Carole Pendergrass <philp@inet4u.com>
Henderson , N.C. USA - Tuesday, November 22, 2005 11:08 AM CST

THINKING OF YOU THROUGH THANKSGIVING PRAYING GOD GIVES YOU COMFORT AND STRENGTH THROUGH OUT THE DAY GOD BLESS

DEANNA FERNANDEZ < dfernandez11@cox.net>
phx, AZ u s a - Monday, November 21, 2005 9:04 PM CST

Hi Jodi - Forgive me for not checking in for so long. I do think of you and Travis everytime I check Karl's webpage and read the small tribute I wrote to you and Trav there. Travis' story has been such an inspiration to me. I know most people would find that strange since he lost his battle but his example of courage has gotten me through my toughest days. I hope the upcoming holidays are full of only the happiest memories for you.
take care my friend,
Judy P, LLS boards, Mommy to Karl (6) dxALL6/03
www.caringbridge.org/pa/karl
Judy Pamer <Kevinpamer@aol.com>
Beaver, PA - Saturday, November 19, 2005 6:14 PM CST

I found your site thru another CB site. What a wonderful tribute you have given Travis. God Bless.
Tressa Ash <tash@ghsnet.org>
AUBURN, GA USA - Monday, October 17, 2005 6:36 AM CDT

Jodi and Family--Just wanted you to know I was thinking about you, and wanted to make sure that you are doing okay. I hope that the memory of Trav can bring a smile to your face, and that the memories are good ones, not just of him being sick.
Doug Johnson (LLS Board) <djlawman@yahoo.com>
Haddonfield, NJ - Thursday, October 6, 2005 3:33 PM CDT

Just wanted you to know that we are thinking of you today.
Jodi,Cory and McKayla

Jodi Phelan <jodiphelan@hotmail.com>
Sherwood Park, AB Canada - Thursday, September 29, 2005 11:36 AM CDT

I can not imagine being as strong as you are, and maybe this is wrong for me to share as you have so much of your own lifes trials. But just in case,

Hello Caring Bridge Friends,

I know it has been awhile since I have signed pages, I have been very consumed with work and some classes I am taking. Not to mention the never ending Family Loving Chaos. However, this includes is my cry for help! I just learned that a dear friend's son who has ALL has relapsed! He has been in remission and receiving treatment for 2 years and 4 months to the day, when they got the news. As a Cancer Parent this is the worse thing to hear. Every day we try to go along with our daily activities. We believe with all our hearts and Faith that our babies are 1 day closer to hearing the blessed words that they are considered "cured".

This was just a devastating reminder that each day is equally as possible that it could go the other direction! I can't describe the fear I am feeling now for their family as well as our own!

Susie Breuer the mother of *Bryce*, is a remarkable woman and they have a remarkable family! She is the mother of five great boys and an equally wonderful husband. They live just north of Rochester, MN. Bryce is 7 years old now and was diagnosed just before his 5th Birthday.

When we were still new to the Medical World of ALL and I had been asking a lot of questions about our boys and how we can try to keep their lives somewhat normal. With Susie's permission, one of the nurses introduced us when we happened to be there for appointments at the same time. She was great, we spent many hours on the phone comparing notes and supporting each other. On Sierra�s 6 month anniversary of her diagnosis we had a blood and marrow registry drive in Sierra's honor. The Breuers drove all the way from Goodhue to donate and get registered.

We had connected many times when Sierra and Bryce were on the same appointment schedules. And there were a few times when Sierra wasn't doing so well with her appointments and out of no where Susie would arrive armed with cheetos and get Sierra smiling again!! They have had us to their farm to play and as you can imagine the kids had a ball! My heart aches for their family and once again the overwhelming helplessness is taking over! So I did the first thing I could think of and that was to pray!!! And also ask everyone I knew to pray as well.

I know we all have our own things going on but they could use all the well wishes and prayers they can get right now.

Also some of you may know *Chance* He is a very strong young man who had Cancer when he was 3 but overcame it. He now suffers from numerous seizures. Despite his own battles he spends hours going to children�s sites and encouraging them. Not long ago his mother found out she had cancer, and yesterday I found out she earned her Angel Wings. I think it is our time to return some of that strength he as passed on to so many.

This morning when the Lord opened a window to Heaven, he saw me, and he asked:
"My child, what is your greatest wish for today?" I responded:
"Lord, please take care of the person who is reading this message,their family and their special friends. They deserve it, and I love them very much".

The love of God is like the ocean: you can see its beginning, but not its end. And you never want to turn your back on it!

Lots of CB ((((Hugs)))) and ++++Prayers++++ to you and your family!

Sierra�s Mommy *Missy Sierra*

God Speed!

The Johnsons; Larry, Serena, Zachary, Jacob and Sierra

Sherburn, MN stotzke@chartermi.net

. <lotsoflove@lol.com>
- Sunday, September 25, 2005 1:17 AM CDT

Hi Jodi - Just checking in to see how you are doing. I hope things are going well for you and that any thoughts of Travis now bring a smile.
Judy P, LLS boards, mommy to Karl(6)dxALL6/03
www.caringbridge.org/pa/karl
Judy Pamer <Kevinpamer@aol.com>
Beaver , PA - Wednesday, September 21, 2005 6:57 AM CDT

Hello, I stumbled across your site and am in tears reading about Travis. My brother was born the same year and loves guitar too. Your family is in my prayers... especially this December. God Bless.
Renee & Kennedy
Renee Garcia <CAmommy2KJ@aol.com>
Clarksville, TN - Wednesday, September 14, 2005 5:28 PM CDT

Just thinking about you and Travis, and wanted you to know. Hope you're doing okay.
God Bless,
Hilda (Mom to Josh)
Dayton, OH USA - Saturday, September 10, 2005 2:48 PM CDT

Hi. I never knew the great honor of knowing Travis, but i know he was a great joy in your life. I found this site while I was looking to see if i could find one on my friend Marci. She she died exactly 4 months ago today of brain cancer, she was only a year younger than me, 14. Well anyway i think that the decision the Trav made was a very brave an honorable one, and i know that he's up there looking down on all of us. R.I.P. Travis, and Marci Bee.

Deanna
Cambridge, Md. U.S.A - Friday, September 9, 2005 4:40 PM CDT

Hi Jodi -
I just wanted to let you know that my heart breaks for you. My daughter is 6 and was diagnosed with leukemia on April 12th - her birthday. We keep fighting and takin gone day at a time. Thank you for sharing your Travis with us.

www.caringbridge.org/visit/corynlord
Cathy Lord <llord@adelphia.net>
Jackson, Ohio USA - Friday, August 12, 2005 11:42 AM CDT

Jodi,
Just wanted to let you know that Adrienne and I think of you and Travis often.
Love,
Marcia Westcott
Marcia Westcott <mwestcott1@aol.com>
Cincinnati, OH USA - Tuesday, August 9, 2005 7:55 AM CDT

I found your site via Teen Angels where I was voting for my brother in law's site. I feel for your loss, as I've lost many friends and relatives to the monster that is cancer.

Your son was very brave to make the decision he did, and may God keep him with Jeffrey as Angels.

http://www.freewebs.com/jeffreypeak/index.htmte
Niki <nikismithson@yahoo.co.uk>
Leeds, UK - Wednesday, July 20, 2005 3:14 PM CDT

Hi
I signed Travis's guestbook a long while back, my son went through the same things like your son. Christopher passed away this past Feb.29/05.
I don't have to tell you how much I miss him, you've been there.
I saw the pics of the balloons sent up to Travis, we did the same for Chris on May 29/05 he would have been twenty years old.
www.caringbridge.org/ca/christophersfight
Leslie <leslieandian@sympatico.ca>
Aurora, Ontario Canada - Tuesday, July 19, 2005 4:17 PM CDT

Jodi,
I frequent the LLS BB, and think of you and Travis so often. Everytime I'm on-line, I vote for him. I've also said many prayers for you. I'm thrilled you've been involved in Light the Night. I hope you feel good about it, and that it brings you some comfort. My son Josh is 4, and is 3 months into LTM. My husband and I are training for a marathon with Team in Training and are raising money for the Leukemia & Lymphoma Society. We've met some really special people this way, many of whom are family members or friends of people affected by Leukemia or other cancers. I hate that Josh has leukemia, and it helps me feel like I'm doing something about it. I take care of him everyday, but I don't feel like I can control the outcome. By being involved in raising money for research, and via the physical training, I seem to get some therapy for this messed up situation I'm (we're) in. I love all the pictures you put on Travs page. I wish I knew how to do that! Anyway, I just wanted to tell you that you and your family are often in my thoughts and prayers. God Bless.
Hilda (Mom to Josh) http://www3.caringbridge.org/oh/joshuanoll/ <dnoll1@woh.rr.com>
Dayton, OH USA - Sunday, July 17, 2005 1:59 PM CDT

I have kept up with Travis for a long time. I know he was a very special person. I absolutely love the Ninja Turtle picture. I think of you often.
Ashley Seratt <aseratt@ycinet.net>
Newbern, TN USA - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 11:11 AM CDT

Jodi,
I found your website through the Thrice message board. Like many before me have already said, Travis' story truly touched me. Even though I am a total stranger, I feel like I knew him. Thank you for sharing his story.
Cori
Chicago, IL - Sunday, June 26, 2005 3:14 AM CDT

Jodi,
Just wanted you to know that I am still voting for Travis. Please know that Adrienne and I think of you and Travis a great deal. I wish we could have known him. He was obviously so very special and so very loved.
All the best,
Marcia Westcott
Marcia Westcott <mwestcott1@aol.com>
Cincinnati, OH 45249 - Tuesday, June 21, 2005 4:14 AM CDT

I just thought I would stop by and say hi,those pictures are really nice.
Jodi and McKayla

Jodi Phelan <jodiphelan@hotmail.com>
Sherwood Park, AB Canada - Monday, June 13, 2005 2:31 AM CDT

Jod,
Just wanted to say hi and love you! The book should be in soon.

Always Nanci
Nanci <Nancikarl@yahoo.com>
Neptune , NJ - Wednesday, June 1, 2005 6:15 PM CDT

I found your page from Teen Angels.
I'm so terribly sorry for your loss. I can tell from your beautiful memorial that Travis was a very special person. I know you must be so proud of him; and that you love and miss him very much.
Please take care and stay strong.

-Mandy-
Mandy <mandy@toriferrell.net>
Sacramento, CA - Sunday, May 29, 2005 8:32 PM CDT

HI Jodi - I know most people think of our fallen soldiers on Memorial Day but my thoughts couldn't help turning to you and Travis. He was a brave soldier too and he fought a good fight. It looks like you had a beautiful celebration for his birthday. He was so loved by all his friends. I love all the pictures you posted, that pre-school one just melted my heart. You will be in my prayers tonight, take care.
Judy P, LLD boards, mommy to Karl(6)dx 6/03ALL
www.caringbridge.org/pa/karl
Judy Pamer <Kevinpamer@aol.com>
Aliquippa, PA - Sunday, May 29, 2005 1:58 PM CDT

A friend referred me to your page because I am an active member of Light the Night as well. Four years ago my fiance had Hodgkin's Disease (twice) and has been in remission for about 2 years now. Your webpage was so touching..many tears fell from my eyes as I read it. I am deeply sorry about your loss. Your son is no doubt an angel.

I thought I should share a poem that I wrote during my fiance's bone marrow transplant in December of 2001:

There's an angel in my company,
he's brave, he's beautiful, he's strong.
He makes everything right when it would normally be wrong.
He's there for me, he holds my hand,
and every feeling I have, he seems to understand.
He looks at me, with sweet caring eyes,
as I brush away every tear that he cries.
You see, this angel is different,
he is certainly one of a kind.
Right now he is hurting, both in his body and mind.
Not long ago he discovered something was not right,
that's when the doctors told him he'd have to fight,
to save his precious life from the monster inside,
make it disappear, make it run away and hide.
This angel I speak of, is sitting next to me,
decided to say "yes" he would soon gain victory.
So now this angel is asleep and dreaming of a life,
one where all is well, there is no pain and strife.
Although his body is weak and his immune system low,
in his mind this is just simply not so.
His wings are spread, from left to the right,
he's ready to fly, he's going to take flight.
He'll soon soar high above this, soon it will be in the past.
It will be hard, but it will go by fast.
This angel will have his feet back on the ground,
he will be healthy, he will be safe and sound.
Ashley
Baltimore, MD - Saturday, May 28, 2005 9:36 AM CDT

My Number 1 Dad's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
EDMONTON,ALBERTA CANADA, - Wednesday, May 25, 2005 3:11 AM CDT

Just want you to know that your in our prayers and thoughts.
Love LaKota and her mom Debbie.

We Do Not Need A Special Day

We do not need a special day
To bring you to our minds.
The days we do not think of you
Are very hard to find.

Each morning when we awake,
We know that you are gone.
And no one knows the heartache
As we try to carry on.

Our hearts still ache with sadness,
And secret tears still flow.
What it meant to lose you
No one will ever know.

Our thoughts are always with you.
Your place no one can fill.
In life we loved you dearly,
In death we love you still.

There will always be a heartache,
And often a silent tear,
But always a precious memory
Of the days when you were here.

If tears could make a staircase,
And heartaches make a lane,
We'd walk the path to Heaven
And bring you home again.

We hold you close within our hearts,
And there you will remain,
To walk with us throughout our lives
Until we meet again.

Our family chain is broken now,
And nothing seems the same,
But as God calls us one by one,
The chain will link again.
~Author Unknown

http://www.caringbridge.org/mn/laplafcan <LaKotaDeb@Hotmail.com>
St.Cloud, MN - Tuesday, May 24, 2005 9:32 PM CDT

I just spent hours reading everything your family has been through with my box of tissues. Let me start off by saying, WOW, what an incredible young man Travis was. I'm so sorry his time was cut short but the impression he left will last forever.
I loved your letter to the editor. I'm sure Travis enjoyed that very much.
Your family will remain in my prayers.
www.caringbridge.org/nj/erin
Irene
Toms River, NJ - Sunday, May 22, 2005 12:26 AM CDT

I just wanted to come by and let you know we are thinking of you today.
Jodi,Cory and McKayla

Jodi Phelan <jodiphelan@hotmail.com>
Sherwood Park, AB Canada - Tuesday, May 17, 2005 4:52 PM CDT

Wanted to send your special son Trav wonderful birthday wishes in Heaven, I am sure he had a wonderful party yesterday with all his Angel Friends and gave a beautiful concert!

Your son was very brave and I am sure he knows how much you love and miss him.

Ana Ford Sanz <ANAFORDSANZ@TERRA.ES>
Madrid, Spain - Monday, May 16, 2005 2:35 PM CDT

Wishing Travis a Happy 18th Birtday. I hope your day went well Jodi though I know it being his first birthday in Heaven was not easy on you.I hope your day was filled with his wonderful memories and family and friends that care for you. I love his first page of Travis's web site with all the band memebers around him. It's such a great picture.
With much love, Polly

Polly <Familylife2001@aol.com>
- Monday, May 16, 2005 11:42 AM CDT

Hi Jodi, I have seen your sons web site a while back. It brought tears to my eyes. as it does today. It was a little early for me to post at that time for I had lost my daughter in July. Wishing him a Happy 18th Birthday and hoping your day was filled with wonderful memories of your precious son. I just love seeing the first page on his site with all the band members standing next to Travis. It chokes me up each time I see it. Know I'm thinking of you and your family during your difficult day. With much love, Polly

Polly McMullen <Familylife2001@aol.com>
St.Cloud, Fl Osceola - Monday, May 16, 2005 10:44 AM CDT

Happy 18th Birthday Travis. You are missed by so many...Jodi, Love you & hugs sweetie.
Joni
- Sunday, May 15, 2005 8:35 PM CDT

Jodi,
Adrienne and I wanted you to know that we think of Travis and your family often. Our hearts truly break for you. We especially thought of you on Mother's Day and have been thinking about your family today. Please know that you are in our prayers. We feel like we kind of know you and Travis from his caringbridge page.
Fondly,
Adrienne and Marcia Westcott
www.caringbridge.org/oh/adriennewestcott
Marcia Westcott <mwestcott1@aol.com>
Cincinnati, OH USA - Sunday, May 15, 2005 8:19 PM CDT

Happy Birthday Travis.

Love Jenna Sarah and Reena
The Karl/Evans Girls <nancikarl@yahooo.com>
Neptune, NJ - Sunday, May 15, 2005 6:05 PM CDT

Happy Birthday in Heaven Travis!

Jodi and Marv,Jodi, it was good to talk to you today. Marv you know your in my thoughts. Cory!, you too!

Jodi, I remember you telling me your biggest fear was that Trav would be forgotten about. Trust me, he never will.

All our love

Nanci
Nanci Karl <nancikarl@ yahoo.com>
Neptune , NJ - Sunday, May 15, 2005 6:00 PM CDT

Sending you thoughts and prayers on Travis' first birthday in Heaven. May you find peace and comfort in all the wonderful memories you have of Travis. Wishing Travis a great birthday with the angels.
You have a wonderful website for your brave son. He would be so proud of you for keeping his memory alive and sharing his courageous story. You have a tremendous amount of strength for sharing Travis' story with all of us. God Bless you for doing so. I am so sorry that you had to lose Travis but he is always with you in spirit and his spirit, nobody or nothing can take away. Keep up the great work on Travis' memorial and the strength to carry on.
Chrissy <tribute_to_emily@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, May 14, 2005 11:55 PM CDT

Jodi,

Sending you love and prayers for Travis's 18th birthday tomorrow. I know that this will be an extremely difficult day for you, as it is his first birthday in heaven. May God hold you especially close to His heart tomorrow, giving you peace, comfort, and strength. May He also bless you with sweet and precious memories of your beloved son.

Happy birthday, Travis! Have a joyous celebration in heaven with all our angels.

Love and hugs,
Saralyn

Saralyn Smith <saralyn@cox.net>
Dodge City, KS USA - Saturday, May 14, 2005 5:05 PM CDT

Jodi,

Sending love and prayers for Travis's 18th birthday tomorrow. I know how bittersweet this first birthday will be for you, and I pray that God will hold you very close tomorrow, giving you peace, comfort, and strength. May He also bless you with sweet and precious memories of your beloved son.

Happy birthday, Travis! May you have a joyous celebration in heaven with all our angels!

Love and hugs,
Saralyn

Saralyn Smith <saralyn@cox.net>
Dodge City, KS USA - Saturday, May 14, 2005 5:02 PM CDT

SENDING BIRTHDAY WISHES TO TRAVIS AND SENDING HUGS AND PRAYERS TO THE FAMILY AND FRIENDS OF TRAVIS ON DAY YOU CELEBRATE WHEN HE CAME INTO YOUR LIVES.HE IS A VERY SPECIAL YOUNG MAN I LOVE HIS PICTURES HE REMINDS ME OF JAY WHEN HE WAS LITTLE THE SAME THINGS THEY ENJOYED.HE WILL ALWAYS BE WITH YOU IN SPIRIT

DEANNA FERNANDEZ <dfernandez11@cox.net>
PHX, AZ U S A - Thursday, May 12, 2005 10:34 PM CDT

Hi Jodi, this is Markina, Adam Hackney's girlfriend. I just wanted to give my condolences. I've seen how strong you are, and I really do admire you. Cory has nothing but wonderful things to say about you. I too have had family members pass because of cancer, so I can imgagine what you are going through. I just wanted to let you know that I am praying for you and your family, and I'm sure Travis is looking upon all of you; and laughing at Cory and his goofy self!

God Bless You
Markina Barthelemy <Markina05@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, May 11, 2005 3:50 PM CDT

What Makes a Mother?

I thought of you and closed my eyes
And prayed to God today
I asked "What makes a Mother?"
And I know I heard Him say.

"A Mother has a baby"
This we know is true
"But God can you be a Mother,
When your baby�s not with you?"

"Yes, you can," He replied
With confidence in His voice
"I give many woman babies,
When they leave is not their choice.

Some I send for a lifetime,
And others for the day.
And some I send to feel your womb,
But there�s no need to stay."

"I just don't understand this God
I want my baby to be here."
He took a deep breath and cleared His throat,
And then I saw the tear.

"I wish I could show you,
What your child is doing today.
If you could see your child's smile,
With all the other children and say...

'We go to Earth to learn our lessons,
Of love and life and fear.
My Mommy loved me oh so much,
I got to come straight here.

I feel so lucky to have a Mom,
Who had so much love for me.
I learned my lessons very quickly,
My Mommy set me free.

I miss my Mommy oh so much,
But I visit her every day.
When she goes to sleep,
On her pillow's where I lay
I stroke her hair and kiss her cheek,
And whisper in her ear.
Mommy don't be sad today,
I'm your baby and I'm here.'

"So you see my dear sweet ones,
your children are okay.
You're babies are here in My home,
And this is where they'll stay.

They'll wait for you with Me,
Until your lesson's through.
And on the day that you come home
they'll be at the gates for you.

So now you see what makes a Mother,
It's the feeling in your heart
it's the love you had so much of
Right from the very start

Though some on earth may not realize,
you are a Mother.
Until their time is done.
They�ll be up here with Me one day
and know that you are the best one.

By: Jennifer Wasik

me <prayingforyou@myhome.com>
- Tuesday, May 10, 2005 6:25 PM CDT

Hi Jodi - I have been thinking of you today. I know you must feel so sad. I hope you can fill you heart with happy memories of Travis, I know he is up there singing a sweet Mother's day song for you.
Judy, LLS boards, mommy to Karl(6)dx 6/03
www.caringbridge.org/pa/karl
Judy Pamer <Kevinpamer@aol.com>
Aliquippa, PA - Sunday, May 8, 2005 6:27 PM CDT

Hi Jodi, Just want to let you know we think of you and Trav every day. It was good to talk to you last night. Hey! the girls put more "quarters in" for Trav.We love you guys and let Corey know about the house.

All my love always,
Nanci

Nanci & family <nancikarl@yahoo.com>
Neptune, NJ - Thursday, May 5, 2005 7:02 PM CDT

Hey Jod! Just wanted to say hi and I love you. My sign tommorow, Will say Hi Jodi,Jane, Amy, our Jims and this website.

It was good to talk to you agin, and thanks so much for you support.

The girls put their quarters in again today, For Travis. I remember you saying you were afraid he's be forgotten. NEVER! My girls learned so much from him, me too. All of us

Hey remember to give Corey my message.

Always ,

Nanci

Nanci Karl and family <nancikarl@yahoo.com>
Neptune , NJ - Thursday, May 5, 2005 6:53 PM CDT

when i was first diagnosed last october, i ran into travis' page. throughout the last few months as i've been fighting, i think of him regularly - he really inspires me. i never met your son, but i know he was such a special person. there are days when i know that i can fight, because he did. your son is my hero.

adrienne
www.caringbridge.org/oh/adriennewestcott
adrienne westcott <shlepper12@aol.com>
cincinnati, oh USA - Wednesday, May 4, 2005 10:48 AM CDT

Thinking of you.
Hillari <mizshuckiduck@yahoo.co.uk>
Glasgow, Scotland - Saturday, April 16, 2005 9:44 AM CDT

I just wanted to stop in and let you know we are thinking of you today.
Jodi,Cory and McKayla

Jodi Phelan <jodiphelan@hotmail.com>
Sherwood Park, AB Canada - Thursday, April 14, 2005 4:32 PM CDT

Just want to let you know that your in our thoughts and prayers.
Love LaKota and her mom Debbie.
http://www.caringbridge.org/mn/laplafcan <LaKotaDeb@Hotmail.com>
St.Cloud, MN - Sunday, April 10, 2005 8:07 PM CDT

Hi Jodi. I just wanted to let you know you're in my prayers and thoughts today. I know you through the LLS BB, and think about you and Travis often. God Bless You.

Hilda & Joshua Noll www3.caringbridge.org/oh/joshuanoll/ <dnoll1@woh.rr.com>
Dayton, OH USA - Friday, April 8, 2005 11:58 PM CDT

Hi Jodi, I just found your site, and I wanted to leave a note expressing my sympathies, and understanding. We lost our son and brother Alex last June, at the age of 16, after a long battle against A-L-L. He had a successful bone marrow transplant in January 2004, but died from infection complications. He had just finished his junior year in high school, and his classmates have been remembering him throughout this, their senior year. We have been keeping a Caring Bridge site too (http://www3.caringbridge.org/ny/alex/index.htm), an update page which has become a memorial to him. I really appreciated your letter about teenagers... they truly are special people.
Mark, Karen, and Carrie Wozniak <mwozniak@wbfo.org>
Tonawanda (Buffalo), NY USA - Tuesday, April 5, 2005 10:55 AM CDT

HI I CAME ACOSS YOUR SON SITE AND WANTED TO SAY MY THOUGHTS ARE WITH YOU.YOUR SON IS SO HANDSOME AND YOU CAN TELL HE WAS SPECIAL.IM SORRY FOR YOUR LOSS.I TOO LOST MY SON JASON RAMIREZ HE WAS 18 YEARS OLD.IT IS SO HARD.SENDING YOU HUGS.GOD BLESS

DEANNA FERNANDEZ <dfernandez11@cox.net>
phoenix, az u s a - Saturday, April 2, 2005 11:26 PM CST

Dear Jodi and family.

Sorry I haven't signed in so long. I just wantet to let you guys kow we are thinkingof you today. Thanks for the phone call too. We love you!!!

Always,
Nanci.

PS congrats Cory and Krisina.
Nanci <nancikarl@yahoo.com>
Neptune , NJ - Sunday, March 27, 2005 5:38 PM CST

hi,happy easter!we all miss tavis.
jenna <nancikarl@yahoo.com>
neptune, nj - Sunday, March 27, 2005 5:33 PM CST

we are always thinking about trav. he's always in our hearts.
kelli, grace, rachel, sarah, and jenna <gcfank@yahoo.com>
neptune , nj - Sunday, March 27, 2005 5:20 PM CST

May the truth and promise of the Resurrection that we celebrate today on Easter bring comfort and hope to your hurting hearts. I am so sorry for your pain. My prayers are with you.
Shannon Ede <shannon@edefamily.net>
Round Rock, Tx - Sunday, March 27, 2005 4:57 PM CST

Just a note to wish you and your family a blessed Easter. I can't imagine how life without Travis affects each day much less a holiday. I'll pray for you to get through it the best way possible. God bless.
me <prayingforyou@myhome.com>
- Saturday, March 26, 2005 6:54 PM CST

Thinking of you with love and prayers at Easter and always.
Just stopping by to wish you all a Happy and Blessed Easter.

Love and hugs
Judy

Judy Crawford <tnderheart@yahoo.com>
- Friday, March 25, 2005 10:14 AM CST

Jodi,
Thank you so much for welcoming me to the LLS board and sharing a bit of Travis' story. He was a very handsome boy indeed and I'm so sorry he didn't get a chance to grow into the strong and capable man that I know he would have become.
Alicia & Ana Cristina <peregrinezz@gmail.com>
Charlottesville, VA USA - Sunday, March 20, 2005 11:51 AM CST

I LOVE YOU MOM
Cory <lknprkfrek@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, March 17, 2005 9:42 AM CST

Hi Jodi
I just came across your site and wanted to say hi,you have a beautiful page set up here.Jodi,Cory and McKayla

Jodi Phelan <jodiphelan@hotmail.com>
Sherwood Park, AB Canada - Thursday, March 17, 2005 0:38 AM CST

Jodi--
Thank you for sharing Trav's story with all of us, and for keeping his memory so vivid as you support those of us still fighting this battle. We are honored and humbled to be listed on his site. I think about you daily, though I never knew of you and Travis until after he died. We all can only hope to meet this challenge with the strength you and Trav showed.
---Lauren, www.caringbridge.org/vt/fergus
Lauren Quinn <peckschoolhouse@gmail.com>
East Montpelier, VT USA - Wednesday, March 16, 2005 7:47 PM CST

Dear Jodi, I read about Trav's story thru the LLS website and never got a chance to say how sorry I was. My baby daughter was dx w/ ALL on 11/11/04 at 11months. Your story is an inspiration to me and always brings tears to my eyes. Lots of love, Ursula
www.caringbridge.org/southamerica/alexia
Ursula <ursulacastaneda@hotmail.com>
Buenos Aires, Argentina - Wednesday, March 16, 2005 10:15 AM CST

I read the entries on the guestbook for Travis and realize that so many people are going through or have lost a loved one. God has a purpose for all the love that each of us share, their is a meaning to what has happened even though God has not made us aware of it yet. People do care and their is so much hurt in their hearts and no one can begin to feel the real pain your facing. We do become stronger, wiser and yet more compassionate once something like this affects our lives. I came across some pictures of Travis, Justin and Kevin my eyes swelled with tears but I know that Travis is in a better place and that God has taken him home to heaven to be our angel. God Bless
Janet Mathis <janet@seniorresources.us>
Fruitport, MI - Friday, March 11, 2005 7:04 AM CST

Hi Jodi - I like your tributes to Trav. You did a nice job. I put a small tribute to Trav (and You) on Karl's webpage if you want to check it out. I did not name you two but I think you will know. You are in my thoughts every day.
Judy, LLS Boards
www.caringbridge.org/pa/karl
Judy Pamer <Kevinpamer@aol.com>
Aliquippa, PA - Tuesday, March 8, 2005 8:20 PM CST

Hello Jodi. My name is Judi. I am so sorry for your loss of your son. I too lost my son. I lost my sweet angel, Dexter, on January 3, 2004. It has been a long year for me, but some how have managed to get thru this past year, which i realy did not think that i could do. But Dexter helped me thru it. Please feel free to visit my son's site as well. Your tribute to Trav is so cool. He reminds me of my step son Scott who just turned 18 last week. He packs his guitar with him every where he goes. I myself have no other children, but i thank god for my step sons. they are wonderful. Dexter's site is www.dexterrodden.com It was a pleasure to meet Trav's site. And if you need to talk I am here for you.
JUDI FITZGERALD <dexterrodden@yahoo.com>
COLUMBIA, MO - Thursday, February 17, 2005 9:16 PM CST

Hi Jodi. Just wanted you to know I was thinking of you. You're always in my prayers.
Sharon Marczuk (carepages.com - care page name: JamesStevenMarczuk) <squeeks6896@msn.com>
Sugar Grove, IL 60554 - Thursday, February 17, 2005 7:58 AM CST

Jodi & Family........I pray every day for your family and hope that each day GOD gives you more strength. I think of Travis often, I truly can't imagine your pain! May you know know how much your thought of in our home! All our prayers. Love the Mathis Family
Janet Mathis <janet@seniorresource.us>
Fruitport, MI - Tuesday, February 15, 2005 7:54 AM CST

I am Adrienne's aunt. She was dx with high-risk B-cell ALL on 10/12/04. I just want to let you know that you are all in my prayers. Words alone cannot begin to express my sorrow.
Adrienne's caringbridge page - http://www.caringbridge.org/oh/adriennnewestcott
Janie Jackson <jljackson18@hotmail.com>
Severna Park, MD USA - Saturday, February 12, 2005 4:51 PM CST

Just want you to know that your always in our prayers.
Love LaKota and her mom Debbie.

Here is a poem that I would like to share with all the moms that have a love one in that is in Heaven:

My Mom Is A Survivor

My Mom is a survivor, or so I've heard it said.
But I hear her crying at night when all others are in bed.
I watch her lay awake at night and go to hold her hand.
She doesn't know I'm with her to help her understand.
But like the sands on the beach that never wash away...
I watch over my surviving mom, who thinks of me each day.
She wears a smile for others...a smile of disguise.
But through Heaven's door I see tears flowing from her eyes.
My mom tries to cope with death to keep my memory alive.
But anyone who knows her knows it is her way to survive.
As I watch over my surviving mom...through Heaven's open door.
I try to tell her that angels protect me forever more.
But I know that doesn't help her or ease the burden she bears.
So if you get a chance, go visit her...And show her that you care.
For no matter what she says...no matter what she feels.
My surviving mom has a broken heart that time won't ever heal~!

