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Dear Dollings,

I hope you are all as well as can be these days.
Take care,
Pennie Brown <boysrusbrown@shaw.ca>
Surrey/White Rock, BC Canada - Saturday, November 23, 2013 0:49 AM CST

Whatever the Dolling clan is doing these days, I hope you are doing it with smiles and laughter. Thank you Steve, for giving all those that followed Spencer's story and grew to love him, the idea to put on our jackets and have cocktails in the dining car. Spencer's name and spirit remain strong in our family, as do our continuing best wishes for you and rest of your family.
Andy Mikulak <amikulak@gmail.com>
San Diego, - Saturday, May 21, 2011 9:45 AM CDT

Stopping by to say hello! Sounds like a wonderful Christmas! God Bless, love, Ellen
http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/seanhanson
Ellen Hanson <ehanson89@aol.com>
Marstons Mills, Cape Cod, Ma - Thursday, January 21, 2010 3:25 AM CST

Think of your family often. Glad to hear that you are "living" and meeting wonderful people along the way. Wishing you safe travels.
Terri Leedy <tntleedy@yahoo.com>
Lincoln, CA - Monday, January 18, 2010 6:41 PM CST

Happy New Year to you all. Thanks for sharing your journey. Enjoy!
Pennie Brown & Scott, Marcus & Jake <boysrusbrown@shaw.ca>
South Surrey, BC Canada - Sunday, January 10, 2010 8:11 PM CST

What a sweet day and what a pile of very dear gifts.
Jane Snell Copes <jscopes66@hotmail.com>
Inver Grove Heights, MN USA - Tuesday, January 5, 2010 5:14 PM CST

To Mo, Ashlyn and Austin,
We are deeply sorry for your loss. Our thoughts and prayers are with you now and always. We are here for you in whatever you may need. Our hearts are with you.
With love,
Cammie, Mark and Elijah
Cammie
Tempe, AZ - Thursday, October 1, 2009 0:50 AM CDT

Hello Dolling Family - I'm a friend of Deb's. I've been reading your story tonight, and wanted to thank Deb for allowing me to 'meet' you all. What an incredible family you are. I am deeply touched. I too, am a parent. Your metaphor of the dining care in the train - how profound. Thank you for allowing others(even those who haven't had the privilege of knowing you, your absolutely amazing wife and kids) to read your journey. All four of you have touched my heart to its inner depths tonight. Your deep love for one another. Your attitudes. Your commitment. Your determination to eat in the dining car. The fact that all four of you made that choice. The fact that you continue to do so. Deb's facebook status has been about your current sailing adventures! Awesome! Blessings to you! Thank you for touching my soul. Your family has taught me very much this evening. Sonya Mackill
Sonya Mackill <ligaya@dccnet.com>
Sechelt, B.C. Canada - Sunday, August 30, 2009 3:31 AM CDT

Hello all.
Steve <e.apilado@sbcglobal.net>
Arlington, tx USA - Wednesday, July 29, 2009 1:57 PM CDT

Happy August 1st coming up! Your plans are amazing and will be checking in on your web site. Spenser's spirit will be with you guiding you all the way. Wishing you warm friendly winds in your sails and peace and fulfillment on your journey ahead.
Anne Dubois <adubois@shaw.ca>
- Friday, July 3, 2009 7:32 AM CDT

Thanks for the update. Wish you had some of the old pics (Mex?) of Spencer still up. I love those. We miss Spencer too, but I'm hoping he's up in Heaven teaching Max how to use power tools - I never got around to that with him.

Andy Mikulak, Max's dad
Andy Mikulak <amikulak@yahoo.com>
San Diego, CA USofA - Wednesday, June 3, 2009 4:39 PM CDT

HI Dolling family, it sounds like it was a great sailing day. Glad you can feel Spencer near you. Hope your fridge is fixed before it gets too stinky! Happy Sailing! Love, Ellen
http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/seanhanson
Ellen Hanson <ehanson89@aol.com>
Marstons Mills, Cape Cod, MA United States - Saturday, May 23, 2009 1:46 AM CDT

Spencer...once you're finished with the autopilot...take a look at our lawn mower. Our fridge works just fine.
Joanne Gunning <jgunning@kingston.net>
Kingston, on - Friday, May 22, 2009 2:52 PM CDT

Hello. Just checking in, to see how you folks are doing. I'm sure yesterday was a tough day. Good Luck with the new fridge.... Take care.
Marilyn Mouse Fraser
Marilyn Fraser <mouse1001@mts.net>
Winnipeg, MB Canada - Friday, May 22, 2009 8:21 AM CDT

I am glad today was a sunny day...I know you are continuing with your great plans! I hope Tracey continues to develop those great muscular calves. Also hope it helps that others are thinking of you, remembering...and honouring your family.
Susan Tilkov
Pt. Coquitlam, BC Canada - Thursday, May 21, 2009 9:47 PM CDT

Thinking of you guys today..with much love from..the biting Gramma..may your hearts be full of all the joyful memories of times spent together, as a family, with your beautiful sons..Love to you guys always
Cathy Montgomery <billandcathy@persona.ca>
Princeton, BC Canada - Thursday, May 21, 2009 9:02 PM CDT

