it! :)

We didn't know A.J.... heck, we didn't even know YOU before the tournament, but I think it is so amazing when God brings new people into your life!

I just heard about the recent comments of the "concerned persons in Minneapolis" and I am ablolutely speechless,
CLEARLY these people (or person) don't get it, do they Dave?
Those of us closest to the cause/foundation know that what is being done here is selfless and unconditional.

I am so grateful to my sister, Anne, for making me aware of "The Miracles for Mitch" web site, for without that I would not have met Steve Chepokas and his family Nor would I have had the pleasure of meeting you. Ain't life grand!

Gary and I are so sad for you and your family for A.J.'s passing.
We will help any way we can.

Hope to see you all on the 29th!
Until then,
Lots of Love and Hugs,

Susan & Gary Austin
EDEN PRAIRIE, MN USA - Monday, October 6, 2003 9:34 PM CDT

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Deb and family, I am sorry that while you are feeling such grief you have to explain anything to anybody.My prayers are with your family.
Jane Trimper
- Monday, October 6, 2003 7:49 PM CDT

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Dear Toivolas,

I am sorry that people can be so mean and cruel! It only takes one uncompassionate person to hurt you deep inside! Please know that those people know nothing about your family, or what you have done and been through. I have read your updates daily and you have changed so many lives, the way we look at life and how we take things for granted. You have been a pillar of strength to so many, and offered words of comfort to so many families, when you yourselves were facing the biggest fight of your lives.
You have been kind enough to keep this web page open for so many to read, but of course, there has to be a few nasty people, who leave comments that hurt so bad. I can understand your feelings not to want to update anymore, but please know that your story has touched, and changed so many, in ways I can't put into words.

I continue to pray for your family, that you can find the comfort and support you need to get through these tough days.

We will also pray for the people who left that nasty comment, Please Lord, help the "Concerned People" who have hurt so many, please give them some compassion for others, as they have none, let them see how wrong they were to leave such a unkind message, and help them to see what wonderful things this family has done, and will keep doing!

Thank you for posting your story, pictures and updates. A.J. is an amazing child, and will be missed but never forgotten!!


Jeff, Stacie and Family
waupaca, wi - Monday, October 6, 2003 7:18 PM CDT

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Dear Toivolas, From the sound of things from your last entry it sounds like some real awful people are coming out of the woodwork. I am sorry to hear that. It angers me so much when something that is meant to do good for a family gets used for evil. (caringbridge) I am totally thrilled for you that you were granted some funds (If I understand correctly..) I pray that God continues to bless you and take care of anything else that needs taking care of. I think of you all so often..miss you Deb!! Please get refreshed and try so hard to let things like the critisism become water off a ducks back. It is important for you to heal..I am truely with you all and disgusted as well if someone was stinky toward you. May you still feel cradled in Gods loving arms!!
Love, Lisa and Joshua Abbott
Ham Lake, Mn. - Monday, October 6, 2003 3:01 PM CDT

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To the Toivola Family,

I don't need to read the guestbook entry from "the people who really are concerned" to understand what they wrote and what's really in their hearts. Obviously, their accusations have hurt you deeply, and at a time when you need nothing but support. Please please please just continue with your process of trying to recollect your lives and push those detractors out of your minds!!! People who 1) don't have the fortitude to show their faces and let you know who they are, and 2) don't have the decency to come to you IN PRIVATE to discuss their concerns, HAVE NO CONCERNS WORTH ANYONE'S TIME!

I wish I was more prophetic than this, but to quote the musician Bono, "don't let the b*stards grind you down."
Terry Josephson <tjosephson@shaw.ca www.caringbridge.org/canada/julianna>
Winnipeg, Canada - Monday, October 6, 2003 1:24 PM CDT

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Dear Toivolas - It has been an honor and inspiration to know you all this past year and watch as you handled the most difficult situation anyone could ever face with such integrity, dignity and love for everyone around you. Deb, I can remember before I really knew you well and how I was just drawn to your strength and the support you showed to everyone at the RM House. Ashley, Austin and A.J. mirror the love and respect given to them by their parents. I have had my picture of Collin and Addison taken together in May on my desk and it will be put in a collage frame along with all our friends in heaven and on earth to hang in our living room. We love you and miss you all.

P.S. I have always felt that nasty guestbook entries deserve no acknowledgement BUT I have decided that people who cannot sign their name to a guestbook entry are cowards and their words mean nothing. Where is YOUR integrity "the people who really are concerned?" We know where Toivola's is, they live it every day, share it with us all and sign their name at the end of their journal entries!!!!!


Donna Volz
Earlham, IA - Monday, October 6, 2003 8:37 AM CDT

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GoodMorning,
I was thinking of you and thought I would let you know we continue to pray for all of you..It is so nice to read the guestbook entries and see how many people care and love you all. Batman is so special!
Hugs to you all,
Lynn <candlys@aol.com>
www.caringbridge.com/pa/jessiespage, PA - Monday, October 6, 2003 7:53 AM CDT

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Hi Toivolas!
I have been thinking of you every day and checking A.J.'s page every day too. As Terese said, it is a way to stay connected. Thank you for sharing the pictures of A.J.. I was especially moved by the picture of Ashley, A.J. and Austin. I can't begin to imagine the pain and confusion they must be experiencing right now. I have been praying constantly for them, and all of you, to find some degree of peace and comfort. I hope there is some comfort in knowing how many lives your story has changed and touched. More than 65,000 hits on the website alone! Amazing.

We have been having some minor struggles with Allie, pretty typical things for her age. Your words, Terese's, and the words other Caring Bridge parents that I have read, have really changed my perspective and allowed me to focus on what is really important and to be extremely grateful for what I have. You have made a difference in my life, in the way that I respond to my children, and really, to anyone that I meet.

Anyway, I just wanted you to know that I have been thinking of you. Someday Deb, we WILL have that cup of coffee!

Chris Myrah <chrismyrah@frontiernet.net>
Rosemount, MN USA - Sunday, October 5, 2003 10:08 PM CDT

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Dear Deb & Dave,

I'm thinking of you all the time as you try to make sense of life without A.J., and still check his page every day, just to feel connected. I was so pleased to see the photo of A.J. in the Batman costume -- I'm glad it fit and that he was able to enjoy it. I know he used those powerful Batman muscles to the very end of his valiant struggles here. The photos of his last days are so hard to see and all too familiar to us, but I appreciate your willingness to share them -- it's so hard for people to truly grasp what these small but incredibly strong little bodies have endured.

I'm disgusted to see the unkind and ignorant comment from "concerned people" who clearly have no compassion and no clue. I hope you know that you have both given far more than you'll ever receive back, not only to A.J. but to the rest of us, in sharing his life with us and through your constant, unselfish encouragement of others, even while you were in the midst of your own life-and-death struggle. I'm sorry that your willingness to share your family's story has opened you up to such ugliness.

We've had a few nasty trolls pop up on Charlie's page, too -- I just wanted you to know that, if you choose to, you can delete individual messages from the guestbook in the Author Activities menu, under "Change Guestbook." I decided to leave our stinky messages in because I wanted a record of the whole experience, but just wanted to let you know that you don't have to allow this kind of garbage in your guestbook.

Please let me know when you plan to come to the Cities again -- I would love to get together, finally! We keep praying that God's love, A.J.'s spirit, and the comfort of family, friends, and each other will sustain you always.
Terese, Paul, Liam & Jack <Charlie's Page >
St. Paul, MN - Sunday, October 5, 2003 9:52 PM CDT

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TO "THE PEOPLE WHO REALLY ARE CONCERNED"
As a member of the board of the Miracles of Mitch Foundation I am astounded at your comments! Why would you publicly (yet anonymously) display your insensitivity? The Toivola's loss should inspire support - not criticism! Their situation is exactly the reason this foundation is needed and was formed. The ACTIONS of hundreds of people who support The Miracles of Mitch Foundation more than speak volumes! The Toivolas were gifted that money. They did not ask for it. They are not "living off others."
Any readers who are unaware of the mission of the foundation
are invited to visit www.miraclesformitch.com for more information.

Bewildered in Chanhassen!
Anne Baker <annebaker@mchsi.com>
Chanhassen, MN - Sunday, October 5, 2003 3:43 PM CDT

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I look at the front page and see AJ and have to smile. How beautiful he is. I am thinking of all of you and hoping that things are going OK in the midst of your loss. I also see that some take oppurtunities in unusual places. It always amazes me when that happens and hope that in all that your going through, you can look beyond the insensitivity. With a great deal of love and respect for all of you, my thoughts are with you.

Rhonda and family <http:\\www.caringbridge.org\tx\nathan>
- Saturday, October 4, 2003 11:41 PM CDT

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Hey Deb it's Emily I'm sorry I missed the Miracle Open last week but I heard it was a blast.
Keep your chins up, I know AJ's smiling!

Emily
Emily <kgew@usinternet.com>
Deephaven, MN 55391 - Saturday, October 4, 2003 10:27 PM CDT

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Toivola family,

I know how much little AJ loved Batman... how much he dreamed of being Batman and I was going through some quotes today and thought it might be a nice idea to look up some Batman quotes... the first one I read really stuck with me... it said "Anyone can take a life... but to give life... that's REAL power." By giving life to Addison you showed us all so much. Addison had the power to see the beauty in every single day... and he gave you the ability to see how special each day is.
The second was "He who hath life, hath time... a proverb worth remembering." This is Batman's reminder to us all that life has to be lived and time has to be cherished... a lesson Addison taught so well and lived by everyday. The thing is... Addison still has life... he still has time... and he always will as long as we all remember him. He will live through all of us... especially through his family.
And the last quote... a quote I'm sure Addison, aka: Batman, uses quite often with his angel buddies when they are busy casting endless amounts of love upon this battered earth from heaven...
"TO THE BATCAVE MY FRIENDS... WE HAVEN'T A MOMENT TO LOSE!"

May God continue to strengthen you all... To give you the courage to face each new day, the strength to make it through your weakest moments, and the love of a little angel named ^AJ "Batman" Toivola^

To Addison ~ God Speed Batman... Sweet Dreams Batman!
Rachel <Storm844@aol.com>
Lexington, KY USA - Saturday, October 4, 2003 0:07 AM CDT

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Hello my name is Neena, I just lost my sweet little girl Taylor Sep 14, 2003. I was reading your journal and understand your feelings. I feel so lost without my Taylor. My heart goes out to you and if there is anything I could ever do to help or if you just would like to talk with someone who knows how you feel let me know. I will keep you and your family in my prayers.
Neena Hancock <www.caringbridge.com/va/taylor>
Portsmouth, VA - Friday, October 3, 2003 11:13 PM CDT

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We feel like we know little A.J. after meeting Dave at the Miracle Open last Monday . We felt so honored to to have spendt the time with him and hearing about that precious boy. Your pictures are so heartbreaking, yet it showed us what a brave, wonderful boy he was. We are praying for you.
Merlin and Mikie Smith ( Steve Williams parents) <msmith15@mn.rr.com>
Edina , Minn United States - Friday, October 3, 2003 6:16 PM CDT

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Debbie and family, I'm thinking of you always, and always thinking and wondering how big Batman is doing. I'm sure everyone knows about Batman up there. I miss him lots but I know he's in a better place now and pain free. I continue to pray for strength for your family. Miss you all lots
Love Amy*

Amy’s Fight
Amy Mareck
- Friday, October 3, 2003 4:17 PM CDT

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Addison will be remembered...
Fawn from H&H <fawnk@wcoil.com>
Bellefontaine, OH US - Friday, October 3, 2003 11:24 AM CDT

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7TH FLOOR MEMORIAL SERVICE WAS SOOOOOOO GOOD AJ SURE DID TURN HEADS AND I KNOW ON THOSE STREETS OF GOLD THEY ALL MUST BE TURNING TO GET A GOOD LOOK WOW CANNT WAIT TELL WE ARE ALL TOGETHER AGAIN. JESUS WHAT A GOOD DEAL FOR US. ROSIE DADDY
DANNY
- Friday, October 3, 2003 9:35 AM CDT

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Thinking of you, crying for you, praying for you.
Friends of the Volzes
Stuart, IA - Thursday, October 2, 2003 12:52 AM CDT

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Debbie and David,

Thank you so much for sharing those pictures of joy and of pain. I think of you all often and wish I could of been able to see you all again in Minneapolis. I know God is keeping you going right now. You are very strong!
Love you in Christ,
Christie Smith and family (rm 433 RMH)
Christie Smith <smithrus3@aol.com>
Henryville , IN USA - Thursday, October 2, 2003 11:55 AM CDT

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Dear Toivolas,
The pictures you put on were so incredible. I am so moved. I will never forget Addisons face. I pray for you still. I could not get online since Monday because of something needing to be updated. I knew you were coming, but it was to late to contact you when I could have. So sorry to have missed you. Keep in touch. Thanks for the E-mails.
Luv Ya, Lisa Abbott
Ham Lake, - Thursday, October 2, 2003 11:42 AM CDT

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God bless you and your family.So sorry for your loss!

Blessings,
Bonnie, grandma to ^J^ James <www.caringbridge.com/page/jamiebowman>
Columbus, Ohio - Thursday, October 2, 2003 3:05 AM CDT

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You are in my thoughts and prayers. What a precious little guy with such a beautiful smile and spirit.
Someone who cares
- Wednesday, October 1, 2003 9:03 PM CDT

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Keeping all of you in our prayers,
The DeVolders
- Wednesday, October 1, 2003 6:19 PM CDT

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Dear Family,

Thinking of you!

Much love, Cousin Dede
Dede Bye-Fitzmaurice <dede_fitzmaurice@bluecrossmn.com>
Minneapolis, mn - Wednesday, October 1, 2003 7:46 AM CDT

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THANKS DAVE AND DEB IS WAS SOOOOOO GOOD TO BE AT MEMORIL SERVICE TUESDAY AJ WAS AND WOULD BE A KNOCK TO THE LADYS IN HIS LIFE. I JUST CAN SEE HIM SRUTING HIS STUFF UP ON THOSE STREETS OF GOLD.AND THAT SMILE IS BIGGER THAN GRAND CANYON.
DANNY/ROSIE
- Wednesday, October 1, 2003 6:00 AM CDT

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Thinking of You and Your Family. What a Beautiful Little Super Hero AJ.
Our Hearts and Prayers are with you.
Heather Anderson & Family <tandha@amerytel.net>
Clayton, WI - Tuesday, September 30, 2003 9:57 PM CDT

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Thinking of You and your family. What a Beautiful Little Super Hero AJ.
Our Hearts and Prayers are with you.
Heather Anderson & Family <tandha@amerytel.net>
Clayton, WI - Tuesday, September 30, 2003 9:56 PM CDT

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just a note to let you know you are in our thoughts, prayers, and hearts as always. with love, the Loraas family
marilynloraas <aml3435@msn.com>
casper, wy - Tuesday, September 30, 2003 5:09 PM CDT

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Dear Deb, Dave, Ashley & Austin,
Just here to say hello and to let you all know that I've been thinking of your entire family...and I've been missing AJ so much. I am praying for all of you and for peace and comfort to be with you. God bless all of you always...AJ is gone but NEVER forgotten...

~*Girlie's Page*~

Love always,
XOXOXOXOX
Janice
Melbourne, Australia - Tuesday, September 30, 2003 7:35 AM CDT

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AJ your my hero. I love you always and forever.
I'm praying for you all, that God may give you strength. Hope to see you soon.
Love you all
Amy*

Amy’s Fight
Amy Mareck
- Monday, September 29, 2003 9:01 PM CDT

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Just checking to see if anyone had updated their sites latley. No one has checked in on Alisha's in awhile so I guess everyone is busy. Hope you are getting settled a little more each day and Happy memories surround you every moment of the day.
Tammy
- Monday, September 29, 2003 2:45 PM CDT

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Hello, I first learned of Addison from Presley Nash, and I've been checking up for several months. I just wanted to let you know that my heart is with you.
Shannon Justice
Bowling Green, KY USA - Monday, September 29, 2003 11:03 AM CDT

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The pictures are wonderful. I want you all to know that I think of you each day and we pray for strength for your family. I am going to write down our memories of Addison. We didn't know him for long, but our memories are special. Thank you for touching our lives. Your strength has helped us be strong.
Deb Bartunek <bartman@rap.midco.net>
Rapid City, SD USA - Monday, September 29, 2003 8:45 AM CDT

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Thinking of you. Stay strong.
Mary Kiener
- Monday, September 29, 2003 7:24 AM CDT

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Deb, Dave, Ashley, and Austin, I think of you guys everyday. You know many people walked in memory of AJ at the Des Moines Light the Night. It was beautiful. The pictures here are overwhelming. Anyone who did not know little Batman can see his spirit and strength shining through in each picture- also, the love he felt. I pray for peace and strength for you all. Love,
Debi
- Sunday, September 28, 2003 7:20 PM CDT

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Deb, Dave, and Family,

The pictures are very beautiful and very touching! I hope things are going as well as can be. Please know we are still here praying for your family everyday. I hope you can feel all the prayers, and can receive some comfort and strength from them. May the Lord also provide you with the strength and courage to get through the days to come. God Bless You.

Jeff, Stacie and Family
waupaca, wi - Sunday, September 28, 2003 6:46 PM CDT

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Dear Toivolas;

Just letting you know that I'm still here... still praying that your little angel is having a blast in heaven. Still praying for you as parents... still praying for the rest of your family... especially AJ's brother and sister. Please just know that even though many of us do not personally know you... we STILL care... and we STILL pray!
God Bless you now... and forever.
The following is a piece from a song called "Wish you Were Here" by Mark Wills. It's a beautiful song and I bet you AJ really wishes you could all see how beautiful his new "paradise" really is...
"Somehow they got a postcard, in the mail that just said "HEAVEN,"
with a picture of the ocean and the beach.
And the simple words he wrote them, said he loved them and they told them,
how he'd hold 'em if his arms could reach...
'Wish you were here, wish you could see this place,
wish you were near, wish I could touch your face.
The weather's nice, in paradise, it's summertime all year...
and there's some folks we know, they say hello, and miss you so... wish you were here.'"

AJ ~ God Speed Little man! Sweet dreams little man!
Rachel <storm844@aol.com>
Lexington, KY USA - Sunday, September 28, 2003 1:07 PM CDT

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Hi Toivola's,
This Joshy Abbott"s great auntie Terri.Beautiful and very touching pictures.I want to thank you first of all for sharing these.It makes feel more deeply closer to you all.I am very thankful everyday that Joshy is healing well.I know AJ and he were buddies. I already love and appreciate everyday and every hour and minute that I have with my kids and grandkids,but you have made this feeling even stronger by sharing your life with us.I hope that this makes sense! I justed check in today(like I do everyday)to give you some big Otsegoen HUGS from us to you all.Hope your all counseling each other. God is taking very good care of your Batman.In fact I'm sure that AJ is probably wearing him out.Well I will sign out now.Just know you are all loved by friends and family and a whole country of people that don't even know you personally. Amazing! Remember Jesus loves the little children. Sincerely Joshy's Great Auntie Terri
Great Auntie Terri <grandmatbone@msn.com>
Otsego, Mn USA - Sunday, September 28, 2003 12:32 AM CDT

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Deb and Dave and the Kids, we love you.
Mike Tes and Ali
- Saturday, September 27, 2003 11:24 PM CDT

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dear deb and family
i came across addison`s website and read your journal enrty. my heart goes out to you and your family. i now am walking this long lonely road without my mitchell. he passed away in april. and days are still so painful.im not sure what a batman dog is but i hope you find one if i had one you could have it in a minute.i have rotties. addison has a beautiful smile one i bet just lite up a room everytime he smiled.my thought are with you.
abbie

mitch`s site

abbie <afraser1@tru.eastlink.ca>
CANADA - Saturday, September 27, 2003 5:58 PM CDT

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Dear Deb, Dave, Ashley & Austin: Thinking of you all and remembering A.J. today and every day.
Donna Volz <ldvolz@msn.com>
Earlham, IA - Saturday, September 27, 2003 7:54 AM CDT

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Seeing AJ's last pictures made me so sad, but to know that he is not suffering like that anymore definitely makes me feel better. He fought the good fight but decided to be called home when the struggle became too exhausting to continue. Rest in peace, Batman...you will always be a hero!
Hugs from Connecticut.
Lisa Post <ltjpost@cox.net>
- Friday, September 26, 2003 9:49 PM CDT

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Hello again from Van Meter, IA. Was just reading your journal entry and want you to know that we are keeping you and your family in our prayers. May you be comforted in the days and years ahead without your little guy. There will be a big space left empty but keep those memories of him in your hearts. I just recently began following your journey but still the tears flow for you even though I do not know you. Keep your faith and your family together in love.
Celesta Peterson <celestamadonna@aol.com>
Van Meter, IA - Friday, September 26, 2003 9:36 PM CDT

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HI ROSIE DADDY JUST TO SAY YES YOU ARE SOME VERY GOOD PEOPLE. SURE GLAD WE MET.LIFE IS GOOD/GOD IS GOOD ALL THE TIME
DANNY
- Friday, September 26, 2003 9:06 PM CDT

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Thank you for sharing the pictures of your beautiful little boy with us. It reinforces how lucky my family is. I appreciate you taking the time to share your emotions. I hope that your precious memories, your family, your friends and God's love will make each day a little easier.

Bless you and those who love you each and every day.

Connie from MN now in TX
Connie Frisby-Griffin
Wichita Falls, TX USA - Friday, September 26, 2003 8:09 PM CDT

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As the tears stream down my face I must say "Wow"... what beautiful pictures of a truly beautiful little boy. His smile in the photo on the front page of the whole family just lit up my day! What a brave little boy he was. The other pictures showed just how much you cared about your son. Enough that you took the time to create the perfect ceremony that HE would have wanted, a batman one, complete with a batman decorated vault... that is beautiful. Any little boy would be lucky to have parents and family members who care so much.
The pictures of the ceremony are a beautiful touch to a beautiful tribute to such a wonderful little guy!
Thank you for sharing them... thank you.
God Bless your family now... and forever.
Rachel
Lexington, KY USA - Friday, September 26, 2003 8:02 PM CDT

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Once again there are tears streaming down my face after viewing the new pictures. Sweet strong A.J. is finally free of that tumor and not suffering anymore, thank God. You all are so brave, I just pray for healing for the whole family. You are in my thoughts.
Jack's mom <www.caringbridge.org/mn/jack>
- Friday, September 26, 2003 6:41 PM CDT

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I'm so sorry you didn't get your miracle on earth, but how lucky he is to already be by Jesus side, if we just knew exactly how heaven is it would be so much easier when these babies went to be with the lord. I keep coming back to look at the pictures of your angel and everytime they make me cry, I don't understand why a child has to suffer like this, but I do thank god that he now has a new body free of desease and by Jesus side. Take comfert in that one day you'll see your little boy again with that beautiful smile of hes on hese face happy to be reuinted with hese family again. God bless you sending you many, many (((hugs)))

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sally <sally_torres@lusknet.com>
anaheim, - Friday, September 26, 2003 6:25 PM CDT

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Thank you for those pictures. Beautifully painfull.
Bruce Timperley <bkjtimp@cox.net>
Cranston, RI - Friday, September 26, 2003 2:12 PM CDT

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Deb and family, I think of you often and am moved by the new pictures. I will always remember AJ in his little batman and superhero outfits. Much love,
Rhonda Frachiseur and family <http://caringbridge.org/tx/nathan>
Allen, TX USA - Friday, September 26, 2003 11:11 AM CDT

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Hi Dave and Deb, just starting to read about your little boy so sorry to here about your great loss. We all know he is up in heaven looking down at everyone and having lots of fun in his batman attire. What a little angel. Reading your diary you and your family are the strongest people I've ever new that could face such a hard thing. May we all learn from your Son the challanges he had to face day after day. May God Bless you all! Love Matt and Kathy (Drazenovich) Sjoberg. Eveleth
Mathew and Kathy Sjoberg <sjoberg@rangenet.com>
Eveleth, MN. - Friday, September 26, 2003 9:36 AM CDT

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Deb and Family,

Thank you so much for the update. The funeral sounded like a nice tribute to AJ. I really like how you made it all about him. Thanks too for the family picture. I don't think I have ever seen Dave. Every night, I pray and the families who have lost their child are always on my mind. Please know that you are mentioned every night and thought of so much.
Jane Trimper
Duke, - Friday, September 26, 2003 9:00 AM CDT

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Hi Deb,
Through many tears I write, the pain is over for AJ...but the heart ache continues for you and the rest of your beautiful family. Your picture on the opening page is wonderful.
Please know we are here and continue to keep you in our thoughts and in our prayers.
Much love and many hugs,
Lynn <candlys@aol.com>
www.caringbridge.com/pa/jessiespage, PA - Friday, September 26, 2003 7:00 AM CDT

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Dear Dave, Deb and the kids,

We ache for you in the way that only those who have lost young children can know. When I looked at the pictures of AJ tonight, I was reduced to tears. We mourn AJ as if he was our own, and we pray that he is playing with many family and friends in Heaven. And yes, teaching Jesus about Batman too!
As we are approaching one year after Charlie died, I can only offer some words of encouragement that I hope will give you comfort. Remember that AJ is in heaven and free of all the worldly pain that he knew, we don't know what God's plan is for the world and can only hope that our precious childrens' deaths will lead to a greater understanding of this horrid disease, and there is still joy in the world - we just need to remember to see it.
The best advice we received was that there is no "getting over" this. While time and support will lessen the pain, it will still be there. I will miss my son every day until we are reunited. This is part of the grieving process, don't try to shorten it - let it take it's own course. I can't think of how many hours I spent in the bathroom and work silently crying for my loss. The pain lessens, but does not end. Remember AJ and his gifts, his faults, and most especially his love for you. When we go through these dark days of grief, remember the promise from God that we will all live forever in paradise with Him. Our children just got there first.

Charlie's Page

Love to all,

Paul, Terese, Liam and Jack

Paul Kiehne <paul.kiehne@nospamhere.visi.com>
St. Paul, MN - Friday, September 26, 2003 0:48 AM CDT

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Hey Deb
Seeing those pictures made me cry.
Why do little kids have to go through this??? Why do we have to lose them???
I would like to help you search for your little puppy.
let me know ok?

Have fun on monday!!

I love you and miss you AJ

God Bless
Emily
Emily Wolff <kgew@usinternet.com>
Deephaven, MN USA - Thursday, September 25, 2003 11:18 PM CDT

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Thinking of you today and always:)Just know that precious "little batman" and precious "mini-eminem" are looking down on us everyday.
Tina <http://www.caringbridge.org/va/love4brandon>
Harrisonburg, Va - Thursday, September 25, 2003 9:18 PM CDT

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The photos of your beautiful boy made me cry. Some looked so painful. Your sweetie is no longer in pain. May you find the courage, stamina, and peace that you need to survive the grief you must be feeling. I don't know you but ache for your loss. Sending loving thoughts and prayers your way.
Someone who cares
- Thursday, September 25, 2003 8:54 PM CDT

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Dear Deb and Family,
Thank-you for writing in Joshys guestbook. I have been missing you as well! Your support means sooo much to me and I feel so compelled to support you as well. You are on my mind and heart as much as before. It was so good to go up to the north country! I would come again!!! I also want you to know that it is so good that you "ramble" I say RAMBLE ON!!!! You still have us and we all love you so. If this helps to write..it is still our honor to read, cry, pray, and to feel maybe a very small portion of your pain through your words..so again I say RAMBLE ON!! Please know you all are missed in the big city and A.J. is forever missed and remembered!!! I hope you get my letter..I'd love to get your #.. Love you all!!!!!!
Lisa Abbott
- Thursday, September 25, 2003 7:49 PM CDT

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Hello! I thoroughly read Addison's website the other night and I was touched beyond belief by this couragous little guy. I came across it from Joshy's website. I want you to know that my prayers are with you all at this time and I pray for God's peace that passes all understanding. He was an amazing and strong little boy!
Sara Squiers <sahm2bri@comcast.net>
Andover, MN - Thursday, September 25, 2003 4:23 PM CDT

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I stumbled across Addison's web page by chance today and I am grateful that I did. Grateful to know of your courageous boy who obviously touched, and continues to touch, so many people's hearts. Whenever I see a Batman comic or movie, I know I will remember those pictures in your photo album of Addison.

Take care of you and yours.
Terry Josephson <tjosephson@shaw.ca www.caringbridge.org/canada/julianna/>
Winnipeg, Canada - Thursday, September 25, 2003 3:26 PM CDT

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You need never apologize for rambling. That is your right at this time. I know the numb feeling you are talking about and I know it is our body's way of comforting us during grief. Just take your time and than you for the wonderful update. I know we have never met, but all I had to do was see that picture of Addison sleeping in that baseball cap and his smile in the picture with Batman, and I was in love. I have never prayed harder for someone I had never met. Your son, Addison, will always be something truly amazing and special no matter where he is. I send a huge hug to you and your family. Stay strong.
Tracee <TraceeSaltz@mchsi.com>
Des Moines, Ia USA - Thursday, September 25, 2003 2:03 PM CDT

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Deb, David, Ashley & Austin, We think of you very often and hope that your life back at your Gilbert house becomes routine and comforting soon. We hope that with each passing day that you find more strength to smile, laugh and live. We pray that you find peace in your life and with friends and family helping you along they way. Take care of yourselves. Nancy, Dale, Dustin & Nathan
Nancy Davidson
Hibbing, MN - Thursday, September 25, 2003 1:04 PM CDT

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Hello. I saw your website through Charlie's website. I'm so sorry for your loss. My heart and prayers go out to your family and I wish you a lifetime of happy memories.
Jenn Hartley <ronjenn696@prodigy.net>
- Thursday, September 25, 2003 10:09 AM CDT

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We pray that your mourning time will go swiftly and easily. God Bless you all...
Grant & Carmella <car3937@webtv.net>
Lowell, In USA - Thursday, September 25, 2003 9:25 AM CDT

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It sounds like it was a wonderful service, just what AJ would have wanted. Take care and I think of you all everyday.
Mary Kiener
- Thursday, September 25, 2003 7:54 AM CDT

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Thank you for the last part of your message, in this last entry. God Bless you and your family. I pray for you.
Kasey Gunde <kasey.gunde@delta.com>
Mount Holly, Nc US - Thursday, September 25, 2003 5:56 AM CDT

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DEB, YOUR HOSPITAL FAMILY MISSES BATMAN DEARLY AS WELL AS THE REST OF YOUR FAMILY. THE HALLS ARE NOT THE SAME. KEEPING YOU IN MY THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS.
CAROL
- Thursday, September 25, 2003 2:21 AM CDT

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Hi Family,
I'm still here, it's just so much harder to read now. Before I had hope, now I have pain. I stop at the cemetary every other day and say a little prayer with Addison. Joe's Grandma was buried the Tuesday before Addison so I like to think she's giving him lots of hugs.
Maybe for Halloween we can all dress up like Batman in honor of Addison. I think that would be cool.
Please take care. I'm not very far away now so it's going to be easier for me to come. I had 2 weddings to sing at last weekend and one more this weekend so then I won't be so busy.
Lots of Love, Hugs & kisses!
Karen & Joe & family
Karen Warmuth <jkwarmuth@aol.com>
Nashwauk, MN - Wednesday, September 24, 2003 9:40 PM CDT

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David, Deb & kids,
Just checking in to say "hello". We think of you often and pray that God gives you comfort throughout your grieving process. Eventually your sorrow & pain from the loss of AJ will be replaced by many happy, precious memories of your life with him. God bless AJ & God bless you all.

Bruce & Sue
Bruce & Sue Meyers
Mokena, IL - Wednesday, September 24, 2003 5:53 PM CDT

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Hi Toivola Family, greetings from Chanhassen... where the weather is almost always 10 degrees WARMER THAN YOU!!!!!We think of you ALL the time and cannot wait to spend time with you on Monday, as our guests! From a family who not only KNOWS your pain, but FEELS your pain, we stand beside you in love and support..Time really does mend..See you Monday !
Steve, Becky and Melissa Chepokas, and the Miracles of MITCH <www.miraclesformitch.com>
Chanhassen, Mn USA - Wednesday, September 24, 2003 5:06 PM CDT

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Hi,I wish I new Addison.He seemed like a wonderful boy.But now you know your babyboy is not hurting anymore I will pray for you.
Kira
Whatford City , ND USA - Wednesday, September 24, 2003 4:39 PM CDT

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Hi Deb,
The funeral was touching and very moving. AJ I am sure loved it. You are costantly in my thoughts and prayers. As a parent who has never been through what you have, I can only imagine the heartache and pain. I wish I knew what to say or do to to make it easier. You have made so many wonderful friends at the RMH and the hospital-hang on to them and let them help you through this. If there is anything I can do-please call me. AJ was a superhero, and I am sure you and your family were also his superheros. You are wonderful parents. Take Care Deb and please call when you are up to it.
Thinking of you always~
Bobbi Jo
Bobbi Jo
Hibbing, - Wednesday, September 24, 2003 3:54 PM CDT

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Hi Deb,

I just wanted to stop by and check in. We bought another Batman DVD the other week. You know, one of the OLD movies remade. All I could think about was Addison and how much he loved Batman! During his pre-school years my Austin used to have several pairs of Batman pajamas complete with cape. And under-roos. Now my little girl Violet (who is almost 3) insists on being called Bat Girl instead of by her name. What is it about Bat Man that captivates our kids? As Violet says "He IS a Super-Guy." What more is there to say? I know we didn't know each other very well, but you remain in my thoughts and prayers. We, like so many others are keeping our memories of Addison close.

Sara Freking
Red Wing, MN USA - Wednesday, September 24, 2003 3:03 PM CDT

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Deb, just wanted you to know that I'm still here. I have never left. I check on you and your family all the time. I will continue to keep you in my prays.may god bless you. and I will go huge me two girls when I get off of work.
Lavonne
Mount airy, usa - Wednesday, September 24, 2003 1:57 PM CDT

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Just wanted you to know that we are still here! We check on you daily, and pray for you more often than that. Wish we could have made it up to celebrate our precious Batman's life, but it just wasn't possible. (I'm fearful of going that far north - if you remember, I thought Mpls was the 'frozen tundra'!) However, if I could have made it I would have for you, Dave, Austin, Ashley, and ,of course, AJ. I miss you tremendously!
Love,
Staci <www.caringbridge.org/ky/presleynash>
Bowling Green, KY - Wednesday, September 24, 2003 1:35 PM CDT

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Love to you and your family..... Not a day goes or went by that I have not read your website. I traveled the same road you are on for almost 2 years now. Just take one day at a time, one second at a time when you have too. Let the numbness you are feeling now and God see you through losing your precious baby. Although life does get bearable it never gets better or easier.... Take care and if you need to talk, vent or cry I am here.

Love and Prayers
Deneen
Mom to Tiffanie Salvadia Always
www.caringbridge.org/page/tiffanie
Deneen Gethouas <dgethouas@state.pa.us>
Enola, PA USA - Wednesday, September 24, 2003 12:45 AM CDT

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Deb, not a day goes by that I don't think of you & your family and pray for the strength you need to move forward. Your last journal entry was very moving, I wish I could just give you a big hug. I asked my boys to think of their fondest memories of Addison so when we get that together I will email that to you. God bless you all.
Marna <www.caringbridge.org/nd/reesefrick>
Watford City, ND - Wednesday, September 24, 2003 10:40 AM CDT

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Hi Deb, Dave, Austin and Ashley -
I've kept up my daily visit to A.J.'s website, (gosh it's hard to let go) so thanks for the update. I know this is going to be hard for you all to adjust to, please remember your faith in God and that there are a lot of us out here still ready to help. I heard Sue was staying with you for a week so when you are ready for some company, let's get together. You're still in my prayers. Take Care of yourselves and I'll see you soon.....
Janette
Hibbing, - Wednesday, September 24, 2003 10:18 AM CDT

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Hi Debbie - Read your latest up-date and understand so many emotions. I think the note from Ruth Trombino of Westerly Iowa was the greatest - and I think its a good way to move forward.......you have great strength and support from your family and friends, so please stay positive,pray and eventually you will all be happy once again...... and along with that comfortable that AJ is at peace, without pain and watching over you....love, Barb
Barb Frankson <barb.frankson@mn-ia.aaa.com>
St. Cloud, MN USA - Wednesday, September 24, 2003 9:15 AM CDT

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Dear Deb: Please know that I think of you all the time and miss you terribly. I wish we were closer geographically but at least we will always be close in heart. I am honored to have been a witness to the strength, love and courage which you have shown during A.J.'s battle despite all the stresses you were under. Please know that I think of you constantly and pray for your continued strength and for peace for all the Toivolas.
Donna Volz <ldvolz@msn.com>
Earlham, IA - Wednesday, September 24, 2003 8:38 AM CDT

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Dear Family,

My heart aches for you all! How I wish that I could give you a hug and make the pain go away.

Owen said that he dreamt that AJ was watching a batman video and eating popcorn with Jesus. I'm sure he is.

Please let us know if we can do anything!

Much love,

Dede, Walt & Owen

PS: Austin and Ashley, Uncle Walt wants to know if you have seen any trolls?


Dede Bye-Fitzmaurice <dede_fitzmaurice@bluecrossmn.com>
- Wednesday, September 24, 2003 8:26 AM CDT

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Deb, I too lost my son to cancer. We were in Mn last summer. He had transplant but it didnt work. Your entry tonight was beautiful. I followed your journey all the way. It is very hard but you will get through. God will give you the strength. Your other children need you. I always say cancer ruined one of my children I will not let it ruin my other. I just wont give in to it. We didnt have a choice with Adam but I do with Austin. I will not crawl into a corner and stop living. I continue to hug him much and live life to the fullest. Take care and God bless you.
Ruth Trombino <alandruth@myexcel.com>
Westerly, RI - Wednesday, September 24, 2003 7:06 AM CDT

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Hi Deb,
Just want you to know you are in my thoughts and prayers daily. I will always be here. It sounds like Batman had a perfect send off.
Many Hugs,
Lynn <candlys@aol.com>
www.caringbridge.com/pa/jessiespage, PA - Wednesday, September 24, 2003 6:35 AM CDT

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Yes, we are all still here for you! My heart breaks for you and I can't even imagine the strength you will need to adjust to life without AJ. But I do know that we will be praying for that strength for you and I hope that knowing there are so many of us out here will give you the strength and courage to keep putting one foot in front of the other. God BLess!
Lisa Post <ltjpost@cox.net>
South Windsor, CT - Wednesday, September 24, 2003 6:12 AM CDT

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Hi all. I just wanted to stop in and say hi, and let you know that I am thinking of you.
Chris Myrah <chrismyrah@frontiernet.net>
Rosemount, MN USA - Tuesday, September 23, 2003 9:48 PM CDT

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I am a total stranger that thinks about you and "Batman" daily. I pray that you get the strength you need to get you through this. I would love to see more pictures of A.J. He is such a beautiful little boy. I hope all of you are able to get through these days. And I hope you know I care.
Tracee <TraceeSaltz@mchsi.com>
Des Moines, Ia USA - Tuesday, September 23, 2003 9:26 PM CDT

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Sending many loving thoughts and prayers your way.
Someone who cares
- Tuesday, September 23, 2003 8:21 PM CDT

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Hello to you all! Just wanted you to know that you have been on my mind and in my prayers. I hope things are going O.K. I'm sure at times it can be so hard, but I know you will turn to God, but still, I cant help but think of you at this time. I am going to try to get your #, I'd like to talk from time to time...please take care and know that you are loved and remembered by many! Memories of A.J. will be sent soon!!
Much Love..Lisa Abbott
Ham Lake, Mn. - Tuesday, September 23, 2003 2:08 PM CDT

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Many times I wanted to write in here but did not know what to say...I hope this helps

Somewhere there's someone who dreams of your smile,
and finds in your presence that life is worth while.
So when you are lonely, remember it's true
Somebody somewhere is thinking of you.

- K. Blackburn -
someone who cares
- Monday, September 22, 2003 10:33 PM CDT

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I am praying for you and your family....You all are so very strong it touches my heart the way you have celebrated your sons life....Take care and continue your journeys knowing Addison is next your heart experiencing it all with you...God Bless you and hold you in his hand....I am friends of Sue & Paul Nord (I used to work with Paul)
Amy Feland
- Monday, September 22, 2003 1:05 PM CDT

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What an angel you had in your midst, if only for a short while! May God tend your broken heart.
In Christ,
A friend of Sue and Pauls
Lori Johnson
Lori Johnson <ljohnson@fargohope.org>
Fargo, ND USA - Monday, September 22, 2003 12:22 AM CDT

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Wondering how things are going for all of you. Ok we hope. Not a lot of news here, fall is in the air, we actually had a skift of snow the other day. Well dear prople take care and know you are in our hearts and prayers. Love Marilyn and family
marilyn loraas <aml3435@msn.com>
Casper, wy - Monday, September 22, 2003 7:13 AM CDT

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I am so sorry for your loss.

My god be with you.
Sarah Johnson <sassjj11@yahoo.com>
Pleasant Hill, Ca - Friday, September 19, 2003 6:55 PM CDT

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Hi guys, just thinking about you and wondering how you are doing? I'm sure you're still very busy trying to organize your lives without AJ right now. I can't imagine what kinds of emotions will be hitting you in the days (months? years?) ahead. I do know that there are many days the devil likes to get into my head and try to turn the beautiful memories and feelings I have for people into something bad. A good friend of mine who had been through something like this told me what to do. She said to say "Satan, be gone" ...in your mind, out loud, yelling if you have to. I believe that God is always with us - we just have to make sure that he stays in front all the time :)
I feel so bad for you without AJ but I know you will never forget that you still have each other and that thought keeps me hugging my loved ones as much as I can.
I'm giving you our email address - please let us know how you are once in awhile :)
Kim <lang5@netins.net>
Guthrie Center, IA - Friday, September 19, 2003 1:11 PM CDT

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Dear Debbie and Dave,
Just wanted you to know that I've been thinking about you alot and am keeping you in my prayers. Even though I never met AJ or you, checking on him, praying for him, and rooting for him became part of my world. I miss reading AJ updates, but I have to remember that he is so happy and at peace now. If he could do the updating now I'm sure he would be telling us how unbelievably happy he is. In that thought, I take comfort and I hope you do too. God Bless.
Love, Lisa Post <ltjpost@cox.net>
South Windsor, CT - Friday, September 19, 2003 10:45 AM CDT

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Deb,
My heart is just aching for what you are going through right now. I held out hope for a miracle until the very end. I have been thinking of you daily and want you to know that you are in my prayers. I have been checking A.J.'s site daily as if in doing so will somehow change the outcome. Though we have never actually met or spoken I feel as though I have come to know you over the last several months and I came to care so much about A.J. I hope it brings you some comfort to know just how many people his story touched and how many people care about you, Dave, Ashley and Austin.
Chris Myrah <chrismyrah@frontiernet.net>
Rosemount, MN USA - Thursday, September 18, 2003 9:37 PM CDT

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It was a tremendous fight to the end all that humanly possible was done. Now AJ is sitting with God I am sure in a great chair of honor in no pain at last. God bless you all and may AJ help you all from now on. Grant & Carmella Justice (Barb Meyers friends and now your friends.
Grant & Carmella <car3937@webtv.net>
Lowell, In USA - Thursday, September 18, 2003 5:21 PM CDT

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We are thinking of you and thinking how great and strong of a boy he was. Our best of luck. If you want to talk. We're here. It will be a long battle for you now getting through it, but remember God is on your side.

Jennifer Awrey
Indianapolis, In - Thursday, September 18, 2003 12:09 AM CDT

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Dear Deb and family, I am so sorry for the loss of AJ, he was such a fighter. My kids miss your kids alot. God bless,
Sheila DeVolder
- Thursday, September 18, 2003 9:38 AM CDT

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We're so sorry to hear of the passing of your precious child.
Margaret, Dick, Lisa, Madeline & Megan <dickmarg@msn.com>
North Aurora, IL USA - Wednesday, September 17, 2003 11:49 PM CDT

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Dear Deb and Family,
Just wanted to know that I think of all of you often and send up a prayer or two! Love you!
Lisa Abbott
- Wednesday, September 17, 2003 11:19 PM CDT

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Just a note to say hi and let you know we are thinking of you and you are in our prayers. Love to you all from all the Loraas family. Marilyn
marilyn loraas <aml3435@msn.com>
casper, wy - Wednesday, September 17, 2003 10:44 PM CDT

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Dave and Family,

I wish you all the LOVE in the world.
Dennis Paull <dpaull@prutropical.com>
Tampa, FL USA - Wednesday, September 17, 2003 10:06 PM CDT

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Deb,
I just wanted to tell you that my heart breaks for you right now!! I was hopeing to talk with you at RMH when we were there this week, but I found out about little AJ. I just dont have the words, but want you to know that I am lifting you up in prayer. Know that your precious little "batman" is with Jesus and is completely healed and safe in his arms!! What a wonderful blessing and comfort that is. He will be anxiously awaiting his family. Reley on God for only he can comfort you in this very difficult time. Love Christie, Carlton, Bradley, Gabriel, and Devan Smith (RM 433).

Christie Smith <smithrus3@aol.com >
Henryville, IN USA - Wednesday, September 17, 2003 2:58 PM CDT

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I just wanted to let you know that I am thinking of all of you and missing you very much.
Janet
- Wednesday, September 17, 2003 10:04 AM CDT

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Dave and Deb and family,

It is hard to even know what to say. Kevin has been following AJ's progress and he didn't check the web site for a couple of days and when he did he was devastated to hear the news. We are so sorry for your loss, which we can't even imagine going through. Your family is an inspiration to us all, how you always believed in miracles, how you kept a positive outlook at all times and you made your little boy feel safe and loved. You are very special people and now heaven has a very special angel.

We hope that you find comfort in your memories. We are praying for you!

Very Sincerely,
Lisa and Kevin Knoop and Alyce, Jordan and Hailey too! <k2home@hotmail.com>
Forest Lake, MN - Wednesday, September 17, 2003 9:05 AM CDT

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Deb, I still don't know what to say. I just want to hold on to the memory of you with AJ in the stroller going back and forth to clinic and his "mama".
Mary Kiener
- Tuesday, September 16, 2003 10:47 PM CDT

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May the Angels Lead him into Paradise!
www.caringbridge.org/mn/marisa
Marisa, liver transplant <sisterpiranha@yahoo.com>
SSP, MN - Tuesday, September 16, 2003 9:26 PM CDT

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We're just checking in from the Drumheller public library in Alberta, Canada, to let you know we're thinking of you. We wish we could have been at A.J.'s funeral Saturday -- it sounds like it was such a beautiful and unique tribute to your one-and-only Addison/Batman. We're off to the Rockies tomorrow and we'll be in touch when we get home. We continue to pray for comfort and peace for you all.
Terese, Paul, Liam & Jack <www.caringbridge.org/page/charlie>
Drumheller, AB Canada (for now) - Tuesday, September 16, 2003 4:04 PM CDT

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I just read about AJ today or I would have written sooner. My dad passed away on Sept. 9, 1984, from cancer. While I can't imagine anything worse than losing your child, I believe that AJ was greeted by lots of special "angels" when he arrived in heaven. From what I read about your precious son, he was an unbelieveably brave little boy with a zest for life that many of us have forgotten. I am sure his story will inspire and touch anybody fortunate enough to read of his strength and courage in the face of such a horrible disease. May it bring your family some comfort knowing that AJ reached out to people everywhere and we will hold him safely in our hearts forever. I particularly liked hearing about his last night with his brother and sister. My dad had an evening like that as well before becoming unconcious and that was the last time I saw him alive. It is a memory I still treasure since he was so much like his old self (his cancer had spread to his brain so he'd had lots of days where he didn't know us which made that night VERY special to us.) Anyway, I will be praying for the strength you will need to get through this time. Take care, and God bless AJ and all of you.
Ann <akeran@isbe.net>
Springfield, IL USA - Tuesday, September 16, 2003 3:53 PM CDT

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Just a note to let you know you are in our prayers, Love to all of you Marilyn and family
marilyn loraas <aml3435@msn.com>
ccasper, wy - Tuesday, September 16, 2003 1:01 PM CDT

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I have been afraid to check the website since I stopped in to see you at the hospital when Trevor was in Minneapolis. I knew I had to check and I want you all to know that your family will continue to be in our prayers. We pray for you to have continued strength in this extremely hard time. I am glad that AJ is not in pain anymore, but I know that your pain is un-bearable. So very sorry.
Deb, Ted, Trevor and Austin Bartunek <bartman@rap.midco.net>
Rapid City, SD - Tuesday, September 16, 2003 11:19 AM CDT

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Life is so precious and yet so short. Addison had the heart and strength of a true angel. I can't believe the pouring out of all the guardian angels out there. So wonderful. I hope as time passes that it get alittle easier. Children give us the smiles that we need from time to time. God bless all of you. Lisa Diehl Foreman
Lisa Diehl Foreman <lisa.diehl@mcd.com>
Edina, MN USA - Tuesday, September 16, 2003 10:42 AM CDT

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Dear Deb, Dave, Ashley and Austin,
I just wanted to tell you how devastated we are to hear about Addison. We held out hope to the very last. What a great, funny kid! Ashley and Austin are wonderful children, too, and I'm very thankful that we got to meet them even under such tragic circumstances. We sure will miss you here in Minneapolis!!!
We are thinking of you everyday as you endure this pain that no parent should ever have to know...
Austin, Soren really misses you and will talk to you soon.
Anna Joles <mplsjoles@earthlink.net>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Monday, September 15, 2003 11:44 PM CDT

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Just checking in on AJ's family tonight. Even though I just recently started following your story it makes my heart so sad to hear of his passing. And it was so soon after little Bret Golightly's passing. Almost too much for so few days but that is the way with that dreaded disease. May our heavenly Father comfort you all in the days ahead. And may He fill your days with happy memories.
Celesta Peterson
Van Meter, IA - Monday, September 15, 2003 10:02 PM CDT

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Sending prayers and thoughts your way in this time of great pain. May the Lord comfort and strengthen you. Know your little AJ walks and talks with the Lord. He loves the children and draws them near unto Him.Peace....
Jeanine
VA - Monday, September 15, 2003 9:05 PM CDT

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We know your pain all to well! I sure wish it didn't have to be this way for so many of us! Praying that God grants you peace and serenity so as you all can move on in life without too much pain. GOD BLESS. Sending lots of love from above - ANGEL COLBY JAMES COLE AND CREW.
jack - colby's daddy forever and ever
www.caringbridge.org/pa/colby, UNIONTOWN PA - Monday, September 15, 2003 7:35 PM CDT

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"Addison Jasper is in heaven." What a simple yet meaningful tribute to your darling son. I will pray for your family as you bear the pain of missing him. I only pray that God will hold you and send comfort to you. You have been so brave. God hold you in the palm of his hand.
Carolyn Johnson
Stanton, Mi - Monday, September 15, 2003 5:59 PM CDT

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You left us too soon precious little one. You will remain in our hearts forever.


Love, Larry and Kathy
- Monday, September 15, 2003 2:38 PM CDT

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I could tell just from the pictures I see posted on this website that Addison was, and still is, a true angel. I wrote Bret's mom and said I wish I had a magic piece of candy I could send you that would take away the crushing pain in your heart and in your gut. I will keep praying for you to have some peace and that the other areas of your life are richly blessed during this journey down the path of seemingly unrelenting grief.
Tracee Saltz <TraceeSaltz@mchsi.com>
Des Moines, Ia USA - Monday, September 15, 2003 1:57 PM CDT

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Dear Deb and Family,
A.J's funral was very moving. I loved it when Batman escorted Ashley and Austin down the aisle. That was so sweet. The 1st man who spoke about Addisons character..I think his words will stick with me always. Addisons life was short, but very, very powerful. I will always be challenged by his great attitude even in very uncomfortable situations. He amazed me in so many ways, but I truely will remember how well he sat for the nurses for all they had to do for him. My Josh never liked any of it ever..he was so hard to handle and I would think..my goodness can't you just chill out like A.J? I would never say it, but I thought it plenty. Thanks for the update and for your address. I will keep in touch and I do thank-you for your support where Josh is concerned. May he never have a brain tumor again!! Much love to you all and prayers will continue.
Lisa Abbott
- Monday, September 15, 2003 11:50 AM CDT

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Hello. It is so neat to hear that there was another Batman out there. Zach loved Batman so much that we had the Bat Signal engraved on his headstone and he was buried in his Batman cape. It's funny to hear that AJ would be Batman with his mask on and just Bruce without it. Zach was the same way. Altho, he was Zach without the cape. The memories will get you through this time. Know our Batmans (AJ, Andrew, and Zach) are all up there playing without pain and sickness. They are shining on us, telling us they are OK. Our thoughts are with you.

http://www.caringbridge.com/nd/zacharyness/index.htm
Scott and Amy Ness <angelboy19972001@yahoo.com>
Grand Forks AFB, ND - Monday, September 15, 2003 10:20 AM CDT

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I am so glad Batman was represented at Addison's final event. I wanted to tell you that we have an outline of Gotham City with the bat signal on Andrew's headstone. It is so appropriate for our batman and so well done. He too had everything batman in life and we try to keep that going now. Thinking of youall often and praying for peace.

Vqlerie Price <www.caringbridge.com/tx/aprice>
Spring, Tx - Monday, September 15, 2003 7:59 AM CDT

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Good morning BAT MAN mom AND family, Rosie Daddy just thinking about the short amount of time we had to visit on 5b floor,sure goes bye fast but one thing for sure our God gives us forever with him and all together.Danny
DANNY
- Monday, September 15, 2003 5:15 AM CDT

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I was so sorry to hear of your loss. May the precious memories you have of Addison, lend you strength during this sad and difficult time. Keeping you in thoughts and prayers,
Kathy Haws
Thousand Oaks, CA - Monday, September 15, 2003 1:11 AM CDT

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Deb- AJ's memorial and funeral were so beautiful- your touch was all over. I truly feel honored and blessed to know you and pray we keep in touch. Know you always live in my heart as will your family.
Debi
- Monday, September 15, 2003 0:12 AM CDT

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We just got back from a Colorado trip so were out of the computer loop for a number of days. I was so saddened to see the update tonight. We are so sorry for the loss of your precious little boy.

You, your family and all those who loved AJ will remain in our prayers.

May your precious memories make each day a little easier for you. Thank you for sharing your journey with us.

God bless you,
Connie, Danny and LaRae
The Frisby-Griffin Family
Wichita Falls, TX USA - Sunday, September 14, 2003 9:08 PM CDT

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Toivola Family,

I have been trying unsuccessfully to get your home address. I'm going to have to touch base with you here. AJ's passing obviously had a large effect on us. He was a special little boy with a special family. We are thinking of you often and praying for your whole family nightly.
The Trimpers
Stanton, MI - Sunday, September 14, 2003 7:26 PM CDT

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Ashley and Austin,
We never got to meet your brother, but Grace always loved to play with you at RMH. We have been thinking about you since we heard the news. We will keep you and your family in our thoughts and prayers.
Margaret, Mike, Grace and Max Ciacciarelli <www.Mighty-Max.com>
- Sunday, September 14, 2003 4:58 PM CDT

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Want you to know you are all being thought of. You must be exhausted, I sure hope you will try hard to take care of your selves and get rest and eat well. How are Ashley and Austin? They are such neat kids, so full of energy and have such nice manners. They are very lucky to have parents like you two. Perhaps you don't realize what an accomplishment it is to go through what you have, for so long, and to maintain such a wonderful atmosphere for the sibblings while caring for Addison's every need. You really are great!! And I know you will continue to be so. It is so hard I know,to go on, it just will never be the same. I am sure that AJ is very proud of all of you, proud of your strength and grace in all that you do. We want you to know you are always in our prayers and hearts. Love Marilyn
marilyn loraas <aml3435@msn.com>
casper, wy - Sunday, September 14, 2003 12:09 AM CDT

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Dave,Deb,Ashely, & Austin, We are still liking of you as we have returned home safely. Batman will fly high forever above us with a smile tht will warm the hearts of all. Take care until next we meet.


Osterbur's <ktjcak@gwtc.net>
Wood, Sd - Sunday, September 14, 2003 11:50 AM CDT

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Hi Deb,
Just dropping in to let you know I continue to think and pray for you daily.....

Many Hugs,
Lynn <candlys@aol.com>
www.caringbridge.com/pa/jessiespage, PA - Sunday, September 14, 2003 11:44 AM CDT

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YES DEB I KNOW YOU AND WAS BLESSED. AJ WAS THE CUTTEST LITTLE BIG GUY I EVER DID SEE.HE IS WITH OUR JESUS AND MY LITTLE SISTER/MOM/DAD/PLUS A HOST OF MANY MORE WALKING ON STREETS OF GOLD AND NO PAIN/TEARS/SICKNESS/JUST JOY AND HAPPYNESS FOREVER AND EVER. ROSIE DADDY
DANNY
- Sunday, September 14, 2003 0:43 AM CDT

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Eli and I returned to Minneapolis for his 6 month BMT follow-up. Paula at RMH told me your sad news. Your family is such a pillar of strength and faith at the RMH. Thank you for showing other families how to live each day of their lives. I remember all your children fondly. May you know you are loved.
Ashley (Eli's mom)
Rochester, NY - Saturday, September 13, 2003 10:30 PM CDT

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Thinking about you all day today. May the Lord be with you and give you strength.
Love, Lisa Post <ltjpost@cox.net>
- Saturday, September 13, 2003 8:56 PM CDT

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I am still here thinking of you all. Please take care and remember the happy times with AJ.

I absolutely love what Paul K. wrote. It is so true. So many times people think they cannot pronounce the loved ones name anymore because they are not around physically and we don't wish to put burden on the family remembering that they are gone. I will always remember AJ and his happy spirit.
Jeanne Brown
- Saturday, September 13, 2003 6:17 PM CDT

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To the family of AJ:

I am here on behalf of Amy, another CB site that I visit. She had a link to your son's site. I am so very sorry for your loss. From the Journal, it sounds you were so very fortunate to have such a wonderful son be a part of your family.