Author unknown.
http://www.caringbridge.org/mn/laplafcan <LaKotaDeb@Hotmail.com>
St.Cloud, MN - Tuesday, February 8, 2005 12:46 AM CST

Hey Jod, just me. I'm posting from work. I promise to call yo this weekend. I want to tell you some thing that just happened to. I was checking Trav's and my boss saidd why the long face, so I showed him Trav's site and told him aout you guys, your story from day one.. He said he'll become a donor

All my love to you always
Nanci <meg85@wallnet.com>
Neptune, NJ - Saturday, February 5, 2005 7:19 PM CST

***Jodi - i totally agree with you! My daughter has some odd-dressing friends too, but they are all so nice and love to hang out at the house with "grown-ups" home! I wish you all the best and know that you are so blessed!***

Thinking of you often,
Dallas Mom <dallas1053@hotmail.com>
- Monday, January 31, 2005 8:56 AM CST

Jodi, what a beautiful letter and tribute to Travis' friends and caregivers, I hope it gets published. You touched on something I think all parents who go through this learn. I hear alot of people say cancer changes teens it makes them better people, I think they were always really good and what changes is the adult's perception of them, we see them for who they truly are not who we think they are or should be. It is a humbling lesson. Please know Travis' courage and strength touched many more lives than you will ever know. Thanks for teaching everyone the lesson some of us learned first hand. You are in my prayers daily.
Marion V. Swaim <mvswaim@cox.net & www.caringbridge.org/va/sarahswaim>
Virginia Beach, VA USA - Sunday, January 30, 2005 6:14 PM CST

Dear Jodi,

Just a note to let you know I am thinking of you and praying God will give you the strength to face the days ahead. Jodi I am so very sorry. How I hate this monster that robs us of so much. God has brought me far since He took Jen home but I will never forget what it was like to be where you are now. My heart is with you.
Love and hugs
Judy
http://www.catchanangel.com
Judy <tnderheart@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, January 25, 2005 8:08 AM CST

Beautiful tribute to Travis, and my prayers are headed your way. What a truly remarkable son you have. Bless all of you. Sincerely, Dan

http://fortheloveofdan.012webpages.com
Dan Kost <daniel_68626@yahoo.com>
Brainard, Ne USA - Thursday, January 20, 2005 1:46 AM CST

What a wonderful, handsome and kind son you have. Travis is one of the very special angels in Heaven. God bless you and yours.
Raye (from catchanangel) <frsthrly@greenepa.net>
Pa USA - Thursday, January 20, 2005 0:51 AM CST

Hi Jodi, Marv and Cory,

Just wanted to let you know we think about you guys and Trav every day. I love you guys.

Always, Nanci
Nanci Jim and the girls <meg85@wallnet.com>
Neptune, NJ - Wednesday, January 19, 2005 4:06 PM CST

Sending you hugs through cyberspace on this one month anniversary of Travis' passing. God bless you and may you pull strength from those he left behind.
kd
- Sunday, January 16, 2005 5:19 PM CST

Letting you know that you are in our prayers and thoughts.
Love LaKota and her mom Debbie.
God be with you.
~*~LaKota~*~

http://www.caringbridge.org/mn/laplafcan <LaKotaDeb@hotmail.com>
St.Cloud, MN - Saturday, January 15, 2005 9:13 PM CST

To Jodi and family, I'm saddened to hear about Travis. The last time I visited was Dec 9th :(. After reading all your entries, I feel you don't have to explain anything to us about your decisions. I think you are one hell of a mom to treat her son like an adult and let him make his own choices. I know this must be difficult, but he is not in pain and he is where HE wants to be and that is free from cancer. You are in my prayers and I wish you nothing but happy thoughts of your beautiful son Travis. Again, I commend you for allowing your son to make his own decisions...he knew what was best for him. I'm sure it's very hard right now, but just know you are a very strong women and a fabulous Mother and Wife. God Bless you this New Year.......maybe go take a nice long road trip and throw wild flower seeds out your window along the roadside to bring you some happiness through this difficult time. Those flowers will come back every year :)
Christie <thepomroys@sbcglobal.net>
Rancho Cordova, Ca - Saturday, January 15, 2005 0:05 AM CST

God Bless you all we pray for your comfort daily!
janet@seniorresources.us <janet@seniorresources.us>
Fruitport, MI - Thursday, January 13, 2005 6:13 AM CST

Jodi - Just stopping by to let you know that you are still in my thoughts.
Judy (lls boards)
www.caringbridge.org/pa/karl
Judy Pamer <Kevinpamer@aol.com>
Aliquippa, PA - Tuesday, January 11, 2005 10:14 AM CST

Jodi,
Hey, I'm sorry about all the crazy phone mix up this week. I'll try calling you again tommorow. Know our "chat gang" misses you and when you ready to come back, come back. Talk about what evr you want. We ALL love you and miss you

You guys know my house is opened to you anytime.Cory, you and your friends want to get away to the Jersey shore, you know where I am.

All my love always.

Nanci

Nanci, Jim and the Girls <meg85@wallnet.com>
Neptune, NJ - Friday, January 7, 2005 9:08 PM CST

My family truly prays that the pain of loosing a child becomes easier daily for all of you.
I believe that Trivis continues to give us all strength and that Heaven must be a special place because Traivis is living their in comfort of all his ANGELS!
janet <janet@seniorresources.us>
Fruitport, MI - Friday, January 7, 2005 12:09 AM CST

Remember Me With Sunshine
Remember me with sunshine, laughter, joy, and song.
No tears please, for I'm with Jesus now, where I belong.
Although my stay here with you, was oh so brief,
Giving up my earthly form was such a relief.
Throughout my short life I've received so much,
Everyone's love and tenderness in each soft touch.
As you remember me in the coming days,
Remember that I loved you all in very special ways.
I'm laughing with the angels now,
and I hope you will laugh too,
Because from here in God's Kingdom,
the world is a beautiful view.
Author Unknown

me <prayingforyou@myhome.com>
- Friday, January 7, 2005 9:03 AM CST

Now Christmas is past, Twelfth Night is the last.
To the Old Year adieu, Great joy to the new.

~From A Traditional Song Of The Season

Dear Jodi, Marv, and Cody,

When my boys were little, we used to attend the Twelfth Night Celebration at Fort Crailo, which is across the Hudson, from Albany, in Rensselaer. The music was wonderful, and the boys always enjoyed the warm gingerbread, cookies, and hot drinks. One thing that was always good about this celebration was the religious flavor of the event. Another was the historical link to the Dutch, who settled New York, as New Amsterdam.

As Christmas comes to a close, I am still praying for all of you. It must be incredibly hard ot lose a son/brother so near such a major holiday! God bless you all!

Grace, peace, love, and hope,

~Colette~

Gratefully. Faithfully. Peacefully.
Colette
Clifton Park, NY U.S.A. - Thursday, January 6, 2005 0:13 AM CST

Wishing you peace. Hoping that you will find some in the memories that Travis left behind. God bless you in your pain and suffering.
friend <friend@wherever.com>
- Wednesday, January 5, 2005 3:27 PM CST

Jodi,
I am thinking of you and your family, and will continue to lift you up in prayer. Trav's love for music was so inspirational! Thank you for sharing your family's story with CaringBridge, you and Trav are continuing to touch many lives...
Laura and Angel Ryan <lladd@iupui.edu/www.caringbridge.org/fl/ryan>
- Tuesday, January 4, 2005 12:34 AM CST

Dear Jodi, Marv, and Cody,

Thank you for posting about the funeral for Travis. I am moved by all that you have written about your beautiful son/brother. I also love the painting on this site of the guitar boy and his beagle.

I have thought of Travis at church each time I have attended during this Christmas season. You are all in my prayers.

God bless you all! May you find peace and healing in this new year of 2005.

Grace, peace, and hope,

~Colette~
Colette
Clifton Park (near Albany), NY U.S.A. - Tuesday, January 4, 2005 12:29 AM CST

I think of you and your family often, my daughter and I had followed Trav's page and prayed for that miracle! I know how much your heart is hurting!! January 6th, will mark the two year anniversary of our Amy's death and although we know she is no longer in pain, our pain does not lessen, because forever we will all miss the physical presense of our precious child!! Know that you are not alone on this new journey.....I just wish there were words to make it easier.

Amy's mom www.caringbridge.org/sd/amyschroeder
Rosemary Harris <Rosmaburg@aol.com>
Rosemount, MN - Monday, January 3, 2005 12:44 AM CST

Dear lind family
My son also has aml and had a bone marrow transplant this year.I came across your page through emily's
I am so sorry to hear that travis lost his fight
and am finding it hard to put into words to tell you how sorry we are (sorry is not enough)
you will be in our thoughts and prayers
Jacob's mum Jake's page
Deanne McLeod steinmetz
brisbane, Queensland Australia - Sunday, January 2, 2005 6:57 PM CST

Dear Family,

Thank you for sharing the story of your son and his wonderful memorial service. The depth of his character and his upbringing certainly shine through in the loving gestures of his dear friends. I will continue to check in on you/your family and on Travis' little cousin.... May peace be granted and fill your heart with loving memories...

Thinking of you and praying for you

PC
pc <pchasko@yahoo.com>
plano, tx - Saturday, January 1, 2005 10:20 PM CST

Hi Jodi:

I wish I could give you the biggest hug. Thank you for sharing Travis' story with me. You are the most inspiring parent. I want to fight with all that I have to conquer AML once and for all. It is just so unfair. Your Angel in Heaven cannot be more proud of his mom. God Bless you and the rest of your family during this most difficult time.
Sharon Marczuk (carepages.com - care page name: JamesStevenMarczuk) <squeeks6896@msn.com (carepages.com - care page name: JamesStevenMarczuk)>
Sugar Grove, IL 60554 - Saturday, January 1, 2005 7:58 PM CST

I'm glad the service went well. My family is wishing you and yours a happy New Year (as Happy as possible, I can only imagine) and wated to remind you that so many strangers are thinking of you now and are here for you if you ever need to talk.
Hillari <mizshuckiduck@yahoo.co.uk>
Glasgow, Scotland - Saturday, January 1, 2005 4:25 PM CST

Jodi, wow..it sounds like Travis had the most beautiful service and the most awesome friends and family were there. The friends giving him their shirts just brought tears in my eyes. He has some wonderful friends. You must be so proud. I know you can feel Travis watching over you. That's how I feel about my precious daddy. I lost my dad 3 years ago. However..I still feel him so near. He sends me wonderful signs.
You and your family are still in my thoughts and prayers. You are a strong lady. I know God gives you strength. Take care and God bless you. Julianna Cook's MomMom. (Julianna was diagnosed with ALL Feb 25, 2004)
Marcia Hornberger <aerobicfit@aol.com>
Frisco, Tx &SA - Saturday, January 1, 2005 3:21 PM CST

May this new year bring new hope. Praying that you find peace in Travis' good memories when he was cancer free.
friend <friend@wherever.com>
- Saturday, January 1, 2005 11:34 AM CST

Praying for you on this New Years day
alyssa <sabiemc@aol.com>
orlando, fl usa - Saturday, January 1, 2005 10:48 AM CST

Jodi, Cory & Marv...

I hope 2005 is a year of peace & good memories for all of you....
Love & Hugs...
Joni
Joni
- Friday, December 31, 2004 11:14 PM CST

Thinking about you and your families today. You all are in my heart and in my prayers. May the New Year bring you some peace and moments of happiness when Trav enters into your thoughts and you remember all the good, leukemia free days!
Love,
Erika Tode <erikatoady@wmconnect.com / caringbridge.org/nm/stevetode>
- Wednesday, December 29, 2004 4:03 PM CST

Hi Jodi - I know the holidays had to be such a sad time for you. I just wanted to let you know that you are in my prayers and that I think of you often.
Judy P. (LLS Boards)
Judy Pamer <Kevinpamer@aol.com>
Aliquippaq, PA - Tuesday, December 28, 2004 6:03 PM CST

I am so sorry for your loss.
You have a friend here.
e-mail me anytime,
Sherry
caringbridge.org/fl/mikey <spotsmithm6@cs.com>
- Monday, December 27, 2004 8:29 PM CST

I just learned of the loss of your precious son and wanted to tell you how sorry we are. We are almost two years into our grief journey from losing our 9 year old daughter, Alexandria from ALL. If there is anything we can do, or simply offer a listening ear, we would be happy to do so.

God Bless-
Alison Haddock
mom to Angel Alexandria
www.caringbrige.com/page/alexandriasangels
alisonhaddock <alisonhaddock@charter.net>
Saint Louis, MO - Monday, December 27, 2004 11:21 AM CST

Marv, Jodi & Cory....I truly hope that you felt the love that we held in our hearts for you on Christams day. I know that Travis is in heaven comforting all of us....All our Love The Mathis Family
janet <janet@seniorresources.us>
Fruitport, MI - Sunday, December 26, 2004 10:32 AM CST

Blessed Christmas To You All!

Collect For The Nativity of Our Lord: Christmas Day, December 25

O God, you make us glad by the yearly festival of the birth
of your only Son Jesus Christ: Grant that we, who joyfully
receive him as our Redeemer, may with sure confidence
behold him when he comes to be our Judge; who lives and
reigns with you and the Holy Spirit, one God, now and
for ever. Amen.

~The Book of Common Prayer, Page 212

Dear Jodi, Marv, and Family,

I want you all to know that I held Travis in my prayers at late Eucharist, at St. George's Episcopal Church, here in Clifton Park, last night. May he be making sweet music for God today!

God bless you all!

Grace, peace, and hope,

~Colette~
Colette
Clifton Park, NY U.S.A. - Saturday, December 25, 2004 10:12 PM CST

Jodi, Marv and Cory,
Just wanted to let you know we are thinking of you today and carring Trav in our hearts.

Love You Guys

Nanci and Jim

Nanci Karl <meg85@wallnet.com>
Neptune, NJ - Saturday, December 25, 2004 8:23 PM CST

Dear Jodi and family,
Just a note to say that I am thinking of you today. I am so terribly sorry.
KD
- Saturday, December 25, 2004 6:06 PM CST

Just wanted to let you know I was still thinking about you - especially today...
Randy <catuck112@aol.com>
Basking Ridge, NJ - Saturday, December 25, 2004 3:36 PM CST

Jodi, We are thinking of you today. I know your angel is watching over you. God Bless. Julianna's MomMom (Julianna was diagnosed with ALL Feb 2004)
Marcia <aerobicfit@aol.com>
Frisco, Tx USA - Saturday, December 25, 2004 2:40 PM CST

Dear Jodi and Family,

We just wanted you to know that we were thinking of you and your family during this very hard time. We are so sorry for your loss.

May Travis rest in peace.

The Emerson Family
Julia Emerson (EMMY) Sean diagnosed Sept 2001 Leukemia discussion board <Jemerson2@houston.rr.com>
Houston, TX USA - Saturday, December 25, 2004 2:26 PM CST

Thinking of you on this Christmas day
alyssa <sabiemc@aol.com>
orlando, fl usa - Saturday, December 25, 2004 11:05 AM CST

Thinking of you, and keeping you and your family in my thoughts and prayers.
Laura and Angel Ryan <lladd@iupui.edu/www.caringbridge.org/fl/ryan>
- Thursday, December 23, 2004 2:55 PM CST

We mourn with you and for you in your loss of Travis. I know these days must be excruciating. I pray that God will fill in the emptiness with His presence and bring the comfort that only He can. I'm so glad Travis knew he was so loved.
Shannon Ede <shannon@edefamily.net>
Round Rock, TX - Thursday, December 23, 2004 8:29 AM CST

Marv, Jodi & Cory....you will continue to be in our prayers and our family will forever remember Travis. May your angels from heaven give you extra strength during the holidays and may you know that our hearts are filled with sorrow! Love The Mathis Family
Janet <janet@seniorresource.us>
Fruitport, MI - Wednesday, December 22, 2004 6:25 PM CST

Thinking of you...
Hillari <mizshuckiduck@yahoo.co.uk>
Glasgow, Scotland - Wednesday, December 22, 2004 5:07 AM CST

Dear Jodi, Marv, and Cody,

I first signed this book yesterday. I am moved by the story of Travis and have written about him in my journal.

Today, I attended an Advent Quiet Day. During some of the free time, I thought and prayed about Travis and about you, as you go through bereavement.

God bless you all!

Grace, peace, and Advent hope,

~Colette~
Colette
Clifton Park, NY U.S.A. - Wednesday, December 22, 2004 0:13 AM CST

Jodi, Marv, Cody--Our deepest sympathies on the loss of Travis. (I came over from the LLS board to sign your book.) Our son Sam has ALL, diag. 1/15/2004. Life is not fair. I wish there was more I could say. I've learned a lot about courage and bravery from your posts on the LLS board. We'll go on fighting the fight.
Doug Johnson <djlawman@yahoo.com>
Haddonfield, NJ - Tuesday, December 21, 2004 11:25 PM CST

I hate cancer!! Let me say this again....I detest cancer and all the horror that it entails. I have love and lost loved ones in my life and continue to battle this horrendous disease with others in my family and friends. I gave my bone marrow to prevent cancer from taking another life and it did not work. I hate this disease. God bless you and your husband for letting Travis be in control of his destiny. He asked you for your blessing and you gave it to him. Stand up and be proud that you let him be in control, although the cancer could not be controlled. I want you to know that I will do whatever I can to defeat this evil of cancer. Peace be with you.
friend <friend@wherever.com>
- Tuesday, December 21, 2004 8:27 PM CST

Sending you hugs,thoughts,and prayers. Thnak you for sharing Travis' story. He's an incredible young man. My daughter is battling a brain tumor and she too likes to play her guitar. She can no longer use her right arm but still enjoys playing with her left hand. Hugs, Angelique Parker

www.caringbridge.org/oh/harleiparker
angelique parker <pfloyd326@yahoo.com>
ohio - Tuesday, December 21, 2004 10:40 AM CST

came across your page through kodybear...so sorry about your loss of such a beautiful and sweet son...there are no words...i am sure that the knowledge that he is no longer in pain is a big relief after all that you have been through...and the thoughts of a better world where there are no more goodbyes...no more pain and sickness and death...no more wicked or evil or badness...a better world where we can all be together as one in the peace and harmony that only Jesus himself can bring to us...may he be with you now during this hard time of healing and mourning...
janie besser <janiejanie2323@adelphia.net>
masury, ohio usa - Tuesday, December 21, 2004 8:29 AM CST

HI,
I found your link on KodyBear's page and wanted to stop by to tell you how very sorry I am that you've lost your Travis.

Please know that we will keep you all in our thoughts and prayers, especially as you go through these most difficult days!

God bless you all....
Eva Holland and my brother Rodney <KWfan4ever@yahoo.com>
Marne, Michigan - Tuesday, December 21, 2004 6:07 AM CST

Dear Jodi, Marv, and Cody,

I have been signing CaringBridge guest books for a couple of years. Some that I have signed a lot belong to the late Connor Hunley, age ten, who passed on November 1, and the late Cheyenne Fiveash, age thirteen, who passed two days earlier. I learned that Travis entered the larger life, from Cheyenne's home page today.

I am really sorry for the pain Travis endured and for your loss of a much loved and very handsome son. I read his obituary and newspaper tribute and have looked through the photo album and some of the journal.

I hope it will comfort you to know that I believe you acted lovingly and positively in letting Travis make his own decision about the transplant. My younger son, is just a bit older than Travis, and I can tell you that he would have needed, and expected, to make this decision, if it were him, at seventeen, or at his current age.

I hope you are at peace, when you read my feeble words of support. You acted in a holy way, when you let Travis make the decision.

God bless you all and also, God bless Travis's grandparents and other loved ones!

Grace and peace,

~Colette~

Gratefully. Faithfully. Peacefully.
Colette
Clifton Park (near Albany), NY U.S.A. - Tuesday, December 21, 2004 1:14 AM CST

You do not know me. I found your site through another Caringbridge family. I just want to tell you how sorry I am for your loss. In reading your journal history, I can tell what an amazing boy that Travis was and is. Also, I want to say how much courage it took for you all to honor your son's wishes regarding his treatment choices. Sometimes, the best things we can do for your children is to put them in God's hands, love them and stop treatment. Your family is being lifted in prayer.

Blessings,
Diana, Mother of Angel Katherine
http://www3.caringbridge.org/tx/katherinecross/
Diana Cross <diana@houston.rr.com>
Houston, - Monday, December 20, 2004 11:03 PM CST

Dear Jodi,
You don't know me, but I have kept up with Trav's story through the Leukemia/Lymphoma message board, I am usually on the adult boards(husband dx last year with NHL/MCL.)
I have thought of you so often over the last months. Travis will always be such an inspirational message to everyone that has ever known him. It is hard enough when an adult faces such challenges, but when a child takes hold of something like this, and runs with it, deals with it, and makes those close to him, or those who read about him, take stock of how truly special life can be, it is amazing-and this is what your son did with this challenge. Your son touched so many in life, and after becoming an angel, he will continue to do so. God Bless and keep you and your family.
Rhonda Thomas <alfs@pld.com>
Hugoton, KS - Monday, December 20, 2004 10:50 PM CST

Travis and your family is in our prayers.
The Berger Family - Friends of *Allie*
Ann Berger <beanieann@yahoo.com>
San Juan Capistrano, CA USA - Monday, December 20, 2004 9:57 PM CST

^^HUGS^^

The Dobrowski's - Dave, Judy, Katie, Dana and ^Angel^ Emily Ann <davidd@comporium.net.......www.caringbridge.org/page/emiann>
5202 and CMC Family, Rainbow of Hope and Cancer Sucks Club members, Rockhill, SC - Monday, December 20, 2004 9:26 PM CST

Just stopping by to tell you that you are thought of. Having lost my child also to this horrible disease I can truly understand all the different emotions you must be going through. It feels like a roller coaster ride but it does get not better but different. I also know that these children are special in so many ways. We are priveleged in a way as we see angels born...
Jane Snow <Snow876607@cs.com>
Pinellas Park , fl us - Monday, December 20, 2004 7:30 PM CST

God bless you all and know your son will always be around you in spirit.
Karen LaMountain <angelgrammal@netscape.net>
Selkirk, NY USA - Monday, December 20, 2004 5:07 PM CST

Jodi, I heard of Travis' passing from Judy, and we're on the ALL kids list. I am so sorry, my friend I've never met. You and your husband are wonderful parents, and I know it took tremendous love to allow Travis to direct his life and its end. You gave him an enormous gift of dignity and control. No parent should ever have to be put in that position, and I am so impressed by your ability to rise above your grief and allow Travis to finish his life on earth on his own terms. I know he is loving you from Heaven now. May God bless and comfort your entire family and all of Travis' friends. Hugs.
Beth and Kyle (www.caringbridge.org/in/kylefacts) <bdehoff@iquest.net>
Indianapolis, IN USA - Monday, December 20, 2004 4:51 PM CST

My thoughts and prayers are with you on this difficult day. Travis was a special young man and both of you are incredible parents. I admire the courage it took to let Travis go with the dignity he desired. God bless Travis and your family.
Sharon
Los Angeles, - Monday, December 20, 2004 4:15 PM CST

Thinking of you all today...
Kristyn <kd.mail@sympatico.ca>
Mt. Carmel, On Canada - Monday, December 20, 2004 9:20 AM CST

Hugs, prayers and God's Blessings to you and your whole family.

Deneen
www.caringbridge.org/page/tiffanie
Deneen Gethouas <dgethouas@state.pa.us>
Enola, PA USA - Monday, December 20, 2004 9:17 AM CST

I am at a loss for words. I'm sure that you have read and heard how very sorry people around you are. He went so quickly, but the suffering that he endured was so long. God bless his soul and may God grant you peace.
me <prayingforyou@myhome.com>
- Monday, December 20, 2004 8:40 AM CST

I am so sorry for your lost. You are all in my thoughts and prayers. Take care and God Bless.
Bree Wlodyka <adt0123@hotmail.com>
Drexel Hill, PA USA - Monday, December 20, 2004 8:28 AM CST

I am so sorry for your loss...I will be keeping you and your family in my prayers this holiday season.
Mary Ulrich <Mary_Ulrich@Quixtar.com>
Big Rapids, MI - Monday, December 20, 2004 7:12 AM CST

Fly in peace to the light, Travis. May peace be with all of you, somehow, somewhere, one day... Thank you for all the love you have shared and will continue to share. Eva
Eva Van den Broeck <eva michaele@skynet.be>
Brussels, Belgium - Monday, December 20, 2004 6:56 AM CST

I am thinking of you all today and holding you close to my heart in prayer.
Debby Roberts <djfrro@aol.com>
- Monday, December 20, 2004 6:43 AM CST

Hi, I first read about Travis thru Katia's site. I could remember when he got discharged. I was so deeply saddened to hear of Travis's passing. It all seems so sudden. He just relapsed. My daughter also had finished her treatment not long ago. I can only just imagine the depth of grief you must be feeling. God bless you and and your family at such a tragic time. Travis may you finally be at peace and shining brightly with all the other stars.
Mila <shalen@shaw.ca>
Vancouver, Canada - Monday, December 20, 2004 2:18 AM CST

Jodi,
I am so,so sorry honey..Holding
your family close in my thoughts
and prayers..
Trish/LegacyOfHope/PrayerBears <Rrntbyr@aol.com>
Kingston, TN USA - Sunday, December 19, 2004 5:32 PM CST

I just lit a candle in my room amoungst all the beautiful Photos of my 3 year old daughter who left us for Eternity this past Feb. 9-04, of AML-M7, I lit the candle for your son, Travis!! I am touched by every child big or small that has to deal with loosing their life, especially through this evil, C.

Know that you and I walk the same journey, and let us not travel it alone............threebrazilnuts@hotmail.com

Elaine, Trinity's mother, contact me anytime! You have a friend in me!

www.trinitysdiary.com ~ my daughters website.

ps ~ I am relieved to know that he left peaceful such as Trinity did.
Elaine Janzen-Jadunath <threebrazilnuts@hotmail.com>
Surrey, BC Canada - Sunday, December 19, 2004 2:17 PM CST

My heart is saddened to learn of Travis' passing. What increadible parents you are for having respected Travis' wishes. Though I am sure it was one of the most difficult decisions you have had to make. I have the deepest respect for both of you & of course, for Travis. I lite a candle at church for your family today & will continue to keep you all in my prayers. May God Bless you & keep you in the palm of His hands.
Patty <Pattyvh151@aol.com>
St. Paul, MN - Sunday, December 19, 2004 11:26 AM CST

That article brought tears to my eyes; what a wonderful, supportive community, though it's not hard to understand why they loved Trav so much. I've been reading his journal for only a few weeks but my heart goes out to your family, you've lost an amazing person but heaven is all the brighter to have its newest angel. You are all in my prayers.
Lauren <dramauknow@yahoo.com>
Winston-Salem, NC USA - Sunday, December 19, 2004 9:15 AM CST

Hi,
Just read Trav's Journal.
He was a fighter right to the end.
Stay strong.
matty's page
jackie Woodley <jackie@woodley5212.freeserve.co.uk>
Truro, Cornwall, England - Sunday, December 19, 2004 7:44 AM CST

My deepest condolences to you and your family. I can tell by reading about him that he was amazing and will be missed by so many. You will be in my prayers!

Christy
http://www.angeldreamz.net
Christy Porter
Palm Springs, CA USA - Saturday, December 18, 2004 9:13 PM CST

i am so sorry.
your friend,
jane dunkelberg
- Saturday, December 18, 2004 4:05 PM CST

Just heard the news ! Please know you are in all the angels hearts thoughts and prayers at this most stressful and difficult time for you and your family

Sending lots of angel ((hugs))
Blessings
Chris
Quilts Of Love
Chris <wardsweb@earthlink.net>
Los Angeles, CA USA - Saturday, December 18, 2004 1:29 PM CST

Marv, Jodi, and Cory
My heart goes out to all of you at this time, and I pray that the memories will keep Trav alive in your hearts. I know there are lots of them. We all loved him and we all hurt for you. If there is anything at all that I can do for you, please let me know.
My deepest sympathy goes out to
all, I love you. Aunt Tammy
Tamra Sweezey <rsweezey@verizon.net>
New Era, MI USA - Saturday, December 18, 2004 12:11 AM CST

I am so saddened to read about the earthly loss of Travis but he lives so vibrantly in your hearts,minds and soul. He was a strong young man;he fought so valiently but his parents are also strong for stepping back and allowing him to make some very serious grown-up decisions. I'm sure that faith in him added to Travis's strength and gave him the peace he needed to be comfortable with his decision. I pray for your peace and comfort during this difficult time.
Tricia <TriciaBxNY@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, December 18, 2004 10:28 AM CST

Jodi I'm so sorry to hear that trav has lost his battle.
this is something tht was given to me justt after my son lost his battle....
May you always have an angel by your side. Watching out for you in all things you do. Reminding you to keep beliving in brighter days. Finding ways for your wishes and dreams to take you to beautiful places. Giving you hope that is as certain as the sun. Giving you the stength of serenity as your guide. May you always have love and comfort and courage. And may you always have an angel by your side.

May you always have an angel by your side. Someone to catch you if you fall. Encouraging your dreams. Inspiring your happiness. Holding your hand and helping you through it all.
In all of our days, our lives are always changing. Tears come along as well as smiles. Along the roads you travel, may the miles be a thousand times more lovely than lonely. May they give you gifts that never, ever end: someone wonderful to love a dear friend in whom you can confide. May you have rainbows after every storm. May you have hopes to keep you warm.

And may you always have an angel by your side.......

Thinking of you.............
Fiona
Fiona Timmons <fionatimmons2001@yahoo.ie>
Limerick, Ireland - Saturday, December 18, 2004 9:22 AM CST

Dear Jodi and family,
I am so sorry to learn of Travis' passing. I know you will all miss him, but I hope that knowing that he is no longer suffering will be of some comfort to you. And, I know in my heart of hearts that you will be reunited in heaven. G-d Bless you. You're in my thoughts and prayers.
Sandi Marquis <cxelady@yahoo.com>
Pensacola, FL - Saturday, December 18, 2004 8:30 AM CST

I am deeply saddened learning of your loss. I pray God will hold you through this most difficult time. Bless your family.

Hugs & Prayers, Bramma Giraffe
Quilts of Love

Gramma Giraffe
Huntsville, AL USA - Saturday, December 18, 2004 8:04 AM CST

I just stopped by your site to let you know that I am sorry for your loss and to let you know that your family is in my thoughts and prayers.
Janice
janice johnson <janiceann39@yahoo.com>
pa - Saturday, December 18, 2004 7:04 AM CST

Jodi although I have never met you I have been reading Travis' site.I am so sorry for your loss! There are no words to make this better. There is no way to prepare yourself for the complete and total relinquisment of your child.What also saddens me is that you feel you have to explain your decision to people. I lost my daugter to this horrible disease in August. She had just turned 19. These children are the bravest children I have ever seen.They endure more than any person should ever have to.At what point are we doing it for them or TO them? I believe the choice Travis made was right for him and I know it took all your strenght to support his decision. People have no idea how wondeful that makes you! Please know you are in my prayers for the rest of your journey. It is a long and lonely road ahead. Know that people care......
Jane Snow <Snow876607@cs.com>
Pinellas Park, fl us - Saturday, December 18, 2004 6:37 AM CST

Just read your latest update. I am so very sorry. I don't know what else to say!!
sending you lots of love
Sandra
www.caringbridge.org/sd/gemma <luigitumminelli@virgilio.it>
SICILY,ITALY - Saturday, December 18, 2004 4:14 AM CST

So sorry to hear about your son. Will be praying for the family at this very difficult time in your life. Praise the Lord he is in heaven and you will SEE HIM SOON. May God surround you with His angels of comfort, grace, mercy and love.

Love & Prayers, ALWAYS
A Friend in Christ
Nancy Hickman <nancyk@acworthcablenet.net>
Kennesaw, GA USA - Saturday, December 18, 2004 2:52 AM CST

So very sorry. It is impossible to read your journal and not know that the world lost an amazing young man; it is also impossible not to see that he was blessed with remarkable parents. You are in our thoughts and prayers.
Julie - www.caringbridge.org/fl/easton <g8tor90@aol.com>
Longwood, FL - Saturday, December 18, 2004 0:43 AM CST

We extend our prayers and humble thoughts to you and your family. We know your life is forever changed...our Max went to heaven last Dec. 27th from AML. Hug each other.
Grandma Dee
Sioux Falls, SD - Friday, December 17, 2004 10:13 PM CST

The great number of entries in this guestbook are a testament to how many lives Travis touched. I know I will remember him for a long, long time. Jodi, your courage has taught me much about living, and Travis ability to let go has taught me much about dying. Blessings.
Kathy Dodge <medmom1@aol.com>
Chesapeake, VA USA - Friday, December 17, 2004 10:09 PM CST

Oh, Jodi. I am so sorry for you and your family. I don't even know what to say except that Travis was exceptionally brave and even those who didn't know him personally feel his loss. He was a brave, terrific person.