It seemed very fitting. This evening I participated in a Native American smudge and drum ceremony in honour of a friend who is in the hospital.
I thought of Spencer...and called upon his Spirit to help with Bryan's healing.
Joanne Gunning <jgunning@kingston.net>
Kingston, on - Thursday, May 21, 2009 6:18 PM CDT

Thinking about you all today. Spencer touched so many hearts and inspired many including myself. (((hugs)))
Lisa <lisa_richards@telus.net>
- Thursday, May 21, 2009 1:18 PM CDT

((((hugs))))
Simone Carpenter
PoCo, BC - Thursday, May 21, 2009 11:31 AM CDT

Happy Birthday Spencer. Thinking of you and your family.
Colleen ( Caleb's Mom) <colleenmacey@hotmail.com>
Port Coquitlam, - Wednesday, May 13, 2009 2:10 PM CDT

It was a beautiful sunny day in Kingston...so to celebrate I took the afternoon off and went for a hike with C-Moss.
I think goofing off every May 12 sounds like an excellent idea..in my daytimer for 2010!
Joanne Gunning <jgunning@kingston.net>
Kingston, On - Wednesday, May 13, 2009 9:29 AM CDT

Happy Birthday Spencer!

Thinking of you guys.
Dianne Jameson <zion_lj_dj@hotmail.com>
Vancouver, BC - Tuesday, May 12, 2009 1:51 PM CDT

Steve, Tracy, Foster and of course Scupper........sending warm thoughts your way on what is surley to be a difficult day. Spencer is never far from my thoughts.
Donna

Donna Walker <donna_walker@shaw.ca>
Port Coquitlam, - Tuesday, May 12, 2009 9:45 AM CDT

Thinking of Foster, Coco, Jared today as they head down to "Shave For The Brave"
I'm a little sad that Scupper won't be transforming into a Mongolian Razorback this year...but I expect he's relieved.
Evil Bunny <jgunning@kingston.net>
Kingston, ON - Saturday, May 9, 2009 12:15 AM CDT

Having had the delightful good fortune of meeting Foster this past weekend...I have news...you're never going to win again. He's smart...like his mother!

BTW...I don't think I'm ever going to be able to ask a waiter for ice again and keep a straight face.

Thanks for introducing me to Black Dragon...she's awesome
Joanne Gunning <jgunning@kingston.net>
Kingston, on - Wednesday, May 6, 2009 5:55 PM CDT

I'll be seeing you soon after "the deed"
Should I pack some frozen peas???
I'm getting very excited about meeting the new improved neutered you!!!
Joanne Gunning <jgunning@kingston.net>
Kingston, On - Saturday, April 18, 2009 11:04 AM CDT

Scupper,
I just thought you should know that the President of the United States got a new Portuguese water dog puppy. Aren't you proud?

Haley (19, Neuroblastoma) <hau5@unh.edu>
- Sunday, April 12, 2009 9:21 AM CDT

If you want the TRUE cadillac package for a vasectomy, you must travel here, to Austin, Texas. We have a urologist here with a booming vasectomy practice. Men come from far and wide just so they can tell their friends that Dr. Richard Chopp neutered them. His friends call him Dick.
Katie Spaulding <grammypoppy2003@msn.com>
Jonestown, TX USA - Thursday, April 9, 2009 7:00 AM CDT

Hi Tracey, Steve, Foster and Scupper

It's been awhile since I read your website and boy did I miss a lot of action! Good for you on deciding to take off to Mexico. I don't understand any of the sailor talk stuff except for the word, vasectomy, though :) I continue to enjoy your writings and look forward to the next Dolling adventure. Spencer would be proud of your sewing skills, Steve!

Take Care,
Candice
Candice Mah
Burnaby, BC - Sunday, April 5, 2009 0:15 AM CDT

Yikes. It's Steve. I can't update Caringbridge any more. I'm locked out. You can find us here:

http://www.sailblogs.com/member/blackdragon/
Steve Dolling
Port Coquitlam, BC Canada - Wednesday, April 1, 2009 1:04 AM CDT

You are living an action packed life. I know you went to the retreat cuz I got an update on Logan's blog.
Poor Scupper...C-Moss had tummy woes last Fall...very stinky.
I met yet another PWD last week when I took C-Moss on an off leash walk...when I meet a PWD I take it as a sign that Spencer is near...and telling me to "Keep Going. Never Give Up" I needed to hear that last week...work continues to be stressful.
Hugs to all of you!!
Joanne Gunning <jgunning@kingston.net>
Kingston, On - Tuesday, March 31, 2009 7:32 PM CDT

For some reason I keep you in my favorites, and look forward to your posts. My sincere sympathy on your loss. I just wonder if you need a different venue? Some of these exceptional writers actually make money doing this. I don't really get it, but you have the talent in the writing department to get there. If you take my advice, would you please email me your new site?
Julie Roubik <j_roubik@yahoo.com>
Holmen, WI 54636 - Tuesday, March 17, 2009 10:13 PM CDT

you mean to say..you and Tracey still hae sex at your age??? haha..Bill and I too have a boat so he could totally relate to all your upolstrying..if he could only get his hands on that kind of a sewing machine..he too would be doing that kind of reno on our boat..he never would get a vasectomey however... because he always said to me... your not going to make a house cat out of me...although these days the way he sits in front of the TV on the couch..anyone coming in to our place would mistake him for some kind of house cat!!! LOVE you Guys..I know it will be trip of a lifetime..adventure.. thats what it is all about! Love Cathy PS see you in Harrison Hotsprings!
Cathy Montgomery <billandcathy@persona.ca>
Princeton, BC Canada - Monday, March 16, 2009 0:53 AM CDT