Take care and God Bless,

Shiela
~NY~ USA!!! - Saturday, September 13, 2003 4:28 PM CDT

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Deb, Dave and Family,
Our thoughts and prayers are with you today. God Bless you!
Stacie and Jeff Pouh and Family
waupaca, - Saturday, September 13, 2003 2:28 PM CDT

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Our thoughts are with you today.
Rhonda and family <http:\\www.caringbridge.org\tx\nathan>
Allen, TX USA - Saturday, September 13, 2003 12:26 AM CDT

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Dave, Deb, Ashley, and Austin Just to let you know you are in our hearts and prayers as always Love from the Loraas Family
marilyn loraas <aml3435@msn.com>
casper, wy - Friday, September 12, 2003 11:36 PM CDT

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WOW DEB THE JOY OF THE LORD IS YOUR STRENGTH.YOU HAVE TO BE BEST MOM EVER OUT SIDE MY WIFE HAVE TO SAY THAT OR MY BUTT IS IN TROUBLE. WILL BE PRAYING FOR COMFORT AND JOY TO BE WITH YOU FOREVER, AND WITH THIS WONDERFUL FAMILY. ROSIE DADDY.
DANNY
- Friday, September 12, 2003 10:53 PM CDT

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Dear David, Deb & kids,
Eventhough we can't be with you Saturday, we will be there for you in spirit. We will always remember AJ. We will think of him everytime we see a big, bright smile on a child; when we watch a Batman rerun; when our kids climb into our laps for a hug. AJ will be in our hearts & in the hearts of hundreds of people whose lives he touched.

Bruce, Sue & family
Bruce & Sue Meyers
Mokena, IL - Friday, September 12, 2003 9:19 PM CDT

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I am so sorry about your loss of Addison .He is now an angel watching over you guys. I know Reese Frick. I bet he was a big fighter he was a special little guy of yours.

You will be in my thoughts and prayers through this difficult time
Love MeLinda Haugeberg
MeLinda Haugeberg
Watford CIty , ND - Friday, September 12, 2003 7:21 PM CDT

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Hello Debbie and family. I am letting you know that I won't be able to be there this weekend but I am there in prayer and thoughts, and spirit. I want to be there for you guys. I will be praying hard for you to stay strong.
Love you all.
I love you Addison
Amy*

Amy’s Fight
Amy Mareck
- Friday, September 12, 2003 5:29 PM CDT

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Dave and Debbie,

Our hearts and prayers go out to you at this very sad and difficult time. May you and your family find inner strength to go on. Addison was a very lucky little boy to have two loving parents and siblings to guide him through his short-lived life. He was only here for a few years but probably had experienced more of what a family means than most our age. Be proud of all you have done, for not only was AJ your superhero, but you to him. God Bless.
Joe and Anna (Willard) Zezel <zez@uslink.net>
Hibbing, MN USA - Friday, September 12, 2003 3:21 PM CDT

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Dave,Debbie,Ashley & Austin,
Your precious little angel is now at peace and he will send you butterfly kisses each and every day! We cannot begin to imagine how your broken hearts will mend but, always remember; Each FALLING STAR you see and every PENNY you find are A.J'S way of giving you tons of hugs & kisses.

You have sure given us more courage and inspiration than one family ever could. Knowing how life is sooooo FRAGILE & PRECIOUS and each day is a gift. We are so proud of each of you for just being who you are!!!! Incredible parents and siblings does not even come close to explaining your long journey you have travled. Always know we are here for you day or night!!!

P.S. Our son Alex said, "Mama would A.J. be able to hear my prayer tonight?
" " I SEE THE MOON & THE MOON SEES ME GOD BLESS YOU & GOD BLESS A.J." forever and ever Amen. OH, one more thing," He will always be my SUPERHERO"!!!!!!!!!
Kelly Mandsager
Side Lake, MN USA - Friday, September 12, 2003 2:02 PM CDT

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When I arrived Wednesday afternoon to stay with Olivia overnight I saw AJ's room empty and a pang of sorrow and sadness hit me - in my heart I knew. We face an uphill battle as well and it scares us when we lose one of our fellow "soldiers" in this fight. The description of the final moments was heart wrenching but so beautiful - Bonnie and I experienced that July 4th when we said goodbye to her 16 yr old neice to cancer. I pray for strength and peace to all of you; mom and dad and siblings.
Mike Munns (Olivia's stepdad) <mbaoj@scecnet.net>
Hammond, WI USA - Friday, September 12, 2003 11:08 AM CDT

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In every message of comfort and expression of love, may you feel the compassion and caring of our Heavenly Father. He knows your every need and will sustain you through this time of deepest sorrow. My thoughts and prayers are with you.

MA2 (GasBuddy)
Airdrie, AB Canada - Friday, September 12, 2003 10:57 AM CDT

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May you find peace , comfort , and strength from those who have been a part of your life for the past months. God be with you and your family.
Joan Spears, Alisha's grandmother
Tuthill, SD - Friday, September 12, 2003 10:30 AM CDT

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Dear Deb, Dave and the kids,
As we all know, the death of a dear child is one of the worst griefs to bear in this world. For a long time after Charlie "earned his wings", comfort was far away from me. Then a kind and wise person posted this passage on Charlie's guestbook. I can only hope that it gives you as much comfort as it did to me.
Love from us all,
Paul, Terese, Liam and Jack
Charlie's Page

Quote:
"Death is nothing at all. I have only stepped into the next room. I am I, and you are you. Whatever we were to each other, that we still are. Call me by my old familiar name, speak to me in the easy way which you always used. Put no difference in your tone, wear no forced air of solemnity or sorrow. Laugh as we always laughed, at the little jokes we enjoyed together. Pray, smile, think of me, pray for me. Let my name be ever the household word that it always was. Let it be spoken without affect, without the trace of a shadow on it. Life means all that it ever meant;it is the same as it ever was;there is unbroken continuity. What is death but a negligible accident? Why should I be out of mind because I am out of sight? I am waiting for you, for an interval, somewhere very near, just around the corner. All is well."
Extract from a letter by Canon Henry Scott Holland in 1918.

Paul Kiehne <paul.kiehne@nospamhere.visi.com>
St. Paul, MN - Friday, September 12, 2003 9:47 AM CDT

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We are thinking of you this week. I remember all the great times we had with him and you guys. If there's anything we can do call. Our new number is 317-223-8663
Jennifer and Brandon
Jennifer Awrey <cobra46227@yahoo.com>
indianapolis, IN - Friday, September 12, 2003 8:19 AM CDT

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BATMAN, I WILL FOREVER LOVE YOU. I WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER HOW BRAVE YOU ARE. HAVE FUN IN HEAVEN AND WE WILL MEET SOMEDAY!
A FRIEND WHO LOVES YOU..............
- Thursday, September 11, 2003 11:03 PM CDT

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I was here a couple of days ago and shocked. I just couldn't write anything. I am so sorry I have not given my condolences before now. I just can't stop thinking and crying for you. Please know that he is with you always. Thank you for sharing his story with us. And keep us updated on how you and the kids are doing. My prayers always!
Jeanne Brown <brownjj@bright.net>
Wapakoneta, OH USA - Thursday, September 11, 2003 11:01 PM CDT

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Deb and Family, My heart aches for your terrible lost. I will never understand why such a very special boy like Addison had to suffer like he was and to lose the battle with the C word. It just isn't fair, like Lucas would say.Addison touched so many lives in the short time he was Batman. He really was a hero and I will never forget him and when Lucas gets older I will tell him all about Batman.
Lucas' Gramma Nancy
Red Wing, Mn. - Thursday, September 11, 2003 10:51 PM CDT

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I am so sorry to hear of the death of such a beautiful little boy. I bet he's up in heaven right now trying out his new wings with all the other little angels. He definitely beat that monster... now he is truly cancer free!
His brother and sister definitely have a beautiful new gaurdian angel.

God bless you and your family.

And to Addison; God speed little man, sweet dreams little man...

Rachel (a Chubbychica.com "buddy")
Lexington, ky 40504 - Thursday, September 11, 2003 10:20 PM CDT

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I can only imagine the terrible pain and sorrow you are feeling in the loss of your precious Addison. May God give you the strength and courage you need to help you all through this heartbreaking loss. May you find comfort in knowing he is in heaven and without pain. God bless you!
Linda Andersen <linda_andersen@mora.k12.mn.us>
Mora, MN USA - Thursday, September 11, 2003 9:55 PM CDT

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Thinking of you and wishing you strength in the days ahead. God be with you.
Jack's parents <www.caringbridge.org/mn/jack>
- Thursday, September 11, 2003 9:49 PM CDT

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May peace be with you all in the days ahead.
Kelly www.caringbridge.org/nv/baileyaustinjohnson <mom2baycam@charter.net >
Lake Tahoe, NV USA - Thursday, September 11, 2003 8:33 PM CDT

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I am so sorry to read about the loss of precious Addison. I pray that God will give you the peace and comfort during this difficult time.
Anita Moore mother Holly dx Sept, 2000 AML, April 2001 Auto PBSCT <www.caringbridge.com/mo/hollyemoore>
Sikeston, MO - Thursday, September 11, 2003 8:19 PM CDT

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We are so very, very sorry. Reading your journals about your family's incredible journey has made us all better people. Our hearts and prayers are with you.
Jeff, Nancy, Eli and Remy Clusiau <jnclusiau@charter.net>
Elk River, MN - Thursday, September 11, 2003 7:54 PM CDT

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I am so sorry.
Sharon Pellino
Vernon, CT - Thursday, September 11, 2003 6:53 PM CDT

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God Bless you and your entire family at this difficult time. Our thoughts and prayers are with you.
Jeff, Sheri, Justine and Jarrett Lee
Hibbing, MN USA - Thursday, September 11, 2003 6:25 PM CDT

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hello you don't know me but I know Reese frick And I feel terriable for you. your baby is watching over you now where he is safe and Free of PAIN.He is now safe free of Cancer this terrible disease.But now you knoe he is safe and watching over you.He sounded like a great kid and a REAL FIGHTER.
Kira
Whatford City , ND USA - Thursday, September 11, 2003 5:51 PM CDT

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This is the first time I've been to AJ's site, and I've read most of your journal entries. Where belief for a miracle never died. Where a little boy could tug at hearts in his absolute fight for life. Now he has the apex of Life - the most vibrant of lives. But you wanted him to have that here with you. That was a fair hope.

Ultimately, our best hopes as Christians for our children (and ourselves)is that they be decent human beings who trust Jesus for eternity. You got that! And AJ did more in his 4 years 5 months than most people do in a lifetime - he touched 1000's of people with his sweet spirit and awesome determination to LIVE. We all wish that we could have such a life. Good job, Addison Jasper!

Carolyn Wyman <sythismom@yahoo.com>
Belding, MI Trimper supporter - Thursday, September 11, 2003 4:30 PM CDT

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Dave, Deb and Family
So very sorry. May your "little angel" watch over all of your family and help you through this most difficult time. We will keep you in our prayers.
Dina Pat and Boys
Dina Flaherty <dflahert@d.umn.edu>
Duluth, MN - Thursday, September 11, 2003 2:08 PM CDT

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You are in our thoughts and prayers. We have been touched by Addison's life.
Teacher
Mora, MN USA - Thursday, September 11, 2003 1:12 PM CDT

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I am sorry to hear of Addison's death. My prayers are with your family. Pat Wehage
Pat Wehage <pwehage@usfamily .net>
St. Louis Park, MN - Thursday, September 11, 2003 12:55 AM CDT

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Prayers for Addison and the rest of your family.
Barbara
Tampa, FL - Thursday, September 11, 2003 11:43 AM CDT

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Dave,Deb,Ashley,&Austin, God be with you all now and always. Words escape me right now. None seem appropriate or enough. We will miss Batman so much and will carry the memory of him (his smile, his kind demeanor, his strength, his courage...) in our hearts forever. He definitely left his mark on our family! We admire you all so much for the way you dealt with this together! You are all in our thoughts and prayers. Thank you for all you have done for us and for offering us help, comfort, and friendship while we were at the RMH, especially when you were dealing with your own struggles and pain. We will treasure your friendship forever. God be with you all...may He hold you next to His heart, AJ!
Donna, Brittany, Eastman, & Brooke Nadeau <getnyzer@hotmail.com>
Mandan, ND USA - Thursday, September 11, 2003 11:08 AM CDT

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Our thoughts and prayers are with you. AJ and your entire family have touched us deeply. Take good care of each other. You are a very special family.
Gary, Ann, Jaime, and Matt Lishinski
Virginia, MN - Thursday, September 11, 2003 11:02 AM CDT

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Dave, Debbie, Ashley & Austin~
I was so deeply moved by AJ’s passing that it has taken me a day to gather my thoughts to write to you. I never had the opportunity to meet AJ, but I can tell you that I fell in love with him the minute I read your webpage. AJ will forever be in all of our hearts and I am honored and privileged to have known in this life, the boy who is now the most precious angel in Heaven. May God grant you strength and peace in the following days as you cope with your loss – our hearts are with you.


Allison, Darren, Amanda & Ryan Geary <dag9394@msn.com>
Aurora, CO - Thursday, September 11, 2003 10:32 AM CDT

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Dave and family,

I don't have the words to express the sorrow I feel. I have kept you and your family in my thoughts and prayers and our family will continue to do so.

Peace and Love,

Brian, Paula and Madeline

(Dave - I helped you with the goalies for one year while you were in Mora)
Brian Schmidt <blschmidt77@ecentral.com>
Henderson, CO USA - Thursday, September 11, 2003 9:39 AM CDT

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We are so very sorry for you and your loss. There are no words to do justice. Please know that your family is in our thoughts and prayers. What a wonderful addition Heaven now has.
John and Peggy Zezel
Andover, MN USA - Thursday, September 11, 2003 9:29 AM CDT

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I wish there was a special language for when words are so hard to find. I don't know what to say, but know that we are thinking of you and continuing to send strength and support through prayer. I am so grateful to have had the opportunity to meet "Batman" and his mother. God Bless.

Sara and Austin Freking
Red Wing, MN USA - Thursday, September 11, 2003 8:56 AM CDT

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I am so sorry to hear of your loss. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.
Alicia Kiehne
St Paul, MN USA - Thursday, September 11, 2003 8:30 AM CDT

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I am so very sorry. A.J. will be so desperately missed by so many. Thank you for sharing his story with so many of us. It has been an honor to read about and learn about your family over the months. I pray that you all are able to find some peace and healing, and am saying a special prayer for Ashley and Austin too. I will be thinking of you all. I woke up tonight from a very vivid dream where Charlie was showing A.J. "the ropes" and the boys were becoming fast friends. I hope it is at least of some comfort to know that so many who have gone before him were waiting with open arms to love and comfort A.J.
Chris, Allison and Justin <chrismyrah@frontiernet.net>
Rosemount, MN USA - Thursday, September 11, 2003 1:09 AM CDT

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We are so sadden by your loss. Please let us know if there is anything we can do to ease your pain. Well get details tommorrow through sources. May God guide you and give you strenght. Our precious angel(Alisha) will be there to great him and hold his hand to cross the streets of heaven as will as many others like, Jake.
Tammy , Kenny, Josh, Clinton, Krisitna, and the Angels above <ktjcak@gwtc.net>
Wood, SD - Wednesday, September 10, 2003 11:41 PM CDT

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Sadness doesn't come close to what a lot of people feel tonight. I know that God had welcomed A.J. into his arms and is holding him tight tonight. Hold on to each other and feel His love. God gives and God takes but All is taken Home. Tears are shed for you tonight but I hope that you hold on to what is dear to you. I am so very, very sorry. Please know that we all want to send you a huge, tight hug tonight.
Sadly, Janelle
Janelle Schumacher <shoe1115@yahoo.com>
Fargo, nd Cass - Wednesday, September 10, 2003 11:31 PM CDT

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I'm so sorry about little A.J. He truly was a little angel while he was here and will make a great angel in heaven. I'm glad he is free from the pain that was binding him. Everyone will miss little Batman, but his memory will live on forever.
Sarah Dentlinger
Guthrie Center, IA - Wednesday, September 10, 2003 9:57 PM CDT

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I am so very very sorry....
Cindy Aldrich(www.caringbridge.org/il/elliott) <elliottsmama@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, September 10, 2003 9:44 PM CDT

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I'm very sorry to hear... I can't even imagine what it must be like. It broke my heart to read the page, but all we can do now is try and be happy for little Aj. The angels above must have really wanted Addison to go be with them. Just think that he is free from all pain and smiling down on all those who loved him so much!! Aj has finally earned his "Angel Wings" in Heaven. My prayers go out to all his family. May God Bless each one of you!
Big hugs.... Jill Zeman <starkiss21@attbi.com>
- Wednesday, September 10, 2003 8:54 PM CDT

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My heart goes out to you. Just 9 days apart that our precious little boys went to be with Jesus. I just know that Brandon and "little Batman" are having fun playing with each other. My thoughts and prayers are with your family.
Tina Eshbaugh
Harrisonburg, Va - Wednesday, September 10, 2003 8:53 PM CDT

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AJ is now with God; may God be with you at this heartbreaking time.
Bruce & Sue Meyers
Mokena, IL - Wednesday, September 10, 2003 8:45 PM CDT

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Dave and Deb and family, my heart goes out to you, i am so sorry for your loss of your precious boy, love and prayers for all of you, dawn and tori
dawn macdonald <toridawn777@aol.com>
eagan, - Wednesday, September 10, 2003 8:17 PM CDT

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I am so sorry for your loss, my heart goes out to you. Your little angel is in a safe place now. will continue praying for you as a family. God Bles you all!
Anna
Stanton, - Wednesday, September 10, 2003 7:59 PM CDT

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I am sorry for your loss. We have lost way too many children to this horrible diease called cancer.
I am a good friend of Amy Mareck.That's where I learned of this web page.I've been checking in on A.J.'s site.
I was also a cancer patient at FUMC up on 5B.I am in remission for the time being.
Once again I am so sorry for your loss but I know he is up in Heaven with Mitchie, another good friend of mine, having the time of his life.Both of them are probably up there running around and playing basketball or riding bikes or doing the things they couldn't do down here.
My thoughts and prayers are with your whole family.
Brittany Rezmerski Age 14 <ittybritty@hotmail.com>
Duluth, MN USA - Wednesday, September 10, 2003 6:40 PM CDT

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What a little angel God is welcoming into his home, Addisson! Our thoughts and prayers are with you for strength in this extremely difficult time. Lean on us when the load seems too heavy. It has to be so overwhelming, and yet to not have to see your "superhero" suffer any longer has to bring a little peace, we hope!
God bless this new little angel, let him enjoy his life with God now and watch over his loving heavenly family; they need their angel to watch over them just as they have watched over their angel!
Sandy Kleinfehn <klinfin6@meltel.net>
Melrose, MN - Wednesday, September 10, 2003 6:32 PM CDT

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I learned of Addisons web site thru Bret Golightly and I am so very sorry for your loss. No one should have to endure the pain you and your family are going through. Even thou we have never met and probably never will. I will always keep both Bret and Addison in my prayers and in my heart.
Anne Berg
Van Meter, IA USA - Wednesday, September 10, 2003 5:48 PM CDT

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My heart breaks for all of you. Please accept my deepest sympathies and most sincere condolences for your loss. Aj is a beautiful angel now!

God bless you all as you face these most difficult times.


Sending love and ((((((HUGS)))))
Eva
- Wednesday, September 10, 2003 5:39 PM CDT

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Your family is on our minds and in our hearts, all the way out here in Philadelphia, PA. We will say a special prayer today for Addison and each of you!!!
Jody Zimmerman and Scott Telander <jozimmerman@comcast.net>
North Wales, PA USA - Wednesday, September 10, 2003 4:30 PM CDT

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My prayers are with you family- that you may find comfort in this very difficult time. Addison is at peace and comfort now up in heaven. Although his life was short here on earth, everyone who met him was blessed. I never had the chance, but from reading your website, I know he was a very sweet boy who really does deserve to be comfortable. God bless your family and friends.
Christina Piscitello
West Des Moines , Ia - Wednesday, September 10, 2003 3:45 PM CDT

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Debbie, Dave and Ashley and Austin, I pray that you find comfort in eachother and that love that has gotten you through, will suppourt you the rest of the way, Addison is missed by us, and we feel honored to have been a part of his life, and I want to thank you for sharing him, and the kids with Ali , Mike and I. I am so sorry.
Tessa , Mike and Ali <rmhrefugees@frontiernet.net>
- Wednesday, September 10, 2003 3:34 PM CDT

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Dear Deb, David, Ashley, and Austin,
Words cannot express our sympathy for your family!! It's difficult to understand why God would put such a little guy through so much pain and suffering. Not to mention all the trials and tribulations that your family has endured during the past 17 months. Unfortunately the one who may know that answer is now sitting at His side looking down at us! AJ may you rest in peace! You will be deeply missed by your family and friends. Despite your short time on earth, you have taught children and adults what it means to be strong, brave, and courageous!!

We love you, the Kapla's
Keeb
Eau Claire, WI - Wednesday, September 10, 2003 3:08 PM CDT

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May God guide you through all the next days, weeks, months and years.
Jean Cyronek <jayelcee69@yahoo.com>
Coleraine, MN - Wednesday, September 10, 2003 2:34 PM CDT

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AS I WATCH THE RAIN
GENTLY FALLING DOWN
I THINK OF HOW MUCH
I WISH YOU WERE AROUND

BUT SINCE FOR NOW
THAT IS NOT MEANT TO BE
I'LL BE CONTENT
WITH YOUR MEMORY

I CANT WAIT FOR THE DAY
WHEN WE SEE EACH OTHER
NO ONE IN THIS WORLD
COULD TAKE YOUR PLACE.
MELISSA JONDREAU <melmike69yahoo.com>
HIBBING, MN U.S.A. - Wednesday, September 10, 2003 2:06 PM CDT

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Please know that you are in our thoughts and prayers. Addison is your little angel and he will be watching over you.
Chip and Beth Brandt
Mora, MN - Wednesday, September 10, 2003 1:45 PM CDT

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Toivolas ~

My heart is aching right now with you. The tears are flowing, but the words are not. AJ has embezzled himself into our hearts, and we are grateful to have had so many wonderful memries with him. I pray that he is now able to truely fly, and that God gives you all the peace and strength you need in the next chapter of this incredible journey. Please know that our hearts are with you at this most difficult time, and we will contact you later. Give Ashley and Austin our love as well.

Staci, Slim, Will, and Presley <www.caringbridge.org/ky/presleynash>
Bowling Green, KY - Wednesday, September 10, 2003 1:42 PM CDT

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Dear Dave, Deb, Austin, & Ashley,
There are no words to help you through this grief. And, even though we've heard you never get more than you can handle each day, I'm sure that this seems like too much.
Our prayers and thoughts are with you.
Love,
Mike & Jane Walsh
Mike & Jane Walsh <mikew@ncis.com>
Mora, MN USa - Wednesday, September 10, 2003 1:39 PM CDT

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You will all continue in my prayers. AJ was a miracle child. He touched so many lives- most will never be the same after meeting this tiny SUPERHERO- and I believe he learned this love and grace from his family- who so obviously loved him so. It is so clear he never wanted for anything that was within your grasp. He was a truly blessed child. I have so many memories of all of you at the RM House. Over and Over again I see smiles and hear laughter when I stroll through my memories. AJ will live on in my heart, and you all will remain dear to me for always. I have a picture of AJ on my wall at work, he will always be close. Know you all continue in prayers andlove.
"Aunt" Debi Tonsager
- Wednesday, September 10, 2003 1:25 PM CDT

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Batman's family. I was so saddened to hear that Addison had passed. You never think that you will be the family to lose your child. Sadly, there are so many of us that have experienced that tremendous pain. I know that it may not offer alot of comfort now, but know that my son, Zachary AKA Batman, and Andrew Price AKA Batman, have met your little Batman with open arms and have swept him off to a sea of healty, laughing, playing children. Just wanted you to know that we are keeping you in our thoughts.

www.caringbridge.com/nd/zacharyness
Scott and Amy Ness <angelboy19972001@yahoo.com>
Grand Forks AFB, ND - Wednesday, September 10, 2003 1:13 PM CDT

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My prayers are with you all.
Deb Hallin <deb_hallin@mora.k12.mn.us>
Mora, MN Kanabec - Wednesday, September 10, 2003 1:11 PM CDT

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Dave and family, My thoughts and prayers are with you in this time of sadness.
Gail Lange
- Wednesday, September 10, 2003 1:08 PM CDT

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I'm so sorry to hear that your sweetheart passed away. Certainly glad he is no longer in pain and is with Jesus but desperately wish that he could be out of pain and still in your arms. I will continue to pray for you in the difficult days ahead. Blessings.
Khalita My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Wednesday, September 10, 2003 1:01 PM CDT

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I am so sorry to hear this sad, sad news. At least he is now pain free - free to do all the things a child should be doing, not fighting a terrible monster. He will be with you always watching over your family. I pray for God to give you strength to get through this difficult time.
Cathy Rusyniak <Garbmike@optonline.net>
Rockaway, nj - Wednesday, September 10, 2003 12:50 AM CDT

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Hi, our prayers are going out for you. We are neighbors of Joshy's Aunt Terri. God Bless you.
Elaina Groess
Elk RIver, - Wednesday, September 10, 2003 12:47 AM CDT

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God Bless You all.
Tiffany
KS - Wednesday, September 10, 2003 12:43 AM CDT

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This was no ordinary life. This was a life well-lived and well-loved, a life that will be deeply missed. We are so sorry for your loss -- for the loss we all feel -- in losing this amazing precious beautiful child. God bless all of you and our little A.J.


Tim, Susan and Patrick Degnan <susandegnan@hcc.mnscu.edu>
Pengilly, MN 55775 - Wednesday, September 10, 2003 12:11 AM CDT

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No words can express my sadness right now. Our love for our buddy Addison will live on forever in our hearts. Lucas has met a friend of a lifetime, someone that he will never forget. We will always cherish the wonderful times spent with him.
Deb and Dave: Addison was blessed to have such wonderful parents. You raised a superhero that fought the battle of a lifetime. You showed him unconditional love and amazing strength.
Ashley and Austin: Your love for your brother will never be forgotten. He learned so much from both of you. You were a wonderful brother and sister to him. He loved you so much.
Our Angel Addison: We love you with all of our hearts, and miss you dearly. You will always be our super-hero. Not a day will go by that I will not think of you and remember that amazing smile. WE LOVE YOU!!!
Kristin, Dave, Josh, and your best buddy Lucas <www.caringbridge.org/mn/lucaskells>
Red Wing, MN - Wednesday, September 10, 2003 12:10 AM CDT

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Deb, Dave, and family,
Your battle has been long and difficult. AJ has touched many lives of total strangers through his short life here. He will remain with us in thoughts and prayers! May you find the strength and courage to get through these trying times. May God be with you.
Angie Kemp
Eveleth, MN - Wednesday, September 10, 2003 11:50 AM CDT

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dave, deb, ashley, and austin,

so very sorry to hear of the sad news. what a champion and inspiration addison will always be. what a blessing it was that he got to visit one last time with his sister and brother. what a gift to hear him say "i love you" one more time". the suffering he endured here on earth cannot be compared to the glory that is his right now as he sits at the feet of our lord jesus, who was and is, and always will be, the one and only saviour of the world. batman, find our little frankie for us and tell him that your daddy and his daddy are good friends.. now more sorrow, no more pain, forever and ever. here's to eternity in paradise. see you again.
bill and heather grillo
duluth, mn usa - Wednesday, September 10, 2003 11:41 AM CDT

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My heart is breaking for you. I can not even begin to know what you are feeling or what to say to you other than you are in my prayers. I hope that God gives the peace and strength needed to get through this trying time.
Much love and prayers,
Kim Watts
Kim Watts www.taylorwatts.org
McCalla, Al - Wednesday, September 10, 2003 11:20 AM CDT

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Hello from Van Meter. I've just began following AJ and his journey with his liver cancer. Today is little Bret's funeral so my heart is heavy. Even though I do not personally know you or your family my heart aches for you in your loss. Each child has fought so valiantly with the parents standing by that it's so sad when the battle is lost. We need much research to be done in this field for sure. My prayers go out to you with the hope that the Almighty Father will send you the strength and comfort that you need to get through these days ahead.

We have a beautiful sun shiny day here today for the Golightly family with soft warm southerly winds. So now Bret is at peace and free from pain, as is your AJ.

Praying for you.
Celesta Peterson <celestamadonna@aol.com>
Van Meter, IA - Wednesday, September 10, 2003 11:19 AM CDT

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I'm praying for your family.
Someone who cares
- Wednesday, September 10, 2003 10:50 AM CDT

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I am a freind of Pam Meyers, although I have not contacted you in a long while, my thoughts and prayers have been with A.J. and your family. I am sorry to hear AJ has lost his battle. I feel for your family and the family of freinds and doctors you have made in the process. So many poeple you have shared your lives with and now feel your loss. Take heart in the love we all feel for you and knowing that AJ is in a much better place. I like to think those who have passed away always watch us and sometimes can guide us, sometimes this helps me, I hope maybe someday it will help you too. Thank you for sharing, may love and peace be with you.
Evelyn K. Walano
Homer Glen, IL USA - Wednesday, September 10, 2003 10:33 AM CDT

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Deb, Dave and Family,
I am friends with the Volz family and have been following you battle. Addison fought the good fight. While I rejoice that he is no longer in pain, my heart aches for the empty spot in your life. I pray that God will comfort you as only He can.
Beth De Vries
Earlham, IA - Wednesday, September 10, 2003 10:29 AM CDT

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I'm so sorry to hear about AJ. My heart goes out to you during this difficult time. I will continue to pray for your family. I'm a friend of the Abbotts.
Michelle Swanstrom
Ham Lake, MN - Wednesday, September 10, 2003 10:18 AM CDT

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Dear Deb and Family, I got the news about A.J late last night and all I can do is think of you all. Prayers from our family, Diane, and our church are pouring forth for you all. It is so hard to put into words the sorrow and pain you must be having..we are so sorry for your loss. It is hard for us to put into words how sorry we are. You are loved by many and A.J and your family will never be forgotten. A.J. leaves behind such a courageous "mark" in the world. You are one of the strongest women I have ever known. I know that it comes from God and so was A.J.'s strength, because it is so much like a superhero. Batman wiil never mean the same to me, I will always think of A.J. and his courage and your grace. Your whole family deserves commending. We wont stop praying for all of you. If metals were given for such a fight, you would recieve one for sure with honors. I am glad that A.J. is no longer suffering and that you will see him again..but I can only imagine how painful it will be to continue on. We are feeling loss, but we are feeling only a small portion compared to what you must be feeling. We love you so. We will continue to be a support to you.
Love, The Abbotts, Diane,Frontline Church
Ham Lake,Maplewood, Mn. - Wednesday, September 10, 2003 9:45 AM CDT

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Deb & Dave:
Let friends, family & faith guide you through the days ahead.
Thank you for sharing your journey with all of us! Your love touched many hearts.
Cheryl Nehring Johnson <hullrust@yahoo.com>
Hibbing, MN USA - Wednesday, September 10, 2003 9:33 AM CDT

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Deb, Dave and family,

Words can not express how sad we were to read about our brave AJ. He was such a fighter and an inspiration to us all. Our thoughts and love will be with you always.

God Bless!
Samantha, David, Abby and Lucas Viscomi <caringbridge.org/nj/lucastheshrimpeater>
Little Silver, NJ - Wednesday, September 10, 2003 9:26 AM CDT

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My heart is so sad for you all. You will definately be in my prayers. Addison is with Jesus now, and he no longer has cancer, but I know that you would rather have him there with you. May the Holy Spirit comfort you all right now.
Malissia Loucks <www.caringbridge.org/nc/abigail>
Charlotte, NC - Wednesday, September 10, 2003 9:11 AM CDT

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Just this morning at work Dick Wagner (Carol Chubiz workplace), Scott Kozimor (who lost his infant son to cancer a few years ago)and I were praying for Addison's complete healing and that's what Jesus did for him. As I read the guestbook entries, I agreed that Addison is in heaven with people that love him so much and probably resting in Jesus's arms. Our hearts are burdened for your family and we will continue to pray for you.
Mary Jo Dale, Dick Wagner, Scott Kozimor <maryjo.dale@achievehealthcare.com>
Eden Prairie, MN USA - Wednesday, September 10, 2003 9:07 AM CDT

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Dear Deb, Dave, Ashley and Austin,

My heart breaks for all of you and I know words cannot ease your pain, only time can do that. We will pray that God will comfort you and give you strength to get through this very difficult time. I know you are all very proud of how many lives AJ touched, and how many people came to love him and your family. God Bless You All!
Shelley Callahan (Clayton Loraas' Aunt)
Marietta, GA USA - Wednesday, September 10, 2003 9:01 AM CDT

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It is sure hard to write something that will help to comfort you and to know that Addison is in a much better place, to be honest I'm somewhat envious of him but we will all get to see him soon enough. I'm just so sad I cannot stop crying - I'm so sorry you've lost your little boy to this terrible cancer!
In the words of a recent country song by Ms. Austin to God - "Would you hold his hand when he crosses the streets of heaven". It's about a little girl but it's the most fitting song for him right now. I know God will take care of him.
I'm sure time will heal the pain but if you ever need me for ANYTHING - please give me a call or email. I love you guys and A.J. - I hope your new life brings you much joy and please remember to watch over the rest of us until we can be with you again.
Janette Paul and family
Hibbing, MN - Wednesday, September 10, 2003 9:00 AM CDT

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Dear Toivolas,
My heart sank this morning as I was reading about AJ's passing. I am so sorry and hope all of you can find peace during this difficult time. Precious, little AJ touched so many lives while on this earth for such a short time. He was so blessed to have a loving immediate and "extended" family. Sending all of you love and prayers today.

Love,
Alaine
Alaine <alaine_johnson@mora.k12.mn.us>
Mora, MN - Wednesday, September 10, 2003 8:46 AM CDT

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My heart breaks with you. Our thoughts and prayers continue to be with you and your family.

Rhonda Frachiseur and family http:\\www.caringbridge.org\tx\nathan
- Wednesday, September 10, 2003 8:46 AM CDT

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to say I am so sorry is not enough I know. I will keep your family in my thoughts and prayers
Sharon <mopgal@hotmail.com>
Dardanelle, AR , - Wednesday, September 10, 2003 8:41 AM CDT

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I am so sorry to hear of the passing of AJ. Please know that our thoughts and prayers will reamin with you always.


Jennifer Miles www.caringbridge.org/mn/deemartinson/ <jennifer.miles@thomson.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Wednesday, September 10, 2003 8:28 AM CDT

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Dear Toivola Family,
I really was afraid to log on this morning...afraid I'd read what indeed I have read. As I type I'm crying for you. Not so much for AJ as I know he is enjoying a happiness we cannot even imagine. But I cry for your pain of losing him. I wish we could all lose loved ones and feel exactly what THEY ARE FEELING, instead of our loss and loneliness. I will forever remember him and your family. Of all the families I follow, yours touched me deeply as you were up against so many obstacles yet you stuck together and put one foot in front of the other, trusting God and accepting the long long road you knew you had in front of you. So inspiring and such a testament of love for your little boy. I know your little angel will be watching over you and I pray for Ashley and Austin to be at peace with all this. May God bless you all. Thank you for sharing your exceptional son with all of us.
Love, Lisa Post <ltjpost@cox.net>
- Wednesday, September 10, 2003 7:58 AM CDT

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You're in our thoughts and prayers.
Jeff and Jane Trimper <jtrimper@cms.maisd.com>
Durham (temp home), NC USA - Wednesday, September 10, 2003 7:41 AM CDT

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You don't know me but I've been checking in since I got the website from the Trimpers.
I'm sorry. My heart goes out to you and yours.
Prayers


Vickie
- Wednesday, September 10, 2003 7:32 AM CDT

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Dave, Debbie and family,
I am so very sorry. On behalf of myself and my family...who lost a granddaughter to liver disease at 9 months at Fairview and have some idea what you are going through...know that we are thinking of you and praying for you.

Leigh Zika <lzika@isd2154.k12.mn.us>
Gilbert, MN St. Louis - Wednesday, September 10, 2003 7:26 AM CDT

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My prayers are with you and your family.


Sara
- Wednesday, September 10, 2003 7:23 AM CDT

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I am so sorry to hear of AJ's passing. I have been following his illness for a couple of months now because his buddy Josh's grandma attends our church and we learned of AJ through Josh's website. My heart goes out to you. I lost my son to cancer 2 years ago at age 18, so I know your heart is breaking right now. Time will ease your pain. God bless you and your family. My prayers are with you.
Karen Riebe <Klriebe@comcast.net>
Oak Grove, MN USA - Wednesday, September 10, 2003 7:22 AM CDT

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Toivola Family,
I am so sorry to hear that Addison has passed. My prayers and thoughts are with you. God Bless. I pray that God will heal your pain in time.
Michelle Zammat <whisperpur@yahoo.com>
Belcamp, MD USA - Wednesday, September 10, 2003 7:20 AM CDT

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I remember the first time I looked into Addison's eyes, and he smiled. I was drawn to him above all the other children at RMH because I sensed there was something so extra special about him. I am deeply saddened that he is gone and right now I just can't believe that this has really happened. He fought...you all did...so hard and you would think that would be enough to save his life. God has a plan and his work has been done through Addison. Your family will be in my prayers, and in my heart forever.

The only other thing I have to say is that cancer Sucks!
Michelle C. Golightly <caringbridge.org/ia/bret>
Booneville, IA - Wednesday, September 10, 2003 7:11 AM CDT

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I am so sorry about AJ. It has been such a tough week for us on earth losing both Bret and Aj. I know that they are having a great time playing batman and Buzz Lightyear with Andrew and Zachary Ness. It is an image that gets me through the toughest of days. They are in no pain, have no "tubes" to hold them down and can fly like batman. I pray that you all will have healing. It wil take some time but life will become a new normal. We are finally at that point and not every day starts with sadness. If you need a shoulder to cry on that has been where you are I am only an email away. God bless you all.
Valerie Price valerie_price@hotmail.com <www.caringbridge.com/tx/aprice>
- Wednesday, September 10, 2003 7:08 AM CDT

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I'm so sorry, I'm saying prayers for you all
Love
Jennifer Parenti <parenti@netzero.net>
Orford, NH USA - Wednesday, September 10, 2003 6:41 AM CDT

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I am sorry to hear about the passing of your precious son.
Thank you for sharing his journey and precious life with all.
Cheryl <cmkim@boh.com>
Honolulu, HI - Wednesday, September 10, 2003 4:47 AM CDT

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I am so sorry to hear of AJ's passing away. Sending prayers your way...
Kathy <kmayo42@aol.com>
Whitehall, OH - Wednesday, September 10, 2003 3:25 AM CDT

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Dearest Deb, Dave, Ashley & Austin,
I don't know where to begin. I am so sorry for your loss of precious AJ...me heart is broken...AJ was a VERY special boy and I will forever remember him. I know I will.. he was just one of those kids that you have to remember forever...he was that special. I will never forget all the strength and courage that he showed throughout his entire journey...he fought a good fight and he WON. He is now completely healed, forever safe in Heaven. I don't know what Heaven's like but I believe it's beautiful, happy and perfect...just where AJ belongs. I know he will be okay up above...God loves him and my mom is there to keep an eye on him. I am praying for your whole family and for peace and comfort to be with you at your darkest moments and for strength and guidance from God has you go through life without your baby...stay strong and God bless.

~*~*~*~*FOREVER MY SUPERHERO~*~*~*~*~*~*
Dear Batman, I wish you didn't have to go but if Heaven means no more suffering, no more pain, no more hospitals, no more cancer...then it is okay...we will meet in Heaven soon. You were so tired but you kept fighting...you were so brave and you showed us all the meaning of never giving up...you are always in my heart, sweetie and I will never forget you! Watch over mommy, daddy, Ashley and Austin, you are now their special guardian angel...thinking of you ALWAYS.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

~*Girlie's Page*~
~*Janice's Page*~

Love always,
XOXOXOXO
Janice
Melbourne, Australia - Wednesday, September 10, 2003 3:09 AM CDT

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Dana Sanford <pooh_n_tigger2002@yahoo.com>
Jackson, Mi - Wednesday, September 10, 2003 2:05 AM CDT

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Our hearts are breaking for all of you. This is beyond comprehension; but we know that it is not meant for us to comprehend. Our thoughts and prayers continue.
The Randy Meyers Family <HomerNativ@aol.com>
Homer Glen, IL USA - Wednesday, September 10, 2003 1:19 AM CDT

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To all of you, we are so very sorry. A braver, more courageous boy we have never known. All of you can be proud, proud of AJ and proud of yourselves, for the way you have handled your lives and the love that has flowed from your hearts. You showed him the way to be brave and face the battle he fought. I know he felt your unwavering love and strength and in return you were able to draw strength from him. We know you will miss him so much, but try to remember the beautiful memories you have and all the love he brought into this world by just being here. He has touched so many lives and given so many strength and hope. I'm sure you are very proud of your little soldier. And I know you will make him proud by continuing to live your lives as he lived his. With strength, love, courage and hope and do the very best you can. You are a strong family and I pray for you to have strength and peace of mind. He will always be in the hearts of many. May God grant you comfort. Love Marilyn and family
marilyn loraas <aml3435@msn.com>
casper, wy - Wednesday, September 10, 2003 0:44 AM CDT

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Toivola Family..Our son Mitch, Sara H, Sara F.,and now AJ..We are here..in the moment..always, and forever! We walk along side you..Im sure my son is showing AJ around, and Im sure..They are both having a blast ! The times ahead will be hard, no question..Remember the good stuff, and when you are having a not so good day, well? That little "Angel" will show up and then...suddenly it gets better...He is now LIVING AGAIN! Painfree and runnin around ! When you are ready...We will be here...
Steven Chepokas <schepokas@mchsi.com>
Chanhassen, Mn 55317 - Tuesday, September 9, 2003 11:51 PM CDT

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Deb and Dave,
I am so sorry. AJ is so special, he touched more lives than you will ever know. I am at a loss for words. Please know that we are thinking of you and praying for you.
Love,
Jennifer Restemayer

Jennifer Restemayer www.caringbridge.org/nd/allison <jennmarie@bis.midco.net>
Bismarck, ND Usa - Tuesday, September 9, 2003 11:20 PM CDT

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Dearest AJ, everyone's personal superhero,

I have no choice left now but to believe in Heaven. Thank you for that....and so much more. Much love and God Bless. And much love and prayers to Dave, Deb, Ahley and Austin. Most sincerely,
Mary Fena
- Tuesday, September 9, 2003 11:17 PM CDT

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Deb, Dave and Family,
I am so sorry for your loss! A.J. was an inspiration to many. What a long hard battle he had. He now rests at peace with our Lord and Savior. You and your family continue to be in our thoughts and prayers! God Bless You!
Stacie Pouh
waupaca, wi - Tuesday, September 9, 2003 10:56 PM CDT

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I am so so sorry
Victoria Jones
- Tuesday, September 9, 2003 10:46 PM CDT

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GOD LOOKED AROUND HIS GARDEN AND FOUND AN EMPTY PLACE.
HE THEN LOOKED DOWN UPON THE EARTH AND SAW YOUR TIRED FACE.
HE PUT HIS ARMS AROUND YOU AND LIFTED YOU TO REST.
GOD'S GARDEN MUST BE BEAUTIFUL, HE ALWAYS TAKES THE BEST.
HE KNEW YOU WERE SUFFERING, HE KNEW YOU WERE IN PAIN.
HE KNEW YOU WOULD NEVER GET BETTER ON EARTH AGAIN.
HE SAW THE ROAD WAS GETTING ROUGH, AND THE HILLS WERE HARD TO CLIMB.
SO HE CLOSED YOUR WEARY EYELIDS AND WHISPERED "PEACE BE THINE". IT BROKE OUR HEARTS TO LOSE YOU, BUT YOU DIDN'T GO ALONE,
FOR PART OF US WENT WITH YOU THE DAY GOD CALLED YOU HOME.
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Please know my heart, thoughts and prayers are with ALL of you during this VERY difficult time.
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*Angel Addison*

What a VERY brave boy you were and will always be. You fought long and hard and now you're able to rest pain free. You deserve that rest. I will always remember you and will never forget that beautiful smile of yours. Please smile down on us and watch all of us from your perch in Heaven.

Rest now, little Batman. Your struggles are over.

Sending LOTS and LOTS of hugs and love your way!!!



Shannon -- http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/samanthatherese/ <humphity319@aol.com>
Haverhill, MA USA - Tuesday, September 9, 2003 10:33 PM CDT

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I don't know what to say. I wish there was something we could say to make the hurt go away. Thinking of you all in this difficult time.
Mary Kiener
- Tuesday, September 9, 2003 10:30 PM CDT

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My little batman
I will miss you, we all will.
I'm sorry, I am at a loss tonight.
Deb please know you can call me if you would like to anytime.

To A.J There is a song that reminds me of you
It's called
Godspeed Little Man

Dragon tales and the "water is wide"
Pirate's sail and lost boys fly
Fish bite moonbeams every night
And I love you

Godspeed, little man
Sweet dreams, little man
Oh my love will fly to you each night on angels wings
Godspeed
Sweet dreams

The rocket racer's all tuckered out
Superman's in pajamas on the couch
Goodnight moon, we'll find the mouse
And I love you

Godspeed, little man
Sweet dreams, little man
Oh my love will fly to you each night on angels wings
Godspeed
Sweet dreams

God bless mommy and match box cars
God bless dad and thanks for the stars
God heard "Amen," wherever you are
And I love you

Godspeed, little man
Sweet dreams, little man
Oh my love will fly to you each night on angels wings
Godspeed
Godspeed
Godspeed
Sweet Dreams

A.J right now you're probably with Mitchie having fun
Now you can play, now you're not in any pain, no more chemo,
You're finally free my little man and WE LOVE YOU!!!
Thank you A.J
Godspeed little man
God bless you!!!

In my hearts always

Emily
Emily Wolff <kgew@usinternet.com>
Deephaven, MN USA - Tuesday, September 9, 2003 10:26 PM CDT

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May God keep your family close to His heart as He welcomes little AJ to Heaven. I've followed the "Iowa Boys" since last fall and they introduced us to your family. My 4-year old son absolutely loves superheroes right now too. AJ was truly one himself with all the trials he faced head-on. May your memories help ease this horrible loss and your faith sustain you as you face this next challenge.
Sara Hughes <dshughes@netins.net>
Truro, IA USA - Tuesday, September 9, 2003 10:24 PM CDT

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I have read your site for the last few months from a link on a friend's site. My heart breaks for your loss. Your family continues to be in my prayers. God bless.
Jane
Columbus, OH 43201 - Tuesday, September 9, 2003 10:15 PM CDT

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Deb, Dave and family,
We want you to know how sad we are about Addison. We will continue to pray for you all. It is hard to come up with the right words to say! We are sending you BIG hugs.
God Bless you all!
Terry & Beth Bizal
- Tuesday, September 9, 2003 9:51 PM CDT

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Godspeed, AJ. You have touched so many lives in your much too short one.
The Phillips' <samatzoll@charter.net>
Farmington, MN - Tuesday, September 9, 2003 9:49 PM CDT

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I am so sorry to hear of your loss. A.J. was a great fighter, a superhero, BATMAN through it all. I remember Addison wearing his Batman costume to Bingo one night. I pray for your family to keep the strength to continue on. Peace and love.
Laura Kutz
- Tuesday, September 9, 2003 9:48 PM CDT

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Deb and family,
I am so sorry for your loss. My heart aches for you and your families. I will be saying lots of prayers for Austin and Ashley, this has to be so hard on them also. Aj was a wonderful and beautiful child. He truly was a superhero.
Good Bye Batman, may god watch over you.
God Bless you all in this time of sorrow-
Love You,
Bobbi Jo

Bobbi Jo
Hibbing, - Tuesday, September 9, 2003 9:47 PM CDT

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Please? Please?! Please?! Post those amazing pictures for all of us when you have the time. I am so, so sad about this loss. I have been reading your updates for the past two weeks and praying as hard as I could. I do not know you or your wonderful little boy, Addison. But I send my love and all of my condolensces to your family during this time. I am so amazed and feel such joy that you were able to capture those pictures and to hear him say he loved you! My heart is so broken. At least I can say that he and Bret and Sam are together and have each other to fly around with and spread their new wings.

A.J., "You're in the arms of The Angel. May you find some comfort here". -Angel, Sarah McLaughlin
Tracee Saltz <TraceeSaltz@mchsi.com>
Des Moines, Ia USA - Tuesday, September 9, 2003 9:30 PM CDT

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You have painted the most beautiful picture of love and family in a time of great sorrow. I am so sorry for the loss of your little superhero.
MRL
ABQ, NM - Tuesday, September 9, 2003 9:26 PM CDT

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Our hearts are broken, too. Much love to you all, and constant prayers for comfort and peace. Godspeed, A.J., as you enter into joys we cannot begin to imagine. You will be with so many dear friends, and always remembered and cherished by all of us left behind.


Terese, Paul, Liam & Jack Kiehne (& especially Charlie, who is sure to be talking A.J.'s ear off right now)
St. Paul, MN - Tuesday, September 9, 2003 9:17 PM CDT

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Deb and family~
I am so sorry, I have been thinking of you all day and just got a chance to check in. My heart breaks for you and your family, I can't even imagine the pain you are feeling. Addison was a strong, brave little man and Heaven has gained a wonderful little soul. I will keep your family in my prayers as you go thru this terrible time.
Colleen <c4bs@aol.com>
Girard, OH USA - Tuesday, September 9, 2003 9:16 PM CDT

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Dear Dave, Deb, Ashley and Austin, We are praying you will draw strength, comfort and peace from your faith in God. Thank you for sharing Addison's life with all of us. You will always be in our thoughts and prayers.
Don and Janice Larson
Moose Lake, MN - Tuesday, September 9, 2003 9:12 PM CDT

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I checked several times today hoping and praying the news would be better. I am so very sorry for your loss. AJ was a such a beautiful brave little warrior in this insane battle. We will all be praying for your family to get through this somehow.
Chris ~ Gooch's Site ~
- Tuesday, September 9, 2003 9:08 PM CDT

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It is with a very heavy heart that I read your posting. I pray for peace and strength for you and your family. Tonight when I look at the stars my thoughts will be with you and your special little Angel.
Connie, Bob, Allie and Madelyn (www.caringbridge.org/mn/missmadelyn) <Roco595@aol.com>
St. Cloud , MN - Tuesday, September 9, 2003 8:59 PM CDT

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There are not enough words that can express our sympathy for you. We are so sorry that he lost his battle.He is in the Lords hands.We didn't know you personally,but we still fell in love with your precious baby.Again we are so sorry and will pray for strength for you all to heal. Sincerely,
Joshy's Great Auntie Terri and family
Great Auntie Terri <grandmatbone@msn.com>
- Tuesday, September 9, 2003 8:58 PM CDT

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Dear Batman family.
I am so sorry to hear that Aj is gone. I am at a loss for words. All these children dying, it is just so very, very sad. May Aj and you find some peace knowing there will be no more suffering and pain.. " just" broken hearts....

Thinking of you at this very difficult time.
Dorthe, forever Sarabear's mom
Dorthe Hartmann <hartmanns@charter.net>
Mankato, MN USA - Tuesday, September 9, 2003 8:54 PM CDT

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I'm so sorry. He was so precious. You are all so precious.

Cousin Carol
- Tuesday, September 9, 2003 8:43 PM CDT

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Tears stream down my face as I think of the tiny moments of joy I experienced on the sight of your sweet BATMAN trailing his cape down the hall en route to dinner. Surely the thousands of "moments" you nurture in your hearts will provide some balm to the open wound that is your grief.

Our Father, we pray the Toivolas may find some peace and comfort. Gentle Healer, please come to their aid. In your perfect timing, in the abundance of your love, answer their cry. With your strength. O Rock, lift them up, let them not sink into the mire. Let them be delivered from their sorrow as from deep waters. Let not the flood sweep over them, or the deep swallow them up, or the abyss overwhelm them. Draw near to them and wrap your loving arms around them, that their souls may be comforted and quited, like a child at its mother's breast. Amen.
Kerri Timperley (Jack's mom) <www.caringbridge.org/mn/jack>
- Tuesday, September 9, 2003 8:35 PM CDT

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Dave,Debbie,and Children, We are so very sorry to hear of Addison's passing. Nothing we could say will change how you feel but just know we care and our hearts go out to you. Jim and Jean
Jim & Jean Zegoski <zcrew@rangebroadband.com>
Hibbing, Mn St.Louis - Tuesday, September 9, 2003 8:26 PM CDT

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Deb Dave and family,
My heart aches at this moment for the loss of you son and also for pain I feel for AJ. His pain is over and why God wanted him back so early is beyond our dreams. Just remember how many lives AJ has touched and I am so proud that our son has been able to learn so much from him. We have too. My heart is out to all of you and I will always have pictures of AJ to remind me of that wonderful boy. My prayers are still going out to you even though AJ's journey is over.
Bill Perko
Eveleth, MN USA - Tuesday, September 9, 2003 8:24 PM CDT

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I am so sorry to hear you lost your wonderful baby. A.J. was a true inspiration, and Heaven got a little brighter as A.J. got his wings. He is now free from pain and in the loving arms of God.
Kris Wolf <wolfie01@mchsi.com>
Spring Valley, MN USA - Tuesday, September 9, 2003 8:20 PM CDT

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Our hearts & prayers are with you!!! Mitch is showing AJ all the wonders of heaven - feeling no more pain - healthier then ever imagined!!!! God had a purpose for our boys - and are enjoying eternity with our Jesus. It is very hard to be patient, but we will all be together again, in Jesus' time. We love you - The Chepokas Family
Becky Chepokas <bchepokas@mchsi.com>
chanhassen, - Tuesday, September 9, 2003 8:19 PM CDT

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My prayers and thoughts are with you this evening. Please believe that Addison is at peace with God and he is now a little angel smiling down at us all. He will always be there to watch over his wonderful family. I know that it is difficult to say goodbye but I believe that God has a master plan and AJ was taken home early for a reason. May God bless you and give you the strength to carry on in the days ahead.
Darlene Pecha
- Tuesday, September 9, 2003 8:19 PM CDT

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My heart aches for you. I cry as I write this. AJ was indeed a superhero. You will always be together. I know God's love encircles all of you. I'll write more later.
Sharon <www.caringbridge.org/la/alexeddy>
Shreveport, LA - Tuesday, September 9, 2003 8:05 PM CDT

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Our prayers and thoughts are with you tonight! May you feel God's comfort and peace through this trying time. We have been following AJ's journey for a week or so now (got the website from the Trimpers). You are amazing, strong people. God bless you all!
The Trumbles
Chesaning, MI USA - home of the Free and THE BRAVE - Tuesday, September 9, 2003 8:04 PM CDT

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Deb,
I am so sorry....Please know we will continue to keep all of you in our thoughts and in our prayers.
Much Love & Many Hugs,
Lynn <candlys@aol.com>
www.caringbridge.com/pa/jessiespage, PA - Tuesday, September 9, 2003 8:01 PM CDT

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Lighting my candle & ringing my bell as AJ gets his angel wings. I'm so sorry for the loss of your sweet baby boy!


Pat <patricia.manning@comcast.net>
antioch, ca usa - Tuesday, September 9, 2003 7:56 PM CDT

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Fly with the angels, batboy. I love you....
Peace
- Tuesday, September 9, 2003 7:24 PM CDT

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Hey Toivolas,
We've been praying that everything has been going well and that all your prayers will be answered if not already. We are going to be praying, wishing, and hopping all the time for you.
God is listening,
Lipps family
Mary Lipps <twolips87msn.com>
N. St.Paul, MN - Tuesday, September 9, 2003 7:19 PM CDT

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We pray that God will answer your prayers and let you keep your son with you.
Lois and Jack Gibbs(Mimi &Papa) Laura's grandparents <lomgibbs@aol.com>
Marietta, Ga. USA - Tuesday, September 9, 2003 6:56 PM CDT

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To our little friend AJ, We wish we had the answer.Praying for U constantly. Please GOD hear our plea's! Thinking of U always.Praying 4 U Joshy's Great Auntie Terri and family
Great Auntie Terri
- Tuesday, September 9, 2003 6:51 PM CDT

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We continue to pray for a miracle. Our thoughts and prayers are with you all. We love you Buddy!!!
Kristin, Josh, and Lucas <www.caringbridge.org/mn/lucaskells>
Red Wing, MN - Tuesday, September 9, 2003 6:50 PM CDT

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Our prayers are with you...
(friends of Lucas-NJ)
Bob, Donna, & Mitchell Anderson-Sweeney
Eatontown, NJ - Tuesday, September 9, 2003 6:36 PM CDT

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God be with your family and provide comfort and miracles.
Bruce Timperley and family <www.caringbridge.org/mn/jack>
Cranston, RI - Tuesday, September 9, 2003 5:23 PM CDT

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Dear Family, Love, support, and prayers continue.

Mary Fena
- Tuesday, September 9, 2003 5:15 PM CDT

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Hello. I'm new to your website but am keeping your AJ and your family in our prayers. Also the others here and there around with their special dreaded diseases. We're with the Bret Golightly following and have learned about AJ through their website. May God the heavenly Father keep you in His care.
Celesta Peterson <celestamadonna@aol.com>
Van Meter, IA - Tuesday, September 9, 2003 4:42 PM CDT

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My heart aches for you all. I was just down this same road not even 2 weeks ago so I know excately what your going through.I will continue to PRAY PRAY PRAY very hard for "Little batman." Sending lots of love and prayers from Virginia.
Tina Eshbaugh <http://www.caringbridge.org/va/love4brandon>
Harrisonburg, Va - Tuesday, September 9, 2003 4:23 PM CDT

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We continue to pray that God watches over AJ, comforts you, and that he provides the strength you need to get through these devastating times. Hold on to one another, love one another and know that all of us out here are praying for you.
Shelley Callahan (Clayton Loraas' Aunt)
Marietta, Ga USA - Tuesday, September 9, 2003 4:06 PM CDT

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We are down the hall from you - Olivia is battling a reoccurrence of Ewings Sarcoma. Each time I pass by your room I say a prayer for you and AJ, as I do for everyone battling cancer. We wish you all the best.
Mike Munns (Olivia Simon's step dad) <mbaoj@scecnet.net>
Hammond, WI USA - Tuesday, September 9, 2003 3:39 PM CDT

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We are down the hall from you - Olivia is battling a reoccurrence of Ewings Sarcoma. Each time I pass by your room I say a prayer for you and AJ, as I do for everyone battling cancer. We wish you all the best.
Mike Munns (Olivia Simon's step dad) <mbaoj@scecnet.net>
Hammond, WI USA - Tuesday, September 9, 2003 3:38 PM CDT

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We are down the hall from you - Olivia is battling a reoccurrence of Ewings Sarcoma. Each time I pass by your room I say a prayer for you and AJ, as I do for everyone battling cancer. We wish you all the best.
Mike Munns (Olivia Simon's step dad) <mbaoj@scecnet.net>
Hammond, WI USA - Tuesday, September 9, 2003 3:35 PM CDT

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At this hard time in your life, remember that God is always listening. We are adding you in our prayers. My boys will say a prayer for your family every night. God is always with us and we hope and pray at this time that you will have the strength and courage in your heart to make it through every difficult day. May God be with you and your family. Remember, never stop believing in the one you love.
Miracles do happen and will happen.
Jeff, Patti, Austen (8) and Connor (6) <pmyaro@juno.com>
Maple Grove, MN USA - Tuesday, September 9, 2003 2:27 PM CDT

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Praying for a miracle in Raleigh, North Carolina
Kristen Brannock
Raleigh, NC - Tuesday, September 9, 2003 1:44 PM CDT

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Our thoughts and prayers continue to be with our favorite super hero family during this most difficult time. Please know that God's love is with you and AJ right now, as well as the love of thousands of people across the world. We love you and will check in again later.