Julie
- Friday, December 17, 2004 9:41 PM CST

I wanted to express my condolences and sympathies to you, Jodi, and your family. I have been following Travis' battle for only a short while, but I was so praying that things would end differently for him. I will keep you all close in thought and prayer. ((((((HUGS)))))))
Amy <abrant2200@yahoo.com>
Brownstown, MI USA - Friday, December 17, 2004 9:20 PM CST

So very very sorry to read the news about Travis. My heart aches for the family who will miss him so very much! Please know that you are not walking this path of grief alone.....all of us on the caringbridge sites who followed Travis' site, will be holding you in their thoughts.
Amy's mom www.caringbridge.org/sd/amyschroeder Rosemary Harris <Rosmaburg@aol.com>
- Friday, December 17, 2004 8:57 PM CST

Jodi, I am just heartbroken for you. Please know that my prayers will contintue. Heaven just received a beautiful new Angel. God Bless you, friends and family.
Julianna Cook's MomMoM (Julianna Cook was diagnosed with ALL Feb 25, 2004)
Marcia Hornberger <aerobicfit@aol.com>
Frisco, Tx USA - Friday, December 17, 2004 8:10 PM CST

I'm at a loss for words and just so sorry. Your family remains in my thoughts & prayers.
Sharon Marczuk (carepages.com - care page name: JamesStevenMarczuk) <squeeks6896@msn.com>
sugar Grove, Il 60554 - Friday, December 17, 2004 8:08 PM CST

Jodi, Marv, Cory and Family,
Words can never tell you how sorry we are about Travis!!!
He is going to be missed so much by everyone!
Our thoughts and prayers are with you everyday!
If there is anything we can do please let us know!
Love to you all!
And most of all remember you all have so many people who love you all and will always and forver have Travis in their hearts because of how many lives he has touched!
~Hugs~
The Rillema's
Tim ,Donna, Sarah and Joe <donnajn02@yahoo.com>
Muskegon , Michigan - Friday, December 17, 2004 7:53 PM CST

Jodi, Marv, Corey, Ruthanne and Cecil,

My heart hurts so deeply for your loss that I just don't have the strength to call you right now. Travis is now free and playing his guitar in a much better place than we could imagine, free from all pain and suffering. If there is anything that I can do please call me. I love you all.

Uncle Dick <rsweezey@verizon.net>
New Era, MI USA - Friday, December 17, 2004 7:22 PM CST

I just came across Travis' page from Katia Ladybug site. I was so hoping for a different outcome. I was really rooting for you Travis and I am just crushed right now! May God Bless his soul. I will be praying for his family during this very difficult time. You'll be in my thoughts and prayers.

Denise Poquette <onlypookie@yahoo.com>
Clearwater, FL - Friday, December 17, 2004 7:18 PM CST

Soar with the angels Travis, we'll miss you.
Judy P. (LLS boards)
Judy Pamer <Kevinpamer@aol.com>
Aliquippa, PA - Friday, December 17, 2004 7:11 PM CST

So sorry to hear of Trav's death.

My thoughts are with your family.

Natalia
- Friday, December 17, 2004 6:35 PM CST

Dear Jodi and family,

I am so sorry to learn of Trav's passing. I couldn't help but think about him often today, remembering the good times and bad that you have shared through the LLS boards. His remission was a joyfull time; his guitar the coolest gift ever. His relapse was a time of great sorrow. Through it all you shared his story and gave us an opportunity to get to know this extraordinary son.

May you and your family find some measure of peace and comfort in the days to come.

Trav, you were a wonderful human being. Your presense will be missed by all.

Maryanna from the LLS Boards
MaryAnna S <maryannact@aol.com>
Manchester, CT USA - Friday, December 17, 2004 6:15 PM CST

Dear Jodi and Family,

I am so sorry for your loss of Travis. Although I do not know him personally, through your web page I felt very connected to him, who was a young, handsome, and very brave man. I am thinking of you, your family, and Travis today,,,.
Mika, Mom of Kai (ALL pre B type) <mikaboo@mindspring.com>
El Cerrito, CA United States - Friday, December 17, 2004 5:46 PM CST

Jodi, Marv and Cory,
I am so sorry for your loss and so happy that Travis is at peace with no more agony to face. Please know that we are here for you and love you. You all are in our prayers. Love,
Lisa & Eric Johnson / Alison, Tony, Rusty and Paige Christiansen <lisamj30@yahoo.com>
Muskegon, MI - Friday, December 17, 2004 5:13 PM CST

I am so very sorry that you've had to experience this tremendous loss.
Travis sounded like a young man who knew what he wanted. You must be so very proud of him; and take comfort in the fact that he is playing his guitar pain free.
Kathie Mayo www.caringbridge.org/mn/rachaelmayo <winkatmayo@hotmail.com>
- Friday, December 17, 2004 5:00 PM CST

I'm sorry for your loss.
Cathy Weber <webercath@juno.com>
Akron, OH - Friday, December 17, 2004 4:26 PM CST

Jodi and Family,
We were so sad to hear the passing of your son Travis, my grandchildren and I have been following his process. We can't express the sorrow we feel for you and I know what you are going through, although I have never lost a child or grandchild, but I have lost my mom just about a year ago and also a brother. I know nothing we say can take the place of the pain. But we have Travis in our daily prayers and also your family. May God be there for you. Praying for you in the South Of Louisiana.
Elaine Thibodeaux <elainethibodeaux@aol.com>
Morse, La - Friday, December 17, 2004 4:16 PM CST

Dear Jodi and Family,
I can't imagine what you are going through. My heart goes out to you. May God bless you with peace and comfort. I'm so sorry.
Angela Griner <nick11951@yahoo.com>
Pearson, GA USA - Friday, December 17, 2004 4:07 PM CST

I know there are no words to comfort you. I send you my deepest sympathy in your time of pain. My prayers are with you and your family.
Audrey
- Friday, December 17, 2004 3:51 PM CST

I'm so very sorry for your loss.
Maria <mariaw19@hotmail.com>
NJ - Friday, December 17, 2004 2:52 PM CST

Our thoughts and prayers are with you as you begin this journey without Travis.

Take Care.

http://www3.caringbridge.org/nd/zacharyness/index.htm

Amy Ness <angelboy19972001@yahoo.com>
- Friday, December 17, 2004 2:36 PM CST

I'm so sorry Jodi. God Bless You.
Staci Cook (Julianna's Mommy) <scook@pisd.edu>
Little Elm, Tx - Friday, December 17, 2004 2:36 PM CST

Jodi... I'm so saddened by this..My heart goes out to you. I pray for your family. I know the days ahead are going to be hard..I just lost my Markie age 8 (Grandson) eight weeks ago today. Our faith keeps us held up..and knowing the suffering is OVER !!! Travis gave it his ALL..and proud is such a inadequate word to describe how you must feel about his fight. He was so blessed to have you..and so many great friends that were with him through the journey. God Bless.
Cathy Charon <cathy.charon@herbank.com>
San Jose , ca Santa Clara - Friday, December 17, 2004 2:34 PM CST

You are in my thoughts & prayers.

God Bless You & Your Family
Clara DaSilva <clarabelo60@yahoo.com>
Wilbraham, MA - Friday, December 17, 2004 2:14 PM CST

I am so sorry for your loss of Travis. You have every right to be proud of him, and proud to be his mom. I was so very impressed with Travis's strength in making his own care decision, and yours in allowing him to do so. It seems like such an unfair situation to be in in the first place, yet you handled it in a very admirable way.

May you find peace in the days to come.
Carol
Cleveland, OH USA - Friday, December 17, 2004 2:03 PM CST

I am so sorry for your loss. I pray that God gives you strength and peace and that you can remember all of the happy memories of your son.
Patti Welander <batmom@hotmail.com>
Leroy, IL - Friday, December 17, 2004 2:01 PM CST

God bless you and your family. You will all be in our prayers.
I think you are the best parents for respecting your sons decision (that took a lot of courage)
May God comfort you in the days to come

Buffy McKenzie <buff1172@aol.com>
Fl - Friday, December 17, 2004 1:47 PM CST

I am so sorry to hear of Travis' passing. There is no way that I can express how badly I feel for all of you.
Marilyn50
- Friday, December 17, 2004 12:54 AM CST

I am so sorry for your loss. I am thinking of you today.
Johanna - Friends of Allie <johannastuart@juno.com>
Flagstaff, AZ USA - Friday, December 17, 2004 12:51 AM CST

You are all in my prayers! God bless you and hold you up during this time.
Claire Crenshaw <ccrenshaw@bufordcityschools.org>
Dacula, GA - Friday, December 17, 2004 12:51 AM CST

Fly free sweet Travis!

Thinking of all of you today.

Love, tears and prayers...
Jennifer I (Angelina's Mom and ~~Friends of Allie~~) <ingmankidsmom@hotmail.com>
Warren, MI USA - Friday, December 17, 2004 12:36 AM CST

Jodi,
You are in our thoughts and prayers.

Miranda and Libby(LLS Board)
www.caringbridge.org/nc/libbytuggle <MHANHAN@triad.rr.com>
High Point, NC - Friday, December 17, 2004 12:25 AM CST

Dear Jodi, Marv, and Corey
May God somehow surround you with His love at this very difficult and sad time. Travis has won the ultimate victory!
with love and sympathy,
Mrs. Pam
p <preschoolpenpals@yahoo.com>
st louis, mo - Friday, December 17, 2004 11:43 AM CST

You have my deepest sympathy. I am just so sorry!
Your whole family will be in my thoughts and prayers.
Karen ~ Friends of Allie ~ <karenh596@sbcglobal.net>
Stow, OH - Friday, December 17, 2004 11:43 AM CST

I am so sorry to hear you lost your son. I am praying for you and all of Travis' family and friedns that God would comfort you and give you peace during this difficult time.
Laura Lynn <laurainsem@yahoo.com>
Gettysburg, Pa - Friday, December 17, 2004 11:29 AM CST

I am so sorry for your loss. You are all in my thoughts and prayers.
Melinda Bogan~Friends Of Allie~ <mkb977@hotmail.com>
West Carrollton, OH USA - Friday, December 17, 2004 11:14 AM CST

I am deeply deeply sorry for the loss of your son. My heart goes out to you and your family.
Leilani **~** Friends of Allie**~**
Sacramento, CA USA - Friday, December 17, 2004 11:13 AM CST

I am soooo sorry for your loss...I am so heartbroken for your family. I have only followed Travis story for a very short time, but in that time have come to know how very loved he was. He was a special young man. My thoughts and prayers are with you as you face these very difficult days ahead.
Lisa - Forever Kyle's Mom <bailsam@msn.com / www.caringbridge.org/canada/kyle>
New Brunswick , Canada - Friday, December 17, 2004 11:08 AM CST

Jodi, I am so sorry, I have been checking on Travis for a little while now and always thought of your family since I have a 16 year old son.I'm sorry for your pain but am relieved Travis is painfree and flying high now.What an amzaing young man, Lyn www.caringbridge.org/nj/justinw
Lyn Wyatt <ddog117@comcast.net>
stratford, nj usa - Friday, December 17, 2004 11:07 AM CST

Oh No Jodi! I am so sorry to hear of Travis's passing yesterday. I was checking in to see how he was doing today- and read your news. We are keeping you and your family close to our hearts today. You will always remain in our prayers. Ryan and Travis shared the same kind of leukemia - and there will always be that special bond with your family.
Travis was such an amazing and inspring young man - and it tears me up inside that he is now gone. He will never be forgotten.
I am glad that he is not suffering any more- and is in a much better place right now.
I remember when we first talked way back when about Travis's diagnosis.
It just is not fair.
Please accept our condolences.
Love,
The Grumish Family - David, Judy, Ryan, Eric, Renee, and Emily

Ryangrumish.com
Judy Grumish <bmtmom@ryangrumish.com>
CHAMPAIGN, IL USA - Friday, December 17, 2004 11:06 AM CST

Jodi, I have been following Travis' treatment and praying for you and your family to have the strength to get through this difficult time. I only hope that you know how amazing you have been. Travis is a lucky boy to have had such strength, love, and guidance from a woman who loved him so much. Lisa (LLS website)
Lisa <gabjasno@aol.com>
West Hempstead, NY usa - Friday, December 17, 2004 11:02 AM CST

Jodi and Family,
I am so sorry to hear about your loss. I have followed Travis form the LLS board. Jodi you are one of the strongest people I know and I admire you for letting Travis make his own decisions. May God be with you in this time of need.
Love Christy
Christy Neese <Neese9121@aol.com>
Mebane, NC USA - Friday, December 17, 2004 11:01 AM CST

May you find peace during this difficult time. Your family will be in our thoughts.

Wendy
Wendy (FOA)
- Friday, December 17, 2004 11:00 AM CST

I am sorry to hear the news... I have been watching Travis go through this from afar, and hoping for the best. May he rest in peace, and may you all find it as well. Melanie (from RossValoryRocks.Com)
Melanie <melaniebayne@yahoo.com>
Siloam Springs, AR USA - Friday, December 17, 2004 10:57 AM CST

I am so sorry to learn of Travis' passing.
Hugs,

Tracey~*Friends Of Allie*
- Friday, December 17, 2004 10:41 AM CST

I am so sorry to hear of Travis's passing.
Tina ~Friends of Allie~ www.caringbridge.org/md/lance <lneonkia@comcast.net>
- Friday, December 17, 2004 10:39 AM CST

Words cannot express how deeply sorry I am for you and your loss. I have you in my thoughts and prayers. Travis was blessed to have had you all in his life. I'm so sorry.

((((((HUGS)))))
Wendy
Wendy "Friends of Allie" <stroudtx@sbcglobal.net>
Irving, TX United States - Friday, December 17, 2004 10:38 AM CST

I'm so sorry for your loss. Your family will be in my prayers.
Hayley *Friend of Allie*
Plantation, FL USA - Friday, December 17, 2004 10:37 AM CST

Please know that you're family is in our thoughts and prayers.

Missy
*Friends of Allie*
Missy Quinn <melissa0905@verizon.net>
Allen, Texas USA - Friday, December 17, 2004 10:34 AM CST

Rest peacefully Travis. I'm so sorry for your lost. My thoughts and prayers are with your whole family.
Lois (Friends of Allie) <lbish2@hotmail.com>
NJ - Friday, December 17, 2004 10:33 AM CST

Dear Jodi & family,
My thoughts and prayers are with you. I have been following Trav's battle through the lls board. As a mother of a child with cancer my heart goes out to you today. I pray that God continues to surround you with his love during this very difficult time.
Denise - mom to Natalie, age 5, dx 08/2003 ALL
Denise D <denisedinkel@comcast.net>
Mesquite, TX US - Friday, December 17, 2004 10:32 AM CST

I'm sorry to hear about Travis. I hope for strength for you at this time. I can only imagine how painful this is for you. You seem to have a great support system though and I'm sure they will all be there for you when you need them most.
Michele (Friends of Allie) <mshelez@msn.com>
New Jersey, USA - Friday, December 17, 2004 10:31 AM CST

Jodi and family I'm soooo sorry for your lose. My heart is aching for your family! I have to say I loved reading your journal entry on the 15th! I love that you love your son so much that you let him decide what road to take in his life and you were very educated in the possible out come! Kudos to you and your husband for having the strength to hand this over to god and your son! Your amazing people with amazing strenth! Hugs and Prayers!
Renee~~~Friends of Allies~~~
- Friday, December 17, 2004 10:29 AM CST

Dear Jodi and Marv,

Ive been trying to sign this since Sandy called me last night. Though our friendship over the years you guys have trully become part of my family. I love you all so very much. I don't have to tell you all Trav has taugh me.

Fly High Trav
Nanci <meg85@wallnet.com>
- Friday, December 17, 2004 10:25 AM CST

Dear Jodi, Marv and Corey, I am so very sorry for the loss of your precious Son. I pray for God to give you the comfort and strength you need to get through this.
Fly high Travis!
Love and prayers,

Debbie and the Dreamteam <debbie@bridgeofdreams.org>
VA USA - Friday, December 17, 2004 10:17 AM CST

Your family will be in my thoughts and prayers. I pray that you will be surrounded by family and friends and that you will have the strength you need to make it through the difficult days ahead.
Briana Roehling
Pflugerville, TX - Friday, December 17, 2004 9:59 AM CST

Please accept my deepest sympathies for the loss of Travis.

My thoughts and prayers will continue on for you and your family.

Jennifer Miles www.caringbridge.org/mn/deemartinson <jennifer.miles@thomson.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Friday, December 17, 2004 9:58 AM CST

Another angel takes flight.

My deepest, most sincere sympathy and condolences to each and every one of you!! Travis was a fighter, there is no doubt about that! He is now pain free, free to fly in the Heavens and watch over all of you!
We lost our precious Pam on Oct. 7, 2003, so I know what you are going through. There are no words that can ease the pain.

The worst thing that can happen to a parent is to lose a child. It feels like someone ripped your heart out. You go from the unbelievable to the unbearable.

Travis is in a good place now and I'm sure Pam is with him. She just loved children so much.

I would just like to share a saying that was on the card my wife Diane picked out, and we bought for Pam:

If you were a star
That wasn�t expected back
In the universe
For a thousand years,
I�d wait.

If you were the sky
And everyone went inside
When you got sad
And started to rain,
I�d stay.

And if you were a peach
And the world decided to get rid of all peaches,
I�d pick you up,
Put you in my pocket�

AND KEEP YOU��..FOREVER.

I would also like to share, with you and your family, a poem that was put on Pam�s website:
God's Garden

God looked around His garden
And found an empty place
He then looked down upon the earth
And saw your tired face

He put His arms around you
And lifted you to rest
God's garden must be beautiful,
He always takes the best

He knew that you were suffering
He knew you were in pain,
He knew that you would never
Get well on earth again.

He saw the road was getting rough
And the hills were hard to climb
So He closed your weary eyelids,
And whispered "Peace Be Thine."

It breaks our hearts to lose you
But you didn't go alone.
For part of us went with you,
The day God called you home.

Below is a poem that we have on a plaque dedicated to Pam:

The Broken Chain

We little knew that morning that
God was going to call your name.
In life we loved you dearly, in death
we do the same� It broke our
hearts to lose you, you did not go
alone; for part of us went with you,
the day God called you home� You
left us peaceful memories, your love
is still our guide, and though we
cannot see you, you are always at our
side� Our family chain is broken,
and nothing seems the same;
but as God calls us one by one,
The Chain will link again.

You are all in our prayers. GOD BLESS YOU ALL.

Frank father of ANGEL PAM (www.caringbrodge.org/ny/pamostrowski) <frmurato@nyct.com>
Syosset, NY USA - Friday, December 17, 2004 9:49 AM CST

Your in our prayers and thoughts.
God bless you as you travel this journey.
Love LaKota and her mom,Debbie
http://www.caringbridge.org/mn/laplafcan <LaKotaDeb@hotmail.com>
St.Cloud, MN - Friday, December 17, 2004 9:48 AM CST

Marv, Jodi & Cory,
My heart aches so, my eyes continue to swell with tears and I pray that you all know how much love you are receiving in thought and prayer! Travis is in a better place and not suffering anylonger. I pray for your family. All our love The Mathis Family
Janet <janet@seniorresource.us>
Fruitport, MI - Friday, December 17, 2004 9:42 AM CST

Dear Jodi and Family:
I am so sorry for Travis' passing. You all will be in our thoughts and prayers.
The Palmer's
La Grange, NC - Friday, December 17, 2004 9:27 AM CST

I am so very sorry for the loss of your son. I did not know Travis, but he sounded like an amazing young man with an amazing family. Please know that you are in my thoughts and prayers. God bless you all.
Denise
Waseca, MN USA - Friday, December 17, 2004 9:26 AM CST

Oh, Jodi, Marv and Corey,
I am so terrably sorry for you guys. I can't even think of words to say. Even though I knew it was coming I was shocked that it was so soon. I know that there's nothing I can say to make this pain go away but please just know that I'm praying for you. I sent something to Travis yesterday afternoon so you will be recieving it shortly. I love you guys and again I'm so sorry.
Amanda Meek <amanda.meek@utmg.org>
Collierville, Tn USA - Friday, December 17, 2004 9:25 AM CST

We are so sorry for your terrible loss and are humbled by Travis' and your spirit, bravery and dignity. We pray that God gives you solace and strength.
Noelle, Claire & George <cgntal@optonline.net>
Morris Township, NJ USA - Friday, December 17, 2004 9:25 AM CST

Jodi and Family, I am sending All My Prayers and positive thoughts to you all. It's always hard for me to know what to say at times like these. I know he will be with you all watching over you. I have known of Travis's story for the better part of a year or maybe more. It makes me sad to know that there was not much else that could be done without him hurting. I am glad he is now at peace and not suffering anymore. Much Love to you all!
Cynthia Robistow <cyrobistow@frontiernet.net>
Rochester, NY USA - Friday, December 17, 2004 9:22 AM CST

I am so sorry for your loss. I know words are a small comfort at a time like this, but please know that you are in my prayers, as well.
Mary Alice Kropp
Londonderry , NH - Friday, December 17, 2004 9:20 AM CST

I am so sorry for your loss. I know Travis would be so proud of you too as you are of him. I admire both of your strength. Love, Tracy and Katia (a.k.a. "The Ladybug")
Fighting leukemia AML with a vengence!
Sharing Hope on the Wings of a Ladybug

Tracy and Katia <tmsol87@aol.com>
- Friday, December 17, 2004 9:14 AM CST

Jodi & family

When I heard of Travis' passing my heart began to hurt even though I have never met him nor you. I know that Travis is in a place where he no longer is hurting which we are all grateful for. The times ahead will be difficult but please remember you did everything you could & have try not to have any regrets. These thoughts may sneak up on you & just wanted you to be prepared. Peace be with you.

In faith, love, hope & healing
Laurie <laurie.burckhardt@wpsic.com>
madison, wi - Friday, December 17, 2004 9:08 AM CST

I'll bet you've had about enough of people telling you how strong you are and how great your doing during this awful, difficult period in your life. Maybe you'd rather hear someone say how much this sucks, how outrageous and unfair it is. Maybe you'd rather hear someone tell you that you don't have to be strong all the time. Or that its definitely okay to curse fate and throw a tantrum or two. So here I am to tell you all that stuff and more. to let you know where I stand, which is right in your corner. There is no right or wrong way at a time like this. However you work through this thing is immaterial to me. All I care about is that you ask for what you need and lean on those who love you, of which there are many.
lifting you in prayer <A loved one @aol.com>
- Friday, December 17, 2004 9:04 AM CST

Jodi - I am at such a loss for words now. I'm heartbroken for you and your family's loss but know that you are eternally grateful to have had such a wonderful son. Know that my thoughts and prayers are with you, and may your family have peace in this difficult time.
Ginny (Virginia Buchanan) <vdempsey@netdot.com>
Spring, TX - Friday, December 17, 2004 8:42 AM CST

Jodi and Family, I am so sorry for your loss. I pray for your peace and comfort in knowing that Travis will be your guardian angel until you are one day together again in Heaven. Thoughts and prayers from Cleveland, Ohio.
Cindy and Family <cstudnicha@alltel.net>
Cleveland, OH - Friday, December 17, 2004 8:40 AM CST

Jodi and Family: I am so very, very sorry for your loss. Travis is a perfect Angel. I'm so sorry he is no longer physically with you, but know he will always be with you all in everything you do. My thoughts and prayers are with you all. Sending peace to you as you begin this awful, awful journey without your precious son here on Earth.
Carol Mack (Mom2Angelz Meghan & Taylor) www.caringbridge.org/fl/meghansjourney <tmcmbm@aol.com>
Titusville, FL USA - Friday, December 17, 2004 8:35 AM CST

Just know that you are being prayed for around this country. May God wrap his arms around you and your family and bring you strength and peace.
J Henderson <jhenderson6061@charter.net>
Birmingham, Al - Friday, December 17, 2004 8:12 AM CST

To Jodi & your family,
I've followed Travis's battle from the LLS board and wanted to tell you how so sorry I am for your loss. My prayers are with you and your entire family during this difficult time. I lost my sister at 25 to AML in August and it's just not right that such young lives are cut short by this horrible horrible disease. Take care, now and over the coming months...Travis will always be with you, every moment of the day...
Gina
Boston, MA USA - Friday, December 17, 2004 8:06 AM CST

Jodi and Family,
I have been following Trav's story on the lls boards since my sil was dx almsot 2yrs ago. I'm soo sorry for your loss, Trav was truly an inspiration, and wise beyond beyond his years. he fought the good fight, and now he is at peace with no pain in heaven. I'll keep you and your family in my prayers.
Gwen Maccarone <jamiemacc14@yahoo.com>
Warwick, R.I USA - Friday, December 17, 2004 8:05 AM CST

Jodi, Marv, & Cody,
I am so sorry to hear Travis lost his battle. Please know that you and your family are in my prayers. God Bless. "Fly free Travis".
Michelle Zammat <whisperpur@yahoo.com>
Belcamp, MD USA - Friday, December 17, 2004 7:52 AM CST

I'm so sorry for your loss. You are in my prayers.
Carla
Sioux Falls, SD - Friday, December 17, 2004 7:46 AM CST

Jodi,
I have been following your story on the LLS boards since my own son was dx with ALL on 9/15/04. I can not imagine what you are going through right now, as this is the most devastating thing that can happen to a parent. I just hope that the prayers and thoughts from your LLS "family" can give you some comfort during this difficult time.
Katrina <gklaube@aol.com>
St. Paul, MN USA - Friday, December 17, 2004 7:43 AM CST

I am so sorry for your lose. I lost my brother 2 years ago to ALL. My heart aches for you. I will keep you in my prayers.
Britt Spinelli <nwspinel@smsd.org>
Shawnee, KS USA - Friday, December 17, 2004 7:38 AM CST

Dear Jodi, Marv & Cory, as I was driving into work this morning there was a lone, bright star shining over Fruitport. This star stayed in the sky, even as the sky was lightening up with the morning sun. I felt it was Travis watching over his family and friends. He will always be with you. My sympathy in what you are having to experience.
Pam Hackney <phackney@fruitport.k12.mi.us>
- Friday, December 17, 2004 7:27 AM CST

I'm so, so sorry you've lost your amazing son. What he gift he was to even strangers here in his earthly life. Awe inspiring, really.
May the fact that you, his family, shared with the world such a wonderful presence and supported his choices with his illness give you some comfort.
Your pain is immeasurable. But Trav's is no more.....

Bless you all.....
lisa <lisacallenwood@aol.com>
jersey shore, nj usa - Friday, December 17, 2004 7:27 AM CST

Jodi,
My heart is broken for you. Just know that a lot of people are thinking about you.

Carrie
VA Beach, VA USA - Friday, December 17, 2004 7:26 AM CST

So very very sorry for your loss.
Tears and hugs from Italy.
Sabrina <morini@agriflex.it>
Forl�, FC Italy - Friday, December 17, 2004 7:05 AM CST

I'm so very sorry for your loss. Sending you comforting thoughts during this time.
Jenn Hartley <ronjenn696@prodigy.net>
Bensalem, PA USA - Friday, December 17, 2004 6:57 AM CST

Bless your hearts. I am so sorry for your pain and loss of Travis. What a precious young man and what a trooper. May the Father comfort you in your agonizing pain and bring the "peace that surpasses understanding".
Shannon Ede <shannon@edefamily.net>
Round Rock, TX - Friday, December 17, 2004 6:55 AM CST

Justin got a call last night about Travis I'm truly so sorry for your deep loss. Our hearts and prayers go to all of you and may you find peace in the coming days. God Bless you all! I'm so sorry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Janet Mathis <janet@seniorresources.us>
Fruitport, MI - Friday, December 17, 2004 6:10 AM CST

Oh God Jodi, I am so sorry. I didn't come check on him last night before I went to bed like I ususally do! I know that there is nothing that I can say to ease your pain. But please know that I am praying for you and your family.
Debby Roberts <djfrro@aol.com>
- Friday, December 17, 2004 6:01 AM CST

I am so very sorry for your loss. I wilsh I had magic words to make you feel better right now but there are none. You are in my thoughts and prayers. May God give you peace.

Fly free Angel Travis. You fought the fight and are now free of cancer. Stay close to your family and remind them that you will always be there in love and spirit.

Terri <tlc2866@sbcglobal.net>
Manchester, CT - Friday, December 17, 2004 5:26 AM CST

I am so sorry. I am praying for peace and strength for all of you.
Tammy Nettina <tsnettina@msn.com>
Lithia, FL USA - Friday, December 17, 2004 5:13 AM CST

I'm so very sorry to hear of your loss. My heart aches for all of you. Oh how I hate AML!!! May God, your family and friends continue to comfort you and give you strength.

Much love...
Terry Snyder (Angel Jalen's "Am-Maw") http://www.caringbridge.org/fl/jalen <vix207@aol.com>
Royal Palm Beach, FL - Friday, December 17, 2004 4:37 AM CST

Jodi, Marv and family our hearts and thoughts are with you all. We are so sorry. We hope all the prayers will help you through this. Travis was a strong young man and fought as hard as he could. You've all been through so much. Just know we carry you in our hearts.
Sincerely,
Charlene & Bill Thompson
Charlene Thompson <Charleyeve2@aol.com>
Muskegon, MI USA - Friday, December 17, 2004 4:16 AM CST

My heart is breaking tonight for your family. Travis will be greatly missed but always remembered. May God grace you with strength through this tough time. All my love and prayers.

www.caringbridge.org/az/emily
Angela Kornack <akornack@cox.net>
Phoenix, az USA - Friday, December 17, 2004 1:37 AM CST

I am so sorry to read of Travis' passing. I could tell he was a very special person, just by reading what you wrote about him. Your entire family will be in my prayers.
Love, Hilary
Hilary <Dncr510@aol.com>
NJ, USA - Friday, December 17, 2004 1:01 AM CST

I'm so very sorry for your loss. Please don't second guess your choices with concern for what other people think of them in the days to come. Only you have walked in your particular shoes and you made the choices that best suited your situation. I would think the worst thing you could have done for Travis would have been to NOT honor him with the right to make his own choices. He was bright, brave, mature and fully capable of knowing what felt best for him. I applaud you for allowing him that right, and honor him you most certainly did.

Rest in peace now Travis and I'll be praying for all of the loved ones you left behind. I know your absence must be so very difficult for them.

Lisa
Borger, TX USA - Friday, December 17, 2004 0:02 AM CST

My heart breaks for your family. You had a real special yound man and I admire you for your courge to let him make his own mind up about his treatment. My prayers are with you.
Karen Rucks <mamarucks@cox.net>
Oceanside, CA 92057 - Thursday, December 16, 2004 11:56 PM CST

I know that words are inadequate right now, but I had to stop by and tell you that I'm heartbroken for your loss today. Travis was an amazing young man and I learned a lot about life by reading his story here. Thank you for sharing your family, your life and your son with me. I am a better person today for having "known" Travis. I know that he was greated in heaven by those that went ahead of him and that he will wait to be reunited with his family again one day. I will keep you all in my thoughts and prayers.
Lisa
Lynnwood, WA - Thursday, December 16, 2004 11:47 PM CST

I did not know Travis, but I wanted to send my prayers out to the family as they have lost someone very special. Stay Strong during this time, as I know it is very difficult.
Michele <Orchid1785@aol.com>
FL USA - Thursday, December 16, 2004 11:43 PM CST

When tomorrow starts without me

When tomorrow starts without me,
And I'm not there to see;
If the sun should rise and find your eyes
All filled with tears for me;
I wish so much you wouldn't cry
The way you did today,

While thinking of the many things,
We didn't get to say.
I know how much you love me,
As much as I love you,
And each time that you think of me,
I know you'll miss me too;

But when tomorrow starts without me,
Please try to understand,
That an angel came and called my name,
And took me by the hand,
And said my place was ready,
In heaven far above,
And that I'd have to leave behind
All those I dearly love.
But as I turned to walk away,
A tear fell from my eye,
For all my life, I'd always thought,
I didn't want to die.
I had so much to live for,
So much yet to do,
It seemed almost impossible,
That I was leaving you.
I thought of all the yesterdays,
The good ones and the bad,
I thought of all the love we shared,
And all the fun we had.