Hey Mr. Steve ur a really good writer I never knew. why do u refere to mast as a stick?

c u L8er,
Nat
Natalie
- Friday, March 13, 2009 6:55 PM CDT

Toby Pannone is a boy in our neighborhood with Neuroblastoma and I was reading his blog (I do not know him personally) and that led me to click on Erin's blog and her mother referenced your site. I sat up last night and read your story until the most recent posting. I am just a mom in Brooklyn, NY and I know I do not know you, but I was so touched by your writings. You are a smart, funny man who so clearly loves both of his sons with abandon. Your wife, too, seems like a wonderful mom. Your son seemed like an amazing kid and his send off sounded just perfect.

I am so very sorry for your loss. I know your son is missed. I wish you all the best sailing the seas.
Kelly
Brooklyn, NY US - Tuesday, March 10, 2009 3:09 PM CDT

I always kept our boys in line by reminding them that I neutered our cat myself when I worked for our vet. Just IMAGINE the hold Tracey would have over Foster if you let her do your vasectomy! With just the lift of an eyebrow, she could control his every move! Just think about it?
Happy sailing.
Blessings, Katie aka Tanner's Aunt Katie
Katie Spaulding <grammypoppy2003@msn.com>
Jonestown, Tx USA - Monday, March 9, 2009 8:46 PM CDT

Read this quote and thought of you:

Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things you didn't do than by the ones you did do. So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream. Discover.
-Mark Twain

Lyndsay http://findingjoyinthelittlethings.blogspot.com/
Canada - Wednesday, February 25, 2009 11:45 AM CST

How happy I was to read a new entry and to hear that the boat is getting all primed up for the trip. Good luck with the vasectomy...don't do it yourself. Let Tracey...there may be some satisfaction in it for her....ha ha. As always thinking of you guys pretty much non stop. Cheers!
Jen Montgomery <jmontgomery@shaw.ca>
Maple Ridge, - Wednesday, February 25, 2009 1:43 AM CST

Whoop! Love to hear from you! On the vas: make Tracy promise to watch and hold your hand. It might be instructive, or it might bring the item farther down on the list.
Jane Snell Copes
Inver Grove Heights, MN USA - Tuesday, February 24, 2009 6:21 AM CST

Hey Steve, Tracey & Foster! How wonderful to hear of your sailing plans. Proof again that when one door closes, another opens. What a blessing in disguise your job loss was! And your sewing skills!....hm...you know, slip covered furniture is still all the rage. Let me know when I can send measurements! Thanks for giving us an update. Wishing all of you the best.
Pennie, Scott, Marcus & Jake
South Surrey, BC Canada - Saturday, February 21, 2009 8:13 PM CST

Your writing is priceless!

Becky
caringbridge.org/nc/sarahsmith
Becky Smith <beckysmith62@aol.com>
Smithfield, NC - Friday, February 20, 2009 5:07 AM CST

ROFL. I must have ESP...I popped in here today "on spec" to see if there was an update.
I am delighted to hear that you're thinking of performing surgery on yourself (I figure this saves mucho health care dollars..so I thank you)...but I would ask that you hold off until Bunny Girl arrives...she so wants to add "Bunny Nurse" to her resume...she can be the surgical assistant at this event..deal??
Nah...I doubt you're depressed...I'm convinced you're crazy...but I've thought this for quite some time...I was just too nervous to put it in print before.
Hugs to all of you...special belly rubs for Scupper. And of course a special hug for "The Half Marathon Gal"
Joanne Gunning <jgunning@kingston.net>
Kingston, on - Thursday, February 19, 2009 7:46 PM CST

I think that boat needs a vacation! Looking forward to hearing about all the plans. Jane
Jane Snell Copes <jscopes66@hotmail.com>
Inver Grove Heights, MN USA - Tuesday, February 10, 2009 6:46 PM CST

Wow the trip/experience sounds fantastic. Way to go. All the best in your preparations.
Robin Brunet <robinb@start.ca>
Bradford, Ontario Canada - Wednesday, February 4, 2009 10:06 AM CST

Just another day, another moment when I am sitting here and my thoughts are with you. Thinking of you...hoping the planning is going well. Cheers!
Jen Montgomery <jmontgomery@shaw.ca>
- Thursday, January 29, 2009 10:48 PM CST

Congratulations. Go enjoy the life we all only dream about.
Terri Leedy <tntleedy@webtv.net>
Lincoln, CA USA - Saturday, January 24, 2009 10:10 AM CST

Lo siento no soy un aburrido.
(proper way).. just a free lesson before your wonderful trip.
Enjoy!
Olga
Bogota, COlombia - Thursday, January 22, 2009 11:06 AM CST

BRAVO!!!! Have a great time
Tom & Helen Foster
Maple Ridge, - Tuesday, January 20, 2009 4:18 PM CST

Love you....thinking of you....so excited for you....I am coming to visit...I couldn't think of a more perfect sailing day. I am melting inside with excitement for you. You are all life.
Jennifer Montgomery <jmontgomery@shaw.ca>
- Tuesday, January 20, 2009 2:18 AM CST

