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Tuesday, June 18, 2013 4:21 PM CDT

Hello dear friends of Marin,

I'm now close to completing the writing on "Touch - The Marin Morrison Story" and need a little help getting it published. Please visit my Kickstarter page for an inspirational video. You'll see how to pre-purchase a copy of the book plus the amazing documentary about Marin produced by eric Johnson in Seattle. I don't expect everyone will choose to back my project, but you can support it by simply sharing this link with others. Thank you!
Matt Morrison

http://www.kickstarter.com/projects/68829029/touch-the-marin-morrison-story

Monday, June 17, 2013 2:57 PM CDT

It's now been four and half years beyond and we continue to think of Marin every day. Through a difficult period of grief, I am now writing a book about Marin's journey that includes a lot of the material so many great people contributed here through this Caringbridge page. Please be on the lookout for an announcement of how anyone can contribute to this project in the coming weeks.

Today, we are remembering Marin's grandfather Ed Morrison, my Dad, on his 81st birthday. Grumpy passed away a few months after Marin.

R. Edward Morrison - 1932-2009

Monday, July 19, 2010 1:21 PM CDT

Good Day! After many a moon, I am once again writing on my dear little Marin's page. Its been 1 1/2 years that we have lived without her. At the beginning, we were all so tired, yet it was difficult to rest because we were all so used to getting up several times a night and checking on Marin to make sure she was ok. I continued to do that only to realize that my Marin wasn't here with us any more. I was told the next faze would be to sleep for long periods of time yet that because not possible. Matt had to move to San Francisco for his next job and I needed to give Camie and Michael as much attention as possible. Also, with the job no longer in Sammamish, I had to clean up and prepare the house for sale. It was much more of a stressful period that a healing and sleeping period.
As a few months passed, the greiving process became more and more difficult. All of our neighbors were so wonderful with support, care, and love yet our family being apart was devistating. Myself, Camie,and Michael moved down to Southern California to rent a home my mother offered which is in close to my sister Linda and her family and my mother. The much needed family support has been a blessing for us.
I feel Michael and Camie have had a tremendous amount of change and instability and this gave them the much needed secure environment that was needed.
We miss her greatly now and if I could just see her for one minute, I feel life would be way easier at this point.
Our emotions as a family unit have been very difficult and time we really needed to pull together and be strong didn't happen because of financial crises.
It's interesting how watching a loved one suffer has such residual impact on those closest around for quite a long time after.
Our continuous joy exist in how Marin withstood every obsticle placed in her way with such grace. We feel, we as a family, have been blessed with the privilage of having Marin live with us for 18 years. I truly believe she was an angel, sent by God, chosen to live in our family. God put her in the spot light, supported her through her suffering, and gave us a true model of how to live with a tremendous amount of adversity. She taught me never to give up, to keep fighting for what you believe in, and even though most around you don't believe you can accomplish something, that ANYTHING is possible if you put you mind to it and your faith in God.

Have a wonderful day our dear family, friends, and faithful readers. May your inner strength help you achieve that one thing you've been putting off this week. May your compassion help you be a lending ear to someone who may so deeply need it, and my the simple joys of life bring lots of smiles and laughter to your days!!

Sunday, March 8, 2009 12:04 AM CDT

With a little distance since Marin's passing, the grieving process is making a little more sense for us as we try to return to a more normal routine in our lives. I find myself more appreciative of the opportunities to speak of Marin when people offer their condolensces; it's typical that someone feels bad to bring up the subject but it's cathartic to speak about her life and her impact. While the heartache will always be with us, it's important to stay in touch with all these emotions and mostly it feels good. As we process the grief, we recognize that the low point was probably some point somewhere last summer when we had to realize that Marin would not survive this illness. For us to even subcontiously have to admit that there was nothing else we could do to fight her cancer was a terrible point in our journey. At the same time, we had the focus of taking her to Beijing and helping her achieve her life-long dream. This certainly helped us get through an incredibly difficult time and was, of course, ultimately rewarding for Marin and for ourselves. Beyond our trip to Beijing, and reliving it through the wonderful coverage on NBC and Universal Sports, Marin's conditioned worsened through next few months to the point that her suffering was becoming unbearable. Still, she managed to smile and enjoy herself to the best of her ability. She toughed it out through the holidays and Nancy's birthday, and by the time she let go on January 2nd, we all have to admit there was a measure of relief for the sake of her suffering. So with distance now, we recognize that we are lifted by the fact that she did accomplish so much during her young life and more importantly, impacted so many lives in such a positive way. We never tire of the stories of inspiration we hear from so many of our friends like the one my old neighborhood friend Mike C. told me about how he was ready to quit a training run up a big hill when he thought of Marin and kicked himself in the butt to suck it up. We hear lots of these, and it helps us to know her spirit is alive and well within others as it is within ourselves.

At the same time, we're aware that's there's much processing yet to do and the challenges of daily life present a lot of complications. We are concerned for the way Cami and Michael are ultimately affected by this and how to best guide them through a difficult journey, especially since trying to support the family at this point means a separation as I return to work. We continue to rely on friends and family to help fill the void and we are truly appreciative of all the help.

Thanks for all the love and support,

Matt & Nancy, Camlyn, Michael and in sweet memory of Marin.

Friday, February 20, 2009 10:15 PM CST

Thank you to everyone who continues to stop in here and leave notes in Marin's guestbook. We take a lot of comfort in hearing from friends near and far and it's always comforting to read the entries here. We also appreciate all the contributions and offers of help toward establishing a foundation in Marin's honor.

A bittersweet milestone a few weeks ago came and went with Michael's 7th birthday. It was his first, and our first as a family, without his big-big Sis (Cami's his little-big sis). Our dear little guy had been so sensitive to Marin's situation for so long that he wouldn't dream of asking to have a slumber party, but when our situation settled and he realized the time might be right, he was really excited when we told him of course he could have a sleep over. Mikey invited about the entire neighborhood and most of the boys in his class and so he partied hard into the night with 18 of his closest friends and the Reptile Guy, who entertained with lots of slithery, creepy-crawling creatures. It was a wild, wonderful birthday party, and if it's a little sad to think Marin was missing, we still have the feeling that she was enjoying this one from the best seat in the house.

Love,

Matt & Nancy, Camlyn & Michael in sweet memory of Marin.

Wednesday, February 4, 2009 0:25 AM CST

February 2nd, this Monday past, is a day that will always be important to us for so many reasons. Groundhog Day, of course, (which was also the subject of one of Marin's favorite old movies) and Uncle Ron's birthday, too. But this one was also the one month mark of Marin's passing and it was a difficult day in many ways. While life carries us forward, we think of her constantly and it's hard to consider the time we've had without her already. We wonder what the milestones ahead will bring; her birthday, the holidays, and other times when we know we will be missing her more accutely. And then there's the unsettling fear that our memories of her could fade over time, and we think of ways to ensure that doesn't happen.

Our best approach is to hold on to Marin's own positive spirit and push to the front all the happiness that she brought us. Just the thought of her beautiful smile is enough to lift us through sad moments and looking at pictures or video helps even more. There are moments in every day when I call on her inpiration for relief from sadness and I invariably get an image of a smiling Marin moving freely and happily through the heavens like a porpoise in a calm, clear ocean. We know she's happily in a better place and she wants us to know that too.

Of course, the hard part is continuing here without her, bur we have so much to do. With the love and support of so many wonderful friends, Cami and Michael continue to show great resiliency, although we know they've been affected deeply. We'll continue to do our best to make sure they have the proper guidance through this.

Progress on Marin's foundation continues as Nancy sharpens her focus and gets to work on the details of putting together a program that honors the spirit of Marin by helping others. Recruiting a board of directors is a primary task as we need proper leadership in developing the framework and financing for this project. The input of any one with special talents in this area would be greatly appreciated at this time.

Already the Hurley surf wear company is contributing through the sales of their beanies inspired by Marin's own design. Go to
http://store.hurley.com/detail.php?p=83049
to check out the hats with part of the proceeds going to Marin's foundation.

Happy Birthday to Mikey on Thursday, February 5th!

With Marin in our hearts,

Matt & Nancy, Camlyn, Michael, Rosie & Duke

Monday, January 26, 2009 9:32 PM CST

I haven't stopped writing, I've just had a hard time finding words to say. The last few days have been hard on all of us. When we came back from California, we were busy cleaning up the house, sorting cards, trying to salvage the flowers, and it really didn't feel like Marin was gone. Now that a few weeks have passed, it's settling in for all of us that we aren't going to see Marin again on earth. I really miss her. The biggest thing I miss is that smile that greated me every morning, regardless of how she felt. I know that smile is beaming up in heaven and all those there are getting to enjoy it's beauty. We've all had our moments of dispair and are trying to hold eachother up and keep going.

Progress is moving along on Marin's foundation. I have been talking with several people and have all the forms it get it going. I am needing to set up a "board" of people to help me write the rules and criteria, help with the financial part, and make sure it's all organized. Anyone who has a special talent in this area I would be truely greatful for any help or insite that you can give.

Another piece of exciting news is the Hurley beanie Marin designed for them is finally ready for sale. If you go to the Hurley website, click on hats, and there it is!! Part of the profits are going to the Marin Morrison foundation.

We love the postings on the web-site and the cards. Thank you.

Hanging in there,
Nancy, Matt, Camie and Michael

Thursday, January 15, 2009 3:50 AM CST

Well, we're back from our journey from Southern California. The grave-site service was perfect for our dear little Marin. The weather was 80 degrees, the site at Green Hill Memorial park is beautiful, and we left Marin's body lying in the sun on a hill, over-looking the ocean. The whole day was as beautiful as my Marin. Camie and Michael released a dove into the air representing sending Marin's sole to heaven. Michael then released several more doves to follow.

We are so thankful for all the wonderful people in our lives. I truely feel I have met several living angels here on earth. There are so many fantastic people here on earth. I can't believe I keep meeting them.

I am excited about starting Marin's annual award and scholarship fund. Thank you to all of you who made wonderful, generous donations for this next step of Marin's story to become a reality.

As the days go by, I know I am going to miss my dear Marin more and more. I promised her I will take care of myself and do things to keep myself happy. Spending time working on a foundation to honor this hero among us would make anyone happy.

As far as the rest of the family, Michael has been having the hardest time. To him, Marin was great the way she was. He didn't see her as sick Marin, he just saw her as Marin. A lady from Hospice came over today and asked Michael if he could go anywhere in the world, were would he go. His reply was, "That's easy. To Marin's grave."

Camie, as always, holds it together wonderfully well. She's so strong and courageous.

Matt is moving to San Francisco today to start a new job next week. His plan is to come visit us on weekends.

Hope everyone is living a better life and making the most of each and everyday.

God bless,
Angel Marin
Nancy, Matt, Camie, and Michael

Friday, January 9, 2009 1:49 AM CST

Thank you to all who joined us at Marin's memorial service Wednesday evening. Whether live at Timberlake, or via the webcast, the responses we received in person and through messages sent was wonderful for us. It was great to see so many friendly faces at the church service and the hugs were wonderful. Not knowing how we'd react emotionally, I must say we came away from the service feeling very good about everything as the heartache was outweighed by the love and support we felt from everyone and the sense that Marin's spirit was all around us. Speakers Ashley, Beth and Andy all did a terrific job. The swim caps were fun, and we really felt that it was a fitting tribute that Marin could appreciate and truly enjoy. The arrangements, set-up, technical eecuition, the slide show, reception and clean up all went well and we can't thank all the individuals and Timberlake enough for the incredible effort.

It was really neat to receive so many messages from far and wide praising the use of the podcast and complimenting the memorial. We're very happy that so many people joined us through the webcast and your messages and prayers have been well received. For any who may have missed it, we're expecting to provide a link to review it online soon. For now, we've reprinted below the text of our love letter to Marin that we read at the service.

Now we're off to Southern California for the weekend where we'll lay Marin to rest in Rancho Palos Verdes over looking the Pacific Ocean. We're looking forward to sharing this final farewell with more of our family and friends on Saturday afternoon.

Going forward, we will continue to mix in many more photographic memories of Marin here on her web page as we continue to chronicle our emotions and memories of our dear little angel.

Thank you all again for the wonderful love & support,

Nancy & Matt, Camie & Micheal with Marin forever in our hearts.

~

Our Dearest Marin, January, 2009

From the moment you arrived, and we first held you, we knew you were a shining star. We couldn�t always be perfect parents be, but you were as close to a perfect child as any� this side of your sister Camie, of course. A loving daughter, we�ll always remember with a smile that morning in 1994 when you comforted your mother as she went in to labor. You gave her a soothing back rub and calmed her with words of encouragement. You were three years old. An amazing big sister, you set a beautiful example for Camie and Michael and you always made us so proud and happy with the way you played with them, taught them, cared for them, and loved them.

As you grew, we learned more from you than parents could ever expect. Your sense of spirituality was always beyond what we could teach you. Your connection with Jesus was special. Overcoming extraordinary challenges throughout your life, you handled adversity with amazing grace. Schoolwork didn�t come easy, but you worked harder than any student I�ve ever known and your grades were a positive reflection of your character and perseverance that shined so brightly throughout your life.

Sweet, shy, and innocent, you seemed to be everyone�s good friend, even if you lamented sometimes that you weren�t part of the �popular� crowd. Marin, you were always more popular than you realized, and more importantly, the friendships that you made were always true. Beginning with the bond you shared with your �twin� cousin Katrina, I can count more than a dozen young people from coast to coast that can honestly say they were best friends with you. None of them will ever know a more loyal companion, and they will cherish your memory forever. So will thousands more of your neighbors, and classmates, teammates and competitors, all of whom you treated with equal respect and kindness, and who are incredibly proud to be able to say they knew you.

Marin, nothing will ever heal the heartbreak we feel at your loss so young, but the hurt is eased by the impact you had during your life well spent. You inspired countless admirers around the world with your courageous fight against your disease, shining hope on so many other patients and families in similar circumstances. You pushed the threshold far beyond what others believed, and showed everyone that there�s never any excuse for not going after your dreams. Your accomplishments are astounding. Even among the elite athletes you trained with and competed against, you were uncommonly graceful. You swam with and against some of the very best at every level, and in victory or in something less, you were at all times genuinely gracious. I�ve always admired that quality in you. You were a champion, a record holder, and your performance at the 2008 Paralympic Games inspired the world. Yes, Marin, you made the best kind of impact. You left this world much better for having you in it. We�ll miss you terribly but will always hold you in our hearts.

With Deepest Love Forever,

Your Mom & Dad

Wednesday, January 7, 2009 12:29 AM CST

Those of you who are just logging in, our dear little Marin passed away on January 2nd, 2009.

Memorial service is being held on Wednesday, January 7th @6:00 p.m. at Timberlake Christian Fellowship Church in Redmond. The service will be on a live web-cast which you can go to by logging on www.tlcf.org or www.mogulus.com/timberlake church.

WE ARE ASKING FOR FINGER FOOD DONATIONS FOR THE SERIVCE. PLEASE CONTACT Kelly Bates @ 425-836-1239.

FOR OUR FAMILY AND FRIENDS IN GEORGIA:
There will be a companion service tonight at 9pm EST at

IVY CREEK Presbyterian Church
1416 Brazelton Hwy
Lawrenceville, GA 30043

Also, in lieu of flowers, we are asking for donations to defer cost of Marin's last celebration and to start her annual award and scholarship foundation which will be called the Marin Morrison Award. We will be putting the funds into the Morrison Olympic Fund set up at the Bank of America until I have time to set up and tranfser money to her non-profit I'm setting up. Deposits can made directly at any Bank of America locations, can be mailed to our home, or we will have a collection box at the service.

Now, how are we doing?

I, Nancy, am taking care of business. I've always been a task-master so having specific task is keeping my mind busy. A good friend of mine told me I will be like this for a few weeks, then I'll sleep for a few weeks, then I'll be really sad and feel overwhelming pain. All I know, is that I don't feel like I've lost my Marin. I feel like the cancer is gone from our home and our lives can celebrate how incredible Marin was, and still is. As I move forward in planning the celebration of her life and starting the non-profit, I can give Marin all the honor she deserves.

Matt has been grieving with more saddness and emotions. He is embracing every article wrote, message sent, and using all those things to hold on to. Yesterday, he re-arranged Marin's room and set it up in a joyous, fun, teanage way instead of a "sick person's room." He is showing pride in Marin as he did on the day she was born. I remember him taking her when she was 1 day old and walking around the hospital with such pride in honor to be her dad. He's one lucky guy to have been Marin's dad, and will be forever.

Camie has had wonderful support from her friends. The candle light service they did for her on Friday night was one of the most touching moments I have ever seen. She is taking it pretty hard and I am so thankful for all the support she is receiving. Yesterday our neighbor and friend Tammy Johnson and Camie put together a slide show to be shown at her memorial service. She has enjoying having an active part in the celebration for her sister.

Michael is so pure and innocent and keeps the situation light, as always. He has expressed excitement about being able to have a slumber party. Today on the way home from church he said, "Marin was getting so famous and stuff then, wha-wha-wha-boom." His friends in the neighborhood as so cute in trying to support him as well in their innocent state.

We love each and everyone of you.

Big hugs,
Marin Rose
Nancy, Matt, Camie and Michael

Sunday, January 4, 2009 9:49 PM CST

Those of you who are just logging in, our dear little Marin passed away on January 2nd, 2009.

Memorial service is being held on Wednesday, January 7th @6:00 p.m. at Timberlake Christian Fellowship Church in Redmond. The service will be on a live web-cast which you can go to by logging on www.tlcf.org or www.mogulus.com/timberlake church.

WE ARE ASKING FOR FINGER FOOD DONATIONS FOR THE SERIVCE. PLEASE CONTACT Kelly Bates @ 425-836-1239.

Also, in lieu of flowers, we are asking for donations to defer cost of Marin's last celebration and to start her annual award and scholarship foundation which will be called the Marin Morrison Award. We will be putting the funds into the Morrison Olympic Fund set up at the Bank of America until I have time to set up and tranfser money to her non-profit I'm setting up. Deposits can made directly at any Bank of America locations, can be mailed to our home, or we will have a collection box at the service.

Now, how are we doing?

I, Nancy, am taking care of business. I've always been a task-master so having specific task is keeping my mind busy. A good friend of mine told me I will be like this for a few weeks, then I'll sleep for a few weeks, then I'll be really sad and feel overwhelming pain. All I know, is that I don't feel like I've lost my Marin. I feel like the cancer is gone from our home and our lives can celebrate how incredible Marin was, and still is. As I move forward in planning the celebration of her life and starting the non-profit, I can give Marin all the honor she deserves.

Matt has been grieving with more saddness and emotions. He is embracing every article wrote, message sent, and using all those things to hold on to. Yesterday, he re-arranged Marin's room and set it up in a joyous, fun, teanage way instead of a "sick person's room." He is showing pride in Marin as he did on the day she was born. I remember him taking her when she was 1 day old and walking around the hospital with such pride in honor to be her dad. He's one lucky guy to have been Marin's dad, and will be forever.

Camie has had wonderful support from her friends. The candle light service they did for her on Friday night was one of the most touching moments I have ever seen. She is taking it pretty hard and I am so thankful for all the support she is receiving. Yesterday our neighbor and friend Tammy Johnson and Camie put together a slide show to be shown at her memorial service. She has enjoying having an active part in the celebration for her sister.

Michael is so pure and innocent and keeps the situation light, as always. He has expressed excitement about being able to have a slumber party. Today on the way home from church he said, "Marin was getting so famous and stuff then, wha-wha-wha-boom." His friends in the neighborhood as so cute in trying to support him as well in their innocent state.

We love each and everyone of you.

Big hugs,
Marin Rose
Nancy, Matt, Camie and Michael

Sunday, January 4, 2009 1:34 PM CST

Those of you who are just logging in, our dear little Marin passed away on January 2nd, 2009.

Memorial service is being held on Wednesday, January 7th @6:00 p.m. at Timberlake Christian Fellowship Church in Redmond. The service will be on a live web-cast which you can go to by logging on www.tcfc.org or www.mogulus.com/timberlake church.

WE ARE ASKING FOR FINGER FOOD DONATIONS FOR THE SERIVCE. PLEASE CONTACT Kelly Bates @ 425-836-1239.

Also, in lieu of flowers, we are asking for donations to defer cost of Marin's last celebration and to start her annual award and scholarship foundation which will be called the Marin Morrison Award. We will be putting the funds into the Morrison Olympic Fund set up at the Bank of America until I have time to set up and tranfser money to her non-profit I'm setting up. Deposits can made directly at any Bank of America locations, can be mailed to our home, or we will have a collection box at the service.

Now, how are we doing?

I, Nancy, am taking care of business. I've always been a task-master so having specific task is keeping my mind busy. A good friend of mine told me I will be like this for a few weeks, then I'll sleep for a few weeks, then I'll be really sad and feel overwhelming pain. All I know, is that I don't feel like I've lost my Marin. I feel like the cancer is gone from our home and our lives can celebrate how incredible Marin was, and still is. As I move forward in planning the celebration of her life and starting the non-profit, I can give Marin all the honor she deserves.

Matt has been grieving with more saddness and emotions. He is embrasing every article wrote, message sent, and using all those things to hold on to. Yesterday, he re-arranged Marin's room and set it up in a joyous, fun, teanage way instead of a "sick person's room." He is showing pride in Marin as he did on the day she was born. I remember him taking her when she was 1 day old and walking around the hospital with such pride in honor to be her dad. He's one lucky guy to have been Marin's dad, and will be forever.

Camie has had wonderful support from her friends. The candle light service they did for her on Friday night was one of the most touching moments I have ever seen. She is taking it pretty hard and I am so thankful for all the support she is receiving. Yesterday our neighbor and friend Tammy Johnson and Camie put together a slide show to be shown at her memorial service. She has enjoying having an active part in the celebration for her sister.

Michael is so pure and innocent and keeps the situation light, as always. He has expressed excitement about being able to have a slumber party. Today on the way home from church he said, "Marin was getting so famous and stuff then, wha-wha-wha-boom." His friends in the neighborhood as so cute in trying to support him as well in their innocent state.

We love each and everyone of you.

Big hugs,
Marin Rose
Nancy, Matt, Camie and Michael

Saturday, January 3, 2009 6:39 PM CST

In loving memory of our beautiful daughter, we have had an emotional weekend as we sort through our feelings. It almost doesn't seem real to me, and that they are going to bring my little Marin back to me. One thing we can feel in our home right now is that the cancer is gone, and our memory of Marin is free of it. It's strange, but the cancer not only was taking over Marin, it was taking over our home. I'm so thankful that Marin is not remembered by her cancer, but of all the wonderful things she has done for each and everyone of us. Thank you again for all your support and prayers.

Tonight Camie's friends planned a candlelight vigil which was beautiful!! Camie needed the support and it showed up. It's amazing how God's grace is always present.

Michael's innocence is absolutely delightful. I heard him telling our new puppy Duke that "Marin, the girl up stairs, died this morning." He then told Duke the dog how much he's going to miss Marin. Later on in the day he asked me if he could now have a sleep-over at our house with his friends. He's probably wanted so many things yet never asked because he understood how sick Marin was.

