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Just heard Ali's story.. I'm heartbroken.
Heidi <whereismaddie@gmail.com>
- Tuesday, May 29, 2012 6:18 AM CDT
words cannot express
Dawn <fractalmom1@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, February 27, 2007 8:00 PM CST
Lori, I'm not sure if you are still checking up on this, but I'd just like to say hello. I have a few questions for you sometime, so maybe i'll give you a call. may god bless you.
Liz N. <godslittlehands@hotmail.com>
Goshen, In 46526 - Thursday, May 5, 2005 9:31 PM CDT
hey cloud family..this is ashley garris and i didnt know if you guys were still checking this website but if so then i just wanted to say how beatiful the funeral was and the awesome memories i got from the pics of ali and her journal was adorable..it was just the same ali that i remember the day i met her in kidergarten. she has always been smart,funny,beautiful, and a joy in my heart. she remains in my heart as one of my best friends forever. god bless all of you. hope to see all of you around...much love to all...Ashley
ashley garris <roxygirl22000@yahoo.com>
elkhart, in usa - Saturday, March 19, 2005 10:04 PM CST
It has been very difficult this past week, i miss ali soo much. i saw ali for the last time on Feb. 28 the night that it happend and it was so hard to see her like that, i was so sad when i heard the news the next morning, but at the same time i felt glad in my heart, because i knew that she is in a better place.
With much love to chuck, lori, megan, as well as anyone close to ali, and the cloud family. LOVE, Brandon

Brandon Sebastian <drewbrees2@yahoo.com>
Goshen, IN USA - Tuesday, March 8, 2005 8:57 PM CST
I second that =)
Lacey <aegirly122@yahoo.com>
Elkhart, IN - Monday, March 7, 2005 8:12 PM CST
thank-you for the beautiful viewing and memorial service. I saw ali through the whole thing. Thank-you.
Alli Hawkins <roxygurl3773@aol.com>
Middelbury, IN USA - Sunday, March 6, 2005 2:59 PM CST
Alison was in my small group at St Mark as a young vibrant 8th grader and I always admired her spunk and excitement for life. She was an encouraging friend to those around her, able to laugh with friends and comfort them when needed. She brought such life to our group and it was a very different group when she left, but I could still see the effects her life had on Candice and Christine as they continued to be friends. It's been years since I've been able to talk with Alison, but reading this journal and seeing how greatly she was loved by so many who knew her is incredible evidence to her well-lived life. My prayers are with Alison's friends and family as we rejoice in her homecoming.
Becca Ledbetter <beccaledbetter@hotmail.com>
Rossville, GA USA - Friday, March 4, 2005 9:13 AM CST
wow alli, u said it so perfectly.
when we were watching dirty dancing havana nites that afternoon, we remembered that great nite when we went to c it in theaters and then hacienda afterwards. ali and maya coudlnt' get over javier (spelling?) and they were totally right, he is hott. :) and ali showed us some dancing from the movie but w/ her own twist. she was fantastic. i will always remember her for her dance moves (including interpretive dance), contagious laugh, outstanding beauty, unending courage, and overflowing love. she was an amazing woman and will be remembered in the hearts of so many.
i love u ali
micki
lori- it was so great to c u at the crossing, the moment u walked in ali seemed to be closer. i could jsut c her standing beside us agreeing w/ what u were saying about no goodwill clothes. :) U reminded me so much of her...and thats the greatest compliment anyone could be given.

Micki Kaufman <mfaithk@verizon.net>
- Wednesday, March 2, 2005 7:24 PM CST
Cloud Family,
My heart cries at your loss and I can't even begin to imagine the pain you must be feeling. I pray that you take comfort knowing that the very One that knew your daughter before she was even one day old, now holds her in His arms.
You are in my thoughts and prayers.

Tami Miller <miller_t2000@yahoo.com>
Osceola, IN United States - Wednesday, March 2, 2005 6:44 PM CST
I've been reading the comments on this page lately, and it is so amazing how many people Ali has touched...including many who she has never even met. I know Megan, and I know how strong and amazing she is. But I've never met Ali, and yet I feel a great loss as many others I've talked to have. I can't imagine the feelings you are having at this time, but know that God will take care of her and she will continue to watch over you forever.
Allison Loper <aeloper@indiana.edu>
- Wednesday, March 2, 2005 3:47 PM CST
Lori, Megan, and Chuck,
I just wanted to let you guys know that I will continually be praying for you. I cannot even imagine, but God is amazing. I sat in my bed for 3 hours on Monday night, from 11:30 until 2:30. I just couldn't sleep, I just had this feeling. Then I found out at 7:00 the next morning. I just burst into tears. They were different though. It was tears of sadness, for you guys and the rest of the family and for all of the close friends. It was also tears of happiness. I know that she has suffered a lot, and I'm glad that she doesn't have to suffer anymore. She is singing and dancing with God, and has that smiling face once again. Although I didn't really know Ali that well, her life has had a major impact on me. I can no longer just go through life. I am greatful for everything and can't take one second of my life for granted. -Kylie-

Kylie Kern <smyliekylie318@aol.com>
Elkhart , IN USA - Wednesday, March 2, 2005 2:54 PM CST
Yesterday we found out at school and some of us headed over to kayla's to spend time with eachother. It started off sad and numb, like someone would expect. but as time went on we started remembering all the memories, all the laughs, and all the fun we had with ali. We were smiling and celebrating her beautiful life. She was amazing and that's all we could remember, her awesome stregnth and friendship. Ali will always live on in all of our hearts. I love you ali and family. Keep taking one day at a time, you're in my prayers.
Alli Hawkins <roxygurl3773@aol.com>
Middlebury, IN USA - Wednesday, March 2, 2005 9:50 AM CST
Dearest Chuck, Lori, and Megan,
Thank you for graciously and courageously sharing Ali and your journey together with us. The gift you have given all of us is priceless. To walk with another through devastating sorrow is a privilege. We now continue to pray for your strength and peace and courage as you walk through the whirlwind of these next few days and then the lonely ones ahead. Knowing that Ali is with Jesus gives us immeasureable comfort, but living without her with us also brings incredible sadness. You are all heroes. We love you so much! We will be forever grateful for Ali and for each of you. Lovingly, Ed and Beth

Beth Lugbill <blugbill@maplenet.net>
Elkhart, IN usa - Tuesday, March 1, 2005 9:18 PM CST
Cloud family-
You are all so amazing. Thank you so much for sharing your wonderful daughter with all of us. She has touched all who she has known. I still remember the first day I met Ali. She had true beauty and showed her kindness to everyone she came in contact with. She was a wonderful girl who I will never forget. My thoughts and prayers are with you!
Ali- I love you and can't wait to see you again when i get to heaven!
Max, Kayla, and Gaby- my prayers are also with you during this tough time. Just remember, God will pull you thru. Although at times it may seem like it, God never gives us more than we can handle. I love you all!

Psalms 46:1 - "God is our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble"

I am praying for God's strength through this time and that you feel the God's powerful love surrounding you as He holds you in His arms.

Amanda

Amanda Yoder <yoda2706@yahoo.com>
Goshen, IN USA - Tuesday, March 1, 2005 8:16 PM CST
You are in my thoughts and prayers. I know that Rochelle, Joyce and Heidi welcomed Ali with open arms. We hold on to the hope that one day we will see our daughters again in Heaven. I can only imagine that they are sitting on Jesus' lap and Jesus is taking care of each of them. Much Love and Prayers as you walk this journey. Yes, it is a journey. Blessings to each of you. Love in Christ, June Wyse
June Wyse <sjwyse@juno.com>
Goshen, IN USA - Tuesday, March 1, 2005 6:17 PM CST
Just over a week ago Sarah and I quietly observed the 25th anniversary of the death of our son, Graham. I do not know if one can ever experience greater heartache than that which comes with the loss of a child. No words can adequately convey the utter devastation and pain. Do allow yourselves to cry and cry and cry, for no event will ever be more worthy of your holy mourning. But know that in His great love and mercy, God will bring forth good from tragedy. The days will come when you will laugh again. The days will come when you will be happy again. Ali’s life will make you a more human being than you can imagine. “Into Thy hands, O Lord, we commend the soul of they departed handmaiden, Alison, and beseech Thee to grant her rest in the place of Thy rest, where all Thy blessed saints repose, and where the light of Thy countenance shineth forever. And we beseech Thee also to grant that our present lives may be godly, sober, and blameless, that we, too, may be made worthy to enter into Thy heavenly Kingdom with those we love but see no longer: for Thou art the Resurrection, and the Life, and the Repose of Thy departed servants, O Christ our God, and unto Thee we ascribe glory: to the Father, and to the Son, and to the Holy Spirit; now and ever, and unto ages of ages. Amen.”
Paul Geczy <paul_geczy@jayco.com>
Middlebury, IN USA - Tuesday, March 1, 2005 2:52 PM CST
As I look over this guestbook, I notice that several other sisters of Ali's friends have written as well. I, like Vicky and Heather, have very fond memories of watching Ali and Maya, my sister, together: of driving them around and listening to their crazy conversations, of listening to them giggle together on the phone, and of watching them get hyper together. Ali was a beautiful young woman who was a blessing not only to my sister, but to me as well. Her spirit and spunk were always able to make me smile, and I know that she meant the world to my sister. My prayers are with you, Lori, Megan, and Chuck, as you walk this journey.
Hannah Kehr <bckehhea@bluffton.edu>
Bluffton, OH USA - Tuesday, March 1, 2005 2:43 PM CST
Lori, Chuck & Megan
Our prayers go out for all of you today at this time. It must be such a bittersweet feeling, in knowing Ali is with Jesus now and not in any pain, but at the same time she is not with you. We love you all.

Diane & Dave Swihart <JustDiSwih@Comcast.net>
Elkhart, IN - Tuesday, March 1, 2005 2:37 PM CST
Lori,and family
Words can not express the sorrow I am felling, I am siting here crying over the loss of a beautiful young women I have never ment. I do remember Lori as a young girl and I know Ali had to be a special person. I am a friend of Grandma Judy' and wish the whole family the strengh they need at a time like this. Ali will be with us all in spirit and grace forever.

Sharon Kassay <SKZ123@AOL.com>
The Villages, Fl. 32159 - Tuesday, March 1, 2005 1:44 PM CST
As well as Vicky, I remember the moments that Ali has spent at our house with Kayla and watching how they interact. They're so goofy and fun loving. The joy never stops when they're together. I have had so much fun participating in the conversations and laughing about the same girly things. Megan you have also been a blessing to me. The times I've spent with you always are a good time. :) Ali you were such a joy to my sister and to our family, and you will remain to be. You will be missed tremendously. My prayers and love are with you.
Heather Kaufman <hjkaufman@anderson.edu>
Anderson/Goshen, IN US - Tuesday, March 1, 2005 1:34 PM CST
Today we lost one of the greatest people I've ever known. Looking back to when we were younger Ali was always the kind, gentle and caring one of the bunch. Ali was always a giver, never a taker. She truly was selfless and was a true joy to be around. Although I hadn't seen Ali in almost a year, I knew in my heart that she would always be the same sweet and kind hearted girl. Ali is now with God and she's looking over you all while similing. I am so thankful to have known such a wonderful person. Ali was so lucky to have the love and support of Chuck, Lori and Megan. I know that the 3 or you meant the world to Ali, you always did and always will. I thank you so much for allowing so many of us to be a part of Ali's journey home.
Megs- I will head for home first thing tomorrow morning. If you or your family needs anything you know where to reach me. I love you sweetheart.

Justine Amos <Pinkstar163@aol.com>
- Tuesday, March 1, 2005 12:57 AM CST
TO EVERYONE WHO HAS WRITTEN:

Lori has periodically updated this site and although I have not made entries, I have read each of the notes that everyone has left. I have been overwhelmed by the support for Alison, and it has become so apparent that our daughter had such a positive impact not only on our lives, but on most of the people who knew her. Ali's friends have really been the best friends that anyone could ask for. Ali was truly one of the most selfless and loving people I have ever known. Throughout her two year battle with cancer she grew, and matured into a beautiful young woman.

Ali is my hero, and she is everything that a father could ask for in a daughter. Thank you once again for all of the support that you have provided through your notes, I will keep them forever....Chuck



Chuck Cloud <cbacloud@yahoo.com>
Goshen, IN USA - Tuesday, March 1, 2005 11:09 AM CST
Lori and family, Your mother, God Bless her, just called me to inform me of Ali's passing. I never got to meet Ali, but from all your mother has said I feel like I know her. What a precious, wonderful, brave young lady. Words from me can not express my heartfelt sorrow in all that has happened to you, Megan and mostly to Ali. She truly is an Angel sent from above to teach all of us a lesson in Love and Believing. She will forever be an inspiration to all who knew her and also to those who never met her. May you and your family find peace in the wonderful memories you have of her and knowing she is now with others who also love her. God Bless. Love and Prayers, Carolyn
Carolyn Erdmann <clekeepsmiling@aol.com>
Naples, Florida USA - Tuesday, March 1, 2005 10:54 AM CST
I find myself shedding tears uncontrollably for a girl I have never met, but for a girl worthy of all the praise in the world. How miraculous the power one person can hold and the impact one person can make in a stranger. The life of Alison Haley Cloud will forever be my legacy.
Katie Carlson (Max's sister) <kecarlson@bsu.edu>
Elkhart, IN - Tuesday, March 1, 2005 1:46 AM CST
Our heart felt prayers are with you. We feel very close to all of you and want to let you know our prayers are with you and all of your family.
Fondest Aloha,
Max's Grandma and Grandpa Phyllis and Vernon Paler

Phyllis Paler <vppaler@aloha.net>
Kapaa, Hi USA - Monday, February 28, 2005 11:44 PM CST
Alison- Words cannot describe how truly beautiful you are to me. I will always cherish the times we spent while growing up. I'm so grateful to know that my younger sister got to grow up around someone like you. I will never forget those days Ali. You will be forever in my heart.
Lori, Chuck, and Megan - Please know that you are in my thoughts all the time. You 3 have endured so much together and I commend you for all that you've gone through. Words cannot express my love for your family. Ali is a wonderful person and she will live on in all of you.