Staci, Slim, Will, and Presley <www.caringbridge.org/ky/presleynash>
Bowling Green, KY - Tuesday, September 9, 2003 1:27 PM CDT

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You all are in our family's thoughts and prayers.
Holly, Rick, Megan, Summer, & Ryan <hablatt@comcast.net>
Maple Grove, MN USA - Tuesday, September 9, 2003 1:23 PM CDT

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I really hope theres better news for your little guy today...
Chris ~ Gooch's Site ~
- Tuesday, September 9, 2003 12:58 AM CDT

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What can we say? Wish we could do something to help........ I'm sure the helplessness we feel is minor compared to the emotions you are experiencing. Your faith, though, is a beautiful thing shining through all of your entries. You all inspire us. Stay strong and know that Jesus is watching over AJ even now.
Lots of hugs to you all,

Kim <lang5@netins.net>
Guthrie Center, IA - Tuesday, September 9, 2003 12:40 AM CDT

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DEAR GUEST BOOK-

WRITING CAN BE A CATHARTIC THING TO DO WHILE UNDER STRESS, DURESS, AND SORROW.

WHILE MANY OF AJ'S FOLLOWERS HAVE SIGNED THE GUESTBOOK TO SPEAK OF THEIR LOVE AND SUPPORT FOR AJ AND FAMILY, WE HOPE THAT FOR MANY OF YOU IT FELT GOOD JUST TO WRITE. WE HOPE IT MADE YOU FEEL AS THOUGH YOU WERE CONTRIBUTING.

YOUR WORDS CONTRIBUTE TO US HOPE, COURAGE, AND LOVE. THESE ARE THINGS MONEY CAN NOT BUY. YOU CONTRIBUTIONS SUSTAINED US.

THE CARINGBRIDGE SITE IS A MIRACULOUS SERVICE. WE HAVE LIVED TO READ THE NEXT DAY'S MESSAGES. WE HOPE THAT YOU HAVE FOUND THE CARINGBRIDGE SYSTEM TO YOUR LIKING. WE HOPE YOU ARE ABLE TO FEEL THE STRENGTH RESONATING FROM AJ'S SITE. WE DO...

PLEASE CONTINUE ON THIS JOURNEY WITH US. WE WILL BE ABLE TO CONTINUE TO GROW THROUGH THIS... ONLY... BY YOUR STRONG SUPPORT THROUGH WORDS.

GODSPEED,

DBT
DBT
- Tuesday, September 9, 2003 12:25 AM CDT

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Addison's parents:
I am so sorry that Addison isn't doing well. I hope that he can pull through this. My prayers are with you. God Bless.
Michelle Zammat <whisperpur@yahoo.com>
Belcamp, MD USA - Tuesday, September 9, 2003 12:17 AM CDT

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May God Bless each of you. Our thoughts and prayers are with you.
The Phillips' <samatzoll@charter.net>
Farmington, MN - Tuesday, September 9, 2003 11:44 AM CDT

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I just said a prayer for you..keeping you on my mind and in my prayers..
Love-
Jennifer Parenti <parenti@netzero.net>
Orford, NH USA - Tuesday, September 9, 2003 11:41 AM CDT

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Prayers of peace and strength....


Hugs and Prayers
Deneen
www.caringbridge.org/page/tiffanie
Deneen Gethouas
Enola, PA USA - Tuesday, September 9, 2003 11:39 AM CDT

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I'm praying for Addison.
Cathy Rusyniak <Garbmike@optonline.net>
Rockaway, nj - Tuesday, September 9, 2003 11:34 AM CDT

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May your family soon know peace and may AJ soon be free of pain. My prayers and thoughts are with you. I can't even begin to imagine the emotions you have to deal with. May God be with your beautiful family.
Carole <carolefaris@juno.com>
- Tuesday, September 9, 2003 11:28 AM CDT

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Dear Dave, Deb and family,
We continue to keep you in our prayers as you are such special people to us. We know that God is with you through all of this. We pray for his strength to get you through these days of uncertainty. His love for all of you is so evident in the way you have lived each day. We love you all and thank you for allowing us to be a part of your family through this and always.

Love and prayers. We are with you in our hearts.

The Perko's
Maxine Perko
Eveleth, Mn - Tuesday, September 9, 2003 10:31 AM CDT

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Dear Dave, Deb and family,
We continue to keep you in our prayers as you are such special people to us. We know that God is with you through all of this. We pray for his strength to get you through these days of uncertainty. His love for all of you is so evident in the way you have lived each day. We love you all and thank you for allowing us to be a part of your family through this and always.

Love and prayers. We are with you in our hearts.

The Perko's
Maxine Perko
Eveleth, Mn - Tuesday, September 9, 2003 10:31 AM CDT

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Deb and Family,
We continue to lift Addison and your family up in prayer. May the Lord give you strength and comfort to get through these difficult days! God Bless You and Your Family.
Stacie
waupaca, wi - Tuesday, September 9, 2003 10:18 AM CDT

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Praying night & day....

Hugs & Much Love,
Lynn <candlys@aol.com>
www.caringbridge.com/pa/jessiespage, PA - Tuesday, September 9, 2003 10:14 AM CDT

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Deb and family,
Still praying hard for you and your precious "batman". I know miracles do happen.
We love You,
Bobbi Jo
Bobbi Jo
Hibbing, - Tuesday, September 9, 2003 10:02 AM CDT

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All of you are in our prayers during this difficult time. God's love is with you and A.J. You are all superheroes.
Sharon, Dennis and John Wesley <www.caringbridge.org/la/alexeddy>
Shreveport, LA - Tuesday, September 9, 2003 9:49 AM CDT

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Dick and I (Work with Carol Chubiz) are still lifting Addison and your family up to Jesus for a total healing. We are believing Jesus for that! We are standing fast with you.
Mary Jo Dale <maryjo.dale@achievehealthcare.com>
Eden Prairie, Mn USA - Tuesday, September 9, 2003 9:27 AM CDT

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Just desperately waiting for an update to hear some good news. I can only imagine the exhaustion you all must be feeling. I've never met your precious little boy but I feel so attached to him. Please let there be a miracle healing for Addison so we can meet and be friends. Deb and Dave - please give A.J. a big hug and kiss from me. Love and prayers are being sent your way.
Janette Paul
Hibbing, - Tuesday, September 9, 2003 9:08 AM CDT

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God Bless you all, Batfamily! You are ALL superheros! We continue to pray for you here in ND! We are praying double-time that AJ's miracle arrives soon!
Donna, Brooke, & Eastman Nadeau <getnyzer@hotmail.com>
Mandan, ND USA - Tuesday, September 9, 2003 8:52 AM CDT

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We hope that AJ had painfree and peaceful night.
You are continually on my mind.


Dede <dede_fitzmaurice@bluecrossmn.com>
- Tuesday, September 9, 2003 8:28 AM CDT

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Dave and Family,
How does one get so attached to a little boy without ever meeting him? I guess it's his unbelievable courage and strength and his ability to teach us all a few lessons on what is important in life. AJ, please know we are in your corner and praying for you. God Bless your family.
John and Peggy Zezel and family
- Tuesday, September 9, 2003 8:27 AM CDT

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Godspeed. May a miracle be yours today. Lots of love to all of you!
Tracee Saltz <TraceeSaltz@mchsi.com>
Des Moines, Ia USA - Tuesday, September 9, 2003 8:15 AM CDT

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We hope that AJ had painfree and peaceful night.
You are continually on my mind.


Dede <dede_fitzmaurice@bluecrossmn.com>
- Tuesday, September 9, 2003 8:14 AM CDT

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DEB,
YOU AND YOUR FAMILY ARE IN OUR THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS. A DAY DOESN'T GO BY THAT LITTLE ADDISON ISN'T IN MY THOUGHTS.PLEASE IF YOU NEED ANYTHING PLEASE CALL ME.

LOVE,
KARI AND FAMILY
KARI KOKAL <gkokal@mcshi.com>
EVELETH , MN ST. LOUIS - Tuesday, September 9, 2003 7:01 AM CDT

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AJ and Family~
My thoughts and prayers are with all of you during this difficult time. Please try to hang
In there and know that many are thinking of you.
All My Love,
Michele (Gargano) Levar


Michele (Gargano) Levar <weathergirl68@hotmail.com>
Richmond, VA - Tuesday, September 9, 2003 6:58 AM CDT

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Thinking and praying for all of you! Keep your Faith.
The Trumbles
Chesaning, MI USA - home of the Free and THE BRAVE - Tuesday, September 9, 2003 6:49 AM CDT

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I am SO SORRY....my heart is so heavy for all of you... please hang in there and please give AJ a kiss from me. I am praying for your precious baby...

Batman, I know you are so tired...I am praying for your miracle and for all the comfort and peace in the world. I love you, buddy...you are my inspiration and more!
Love & special healing prayers, Janice
Melbourne, Australia - Tuesday, September 9, 2003 3:38 AM CDT

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Praying for U little man. Still my heartaches for U and your family. JESUS LOVES U ADDISON.
GOD BLESS YOU SWEETIE
Joshy's Great Auntie Terri


Great Auntie Terri
- Monday, September 8, 2003 11:52 PM CDT

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Deb - you must be scared to death...I know how that feels. Hold fast to your faith. Hold fast to your love for your children. Hold fast to the hope for a miracle.

Michelle C. Golightly
Booneville, IA - Monday, September 8, 2003 10:47 PM CDT

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*AJ*

All my prayers are with you and the rest of your family at this time.


Shannon -- http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/samanthatherese/ <humphity319@aol.com>
- Monday, September 8, 2003 10:14 PM CDT

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Still praying and thinking of you guys . . .

Love,

Staci
Bowling Green, KY - Monday, September 8, 2003 10:00 PM CDT

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My thoughts and prayers will be with you through the night.
Cousin Carol <carol@hailstorm.com>
St. Paul, MN - Monday, September 8, 2003 10:00 PM CDT

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Dear Family,
Please put your loving arms around your son and give him a big hug from us. May the strength of all our love and prayers heal him. We love you all and we are here for you. Life is Addison and the love he has brought into this world.
Love ya,
Karen & Joe & family
Joy & Harvey
Karen Warmuth
Nashwauk, MN - Monday, September 8, 2003 9:59 PM CDT

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Praying for you in New Mexico
MRL
Albuquerque, NM - Monday, September 8, 2003 9:53 PM CDT

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I am on my knees for you AJ..We love you and your family so much..This is so painful for us..Its only been 5 months for us..Lord please heal AJ! I will pray for GODS WILL! Love you guys.Sorry I missed your call today David! Call me again...ANYTIME! I KNOW WHAT YOU ARE FEELING!Love The Chepokas Clan
Steven Chepokas <schepokas@mchsi.com>
Chanhassen, MN USA - Monday, September 8, 2003 9:45 PM CDT

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Praying for complete healing here an earth.
many many thousand s of your web friends
- Monday, September 8, 2003 9:36 PM CDT

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I'm still praying for little Addison and all of you. Keep on fighting!
Sarah Dentlinger
Guthrie Center, IA - Monday, September 8, 2003 9:33 PM CDT

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Something brought be back to your site tonight though I just signed on the morning... I was so sad to read the update. Praying furiously for Addison's MIRACLE during these critical hours and sending your family support and strength.
Sara Freking
- Monday, September 8, 2003 9:01 PM CDT

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We are continuing to pray for a miracle here in Ohio-please know you are in our thoughts and prayers!!!!
Colleen and Brooke <c4bs@aol.com>
Girard, Ohio USA - Monday, September 8, 2003 9:01 PM CDT

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I'll be praying until you update next.
Cathy Peters <www.caringbridge.org/canada/isobel>
St.Albert, AB Canada - Monday, September 8, 2003 8:57 PM CDT

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I pray that they will find a cure before it is to late. he is oh so young to have anything happen to him. God Bless you and your family through this very difficult time. Love and Prayers. Marie (Godec) Bukovich
Marie Bukovich <mmbukovich@yahoo.com>
Hibbing, mn USA - Monday, September 8, 2003 8:47 PM CDT

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I pray that God will bring you the miracle you so want. God Bless all of you.
Sandi
Cantonment, FL - Monday, September 8, 2003 8:35 PM CDT

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David & Deb,

I want to pickup the phone and call, yet at the same time I do not want to impose. Please know that Walt and I are waiting to help in anyway that we can.

We are praying very very hard for all of you.

AJ - we love you very much!
Dede Bye-Fitzmaurice <dede_fitzmaurice@bluecrossmn.com>
- Monday, September 8, 2003 8:29 PM CDT

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Praying hard in Houston. God let this little one have a miracle.
Valerie
- Monday, September 8, 2003 8:21 PM CDT

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God please send your superhuman strength into this brave Batboy and help him fight for life. You are in our prayers.
Jack's parents <www.caringbridge.org/mn/jack>
- Monday, September 8, 2003 7:58 PM CDT

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Deb and family,
I just talked to my mom and dad. They asked me to send all of you their best. They,too, are praying for a miracle. Also, Deb, if your mom is with you, tell her that my mom sends her love.
Love, Jerry and Janene Koski
Sherry Kingsbury
Keewatin, MN USA - Monday, September 8, 2003 7:24 PM CDT

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Hey my little superhero it's Emily!
I've sent my angel to be with you right not. Hang in there little man.
Please don't leave us yet. WE ALL LOVE YOU!!!!!
To my inspiration A.J
GOD BLESS YOU LITTLE MAN!!!

Emily :)
Emily Wolff <kgew@usinternet.com>
Deephaven, MN USA - Monday, September 8, 2003 7:13 PM CDT

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Toivola family,
Everyone up here is praying extra hard for a real miracle for AJ. Our thoughts and prayers are with you as you continue the fight!! God Bless all of you!!
Love, Sherry
Sherry (Koski) Kingsbury
Keewatin, MN USA - Monday, September 8, 2003 6:57 PM CDT

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Jesus loves you AJ! We are all still hangin there with you baby. Love ya Joshy's Great Auntie Terri
Great Auntie Terri <grandmatbone@msn.com>
Otsego, Mn USA - Monday, September 8, 2003 6:54 PM CDT

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Hey little buddy AJ! Don't give up the fight! You're a tough and courageous guy!!! There are many people who still believe a miraculous recovery will be happening. We're praying especially hard tonight!

Love, the Kapla's
Steve Kapla
Eau Claire, WI - Monday, September 8, 2003 6:48 PM CDT

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Prayers and more Prayers...
Tes Mike and Ali
- Monday, September 8, 2003 6:36 PM CDT

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I am here for you guys! I don't know what else I can say.
Ross Perko <perk0081@d.umn.edu>
Duluth, mn - Monday, September 8, 2003 6:33 PM CDT

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Just wanted to let you know that I am praying for Addison and your family. He sounds like such a sweet little boy who deserves more than anything to be healthy and find comfort. I pray that he can do this and be happy. God bless you all!
Christina Piscitello
West Des Moines, Ia - Monday, September 8, 2003 6:29 PM CDT

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Hey Toivolas-
I love you! I am praying for you. Hang in there!
Love-Mindy
Mindy Lemonholm
- Monday, September 8, 2003 6:01 PM CDT

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We are all praying for Addison and the hole family.
If you guy's need anything give us a yell, we close and are here if you need us.
The Gatewood Family <jsgatewood @yahoo.com>
Princeton, mn usa - Monday, September 8, 2003 5:46 PM CDT

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Batman's family. There is absolutely nothing that I could say to make the fear go away. Just know you are in our thoughts and prayers.

www.caringbridge.com/nd/zacharyness/index.htm
Scott and Amy Ness
Grand Forks AFB, ND - Monday, September 8, 2003 5:04 PM CDT

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Dearest Addison,
Please know we hold you in our Prayers.
God Bless You Always!!!
Chris Ullrich - Bella's Grammy <crullrich@bbc.net, caringbridge.com/page/isabellaledesma>
Hemingford, Ne USA - Monday, September 8, 2003 4:50 PM CDT

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I'm praying harder now then I have ever for you AJ. For a total Miracle. Love you lots and lots, Amy*

Amy’s Fight
Amy Mareck
- Monday, September 8, 2003 4:44 PM CDT

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Dearest



Dearest Toivola Family, We are with you in spirit, wish we could be there beside you as you go through this difficult time. We are praying God will hold AJ in the palm of His hands and keep AJ close to Him as he struggles through this. We trust the Lord will see him through and AJ will feel his presence and be comforted. We have never known a child, so loved as AJ and I am confident that he knows and feels that too. It surley will sustain him. Again our prayers are with you and may God give you strength and love. Sincerely with love Marilyn and the Loraas Family




marilynloraas <aml3435@msn.com>
casper, wy - Monday, September 8, 2003 4:24 PM CDT

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We are so sorry to hear of Addison's struggles. Please know we are all praying hard for Addison to be cured, here, and that he makes tremendous strides for the better in the next few hours.



Angel Chris and all your friends at ~ Smile Quilts ~
chrisrusso_@hotmail.com
- Monday, September 8, 2003 4:22 PM CDT

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Deb, Dave, Ashley, Austin and A.J.~ I'm so sorry you are going through this pain and suffering. PLEASE GOD ANSWER OUR PRAYERS FOR ADDISON TO STAY WITH US! Your message made me cry and I'm hoping to hear some better news soon. I love you A.J.
Janette Paul and family
Hibbing, MN - Monday, September 8, 2003 4:19 PM CDT

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Prayers and ((hugs))) for your family.
Sharon (the old mopgal) <mopgal@hotmail.com>
- Monday, September 8, 2003 4:14 PM CDT

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I am so saddened to hear of AJ's continued struggles. I am praying for a miracle but no doubt feel that AJ is having his own little conversation with Jesus and together they will decide what AJ truly wants and needs at this time. I pray he is strong and fights to stay here on earth!
Love, Lisa Post <ltjpost@cox.net>
- Monday, September 8, 2003 3:52 PM CDT

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Please know we are all praying for Addison to take a dramatic turn for the better.
Chris ~ Gooch's Site ~
- Monday, September 8, 2003 3:46 PM CDT

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I'm sorry there is not better news today. I am PRAYING for you BATMAN!!! Please God, keep Addison here on earth to enjoy being a kid. Please heal him!!! Love and hugs to you all!
Jeanne Brown <brownjj@bright.net>
Wapakoneta, OH - Monday, September 8, 2003 3:29 PM CDT

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We have been praying all day, with every breath, for God's healing grace to be upon you and within you all. May Addison feel how loved and cherished he is, and gain strength from all those who love him, near and far.
Terese, Paul, Liam & Jack
St. Paul, MN - Monday, September 8, 2003 3:16 PM CDT

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Continuing to pray for a miracle...you are always in my thoughts. AJ - you've proven time and time again how brave and strong you are! You are such a sweetie and everyone loves you so much - keep fighting, I know you have it in you!
Allison <dag9394@msn.com>
Aurora, CO - Monday, September 8, 2003 3:07 PM CDT

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We are praying furiously for AJ to find his miracle. Our thoughts continue to be with you all during this most difficult time. Remember that we LOVE you and are sending lots of cyber hugs your way!

Staci, Slim, Will, and Presley <www.caringbridge.org/ky/presleynash>
Bowling Green, KY - Monday, September 8, 2003 2:35 PM CDT

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Thinking about you all and praying hard for that miracle.
Donna Volz
Earlham, IA - Monday, September 8, 2003 2:13 PM CDT

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Our prayers are with all of you!

I will call on our prayer warriors!!
Jennifer Miles www.caringbridge.org/mn/deemartinson/ <jennifer.miles@thomson.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Monday, September 8, 2003 2:02 PM CDT

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Dear Dave Deb and family
We are praying for your little boy.
Dina and Pat Flaherty and boys
Dina Flahertyd <dflahert@d.umn.edu>
Duluth, - Monday, September 8, 2003 1:53 PM CDT

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Dave, Deb and family,
We will continue praying very hard for Addison!!!!!!

The Bizals
- Monday, September 8, 2003 1:47 PM CDT

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Deb and Family,
We are praying extra hard for a miracle. You are in our every thought and prayer.
Love,
Bobbi Jo and family
Bobbi Jo
Hibbing, - Monday, September 8, 2003 1:45 PM CDT

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Dear Deb, Dave and family,

I will p;ray for your family. God Bless you.
Darlene Pecha
- Monday, September 8, 2003 1:32 PM CDT

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I will pray extra hard for Addison today. May GOD grant him the miracle he so deserves.
Kris Wolf <wolfie01@mchsi.com>
Spring Valley, MN USA - Monday, September 8, 2003 1:05 PM CDT

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Please God, Give Addison total healing. Deb,I will saying many extra prayers for A.J.
Love,
Jennifer & Allison
Jennifer Restemayer www.caringbridge.org/nd/allison <jennmarie@bis.midco.net>
Bismarck, ND Usa - Monday, September 8, 2003 12:41 AM CDT

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Please God, Give Addison total healing. Deb,I will saying many extra prayers for A.J.
Love,
Jennifer & Allison
Jennifer Restemayer www.caringbridge.org/nd/allison <jennmarie@bis.midco.net>
Bismarck, ND Usa - Monday, September 8, 2003 12:40 AM CDT

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I AM PRAYING!!!!!!!!!!!!
Dede Fitzmaurice <dede_fitzmaurice@bluecrossmn.com>
- Monday, September 8, 2003 12:37 AM CDT

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Please Dear God, Please help precious AJ.

maryann.fena@state.mn.us
- Monday, September 8, 2003 12:04 AM CDT

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Been praying for the superhero all the time and will continue. Thanks for keeping us updated.
Amy Yonts
Pasadena, - Monday, September 8, 2003 12:03 AM CDT

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Deb, A.J. and Family,
We are praying extra hard for A.J. and your family.
Stacie and Jeff Pouh and Family
waupaca, wi - Monday, September 8, 2003 11:48 AM CDT

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Deb,
Please know we are still praying so very hard for "Batman"
We love you all!!

hugs,
lynn <candlys>
www.caringbridge.com/pa/jessiespage, PA - Monday, September 8, 2003 11:10 AM CDT

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Know that we are praying for Addison and his healing. My thoughts are with you through this most difficult time. We love you AJ. Hang in there sweety.
Rhonda Frachiseur and family
- Monday, September 8, 2003 10:54 AM CDT

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Thank God Addison's numbers are looking a little better and hopefully that'll continue. I'm glad you are so positive for Addison and your family. We continue to pray for AJ and hope that his miracle will happen soon.
Janette
Hibbing, - Monday, September 8, 2003 10:02 AM CDT

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Deb and family,

You all have been on my mind and in my prayers so much lately. We are praying and praying for this chemo to work and for Addison's health to keep improving. Thank you for taking the time to update all of AJ's "prayer warriors".

Sara Freking
Red WIng, MN USA - Monday, September 8, 2003 10:02 AM CDT

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Deb and Family,
I am glad Aj's pain is under control,some what anyway.
I am praying for good numbers this week!
Thank you for updating the webpage, I know it must be hard to do.
I am so sorry to hear about your friend Bret. His family and yours are in my prayers.
Take Care Deb, You truly are an amazing person!
Love you,
Bobbi Jo
Bobbi Jo
Hibbing, - Monday, September 8, 2003 9:12 AM CDT

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Addison is precious to God. My family and I will be praying for you.
Scott Baker
Eden Prairie, MN USA - Monday, September 8, 2003 8:29 AM CDT

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Our thoughts are with you today and always. We did the "Relay for Life" this past weekend. My dad walked 3 hours straight at a pace that was double mine. Krisitna won the Flashlight Lap and others won doorprizes. Take care and May the Angles of Heaven Smile Down Upon You!


Tammy <ktjcak@qwtc.net>
Wood, SD - Monday, September 8, 2003 8:19 AM CDT

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HI DEB~
Praise the Lord for those good numbers! I will keep praying for that third one too!
We love you AJ and are praying for you!
Love Katelynns and Maria

www.caringbridge.org/nc/katelynntreakle
- Monday, September 8, 2003 5:18 AM CDT

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AJ IS BLESSED GOING IN/GOING OUT/AND HERE AND NOW.I WILL BE STANDING IN TONIGHT FOR YOU IN PRAYER.ROSIE DADDY.JESUS IS THE SAME TODAY AND AS HE WAS YESTERDAY.THANK YOU GOD FOR A PERFECT AJ
DANNY
- Monday, September 8, 2003 1:04 AM CDT

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HI DEB READING THE BIBLE MARK9 VER38-41 AJ reward is A perfect body. As is Crist is to his Father
ROSIE DADDY
- Sunday, September 7, 2003 10:41 PM CDT

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Deb, Dave and the Kids, Today in church I went with heavy heart and again pleaded for us all to hold AJ up in prayer, and to bless him and his family, I hope you could feel the prayers and the love our little church, with many prayers coming your way, AJ can and will beat this, he will. When its all said and done, who says you cant start over, and you all will. You will go home and start over, with AJ by your side.
Mike Tes and Ali
- Sunday, September 7, 2003 10:14 PM CDT

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Hello Toivola Family!
Steve Cheopaks told me about you guys and I have been following your page and praying for you ever since.
May God bless you and hold you all tight in his arms!
I went to your photos page and your little AJ is sooooo cute!
Praying for a miracle!
~Anne Baker
Anne Baker <annebaker@MCHSI.COM>
Chanhassen, MN USA - Sunday, September 7, 2003 9:00 PM CDT

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Hello from Van Meter, Iowa. I'm new to your website but we are friends of Bret Golightly's family and have been following the Iowa boys. And now we add AJ to the list. We're keeping you all in our special prayers and pray that the medicine and chemo will work on his tumor and shrink it that he can begin to get well. We have to trust in God that He will bring about good things for your little one. Our prayers go out for you and your family.
Celesta Peterson <celestamadonna@aol.com>
Van Meter , IA - Sunday, September 7, 2003 8:21 PM CDT

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Thank-you so much for the update!! I can just about imagine how much of a whirlwind it has been for you to even update..thank-you so much!! Prayers will of course continue on our end. I am so relieved to hear A.J's pain is being managed!! I am so sorry to hear about Bret. Tears cant help but come as I think of the family.... I am so sorry. Josh prays with me in his bed every night to heal owies (sp?) for people in the hospital. We are with you guys in the fight. Josh looks so different as his hair continues to fill in. I knew you would want to know. He is also potty-trained (but not accident free of course..) We go in on 9/11. We will HAVE TO VISIT if it works out!! We love you all!!!
Lisa and Josh Abbott
Ham Lake, Mn. - Sunday, September 7, 2003 7:58 PM CDT

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I have thougth of you alot today. Lord- please show these researchers what the cure is. Please give strength and healing to AJ and his family....
Deb you are in our hearts and prayers always.
Debi
- Sunday, September 7, 2003 7:50 PM CDT

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ALL NIGHT HERE FOR AJ ROSIE DADDY
DAN
- Sunday, September 7, 2003 7:16 PM CDT

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A little glimmer of hope tonight. I am praying every day!
Love, Lisa Post <ltjpost@cox.net>
- Sunday, September 7, 2003 6:57 PM CDT

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Sending love and prayers.
L Pollard
B'ham, Al USA - Sunday, September 7, 2003 5:06 PM CDT

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Hi Debbie, Addison and Family:
Glad to hear things have improved a little. We will contiune to pray for all of you.


Becky
Eveleth, - Sunday, September 7, 2003 3:49 PM CDT

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Things sound encouraging at this point! Our prayers are being heard. I prayed for Addison the whole time in church I just could not get him out of my mind. Thank you for updating us. Please keep your strength up. I will keep Bret's family in my prayers as well. Love and Hugs from OHIO!!!
Jeanne Brown
- Sunday, September 7, 2003 2:48 PM CDT

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AJ, Deb and Family,
Just wanted to let you know you are in our thoughts and prayers always!
With love and blessings,
Merilee
Merilee Jahnke <www.caringbridge.org/page/laurajahnke>
Chanhassen, MN - Sunday, September 7, 2003 12:57 AM CDT

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Good morning! I'm so glad you have some encouraging news and that AJ is able to sleep and not be in pain. And how are the rest of you? Hope you are able to rest some, remember you need to take care yourselves too. I sure wish we were closer and could help with Austin and Ashley. It is good they are in school and we are glad they like the school, sounds like a good one. Well dear people,please know you are in our prayers and hearts all the time. Love Marilyn and the Loraas family
marilyn loraas <aml3435@msn.com>
casper, wy - Sunday, September 7, 2003 8:07 AM CDT

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Praying always for the Miracle.
Many hugs,
Lynn <candlys@aol.com>
www.caringbridge.com/pa/jessiespage, PA - Sunday, September 7, 2003 6:50 AM CDT

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YES I CALL ON THE LORD JESUS WHO BEAT ALL MONSTER/SICKNESS IF GOD IS FOR US WHO CAN BE AGAINST US KNOW ONE.LOVE TO ALL OF YOUR FAMILY
ROSIE DADDY/DANNY
- Sunday, September 7, 2003 4:10 AM CDT

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Hi Deb, Dave & precious AJ,
I don't know how you guys must be feeling right now...all I can say is that I am so scared for AJ..but what I feel must not even compare to what you are all feeling. I feel so helpless, I want to do so much for AJ..but I don't have the power to...I know I can pray for his miracle healing and I will do so...I HAVE been doing so. I am glad to hear that AJ has taken some little steps in the right direction.. if that is what God will give us, then we will take it. But I am praying for bigger positive steps and most of all for a MIRACLE. AJ deserves that miracle more than anyone. His attitude to this ugly monster, his fight against it, is just amazing..and he continues to amaze me (and I'm not the only one I'm sure). Please keep strong and keep the faith...I am cheering your little on all the way and your family too!

~*Girlie's Page*~
~*Janice's Page*~

Hugs & kisses,
XOXOXOXOX
Janice
Melbourne, Australia - Sunday, September 7, 2003 3:13 AM CDT

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Keeping you in thoughts and prayers!!!
Kathy Haws
Thousand Oaks, CA - Sunday, September 7, 2003 3:11 AM CDT

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AJ WINS HEAD LINE NEWS THATS WHAT JESUS SAYS.JUST LETTING GOD KNOW WHAT HE SAID ABOUT HIS SON AND AJ IS IN PERFECT HARMINY WITH CHRIST
ROSIE DADDY/DANNY
- Sunday, September 7, 2003 2:13 AM CDT

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Debbie and family,

Know we are thinking of you every step of the way. We are praying for AJ to get better and for you all to have the strength to be their for him the seconds of the day he can open his eyes. We are sending our love and support.

Rhonda and family <http:\\www.caringbridge.org\tx\nathan>
Allen, TX USA - Sunday, September 7, 2003 0:09 AM CDT

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My thoughts and prayers are with you as well. We all are pulling for you.
Molly
Longmont, CO - Sunday, September 7, 2003 0:04 AM CDT

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Praying for you and thinking of you.
Lots of love,
Staci Nash <www.caringbridge.org/ky/presleynash>
Bowling Green, KY - Saturday, September 6, 2003 11:01 PM CDT

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We will not give up in prayer..our hearts continue to hold close to yours in asking for a miracle!! Love you!!!
Abbotts and Diane and Frontline Church
- Saturday, September 6, 2003 9:56 PM CDT

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Just wanted to let you know that we are thinking of you and praying for A.J., and all the rest of you too.


Chris Myrah <chrismyrah@frontiernet.net>
Rosemount, MN USA - Saturday, September 6, 2003 9:04 PM CDT

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Praying for what you feel you need
Vicki
- Saturday, September 6, 2003 8:59 PM CDT

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Sent here by the Trimpers to pray for Addison. What an adorable little guy, I am sending many prayers out for you. You have a great smile, I love smiles, I think they show all the beauty that is inside a person so keep smiling & I will keep praying. God Bless you all!
Anna
Stanton, - Saturday, September 6, 2003 8:51 PM CDT

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DEB ROSIE DADDY HERE ALL NIGHT PUTTING AJ IN FRONT OF JESUS IN PRAYER AND REMINDING GOD HIS SON IS PERFECT SO IS AJ SO WE GIVE THE GLORY TO GOD FOR AJ HEALING.
DANNY
- Saturday, September 6, 2003 8:43 PM CDT

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Hi AJ! My sister Emily visited you and told me what a great kid you are. She said you are really tough! You have gone through a lot and have come out like a champ!
I wish you the best! Take care, buddy!
Gunther
- Saturday, September 6, 2003 7:01 PM CDT

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My dear A.J
it was so good to see you and your family yesterday!!!
Deb you are an inspiration
If possible I would like to come up again next week, please let me know if that's alright
A.J you are a true fighter and a true inspiration. You truly are a superman. Deb please call my mom and I if you need anything ok?
952-473-8987

We love you guys, don't forget that.
God bless little man
God bless

Emily :)
Emily Wolff <kgew@usinternet.com>
Deephaven, MN USA - Saturday, September 6, 2003 6:53 PM CDT

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We are all praying for you...strength, love, courage.
DH
- Saturday, September 6, 2003 6:50 PM CDT

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We are praying for healing, strength and guidance.
Mary Kiener
- Saturday, September 6, 2003 6:42 PM CDT

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Just wanted you to know we're waiting with you and praying always.
Terese, Paul, Liam & Jack <www.caringbridge.org/page/charlie>
St. Paul, MN - Saturday, September 6, 2003 6:09 PM CDT

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Many Prayers & Many Hugs,
Lynn <candlys@aol.com>
www.caringbridge.com/jessiespage, PA - Saturday, September 6, 2003 6:04 PM CDT

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Please know we continue to send a steady stream of prayers for AJ.
We believe in miracles.
AJ is a miracle.
God bless.....maf
Curt and Mary (Fena) Norgaard <mfena@aol.com>
- Saturday, September 6, 2003 3:48 PM CDT

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Hello Deb and Little Mr. AJ. I come to your room and love to see you but yet in the back of my mind I hate seeing you like this. Your such a trooper. You are by far one of the best fighters I know, and the best Batman fighter I will ever know. I love you so much. I wish I could take the pain away. You are so cute in whatever you do, even when you sleep. I love when I come in and your watching cartoons as usual. Your doing an awesome job little guy, keep it up. I will be praying ever so hard for a Miracle. You guys sure do deserve one. Give AJ a big HUG and KISS for me. Sleep tight big guy. Love you.
Love Amy*

Amy’s Fight
Amy Mareck
- Saturday, September 6, 2003 3:28 PM CDT

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Thank you for taking time from your precious baby to keep so many of us updated on the status of AJ.

May God bless AJ, you and the friends and family who love you so much.

Our prayers are with you,
Connie, Danny and LaRae
The Frisby-Griffin Family
Wichita Falls, TX USA - Saturday, September 6, 2003 2:09 PM CDT

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Deb, A.J. and Family,
We continue to pray daily for your sweet A.J.!!! May God give you strength and comfort in this time of need. Take care and GOD BLESS YOU!!!


Stacie and Jeff Pouh and Family
waupaca, wi - Saturday, September 6, 2003 11:03 AM CDT

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Strangers everywhere are praying.
Peace be with all of you and for all of those fighting similar battles with their children.
Sharon Pellino <spellino@ntplx.net>
Vernon, CT - Saturday, September 6, 2003 9:33 AM CDT

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HI DEB ROSIE DADDY HERE SORRY I DIDNT GET HERE SOONER I WILL AGREE WITH YOU FOR AJ SIR BATMAN JESUS SAID WERE TWO OR MORE AGREE IN HIS NAME IT IS DONE THANK YOU JESUS FOR TAKING ALL SICKNESS AND DOING AWAY WITH IT.
DANNY
- Saturday, September 6, 2003 6:25 AM CDT

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Dear Toivolas - Thinking of you all tonight and lifting you up in prayer.
Donna Volz <ldvolz@msn.com>
Earlham, IA - Saturday, September 6, 2003 0:24 AM CDT

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I wanted to find some words on a card, that would help get you through it when life seems so hard.When it seems you can't bear it-perhaps can't go on. Some words that would comfort- when late in the night the trials return and it is so hard to fight. What are the words that you so need to hear- that will help and remove all the fear-that builds up inside'til you think you'll explode. If I only knew the right words to say. To encourage and Bless you orcomfort some way. I know not the words but this I can do. I shall offer up Prayers to the Father for you. With all our hearts we pray the Lord will comfort all of you in this horrible nightmare you are going through. Our love and most ernest prayers. Love from the Loraas family
marilyn loraas <aml3435@msn.com>
casper, wy - Friday, September 5, 2003 11:59 PM CDT

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I was here a week or so ago and everyday since trying to think what to type. I just don't want Addison to be in any more pain. It is just not fair! I am sorry I have not written I know all you need right now is to know people are praying for you! Addison, please keep fighting and have a wonderful weekend with your family. You ARE a SUPER-HERO!!!
I will be gone until Monday so I will check back on you then. You will be in my constant thoughts!! Please have your mom give you a big hug from me!

Jeanne Brown <brownjj@bright.net>
Wapakoneta, OH - Friday, September 5, 2003 9:43 PM CDT

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You are always in my thoughts and prayers-God Bless you.
Love,
Bobbi jo
Bobbi Jo
Hibbing, MN - Friday, September 5, 2003 7:54 PM CDT

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We hope for better days ahead and continue to pray for your beautiful child.
May God bless you with daily strength and comfort you during the tough moments-
(friends of Lucas Viscomi-NJ)
Bob, Donna, & Mitchell Anderson-Sweeney
Eatontown, NJ - Friday, September 5, 2003 7:07 PM CDT

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Thinking of you everyday.
Mary Kiener
- Friday, September 5, 2003 6:12 PM CDT

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AJ is constantly in our thoughts. Our hearts ache for him. We're praying that God gives all of you comfort & strength to endure.
Bruce & Susan Meyers
Mokena, IL - Friday, September 5, 2003 6:01 PM CDT

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We are here for you and sending extra prayers for you.


Jennifer Miles www.caringbridge.org/mn/deemartinson/ <jennifer.miles@thomson.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Friday, September 5, 2003 3:09 PM CDT

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I have been sitting here trying to come up with some profound words to comfort you, wanting to write but finding myself lacking in ways to possibly offer you any comfort. So I have prayed for your precious Addison and your family. Your post of today tore my heart out and I had to write as feeble as my words will be.

How I wish I had a miracle in my pocket or even some answer that made sense to all the questions to this horrible monster we call cancer. I have neither and as much as I hate this disease I find I hate it even more when I hear a story such as yours. It angers me this silent monster can strike without warning and cause so much pain and suffering at will. It enrages me that another innocent child and family have to endure this nightmare we are all powerless to stop. I have discovered in my own walk through this path we call grief God is a loving Father but I will never understand why these things happen in this life. As close as He has brought me since my own daugher succumbed to this horrible disease, I still find myself asking why? I want desperately for it to stop.

I know it is little comfort to know someone else has walked this path - we are not blessed to be among the suffering. We do not care if "heaven needs another angel" - we just want a miracle; we want our lives back and just one more chance to see our child healthy and happy. But I hope it does help to know someone cares and shares your tears and pain. At this point - I doubt it. God has brought me far since I lost Jennifer, but I will never, ever forget what it was like to be where you are now.

Please know if you need someone to talk to; a safe place to curse, scream, kick or cry or just an extra hug, I am just a click away. I am so very sorry and you are in my heart and prayers.

My Web Page: http://www.catchanangel.com
E-Mail: tnderheart@yahoo.com

With much love and prayers,









Judy
- Friday, September 5, 2003 1:54 PM CDT

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Carol Chubiz just told us about Addison and we are praying for his healing because we believe God is in the miracle working business. We are going to continue to lift him (and your family) up in prayer to Jesus who loves little children so much. God bless you.
Mary Jo Dale & Dick Wagner <maryjo.dale@achievehealthcare.com>
Eden Prairie, MN USA - Friday, September 5, 2003 12:56 AM CDT

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I have no doubt that through the faith of this child, hundreds have come to know Christ in a more meaningful way. Thank God that even through trials like yours, He knows what is best. May the love and prayers of all who read this give you the strenth that is sufficient for today.
Darci Woodard
Des Moines, IA USA - Friday, September 5, 2003 12:15 AM CDT

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You are in our prayers. May God continue to give you strength and surround you with abiding love.
Sharon, Dennis and John Wesley <www.caringbridge.org/la/alexeddy>
Shreveport, LA - Friday, September 5, 2003 12:01 AM CDT

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My heart is aching for all of you.....We are praying VERY hard all day..Each and every time you come to mind...
Many Many HUgs,
Lynn <candlys@aol.com>
www.caringbridge.com/pa/jessiespage, PA - Friday, September 5, 2003 10:35 AM CDT

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My heart breaks that you all have to go through this. However, I am a believer too, and I continue to pray for AJ's miracle and for your strength and faith. God Bless.
Love, Lisa Post <ltjpost@cox.net>
- Friday, September 5, 2003 10:06 AM CDT

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Our family prays for all of you each day. We pray that God will take you in his arms and comfort you during your pain. May God Bless you all.
Shelley Callahan (Clayton Loraas' Aunt) <scallahan@na.ko.com>
Marietta, GA USA - Friday, September 5, 2003 9:36 AM CDT

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Dear Deb, David and family,
Just a note to let you know that you are in my prayers and thoughts.
Darlene Pecha
- Friday, September 5, 2003 9:32 AM CDT

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Praying that your sweet boy recieves his miracle. Please dear Lord give this family the miracle they so need and take all AJ's pain away and heal him of this awful disese.
In our prayers and with all our love
- Thursday, September 4, 2003 11:40 PM CDT

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My poor little Baby. We must have a miracle. My heart is so heavy for all the suffering he has taken on. May God heal him and send his angels to get him through this. I'm sending you all my love. Lots of Prayers...
Hugs,
Karen & Joe & family
Joy & Harvey
Karen Warmuth <jkwarmuth@aol.com>
Nashwauk, MN - Thursday, September 4, 2003 10:09 PM CDT

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Dear Tovoila's,
I'm so sorry AJ is in so much pain. I pray and pray and pray that God will comfort him and heal him and wrap his loving arms around him. I'm so thankful that God brought you guys into my life. It was great spending the week with you in the hospital. I'm glad to have you as part of our family forever. Please let us know if there is anything we can do. I'll be up on Tuesday and will see you then. Until then I'll just keep praying and sending you loving thoughts. Give AJ a kiss for me!
Much love!
Laura Jahnke <www.caringbridge.com/page/laurajahnke>
Chanhassen, MN - Thursday, September 4, 2003 9:56 PM CDT

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Deb and Dave, I sit here silently..knowing and feeling all that you are..Such a painful process. We are here..not going anywhere, you can call anytime. We love you so much. Steve, Becky, Melissa, and the Miracle of Mitch (www.miraclesformitch.com) Oh..Pico says hi too.Love you AJ
Steven Chepokas <schepokas@mchsi.com>
chanhassen, mn USA - Thursday, September 4, 2003 9:51 PM CDT

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Hey little guy! How ya feeling? Well I'm going to come see you tomorrow batman. I can't wait to finally meet you and your family. I've sent my angel to be with you in this time of need. Sweet dreams little man. See you tomorrow ok?

Emily :)
Emily Wolff <kgew@usinternet.com>
Deephaven, MN USA - Thursday, September 4, 2003 9:20 PM CDT

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Hello Addison, someone told me to come by and say hello. I am sorry that you aren't feeling well. I hope the doctors will help the tumor to start shrinking. Hang in there buddy.
VISIT JACKSON'S PAGE
Kristal Dickson <kdickson39@aol.com>
Wilmer, Al USA - Thursday, September 4, 2003 9:20 PM CDT

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We know you'll never stop fighting for A.J., and we'll never stop praying, either! We pray especially for A.J. to be free from pain and fear, and for all of you to have renewed strength for the long days ahead. There are so many long days already behind you. You have all come so far, and I know that, whatever lies ahead, this long journey has not been in vain.
Terese, Paul, Liam & Jack Kiehne <www.caringbridge.org/page/charlie>
St. Paul, MN - Thursday, September 4, 2003 8:47 PM CDT

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Words fail me when I read about what you are going through. All I can say is you are in our thoughts. We send warm, loving light to embrace and surround your precious boy.
Jack's parents <www.caringbridge.org/mn/jack>
- Thursday, September 4, 2003 7:40 PM CDT

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Dear family:

You are always on my mind. We (including Aunt Delia, Uncle Pete & Francis)are praying for you!
Dede Bye-Fitzmaurice <dede_fitzmaurice@bluecrossmn.com>
Minneapolis, mn - Thursday, September 4, 2003 7:27 PM CDT

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AJ and Family, I send you my prayers and all the positive thoughts I have. Hold on and I hope our prayers comfort you as well.

Janelle (Allison's Nana and Jenn's Mom from ND)
Janelle Schumacher <shoe1115@yahoo.com>
Fargo, nd Cass - Thursday, September 4, 2003 6:09 PM CDT

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You are in our prayers for strength and miracles too!!
God Bless each of you-
(friends of Lucas-NJ)
Bob, Donna, & Mitchell Anderson-Sweeney
Eatontown, NJ - Thursday, September 4, 2003 6:06 PM CDT

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Will say prayers for all of you. Will pray for the miracle of healing.Sending many hugs. hugs Helen
Helen Parody (hugs & hope ) <hparody@twcny.rr.com>
Ogdensburg, N.Y. USA - Thursday, September 4, 2003 5:53 PM CDT

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Thinking of and praying for all of you many, many times a day.


Cousin Carol <carol@hailstorm.com>
St. Paul, MN USA - Thursday, September 4, 2003 5:26 PM CDT

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Dear Deb and Family,
We continue to pray for A.J and for all of you. We had all church prayer last night (Wed) and prayed corporately as well. We cant get A.J. off our mind. Love you all so much!!
Lisa Abbott
- Thursday, September 4, 2003 3:02 PM CDT

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Dear Deb,Dave, and family,
Today I took time to pray for A.J. and am awaiting an update. Still trusting for a miracle. May the Everlasting Arms hold you up today!
Carolyn Johnson <cajohnson732003@yahoo.com>
Stanton, Mi - Thursday, September 4, 2003 2:27 PM CDT

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Deb, Dave and family,
The iron range is pulling for you all. Take comfort in knowing so many people are praying for you all and keeping you all in their thoughts.
Seeing Addison in pain, must be so hard. I hope they are keeping him comfortable! We will continue our prayers. Keep the faith!

Beth Bizal
- Thursday, September 4, 2003 2:15 PM CDT

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Dear God,
We thank you for the joy of knowing this dear family. Please give them the strength and the miracle that they need to get through this struggle. Bless them all with your loving presence and let them know that you are there. Amen.


Kim
Guthrie Center, IA - Thursday, September 4, 2003 12:22 AM CDT

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Addison and family,
I can only imagine the pain and suffering your going through. The prayers are coming in constantly for you and with GOD's GRACE and GLORY will you prevail.We LOVE YOU little man. I hope you can feel the love from all over this country.GOD BLESS YOU MUCHES> Sincerely Joshy's Great Auntie Terri anf family
Great Auntie Terri <grandmatbone@msn.com>
Otsego, Mn USA - Thursday, September 4, 2003 11:49 AM CDT

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Hello, my name is Kim and I have a 2 yr old, Taylor, with Neuroblastoma. I have been keeping up with Addison for some time, but usually do not sign in. You know how is with a little one pulling on you to play rather than sit at the computer. I wanted you to know you are all in our prayers during these difficult days. We know God can and will perform miracles. May God bless you all.
Kim, Jim, and Taylor Watts
Kim Watts www.taylorwatts.org
MC CALLA, al - Thursday, September 4, 2003 11:47 AM CDT

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Addison,
We are thinking about you here in Texas. I thought I would tell you about my birds, they are NUTS! I have a yellow nape amazon named Tripoli, and she can sing Old MacDonald, Yankee Doodle, When The Saints Come Marching In, and Britney Spears' songs. She will also say, "I can talk...can YOU fly?" She sends all her love..and yes, she CAN say, "You're my baby. I love you!"

So, Tripoli and the gang say a big Lone Star "HOWDY" and hope your day is full of sunshine!
Cathie Lehocky Texas Chapter Head, Hugs and Hope Club <haldago@earthlink.net>
Houston, TX - Thursday, September 4, 2003 10:25 AM CDT

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We are sending extra prayers to AJ and all of you.


Jennifer Miles www.caringbridge.org/mn/deemartinson/ <jennifer.miles@thomson.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Thursday, September 4, 2003 10:17 AM CDT

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Dear Deb, A.J. and family,
I am lost for words! We continue to pray daily for your family. May the Lord comfort you and wrap his arms around you in this time of need! Your family has been an inspiration to us. You have touched so many lives, A.J. is sooooo amazing. PRAYING FOR YOU DAILY. PLEASE LORD GRANT A.J. A MIRACLE TO LIVE A LONG AND CANCER FREE LIFE!!!!
Stacie and Jeff Pouh and Family
waupaca, wi - Thursday, September 4, 2003 9:00 AM CDT

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Dear Debbie and family.

I am so sory to hear Aj is having such a difficult time. Just reading the last couple of days entries make me cry.
I remember all to well how terrible is is to watch your child in pain and the feeling of being so helpless.
I have no words of wisdom to share with you, but you and Aj are constantly in my prayers. I will never be able to see a superhero again without thinking of Aj in his Batman costume. We all need his super smile!!

Love and hope to you all!!!


Dorthe, Forever Sarabear's mom
Dorthe Hartmann <pedsdent@hickorytech.net>
Mankato, MN USA - Thursday, September 4, 2003 8:42 AM CDT

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Thinking of you and saying several prayers a day.
Love,
Staci <www.caringbridge.org/ky/presleynash>
Bowling Green, KY - Thursday, September 4, 2003 8:42 AM CDT

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I got your address from the Nash family and I just wanted to let you know that I check on Addison frequently and I think that he is a doll. We are praying for Addison and your family.
Jennifer Houchin
Shelbyville, KY USA - Thursday, September 4, 2003 7:22 AM CDT

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Dear Deb & Dave,
I'm SO SORRY to hear there are so many more complications with AJ...oh god, how I wish it wasn't so. My heart is just so heavy from the bad news...and I just wish your precious boy is given a break from all of this. I have been keeping AJ in my prayers for a long, long time now and I will continue to do so until he is granted a miracle or something is done to make this cancer go away!!!! I am not giving up on AJ either...that little fella fights his hardest and fights all the way..I have great faith in him and I have great faith in God. Please try and stay strong!! AJ, I love you buddy!

~*Girlie's Page*~
~*Janice's Page*~

Love always,
XOXOXOXO
Janice
Melbourne, Australia - Thursday, September 4, 2003 3:11 AM CDT

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Of course AJ and the rest of your family are ALWAYS in my thoughts and prayers. I check on AJ daily in the hopes that God has answered my prayers for a miracle.

Sending lots and lots of hugs your way!!!


Shannon -- http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/samanthatherese/ <humphity319@aol.com>
Haverhill, MA USA - Wednesday, September 3, 2003 11:33 PM CDT

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Deb,
I miss not seeing you in the halls of 5B! What a place to make friends, but we are now bonded for life because of the jouneys of our children. My heart cries when I read your entries. AJ is such a special little guy, this struggle just isn't fair! Hopefully another dose of chemo will help shrink the tumor and aleviate the pain. We will continue to watch for and read your updates, always lifting AJ, and your entire family up in prayer!
With love and blessings,
Merilee
Merilee Jahnke <www.caringbridge.org/page/laurajahnke>
Chanhassen, MN - Wednesday, September 3, 2003 10:56 PM CDT

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Dear Deb and family, After getting to know A.J. HE IS VERY PRECIOUS. He is my Grandson's LUCAS' best friend. He is in my thoughts all day and night. I'm praying for a miracle like everyone else for our BATMAN. You have a very beautiful family. God Bless
Nancy Kells <www.jgkells@pressenter.com>
Red Wing, Mn. - Wednesday, September 3, 2003 9:54 PM CDT

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Hello to AJ's family from Van Meter, IA. We're
friends of Bret Golightly's and have started to check out your website to see about your family member. You are now in our prayers praying that God will heal AJ and grant him new life. We've been following the Iowa boys on their cancer journey, and now the computer brings us to your website.

Keep your faith in the God of all miracles. He'll give you the strength to undergo this trial.
Celesta Peterson <celestamadonna@aol.com>
Van Meter, IA Madison - Wednesday, September 3, 2003 9:53 PM CDT

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Deb and family,
saying lots of prayers for you in this diffucult time. I hope AJ's pain has subsided and the chemo is going ok. I also hope Ashley and Austins bus adventure is over and that the 2nd day of school went better. Take Care, Love, Bobbi Jo
Bobbi Jo
Hibbing, Mn - Wednesday, September 3, 2003 8:16 PM CDT

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Praying for all of you during this difficult time.

God Bless,
Alaine
ARJ <alaine_johnson@mora.k12.mn.us>
Mora, Mn - Wednesday, September 3, 2003 7:10 PM CDT

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dear debbie, i tried to write you back on your email address but it wouldn't go thru, it was so nice meeting you the other day, i wish we could have talked more, thanks for coming down to say hello and happy birthday!!. my heart goes out to you and your family, God's strength and peace to all of you and His love surround you and hold you. love dawn and tori toridawn777@aol.com
dawn macdonald <toridawn777@aol.com>
eagan, - Wednesday, September 3, 2003 4:32 PM CDT

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dear debbie, i tried to write you back on your email address but it wouldn't go thru, it was so nice meeting you the other day, i wish we could have talked more, thanks for coming down to say hello and happy birthday!!. my heart goes out to you and your family, God's strength and peace to all of you and His love surround you and hold you. love dawn and tori toridawn777@aol.com
dawn macdonald <toridawn777@aol.com>
eagan, - Wednesday, September 3, 2003 4:32 PM CDT

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Hi everyone, hope all is calm there and our sweet dear boy is not in pain. Sure wish there were something we could do for you. You always have our prayers and we hold you in our hearts. Love Marilyn
marilyn loraas <aml3435@msn.com>
casper, wy - Wednesday, September 3, 2003 4:31 PM CDT

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What a nightmare you are living. Praying that AJ will be pain free for as long as possible. Keep your strength up. Can't even imagine how you're all feeling. GEMMA'S JOURNAL
Sandra <luigitumminelli@virgilio.it>
Sicily. Italy - Wednesday, September 3, 2003 2:41 PM CDT

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Our thoughts and continued prayers are with you and your family. I hope your little Batman gets the miracle you deserve. Take care.

www.caringbridge.com/nd/zacharyness/index.htm.


Scott and Amy Ness
Grand Forks AFB, ND - Wednesday, September 3, 2003 1:39 PM CDT

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I continue to pray. Thinking of you all.

Rhonda Frachiseur and family
- Wednesday, September 3, 2003 12:45 AM CDT

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We are praying. Wish we could do more...
Hugs to all of you.
Kim
Guthrie Center, IA - Wednesday, September 3, 2003 12:02 AM CDT

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Always thinking of you. Praying...
Mary Kiener
- Wednesday, September 3, 2003 10:41 AM CDT

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Talk about a loss for words! PLEASE GOD HELP THIS FAMILY HAVE SOME 'DOWNTIME' FOR A CHANGE WITH A SPECIAL MIRACLE HEALING FOR A SWEET LITTLE BOY NAMED ADDISON J. TOIVOLA. Gosh you all have experienced enough stress, pain and suffering for a lifetime. The school bus situation alone is enough to make your everyday healthy family stress out (I know I would - it was hard to get my kindergartener and 2nd grader off to school today). But you've got poor little A.J.'s health to worry about too. I'm so sorry you have been dealt this situation but we pray together with the kids every night and we are hoping He will answer our prayers soon. Take care little buddy.
Janette Paul
Hibbing, - Wednesday, September 3, 2003 9:51 AM CDT

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hello a.j. and family,

we continue to pray. be strong and know that you are loved with an everlasting love.
the grillo's
- Wednesday, September 3, 2003 7:56 AM CDT

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AJ ~
We continue to pray for our favorite SuperHero, and know that your super powers continue to shine through. Please know that there is not a minute that goes by when you are not in our thoughts or our hearts. Deb, you continue to amaze me, and now I know for certain where all three of your kids get their super powers! We will continue to pray, and hope the bus issues are better tomorrow. Sending lots of love your way!
Staci, Slim, Will, & Presley <www.caringbridge.org/ky/presleynash>
Bowling Green, KY - Tuesday, September 2, 2003 11:29 PM CDT

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Hello,
Words are hard to come by these days. Not sure what to say. I do know that we believe in miracles and we will continue to do our prayers for Addison. Please know you are in our thoughts. Sending hugs.
Terry & Beth Bizal
- Tuesday, September 2, 2003 9:57 PM CDT

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Dear AJ and family,
Don't give in to despair, keep your spirits up and we'll keep praying for AJ. While we don't know God's plan, we must trust that He is always with us - holding and comforting in our time of trial.
We'll pray for AJ to be painfree in this life, and we'll pray for a long, healthy life for him and your whole family.
Our best to you,
Love from the Kiehne's
Paul, Terese, Liam and Jack

Charlie's Page

Paul Kiehne <paul.kiehne-NOSPAM@visi.com>
St. Paul, MN - Tuesday, September 2, 2003 9:40 PM CDT

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Hi Family,
I'm here and I'm still praying.
Carol was home this weekend and it sure was nice to see her.
We send our love and lots of hugs.
Love,
Karen & Joe & family
Harvey & Joy
Karen Warmuth <jkwarmuth@aol.com>
Nashwauk, MN - Tuesday, September 2, 2003 9:38 PM CDT

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Deb, Dave and The Kids, I am glad that your first day of school went ok, the bus thing, what a deal...What can I say it can never be easy. A.J. You keep up the strong man thing, you can and will beat this, we love you all
Mike Tes and Ali
- Tuesday, September 2, 2003 9:33 PM CDT

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*AJ*

Just stopping by to let you know that I'm pulling for you, buddy. You and your entire family are ALWAYS in my thoughts and prayers.

Sending LOTS and LOTS of hugs your way!!!


