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Thanks for visiting our guestbook!(This is an open guestbook. Please feel free to add an entry to the guestbook for others to read.)IF YOU DON'T SEE YOUR ENTRY AFTER ADDING -- PLEASE CLICK ON RELOAD/REFRESH Click here to sign the guestbook. Click here to go back to the main page. Hello... Marissa was such a beautiful child. My thoughts and Prayers are with you all. I lost a son to suicide in 1999, he was 17. I know it's not the same, but I know the hurt of losing a child. I Pray that your pain will ease up as time passes. Keep Marissa's memory alive. XOXOXOXO Diana Rodriguez <Brn__Sugarr@msn.com> Houston, Texas USA - Sunday, November 26, 2006 7:53 PM CST What a beautiful child you are. I can see you are loved very much. Have fun playing with my precious babies and all the other little ones in heaven til we all meet again. Lisa Ann Jefferson <P91Laj@aol.com> Bridgeville, De. USA - Friday, November 10, 2006 9:55 PM CST sweet little girl - I was just thinking of you today and wanted to see your beautiful loving smile. I miss you so much. Matthew still prays to you every night and misses you so. I Love You! Aunt Chelly <michelebanks@cox.net> wichta, ks usa - Thursday, October 12, 2006 11:00 AM CDT she is a very BEAUTIFUL little girl and i see she has touched so many lives on her short visit hear on earth I am sooo sorry for your loss i can not imagine the terrmendes amout of pain you all of had to go threw us as parenets should never have to bury our children!!! My daughter is a twin and was diagnosed with a gliblastoma grade 5 when she was four and it was a hell of a ride with a new baby too. God carried us threw an she is and will forever be my little miricle she is now 4 years in remmision PRAISE GOD!!!!! Thank you for sharing your WONDERFUL child with the world love mindy becker. mindy becker <happymindy5@yahoo.com> oconomowoc, wi waukesha - Wednesday, October 4, 2006 1:42 PM CDT Marissa, I have been thinking about you and your family this week. I miss your beautiful smile. Hugs and Kisses Kelly S. <sabatmom@yahoo.com> Wichita, KS USA - Wednesday, September 20, 2006 9:44 PM CDT HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MARISSA IN HEAVEN. We think of you often. Love Emily and Kim McEllen www.caringbridge.org/il/emilymcellen Emily McEllen <pkremcellen@grics.net> Galsburg, Il usa - Tuesday, September 19, 2006 7:56 AM CDT Dear sweet Marissa, It has been three very long years, but seems like only yesterday that I was looking into your beautiful eyes and telling you I want my daughter to be just like you. I miss you more than words can say. I miss the "Mrs. Kelly!" that you screamed as you ran into my arms to give me a big, gigantic hug that touched my heart in more ways than anyone can ever know. As I look into my daughter's eyes, I see parts of you, her little hands, her little feet are said to be so much like yours and I thank God for her each and every day because had I not known you, then I would not have my little girl from China who I love and cherish so very much. They say God works in ways in which no one will understand and that FAITH must pull us through. It is that faith that keeps me going. It is that faith and strength that I felt from a tiny little girl who loved life so much and lived it to the fullest as if to say, "Here I am and I am going to be the best I can be!" Well, sweet girl, you were, you are and you always will be. I am sending big hugs and kisses to Heaven where I know you are happy, healthy, safe and strong!! Keep smiling down on us, we miss you sweet darling!!! Love you sweet angel, Mrs. Kelly Lisa Kelly <ellekelly@cfu.net> Cedar Falls, IA USA - Monday, September 18, 2006 1:45 PM CDT Hi Everyone, We will be thinking and praying for you all this week. Hope you are doing good. We think about you often. Emily is always looking at the pictures when we were together in Memphis. Love and prayers Kim and Emily McEllen www.caringbridge.org/il/emilymcellen Kim McEllen <pkremcellen@grics.net> Galesburg, Il usa - Monday, September 18, 2006 7:16 AM CDT It was nice to hear from you. I am praying for you still. Blessings, Autumn Spikes Autumn S - Tuesday, August 22, 2006 12:00 AM CDT Blessings Mélany Padilla <mpadilla@diazdurán.com> Guatemala, Guatemala - Monday, July 24, 2006 9:15 AM CDT Marissa showed amazing talent in her drawings. Such proportion and detail in so young a child is unique. She would have gone on to be a great artist, I believe. She would have won scholorships, I'm sure. God Bless All of You for this great work that you are doing, and it is so needed. I am not that far away from you. Jackie R. Sleeker, <jrsleeker@isp.com> Duncan, OK US - Friday, June 23, 2006 11:09 AM CDT God Bless you all. You touched my heart. Lesa Parnham <skyroxy@bellsouth.net> Pembroke Pines, Fl 33028 - Tuesday, May 30, 2006 7:36 PM CDT Bless you sweet child now you walking with Jesus on the golden streets in heaven. Patricia <TLCheek226@aol.com> Troutdale, Or USA - Friday, May 5, 2006 0:24 AM CDT Sing with Jesus and rest in peace with God. God bless you and your family little one. Leslie Ann Waelder, Tx U.S.A. - Thursday, March 9, 2006 5:43 PM CST Thinking of you today little angel. Rest in peace. Jan Grey <rbijangrey@yahoo.com> Corpus Christi, Tx USA - Wednesday, March 8, 2006 2:57 PM CST Sorry to hear of your loss. My husband's cousin was a lil girl like yours who died from a very similar inoperable brain tumor. It is very sad thing. May God be with you and your family. Diane B NY USA - Friday, March 3, 2006 2:49 PM CST Kim, Steve, and family--I've thought of Marissa and your family a lot these last few months. Thought about her and you all at her birthday, the anniversary of her going to be with Jesus, and just other odd times throughout the months. Now with Christmas approaching I've been thinking of you again. I just stopped in here at CaringBridge for the first time in a while to see if there were any updates. Please know that Marissa and your family are not far from my thoughts and you are in my prayers. Diane Hershberger Newton, - Friday, December 9, 2005 8:01 PM CST Kim, i think of you all often, I can still see sweet marissas face! I come here sometimes just to see her and check in. I know you havent updated in 2 yrs. I wish you would. How are the other kids?? i bet they have all really grown! we wont ever forget marissa! thanks for sharing her with us! Kim <dakk2222@netnitco.net> IN - Thursday, November 3, 2005 7:57 PM CST Hello there,my name is Ruud,I am living in Amsterdam,Holland,I am a father too,my doughter´s name is Amber,she is 9 years old,I did find this when looking on findagrave..,Your little marissa´s brave battle broke my hart compledly in 2,I can not imagine to lose my doughter,and you precious people have..,I am not so good with words,but I am crying at this very moment in the middle of the night here on my own..,my age is 47,black hair,1.86m lenght,and blue eyes,now you can make a little picture of me..,I feel for you guys even we will never see each other,know this.. Come into my arms,coz now I do believe in Angels...May time heels a little,little bit for you ,knowing that MARISSA is free and she is watching over you,visiting you in your dreams,and saying..Look Mammy and Daddy,I am compledly without any Pains now,and see ive got my Purple Eaglewings!!,dont you be in sorrow for me coz HE is taking so good care of Me!..I Ruud van Diermen will never ever vorget your Marissa,I will tell about Her to my little girl,tell her off that little girl in Amerika,whom was braver in her fight than any adult I know in live..,I promise to you..So now I wish you LOVE and PEACE vorever......Ruud. Rudolph Peter van Diermen. <diermen@afvalenergiebedrijfamsterdam.nl> Amsterdam, Holland. - Saturday, October 29, 2005 6:41 PM CDT Hello Burgharts! You may not remember me,this is Autumn Spikes, I spent the day with Marissa one time while she was in St. Jude. I just wanted to let you know that I am still praying for your family, that God will give you strengh and energy. Thoughts and prayers, PS- one more thing- Please pray for my friend, Kara Siert, She has Oesteo Sarcoma. Her page is Caringbridge.org/visit/karasiert Autumn Spikes <mspikes@midsouth.rr.com> TN USA - Saturday, October 22, 2005 1:31 PM CDT Marissa is another of God's angels now. She is with the lord where there are no tears, pain or sadness. He has a mansion in heaven where he has built a room for all of us. He has lifted up Marissa and brought her home to his mansion. She will be happy there and will greet you with open arms when you too are lifted up by our lord. Shirley A. George shirlsug2000@aol.com P.S. My son passed 2003..age 43 My daughter's only child ( son) age 26yrs old in 2001 They are all god's angels now In HIS LOVE...GOD BLESS Shirley A. George <shirlsug2000@aol.com> Toms River, NJ Ocean - Saturday, October 15, 2005 11:22 PM CDT Kim and family, I know today is a day of sorrow, but it is also a day of joy with precious Jalin's birthday. My heart still aches for your family as I read through your journal entry from last year. I cannot even imagine losing one of my children, and rereading your journal entry just reminds me again how precious our children are. You are in my prayers today and remember, God's "promise is when everything fell...we'd be held..." and He is holding you in his arms today and is here to comfort you and your family. Love and many blessings- Myndee, Brian, Gunner, Bryce, Emylee and Madyson Myndee Reed <mmr@myndee.com> Hutchinson, KS USA - Tuesday, September 20, 2005 9:31 AM CDT Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday to you Marissa in Heaven Love Emily and Kim McEllen www.caringbridge.org/il/emilymcellen Emily McEllen <pkremcellen@grics.net> Galesburg, Il usa - Monday, September 19, 2005 6:21 AM CDT Happy birthday in heaven tomorrow, Marissa. The world misses and loves you always. Anonymous friend Somewhere, ST USA - Sunday, September 18, 2005 3:59 PM CDT Marissa is such a beautiful angel. God Bless you and your family... Renee & Kassidy, Kameron & Kennedy Renee Garcia <CAmommy2KJ@aol.com> Clarksville, TN USA - Wednesday, September 14, 2005 9:58 PM CDT Prayers your way each and everyday. Jessica Jessica <thepointeinlife@yahoo.com> Poughkeepsie, NY USA - Sunday, July 24, 2005 8:17 PM CDT Little Angel. MC Miami Beach, FL USA - Friday, July 15, 2005 6:53 PM CDT Burgharts, Just wanted you to know your family remains in my prayers... hope all is well...sending lots of love from Down Under... ~*~*Girlie's Page*~*~ Love always, XOXOXOXOXOXOXO Janice <janiceliew1981@yahoo.com> Melbourne, Australia - Monday, June 6, 2005 7:42 AM CDT Just stopping by to let you know that my thoughts and prayers are with you. God bless and *warm hugs* ><>†<><  Lighting Children’s Lives Caged Kids Raise Awareness *Jennifer C* from Lighting Children’s Lives, Caged Kids & Friends of Allie/Raise Awareness <jenniferc@ilovetocolor.com> Eugene, OR USA - Wednesday, June 1, 2005 0:33 AM CDT She is such a beautiful little girl, I so hope they find a cure for that awful illness. May God bless her and watch over you all too. Mandi - Monday, May 30, 2005 2:22 PM CDT Hi, I still think of you all and remeber marissa faith! what a beautiful little girl. I check for updates and wonder how you are. Just know your sweet marissa is not forgotten! How could she be?? what a precious angel she is! Kim <dakk2222@netnitco.net> IN - Tuesday, May 24, 2005 10:04 PM CDT I remember your family very well.We were at the Ronald Mcdonald House Together at one time.Although, My daughter was inpatient most of the time.I just wanted to stop by and say that you will remain in my family's prayers.We know tha Marissa is pain free and cancer free.It will never be o.k. to lose a child to cancer!!!! God Bless your Family! God Bless you! Tonya,Philp,Chris,Stormy Lott <plainsmiles722@yahoo.com caringbridge/tn/stormyrlott> Tracy City, tn u.s.a - Sunday, May 15, 2005 10:33 PM CDT Rest in HIS arms sweet Marissa. Every time I wear purple I think of you. Praying that your family is comforted by our Lord always. God Bless, God Bless! Lisa, Clint & Jenna Ross <clintlisa8@aol.com> Palm Springs, CA USA - Saturday, April 2, 2005 11:25 PM CST Dearest Marissa. so sad that you had to leave this world so soon.. peace be with you. I saw your memorial at findagrave.com Those we have in our arms, for a little while, we hold in our hearts forever.. Anne Skov <personaltraineranne@hotmail.com> Korsoer, denmark - Monday, March 28, 2005 7:02 AM CST Thinking of you and your precious angel this new year...God Bless. ~*~*Girlie's Page*~*~ Love & hugs, XOXOXOXOXOXO Janice <janiceliew1981@yahoo.com> Melbourne, Australia - Thursday, January 6, 2005 4:07 AM CST I think of Marissa often. I am making a donation to St. Judes in her memory, and I came across this web site. The tears flowed just as they did last year. I look forward to meeting your wonderful daughter in Heaven. She reminds me to cherish every day with my two little girls (also from China). My love, thoughts, and prayers are with you always. Gary and Lori Engstrom (Molly & Erin) <engwgpac@aol.com> Advance, NC USA - Saturday, December 18, 2004 9:53 AM CST Happy Thanksgiving Burgharts! Can't wait to see some pictures of Marissa's little sister Ava Maria. Hopefully she'll be home quickly! Jessica Jessica <thepointeinlife@yahoo.com> Poughkeepsie, NY USA - Thursday, November 25, 2004 7:31 PM CST I just thought I'd write you a note to let you know that we still think of you often. Kaylyn Mei is in Boston receiving Radiation treatments and won't be home until Christmas, or maybe after but we're not sure. As I was looking at the old geocities webpage I made, I found this and saved it, I plan to keep it as a reminder of the true meaning of life. I know that through it all you had "Perfect & Holy Love" like described in this story I thought I'd share with you. I hope everything is going well, Take Care. *Much Love* MY PERFECT DAY IS INTERUPTED by Norris Burkes Sometimes, I have days begin so perfectly that I measure them as Mary Poppins so often did, "Practically perfect in every way." My perfect day began a few weeks ago when my teenage son actually got ready for school on time, and without giving me any lip. The effect was a perfect snowball -- for being ready on time usually meant leaving on time. Leaving on time meant I had the perfect commute without a single traffic delay. No delay meant that I was awarded the perfect shaded parking spot. From the parking lot, I found the green man in the crosswalk signal beckoning me safely into the hospital. Overwhelmed with such perfect synchronicity, my head began filling with the syrupy soundtrack of "Oh, What a Beautiful Morning." When my day starts our this perfect, I like to reward myself with hot chocolate. It was the perfect cup served with a greeting as sweet as the chocolate itself: "Chaplain, is that a new tie? Very Cool!" On the go with the chocolate, I found an elevator waiting to shuttle me nonstop to my third-floor office, where I found that my co-worker had already unlocked the doors and booted our computer. After reading e-mails from two appreciative readers -- whose taste in columnists seemed perfect -- I left my office for a visit on the pediatric floor with my 5-year-old friend, Opal. Dressed in street clothes, Opal was awaiting discharge orders and greeted me with the largest smile ever pasted on such a small face. "Swing me, swing me," she said, seizing my fingers with a full-handed grip. As we swung, I caught a glimpse of two nurses giving us one of those "aren't they perfectly cute!" smiles. As Opal's doctor arrived, I said my goodbyes to pediatrics and wandered off toward the Pediatric Intensive Care Unit. I wondered, why can't every day be as perfect as this one? In the PICU, I found the dad of the 10-year-old girl whose parents had learned on a not-so-perfect Mother's Day of the return of their daughter's cancer. As we visited outside her room, an alarm suddenly called dad back to his daughter's bedside. I followed. As he glanced at the blood oxygen indicator and noticed the levels falling dangerously low, he expressed a fatherly command: "Breathe. Just Breathe. Take a deep breath." After watching his daughter's chest rise and fall a few times, the dad watched the indicator return to normal levels. "Take one more," he added from a deep exhale he hoped she would mimic. Then placing an approving hand on her forehead, he pronounced, "There, that's perfect. Just perfect." Suddenly, the syrupy "Beautiful Morning" soundtrack vanished from my head and was replaced with a new song -- "Holy, Holy, Holy" -- for I was standing in the presence of an expression of perfect and holy love. That experience instantly redefined my understanding of a "perfect" day. Who was I kidding? There was nothing in my life that had me singing in the rain. There was no rain in my life, only sunshine, with not even a slow elevator to mar my morning. Yet, here was a family in a downpour of anguish, huddled together and trying to keep each other warm, their hearts full of a love that transformed all who witnessed it. It humbled me to be a part of it, to be in the presence of such a holy love. It seems to me that a "perfect day" needn't be defined by events that happen or don't happen. Nope. "Perfect" is about knowing a kind of love that this little girl knew, a kind of love that is there for her no matter what, there to help her in the most basic things, there to love her through to best and worst times of her life. What a perfect reminder for an imperfect man like me. May we all be so "lucky" as to so perfectly share in such holy love. http://www.caringbridge.org/sc/kaylynmei/ Erin <ccbubbless17@yahoo.com> Columbia, SC USA - Tuesday, November 9, 2004 1:20 PM CST Hi. I remember hearing about Marissa last year as we were waiting for our referral to come from China. I was always on the chat groups then waiting to hear news about referrals. For us, it was an exciting time but your story really touched my heart. I saw your post on APC tonight and went to check out this site. What a beautiful girl Marissa was and what a special angel she is now. Her artwork is so bright and colourful. I am glad that it will be put to good use for other children in China. I just wanted you to know that I am sorry about Marissa. I hope all goes well as you wait for your baby girl from China. Take care, Theresa, mom to Kelly Yue-Lin, Taizhou, Jiangsu, adopted 1-8-04 Theresa Martin <theresae.martin@sympatico.ca> Guelph, ON Canada - Sunday, October 31, 2004 9:05 PM CST I came across the caringbridge lists by state and had to look up Kansas. Marissa is a beauty what a doll :) Thinking of you all Godbless. Christi Aden Hutchinson, KS usa - Sunday, October 17, 2004 5:55 PM CDT MARISSA IS A BEAUTIFUL CHILD!!!!! SHARON <SHALEACH@YAHOO.COM> WASHINGTON, DC - Friday, October 1, 2004 6:24 AM CDT Dear Kim, Steve and family - Just wanted you to know how many time I have thought of your family and your Angel Marissa. I'm Bailey Kistner's Granny Lynda - I remember so well the times we saw you and your sweet little Marissa in Memphis. Also our family was so appreciated having you came to Bailey's visitation - knowing how very very hard it was for you. Our angels did a lot of celebrating in September - Miss Bailey too had a birthday - on September 2nd. Was such a sad sad day for all of us - but we wanted her to know we were thinking of her - Derek and Crystal got balloons for all the 1st graders (her class at school) and we went to school and they all released one to Heaven as they sang Happy Birthday to Bailey. Also that evening the aunts, uncles, cousins and grandparents met Derek, Crystal and DJ at the cemetery and sent many balloons off to our Angel in Heaven - I thought about Marissa and Zoie being there with her watching them floating through the air. I can tell by your journal entries you feel as we do - it doesn't get easier for us here on Earth, although we are thankful the pain, treatments etc. are over for our little ones. Again, I just want to say I think of you all so often and remember your family in prayer...love...lynda kistner Lynda Kistner <lkistner@ott.net> Waverly, KS USA - Monday, September 20, 2004 7:01 PM CDT Thinking of your family during this time. Your family is always in our thoughts. Parents of Savannah Marie Lanjian (DOB 4/2/99; Gotcha Day 4/2/00) Robin Delong <rdelong@winona.edu> Winon, MN USA - Monday, September 20, 2004 1:11 PM CDT Hi Steve, Kim and Kids You all have been our thoughts and prayers these past couple of days. We think about you all the time. Renee was talking about Jade the other day. We sure miss you all. Love and Prayers Pete, Kim, Renee and Emily Emily and Kim McEllen <pkremcellen@grics.net or www.caringbridge.org/il/emilymcellen> Galesburg, IL USA - Monday, September 20, 2004 12:19 AM CDT May Gods Holy Blessings proctect and embrace Marissa. Find comfort in knowing that she is at peace. I am so sorry for your loss. God bless. Joanne <jtgiova99@yahoo.com> FL USA - Sunday, September 19, 2004 7:02 PM CDT I have been thinking about your family so much over the last few days, knowing that this very hard anniversary was coming up. I just wanted to let you know that the loss of your beautiful daughter has affected me in a way that I don't even understand, I don't know you, and I didn't know her, but I have been in mourning for her also. Maybe because I have my own beautiful free spirited daughter from China and I just can't imagine the pain of losing her. I look at life differently now, and I appreciate so much more. Shelley Wilterdink - Sunday, September 19, 2004 1:07 PM CDT I just wanted to stop in and tell you that I am thinking about you right now. I know the next few weeks will be hard. I hope you will be able to feel the love and prayers that we, out here, are sending you. Beth - Friday, September 10, 2004 9:42 AM CDT  Prayers of Love are sent your way, May the Blessed Lord stay with you and comfort you as each day passes. Angel Toto <angeltoto_qol@yahoo.com> - Thursday, August 26, 2004 12:11 AM CDT Dearest Family, I have been thinking of you and your Angel today. My thoughts and prayers are with you. May you find peace and comfort in the beautiful memories of your precious child in heaven. God Bless you all, Island Princess Butterfly Island  Island Princess <mooks@bellsouth.net> - Wednesday, August 25, 2004 5:25 PM CDT Psalms 116:15 "Precious in the sight of the LORD is the death of his saints." God bless you for your work for Him and on behalf of His beloved child. What a beautiful little girl. I can't wait to meet her at the foot of His throne. I know your treasure is in heaven. God comfort you and increase your faith. Philip Forsberg <philip.forsberg@us.army.mil> Kennesaw, GA USA - Wednesday, August 25, 2004 11:16 AM CDT Hi Kim and Steve, I am so sorry to hear that you are still dealing with the beast (cancer). Please know that we love you and are praying for you and your family during this difficult time. If you need anything at all....please let me know. Karina said to tell Jade "Hi". www.caringbridge.org/md/karinahurtado Marci Hurtado <mhurtado70@msn.com> Laurel, MD - Wednesday, July 28, 2004 9:44 PM CDT Kim & Steve, Just here to let you know that I'm keeping your family in my prayers...I know just how much you guys need it right now. I pray things only get better... ~*~*Girlie's Page*~*~ Love, XOXOXOXOXOXO Janice <janiceliew1981@yahoo.com> Melbourne, Australia - Monday, July 19, 2004 6:21 AM CDT  SENDING LOTS OF PRAYERS COMFORT AND ANGEL (HUGS) TO YOU AND YOUR FAMILY PLEASE KNOW YOU ARE IN ALL THE ANGEL'S THOUGHTS AND HEARTS BLESSINGS ALWAYS ANGEL CHRIS QUILTS OF LOVE CHRIS <wardsweb@earthlink.net> LOS ANGELES, CA USA - Saturday, July 17, 2004 1:39 PM CDT JUST WANTED YOU TO KNOW THAT WE ARE PRAYING FOR YOU AND YOUR FAMILY. I AM SO SORRY THAT YOUR FAMILY HAS BEEN THROUGH SO MUCH PAIN. caringbridge.org/wv/fredafox RUTH <blueeyed_female@msn.com> hinton, wv - Monday, July 12, 2004 10:07 PM CDT Our family is praying for you and yours. Keep strong and God Bless. Crystal (mother of Ray-Anne) www.caringbridge.org/ca/rayanne <crystal2175@yahoo.com> Escondido, ca USA - Thursday, July 8, 2004 2:39 PM CDT Kim...I'm SO sorry to hear the news of your father. All of you are in my thoughts and continued prayers. God bless... Terry Snyder (Angel Jalen's "Am-Maw") http://www.caringbridge.org/fl/jalen <vix207@aol.com> Royal Palm Beach, FL - Thursday, July 1, 2004 1:44 PM CDT Dearest Kim and Steve.. Sending lots of prayers your way.... We miss you so much Angel Marissa!! Love, Kim, Karl and Kody Bear  ~KODYS STORY~ - Sunday, June 27, 2004 9:31 PM CDT Dear Kim and Steve, I live in the outskirts of my little town in Forlì, and I also love the beautiful purple flowers that keep coming up, no matter how many times they're cut away. We call this plant "malva" (mauve) and although I know they are wild, they are most beautiful to me. Many times I find myself thinking of your sweet Marissa when I see them (or other purple colours around me), the delicate but strong petals, the lovely colour. It is a medical plant over here and it is used in many products, mainly to soothen inflamations, redness, rashes, etc, so not just beautiful but also also very useful. I cannot even imagine how much you must miss your daughter. Thank you so much for sharing with us your wonderful letter to her on May 4th. Thank you so much for reminding us all that there are so many precious children in the world, hoping to soon be chosen by a loving family. We sometimes tend to take love and family for granted, both on the receiving and giving side. How far from the truth ! Recently I read of a little girl battling cancer on her own, going through transplant all alone, for this little girl comes from an orphanage and has absolutely nobody caring for her. Although NEVER daring forgetting the unspeakable pain caused by terrible life-threatening diseases, still in my heart I believe that the worst of all is to be fighting it all alone, to have nobody caring for you, rejoicing for you, crying for you, nobody to wait for you outside the surgery theathre, nobody to try and lovingly distract you from needles, or terrible tests, nobody to hold your hand and pray for you. It is just so very heartbreaking to know this. Lots of sunny hugs from Italy. I am so very sorry to hear about granddad John; I just wanted you to know that our prayer groups will pray for him and for Steve's sister, too. Sabrina <morini@agriflex.it> Forlì, FC Italy - Friday, June 25, 2004 6:02 AM CDT Please know your family members are in my prayers. And your angel, Marissa, is watching over all of you. Robin Delong Trempealeau, WI 4661 - Wednesday, June 23, 2004 3:47 PM CDT I haven't written for awhile but feel I should tonite. Marissa's grandfather has been diagnosed with multiple myeloma recently. He's only 61, and things don't look good. The scans and bone marrow testing show it is in his spine, hip, femur, and skull. don't know how long he has had this. Chemo starts on the 29th... Anyway he needs a lot of prayers as also Kim and hers sisters, and their families. Steve's sister also needs prayers as her heart is causing a lot of problems and is on oxygen 24 hrs a day now. Linda also needs prayers. Grandma Connie <con812@netzero.net> Newton, KS USA - Tuesday, June 22, 2004 0:44 AM CDT Hi Burgharts A purple flower appeared on my doorstep this morning, and I thought of Marissa. Hope you are having a good summer so far. Love in Christ, Jessica Jessica Poughkeepsie, NY USA - Thursday, June 17, 2004 7:20 PM CDT Well, it's been a while since anybody signed the guestbook. I'm just a stranger, I ran into your site from somebody else. I'm sorry for the loss of your beautiful daughter. She is happy now, in NO pain at all watching over you. She is in heaven now and she would not want you to be sad. You are all very strong just know that she is never really gone. I'll keep you in my prayers. Admira <ak301285@aol.com> Mpls, MN - Monday, June 7, 2004 11:05 PM CDT  May the sweet Lord ease the pain of your loss, yet keep your child alive with sweet memories of good times shared. Angel Toto <pat_totooofz@yahoo.com> - Friday, May 21, 2004 10:32 PM CDT I am so touched by the story.I will bless for her everyday! She is so adorable and has such a kind family.May I ask if you would like to adopt another little girl from China? Jenny <bfthj@hotmail.com> - Friday, May 21, 2004 10:13 AM CDT Thinking of you and your Angel today...I pray that the Lord helps you to find comfort in your memories and the love in your heart. God Bless You, Island Princess  Island Princess <islandprincess@quiltsoflove.com> - Thursday, May 20, 2004 11:50 AM CDT I have followed Marrisa's story since the beginning and I have seen what a precious gift she has been to your family. My heart is saddened to know what all your family and Marissa have endured, and I pray that God will continue to comfort you and to let you know that Marissa is safe in His loving arms. Cheryl and Makenna Dawn Xiaoxing <chinagirlsmom@msn.com> Grand Prairie, TX USA - Saturday, May 8, 2004 9:51 AM CDT Hi Kim, Steve and Kids, We think about you all, all the time. Emily still prays for Marissa. She misses her so much. She still looks at her scrap book and the pictures for her, Marissa and Brendle, Bailey. She wants to see the girls again. We have had to do a lot of explaining. She doesn't understand why. We are doing pretty good. We are going back to Memphis on the 17th. Em has to go on growth hormone shots and having eye surgery. She is finally eating some after not eating for 9 months, still gets tried real easy. Well I need to get caught up on the rest of the caringbridges. Take care Love and Prayers Kim and Emily Emily and Kim McEllen <pkremcellen@grics.net or www.caringbridge.org/il/emilymcellen> Galesburg, IL USA - Saturday, May 8, 2004 7:50 AM CDT I just wanted to say that it's so wonderful to read an update! We still think and pray for your family all the time. A whole 7 months has gone by and it seemed so quick, Marissa is free of pain running and laughing. I'm happy to know that you have purple flowers around your new home. They aren't meant to remind you of the hurt but definitely to remind you of the love you've shared and she shared with you and I think that's so wonderful :) Marissa is still beautiful and will never leave your family, she's always your daughter no matter what, and someday we'll all meet her in heaven! Until then stay strong for her and your children, you've been blessed to have her in your life and I know you know that! And I'm so happy that you have so much compassion for children who need homes, I know with your agency you've been a blessing to many families in helping them adopt children of their own! Much Love http://www.caringbridge.org/sc/kaylynmei/ Erin <ccbubbless17@yahoo.com> Columbia, SC USA - Wednesday, May 5, 2004 11:29 AM CDT Thank you for your update. The letter you wrote was beautiful. Thank you for sharing it with us. I understand the pain is deep. I am sorry. One day will get easier. Thinking of you always, Tess Aunt of 'angel' Nolan (Aug) and Wife of 'angel' Dave (Oct). Tess Baker <tndbkr@aol.com> Fresno, CA - Tuesday, May 4, 2004 11:51 PM CDT Hi Kim and Steve, I was checking out website and came across yours. Your story is so heartbreaking and the picture of Marissa are wonderful. She was a very good artist. My daughter Michelle is 9 and was dx with a Diffuse Pontine Brainstem Glioma on June 10, 2003. Her favorite pasttime is doing art and writing. Will be praying for your family, love from Kim m/o Michelle http://www.caringbridge.org/canada/michelle Kim Clayton <michelle9kim@yahoo.ca> Guelph, ON, Canada - Saturday, April 17, 2004 3:24 AM CDT Dear Kim and Steve: I have been thinking about you today. Hope the new home is working out well. Keeping you guys in our thoughts and prayers. Cindy Evenson, Katy's Mom Topeka, KS - Monday, March 22, 2004 8:03 PM CST Hi Steve, Kim and Kids, Just checking up on you all. Wanted to let you know you are still in our thoughts and prayers. We think about you often. Emily is doing much better. She had a very rough year. We still have some issues and concerns and having some surgery in May when we return to St. Judes. Love and Prayers Kim and Emily McEllen Give the kids a hug for us. Emily and Kim McEllen <pkremcellen@grics.net or www.caringbridge.org/il/emilymcellen> Galesburg, IL USA - Saturday, February 28, 2004 7:22 AM CST This poem was sent to me by my friend Debbie, Lakota's mom. I hope it touches your heart as it did mine: I've seen you almost fall apart, When you could barely stand. I asked the Lord to comfort you, And watched him take your hand. He told me you are in more pain, Then I could ever be. He wiped his eyes and swallowed hard, Then gave your hand to me. Although you may not feel my touch, Or see me by your side. I've whispered that I love you, While I wiped each tear you cried. So please try not to ache for me, We'll meet again one day, Beyond the dark and stormy sky, A Rainbow lights the way Thinking of you with love and hugs, I am both saddened and honored to remember your angel Marissa on my heroes page. Judy  Click on the angel to visit my web site: Catch An Angel Judy Crawford <tnderheart@yahoo.com> - Thursday, February 26, 2004 6:08 AM CST Dear Burgharts, I was just looking through family websites. I found one about the adoption of Hope Lian-Wan Vinson and saw that you were on that same trip. It was neat to see those few photos on the website of when you went to Dianbai to get sweet Marissa. They're wonderful : ) I hope you all are doing well, take care and stay strong. Erin <ccbubbless17@yahoo.com> Columbia, SC USA - Tuesday, February 24, 2004 10:37 PM CST I felt an angel's touch today, in the midst of my despair. Twas sent by God, Himself, to say, "be still and know I'm there." To lead through days of darkness, and light your way with love. Be still and know, deep in your heart, I'm reigning from above. I'll lift you when you stumble, I'm with you all the time. I understand and share your pain; remember child of mine, The end is coming quickly; the Lord shall soon appear. To resurrect the righteous ones, I love and hold so dear. And bring them home, into a place, where broken hearts are healed. And promises I made to you, will finally be fulfilled. This life is but a spot in time, a place for lessons learned. Heaven holds the key to all, your broken spirit yearns. I sent an angel down today, to show my words are true. You're never far, beyond the arms, of all God's love for you I wrote this poem shortly after I lost my Jennifer. I want you to know I am thinking of you with love, and pray you feel the touch of an angel today! Love and prayers, Judy Click on the angel to visit my web site: Catch An Angel Judy <tnderheart@yahoo.com> - Wednesday, February 18, 2004 2:20 PM CST Just stopped by to send you rainbows!!! http://www.flowgo.com/funpages/view.cfm/933 Love and hugs Judy http://www.catchanangel.com/ Judy <tnderheart@yahoo.com> - Tuesday, February 17, 2004 9:17 AM CST Dear Kim, I will never forget our phone conversation and the beautiful story about how Marissa came to your family. During our past four months in the hospital I had the wonderful experience of coming close to God and Jesus. I received many messages and beautiful feelings of hope and encouragement and the reality of eternal life. One one evening during a very strong prayer session a lot of energy transmitted back and forth. I felt Marissa's presence along with some other of our protocel children. Her feeling coming across was very happy and peaceful. My Christopher has joined her now and is also peaceful. May God continue to strengthen you. I hope to stay as strong and beautiful as you are. Peace to you and your home. Bonita Kline <tk11104@yahoo.com> Sunnyside, NY - Sunday, February 15, 2004 12:33 AM CST Dear KIm and Steve and kids, Just wanted to tell you that you all are still in our prayers. LOve, in Christ, Jeanine, Colin and Mikaelie LongYan Odom Kunming 10-08-01 Jeanine Odom <jeaninehyde@cox.net> Tempe, AZ USA - Friday, February 13, 2004 10:44 AM CST Hi Kim & Steve, Just wanted to come by and say hello... thinking of you all and your precious angel Marissa high up above.. ~*~*Girlie's Page*~*~ Love always, XOXOXOXO Janice <janiceliew1981@yahoo.com> Melbourne, Australia - Wednesday, February 11, 2004 4:51 AM CST Kim, Steve and kids, Just wanted to let you know we still have you in our thoughts and prayers. Praying that you are finding peace in the depths of your loss. I will never think of the Dianbai girls without remembering Marissa. Much love, Kathy Kathy Douglas Tolono, IL US - Monday, February 9, 2004 3:39 PM CST Kim- I just want you to know that there is still not a day that goes by that I don't think of Marissa and I am very thankful for having met her. Also, for the gift that she has given me to know that soon, I will have a child to bring me the joy Marissa has brought to you. Teresa Ott Teresa Ott <tott5sbrgs@sbcglobal.net> Olathe, KS USA - Sunday, February 1, 2004 2:21 PM CST Just a note to let you know I continue to remember you in prayer. Kathi <kbranahl@juno.com> Boise, ID USA - Friday, January 30, 2004 4:39 PM CST sorry about the loss of you beautiful little girl. Amber Shifflett Waynesboro, VA USA - Wednesday, January 21, 2004 8:34 PM CST I am so sorry for the loss of your daughter. I found this site by accident, but my heart has been sad for those parents who have lost a child for I know what that is like. I too have felt the pain of losing a child, I have had three of mine die, and it is the hardest thing in the world to understand. Please be patient with yourselves, give yourself time to grieve, it takes years to begin to feel like you can go forward....thought never as you were before. My thoughts, prayers go out to you and your family. Hugs coming to you from me. www.geocities.com/heartland/stream/2668/index.html Joeann <jopo@peoplepc.com> OH - Wednesday, January 21, 2004 6:58 PM CST Just stopping by to spread some strength and love around. Hope you all have found some peace and serenity. GOD BLESS. Sending lots of love from above - ANGEL COLBY JAMES COLE AND CREW. (forever missing our precious angels) jack - colby's daddy forever and ever www.caringbridge.org/pa/colby, UNIONTOWN PA USA - Wednesday, January 21, 2004 2:56 PM CST Thinking and praying for you, Maddie www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie <madelinepaguyo@yahoo.com> - Monday, January 19, 2004 10:14 AM CST We just wanted to let you know that we think often of and remember with love your precious daughter Marissa. Her spirit will always live on for so many people, not the least of which are, of course, so many other little girls adopted from China and their parents. She was an remains an inspiration to all. Our best for a happier 2004. Amanda Uhry (and Arabella Uhry, age 8, adopted from Maoming) New York, NY USA - Saturday, January 10, 2004 6:49 AM CST Hi Kim and Steve, Hope all is well. Haven't left a message lately but been checking daily. Sure hope you are doing ok. I am sure it has been very hard especially around the holidays. You all have been in our prayers. Emily was wondering about Marissa the other day, and if Santa found her in Heaven. I told her that Santa finds everyone. She was so worried about her and Bailey getting presents from Santa. Emily is doing pretty good, stil eating a little bit. She has been sleeping alot again. We go back to Memphis on Feb. 15 for scans and other test. Sounds like we will be there a week and will be staying in the new Grizzley Hotel. Well take care and you all are in our thoughts and prayers. Love Kim and Emily Emily and Kim McEllen <pkremcellen@grics.net/www.caringbridge.org/il/emilymcellen> Galesburg, IL USA - Thursday, January 8, 2004 2:14 PM CST Hello- just wanted to let you know I am still praying for your earthly healing everyday. I still have my purple ribbon on my backpack for Marissa - reminding myself life is precious. Jessica <thepointeinlife@yahoo.com> Poughkeepsie, NY USA - Tuesday, January 6, 2004 8:04 PM CST I just thought I'd write you a note to let you know that we still think of you and pray for you often. We haven't forgotten you and we never will! I hope all is well and your staying strong. http://www.caringbridge.org/sc/kaylynmei/ Erin <ccbubbless17@yahoo.com> Columbia, SC USA - Tuesday, January 6, 2004 6:23 PM CST Kim, Sorry I have not signed on for awhile. I wanted to check up on you all and wish you health and happiness in 2004. Enjoy the New Year and welcome '04 with love and hope. I pray for your entire family often. I pray for peace and tranquility to fill your hearts. I have just started on working on something for you and Steve. Hopefully I will be finished soon and able to send it to you. As Marissa celebrates her first New Year as an angel, I am sure she is watching all of you. May she grace your family with memories of the past, and bright futures. With love and support, Maddie www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie <madelinepaguyo@yahoo.com> - Wednesday, December 31, 2003 6:58 PM CST Dear Kim and Family, I know that this Holiday Season has been a very difficult one for you. You are never far from my thoughts and prayers. I read so many wonderful messages from your family and friends from all over the US. How lucky you are that Marissa touched so many lives in her young life! I know that your heads tell you that she is in a better place ... and she is!!!!! It's your hearts that I know are heavy and will take a lifetime to heal. I know that God and His angels are watching over you at this time. My wish for you and your family for 2004 is to find peace and happiness once more. I hope that you are able to sell your house and move forward one day at a time, and one step at a time. Please know that you are loved by your family and friends. Take care! Love, Kevin, Nancy, and Emma Nancy Bruggeman <nbruggeman@usavingsbank.com> Middletown, Ohio USA - Monday, December 29, 2003 1:25 PM CST I think of you and your family often and wanted to jot you a note to tell you that you are in my thoughts and prayers. Although we didn't know Marissa "up close and personal", both my daughter, Kaleigh (4) and I knew her and loved her in our hearts. We spent the week before Christmas greiving for a 6 year old little boy from our church who lost his life in a car accident. It was a sad time for me, but a time to help me understand the faith of a little child. My daughter just knew that he was in heaven with Jesus...and made it a point to tell me so when she saw my tears. I am amazed at how much a 4 year old can understand (and accept) She often asks me about the girl who couldn't move her arms (I told her about Marissa's fight to get movement back in her body and this is what she remembers) and I remind her that she is now in heaven moving her arms and legs and drawing again! She then smiles and says "Oh, that's right!" and goes on with whatever she was doing. Marissa's life (and death) touched our lives and I just wanted you to know that she will never be forgotten by my daughter and me! Wishing you peace this holiday season! Julie <julie@tipmuskegon.com> Muskegon, MI USA - Monday, December 29, 2003 7:20 AM CST May love surround you May faith sustain you May hope encourage you Day by day Amy, Mom to Angel Delaney, 4/9/96 - 1/7/2002, dx. AML Leukemia 2/6/01, fought courageously for 11 months, and Kevin, 11, with ADD, loves tennis and roller coasters. Delaney's website: www.caringbridge.com/ca/delaney Amy, Mom of Angel Delaney and Kevin, age 11 <Wright_Amy@hotmail.com> San Diego, CA USA - Sunday, December 28, 2003 11:33 PM CST I am praying for you as you spend the holidays remembering sweet Marissa. I know it must be very hard. May God provide the grace and comfort you need. Stephanie and RachelJoy <sstrom@quik.com> - Sunday, December 28, 2003 10:38 PM CST Dear Kim and family, Just a note to let you know you're thought of today, Christmas, with prayers and love. Am sure this has to be a hard day for you all - yet also the day we celebrate God beginning human in the birth of a baby boy which ultimately means that Marissa is rejoicing this Christmas with Jesus! I know that doesn't take away the hurt of your arms longing to hold and hug her, but it does give hope that you will see her again. I do hope that the trip to China was a good one, the beginning in some small measure of healing and restoration. Sending you all love from Portland Christine and daughter Grace (also from China, also 8) <cpurvis@lclark.edu> Portland, OR - Friday, December 26, 2003 0:25 AM CST Dear Kim and family, Just a note to let you know you're thought of today, Christmas, with prayers and love. Am sure this has to be a hard day for you all - yet also the day we celebrate God beginning human in the birth of a baby boy which ultimately means that Marissa is rejoicing this Christmas with Jesus! I know that doesn't take away the hurt of your arms longing to hold and hug her, but it does give hope that you will see her again. I do hope that the trip to China was a good one, the beginning steps of restoration and healing. May your memories of Marissa bring you joy today as you celebrate Christmas. Sending you all love from Portland Christine and daughter Grace (also from China, also 8) <cpurvis@lclark.edu> Portland, OR - Thursday, December 25, 2003 2:44 AM CST Thinking of Marissa as she spends her first Christmas in Heaven - how glorious it must be. We are thinking of you, her family and friends, and how much you miss her. We leave you prayers for peace and comfort. Hugs, Jean Jean - Quilts of Love <quiltsoflove@quiltsoflove.com> - Wednesday, December 24, 2003 12:55 AM CST Thank you so much for leaving a message in Elizabeth's guest book. I am so sorry for your loss. I can only imagine how hard it must be for you right now. Elizabeth's tumor is a cervico-medullary juvenile pilocytic astrocytoma. I pray that Elizabeth's tumor never becomes more aggressive. Thank you so much for your thoughts and prayers especially at a time when I am sure you are consumed by your own grief. I have added you to my bookmarks and will check back often to see how you and your family are doing. Marissa was a beautiful little girl and I am sure she is sorely missed. Patti J. Kennedy Topeka, KS U.S. - Wednesday, December 24, 2003 11:30 AM CST Kim, Wishing you Peace and happiness during this Christmas and New Years. You are in our prayers. God Bless Cheyenne's dad www.caringbridge.org/tx/cheyenne5 Roy Fiveash <rfiveash@wcc.net> san angelo, tx - Wednesday, December 24, 2003 10:03 AM CST Merry Christmas From Heaven By John Wm. Mooney I still hear the songs I still see the lights I still feel your love on cold wintry nights I still share your hopes and all of your cares I'll even remind you to please say your prayers I just want to tell you you still make me proud You stand head and shoulders above all the crowd Keep trying each moment to stay in His grace I came here before you to help set your place You don't have to be perfect all of the time He forgives you the slip if you continue the climb To my family and friends please be thankful today I'm still close beside you in a new special way I love you all dearly now don't shed a tear Cause I'm spending my Christmas with Jesus this year Remembering your Angel Marissa this Holiday, Our thoughts and prayers are with you. Family of ^^Chaser^^ Lisa Faiello OH - Wednesday, December 24, 2003 7:59 AM CST Im so sorry for your loss she is an angel! http://www.geocities.com/hdezfamily Josephine <jhdez1998@hotmail.com> Citrus Heights , CA USA - Monday, December 15, 2003 1:53 PM CST What a beautiful little girl Marissa was and what a beautiful angel she is. I too lost my 9 yr. old son, Zachary, to a pontine glioma. He was diagnosed on June 8, 2002 and passed away on sept. 14, 2003. He fought for 15 months. Such a hero he was to all who knew him. But as they say, the good Lord only takes the best. I just know that Zach and Marissa are playing together in the streets of Heaven. Zach loved pretty little girls. He was a friend to all. The holidays are so hard and I pray that we will all get through them. Our pain will never go away. We miss our children and will continue to miss them always and forever. I look forward to hearing from you. Maybe we can help comfort each other during the difficult days ahead. www.caringbridge.org/nm/zach Misti Herrera-mother of angel Zach <dmherrera14@msn.com> Artesia, NM USA - Friday, December 12, 2003 11:49 PM CST Marissa--beautiful name. That was my choice if I had ever had a little girl. I am so sorry for your loss and I hope the holidays will fill your mind, heart, soul and home with the Peace you are so deserving of. God Bless. Eileen www.caringbridge.org/il/ej - Please, all are welcome to visit! - Tuesday, December 9, 2003 0:07 AM CST  Love Angel Toto <pat_totoofoz@yahoo.com> - Sunday, December 7, 2003 10:54 PM CST Kim, Just wanted you to know that I am thinking about you. I can only imagine that you are feeling the same as I am and I just wanted you to know that Marissa and Julia are doing well together and keeping an eye on the rest of us. This month is a horrendous one but one day at a time. Take Care, Judy Mom of Angel Julia www.caringbridge.org/pa/julialevy Judy Levy <levyjudy4@comcast.net> Pittsburgh, PA - Sunday, December 7, 2003 8:03 PM CST Dear Kim, Steve, and Family, I am thinking of you during this very difficult time in your lives. I hope that your China trip was successful. I know that the holidays will be very difficult, but I know in my heart that Marissa is in heaven with God and his angels watching over you and your family. Take care. My family and I pray for you every night. Love, Nancy Nancy Bruggeman <nbruggeman@usavingsbank.com> Middletown, Ohio USA - Monday, December 1, 2003 10:22 AM CST Kim and family, I hope you had a good Thanksgiving. I am sure that Marissa is up in heaven, so thankful to belong to a family like yours, as I am so thankful to have said that I knew her and her miraculous story. I don't get why she can't be here with you, and I don't get why this happens to some families...But I do get what a special girl she was and what valuable lessons she taught me and thousands of others who knew her. My prayers and thoughts are with the whole family. Keep fighting, Maddie www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie <madelinepaguyo@yahoo.com> - Friday, November 28, 2003 4:37 PM CST Dear Kim, Steve & family, You are all in my prayers today and everyday...Happy Thanksgiving...thinking of you and your precious angel... ~*~*Girlie's Page*~*~ Love, XOXOXOXO Janice <janiceliew1981@yahoo.com> Melbourne, Australia - Thursday, November 27, 2003 12:49 AM CST Sending prayers your way for a blessed Thanksgiving. http://lightingchildrenslives.org Melanie Davila- Lighting Children's Lives <positivestories@aol.com> - Thursday, November 27, 2003 12:09 AM CST Wishing you a blessed Thanksgiving from the entire Fiveash family. God Bless you all. Cheyenne's dad www.caringbridge.org/tx/cheyenne5 Roy Fiveash <rfiveash@wcc.net > San Angelo, tx - Wednesday, November 26, 2003 11:42 PM CST Happy First Thanksgiving in Heaven Angel Marissa.. Love, Your friends.. Kim and Kody ~KODYS STORY~ <kim_kruppenbacher@yahoo.com> - Wednesday, November 26, 2003 8:00 PM CST Stopped by to let you all know that you are in our thoughts and prayers. GOD BLESS. May God grant you some form od peace and serenity to get thru the approaching holiday season. Sending lots of love from above - ANGEL COLBY JAMES COLE AND CREW. (forever missing our precious angels) jack - colby's daddy forever and ever www.caringbridge.org/pa/colby, UNIONTOWN PA - Tuesday, November 25, 2003 4:29 PM CST Kim, Steve, and family, It has been awhile since I stopped by to say hi and let you know that you are still in our thoughts and prayers. God Bless you. Cheyenne's dad www.caringbridge.org/tx/cheyenne5 Roy Fiveash <rfiveash@wcc.net> San Angelo, tx - Saturday, November 15, 2003 10:55 PM CST Another angel takes flight. My deepest, most sincere sympathy and condolences to each and every one of you!! Marissa was a fighter, there is no doubt about that! She is now pain free, free to fly in the Heavens and watch over all of you! We lost our precious Pam on Oct. 7, 2003, so I know what you are going through. There are no words that can ease the pain. I would just like to share a saying that was on the card my wife Diane picked out, and we bought for Pam: If you were a star That wasn’t expected back In the universe For a thousand years, I’d wait. If you were the sky And everyone went inside When you got sad And started to rain, I’d stay. And if you were a peach And the world decided to get rid of all peaches, I’d pick you up, Put you in my pocket… AND KEEP YOU……..FOREVER. I would also like to share, with you and your family, a poem that was put on Pams website: God's Garden God looked around His garden And found an empty place He then looked down upon the earth And saw your tired face He put His arms around you And lifted you to rest God's garden must be beautiful, He always takes the best He knew that you were suffering He knew you were in pain, He knew that you would never Get well on earth again. He saw the road was getting rough And the hills were hard to climb So He closed your weary eyelids, And whispered "Peace Be Thine." It breaks our hearts to lose you But you didn't go alone. For part of us went with you, The day God called you home. You are all in our prayers. GOD BLESS YOU ALL. Frank father of ANGEL Pam (www.caringbridge.org/ny/pamostrowski) <frmurato@nyct.com> SYOSSET, NY USA - Thursday, November 13, 2003 2:11 PM CST Dear Kim, Steve, and Family, I think of your family often. Yes Kim ... I hold my precious angel close to me. One thing that I have learned from your precious Marissa ... Life is what you make, DO Not take it for granted. Life is a gift from God! Appreciate it!!!! I am glad that you and Steve were able to go back to China. While I do not know how you feel, I know that this is a difficult time for you and your family. Know that when Emnma says her prayers at night she asks God and His angels to give your Marissa a hug and kiss from her. Take care ... I hope that your trip to China was successful. I also hope that you get your new home!!!! We'll add that to our prayers as well. Love, The Bruggeman Family Kevin, Nancy, and Emma Nancy Bruggeman <nbruggeman@usavings.com> Middletown , Ohio USA - Tuesday, November 11, 2003 1:08 PM CST Kim, Steve & family, Just wanted to let you know that I think of you and precious Marissa so very often...I know you guys are trying your hardest to hang in there...continue to be strong and have faith...it is hard to hold on to faith when our loved one is taken away from us, but we just have to believe that one day all our questions will be answered...ONE FINE DAY...I'm keeping all of you in my prayers... ~*~*Girlie's Page*~*~ Love, XOXOXOXO Janice <janiceliew1981@yahoo.com> Melbourne, Australia - Tuesday, November 11, 2003 11:37 AM CST Dear Kim and Steve, What a beautiful journal entry. You captured every emotion and feeling you have in your last writing. I am very glad you are able to put your feelings into words - it's very important as it is a type of release for you. Marrisa was, and is, and always will be, a beautiful child. Yes, she did touch the hearts of everyone, including myself. We lost our two year old granddaughter to AML two years ago this month, so I understand your heartache and pain, and you are right, I don't think it ever totally goes away. It just gets more palatable. I'm glad you and Steve got away. It's very admirable that you are helping other people adopting, because I'm sure it brings back many memories for you both. I admire both of you for your courage to be able to "revisit" in this manner. Marissa's drawings are beautiful. I have a 7 year old granddaughter who also is an artist. That's her favorite thing to do. Marissa's drawings are so detailed! I hope you are having them framed somehow. God bless you all. I think the "new"house will be great for all of you. It certainly will keep you very busy!! I will check back to see any new entries. With sincerest and warmest regards, Karen Karen LaMountain <AngelGrammaL@netscape.net> Selkirk, NY USA - Saturday, November 8, 2003 10:36 PM CST Kim Steve and Family, Thanks so much for the update on You all. I checked every day and Prayed you would be able to journal to help you during this difficult time. I couldnt reply until now your entry was so great and sad all in one. My heart broke for you, when you described the living room and not being able to sleep. Your brave to sell the house. I know there are so many memories there for you. I couldnt do it. I would have to hang on to it just for all those memories. But I think your choice is probably the healthier one. I wish you much strength and you and steve and the kids try to pick up the pieces w/o marissa. She really was a special girl and had this unique special glow in her eyes and smile. What a doll. Your blessed with being her parents what a gift! Im praying for a safe trip and great reconnectiong time. You really need that. If marissa has any winter pictures i would love you to email it to me. I am making my own Christmas cards this year and it would be great to put her picture on all my cards In memory of a special angel . I can use her other pictures for other occasion cards. If its O.k with you that I use them for that. Anyway God give you strength and peace. Kim <dakk2222@netnitco.net> - Thursday, November 6, 2003 10:59 PM CST Dear Kim, Steve and kids, I hope you find healing in DianBai. It's great you can both go and have some time together. I'm still praying for you all. Mourn your little girl and sister. This is a very healthy thing to do. She will be your source of strength when you need it. Much love to you all and I look forward to reading about your trip when you return. Kathy Douglas Tolono, IL - Thursday, November 6, 2003 3:54 PM CST I'm very glad to see a new post from you, but my heart is so heavy with the pain you are feeling. Yes, this is the most difficult thing there is. That's for sure! Thank you for sharing beautiful Marissa's story with all of us. Best of luck on your trip to Dianbai. You're all in my thoughts and prayers. Terry Snyder (Angel Jalen's "Am-Maw") http://www.caringbridge.org/fl/jalen <vix207@aol.com> Royal Palm Beach, FL - Friday, October 31, 2003 7:16 PM CST So many children...when will it end! I pray for a cure before one more child gets sick from this terrible disease. Your