Justine Amos <Pinkstar163@aol.com>
- Monday, February 28, 2005 9:43 PM CST
hey i dont kno ali but i kno how u feel im so sorry


Matt Beath

Matthew Beath <kbeath96@msn.com>
Elkhart, IN United States - Monday, February 28, 2005 7:08 PM CST


My daughter’s best friend is dying and there is nothing she can do. She cries and sobs and retreats in solitude hoping God will heal the wounds.

Had you met them only a year ago you’d realize how inseparable they were. Spending time together working, shopping and simply being teenagers was always a hoot. Who had more energy more spunk and charm was never easy to tell. But in retrospect it doesn’t really matter because, more importantly, as teenagers they were always having fun.

My daughter’s best friend is dying and there is nothing she can do. She cries and sobs and retreats in solitude hoping God will heal the wounds.

I can still recall the moment when Gaby found out Ali was sick. Gaby was sad and distraught but Ali never gave it a second thought. “We will beat this sickness and conquer it” I suspect Ali may have whispered, “But don’t let it get you down Gaby because friendship and love is what it’s really all about”

Ali, as you prepare to enter God’s dominion, please know, a bit of my daughter’s soul is going with you. Take care of it and cherish it because it’s as beautiful as yours. And when the two of you cross paths in eternity don’t worry about Gaby not recognizing you, she will look for the brightest soul, the most cheerful laughter and that piece of her broken soul.

God bless you beautiful Ali and your family too. Soon you’ll God face-to-face as the veil of mortality is removed.

My daughter’s best friend is dying and there is nothing I can do. I cry and sob and retreat in solitude hoping God will heal the wounds.

The Vallejos' Family

Vallejos Family <jorgev@mennoniteusa.org>
- Monday, February 28, 2005 2:59 PM CST
Lori, Ali, and Megan...
I just wanted to say hi and that i am continuing to pray for the family. I've maybe only talked to Ali a couple times since she left concord. But i do know she is an amazing person and she had the best sense of humor back in the 7th and 8th grade. She was one of the best friends i could've asked for. I love you Megan and i can't begin to know what you are going through, but I'm here for you. Lots of Love, Lacey

Lacey <aegirly122@yahoo.com>
Elkhart, IN - Monday, February 28, 2005 2:41 PM CST
Dearest Cloud Family,
Words cannot convey how much respect you have from me. I have been praying constantly that Jesus will hold you close and spread his blessings on you all. I know this has been the hardest thing to deal with but your courage and love will help you. Please know that our thoughts and prayers and love are with you always. The McKee Family - Mike, Lisa, Ricky, Bobby, Ryan and Brandy

Lisa McKee <lisa487@comcast.net>
Elkhart, IN Elkhart - Monday, February 28, 2005 12:37 AM CST
Lori and Megan- thank-you for the gift of time you allowed me to spend with ali. It really meant a lot to me.
Cloud Family- you are AMAZING! You're stregnth and faith and love are so genuine and amazing. Keep taking each day at a time, you'll make it through!
Ali- You beautiful girl. You, you are amazing. Seeing you in you bed not being able to do a lot for yourself was so hard for me to see, but i knew that it was still your heart and your brain in there knowing that you had 'your girls' over to be with you. You are so amazing, thank-you for everything you've given to me. I love you too ali!

Alli Hawkins <roxgyrul3773@aol.com>
Middlebury , IN USA - Monday, February 28, 2005 7:44 AM CST
Dear Lori, Ali, Megan and family,
May God grant you the grace for each day's and each moment's journey. I believe that God is present to Ali already in a way beyond our understanding, and that she will step directly from this world into the arms of her creator. Like Lorna said about Heidi, I imagine Joyce greeting Ali with joy! The separation is so painful, and way too long, but we will see our girls again, and when we do we won't ever have to say goodbye again. Imagine that!
With much love and prayers, Sheila Graber

Sheila Graber <mlsagraber@juno.com>
Goshen, IN USA - Monday, February 28, 2005 7:01 AM CST
Lori- what is the exact name of Ali's cancer?

As always, you have my love and prayers. Chuck, Melissa, Megan, Lori, Gparents, Max, Kayla, Gaby- y'all hang in there.

Liz <godslittlehands@hotmail.com>
Goshen, IN 46526 - Sunday, February 27, 2005 11:30 PM CST
Lori and Chuck,
Ali's one of those people that I found out has those 'special eyes'. Even in the photographs of her I can see it. Looking into her eyes she draws you in, by her spirit, her amazing character, her strenght, love, and beauty. Chuck and Lori, you two amazing me, you contributed to who Ali has been growing to be, I have to thank you for giving Ali to all of us. While visiting Ali yesterday, Chuck came in, layed near Ali on the bed and looked at her in a way that will be with me forever.Like each one of you, Lori, Chuck, and you too Megan, have impacted and touched my life, and will always be with me. I send my love to you Lori, to you Chuck, to you Megan, and my everlasting love to you Ali. I love you, beautiful you, Ali.

Megan Gongwer <Suncrash007@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, February 27, 2005 5:09 PM CST
"I always thank my God as I remember you..."
Philemon 1:4

Miss Ali,

Every time I think about you I can't help but remember the silly times you and Gaby shared in our basement. All the many sleep overs filled with laughter, jokes, boy-talk (of course!) and snacking. I will admit I was always a bit jealous of you and Gaby because you two always seemed to be having the times of your life. Whether you were watching a movie together or just talking in the backseat of my car as I chauffeured you off to a friend's house, I've never seen my sister happier than when she was with you. Thank you for being such a joy in her life.

To my dear sweet Meg,

Oh girly. There are no words that can express my respect, my love, and my genuine gratefulness for you in my life. You continually amaze me with your strong spirit, your selfless heart, and your carefree spirit. I only hope I can be as strong for you as you have been for me. I love you so much, and I'm always here for you.

I don't think I've ever met people stronger than the Cloud's. I love you all dearly.

Love,
Vicky

Vicky Vallejos <vicksta808@hotmail.com>
Goshen, IN USA - Sunday, February 27, 2005 3:32 PM CST
Lori, I have for the last three days been reading your Blogg line. I haven't done this in quite some time because I lost the address and didn't remember to get it from your mother. What a wonderful gift you have, always a wonderful uplift to read your entries. You are a very strong young lady with a heavy road of life to carry. We as friends and family are with you in your steps to carry on, but as you know, none of us really know the heaviness of your travels. Just know we all care and love you. My prayers are with you and Ali as you go the road. Love, Carolyn Erdmann
Carolyn Erdmann <clekeepsmiling@aol.com>
Maumee, Ohio USA - Sunday, February 27, 2005 9:18 AM CST
Hey, this is Nathan, and I'm finally doing something I should have gotten done a long time ago.
Ali-It's still difficult to believe that someone our age can be going through something like this, (let-a-lone with the strength and courage you have shown!) but I am confident that God chose you for this journey because He knew that you were one of the few people on this earth that have the strength and faith to deal with it. The way that you have fought this evil disease is amazing. I will always miss your talking about clothes and fashion, no matter how little I understood anything you were talking about. Our halls are definitely quieter without you there. I am glad that you have been blessed with such amazing friends and family to help you deal with this difficult time, as you continue to set an example for us that we can only ever hope to come close to.

Lori, Megan, and Chuck-I know you as Ali's mom, sister, and dad, but I have been amazed at our strength and courage through this perilous time as you have walked with Ali. I know that when this is all said and done that Ali will be rejoicing in heaven and you will have the rest of your lives to deal with the immeasurable grief that has been put upon you. I pray that you will not be the forgotten casualty, as your community gathers around you through this troubling and difficult time.
-Nathan

Nathan Kauffman <punkrawker06@hotmail.com>
Goshen, IN USA - Saturday, February 26, 2005 10:54 PM CST
Ali, I didn't know you very well through high school. I think I may have said hi to you two or three times or smiled every once and a while. I keep thinking to myself that their has to be more...a conversation, a laughter, but I can't remember anything. But I do remember noticeing you...your great smile, your laugh, your humor. I can see it all and I feel like I know you in some way. I consider myself to be a pretty quite person around people I don't know but you have taught me that I need to cherish relationships and create them. I thank you for that. You have taught so much to people through things you have no idea about...and people will continue to look at your life and learn to love as you did.

Lori and Megan: You two are AMAZING...

Jaron Caldwell <jaron.caldwell@houghton.edu>
- Saturday, February 26, 2005 9:56 PM CST
Ali and family. I am one of Max's many aunts and want to let you know you are in my prayers as is Max. It thrills my heart to hear that Max is the friend and support I have heard he has been.
Gwen Dallman <gdallman@rexnet.net>
Ligonir, IN Noble - Saturday, February 26, 2005 4:54 PM CST
Ali and family...
My thoughts and prayers are with you each day. May God be with you all.

Andy Apple <andrewjapple@hotmail.com>
Atlanta, GA USA - Saturday, February 26, 2005 3:16 PM CST
Ali, Megan, Lori & Chuck, As I've read the entries here and in your blog over the last number of months, I debated whether or not to sign the guestbook; I don't know Ali all that well. But as I've read, I realized it isn't how well you know someone that makes you care. No one should go through a situation like yours alone, so I'm writing to join the MANY others reminding you that you are loved! We're continuing to pray for you...for God to fill the emptiness, for strength and peace in the days and months ahead, for joy in all the good memories. May God hold you all close.
Rhonda & Roger Yoder <rramyoder@cs.com>
Goshen, IN USA - Saturday, February 26, 2005 8:39 AM CST
Lori and Megan- both of you have been complete angels through all this. Everything I have known and loved in Ali has definatly been shining out of you. I appericate you both so much for your kindness. and Ali- well, you know how amazing, how wonderful, how beautiful she is. IT's not much, but I give you all my love and prayers. Keep taking each day by day, its the best we got.
Liz N. <godslittlehands@hotmail.com>
Goshen, IN USA - Friday, February 25, 2005 11:12 PM CST
Ali, family and Max, My thoughts and prayers are with all of you daily. I can only imagine how difficult this must be for all of you. Max's mom has shared some of the trials you have been through and shared this web site with me. How wonderful it must be to have such a great support group. May God be with you all. Max's Aunt Denice
Denice Apple <apps45@verizon.net>
Goshen, IN - Friday, February 25, 2005 7:20 PM CST
Lori, Megan and Chuck: You are in my thoughts everyday. Lisa is keeping me up to date. Ali-My prayer for you is that you will feel God's warm touch and that he takes all your pain away. May God Bless you all in your time of need.
Mandi Spy <akspy@buckeye-express.com>
Toledo, OH - Friday, February 25, 2005 7:17 PM CST
Lori, I think of you and Alli often and say a prayer for your strength and peace as you walk this holy journey. It may be the hardest thing you ever do in life, but it will be the most rewarding, to know that you held your daughter's hand until it slipped from yours to Jesus'. I believe Heidi will be waiting for Alli with open arms. What a glorious place heaven must be! May you sense his overwhelming love even in this very difficult time. And you have every right to be proud of both of your daughters!
Lorna Claassen (Heidi's Mom) <lornasc@juno.com>
Goshen, - Friday, February 25, 2005 3:16 PM CST
alli, meg, lori, and chuck. you are all in my thoughts and prayers. it's hard to believe that god has a plan through all of this, but just trust that he knows the effect it is having on others, and how it's changin lives. we're all pullin for you girl! i love ya meg, i'm here always!
Joel Lederman <jelbruin@juno.com>
Hesston, Ks US - Friday, February 25, 2005 11:05 AM CST
Alli you and your family have been in my thoughts and prayers a lot lately. There have been tough times out here in Hesston as well but just as you have had friends thinking and praying for you all along so is the love of Christ who has always been there for you and will always be. I pray that you and your family will be at peace with what is happening and that you all can rely on the love of God first and friends and family second to give you comfort and peace through all of this.
Matt Yoder <matty@hesston.edu>
Goshen/Hesston, IN/KS USA - Friday, February 25, 2005 10:46 AM CST
Where do I begin little girly? I'm so thankful to have you and your family in my life. Whether it was from dropping you off at the movies or hair coloring catastrophies at 3am in the morning, you are always such a joy to be around, Alison. I pray that God is using you in so many ways through your pain and heartache; And I know he is, Ali, because you are such a light in so many peoples' lives. I must admit that I'm envious of how strong you are. There are not too many people on this earth that are like that ya know? I love you Ali! Hey Megs and Lori! MWAH to all of you!
Katie Warner <Kdbaby2122@aol.com>
Elkhart, IN USA - Thursday, February 24, 2005 10:48 PM CST
ali, megan, lori, and chuck. i have been reading everytime you put in a new update. i have been praying for you more and more this past week. i know that things are rough, but you are soo strong ali. i really admire that in you. you may feel weak and usless. but you are so strong. and god has given you strength in that area. im praying. love you
kylie kern <smyliekylie318@aol.com>
elkhart, in usa - Thursday, February 24, 2005 6:27 PM CST
To all just wanted to let you know your in my thoughts and prayers.

Amy Herkenroder <Roxyg193@aol.com>
Elkhart, IN Usa - Thursday, February 24, 2005 2:57 PM CST
Ali, Megan, Lori, and Chuck
We are one of the sixth grade classes at Bethany Middle School. We have been keeping up on you through siblings of Janell Maust and Laura Schlabach who are in sixth grade. We have been and will continue praying for all of you and hoping for much peace during the coming days.

Beth Grieser
Goshen, IN - Thursday, February 24, 2005 1:37 PM CST
Ali, Megan, Lori, Chuck, and everyone else surrounding you right now,

I don't know if I can say anything that has not already been said, and I know this has been said before, but I just wanted to let you know that all of you truly have touched so many lives. Ali, throughout all of this you have consistently been optimistic and so strong. Megan has told me many stories where it's obvious that you have not lost your sense of humor. Just know that you have touched more people and changed more lives than you will ever know, and you will be in the hearts and minds of countless people for years to come.