Shannon -- http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/samanthatherese/ <humphity319@aol.com>
Haverhill, MA <3 Samantha's Mommy <3 - Tuesday, September 2, 2003 9:22 PM CDT

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Dear AJ and family,

This is my first time posting in your guestbook, but I've been following your story for a while. I just wanted to let you know that I'm praying for AJ. What a sweet, beautiful little boy! God bless you and your family... you're in my thoughts. Feel better AJ!
Rachel
Lexington, ky usa - Tuesday, September 2, 2003 8:52 PM CDT

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Hi Deb and family,
Sorry I have not written for a while, I have been sick(nothing serious). I just want to write a quick note and tell you that we are praying for AJ and your family. I hope his pain subsides and that he is feeling better soon. Take Care and may God Bless You in this time of need. Love you all, Bobbi Jo
Bobbi Jo
Hibbing, mn - Tuesday, September 2, 2003 8:27 PM CDT

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Just a note to let you know we are back and will be in touch more regular.Our greatest prayers are with you, and AJ is on prayer chains here and in Mt. and Ga. and SD and Ca. Our whole family has everyone they know sending up prayers for all of you. Please know you are in our hearts as well. Love Marilyn
marilyn loraas <aml3435@msn.com>
casper, wy - Tuesday, September 2, 2003 7:54 PM CDT

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praying praying praying.
Sharon <mopgal@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, September 2, 2003 7:42 PM CDT

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I continue to pray for AJ. Hang in there big guy. A big, We love you!!, from Texas.

Rhonda Frachiseur and family <http://caringbridge.org/tx/nathan>
Allen, TX USA - Tuesday, September 2, 2003 3:49 PM CDT

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Thinking of you all and praying, praying, praying....
Donna Volz <ldvolz@msn.com>
Earlham, IA - Tuesday, September 2, 2003 2:23 PM CDT

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We're still checking on you. Think of you all the time. Keep fighting.....

Kim
Guthrie Center, IA - Tuesday, September 2, 2003 1:15 PM CDT

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Dearest Deb,

Even under such stressful circumstances, it was great to be able to visit with you on Sunday. I felt so good to see AJ and hold his little hand. We enjoyed having Ashley spend the day with us - she is SUCH a wonderful girl.

Again, please remeber that you can pickup the phone and call anytime.

Love and continued prayers.
Dede
Dede Bye-Fitzmaurice <dede_fitzmaurice@bluecrossmn.com>
Minneapolis, MN - Tuesday, September 2, 2003 12:31 AM CDT

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Hi AJ's family,
This is Joshy's great auntie Terri. Just letting you know we are praying daily for Addison's recovery.I pray for you mom and dad that you can keep your strenghth. I know it is very hard to go through this.Jesus loves the children.I just want to say I think about your son daily and pray for daily. Please God relieve him of this unfair pain.He dosen't deserve it. Noone does. PRAY PRAY PRAY PRAY.
My deepest sincerity Joshy's Great Auntie Terri
Great Auntie Terri <grandmatbone@msn.com>
Otsego, mn USA - Tuesday, September 2, 2003 11:50 AM CDT

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Hi guys. I'm glad to hear that Addison's pain has subsided a bit. We are still praying for your little man and hoping for a miracle to heal his precious little body. It sounds like the birthday party was a hit - we've never been to Chuckie Cheese but they are begging us to take them sometime. We'll let you know when we do. Glad Austin and Ashley got some alone time over the weekend, I'm sure it was a nice little break before school starts. Have a great year in school kids and A.J. keep on getting better! We love you.
Janette Paul
Hibbing, - Tuesday, September 2, 2003 11:31 AM CDT

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We are thinking of you all and praying for you. Take care.
Mary Kiener
- Tuesday, September 2, 2003 9:08 AM CDT

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Hi Deb,
I have been thinking so much about AJ and all of you today...Please know we are out here and praying so hard for all of you.
Many Many Hugs,
Lynn <candlys@aol.com>
www.caringbridge.com/pa/jessiespage, PA - Tuesday, September 2, 2003 1:03 AM CDT

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Hi Batman,
Just wanted to say hi to my favourite superhero :) I am praying for your pain to go away, sweetie...if not, at least for it to be manageable. You are a true superhero, AJ...strong...brave...kind...good looking...WOW! :) Anyway, I'll be back soon to check on you...

~*Girlie's Page*~
~*Janice's Page*~

All my love & more,
XOXOXOXOXO
Janice
Melbourne, Australia - Monday, September 1, 2003 8:31 PM CDT

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I am glad to hear that the pain has gotten better. I pray each night for AJ. Tonight I will thank God that the pain has decreased and will ask for healing and life. People are thinking of you and praying for you all over.
Jane Trimper
Stanton, MI - Monday, September 1, 2003 6:59 AM CDT

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Dear A.J.
I read about your incredible bravery again tonight. One night and day many years ago my son had a bad pain and screamed for a long long time. That day haunts me and it was only one. A.J. I cannot remove your pain but I make a promise to pray for you every day. I check on you often and think about you as I go through my day. You do not even know me nor do your parents but our Heavenly Father knows each of us and it is no coincidence that I found your website. God love you and take away your pain!
Carolyn Johnson (A friend of Trimper family)
Stanton, - Sunday, August 31, 2003 9:16 PM CDT

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Hope you all have a great weekend. We are all praying for you and know that things will all be O.K. Happy Birthday again to Austin and hope both you and your sister have a great first day of school. I better hear all about it!
Ross <perk0081@d.umn.edu>
Duluth, MN US - Sunday, August 31, 2003 12:08 AM CDT

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Hopeful are we as well... We pray that something can be done soon!! I wake up with you all on my mind. The prayer people at our church pray as you update as well!! I want you to know that nobody is giving up!! I am glad for you all to be having some precious family time!! God bless you all.. I really will try to connect soon, I under estimated how much time goes into getting my girls ready for school..still "rusty" at this "normal life" thing.. Sending much love and prayer!
Lisa Abbott
- Sunday, August 31, 2003 5:12 AM CDT

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Hi AJ,
We are so praying for your Miracle!!
Many hugs,
Lynn & Jessie <candlys@aol.com>
www.caringbridge.com/pa/jessiespage, PA - Sunday, August 31, 2003 0:29 AM CDT

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Praying...praying some more.
Ann Jaede
Eagan, MN - Saturday, August 30, 2003 11:33 PM CDT

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Dear Deb: Thank you for letting me spend the afternoon with you on Thursday. I wish everyone could be witness to your incredible strength. Just your touch calmed Addison when he would cry out in pain. And you are so patient with Ashley and Austin, even under stress. I admire you greatly and feel truly blessed to have you as a friend. Addison, you are truly a "super-hero". As I watched you, in pain, take stickers from that lady and say "thank you" I could not have been more humbled. God bless you all and know that I am praying for Addison's miracle.
Donna V. <ldvolz@msn.com>
Earlham, IA - Saturday, August 30, 2003 11:01 PM CDT

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PRAYING!!!!
Love, Lisa Post <ltjpost@cox.net>
- Saturday, August 30, 2003 9:36 PM CDT

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Hi Iam Kira Stenehjem.I know reese Frick form i went to his page and i found your site I wanted to see and get to know you.i hope for the beats for you and take care.
You keep it up!
kira
Watford City, ND usa - Friday, August 29, 2003 9:52 PM CDT

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We just wanted to let you know that we are sending prayers and well wishes your direction.
-friends of Lucas-NJ
Bob, Donna, & Mitchell Anderson-Sweeney
Eatontown, NJ USA - Friday, August 29, 2003 6:33 PM CDT

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Happy Birthday Austin!
I am praying for AJ's miracle every day!
Love, Lisa Post <ltjpost@cox.net>
- Friday, August 29, 2003 1:39 PM CDT

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Dear AJ~
I am sending you hugs from my big guy to you! He's 3 and asks if you are ok yet....
I hope you are able to get some rest and we will be praying for you.....

Much Love
And MANY MANY HUGZ
Maria and Katelynn and family
www.caringbridge.org/nc/katelynntreakle
- Friday, August 29, 2003 9:40 AM CDT

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Hi BATMAN,



Just wanted to check in....I've been checking in so often just to make sure you're okay...now I will stop harrassing your guestbook (haha!) and continue to pray for you :) I'll be back (you know I will!)...hang in there, buddy...

Austin, I hope you had a great birthday...I was thinking of you!

~*Girlie's Page*~
~*Janice's Page*~

Love & prayers always,
XOXOXOXOXO
Janice
Melbourne, Australia - Friday, August 29, 2003 8:01 AM CDT

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Addison..

Sending thoughts and prayers to you and your family.


((((((((((HUGS)))))))))
Eva Shimmons <KWfan4ever@yahoo.com>
Marcellus, Mi - Friday, August 29, 2003 7:24 AM CDT

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Dear Deb and A.J.,

I am so sorry to hear that the pain is not improving... along with everything else now.
We are praying for your miracle!

Sara Freking (Austin's mom)
mn/austinfreking
Thinking of you in Red Wing, Mn - Thursday, August 28, 2003 10:27 PM CDT

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Dear Deb, Dave and family,
It was so nice to talk to you. Please wish austin a happy birthday for me. Remember you are in my prayers and thoughts all the time. I am praying for a miracle. Take care and God bless.May GOD grant you peace.
Darlene Pecha
gilbert , mn usa - Thursday, August 28, 2003 9:59 PM CDT

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Hi Iknow Reese Frick from watford CIty ND I am so sad about your cancer hang in there A.J. You are in my thoughts and prayers.

Love Melinda Haugeberg
MeLinda Haugeberg
Watford City , ND - Thursday, August 28, 2003 8:45 PM CDT

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Hi Family,
Happy Birthday Austin!! We loved Chuckie Cheese when it was in Duluth. I think Jessica was the only one that got a party there so that's pretty special. Katie's birthday was Monday so I brought chinese food home for supper and she went back to Bemidji afterward.
Deb, you are such an angel sent on Earth. Life has not dealt you a very good situation at this time but you keep us right with you every step of the way. Thank you for the updates when you can. I'm still praying. That miracle has to come, because we believe. I read the entries sent to your family and I think we have you covered in almost every state plus a few overseas. What great people!
We send lots of love and hugs and kisses!
Karen & Joe & family
Karen Warmuth <jkwarmuth@aol.com>
Nashwauk, MN - Thursday, August 28, 2003 6:55 PM CDT

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Deb, AJ, and family,

We continue to follow your journey via website, and appreciate the updates. I know it is often difficult to get them done during these difficult times. We are praying for AJ and the entire family, and hoping he finds some relief soon. We keep waiting for those superhero powers to arrive! Our hearts are with you even though our bodies are not. Please know that we are here for you if you need anything.
Lots of love and hugs,
Staci Nash <slimandstacinash@aol.com>
Bowling Green, KY - Thursday, August 28, 2003 3:17 PM CDT

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Austin,

We wish you a VERY Happy Birthday! You are a great big brother, and an awesome guy. We love you and wish we could be there for your celebration!

Lots of love and birthday wishes,
The Nash clan <www.caringbridge.org/ky/presleynash>
- Thursday, August 28, 2003 3:14 PM CDT

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Hi Guys!! Thanks for the update. We all will continue to pray for a miracle for sweet A.J!! Unbelieveable what he is going through.. We continue to pray for platelets,platelets,platelets!!! We will talk to you soon!!! Grace,grace,grace!! Love you!!
Lisa Abbott
- Thursday, August 28, 2003 11:28 AM CDT

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A Happy (Belated) Birthday to Austin!
And AJ buddy we are all thinking of you and praying for you sweetie.


Angel Chris and all your friends at ~ Smile Quilts ~
chrisrusso_@hotmail.com
- Thursday, August 28, 2003 7:50 AM CDT

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Just a note to say hi, not much news here. Clay had his birthdat last Sun. and had a good time. Dave, Debbie and kids. We want you to know that we feel so bad that AJ is having such a hard time. We are praying extra hard for all of you. Love Marilyn and family
marilyn loraas <aml3435@msn.com>
casper, wy - Thursday, August 28, 2003 2:51 AM CDT

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Happy Birthday, Austin!!! Deb & Dave, I pray that AJ's miracle arrives soon! Not only is he a very special boy, you are an incredible family! If there is anything I can do to help, let me know. God Bless you all! Love, Donna
Donna & Brooke Nadeau <getnyzer@hotmail.com>
Minneapolis , MN USA - Wednesday, August 27, 2003 11:45 PM CDT

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I am so sorry you are having to go through this you are a strong brave and positive family I will pray for Addison
Victoria <www.caringbridge.org/mn/gabesjourney>
- Wednesday, August 27, 2003 9:58 PM CDT

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Deb, Dave and family,
First we want to say, "Happy Birthday Austin". We hope you have a very nice birthday! Please know that we have you all in our daily prayers. Addison has been added to our prayer chain also!!!!
The Bizals
- Wednesday, August 27, 2003 9:52 PM CDT

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hi everyone,

A.J. i no that you are the strongest little kid i no and that you will be out and doing what you love to do soon. Has Batman been able to see you lately and if not i bet he mite put some super powers to make you beter.O ya Austin i almots forgot HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!

Love Zane Frick
Zane Frick <zane_1_pro@hotmail.coom>
Watford City, ND USA - Wednesday, August 27, 2003 9:19 PM CDT

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Hi Everyone!

Have a very Happy Birthday Austin.
Lots of Hugs and lots and lots and lots of prayers.
Becky
Eveleth, - Wednesday, August 27, 2003 8:40 PM CDT

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We continue to pray.
Mary Kiener
- Wednesday, August 27, 2003 6:53 PM CDT

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happy birthday austin. 7 is my favorite number. it was the number of my chilhood hockey hero joe micheletti. continuing to pray for a.j., trusting in God, even when the signs are not clear and the road is broken, ever faithful. and like the song says "i will walk through this valley, if you want me to." love always - the grillos
bill grillo
greenhaven, mn - Wednesday, August 27, 2003 3:23 PM CDT

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Happy Birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday dear AUSTIN, happy birthday to you, and many more(with your family all together)...Aj I am sure is sad he wont get to go to CHuck E CHeese, but it will happen, he will get out soon, and be all better...Deb I miss you so, and hope you are ok, I will stop in on you tommorow,and give you Austins gift, love to my candy eatin Batman...
Mike Tessa and Ali <rmhrefugees@frontiernet.net>
- Wednesday, August 27, 2003 3:12 PM CDT

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUSTIN!!!

I am praying for you sweet AJ...praying for God to take the pain away...I love you, buddy...

~*Girlie's Page*~
~*Janice's Page*~

Love,
XOXOXOXO
Janice
Melbourne, Australia - Wednesday, August 27, 2003 10:48 AM CDT

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Happy Birthday Austin!!!! I have a daughter who will be 7 in November, she was excited to hear you were 7 also!
AJ my prayer for you sweetie is the Lord takes the doctors hands and minds and guides them in the right direction to heal you. A MIRACLE is whay you deserve!
Many hugs to all of you,
Deb I pray for your strength through all of this....
Hugs,
Lynn <candlys@aol.com>
www.caringbridge.com/pa/jessiespage, PA - Wednesday, August 27, 2003 10:00 AM CDT

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Deb and Dave,

When you have a minute, check your e-mail dltoivola@yahoo.com. I have sent pics from the Wild Game that you all, Clay and family, Sam and Mary, Nathan and I went to. There are some cute ones of AJ and you all. Enjoy.

Rhonda Frachiseur and family <rhonda.frachiseur@ps.net>
- Wednesday, August 27, 2003 9:31 AM CDT

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AJ, I am praying the Doctors get a handle on things so you can feel better soon. Happy Birthday Austin. Debbie, lots of love and support from Texas. It's good to hear you have the support of family close.
Rhonda Frachiseur and family <http://caringbridge.org/tx/nathan>
- Wednesday, August 27, 2003 9:19 AM CDT

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Hi Deb and family,
We are praying for Aj's platelets to recover and fight that cancer! Miracles do happen, and I know we will see one with Aj! You are in our every thought and prayer!
Love, Bobbi Jo
ps. Happy birthday Austin-Have a great time at chucky cheese-That is a fun place to have a birthday!
Bobbi Jo VonAlman
Hibbing, MN - Wednesday, August 27, 2003 8:24 AM CDT

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Addison is in my thoughts and prayers every day. God will keep him strong. Miracles do happen.
Kris Wolf <wolfie01mchsi.com>
Spring Valley, MN USA - Wednesday, August 27, 2003 7:15 AM CDT

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I'm so sorry to hear that Addison is in pain and uncomfortable. I will keep him in my thoughts and prayers!
Kathy Haws
Thousand Oaks, CA - Tuesday, August 26, 2003 11:30 PM CDT

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hello to your family, i have heard about your little boy, and probably saw you in the hall on 5b, when tori had her last lung surgery, six months ago. we are in again down the hall, for her 10th surgery, sixth lung surgery, she has synovial sarcoma, tori is 10, our hearts go out to you, there are many friends who were readmitted this week and we love and support one another, we would like to meet you sometime, we are in room 35, May Gods love,peace, and presence surround you, dawn macdonald
dawn macdonald <toridawn777@aol.com>
eagan, - Tuesday, August 26, 2003 10:30 PM CDT

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Hey Guys,
I'm so glad that Addison is enjoying the Batman sheets. Deb and Dave, God will continue to bless you in ways you might not even realize right now. We'll continue to lift all of you up in prayer throughout each day. We hope those platlets recover quickly: Florida should be wonderful this time of year. We'll talk to you soon. God loves you very much.
Mary Lipps
- Tuesday, August 26, 2003 9:38 PM CDT

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Hi Deb and family,I am Lucas Kells Grandma and just wanted to let you know that Adison is in my prayers several times a day.You have all been such special people to our family.Lucas loves Adison so much.I am praying for a miricle for your family.Take care .
Sue Harteneck <rkrebsba@pressenter.com>
Red Wing, MN - Tuesday, August 26, 2003 9:37 PM CDT

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AJ and family...We are thinking about you and praying you feel better soon. Lots of love from Texas.
Rhonda Frachiseur and family
- Tuesday, August 26, 2003 4:20 PM CDT

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Our thoughts and prayers are with you all.
Sara Phillips and family <samatzoll@charter.net>
Farmington, MN USA - Tuesday, August 26, 2003 2:47 PM CDT

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Just wanted you to know I'm praying for you!
Love-
Jennifer Parenti <parenti@netzero.net>
orford, NH USA - Tuesday, August 26, 2003 1:21 PM CDT

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Addison.....

My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. Praying hard for those platelets to recover so that you can get that Make A Wish trip in!!!

God Bless you all!!

Love and ((((HUGS))))
Eva Shimmons <KWfan4ever@yahoo.com>
Marcellus, MI - Tuesday, August 26, 2003 8:46 AM CDT

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Hey Deb and Family -- My thoughts and prayers are with you during this difficult time.
Denise (Galovich) Sodergren <dsodergren@littler.com>
Ramsey, MN United States - Tuesday, August 26, 2003 8:16 AM CDT

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HI MY MOM LIVES NEXT TO YOU IN GILBERT AND ASKS ME HOW AJ IS DOING .SHE PRAYS FOR YOU CAUSE MY DAD REALLY LIKED AJ WHEN MY DAD WAS AROUND..COME ON BACK TO GILBERT AJ.
CARPENTER <carpy57@hotmail.com>
GILBERT, MN USA - Tuesday, August 26, 2003 7:42 AM CDT

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PLEASE DEAR LORD....TAKE ADDISON'S PAIN AND SUFFERING AWAY FROM HIM... THIS PRECIOUS LITTLE BOY NEEDS YOUR MIRACLE....
I just want you to know that your little boy Aj, and his family are in my prayers nightly. I think about him during the day and continue to pray for a miracle to take place.. I believe and I will never stop believing!
Jill Zeman <starkiss21@attbi.com>
New Hope, mn - Monday, August 25, 2003 11:54 PM CDT

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We are praying for Addison, and hoping he starts to feel better soon. I'm so sorry your little guy is having such a tough time, please know that he is in our thoughts and prayers.
Love~Jen
Jen, Joe, Rileigh, & Taylor
Mpls, MN USA - Monday, August 25, 2003 11:31 PM CDT

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Addison and family,
I tried to write you a message the other day, but the words just wouldn't come. I want you all to know I admire you for being such a strong family and hanging onto your faith, even in these trying times. I also want you to know that I believe miracles do occur, and if anyone deserves one, it's little Addison. All of us will be praying for a miracle.
Sarah Dentlinger
Guthrie Center, IA - Monday, August 25, 2003 8:57 PM CDT

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Hi, I have a 2 year old with Neuroblastoma. I am greatful to say that he is doing well right now. I can only imagine your pain as you wait and watch the monster grow, but I too believe you can and will get a miracle. Addison has so many from all over that are praying for that miracle. I hope you see plt recovery soon so you can take a trip. Your family is in my every prayer. Keep that faith and God will see you through.
God Bless,
Kim Watts
Kim Watts www.taylorwatts.org
MC CALLA, al - Monday, August 25, 2003 8:27 PM CDT

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Keep fighting Batman !!!!!!!!!

~*Girlie's Page*~
~*Janice's Page*~

Love always,
XOXOXOXO
Janice
Melbourne, Australia - Monday, August 25, 2003 8:27 PM CDT

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Just to let you know that not a day goes by without us thinking about AJ and your family! MIRACLES do happen and
will with AJ!!! Stay strong guys!
Love, the Kapla's
Steve Kapla
Eau Claire, WI USA - Monday, August 25, 2003 7:12 PM CDT

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AJ and family,

You are in my thoughts and prayers.


Rhonda Frachiseur and family
- Monday, August 25, 2003 12:39 AM CDT

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You are in my thoughts and prayers constantly. If there is anything we can do to help with Austin and Ashley please let us know (379-2002). Reese is praying for AJ all the time too. Keep the Faith.
Marna Frick <caringbridge.org/nd/reesefrick>
- Monday, August 25, 2003 11:13 AM CDT

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A.J. is always on my mind and in my prayers.
Mary
- Monday, August 25, 2003 10:43 AM CDT

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Deb, Dave, Ashley, Austin & AJ, Thinking of you every day and praying for a miracle. Get your strength from God, put your trust in Him. I pray AJ's pain is less today and that his platlets recover. God's blessing on you.
Nancy Davidson & family
- Monday, August 25, 2003 8:49 AM CDT

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Dear A.J., I'm so sorry that you are going through this pain and suffering. We are praying for you and your family and hoping that God will provide a miracle to heal you very soon. We love you little man. Please take good care of yourself (and A.J.'s loving family!)
Janette Paul
Hibbing, MN - Monday, August 25, 2003 8:38 AM CDT

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Hi Deb and Family, Jim and I are having a break for a few days but I found this computer so I could read updates. Thank-you for updating.We have been praying for A.J's platelets to recover and for pain to cease. We are with you in believing for a miracle and also praying that you would all know what to do about Make-A-Wish. Times have been so rough for you..our heart goes out to you especially sweet,precious A.J. Gods grace and strength and comfort be YOURS!!! I am so happy for the help you recieved for school supplies!! God is taking care of you!! Love you so much!!
Lisa Abbott
- Monday, August 25, 2003 6:23 AM CDT

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I think of you often. Hope the platelets recover very soon. You all are very strong.
Laura Kutz
- Sunday, August 24, 2003 9:52 PM CDT

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I think of you often. Hope the platelets recover very soon. You all are very strong.
Laura Kutz
- Sunday, August 24, 2003 9:52 PM CDT

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I'm so sorry to hear of Addison's pain. I wish I could take it away. Every day I think of you guys and pray for the best.

Michelle C. Golightly
Booneville, IA USA - Sunday, August 24, 2003 9:34 PM CDT

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Our county fair is this weekend. I am going to have a booth for the Leukemia Society to raise awareness and try to raise some money for the Society. We are going to have a computer slide show running with some pictures that we took while we were in Minnesota. Ed hasn't put it together yet but I'm sure there are pictures of your family in there. We will be talking about you a lot next weekend. What a brave and wonderful boy AJ is, but also how much love there is in the whole family, even facing the horrendous things you have these days. We think of you all the time....
Hugs to you all!!!!!
Kim
Guthrie Center, IA - Sunday, August 24, 2003 3:40 PM CDT

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I'm so sorry things are so rough for you at the moment. Please know that I will keep you close in thought and prayer. Blessings and lots of love to you.
Khalita My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC, - Sunday, August 24, 2003 1:32 PM CDT

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Hey AJ my big guy : ) I don't know to b happy or sad about the news. I guess I will be both. I will be praying for a miracle. They do happen, and one will happen on you. your such a fighter. Keep it up.
I will be up to see you.
Love you, Amy*

Amy’s Fight
Amy Mareck
- Sunday, August 24, 2003 11:03 AM CDT

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Keeping you all in our prayers. Praying for that miracle.
Love you,
hugs,
Lynn & Jessie <candlys@aol.com>
www.caringbridge.com/pa/jessiespage, PA - Sunday, August 24, 2003 8:30 AM CDT

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Hey Deb & Dave,
As glad as I am to hear that AJ's tumours aren't growing as rapidly, I'm still so saddened and so sorry to hear they're STILL growing and new spots have popped up...I am just praying for a miracle for your baby...nothing else, just a plain special miracle for God to heal him completely. AJ deserves that sooooooo much. Hearing that he's in so much pain REALLY, REALLY tugs at my heartstrings and brings tears to my eyes. You can rest assured that I am endlessly praying for your beautiful boy...he is such an inspiration, I don't even know where to being how much of an inspiration he is. I'm also praying for your entire family!

Batman, I wish I could make the pain go away...you are ALWAYS, ALWAYS in my thoughts...I hold you close to my heart buddy and ALWAYS say special prayers for you..I am praying that God hears them. Please keep fighting and don't give up...I have so much faith in you! Hang in there special boy..

~*Girlie's Page*~
~*Janice's Page*~

Love & hugs,
XOXOXOXO

Janice
Melbourne, Australia - Sunday, August 24, 2003 8:23 AM CDT

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Just doing my nightly check in. We miss you and are sending many many words of prayer for AJ, and all the family. Hoping that platelets will grow and grow and grow - SOON - and that AJ has a more comfortable night. I love you and will not let you out of my thoughts, prayers, or heart!

Staci Nash <www.caringbridge.org/ky/presleynash>
Bowling Green, KY - Sunday, August 24, 2003 1:20 AM CDT

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Just wanted to let you know that I am praying for God to bless A.J. with comfort. All though I've never met him, I know that he is a very sweet boy and doesn't deserve any pain. God Bless you all!
Christina
West Des Moines, Ia - Sunday, August 24, 2003 0:25 AM CDT

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Missing you all and keeping you in thoughts and prayers. GROW PLATELETS GROW!!!!!!! I only wish everyone could be as blessed as we are to know you all. Many people sign on and can read through your messages how special you are and they are truly inspired by your courage and determination. But I am one of the lucky ones to know you in person and witness it first-hand. Thank you God!!! Take care and we will see you this week, I'll let you know for sure when we will be there.
Donna <ldvolz@msn.com>
Earlham, IA - Saturday, August 23, 2003 10:49 PM CDT

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Hey A.j
Well My name is Emily and I'm one of the people who have "adopted" your sight! A.J you are one special little boy and I am so proud of you!!! You are a true fighter and a hero to all, not to mention a cutie pie!!!
To your family: For what it's worth your family is Amazing and I know this so hard. I lost my best friend three years a go to brain cancer and I also new Mitchie. If you guys need anything and I mean ANYTHING please contact. I want you to know, that A.J is an inspiration to all and you should be so lucky to be this little boys parents and siblings and family. You should be so proud of your son, because he's living life to the fullest everyday and by doing that He's teaching people the real meaning of life. God Bless you guys.

Emily :)
Emily <kgew@usinternet.com>
Deephaven, MN USA - Saturday, August 23, 2003 10:27 PM CDT

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Deb

You are always in our thoughts and prayers. We hope AJ has a more comfortable night. We miss you. Love to you all..
Samantha, David, Lucas and Abby
Little Silver, NJ - Saturday, August 23, 2003 10:19 PM CDT

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Hi Family,
We keep checking in and are praying daily. We are going to St. John's tomorrow to drop off Andy at college and are going to have a family eucharist. We will be praying for "Baby" in the Abbey there. Maybe if we get all the monks just a praying we'll get this miracle going.
We love you all.
Love,
Karen & Joe and family
Karen Warmuth <jkwarmuth@aol.com>
Nashwauk, MN - Saturday, August 23, 2003 9:23 PM CDT

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Deb and family~
We are continuing to pray for Addison!! We know that miracles do happen and we know that can happen for you too!!! Waiting to hear for good news!!!!
Colleen and Brooke <c4bs@aol.com>
Girard, OH 44420 - Saturday, August 23, 2003 9:16 PM CDT

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Deb, AJ and Family, I am a friend of the Volz family. Donna put your page address on Collin's page. AJ will be on my prayer list for as long as it takes. May God give you the strength and courage to face what tomorrow brings. In His name,
Beth De Vries
Earlham, IA - Saturday, August 23, 2003 8:03 PM CDT

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Our prayers are with you as always. We hope your plans for your Make a wish trip develope soon and you have a wonderful time. You are always in our thoughts and prayers and thanks for the messages love Marilyn
marilynloraas <aml3435@msn.com>
casper, wy - Saturday, August 23, 2003 8:02 PM CDT

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CLOT, A.J., CLOT! Grow, Platelets, Grow! Multiply, Divide, Reproduce, Create! This poor boy needs a break from all the nosebleeds! And God while you're granting special grace for A.J., shrink that tumor down and make it go away! Encircle this child in your light like a blanket that he may be wrapped in the warmth of God, shaded and protected from harm.
Jack <www.caringbridge.org/mn/jack>
- Saturday, August 23, 2003 7:27 PM CDT

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Deb, A.J. and Family,
You continue to be in our prayers daily!!. I hope this round of chemo works for A.J.!!! Reading about all these children just breaks my heart, but also opens my eyes! I wish no family ever had to go through the pain of cancer! I hope you have a wonderful wish trip. Thanks for updating. I check you site daily and pray for all the families I have read about! May the Lord give you strength and courage to get through this. Know that your family is always in our prayers!!!!!!!!!!! Take care

Stacie Pouh
Waupaca, wi - Saturday, August 23, 2003 6:43 PM CDT

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Will keep this sweet child in my thoughts and prayers.

Cindy Aldrich(www.caringbridge.org/il/elliott) <elliottsmama@yahoo.com>
Sandwich, il - Saturday, August 23, 2003 6:40 PM CDT

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Hi AJ! You keep hanging in there little Batman Buddy, and it's going to get better. I've been praying for you daily several times and I know you can pull through this! I have faith in you AJ! Now you have to have faith in yourself, okay? With much love,
Miss Judy <taejme@aol.com>
Naples, FL - Saturday, August 23, 2003 6:33 PM CDT

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Deb and Family,
Thanks for the update. I check on you all daily. I pray that this chemo will work for A.J. Have a great Wish trip. Are you going to Disney. If AJ is not tall enough for some of the great rides, stuff his shoes with toilet paper and tell him to smile real big and they will let him on. Trust me it worked for Andrew on the Spiderman ride. It was hilarious. The girl never questioned how the little bald headed boy grew an inch in 10 minutes. Good chemo I guess!! Those are the special moments I cherish in my memories. God bless you all and try to have a good time wherever your Wish takes you.

Valerie Price <www.caringbridge.com/tx/aprice>
- Saturday, August 23, 2003 5:36 PM CDT

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Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers.
Mary Kiener
- Friday, August 22, 2003 9:56 PM CDT

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Hi BATMAN,
I'm so sorry you've been in a lot of pain, sweetie :( You have no idea how much it breaks my heart to hear that... always know that I'm thinking of you and praying for you.. I know that AJ's a fighter! He can do anything :) Just like Batman. I'm praying for lots of comfort and for a miracle healing...stay strong, lil fella...

~*Girlie's Page*~
~*Janice's Page*~

Hugs,
XOXOXOXO
Janice
Melbourne, Australia - Friday, August 22, 2003 8:47 PM CDT

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I'm praying for you!
Mary B. <boyerm25@care2.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Friday, August 22, 2003 4:18 PM CDT

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Hi Addison,

I was happy for the opportunity to meet you and your mom at the hospital. But sad that you are feeling so badly. I hope that rounds are going a little quicker now and that the news from those scans makes it to your mom STAT.

I will keep you guys in my prayers. Addison, I know you are a big Batman fan, but I hope you know that you truly are a Super Hero! Take care. We will be thinking of you all.

Sara Freking
/mn/austinfreking
Red Wing, MN USA - Friday, August 22, 2003 2:55 PM CDT

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What's up little buddy! Hello also to Ashley and Austin! Hope you are all having a fun day! Reguardless of whatever else is going on! Continue to smile and eats lots of cheese sticks and Butterfinger Blizzards!
Ross <perk0081@d.umn.edu>
Eveleth, MN US - Friday, August 22, 2003 1:25 PM CDT

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We are praying for you and your family.
Mary Kiener
- Friday, August 22, 2003 7:43 AM CDT

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hope this finds things going better for all of you. Please know you are in our thoughts and prayers. I won't be near the computer from next Wed. till aboutSept 5th. Please know you will be in our thoughts and prayers each day. Love Marilyn and family
marilyn loraas <aml3435@msn.com>
casper, wy - Friday, August 22, 2003 1:28 AM CDT

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I am still here thinking and praying for Addison! I sure hope the pain drip is helping. I pray that the Lord takes his pain away and keeps him here on earth to be our miracle child. I hope you have found out some answers and they can correct the problem. Please don't give up! God Bless you all thru this horrible time. People love and care for you very deeply. Even though we have never met. Take Care and hugs to you all!
Jeanne Brown <brownjj@bright.net >
Wapakoneta, OH USA - Thursday, August 21, 2003 9:44 PM CDT

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Hi All. Even though I haven't signed in for a while I have been checking up on you all and praying for you daily.

Austin, I have a new respect for how you must have felt last January after getting the pencil in your eye. In not one of my brighter moments yesterday I managed to stab myself through the hand with a pencil. OUCH! (Not all the way through, "only" between 1/4 and 1/2 inch). I thought of you instantly! We are moving in less than a week and I guess I just had to do something to make hauling boxes that much more fun.

I am sorry to read that A.J. has been having so much pain lately. Hopefully relief will come soon.
Chris Myrah <chrismyrah@frontiernet.net>
Apple Valley, MN USA - Thursday, August 21, 2003 3:42 PM CDT

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Just wanted you to know that we continue to check in on you and pray for you several times a day. We may be physically absent from you, but superheros (and their families) live forever in our hearts. We are hurting and praying for you and with you.

We love and admire each and everyone of you!
Staci Nash <www.caringbridge.org/ky/presleynash>
Bowling Green, KY - Thursday, August 21, 2003 2:33 PM CDT

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Hello,
Madison and Connor want to meet this little boy Addison we are always praying for. We hope you know that our prayers continue to flow for you all. God Bless you.
Terry & Beth Bizal
- Thursday, August 21, 2003 8:54 AM CDT

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Hello AJ and Family,

Well AJ, I would have to agree that Batman is one Cool Dude!I enjoyed watching him while growing up too.

I've just said a prayer for you and your family that God continues to give you strength during this time. My heart goes out to you and I will continue to pray for the whole family.

God Bless You all.

Janine <janine@theworkingvacation.com>
Midlothian, IL USA - Thursday, August 21, 2003 8:47 AM CDT

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We continue to check in and keep you lifted in prayer.
Many Hugs,
Lynn <candlys@aol.com>
www.caringbridge.com/pa/jessiespage, PA - Wednesday, August 20, 2003 10:02 PM CDT

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AJ,

I am a friend of Pam Meyeres.

I sure hope you're feeling better FAST! BATMAN is the BEST there is. He has always been my favorite. When I was a little girl I used to watch Batman everyday and dream of being Bruce Wayne's girl! I bet when you're doing better, you'll be able to do cool stunts like Batman. Maybe you'll have your own Batmobile one day! I bet Batman would really like you.

I sure hope you're feeling a little better, AJ.

Stay sweet and Keep the Faith.
Laura Burke <homes@lauraburke.com>
Homer Glen, IL USA - Wednesday, August 20, 2003 8:32 PM CDT

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Hello,
I am a friend of Pam Meyers in Illinois. Pam told me that Batman is very popular with you. Since I was a little girl,
one of my favorite heros has been Batman. I loved his voice, all the good he did for people, and the Batmobile.
You are in my prayers.
Margaret Sabo
Homer Glen, Illinois Will - Wednesday, August 20, 2003 7:28 PM CDT

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My heart goes out to little addison and you and your family.....
I will be praying for speedy results with the scans and a miracle

Much Love
Maria
Maria Katelynn Ts mom
Denver, NC - Wednesday, August 20, 2003 5:58 PM CDT

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Thinking about you guys all the time and praying for answers and good results. Sending love to you all.
Donna V. <ldvolz@msn.com>
Earlham, IA - Wednesday, August 20, 2003 3:18 PM CDT

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AJ,
I'm so sorry to hear you're still not feeling so great. Hang in there! Hopefully you'll be feeling better soon. We're all praying for a miracle!
Allison <dag9394@msn.com>
Aurora, CO - Wednesday, August 20, 2003 2:09 PM CDT

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Dear Family,

How I wish that I could take away AJ's pain. We continue to pray for AJ and strength for you!

Love,
Dede
Dede Bye- Fitzmaurice <dede_fitzmaurice@bluecrossmn.com>
Minneapolis , MN - Wednesday, August 20, 2003 2:06 PM CDT

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Deb, again we are so sorry to here Addison is having a difficult time. Our hearts go out to him and your family. You have all been so much, I'm sorry. We love you all. I wrote last night, but on the last line got kicked off. I never got to spell check or anything, I hope it didn't sound too bad. I wanted to give you a quick run down about where we are, etc. Thinking about you, stay strong, we won't cease praying.

From all of us in Jerusalem
To all of you, With love, Sus

Sue Nord and family
Jerusalem, Israel - Wednesday, August 20, 2003 1:20 PM CDT

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Deb,
Just wanted you to know you and family are never far from mind and always in prayer. We Love You guys. Lord- just give this family the relief they need. Father take away the pain and anxiety. Keep your arms wrapped around them.
Debi
Des Moines, - Wednesday, August 20, 2003 12:55 AM CDT

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Our hearts are breaking for all of you--especially for AJ who has to endure so much pain! We are praying and asking anybody who will listen to pray, too---for a miracle. AJ, you must know that Batman himself has had to endure many tight spots--But, HE DID IT! We think you are even stronger and more powerful than Batman. Please use your special powers to put the pain out of your mind, even if it is just for a few minutes at a time so you can rest and regain your strength to fight this awful villain.
By sharing your story with all of us, you have given us a very special gift. You have made a difference in each one of our lives because it reminds us that our troubles are very small; that our families are very precious; and that faith and courage are all that really matters. Thank you!
Pam, Randy, Kevin & Kaitlyn <HomerNativ@aol.com>
Homer Glen, IL USA - Wednesday, August 20, 2003 12:16 AM CDT

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Deb, I feel so bad having to read this, A.j. is just to strong to have to endure all of this, please know even in our absence I am pulling for you guys, things will be ok, they will...
Tessa
- Wednesday, August 20, 2003 11:59 AM CDT

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Thank-you so much for updating! I check everyday. I am so glad for answers for you and I will pray for miracles to continue on AJ's behalf. What a pumpkin..What a sweetie..he blows me away. Josh enjoys A.J's pictures on this site, he keeps saying "That's me!" and I have to say,"No,it's A.J!" So whenever I am on the computer he says "Lets see A.J." It is so precious that he asks how he is. I know it kills to wait for results. Deb, you are on my heart often..Rest in God the best you can, I know it isn't easy..but it helps!! Love you all!!
Lisa Abbott
- Wednesday, August 20, 2003 11:20 AM CDT

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I am praying for your son. Keep fighting - miracles do happen!! I have seen a lot of stuff on other sites about something called Protocel - the sites I have seen it is being used on people with tumors not Lukemia - but you may want to look into it. If you go to www.caringbridge.org/page/jakegriffin there are links on the bottom of his page to info on it. Just thought I'd pass the info on.
Cathy Rusyniak <Garbmike@optonline.net>
Rockaway, nj - Wednesday, August 20, 2003 11:00 AM CDT

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I am praying for your son. God bless!
Cindy Wright - Tennessee
- Tuesday, August 19, 2003 3:48 PM CDT

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Hi AJ. I hope you are not in anymore pain. I hope they have discovered what the problem was. Please take care and know that I am thinking and praying for you every step of the way. I know (i don't know) how hard it is for your parents to watch you in this difficult time - but please keep fighting and give them a hug from me.
JEANNE BROWN <BROWNJJ@BRIGHT.NET>
WAPAKONETA, OH U*S*A* - Tuesday, August 19, 2003 3:29 PM CDT

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Deb and family,
We had a great time in London. Took a train to the country to visit Aunty Sheila and her mom twice. Spent the day - it was real nice. We stayed in a hotel (1) block from Victoria Station. Saw all the sites: Buckingham Palace (went 2-times to see changing of the guard - but it was cancelled), St. Jameses Park, London Bridge, Tower Bridge, Tower of London, Big Ben, Little Ben, Trafalgar Square, Westminster Abbey, St.Paul's Cathedral, Houses of Parliament, several parks, subway and train rides, double decker buses, taxis and the phone booths. We also met a wonderful family (Pastors of the church we attended). We did lots with them including lunches, dinners, swimming at their local athletic club, spent countless days at their house (doing laundry and hanging out). They have (4) children, so the kids had a ball. They will forever be friends. We continue to e-mail. Lizzy turned 5 in London. Spent the day at a local park with a pool.Evening included pizza and ice cream. We brought pre-wrapped gifts from home. 16 days later we flew to Ben Gurion Airport, Israel. Once thru customs and baggage we got our reserved car at 2:30 a.m.. Tired, we drove 30 mins. to Tel Aviv. We found our apt. hotel. We couldn't get the a.c. working, so we slept in the hotbox, but in the morning, we got a newer, bigger room w/air. While we had the car - we drove to Jaffa City (Joppa in the Bible. Place where Jonah fled the Lord). It was only 10 mins. up the coast. What a wonderful tour. While in Tel Aviv we spent most our time at the Meditteranean Sea. We were only 4 blocks. Saw all the sites. 9 days later we booked a full size van (like a taxi), reserved a 2-bdrm. apt. and were off to Jerusalem (30 mins. inland). The owner met us as we pulled up. She has been sent to us from God, she has been so kind. So we are set up here now. Paul had an interview with Bridges for Peace - a christian ministry. We have met a friend (we met her mother in Tel Aviv). She gave us a personal tour of the old city on Sun. It was totally incredible. We saw all the sites and concluded the day by praying at the western wall (all I could do was weep). Next Sun. we are planning to bus ride to the Sea of Galilee. Tour includes a boat ride across and breaking bread to commemorate the place where Jesus fed the 5,000. Next Mon. we are going to David's Tower (originally built by King David) to watch a re-enactment in period costume and a tour of the museum. It has been totally awesome to see all the sights, sounds and smells. Daily we walk to either the open markets, parks, laundry or old sites.

We are all happy and healthy. Planning Niki's 17th b-day for next week, then we begin school (I brought all my books).

God bless you all,
We continue to pray for Addison and also you. Now when we pray it is 8:00 p.m.























Sue
Jerusalem, - Tuesday, August 19, 2003 1:48 PM CDT

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AJ and family,

We are looking in on you every night. Praying for you often. We so hope and pray for 100% healing. Keep fighting. We'll keep praying.
Jane Trimper
Stanton, MI - Monday, August 18, 2003 7:26 PM CDT

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Please know that our family is praying for your dear, Son. Love, Tracy
PS Please visit Katia's page. We have a slight feeling of what you are facing.
~~Katia's Site~~
Tracy and Katia
- Monday, August 18, 2003 6:24 PM CDT

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Hello Toivolas,
Thinking of you daily and praying that God will ease AJ's pain. Be brave, AJ!!
Allison <dag9394@msn.com>
Aurora, CO - Monday, August 18, 2003 11:58 AM CDT

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What a precious little boy you have, but of course you know that! Please know that all who read Presley Nash's web page is praying for you also. May God give you strength and understanding. (And patience-especially for the hospital staff!) Sending tons of good karma your way!
Kim Potter
Bowling Green, KY - Monday, August 18, 2003 10:32 AM CDT

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Hey Batman,



I'm SO SORRY to hear you've been in so much pain :( I am praying for the pain to GOOOOO AWAY and STAYYYYY AWAY! You are ALWAYS in my thoughts and prayers, buddy...I admire every inch of your 4 year old being...you are so incredibly strong and brave, so determined and so willing to fight. A true inspiration!

~*Girlie's Page*~
~*Janice's Page*~

Hugs & kisses,
XOXOXOXO
Janice
Melbourne, Australia - Monday, August 18, 2003 9:59 AM CDT

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Hi A.J. I hope this finds you well rested with NO MORE PAIN! Gosh how frustrating to not get a definite answer on the source. I hope it was a simple problem that is fixed now. I enjoy both Deb and Dave's journal updates and hope that you both continue. Each of you have a different style of writing that gives us all a well rounded perspective, please keep it up. Great big hugs to you A.J. and please get well soon. Love,
Janette Paul
Hibbing, - Monday, August 18, 2003 9:41 AM CDT

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You are in our thoughts and prayers. You are not alone.
Debbie Little <littlecaleb@hotmail.com>
Dickson, TN - Sunday, August 17, 2003 11:43 PM CDT

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I am praying that they have found the reason for AJ's pain and have given him some relief so that you can all rest comfortably tonight. You are constantly in my thoughts.
Donna V. <ldvolz@msn.com>
Earlham, IA - Sunday, August 17, 2003 11:27 PM CDT

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Unbelievable nights for you.. I hope you find out soon what is up with this pain. It is so crazy! We wont quit praying for you all and for your strength as well. Get a volenteer so you can sleep. Call me please if you cant find relief. I dont want to call in case you are resting. I think of you all often. I enjoyed our lunch Friday! God bless you!!!
Lisa Abbott
- Sunday, August 17, 2003 8:54 PM CDT

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Gracious God, come renew this family. Shelter them from this powerful storm by offering the shade of your outstretched branches. Let them take refuge in you and never feel separated from you. Be to them a rock, a tower of strength, a strong arm to uphold them, as they abandon themselves into your hands. Surround strong A.J. in a circle of your love and light and please God allow him some peace from the pain. Amen.
Jack's mom <www.caringbridge.org/mn/jack>
- Sunday, August 17, 2003 8:10 PM CDT

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Hey!
I just wanted to let you know that there is still a lot of people praying for you. There isn't a day that goes by that I don't pray for you, and all of the patients that are in need of prayers. Praying is the strongest medicine!! Thanks for sharing your story with your friends, family and just outsiders like me!
God Bless,
Angela Kinney
Angela Kinney <bballizbestezt14@aol.com>
Urbandale, IA USA - Sunday, August 17, 2003 5:21 PM CDT

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I know you are very busy caring for your kids but I do appreciate the update. I check the site and pray for Addison every day.

Michelle C. Golightly
Booneville, IA USA - Sunday, August 17, 2003 10:13 AM CDT

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Hi,I'm so sorry dear little AJ has to be in pain. I sure hope he is comfortable now. He doesn't appear to complain much, so I know it must be so hard to have him hurt and not know why and be able to comfort him. Bless his little heart. And yours too. All of you it surely hurts you as it does him. Oh Dear God Please comfort all these dear people, take them into the palm of your hands and hold them close to Your heart, comfort them, give them peace and help A.J. to the road of recovery and take away his pain. In Your Blessed Name we pray, Thank you Lord Amen. All our love and prayers Marilyn and the Loraas family
Mloraas <aml3435@msn.com>
casper, wy - Sunday, August 17, 2003 10:00 AM CDT

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You know you can count on us for the prayers...
Mary Kiener
- Sunday, August 17, 2003 9:40 AM CDT

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Deb and family,
I am so sorry that aj is not feeling well. It must be so hard to see your child in so much pain. I hope tonight is a better one for you both. You are in all our thoughts and prayers. Love, Bobbi JO
Bobbi Jo
Hibbinv, - Sunday, August 17, 2003 7:59 AM CDT

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We are keeping AJ and your family in our prayers.
He sounds like a great little boy!





Kelly DeDomenic

Nancy DeDomenic <www.caringbridge.org/pa/kellydedomenic>
Monroeville, Pa. U.S.A. - Saturday, August 16, 2003 9:33 PM CDT

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Hi everyone,hope all is well there. I came in from the lake to feed the pets and water the garden so thought I'd check on you guys. No news is good news I hope. We have been out at the lake fishing and boating. When you get well AJ you and your family should try to come out and visit and we will go camping and fishing etc. Heather and Clay would love that. We have extra tents and sleeping bags. Grandpa has a big pontoon boat that we can all go out on. You think about it O.K.? We are thinking of all of you and you are in our prayers. Love to you all. Marilyn and the Loraas Family
marilyn loraas <aml3435@msn.com>
casper, wy - Saturday, August 16, 2003 11:45 AM CDT

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AJ, you are an amazing little man! Keep up your fight! My prayers are for you! God bless...
Barbara Stanoch <bs_925@hotmail.com>
St. Cloud, MN USA - Saturday, August 16, 2003 1:13 AM CDT

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Hey guys!
I loved the story..what a goofy little boy. I'm glad to hear things are going well and you are out the hospital again! We keep praying for you. Take care.
God Bless,
Laura and Merilee Jahnke...and Kevon too! <crzychk6@aol.com>
Chanhassen, - Friday, August 15, 2003 11:44 PM CDT

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Not a day goes by that I'm not praying for you all. I hope things are going alright (such a relative term when you are dealing with kids with cancer). Take care.
Mary Kiener
- Friday, August 15, 2003 8:16 PM CDT

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I hope little AJ is feeling better and fever free, thinking of you guys and praying for your little guy!
Chris ~ Gooch's Site ~
- Friday, August 15, 2003 7:19 PM CDT

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Hi AJ! I haven't gotten to catch up on what has been happening while I was on vacation in Colorado, but it sounds like it might have been very eventful. I hope things have settled down now and have been improving. I will continue to pray for your healing and hope you are feeling comfortable. Love to you and your family.
Jeanne Brown <brownjj@bright.net>
Wapakoneta, OH U*S*A* - Friday, August 15, 2003 10:35 AM CDT

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Goodmorning,

Checking in to see how things are going. I think it is wonderful that AJ's picture will adorn all those boxes.
I will enjoy looking at it everytime I get my coffee
at the McDonalds Drive through.
I put my change in it evey time I go there>



Vicki
- Friday, August 15, 2003 9:03 AM CDT

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Toivola's, what can I say, I have fallen in love with so many families over the last year and a half, and each and every one has given a gift to My Ali, and to myself. I have so many little angels to think on every day. I hope you know how we love AJ and the kids, and that you have really mad it better for Ali, she lives to wake up and see your door open, "can I go over mommy?" to hear our three kids tonight relate so well, it made my heart soar, only one thing was missing, AJ. Get out soon bud, Ali has never been to Chuckee Cheese...
Tes and Ali and Mike
- Thursday, August 14, 2003 9:41 PM CDT

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Hey AJ,



I'm praying for you, buddy...ALWAYS. Keep fighting!

~*Girlie's Page*~
~*Janice's Page*~

Lots of LOVE,
XOXOXOXO
Janice
Melbourne, Australia - Thursday, August 14, 2003 10:59 AM CDT

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Good morning! How is everyone today? Fine we hope. We are having a beautiful day here, hot but a pretty day. Not much news here, everyone is getting ready for school and busy. Our garden is starting to yield lots of tomatoes, cukes and beans. Heather and Clay are very busy picking every day. Well as always please know you are in our thoughts and prayers. Love to all of you Marilyn
marilyn loraas <aml3435@msn.com>
casper, wy - Thursday, August 14, 2003 10:09 AM CDT

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Hi, it's Kim, again. I don't know if the teaching reflexes are still good enough to notice that my last entry said we were in Richmond, Iowa :) My geography is really, really bad but I think even I know that Richmond is in Virginia :)
More HUGS to you!

Kim
Richmond, which is in...., VA - Thursday, August 14, 2003 8:58 AM CDT

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Hi guys! We were in the ocean yesterday! Kris didn't stay there very long because he said the salt bothered him and he said that it stinks! :) We all tried a little body surfing (except Ed - water has to be bath temperature for him to get into it - and the ocean was chilly). Katy had done some body surfing in Florida so she did pretty good but I don't think Kris got it done and Neil and I were only able to catch one good one.
We can't wait to see AJ's picture around. We will point and say, "Hey, we know that guy! That's batman! And we know his brother, Austin, and sister, Ashley, too! And we know his dear parents, Deb and Dave, the greatest crime (cancer) fighters ever!!!!!"
Lots of hugs to all of you!
The Langgaards
Richmond, this week, IA - Thursday, August 14, 2003 8:54 AM CDT

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Hey Deb, Aj, and family,
I just got ahold of your web page address, thanks to our friend Amy Mareck. I met you and Aj in clinic one day. My name is Jill and I was too a patient up on 5B. I just want you to know that my thoughts and prayers are with you and I'm praying hard for a miracle. I believe!! I hope that the chemo is shrinking that darn thing... I remember the first time I met Aj, it was Mitchie and I in the clinic with his dad and my mom and in came the cutest smiling little boy and his mom and you knew Mitchie and then that's when I was lucky to get to meet you two. Big Hugs to you guys!
Jill Zeman <Starkiss21@attbi.com>
New Hope, Mn - Wednesday, August 13, 2003 9:28 PM CDT

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Just checking in to let you know that we are constantly thinking of you. We miss all of you so much. We need to get together again soon. You are all welcome at our house anytime. Our thoughts and prayers are with you. Take care.
Kristin, Josh, and Lucas <www.caringbridge.org/mn/lucaskells>
Red Wing, MN - Wednesday, August 13, 2003 8:00 PM CDT

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Will keep AJ in my prayers.
ISABEL BERMUDEZ <ibermudez@charter.net>
ATLANTA, GA USA - Wednesday, August 13, 2003 12:00 AM CDT

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Hi Deb and Family,
I am so glad AJ is feeling better. He is a remarkable little boy. What an honor to be able to see his face at McDonalds! We are thinking and praying for you always! Bobbi Jo
Bobbi Jo
Hibbing, MN - Wednesday, August 13, 2003 11:57 AM CDT

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Hello. I was given your website address by Valerie Price in Houston, TX. She told me of your incredible battle. Like Valerie, my husband and I faced a similar battle. Our son Zach bravely fought Wilms tumor for almost a year. We received treatment at Fairview just like you are. I talked to Harriet Cohen recently and we talked of Zach. You see, he LOVED Batman too. He would put his cape on and walk around the hallways and tell the nurses that everyone would be safe now. Harriet told me that they had another Batman. I bet she meant your little AJ. She didn't tell me a name, but from the wonderful caped crusader picture, I am guessing that it was you. We had a wonderful medical team in our corner. They threw everything at the ugly cancer that they could. Unfortunately, it was not our time to win. Zach lost his battle in Dec 2001. My family will pray so hard for you. Know that you are in our thoughts. Stay strong and dig deep. Take Care.
http://www.caringbridge.org/nd/zacharyness/index.htm
Scott and Amy Ness
Grand Forks AFB, ND - Tuesday, August 12, 2003 9:28 PM CDT

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Hi thanks for the up date. Yes a sense of humor is a wonderful trait, and A.J. has such a cute, dear way. You love him the minute you see him. You know I think that it is the aura of faith and trust that these little children have that makes them so lovable and special.I feel God gives them a little something extra to enable them to cope with all their problems, and to help those who love them as well. A.J. is a special messenger in so many ways. We should all learn from him. Our love and prayers to you always, the Loraas family, Love Marilyn
marilyn loraas <aml3435@msn.com>
casper, wy - Tuesday, August 12, 2003 9:16 PM CDT

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A.J., you just gave us a great excuse to go to McDonald's! We'll look for your sweet face there. I'm so glad to hear the twinkle is coming back -- I'm sure it's never far from the surface!
Terese, Paul, Liam & Jack
St. Paul, MN - Tuesday, August 12, 2003 8:48 PM CDT

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Dave & Fanily,

It was WONDERFUL to hear AJ's sweet voice a few moments ago!
How strong he and you all are.

We love you and think and pray for you often.

Love from Cousin/Auntie Dede
Dede Bye-Fitzmaurice <dede_fitzmaurice@bluecrossmn.com>
Minneapolis, mn - Tuesday, August 12, 2003 7:06 PM CDT

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A.J. and family...
I am a friend of Charlie's and wanted to drop a quick note wishing you the best. You are all in my thoughts and prayers and pray for a full and speedy recovery. The strength of children never ceases to amaze me...
Tricia
Tricia
St Paul, MN USA - Tuesday, August 12, 2003 5:49 PM CDT

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Hey Dave, Deb & AJ,



So sorry to hear of AJ's scare...you guys are so strong.. and I know you don't have a choice but to be strong. I admire all of you so much..don't give up, I'm praying for your little boy!

~*Girlie's Page*~
~*Janice's Page*~

Lots of love,
XOXOXOXO
Janice
Melbourne, Australia - Tuesday, August 12, 2003 9:49 AM CDT

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Dear Deb, Dave, Ashley, Austin & AJ: I am so sorry about that horrible nosebleed, that must have been so scary. How much stress is one family supposed to endure? I hope that you get back to Rosedale soon and have a much more uneventful trip. You guys are so special to us. In 16 days we will be up to visit. Thinking of you all constantly and keeping you in prayer for strength and comfort. Love to you all -
Donna V. <ldvolz@msn.com>
Earlham, IA - Tuesday, August 12, 2003 8:19 AM CDT

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I'm sorry you seem to have a new scare everyday. I'm praying.
Love, Lisa Post <ltjpost@cox.net>
- Tuesday, August 12, 2003 7:31 AM CDT

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I'm glad you all got through that scary crisis -- maybe you can rig up some flashing red lights so these Twin Cities drivers will make way for speeding Toivolas! I lived in fear of runaway nosebleeds when Charlie was in treatment -- something only a cancer parent can understand, I think. I wish the family outing hadn't been interrupted by a frantic return to the hospital -- I know it would mean so much just to do something "normal". A.J. did a great job in staying calm -- I hope he's feeling better. You're always in our prayers and thoughts.
Terese, Paul, Liam & Jack <www.caringbridge.org/page/charlie>
St. Paul, MN - Monday, August 11, 2003 11:06 PM CDT

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Just a note to say hi and hope things are a little calmer for all of you! Things like that can be so frieghtening, but you are in good hands there, at the hospital, at home and most of all with God. SOUNDS LIKE THE TEAM ON HAND(THE TOIVOLAS) DID A SUPER JOB OF TRANSPORT AND TREATMENT TO THE HOSPITAL!!! You guys should all qualify for Degrees M.D., E.M.T., R.N. and what ever else there is,huh? I think maybe you all are related to Batman, you certainly are a super hero team in all you do. And of course you have a super duper leader in A.J. Batman!! Our love and prayers to all. Marilyn and the Loraas family
marilyn loraas <aml3435@msn.com>
casper, wy - Monday, August 11, 2003 9:51 PM CDT

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Hi Deb and Family,
Sorry its been so long-my computer has been acting up. I have been having Stacie(my sister check the webpage everyday and fill me in) I think about you daily. The relay was amazing! lots of bags for Aj. It was a tough one this year, after loosing Steve. Janets team did a wonderful job! I hope AJ is feeling better after the nose bleed. It has to be such a scary thing. Give the kids hug from us.If you need anything on this end, please call. Thinking of you always-Bobbi Jo
Bobbi Jo
Hibbing, - Monday, August 11, 2003 8:43 PM CDT

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I am so sorry. No one can understand what your family is going through.I wish I could make it better.
Vicki
- Monday, August 11, 2003 4:28 PM CDT

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You are all in our prayers!
Hugs,
Lynn <candlys@aol.com>
www.caringbridge.com/pa/jessiespage, PA - Monday, August 11, 2003 4:08 PM CDT

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Thinking of you.