We have scheduled a memorial service for next Wednesday at 6:00 p.m. at Timberlake christian Fellowship Church in Redmond. The service was also have a live web-cam feed you can watch on your computer. If you log onto www.tlcf.org, you will be able to watch. If attending, we will be dressing for marin's final swim. We will also celebrate as we lay Marin to rest in a family plot in Southern California next Saturday afternoon.

We love all the support! Thank you, thank you, thank you.

Much love, Marin Rose's spiritj
Nancy, Matt, Camie, and Michael

FOR FOOD CONTRIBUTIONS AT THE MEMORIAL SERVIICE ON WEDNESDAY @ 6:00, PLEASE CONTACT KELLY BATES AT 425-836-1239.

Saturday, January 3, 2009 1:32 PM CST

Good evening. We have had an emotional day as we sort through our feelings. It almost doesn't seem real to me, and that they are going to bring my little Marin back to me. One thing we can feel in our home right now is that the cancer is gone, and our memory of Marin is free of it. It's strange, but the cancer not only was taking over Marin, it was taking over our home. I'm so thankful that Marin is not remembered by her cancer, but of all the wonderful things she has done for each and everyone of us. Thank you again for all your support and prayers.

Tonight Camie's friends planned a candlelight vigil which was beautiful!! Camie needed the support and it showed up. It's amazing how God's grace is always present.

Michael's innocence is absolutely delightful. I heard him telling our new puppy Duke that "Marin, the girl up stairs, died this morning." He then told Duke the dog how much he's going to miss Marin. Later on in the day he asked me if he could now have a sleep-over at our house with his friends. He's probably wanted so many things yet never asked because he understood how sick Marin was.

We have scheduled a memorial service for next Wednesday at 6:00 p.m. at Timberlake christian Fellowship church. The service was also have a live web-cam feed you can watch on your computer. If you log onto www.tlcf.org, you will be able to watch. If attending, we will be dressing for marin's final swim.

We love all the support! Thank you, thank you, thank you.

Much love, Marin Rose's spiritj
Nancy, Matt, Camie, and Michael

FOR FOOD CONTRIBUTIONS AT THE MEMORIAL SERVIICE ON WEDNESDAY @ 6:00, PLEASE CONTACT KELLY BATES AT 425-836-1239.

Saturday, January 3, 2009 1:02 AM CST

Friday, January 2, 2009 11:58 AM CST

Dear Family, Friends, and all those who love and cherish our little Marin,

Marin passed away this morning. She was asleep, comfortable and finally out of pain. We will all miss her deeply.

I will update in a few hours with more details.

It is with all your support that we are able to make it through this. We read Marin every message that was sent and I'm sure she heard all your prayers.

Marin Rose Morrison 6-19-90 through 1-2-09

Nancy, Matt, Camie, and Michael

I will be setting up a non-profit called the Marin Morrison fund. It will be an annual award of heroism along with a scholarship.

Our wishes are to have a service here in Seattle and web-cast it then fly her body down to Southern California to rest on a hill over looking the ocean.

Wednesday, December 31, 2008 9:05 PM CST

New Years Eve! We have made it through Christmas, my (Nancy's) birthday, and now entering New Year's Eve. Our new puppy Duke the Awesome is, of course, awesome. The snow has almost all melted and school will start again on Monday. What a wonderful holiday we have had. All the well wishes from everyone has ment so much to us that I can't even begin to express our graditude. Tomorrow many will be watching football, shopping, and grabbing one last time with their family members before getting back to the grind. We have learned to appreciate just the simple act of family being together. Take time out to just enjoy one another, in silence or in conversation. Our lives are so precious and we must appreciate every moment we are given.

Our dear little Marin is still breathing yet slipping away slowly, hour by hour. Her pain medications have been over doubled in the last two days. She rarely opens her eyes yet when she does, she has looked at me with a lot of uncertainy and seems scared. I started thinking about Marin's journey she has had here on earth and what a glorious trip it has been and will be until the end. I then started thinking about the journey that she will have in heaven. Of course she is feeling scared. No one close to her has ever died. She feels she is going to be alone. I have been telling her about her relatives that have gone on to heaven and how they will be wating to meet her. I'm sure they have a lot of stories for her about when I was a little girl, etc.

The best comfort I think I have given her is as always, Marin needs a goal or a job to do. I started thinking about what Marin's job in heaven could be, an the answer is obvious. Marin has always been Camie's guardian angel here on earth. Since Camie was a little girl, Marin looked out for her to make sure she was happy, safe, learning, etc. She always wanted the best for Camie and rejoiced in every accomplishment Camie received. Marin is going to be Camie's "coach" or guardian angel. Just like she has looked out for her here, Marin can guide Camie and coach her through her life journey. I talked with Marin about this and she instantly seemed to have more peace. Now she has her goal and work cut out for her. Marin is probably swimming the final race of her life and, as always, fighting really hard. Her strength is truely amazing, as any Olympian's strength would be.

I ask for your prayers once again to give us, including all of you, strength to try to live as Marin has. With awesome strength, courage, hope, happiness, and pride.

Happy New Year and remember to love those close to your heart.

A big hug,
Marin Rose Morrison
Nancy, Matt, Camie, and Michael.

Thursday, December 25, 2008 1:21 PM CST

Merry Christmas to all on what will undoubtedly be a very special and certainly a most memorable holiday for our family. A steady snowfall continued overnight Christmas Eve and has not let up as we enjoy a beautiful white Christmas, even as we begin to realize we now may be stuck inside for a while.

Marin gave us a big smile as we all awoke excited for the joy of this holiday and, of course, the brightly wrapped presents under the tree. Because Marin is bed-ridden and immobile she was unable to join Michael and Camlyn in the traditional enthusiasm over Santa's visit, but we did our best to include her in shifts by going up to her room to include her in the gift giving. The happy expression on her face let us know she was sharing the joy as best she could.

Santa was very good to the children once again and especially so with the big present located only after a fun hunt for clues, beginning with "On the first day of Christmas, my true love gave to me, one scavenger hunt with lots of happiness and love." The very clever elf who devised this poem to go with the scheme then set down a trail through our home that presented "two shiney bowls, three dog treats, 4 poop-scoop bags, 5 feedings a day!... 6 walks on a leash, 7 parts of a dog crate, 8 tries at putting a collar on, 9 tries assembling a dog gate, 10 doggie toys... and on the 11th day, the ultimate gift, of course, was a handsome golden retriever puppy that both Mike and Camie placed boldly at the top of their wish list for Santa. The name choices had previously been discussed between the two, just in case this special Christmas wish was granted. And on the 12th Day, indeed, all their Christmas Wishes came true.

The young male pup was quickly dubbed "Duke" (with an approving nod here in honor of the great Marion Morrison, better known as John Wayne) and then Michael freestyled his own embelishment that resulted in the official title of "Duke The Awesome". We introduced him to Marin who seemed to enjoy the newest member of our family as he romped on her chest, and then gave a cute squeal when Duke licked her face. Rosie, 12-years old and 9-pounds of the toughest marshmallow any other dog ever met walking down the street, was tolerant if not welcoming of her new little brother. Not too much attitude but a little growl to let the pup know who's the queen. Duke, seven weeks old, already outweighs Rosie, so this will get interesting.

Toasty warm indoors under a thick blanket of still falling snow, we've been enjoying our Christmas with Gramma Shirley here and thinking of family and friends near and far. We hope your holiday has been happy and blessed with the same spirit we've enjoyed. Merry Christmas and Happy Hannukah to all.

Love,

Marin & Nancy, Matt, Camie, Mikey, Gramma Shirley, Rosie and Duke The Awesome.

Monday, December 22, 2008 2:27 PM CST

With fresh falling snow almost non-stop through the weekend, we are truly enjoying a winter wonderland as we get ready for Christmas. Marin has had to simply enjoy the scenerey through the window, but the rest of us have taken full advantage of the snow. Camie and Michael joined scores of other neighborhood kids for sledding around on the local hills and the snow ball tossing has been non stop. Marin does get a smile when she sees the beautiful snow, but she seems pretty content to stay indoors out of the cold. We've had a little melt today, meaning at least the roads are clearing, but it's still likely we'll be having a white Christmas.

The weather outside has been only part of the excitement this week as Grandma Shirley has arrived for a holiday visit. She always brightens the household and enjoys our friends and neighbors when they visit.

And finally, Michael as a new look this week as he finally lost one of his upper front teeth. Both have been wiggly for weeks, but his right front tooth is the first to go and now he has another request for his Christmas stocking... one of his two front teeth.

Have a Merry Christmas everyone and Happy Holidays to all,

Marin & Nancy, Matt, Camlyn, & Michael

Tuesday, December 9, 2008 1:41 PM CST

Wow... the flow of goodwill and well wishes in the wake of last weekend's showing of the Paralympics Special on NBC has been wonderful for all of us us. We spend a nice chunk of each day reading the notes from friends & family that bring a ceaseless smile to Marin's face. Thanks to some of our local supporters, the DVD is now available for purchase through NBC. Here's the link:

http://www.nbcuniversalstore.com/detail.php?p=81955&v=nbc&SESSID=2df387658788607bd98decfd3016e19b

Overall, Marin's been a little better over the past week or so; more alert, a bit more vocal and certainly able to enjoy her environment a little better. Visits always inspire her, although she's not able to see too many people in a single day. It's difficult for us to stimulate her physically as she has a lot of pain with almost any movement and mentally we are challenged to keep boredom out of the room. Still, Marin maintains a great attitude, as she always has, and protests very little despite her almost constant discomfort. Fortunately we have some good nursing help and support from therapists that makes a positive difference for all of us. And our terrific neighors and local church groups who help us in ways we wouldn't think about but absolutely appreciate.

We had a little apprehension Tuesday as Michael went to the doctors for a little minor proceedure. He had a small lump above his left eyebrow since birth, and we all thought it best to have it removed, now that he's older. While Nancy was a little anxious, all went smoothly, and Michael's only real trauma was a little emotion over losing the thing he referred to as his "little friend". We think he'll get over it.

Happy Holidays ahead,

Marin & Nancy, Matt, Camlyn & Michael

Thursday, December 4, 2008 11:46 PM CST

Like the relatively nice weather we've been enjoying here, Marin continues to shine a little brighter. Her physical condition remains difficult and despite her frustrations and boredom it appears she is happy inside. It shows in her eyes and in her smile when we talk to her or she welcomes a visitor. In general, she's certainly more alert and engaged than she has been over the past several weeks. We're very happy that she seems to appreciate the holiday decorations in the room and enjoys her visitors.

We're excited that NBC will be re-airing the Paralympics Special this Saturday afternoon, December 6th. Don't miss it if you haven't seen it and record it if you can, it's simply excellent television and the feature story on Marin is outstanding.

Have a wonderful weekend,

Marin & Nancy, Matt, Camlyn & Michael

Sunday, November 30, 2008 6:20 PM CST

Altogether it's been a very blessed holiday weekend as we enjoyed Thanksgiving with friends and neighbors, had fun doing the holiday decorations & shopping, and our dear Marin has been feeling pretty well throughout. While she's not as expressive as she'd like to be, she certainly enjoyed visits from friends on Thursday and Friday and appreciates the small, brightly colored Christmas we've placed in the upstairs TV room for her, that's in addition to the beautiful angel tree she has continuously lit in her bedroom. She's actually brighter and more alert in recent days and her appetite remains strong. The nice weather here has allowed us to keep the windows open at times and the fresh air indoors is very energizing.

If boredom is a challenge, Marin continues to have a great attitude. We've enjoyed some good holiday movies on cable the last few days and things are destined to get a little more exciting here over the next 24-hours as we welcome a visit from Uncle Ron & Aunt Teryl and their three boys. Michael will be extra pumped with his three like-aged cousins in for a visit and Marin is sure to enjoy the excitement. We hope all of you have been able to enjoy family and friends this weekend as well. As always, we appreciate hearing from so many of you near and far.

Happy Holidays,

Marin & Nancy, Matt, Camlyn & Michael

Thursday, November 27, 2008 9:02 PM CST

Happy Thanksgiving to all. We've enjoyed a nice day with friends and neighors while counting our blessings, somethins we try to do every day. In Marin's case, it's an hour by hour proposition, with each moment of every day a differenct measure of her struggle and triumph.

Right now Marin is alert and happy despite the fact that she has now pysical control and very little verbal abilty to communicate. We can understand her from the way she smiles and the look in her eyes, and from what we know she is determined to continue with her fight despite the physical discomfort of inactivity and the mental boredome of her daily routine.

She gets comfort and satidfaction from the attention we can offer her and the cards and letters she receives are very stimulating. But here we are on Thanksgiving Day and we're a bit heartbroken that she's unable to participate socially. Still, she handles herself with beautiful grace and we know she sppreciates her life. I only wish she wqa an=ble to enjoy it better.

We are thankful for all the friends who've expressed their appreciation for Marin's life and given us all meaning to the struggle she's endured. Still going strong, and proud to be here with her. Enjoy each moment with each other,
Love,
Marin & Nancy, Matt, Camlyn & Michael

Wednesday, November 19, 2008 9:41 PM CST

Time seems to be passing so quickly this month although not much here has changed. Marin continues to struggle physically, which can be very challenging for all of us, but she still seems to be relatively comfortable and relaxed when she's awake and alert, and that in turn carries us through the day. Visits from friends, teachers, and therapists always make her smile and we pass the time reading books and notes on the internet from this site and others. Of course there's movies on TV, and her favorite shows like "Desperate Housewives", "Monk", and "Pushing Daisies". The next goal on the list, beyond the Thanksgiving holiday, is a seasons worth of "The Bachellor" which Marin & Nancy are really looking forward to. Setting goals for her, near and long term, is the best way for all of us to make it through each day, week to week, month to month.

Many of our friends inevitably ask how Camie and Michael are doing as we deal with this struggle as a family. While both are sensitive to Marin's condition and doing extra things around the house to pitch in, they are also enjoying full and happy lives in and out of the household. Michael has lots of friends for a full social life, and is doing very well in first grade, including reading at a level way ahead of his grade. And Camie made us proud again with another stellar report card today, straight A's with a challenging course load in her 9th grade year while also swimming on the Eastlake varsity swim team. We're very proud of both of them.

We've really enjoyed the heartfelt letters in the wake of the NBC Paralympics Special on November 9th. For those who wish to see it again or for the first time, there is a link to Marin's segment along with a nice article about her in the Universal Sports web site. Here's the link to cut & paste:

http://www.universalsports.com/ViewArticle.dbml?SPID=13327&DB_OEM_ID=23000&ATCLID=1623375

In addition, here's a link to the Hurley web site that is featuring beanie's designed by Marin with proceeds going to charity. We're very thankful that Marin has this opportunitiy to further have a positive impact. Thanks to all who participate.

We're looking forward to the holidays and we hope everyone is as well.

Enjoy each day,

Marin & Nancy, Matt, Camie, and Michael

Monday, November 10, 2008 0:14 AM CST

Sunday was incredibly emotional as we watched the NBC Special together with a few friends in our home. Marin was alert and comfortable and she wore a smile for the entire hour and a half. The show was amazing and the segment that featured Marin ran at the end of what was already a very emotional 90 minutes. This program captured the spirit of the Paralympics perfectly with a tapestry of stories that brought out the unique blend of human drama, adversity, and excellence in athletics that defines disabled athletes. The producers told Marin's story beautifully and reliving our experience in Beijing was heartwarming for us. It was neat to see Camie and Mike in their cheering mode along with Nancy & Aunt Jojo. The program left us full of pride and very grateful that Marin was able to persevere and fulfill her dream and that we were able to go along to share this amazing journey with her. After the show aired I wrote to the producers and photographer that worked on her piece to thank them for doing such a great job, and now we also want to publicly thank all our family, friends, neighbors, and supporters from afar that have done so much to help Marin and our family enjoy this experience of a lifetime. The guestbook entries here exploded with kind messages after the show and reaffirmed how much of an affect Marin has had on the lives of others. This is important to us. Now we're looking forward to the coverage on Universal Sports which begins Monday.

To continue the theme of having a positive affect, we are also very proud that the Hurley clothing company has taken on Marin's spirit and is producing a line of knit beanie's with the tag "Hurley by Marin". The web site http://www.hurley.com/ has the story and information on how you can purchase the hats. Our share of the proceeds will go to Marin's favorite charities. Check it out, we're very impressed with the web page.

Have a wonderful week,

Marin & Nancy, Matt, Camlyn & Michael

http://www.hurley.com/

Saturday, November 8, 2008 4:42 PM CST

Hi, we hope everyone's enjoying a nice weekend.

We want to alert you to NBC's big Paralympics Special airing this Sunday at 2:30pm eastern and 11:30am pacific (check your local listings to be certain, and Tivo this if you can). This is a 90-minute program narrated by Bob Costas and featuring a terrific segment on Marin. The show is getting some great reviews from the press, including the clips below, beginning with this item from The Wall Street Journal:

"Profiling Paralympic Heroes
A Documentary That Makes Phelps's Golds Look Easy by Comparison"

"...for swimmer Marin Morrison, a former youth champion from Washington state diagnosed with a brain tumor during her first year in high school. Ms. Morrison's slow-motion swim at the Water Cube is as life-affirming and triumphant as her disease is tragic."

And this from the New York Times:

"...and Marin Morrison, a swimmer devastated by a brain tumor.

"She's freer in the water than she is on land," Morrison's father said. She was not competitive in the race that was shown, but that was not the point. She was there, only months after emergency brain surgery and radiation, swimming the backstroke in the same Water Cube where Michael Phelps won his eight gold medals. You won't mind weeping."
http://www.nytimes.com/2008/11/08/sports/othersports/08sandomir.html

And this, too:

"...NBC is presenting what is destine to win
producer David Michaels and narrator Bob Costas another sports Emmy for their private collections.

The 90 minute special looking at the 2008 Paralympics from Beijing is one of the most inspiring and beautifully done sports documentaries that I have seen in years. It is worthy of being a feature film."

And here's a link to an article in today's Seattle Times:
http://blog.seattletimes.nwsource.com/olympics/index.html#34091

We're really looking forward to the special on Sunday and the Paralympics coverage in Universal Sports all next week. We spoke with Rowdy Gaines who is doing the narration for Marin's race that they're showing (I'm not sure which day... have to watch 'em all).

To coincide with this, the Hurley clothing company is rolling out their campaign featuring Marin's knitted beanie's. Proceeds will be going to charity and Hurley will be featuring the campain on their website beginning this weekend. Check it out at www.hurley.com.

Marin is having a nice Saturday. Our hearts are with the clan in Michigan as Aunt Nell is laid to rest. Have a great weekend.

Love,

Marin & Nancy, Matt, Camie, & Michael

Friday, November 7, 2008 1:04 AM CST

We're very excited as we look forward to Sunday when NBC broadcasts it's 90-minute Paralympics Special featuring a segment on Marin's journey. No less than the incomperable Bob Costas narrates the program which is listed at 2:30 to 4pm eastern time, which could mean an 11:30 am start in the pacific time zone. Check your local listings for Sunday to be certain. Here's a link (thanks to our incomperable OT Beth) to a story on the special and Universal Sports event coverage beginning Monday.

http://biz.yahoo.com/bw/081103/20081103005519.html?.v=2

In the meantime we're doing our best to keep Marin as happy and comfortable as she can be. We've been spending a lot of time during the day watching old home movies and all of us really enjoy reliving the nice memories. Her strength and energy are still very low but her appetite remains strong. We do our best to reposition her and exercise her legs throughout the day but often this is difficult or painful to her. Despite her suffering, Marin still manages to give us a nice smile and a comforting look when she's enjoying a visit or a pleasant moment. Her beautiful spirit continues to shine through.

Our thoughts this weekend are also with our clan gathering in Michigan to pay last respects to our dear Aunt Nell who's service is Saturday. Nell Buckminster passed away last month at the age of 80. Talk about spirit; her infectious laugh will be with us forever and her unique way of telling a story will be imitated by the cousins for generations to come. We'll miss you aunt Nell.

Love,

Marin & Matt, Nancy, Camie and Michael

Friday, October 31, 2008 2:05 PM CDT

Happy Halloween,

Even if the beautiful autumn weather has gone undercover, it is indeed a happier day. And it's not just all about the candy. Marin has been able enjoy the last few days a little better thanks to visits from her teacher Ashley and therapist Beth, who loaned us a very nice reclining-type sturdy lawn chair that allows Marin to change positions more freely and shift when her comfort level calls for it. A little adjustment on her medications has helped too. And as always, a little comic relief from Michael in his anticipation of Trick Or Treating has elicited a few smiles as well.

One development that's been ultra-cool is a commitment by the Hurley brand clothing company to produce a line of knit caps inspired by Marin. Since she loves nothing better than the beach, this is a terrific fit. An executive with the surf wear company, Pete Rocky, knew Marin's story through his wife Kristen who's reported on her, and proposed the idea with proceeds going to charity. We thought it was a great honor and we were thrilled to receive prototype caps today that include a tag that reads "Hurley by Marin". In a couple different styles, the color combinations look great and the quality is excellent. Marin drew a big smile when we showed her the caps. We'll keep you posted on when the beanies go in to production and become available.

We're also looking forward to some strong television coverage of the Paralympics coming up in November on Universal Sports and NBC. Kristen sent us a You Tube link to an opening montage that's already been edited and we thought we'd share that with everyone.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f1abffaqeA0&eurl=http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=721197461

As always, we enjoy reading the guestbook entries from friends and family, near and far, new and old. Thanks for keeping our family in your thoughts and prayers.

Happy All Saints Day,

Marin & Nancy, Matt, Camlyn & Michael

Wednesday, October 22, 2008 10:22 PM CDT

Hi all,

Sorry for the long delay between posts, it's just that Marin's visit to the White House is awfully tough to top, and indeed I won't even try. We're glad that so many people enjoyed her pictures with the President It's been a couple weeks now and I've sat down to write several times but I just haven't had the heart without much positive news to report.

Since returning from DC, Marin has continued to have a difficult time. She remains at home, but is unable to do anything for herself. She sleeps a lot, which at this point is something of a blessing. Awake, she is aware of her circumstance and is often sad or frustrated by her limitations. Still on lots of medications, Marin is relatively comfortable in her inactivity but when we need to move her for any necessary reason, she feels a lot of pain, sometimes at even the slightest touch or movement. Over sensitive physically and emotionally at times, we know it has a lot to do with the medications, but her dizziness has been minimized and she hasn't been nauseus in a long time so on the whole we feel the chemical balance is worth the side affects as they are now.

On a brighter note, Marin's appetite and all of her vital signs remain strong and she does enjoy moments of every day. Wednesday she was feeling particularly well and because the autumn weather here was so nice, we took her out for a drive. The fall colors are popping and a Marin enjoyed the fresh air and bright colors. Most of the time though she doesn't have the energy to get out. She may enjoy an hour of watching a favorite TV show, occasional visits from friends, a foot massage from our neighbor Liz, or Michael's antics when he gets home from school. Reading to her is one of our favorite pastimes right now we're currently enjoying the Nicolas Sparks novel "Dear John". Marin really seems to appreciate this time together; we certainly do.