Lori, I've read some of the essays on your blog, and I wanted to let you know what a gift you have. Your beautiful words never cease to impress and touch me. You're a wonderful mother to both Ali and Megan, and you should be so proud of both of your beautiful daughters.

Megan, I've been so lucky to have you as a friend. I'm so glad that we've reconnected again, and I look forward to spending a lot of time with you this summer. I've seen such a change in you over these past four or five years, and I'm in awe of how strong and confident you have become (yet you still have your great sense of humor) :). I look forward to visiting you and Destiny a lot next year...

To all of you, again, just know how many people are thinking of you constantly. People I'm sure you've never even met have been praying for you and asking about you. You are never far from our minds.

Ashley Bontrager <bontras@earlham.edu>
- Wednesday, February 23, 2005 9:51 PM CST
Megan...Stay strong...you are an amazing person and I will always remember the good times we had during elementary school. This website is beautiful and truly has touched my heart. My prayers are with you... LOVE ALWAYS, Sarah
Sarah Nagy <senagy@indiana.edu>
Elkhart, IN 46516 - Wednesday, February 23, 2005 6:39 PM CST
Alison-
This is the first I have looked at this website and it has really touched my heart. You are so amazing. Stay strong (ps your name rocks) :)

Allison Loper <aeloper@indiana.edu>
Elkhart, IN USA - Wednesday, February 23, 2005 3:17 PM CST
Dearest Cloud family,
Just wanted you to know that you are continually in our thoughts and hearts and we hold you up in prayer before our Father who cares so much more than any of us. Tears are a prayer language that God himself understands and He has compassion for the broken-hearted-I'm so thankful that He hears our tears and understands. Going through some time of trouble lately I've been very conscience of this and I also have been comforted by His word especially Psalm 23. God keeps bringing it to my mind and showing me how He is protecting and providing and caring for me as a Good Shepherd to his sheep. I thought maybe this could be of comfort to you all as well. May our Mighty God infuse you with His supernatural strength and hold you up when you are weak. We love you so very much -- Michelle

The Craig Family <jcraig60@netzero.net>
Goshen, IN USA - Wednesday, February 23, 2005 1:20 PM CST
Alison,
Just a little note to let you know you are in my thoughts and prayers. Stay strong :)

Ashley Kildow <akildow@indiana.edu>
Bloomington, IN - Wednesday, February 23, 2005 11:43 AM CST
Lori, Ali, Megan
I'm an old friend of your Mom's. Our prayers are with you all.

Tammy (Davis) Rikard & Lindsey <tammyr588@aol.com>
Toledo, OH Lucas - Wednesday, February 23, 2005 8:26 AM CST
Ali and family, I have been thinking much of all of you and you all are in my prayers. It was great to spend time with Megan and occasionally see Ali who seemed to always be somewhere with friends. You've got a great sense of humor Ali, well..so does Megan haha. I wish you all the best and I hope to stop by soon and see the new dog and visit. In Love, Benjamin
Ben Graber <benjg@goshen.edu>
Goshen, IN US - Tuesday, February 22, 2005 10:08 PM CST
Ali,Megan,Lori,and Chuck,
I just want all of you to know that you all have been in the prayers of us "Refinery" girls here at Bluffton - not only Hannah and I but also the other students here from Bethany and the Goshen area. Prayer requests have also been spread to many other students across campus and beyond. Please know that our thoughts and prayers are with you all. We love you!

Jenny Mierau
Goshen, IN USA - Tuesday, February 22, 2005 9:46 PM CST
You all will be in my thoughts and prayers.
Stephani Taylor <slt@iupui.edu>
Indianapolis, IN US - Tuesday, February 22, 2005 9:16 PM CST
I would definitely have to agree with Laura in saying that your family has honestly impacted more people's lives then you will ever know. Just by being around you guys I have been changed for the better. Through Ali's strength and Megan's humor I have been left numerous times in jaw-dropping amazement.

Throughout these past two and a half years I have seen nothing but smiles, laughter, and love from your family. I have heard nothing but compliments for others, crazy-funny jokes, and positive attitudes coming from the Clouds; and this is what leaves me in constant amazement. You guys are incredible and such an inspiration to so many people.

Ali,
Girl, you are simply an amazingly, fantastic, wonderful person...your strength has astounded me more than you will ever know. Your constant whit and genuine selflessness honestly makes me want to be a better person.

Ali, you seem to be a person that accepts people for who they are no matter what anyone else thinks. You seem to always brighten the situations that you're in, no matter how dark they seem to be (even if that means running into car doors for other people's amusement). :) All of these things continue to encourage me to be that better person, and for this I want to thank you. You hang in there girl, there are so many people thinking and praying for you.

Destiny Peshina <destiny.peshina@emu.edu>
- Tuesday, February 22, 2005 8:29 PM CST
Dear sweet Ali,

I just wanted to let you know that I am thinking about you and your family. A part of you is always on my mind---whether I'm studying, whether I'm out with friends, even when I sleep at night. You are beautiful. Thank you for being a breath of fresh air in so many people's lives, including mine. I love you girl. Hugs and kisses~

love,
Vicky

Vicky Vallejos <vicksta808@hotmail.com>
Goshen, IN USA - Tuesday, February 22, 2005 8:21 PM CST
Wow, Lori you are amazing. Thank-you so much for keeping all of us updated in this tough time. I am thankful that i am able to know what's going on. Alison Cloud, I love you, I love you, I love you. I am sooo thankful to know you and know your beautiful smile. YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL. Thank-you for bringing so much light into my life, and the life of everyone else around you. You are so fricken amazing!! You have been through so much and have stayed strong through all of it. I am so glad to see that you are at peace. It will be so hard to go on without you. Whenever i'm acting goofy or just think back to middleschool you are defintly there. You are such a huge impact on my life and i don't think i've known the whole impact yet. Thank-you for letting me share a name with someone so amazing, there's no one else i would want to share it with. (even though you are missing an "L"). We never had to have our "skipping-school-go-out-for-coffee-afternoon." I did try to meet you that one day, but it didn't work out. In heaven i will have coffee with you, and we will drink it until we are gonna burst. Gotta love those lattes!! =)
Megan-I love you so much, and i love you some more. Thanks for always putting up with all the girls running around your house. You're an amazing sister.
Lori & Chuck- You raised a truely beautiful daughter. Inside and out. Those genes had to come from somewhere. =). Seriously, you all are amazing. I'm praying for all of you.

I love you, Allison Hawkins

Allison Hawkins <roxygurl3773@aol.com>
Middlebury, IN USA - Tuesday, February 22, 2005 8:21 PM CST
Hey Ali, ur so fine, ur so fine u blow my mind, hey ali, hey hey, hey ali! haha, great song huh?...now we can share that one :) Hope it brightens ur day a bit, cuz i know that u've brightened so many of mine. I just saw a couple pictures from ur dad's wedding, and i think that u look absolutely beautiful, u always have. i love u so much, peace. micki :)
Micki Kaufman <mfaithk@verizon.net>
Goshen, IN US - Tuesday, February 22, 2005 4:32 PM CST
Aloha Ali and Family,
I am Max's grandmother and we just want you to know that we and our church Lihue United Church are praying for all of you. May God Bless each of you.

Phyllis Paler <vppaler@aloha.net>
Kapaa, Hi USA - Tuesday, February 22, 2005 1:38 PM CST
Hi Lori, Megan, and Ali,
I wanted to let you know, as if you don't already know, I am continually thinking and praying for you. I miss seeing you too. You know that If I could do anything, Call, Write, Scream, anything I would. I hadn't gone to caring bridge for a long time because I would just talk to Beth and family and would be updated, but last week at school a teacher was telling me about a student at Bethany Christian that wanted to do a project for Ali and I took her to your sight. Would you believe that even though I knew all that you are going through, I sat and wept as I read your beautiful words. What a family of strength and courage. You have a gift Lori. I had troubles going back to teach the class. I challenged the kids in the class to live each day for what it is worth because you do not know tomorrow. How well you know that. Our family loves you very much and we are continually lifting you to the Lord. With all our Love Jodi, Jim, Jessica, Carli, Lexi, and Andrew. Megan you are so wonderful. Give Ali Hugs and more Hugs. Please take care of yourself Lori and Megan.

jodi riester <jjriester@netzero.com>
Elkhart, In elkhart - Monday, February 21, 2005 10:00 PM CST
Ali, Megan, Lori and Chuck - You are all in my thoughts and prayers contuinously. Ali and Megan, you where only little girls when a last saw the both of you. What beautiful little girls you where then and what beautifully young women you have grown up to be. Through the years your Aunt Linda would tell stories about the two of you. It was always fun hearing about your adventures through school, your cool birthday parties and your Aunt Linda's trips to Indiana and much much more. May God Bless You All.
Camille <camille1mac@aol.com>
Rossford, OH USA - Monday, February 21, 2005 9:32 PM CST
Ali, Megan, Lori, Chuck
I wanted to let you know that we are thinking about you daily . Ali, it is great to have such a wonderful friend as you. I treasure the times we had to talk and I learned a lot from you in the short amount of time that we have spoken. It was my privilege to teach you how to drive. You were an awesome student and a quick learner. We are praying for you and your family. You are a wonderful person and have shown us all what strenth and courage really is. God bless!

Kent and Alyssa Litwiller & Staff of Premier Driving <litwillerk@aol.com>
- Monday, February 21, 2005 9:06 PM CST
Ali, Megan, Lori, Chuck -- "Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and lean not on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge Him, and He will direct your path." (Prov. 3:5-6). We often don't understand how the Lord works, but His word says that He has a purpose and a plan for each one of us. May God reveal His purpose to each one of you during this time. And may you come to find joy in the midst of suffering, laughter in the midst of tears, and love in the midst of it all. Our prayers and thoughts are with you.
Dan, Wendy, Alayna, and Sam Wort <danandwendy23@aol.com>
Elkhart, IN USA - Monday, February 21, 2005 7:34 PM CST
Ali, Megan, Lori, Chuck -- "Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and lean not on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge Him, and He will direct your path." (Prov. 3:5-6). We often don't understand how the Lord works, but His word says that He has a purpose and a plan for each one of us. May God reveal His purpose to each one of you during this time. And may you come to find joy in the midst of suffering, laughter in the midst of tears, and love in the midst of it all. Our prayers and thoughts are with you.
Dan, Wendy, Alayna, and Sam Wort <danandwendy23@aol.com>
Elkhart, IN USA - Monday, February 21, 2005 7:22 PM CST
Ali- You don't know me. I was new at Bethany this year. I have been praying with you along with the rest of our class. You probably have heard this millions of times, but you have touched so many with your strength and courage. God Bless
V

Victoria Dudeck <vdudeck@hotmail.com>
Goshen, IN United States - Sunday, February 20, 2005 10:30 AM CST
Hey Ali Bird..hehe..i havent wrote ya for a few weeks so i thought i would would just say hey and let you know that im thinkin of you all the time and that i try to check this website a lot to stay updated on you. i love ya tons and god bless...hi lori and megan...love-Ashley Garris
ashley garris <roxygirl22000@yahoo.com>
elkhart, in usa - Saturday, February 19, 2005 1:15 PM CST
Hi Ali, Megan, Lori and Chuck.
Today is the first time I have looked at your website. I am amazed at how many lives you have touched. Ali, you are my hero. I have ovarian cancer and never knew just how bad chemo actually was until going through it myself. You are such a strong person to have endured it for so long. I consider us God's "special ones." Maybe to show others true strength, our faith in God, or maybe just to remind people to love and live every day to its fullest. You are a special person. You are my hero.
You will be in my prayers today, tomorrow and always.

God Bless

Lisa Amos <lamos15@aol.com>
Elkhart, IN US - Friday, February 18, 2005 10:29 AM CST
Ali-
Hey I have been praying for you and your family. Your strength and love for the Lord is a major encouragement in my life. You probably don't even remember me, but thats ok. Your life has touched SOO many people. It is amazing. Keep on loving the Lord. He is the only thing that is there 100% of the time. Praying for you always! God bless, Kylie

Kylie Kern <smyliekylie318@aol.com>
Elkhart, IN USA - Thursday, February 17, 2005 8:35 PM CST
Hey Ali, Megan, Lori and Chuck
I just read your journal for the first time today, and I wanted to let you know that you are in my prayers. Ali- you are touching more people than you could ever know with your strength and persistance through struggle. God has used you and is continuing to use you more than you could ever imagine. Megan- I know that you probably hear this every day, but I'm gonna say it anyway: YOU ARE AMAZING!!! Your strength is blowing me away! To all of you: Your faith and strength is impacting more people's lives every day and stretching farther than you know! Thank you so much for sharing your stories. I'm continuing to pray for you all!

Laura Maust <hakuna_matata222@hotmail.com>
Goshen, IN 46526 - Tuesday, February 15, 2005 10:41 PM CST
Ali!!
i was just thinking back on all the great times i spent with you. many talks about "friends" and all the long girl talks we had you would always be for me, you were always the best at that. You have touched my life so much. All the good times we had during soccer and how you always kept going. kinda like now. you always had so much joy in your life and your smile would just make everyone else smile! You always had the best dance parties and you did such a good job at including everyone. your just amazing. Stay tough. and i keep you and your family in my prayers. i love you so much!!

Erica Heinz <Limebug27@aol.com>
Goshen, IN America - Tuesday, February 15, 2005 6:23 PM CST
"Come unto Me all ye that labour and are heavy laden and I will give you rest." Matt. 11:28

"Yes, come for rest. But stay for rest, too. Be sure of My help, be counscious of My presence, and wait until My Rest fills your soul. Rest knows no fear. Rest knows no want. Rest is strong, sure. The rest of soft glades and peacefully flowing rivers, of strong, immovable hills. Rest and all you need to gain this rest is to come to Me. So come." from "God Calling" by A.J. Russell

Today, for the first time, I read your writings. My prayers are with you. May you know God's peace during these days.