Rhonda Frachiseur
- Monday, August 11, 2003 10:21 AM CDT

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Hi A.J. I hope you are feeling lots better and that your spirits are back up where they usually are. Deb, I love you and I hope you are finding strength in knowing there are lots of people praying for you all. Our team raised over $2,500. at the Hibbing Relay for Life which made us Bronze Team Members. The total raised in our community was over $44,000.00 which was good. It was an exhausting night being up all night and walking but just put things in perspective of how the cancer patients and their families must feel on a daily basis. I took some photos and will be mailing you some of them real soon. Please take care and we're still praying for you~
Janette Paul
Hibbing, - Monday, August 11, 2003 9:23 AM CDT

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Deb, Just wanted you to know I think of you all often. I have to say, your strength amazes me- I bet you are thinking- "Like I have a choice".....Even after having spent time at the RM House, and seeing first hand what you parents go through, I still can not fathom the emotions....As before- God has special plans for AJ- I truly believe this....He has special plans for you too Deb and Dave. I know you continue to seek Him and He continues to listen.....He loves you as do we.....
Jeremiah 29:11
Debi
Des Moines, - Monday, August 11, 2003 7:19 AM CDT

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I came by the site earlier today, didnt know what to say then and still dont know what to say. But you are in my prayers
Chris ~ Gooch's Site ~
- Sunday, August 10, 2003 6:23 PM CDT

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Hi Family,
What great news that Addison is out of the hospital. Hopefully this last session of chemo helped. Praying daily is helping me focus on the situation and with God's help can we only make it through. I will check in again. Know that I am here always.
Love,
Karen
Karen & Joe Warmuth & family <jkwarmuth@aol.com>
Nashwauk, MN - Sunday, August 10, 2003 12:39 AM CDT

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Dave, Deb & kids, We just got back from vacation & are so sad to hear about AJ's setback. We pray that God gives you all strength & gives AJ's doctors the skills to relieve AJ's pain & fight his cancer. Bruce, Sue & kids
Susan Meyers
Mokena, IL - Sunday, August 10, 2003 7:21 AM CDT

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toivolas~
im praying very hard for you guys. god will light the way. god bless and stay strong!
alex aldinger } | { * <wndrwo77@aol.com>
- Sunday, August 10, 2003 1:31 AM CDT

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Hi Addison-my name is Brooke and I had the same cancer as you. Me and my mommy pray for you every night and I hope you are doing better soon!!!
Colleen and Brooke <C4BS@aol.com>
Girard, OH USA - Sunday, August 10, 2003 0:52 AM CDT

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We are with you in thought and prayer Deb and family. Keep strong.
Mary Kiener
- Saturday, August 9, 2003 8:59 PM CDT

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I'm so sorry to hear that A.J. is feeling down and scared. I just wanted to let you know about something that helped Charlie during his treatment. He was on a very small dose of Elavil (amitriptyline), an anti-depressant, at night. It didn't take the sadness away completely, but it helped him sleep and cope with the pain a little better. I don't know if this would be an option for A.J., but wanted to mention it, just in case.

I know that it's the most heartbreaking and frustrating thing to see your child feeling sad, scared, and in pain, while being so incredibly brave and sweet at the same time. At one point early in his treatment, Charlie was so bewildered by all that was happening and by the pain he was feeling, and announced in his tiny voice, "I'm very tired of being myself." That's something no 3-year-old should ever have to utter. My heart broke that day and has never been the same. No child should have to face these things, and I wish with all my heart that A.J. could be healthy and free from all pain. We continue to pray for healing miracles.
Terese, Paul, Liam & Jack <www.caringbridge.org/page/charlie>
St. Paul, MN - Saturday, August 9, 2003 2:22 PM CDT

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Toivola's
I am so sorry your family has been hit once again with terrible news. I am praying. I will pray for AJ's TOTAL healing. Please let me know if there is anything I can do. We will be at Fairview in mid-September.
Love,
Jennifer & Allison






Jennifer Restemayer www.caringbridge.org/nd/allison <jennmarie@bis.midco.net>
Bismarck, ND Usa - Saturday, August 9, 2003 10:28 AM CDT

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Dear Deb, Dave & precious AJ,



Hey guys...I wish I could give you all a big hug, especially AJ...I can't imagine what this must all be doing to him...it is just so heartbreaking to hear he is in so much pain and is depressed...kids shouldn't be depressed!!! They shouldn't even be anywhere near depressed...and yet, this is what cancer does to the little ones. I know that you have a beautiful family and not only that, you also have a strong family...I know you guys will get through this together and Deb, like you said, YES, you can WIN! I have faith in each and everyone of you and I have the whole world's faith in AJ and his will to fight and also God and His will to save your precious boy. I am down on my knees praying for your baby and I hope God sends him that special miracle he deserves. AJ, buddy...stay strong! You are the strongest, bravest, cutest little boy around...you can do anything, so NEVER give up! Sending lots of hugs & kisses your way :)

~*Girlie's Page*~
~*Janice's Page*~

Love & prayers,
XOXOXOXO
Janice
Melbourne, Australia - Saturday, August 9, 2003 10:25 AM CDT

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good morning, hope everyone got a good noghts sleep and you are having a good day today. We are all thinking of you and your are in our prayers. Love Marilyn
marilyn loraas <aml3435@msn.com>
casper, wy - Saturday, August 9, 2003 10:16 AM CDT

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Hey AJ, Hang in their, little one.

Kritina had a great birthday party. All her big boyfriends were here. Plus her grandparents & cousins. She got markers, books, stuffed animals, and of course clothes.

Clinton has been down and out this week too. He has a virus that we have to let run it's course. If he doesn't improve by Monday they will probably test for West Nile. They say you have to have the symptoms for 8 days before you can test for it. We take temp every for hours and give tylenol and Motrin every 4 alternating. Fluids of course. He seem to have had some improvment yesterday. Eating some and keeping it down.

Joshua went to the GOO GOO DOlls & Special Guest Concert Last nite. Haven't had a chance to talk to him yet.

Tonite we go to the SDRA Rodeo where they will dedicate the nites events in honor of Alisha.

Prayer and thoughts are with you, take care,

Tammy <ktjcak@gwtc.net>
Wood, SD - Saturday, August 9, 2003 8:03 AM CDT

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Addison,
Hey sweetheart. I am sorry that you are in pain. I am praying for God to totally heal your little body.
P.S. You picture with Batman is awesome!
Debbie Little - - caringbridge.org/tn/littlecaleb <littlecaleb@hotmail.com>
Dickson, TN - Saturday, August 9, 2003 1:44 AM CDT

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We are elated about the news of AJ getting out of the hospital. When I told Heather and Clay the both clapped their hand ans said yea, hooray. They were really glad for him. well take care and keep us posted. Love to all of you and hope everyone can rest some. Love Marilyn and the Loraas family
marilyn loraas <aml3435@msn.com>
casper, wy - Friday, August 8, 2003 9:45 PM CDT

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Dear Deb, Dave, A.J. and Family,
We continue to pray for you daily. I wish no family ever had to endure this pain. Keep your faith and know that you are in our thoughything went well yesterday. Talk to you soon.
Becky
Eveleth, - Friday, May 16, 2003 9:38 AM CDT

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Dearest Addison, I am patiently waiting to hear the good news today. I hope yesterday's experience proved to be helpful and didn't scare you or make you too uncomfortable. I just read some of your guest book entries and I just want you to know that you have a HUGE fan club and most of all THE BEST family anyone could ever ask for. It's so sweet how your dad voices and expresses his love to your whole family the way he does. How sweet Dave! I'm sure Deb was crying or at least teary eyed. (I WAS!). Love you guys and have a great weekend. I'll be looking forward to an update.
Janette Paul
Hibbing, MN - Friday, May 16, 2003 9:22 AM CDT

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Addison is strong and he has a great family to support him. I'm praying for good things to happen from today's procedure. Thinking about you guys every day.

Michelle C. Golightly
Booneville, IA USA - Thursday, May 15, 2003 9:40 PM CDT

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Dear precious AJ,



I am just so glad to hear that you are doing good...I don't wanna say anything furthur because I DON'T wanna jinx this...so I am just gonna pray harder and cross my fingers and toes. I know God is watching over you. Hang in there, sweetie...I am thinking of you...

Click here to visit Janice's Website

Special healing love & prayers,
XOXOXOXOXOXO
Janice
Melbourne, Australia - Thursday, May 15, 2003 7:09 PM CDT

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Thinking and praying for you Addison! Take Care and keep fighting!
Jeanne Brown <brownjj@bright.net>
Wapakoneta, OH U*S*A* - Thursday, May 15, 2003 5:44 PM CDT

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Dearest Debbie (my wife);

You are a beautiful and wonderful wife and, particularly, a great mother.

No one truly knows what has gone on down here, day-to-day, but me. You have shown unbelievable strength and have done so on the "firing-line" of life.

This has been a WAR for the survival of our beloved AJ. You have had to make decisions regarding the life of another human-being/your BABY that no one should ever have to make. Many people CAN NOT make the decisions... period! MOST, IN FACT, HAVE NO CLUE AS TO WHAT MAKING THESE KIND OF PARENTAL DECISIONS ARE ALL ABOUT... THIS AIN'T ANYTHING CLOSE TO THE "OLD" TOUGH DECISIONS... "SHOULD WE REFINANCE THE HOUSE OR NOT?", "WILL THE BLUE SOCKS LOOK GOOD WITH THOSE PANTS?",
"CAN WE AFFORD THE BMW OR THE NEW CABIN?" wHAT YOU HAVE ACCOMPLISHED THIS LAST YEAR IS EARNING, NOT YOUR MASTER'S DEGREE, BUT YOUR Ph.D. OF MOTHERHOOD...

Our son, and his siblings, are very awesome children by all accounts. You and I know that none of this would have been possible without YOU. The people in computer land have NO idea what you have gone through and have survived. You have made yourself stronger, poised. and confident... AND OUR BABY IS STILL ALIVE... STILL ALIVE...STILL ALIVE... HAVE YOU ALL HEARD ME... OUR BABY BY THE GRACE OF GOD AND DEB'S HARD WORK IS STILL ALIVE!!!!!

One has to wonder why we all get so carried away with our professions, degrees on the wall, and great games played 20 years ago. The ego's do not bring any happiness... none at all. That is what is impossible to translate to the people viewing this from their computer.

The important people are people like you. You have humbly given yourself to this and have banked all your work into making this family better. Through thick and thin. Literal, frightening, and beyond description THICK AND THIN.

I AM SO PROUD OF YOU. YOU HAVE NOT BEEN GIVEN ENOUGH CREDIT FOR ALL THAT YOU DO AND HAVE DONE.

You have given our family, with the help of GOD, THE ABILITY to look past the egos, selfishness, and strange behaviors of others. You have made us think of today... enjoy today... what we have today!!!

i am so in love with you and am proud of you beyond description. I have witnessd, first hand, the best wife and MOTHER there can possibly be. I appear to be the only eye-witness to your greatness... you are so very wonderful and so very unordinary... love, dave
DBT
GREENHAVEN RINK, MN ST.LOUIS - Thursday, May 15, 2003 2:26 PM CDT

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Our prayers are with you always, and especially today as A.J. undergoes the chemoembolization. I know it's very hard to face the risks, but I can honestly say that we have no regrets that we pursued Charlie's cancer aggressively and gave him the only chance for life that he had (not chemoembolization, in his case, but aggressive resection). We know another little MN boy with hepatoblastoma who was treated with chemoembolization last fall to free his hepatic blood vessels from the tumor, and it was successful -- the surgeons were able to resect the tumor with very little blood loss. We hope the chemoembolization will move A.J. one small step closer to the liver transplant he needs and one giant leap toward a long, healthy life.
Terese, Paul, Liam & Jack <terese@visi.com>
St. Paul, MN - Thursday, May 15, 2003 9:11 AM CDT

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Good luck to you all for a positive outcome on today's procedure. We are praying for you sweet Addison. Love from Hibbing~
Janette Paul
- Thursday, May 15, 2003 8:46 AM CDT

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God be with little A.J. for the chemobilization. Guide the chemo to the right spot and destroy only the tumor. Heal this precious child and keep him surrounded in your light.
Kerri, Bruce, and Jack <www.caringbridge.org/mn/jack>
- Thursday, May 15, 2003 8:27 AM CDT

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We'll say prayers for Addison throughout today. We will pray specifically for this procedure to work and the liver can be removed. We check on you often and really appreciate the update.
Jane Trimper
Stanton, MI - Thursday, May 15, 2003 6:55 AM CDT

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Dear Toivolas - I am sure everything will go well tomorrow -who can doubt it when it's AJ the mighty batman and his trusty sidekicks, Dave, Debbie, Ashley & Austin! God loves you all and so do we! We will be watching for the good news that all went well. You will be forefront in my thoughts and prayers tomorrow.
Donna - mom of Iowa Boy Collin
Earlham, IA - Wednesday, May 14, 2003 10:31 PM CDT

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We'll be sending our prayers for the best outcome AJ! Keep fighting, love to all.

Charlie’s Page
Paul Kiehne
St. Paul, - Wednesday, May 14, 2003 9:56 PM CDT

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Dear Addison,

I am sending you positive energy to help get you through this procedure.

Victoria <www.caringbridge.org/mn/gabesjourney>
Minneapolis, - Wednesday, May 14, 2003 9:54 PM CDT

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Hi Addison, I'm glad you had some fun in Northern MN. Sorry it was cut short b/c of the fever. Must have been nice to see your grandparents. I'll say extra prayers for you for your procedure on Thurs. You are SO strong!! Keep being so brave Addison.

Jill Bender <nymeetsva@yahoo.com>
Fredericksburg, VA USA - Wednesday, May 14, 2003 8:23 PM CDT

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Good luck tomorrow to you all, our prayers are with you.
The Wooding's
Frontenac, MN - Wednesday, May 14, 2003 7:31 PM CDT

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Hey Buddy!!! We will be praying for you on Thursday. Everything will be fine. You will be up and playing again before we know it. You are such a strong and brave little guy. Our thoughts and prayers are with you all.
Kristin, Josh, and Lucas <www.caringbridge.org/mn/lucaskells>
Red Wing, MN - Wednesday, May 14, 2003 7:11 PM CDT

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We'll be praying for AJ and the procedure to be done on Thursday. Keep the faith. Tell Ashley and Austin Hi. Can't wait to see you guys. lots of love,
Sheila DeVolder
- Wednesday, May 14, 2003 5:53 PM CDT

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We will send good karma your way for the procedure and will keep you in our prayers. Take care and thank you so much for all you've done for us. Deb shared today with me the fact that you all got lost on the way down here! Tell Batman "hi".
Mary Kiener
- Wednesday, May 14, 2003 4:55 PM CDT

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hi from gilbert.we seen light on in your house it was great to see and wow aj was there to very great to hear. my mom was happy to see lights on again.hope to see you more.
the carpenter's
peggy carpenter <carpy57@hotmail.com>
gilbert, mn usa - Wednesday, May 14, 2003 4:42 PM CDT

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Happy Belated Mother's Day Deb!! I thought of you often on Sunday and pray that God will continue to give you and your family strength and peace. My thoughts will be with AJ tomorrow morning, hopefully this procedure will put him on course for a transplant. Always thinking of you and praying for miracles!
Allison Geary <dag9394@msn.com>
Aurora, CO - Wednesday, May 14, 2003 1:44 PM CDT

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Thanks for updating and letting us know what is going on when you have been so busy. I bet you have some memories from last weekend to cherish forever. We will be thinking of and praying for you tomorrow (and every day). Your trust and faith in the Lord has brought you a long ways on this journey - and you know that there are a WHOLE BUNCH of us out here rooting for all of you. We'll be checking tomorrow...
Kim and the rest of us Langgaards <lang5@netins.net>
Guthrie Center, IA - Wednesday, May 14, 2003 12:09 AM CDT

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My friends Chris and Terese have been telling me all about you, AJ! What a special little boy you are!! We are praying for you and you are in our thoughts often!

p.s. You are SO lucky to have met BATMAN!! =)

Sara Phillips <samatzoll@charter.net>
Farmington, MN USA - Wednesday, May 14, 2003 10:01 AM CDT

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I will be praying for you all during this very rough time. I hope that everything has gone well with surgery.
God bless!!!
Kim ~ www.caringbrige.com/tn/hannahs_hope
Goodlettsville, Tn **USA** - Tuesday, May 13, 2003 9:46 PM CDT

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Stopping by to say hi! Keeping you in our prayers. Hoping you have received good news and this new start of chemo keeps you ahead of the game. Thanks for keeping in touch and for caring for so many families that have passed through the RMH.
Sharon, Dennis and John Wesley <www.caringbridge.org/la/alexeddy>
Shreveport, LA - Tuesday, May 13, 2003 1:07 PM CDT

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Hi to the whole family. Even though I don't write a note each time I check the journal, I really appreciate the updates. All of you are in our conversation at some time each day. We'll be E-mailing you in the next day or so.
Kathy, Wade, Breanna & William
Gilbert, - Tuesday, May 13, 2003 12:42 AM CDT

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AJ a.k.a BATMAN!



Just checking in...I hope you had a wonderful weekend, sweetie...also hope that you're feeling good...still praying...not stopping! Thinking of you :)

Click here to visit Janice's Website

Lots of love,
XOXOXOOX
Janice
Melbourne, Australia - Monday, May 12, 2003 9:49 PM CDT

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Sorry to hear that your trip home was cut short. We wanted to stop and see you, while Trevor was at the hospital having a procedure, but Austin has had a cough, and we didn't want to take any chances of passing anything. We pray for AJ and your whole family.


Ted, Deb, Trevor and Austin Bartunek
- Monday, May 12, 2003 8:30 PM CDT

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Happy Mother's Day Debbie! You are such a good mom, so loving and supportive to Ashley, Austin and AJ despite stressful circumstances. To have lived at the RM House for more than a year, I can't imagine it. But you continue to be strong and positive and give your children the best. I think of you all often and pray that AJ's tests this past week came out with only good news.
Donna
Earlham, IA - Sunday, May 11, 2003 5:10 PM CDT

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Hey AJ,
Hope your days are filled with blessings!
I love you.
Brittany Nadeau
Minneapolis, MN - Sunday, May 11, 2003 4:51 PM CDT

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Saw your entry on Sam's website and thought I would stop by. Will be praying for you all too.
Noah B.
- Sunday, May 11, 2003 1:59 PM CDT

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Deb, Happy Mother's Day!
I stopped by yesterday, as I was visiting a friend who is on the 4th floor at Hospital, thought I might get to see the family. Hope AJ's test results come with good news.

I will be at the hospital during the week, I call before I go - hopefully we can get together.

Love, Dede
Dede Bye-Fitzmaurice <dede_fitzmaurice@bluecrossmn.com>
Minneapolis, mn - Sunday, May 11, 2003 9:03 AM CDT

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Dearest Deb,



I just wanted to come by and wish you a very HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!! You are such a wonderul, loving and caring mother to your kids and they are just so extremely lucky to have you :) I hope you are being spoilt rotten and treated like a queen!!! You deserve every bit of it! Enjoy your day :)

Click here to visit Janice's Website

Lots of Mother's Day love,
XOXOXOXOXO
Janice
Melbourne, Australia - Sunday, May 11, 2003 3:04 AM CDT

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Hi! I also wanted to check in and say Happy Mother's Day to Deb.

I hope all the barrage of tests went well and brought good news this week. I hope everyone's spirits are doing well.

I am thinking of you and praying for you this week!

p.s. Deb, we really need to see about setting up a time when you, Terese and I can get together!! Anytime works for me. :)
Chris Myrah <chrismyrah@frontiernet.net>
Apple Valley, MN USA - Saturday, May 10, 2003 8:57 PM CDT

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Hello!

Stopped by to wish you a Very Happy Mother's Day!!

Hugs,
Lynn
www.caringbridge.com/pa/jessiespage, PA - Saturday, May 10, 2003 8:22 PM CDT

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Hi Just wanted to check in and wish Debbie a nice Mothers Day. And AJ how are you little guy? Good we hope, please know you are always in our prayers, Clayton even gets extra ones in for you at the mealtime!! He speaks of you often and expresses the wish that you get better and can go to your real home as he puts it. We all wish that for all of you, you are in our hearts, thoughts, and prayers. Love from the Loraas Family
Marilyn Loraas <aml3435@msn.com>
casper, wy - Saturday, May 10, 2003 5:20 PM CDT

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Hey AJ :)



Just wanted to come by and let you know that I've been thinking of you...there will be lots of prayers going your way...I know you are needing them right now..and I also know that God really does listen! I pray that there is GREAT NEWS from all your tests, sweetie...I only want you to get better for good...and yes, you will get there! In the mean time, you keep strong and brave...and have as much fun as you can!!

Click here to visit Janice's Website

Love, hugs & kisses,
XOXOXOXO
Janice
Melbourne, Australia - Saturday, May 10, 2003 0:52 AM CDT

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Hi AJ!!
Sorry to hear that you have to go through some tests this week, but hopefully the doctors will get the information they need to help you get better! I'll be praying that it's all good news! You are such a trooper! Keep smiling and I'll check on you again soon.
Allison Geary <dag9394@msn.com>
Aurora, CO - Thursday, May 8, 2003 1:11 PM CDT

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Thanks so much for coming to Sam's funeral - I cannot tell you how much that meant to us. Sam would have been pleased that Batman, oh, I mean the Joker, made it to his ole stomping ground. I will continue to keep AJ in my prayers and will write or call soon. Take care and thanks for your support and friendship over the last year.
Mary Kiener
- Wednesday, May 7, 2003 8:29 PM CDT

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We continue to keep you in our thoughts and prayers. Take care, and we will hopefully cross paths again soon. Our schedules are so busy lately. Tell Addison that his buddy says "HI", and misses him dearly.
Kristin, Josh, and Lucas <www.caringbridge.org/mn/lucaskells>
Red Wing, MN - Wednesday, May 7, 2003 6:36 PM CDT

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And the praying continues! May you get the answers you need to progress with AJ's treatment.
I am saddened by all the recent losses. God Bless!
Love, Lisa Post <ltjpost@cox.net>
- Wednesday, May 7, 2003 4:45 PM CDT

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Sending good thoughts and prayers your way from the "Buckeye State"!!!

Blessings,
Bonnie <www.caringbridge.com/page/jamiebowman>
Columbus, Ohio - Tuesday, May 6, 2003 11:33 PM CDT

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Hey AJ and family~
It's true you have touched many people nation wide, I admire your whole family and extended family and continue to be amazed at your high spirits and the amount of trust that you all have in the people upstairs. I know that I will never beable to give you even close to what you have given me and that is the amount of faith that I have now because of families like you, the kieners, Kris's, and many other families that go through these trialing times. STAY SRONG!! GOD BLESS
Angela Kinney
Angela Kinney <bballizbestezt14@aol.com>
Urbandale, IA USA - Tuesday, May 6, 2003 7:03 PM CDT

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Dear Ones, So sorry about your losses!! Really, really tough to take, but please know that the prayer brigade is working very hard at their task of asking God to help you thru all this emotional turmoil. And, of course, we are still imploring God to give AJ positive results in every way. Love and prayers are constantly flowing your way!! xoxoxoxoxo Barb
Barb Meyers <rn331@webtv.net>
OakLawn, Il USA - Tuesday, May 6, 2003 6:44 PM CDT

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DW
Mpls., MN - Tuesday, May 6, 2003 1:11 PM CDT

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Hi guys! I am saying a prayer this minute for little Addison for his test today and for the experience he will have to go through later this week. Hopefully they will be able to find an easy path to take for him without doing exploratory surgery. My heart goes out to all of you and I'm so sorry for this pain, suffering and discomfort you all must be going through. I love you Addison and hope that you are as happy as you can be. I hope you stay strong and well during next week's round of therapy.
Janette Paul
Hibbing, - Tuesday, May 6, 2003 7:56 AM CDT

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Hello AJ :)


Just incase you were wondering...I am still praying my hardest for you, sweetie!! :) I hope there is more good news and that you're doing great...it will be music to my ears just to hear that you are feeling good! Keep strong little man...I'm thinking of you always...

Click here to visit Janice's Website

All my love,
XOXOXO
Janice
Melbourne, Australia - Tuesday, May 6, 2003 7:22 AM CDT

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Keep the faith, and keep fighting AJ and family! We know how rough this disease is for everyone. Please know that we are praying for you. I hope you can enjoy some sunshine and green grass soon!

Paul (Charlie's dad)
Charlie’s Page
Paul Kiehne <paul.kiehne@nospamhere.visi.com>
St. Paul, MN - Monday, May 5, 2003 10:04 PM CDT

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Dear Deb and family, Our church is praying for AJ and we took the picture you sent us from Christmas there so everyone could see what you all look like. Glad for the good news and hope it continues. See you in June, unless of couse Aj is all better and you're home. Love,
Sheila DeVolder
- Monday, May 5, 2003 5:25 PM CDT

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Hi - I am from Quilts of Love - we make virtual quilts I would love for you to stop by and check us out? maybe you would let us have the honor of making a quilt just for you? hugs Angel Toto

^A^ Toto
- Monday, May 5, 2003 2:16 PM CDT

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Hi Addison,
Just popping in to see how you are doing. Have a good week!
Kathy Haws
Thousand Oaks, CA. - Sunday, May 4, 2003 11:53 PM CDT

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AJ sweetie,


I'm praying that the good news will last...have a great weekend, buddy...praying for you and thinking of you!

Click here to visit Janice's Website

Hugssss,
XOXOXOXO
Janice
Melbourne, Australia - Saturday, May 3, 2003 3:12 AM CDT

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Hi!
Thanks for providing the update. We're happy for the good news. We (the girls, Paul, and I) continue to present Addison before the throne of Jesus!!

God Bless you all.

Your sister Sue and Family
Sue Nord <paul.nord@cnh.com>
Fargo, ND USA - Friday, May 2, 2003 8:30 PM CDT

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Hey,
I recognized you, today at Sam's funeral all from the pictures on your website. I wanted to introduce myself but by the time I got out of there, I couldn't find you. When seeing Sam fight this disease, I thought that he was the only one going through this. Through Sam I have checked other sites, telling stories of kids all over the world fighting different types of diseases including your site, I truly do find it amazing that you all have such kind hearts, and high spirits. I think that is what's getting all of us through this time of grieving. All of our prayers for Sam have been answered, he is home. While we grieve for Sam's family and close friends I will not forget you and all the other children fighting this disease. I will continue to pray for AJ's healing. I'm praying for you all and GOD BLESS!

Angela Kinney <bballizbestezt14@aol.com>
Urbandale, IA USA - Friday, May 2, 2003 3:13 PM CDT

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Hello AJ,


How are you doing buddy?? I hope that you're well and that there's more good news to come!!! I'm still praying ever so hard for you little man...please keep strong and brave!
I'm thinking of you always..

Click here to visit Janice's Website

Hugs & kisses,
XOXOXOXO
Janice
Melbourne, Australia - Friday, May 2, 2003 2:13 AM CDT

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Glad to hear the good news! I'll be praying for you and your whole family.
Shelly Hammett <Shammett2003@yahoo.com>
Louisville, KY - Thursday, May 1, 2003 11:35 AM CDT

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Dave, Deb, AJ, Ashley & Austin - sorry I missed you last weekend, was looking forward to a little visit....glad to hear something positive about AJ's tests - stay strong, we are praying for a complete recovery...love to all....
Barb Frankson
St. Cloud, MN usa - Thursday, May 1, 2003 9:57 AM CDT

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I don't know if you remember me, I am Clayton's grandma. Just thought I would let you know that Jack lets us know about you folks from time to time. Karel gave me your address on here so thought I would say hi and let you know you are in our thoughts and prayers. I told Karel I would keep them up to date on your entries. We are so glad about the news today. I will let them know. Hope the family is all doing ok and that AJ can remain at home until the Drs. work out their plan. Our prayers will be for them also. Take care. Love Marilyn and the Loraas Family
Marilyn Loraas <aml3435@msn.com>
casper, wy - Wednesday, April 30, 2003 9:24 PM CDT

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I don't know if you remember me, I am Clayton's grandma. Just thought I would let you know that Jack lets us know about you folks from time to time. Karel gave me your address on here so thought I would say hi and let you know you are in our thoughts and prayers. I told Karel I would keep them up to date on your entries. We are so glad about the news today. I will let them know. Hope the family is all doing ok and that AJ can remain at home until the Drs. work out their plan. Our prayers will be for them also. Take care. Love Marilyn and the Loraas Family
Marilyn Loraas <aml3435@msn.com>
casper, wy - Wednesday, April 30, 2003 9:23 PM CDT

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Just read your GOOD news. I'm sure all the news will be good, with all these people pulling and praying for you.You're in our prayers always.Your Mom and Dad are real heroes.Hang tough, AJ.
Bob Canavan
Bob Canavan <rcanavan@attbi.com>
Long Beach , IND USA - Wednesday, April 30, 2003 2:56 PM CDT

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Thanks for the updates. We wil continue to pray for AJ and you guys. God Bless always!
Ray and Carmella Justice <car3937@webtv.net>
Lowell, In USA - Wednesday, April 30, 2003 1:54 PM CDT

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I'm praying for you all ! Take care and God bless!
Jennifer Parenti <parenti@netzero.net>
Orford, NH USA - Wednesday, April 30, 2003 9:23 AM CDT

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i came across your page on the web.. and i am glad that you had some good news.. i will be praying for you! i hope you get to feel better soon
lacy
lismore, mn - Tuesday, April 29, 2003 7:49 PM CDT

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I know it is so unrealistic but my heart keeps hoping all these families will have miracles granted. I am so very sorry to hear about your friend Sam.


Chris <chrismyrah@frontiernet.net>
Apple Valley, MN USA - Tuesday, April 29, 2003 3:05 PM CDT

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We are very sad in Michigan about Sam. It is just never easy. I was very happy with Batman's report. Sounds good. I feel so confident they will get the cancer under control so they can go in and help AJ. Thanks for the report.
Jane Trimper
Stanton, MI - Tuesday, April 29, 2003 1:42 PM CDT

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Toivola family, Best wishes to you today, hope this day is a good one. Glad to hear about the lungs being clear of cancer, you have the best doctors, they are bound to find a plan to help AJ. Thinking and praying for you often. Take care
Nancy Davidson & family
Hibbing, MN - Tuesday, April 29, 2003 10:56 AM CDT

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I am so happy to hear the great news on AJ's AFP and lung results - Hooray and lets keep that up! We will continue to pray for little Addison to help heal his liver or at least provide a safe and successful surgery if that's the road that must be taken. I sure hope he's feeling better and that his friend Sam gets a burst of miracle and healing also. Love, hugs and God's blessings from Hibbing.
Janette Paul
- Tuesday, April 29, 2003 9:55 AM CDT

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Thank you so much for the updates, it is great to hear how everything is progressing for the entire family. So the T-wolves and the Wild are both showing strong signs of advancing in the playoffs! It would be exciting to have a championship team back in Minnesota again. I talked to Batman last week and he says that since the weather has been warming up, more and more crime has been occuring in Gotham City. He has been working a lot with both Spiderman and the Hulk to help ease the load. Have a great day!
Ross Perko
Duluth, MN USA - Tuesday, April 29, 2003 8:50 AM CDT

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Hooray for good news and I'll keep praying that the doctors can figure out the best way to proceed to remove the liver. Sam is in my prayers also.
Love, Lisa Post <ltjpost@cox.net>
- Tuesday, April 29, 2003 6:10 AM CDT

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Hey AJ & family!
YAY!! GOOD NEWS!! Sooo happy to hear that AJ has no cancer in his lungs...PHEW..that really is great news and brings so much relief..will be praying for more good news to come.. AJ you hang tough sweetie!! I know the prayers are working...so I'm gonna be praying harder :) Please come and visit my website..it's kinda like my online journal and I update regularly on what's been happening in my life...so come and sign my guestmap!! Thinking all of you..

Janice's Website


Hugs & kisses,
XOXOXOXO
Janice
Melbourne, Australia - Tuesday, April 29, 2003 2:01 AM CDT

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Dear Toivolas - I am so happy to hear some good news on the test results. I am looking forward to seeing all of you Wednesday or Thursday when we come for Collin's appointments.
Donna V.
Earlham, IA - Monday, April 28, 2003 11:59 PM CDT

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Hooray for good news and sunny days with your family all together! Whatever decisions are made in the days ahead know that you are always in our thoughts and prayers. Lots of hugs......
Kim
Guthrie Center, IA - Monday, April 28, 2003 10:59 PM CDT

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Addison and family,

It was good to see the update and hear that Addison is feeling better. Our prayers continue.
Rhonda and family <http://caringbridge.org/tx/nathan>
Allen, TX USA - Monday, April 28, 2003 7:30 PM CDT

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Hi Addison.. I am so sorry to hear that you have been sick... I pray that you get to feeling well soon.. I am sorry for the loss of your friends...They are pain free and in Heaven now... I hope you have a great week.. I will be back to check on you and say Hi...
Jodie~ Lindsay's Place
Arvin , California USA.... God Bless America... - Sunday, April 27, 2003 7:31 PM CDT

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AJ,

This is my first visit and you have touched another life. I am sorry that you have been through so much and pray that you are out the hospital very soon and that God places his healing hand upon you. You are such a cutie pie and so brave and coureageous. Your family loves you very much.I will pray for you, your family and all the children. Hang in there little guy.

LOL
Diane <thevezz@aol.com>
San Francisco, CA USA - Sunday, April 27, 2003 2:18 PM CDT

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Just stopping by to say hello!! You are in our thoughts and prayers!!

Click here to Visit Davin's World

God Bless!!
The Rucker Family
Rushell, Shauna, Davin, & Tuesdey <r.rucker@attbi.com>
Garland, TX USA - Sunday, April 27, 2003 11:23 AM CDT

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Hi AJ :)

I just wanted to come by and tell you that I am thinking of you buddy and I hope you have a good day today!! I am praying extra hard for you so you get to go home soon :) You hang in there, sweetie...you're the toughest trooper!! YEEAH!! Thinking of you always :)

Smooooooches,
XOXOXOXO
Janice
Melbourne, Australia - Sunday, April 27, 2003 7:52 AM CDT

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A.J. Hope you are still fever free. Thinking of you often.
Jane Trimper
Stanton, MI - Saturday, April 26, 2003 8:05 AM CDT

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Hi Guys,

Thinking of you often and missing Addison's cute smile and voice. Very busy taking care of Lucas and Abby. Miss you

Love
Samantha
Samantha Viscomi
Little Silver, NJ - Friday, April 25, 2003 9:32 PM CDT

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Greetings from Fargo:

Thinking of you all. We're at Paul's work, and found your website for the first time. It's incredibly emotional. We miss you all. And appreciate the update. Deb, hope you had a great birthday - hope you got my card. We all love you all, and have not ceased to pray for all your needs. Be assured that we won't stop. God bless the Toivola's!
Paul and Sue Nord , Niki, Marie, Anna, Lizzy, Addie, McKenzie
Fargo, ND USA - Friday, April 25, 2003 8:23 PM CDT

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Addison and family,
Just saying "hi!". I am really sorry to hear that you are having such a difficult week. When it rains, it pours, huh? I hope this next week is better and I hope that this most recent hospital stay is a short one and you can move back to the RMH very soon. I just checked Lucas's site and it sounds like things are going well for him - hopefully you two boys will be playing together soon!
Chris <chrismyrah@frontiernet.net>
Apple Valley, MN USA - Friday, April 25, 2003 3:50 PM CDT

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Hello Wonderful Family,

You continue to be in our thoughts and prayers. Anxiously awaiting the results of the PET scan. Praying for good news. In the meantime, wishing you peace.


Sharon Swanson <www.caringbridge.org/la/alexeddy>
Shreveport, LA - Friday, April 25, 2003 12:43 AM CDT

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HOPE YOU ARE FEELING BETTER, MAY GOD BE WITH YOU.
JAN
OH - Friday, April 25, 2003 12:07 AM CDT

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Hello Family,
Just a quick note to tell you that I'm here.Happy be-lated Birthday Deb. We had Peter's on the 4th and Dad's on the 18th. We saw Carol and Merry and Bruce on Easter. We couldn't stay too long because of work the next day. Boy,
were we stuffed. We have a wedding down in the cities on May 16 & 17 so maybe if we have time I'll call you and we can stop in on that Sunday. We will have everyone with us, even Katie, so we might be a little overwhelming for you. I'll let you know for sure. Gotta go!
Lots of Love, Hugs & Kisses!
Karen & Joe & family
P.S. Mom and Dad send their love. They don't have a computer so they tell me every week to say hello. They even went to church on Easter. They laughed and said the church didn't collapse or anything!! Funny!
Karen Warmuth <jkwarmuth@aol.com>
Nashwauk, MN - Thursday, April 24, 2003 10:08 PM CDT

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hi ya'll hope everything is goin good for ya guys. my mom and i are doin good, cant wait to see ya guys. talk to ya later
saralee and chris <cucumber_04@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, April 24, 2003 3:21 PM CDT

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Hello AJ :)

Just stopping by to say HELLO and hoping that you are doing better and feeling better :) I can't wait for when you can bust out of that yucky hospital!! I'm sure it'll be soon..just hang in there, buddy! As always, I am thinking of you and praying for you...have a good day!

BIG HUGS & KISSES,
XOXOXOXOXO
Janice
Melbourne, Australia - Thursday, April 24, 2003 8:26 AM CDT

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Hi AJ! I'm sorry I haven't signed in lately. I have been visiting every other day or so but have been so busy. That is so wrong of me to do. Anyways, I sure hope you are out of the hospital soon. What a trip that sounds like. Hope you had a wonderful Easter! I wish you could have found some easter eggs though. Maybe you can real soon when you are better. My kids love it when I put out eggs in the summer and they can find them. They don't care if it comes with candy, money, or nothing. Its just so fun to search and get them. I will be praying for all these test results. I know you don't have the news your looking for yet but it will come. we just have to pray a little harder. I will always be praying for "batman". Take it easy little buddy!
Jeanne Brown <brownjj@bright.net>
Wapakoneta, OH USA - Wednesday, April 23, 2003 10:00 PM CDT

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Hello Toivolas!
Sorry to hear that AJ is back in the hospital - hopefully it will be a short visit! Our thoughts and prayers are always with you :o) Thanks for all the updates... As if you aren't busy enough... do you have any recent pictures of AJ to add to the photo album? We'd love to see more of him!! Best wishes for happy days!

Love, The Geary's
Allison Geary <dag9394@msn.com>
Aurora, CO - Wednesday, April 23, 2003 3:19 PM CDT

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I am so proud to know all of you! Deb, you inspire me when I read how much you are enjoying your babies smile and the activities of his siblings. We never know what tomorrow will bring - we have to keep these things close to our heart while we can.
Our prayers are for you and Sam especially through these most recent battles you're fighting.
Kim Langgaard <lang5@netins.net>
- Wednesday, April 23, 2003 12:52 AM CDT

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Hello AJ!

Just dropping in to say hello..I hope you have a good day...no more fevers..no more nothing!! Praying that you will get better soon and go home :) Keep strong, cutie..

Love & prayers forever,
XOXOXOXO
Janice
Melbourne, Australia - Wednesday, April 23, 2003 11:22 AM CDT

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Just thinking of my Superhero and wanted to say hello.

Janet
- Wednesday, April 23, 2003 10:51 AM CDT

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Hello from Iowa!

I am deeply saddened and shaken by the loss of Jake. That kid was a real trouper. I'm thinking about you guys all the time and praying for the best.

Michelle C. Golightly
Booneville, Ia USA - Tuesday, April 22, 2003 9:09 PM CDT

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Hi AJ,
I'm thinking of you and keeping you in my prayers!
Hugs,
Kathy Haws
Thousand Oaks, CA. - Tuesday, April 22, 2003 4:07 PM CDT

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Hey AJ sweetie :)


I'm so sad to hear that you're in the yucky hospital :( But I just want you to know that I will be praying EXTRA hard for you tonight...hope your fevers will just go away forever and stay away! Hang in there buddy...keep strong and be brave..you are the bravest little boy but keep brave anyway! I will check in on you soon...

Hugs & kisses,
XOXOXOXO
Janice
Melbourne, Australia - Tuesday, April 22, 2003 10:37 AM CDT

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HOPE YOU ARE FEELING BETTER. GOD BLESS YOU.
JAN
OH - Tuesday, April 22, 2003 10:13 AM CDT

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Our thoughts and prayers have been with you for a year already, it seems like yesterday. It is cold but sunny up north, you're not missing much with Mother Nature. Tyler is looking forward to being in the same grade as A.J.(Although they've never met) Even through the internet, I feel a bond. Thank you for the updates. May God Bless you all!
The Kemps Tom, Angie, Tyler and Steven
Eveleth, MN - Tuesday, April 22, 2003 9:22 AM CDT

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Just wanted to let you know that someone in North Carolina is praying for your sweet AJ and your family. I pray for your strength and his healing. May God Bless You.
Joy
Wilson, NC - Tuesday, April 22, 2003 8:23 AM CDT

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Cassie
- Tuesday, April 22, 2003 7:27 AM CDT

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Hello! I just wanted to send you a message to tell you how brave you are! Your courage inspires me. It is people like you who truly make the world a better place. Thank you.
Jamie <SpiritSenders@aol.com >
Atlanta, GA USA - Monday, April 21, 2003 11:26 PM CDT

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It was so nice to see all of you yesterday. I hope you had a nice Easter. Lucas was so happy to see his buddy. He can't wait to get out again so you can play together. We continue to pray for you and hope that you feel better real soon. We love you guys!! Take care.
Kristin, Josh, and Lucas <www.caringbridge.org/mn/lucaskells>
- Monday, April 21, 2003 4:45 PM CDT

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Hi, AJ!
Sorry you didn't get to hunt for easter eggs. So, I'm sending you a silly little chicken of your very own. Isn't he cute?
Have a wonderful day!
Brenda
TN - Monday, April 21, 2003 10:44 AM CDT

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Greetings from Hibbing~
I am sorry to hear that Addison couldn't participate in the Easter egg hunt. Poor little man, sorry he's not feeling well. We are praying for him in hopes that the PET scan shows positive results and he feels better. I hope his doctor visit today isn't too uncomfortable for him. I love you little Addison. We will be checking up on you.
Janette Paul
- Monday, April 21, 2003 9:04 AM CDT

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Hey, My name is Angela Kinney. I am from Des Moines IA and good friends with Sam Kiener who is battling Leukemia in the hospital in Minnesota. From there I started following Kris (from IA) story and then from there I got your website. Everyone of these boys that I read about have different stories, and are different ages, and at different stages of the disease that they battle, but one thing that has NEVER changed and continues to never change is the unbelievable amounts of faith that you all have. It is truly inspiring to me to know that you could be going through such a difficult time and you continue to express such high spirits and faith. I think that is what really keeps me going. I dont even know you but I feel that through you I see God working his ways and I know and believe that he will answer all of your prayers and mine in a way that we will understand. I thank you for your sharing of AJ and will continue to pray for him and your family. At this time of Easter and new life I wish you all the best and believe that AJ will grow up and live the life that you all intended him having. Thank you and God Bless,
Angela Kinney
Angela Kinney <bballizbestezt14@aol.com>
Urbandale, IA USA - Sunday, April 20, 2003 8:00 PM CDT

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Dear Toivolas: I am thinking of you every day and praying for good results on the PET scan. It is not a coincidence that your one year anniversary coincides with Easter, our most holy Christian holiday filled with hope, new beginnings and rebirths. It is truly a season for miracles and AJ is certainly one of those! His spirit and the spirit of his family to support him and each other is inspiring to us all. We love you guys, hang in there and we'll see you May 1. Happy and a most holy Easter to you all!
The Volzs - Lauren, Donna, Brandon, Collin & Keenan
Earlham, IA - Sunday, April 20, 2003 7:32 PM CDT

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Happy Easter Dave, Deb, Ashley, Austin and AJ!!!!!!!
Wrap the joy of the holiday around your family and enjoy!
And remember you're not alone - we are all thinking of you every day.
Ed, Kim, Katy, Kris and Neil Langgaard
- Sunday, April 20, 2003 1:44 PM CDT

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Addison and Family,

Wishing you all a blessed Easter. I'll add you to my prayer list!! God Bless you all!

Love,

Eva Shimmons <KWfan4ever@yahoo.com>
Marcellus, MI - Sunday, April 20, 2003 1:10 PM CDT

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Hello Family,
We are busy preparing for the day. I've been in church since Wednesday so I have abundant prayers for AJ. I really honestly get churched (if there is such a word?) out. Last night's mass was almost 2 hours with constant singing. I am hoarse, but I feel the season. Our belief in the Lord will get us all through this trying time. We just have to.
Please know I am here. Sending prayers and love always. I only wish we could do more. Have a big piece of ham and potatoes for me. I get to eat twice today so I will be bloated later on. God is good.
Love ya & Have a Beautiful Easter,
Karen & Joe
Katie, Andy, Jim & Peter
Karen Warmuth <jkwarmuth@aol.com>
Nashwauk, MN - Sunday, April 20, 2003 12:08 AM CDT

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Happy Easter to all of you.

Yes, we all do remember last year waiting to hear what was happening. The ambulance ride must have been the most frightening thing in the world.

Thank God for the miracles of the past year, as you say, Deb. Maybe we should thank Batman a little too.:-) We hope and pray for many miracles this year.

Love
Cousin Carol
Carol Chubiz <carol@hailstorm.com>
St. Paul, MN 55102 - Sunday, April 20, 2003 10:05 AM CDT

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Dearest AJ,
Hey sweetie!! I'm sorry I haven't checked in on you for awhile..i've been on easter break and holidays from school always mean I'm away from home,homework and the computer :) That doesn't mean i haven't been thinking of you and praying for you!!! Still praying hard for you buddy...i know you're the toughest fighter around..I hope you feel better soon.. I will try and write again as soon as I can!! Keep strong, angel...Have a GREAT EASTER!

Lots of easter love,
XOXOXOXO
Janice
Melbourne, Australia - Sunday, April 20, 2003 7:02 AM CDT

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HAPPY EASTER ADDISON.. I HOPE YOU GET TO FEELING BETTER SOON :)
Jodie Summers..... http://www.caringbridge.org/ca/lindsayjohnson <jsummers1@bak.rr.com>
Arvin, California United States of America..."Pray for Our Troops" - Saturday, April 19, 2003 11:52 PM CDT

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Hello! Easter blessings to all of you!
Love and prayers,
Alaine
Alaine Johnson <alaine_johnson@mora.k12.mn.us>
Mora, Mn - Saturday, April 19, 2003 2:13 PM CDT

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DEAR FAMILY,

Happy Easter! May the Easter Bunny we good to you all! As always, you are in our prayers and thoughts.

Deb, I'll call you mid week.....

Much love, Dede, Walt & Owen
Dede Bye-Fitzmaurice <dede_fitzmaurice@bluecrossmn.com>
Minneapolis, mn - Saturday, April 19, 2003 11:28 AM CDT

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Have a blessed Holiday season...You are in our thoughts and prayers!!

Visit Davin's Web Page

God Bless!!
The Rucker Family
Rushell, Shauna, Davin, & Tuesdey <r.rucker@attbi.com>
Garland, TX USA - Friday, April 18, 2003 8:46 PM CDT

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Just wanted to let you know that I'm thinking of you guys. I am so pleased that I share a birthday with Batman!! Your cake was good...thanks for the piece. Hope to see you soon.
Mary Kiener
- Friday, April 18, 2003 2:52 PM CDT

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Dear Dave & Debbie......Wishing AJ a VERY Happy 4th Birthday....and wishing your family a very Happy Easter...and give our love to Bruce & Merry. As always, you are all in our thoughts and prayers.
Cousin Bruce, Sue & kids
Bruce Meyers
Mokena, Il - Friday, April 18, 2003 8:30 AM CDT

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Stopped by to say hello and let you know I visited your web pages. I offer a prayer as I sign your guestbook that you will start feeling better and regain your health soon.
Love is the best medicine!
Ivy...www.caringbridge.org/wa/cameronboyd
ivy <poisenivj@aol.com>
lynnwood, wa usa - Thursday, April 17, 2003 7:48 PM CDT

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Hi Addison and All,
I hope you all have a Happy Easter. It just figures that it would get cold again for it, doesn't it? Although, I suppose being Iron Rangers this weather probably seems like nothing to you, huh? We are going to visit relatives on a farm in North Dakota for Easter. Justin and Allison are very excited - our city bred kiddos will get to see some up close animals!
We had some big news this past week. Justin is potty trained!! It is a huge deal for us because after his stroke we weren't sure if he was ever going to have bladder/bowel control. It took him till 4 1/2 but once he got the hang of it we have had no accidents! He was so excited to go to the store and pick out some big boy Spider Man underwear. We were at Target and happened to notice they have Batman Underoos. We thought of you, of course!
Anyway, we are thinking of you this week and hope that you and all your friends at the hospital and Ronald McDonald House have a Happy Easter.

Chris, Jim, Justin and Allison Myrah <chrismyrah@frontiernet.net>
Apple Valley, MN USA - Thursday, April 17, 2003 3:23 PM CDT

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Hey there Addison, I am glad to see that you are doing better and we are all praying for your tests to go well. I hope that what Amie & I set out to do with the Adopt A Kids Site is working, and you have more people praying for you and visiting your site. I just wanted to take this opportunity to wish you a Happy & Healthy & Blessed Easter/Passover/spring time, whatever you prefer!!


Chris
~ Gooch's Site ~ * * ~ Adopt A Kid's site ~
- Thursday, April 17, 2003 11:55 AM CDT

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Hi Sweetie!
Just checking in to see how you are doing! I am sorry to see you weren't feeling well, I pray you are feeling better real soon! Your quilt is beautiful! I love the song you are my "super hero for sure!!" Jessie has one to they do a beautiful job!!!
Love,prayers & many hugs from all the way in PA!
Lynn & Jessie
www.caringbridge.com/pa/jessiespage, PA - Thursday, April 17, 2003 10:30 AM CDT

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Have a Happy and Blessed Easter - you will be in our thoughts and especially our prayers....Love, Barb and family P. S. Looking forward to seeing you soon....4-26 -03 hope it all works out-Dede is making the plans....Love
Barb Frankson <barb.frankson@mn-ia.aaa.com>
St. Cloud, MN USA - Thursday, April 17, 2003 9:33 AM CDT

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Just wanted to let you know that we are still thinking of you and keeping up with you. Y'all are such troopers! You spread love and joy and the beauty of life to all around you. John just turned 5 last week, is so excited about being a big boy.

Have a blessed Easter!
Sharon, Dennis & John Wesley <www.caringbridge.org/la/alexeddy>
Shreveport, LA - Wednesday, April 16, 2003 4:39 PM CDT

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just want to say hi, im doing great back in school only 20 1/2 days left and then im done. hope ya'll are doin good tell the kids i said hi. miss ya'll can't wait to see ya talk to ya later.mom says hi
saralee and mom <cucumber_04@hotmail.com>
wright, mn - Wednesday, April 16, 2003 3:13 PM CDT

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We continue to think of you and hope for brighter days! Can't wait until we can dance in the rainbows of our health!!
With love,
Staci, Slim, and Presley <www.caringbridge.org/ky/presleynash>
- Tuesday, April 15, 2003 9:22 PM CDT

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We hope that our Buddy is feeling better real soon. Lucas will be out of the hospital hopefully by the end of the week. He is excited to play with his Buddy. We are always thinking of you. See you soon.
Kristin <www.caringbridge.org/mn/lucaskells>
- Tuesday, April 15, 2003 8:51 PM CDT

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I just dropped in to say Hello and to let you know that I am praying for AJ and all the family.
pam Haddix <p_haddix@hotmail.com>
oh - Tuesday, April 15, 2003 8:48 PM CDT

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Dear Toivola Family,
We are saddened to hear the news of late and will continue to pray for everyone's needs.
Bruce, Jeanne and Erik Jordahl
Jeanne Jordahl
Gilbert, MN USA - Tuesday, April 15, 2003 2:43 PM CDT

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"Happy Birthday"! Wanted to stop in and say hi and let you know I'm praying for you!! :o)
Jennnifer Parenti <parenti@netzero.net>
Orford, NH USA - Tuesday, April 15, 2003 7:19 AM CDT

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Hey AJ! :)


I hope you've been doing okay, sweetie...I am praying for you always...praying that we will get some GOOD NEWS soon.. you are always in my thoughts, cutie...I know you can beat this disease...don't let it get the better of you!! Who's a toughie??? AJ IS!!!!!!! YEEEAH! AJ can do anything :) Keep fighting, angel...I will check back soon.

Always in my heart,
XOXOXOXO
Janice
Melbourne, Australia - Tuesday, April 15, 2003 1:12 AM CDT

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Addison and your family will be in my prayers! We have tough little dudes and I know he can get through this!
Kelly www.caringbridge.org/nv/baileyaustinjohnson <mom2baycam@charter.net>
Lake Tahoe, NV USA - Tuesday, April 15, 2003 0:14 AM CDT

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I am so sorry to read that Addison's test results are not looking good. I will keep your entire family in my prayers as you search for the next step in this battle.
Ali
- Monday, April 14, 2003 6:17 PM CDT

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Addison,

Hey buddy...We are thinking of you in Texas. I hope you had a great 4th birthday.
Rhonda and family <http://caringbridge.org/tx/nathan>
Allen, TX USA - Monday, April 14, 2003 2:04 PM CDT

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Addison,
I hope you start to feel better soon. My prayers and thoughts are with you and your family. I pray that God will take away your pain. God Bless you.
Michelle Zammat <whisperpur@yahoo.com>
Belcamp, MD USA - Monday, April 14, 2003 7:49 AM CDT

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Hey sweetie :)
I'm thinking of you and praying for you..my fingers are sooo crossed they are turning blue...but nevermind that! As long as AJ gets better, that's all that matters...hang in there angel...you can do it!

See how when Maggie Simpson falls over...she gets back up again? I know that when something bad knocks you over, you will be right up on your feet in no time!!! Love ya!!

Special hugs & kisses,
XOXOXOXO
Janice <wine_chic@yahoo.com>
Melbourne, Australia - Monday, April 14, 2003 2:44 AM CDT

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Happy Belated Birthday sweety!!! I am so sorry I missed it... I hope your feeling well today!!

Hugs,
Lynn
PA - Monday, April 14, 2003 0:13 AM CDT

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Addison, and Family
My name is Jenna, and I was very inspired by Addisons page. He is a real fighter, and he is in my prayers. I was born with a rare bone disease, and i am having a rough time right now as well.
My webpage is:http://www.matmice.com/home/fighterandchampion
Jenna
Jenna <hockeys_life@hotmail.com>
Kamloops, Bc Canada - Monday, April 14, 2003 0:01 AM CDT

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Hi Addison.. Happy Belated Birthday :) I hope you get to feeling better...
Jodie Summers..... http://www.caringbridge.org/ca/lindsayjohnson <jsummers1@bak.rr.com>
Arvin, California United States of America..."Pray for Our Troops" - Sunday, April 13, 2003 9:21 PM CDT

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God be with you all
Jan
oh - Sunday, April 13, 2003 10:20 AM CDT

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Hello AJ,
I am a new Smile Quilter and I wanted to stop in and say hello and let you know that you have yet another person praying for you. Blessings and have a wonderful day.

Zissy <zissyfoy@hotmail.com>
Arlington, MA USA - Sunday, April 13, 2003 9:26 AM CDT

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Addison, I am sorry to see the test results. I pray they cant be right. You have been thru so much.
Please know your Caringbridge family is rallying behind you.

Gooch & Mom
Gooch's Site

- Sunday, April 13, 2003 2:01 AM CDT

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Hey sweetie, I am so looking forward to see another update that things have taken a dramatic turn for the better and that you are doing well. Let me take this opportunity to wish you a Happy & Blessed Easter and let you know how much everyone cares about you and everyone at Smile Quilts is thinking of you.



Angel Chris and all your friends at Smile Quilts
chrisrusso_@hotmail.com
- Sunday, April 13, 2003 2:00 AM CDT

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Just wanted to let you know I said a prayer for your family tonight. God bless you all.
Sandra <ahonbarger@carolina.rr.com >
NC - Saturday, April 12, 2003 9:47 PM CDT

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AJ sweetie! :)


I am praying soooo sooooooo soooooo hard for you cutie... I sure hope God listens to me...because we have both been having pretty serious conversations and I have told him to watch over you even more this time!!! I know he'll listen because God listens to everyone...and I know he will take care of you because he loves you...I hope you're having a good weekend...be strong, sweetie! Hang in there and I'll check back SOON!