family is in my thoughts and prayers. Julia's Uncle Jeff <Phishplugger@comcast.net> Freedom, PA - Friday, October 31, 2003 0:19 AM CST Steve, Kim & family, I just wanted to come by and let you all know that I think of you guys so often...I know it must be so painful.. Marissa sure was a gem. I miss checking on her so much! Well, I hope the kids have a happy, fun and spooky Halloween...take care and hang in there... ~*Girlie's Page*~ All my love & more, XOXOXOXOXO Janice <janiceliew1981@yahoo.com> Melbourne, Australia - Wednesday, October 29, 2003 9:57 PM CST Marissa's mom and dad, It will be the little things that you will remember: the quiet moments, the smiles, the laughter. And although it may seem hard right now, it will be the memory of these little things that help to push away the pain and bring the smiles back again. God bless both of you. I'll pray for both of you, as well as your children. Sandy Rasche - Wednesday, October 29, 2003 6:41 PM CST Hi Kim, thank you so much for telling us more about Marissa and sharing those beautiful photos and drawings! What an amazing talent she has! I know that she is able to continue her lovely illustrations in heaven and is showing them to Jesus and all the saints. Your daughter is indeed precious and very very special and she will never be forgotten...and those of us who were not fortunate enough to meet her here on earth are looking forward to the day we can meet her in heaven! Please know you are thought of and prayed for every day, and I'm so glad you and Steve will have an opportunity to reconnect as a couple. May God hold you very close Lorraine, 'angel' Nolan's mom <loralof@yahoo.com> - Tuesday, October 28, 2003 11:32 AM CST Kim, I'm glad you decided to journal again. I know it helps me to do it. I can relate to every emotion that you are feeling. It is so hard and so unfair. It's very hard to accept that our sweet babies are now angels in heaven. I want you to know that I have not stopped praying for you and your family. Please call if you ever need to. Julia and Marissa are having a great time together!! Whenever I would see two butterflies flying around I knew it was Julia and Marissa. I hope you and Steve find comfort in your trip. It is very easy to get lost in everything and keeping communication open helps alot. Take Care, Judy Mom of Angel Julia www.caringbridge.org/pa/julialevy Judy Levy <levyjudy4@comcast.net> Pittsburgh, pa - Tuesday, October 28, 2003 7:42 AM CST I was glad to see a new post about how you all are doing. I know that it's been really tough and we've been praying for you. A trip to Dianbai sounds good, we didn't go but we definitely will on our next trip. I pray your trip will go well. The new pictures posted are absolutely wonderful. Marissa is a beauty, I love the one of her standing in front of a door wearing a yellow dress & holding a yellow/white flower. The other one I especially like is of her sitting on a bench in front of green leaves wearing red and white. I know she's so perfect in heaven, and I'm sure greeting everyone at the gates with her pretty smile! I'm praying God will help you to stay strong through it all. I pray that he'll also show you what to do about moving into a new home. I pray for Justin, Alex, Jade & Grace that they too will stay strong. We're always thinking of you guys. http://www.caringbridge.org/sc/kaylynmei/ Erin <ccbubbless17@yahoo.com> Columbia, SC USA - Monday, October 27, 2003 11:45 PM CST Dear Kim and Steve: Thank you for your willingness to invite all of us into your journey. I know that I will never again make decisions about priorities and the use of my time in the same way as I did. The theology of my church teaches of the "communion of saints." Rarely do I meet someone who really knows and lives what we mean by it. Clearly, you understand that so long as you hold Marissa to your hearts, continue to tell her story, continue to "re-member" her in your daily life and prayers, she will always be truly with you. Peace to you. Mike O'Neill <clanoneill@aol.com> Troy, MI USA - Monday, October 27, 2003 10:34 PM CST Dear Kim and Steve, Thank you for sharing with us how you are doing. You are in my thoughts so much of the time. It sounds as though you are doing some positive things for yourselves and for your children. Good!! Those of us who have experienced the loss of a loved one, know that the cycle of grief is not a straight line but rather a zig-zag one. Some days you will do pretty well and will be able to enjoy yourself and laugh and have fun. Other days it will take all your strength to get out of bed. There is nothing wrong with either type of day. Continue taking good care of yourselves and don't worry about what other people think. They are not walking in your shoes and have no right to judge. I hope that you both can find some comfort in visiting Marissa's birth country. My prayers will be with you. Martha Reading Martha Reading <amreading@aol.com> N. Plainfield, NJ USA - Monday, October 27, 2003 9:57 PM CST Steve and Kim I pray that God will give you the peace you so despertly seek. May His angels surrond you daily and lift you up when your heart is so heavy from missing your beautiful Marrissa. blessings Mary L Howard <ftprintsnsand@earthlink.net> KY - Monday, October 27, 2003 8:35 PM CST Steve and Kim and Family, My heart has been so heavy with thoughts and grief for you all. I don't know how telling you this even helps, but I guess I should tell you that every day I pray for you and send all my positive energy your way. I think it is so wise for you (Kim and Steve) to get away together. I'll be praying for your healing while walking the beaches of DianBai! I look at the beautiful new pictures you've posted of Marissa and your family, and of course, I see my children's faces in Marissa. It's just too much to even imagine. We sang a song at church on Sunday, "We are standing on holy ground, and I know that there are angels all around." Maybe you've heard it. Reading Kim's posts, I know you are aware that you were "standing on holy ground" when you were with Marissa. You were truly looking into the face of God. Blessings on you all, and safe travels. Lori Clanton, mom to NonaLisa and Eliza from DianBai <gotchaej@yahoo.com> Fresno, CA USA - Monday, October 27, 2003 6:57 PM CST What a lovely celebration of Marissa's life. And you are not a boasting parent--Marissa really is talented in art! I'll pray for you. Good luck with your move. All the best. Eileen Tidd <scanlane@hotmail.com> Annapolis, mD USA - Monday, October 27, 2003 5:29 PM CST What an incredible, wonderful life Marissa had. From everything you wrote, your beautiful family photos all anyone who gets to know beautiful Marissa on this website must always understand is that Marissa lived such a full, meaningful, fantastic life. Very few people, whether 8 or 98 can honestly say that. Marissa will always be alive for so many people, always present, always well and smiling and laughing and making her beautiful art. She is with us, virtual strangers, even as I write this and her spirit is everywhere. In the moonlight, in the starts, in the sound of the wind in the trees from Manhattan to...Maoming and Dianbai. My daughter was so sad when Marissa died. She wore purple the day of Marissa's services and said over and over again how she wished she could have known Marissa. A few minutes ago, when she looked at your photos and Marissa's artwork I said to her, "I know you wish you could have known this little girl. So do many people." She looked at me and said, "Mommy, I do know her. And so does everyone." Our best to your family. Amanda Uhry Arabella Eliza Frances Uhry (Mao Yue - b 11/16/95 a 4/96 Maoming, Guangdong) Amanda Uhry New York, NY USA - Monday, October 27, 2003 5:14 PM CST Hello, I wish I could take your pain away for just a moment, so that you could feel the warmth and love that you felt when you first received Marissa in your arms. I wish that you lived close enough to hug my special angel so that you would know you are not alone in this. We have all prayed and hoped for a cure, but we cannot always see Gods reason for bringing Marissa home so soon. You have shared your souls to the rest of us during this period and let us all see how beautiful your family is. May God comfort your pain and show you in some way that her time here, though short, was as important as those that live for 100+ years. As you know, Marissa will live on in all our hearts and our daughters lifes. For me (my feelings), to have one little girl from Dian Bai is to have them all. May God continue to bless you all. Walter Watts and Lindsay Watts (Guo Xiao Qiong) DOB 2/15/98 <wwatts11@netscape.net> Augusta, ME USA - Monday, October 27, 2003 12:32 AM CST You are in our prayers and I will always remember Marissa's "Going Home Day" as it is my son's wedding day. Your love and faith has been an inspiration to us all. Jeanine Odom <jeaninehyde@cox.net> Tempe, AZ USA - Monday, October 27, 2003 10:59 AM CST Hi Steve and Kim Just been thinking about you all today and everyday. Just wanted you to know that you are in thoughts and prayers. Love and miss you Kim and Emily McEllen www.caringbridge.org/il/emilymcellen Emily and Kim McEllen <pkremcellen@grics.net> Galesburg, il USA - Sunday, October 26, 2003 3:33 PM CST I wanted to let you know that your family is still very much in my thoughts and in my prayers. Shelley Wilterdink <RochelleW615@msn.com> Manheim, PA USA - Wednesday, October 22, 2003 8:05 AM CDT Hi Kim Just wanted to let you know that I am thinking of an praying for you. I am missing my Nolan very much tonight, and I know you are missing Marissa as well. Without the Lord we just couldn't get through this... Nolan's mom <loralof@yahoo.com> - Monday, October 20, 2003 11:34 PM CDT Thinking about Marissa today, what a precious little girl ..Praying for you Hugs  Carolyn <carolynj52@ilovejesus.net> - Monday, October 20, 2003 8:38 PM CDT Good Morning Kim, I have been thinking about you quite alot. Know that you and your family are still in our thoughts and prayers. I know that this is a difficult time for you and your family. Always know that I consider you a GOOD friend, and if there is anything that I can do for you please let me know. I have tried to call you a few times, but you have been out. I will continue to try to contact you. Take care, my friend. Love, Nancy nancy bruggeman <nancybruggeman@usavingsbank.com> middletown, ohio usa - Monday, October 20, 2003 8:45 AM CDT Hi Kim & Steve, I have been thinking a lot about you and just want you to know, so many people love & care about you and your family. I see Marissa's sweet smile on Lorraine's website of 'angel' nolan all the time. My good thoughts, love and prayers are with you all. Tess Tess Baker <tndbkr@aol.com> Fresno, CA - Friday, October 17, 2003 8:08 AM CDT Hi Steve and Kim Just been thinking about you. Hope things are getting better. I know it has to be hard. Just wanted you to know that we are thinking about you all. We are getting ready to go back to St. Judes. Nov 11. Take care and love you lots. Love Kim and Emily www.caringbridge.org/il/emilymcellen Emily and Kim McEllen <pkremcellen@grics.net> Galesburg, Il USA - Thursday, October 16, 2003 6:09 PM CDT Our prayers are with you and your family..God Bless each of you. Roger, Sally Brewer & Family Prichard, WV USA - Monday, October 13, 2003 1:31 PM CDT My sincere sypathy for she is a beautiful star now..  Carla Sellers <minx1975@comcast.net> Arlington, Tx U.S.A. - Saturday, October 11, 2003 11:48 AM CDT My deepest condolences. She was a beautiful little girl. Kim - Friday, October 10, 2003 11:33 PM CDT Kim, Steve, and Family I wanted to let you know that you are in my thoughts and prayer daily. Yesterday we I stopped at a local gas station for my morning supply of orange juice. I saw a fund raising campaign for St. Jude's. I purchased several and dedicated one to Marissa "Our Forever Angel" and one for your family,Marissa's "Forever Family". Love Amy Amy Perry (Mother to Mia my little China Doll) Fort Scott, Kansas USA - Friday, October 10, 2003 3:35 PM CDT Our prayers are with your family, may your special angel watch over you and give you peace. Maria Elena and Sabrina Yue Zabaleta <breezyjoy@cfl.rr.com> Longwood, fl seminole - Friday, October 10, 2003 9:06 AM CDT Marissa also means A Brave Heart. www.caringbridge.org/mn/marisa Marisa, liver transplant <sisterpiranha@yahoo.com> SSP, MN - Thursday, October 9, 2003 4:31 PM CDT Dear Kim, I want you to know that we pray for you and your family daily. May God provide you with gentle healing and peace. Our love, Julie-Maddie's mom www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie Julie Dornisch Mpls., Mn - Wednesday, October 8, 2003 10:33 AM CDT Dear Burgharts, We're still praying for you all the time. I pray that God will comfort you. I don't know if you ever go to the Angel Covers website, but they are doing a Hands of Hope project where they are putting names/handprints of Children from China on tiles so that they can make a wall at the Victory Hotel in Guangzhou. The tile prices raise money for orphans in China. But on the website it says that the name of a Child from China who has passed away are free of charge in honor of the child. I think it's a wonderful idea and it'd be neat to see Marissa's name on the wall in China. She has definitely touched so, so many and it'd be neat for her to be a part of such a neat tribute to those adopted from China. Just an idea I'd thought I would pass along. You all are such a wonderful loving family. Take care <3 http://www.angelcovers.org/handsofhope.html http://www.caringbridge.org/sc/kaylynmei/ Columbia, SC - Monday, October 6, 2003 6:00 PM CDT Happened upon your page from another caringbridge page. What a beautiful little girl. I share her name, my name is Marisa also. My favorite color is also purple. I have lived with chronic illness my whole life. I was born wiht liver disease and received a liver transplant when I was 11. Just want you to know I'm thinking of you. www.caringbridge.org/mn/marisa www.txpiranha88.homestead.com/marisasmiracle.html Marisa, liver transplant <sisterpiranha@yahoo.com> SSP, MN - Sunday, October 5, 2003 10:24 AM CDT WE SEND OUR LOVE TO YOU ..GOD IS GOOD ALL THE TIME. JUST ANOTHER DADDY.www.caringbridge.org/mn/rosie danny - Sunday, October 5, 2003 1:49 AM CDT Kim and Steve, I just wanted to stop and let you know that I haven't forgotten about you or the pain you are in. I pray for you daily. As I told Lorraine, mother of Angel Nolan, we are so blessed to have had these wonderful children, and even though the time after diagnosis is very hard, it gives us time to spend each day and every minute with our child. So many parents are not that blessed. May God's blessings continue on you and your family. Cheyenne's dad www.caringbridge.org/tx/cheyenne5 Roy Fiveash <rfiveash@wcc.net> San Angelo, tx - Saturday, October 4, 2003 11:01 PM CDT From all of us in Jennifer's family in Seattle and Guangzhou we would like to express our deepest sympathy. If you need anything at all, please do not hesitate to call on us. Jennifer, Lee, and Alex Jennifer's Place Seattle, WA USA - Friday, October 3, 2003 11:47 PM CDT Hi, I linked to your website from another caringbridge page. Every time I hear of another child dying from a brain tumor, I grieve all over again. My firstborn daughter died of a brain tumor on Jan. 15th of this year. I miss her terribly, but at the same time, I am SO thankful for every single moment I spent with her on this earth. I pray that the Lord will give you His strength to help you bear the pain of your loss. He's been very faithful to help me whenever I ask. Adrienne's mom, Nichelle: http://www.caringbridge.org/tx/adrienne <rejoice_first_lady@yahoo.com> Cedar Park, TX USA - Friday, October 3, 2003 10:58 PM CDT I am so sorry. When I heard the news we were in Guangzhou having just gotten our new daughter from GuangXi. I wore my only purple outfit for her in Guangzhou on that Tuesday for Marissa. My heart aches for all of you and my prayers continue for you to find comfort somehow. I know Marissa is watching over all of your from her new heavenly home. She will always be with you. Linda Mazar St. Paul, MN USA - Friday, October 3, 2003 9:23 PM CDT I am so sorry about the loss of Marissa. Your steadfast faithfulness to the Lord is a tremendous inspiration to the rest of us. As an adoptive mother of two precious girls, it is hard for me to imagine life without them; yet whatever time we have together has made life so ever more worthwhile. You are in our prayers! Christine Horn, Mom to Casey & CarynGrace <christine_horn@rtv6.com> Carmel, IN USA - Friday, October 3, 2003 9:53 AM CDT Hi Kim, Steve and Kids, Just checking on you all and let you know that we are praying for you. Thinking about you all the time. Love Kim and Emily Emily and Kim McEllen <pkremcellen@msn.com> Galesburg, Il USA - Wednesday, October 1, 2003 1:12 PM CDT Dear Kim, Steve, and Family, A week and 3 days later I'm still thinking of you all daily and praying for your comfort. Lori Clanton, mom to two girlies from China (Eliza from DianBai) <gotchaej@yahoo.com> Fresno, CA USA - Tuesday, September 30, 2003 3:02 PM CDT Please know that your family and the beautiful Marissa are always in our thoughts. On the day of Marissa's service, Arabella, who is not a fan of the color purple at all, dressed head to toe in purple for school. When her friends asked her "What gives?" with the purple and said they thought she didn't like the color she said, "Well now I do. " That day at Library (that is a subject at school -- they go to the school library) she took out a beautiful book called "An Alphabet of Animals" that describes, in chapter form with gorgeous illustrations, the lives of animals, birds, insects, etc. from A-Z. On the butterfly page -- which is purple and gold -- one of the things it says that butterflies live only from two-eight months. When Arabella read that she looked up and said, "I know of a beautiful butterfly is going to live forever and her name is Marissa." Marissa's life affected and touched so many, many people and she will live on forever. Around here she will always be with a little girl also adopted from China named Mao Yue, whom she didn't know but will always feel that she knew Marissa in her heart. Like thousands of other people who are Marissa's lasting legacy. Amanda Uhry (Arabella Eliza Frances - Mao Yue - b11/16/95 a 4/96 Maoming) Amanda Uhry New York, NY USA - Tuesday, September 30, 2003 10:10 AM CDT Dear Kim and Family, I am so sorry for your loss. I have followed Marissa's story and have been inspired by her and your courage, strength, and love. You will remain in my heart and in my prayers in the weeks and months to come. Sherri Cox (mother of two daughters from China) <sherricoxmail@yahoo.com> - Monday, September 29, 2003 6:21 PM CDT  The most beautiful perfect purple flower for the most beautiful perfect Angel Marissa... Love always, Kim ~KODYS STORY~ - Monday, September 29, 2003 2:16 PM CDT Dear Kim & family, I just arrived back at work from being on vacation for a week. One of the first things I did today was check Marissa's website. I am truly sorry for the loss of Marissa. She was a very beautiful young lady. Words can not express my sorrow to your family. Sherri Sherri Bushong Maxey <sherri@rmhmemphis.org> Memphis, TN USA - Monday, September 29, 2003 11:03 AM CDT hi, my big brother kyle died too from cancer (bone). He loved God. i am sure they are all having a party in heaven and God prepared a big welcome party for marisa. love, tay taylor lee <www.kylelee28.com> rancho cucamonga, ca usa - Monday, September 29, 2003 10:59 AM CDT Hey I'm Dannie, a friend of Maddie Paguyo's and I just want to say I am so sorry about Marissa and I feel so hurt about all the kids out there like Marissa! It's true, no kids should pass before their parents, but now you know she is in the best care, and know she is loved and you shouldn't worry. Thinking about your family, and praying for you too, Love, Dannie <paskyloohoo@yahoo.com> Mpls, MN USA - Sunday, September 28, 2003 10:03 PM CDT May God Bless you and Keep you. Patty, Don, Elizabeth MeiLiu Lane Topeka, KS - Sunday, September 28, 2003 4:47 PM CDT Kim, Steve, and family, We are still thinking of you and praying for you. We miss Marissa deeply. I broke the news to Karina and she cried and cried and so did her big sister Jasmine. If there is anything we can do for you, please let us know. We love you and are feeling your loss too. Much Much love, Marci, Karina, and Jasmine Marci, Karina, and Jasmine <marci.lh@verizon.net or www.caringbridge.org/md/karinahurtado> Laurel, MD - Saturday, September 27, 2003 9:40 PM CDT Kim, Steve and family- I cannot stop thinking about Marissa and your family. I am so sorry. I do want you to know how fortunate I feel to have met her. Teresa Ott <tott5sbrgs@sbcglobal.net> Olathe, KS - Saturday, September 27, 2003 6:23 PM CDT Dearest Kim and Steve...I'm so sorry to hear the news of beautiful Marissa. Please know that you and your family are in my thoughts and prayers. Much love... Terry Snyder (Angel Jalen's "Am-Maw") http://www.caringbridge.org/fl/jalen <vix207@aol.com> Royal Palm Beach, FL - Saturday, September 27, 2003 11:00 AM CDT hello, this a friend of maddies, and i just wanted to say that im very sorry to hear about marrissa, but i'm sure shes feelin a lot better now and i send you love from my family. lots of love and prayers mayumi <asianchik03@netscape,net> - Saturday, September 27, 2003 10:54 AM CDT Dearest Kim and Steve: Leo and I are so heartbroken to hear about Marissa. We are so, so very sorry. Kim, we have always believed that if it weren't for you we wouldn't have our Isabel now. Every year on Isabel's birthday, I'll say a prayer for Marissa. We will always keep her and you in our hearts. If there is anything that we can do to help, please do not hesitate to let us know. Nancy and Leo Nancy Zettler and Leo Bernardi <zet2400@aol.com> Algonquin, IL - Friday, September 26, 2003 10:23 PM CDT Dear Steve and Kim, as an adoptive mom of three children from Korea I know well of the love you have felt for your beautiful angel Marissa. I can only imagine the pain of your loss. Your faith has touched our hearts and Marissa has reached out to so many with her courage. With love from a forever family in Minnesota. Ann Sundberg <Annmurt@aol.com> Edina, MN - Friday, September 26, 2003 8:16 PM CDT So very sorry Marissa has gone. I know she's an angel and no longer in pain or suffering. You will all be in our prayers. Kathy (mother of David GBM Stage IV) Kathy <www.caringbridge.org/fl/david> Boynton Beach, FL USA - Friday, September 26, 2003 6:09 PM CDT She didn't run out of strength. In fact, she had so much strength that God needed her to be in heaven with him. Some say she lost her battle. Lost it, she did not. How could someone not know she won her battle? Everyday that went by, she handled all of her suffering with such grace. She showed us all what it means to live, what to get mad about, and what not. She taught us to cherish every second, for there only may be seconds left. She showed us what patience was, to have patience with life, for it isn't always the way we want it to be. What happiness was-- even if it was only a smile or giggle here or there. She accomplished so much in her few years here than most people will never accomplish in a hundred years. But above all, she showed us love. From what I know about her, she loved everything. Her family, friends, horses, school... She taught us how to love loving someone, just like I love loving Angel Marissa! Maddie www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie - Friday, September 26, 2003 5:06 PM CDT Marissa- You were an Angel on Earth, so I bet you are pretty comfortable where you are in your new home...I think that the short physical life that you had was an amazingly powerful one, and your spirit, joy, love of life have had a bigger impact than many of us could ever hope to achieve. In your eternal life you continue to teach lessons of faith and love and that too is a tribute to you and your family and friends who helped you to become the beautiful girl that you are... I think of you often and pray for you and your family. Maddie is asking everyone to come by to your site today...your journey is helping other kids faced with similar challenges face them with a smile. Sara Mpls, MN - Friday, September 26, 2003 3:23 PM CDT I don't know what else to say other than I am so sorry. I can only imagine your pain. Paula (Mitch's mom) <www.caringbridge.org/wa/mitchellboy> Vancouver, Wa - Friday, September 26, 2003 2:10 PM CDT Steve and Kim and all, We are so terribly sorry that she is gone. I'm praying and trusting that your faith will get you through and that you will know how much you are loved. Karin and family (karinjg) Karin <karinjg@cfl.rr.com> - Friday, September 26, 2003 12:53 AM CDT I came by to see how you all were doing and read some of the most beautiful, loving and heart touching words. Thank you for sharing your Angel with us all. I shed tears reading your words and know you will find comfort in knowing that Marissa is still as close as your heart and the memories you have of her will bring a smile in times to come. God Bless you all and thank you...... Sincerely, Island Princess  Island Princess <islandprincess@quiltsoflove.com> - Friday, September 26, 2003 12:18 AM CDT Dear Kim and family, thank you so much for sharing Marissa with us, and especially, for allowing us to 'see' her last week. The service sounds beautiful, I wish I could have been there! Although I share your faith in the Lord and the belief of an eternal reunion with our children, it doesn't really ease the pain of missing them here on earth. Not a day, not even an hour goes by when I don't miss my little boy. These little ones are so very precious. They will definitely live on in our hearts! God bless you. I am praying that the Lord will ease your pain and help you through this most difficult of times. Lorraine, "angel" Nolan's mom <loralof@yahoo.com> - Friday, September 26, 2003 10:38 AM CDT Dear Marissa, I do not know you, but I miss you already. I have read your story and viewed your pictures and love your smile. I too am an artist but took much longer to be as good as you. You have a special talent. You have come home to heaven and I pray you have all the supplies you need to share your visions of your beautiful life on earth with all our heavenly ancestors. I pray you are comforted to be with your ancestors now. I will pray for your family that they will be comforted in their pain while they miss you. I also pray that your reunion in heaven, with them some day, will be filled with purple flowers and butterflies. May your family continue to spread your strength and love. Bonita Kline <tk11104@yahoo.com> NYC, - Friday, September 26, 2003 0:14 AM CDT Thank you for sharing your faith, your joy, your pain and your journey. I am enriched, and I hope to pass it on. My condolences to you in your loss, and my best wishes to you in your life and faith. Our family holds you in our prayers. Judith Helman <judhelman@yahoo.com> Petaluma, CA US - Thursday, September 25, 2003 11:55 PM CDT Kim, Steve, and family, God Bless you all. None of us know why things like this happen, but we have to trust in God. Have faith. We will see Marissa in the not to distant future. Also I want to thank you so very, very mucy for all the support that you have offered our family as we deal with this same beast of a tumor. You are a special family. Again, God Bless You all. Cheyenne's dad www.caringbridge.org/tx/cheyenne5 Roy Fiveash <rfiveash@wcc.net> San Angelo, tx - Thursday, September 25, 2003 9:05 PM CDT Kim, Steve and Family, I am so sorry for your lost. I hope you can find comfort knowing that Marissa is in Heaven with Jesus. Marissa was such a talented artist even at her young age. You will be able to see her in the rainbows and sunsets to come. Your family will be in our prayers Sharon Mom of Dylan www,caringbridge.org/page/dylandworld Port St. Lucie, Fl ...GOD BLESS MARISSA... - Thursday, September 25, 2003 8:51 PM CDT Kim, Steve, and Family, I am so sorry for the loss of your beautiful Marissa. May God give you strength during this difficult time. www.caringbridge.org/ny/caitlintaylorgunn Aleta <agunn@optonline.net> West Nyack, NY - Thursday, September 25, 2003 7:58 PM CDT Dear Berghart Family We cannot imagine the pain you are feeling through this dark time but we can trust in God that his need to take Marissa back under his wings was so great that he will guide and comfort you always. You have been an inspiration to all of us Mums & Dads with precious daughters from China. Our deepest condolences to you and yours. Shirley,Howard & Eleanor(our precious Dain Bai daughter) Shirley Jones <shirleymjones@Tesco.net> Leighton Buzzard, U K - Thursday, September 25, 2003 4:01 PM CDT I can only imagine the pain and sorrow you and your family are faced with right now. I am a mother of two small children, who luckily are healthy. As I sat here and read Marissa's story, tears would not stop falling down my face. I am so sorry for your loss, but she is with Jesus now, looking down on you and your family smiling, PAIN FREE, and happier then she has ever been. She is surrounded by purple flowers and the biggest chinese buffet around. You will be with her again one day and until that day comes, just remember the good times. They will keep you going and make each day a little easier to live for! May the Lord be with you and your family and the family of all the others who are going through a trying time like this in their lives right now! God Bless You! Jennifer M. Young <DixiegirllXl20@aol.com> Clarksville, tn USA - Thursday, September 25, 2003 12:57 AM CDT I pray that Jesus will comfort your family, and that He will give you strength to face each day, joy in the midst of sorrow, and fill your heart with the hope that only He can give. My sincere sympathies... Sherrie Sherrie Cramer <mcramer@surewest.net> Sacramento, CA USA - Thursday, September 25, 2003 12:26 AM CDT They that wait upon the Lord shall renew their strength, they shall mount up with wings as eagles, they shall run and not be weary, they shall walk and not faint. Isaiah 40:31 Thank You heavenly Father for Your word. I pray for the strength of Your Holy Spirit to rise up within Kim and Steve today and to stregthen them, in Jesus name, amen. Barbie Topeka, - Thursday, September 25, 2003 8:33 AM CDT While I, too, am thankful that Marissa's suffering has ended and she is with the Lord, my heart goes out to you for the sadness and loss of your beloved daughter. I don't even know you but I can't help but cry at the unfairness and loss. May the Lord Jesus Himself comfort you and wipe away the tears that come in those alone moments. In His love, Cindy Swanson-Choo (another adoptive parent) <swanson.choo@aya.yale.edu> Lafayette, CA USA - Thursday, September 25, 2003 7:58 AM CDT To Marissa's family, I cannot even start to imagine your immense sense of loss, how much you are missing her. I am sooo sorry for all she had to go through and for all you had to see her go through. From all the entries it is ever so clear that she is indeed a very special person. My heart aches for you. Your beautiful daughter is now a beautiful Angel. I am sure she will look over you in each and every day that separates you from reuniting again, this time though it will be for Eternity. A very very big hug to you all from Italy. LOL Sabrina <morini@agriflex.it> Forlì, FC Italy - Thursday, September 25, 2003 3:11 AM CDT all my love and prayers for you the family.....your sweet angel needs no prayers she with our lord now but your tribute to her is wonderful/.. ginger starks <whiznhen1@cox.net> omaha, ne usa - Thursday, September 25, 2003 0:53 AM CDT Dear Burghart Family, A Precious Angel was laid to rest yesterday and words can not express our heart felt sympathy. Marissa was such a beautiful "China Doll." We will always remember her smile and zest for life. Kim and Steve, you gave that special little girl more than she would have ever had by becoming her forever family. By adopting her, she was able to give so much to people all over the world. Even during her illness, people "felt" her and fell in love with her by reading about her. Because of Marissa, look at all of the other little "China Dolls" she was able to save. There are people who loved her so much that they too wanted a little dauther from China. What an incredible gift she was to so many. This long and painful struggle is so unfair and we may not ever understand why it had to happen, not until we see her again. We know your hearts are empty and broken and hopefully in time, sweet memories of her will comfort you. Our hearts are heavy and tears continue to fall but her memory will live forever. We will love her forever and think of her especially when we wear purple! You have been so strong even though you have ached on the inside. We pray that God with continue to give you strength and help you begin to heal. Don't ever lose "Faith." Love, Jill and Shane Paletta Jill Paletta <Jepaletta@msn.com> Topeka, Ks. US - Wednesday, September 24, 2003 10:19 PM CDT I just wanted you to know that you and your family are in my prayers. I pray that God will give you a sense of peace and a quiet understanding of His will! We shouldn't question the decisions He makes, but as humans, it is only natural that we do, but we just have to have faith in Him that He knows best! You WILL see Marissa again in Heaven. She is there with Jesus now. And, your time apart will only be a mere second to the ETERNITY you will spend together. I hope this message has somehow, someway, eased your pain a little. Marissa will always be with you in spirit! Just know that many, many people who you will never know, love you and care about you through the love that Christ gives us! Love in Him......... Kathy A. Douglas <pretinpink@msn.com> Park City, KS USA - Wednesday, September 24, 2003 6:15 PM CDT I've followed Marissa's journey thru email from another Chinese adoptive family who I met while adopting my son Michael from China. Michael and I have prayed for Marissa and her family. We hope to some day meet this wonderful little girl in heaven. Pam & Michael Patterson usa - Wednesday, September 24, 2003 4:33 PM CDT To Marissa's Parents, You are special parents to Marissa and she was a special child to you. Be comforted in the fact that your daughter is now in the kingdom of God with no more pain. I lost a dear daughter in 1997 to cancer and God has sustained me and my family thru difficult times. Until now I'm resting firmly in His palms and He hasn't let go of me and never will. He promise to never leave us nor forsake us. He will do the same to you and your family. Our God is faithful. I shed some tears when I read about Marissa today. We give God all the glory for His plans are better than ours. His thought are higher than ours too. Just trust Him. Letty <lpusung@hotmail.com> San Diego, CA - Wednesday, September 24, 2003 4:18 PM CDT We grieve with you at the passing of lovely Marissa. As I have read the journal entries I am in awe of your unwaivering faith. May you find peace and comfort in that and those around you who care so much. The Tembreull Family - Ann, Roger, Claire (Jiangxi) and Lydia (Hunan) Gladstone, MI USA - Wednesday, September 24, 2003 1:39 PM CDT May God Bless the family of Marissa. I was very fortunate to meet Kim, Marissa, and Jade at the Ronald McDonald House in Memphis when visiting my niece Emily McEllen one weekend in February. Marissa is a beautiful child and will be a beautiful angel. May God Bless you all during this very difficult time. You have my deepest sympathy. Jackie Darst. Aunt of Emily McEllen Jackie Darst Galesburg, IL USA - Wednesday, September 24, 2003 11:17 AM CDT May the Lord hold your family close to his chest as they search for comfort and mourn their loss. Marissa- keep the angels company until the day we all finally meet. Nicole M. Smith mom to Kaili Anne Shao Smith-Guangdong Province <klmnnsmith@cs.com> San Jose, CA USA - Wednesday, September 24, 2003 10:15 AM CDT our prayers are with you . Dawn ( noel and corey ) Athens, oh usa - Wednesday, September 24, 2003 10:13 AM CDT Kim, Steve and family, "He will lift you up on Eagle's wings...." How appropriate that song was yesterday and it keeps going through my mind. I can just see God carrying your family right now through this time. Now the healing begins. You are on a new journey and He will carry you through it, just let Him and rest in His palms. Marissa's service was so beautiful and such a blessing yesterday and she would have been very pleased and happy. What an unending legacy that little girl leaves here on earth......God is so good. Hang in there. Love you guys tons. The Longs <RBLong0928@juno.com> Topeka, KS - Wednesday, September 24, 2003 8:48 AM CDT Dar Kim, Steve, Alex, Justin, Grace, and Jade, May the Lord continue to carry you all during this difficult time. Marissa, you were an angel here on earth, and now are an angel with wings in Heaven. My pony Nicki has been waiting for you! Ride and fly little Marissa! Cindy and Katelyn Helen Fuxiao Morrison Plaistow, NH - Tuesday, September 23, 2003 6:59 PM CDT Dear Kim & family; This is little Bailey Kistner's grandparents from Waverly, Ks. Crystal called about little Marissa and we are all very sad to hear the news, but she is no longer in pain. She was a very precious little girl and we have all thought about you alot, our thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. Love Rosann & Terry Osborn Rosann Osborn <Tosborn@ks.com> Waverly, Ks. US - Tuesday, September 23, 2003 4:57 PM CDT One of my littlest friends was buried today. She would have been so excited to see all of the purple that everyone wore to honor her. I will miss her more than words can say! I will miss her smile, I will miss her zest for life and her creativity, I will miss her hugs she always gave so freely. What an honor it was to be her kindergarten teacher! Because of Marissa, next summer, we too will have a daughter from China. She meant the world to me and will live in my heart forever and we will remember her always when we look into our daughter's eyes and see a little bit of Marissa each time. I am so thankful I was able to be a part of her life. A child like Marissa just grabs your heart and never lets go. I pray for her family to continue to be strong. Marissa loved them with all her heart and soul. They meant the world to her and she now watches over them from above, but she will never be far away!! She has her wings now (which are probably purple)so in the words of her parents-"fly free" my dearest little friend. I will miss you and love you forever and always!!! Mrs. Kelly Lisa Kelly <ellekellyks@aol.com> Newton, KS USA - Tuesday, September 23, 2003 4:48 PM CDT Marissa, you dear beautiful child even though I did not know you, a dear friend of mine does my heart goes out to you in ever lasting memory. I know you will be the angel in heaven as you were on earth & shine your love back to all you love. May I send you our earthly love so you may shine in everyones hearts forever, as you will in mine. God Bless you our sweet angel. Bonnie Delyea (nickname thumperrr) <bd4jg24@hotmail.com> Tweed, ON Canada - Tuesday, September 23, 2003 4:32 PM CDT Dearest Kim and Family, my heart continues to ache for you all. You are all in my thoughts constantly. I am truly sorry for you all not being able to hold and kiss Marissa here and then happy beautiful Marissa is painfree and playing freely. Love, Tess ('Angel' Nolan's Aunt) Tess Baker <tess.maucier@citigroup.com> SF, CA - Tuesday, September 23, 2003 4:17 PM CDT Our deepest sympathy to your family. Marissa was a beautiful little girl and she obviously touched many lives. You are in our thoughts. Chris and Nicole Pennebaker <njpenne@msn.com> Albuquerque, NM USA - Tuesday, September 23, 2003 3:22 PM CDT Hi Kim and Family, Just wanted you to know that we have been thinking of you all day. Emily had an appointment at St. Judes in Peoria. She wore her purple wind suit, She told everyone why she wearing it. We love and miss you all Kim and Emily McEllen www.caringbridge.org/il/emilymcellen Emily and Kim McEllen <pkremcellen@msn.com> Galesburg, Il USA - Tuesday, September 23, 2003 2:14 PM CDT To a beautiful little angel named Marissa... Our thoughts and prayers are with you and your dear family today. We are wearing purple in you honor and will keep your memory alive to remind us of your courage and your beautiful smile. God bless you and your family! Joanne Jasmine & LiLi-Rose (2 China sisters) Joanne Cyr <joanne@cyr.qc.ca> Val-Morin (Quebec), QC Canada - Tuesday, September 23, 2003 1:21 PM CDT how my heart aches for you and your family. sweet marissa is free from pain now. i am certain she has already made many new friends and is once again able to play like the beautiful little girl that she is. with love and sympathy, "angel" nolan's cousin april t. lambertville, nj 08530 - Tuesday, September 23, 2003 12:20 AM CDT Our thoughts and prayers are with you. I've been reading your journal but it was by accident that I read an e-mail yesterday from Emma Grace's folks that sent me to McKenzie's Caring Bridge site that had the arrangements posted. We were at St. Jude at the same time as you in Feb. and Mar. We will always treasure the paper art that Marissa shared from her class. I was curious about the type of chemo Marissa was on because in May, Sarah's doctor talked about putting her on Iressa and now I know that some of their patients have had bleeds. Sarah continues to do well. We were heart sick to hear of Marissa. She was truly a "Light" to this world. May God confort you in the days ahead. Vickie and Sarah Starks Vickie and Sarah Starks <vwatts10@eatel.net> Gonzales, LA USA - Tuesday, September 23, 2003 10:42 AM CDT Lisa Bohm and family. We are friends of most of your friends in Topeka. We just wanted you to know we have been praying for you all for months. We just heard about Marissa and will continue to pray for strength for you all. Our hearts cried today when we heard the news. She will be your guardian angel in heaven watching over you until you meet again. May God Bless you and comfort you. The Bohm Family Lisa Bohm <mom2busy@prodigy.net> Topeka, KS USA - Tuesday, September 23, 2003 9:02 AM CDT I just received this email, and thought of you. Praying that God will hold you in your arms especially close right now! Subject: DINNER WITH JESUS Sally jumped up as soon as she saw the Surgeon come out of the operating room. She said: "How is my little boy? When can I see him?" The Surgeon said, "I'm sorry, we did all we could." Sally said, "Why do little children get cancer, doesn't God care any more? God, where were you when my son needed you!?" The Surgeon said, "One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes to let you spend time with your son's remains before it's transported to the university". Sally asked that the nurse stay with her while she said good-bye to her son. Sally ran her fingers through his thick red curly hair. The nurse said, "Would you like a lock of his hair?" Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of his hair and put it in a plastic bag and handed it to Sally. Sally said,"It was Jimmy's idea to give his body to the university for study. He said it might help somebody else," and that is what he wanted. I said, No at first, but Jimmy said, "Mom I won't be using it after I die, maybe it will help some other little boy to be able to spend one more day with his mother". Sally said, "My Jimmy had a heart of Gold, always thinking of someone else and always wanting to help others if he could". Sally walked out of the Children's Hospital for the last time now after spending most of the last 6 months there. She sat the bag with Jimmy's things in it on the seat beside of her in the car. The drive home was hard and it was even harder to go into an empty house. She took the bag to Jimmy's room and started placing the model cars and things back in his room exactly where he always kept them. She laid down across his bed and cried herself to sleep holding his pillow. Sally woke up about midnight and laying beside of her on the bed, was a letter folded up. She opened the letter, it said: Dear Mom, I know your going to miss me, but don't think that I will ever forget you or stop loving you because I'm not around to say I LOVE YOU. I'll think of you every day mom and I'll love you even more each day. Some day we will see each other again. If you want to adopt a little boy so you won't be so lonely, he can have my room and my old stuff to play with. If you decide to get a girl instead, she probably wouldn't like the same things as us boys do, so you will have to buy her dolls and stuff girls like. Don't be sad when you think about me, this is really a great place. Grandma and Grandpa met me as soon as I got here and showed me around some, but it will take a long time to see everything here. The angels are so friendly, I love to watch them fly. Jesus doesn't look like any of the pictures I saw of Him, but I knew it was Him as soon as I saw Him. Jesus took me to see GOD! And guess what mom? I got to sit on GOD'S knee and talk to Him like I was somebody important. I told GOD that I wanted to write you a letter and tell you Good-bye and everything, but I knew that wasn't allowed. God handed me some paper and his own personal pen to write you his letter with. I think Gabriel is the name of the angel that is going to drop this letter off to you. God said for me to give you the answer to one of the questions you asked Him about. Where was He when I needed him? God said, "The same place He was when Jesus was on the cross. He was right there, as He always is with all His children." Oh, by the way Mom, nobody else can see what is written on this paper but you. To everyone else, it looks like a blank piece of paper. I have to give God His pen back now, he has some more names to write in the Book Of Life. Tonight I get to sit at the table with Jesus for Supper. I'm sure the food will be great. I almost forgot to let you know. Now I don't hurt anymore, the cancer is all gone. I'm glad because I couldn't stand that pain anymore and God couldn't stand to see me suffer the pain either, so He sent The Angel of Mercy to get me. The Angel said I was Special Delivery! Signed with love, God & Jesus & Me. Bonnie CO U.S.A. - Tuesday, September 23, 2003 8:00 AM CDT Another beautiful angel to welcome us home...May God wrap his arms around you and comfort you. Brenda Rice (mom to Emily Anne Xin Rice, YangChun 6/00) Lebanon, OH - Tuesday, September 23, 2003 7:35 AM CDT I share your saddness and your grief, yet I know that with no body to contain it, Marissa's Light will shine even more brightly and far reaching. I pray that God will hold your family in the palm of His hand and give you great comfort. Having adopted my youngest daughter in China last year, I know how much you wanted Marissa and her sisters in your family. I'm so glad that you found her and she found her family. My girls (8 year old Waverly and 2 year old Amberlyn) and I will wear purple in Marissa's honor tomorrow. May God richly bless you and give you peace. Dart Rhoades, Waverly & Amberlyn <dart_r@hotmail.com> San Diego, CA USA - Tuesday, September 23, 2003 2:13 AM CDT I have cried all day for your loss of your beautiful Marissa. She has been the strong one thru this for all of us. I have held my daughters tighter today and given more kisses, for we are unaware of God's plans and the time he has given us. May all of you find peace in this troubled time and know everytime you see a butterfly it is Marissa with wings beautiful and flying free. Kathie Peters, Emma (Maoming, 1995) & Ellie(Man'Anshan 2001) Libertyville, IL USA - Tuesday, September 23, 2003 0:27 AM CDT We wish you peace in this difficult time of loss. There is nothing more difficult than losing a child, so please accept all the love and support that is out there for your family at this time. Grief has its own time cycle - we lost our Hanna 7 1/2 yrs ago and that was the longest year of our lives - so our hearts go out to you, and the path of healing that your hearts will journey upon in the coming months. Wishing blessings of peace and healing for your family, and the gift of Marissa's continued spirit of presence in your hearts. Luana Rubin, mom to Sophie Qin Xin, Mason, Sam and Angel Hanna <luana@eQuilter.com> Boulder, CO 80301 - Monday, September 22, 2003 11:39 PM CDT Deepest sympathy from our family to yours. I know you will cherish your happy memories of Marissa. A fellow adoptive parent of a daughter from China, JH Seeley - Monday, September 22, 2003 10:49 PM CDT You are in our hearts and in our prayers. Marissa has touched many lives and she will continue to as her smile shines from heaven. Marissa will be the angel watching over the children in China waiting for their "Forever Families" How blessed we all are that we have our beautiful children from China. Blessings, Lisa & Matt Lindemann, Catherine LeJing(Leping) Claire KuangPing(Pingxiang) <thymewithlisa@yahoo.com> Eagan, MN USA - Monday, September 22, 2003 10:18 PM CDT Our deepest sympathies to your whole family. Know that one day you will be reunited with your little angel and that she is in a much better place. Tim, Tonya & Autumn Koslo <tkoslo@cox.net> VA - Monday, September 22, 2003 10:10 PM CDT Our family is so saddened to hear of the loss of your sweet and beautiful daughter. Our hearts ache for you. We will keep your family in our prayers during this very difficult time. Denise & Charlie Bergeron & daughters Catherine, Camille & Clara <janeez2@aol.com> worcester, ma usa - Monday, September 22, 2003 9:33 PM CDT Thinking of you all in this time of sorrow. What a beautiful little girl Marissa was. Wendy and Andrew Franklin Freeland, MI USA - Monday, September 22, 2003 9:27 PM CDT MY COUSIN ADOPTED A LITTLE CHINESe GIRL THAT HAS LIGHTED OUR LIVES AS WELL..I AM SO SORRY FOR YOUR LOSS, AND WILL BE THINKING OF YOUR FAMILY IN MY PRAYERS ALWAYS, GOD MADE SPECIAL PEOPLE LIKE YOU, TO LOVE OUR WORLDS CHILDREN THAT NEED US..GOD BLESS CHERI DORSEY <Cnanacheri@cs.com> DEERFIELD, KS US - Monday, September 22, 2003 9:18 PM CDT I am so sorry to read of your loss of sweet Marissa. What a beautiful little girl. I know your pain and emptiness all too well, as I lost my precious son just 3 months ago. We will be praying for peace and serenity for your family, and ANGEL COLBY will be showering ANGEL MARISSA with his undying love. Sending lots of love from above - ANGEL COLBY JAMES COLE AND CREW. jack - colby's daddy forever and ever www.caringbridge.org/pa/colby, UNIONTOWN PA - Monday, September 22, 2003 9:06 PM CDT Our thoughts and prayers are with you all. Dave and Gina provided us with updates of Marissa and her condition. Marissa was an inspiration for us to live everyday with great enthusiasm. She taught us to never give up and to continue on. May God bless you all. David, Deb, Brooke May <dave_may@hillspet.com> Topeka, KS U.S.A. - Monday, September 22, 2003 8:57 PM CDT Dear Burgharts, I was so sorry to hear about Marissa's illness and her passing away. I don't know you, but I wanted to tell you that your family is in our prayers. Our children are all adopted from Korea. We lost one of our sons four years ago. I know the pain in your heart. I'm sure our little Gavin was at the gate to welcome your Marissa to heaven. I can just picture them running and playing togther. Keep the faith. God will get you through. Lonna Yeary <theyear6@aol.com> Norman, OK US - Monday, September 22, 2003 8:40 PM CDT When I tried to explain death to my daughter at age 3, I finally said David (a friend who had just died)is in your heart now. I know Marissa will be in so many hearts now, but I am so sad for you that you can not hold your daughter again. I hope your happy memories of her will replace the pain you feel now, and the pain you all have felt over the last nine months. Rachael (age 5 1/3, Mao Ming City, Guangdong) and I have you in our prayers. Charlotte and Rachael Light West Lawn, PA USA - Monday, September 22, 2003 8:30 PM CDT May your family feel wrapped in the loving arms of Jesus, just as Marissa is now. Thank you for your gift to us of your inspirational, unbreakable faith. We are praying for you. In His name, Bruce, Lisa, Marisa (Ningxia, age 14) and Nicole (Hainan, age 5) Lisa Herman <Blbherman@aol.com> Sioux Falls, SD USA - Monday, September 22, 2003 8:06 PM CDT We are so saddened by the loss of Marissa. We have followed her struggle from the beginning, and like everyone, we were hoping for a miracle. She is an inspiration to us all. We know you will miss her terribly, but we are glad she is no longer in pain. It is so good to know that she was surrounded by loving family. We hope you can find some peace in knowing what a special little girl she was, and in knowing that you will all see her again. Judy, Steve, and Molly (Jiangxi) Hand Louisiana USA - Monday, September 22, 2003 7:28 PM CDT Goodbye Marissa for now--have a great new life in Heaven. Take care of your family. With love, Lorrie, Roger, Madeleine (Chenzhou) & Meredith (Wuzhou) Watson Columbia, SC USA - Monday, September 22, 2003 6:39 PM CDT We are so sorry for your loss. However Jesus is happy to have Marissa in his presences!!! AMEN!!! We will continue to pray for your family through this time. Our hearts and tears are both happy and sad at the same time. Praise God that she is not in pain any more but sad that she will not be with you to grow up. My favorite color is purple...from today forward I will be thinking of your family everytime I wear the Marissa's favorite color!!! Julie and Mark MA USA - Monday, September 22, 2003 6:14 PM CDT I am so very sorry about your loss. At least now she is pain free, and is healed. I will continue to pray for you and your family. She will always be in my heart. She was and still is an angel from Heaven. Now she has returned home. She will always be with you in your hearts. Bri <eckelbri@hotmail.com> Denton, TX USA - Monday, September 22, 2003 5:21 PM CDT I just returned from the Protocel picnic, and am SO sorry to hear about Marissa. She is flying back home as I type, cancer free, pain free, tumor free! I am so glad to be able to say I knew little Marissa and SO thankful for all she taught me, she has given me so much strength, and so much faith and hope. She will forever dance in all of our hearts. I will shed tears today, but tomorrow I will find peace in little Marissa's resting. She deserves it. She faught, and she won! Marissa, You are a winner! You won peace, you won health! I am so sorry you cannot be here on earth with us, but I will remember that you will forever watch down on us. As you play up there with Julia, Nolan, and all the other little angels, remember how loved you were and are, and how blessed I was to be touched by you and your story!! Let joy, love, and Marissa's new birth ring! Maddie www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie - Monday, September 22, 2003 4:46 PM CDT Marissa was and is a sparkling star in the heavens. We all loved her bravery and courage. She will ever be in our hearts and minds. Rich, Nancy, Marissa , TeAnna, Annika Friday <fridayn897@cs.com> Muskegon, Mi USA - Monday, September 22, 2003 4:31 PM CDT Words fail at a time like this, but know you are held up in prayer and bathed with love. Marrisa must have been a very special little girl!! You were so very blessed. When you miss her the most, just remember our children are a true gift from God that we don't deserve but He blesses us with anyway, so each day was His gift to you. Jesus now holds her in His arms. Norma Camp <ncamp@juno.com> Royse City, Tx U.S.A. - Monday, September 22, 2003 4:29 PM CDT To the family of Marissa, Our thoughts and prayers are with you in this time of sorrow. May your many good memories of Marissa comfort you at this time. Cheryl Fassler and Emily (Hainan province) <cheryl.fassler@baptisthospital.com> Nashville, TN USA - Monday, September 22, 2003 4:28 PM CDT Our deepest sympathies to your entire family. Our hearts break for you. Your Marissa is an Angel now. May your memories of her bring you comfort and God's healing grace. Sincerely, The Meier Family John, Beth, Matthew, and Elizabeth (Yangchun, Guangdong, China) Beth Meier <Bethpmeier@cs.com> Latrobe, PA USA - Monday, September 22, 2003 4:26 PM CDT My family sends their deepest sympathies to your family. We will honor Marissa tomorrow by wearing purple. She is in our thoughts and your family is in our prayers. Sue and Walter Kerupetski Katie-9-from Jingdezhen and Aimee-5-A Dianbai Sister Sue Kerupetski <ChinaKatie@aol.com> Monroe, NC USA - Monday, September 22, 2003 4:16 PM CDT Our prayers are with your family as Marissa shines on you all from above. We are so very sorry for your loss, for your aching arms and for your broken hearts. While we never met her, Marissa touched our family greatly; my 8-yr.