Welcome to the ex-Nxt club. Happy trails to you!
Fred <fred_dennert@shaw.ca>
Burnaby, BC Canada - Monday, January 19, 2009 7:35 PM CST

Congratulations!! That's awesome news!! What an adventure you will have I am sure. I look forward to reading all about it. :)
Lisa <lisa_richards@telus.net>
Port Coquitlam, - Monday, January 19, 2009 12:08 AM CST

AMAZING!!! Have fun planning your adventure!
Lyndsay findingjoyinthelittlethings.blogspot.com
Canada - Sunday, January 18, 2009 4:15 PM CST

Wow what exciting news.... Have a great trip, hoping that you will keep in touch. This sounds like it was a well thought out plan for awhile now. Go and enjoy!!!!!
Marilyn
Marilyn Fraser <mouse1001@shaw.ca>
Winnipeg, Canada - Sunday, January 18, 2009 3:05 PM CST

Holey Moley!! Well...the truth is I'm getting used to you Dollings...just when I think things are settling down you guys stir up the pot again!! AWESOME.
What about Scupper...I hope he's going too...how's his Spanish???
Joanne Gunning <jgunning@kingston.net>
kingston, on - Sunday, January 18, 2009 9:32 AM CST

Good on all of you! Except I was looking forward to catching up with Tracy @ her job as Arne told me you were coming back to work soon. Well, maybe I still might run into you there Tracey. Anyway, I just sense great expectations and energy in you writting Steve and am so happy for all of you. It sounds great and obviously you really love Mexico. Foster you are one lucky kid. I know that the memories of Spencer will be the driving force to make the whole experience a memorable one.
Anne Dubois <adubois@shaw.ca>
- Saturday, January 17, 2009 10:24 PM CST

Wow . . . from being fired to being liberated. What an incredible journey you've been on and now the new chapters are yet to be written. We hope you continue to share your take on life's challenges, fears, hopes and adventures. We look forward to hearing about life . . . The Dolling Way.
Gayle Gyles <gaylegyles@shaw.ca>
Surrey, BC Canada - Saturday, January 17, 2009 7:35 PM CST

Have a great time in Mexico!
Colleen Kelly-Wardle <eme421@gmail.com>
Winnipeg, MB - Saturday, January 17, 2009 8:57 AM CST

Wow! Have a great adventure! We hope to read about the parts you'd like to share with us.
Natalie, Colin, Bradley and Emily
Richmond, BC Canada - Friday, January 16, 2009 9:21 PM CST

You go Dollings! Wow, what a great adventure and we will be on the edge of our seats. Good for all of you!
Colleen ( Caleb's Mom) <colleenmacey@hotmail.com>
- Friday, January 16, 2009 5:22 PM CST

Wooohoooo! Sail away, sail away! Hope you will send messages in a bottle or in balloons or just into the sweet, warm air. You go!
Jane Snell Copes <jscopes66@hotmail.com>
Inver Grove Heights, MN USA - Friday, January 16, 2009 9:10 AM CST

Happy New Year to you all. I think of you all often. You look great on the skis Tracey. Thanks for all your inspiration.
Wishing you every happiness in 2009.
Pennie, Marcus, Jake & Scott Brown. <boysrusbrown@shaw.ca>
South Surrey, Canada - Tuesday, January 13, 2009 10:41 PM CST

Happy 2009 to the Dolling family. I look forward to reading your updates, and new pictures. Thank you for continuing to share your lives with us. Take care, and enjoy your life to the fullest....
Marilyn Mouse Fraser
Marilyn Mouse Fraser <mouse1001@shaw.ca>
Winnipeg, Canada - Tuesday, January 6, 2009 4:12 PM CST

You have all been in our thoughts.
Dianne m/o^Beck^ <zion_lj_dj@hotmail.com>
Vancouver, - Tuesday, December 30, 2008 10:56 AM CST

Merry Christmas Dollings. It must be a difficult first but I'm sure Spencer is smiling down on you all. Great to see you at the aquarium, you all look great. Have a good holiday, we're thinking about you.
Colleen (Caleb's Mom) <colleenmacey@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, December 25, 2008 5:56 PM CST

Sounds like an action packed season!! Awesome about Logan's gift drive!!
I understand Scupper has been invited for Christmas dinner...I am praying that there will be no repeat of The White Carpet Incident.
Joanne Gunning <jgunning@kingston.net>
Kingston, on - Wednesday, December 24, 2008 7:23 AM CST

Hi Dollings,

Thanks for sharing your rock star experiences with us. It's not the media exposure that makes you all rock stars but how you give back to the oncology community!

Wishing you a Merry Christmas and adventurous 2009!

Thomas, Candice, Justin and Steven
Candice Mah
- Tuesday, December 23, 2008 0:02 AM CST

So sorry to hear you've been called away on a sailing emergency. But from what I can tell...you're just the kind of guy who would not shirk his duties. You are a Prince.
Mind you...I suspect Tracey may be a Living Saint..LOL
Joanne Gunning <jgunning@kingston.net>
Kingston, On - Wednesday, December 10, 2008 4:06 PM CST

We stopped by Spencer's bench the other day while taking our dog for a walk. It is lovely and in such a great location. I know that it will be very special to you. We have a bench for Emily as well and we often go there to sit and think of her. We think of you often and hope you are all well.