If I could relive yesterday,
Just even for awhile,
I'd say good-bye and kiss you
And maybe see you smile.
But then I fully realized,
That this could never be
For emptiness and memories,
Would take the place of me.

And when I thought of worldly things,
I might miss come tomorrow,
I thought of you, and when I did,
My heart was filled with sorrow.
But when I walked
through heaven's gates,
I felt so much at home.

So when tomorrow starts without me,
Don't think we're far apart,
For every time you think of me,
I'm right here, in your heart.

I am so incredibly sorry for your loss. Praying for you always
alyssa <sabiemc@aol.com>
orlando, fl usa - Thursday, December 16, 2004 11:26 PM CST

Jodi,
I'm so sorry to read that Travis died today. He's no longer in pain-that's a good thing; I only wish he could be that way & still with you. I'm lighting my special candle & KNOW that Ryan will be watching for him. Love & hugs from California.
Pat <patricia.manning@comcast.net>
Antioch, CA USA - Thursday, December 16, 2004 11:25 PM CST

I wanted to say how sorry I am to hear of your loss. May God Bless you all.
Claire <clairehand@conwaycorp.net>
Conway, AR usa - Thursday, December 16, 2004 11:24 PM CST

Jodi and friends and family of Travis, I pray that your sorrow will be lighter as each person shares their voice and meets here in spirit to carry the burden of this incredible loss with you. I pray that you will take joy and comfort in knowing that Travis' life touched many and will continue to do so through the amazing life he lived and his awesome gift of courage he demonstrated in these last days. Your gift of love will be a lesson to all of us who hear of this heartbreaking period in your lives - I pray you take courage and comfort knowing that you are a magnificent example of love in action, love supreme. I pray that your sorrow is soon accompanied by peace and comfort and your blessings will continue to show God's hand and Travis's touch so you'll know he'll not be forgotten.
Brenda Kelley <yellekadnerb@hotmail.com>
Los Alamos, NM 87544 - Thursday, December 16, 2004 11:22 PM CST

I've only been following Travis' story for a couple of months, but I have been checking in on him at least twice a day of late, thinking of you all often. I want you to know, first, how truly sorry I am that you have lost your wonderful son. But also, that I think you are terribly brave, and I have so much respect for the decisions that you have made, and the one that you let him make. I am sure that being at home with you, meant that his passing was as peaceful as he could have wanted. I am thinking of you today.
Melissa <joelmelissam97@hotmail.com>
Brisbane, Qld AUSTRALIA - Thursday, December 16, 2004 11:16 PM CST

I was heartbroken to hear of Travis' passing today. I just wanted to leave you a note and let you know that he was so special and he will always be remembered by all of us at Quilts of Love.
God Bless you all,
Jean

Jean ~ Quilts of Love <jean@quiltsoflove.com>
Tucson, AZ - Thursday, December 16, 2004 11:07 PM CST

Jodi, you and your family are in my thoughts and prayers. I'm so sorry you lost Travis today and wish we could all be there to give you a big hug.
Shirley Jones
Kansas City, MO - Thursday, December 16, 2004 10:58 PM CST

I am so incredibly sorry for your loss...I came across your page from the Lymphoma/Leukemia site (my father has MM)and while I have followed all of your posts and looked at your lovely pictures, I haven't written in your guest book until now...Since I don't know you personally, I really didn't know what to write, but I figured I am probably not the only "random person" to pass through and I wanted to let you know that your story touched the heart of a stranger and you are and have been very much in my thoughts...words can not take away the pain, but hopefully knowing so many people are thinking about you will help make it a little more bearable.
Randy <catuck112@aol.com>
Basking Ridge, NJ USA - Thursday, December 16, 2004 10:38 PM CST

Travis had the kindest and sweetest of heart and soul. Your family can be very proud. That will live on with all of you - as part of you forever, as well as his courage and strength, which touched so so many and will continue to do so.

Love, hugs, and sincere sympathy.

Donna Antinnes & Family
Sweet Valley, PA United States - Thursday, December 16, 2004 10:34 PM CST

I have been following Travis' story for about 4 weeks and have checked on him daily. I was saddened to hear of your loss tonight. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. Even though I did not know you or your family personally, I believe you are a dynamic family with an amazing son. May the spirit of love surround you and your family....
pc <pchasko@yahoo.com>
plano, tx - Thursday, December 16, 2004 10:33 PM CST

Please know that many at DeVos Children's Hospital hold you close in thought and prayer. Hearts were sad tonight to find out about Travis. Many said, "What a cool kid!" as they were thinking about your guitar playing computer whiz...a valiant courageous young warrior who left this world on his terms. May you find comfort in faith, family and friends. How blessed Travis was to know that you were there with him no matter what....especially in putting his needs before your own. Always and forever will he hold a special place in our hearts.
Jodi (child life) <jodi.bauers@spectrum-health.org>
Grand Rapids, MI - Thursday, December 16, 2004 10:33 PM CST

I am so very sorry to hear the sad news that Travis lost his battle today! I hope that knowing he is no longer in pain or suffering makes your sorrow a little less painful. I will keep you all in my thoughts and prayers!
Valerie Holek <jrnyval@sbcglobal.net>
Springfield, MO USA - Thursday, December 16, 2004 9:41 PM CST

It's hard to lose someone that you love. But know that he is now in heaven with no more pain doing the things he loves with ease. He will be missed But he will always be with you. Know you have an angel who will be there to support you on your good days and your bad just as you did for him.
My prayers to Travi's family during this hard time. Know you have many people who support you.
Chrissy
ct 06062 - Thursday, December 16, 2004 9:39 PM CST

To Jodi, Marv, Cory and the rest of the family:

Travis was a remarkable young man and he's at peace now. I wish I could do something to take away your pain and sorrow. Please know that my prayers are with you.

Love, Rene Miller
Rene Miller <renepdx@comcast.net>
Portland, OR - Thursday, December 16, 2004 8:04 PM CST

Jodi,
I wish I could just give you a hug and somehow make it better. I know I can't, so just know that you're in our thoughts and prayers.
Love,
Stephanie
Stephanie Armstrong <stephaniea@austin.rr.com>
- Thursday, December 16, 2004 7:00 PM CST

Jodi I am so sorry...Travis really was an angel, long before he earned his wings. You know we are here when you need us...I'm so so sad, I cannot know your pain...no mom should ever go through what you have had to. But, Travis is at peace. It's still so unreal.
Love you sweetie.
Joni
Yucca Valley, Ca usa - Thursday, December 16, 2004 5:27 PM CST

hey i can imagin how hard this must be for your family. my thoughts are with u

www.caringbridge.org/canada/89
nakita <sk8ting_for_life@hotmail.com>
victoria, bc canada - Thursday, December 16, 2004 3:32 PM CST

Jodi - Since Karl's diagnosis the hardest parts have been watching him go through the tortures they call a cure. Travis is a remarkable, mature and brave young man to decide that he has had enough. I will think of his courage for the rest of my life and when Karl is older I will tell him about this super guy who faced the worst head on. You don't need to defend yours or Trav's decision to anyone.
Judy P. , mommy to Karl, 5 yrs old,Dx 6/03
Judy Pamer <Kevinpamer@aol.com>
Aliquippa, PA - Thursday, December 16, 2004 3:20 PM CST

Dear Lind gang,
How many of us have the opportunity to prepare for what God has planned for us? Of course we should live like we're dying and show love to one another on a daily basis, but some of us think that we have tomorrow to make things right with God and one another. Hold Travis dear and remember the good that he has in him....To spare his mother, father, brother and family members more pain. God works in mysterious ways. In whatever time that Travis has left, whether it be a day, year, or decade, love has prevailed in his relationship with you all. Many people strive for a love so strong and lasting. Thank God that you have this and treasure this gift.
friend <friend@wherever.com>
- Thursday, December 16, 2004 2:09 PM CST

Jodi,
I deeply honor the depth of your love and respect for your son. Holding you, Travis and your whole family in the light, Eva.
Eva Van den Broeck <eva michaele@skynet.be>
Brussels, Belgium - Thursday, December 16, 2004 1:00 PM CST

Jodi..my heart goes out to you, Travis and your family. I understand completly the decission you and your husband made to support Travis. This is the most unselfish show of love I've ever seen. God bless you. You, Travis and your family are still in my thoughts and prayers. Take care. Julianna's Mom Mom (Julianna was diagnosed with Acute Lymphoblastic Leukemia Feb 25, 2004)
Marcia Hornberger <aerobicfit@aol.com>
Frisco, Tx USA - Thursday, December 16, 2004 12:46 AM CST

Jodi:

I have been deeply touched by Travis. He is such a brave, mature and kind young man. He must have marvelous parents. Your post today was terrific and really explained what a painful decision this has been for you and Travis.

God Bless

George
George <cgntal@optonline.net>
Morris Township, NJ USA - Thursday, December 16, 2004 12:27 AM CST

You are in my prayers. What an awful choice to have to make. You are absolutely right, it has to be Travis' decision. He is certainly old enough to understand what is going on and what the implication of his choices are. I'm sure he wouldn't choose to be in this situation either. He's the one who has to endure the treatments and he knows first hand what they are like and given the alternatives, he knows whether the fight at this point is worth it to him. It isn't giving up, its just recognizing reality which is awful, but it is what it is. May God be with all of you at this time and may He grant peace to each of you with whatever will be.
Connie
Fairfax, VA - Thursday, December 16, 2004 11:57 AM CST

Jodi,
I am sorry you felt you had to "explain" yourself to people. It's funny. . . when Joshua was diagnosed, I thought "Wow, this is the perfect age for him to be sick because he doesn't know any different and he can't fight our decisions." But then another parent looked at me and said "No, MY daughter is at the right age. She can tell me where it hurts, she can help me change her dressing without having to pin her down (like we were doing with Joshua as I was talking to her hehehe) and she has some say with the doctors on what we do to her body." I was dumbfounded after that, each parent had reasons they felt that their child was at the ideal age to be sick. With that said, Travis has helped you with some of the most difficult and horrific challenges that a parent must face. If I were to face this choice when my son was sick, I would be scared stiff that I wouldn't have known "what Joshua would have really wanted." Travis has told you. . . and you listened. That is an amazing parent/child relationship. Something that no illness, no questioning, no event (life or death) can take away.
You are in our thoughts and prayers.
Renee
www.caringbridge.com/ny/my2angels <rcurk@aol.com>
- Thursday, December 16, 2004 11:55 AM CST

I totally respect the decision you made to leave it up to Travis. I think that it was the right thing to do. It is him that has to fight so hard to make through transplant and if he is not wanting to do that then why make him. My heart goes out to you. I know that the world is losing someone truly special and God is gaining a wonderful Angel. We pray for peace and strength for you and your family. Lots of love.

www.caringbridge.org/az/emily
Angela and Emily Kornack <akornack@cox.net>
Phoenix, Az USA - Thursday, December 16, 2004 11:08 AM CST

Dear Jodi,

My heart goes out to you all. What a brave son you have. I really applaud you for allowing your son to make his own decision. Although I do not know you, please know that my prayers will be with all of you.
Maria
Arlington, MA USA - Thursday, December 16, 2004 10:20 AM CST

Dear Jodi, Marv, Trav and Cory, Just want to let you know how much I love you all, and I so wish things could be better for you. Jodi, I need to tell you what a brave lady you are, and I'm proud that you're my niece. I love you so much. And you, too Marv. You guys are both awesome. It has to be very difficult to have to deal with what you've been going through, and are still going through. It's definitely the right thing to allow Trav to make his own decisions. After all, nobody but him can know how awful it is to endure the horrendous things he's been through already. Travis, I pray that you can find peace and that you won't have to hurt anymore. You're the bravest young man I've ever known. As for Christmas, you're right, it's all about giving, and you've given your family and everyone who knows you the greatest gift anyone could give, the privelege of knowing such a brave and wonderful person. God Bless you and keep you always. Aunt Judi
Judi Garvey <lovergirl_123_@hotmail.com>
Newaygo, MI USA - Thursday, December 16, 2004 2:40 AM CST

Hi Jodi...

Been checking the guest book, and I'm so sorry ..I can't even find the words, I'm just so sorry. How are you doing?? You don't have to be so brave you know. I am just in tears thinking about what your family is going through. You are such a great mom, and Travis is one amazing man. I'm just praying for peace...

Love Ya,
Joni
Joni
Ca USA - Thursday, December 16, 2004 0:59 AM CST

Hello -- I am a "stranger" who has been following Travis' journey and your love for him for some months now (by way of Katia's site). No "outsider" should ever question the decisions made by a loving family walking this journey. I will continue to pray for Travis and all of you daily.
Joan Hansen <JHansen565@aol.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Wednesday, December 15, 2004 10:20 PM CST

Dear Travis' Mom and Dad,

I just read your entry and decided to share my own story about my child. My daughter was a fiesty, clever, funny and deeply soulful child, she was approaching her 6th birthday when she relasped. Her prognosis from the start was not good, however we were hopeful that she would be the one that made it. When she did relapse 6 months following her BMT we were offered a couple chemo options... none would save her life. We chose to let her live her life to the fullest without meds, just some herbs and accupressure. We lived each day doing all the things she loved to do which lasted about 6 months. One night she began to vomit, it was caused from the pressure of the tumor in her brain. I was talking on the phone to the doc and my sweet, girl was screaming at the top of her lungs that she did not want to go to the hospital, we decided to try and manage the pressure in her brain with steroids at home and the vomiting did stop. She never had to step foot in a hospital again, many of our friends and family think we made a bad decison by letting her call the shots. I do not think so, she knew more than we could ever fathom. It is so heartbreaking to care for and witness some of the most horrendously painful procedures our children endure, not to mention the the effects of chemo. We cannot know the degree of anguish our children truly go through.

You are awesome parents, your son is an awesome young man and I pray that he finds peace with his decision. He knows what he is up against, and there is not anyone who can understand it more than him. You will second guess yourself allowing him to make this decison, get all the facts and statistics, talk to a doctor you trust and ask candidly what he or she thinks about your sons prognosis with and without the BMT. You will most likely find that your son has made an infomred decison, based on personal experience and scientific reasoning. It is unthinkable that your sweet, innocent boy should have to carry such a burden. I will offer up your family in my daily prayers. May God continue to give you courage and strength to face each day with HOPE.

Peace and Hugs,

Cathy
Cathy <seckfourangelone.mcnpk@verizon.net>
Upland, CA USA - Wednesday, December 15, 2004 10:08 PM CST

Jodi, After reading your latest entry I was surprised, no shocked, that anyone felt they had the right to question your decision. And I agree with what so many others have said about your, and Travis', decision. After all he is 17, not 7 & I remember when my son was that age. It is his right to decide. I'm just so sorry that this is how it has to be be.

Sincerely,
Marilyn50
- Wednesday, December 15, 2004 8:29 PM CST

Jodi ... I have not walked in your shoes, and I hope I never do. I know very little about the various treatments except what I read on the many CaringBridge sites I visit each day. I have been following your updates on Travis for only a few weeks, but I never once questioned you allowing Travis to make the decision. So, he's 17 ... less than a year from being an "adult" in legal terms. Frankly, I think Travis became an adult quite some time ago ... out of necessity. He has the experience and wisdom that many of us will not achieve. Plus, he knows his own body ... not to sound trivial, but its like the Gambler's song ... you got to know when to hold 'em, know when to fold 'em. From what I've read of others' experiences as well as your journal about Travis, I would compare the physically gruelling aspects of treatment to participating in an Ironman competition daily for weeks or months at a time.

I respect 100% Travis' decision. IMHO, others should also give Travis the dignity and respect that he deserves and has earned.

Rock on, Travis! You are a very courageous young man, and I wish I had the opportunity to know you personally and hear you play the guitar (my husband also plays the guitar, and I surprised him one year for his birthday with a swamp ash custom Strat - its gorgeous!). Go with dignity and foremost, Vaja con Dios (okay, I don't know if I spelled that right, but its Spanish for Go With God). You are in my heart, thoughts and prayers, Travis.

Blessings,
Terri ^San Diego Angels MSN Group^ <frost_t_one@dslextreme.com>
North San Diego County, CA USA - Wednesday, December 15, 2004 7:33 PM CST

i am thinking and praying for you guys. i am so proud of the way you all have worked together. you are a good example of how a family should support each other. {{{hugs}}}
jane dunkelberg
- Wednesday, December 15, 2004 6:38 PM CST

You did a wonderful grace-filled job explaining all of that. People who haven't been through it cannot imagine it. They haven't seen the child with inflamed toxifying organs writhing in pain, vomiting and peeing blood, crying every time they swallow because the mouth sores are so bad, or being in ICU with infections and delusional with fevers. The just don't know how awful it can get. Travis has such a rare and difficult leukemia with both major types in his body. He has been a great fighter and I'm sure you are so very proud of how well he has fought. It takes tremendous courage to entrust ourselves to the Creator and Author of life and know that His plans are bigger than our own. He loved you enough to die for you so you could be with him forever.
Our prayers are with you Travis. Patrick and I will be praying hard for the Father to hold you close and ease your pain and erase any fear. We will pray for your loving parents too. They love you so much. God's peace.
Shannon Ede <shannon@edefamily.net>
Round Rock, TX - Wednesday, December 15, 2004 6:37 PM CST

Well, I have to start by saying I completely understand your feelings. Transplant is no easy thing and for some it is just down right a devastating fight. Some seem to be able to go through with ease and others with every single bump in the road and then a few mountains to climb. I can only say this because I have been witness to it. With Katia having only been 3, basically she just puts her faith in her parents and doctors but with teenagers, it isn't that easy. Not only do they have a lot of say but they also know a lot more about the possible good and bad outcomes of transplant. With Travis having just went through transplant he not only easily remembers the hard times, he is still going through those. I am sorry you would have to feel like you owe an explination but you gave that explination with such grace and compassion and I am sure Travis has been raised with that same grace and compassion. Although he is only 17 years old, we all know that cancer treatments and many other medical treatments mature these children extremely fast, giving them a huge understanding of the ups and downs of life and the appreciation of each day lived. When Travis comes to my mind, I envision a fighter who likes to have fun with his friends and just embraces life. No matter what his decision, that is the Travis I will always envision. Love, Tracy and Katia (a.k.a. "The Ladybug")
Fighting leukemia AML with a vengence!
Sharing Hope on the Wings of a Ladybug

Tracy and Katia <tmsol87@aol.com>
- Wednesday, December 15, 2004 5:46 PM CST

I wanted you to know how much I admire and respect you as a Mother for supporting Travis in his decision. It takes a bigger person to accept what you're facing vs forcing an unwanted devastating course of treatment on him. You're giving him the respect and dignity he is so, so deserving of.
My husband underwent a BMT about 9 years ago and it was horrendous to watch a grown man suffer through it. It escapes my comprehension as to how difficult it must have been for you and Travis.
Please know my thoughts and prayers are with you.....you owe NOBODY an explanation as to your decisions beyond yourself and your beloved son.
Lisa <lisacallenwood@aol.com>
jersey shore, nj usa - Wednesday, December 15, 2004 5:34 PM CST

I also have a child with leukemia, and I hope that if I am ever in your shoes I will be able to handle it with as much grace and compassion towards my daughter as you have shown for Travis. I have been never signed your guestbook before but I check in on you regularly. I just wanted you to know that you and your family are in my prayers daily. Travis is a very special young man, and an inspiration!

Patty White <peacen05@yahoo.com>
Richmond, VA USA - Wednesday, December 15, 2004 5:10 PM CST

Dear Jodi and Travis,

As a mother and ALL survivor, I know too well both sides of what your family is going through. I think it takes more love and courage for you to allow your son to make his own decisions regardless if it is what you'd wish for. It makes me very angry to think that people are judging you and your decison because until they walk in your families shoes they can not begin to comprehend the magnitude of Travis's pain and suffering. I was diagonosed in 1979 and did experience one relapse in 1982. I can not say that I would not have made the same decision as Travis had I relapsed again. The long and harsh chemo protocol is a lot to endure. People do not understand that cancer patients not only have physical pain but the emotional scars that last beyond what you can see o the surface. I still have bouts of severe depression and physical long term side effects from my years of therapy. I admire your selfless love and support you are providing for Travis. I am so sorry you and your family have to make these tough decisions and I will continue to pray for you all.
Lisa Jenkinson <Lisajenkinson@yahoo.com>
Lorton, VA usa - Wednesday, December 15, 2004 4:31 PM CST

You should never feel as if you have to justify you and your families decisions. Each person and family must choose what they feel is best for them. They have to walk down each road and sometimes that road is very rough. These are decisions and choices that no family should be forced to make for themselfs or their child.

Please know that my thoughts and prayers are with you, Trav and all of your family.

Jennifer Miles www.caringbridge.org/mn/deemartinson <jennifer.miles@thomson.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Wednesday, December 15, 2004 3:44 PM CST

I am sorry that you need to justify your decisions to others. I unfortunately know how you feel. My sister was diagnosed with rhabdomyosarcoma in her cheek at 20. She was an adult and could make her decisions on her own. She did chemo and radiation and had a two month period of remission before it came back. Surgeons got involved and only gave her a 10% chance of it working and if it did she would be severely deformed and would have to go through numerous surgeries. She decided against it. She tried some more chemo but it didn�t work and she just decided to stop. My parents and I supported that decision. She passed away in March at the age of 22. Some people thought we should have forced to have the surgery, at least she would be alive they said. But what life would she really have and for how much longer would she have lived. What I found was that so many people focused on how many years a person lives. Not the quality of those years. I found this quote that I used it at her service and I would like to share it with you.

And in the end it's not the years in your life that count. It's the life in your years. - Abraham Lincoln

Travis is a very brave young man and he is so lucky to have a family that supports him. I am so sorry that you all have to go through this. You are all in my prayers.
Take care and God Bless.

Bree Wlodyka www.caringbridge.org/pa/brynnwlodyka <adt0123@hotmail.com>
Drexel Hill, PA USA - Wednesday, December 15, 2004 1:44 PM CST

I am so sorry that you felt the need to explain your decision. You shouldn't have to. Everyone needs to make the right choice for themselves, and no one has the right to judge anyone else. My thoughts and prayers are with your family at this difficult time. Don't waste one more precious second worrying about what anyone else thinks or feels. Take all that energy and thought and direct it toward Travis. God Bless.
Kristen <holtk@adelphia.net>
Pittsburgh, PA - Wednesday, December 15, 2004 1:04 PM CST

Jodi: No one has the right to question your decision nor that of your child and the rest of your family. If the majority of people saw what these kids go thru during chemo, before transplant and after, they would certainly understand your son's decision. You are an awesome mom and none of us should ever have to lose our children to this awful, awful disease. I can't imagine how proud you are of your son, I'm proud of him and I don't even know him. My thoughts and prayers are with you all.
Carol Mack (Mom2Angelz Meghan & Taylor) www.caringbridge.org/fl/meghansjourney <tmcmbm@aol.com>
Titusville, FL USA - Wednesday, December 15, 2004 12:59 AM CST

Jodi, Marv and Trav... other people have no right to question you and should be ashamed of themselves for doing so. My husband had AML and died this past February post-transplant from multi-organ failure. The chemo their bodies must endure is so very harsh on their entire body. You have to not only be prepared mentally but physically - which they have no control of. Trav doesn't have the latter, his body is already damaged so much from previous treatments and therapies. It is HIS choice and I commend you for giving him the right to that choice. Even though I do not know you I can feel not only what an incredible Mom you are but the incredible person you are. Keep pluggin away you are doing great!
Kristyn Darling <kristynd@ettravel.com>
Mt. Carmel , Canada - Wednesday, December 15, 2004 12:14 AM CST

I can't believe that anyone would question the decisions being made. Seventeen is old enough to know what you want and he'd be the one ultimately dealing with all the effects of another transplant. Frankly 80% chance of the Leukemia returning is pretty grim and I'd personally rather live a life up in the sky flying around with my beautiful wings. He's showing his strength by making his own decisions and you letting him do so is the greatest gift you can give him. I will be praying for a miracle for Travis. You're obviously a very special family and I wish you nothing but the best
Danielle ~*Friends of Allie*~ <dfdelacruz@excite.com>
Santa Clarita, CA USA - Wednesday, December 15, 2004 11:49 AM CST

Jodi and family,
I'm really sorry to hear that people are questioning your decision to allow Travis make his own choices. Those people clearly and fortunatly haven't been faced with the the decisions you all have had to make. I've added Travis to the prayer list at my church. Brandon is proof that miracles do happen and we are lifting Travis up in prayer. God has a plan for him whatever it may be. I can only imagine the pain you are feeling and I'm sure what I'm thinking doesn't even come close to the reality of it. I miss you all and wish I could see you.
Amanda Meek <amanda.meek@utmg.org>
Collierville, Tn USA - Wednesday, December 15, 2004 11:45 AM CST

I applaud your bravery and your personal decision-making. You all continue to remain in my prayers.
Laura and Angel Ryan <lladd@iupui.edu/www.caringbridge.org/fl/ryan>
- Wednesday, December 15, 2004 11:32 AM CST

Dear Jodi & family

Iwanted to let you know that people are thinking about you. Sending prayers & gifts of hope your way.

In faith, love, hope & healing
Laurie
madison, WI - Wednesday, December 15, 2004 10:51 AM CST

Jodi,
My son was 15 when he was diagnosed with rhabdomyosarcoma and 17 when he died. Except for the initial round of treatment, which we felt that we had no choice but to try, he made all of his own decisions. We would talk about them first, but ultimately, the decisions were his. And since it was his body and his life, that's the way it should have been. You're doing just what you should be doing; supporting your son when and how he needs you most. To do anything diffrent would be a BIG injustice to Travis. My heart is with all of you.
Pat <patricia.manning@comcast.net>
Antioch, CA USA - Wednesday, December 15, 2004 10:38 AM CST

Jodi, Please don't ever doubt the decisions the you and Travis have made. As a leukemia mom myself I know that they were the hardest choices that a parent can ever be faced with. Sometimes the treatment and the effects of it are far worse that the illness and the end result is the same. Travis fought as hard as he could and I think that he is the bravest young man on this earth right now. He knows what is happening and he is at peace with himself and with God. If anyone is telling you that you made the wrong decision in letting him go, they have obviosly never seen the fight that it takes to bring a child through transplant and the toll it takes on there allready frail body's. I wish with all my heart that no one had to go through what you are going through.
Debby Roberts <Djfrro@aol.com>
- Wednesday, December 15, 2004 10:28 AM CST

Travis, Jodi, Marv and Family -
I have to say I am surprised that people are questioning your decisions. No one can know all the facts behind it and you have to do what you feel in your hearts is the right thing. You are all very brave and strong people, be there for each other and know you have so many of us out here pulling for you!

Love and Kisses,
Alissa Robinow <alissa613@yahoo.com>
San Rafael, CA - Wednesday, December 15, 2004 10:25 AM CST

Dear Travis, Jodi, Marv & Cory
I have been checking your web site every day. Just wanted you to know how many people here at FHS are thinking about you, and keeping you in their prayers. Staff and students both ask about you every day, Travis. You are missed here by more people than you know.
Warmly,
Denise LeClaire
Denise LeClaire <dleclaire@fruitport.k12.mi.us>
Fruitport, MI USA - Wednesday, December 15, 2004 9:34 AM CST

Hey Tavis-

It's Stebelton! I am sorry to hear about you becoming sick again.....I hope that you recover soon! My thoughts and prayers are with you. Merry Christmas and Happy New Year and get better soon.

Jay Stebelton <UNLVMSU@aol.com>
Muskegon, MI USA - Wednesday, December 15, 2004 7:49 AM CST

Travis,
I read the last story that your mom put in about Christmas and how you said Christmas is for giving and you are so right and I know there are a lot of people out that that would give and give and give to beable to take all this pain away from you and your family!!! You are such an amazing person and you will forever remain in everyones hearts! Keep fighting and belive in the power of prayer that it can and will work....you have so many people praying for you and caring for you everyday....
Take care sweetie~
Love you,
Donna Rillema
Donna Rillema <donnajn02@yahoo.com>
Muskegon , Michigan - Wednesday, December 15, 2004 7:40 AM CST

Travis,
Good Morning! How are you doing? I'm so sorry to hear you are not feeling so good. I'm praying for a miracle. God Bless. May you have a blessed day.
Michelle Zammat <whisperpur@yahoo.com>
Belcamp, MD USA - Wednesday, December 15, 2004 7:36 AM CST

Hi Jodi, Marv, Travis and Cory,
We just wanted to let you know again that we are checking the web page everyday to see the updates. And how everyone is doing!
We are thinking about all of you each and everyday and you are all in our thoughts and prayers!
We all love you!
Love,
Tim, Donna, Sarah and Joe
Teh Rillema's <donnajn02@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, December 15, 2004 7:32 AM CST

Jodi and Travis
Just wanted to let you know the parents on the LLS Bulletin Board are following your journey day by day. We care about you and love you. We have you on prayer chains all over the country!! We are COVERING you with prayer from coast to coast! Feel the love from all the people across the country who join to cheer for you and your fight. May God Bless you and hold you in his hand. WE LOVE YOU!!!

Gay and Mary Kate from LLS Bulletin Board <randerson@ticnet.com>
Rockwall, TX USA - Wednesday, December 15, 2004 0:18 AM CST

I am so sorry you're going through such a difficult time. I will be praying for you and your family throughout these difficult days. Blessings to you.
Khalita My Caringbridge Site <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Tuesday, December 14, 2004 10:32 PM CST

I'm so sorry about your "Christmas" weekend. You will remain in my thoughts & prayers.
Sharon Marczuk (carepages.com (care page name: JamesStevenMarczuk) <squeeks6896@msn.com>
Sugar Grove, IL 60554 - Tuesday, December 14, 2004 9:51 PM CST

Sending prayers to all of you from New Jersey.....

Lisa
Jersey Shore, NJ usa - Tuesday, December 14, 2004 5:59 PM CST

I'm praying for you and your family. Keep fighting! And Merry Christmas.
Alayne <Alayne.Swedeen@allina.com>
Isanti, MN - Tuesday, December 14, 2004 4:20 PM CST

I am so sorry about Saturday but as all the great stories tell us, Christmas isn't a day; it is a peace in our hearts. Praying that love, peace and miracles come your way this season.
Judy P., mommy to Karl (LLS Board)
Judy Pamer <Kevinpamer@aol.com>
Aliquippa, PA - Tuesday, December 14, 2004 3:23 PM CST

Fight Travis Fight!!
me <prayingforyou@home.com>
- Tuesday, December 14, 2004 3:00 PM CST

Hi TRavis,
I just dropped by to let you and your family know that all of you are in my thoughts and prayers!
Laurie <Lauriek123@hotmail.com>
Yorkville, IL - Tuesday, December 14, 2004 1:28 PM CST

Thinking of you...

LINDA�S PAGE

Linda Miko <lmiko@wideopenwest.com>
- Tuesday, December 14, 2004 12:59 AM CST

Travis & Jodi - I have signed up several of my friends & family to add you to our prayers. Prayers to give you and your family strength and healing during your war against this insidious disease. I have never met you...but have gotten insight into your personality through your mom and her pictures. You are a wonderful young man...don't give up! I am in contact with another young man in similar circumstances. He just underwent his second bmt Nov 24th. It is not easy, but he is still fighting. And! His second bmt donor was eerily, was almost an exact match to his bone marrow. This person that donated, just signed up!