As always, we read from her guestbook entries here and Marin always smiles when we tell her who they're from. She still has a good memory of her friends near and far. Thanks as always for the prayers and well wishes. Below are the links to our photos from Beijing and the most recent news story from KOMO-TV here in Seattle. Check the photo page where we've updated with some shots of Marin's visit to the White House. We'll have more soon.

Making the most of every day,

Marin & Nancy, Matt, Camlyn & Michael

http://morrisonfamilyphoto.shutterfly.com/

http://www.komonews.com/home/video/29880429.html?video=pop&t=a

Wednesday, October 8, 2008 3:09 PM CDT

We had an amazing whirlwind trip to Washington, DC and once again, Marin shined in her moment. Traveling Monday from Seattle, through Denver, and in to DC that afternoon, she was uncomfortable from sitting on the airplane and rather tired from the early wake-up call, but altogether she travelled well and she was excited about the visit next day. While most of the Olympic and Paralympic team members flew in to Baltimore and were bussed to the ceremony in the morning, the USOC put us up in a hotel within walking distance of the White House, and after a good night's sleep and a great breakfast, we walked down the street to the event with a small contingent of athletes and officials.

On a bright, clear morning, the gathering of hundreds of USA athletes was incredibly impressive. The women were all in matching t-shirts with navy blue wind breakers, the men in red, with the USA Olympic team insignia and everyone was enjoying the company of each other. There were lots of smiles and a little bit of star-gazing. Everyone was excited to be among the company of elite athletes, and then some of the more recognizable Olympic stars were signing autographs and such. Of course everyone was on the Michael Phelps watch, and he did participate in the ceremony, but he was whisked in by handlers and his agent just before the ceremony was about to begin so he wasn't mingling with everyone beforehand. Afterward he did spend a lot of time taking pictures with all the other athletes, mostly women I noticed, and signing autographs. We did come across him during the tour of the White House that followed, but we didn't get close enough to snap a picture with him and Marin. Unfortunately, Marin's favorite Aaron Piersol was unable to make the event and we didn't see her friend Kathleen Hersey; we don't think she was there either. We did say hello to, and take pictures with, lots of other notable people, including gold medal winners Ryan Lochte from the men's swim team and Shaun Johnson from the gymnastics team. It wasn't until we returned home and we watched the home video I took that Cammie pointed out that the cute young woman who walked down the street from the hotel with us, with whom we chatted about a number of things including the Beijing experience, turned out to be star gymnist Nastia Liuken. Who knew?! Nancy took a nice picture with exercise guru Denise Austin, a board member of the President's Council on Physical Fitness, and Nancy was the best fitness trainer in that photo, I assure you. It was really nice to see so many members of the Paralympic swim team one more time and in such a neat setting; we had brief but nice visits with Aimee B., Elizabeth S., Miranda U., Cheryl A., Kendall B., Curtis L., Joe M., Rudy G. and coach Jimi. It was a very special day indeed.

President Bush delivered a nice speech, introducing the athletes as the "the greatest Olympic and Paralympic team ever assembled". We're incredibly proud that Marin had her place front and center in this historic setting. And literally, she was front and center. Thanks to a tip from Aimee (who's posed for these White House photo ops before), we stategically waited for the proper moment to wheel Marin to the front and center of the gathering. She was seated in the front row in the middle, about ten feet in front of the President's lectern and a little to his left. Any photos of the entire gathering shows Marin among the athletes surrounding the President. That worked out pretty good. We've updated our photo page here to include three pictures from the event and it shows Marin's rather excellent position for the ceremony. Check it out on the photo page.

After the ceremony, we mingled for a time taking pictures and visiting. Our friend Connie Bailey, another Paralympic parent, snapped an awesome photo of Kendall with his arm around President Bush. It was priceless! We then went on a tour of the White House (main floor only) where we were allowed to take pictures and video (not usually the norm). We also saw Michael Phelps again but couldn't quite manage to catch him for a good photo with Marin. Oh well. When we were done touring and saying our goodbyes, we went back up the street to the hotel, checked out, went to the airport and flew home. Once again, Marin travelled very well and we were back in Seattle in time to put Michael to bed. We owe a big debt of gratitude to our good friend and neighbor Valerie G. for looking after Cammie & Michael while we were gone. This allowed us to make the trip and it turned out to be an incredible 36 hours. We'll include the White House photos on our shutterfly link:

http://morrisonfamilyphoto.shutterfly.com/

Also, here's the latest terrific news story on her trip to Beijing by Eric Johnson at KOMO-4 news:

http://www.komonews.com/home/video/29880429.html?video=pop&t=a

On now to whatever's next. We're looking forward to the NBC Paralympic special which we're told now is coming up the second week in November. And of course before that is Halloween. We focus on short-range goals to help Marin get through the tough days and it always seems to help. She tends to rise to the occasion. We live for the good moments in each day. And we thank you all for sharing this journey with us.

Until next time,

Marin & Nancy, Matt, Camlyn & Michael

Monday, October 6, 2008 0:11 AM CDT

Here is th link to our photos from Beijing. Enjoy!

http://morrisonfamilyphoto.shutterfly.com/

Indeed, we are off here early Monday morning to Washington, DC where Marin will be honored along with the other USA Olympic and Paralympic athletes that competed in Beijing. The USOC gratiously made arrangements to include both Mom & Dad on the trip as it takes both of us to care for Marin's needs on a daily basis. She's been a little better the last couple of days so we're feeling positive about the trip. We continually ask Marin if she feels up to making the trip and she insists that she is. We know that mentally she is up for it, but physically and even emotionally we have our concerns. The medications seem to be effectively keeping her comfortable, but she's also hyper-sensitive in a lot of ways, including her emotions. While she's generally happy most of the time, she also gets frustrated to the point of tears at almost any inconvience, of which there are many in her world right now. In any case, she certainly knows she has nothing better to do right now, so why not a trip to the White House to see the President? Flying to DC will be a breeze compared to a trip to Beijing. We're looking forward to seeing some of her swimming teammates again and meeting some of the other Olympic athletes Marin has admired, including Aaron P., Dara Tores, and Michael Phelps. It would be especially wonderful to see her old friend Kathleen Hersey as well, but we're simply not sure who will be making this trip or not. In any case, we feel it's a terrific honor for Marin to be included in this team USA honor, and we're going to enjoy our day in DC.

Congrtulations to the newlyweds Rob (Matt's cousin) and Mandy Kroha who were married Saturday in Napa, CA. We heard it was another smash of a good time for the clan. With regrets, we were unable to make the trip but we wish them great happiness in a long and fruitful marriage.

Thanks as always for the love and support,

Marin & Nancy, Matt, Camlyn & Michael

Monday, September 29, 2008 0:17 AM CDT

Once again, here is the link to our photo album from Beijing. Dig it!

http://morrisonfamilyphoto.shutterfly.com/

While enjoying the splendor of a spectacular sunset Sunday evening, we learned of the passing of our dear Aunt Nell. She succumbed earlier in the morning after a long and brave battle with throat cancer. At last report, she was comfortable in a Michigan hospice and never gave up her trademark sense of humor. The first person in the McIntyre family to reach 80 years of age, Nell was Matt's mother's oldest sister, the first of six girls born in to a family of 12 children. She will be missed dearly, but be certain she will never be forgotten; she is by far the most imitated relative among all the cousins - truly the sincerest form of flattery in the case of this one-of-a-kind multi-dimentioned beauty. We love you Aunt Nell.

As we return to the rythm of our routine and autumn hints at her arrival, we are enjoying some beautiful late summer weather here in the northwest. Alas, Marin hasn't been able to take advantage of the outdoor opportunity as much as we would hope; her energy level remains very low and she's sleeping as much as 20 hours per day. When she is awake and alert, she's happy to be eating & watching TV or putting up with Michael and his shanannigans. She's comfortable and generally happy, although it's clear her deteriorating condition has her frustrated. Right now she's unable to stand on her own or walk, so she gets physically uncomfortable sitting and lying down all the time. We try to do our best to move her to different sitting positions in various chairs and sofa's around our upstairs, and on any given day she can be much better than others. Our good friend and nighbor Liz K. works some of her massage magic on Marin every few days and it's absolutely helped her a great deal. Thank you Liz.

Through all this, we've learned to truly appreciate the good moments we have with Marin every day, and there are many of them. This is what propels us and shields us from the difficulties of her condition. Every smile, every giggle at one of Camie's comments, every time she rolls her eyes at another one of Michael's pratfalls is a treasure. She enjoyed visits this week from her tharapist Beth who's been such an amazingly supportive friend; Ashley her teacher who brightens up every room she walks in to; our friends the Kaplan family with Ira and Lan Fen, her teammates on the local disability swimming team, and from Eric Johnson again from KOMO-4 News who did another amazing job with his follow up story on Marin's Paralympic experience in Beijing. We can't say enough about how well Eric, Doug, Matt and the good people at KOMO-4 have handled Marin's story. As of this writing the link to view the story wasn't available on KOMO's website but we'll post that as soon as we can.

Right now the trip to the White House in one week remains a go. We asked Marin if she felt up to traveling across the country to Washington DC and her astounded reply was plenty enough to convince us. We'll just have to make sure she's awake when the President wants to shake her hand and hope that W. serves heaping helpings of tater-tots (I'm thinking he does).

Sunshine and smiles,

Marin & Nancy, Matt, Camlyn, & Michael

Monday, September 22, 2008 1:25 AM CDT

Thanks to our neighbor Tammy, who clued us in on how to upload pictures to shutterfly, we're able to share our photos from China with all of you. Cut and paste the following link and enjoy!

http://morrisonfamilyphoto.shutterfly.com/

Now that the Paralympics have concluded and we've returned from China, the reflection of what was the most amazing experience of our lives is glowing inside all of us. Marin's last swim on Monday morning at the Water Cube was another big success measured in courage, determination, emotion, excitement and her finish at the wall. When she completed her final race, the 50-meter freestyle (which she swims on her back) she turned her face toward the grand stands and displayed a huge smile for the entire crowd. Her face beamed with pride, appreciation, accomplishment and relief. Once again, she finished well off her qualifying time and well behind everyone else in her heat, but the entire building was behind her, with everyone cheering her home; all of us getting the sense that the crowd was aware of her struggle and were witnessing an effort equal to or better than any gold medal performance. It was very emotional for all of us to experience this together.

On the final evening of swimming, Marin sat with the rest of the USA team that wasn't competing, all wearing their USA Hockey jerseys they were awarded at the US Trials when they made the team. It was very special to be among this group of incredible athletes that collectively performed so well in Beijing. The USA finished atop the medal count with 44-total and 17-gold. It's an honor to know that Marin will always be associated with this exceptional group of men and women; athletes, coaches, and staff members that helped make this such a incredible experience for all of us.

Many people have been following the Paralympics through Universal Sports on TV or through the web site at Universalsports.com, and some have expressed disappointment and confusion that they haven't seen any of Marin's races. To explain that, the telecasts focused on the evening events at the games; the swimming races shown were the finals of the events with the preliminary qualifying races already completed in the morning. Marin never made it out of the prelims in any of her three events, thus she was never swimming in the evening events that were shown on TV. Still, her story is part of the fabric of the games and we were interviewed by NBC/Universal extensively after her final race. We were told that they're working on a feature story for the NBC Paralympics show scheduled for October (I think the 18th). Everyone is aware that Marin's is an extraordinary story, but in the business of sports television, it's difficult to promise coverage so we'll simply wait and see how it goes.

Back on home turf, it's back to school for Camie and Michael who have a good excuse and some good stories to tell for showing up a couple weeks tardy. As for Marin, we'll continue to focus on her medical needs which continue to be substantial. She's been invited to the White House in a few weeks for an Olympic/Paralympic greeting with President Bush. It's very exciting and we'll work with that goal in mind for right now. The notes of encouragement and congratulations for Marin here on her web site have been a great comfort and inspiration to her and to all of us over the course of this amazing experience and we thank everyone for their kindness and support in every way.

The journey continues,

Marin & Nancy, Matt, Camlyn & Michael

Thursday, September 18, 2008 0:01 AM CDT

Home again, and a good night's sleep never felt so satisfying. Like McFly & Doc Brown in their De Laurean, we bolted Beijing in a 747 time machine on Tuesday at noon and arrived in Seattle Tuesday at 12:45 pm. Who could know a trip half way around the world could take 45 minutes. Once again, Marin travelled well and we're all happy to be home and in our own beds. A special thanks here to our friends and neighbors Brianna, Heidi, Susan and Valerie who made our arrival very special with a multi-vehicle pick-up from the airport and a nice lunch waiting for us at home.

Now that the Paralympics have concluded and we've returned from China, the reflection of what was the most amazing experience of our lives is glowing inside all of us. Marin's last swim on Monday morning at the Water Cube was another big success measured in courage, determination, emotion, excitement and her finish at the wall. When she completed her final race, the 50-meter freestyle (which she swims on her back) she turned her face toward the grand stands and displayed a huge smile for the entire crowd. Her face beamed with pride, appreciation, accomplishment and relief. Once again, she finished well off her qualifying time and well behind everyone else in her heat, but the entire building was behind her, with everyone cheering her home; all of us getting the sense that the crowd was aware of her struggle and were witnessing an effort equal to or better than any gold medal performance. It was very emotional for all of us to experience this together.

On the final evening of swimming, Marin sat with the rest of the USA team that wasn't competing, all wearing their USA Hockey jerseys they were awarded at the US Trials when they made the team. It was very special to be among this group of incredible athletes that collectively performed so well in Beijing. The USA finished atop the medal count with 44-total and 17-gold. It's an honor to know that Marin will always be associated with this exceptional group of men and women; athletes, coaches, and staff members that helped make this such a incredible experience for all of us.

Many people have been following the Paralympics through Universal Sports on TV or through the web site at Universalsports.com, and some have expressed disappointment and confusion that they haven't seen any of Marin's races. To explain that, the telecasts focused on the evening events at the games; the swimming races shown were the finals of the events with the preliminary qualifying races already completed in the morning. Marin never made it out of the prelims in any of her three events, thus she was never swimming in the evening events that were shown on TV. Still, her story is part of the fabric of the games and we were interviewed by NBC/Universal extensively after her final race. We were told that they're working on a feature story for the NBC Paralympics show scheduled for October (I think the 18th). Everyone is aware that Marin's is an extraordinary story, but in the business of sports television, it's difficult to promise coverage so we'll simply wait and see how it goes.

Back on home turf, it's back to school for Camie and Michael who have a good excuse and some good stories to tell for showing up a couple weeks tardy. As for Marin, we'll continue to focus on her medical needs which continue to be substantial. She's been invited to the White House in a few weeks for an Olympic/Paralympic greeting with President Bush. It's very exciting and we'll work with that goal in mind for right now. The notes of encouragement and congratulations for Marin here on her web site have been a great comfort and inspiration to her and to all of us over the course of this amazing experience and we thank everyone for their kindness and support in every way.

The journey continues,

Marin & Nancy, Matt, Camlyn & Michael

Sunday, September 14, 2008 2:48 AM CDT

Greetings from Beijing!!, (again!)

Today is Sunday, Autumn Harvest Day in china. The day is a national holiday. The head chef at the Hilton, Beijing told us this day occurs on a full moon late towards the end of summer. Legand tells that when the moon is full, there is a large castle you can see with beautiful people in it if you look hard enough at it. The chinese celebrate this day by spending time with their families and eating "moon cakes." They are small cupcakes, individually wrapped, with various fillings inside. We have had moon cakes today and spent time together at breakfast. Marin, by the way, thought the moon cakes were good. Opinions varied through the rest of us!

We can't believe that our Beijing experience is coming to a close. I still stand here in wonder of how we made it through all of extreme high and lows with Marin's health, well being, etc. It truly is a miracle. We all feel so thankful for helping her complete her dream and experience this journey. Tomorrow Marin swims her last event, the 50 back. We then embark on our journey back to America on Tuesdsay.

Right now Camie and myself (Nancy) just arrived back from visiting the pearl market with Aunt Jojo and then making a brief stop at the Temple of Heaven. Since it is a Chinese Holiday, the Temple was quite crowded with chinese people sending their prayers and wishes to their Gods. We saw a lot more atheletes out and about as the games are getting closer to finishing.

In addition to being excited to go home, there is also a big sense of anticipation on my behalf. These last two weeks have been what Marin has been preparing for her whole life. It's what so many of us have been hoping for, praying for, and feeling she is living for. In two days, our journey will be over. As I ponder this, I only have to, with Marin, set yet another goal for us to work towards. When I discussed it with Marin, she quietly responded, "I wish my leg and arm worked." I told her this will be our next goal. We will focus on her being able to walk out on the sand and sit by the ocean.

Thank you, EVERYONE, for EVERYTHING!!! You can only imagine all the emotions that dear Aunt Jojo has to have endured. SWIM STRONG MARIN!!!

Filled with moon cakes,
Marin, Camie, Michael
Matt, Nancy, and Aunt Jojo

Saturday, September 13, 2008 8:09 AM CDT

Our stay in Beijing has been wonderful and as we enjoy our final few days here, we're trying to let the entire experience wash over us. Marin's final race is Monday morning, the 50-meter freestyle, and since it's been almost a week since she's competed, it seems like an eternity to wait. We've been taking her to the Water Cube on most days, and she's been able to swim a little. She continues to feel pretty awful in general, but without complaint, she goes about her routine with poise and determination. We've spent most of our afternoons in the Athletes Village where we've enjoyed the company of Marin's teammates and coaches while eating lunch. Everyone's been very nice to her, even as she's not always able to converse very well. She definitely feels special when friends say hi to her. It's the same feeling when we read to her the well wishes in her guestbook here. She really appreciated hearing from everyone.

We are taking a lot of pride in being a member of this USA Paralympic Swim team as the men and the women are racking up the medals. Erin, Jessica and so many others are coming through with great swims and we enjoy watching so many of these good people fulfill their promise in such a magnificent setting. We hope all are enjoying seeing some of the coverage on Unversal Sports.

We can't say enough about how well the USOC has been taking care of us and it's been a pleasure getting to know the staff members that we see on a daily basis. It's been a blast, and we'll always cherish these friendships and these memories.

Still swimming strong,

Marin & Nancy, Matt, Camlyn, Michael + Aunt Joanne

Thursday, September 11, 2008 8:50 PM CDT

Greetings once again from the future,

Friday morning dawned with another bright, beautiful shine, the third straight day with clear, clean weather. Once again, Marin is ticketed for a swimming workout today, something we tried to get done yesterday but she was too dizzy to allow her to swim effectively so we put it off for today. We spent the morning at the Cube watching her teammates do another great job in the preliminaries, then we spent the afternoon at the athletes village, visiting with people over lunch and enjoying the sunshine in a really fun setting. Coach Andy Hay said his goodbyes in the morning and departed for home. Thanks for making the effort and coming along for support Andy.

In the meantime, the rest of the exploration party went to the Beijing zoo, where the reports were outstanding. There was a park dedicated to pandas where at least a half dozen were awake and active. Michael and Camie report that the big cats were most impressive. The tigers were huge and their cages allowed for spectators to be about ten feet away. Both Michael and Camie said they felt uncomfortable standing so close as the menacing tigers eyed them like little snacks. They also raved about the lions, panthers, and cheetah's. Lions, tigers and panda bears, oh my!

In the evening, Nancy and Joanne took in a session of track and field at the Birdsnest and really enjoyed it. They watched as Jeff Skiba, who's also from Sammamish and who's mother works at Marin's high school, finished with the silver medal in the Pentathlon. Congratulations Jeff. We continue having a good time visiting with friends and meeting new ones. We're looking ahead to a nice weekend and Marin's final swim on Monday. More on our adventures soon.

Swimming strong,

Marin & Nancy, Matt, Camlyn, Michael & Aunt Joanne

Thursday, September 11, 2008 8:50 PM CDT

Greetings once again from the future,

Friday morning dawned with another bright, beautiful shine, the third straight day with clear, clean weather. Once again, Marin is ticketed for a swimming workout today, something we tried to get done yesterday but she was too dizzy to allow here to swim effectively so we put it off for today. We spent the morning at the Cube watching her teammates do another great job in the preliminaries, then we spent the afternoon at the athletes village, visiting with people over lunch and enjoying the sunshine in a really fun setting. Coach Andy Hay said his goodbyes in the morning and departed for home. Thanks for making the effort and coming along for support Andy.

In the meantime, the rest of the exploration party went to the Beijing zoo, where the reports were outstanding. There was a park dedicated to pandas where at least a half dozen were awake and active. Michael and Camie report that the big cats were most impressive. The tiger were huge and their cages allowed for spectators to be about ten feet away. Both Michael and Camie said they felt uncomfortable standing so close as the menacing tiger eyed them like little snacks. They also raved about the lions, panthers, and cheetah's.

In the evening, Nancy and Joanne took in a session of track and field at the Birdsnest and really enjoyed it. The watched as Jeff Skiba, who's also from Sammamish and who's mother works at Marin's high school, finished with the silver medal in the Pentathlon. Congratulations Jeff. We continue having a good time visiting with friends and meeting new ones. We're looking ahead to a nice weekend and Marin's final swim on Monday. More on our adventures soon.

Swimming strong,

Marin & Nancy, Matt, Camlyn, Michael & Aunt Joanne

Wednesday, September 10, 2008 9:20 AM CDT

A hard rain overnight here in Beijing washed the city clean and Wednesday was a spectacular day in China. Marin has taken the last two days off to rest after racing the first two days of competition. We've enjoyed the performances of her teammates who've done so well at the Cube this week. We're so proud of all the medals that team USA has won so far and especially of Miranda Uhl, our friend from Florida who set a new world record in winning a gold medal in her 200-IM. We've really enjoyed Amanda, Amy, Anna, Jessica, Rudy and all the others that have medaled and represented the team so well. Marin swims again on the final day of swimming competition Monday the 15th. We'll be training at the WaterCube for the next few days and continue enjoying our time visiting around the athletes village.

The last two days have been spent doing some sightseeing as Dad, Mikey and Coach Andy enjoyed a 'boys day out' Tuesday with a trip to the Great Wall (Mikes second visit). It took a little over an hour by taxi through the countryside to reach the area where we went touring. It was intriguing to see the rural areas outside Beijing where farms and small villages were spread out among open fields and hills. It's a very pretty country, although the little settlements we drove through were an odd mix of old oriental buildings, junky piles of materials of all kinds that people were hoarding, and modern amenities like new street signs, traffic lights, and power lines. When we arrived at the Great Wall, the weather was overcast and drizzly but the scenery was still amazing as the incredible structure took on a certain mistique on the misty mountain top. Hiking atop the Wall for about a mile, we couldn't help wondering why this portion was built along a treacherous mountain summitt when nobody in their right mind would be trying to invade through this countryside... but then, nobody was allowed to argue with the emperor back then, so... Almost as treacherous when we were done touring was the navigation down the alley of souvineer peddlers trying to sell us cheap shirts that side "I climbed the Wall" and such. It's an interesting cultural phenomenon here and the ladies have taken up the sport of bartering with the locals for everything they buy, and Nancy is setting the standard for bargaining. She is good!