Anita Caldwell <caldwell_eec@yahoo.com>
Moscow, Russia - Saturday, February 12, 2005 12:56 AM CST
Hey ali,
i just wanted to tell you "HI" and i am praying for you. you are a strong girl and i am proud. so i was sitting in class today and i started Laughing for some reason i thougth of when we were in like 6th grade and we went on that retreat and how we did those talent showes it just made me laugh and and made me really happy.thinking of you and fun times. i just wanted to say hi and let you know im praying for you every day.i love you ali

Jana Parcell <Ltdgirl53@aol.com>
Elkhart, in U.S.A - Friday, February 11, 2005 8:35 AM CST
Hey ali,
i just wanted to tell you "HI" and i am praying for you. you are a strong girl and i am proud. so i was sitting in class today and i started Laughing for some reason i thougth of when we were in like 6th grade and we went on that retreat and how we did those talent showes it just made me laugh and and made me really happy.thinking of you and fun times. i just wanted to say hi and let you know im praying for you every day.i love you ali

Jana Parcell <Ltdgirl53@aol.com>
Elkhart, in U.S.A - Friday, February 11, 2005 8:34 AM CST
hey ali..i havent seen or talked to you in forever. you have really been on my mind lately so i just wanted to let you know that you are in my prayers and that you are my hero..i look up to you more than anyone else. i love you lots!!!-Katie Stahley
Katie Stahley <vbchica1806@hotmail.com>
Middlebury, IN United States - Wednesday, February 9, 2005 8:50 PM CST
hey Ali, its mo again! I just wanted to say how happy i was when i read that you were able to get up and get out of the house. That is so awesome, im sure everyone was so happy to see you! Well i just wanted to say hi and hang in there girl, you're in my prayers.
love always

Marisa <mokicks19@aol.com>
elkhart, in usa - Tuesday, February 8, 2005 9:57 PM CST
Hey Ali! Last night I had a very vivid dream about you. I want you to know that today more then ever, I am thinking about you and constantly praying. You are ever in my thoughts. I love you soooo much! I heard that you were able to go the Crossing! WOW!! PTL! That is amazing. You continue to astonish me with your strength. You have really chagned my life Ali and I will always love you and will continue to be grateful that God brought you into my life.
Love & Prayers-
Carrie <><

Carrie Miller <italiagirl87@aol.com>
Middlebury, IN USA - Monday, February 7, 2005 8:45 AM CST
Dearest Ali,
I know today was a difficult one. I keep praying that Jesus will hold you in His arms on days like this. You are so courageous and full of grace. Even with all you've been through, you're amazingly beautiful! I'm so thankful for the times we've had together. I love you. Beth

Beth Lugbill <blugbill@maplenet.net>
Elkhart, IN USA - Sunday, February 6, 2005 8:25 PM CST
Hey Ali
Hang in there, I am praying for God's peace to be present in your life. I pray that you can endure the intense pain which the cancer has caused you. You are an awesome person Ali. I admire your strong faith in God even admist your struggle with cancer. You have served as an inspiration to me when I am really stressed out, you have reminded me that I should never give up and always be thakful for the life God has given me. I pray that God will give you patience through the terrible cancer which you are experiencing. I am glad that you got to go to the Crossing with your friends, that is awesome. I will continue to pray and think about you daily.
May God's prescence and spirit surround you daily, Love your friend Austin

Austin Hochstetler <austinlaughs@maplenet.net>
Goshen, IN - Saturday, February 5, 2005 6:49 PM CST
Ali and family, I am praying for you always. Lisa is keeping me updated. I know that God will take care of you all. Praying for you everyday to gain the strength that you all need to be able to take care of Ali.
Mandi Spy <akspy@buckeye-express.com>
Toledo, OH - Friday, February 4, 2005 8:19 PM CST
Hey Ali!
We have so many memories together that I will never forgot. Freshman year soccer was so much fun. Running in to the corner flags and getting the Deer Forest song all mixed up. I had so much fun planning Maya's surprise party with you. You were always there when I needed a good laugh and I will never forget your smile. you have impacted my life in so many ways. It's amazing how many other people feel the same way. You are truly loved. Lori and Chuck: Even though we never got very close I could tell that you loved your daughter very much. All the parties you we had I was amazed with how hospitable you were. And I thank you for that. I love all of you very much and I am praying for you constantly. Janell M.

Janell Maust <soccersmiley06@hotmail.com>
- Friday, February 4, 2005 2:16 PM CST
Hi Ali and family, Thinking of all of you and talking with Gramma Judy. I will see her this evening-Feb.2nd. No words can convey what I feel and want to say. Lori, please tell your Mom if I can be of help in any way!!!She can let me know. Love and a hug for all of you. Diane Frick
Diane Frick
Oregon, Oh U.S.A. - Wednesday, February 2, 2005 2:19 PM CST
Hi Ali,

We just found out about your website. There are so many people who care and love you. I don't think you know us but we are Sam and June Wyse (Rochelle's parents). We just wanted to let you know that you and your family are in our thoughts and prayers. You are so brave and strong. God loves you and so do we. Blessings to you Ali. Love and Prayers, Sam and June

Sam and June Wyse <sjwyse@juno.com>
Goshen, IN USA - Wednesday, February 2, 2005 10:42 AM CST
Hello Allison, This is Marisa Amos. I know we've talked only a few times over the last couple months, but I wanted to check in. I really have missed seeing you over the years and I regret not getting in touch with you. You are an amazing and fun person. I found some great pictures of us from sixth grade. It was when you, kelsey pumel, and I went down to Indy to watch the football team. Wow we look so dorky..all three of us in our glasses. Maybe I can send those pics to you family. Everyone can get a good laugh. But, more importantly...I wanted to say that you are in my thoughts and always will be.
Marisa (mo) Amos <MOkicks19@aol.com>
Elkhart, IN USA - Tuesday, February 1, 2005 10:38 PM CST
Hi Allison,I just logged on and have been reading all your encouraging notes--you are one beloved young lady. Thank you for who you are and have always been. You are truely a precious and beautiful flower in the immense garden of lives. I believe with all my heart that your life has and will continue to touch the lives of so many people for ever in so many ways. Thank you for touching mine so profoundly, you have no idea. Might Jesus lift you up and hold you close and ease your pain. Find comfort in His arms tonight.Lovingly, Michelle
Michelle Craig <jcraig60@netzero.net>
Goshen, IN Elkhart - Tuesday, February 1, 2005 6:25 PM CST
Hey alison,
Its been a long time since I've seen you. I think the last time was at my brothers open house. I have been thinking about you probably everyday since 6th grade. I'm very sorry we lost touch, I didnt want to. I miss you very much. I hope to see you soon! I love you ali! -Kayla Craig

Kayla Craig <fattyk44@hotmail.com>
Goshen, IN US - Tuesday, February 1, 2005 5:27 PM CST
ali ~ you may not remember me, but i was in your drivers ed class over last christmas break at premier. i remember you missing some sessions from a sickness, which at the time, was unknown to me. i was brought into your life when alex caskey of bethany shared with our church through tears that you had lukemia and was struggling. i again was brought to you through my friend jenn kern of the crossing, where she became close to you- as would anyone with your beautiful heart. i want to say, through the many stories shared, you are a wonderful person. you've made an impact on my life, and many others. you are so strong in so many ways, and so beautiful... in too many ways to count. god will have a beautiful angel to join him. stay strong, and i will pray for the relief of pain ali. you have touched many ~ we love you.

^sare

sarah farmwald <sarrahe07@yahoo.com>
goshen, in usa - Monday, January 31, 2005 6:25 PM CST
Hey Al....wow, its been awhile since anyone has used that one. remember when for awhile (ok....so for a VERY VERY short while) we thought that was too cool. oh yes, the good old middle school days....hehe. can't express how much u r thought of. ur smile and laugh (o...and dancing) r so vivid in my mind. lots of good home movies and that funfilled nite of typing at christinas (course we didn't really expect to get it back first thing that nite...haha :)..o well). thanx for all ur greatness. luv micki
Micki <mfaithk@verizon.net>
Goshen, IN US - Monday, January 31, 2005 4:43 PM CST
Ali.
i love you so much. you are so strong. you have so much support and prayers. and for the family. i pray for you guys every day i can't imagine how this must be on you!! we will all continue to pray for you. and Ali i give you a great big hug!!!

Erica Heinz <Limebug27@aol.com>
Goshen, IN united States of america - Monday, January 31, 2005 4:13 PM CST
Hey Alison!
Hey! I just wanted to drop a hello to you! I hope that sometime I can come and see your bright shining face! I am looking foward to spending time with you real soon! I was thinking about you today, so i decided to write you and tell you that Nopleon Dynamite is waiting to be watch and laughed at soon! Haha! We also did a fundraiser for you this weekend and it turned our AWESOME! I was so excited! WElp i hope to hear from you when you feel up to it! I am still praying for you and will never give up!
I love you Alison!
In Christ, Candice Obregon <><

Candice Obregon <lilpnkpiggie7@msn.com>
Elkhart, In USA - Monday, January 31, 2005 3:43 PM CST
Ali, I am moved by your strength and courage over these past few years. It has been a blessing getting to see you every so often when you have the strength to visit Bethany. You and your family are constantly in my thoughts and prayers. After reading many of comments on this website, I know that you have left an impact on many peoples lives. Your a true testament of God's grace. Never forget that you are one of His children!! "May the Lord bless you and protect you. May the Lord smile on you and be gracious to you. May the Lord show you His favor and give you His peace." Numbers 6:24-26
Krysten Parson (KP) <klparson@bethanycs.net>
Goshen, IN USA - Saturday, January 29, 2005 9:15 PM CST
Alli, I just found this site so I wanted to let you know Michelle,Kayla and I have been praying for you.
Jeff Craig <jcraig60@netzero.net>
Goshen , IN US - Saturday, January 29, 2005 2:40 PM CST
Hey Ali, I was at work tonight and it was really slow and a random memory of the whole 8th grade woodworking room fight between Anju and Maya popped into my head. I started laughing and a nearby customer glanced over and gave me a weird look because i was the only one around. then i started chuckling about george and all our ridiculus middle school memories. very funny!

Ali, I'm really not good with words but just wanted you to know that iv'e been thinking of you literaly every minute of every day and just praying with all my strength. I Love you and even when i changed school it was like i still knew you like we hung out every day. thanks for being so amazing. i wont stop praying.
-Love Megan Miller

Megan <lanaemillry@hotmail.com>
- Friday, January 28, 2005 9:57 PM CST
Ali,
Your amazing, I admire your stength to deal with what you are going through. You will always be an insperation to me whenever I come upon tough times. Continue to lean on God and trust that he will take care of you. I'm keeping you and your family in my prayers through these tough times. Ali your awesome and I hope things go the best they can for you. If you can take time reading the messages people have written you and you will see how important you are to many people. Your amazing!

Ben Martin <b.bfha@juno.com>
- Friday, January 28, 2005 4:06 PM CST
Hi Ali! This is Evan. We are always thinking of you and your family. Thank you for the kindness you have shown me. You are a wonderful friend.
Evan Heusinkveld <even_114@hotmail.com>
Goshen, IN - Friday, January 28, 2005 1:43 PM CST
Ali,
You are such an amazing person. I know many people have been telling you this lately, but it's because it is so true. Ali, I know we don't talk all the time. But I have great memories from my sophomore year and your frosh year of soccer. Me, you, Janell--wow, we had so much fun. All the laughs we had. Ali, you have the awesome gift from God to make people smile and laugh. Every time we talk, it seems as if we laugh forever. You mean so much to so many people, and I don't think you will ever know exactly just how much you have impacted people's lives--you are truly an angel sent from God. I'm praying for you. I will never forget our memories. love you forever ali.
Miss Banquet Date(aka Megan),
Megan, I love it that we still hang out. We always seem to find something fun to do. Don't forget--we still both have to go into Texas Roadhouse, now that we have both quit, and go in there together, haha...ok. well Megan, you and the rest of your family are in my prayers. I love you all so much. Megan--give me a call if you ever need to talk. I love you all!

Naomi Sohar
Elkhart, IN - Friday, January 28, 2005 7:22 AM CST
Hey Ali, I've been thinking about you and praying for you. We're all here with you all the way, 100%!Your not alone in this.. I see all of these comments and think "wow what a wonderful support system we have in Jesus Christ!" You are such a wonderful and special person. I love you and am praying for you and your whole family!
Amanda Yoder <yoda2706@yahoo.com>
Goshen, IN USA - Thursday, January 27, 2005 11:30 PM CST
Ali, although I don't think that we've really ever talked, we've smiled at each other. That is how I know you...your beautiful smile and the love that you show to those around you. This journey is no doubt a hard one, and the courage that you have shown is a great example for those around you. Just remember that people are praying for you every moment of the day, regardless of whether they know you or not. Stay strong, Ali. In love and prayer, Emily Swartzentruber
Emily Swartzentruber <softball_chick105@yahoo.com>
Goshen, IN United States - Thursday, January 27, 2005 10:46 PM CST
Hi Ali,
This is Andy Shenk. I'm a friend of Kayla's. Although we've never talked I just wanted to tell you that I've been very moved by the love with which everyone at school talks about you. I can see very clearly that you are dearly missed. I'll be praying for you. Remember your Friend Jesus loves you and wants only the best for you. Be courageous because God is so awesome that in the end anything is worth it for Him. I have so much respect for you.