-old sent her a package last year and felt connected to her as they were from neighboring towns in China - she's asked about Marissa regularly. Our hope is that you continue to find comfort in knowing she has gone to a beautiful place, and find strength in all that she brought to her world, to so very many who cared. With heartfelt sympathy, Mindy, John, Jaede (Huazhou,Guangdong) and Joerdan (Feixi, Anhui) Mindy Carney <monkeyhead@aol.com> St. Louis, - Monday, September 22, 2003 4:06 PM CDT Our prayers are with you and we grieve at the loss of such a gift of God. Marissa has touched so many lives by the passion she instilled in you to bring other children to their Savior Jesus Christ through the miracle of adoption. We find peace knowing that she is in His presence now and that for those who believe, we will meet again in His Glory. Doug, Patty and Christopher Bowden Coldwater, Mich USA - Monday, September 22, 2003 3:51 PM CDT Your Marissa was a remarkably courageous child who touched so many lives during her short time here. Our family will be wearing purple tomorrow in her honor. I pray that your faith will sustain you in your loss until you are reunited with her. Karen and Caroline (Guangxi Province) <karenluffman@vol.com> Dalton, GA USA - Monday, September 22, 2003 2:42 PM CDT To Marissa's Forever Family- Here I sit many states away in Massachusetts with a heavy heart for your loss. Like so many, your daughter, Marissa captured my heart too. I hope you've felt my prayers. Marissa is an angel. Last night I looked up to the sky and there was a bright and beautiful golden star shimmering with such intensity. It reminded me of Marissa and how her spirit will always shine brightly. I continue to pray for you and your daughter. Please know that you are surrounded by a circle of love and prayer. Laurie Laurie Kjoller <Kjoller_clan@msn.com> Osterville, MA USA - Monday, September 22, 2003 2:41 PM CDT My thoughts and prayers are with you during this time. Marissa is already in Heaven. God bless the Burghart family. Respectfully, Karen Karen LaMountain Selkirk, NY USA - Monday, September 22, 2003 1:40 PM CDT Our prayers are with you as they have been for many months now. I'm am so very sorry for your loss. She is truly an angel sent from heaven. Paula Broughton <paulakb@wt.net> LaVernia, Texas USA - Monday, September 22, 2003 1:36 PM CDT What a blessing Marissa has been to your family and what a blessing for her to have had such a wonderful forever family. I will never forget seeing Marissa and Jade when Mia and I arrived at KCI on our return from China in 2001, their smiles were priceless. I find your faith and strength inspirational and the strength Marissa showed says so much about the precious angle she was and is. Love and Prayers, Amy Perry Chris and Amy, Ryan, Kyle, and Mia Amy Perry Fort Scott, Kansas USA - Monday, September 22, 2003 1:21 PM CDT Our family is crying with you. Wishing you peace that surpasses all understanding. With Love, The Hill Family Teresa Hill The Woodlands, TX - Monday, September 22, 2003 1:18 PM CDT Our love and prayers go out to you all. You have all been a great inspiration to us. We've learned so much from your precious daughter, Marissa Faith and from the strength and faith in God that you have maintained through your struggles. We will always think of your Marissa as an angel and as a reminder to cherish every moment that we are given to spend with those we love. God Bless you. Kathy, John and Shauna (Yunnan Province) Philadelphia, PA USA - Monday, September 22, 2003 1:00 PM CDT Prayers to you all. Your Faith is an inspiration and I hope that somehow it will help you to focus on the life that Marissa continues to live in Heaven. Peace and Love, Sara - Monday, September 22, 2003 12:47 AM CDT Kim and Steve, I remember you from the 'old' days on the APC. My heart goes out to you and your family. Please find joy in your memories of Marissa and know how blessed you were to be her family. Take comfort in the fact that Marissa's last moments on Earth were spent in the arms of a Mommy and Daddy who cherished her. Beth - mom to two Chinese babies Cleveland, OH USA - Monday, September 22, 2003 12:44 AM CDT We are sincerely sorrowful at the loss of Marissa. We are looking forward to meeting her someday when we are all with Jesus! Elaine, Chris, Sarah and Hannah Grand Rapids, MI - Monday, September 22, 2003 12:29 AM CDT Dearest Burkharts, We are so very, very sorry to hear that dear Marissa lost her battle with cancer. We are praying for you all that you may cope with this devasting loss. We are told that all will be made clear someday. Look to that day when you are reunited with your sweet child and sister. She will be waiting for you and guide you along the way. Kathy, Bruce, Lydia and Mary Kate Douglas (another Dian Bai family) Tolono, IL - Monday, September 22, 2003 12:21 AM CDT Our thoughts and prayers continue to be with you. God Bless Donna (Chey's mom) <rfiveash@wcc.net> San Angelo, tX - Monday, September 22, 2003 12:17 AM CDT To Marissa's family, As I sit here at work, tears are streaming down my face. In personality, Marissa sounded just like my little Jade Lynn. Please GOd, give this family strength and peace throughout this most trying time. Love and Peace to your family Lynette Jen-Acot <ljenacot@aol.com> Yonkers, NY USA - Monday, September 22, 2003 12:05 AM CDT Our thoughts, prayers and love are with you all. As I write this, the tears are streaming. As I look at our little Emily the tears keep coming. I can't believe what heartache you are enduring. Time will heal as well as the love from your friends and family. Ann, David, Olivia and Emily Rosenburg <riverbaskets@earthlink.net> New Rochelle, NY - Monday, September 22, 2003 12:04 AM CDT Our family heard about your daughter through the Folster family, with whom we correspond, and I am truly grieved to hear of your loss. I dimly recall a line from a favorite horse book I had as a child that said something like "nothing fine and noble shall ever perish from this earth as long as there are hearts to remember." It sounds as if many hearts were touched by Marissa. Our own go out to you in this time of loss. Christina, Tony and Sophie Seattle, WA - Monday, September 22, 2003 12:02 AM CDT To Marissa's family, I am so sad for your loss. Marissa sounds like she was an incredible girl. She was fortunate to have such a wonderful, loving family. She will live on in the hearts and souls of so very many. May you find peace. carol gay & julia (jiangxi, 1996) cleveland heights, oh - Monday, September 22, 2003 11:29 AM CDT Kim and family, We are so sorry for your loss. We send our prayers and love. Cheri and Eric Crawley <wichitaflowers@aol.com> Wichita, KS - Monday, September 22, 2003 11:13 AM CDT To Marissa's family. I've been following your story since I joined the "AdoptDianbai" group last year. I'm very sorry for the beautiful daughter you have loved and lost. I grieve for you and nothing I could say could make the emptiness in your heart go away. The world will never know what a wonderful and great little girl it had. The smile that touched a thousand hearts. My thoughts and prayers are with all of you CURTIS TOM AND LULU KWOK <curtnlou@yahoo.com> HERCULES, CA USA - Monday, September 22, 2003 11:11 AM CDT Marissa touched our hearts. With Deepest Sympathies. The Maxwell Family FL - Monday, September 22, 2003 11:09 AM CDT Dear Family, I was so touched by your entry today..Marissa will forever be missed..I can see by just the guestbook here that her life touched countless many..My heart and prayers are with you as you face the coming difficult days..May the Lord give you complete peace and rest..I found this poem the other day and left in precious little Zack's guestbook a few days ago at his passing ..Its so appropriate for Marrisa today also..I pray it brings comfort to your heart..Carolyn {Quilts of Love} Go and run free with the angels, Dance around the golden clouds, For the Lord has chosen you to be with him, and we should feel nothing but proud. Even though He has taken you from us, and our pain a lifetime will last. Your memory will never escape us, But make us glad for the time we did have. Your smiles will be forever hidden deep inside our hearts, And each moment you gave us never will depart. So go and run free with the angels, As they smile so tenderly, And please be sure to tell them to take good care of you... For me." Author Unknown  Carolyn <carolynj52@ilovejesus.net> Oklahoma United States - Monday, September 22, 2003 10:55 AM CDT Dear Burkhart Family .... You and your beautiful Marissa are forever in our hearts! While your heart is broken know that many other hearts are broken as well. However, we are ALL blessed by knowing you. Thank you for all of your updates and letting us into your lives during this very difficult in your lives. We also thank God for sharing his special angel, Marissa with us ... even though it was just for a short time. You are all special people. Know that my family and I continue to pray for you ... Emma has a special angel that she says "hello" to everynight in her prayers. Take care ... and know that you have our deepest sympathy. Love, The Bruggeman Family Kevin, Nancy, and Emma Nancy Bruggeman Middletown, Ohio USA - Monday, September 22, 2003 10:53 AM CDT Dear Family~ I wanted to stop by and send my deepest sympathy to you all. I know it is hard losing a loved one who is so young and to this dreaded disease. You will continue to be in the thoughts and prayers.  Vicky ~ Quilts of Love <vicky@vlngraphics.com> Gilbert, AZ - Monday, September 22, 2003 10:43 AM CDT Blessings to you all The Hansens Denver, CO - Monday, September 22, 2003 10:11 AM CDT Dear Marissa's Family, We are so sorry you lost your beautiful girl to a disease. My little cousin died of the same type of condition when she was 7 and we know how hard it must have been for your family. I know Marissa is in a very special place and is no longer struggling and feeling pain. Through your emails and strenght, we have grown to love your daughter and your family. Judith, Minn, and Kate Aung Keller, TX USA - Monday, September 22, 2003 9:43 AM CDT Our family has followed Mariassa's battle and have been praying for her throughout. Yesterday my daughters and I lit two candles at church, one for Mariassa and one for a local police officer who was fallen in the line of duty. Both are our heroes. I'll wear purple tomorrow in honor of Mariassa. What a remarkable little girl!! I'm so saddened for your loss. Your family will continue to be in our thoughts and prayers. Sandra, Elisabeth, Alixandra, and Catherynn Barnhart <sandy@barnhartpress.com> Omaha, NE USA - Monday, September 22, 2003 9:29 AM CDT You beautiful words today have brought tears to my eyes. God Bless you. Island Princess Quilts Of Love Island Princess <islandprincess@quiltsoflove> - Monday, September 22, 2003 9:26 AM CDT Blessings for Melissa's family, friends & the entire adoption community. Sept 23 will be our Purple Day in honor of Melissa. Our prayers are with you. Forbes Family <tcforbes@comcast.net> Seattle, WA USA - Monday, September 22, 2003 9:14 AM CDT The love that surrounds you and your family is overwhelming! I can not begin to comprehend your loss of your beautiful daughter, Marissa, but please know that my heart aches as I read your words. I logged on to the guestbook to send you a note and it took so long that I just had to check how many notes had been written since Marissa's passing. She has touched so many lives...the poem that describes 10,000 of us is so accurate and beautiful. Know that all of us surround you with our love and sorrow during this difficult time. And be assured that God has plans for the spirit of Marissa...in all of us! What a gift she has been...not only to you and your family, but to so many of us. I am only one who has been touched by her life and the love her family has for her! Thank you for sharing your story and for reminding us of the faith we can have. Much love to you all! Mom to Kaleigh Hannah (4) from Hunan Julie Brott <julie@tipmuskegon.com> Muskegon, MI - Monday, September 22, 2003 7:49 AM CDT We just wanted to express our deepest sympathy to your family. Thank you for sharing your precious daughter with us. Her journey has touched the lives of so many of us that have never met her but, as each one of us finish our journey here on earth, we will be given a chance to meet her in heaven! Your family's faith is truly an inspiration to all. We will continue praying for your family. The Clymers Angie Clymer <clymerfl@ij.net> New Port Richey, FL USA - Monday, September 22, 2003 7:24 AM CDT We just wanted to express our deepest sympathy to your family. Thank you for sharing your precious daughter with us. Her journey has touched the lives of so many of us that have never met her but, as each one of us finish our journey here on earth, we will be given a chance to meet her in heaven! Your family's faith is truly an inspiration to all. We will continue praying for your family. The Clymers Angie Clymer <clymerfl@ij.net> New Port Richey, FL USA - Monday, September 22, 2003 7:24 AM CDT Marissa touched the hearts of many people during her short journey on this Earth. When my sister passed away from cancer, this poem (Ascension by Colleen Hitchcock) helped us on our journey. I offer it to you now, in hopes it will help you on yours. And if I go, while you're still here .... Know that I live on, vibrating to a different measure -- behind a thin veil you cannot see through. You will not see me, so you must have faith. I wait for the time when we can soar together again, both aware of each other. Until then, live your life to its fullest. And when you need me, Just whisper my name in your heart ... I will be there. Marissa will always live in your heart. Bonnie Ward <bonnie.ward.TS3@libertymutual.com> Exeter, NH USA - Monday, September 22, 2003 7:21 AM CDT So sorry to hear of the passing of your daughter Marissa. May God comfort you in the days ahead. Jeanine VA - Monday, September 22, 2003 5:08 AM CDT I'm so very sorry for your pain in losing your beautiful daughter and sibling. I'm sorry for the incomprehensible suffering of the last year. Marissa touched so many lives, including mine. We may never understand in this lifetime. There will be little signs that God still cares. Your faith is inspirational. I hope you'll find the nearest "Compassionate Friends" chapter so you may have the support of others who grieve. Many lift you up in prayer, but the understanding at C.F. is special. Continued Prayers! Michele and family The Zollars' <faith96386@yahoo.com> Japan - Monday, September 22, 2003 3:31 AM CDT To Marissa's loving family, Why your family had to endure such pain is beyond comprehension. I am so, so sorry for your difficult year and for the passing of your amazing, beautiful, courageous daughter. My heart aches for your family. My best friend's baby girl passed away on January 4th, 2001. Today we continue to celebrate all the gifts she gave us during her short time on earth. Her memory endures, as Marissa's surely will. I will never, ever forget Marissa simply from reading your journal. God bless you for the enormous gift you gave us all by sharing the life of your precious daughter. Those who knew Marissa were clearly blessed. With love, Stephanie Schiff Stephanie Schiff <stephspec@comcast.net> Denver, CO - Monday, September 22, 2003 2:24 AM CDT  Dana Sanford <pooh_n_tigger2002@yahoo.com> Jackson, Mi - Monday, September 22, 2003 0:33 AM CDT Our thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. We feel as if we know you, and are connected to your family. We have been praying for Marissa and will continue to keep you all in our thoughts and our prayers. There is nothing we can say to take away your grief. We will pray for the Lord to carry you all through this. Love to you all, and hugs to your angel Marissa. With love and prayers, Marcus, Teresa, Hannah and Hollie Dix Teresa Dix <tatadix@msn.com> Advance, NC USA - Sunday, September 21, 2003 11:15 PM CDT Dearest family: Although my family doesn't personally know yours, we feel your family is a part of ours simply through the connection of our beuatiful girls being from China. May God bless each of you and help you through this painful time in your lives. You can be comforted in the thought that she is with our lord and is no longer in any pain. She will be forever in your hearts and the hearts of everyone who hears her story and knows how hard she fought. She will be an inspiration to all of us. Love to each and every one of you. Karen, Gordon and Kailee Jun Dan Beach <kaileesmom@direcway.com> Moyock, NC - Sunday, September 21, 2003 10:55 PM CDT Dear Kim and Steve, Justin, Alex, Gracie and Jade ~ Marissa fought the good fight and she is a courageous little girl. I'm so glad that we have the promise of eternal life through Jesus and that, right now, she is with him and healed. Marvelously, wonderfully, totally healed and free from pain and suffering and struggle! For you, I wish there were a way for you to be easily free from pain and suffering and struggle, but that's not possible, being the loving and caring family that you are. We weep with you, and know that your grief is raw and will take many forms. As you said, it was your privilege and honor to be her mother and father, brothers and sisters, and she was mighty blessed in return to have you. Hold onto each other. And do let others take care of you just now, and love you. Such sadness and grief so many of us feel even though we've never met Marissa. Know of our prayers and love. What joy to know that Marissa is with Jesus, that it doesn't all end when we die, and that you WILL see her again. My Hunan daughter, our Grace, and I send you love and prayers. Words just aren't sufficient today. Christine Purvis Portland, OR - Sunday, September 21, 2003 10:39 PM CDT Our prayers and the prayers of our church family are with you in the loss of your precious Marissa. We pray that our Lord would strengthen and comfort you and give you his peace. I thank the Lord for your faithful perseverance throughout this incredibly painful time and the truly inspiring example you have been to all of us. Jim and Kathi Boise, ID USA - Sunday, September 21, 2003 10:37 PM CDT 10,000 tears truly are falling across the country and the world. So very sorry to hear of your darling daughter's passing. Sending you all love and strength. Sara redwood City, CA USA - Sunday, September 21, 2003 10:35 PM CDT Dear Steve, Kim, and family, Words cannot express how sorry we are for the loss of your sweet Marissa. I have been out of town and computer range for four days and was praying for you all the time. You must know that Marissa touched so many lives in such a positive way. Tonight , I see her as a beautiful angel, glowing in the light of God's embrace. May the Peace that passes all understanding comfort you tonight and into the future. Mom to another of China's angels, Mikaelie LongYan. Jeanine, Colin, and Mikaelie Jeanine Odom Tempe, Az USA - Sunday, September 21, 2003 10:34 PM CDT Kim, Steve & family Jill called me this morning to tell me about Marissa. We want you to know that you are in our prayers and we have been thinking of you during her illness. She was a beautiful child. We ask God to be with you and your family during this sad time. Farris & Janet Derby <JDERBY1825@SBCGLOBAL.NET> Augusta, KS - Sunday, September 21, 2003 9:22 PM CDT Know that you are all in ouar prayers. My son ( 2 years old, form Korea) and I have prayed for Marissa since we first heard of her diagnosis. We did not know Marissa, but as many others, we know how precious she was. I sit here with tears for you all and my heart is broken as I know how you love her. May the void in your lives be filled with the wonderful memories of your lives together and the comfort that she is now cradled in God's loving arms. Her life blessed many more people than you will probably ever know. What a special gift you received in Marissa. I know we will never forget her. We will continue to pray for strength and grace for all of you. "Blessed are they who mourn, for they will be comforted" Anita Wooster, Oh usa - Sunday, September 21, 2003 9:21 PM CDT Burghart Family, Our thoughts and prayers are with you during this time. We pray that God will strengthen you and give you peace. God Bless, Karen R <LngRedRose1966@aol.com> La - Sunday, September 21, 2003 9:09 PM CDT I can't find words to express my sympathy for your family. Marissa was blessed to have a family to surround her with love, and your family was blessed to have her in your lives, she will be with you forever. Shelley Wilterdink Manheim , PA - Sunday, September 21, 2003 8:47 PM CDT My heart, prayers, and thoughts are with your family... I am deeply saddened to hear of the loss of your precious Marissa.  Chilady - Sunday, September 21, 2003 8:17 PM CDT Dear Burghart Family, Our love and prayers go out to you in this time of sorrow- from a fellow adoptive family Betsy <Btiger64@aol.com> Bensalem, PA - Sunday, September 21, 2003 8:09 PM CDT Dear Kim and Steve, While there are no words that we can say to possibly take away your pain right now please know that we will continue to pray for Marissa in heaven and for your family.Your family has touched our hearts and even though we have never met Marissa we too grieve with you. John , Arlene and Katie Mangialardi <Oooks@aol.com> Briarcliff MANOR, NY NY - Sunday, September 21, 2003 8:00 PM CDT Lord be with you. Kim Jones Newton, - Sunday, September 21, 2003 7:46 PM CDT Dear Kim, Steve, Alex, Justin, Grace, and Jade, I signed onto the Caringbridge website tonight to check on Marissa. My heart just sunk to learn that she died yesterday. I feel such sorrow for all of you. I don't think there is anything worse than losing a child. My younger brother died when he was a teenager from cancer. I learned during the time that he was sick (about the same number of months as Marissa) and after he died, that each of us deal with illness and death in our own ways. We grieve differently and at different paces. Words and actions that comfort one person aren't particularly comforting to another. My mother, father, 2nd brother and I took turns leaning on each other. When I needed support, one of them would find the strength to help me, and when my brother, mother or father needed a shoulder to lean on I was able to find the strength to help them. And so we helped one another get through the most difficult time of our lives. Knowing we had each other carried us forward one day at a time. I know that there is that kind of love in your family too. Although Marissa was your sweet daughter such a short time, your love for her, your delight in becoming her parents and siblings, the riches she added to your lives and her joy in having a wonderful loving family, will forever be a part of your beings. I believe that Marissa's spirit will live in you and amongst you for the rest of your lives. You will be in my prayers for a long time to come. Martha R in NJ Martha Reading <amreading@aol.com> N. Plainfield, NJ USA - Sunday, September 21, 2003 7:46 PM CDT We know all too well that there are no words that can lessen your pain. So we would simply like to say that our hearts grieve for your family and for Marissa. Her spirit lives on in every single child whose fate it was to journey to this country to their forever families. Janice, John, Isabella, and Elisa (our forever angel) <jcardaro@comcast.net> New Castle, DE USA - Sunday, September 21, 2003 7:39 PM CDT Dear Kim, Steve, Alex, Justin, Grace, and Jade, We are so sorry for your loss of precious Marissa. We know that she was a tremendous blessing in your lives, and she was also very blessed to have such a loving family as you during her short stay on earth. We pray for God's comfort and peace for all of you. John, Jane, Hope, & Holly in Mississippi <Jane9799@aol.com> - Sunday, September 21, 2003 6:24 PM CDT Dear Burghart Family, We have prayed for Marissa's healing for so long...now she has received the ultimate healing and is safe in our Lord's loving arms. We rejoice with you in celebration of her life and cry with you as we mourn her passing. May you all at this time feel the comfort of God and the many, many people who are praying for you. Love, The Hutto Family (Greg, Angie, Alaina, and Audrey) Angie Hutto Hurst, TX - Sunday, September 21, 2003 6:18 PM CDT We were so sorry to hear of your loss. We, too, have adopted from China; 2 years ago on June 13th. We are praying for your family. God bless! Gary Cathy and Catie Brown <wcdes@netins.net> Sioux City , Ia USA - Sunday, September 21, 2003 6:15 PM CDT Dear Burghart Family, May you be granted comfort and strength. May you know that you and Marissa are loved by so many. May you receive His peace. With love, Sheri Russon Mom to another Chinese angel Sheri Russon Mesa, AZ - Sunday, September 21, 2003 6:00 PM CDT I am so sorry for your loss. I am sure that every one of us who has heard about Marissa's passing shares your sorrow. Your generosity in sharing your family's story blesses each of us. Roberta Ferdschneider, mom to Juliette, 7, from Huzhou Social Welfare Institute, Zhejiang Province <robyf@aol.com> Brooklyn, NY U.S. - Sunday, September 21, 2003 5:59 PM CDT Kim, Steve and Family, We are so sorry about the loss of Marissa. I have read about your family from the early days of APC and especially in the last few months. I prayed every day that the glioma would leave her tiny body and would even try to visualize it letting go. NowI visualize her being cradled in God's gentle arms with no pain or fears. I am so glad that Marissa had your family to call her own. Your sweet angel knew love and happiness in her short time here with you. I wish I knew all the right words to say to you. Just know that I care and will think about you and your family in my prayers. If you need someone to talk with I would be happy to listen and be there for you during this time of sadness and always. Thinking of all of you and Angel Marissa, Chris Kauffman Mom to 8, 4 from China Chris Kauffman <ckauffman@iquest.net> Indianapolis, IN - Sunday, September 21, 2003 5:51 PM CDT Kim, Steve, and family, My deepest sincerest sympathies to you. I can say I truly can relate to your pain. It has been only 11 days since we lost Julia. Please know that you are not alone and Julia and Marissa have already met and are very good friends right now. Take Care, Judy Judy Levy <levyjudy4@comcast.net> Pittsburgh, PA - Sunday, September 21, 2003 5:43 PM CDT Dear Kim ,Steve & Family: Just reading about your Little Angel I feel like I have known Her for a long time. I am sorry to hear about her passing . You and your Whole Family are in our prayers and in our Hearts. May all the ANGELS hold her in their arms and may God give all of you the strength to go on and never forget Her. She is one of the SPECIAL ANGELS. In Gods name I pray for all of you. Teresa Outhet <tdoll@cox.net> Newton, Ks Harvey - Sunday, September 21, 2003 5:40 PM CDT We shouted out why! Did you not hear, 10,000 strangers, 10,000 tears? Would changing her fate, Be such a chore? Would it really disrupt, Your plan for this world? We ask ourselves why, Must this child feel pain, Lose all she loved, Was her life lived in vain? 10,000 strangers, will whisper tonight, they’ll pray for Marissa, as they hold their own tight. 10,000 strangers down on one knee Will softly ask why, Did this have to be? Even God’s reason Would deny us relief. 10,000 prayers, no hope for reprieve. I’ll cry tonight, why. As 10,000 mourn. Please hold her loved ones, And show them Your warmth. Help them to fix, Their hearts that are torn. Remind them their purpose, So they can go on. Remind them this child, Who was not to grow old, Did not pass on, Hungry and cold. She found warmth, she found love, In just the right home, She did not suffer, Unloved and alone. So when her loved ones are down, And feel only sorrow, Let our 10,000 prayers Help show them tomorrow. Her pain is now gone, But she did not depart. For the soul of Marissa, Now warms 10,000 hearts. By John McReynolds ************************************** Marissa's struggle has been something that has touched the thousands of us that have followed along with her story. I put a few words together while sitting in church, so you would know how much her story has affected us all. What wonderful parents you have been to all your girls. In September of 2000, I had the opportunity of meeting your Gracie (Guang Guang)in the playroom of the Changsha FSWI. We prayed that she would find a special home and I am so glad to see that she did. John McReynolds, dw. Karen McReynolds, kids: Frances, Cameron, Laura Anne Gui, and Ellie Rose Yu John McReynolds <karen@thebestnest.com> Houston, TX USA - Sunday, September 21, 2003 5:27 PM CDT Our heart goes out to you and your family in this difficult time for you. May the Good Lord guide you through your sorrow, and reunite you with the daughter you love so much on the other side. Jaye and Lori Snidow Roanoke, VA USA - Sunday, September 21, 2003 5:23 PM CDT Dear Kim & Steve, Our hearts were heavy when we heard the news. You will contintue to be in our thoughts and prayers. I (Colleen) wanted to share a poem that we used on the prayer cards when my dad passed away. God's Garden God looked around His garden And found an empty place. He then looked down upon the earth, Ans saw your tired face. He put His arms around you And lifted you to rest. God's garden must be beautiful He always takes the best. He knew that you were suffering, He knew you were in pain, He knew that you would never Get well on earth again. He saw the road was getting rough, And the hills were hard to clmb, So he closed your weary eyelids, And whispered, "Peace be thine." It broke our hearts to lose you But you didn't go alone, For part of us went with you The day God called you home. Take care, The Dolan Family: Colleen, Jim, Shannon & Emma (Inner Mongolia) Colleen Dolan <redthread2000@yahoo.com> Phoenixville, PA USA - Sunday, September 21, 2003 5:21 PM CDT I'm so sorry for your loss. Please know you're in my prayers and I pray God gives you comfort.  Tristen <tris_chambers@yahoo.com> Canada - Sunday, September 21, 2003 5:17 PM CDT My deepest sympathies go out to your family at this time of great loss! Marissa is now pain free and cured from the Beast Cancer. She has won her battle! she is now in Heaven and healthy and laughing, drawing and singing her praises for being free now. We will all miss this beautiful angel and words can not express how sad I am for your loss. Keep the faith and now that she is free and healthy. I am so glad she spent her last breaths with her mommy & daddy holding her. She loves you, but wants you to know she isnt hurting anymore. My prayers are with your family now and in my heart. God Bless you and give you comfort Donna OH - Sunday, September 21, 2003 5:17 PM CDT Dear Kim and Steve, We are so terribly sorry to hear of the loss of beautiful Marissa. We offer you and your family our heartfelt condolences, and wish you peace, comfort and healing. Wendy, Eugene, Noel, Mary and Lily Friesen (Lily was adopted in Feb. 2002 from Dianbai) Wendy and Eugene Friesen <friesen@together.net> Townshend, VT - Sunday, September 21, 2003 5:15 PM CDT Kim, Steve, and Children, We are so sorry. We pray that our Lord draws so near to you.Your precious Marissa touched so many hearts around the world.She is forever happy with Jesus in heaven. YOu will someday have a great reunion with your precious daughter.God handpicked her for you. What joy she brought to you. Judy Wheeler Roanoke, Va. U..S. - Sunday, September 21, 2003 5:05 PM CDT Kim, Steve, and Children, We are so sorry. We pray that our Lord draws so near to you.Your precious Marissa touched so many hearts around the world.She is forever happy with Jesus in heaven. YOu will someday have a great reunion with your precious daughter.God handpicked her for you. What joy she brought to you. Judy Wheeler Roanoke, Va. U..S. - Sunday, September 21, 2003 5:05 PM CDT Kim, Steve, and Children, We are so sorry. We pray that our Lord draws so near to you.Your precious Marissa touched so many hearts around the world.She is forever happy with Jesus in heaven. YOu will someday have a great reunion with your precious daughter.God handpicked her for you. What joy she brought to you. Judy Wheeler Roanoke, Va. U..S. - Sunday, September 21, 2003 5:05 PM CDT Our heartfelt sympathies go to your family as you feel the loss of such a beatiful daughter. Her pain is over and she is surrounded by angels. Bart and Lynette Anderson <bjlk@bentonrea.com> W. Richland , WA USA - Sunday, September 21, 2003 4:43 PM CDT Our heartfelt sympathies go to your family as you feel the loss of such a beatiful daughter. Her pain is over and she is surrounded by angels. Bart and Lynette Anderson <bjlk@bentonrea.com> W. Richland , WA USA - Sunday, September 21, 2003 4:43 PM CDT  IceDream <icedream_ca@yahoo.com> Canada - Sunday, September 21, 2003 4:25 PM CDT Hi Kim and Steve and kids, We are so sorry for your lost of Marissa. You have been in our prayers and will continue to be in our prayers. Emily was so upset when I told her about Marissa passing away. We will talk soon. You always will be our St. Jude friends. Love and Prayers, The McEllens Pete, Kim, Renee, and Emily www.caringbridge.org/il/emilymcellen Emily and Kim McEllen <pkremcellen@msn.com> Galesburg, Il USA - Sunday, September 21, 2003 4:13 PM CDT To Kim and family, We have been following your many updates over the past months and today heard that Marissa passed away. With a heavy heart and many tears I wanted to send you a message and let you know that many families prayed from all over the world for Marissa. Many nights I said a special prayer in hopes that Marissa would get well. For reasons we will never understand she now is in heaven and if officially an angel with God. We will be thinking of you and your family during these very rough times ahead. We pray that over time the healing will begin. Warm hugs from one adoptive family to another. Karen Wright and James Maurais in Montreal, Quebec Canada Mother and Father to Kennedy, Madison, Jagger and Colby..all from China. Karen Wright <chinamum@primus.ca> St. Lazare, Quebec, Canada - Sunday, September 21, 2003 4:05 PM CDT Kim, We are so very sorry for your loss. We have you and your family in our prayers. I am soooo sorry. We love ya'll. sonya (aka: mckenzie's mom) sonya - Sunday, September 21, 2003 3:36 PM CDT Kim and family: Your experiences with Marissa have caused us all to grow and learn from your strength and example. I know that you've been horrified and terrified most of the way, but God has provided your strength and He will continue to do so. He chose you to be Marissa's family; what an honor! She has lived her life and made such a difference in the lives of so many because of your support. God requires no more of her and He will reward her forever. We are left with so many blessings from her life. Thank you for your part in her great life and for your example. Thank you for sharing her and your growth. Her frail body is retired, but her spirit will live on forever. What a precious angel she will always be for your family and all of us who have been so fortunate because you shared with us. Kim, your mom has kept me informed along the way. She is another of God's army and a blessing for all of us. She is my Itazuke roommate and buddy. Love and prayers, Mary Jo Mary Jo Shnell <mshnell@sbcglobal.net> Hobart, OK1 USA - Sunday, September 21, 2003 3:28 PM CDT My thoughts and prayers are with you now as your beautiful angel returns home, as they have been for these past nine months. Peace be with you. Susan Macaulay <susan.macaulay@comcast.net> River Forest, IL USA - Sunday, September 21, 2003 3:27 PM CDT Dear Burghart Family, As we drove home from Newton last night through the tears, we were so thankful that we had been able to come and say goodbye. We're also so thankful that Marissa came to bless so many families beyond her own, and we know that her memory will continue to bless many people in ways we can't know now. We'll cherish her precious smile in our hearts. We hope to honor her memory by striving to live each day to the full, conscious of honoring God with our lives. Only in heaven will you know all that Marissa and her faithful family have done in so many lives. We pray that there is comfort in that knowledge. Right now your loss is so raw, and we pray for God's healing over time. As Christians, we know that out of Christ's death came life for us. It will be a beautiful experience, again over time, to see the life that will come out of Marissa's death, because she belonged to Him. We'll see you on Tuesday, and please call if you need anything. You have our everlasting love and care. Our prayers continue for all your needs. The Phillips Family, Ed, Mary Alice, Susie, Jane, Anne and Daniel Mary Alice Phillips and Family <mapibclc@kansas.net> Wamego, KS USA - Sunday, September 21, 2003 3:20 PM CDT Many prayers to your family. May you have much love throughout this time. Danette, Mark, and Kele ( Jiujiang SWI, Jiangxi) Johnson Metairie, LA - Sunday, September 21, 2003 3:18 PM CDT Our sympathies from our family to yours. We have lost a daughter also, 5 years ago. OUr pain returns as we hear about yours. Support from family and friends is so important. Know that you have ours. Pat Sadataki Richfield, OH USA - Sunday, September 21, 2003 3:17 PM CDT Dear Kim, Steve and family, During the last 9 months, we read every update you sent. Marissa was in our thoughts and prayers, as you will continue to be. What a blessing she was to so many. I know how much you will miss her. May God grant you peace during this difficult time. With love, ~Karen, Micah, Daryn, Kevin Yao & Clay~ Karen Bradley <claypotsmom@hotmail.com> Mesa, AZ - Sunday, September 21, 2003 3:16 PM CDT We can't imagine your pain. You are in our thoughts and prayers. Debbie Murphy , Tina Soika, Dana and Jamie <soikat@aol.com> Kennett Square, PA USA - Sunday, September 21, 2003 3:06 PM CDT Our prayers are with Kim and Steve and their beautiful family. God brought you to Marissa for a purpose and how blessed you were to have her. We truly believe that Marissa is complete and with the Lord as He intended away from any more pain. He too, will help ease your pain with time. God bless you and your family, you are i n our hearts and our prayers. Jeff and Kate Hall parents of Noah and Lily <jklmnhall@worldnet.att.net> Indianapolis, IN USA - Sunday, September 21, 2003 2:24 PM CDT Dear Burghart Family Please accept my sympathies. Marissa is a Blessed Treasure first here on earth and now in heaven. My soul has been touched by her story, your story. She was (and is) so lucky to be a part of such a loving family, group of friends and supporters. You are in my prayers. May GOD Comfort you and bring you Peace. Paloma ny - Sunday, September 21, 2003 2:23 PM CDT Good bless your little angel. She choose to gave you the joy to be in your life. Bless you Annie Canada - Sunday, September 21, 2003 2:18 PM CDT My deepest condolences to Kim and Steve, their children and extended family on the passing of Marissa Faith. She is now home again, in the arms of the Lord, and no longer has to fight the pain in her body. She is whole and beautiful and in the presence of God, laughing and smiling. May her memory serve as a reminder to all of how precious and fragile life is. May God grant peace upon all those who love Marissa, easing the anger and confusion they may feel, and bringing an understanding of how this one Angel served God's purpose in the world. With heartfelt grief, Teresa, Mom to Frances and Phoebe, both from China Teresa Baldinucci Freeport, NY USA - Sunday, September 21, 2003 2:11 PM CDT Our thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. Beth and Bob Garcia El Paso , TX USA - Sunday, September 21, 2003 2:09 PM CDT Dear Burgharts, may you feel God's loving touch now and forever. Your lives have been changed forever by the presence of one of his angels, Marissa. Your faith in God has touched me more than you will ever know. The Burrows, Jim Leni Travis & Taylor <leni-burrow@inoveon.com> Oklahoma City, OK United States - Sunday, September 21, 2003 1:41 PM CDT Marissa touched my heart in the short time I've been following your journal. My prayers are with you all. I know she is at peace and with our Lord and may the wonderful memories you have of her help get you through this sad time. Most people dream of Angels, you held one in your arms. God bless you and know Marissa is Home. With love, Karen Karen LaMountain <AngelGrammaL@netscape.net> Selkirk, NY USA - Sunday, September 21, 2003 1:36 PM CDT Sincere, heart felt condolences from the entire Harrah family: John, Jackie, Emily, Amy, Molly plus prayers from all hfs FAMILIES. John E. Harrah <harrahfs@yahoo.com> Spring, TX USA - Sunday, September 21, 2003 1:32 PM CDT God Bless you, dear family. I sit here sobbing, knowing that her last moments were in your arms, filled with love. She will forever be in my heart, as will her very special family. She is out of pain and with her Lord. Much love, Marjie Marjie Williams <Marjieloutoo@yahoo.com> Arlington, TX USA - Sunday, September 21, 2003 1:00 PM CDT Steve and Kim and family We are so saddened to hear the news. We have been checking in multiple times a day to read the latest. May Marissa's memory be for Blessing. She will forever be remembered in our hearts and shine like the stars. Our deepest sympathies, Richard, Barbara and Sarah Shapiro Barbara <ladybug@cjnetworks.com> Topeka, Kansas USA - Sunday, September 21, 2003 12:59 AM CDT I am so deeply saddened to learn of Marissa becoming an Angel. Words are so hard for me to find that could hope to bring you any comfort so just know you are in my heart and prayers. My hugs & prayers, Gramma Giraffe  Gramma Giraffe <grammagiraffe@yahoo.com> Huntsville, AL USA - Sunday, September 21, 2003 12:54 AM CDT Steve and Kim, We have never met, but I have been praying for Marissa and checking on her web page from time to time. I learned of her through the network of China adoptive parents. Two of our three children are adopted from China. One of them has multiple special needs. Marissa's story has touched me profoundly. I am so deeply sorry for your loss. As I sit here, tears stream my face as I read your latest journal. I know there are no words to really comfort you. Two weeks ago today, we lost our dear friend, Fr. Greg Tolaas to his lifelong battle with Cystic Fibrosis. Greg was one of the most remarkable people I have ever known. He lived his entire life one breath away from death at every moment--yet was more full of life than anybody else I have ever known. He was so filled with the love of God! Kids would flock to him. He was like the Pied Piper of that iner city Minneapolis neighborhood that surrounded the church. He started after school programs and tutoring programs for little kids and basketball and youth programs for the teens. After Mass, the little ones would gather around him at the front of the church, bow to the altar with him and process out with him, all holding hands. They all wanted a turn to hold Greg's hand. I can't imagine a child arriving at the heavenly gates without Greg rushing to meet her and process in with her--and probably swap a knock-knock joke as they skipped down the golden path toward the throne room of grace. My prayers for your family continue. May you find peace and healing in this season of grief. Peg Helminski <PegHelminski@aol.com> Woodbury, MN - Sunday, September 21, 2003 12:39 AM CDT Steve, Kim and family--our hearts grieve with yours as Marissa has gone home to heaven but we rejoice with you because we know one day without a doubt and most assuredly, you will see her once again. The angels are rejoicing at welcoming her home and, in the presence of the Lord, she suffers no more!! What a hope and assurance we who know the Lord as Savior have in that we can look forward to seeing our loved ones again.. Our prayers are with you all during this time...please know that. The Breuers--Glynn & Kim, Stephen, Justin, Kate, Emilee (Nanchang), Kerrie (Korea), Nicholas (Korea), Nathanael (Hong Kong), Jenna (Nanning) and Caroline (Korea) <breuer@ndak.net> Minot, ND USA - Sunday, September 21, 2003 12:35 AM CDT Dear Marissa and her family: My mom, who is typing this while I tell it to her, told me that you had passed away. I felt so sad because I know you worked so hard to stay here. But I also know you are a wonderful girl who will always be with all of us, forever and ever. My grandmother loved China and even visted it twice. She read a book many years ago and it was called THE BAMBOO CRADLE. My mom read the book with me. It was the story about the first people from America who ever adopted a Chinese baby girl many, many years ago. Because of that book, my grandmother always wanted to adopt a Chinese baby. But she passed away when my mom was teenager and never even met me. My mom always says how much my grandmother would have loved me, and I am sure that this is true. My grandmother is in heaven and her name is and Ellie I know she will find you and she will love you too. Love from Arabella your forever friend in New York City who is from Maoming. Arabella Uhry (Mao Yue) New York, NY - Sunday, September 21, 2003 12:25 AM CDT Steve and Kim, I wanted to tell you that even though I didn't know Marissa, she deeply touched my heart. I'm keeping your family in my prayers and asking for God's peace to carry you through this tragic time. Marleen (mom to Cadi Wren and Josi from China) <mmoffitt@ctcak.net> Cordova, Ak USA - Sunday, September 21, 2003 10:37 AM CDT My family is saddened by your great loss. We send our tears and prayers. I have learned a great deal from your journals about faith, trust, hope and love. Thank you. May you find comfort in those who surround you and peace in knowing that Marissa is no longer suffering. Ellen, Chris, Julia and Mariel <chec88@bellsouth.net> Slidell, LA - Sunday, September 21, 2003 10:23 AM CDT I know that no words can possibly take away the pain that you feel. God needed special angels to watch over Marissa until he took her home. So he sent you to go get her and bring her to the most wonderful home he could find. May God wrap you in his loving embrace. Marti Steele <mjmhps@hotmail.com> Delta Junction, AK - Sunday, September 21, 2003 10:22 AM CDT Our prayers and our tears are with you. May the God of all comfort surround you with grace today. LouAnne Lay <layfamily5@access4less.net> Goodview, VA USA - Sunday, September 21, 2003 9:54 AM CDT Kim and Steve, Just read this today (9/21). I am so sorry for your loss. Jeff King <jrbear@adelphia.net> Anaheim, ca usa - Sunday, September 21, 2003 9:45 AM CDT Dear Kim and Steve and family: My heart is breaking for you. Marissa has touched all of us with her beautiful spirit and her love of life. You have moved us with your valient efforts to save her and then to spare her suffering. We weep with you and I believe God weeps with all of us for our loss of this precious child. Ellen and Abigail Palo Alto, CA - Sunday, September 21, 2003 9:36 AM CDT Have been sat here for a long time, and really don't know what to write. We only knew that we wanted to tell you that we have been thinking of you and your family, and send you all of our love at this very difficult time. Rebecca and Simon Russell <randsrussell@aol.com> Cheshire, United Kingdom - Sunday, September 21, 2003 9:30 AM CDT May God grant you peace. Martha White <MWhite6@charter.net> Princeton, WV - Sunday, September 21, 2003 9:26 AM CDT I can only imagine the pain that is in your hearts. My oldest daughter from Bengbu is also in the second grade. I truly ache for the loss of this precious angel. I pray that your hearts will be healed and that the love of family and friends will bring you peace. God bless you all. Pam Marsh <my2girls@triad.rr.com> High Point, NC 27265 - Sunday, September 21, 2003 8:41 AM CDT Dearest Kim, Steve & family, I am so sorry to hear of precious Marissa's passing...I came to check on her tonight and just could not believe what I read. My heart has broken for all of you. What a wonderful thought it is to think of Marissa finally at peace, no more pain, no more battling for her life. She was a beautiful, special little girl and I can sincerely say that she touched my heart in a very special way. I just want you all to know that I am keeping your family in my thoughts and prayers as you go through life without your sweet Marissa...I pray that you find peace and comfort in knowing that you will all be a family once again. Keep strong, and may God bless you all.. ~*Girlie's Page*~ ~*Janice's Page*~ Hugs & kisses, XOXOXOXO Janice Melbourne, Australia - Sunday, September 21, 2003 8:12 AM CDT I am so very, very sorry. I haven't a clue what to say, but my thoughts and prayers and tears are with you today, and for a long time to come. Suzanne Baker - Sunday, September 21, 2003 8:10 AM CDT My heart is saddened but my mind knows she is now pain free She doesn't have to fight this terrible MONSTER anymore! May God give you the strength and comfort that you need! Lots of Love n Snuggles!!  Angel Moo WV - Sunday, September 21, 2003 8:00 AM CDT Marissa was so loved by all and will be so deeply missed by all. Like a star in the heavens, her light will shine on forever and ever. With our deepest condolences. The Uhry Family Amanda Uhry New York, NY USA - Sunday, September 21, 2003 7:31 AM CDT I am praying that your hearts which must feel so empty right now will heal. I am praying for you over these next few days for all you must face and go through. I am praying for you to hold on to every single memory and that they will all stay vivid and clear in your head. You are truly amazing people to have been blessed with such a gift as Marissa. It is so clear she was meant for you. I have checked on Marissa off and on for quite some time and although these last few days, I have known she was growing her beautiful little angel wings, this morning my eyes just filled up with tears suddenly when I read your update. May God bless you with peace. Love, Tracy ~~Katia's Site (Leukemia AML-Relapsed 8-26-03) Fighting to win!!!~~ Tracy and Katia - Sunday, September 21, 2003 6:48 AM CDT Words are not adequate today. Melissa was a gift to you and everyone she touched. I believe she is happy with God now. May that give you some comfort in your sorrow. Your whole family is in my thoughts and prayers. Joanellen West Hartford, CT 06107 - Sunday, September 21, 2003 5:37 AM CDT I came upon your little girl through Cheyenne F site several weeks ago. My sympathy goes out to your family. Know that your sweet little Marissa is with the Lord. Jesus has his arms wrapped around her, and she is pain free. You are in my prayers.. Carol Carol Finley <cafin@msn.com> pittsburgh, PA USA - Sunday, September 21, 2003 2:39 AM CDT No words can help I know this - yet my heart weeps for you and all those left behind to mourn sweet Marissa - and it soars for her as she walks the streets of heaven. God saw you getting tired, and a cure was not to be, My deepest condolences. I am so very sorry. Marissa is with all the sweet angels and in God's care. My own Maggie is there too and I grieve anew that another family has to suffer so. Evelyne McNamara <elmcnamara@aol.com> San Jose, CA USA - Sunday, September 21, 2003 0:45 AM CDT There are no words except that I'm so sorry ~ Hugs, Jean  Jean - Quilts of Love <jean@quiltsoflove.com> - Sunday, September 21, 2003 0:44 AM CDT We send our sincere and deep condolences to you all because we know that you will miss your wonderful Marissa. She is at peace and is no longer suffering. Linnea Priest and the A team (Abby, Andrea, Amy, and Anna Frankfort, MI - Sunday, September 21, 2003 0:22 AM CDT  I am so very sorry for your loss. Here is a poem that a great lady shared at a message board. She found it in her grandsons guest-book and I wanted to share it with you. I Cry not for you, but I Cry for me. I Cry not because you are gone from me, But because you left me behind. I Cry because, I don't know the beauty and love that you feel and see. I Cry not because I think your sad, but because I am sad. I Cry not because the love is gone, but I Cry because my love for you is so strong. I Cry for me because I wasn't quite ready to give you up. I Cry not because your not here with me, but because I'm not there with you. I Cry not that your soul was lifted up to heaven. I Cry because you left us here on this earth so full of emptiness without you. I Cry for me every time I think of you. I Cry for your Dad and your Brother. I Cry for all of those who loved you so dearly. I Cry not for you, for where you are. I Cry for us, for where we are, and that we are not with you. Every tear drop that falls from my eyes, are tears of joy and of gladness that you were such a wonderful part of my life. I Cry not to be with you, to experience the beauty, the splendor, and the abundance of things wonderful. To know what it's like for everything to be simply perfect..................... by: Nancie L.White Walkinbeauty Love, Prayers, Hugs and Hope to you from us. Cheryl <carpathienblue@yahoo.com> - Saturday, September 20, 2003 11:57 PM CDT Dear Family- I know there is no way I can imagine how badly you hurt or how you feel. I just want you to know we continue to pray for your family and I know God can and WILL see you through the loss of beautiful Marissa. Dearest Marissa- you are "home free" now with your Heavenly Father. Free from pain, free to play, free to walk with Jesus in Heaven. I wish He would have healed you and left you on this earth awhile longer, but I know God is perfect and His timing is perfect, and I am so thankful that because of Jesus, this is not the end. Dear Marissa, as brothers and sisters in Christ, there is no such thing as good bye there is only...until we meet again. We love you guys! Brian, Myndee, Gunner, Bryce & Emylee Myndee <mmr@myndee.com> Hutchinson, KS - Saturday, September 20, 2003 11:56 PM CDT I am so very sorry to hear of your loss. I can only imagine your pain and saddness. Great big hugs to your entire family and friends. Vicki (a "China" mom) <Ogskud@aol.com> Gladstone, OR USA - Saturday, September 20, 2003 11:52 PM CDT Dear Kim Steve Justin Alex Grace and Jade, Kim and Steve - what a nice goodbye to our little angel. She was indeed a sweet and beautiful gift from God. We all appreciated what she did, not only for all of the children from China and their families here, but also for her friends and family who have become better people for the joy and love that she gave. God Bless You All. We love you so very much. - Chelly and Matthew She really changed a lot of hearts. She was my first "China Doll" and such a diplomat she became! I cannot describe what this beautiful child did for me. I have always thought myself very liberal but Marissa taught me more about love - real love than anything or anyone. You have a very beautiful family of two more precious "China Dolls" and two precious young men. Please know that they love you and love you for what you have given them and they need you. You are two very special people to create this wonderful family. I love you all very much. Dad Grandad, Aunt Chelly and Sleeping Matthew Wichita, Ks USA - Saturday, September 20, 2003 11:47 PM CDT Oh, I am so very sorry to hear of Marissa Faith's passing. God Bless you all and I pray you know what your Angel is with you and will now be a Guarding Angel watching over her loving family. We all lost a wonderful dear child but Heaven gained a beautiful Angel.... Sincerely, Island Princess  Island Princess <islandprincess@quiltsoflove.com> - Saturday, September 20, 2003 11:45 PM CDT Dear Kim Steve Justin Alex Grace and Jade, Kim and Stive - what a nice goodbye to our little angel. She was indeed a sweet and beautiful gift from God. We all appreciated what she did, not only for all of the children from China and their families here, but also for her friends and family who have become better people for the joy and love that she gave. God Bless You All. We love you so very much. She really changed a lot of hearts. She was my first "China Doll" and such a diplomat she became! I cannot discribe what this beautiful child did for me. I have always thought myself very liberal but Marissa taught me more about Grandad, Aunt Chelly and Sleeping Matthew Wichita, Ks USA - Saturday, September 20, 2003 11:38 PM CDT Dear Kim, Steve and family,My son along with the rest of our family are sending our prayers for you during the rough times ahead. Marissa and my son were in the same classes at South Breeze,she will always be an important part of our memories as she taught everyone around her how to overcome troubles that lay ahead of you. Marissa was quite a trooper and our family was very blessed to know her during her stay here on earth. Sincerely, Tammy, Katelyn and Tyler League <crystalcastle1965@yahoo.com> Newton , Ks. USA - Saturday, September 20, 2003 11:32 PM CDT My sincerest condolences to your family. Cindy Aldrich(www.caringbridge.org/il/elliott) <elliottsmama@yahoo.com> - Saturday, September 20, 2003 11:30 PM CDT I am so sad to hear of Marissa's passing. God needed another angel so he called her home. I will pray for your family for the strength to make it through this. God bless your family and angel Marissa. Thank you for sharing her story with us. Shannon Elgin, IL USA - Saturday, September 20, 2003 11:20 PM CDT I am heartbroken for your loss. I am so sorry Marissa had to be taken from you so soon. She is a beautiful girl, and now she is also a beautiful Angel. I hope you can find comfort in knowing she is chasing butterflies and rainbows with Julia, and neither of them are suffering any longer. I know words cannot describe the pain you are feeling, nor can I possibly begin to feel the loss you are going through, but please know I am praying to God to give you the strength to get through this. Thank you for sharing Marissa's journey with us. She is a remarkable child. Mary Kitchen <zackysmom@city-net.com> Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania, - Saturday, September 20, 2003 11:16 PM CDT Dear Kim, Steve and kids, my heart is aching for you all tonight. crying tears of sadness for your loss and grief. May the God of all comfort bring you peace in the days ahead and may the love Marissa brought to you all live on in your hearts until you meet again in heaven. God bless and much love to all of you. Cherie Jones Thayne, WY 83127 - Saturday, September 20, 2003 11:07 PM CDT Our prayers are with your family. What a beautiful daughter, what a beautiful angel... Denise T <thomason4@comcast.net> Flintstone, GA US - Saturday, September 20, 2003 11:04 PM CDT GOD LOOKED AROUND HIS GARDEN AND FOUND AN EMPTY PLACE. HE THEN LOOKED DOWN UPON THE EARTH AND SAW YOUR TIRED FACE. HE PUT HIS ARMS AROUND YOU AND LIFTED YOU TO REST. GOD'S GARDEN MUST BE BEAUTIFUL, HE ALWAYS TAKES THE BEST. HE KNEW YOU WERE SUFFERING, HE KNEW YOU WERE IN PAIN. HE KNEW YOU WOULD NEVER GET BETTER ON EARTH AGAIN. HE SAW THE ROAD WAS GETTING ROUGH, AND THE HILLS WERE HARD TO CLIMB. SO HE CLOSED YOUR WEARY EYELIDS AND WHISPERED "PEACE BE THINE". IT BROKE OUR HEARTS TO LOSE YOU, BUT YOU DIDN'T GO ALONE, FOR PART OF US WENT WITH YOU THE DAY GOD CALLED YOU HOME. -------------------------------------- There's nothing I can say to make your pain any better. I am VERY sorry to hear of Marissa's passing. Please know your entire family is in my thoughts and prayers as you deal with her loss. *Angel Marissa* Well, you're finally pain free and that is a VERY good thing. I only wish you didn't have to become an Angel in order to be free of all your pains. I'm sure you're a beautiful Angel. Please watch over your family as they will miss you forever until you are reunited. Sending lots and lots of hugs your way!!! Shannon -- http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/samanthatherese/ <humphity319@aol.com> Haverhill, MA ***Remember Angel Marissa*** - Saturday, September 20, 2003 10:56 PM CDT I'm so sorry for your devastating loss. Marcella Gridley <mcg2sueu@aol.com> Dunedin, FL USA - Saturday, September 20, 2003 10:50 PM CDT Our deepest sympathies to your family! Thank you for sharing Marissa with all of us in the adoptive community. Mary, Sara (Ukraine) and Rachel (Russia) Mary Robertson St Louis, MO USA - Saturday, September 20, 2003 10:45 PM CDT Dearest Marissa, Rest in peace sweet 8 year old, in the loving arms of Jesus. I am so very sorry that you were not able to stay here on earth longer to let your beautiful light shine. Dear family and friends of Marissa, I am so deeply sorry for your loss. May you feel God's presence and may he grant you strength and peace during this terribly difficult time. Debbie Nagy St. Louis, MO - Saturday, September 20, 2003 10:41 PM CDT My heart is breaking for all of you. Sweet Marissa is finally with Jesus though, running, giggling and dancing, free from all of her pain. What a beautiful blessing she was in your lives and all of the many lives that she touched. She was such a courageous girl. May God wrap his loving arms around each and every one of you and comfort you during this time. Sweet dreams, Marissa. You will be greatly missed. Jen, an adoptive Mom to 2 beautiful Korean daughters. Jen, Mike, Chris, Kimmee & Kaylee <jennieandmike@comcast.net> Lancaster, MA usa - Saturday, September 20, 2003 10:25 PM CDT My heart is so sad for the passing of such a precious little girl..My heart and prayers go out to each of you..Hugs Carolyn  Carolyn <carolynj52@ilovejesus.net> Oklahoma USA - Saturday, September 20, 2003 10:22 PM CDT My heart is broken after reading about Marissa's passing. Know that I am praying for you as you face the challenges of the days and weeks ahead. Marissa was an amazing child and an inspiration to all who followed her story. She has touched so many lives and shown so much courage, far more than a child of her tender age should have to show. Fly free sweet Marissa and have fun running and playing, pain free. Lisa Seattle, WA USA - Saturday, September 20, 2003 10:20 PM CDT Please accept our most sincere condolences on the passing of beautiful Marissa....I can't even tell you how much our hearts are breaking tonight...many prayers from our house to yours... Sweet Dreams Little Angel, you have taken a big piece of our hearts with you today. All our love...Kim, Karl and Kody  ~KODYS STORY~ - Saturday, September 20, 2003 10:03 PM CDT Sweet Marissa, You are now an beautiful angel in heaven. We are praying for your family and everyone who had the honor of knowing you. No more pain baby girl, rest in peace. The Patterson's - Chris, Melissa & Amelia Cong <dec1601@hotmail.com> Tulsa, OK USA - Saturday, September 20, 2003 9:56 PM CDT I am sooo very sorry that you lost marrisa faith today! I came to check in on her through nolans website. ANd now check in on all the kids. I was sitting her on the couch today at 5.00 p.m and i had this feeling come over me and said i think Marissa passed away today. Very shocking when i checked the update that she had gone to be with Jesus! Praise God she doesnt have to suffer. THat is really significant i think that 8 yrs ago today she was found in china and Then she leaves on that anniversary. WHat a lovely life she had because of you! We pray for peace in your heart knowing she is with Jesus! Kim IN - Saturday, September 20, 2003 9:55 PM CDT Marissa, beautiful angel watching over her loved ones now. A battered rose whose brave little soul blooms again in heaven.My heart and prayers go out to you all. Dawn NY - Saturday, September 20, 2003 9:53 PM CDT Our love and prayers continue to go out to you during this painful time in your life. Please know that we love you and Marissa will be sadly be missed by all who knew her. I can't stop crying nor can I even try to explain to Karina yet. You were and always will be one of our dear St. Jude families and I pray that the Lord will help heal your pain. Much love and many hugs, Marci and Karina Hurtado Marci and Karina Hurtado <marci.lh@verizon.net or www.caringbridge.org/md/karinahurtado> Laurel, MD - Saturday, September 20, 2003 9:47 PM CDT Great big hugs to you all....my heart aches so much for your loss. Precious Marissa is indeed with Jesus; running free and completely healed in heaven. How I hope she and my son Nolan meet each other, as he had been praying for her! I understand the bittersweet time this is for you...nothing hurts more than longing for our babies to be with us, yet we can rejoice in knowing their suffering is finally over and they are now face to face with the Lord, and wrapped up in his tender, loving arms! I ask that God bless you and hold you close as well. Lorraine ("angel" Nolan's mom) <loralof@yahoo.com> - Saturday, September 20, 2003 9:38 PM CDT HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANGEL !!! I pray for GOD to help you in whatever ways you need it. And I know HIS *ANGELS* are with you. I and others will continue to pray for you. All the Best Paloma ny - Saturday, September 20, 2003 8:53 PM CDT My thoughts and prayers are with all of you at this most difficult time. Your precious daughter fought a tough battle-and now the Lord has called this angel home with him. I pray that the Lord will carry you through this time of sorrow. Peace and Blessings to all of you. God Bless, Linda Linda PA USA - Saturday, September 20, 2003 8:36 PM CDT Hi Marissa I just stopped in to check on you and make sure you know I am thinking of you.  