Judy Inglis <jjinglis@shaw.ca>
Port Coquitlam, BC Canada - Thursday, December 4, 2008 12:31 AM CST

Great bench, what a wonderful tribute to a wonderful guy. Hope you all are doing well. You are often in our thoughts and always in our prayers.
Colleen (Caleb's Mom) <colleenmacey@hotmail.com>
Poco, - Thursday, December 4, 2008 10:03 AM CST

wonderful tribute to a very wonderful lad ...

go spencer go!!!
darlene, gramma to me darlin' tevi <dharrisc@charter.net>
yakima, wa us - Wednesday, November 26, 2008 11:31 PM CST

So COOL! What a fantastic tribute to a great guy!!!
Gayle Gyles <gaylegyles@shaw.ca>
Surrey, BC Canada - Saturday, November 22, 2008 2:12 PM CST

I hope I get to sit on Spencer's bench one day.
And watch Scupper chasing tennis balls.
Joanne Gunning <jgunning@kingston.net>
Kingston, On - Friday, November 21, 2008 12:48 AM CST

Oh great- I wish I had not read this until tomorrow as I have a cleaning appointment tomorrow and now I worry about giggling at the appointment or staring at my hygenist!

Hope you have great adventures with your stimulator
Lesley <lmcgougan@sympatico.ca>
- Thursday, November 20, 2008 10:26 PM CST

Okay. I'm totally envious. I've never had a dental hygiene appointment that was a "semi-erotic" experience.
Obviously dental care in B.C. is a tad different than what we get in Ontario.
Mind you...maybe I'm seeing the wrong people. Must ponder.

Joanne Gunning <jgunning@kingston.net>
Kingston, On Canada - Wednesday, November 19, 2008 4:40 PM CST

Oh I love reading your page...the humor, the love and the reality. I check it every day even though I know the entries are sometimes few and far between. Spencer is so loved - and truly blessed to have an amazing family. You guys are an inspiration to me, I share you and your stories with my family...
Jess L <jalynn@meltel.net>
Watkins, MN US - Tuesday, November 18, 2008 6:25 PM CST

I never thought of teeth cleaning quite this way before! I guess it isn't as stimulating as I have never had a male hygenist. Your blogs make my day!
Gayle Gyles <gaylegyles@shaw.ca>
Surrey, BC Canada - Tuesday, November 18, 2008 11:32 AM CST

I continue to read your entries and think of all of you often.

Love Candice

Candice Mah <candice.mah@shaw.ca>
Burnaby, BC - Sunday, November 16, 2008 6:23 PM CST

I have a very strong visual of "Scupper the Athlete". Why do I still have a "fluffy" visual of you???
I like your approach regarding restoring stock values to your portfolio. You take care of Home Depot. I'll look after Bell Canada and Loblaws. Deal?
Together we can "make a difference"...LOL
As always...hugs to all of you. A little extra treat for Scupper The Athlete...and toss one to Tracey The Athlete too!!
Joanne Gunning <jgunning@kingston.net>
Kingston, On - Saturday, November 15, 2008 1:02 PM CST

Still following you guys - even through the normal boring stange as you call it.
We enjoyed nearly 3 years of normal until our youngest piped up and then the hospital appointments started again!!
Still thinking of you guys often
Kelly Rendall - www.beebo.info
Teignmouth, Devon United Kingdom - Tuesday, November 11, 2008 4:02 AM CST

Thinking of you guys!

Dianne, Lawrence & Lily
Dianne m/o ^Beck^ <zion_lj_dj@hotmail.com>
Vancouver, BC - Sunday, November 9, 2008 1:10 PM CST

You are so right...we are all just a bunch of voyeurs. I am sorry as I don't even know you, so I am a particular offender. I really did love Spencer tho and worry a bit about you and yours. But mostly...you shouldn't be such a good writer if you want to run people off. Maybe you should start a blog about why it sucks your kid had to die and the corporate sharks don't care... I am working on something similar. I know you don't believe much...don't blame you...but I send you my prayers and hope you find peace. I know Spence has. Your wife is a saint by the way.
Lisa <lmbt@juno.com>
Calgary, AB Canada - Friday, November 7, 2008 11:30 PM CST

Steve,
I have been following this page for some time now, but have never written. I felt compelled to write because I wanted to tell you that I love how you write. I don't remember reading one entry that hasn't made me smile. Thank you for continuing to write.
Dawn Stolp <childhoodcancerawareness@hotmail.com>
Oakdale, MN United States - Wednesday, November 5, 2008 10:50 PM CST

I would all over a DVD as well. I know I have never met you or your family(except for the lovely Vicki, her hubby and the fantastic Things) but not a day goes by that I don't think of Spencer and your family. Your writing style and your honesty always makes me smile and tear up at the same time. I still have my glass and umbrella in my classroom from our celebration of Life last year in my classroom.
And who does make those weight charts up...silly stuff at times. Keep riding!
Lesley <lmcgougan@sympatico.ca>
- Wednesday, November 5, 2008 9:32 AM CST

Me too.
Jane Snell Copes
Inver Grove Heights, MN USA - Wednesday, November 5, 2008 9:30 AM CST

Not a day goes by that I don't think of Spencer.