Well, I will continue to pray and think of you. I have a six-year-old daughter, and a four-year-old son. We all pray for your healing at the dinner table and at bed time. So, if you believe in the power of prayer...you are getting lots! Take care!
Brenda Zwyghuizen <zwyghuizenb@lls.org>
Grand Rapids, MI USA - Tuesday, December 14, 2004 12:54 AM CST

Travis will be in my prayers.
Tina-www.caringbridge.org/md/lance <lneonkia@comcast.net>
- Tuesday, December 14, 2004 11:57 AM CST

Travis
Yes, you are right that Christmas is about giving.
May God bless you as you share with others.
love and prayers
Mrs. Pam
p <preschoolpenpals@yahoo.com>
st louis, mo - Tuesday, December 14, 2004 10:17 AM CST

Jodi, Travis Marv, and Cory,
We want you guys to know that you are all in our thoughts and preyers evceryday! If there is anything at all that you need or that we can do please let us know!
We love you all!
Love,
Tim, Donna, Sarah and Joe
Donna Rillema <donnajn02@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, December 14, 2004 7:30 AM CST

May God be there to help guide you through these times...I lost my beautiful 19 year old daughter to this terrible disease in August. I learned many things from her, determination, dignity and selflessness. We have been blessed to see the miracle of an angel unfold before us... stay strong and never give up hope.
Jane Snow <Snow876607@cs.com>
Pinellas Park, Fl US - Tuesday, December 14, 2004 3:31 AM CST

Traivs, Hang in there, sweetie. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. Stand tall and proud and cherish every moment you have with your loving family and nice looking guitar. Send me an email and let me know how you are doing. Take care buddy!
Tiffany <haydensmomma03@aol.com>
Thurmont, MD USA - Monday, December 13, 2004 9:01 PM CST

You all have been in our constant thoughts and prayers. We love you!
Amy, Jim, Jeremy and Virginia Faeth
Tiffin, OH USA - Monday, December 13, 2004 8:10 PM CST

God bless you and your beautiful son. I will pray for you.
Dana <dcarelli206@juno.com>
Ann Arbor, MI US - Monday, December 13, 2004 5:14 PM CST

Jodi and Travis,
My name is Kristi Jones and I am a friend of Amanda Meek. She sent me your webpage and asked for prayers for you and your family. I am so sorry that you are going through this. Travis, I pray that God will keep you free of pain. Jodi, I pray that you will have strength and comfort and understanding. You are all in my thoughts and prayers often. God Bless You.
Kristi Jones <kwjones1@aol.com>
Vaughan, MS USA - Monday, December 13, 2004 2:06 PM CST

Jodi -

My heart goes out to you and your family during this very difficult time. You are definitely right, you have an awesome son. It amazes me how strong cancer patients are especially the young ones. Their strength & determination are truly amazing. I don't have to tell you to enjoy these times because you learned that lesson long ago. You may want to honor Travis' wish & have family make donations in his HONOR for the holiday's. Appears that Travis would really get a kick out of knowing how many people he has helped during this holiday season. It doesn't mean that he wouldn't be able to use the gifts but more than they are something he doesn't need and therefore would like them gifted to those that do.

My son passed away only 7 months after was was dx w/NHL. During that time there was alot of hospitalization and he didn't like the hospitals much either. Jeff didn't want to go back to the hospital even though they offered until Hospice could get set up. Jeff knew what he wanted or didn't want. He was adamant about being home with no hospital bed.

Although Travis has said no more treatments doesn't mean that the fight is over. Try and make him understand that your crying is a part of life. As a parent it is our job to protect our children & when we can't do that we become very frustrated.

Your family is in my thoughts & prayers. Lean on friends & family they can help if you let them.

In faith, love, hope & healing
Laurie
Madison, WI - Monday, December 13, 2004 1:59 PM CST

Jodi, Travis, and family...
I pray for your comfort and join you in your sadness.

Carrie
VA Beach, VA USA - Monday, December 13, 2004 1:47 PM CST

Jodi, my thoughts and prayers are with you, Travis and your family. I pray for you to have strength and Travis to be pain free. God Bless you all. Julianna Cook's Mom Mom
(Julianna Cook diagnosed with ALL Feb/04)
Marcia Hornberger <aerobicfit@aol.com>
Frisco, Tx USA - Monday, December 13, 2004 12:24 AM CST

Hi Jodi, My prayers are with you, Travis and your whole family. Just remember, love is forever.
Judy P. LLS boards
Judy Pamer <Kevinpamer@aol.com>
Aliquippa, PA - Monday, December 13, 2004 8:11 AM CST

Hey Jodi,

Just peeking in on you all. Your last entry is pretty amazing in itself. Say hello to Trav for me and know that so many of us are thinking of you keeping you close at heart. If Trav wants to know what I'm up to, you can tell him I'm trying to put a button back on to laptop #1. I'm sure he could do it in a flash, but it looks like I'll be waiting for ITM for days!

Always here,

Rhys

Rhys VanDemark <rhysvandemark@spectrum-health.org>
- Monday, December 13, 2004 8:07 AM CST

Hi there,
Travis you are one of the bravest people I know. You are meating this monster head on and taking things on your terms!.
Here's sending you all the luck of the Irish I can...
Fiona Timmons mum to Sophie (6) dx with ALL 15 Feb 02 (lls boards)
fiona timmons <fionatimmons2001@yahoo.ie>
Limerick City, Ireland - Monday, December 13, 2004 6:08 AM CST

Dear Travis-
I just happened to click on a link that led to your website, and after seeing that you have cancer, like me, (i'm a 16 year old girl with ALL, I was diagnosed about 2 months ago)and seeing you with one of my favorite bands, from autumn to ashes, i kept reading and wanted to know more about you. i still don't know much, but from what i've seen your extremely brave. i cried when i read the last journal entry, because i feel like giving up every day. i understand that you've been through so much, and you truly are a hero. there isn't much to say to you, and i can only imagine what you are thinking right now. telling you how incredibly sorry i am probably doesn't mean anything, and thats alright. all i can say is fight like hell. just because you stopped doing the treatments doesn't mean you have given up the fight. the fight from this point on is making sure that you are as happy and comfortable as possible...don't let cancer stop you from doing what you want to do now. i'd love it if you would email me, or talk to me on AIM, but if not i completely understand. your a stranger, but your in my heart and i'm praying for you. much love, adrienne westcott

adri2788
shlepper12@aol.com
Adrienne Westcott <Shlepper12@aol.com>
Cincinnati, OH USA - Monday, December 13, 2004 1:44 AM CST

Travis, Keep fighting! We have followed your story on the LLS web board. You are an inspiration for us all. Draw strength from all the love and prayers that we are sending your way! Amy and Darya, Scottsdale, Arizona
Amy Youssefi <amyyoussefi@hotmail.com>
Scottsdale, AZ USA - Monday, December 13, 2004 1:06 AM CST

Jodi,
I have followed Travis' story since you first posted on the LLS board. There is a huge lump in my throat while I type this. I have prayed and prayed for him to be cured. You are incredibly strong, and you must be a wonderful mom to have raised such an amazing son. May God raise you and Travis up to get you through this.

Kathy Dodge <medmom1@aol.com>
Chesapeake, VA USA - Sunday, December 12, 2004 11:21 PM CST

What an absolutely marvelous loving and giving young man your son is. Wear with pride your love, and know that you enabled him to be the very best.
Kathie Mayo www.caringbridge.org/mn/rachaelmayo <winkatmayo@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, December 12, 2004 4:57 PM CST

Jodi and Trav,
We know you from the LLS Bulletin Board. We are all praying for you every day. I hope God will give you strength. Mary Kate went through chemo, but not nearly even half of what you have had to go through. To have to make the decision you have made, Travis, has got to be the most difficult thing anyone would ever have to do. You are a wonderful, brave, loving, sensitive young man, and your mom is also VERY brave and special. We love you. Feel the prayers coming from Texas! God Bless you!

Gay and Mary Kate from the LLS website <randerson@ticnet.com>
Rockwall, TX USA - Sunday, December 12, 2004 3:16 PM CST

I hope you are having a good day! How was the party last night?
jane dunkelberg
- Sunday, December 12, 2004 11:08 AM CST

Hi Travis and family,
I found your site through Lakota's and want you to know that I am praying for you and your family during this time.
I lost my beautiful daughter, Amy, two years ago to this beast called CANCER! She had bone cancer and underwent extreme surgery for knee and tibia replacement. It was not to be for her to overcome the chemo that was required after surgery, though. She never knew she wouldn't make it and neither did we!! Make the most of this time and know that our family is all praying for you! What a wonderful brave young man you are!!
Amy's mom - Rosemary www.caringbridge.org/sd/amyschroeder <Rosmaburg@aol.com>
- Sunday, December 12, 2004 11:06 AM CST

H Travis,
You are an amazing young man and I know God is smiling down at you with so much pride. We pray for Jesus to keep you safe, for calm and peace, for beautiful days from now until your eternal life begins. You'll rock on forever in the hearts of your earthly family and friends until you reunite for the big concert, the new beginnings, the life we all hope to reach and live. God Bless you and Godspeed in your new journey.
::The Amazing Bailey Grace!::
Terri Peterson and family <terri@stribmail.com>
Ramsey, MN usa - Sunday, December 12, 2004 8:40 AM CST
Hi Travis and family,
This is my first visit to your site but I am deeply touched. I am very saddened to read at what you are now facing. Travis looks about my age, and I guess I feel more connected because of that, especially since I know first-hand what it's like going through cancer as a young adult. I love the photos - Travis just looks like such a wonderful, brave person.

Thinking and praying for your family.
- Karin

PS: I love how his fave band visited him at the hospital! Great photo too.

Karin's Caringbridge Site
vancouver, bc, canada - Sunday, December 12, 2004 2:14 AM CST
Hi Travis and Family...follow your story from the LLS website..my what a brave soul you are. I want you to know you have touched my life and my 13 year old son's life...we follow your story together, know you have made us closer, know you have changed so many lives around the world with your bravery. Be very proud of yourself. Hold your head high for the difference you have made in this great life. You will have many welcoming hands waiting for you. Thank you for being you.
Dawn <pzanghi@hotmail.com>
Franklin, Ma - Saturday, December 11, 2004 10:21 PM CST
Just wanted to let you know that I am STILL thinking of you and your family! I hope you had a great Christmas celebration...! I admire your strength and courage...! I just want to come squeeze and hug you both!!!! Lots of love, thoughts and prayers!
Denise Lindgren <dmlindgren@msn.com>
Broomfield, CO US - Saturday, December 11, 2004 10:09 PM CST
Merry Christmas you guys!
Love you
Nanci <meg85@wallnet.com>
- Saturday, December 11, 2004 8:19 PM CST
Merry Christmas Travis and family.
I pray you will be blessed with a Christmas Miracle!

Tonya <iamtweetpea@yahoo.com>
La Grange, NC - Saturday, December 11, 2004 2:54 PM CST
Travis,
Hope you're having a Happy Christmas today with all your family.
Thinking of you.
love Gemma
www.caringbridge.org/sd/gemma <luigitumminelli@virgilio.it>
SICILY,ITALY - Saturday, December 11, 2004 1:05 PM CST
Travis..you are an amazing man. I have known your mom online for a long time & she has told me stories about what a great kid you are...you hve grown into an amazing man....You don't know how many people love you & are praying for you.You have made a choice nobody should ever have to make in a lifetime. You really are the bravest person I have ever known. Have a Merry Christmas tomorrow and enjoy the time with your family..
Love,
Joni
Joni <Joanbug@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, December 11, 2004 1:23 AM CST
Travis and family,
I'm praying for a miracle for You , do not lose hope and trust in Him always! Amen
Esther Lim <ro_mans_8_31@yahoo.com.sg>
Singapore, Singapore - Saturday, December 11, 2004 0:21 AM CST
I am praying for a miracle for you. The Lord loves you.
Beth Nipps <ooocatz@earthlink.net>
Arcadia, CA USA - Friday, December 10, 2004 11:00 PM CST
God bless you Travis. i am praying for you. Your wisdom about the meaning of Christmas brought me to my knees. I pray that God will grant you a miracle. God bless you.
Shirley <coquillesg@aol.com>
Fl. USA - Friday, December 10, 2004 10:35 PM CST
Travis, Just want you to know I'm thinking of you. Have your mom or dad call if I can do anything. Enjoy your day Saturday. Jessica
Jessica RN <season24@hotmaill.com>
Hopkins, MI - Friday, December 10, 2004 10:24 PM CST
I came across the link to your website from Katia's. Travis, what a very brave, loving young man you are. How proud your family must be. What you are enduring breaks my heart. You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers. Being a mom myself, I cannot even begin to imagine what your mom is feeling and I will be keeping thoughts and prayers for her very close to my heart.
Kelley Fitzgerald (www.caringbridge.com/ny/lindsay)
Rochester, NY - Friday, December 10, 2004 4:37 PM CST
Jodi, Marv, Travis and family: This is my first time to visit you and my heart is heavy for you. You have a truly amazing son. I pray for your strength in the coming days and weeks. God Bless your Heart.

Terri <ricknterrigeorge@cox-internet.com>
Russellville, AR - Friday, December 10, 2004 4:10 PM CST
Travis - You are a very courageous and unselfish person. I admire you very much - you have had to make decisions and deal with very difficult times at such a young age, that it has made you wise beyond your years. Your courage, strength and wisdom are going to be one of the greatest gifts you will leave to your family and friends.
Penny <PRomans@mmbjlaw.com>
Marne, MI USA - Friday, December 10, 2004 1:59 PM CST
I have just come across your site through the Firends of Allie board. I must say, my heart is breaking, yet I am full of awe and admiration for your son and for you. This time must be so hard for your family and I wish I had a magic gift to take it all away from you. Tell Travis he is touching people all over the world! Miracles can happen, so never give up all hope! Much love and respect
Hillari <mizshuckiduck@yahoo.co.uk>
Glasgow, Scotland - Friday, December 10, 2004 12:43 AM CST
Dear Travis...Now it's your time to party like a rock star! :-) Eat whatever you want and spend your time doing all your favorite things..you have deserved every bit of it!!!
Cynthia ~~Friends of Allie~~ <cclark@pekinhigh.net>
East Peoria, IL, - Friday, December 10, 2004 12:29 AM CST
Travis what a very special person you are. I hope you enjoy your time with your family tomorrow. My prayers and thoughts are with you and your family.
Sharon
Los Angeles, - Friday, December 10, 2004 12:24 AM CST
What a truly amazing young man! But, a child's first and most important teacher is his Mother. What an outstanding job you have done. Keeping you in our prayers and wishing you peace.
Love, Cindy and Family <cstudnicha@alltel.net>
Cleveland, OH USA - Friday, December 10, 2004 11:43 AM CST
What an amazing young man you are. You truly understand the meaning of giving. You will be in my thoughts and prayers.
Betsy - Friends of Allie <betsy@cdiweb.com>
Lakewood, CO 80228 - Friday, December 10, 2004 11:32 AM CST
Jodi, my heart is breaking for you!
Travis, You are a handsome young man!!! I pray you get to spend some much needed time with your family, during the holidays!! Keep your mama, smiling.
Betsy Clayton *Friends of Allie* <betsy.clayton@seelctivesite.com>
Overland Park, KS USA - Friday, December 10, 2004 11:16 AM CST
Travis,
What a smart young man you are! You keep fighting and dont give up! Your family loves you very much!

I will be thinking of you!
Dawn Briscoe ~*Friends Of Allie*~ <dawn7246@wi.rr.com>
Milwaukee, WI USA - Friday, December 10, 2004 11:05 AM CST
Hello there. I saw the link to Travis' page on Katia's site and wanted to let you know that I am thinking of all of you and praying for you. I can't imagine what you are going through. I pray that Travis will be able to enjoy your Christmas celebration and that he remains comfortable. I wish you all peace. Many prayers and hugs.
Amy
Brownstown, MI USA - Friday, December 10, 2004 10:30 AM CST
Travis,
Good Morning! How are you doing? I learned of your site from Katia (aka Ladybug). I'm praying for you to have a great Christmas. You are in my prayers. God Bless.
Michelle Zammat <whisperpur@yahoo.com>
Belcamp, MD 21017 - Friday, December 10, 2004 10:00 AM CST
To all of you:
You have all been so brave and fought so hard. Travis is one incredible young man, and my heart goes out to you all. I hope your early Christmas is wonderful! You have my prayers.
Mak <jrnylady@hotmail.com>
Londonderry , New Hampshire USA - Friday, December 10, 2004 9:49 AM CST
Travis, what an incredible, brave young man you are! Hugs and prayers.
Lois (Friends of Allie)
NJ - Friday, December 10, 2004 7:11 AM CST
Travis is wise beyond his years, it is so unfair that he should have to make the decisions that he has made. I hope that your family Christmas is wonderful and I hope that Travis is feeling well enough to enjoy it with you. Today when I am out Christmas shopping I am going to buy a gift, that I will put into the nearest Toys for Tots container with Travis on my mind. He is right this season is about giving.
Debby Roberts <Djfrro@aol.com>
- Friday, December 10, 2004 6:55 AM CST
Travis & family, so many people are reaching out to you and through all this you have shown us all what life is about "giving"! I pray for a Christmas that none of you will forget. God bless all of you...Merry Christmas on Saturday. Love Janet
Janet M <janet@seniorresources.us>
Fruitport, MI 49415 - Friday, December 10, 2004 6:37 AM CST
Travis,
Your mom and dad love you more than words could ever tell you and you know that. God in heaven loves you also and is waiting for you to turn your life over to him. All you have to do is ask Him to be the Lord of your life. I'm not going to bug you any more about this, but I felt I had to say this one thing. You are in my thoughts and prayers at all times and want you to know that I love you.
Aunt Tammy <rsweezey@verizon.net>
New Era, MI USA - Thursday, December 9, 2004 11:26 PM CST
You are an awesome kid! I will be praying for you and your family.
Julie ~Friends of Allie~ <austinsinnorfolk@hotmail.com>
Suffolk, VA - Thursday, December 9, 2004 11:15 PM CST

Dearest Travis...

I only know you through your mom, but I feel like we've met. I've met her, Sandy, and Jame, and they all met my son Jake and I in 2000 at Myrtle Beach, and at Niagara Falls in 1998.

Do you remember when your mom and I compared pictures of our dogs? At one time we both had a black lab mix dog, as well as a beagle...

I wish you a very Merry Christmas.

You and your family are in our thoughts and prayers.

I pray that God will surround you with love and peace and serenity.

Love,
Stephanie
Stephanie Armstrong <stephaniea@austin.rr.com>
Round Rock, TX USA - Thursday, December 9, 2004 11:00 PM CST
I will keep Travis in my prayers.
www.caringbridge.org/md/lance <lneonkia@comcast.net>
- Thursday, December 9, 2004 10:57 PM CST
Hey Travis, I'm checking in on you from New Zealand. I am part of the **Friends of Allie** Group. I'm sorry that you and your family are going through this. I'm sorry that any family has too. Cancer sucks big time.

I love you guitar, my "better half" is a drummer in a band here and they play at local clubs. Their band is called "WAGON" - Don't ask me why....

It was a lovely post today, you are an awesome person for what you said. You parents are very proud of you, and rightly so.

I hope you feel well enough to play that guitar soon. I'm sending prayers and good thoughts your way.

Yvonne **Friends of Allie** and mummy to Rachael & Emily <yvonne.nicholson@xtra.co.nz>
Auckland, New Zealand - Thursday, December 9, 2004 10:53 PM CST
Visting for the first time...I am sorry that Travis is having to go through this. Please know that you will be in my thoughts and prayers. I wish you a happy Christmas on Saturday and trust that you will make many memories that will be cherished for years to come. I know exactly what you are feeling and will keep you and your family very close to my heart.
Lisa - Forever Kyle's Mom <bailsam@msn.com / www.caringbridge.org/canada/kyle>
New Brunswick , Canada - Thursday, December 9, 2004 10:50 PM CST
Heard about Trav from the Friends of Allie and wanted to come by and wish you all a good early Christmas. Trav sounds like an amazing guy.

Donna Kirk-Swaffar ♥.�:*��*:�.Friends Of Allie.�:*��*:�.♥ <swaffar@doglegs.com>
Rossville, KS - Thursday, December 9, 2004 10:21 PM CST
Sending lots of love and prayers to you Travis. Don't let dust collect on that beautiful guitar. Hope you get to feeling better very soon.
Kelly ~Friends of Allie~ <kellymann@grandecom.net>
Waco, TX - Thursday, December 9, 2004 10:20 PM CST
Trav, you never cease to amaze me!

Jodi 24/7 I'll call you tommorow

I love you guys.

Nanci
Nanci Karl-Evans <meg85@wallnet.com>
Neptune , NJ - Thursday, December 9, 2004 10:10 PM CST
Travis has such strength and seems to definitely be at peace with his decision. Instead of giving him material gifts why doesn't each individual read to him a "Travis Story"...something from his past that stuck out most in their mind. Thru laughter & tears,let everyone tell him what he means to them. I'm sure he already "knows"...but hearing it would be such a gift!
Tricia <TriciaBxNY@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, December 9, 2004 9:53 PM CST
Just stopping by with some love and hugs.

Donna Antinnes
Sweet Valley, PA United States - Thursday, December 9, 2004 9:50 PM CST
I am really sorry to hear this bad news! I was so wishing and hoping for the best! My prayers are with Travis and the family!! Hoping your Holidays are good!I am so sorry that it has to be so difficult. I wish there was something I could do to help. Lots of Love!!! Cindy Robistow Rochester, NY
Cindy Robistow <cyrobistow@frontiernet.net>
Rochester, NY USA - Thursday, December 9, 2004 9:45 PM CST
Dear Travis and family:

We have nothing but respect and admiration for you guys. We pray that God guides you through this ordeal.

Noelle, Claire & George

Noelle, Claire & George <cgntal@optonline.net>
Morris Township, NJ USA - Thursday, December 9, 2004 3:25 PM CST
Love, light, warmth and comfort shall be surrounding you and your loved ones, dear boy.

Hugs,

Lizzy
Lizzy Evans
- Thursday, December 9, 2004 3:21 PM CST
Travis n Family
You guys are so strong n love each other dearly. I look at u guys and I am so Amazed by the way you all come together. Travis never ever give up. God has major plans for u no matter what. No one knows why he choose us to be sick but for some reason he does. I just want to say ur a very strong boy n I hope n pray that u stay that way. You will be in my prayers. I have a website as well come n check it out if u have time.
Ashleigh <SweetMiracle0544@yahoo.com>
www.caringbridge.org/va/miraclelane, VA - Thursday, December 9, 2004 2:06 PM CST
Travis & Family.... Your love for one another is so amazing.A friend had sent this to me and I thought of you and your family today." The key to permanent Peace is to.... Believe in ourself,Trust our instinet,and Live with our Soul." It sounds like Travis you have meant this path.That is something that this cancer can not touch!!! My prayer for you today is that you find shelter in your family.and friends and most important our father in heaven.vonna
vonna <vonnalmart@msn.com>
- Thursday, December 9, 2004 12:51 AM CST
Travis and Family,
I am a friend of Denise in Colorado and my son is very good friends with Kyle. I am praying for you Travis and your entire family. I have you on a prayer circle and there are a lot of people out there praying for a miracle. Stay strong, you battle this on your terms! You are an inspiration and strong young man! God Bless!
Kathy Lee <kathyjlee@comcast.net>
Broomfield, CO USA - Thursday, December 9, 2004 12:28 AM CST
All our love is with your family. You have helped Denise through some hard times too!

Denise is my Daugter and I know she has you in her prayers daily!
Lee Ann Owens <LeeAnnO@msn.com>
Broomfield, CO USA - Thursday, December 9, 2004 11:58 AM CST
Travis & family,
Praying that miracles will happen and God will help you find peace every day Travis. May we all learn something from your strength, all my wishes for you and your family!
Janet M <janet@seniorresources.us>
Fruitport, MI 49415 - Thursday, December 9, 2004 11:46 AM CST
Hi Trav and everyone.

Just wanted to check in and say Hey, and we're all praying for you here

All my love
Nanci, Jim and the girls
Nanci Karl <meg85@wallnet.com>
Neptune, Nj - Thursday, December 9, 2004 11:27 AM CST
I left the wrong email, sorry, just in case you wanted to write me.
Ruth Trombino <ARTrombino@msn.com>
westerly, ri - Wednesday, December 8, 2004 10:38 PM CST
I am so sorry to read that your son has relapsed so soon out of transplant. I also heard those words at day 80 when my son was transplanted. I hate cancer. My son did not want to stop treatment, he was 13 years old. It scared him too much not to do treatment. We continued radiation. Didnt make a difference of the outcome but it gave him peace. Peace for your son is not doing anything. There is no right or wrong decision to make. We just need to support them in their choices. May God bless you and I will keep you and your family in my prayers.
Ruth Trombino <alandruth@myexcel.com>
westerly, ri - Wednesday, December 8, 2004 10:36 PM CST
Travis and family,
Praying for you tonight.....
thank you for signing our little guys guestbook
this cancer stuff has got to end...soon!
Praying for a cure,
Masons Mommy (Amy) <www.caringbridge.org/asia/masondbrown amyjeanbrown@yahoo.com>
grinnelli, ia - Wednesday, December 8, 2004 10:13 PM CST
I'm saddened beyond belief at this news. I'll be hoping and praying for the "Miracle of Christmas". Much Love.
Sharon Marczuk (carepages.com - care page name: JamesStevenMarczuk) <squeeks6896@msn.com>
Sugar Grove, IL USA - Wednesday, December 8, 2004 8:59 PM CST
Travis and family
My heart broke with last news..but I have sure that God�ll be with you for ever...My best prayers and thoughts for all..
R�gia <regialopes@hotmail.com>
Natal, RN Brazil - Wednesday, December 8, 2004 8:15 PM CST
Jodi, Travis and Family,
I am a friend of Denise's in CO and just wanted to let you know that we are thinking of you and praying for you. What an amazing family you are. Take care of eachother.
Nikki Hoskinson
Thornton, CO - Wednesday, December 8, 2004 5:29 PM CST
Travis,
Just wanted to let you know that we love you very much and to let you know what a strong person you are to make the decision you have made. We're all praying for a miracle up here in Oceana County. God still performs miracles and He loves you beyond all understanding. We will be calling because we want to come and see you.
Love, Uncle Dick and Aunt Tammy
Richard Sweezey <rsweezey@verizon.net>
New Era, MI USA - Wednesday, December 8, 2004 5:06 PM CST
You will be in my thoughts and prayers.
Briana Roehling
Pflugerville, TX - Wednesday, December 8, 2004 9:07 AM CST
Travis, Jodi, Marv and Cory,
Please know that we love you and are here praying for all of you in this difficult time. You are a strong guy Travis and I give you alot of credit for that. You are an inspiration to alot of people. We love you all!
Lisa, Eric, Alison, Tony, Rusty and Paige <lisamj30@yahoo.com>
Muskegon, MI - Wednesday, December 8, 2004 7:17 AM CST
Dearest Travis,

You have made an incredible decision to take life and cancer on your own terms and nobody else's. Bravo to you for being the kind of person that can take on this situation with the strength and grace that most adults only can aspire to have.
Have the best weekend possible with your family. This will be a weekend that no one in your family will ever take for granted because of you. You have taught so many people so much in such a little time. You are a winner. Please know that every moment of each day, someone in the world in thinking of you and praying for you.
Beth <mrsrickel@hotmail.com>
Sioux Falls, SDm - Tuesday, December 7, 2004 11:24 PM CST
Travis and family. I am so sorry. Cancer sucks... I wish there was something else I could say, but there isn't. I am praying for you. What a great kid you are Travis...amongst all of this you are getting people gifts. It amazes me how kids undergoing such hard things always put others before them. God bless and praying here in Florida.
alyssa <sabiemc@aol.com>
orlando, fl usa - Tuesday, December 7, 2004 11:06 PM CST
Jodi and Travis and Family,
This message comes from South Louisiana where we find prayer to help aid us in all our struggles that life has in store for us. I really wish that the decision you make will be the right one. You truly are a corages and strong person. God will be right by your side even when times get rough. Keep the faith. You are truly blessed with a great loving and caring family. Families that pray together, stay together, even when the rough times are there. I come from a large family of 13 children, so I feel that having a large family makes you think prayer even more.
elaine thibodeaux <elainethibodeaux@aol.com>
morse, la - Tuesday, December 7, 2004 6:31 PM CST
You continue to be in our prayers--for a miracle, as well as peace and strength.
Patti Welander <batmom@hotmail.com>
LeRoy, IL - Tuesday, December 7, 2004 6:28 PM CST
Travis and Family,
Enjoy your holidays together and make some special memories! I'll be sending lots of prayers your way Travis. God please bless this family!
Denise Poquette <onlypookie@yahoo.com>
Clearwater, FL - Tuesday, December 7, 2004 6:25 PM CST
Travis, Jodi and family ... my love, thoughts and prayers are with all of you. God Bless!

Ephesians 3:18-19
And may you have the power to understand as all God�s people should, how wide, how long, how high and how deep his love really is. May you experience the love of Christ, though it is so great you will never fully understand it. Then you will be filled with the fullness of life and the power that comes from God.

Terri ^San Diego Angels MSN Group^
North San Diego County, CA USA - Tuesday, December 7, 2004 4:41 PM CST
Travis, I admire your strength and courage. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. God bless you.
Sharon
Los Angeles, CA - Tuesday, December 7, 2004 4:05 PM CST
Travis-I admire your strength and courage. Warm thoughts and prayers for comfort and peace are coming to you from Minnesota.
Katie <katie.kelley@cancer.org>
Minneapolis, MN - Tuesday, December 7, 2004 3:19 PM CST
Wow. It takes tremendous courage to make a decision like Travis has. It takes tremendous courage to let him. Our prayer will be for peace of soul, comfort of heart, strength of body and emotions, anticipation for life to come. Thankfully this life isn't all there is. May God be with you every millisecond of this time and smother you with His loving presence and bring peace in the midst of it all. Love in Him,
Shannon Ede <shannon@edefamily.net>
Round Rock, TX - Tuesday, December 7, 2004 2:25 PM CST
Travis, may you find extra strength to make your decision and may you know that we all are praying for you! It truly seems so unfair however there are reasons beyound our control and I know that God knows the answers. I'm praying for you to recover from this Travis!
janet <janet@seniorresources.us>
Fruitport, MI 49415 - Tuesday, December 7, 2004 1:36 PM CST
Dear Travis & Jodi, our thoughts and prayers are with you at this difficult time. I hope that snow will come soon so that you can have a rememberable family Christmas. May God watch over you and bring you peace. As Adam tells me, this sucks. Give Cory a hug for us. The Hackney's Pam, Adam & Kimmy
Pam Hackney <phackney@fruitport.k12.mi.us>
Muskegon, MI United States - Tuesday, December 7, 2004 1:10 PM CST
Travis,
What a brave, strong man you must be. Even though you have said no to more treatment, please don't give up the fight. Praying for your miracle here on earth and peace and strength for all of you!
Tammy Nettina <tsnettina@msn.com>
Lithia, FL USA - Tuesday, December 7, 2004 12:43 AM CST
I am at a loss for words, I can't imagine what emotions you all are dealing with right now. I will continue to pray for a miricle and for your peace.
Debby Roberts <djfrro@aol.com>
- Tuesday, December 7, 2004 12:41 AM CST
Travis...
Kody and I think you are the bravest and coolest guy out here. Hang tough...our prayers are always with you and your family.
By the way...seing you with your guitar has inspired Kody to ask Santa for one this year!! :0)
My ear plugs and I thank you very much!! LOL!!!
Love always...
Kim & Kody
~SK8ER BOY KODY BEAR~
- Tuesday, December 7, 2004 11:43 AM CST
Jodi: I've been following Travis' story for awhile now, and I don't know if I've ever signed in. My daughter Meghan was 2 1/2 when she lost her battle with Bi-Phenotypic Leukemia last February 7, 2003. My heart is absolutely breaking for you, your entire family and Travis. I'm so sorry this is happening to you all. My heartfelt wishes go out to all of you.
Carol Mack (Mom2Angelz Meghan & Taylor) www.caringbridge.org/fl/meghansjourney <tmcmbm@aol.com>
Titusville, FL USA - Tuesday, December 7, 2004 11:42 AM CST
Hi Travis and Mom,
Thank you for the email Jodi. I wish I could say or do something to make this all go away. Leukemia really sucks. It is not fair. We will pray for a miracle for Trav and healing and peace for you all.
We love you,
The Grumishs David Judy Ryan Eric Renee Emily
Ryangrumish.com

Judy Grumish <bmtmom@ryangrumish.com>
Champaign, IL USA - Tuesday, December 7, 2004 11:17 AM CST
Hey guys,
I don't really know what to say right now. I know that nothing I say will comfort you or make the pain go away. Oh how I wish it would. Travis, I know I only met you once but you are still my nephew and I still love you all and care about you deeply. I know that we don't understand but God has a plan and He loves you very much. We are always surrounded by Him and His love. Brandon is very curious about you. I got my photo album out and showed him all of your pictures. All of you are in our prayers.
Amanda Meek <amanda.meek@utmg.org>
Collierville, Tn USA - Tuesday, December 7, 2004 9:43 AM CST
Hi Travis,
We just want you to know how much you and your family have impressed us by your courage and strength. We continue to pray for you. Always our best wishes for you. Keep playing your guitar. When I was a kid I took guitar lessons, but didn't continue them (wish I did). I still have that same guitar, which I still love.
God Bless You Kid,
Sincerely,
Charlene Thompson
(Sandys step-mom)
Charlene Thompson <charleyeve2@aol.com>
Muskegon, MI USA - Tuesday, December 7, 2004 7:20 AM CST
My first time seeing your page. You remind me so much of what I think my son will look like in just a couple years. He just turned 14 and is fighting leukemia. I wish you all the strenghth and love you need. My heart is breaking for you and I will hold you dear in my heart. Please know that even complete strangers really do care. God Bless you
Cindy Aldrich(www.caringbridge.org/il/elliott <elliottsmama@comcast.net>
Sandwich, IL - Monday, December 6, 2004 5:39 PM CST
Hey Travis
What's up?
That guitar is HOT. :D My guitars are all my babies and I see you love yours just as much as I love mine.
Wanted to stop by to tell you I'll keep coming by to read your page and I'll keep you in my thoughts.
Play guitar, enjoy life and have fun!
Love Lauren
http://www2.caringbridge.com/ct/laurenmoynihan
Lauren <AbbaRabbit@Yahoo.com>
Elmwood, CT USA - Monday, December 6, 2004 11:32 AM CST
I just wanted you all to know that I am praying for Peace, that comes only from our Heavenly father, to surround you. The decision that you have to make is very hard and my heart goes out to you. I will be thinking of you all today and praying for God to be with you. Trav, hang in there guy. God will be with you each step of the way.