Love Angel Toto - Saturday, September 20, 2003 7:58 PM CDT Hey Marissa, How are you feeling sweetie? Did you enjoy your birthday? Hope all is well. Judy mom of angel Julia Judy Levy <levyjudy4@comcast.net> Pittsburgh, PA - Saturday, September 20, 2003 4:18 PM CDT Happy 8th birthday, sweet Marissa. We have two daughters from China, and the older one is just 2 weeks younger than you. We are praying for you and your family. John, Jane, Hope, & Holly in Mississippi <Jane9799@aol.com> - Saturday, September 20, 2003 4:10 PM CDT Hi my name is Donna Kryger and I got your website off of Derek Hoyt's website. I believe you know him from St. Jude. My daughter was Dx Jan 2001 with an Ependymoma. She is doing well. I had to drop a note to your family to tell you my prayers are with you and your family at this excruciatingly painful time in your lives. Happy Birthday to Marissa and may God be with you and her. The Krygers(Andrew, Donna Emily and Alison <DCKNY@AOLcom> - Saturday, September 20, 2003 3:40 PM CDT *Marissa* I'm SO sorry for being a day late, but I wanted to wish you a VERY, VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I hope you're as comfortable as possible and doing as well as you're able to. I think of and pray for you (and the rest of your family) often. Sending lots and lots of hugs your way!!! Shannon -- http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/samanthatherese/ <humphity319@aol.com> Haverhill, MA ***HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MARISSA!!!!!!!!!!*** - Saturday, September 20, 2003 9:33 AM CDT Happy 8th Birthday Marissa! What a beautiful little lady you are. I pray that God will continue to watch over and bless you and your family. Teri Piver (God is leading us to adopt from China) <piverlt@bellsouth.net> Hampstead, NC USA - Saturday, September 20, 2003 7:53 AM CDT Happy Birthday Marissa! I hope you feel well enough to enjoy it and the love of your family. Our thoughts are with you. Kate, Miles and Elizabeth Pratt Sandy Hook, CT USA - Saturday, September 20, 2003 7:42 AM CDT Marissa, Happy Birthday! I just wanted to say that I am praying for you. I know that the Lord will take good care of you. He is watching over you. May God bless you and your family Kim Holland, PA USA - Saturday, September 20, 2003 6:31 AM CDT Happy Birthday Marissa!Hello, I just ran across your page through another site. You are such a beautiful little girl. Maybe I should say young lady since you're 8 now. I am so sorry you have had to go through so much. God has blessed you with a wonderful loving family. I pray he will take your pain away. Please remember he is there with you every minute by your side. You are such a brave and strong girl and a good artist. I looked at all the pictures you drew. I wish I could draw half as good as you. They are so beautiful. I'll be praying for you Marissa and your family. God Bless you all! Susie Morris Trey's granny, sharingthoughts@hotmail.com <http://caringbridge.org/va/trey/> Dry Fork, Va. - Saturday, September 20, 2003 6:28 AM CDT HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARISSA! We think, hope and pray for you and you family everyday. It is truly a gift and blessing to know you, and you have given your gift to those around you - even people you are not aware of. Love, Holly, Darrell & Kira Waner Holly Waner <dhwaner@onemain.com> Derby, KS 67037 - Saturday, September 20, 2003 3:38 AM CDT Wishing you a very Happy Birthday from the state known for it's beautiful horses, something a little birdie told me you love to draw. You are a very special girl to all of us. blessings Mary Lou, Chianne Rose, and Chaylin Grace Mary L Howard <ftprintsnsand@earthlink.net> Greensburg, KY USA - Saturday, September 20, 2003 1:21 AM CDT Happy Birthday, beautiful Marissa Faith! We have another gorgeous Marisa from China--our daughter is named Marisa Hope Qian. Our love and prayers are sent to you and your family. Sharyl Poulsbo, WA - Saturday, September 20, 2003 0:45 AM CDT HAPPY EIGHTH BIRTHDAY, MARISSA!!! You are in my prayers, little one. Karen "Gramma L" LaMountain <AngelGrammaL@netscape.net> Selkirk, NY USA - Saturday, September 20, 2003 0:02 AM CDT Happy Birthday! It's great to have a Friday birthday... because you can make a birthday weekend out of it! Michael & Angela Dunkin Pleasant Grove, AL USA - Friday, September 19, 2003 11:29 PM CDT Marisa - my little one, Elizabeth Rose, and I want to wish you a VERY HAPPY 8TH BIRTHDAY. You are putting up such a valient fight and we want you to know that there are so many people that are wishing you well and support you with prayer. We want the very best for you. Best Wishes. Anne Liddell and Elizabeth Rose, age 4 <aeliddell@comcast.net> Boston, MA USA - Friday, September 19, 2003 11:27 PM CDT Happy Birthday SWEETHEART! It's so wonderful to see your gorgeous photo on the group! How was your birthday today?? 8 years old! I sure hope your doing well : ) Just keep remembering, 'I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me'. Whenever I think about how hard things are, I think of a beautiful song by Mariah Carey called 'Through the Rain' (parts of the song): When you get caught in the rain with no where to run When you're distraught and in pain without anyone When you keep crying out to be saved But nobody comes and you feel so far away That you just can't find your way home You can get there alone It's okay, what you say is I can make it through the rain I can stand up once again on my own And I know that I'm strong enough to mend And every time I feel afraid I hold tighter to my faith And I live one more day and I make it through the rain And if you keep falling down don't you dare give in You will arise safe and sound, so keep pressing on steadfastly And you'll find what you need to prevail And when the rain blows, as shadows grow close don't be afraid There's nothing you can't face And should they tell you you'll never pull through Don't hesitate, stand tall and say I can make it through the rain I can stand up once again on my own And I know that I'm strong enough to mend And every time I feel afraid I hold tighter to my faith And I live one more day and I make it through the rain And I can make it through the rain (Yes you can) You will make it through the rain Keep fighting hunny. Keep holding tight to your faith in Jesus! We're always praying for you!! I sure hope you had a wonderful birthday! Lots of Love! http://www.caringbridge.org/sc/kaylynmei/ Tim, Pat, Erin & Kaylyn Mei <pswacker@netscape.net> Columbia, SC USA - Friday, September 19, 2003 11:10 PM CDT happy birthday sweet girl. my prayers are with you. Christine Guthrie Kenilworth, IL 60043 - Friday, September 19, 2003 11:10 PM CDT Happy Birthday Marissa--and many more! I hope you have a great day! Susanna Harter Huntington Beach, CA USA - Friday, September 19, 2003 10:35 PM CDT Happy 8th birthday, Marissa. Your baby picture is on APC today in honor of your birthday. You are so precious. We will be praying for you. The Elkins Abilene, TX - Friday, September 19, 2003 10:02 PM CDT Happy, Happy Birthday Marissa! You are in our thoughts and prayers. With love, DeDe B. in CA and family Our daughter is also from China. DeDe B. - Friday, September 19, 2003 9:53 PM CDT Hi Marissa, We want to wish you a Happy Birthday!!!!!! Our love and prayers go with you daily. God Bless sonya, mckenzie, steven and kayla sonya - Friday, September 19, 2003 9:30 PM CDT Happy Bithday Marissa, You are so loved by your family and friends. Many people are so blessed to have met you. You are a special girl. May God Bless you and your family. Margie Klaehn <mbbgc@650dialup.com> Marblehead, Ohio USA - Friday, September 19, 2003 9:27 PM CDT Happy Bithday Marissa, You are so loved by your family and friends. Many people are so blessed to have met you. You are a special girl. May God Bless you and your family. Margie Klaehn <mbbgc@650dialup.com> Marblehead, Ohio USA - Friday, September 19, 2003 9:27 PM CDT Dear Marissa, We wish you a very happy birthday and want you to know that we continue to pray for you and your family everyday. Arlene ,John and Katie( age 9and1/2 and has her class say prayers for you every day) <Oooks@aol.com> Briarcliff Manor, NY USA - Friday, September 19, 2003 9:26 PM CDT Happy Birthday Marissa and may God keep blessing you! We love you and miss you dearly! Keep fighting the fight. God is in your corner now and always! Big Hugs and Kisses, Marci and Karina Marci and Karina Hurtado <marci.lh@verizon.net or www.caringbridge.org/md/karinahurtado> Laurel, MD - Friday, September 19, 2003 9:03 PM CDT Happy Birthday Marissa!! Shannon Elgin, IL USA - Friday, September 19, 2003 8:46 PM CDT HAPPY BIRTHDAY SWEETIE!! I am in such admiration of you Marissa. You are such a special person and though I have never met you , I am so inspired by your courage and your faith and I wish lifetimes of happiness and blessings upon you. I am leaving you a memorae. I am a Catholic and this prayer has helped me through hardtimes. Remember o most gracious Virgin Mary That never was it known that anyone who fled to your protection, implored your help, or sought your intercession was left unaided. Inspired by this confidence, I fly unto you, O virgen of virgens my mother. To you do I come before you I stand Sinful and sorrowful. O mother of the word incarnate, despise not my petitions, but in your clemency, hear and answer them. Amen. Love, Jessica Jessica - Friday, September 19, 2003 8:28 PM CDT HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARISSA!! God Bless You! The Clymers New Port Richey, FL USA - Friday, September 19, 2003 8:05 PM CDT Dear Marissa, HAPPY 8th BIRTHDAY sweetie. Hope that it was a good one. I will continue to pray for you and your family several times a day. You are in my thoughts and prayers. Thanks for keeping all of us updated. I know that it is hard, but God, and your mommy and daddy will get you through this. It's ok. Even if things take a turn for the worst, you will end up in a place of eternal peace because of your trust and faith in God. There, you won't have to be in any pain any more. I will still pray for God's will. You never know. Miracles happen more often than you know. A great miracle has happened at our house with my adopted brother and sister. They are also from China. One has had 19 surgeries from injury from fire. He was almost killed. That was hard for all of us too. I will always pray for you and your family. Hope your Birthday was wonderful. Love you lots, <*}}}>< Bri <eckelbri@hotmail.com> Denton, TX - Friday, September 19, 2003 7:53 PM CDT Dear Marissa and Kim and Family, Happy Birthday to Marissa!! We hope you and your family enjoy this day. Marissa, you are gift to this world. Donna Gylling (HFS) Houston, TX USA - Friday, September 19, 2003 7:45 PM CDT Sweet Marissa!! You are 8 years old today. How special you are to us and to thousands of others. We are praying for you and thinking of you and hoping you are having a better day than yesterday. We are sending birthday love over the internet. Stacy, Tim, Maddie, and Lily Rues <SKFITCH@aol.com> Topeka, KS USA - Friday, September 19, 2003 7:23 PM CDT Marissa - Happy Birthday! We are praying for you and thinking of you and your family often. We know the Lord is watching over you and your family. We wish you peace and joy with your loved ones on your special day. Sandy <sjs9601@hotmail.com> WI - Friday, September 19, 2003 7:17 PM CDT Marissa: Happy 8th Birthday to you! May it be a day of peace and may you feel the love and prayers your family, friends and everyone else is sending your way. Ellen and Abigail Waxman Palo Alto, CA - Friday, September 19, 2003 7:02 PM CDT HAPPY BIRTHDAY SWEET MARISSA! HOW WE ARE ALL PRAYING FOR YOU AND YOUR FAMILY! PRAISE GOD THAT YOUR FAMILY IS SHARING THIS WONDERFUL DAY WITH YOU! I PRAY THAT YOU ARE RESTING PEACEFULLY AND PAIN FREE TODAY! YOU AND YOUR FAMILY HAVE TRULY TOUCHED SO MANY LIVES AND HEARTS. WE ALL THANK GOD EVERYDAY FOR YOU AND YOUR WONDERFUL LOVING FAMILY. HAVE A GREAT BIRTHDAY. WE ARE ALL STILL PRAYING AND GOD LOVES YOU VERY MUCH AND SO DO WE. DONNA REYNOLDSBURG, OH - Friday, September 19, 2003 6:45 PM CDT Happy Birthday to a brave, beautiful little girl. We are all so happy to share your day with you... if only by signing your guestbook! May the Lord bless you richly, Margaret and Thomas Watch <laurel30@wideopenwest.com> Royal Oak, MI USA - Friday, September 19, 2003 6:40 PM CDT Happy Birthday to you! Happy Birthday to you! Happy Birthday Dear Marissa, Happy Birthday to you! Your in our thoughts and prayers. Kathy Lowe Mom to Kylah, our little Hunan Princess Kathy Lowe <teamlowe@yahoo.com> Crocker, Mo. - Friday, September 19, 2003 6:18 PM CDT Happy 8th Birthday, Marissa!!! Please know you are in our thoughts and prayers daily. Take care. The Dolan Family-Jim, Colleen, Shannon & Emma (Inner Mongolia) Colleen Dolan <redthread2000@yahoo.com> Phoenixville, PA USA - Friday, September 19, 2003 6:08 PM CDT Happy Birthday Marrisa. We are praying for you sweet angel. Bobbie and John Steve <bobkatjane@yahoo.com> Citrus Springs, Fl USA - Friday, September 19, 2003 6:00 PM CDT Happy Birthday Marissa! You are in our thoughts and prayers! Much love from Tulsa, OK Chris, Melissa & Amelia Cong Patterson <dec1601@hotmail.com> Tulsa, OK 74011 - Friday, September 19, 2003 5:44 PM CDT Happy birthday sweet little Marissa. God is with you and your family..... Big hugs from all of us here Denis , Manon, Patricia, Jean-Philippe , Sidné and waiting for baby Hope in China Manon <denismanon@sympatico.ca> Gatineau, Que Canada - Friday, September 19, 2003 5:36 PM CDT Happy birthday to a lovely little lady. May God grant you peace. Know that I am praying for you and your family during this difficult time. Martha White <MWhite6@charter.net> Princeton, WV - Friday, September 19, 2003 5:14 PM CDT Happy Birthday Marissa From Faye in North Carolina; Kenleigh 7(adopted from Bengbu City, Anhui) and Lakin 2 (adopted from Dianbai Faye Stevens <Mom22@triad.rr.com> Pfafftown, NC USA - Friday, September 19, 2003 4:02 PM CDT Happy birthday to Marissa!!!!!! Amanda+Arabella New York, NY USA - Friday, September 19, 2003 3:36 PM CDT Happy Birthday Marissa! We give thanks for this day and thank the Lord for bringing you into our lives. Love, Best Wishes and Prayers, Amy and Laura Xiao Lan, your younger Dianbai sister Amy Wong-Freeman <amy.wong-freeman@callison.com> Seattle, WA USA - Friday, September 19, 2003 3:32 PM CDT Happy Birthday, Marissa! You're in my prayers. Krystal Krystal Luaces <kluaces@sbcglobal.net> Redding, CA - Friday, September 19, 2003 3:29 PM CDT Happy birthday Marissa, With lots of love, Sheri Russon - Friday, September 19, 2003 3:00 PM CDT  All our love.... Kim, Karl and Kody ~KODYS STORY~ - Friday, September 19, 2003 2:51 PM CDT Happy Birthday, Marissa. Our thoughts are with you and your family today. With Aloha, Susan and Charlotte Wood Honolulu, HI - Friday, September 19, 2003 2:46 PM CDT Marissa- HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! I am praying that there is a lot to celebrate today!!! Sara - Friday, September 19, 2003 2:35 PM CDT HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARISSA! THIS IS EMILY MCELLEN'S AUNT JACKIE. I MET YOU AT THE RONALD MCDONALD HOUSE IN MEMPHIS WHEN EMILY WAS THERE. WE ARE SURE PRAYING FOR YOU AND YOUR FAMILY. GOD BLESS YOU! GOD LOVES YOU SO MUCH! JACKIE DARST <rjdarst@gallantinriver.net> GALESBURG, IL USA - Friday, September 19, 2003 2:29 PM CDT Happy 8th birthday! Kim Jones Newton, - Friday, September 19, 2003 2:00 PM CDT Happy Birthday Wishes being sent your way, along with many prayers.  Cameron's Page Lots of love!!! ~Angel~Sheri - Friday, September 19, 2003 1:30 PM CDT Happy Birthday wishes are being sent to you from the Shapiro family. We are thinking of the whole Burghart family and would like to send you thoughts of love, appreciation for all you have done, and most of all peace. Richard, Barbara and Sarah Shapiro <ladybug@cjnetworks.com> Topeka, Kansas USA - Friday, September 19, 2003 1:04 PM CDT Happy Birthday again sweetie. Island Princess here praying real hard for you.  Island Princess <islandprincess@quiltsoflove.com> - Friday, September 19, 2003 12:51 AM CDT HAPPY 8TH BIRTHDAY MARISSA!!! We are praying for you and your family, that you wishes be granted. Love, The Perry's Chris and Amy Ryan 14 US, Kyle 7 US, and Mia 4 China Chris and Amy Perry Fort Scott, KS Bourbon - Friday, September 19, 2003 12:26 AM CDT Happy Birthday Marissa! Happy Birthday to you ... Happy Birthday to you ... Happy Birthday dear sweet Marissa ... Happy Birthday to you!!!!! We love you sweet heart!!!! Hang in there!!!! Love, The Bruggeman Family Kevin, Nancy, and Emma Nancy Bruggeman Middletown, Ohio USA - Friday, September 19, 2003 11:54 AM CDT Big Birthday Wishes to you, Marissa! I am hoping and praying real hard for a really fun and great-feeling day. You are so loved, young one, and so many people are praying for you. Love, Tess ('angel' Nolan's Aunt) Tess Baker <itbi2@att.net> Fresno/SF, CA - Friday, September 19, 2003 11:36 AM CDT Happy Birthday Sweetheart..I'm praying for you here.. Hugs Carolyn  Carolyn <carolynj52@ilovejesus.net> Oklahoma - Friday, September 19, 2003 11:12 AM CDT Happy birthday, sweetie - have a fun and happy day. Love, Jen Caffrey & Olivia Kai-Li Massachusetts Jen Caffrey <jcaffrey@copyright.com> North Andover, MA USA - Friday, September 19, 2003 11:01 AM CDT Happy Birthday to a special little girl. Our family wishes you a birthday filled with happiness! Lisa Haley AL USA - Friday, September 19, 2003 10:43 AM CDT HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEAUTIFUL MARISSA!!! Please know that you and your family are in my thoughts and prayers. Much love and big hugs... Terry Snyder (Angel Jalen's "Am-Maw") http://www.caringbridge.org/fl/jalen <vix207@aol.com> Royal Palm Beach, FL - Friday, September 19, 2003 10:36 AM CDT HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, MARISSA! We are wishing you a fantastic, happy day surrounded by all the people you love. We are praying for you and for your family. We pray for healing and that you always feel God's loving arms around you. He will never leave you. love, The Gosiker family Betsi ,Claudio, Cameron age 10, Bennett age 8, Michael age 7and Eliana age 16 months - home from Nanning, Guangxi 3 weeks today Jacksonville, FL - Friday, September 19, 2003 10:32 AM CDT Happy 8th Birthday Marissa! We're sending you bunches of wishes for today and always. You and your family are in our thoughts and prayers. Sending you lots of birthday hugs, Brian, Rochelle & Jada http://www.celebrateadoption.com Brian, Rochelle & Jada USA - Friday, September 19, 2003 10:31 AM CDT Happy 8th birthday, Marissa! You are a very special and brave girl, and I know your mom and dad are so proud of you and love you more than words can say. You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers. You are an inspiration. I hope to bring my Elizabeth Faith home from China early next year, and I hope she is as strong, talented and beautiful as you are. Ms. Lee Wilkins <TLeeWilkins@msn.com> Auburn, AL USA - Friday, September 19, 2003 10:22 AM CDT HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARISSA!!!! With Prayers, AV Andrea Venkat <greatwallcal2@cs.com> Calabasas, CA USA - Friday, September 19, 2003 10:22 AM CDT Happy Birthday Marissa! 8 years old, what a big girl you are! May your day be filled with good thoughts, and may you feel God's love surround you. Peace to you and your family. Chris Stephan, DTC 12-4-02 for Libby <thestephans@yahoo.com> West Richland, WA USA - Friday, September 19, 2003 10:18 AM CDT Happy Birthday Marissa! Many hugs and prayers for you and your family. We all love you so very much. Julia, Libi and Meisi - Friday, September 19, 2003 10:18 AM CDT HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MARISSA!! Praying that you have a good day filled with love, smiles, and joy. Sending lots of hugs and birthday wishes! Lorraine ("angel" Nolan's mom) <loralof@yahoo.com> - Friday, September 19, 2003 10:07 AM CDT Marissa, and family, I also wanted to say that you are in our prayers (not just for your birthday) but everyday! Amanda (and Katie) <boschfam@bellsouth.net> Salisbury, NC - Friday, September 19, 2003 9:59 AM CDT Happy Birthday, Marissa! Wishing you a day filled with fun and happiness for you and your family! Amanda (and Katie) <boschfam@bellsouth.net> Salisbury, NC - Friday, September 19, 2003 9:55 AM CDT HAPPY BIRTHDAYMARISSA!! I PRAY TODAY BRINGS YOU MANY HAPPY MOMENTS FOR YOU AND YOUR SWEET FAMILY:) I AM PRAYING FOR YOU TODAY SWEETIE. LOVE, TRACY ~~Katia's Site Leukemia AML - Relapsed 8-26-03 Fighting to win!!!~~ TRACY AND KATIA - Friday, September 19, 2003 9:42 AM CDT Happy Birthday Marissa! Praying for you on this special day. I asked my special angel baby in Heaven to send down prayers from above. God's Peace sharon tramm newburgh, ny 12550 - Friday, September 19, 2003 9:33 AM CDT Happy Birthday Marissa! May you have a wonderful day! You are a beautiful, strong and brave girl--I think of you and pray for you often. Patty Nash Alpharetta, GA - Friday, September 19, 2003 9:29 AM CDT Happy Birthday Marissa, Just stopping by to check on you - leaving you hugs and prayers and birthday wishes. ~Hugs~ Jean  Jean - Quilts of Love <jean@quiltsoflove.com> - Friday, September 19, 2003 9:26 AM CDT Happy Birthday sweetie! We are sending you very strong birthday wishes that you recover quickly and fully. Please know that there are many others out there whom you don't even know are rooting for you! Love, Nicole and Christopher Pennebaker Nicole Pennebaker <njpenne@msn.com> Albuquerque, NM USA - Friday, September 19, 2003 9:16 AM CDT Happy Birthday Marissa! Our family sends you the best wishes that today is filled with family, peace and celebration of a wonderful life. You are such a beautiful sweet girl. I know you have been so strong during this battle. You are so brave. We love you and pray for you and your family. Allison, Bobby and Anna (b. 2/2/2001, a. 3/4/2002, Chansha 1st) Allison Akins <changsha@bellsouth.net> Decatur, AL - Friday, September 19, 2003 9:03 AM CDT HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO A BEAUTIFUL GIRL! Marissa I hope your day is nothing short of amazing :) We will keep you in our prayers and heart. Love Carolyn Kinsman and Dawson Jade Cui Carolyn Kinsman <kinscsk@aol.com> Berkley, MI USA - Friday, September 19, 2003 8:55 AM CDT Happy 8th Birthday, Marissa Faith!! We hope your special day is filled with love and smiles, sharing it with those who love you most. Our prayers continue for healing and peace for you and your family. Love, The Baldinucci's Teresa, Frances and Phoebe Teresa Baldinucci Freeport, NY USA - Friday, September 19, 2003 8:52 AM CDT Marissa- I wish for you a day of peace, a day of love, a day of rejoicing and celebrating life. May you be surrounded by those you hold most dear and by those to whom you are a blessing and an inspiration. May God shine upon this day...the day that eight years ago saw angels in heaven singing a most lovely song as you entered the world! Ronda, Tommy & Bre Clutts Bardstown, KY - Friday, September 19, 2003 8:45 AM CDT Happy Birthday, sweet Marissa. Love the Douglases Kathy - Friday, September 19, 2003 8:36 AM CDT Happy Birthday Marissa!! My prayers go out to you and your family to enjoy this special day and find it filled with peace and joy. Lisa S Tremont, IL USA - Friday, September 19, 2003 8:28 AM CDT Marissa -- my daughters and I wish you a very special birthday, and we hope that you have a peaceful celebration, surrounded by your family and the love we all are sending to you. Bonnie Ward Exeter, NH 03833 - Friday, September 19, 2003 8:14 AM CDT Marissa -- my daughters and I wish you a very birthday, and we hope that you have a peaceful celebration, surrounded by your family and the love we all are sending to you. Bonnie Ward Exeter, NH 03833 - Friday, September 19, 2003 8:09 AM CDT Happy Birthday to you! Happy Birthday to you! Happy Birthday dear Marissa! Happy Birthday to you! Thinking about you and wishes you well wishes. Judy and Angel Julia Judy Levy <levyjudy4@comcast.net> Pittsburgh, PA - Friday, September 19, 2003 8:02 AM CDT Marissa Happy Birthday. God is with you. Micaela <micaelac@sbcglobal.net> Newton, Ks - Friday, September 19, 2003 7:33 AM CDT Happy birthday dear Marissa. I hope you have a wonderful birthday, sweetheart. There are lots of people praying for you and your family!! Love, Lauren and Elizabeth Mei Young (Elizabeth is from Wuchuan, Guangdong, and will be 3 on January 15) Lauren Young <laurenyoung1963@yahoo.com> Winston-Salem, NC US - Friday, September 19, 2003 7:27 AM CDT Marissa, We come to send our best wishes on your eighth birthday. You have become very special to us because we also have a "Marissa" of our own. We pray that God keeps you safe and healthy. Have a great birthday! Mike, Jennifer, Hannah and Marissa Pikaart <pikaart@chartermi.net> hudsonville, MI Ottawa - Friday, September 19, 2003 7:21 AM CDT Dearest Marissa and Family, We are thinking of you today on your eighth birthday and praying for God to shower his blessings upon you and your family. We have been reading your updates on our Nov2000DTC page and have been praying for you nonstop. Although you've never met many of the people praying for you, know that you are constantly in our thoughts. Children are such an incredible gift from God. Last night I held my own children extra close...my twin 5 yr. old boys, and our daughter Margaret Rose Yangli (2 1/2 yr. old). You will be in our continued prayers dear Marissa and family. Kathleen from NH mom to Kevin, Matthew, and Margaret Kathleen Polifrone <KathleenPolifrone@yahoo.com> Marlborough, NH USA - Friday, September 19, 2003 7:13 AM CDT A very Happy Birthday to you Marissa. Our love and prayers are with you today and we hope that you have a special day. Karen, Jim & Leah Cook <Fergie383@comcast.net> Cohasset, MA USA - Friday, September 19, 2003 7:08 AM CDT HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU MARISSA YOU ARE IN OUR PRAYERS. LOVE THE MCELLENS PETE, KIM, RENEE, AND EMILY Emily and Kim McEllen <pkremcellen@grics.net> Galesburg, Il USA - Friday, September 19, 2003 6:56 AM CDT BUON COMPLEANNO (Happy Birthday) precious brave girl. May heart goes out to you especially today on this date and to your whole family. May our Good Lord help you all and comfort you all and give you His light during these immensly hard hours. May he take away your pain. With all my love sweetheart. Sabrina <morini@agriflex.it> Forlì, FC Italy - Friday, September 19, 2003 2:40 AM CDT Happy Birthday to you! Happy Birthday to you! Happy Birthday Dear Marissa! Happy Birthday to you! May the Lord Bless you On this your special day! Love and big hugs!! from Angel Toto - Friday, September 19, 2003 1:11 AM CDT  Dana Sanford <pooh_n_tigger2002@yahoo.com> Jackson, Mi - Friday, September 19, 2003 0:31 AM CDT Happy Birthday Marissa! We have been praying for you for several months now. This past week we've prayed even more often as your birthday nears. At the school where I teach, my students made some birthday cards for you with butterflies, horses and some simple decorations. We hope you will like them. You are such an inspiration and have touched the hearts of many, many people around the world. We love you. God bless you and your family. Mike Boston Family <bostonms@pvi.org> Newton, Ks USA - Friday, September 19, 2003 0:11 AM CDT Happy Birthday sweet Marissa! McKenna and Emili have been praying for you every night. They ask how you are doing all the time and ask why God hasn't made you better yet. I wish I had the answer to that one. McKenna has wept for you and wants you to know that she loves you and remembers her play times with you. You are a little girl who has touched so many hearts and made the prospect of international adoption a reality. The first time we laid eyes on you, we knew that it 'really' was possible to be "mommy and daddy" to a beautiful little China doll who needed a Forever Family. We love you and thank you for how you touched us those 5 years ago . . . A lovely little girl who was running and hiding underneath tables in that Chinese restaurant - seems so long ago. Our thoughts are on you constantly Marissa. We pray for your healing and for your suffering to end. You are a precious child and we love you. Michelle Folster and Family Mayetta, KS - Thursday, September 18, 2003 11:19 PM CDT We pray for you every night and especially tonight. We hope your birthday is filled with joy. You have given us faith and hope. God bless you. Liz and MaryBeth (a Dianbai sister) Elizabeth Meier Mohegan Lake, NY USA - Thursday, September 18, 2003 10:11 PM CDT praying for you kim, steve, marissa and family.... angie lashaway <packer@powersupply.net> pioneer, oh us. - Thursday, September 18, 2003 9:38 PM CDT Please know our thoughts and prayers are with you. Candyce <WWW.caringbridge.org/il/zoejowolsfeld> Spring Valley, IL USA - Thursday, September 18, 2003 8:20 PM CDT Happy Birthday Marissa! We are all thinking of you and praying for you here. Kathie and Kristin, Chad, Brett, Brigitte, Brooke (from Dianbai), Brady and Bria Gibson Kathie Gibson - Thursday, September 18, 2003 8:12 PM CDT So happy to see you finding an answer in the Pslams, it is my favorite part of the bible. I go there often to get comfort. So very happy to hear Marrisa is feeling a bit better and will keep up the prayers for her and for you. Happy Birthday Marrisa. Love to you all debbie, Naomi, Sarah, Hannah and Valentina Jones Debbie Jones <debjones@starband.net> - Thursday, September 18, 2003 7:09 PM CDT Even though we have never met, we love you. Our God is an awesome God! We will continue to pray that the Lord will hold all of you close. Vickie Knudson Forest Lake, MN USA - Thursday, September 18, 2003 7:07 PM CDT Dear Kim and Steve, I am so very sorry that your sweet and lovely Marissa has suffered so much. My heart aches for all the pain you all have experienced since Marissa became ill. Sometimes, I am sure it feels like the pain and heartbreak are too much to bear. I hope that you can find some comfort in knowing that you are good and loving parents to a very special daughter and she knows that you are the best mommy and daddy for her. I also hope you can find some measure of peace in knowing that you have worked very hard to give Marissa all the love, support and medical care that is possible. She knows that and she also knows that you love her very much. We met on-line in 1996-97 when we were both waiting for our daughters from China. We adopted Emma who was 7 yo at adoption about the same time that you adopted Marissa. Your support during our adoption journey meant a lot. I wish there was a way I could directly help you now. I include you all in my prayers and especially pray that Marissa is not in pain and that God holds you all in His hands each and every day. Martha R in NJ Mom of Emma Fu Jia a. 1/97 and Annie Lin Shen Jianhao a. 11/98, plus 3 children from Cambodia adopted in May 2001 Martha Reading <amreading@aol.com> N. Plainfield, NJ USA - Thursday, September 18, 2003 7:00 PM CDT Hi sweet Little Marissa, stopping in to check on you.. Hope you are feeling better. I hope you had a nice birthday party! Im praying for you little angel and for your family. stay strong and keep the faith, God is watching over you and your family Donna OH - Thursday, September 18, 2003 6:34 PM CDT HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARISSA !!!!!!! Hi there beautiful girl...my birthday wish is a teeny bit early! I pray that you are able to enjoy at least a little of your birthday...I will be thinking of you all day. I know you are fighting hard, sweetie...I am praying so hard for you, praying for God to grant you your special miracle (that would make a great birthday present, huh!)...and for you to have many more birthdays to come. Although my heart aches for all that you have to go through, tomorrow my heart will smile for you...for tomorrow was the day you were born, the day you were put on this Earth for a special reason. Stay strong and keep up that good fight, Marissa...you're a very special girl :) ~*Girlie's Page*~ ~*Janice's Page*~ Love always, XOXOXOXOXO Janice Melbourne, Australia - Thursday, September 18, 2003 6:13 PM CDT I can't imagine what you are going through right now. I do know how it feels to lose someone close to you from a tumor though. One of my friends died from a brain tumor a few years ago. Stay strong in Christ. He has a plan for every life and is ALWAYS in control. I will also be praying for you and your so sweet Marissa; as well as the rest of your family. Please keep me updated and add me to your list. Bri Eckel <eckelbri@hotmail.com> Denton, TX USA - Thursday, September 18, 2003 6:03 PM CDT Kim & Steve, it's so hard to find any words to express the feelings I've had over the last few months each time I've read an update on your angel, Marissa. I've hoped, I've prayed, I've cried, I've agonized along with you on this difficult journey. I think back to nearly a decade ago when we lost our daughter at birth and how the pain seemed so much more than we could bear. At the same time I felt a measure of relief that at least He hadn't given us time to know her, interact with her, and watch her grow, only to have her taken from us. And then again, I think of our dear friends, who's 7 year old son lost his fight with leukemia after battling it so bravely for three years. As much as it made our hearts bleed to say goodbye, our time with him was so precious and we are better people for having been allowed to know him. As adoptive parents of a little girl from China, we feel a special connection to others who've done the same. Strangers we "talk" to, read about, and share stories with through our keyboards, but who we never meet. It's a truly magical gift to be a part of such an amazing community. So, despite the fact that we are strangers, know that our feelings of fear, anger, sadness, and sympathy couldn't be more real if we were your family. Indeed, we are a family. A family created through international adoption. A family of parents, of Christians, of Catholics, of human beings who don't always understand why we are given our crosses to bear. God bless you both. K. Higgins Ballwin, MO USA - Thursday, September 18, 2003 3:53 PM CDT I know that things are really not well right now and I know that I can say nothing to give you comfort. Just know that Marissa and the rest of the family are constantly in our thoughts and prayers. You are enduring the unimagineable, and for that, I am so incredibly sad and sorry. I am still praying for the miracle and for Marissa's suffering to end. My earthly view wants her to get better and have a normal and long life. I don't understand God's plan in this, but still have hope. Thank you Jesus for hope! We love you all and our hearts have truly broken. With deep and sincere Christian love . . . Michelle Folster - Thursday, September 18, 2003 2:27 PM CDT Dear family, I heard of you on my adoptive parent support group. I am praying for you and your precious little one! God is sovereign and He is Lord. Your Heavenly Father loves you! Lori Gragg <sweetpeasbylori@yahoo.com> Blairsville, GA USA - Thursday, September 18, 2003 1:15 PM CDT *Marissa* Hey there, beautiful. How are you today? I'm hoping and praying all is going as well as possible for you and you're able to rest as comfortably as possible. I want you to know that you and your entire family are ALWAYS in my thoughts and prayers. Sending lots and lots of hugs your way!!! Shannon -- http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/samanthatherese/ <humphity319@aol.com> Haverhill, MA ***Always praying for you, Marissa!*** - Thursday, September 18, 2003 12:58 AM CDT Marissa is so beautiful. Her drawings are incredible for a seven year old. God grant you all the strength you need at this time. It sounds like your faith has seen you through many rough spots. Marissa, I want to wish you a happy birthday. You are a sweetie and you are in my prayers. Many hugs from Gramma L (Karen), MACS and Pray4Kids Karen LaMountain <AngelGrammaL@netscape.net> Selkirk, NY USA - Thursday, September 18, 2003 12:27 AM CDT Kim, Steve, Marissa, and kids, Wanted to let you know we are praying for you often. Julie, Robert , Michael and Nathan Posey (and future adopted daughter from China) <jrp10@sbcglobal.net> Sacramento, CA USA - Thursday, September 18, 2003 11:35 AM CDT Dear Marissa, We pray that our Lord blesses you and your family with His miraculous healing of heart, mind, body and soul. We pray for you everyday and want to wish you a very Happy Birthday. We will be celebrating your birthday along with our little daughter Ana, whose birthday is also September 19th - she will be 3 years old and comes from the Hunan Province, Changning, China. All our love and prayers, today and always, Linda, Mike and Ana Linda and Michael Tittmann Red Hook, NY USA - Thursday, September 18, 2003 10:15 AM CDT I pray that God's wonderful, healing love surround Marissa today and that he give her doctors the necessary skill to work his miracle. Patty Verdick <Pverdick@winona.edu> Goodview, MN USA - Thursday, September 18, 2003 9:20 AM CDT Happy Birthday Marissa! Please know that you and your family are in our prayers. I wish you all peace and strength. May God watch over all of you. Ellen <chec88@bellsouth.net> Slidell, LA USA - Wednesday, September 17, 2003 11:32 PM CDT Marissa, Kim, Steve and Family, Marissa, you are such a beautiful little girl. We pray every single day, many times, that God will be merciful and lay his healing hand on you. God Bless you little one. Kim and Steve, You are wonderful parents. I read it in your journals every day. Times like this really challenge our faith. A few weeks ago when I was suffering really, really bad, God sent me 2 messages within a few minutes just to let me know that he was still there for me. I know that you know this as well, and HE will take care of us. God Bless you all during this difficult time. We are praying for a miracle as only HE can provide. In our thoughts and prayers daily, Cheyenne's dad www.caringbridge.org/tx/cheyenne5 Roy Fiveash <rfiveash.wcc.net> San Angelo, Tx - Wednesday, September 17, 2003 10:43 PM CDT Marissa, Kim, Steve and family: We want you to know how much you have meant to us. It was little Marissa as a toddler that cinched the decision to adopt a baby girl from CHINA. Over 7 years ago we got started on the paperwork through Kim. We began our journey after seeing a picture of Marissa and her playmates in the newspaper with Kim's telephone number. Not only did Kim bring me the paperwork to my office at the hospital, she brought an 18 month old China Babydoll, named Marissa. We have just celebrated our 5 year anniversary getting our little baby girl 9-15-03, Sarah Catherine (Ba Dong Gui-translation=Winter Fragrant Flower). Marissa is the red thread that runs through all of us. We love you and have prayed for you everyday we knew you were sick. Sweet Marissa, it breaks our hearts to hear about your suffering. Thank you for everything! Barbara Shapiro - Richard Shapiro - Sarah Shapiro <ladybug@cjnetworks.com> Topeka, Kansas USA - Wednesday, September 17, 2003 10:03 PM CDT Marissa and sweet family..I know it's a day after your birthday celebration but I'd like to leave a birthday card also in celebration of this precious little girl's life..What an blessing she is..We love you all here at Quilts of Love and want you to know we are all praying and sending big hugs and all our love...Carolyn  Carolyn <carolynj52@ilovejesus.net> Oklahoma - Wednesday, September 17, 2003 9:52 PM CDT My best friend I love is Marissa has cancer. I'm going to have a benefit dinner. Madyson and Rebecca might help do that. I'm excited and happy we are doing this. I love Marissa very much and I know they love me a especally Gracie she gives me hugs every time I see her. I love her very much to. Kim and Steve very much to. And I hope God is watching over them and angels too. I just care that she loves me and I love her and I'm in her heart and hope that she does not die. And gets better and lives like me. And the first day of school it was in Kindergarden and we met and we played together. It's like a big family. Happy Birthday and love you all. Thank you for being my friend for a long time. Micaela <micaelac@sbcglobal.net> Newton, Ks - Wednesday, September 17, 2003 9:25 PM CDT Dearest Little Marissa, The world became a brighter place the day you were born. I feel we are lucky to know you and to have been a part of your life. Caitlin has enjoyed every day that she was able to play with you- the giggling and laughing, the make believe and dressing up. Because of you there has been more happiness on this earth. Thank you for being part of lives. We love you, The Ungerer Family Mary Ungerer <ungjm@msn.com> Topeka, KS USA - Wednesday, September 17, 2003 6:54 PM CDT Island Princess from Quilts Of Love checking up on dear sweet Marissa. I'd love to leave this birthday card tonight and sort of help you celebrate you little one's birthday. Please know that your QOL family are with you and here sending you many prayers and war hugs. Island Princess  Island Princess <islandprincess@quiltsoflove.com> - Wednesday, September 17, 2003 5:39 PM CDT I'm praying for you all and for your Marissa. Karin(jg) - Wednesday, September 17, 2003 4:25 PM CDT praying for you and your family daily! Happy Birthday!! sandy and gary center moriches, ny usa - Wednesday, September 17, 2003 3:19 PM CDT Dear Little Marissa, Just wanted to wish you a Happy Birthday. You have touched so manylives and most may not know you personally. But by all the Journal's your mom (bless her heart she is so wonderful) she keeps everyone updated. My prayers are always with you and the family.Kim I hope that the cake was everything you wanted it to be to make Marissa's day special. Happy Birthday Marissa Faith. cynthia reyes <cynthiareyes15@hotmail.com> Newton, ks usa - Wednesday, September 17, 2003 2:46 PM CDT Dear sweet Marissa, I just wanted to wish you a very Happy Birthday, filled with giggles & smiles. You are a very brave little lady who has touched the lives of so many. God bless you! You are always in my families prayers. Jen, Mike, Chris, Kimmee & Kaylee <jennieandmike@comcast.net> Lancaster, MA usa - Wednesday, September 17, 2003 12:47 AM CDT May God Bless you and your family. Marissa, I pray for a healing for you. I hope you have a wonderful birthday. God Bless you little one. Claudia, George & Andy Gunderson <taegumom@yahoo.com> Park Forest, IL USA - Wednesday, September 17, 2003 12:33 AM CDT Praying for you all. I know how painful it is to see your little girl suffering. But you are doing exactly what you should do....cast your cares upon the Lord and trust in Him for His perfect will. What a blessing to know that Marissa loves the Lord. We must trust in Him and know that He will do what is BEST for all of us. When my daughter was sick and we would pray for her healing, she would remind me that it is OK either way..."if He heals me, that is good...but if not, I get to go to my Father's house!" Yes, we know that God is ABLE..and if it is His will, then she will receive her earthly healing....and if not, then she will go to her heavenly home and await our reunion. Yes it will be hard to continue on this earth without them, but let us focus on the heavenly reunion, which will be forever! He says for us to "store our treasures in heaven" and we have no treasure more precious than our precious little girls. I pray for peace for your whole family. Especially for little Marissa. And if it be His will, for her healing. God bless and be with you all... With Much love in Him, Yvonne, Leilani's mom (7/9/93-7/25/02)Leilani's Website The Fernandez Family <yvonnengzs@rjia.net> Mount Airy, NC USA - Wednesday, September 17, 2003 10:57 AM CDT I can't believe I missed out on Birthday cake last night!! I hope everyone had a lovely evening as you begin to celebrate Marissa's 8th birthday. (I'm assuming we'll be celebrating it throughout the week!) Kim, I praise God for bringing you the message and Bible passages just when you needed some extra comfort. He truly is amazing and awesome, we should never forget that. I am still praying for a miracle!! Thank you for allowing me to know your family and I hope to know Marissa, whole and healed, soon. You all are a great blessing to many, I pray that our prayers are a blessing and encouragement to you. Love through our precious Savior, our redeemer, our hope for all eternity. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARISSA FAITH!!! Michele Ediger <edigerml@pvi.org> Newton, KS USA - Wednesday, September 17, 2003 10:12 AM CDT Your faith and love of the Lord inspires me! Your family is in my prayers. I hope Marissa has a wonderful birthday! Happy Birthday to a very special girl. Angela Moss <sinjen1@hotmail.com> - Wednesday, September 17, 2003 8:35 AM CDT My Aunt Angie has sent me updates and prayer requests for little Marissa for sometime now and I have kept your Daughter and your family in my prayers. I feel the need to tell you that I see very little people in this world with the faith and love that you reflect for Christ and I believe with all my heart that you have strength and faith beyond what you might see. No matter what the outcome will be for little Marissa, I have read and feel the love you have for her and for God, believe and know that God's love is all around your family because of YOUR strong faith and that you have walked by faith and not by sight. I pray that your family will be wrapped in God's love and that Marissa will be at peace and have great miracles all around her. God Bless You & Your Family Love Kara Kara Kroger <nunorchid@juno.com> Bradenton, Fl USA - Wednesday, September 17, 2003 7:45 AM CDT My heart goes out to you all, especially Marissa. We, too, have a 7 year old daughter from China, and I ache for what you all are going through. I will be sending prayers for you all on Marissa's birthday. Suzanne Baker MI USA - Wednesday, September 17, 2003 6:01 AM CDT Dear Kim, Steve, Justin, Alex, Grace & Jade, it just breaks my heart in a million pieces to read your last updates. Marissa is sooo brave, soooo strong, such a precious loving affectionate child. You are indeed very blessed at having her as your daughter and she is so blessed at having you as a family. Reading your guest book it is so clear that Marissa has deeply touched the hearts of so many, who keep praying for her and for you all, building such a wide and tough praying circle all around you. I myself have been following her for quite sometime now and I am very sorry I did not post lately. I cannot believe this is happening. I cannot believe she and you must go through all this. She is a very very special brave girl. I am greately failing my purpose for I cannot find any words worth saying to try and help you, although I believe no words really can. I will just tell you that I am spreading requests of prayers for your Marissa here in Italy and in UK. That's all you want to hear...that's pretty much all I can tell you, strong, brave, family. Your example of strength, love and FAITH is overwhelming and inspiring to sooo many of us. My heart goes out to you today and each day. I will ask the Lord to help you all through these immensely painful hours. HUGS sabrina <morini@agriflex.it> forlì, FC Italy - Wednesday, September 17, 2003 5:57 AM CDT  I got your link from Kodys page. You are one beautiful lady! No princess can compare! What a strong lady as well! I hope you have a beautiful birthday. I too pray for miracles. Stay strong family. Prayers, Love and Hugs to you from us. Cheryl <carpathienblue@yahoo.com> - Wednesday, September 17, 2003 1:35 AM CDT Dear Marissa and family, I have been keeping up with all of your journal entries and I truely weep for you. I just want you to know that you are NOT alone. You all have been in my thoughts all day today while I was trying to think up something special to say to you that has not already been said a million times before. Please know that your hearts go out to you and that you are in our thoughts and prayers. I must admit last night after reading what you have been going throug I went upstairs and gave my sleeping child an extra special hung and kiss good night. I wish we could be there in person to comfort each and every one of you. May God give you the courage and strenght that you need at this time. Bless you all and Happy Birthday Marissa! Ann, Bill and Lucy Huffman Ann Huffman <chelsea10@msn.com> Issaquah, WA USA - Wednesday, September 17, 2003 0:34 AM CDT Dear Marissa, Happy Birthday Sweetheart!! We are praying for you always. Kim,I am grateful for the EWTN segment you watched. God works in wonderful ways, especially thru the Mother Angelica's wonderful station!!!! Joseph prays for Marisssa daily, he is only 27 months but he sends up some pretty good prayers!! Mary Therese and Joseph <jmtjluedke@msn.com> Minneapolis, MN - Tuesday, September 16, 2003 11:39 PM CDT Sweetheart happy 8th birthday! You are so brave for such a beautiful young lady. I pray everyday for God to heal you and easy your pain. God bless you and your family. Jim Dolan Phoenixville, PA - Tuesday, September 16, 2003 9:56 PM CDT Kim and Marissa, I love opening up your site and seeing that sweet smile. You are so beautiful. Kim, just take it one second at a time if that's what you have to do. I get asking g-d for signs that if he was going to take Julia then do it right away and if not then make her better right away and I never saw any signs until the very end. My prayers were answered and in the day I see Julia in the butterflies and at night I see her in the stars. Marissa remember that Julia is watching over you sweetie. Judy mom of angel Julia www.caringbridge.org/pa/julialevy Judy Levy <levyjudy4@comcast.net> Pittsburgh, PA - Tuesday, September 16, 2003 9:01 PM CDT May God Bless you and as Jeremiah 29:11 promises, I pray that His plans for you prosper. You are in good hands. Stephani Gatlin <stephgatlin@aol.com> Satsuma, AL USA - Tuesday, September 16, 2003 8:49 PM CDT Happy Birthday Marissa! We hope that you have a very special birthday celebration tonight with your family. We pray for you "without ceasing" and hope that through all the prayers that are lifted up from around the world on behalf of you and your family that you can feel the love that surrounds you all. In His Love, Jennifer & Lily <jennjb@earthlink.net> Indianapolis, IN USA - Tuesday, September 16, 2003 5:56 PM CDT Happy Birthday Marissa, We love you and are praying for you! Do not lose faith or hope. Much Love and big hugs and kisses, Marci and Karina Marci and Karina Hurtado <marci.lh@verizon.net or www.caringbridge.org/md/karinahurtado> Laurel, MD - Tuesday, September 16, 2003 5:33 PM CDT Happy birthday, Marissa, honey! We're SO glad that you were born eight years ago, so glad that God gave you a second family to love you and cherish you, to comfort you and nurture you and just plain enjoy you, so glad that your life has touched thousands of people. We're SO glad that God gave YOU to your wonderful family, to your Mommy and Daddy, to Jade and Grace, to Alex and Justin. We're SO glad that you, bright-spirited, loving, delightful Marissa are YOU! My eight year old daughter from Hunan thinks that being 8 years old is super cool. I'll bet that you do, too! Hugs and love to you and your family on your birthday, Marissa. We celebrate YOU! Wish we could have a piece of cake with you, but we send our love and prayers. Your friends in Portland Christine and eight year old Grace Portland, OR - Tuesday, September 16, 2003 5:17 PM CDT Dear Marissa, This is me, Arabella, writing. My mom is typing. I can type a little but it comes out a mess and I wanted this to look nice. All I wanted to say is that I am wishing you a wonderful birthday celebration tonight and send you and your family love and happy wishes. My mom told me all about your cake and it sounds beautiful. I am not sure how to write this in pinyin because I write in Chinese only in character because that is how my teacher teaches me, but here goes: Shang er! (happy birthday) Wo ai ni, xiao Guo Miao. Arabella (Mao Yue) who will be 8 in November Arabella Eliza Frances Uhry New York, NY USA - Tuesday, September 16, 2003 5:16 PM CDT HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARISSA!!!!!!! LOVE THE MCELLENS OUR PRAYERS ARE WITH ALL OF YOU Emily and Kim McEllen <pkremcellen@grics.net> Galesburg, Il USA - Tuesday, September 16, 2003 4:12 PM CDT Dear Kim, Steve, Justin, Alex, Gracie and specially the birthday girl, Marissa Faith, Your entire family has had such an incredible burden to bear the last 9 months or so; God has heard your hearts cry out for guidance and support and has allowed you to keep Marissa in your loving arms. We all have to deal with a loss in our own way. I think God wants to be sure you are ready to let Him have Marissa in His heavenly home - she has brightened your lives and the lives of those around you for 8 years now. What a gift you were given by God and now He is calling for His gift to come back to His home. God wants everything good in this world in His home - so of course that would include your Marissa. We love you all and continue to keep you in our prayers. Blessings, Elaine Elaine Bryan <edbryan@cjnetworks.com > Topeka, KS USA - Tuesday, September 16, 2003 2:38 PM CDT Our thoughts and prayers are with the beautiful Marissa and all of you, Muriel, Rich and your DianBai sister, Mei-Mei Arms, Southboro, Mass. Muriel Fraker Arms <frakerm@ummhc.org> Southboro, MA USA - Tuesday, September 16, 2003 2:16 PM CDT Kim, You are the most beautiful person I have ever met. I can just see God smiling and beaming with pride as you put your hope and faith in Him and continue to hang on to Him. I know the pain is unbearable but He has equipped you to endure. Some day we will know the answers. I don't know if you have read the poem I wrote for you and Marissa but now I know why God gave it to me....you truly are a real angel here on earth. ((((((((hugsssssssss you tight))))))) Barbie Topeka, - Tuesday, September 16, 2003 2:16 PM CDT Dearest Kim, How wonderful your last journal entry is. You WILL have the faith and hope to weather the terrible illness of darling Marissa. I remember so well about 7 years ago when we exchanged pictures of our precious Dian Bai girls. I know you are in total shock about how things are going with your beautiful girl. Know that you and your family are being prayed for and that someday you will be able to celebrate Marissa. It may never be without tears but I wish for you that it will be with peace in your hearts. Also hold in your hearts the fact that this little girl has been loved very well with her family surrounding her. You and Steve and your children have been the very best thing to happen to her. It all seems to boil down to being loved and cherished and Marissa is truly loved. Happy Birthday, little girl. Kathy, Bruce, Lydia and Mary Kate Douglas - Tuesday, September 16, 2003 1:34 PM CDT Happy Birthday Marissa,from your Aunt Beth. Everyone here wants to let your whole family know, That we all are with each of you in our hearts & prayers.I hope your day is good! Love, Beth Beth Feldman <bethfeldman@mailstation.com > topeka, ks shawnee - Tuesday, September 16, 2003 1:31 PM CDT I will continue to pray for you all and especially that the fevers never come back. love, Jeannie aka Mikaeliemom jeanine Odom <jeaninehyde@cox,net> Tempe, Az USA - Tuesday, September 16, 2003 11:46 AM CDT Dearest Marissa, A picture of your beautiful face has been on our computer screen for quite a while. So we think of you and your family every day. Even though we haven't met you in person, your life has blessed us in many ways, and we will never be the same for it. We are wishing you a happy 8th birthday this week, and wishing you treasured moments with your family and everyone you love. Sincerely, Lori, mom to Eliza, also from DianBai <gotchaej@yahoo.com> Fresno, CA USA - Tuesday, September 16, 2003 11:37 AM CDT I have been praying for your family. Your strength amazes me. Kathryn Fitch-White Topeka, - Tuesday, September 16, 2003 11:02 AM CDT Kim, I continue to pray for Marissa and your family every day. I think of you all constantly. Amazingly, while you are going through your own suffering you bring words of comfort to others. Thank you. Love,Tess ('Angel' Nolan's Aunt) Tess Baker <tess.maucier@citigroup.com> Fresno/SF, CA - Tuesday, September 16, 2003 10:50 AM CDT Kim, I can't even find anything to say. If it hurts and affects ME this much, how must YOU and YOUR FAMILY feel? I can't even imagine it. Yesterday was Rebekah's 5th gotcha day and it is because of Marissa that Rebekah is even here. And Rebekah is just ONE of who knows how many Chinese girls that have been brought home just because of Marissa. How can this be happening??? God where are You????? WHY? I am so MAD at Him Kim but yet He keeps telling me it's okay to be mad. He got angry a lot too when He was on earth. I agree, there just CANT be any good reason for this but God's love is perfect and some how, He is in this and He will get you through it. I wish I had the right words to say but I just can't seem to find any after reading your words of pain. So many people are hurting with you. Marissa has created such a HUGE/FANTASTIC legacy in her 8 years of life. We love you guys. Barbie KS - Tuesday, September 16, 2003 9:57 AM CDT You are so right, there is never a reason for a child or parent to have to go through this. I also don't believe anyone loses a battle to cancer. I think they beat it either way, just in different ways. I learned of Marissa some time back and feel bad that I have not been around lately to check on your sweet daughter. Marissa was a gift to you as you became her parents. What a lovely daughter and she sounds like just a joy to have around. I am so sorry she is going through all of this and my heart is with you and your family also. We are Katia's parents and she has relapsed with her Leukemia AML. I understand what you mean about Marissa being your world! It just breaks my heart to hear of so much cancer and I just want a cure to come along. Please know your family is in our prayers and we pray for Marissa's comfort and that she can feel your awesome love holding her and comforting her. Love, Tracy ~~Katia's Site~~ Tracy and Katia - Tuesday, September 16, 2003 9:11 AM CDT Dearest Kim, Steve & family, My heart is breaking for each and every one of you and especially for precious Marissa...I just want you all to know that I have always prayed my hardest for your little girl and I will continue to do so...I know she is fighting her hardest and that she is getting tired...besides praying for her complete healing, I am also praying for peace and comfort to be with her. I can't imagine what you must all be feeling, but I want you to know that I understand your pain as I too, had to watch my mom suffer from cancer. I pray that God be with all of you every step of the way, in your darkest moments. Stay strong and hang in there... ~*Girlie's Page*~ ~*Janice's Page*~ Love always, XOXOXOXO Janice Melbourne, Australia - Tuesday, September 16, 2003 8:57 AM CDT *Marissa & Family* I just learned of Marissa's CaringBridge page. Please know you and your entire family are AlWAYS in my thoughts and prayers. I'll be checking in on all of you later on today. Sending lots and lots of hugs your way!!! Shannon -- http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/samanthatherese/ <humphity319@aol.com> Haverhill, MA <3 Samantha's Mommy <3 - Tuesday, September 16, 2003 8:11 AM CDT Marissa and Family ~ My thoughts and prayers are with you all. Even through the hardest parts of Marissa's struggle, when you have and do feel all alone, God is right there by your side, holding you up, weeping with you. Please hold strong to your faith ~ don't give Satan the satisfaction he is looking for!! God never intended death in His original, perfect plan, and although there is no reason for Marissa's suffering, remember that God loves you and is with you. I will pray with you for an earthly miracle, for healing. If our prayers aren't answered the way we hope, just keep holding on to faith and remember that God really IS a good God. With His Love, Becky Paw Paw, MI USA - Tuesday, September 16, 2003 7:34 AM CDT My heart breaks for all of you as I read your last journal entry. I am praying that Marissa will not have to suffer anymore, but at the same time I am asking God to give her an earthly healing if it be His will. I still believe that a miracle is possible. Even though you are struggling with your faith and cannot understand this, I pray that somewhere in this painful situation God's love for you will shine through. I also do not understand why so many children continue to suffer and lose this battle here on earth. Hold your precious daughter and continue to tell her how special she is and how much you love her and somehow may God's strength and peace sustain you. Debbie Nagy St. Louis, MO - Tuesday, September 16, 2003 0:46 AM CDT Marissa and family, Our thoughts are with you, hoping with all our hearts for your miracle. Love, Brittany & Lindsay, 4.5 years old, a. 2/00, Guangdong Province Now calling Portland, Oregon home Brittany <bandrus@hevanet.com> Portland, OR USA - Monday, September 15, 2003 11:02 PM CDT Kim, Steve, and Family, God Bless you all, we pray every day for all of you, Kim I miss you and my heart is broken, I stood next you when you got Marissa, I feel like I got her too, be strong. Caryl Dazer caryl dazer <pete@dazerdesign.com> plymouth, mi usa - Monday, September 15, 2003 8:35 PM CDT I am so sorry for all that you are enduring and Marissa's suffering. I am a Pediatric Nurse and have had to watch many families going through what you are going through. There are no answers and I will never understand God's reasonings for why children have to suffer like this. My thoughts and prayers are with you. In my experience a child seems to know when it is time to let go! At least you have this time to say good bye and share your feelings with each other, even though it seems so very unjust it will bring peace to Marissa. Please know that the adoption community is with you and your family and especially Marissa. Remeber she is a very special child that was meant to touch your lives for whatever time period and You were destined to meet her, love her and bring her home. she had love and happiness in your home and family. Pat Gispert (DTC 12/13/02) <pagmsn@comcast.net> Philadelphia, PA - Monday, September 15, 2003 8:28 PM CDT I will be fasting and praying for Marissa. James Rohrbaugh <JRohrbaugh77@netscape.net> York, PA USA - Monday, September 15, 2003 6:53 PM CDT Please know that you are in our thoughts and prayers and that we love you and miss you. Do not lose faith. As other parents constantly remind me we have to live by faith, not by fear. Marci Hurtado <marci.lh@verizon.net or www.caringbridge.org/md/karinahurtado> Laurel, MD - Monday, September 15, 2003 6:24 PM CDT I just stopped in to check on Little Marissa and your family. You are in my heart and prayers. I will check back in later. God fill you with peace and comfort at this time. I agree with one of the other guest book entries. Celebrate her Birthday asap so you wont have to worry about not having it on Friday,, Have her another one, Kids love all the gifts! God Bless you all Donna OH - Monday, September 15, 2003 5:01 PM CDT Just know that Laurie and I and our family keep you in our thoughts and Prayers. James E. Sheppard <shepparj@squared.com> DeWitt, IA 52742 - Monday, September 15, 2003 4:01 PM CDT Marrissa and family, You are in my thoughts and prayers. May G-D grant you the miracle we all pray for. Julia's Uncle Jeff <Phishplugger@comcast.net> Freedom, PA - Monday, September 15, 2003 3:21 PM CDT You are in my thoughts and prayers today ~  Jean - Quilts of Love <jean@quiltsoflove.com> Tucson, - Monday, September 15, 2003 3:19 PM CDT Hi everyone, You are in our thoughts and prayers. We will be praying for you. Tell Marissa that we all love her. Kim and Emily McEllen Emily and Kim McEllen <pkremcellen@grics.net> Galesburg, Il USA - Monday, September 15, 2003 2:44 PM CDT Prayers to you, your family and your precious child. I know first hand those anger feelings among the numerous others you will feel. A little advice from a Mom that waited to long to Celebrate Christmas.... Have Marissa's Birthday Celebration tomorrow.... Do not wait till Friday...... Prayers and Hugs Deneen Mom to Tiffanie Forever www.caringbridge.org/page/tiffanie Deneen Gethouas <dgethouas@state.pa.us> Enola, PA USA - Monday, September 15, 2003 2:40 PM CDT Dear Kim, I have worked in palliative care and am aware of the emptiness and uselessness of words during times like these. But prayers are mighty and powerful and I have been praying for Marissa and for you and your family and I will continue to do so. You are in the hearts and minds of so many. You have not been abandoned - there will be an answer. Angela St. Albert, AB Canada - Monday, September 15, 2003 2:16 PM CDT My prayers continue as I visit today - please know that all the QOL angels are praying too.  Angel Toto Lyons, KS USA - Monday, September 15, 2003 12:25 AM CDT Words cannot say enough. You are in my prayers every day. I am one of the cooks that have been by your house. Lord Jesus, be with this family. Kim Jones <kimjaydan@aol.com> Newton, KS - Monday, September 15, 2003 11:48 AM CDT What a heart-breaking journal entry...I can only pray that putting the words down somehow helped ease the burden in your heart. I am in Debbie Searcy's Sunday School class, and she has lifted up Marissa to our class so often. I haven't written before, but we have a 24-hour a day prayer vigil going at our church, and my time is between 6 and 7 pm daily. I pray for strength and comfort and peace for all of you each day during that time. So you and your precious daughter are being lifted up to God constantly. Though we struggle with our total lack of understanding, what we DO understand is that we are here on this earth to help minister to others in God's name. I continue to pray for you and hope that in some small way, it helps you to know that others who will never meet you or Marissa, care enough to pray for you. Please try to remember to take care of yourselves during this most difficult time. Your strength and spirit are an inspiration to anyone who has visited your page. May God grant you the unimaginable strength you need during these days. Sue DeLary Huntsville, AL - Monday, September 15, 2003 11:31 AM CDT To your family, I cannot know or understand what you are all going through. I do know that many of us with Children from China have tremendous empathy for Marissa and her illness and only wish that there was something other than a pray that we can send your way. Hopefully, our prayerswill be felt and will ease your burden in some very small way. Deborah Weatherbee <deborah.weatherbee@fds.com> Brooklyn, NY USA - Monday, September 15, 2003 11:15 AM CDT Dear Kim, I wish I had the words that would make all of this make sense but the fact is it does not make sense and never will. I see families everyday struggle with the why's. God does have a plan and we can only hope to one day know what that plan is. Marissa will continue to be in my thoughts and prayers. Sherri Sherri Bushong Maxey <sherri@rmhmemphis.org> Memphis, TN USA - Monday, September 15, 2003 9:42 AM CDT Dear Kim, As I read your past entry, my heart is breaking. You and your family have been so strong for so long. You are right, no parent or child should have to go through what you and your family are going through right now ... I wish that I could take your pain from you. I wish that I could be with you right now ... I wish that I understood this terrible tragedy that has happened ... know that I admire your strength, your courage, and your faith in God, because without Him we are nothing. My family and I send you our love and prayers. Love, The Bruggemans Kevin, Nancy, and Emma Nancy Bruggeman Middletown, Ohio - Monday, September 15, 2003 9:05 AM CDT Kim, I've followed your journal entries, and the latest one breaks my heart. As a mom, I can't begin to fathom the pain you are experiencing now and I won't pretend to be able to do so. But as a parent and one who believes in a loving God, I have to believe that God's heart is breaking with yours for the pain you're experiencing as you watch Marissa's suffering. I know that no matter how angry or alone you feel, He's with you and will be with you in the days and weeks to come, just as He's been there during the last hard months, even when you might not have been able to sense His presence. And while Marissa's suffering is unspeakably cruel and unfair, know that your devotion to her and your continued hope have inspired countless others and have taught us all much about compassion and faith. You have been in our prayers during the past months and remain there. May the love that surrounds you and your family give you the strength you need to get through the coming days. Kathy Bradley (mom to David, who's prayed for Marissa daily, and to daughter Liana, adopted from China last year) <kbradley@virginia.edu> Charlottesville, VA USA - Monday, September 15, 2003 8:58 AM CDT Marissa and family..I just wanted to stop by and let you know you all are in our thoughts and prayers!! Leaving you with Lots and Lots of Love, Prayers and Snuggles!  Angel Moo WV - Monday, September 15, 2003 8:07 AM CDT I wish I had beautiful words to give, something to give you peace, something to help you during this horrid time, I can say we lost a beloved niece to luekemia two years ago. Only the undying love of our Heavenly Father has helped us come to terms with our lose. It take such time to accept this. I have prayed for Marrisa, she has touched my heart deeply since we have three daughters from China as well and i waited what seemed a life time for them. They too are blessings beyond human comprehension to me. I also say why in these days of huge breakthroughs in medicine why are there not cures for cancer, aids and other life threatening illnesses. My heart goes out to all of you, I still will have Marrisa and you in our (my daughters and I pray daily together) prayers. God be with you in these days of trial, put his arms around and hold you very close as you walk this path of the unknown. Touch little Marrisa and give her peace and strength. Debbie Debbie Jones <debjones@starband.net> - Monday, September 15, 2003 7:20 AM CDT Kim and Marissa, I can understand your words 100%. It really really sucks!! It is not fair for innocent sweet children to have to endure such a horrible thing as our children had/have to. I'll never understand the reasoning for what has happened. Never in a million years would I have believed that I would have to bury a child, especially one that was only 5 1/2. You're right, life is not fair and my faith isn't as strong as it once was. Kim, what has kept me going now that Julia has died is the fact that the suffering has ended. I am so at peace knowing my baby doesn't have to suffer anymore. I also truly believe that she is watching over me, her dad, her baby brother, and her big sister and big brother and everyone else whose life she touched. There is a connection here and I believe she is watching over sweet Marissa as well. All I can say is hold onto your precious baby as long as you can and then hold on to her spirit after that. Julia will forever be in heart. It is not easy but the suffering has ended and I am glad. Judy www.caringbridge.org/pa/julialevy Judy Levy <levyjudy4@comcast.net> Pittsburgh, PA - Monday, September 15, 2003 6:49 AM CDT I was so saddened to learn that Marissa has to go through so much. My thoughts, prayers, & love are with your family.  Angel Chilady - Monday, September 15, 2003 6:22 AM CDT our prayers are with you and your family..I'm incredibly saddened to read your latest update on Marissa..As parents of a precious 3yr. old from China, our hearts truly break for you....we pray for your family to be as strong as you can, and for a miracle for Marissa. Kristin, Brian and Catie Van Weele <Catiesmom@hotmail.com> Novato, CA - Monday, September 15, 2003 1:01 AM CDT I have read your entry probably 25 times and tried so hard to find a way to say what is in my heart. I struggle so with the concept of a loving God. What is loving about allowing an innocent child and family to go through horrible suffering. All I can say is that I hope that after I die I will know some of the answers. I'm praying for you guys. Lorrie <lorriewatson@hotmail.com> Columbia, SC USA - Sunday, September 14, 2003 10:58 PM CDT Dear Kim and family, I continue to pray for good health and painfree days/nights. I am so sorry you all are going through this, I know how hard it is. I hope for the very best, whatever that may be. You are constantly in my thoughts and prayers. Love, Tess ('Angel' Nolan's Aunt Tess Baker <itbi2@att.net> Fresno/SF, CA - Sunday, September 14, 2003 10:50 PM CDT Dear Kim and Steve and children . . . there are no words that are adequate. We weep with those who weep. I can't begin to grasp the magnitude of the grief and pain and anger you feel, but I have a glimpse, and I pray with you. Hugs and prayers and love from Oregon, Your friends in Oregon Christine Portland, - Sunday, September 14, 2003 10:47 PM CDT So very sorry to read about Marissa. I wish there were something to say that would be of comfort to your family. Please know you are in my thoughts and prayers. "Tears at times have all the weight of speech." Ovid Michelle Charlottesville, VA 22901 - Sunday, September 14, 2003 10:33 PM CDT Marissa, Kim & Steve, The love and the faith of the people who surround you and hold you in their hearts and prayers is phenomenal! I am one of those and will continue to do so. God knows what you need right now and will provide it to you each moment of each day. Continue to have faith. You are all His beloved children and He will take care of you! Julie <julie@tipmuskegon.com> Muskegon, MI - Sunday, September 14, 2003 10:28 PM CDT Dearest Family, My thoughts and prayers are with you and precious Marissa. I pray that she will suffer no more. I wish I could send you more than just my thoughts and prayers and give you a miracle. You write so touchingly and amazingly about your beloved little girl. Thank you so much! Much love, Marjie Williams Marjie Williams <Marjieloutoo@yahoo.com> Arlington, TX USA - Sunday, September 14, 2003 10:18 PM CDT My heart is aching for you. We also lost a child to a brain tumor. He was 3 1/2 and died last thanksgiving. It is so hard to watch a child suffer. I do not understand why God answers our prayers and sends us these beautiful children and then takes them back. Your whole family is in our prayers. Laura <kw63958@alltel.net> ne - Sunday, September 14, 2003 9:55 PM CDT I am a close friend of Judy's, and my heart is still broken for her. I am so sorry to read your entry. I know this is an impossible time for you. I am praying for you, and thinking of you always. I continue to pray for your strength and Marissa's miracle. Mary Kitchen <zackysmom@city-net.com> Pittsburgh, - Sunday, September 14, 2003 9:21 PM CDT Kim, My thoughts and prayers are with all of you. You are correct no child should have to suffer like this. I have no answers. I pray the good Lord will give you a miracle and a cure for this terrible illness. May the Lord Bless you and hold you at this most difficult time. Love & Hugs, Linda PA - Sunday, September 14, 2003 8:44 PM CDT My thoughts and prayers are with all of your family. I have been praying for Marissa for several months and feel like I know you. I have 2 beautiful daughters from China and cannot imagine the pain you must be going through. May God Bless, Comfort, and Strengthen all of you. May you feel the love of His arms as they surround each of you. Debbie Searcy <psearcy@mindspring.com> Huntsville, AL - Sunday, September 14, 2003 8:31 PM CDT My son's, Matthew, birthday is also this Friday. He, too, has a brain tumor and will be turning 10. I will be keeping sweet Marissa close in my thoughts and prayers. God bless, Andrea and family www.matthewsmiles.org Andrea Passarella <andrea@passarella.com> NJ - Sunday, September 14, 2003 7:43 PM CDT How my heart aches for you Judy and your family. I can not give you the answers you seek, only God can. I am praying so hard for your family for comfort and faith. Its understandable to have all the feelings you have. God will not leave you. Marissa is a god send and cherish all the time you have with her and all the wonderful memories before this terrible cancer beast took hold. . I pray God comforts her and your entire family.God Bless you. I will be checking on sweet marissa and your family tomorrow. Lifting marissa and your family up to the lord! Donna OH - Sunday, September 14, 2003 7:32 PM CDT Kim, Steve , And family! i check marissas page daily hoping for an update and 1 of good news! It has been an emotional month Starting with Nolans death . that is how i found the other websites, then Julia, and now today zack it is awful and so unfair! your not alone , God knows your pain He allowed his only son to die for all of us! And watched him suffer. You gave marissa a life she NEVER would of had if it wasnt for you. All kids are a loan until GOd calls them Back, everyday we have our children is a gift! I do not understand why innocent children have to die or suffer . Its unthinkable. ANd i would be very angry . But know God is hurting along with you! He doesnt want marissa to suffer. But if God fixed and cured every bad thing we would be living in heaven and earth isnt like that . Thats how i was made to understand why these horrible things happen, Just know people love and are holding you and marissa up in Prayer! I pray she is healed and no more suffering! and for peace for your weary heart! Kim - Sunday, September 14, 2003 7:17 PM CDT I just read your 9-13 post and I'm sitting here with tears running down my face. Why do the good--Marissa--suffer? Why doesn't God answer prayers? You're right, there is no reason--no answer to the questions of why. Life is cruel, there is no justice. In the darkness of this hour, when your faith is low, lean on the faith of others--borrow theirs; that's what the Body is for. As you walk through the Valley of the Shadow of Death & God seems to have abandoned you, please know that many are praying that God will be with you & Marissa, & will hold you in His arms, until you reach the other side & can see His face again. Cindy Swanson-Choo <swanson.choo@aya.yale.edu> Lafayette, CA USA - Sunday, September 14, 2003 6:09 PM CDT Your update was the saddest thing I think I have ever read. I don't even know what to say and nothing I could possibly say would really be in any way adequate or even comforting at this time. If wishes were horses, then beggars would ride and I am the ultimate beggar right now. But I will say this: I have to believe that Marissa's destiny (which began exactly like my daughter Arabella's who was also abandoned on a streetcorner in China when she was one day old) is so much more than her illness: it is to know what love is and you have obviously provided her with that times a million. A trillion. Amanda Amanda Uhry <auhry@nyc.rr.com> New York, NY USA - Sunday, September 14, 2003 5:35 PM CDT Dearest Kim, Steve, Justin,Alex, Marissa, Jade, and Grace: I am in agony reading the latest update. No parent should have to suffer like this, nor any sibling nor any child endure the suffering that is all bearing down on you as a family. I have no words, only love to send. Your pain seems unbearable. I reach out in love and sorrow. Why can we not all begin eternity now? How we long for 'no more crying, no more pain, no more suffering...' Stacy Rues <SKFITCH@aol.com> Topeka, KS USA - Sunday, September 14, 2003 5:24 PM CDT  Much love!!! ~Angel~Sheri - Sunday, September 14, 2003 4:57 PM CDT I'm so sorry you have to deal with Marissa's health problems. I wish no child had to suffer as she is. Prayers that God blesses you and Marissa with the miracle of healing. Susanna Harter Huntington Beach, CA USA - Sunday, September 14, 2003 4:46 PM CDT I had been hoping and watching to see another journal update, but not the difficult one you had to write. I was so sorry to hear of Marissa's worsening condition. Please know you are all in my prayers. I cannot imagine, am afraid to imagine, going through what you have been through. But I thank God for the strength and the faith He has given you, and pray that He will continue hold you close and to help you bear this terrible hurt. This is not the way God created our world to be, but nor is it the way it will be in His eternity. If a miracle of healing is not to be for your precious Marissa, I pray that you will find true and lasting comfort in the nearness of His coming. You have been an inspiration to so many. With love & prayers, Kathi Boise, ID USA - Sunday, September 14, 2003 4:45 PM CDT May God bless and comfort you all at this time, with His peace that passes all understanding. You will be in my prayers. In Christian Love Susan Williams <sswill98@cddn.com> Union City, Tn USA - Sunday, September 14, 2003 3:21 PM CDT I am so very, very sorry for the pain your precious Marissa is going through, and for the intense agony all of you who love her are suffering with. My heart breaks for all of you and the pain you are enduring. I will be thinking and praying for all of you. Mary Jane Mom to Amy (bio,17) and Sarah (age 6, adopted from China) Mary Jane Wetmore <maryjanewetmore@cox.net> Fredericksburg, VA USA - Sunday, September 14, 2003 3:13 PM CDT Every few days I have been returning to Marissa's pages, hoping that a miracle has ocurred. Your faith, even in the darkest days, has inspired me. I am praying for Marissa and for you, her family. There is nothing I can say to bring you comfort, so I won't even try, just to let you know that I, like many others, are with you in spirit all over the country and around the world. I am mom to two girls from China, my oldest is 6, and when I look at her, I know Marissa's story could be her story, or any of our children's stories. Peace be unto your family. JoAnn Stringer <jstringer@austin.rr.com> Austin, TX USA - Sunday, September 14, 2003 2:48 PM CDT I am so sorry for all the pain and suffering your family is going through and especially Marissa's physical pain. Our thoughts are with you. Julie Gaglione <thegagliones@comcast.net> Nashville, TN - Sunday, September 14, 2003 2:22 PM CDT I wish there were magical words to say that would just make this horrible thing go away but we all know that isn't the way it is. I do not understand the need for such a thing as cancer, it is horrifying, devasting and just plaing evil. My prayers are with you as Marissa goes through this. I hold her up to Our Lord Jesus Christ in prayer. I ask for complete healing and a easing of her pain, I ask this in his name. Amen.  Love Angel Toto - Sunday, September 14, 2003 2:21 PM CDT I hope everyone knows about the benefit for Melissas family in Newton. Its this coming Saturday. About ll:00 to 4:00. Food, music, auction. I think Kim wrote about it in her journal. We are planning to go and hope to see a huge crowd! Perhaps this is a good time to tell friends and have this be a large gathering for the family and for ourselves. May God be Merciful and Bless us. Don, Patty, Elizabeth Mei Liu Lane <pdelane@networksplus.net> Topeka, - Sunday, September 14, 2003 1:23 PM CDT Kim, Steve and family, All that you are feeling just leaps off the page and strikes such a chord with so many. Your pain, your love, your anger, your fears, your faith... We are still here, still praying, still believing. May peace cup your hearts and hold them very gently. Love, Julie- Maddie's mom Julie Dornisch Mpls, Mn - Sunday, September 14, 2003 12:58 AM CDT Oh, honey-- It is a sign of great faith to be able to be angry at God. Our God is big enough to hold your anger! And remember that God is suffering right along with you--even while he knows the beauty and the peace of the Kingdom that is his will for all his children. We live by each others' prayers, it is true. Know that you are being held up by so many, many people-- in His love, Mindy Mindy Heppe <mheppe @ losch.net> Shenandoah, PA USA - Sunday, September 14, 2003 12:44 AM CDT My thoughts and prayers and with you now and always. No child should have to suffer. My cousin was diagnosed with leukemia at age 5, and I remember the pain she went through. Marissa- God loves you and he will take care of you always! Keep the faith! Jessica Jessica <thepointeinlife@yahoo.com> Poughkeepsie, NY USA - Sunday, September 14, 2003 12:00 AM CDT Dearest Marissa and Family, There are no words - you are absolutely right - I can't think of any reason why Marissa and all of you have to go through this - it's just heartbreaking. I just want you to know that we are all praying so hard for her - and for you. ~Hugs~ Jean  Jean - Quilts of Love <jean@quiltsoflove.com> - Sunday, September 14, 2003 11:47 AM CDT Marissa, You and your precious family are in my thoughts and heart. Please take care of yourselves and each other as best you can during this very difficult time. I wish I would take some of your pain as my own. becky smerdon - Sunday, September 14, 2003 11:46 AM CDT You are so right, NO child or family should have to go through any of this!!! Your journal was so heartfelt and you don't deserve the pain all of you have to experience. There is no reason for any of it and it's so hard to accept. I pray for your peace today and for God to put people in your life to get you through this and to give you all the strength to deal with this horrible illness. Kellie Beresh - Jacob's mom - www.caringbridge.org/ne/jakieboy Omaha, Nebraska - Sunday, September 14, 2003 11:41 AM CDT Dear Marissa Faith and Family, This is our second time to sign your guestbook to let you know that we are praying for you. We pray for strength and healing. After reading your letter this morning, my heart is heavy for your family. I am praying for you all. God Bless, Karen R Alexandria, LA USA - Sunday, September 14, 2003 11:36 AM CDT Hello Marissa ~ I wanted to stop by and leave a note and card to let you know that I am praying real hard for you. You are in the thoughts and prayers!  Vicky ~ Quilts of Love <vicky@vlngraphics.com> Gilbert, AZ - Sunday, September 14, 2003 10:27 AM CDT Dear Jesus.. Hi, it's me again...Kody's Mom. This morning I am asking...no, I am begging you to hear Marissa's Mommy's prayers. See her tears, feel her heart breaking. Please...give Sweet Marissa the miracle she so desperately needs. Only you can do this..only you can make things good again. Amen....  ~KODYS STORY~ - Sunday, September 14, 2003 9:56 AM CDT I will be praying for your family and Marissa that God be with you. What a special little girl she is. God Bless you.I always find comfort in knowing God will never put anything on us that we can't bear, but at times like these it must be hard trusting in that. Just know we are all praying for your Marissa. Kathy Lowe <teamlowe@yahoo.com> Crocker, Mo. USA - Sunday, September 14, 2003 9:51 AM CDT I have walked in your shoes and I know your pain, hope and fear. I know what it's like to hold onto hope when there is no hope left yet it is the only thing we have left. I pray for strength for you and your family. You are doing an awesome job caring for your precious little girl, it is so important for her to feel your love right now. God Bless you. http://www.caringbridge.com/wa/arielmarinkovich/ Holly WA - Sunday, September 14, 2003 8:25 AM CDT My thoughts and prayers are with you. Can I share with you that no matter how deep and dark the valley you are walking through - our Lord will not leave you and will go through it with you even when you are beyond feeling His presence. A lesson I have learnt through painful experience God bless you all Deborah Naracoorte, SA Australia - Sunday, September 14, 2003 7:34 AM CDT My dear friends in Christ, I can but echo what others have said: God is strong enough to bear your anger and your anguish. After all, did He not watch his beloved Son also suffer and die? I do believe in miracles, even in this day and age. But I also think that if ALL the Believers could have a miracle during times of grave illness- well, what would we miss out on in Heaven??? We would not get to hold Jesus' hand and walk down the streets in heaven. We would never get to see the place He has prepared for us. We would not get the chance to sit at the Good Shephard's knee and learn from His own dear lips or sing in a heavenly choir. This life to me is like the old old hymn: "This world is not my home, I'm just a passin' through." Time spent here, even time in pain, will be but a millisecond when we reach the eternal joys of heaven! My very first pastor, when I was a baby Christian told me something that helped me a lot. I lived in great fear in those days that something would happen to my toddler son - some disease or accident. He told me that our children are not really our children. They are on loan from God for us to raise in His image. They are here for us to raise to love the Lord and for us to enjoy. He told me that when I was able to give Gary back to God, like Samuel's mother did, then I would find peace from my fears. It was so true. You all are in my prayers. May the peace that passes all understanding comfort you and give you rest. May Marissa be surrounded by the angels and have no fears or pain. And may God hold you all in the palm of His hands. Amen. Jeanine Odom (Mikaelies's mom Kunming 10/8/01 almost 8) <jeaninehyde@cox.net> Tempe, Az USA - Sunday, September 14, 2003 2:38 AM CDT My dear friends in Christ, I can but echo what others have said: God is strong enough to bear your anger and your anguish. After all, did He not watch his beloved Son also suffer and die? I do believe in miracles, even in this day and age. But I also think that if ALL the Believers could have a miracle during times of grave illness- well, what would we miss out on in Heaven??? We would not get to hold Jesus' hand and walk down the streets in heaven. We would never get to see the place He has prepared for us. We would not get the chance to sit at the Good Shephard's knee and learn from His own dear lips or sing in a heavenly choir. This life to me is like the old old hymn: "This world is not my home, I'm just a passin' through." Time spent here, even time in pain, will be but a millisecond when we reach the eternal joys of heaven! My very first pastor, when I was a baby Christian told me something that helped me a lot. I lived in great fear in those days that something would happen to my toddler son - some disease or accident. He told me that our children are not really our children. They are on loan from God for us to raise in His image. They are here for us to raise to love the Lord and for us to enjoy. He told me that when I was able to give Gary back to God, like Samuel's mother did, then I would find peace from my fears. It was so true. You all are in my prayers. May the peace that passes all understanding comfort you and give you rest. May Marissa be surrounded by the angels and have no fears or pain. And may God hold you all in the palm of His hands. Amen. Jeanine Odom (Mikaelies's mom Kunming 10/8/01 almost 8) <jeaninehyde@cox.net> Tempe, Az USA - Sunday, September 14, 2003 2:31 AM CDT What a precious child, what a beautiful name. My heart goes out to you and your entire family in such a difficult time. Having lost a niece, I clearly remember hearing during the sermon that God knew and understood our pain, questions and anger, even towards him. And this was ok, for the time being, as long as we didn't let this anger consume us. Believe in God and trust that his love will carry you through this devastating period in life. For some reason you gave this precious child this name and her name really says it all, for only "Faith" is what will bring you understanding. May God Bless All of You and give Marissa Faith the healing she needs. r.g. del rio, tx usa - Sunday, September 14, 2003 1:22 AM CDT My heart is literally breaking for all of you as you go through so much anguish and pain. Having lost my young adult son several years ago, I do understand your mixed feelings and many questions. I certainly do not have the answers but I can definitely attest to the fact that there is no way I could have gotten through the months of his illness and death without my God. I continue to praise Him for walking with me through the valley. I know He will do the same with you. My prayers are with each of you and I truly care and I am still praying for your miracle. Charlotte Kolls <ccharkolls@aol.com> San Angelo, TX - Saturday, September 13, 2003 11:39 PM CDT We are in deep anquish for your family and Marissa. We are STILL praying for the miracle we are all seeking for Marissa. We love you all and want you to feel the loving arms of Christ around you. As you have expressed Kim, this is such a test of your faith and so unbelievably hard to understand. Your family is a beautiful testimony during this horrible time and it's okay to question what God is doing - He can handle it. I've questioned Him many a time regarding Marissa and her situation. We lift Marissa up to the Great Healer and ask for his divine intervention and complete healing of Marissa. I just cannot fully express how much we hurt for you all. With much love . . . . Michelle Folster <bdbiff@holtonks.net> Mayetta, KS U.S.A. - Saturday, September 13, 2003 11:08 PM CDT Your words of anguish went straight to my heart as I have just recently been in your shoes...and watched my precious Nolan take his last breath here on earth. All I can say is that despite everything darling Marissa (and all of you) are going through, God IS good. I pray that your daughter will be granted healing here on earth. May the Lord comfort and bless you! Lorraine (http://nolans_hope.tripod.com) <loralof@yahoo.com> - Saturday, September 13, 2003 9:28 PM CDT Just to let you know that you are not alone in this struggle. We are joining you in prayer through out the day for God to be merciful and grant a miracle for little Marissa. God Bless all of you. Cheyenne's dad www.caringbridge.org/tx/cheyenne5 Roy Fiveash <rfiveash@wcc.net> San Angelo, Tx - Saturday, September 13, 2003 9:10 PM CDT Our family is joining with all the others for the wellness of Marissa. Don, Patty, Elizabeth Mei Liu Lane <pdelane@networksplus.net> Topeka, - Saturday, September 13, 2003 12:26 AM CDT Marissa, Stay strong sweetie. Julia is now our angel and will watch over you. Judy www.caringbridge.org/pa/julialevy Judy Levy <levyjudy4@comcast.net> Pittsburgh, PA - Saturday, September 13, 2003 9:33 AM CDT Dear Marissa, Hope you are feeling well today. Our prayers are with you always. God Loves you little one. Donna (Chey's mom) <rfiveash@wcc.net> San Angelo, - Saturday, September 13, 2003 6:46 AM CDT Hello my name is Jenna and I was born with a rare bone disease. Marissa, is really pretty, and she has been through a lot. Her story gave me inspiration and helped encourage me. She is in my prayers. Here is my site: http://www.matmice.com/home/fighterandchampion Jenna <hockeys_life@hotmail.com> Kamloops, BC Canada - Saturday, September 13, 2003 2:28 AM CDT Hi Steve, Kim, Marissa and your family...My love and so many of my prayers are pointed in your direction. My heart hurts for you and I'm having a hard time understanding why our precious Marissa must endure these trials at such a young age. She was one of our first China Dolls and will always have a special place in my heart. I love you. Know that my whole family is remembering you during this time of watching, waiting, hoping and praying. Linda Snyder <lindajsnyder@aol.com> Nashville, TN USA - Friday, September 12, 2003 10:05 PM CDT Hi Marissa, we wanted to let you know that we are praying for you and we love you very much. Hugs and kisses, Wally, Lisa, Alex & Heather Lisa Dunz <rex-nest@kc.rr.com> Shawnee, KS USA - Friday, September 12, 2003 5:12 PM CDT Our family and our friends are praying for Marissa and your family. You are a wonderful testimony to your faith in the Lord amd His will in our lives. You are greatly loved. The Taylor Family Nancy Taylor <tankerfamily@earthlink.net> Montgomery, Al USA - Friday, September 12, 2003 4:07 PM CDT Marissa, Checking in on you to let you know we are praying for and thinking of you every day! We'll keep stopping by to remind you to count us among your cheerleaders! Blessings to you, Julie, Maddie, Rich, Ashley, Charlotte and Keegan www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie Julie Dornisch Mpls., MN - Friday, September 12, 2003 3:49 PM CDT Marissa, sending you love and hugs and prayers. To all the rest of you dear Burgharts, exactly the same. I pray that you are getting some rest and refreshing. Are Marissa's temps more stable (we pray!!)? May you all sense God's presence and love surrounding you every minute. Much love, Mary Alice (and the kids) mapibclc@kansas.net <mapibclc@kansas.net> Wamego, KS 66547 - Friday, September 12, 2003 2:59 PM CDT Good Morning my sweet girl, Marissa. I am sending you many healthy thoughts this morning ... picturing you eating something and smiling with your mom. I pray to our sweet Jesus that this is the case. Darling girl, I think of you and your family many times of every day. I love you and I love your parents and your siblings. I know what you all are going through. Tess ('Angel' Nolan's Aunt) Tess Baker <tess.maucier@citigroup.com> San Francisco, CA - Friday, September 12, 2003 9:31 AM CDT Just stopped to let you know that I'll be praying for Marissa...For her healing and for your comfort through these difficult days ahead..Hugs Carolyn  Carolyn <carolynj52@ilovejesus.net> Oklahoma - Friday, September 12, 2003 0:44 AM CDT Sweet Little Marissa and family, Im praying very hard for you. You are always in my thoughts and my heart, You have touched so many lives. God Bless you and make you comfortable. I will check on you tomorrow.Sweet dreams angel Donna OH - Thursday, September 11, 2003 8:32 PM CDT Dear Marissa and Family, It is a beautiful day here in Memphis, TN. We hope you are also having a beautiful day. You're in our prayers and we are praying you'll be up and going ASP. Hope your family is good and also your favorite pets. We love our two dogs and seven cats. Have a good day. Love, Robyn and Nikki Robertson Robyn and Nikki Robertson <darrobertson@juno.com> Collierville, TN USA - Thursday, September 11, 2003 3:15 PM CDT Dear Marissa, You don't know us, but we know you and love you and we are praying for you and your family. We learned of your caringbridge site through Carol DeBacker at Asia Threads, so we will say hello from time to time. God bless you, sweetheart! Love, Jennifer & Lily Berry <jennjb@earthlink.net> Indianapolis, IN - Thursday, September 11, 2003 2:16 PM CDT Hi Marissa! We hope that you are having a good day today. We are praying for you!!! Hang in there little one! You are such a strong little girl and loved by so many people around the world!!!! As always we are sending positive thougths, LOTS OF LOVE, and prayers!!!!! Love, The Bruggeman Family Kevin, Nancy, and Emma Nancy Bruggeman <nancybruggeman@usavingsbank.com> Middletown, Ohio USA - Thursday, September 11, 2003 11:41 AM CDT I have been following Marissa's progress through the Dianbai group website, and caringbridge. My daughter is also a Dianbai baby. We will continue to pray for Marissa and your family. Gary Schaider - Thursday, September 11, 2003 9:03 AM CDT Hi Marissa, I know you're fighting as hard as you can, sweetie..I'm PRAYING for you... ~*Girlie's Page*~ ~*Janice's Page*~ Love & prayers, XOXOXOXOXO Janice Melbourne, Australia - Thursday, September 11, 2003 4:32 AM CDT I just had to stop in and give you a big QOL welcome  and I also want you to know I am praying for you sweet little one!  Love Angel Toto - Wednesday, September 10, 2003 7:46 PM CDT Dearest Marissa and family.... I am a Quilting Angel from Quilts Of Love and I wanted to come by and tell you that I and all the other Angels at QOL are holding you close in prayer. God Bless you all... Island Princess  Island Princess <islandprincess@quiltsoflove.com> - Wednesday, September 10, 2003 12:38 AM CDT Kim, Steve, Marissa & Family, Just wanted to let you know that I was by and read the latest journal entry. We are going to be praying hard with you each day for Marissa's complete healing. ~Hugs~ Jean  Jean - Quilts of Love <jean@quiltsoflove.com> Tucson, AZ - Wednesday, September 10, 2003 12:29 AM CDT Hello! I was looking through some pictures the other day, and found one of Bailey and Marissa playing at Ronald McDonald House. We hope and pray that one day Marissa will be up and playing again real soon. We think of you everyday, and wonder how things are going for you, it sounds like you really have alot on your shoulders right now. You guys take care, and we will continue the prayers for all of you. Lots of Love, Derek, Crystal, Bailey and Dalton Kistner - Tuesday, September 9, 2003 1:36 PM CDT Kim, I will also be saying additional, heart-felt prayers at 5:30pm my time for Marissa and your beautiful family. Nolan's Aunt, ~Tess Tess Baker - Tuesday, September 9, 2003 11:19 AM CDT Marissa and family. What you are going through is so hard, (and wrong), I know. I continue to pray for Marissa to feel good again and smile! God bless all of you. I love you all. Nolan's Aunt, Tess Tess Baker <tess.maucier@citigroup.com> San Francisco, CA - Tuesday, September 9, 2003 11:16 AM CDT Kim and Steve: Please know that we are thinking of you and praying for you daily. With Love, Susan and Jake Griffin Jakes Journey - Tuesday, September 9, 2003 10:13 AM CDT Kim, Steve, Marissa and family, It's great to hear that Marissa is more alert and even feeling like TRYING to smile. :) In Knowing God, J.I. Packer writes, "What matters is not that I know God, but that He knows me. I'm engraved on the palms of His hands. I'm never out of His mind. There's not a moment when His eye is off me, or His attention is distracted from me; no moment when His care falters. What momentous knowledge. What unspeakable comfort. God is constantly watching over me." Marissa and your family are engraved on the palms of His hands and we will continue to stand in prayer believing with you for our miracle. We were also wondering if you heard from St. Jude about the last MRI scan? Love you guys a bunch! The Longs <RBLong0928@juno.com> Topeka, KS - Tuesday, September 9, 2003 9:29 AM CDT We are watching and waiting with you all. We all join together in a common hug. Love to all. Patty, Don, Elizabeth Mei Liu Lane <pdelane@networksplus.net> Topeka, KS - Tuesday, September 9, 2003 9:28 AM CDT Dear Kim and Steve, My heart breaks with you as you watch your dear little one. Marissa has touched our hearts even though we've not met. I'm so sorry you all are going through this. Will certainly join you in prayer at the appointed time. My hope is in the promise that ultimately, we will all be healed from the illnesses and brokenness of this bent world. Hugs to your other four cherubs as well, and many to the two of you and Marissa. Christine, mom to a little one from China Portland, OR - Monday, September 8, 2003 11:37 PM CDT Marissa, Hello sweet angel, we were given your web-site by dear friends of ours that want continued prayer for you and your family. I have two precious girls from China and we are ALL connected by the red thread! Know that we are praying for you and will continue to do so. I will add you to many more prayer chains; the power of prayer...God Bless you! The Foor Family Canal Fulton, OH 44614 - Monday, September 8, 2003 9:16 PM CDT Hi Marissa and All, We are praying for each of you. We sure hope that you see more improvements in Marissa. We watch your website everyday. Take care and we love you all. Kim and Steve, I wish I was closer to help you. Love Kim and Emily Emily and Kim McEllen <pkremcellen@msn.com> Galesburg, Il USA - Monday, September 8, 2003 8:00 PM CDT Our family will be joining you in prayer for your sweet little Marissa. God Bless you all. Cheyenne's dad www.caringbridge.org/tx/cheyenne5 Roy Fiveash <rfiveash.wcc.net> San Angelo, Tx - Monday, September 8, 2003 7:31 PM CDT Hello Darling Marissa!!! We're glad to see that you are a little better. You are our little angel!!!! Please stay strong ... we continue to pray for you daily!!! Take care and know that you are never far from our thoughts. Love, The Bruggemans Kevin, Nancy, and Emma Nancy Bruggeman <nancybruggeman@usavingsbank.com> Middletown, Ohio USA - Monday, September 8, 2003 1:41 PM CDT Our prayers and thoughts with Maissa and all who love her. Amy Perry Fort Scott, KS 66701 - Monday, September 8, 2003 12:32 AM CDT Hello Marissa...Angel Moo here just stopping in to welcome you to our Quilts of Love family..:)So happy you decided to join us...Can't wait to see your quilt..! Leaving you with Lots of Love n Snuggles!!  Angel Moo WV - Monday, September 8, 2003 5:41 AM CDT Hi Marissa and family, I am praying that this finds you improving every single day. It has been a couple of days since I have signed your guestbook, and wanted you to know that you are still in our constant thoughts and prayers. Cheyenne's Dad www.caringbridge.org/tx/cheyenne5 Roy Fiveash <rfiveash@wcc.net> San Angelo, Tx - Sunday, September 7, 2003 10:44 PM CDT Dear Marissa, Kim and Steve and children, We are praying for you, for strength and for God's healing hand to be upon you. Reading all the love messages in your guestbook reminds me that God's love in shown in the caring ways people reach out to each other. It is evident that you are loved by many people but most important that God loves you very much. Pat and Clyde Campbell Valencia, PA USA - Sunday, September 7, 2003 9:31 PM CDT Dear Marissa, Kim, and Steve, Just checking in on updates. Glad you will be able to get help from Hospice. I know you didn't want it to come to this but it doesn't mean you are giving up. We don't know what lies in future,only God does. I pray He watches over all of you. Love, Jill Jill Paletta <Jepaletta@msn.com> Topeka, Ks. US - Sunday, September 7, 2003 5:21 PM CDT I hope the hospice appointment went well and that they will be a wonderfull help as you care for Marissa. She's quite a girl!! Our prayers are with you all and big hugs to your other children as I know this has to be so hard for them and for you, as you must feel so pulled by the needs of all your children. Wishing you some restorative sleep as well . . . Christine, mom to an eight year old from China Portland, OR - Sunday, September 7, 2003 3:14 PM CDT I was so glad to read about some improvment today! Stay strong! Maddie www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie - Saturday, September 6, 2003 6:41 PM CDT Hello Marissa! I just noticed that you don't have a Quilt of Love...Sweetie..we can't let that happen :0) Mom...please, we would be so honored to create a very specaial "virtual" quilt for a very special little girl..click on the little picture below... Love you Hunny!! Kim & Kody  ~KODYS STORY~ - Saturday, September 6, 2003 8:29 AM CDT I just want to say that I don't blame you ONE BIT for "seeing red" from that stupid and callous comment from your MD. Ask him or her what he or she would do if he or she was YOU and the answer will be very different, this I guarantee (I also own a medical pr firm and have dealt with thousands of doctors -- truly thousands. Most are pretty clinical and callous in many ways and it's often a defense more than all else). You are obviously doing a fantastic job with Marissa's recovery and you do what you think is right and do so fantastically all the time. I don't even know you but when I hear MDs make comments like that it makes my blood boil. Oh, my gracious, I stayed up all night taking Arabella's temperature when she had Cocksackie Virus which is pretty minor for goodness sakes!!!!!!! Okay that was my soapbox. We are praying for you all the time and wishing you only the best. Amanda Uhry (Arabella's mother) New York, NY - Saturday, September 6, 2003 7:21 AM CDT Keep the faith little one..