Love, hugs & kisses,
XOXOXOO
Janice
Melbourne, Australia - Saturday, April 12, 2003 9:47 AM CDT

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Hello A.J. Hope u had a Happy Birthday. I'm sure you enjoyed all the fussing over you. ha ha. May God Bless & watch over you & may you have your next Birthday at your own home with all your family. We will continue to pray for you. xxoo
Elaine Raday <mobilegram@webtv.net>
Posen, Il. U.S.A. - Saturday, April 12, 2003 9:18 AM CDT

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"Count your nights by stars, not shadows.
Count your days by smiles, not tears.
And on any birthday morning,
count your age by friends, not years."
Author Unknown

Dear AJ: You are much older than 4, that is for sure. Because if you count your age by all of your friends, you are quite an old man! You are the bravest person I have ever known. We continue to pray for you with all our hearts. You and your family inspire us with your tenacity and your ability to overcome so many things. Keep the faith. :)
With Love from your Illinois Cousins,
Randy, Pam, Kevin & Kaitlyn Meyers
Pam Meyers <HomerNativ@aol.com>
Homer Glen, IL USA - Friday, April 11, 2003 8:13 PM CDT

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Hi Addison,
I want to wish you a belated HAPPY 4th BIRTHDAY! I am thinking of you and keeping you in you prayers.
Kathy Haws
Thousand Oaks, CA. - Friday, April 11, 2003 8:03 PM CDT

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AJ I wrote something before but it was erased so I will try to remember the same things over again. First off, happy birthday a day late but we were all thinking of you yesterday. Keep on trucking guy and I hope to see you soon in Gilbert, home of the tough guys and you are one tough guy for only being four years old. Keep on smiling and I pray that more people will smile as much as you do.
Bill Perko <perko14@mchsi.com>
Eveleth, Mn USA - Friday, April 11, 2003 6:56 PM CDT

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Happy birthday, dear AJ. I know I'm a couple days late but that just makes your birthday last longer. Hope it was lots of fun and that you and Ashley and Austin had a great time.We are all praying REALLY hard that you will soon be all better and that your next birthday will be at your house. XOXOXOXOXO
Barb Meyers
OakLawn, Il 60453 - Friday, April 11, 2003 6:50 PM CDT

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A belated Happy #4- AJ. Our birthday wish for you is great news on your next round of tests. You are an incredible young boy and we know God will help make your birthday wishes come true. Keep being strong.

The Allisons- Scott, Laurie, AJ, Ben and Joey
Scott Allison
Hibbing, - Friday, April 11, 2003 5:41 PM CDT

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Happy Birthday Addison!
We share very close birthdays, mine is today April 10th! I am much older than you though! We got your webpage from your friend Lucas. Just wanted to wish you a Happy Birthday and tell you to keep smiling and keep fighting! We have you in our prayers! God Bless, Paula, Kevin, Tyler, Blayne & Ashton Erie
Paula Erie <pmerie@yahoo.com>
Goodhue, MN USA - Thursday, April 10, 2003 10:14 PM CDT

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HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY ADDISON! Thank you soooo much for the birthday cake.Hope things are going well for you and your family.See you soon "LITTLE BATMAN".
Tina Eshbaugh <http://www.caringbridge.org/va/love4brandon>
Harrisonburg, Va USA - Thursday, April 10, 2003 8:17 PM CDT

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Happy belated Birthday AJ.....I'm a day late as usual, but I have been thinking about you all week and understand you had a great party last Saturday....so hope thinking about you counts .....Dave, Deb - sorry you don't have such good news, but hang in there, God works in mysterious ways - hope to see you all very soon....Love, Barb/John P. S. David don't forget, you are very special to me too! LOVE!!
Barbara A. Frankson <barb.frankson@mn-ia.aaa.com>
St. Cloud, MN USA - Thursday, April 10, 2003 1:52 PM CDT

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Happy Birthday AJ. Here's to many more healthy happy ones.
An Online Friend
- Thursday, April 10, 2003 10:13 AM CDT

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AJ sweetie!!

Well, well, well...I hope you had a FABULOUS birthday!!! I'm sure you got lots of cool presents...you lucky boy!! I just wanted to come by and let you know that I am always thinking of you cutie...I am praying extreeemely hard for you to get better soon and for all of us to have some good news...you be brave, sweetie!! Each of us has a special guardian angel watching over us..and I just know that your special guardian angel is sitting on your shoulder right now keeping an extra eye on you :) You keep strong, HAVE A GREAT DAY and I will check back soooooon!

Always in my heart,
XOXOXOXO
Janice
Melbourne, Australia - Thursday, April 10, 2003 8:32 AM CDT

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY A.J.!!!!! Keep fighting, brave boy.
Bruce, Kerri, & Jack <www.caringbridge.org/mn/jack>
East Greenwich, RI - Wednesday, April 9, 2003 11:03 PM CDT

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Happy Birthday Addison!!!!!
Not a very good present to be in the hospital, but at least everyone there is taking very good care of you and love you just as much as we do.
Sending prayers for those ugly tumors to just go away. Lots of love and hugs and kisses.
Karen & Joe & family

Karen Warmuth
Nashwauk, MN - Wednesday, April 9, 2003 10:03 PM CDT

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Happy Birthday Batman!! We are sending you super hero love and wishes...
Staci, Slim, Will, and Presley <www.caringbridge.org/ky/presleynash>
- Wednesday, April 9, 2003 9:34 PM CDT

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Sometimes GOD is no longer the answer, and you have to admit that god sucks....
god
heaven, usa - Wednesday, April 9, 2003 8:41 PM CDT

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, hope your birthday is wonderful. Keep fighting, we love you and pray for you everyday. Hugs and Kisses,
The DeVolders
Marshall, Mi - Wednesday, April 9, 2003 7:32 PM CDT

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Dear Addison,
Hope you enjoy your presents! I would like to make something for you. I just have to think of something. Would dinosaurs be good? Batman? Woolly mammoths? Tell me, what would you like?
Love,
Liam (Charlie & Jack's big brother)
Liam <terese@visi.com>
St. Paul, MN - Wednesday, April 9, 2003 7:02 PM CDT

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We wish we could give you good news, Addison, but we'll give you lots of birthday wishes instead -- I'll be glad to donate mine because I don't really need birthdays anymore. We hope you had a wonderful day and wish for many happy days to come!
Terese, Paul, Liam & Jack <terese@visi.com>
St. Paul, MN - Wednesday, April 9, 2003 6:57 PM CDT

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Happy Birthday Addison! :o) I heard about you from a friend and have been checking your webpage often to see how you are doing. I'm saying a special prayer for you. Stay strong and keep being so brave. HAPPY 4th BIRTHDAY! I hope you have a great day!
Jill Bender <nymeetsva@yahoo.com>
Fredericksburg, VA USA - Wednesday, April 9, 2003 5:28 PM CDT

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY AJ!!!!! The BIG 4! WOW! Have a fun day and have lots of giggle time with your brother and sister! :o) Your Indiana Friend~
Lara <Tawking2u@aol.com>
Battle Ground, IN USA - Wednesday, April 9, 2003 5:07 PM CDT

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Hi to Dave, Deb, Ashley, Austin and Happy, Happy, Happy Birthday AJ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Kim Langgaard and family <lang5@netins.net>
Guthrie Center, IA - Wednesday, April 9, 2003 4:48 PM CDT

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AJ - HAPPY, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! Sending you lots of love from Colorado!! Have a fantastic day!
The Geary's <dag9394@msn.com>
Aurora, CO - Wednesday, April 9, 2003 4:01 PM CDT

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Happy Birthday A.J.!!!! I hope you have lots of fun on your day!!!
Keeping him in my prayers. Sorry the test results were disappointing and I pray all in all that some good report will emerge through it all. God is in control!
Love, Lisa Post <ltjpost@cox.net>
- Wednesday, April 9, 2003 3:18 PM CDT

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Happy Birthday Batman!!!
Enjoy your day. Oreo, Maisy and Janet send hugs,kisses and licks.
Janet Shober <jshober@rmhmpls.com>
Mpls, - Wednesday, April 9, 2003 11:38 AM CDT

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Happy Birthday from Texas. I hope you and your family have a wonderful day. You ROCK Batman!!!!!
Marty Frachiseur <marty.frachiseur@mail.sprint.com>
Allen, TX - Wednesday, April 9, 2003 10:46 AM CDT

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY A.J.! Eat lots of cake and ice cream! We miss you and your family. You are absolutely the best Batman EVER! Tell Ashley and Austin that Brandon says "Hi".
The Volzs - Lauren, Donna, Brandon, Collin & Keenan
Earlham, IA - Wednesday, April 9, 2003 10:39 AM CDT

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Wishing Addison a happy birthday, and strength to the rest of the family. May each day give you at least a moment of joy. My thoughts are with you as you struggle through this journey. Make each second count.
a friend of Lucas Viscomi <http://www.caringbridge.org/nj/lucastheshrimpeater/>
- Wednesday, April 9, 2003 10:34 AM CDT

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Dearest AJ & family,
HEY GUYS!! Usually when I write in, I like to touch on the more serious issues first, and then end the message on a lighter, more encouraging note...so, I just wanted to say that I am so, so sorry that AJ's test results did not come back good and that there are so many things to worry about.. especially that dreaded tumour!!! AJ, sweetie it really breaks my heart that you have to go through all of this...I wish you didn't have to. I want you to know that I will be forever praying as hard as I can for you!!! You will get through this, cutie...I know you will!!

Now, on to a more lighter note...I know today is AJ's SPECIAL DAY..so I am just gonna sing the birthday song to AJ!! Are you ready?? Here I go...ahem..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAREST AJ,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!

YAY!!!!!!! FOUR years old!! That is amazing!!!!! I hope you have a GREAT day, sweetie...it must suck having to celebrate in the hospital, huh?? But as long as you have the people you love and who love you soooooooo much all around you (and presents too!!!), then it really doesn't matter where you celebrate!! I am so proud of you, AJ.. you have been through so much...and I know that this is a HUGE bump in the road for you, but I have so much faith in you, I know that you are tough and strong enough to pull through...I won't stop praying for you until I know you are better for good :) Hang in there, buddy!!

All my love & prayers!!
XOXOXOXOXO
And here's extra hugs & kisses for the birthday boy...
XOXOXOXOXO
Janice <wine_chic@yahoo.com>
Melbourne, Australia - Wednesday, April 9, 2003 10:33 AM CDT

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Happy Birthday Addison! I hope having Ashley and Austin there when you woke up this morning was a great birthday surprise! Allison and Justin turned four a couple months ago and suddenly they seem so grown up!

I wish the tests would have brought better news. We will continue to pray and keep you all in our thoughts.

Chris, Jim, Allison and Justin Myrah <chrismyrah@frontiernet.net>
Apple Valley, MN USA - Wednesday, April 9, 2003 9:49 AM CDT

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ADDISON, ~Happy Birthday to you, Happy Birthday to YOU, HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR ADDISON. Happy Birthday to YOU!~
I'm sorry to hear that the test results didn't bring good news but I continue to pray for you every night and hope that God will give us a little miracle to help you get better quick! Let's pray that the tumor is dead. Hugs from Hibbing.
Janette Paul
- Wednesday, April 9, 2003 9:06 AM CDT

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I am so sorry for the news on the scans and tests. I will continue to pray that the tumor is dead and these new spots are nothing.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, ADDISON! IS THERE SOMETHING PERTICULAR THAT BATMAN WANTED FOR HIS BIRTHDAY? I HOPE YOU HAVE AN AWESOME DAY!! I AM SURE YOU WILL WITH ALL OF YOUR FAMILY THERE TO CELEBRATE WITH YOU. WHAT DOES YOUR BIRTHDAY CAKE LOOK LIKE? I AM SURE IT WILL TASTE VERY GOOD WITH ALL OF THAT ICING ON THERE! TAKE CARE AND I WILL SEND A PACKAGE OUT TO YOU. I THINK I'M ALREADY BEHIND ON THAT! PRAYING FOR YOU AS ALWAYS.......................

JEANNE BROWN <brownjj@bright.net>
WAPAKONETA, OH USA - Wednesday, April 9, 2003 8:32 AM CDT

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY ADDISON!!!

We love you very much and pray for you! Owen wants you to get better so that you can come to our house and play. Thanks for all the wonderful kisses this weekend - you made my day.

Much love to you and your family,

Cousins Dede, Walt & Owen


Dede Bye-Fitzmaurice <dede_fitzmaurice@bluecrossmn.com>
Minneapolis, MN - Wednesday, April 9, 2003 8:18 AM CDT

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Happy Birthday AJ! Hope you have a great day! Keep Truckin' (like the Do Da Man). We will all be thinking of you these next few days.
Ross Perko <perk0081@d.umn.edu>
Duluth, MN USA - Wednesday, April 9, 2003 8:15 AM CDT

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My husband & I offer you the same support you gave us during our journey with our daughter.
friend
mpls, mn usa - Tuesday, April 8, 2003 10:20 PM CDT

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Hi! Just checking in.... Hope you all had a good weekend and I really hope that you received good news yesterday.
Chris Myrah <chrismyrah@frontiernet.net>
Apple Valley, MN USA - Tuesday, April 8, 2003 12:23 AM CDT

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Hello Family,
Just dropping a note to say hello and seeing how things how going. Sorry to hear about your friend Nathan. My prayers are being sent daily. Andy and Alicia just made their Confirmation so we got to see Merry and Bruce. We missed you all. Dad got another shot and he's doing good. Still alittle tired. Mom says with his lack of testosterone (sp)
he gets testy once a month. (Tee Hee) What a beautiful little quilt that was made for Addison. Cute idea!
I'm here usually checking in every other day, so let us know how it goes today.
Lots of Hugs and Kisses,
Karen & Joe & family
Karen Warmuth <jkwarmuth@aol.com>
Nashwauk, MN - Monday, April 7, 2003 7:51 PM CDT

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Hey there cutie pie!!

Just wanted to come by and check in on you...I hope you are doing real good, sweetie...I am ALWAYS thinking of you!! Have a SUPER, SUPER day...keep strong, keep smiling :) :)

Lots of "spring" love,
XOXOXOXO
Janice
Melbourne, Australia - Sunday, April 6, 2003 7:31 AM CDT

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Hi Addison
I'm praying that your results on monday are good. You have been fighting so hard and are being so brave. I'm sending you huge amounts of love.

http://www.caringbridge.org/europe/cassie
Cassie <janetcassandra@yahoo.co.uk>
England - Sunday, April 6, 2003 0:17 AM CST

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HI! You don't know us, we are relatives of Lucas. Your family is in our prayers as well. Feel better soon. :-)
Wooding's <swooding@onvoymail.com>
Lake City, MN USA - Saturday, April 5, 2003 10:56 PM CST

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IT'S BEEN AWHILE SINCE I'VE LAST SENT A NOTE BUT BELIEVE ME OUR PRAYERS ARE SENT EACH DAY. I REALLY HAVE A FEELING THAT MONDAY IS GOING TO BE A DAY TO CELEBRATE! AJ MAY BE JUST A LITTLE BOY SO SOME BUT HE IS A HUGE INSPIRATION TO MANY OF US OUT HERE! GOD BLESS YOU ALL WITH FAITH, HOPE AND EVERYTHING THAT YOU NEED TO GET THROUGH EACH DAY.
LOVE @ PRAYERS FROM OUR FAMILY TO YOURS, CARRIE O'NEIL
(BILLY'S BIG SISTER)
CARRIE O'NEIL & FAMILY
ANDOVER, MN ANOKA - Saturday, April 5, 2003 7:37 AM CST

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We check up on you every day, Addison, and we're finally managing to say hello! We hope you had lots of energy for all your tests yesterday, and a little left over to play. We're praying for you every day and hoping for good news on Monday. We know that Charlie's putting in a good word for you right at the source.
Terese, Paul, Liam & Jack <terese@visi.com>
St. Paul, MN - Friday, April 4, 2003 7:44 PM CST

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HI!
Stopping in to send you tons of hugs and to let you know we will pray real hard for your test results!
Have a good weekend.


lynn
PA - Friday, April 4, 2003 7:36 AM CST

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Hello My name is Jenna. I came accorss Addisons webpage, and I just wanted to drop a note saying that I will keep Addison, and his friends in my parayers. I was born with a rare genetic severe life threatening bone disease. I am in chronic pain 24/7, and I have been through 15 operations going on lots more. I just had my 22 birhtday. I live life to the fullest, and I love to smile. I am on alot of havey pain medication. I have a webpage that I made about my story. I may not know you Addison, but i do know that you are a real fighter.
http://www.matmice.com/home/fighterandchampion
I love reading my guestbook entries.
Jenna
hockeys_life@hotmail.com <hockeys_life@hotmail.com>
Kamloops, BC Canada - Friday, April 4, 2003 3:48 AM CST

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Hi Addison and Family!
Just checking in to say hi. I am very sorry to hear about your friend Nathan. I am glad you are feeling good, and it sounds like Lucas is having a good week too. I hope all continues to go well. (Praying for very low AFP numbers!)
Chris Myrah <chrismyrah@frontiernet.net>
Apple Valley, MN USA - Thursday, April 3, 2003 9:12 PM CST

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I am so glad to hear that Addison is feeling great. Lucas is so excited to hang out with his BUDDY again soon. I am constantly thinking of you guys and keeping you in my prayers.
Kristin <www.caringbridge.org/mn/lucaskells>
Minneapolis, MN - Thursday, April 3, 2003 5:44 PM CST

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I'm adding the other kids to my prayer list. Saddened by Nathan's passing. He so reminds me of my own 16 year old son. I can't even imagine.
Praying for good test results for AJ!!!!
Love, Lisa Post <ltjpost@cox.net>
- Thursday, April 3, 2003 5:26 PM CST

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Hello Family!
Glad to hear that AJ is feeling great! I'm praying all the tests went well today and that the results will be good news. You are always in our thoughts and prayers, as well as all the wonderful children you've introduced us to through your journal. Have a fantastic day!
Allison & Darren Geary <dag9394@msn.com>
Aurora, CO - Thursday, April 3, 2003 1:17 PM CST

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Hey Addison :)

I just wanted to say that I am so sorry to hear about your friend Nathan passing away. That is very sad news and I will sign his guestbook to let his family know that I am thinking of them and praying for them.
At the same time, I am so HAPPY to hear that you are doing great, Addison..it really makes me smile just to hear that you are doing well. I will keep praying for you and also pray that when you do get your results, it will only bring us all GOOD NEWS :) I know it will...you are so strong! Okay you keep strong, sweetie and I will check back soon..

All my love and prayers,
XOXOXOXO
Janice <wine_chic@yahoo.com>
Melbourne, Australia - Thursday, April 3, 2003 9:25 AM CST

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Hello to the Toivola Family. We are hoping AND praying that Monday's test results will bring great news. I'm glad to hear the kids are doing great. Sure hope that is the same for Deb and Dave, this must be so stressful for you all. I will also pray for Addison's little buddies as I know how important it is to have good friends. Love you guys and take good care of yourselves. Will be looking forward to a positive outlook for Addison on Monday.
Janette Paul
Hibbing, MN - Thursday, April 3, 2003 8:53 AM CST

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Praying hard that the cancer is going away.

Michelle
Booneville, IA - Wednesday, April 2, 2003 8:22 PM CST

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Hello Batman and the rest of the A-Team! I think of you often, and am saying prayers for positive test results. I will be checking the computer frequently Monday night, so be sure to let me know! I can't wait for your Super Hero friends to come by this weekend for your wonderful birthday bash - maybe they will bring you some Krispy Kreme donuts. I think that was the best present I got! Thanks for being such wonderful friends - we can't wait until Presley can come to the house and play with you! I don't think it will be long...I see bright rainbows in our future.
Lots of love,
Staci, Slim, Will, and Presley <www.caringbridge.org/ky/presleynash>
Bowling Green, KY ~ but Minneapolis for now, - Wednesday, April 2, 2003 7:08 PM CST

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Hey there Addison :)
How are you doin buddy? I hope you woke up feeling great today and that you are getting nice spring weather!! Well I just came by to say hello...and also to check in on you. I've been thinking of you and praying hard for you, cutie... you are such a brave trooper! Amazing, amazing!! I will check back real soon, but in the mean time here is something for you from my side of the world........



Mwwwwwaaaahhh!!!!! That's a BIG FAT kiss for you batman!!!
Please give yourself a hug from me :)

All my love,
XOXOXOXO
Janice <wine_chic@yahoo.com>
Melbourne, Down Under!!! - Wednesday, April 2, 2003 8:23 AM CST

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Dear Toivolas - We are praying for excellent results to AJ's tests this week. We miss you all and think of you daily.
Love - Donna
Earlham, IA - Tuesday, April 1, 2003 11:02 PM CST

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Sending lots of prayers for AJ and everybody at the RMH. See you this summer. Love, The DeVolders.
Sheila DeVolder
- Tuesday, April 1, 2003 3:24 PM CST

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Between you all having to "hide out" from bugs in your room and me missing dinner I haven't seen you all lately. I'm glad to hear that A.J.'s counts are coming back up. Take care.
Mary Kiener
- Sunday, March 30, 2003 1:43 PM CST

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Hey Addison @ BATMAN!!!
How are you doing today sweetie? I hope you woke up feeling great :) I am glad to hear that your counts are improving, that is very good news! I just wanted to say hello..and I hope that you have a GREAT day...hopefully you'll be able to go outside and run a little...don't forget that I am always praying for you, sweetie...what a trooper you are! I am very proud of you :) I will check back soon, in the mean time you keep strong and smiling! :)

Lots of love, hugs and kisses,
XOXOXOXOXO
Janice
Melbourne, Australia - Sunday, March 30, 2003 8:36 AM CST

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GOOD MORNING FROM COLBY AND CREW - GOD BLESS ALL
JACK-COLBY'S DADDY FOREVER AND EVER AND EVER
www.caringbridge.org/pa/colby, UNIONTOWN PA - Sunday, March 30, 2003 6:41 AM CST

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Dear Toivola Family, Thank you for sharing through AJ's web page. There are so many of us always checking in...and our constant prayers continue.


MaryAnn Fena <mfena@aol.com>
Linwood, MN Anoka - Sunday, March 30, 2003 0:34 AM CST

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Hey Dave, Debbie, Ashley, Austin & AJ: We think of you all every day and keep you in our prayers. You are an incredible family and one I look up to. Debbie, I miss our talks.
Donna V.
Earlham, IA - Saturday, March 29, 2003 11:27 PM CST

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Hey, guys! Glad to here you are doing so well, I'm so glad to hear good news from someone. I'm feeling pretty depressed for all everyone else seems to be going through, I wish I was closer to everyone. We are just beside ourselves about Nate. We will pray for Ali and Jake too. I wish there was more I could do, but I get its out of our hands and prayer can do so much. We think of you often and wonder how you are doing, I glad the kids are in public school and doing so well. The break probably does wonders for them. Clay will be done with this CSA on Tuesday! We are so excited, now we can start discussing taking the line out. He still worries about all his friends that aren't doing as well as he is. I almost feel guilty but instead I'm so very grateful. Love y'all
Karel, Jack & Clay Loraas
- Friday, March 28, 2003 9:14 PM CST

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HEY BATMAN! I'M GLAD YOUR FEELING GOOD BUT SAD YOU DIDN'T GET TO RUN REAL HARD! MAYBE ANOTHER DAY :0) HAVE A GREAT WEEKEND AND I'LL TYPE MORE LATER WHEN I HAVE MORE TIME! LOVE AND PRAYERS TO YOU ALWAYS.
JEANNE BROWN <brownjj@bright.net>
WAPAKONETA, OH - Friday, March 28, 2003 4:53 PM CST

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Hi Addison, (Batman)
I hope that you are doing good and I hope that you feel wonderful. I love you!
Love, your babysiter
Brittany
- Thursday, March 27, 2003 11:28 PM CST

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DAVE AND DEB, I AM JUST LEARNING HOW TO USE THE WEB AND THINK THIS IS THE GREATEST TO BE ABLE TO KEEP IN TOUCH AND TO LEARN HOW ADDISON IS DOING. BRITTANY IS TEACHING ME HOW TO USE THE COMPUTER,WHICH PROVES YOUR NEVER TO OLD TO LEARN. WE THINK OF YOU EVERYDAY AS WE GO BY THE HOUSE. BRIT REALLY MISSES YOU ALL AND WE MISS SEEING THE ACTIVITY IN THE YARD,EITHER DEB PUTTING UP HER DECORATIONS OR THE KIDS RUNNING AROUND THE YARD.OUR THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS ARE WITH YOU.PAM
PAM HOMOLA
- Thursday, March 27, 2003 10:02 PM CST

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Dear Toivola Family,
I just got done reading the story about Addison in the latest Gilbert Herald. I was glad to see the web page as I didn't realize there was one for you. {I really need to get out more often!} It's hard to believe it's been such a long hard road for you guy's. Kim has been telling people about the pop can tabs, and we have been helping out by her bringing them to the youth center. You are in our thoughts and prayers, and we hope all will go well and you will be back home real soon. Take Care and God Bless You All!
Susan Myrum <smyrum2@mchsi.com>
Gilbert, Mn USA - Thursday, March 27, 2003 10:07 AM CST

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Just checking in to see how my favorite super hero is doing. I'm blowing a kiss your way.

Michelle C. Golightly
- Thursday, March 27, 2003 9:08 AM CST

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Just checking in to say "HI" since we don't get to see much of eachother lately. Deb - I will try to make some time for you soon. Thanks to both of you for all of your help with Josh. Tell Addison that his buddy misses him and talks about him daily. Take care!!!
Kristin <www.caringbridge.org/mn/lucaskells>
Minneapolis, MN - Wednesday, March 26, 2003 5:36 PM CST

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Dearest Addison :)
I must agree with your daddy, because I think you're more than an amazing little boy. Not only are you gifted, you're so extremely special and precious to everyone who knows you and also to people who have never met you (LIKE ME!!!). You truly inspire me with everything that you've been through, and I just want you to know that I am in awe of your constant strength, faith, will and effort to go on like you do!! You are a superhero!! Hmmm, no wonder you are known as Batman :) Addison, you are probably one of the strongest kids around and I know that you fight hard, so you just give it all you got and fight this disease!!! I know you can do it! Everyone has the whole world's faith in you!! I hope that you continue to get better and better buddy...and always remember that I am praying for you endlessly!! Alwaysss! Keep strong, sweetie...and of course keep smiling :) :)



Dave, Addison is such a special little boy...he has touched so many people's life, especially mine and I am just thankful that you are able to share his journey with everyone out here. We are with you 100% all the way!!! I will keep your family and the little man in my prayers as long as I have to...you have all my love and support!!!

God bless you all!
XOXOXOXO
Janice <wine_chic@yahoo.com>
Melbourne, Australia (Down Under!!) - Tuesday, March 25, 2003 11:36 AM CST

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Hey, I just want to say thank you for being there for us, and for Ali, we love you kids, A.J. your my super hero!
Tessa
- Monday, March 24, 2003 10:11 PM CST

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Hey guys! I think about you all EveryDay. I have to know how Batman is doing. He is my hero! Take care of each other.

Michelle C. Golightly <golightlymoo@juno.com>
Booneville , IA USA - Monday, March 24, 2003 7:56 PM CST

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Just stopping by again to say hello to you all. Please give a hug to little Addison for me and I'm praying that he'll continue to heal. God Bless you and your family and the USA! What a great concept - "Hamburger and Fries" an ALL AMERICAN GREAT!
Janette Paul
Hibbing, MN - Monday, March 24, 2003 4:14 PM CST

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Hi Dave - good to see you back on the website, and still with hope, faith and confidence in AJ's recovery.......you are all so strong in your faith that it is wonderful that you share your compassion, humility and love with all of us during such difficult times - it helps the concern on our end too. We all truly hope and pray that life will get back to normal for all of you soon, especially AJ who will truly appreciate freedom from pain and poles! Love to all.....Barb
Barbara A. Frankson <barb.frankson@mn-ia.aaa.com>
St. Cloud, MN USA - Monday, March 24, 2003 11:51 AM CST

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We heard your shout - thank you! We're scheduled to come back up for a checkup April 10th. Keep going forward and we'll see you then.
Kim <lang5@netins.net>
Guthrie Center, IA - Sunday, March 23, 2003 10:40 PM CST

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Hi to all!

Just wanted to say hello and let you know that we are looking forward to seeing you all when pickup Austin and Ashley on the 6th!

Glas to hear that everyone is able to enjoy this beatiful weather. We will be contributing to the burger and fries!

See you in a few weeks. Your are in our prayers!
Dede, Walt & Owen
Dede Fitzmaurice <dede_fitzmaurice@bluecrossmn.com>
Minneapolis, mn - Sunday, March 23, 2003 8:43 PM CST

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Hi A.J. and family, I hope that A.J. is feeling well today. The weather is changing and the flowers are starting to bloom, this certainly puts me in good spirits. I think most families of children with life threatening illnesses can relate to everything you said. It amazing how life can change so fast and the things you thought were important aren't and the little things mean so much more. I will be praying for A.J.'s complete healing. God bless you all!
Kim ~ Hannah's page
- Friday, March 21, 2003 11:33 PM CST

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Hi AJ and Family,
First, I want to give my best and continuing prayers for AJ's tumors to continue to shrink. I am sure it has been a very long year as well as "strange".
Second, I applaud your determination to remain humble and just plain thankful for every day you have together. Though I do understand that it is of good, loving nature for others to want to extend themselves to help you financially, I certainly respect your wishes that all the families at RMH as a whole could benefit from financial help. Believe me, I truly know what a financial burden it is to have a child that needs long term treatment and/or transplants. I really admire your faith not to focus on it and your willingness and eagerness to help others! May God Bless you and your family!
Love, Lisa Post <ltjpost@cox.net>
- Thursday, March 20, 2003 4:23 PM CST

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Hi! Just checking in to see how everyone is doing. I am glad to hear that A.J.'s last round of chemo went well. Reading your latest post makes me realize even more what a long road you and your family are all on. Deb, It sounds like you have a great support system around you and I don't know if this means much (and I know we have never met!) but both Terese (Charlie's mom) and I are here in the Twin Cities and available for any support or help you may need, whether it be a cup of coffee or someone to run some errands. My email is listed if you would ever like to make contact.

I am thinking of you and praying all of you every day.
Chris Myrah <chrismyrah@frontiernet.net>
Apple Valley, MN USA - Wednesday, March 19, 2003 7:48 PM CST

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DT and the Family Toivola: Greetings from mining town. Here's to having AJ home by the time the next winter snow flies...A change of season brings with it a renewal of faith and focus...to forge ahead...thinking of you guys...keep the faith..God Bless..
jason
Jefferson Elementary Ruled!, MN USA! USA! USA! - Tuesday, March 18, 2003 4:22 PM CST

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Hey Guys! Glad to hear the latest round of chemo went well!
I'm always checking on your updates, and we're constantly praying for AJ!! Received the e-mails that you've sent and enjoyed the jokes. Hopefully we'll be through the cities soon and we'll stop in for a visit.
God bless you guys!!!!

Love, Keeb
Eau Claire, WI 54701 - Tuesday, March 18, 2003 1:59 PM CST

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Hi Family,
Isn't that great to see so many people dropping little notes? All the way from Australia even. God sends his angels from all over. Always know I am here daily sending prayers and thanking God for these little steps. Give hugs and kisses to all.
Love,
Karen & Joe
Karen Warmuth <jkwarmuth@aol.com>
Nashwauk, MN - Tuesday, March 18, 2003 9:08 AM CST

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Hey Addison!! :)
How are you goin sweetie? Glad to hear that you've been getting GREAT weather and GREAT visitors too :) What a bonus! Well, just as I thought summer was about to end for me here in Australia, it hit over 90 degrees today!!! I think I will send some warm weather your way!! Well, I just wanted to let you know that I am always praying for you...I really, really want you to get better and I know you will! Keep strong and I will check in on you soon!!

Hugs and kisses!!
XOXOXO
Janice
Melbourne, Australia - Tuesday, March 18, 2003 6:34 AM CST

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Hi Addison,
Hope you had a great St. Patrick's Day! You are in my prayers. God Bless,
Kathy Haws
Thousand Oaks, CA. - Tuesday, March 18, 2003 0:28 AM CST

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Please post any kids web sites that you have that need special prayer.
Ruth Trombino <alandruth@myexcel.com>
Westerly, RI - Monday, March 17, 2003 10:01 PM CST

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Hi A.J. It sounds like your doing GREAT!! How fun it must be to be out of the hospital with NO attachments. I hope that it is sunny and warm there. It sure is here in Ohio! We are going to play roller blade hockey outside today. I love all the pictures these "Smile Quilts" people send you. They sure are sweet; aren't they? I just stopped by to make sure all is going well and to let you know I am praying for you. Especially for excellent results on your upcoming tests. I'll check back later this week. HAVE A GREAT SAINT PATRICK'S DAY!! Don't forget to wear green! LOVE AND HUGS!! I need to go check out your buddy Lucas now.
JEANNE BROWN <brownjj@bright.net>
WAPAKONETA, OH - Sunday, March 16, 2003 9:45 AM CST

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Hello Addison!
Wishing you a HAPPY ST PATRICKS DAY!!!
I am thinking of you and praying for you :) Hope you're having lots of fun at home, sweetie!



Lots of love!!
Janice
Melbourne, Australia - Sunday, March 16, 2003 7:21 AM CST

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Hi cutie!!! Just dropping by to check up on you and leave you our thoughts and wishes.
So glad to hear you are home!
You dont have to be Irish, I'm not, to have a Happy St. Patrick's Day!!!




Angel Chris from Smile Quilts
chrisrusso_@hotmail.com
- Saturday, March 15, 2003 11:42 AM CST

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Sounds like Addison is having a good day without poles! That is GREAT! I am sure he treasures the days when he is "free"! Keep the faith!
Hugs,
The Bizals
Terry & Beth Bizal
- Friday, March 14, 2003 4:52 PM CST

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Hello - just a quick note to let you know we think, hope and pray for all of you daily, but especially for AJ who seems to be on the mend.......keep the love, spirit and faith going strong - sounds like you are winning! Love to All - the Frankson's.........
Barb Frankson
St. Cloud, MN USA - Friday, March 14, 2003 10:07 AM CST

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Hi Addison



Angel Craving Wings
Mb Canada - Thursday, March 13, 2003 6:30 PM CST

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greeting from the greenhaven rink. as the snow melts back from the alder swamp, i have found 16 pucks so far. as the days warm up and get longer, more hidden treasures will be exposed as winter loosens it grip and spring returns to the north country. the snowy owl has left and returned to his haunts somewhere up in ontario i suppose. i like when he sits on the light pole and watches us play a game of shinny. the days of outdoor ice are waning as the equinox approaches. thank you uncle dom, uncle nick, and uncle jim for bringing such a great game to us all. here's to smell of choppers and wool socks that got alittle to close to the oil burner stove in the warming shack.

love,
bg


bgrillo <bgrillo@schoolspecialty.com>
homeacres, mn st. louis - Thursday, March 13, 2003 12:36 AM CST

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Dearest Addison! :)
How are you sweetie? You don't know me, but I am writing to you from all the way across the world!! I found your site through the "Adopt A Kid's" site...so I just wanted to come by and check on you and say HELLO!! I was REALLY happy to read your update...it must be soooooooooo good to be home huh?? You lucky boy :) I am very happy and excited for you...seems like you truly deserve it, sweetie...you are a REAL fighter! Anyway, I will be praying very, very hard for you...and also hope that the tumour will SHRINK!! Well, I hope you continue to keep strong sweetie...I know you will...you are already so amazingly strong! I will check in on you soon!!

Lots of hugs and kisses from down under!!
XOXOXOXO
Janice Liew <wine_chic@yahoo.com>
Melbourne, Australia - Thursday, March 13, 2003 8:08 AM CST

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Hi Addision, just popped by to read your journal & learn a little more about you. I brought a friend of yours with me

I'm from the Smile Quilts family - I write the poetry for the quilts :) Soon we'll be sending your very own special quilt .. hope you will like it.

Stay strong our little superhero .. we are praying for you every day!
lulla
Vancouver Island, BC Canada - Thursday, March 13, 2003 6:13 AM CST

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Hi,
I saw your link from Lucas' page. I wonder if
we met last week at Fairview Children's... Was your
son the one playing Blues Clues with my son Austin?
Well, I'm not sure what all I wanted to say-
I am keeping you and A.J and the rest of your family
in my prayers.
Take care,
Sara Freking
Austin's Page
<sfrek1214@earthlink.net>
Red Wing, MN USA - Wednesday, March 12, 2003 12:59 AM CST

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Hi! Thanks for the note :)
Maybe we'll be seeing you while we're up there this weekend.
Think of you lots!
Kim Langgaard
Guthrie Center, IA - Tuesday, March 11, 2003 7:29 PM CST

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Deb and Dave, Wow! What a journey you and your family have been through! I want you to know that I have been following your journal for a long time and get so much out of your strength that you have shown. You have kept your family intact,which is so commendable. I have shared this journal with alot of your Kmart friends when they come to my house to visit. We are in great awe of your ability to share your life and struggles with everyone. A.J. sounds to be just an awesome patient. Most of us can't say the same thing about ourselves. You are so lucky to have the RMH to support you. Keep your faith in the Lord, we will continue our prayers for your whole family. Sandy Pederson
Sandy Pederson
Hibbing, MN USA - Tuesday, March 11, 2003 3:58 PM CST

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Hi Addison,
I just wanted to say HI and Be Strong! You are a very cute little boy, you make me smile all the time. P.S. Take care TOIVOLA'S!
Brittany Nadeau
- Monday, March 10, 2003 10:51 PM CST

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You didn't mention anything about watching movies!! With all the work that has to be done to enjoy a Batman flick I thought for sure you would have mentioned it, or have you been shirking your duties mom? Hope all is going well. Take care.
Mary Kiener
- Monday, March 10, 2003 5:09 PM CST

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Hi from Windom, MN.
I have checked your web page on several occasions, but have never signed in. I am Lesley Miller, Jayne Scott's sister. We stopped to see you last summer with our daughters' Beth and Faye. I have Addison and your family on our church prayer chain for more prayers and also I have requested for prayers on Sundays for all of you. I think about all of you often and pray you will be able to return home with your entire family and get back to a normal life. With prayers and love, Lesley
Lesley Miller <lmiller@swsc.org>
Windom, MN USA - Monday, March 10, 2003 10:57 AM CST

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Hello! I've been thinking about you guys everyday and praying that the tumor shrinks. Keep smiling.

Michelle C. Golightly <golightlymoo@juno.com>
Booneville, IA USA - Monday, March 10, 2003 7:47 AM CST

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I stopped by to read your web page and wanted to let you know that I was here. I offer prayers for your healing and want to thank your parents for the journal so we can check in to see how things are going.
Love is the best medicine!
Ivy.....www.caringbridge.org/wa/cameronboyd

ivy <poisenivj@aol.com>
lynnwood, wa usa - Sunday, March 9, 2003 12:07 AM CST

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Hey, everybody,

Check out this link. A.J. looks pretty healthy, doesn't he?
He has that spirit.

http://www.caringbridge.org/mn/lucaskells/photo.htm


Cousin Carol <carol@hailstorm.com>
- Saturday, March 8, 2003 9:42 PM CST

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Sorry. I meant Ashley and Austin and their going to the public schools.

And, of course, I commend Addison on his accomplishments.
Cousin Carol
- Saturday, March 8, 2003 9:35 PM CST

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Hi Deb,

You're a great reporter. Between Dave (who always writes so spiritually and inspirationally) and you (who writes so matter-of-factly), you make a great reporting team. Merry and Bruce have so much to offer the children. I know because they've always been so much a part of our family. I'm glad they're there this weekend.

I'm so glad the little fellow is getting through this with flying colors, and is so proud of what is so essential in life.

I'm glad for Ashley and Addison, that their lives can continue normally in a public school. RMH was good for a while.

Everyone is with you. Especially our family. You know we're 100% with you

I wish I had more time to spend with you.

As always,

Cousin Carol
Cousin Carol
- Saturday, March 8, 2003 9:33 PM CST

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Sorry to hear you have to go through chemo again. AJ, keep being brave! And your mom & dad too. Hopefully you can "get out" of FUMC very soon!! You're in our thoughts.
Your former RMH neighbors (Jack's parents) <www.caringbridge.org/mn/jack>
- Saturday, March 8, 2003 3:50 PM CST

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So glad to hear that AJ's counts are up! If Presley starts feeling better soon, then maybe we can come upstairs and visit. I know that she would really like that! Keeping you and your family in our thoughts and prayers!!
Lots of love,
The Nash family <www.caringbridge.org/ky/presleynash>
- Saturday, March 8, 2003 11:06 AM CST

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Hi Toivola Family,

It has been a long time since I have had a chance to visit your web page but I have remembered you in my prayers and will continue to do so.
Mary Spang <mspang@isd2142.k12.mn.us>
Eveleth, MN USA - Friday, March 7, 2003 3:28 PM CST

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Hi - think about you all a lot. Glad the older kids can resume some sort of "normal life". We're coming back up next week for Kris's 100 day biopsy (at day 119). Maybe we'll see you then. Thank you for helping us put our blessings in perspective.

The Langgaards
Guthrie Center, IA - Friday, March 7, 2003 12:21 AM CST

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Yeah! Successful potty breaks!! Hope AJ's counts are up now. How sweet he is to be so sensitive to you not feeling well and suggesting chemo to make you better. What a smart kid! Best wishes as his therapies continue on this long road you are on. Glad the kids are making friends at the new school and adjusting. Best of luck to Dave for his own healing of mind and spirit. God Bless!

Love, Lisa Post <ltjpost@cox.net>
- Thursday, March 6, 2003 8:11 PM CST

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Hi Deb and family, How sweet AJ is to offer you chemo!! Congratulations on Potty training, what a big boy. Say Hi to Ashley and Austin from Nick and Natalie. God Bless,
Sheila DeVolder
- Thursday, March 6, 2003 9:38 AM CST

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I was just reading about how strong AJ is. Please find comfort knowing that you have touched people's lives all across the country.
Mike and Cheryl Fladeland <MVCAAM@VERIZON.NET>
Bridgeville, PA GREAT USA - Thursday, March 6, 2003 8:18 AM CST

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Still praying for AJ and family It just Amazes us how young little AJ is and how much he has gone through in his life. God must have a special place for him. Let us keep the faith. Grant & Carm (Barb"s friends)
Grant & Carmella <car3937@webtv.net>
Lowell, In Lake - Wednesday, March 5, 2003 8:42 AM CST

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HI Toivolas, Just a note to say hi and that I am thinking about you. I was happy to hear that the kids are in a public school and happy. It was also nice to see that you have all kept your sense of humor. Keep up the fight and God Bless you all.
Darlene Pecha
- Tuesday, March 4, 2003 10:43 PM CST

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Just a note to let you know that you're being prayed for from Long Beach, IN. Barb meyers introduced us to AJ and his Family many months ago. It's great to hear the strides he's making in this battle.Your family will remain in our prayers until AJ wins out over this problem, as we know he will.

Bob and Mary Canavan
Long Beach, IN
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Bob Canavan <rcanavan@attbi.com>
Long Beach, IN USA - Tuesday, March 4, 2003 8:47 PM CST

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Dear Toivola Family, Hope that AJ's counts are up soon and glad to hear that he is feeling well. Glad to hear Ashley and Austin are doing good. They will have lots more friends before the month is through. Praying and thinking of you often. I check the updates often and always appreciate the time you put in to keep us informed. Hope the week goes well for you, Take Care Nancy

Nancy Davidson
- Tuesday, March 4, 2003 8:01 PM CST

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I'm missing you guys! If I'd known you were stuck in your room I would have slipped you a note under the door (hee hee). Keep smiling.
Michelle C. Golightly <golightlymoo@juno.com>
Booneville, IA USA - Tuesday, March 4, 2003 7:01 PM CST

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We have been checking your web site updates weekly. You have all been through a lot! Please know those of us here in the below zero weather are still and will always keep you all in our prayers.
God Bless...!
The Bizal Family
The Bizals
- Tuesday, March 4, 2003 3:47 PM CST

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Glad to hear that AJ has been back at the McD House with his family- joking and having fun! The fact that Ashley and Austin have been enrolled in public school, is true testimonial that this ain't no quick trip to the Cities. You're in it for the long haul and I know all your friends here in Hib are behind you 100% with our thoughts and prayers. Good luck on the next round of Kidney tests. I pray the findings move you, again, in the direction of a transplant.
All the best- SA.


Howard Street
Hib Town, USA - Tuesday, March 4, 2003 10:24 AM CST

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Hey there family, is it all right for a visitor sometime in the next couple of weeks? Batman is out of town on business with Robin, but I can come in his place! Let me know when a good time would be.
Ross Perko <perk0081@d.umn.edu>
Duluth, MN USA - Tuesday, March 4, 2003 0:06 AM CST

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Hi! Just checking to see how everyone is doing. I hope the results of the kidney test are good. I think about you all often and look forward to your updates. I am sorry to hear Deb got nailed with a sinus infection. I have a cold that settled in my throat and having been croaking like a frog and downing robitussin with codeine for several days now. Mild in comparison to the yucky pain of a sinus infection!
It sounds like Austin is making some really neat friends. What a fun way to learn some geography! And how great that Ashley enjoyed her first sleep over.
I hope everyone has a good week and that A.J.s next round of chemo passes with mild side effects. Everyone here at the Myrah household will be praying for you this week.
Chris Myrah <chrismyrah@frontiernet.net>
Apple Valley, MN USA - Monday, March 3, 2003 10:36 PM CST

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Hi Buddy- I really miss you a lot. I can't wait to see you again. It has been really boring up here at the hospital without you to play with. See you soon.
Your Buddy Lucas <www.caringbridge.org/mn/lucaskells>
- Monday, March 3, 2003 7:36 PM CST

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Just checking in to see how Addison is doing! Hope you had a great weekend. Uneventful that is. We are watching Scooby-Doo right now. Do you like that show? We still have lots of snow here and buurrrr is it cold. Take Care and know that I will be praying for you everyday! {{{HUGS}}}
Jeanne Brown <brownjj@bright.net>
Wapakoneta, OH - Monday, March 3, 2003 2:38 PM CST

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Just doing my daily check in! Our internet at the hospital hasn't been working for several days, so I was afraid I was behind. Hope all continues to go well, and that we will see you playing downstairs again soon!
Lots of love,
Staci, Slim, and Presley Nash <www.caringbridge.org/ky/presleynash>
Bowling Green, KY ~ Minneapolis for now, - Monday, March 3, 2003 0:02 AM CST

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Deb,

I know it's been awhile since I've touched base. I wanted to thank you for the endearing email. You and your family are an inspiration to us as well, and to so many others. I sort of miss being around families, where the face of God is shining through. It's been a little harder to keep up with communications now that I'm working and we've added another family member--Cosmo, our new standard poodle puppy. We wait to hear the good news after the CT Scan. We're keeping you in our prayers.
Sharon
Shreveport, LA - Sunday, March 2, 2003 2:25 PM CST

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Thinking of you and glad things are pretty uneventful for you right now, we just all want to see you feeling so much better. Hugs and prayers,

Chris
~ Gooch's Site ~ ** ** ~ Adopt A Kid's site~ - just click on Caringbridge on the left
- Sunday, March 2, 2003 10:58 AM CST

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Just writing in to say "hello" and hope you all have a great day. Congrats on the potty. I am proud of you! Hope your week is filled with laughter and super-hero-like adventures (remember who ALWAYS wins those).
Ross Perko
Duluth, MN USA - Sunday, March 2, 2003 9:25 AM CST

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Greetings Batman and Bat Parents!

Just checking in to see how everything is going. If you get a chance, I would like to know Jack's web page. I was unable to bring it up - wrong state I guess.

Take care.
Mary Kiener
- Sunday, March 2, 2003 7:55 AM CST

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Hi!
Just checking in to see how you guys are doing. Glad to see you are enjoying your family time!!!

We think of you often and keep you close in our prayers and thoughts!
Hugs,
Lynn
www.caringbridge.com/pa/jessiespage, PA - Saturday, March 1, 2003 10:49 PM CST

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Hi!

Walt & I justed returned from a few days in Miami - the first thing I wanted to do was check AJ's website. It's great to return to such wonderful news; especially that he his able to go number one on the toilet!

Love to you all.

Dede, Walt & Owen
Dede Bye-Fitzmaurice <dede_fitzmaurice@bluecrossmn.com>
Minneapolis, mn - Thursday, February 27, 2003 3:08 PM CST

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Howdy, howdy. Well - here we are back in the hospital (could you have guessed that?) We hope all is well with A.J.
Mary Kiener and Sam
- Thursday, February 27, 2003 12:28 AM CST

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Dear Toivola family - We miss you all and feel bad that we did not get to say goodbye BUT we will be back probably on March 11 for our 100 day appointments and tests. Your family has been such an inspiration to me with your positive attitude and your determination to stick together and make everything as "normal" as possible for the kids. AJ is such a fighter and special kid and I pray that the next CAT scan shows that this chemo has given great results in shrinking the tumor. We, like you, are thankful for today and plan to make the best of each and every day. Please know that we are praying for all of you for strength and peace.
Love - Donna <ldvolz@msn.com>
Earlham, IA - Wednesday, February 26, 2003 10:52 PM CST

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Hi AJ and Family!
Congrats on success with the potty! Sounds like AJ was quite proud of himself...and I don't blame him! I am thrilled that you share my same views on organized sports for kids. After trying it ourselves with our children when they were young, I found the whole experience less than positive. Not only did our family time suffer but the kids were obviously not enjoying the added pressures. Rearranging schedules to fit in practices, games, and sacrificing wholesome "weekend" get togethers with relatives was not our idea of being "family" and we did not fall into the trap. You are doing the best things for your kids to "be kids" being happy and healthy and making the best of your situation! Kuddos to you! AJ continues to be in my prayers and my fingers are crossed for the next scan.
God Bless!
Love, Lisa Post <ltjpost@cox.net>
- Wednesday, February 26, 2003 8:51 AM CST

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Just want you to know that my thoughts and prayers are with all of you and have been throughout your ordeal.
Linda Starc <lstarc@isd2154.k12.mn.us>
Eveleth, MN USA - Tuesday, February 25, 2003 10:47 AM CST

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Just checking in to let you know that we are always thinking of you guys. Don't get to see you much since I have been back to work. Take care, and see you soon!
Kristin, Josh, and Lucas <www.caringbridge.org/mn/lucaskells>
Red Wing, MN - Monday, February 24, 2003 11:46 PM CST

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Just checking in to see how things are going. Glad you enjoyed the southern meal the other night...maybe next time my husband will remember the salad! You are being thought of daily!
Lots of love,
Staci, Slim, and Presley <www.caringbridge.org/ky/presleynash>
- Monday, February 24, 2003 11:33 PM CST

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Hi Family,
Just a short note to say I'm checking in & leaving my love.
Give hugs & kisses to all.
Love,
Joe & Karen & family

Karen Warmuth <jkwarmuth@aol.com>
Nashwauk, MN - Monday, February 24, 2003 2:58 PM CST

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Hi! Just checking in to see how things are going. It is so great to hear that A.J. had a good week! I will be thinking of you and praying for all of you this week.
Chris Myrah <chrismyrah@frontiernet.net>
Apple Valley, MN USA - Monday, February 24, 2003 9:30 AM CST

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Good Day to all of you. It is such a joy to read that Addison is feeling much better and I'm proud of his "accomplishments" :) I'm glad Ashley and Austin are enjoying the GREAT OUTDOORS - we are in complete agreement with you there! There is nothing like it. We are praying for you every night and hope that the upcoming CAT Scan shows great improvement. Take good care of yourselves and we'll chat again soon.
Janette Paul
Hibbing, MN - Monday, February 24, 2003 8:58 AM CST

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Hi All:
Glad to hear there are some bright spots in your day to day living.... I just bought a new Dell, so I can finally acess your guestbook. The house is fine, we are still keeping you all in our prayers every morning and night. The people from Zim keep asking how things are going, I will now keep them up to date. Best wishes from Gilbert.
Charlie
Charles Craven <cdcravc@netscape.net>
Gilbert, MN St. Louis - Sunday, February 23, 2003 9:22 PM CST

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Hi Addison! I am happy to hear you had a great week! You do need to stop by Smile Quilts they are really COOL! I have seen lots of them. I think we are snowed in again. I think we got 5 inches or more last night and have another 5-6 inches coming. Have a great week! Wow, could you teach my 3 year old how to use the big commode? (sp?) He just has no interest! Take care little buddy!
Jeanne Brown <brownjj@bright.net>
Wapakoneta, OH - Sunday, February 23, 2003 2:29 PM CST

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Hi there, Just stopping in to invite you to visit Smile Quilts. http://smilequilts.com We would love to make you a virtual on line Smile Quilt all your very own. Just click on the graphic to visit and apply for a Smile Quilt. Praying all goes well for you.

Sprite <sprite@tds.net>
Eckert, Colorado USA - Sunday, February 23, 2003 5:57 AM CST

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Batman/Superman . . .

Thanks for answering a question that has always weighed heavily on my mind . . . even super-heros enjoy the company of their grandparents. Unfortunately, your most recent accomplishment has created an even bigger question . . . do super-heros sit or stand?
Slim, Presley's Daddy <www.caringbridge.org/ky/presleynash>
Bowling Green, KY USA - Friday, February 21, 2003 11:39 PM CST

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Just wanted you to know that we are checking in on you! We are glad you are having such a good time at home, but we sure do miss being able to see you upstairs! Can't wait until we can play together at RMH.
Lots of love,
Staci <www.carinbridge.org/ky/presleynash>
- Friday, February 21, 2003 10:18 PM CST

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HI DAVE, DEBBIE AND FAMILY, I AM HAPPY TO HEAR THAT THINGS ARE LOOKING BRIGHTER. I THINK OF YOU GUYS OFTEN AND PRAY FOR THE BEST FOR ALL OF YOU. LETS HOPE THAT THE DAYS AHEAD WILL BRING US PEACE AND HAPPINESS AS WE ALL AWAIT THE ARRIVAL OF SPRING. GOD BLESS YOU ALL.
DARLENE PECHA
- Friday, February 21, 2003 7:34 PM CST

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HI BUDDY!!! I am feeling a lot better today, and would love to have a visit from you sometime soon. I really miss you. You always brighten my day.
Your buddy Lucas <www.caringbridge.org/mn/lucaskells>
- Thursday, February 20, 2003 9:36 PM CST

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Hi Debbie, Dave and kids,
Greetings from the Bear country. I know that you get the news from up here from others, but just want you to know that we pray for you daily and are so pleased with the last few reports. What a trip you all are on! Hope that you are taking good notes so that a book can be written with all of your experiences. Jesus promise to us is: "...I will be with you always..." and I know that you have experienced God's presence and power every day of your life. Next Sunday Jane and I will be showing pix from the Holy Land at a potluck at church and we were reminded of the name of the boat we used to cross the Sea of Galillee...namely, "Fear Not". The captain told us that the phrase "fear not" is recorded 366 times in Scripture, once for every day of the year! You demonstrate great faith that overcomes fear...Keep it up!

Jane and Pastor Dan Johns
dan johns <uinchrist@rangenet.com>
eveleth, mn - Thursday, February 20, 2003 3:33 PM CST

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Hope all goes well on the next round of tests. Keep smiling AJ. Kenny's Birthday yesterday so we had cake & ice cream. Clinton got his drivers permit yesterday, so look out world! Johua is busy getting pointers for ACT tests.
Kristina is napping at present. Well tell everyone Hello and God's Blessings
Tammy Osterbur <ktjcak@gwtc.com>
Wood, SD USA - Thursday, February 20, 2003 2:39 PM CST

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I am SO glad to hear that A.J. is hanging in there and giving this cancer stuff a run for its money. The human spirit is amazing..............and the miracles God performs are truly awesome! Your whole family has been and will continue to be in my prayers.
Marcy Lyle
Saginaw, MN - Thursday, February 20, 2003 2:37 PM CST

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Great to read that A.J. is making friends with the Gophers. I am sure he was just as much an inspiration to them as he continues to be for our family.
j
Hibbing '81, - Wednesday, February 19, 2003 5:00 PM CST

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Hi AJ! I was checking in on Presley Nash and her mom had your website listed. I am glad to hear you may get to go to Ronald McDonald House, that usually means you are feeling better. I will add you to our prayer list at Rockfield United Methodist Church, Rockfield, Kentucky. We pray for Presley everyday and we will pray for your too! Stay strong and God Bless.
Jacque Riddle
Bowling Green, KY - Wednesday, February 19, 2003 1:36 PM CST

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Hi AJ! Just stopped by to let you know we're praying for you here in Louisiana! I hope you enjoyed your visit with your Uncle Eddie. Cameron has an Uncle Ed too! I got your webpage link from Isabella's guestbook. You have excellent taste in Super Heroes - Batman is so cool!!!
Lots of Love!!!
Sheri ~ http://www.caringbridge.org/la/cameron <yankee_cajun2001@yahoo.com>
Lafayette, LA - Tuesday, February 18, 2003 8:55 PM CST

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Hello AJ and family,

I'm a friend of Sheila and Eric DeVolder, and it has been my privilege to pray for AJ each morning for the past several weeks.

God had done a miraculous work in Luke during this past year, and I'm happy to hear the encouraging news about AJ.

Please know there are others at Calvary Baptist Church in Marshall, MI who are praying for AJ and your entire family. We have his picture hanging on the bulletin board. He is absolutely adorable!


bonnie <brokerbon@aol.com>
Marshall, MI USA - Tuesday, February 18, 2003 3:46 PM CST

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We will continue prayng for AJ and all of the family and his best friend with stomach pain. God bless!
Grant & Carmella (Barb's friends) <car3937@webtv.net>
Lowell, In Lake - Tuesday, February 18, 2003 3:28 PM CST

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hi guys, good to hear aj is eating and doing relatively well. our prayers continue. what a journey. so many questions to ask HIM once we cross that river. your will Lord, not mine.

saved by grace,
greenhaven rink rat
greenhaven rink rat
homeacres, mn st. louis - Tuesday, February 18, 2003 2:26 PM CST

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We are so happy that you are back at the RMH, but Presley misses going upstairs to see AJ. Thanks so much for the blanket ~ she LOVES it!

Staci Nash <www.caringbridge.org/ky/presleynash>
- Tuesday, February 18, 2003 1:12 PM CST

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Prayers continue Always!!I believe in miracles, and God's healing. So glad Aj is feeling sooooooo good. We miss you guys, keep the faith. love, the DeVolders.
Sheila DeVolder
Marshall, Mi - Monday, February 17, 2003 7:01 PM CST

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Hello,
Stopping in to see how things are, so VERY happy to see you are feeling GREAT!!!! Prayer does work and we will continue to send tons of them to the Lord for you!!
Hugs,
Lynn
www.caringbridge.com/pa/jessiespage, PA - Monday, February 17, 2003 2:15 PM CST

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AJ, Every time I read an update I'm still amazed by your ability to recover from treatment, determination, and positive outlook. I hope this day finds you feeling well.
Marty Frachiseur <marty.frachiseur@mail.sprint.com>
Allen, TX USA - Monday, February 17, 2003 7:56 AM CST

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Sounds like you had a great Valentine's Day, Addison! Keep up the good work.