Believing,
Dawn

www.caringbridge.org/ms/shaepierce <dawn.pierce@bxs.com>
Hernando, MS - Monday, December 6, 2004 10:41 AM CST
We go through life being knocked down, dicouraged and dissapointed. These times bring us into despair and saddens our minds. You have been given much in life because He trusted you with much. Don't let the fear steer you into making a choice that would not be your character. You are what you are, "A Fighter!" If you have to go down than go down fighting! My pray for you is for you to gather rest to sustain yourself for the battle you must face. God is with you!
Susan Broussard <subroussard@acadia.k12.la.us>
Estherwood, La USA - Monday, December 6, 2004 10:26 AM CST
My prayers are with you at this difficult time. May the Lord guide you in the right decision.
Kristen <holtk@adelphia.net>
Pittsburgh, - Monday, December 6, 2004 7:20 AM CST
Lord have mercy. I am so sorry the dreaded leukemia is back. May God direct your steps in decisions and give you wisdom and peace in the midst of unimaginable pain and heartache. I'm sure Travis knows how loved he is. You are a wonderful loving Mama and I know you'd trade places in a second with him. May God comfort your family as you love on each other.
Shannon Ede <shannon@edefamily.net>
Round Rock, TX - Monday, December 6, 2004 6:46 AM CST
Travis,
You'll be in my thoughts and prayers today as you go to the DR's office. You'll know what decision is right for you to make. Pray about this and ask God to help you with your decision. Wishing you all the best!!
Denise <onlypookie@yahoo.com>
Clearwater, FL - Monday, December 6, 2004 4:03 AM CST
Trav, know that your in my heart tommorow. Know I love you kiddo. I have come to care about you more than I could ever imagine, you have taught this 43 year old lady so much. I'm with you all the way.

Jodi, know that you have my heart. You are such a true and good friend.

Remember DSB

Always
Nanci
nanci karl <meg85@wallnet.com>
Neptune , NJ - Sunday, December 5, 2004 6:22 PM CST
Trav,

I am praying for guidance for you in making your decisions. I wish that you never had to deal with all of this...but since it is a part of your life I want you to know that we are thinking of you and support you 110 percent!!!!

Jodi...what can I say that probably hasn't been said to you. Just know that an internet friend in Metro Detroit cares and thinks of all of you.

All our love and prayers...The Ingman Family
Steve, Jennifer, Stephen, Allison and Angelina
Jennifer I <ingmankidsmom@hotmail.com>
Warren, MI USA - Sunday, December 5, 2004 12:03 AM CST
The only way to slay this dragon of cancer is to pray and pray hard. Miracles happen EVERY DAY. Each time someone signs this guestbook it is listened to as a prayer and God does hear us. God bless you Travis in this horrible fight. Whether you decide to turn in your boxing gloves now or wait until later, you have given it a good fight and I am proud of your spirit and determination.
KD
- Sunday, December 5, 2004 7:11 AM CST
Travis and Jodi,
My thoughts and prayers are with you during this difficult time. Trav, you are a true hero and inspiration to so many people...including myself. Jodi, as a cancer mom myself, I look up to you and admire the strength and courage you have shown. I know you will make the decision that is best for you, yet I hope you both continue to fight the battle. I am so angry with cancer and I hate to see it win, especially with our precious children. If there is one lesson I have learned, it is that life is not fair and we must cherish every moment of every day. I pray for you to have strength, hope and faith during this difficult time! The power of prayer is amazing! I think of you both day and night..!
Denise Lindgren <dmlindgren@msn.com>
Broomfield, CO US - Saturday, December 4, 2004 11:27 PM CST
We are praying for God to give you the wisdom to make the best decision possible, for strength, and for good times together.
Patti Welander <batmom@hotmail.com>
Leroy, IL - Saturday, December 4, 2004 10:27 PM CST
Jodi and Travis, my prayers are for strength and guidance for you both. Know you are not alone in your decision - God is there with you both, as well as a community who prays for you each day.
Marion Swaim (Sarah's mom) <mvswaim@msn.com>
Virginia Beach, VA USA - Saturday, December 4, 2004 6:04 PM CST
Travis....such heavy decisions for someone your age when all you should be thinking about is fun. Just know that you are cared about dearly by your loved ones and it sounds like they will support you in whatever decision that you make. You are truly blessed! This could be a reason to give it one more try.............
Tricia <TriciaBxNY@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, December 4, 2004 3:23 PM CST
Hiya Travis,
I'm sooo sorry to read your latest news.
What an I say?? I just know you'll do what you feel is 'right' for you.
Stay strong
love from gemma
www.caringbridge.org/sd/gemma <luigitumminelli@virgilio.it>
SICILY,ITALY - Saturday, December 4, 2004 3:13 PM CST
Hi Trav,
this is Marissa, I went through a bonemarrow transplant here at DeVos with Dr. P. a little less than 2 years ago. I know it was a very tough process physically, mentally, and emotionally. But to this day, even though I am dealing with things from transplant, I'm glad that I am here and thankful for each day. We are praying for you as you have a tough decision to make. We are also praying that God will shower you and your family with peace and comfort.
In God's hands,
Marissa & Family
marissa <soccerfry16@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, December 4, 2004 11:19 AM CST
Hi Travis! Just wanted to let you know that people are pulling for you! My daughter Casie also fought AML.The only thing I know is do what you feel is best for you! I learned so much from my daughter and others (like you) which is funny as parents are supposed to be teachers.But the courage, dignity and selflessness is so incredible.We as parents worry but I can say the kids I have meet all worry about us! I don't know but I know you must also be an incredible kid! I will keep you in my prayers! Jane
jane snow <snow876607@cs.com>
pinellas park , fl us - Saturday, December 4, 2004 10:47 AM CST
Hi Travis,
We all just wanted you to know that we are thinking about you and praying for you and your entire family. I already told your Mom if any of you need anything all you have to do is ask.Love,
Lisa, Eric, Alison, Tony, Rusty and Paige <lisamj30@yahoo.com>
Muskegon, MI - Saturday, December 4, 2004 8:09 AM CST
Travis & Family,
My heart hurts for all that you have been through. Please keep fighting and continue to have faith. I truly believe that you will win this long battle. Our continued thoughts and prayers are with you!
Janet Mathis <janet@seniorresources.us>
Fruitport , MI - Friday, December 3, 2004 6:31 AM CST
Travis & Family,
My heart hurts for all that you have been through. Please keep fighting and continue to have faith. I truly believe that you will win this long battle. Our continued thoughts and prayers are with you!
Janet Mathis <janet@seniorresources.us>
Fruitport , MI - Friday, December 3, 2004 6:30 AM CST
Travis,
Keep moving forward and do whatever you can to stay here on earth as long as possible. Life is very precious, I know this too well. I am battling cancer right now. I had my leg amputated and now my cancer has spread to my lungs. I just keep fighting! I know chemo sucks, but it might save my life so I do it. Stay Strong and things will get better I promise.
Take care and I'll check back later on your progress!
Denise <onlypookie@yahoo.com>
Clearwater, Fl - Friday, December 3, 2004 6:29 AM CST
Hey,
Missed seeing you this summer. I am sure you missed seeing my face every other day (with school work). Some of your friends worked in my room for awhile during football season. Still talking about how tough and cool looking you were in your football jersey in second grade.
I'd like to come visit you if you are up to it. Like to know if there is something you or your parents need or if I could be any help.
You are always floating in and out of my thoughts. . . a song, something funny happens, even when I put my little guy to bed at night. We still say a little prayer for you because we really believe you can win this fight.
Hope to see you soon.
Hugs and kisses,
Mrs. Bench
Jada Bench <jbench@fruitport.k12.Mi.US>
Spring Lake, MI USA - Thursday, December 2, 2004 3:06 PM CST
Travis, I am thinking about you and praying for a full recovery. Know that many people care about you and your family!
Mrs. Lois Eich <leich@fruitport.k12.mi.us>
Fruitport, MI USA - Thursday, December 2, 2004 12:32 AM CST
Travis,

As I read all the encouragement for you from all over the country, I am so impressed with this chain of well wishing and prayers for you. I believe in the power of prayer and I know this will give you strength and courage to continue your fight. I have joined your chain of well wishers and my thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. Keep the music going!
Candi Ouellette, Fruitport HS Guidance Secretary <couellette@fruitport.k12.mi.us>
Fruitport, MI - Thursday, December 2, 2004 8:39 AM CST
Prayer to Saint Peregrine...Patron saint of cancer---St. Peregrine, we come to your aid with God in our necessity. You were converted instantly from a worldly life by the good example of one holy person. You were cured instantaneously of cancer by God's grace and unceasing prayer. In you gracious kindness please ask the Lord to heal us also in body, mind, and soul. May we then imitate you in doing his work with renewed vigor and strength. Amen
St. Peregine's intercession is a very powerful thing. Copy this prayer and say this once a day and the Lord will hear his cry for you.

me <prayingforyou@myhome.com>
- Thursday, December 2, 2004 5:49 AM CST
Hi Travis,

I'm hoping you remember me when you read this because I certainly remember you from your middle school days. You always had that little streak of mischievousness (not even sure that is a word but I'm sure you know what I mean and bet your mom does too) that I am drawn to in students.

I am now working in the Fruitport Alternative High School program, and I've been kept up-to-date on your medical trials from Mrs. LeClaire, who is the counselor to our students, too. I am so sorry to hear of your latest setback, but I will continue to keep you and your loved ones in my thoughts and prayers. Now that I know about your website, I can check back often for more news on your progress and to see more of your mom's great pictures. Stay strong, Travis!

Hugs & Good Thoughts
Cheryl Clarke <cclarke@fruitport.k12.mi.us>
Fruitport, MI US - Thursday, December 2, 2004 5:46 AM CST
Travis:

I know you must be feeling a little blue but take heart in the fact that there are more people praying for you than you will ever know.

God bless you and your family.

George, father to Noelle www.caringbridge.org/nj/noelle
George <cgntal@optonline.net>
Morris Township, NJ USA - Wednesday, December 1, 2004 4:52 PM CST
Travis,

Keep fighting, we will keep you and your family in our prayers. My daughter had transplant, and is doing ok, it is a long fight, but you can do it again. It seems you have a huge support group, and that is what will get you through. We are still fighting everyday, this is what we have to do to not let this disease win.
Robin and Bailee <www.caringbridge.org/fl/bailee michaelbailee@aol.com>
- Wednesday, December 1, 2004 3:12 PM CST
Travis,

I want you to know you are in my thoughts and prayers. I think of you and your family often being a cancer survivor I understand the challenges you and your family are facing. Just know I am thinking of you and praying for you and your family.

Mrs. Schulz (FHS secretary)
Jean Schulz <jschulz@fruitport.k12.mi.us>
Muskegon, MI USA - Wednesday, December 1, 2004 2:53 PM CST
Travis,
You continue to be in my thoughts and prayers. I remember you as a smiling kindergartner.
Fondly,
Ms. Caruso
Vella Caruso <vac1@comcast.net>
Muskegon, mi usa - Wednesday, December 1, 2004 2:50 PM CST
Travis,

Dominic and I are both thinking about you. I hope that everything is going well for you. You are a strong wonderful person so stay positive. I love you with all of my heart and soul.

Nicole and Dominic.
Nicole <collegegal1001@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, December 1, 2004 2:08 PM CST
My prayers are with you.
Kathy Six <ksix@fruitport.k12.mi.us>
- Wednesday, December 1, 2004 1:47 PM CST
Travis,

I just came by to say hi and saw your mom's latest update. Please know that we are thinking of you! You are a strong guy and an inspiration to us. We'll be thinking of you as you meet with your doctors again this week!

Angelina's Family
Jennifer I <ingmankidsmom@hotmail.com>
Warren, Mi USA - Wednesday, December 1, 2004 9:55 AM CST
Hi Travis!

We are wishing you all the best!
Brenda and family Travis <fsgsmom@gmail.com>
Niceville, FL - Wednesday, December 1, 2004 9:29 AM CST
Travis,
I have been keeping up with your progress on this great website. Here we are sending you notes of encouragement, and after reading your history I see so clearly what a strong person you are. I know you have been an inspiration to others who have not had the courage and strength that you have! My family here in Louisiana will continue to pray for you and your family. But I also want to thank you for giving inspiration to others around the country who need a hero! God bless you.
Alison , Jeff, Lauren & Jordan <andrewsa@rapides.k12.la.us>
Pineville, LA U.S - Wednesday, December 1, 2004 7:58 AM CST
Travis,
I just wanted you to know that there are many many people in Louisiana praying for you & your family each and every day. Try to stay strong and believe in the power of prayer.

Darla <ddol@centurytel.net>
- Tuesday, November 30, 2004 7:47 PM CST
Hi Trav,
This is a concerned friend from Louisiana. Found you on the web and have been following you. I hope things continue to go well for you. You stay in our prayers and we pray that what ever you have to go through, courage and prayer will get you there.
Elaine Thibodeaux <elainethibodeaux@aol.com>
Morse, La - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 7:11 PM CST
Hi Trav! I am back to check on you. Did I mention to you the first time that I am originally from Belgium? We speak French in this part of Belgium I am from, and we have a French word that looks exactly like its English twin: COURAGE. You already proved that you have more of it than most people. More than myself for sure! I am 43 and a "veteran" teacher, but I am still taking lessons from you. Keep it up, boy!
Stephen
Jennings, LA USA - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 7:02 PM CST
Hi Bro, I hope it was ok for me to put you on my page and ask all my friends to Pray for you. We are Storming Heaven. Love Chance
Chance <chancew59@earthlink.net>
NC USA - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 6:16 PM CST
I got your site from Chances. Praying for you!
alyssa <sabiemc@aol.com>
orlando, fl usa - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 4:20 PM CST
Hey Travis,Just wanted to stop back in and give you some {{HUGS}} kiddo! We want you to hang in there! Jimmy and I want you to fight and get well! We want you to come to NJ and see his "garage studio" (did you know he plays the gutar aside from the drums, and play basketball and swim! You can bring Mom to! ;-)

Jodi, I got you e-mail. I'll call you tommorow AM.

All my love
Nanci
Nanci Karl -Evans and family <meg85@wallnet.com>
Neptune , NJ - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 3:58 PM CST
Hey Trav,

Your Aunt Amanda informed me a few minutes ago about the recent news. I am so sorry. Please know that my prayers are with you and your family. Be strong and keep trusting God for wisdom and healing.

Believing with you,
Dawn - mommy to "Angel Shae" & precious Mason

www.caringbridge.org/ms/shaepierce <dawn.pierce@bxs.com>
Hernando, MS - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 12:16 AM CST
Travis and Jodi... my heart goes out to you. I will pray you find the right path..that our Lord will give you peace in your decision. These times are always so difficult, but know we are all keeping you in our hearts..thoughts..prayers. Once you have been through this arduous journey you understand full well the weariness to face it all again. Nobody can step into Travis shoes and make this decision for him...it's his to face. I pray for you all to have God's Spirit give you direction. You have all fought so viliantly a fight..God has given such courage and bravery to you all. YOU ARE INSPIRING Travis..God Bless.

Cathy Charon <cathy.charon@herbank.com>
San Jose , ca Santa Clara - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 12:04 AM CST
Hi Travis! I was sent to your site via our friend Chance.
He asked to storm Heaven with prayers so that's just what I'm doing! Love your site, you have awesome pictures! Just hang in there Trav....this journey is so full of ups and downs it gets so hard...just know there are lots of people who have never met you...and all the ones who have...thinking of you and pulling for you!! I'll be back to check in again!
Kathy
caringbridge.org/fl/david
kathy <joy2jak@adelphia.net>
boynton, fl usa - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 10:51 AM CST
Hi Trav! Don't give up! There are so many people praying for you, those like me whom you have never met. My grandson was diagnosed at age 2 with ALL. He went through three years of treatment and is doing great. We had so many people praying for him, and through that power of prayer he made it through. And always smiling! I admire him so much for his courage and strength and looking at all of your pictures and entries on this website, I see you have that same courage and strength. My prayers are with you and your family.
Cheryl <cheryl.trocola@utmg.org>
Southaven, MS USA - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 10:09 AM CST
Travis ~ May the love and light of our Savior, Jesus Christ brighten your darkest days! I will pray for you and your family. Don't let cancer break your spirit! Lots of love and prayers from Wisconsin are coming your way.

Thinking about you today, tomorrow and always!

A Friend in Jesus Christ,
Michelle Bartoletti Olman <michelle@village.howard.wi.us>
Green Bay, WI USA - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 9:56 AM CST
I am so sorry to hear this. I cannot imagine the sinking feeling in your heart Trav. Please know we are praying for you. Love, Tracy and Katia (a.k.a. "The Ladybug")
Fighting leukemia AML with a vingence!
Sharing Hope on the Wings of a Ladybug

Tracy and Katia <tmsol87@aol.com>
- Tuesday, November 30, 2004 8:15 AM CST
Hi,
I am so sorry for the news. Just know that there are tons of people out there praying for you. Take care.
Bree Wlodyka www.caringbridge.org/pa/brynnwlodyka <adt0123@hotmail.com>
Drexel Hill, PA 19026 - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 7:02 AM CST
I am so sorry, Your heart must be breaking into a million pieces right now. I will continue to pray for you all.
Debby Roberts <djfrro@aol.com>
- Tuesday, November 30, 2004 5:37 AM CST
Hey Trav, I'm sorry to see you have to deal with all this. I'm stopping by from Chance's page. I'm sure no words can express what you are feeling at the moment. Just let God guide you. That is great you have a new guitar. My husband plays in a band and we are getting our three year old his first drum set for Christmas. I can see a constant headache in the future from the drums LOL. I am with you in spirit and I will pray for you. I loved your photos on your front page. Hang in there.....we are all carrying you right now through this difficult time. Peace my friend.
Christie <thepomroys@sbcglobal.net>
Rancho Cordova, Ca - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 0:33 AM CST
Trav,Jodi,& Marv, I just read the web page and cannot tell you how sorry I am to hear that news. I am so sorry I haven't been in touch. I can honestly tell you that there is not a day that goes by that I don't think of you all. Trav, I know how much fight you have in you.........so just keep fighting bud! If there is anything at all that I can do please call day or night 269-793-0236. Even if it just a familiar face to talk to. Know that I will keep you in my prayers. love, jess
Jessica Johnston RN <season24@hotmail.com>
Hopkins, MI - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 0:15 AM CST
My thoughts and prayers are with Travis and your family. Don't give up, the Lord will see you through this!
Karen Rucks <mamarucks@cox.net>
Oceanside, CA San Diego - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 0:02 AM CST
Hi Travis, I also got your link from Chance's page. I'm sorry to hear about the bad news. You will definitely be in my thoughts and prayers!
Love, Hilary
Hilary <Dncr510@aol.com>
NJ, USA - Monday, November 29, 2004 10:39 PM CST
Travis, Just wanted to let you know we love you!

Jodi, I can't find your no# and with my moving, my new no is 732-988-1051,my cell is still the same 732-887-4536

remember we are parelle and my miracle with Meg.

I love you!!!! Nanci
Nanci karl <meg85@wallnet.com>
Neptune , NJ - Monday, November 29, 2004 9:37 PM CST
Hello Travis,
Chance emailed all of his friends to let us know that you need our help. My Family and I will pray for YOU! Know we are all behind you. USE OUR STRENGTH! We are here for you.
God Bless You and Your Family.
Christy Barnett <barnett95@yahoo.com>
Brush Creek, TN USA God Bless our Troops and their Families - Monday, November 29, 2004 9:08 PM CST
just stopped by hopeing for an update, praying that everything goes well today
Debby Roberts <Djfrro@aol.com>
- Monday, November 29, 2004 10:20 AM CST
Hi guys. Just checking in on you and letting you know that my thoughts & prayers are always with you.
Sharon Marczuk (care page name: JamesStevenMarczuk) <squeeks6896@msn.com>
Sugar Grove, IL 60554 - Friday, November 26, 2004 8:48 PM CST
Happy Thanksgiving!! Happy holidays. Wishing you many blessings for the upcoming season.
K
USA - Friday, November 26, 2004 4:46 PM CST
Happy Thanksgiving!
The Roberts Family...........................http://www3.caringbridge.org/oh/emilyroberts/ <djfrro@aol.com>
- Thursday, November 25, 2004 11:32 AM CST
Wishing you a wonderful and blessed Thanksgiving. Having you home for the holidays Travis is something to give thanks for.
friend <friends@wherever.com>
USA - Tuesday, November 23, 2004 5:25 PM CST
Wow Trav, I'm so happy you're finally home!!! Jodi, I'm so happy for you, too, and for Marv and Cody. I'm sure you're all ecstatic!! I hope and pray everything continues to go well for you. Trav, you are one Super Brave Guy!!!
Aunt Judi Garvey <lovergirl_123_@hotmail.com>
Newaygo, MI USA - Saturday, October 16, 2004 11:35 PM CDT
Yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!! so glad your are 100 %. Prayers and friends are the best things in life. I know your family is behind you but, what you don't know is you have friends from all over that keep you in our hearts and prayers. Keep up and keep that beautiful smile up. Mom I know you are totally excited and just remeber He always takes care of the best. keeping in touch and in our prayers
Elaine Thibodeaux <elainethibodeaux@aol.com>
448 Thibodeaux Road, la - Saturday, October 16, 2004 8:20 PM CDT
You got sprung early!! What a great surprise!! I know you must be so happy to be home! Too bad kissing is so germy cuz I bet you'd get swamped with kisses from your admirers wanting to celebrate with you. Hope it is a deliciously "normal" time for you at home and that it helps speed your recovery. Jodi-wish I was there to help you clorox and spray Lysol, smiling all the while!
Shannon Ede <shannon@edefamily.net>
Round Rock, TX - Saturday, October 16, 2004 6:31 PM CDT
I AM SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO EXCITED FOR YOU AND YOUR MOM..I AM GOING TO KEEP PRAYING FOR YOU... YOU HAVE TO JUST KEEP TRUSTING THE LORD, HE WILL CARRY YOU THROUGH ANYTHING..CONGRATULATIONS ON GOING HOME WOW........
SETH
IOTA, LA USA - Saturday, October 16, 2004 6:10 PM CDT
From the book of Ecclesiasticus 38:9 My son, in thy sickness, do not be impatient, but pray to the Lord and He shall heal thee......After the time that you have spent getting well, just continue to be patient and He shall bless you. I am so happy that you are home.
friend <friends@wherever.com>
usa - Saturday, October 16, 2004 4:18 PM CDT
I have been checking in frequently, with my breath held, to read this update! I am soooooo thrilled for all of you! Things are definitely moving in the right direction. YEAH!!!!!
Alissa (CB) <alissa613@yahoo.com>
San Rafael, CA - Wednesday, October 13, 2004 9:43 PM CDT
WHOOOOOOOOOOO HOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!! I couldn't be happier for you Travis and Jodi!! Patience, love, persistance, prayer, and of course great marrow make for a good homecoming!! I sign this guestbook with a smile on my face and in my heart.
kd
usa - Wednesday, October 13, 2004 8:17 PM CDT
Hi Trav,
We are praying that you are soon released and able to go home to your 4 footed buddies.
Stephanie & RachelJoy <mom2rj@comcast.net>
- Wednesday, October 13, 2004 6:46 PM CDT
Hi Katia, This is daniel. I'm in the 7th grade and I live in louisiana. My little brother has cancer too. It's not fun to see him cry at night when he doesn't feel well. Be good and don't get in trouble. ;)
daniel <daniel@school.com>
La usa - Wednesday, October 13, 2004 11:32 AM CDT
Travis.......I pray that you'll be home soon! Your in our prayers.
Janet Mathis <janet@seniorresources.us>
Fruitport, MI - Wednesday, October 13, 2004 9:18 AM CDT
Just want to wish you well. Hope you feel better soon.
Devon <Devon@school.com>
USA - Thursday, October 7, 2004 3:24 PM CDT
What do you get when you mix a rock and a star??? A ROCK STAR!! Thought that you would like that one!! ha! Get well soon.
Madison <madison@school.com>
USA - Thursday, October 7, 2004 3:19 PM CDT
Get well soon and good luck with getting your classes so that you can graduate.
Justus <justus@school.com>
USA - Thursday, October 7, 2004 3:16 PM CDT
Hey Travis,
My name is Chyenne and am in the 3rd grade. Please get well soon. If an elephant hurt his toe who would he call????
THE TOE TRUCK. HA!
Chyenne <Chyenne@school.com>
USA - Thursday, October 7, 2004 3:11 PM CDT
I am Rebecca and am in the 3rd grade. Just want to tell you to get well soon. What is a cow's favorite place to go???**************************The moooooooovies!!
Rebecca <rebecca@school.com>
USA - Thursday, October 7, 2004 3:09 PM CDT
Travis,
I'm so proud of you. It sounds like you did great throughout transplant. I am so sorry I didn't get up to visit. I still have a little something for you that I picked up in Seattle. Maybe I can catch you at Renucci sometime. I hope that you continue to gain your strength back. Can't wait to hear you're back playing concerts. Let me know if there's anything I can do for you. Please tell your mom and dad hello!Take Care, Jessica
Jessica Johnston RN <season24@hotmail.com>
Hopkins, MI - Wednesday, September 15, 2004 11:02 PM CDT
Hi Travis,
Are thoughts and prayers are with you...
Love,
Tim, Donna, Sarah and Joe Rillema
The Rillema's
muskegon, mi 49445 - Wednesday, September 15, 2004 7:19 PM CDT
I read your journal daily Jodi and so happy to hear that Travis is progressing. May God continue to bless you and all the others that you have mentioned in your guestbook.
Janet <janet@seniorresources.us>
Fruitport, MI - Wednesday, September 15, 2004 11:41 AM CDT
Uh huh! I hope you strut your stuff out the doors of that hospital as you go to the Renucci House. This is a huge milestone and we are strutting around here in celebration for you! I hope healthy sugarless food will miraculously taste great to you. You can practice your imagination:- as you give your body fuel to heal. God bless you and keep you.
shannon ede <shannon@edefamily.net>
Round Rock, TX - Tuesday, September 14, 2004 10:31 AM CDT
Our family is rooting for your "jail break" tomorrow and hoping nothing deters it. Hoping there are lots of great foods out there that will appeal to your taste buds and body and not mess with your blood sugar. Enjoy the fireworks and know that some of them are meant for you!
Shannon Ede <shannon@edefamily.net>
round Rock, TX - Sunday, September 12, 2004 2:02 PM CDT
Just dropped in to check on Travis as I do daily. Sounds like you have your hands full. I'll keep you in my prayers.
Amanda Meek <amanda.meek@utmg.org>
Collierville, Tn USA - Wednesday, September 8, 2004 3:36 PM CDT
Hello Trav & family, I found your site through Katia's web page and have been reading daily and praying for you. great news of going home soon and things heading in the right direction. I see you have had way more success at raising funds for the Leukemia light the night walk. Hannah's goal is $1,000.00 and we still have around 3 weeks to raise more and I am praying she can get that much or more. I liked your 'dog wash' and may try that idea....now where to get the volunteers HMMMM??? I wished I knew how to make Hannah's page more interesting and informative!!! take care and God Speed. Holly Hannum

www.caringbridge.org/pa/ourlittleangel
Holly Hannum <hhannum@comcast.net>
Beaver Falls, PA USA - Tuesday, September 7, 2004 9:04 PM CDT
hey Trav, we are
new to your site.

glad for no more
TPN.

sending you lots of love

CRAIGGY
helen <trula1@comcast.net>
- Tuesday, September 7, 2004 7:16 PM CDT
I'm sooooooooo glad to hear that word release. I'm sure that you can't wait. It has been rough, but you're tougher!! You are a bright spot of hope in all the Caringbridge people that I check on. May God continue to bless you and your family.
friend <friends@wherever.com>
USA - Tuesday, September 7, 2004 7:08 PM CDT
Het Trav and Jodi!
Just wanted to pop in an remind you I love you guys and we think about you everyday!
Always, Nanci
Nanci ,Jim and the girls <meg8@wallnet.com>
Neptune, NJ - Monday, September 6, 2004 7:08 PM CDT
Jodi: HI! Thank you very much for coming by and signing my guestbook with your kind words. :) I have visited Travis' page in the past, on several occasions through a link from another CaringBridge page and am so glad to come back and see the wonderful news of Travis' donor cells! WOOOHOOOO is right! :) Glad the eating is picking up too, tacos sound so GOOD! LOL Well, thanks again. Please visit anytime and I will be back again.
Take care,
Eileen

Hello Travis: It is an honor to visit your page! This Caringbridge brings me to meet so many people and I am so glad to be able to stop by. Take good care of yourself and I will be back again!
Eileen
www.caringbridge.org/il/ej
EJ's Caring Place <ej3day6211@aol.com>
- Wednesday, September 1, 2004 5:52 PM CDT
Travis, I am so happy for you that you are feeling better. You are still in all of our prayers.

Lisa, Eric and Kids <lisamj30@yahoo.com>
Muskegon , MI - Wednesday, September 1, 2004 3:44 PM CDT
YEA!!!!!
Ok Emily and Travis have got to meet someday, Emily's donor was male so she has all male chromosones, I think they would be the perfect couple.
Debby Roberts <Djfrro@aol.com>
- Wednesday, September 1, 2004 12:57 AM CDT
Hooraaayyy for 99% Donor Cells!!!

Just think with some female chromosomes maybe you will be able to figure us women out!! You will be the envy of all the guys and could probably become a millionaire!!!

Lots of CB ((((Hugs)))) and ++++Prayers++++ to you and your family!

Sierra�s Mommy *missy sierra*

God Speed!

The Johnsons; Larry, Serena, Zachary, Jacob and Sierra

Sherburn, MN stotzke@chartermi.net

. <l@lol.com>
- Wednesday, September 1, 2004 12:21 AM CDT
Travis.............I'm so glad to hear that your bone marrow is growing! Dreams do come true, my heart goes out to you and your family.
Janet <janet@seniorresources.us>
Fruitport, MI 49415 - Wednesday, September 1, 2004 12:06 AM CDT
Hey Trav!

Glad you're feeling better kiddo! Remember I want you to be able to get here with your mom next summer!!!