(and family). Jesus has you in the palm of his hands...God Bless. Carol A. Finley <cafin@msn.com> pittsburgh, PA USA - Saturday, September 6, 2003 6:33 AM CDT Still thinking of you ALL daily. Such a circle of Love!!!!!! Patty, Don, Elizabeth Lane <pdelane@networksplus.net> Topeka, KS - Friday, September 5, 2003 7:54 PM CDT Good Morning Burkhart Family!!! I follow Marissa's website daily. I know that this is an exceptionally hard time for you right now both physically and emotionally. You are in our thoughts and prayers. Take care ... we are sending you lots of love, prayers, and positive thoughts for a full recovery!!!!! Love, The Bruggeman Family Kevin, Nancy, and Emma Nancy Bruggeman <nancybruggeman@usavingsbank.com> Middletown, Ohio USA - Friday, September 5, 2003 8:56 AM CDT Marissa, I wish you and Julia were right next to each other so we could all be helping each other out. I pray so hard for you and Julia to have complete healing and all the other kids who are suffering. It's just not fair. Hang in there beautiful girl. Judy www.caringbridge.org/pa/julialevy Judy Levy <levyjudy4@comcast.net> Pittsburgh, PA - Thursday, September 4, 2003 8:58 PM CDT Dear Burgharts, Kaylyn NEVER forgets you! Whenever breakfast, lunch or dinner comes around and its her turn to pray, she thanks God for the food and then ALWAYS says 'Peas be with mit-ta & tay-wee' (Please be with Marissa and Kailee) Everynight she prays for her as well. We never forget Marissa, but Kaylyn is always the one to remind us when it's time to pray. She says 'Can't forget pray for Marissa'. We have asked others to pray for her as well. Come to find out Kaylyn's original diagnosis might have been wrong, 2 other hospitals said that she did not have a Supratentorial Primitive Neuroectodermal. Their results came back saying that her tumor was a High Grade (Grade 3) Supratentorial Anaplastic Ependymoma. Treatments are the same for both, but doctors now want to do radiation. It's a hard decision but it's looking like we'll be going through with it. Treatments might not be quite done after all. Anyway, we're praying furvently for Marissa Faith! We're keeping the Faith, Jesus loves you all so very much! http://www.caringbridge.org/sc/kaylynmei/ Tim, Pat, Erin, Kaylyn Mei <pswacker@netscape.net> Columbia, SC USA - Thursday, September 4, 2003 8:31 PM CDT Dear Marissa and family, So sorry to hear about the continued fevers and the terrible seizure. How frightening that must have been for all of you. I am glad to have been able to spend the day with you on Monday but feel I was not much help. Marissa is so precious. Kim and Steve, watching you take such wonderful care of your daughter was amazing. But, I would expect nothing less from such beautiful people as the two of you. Stay strong, we keep you in our prayers always. Love, Jill and family. Jill Paletta Topeka, ks s - Thursday, September 4, 2003 1:31 PM CDT Checking in again and I am so sorry to hear about the terrible long seizure. I cant even imagine how terrible it must be to deal with this, but worse yet, how terrible it would be without knowing Jesus and His love. His grace and mercy has brought you all this far and will take you all the way. He is very pleased with you. Keep up the faith. Love you. The Long's <RBLong0928@juno.com> Topeka, - Thursday, September 4, 2003 10:52 AM CDT Dear Marissa and her family, We are as always thinking of you and praying for Marissa. I wish there was more we could do for your family from almost 2000 miles away. But you are in our thoughts constantly. Arabella (same age from neighboring Maoming) always asks to see Marissa's art on this website again and again and says how beautiful it is. Amanda+Arabella Uhry Amanda Uhry New York, NY USA - Thursday, September 4, 2003 6:19 AM CDT Dear Marissa, I'm sorry I haven't signed in lately...I've been thinking of you and praying hard for you though..I'm sorry to hear things are so hard and you keep running fevers and getting seizures...I don't know what to do but I know that I can pray for your healing and believe me I'm PRAYING!! You are such a beautiful little girl and I know you can beat this disease...I am just praying for God to hear you. Try and stay strong, sweetie..I'll check back soon.. ~*Girlie's Page*~ ~*Janice's Page*~ Love always, XOXOXOXO Janice Melbourne, Australia - Thursday, September 4, 2003 3:21 AM CDT Kim and family, I will continue to keep all of you in my prayers especially Marissa. I feel the same as you do, Julia's doctor wrote her off six weeks ago already. We certainly haven't and don't you either! I also asked G-d to take Julia because I couldn't watch her suffer anymore and that wasn't his answer right then. I am surprised about Hospice. Our doctor referred them to us. Give Marissa a kiss for me and tell her she and Julia will both get better!!! Judy www.caringbridge.org/pa/julialevy Judy Levy <levyjudy4@comcast.net> Pittsburgh, PA - Wednesday, September 3, 2003 8:47 PM CDT Have been reading and praying for you all. Father, help this sweet child. Frannie Grove City, OH - Wednesday, September 3, 2003 7:52 PM CDT Hi Marissa.. Just stopping by tonight...OK, I have to admit, probably for the 4th time today (LOL)..to check up on you. Many prayers are being sent from our home to yours..stay strong and keep fighting! Love always, your biggest cheering squad in Leesburg, Florida... Kim and Kody  ~KODYS STORY~ - Wednesday, September 3, 2003 7:06 PM CDT I'm praying for you, for God's grace and strength, and for healing, if God so desires, although of course we want healing for Marissa. Just know that you are being upheld in prayer constantly. Krystal Luaces (aunt to Hannah and Audrey, adopted from China) <kluaces@sbcglobal.net> Redding, CA - Wednesday, September 3, 2003 1:13 PM CDT Hi Marissa and family, Just want you to know that we are checking Marisssa's page daily and that we are praying for you too. We are home now. Karina finished her treatment and is excited to be home. We will continue praying for you everyday. Big hugs and kisses. Marci and Karina Hurtado <marci.lh@verizon.net or www.caringbridge.org/md/karinahurtado> Laurel, MD - Wednesday, September 3, 2003 11:34 AM CDT This morning we lift you all up to our Precious Lord Jesus, who holds all life in His hands. May you all sense His presence beside you each moment as you go through this difficult time. May He strengthen and refresh you all. Marissa is such a wonderful gift to so many people, and we know that people in Asia, Europe, Africa and North and South America are praying for her. It is a privilege to join our prayers with so many believers. Kim, Steve, and Connie, may you find strength like eagles wings to meet all the challenges of your lives right now. You give so much to so many. Justin, Alex, Grace and Jade--all of us, especially the kids, can only imagine how hard it is to see your sister sick and your parents tired. You all have such loving hearts in different personalities. We know you will find ways to share that love with one another. Marissa, may God's healing love surround you and His power be seen in your life. We KNOW thatwe have a God who works all things for good for those who love Him and live according to His purposes. So we, as believers, can have faith that nothing comes to us that has not passed through His hands. May we all give Him glory as His plan is revealed to our human understanding. Much love, The Phillips Family: Ed, Mary Alice, Susie, Jane, Anne and Daniel Mary Alice Phillips and Family <mapibclc@kansas.net> Wamego, KS USA - Wednesday, September 3, 2003 9:51 AM CDT Isn't our God great! Just when we get so down that up isn't in site He reveals himself and brings words of strength, encouragement and hope. I know that God hurts when his children hurt and he is carrying each of you, especially Marissa in his mighty arms. Thank you for being an inspiration and witness to Gods power to so many. This difficult time in your lives and how you are choosing to handle it is a mighty message to many. I just pray that it will be revealed to you and your family just how many lives have been changed because of your deep and abiding faith. You are in the prayers of many. LS Ft. Worth, TX USA - Wednesday, September 3, 2003 9:03 AM CDT Hi Marissa and family, Just a short note to let you know that we are still out here praying for you really, really hard, Hang in there and get stronger every day. God Bless you. Cheyenne's dad www.caringbridge.org/tx/cheyenne5 Roy Fiveash <rfiveash.wcc.net> San Angelo, TX USA - Tuesday, September 2, 2003 10:37 PM CDT We think about you every day. We can't imagine what you are going through and we keep you in our prayers. Mike & Stacey Boyles <mb0917@aol.com> Topeka, KS USA - Tuesday, September 2, 2003 8:50 PM CDT God bless you, sweetie. Jesus, please be with and bless this dear family, this angel and the medical people treating her. In YOuur precious name I pray, amen and amen. Janna - Tuesday, September 2, 2003 7:49 PM CDT You all remain in our daily prayers. Your amazing faith is inspiring, and I know God will continue to bless you with the strength and grace you need to weather this difficult time. Thank you so much to continue to think of Maddie and the other children battling this same horrible tumor- your generosity and concern for others during this overwhelmingly challenging period speaks volumes about what incredible people you are. We will continue to pray for Marissa's complete healing. Our love, Julie, Maddie and family Julie Dornisch - Tuesday, September 2, 2003 6:33 PM CDT Dearest Marissa and family; I continue to pray for you with all my heart and you are on my church prayer chain. I do believe in miracles and have been asking God to completely heal you ever since I learned about you. I am sorry you have been so very ill but do not give up hope. I am praying for your strength, your courage, your peace, your mobility, pain relief, stabilizing temperatures, and complete restoration of your health. God Bless You. Bev, grandmother of Anne Mei (adopted from La Chang Orphanage in Guandong provice in 2000) Beverly Duffer Indianapolis, IN USA - Tuesday, September 2, 2003 4:50 PM CDT Hi Everyone We love you and praying for you all. Love Kim and Emily Emily and Kim McEllen <pkremcellen@msn.com> Galesburg, il USA - Tuesday, September 2, 2003 4:11 PM CDT Hello sweet Marissa. I only wished I lived close to your home and was able to relieve your parents of some of their nightly temp watches. I continue to pray and think of you daily. I will specifically pray that your body is able to keep at a normal body temperature and that you feel good. Love, Tess (Nolan's Aunt) Tess Baker San Francisco, CA - Tuesday, September 2, 2003 11:53 AM CDT We are praying our hearts out for you!!!!!! Love, Hugs and Prayers! The Colclasure Family (Rick, Birdie, Clayton, Chandie and Chloe) Birdie Colclasure <AquaCompWOT@aol.com> Saint Charles, MO USA - Tuesday, September 2, 2003 8:41 AM CDT Dear Burkhart Family, We continue to pray for your beautiful Marissa and your family. You have been through so much but your faith remains steadfast. My God continue to bless you and your family. I can not imagine the pain and suffering you have also endured. But know that I admire all of your courage, strength, and dignity through all of this. My family and I continue to not only pray for you but we also send you positive thoughts and our love. Take care and know that you are not alone. We your friends and family are with you now and always!!!!! Love, The Bruggeman Family Kevin, Nancy, and Emma Nancy Bruggeman <nancybruggeman@unionsavings.com> Middletown, Ohio USA - Tuesday, September 2, 2003 8:12 AM CDT Our prayers and thoughts are with you and your family.Our family was blessed to get to know Marissa last year as she and my son were in the same class. Tammy, Katelyn and Tyler League <crystalcastle1965@yahoo.com> Newton, Ks. USA - Monday, September 1, 2003 10:09 PM CDT Hi All, We are praying for you. Please tell Marissa we all said hi. Hang in there Kim and Steve. We will pray that things will get better. Emily also has the feeding tube now. She hasn't eaten in 5 months. We love you all, Love Kim and Emily Emily and Kim McEllen <pkremcellen@msn.com> Galesburg, Il USA - Monday, September 1, 2003 8:42 PM CDT Hi Kim... I'm so happy to see and update today, and no headaches...what a relief!! We just returned from the ER..what a day!! I was wondering if it would be OK to link Marissa's page on Kody's...I know alot of people would love to drop by and send more prayers..which is always a good thing. Please letme know by e-mail r Kodys guestbook.I check each several times a day. Thank you...God Bless you all!!! ((((HUGS)))) for Marissa...we love you baby!!!! Kim  ~KODYS STORY~ <kodysmom1995@yahoo.com> - Monday, September 1, 2003 7:21 PM CDT Marissa & family, I was happy to see the update. may God continue to keep you wrapped in his arms. For the family, I pray that you get some help as you need some rest and also spend time with the other children as this is a very difficult time for them also. I wish I lived close I would be happy to help you, But I know God will provide you with help ASAP. Keep the faith and remember you are all in our prayers. Take care of yourselves too! I will be checking on little angel Marissa and family tomorrow! Its great news that she hasnt had any more seizures and now that she has the feeding tube hopefully it wont be long before she gets some strength back to help fight. Donna Simpson Reynoldsburg, OH - Monday, September 1, 2003 7:14 PM CDT My thoughts and prayers are with all of you. May the Good Lord shine upon you and restore your health. Blessings, Linda Linda Henry <glhenry85@aol.com> Southampton, PA USA - Monday, September 1, 2003 4:20 PM CDT Dear Marrisa and family, You are such a loving family and an inspiration. Keep up the faith! Lots of Love and care Annie Annie Rogers <annie@therogers.net> Dighton, MA USA - Sunday, August 31, 2003 10:50 PM CDT Dear Kim, Steve, Marissa and family. I was pleased to read that Marissa came home Friday. I have been gone for a few days and have been praying for sweet Marissa and for our dear God to do a miracle in her life. I will continue to pray that the Doctor at St. Jude's will have some insight to the MRI. Please know that many on Adopt-korea-christian and other lists are praying for healing for Marissa and strength for all of you. In God's love, Cherie Jones <waznchez@silverstar.com> Thayne, WY USA - Sunday, August 31, 2003 10:37 PM CDT  Hello Marissa and Kim... I would like to thank you so much for taking out the time to sign Kodys guestbook. In the mist of all you have going on, for you to say a few words to Kody was so beautiful! Speaking of beautiful....Oh, Marissa...you are absolutley beautiful!! Stay strong Sweetheart...We are on our knees praying tonight and everyday for your miracle from God..your complete healing. I think Kody and you would have a fun time getting together one day to play and run and have fun. Our faith cannot be broken..I will pray that someday this will happen. We will be back tomorrow and everyday to check on you and of course..pray really hard for you too! :0) With love.... Your friends.. Kim and Kody  ~KODYS STORY~ - Sunday, August 31, 2003 8:57 PM CDT Kim, Steve, Marissa and family, You are very correct in saying no one can take away your FAITH and HOPE in Him. All things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to His purpose. Romans 8:28 I know without a doubt that God is in control according to His will and I also know that He is holding your family close as you are holding close to Him. Don't let go. We feel so helpless and we do and will continue to lift you up to the throne room of heaven. If we can do anything, please let us know. Much love and prayers. Rick, Barbie and Bekah KS - Sunday, August 31, 2003 8:42 PM CDT Marissa & family,It tears my heart out to read the update, My heart & prayers are with you. Keep the faith there are alot of prayers going out for your family in this very rough time. I will be watching for the update that she has improved and proved the drs wrong. Marissa is a tough & beautiful angel. Only God knows what is in store for us all and when . Hang tough! lots of love and prayers are for you all Donna Simpson Reynoldsburg, OH - Sunday, August 31, 2003 7:56 PM CDT Marissa, I am an email friend of someone on the Christian Adopt list. We have been praying for you since December. I have 2 adopted children. I enjoyed seeing your photos and drawings on the website. You are a very talented girl. I pray God's blessing upon you and your family. May the Lord heal your tumor and give you many years to share His love to others. God bless. Lora Lora Knoxville, TN USA - Sunday, August 31, 2003 5:36 PM CDT Dearest Marissa, Kim, Steve, and the whole Burghart family, We continue our prayers many times throughout the day and I have spread the need for prayers to my new workmates. Everyone here at Jay Shideler Elementary - including your friends in third grade- are praying for you too. I love you all and am with you in spirit. Love from Kathy Galvin, Jesica and Allison Kathy Galvin <galvikat@usd437.net> Topeka,, KS USA - Sunday, August 31, 2003 3:31 PM CDT Blessings to the family and all who read this. We feel so helpless since we are a distance away....but know that you are in our thoughts and prayers 24/7. This is our first time to view this site the number of prayers and greetings is tremendous!! How wonderful to be able to send our thoughts out to so many. May the Lord Bless you and keep you!! Patty, Don, Elizabeth Lane <pdelane@networksplus.net> Topeka, KS - Sunday, August 31, 2003 1:37 PM CDT Dear Marissa,Kim, and Steve, We are so sorry to hear about the past week. Kim, yesterday, I was unable to contact you by phone. Please let me know how we can help. We keep you in our prayers that your family continues to have Faith and strength and that Marissa will be healed. We can not begin to imagine your pain and what you are going through. We had hoped to make a trip to Newton this weekend to see you and precious Marissa but do not know the directions to your home, nor do we know if you are up to having us there. I will continue to reach you by phone. Our hearts go out to all of you. Love, Jill and Shane. Jill Paletta <Jepaletta@msn.com> topeka , ks US - Sunday, August 31, 2003 1:12 PM CDT Your whole family is constantly in our thoughts and prayers.We love you all. Lisa,Mark,Joie, and Sophie Lisa Whitney - Sunday, August 31, 2003 10:32 AM CDT Hi Marissa, I'm a friend of the Fiveash family and wanted to drop by to say hello and to say what a beautiful and brave girl you are. You are in my prayers daily as are all the other children with this disease. God Bless you and your family. Mary Valva <theglassprism@cs.com> San Angelo, TX USA - Sunday, August 31, 2003 7:50 AM CDT Marissa - know that you are in God's loving arms. I pray for your complete and quick recovery and for the continued strength of your family and friends. Their love will guide you through these dark times. You're forever in my thoughts and prayers. Debbie, mom to Kelsey, Yongzhou, Hunan <swtp118@aol.com> Cross Lanes, WV USA - Sunday, August 31, 2003 0:24 AM CDT Every time I get an update about Marissa from Mary Alice on the Holt list, I forward it to praying friends. I and my mother join them in praying for this beautiful child's complete recovery and for your strength. Jan, mom to two from China Jan Westbury Atlanta, GA USA - Saturday, August 30, 2003 10:49 PM CDT We are praying for you Marissa. Steve and Kim we are here for you also. Love In Christ Linda L. Rohrbaugh Linda L. Rohrbaugh <cherub40321@netzero.net> York, PA USA - Saturday, August 30, 2003 9:41 PM CDT Marissa: Catherine Margaret Lin Best (named Lin Hui Jie by Dianbai SWI) sends kisses and love and hopes that you get well soon. xoxoxoxoxo Barbara Best Carroll Chicago, IL USA - Saturday, August 30, 2003 9:21 PM CDT We love you Marissa and always will....we are all praying really hard right now...The Dazer Family in Michigan. Pete,Caryl, Rachel, MIke Dazer plymouth, mi usa - Saturday, August 30, 2003 8:49 PM CDT Dear Precious and Heavenly Father, I lift up dear Marissa to you Lord. She's going through tough times and I pray that you will wrap your loving arms around her. Let her feel your presence. Just touch her--Heal her of this horrible disease Lord. Marissa is such a blessing, Thank you for her, Thank you for her loving family that hasn't given up and Thank you Lord for loving her. Please comfort the Burghart family as they go through these trials, help them to stay strong. And Lord please relieve them of the stress that they are having. Just be with them. I ask these things, in Jesus name. Amen. We're still praying~Tim, Pat, Erin, and little miss Kaylyn http://www.caringbridge.org/sc/kaylynmei/ <pswacker@netscape.net> Columbia, SC USA - Saturday, August 30, 2003 8:47 PM CDT Keeping you and your family in our prayers and on our hearts here in Georgia! Kevin, Jennifer, Austin, Emily, & Makaila Green <JGKG792@aol.com> Bremen, GA USA - Saturday, August 30, 2003 8:46 PM CDT Dear Marissa, I have seen your Mom & Dad care so much for you while you've been sick. All of your family and so many friends think about you a lot...and pray for you every day. Sometimes I wonder what it would look like to see the angels God has put by your side who are caring for you in ways we can't see. It would be a beautiful thing to watch, I'm sure, because what I can see is pretty amazing already: your Mom & Dad with you all the time, doing all they can to help. God is giving them strength. Katie and Emily look out the kitchen window across the street at your house and wonder if you're going to be OK. We tell them that you will...that Jesus loves you very much...and that you love him, too. We know he will do what's best for you and for your family. That's why we talk so much with him about you. He can make you well. He will keep you safe. He loves you...and so do we. Bless you Marissa, and Steve & Kim, Justin & Alex, and Gracie and Jade...and Grandma Connie. Mark Isaac Newton, KS - Saturday, August 30, 2003 5:32 PM CDT Hi Marissa and welcome home! Wish you could be feeling better, but I know all our prayers will help you with that. We will be lifting you and your family up to the Lord in our daily prayers. The Lord is strong for us when we cannot be and His love is made perfect when we are at our weakest. So, stay strong little sister in Christ and know that there are thousands of prayer warriors just like us praying for your total recovery. Sherry Sherry Wheeler (friend of the Fiveash family) <frogbear@worldnet.att.net> San Angelo, TX USA - Saturday, August 30, 2003 5:20 PM CDT Hi Marissa!- Hi! I'm one of maddies friends and just stopped by to let you know that you and your family are in my prayers.I know you will come through this some how. I can tell your family is very strong and that you are very brave also. Stay strong and get well soon! Love always, Liz mpls, mn usa - Saturday, August 30, 2003 3:22 PM CDT Marissa, I'm so glad you are home, but at the same time I'm so sorry you aren't feeling your best. I'm keeping you and your family in my prayesr daily. You keep up the hard work and know it may seem like it, but you aren't far from your FULL recovery. I can't wait until all of us survivors have a HUGE party to celebrate our recoveries to wellness! Where do you this we should celebrate? Hawaii? The Bahammas? China? Your pick, dear. Stay strong and keep being the wonderful Marissa that you are! Maddie www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie - Saturday, August 30, 2003 2:20 PM CDT Dear sweet Marissa, although you don't know me, you have touched my life with your courage, your beauty and your strength. I belong to the "Adopt Korea Christian" message board, (there are many parents who have also adopted from China on the board) and we are all praying for your complete recovery. My husband and I have two precious little girls who we adopted from Korea and I thank God each and every day for their good health. You are in my prayers daily that God will wrap His loving arms around you, keep you strong and heal you completely. You are truly a precious gift from God and you have people all over the world praying for you. Stay strong Marissa and know that Jesus will never leave your side. Jen, Mom to Kimmee (born 10/17/2000, home 2/16/2001) and Kaylee (born 10/30/2000, home 12/11/2002) jennieandmike@comcast.net <jennieandmike@comcast.net> Lancaster, MA USA - Saturday, August 30, 2003 1:50 PM CDT We saw you're home and are praying for you! We're just a phone call away if you need us to help or do an errand or whatever. I haven't called cause I figure you need time/quiet as a family today, but know we're near. Laurie Isaac <lisaac@marykay.com> Newton, ks USA - Saturday, August 30, 2003 12:49 AM CDT We pray for your whole family and love you very much. Your friends at A New Arrival <cyndi@anewarrival.com> Twin Bridges, MT USA - Saturday, August 30, 2003 12:29 AM CDT My thoughts and prayers are with ALL of you! I love your family and Marissa as if you were my own! I wish I could send real hugs your way through this Email! XXXXXXXXXXX Love, Marjie Marjie Williams <marjieloutoo@yahoo.com> Arlington, TX. USA - Saturday, August 30, 2003 10:48 AM CDT Hi there Marissa! I am Maddie's friend and your story touched me so much that I had to write to you. I am so glad that your are home, but I am so sorry to hear about your seizures. my prayers are with you and I hope that you get better. xoxoxox your new friend, Krista Krista Kaput Mpls, MN USA - Saturday, August 30, 2003 8:29 AM CDT i'm praying too GOD IS GOOD :) HE HAS PROMISED TO NEVER LEAVE OR FORSAKE THOSE WHO CALL UPON HIS NAME :) don't be discouraged - keep HOPING against HOPE a prayer partner cincinnati, OH usa - Saturday, August 30, 2003 8:26 AM CDT I have witnessed the power of prayer in my own life and I will certainly be praying for Marissa's healing. I know that with faith in God, anything is possible. God bless, Andrea Passarella www.matthewsmiles.org Andrea Passarella <andrea@passarella.com> NJ - Saturday, August 30, 2003 7:34 AM CDT Dear Sweet Marissa... I was led to you by Cheyenne's website...I will lift you up in prayer, and remember, our Lord is able...keep looking to him Little Angel...he is with you and your family... Carol Carol A. Finley <cafin@msn.com> pittsburgh, PA USA - Saturday, August 30, 2003 3:05 AM CDT We are lifting little Marissa Faith and her family up to the Lord in prayer throughout the day. With God's help, we can overcome this horrible beast of a tumor. God Bless you. Cheyenne's dad www.caringbridge.org/tx/cheyenne5 Roy Fiveash <rfiveash@wcc.net> San Angelo, Tx usa - Saturday, August 30, 2003 0:25 AM CDT Hi sweet Marissa and family, I heard from one of my patient's today that you are in the hospital and had to hurry and check the updates. I am so sorry to hear you are feeling bad and about this setback. I hope you continue to be strong. Please know that we pray for you every day. Many people who know you or your Mom and Dad ask about you often. I know they are praying for you too. There are so many people who love you and are praying for you. You are in our hearts and we love you and your family very much. Love, Aunt Jill and Shane Paletta, P.S. Nathan and Jessica Soza ask about you all the time and are praying for you sweetheart. Jill Paletta - Friday, August 29, 2003 6:55 PM CDT Hi Marissa, stopped by to check on you, hope you are feeling better and the MRI came out great! You and your family are in my heart and prayers. You have touched so many lives and so strong. Your a beautiful girl. Praying for your quick recovery! Donna Simpson OH - Friday, August 29, 2003 5:33 PM CDT Hi everyone, Sure sorry to hear about Marissa. We sure will continue to pray for her. Let us know how things are going. We will look for a update. Emily is finally doing some better with the feeding tube. I am so glad. Kim keep your head up and I will pray for all of you. Love Kim and Emily Emily and Kim McEllen <pkremcellen@msn.com> Galesburg, il USA - Friday, August 29, 2003 12:38 AM CDT We're praying just as hard as we can. Roger, Lorrie, Madeleine & Meredith Watson <lorriewatson@hotmail.com> Columbia, SC USA - Friday, August 29, 2003 11:57 AM CDT I recieved this website address from a note that was sent home with my daugter from school. I am so thankful I can find out how Marissa is doing. My daughter Madison has gone to school with Marissa since kindergarten and we both think about her often. We would like you to know we have been praying for you all. Madison misses Marissa very much and can't wait for her to come back to school, they were assigned to the same class this year. Keep strong and know we are praying for you. Kay Dalke <dalke@cox.net> Newton, KS USA - Friday, August 29, 2003 11:19 AM CDT Sending prayers and strength to Marissa Faith and her family. May God and all his angels watch over you. So sorry you had to go to the hospital, we hope you are getting ready to go home, and praying for a clear MRI! We will continue to keep you in our thoughts and prayers! Sincerely, Kathy (mother of David dx GBM stageIV 5/6/03- www.caringbridge.org/fl/david ) Kathy <Joy2Jak@cs.com> Boynton Beach, FL USA - Friday, August 29, 2003 9:45 AM CDT Hi Marissa,  I'm sorry to hear you had to be rushed to the hospital :( I hope you're better and at home now...I'm praying so hard for you...praying for GOOD NEWS!! Keep strong, beautiful.. ~*Girlie's Page*~ ~*Janice's Page*~ Love & prayers always, XOXOXOXOXO Janice Melbourne, Australia - Friday, August 29, 2003 8:10 AM CDT To Marissa and her Mom and Dad, We heard that you have had a very rough two days. We will keep you in our thoughts and prayers. We just wanted to let you know that you are not alone. May God give you the strenth and courage that you need to carry on! Ann, Bill and Lucy Huffman Ann Huffman <chelsea10@msn.com> Issaquah, WA USA - Thursday, August 28, 2003 10:50 PM CDT hey marissa, this is maddie paguyo's friend mayumi. i read about your condition last night and i think that it took a lot of bravery to do waht you did! I'm sorry that such a sweetie like you should have to go through all of this, but i wish you the best and i have a feeling that you are going to get through this! lots of love and prayers! STAY STRONG! MANY PEOPLE LOVE YOU VERY MUCH!!! Mayumi Hara <asianchik03@netscape.net> Mpls , Mn USA - Thursday, August 28, 2003 10:39 PM CDT Dear family, Just to let you all know we are praying for you. God is looking after her so she is in good hands. We will continue to think of your famliy and keep your family in our prayers. My daughter is in Marissa's class and talks about her all the time. God Bless you all. Shelia Shelia Martin <shelia99@hotmail.com> Newton, Ks USA - Thursday, August 28, 2003 4:07 PM CDT Keeping you in our thoughts and prayers. Julie & Kaleigh <julie@tipmuskegon.com> Muskegon, MI - Thursday, August 28, 2003 4:06 PM CDT You are all in our throughts and prayers. Linda St. Paul, MN USA - Thursday, August 28, 2003 9:54 AM CDT I am praying that the Lord will comfort you with His peace, surround you in His love and encourage you with His presence. I ran across II Corin. 1:3 this morning - Blessed be God, even the Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of mercies, and the God of all comfort. And just remember the verse that has sustained us, Isaiah 40:31 - They that wait upon the Lord shall renew their strength...they shall run and not be weary, they shall walk and not faint.... I can promise you, Marissa will run again and not be weary. If it's not God's plan for her to do so here on earth, she will do it in heaven. Love you all so much Barbie - Thursday, August 28, 2003 9:43 AM CDT My thoughts and prayers are with you all and for a full recovery for Marissa. May the Good Lord Bless You All and Keep You In His Care. Blessings, Linda Linda Henry PA USA - Thursday, August 28, 2003 9:41 AM CDT Kim: Praise God that Marissa is doing better! I bet hearing your little girl say mom was the best sound you have heard in a month. I am saying a special MRI prayer as I type. With Love, Susan and Jake Griffin www.caringbridge.com/page/jakegriffin - Thursday, August 28, 2003 9:12 AM CDT you are in our prayes. christina and ruolan cumming, ga - Thursday, August 28, 2003 9:02 AM CDT My daughters and I are holding you in our thoughts today. Be strong. And know that you are loved by many people you have never even met. Bonnie Ward <mom21957@yahoogroups.com> Exeter, NH USA - Thursday, August 28, 2003 8:35 AM CDT I am praying for your precious daughter and all of you. Rebecca Jensen Roswell, GA GA - Thursday, August 28, 2003 7:23 AM CDT I am praying for your precious daughter and all of you. Rebecca Jensen Roswell, GA GA - Thursday, August 28, 2003 7:23 AM CDT I am praying for your precious daughter and all of you. Rebecca Jensen Roswell, GA GA - Thursday, August 28, 2003 7:22 AM CDT Our prayers are with you tonight. Also asking our Angel in Heaven to watch over Marissa. May the Lord comfort you at this time and always. God Bless Sharon (on a-pc) Sharon Tramm Newburgh, NY 12550 - Wednesday, August 27, 2003 8:34 PM CDT Marissa and Family, We are praying daily for your recovery and for strength for your family. The faith of your family is such an inspiration for me and my family. You are a strong little girl and you have touched so many lives. Hang in there. God Bless you! Angie Clymer <clymerfl@ij.net> New Port Richey, FL USA - Wednesday, August 27, 2003 8:25 PM CDT Marissa and family, You will be in our thoughts and prayers. I pray for your comfort and healing. The Williams Family - Wednesday, August 27, 2003 8:02 PM CDT Marissa and her family: We are thinking about you and praying for you all the time. We KNOW you're going to get well! With love from The Uhry Family Amanda+Arabella Uhry (Mao Yue) New York City and Ridgefield, CT, - Wednesday, August 27, 2003 2:24 PM CDT Marissa and family-- My thoughts and prayers are with you at this time. Remember, it's only another bump in your road to recovery! Hugs and kisses!! Maddie www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie - Wednesday, August 27, 2003 12:54 AM CDT Dear Burkhart Family, Our family continues to pray for you. May God keep you and hold you in His hands right now. We know that this is a very difficult time for you right now...but know that your family and friends are in this with you also. Your Marissa is an inspiration to all of us. We are sending not only our prayers but good thoughts and our love for a FULL recovery!!!! Love, The Bruggeman Family Nancy Bruggeman <nancybruggeman@unionsavings.com> Middletown, Ohio USA - Wednesday, August 27, 2003 10:41 AM CDT Much and prayer go out to you in your time of need. May the Lord bless and keep you. You are an inspiration to many. Josh Tatum (Best Buy guy) <prime-time@cox.net> Wichita, KS Sedgwick - Tuesday, August 26, 2003 5:21 PM CDT I read on Cheyenne's page that Marissa was in need of prayers. I wanted to let you know I will be saying lots of prayers for Marissa's healing. God bless, Andrea Passarella and family www.matthewsmiles.org Andrea Passarella <andrea@passarella.com> NJ - Tuesday, August 26, 2003 7:35 AM CDT Hi sweet little Marissa, I am praying so hard that you have a complete healing and soon. It's time for you to play and draw again! Darling, you are so loved. I'll check back with you tomorrow. All my love, Nolan's Aunt ~Tess Tess Baker Fresno, - Monday, August 25, 2003 11:18 PM CDT Hey Sweetheart! We're always checking for updates and we're so happy there was one today!! We are continually praying for you, there isn't a day that goes by that we don't think of you! We can't wait until your better! God is wonderful and I'll be praying that you have wonderful reports after your MRI!! Kaylyn is also Scheduled to have a MRI on Thursday. Another big day you both will share : ) I hope and pray it'll be a good day for both of you girls! Take care beautiful : ) http://www.caringbridge.org/sc/kaylynmei/ Tim, Pat, Erin, Kaylyn <pswacker@netscape.net> Columbia, SC USA - Monday, August 25, 2003 11:15 PM CDT Marissa, Kim, and family, I pray so hard for a complete healing for all our children who are suffering from the tumors. It sounds like Julia and Marissa are pretty similar in symptoms. I feel your pain and frustration and please know you have other people who can relate and it somehow connects us. G-d Bless Judy www.caringbridge.org/pa/julialevy Judy Levy <levyjudy4@comcast.net> Pittsburgh, PA - Monday, August 25, 2003 9:29 PM CDT Marissa, I go to your web page almost every day and pray for you. I was wondering the other day why I had finger prints on my monitor - and I realized that it from "laying hands" on your picture when I pray for you. I pray for a complete healing for you and that you won't be scared or frustrated. I am praying for your mom, your dad and the rest of your family. God bless you, xoxo, Michele Gilmore - who is leaving in 11 1/2 days to bring her baby home from China Michele Gilmore <offtochina@aol.com> Chesapeake, VA - Monday, August 25, 2003 9:00 PM CDT Hi little Marissa, You're in our prayers extra special hard tonight and the next few days until this crisis passes. We pray for you to be back home healing soon. Cheyenne's dad www.caringbridge.org/tx/cheyenne5 Roy Fiveash <rfiveash.wcc.net> San Angelo, Tx USA - Monday, August 25, 2003 8:41 PM CDT Marissa and family, you are in my prayers and thoughts as always. Stay strong and keep the faith! I will pray for the long hard week you have ahead of you and for Marissa to have a speedy recovery. Be safe and treasure every moment I will check back in tomorrow for an update Donna Simpson <donnas031664@aol.com> OH - Monday, August 25, 2003 7:40 PM CDT Hi Marissa, Kim, Steve and all the Burkharts. So glad to hear that you are making progress, Marissa. You are one tough girl! Our thoughts and prayers are with you. Take care of yourselves. I certainly hope the respite care comes through soon. Bug them everyday;) Much love and hope, The Douglases Kathy Douglas <kathy@sws.uiuc.edu> Tolono, IL USA - Monday, August 25, 2003 12:02 AM CDT Marissa- I am so glad to hear about your steps forwards! We will be thinking of you...especially on Thursday! Sara - Monday, August 25, 2003 9:56 AM CDT Hi Marissa, My name is Marissa just like yours!!! I have Cebral Palsy and my brother has a fatal disease called Krabbes Disease. It is a type of luekodystrophy. Have fun in 2nd grade!!!! God Bless!!!!! Marissa Shilling <bshilling@charter.net> Farwell, MI USA - Sunday, August 24, 2003 8:36 PM CDT  Hey Marissa, Just checking in sweetie...I hope and pray you are keeping well...can't wait for an update! ~*Girlie's Page*~ ~*Janice's Page*~ Love & hugs, XOXOXOXO  Janice Melbourne, Australia - Sunday, August 24, 2003 8:32 AM CDT Hi Marissa & family, I have been keeping you in my prayers and my heart for some time. Keep the faith and stay strong. My heart is really going out to you in this very tough time but our faith in God is what will pull us through. Please keep my cousin McKenzie in your prayers too. Your a beautiful little girl and Im praying for the day that I read the update (and I do often) and we can praise God that you are better. Mom, dad and family. Hang in there its a very trying time. I feel like I know you all personally. I thank god everyday for my children and their health as I know what my cousin is going through along with many other families. I will check on you soon and pray daily along with everyone that I work with is also praying for you! Donna Simpson Reynoldsburg, OH - Thursday, August 21, 2003 9:20 PM CDT Hello Marissa, I forgot to mention on the last guestbook entry, Cheyenne just loves your name. She has decided that she wants us to legally change her name to include "Faith". so, I guess her name will be Cheyenne Marie Faith Fiveash. It is such a strong word, and one thing that Cheyenne has is Faith. I hope you had a really good day today. Cheyenne has been having several really good days in a row. It is so wonderful and I Pray that you and all the caringbridge kids get stronger and better every day. God bless you sweetheart. Cheyenne's dad www.caringbridge.org/tx/cheyenne5 Roy Fiveash <rfiveash.wcc.net> San Angelo, Tx USA - Tuesday, August 19, 2003 6:20 PM CDT Hi Marissa (and family) Just wanted to let you know our prayers and thoughts are with you every day. Hope you are doing okay! You are very loved! Lorraine (Nolan's Mom) <loralof@yahoo.com> - Tuesday, August 19, 2003 1:39 PM CDT Hello Dearest Marissa and to all your family, I continue to pray for your healing and recovery, for your family and for the doctors who care for you. May today be a good day for you and may you feel God's healing touch. Even though we have never met I love you and and am so proud of your courage. Be strengthend by knowing how many people are praying for you. In Jesus name, Bev (grandmother of Anne Mei, almost 4 years old, adopted from Guandong province.) Beverly Duffer <cduffer@comcast.net> Indianapolis, IN USA - Tuesday, August 19, 2003 10:35 AM CDT Good Morning Marissa, We just wanted to drop in to say "good morning"! We are sending you LOTS of LOVE, GOOD WISHES, and PRAYERS!!!! You are an inspiration to all of us!!!! You are ALWAYS in our thoughts!!! Take care!!!! Love, The Bruggeman Family Kevin, Nancy, and Emma P.S. Kim, I haven't called because I can tell that you are VERY busy!!! I will try to call you one day this week!!!! Love, Nancy Kevin, Nancy, and Emma Bruggeman <nancybruggeman@unionsavings.com> Middletown, Ohio USA - Tuesday, August 19, 2003 9:10 AM CDT Marissa, I have been praying for you for some time now and will continue to do so. You are a brave and courageous little girl. I am praying for your complete healing. May God bless all you and I pray that the Holy Spirit will comfort you all as you endure these difficult times. God doesn't always act when we want him to but He is always on time. He is good and just God. Marcus Owens <mowens8@cox.net> Wichita, Ks USA - Monday, August 18, 2003 10:11 PM CDT Faith is my middle name, as well as my daughters : ) I am so sorry that this has happened in your lives, and I wish you lots of good days to come!! Geneva <jaredandbree@sbcglobal.net> Salida, Ca US - Monday, August 18, 2003 7:19 PM CDT Please know you are in our prayers:) Our daughter, Katia, age 3 has Leukemia AML. Love, Tracy ~~Katia's Site~~ Tracy and Katia - Monday, August 18, 2003 6:21 PM CDT I've been praying for Marissa for some time. We are also reminded to pray from our church bulletin at Koerner Heights Church. Keep the faith! Nancy Roupp Newton, KS USA - Monday, August 18, 2003 10:33 AM CDT Hey Marissa,  Just checking on you, sweetie...I hope you are feeling better and making small improvements...thinking of you! ~*Girlie's Page*~ ~*Janice's Page*~ Hugs & kisses, XOXOXOXO Janice Melbourne, Australia - Monday, August 18, 2003 10:08 AM CDT Marissa: Just wanted to stop by and let you know we are thinking of you and just wanted to check up on you..little one. I pray for your daughters complete recovery. With Love, Susan and Jake Griffin www.caringbridge.com/page/jakegriffin jupiter, fl usa - Monday, August 18, 2003 9:22 AM CDT Marissa, I just wanted to stop in and tell you and your family that we are still thinking and praying for you each day. Continue to get stronger every day, ok. Cheyenne's dad www.caringbridge.org/tx/cheyenne5 Roy Fiveash <rfiveash@wcc.net> San Angelo, tx usa - Sunday, August 17, 2003 10:43 PM CDT Marissa, I have been reading your Mom's journal and just read this last one. It is good news that things are starting to move a little in your favor! My daughter Kaleigh (who is almost 4) and I have been following your journey and we continue to hold you in our prayers and in our hearts. I am especially grateful to God for the health and safety he has given to us and will never take that for granted. It is because of you, Marissa, that this is so. You have touched so many lives and continue to do so daily. Thank you for your strength and courage and may you continue to heal daily! Hugs from Michigan! Julie & Kaleigh Brott <www.tipmuskegon.com> Muskegon, MI USA - Sunday, August 17, 2003 9:29 PM CDT Marissa, I'm glad to hear you are doing a little better. I just got over a "sick hump". I had a fever, nausea, headaches and was just feeling BLAH! I know kind of how you are feeling. That's so great to hear you are making steps of improvment. What did I say? Chunyi, Protocel, prayer, your wonderful family & friends...I see no crack in the wall of your complete healing!! Stay storng and keep smiling, hun! It'll be over soon enough! Maddie www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie - Friday, August 15, 2003 3:24 PM CDT Marissa- More love and prayers coming your way today! Sara Mpls, MN - Friday, August 15, 2003 7:18 AM CDT Marissa, Just wanted to drop by and let you know that you are in all our prayers and you are a very special young lady. I hope you had a very good day and tomorrow is even better. We can't let this bleed and the after effects stop us from a complete recovery. Since we were brought into the caringbridge family, we have met sooo many wonderful children and their parents. Our prayers have really increased with all the kids, but so has our faith. God Bless you Marissa. Cheyenne's dad www.caringbridge.org/tx/cheyenne5 Roy Fiveash <rfiveash.wcc.net> San Angelo, tx USA - Wednesday, August 13, 2003 10:02 PM CDT Dear Marissa, I came to your site from Cheyenne's site. I have a nine year-old son, Matthew, who also has a "lump" in his head. Matthew's name also means Gift of God. You are a beautiful young girl. We will be adding your name to our prayers. God bless, Andrea Passarella and family www.matthewsmiles.org Andrea Passarella <andrea@passarella.com> NJ - Wednesday, August 13, 2003 1:46 PM CDT Marissa- Your house sounds just about as crazy as ours...lots of people coming and going! I am taking this week and chalking it up for the Miracle Team. No set backs- stable! Those are words that start me thinking that things may turn around sooner than later! Maddie has the off and on temperature sometimes, and we think it is Protocel working. You and your family are in our every day thoughts and prayers! Sara, Maddie's Aunt! - Tuesday, August 12, 2003 2:32 PM CDT Marissa and family, Keep the faith. We all have to stick together. Julia is almost 3 wks post MRI and our lives have changed since then. Julia was diagnosed 12/20/02 and she is 5 years old. I pray for all the kids and I'll never stop. These kids have alot of determination in them and that's what keeps us parents going. G-d Bless, Judy www.caringbridge.org/pa/julialevy Judy Levy <levyjudy4@comcast.net> pittsburgh, pa - Tuesday, August 12, 2003 2:22 PM CDT Dear Marissa, You are truely a beautiful child of God. I pray every day for you that God will grant you complete healing. Jesus Loves you! Hope you can get back to school soon. God Bless you and your family. Love, Cheyenne's mom Donna Fiveash <rfiveash@sbcglobal.net or rfiveash@wcc.net > San Angelo, TX - Tuesday, August 12, 2003 10:54 AM CDT Hey Marissa,  I think your best friend, Michaela, is really, really special...that was such a nice thing that she did making that tape for you...best friends are the greatest aren't they??? I'm sure Michaela feels lucky to have you as her best friend just as you do to her. I so glad you are moving your arms and legs just a little..I pray you get to move them even more and make bigger improvements! I am not giving up on you!! And I also hope you get to go to school and enjoy yourself :) Stay strong, sweetie.. ~*Girlie's Page*~ ~*Janice's Page*~ Lots of love, XOXOXOXO Janice Melbourne, Australia - Tuesday, August 12, 2003 10:14 AM CDT Hi Darling Marissa!!! We are glad to see that you are making some good progress!!! Keep up the GOOD WORK!!!! I told Emma's principle about you, and she is sending prayers and happy thoughts your way!!! She wanted me to tell you that the sisters of Mount Notre Dame are praying for you. I will forward her note to you. Know that we love you and you are always in our thoughts and prayers!!!! Love, The Bruggeman Family Kevin, Nancy, and Emma Nancy Bruggeman <nancybruggeman@unionsavings.com> Middletown, Ohio USA - Tuesday, August 12, 2003 9:55 AM CDT Dear Marissa, Hi, it's Arabella Uhry just saying hi and that I am thinking of you. I hope you got my card. I am going to make you another one this week. All of my happy wishes for your getting well!!! Much love from Arabella (I am also Mao Yue and I come from Maoming, next to Dianbai where you come from) xxxxxxoox Arabella Arabella Eliza Frances Uhry (MAO YUE) <ARABELLAMAO@AOL.COM> NYC, NY 10021 - Tuesday, August 12, 2003 7:08 AM CDT Just wanted to let you know I am praying for precious Marissa. I understand what you are going through as my 9-year-old boy also has a diffuse pontine glioma and is currently having a difficult time. It is times like these when we learn firsthand of the awesomeness of our Lord!! God bless you. http://nolans_hope.tripod.com Lorraine (Nolan's mom) <loralof@yahoo.com> - Tuesday, August 12, 2003 1:18 AM CDT way to go Marissa! We are delighted to hear that this week has been a fairly stable one! We continue to pray for you daily and hope that you get your strength back real soon! Ann, Bill and Lucy Huffman <chelsea10@msn.com> Issaquah, WA USA - Tuesday, August 12, 2003 0:38 AM CDT Hello Marissa.. I just got done reading all about you...Oh, you sure are a very brave and beautiful girl. My little boy, Kody has a brain tumor too and he is 7 years old and in the second grade just like you too! I'm going to keep checking up on you everyday...stay strong sweetie and we will keep praying for your complete healing..we just won't settle for anything less! :0) Mom...if you would like Marissa to have her own personal "virtual quilt"..please stop by Quilts of Love by clicking on the image below...we would be honored to create a special quilt for such a special girl... Love, your two new friends... Kim and Kody  ~KODYS STORY~ - Saturday, August 9, 2003 9:06 PM CDT This is my first visit to this website, although you've been in my prayers since I first heard of Marissa's illness through the CAC egroup. I continue to pray that our Lord will hold you close to Him, and bless you with His love, peace and joy. You are a special family, and your faithfulness during such difficult times is a great encouragement to me. Kathi Branahl Boise, ID USA - Saturday, August 9, 2003 11:32 AM CDT Hey Marissa,  Just here to say hi to the bravest little girl :) I know you are fighting your hardest, sweetie...please don't give up...I am praying for a miracle for you and I believe that God will save you...stay strong, beautiful! ~*Girlie's Page*~ ~*Janice's Page*~ Love & prayers, XOXOXOXO Janice Melbourne, Australia - Saturday, August 9, 2003 10:39 AM CDT I have been looking and looking for your web sit since I read about your darling Marissa four weeks ago. My daughter and I said a prayer for Marissa that night. I happened to be reading the pac list and thank heaven I found the post with your web sit on it. I am so very sorry to read about the events in your life of the last couple of weeks. I will pray for all of you daily. I must say I went right upstairs this evening and kissed my sleeping daughter and thanked God for a happy healthy child. I will surely learn to appreciate the blessings that I have. My God be with you and give you strengh and courage during the time. If there is anything at all we can do for you please let us know. Ann Huffman <chelsea10@msn.com> Issaquah, WA USA - Saturday, August 9, 2003 1:23 AM CDT Marrisa and family, I linked to your site from Cheyenne's site. She is one of the students at the school I work for. Just know you are in my prayers also. I also have a daughter named Jade. We will pray for you daily. sincerely, your new texas friends cari ellis Cari Ellis <ellischan1@cox.net> san angelo, tx usa - Friday, August 8, 2003 3:58 PM CDT A big "Howdy" from Texas! I am praying for you KNOWING that God hears all prayers and loves his children so very much! He gave his Son so that we may live, and live life abundantly! Praise God for his goodness! He continues to hear your prayers and the prayers of everyone around the world who are praying WITH you! Keep your eyes on Him and He will never leave you nor forsake you! Melissa L. Long <mllong_0619@yahoo.com> Scurry, TX United States - Friday, August 8, 2003 10:47 AM CDT Jesus said by his stripes we ARE HEALED...not we might be healed, we ARE healed. You are healed, Marissa. Now get up out of that bed! CS - Friday, August 8, 2003 9:54 AM CDT Please know Marissa, that you and your family are constantly in my thoughts and prayers. With Chunyi, protocel, all the support from your family and friends and your wonderful mom, dad, and siblings, there isn't any way you aren't going to make it! You can do it! Just stay positive, even when it's hard to. Smile, even when it seems you should frown. Laugh, when you want to cry. And never stop believing. Never, ever, ever, ever.... Maddie www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie - Friday, August 8, 2003 9:47 AM CDT Dear Steve, Kim, Marissa, and family, We want you to know that you are in our thoughts and prayers. It is evident that your faith continues to be strong. Marissa is just as beautiful as she was when we rode the train together in Topeka so long ago. We pray that she will have heeling soon. In Christ, Doug and Stacie Chambers(Hannah and Sachin) Stacie Hutchinson, KS - Friday, August 8, 2003 8:21 AM CDT hi marissa, you are such a brave,sweet girl and i hope and pray that you will feel better soon.you are in my families prayers every day. love jan goss newton, nh usa - Friday, August 8, 2003 7:38 AM CDT Praying for your entire family. May the Lord bless and keep you all close to His heart Frannie Grove City, OH - Thursday, August 7, 2003 11:27 PM CDT My prayers for Marissa for complete healing. I pray that she can feel the Lords loving hands upon her at this time as always. Praying too for the other children in your family who are living through this most difficult time. And prayers for you Kim and Steve that you will feel Gods peace upon you as you continue to Love and serve him. In Christs Love Marie <mmg31991@cs.com> Grafton, Ohio USA - Thursday, August 7, 2003 9:14 PM CDT What a special little girl you or I got your link from a very special friend too cheynne. I hope you get too feeling better soon , I'll Pray for you and keep you and your family in my thoughts . George Howard <Gardog2522@cox.net> San Angelo , Tx USA - Thursday, August 7, 2003 5:25 PM CDT hey you do not know me but that is ok i just wanted to tell you i hope you feel well and get better really quick and enjoy the things you love to do. may the peace and love of God, Jesus, and Mary Jesus's mother be with you ????? - Thursday, August 7, 2003 11:40 AM CDT Stay strong. I will pray for your whole family. Theresa Troncoso <scorpiomaa@wcc.net> Christoval, TX Tom Green - Thursday, August 7, 2003 11:23 AM CDT Dear Marissa, I am Maddie Paguyo's Auntie Paula, and she told me and everyone else about you. What an incredibly beautiful, strong and brave girl you are! I read your entries, and you are in the daily prayers of my family. Also, your mom and dad and 4 siblings are held close in our thoughts and prayers as they take this journey with you. We will pray for all the best for each of you. Until we write again, I just wanted you to know that not only do your American name and Chinese name mean beautiful and a gift, but it would appear that you are truly a gift to all who know you now and will come to know you in the future. God Bless, Paula, Cameron, Brennan and Kyrie Killen Maddie's aunt <omahakillens@aol.com> Omaha, NE - Thursday, August 7, 2003 11:04 AM CDT You are loved by God every day, I pray that soon you will be able to testify to His greatness for the miracle performed in your little girl's life. May God's peace reign in your home. Sherry Bluhm <bluhm89@cox.net> Abilene, Tx USA - Thursday, August 7, 2003 7:24 AM CDT Marissa- I keep my eyes out for updates on your site...Julie, my sister and Maddie's mom, told me that you need a lot of prayers and positive energy!!! We are all praying for you to get to the other side of this medical mountain very very soon!!! Love from Minnesota! Sara - Thursday, August 7, 2003 7:23 AM CDT You are loved by God every day, I pray that soon you will be able to testify to His greatness for the miracle performed in your little girl's life. May God's peace reign in your home. Sherry Bluhm <bluhm89@cox.net> Abilene, Tx USA - Thursday, August 7, 2003 7:22 AM CDT  Hey Marissa I am praying for you sweetie. I hope you feel better real soon. Love and Hugs, Jessica Jessica <barbiegirljessica@netzero.com > - Thursday, August 7, 2003 0:53 AM CDT Marissa- Hey I found your site on Maddies site and just thought i'd stop by and wish you well! Stay strong! Liz mpls, mn usa - Wednesday, August 6, 2003 6:57 PM CDT Hi! This is my first time to your site. I read your journal and as soon as I got done, I got on my knees and prayed for her healing. I also sent her a page letting her know I just prayed for her. I am 17 years old and was diagnosed with hodgkins in August of 2002. I went through 4 months of chemo and a month and a half of radiation. Please know that you are all in my prayers. www.caringbridge.org/nc/survivor Christie <Kitzers3@msn.com> Charlotte, NC USA - Wednesday, August 6, 2003 6:06 PM CDT Marissa, you are a very special girl. Jesus loves you so much. I am praying for you and your family. Trust God. He is in control. I love you. Letty San Diego, CA US - Wednesday, August 6, 2003 12:36 AM CDT Praying for your daughter and also for your family. Tammy, Chloe and Caillie <dtcdcc40@triton.net> Hudsonville, mi usa - Wednesday, August 6, 2003 12:20 AM CDT Marissa, I work with your dad at Prairie View. I just wanted you to know that there was another person out there praying for you and your family. Matthew Schmidt Newton, Ks - Wednesday, August 6, 2003 10:56 AM CDT Hey Kim, Steve & Marissa,  I am just so sorry to hear that Marissa is in so much pain physically and emotionally...I am praying my hardest for a miracle for your baby girl...Marissa, sweetheart I just came by with some get well soon butterfly balloons..I would love nothing more than to see you get better and that pain to just go away...I am praying SO HARD for you beautiful...hang in there and don't give up! ~*Girlie's Page*~ ~*Janice's Page*~ Love always, XOXOXOXO Janice Melbourne, Australia - Wednesday, August 6, 2003 10:01 AM CDT Kim, Steve, Marissa and Family, I am praying for all of you. May God bless you all. Kelly...mom to two Sichuan girls Kelly Allgyer <willowsmama@worldnet.att.net> Singapore - Wednesday, August 6, 2003 8:50 AM CDT Marissa- Maddie has put you on her site: www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie, asking our friends and family to pray for you as well. I know if you were feeling better you would be doing the same thing for others. We are praying for your path to recovery to be a shortened and that comfort and happiness is just around the corner! Sara (Maddie's Aunt) - Wednesday, August 6, 2003 6:54 AM CDT Dear Marissa, I am thinking of you and your family and I am standing with you during this time. Psalm 23 Gertrud Schweizer - Wednesday, August 6, 2003 2:33 AM CDT Hi Marissa, We have been praying for you for many months but I have never signed your guestbook. We too love the Lord so much and we believe that His hand is upon you. I can't imagine how difficult all this is for you and your family but hang on to Jesus and He will bring you comfort and peace. We have your picture on our refrigerator and our little China doll - Amber Rose who is 2 years old points to it and says, "rissa". She loves to pray and prays for you many times a day. Love, Vickie, Kip and Amber Vickie Knudson Forest Lake, MN USA - Tuesday, August 5, 2003 10:19 PM CDT Hey Beautiful! Just thought I'd stop by and say hi! I'm always looking for updates! Kaylyn told me yesterday that she wanted to come and visit you!! Unfortunately she can't go out anywhere for a few months. She said she wants to give you a "hug and kiss" and she also told me "I hope Marissa feel better!" Kaylyn never forgets to pray for you and Kailee every night. Our family prays for you all the time. We love you sweetie-Lots of hugs and kisses from your Dianbai Sister Kaylyn Mei! XOXOXOXOXOXO Tim, Pat, Erin & Kaylyn <pswacker@netscape.net> Columbia, SC USA - Tuesday, August 5, 2003 3:25 PM CDT We are praying for Marissa and Family. We are praying that everything gets better for you all. Our son Preston, who we got exactly one year ago from Kunming has a genetic Disease but no way as bad as Marissa's. God Bless You All. Brian & Shawna Beck ( Katie & Preston) <Skbj2001@Yahoo.com> Kansas City, Mo USA - Tuesday, August 5, 2003 3:25 PM CDT We are praying for Marissa and your family. Hang in there. Would Jade be eligible for HeadStart? It's just an idea, but with all the medical expenses, etc, maybe they could get her in. And maybe Marissa could qualify for SSI? That might help out a little. We love you Marissa! Hang in there honey! Linda St. Paul, MN USA - Tuesday, August 5, 2003 2:56 PM CDT We and so many people are praying for you right now, Marissa! God is good and He is listening to each prayer and He will take care of you! He never will give us more than we can handle. You are very, very precious to Him. May God bless you today and everyday! Christine Christine Wilson <wilsonsncu@aol.com> Champaign, IL USA - Tuesday, August 5, 2003 2:33 PM CDT We are continuing to pray for Marissa's miracle and for her bleed to correct itself. Just wanted to let you know we are here for you guys. God Bless, Susan Griffin www.caringbridge.com/page/jakegriffin - Tuesday, August 5, 2003 1:32 PM CDT My 3 year old from Kunming and I will pray the rosary for Marissa's healing and for her family's strength. Remember that God is with you and He loves you. Laurie Lloyd <lloyd35@texas.net> Georgetown, Texas U.S.A. - Tuesday, August 5, 2003 11:55 AM CDT May God Bless You and Keep You All. My thoughts and prayers are with all of you. This is something I remind myself of when I am uncertain of the future: "I know not what the future holds, but I know Who holds the future". No matter what happens, God is in control and caring for all of you. I pray He will strengthen you and meet all your needs. With Love, Donna Donna Zinn <dz@fairfieldmfg.com> Lafayette, IN USA - Tuesday, August 5, 2003 10:51 AM CDT Sweet Marissa and Dearest Family, I think of you every day and wish that I had a magic wand just for YOU! I pray that Marissa will feel relief soon and that the pre-school works out!!! Public Schools have a PPCD and preschool for children that need it! It seems like your preschooler could qualify somewhere in their guidelines-and it would be free!!! Phone Special Services via your school district! If she is Chinese, I think that alone would qualify her! Also, Chinese or other Churches might help you fund the extra monies needed for the preschool you want for her! Let me know if you need someone to talk to and I will call you if I have your # :) Love, Marjie a Mother of 4 and one on the way from China Marjie Williams <Marjieloutoo@yahoo.com> Arlington, TX USA - Tuesday, August 5, 2003 10:43 AM CDT Hello Marissa, I'm sorry to hear what's happening to you. I can only imagine what you go through. I have a son who is 2 and is fighting cancer, and I can only say that he is fighting it very well. Doctors were already giving up on him. I can only tell you that GOD does work in miracles, and we've been through alot. Everything happens for a reason, whatever the reason is, just remeber that GOD is with you all the way. Keep up the faith, and I will certainly keep you in my prayers. Take care and I next time that I check back your website, I know I'll see some good news. God Bless you and your family. Stay STRONG. Arlene Longoria <longoria.arlene@cnsp.navy.mil> Chula Vista, CA USA - Tuesday, August 5, 2003 10:39 AM CDT Marissa, word is traveling fast and many are praying for you! Even though I do not know you personally I can tell from this web site you are a beautiful young lady inside and out and are loved by all! What I know for sure is that God loves you perfectly and He will take care of you through all things, lean on Him when things get rough and He will not let you down, He promises! I don't always understand why this life can be hard but I'm glad we have a Great God to help us through the tough times! Jesus understands all you go through and is always there for you to talk to. Marissa thank you for the opportunity to pray for you and your family...God is doing great things through you!!! Renee M. Ness <rnrness@yahoo.com> Batavia, IL - Tuesday, August 5, 2003 10:24 AM CDT Dear Marissa, Our prayers are with you, God can move mountains, and he can make you well. Praise Him, sweet little, he is with you and your family and he knows how much you love him. With God's Love (Cheyenne's mom) Donna Fiveash <rfiveash@sbcglobal.net or rfiveash@wcc.net> San Angelo, Tx - Tuesday, August 5, 2003 10:17 AM CDT You are in our thoughts and prayers. I'm bringing Marissa to the throne of Jehovah Jireh, the Lord who heals. He truly is the Great Physician. The Bakos FAmily <kimberbakos@yahoo.com> Stevensville, MI 49127 - Tuesday, August 5, 2003 9:48 AM CDT Dear Burgharts, We are so sorry to hear that you are all having such a hard time right now. Marissa and your whole family have been in my thoughts and prayers everyday. You hang in there Marissa! God has great plans for you. Take all the respite care you can get even if you just stay home and read a book. Praying that healing comes very soon. Love to all. Kathy Douglas <kathy@sws.uiuc.edu> Tolono, IL US - Tuesday, August 5, 2003 9:09 AM CDT Hi Kim, Steve, and Marissa. I am so sorry that things are so rough right now. Kim feel free to call me if you need to talk. We are praying for marissa. Love and Prayers sonya sonya prichard, wv usa - Tuesday, August 5, 2003 8:34 AM CDT May God give you joy! Sandy McCall <dmccall545@msn.com> Southlake, TX US - Tuesday, August 5, 2003 7:22 AM CDT Dear Friends, You are never far from my thoughts and prayers. I so wish that I was in Kansas and could come give you some free respite time. I am a Registered nurse in Arizona with a 7 year old from Kunming, I will pray that God's own angels will give you all a peaceful night's sleep and that Jesus will hold you in His arms throughout the days ahead. Love, in Christ, Jeanine, Colin, and Mikaelie Odom <jeaninehyde@cox.net> Tempe, AZ USA - Tuesday, August 5, 2003 2:06 AM CDT Hi Marissa I found you from a link on one of our QOL children - we would love for you to stop by and see if we could make a virtual quilt for you - love all the Quilts of Love angels  Angel Toto - Tuesday, August 5, 2003 1:11 AM CDT Please know that we are thinking of and praying for you, Marissa and family. We are glad that you all will soon be getting some help. Words seem so little, but the strong words from Psalm 31 and Isaiah were a blessing to us. Psalm 46:1: "God is our refuge and strength; a very present help in trouble." The Barham Family: Travis, Lynne, Trey, Jennifer, Nathanael, Mary Elizabeth, Sarah, Joshua, Joanna, and Timothy Black Mountain, NC United States of America - Monday, August 4, 2003 11:09 PM CDT  I am happy we are friends. I would like to invite you to join my prayer page. If your mom and dad say it is ok than please have them email me a picture of you and some things about your medical condition and I will add you right away. Love and Hugs, Jessica My Page Jessica's Prayer Page My Guestbook Please sign it Jessica <barbiegirljessica@netzero.com > - Monday, August 4, 2003 10:44 PM CDT Marissa & family, I am Mckenzie Brewers cousin & I have been keeping up with your updates. Kim, you do a wonderful page.. My heart goes out to you and you and your family are always in my prayers.God is still working miracles.Keep the faith and cherish every moment, Yes you all need to get out and have time away from it all and it would be good for the kids to get back in school to help keep their minds occupied with other things. I will be lifting Marissa up in my prayers tonight and your family. God Bless and I will be checking on her and you all. Keep Mckenzie in you prayers too please. its hard to watch such suffering. Take care and keep praying Donna Donna Simpson <donnas031664@aol.com> Reynoldsburg, OH USA - Monday, August 4, 2003 4:33 PM CDT Dear Kim and Steve, I just read your journal for the week. I know that this is a very difficult time for you. Thank you for keeping us updated on Marissa. Emma, my mom, and I just got back from music camp. You and your family are always in our thoughts and prayers. PLEASE LET ME KNOW IF THERE IS ANYTHING THAT I CAN DO FOR YOU!!!! We are sending our love and prayers. Love, The Bruggeman Family Kevin, Nancy, and Emma Nancy Bruggeman <nancybruggeman@unionsavings.com> Middletown, Ohio USA - Monday, August 4, 2003 2:33 PM CDT Marissa and Family; We love you guys and will keep praying for you. We wish there was more that we could do. Please let us know if you need anything. In Him, The Kirk Williams Family Teri, Kirk, Kyle, Darby and Gabby <trwilliams@cox.net> Topeka, KS USA - Monday, August 4, 2003 8:11 AM CDT Hi Marissa, My name is Carmel, and I am a friend of Erin. I live in Australia, and my favourite colour is purple too! I just wanted to let you know that you are a beautiful young lady, and you are obviously very brave. I am praying that Jesus will feel very close to you as you continue your journey. *huggles* Carmel Marissa's Mum and Dad - I am praying for you too. May God grant you ever increasing strength and comfort. And may his healing hand rest on your precious little one. Carmel <lollygirl@bigpond.com> Adelaide, SA Australia - Monday, August 4, 2003 2:34 AM CDT Marissa and family, Hi, I was visiting Maddie's site and saw that she was praying for you (www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie) and I wanted to stop by and say hello and let you know that we are also praying very hard. I read your journal entries and noticed that several times you said "Through GOD all things are possible". That is the theme of our daughters site (www.caringbridge.org/tx/cheyenne5). We all know this to be true and pray that God grants our children mercy and healing of this terrible tumor. Also, I understand that your are joining the Protocel family. Welcome. I am probably the rookie of the bunch, with our daughter only taking it for the past 3 weeks. She is now in radiation and chemo. We very strongly believe that God led us to our current treatment, which includes Protocel. I will stop by often to see how everything is going and will pray daily. My prayer list is getting verrrrry long these days. I actually have to write it down so I don't miss the one's I want to specifically mention. May God be with you. God Bless Cheyenne's Dad www.caringbridge.org/tx/cheyenne5 Roy Fiveash <rfiveash@wcc.net> San Angelo, tx US - Sunday, August 3, 2003 10:31 PM CDT I will be praying for Marissa that God heals her. Remember with God all things are possible. I'm a friend of Erin Kaylyn's sister and have been praying for also. Marissa is a beautiful young girl and I'm sure God will heal her. Just keep the faith!! Bethany <nychickadee1986@yahoo.com> Springfield, Va United States - Sunday, August 3, 2003 9:36 PM CDT Kim, I continue to pray for you, Steve, Marissa, and the rest of the kids throughout everyday. I am so thankful that you have found trust in God and know that He is with you always. Sometimes, when I get a minute during the day I can smell Marissa and feel the softness of her cheek when I can kiss her. It is such a wonderful time and I love her so much it makes me cry. Other times, I think of the tom boy that she is when she is having fun playing with Eric and I smile or laugh as she is loving her little life. Gina Coffman Topeka, KS USA - Sunday, August 3, 2003 9:31 PM CDT Marissa and family, I am Julie Dornisch's daughter and take Protocel. I am just visiting your website for the first time and am so sorry you are all struggling. I will keep you all in my thoughts and prayers. Stay strong, Maddie www.caringbridge.org/mn/maddie - Sunday, August 3, 2003 8:36 PM CDT We are sorry to hear that you are feeling so bad Marissa.We think of and pray for you every day. Our love to you and your whole family. You are all so special to us. Love-Lisa,Mark, Joie and Sophie Lisa Whitney - Sunday, August 3, 2003 8:23 PM CDT Hi all, Sure was hoping to read that Marissa was doing much better. We will continue to keep praying for her. Emily prays for her all the time. Emily is having surgery tomorrow. They are putting the feeding tube in. I sure am getting nervous about things. We leave Friday and go to Memphis. We will be there til the 15th. Can't wait to have this next MRI. Tank care Kim. You all are in our prayers. Love Kim and Emily www.caringbridge.org/il/emilymcellen Emily and Kim McEllen <pkremcellen@msn.com> Galesburg, il USA - Sunday, August 3, 2003 7:49 PM CDT  I love snowglobes they are so pretty. Do you like snowglobes? Everyone should love angels I think and I sure do so I wanted to share this snowglobe with you. I love you very much and I am praying for you. Love and hugs, Jessica My Page Please sign my guestbook My new buddy Mitch he has cancer since may 2003 Jessica <barbiegirljessica@netzero.com > - Sunday, August 3, 2003 7:43 PM CDT  Look at that clock isn't it cute? Do you know the song hickory dickory dock lets sing it together. Hickory dickory dock the mouse ran up the clock the clock struck one the mouse ran down hickory dickory dock. Have a great day I love you and am praying for you. Love and Hugs, Jessica My Site Come make me smile sign my guestbook please Jessica <barbiegirljessica@netzero.com > - Sunday, August 3, 2003 9:54 AM CDT Hey Marissa,  Just here to let you know that although I'm so far away, you always have a friend from Australia :) Thinking of you! ~*Girlie's Page*~ ~*Janice's Page*~ Hugs & kisses, XOXOXOXO Janice Melbourne, Australia - Sunday, August 3, 2003 3:05 AM CDT  Jessica's Site My Guestbook Good morning! I have off work today yeah! So I get to stay home and rest because I am still feeling a little bit sick and icky. I hope you have a great day. I love you. Big angel hugs, and kisses are comming your way. Love & Hugs, Jessica Jessica <barbiegirljessica@netzero.com > - Saturday, August 2, 2003 2:31 PM CDT Hey Marissa,  Just here to say hi :) I am praying for you sweetie..have a nice day! ~*Girlie's Page*~ ~*Janice's Page*~ Love lots, XOXOXOXO Janice Melbourne, Australia - Friday, August 1, 2003 7:08 AM CDT  Hello Marissa. I am sorry that you fell sweetheart. I hope it does not hurt anymore. I fall alot too and it does hurt when it happens but usually it goes away in a few minutes. I am praying for you sweetie I love you. Love and hugs, Jessica Jessica <barbiegirljessica@netzero.com> - Wednesday, July 30, 2003 9:05 PM CDT My prayers continue with you. I have tried to use the prayer pager number and I get a business so do not know what I am doing wrong but we are praying for you all. clara Clara Regier Newton, Ks USA - Tuesday, July 29, 2003 9:35 AM CDT What an inspiration you are, Marissa, bringing glory to God even as you are sick. I thank God that nothing can separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus--We are praying for peace for your family, and healing for you as only our awesome Jesus can do. Much love, Joanne Jensen and Lewis, Helen and Kristi Wakefield <jjlw@winfirst.com> Sacramento, CA - Monday, July 28, 2003 6:45 PM CDT May the good Lord be with you and your family. Rhonda Martin <rhondamartin42@yahoo.com> West Alexandria, Oh USA - Monday, July 28, 2003 7:55 AM CDT Hi Marissa, I'm sorry you're not feeling well. You are in my prayers. I miss seeing you and I hope you will be feeling better soon. Love from Jessica Galvin :) Hi Marissa, I miss you very much. I hope you will feel better soon. I wish that I could visit you sometime. I am praying for you everyday, you are my friend. love allison galvin Hey, Marissa, we think about you and pray for you everyday. Your whole family is in our thoughts and prayers. May God continue holding you in His hands. All our love and blessings, Kathy Galvin Jessica, Allison, and Kathy Galvin <kathfromks@peoplepc.com> Topeka, KS USA - Sunday, July 27, 2003 4:49 PM CDT Hey Marissa,  I'm so sorry about your fall...I am praying that nothing comes out of it...keep strong and fighting, sweet little girl...I am praying always for you...praying for a special miracle for you...hang in there...thinking of you! ~*Girlie's Page*~ ~*Janice's Page*~ Love always, XOXOXOXO Janice Melbourne, Australia - Sunday, July 27, 2003 10:08 AM CDT I'm so happy to know Marissa is improving!!!! I'm still praying, and I'll keep praying! http://www.caringbridge.org/sc/kaylynmei/ Keep getting better sweetheart! Kaylyn also wants to go to Disney through Make-A-Wish to "Meet Mickey Mouse!" It would be neat if we could all go at the same time! Erin <ccbubbless17@yahoo.com> Columbia, SC USA - Saturday, July 26, 2003 3:51 PM CDT  Hi Marissa I hope you are having a nice weekend. I love you and am praying for you. I will come and visit you another time. Love and Hugs, Jessica Jessica <barbiegirljessica@netzero.com > - Saturday, July 26, 2003 11:11 AM CDT  Hi Marissa. I hope you are doing allright. Have a great weekend sweetie. I am praying for you. Love & Hugs, Jessica Jessica <barbiegirljessica@netzero.com> - Friday, July 25, 2003 2:07 PM CDT Hi everyone, We are sorry to her about Steve's sister passing away. You all have had enough. It is time for some good news in your family. Sure glad to hear that there is some improvement with Marissa. It will take time. I know it is hard. We went through that when Emily had a stroke. We are having problems with her again. She is having headaches and vomiting again. They are taking her off of the TPN and putting a feeding tube in next week. Then we go to Memphis the 8th of August. She is having a whole week of test. Well take care and you are in our prayers. Love and prayers Kim and Emily Emily and Kim McEllen <pkremcellen@msn.com> Galesburg, Il USA - Friday, July 25, 2003 7:17 AM CDT  Hello and how is my pretty little princess doing today? I am doing great. I am praying for you and I love you very much. Have a great Thursday sweetie. Love & Hugs, Jessica Jessica <barbiegirljessica@netzero.com> - Thursday, July 24, 2003 6:13 PM CDT I'm very sorry to hear about the loss of Steve's sister. Please accept my condolences. My continued prayers to beautiful Marissa and your entire family. God Bless! Terry Snyder (Angel Jalen's "Am-Maw") http://www.caringbridge.org/fl/jalen <vix207@aol.com> Royal Palm Beach, FL - Thursday, July 24, 2003 1:49 PM CDT Good Morning, Everyone! We are very sorry to hear about the loss of Steve's sister. You have our deepest sympathy. We are glad that Marissa is doing better everyday. We continue to pray for her. We are going to music camp next week so we will check in when we return. Take care! We are sending lots of love and prayers your way. Love, The Bruggemans Kevin, Nancy, and Emma :) Nancy Bruggeman <nancybruggeman@unionsavings.com> Middletown, Ohio USA - Thursday, July 24, 2003 9:39 AM CDT I wish you the best of luck & a long, happy, healthy life. Cari Dayton, OH USA - Thursday, July 24, 2003 6:27 AM CDT  I have some good news. My mom and I looked up the prices for dora the explorer live at the aladdin hotel and casino cause Dora is comming in August and the ticket prices were not expensive so my mom got me a ticket for the saturday august 23rd 11 am show and i am in the center. It cost $26! I can not wait to see dora, boots, tico, and swiper. Also I have added some new squares to my virtual quilt http://www.geocities.com/barbiegirljessica2003/myquilt.html if you know how to make a square or have a cute picture you would like to add to my quilt just email me the square or picture and i will resize it and add it. I love to get new squares added to my quilt. Have a great night. I love you. Love and Hugs, Jessica Jessica <barbiegirljessica@netzero.com > - Thursday, July 24, 2003 1:03 AM CDT HI MARISSA, I HOPE YOU ARE HAVING A WONDERFUL, BEAUTIFUL FUN FILLED DAY. YOU ARE A BEAUTIFUL CHILD AND GOD TAKES CARE OF ALL HIS SPECIAL CHILDREN. I WILL BE THINKING AND PRAYING FOR YOU EVERY DAY SEVERAL TIMES A DAY. I HAVE EMAILED YOUR WEBSITE TO A LOT OF PEOPLE AND I KNOW THEY WILL ALSO BE PRAYING AND THINKING ABOUT YOU EVERY DAY. KEEP YOUR SPIRITS UP KIDDO TOMORROW WILL BE A BETTER DAY. CHARLOTTE, RANDY AND HANNAH CRAFT <CHARMEDIC275@AOL.COM> WEST ALEXANDRIA, OH USA - Wednesday, July 23, 2003 6:29 PM CDT  Hi sweetie how are you doing today? I am doing great! Do you like to sing? I love to sing. Have a joyfull day ok. Love & Hugs, Jessica Come make me smile sign my guestbook please I love pictures and messages and read them all Jessica <barbiegirljessica@netzero.com> - Wednesday, July 23, 2003 11:11 AM CDT  Hello hunny bunny how are you doing? I hope you had a good day. I did I went to wet n wild and then out to eat with my mommy at ramono's macaroni grill. I have a drs appointment tomorrow morning at 7:45 to talk about my blood test results with the dr I am scared but think everything came back fine or they would have called if it didn't. I will sign your guestbook tomorrow morning when I get back home. Right now I am listening to Americans Juniors it is kind of like american idol but it has little kids on it. Some of the kids can really sing. You have a great night hunny bunny sleep tight and don't let the bed bugs bite ok? Love and Hugs, Jessica www.geocities.com/barbiegirljessica2003 Jessica <barbiegirljessica@netzero.com > - Tuesday, July 22, 2003 10:25 PM CDT  I love you! Have a great day. I will come and check in on you later. Love and Hugs, Jessica www.geocities.com/barbiegirljessica2003 Jessica <barbiegirljessica@netzero.com > - Tuesday, July 22, 2003 12:14 AM CDT Hey Marissa,  I found your site on Kaylyn's site so I wanted to come by and say hi...I am so sorry to hear you're not doing too well at the moment...I know it is hard, sweetie..but I hope and pray you will keep fighting and that God will heal you soon..you are a beautiful little girl!!! Don't give up! I will be checking back for more updates..I'll be keeping you and your family in my prayers always...keep strong and brave, sweetie! ~*Girlie's Page*~ ~*Janice's Page*~ Hugs & kisses, XOXOXOXO Janice Melbourne, Australia - Tuesday, July 22, 2003 11:12 AM CDT  I am gonna love you forever and ever forever and ever forever and ever amen! Good night sweetheart. Pleasant Dreams. Sleep Tight sweetheart. Maybe Tomorrow will be sunny and bright! I have off work tuesday wensday and saturday this week and plan on going to wet n wild if it is nice out but I will check on you before I go and before I go to bed. Love and Hugs, Jessica www.geocities.com/barbiegirljessica2003 Jessica <barbiegirljessica@netzero.com > - Tuesday, July 22, 2003 1:37 AM CDT  Hi Marissa. How are you sweetie. I am doing allright hanging in there like usual. What is your favorite kind of animal? Mine is a dog. I have two dogs. Do you have any pets? Love and Hugs, Jessica Jessica <barbiegirljessica@netzero.com > - Monday, July 21, 2003 9:40 PM CDT I am glad to hear Marissa is a little better. Even slight improvements mean the world sometimes. God knows when we need those signs. I can just see His angels surrounding your family. He is holding all of you near. I am so sorry about Steve's sister. She is rejoicing in heaven right now. We continue to pray without ceasing for you. Love you bunches. Barbie, Rick and Bekah Ks USA - Monday, July 21, 2003 10:14 AM CDT Good Morning Everyone! We are glad that Marissa is progressing a little everyday. We hope that all continues to go well with her recovery. We feel very bad about Steve's sister. We know that this is not an easy time for your family right now. You are in our thoughts and prayers. Take care. Love, The Bruggeman Family Kevin, Nancy, and Emma Nancy Bruggeman <nancybruggeman@unionsavings.com> Middletown, Ohio USA - Monday, July 21, 2003 8:37 AM CDT  Hi sweetie I wanted to say good night, sleep tight, and dont let the bed bugs bite. I hope you had a nice Sunday. I love you a bushel and a peck and a peck and a bushel. Love and Hugs, Jessica Jessica <barbiegirljessica@netzero.com > - Monday, July 21, 2003 2:28 AM CDT  Hi sweetie. I hope you have a great day. I need to get ready for work now. Love and Hugs, Jessica Jessica <barbiegirljessica@netzero.com > - Sunday, July 20, 2003 12:24 AM CDT I just came to your page by seeing your link on another page:) I will be praying for you! I am going to beep you now to let you know. That is a great idea!! Visit Katia's Page and sign her guestbook:) (Leukemia AML M4)  Tracy and katia - Sunday, July 20, 2003 10:29 AM CDT  Hi Marissa. Do you like barbie? I do I have alot of barbies. Have a great night sweetie. Love and Hugs, Jessica Jessica <barbiegirljessica@netzero.com> - Sunday, July 20, 2003 2:08 AM CDT  Hi Marissa. I hope you have a great day sweetie. Love and Hugs, Jessica Jessica <barbiegirljessica@netzero.com > - Saturday, July 19, 2003 11:49 AM CDT I have been reading about Marissa. My hopes, thoughts, and prayers are with her and your family. My daughter, Lilli is from Jiangxi province. Nancy D Maryville, TN USA - Saturday, July 19, 2003 8:05 AM CDT  Hi Marissa I am a prayer warrior of Kaylyns and now I am becoming one for you too. You are such a pretty girl. I am happy you are feeling allright. Try to eat alot of food ok? Kaylyn has been eating alot lately. That is great and you should too. Good luck on your trip back to st jude. Hugs and kisses are comming your way. Love and Hugs, Jessica www.geocities.com/barbiegirljessica2003 Jessica <barbiegirljessica@netzero.com> - Friday, July 18, 2003 11:11 PM CDT Marissa, just a quick note because I'm at work. I'm so glad to hear that you are getting better. Remember when I was there we talked about getting better and how you had to really try but you would get better. I know that the worst thing right now is not being able to talk and express yourself. You are so bright and smart, that has to be very frustrating. Try not to get angry, just try to get better. Try to be patient, that's one virtue your Grandad doesn't have either but I have to keep praying for. Anyway, I sure love you. I sent you an envelop today with a surprise. Bye for now and have a great trip back to St. Judes with your Mom. Give her an extra hug 'cause she needs it too. Grandad Hastings, MN - Friday, July 18, 2003 3:58 PM CDT Hi Everyone! I am getting ready to leave for the weekend, but I didn't want to leave without sending you a message. Emma is saying her Angel prayer for Marissa, so that God and his angels will watch over our beautiful Marissa. We are sending our love, prayers and good thoughts your way!!! Keep up the fight!!! Love, The Bruggeman Family Kevin, Nancy, and Emma Nancy Bruggeman <nancybruggeman@unionsavings.com> Middletown, Ohio USA - Friday, July 18, 2003 1:44 PM CDT Thank you for opening up your heart and lives, and sharing your story with all who read this web site. As the Lord leds, I will be praying for your daughter and your family. (Remember: There is nothing - no testing, no trial, no suffering - that can come your way unless it has first passed through the throne of God. Though we don't understand why must suffer through a trial, God is not unaware. God is good. Keeping trusting Him, every hour of every day.) Sherrie Cramer <mskacramer@aol.com> Sacramento, CA USA - Friday, July 18, 2003 1:03 AM CDT It was so good to see you guys the last trip to Memphis, so far our schedules usually connect in some way, hopefully this will not change. Just remember, GOD is still GOD, and he's working miracles everyday!!! Take every care & worry you have and lay them at His feet, big & small, He can handle the BIG stuff and He cares about the little stuff. Romans 12:12 Be joyful in HOPE, patient in AFFLICTION, and faithful in PRAYER! We Love You & pray for you, Monica & Sarah Claire Monica Holder <mholder@tecinfo.com> Merigold, MS - Friday, July 18, 2003 0:03 AM CDT Hi Kim, When I was reading your entry I felt so connected. So many things you wrote I have written myself. My daughter Julia was dx on 12/20/02 with an inoperable brain tumor. She was four (5 now). It's comforting to have other people to communicate with. I will keep Marissa in my prayers at all times. Judy www.caringbridge.org/pa/julialevy Judy Levy <levyjudy4@comcast.net> Pittsburgh, PA - Thursday, July 17, 2003 2:16 PM CDT As always, thinking of you and praying for you without ceasing (I Thess. 5:17). I know without a doubt that God has a perfect plan for your family through all of this and He will give you His grace and mercy to endure. He loves his children so much that we cannot fathom the depth of it but just know that He will never let go. Your family is such a blessing and testimony for Jesus, what a great legacy that is!! Love you Kim, Steve, Marissa and family! Barbie Long Topeka, USA - Thursday, July 17, 2003 8:57 AM CDT Marissa, you and your family are in our thoughts and prayers. God Bless you! Steve, Angie, Jordan and Joshua Clymer New Port Richey, FL USA - Wednesday, July 16, 2003 10:19 PM CDT Marissa, you are not alone, God is with you, and the many people who will read this website dedicated to you are praying for you---Jr. Charla, Ben, Eric, Dean and Ariel Eitel Charla Eitel <sehkmetII@aol.com> New Lebanon, Ohio USA - Wednesday, July 16, 2003 9:51 PM CDT We are just finishing our paperwork to go get our little baby girl from China! Please know someone else in Michigan is praying for you sweetie! I go to a HUGE church here in Grand Rapids, MI and will put you on our prayer chain! I pray that God will heal you & am so thankful that you are part of a loving Christian family!! My prayers are with you! Misschell <chinamommy1@msn.com> Grand Rapids, MI USA - Tuesday, July 15, 2003 9:48 PM CDT Hi Kim. We are back from our trip. We are prayin for miss marissa and for steves sister. We leave for memphis sun for chemo pick up on Mon. maybe we will see ya down there. love and prayers sonya sonya - Tuesday, July 15, 2003 9:24 PM CDT Hi, Marissa! I am Arabella Uhry. My mom wrote to you and now I want to say that I am thinking of you and praying for you and sending you all my wishes to get well soon. With all my love Arabella Uhry <arabellamao@yahoo.com> Ridgefield, CT USA - Tuesday, July 15, 2003 8:01 PM CDT Marissa & Family, I have added your name to our prayer group. Someone in every state in the US and Canada will be praying for you. I pray that God heals you completely. He is faithful. I will be checking back with your webpage often to find any updates and will looking for a praise report soon! In Jesus Name! Karen, Gary, Terris, & Hannah R. Karen R. <LngRedRose1966@aol.com> Alexandria, LA USA - Tuesday, July 15, 2003 6:47 PM CDT Hang in there Sweetheart!! We think and pray for you every day, we can't wait until your feeling better!!! Erin <ccbubbless17@yahoo.com> Columbia, SC USA - Tuesday, July 15, 2003 2:48 PM CDT Dear Marissa and family, You and Kailee Wells are in my thoughts and prayers constantly. Jeanine Odom AKA Mikaelie's mom <jeaninehyde@cox.net> Tempe, az usa - Tuesday, July 15, 2003 2:27 PM CDT Marissa and Family, I have been keeping up with your progress and I pray for you often. It's hard to remember that my little problems are so silly next to what you and other children like you are facing everyday. I pray for stregnth for you and your family. Things will be better soon! My oldest daughter was born in China and is 5 now. She and her sisters help me pray for your complete recovery soon. Tammie, Jerry, Savannah, Sierra and Allyson Pruitt <pruitt5@centurytel.net> Corinth, TX - Tuesday, July 15, 2003 10:58 AM CDT I am Barbie Long's sister-in-law who just read your journal this morning. My heart goes out to all of your family as I know God's does as well. I prayed for Marissa, Jan, and your whole family today, and I will continue to pray for you. May God give you strength and display his miraculous grace and mercy through your healing. Mary Lou May <frogites@juno.com> Auburn, KS USA - Tuesday, July 15, 2003 9:14 AM CDT Steve and Kim, there are not words to express my feelings as I read your journal, I know that Jesus knows and is right there with you (and your whole extended family) even when you feel like you are going through the valley of shadow of death alone. I pray that you feel his loving arms holding you and stabilizing you. We have a daughter teaching in China and someday I want to meet you. We are praying. My husband and I are both PV employees and we attend KHC where Mark Isaac is pastor. We care. Arlen and Clara Regier Clara Regier Newton, ks - Tuesday, July 15, 2003 8:48 AM CDT WE are praying for Marissa. One day after dropping my son at his school so he and friends could go to Chicago to visit a very sick friend at Childrens Memorial I told the girls, Naomi, Sarah, Hannah and Valentina that when we got home we must pray for Marrisa and for Jeremiah, they said No mommie we have to pray now so we prayed as i drove, they lifted their voices to God for both Marrisa and Jeremiah. Know that people you have never met and probably never will have your daughters name lifted in prayer and love her sight un seen. God bless you, give you strength. deborah jones <debjones@starband.net> Wheatfield, in usa - Tuesday, July 15, 2003 8:12 AM CDT Hi Marissa & Family. You are in our thoughts Everyday!, and we hope that you will get better real soon. May god be with you and take good care of you! Brent Stephanie & Cheyenne <hyrollz71@hotmail.com> Port Arthur, TEXAS USA - Tuesday, July 15, 2003 3:44 AM CDT Dear Marissa, God Bless You and your family. You are such a brave and beautiful girl and we are thinking of and praying for you! Judith, Minn, Kate Aung <juminn@yahoo.com> Keller, TX USA - Tuesday, July 15, 2003 3:00 AM CDT Marissa, I just found your website recently. I check it a lot, so I can know how to pray for you. I am praying that you won't be scared and that God will heal you completely - from your head to your toes. I will be going to China in a few weeks to get my baby daughter, and I will think of you while I am there. Take care precious girl, and know that many people are thinking about you and praying for you. Much love, Michele Gilmore (Katie's mommy) <offtochina@aol.com> Chesapeake, VA - Tuesday, July 15, 2003 0:05 AM CDT Hello Burkhart Family, Marissa, we hope this is a very good day for you! We are praying for everyone in your family. May God's love sustain you all and bring you good health, strength, continued faith and comfort. ( It takes lots of energy to get better so you might as well be as comfortable as possible.) Please know that you are very special to all of us. - The Moffett Family, Falls Church, VA Peg Moffett <pegmof@ioip.com> Falls Church, VA USA - Monday, July 14, 2003 11:29 PM CDT Precious Marissa.... Just know that people from all over the world are PRAYING for you. We live outside of Richmond, Va. and got your website from my daughter who is adopting a chinese daughter soon. We love you and will continue to pray for you and your family. Pam and Mike Farnsworth <mpf@farnsworthfamily.net> Powhatan, Virginia - Monday, July 14, 2003 12:00 AM CDT Dear Marissa, Just a note to say, "I am thinking about you and I want you to know ... God always wants the best for you because he loves you. I will continue to pray for you." Love, Lorraine PS: Thanks to Lisa for posting the prayer request on the Youth2003 Website.. hope to meet you in Knoxville next week. Lorraine Emanuel <ldfemanuel@msn.com> Brockton, MA USA - Monday, July 14, 2003 9:46 AM CDT Hello! We want you to know ya'll are in our thoughts constantly. We check your updates regularly to keep up with how things are going. We love you and are praying that Marissa will improve over time. Karli asks about Marissa all the time and sends her love to her Dianbai sister. Please let us know if there is ever anything we can do even though we are far away. We are with you in spirit. Beth Kessler <beth_kessler@jp.co.harris.tx.us> Houston, Tx USA - Monday, July 14, 2003 9:42 AM CDT Good Morning Burkhart family! I just read your update on Marissa. I know that it is not easy right now. Our family went to Mass yesterday to pray for you and Marissa. Know that God is with you and your family. We admire your strength and courage. We continue to pray that Marissa will get stronger. Take care!!!! We send our love and prayers your way!!!! Love, The Bruggeman Family Kevin, Nancy, and Emma :) Nancy Bruggeman <nancybruggeman@unionsavings.com> Middletown, Ohio USA - Monday, July 14, 2003 9:17 AM CDT God sends His love and His faithfulness...Psalm 57:3 Even though it may appear so at times...He will never leave you nor forsake you, hang onto Him. You are constantly and continuously in our thoughts and prayers. Rick, Barbie and Bekah <RBLong0928@juno.com> Topeka, KS USA - Monday, July 14, 2003 8:50 AM CDT Hi Marissa, We love you and think about you everyday. We hope you are feeling better....!! love you. RACHEL DAZER rachel dazer <cdazer@livonia.k12.mi.us> plymouth, mi wayne - Sunday, July 13, 2003 3:52 PM CDT Hi Marissa- Just read the good news that you are getting better. Praise God. I have been keeping you in my prayers each day. You are the same age as one of my granddaughters from China so I feel very close to you. I pray for you and our MeiLi each day. May you soon be feeling better and back to your drawing. MeiLi loves to draw also. In Christ, Grammy Grammy Jensen <roynes2@cox.net> Tempe, AZ USA - Friday, July 11, 2003 11:33 PM CDT Hi Marissa and Family, Just wondering how things are going with you. Sure hope that there is some inprovement. We pray for you everyday. Emily is still having problems. She is vomiting again. Sounds like we are going to get a feeding tube. She is vomiting her oral meds now. She is getting ready to go to camp with St. Judes here in Peoria. She leaves the 12-18. She is so excitied. It will be a nice break but I will have a hard time with her gone. Well take care. Love and Prayers Emily and KIm Emily and Kim McEllen <pkremcellen@grics.net> Galesburg, IL USA - Friday, July 11, 2003 12:54 AM CDT Good Morning, Burkhart Family!!!! We hope all is well with you. Our prayers are continued daily for a full recovery. I can't believe how time flies!!! The summer is almost over. Emma goes to music camp in a few weeks, and then to our family reunion. I think Kevin's parents will be visiting for a few days with us. It will be nice to see them, since we haven't seen them in almost 4months. Take care!!! Marissa, keep your chin up!!!! You are a strong child and you will beat this!!!! You are in God's hands. So many people are praying for you. Think positive, and know that we love you very much!!!! Love, The Bruggeman Family Kevin, Nancy, and Emma :) Nancy Bruggeman Middletown, Ohio USA - Friday, July 11, 2003 11:01 AM CDT Hey Marissa! I have been thinking about you and all of us have been praying for you! Keep being strong in your faith and the knowledge that the Lord is your strength! He is doing such a mighty work through you! We love you and miss all of you. Kim and Steve we will be praying for your wisdom and discernment and for all of you to have rivers of peace flowing through you! Take care! Much Love to all of you, The Peacock's (Mark, Cynthia, Ben and Jonathan) Cynthia Peacock Bartlett, TN USA - Thursday, July 10, 2003 11:06 AM CDT Dear Marissa, I have been praying for you since late December. I just discovered this web site. I first heard of you from my friend Martha Hackenberger. My 10 year old daughter is from China, too! We will continue to pray for you. You are a very special girl! Susan Richardson Boone, NC USA - Thursday, July 10, 2003 7:15 AM CDT Dear Marissa, You are such a precious gift from God! Keep up the fight! There are so many people thinking about you and praying for your complete recovery! You have touched sooo many peoples' lives. Know that God is holding you in his arms! We love you Marissa! Michele, Paul, Kayla and Maria Duncan family <teachermduncan@hotmail.com> Lawrence, KS USA - Tuesday, July 8, 2003 7:26 PM CDT Dear Marissa, You are such a pretty young lady with a loving family. Remember God loves you and is very strong so let Him help you get better. We'll keep thinking of you and praying for you so you know there are tons of people out here pulling for you to get well very, very soon! Even in South Carolina where we live. VJ, Dave and Jada Allred VJ Allred <dallred@sc.rr.com> Sumter, SC USA - Tuesday, July 8, 2003 1:13 PM CDT Hi Marrisa and family, I check your website daily but this is my first post. You and your family continue to be in my thoughts and prayers. God is good and will carry you through this time. Take care, Sherri Ronald McDonald House Sherri Bushong Maxey <sherri@rmhmemphis.org> Memphis, TN USA - Monday, July 7, 2003 6:09 PM CDT Dear Marrisa and Family, after reading the website I felt compelled to share with you the encouraging story about my nephew Jacob. When Jacob was 5 years old he was diagnosed with a rhabdomio sarcoma in his brain that was wrapped around his optic nerve and was inoperable. He was put on radiation and chemotherapy and his parents were told he had 6 months to live. As a family, we reached out to the Christian community to seek prayers on Jacob's behalf. Thousands of people were praying for Jacob all around the world. Today, Jacob is 16 years old and is getting his drivers license soon. He is in a regular school system and functions without any disabilities. He will need some future surgeries; however, we know that he is one of God's living miracles. Keep your faith in God. Seek His perfect will in your life. Keep your beautiful smile and continue to try to do your wonderful drawings. My family, Hannah (6); Claire (2); my husbland Robin and I (Laura) will keep you in our prayers. In His Love The Schumachers, July 7, 2003 Laura Schumacher Louisville, KY Oldham - Monday, July 7, 2003 2:56 PM CDT May God bless you all..you'll be in our prayers Katharine Whitener <kkandkdlovethegoose@hotmail.com> Columbia, Mo USA - Monday, July 7, 2003 1:55 PM CDT Dear Marrisa, I just got through looking at your website and you are a beautiful little girl. Please know that there is a family in South Carolina that will be praying for you. God Bless you. Leslie Trotter <ltrotter@colacoll.edu> Gilbert, SC USA - Monday, July 7, 2003 12:53 AM CDT Good Morning, Beautiful Marissa! Keep up the fight! We are all praying for you to get better! I just spoke to your mommy yesterday. What a GREAT mom you have!!! She is your biggest fan and cheerleader!!! You are an inspiration to all of us who know you. We are lucky to have you in our lives. You will get better, because of all of the people who are praying for you. Besides, with God all things are possible!!!!! Emma sends her love with lots of hugs!!!! Love, The Bruggeman Family Nancy Bruggeman <nancybruggeman@unionsavings.com> Middletown, Ohio USA - Monday, July 7, 2003 9:50 AM CDT Hi Kim, We are praying for a miraculous recovery for Marissa. Our son is going through something similar, though he didn't have a brain bleed. Praying for better days ahead. Be Blessed Craig Levine <www.caringbridge.org/il/elijah> taylorville, il usa - Monday, July 7, 2003 9:45 AM CDT What a beautiful, brave little girl! I continue holding her and all of ya'll in my prayers that God will bless each of you in a very special way. Linda E <leaves@bellsouth.net> Merryville, LA USA - Monday, July 7, 2003 9:04 AM CDT We are really very thankful that Marissa is home and has all the prayers for her recovery. I am sending two very short articles that the family can enjoy and call later. Love and prayers, Grandad John Willett <johndeere72@msn.com> Hastings, MMN USA - Monday, July 7, 2003 8:12 AM CDT Dear Marissa, and family I just wanted you to know that you are in my prayers. I am praying that God give you encouragement and that he lay his healing hands on Marissa. Keep up the faith, and know that we all love you and keep you dear to our hearts. My daughter Mickayla is also adopted from China. God Bless you Marissa and the family. Kristina & Mickayla Kristina Taylor <trinigurlforever@earthlink.net> Ca USA - Monday, July 7, 2003 7:55 AM CDT I am glad to hear that Marissa is progressing. May the Lord continue to provide Marissa and your family with strength and support. God Bless all of you! Brenda Schaffer <brenda@ksu.edu> Manhattan, KS USA - Monday, July 7, 2003 7:40 AM CDT Hello Marissa and Family, Do not lose the faith and hope. Never give up. We will continue to pray for you daily. We love you guys! We looked for you while you were here but didn't seem to find you. Karina didn't have many appointments last week since she was being admitted Thursday for round 3 of chemo. Karina is doing well and sends her love to all of you too. Hugs and Kisses!!! Marci and Karina Hurtado <marci.lh@verizon.net> Laurel, MD - Monday, July 7, 2003 0:01 AM CDT Dear Marissa and family, I just read your update and am encouraged by some of the news. All this sounds so familiar to me. My dad has had so many brain surgeries for tumors and complications that go along with treatments. He recently had his 5th surgery in 6 months. WE believe in the power of prayers. I know these times are very hard. I wish you strength and good results. We will keep you in our daily prayers. Ellen, Chris, Julia and Mariel <chec88@bellsouth.net> Slidell, LA USA - Sunday, July 6, 2003 4:30 PM CDT May God bless and keep your family in His loving care and give you wisdom and strength as you handle this new situation. Blessings Rebecca Brenham, Tx USA - Sunday, July 6, 2003 12:33 AM CDT Dear Marissa and family, Every night when we pray for my China mommy & daddy, and my little sister who is there waiting for us, we also pray for you. I'm only 2 years old but I am really good at saying my prayers. We talk about you every day and know that God is there with you. Lots of Love and Hugs from Naomi Grace Naomi - Saturday, July 5, 2003 9:19 AM CDT Dear Marrissa, Ed, Catryna (16 mos. - Dangyang City) and I (Rita) are praying that you are well very soon. Your mom and dad sound so loving and are doing the very best they can for you. We wish you lots of love. We hope you feel all the prayers coming your way. We will be sure to add you to our prayer list in the evenings. Love The Connelly Family Rita Connelly <lacyrose@optonline.net> Elmont, NY USA - Friday, July 4, 2003 12:38 AM CDT Marissa and family, We heard about you through our adoptive family e-mail group. We too, have a wonderful daughter from China (she is from a town very close to your hometown in Guangdong). You are a very special girl Marissa ...and your incredible strength and spirit has touched so many people all across the country and the world! May all the prayers and love being sent your way bring a smile to your face and continued recovery. Thanks for sharing your beautiful drawings. Margie , Maya Zhou and family Boulder, Co U.S.A - Friday, July 4, 2003 0:23 AM CDT Hi Marissa! We are so happy that your mri came back much better than you might have been expecting. We have been thinking about you alot, and have prayed that all would be o.k. Bailey just finished up her 4th round of chemo, which is her last one. We got out of the hospital on Wednesday the 2nd. We wished we could of seen you when you were here. We will probably be here until the end of July, so maybe we will run into you then. You guys take care, and keep up the good thoughts!! love, Derek, Crystal, Bailey and Dalton Kistner <kistnercattle@aol.com> - Thursday, July 3, 2003 3:17 PM CDT PRAISE THE LORD!!! Our family is so happy for this wonderful news! We will continue to pray! GOD IS GOOD! The Osborne family <theosborneclan@juno.com> Rockford, MI USA - Thursday, July 3, 2003 1:15 PM CDT Marissa and family -- We too have a little girl age 7, adopted from China. I pray for all of you every day in your battle to be cured. I know God will strengthen you and your family to face each new day. Nothing can separate you from God's power and love. Hope the new treatments will produce improvements very soon. Julie Higginbotham Chicago, IL USA - Thursday, July 3, 2003 10:45 AM CDT Dear Marissa, We are so happy to hear that you are doing better. You are a shining example of the Power of Prayer. God bless you, sweetie! Patti Urban and her Yang'sters: Kristen (7), Juliana (4), and Mary Kate (2), all from Yangzhou, China <Patti@Legal-Eaze.com> New Hempstead, NY USA - Thursday, July 3, 2003 0:25 AM CDT Proverbs 3:5,6 Trust in the Lord with all thine heart and lean not unto thine own understanding. In all things acknowledge him and he shall direct thy paths. This is also my very favorite verse in the Bible. God sent it to me several times while we were waiting for Mikaylin. Often he sent it to me in my darkest times when I needed it most. I'm glad you find comfort in that verse as well. I'm so happy to hear that Marissa got a good report. I hope that you will all sleep well tonight! :-) God Bless Debi, Mark, David & Mikaylin Wen-Xiu Debi <mermaid79@aol.com> INDIANA USA - Wednesday, July 2, 2003 7:40 PM CDT What wonderful news Marissa :-) You will continue to be in our prayers. Alex and Michelle Hanna Chattanooga, TN - Wednesday, July 2, 2003 6:25 PM CDT Dear Marissa, I was so happy to read the good news about you! You and your family will continue to be in my prayers. We know that"with God all things are possible". Karen Challoner <kchalloner@msn.com> Beverly Hills, CA U.S.A. - Wednesday, July 2, 2003 3:37 PM CDT Hi Beautiful Marissa, and Burkhart Family!!!!! A wonderfull prayer was sent to me yesterday. It was a 7second prayer: "Lord, I love You, and I thank You for being in my heart. Bless me, my family,my home and my friends. Amen". I was then to send to 7people (which I did) and I will receive a mircle tomorrow. Which I did!!!! Congradulations!!!! Keep thinking positive thoughts!!!! We are thinking positive thoughts and continue to send you lots of prayers!!!! Kevin, Emma, and I send you our love, and continued success for a FULL RECOVERY!!!! MIRACLES DO HAPPEN!!!!! Love, The Bruggeman Family :) Nancy Bruggeman Middletown, Ohio USA - Wednesday, July 2, 2003 3:33 PM CDT Marissa, Kim and Steve: We are praying this is just the beginning of good news for you guys. Cindy, Bob, Nick, Brett & Katy Evenson Topeka, KS USA - Wednesday, July 2, 2003 2:58 PM CDT I am a physical therapist, as well as a mom, and I am hoping and praying for the best. Children have a spirit unlike anyone else - they fight hard. Like I tell my patients: slow and steady wins the race. Enjoy your race! Margaret Hoskins <mashs54@aol.com> Radford, VA USA - Wednesday, July 2, 2003 2:54 PM CDT Marissa, I'm so HAPPY for you that there has not been any more tumor growth. This is surely a good sign of your road to recovery. I will continue to pray for you and your family. Dawn Barnes <changshamom@msn.com> Cynthiana, KY U.S. - Wednesday, July 2, 2003 2:18 PM CDT God Bless you Marissa!! I hope you have a speedy recovery and no new growth of your tumor. Shannon - Wednesday, July 2, 2003 12:50 AM CDT Marissa and parents, Your story has captivated my attention and I truly feel for you. My daughter is my world and I can't begin to imagine what you must be going through right now. I pray for this beautiful child and ask God to grant your family strength and courage during this most trying time. Lynette Jen-Acot <ljenacot@aol.com> Yonkers , NY U.S.A - Wednesday, July 2, 2003 12:49 AM CDT Dear Marissa and family- We just want you to know how thrilled we are that such good news came from your visit to St. Judes this week. You and your family have been such a blessing to us and we pray for you daily. Remember, we walk by faith, not by sight. :-) Brian, Myndee, Gunner, Bryce and Emylee <mmr@myndee.com> Hutchinson, KS USA - Wednesday, July 2, 2003 12:06 AM CDT Marissa & Family: So glad to get the good news. God knows what is best. I couldn't force myself to read the journals recently, but I did today knowing it was good news. What I thought was interesting was that Kim asked us to pray that the difficulties were because of necrosis. God knows even better - it wasn't the tumor AND it wasn't the necrosis! Nelda Buckley & famliy <snbuckley@aol.com> Auburn, KS USA - Wednesday, July 2, 2003 11:28 AM CDT Dear Marissa and family, We will continue to hold you in our thoughts,trying our best to see you as God and Jesus see you, the beautiful reflection of all that is pure,good,and certainly strong and healthy! Marissa's art work certainly expresses God's love, and the beauty of creation.You can't ever be outside of God's love, and though the ocean is over your head,your dad's and mom's heads, nothing is over God's head.God IS the finest physician."Be ye therefore perfect, even as yuour Father which is in heaven is perfect." Matthew 5:48 Sherylynn Brewer, Alexis(7), Ashlynn(7) Castle Rock, Co usa - Wednesday, July 2, 2003 10:32 AM CDT Marissa, So happy to hear the wonderful news! You'll be up and running again soon! Our prayers are with you. My daughter Miya especially likes to send you a page on your pager. Know that you're in our thoughts! Mary and Miya <maryef2@aol.com> Waterford, CT USA - Wednesday, July 2, 2003 10:28 AM CDT You are in our thoughts and prayers. Robin, Mike and Savannah <rdelong@winona.edu> Trempealeau, WI Trempealeau - Wednesday, July 2, 2003 10:26 AM CDT Dear Marissa & Family, I am so glad to hear the news today. I will keep you in my thoughts!! Keep up the positive attitude. Lesley Silverman (Emilee's Mom, Hefei) Lesley Silverman Boca Raton, FL USA - Wednesday, July 2, 2003 9:58 AM CDT Our loving thoughts and prayers are with you and your family in these hard times. Marissa Schwertok Boca Raton, Fla. U.S.A. - Wednesday, July 2, 2003 9:44 AM CDT I can just see Jesus and all of heaven rejoicing with you right now. He is so pleased in the faith you have put in him!!! I can't even begin to tell you how happy I am to hear some good news this morning. Even when we know God is in control as humans we still grow weary. ISN'T GOD GOOD??? Hang in there Marissa! Jesus is in control of those legs and that mouth. :) Love you guys! Rick, Barbie and Bekah KS - Wednesday, July 2, 2003 9:22 AM CDT We have just gotten your news for the first time here in Nashua, NH. We will be sure to say a prayer and call your prayer line. Marissa, your art work was BEAUTIFUL! God bless you and your family. Laurie and daughter Megan (age 7) <linehanldmr24@aol.com> Nashua, NH USA - Wednesday, July 2, 2003 8:58 AM CDT I am so grateful for the good news. Tears in my eyes too! God is good. Karin <karinjg@aol.com> - Wednesday, July 2, 2003 8:26 AM CDT Marissa, Kim, and Steve: Praise our Lord and Savior. Hallelujah!