Andy Shenk <andyrunner88@yahoo.com>
Goshen, - Thursday, January 27, 2005 8:35 PM CST
Dear Ali, You might not really know who i am but I am Jordan Kauffman. I am the person that Kayla gives rides to every day and I just want to say that through the few times that we talked you have always made my days go alot better after talking with you and i just want you to know that there are so many people in this world that love you so much and care for you so much and i just pray for you every day and thank god for the few times that i got to talk to you Ali. I agree with Joe freisen and i have never prayed for one person harder than i have for you and i want you to know that and know that god loves you so much along with everyone else in this world.
Jordan Kauffman <jakpotter89@hotmail.com>
Goshen, IN USA - Thursday, January 27, 2005 7:59 PM CST
ALi. I am thinking of you all the time.
Austin Beckett
Elkhart, IN USA - Thursday, January 27, 2005 7:10 PM CST
Alison,
I just wanted to tell you, in this short time that I knew you, you have made it the best time of my life! I will miss everything that we have done together, but I will still hold all of the memories close to my heart. You are the sweetest person I have ever met. I'm glad that our families got put together, so I could spend all this time with you. I love you so much Ali.
love Britnee

Britnee Gaskin <vball40chick@hotmail.com >
Millersburg , IN United States - Thursday, January 27, 2005 6:47 PM CST
Hey Sweetie!
I want to know that everyone at school and I pray for you every day! I hope that you enjoyed our scrapbook. We loved making it for you! You are sooooo loved Ali! I’ve been praying that you and your family will be able to feel God’s love and comfort in these hard times. I dearly value your strength and your attitude. Always know that you made a huge impact on me and everyone at school. You are so wonderful. Know that you have forever changed my life. I love you always. Stay strong.
Love & Prayers-
Carrie <><

Carrie Miller <italiagirl87@aol.com>
Middlebury, IN USA - Thursday, January 27, 2005 3:47 PM CST
Alison, Megan, Lori, and Chuck:
This is the first that I sat down to read all these comments. Wow it's amazing to see how many people are here for you guys, and it's definitely the truth. For me personally, Ali not only you, but your whole family have been such a great thing for me. I've learned so much from hanging out with you(and your family):) good and bad haha. Lori and Chuck: Thanks so much for your hospitality even when you didn't want people over.. and Meg, you're like another big sister. You guys are so wonderful. Alison Haley.. you my girl.. are sooooo beautiful! You will never know how much of an impact you have had on my life. You're like my other half. :) haha. You're the one I go to for advice, you're the one I laugh with, the one I cry with. I am going to miss you so very much. I love you Alison! --Kayla (kla)

Kayla Kaufman <klakauf13@juno.com>
- Thursday, January 27, 2005 3:10 PM CST
Ali, you are the strongest person i know. You will always have a place in my heart. You have had such a huge impact on my life, and for that I thank-you. I remember when you were going through some of the hardest stuff in your life and still you were sure to ask me how I was doing, or write me a note of encouragement. And of course i always went to you for relationship advice. HAHA. You always had solutions to my problems. Remember how much we did not like eachother in middle school? i bet that was because we stole eachothers names. OUCH. haha. God definitely has a purpose for you to be in my life. You're an angel ali. I love you.
Alli Hawkins <roxygurl3773@aol.com>
Middlebury , IN - Wednesday, January 26, 2005 5:37 PM CST
Hey Ali, I just wanted to tell you that I am praying for you and I love you so much!! You always make me laugh, especially when I think back to last year in studyhall when we would work on stuff together and when we would read in the studyrooms with Anjuli. Remember Anjuli saying, "This is chaos!" lol I always laugh when I think of those times. I love you so much! You are an amazing girl!
Cristina <cndeleeuw@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, January 26, 2005 4:24 PM CST
Dearest Alison,
I am so very sorry, I miss seeing you and your family. I read all of the entries that your Mom has written in her journal. What a strong and awesome Woman you have for a Mother. She is a true example of what God tells us to model in the times of life when the enemy is, seemingly, in control. The truth is he is the real Loser.

Lori, I am sorry for the past and for all of my mistakes. I truely wish I could change places with Alison. She is such a beautiful, wonderful and Loving Young Woman. I am so proud to be alowed to be involved in your lives. I will never forget your encouragement during the times at Community of Hope. Thank you for the laughs when Ali & Jeremiah were together playing House when we were neighbors. What a blast they had together. I have the pictures of Jeremiah's Baptism at your pool, How cool!

My Prayers are with you all!

Ed VanderMolen <ed@victoryconstruction.com>
Goshen, IN - Wednesday, January 26, 2005 2:00 PM CST
Hi Ali,
just wanted to stop in to let you know that i am praying for you daily. i miss seeing you and your wonderful smile everyday. but i know that God is going to use you to further his kingdom. i have been very blessed to know you, your strength has made an amazing impact in my life. stay strong. i love you!

Angela Miller <akmiller_05@yahoo.com>
Nappanee, IN - Wednesday, January 26, 2005 11:20 AM CST
Hey Ali,
i just wanted to tell you that i miss you bunches, and you are such and awesome person. i remember back in like 6th grade at Bealuah when you mom was our small group leader and all the great times we had. I was Looking thougth Pictuers the other day and i found this Picture of you me and Candice Obergon one night we had this mummy rap contest and you were all rapped up in tolit paper it made me laugh.I look up to you Ali so much, your faith is awesome and you always made me have a fun time whe nwe were togahter. i want to let you know i have been parying for you everyday hoping God will provide you whit what you can handle and that you will no longer be in pain. Thank you Ali for being such a bright and stong person. I Love you ALI!




Jana Parcell <Ltdgirl53@aol.com>
Elkhart , IN - Tuesday, January 25, 2005 6:24 PM CST
Dear Allison,
You don't know me, but I used to be best friends with Angela Miller and I read about you and your condition on her xanga website. I just wanted to leave you something and tell you that you will be in my prayers.

Jenna Reaker <scooter_1125@hotmail.com>
Nappanee, IN U.S.A. - Tuesday, January 25, 2005 4:08 PM CST
HI ALI. I AM KP'S MOM FROM BETHANY, AND HAVE HEARD SO MANY WONDERFUL THINGS ABOUT YOU FROM KP!! JUST WANTED YOU TO KNOW THAT YOU ARE IN OUR PRAYERS AND THOUGHTS EVERY DAY!! MAY GOD BLESS YOU. DEBORAH WILSON
DEBORAH WILSON
GOSHEN, IN USA - Monday, January 24, 2005 3:40 PM CST
My prayers are with Ali and the family.
Connie Horvath <connie.horvath@goshenbank.com>
Goshen, IN US - Monday, January 24, 2005 2:21 PM CST
Hey Ali! Its me Candice. I was just reading through your entries and the one about Jensen just brought back so many memories of our trips to Toledo! I have been putting together a scrapbook page and found some great pictures of "whatever"!!! lol and "Wacky Hair Night" oh, and the video scavanger hunt at the mall!! You were picked to get a makeover!! Such a glamour girl! I am so waiting for a chance to come and visit. Have you seen Napoleon Dynamite yet? Maybe we can just lay there and watch it together? Like old times. You can even sleep if your tired...( I'll probably sleep too!) Welp, I have to get back to work...(I am at school....I dont want to get caught!) I LOVE YOU ALI. See you soon I hope :) MWAH!
Candice Obregon
Elkhart, IN USA - Monday, January 24, 2005 1:05 PM CST
Hey ali, this is ashley garris again and i just got done checking up on you again on the website. i am really sad we havent hung out in forever and that it is practically too late now but i just finished a scrapbook page of all you and me this weekend. i still have the pics from cheer camp together and from your birthday party at the mall in 6th grade. i love you soo much and you were one of the best friends i ever had. I will never ever foget you! i promise! i wish i could have heard from you one last time but hopefully i will..i will pray for you! stay strong like you always have been! i am still waiting for a miracle! i luv ya tons ali-bird....your friend forever*ash
ashley garris <roxygirl22000@yahoo.com>
elkhart, in u.s. - Sunday, January 23, 2005 8:57 PM CST
Ali i just wanna say that i am thinking about u all the time, just the fact that i could anyday i wanted to sit down and talk to you and i can tdo that anymore. We used to always laugh and be able to talk about anything and now to know that i wont be able to do that anymore, makes me cry and feel really upset. I LOVE YOU ALI
Brandon Sebastian <purduefan1002@netscape.com>
goshen, In USA - Sunday, January 23, 2005 7:25 PM CST
Dear Ali,Megan and Lori, The weather here in Toledo is something else-SNOW,Snow and more snow and drifting. It is also cold, I hope your nausea and pain are better today Ali. I just want you to know that I'm praying for you and i keep the "Angels for Ali" pin i got from the spaghetti supper on my bulletin board at work. well i guess i will finish taking down my christmas tree, i guess i'm a little behind schedule--oh well. Keep your chin up. Love Peggy
Peggy Strock <MAYPBS@buckeye-express.com>
Sylvania, OH USA - Saturday, January 22, 2005 6:54 PM CST
Hi Ali - Sue in Toledo - Just checking your website for an update. Looks like you have lots of caring friends! Grandma Judy showed me her Christmas video she's been working on. The picture of you and Jenson sleeping on each others shoulder is adorable. Your hair is really cute short! I also saw a picture of your new baby Cocoa. What a darling bundle of fur! You hang in there and try and stay comfortable. Don't be afraid to speak up when something needs changed in your routine. Lots of people waiting for visits with you!
Sue Kirk <cando@glasscity.net>
toledo, oh - Friday, January 21, 2005 11:09 AM CST
Hey its me again.. just checkin to see how you are doing.. hey if you ever need anything...or someone to talk to ill be there in a heartbeat!! just let me know if i can do anything...I would also like to hear from you soon..if you feel up to it you can email me or even call me...I Love You Ali!! Hang in there You'll make It!!! well i'm sitting in my english class at Concord and Halie Wingard says HI!!! we all have been praying for you! well i better go before i get caught lol later babe Love Ya Ryan...
Ryan Detwiler <RyGuy2122@aol.com>
Goshen, IN 46528 - Friday, January 21, 2005 10:10 AM CST
Dearest Ali, you my dearest dear are a sweetheart! and i dont know what i woudl do without such a caring friend like you. you always manage to make me laugh. i say that sometime soon, once you are feeling up to it, we go on an "E Minor TOUR" like we talked baout at the crossing that one time...haha...oh so funy. i love you babe. keep your head up, you've got so much support behind you, you dont have to go at this alone.
Liz <godslittlehands@Hotmail.com>
G- Town, In USAAAA - Thursday, January 20, 2005 9:12 PM CST
Ali, so glad to find this site in BCS Bulletin. I have been wondering about you and praying. Now I can be more specific. I was seriously ill for 18 months before teaching at BCS and can appreciate the wonderful support that I see people giving you at this site. You were a great part of giving me a wonderful year at Bethany. God will give you strength to do what you can't imagine! Stay tough.
Duane Stutzman <duanes@maplenet.net>
Goshen, IN - Tuesday, January 18, 2005 9:24 PM CST
Hey Al, You know everything that everyone is saying is SOOO true. I was just talking with maya the other day and started laughing when the song "these are not my pants" was brought up. Then of course for some odd reason i remembered when you would run into doors just to make me laugh... it always worked... still does. Our blonde frequency wave has been weak, but i can tell its still there, and hope it'll get stonger. I love you so much and hope the pain will ease up. B2B. Love you Al.
Megan Gongwer <Suncrash007@hotmail.com>
- Monday, January 17, 2005 7:42 PM CST
Hey Ali!, This is Ryan from Concord...Havent talked to you in awhile..just wanted to let you know that ever since we started talkin in September at The Crossing you have always been in my thoughts and prayers. you mean alot to me and i would like to be updated on how you are feeling if that would be ok...i would also like to hear from you sometime...call me at 849-8913...maybe we can get together sometime if you are up to it!!
Ryan Detwiler <RyGuy2122@aol.com>
Goshen, IN USA - Monday, January 17, 2005 7:02 PM CST
Hey Ali! This is ashley garris and i know i have not talked to you in forever but i have really been thinking about you a lot lately and i am praying for you! The other night, I was looking through some old pics of us from elementary and junior high and i remembered all the good times we had. I remember how much you made me laugh, what a beautiful person you are inside and out, and what a good friend you are! Heather Hostetler, she used to go to bethany with you, now goes to concord and is in cosmetology with me at the career center, well we made ribbons to wear to represent you! you are in my thoughts always! and i miss you tons! Give me a call if you can...it would be great to hear from you...522-5872! i love ya tons girl, Ash
Ashley Garris <roxygirl22000@yahoo.com>
Elkhart, IN United States - Saturday, January 15, 2005 3:34 PM CST
Ali, your strength and courage is encouraging. I know I speak for everybody in that I wish we could do more. Don't lose sight of our amazing and loving God. You are blessed to have the family and friends that you have. The Swiharts send their love and prayers.
Dave Swihart <Dswi90952@comcast.net>
Elkhart, IN - Saturday, January 15, 2005 10:36 AM CST
Hey Ali! I hope today is going better for ya. I just wanted to let you know that I had my grandma call our friends in Haiti to pray for you also, so when you're feeling crappy, remeber that you've got people pryaing for you from all over the world! Love & Prayers - Carrie <><
Carrie Miller <italiagirl87@aol.com>
Middlebury, IN USA - Friday, January 14, 2005 12:05 AM CST
Hello Ali,

It is Marisa. I have kept up with your news through mutual friends but was really excited when I read about this website in the Bethany Bulletin. I haven't seen you in a while but want to remind you that you and your family are in my prayers daily. I pray that you will feel God's love surrounding and uplifting you.