Jodi, I'l call you Monday!
Nanci ,Jim and the girls <meg8@wallnet.com>
Neptune, NJ 07753 - Saturday, August 28, 2004 4:37 PM CDT
Hi Travis~
I'm just stopping by to check on you and to say hello. I'm glad to hear that you are doing better. I'll be back to visit again soon but until then, take care and keep up the great work!!
Candy Belanger <zacheric02@msn.com>
Livonia, MI www.hugsandhope.com - Saturday, August 28, 2004 2:28 PM CDT
We are sending you prayers that your bone marrow comes back good!
Lots of love,
Sherry & Mikey
caringbridge.org/fl/mikey <spotsmithm6@cs.com>
- Thursday, August 26, 2004 8:40 PM CDT
YEAH.............TRAVIS YOUR ANGEL HAS SEEN YOU GO THROUGH ENOUGH AND NOW ITS TIME TO FLY!

MY PRAYERS ARE WITH YOU DAILY!
JANET <JANET@SENIORRESOURCES.US>
FRUITPORT, MII 49415 - Thursday, August 26, 2004 4:27 PM CDT
Hi Trav, I just wanted to say I Love You and I will be up soon to see you. As soon as I get over this cold junk.
Aunt Teena <teenaremington@sbcglobal.net>
- Thursday, August 26, 2004 12:17 AM CDT
hi travis-- i really love your webpage! you're quite strong, and an inspiration to my 3-year old son who was just diagnosed with ALL leukemia august 4th. hang in there, and you'll be in our prayers.
angie lohr (hayden'smum, age 3, diagnosed ALL 8/4/04) <redbud2@cox.net>
pensacola, fl - Thursday, August 19, 2004 12:33 AM CDT
Hello Travis & Family, Glad to hear that the bone marrow is growing hopefully this will all be behind you soon. As always our thoughts & prayers are with you!
Janet Mathis <janet@seniorresources.us>
Fruitport, MI - Thursday, August 19, 2004 7:02 AM CDT
I am glad things are looking better for you. I am praying for you. Hang in there.
Lisa <lisamj30@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, August 18, 2004 8:04 PM CDT
HI Trav...
It's aunt Jami just wanted to say hi and I love you :)
Jami <jmelyn1973@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, August 18, 2004 7:11 AM CDT
Hello Trav,
Stopping by to let you know that you are in our prayers.
Sending lots of prayers your way.+++++++++++++++++
Love LaKota and her mom,Debbie
God be with you.
~*~ LaKota~*~

http://www.caringbridge.org/mn/laplafcan <LaKotaDeb@hotmail.com>
St.Cloud, MN - Wednesday, August 18, 2004 1:46 AM CDT
I do not know you, Travis, but somehow I do. Thinking about you. Take care...
Stephen Lizin
Jennings, LA USA - Sunday, August 8, 2004 8:29 PM CDT
Travis
Praying for healing for your body. My son had a BMT for AML and is doing great. We pray the same for you. I know it is rough now but I pray God's grace will give you strength to get through these hard days. I hope the pain is tolerable as you wean from the dilaudid. Being off of dilaudid should help send that sludge on through too though so it'll help your liver and the sludge. Hang in there.
Shannon Ede www.caringbridge.org/tx/patrickede <shannon@edefamily.net>
Round Rock, TX - Sunday, August 8, 2004 8:11 PM CDT
Hi Travis! I just wanted to stop by to say hi and let you know that I was thinking about you today. =0)

Candy <zacheric02@msn.com>
Livonia, MI - Sunday, August 8, 2004 6:12 PM CDT
I have been thinking and praying for you.
jane <jdunkelberg@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, August 8, 2004 5:46 PM CDT
Grow Donor cells grow!!!!! Trav we will pray that the pain isn't to bad and that you feel better soon!!
Lots of love,
Sherry & Mikey
caringbridge.org/fl/mikey <spotsmithm6@cs.com>
- Sunday, August 8, 2004 5:33 PM CDT
Hi there guys, sorry to hear about that darn back pain. sounds like things are going pretty well though! Grow donor cells grow!!!!
Lots of love,
Sherry & Mikey
caringbridge.org/fl/mikey <spotsmithm6@cs.com>
- Tuesday, August 3, 2004 10:35 PM CDT
HI TRAVIS,
SORRY I HAVEN'T WRITTEN SOONER, BAD AUNT, BAD AUNT. BUT I WILL TRY TO DO BETTER IN THE FURTURE. I JUST GOT YOUR ADDRESS TODAY. SAW YOUR PICTURES THEY ARE REALLY COOL. HOPE THIS FINDS YOU FEELING A BIT BETTER. I DO KEEP TRACK OF YOU THROUGH AUNT TEENA, AND GRANDMA AND ANYONE ELSE I COME IN CONTACT WITH. JUST HANG IN THERE BOOT BUG AND ALL WILL GET WELL. I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH AND YOU HAVE MY HEART.
AUNT JACKIE
JACKIE O'NEIL <jackieo@tm.net>
BITELY, MI 49309 - Monday, August 2, 2004 3:39 PM CDT
Hi Trav, just wanted to say Hi.

Jodi, I'll be in Tarrytown for a couple of days, if you need anything call my cell. 732-887-4536.

Love you guys
Nanci <meg85@wallnet.com>
Neptune, NJ - Sunday, August 1, 2004 8:12 AM CDT
Hi Trav, Just wanted to say "Hi" and say that we're praying for you, and that we love you so much. I hope your back feels better soon. Hang in there buddy. Lots of Love, Aunt Judi, Uncle Tom, Jasmine and Family
Aunt Judi Garvey <lovergirl_123_@hotmail.com>
Newaygo, MI USA - Sunday, August 1, 2004 0:56 AM CDT
I am glad to hear that you are doing so well Travis. You are such a strong willed fellow. Keep hanging in there. Love and prayers.
jane dunkelberg
- Saturday, July 31, 2004 2:07 PM CDT
Hi Travis

Just want to say that God is able to do the impossible. Jesus is the same yesterday, today and forever and He is still working miracles today. He loves you and cares deeply for you. He has heard all your prayers and cries and He will heal you. Stand firm in the Word and Promises of God. Be Strong in the Lord and in the power of His might. Keep on believing, praying and confessing for healing and you will have what you say.
Pin
Kirkland, WA usa - Thursday, July 29, 2004 12:42 AM CDT
YOUR IN OUR PRAYERS AND THOUGHTS....STAY STRONG YOU HAVE MANY PEOPLE PULLING FOR YOU.....
BRENDA GRIFFIN <BREGRI@CPFP.COM>
SPRING LAKE, MI USA - Thursday, July 29, 2004 8:42 AM CDT
Hi Travis and family, I just read your website and I am so glad to see that things are going well for the most part. Hang in there Travis! Soon you'll be rockin' the halls of 7 South with no pain at all. Just know that I think of all of you often. Please let me know if there is anything you need. Beverly knows how to get a hold of me. Talk to you soon. I'll try and stop up this weekend before I start my shift and at least wave through the window. Take care, Jessica
Jessica RN <season24@hotmail.com>
Grand Rapids, MI - Tuesday, July 27, 2004 4:42 PM CDT
Hey Trav, Sorry you're feeling so crummy today. Hang in there kiddo, in the long run it will all be worth it. We want you to come to Jersey. I'm still close to the beach.

Jodi, It was great to chat with you yesterday. A happy note from our house, the papers are ready for Jim and I to take custody of Reena Love you!
Nanci ,Jim and the girls <meg85@wallnet.com>
Neptune, NJ - Tuesday, July 27, 2004 4:36 PM CDT
Hi Travis and Marv. I know you are going through rough times right now but I know and pray you will have the strength to get through it all. My thoughts and prayers are with you always. Love, Aunt Sandy
Sandra Rop <sande4@comcast.net>
muskegon, MI USA - Monday, July 26, 2004 8:21 PM CDT
Hey Trav and Jodi!

I'm so glad everything is going so good!

The girls made cards for Trav so I'll get the in the mail! Trav' they think you're hot! ;-), I think they talked to you last time I called????.

Love ya Jodi. take it easy ok!!! Don't work too hard.
Nanci ,Jim and the girls <meg85@wallnet.com>
Neptune, NJ - Saturday, July 24, 2004 9:43 PM CDT
Hi Travis,
I'm new to your site and I wanted to let you know that I will be thinking about you and keeping you in my prayers. I can't imagine how tough all of this is for you but I hope it helps you to know that you have one more person out here who's rooting for you. I'll be back to check in on you again soon.
Candy from Hugs & Hope (www.hugsandhope.com) <zacheric02@msn.com>
Livonia, MI - Saturday, July 24, 2004 5:09 PM CDT
Hi Travis,
I am glad to hear that everything went well. We are praying for you. Hang in there!
Love,

Lisa and Family <lisamj30@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, July 24, 2004 8:39 AM CDT
Dear Travis,
We are praying for you and thinking about you. This really is a great day but it won't seem like it to you for awhile . Ted will tell you first hand that it is worth every minute of feeling sick. His one year anniversary is August 7th and he is back in full action. God Bless you and your family.
Laurie Burgoon aka Ted's mom <eburgoon@aol.com.>
Grand Rapids, MI - Friday, July 23, 2004 10:38 PM CDT
Happry transplant day!!!!!! YIPEEE
I am so glad your spirits are up that's awesome!
Lots of prayers and love,
Sherry & Mikey
caringbridge.org/fl/mikey <spotsmithm6@cs.com>
- Friday, July 23, 2004 7:54 PM CDT
The prayers are working Travis !! Your pain is over...your new life has begun !! Such great news !! Jodi...thanks for the updates, here and the board !! We love you...hang in there !!
Joni
- Friday, July 23, 2004 7:52 PM CDT
I am thinking about you and checking the website a couple of times a day to see how things are going. I am glad to hear the BMT went well. Even though things may be worse before getting better, you are aleady on your way home!Hang tough Travis. Let us know if you need anything at all.
Penny Romans <PRomans@mmbjlaw.com>
Marne, MI US - Friday, July 23, 2004 12:25 AM CDT
You are in my thoughts and prayers!!

Katherine Eddington
- Friday, July 23, 2004 10:39 AM CDT
Go go Trav!! Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers ((((HUGS))))
Anne
Abbotsford, BC Canada - Friday, July 23, 2004 10:36 AM CDT
YEAH FOR THE TRANSPLANT....I WILL CONTINUE TO PRAY THROUGHOUT THE DAY! THANKS FOR THE SPEEDY JOURNALS JODI.
JANET MATHIS <JANET@SENIORRESOURCES.US>
FRUITPORT, MI - Friday, July 23, 2004 9:58 AM CDT
Hiya Travis,
Let's hope this is the beginning of your new Cancer free life.
I too went thru tough chemo (not BMT) so I know what 'it's' like.
Stay strong (not always easy) and just concentrate on the day that you will be back home with this nightmare behind you.
Keeping you in my thoughts.
Gemma
www.caringbridge.org/sd/gemma <luigitumminelli@virgilio.it>
SICILY,ITALY - Thursday, July 22, 2004 3:51 PM CDT
Hey Trav, Just wanted to sent you some stregnth and good vibes for tommorow.

Jodi, praying for the donor. If you need ANYTHING, call me.
Nanci <meg85@wallnet.com>
Neptune, NJ - Thursday, July 22, 2004 2:05 PM CDT
Hi Travis,
You are in our prayers and thoughts. We can't even imagine what you and your family are going through. Keep the faith.
You have alot of great people around you to help you through it all.
God Bless you! We are some more people who care.
Charlene & Bill Thompson

Charlene & Bill Thompson <Charleyeve2@Aol.com>
Muskegon, MI Muskegon - Thursday, July 22, 2004 11:23 AM CDT
I hope your mouth is feeling better by now. I am thinking about you and saying many prayers. {{{hugs}}}
jane
- Wednesday, July 21, 2004 6:35 PM CDT
Hey Trav, Just wanted to let you know we're thinking of you!
Nanci ,Jim and the girls <meg85@wallnet.com>
Neptune , NJ - Wednesday, July 21, 2004 6:20 PM CDT
Hi Trav,
We came across your web site and wanted to let you now you're in our prayers. My family wishes you all the best. Keep fighting and we'll keep praying.
Cheryl Payne <higgi109@aol.com>
Lafayette, LA US - Monday, July 19, 2004 8:05 PM CDT
Hey Trav and Travs mom- this is Gay (Eleanora) from the Leukemia and Lymphoma website. I am Mary Kate's mom. She is 9 and in remission from leukemia. We are So Happy you have found a donor and are on your way to getting your transplant. We are praying for you every day and we are SO happy you are almost there. You are very brave, and so is your mom. Mary Kate and her twin sister, Sarah, (no, not Ashley) are praying for you, too, that you will feel better soon!!!!
Gay Anderson <randerson@ticnet.com>
Dallas, Tx - Monday, July 19, 2004 7:43 PM CDT
Hi Trav,

I found your site while visiting Katia's webpage. I just wanted to let you know that even in Moscow, Russia, there is someone who is praying for you and your recovery. Be strong, keep fighting!

Hugs and kisses,

Katya
Katya <smart4002@yandex.ru>
Moscow, Russia - Monday, July 19, 2004 12:49 AM CDT
Hang in there Travis...it's almost over!! Lots of people are praying for you!! Jodi...you know where we are if you need us...and thanks for the updates !
Joni
- Sunday, July 18, 2004 9:10 PM CDT
I found your webpage through Katia's site. Please know that you're in my thoughts and prayers. I'll be back to check on you. Stay tough!

Much love...
Terry Snyder (Angel Jalen's "Am-Maw") http://www.caringbridge.org/fl/jalen <vix207@aol.com>
Royal Palm Beach, FL - Sunday, July 18, 2004 7:55 PM CDT
Travis,
I came across your page by accident this morning, but I just wanted to let you to know that I am praying for you and your recovery.

Hang in there and try to be strong through all of these up and down-hill battles.
Darla <ddol@centurytel.net>
Iota, LA USA - Saturday, July 17, 2004 11:21 AM CDT
I have been thinking and praying for your speedy recovery. Tell your mom that her friend from the clique is sending hugs.
jane <jdunkelberg@hotmail.com>
springfield, mo - Saturday, July 17, 2004 11:14 AM CDT
What can I say it is a hard and scary journey. My son had a BMT for AML 7 years ago and so far so good. Keep fighting! Our prayers are with you.
Jean
- Saturday, July 17, 2004 1:28 AM CDT
Hey Trav! My name is Andrew and I am 3 years old. I have t-cell ALL, and did radiation this past March. I am praying for you, that you breeze through the radiation, and that it kicks your leukemia to the curb! Hang Tough, Live Strong! ~Andrew
www.caringbridge.org/ca/andrew <kim.sprague@cox.net>
Ladera Ranch, CA USA - Saturday, July 17, 2004 0:04 AM CDT
I AM NEW TO YOUR PAGE BUT I WANTED TO COME SIGN YOUR GUESTBOOK TO LET YOU KNOW THERE ARE SO MANY MORE PRAYERS THAN YOU KNOW FOR YOU AND YOUR FAMILY. IT IS HARD TO GO DO SOMETHING (THAT IS SUPPOSED TO HELP YOU) BUT MAKES YOU FEEL SO BAD! THAT DOESN'T MAKE SENSE BUT THEN NOT A WHOLE LOT IN THE FIGHT AGAINST CANCER DOES MAKE SENSE. I HAVE A 4 YEAR OLD DAUGHTER, KATIA, WHO HAD HER TRANSPLANT ON FEBRUARY 5TH OF THIS YEAR. SHE HAS HAD A LONG ROAD AND WONDERS WHY SHE DOESN'T FEEL BETTER A LOT OF TIMES. IT IS HARD TO EXPLAIN TO HER THAT LABS LOOK OKAY BUT SHE JUST DOESN'T FEEL GOOD. OUR PRAYERS GO OUT TO YOU. YOU ARE THE HERO TO SO MANY PEOPLE YOU DON'T KNOW. SOMEDAY YOU WILL BE ABLE TO GO TALK TO SOMEONE IN YOUR SHOES AND LET THEM KNOW, YOU HAVE BEEN THROUGH THIS AND THEY CAN GET THROUGH IT TO. GOD BLESS. I LOVE THE PICTURE OF YOU AND THE BAND:) THAT WAS VERY NICE OF THEM. LOVE,
Tracy and Katia

TRACY AND KATIA <TMSOL87@AOL.COM>
- Friday, July 16, 2004 8:35 PM CDT
Hi Travis, my name is Emily. my mom found your website and i wanted to get in contact with you, see in December of 2000 i was diagnosed with biphenotypic luekemia as well. i went through all the chemo, and all the drugs that you probly did, but i didnt go into remission untill day 21, which as you all know is bad. i spent Christmas in the hostpital and then shortly after New Years i went into the ICU with an infection called Scutomotis, it was eating me from the inside out, causing my kidneys to stop working, my heart, liver, brain, lungs, and anything else you can think of to start to shut down. I was told that i had 24 hours to live, but i'm stubborn and i made it out of that. i continued my treatments, and i would continue on to transeplant. I read that you are having serious doubts as to whether or not you want to do the transeplant, which, to me is totally understandable, its horrible, radiation is crap, the amount of chemo you have to get is nearly unbearable, and the hostpital stay for me was the longest that i'd had, a little over 3 months. but i made it out of it, a little sick, but i was ok. Now the fact that you have to have the transeplant sucks, but for the type of cancer that you had (that we both had) transeplant is the only option. i'm not going to lie, and i'm not going to be sutble, transeplant was hell, but without it i most likely wouldnt be alive to day.
Well, i put my 2 cents in, i would like it if you could keep in contact with me, i've never heard of anyone else that was close to my age with the same type of cancer that i had. thank you. Emily
Emily Roberts <Mekattt@aol.com>
Franklin, Oh Usa - Friday, July 16, 2004 10:31 AM CDT
Hi Travis! I found your site through Lakota. My son is in a band that has traveled around the country. They are playing at a big music festival this weekend in Wilmar, MN. Have you heard of Sonshine Festival? The band, Angry Atom,has a website www.angryatom.com. You can email them. I'm sure they would correspond with you. Maybe they will be in your town sometime...

Jesus, please encourage Travis through Your Spirit. Encourage him in every decision he has to make concerning his care; give him strength to endure; give wisdom to the docs and his family ; heal his body and give him a fantastic long life that only You can give!
Minnesota Mom
Edina, MN United States - Friday, July 16, 2004 9:17 AM CDT
Travis - Hang in there. The BMT is the right decision, and 10 years from now you will look back and realize that. I am sure these radiation and chemo treatments are very tough on you, and the BMT will not be an easy road, but few roads taken in life are easy, with a few bumps along the way. Some people just have to climb hills rather than little bumps, but in the end it is worth the extra work. You will be a stronger person having had to go through this. Enough of my "parent" speeches, hang in there. You have a lot of people praying for you.
Penny Romans <PRomans@mmbjlaw.com>
Marne, MI USA - Friday, July 16, 2004 8:16 AM CDT
Hey Trav!

Just wanted to let you know we're thinking of you. Your in our thoughts everday. {{HUGS}}

Love ya kiddo

Nanci, Jim and the Girls
Neptune, NJ - Thursday, July 15, 2004 3:33 PM CDT
Go Travis. I am sure you can do it!
Brownie Everett <ballina_14094@yahoo.com>
Lockport, NY USA - Thursday, July 15, 2004 2:42 PM CDT
Hi there Travis and family,
I am glad that you decieded to go through with the transplant. My son is 7 months out and is doing great, other than magnesium issues and other small things. He is not in pain and the only discomfort he has is from the steriods making his muscles weak so going up stairs is hard.
Because Mikey had a history of fungal infections they put a line in me so that I could donate white cells to Mikey. This worked well and really helped eliminate mouth sores and things like that.
Mikey also went through radiation(1week) and he said the first day was the hardest after that it got better.
You are in our prayers big hug to you, you will get through it!!
Love,
Sherry & Mikey
caringbridge.org/fl/mikey <spotsmithm6@cs.com>
- Monday, July 12, 2004 10:39 AM CDT
Here is a quote from Mattie Stepanek (National Goodwill Ambassador for the Muscular Dystrophy Association) that I thought was very profound and wanted to share it with you. "I want people to know that in every life there are storms, but we must remember to play after every storm and to celebrate the gift of life as we have it or else life becomes a task, rather than a gift."
KD
USA - Sunday, July 11, 2004 5:33 PM CDT
Travis and family,
Good luck with your decision to go through with the transplant. My husband is day +56. We also wondered if the pains of the transplant were worth it, but decided that without it he only had a 5% chance of survival after his first relapse. With the transplant his chances go up to somewhere between 50-60%. Much better odds! We will be praying for you!
Erika & Steve Tode <www.caringbridge.org/nm/stevetode ... erikatoady@wmconnect.com>
- Friday, July 9, 2004 8:33 PM CDT
Bunches of hugs for you Travis.
Amy, Jim, Jeremy and Ginny
Tiffin, OH USA - Thursday, July 8, 2004 10:48 AM CDT
Glad to hear your home and doing well. My prayers are with you always. Keep up the good spirits.
Love, Aunt Sandy
Sandra Rop <sande4@comcast.net>
muskegon, MI US - Wednesday, July 7, 2004 7:49 PM CDT
Travis, or maybe I should say Jodi since Travis says it'll be you who reads this. Check out the new laptop! It works! If you crash this one I'll have to fine you some chocolate covered pretzels. Okay, carry on being the great mom of a great kid.

Rhys
Rhys VanDemark <rhysvandemark@spectrumhealth.org>
Grand Rapids, MI USA - Wednesday, June 30, 2004 2:45 PM CDT
Travis and Jodi,
I'm Pat King, Merrill King's dad (10 year old recently diagnosed with AML, www.merrillking.com). We're going to do the bmt almost at the same time as you, we start day minus 8 on June 19th.... We used to live in Michigan (I think that's where you are). Are you well enough to give that guitar a few licks? (I used to play, but I was pretty lame actually). You're in our thoughts and prayers, hang tough......Pat King
Patrick King <kingpa@corp.earthlink.net>
Roswell, GA United States - Wednesday, June 30, 2004 6:05 AM CDT
Hi there,
I hope you start feeling better very soon!
Mikey had a double lumen before transplant, but the transplant DR's wanted 3 lines so instead of putting in another single lumen (which would mean another site to deal with) Mikey had his double taken out and a triple lumen put in. I don't know what Trav has and I know the DR's are all different but I thought I would mention it anyway.
My prayers are with you!
Lots of love,
Sherry & Mikey
caringbridge.org/fl/mikey <spotsmithm6@cs.com>
- Tuesday, June 29, 2004 10:18 PM CDT
Travis and Mom,
Sending prayers and hugs your way.
Travis, hoping you will start feeling better soon, as the nasty line infection starts to clear.
God Bless,
Ryan's mom
Ryangrumish.com
Judy Grumish <bmtmom@ryangrumish.com>
CHAMPAIGN, IL USA - Monday, June 28, 2004 10:44 PM CDT
Just want to say hi and let you guys know you're always in my thoughts and prayers.

There's light at the end of the tunnel - hang in there!
Donna Antinnes
PA - Saturday, June 26, 2004 6:00 PM CDT
Hello Travis,

My son Benjamin (3 yrs old) is also battling biphenotypic leukemia. He had 90% ALL markers and 10% AML markers so he is being treated on an ALL protocol. Like you, he is also in remission! We will add you to our prayers and we wish you the best with your upcoming bone marrow transplant.

Also, that is pretty cool that MTV is sending bands to your hospital room. Ben would love to have the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtle show up to see him.

Have a great day!

Best Regards,
Chris smith

www.caringbridge.org/ga/benjaminsmith
Chris Smith <csmith@escrowassociates.com>
Marietta, GA USA - Thursday, June 10, 2004 12:14 AM CDT
Hello Travis,

My son Benjamin (3 yrs old) is also battling biphenotypic leukemia. He had 90% ALL markers and 10% AML markers so he is being treated on an ALL protocol. Like you, he is also in remission! We will add you to our prayers and we wish you the best with your upcoming bone marrow transplant.

Also, that is pretty cool that MTV is sending bands to your hospital room. Ben would love to have the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtle show up to see him.

Have a great day!

Best Regards,
Chris smith

www.caringbridge.org/ga/benjaminsmith
Chris Smith <csmith@escrowassociates.com>
Marietta, GA USA - Thursday, June 10, 2004 12:11 AM CDT
Jodi, Travis and Family

Hello, Thank you so so so much for coming to Sierra�s page. I love meeting new families and making new friends, I just hate that it has to be something terrible like Cancer that brings us into this Caring Bridge world. I think it has strengthened me as a parent and I think all families should just join in so they all can see how precious and FRAGILE our little lives can be.

I will be checking in on you often and I will add you to my weekly words of wisdom messages =) Like I am so smart!! HeHeHe! That is wonderful you have a match for your BMT I had no idea there was a registry and how simple it is to get on the registry. And I am in the medical field!! When Sierra got sick and I started meeting these families and researching all the treatment right away I decided to plan a drive in our community. We live in such a caring community filled with people who love to help others and our only hold up is lack of resources. So lets �move the mountain to Mohamed�!! Right now Sierra is not needing a BMT but I feel at such a lose that I can not do any more for her other than keeping the treatment going. This drive has given me something very positive to focus on and makes me feel like I am doing something great!! If it helps just one person like you and Sierra then it is all worth it!!

Travis that picture with the band is AWSOME!!! I am sure you will remember that for many many many years to come!! Don�t worry about wearing a mask. Just remember that girls love doctors and men in uniform!!! You will have to beat them off with a stick!! I will be thinking and praying for you everyday!

Caring Bridge ((((Hugs)))) and ++++prayers++++ to you all!
God Speed, Sierra�s Mommy *Missy Sierra*

The Johnsons, Larry, Serena, Zach, Jacob and Sierra <stotzke@chartermi.net>
SHERBURN , MN - Wednesday, June 9, 2004 12:52 AM CDT
Jodi,
Thanks for checking in on my husband, Steve. I have also been reading your updates on Travis and praying for his successful transplant. Steve is day +27 and doing very well. Plz e-mail me with any questions that you might have regarding the process or just for support! This will be a time full of conflicting emotions for you, Travis, and your entire family but he is young, strong, and can get through this just fine!
Erika Tode <erikatoady@wmconnect.com...www.caringbridge.org/nm/stevetode>
Rio Rancho, NM - Wednesday, June 9, 2004 11:30 AM CDT
Thinking about you and praying for you in the weeks ahead.
Love,
Ryan's mom
Ryangrumish.com
Judy Grumish <bmtmom@ryangrumish.com>
Champaign, IL USA - Saturday, June 5, 2004 10:00 PM CDT
Hey Travis!!

I hope you are home for the week-end and enjoy your time with your friends & family!! Hope you had a great birthday!
Joni <Joanbug@hotmail.com>
Yucca Valley, Ca - Friday, May 28, 2004 10:59 AM CDT

sammi wanted to stop in to say thanks for signing her book..she loves m,aking new friends. happy birthday to you a little late also. hope your feeling ok and if its ok with you can we add you to our friends list on our page??

in our thoughts prayers and hearts!!
~*~Samantha's Story~*~

karen n sammi <mpbowler1@aol.com>
- Thursday, May 27, 2004 12:41 AM CDT
Hi Jodi!

I'll keep saying prayers for Travis and family and I'll add Ali and family to my prayer list.

Love,
Kath
Katherine Eddington
- Thursday, May 27, 2004 8:57 AM CDT
Jodi:

Thanks for mentioning Ali. All these kids are pretty incredible and definitely worthy of much prayer!
Steve Aardema <saardema@remc7.k12.mi.us>
Overisel, MI USA & proud of it - Thursday, May 27, 2004 0:19 AM CDT
Hi Jodi nd Marv and Travis, Hope all is well I miss you already. Keep in touch you are all in my prayers Love Aunt Kay
Aunt Kay <albrkayellen@aol.com>
Wilmington, N.C. New Hanover - Wednesday, May 26, 2004 11:01 AM CDT
I saw this on the thrice boards.

I have to say, this is a lot of love. I do hope you will get better. I would volunteer but my indian blood is way back in the 1700's. ;) I will pray for you and send the info on to my friends. I wish you the best and pray god's blessing and will on you. He's always watching over you.

Remember that those who suffer through life are the strong ones. Those who don't know hardship, don't know life. We walk this road to the journey set before us. It is a long one that He chooses for us, but we are never alone or away from him. *as it is obvious here*
Janay
Bristol, TN US - Wednesday, May 19, 2004 10:56 PM CDT
Hi Travis, It's Jessica. I was so saddened to hear the news from your mom but I know that you are a fighter and you can beat this. I wish I was there to take care of you but please know that I will keep you in my thoughts. I told your mom on e-mail that I could at least come to visit now, maybe even get a free concert from you, and then have chocolate milkshakes. Keep your head up Travis, you'll get through this. Let me know if you need anything!!!
Jessica Johnston RN <season24@hotmail.com>
Grandville, MI - Wednesday, May 19, 2004 1:21 PM CDT
Travis,
I talked to your mom last night to get an update. Hang in there!! We were going to come up this weekend, but Riley and Uncle Brian have shingles...ARGHH! They said it wasn't contagious when Riley started, but obviously we don't believe them. So better safe than sorry. We are so sorry we missed your birthday (sucky place to have to spend a birthday), but we love you and are thinking of you everyday.
We hope to get up this weekend if everyone is healthy.
Love you,
Aunt Brenda
Brenda Remington <bremington@chartermi.net>
Grand Haven, MI USA - Monday, May 17, 2004 5:52 AM CDT
Hey Travis !...

Good luck with the bone marrow drive....you will find someone!! I say a prayer for you every day !
Jodi...we love you!!
Joni <Joanbug@hotmail.com>
Yucca Valley, Ca - Saturday, May 15, 2004 8:46 PM CDT
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TRAVIS!!! my 7 yr old daughter plays the guitar also. have a great day! thoughts and prayers, angelique parker www.caringbridge.org/oh/harleiparker
angelique parker <pfloyd326@yahoo.com>
ohio - Saturday, May 15, 2004 7:49 PM CDT
Hi Travis--Just wanted you to know how much I love you, and that I am thinking and praying for you everyday!!! You are one tough kid , so hang in there. Lots of HUGS and KISSES to you. Love Aunt Karen
Karen Parnell <karenpar813@msn.com>
Spring Lake, MI OTTAWA - Thursday, May 13, 2004 1:55 PM CDT
hi trav this is cody i am at school and i am making u a card. i am thinking of u and i hope u get better i love u.
love,
cody.
cody remington <dork77882003@yahoo.com>
fruitport, mi usa - Thursday, May 13, 2004 10:23 AM CDT
Dear Travis and Family,
I received an email about Travis' need for a donor. I have forwarded the info around to all of the people in my address book and will post on our web site also.
We will pray that a good match is found.
Patti Welander (Mom to James) http://www.caringbridge.org/il/jamesw <batmom@hotmail.com>
Leroy, IL - Wednesday, May 12, 2004 8:21 PM CDT
Dear Travis and Family,
I remember when Travis was in my room. What a delight you were, Travis. I will keep you and your family in my thoughts and hope that you are up and around again soon.
fondly,
Vella Caruso
Vella Caruso <vac1@comcast.net>
Muskegon, Mi - Wednesday, May 12, 2004 1:04 PM CDT
Hi Travis and family,
Keep up the fight you have a hard road ahead of you. allthough I may not be a match I will be tested to be a bone marrow doner I pray and live in hope that you will find a match. www.caringbridge.org/me/jayden
Nickie Fairfull <fairfull7@hotmail.com>
Toowoomba, QLD Australia - Tuesday, May 11, 2004 4:14 PM CDT
Hi, I hope you find a match for your bone marrow transplant. Make a recovery and rock out at another Thrice show!
Andrew Chun (Thrice Message Boards) <to_avenge_deadbolt@hotmail.com>
La Crescenta, CA United States of America - Friday, May 7, 2004 0:55 AM CDT
Hi Travis and family!

You and your cause are in my prayers daily. I look forward to the day when you and many others are cured for good.. and perhaps your cause and suffering will alleviate the illness of others. Either way, you are truly courageous and deserve to live a life of love and happiness. I'm sure you already do, even though your life is threatened.

Everyone here on the Thrice Message Board is wishing/praying for your recovery, and is fully supporting you. Please take care.

Much love and sincerity,
Tony Paraskevas
Godbless.