Wednesday we went to the "Summer Palace" which is an emperor's estate on a lake that's rich in Chinese architecture, beautiful gardens, and a large body of water that was extremely pleasant on this beautiful day. Marin really enjoyed being out in the sun and we all had a very pleasant day. We ran in to the parents of another US athlete, Marlon Shirley who is a star track sprinter who was injured in his race Tuesday night. That was a huge bummer but his family was really nice. Marin's stamina ran out in the early afternoon so we returned to let her rest. When we arrived, her room was fragrant with fresh flowers; a bouquet was delivered from our cousin Justin and his family (thanks, cuz). Later, the ladies heard the calling once again, this time visiting the Pearl Market where they bargained throughout the rest of the day, returning only after exhausting all of their shopping powers to the point they were treated to massages by the women they were bartering with. Good times in China.

Zai Jian for now,

Marin & Nancy, Matt, Camlyn, Mikey, Aunt Jojo and Coach Andy.

Monday, September 8, 2008 7:44 AM CDT

With competition unfortunately not really a factor for Marin at these games, Monday's race in the 50-meter backstroke was almost as satisfying as her debut performance a day before. Once again the capacity crowd was in her favor and cheering her on as she steadily made her way to the finish well back of the other swimmers and well off her qualifying time for this event. From the stands, Nancy had several groups of parents cheering for Marin all of them apparently aware of her story and many of them giving Mom hugs and smiles of support. On the official log, her swim goes down as a disqualification because she was moving one of her legs at the start of the race. A technicality that looks like a bummer on paper, but didn't have any bearing on her standing in the event or in the hearts of everyone in the arena.

Marin's third and final event is the 50-meter freestyle (which she swims on her back) that will take place on the 15th, so we have quite a space before she races again. We'll spend the time taking in more events, supporting the other members of the swim team, and doing some sight seeing. We're having a terrific time here getting to know the athletes, coaches and administrators involved in the Paralympics better and Marin is certainly enjoying her dream come true.

Swimming strong,

Marin & Nancy, Matt, Camlyn, Mikey, Aunt Joanne & Coach Andy

Sunday, September 7, 2008 3:57 AM CDT

The theme to the Beijing Paralympic games is "Amazing Awaits" and on Sunday morning, amazing arrived as Marin displayed all the courage and determination any athlete ever has. In starting and completing her 100-meter freestyle race, she conquered the worst that her brain cancer could challenge her with, and in the space of two laps in the Olympic pool at the Water Cube, she delivered perhaps the least competitive and yet certainly the most inspirational athletic performance I have ever witnessed. The scene was absolutely spine-tingling as the other swimmers in her heat were finishing around the times they were seeded with, and Marin was well back in the 50-meter pool, struggling to bring home to finish a long very long race for her in the condition she's in. Seemingly aware of her entire 3-plus year struggle, the completely packed Water Cube began to erupt in emotional support as Marin battled over the last 25-meters. Her picture prominent on the big screen, she was cheered on to the wall as no last-place finisher has ever been. Regardless of her place, for Marin, starting and finishing this race was the victory of a lifetime.

A month ago, Marin was in the hospital under hospice care after a brain scan showed she had intra-cranial bleeding and we weren't sure if she would last the night; a condition we endured for several days. With a fifth brain surgery not an option, all we could do was wait, hope, and pray that the bleeding would stop on its own and her body could absorb the swelling and heal to the point where she could begin functioning again. She couldn't swallow, so feeding and nutrition were a big concern and her strength was waning. Regular readers here will know that there were very few entries during this period, as there have been at various times this summer because we were essentially living at the hospital, too engrossed in Marin's health issues and there was very little positive news to report. Three weeks ago she still couldn't swallow; after nine days at Children's Hospital, we moved her back home because there was nothing more being accomplished. Through it all, Marin remained steadfast in her determination to survive and continue in the pursuit of her dream to swim in Beijing. Her funtions began to improve, her medications seemed to help and she suddenly began to eat well. So we took her to the pool at the Bellevue Club most everyday; some mornings she wasn't able to swim a lap. Others, she would sail across the pool a few times, her exquisite backstroke reminding us she has a purpose in her life. But her stamina was limited. Always, though, she appeared much better in the water than she did on land. Our own 'Incredible Ms. Limpett' (classic Disney Movie fans will get it). Now, a lifetime in the balance and a half a world away, her dream has come true; we're bursting with pride and happiness, and Marin has fulfilled her destiny.

Saturday we were running around with too many complications to sit down and update everyone. As we made the final preperations for Marin's Paralympic debut, we also welcomed her EastLake High coach Andy Hay here to Beijing. We had two tickets to the Opening Ceremonies with Nancy and Camie ticketed for the show, but the wonderful people at the USOC came through with two more, so Dad and Mikey went too. Aunt Jojo stayed with Marin as she ate dinner and went to bed early for our 5:30 am wake up call. Very few of the swim team members attended the opening Ceremonies as most were competing on Day 1. The show in the Birdsnest was terrific and we all had a great time.

Now Marin is getting ready for her best event, the 50-back on Monday morning. Again, this will be a victory if she starts and finishes, but her confidence is strong now and she has only 50-meter events remaining. We were energized on the pool deck by the cheers we could hear specifically for Marin and we're excited about doing it again tomorrow.

Swimming strong and proud for the USA,

Marin & Nancy, Matt, Camie, Michael, Aunt Jojo and Coach Andy Hay.

PS: Look for the Paralympics telecasts daily on Universal Sports - check universalsports.com for listings.

Friday, September 5, 2008 7:53 AM CDT

Greetings again from Beijing where Friday was an important day for Marin. Because of her inconsistency in the pool the two times she worked out here previously, we felt pressure from the coaches and administrators to show she was well enough to compete in her races. The poor dear continues to struggle with constant dizziness and most of the time it's debilitating, but yet she finds a way to carve out a chunk of her day to get wet and swim laps. Friday she was able to do this to the satisfaction of myself and one of the team officials who observed her closely seemed pleased with her workout. It consisted of only about six laps in the 50-meter pool, but she showed stamina and the point now is to simply participate as best she can in her events. Her first is the 100 meter freestyle on Sunday morning, so it's her toughest test as the others are 50 meter events. We'll rest her completely on Saturday and get her ready for Sunday morning at the Cube.

After working out with about half the team on Friday afternoon, we spent the rest of the day in the athletes village where the warm summer sunset was really beautiful. We enjoyed another nice dinner in the commissary where we were joined by several other members of the USA swim team, all of whom seemed relaxed and ready for action and happy to see Marin looking better. Her appetite has been so good and she's gained enough weight that we felt it was time to remove the feeding tube she's had for several months and now she feels like a new person. While Dad and Marin did the official duty, the rest of the asian exploration party did more sight seeing, including Tienamen Square, where everyone was impressed with the historic site, but maybe even more impressed with the resilient old peddlers who hounded them to buy junky trinkets as they toured the area. Good memories and indeed, even a few decent souvineers at low-brokered prices.

Meantime, back at the village, the scene continues to amaze and entertain us as the athletes from around the world greet, mingle, and get to know one another. Our Chinese hosts are very friendly and gracious (and no, there's not a communist party leader reading this over my shoulder). A US delegation from the White House arrived for the USA flag raising ceremony this evening and everyone here is feeling the excitement over the start of the games. The opening ceremonies should be spectacular although Marin, like all other US swimmers competing the next day, will not be marching in the parade. Even if she was up to it, it would not be a smart way to prepare for her morning swim. She understands this and will enjoy a little of it on TV before going to sleep.

With excitement and anticipation,

Marin & Nancy, Matt, Camlyn, Michael, & Aunt Jojo

Wednesday, September 3, 2008 11:56 PM CDT

Greetings on our day 4 in China.
Today will be a day of rest for Marin as her travel exertion seemed to catch up with her yesterday. We spent the day in the athletes village while Marin went to the Cube for another team workout but this was not as good a day as the first. Tired, dizzy and a little disoriented, she swam only a little and needed to cut her time in the pool short. We're expecting that a day of total relaxation and as much sleep as she wants can help get her ready for her big weekend. Her first event is the 100 freestyle and she'll race Sunday morning here (Saturday night in the US). She could certainly use some prayers to get her through this one, so please send them up. Her remaining races are 50-meters and we're more confident for her swimming that distance.

We spent the evening in the village commissary eating dinner with a number of the swimmers who ambled by. It was nice visiting with them and getting to know them a little better. Marin's appetitte has been very good over the last several weeks and it's good to see her chow down. She still eats rather slowly so it took a couple hours for her to get her fill. But that was fun because of all the socialization that was going on.

Again, we can't say enough about well the USOC has been taking care of us and what a wonderful time we're having. While Dad takes watch over Marin resting today, the rest of the gang is sight seeing, including a trip to the Great Wall. Good times in China.

More soon,

Marin & Nancy, Matt, Camlyn, Mikey & Aunt Jojo

Tuesday, September 2, 2008 9:18 PM CDT

Still ahead of the game, our first full day here in Beijing was terrific. Marin and Nancy spent the first night in the Athletes Village where the rest of us caught up with them Tuesday morning just as tens of thousands of paralympic athletes from around the world were arriving. The scene was amazing and so exciting to be a part of. The USA athletes are all housed together in a couple buildings and it was a lot of fun to greet the swim team as they arrived, and then meet other athletes from various sports, all of whom are the best at what they do. The accomodations are pretty spartan and not very well equipped to handle Marin's special needs, so she'll spend some nights with us in the hotel, but during the day we'll be at the village eating, training, and meeting with the team. The complex has a lot to do, with communal TV rooms, souvenieer shops, a big workout facility, an Olympic-sized outdoor pool which Nancy, Camie and Jojo used in the afternoon while Marin and Mike napped with Dad back in Marin's room. There are also places to get your hair cut, do laundry, etc. Each day this week there are several flag raising ceremonies as all the different countries are officially welcomed to the village. It's a special ceremony and the Chinese hosts have been very helpful and friendly (outside of visa issues previously mentioned).

After the swim team arrived in the early evening, it was off to the Water Cube for a workout. Marin was very excited and performed wonderfully; her stroke looked great and she had plenty of stamina to do lots of laps. She actually broke two of Michael Phelps records already: fastest out of the water and quickest to the shower. Marin and Nancy were in awe to swimming in this amazing facility. Because she hasn't been swimming in an Olympic sized pool for a while, getting her bearings and timing straight was the first priority. She was inspired to be there and it showed in how well she swam in her first workout in China.

The coaches and members of the USOC organizing committee have been fantastic in helping Marin get comfortable and they continue to do everything possible to make this an amazing experience for her. Marin's appetite has been very good for several weeks now, and we're considering removing her feeding tube when it comes time to compete. One consideration is that she's still on lots of medication, and the tube has been very useful in helping her ingest her drugs. We'll see how it goes, but so far she's really been enjoying the food. The scene at the athletes caffeteria yesterday was a sight to behold. Thousands of sportsters in an array of bright team colors, with state of the art wheelchairs and prostheses all chowing down on a huge variety of world cuisine, enjoying each other and meeting new people. The USOC gave Marin & Nancy a bag of pins for trading, and sharing with Camie, Mike and aunt Jojo, we've started to do the traditional pin-trading. Tuesday netted us pins from China, Brazil and Belarus among other places, and you can bet the USA pins are in high demand.

Today we're going back to the village for more mingling and the gang will do some shopping in the village stores. Marin will go with the team back over to the Water Cube for their afternoon workout. Later, the ladies are considering a stop at a foot massage place that was highly recommended by one of the flight attendants on the way over. Now we're off for our Day 3 adventure. More soon.

Swimming Strong,

Marin & Nancy, Matt, Camlyn, and Michael

PS: Don't forget to look for Paralympic Coverage on Universal Sports Network. They're doing live coverage everyday. Check the listings on the web site at universalsports.com

Monday, September 1, 2008 6:59 PM CDT

Greeting from the future. It's Tuesday morning here in Beijing and we're getting our adventure underway. After 15 hours of travel, leaving Sunday morning in Seattle and arriving Monday afternoon in China, we all arrived in good spirits, including Marin who traveled very well. We were greeted at the airport by members of the USOC who were absolutely incredible in getting us through customs and situated in our 'home' for the next two weeks. The weather is warm, bright and clear, with those that have been here for a few weeks commenting that it's been the best weather in Beijing this summer and September is typically a great month to visit here. Good timing.

While Nancy and Marin were taken straight to the Paralympic athletes village, the remainder of our travelling party, Dad, Camie, Marin and Aunt JoJo checked in to the Beijing Hilton, which is also the USOC headquarters for the duration. After a late afternoon chill, a swim in the hotel pool, and dinner, we hit the sack for a good night's sleep. Now we're on to meet up with Marin & Nancy for the first time since we left the airport and check out some to the venues at the Paralympic sites. We're very excited and we'll update you later on how day 1 goes. A special thanks goes out to our neighbors Brianna and Steve Martin who accommodated our ride to the airport eary Sunday along with Steve's brother John, and also to the USOC who's hospitality toward our family has been absolutely amazing. We're looking forward to an experience of a lifetime.

Swim strong,

Marin & Nancy, Matt, Camlyn & Michael

Sunday, August 31, 2008 2:22 AM CDT

The time has arrived and we're heading for China this morning. Marin has had a good week, swimming most days and eating very well; she's as ready as she can be. We're looking at 16 hours in the air, leaving Sunday morning in the states and arriving Monday midday in Beijing. Once again, our neighbors have risen to the occasion with Brianna and Steve Martin volunteering for the ride to the airport. We've had a stressful week building to this point, with travel hassles that included visa troubles, but we have all the documents now in order and we're ready to fly.

It's incredible to think that a few short years ago, Marin dreamed of swimming in Beijing and now she's on the brink of that reality. When the good folks at the 'Make A Wish' foundation heard about her swimming and her dream on going to China, they asked if that's what she'd like for her wish, and Marin replied that she'd make it there herself. We're thrilled for her, even as she struggles in so many ways, she's still so amazing in the water.

The Paralympic Games open September 6th with the competition beginning on the 7th. Marin swims on the 7th, 8th and 15th. Universal Sports will televise a lot of the competition and you can check their web site for the schedule: www.universalsports.com

We're very excited and thankful for all the wonderful support from so many people that's helped make this trip of a lifetime a reality for Marin and our family. Next entry will be from Beijing!

Marin & Nancy, Matt, Camlyn and Michael

Friday, August 22, 2008 12:16 AM CDT

Now, they're back...! It was an exciting but brief trip to Colorado for Marin & Nancy as they went through processing at the Olympic training center. Marin travelled well, but the incredibly early start Wednesday, with connecting flights to Colorado Springs coupled with the hit-the-ground running schedule of events left both of the lovely ladies exhausted and hungry. With no time to get proper nutrition and the very involved medication regiment, Marin was essentially unable to take part in the most important activity of the weekend... training. So it's been decided by all of us, including the USOC officials, that Marin should skip the Japan leg of the journey and we'll all travel together to China a couple days before the games begin. When the officials saw how difficult it was for Nancy to handle all the responsibilities by herself, day and night with no real time to get sleep, they allowed us to call in some help. So we've enlisted Aunt JoJo to make the trip to Beijing with us and she's fired-up for the assignment. Between the three of us, we will have all of Marin's needs covered from day-to-day, medical, and competition. JoJo was a big help when she was here with her family last week and she'll keep all of us in line should was need it. We're looking forward to the trip with her.

Marin and Nancy traveled home last night and all went well. Marin's appetite has been strong and we think we're close to striking the right balance between the medicines she needs and allowing her to remain alert and functional. The woman is amazing in her resilience and ability to recover from the worst of her illness. We continue to be amazed.

Swimming strong,

Marin & Nancy, Matt, Camlyn, & Michael

Wednesday, August 20, 2008 2:03 PM CDT

AAAAAAAAAnnndd They're OFF...!!! And what a departure. One of the most amazing scenes we've ever witnessed occured Tuesday evening in front of our home as dozens of friends and neighbors along with supporters from our church and community marched up to our front lawn with a patriotic chant of "GO MARIN". I think almost everyone on our street was participating, but anyone who wasn't was drawn in to it by the very loud, very touching, and very emotionial street scene. We heard the the march coming down the street from our upstairs TV room where Marin was relaxing. With the Olympic theme songs blaring from a boom box, we looked out over a sea of familiar faces and we were taken over by emotion. Like a scene out of "Evita", Marin was waving to the crowd from the upstairs window as the intensity of the cheers grew louder and louder.

We took Marin downstairs and outside to greet everyone and the cheering continued for several more minutes. With signs and US flags and other patriotic paraphanalia, Timberlake Church and the Sammamish community showed an incredible level of love and support. It was an amazing scene and a memory of a lifetime. Then it was time to go to bed early as the girls were packed and ready for a 3-AM wake-up call. The early morning flight to the Olympic training center in Colorado was preceeded by a ride to the airports in a LIMOUSINE! courtesy of the Timberlake Men's Club, another amazing gesture of support on our behalf. Of course Camie and Michael and Camie's sleepover friends Caleigh and Kelsie were thrilled to go along for the ride. Eric Johnson and his photog Doug from KOMO-4 were at the airport to greet us too. What a trip.

Nancy reports now that she and Marin have landed safe in Colorado Springs and the flights went well. Marin really showed a lot of courage dealing with all the travel hassles and she came through it all like a champ. They'll go through team processing today, and if she's feeling up to it, she'll go for a swim later in the day. The officials at the training center offered their encouragement and support and Marin's Paralympic dream is underway.

Thanks to all for the amazing emotional and financial support we've received through all of this. Though she's not feeling very well, Marin is as happy as she's ever been.

Beijing bound,

Marin & Nancy, Matt, Camlyn & Michael

Sunday, August 17, 2008 12:21 AM CDT

We continue to enjoy the Olympic games and Marin is getting even more revved up for Beijing. We're in awe of what Michael Phelps has accomplished and amazed at the race he won Friday night and the relay victory to break the gold medal record. Way to go Phelps, way to go USA!!

Not to be overlooked is the terrific story of Eric Shanteau, who Marin looked up to when he was in an older age group on her SwimAtlanta team. Eric was diagnosed with testicular cancer earlier this summer and he opted to fullfill his Olympic dream as well. It was inspiring for Marin to see Eric swimming on TV and we wish him the best in his treatment and recovery. We already know he has a survivors fighting spirit.

Once again, Eric Johnson at KOMO-4 News here in Seattle has done a terrific profile on Marin, updating her story as she continues to fight her brain cancer and make it to Beijing. You can view the story by cutting & pasting the following link:

http://www.komonews.com/news/27004534.html

And on a tip from Uncle Andy, columnist Dave Albee of my old hometown paper the Marin Independent-Journal did a nice piece on Marin (the swimmer) as well. Check it out at:

http://www.marinij.com/sports/ci_10227917

Thanks Dave and Eric, both were very well done.

Swim strong,

Marin & Nancy, Matt, Camlyn & Michael

Saturday, August 16, 2008 12:55 AM CDT

We continue to enjoy the Olympic games and Marin is getting even more revved up for Beijing. We're in awe of what Michael Phelps is accomplishing and amazed at the race he won last night. Now we're anticipating the big relay race where he could break the record with his 8th gold at these games. Go Phelps, Go USA!!

Not to be overlooked is the terrific story of Eric Shanteau, who Marin looked up to when he was in an older age group on her SwimAtlanta team. Eric was diagnosed with testicular cancer earlier this summer and he opted to fullfill his Olympic dream as well. It was inspiring for Marin to see Eric swimming on TV and we wish him the best in his treatment and recovery. We already know he has a survivors fighting spirit.

Once again, Eric Johnson at KOMO-4 News here in Seattle has done a terrific profile on Marin, updating her story as she continues to fight her brIN cancer and make it to Beijing. You can view the story by cutting & pasting the following link:

http://www.komonews.com/news/27004534.html

And on a tip from Uncle Andy, columnist Dave Albee of my old hometown paper the Marin Independent-Journal did a nice piece on Marin (the swimmer) as well. Check it out at:

http://www.marinij.com/sports/ci_10222358

Thanks Dave and Eric, both were very well done.

Swim strong,

Marin & Nancy, Matt, Camlyn & Michael

Thursday, August 14, 2008 0:55 AM CDT

Another day of amazing swimming in Beijing, and again, we are so proud of our friend Kathleen Hersey who swam in the finals of the 200-fly and made us so happy to see her performing for our country in front of the entire world. And what timing... on the NBC telecast, as the coverage moved to the Swimming Cube and the focus early was on Michael Phelps, there was Kathleen, large and much more photogenic, standing in the background with her beautiful smile (way more appealing, even if the greatest swimmer of all-time was there in the foreground). Then again, later in the telecast, when the announcers introduced Kathleen for her final, she beamed with another of her indelible smiles as her proud parents Regina and Brian looked on and Marin was thrilled to see her good friend as she realized a dream of a lifetime. Congratulations Kathleen, congratulations Regina and Brian, congratulations SwimAtlanta, and conratulations USA!!

Marin, Nancy, Matt, Camlyn & Michael

Wednesday, August 13, 2008 11:58 PM CDT

Wednesday, August 13, 2008 1:17 AM CDT

Watching the action in Beijing has been ultra-inspiring for all of us. Marin has been glued to the action, especially excited to see her friend and former SWAT teammate Kathleen Hersey perform so well in the 200-fly. Through the prelims and semi-finals, Kathleen continues to set her PR and we are very excited to see her swim in the finals Wednesday after she tied for 5th in the semi's.

Of course, watching Michael Phelps is incredible, and what an amazing athlete we are all witnessing at the very height of his athletic ability. I remember Mark Spitz doing his thing back in 1972 and that performance remains indelible; now Phelps takes his place as not only the greatest swimmer ever (sorry, Johnny Weismuller) but the greatest Olympic champion of all time. Folks, enjoy this.

Marin was very happy to see her special friend Aaron Piersol win his gold medal in the 100-back... and isn't Jason Lezak the MVP in the pool this week? How about that finish in the men's 4x100 free relay! Incredible.

Thanks as always for the prayers, support and well wishes. And congratulations to Mr. and Mrs. Fred Northup of Southdown productions.

Marin, Nancy, Matt, Camie & Michael

Sunday, August 3, 2008 11:39 PM CDT

Another pretty good week for Marin as she continues to train and gets more and more excited abour Beijing. While she continues to struggle daily with various side affects of her illness, she's always inspired to get to the pool and swim. Even as she feels the constant discomfort of vertigo and nauseau, she still swims nearly every day and she always feels better after getting her workout. She's been training closely with her therapists Andrea and Beth who join us at the pool for stretching and strength exercises. Everyone around her is giving extra effort to help Marin fulfill her dream of competing well in Beijing. We're also happy to have speech therapist Jessie back on her case and Marin enjoys the mental stimulation she gets from Jessie very much.

We've been inspired ourselves by all the people that have recognized Marin and offered her well wishes over the past several weeks. It's very encouraging when people offer their sincere well wishes and we've received so many recently, by e-mail, in cards and in person. Thank you.