Is is very cold there? It is Freezing here - it's almost like a blizzard. wind, snow and freezing rain! Brrr, I wish I lived in Florida right now! Have a great week and know that I will still be praying for you!
Jeanne Brown <brownjj@bright.net>
Wapakoneta, OH - Sunday, February 16, 2003 8:09 PM CST

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I am so glad to read that you all have had a relatively good week. It sure sounds like you deserve it. I am glad that A.J. had fun passing out his Valentines. My four year old twins have been living on sugar for the past two days. We have so many feeding issues that I have been perfectly glad to let them indulge. It is also good to hear that A.J.'s trip through the big round donut (Charlie's term for CAT) brought good news.
We followed the link on the bottom of your page to Lucas's site and have added him to our prayers as well. We will continue to pray daily for you all and keep you in our thoughts. I hope you have a good week at the Ronald McDonald house and hope that A.J.'s buddy is able to join you there soon!
Chris Myrah <chrismyrah@frontiernet.net>
Apple Valley, MN USA - Sunday, February 16, 2003 5:53 PM CST

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Hi Buddy!!!Thanks for the visits the past couple of days. They really did me a lot of good. I always feel better when I see you. We're glad you are feeling good and got out of the hospital today. I hope I am out soon too and we can play together.
Your buddy Lucas and his mom <www.caringbridge.org/mn/lucaskells>
Red Wing, MN - Sunday, February 16, 2003 4:46 PM CST

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Keep up the good work! We're praying for good results from this batch of chemo.
We're thinking of you and checking up on the site every day.

Ed and Kim Langgaard and gang <lang5@netins.net>
Guthrie Center, IA - Sunday, February 16, 2003 4:41 PM CST

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Way to go AJ! Eating your way through chemo! I hope your spirits and appetitie continue to amaze!!
Blessings as always!
Love, Lisa Post <ltjpost@cox.net>
- Saturday, February 15, 2003 11:22 AM CST

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Happy Valentine's Day! We hope that things continue to go well for ALL of you!!
Staci, Slim, and Presley <www.caringbridge.org/ky/presleynash>
- Saturday, February 15, 2003 10:18 AM CST

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ADDISON,
WISHING YOU AND YOUR FAMILY A HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!!!
Chris Ullrich - Bella's Grammy <c_ullrich@msn.com, www.caringbridge.com/page/isabellaledesma>
Hemingford, Ne USA - Friday, February 14, 2003 5:54 PM CST

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Happy Valentine's Day!! Make sure to eat some chocolate! My personal favorites are those peanut butter filled hearts (around Easter they become egg shapes but taste the same). We have been thinking about you a lot, and I have been sharing your amazing and inspiring story with a lot of other medical students and friends. They are all waiting to hear the miracle that awaits us all. You have inspired many people up here to focus on what is good and right and pure. I love you guys.
ross perko <perk0081@d.umn.edu>
Duluth, MN United States of America - Friday, February 14, 2003 9:31 AM CST

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Happy Valentine's Day!!!!Keep fighting batman, you're amazing and an inspiration to us all. We love you. God's Blessings, The DeVolders.
Sheila DeVolder
- Friday, February 14, 2003 9:21 AM CST

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Hi Stopping in to wish you a Happy Valentine's day!!!!

Our prayers are with you!

Hugs,
Lynn
www.caringbridge.com/pa/jessiespage, PA - Thursday, February 13, 2003 11:43 PM CST

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Happy Valentine's Day! Just wanted to let you know I'm thinking about you.....hang in there! Many prayers are sent your way.
Love,
Alaine
Alaine Johnson <alaine_johnson@mora.k12.mn.us>
Mora, MN - Thursday, February 13, 2003 4:39 PM CST

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Hi AJ! Sorry its been sooo long! I have 2 very sick kids last week and a husband out of town and boy am I tired! I am still thinking of you. I am happy you only had 4 teeth pulled (Even though I thought that was alot for a little guy like you) Take Care and have a great day tomorrow!!
Jeanne Brown <brownjj@bright.net>
Wapakoneta, Oh - Wednesday, February 12, 2003 9:20 PM CST

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Hi AJ, It's your fan club from Texas. We are glad to hear that today was a good day. We are thinking of you every day....and look forward to seeing you soon.
Marty, Rhonda, Nathan and family. <http://caringbridge.org/tx/nathan>
- Wednesday, February 12, 2003 6:48 PM CST

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hey u guys. its your favorite buddy Eastman. I just wanted u guys that i care for addison. well love you guys. HOpe AJ is felling better. BYE
Eastman Nadeau
Dunseith, ND USA - Wednesday, February 12, 2003 6:22 PM CST

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We're praying that AJ will continue to amaze us as he has in the past, and that the side effects of the chemo will be minimal. We will keep you in our thoughts, hearts, and prayers as you begin this next chapter. We are sure he will do well, as Batman never seems to have problems conquering the adversities that are dealt to him!
With much love,
Staci, Slim, and Presley <www.caringbridge.org/ky/presleynash>
- Tueday, February 11, 2003 11:46 PM CST

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Buddy Aj~

Our hearts go out to you and your family. We are praying for you every night. Thank you for being such a good buddy to our Lucas.


Love David's family. James, Nancy and Andrea
Red Wing, MN - Tueday, February 11, 2003 9:51 PM CST

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Just wanted to drop by and leave you some Valentine’s thoughts & wishes.
Hoping things are going good for you today.
I hope your parents got the emails and are aware of your listing on our Adopt A Kid site.
My friend Amie & I are trying to get as many people thinking and praying as possible!





Chris - Gooch's mom
Gooch's Site
Adopt A Kid's site - just click on Caringbridge on the left
- Tueday, February 11, 2003 6:35 PM CST

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Thank you so much for your messages. It was a long drive home but we're so glad to be here! We think about your family and so many others there and pray for God's blessing all the time. You have a very special family and we're lucky to have met you even under such terrible circumstances. Keep your chins up and know that there are LOTS of people cheering and praying for you every minute!
Kim Langgaard
Guthrie Center, IA - Tueday, February 11, 2003 1:42 PM CST

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Praying for AJ, he's a strong little boy. Miss you guys. So happy about his teeth. Say Hi to Austin and Ashley from Nick and Natalie. They'll be back in the RMH school in a couple of weeks. Love to all, Sheila.
Sheila DeVolder
- Tueday, February 11, 2003 12:50 AM CST

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Hello Family,
What wonderful news about AJ's teeth. We will take the little steps with the big. We are checking in and keeping you in our prayers as always.
Love, Karen, Joe & family
Joe and Karen Warmuth <jkwarmuth@aol.com>
Nashwauk, MN - Tueday, February 11, 2003 11:02 AM CST

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Extra prayers going out for AJ's next round of tougher chemo. I pray his little body be strong and he surprises everyone with minimal side effects. Good news on the teeth! God Bless!
Love, Lisa Post <ltjpost@cox.net>
- Tueday, February 11, 2003 7:31 AM CST

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Hi A.J. and Family, I am friend of the Volz's from IA and I thought I would stop and say how much I hope things go good for you. You are too little to go through all this. I will continue to check in on you regularly and Also I will keep you in my thougths and Prayers during this trying time in your young life. Stay strong! :)
Vicki Combs <combs@lisco.com>
Knoxville, IA USA - Monday, February 10, 2003 11:53 PM CST

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Just want to let you know that I will be thinking of you guys tomorrow. Hang in there. Sending you our love and prayers.
Sharon
Shreveport, LA - Monday, February 10, 2003 9:05 PM CST

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We are keeping you in our thoughts and prayers. II Timothy 1:7 "For God hath not given us the spirit of fear, but of love, and of power and of a sound mind."
Henry and Kathleen Sande
Gilbert, Mn - Monday, February 10, 2003 2:34 PM CST

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I have read on alot of peoples caringbridge lately that they want people to sign. Normally I wouldnt but seeing that you asked. I was in MN this summmer with my son. He was right next door to Clay when he had transplant. We didnt have a good result, but you dont need to hear that. I just wanted to tell you that one day I was walking to the hospital and I saw Clays parents on the corner. They had your two other children with them. They are beautiful and so well behaved. I will always remember them. We live in Rhode Island and we are very friendly with a couple from clinic whos little girl also had liver cancer. She had a transplant with part of her fathers liver. I think that was about 4 years ago. She continues to do wonderful. If you would like their email let me know and I will ask them if it is ok. Just know that I pray for you guys all the time and for all the other sick children that this awful disease has touched. God Bless you.
Ruth Trombino <alandruth@myexcel.com>
Westerly, Ri - Monday, February 10, 2003 11:11 AM CST

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Hello Toivola family, Glad to hear that so many teeth could be saved. I'm sure that will make Addison much more comfortable, and the speech will turn out fine in the long run. We pray that this chemo won't be as harsh on him as anticipated, and that when he is not feeling well that he is able to sleep though it, and when feeling good he has the energy to smile. Best of luck to you in this long uphill climb. Take care of yourselves, Love The Dale Davidson Family
Nancy Daividson
Hibbing, MN - Monday, February 10, 2003 10:28 AM CST

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Good Morning to all of you~
I am hoping and PRAYING that little Addison will handle this new round of chemo very well and that his test shows improvement. I'm so sorry your little man has to go through all of this! Addison, I hope your trip to the dentist wasn't too scary for you and I hope they can preserve your teeth until your new big boy teeth come in strong and healthy. You're still going to have a million dollar smile no matter what! :) Hugs to you honey.
Congratulations to Austin and Ashley for winning their basketball games - Way to go!
Thinking of you Deb and Dave....keep on keeping on. Love,
Janette Paul, Hibbing
- Monday, February 10, 2003 9:19 AM CST

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What good news that they were able to save so many teeth! When I was just a few years older than A.J. I lost my front four teeth in an accident of sorts (I tried to fly...). With some restructuring and caps now to look at me you would never know. My speech was a problem for a little while but once I got the teeth back in and we started working with a speech therapist it returned it's clarity very quickly. Hopefully A.J. will have the same results. I will be saying extra prayers for all of you this week as you start the new chemo. My twins are the same age as A.J. and have added him to their prayers as well. I hope the gfr brings good results.
Chris Myrah <chrismyrah@frontiernet.net>
Apple Valley, MN USA - Monday, February 10, 2003 8:34 AM CST

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Hey guys! Sorry it has been so long since we have signed on. I have been having a hard time dealing with my Morgan. I have been using the incident as a tool to back away and realize it is wrong. I have been staying updated though. God really has a really special plan for you. I am so blessed to hear all the good news. Keep believing and God will hold you high in his awesome love. No matter how hard it gets for me at times I am always thinking of you guys.
With Love, The Awreys
P.S. We are moving to Arizona on wednesday and beggining a whole new life. Please pray for us.
Brandon Awrey <cobra46227@yahoo.com>
Indianapolis, In - Saturday, February 8, 2003 10:01 AM CST

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Just stoppin in to say Hello!!

Our prayers continue to go up for you.

hugs
Lynn
www.caringbridge.com/paa/jessiespage, PA - Wednesday, February 5, 2003 10:28 PM CST

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Dear Dave, Debbie, and family
Sure is great to hear about the test results for Addison. We all keep praying for these small positive steps and hope they will come faster and faster. God Bless all of you and give you continued strength to take each day as it comes. Take care
Love - John and Sue Malevich and Family
John and Sue Malevich <malevich3@mchsi.com>
Eveleth, MN USA - Tueday, February 4, 2003 9:21 PM CST

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Hurray on the good news from the CAT scan! We're praying that it keeps on getting better. Sorry to hear about the abcess tooth. Hugs to both of you for being so brave, it must have been very traumatizing!
Austin, I'm so sorry about your eye accident. That must have been very scary - Thank you GOD for not having it worse than that. Be careful guys!
And to the women of the house, Deb and Ashley, you seem to be the strong ones right now - gotta keep that up for your precious family. Love you~
Janette Paul
Hibbing, - Tueday, February 4, 2003 9:06 AM CST

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Hello Family,
Just a quick note to say how much we enjoyed our visit the other weekend. We didn't even get lost on our way back to the hotel and no swearing was involved. Glad to hear that "Baby's" tooth was drained and Dave didn't have to be admitted. The Ronald McDonald house sure is a great place for families to stay together. I'm sure they appreciated your snow shoveling Dave.
Lotta love is sent your way. Give kisses and hugs to all and hopefully Ashley will feel better the next time we come, so she can have the whole bucket of cookies. Andy and I will draw more pictures for Austin too.
Love ya,
Karen
Karen and Joe Warmuth - Katie, Andy, Jim and Peter <jkwarmuth@aol.com>
Nashwauk, MN - Monday, February 3, 2003 2:36 PM CST

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Glad to here the CAT scan had good news. What a little trooper that AJ is, keep up the good work. Many prayers going your way for a quick and complete recovery. Glad to hear the siblings are doing good too, they also should be commended for their bravery. Take care of yourselves.
Nancy Davidson
Hibbing, MN - Monday, February 3, 2003 1:31 PM CST

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Dear Family,
WHAT GREAT NEWS! A BLESSED RAY OF LIGHT FOR ALL!
Please know that we, the Fitmaurice & Bye family, continue to monitor your site frequently. Every update is sent to my parents while they are in Mexico. We continue with you in your journey!

We have sent a contribution to the address provide. Not much, but we hope it helps.

Our continued love and prayers are with you always.

Dede, Walt, Owen, Cousin Francis, Aunt Delia & Uncle Francis.
Dede Bye-Fitzmaurice <dede_fitzmaurice@bluecrossmn.com>
Minneapolis, MN - Sunday, February 2, 2003 7:30 PM CST

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Hi Debbie & David. I am Barb Meyers friend and am now considering myself your friend. Please know I am pulling and praying for AJ and you all. My contribution is not much at all but, I am hoping it will help you some. It wil come via US mail to your address out there. God Bles always!
Carmella & Ray Justice <car3937@webtv.net>
Lowell, In Lake - Sunday, February 2, 2003 9:41 AM CST

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CONGRATULATIONS A.J.!!!!! GREAT SCAN RESULTS!!! I AM SO HAPPY FOR YOU! I BET YOUR TOOTH FEELS BETTER NOW, DOESN'T IT? SOMETIMES WE HAVE A LITTLE PAIN BEFORE WE FEEL BETTER! (I HATE GOING TO THE DENTIST TOO) SO GLAD TO HEAR ASHLEY IS DOING WELL IN SCHOOL AND AUSTIN HAS RECOVERED NICELY. WHAT A SCARE THAT WAS. THAT COULD HAVE BEEN VERY SERIOUS. TAKE CARE AND CONTINUE TO FIGHT THIS BATTLE BUDDY!
JEANNE BROWN <brownjj@bright.net>
WAPAKONETA, OH - Sunday, February 2, 2003 9:38 AM CST

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Thinking of you guys. Hope all is well.
Rhonda and family <http://caringbridge.org/tx/nathan>
Allen, TX - Saturday, February 1, 2003 6:04 PM CST

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Yeah! Some good news to report! My thoughts and prayers continue!
Love, Lisa Post <ltjpost@cox.net>
- Saturday, February 1, 2003 4:16 PM CST

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After coming across A.J.'s site last week I have been checking it daily. I am so happy to hear the good news of the CAT scan. I am also glad that Austin (OUCH! that pencil poke sounds awful!) and Ashley are doing so well. I remember my friend Terese talking often about how hard it could be on Charlie's siblings during his battle with hepatablastoma. I have been keeping A.J. and your whole family in my prayers. Thank you for sharing his story.
Chris Myrah <chrismyrah@frontiernet.net>
Apple Valley, MN USA - Friday, January 31, 2003 at 10:03 PM (CST)

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Thank God for a break in the clouds!! Love and prayers are never-ending. Happy to hear Austin and Ashley are doing so well and that Austin's eye is all better. Keep on keepin' on!! xoxoxoxoxo Barb
Barb Meyers
OakLawn, Il USA - Friday, January 31, 2003 at 09:38 PM (CST)

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Just checking in to see if you have received any news from the CT scan. You remain in our thoughts and prayers. Thank you so much for the message you left in Presley's guest book - it means a great deal to us to have such a caring and concerned extended family here in MN!
Lots of love,
Staci Nash <www.caringbridge.org/ky/presleynash>
- Friday, January 31, 2003 at 06:58 AM (CST)

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Good Morning A.J. and family! I hope you're having a great day and that any news you receive is good news. You are still in our prayers.
Janette
Hibbing, MN - Thursday, January 30, 2003 at 09:33 AM (CST)

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Hi A.J.! I hope your parents have some news of the CT scan. And I sure hope it is good news! Keep fighting little buddy :-) I will be praying for you!
Jeanne Brown <brownjj@bright.net>
Wapakoneta, OH - Wednesday, January 29, 2003 at 10:08 AM (CST)

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So glad I got to see you on my visit back to Minneapolis, you're never far from my thoughts and prayers. God Bless, Sheila.
Sheila DeVolder
Marshall, Mi - Tuesday, January 28, 2003 at 06:00 PM (CST)

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Just checkin in to see how things are going. Pleae know we are praying and you are never far from our thoughts.
Lynn
www.caringbridge.com/pa/jessiespage, - Tuesday, January 28, 2003 at 01:09 AM (CST)

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Just want to let you know we are still keeping an eye on you and keeping you in our prayers. Hoping the results of the scan are positive. In love and support,


Sharon, Dennis and John
Shreveport, LA - Monday, January 27, 2003 at 04:06 PM (CST)

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my thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. i have many experiences with cancer, 6 of my family and friends have had cancer, i know how it can be, if you ever need a friend to just talk to feel free to email me. your son is adorable. right now my 10 year old niece is fighting againgst cancer, her name is Amanda L on on the web, i know she would love to write you and your family as well, our prayers for health and comfort are with you
kristen <www.lilkrick@yahoo.com>
sandy, ut us - Sunday, January 26, 2003 at 11:17 PM (CST)

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Hi AJ....thinking of you and your family. This wish comes hoping you are getting through everything OK. We think of you all the time and send lots of love.
Rhonda Frachiseur <http://caringbridge.org/tx/nathan>
Allen, TX USA - Sunday, January 26, 2003 at 02:03 PM (CST)

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Hey there guys! Hope you all have a great weekend and enjoy the Super Bowl. Any thoughts on who is going to win? I wanted the Eagles to take it, but I see they are no longer in the running. That's what happens when you don't put any points up on the board and fumble two times in a row in the division finals. Hope to hear that things are going well. I could just see the family all out and about having a good time doing the little things that make life special. Like Hide and seek in a store. Oh what memories of my freshman year of college. I'll be thinking of you
Ross Perko <perk0081@d.umn.edu>
Duluth, MN St. Louie - Saturday, January 25, 2003 at 10:47 AM (CST)

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Hi Addison! My name is Jeanne and I have "adopted" you. Thank goodness for Gooch's site and his mom is doing a super job! I read your entry in Gooch's guestbook. I knew as soon as I read it I was to adopt you! My son, Xavier is to be 3 on Feb. 11th and he loves batman, superman & spiderman too! He continually wears his batman pj's everywhere! I have not had time to go back thru your journal yet and start from the beginning but I will do so. I hope you are feeling great today and that it has warmed up there. It has been 0 or in the single digits here! Brrr! Today it is to get up to 25 and we are going ice skating! Take Care and know that I will always be praying for you!

P.S. I love your pictures! You snoozing is soooo cute!
Jeanne Brown <brownjj@bright.net>
Wapakoneta, OH - Saturday, January 25, 2003 at 10:33 AM (CST)

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Hi,
Been thinking of you.
your in our prayers!
Lynn
www.caringbridge.com/pa/jessiespage, PA - Friday, January 24, 2003 at 04:02 PM (CST)

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You are in our thoughts and prayers here at Duke University Medical in Durham, NC...
In Love & Prayer...Eleasha & Cody <codman@cox.net>
www.forcody.org, - Wednesday, January 22, 2003 at 07:53 PM (CST)

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Hi! I came to your website from a link off of Chubby Chica Designs. My friend Charlie is listed as one of the adoptees. He also had hepatablastoma, diagnosed about the same time as Addison's. I do not have the eloquence of your family or of many people who sign the guestbook but I wanted to let you know that here, in my little corner, Addison has been added to our prayers. Thank you for sharing his story.
Chris Nyrah <chrismyrah@frontiernet.net>
Apple Valley, MN USA - Tuesday, January 21, 2003 at 04:35 PM (CST)

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Dear AJ and Family,Just wanted to let you know that I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers.
Karen MacLeod <karenmacleod213@hotmail.com>
Glace Bay,Nova Scotia, Canada - Tuesday, January 21, 2003 at 03:53 PM (CST)

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Hey there you cutie!

You certainly look cute in your photographs, I like the one where you are snoozing! YOur one tough little guy, please know that we are praying for you!!
Jeanne <jadbemi@hotmail.com, caringbridge.org/tx/nicben>
Eagle Pass, TX - Tuesday, January 21, 2003 at 03:27 PM (CST)

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hello hot rod you better be smiling and having fun i miss you alot and i hope everything is good . we got moved from colorado and are now in rapid city . you guys are very special to me and just keep plugging away aj thumbs up buddy!!!!!!!! love you all very much Andy+Pam
Andrew osterbur <a_osterbur_p@hotmail.com>
Rapid city , sd usa - Saturday, January 18, 2003 at 07:04 PM (CST)

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hello hot rod you better be smiling and having fun i miss you alot and i hope everything is good . we got moved from colorado and are now in rapid city . you guys are very special to me and just keep plugging away aj thumbs up buddy!!!!!!!! love you all very much Andy+Pam
Andrew osterbur <a_osterbur_p@hotmail.com>
Rapid city , sd usa - Saturday, January 18, 2003 at 07:04 PM (CST)

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A.J. you ARE AWESOME!!! It is just amazing how much spunk this little guy has after all he's been through! Enjoy all your outings! Family time is so precious!
Love, Lisa Post <ltjpost@cox.net>
- Friday, January 17, 2003 at 08:22 PM (CST)

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You go little 'batman'!! You are one tough little guy. I'm happy you and your family are spending quality time together.
Marty Frachiseur <marty.frachiseur@mail.sprint.com>
Allen, tx - Friday, January 17, 2003 at 01:08 PM (CST)

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I just read your entry for January 9, 2003. I was struck by the beautiful grace with which you write and your strong, deep conviction to A.J., your family and your current struggle to save "Batman's" life. I will never forget the first time I looked into those beautiful eyes and fell in love with him. He has a strong soul. I will never be able to, for the rest of my life, forget little "Batman."
Michelle C. Golightly <golightlymoo@juno.com>
temporarily Minneapolis, MN USA - Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 11:48 AM (CST)

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Just wanted to let you know that you continue to be in our thoughts and prayers. John got his Power Ranger costume yesterday and it so reminded me of AJ. Those two boys are a lot alike. Life is a roller coaster right now, but we live knowing we did as you said--everything medically and spiritually--that we could. The choice is not ours, but that of the Divine. If our love could heal these children they'd be up and out of there. The important thing is that they are surrounded by a love greater than ours. Giving y'all a big hug of support---
Sharon <www.caringbridge.org/la/alexeddy>
Shreveport, LA - Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 09:30 AM (CST)

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Goodmorning,
This is my first visit to your page. My daughter also had liver cancer, a very rare form. You are welcome to read her journal.. If you would like to chat email me. We will keep you in our thoughts and prayers each and every day.

Lynn <candlys@aol.com>
www.caringbridge.com/pa/jessiespage, PA - Wednesday, January 15, 2003 at 07:17 AM (CST)

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No profound words at this time - just wanted you to know that we think about you and check in on "y'all" often!
Lots of love,
The Nashes <www.caringbridge.org/ky/presleynash>
- Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 01:44 PM (CST)

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Hello, It is us The Awreys. I want to first thank you for staying so faithful in praying and thinking of us so often. I can not really tell you how we are doing yet but I can say we are doing, good, bad, emotional, angry, ect. It has really been hard to move forward and start all over without our little Morgan. She was our whole life and our wholefight to keep her a little longer. So to just start all over is hard. We are moving to Arizona in February and buying a house trying to begin a whole new chapter as I know our little Angel will be right there with us. I am so sorry to hear all the bad news. Just remember they are only doctors but God is God and his plan is perfect. God is the only true doctor and He has little Addison in his arms daily as well as you all. Keep the faith and never give up on God for He has such a blessing for all of you. He will not give any of us more then we can handle. You guys are so great and please call us, email us, no matter what hour it is. We really want to support you guys through this any way we can. I will be having funds sent to you starting in february to help out a little. Our little Morgan would have wanted it this way. Our # is
317-372-4212 call anytime and we will be here to help.
With Love,
Brandon Awrey
Brandon, Jennifer, Alyssa, and Maddison <cobra46227@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 11:54 AM (CST)

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Good morning Dave, Debbie, Addison, Ashley and Austin
A cold, bright but bright blue sky day on the Range. Our new committee met last night and you should be hearing about the meeting from Becky Maki today. Marge Bartovich and Bretta Albrecht along with Eric and me are the committee.

We pray for you daily...God is close to you and I know you sense His presence!

Our love
Pastor Johns
Dan Johns <danjohns@rangenet.com>
Eveleth, MN - Tuesday, January 14, 2003 at 10:17 AM (CST)

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What a tuff day you had last week! What strenght you continue to show as a family. You're in our thoughts. I was so sorry to hear about Alisha. She was a fighter too. Why children have to do this I don't know, but they sure do teach us a lot and get our priorities straight, don't they.
Sharon Swanson (Alex's Mom)
Shreveport, LA - Monday, January 13, 2003 at 11:39 AM (CST)

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Our hearts and prayers go out to you AJ and your family. We are sorry that last week was so incredibly tough and hope that this week will bring peace and renewed spirit. We are so very proud that AJ is fighting with all his might and sure that he has learned that from his loving parents. We think of you all many times a day,and pray for AJ's recovery and your peace. Take care,
Nancy , Dale & boys
Hibbing, MN - Monday, January 13, 2003 at 09:53 AM (CST)

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Hi All,

It is disappointing to hear of the latest news but I am always amazed at how much strength you continue to have in family. We send our love and prayers as AJ continues this journey. We miss you and I always have to smile when I think of AJ. He's just that kind of kid. You wouldn't believe it but it's been snowing, yes in Texas for a couple of hours. We have a slight layer of snow on the ground. Reminds me of the first snow in Minnesota. Considered yourselves hugged from TX.
Rhonda, Nathan and family (972-396-1048) <http://caringbridge.org/tx/nathan>
Allen, TX USA - Sunday, January 12, 2003 at 03:00 PM (CST)

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dt,debbie and kids,

you are in our hearts and prayers each day. thank you for your courage and faith. you inspire all of us who have been with you on this journey. we are still traveling. all of us, together. may God continue to work in you and may He bring this story a happy ending.

saved by grace,
bg
greenhaven elementary
- Saturday, January 11, 2003 at 05:06 PM (CST)

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I'm am sorry for all the disappointing news this week. A heavy reminder about who is charge here whether we understand it or not. Your faith and attitude are so inspiring! A.J. is in God's hands and your belief and trust in His plans is indeed what is going to get you through all this. I continue my prayers for A.J., for nothing is impossible with God!!!
Love, Lisa Post <ltjpost@cox.net>
- Saturday, January 11, 2003 at 11:03 AM (CST)

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Just wanted to let you know all of you continue to be in my thoughts and prayers. Your informative journal entries are posted weekly in our lounge @ school and read by many caring staff memebers. All of your faith and strength is powerful!
Love,
Alaine
Alaine Johnson <alaine_johnson@mora.k12.mn.us>
Mora, MN - Saturday, January 11, 2003 at 10:41 AM (CST)

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Love and prayers from Michigan!!! Keep the faith and we can't wait to see you in a couple of weeks. Love, Sheila
Sheila DeVolder <caringbridge.com/mi/lukedevolder>
Marshall, Mi - Saturday, January 11, 2003 at 10:17 AM (CST)

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Dear Toivola Family:
As always, our thoughts and continued prayers are with you. Don't give up - God provides us with many unexpected miracles!
We love you! Dede, Walt & Owen
Dede Bye-Fitzmaurice <dede_fitzmaurice@bluecrossmn.com>
Minneaplois, MN - Friday, January 10, 2003 at 02:42 PM (CST)

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DT, don't give up.
j
hibbing, MN - Friday, January 10, 2003 at 02:04 PM (CST)

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Hi Debbie, Dave, AJ, Ashley and Austin
Great to have a visit with you and AJ last Tuesday Debbie. Guess I was just in on the beginning of what turned out to be a horrible week. Glad I could read AJ a Bible story. What a trouper! We continue to pray for the miracle of healing that we all so desperately want.

I'm sharing portions of the Dave Drown article with the congregation on Sunday...It fits in with the days focus and we are giving Bibles to third graders...

Jane sends her love and we wish you the best.

Pastor Dan
Dan Johns <danjohns@rangenet.com>
Eveleth, MN USA - Friday, January 10, 2003 at 01:04 PM (CST)

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We pray this latest round of chemotherapy does the trick and you can once again rest in the lap of hope for a lung transplant. It is so hard to watch these brave boys suffer for so long. May there be light at the end of this tunnel.
Kerri Timperley (Jack's Mom), Ronald McDonald House <bkjtimp@wmconnect.com>
Minneapolis, MN 55414 - Thursday, January 09, 2003 at 09:27 PM (CST)

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DT- I clicked in to wish you a Happy New Year, however after reading the latest update, that seems not very important. What you would take, I am sure, is a happy new day, week or month. You and your family continue to be in the forefront of our thoughts and prayers.

Scottie


Scott Allison
Hib Town, - Thursday, January 09, 2003 at 04:20 PM (CST)

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Hello David......I pray for your family and want to let you know that we all think of you often.
Valerie Rendle <rendle@paul bunyan.net>
Grand Rapids, mn usa - Thursday, January 09, 2003 at 04:06 PM (CST)

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Hello Everyone:

Isn't the struggle for life amazing! There's so much heartache balanced by so much joy. Thanks so much for keeping in touch and for your continued support and prayers. I keep you in my prayers daily and hope this next round proves successful. Either way, keep fighting, keep the hope and AJ will show the way. I miss MN and the good friends and support network. It is one of the hardest adjustments to be back home where no one really understands what we have all been through.

We are trying our best to get our lives back into a normal routine. I will say it is hard--there's a hole in each day. But Alex was a blessing and I know soon, after there has been more time to grieve, all the remembrances will bring a smile rather than tears. John is back in school and enjoying having his Mom around again. He is a joy to be around. He makes me think of AJ often. In fact, we're now debating which Power Ranger outfit to get--or Batman, but John thinks he'll wait and ask for Batman for Christmas next year.

You are a remarkable family. You give me strength. Tell Alicia's mom hi for me.

Sharon Swanson, John and Dennis <www.caringbridge.org/la/alexeddy>
Shreveport, LA - Thursday, January 09, 2003 at 11:39 AM (CST)

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Hi Addison!!! Your buddy misses you over here at the Ronald McDonald House. Can't wait to see that smile again. Our thoughts and prayers are with all of you. See you soon.
Kristin, Dave, Josh, and Lucas <kristindecker@yahoo.com>
Red Wing, MN - Wednesday, January 08, 2003 at 11:33 PM (CST)

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Dear Toivolas, our love and prayers are with you. Keep fighting AJ....you're doing great!

Mary Fena <mfena@aol.com>
- Wednesday, January 08, 2003 at 05:19 PM (CST)

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My sincere prayers are being said for this round of chemo to be successful. I have included Mitch and Alicia in my prayers.
You write so wonderfully and express your feelings so well. The silver lining in all these familie's burdens is the friendships and love that you all share.
God is sure with you through it all.
Hugs from Connecticut!
Love, Lisa Post <ltjpost@cox.net>
South Windsor, CT - Tuesday, January 07, 2003 at 07:08 PM (CST)

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We wanted to wish you a Happy New Year. We miss seeing you as our neighbors. We are glad to hear that AJ still is the super hero that we saw up in Minnesota. We wish you all of our love that this round of chemo is it and you can go back home! We think of you often and you are in our prayers.

Rachel, Alan, Jacob, and Talia Grossman <argrossman@aol.com>
Buffalo Grove, IL - Tuesday, January 07, 2003 at 06:09 PM (CST)

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Just checking in to say "hello" to the family and praying that this year brings much happiness. Mom and Dad also send you their love. Dad is doing better, he seems tired but he's still pushing on. Give everyone big hugs and kisses.
Love, Karen, Joe & family
Karen Warmuth <jkwarmuth@aol.com>
Nashwauk, MN - Tuesday, January 07, 2003 at 11:51 AM (CST)

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Hi everyone, we miss you all, it's nice to hear everything is going well. Happy new year to you. We are in Arizona now, but still thinking of you.Miss you
The Awreys
Jennifer and Brandon Awrey <caringbridge.com/me/morgan>
- Thursday, January 02, 2003 at 04:45 PM (CST)

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Happy New Year to the Toivola's! Thanks for keeping us in touch with AJ's progress. As always, love & prayers to you all. Bruce & Sue Meyers & kids
Bruce Meyers
Mokena, IL - Thursday, January 02, 2003 at 01:26 PM (CST)

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As always, I am keeping you all in my thoughts and prayers. I'm so excited that A.J. was able to meet Batman! Thank you for keeping us updated and I will be especially mindful and prayerful of all the decisions the doctors and you will be making for A.J.'s next steps. I pray for God's mercy on your special family for 2003! Let the miracles begin!!!!
Love, Lisa Post <ltjpost@cox.net>
South Windsor , CT - Thursday, January 02, 2003 at 01:18 PM (CST)

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Dear Ones, I wish you a happy new year in every sense of the word!! Thanks for the Xmas picture. It was delightful!! Put it in your pix on the website. We ( the prayer brigade) pray constantly for AJ's complete recovery and for all the grace you need from God as his family. Love you all!!! Barb and family
Barb Meyers <rn331@webtv.net>
OakLawn, Il USA - Thursday, January 02, 2003 at 11:48 AM (CST)

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Happy New Year to all of you!
Hopefully this will be the year (and lifetime!) of health for little Addison and your family. I'm praying that you'll be able to return to your "real" home sooner than planned. Thank you for the updates but I have to admit, it sometimes brings tears to my eyes. Those reminders to love and show your love to your family is so important! What an awesome family you have.
God bless you all in 2003 and beyond! Love, Janette.

P.S. You should try to scan in your Christmas card photo on this website - it was beautiful :) Thank you.
Janette Paul
Hibbing, MN - Thursday, January 02, 2003 at 11:15 AM (CST)

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Dear Toivola Family,

May God bless you in 2003! Our continued love, thoughts and prayers for you all.

Dede, Walt & Owen
Dede Fitzmaurice <walter@polariscala.com>
Minneapolis, mn - Wednesday, January 01, 2003 at 12:42 PM (CST)

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Dear Toivola Family - Just wanted to wish you all the best in 2003. We are honored to know you all. That is one of the good parts of our shared journey with childhood cancer -the wonderful people that you meet along the way. You are truly an inspiration with your positive attitude. Addison (aka A.J. aka Batman) is a special kid who always brings a smile with his strength, courage, and determination to just be a kid despite it all. May 2003 be a year of dreams come true for all of us!
Your current neighbors - Collin's family
- Tuesday, December 31, 2002 at 11:53 PM (CST)

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Dear Dave and Family, What great news to hear about how your warrior continues to surprise all. I pray for your continued strength and sanity. God will continue to bless and uphold you in his mighty hands.
Mary Napoli Lipps
N. St. Paul, MN - Tuesday, December 31, 2002 at 12:32 PM (CST)

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Happy New Year, see you soon. Love, The DeVolders
Sheila DeVolder <caringbridge.com/mi/lukedevolder>
Marshall, Mi - Friday, December 27, 2002 at 10:26 AM (CST)

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hi from gilbert.just sayin take care and we r prayin for you all.
peggy carpenter <carpy57@hotmail.com>
gilbert, mn st.louis - Tuesday, December 24, 2002 at 06:29 PM (CST)

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hi from gilbert.just sayin take care and we r prayin for you all.
peggy carpenter <carpy57@hotmail.com>
gilbert, mn st.louis - Tuesday, December 24, 2002 at 06:26 PM (CST)

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Hey AJ you probably don't remember me but I'm Nahtan Fleming's step-dad Marty. We went to the Timberwolves game with your family and Clay's family. From the last update it sounds like you are recovering very well. Some people might see a picture or toy of Batman and think of Bruce Wane, but I see something like that and think of a little boy named AJ. Keep up the good work and give your Mom, Dad, sister, and brother a big hug.
I hope you have a great Christmas.
Marty Frachiseur <marty.frachiseur@mail.sprint.com>
Allen, TX USA - Tuesday, December 24, 2002 at 10:39 AM (CST)

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Dear Toivola family, I am pleased to hear that AJ's surgery went well and am praying that he will be able to spend Christmas day at the Ronald Mcdonald house with his family. I think of you often and you are always in my prayers. I wish you joy, peace and hope during this holiday season. Merry Christmas and God Bless you all.
Darlene Pecha
Gilbert, - Sunday, December 22, 2002 at 02:06 PM (CST)

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Dear Toivola Family,
Pleased to hear AJ's surgery went well. I would like to wish you all a very Merry Christmas filled with faith and hope and great anticipation of a new year filled with little miracles every step of the way in AJ's journey.
Cyber hugs from Connecticut,
Love, Lisa Post <ltjpost@cox.net>
- Saturday, December 21, 2002 at 03:54 PM (CST)

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Dear Toivola Family: Every day we think of you and the battle that you face. It never fails that we mention what courage and strength you all have. Enjoy your family; you need to do what is the best for you.
We love you much! Dede, Walt & Owen
Dede Fitzmaurice <walter@polariscala.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Saturday, December 21, 2002 at 08:03 AM (CST)

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Dave & Debbie - Pam and Barbara Meyers told me about AJ some time back. I'm a columnist for a little newspaper around here, and was able to mention AJ a couple of weeks ago. Please know that the paper is delivered to about 20,000 homes, but even if you don't hear from everyone personally, you can be assured that a whole lotta folks around here have your beautiful son in their prayers. And wherever the holiday of Christmas is physically spent, you've shown me and many others that you are surrounded by Christmas every day, because when everything else is stripped away, you are doing what God asked of Joseph and Mary - caring for a very special son. Blessings on you both!
Dave Drown <quality121@attbi.com>
Homer Glen, IL - Thursday, December 19, 2002 at 09:41 PM (CST)

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Hello Family,
I'm happy to hear that the surgery went fine and Addison is doing well with recovery. We all are fighting off colds for this season but should be fine soon. The boys (Scott, Dave and Brian too) have been going to the lake and skating with Joe. They love it. Hopefully soon we can all get together and enjoy it after this battle you are waging against. I feel so bad I can't come down and just be there for you. Please be strong. We love you and aren't forgetting what you have to do daily. It's easy for us to go on our daily life and to take our lives for granted. You are good people and your family is beautiful.
Love to all,
Karen & Joe
Katie,Andy,Jim & Pete
Karen Warmuth <jkwarmuth@aol.com>
Nashwauk, MN - Thursday, December 19, 2002 at 04:24 PM (CST)

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Glad to hear things are going well. I understand that is and understatement. Each day is a gift, no matter which side of the hospital bed we are on. Thank you for constantly updating us all on what has been going on.
Ross Perko <perk0081@d.umn.du>
Duluth, mn United States - Thursday, December 19, 2002 at 08:55 AM (CST)

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We are so glad to hear that AJ's surgery went well. Hope that he will be out of the hospital for Christmas. Keep happy thoughts and I'll keep praying for his recovery.
Nancy Davidson
- Thursday, December 19, 2002 at 08:53 AM (CST)

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A.J. will be in my prayers tomorrow for his surgery.
Love, Lisa Post <ltjpost@cox.net>
- Tuesday, December 17, 2002 at 06:06 AM (CST)

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HI FROM THE CARPENTERS IN GILBERT.WELL YOUR HOUSE IS SIDDED AND LOOKS WONDEFUL.WAITING FOR YOUR RETURN.WE ARE THINKING OF YOU AND MY MOM PRAYS FOR YOU AND YOUR FAMILY AND HANG IN THERE THINGS WILL WORK OUT WE ARE HOPING.

peggy carpenter <carpy57@hotmail.com>
gilbert, mn st louis - Monday, December 16, 2002 at 07:40 PM (CST)

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Praying for you this holiday season. Take care of yourselves.
Kate Ritzer <keritzer@attbi.com>
Roseville, MN USA - Monday, December 16, 2002 at 11:22 AM (CST)

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A Happy Holiday for you A.J. & your family. May God continue to give you strength.
Elaine & Don Raday <Mobilegram@webtv.net>
Lakeland, Fl U.S.A - Monday, December 16, 2002 at 12:12 AM (CST)

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David & Deb, Sorry to hear that surgery was rescheduled. Hopefully the next week will be better for AJ. Sent a box c/o of Ronald McDonald house. It is doesn't arrive by 12/20 please let us know. Wishing you a good weekend.
Nancy Davidson
Hibbing, MN - Friday, December 13, 2002 at 01:38 PM (CST)

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Hope and prayers for AJ, Have a Merry Christmas, We miss you Love, The DeVolders.
sheila devolder <caringbridge.com/mi/lukedevolder>
Marshall, Mi - Friday, December 13, 2002 at 12:25 PM (CST)

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Sending up lots of prayers for AJ this morning during his surgery.
Jo <jvon557@aol.com>
Crestview, FL - Friday, December 13, 2002 at 06:45 AM (CST)

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Dear Family,
We are sending our prayers for the surgery tomorrow.
Love to all and we will check in again soon.
Love,
Karen & Joe Warmuth & family
Karen Warmuth <jkwarmuth@aol.com>
Nashwauk, MN - Thursday, December 12, 2002 at 09:47 PM (CST)

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David, Deb & family, Thinking and praying for you each and every day. Hope that the Holiday season will bring joy and time together. Keep moving forward, times will get better.
Nancy Davidson
Hibbing, MN USA - Thursday, December 12, 2002 at 11:36 AM (CST)

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AJ continues in my prayers especially for his next upcoming surgery.
Love, Lisa Post <ltjpost@cox.net>
- Monday, December 09, 2002 at 03:29 PM (CST)

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So glad you enjoyed the parade and a little of bit of "normalcy" for a change! I am praying for you and Addison for a healthy week and a successful surgery on Friday. Happy Holidays to you and yours! Love, Janette
Janette Paul
Hibbing, MN - Monday, December 09, 2002 at 10:34 AM (CST)

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Another great posting - so full of good information and so full of spirit. It's great to see all things moving forward.

AJ is a prize. So are Brother and Sister - to do all that they are doing.

All the best for the coming holidays and I'll be in touch very soon.
Cousin Carol <carol@hailstorm.com>
St. Paul, MN - Sunday, December 08, 2002 at 11:18 AM (CST)

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So happy to read that only one of the tumors showed any cancerous growth. That is good news! And AJ was actually walking around over the weekend...amazing child!!!
Hugs and prayers!
Love, Lisa Post <ltjpost@cox.net>
- Tuesday, December 03, 2002 at 07:09 AM (CST)

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David & family,
Wishing you a "belated" Happy Thanksgiving Day. Sounds like AJ's surgical outcome is very promising. As always you will be in our prayers as well as our hearts.
Bruce, Sue & kids
Bruce Meyers
Mokena, Il USA - Saturday, November 30, 2002 at 07:37 PM (CST)

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Dear Ones, So glad AJ is improving and that surgery was successful!! I know the side effects of pain meds can be awful and hope the docs are able to relieve him soon.Our whole family continues to pound on heaven's gates for your whole family.Lots of love, Barb
Barb Meyers
Oak Lawn, Il USA - Friday, November 29, 2002 at 09:53 PM (CST)

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Hello Family,
We are so happy to hear "Baby's" surgery went as well as hoped. We gave our thanks yesterday that we have such great doctors and nurses taking care of him. God will see you through these many days. Our love is sent everyday via prayers.
Mom and Dad say hello and they are always thinking about you guys.I thank God everyday that Dad's PSA test has come down and the cancer seems to have stopped. It really is a miracle the work the medical people have done to get rid of these cancer cells that invade our body. To think that 20 years ago we couldn't have done a thing. They give us hope & time.
Must go. Tell Ashley Happy Be-lated Birthday.

Love,
Karen
Karen Warmuth
Nashwauk, MN USA - Friday, November 29, 2002 at 04:30 PM (CST)

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HI FROM THE CARPENTER'S IN GILBERT.WE ARE SO HAPPY THAT THE SURGERY WENT SO GOOD.MY MOM KEEPS PRAYING FOR YOUR FAMILY.AND SHE HOPES TO SEE ALL OF YOU EVEN BATMAN BACK IN TOWN.CHRISTMAS LIST WOULD BE GOOD IDEA.TAKE CARE AND BEST WISHES.
peggy carpenter and writing for her mom to <carpy57@hotmail.com>
gilbert, mn st.louis - Thursday, November 28, 2002 at 08:31 AM (CST)

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Hi-
I'm a friend of Dede Fitzmaurice and we have been hearing about you! You are in my thoughts and prayers ! I have my two sons drinking a ton of pop so you can get all the pop can tops you need!
Take care!
Beth Piper
Blue Cross Blue Shield of Minnesota
Beth Piper <elizabeth_m_piper@bluecrossmn.com>
Inver Grove Heights, MN 55076 - Wednesday, November 27, 2002 at 12:37 PM (CST)

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Happy Thanksgiving!
Love, Lisa Post <ltjpost@cox.net>
- Wednesday, November 27, 2002 at 10:58 AM (CST)

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Praise God for successful surgery!!!!!You hang in there Batman, we will keep you in our prayers, Miss you lots!!! Nick and Natalie say hi to Ashley and Austin. Love, The DeVolders.

Sheila DeVolder <caringbridge.com/mi/lukedevolder>
Marshall , Mi - Tuesday, November 26, 2002 at 06:32 PM (CST)

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Dave and Deb
We're so happy that AJ surgery went so well. You are in our
thoughts everyday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY ASHLEY!
Love
Debbie Larry,Chad and Lindsey


Debbie White <whitelar@uslink.net>
Keewatin, Mn USA - Tuesday, November 26, 2002 at 02:46 PM (CST)

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We are so pleased to see that BABY came through his surgery with flying colors! You continue to be on our daily thoughts and prayers. Happy Birthday to Ashley.
Much love, Dede, Walt & Owen
Dede Fitzmaurice <dede_fitzmaurice@bluecrossmn.com>
Minneapolis, MN - Tuesday, November 26, 2002 at 11:01 AM (CST)

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I am so pleased to read AJ's surgery went well and that all the tumors were removed. He certainly is a strong and courageous little boy! My prayers continue for his chemo and further healing on this long road he travels.
Love, Lisa Post <ltjpost@cox.net>
- Tuesday, November 26, 2002 at 08:26 AM (CST)

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HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!!!!Miss you guys. Hope all went well with the surgery and we'll keep checking. Love and prayers, Sheila.
Sheila Devolder <caringbridge.com/mi/lukedevolder>
Marshall , Mi - Monday, November 25, 2002 at 11:13 AM (CST)

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Dear Dave and Deb, We will be praying for all of you today. God be with you. We were wondering if you would feel comfortable in sharing your kids Christmas wish list. We have some connections in the Santa department. You can e-mail us or post it on the web page...We'll check both. Also, if there is anything we can help you with,please let us know.
God Bless.
Tim and Tracy(Collins) and Tia Peterson <tracypeterson @integraonline.com>
Prior Lake, MN USA - Monday, November 25, 2002 at 10:53 AM (CST)

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Dave and Family
Praying for AJ today, hope some good news will be coming your way. Take care of yourselves, love to your little boy.
Dina, Pat and Boys
Dina Flaherty <dflahert@d.umn.edu>
Duluth, MN USA - Monday, November 25, 2002 at 09:55 AM (CST)

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Keep fighting AJ. You are in my prayers.
Tressa
- Monday, November 25, 2002 at 12:28 AM (CST)

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I will be praying for AJ on Monday for successful surgery. Though it is not what you had planned, know that all of us prayer warriors will be surrounding you all in prayer for strength, faith, hope and LOVE!!!
I'll be checking in on Monday.
May God be with you all.
Love, Lisa Post <ltjpost@cox.net>
- Saturday, November 23, 2002 at 06:10 PM (CST)

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Dave and Deb and family, A.J. will be on our hearts and in our prayers on Monday. Stay hopeful and optimistic. He is one strong little boy. We miss all of you and will see you soon. We might even have to stay for awhile that would mean the kids going back to school at the RMH. Have a blessed week. Love, Sheila.
Sheila DeVolder
Marshall, Mi - Saturday, November 23, 2002 at 01:46 PM (CST)

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Hello Family,
Just a quick note to say I check in periodically and did send an e-mail on your personal line. Our prayers will be with our "Baby" on the 25 for his surgery. We will send many angels to guide the doctor's hands and to surround AJ
with love. I am always here for you. Take care and we are sending lots of love.
Karen
Karen & Joe Warmuth - Katie, Andy, Jim & Peter <klw@noramcoeng.com>
Nashwauk, MN USA - Friday, November 22, 2002 at 02:16 PM (CST)

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Dave and family,

At my church group meeting last night we donated money to the Ronald McDonald House and I immediately thought of you and how remiss I have been in letting you know that you are all in my thoughts and prayers. Take care of yourselves.
Mary Spang
Eveleth, MN USA - Friday, November 22, 2002 at 12:11 PM (CST)

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Thanksgiving greetings to you! Just wanted to say "keep the faith" and make sure you count your blessings during these trying times. I hope you ALL are doing well and give a hug to little Addison for me. God Bless You.
Janette Paul
Hibbing, MN - Friday, November 22, 2002 at 09:23 AM (CST)

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My prayers continue for AJ.

Love, Lisa Post <ltjpost@cox.net>
- Wednesday, November 20, 2002 at 12:22 PM (CST)

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Dear A.J. & Family,
I am a freind of Pam Meyers, she sent me an email today about you & your family. I checked out the pictures in your photo album, they are great!!! What a lucky kid to meet BATMAN!!!
I hope you and your family have a wonderful holiday!!! Myself and many others will be praying for you, take care.
Evelyn K. Walano <EKW97@lightfirst.com>
Homer Glen, Il USA - Tuesday, November 19, 2002 at 04:39 PM (CST)

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Dear A.J.,
My name is Jackie. I live in Texas and Pam Meyers is my first cousin. May God Bless you with the gift of health. You are so brave and strong, you give me strength as well. I hope you and your family have a wonderful and loving day. I'll remember you in my prayers.

Jackie Keen <jkeen@hot.rr.com>
Waco, TX usa - Monday, November 18, 2002 at 02:14 PM (CST)

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Still sending daily love and prayers for AJ....also, thanks for the updates on the web page, we check on AJ's progress often. thinking of you all, mar


Mary Ann Fena <mfena@aol.com>
Linwood, MN USA - Monday, November 18, 2002 at 12:21 PM (CST)

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Still sending daily love and prayers for AJ....also, thanks for the updates on the web page, we check on AJ's progress often. thinking of you all, mar


Mary Ann Fena <mfena@aol.com>
Linwood, MN USA - Monday, November 18, 2002 at 12:21 PM (CST)

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We contine to keep A.J. & his family in our prayers.All your bravery & good attitude you have, has taught us to be thankful for what we have.God Bless, & Have a Blessed Thanksgiving.
Elaine & Don Raday <Mobilegram@webtv.net>
Lakeland, fl U.S.A. - Saturday, November 16, 2002 at 11:37 PM (CST)

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Hi Dave,Debbie and family, Just a note to let you know that I think of you often and you are always in my thoughts and prayers. May God bless you and my wishes go out to you for a wonderful holiday season. Keep up the fight.
Darlene Pecha
Gilbert, mn - Saturday, November 16, 2002 at 05:27 PM (CST)

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AJ and Family,

My thoughts and prayers are with you. AJ you are a remarkable young man!! May you always be happy and at peace. God bless you and your family and the absolute best of luck and success with the coming visit to the Ronald McDonald house.
Laura Burke
Homer Glen, IL USA - Saturday, November 16, 2002 at 07:14 AM (CST)

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My thoughts and Prayers are with you all! He is a miracle in the making!
Candi
Valparaiso, In USA - Friday, November 15, 2002 at 05:37 PM (CST)

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I am a friend of the Randy Meyers Family. Pam Meyers told me about AJ. I send this poem by Pollyanna Sedziol as inspiration to your family.
"STRENGTH FOR TODAY - The Joy of the Lord is my strength and salvation, the Joy of the Lord is my song...The Joy of the Lord is my daily direction, my peace and delight all day long...When life overwhelms and frustrations perplex, when all is askew and awry, I turn for relief to the Joy of the Lord, I'm restored by our God, Adonai!"
Margaret Sabo
Homer Glen, Illinois Will - Friday, November 15, 2002 at 02:47 PM (CST)

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Dear Family:
Remember: Attitude is Everything! And, if that is true you all have everything it takes to survive this. We continue to hope and pray for all of you; not only for success but for your peace and strength. "No God, no peace... Know God, know peace".
The Randy Meyers Family <HomerNativ@aol.com>
Homer Glen, IL USA - Friday, November 15, 2002 at 09:46 AM (CST)

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After following your web page for several weeks, I finally decided to sign in. We continue to be amazed by "Batman", Austin, Ashley, and the rest of your family. We wish you the best of luck in the coming treatments! You are an amazing family who are an inspiration to many of us at RMH!
The Nashes (Staci, Slim, and Presley) <www.caringbridge.org/ky/presleynash>
- Tuesday, November 12, 2002 at 10:13 PM (CST)

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Marathons: Never won in a day, but in the years spent preparing for them. Addison and the entire family is constantly on my mind. He is my inspiration for wanting to become a doctor. Those eyes, full of fight. That smile, God is doing wonderous things. Those pictures that the kids drew are on my wall above my desk and a picture of Addison and "Batman" sits on my dresser. Everytime I get tired, frustrated, or upset, I look at those. Addison has NEVER given up, and neither will his family. Superheros never stop fighting.
Ross Perko <perk0081@d.umn.edu>
Duluth, MN USA - Tuesday, November 12, 2002 at 09:03 AM (CST)

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hey. hi. awhile ago, once, during a time in our own little family's life, I received a note in the mail from a friend that read: "never give up, for that is just the place and time that the tide will turn." - you guys inspire us all. keep the faith.... j

j
Hibbing, MN USA - Monday, November 11, 2002 at 12:02 PM (CST)

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hey I miss u guys well g2g
Luv,
Brittany
Brittany
gilbert, mn usa - Friday, November 08, 2002 at 03:46 PM (CST)

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DT- thanks for the update. If this is only the beginning of the marathon- well, then let it begin! As long as I have known you DT, you not only were up for the challenge you faced it head on. Thank God for genes because it is very apparent AJ has inherited your drive and will to succeed and plus some. All of you continue to be in our thoughts and prayers!
Scott Allison and Family
Hibbing, MN USA - Friday, November 08, 2002 at 01:48 PM (CST)

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Thanks for the wonderful updates on A.J. Your family is a great inspiration to all sick & troubled families. A.J. is always in my prayers.We are in florida for the winter, with our Fl. family.God bless All.
Elaine Raday <mobilegram@webtv.net>
Lakeland, Fl. U.S.A - Wednesday, November 06, 2002 at 01:53 AM (CST)

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Dear Deb,Dave,Ashley,Austin and Addison,
Since this is my first time visiting the guestbook, I can only say, "Wow". What great support! The pictures of the kids are great. AJ(baby) looks cute even with a bald head. Halloween came and went, and I was reminded of last year when Addison wore Scott's wig and biker hat around the house. I told Mary I'd have to give everyone copies. What a little ham he was. He must love his costume this year to wear it all the time.
Thank you for having this site for all of us to check up on his progress. All of you are in our prayers and daily thoughts. I'm sorry we don't live closer to the cities. It would be great just to give you guys a hug.
Take care and Love you guys lots,
Karen,Joe,Katie,Andy,Jim and Peter Warmuth
Karen Warmuth <jkwarmuth@aol.com>
Nashwauk, MN usa - Tuesday, November 05, 2002 at 02:25 PM (CST)

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Wow, A.J. is a celebrity of sorts! So wonderful to have that great RMH and the wonderful people that support it. I know it is truly your home away from home and your neighbors become your instant family with a special bond. I was there 2 years ago visiting and found it to be a very special place.
As always, I keep AJ on my daily prayer list. He is a miracle in the making! No doubt about it!

Love, Lisa Post <ltjpost@cox.net>
- Monday, November 04, 2002 at 07:14 PM (CST)

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hi from your neighbors in gilbert.the carpenter,s.it was so nice to see you home for a couple days.we sure are praying for you.take care and alot of people here are wishing for all of you to come back soon.hi aj!!!!!!
peggy carpenter <carpy57@hotmail.com>
gilbert, mn usa - Monday, November 04, 2002 at 09:39 AM (CST)

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What a remarkable story of love and devotion your family is. A.J. must be as heroic as Barb Meyers has told me.. These problems seem to be a " Super Glue" that really bonds family and friends in times of stress.A.J. and your family remain in our prayers
Bob Canavan <Rcanavan@attbi.com>
Long Beach, , Indiana U.S.A - Sunday, November 03, 2002 at 09:23 PM (CST)

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Hi Guys, We got the flyer for the RMH and you guys were looking wonderful in it. That was really nice for us to see, but we definatly miss you. Keep fighting batman!!Love, The DeVolders.
Sheila DeVolder
Marshall, Mi - Saturday, November 02, 2002 at 06:55 PM (CST)

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Dave, Debbie & Family -

The resilience and purity of children are immeasurable. You have a beautiful family and we are praying for AJ and his full recovery.

Peace-
Darren & Allison Geary and Family <dag9394@msn.com>
Aurora, CO USA - Wednesday, October 30, 2002 at 12:48 PM (CST)

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David, Debbie & kids,
Happy Halloween from the Meyers!

Our prayers to you all,
Bruce, Sue & kids
Bruce & Sue Meyers
Mokena, Il - Wednesday, October 30, 2002 at 07:38 AM (CST)

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Dave, Debbie, & kids - I am at a loss for words, but your strength and attitude is inspiring. You will be on our minds and in our prayers.

God Bless,
Craig Bement and Family.
Craig Bement <cbement@saber.net>
Napa, CA USA - Monday, October 28, 2002 at 03:41 PM (CST)

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Darren and Allison have been friend of mine for years and forwarded the link to your web site. Our prayers are with you all and we wish you the very best.
Don McDowell <jeeperdon22@yahoo.com>
Littleton, CO US - Sunday, October 27, 2002 at 06:26 PM (CST)

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Your story has brought tears to my eyes, and love into my heart. My thoughts are with you. Your son is beautiful!!!
Kristen D. <ohya3024@aol.com>
Aurora, co usa - Thursday, October 24, 2002 at 12:05 PM (CDT)

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My thoughts and prayers are with you! You sound like such a remarkable family!
Michelle D.
Aurora, CO USA - Thursday, October 24, 2002 at 12:02 PM (CDT)

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Dear Dave and family,
I am glad that you have been keeping us posted through this website. I have been thinking about you and praying for you.
Cathy Priest
Cathy Priest
Eveleth, MN USA - Wednesday, October 23, 2002 at 04:54 PM (CDT)

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Toivola Family:

Happy belateed birthday David! Was able to together with part of the family, including your Uncle Bruce& Aunt Mary this past weekend. All the family has AJ in their thoughts and prayers. Let's get the kids together soon.