Marisa Yoder
- Friday, January 14, 2005 8:54 AM CST
Hey ali! It's me again.. Jenn from the afternoon class at the crossing. People in class and i have missed u lots. We would all like to see u! If you feel up to it.. it would be nice for you to come visit or even let us come visit u. Just let us know. We have been praying for you more then you can even amagine. Your a great girl and i look up to you because all that you have been through. Your a very strong girl. God will be there throught the whole time. I hope you are doing well.. I know it feels to be in the hospital alot, and having this done, and that done at the hospital, and just all the stress that comes with all of that junk. i think your easing through it better then i ever was! Your a great girl! Sorry we have only knowen each other for a short period of time. I would have tryed to get to know you. Well if you NEED ANYTHING.. and i literaly mean ANYTHING call Me or anyone at the crossing we woul be glad to be by your side and help in anyway you wish! Well best wishes to you! Remember god is with you always! Email as soon as you feel up to it. I would love to keep in touch with you!
Jen Kern <Goshenchick@hotmail.com>
Goshen, In USA - Tuesday, January 11, 2005 10:22 PM CST
HI ALISON, ITS AUNT JO ANN. I JUST WANTED TO TELL YOU HOW GOOD IT WAS TO SEE YOU DURING THE HOLIDAYS. AS YOU HAVE HEARD FROM SO MANY OTHERS, YOU TRULY ARE AN AMAZING AND STRONG YOUNG WOMAN. GLAD TO HEAR ABOUT THE NEW ADDITION IN YOUR FAMILY, NAMED COCOA. I'M SURE SHE GIVES YOU A LOT OF PLEASURE. YOU ARE CONSTANTLY IN OUR HEARTS AND PRAYERS, TAKE CARE SWEET GIRL, WE LOVE YOU. AUNT JO ANN AND UNCLE PHIL.
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Jo Ann Moyer <pjmoyer@qcnet.net>
Reading, mi USA - Monday, January 10, 2005 6:25 PM CST
Hey Ali! It’s Carrie from school. I just wanted to say hi and that all of us at school miss you very much! If there is anything we can do for you, be sure to let us know. I’ve been praying for you. I know this is a hard time, but remember that you have so many supporters on your side. We all love you so much! You are so strong. There’s always a joy around you that rubs off on others. You’re amazing, beautiful, extraordinary, inspiring… there aren’t enough adjectives to describe you! God is ALWAYS on your side. You have the Creator of the universe constantly with you. I hope that you continue to have such a strong spirit! Love & Prayers-Carrie Miller
Here are some verses to strengthen you:
Isaiah 41:10, 2 Corinthians 4:17-18, Matthew 11:28, Romans 8:28 , & James 1:2-4 .

Carrie Miller <italiagirl87@aol.com>
Middlebury, IN - Thursday, January 6, 2005 8:11 PM CST
Hi Ali, Its Abbey Cinelli. I just heard the news today about your cancer. Mr Stahley did a great job of letting us know how youre doing. The first session at the crossing really misses you. I hope youre able to come back soon so everyone can have a chance to finally meet you. I know that you are an amazing girl and I am extremely proud of you for being so brave through all this. Youre an angel. Your life has made me think about my own and re-evaluate my outlook on life. You have given me plenty to think about and many things to be excited about. I hope through all this you are feeling relaxed and in no pain. You are an awesome girl and I hope to see you soon!!
Abbey Cinelli <Peach82548@juno.com>
Elkhart, IN USA - Thursday, January 6, 2005 8:11 AM CST
Hey Ali, It's Jenn from the Crossing... I know i havent known you that long but it seams like i have known u forever after reading all the journal entres. I know things are hard for you right now but remember god is with you through the whole thing. God also has a plan for you. People at the crossing are praying very hard for you and so am I. If you ever need anything seriously get in touch with me. If you ever need someone to just come hang out with for a while it would be fun. I hope your doing well...We are all thinking about you:)

*Jen*

*Jen Kern* <Goshenchick@hotmail.com>
Goshen, In USA - Wednesday, January 5, 2005 2:04 PM CST
Ali, Lori & Megan. Our prayers go out for you all each and every day.
Diane & Dave Swihart <JustDiSwih@Comcast.net>
Elkhart, IN USA - Wednesday, January 5, 2005 3:40 AM CST
Hey Alison! I just wanted to thank you so much for giving me the best surprise on my birthday..being able to see you! Your such an amazing person, and i am praying for you so much! I still have that $20.00 that you gave me and im not going to spend it unless you are with me and we hang out! I hope your day is wonderful and thank you for blessing my life in all the ways you do! I love you Ali! Call me as soon as you get home! MWAH
Candice Obregon <lilpnkpiggie7@msn.com>
Elkhart, In USA - Tuesday, January 4, 2005 8:22 PM CST
Ali- joe is right, we all love you sooo dearly. And You are so brave. You're such an amazing girl, never forget that.
Alli Hawkins <Roxygurl3773@aol.com>
Middlebury, IN USA - Tuesday, January 4, 2005 3:00 PM CST
Ali, you are so very brave (tho you don't really have a choice now do you?) I'm sorry the doctors news wasn't what you were hoping for. I'm still praying for you and hoping for something special to happen. Grandma Judy told me you have a new baby (Cocoa is it?) Enjoy the little furball! I get lots of comfort from my dog.
Sue Kirk <cando@glasscity.net>
toledo, oh - Tuesday, January 4, 2005 11:36 AM CST
You're amazing, Ali. I hope to grow up to be as strong and graceful as you are. I missed your gentle, yet confident spirit and killer style, today (you know I always watch you to stay trendy). If it sounds good, I'll try and bring you a coconut creme latte, this week:) Love you. Alyssa
Alyssa Lugbill <alyssa_lugbill@hotmail.com>
Goshen, IN 46527 - Monday, January 3, 2005 4:45 PM CST
I've never prayed so hard for one person. We all love you so dearly, don't ever forget that.
Joe Friesen <TheFrog55@juno.com>
Goshen, IN US - Monday, January 3, 2005 4:26 PM CST
Hi Ali and family, I met you at the spaghetti dinner and your aunt Linda keeps me updated. I want you to know that you are in my prayers. I was reading many of the entries and you have touched so many peoples lives. I pray that you breeze through the chemo, and keep smiling and your sencse of humor, you know what they say "laughter is the best medicine" choclate helps too.
Peggy Strock <maypbs@buckeye-express.com>
Sylvania, ohio usa - Sunday, January 2, 2005 9:11 PM CST
Hey Ali. I am praying really hard for you. I am amazed at how strong you have been through this whole thing. I love you so much. You don't know how many people are praying for you. Stick with it. I love you
Janell <soccersmiley06@hotmail.com>
Goshen, IN USA - Sunday, January 2, 2005 8:08 PM CST
Ali, i just wanted to tell you that i love you so much, and you are such a strong and wonderful girl, and i will totally keep praying really hard for you.
Jenni <singasong06@hotmail.com>
Goshen, - Sunday, January 2, 2005 7:37 PM CST
Hello,
This message is for Ali. I sort of know your mom through a writing site. I think she's an amazing person and I want you to know that I just read through the journal here and I wish I could meet you. You sound like an amazing girl! Today I was walking down the street with a friend and it was raining softly and it started to get a little darker out and I thought about how quiet it was. I didn't think I could end my day any better than that. But after reading about you I feel like I've ended the day perfectly by discovering a treasure... You!

Shirina Grimaldi <moonismine@msn.com>
Portland, Oregon US - Wednesday, December 29, 2004 7:40 PM CST
Ali & family - So glad to hear you are doing well Ali and that u are cancer free. I hope you all enjoy the holidays.
I will be thinking of u during your treatments. You, Mom and sister will be in my prayers. Grandma Judy will keep me posted.

Sue Kirk <cando@glasscity.net>
Toledo, OH - Thursday, December 16, 2004 11:57 AM CST
Dear Ali, Lori, and Megan I Hope we get to see you at christmas time. you are all in our thoughts and prayers as always.
glad the news is good about Ali, and good luck Megan on your new job. Lori you are a wonderful and amazing person and mom. I congratulate all of you on your strength in the face of all you have been through. We love you all. Aunt Jo ann and Uncle Phil.

JoAnn Moyer <pjmoyer@qcnet.net>
Reading, MI USA - Thursday, December 9, 2004 7:57 PM CST
Dear Ali, Lori, and Megan I Hope we get to see you at christmas time. you are all in our thoughts and prayers as always.
glad the news is good about Ali, and good luck Megan on your new job. Lori you are a wonderful and amazing person and mom. I congratulate all of you on your strength in the face of all you have been through. We love you all. Aunt Jo ann and Uncle Phil.

JoAnn Moyer <pjmoyer@qcnet.net>
Reading, MI USA - Thursday, December 9, 2004 7:55 PM CST
Dear Ali,
I am so glad to hear that your doing well. I am sorry I haven't had time to talk to you and visit you. I have kept you in my prayers. I hope you have a great thanksgiving. I will try to write you more often. I will continue to pray for you especially when you go to Chicago. My mom went to your house last Monday but she said no one was home. It would be nice to see you sometime.
Love, Jessica Riester

Jessica Riester <jjriester@netzero.com>
Elkhart, IN United States - Monday, November 22, 2004 7:58 PM CST
HI ALI AND LORI, THIS IS MARYELLEN A FRIEND OF YOUR GRANDMOTHER JUDY'S. JUST WANTED TO LET YOU KNOW YOU AND YOUR FAMILY ARE STILL IN MY AND MY CHURCH'S PRAYERS. I SAW YOUR PICTURE FROM YOUR DAD'S WEDDING. BOTH YOU AND YOUR SISTER ARE BEAUTIFUL YOUNG LADIES. HANG IN THEIR AND OUR CONTINUED PRAYERS ARE WITH YOU. MARYELLEN KANAVEL
MARY ELLEN KANAVEL <MEKANAVEL@MSN.COM>
OREGON, OH USA - Wednesday, October 20, 2004 7:59 PM CDT
Hi Ali, its aunt JoAnn. Haven't written for a while but that doesn't mean your not in our thoughts and prayers. I keep updated from your grandma judy. You are probably one of the strongest young girls I know. and if anyone will beat this you will. Love you and take care.
JoAnn Moyer <pjmoyer@qcnet.net>
Reading, MI USA - Monday, October 18, 2004 9:05 PM CDT
Ali, hope you are still feeling good. I was so happy to hear about our great news. I am sure it is a huge relief to know that they got out all of the cancer. Hope you are enjoying your room. Christine G. Make-A-Wish Vonlunteer.
Christine Graham <ccgraham9@hotmail.com>
Warsaw, IN - Wednesday, October 13, 2004 6:03 PM CDT
Hi Ali! This is Sandi Carpenter, Becca's mom. Just wanted to let you know that you have been on my mind and in my prayers. We really miss your family at St. Mark. Hope your treatment goes well and we will continue to pray for you! Remember that you are loved by lots of people !!
Sandi Carpenter <asbdcarpenter@aol.com>
Osceola, IN USA - Monday, October 11, 2004 4:17 PM CDT
Hi Ali, Lori and Megan!
Ali, it was sooo awesome to see you at Candices party! Wasnt her face just priceless????!!! I wish you could have stayed longer, but that just means we need to get together again soon! Last night, I was looking for some pictures of Lindsey Downs for a birthday present I am putting together for her, and guess what we found? A picture of "WHATEVER" Can you beleive it?? We laughed! I think Candice is going to send it to you. You and your family are in our thoughts and prayers Alison! We love you! Ranae

Ranae Obregon <robregon@smmc.net>
Elkharty, IN USA - Monday, October 11, 2004 9:40 AM CDT
Hi Ali, Lori and Megan
Thanks for the update today Lori. We keep all of you in our thoughts and prayers each day.We are thankful to the Lord that Ali has this time at home to spend with family and friends. If we can help you in any way please contact us Lori. In Jesus' Love,

Diane & Dave Swihart <JustDiSwih@Comcast.net>
Elkhart, IN USA - Tuesday, September 21, 2004 1:54 PM CDT
Hi Lori, Ali, and Megan
It seems like things are going well. I started teaching on August 18 and I feel as if I don't even have a spare minute. I keep on praying for all of you and you are in my constant thoughts. Megan, I thought of you when I took Andrew to college and couldn't believe how fast life goes bye. It hurt so bad to let go of him, but I am so blessed by a gracious God who continues to prove to me that he is faithful and continues to work in all of our lives, even when your child leaves home. The girls are doing really well at school. Volleyball and Basketball have started. I feel like I leave teaching then go to games, come home at 8:00 and cook dinner, go to bed. I am looking forward to free time in Oct. I would like to come on over. Please write back and let me know of any thing I can do. I heard that you really like Grand Rapids. Don't get any ideas about moving. I am really happy for you. May God continue to bless. With all my love Jodi and Family

jodi riester <jjriester@netzero.com>
elkhart, in elkhart - Monday, September 13, 2004 9:58 PM CDT
I second what Judy just posted! So happy to hear the positive outcome of your recent surgery!!!1
Jodi Eckhardt <janewaywannbe2003@yahoo.com>
Olathe, K 66062 - Tuesday, August 31, 2004 4:37 PM CDT
Hi Ali, Grandma Judy here.........Hallelujah! God is Good! We will keep praying and I have faith that you will stay cancer free. Bless your heart, I know it is a tough road to travel, but I also know that you can do it.....Looking forward to seeing you and Megan on the 11th. love you
Grandma Judy <judyschuster900@msn.com>
Toledo, Oh USA - Wednesday, August 25, 2004 3:47 PM CDT
Hi Ali! Good luck with your surgery. We are praying for you and your family. Grandma Judy keeps me posted. Sue Kirk & family.
SUE KIRK <cando@glasscity.net>
TOLEDO, OH - Tuesday, August 17, 2004 10:33 AM CDT
Hi Ms. Ali; I hope you and Megan are enjoying your trip to Michigan. I do hope you felt well enough to go. I had a real hectic week. Thurs. went to the Wood County fair with the Seniors, and came back to Bible school with the 4 to K kids, and Fri. helped aunt Linda with Garage Sale, and back to Bible School program and picnic......the whole week was quite a challenge. Well love you and miss you...gram judy
Grandma Judy <judyschuster900@msn.com>
Toledo, Oh USA - Saturday, August 7, 2004 7:56 PM CDT
Hi
Temperance Michigan is praying for you.