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am in tears thanking and praising Him for the wonderful news. Once again, I see how He is receiving glory by the way Marissa and you both are responding to this adversity. He is using you all mightily. I know we all realize that the Burgharts are storing up treasures in Heaven not here on earth where moth and rust can destroy. You are an amazing family with great FAITH to move mountains. You have more than even mustard seed FAITH and we all SEE it in action. We could not have received happier news than today and I thank you for sharing this wonderful information with us. Hug and kiss each other for us and bask in HIS GREATNESS and HOLINESS. Remember He has your names written on the palm of HIS hand and you are the apples of HIS eye. We love you and will continue praying for your healing, Marissa and HIS GLORY!! Stacy and Maddie Rues <SKFITCH@aol.com> Topeka, KS USA - Wednesday, July 2, 2003 7:57 AM CDT Hi everyone, We are sooooo glad for some good news. We will continue praying for you all. Sure hope everything else goes well today. We will talk to you soon. Love you all Kim and Emily McEllen Emily and Kim McEllen <pkremcellen@grics.net> Galesburg, IL USA - Wednesday, July 2, 2003 6:20 AM CDT Hi Marissa. We've been keeping up with your progress, and are happy to read some good news today. We will keep you in our thoughts and hopes! We paged you yesterday, and hope that the beep beep brought you strength. May God be with You!! Brent, Stephanie, Cheyenne, & Tommy Allen <hyrollz71@hotmail.com> Port Arthur, Texas USA - Wednesday, July 2, 2003 2:50 AM CDT Marissa, I read about you on the PAC mail list. Our little girl is almost 7 years old. We will both pray for you. We will ask the Lord to place his hands on you and bring healing, a miracle. Trust in God. Maureen Kelly Robertazzi <Purple14@optonline.net> East Hanover, NJ USA - Tuesday, July 1, 2003 11:17 PM CDT Marissa - I am praying for you and hope mightily that your results tomorrow are good. You have been such a fighter and the whole American/Chinese adoption community is pulling for you. I am a single mom to my 3.5 year old daughter Elizabeth from Jiangxi and looking at her tonight it saddens me greatly to hear of the tremendous suffering you have experienced for so long. Please know that I am thinking of you and wish you well. With love, best wishes and prayer. Anne E. Liddell <aeliddell@comcast.net> Boston, MA USA - Tuesday, July 1, 2003 10:50 PM CDT I just read your e mail update on Marissa on the PAC list and I am still crying for you. We have a beautiful almost 7 year old from Chengdu and yes I will hug her extra tight tonight! I sent you a prayer page put I sure wish tha I could do more for you and Marissa. I will be thinking of you tomorrow and will hope and pray the MRI shows nothing new. I wish I could be there with you and give you a big hug. You all are in my thoughts and prayers tonight! Ann Huffman <chelsea10@msn.com> Issaquah, WA USA - Tuesday, July 1, 2003 10:23 PM CDT Our family will remember yours in our prayers. Your story is especially touching to us as our best friends' 4 year old daughter has a brain tumor (inoperable) and is struggling with many of these same things. May God be with you during this difficult time, The Whickers (including Maizie from Jiangxi, China) Tana Whicker USA - Tuesday, July 1, 2003 10:16 PM CDT Hi, the Watson family (my sister is Caroline Tiffin by the way) is praying for you. Roger was diagnosed with cancer when he was 17. The doctors told his parents that he had a 2 percent chance of survival. Well, he just celebrated his 50th birthday. We love you baby. Keep doing those great drawings. Lorrie, Roger, Madeleine and Meredith Watson Columbia, SC USA - Tuesday, July 1, 2003 9:12 PM CDT Marissa, My thoughts and prayers are with you in this most difficult time! I am praying you will be drawing to your hearts content very soon. Sending love your way, Kathy & Kaia (Huazhou, Guangdong) Kathy & Kaia Dameron <kd@wideopenwest.com> Lakewood, CO 80226 - Tuesday, July 1, 2003 7:41 PM CDT dear marissa, you are a star. emmalee maieysie, my daughter from china, and I think of you alot. we hope all our best wishes for you come true. thinking of you with only good and healthy thoughts. roslyn and emmalee weinstein <weinstr@nychhc.org> queens, ny usa - Tuesday, July 1, 2003 7:25 PM CDT Marissa, I am praying you get a good report from the doctors today. I am a nurse and know how difficult is is to be in the hospital and have a bunch of tests. Rachael and I say a prayer for you each night. Rachael is from China, she is 5 1/2 years old. We know about you from Carol at Asia Threads. I am praying for you and your family. Charlotte and Rachael Light West Lawn, PA USA - Tuesday, July 1, 2003 6:57 PM CDT Dear Marissa Faith and family, You are in my heart and on my mind today. I've sent up prayers for healing, strength and courage. I'm praying that soon the worst will be behind you and you'll be drawing beautiful pictures and playing with your friends. You have a beautiful name. I especially love the name "Faith". Hold tight to your faith as you go through these trials and know that many people all over the country are keeping you in their prayers! Debi, Mark, David & Mikaylin Wen-Xiu <mermaid79@aol.com> INDIANA USA - Tuesday, July 1, 2003 6:26 PM CDT Marissa, So many people are lifting you up in prayer. Know that God holds you in His hands at all times. You and your family are in our prayers. Moya Smith and Mark Mckee and family <markandmoya@worldnet.att.net> Matthews, NC USA - Tuesday, July 1, 2003 6:06 PM CDT Marissa & Family - You are all in our prayers. Marissa - you are a beautiful and courageous girl. We love your drawings and hope that you are back drawing & playing very soon. Love & our very best wishes - Karen, Jim & Leah Cooh <Fergie383@comcast.net> Cohasset, MA USA - Tuesday, July 1, 2003 5:08 PM CDT I said a pray for your beautiful daughter Marissa. Ruth Gardner <rma2215622@cs.com> Staunton, VA 24401 - Tuesday, July 1, 2003 4:17 PM CDT Marissa and family. I am praying for you all. For Marissa I pray for good news today after your MRI and for Marissa's parents I pray that you baby gets well soon. All my love and prayers. Debbie LA, CA USA - Tuesday, July 1, 2003 4:10 PM CDT Marissa, please know that you are in our thoughts and prayers at this time. We pray that you are able to run and play very, very soon. Your faith in God sustains you and you are precious to him and many, many others. Jim, Leni, Travis andTaylor <lburrow@coxconnect.net> - Tuesday, July 1, 2003 3:57 PM CDT I am praying for you Marissa and your family. May Jesus hold you all tight in His arms and fill you with His perfect love , peace and strength. May health and healing be His gift of grace to you. Know though YOu are loved by God Almighty and He has great plans for you with a future and a hope. Jer. 29 Anne Wilson <AAWLAMW@aol.com> Butler, PA USA - Tuesday, July 1, 2003 2:41 PM CDT Dear Marissa with family, my heart aches for you. I pray that God will cover you with his love, inside and out, and bring you peace. Monica Sweden - Tuesday, July 1, 2003 2:35 PM CDT Praying for Marissa today, July 1,2003. We are also adoptive parents, with a daughter from China whose name is Marissa Hope. Our Marissa Hope has a congenital heart condition and had open heart surgery 5 weeks after coming home from China. God spared our Marissa and we are praying that same prayer for your Marissa. Our thoughts and prayers are also with mom, dad and sisters and other family members at this time. God can do ANYTHING. Cathy Langguth <cat314@yahoo.com> Springfield, MO USA - Tuesday, July 1, 2003 1:37 PM CDT Dear Marissa, our thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. Best wishes little one, we are all with you on your journey and wish you good health and a world of happiness! Sandy, Jon, and Lydia (from Nantong, Jiangsu Province) <sreeves254@earthlink.net> CT USA - Tuesday, July 1, 2003 12:46 AM CDT Dear Marissa, Hope you are drawing again real soon. Sending lots of good wishes and prayers to you and your family. Love from me, Eloise Eloise and her Mom, Wendy <wwaaww@aol.com> Metro Detroit, MI 48167 - Tuesday, July 1, 2003 12:39 AM CDT Dear Marissa, Child of God, I have just lifted up prayers for you after reading on the a-parents-China e-mail list that you are ill. Jesus loves you so much and wants you to know that He is there to hold you and listen to you when you are feeling sick. My husband Tim, daughter Abby (age 7) and son J.P. (age 5) will add you and your family to our nightly prayer list. May God provide you all with strength and peace during this difficult time. I am so sorry that you have to suffer with this illness. (12:10 p.m. EST 7/1/03) Lynn Mark <lynnmark@comcast.net> Goffstown, NH USA - Tuesday, July 1, 2003 11:13 AM CDT Hi there, Just want to let you know you are in my prayers and thoughts daily! May God Bless you and help you through this time and may you recieve more blessing than you can imagine! Trish <waitn4hisreturn@aol.com> King, NC USA - Tuesday, July 1, 2003 10:54 AM CDT You are clearly a very beautiful girl both inside and out. I enjoyed looking at your drawings - they are full of whimsy! Take care and know that, like so many others, my thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. Rose Mary Blakeslee <rmab5@aol.com> Dever, CO USA - Tuesday, July 1, 2003 10:40 AM CDT I am praying for Marissa and family. May God give you healing and comfort during this difficult time. Marissa is mentioned often in our small group at church for prayers. Sherry Winter Carmel, IN USA - Tuesday, July 1, 2003 10:40 AM CDT Marissa and family - We hold all of you in our thoughts and prayers for strength and grace. Heather, Olivia, Emmaline and Ava Hall Centerville, OH USA - Tuesday, July 1, 2003 10:17 AM CDT Marissa and family, We will keep you in our thoughts and prayers. We wish you and your family hope and strength. God Bless You all. Ellen, Chris, Julia, Mariel Slidell, LA USA - Tuesday, July 1, 2003 9:59 AM CDT Dear Marissa and family, All my good wishes are yours. Much love, Kathie Gibson and kids Kathie Gibson <kathie7@chartermi.net> Kalamazoo, MI USA - Tuesday, July 1, 2003 9:53 AM CDT Our family has been praying for you and will continue to do so! Several months ago, we also asked our small group from church to also pray and I know they will continue too! Christine, Casey &CarynGrace Horn <christine_horn@rtv6.com> Carmel, IN USA - Tuesday, July 1, 2003 9:39 AM CDT My heart and prayers are with you, your family and especially Marissa. I just can't get Marissa's story out of my mind, I will think and pray for her as much as I can. My daughter was adopted from Guangdong just last summer, she is 2.5 yo and tonight will be the first time she learns to pray....for Marissa. Deborah Amazon <deborah@sover.net> Dover, VT USA - Tuesday, July 1, 2003 8:46 AM CDT Though we don't know your family and we are not Christian (we are Jewish), please know that we pray for your family and especially Marissa. My daughter is Arabella Eliza Frances Uhry (Mao Yue) who is around the same age as Marissa (she will be eight in November). She is from Maoming, just next to where Marissa comes from. Our thoughts are with you and your family ALWAYS. With love from Amanda + Arabella Uhry New York, NY USA - Tuesday, July 1, 2003 8:17 AM CDT This is the day that the Lord has made. Let us rejoice and be glad in it. Nothing is too big for such an Awesome God, not even this tumor. Don't look to the size of the mountain, look to the bigness of Your God! I am in constant prayer for you all today. Barbie KS USA - Tuesday, July 1, 2003 8:14 AM CDT Our prayers are with you all! Here's to strength from God to get through this and for good news today. Please know He will be there carrying you during your burden. In prayer, Nancy Nancy Brown St. Louis, MO US - Tuesday, July 1, 2003 7:41 AM CDT We're praying for you and your family, Marissa. Brian, Rochelle and Jada - Tuesday, July 1, 2003 1:49 AM CDT Dear Sweetheart, Marissa... I was just looking at some of your beautiful drawings and reading the story of you! I am praying for you right now and will continue to keep you in my heart. I can't know how hard it must be for you some days, but lean on those who love you whenever you need to. Their love will fill you with strength! Bless you sweet girl, with love, Michelle (a mommy) and Family Michelle & Steve N., Dave, Justin, Garrett, Griffin & Gracie (in China) Ladera Ranch, CA USA - Tuesday, July 1, 2003 1:22 AM CDT Our family has been praying for you all since Marissa was first diagnosed. I pray now that our Dear Lord will wrap you in His love and goodness and give you rest, joy, and peace that passes understanding. Jeanine and Colin and Mikaelie Odom <jeaninehyde@cox.net> Tempe, Az USA - Tuesday, July 1, 2003 1:20 AM CDT I received your prayer concern via my (step) daughter, Kim and I shall be praying for your precious Marissa Faith. I believe in healings, as Jesus has done it for me, and so many I know. bless you! June Molalla, Oregon USA - Tuesday, July 1, 2003 1:12 AM CDT Marissa and Family! Prayers and good thoughts are coming from Alaska!!!! The Coxes Lindy/Denise/Margy/Evie/Hammie/Martin Melinda Cox Kenai, AK USA - Tuesday, July 1, 2003 0:43 AM CDT Dear Kim and family, I am so touched by Marissa's drawings and can see the sweet natured child that she must be. She is beautiful. I'll be praying hard for good news tomorrow. Kim Cooper Houston, TX - Tuesday, July 1, 2003 0:23 AM CDT Praying for you in N.E. Oregon, beautiful little girl! I'm a member of God's church like you and the Christian Adopt list. Roanna Tomlinson <cookiet@uci.net> Cove, OR USA - Monday, June 30, 2003 10:01 PM CDT My warmest wishes from the deepest part of my heart go out to you my little friend. I know that you have the strength to fight and win this battle. Please put up the fight! George C. Panagakis <gpanagak@yahoo.gr> Athens, Greece - Monday, June 30, 2003 1:37 PM CDT Kim, Steve and Marissa, We will not give up hope either. Our God is an awesome God and He reigns. Rick and I stood in for Marissa at our church service Sunday morning. The church body gathered around and laid hands on us and annointed us with oil and prayed for Marissa and your family. I see Marissa all wrapped up in not only God's arms but also the love and prayers of all the people that precious little girl has affected and touched. WE LOVE YOU MARISSA! Hang in there sweetie. Jesus knows all about this and will handle it. Barbie KS - Monday, June 30, 2003 1:02 PM CDT Best of all wishes to all of your family!! We are praying for you all, as is our church community too. May one of God's miracle come to you all soon! Cary, Caitlee & Ceaghan Mead <cmead@ceo.cudenver.edu> Denver, Co USA - Monday, June 30, 2003 12:52 AM CDT Hello Marissa and Burkhart Family!!!! This is the Bruggeman family sending you nothing but GOOD THOUGHTS, ALOT of LOVE, and PEACE!!! We are also sending an abundance of prayers your way!!!!! You and your family are on our minds daily. We will say some extra prayers tonight and tomorrow so that Marissa's test goes well tomorrow. Take care ... I will call you to check in when you return from your trip. In the meantime ... think positive thoughts and know that you are not alone!!!! You have alot of friends and family who are constantly praying for you. Love, Kevin, Nancy, and Emma :) Nancy Bruggeman <nancybruggeman@unionsavings.com> Middletown, Ohio USA - Monday, June 30, 2003 12:15 AM CDT Hi Sunshine, Shawn & I are praying you feel better. It took him 5 months to feel better. He had his surgery in Jan. 2003, the tumor is all gone, but it has taken all this time to heal. You are a strong girl, and so full of sunshine, You keep your chin up! I know your mom & dad love you and are taking the best care of you now. We will pray that you feel better & better & better. Cathy & Shawn <chshuttlemom@aol.com> ft. Pierce, fl usa - Monday, June 30, 2003 10:02 AM CDT Dear Friends, I go to church with Sonya and Mckenzie. Our church had a special prayer for you this morning. We will continue to pray for all of you. May God bless and strengthen you. Teresa Prichard, WV - Sunday, June 29, 2003 2:54 PM CDT Kim: I read your journal about Marissa and my heart is just breaking for you guys. I pray that God gives you the strength and peace necessary to make it through this very scary time. Know we will be saying special prayers for you guys and for some positive news on the MRI (shunt malfunction, swelling, necrosis etc.) I am so sorry that your family is suffering. With Love, Susan and Jakey Bear Griffin www.caringbridge.com/page/jakegriffin jupiter, fl usa - Sunday, June 29, 2003 12:36 AM CDT You are always in our thoughts and prayers. We love you guys. Marissa you are such a brave little girl. We hope to come and see you soon. We will be saying extra prayers the next few days as you move through the next step of your ordeal. Love Lisa,Mark,Joie and Sophie Lisa Whitney <mljswhit@netzero.net> Topeka, Ks - Sunday, June 29, 2003 10:55 AM CDT Hi We will be praying extra for you all this week. Take care Love Kim and Emily Emily and Kim McEllen <pkremcellen@grics.net> Galesburg, IL USA - Sunday, June 29, 2003 10:45 AM CDT We will keep you all in our prayers. Be strong. Julie and Maddie(dx 4-23-03 dpg) www.caringbridge.org./mn/maddie Julie - Saturday, June 28, 2003 5:30 PM CDT i prayed for you zach lallement Wichita, KS - Saturday, June 28, 2003 11:26 AM CDT Dear Kim, My heart goes out to you and your family. God does listen. We will continue to keep Marissa in our prayers. I am especially touched because although I live a distance away I met you and your family in Battle Creek Michigan at a mutual friend's house since we all have children from China. Good luck on good results from the MRI. We will be thinking about you. Mary, Meghan and Kirsten Mary Butler - Saturday, June 28, 2003 9:45 AM CDT HI there! We were checkin in on ya! Prayin for ya!! much love sonya sonya PRICHARD, wv usa - Wednesday, June 25, 2003 8:04 PM CDT Hi Marissa, Your life and how you are handling your illness has touched my heart. I know that each day has it's ups and downs for you and also for your Mommy and Daddy. My prayers are with you every day. I ask for Jesus' healing touch to be on you, to take away your pain and to give you strength. Jesus loves you greatly. Cindy Daniels Lindsborg, Ks. - Wednesday, June 25, 2003 6:35 PM CDT Hello Marissa! It sounds like getting well has been really hard work lately, I am so sorry to hear that! I pray that God will begin to work miracles through you, that you will experience complete and total healing soon. I hope to meet you and your family soon. I also pray for very, very good news when you go to Memphis again next week! Holy Kisses! Michele Ediger <edgierml@pvi.org> Newton, KS USA - Wednesday, June 25, 2003 2:19 PM CDT Kim, I just wanted you to know that I am praying for Marissa EXTRA hard! Laura has her MRI today so I will spend most of the day praying. I know how hard it is to not see our kids do what they normally love to do.....be patient, it WILL happen! With much love...Vanessa Vanessa Rothbard <vanessarothbard@worldnet.att.net> Saratoga, CA USA - Wednesday, June 25, 2003 10:12 AM CDT Marissa, Q: What do you call a funny duck? A: A quack up. :) I will be praying that this week is better for you. When you feel like crying, remember this and picture it in your mind, Jesus is right there with you holding you with your mom and your dad. He sees all your tears Marissa. Even when you really don't know why you feel like crying, it's okay. I hope you know that because of you there are many many smiling children with their forever families. Jesus loves you so much Marissa and so do we. hugssssss and kisses. Rick, Barbie and Rebekah Topeka, - Wednesday, June 25, 2003 8:17 AM CDT Hello, courageous Marissa!!!! I just read your page to find that you did not feel well last week. I know that you are fighting a tough battle, but I know that you have the courage to continue the fight!!! Know that we are praying for you everyday, because you are always on on minds and in our hearts. You are an example of courage and inspiration to all of us!!!! We love you very much!!! Keep up the fight!!!! We'll keep the prayers going ... Love, Kevin, Nancy, and Emma :) Nancy Bruggeman <nancybruggeman@unionsavings.com> Middletown, Ohio USA - Tuesday, June 24, 2003 1:52 PM CDT HI ya'll! We are here in Memphis. Just checkin in on Miss Marissa. MRI and Pet on thursday. Thinking of Ya! much love sonya sonya <www.caringbridge.org/wv/mckenzie/> prichard, wv usa - Monday, June 23, 2003 5:12 PM CDT Hi Everyone. Sure hope that everything is going good for Marissa. We will pray extra for you when you go back to Memphis. Emily is doing ok. She is still on the TPN and Marinol. We tried to cut back on the steroid again and it didn't work. She got sick yesterday. So she is still on 1 mg a day. Hot here this past weekend. Suppose to be in the 90's here all next week. We finally got summer. Well take care and all of love and prayers. Kim and Emily McEllen Emily and Kim McEllen <pkremcellen@grics.net> Galesburg, IL USA - Sunday, June 22, 2003 7:51 AM CDT Hi Marissa and family! Just wanted to let you know, that you, and your family have a very special place in our hearts. We check for updates twice daily. We enjoy seeing your artwork Marissa,and also your beautiful photographs. Please know that we pray for your safe healing always. Take care, and hugs to your whole family! Love, Batemans Kent, Pam& Ciana Bateman <babakrb@hotmail.com> Perry, KS USA - Friday, June 20, 2003 7:32 PM CDT A beautiful and uplifting site. You are all in my prayers. Martin Graham <geewizrd@juno.com> Topeka, KS USA - Friday, June 20, 2003 7:44 AM CDT Marissa, Hi, I just met your mom by phone today and she told me a little about you. You are a very courageous young lady. My daughter Destiny is seven years old too. She enjoyed seeing your picture and your artwork. Keep trusting in God and he will be your strength through everything. We will keep you in our prayers. Our God is an AWESOME God!! He can do ALL! Becky Bruno <jbjdhbruno@yahoo.com> Overbrook, Ks USA - Thursday, June 19, 2003 1:29 PM CDT Hi Marissa, what a courageous, alive, talented, trusting girl you are! I am touched and honored to be included in your life, through the openness you and your family have shown, through the prayers I offer for you and the faith you hold- and that holds you. Thank you for letting me be part of this journey, for letting me see your art, which is generous and beautiful. I know Jesus honors you and holds you very close. Steve Conrad <conradsc@pvi.org> Hillsboro, KS USA - Thursday, June 19, 2003 8:50 AM CDT Kim, Steve and Marrisa Thank you for sharing your lives with us. I work at PV and have kept up with your prayer needs through the prayer chain here. We are praying and delight to hear what Jesus is doing in your body, life and spirit through this extremely hard time. Clara Regier Clara Regier Newton, Ks - Thursday, June 19, 2003 8:39 AM CDT Kim, I just read your update and was overwhelmed by your day yesterday. Those kinds of days are very trying even without extenuating circumstances! I wanted to remind you to rest so you don't risk getting sick and possibly passing something on to Marissa. I am praying for you today, as well as for the person in the crisis pregnancy! Sara Olson <sara@haystackinc.com> Brentwood, TN USA - Wednesday, June 18, 2003 2:54 PM CDT Good Morning, Marissa! I just wanted to say "good morning" and I hope that you are feeling better!!! I just saw your beautiful art work!!! I like to draw and paint. It is one of my favorite things to do. I hope that when you are feeling better we can meet and play. My family and I pray everynight for you and your family. Love, Emma Emma Bruggeman <nancybruggeman@unionsavings.com> Middletown, Ohio USA - Wednesday, June 18, 2003 9:44 AM CDT Hi Marissa - My dad & mom & I pray for you each day. I hope that Jesus will get you well so that I can someday come and play with you. Lovingly, Your mei-mei Johannah Johannah How <mvjhow@yahoo.com> Tracy, CA USA - Wednesday, June 18, 2003 0:27 AM CDT Marissa, Just wanted to remind you how beautiful and brave you are. To be going through such an illness at your age is so hard to even imagine. I just know God has BIG plans for you in your future. You are an inspiration to everyone!! Dawn, Mom to Lara Qian Elizabeth Changsha Hunan China Dawn Barnes <changshamom@msn.com> Cynthiana, KY U.S. - Monday, June 16, 2003 7:01 PM CDT Hello Beautiful Marissa!!! This is the first time that I have read your page. You are one courageous child!!!! Know that Kevin, Emma, and I pray for you daily!!! Know that we love you very much and want you to feel better!!! We want you and your family to come to Ohio and go to Kings Island with us. Nancy Bruggeman Middletown, Oh - Monday, June 16, 2003 4:05 PM CDT Hi Marissa, My name is Laura Tomayko I have two daughters, Gabriela Huiming, age 6.5 from Maoming, Guangdong and Alison Xingbi age 5 from Haikou, Hainan (island). both are beautiful like you and my daughter Gabriela loves to art also. She is constantly drawing and working clay. We live in Pittsburgh Pennsylvania but I grew up in Wichita, Kansas. the girls grandparents and one set of cousins live in Wichita and we were just back there to visit them. We pray for you and your family often and talk about all that you are going through. We are praying for your health and well being, that you may be healed and that some day perhaps we can meet you in Kansas for a day of art, fun and friendship in the Lord. Laura, Gabriela, Alison & Jim Tomayko <ltomayko@zbzoom.net> Pittsburgh, PA USA - Sunday, June 15, 2003 10:23 PM CDT HI MARISSA:) I WANTED TO WISH YOUR DAD A HAPPY FATHER'S DAY! AND SAY HI TO YOU TOO:) I AM SOO GLAD THAT YOU AND YOUR FAMILY WILL GO SEE MICKEY AND MINNIE AND CINDERELLA AND ALL THE OTHER CHARACTERS AT DISNEY! TELL MOM THAT RIGHT THERE AT DISNEY YOU CAN VISIT THE BEACH AT ONE OF THEIR WATER PARKS TOO! I AM TEACHING LITTLE BOYS AND GIRLS THAT ARE GOING INTO 1ST GRADE SOON HOW TO READ AND WRITE IN ENGLISH THIS SUMMER. IT IS FUN! I WILL KEEP YOU AND YOUR PRECIOUS FAMILY IN MY THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS EACH DAY. I LOVE YOU. HERE'S A HUG:) I'M A GREAT HUGGER. BYE HONEY. MRS. WILLIAMS IN BIG TEXAS! Marjie Williams <Marjieloutoo@yahoo.com> Arlington, Tx. Tarrant - Sunday, June 15, 2003 4:05 PM CDT Hi Marissa! My name is Chrystal Yaeger, and my daughter is Aidyn. Aidyn is from Jiangxi, China. I have been following your story, and I want you to know that my prayers and thoughts are with you and your family. I am sure you will have a great time in Disney! It is one of our favorite places to go! Chrystal Yaeger <chrystal@ameritech.net> Macomb Township, MI USA - Friday, June 13, 2003 8:23 PM CDT Hi Marissa, We are praying for you daily and were so excited to hear about your Disney World trip. Your family will absolutely love it. My family went there for the very first time over this last spring break. It was a fabulous trip. None of us wanted to come home. If you ever have any questions before you go Kim. Just give me a call or e-mail, I would be glad to help answer any questions or give any helpful hints. You should really try to get the girls to eat breakfast with the princesses in Cinderella Castle. It was one of my little girl's highlights of the trip. What a special gift for your family. We wish you all the best and will continue to pray for you all. Love, Tracey Haverkamp Tracey Haverkamp <tracey@piitrader.com> Silver Lake, KS USA - Friday, June 13, 2003 3:43 PM CDT Hi Marissa, Sabrina Yue (Dianbai sister) and her entire family are praying for you. We think about you alot and hope to meet you one day. We live in Orlando, so when you come, please let us know. God Bless you and your family Sabrina Yue and Maria Elena Zabaleta Maria Elena Zabaleta <breezyjoy@cfl.rr.com> Longwood, fl seminole - Thursday, June 12, 2003 9:27 PM CDT Hi Marissa, Just found out about you and how precious you are from your proud mother today during our meeting with her. You will be in our prayers and God is so awesome. He has the perfect plan for you. We love you and pray for the best for you. Dr. Kyle and Audrey Swisher Beloit, KS Dr. Kyle and Audrey Swisher Beloit, KS USA - Thursday, June 12, 2003 9:29 AM CDT Hi, Marissa! Hope you had a great day! Mine was very busy, mostly talking on the phone and trying to help people buy our software or help others sell it. It was probably about 70 degrees today, cloudy all day. What have you been doing since school is over? Write to me when you get a chance. I love you, Grandad John Willett <johndeere72@msn.com> Hastings, MN USA - Wednesday, June 11, 2003 6:36 PM CDT Hi Marissa, I have enjoyed seeing your artwork and hope you are able to continue to draw. We have a daughter that is from China and is from Changsha 1st SWI. We have a painting that your Mom and Dad brought home from China and it now hangs in our daughter's room. When I look at the Panda circus figures in the drawing, I think of you and your family. We recently had the chance to see the pandas at the Memphis Zoo. (My sister lives in Germantown, TN). It was fun to see them. Have you been able to see them yet on a visit to Memphis? We are in the process of our second China adoption. Our second daughter is from the Zhejiang Province and has a cleft lip. We are looking forward to traveling to China again to bring her home. I look forward to reading more updates and seeing your drawings. Thank you for keeping us updated. I sure do think of you and pray for a full recovery. Love to you and your family, Allison Akins Allison Akins <changsha@bellsouth.net> Decatur, AL USA - Tuesday, June 10, 2003 10:10 PM CDT Hi, Marissa! This is Grandad! What a great web site you have! It is amazing how many people know you, love you and are praying for you. We pray for you every day, I pray for you every day at Mass and you are one of the special people we all pray for every Saturday and Sunday Mass. I just realized that you and I both like the color purple, and I bet you have that "need for speed" that I do. We have a lot of horses around here since we live out in the country. Sometimes on race days we see Amish people out in their carts pulled by horses and kids in the back in awe of the John Deere race car. Their houses are so nice and neat. The yards are always cut and trimmed; their horses always groomed perfectly and nothing is ever out of place. The farms are really beautiful with rolling hills, green grass, freshly tilled crops and even white picket fences. Sometimes I think its worth the trip to go racing just to see the beautiful scenery. I know you could paint pictures that would capture all this beauty just the way God wanted us to. Hey, I'm really glad you get to go to Disney World!!That is going to be a great treat for your whole family. I will never forget the first time we met at the airport in Kansas City and you were about 7 1/2 months old and you saw me and just jumped into my arms! We are just too far away now and I really miss seeing you. Jesus will make you strong and well. He can do miracles and you are already one. Keep shining for Him and all of us. Love, Grandad John Willett <johndeere72@msn.com> Hastings, MN Dakota - Tuesday, June 10, 2003 9:33 PM CDT Hi Marissa! This is Emily's mom (from your 1st grade class). I've been wondering how you are doing so I was glad that Mrs. Preston told me about your website. I had fun seeing your artwork and looking at pictures of you when you were younger. I will keep praying for you because I know that God can do miracles! Diane H. Newton, KS USA - Tuesday, June 10, 2003 9:11 PM CDT Hi Marissa and family, I am Deanna Pfau and we have our own Dianbai girl Gracie (3) years old. I read about your progress and pray often for you. I love your drawings and your beautiful smile. I know Jesus must be so pleased with your love and your life. Keep trusting and when you feel weak remember our prayers will be your strength. Mrs. Deanna Pfau <ddpfau@rcn.com> Secane, PA USA - Tuesday, June 10, 2003 5:58 PM CDT Hi Marissa and Jade and Alex and family. My name is JoAnn and I have two daughters adopted from China. Stephanie is almost 6 and her sister, Rachel, is 3 and just adopted in February 2003. I have bookmarked your page and check it often for updates. Marissa, you are so close in age to my daughter, so I know the things you must love to do like draw and write little notes to your mom and dad. I'm glad you got your wish to go to Disney World, so keep getting better and better so you'll have a wonderful time there! JoAnn Stringer <jstringer@austin.rr.com> Austin, TX USA - Tuesday, June 10, 2003 8:29 AM CDT We and our whole church is praying for you Marissa!! We love you and Jesus loves you. We are so proud of you. Your drawings are just beautiful. You definitely have a God-given talent! Keep shining for the Lord sweetheart! Lisa, Clint and Jenna (adopted from China 8-00) Ross <clintlisa8@aol.com> La Quinta, CA USA - Monday, June 9, 2003 11:33 PM CDT Hi Marissa, this is Aunt Jill. This is the first time I have seen your guest book. I love the picture of you. You are just so beautiful. So many people love you and are praying for you. A lady that is a patient where I work was telling me about a little girl her church is praying for and guess what? It is you! We are all praying for you and your family everyday. I will be so happy when you get well. I am excited that you get to go to Disney World and Sea World. It will be fun. I read your guest book and a lot of people talked about your art work so I am going to try and find it. I hope to see you soon. Give your mom a big hug for me okay. I LOVE YOU. Love, Aunt Jill. Jill Paletta <Jepaletta@msn.com> Topeka, Kansas USA - Monday, June 9, 2003 10:15 PM CDT May God continue to be with you Peggy Froehlich Newton, KS USA - Monday, June 9, 2003 12:35 AM CDT Hey girlie! This is Deb Harrop from Topeka, KS. You are a very special little girl. When I was looking into adopting from China, I met you, Jade, and your Mom, and decided to do it. I now have Marie, from Gaoming, China! Seeing what a great kid you are helped me to decide. I think about you alot, and hope you will be out riding horses soon!! With love and lots of prayers, Deb & Marie Harrop Deb Harrop <deb.harrop@da.state.ks.us> Topeka, KS USA - Monday, June 9, 2003 9:51 AM CDT Marrissa, I enjoyed your art work you really do a great job. Just hang in there for we are all praying for your complete recovery. I am so excited about your trip, have a great time. I'll be waiting to hear all about it. Love your friend. Lavina Schroeder <Schroederla@pvi.org> Goessel, KS USA - Monday, June 9, 2003 9:50 AM CDT Hi Sunshine, this is Cathy & Shawn from sunny south Florida, we are thinking of you. Our prayers are with you all. Bring suntan lotion and one of those hand held battery operated fans, its pretty hot in the summer sun in Florida. Your pictures and drawings are beautiful. Take care sweetie. you can visit shawn's web page if you like, caringbridge.org/fl/shawnreed cathy & shawn <cjshuttlemom@aol.com> ft pierce, fl usa - Monday, June 9, 2003 9:31 AM CDT We had a lot of people being prayed for in our Sunday service yesterday and I just wanted you to know that I stood in for Marissa. :) You have become pretty special to my church Marissa. Hang in there and keep smiling. hugs. Rick, Barbie and Rebekah Long <RBLong0928@juno.com> Topeka, KS - Monday, June 9, 2003 8:34 AM CDT Kaleigh (3 & 1/2 from Shaoyang) and I are following Marissa's journey and the other day I asked Kaleigh if she wanted to ask God to help Marissa to feel better. She wanted to know "why" to everything. Sometimes answers are so hard to give, but I told her that we don't know why things happen to people sometimes, but God does and He knows how to make Marissa better, if anyone can! So we have been praying for Marissa's tumor to completely heal! I have admired your faith and the faith of your whole family and the friends you have. I can only say "Awesome" to that, but keep hanging on to that because as you know, God does perform miracles! Julie Muskegon, MI USA - Monday, June 9, 2003 7:02 AM CDT Dear Marissa, Hello sweetheart, Not a day goes by that we do not think of you. Your bright smile and sweet personality always lifts us up. We pray for a full recovery. You are so very special to so many people and we love you very much. Thank you so much for drawing that beautiful picture for Tom. He absolutely loved it!!! I hope you will be feeling better real soon. All our love, Tom, Connie, Daniele & Teresa The Osterhaus family <tcosterhaus@earthlink.net> Tecumseh, KS USA - Sunday, June 8, 2003 9:50 PM CDT Marissa, It is me again! Just wanted to say I am back from Colorado and can't wait to come and see you! I love to read all of the comments you are getting on your website. You sure are such a lucky little girl to have so many people thinking of you and praying for you. I wonder if some of these people have even met you? If they haven't I would love to tell them a little about you from my perspective. Two years ago, in walked this bubbly, smily, full of sunshine little girl. I knew from the start she was going to be one of those students who captures a teacher's heart and never lets go! Each and everyday, never fail, you would run into my classroom with your arms open wide waiting to give me a big gigantic hug. Not only that, but your face was shining with the biggest smile as you'd say, "Mrs. Kelly!!!" You were so smart and so artistic and so helpful to all your little friends that as a teacher we wish we could have a classroom full of you! At the end of the year I thought to myself what lucky parents you have to have such a wonderful daughter like you. I thought, I wish I could keep her in my classroom forever and know that there would always be a ray of sunshine each day. Well, as we all know, students have to pass on to 1st grade and you did with flying colors. I still remember when I was helping with pre-enrollment that summer; when you came to enroll for 1st grade, you took one look at me and ran into my arms with a big, "Mrs. Kelly!!" You have always made me feel so special for being your teacher and now I want you to know how special you are to all those you meet. So anyone who is out there and praying and thinking of Marissa, please know that we all have to believe in miracles. Marissa has touched so many lives and we are praying for complete healing. Marissa, you mean the world to me, no longer as your teacher, but as my littlest friend! I love you with all my heart!!! I will come and see you soon!!! Love, Mrs. Kelly Lisa Kelly <ellekellyks@aol.com> Newon, KS 67114 - Sunday, June 8, 2003 8:00 PM CDT You are in our thoughts and prayers. Have a great time in Disney. Linda, Pete and Sara Livingston, NJ USA - Sunday, June 8, 2003 7:38 PM CDT Marissa, You have amazing strength and courage. People all over the world are praying for you. You have touched my life; I hope my prayers touch yours. Andrea Venkat <greatwallcal2@cs.com> Calabasas, CA - Sunday, June 8, 2003 7:31 PM CDT Hi Marissa, this was my first time to your website. I very much enjoyed seeing your pictures growing up, you really are a beautiful and special girl. Your artwork is amazing. I especially like the chicks & eggs, they are so cute. We pray for you & your family every day, take care sweetie! Mark & Kim McCoy <busterunderbite@aol.com> Topeka, KS 66606 - Sunday, June 8, 2003 3:27 PM CDT Hi, Marissa!!! Maddie and I think your drawings are so beautiful. Almost as beautiful as you are!!!!!!!!!!!!! We are so happy that you will be going to Disney World with your family. We will look forward to hearing all about it. We continue to pray for you and send hugs and ladybugs!!! Love, Stacy and Maddie Rues Stacy Rues <SKFITCH@aol.com> Topeka, KS USA - Sunday, June 8, 2003 3:19 PM CDT Marissa, You are such a BRAVE little girl. We pray for you. We have a daughter from China named Marissa Joi. We pray that everyday, you start feeling better. Love, Nancy, Rich, Marissa and TeAnna Friday Nancy & Rich Friday <fridayn897@cs.com> Muskegon, Mi USA - Sunday, June 8, 2003 12:42 AM CDT Marissa: I read your site again and you and my son have another thing in common. His favorite color is purple also. We are building a new house and went to pick out our paint colors last week. My son was very clear about what color he wanted his room to be....PURPLE. Should we let him? Susan and Jakey Bear again! www.caringbridge.com/page/jakegriffin - Sunday, June 8, 2003 11:01 AM CDT Marissa and Family I saw your post on another persons website and decided to come over and say hi. I am so glad I did..you were dx with the same type of tumor that my little boy has. He was dx a little more that a year before you (nov 09, 2001). We will be praying for the miracle you deserve and we know they happen every day. We stopped listening to their numbers and prognosis a long time ago and our life has been much better and longer than they ever said it would be. Never give up your sense of hope or fight. I looked at your art work and my goodness you are a wonderful artist with so much talent. What a blessing you are beautiful one. With Love, Susan and Jakey Bear Griffin www.caringbridge.com/page/jakegriffin jupiter, fl usa - Sunday, June 8, 2003 10:57 AM CDT Hi Marissa, I wanted you to know that we are keeping you in our prayers. We received the news of our daughter's referral at the same time your parents received news about you. I still have email from your Dad congratulating us on our referral. I kept the email for my daughter's scrap book. My daughter is Aimee Qin. She is also 7 years old and her favorite color is purple. She also loves art just like you. We will check your website again soon. Love, Karen and Aimee Murphy Karen Murphy <Brantley2@aol.com> Zebulon, NC USA - Sunday, June 8, 2003 7:08 AM CDT Marissa, I enjoyed looking at your pictures on this site, and I especially enjoyed seeing your drawings. You are a very talented and beautiful young lady! God bless you and your loving family. Bob Shurden <rfshurden@yahoo.com> Wichita, KS USA - Saturday, June 7, 2003 7:54 PM CDT Dear Marissa, you are a beautiful girl! I have a granddaughter who was adopted from the La Chang orphanage in Guandong province. She will be four years old in October. Her parents told me about you and I have been praying for you for several months. So have all my friends at Old Bethel Church in Indianapolis. My husband and I just returned from a two week vacation in England. I put you on the prayer list at the Salisbury Cathedral, the Bath Abbey, the Winchester Cathedral and St. Mildred's Church on the Isle of Wight. Queen Victoria and her husband Prince Albert used to worship at St. Mildred's. and so did their nine children. Please be comforted that many, many people pray for your complee healing. Thank you for providing the website. In His Name, Bev Beverly Duffer <cduffer@comcast.net> Indianapolis, IN USA - Saturday, June 7, 2003 4:58 PM CDT Marissa, my big girl is just about your age, loves art and purple too. In fact her Chinese name and her English name both mean *purple flower*. You are a brave girl. Conquering illness makes you feel better (your art flowers) and makes you strong because you know how to make strength happen. Lots of best wishes from all the Very Best Purple Fairies. I know there are lots of them about. Have a wish, it's sent from my Purple Flower because she is wishing too that you will get better soon, and is sending that as HER wish to the Purple fairies. SM Macrae United Kingdom - Saturday, June 7, 2003 1:48 PM CDT Marissa, We enjoyed seeing your beautiful artwork! You are in our prayers. Love, Gary, Sonda and Kiana Haldeman Sonda Haldeman Manheim, PA USA - Saturday, June 7, 2003 1:34 PM CDT We love your artwork, Marissa!! All of us send you a big hug and kiss. Would you hug Mommy and Daddy for us, too? God bless you, sweetheart. Love, All the Phillips Family Mary Alice Phillips <mapibclc@kansas.net> Wamego, KS 66547 - Saturday, June 7, 2003 9:49 AM CDT To the Burghart family, my thoughts are with you all, thanks for the updates, and I do hope that all your prayers do come true. Cindy <ci_aguiar@hotmail.com> Chugiak, AK USA - Saturday, June 7, 2003 0:59 AM CDT My prayers have been with you and your family since the beginning. I am part of the JOY ladies prayer team with Nelda and we all have been praying for your healing. God bless you and sustain you sweet child of God. Teresa Ruckman <Christianmom6X@aol.com> Topeka, KS US - Friday, June 6, 2003 10:30 PM CDT Marissa, I LOVE your ART! I know that your friends and teacher love your pictures too! I think of you every day and say a prayer that you will feel good each day. Thank you for such a wonderful site to see your beautiful pictures and art work. I want to thank your Mommy for all the work that she has done to let all the people know about YOU! I love you. I am a Famous First Grade Teacher honey. You keep drawing those amazing pictures! Love, Mrs. Williams Marjie Williams <Marjieloutoo@yahoo.com> Arlington, Tx. Tarrant - Friday, June 6, 2003 8:09 PM CDT Hey Kido, It's aunt Chelly. I miss you. How about if I play hookie from work sometime soon and we find a horse for you to ride?Also, I hope that you have me on your list for one of your spectacular drawings. I am in need of some good artwork for my house...and it would be a great reminder of what a wonderful niece you are. I am praying for you every day. Love, Aunt Chelly Michele Wilson <michele@mastergalerie.kscoxmail.com> Wichita, KS usa - Friday, June 6, 2003 5:19 PM CDT Marissa, I love your drawings. They are really very good for any age, especially for someone of your age. I pray that the Lord will give your body the strength to overcome the cancer in your body. You have accomplished so much and touched so many lives already. Let's all pray and hope that you'll able to continue to do so for many years to come. You are in my thoughts and prayers. Amy Mom to Laura Xiao Lan Freeman Amy Wong-Freeman <amy.wong-freeman@callison.com> Seattle, WA USA - Friday, June 6, 2003 4:36 PM CDT hey!this is your cuz Shaunah! Marissa you are great, you are smart and funny. Anyone would be lucky to have you as a friend and family memeber.I hope that you get better! You are also so pretty! You will always be in our heart and minds. God will help you through! I lOVE YOU! :):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):) Shaunah King <lil_red4u2@yahoo.com> Derby , KS United States - Friday, June 6, 2003 1:15 PM CDT hey!this is your cuz Shaunah! Marissa you are great, you are smart and funny. Anyone would be lucky to have you as a friend and family memeber.I hope that you get better! You are also so pretty! Shaunah Derby , KS United States - Friday, June 6, 2003 1:09 PM CDT Dear Marissa and family, We have never met you, but have read your postings on the Great Wall list. Just wanted you to know that we are thinking and praying for you. We will be praying for God to be holding your hand every step of the way! Cheryl and Makenna Dawn Xiaoxing <chinagirlsmom@msn.com> Irving, TX USA - Friday, June 6, 2003 1:03 PM CDT Marissa and family, You have been in our prayers since we first heard about you. You are a beautiful girl and have so many friends and family that love and care about you. Take care and keep sharing your drawings with us. Denee Frazer and family Angelica Rose and Autumn Jade http://www.ourforeverfamily.com Denee Frazer Sherman, Texas USA - Friday, June 6, 2003 1:01 PM CDT Marissa, Prayers are coming your way from the three of us in Alaska. Our God is an awesome and faithful God. Marleen, Cadi Wren, and Josi <mmoffitt@ctcak.net> - Friday, June 6, 2003 11:22 AM CDT Marissa, I love you so much. Maybe this summer you and I can draw pictures together. We got a new dog named Buddy. He is really small and he looks kind of like Shiloh off of the movie. You can also probably come swimming in our pool and jump on the trampoline. Your drawings look really good, and it was a good idea for your mom to put them on your website. I miss you soooo much. Love, your cousin Amanda Amanda King Derby, Ks United States - Friday, June 6, 2003 10:56 AM CDT Marrisa! I love the drawings that your mom put on the web page! What a talented artist you are! Your nature drawings are most beautiful with such detail and vivid colors. You have a true talent. Hope you are feeling better. Keep drawing. It is a wonderful way to express yourself. Much love, Kathy Douglas, mom to Lydia, Dianbai and Mary Kate, Marshall Islands. Kathy Douglas <kathy@sws.uiuc.edu> Tolono, IL USA - Friday, June 6, 2003 10:24 AM CDT Marissa, You are very special to me and many others. Last summer at my old house in Topeka with you and Eric was wonderful company for me. Love you very much, Grandma Connie Connie Willett USA - Friday, June 6, 2003 10:23 AM CDT Marissa -- there are many people holding you close in their thoughts and prayers. Our family is among them. Bonnie, Creighton (age 6, ChangDe, Hunan), Reilly (age 2, ChangDe, Hunan). Bonnie Ward <bonsai57@attbi.com> Newbury, MA 01951 - Friday, June 6, 2003 9:47 AM CDT Hi, Marissa and Kim. I have been following the news of Marissa and wanted to add our family's assurances of love and prayers to this long list. Kim, in 1998, before we left for Dianbai to bring home our daughter-Gracie- you gave me advice about what to do and where to stay. I know that families everywhere are praying for you,and wishing you well. Lots of love, Teri Hinton-mom to Gracie-6 years, and Hannah (Anhui) 7 years.. Teri Hinton <teri.hinton@heart.org> Mundelien, IL US - Friday, June 6, 2003 8:41 AM CDT Our best wishes and prayers go to Marissa. She is in our thoughts always. All the best, Muriel (mom to Mackenzie, a Dianbai sister) Muriel Fraker Southboro, MA - Thursday, June 5, 2003 3:04 PM CDT Marissa, What a brave and beautiful young lady you are! I can tell from the pictures that you're beautiful on the outside, but I just know you're even more beautiful and strong on the inside. And your strength of spirit is not all up to you -- it's increased by those who love and pray for you and through God who watches over you. I'm sending up prayers for your speedy recovery. Pam C. Plano, TX USA - Thursday, June 5, 2003 1:25 PM CDT Please know that I am always keeping Marissa in my prayer requests and know that you have a strong support group hoping and praying for you. Nancy Brown and family <nbsb_98@yahoo.com> St. Louis, MO USA - Thursday, June 5, 2003 1:21 PM CDT We are praying for Marissa and your entire family!! Glynn & Kim Breuer Stephen, Justin, Kate, Emilee (China); Kerrie (Korea); Nicholas (Korea); Nathanael (Hong Kong); Jenna (China) and Caroline (Korea) Kim Breuer <breuer@ndak.net> Minot, ND USA - Thursday, June 5, 2003 12:20 AM CDT Hi Kim & Marissa, It looks as though our appt's are not hitting at the same time! We were there this past Friday and our next appt's are July 21-25. Sarah's scans were good this past time, we had some lab work to come back a little crazy, we're having to turn that totally over to God and pray that maybe it was a lab error or something, they did further testing and we should have those results tomorrow! We will continue to keep you in our prayers that things will start leveling off for you and that the next scan will be even better! As long as we have God, we have hope!!! He's still in the miracle business and He loves these babies more than we do. So glad to find out about your web address so I can keep in touch! Love to all! and tell Jade that the boys, "my kids" as she called them said "HI"! Monica & Sarah Claire Holder <mholder@tecinfo.com> Merigold, MS - Wednesday, June 4, 2003 11:20 PM CDT Hello Marissa, I want you to know that my family is praying for your complete and speedy recovery. I hope you will be running and playing. like other kids your age, real soon. Best wishes, Dawn Newcomer Houston, TX USA - Wednesday, June 4, 2003 3:45 PM CDT Hi Marissa, We prayed for you often Monday night and very often yesterday during your visit at St. Judes. We knew you would get some good news and now we will pray that you be able to cut some of that steroid down and start feeling better real soon. We will pray that the next MRI will show a lot of improvement or even the tumor will be gone. Emily talks about you all the time. She shows her pictures of you and Jade to everyone. Well take care and lots of love Emily and Kim McEllen Emily and Kim McEllen <pkremcellen@grics.net> Galesburg, IL USA - Wednesday, June 4, 2003 6:43 AM CDT Your families story touched my heart and mind in a special way when I first heard it. Since then I have often thought and prayed for you and your family and will continure to do so. R Richter <mrrichter@charter.net> Haltom City, TX USA - Tuesday, June 3, 2003 11:31 PM CDT Hi Marissa, I have only met you once but you are one of God's special creations. He has mighty plans for you. I will always be praying for you and your family. "May God srengthen you through his spirit" Ephesians 3:16 GOD BLESS YOU!!! ~God Bless & much love~ Nicole Hayes <lookn_to_the_sky77@hotmail.com> Newton, KS USA - Tuesday, June 3, 2003 11:18 PM CDT You don't know us yet but we have 2 chinadolls 7 yr.old from Kunming, Yunnan and a 2 yr old from Huazhou, Guangdong and we are adopting a hopefully 3 from Haiti with 3 older bio-children21-20-18. My heart is wrenching for you and your family We are praying for tMarissa and the list of other sick children inour daily prayers. It touches me so strongly because my 7 yr old is a severe cleft palate and lip and has had 5 surgeries but it gives me humility because of your situation. We will continue to pray and remember "God uses all circumstance for His Glory" Tami & John Valentino <chinado[p@cyberport,net> Kalispell, MT USA - Tuesday, June 3, 2003 11:09 PM CDT Praying for you guys! God Bless You! Brent & Julie French <bjmfrench@aol.com> Pensacola, FL USA - Tuesday, June 3, 2003 8:44 AM CDT Hey, those are all really good picures of Marissa. I'll be praying for all of you. Lisa Unruh <shortyisme43@hotmail.com> Newton, Ks 67114 - Monday, June 2, 2003 11:09 PM CDT Marissa, We have been praying for you and your family ever since your dad informed the prayer chain at Prairie View of your illness. May God bless you all with his healing graces. Take care little one... God is with you! Mike Boston Family <bostonms@pvi.org> Newton, Kansas USA - Monday, June 2, 2003 3:12 PM CDT Hi we will be praying extra for Marissa tonight, tomorrow and after her visit for some healing. She needs it. She is a special friend to us. Hang in there and I will talk to you soon. Love Kim McEllen Emily and Kim McEllen <pkremcellen@grics.net> Galesburg, IL USA - Monday, June 2, 2003 2:59 PM CDT hi marissa, how are you doing? i am doing fine. we are happy that tommrow is our last day of school. emily went to school this moring she might go tommrow. im glad that summer is on it way. its been nice hear. how is jade? tell jade that renee miss her alot. maybe you and your mom could send me an email to let me know how you guys are doing. i hope to see you in memphis when we are their. emily love her dog. he like to play alot.well i hope you have a woderful summer. i will cuck on you form time to time.and may god bless you. he will always be wacthing over you and your family. bye RENEE RENEE <renee_2006@msn.com> Galesburg, IL USA - Wednesday, May 28, 2003 8:58 PM CDT hi my name is trelma iam sonya and mckenize friend i got your web address off of mckenizes just wanted to tell you i will pray for you all too....i am a sunday school teacher i will tell my kids your name and ask them to pray too.. and remeber MY GOD IS SO BIG HE IS SO BIG AND SO WONDERFUL THERE IS NOTHING MY GOD CAN NOT DO....love and prayer.. trelma <troma697@aol.com> prichard, wva - Sunday, May 25, 2003 10:19 PM CDT Hi Marissa and family. It was so good to hear from you on Karina's guestbook. We have been thinking about you and praying for you. I am so glad that you have a caringbridge page now so we can keep up with your progress. Karina misses you and Jade. She told the people who moved into your room at RMH that they were in "Marissa's Room" but it's ok because Marissa got to go home. We are at the Target House this time around. We will be here until September so please get in touch with us when you come back to Memphis. Take care and God bless you sweetie. We love you. Marci and Karina Hurtado <www.caringbridge.org/md/karinahurtado> Memphis, TN - Saturday, May 24, 2003 0:24 AM CDT Marissa, We are all praying that you are feeling better and know that God is with you every step of the way. You are such a beautiful girl and I know your heavenly father will work great miracles through you. We all send our love from Tennessee and look forward to meeting you this summer. We hear you are quite the artist!!!!!!! Much Love John, Julie, Parker, and (just home from china)Hannah Hewitt. Julie Hewitt <jhewitt63@comcast.net> Murfreesboro, TN USA - Thursday, May 22, 2003 9:42 PM CDT Hey Marissa, we are praying for you!! Love you all! The Shetley family Branson, mo USA - Thursday, May 22, 2003 6:30 PM CDT Marissa, I just want you to know you are a very special little girl and you are always in my prayers. You have been such a blessing to me to watch how brave you are and how you worry about everyone but yourself. The Lord is using you to touch so many people's hearts. God bless you and keep you in His loving care. Love, Verna Verna Shook <vls126303@aol.com> Derby, KS USA - Thursday, May 22, 2003 6:14 PM CDT Marissa, we love you and are still praying that God will heal you. We also pray that during your healing process, that He will hold you in the palm of His hand and close to His heart. Folster Family Mayetta, KS U.S.A. - Thursday, May 22, 2003 3:39 PM CDT A Short Poem The day I met her, I felt my chances of being a mother were slim. I could tell she had been there. She smiled and said, “I’m Kim”. Kim had her daughter with her that day. She was so beautiful I didn’t know what to say. Kim smiled at me and said, “Her name is Marissa, she is from China”. I sat and stared at her olive skin, almond shaped eyes and jet black hair. I knew the moment I saw Marissa God had sent her here with a plan and a purpose and Kim was just the right Mother He chose in that plan to share. _____________________________________ I could go on but God says to stop for now. :) Just wanted to add our name to your guest book to let you know we are praying daily for your strength and Marissa's healing. What a wonderful blessing that little girl is to so many. God is so good and He does all things well. Hang in there. Love you guys. Rick, Barbie and Rebekah (our own reflection of Marissa) :) <RBLong0928@juno.com> Topeka, KS USA - Thursday, May 22, 2003 11:20 AM CDT WE ARE PRAYIN FOR YA'LL! sonya <dodge_girl@hotmail.com> prichard, wv usa - Wednesday, May 21, 2003 3:27 PM CDT Kim, Steve, Marissa and family - you are all in our thoughts and prayers daily. The healing power of God is great. To Marissa: Soon after we made the decision to adopt from China, we met you. You were the most beautiful baby! We can remember holding you back in early July of 1997 and will always remember that warm/wonderful feeling you gave to us. You are a wonderful little girl, a stong little girl, a smart little girl and a loving little girl. We love you. Carol, Dan and Mariah Debacker <dcmariah@swbell.net> Topeka, KS USA - Saturday, May 17, 2003 10:59 AM CDT Hi there! Just wanted to congratulate you all on your 7th anniversary. We continue to pray for your family and I would like for you all to continue to remember our family. I am still struggling with waking up in the morning wondering what this day is going to hold, but I know that God is in control and in Him lies strength, mercy, grace, LOVE and HEALING. HAPPY ANNIVERSARY AGAIN!! GOD Bless sonya <dodge_girl@hotmail.com> prichard, wv usa - Saturday, May 17, 2003 10:37 AM CDT http://www.geocities.com/ccbubbless17/Prayer.html We are still praying for you everyday!! We are very happy to hear about your progress! You a gorgeous and we can't wait for you to get better! You're Dianbai sister says "I hope Marissa get better!" God has been showing miracles in your life! We are thankful for you even though we don't know you personally, hopefully we'll all get together some day! We'll have to have a great big party for you troupers!! Erin DuPrey <ccbubbless17@yahoo.com > Columbia, SC 29229 - Thursday, May 15, 2003 5:50 PM CDT HI MARISSA,& FAMILY!!!! WE THINK ABOUT YOU ALL THE TIME & HOPE EVERYTHING IS GOING GOOD FOR YOU. I CAN REMEMBER WHEN KIM & STEVE WERE GETTING READY TO GO TO CHINA & GET YOU & WHEN THEY CAME HOME & WE SAW YOU ,YOU ARE THE PERFECT LITTLE GIRL!!!!MAYBE WE CAN SEE YOU THIS SUMMER IF YOU GUYS COME TO TOPEKA FOR SOMETHING.(SUMMER GETTOGETHER).YOU ARE IN OUR PRAYERS ALWAYS!!!!! MIKE & STACEY BOYLES (DANI&BEAU) <MB0917@AOL.COM> TOPEKA, KS US - Thursday, May 15, 2003 5:48 PM CDT HI MARISSA!!!!! YOU ARE SOOOO PRETTY!!!! GOD WILL NEVER LEAVE YOU!!! THE SHEPHERD WILL WATCH OVER YOU!! YOU ARE HIS CHILD!!!!! I HOPE YOU FEEL BETTER!!! From Kayla: 6 yr old friend of Bridget Williams' daughters KAYLA SMITH <smithgo1dawgs@aol.com> Flower Mound, TX Denton - Thursday, May 15, 2003 1:11 PM CDT I AM PRAYING FOR YOU MARISSA!!!!!!! GOD LOVES YOU!!!!!! From Megan - 6yr old friend of Bridget Williams' daughters MEGAN SMITH <smithgo1dawgs@aol.com> Flower Mound , TX Denton - Thursday, May 15, 2003 12:50 AM CDT Hi Marissa, Kim and Steve! Happy coming Home anniversary! what a wonderful blessing and precious memory! Marissa, You are such a precious blessing to your Mom and Daddy, and to all of us! We pray for you every single day! We have your picture on our refrigerator so we get to see your smiling face every morning! We hope you have a wonderful Day! We love you! Cynthia, Mark, Ben and Jonathan Peacock Cynthia Peacock Bartlett, TN USA - Thursday, May 15, 2003 10:10 AM CDT Hi! Marissa. Mei-Mei wants you to know that she prays for you and Kaylee every morning and night. She was wondering how come both you and Kaylee have "head problems." She thinks that you guys bumped heads, that's why! We're praying that you get well soon. Expect a miracle! Hope to see you and your family soon. Tell you what? If you are well enough to travel by the last week of June or even in July, then, we'll celebrate that and Mei-Mei's 6 1/2th b-day here in Topeka. We'll invite all your pals who used to be in your play group here. Deal? Nila <cornee@cox.net> Topeak, KS USA - Wednesday, May 14, 2003 11:27 PM CDT I did the same thing another Mom did. Just searching around and found you off of the handprint wall at RMH, we're here now and will be going home soon. I will say a prayer for Marissa. Chris Kirkman & Christal (age 4) <http://christalinfo.servemp3.com or crazydero@yahoo.com> Tampa (Memphis right now), FL USA - Thursday, April 24, 2003 1:50 AM CDT hi marissa and family, hey how are you guys doing. emily is in the hospital. she went over firday nigth my had to call 911 because she was geting sick every 5 min my mom didnt want to take he in our van. she might get to come home today there putting her back on ivs so she wont get sick. my mom is sick of this hospital stuff. how is jade i sure miss her and marissa. i hope all go's well for you guys. will probly see you guys some time at st.jude well take care have fun tell jade i said hi and i miss her bye, renee RENEE <renee_2006@msn.com> Galesburg , IL U.S.A. - Sunday, April 13, 2003 10:05 AM CDT Hi Just thought I would see if Marissa had a wedsite and got lucky. Sure hope the MRI went ok and stable. How long were you guys there? Take care and I will write more later. God Bless Kim McEllen, www.caringbridge.org/il/emilymcellen Kim and Emily McEllen <pkremcellen@grics.net> Galesburg, il usa - Friday, March 21, 2003 7:53 PM CST |
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