It's a big week ahead, with Marin a part of her teacher Ashley's wedding party and scheduled to throw out the first pitch at the Mariners game next weekend. With the trip to Beijing now less than two weeks away, the anticipation is building. Marin & Nancy leave for processing in Colorado on August 19th, then it's off to Okinawa, Japan for about ten days before heading to Beijing. It's all very exciting and a bit stressful at the same time. Our friends and neighors continue a fundraising effort at:

http://morrisonolympicfund.kintera.org

Thanks to all who've helped us so far and any donations still being considered. Have a great week and we'll keep you updated.

Swim Strong!

Marin & Nancy, Matt, Camlyn & Michael

Thursday, July 24, 2008 9:02 PM CDT

In a bit of an up & down week for Marin we've shared more good times than anything. We enjoyed a great visit with cousins Eli, Miranda and Owen who arrived with Aunt Kate late last week and stayed through until Tuesday. The kids all enjoyed a little excitement when a crew from NBC met us at the Bellevue club pool to do a feature story on Marin for the Paralympics telecast in September. It was an all-day effort by the crew and they were so cool and impressed with Marin that Jason, the photographer, actually donated his day's salary to Marin's fund. Man, talk about a moving gesture and a humbling feeling. Thank you Jason, Charlie & Kristen for your kindness and professionalism.

But just as Marin felt pretty good and swam through the weekend, she did not feel well Monday through Wednesday. Her nauseau was too much and she just didn't have the energy to get out and go to the pool. She slept a lot, but her appetite was good. Then today, Thursday, she was feeling better and she returned to the pool for a very good workout. This time, a crew from the local NBC affiliate KING-5 did a follow-up story on her and it aired this evening. It was very well done. Thanks Eric.

Through good days and not so good, Marin continues to smile and inspire us at all times. She's looking forward to being a bridesmaid in the wedding of her teacher Ashley next month, and throwing out the first pitch at a Mariners game the next day. Living it up on the road to Beijing.

Thanks, as always, for the great notes of encouragement,

Marin & Nancy, Matt, Camlyn & Michael

Wednesday, July 16, 2008 11:08 PM CDT

The sun continues to shine on us and Marin is soaking it up. The upshot of her weekend swimming in Victoria is that she came through in every situation. She was up early each morning, swam in every event, morning and afternoon, started, raced and finished all her events, built up her confidence with her performance, and enjoyed the time she had with her teammates. Her times were secondary, and indeed when asked how she did by any passerby with an interest, Marin expressed passive disappointment. She still, and always will, measure herself against the best she's ever been; but the fact is, coming from where she's been, she's never been better. Thank you for all the wonderful notes and well wishes.
Beijing bound,
Marin & Nanncy, Matt, Camlyn & Michael.

Saturday, July 12, 2008 4:31 PM CDT

Greetings from beautiful Victoria, BC. We arrived Thursday afternoon to swim in the big Can/Am disability meet without really knowing how well Marin would feel, but we're happy to report that she's doing very well! On Friday, she swam the 50m-backstroke, her best event, and performed nicely. Just getting in the pool and racing, to completion, was our goal for her and Marin did more than that. She clocked in under a minute for the 50m, 59.14 to be precise, and felt good before, during and after the prelims. This in itself was great to see. When we returned in the afternoon for the finals, she again did well warming-up, racing and finishing. Her time was a little slower, but that might have had something to do with the fact she wasn't ready to start when the horn went off. Still, a great first day back in competition, especially for someone who had brain surgery less than 9 weeks ago, spent six weeks in the hosital, then underwent two weeks of radiation. We're very pleased with our little swimmer! In this morning's prelims, she swam the 50m-freestyle, which she does as a backstroke and she swam an even better 57.70! A taste of competition has her really inspired, and while she's not happy with her times yet, she really looks good.

This is now about the sixth straight day she's been in the pool and swimming. Prior to a week ago, she hadn't been in the pool in any two consecutive days since the Paralympic trials in April. She's really come a long way. She's gained 12-pounds since she came home from the hospital, her appetite is getting better, her strength and stamina are increasing and her energy level is much better. We were apprehensive about bringing her to this meet, but she's shown us so much and proved to herself that she can make a strong comeback... again.

It's been great to see all the US Paralympian teammates, coaches and parents here in BC. The excitement for Beijing is really building. We were also thrilled to watch the Olympic swimming trials on TV last week and are so proud of Kathleen Hersey, Marin's friend and teammate from SwimAtlanta, who made the US team in the 200m-butterfly. Way to go Kathleen!

On now to the finals this evening. We'll keep you posted!
Shine on!

Marin & Matt, Nancy, Camie & Michael

Wednesday, July 2, 2008 11:52 PM CDT

While enduring the first Northwest heat wave of the summer, Marin has had a good first part of the week. Although she wasn't able to swim Monday, she's had two pretty good back to back days on Tuesday and Wednesday, getting better and better with each session in the pool. Of course she's not satisfied with her limitations and lack of stamina right now, and she scoffs when we give her encouraging feedback, but we're seeing improvement as she goes farther and farther with her workouts each time out. She's registered for a big Can Am event in Victoria, BC at the end of next week and it's an important competition to see where she stands with Beijing coming fast on the horizon. The swimming part has been fine, but exertion tends to cause her dizziness to flare up and the nuances of pushing off on the start and flip-turns kind of scare her right now. Fortunately she swims mostly 50-meter events so she won't have to worry about the flips much. It is scary for her to test herself, but she's there every time she can be pushing herself a little farther. We'll see next week and we're hopeful.

In the meantime, Marin's been getting very fired up watching the Olympic Trials from Omaha with several of her swim pals making a big splash on TV this week. What a thrill it was to see her friends Kathleen Hersey and Ariana Kukors swimming like champs in the finals of the 400 IM on Monday night! We were all so proud and happy for both of these youn ladies who've been very kind to Marin and our family over the years. We're pulling very hard for them to make the Olympic team in other events, but just the thrill of seeing them compete right up there with the very best in the world was awesome. Of course the excitement of Aaron Piersol's world record Tuesday night was a lot of fun for Marin who had a big smile when she saw him on TV. Michael Phelps too!

The traveling ladies rolled home in the wee hours Wednesday after an amazing cross country journey that took them to Washington DC, Gettysburg, The Rock & Roll Hall of Fame, Chicago (where they saw Stevie Wonder), The Black Hills, Mt. Rushmore, Yellowstone Park, The Lewis & Clark Caverns, and home safe to Sammamish. 8 days of good times!

Drive long and swim strong,

Marin & Thelma, Matt, Louise & Michael

Saturday, June 28, 2008 8:47 PM CDT

Marin's birthday celebrations kept her in a constant smile through the week, but as far as her overall health, she's alternated between good days and bad. We think the radiation was effective because she's having better days more than she did in the previous few months; nevertheless, this week was an alternate between good days and bad. Some mornings she's able to eat breakfast (relatively quickly) get her suit on and head for the pool. Others, she's simply too dizzy or headachy to get going. We made it as far as the pool three times last week but one day she simply couldn't get in. Finishing strong on Friday, she swam slowly and haltingly but did manage about a half dozen laps, which is her best so far since the surgery. She felt good throughout this swimming session, which I would have to say was her best yet since we returned home from the hospital. Her coach Andy stopped by to help her and we were both encouraged by Marin's effort. It turned out to be a rare day that she didn't need an afternoon nap at all and we were all able to enjoy one of the finest days of the year here in the northwest (nothing but sunshine from dawn to dusk; 5am to 10 pm!).

As for other happenings, Nancy had a fun and informative weekend at the Olympic Trainig center in Colorado Springs a week ago where she stood in for Marin and gathered exciting information about the trip to Beijing. It was very inspiring and we appreciate the cards and notes from Marin's teammates expressing their well-wishes and hopes for her recovery. Marin was very fired up as she listened in to meetings via conference calls and learned of other details through Mom's reports.

After returning from Colorado, Nancy prepared for another journey, taking Camie with her to Washington, DC to drive home with Dad's van and his belongings from his stint in Bethesda. It's a Mom & Daughter cross-country 'Thelma & Louise' ride that's off to a great start. After batting their eye-lashes to get a first-class upgrade (at no charge) on their flight out, and then touring our nation's capital on Wednesday (with the help of cousins Owen & Megan, and Dan) they set out from the east coast Thursday to enjoy their adventure along the way. The first stop was the Gettysburg battlefield before pulling in to Cleveland Thursday night. Of course, the Rock & Roll Hall of Fame was first on the agenda Friday morning then a drive across the upper midwest to Chicago where a stay in a nice downtown hotel made the ladies feel special on Friday night. The two blondes spent Saturday in the Windy City where a 'Taste of Chicago' festival was happening on the Lake Michigan waterfront. Of course Nancy sweet-talked their way in to the VIP section to view the free Stevie Wonder Concert from the first few rows. Good times. And more good times. Next stop, the Badlands in South Dakota before Mt. Rushmore sometime in the next few days.

Happy trails and good times in the summer of '08,

Marin & Nancy, Matt, Camie & Michael

Friday, June 20, 2008 11:22 AM CDT

Marin's birthday arrived with sunshine and it really was a great day altogether. The evening before, Molly & Deb and lots of friends arrived and did their work in the street in front of our house with sidewalk chalk wishing Marin a happy birthday in colorful art work. Marin was surprised and thrilled and had a nice time visiting with everyone. School's out, so Thursday was the first day of summer vacation for Camie and Michael. Everyone except Nancy slept in a little while Mom took an early flight to Colorado Springs for a weekend at the Olympic Training Center. Marin hasn't been well enough to attend the Paralympic Swim Team camp this weekend but she has been getting better and her birthday was a nice example of that.

After sleeping late, and her birthday-request breakfast of chocolate chip pancakes, we all went to the Bellevue Club pool where Marin swam for the third time in four days. Each time has been a little better then the last. When she first got back in the pool Monday, she was barely able to swim a lap on her back. The exertion made her dizzy and we shut her down quickly, just doing some back and forth walking in the water. She didn't feel up to it Tuesday, then went for it again Wednesday when she was able to do a little more work before she was unable to continue. Thursday she was able to swim more laps, only about five total, but she felt better and she didn't have too much dizziness. We worked out doing other exercises in the water until she started to get too chilly, then finished by warming up in the hot tub. The crew at the BCC made her feel special on her birthday, with cards and well wishes from all her friends there. Coach Andy showed up at the pool with flowers and gifts to wish her a happy birthday as well.

After swimming, we all went out for a birthday lunch as Marin enjoyed a delicious salad and ate almost all of it. Her apetite is getting better and we're hoping we can get her off the feeding tube in the near future. Her stamina is improving as well and for the second straight day she did not take a nap in the afternoon at all (it's been months since she hasn't needed so much sleep). A broad smile creased my face when we returned home and she walked up the stairs without assistance, sometimes taking them two at a time. Neighbors and friends left flowers and gifts at the door and out house now has a great aroma of fresh flowers everywhere. Marin's PT Deb from school visited in the evening and Marin had plenty of energy to get down on the floor and exercise a little with her. Our friend Katrina arrived with more macrobiotic food for Marin, including a healthy chocolate cake that Marin really enjoyed. We spent the remainder of the evening reading the dozens of birthday cards that arrived this week with aunts, uncles, cousins and friends from all over remembering her special day. Marin also got lots of well wishes from her friends on facebook and here on her website. Thank you to everyone near and far who shared this special day with us in spirit and deed.

And good luck to all our friends competing in the Olympic swim trials this week.

Swimming strong into the weekend,

Marin & Nancy, Matt, Camie & Michael

Sunday, June 15, 2008 8:51 PM CDT

Cleaning up the kitchen after a Saturday night party - $0
Listening to an inspiring Sunday morning sermon - $20 tithe
Coffee and doughnuts with friends after church - $2
A round of miniature golf, in the sun, with 2 of my 3 children - $23
A round of Jamba Juice at the 19th hole - $9
Yard work deferred to the wife - $0
Sending the kids with Nancy & friends to the neghborhood pool - $0
Watching Tiger swirl in a birdie putt on 18 to force a US Open playoff - worth every cent of our cable bill
Playing gin rummy with Marin on the comfy couch - $0
A call to Napa for a chat with my Dad - Free on my weekend plan
Fathers Day with the family - Priceless!

Happy Fathers Day to all out there.

MM

Thursday, June 12, 2008 10:20 PM CDT

Marin's final day of radiation therapy is Friday and so far, she's endured the daily treatments and side affects pretty well. When I wrote the same thing a week ago, we were hit with instant karma (bad) as Marin had a horrible night the very next evening with lots of discomfort and vomiting and very little sleep. But in the days since then, she's been moslty stable in her functions. The radiation definitely has her worn out though, tired more than usual, and she has had her bouts of vomiting, but none as bad as last week. With met with the radiology team today and they were happy with the way she's handled the treatment, with the caveat that she'll probably feel the worst of the residual affects for another week or so after the treatment finishes.

Now we're focusing on building back her strength and getting her back in the pool. Her appetite seems to be improving but she's still on the feeding tube and will need to be for a while. We're hoping that beyond the radiation, she'll begin to build more energy and thus have more abilty to ingest her food. We've been getting some terrific help from a new friend named Katrina who is a macrobiotic chef and she's made an amazing effort to provide macriobiotic and high-calorie meals for Marin. It's still a day-long process, but Marin is eating and she's gained a couple of pounds since leaving the hospital so at least we're maintaining, if not gaining, a little in that department.

One thing that is a bit difficult for us is the mixed emotions we face when Marin's friends and classmates are all in the process of graduating from high school and realizing that Marin won't be experiencing that kind of joy with her friends. Of course it's a happy time for everyone and we share the joy for the students but it's hard to see Marin relegated to the sideline as this all goes on. Oh well, she has a lot to shoot for and we're looking ahead with optimism.

Enjoying the on-set of summer,

Marin & Nancy, Matt, Camlyn & Michael.

Thursday, June 5, 2008 8:09 PM CDT

Wednesday night was an amazing evening for Marin, our family, and lots of wonderful friends in our community. The benefit dinner on behalf of Marin was a great time. The food was terrific, the entertainment was excellent and the auction was a big success. Marin was feeling good after an afternoon nap and she was really happy to see all sorts of friendly faces when we arrived. It was so nice to see many of her teammates from the Eastlake swim team that she'd been out of touch with. Lots of teachers, church friends, neighbors, schoolmates, teammates, and friends from swimming all showed up for support and the consensus is it was a really good time. Camie and several of her friends helped with the set up and support while Michael was joined by many of his neighborhood pals and several of his little league teammates at the event. A few students from Eastlake provided some great music and dancing entertainment and the dessert auction was a big hit as was the silent auction, where merchants in the community donated items such as restaurant meals, travel packages and other great gifts. Marin's own knitting creations drew some excellent bids and we were so proud of how well the evening went all together. The meal was delicious and we are so very grateful to everyone who donated their time, talent and treasure to make this a wonderful evening of fellowship and fundraising on our behalf. It's very humbling to be on the receiving end of such kindness but it's also incredibly awesome to experience the love of so many people who've rallied together for our common benefit.

Day four of radiation went okay as Marin woke up fairly early and seemed to be full of energy. She slipped on her swim suit with the intention of maybe going to the pool after her session. She ate well this morning, including some left-over salmon from the dinner last night. Everything went smoothly at the hospital, but by the time we were finished, she was just too worn out to go swimming. Oh well, maybe Friday. We'll see. Other than the expected fatigue, there hasn't been much in the way of side affects yet, so we're keeping our fingers crossed. We're looking for a break over the weekend and we wish all of you a good one, too.

Striving strong,

Marin & Nancy, Matt, Camie & Michael.

Tuesday, June 3, 2008 10:34 PM CDT

Through two days of radiation therapy, Marin is holding up pretty well. The proceedure is actually very short in duration, about 15-minutes from the time she enters the radio-therapy room, and most of that time is spent strapping her head and face in to a form-fitting mask. The lock-down allows the doctors to be precise in their radiation field. It's certainly uncomfortable, but the actual radiation only take a couple of minutes so her discomfort is brief. Of course, Marin was smiling when she was wheeled out of the room this morning, her face imprinted with the plastic mesh of the mask, looking a bit like she had a tennis racquet pressed against her face for a while. She knew she looked funny and gave me that knowing smile that always lifts the people around her. So far, she's feeling pretty good although she is tired throughout the day. Eating remains a central focus, although she is getting supplemental nourishment through a feeding tube. This has been a boost to her energy and she was actually up more that two pounds when we weighed her Monday.

Once again, the local Sammamish paper featured Marin in a very well done article this last week. The story informed everyone of Marin's recent medical setback and promoted a special fund-raiser dinner organized on behalf of Marin and our family by concerned friends through Eastlake High. In addition, Our friends and neighbors have established a fund-raising web site to help Marin and our family as she strives toward Beijing while dealing with her current medical crisis. The website is:

http://morrisonolympicfund.kintera.org

We appreciate the kindness and friendship of all involved and we appreciate the support of everyone. We're looking forward to the dinner Wednesday night at Timberlake Christian Fellowship and Marin is excited about some of her knitted hats and purses up for auction.

Looking forward to sharing friendship,

Marin & Nancy, Matt, Camlyn & Michael

Wednesday, May 28, 2008 12:25 AM CDT

For the first time in four full weeks, Marin spent the night in her own bed Tuesday. The homecoming was very terrific for her, but not without its drama. Marin was released from Children's Hospital yesterday afternoon and went straight to The U. of Washington Med Center to get fitted for a 'radiation mask'. It's an uncomfortable procedure and our discussion about actually undergoing radiation again (for her third time)was also uncomfortable for her. She's scheduled to begin treatments on Monday, but we're continuing to discuss it with her through the weekend. The upside is the hope that this can help with her dizziness. The downside is all the side affects; nausea (which she doesn't need more of), even more fatigue, and hair loss in spots where the beams go in and out. Marin's been through the unflattering hair-loss stages before and it really bums her out. Weighing all of this against the not all-that-good chance that this will do any good at all, and we have a tough decision to make. Along with all the doctors, we've given Marin a good picture of the situation and while our influence will weigh a lot, the decision will ultimately be hers. We have a little time to consider it.

So after a long day of packing up at Children's and the appointment at U.Washington, we drove home and marvelled at the beauty of the blue sky and greenery we hadn't seen much of for a month. It was good to be out, even better to be home, and Mom, Camie, Mikey and lots of neighbors made us all feel happy to be back at our house. Too bad our homecoming was quickly interrupted. While takin an evening nap, Marin woke up to use the bathroom, but was a little disoriented with our new set up. She stumbled and fell when she got out of bed, and while the fall didn't injure her, it did cause the feeding tube to be pulled up from her esophegus and out through her nose. This was scary for her and a bit painful, but nothing too serious. Still, it cost us an immediate return trip to the emergency room at Children's where we had the tube re-inserted without too much of a wait. On the way home, close to midnight, we stopped for a fish sandwhich and onion rings and Marin thoroughly enjoyed one of her first non-hospital meals in a month. Good times.

One other slice of nice news from the day was a message left on our answering machine, a call from Marin from Aaron Piersol, the Team USA swimmer that she really admires. We're going to give him a call back and connect with him soon. It was very thoughtful for him to call and Marin was very flattered and excited. We'll see how it goes.

We want to extend a big thank you to all the doctors, nurses, caregivers and un-sung heroes at Children's Hospital in Seattle who helped Marin through this crisis and all the friends, neighbors and folks all over who've expressed their love and support and who's prayers have been felt by our family. We truly appreciate everyone's concern.

There's no place like home,

Marin & Nancy, Matt, Camie and Mike

Saturday, May 24, 2008 10:38 PM CDT

The sunset beyond Seattle this evening was absolutely beautiful after a spectacular, clear blue sky day... the kind Marin enjoys so much. After a visit from Camie and Michael around mid-day lit up Marin's smile, she ended up spending most of Saturday confined to her bed. Marin was feeling better after an afternoon nap and we did spend some quality time on the hospital balcony soaking up some good sunshine. We appreciated a visit from her school therapist Debi C. and we enjoyed this time outside quietly with a little back rub from Dad (which she appreciated), a big spinach salad and an avacado. Food remains our constant companion as her weight is still dangerously low and her nutrtition intake is vital. Some days are better than others, and in general, her dizziness seems to be reasonably under control, probably due to certain medications, but the flip side is her energy is very low and she still has bouts of naseau that come and go. We did make it to the pool here in the hospital a few times this week, including yesterday when we spent about an hour just doing light exercises underwater. She really enjoys her time in the pool and is looking forward to getting back to training.

On the treatment front, it looks like she'll begin a two-week course of radiation at the University of Washington beginning on Tuesday. This is also the day her doctors anticipate releasing her from the hospital. Marin is not at all up for another round of radiation (this will be her third) but we're convinced it's her best hope of gaining back some of her quality of life for now. She'll likely experience some unflattering hair loss again so it looks like she'll spend the summer in stylish hats once again.

To pass the time here in the hospital, beyond the therapy sessions she had last week and her healthy napping schedule, we've been playing cards, gin rummy, and we've been having a lot of fun on facebook.com. Through her connections, Marin reached out to Michael Phelps and the Olympic swimming star confirmed her as one of his facebook friends. Pretty cool. Now she wants to track down Aaron Piersol. The connection with old and new friends is very fun for Marin and we always enjoy reading her guestbook entries here for her enjoyment.

Thanks, all, for the love, care, concern, prayers and support,

Marin & Nancy, Matt, Camlyn & Michael

Wednesday, May 21, 2008 8:17 AM CDT

Good Wednesday Morning,

Marin is still in the hospital and lots of talks are being held regarding bringing her home. On Monday she had a special visitor, her friend Naomi and Naomi's mom Elizabeth flew down for the day to just sit and be with Marin. Her whole face lit up. They were so great. They just sat there quietly, enjoying Marin's presence. This visit will keep a smile on Marin's face for a long time.

Another exciting thing that happened Monday is that Marin was allowed to get in the therapy pool. The pool is right in Children's hospital. The goal was for Marin just to get in, feel herself in the water and just kind of float around. To everyone's suprise, Marin took off swimming laps! The first lap went great, as well as the second. The third lap she tried to do freestyle with her face down. She got dizzy quickly, started choaking, and scrambled to the side and threw up. Nothing is going to stop our little Marin from swimming. Her backstroke, which she did for the first few laps, looked beautiful, just like Marin.

On Tuesday she got in the pool again and it went much better. The minute Marin hits the water, a huge smile splashes across her face, and she seems to sigh of relief that she's "in her element" again. I told her perhaps she's turning into a fish and that's the problem.

On the yucky cancer note, we are still trying to determine whether or not to do the radiation. The side effects could cause extreme tiredness, among many other things. they give it a very slim change of working but it could possiblly help with the dizziness which would make her comfort level so much better. We have inquired what would be best, traditional radiation or something they call protron radiation. The doc is suppose to get back today to us with some answers and they want to start as early as tomorrow.

I keep praying so, so hard for God to carry Marin to complete health. For her to be able to live out her Olympic dream seems only like it's the course she is destined to take. It's what's carrying her through her day, her dreams, and every breath.