Judy Roehrig

Judy Roehrig <julynnro@toast.net>
Temperance, Mi USA - Monday, July 26, 2004 6:31 PM CDT
Hey Ali! I am always keeping you in my thoughts and prayers. You are a strong girl...don't stop fighting! I know that you will get through this! Keep your chin up! Also, remember laughter is the best medicine...rent a funny DVD! Take care!
Mandi Gottfried <akgottfried@buckeye-express.com>
Toledo, OH - Monday, July 26, 2004 6:24 PM CDT
Hi Alison and Lori. You are in our prayers daily.
Diane & Dave Swihart <JustDiSwih@Comcast.net >
Elkhart, IN - Monday, July 26, 2004 5:16 AM CDT
dear ali and lori, it was so good to see you both at the spaghetti dinner. we are certainly still praying for all of you. the web site is wonderful and we check it often to see what is happening. the news is good that the tumor is smaller. iknow it will go away for good one of these days. we love you , aunt joann & uncle phil
Jo Ann Moyer <pjmoyer@qcnet.net>
Reading, , MI USA - Sunday, July 25, 2004 9:53 PM CDT
We are Judy's Aunt and Uncle in Prescott Valley, AZ and we wish the best for Alison, as our prayers are for her speedy recovery. Judy was our Flower girl 58 years ago and we pray that some day you will have a flower girl too. You must always remember, the Lord is at your side, Bless you.
Gertrude E. ( Karle ) Bernard & Norris S. Bernard
Prescott Valley, AZ Yavapai - Saturday, July 24, 2004 7:43 PM CDT
Hi Alison and family, Your Gramma Judy keeps me informed, but was so wonderful to actually see you in person. You are a beautiful young girl -inside and out. You look so radiant and healthy and that says alot for all you are going thru and have gone thru!!! That positive attitude is sure apparent with you. I enjoyed your speech and you displayed such poise and sincerity!!!The blue candle is still burning and I will check it before I go to Wis. next week. Love to all of you and I will keep the candle burning and the prayers going upward. love, Diane Frick P.S. Prayers for the whole family!!
Diane Frick <db24af@accesstoledo.com>
Oregon, Oh U.S.A. - Saturday, July 24, 2004 11:11 AM CDT
Ali, I continue to pray for you during these days. Especially now as you enter treatment, may the presence and joy of God fill you with all good things.
Jim Buller <jrbuller@bethanycs.net>
Goshen, IN Elkhart - Tuesday, July 20, 2004 2:14 PM CDT
HI ALI! WE ENJOYED SEEING YOU AT THE SPAGHETTI DINNER. WHAT A NICE DINNER WITH A GREAT TURNOUT. YOU LOOK GREAT! HOW WONDERFUL TO SEE THAT MANY PEOPLE SUPPORTING YOU. YOU DID SO GOOD WHEN YOU HAD TO GET UP IN FRONT OF ALL THOSE PEOPLE AND SPEAK. (I ALWAYS HATED TALKING IN FRONT OF A GROUP, STILL DO!) ANYWAYS YOU HANG IN THERE - I KNOW YOU CAN HANDLE THAT CHEMO 'COS YOU ARE A STRONG GIRL. WE ARE STILL PRAYING FOR YOU AND YOUR FAMILY. LOVE, SUE
SUE KIRK <cando@glasscity.net>
TOLEDO, OH - Tuesday, July 20, 2004 11:36 AM CDT
Hi Alli! This is Ranae Obregon. I just learned about this site from Beth Lugbill (Thank you Beth :) Candice and I miss you and your mom so much! We miss seeing you at the cafe'! I am glad to hear you are hanging out at your dads pool because we finally bought a house in Summit Ridge...not too far from your dads...it has a hot tub too! You and Candice will have to hook up and sit in the hot tub and drink smoothies and talk about boys!! ;) just last week my family was here from Kentucky and we were looking at pictures and we found so many of you and Candice! I will give Candice this site tonight when I get home from work. I love you and will check in often!
Ranae Obregon <robregon@smmc.net>
Elkhart, IN USA - Tuesday, July 20, 2004 7:46 AM CDT
Dearest Ali, I haven't written you here before, but you know all of the Lugbills have been praying and thinking of you continually! We agree that you are so strong and beautiful! It was wonderful to see you at the pool last week. I'm eager to hear about the spaghetti dinner and your trip to Chicago today and I really have to see your Hawaii pics!! We love you much! Beth
Beth Lugbill <blugbill@maplenet.net>
Elkhart, IN USA - Monday, July 19, 2004 6:18 PM CDT
Ali and Lori,
I wish I could be at the spaghetti dinner tomorrow night at Northwood to see you both. Meghan, will you be there as well? Wish I could see you too. I'm glad you're feeling well, Ali, and able to make it! Also, great to hear that you're relaxing and swimming. That's awesome! I pray that this nightmare will end soon. I'm sorry to hear that you have yet another week of chemo to face yet. My prayers go with you.
Love in Jesus Christ,
Jodi

Jodi Eckhardt <janewaywannabe2003@yahoo.com>
Olathe, KS USA - Thursday, July 15, 2004 11:59 PM CDT
Ali,
I'm a friend of your Grandma Judy's. We have all been very concerned for you and are praying for a full recovery. Your Grandma is always telling us how brave you are and with that kind of spirit you can lick this thing.


Lola Harder
Curtice, Oh USA - Monday, July 12, 2004 7:16 PM CDT
Ali, You're are truly an amazing person. I am so glad to be able to know you. I can't wait to see you again..I hope it's soon! I love ya and hang in there! We are all thinking and praying for you!
Amanda Yoder <yoda2706@yahoo.com>
Goshen, IN - Thursday, July 8, 2004 6:41 PM CDT
Alison dear, just checking on you to see how you are doing. I'm praying that the stem cell transplant will be a huge success and that you'll get through it without too much pain. I have so much respect for you. I have come through some pain and every step of the way I was such a baby about it.
Oh Ali, I am so sorry this happened to you.
I am thinking about you and praying for you.
Love you,
Jodi

Jodi Eckhardt <janewaywannabe2003@yahoo.com>
Olathe, KS USA - Thursday, July 1, 2004 9:47 PM CDT
Hey Ali! It is Mandi again...remember I am friends with Lisa! Anyway, You are in my thoughts and prayers everyday! Enjoy watching movies...and tell your nurses to get that pain under control-it is just finding the right combination of medications! Stay strong! I have my whole family praying for you! You should upload some pictures of you in Hawaii on this site!!!!! :)
Mandi Gottfried <akgottfried@buckeye-express.com>
Sylvania, OH - Wednesday, June 30, 2004 6:52 PM CDT
Ali! i got to see you today, and i was so excited. You amaze me everytime i see you, because you have such a awesome attitude, and you're STILL always smiling. I JUST LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!
Alli <roxygurl3773@aol.com>
- Wednesday, June 30, 2004 6:00 PM CDT
Ali, just a note to say hi. You are in my thoughts and prayers. I know that you will make it through this.
Christine Graham <ccgraham9@hotmail.com>
Warsaw, IN - Monday, June 28, 2004 10:07 PM CDT
Hi Ali; It's me grandma judy. I'm praying so hard for you. I know that with all the prayers, from Calif. to Florida you will come through this. I wish I could kiss it and make it better, like when you where little. But just know that I love you and you are in my heart and prayers every minute of the day.......love you, and maxi say's hi!
grandma judy <judyschuster900@msn.com>
Toledo, Oh USA - Saturday, June 26, 2004 6:22 AM CDT
Hi Alison,
Hang in there! We are thinking about you and praying for you! I can't wait to hear more about your trip! We miss you!
All of our Love,
Uncle Doug, Aunt Lisa, Peter and Anna

Lisa Brown <Brownhouse45@aol.com>
Toledo, OH USA - Tuesday, June 22, 2004 7:54 PM CDT
Hey, Ali. I'm not sure I remember you. Sorry. Um... I am the daughter of Becky White who is your moms cousin. So we're 2nd cousins. I know several people who have suffered of cancer and all the way through kimo. I pray for all of you everyday. My cousin's Elizabeth and Stephani also say good luck.
Morgan White

Morgan White <Chewtoy135@aol.com>
Reading, MI USA - Tuesday, June 22, 2004 7:00 PM CDT
Ali, hi my name is dawn hasenbalg (daughter-in-law of Rosie, which is a very good friend of your grandma Judy.) I see you just came back from Hawaii, i know you had a blast. My husband won a free trip their on our 10th anniversary about 13 years ago. I love to go back! Hope you took plenty of pictures....We keep you in our prayers, stay strong and take care.
dawn hasenbalg <telma@buckeye-express.com>
oregon, ohio lucas - Monday, June 21, 2004 7:43 PM CDT
Ali, welcome home! Hope Hawaii was great! Lots of love, Jodi
Jodi Eckhardt <janewaywannabe2003@yahoo.com>
Olathe, KS USA - Saturday, June 19, 2004 10:24 AM CDT
Hi Alli! It's Sue Kirk, Grandma Judy's neighbor and Reality TV viewing budy. Heard about your trip to Hawaii. What a wonderful experience for you! Judy keeps my family updated on your progress and you are always in our thoughts and prayers. My girlfriend's son had a huge tumor attached to his lung and heart. He had lots of very strong treatments and is cancer free today. He is going to be a Senior at UT
and looked great the last time I saw him - so hang in there! It's good that you are young and stong. I hope your room came out nice - the plans sounded cool. Do people still say cool?? (or just us old people??) Well guess I'd better get busy. I don't get on the computer much at home so I'm sending this message from work. You take care & Grandma Judy will keep us updated. Love, Sue

SUE KIRK <cando@glasscity.net>
TOLEDO, OH - Thursday, June 17, 2004 11:10 AM CDT
ALI!! I bet you had the BEST time in Hawaii. I can't wait to hear about it. I hope you took lots of pics. I also can't wait to see your room! We'll have so many parties. You are the coolest and i love you. I am so amazed at how strong you are. You can do anything. ok well call me when i can see your room. tata--Laura
Laura <heaven232@comcast.net>
Goshen, IN USA - Tuesday, June 15, 2004 12:39 AM CDT
Hello Ali! I envy you; being in Hawaii! That has to be amazing! Congrats to Megan on graduation! I hope someone does upload pictures of your trip and of your room makeover if that's okay with you. Anyhow, just wanted to let you know I'm thinking of you today.
Hasta,
Jodi

Jodi Eckhardt <janewaywannabe2003@yahoo.com>
Olathe, KS USA - Monday, June 14, 2004 9:58 PM CDT
Hi Ali.. it's Whitney (kirk).. your Grandma Judy's neighbor, 'member me? I kno we haven't seen each other in years but Judy has been keeping all of us in Toledo updated on you and your progress. She told us of this website too, so I just thought I'd check it out and say hi, so "Hi!!" (tell megan I said 'hi!' too!) Hang in there, I'm prayin for ya!
Whitney Kirk <Kirkiebabe86@aol.com>
Toledo, OH 43605 - Monday, June 14, 2004 1:32 PM CDT
Hi Ali, I am a friend of your Gramma Judy's and I met you a couple of years ago. She has shown me recent pictures and you and Megan just continue to get prettier. My church and I continue to pray for you and your family. I light a blue candle ( my favorite color) at the St. Charles Mercy Hosp. Chapel where I work. I keep one glowing for you at all times. I believe that God knows no religion, so all prayers help. My Gramma always prayed very early in the morning, as she thought no one else was up but her and that way, God could answer her prayers and hear her without alot of interruption!! So I will do that for you. Here is a HUG and one for your Mom and Dad and Megan. I don't hug dogs-but they are probably helping your healing process with their love for you. I think you have more than one? You are living it up in Hawaii right now!! Have fun!You are one special girl!!! Love, Diane frick
Diane Frick <db24af@buckeye_access.com>
Oregon, Oh U.S.A. - Thursday, June 10, 2004 9:58 AM CDT
Ali- i'm so coming to see your room when you get home so call me! =) Hope you have a great vaca...have fun! i love ya baby! -Alli
allison <roxygurl3773@aol.com>
- Sunday, June 6, 2004 10:08 PM CDT
Hey Ali! I am a very good friend of your Aunt Lisa! I wanted to let you know that you are an amazing young woman! I am praying for you everyday! I pray that God gives you the strength to beat this YUCKY cancer. You have a lot of support from your family and friends, use that support to give you strength everyday! Have a great trip to Hawaii! :)
Mandi Gottfried <akgottfried@buckeye-express.com>
Toledo, OH - Thursday, June 3, 2004 9:01 AM CDT
My grandfather clock just struck midnight, and the bonging helps me to remember there is someone special I need to say a prayer for. I don't know if it's God or His Guardian Angel who delivers your prayers, but I always ask God to make sure they are delivered to you. I also ask Him to put his arms around you so you will feel safe and know how much you are loved.
Your Grandma Judy and I are friends, and have been since high school. I have some really neat pictures of us together at a pajama party. Do they still have those?
I hope it helps you to know that I am one of MANY who is thinking and praying for you.
I am sending you an invisible hug. HUG! HUG! HUG!
Love Geri Heil

Geri Heil <Brian&Geri@msm.com>
Oregon, OH USA - Wednesday, June 2, 2004 11:16 PM CDT
HI ALI IT'S MARYELLEN YOUR GRANDMA JUDY'S FRIEND. I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW MY CHURCH AND I ARE STILL PRAYING FOR YOU EVERY DAY. I CAN'T IMAGINE WHAT A TOUGH TIME YOU ARE GOING THRU, BUT YOUR GANDMA JUDY TELLS ME HOW TOUGH YOU ARE. I KNOW YOU'LL LOVE HAWAII. I WAS THEIR A YEAR AGO AND IT WAS BEAUTIFUL. IT WAS A LOT DIFFERENT THAN I THOUGHT IT WOULD BE. THE BEACHES ARE SMALLER THAN I THOUGHT THEY WOULD BE, BUT VERY INTERESTING WITH ALL THE LAVA AROUND. THEY HAVE THE MOST BEAUTIFUL FISH ALSO. JUST HAVE FUN AND ENJOY EVERY MOMENT. MY PRAYERS GO WITH YOU. MARY ELLEN
MARY ELLEN KANAVEL <MEKANAVEL@MSN.COM>
OREGON, OH USA - Wednesday, June 2, 2004 7:01 PM CDT
Hi Ali! I'm so glad to hear that you are out of the hospital and have time to rest before your trip!
Hawaii sounds wonderful!! We will be anxious to hear all about it! Have a great time!!! Uncle Doug, Peter and Anna say "hello". We all love you very much!!