Tony Paraskevas <element@thrice.net>
Brossard, PQ Canada - Thursday, May 6, 2004 9:16 PM CDT
I hope you get well soon bro. My prayers are with you.
Jamie <lpweb@shaw.ca>
Winnipeg, MB Canada - Thursday, May 6, 2004 9:10 PM CDT
Hey travis i am jon of course I found you from the thrice message board Im prayin and hope you get better you're one tuff dude keep it up.
Jon <BleachFreakShid@hotmail.com>
Riverside, Ca USA - Thursday, May 6, 2004 8:53 PM CDT
Hey Travis.
You probably dont know me, but i just want you to know that you're in my prayer. I can't image how hard it is for you, but stay strong and keep fighting

carol from Thrice message board <ckdacarol@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, May 6, 2004 6:22 PM CDT
Hi Travis!
I'M sad to hear the bad news.I will pray for you.and think of you.
love
laura
www.caringbridge.org/europe/laura <laurasarkadi@hotmail.com>
budapest, Hungary - Tuesday, May 4, 2004 11:29 AM CDT
Crap, Crap, Crap. I am so sorry that this is happening to you all again. I was praying that Travis would be the one to beat the odds of this terrible leukemia and beat it on the first round! You will continue to be in our prayers.
Debby Roberts.........................http://www.caringbridge.org/oh/emilyroberts/ <djfrro@aol.com>
- Tuesday, May 4, 2004 7:15 AM CDT
Hey guys, just wanted to let you know you have our all love thoughts and prayers.

Love you guys always and Jodi, I'm holding your hand.

Remember "paraelle" (LOL someday we'll spell it right!)

Forever friends. Nanci
Nanci <meg85@wallnet.com>
Neptune, - Monday, May 3, 2004 9:57 PM CDT
Hey, Travis! You don't know me personally, but we've been following your fight for a while now. We're pulling for you and you are always in our prayers. Keep fighting!!!
Mak (from Ross Valory Rocks forums)
NH - Monday, May 3, 2004 4:45 AM CDT
Hi Travis,
My name is Jenna and I came across your website. You are deffinatly and truly are an amazing Fighter and Hero in life. I know that right now things are tough, but I do know that so many people are praying for you and pulling for you. Know one likes to hear that news, but all I know is that there is always hope, and alot of people are praying including me. You are a Fighter! Never Ever Forget That! I will come back and sign your book once and awhile and I will be praying for you.
I Believe!
www.caringbridge.org/canada/jenna
Jenna <hockeykid@telus.net>
Kamloops, BC Canada - Monday, May 3, 2004 1:33 AM CDT
Hugs, love and prayers from a Journey friend
Lizzy <VocalLizzy@aol.com>
- Friday, April 30, 2004 8:42 PM CDT
Jodi,

I just read about Travis on the CB. Please let me know if there's anything I can do.

Hugs.
Donna Antinnes <donna.antinnes@verizon.net>
- Friday, April 30, 2004 7:40 PM CDT
Jodi,
I'm so sorry to hear about the setback; I think of you and Travis quite often; you're in my prayers!
Love,
Steph (from CB)

Stephanie <stephaniea@austin.rr.com>
Round Rock, tx usa - Friday, April 30, 2004 6:52 PM CDT
Jodi, I'm so sorry to hear this news - I'll continue to pray for Travis.
Jill <steveandjill4@comcast.net>
Punta Gorda, FL - Friday, April 30, 2004 6:50 PM CDT
Travis,

We wish you well. You are in our thoughts and prayers.

Love you Jodi!
Amy, Jim, Jeremy and Ginny <AmyG@woh.rr.com>
Tiffin, OH - Friday, April 30, 2004 3:39 PM CDT
Travis & family,
So glad to hear that you are continuing to get well our hearts and prayers go out to all of you.
Janet Mathis <janet@seniorresources.us>
Fruitport, MI 494115 - Friday, March 19, 2004 12:52 AM CST
Hi Trav, I didn't realise the site was still here till I talked to your mom last night. I'm proud of you kiddo!

You get your moms butt up here to NJ or NY! Especialy if Jim and I get married soon!

Jodi Love you always!!!!!

I'll call you again soon
Nanci <nancikarl@yahoo.com>
Neptune, NJ - Monday, March 15, 2004 7:27 PM CST
hi! i am glad all is going so well with your health. you are always in my prayers.
jane <jdunkelberg@hotmail.com>
springfield, mo - Monday, March 15, 2004 3:10 PM CST
hi Trav!

How are you doing?I hope good.I pray for you.have fun mate.

laura

www.caringbridge.org/europe/laura
laura <laurasarkadi@hotmail.com>
budapest, Hungary - Monday, March 8, 2004 8:21 AM CST
G'day travis and family
thankyou for visiting our jacob's web page you have no idea how much your message has given us hope we thank god that your travis is doing so well and will pray he continues to do so,our jacob has been in hospital for the last week he is doing a lot better we are hoping to have him home by the weekend
stay strong mate keep fighting
with love jacob's mum www.caringbridge.org/me/jacob
deanne mcleod-steinmetz <deanne_jon@iprimus.com>
brisbane, Q.L.D Australia - Thursday, March 4, 2004 7:56 AM CST
I'm so happy that things are still looking up..We'll keep praying though....and soon those 17 months will turn into victory..Hugs Carolyn

Carolyn <carolynj52@ilovejesus.net>
- Monday, January 12, 2004 10:54 PM CST

Jean - Quilts of Love <quiltsoflove@quiltsoflove.com>
- Wednesday, December 24, 2003 3:07 PM CST
TO THE LIND FAMILY: MAY "ALL" YOUR CHRISTMAS DREAMS COME TRUE AND MAY GOD CONTINUE TO SHINE HIS STAR ON YOUR FAMILY, YOUR IS IN OUR HEARTS. MERRY CHRISTMAS!!
JANET MATHIS <JANET@YAHOO.COM>
FRUITPORT, MI - Thursday, December 11, 2003 11:31 AM CST
Hey Guys,
Everything sounds great, glad to hear it. Hope you all have a great Holiday Season.
Jill <jprice9322@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, December 10, 2003 8:39 AM CST

I am starting my rounds early as I have many QOL children to visit, I just wanted to make sure you know we are all thinking of you and wishing you the best Christmas ever.
Love Angel Toto <pat_totoofoz@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, December 7, 2003 7:17 PM CST
Great news!!! All the prayers are helping. All your persistence and positive thinking is paying off. Travis, you and your family deserve all the good things that come your way. Jodi, you are an amazing women. You truly embody what it means to be a Mom!!

Take care of yourselves and congratulations on all the great news!!
Katherine Eddington
- Thursday, November 13, 2003 3:11 PM CST
hey travis, i'm just another kid from the thrice message board and i'm wishing you only the best and i am sure you'll be having an awesome time at the thrice concert!
ann christin <das_doed@web.de>
germany - Thursday, November 13, 2003 11:22 AM CST
Hey travis, im just some random guy who is a thrice fan from nashville, my prayers go out to you, best of luck, and you picked an amazing band to see, anyway you can get out there to see them play- it will be worth it. Have a blast and enjoy yourself my friend, i know you'll be okay.
Chris <fifthfloorwindow@thrice.net>
nashvegas, tn usa - Thursday, November 13, 2003 9:55 AM CST
Hi Travis!
I read a post from your mom on the Thrice boards, and I was so stoked for you that you get to go home soon, and that you get to see Thrice on top of that! I know everyone here from the Thrice boards supports you 100 percent, and wish you nothing but the best! Hope you get better soon, and have fun at the show!!!
Chelsea <pennylane033@hotmail.com>
Portland, OR - Thursday, November 13, 2003 3:31 AM CST
Hey Trav! Great about Thrice!! Have a blast!!!!

Jodi! You pushy! nah!

Love you guys!
Nanci <nancikarl@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, November 12, 2003 7:26 PM CST
hey travis hope you get some encouragemnet from this. stay strong. i hope you get to hang out backstage with Thrice. congratulations!
matt kezele <mkezele66@hotmail.com>
scottsdale, az USA - Tuesday, November 11, 2003 6:41 PM CST
Hi Travis and Jodi,
I saw the link from the Thrice Board so I wanted to tell you - You will be in our thoughts and prayers. I hope you are both doing well and wish Travis a speedy recovery so you can go home and be with family and friends. Also have fun on the 28th seeing Thrice =)
Carol <caroltran6@hotmail.com>
Dana Point, CA USA - Tuesday, November 11, 2003 6:03 PM CST
hey trav i hope you feel better man. it's great that you're recovering. cancer does suck i agree, many of my relatives have gone through this and i can tell they don't like it very much. so i hope you recover soon and if there's anything you want just e-mail me. if you ever come out to southern california just tell me and i'll tell you where all the hookup spots are and where all the fun is at. and it's great that you like thrice. i find their music very inspirational at times in my life.
Chau Vo <superchau88@yahoo.com>
Torrance, CA USA - Tuesday, November 11, 2003 5:48 PM CST
Hi Travis

I really hope you get better soon, as its not fair for anyone to have gone through what you have. I hope that Thrice will help you through, as I can thankfully say they have done for me. I am a avid supporter of Thrice and their music, and I think its great that you love them too. Get well really soon and all the best in the future...

Take care...

Rob Clifford
Robert Clifford, England <rxc87@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, November 11, 2003 12:40 AM CST
hey man, have a speedy recovery and i hope you meet thrice
Michael Thornton <michaelthornton360@msn.com>
England - Tuesday, November 11, 2003 11:48 AM CST
Hey Trav! Hope you had Fun Sat night!!!

Jodi tty tommorow!
Nanci Karl
Howell, NJ - Wednesday, October 1, 2003 6:07 PM CDT
Hi Travis and Jodi and Family!

I keep you all in my daily prayers. I hope you had fun at the Tommy Chong show.

Katherine Eddington
- Wednesday, October 1, 2003 11:11 AM CDT
keep your chin up travis. we are all thinking and praying for you. i bet you will be able to go home soon. {hugs}
jane
- Tuesday, September 30, 2003 7:43 PM CDT
Hey, sorry you had to go back to the hosptial tata... everyone at my party was looking forward to seen ya... well ill try to come up and visit ya, but ive had alot of homework lately.. ill call ya soon, and be sure to call me RIGHT when you get back to ur house... get better tata
Kevin Mogdis
Fruitport, MI USA - Tuesday, September 30, 2003 4:05 PM CDT
Hi Travis, Keep your chin up, those counts will be back up
in no time at all. I am keeping my fingers crossed that it
goes up quickly.
Sandy Long
- Tuesday, September 30, 2003 9:56 AM CDT
hi travis!
my husbands band got to play at a bar b que cook off in willow springs mo, yesterday. they had so much fun. one of the organizers gave him a pair of fuzzy dice for his truck! lol. jim is the last man on earth to use fuzzy dice. the band is playing on oct 3 at a blues bar and on oct 4 for special olympics. i wish you lived closer so that you could sit in with them. they are always looking for new talent. hope you are feeling well. i am always thinking and praying for you.
jane dunkelberg
- Sunday, September 21, 2003 11:05 AM CDT
Hi Travis. Feel better soon

Your friends Kelli,Sarah and Jenna
The Karl Girls
Howell, - Sunday, September 21, 2003 11:03 AM CDT
Hey Trav, just wanted to pop in and let you know I'm thinking of you! You're doing great kiddo! Hand in there!

Jodi, I'll call you later today!
Nanci Karl
Howell , NJ - Sunday, September 21, 2003 10:56 AM CDT
HEY TRAVIS,
GLAD TO HEAR THAT YOU HAD A GOOD TIME WHILE YOU GOT TO BE AT HOME!!!! WE HAVE NOT WRITTEN OR ANYTHING IN A WHILE BECAUSE OUR COMPUTER HAS BEEN DOWN!
HOPE YOU ARE DOING OK THIS TIME WITH THE CHEMO!
THINKING OF YOU ALWAYS!

THE RILLEMA'S
- Saturday, September 20, 2003 7:45 PM CDT
Great news! It is long overdue. Travis - enjoy your life! It is great to be 16, and your main focus should be on your friends, your band, and fun! And don't forget school and homework once in a while.
Penny Romans <PRomans@mmbjlaw.com>
Marne, MI US - Friday, September 19, 2003 7:50 AM CDT
YEAH!!!!!! I am so Happy to hear You Are doing so much better! Will keep you in my prayers though! You are gonna get through this! Have fun Being home Sweetie!!
Cindy Robistow <robistow@frontiernet.net>
Rochester, NY USA - Sunday, September 14, 2003 7:27 PM CDT
YEAH, So glad you have achieved remission. Now everyone pray for a donor to be identified ASAP!
Debby Roberts............................................http://www.caringbridge.org/oh/emilyroberts/
- Sunday, September 14, 2003 9:05 AM CDT
CONGRATULATIONS! It's such great news to read that you are in remission - keep up the good work!
Roger
Toronto, ON CANADA - Sunday, September 14, 2003 7:46 AM CDT
Hi Travis & Family!
What wonderful news we just got! So happy to hear you are in remission and going to pray real hard for a donor for your transplant! Way to go!
~Hugs~
Jean

Jean - Quilts of Love <jean@quiltsoflove.com>
- Friday, September 12, 2003 5:52 PM CDT
Woohoo the best news! remisson are there any better words? I am so happy for you!

Love Angel Toto
- Friday, September 12, 2003 5:24 PM CDT
Hey T-Lind, Can't wait to see ya, we miss you here.
Stay strong

Mr. Bowen
- Monday, September 8, 2003 9:23 AM CDT

Angel Toto
- Sunday, September 7, 2003 8:50 PM CDT
Travis,
I really miss seeing you in class everyday. I love the pictures on the photo page:) I really hope you get a chance to come home this week. Please know you are in my prayers everyday.
Pollie Gilchrist <polliekay@yahoo.com>
Spring Lake, MI USA - Sunday, September 7, 2003 6:04 PM CDT
Hi,Trav!
Have a restful weekend and I hope you hear good news on Tuesday or sooner! Know that you are in my thoughts and prayers. Take care of yourself.Love,Miss Dunn
Miss Kathy Dunn <kdunn@remc4.k12.mi.us>
Muskegon, Mi USA - Friday, September 5, 2003 2:10 PM CDT
Hey There, Trav,
Just wanted to say Hi and I hope you're feeling better. You're always in my thoughts and prayers. I love you a lot.
I think it's great that you've been able to leave the hospital some. Love, Aunt Judi
P.S. Jodi, Marv, and Cory, I love you guys, too!! Hang in there!!
"Aunt"Judi Garvey <jlg11747@earthlink.net>
Newaygo, MI USA - Friday, September 5, 2003 1:55 PM CDT
Dear Travis,
I am glad to ba able to "talk" to you. I remember you from years ago in my room. I will say a prayer for you in hopes that you will soon be able to leave the hospital.
Fondly,
Mrs. Caruso
Vella Caruso <vac1@comcast.net>
- Friday, September 5, 2003 1:22 PM CDT
HI Travis,
You are in my thoughts!

Mrs. Britton
Carrie Britton
- Friday, September 5, 2003 1:16 PM CDT
Hi Travis, I am still keeping track of how you are doing. I was glad to here your counts are going up. You are a strong guy, hang in there. You and your family are always in my prayers.
Jessi Barber
- Thursday, September 4, 2003 8:20 PM CDT
HEY THERE TRAVIS,
GLAD TO HEAR THAT YOUR COUNTS ARE GOING UP AND THAT YOU MIGHT GET TO GO HOME FOR A WHILE NEXT WEEK!!! ALSO WE ARE GLAD TO HEAR THAT THE PAIN IS NOT AS BAD FOR YOU!
TAKE CARE AND WE ARE THINKING ABOUT YOU AND PRAYING FOR YOU AND YOUR FAMILY!
THE RILLEMA'S
TIM, DONNA, SARAH AND JOE
- Thursday, September 4, 2003 7:14 AM CDT
Hi Travis. Hang in there bud. Your Aunt Karen, and myself are praying for your, good health to return. We love you. Your Uncle Chuck.
Mr. & Mrs. Charles E. Parnell <Karenpar813@msn.com>
Spring Lake, Mi Ottawa - Wednesday, September 3, 2003 6:10 PM CDT
Just wanted to say you are in my prayers everyday. Hang in there buddy. Lot's of Hugs.
Joandra
CA USA - Saturday, August 30, 2003 9:58 PM CDT
Travis I just want you to know I am thinking of you and saying alot of prayers. I wish this would get better. I surely understand how hard this is and wish for better news soon! Take care sweetie!
Cindy Robistow <robistow@frontiernet.net>
Rochester, NY USA - Saturday, August 30, 2003 2:08 PM CDT
Hope you are feeling better today Travis. Although we have never met I feel like I know you through your wonderful Mom and my friends on Cyber Buddies. Not a day goes by that I don't think of you.
Roger
Toronto, ON CANADA - Saturday, August 30, 2003 11:57 AM CDT
Hey Travis...

still keeping you in my prayers, hang in there sweetie !!

Joni
Ca. usa - Saturday, August 30, 2003 10:24 AM CDT
Hey Trav!!! Hope your feeling better soon! I told your mom the other night as soon as your up to it, I want you to come visit us out on the farm
Nanci Karl
Howell , NJ - Saturday, August 30, 2003 9:31 AM CDT
Travis, so sorry to hear about your fever and not feeling well again. We all continue to pray and hope that your better soon. Keep up your spirits even though I'm sure its hard, all our prayers are with you and your family. Love Janet Mathis

Janet Mathis <janet@seniorresources.us>
Fruitport, MI - Friday, August 29, 2003 2:14 PM CDT
Hey Trav,
Just keep hanging in there and keep the hope going. Everyone is out here praying hard for you. Hang in there and think about the music you will make when you get better. Love ya Laurie, Miranda & Dale
Laurie Donselar
Spring Lake, Mi USA - Thursday, August 28, 2003 9:44 PM CDT
Hi, Travis. I'm Efrain and I'm writing you from Puerto Rico. I read your story in the Journey Boards and I felt the urge to write to you. I want to tell you the everything is going to be fine, there's going to be low points and most of them high points. I have a 9 yr. old son that was diagnosed with Osteosarcoma (bone cancer) and he's doing fine. You are not alone in this. If you need anything, remember you have somebody in the caribbean that wants to help you. Write us.
www.eduardodaniel.org
Saludos
Efrain De Jesus <faitodj@yahoo.com>
Caguas, PR USA - Tuesday, August 26, 2003 10:36 AM CDT
Hi Travis and Mom! Judy Grumish here. I'm not sure if your mom told you but my son Ryan has acute bipenotypic leukemia too! He also is two years past his unrelated bone marrow transplant and still doing great! I am checking in to see how you are doing! That is wonderful that you can get passes to get out of the hospital for periods of time! Hang in there!
Ryan's doc here did get an email from Travis's doctor I think.
So hopefully they can discuss treatment plans. Take one day at a time, and keep a positive attitude! Take care and I'll check back soon!
Judy Grumish www.ryangrumish.com www.lightthenight.org

Judy Grumish (Mom to Ryan acute biphenotypic leukemia 01/01 and mud transplant 04/01) <bmtmom@ryangrumish.com>
Champaign, IL United States - Monday, August 25, 2003 9:21 AM CDT
Hey Travis,
Glad to hear that you are getting to go home once in a while or at least get to get out of the hospital and do some other things! I hope your counts go up fast after your next round of chemo so you can go home! Keep your chin up and keep smiling you will beat this!
in our thoughts and prayers always!
Tim, Donna, Sarah and Joe
the Rillema's
- Monday, August 25, 2003 6:59 AM CDT
Hi, This is Travis' Aunt Judi. I just wanted to say that we're praying for Travis' recovery every day.
Judi Garvey <jlg11747@earthlink.net>
Newaygo, MI United States - Thursday, August 21, 2003 5:48 PM CDT
Hi Travis,
I don't know if your mom told you, but a daughter of a coworker of mine is going to run in a marathon in December in Hawaii for the Leukemia and Lymphoma Society. All runners run in the name of a leukemia or lymphoma patient and she asked if she could run in your name. Your mom said it is okay. Her name is Lisa Robinson and she will collect pledges prior to the run and proceeds go to the L & L Society. I gave her your web page so she can check on your progress. It is really amazing all of the people that are thinking about you and praying for your recovery. Lots of people you don't even know!!
Aunt Brenda
Grand Haven, MI Good ole US of A - Wednesday, August 20, 2003 6:14 PM CDT
Hi Travis and family. You are all in my prayers and thoughts for a speedy recovery. It must be so difficult for you, I can't imagine. Stay strong and know that there are lots of loving people in this world thinking of you.
Roger
Toronto, ON CANADA - Wednesday, August 20, 2003 7:18 AM CDT
Hi Travis, I like the new web site, much more user freindly. Your mom contacted me after finding my daughter Emily's web site. Emily had the same type of leukemia that you have and is now two years post transplant and doing wonderfull, I have been keeping up with your treatments and how you are doing. I know that it sucks to have to stay in the hospital for such long periods of time. I remember to well the endless stays that Emily had to endure and how much she hated them. But let the doctors do there job to make you better. If any of you ever need to talk please contact me or Emily we will answere any questions that we can and will pray for you.

Debby Roberts...........................http://www.caringbridge.org/oh/emilyroberts/ <djfrro@aol.com>
Franklin, Oh - Tuesday, August 19, 2003 11:10 PM CDT
Hey Kiddo!! We are all thinking abiut you! Youget better so you can come visit me at my "farm" Your Mom will tell you all about it

Jodi talk to you tommorow.
Nanci Karl <nancikarl@yahoo.com>
Belmar, NJ USA - Tuesday, August 19, 2003 10:31 PM CDT

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Special tears, special hugs and special prayers on the eve of Travis' Homegoing anniversary.
Yolanda, Mom to Anna <weloveanna@embarqmail.com>
- Saturday, December 15, 2007 7:51 PM CST

We just dropped by to check on you today.

Jodi and McKayla

Jodi Phelan <jodiphelan@hotmail.com>
Sherwood Park, AB Canada - Monday, June 18, 2007 1:35 PM CDT

Holding you tightly in my heart and prayers as Travis' birthday approaches. Praise God that He knows our pain. Praise God that we know His Hope.

Yolanda Rogers, Mom to Anna <weloveanna@earthlink.net>
Altamonte Springs, FL USA - Friday, May 11, 2007 9:06 PM CDT

Hi Jodi - just stopping by to let you know that you are still in my thoughts and prayers.
Judy P.
www.caringbridge.org/pa/karl
Judy Pamer <kgpamer@comcast.net>
Beaver, PA - Sunday, February 18, 2007 3:16 PM CST

Thinking of you and Travis on the eve of his Homegoing anniversary. May our Lord hold you close. May you know the peace and comfort of His embrace and the hope of His blessed assurance of Heaven.
Yolanda Rogers, Mom to Anna
Alt Spgs, FL USA - Friday, December 15, 2006 6:38 PM CST

Jodi,
I just wanted you to know how much you and your family are in our hearts. I know that tomorrow will be the two year anniversary of Travis' passing. I'm sure everyday is so very hard but that days like tomorrow are even more agonizing. Please know that Travis is still in our hearts and always will be.
Love,
Marcia (LLS Board Adrienne's mom)
Marcia Westcott <mwestcitt1@aol.com>
Cincinnati, OH USA - Friday, December 15, 2006 6:21 AM CST

Much love to you today Jodi...
The Lindgrens
Denise www.caringbridge.org/co/kylel <dmlindgren@msn.com>
- Thursday, November 23, 2006 9:56 AM CST

HI MY NAME IS ANGELINA MATOS I AM 13 YEARS OLD AND I AM SO SORRY FOR YOUR LOST I LOST MY BROTHER WHEN I WAS YEARS OLD AND HE WAS 14 YEARS OLD WHEN HE DIED HIS NAME IS EDDIE MATOS HE IS ON THIS WEB SIT IN 10 PLACE IF YOU WON'T TO LOOK AT IT YOU DON'T HAVE TO IF YOU DONT WONT TO HE PASSED AWAY FROM CANCER TO I KNOW I AM A 13 YEAR OLD GIRL BUT I KNOW THAT GOD TOOK HIS HAND JUST LIKE HE TOOK MY BROTHERS HAND TO LUST REMANBER THAT I SAID THAT BOT YOU DONT HAVE TO BELIEVE IT BUT ITS TRUE
ANGELINA MATOS <LILEDSFATDAD02@AOL.COM>
PENNSALVANIA, PA PHILADIAPHA - Wednesday, November 22, 2006 2:08 PM CST

Thinking our you and your Angel Travis as his angel date approaches
with Love jacob's Mum

Jacob's Mum ^i^Jacob
Australia - Thursday, November 16, 2006 3:03 PM CST

We just dropped by to check on you today.

Jodi and McKayla

Jodi Phelan <jodiphelan@hotmail.com>
Sherwood Park, AB Canada - Tuesday, November 7, 2006 0:17 AM CST

Jodi,
Just wanted you to know that Adrienne and I continue to keep you and Travis in our thoughts and prayers.
Love,
Marcia (LLS Board)
Marcia Westcott <mwestcott1@aol.com>
Cincinnati, OH USA - Friday, November 3, 2006 7:43 AM CST

Hey Jodi - It was so cool to see your post on the LLS boards. Thanks for helping me celebrate Karl's victory over cancer. I am sorry to be so out of touch. You think that the friends you make on this journey should be easy to stay in touch with because there shouldn't be that many, but unfortunately there are way too many, way way too many.
Good luck with you LTN walk, we will be walking in Pittsburgh.
Judy Pamer <Kevinpamer@aol.com>
Beaver, PA - Thursday, August 24, 2006 8:24 PM CDT

Jodi,
Just wanted you to know that Adrienne and I still think about you and Travis.
Love,
Marcia (LLS board)
Marcia Westcott <mwestcott1@aol.com>
Cincinnati, OH USA - Tuesday, July 25, 2006 10:33 AM CDT

We are thinking of you.

Jodi and McKayla

Jodi Phelan <jodiphelan@hotmail.com>
Sherwood Park, AB Canada - Wednesday, July 5, 2006 0:18 AM CDT

Sending love and prayers as Travis's 19th birthday approaches. May God grant you peace and comfort on this day, as well as sweet and precious memories.

Happy birthday, Travis! May you have the most wonderful birthday in heaven with all our angels.

Love and hugs,
Saralyn

Saralyn Smith <saralyn@cox.net>
Dodge City, KS USA - Saturday, May 13, 2006 11:57 AM CDT

I have a son (adopted but still ALL my son) that had Biphenotypic Leukemia (with B-cell AND T-cell involvement). He was 15 (almost 16) when diagnosed. He had a BMT 8 years ago and a stem-cell 5 years ago. He is alive only via a series of miracles. (Example-His donor was a brother that was adopted at birth. That brother called us 2 weeks before my son was diagnosed. Adoption records are sealed. We couldn't have found him). You were Trav's Miracle. It is evident in what's in front of me. I also honor the love and devotion you so lovingly display for Trav. May you experience the same love that you have shown. God Bless!
David Huber <davidhuber@bellsouth.net>
Mobile, Al USA - Thursday, April 20, 2006 7:00 PM CDT

We just came by to say hi.

Jodi and McKayla

Jodi Phelan <jodiphelan@hotmail.com>
Sherwood Park, AB Canada - Saturday, April 1, 2006 0:54 AM CST

sending late birthday wishes to travis andsending hugs and prayers to his family and friends as you celebrate the day travis came into your lives.i will lit a candle.god bless

DEANNA FERNANDEZ <dfernandez11@cox.net>
PHX, AZ USA - Saturday, March 18, 2006 8:51 PM CST

Dear Travis's family
I found your page on the "teen angel's site"My son also Had aml and BMT so we have traveled down the same road
I just wanted to say how sorry I am for the loss of your son
I know how hard he would of faught to stay here with you
with Love Jacob's mum
our Aussie Angel

Jacob's Mum www.caringbridge.org/me/jacob Jacob's Page
Brisbane, Queensland Australia - Saturday, February 11, 2006 6:38 PM CST

Just wanted you to know that Adrienne and I think of you and Travis frequently.
Love,
Marcia (LLS Board)
Marcia Westcott <mwestcott1@aol.com>
Cincinnati, OH 45249 - Friday, February 10, 2006 5:01 AM CST

This site has touched my heart. I send you my condolences.
I am inviting you to see my site. http://pinkribbons3.tripod.com
Here is a video I found while searching the web, it is touching.
http://www.inspiringthots.net/movie/4-all-parents.php
Alisha <mommy_of_2@bellsouth.net>
Newport, TN United States - Thursday, January 19, 2006 10:16 PM CST

Wishing you all a bearable holiday season. God Bless.
Kelle <d_kelle@hotmail.com>
Egan, LA USA - Wednesday, December 28, 2005 2:57 PM CST

Wishing you all a bearable holiday season. God bless.
Kelle <d_kelle@hotmail.com>
Egan, LA USA - Wednesday, December 28, 2005 2:54 PM CST

May God grant you peace and comfort on this blessed Christmas Day....and always.

Love and hugs,
Saralyn

Saralyn M. Smith <saralyn@cox.net>
Dodge City, KS USA - Sunday, December 25, 2005 3:16 PM CST

Thinking of all of you during this holiday season. May you feel Trav's love all around you.

Much love...
Terry Snyder (Angel Jalen's "Am-Maw") http://www.caringbridge.org/fl/jalen <vix207@aol.com>
Royal Palm Beach, FL - Saturday, December 24, 2005 10:40 AM CST

LOve you Jodi...I hope thoughts of Travis can bring you joy & not sorrow.
Joni
- Saturday, December 17, 2005 0:12 AM CST

Thinking about you today Jodi...I hope memories of Travis bring you comfort. Hugs sweetie.

Joni
- Friday, December 16, 2005 9:18 AM CST

Thinking of you and your family on this first anniversary of losing Travis. My prayers are with each of you in these difficult days.
Kelle Doucet <d_kelle@hotmail.com>
Egan, LA USA - Friday, December 16, 2005 8:47 AM CST

Sending love and prayers to all of Travis's family and friends on his FIRST ANNIVERSARY in heaven. I know how difficult this day is and how the terrible memories of last year come rushing back, and I pray that God will give you peace and comfort for this time. May He also continue to give you strength during this difficult holiday season, when it seems that everyone else is so happy. At least we can have the comfort of knowing our sons are safe in God's loving care, and that they are well and happy now. But, oh! how we miss them and wish they were here with us!

Love and hugs,
Saralyn

Saralyn M. Smith <saralyn@cox.net>
Dodge City, KS USA - Friday, December 16, 2005 3:03 AM CST

Jodi and the Lind Family--I know this is a tough time of the year for you. It's been a long year I am sure. I hope Trav is smiling down on you, and know that Trav's great spirit lives on, even for those of us who did not know him personally. We'll keep fighting the fight, every day.

Doug Johnson (from LLS Board) <djlawman@yahoo.com>
Haddonfield, NJ USA - Wednesday, December 14, 2005 10:58 PM CST

Thinking of you all...we are coming up to one year as well...I wish you well over the hard upcoming Christmas season..
Hugs
www.caringbridge.org/ca/christophersfight
Leslie <leslieandian@sympatico.ca>
Aurora, - Wednesday, December 14, 2005 9:24 PM CST

Thinking of you during the holidays.

Jodi and McKayla

Jodi Phelan <jodiphelan@hotmail.com>
Sherwood Park, AB Canada - Wednesday, December 14, 2005 11:59 AM CST

Thinking of your family and Travis. The courage and strength he displayed continues to be an inspiration to us all.

Adrienne
Adrienne Westcott <adri2788@aim.com>
Cincinnati, OH 45249 - Tuesday, December 13, 2005 10:57 AM CST

Thinking of you today!
Tammy www.caringbridge.org/ga/lacielove <tweston3@hotmail.com>
brunswick, ga usa - Thursday, December 8, 2005 3:38 PM CST

As a parent who loss a child to cancer my thoughts and prayers are with you. I know your pain and I am so sorry for your loss. I have been on this road for a long time and I can tell you that as time goes by - the wound in your heart will heal - not because you have lost your love for Travis who was so dear to you - but because you have gained a new strength and a greater faith.
The eternal God is they refuge, and underneath are the everlasting arms..
May God bless you and I wish your family a Happy Thanksgiving.