Please keep praying for marin to heal. Also, please pray for those of us around her to be strong, just as she is and wants us all to be. As Marin tells me everyday, "Mom, you'll be alright." She is truely wiser than her years! What a great kid!!!

Swimming hard through life,
Marin, Mom
matt, Camie, and Michael

Saturday, May 17, 2008 3:49 PM CDT

Greetings from sunny seattle!!

It's actually hot and sunny here today. I only wish Marin could enjoy it. I want to take her out to the patio but she's eating now and then wants to nap. Perhaps there will still be a little daylight when she gets up. The last few days have been both productive and heartwrenching.

Rehap is wonderful for Marin and she continues to fight hard, improve her strength, and try not to barf. It gets really frustrating when she has a great day of eating and then looses all her food at the close of the day. The docs have been urging us to put in a feeding tube to try to get her to gain some weight. She spends all day eating. The chewing and swallowing have become worse. Our concerns with the feeding tube are several. Firstly, can she swim daily. Can she travel with it? They say she would be able to eat foods as well but we could pack in calories to build up her strength for Beijing. Everyone's focus is still towards Beijing, which is great.

We have finally gotten some answers to the dizziness. It's not at all what we wanted to hear but we keep pressing forward with hope, strength, and prayers for a miracle. The last MRI showed the cancers cells have gotten into her spinal fluid and some have settled onto the base of her brain stem. Nope, this doesn't sound good. The positive note is that Dr. Geyer spoke with the radiologist and they have determined that radiation to the area could help, both with the cancer and the symptoms of dizziness.

Our dear Marin is still smiling and working harder than anyone could ever imagine. She's an angel. If everyone out there would learn of her story, I believe we could all be a little better.Happy Saturday!

The rehab gang, Marin, Matt, and Nancy

Wednesday, May 14, 2008 10:35 PM CDT

Today Marin was moved to the rehabilitation unit in the hospital where it's expected she'll remain for at least a week, perhaps significantly longer. Our day consisted of eating, of course, moving out of the room we'd been in for more than a week, down the hall to the rehab unit, where we temporarily hung out in a room with another patient before getting in to a single room this evening. Lots of processing and transition interviews and a little bit of work as Marin was introduced to a couple therapists. By the time we settled in, Marin was exhausted and the real work begins Thursday.

We did enjoy the company of a few visitors today as coach Caren and a friend Frank from the masters swim group at BCC stopped by in the morning. The masters swimmers have been ultra-supportive during our hospital stay and we have to say thanks to all our friends at the Bellevue Club who've really shown great friendship through this ordeal. One of the administrators, Linda V. even presented Marin with a bottle of pool water that she can smell from time to time to keep her inspired. What a neat gift. We also enjoyed time with our friend Anita M. and Marin's teacher Ashley dropped by to do a little reading from the book they're currently sharing.

We're hoping to launch a good, strong,--if indefinite-- stay on the rehab floor, but Marin was indeed a bit sluggish today. We didn't sleep well last night and she sort of dragged herself through the day. Eating was a chore at every meal and her stamina was lacking. Still, she's a little steadier on her feet and she's doing a good job of feeding which is an important, if difficult, part of her day (times three).

Thanks, as always, for the kind notes here and on Marin's Facebook page. She really enjoys hearing from friends everywhere.

On to rehab!

Marin & Nancy, Matt, Camie & Sppidey

Tuesday, May 13, 2008 1:27 AM CDT

It's late Monday and Marin is resting somewhat comfortably after a pretty good day, all things considered. I say 'somewhat' comfortably because eventhough she was most satisfied with the outcome of "The Bachelor" and went to bed with a smile on her face, she is bothered by an annoying rig the doctors want attached to her legs when she's in bed for any length of time. Concerned that her general lack of mobility could cause blood clots to form in her legs, they've ordered a contraption that straps on to both of her legs like knee braces that extend down almost to the ankle and an air massage is pumped through every minute or two. "Annoying" is the only thing she could say. I have to admit, just hearing the thing switch on and off is bugging me. It's just a precaution, but one that makes sense.

Improvement is slow but noticeable. She's a little steadier on her feet, with more energy than she's had. We did a little walking up and down the hallway, but her stamina is lacking. The dizziness is still a huge problem, but it seemed a little more tolerable Monday. She's back to wearing an eye patch most of the time, which helps her, so... We were told today that she will likely move to the rehabilitation floor in a day or two, with no promises that they can do much for the dizziness, but perhaps they can help her function better under the circumstances.

Eating has become our focus throughout the day as we count calories and Marin does her best to ingest as much as she can. Her weight remains alarmingly low, but I get a sense her body functions are just now getting back on track and hopefully she'll be able to continue to build her appetite and build up her strength again as she does. The notes of encouragement from everyone are helping her and she's been very pleased to see friends when they drop by.

Thanks for the support,

Marin & Nancy, Matt, Camlyn, & Michael

Saturday, May 10, 2008 1:14 PM CDT

Good Day everyone,

It's Saturday morning and Marin is feeling quite good; certainly better than she has all week. Eight days out from her surgery, the recovery from the operation continues to go well, while the other issue of dizziness continues to be the biggest problem. Still, Marin seems to be able to do a little more each day. This morning, we walked a lap around the hospital ward and even ventured outside on the patio for a little fresh air. The effort was substantial for her, unsteady on her feet and fighting throuh occasional bouts of naseau, but she appreciated the challenge and felt accomplished when we returned to her room.

Last night we had a visit from our friend and neighbor Liz who is a massage therapist and treated Marin to a Shiatsu Chinese pressure point massage. This relaxed her and relieved her symptoms of dizziness and naseau to the point that she slept better than she had all week. She woke up refreshed and feeling good and her appetite was excellent. So our thanks to Liz for her kind effort to help Marin and our family.

Today we're enoying a nice visit from friends Lynette and Deb and we're looking forward to a nice day.

More Later,

Marin & Nancy, Matt, Camlyn & Michael

Thursday, May 8, 2008 11:49 PM CDT

It's been a difficult last few days as Marin continues to struggle with dibilitating dizziness and we search for the cause and an affective treatment. Right now we still don't have any firm answers, but we seem to have gained the appropriate attention of the right doctors in the group that can help. With representatives from neuro-oncology, neurology, neurosurgery, nutrition, and rehabilitation all on the case, we at least feel Marin is getting a priority attention. That being said, her struggle continues and her condition is still low on energy and slow on rehab.

Her recovery from surgery is on schedule. She had a positive CAT scan Wednesday and her drainage tube was removed. She's coming off some of the post-op pain medication so she is more alert for longer periods of time, but that only illuminates how much she's suffering in the other areas. Sitting up, standing up, and walking the little bit that she can is very hard on her and the dizziness intensifies, but she continues to try. While her headaches have decreased and her appetite has improved, she still needs a lot of help eating the right amounts of the right foods; she's lost an alarming amount of weight over the past several weeks and we're working desperately to build her back up.

Neurology has ordered an MRI to see if they can determine a source of the vertigo, so that's our immediate course of treatment. Rehabilitation will try to determine if a stay on the rehab unit will be beneficial to her right now. It's a cloudy forecast right now. We'll keep you posted on the next step, and in the meantime we are all appreciative of the notes in the guest book that help keep us connected to our loved ones and the outside world. Reading them aloud to Marin is always a hilite of our day. Thanks for the love and prayers.

Happy Mothers Day Weekend to Nancy and all the mothers out there,

Marin & Nancy, Matt, Camlyn and Michael

Tuesday, May 6, 2008 12:56 AM CDT

Good Day from Children's Hospital,

Marin's recovery from surgery is coming along, although not with the typical speed we've seen from her in the past. The good news is that her pain level is very low; her headaches have diminished but her dizziness persists. This is now our greatest concern for her recovery and we're focused on getting her the attention she needs from neurology and everyone involved that can conceivably help with this chronic problem.

For her part, Marin remains an incredible trooper but it's clear she doesn't have the stamina to rehab quite as energetically as she wants to. So far, she's only been on her feet a few times; she took some steps out in to the hall with a physical therapist here, but had to quickly retreat as her dizziness increased. That was Monday. Today, she got out of bed to sit in a chair for most of the morning and walked (with help) to use the bathroom. Again, this took a the wind out of her sails and she had to lie down to recover from the dizziness. Later she'll be seen by neurology specialists and an accupuncturist as well. We hope we can make some headway on this problem as Marin's quality of life is at stake. Thanks for the prayers and support with all of your tips and suggestions.

We'll continue to update,

Marin & Nancy, Matt, Camie & Michael

Sunday, May 4, 2008 5:46 PM CDT

We're happy to report that Marin was transferred out of Intensive Care this afternoon and is now resting in a more accommodating room on the post-op floor. She woke up this morning in very good spirits, smiling more than we've seen her in weeks. She told her doctor making the rounds that her pain was very low, a "1-2" on a scale of 1-10. Not bad about 36-hours out of brain surgery. Her appetite has been much better, she ate most of a good fish dinner Saturday night, then ate most of a good breakfast of strawberries and waffles this morning. She's drinking more and best of all, she hasn't been feeling sick to her stomach for the first time in a long time. Her neurosurgeon Dr. Ojemann gave her the clearance to move out of the ICU this morning, indicating he was very pleased with the drainage of the fluid from her cranial cavity and the improvement in her symptoms. That all being said, when Marin woke up from her mid-day snooze, she felt dizzy again, reminding us that we can never get too comfortable in recovery.

Visiting is still a little difficult as Marin tends to sleep on an irregular basis. Her coach Andy and his bride Sarah did stop by today, but Marin was asleep, so she didn't even see them. Nevertheless, Sarah left her with some chic magazines and a DVD set of the TV series "Felicity" that she thought Marin would enjoy. Our dear friend and therapist Beth H. also stopped in just as we were transferred to her new room and Marin broke out in a big smile upon seeing her.

We expect to be here for at least several more days as doctors monitor the fluid drainage and Marin's recovery post-op. Of course, we'll keep everyone posted here on how it's going. Your notes of encouragement are very important to Marin as we spend a lot of time reading them to her. It's so nice to hear from everyone we know who've been following her story and supporting us in this journey.

Recovering strong,

Marin & Nancy, Matt, Camlyn & Michael

Saturday, May 3, 2008 2:45 PM CDT

Hi!! Sorry about the long time between updates. My wireless in the room was down and I didn't want to leave Marin as we have had an extemely hard 12 hours. Things are much better now and Marin is resting comfortably.

Shortly after surgery last night, Marin was responding and moving as much as she was before surgery. It appears that no additional damage was done to her speach, movement, etc. Yea!!! Almost immediately, however, the pain set in. They were slowly administering pain meds to see what she could tolerate as far as pain and waited a little too long. I think it was the most pain I have ever seen her in. She cried more in four hours that I think she has in her whole life. They kept giving her morphine but were unable to keep up with the pain. Finally, at about 2:30, after5 hours, the meds slowly started working and her pain went from a 10 to about an 8.

I sat by her bedside and she was holding my hand extremely tight. It brought me relief only in that her grip was so tight, still so strong. They have a tube coming from the top of her head to drain liquid from brain to relieve pressure. Marin is feeling confident now that she will feel a lot better than she has in the last several months once recovered. We will remain in the ICU for several more days until they feel the risk of hemerage, etc. decreases, then move us down to another floor.

We are confident that her Beijing plans are moving ahead and she will have plently of time to recover for the Olympics. The docs say about 4 to 6 weeks until she can return to the water, and you know we will start "dry land" as soon as possible.

We know all your prayers helped Marin pull through this trying time in the last 24 hours. Prayers are so powerful.

Several days ago when I was driving Marin home from the hospital for a routine appointment, it became completely clear to me what my purpose on earth is. God gave me three incredible children. Three incredible people to raise and care for. Marin is one of those whose spirit and strength surpasses most people. Her drive, spirit, and courage are meant to be viewed by the world for us to learn, reflect, and be inspired. I am here to help her so she can do that. By me caring for her, she is able to daily show us how faith alone is enough for us to proceed forward on a daily basis. What could more honorable than to have this as my job here.

Thank you for lifting us up so we can both continue to do what we're supposed to be doing.

Happy Saturday, and Marin and I will update soon.

Marin says, "I'm fine everyone. Just resting for a while!"

Blessings,
Marin and Nancy
Matt, Camie, and Michael

Friday, May 2, 2008 11:19 PM CDT

Marin is out of surgery as of 9:10 this evening and she's back with us in the intensive care unit as of 9:30. Dr. Ojeman said the operation went well; he cleaned out the clotted blood and removed tissue areas that contained the damaged/leaky blood vessels. When she was wheeled in to the room in her rolling bed, Marin was shivering... which was a good sign because we could see that her right leg was moving. We were warned and concerned that more damage to the right side mobility could be a result, but Dr. Ojeman said he didn't take any tissue that wasn't already destroyed. After the medical team of six set her up in the room, on monitors and oxygen, she began to wake up. She gave us a nice smile when she heard mama's voice. We're very relieved and happy that she was able to respond to us and to questions from nurses, if only shaking her head. She opened her eyes slightly when asked to, and she shook her head no when asked if she was in any pain.

Our gratitude goes out to everyone for the prayers and support we are feeling tonight. Your notes of comfort and encouragement allowed us to pass the anxious hours with better levity. We know that her recovery from surgery will get a little worse over the next 48-hours before it gets better. She has a drainage tube coming out of her cranium that will be monitored for the next several days and hopefully her normal function of fluid absorbtion will kick in. We'll keep you posted.

A special thanks tonight to our wonderful friends and neighbors, particularly Val & the Gallaghers, who rallied to our help in this emergency. We love you.

For Marin,

Matt & Nancy, Camlyn and Michael

Friday, May 2, 2008 4:03 PM CDT

We just finished speaking with the neurosurgeon. Marin will be having the angiogram in about an hour followed by her fourth brain surgery. Their goal is to get the blood clot out. After removing the clot, they will put a drain in to drain blood, etc. Their hope is that within days, the blood will drain itself and they can remove it.

Marin is continuing to be brave, strong, and confident in the outcome. Even though she is in a lot of pain with a massive headache, she remains peaceful, calm, and somewhat happy. Amazing kid!!

I've been wandering back and forth to the shower for the last few hours being unable to direct my energies to take one. Marin's swim coach, Andy, is here with Marin. When he walked in, it was the biggest smile I've seen in a few days.

Please pray for the procedures to work perfectly and Marin able to recover quickly, so she can return to the pool to live out her Olympic dream.

Hanging in there,
Nancy and Marin
Camie, Matt, and Mike

Friday, May 2, 2008 4:03 PM CDT

Friday, May 2, 2008 12:53 AM CDT

I am updating again. 1 our later. Marin has taken a turn for the worst. The docs feel that waiting or the shunt is not an option now. If time permitting, the want to do an angiogram, then followed by surgery. They are talking about doing surgery today. I will keep you updated.

Nancy

Friday, May 2, 2008 11:59 AM CDT

Hi Friends and family,

We are on day three of the hospital. Marin remains in ICU and the most recent cat-scan of 1 hour ago shows additional bleeding and swelling. Marin is becoming a lot more tired, due to a couple of things. Firstly, the swelling and bleeding. Secondly, they have been giving her morphine and tylenol to help with her pain. Thirdly, she has been laying in bed for three days.

Marin is now being monitored by the neurosurgeons. They are watching closely with daily cat-scans. Right now, there is a problem with the blood not draining properly with the spinal fluid. Please pray this starts draining properly. If it doesn't start draining properly, the docs will put a shunt, (which is a tube put in the scull to the site) to help drain the blood. This, obviously, would keep her here for quite a long time and prevent her from being able to get back in the pool for awhile.

I continue to believe in my child's strength and courage. I have yet to meet someone as strong-willed as her and so brave.

Please also pray for Camie as she is keeping her emotions internally and I know she is very concerned.

Once again, please pray for her healing so she can attend the Olympics in Beijing this August-September.

A big hug,
Nancy and Marin
Matt, Camie, and Michael

Thursday, May 1, 2008 3:11 PM CDT

On May Day...

Once again, we feel the power of love and prayers at work here. As mentioned yesterday, Marin was admitted to Children's Hospital Wednesday after a CAT scan showed she has had bleeding in her brain. The blood clot probably formed sometime over the weekend when we were in Detroit for the disability swim meet (which Marin did not compete in because she was feeling too sick). The doctors quickly made the point that they did not feel this was a life-threatening situation. Although Marin had an awful headache that did not go away after strong medication was administered, she was in control of all her faculties and was responsive to all commands, thus her doctors felt there was no new damage to healthy tissue in her brain. Rather, it seems likely that this is residual affects from the radiation last fall. When the areas that have been zapped begin to die, the areas may begin to break off, like scabs on your skin. The result can be some bleeding in the areas where the dead tissue breaks off from the healthy, and with the small amount observed, that's our doctor's best assessment right now. Marin did better overnight, with a neurosurgeon monitoring her signs and he cancelled the MRI he had planned for today, believing her improved condition indicates a stable situation, perhaps confirming the original belief that the bleeding happened several days ago and it's stopped by now. While the CAT scan clearly shows a significant bubble of blood, her doctors point out this as actually a relatively small amount of bleeding and with good fortune, it will be dissipated and absorbed in to the body through the brain's spinal fluid, which can take a while. All of this is better news, but it's still uncomfortable for Marin. She was in severe pain to the point of tears yesterday, but she's feeling much better now; her appetite seems good and she's getting fluids through an IV. She'll be monitored throughout the day and will likely be moved out of the ICU later this afternoon. Thanks for the love, support, and prayers.

Last week, after our travel to Detroit was portponed by a day when Marin became ill at the Seattle airport, we arrived in Detroit Thursday for the Disability Open meet. Unfortunately, her condition never improved enough for her to compete in her events. We couldn't even get to the pool Saturday and she gave it an incredible effort Sunday morning, but after she dipped-in to warm-up, she immediately had to get out of the pool as her entire world was spinning and her headaches had begun. Looking back, she probably had begun bleeding internally in her brain on Saturday. We stayed with our cousins EV and Lori Livingston for a night in Michigan , and enjoyed the visit as best we could as Marin was mostly too sick to get out of bed. At the same time, our dear Aunt Nell was lying in the hospital in Lansing in the final stage of her fight with cancer. Our hopes of driving up to see her were negated by Marin's condition, but our hearts are with Aunt Nell. Fortunately, we have a big, wonderful extended family based in Michigan, and she's been comforted by lots of loving relatives.

Our travel home to Seattle went pretty well, although Marin vomited right when we landed. After another day of illness, we took her to the hospital against her protests. It certainly turned out to be the right thing to do. Her toughness is an admirable trait, but it can also mask the seriousness of her condition at times. We feel fortunate in this case. We'll update here with new information as it becomes available.

Recovering Strong,

Marin & Nancy, Matt, Camlyn, & Mikey

Thursday, May 1, 2008 2:33 PM CDT

Once again, we feel the power of love and prayers at work here. As mentioned yesterday, Marin was admitted to Children's Hospital Wednesday after a CAT scan showed she has had bleeding in her brain. The blood clot probably formed sometime over the weekend when we were in Detroit for the disability swim meet (which Marin did not compete in because she was feeling too sick). The doctors quickly made the point that they did not feel this was a life-threatening situation. Although Marin had an awful headache that did not go away after strong medication was administered, she was in control of all her faculties and was responsive to all commands, thus her doctors felt there was no new damage to healthy tissue in her brain. Rather, it seems likely that this is residual affects from the radiation last fall. When the areas that have been zapped begin to die, the areas may begin to break off, like scabs on your skin. The result can be some bleeding in the areas where the dead tissue breaks off from the healthy, and with the small amount observed, that's our doctor's best assessment right now. Marin did better overnight, with a neurosurgeon monitoring her signs and he cancelled the MRI he had planned for today, believing her improved condition indicates a stable situation, perhaps confirming the original belief that the bleeding happened several days ago and it's stopped by now. While the CAT scan clearly shows a significant bubble of blood, her doctors point out this as actually a relatively small amount of bleeding and with good fortune, it will be dissipated and absorbed in to the body through the brain's spinal fluid, which can take a while. All of this is better news, but it's still uncomfortable for Marin. She was in severe pain to the point of tears yesterday, but she's feeling much better now; her appetite seems good and she's getting fluids through an IV. She'll be monitored throughout the day and will likely be moved out of the ICU later this afternoon. Thanks for the love, support, and prayers.

Last week, after our travel to Detroit was portponed by a day when Marin became ill at the Seattle airport, we arrived in Detroit Thursday for the Disability Open meet. Unfortunately, her condition never improved enough for her to compete in her events. We couldn't even get to the pool Saturday and she gave it an incredible effort Sunday morning, but after she dipped-in to warm-up, she immediately had to get out of the pool as her entire world was spinning and her headaches had begun. Looking back, she probably had begun bleeding internally in her brain on Saturday. We stayed with our cousins EV and Lori Livingston for a night in Michigan , and enjoyed the visit as best we could as Marin was mostly too sick to get out of bed. At the same time, our dear Aunt Nell was lying in the hospital in Lansing in the final stage of her fight with cancer. Our hopes of driving up to see her were negated by Marin's condition, but our hearts are with Aunt Nell. Fortunately, we have a big, wonderful extended family based in Michigan, and she's been comforted by lots of loving relatives.

Our travel home to Seattle went pretty well, although Marin vomited right when we landed. After another day of illness, we took her to the hospital against her protests. It certainly turned out to be the right thing to do. Her toughness is an admirable trait, but it can also mask the seriousness of her condition at times. We feel fortunate in this case. We'll update here with new information as it becomes available.

Recovering Strong,

Marin & Nancy, Matt, Camlyn, & Mikey

Wednesday, April 30, 2008 7:44 PM CDT

Just a quick update. Marin was just checked into the hospital. She has a bleed on her brain. We need tons ad tons of prayers that the bleed will disapate without surgery. She's a fighter!!

Thank you for praying hard.

Nancy

Monday, April 21, 2008 0:47 AM CDT

Hi Everybody,

Being able to exhale this week after better news regarding Marin's latest MRI and coming off all the excitement over making the Beijing team, we want to express our appreciation to everyone who's been so supportive of Marin and our family over what has been an incredible three years. It's been overwhelming how the care and kindness of family and friends, wonderful neighbors, kind-hearted acquaintances, friends from afar we've never met, church leaders, coaches, teammates, therapists and medical professionals have all made great contributions to our well-being. As we continue this journey going forward, we're forever grateful for the physical, spiritual, emotional and financial support that's been so helpful. All notes, well-wishes, good thoughts and prayers are received and felt in our hearts.