VB
http://erinbuenger.blogspot.com
Vickie Buenger <vbuenger@mays.tamu.edu>
Bryan, Tx - Monday, November 3, 2008 2:10 PM CST

Steve, Tracey, Foster, and Scupper
I would so be all over a DVD. That is a great idea, I'm sure there are a few other maniac's who would do the same. How's the book coming along?
I also question who comes up with these weiight vs height charts. In my case I needed to put weight on, to be able to get rid of a feeding tube. Now I'm having fun as it seems to change every day still. Sometimes up, and sometimes down.
Keep up the writing, we all have our own ways of coping with life's hurdle's. I think you are handling them just fine, it is your own way. Hay what ever works for you. All the best.
Marilyn
Marilyn Mouse Fraser <mouse1001@shaw.ca>
Winnipeg, MB Canada - Monday, November 3, 2008 1:55 PM CST

I haven't met you yet...but if it's okay with you, I'd like to think of you as "fluffy" instead of obese. It sounds so much friendlier.
I'm all over orderering a DVD!
Tell Foster that the one time I attempted to play pool I was dismal. Actually it was humiliating so I hope he doesn't want to play pool next May when we meet.
C-Moss turned 7 a couple days ago and would like Scupper to have a birthday treat in her honour today.
Joanne Gunning <jgunning@kingston.net>
Kingston, - Monday, November 3, 2008 1:15 PM CST

Your writting gives me a deeper insite into what it means to be human, Steve. I know that I am circulating around the very outer perimeter of you, Tracey and Foster in your daily experiences of living without Spencer's physical presence. Thank you for being so authentic and sharing. It is having ripples in the world that keeps Spencer's impact on all of us real and lasting.
Anne Dubois <adubois@shaw.ca>
- Friday, October 31, 2008 12:13 AM CDT

hi Dollings,
As I read your postings, I think that living with, and through, cancer has rarely been so honestly described...and I speak from experience. Thank you for continuing to share your thoughts with all of us Dolling fans.
Jayne Akizuki, BCCH Foundation <jakizuki@cw.bc.ca >
Vancouver, - Monday, October 27, 2008 6:20 PM CDT

Steve,

As a long time admirer of your writing, I think I have come to the conclusion that your site counter is broken. It should be up into the hundreds of millions by now with people clamoring to read your irreverently truthful painful funny heartbreaking stories about a kid with cancer and the aftermath of his passing.

And I guess it's not just so much the stories as it is the window the stories give us into your family. Every son should be blessed with such a family. (Including Scupper!)

Becky
caringbridge.org/nc/sarahsmith

Thank you for continuing to write.

Becky Smith <beckysmith62@aol.com >
Smithfield, nc - Monday, October 27, 2008 6:18 AM CDT

Most of what you speak about, I don't know, truly know. I hope I never know...but I do know that most of the time you are really two levels deeper on the thinking than most of us.

Save me, please, from all teenage Axe -- I'd rather smell the salmon that Scupper rolls in!

Perhaps if I keep admiring your training Tracey, it might inspire me to be more than admiring!
Susan Tilkov <stilkov@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, October 23, 2008 9:22 PM CDT

You're right...I don't have a clue.
I am certain about one thing. Dogs who roll in dead fish are extremely stinky little beasts who should be thankful their humans still love them. I know...C-Moss is a pro at the dead fish roll.
No treats for Scupper today from me.

Joanne Gunning <jgunning@kingston.net>
Kingston, On - Thursday, October 23, 2008 4:31 PM CDT

I get it. well, not true. not all of it. but some of it. I get. Here I hold no envy, no pity. Here inside of me I hold nothing...nothing ordinary, no words of profound insight. Inside of me I hold questions of why and how this could happen...and I have no answers. Just questions.

I too am training for a run...and I hate it. But I am going to do it...because I said I would and because Tracey the mother of a "dead child" got up in the morning with broncitis and ran 10km in a turkey trot because she watched someone with far more reasons than a chest cold "keep going and never give up"

So I run.

And today when I wanted to quit. The song "when you were young" came on and I thought of Spence.

And suddenly the song was over and I kept going...because that is all we can do....is either stand still or run.

And keep going.

Five months later, I still think about you all every day but never with ordinary thoughts.

I get it.

I could give a rats ass about the economy. (but I think it only matters to people who haven't pulled all their investments to pay for GCSF????)

Anyways, I have babbled on enough...my words are not good, but my heart is with you all.

With love
Jen
Jennifer Montgomery <jmontgomery@shaw.ca>
- Thursday, October 23, 2008 0:55 AM CDT

Thanks for sharing your thoughts. You help us all to see and feel the extraordinary in the ordinary. Every day that I look at Kayte, see how she is improving and loving life, I feel blessed to have had you help us live our journey to the fullest.
Again thanks for sharing. Gayle and Kayte
Gayle Gyles <gaylegyles@shaw.ca>
Surrey, BC Canada - Wednesday, October 22, 2008 5:35 PM CDT

...and when you share your words, you make us all realize how extraordinary our ordinary is too...

so thanks for that!
Lyndsay http://findingjoyinthelittlethings.blogspot.com/
Canada - Wednesday, October 22, 2008 10:02 AM CDT