Lisa Brown <Brownhouse45@aol.com>
Toledo, OH USA - Tuesday, June 1, 2004 8:03 PM CDT
Hi Ali! I'm so glad to hear that you are home from the hospital and have time to rest up for your upcoming trip! Hawaii sounds wonderful!!! Have a great time! We want to hear all about it when you get back. Uncle Doug, Peter and Anna say "hello" and we all love you very much!

Lisa Brown <Brownhouse45@aol.com>
Toledo, OH USA - Tuesday, June 1, 2004 7:57 PM CDT
HI ALISON ITS YOUR AUNT JO ANN AND UNCLE PHIL IN THE HILLS OF READING MICHIGAN. JUST WANTED TO LET YOU KNOW HOW MUCH WE THINK ABOUT YOU AND OUR PRAYERS ARE ALWAYS WITH YOU. YOU COME FROM SOME TOUGH AND HARDY STOCK SO I KNOW YOU WILL BEAT THIS. i'M HOPING YOU GET TO GOTO HAWAII, AS THAT ATMOSPHERE WILL BE GOOD FOR YOU, AND YOU HAVE TO DANCE THE HULA. TAKE CARE SWEET GIRL ALL THOSE PRAYERS ARE WORKING FOR YOU. LOVE AUNT JO ANN
JO ANN MOYER
READIN G READING , MI USA - Tuesday, June 1, 2004 3:12 PM CDT
Hey Ali, I just wanted to let you know that my family and I are praying for you every day. Hang in there Ali, you can get through this. I pray that God can help you through everything you face with the cancer, and that you can experience healing.
Austin Hochstetler <austinlaughs@maplenet.net>
Goshen, IN USA - Monday, May 31, 2004 4:21 PM CDT
Good Morning Ali,
Tried to phone you last night, could not get through.Grandma & I are now back in Florida. We were somewhat shocked to hear you were back in the hospital. Get well very quickly, Hawaii is waiting. We love you very much. It was such a pleasure to be with you for the wedding. You are a wonderful grand-daughter and we are both very proud of you. Keep smiling & we'll keep praying!!!
Love Grandpa

Fred Track
The Villages, FL USA - Monday, May 31, 2004 7:54 AM CDT
hey there ali, just thinking of you and thought id just say what a really amazing person you are. i really missed you in school this year and not being able to get to know you better. but im so proud of you for plowing through this and we're all praying!! hang in there
beth glick <beth@nonsensesoftware.com>
goshen, IN usa - Sunday, May 30, 2004 7:02 PM CDT
Hi Ali; Today as every Sunday, you are brought up in prayer. Even Pastor Dave says a special prayer for you.....
Even a special prayer was said for you in Sunday School....Yeah, your grandma goes to Sunday School. I'm learning alot. Althought I'm struck dumb when Jenson asks me "What did you learn today in Sunday School?"
Please know that I wish I was with you, but my heart is there.....I love you sooooo much Alibird, please tell Megan I love her sooooo much too, when she is visiting tonight........ok......get well......love grandma judy

Grandma Judy <judyschuster900@msn.com>
Toledo, Oh USA - Sunday, May 30, 2004 1:08 PM CDT
Hi Ali; It's me grandma judy again. I sure am praying that your transfusions work. Just think maybe you'll be getting blood from a princess. You never know. Even if it's not, your still a princess to me, and by the sound of your friends, to them too. I hope you have a good time this week end with Jenson, etc. I'll let you know when the Spaghetti dinner is set up. It is suppose to be in the next couple of weeks.......well happy memorial day.....i love you. p.s. just got a journal from williamsburg......there updating the lodge, and alot of the buildings.....can't wait until we go back.......love to you from your old granny.
Judy Schuster <judyschuster900@msn.com>
Toledo, Oh USA - Thursday, May 27, 2004 3:16 PM CDT
Ali,

I'm a cousin to your grandmother Judy and even though we have never met you are in my thoughts and prayers daily. Keep up the fight, we know you're going to be just fine.

Rita Mackey <rita_mackey@hotmail.com>
San Diego, CA USA - Tuesday, May 25, 2004 4:47 PM CDT
Hey Ali! I'm thinking about you a lot. You're such a strong person and I believe God can heal you! Keep trusting in God, I know thats what I'm doing (I'd do so much more if i could!)It's strange at school without you. I Love you!
Amanda <yoda2706@yahoo.com>
Goshen, IN U.S. - Tuesday, May 25, 2004 2:35 PM CDT
ALI WE ARE ALL PRAYING FOR YOU AT MY CHURCH IN OREGON OHIO. I AM A FRIEND OF YOUR GRAMDMA JUDY'S AND HAVE BEEN FOLLOWING YOUR PROGRESS. I HAVE HEARD HOW STRONG YOU ARE AND I KNOW OUR PRAYERS WILL BE ANSWERED. MARY ELLEN KANAVEL
MARY ELLEN KANAVEL <MEKANAVEL@MSN.COM>
OREGON, OH USA - Tuesday, May 25, 2004 8:47 AM CDT

Thinking of you and wishing you well...


Linda Wilson <yellowings@aol.com>
San Diego, CA USA - Monday, May 24, 2004 8:28 PM CDT
Hi Ali,
I have been a friend of your Grandma Judy for 35 years. I watched your Mother, aunts and Uncle grow up. Your Grandma is full of love and fun to be around. It sounds like you take after her. Keep your spirt up and always remember there are so many people who care and will be praying for you. Sharon Kassay (Davis)

Sharon Kassay <SKZ123@aol.com>
Port Clinton, Ohio Ottawa - Monday, May 24, 2004 6:07 PM CDT
Hi Alison! Everyone from the Brown Household says "hello" and we miss you very much! You are in our hearts and on our minds, today, and every day! Your strength and courage are admirable. Please always remember how much we love you and that we would do anything for you. All you need to do is ask! Lots and Lots of Love, Aunt Lisa, Uncle Doug, Peter and Anna!
Lisa Brown <Brownhouse45@aol.com>
Toledo, Ohio USA - Monday, May 24, 2004 2:45 PM CDT
ALI! hey babe. Just like all the other people in this guest book have said, I LOVE YOU! :) i'll just say it again too, you are so strong. Not only did you make it this far but you will make it past this burden now as well. Always remeber that not only are your friends here for you (like me!) but family, peers, the community and God are fighting the battle with you as well. You always make me smile, girl! i love it. Whenever i need a pick-me-up kind of friend, you are one of the first people I think of. I'll be here for a pick-me-up kind of friend too! lets hang out! we keep missing each other :) hehe.
Liz <godslittlehands@hotmail.com>
Goshen, IN USA - Sunday, May 23, 2004 3:00 PM CDT
Hi Ali,
You don't know me. I am a friend of your Grandmother Judy. She loves you very much and has told me about you. I just wanted to say you sound like an extraordinary young lady, and it sounds like you have the positive spirit it takes to beat this-- keep those spirits up!! Know that you are in many people's prayers and God is walking with you.

michelle moliszewski <shellphie@aol.com>
toledo, oh - Saturday, May 22, 2004 9:50 AM CDT
hey ali!
i miss u soooooo much u r like my role model! no matter what u can make me laugh! There's just something about u that makes people smile. u can make anyone laugh! (i bet u could even make my teacher Mrs. Jensen laugh! and if ur not a teacher thats very hard 2 do!) u r soooo strong and i think about u EVERY day! u r soo cool and i wish i could be as strong as u some day!
LYLAS:) :) :) :) ~Jenson:)

Jenson:) <Boolander92@aol.com>
walbridge, OH United States - Saturday, May 22, 2004 9:07 AM CDT
Hey Ali, just wanted to let you know how proud your family is of how strong you are and how you handle every hard thing thrown at you. You really have this light around you that draws people to you like mothes to a porch light. People want to be near you, you make them feel good about themselves. And bonus you are extremely funny.The only times I have wet my pants laughing have been when i was with you (the elevator act in williamsburg). Thanks for making me laugh thats a great gift. Love you very very much and can't wait to see you soon. Love Aunt Linda
Linda Strock <Mrknitely@aol.com>
Walbridge, oh - Saturday, May 22, 2004 8:54 AM CDT
Hey Ali, I just want to let you know that I am thinking of you so much and praying for you. School is much less exciting without you there. The halls are quieter. You add so much to our class and I wish you could be at school. Although school stinks right now so you probably don't want to be here. I am so proud of you for sticking to this and not giving up. People keep telling me that your treatment is going to be so hard on you and you'll gonna feel crappy, But everytime I see you your just as happy as you were before. I think that is so cool. I admire you for that so much. I love you to death. I'll be praying for you and i'll keep thinking of you. Hang in there. and be tough!!! I love you Janell
Janell <soccersmiley06@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, May 22, 2004 8:07 AM CDT
Hi Ali. My name is Jodi and I am Jeff Whicker's daughter; Elvera Whicker's granddaughter. I know we've never met but I've been praying for you constantly. My heart has been terribly burdened for you ever since I heard of your battle with cancer. You sound like an extraordinary person from what your friends have to say about you here in the guestbook. I will continue to log in to this site and prayerfully walk with you on this journey.
In Christ,
Jodi

Jodi Eckhardt <janewaywannabe2003@yahoo.com>
Olathe, KS USA - Friday, May 21, 2004 8:02 PM CDT
Hi Ali; I ran across this poem, and I thought of you.....

GOD MADE YOU SPECIAL!

You can fly and you can soar, You can open any door,
You can walk the road less traveled, Mend a dream that came unraveled, You can give it, you can take it, You can do it, You can make it.......

You can make it Ali, you are on so many prayer lists, even a sales clerk in Berlin Ohio (while I was shopping) ask if she could put you on her prayer list.......

Your in my thoughts and prayers, love you grandma judy

Judy Schuster <judyschuster900@msn.com>
Toledo, Oh USA - Friday, May 21, 2004 4:00 PM CDT
Ali!! I love you soo much. There are soo many people praying for you right now! You have such a positive attitude even during some of the roughest times. Thats what i love about you, you have such a bright look on life and i look up to you. I'm proud of you, your my hero!! i'll keep on praying for you(so will my family and youth group). I LOVE YOU!
Jenni Miller <singasong06@hotmail.com>
Goshen, IN - Friday, May 21, 2004 1:32 PM CDT
The other ali! =) I so much miss you're caring spirit, and our amazing smile @ school. You have this presence about you that just lights up any situation (maybe its the name) that is totally missed at school everyday! You're so brave and strong, and i totally admire you for that. you are my HERO. I'm cheering for you everyday (i'm not a cheerleader though) ecspecially in my prayers. You such an incredible girl, and i love you sooo much! Hopefully i'll see you soon. We're all praying.
-alli

Allison Hawkns <Roxygurl3773@aol.com>
Middlebury, IN - Friday, May 21, 2004 7:05 AM CDT
Hey Babe!
I remember when u came to bcms...u played vball! Even tho u thought u were no good @ it..u really were. It was just fun hanging out w/ u.....u were always so funny during practice :)
It's quieter in the halls now and i miss ur funny little comments about the whole hilary duff/olsen twins issue. hahaha......good times :) I'm praying for u everyday.....we wish u could be w/ us......ur smile and laugh is greatly missed. Keep fighting!
love u muchly
Micki

Micki Kaufman <mfaithk@verizon.net>
Goshen, IN U.S. - Thursday, May 20, 2004 6:13 PM CDT
fresh and transparent are 2 words that come to mind when i think of you ali.

last fall when i was at the coffee shop helping out, i was amazed at your positive and real spirit.

you step into a room and it lights up. no dark (clouds) =) loom over you even as you weather this storm in your life that will surely pass.

your strength courage and bouyant zest for life are truly inspirational to me, and if i think im having a bad day i think of you and how your wonderful mom describes the way you have naturally comforted others in this trying time for you and those who love you more than you can ever know.

sometimes we meet people and it is apparent right away that they are special in some way. you are one of those people ali.

back in the summer of 2002 when i first met your mom, i remember clearly the look in her eyes when she described her daughter ali, the all american girl. when i finally got to meet you, i understood what she was talking about.

my thoughts and prayers are with you daily.

much love, respect and admiration.
doug bader

ps if you run out, i have a big can of whoop ass stashed back for you to open up on that cancer! just let me know.



Doug Bader <digger829@aol.com>
Middlebury, IN USA - Thursday, May 20, 2004 4:50 PM CDT
Hey Ali, it?s josh. Hang in there, I?m praying for you every day and so are many more. Don?t loose hope in what is happening to you. Trust in God always, no matter what the circumstances are. He will bring you through. We miss you so much at school and are always praying for you. Get well!

Josh Hochstetler <joshawa77@cs.com>
Elkhart, in usa - Thursday, May 20, 2004 3:21 PM CDT
Hey Ali, it?s josh. Hang in there, I?m praying for you every day and so are many more. Don?t loose hope in what is happening to you. Trust in God always, no matter what the circumstances are. He will bring you through. We miss you so much at school and are always praying for you. Get well!

Josh Hochstetler <joshawa77@cs.com>
Elkhart, in usa - Thursday, May 20, 2004 3:19 PM CDT
Ali,

I pray for you each day and wish for you every good thing. We all miss you tremendously.

Mike Goertzen
Goshen, IN - Thursday, May 20, 2004 2:00 PM CDT
Dear Alison,

I still have very fond memories of you as a student in the middle school. You came to BCMS your eighth grade year and immediately fit right in and had lots of friends. I remember talking to your mom the day before school started about whether you should come to Bethany or not. I remember thinking about halfway through that year that I couldn't imagine you being anywhere else, you just seemed to belong here from the start. You were a very positive person and that attracted many people to you. I'm sure that is still true today.

I am confidant you have all the support and love you need to surround you and give you the strength that you need to fight this illness. Your class is a strong one and I trust they will keep holding together and keeping you a part of them even as you're absent at times for treatment and doctor visits.

I'm praying for you and cheering you on, even though I don't have much contact with you and haven't for a few years.

Love,

Mrs. Jantz (7/8 LA teacher)

Melissa S. Jantz <msj104@earthlink.net>
Goshen, IN USA - Thursday, May 20, 2004 12:54 AM CDT

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