Much love,
Dede, Walt & Owen Fitzmaurice


Dede Fitzmaurice <dede_fitzmaurice@bluecrossmn.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Tuesday, October 22, 2002 at 03:00 PM (CDT)

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Hi Guys, anything new? You're always in our thoughts and prayers.
Sheila DeVolder
Marshall, Mi - Tuesday, October 22, 2002 at 01:26 PM (CDT)

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Happy belated Birthday David.
Love,
The Haugens
Gigi Haugen <haugen@uslink.net>
Nashwauk, MN United States - Monday, October 21, 2002 at 09:40 PM (CDT)

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Thanks for the update & information concerning A.J's condition. He seems like such a brave, sweet boy & has such a wonderful family & friends. We will continue to pray for him & you. God Bless such a brave boy.
Elaine Raday <Mobilegram@webtv.net>
Posen , Il. U.S.A. - Saturday, October 19, 2002 at 08:06 PM (CDT)

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Thank you for your updates. AJ continues to be in my thoughts and prayers for the months and trials ahead. He is truly being blessed!
Love, Lisa Post <ltjpost@cox.net>
South Windsor, CT - Friday, October 18, 2002 at 11:33 AM (CDT)

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happy 40th dT
mike degnan <nuppy@the-bridge.net>
Hibbing, MN USA - Thursday, October 17, 2002 at 02:02 PM (CDT)

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As we keep looking at the calander and counting the days of this 2-week chemo treatment, we hope it's gone well. Thank you for sharing your many updates with us. Breanna's 2nd grade and William's 1st grade classes have heard much of Addison and say a prayer for him each day. Best of luck with the baby steps in the long race.
Kathy Olson <olsonk2@co.st-louis.mn.us>
Gilbert, MN USA - Wednesday, October 16, 2002 at 10:08 AM (CDT)

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Dear Toivolas, We think of you often and keep all of you in our prayers, we made it home but already look forward to coming in January to see you guys! The kids miss Ashley and Austin very much. Soon we will send you some mail I know Nick and Natalie always liked to get mail. Hope everything is going well. Love, Sheila.
Sheila DeVolder and family <shldvldr@aol.com>
Marshall, Mi USA - Friday, October 11, 2002 at 08:23 PM (CDT)

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Hi AJ! You truly are a SUPERHERO!! We feel so priveledged to be your "neighbor!" What a great attitude and sweet smile you have! We enjoyed watching the MN Wild with you and your family, we'll have to do it again sometime, ok? Hang in there buddy, we'll be cheering you on! You and your family have touched our lives and our hearts and will always be in our hearts and prayers!!! God Bless you all!
Donna, Brooke, & Eastman Nadeau
Minneapolis, MN USA - Wednesday, October 09, 2002 at 12:34 AM (CDT)

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Dear Addison, Ashley, Austin, Debbie, and Dave!
You are all in our thoughts and prayers daily. The members of our congregation are a cloud of witnesses praying for you constantly--our 40+ confirmation students prayed especially for Addison this week.

Psalm 23 says, "The Lord is my shepherd; I shall not want. He makes we lie down in green pastures, he leads me beside still waters; he restores my soul. He leads me in right paths for his name's sake. Even though I walk through the darkest valley, I fear no evil; for You (God) are with me; your rod and your staff comfort me."

As each of you walks down dark valleys, may you know that God is with you, hurting with you. And God will go with you through those valleys and bring you back out into the sunlit green pastures, by the still clear waters, and restore your soul to wholeness and joy.

May God guide your steps and comfort your hearts.
Love, Eric and Mindy
Eric and Mindy Lemonholm <Lemonholm@duluth.com>
Gilbert, MN USA - Saturday, October 05, 2002 at 11:13 AM (CDT)

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Toivola family,

You remain in my thoughts and prayers.
Mary Spang <mspang@isd2142.k12.mn.us>
Eveleth, MN USA - Friday, October 04, 2002 at 03:37 PM (CDT)

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Stopping by to say we'll miss you when we leave but we will not forget you ever! Keep the faith. Our prayers continue.
Peace, Love , blessings and Healing for A.J. Love, Sheila, Eric, Nick, Natalie, and Luke.
Sheila DeVolder <shldvldr@aol.com>
Marshall, Mi - Friday, October 04, 2002 at 01:32 PM (CDT)

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DT, Debbie and Kids,
It is impossible not to be drawn to this amazing fight. Every challenge AJ is dealt, he seems to counter with a rope-a-dope of his own, and he comes out with his arms in the air. KEEP COUNTER-PUNCHING AJ!!! With all of you and God in his corner, he will continue to win each round. We are all praying and cheering hard.




Scott Allison and Family
Hibbing, MN USA - Friday, October 04, 2002 at 12:34 PM (CDT)

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~TOIVOLA~ What a beautiful last name! It sure sounds like little Addison is trying hard to be a typical 3 year old. What a sweet little heart he has. I'm sure you were proud to see him 'cruising' the halls - I was just reading about it! We are continuing to pray for your little man and hope that the "stuff" cures him soon. Give Addison a kiss and hug for me.
Janette Paul (Godec)
Hibbing, MN St. Louis - Friday, October 04, 2002 at 10:52 AM (CDT)

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So glad to hear A.J. is romping the halls He sure is a inspiration to all to fight for life & what we all believe in. Our continuing prayers for all of you.
Elaine R. <moblegram@webtv.net>
Posen , Il U.S.A. - Friday, October 04, 2002 at 12:19 AM (CDT)

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What phenomenal spirits you have! Such trust and patience with the Lord. I prayed for God to be by the surgeon's side, and He was. The surgeon was cautious, careful, and methodical and no risk was taken. Wise, guided decisions indeed. I hear your moment of disappointment, but your optimism is to be commended. Some things just require more time and patience for the desired outcome.
My thoughts and prayers continue!
Love,
Lisa Post <ltjpost@cox.net>
South Windsor, CT - Monday, September 30, 2002 at 06:34 AM (CDT)

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Debbie, Dave, and kids,

I've been thinking a lot about you the past few days. You all are so brave and strong. AJ has such an unbelievable spirit that I feel like he'll get through it all. This is a setback, yes. Things might go slower. But it sound like you'll all be forging ahead with a positive spirit and a lot of hope. We're all with you.

I'll be in touch soon.

Love,
Cousin Carol
Carol Chubiz <cjchubiz@hotmail.com>
St. Paul, MN USA - Sunday, September 29, 2002 at 07:05 PM (CDT)

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AJ, you and your family remain in our prayers. So sorry for all that you have to go through. We are proud of your strength and bravery. Keep it going. With much love and blessings; Your Illinois Cousins.
Randy, Pam, Kevin & Kaitlyn Meyers <HomerNativ@aol.com>
Homer Glen, IL US - Sunday, September 29, 2002 at 08:59 AM (CDT)

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Dave,Deb and family Sorry to here that the surgery wasn't all that we prayed for. God Bless you all. Are thoughts and prayers are with you Love Debbie,Larry,Chad & Lindsey
Debbie White <white/lar@uslink.net>
Keewatin, Mn U.S. - Saturday, September 28, 2002 at 11:12 AM (CDT)

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Dear Dave & Debbie,
We are so very sorry to hear that the surgery didn't go as well as planned. Keep the faith and know that the prayers up here will continue to flow.
We are sending hugs!!!!!
The Bizals
- Saturday, September 28, 2002 at 08:15 AM (CDT)

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Dave, Deb, and family
We are all sorry so hear about the surgery.Stay strong,keep your faith, and we are all praying for the best.

Love you all,God bless,
The Haugens

Gigi Haugen <haugen@uslink.net>
Nashwauk, MN - Friday, September 27, 2002 at 10:53 PM (CDT)

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So sorry all wasn't as good as we al prayed for. It's so hard to see & hear of this poor little boy having to go thru so much. We will continue to pray for him & for you folks to keep the strength & faith. God Bless You All.
The Raday's <Mobilegram@webtv.net>
Posen, Il. U.S.A. - Friday, September 27, 2002 at 06:26 PM (CDT)

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david, debbie and family,

only a note to say that our thoughts a prayers are with you all. batman will fly again. may the peace of God that passes all understanding be with you as your continue on this lifes journey. thank you for letting us all see right into your heart. thank you for the hope and frankness in which you speak. may god be with the doctors and staff as they continue to work with addison. may god allow them to work to the best of their abilities. may we all give HIM the glory for HE is the author of medicine and all healing that takes place.

in christs love,

billy
billy, heather, billy jr. and jon angelo grillo
duluth, mn usa - Friday, September 27, 2002 at 03:34 PM (CDT)

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Dave, Debbie and kids,
AJ will be in our thoughts and prayers, especially on Friday.
Love, Bruce, Sue and kids
Bruce Meyers
Mokena, Il USA - Thursday, September 26, 2002 at 04:38 PM (CDT)

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Keeping you uplifted in prayer. Keep the faith. Love, The DeVolders.
Sheila DeVolder <shldvldr@aol.com>
- Thursday, September 26, 2002 at 10:21 AM (CDT)

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Dear toivolas, Our families prayers are coming your way. We know in our hearts that God is looking over all of you. Thank you for sharing your journey with us.


Tracy(Collins), Tim, &Tia Peterson
Prior Lake, mn usa - Thursday, September 26, 2002 at 09:29 AM (CDT)

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Dear David and Debbie,
I don't know why some parents are handed more trials than others, but you two are proof that God does not give us more than what we can handle. And your willingness to sacrifice anything to help your child is awe-inspiring, as well as your trust in the Lord above. Please feel the load on your shoulders lighten just a bit to know that so many people are carrying your worries for you and lifting them up in prayer. I'm sure there are so many others across the USA besides me who don't even know you, but have taken little A.J. into our hearts and prayers. Your road is undoubtedly a long and rough one, but with all of us surrounding you in prayer I know you and A.J. will be strong and resilient through it all. You are never alone!
God Bless little A.J. and be by his surgeon's side on Friday and always.
Love,
Lisa Post <ltjpost@cox.net>
South Windsor, CT - Wednesday, September 25, 2002 at 04:42 PM (CDT)

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Dear AJ and family, Lots of love and prayers continue to come your way. God bless you.
Mary Ann Fena <Maryann.fena@state.mn.us>
Linwood, MN Anoka - Wednesday, September 25, 2002 at 01:01 PM (CDT)

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Greetings to all of you from Mora. Thanks for the time line....I post it in our lounge. Hang in there!

Alaine Johnson <alaine_johnson@mora.k12.mn.us>
Mora, MN - Wednesday, September 25, 2002 at 10:57 AM (CDT)

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Hello Toivolas,
Just read the update. We are happy to hear Addison's surgery is a go. That is great to hear. Please know you are all in our thoughts and prayers. Best of luck this week.
The Bizals
- Tuesday, September 24, 2002 at 08:23 PM (CDT)

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Thoughts and prayers continue from all of us......sounds like this might be the week we get a miracle. Please let us know if you need any help during the next few weeks while AJ is recovering from (we hope)the surgery. Stay strong and keep your faith......love and hugs to all of you -
Barb, John, Jeff & Mary <barb.frankson@mn-ia.aaa.com>
St. Cloud, MN USA - Tuesday, September 24, 2002 at 04:11 PM (CDT)

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Thoughts and prayers continue from all of us......sounds like this might be the week we get a miracle. Please let us know if you need any help during the next few weeks while AJ is recovering from (we hope)the surgery. Stay strong and keep your faith......love and hugs to all of you -
Barb, John, Jeff & Mary <barb.frankson@mn-ia.aaa.com>
St. Cloud, MN USA - Tuesday, September 24, 2002 at 04:11 PM (CDT)

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My prayers and thoughts are always with you.
Cindy <clindfors@isd2154.k12.mn.us>
Eveleth, MN USA - Tuesday, September 24, 2002 at 11:12 AM (CDT)

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My sister, Angie Kemp, has been keeping us informed. We will keep you in our thoughts and prayers. He's a precious angel.
Peggy Erickson
Mora, MN USA - Tuesday, September 24, 2002 at 09:18 AM (CDT)

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Dave,
You are a great writer and are keeping us well informed of all the details. Everyone is watching, I'm sure. It's hard for us to express our concern.

We're sorry that Gigi missed you a couple of weekends ago. She made a real effort to see you. But that Scotty and David got to spend time with the kids was really important.

So, our family is all behind Addison - we wish for the surgery to go well.

From what I hear, Jessica is enjoying UMD. Marissa's volleyball team has be written up in the Hibbing Tribune. Allie is doing really well in school this year and is a volleyball star. David and Scott are playing football and are doing well in school. Chad is doing well in his job and has bought a super TV and is saving for a super new car.
Lindsey is loving HCC and it was nice for her to visit me with her friend, Amber.

We wish you well and will be in touch soon.

Love,

Cousin Carol
Carol Chubiz <carol@hailstorm.com>
St. Paul, MN Ramsey - Monday, September 23, 2002 at 10:06 PM (CDT)

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Good Luck during this trying time....I have forwarded this site on to many, so I am sure all their prayers are with you also...God Bless..
Nancy Black <nblack@pinenet.com>
Mora , Mn. USA - Monday, September 23, 2002 at 09:29 AM (CDT)

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Addison and family-- you are in our prayers daily-- especially during this challenging but hopeful time! God bless you all!
Eric and Mindy Lemonholm and the boys
- Friday, September 20, 2002 at 08:15 PM (CDT)

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Addison is awesome! You go batman! Superheros always win and so do super little boys. Thinking of you always. Sheila and kids.
Sheila DeVolder
- Friday, September 20, 2002 at 10:35 AM (CDT)

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My prayers are continuing!
Lisa Post <ltjpost@cox.net>
- Friday, September 20, 2002 at 07:05 AM (CDT)

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I have heard of AJ.illness from Barb Meyers. Would like you to know we have joined the prayer brigade for him & you, his family.Cannot imagine all the pain & suffering you brave people have & still are going thru. May God help on all ways.God Bless AJ.
Elaine Raday <Mobilegram@webtv.net>
Posen, Il USA - Friday, September 20, 2002 at 01:23 AM (CDT)

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Dear Ashley and Austin, Let's go to the Game Room really soon. From, Nick and Natalie.
nick devolder
- Wednesday, September 18, 2002 at 08:44 AM (CDT)

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Hi Dave, Debbie and family, My thoughts and prayers are with you every day. I was so happy to see the website updated got a little worried for awhile. Hope you receive some good news in the next few days. Take care and God Bless, Darlene Pecha
Darlene Pecha
Gilbert, mn United States - Tuesday, September 17, 2002 at 09:30 PM (CDT)

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Hi guys,
Oh gosh thanks for the update, we were getting worried when your site wasn't updated. Good luck this week. Beth & Terry
Terry & Beth Bizal
- Sunday, September 15, 2002 at 09:25 AM (CDT)

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Just learned about the web site this week.....nice job! My thoughts and prayers are with all of you!

Alaine Johnson <alaine_johnson@mora.k12.mn.us>
Mora, Mn US - Thursday, September 12, 2002 at 10:48 AM (CDT)

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Hello and thanks for all your help with my kids. We continue to keep Addison in our prayers. Peace and hope to you always. Love, Sheila.
Sheila DeVolder <shldvldr@aol.com caringbridge.com/mi/lukedevolder>
- Wednesday, September 04, 2002 at 10:47 AM (CDT)

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Dear Addison and family, we will continue to keep you in our prayers until the day you can go home with your loving fmmily again. We learned of you through our very dear friend Barb Meyers. God bless you Addison and your family always..
Grant & Carmella Justice <car3937@webtv.net>
Lowell, In USA - Tuesday, September 03, 2002 at 10:12 AM (CDT)

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WE WILL KEEP THE PRAYERS GOING. HE IS SURELY ONE OF GOD'S BELOVED CHILDREN. WE WILLPRAY GOD LETS HIM STAY HERE ON EARTH WITH HIS FAMILY XXXOO FROM BARB'S SON RANDY'S IN LAWS & BARB'S DEAR FRIEND.
ELAINE &DON RADAY <MOBILEGAM@WEBTV.NET>
POSEN, IL USA - Monday, September 02, 2002 at 09:07 PM (CDT)

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I am a sister-in-law to bruce meyers (your cousin).I also have a three year old. My heart goes out to you. You will be in my prayers. GET BETTER AJ !!!!!!!!! GOD BLESS YOU !
theresa wicks
Tinley Park, Il USA - Sunday, September 01, 2002 at 10:27 PM (CDT)

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Dear Ones, I notified my family and friends re AJ's web page.You can be sure "The Prayer Brigade" will get right on the case. They have been known to work miracles!!! I keep this poem by my bedside and find it an inspiration. Hope it gives you the same comfort.It was sent to me by the Salesian missionaries. It's titled, "DON'T QUIT!!"----- When things go wrong , as they sometimes will, When the road you're trudging seems all uphill, When funds are low and debts are high, And you want to smile, but you have to sigh, When care is pressing you down a bit,Rest if you must, BUT DON"T YOU QUIT! Life is strange with it's twists and turns, as every one of us sometime learns, and many a failure turns about, And he might have won had he stuck it out! Don't give up tho the pace seems slow. You may win out with one more blow. Success is failure turned inside out, the silver tint of the clouds of doubt.And you never can tell just how close you are, it may be near when it seems sooo far.So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit--- it's when things seem worst that YOU MUST NOT QUIT!!! Love to all and prayers from the heart for that beautiful baby and all his family. xxoxoxoxo Barb
Barb Meyers <rn331@webtv.net>
Oak Lawn, Il USA - Sunday, September 01, 2002 at 01:00 PM (CDT)

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Keep the faith. You guys are in our prayers and thoughts. Pam, Randy and the kids
Randy Meyers
Homer Glen, IL USA - Sunday, September 01, 2002 at 07:53 AM (CDT)

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I just want to assure you all that we will keep you all in our prayers through this long journey. I went to grade school with Barb Meyers & remain very close friends. She has her own Prayer Brigade going. God Bless
Dee Foertsch <deefoertsch@webtv.net>
Chicago, IL USA - Saturday, August 31, 2002 at 11:17 PM (CDT)

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United States
rcanavan@attbi.com <rcanavan@attbi.com>
Long Beach, IN United States - Saturday, August 31, 2002 at 08:38 PM (CDT)

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Dear A.J.'s family,
I pray your long road is a journey filled with hope and love. May the Lord be at your side, holding your hands every step of the way. Keep smilin' A.J.!!! With all our prayers behind you, you are destined to be healed!
Sincerely,
Lisa Post <ltjpost@cox.net>
- Saturday, August 31, 2002 at 06:53 AM (CDT)

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Hello again Debbie and family. Thanks for sharing this website! I'm so glad things are looking up for Addison. You are in my thoughts and prayers always! I was at the Relay for Life on Sherry Kingsbury and Bobbie Jo Vonalman's team and I did see a lot of luminaries for little AJ. It was quite emotional. Keep the faith! Love you all~
Janette, Calvin, Forrest & Levi Paul <janettegrizzly@hotmail.com>
Hibbing, MN St. Louis - Thursday, August 22, 2002 at 08:57 AM (CDT)

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Praying for you always and wishing Addison complete success, God Blessings and strength as you continue on your journey. Love and Peace, Sheila and kids.
Sheila DeVolder <shldvldr@aol.com>
- Tuesday, August 20, 2002 at 08:35 PM (CDT)

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To the Toivola Family,
Great to hear that the surgery has been postponed. Sounds like the doctors are pleased with Addison's progress! That is just great! We will continue with our nightly prayers for all of you! It sounds like AJ is a strong young man!
We can only hope that you know how much we are rooting for AJ's recovery. We want you to know we deeply care about all of you!
Terry & Beth Bizal
- Monday, August 19, 2002 at 03:03 PM (CDT)

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David and Debbie,
I am overwhelmed to see the support and the love pouring in for little Addison. I hope that you can gather your wonderful family soon and go home. You are in my heart and in my mind all the time. I have every reason to believe that the power of prayers can do miracles. And you deserve a miracle.
Ayla E. Scofield <aylascofield@yahoo.com>
Petaluma, CA 94954 - Tuesday, August 13, 2002 at 11:16 PM (CDT)

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Dear Addison and Family,
I learned of your web page through Luke's mom, Sheila. I am in awe over the power of prayer and the positive blessings upon your sweet Addison. I will include him in my daily prayers and will be checking back often. May God continue to bless him!
Sincerely,
Lisa Post <ltjpost@cox.net>
South Windsor, CT - Tuesday, August 13, 2002 at 08:29 PM (CDT)

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Hello to all of you.....finally got this web address-can't believe it took so long for me to find out it was out there, but I have been keeping up with my mom and yours weekly...all of you are in our thoughts, prayers and love daily....sorry I missed you the last two times I was down..I will call the next time for sure so we can connect. Your faith and endurance is remarkable - stay strong for AJ.....Love, Barb & John P. S. I don't think its a good idea for your dad to drive to the U this week.....if they came to St. Cloud and I drove them to Elk River or Anoka in the evening, could you meet them? They can leave car in St. Cloud at my house....if necessary I could go all the way, but you know me - traffic and night driving in the City, don't mix. LOVE AND HUGS TO EACH OF YOU AND A SPECIAL ONE FOR AJ AND BATMAN!
Barb Frankson <barb.frankson@mn-ia.aaa.com>
St. Cloud, MN Benton - Monday, August 12, 2002 at 03:53 PM (CDT)

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Glad to see you back, hope you had a swell time away"from it all" God Bless, Sheila DeVolder.
Sheila DeVolder <shldvldr@aol.com>
- Monday, August 12, 2002 at 08:05 AM (CDT)

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DT- I click on AJ's web site weekly to get a dose of inspiration. His strength and recovery process are remarkable. We will be praying for him on the 19th.

The Allison Family
Scott Allison
Hibbing, MN USA - Friday, August 09, 2002 at 10:30 AM (CDT)

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Dave, Debbie, and family,
So wonderful to hear that the surgery is a go!! The fundraiser in Hibbing was a great success! Deb, your dad and my dad were slaving away cooking all day!! I was honored to be a part of the fundraiser for Addison. Tonight,
we have the Relay for Life in Hibbing, and you will be glad to know the Addison has a ton of luminaries. I will try to take some pictures of them for you and send them to you! I have worked in healthcare for 15 years now and have many stories, but Addison is an amazing one!! You all have so much strenth and courage! My thoughts and prayers continue to be with all of you!Keep you chins up. Take care and I will continue to follow the website!
Love, Sherry (Koski) Kingsbury
Sherry Koski Kingsbury <sherkosk@yahoo.com>
Keewatin, MN 55753 - Friday, August 09, 2002 at 08:46 AM (CDT)

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We've been following Addison's journey since we heard about his sickness and continue to be amazed by his progress. I know more good news is around the corner. Our thoughts and prayers to your whole family.
The Zezel's- John, Peggy, Jennifer and Dominic <Zmann16@aol.com>
Andover, MN - Thursday, August 08, 2002 at 09:27 AM (CDT)

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Dave, Debbie and Family,
Our prayers are with all of you each day. Glad to hear things are on the positve side. Love the Web page!!
Love, The Grebens

Laurie Greben <dlgreben@lcp2.net>
Gilbert, mn usa - Sunday, August 04, 2002 at 10:18 PM (CDT)

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Dave and Family - my thoughts and prayers are with you as you go through this difficult time.
Kim (Johnson) Hubertus <jhubertus@mn.rr.com>
Bloomington, MN - Sunday, August 04, 2002 at 07:22 PM (CDT)

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So glad to hear the good news. Thank you for the continued updates. Our thoughts and prayers remain with you.
Hi to the kids from Breanna and William.
Kathy Olson
Hibbing, MN USA - Friday, August 02, 2002 at 08:40 AM (CDT)

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I'm glad we've gotten to know your family, your strength and faith are inspirational. Hope we get to get the kids together while mine are here. Take Care, Sheila.
Sheila DeVolder caringbridge.com/mi/lukedevolder
- Thursday, August 01, 2002 at 02:09 PM (CDT)

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Just to say you are all in our prayers and thoughts and we pray for the best out come. May you be filled with hope and love from all family and friends.
Robbie and Tim Eskelson
Chisholm, MN USA - Sunday, July 28, 2002 at 05:18 PM (CDT)

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Dave, Debbie and Family,
I hope the results of Addison's latest test are everything you are hoping for. You are in my thoughts and prayers.
Jan Mesich
Jan Mesich
Eveleth, MN St. Louis - Saturday, July 27, 2002 at 12:03 PM (CDT)

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Hi guys,
I hope that Addison has some GREAT results from his next round of tests! We continue to pray for you all!

Terry & Beth Bizal
- Wednesday, July 24, 2002 at 07:34 AM (CDT)

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Our prayers are with you AJ
Betty J. Garner
National City , Mi - Tuesday, July 23, 2002 at 08:09 PM (CDT)

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Dave, Debbie and Familiy,
Sorry to read about AJ's recent problems requiring blood transfussions. However, he is such a toughy he'll come through this just fine, as he has every other set-back.Our children reconnected at the Hibbing Benefit. It was good to see them there having a good time. Ashley seemed to be particularly fond of our latest arrival- Joseph Karl. We will be down for our AJ's appointment at the end of August. I hope we can get the kids together again. Maybe pizza and swimming at our hotel?

God Bless and we will see you in about 1 month.

Scott, Laurie, AJ, Ben, and Joey Allison
Scott and Laurie Allison- alli@the-bridge.net
Hibbing, MN - Tuesday, July 23, 2002 at 12:56 PM (CDT)

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Dear Toivola's,
I hope that Addison gets better because when I saw him he would light up my day. He had a thing about him to bring out a sunny day in a rain cloud. I send the best of wishes in regards to his progress.
Sara A. Hiti
Gilbert, MN United states - Saturday, July 20, 2002 at 06:24 PM (CDT)

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Debbie and Dave and family,
Just found out about Addison's web site! We want to let you know that all of you are in our thoughts every day and in our prayers every night. Stay strong and call if you need anything. Hug Addison for us!!

Love Larry and Kathy
Larry and Kathy <Kritterland@AOL.com>
Duluth, MN USA - Tuesday, July 16, 2002 at 08:21 PM (CDT)

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Debbie, Dave, and family:
We have been keeping updated on Addison's progress, and it is wonderful that he has so much support. He really seems like a strong little boy as well as a happy one. Although we don't write, we are thinking of Addison constantly and are hoping for the best outcome for him and the family.
Take care.


Love, Becky, Rob, Bron, and Laura Badavinac <robbad@earthlink.net>
Duluth, MN USA - Monday, July 15, 2002 at 08:40 PM (CDT)

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Praise God for the wonderful support of your parents, siblings, relatives, friends, & perhaps even strangers; the caring physicians and their staff; & all the resources available! You are continually lifted up in prayer for strength, patience, & peace as you go through this unexpected journey in life.
Holly Hukka Blatt <h_blatt@yahoo.com>
Maple Grove, MN USA - Monday, July 15, 2002 at 01:12 PM (CDT)

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Dear Dave,Deb, and kiddos;
So glad to read about your fabulous 4th. You all continue to be in the Oates family prayers. We're all out here praying that this next set of chemo does it for Addison. Take care. Love and prayers, Laurie Oates
Laurie Oates <loates@isd2154.k12.mn.us>
eveleth , mn st louis - Thursday, July 11, 2002 at 08:53 AM (CDT)

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Dave and Family,

I heard the ad for the Hibbing fundraiser for Addison this morning and realized it had been a long time since I checked the web-site. I believe prayer is a powerful weapon and your family continues to be in my prayers.
Mary Spang <mspang@isd2142.k12.mn.us>
Eveleth, MN USA - Wednesday, July 10, 2002 at 11:49 AM (CDT)

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Dear Addison and family,

You are in our thoughts and prayers every day.



The Clusiaus, Jeff, Nancy, Eli and Remy <jeff.clusiau@anoka.k12.mn.us>
Elk River, MN - Wednesday, July 10, 2002 at 09:12 AM (CDT)

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Our family will keep Addison and family in our daily prayers. I hope you don't mind that I forward this to friends and family who will also pray for all of you. Stay strong and just take each day as it comes.
Michelle & Bob Stemper <bamstemper@aol.com>
Proctor, MN USA - Tuesday, July 09, 2002 at 04:45 PM (CDT)

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Our thoughts and prayers are with Addison and with all in his family. May all the prayers that he is receiving daily help in finding a cure for him.
Buck and Pierina Bussey - Dina's parents <buck@cpinternet. com>
Hibbing, MN - Monday, July 08, 2002 at 02:23 PM (CDT)

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Dave and Family-We were so sorry to hear about Addison. Our thoughts and prayers are with all of you during this difficult time. We loved the pictures of Addison on the web site. He looks like a wonderful little "Iron Ranger".
Tom and Sharon Kern <kernt@attbi.com>
Maple Grove, MN - Friday, July 05, 2002 at 08:43 AM (CDT)

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Hello. So glad you continue to update your web page. We have been checking a couple of times to week to check Addison's progress. Sounds like life continues to be filled with unknowns. Please know, we will continue to keep you all in our prayers. Hang in there! The Bizal Family
Terry & Beth Bizal <bbizal@2z.net>
- Tuesday, July 02, 2002 at 10:03 PM (CDT)

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My family is praying for you all and believe the LORD will give you strength, wisdom, and peace during this time. We are praying for HIS will for Addison.
Tricia and Tim Mattson <tjmat729@aol.com>
Hermatown, MN USA - Monday, July 01, 2002 at 05:36 PM (CDT)

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Dear Addison,
There are so many people thinking about you and sending special get well prayers. I know that God hears every one of them and is watching over you along with your mom and dad, sisters and the doctors and nurses. Keep up with all they need you to do so you can get all better!! Say "hi" to your parents and give them an extra hug too.
Love, Cindy Dickie
Cindy (Dickie) Schulze <Thia2000@AOL.com>
Coeur d'Alene, ID USA - Monday, July 01, 2002 at 10:26 AM (CDT)

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Dave and family,
Our hearts sunk when we heard of your son's illness. We too have a three year old, and cannot imagine how difficult this is for all of you. We will be praying for Addison's recovery. God Bless.

Tracy (Collins) and Tim and Tia Peterson <tracypeterson @integraonline.com>
Prior Lake, MN Scott - Wednesday, June 26, 2002 at 07:57 PM (CDT)

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Dave and Family,

Our thoughts and prayers are with Addison and the rest of your family. We can only imagine how difficult your days must be. May you find some comfort from the help and support of family and friends. We wish you the best.
Tom & Chris Marlborough and family.
Tom Marlborough <tmarlborou@aol.com>
Appleton, WI USA - Wednesday, June 26, 2002 at 07:07 PM (CDT)

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Dear Dave and Family -
Our thoughts and prayers are with you all, especially Addison. Take Care.
Tom Mulvahill and Family <tmulvahill@ccdzlaw.com>
Louisville, CO USA - Wednesday, June 26, 2002 at 02:31 PM (CDT)

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Our Thoughts and Prayers are with you constantly. In hard times like this, it is good to remember that Jesus our Lord is constantly watching over us and taking care of us with his infinate wisdom and comfort waiting for us to ask for his help. We pray for your speedy recovery and wisdom for the doctors.

Jesus - Our Healer - the One who made us knows how to mend us. He is the Great Physician - the only One who can heal body, soul, and spirit. His appointment calendar is never too full... His schedule is never too busy... His diagnosis is accurate... His treatment is gentle... His results are wonderful! You couldn't be in better hands! "...with His stripes we are healed." (Isaiah 53:5).

Take strength in the promise that He is ever with you watching over you and offering his love. Have faith that he keeps his promises and answers every prayer. All our love and God's peace for you all during this difficult time.
Jennie <jerickson@rangenet.com>
Aurora, MN USA - Wednesday, June 26, 2002 at 09:29 AM (CDT)

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Dave and Family,
Our thoughts and prayers go out to all of you and especially Addision.
Geralyn and Mike Neeley <geralyn @skbinc.com>
Farmington, MN USA - Wednesday, June 26, 2002 at 08:29 AM (CDT)

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Dave and family,
We are so sorry to hear of Addisons cancer.......our thoughts and prayers are with you through this tough time! Please let us know if there is anything we can do.

Love, Jim and Jean (Fumia) Toninato
Jean Toninato <jtoninato@aol.com>
- Wednesday, June 26, 2002 at 07:50 AM (CDT)

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Hello -- Sending warmest greetings and GET WELL WISHES to Addison. We will continue to keep all of you in our thoughts and prayers. Please know that we care and are looking forward to the good news of Addison’s quick and complete recovery.

With our love -- Tim and Susan (Basarich) Degnan and Patrick

Susan Degnan <s.degnan@hcc.mnscu.edu>
Hibbing, MN USA - Tuesday, June 25, 2002 at 11:56 AM (CDT)

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Dear Toivola's, we're so glad to hear that A.J.'s last treatment went well since we've seen you. We think about you guys all the time, and you're always in our prayers especially A.J.. Our next trip over to the cities we need to plan something special with the kids. Hang in there guys and know that everyone is praying for you!!!!!

Love, Keeb and Mary
Steve and Mary Kapla <kapla@wolfmark.com>
Eau Claire, WI USA - Monday, June 24, 2002 at 10:22 PM (CDT)

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Dear Toivola's:
Our thoughts and many prayers go out to all of you and especially to Addison. I truly believe there are angels all over helping with the healing in many different ways. I was so touched to hear that you had been to the Ronald McDonald House and its' remodelled facility. It is very moving to know that as an employee of McDonald's and the contributions I make, are helping you get through this challenge. If I can be of any assistance, please do not hesitate to call. We live in Edina and our telephone number is (952) 285-5244. God Bless to all of you.
Lisa and Bruce Foreman <Lisa.Diehl@mcd.com>
Edina, MN USA - Sunday, June 23, 2002 at 02:26 PM (CDT)

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Dave and Family, we are so sorry hear of Addison's illness. We pray for your son and your family as he makes his recovery.
Dawn, Mike, Maren and Jordan Elling <elling@biperf.com>
Lakeville, MN US - Friday, June 21, 2002 at 08:54 AM (CDT)

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Dear David and family, I only recently heard of the difficult struggle Addison and your family are going through. Please know I am praying for Addison....and for all of you....for strength, courage, comfort, and faith. I know your beautiful Addison will come through this. Sincerely, Mar


Mary Ann Fena <mfena@aol.com>
St. Paul, MN Ramsey - Thursday, June 20, 2002 at 02:33 PM (CDT)

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God be with you.
Carmen Green <milcmg@grcasinos.com>
Onamia, MN USA - Wednesday, June 19, 2002 at 09:31 AM (CDT)

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Dave, Debbie, and children, We think of you often and pray Addison will recover. I work with Sherry everyday and she keeps me informed. Take care and love to all.

Jim and Jean Zegoski <zcrew@the-bridge.net>
Hibbing, Mn - Wednesday, June 19, 2002 at 06:16 AM (CDT)

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Dave, Debbie, and children, We think of you often and pray Addison will recover. I work with Sherry everyday and she keeps me informed. Take care and love to all.

Jim and Jean Zegoski <zcrew@the-bridge.net>
Hibbing, Mn - Wednesday, June 19, 2002 at 06:15 AM (CDT)

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Dave, Debbie, and children, We think of you often and pray Addison will recover. I work with Sherry everyday and she keeps me informed. Take care and love to all.

Jim and Jean Zegoski <zcrew@the-bridge.net>
Hibbing, Mn - Wednesday, June 19, 2002 at 06:15 AM (CDT)

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Great web site. Our prayers are with you and your family. We hope all goes well for Addison. Keep your chin up. Hi to Austin & Ashley
Rose & Al Dzuck <aldzuck@uslink.net>
Hibbing , Mn USA - Tuesday, June 18, 2002 at 09:17 PM (CDT)

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Dave,
My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.
Carol Mielke <Carol.Mielke@aig.com>
Bloomington, MN USA - Tuesday, June 18, 2002 at 03:33 PM (CDT)

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Dave & Family:
We just received Tim's postcard and are so sorry to hear of your son's struggle with cancer. We're pulling for you. Keep the faith and give Addison a hug for us!
Patti, Tom & Alexis Fotopoulos
Patti Perpich Fotopoulos <psperpich@kc.atf.treas.gov>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Monday, June 17, 2002 at 12:21 PM (CDT)

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Dave & Family,

Our thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.
Scott, Theresa, Katie, Andy and Maggie Read <sread@deloitte.com>
Eagan, MN USA - Monday, June 17, 2002 at 05:36 AM (CDT)

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Dave & Family,
Words cannot express how sorry I was to hear about your little boy and judging from all the letters in your guestbook, you & yours are receiving the best care possible and ALOT of prayers and support in your greatest time of need. Since I live in Atlanta, I cannot attend any of your fundraisers, but I will make a contribution to your very worthy cause. Take care & if you & your family are ever in the Atlanta area please look me up.
Kim Edmonds-Malone <kee25atlanta@yahoo.com>
Atlanta, GA USA - Saturday, June 15, 2002 at 07:34 PM (CDT)

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Dave and family
You are in my family's thoughts and prayers for your darling litte boy Addison.
Dina and Pat Flaherty and boys
Dina Bussey Flaherty <dflahert@d.umn.edu>
duluth, MN USA - Saturday, June 15, 2002 at 10:29 AM (CDT)

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Dave and Family,

I just heard about your struggles and want to let you know you and your family are in our prayers. It is difficult to hear that anyone is struggling with cancer, but especially when it a young and innocent child. My best wishes and prayers to Addison for a quick recovery and to you and family for the strength to get through this difficult time. Our love and prayers are with you Dave.
Mike Wennen <mlwennen@yahoo.com>
Cottage Grove, MN USA - Friday, June 14, 2002 at 09:03 AM (CDT)

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DAVE & FAMILY IF YOU NEED A DIVERSION WHILE YOU ARE IN THE CITIES, GIVE ME A CALL. HOME: 651-644-7968
CELL: 612-328-2189

WE LIVE REAL CLOSE TO THE RONALD MCDONALD HOUSE, BE IN TOUCH! JOHN & BONNIE JO ROCCHIO (ROCK)
JOHN ROCCHIO <ROCKITWOOD@MSN.COM>
ST.PAUL, MN RAMSEY - Thursday, June 13, 2002 at 10:03 PM (CDT)

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Dear Debbie, Dave and family,
Just wanted to let you know you are in my prayers every night. Your children are so beautiful, thanks for letting us see the cute pictures. The fundraising is going well here in Hibbing, me Sherry and Janene are helping Jason and his crew-I think it is going to be big!! You take care of yourselves and if you need anything please give me a call. Give the kids a hug...Love, Bobbi jo
Bobbi Jo VonAlman <vonalmant@aol.com>
Hibbing, mn usa - Thursday, June 13, 2002 at 06:31 PM (CDT)

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Love and hope to Addison and the entire Toivola family. You are in our thoughts and prayers. Godspeed!
Michael, Debbie & Mekiah Grillo <mgrillo@earthlink.net>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Thursday, June 06, 2002 at 10:29 PM (CDT)

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Having little ones myself, I can't even imagine what these past few months have been like for your family. My thoughts and prayers are with you all daily!! Keep the pictures coming on the website, he is gorgeous!
Angie Kemp <akemp@isd2154.k12.mn.us>
- Thursday, June 06, 2002 at 09:26 AM (CDT)

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I am praying daily for the entire Toivola family. I am passing your needs on to my family throughout the country so you can be reassured that your name will be continually lifted up in prayer.
Hope today is a good one.
Diane Prosen <darlindiane@virginiamn.com>
Gilbert, MN USA - Monday, June 03, 2002 at 06:23 AM (CDT)

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My thoughts and prayers are with your family during this difficult time. I hope you are keeping up your spirits. Sometimes it seems we are given almost more than we can bear, but please know that many people care, including me.
Kathy Riordan <kriordan@isd2154.k12.mn.us>
Eveleth, MN USA - Friday, May 31, 2002 at 10:06 AM (CDT)

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Your family is in all of our prayers every day.We had lots of fun at the twins game!!!!!!!!! Hope to visit you again soon.
michael grozdanich and family <timann@the-bridge.net>
Hibbing , MN U.S.A. - Friday, May 31, 2002 at 06:28 AM (CDT)

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Dave,Debbie,Ashley,Austin and Addison
The fifth grade class at the Nelle Shean would like you to know that we are all thinking about Addison every day and hoping he is better real soon. Nelle Shean 5th graders
Nelle Shean Fifth Grade <loates@isd2154.k12.mn.us>
- Wednesday, May 29, 2002 at 03:51 PM (CDT)

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This is Billy Grillos big sister Carrie O'Neil just to let you know that our family is sending many prayers your way. Dave, Mike and I are not too far away, just in Andover. Please feel free to call us if you need anything,even just to have a break for a home cooked meal or to bring the kids for a swim and to jump on the trampoline. There are plenty of week-ends that we are up north or away for soccer tournaments and you are welcome to have the house. Even if we are here you are welcome to stay. Our phone # 763-434-6499 cell 612-669-0024 Please don't hesitate to call I would love to be able to meet your wife and kids and help out if at all possible. God's blessings and Love, The O'Neils... Carrie, Mike, Erin, Patrick and Kevin

PS;Lots of great babysitters here if you guys need a night out. (no charge)
Carrie O'Neil <kikioneil@aol.com>
Andover, MN USA - Wednesday, May 29, 2002 at 10:07 AM (CDT)

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Hello, Sending greetings and GET WELL WISHES to all of you..
We will continue to keep all of you in thought and prayer,during your difficult time..I am a friend of Kathleen Sande and just wanted to say hello..God Bless
you all...DeAnn.:) :) :) :) :) :) :) Greetings from ELY...

DeAnn Schatz <bend2@cpinternet.com>
Ely, mn U.S.A. - Tuesday, May 28, 2002 at 08:57 PM (CDT)

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good luck on a swift recovery
James Crandall <piccilodabomb@yahoo.com>
Eveleth, MN USA - Friday, May 24, 2002 at 11:16 AM (CDT)

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Good luck and get better!
Ryan Milos <hack_phreak@hotmail.com>
eveleth, MN United States - Friday, May 24, 2002 at 11:09 AM (CDT)

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Get better soon!
Luke Erkkila <lukeman13@Gundamwing.net>
Eveleth, MN United States - Friday, May 24, 2002 at 11:07 AM (CDT)

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Good Luck and Get better
Jack Stavenger <stavenger_55@hotmail.com>
Gilbert, MN United States - Friday, May 24, 2002 at 11:05 AM (CDT)

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Dear Dave & Debbie,
I just found out today about your web page. This is a wonderful way to update everyone on Addison's condition.
I don't even know the right words to say in a time like this. Please know that we are all praying for you all.
The fundraisers over the weekend, were amazing. It was so neat to see how people come together to help when needed. Addison would of been proud seeing all the people there. I hope knowing that so many people up here on the Iron Range are willing to help....gives you some comfort.
I cannot imagine how you can get through an ordeal like this, but I hope that God is giving you the courage and strength you need to get through your daily challenges with Addison.
When school gets out we will come and visit.
Sending you all big hugs!!!!
Terry, Beth, Jessica, Madison & Connor Bizal

Terry & Beth Bizal <bbizal@2z.net>
- Thursday, May 23, 2002 at 01:27 PM (CDT)

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our thoughts and prayers are with you all...
all our love....
the rudstrom family.
marybeth grillo rudstrom <mrudstrom@aol.com>
chisholm, mn usa - Thursday, May 23, 2002 at 12:24 PM (CDT)

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Dave, Debbie, Ashley, Austin, and Addison,
You are very special people going through one of the toughest situations. Please know our thoughts are with you daily. Thanks for the pictures, he is a miracle. Remember to all take care of yourselves as you and others take care of Addison. God Bless you All.

Many Prayers
The Lossings


Gaye Lossing <dgsloss@lcp2.net>
Gilbert, MN U.S. - Wednesday, May 22, 2002 at 06:49 PM (CDT)

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Debbie and DT,
It was great to see you last week. Your strength should be examples to us all! I was extremely glad to read AJ's fever had come down to a normal level. Each baby step is God's blessing. My kids had great time with Ashley and Austin at Chuckie Cheese. We will see you on our next visit.

Scottie
Scott Allison <scott_allison@talbotholdings.com or alli@the-bridge.net>
Hibbing, MN USA - Wednesday, May 22, 2002 at 01:44 PM (CDT)

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We are thinking of you and praying for you all. Take good care of each other!
John and Jeannie Nobens <jeannie_nobens@talbotholdings.com>
Hibbing, MN USA - Wednesday, May 22, 2002 at 11:57 AM (CDT)

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Dave and Family,
Sorry to here about Addison's medical problems. You have a lot of people concerned and praying for you Addison. You are continually in our thoughts and prayers. Good luck with your treatments and we'll be seeing you soon.
Tom & Diane Prosen
Tom Prosen <tprosen@isd2154.k12.mn.us>
Gilbert, MN 55741 - Wednesday, May 22, 2002 at 06:05 AM (CDT)

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Dear Dave , Deb and family,
It was good to be able to see Adison again the other day. My heart goes out to him as I know the chemo can be hard to tolerate. He is so young and doesn't always understand the whole of everything.
There isn't a day that goes by that I don't send up a big prayer for all of you.
Know that God loves you so much even though you may not understand all of this. Take one day at a time and be thankful for each monent. Look to all of the good that is coming out of all of this. You may not see it now, but you will.

Love, Maxine
Maxine Perko <perko14@mchsi.com>
Eveleth, Mn. St. Louis - Tuesday, May 21, 2002 at 08:16 PM (CDT)

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Hi Toivolas, Hoping all is going well. Breanna and William say hi. We sure could use Ashley for the soccer team. We haven't scored much. Cute pictures of "Baby". Hope to see you once school is out. Take Care. Kathy, Wade, Breanna & William Olson
Kathy Olson <olsonk2@co.st.louis.mn.us>
Gilbert, MN USA - Tuesday, May 21, 2002 at 11:15 AM (CDT)

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Dear Toivolas, You are in our thoughts and prayers. It was nice talking to you on Sunday. As I said the fundraising is going well. Please remember that your family has a lot of support back home. GOD BLESS Darlene Pecha
Darlene Pecha <dpecha@isd2154.k12.mn.us>
Gilbert, Mn us - Tuesday, May 21, 2002 at 10:20 AM (CDT)

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David and Family, The first part of my greeting got lost. Our family's prayers are with all of you at this trying time. It is hard for adults to understand why bad things happen to little ones....even harder for a child to understand. We pray that Addison's treatments will be all for a full and rapid recovery. There are alot of angels watching over him. Love and Prayers, The Grebens
Laurie Greben <dlgreben@lcp2.net>
Gilbert, MN - Tuesday, May 21, 2002 at 09:37 AM (CDT)

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Dear Dave, Debbie, and Family

Showers of Love and Blessings from your colleagues at ISD#2154. I hope they sustain you through this trying time. Your family is in my thoughts and prayers daily. It was good to hear that the chemo appears to be working. It is also great to have this website as a means of communicating with you and being able to see how things are progressing. God is the Great Physician. He can do wonders. If there is anything I can do to be of help don't be afraid to ask. Debbie Hilde
Debbie Hilde <dhilde@isd2154.k12.mn.us>
Eveleth, Mn - Tuesday, May 21, 2002 at 07:52 AM (CDT)

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HELLO FROM THE CURRIE FAMILY. YOU ARE IN OUR PRAYERS 24/7. THIS MUST BE SUCH A HOPELESS FEELING TIME FOR YOU. WE WERE SO HAPPY TO SEE THE AMOUNT OF LOVE THAT WAS SHOWN FOR YOU AND YOUR FAMILY THIS WEEK-END AT THE FUND RAISERS. IF THAT IS ANY INDICATION ON THE AMOUNT OF LOVE AND PRAYERS THAT ARE GOING YOUR WAY ADDISON, YOU WILL BE HOME IN NO TIME. DAVE AND DEBBIE WE KNOW THAT THIS MUST BE A TIME OF GREAT QUESTIONING ON YOUR PART OF GODS LOVE, BUT HE IS LISTENING AND HE CARES. KEEP THE FAITH AND HAND ALL YOUR TROUBLES TO HIM AND HE SHALL SET YOU FREE. WE HOPE YOU KNOW THAT WE ARE HERE IF YOU NEED ANYTHING JUST LET US KNOW. ADAM SAYS HI AND WANTS TO KNOW IF HE CAN COME VISIT. WE HAVE TRIED TO EXPLAIN TO HIM THAT IT MIGHT NOT BE A GOOD TIME MAYBE IN THE FUTURE. IF YOU FEEL YOU ARE UP TO VISITS PLEASE LET US KNOW. TAKE CARE OF YOURSELVES SO YOU STAY STRONG FOR EACH OTHER AND YOUR KIDS. JIM, LINDA, JESSICA, ADAM AND BRIONA CURRIE
THE CURRIE FAMILY <jlcurrie@lcp2.net>
GILBERT, MN USA - Monday, May 20, 2002 at 09:43 PM (CDT)

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s I was working at the Spaghetti feed the other night, I was wondering why my friend MaryEllen form Hibbing was there? THen it dawned on me, her last name is TOIVOLA!!!!
Dah... your MOM!!! All these years we have known each other, her sharing grandbaby stories and shopping with Virg and there the light came on.
Remember all the prayers for you and your family.
Laurie Greben and Family

Laurie Greben <dlgreben@lcp2.net>
Gilbert, MN - Monday, May 20, 2002 at 04:06 PM (CDT)

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Dear Dave & Family,
Our hearts and prayers are with you. Keep the faith.
Roger & Shirley Bergeron
Roger & Shirley Bergeron <rbergeron@isd2154.k12.mn.edu>
Gilbert, MN USA - Monday, May 20, 2002 at 03:06 PM (CDT)

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Dear Dave & Family,
Our hearts and prayers are with you. Keep the faith.
Roger & Shirley Bergeron
Roger & Shirley Bergeron <rbergeron@isd2154.k12.mn.edu>
Gilbert, MN USA - Monday, May 20, 2002 at 03:05 PM (CDT)

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Hope ypou get better, my cousin had cancer so I know how it is. Ifeel your sorrow.All I can say is to keep your face happy. He is a really darling boy.

All my love Megan Hiivala

Megan Hiivala <shendrickson @isd2154.k12.mn.us>
Eveleth, mn st.Louise - Monday, May 20, 2002 at 02:59 PM (CDT)

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Dear Dave, Debbie and Family

You are most certainly in our daily thoughts and prayers. It is times like this when the rest of us with small children and grandchildren realize how fortunate we are. Take good care of yourselves and give Addison a hug.


Jerry and Kathy Elverum <kelverum@isd2154.k12.mn.us>
- Monday, May 20, 2002 at 02:49 PM (CDT)

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I'm thinking about all of you folks often these days.
William Gritzmacher <wgritzma@proctor.k12.mn.us>
Duluth, MN St. Louis - Monday, May 20, 2002 at 02:32 PM (CDT)

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Our thoughts and prayers are with you.
Todd & Michelle Ufford
Todd Ufford <tufford@isd2154.k12.mn.us>
- Monday, May 20, 2002 at 01:54 PM (CDT)

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I really hope Addison gets well soon. It is a terrible tragedy that such a young boy, would get such a rare disease. I would like you to know that I hope he gets all the treatment he deserves, and I hope everyone else contributes to help you. Addison deserves every penny. God bless to you all, and no matter what, don't lose the faith, and always know that God is watching over you every day. Hope you get better soon.

All my love to you, Addison

April Kern

P.S. Don't frown, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile!! :D
April Kern <wrestlefan_4life@hotmail.com>
Gilbert, MN USA - Monday, May 20, 2002 at 01:53 PM (CDT)

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We are all dedicated toward getting Addison and the Toivola family through this challenge.

God Bless,

Steve, Michelle, and Noah Anderson
Steve Anderson <sanderson@acorncv.com>
St. Paul, MN USA - Monday, May 20, 2002 at 01:47 PM (CDT)

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i hope all goes well. god bless all of you and your family. my family and i will pray for you each and every single day!!! keeps your hopes up no matter what. it can all work out as long as you keep the faith
christine johnson <teener_2007@hotmail.com>
eveleth, mn usa - Monday, May 20, 2002 at 01:43 PM (CDT)

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David and Family,

Barb and I wish you all the very best of luck. Our prayers and thoughts are with you during this very trying time. May GOD BLESS.

John and Barb Turk
John Turk <jturk@isd2154.k12.mn.us>
Eveleth, MN USA - Monday, May 20, 2002 at 01:24 PM (CDT)

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Dave, Debbie, and Kids, We miss you all. You remain in our daily thoughts and prayers. The fund raising has been going GREAT!! It is heart warming to see how our staff and freinds have worked so well together. It shows just what special and loved people you all are!!! GOD BLESS.
Barb Preiner <bpreiner@isd2154.k12.mn.us>
Gilbert, Mn St Louis - Monday, May 20, 2002 at 12:28 PM (CDT)

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Dave, Debbie, and Kids, We miss you all. You remain in our daily thoughts and prayers. The fund raising has been going GREAT!! It is heart warming to see how our staff and freinds have worked so well together. It shows just what special and loved people you all are!!! GOD BLESS.
Barb Preiner <bpreiner@isd2154.k12.mn.us>
Gilbert, Mn St Louis - Monday, May 20, 2002 at 12:28 PM (CDT)

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David and Family:

The Gritzmacher family--Tanner, Tory, Alec, Kathryn, and Jack--send thoughts of concern and care to you. Please know that there is a strong and positive energy linking all of us together, and it is our special hope that all will go well with Addison.
Jack Gritzmacher <jgritzmacher@isd2154.k12.mn.us>
Eveleth, MN USA - Monday, May 20, 2002 at 12:12 PM (CDT)

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Dear Toivola family,

If the volume of prayers makes a difference then you are indeed a lucky family because of all the people here who are praying for you. You can count me in that number. I look at my grandson and count my blessings everyday. Why do bad things happen to good people?
Mary Spang <mspang@isd2142.k12.mn.us>
Eveleth, MN USA - Monday, May 20, 2002 at 12:05 PM (CDT)

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Good luck during this trying time. The prayers of our family are with you.
Kyle Thoreson and family <kthoreson@isd2154.k12.mn.us>
- Monday, May 20, 2002 at 11:59 AM (CDT)

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Our thoughts and prayers are with all of you every day.
Jayne Scott <jscott@isd2154.k12.mn.us>
Eveleth, MN USA - Monday, May 20, 2002 at 11:50 AM (CDT)

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My whole family is praying ane thinking of your whole family. IPeter 5:7 " Casting all your cares upon Him, for He careth for you." Love......Henry and Kathleen Sande



Kathleen Sande <ksande@isd2154.k12.mn.us>
Gilbert, MN St. Louis - Monday, May 20, 2002 at 11:41 AM (CDT)

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David, Debbie, Ashley, Austin and Addison:
Our thoughts and prayers are with you today and always. This is such as awful time for you! It was so nice to see all of the support you have received from the Range communities over this weekend. Take care and God Bless.
Sonny & Linda Starc <lstarc@isd2154.k12.mn.us>
Eveleth, MN USA - Monday, May 20, 2002 at 11:34 AM (CDT)

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My prayers and hopes to Addison and the whole Toivola family. We are all here for you!
Rick Holbeck <rholbeck@isd2154.k12.mn.us>
Eveleth, MN USA - Monday, May 20, 2002 at 11:29 AM (CDT)

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Hello Dave, Debbie, Ashley, Austin, and Addison. Sincere wishes that this message finds Addison improving by leaps and bounds. We had a very successful fundraiser over the weekend with many people attending both events. It goes to show what a caring community we have. Many prayers and thoughts are going your way. We can hardly wait to see you home again. I miss seeing you in the yard every day when I go 'up our hill'. God bless.
Ginny Mourin <gmourin@isd2154.k12.mn.us>
Gilbert, MN USA - Monday, May 20, 2002 at 11:20 AM (CDT)

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Our healing, strengthening thoughts are with you. God bless and keep you. The Family of Kari Matanich - Tom, Kari, Leza, Sophia, and Kate
Kari Matanich <kmatanich@isd2154.k12.mn.us>
Gilbert, MN USA - Monday, May 20, 2002 at 10:54 AM (CDT)

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Good Luck I'll pray every day.
Phil Bober <Pabober@hotmail.com>
chisholm, mn usa - Monday, May 20, 2002 at 10:43 AM (CDT)

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My thoughts and prayers go to you in this most horrible of times for you. Here is hoping for a speedy and complete recovery.
Sharon Braski <sbraski@isd2154.k12.us.mn>
Eveleth, MN St. Louis - Monday, May 20, 2002 at 10:41 AM (CDT)

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Dear Toivolas-
I am sad to hear about Addison. I have been Praying for you guys and i cant wait to see u again. When I was in the Twin Cities last weekend i was thinking of u and i wanted to see u guys. I miss seee u almost every day. Well if u want to contact me my phone# 749-1624 or write to me on my email hottie_mn@hotmail.
I miss you and give the kids hugs from me XXXOOOO
LOve Cortney
Cortney Erchul <hottie_mn@hotmail.com>
Gilbert, MN Gilbert - Sunday, May 19, 2002 at 09:47 PM (CDT)

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Hello this is Jess, Jordans mom and we are so very sorry about Addison, All of yous are in our prayers every night we think of yous often and hope all goes well. We really miss yous at school Jordan misses playing with Austin could you tell him we said "Hi" and give him a hug and a hug for Addison too.. Yous are strong people and Me and Jordan are here if you need us you have our number even
if we could take Austin for a weekend just so yous have time that would be great.. I'm very sorry and think of yous often but deep down i have a good feeling that he will be fine. He is strong and lots of people love him. But yous have to take care of yous too so you can keep your strength up please feel free to call me i will come down there too. Please feel free anytime.. lots of hugs Please take care I'm thinking of yous daily.. Love Jess and Jordan and my number is 744-0912 call collect anytime.. hugs XXOO
Jessica Thomas <only1jor@cpinternet.com>
Eveleth, MN - Sunday, May 19, 2002 at 09:28 PM (CDT)

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David, Debbie, Ashley, Austin, and most of all Addison:
Here is your website! I hope that in a very small way it can make what your going through a bit easier. Please let me know when you have updates that you want posted. Keep your spirits high while undergoing this journey in your life!
Denise Berry <rangeberry@hotmail.com>
Gilbert, MN USA - Sunday, May 19, 2002 at 01:19 PM (CDT)

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