You're often in my thoughts. It was such a pleasure to witness your family, loving life, in Echo Bay. Thank you for sharing Spencer's story and website with us. I hold your example of living with joy close to my heart.
Big tail wags from Bella to Scupper - a sail wave from Sinalele to Blackdragon - and a hug/hello from me to Tracy, Steve and Foster . .
Susan Dunn
Edmonds, WA US - Tuesday, October 21, 2008 12:55 AM CDT

I have been engaged in the election since it was called but that is now over and am slowly getting back to normal things, like checking Spencer's Caringbridge site. It is wonderful reading about your summer and how special it was to all of you with Spencer there in your hearts. How is school this year Foster? I am presuming that you are now in Middle School. Great pic of you and Scupper, Tracey. Is he the captian, or does it just look like that? As always thanks for your amazing writting Steve. Like many others on this site, it is always inspiring to read. Hope the Thanksgiving turkey was great.
Anne Dubois <adubois@shaw.ca>
- Saturday, October 18, 2008 4:15 PM CDT

Happy Thanksgiving to you guys. We will be thinking of you today as always.
Jennifer Montgomery <jmontgomery@shaw.ca>
- Sunday, October 12, 2008 1:08 AM CDT

I just feel better when I read an update from you guys. I feel happier. Things feel uplifted and funny. You continue to inspire me. Tracey I love the picture of you and Scupper out on the kayak....I wonder if you were pulling crab traps on this one....and Steve....glad to hear about the prostate...sorry you had to experience that (UGH).
One last thing, the RRSP....no worries, we will all be broke together it will be fine. We can camp. Take comfort in knowing that I am stocking up on canned beans and KD (kraft dinner) We will all be fine. We can live in my car together...(or your boat in Mexico)

Love to all Jen
Jennifer Montgomery <jmontgomery@shaw.ca>
- Friday, October 10, 2008 1:18 AM CDT

Thanks for the update Steve. Love the picture Tracey (& Scupper!). Thinking of you all. And yes, like another reader of your site, I've read & re-read your summer posting too, Steve. Lovely. You probably won't like that word, but, really, that's what the story was. Hope you're all as well as can be. Sincerely,
Pennie, Scott, Marcus & Jake Brown <boysrusbrown@shaw.ca>
South Surrey, B.C. Canada - Thursday, October 9, 2008 11:44 PM CDT

I am a hospice nurse who has followed your every step. I moved to california to work with a great pediatric hospice. In the meantime I had to wait for internet and cable connection.
I had all your information in the computer I gave to my son, Geoff, in the navy in San Diego. He and his navy seal guys continued to follow. I just got internet connection and searched for you and Spencer.
Spencer has created such delightful stories for me to share.
I have decided to use this evening to grieve for Spencer and then to delight tomorrow in all his wonderful adventures.
I am a long way from you but my heart is in your hand.
Thank you for your wonderful words. Continue, please.
You and your darling family are in my heart. You made such an impact on my life in my work that I cannot find an adjective to use. Spencer has left a legacy that has traveled many miles.
Thank you, Spencer, for being such a cool dude and thank you for being in a place where you can continually give me advice.
Please email me if you so choose.....Scupper has a great new friend....my 2 yr Bichon, Lily, who delights the children I see.
Never let me loose you. Come to visit the San Francisco area.
Spencer, Scupper, and you have made us all better people.
Thank you Spencer. Thank you Scupper.
Candace Desmond RN Hope Hospice

Candace Desmond <cns48@aol.com>
San Ramon (east bay), Ca USA - Thursday, October 9, 2008 10:53 PM CDT

Glad to hear that Mr. Prostate is happy. I'm assuming that Scupper actually has a perfect BMI now that proper measurements have been taken.
C-Moss just into a bag of chips that I left on the counter this morning...I told her that if she doesn't watch it her BMI is going to go through the roof...I don't think she gives a Sh#$%. Darn doggies.

Joanne Gunning <jgunning@kingston.net>
kingston, on - Wednesday, October 8, 2008 7:59 PM CDT

Hey you guys..just thinking of you, one of those no sleep nights! Sending LOVE as always ;).. ( Logan`s gramma, Cathy)
Cathy montgomery <billandcathy@persona.ca>
Princeton, Canada - Tuesday, October 7, 2008 3:12 AM CDT

Is it not nice of me to think that Scupper may reach his ideal BMI before you do if he's training for a Half Marathon??

Joanne Gunning <jgunning@kingston.net>
kingston, on - Monday, October 6, 2008 7:48 PM CDT

Hey Scupper
I personally thinkyou look marvlous but...there's always Wii fit.

Danielle <ddcureton@aol.com>
- Friday, October 3, 2008 8:01 PM CDT

Scupper would look hot in heels. Not so sure about you, though :).

Thinking of you all. z.
Zeynep
Istanbul, Turkey - Thursday, October 2, 2008 6:23 PM CDT

RE: Body Mass Index
I hope you pass inspection Steve... let us know..
I love the kayaking picture, beautiful!
Love, Ellen
http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/seanhanson
Ellen Hanson <ehanson89@aol.com>
Cape Cod, Ma United States - Thursday, October 2, 2008 1:40 AM CDT

Season changes must be sad/strange markers.

I think of you so often as I watch others and myself deal with what are truly troubling, but little, bumps in life.

I hope that you feel the support of so many around here who talk of you often with such profound caring and respect.
Susan Tilkov
Pt. Coquitlam, - Sunday, September 21, 2008 10:43 PM CDT

You are all in our thoughts!