We'd like to acknowledge a few recent examples, among many, that have been pretty amazing. The Kneip family here in the Seattle area read about Marin and the two high-school aged sisters organized a fund-raiser called 'Cooking Up A Miracle' and reached out to swim teams across the country. The results was a very generous contribution to Marin's fund. Our cousin Charlie Schinske in Michigan dedicated his swim-a-thon funds to Marin. The same kindness was extended by Marin's former teammates at Collins Hill High in Lawrenceville, GA. Swimmers and parents worked together in a fundraiser, and sent us a significant contribution. A benefactor from Arizona recently sent a check that amazed us. The Bellevue Club here in town has continued to support her training by allowing her access to the pool, and the good folks at West Coast Aquatics have taken her in and been very pro-active in helping Marin reach her Paralympic dreams, thanks a great deal to coach Andy Hay. Just as we did in Georgia, we have a wonderful group of fantastic neighbors here in Washington, with some of them starting a fund to help us with Beijing expenses and we're truly awed and humbled by these acts of kindness and generosity. Our friends at Sylvia's Swimwear in Bellevue donated racing suits and goggles for Marin going to the Paralympic Trials. Among the expenses we're dealing with now is getting her a new wheelchair that's better suited for her athletic pursuits. Thank you, thank you, thank you.

So now we continue with the living, swimming strong, and planning for Beijing. It's been an up and down week for Marin as she's felt alternately good enough to train hard, but also having days where she's too dizzy to get much done. We continue to try to figure out how to deal with the dizziness and nauseau that comes and goes. And still Marin takes each day with a positive approach and a big smile. On Friday, she was interviewed by Steve Kelley, the lead sports columnist for the Seattle Times. He does terrific work, and we're looking forward to the piece. This week we are going to Michigan where Marin will compete in the Disability Open in Ypsilanti. She's looking forward to racing again and we're excited for her.

Enjoy every day,

Marin & Nancy, Matt, Camlyn & Michael

Sunday, April 20, 2008 9:34 AM CDT

Hi Everybody,

Being able to exhale this week after better news regarding Marin's latest MRI and coming off all the excitement over making the Beijing team, we want to express our appreciation to everyone who's been so supportive of Marin and our family over what has been an incredible three years. It's been overwhelming how the care and kindness of family and friends, wonderful neighbors, kind-hearted acquaintances, friends from afar we've never met, church leaders, coaches, teammates, therapists and medical professionals have all made great contributions to our well-being. As we continue this journey going forward, we're forever grateful for the physical, spiritual, emotional and financial support that's been so helpful. All notes, well-wishes, good thoughts and prayers are received and felt in our hearts.

We'd like to acknowledge a few recent examples, among many, that have been pretty amazing. The Kneip family here in the Seattle area read about Marin and the two high-school aged sisters organized a fund-raiser called 'Cooking Up A Miracle' and reached out to swim teams across the country. The results was a very generous contribution to Marin's fund. Our cousin Charlie Schinske in Michigan dedicated his swim-a-thon funds to Marin. The same kindness was extended by Marin's former teammates at Collins Hill High in Lawrenceville, GA. Swimmers and parents worked together in a fundraiser, and sent us a significant contribution. A benefactor from Arizona recently sent a check that amazed us. The Bellevue Club here in town has continued to support her training by allowing her access to the pool, and the good folks at West Coast Aquatics have taken her in and been very pro-active in helping Marin reach her Paralympic dreams, thanks a great deal to coach Andy Hay. Just as we did in Georgia, we have a wonderful group of fantastic neighbors here in Washington, with some of them starting a fund to help us with Beijing expenses and we're truly awed and humbled by these acts of kindness and generosity. Among the expenses we're dealing with now is getting her a new wheelchair that's better suited for her athletic pursuits. Thank you, thank you, thank you.

So now we continue with the living, swimming strong, and planning for Beijing. It's been an up and down week for Marin as she's felt alternately good enough to train hard, but also having days where she's too dizzy to get much done. We continue to try to figure out how to deal with the dizziness and nauseau that comes and goes. And still Marin takes each day with a positive approach and a big smile. On Friday, she was interviewed by Steve Kelley, the lead sports columnist for the Seattle Times. He does terrific work, and we're looking forward to the piece. This week we are going to Michigan where Marin will compete in the Disability Open in Ypsilanti. She's looking forward to racing again and we're excited for her.

Enjoy every day,

Marin & Nancy, Matt, Camlyn & Michael

Wednesday, April 16, 2008 1:40 PM CDT

Good Afternoon,

Sorry it took me a few days to write again.

Firstly, great news!! Marin's MRI looked a little better than the previous month. It really is an answer to a prayer! The report read "stable" with a slight decrease in enhancement. This leans towards the belief that the growth is really radiation damage that will slowly dry-up and disolve into the the "other stuff." The docs said we could try to come down from the steroids although Marin has been dizzy for the past few days making me a little weary of doing this. The swelling in her face has become noticable and is bothering her tremendously so trying to get off the steroids would be optimal.

The docs were filled with joy, as all of us are, regarding Marin making the Beijing team. They feel fully confidant that Marin will make it there regarding her health issues. They first are going to travel us to Okinawa, Japan for a few weeks and there is wonderful medical facilities available there with the US Naval Base. We just have to all keep praying for her swelling to decrease, the dizziness to stop, and her feeling good again so she can go there and have the swim of her life.

Even though Marin was dizzy yesterday, we did make it to the Bellevue club and swim. She continues to look beautiful and strong in the water and has a smile that fills up the whole pool.

Today the dizziness increased so we have been laying it low and I have been making her soup, pasta, etc while she sits with her eyes closed and knits.

The weather here is cold and rainy. We are hoping for warmth and sun.

Have a wonderful day!

Marin and mom
Matt, Camlyn, and Michael

Monday, April 14, 2008 2:09 PM CDT

Good Monday Afternoon,

I appolgize we haven't updated the site in a week. I think we're all recovering from the excitement. Firstly, thank you so much to all of you whom sent flowers, cards, ballons, well wishes on the site, food, etc. Marin so deserves each and everything she has received these last few weeks. I can't even begin to tell you how more and more the hero in her exceeds any expectations that I couln't have even dreamed of.

The last week Marin has continued to swim daily feeling good and working ######### Friday she started feeling dizzy and by Saturday was throwing up, etc. I don't know what I allow to let it effect me so much but I just fall apart these days when she is sick like that. The intensity of her spinning and vomiting is almost too much to bear. For Marin, on the otherhand, she just works through it to proceed to the next day.

On Sunday we went swimming with Kiko, one of the Paralympic Coaches and a visiting coach. She had a great time even though the first half she was dizzy.

Matt, living in Washington DC, had his brother Ed come out and visit him and the two of them did up the town in DC. I think they had a nice time and got to visit with some cousins also.

Today Marin and I are at the hospital getting an MRI. I will post again this evening to let everyone know what's going on in her little brain. Please pray hard for her recovery and for these symptions not to be cancer.

Thanks and yea for Marin!!!!!

Big hugs, Nancy, Marin and the gang

Sunday, April 6, 2008 3:58 PM CDT

Beijing it is!

What a day it's been. We are awed to be able to tell everyone that Marin will represent the USA as a member of the 2008 Paralympic Swim Team in China this September. We gathered with other swimmers and supporters this morning at the Aquatics Center in Minneapolis where the team announcement was made. When Marin's name was announced, we were all amazed and overjoyed while Marin was absolutely thrilled. She walked up to the front of the room to take her place among her USA teammates and was beaming with a smile that will never fade. Along with coach Andy, and coach Kiko who is also US Team coach, we all had tears in our eyes as we witnessed Marin realize her dream of making it to the 2008 games. She stated that as her goal, even after she was diagnosed with brain cancer, and even when she was stricken with paralysis after surgery. And against some pretty incredible odds, Marin has done it. We're obviously so very proud and happy for her, and today, frankly, we're a bit blown away.

Since that moment it's been a whirlwind. After the announcement where each team member was introduced and given a USA hockey jersey with their name and 08 on the back, we began the process of getting ready for the long journey by filling out piles of paperwork. We are submitting two sets as Nancy has been named as a special assistant to the team and will travel along with Marin every step of the way. We were excited to learn that the team's pre-Olympic camp prior to the games will be held in beatuiful Okinawa, Japan (here we come, Oki Swim Mom) and not Korea as was previously stated.

The announcement was followed by a nice photo opportunity for the media and families and the happy, smiling faces of everyone in the room was just wonderful. Then, after a brief pause to check out of the hotel, the team was loaded on a bus and taken to the Minneapolis Metrodome where the US Paralympic Swim Team was honored before the game between the Twins and the Royals. Everyone on the team (including Nancy) surrounded the pitchers mound while a video ran on the stadium big screen TV's. Then one member, Justin Zook, threw out the ceremonial first pitch for the baseball game and the crowd gave the US team a standing ovation as they left the field, with a few of the Royals giving them pats on the back. It was a really cool scene and we were so proud that Marin was a part of it.

From the ballpark, it was quickly off to the airport where our friend Brett Cohn was a hero getting Marin & Nancy to their flight on time. Without much time to begin spreading the good news, calls and text messages of congratulations started coming in. We are so appreciative of the love and support and as we continue on this amazing journey with Marin. It's been a whirlwind weekend and we're all still spinning a little bit.

Thanks for being with us,

Marin & Nancy, Matt, Camlyn & Michael

Saturday, April 5, 2008 9:09 PM CDT

Well, the competition here at the Paralympic Trials was completed today and overall Marin had a good meet. Today, on the final day of competition, Marin was scheduled to swim in two events: the 200-meter Individual Medley and the 100-meter Freestyle (which she swims on her back). She awoke feeling well; ate a decent breakfast and after arriving at the pool, she warmed up well. But after getting out of the pool, Marin was hit with a bad case of the spins and started to feel really sick. The end result is she could not get in the pool for her 200-IM and had to apply for a medical scratch from this event, something that is not taken lightly and the commitee considers closely. Marin was both hurting and at the same time upset about her inability to compete.

After sitting in a darkened corner with her eyes closed for a little more than an hour, the time came to decide if she could swim the 100-free. After discussing it with us and consulting with coach Andy, Marin decided to give it a try, feeling better but not knowing if she could complete the race. She had tears in her eyes at the start of the event, and we told her to simply start and then grab the ropes if she couldn't complete her swim; this would result in a DQ but not a no-show scratch, which is much worse. So Marin swam the 100-free in the prelims, gutted it out to complete the race in a time that was some 8-seconds off her best mark, and still qualified for the finals in second place for her classification.

After a good lunch (blackened Mahi-Mahi sandwich & broccoli, plus s plurge on tater-tots) and an even better afternoon nap, Marin returned for the evening finals feeling much better. And her performance showed it. She swam the 100-free style (on her back, starting in the pool) in 1:48.36, about two seconds off her best time but almost 4-seconds faster than in the morning. She won the finals for her classification and received her second gold medal of the trials. This was a really nice way to end the competition, but we remain uncertain about her status for Beijing. We will learn Sunday morning at 9-am CST whether Marin has been selected to the team. We have done some preliminary calculations, and according to our investigation, Marin is right on the margin of making the team. We won't know until tomorrow, so we're going to sleep with a lot of anxiety this evening, as we know many of you are as well. We'll update at the first opportunity on Sunday.

All the best,

Marin & Nancy, Matt, Camlyn & Michael

Friday, April 4, 2008 7:51 PM CDT

Hi Everyone,

The news here from the Paralympic Trials is good, but not great. To begin with, Marin felt relatively good this morning and we're very thankful for that; she still has some dizziness and double vision, but she was doing well when she woke up and she ate a good breakfast before going off to the pool. On her first day of competition here, she swam her best event, the 50 meter backstroke. While she swam better times in earlier events that didn't count as official times, her American record mark going in was 50.46 seconds. Her best time is 49.28 and she was looking to drop in to the 48-second range in order to reach the US Elite Team standard and move up into the top-5 in the world rankings, which would all but assure her a spot on the Paralympic Team for Beijing. So... this morning in the preliminaries, Marin hit the water and swam a very good race. She won her heat by a wide margin and clocked in at 50.12 seconds. On the books, that's a new American record. We were awed by her performance, especially considering how she's been feeling for the past few weeks and how difficult her preperation has been. Marin was pleased but not truly thrilled because she knew she needed a lower time to clinch a spot on the Beijing team. Still, she had another shot in the evening finals, and again she swam a very good race but clocked in at 50.16 secods, 4/100ths slower than the morning. This time, Marin was disappointed even as the rest of us continued to be very impressed by her courage and performance under such difficult circumstances. Her better time in the morning moved her from 7th to 6th in the current world rankings and could help her make it to Beijing, but now it seems like a long-shot and we have to sweat it out over the weekend. The team will be selected by a panel of USOC officials that will try to pick the 20 women that have the best chance to win the most medals in China. We would say that Marin is unofficially 'on the bubble'.

Saturday she swims in two other events that she's not as highly-ranked in the world. She'll swim the 200-meter Individual Medley, then later the 100-meter Freestyle. We'll see how that goes and perhaps she can help her case with the panel by making a good showing. Frankly, we just want her to feel better and be able to enjoy the experience. We believe she is better, and although her competitive spirit is a little disappointed, she seems to be having a good time when she's not feeling sick.

Marin enjoyed meeting an old friend of Matt's, Brett Cohn who lives here in Minnesota and his 6-year old daughter Alexis who came to the evening session wearing their "Super Marin" Wave of Courage T-shirts. That was a terrific gesture for the Cohns to show up in support.

Friday night will be low-key; eat in and get some great sleep for another great performance Saturday. Thanks for the love, prayers and support.

Swim Strong!

Marin & Nancy, Matt, Camlyn & Michael

Thursday, April 3, 2008 4:18 AM CDT

Hi Everyone,

We can't even begin to express how much we appreciate all the notes of encouragement that we read here in Marin's guestbook every day, particurly this week. She had a good day Wednesday, spending most of her time simply relaxing and getting rest, or doing her best not to feel sick. On this day it was a success.
Marin's most troublesome issue right now is simply feeling well; she wakes up dizzy and does her best to take in the nutrition she needs daily. But she continues with an amazingly good attitiude. Marin received a care package that included some wristbands that are designed to off-set her naseau and while it's early, we choose to believe they're working. She's also wearing an eye-patch to compat her symptoms of double-vision. It's not flattering, but it's helping. Right now it's all about feeling as well as she can... the plan is to rise early Thursday, get to the pool as she'll need to Friday, get acclimated to the early schedule, and do her best.
The excitement of the event is intoxicating and we are all enjoying this lifetime event. We have a great appreciation for the fact that so many others are coming along with us and riding the emotional waves with us. Please know we are honored to share this all with you.

All the best,

Marin & Nancy, Matt, Camlyn & Michael

Tuesday, April 1, 2008 7:52 PM CDT

With the aftermath of a spring blizzard all around, Marin & Nancy are getting acclimated to Minneapolis and the Aquatics Center where the Trials get underway Thursday, although Marin won't be competing until Friday and Saturday. Over the last two days she's been going to the pool and while still feeling dizzy, she's gotten in for some good laps and is feeling good in the water. She's having a tough time getting around out of the pool, her dizzy spells are almost constant, but when she's in the water she looks good. Coach Kiko has arrived and along with the US team coaches, they've commented on how well Marin seems to be swimming. Perhaps she's actually turning in to a fish. Her coach Andy is helping her get prepared and we're all looking forward to the weekend.

In the meantime, she's been trying to take care of herself and feel better. A couple days of chilling out in a hotel room can be helpful, but unfortunately after swimming earlier today, Marin had a tough day with the dizziness and naseau keeping her restless for most of the day. This is very difficult on Nancy who's trying to keep her comfortable and getting her nutrition while Marin continues to feel bad and can do little but rest with her eyes closed because of the dizziness. It hasn't been a good day, but she continues to keep a good attitude and looks forward to feeling better tomorrow.

Thanks for the well-wishes and suggestions to remedy her condition. We're always looking for anything that can help, so all thoughts and recommed=ndations are always welcome.

Hoping for better days ahead,

Marin & Nancy, Matt, Camlyn & Michael

Sunday, March 30, 2008 6:23 PM CDT

Hi everyone,

We're requesting a little extra prayers for Marin this week as she prepares for the Paralympic Trials in Minneapolis. She hasn't been feeling very well and we're hoping she can have a good week and compete well on Friday and Saturday. Nancy and marin arrived in Minneapolis this afternoon and after a good flight, Marin became very ill upon landing. She had an extreme case of dizziness and nauseau and couldn't deplane until paramedics came to her aid. She was given IV fluids and Zofran, an anti-dizziness drug that we've used when necessary over the last few years. She took the IV while laying on a couch in an airport lounge and began to feel better, but she remained there for a few hours taking a nap. The EMT responders suggested this could be a reaction to her vertigo complicated by dehydration from the flight, which makes sense because Marin doesn't drink as much as she should on a daily basis.

Naturally, this whole scene was very difficult for Nancy but she was well-composed when she relayed the story. Thankfully, our swim team friends Nancy Kaplan and her family were on the same flight and they were able to help the cause. They're staying in the same hotel so they've been able to be very helpful and they're getting around together. We appreciate Nancy and Bob's help a great deal.

Cammie and Micheal are spending spring break visiting their cousins in Southern California and they're having a wonderful time. I'll be joining Marin & Nancy in Minneapolis for the trials at the end of the week. Thanks for your love, prayers, and support.

Have a good week,

Marin & Nancy, Matt, Camlyn & Michael

Thursday, March 27, 2008 10:50 AM CDT

Hi Everyone,

Thanks for all the nice prayers, well-wishes and entries in Marin's guestbook over the Easter weekend. We had a nice holiday and Marin has been feeling relatively well. While she continues to struggle daily with dizziness, the medications seem to be helping. We're consulting with some specialists to see if there are some other affective approaches other than drugs. Marin has been doing her best to keep up with her training, but the meds take a lot out of her; she's more tired than usual, and on many days she has a hard time completing her therapy of school work. Still, she tries hard everyday and Marin always enjoys her time with her teachers and therapists.

In the pool, she's working with Coach Andy on a training program to get her ready for the Paralympic Trials next week. She's very excited and very nervous about the big meet. We'll be traveling to Minneapolis early in the week to allow her to get adjusted with the competition over the weekend. We're praying for a good week health-wise and the rest will simply have to take care of itself. We're looking forward to an exciting week and the biggest meet in Marin's swimming career so far. Thanks for the love and support.

Swim Strong,

Marin & Nancy, Matt, Camlyn & Michael

Thursday, March 20, 2008 10:48 AM CDT

Hi Everybody,

Marin went in for her MRI Tuesday and we had to wait until late yesterday to get a full assessment by her doctor and the tumor board. As has been the case for several months, there's areas of concern around the tumor cavity, but there remains uncertainty if this is cancer growth, swelling from radiation, or just what we're seeing. There is indication of edema, or swelling of the brain, which may likely be a cause of her symptoms of dizziness and naseua, which she continues to feel. Marin has been on medication to relieve her symptoms and there has been improvement, but she feels overly fatigued from the meds and we don't want to simply continue throwing drugs at the problem.

The better news is she continues to feel better and she's been keeping her food down, so our concerns over her nutrition are being relieved a little bit. She is swimming everyday and her training has been going a little better this week. Through all this, Marin remains cheerful inspired by her opportunity to swim at the trials. The notes of encouragement we read here are very helpful in getting us all through some of the tougher times. Thanks for your concerns and we appreciate the prayers... they are felt by our whole family.

We hope everyone enjoys a wonderful Easter weekend,

Marin & Nancy, Matt, Camlyn & Michael.

Tuesday, March 18, 2008 12:44 AM CDT

Hello everyone,

While Marin has been feeling and functioning better over the last week, we still have a lot of concern for her general health right now. The dizziness and naseau that's thrown her off track over the past several weeks has lessened, but she still feels off on a daily basis and we're trying to understand just exactly what is making her ill. Thankfully her naseau has been rare and she's doing much better keeping her food down. At the same time, her appetite isn't all that strong so we continue with the daily struggle of getting her to ingest as much nutrition as possible.

Still, Marin is doing her best to keep up her training, although at this point she hasn't been able to have an all-out, worry-free work-out in the pool for a few weeks. She makes a good effort at it almost every day, but most of the time she's either dizzy when she arrives at the pool and needs to take time before she begins, or she feels dizzy toward the end of her swim. We only hope and pray she'll continue to get better in time for her Paralympic trials coming up the first week in April.

On the bright side, she's felt good today as she goes in for her monthly MRI. She could certainly use some stron ptayer support once again as we continue to monitor the tumor cavity and the areas around the lining that may or may not be growing. We'll know more once we see the pictures and after the tumor board doctors meet to confer on the results tomorrow afternoon. Thanks for the support and we'll keep you posted.

Praying for the best,

Marin & Nancy, Matt, Cammie & Michael

Wednesday, March 12, 2008 11:57 AM CDT

Hi everyone,

It's been a rough couple of weeks as many of you know, but with good hope we're feeling that things are improving for Marin. Since her stay in the hospital last week she had a slightly better weekend. She was still feeling dizzy several times during the day on Friday. Her doctor then prescribed valium, a common medication to fight vertigo, and while we aren't thrilled to simply throw drugs at the problem, it has seemed to help her dizziness, at least the severity of it.

Over the weekend she felt a little better on Saturday morning and made a game-effort to get back to her training. We went to the pool to meet coach Andy. She started feeling car sick and by the time we reached the pool, she was not feeling well at all. Still, after some time sitting still, Marin made the effort to get in the pool and get in a workout. Great effort, but she was too dizzy to swim more than a few laps, so we called it a day and went back home. More than anything, Marin was disappointed because her training has been thrown off track for a week and she really feels she needs to work out. The better news over the weekend is that she did not vomit at all (although she felt close to it a few times), we'll take any victory we can get at this point.

On Monday, we demanded to have her seen by the neurology department, which had been saying she couldn't get an appointment for six weeks. She spent the morning in with the doctors who examined her thoroughly and would be consulting with her oncologist today. We're waiting to hear their opinions later today. We'll keep you posted. In the meantime, she's giving it a go in the pool today. She's still dealing with some mild dizziness and the affects of the valium have her even more fatigued than usual, but our Marin is determined and we continue to be awed by her will to get the most out of her day. Thanks for all your concern, prayers, and well-wishes.

Love,

Marin & Nancy, Matt, Camlyn & Michael

Wednesday, March 5, 2008 6:49 PM CST

Thanks for the well-wishes on Marin's behalf. We're happy, but cautious, as we report that she's felt better today. She spent all-day resting... no workouts or any such schedule keeping. Marin must have been exhausted because she slept until almost noon. She did have a good appetite though; she ate well and kept everything down. She's spent the day relaxing with her knitting and reports feeling good. We're trying a medication called meclizine and so far it's been a good day. We'll keep you posted on this as we're never too confident. We shall see. Thanks again for the love & support.

Marin & Nancy, Matt, Camlyn & Micheal

Tuesday, March 4, 2008 9:03 PM CST

Hi again everyone,

Well, it was a tough day as many of you know but Marin was released from the hospital late in the afternoon without any real revelations on the cause of her problems. She was dizzy and vomiting very badly this morning prompting Nancy to call 911. Marin was taken by ambulence to Children's Hospital where she essentially underwent observation all day. She had a CAT scan that didn't reveal anything new. She was examined by Dr. Geyer and also the head pediatrician on the staff. We thought (even hoped) it might be an inner-ear problem, which would explain her symptoms, but none of the doctors found anything that would indicate this is the case.

So after a long day without a resolution, Marin was feeling better, but still a bit dizzy. She returned home with Nancy who was given a touching compliment by the head pediatrician who said she's the most amazing mother she's ever encountered at the hospital. That's quite an endorsement. It was suggested that we try an antihistimine called Meclizine, so that's what we'll try next. Thanks again for the prayers and support.

Needing rest,

Marin & Nancy, Matt, Camlyn & Michael

Tuesday, March 4, 2008 4:14 PM CST

Hi everybody,

It's been a rough week for our dear Marin who continues to have bouts of dizziness and nauseau and this morning she was so weak, disoriented, and vomitting that we called 911 and she was taken to the hospital by ambulence. The doctors at Children's hospital are having a hard time diagnosing the problem, but it's just not getting any better despite numerous tries with various prescriptions, etc. She'll have a good day, but then a lousy one... she might feel fine in the early part of the day and get sick later, or visa-versa. It's time that we got this figured out because she needs to be able to feel well and keep her food down. When she's feeling good, she's fine... we all enjoyed a nice weekend together and she swam hard in her training.

Right now the doctors are trying to determine if there's a chronic inner-ear problem that could be the cause of all this. She's getting IV's and resting. We'll keep you updated as we get the information. Thanks for your love and prayers.

Marin & Nancy, Matt, Cammie & Michael

Thursday, February 28, 2008 10:55 AM CST

Marin continues to move forward swimmingly, although she still has occasional issues keeping her food down. We remain concerned, but we're definitely seeing improvement. We've met with a nutritionist and another doctor to try to dignose the problem and it may be as simple as eating a certain kind of cereal to settle her stomach first thing in the morning, or changing the order in which she eats certain foods. In any event, Marin continues to rise and shine cheerfully and swims every day with earnestness and focus toward the upcoming Paralympic trials in April.

In speaking with her oncology team after the tumor board examined her latest MRI, we have little that's fresh to report. The tumor board is a group of pediatric oncologist from across the country that conference and share cases and information on a weekly basis. Again this time, the consensus is that there are areas of Marin's tumor cavity that remain a concern and that some swelling or growth can be noted, but this is the same area that was radiated a few months ago, so it's reasonable to believe that this is swelling that related to that. We'll hope that's the case, and look at it again in March. Enjoy the extra day in February.

Happy Leap Year,

Marin & Nancy, Matt, Camlyn & Michael
(Happy Birthday Dad)

Sunday, February 17, 2008 7:46 PM CST

Thanks for all the well-wishes on Marin's MRI and her swim in the HS state meet. Saturday night in Federal Way, she competed in the disabled 50-yard freestyle as the only girl at the entire meet. She represented Eastlake High and raced against six others in the event, all boys, and she took fifth place out of seven. Marin swam the 50 on her back, starting in the water so she didn't have the benefit of a racing start, and she clocked a very good time of 43.24 seconds. She was very pleased with a strong performance, and so was her coach Andy. We were concerned that she might not have a great night because she hasn't been holding food down lately. But Marin came through in the clutch and she was very happy.

Our friend and one of Marin's therapists Beth H. went along for support and brought her husband as well. Beth took some really nice pictures and we've uploaded them on the pictures page (which hasn't been updated in a while, but we're starting to get this figured out). Enjoy the photos and our thanks to Beth for her friendship and photography skills. Have a great President's Day.

Marin & Nancy, Matt, Camie & Michael

Sunday, February 17, 2008 7:20 PM CST

Thanks for all the well-wishes on Marin's MRI and her swim in the HS state meet. Saturday night in Federal Way, she competed in the disabled 50-yard freestyle as the only girl at the entire meet. She represented Eastlake High raced against six others in the event, all boys, and she took fifth place out of seven. Marin swam the 50 on her back, starting in the water so she didn't have the benefit of a racing start, and she clocked a very good time of 43.24 seconds. She was very pleased with a strong performance, and so was her coach Andy. We were concerned that she might not have a great night because she hasn't been holding food down lately. But Marin came through in the clutch and she was very happy.

Our friend and one of Marin's therapists Beth H. went along for support and brought her husband as well. Beth took some really nice pictures and we've uploaded them on the pictures page (which hasn't been updated in a while, but we're starting to get this figured out). Enjoy the photos and our thanks to Beth for her friendship and photography skills. Have a great President's Day.

Marin & Nancy, Matt, Camie & Michael

Friday, February 15, 2008 8:36 PM CST

Thanks as always for the love, prayers and support. Marin underwent her monthly MRI today, and as has become the norm, we're sweating out the official reading of the results. An overview indicates there are areas of concern around her tumor cavity where parts measure larger than they did a month ago. Our hearts skip a beat when we see this, but at the same time we try to stay optimistic as this is preliminary reading of her MRI. We'll wait for the official reading from entire tumor board next Wednesday, and hope for an optimistic approach. It doesn't make the weekend any easier. We understand that Marin is not cancer free; we only hope that it can be contained.

On the bright side, Marin will be swimming in the Washington State High School Championships Saturday night in Federal Way. She's nervous about competing against likely all boys in the races, but she performed great at this meet last year and we're sure she'll do great. We'll post tomorrow on how she does.

Have a great weekend,

Marin & Matt, Nancy, Camie & Mike

Tuesday, February 12, 2008 1:34 PM CST

Hi everyone,

Since returning from vacation and getting back to everyday living, we've been very busy. Marin is back in to full training mode, working hard with coach Andy as she tries to get in peak condition for the Paralympic trials the first week in April. Last weekend, Andy and his wife Sarah, who's also a coach and works with Marin, took underwater video of Marin's strokes and identified some key details to work on. It's really neat that they've taken a very detailed approach to her training and have embraced very seriously Marin's goal of earning a spot on the Paralympic team for Beijing. On Sunday, Andy organized a fundraiser at a local restaurant where the proprietor pledged a percentage of his gross sales for the afternoon to Marin's fund. Very, very cool.

Marin is still having some eating issues as we're trying to figure out why she tends to becaome nauseaus shortly after her workouts. She takes a long time to ingest her food, so it's always a big part of her day simply to finish eating. We're trying to find a nutrtionist to help us perhaps with her combinations of foods and maybe the different times of take certain types of nutrition. In the meantime, she's happy and healthy and working hard on her lessons with Ashley.

We had a great time celebrating Michael's birthday twice last week. There was his actual birthday on the 5th. And then we celebrated with his friends on Friday night with a birthday party at Chuck E Cheese. Everyone had a fun time, especially Michael who enjoyed playing all the games with his little pals and his Dad too.

Here's to a good week,

Marin & Nancy, Matt, Camlyn & Michael

Saturday, February 2, 2008 8:56 AM CST

Home from the Grand Cayman, we arrived tanned and rested Wednesday night after almost a week in paradise. We had such an amazing time thanks to the wonderful people at the Grand Cayman Rotary Club who made sure we saw all the sights and experienced the island hospitality to the fullest. Even with a full schedule, we had plenty of time to relax in the sun on the beautiful beach and swim in the amazing blue carribean sea. Just off the shore, the snorkeling was terrific with many brightly colored fish swimming right along with us. Marin was a little reluctant to get in over the rocky shore line, but with help from Dad it went fine and once she was in she really enjoyed herself. Our time on the island was wonderful and we created memories of a lifetime.

Of course, getting back to real life is always a little tough after a vacation but everyone was back to the grind Thursday morning. From sand and surf to ice and cold, the transition was stark, but that's life. Marin was back in the pool at the Bellevue Club and although she did some workouts in Cayman, she really felt good getting back in the proper size pool and digging in to her training regimen that has been put in place by her coach Andy who's really been terrific. In fact, he organized an upcoming fundraiser at a local restaurant to help support Marin's travel to the meets she needs to swim in. We feel very fortunate that Andy has taken such responsibility in Marin's training. We're looking forward to next Saturday when she will swim in the state High School meet in Federal Way. This year, the disability events will take place during the boy's state meet, so Marin may be the only girl competing that day. She really looks forward to competing so this should be a fun week.

As always, thanks for the love, prayers and support.

Marin & Nancy, Matt, Camlyn & Spi-diddy (who really has taken to his new nickname)

Saturday, January 26, 2008 7:03 PM CST

Greetings from day 2 of paradise!!

This has to be the most beautiful place on earth! The people are some of the nicest people as well. First thing we learned is the pronuciation of the word Cayman. It's pronounced like Caveman, but Cay-man, with the emphasis on the second syllabol.

Yesterday we woke up to a spectacular view of Seven Mile beach out of our third story balcony condo. The water is green-blue with the sand as white and fluffy as clouds. We sat on the beach, watching the rolling surf, catching lots of rays, and swimming in the beach-side pool. We ate lunch and dinner on our balcony over-looking the ocean.

Today we had a very busy day starting out with being picked up by "Dexter" who has a beautiful boat. He took just our family out on a cruise to "Stingray Bay." O.K., everyone ready. We were let off the boat in the middle of hundreds of stingrays to swim, play, and hold them! They are really very calm creatures of the sea and only freak out when you freak out. We remained calm and they swam around us, rubbing themselves on our skin. We even kissed them as they looked eye to eye with us.

Right when we approched the stingrays, we were greeted by the Cayman Island Police for something I will never forget. One of the police officers climed upon our boat and presented Marin with a plaque from the Cayman Island Police force. He then sang a song which brought tears to all of our eyes how God is watching, healing, and loving Marin. I am still speachless.

We then traveled back to land and returned to our condo to enjoy a lovely lunch on the balcony.

From there we visited the Turtle Farm and got to pet, play, and hold sea turtles ranging from little babies to ones that looked way over 100 years old. Again, an experience of a lifetime. We are now getting cleaned up to go eat dinner at a highly reccomended place.

I must admit this peace myself and the rest of us are finding here is something that was needed to re-fuel and press onward. The world and it's many people are something we need to appreciate and thank God for daily.

Beyond content in the Caymans,
Marin and mom
Matt, Camie, and Spy-diddy

Thursday, January 24, 2008 10:08 PM CST

Hello All! After a rough start this morning, we have safely touched down in paradise!!

Today we came to the Grand Cayman Island. We arrived at the airort at 5:00 a.m. for a 6:00 flight. When I got to the counter, I realized I was missing Marin's passport! We called our neighbor, Yvette Cook, and she took off on an almost impossible mission to get Marin's passport from our house and arrive at the airport in 1/2 an hour. Well, Super Yvette made it, with the passport, and we got on the plane with about 4 minutes to spare.

The rest of the day went smoothly first going to Chicago, then Miami, the arriving in the Grand Caymans at around 7:30. The Rotary Club was there with all it's officers to great us and smoothly take us through customs without any hassles. We then went out to the parking lot and a white, stretch-lemo was waiting to take us to our condo. You can only imagine the kids excitement as we rode through town in this beautiful car. Camie and Michael were doing back-bends, playing catch with their travel pillows, and pretending they were movie stars. Marin and I sat and laughed.

Next we arrived at the condo to be once again greeted by the lovely people we met at the airport and they showed us into the condo where a fully stocked kitchen awaited. There were also numerous gifts covering the table including a beautiful floral arrangement. A big Welcome banner was hanging over the sliding glass door which takes you out to view paradise. We overlook a beautiful pool, perfect for Marin to swim in, and only feet beyond that is the ocean.

This is truely an experience of a life time. Marin fits in here like a fish in water.

Swimmingly dreams,
Marin and the Morrison gang

Monday, January 21, 2008 2:47 AM CST

The last several days have been eventful. Marin underwent her MRI and PET scan last week and the results were somewhat inconclusive but we positive for the most part. The MRI showed the area that was radiated last fall was swollen with what could be tumor growth but is just as likely to be the result of radiation at work. There was other spots within the swollen area that were clearly dead or dying and the panel of doctors that looked at the scans were all in agreement on this. Bottom line, we continue to watch with caution but have reasons to be optimistic that her treatments are having a good affect. Thanks for all the prayers that are surely helping Marin in her struggle.

She remains positive and upbeat and she took her good attitude with her to the pool for a meet Thursday through Saturday. Her coach Andrew Hay from Eastlake HS entered her in this one and he took her to and from the pool Saturday. She swam Thursday in the 50-fly but didn't take a time as she lost her cap & goggles on her dive and couldn't recover. She swam a good time in the 50-free on Friday, just about her best, but didn't lower it any. And then she swam a little better in her 50-backstroke on Saturday. Our thanks to coach Andy for helping Marin in her training and getting her in to this competition and taking her there over the weekend.

Camie & Michael continue to enjoy school and their activities which include skiiing at the local slopes on Saturdays. Mike is quite the speed-freak and Camie is becoming a pro on the snow board. In light of their dance classes mentioned here, we like Uncle Andy's suggestion that the hip-hop Mikey might want to use Spi-diddy as his club handle. It works for me.

Have a great week,

Marin & Nancy, Matt, Camlyn & Spi-diddy

Monday, January 21, 2008 3:22 AM CST

Hello friends and family,
We've gotten all the test results back and Marin is experiencing these dizzy spells, etc. the doc's believe due to radiation! This is great news for us. The MRI showed a slight increase in swelling around the same area of concern, but with a small black dot in the center. The black dot means that that part of the tumor is dead. The PET scan results showed this same result. Mild to moderate growing cancer cells existed but the fast growing cells were no longer showing in the scan. Dr. Geyer said they will review it at "tumor board" which meets every Wednesday just to make sure it is a shared view with all the different doctors.

On Thursday, Friday, and Saturday, Marin's coach, Andy Hay, got her in a long course swim meet to swim her events in time trials at the end of the meet. She swam her back stroke two days, and attempted butterfly one. The butterfly ended up to be a little bit of a mess. Marin is trying to start her dive from the block yet it makes her really nervous. When she gets really nervous, her right side of her body starts shaking, without her being able to control it. Needless to say, her right side started shaking really bad. She finally gave up trying to dive off the block and went from the side. I think it upset her so much she took about two butterfly strokes and felt like she couldn't breath so she didn't swim it. You have to admire her strength and determination in situations like this. Truely remarkable.

Marin's swallowing fears continue. She is starting to hold all those pills in her mouth too long also and the coating is coming off, thus making her throwup. I continue to get angry at her which, in turn, makes me feel awful! I know she can't help it and is trying her very hardest. I think all the suppliments are very important yet I can't be giving them to her if they're making her thowup now.

The weather here is in the thick of rain and it's hard to be hanging out inside all the time. Marin loves to go out side yet gets really cold in the weather here. Michael and I bundled up today and went for a bike ride in the drizzling rain. Fun? I guess.

Hope everyone had a great weekend.

Fondly, Nancy and Marin
Camie, Michael, and Matt

Wednesday, January 16, 2008 2:44 PM CST

Good afternoon,

After discussing Marin's conditions with her doctor, they decided to have me bring her in today to do a pet-scan and another MRI. A pet-scan measures the metabolic rate at which the enhancements are growing. If it is growing faster than a normal rate, then they think it could be cancer. There always is the chance that it is radiation damage. Marin's doctor, Dr. Guyer, believes it is radiation damage and these symptoms are mearly caused from the radiation. There is really no for sure way to determine this without surgery, which we are not doing.

Despite all this testing, Marin's dizziness and such, she continues to smile and be happy. She once again told me yesterday that it's quite all right that she does not have use of her right arm. She functions pretty well with the left, (and a lot of mom's help!). Her swimming is going wonderful and she is looking better and better in the water.

Yesterday, while I was waiting for new breaks to be put on my car, I was wandering around Whole Foods store and found some calorie boosting protein powder. It looks pretty good so I bought some and thought we would give it a whirl.

We have some really exciting news approaching us. While we were living in the Ronald McDonald house in Atlanta 2 years ago, there was a dear couple there having triplets whom lived in the Cayman Islands. They have recently contacted us and the Cayman Island Rotary Club is sending our family to the Cayman Islands for 1 week!! You can only imagine, not only Marin's excitement, but all of ours. We are sitting here in Seattle with 30 degree weather and snow on the ground, and in less than two weeks, we will be sitting in the sand, over-looking beautiful blue oceans, in 80 degree weather. I think this is the perfect time for Marin to excape to an Island and lay in the sun! (Of course she will be swimming there too.)

Cami and Michael continue to thrive while enjoying all the normal things a 13 and 5 year old do. Cami is taking many dance classes and is loving it. Michael started a Hip-hop class and is so excited that he gets to be on stage performing in front of "hundreds of people."

Thanks for all the continued prayers and well wishes. As my world consist of caring for the kids, it's so wonderful to have this outlet recognizing all my friends and family out there supporting us anyway they can.

Hope everyone has a happy day and I will let you know the test results as soon as we get them.

Fondly, Marin and Nancy
Matt, Camie, and Spydey!!

Monday, January 14, 2008 6:50 PM CST

It was an up & down weekend for Marin who enjoyed an afternoon swimming with her coach Andy from Eastlake on Saturday. Andy & his wife Sarah picked up Marin and took her to a local pool to work-out and film her with an underwater camera. It's very generous for Andy to take his personal time to help Marin with her strokes and it was good for her to get out and have a little independence for at least an afternoon.

However, her nausea symptoms were recurring over the weekend and her condition continues to be a concern. She went swimming Sunday but began to feel dizzy and naseaus so she cut her workout short. We alerted her doctors who are going to move up her next MRI in order to take another look a little quicker than originally scheduled. We're probably going to take her in toward the end of the month. On Monday, she said she felt much better. She went through her normal workout routine at the BCC and had a good appetite afterward. Now we have to help her get her nutrition consistently and hopefully get her to gain a little bit of weight.

On the homefront, things continue to be stressful but we'll keep persevering. Thanks for all your prayers and concerns and the help that's been offered. Have a good week and we'll keep doing our best.

As always,

Marin & Nancy, Matt, Camie & Michael

Friday, January 11, 2008 9:31 AM CST

Good Morning! I hope today finds everyone well and happy. Since my last entry, Marin is back and feeling fine again. I did the day before try to feed her a little chicken to maybe put some meat back into her diet and I think that wasn't a good plan. She eats enough fish that the protein is probably not what she needs more of, it's the carbs. Last night I made her eat some pasta and it took her forever! Marin has had issues swallowing since the last surgery on 8/15/05 when all the problems started. I think something about the texture is preventing her from being able to swallow it normally. I noticed when she was eating an avacado yesterday, she chewed a bite 32 times! I keep telling her that mushy stuff like that really doesn't need to be chewed at all but simply mashed in her mouth and swallowed. We will continue to work on it.
Thanks for the suggestions a few of you sent us regarding Marins diet for helping her gain weight. I encourage all of you to keep them coming if you hear of anything, etc. I called and made an appointment with Marin's nutritionist and a (Naturalpath?) yesterday so maybe they will have some more ideas as well.
We are still waiting to get the dates for a follow-up MRI and another pet-scan. There is the spot which continues to be larger and enhanced and we are hoping and praying that it is due to the radiation damage from the Gamma Knife. Please keep Marin in your prayers for this to be radiation and not more tumor. We are in full swing for training for the Olympic Trials and don't want the cancer to interfere!
Swimming is going great as we continue to change Marin's workouts, etc. to get her ready for April's trials. She continues to swim with coach Karen daily at the Bellevue Club and enjoys that very much. Karen is a caring, nuturing mom and Marin really likes her. She continues to help Marin with her stroke and gives her great work-out daily. In addition to this, Marin's high school coach, Andy Hay, has stepped in to be Marin "formal coach" and to work on perfecting her stroke and getting her ready for the races to come. He is working more on technique, speed, endurance, etc. Andy is working with Marin twice a week during the week and on Saturdays. This Saturday he is taking an underwater film of Marin to be anyalized by several coaches to see if any fine tuning can be done. I feel so incredibly blessed to have all the people helping Marin achieve her dream!
We received a 200 page packet from the Olympic Committee yesterday to be filled out. It has all the Olympic stuff, waivers, etc, enclosed in it. I believe they send it to the National teams and get all the stuff in place so whoever makes the Olympic Team, they have all the "stuff in place."
Seattle continues to live up to it's nickname, "the rainy place," with rain occuring everyday along with gray skies. We bought an artificial sun light that you sit under 15 minutes daily. I believe it's helping with our gloom a little.
I continue to pray that I keep strong for Marin and have peace in my heart and this journey continues. Thanks to all of you for you kind words, well wishes, and prayers. I also enjoy all the Christmas Cards so much. I am still working on perhaps getting some out. Perhaps Valentine's day or Easter.
Here's to our crazy lives we lead. Let's keep going like Marin, Marin strong!!

A big Hug, Marin and Nancy
Matt, Michael, and Cami

Tuesday, January 8, 2008 2:49 AM CST

I just realized the page hasn't been updated in quite a while. Sorry the updates have become farther and farther apart. I really wanted to update daily yet daily stresses have prevented me from doing so.
It's 1:00 a.m. in Seattle and I just finished walking our little dog Rosie. When I got home Marin was up throwing up. The last four days she has been dizzy and unable to accomplish much. Today was the first day she swam since last Wednesday. I have also been pretty worried about her eating this last month. She is starting to take longer and longer to finish a meal. For instance, eating two toster waffles is talking about 2 hours!! Because of the drastic slow pace in which she is eating, her calorie intake has dropped way down and in the last few months, has lost about 10 more pounds. I don't know what do about this. Carbs would be great but she is refusing to eat pasta, rice, etc. All those things that would help her put on some weight. Any suggestions!?? Her diet doesn't contain any meat, dairy, or sugar.

I can't thank you enough for all of your continued support in reading Marin's page.
Marin continues to be happy yet the eating thing is upsetting her also. Today she looked good in water when she was swimming.

happy day.
Marin and mom

Tuesday, January 1, 2008 9:52 AM CST

Happy New Year everyone,

We hope you all had a wonderful holiday season and were able to cherish your family and friends. Our family spent the week in SoCal visiting Gramma Shirley and all the aunts, uncles and cousins. What a great visit! We enjoyed the sunshine and a trip to Sea World. Nancy had a great time getting together with her 'gang', all her closest friends from high school who gathered together for dinner. This is a great group of people who've been close for so long and it's always a highlight of Nancy's year when she makes it to one of their holiday gatherings. We also celebrated Nancy's birthday on the 30th with the family.

While Marin and Camie enjoyed spending time with their Gramma and cousins Katrina, Andrew & Steven, Michael was having a ball on a different level with a pile of little-dude cousins to play with all week. Michael and Timmy had a great time and they got together with cousins Landon & Toby with their baby brother Caleb on a couple of different occasions and truly had a great time.

The ladies enjoyed a special evening Sunday night when Uncle Bruce treated them to a broadway production of "Wicked" at the Schubert Theater in LA. A spectacular show and a wonderful time included Nancy literally bumping in to none other than Diane Keaton(!) at the theater. The famous actress was reportedly very gracious in being plowed in to by the stunning blonde. Good times and great memories.

Marin enjoyed visiting with her 'twin' cousin Katrina and didn't neglect her workouts as she hit the pool at a local fitness club several days during the week. Now it's on to the new year, sharpening focus, and getting ready for the Paralympic Trials in April. We hope all your hopes and dreams come true in the new year.

Happy New Year again,

Marin & family,
Nancy, Matt, Camlyn & Michael

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