Dianne, Lawrence & Lily
Dianne Jameson <zion_lj_dj@hotmail.com>
Vancouver, BC - Thursday, September 18, 2008 0:05 AM CDT

Stopping by to say hello! Glad you were able to check out for the month. Praying for your family. I hope the re'entry into reality and work isn't too hard on you. You'll need another vacation soon! God Bless, Love, Ellen
http://www.carinbridge.org/ma/seanhanson
Ellen Hanson <ehanson89@aol.com>
Cape cod, Ma United States - Sunday, September 14, 2008 4:16 AM CDT

I have read and re-read your last post several times....your way with words captitvates me. Glad to hear you had some many nice moments this summer.
Lesley McGougan <lmcgougan@sympatico.ca>
- Saturday, September 13, 2008 11:47 PM CDT

Glad to hear you had a great summer. Steve how's the book coming? Tracey I hope your ready to start some serious running before that Bunny gets there. Foster, and Scupper enjoy your time!!!!!
Marilyn Fraser <mouse1001@shaw.ca>
Winnipeg, MB Canada - Thursday, September 11, 2008 5:55 PM CDT

What a wonderful post...your way with words is magic!
Umm...I don't think you shaved all month Steve...either that or Foster got another hairy dog to hang out with Scupper.
I'll e-mail you...tell Tracey that there's less than 8 months until Bunny Girl debuts!!
Hugs to all...a special treat for Scupper from C-Moss
Joanne Gunning <jgunning@kingston.net>
kingston, - Monday, September 8, 2008 6:38 PM CDT

Tim Hortons is missing you.Come for coffee as I miss you to.
Suzanne
- Monday, September 8, 2008 4:52 PM CDT

through your words, I can close my eyes and imagine. I can imagine what it would be like to have that absense of worry, to be able to feel alive and free. I can imagine the overwhelming feeling of gratitude for each beautiful thing that makes you feel more and more alive. I can imagine the relief of being able to escape.

I am so glad that you got to have so many outstanding moments and that you cherished everyone of them.

Your family continues to inspire ours and it gives us strength.

Love to you
Jen
Jennifer Montgomery <jmontgomery@shaw.ca>
- Monday, September 8, 2008 12:07 AM CDT

Wow is all I can say!!! Checking out of day to day "THE DOLLING WAY" sounds awesome, inspiring and a definite on the "to do" list. For not knowing what to say you have a pretty good way with words.
Thanks for sharing with all of us.
Gayle and Kayte.
Gayle Gyles <Gaylegyles@shaw.ca>
Surrey, BC Canada - Monday, September 8, 2008 10:25 AM CDT

I don't dare show this wonderful pic to C-Moss...she would be so jealous seeing Scupper having a wonderful dinghy ride.
Kinda crazy..I think of you all every day..and I haven't met you yet in "real life"
Spencer continues to travel with me in spirit and helps me on my runs.
Joanne Gunning <jgunning@kingston.net>
kingston, - Friday, September 5, 2008 8:21 PM CDT

dollings ... love the update on the pic on the front page ... hope you all are back in time for school .. eh, foster??? if not, hey, that's ok, too ... hope all are well and happy as you can be ....

love ... darlene, gramma to me darlin' tevi
darlene
yakima, wa us - Thursday, September 4, 2008 10:52 PM CDT

I was thinking of Spencer today. Though I never met him, I have many "memories" of a great kid.
Blessings, Tanner's Aunt Katie
www.caringbridge.org/visit/tannerevers

Steve, waiting on the book!
Katie Spaulding <grammypoppy2003@msn.com>
Jonestown, TX USA - Wednesday, September 3, 2008 6:26 PM CDT

Hi Tracey and Steve (and the rest of the family),
I am thinking about you guys. It's great to hear that you are having fun somewhere on this planet. Don't forget to update the photo when you have a chance. We love to see more beautiful photos of you.
By the way, I have updated Justin's caring brdige site with some recent photos. Please visit www.caringbridge.org/visit/justinlau
I can't believe that it has been 3 years since ^Cameron^'s passing. When I saw the journal entry on August 19 (Cameron passed on August 19),I just can't stop thinking about ^Cameron^, ^Spencer^ and ^Jorye^. We love you all and hope that you all take care of one another in the Heaven.
Celia Lau <lauc@douglas.bc.ca>
Vancouver, BC Canada - Wednesday, September 3, 2008 3:05 PM CDT

Awesome picture Tracey and Scupper. It looks so tranquil.

Gayle.
Gayle Gyles
Surrey, BC Canada - Wednesday, September 3, 2008 11:23 AM CDT

Great photo! I'm envious!
Jane Snell Copes
Inver Grove Heights, MN USA - Wednesday, September 3, 2008 10:27 AM CDT

I wore my Running Maniac Buff yesterday when I ran in Ottawa.
With "Keep Going. Never Give Up" written over and over and over again on it.
Can hardly wait to catch up with Tracey and tell her how my running has been going.
Hugs to all...and an extra treat today for Scupper!!!

Joanne Gunning <jgunning@kingston.net>
kingston, on - Tuesday, September 2, 2008 2:59 PM CDT

Just wanted to say I am truely happy to read your blog and hear you say life is really good. I think and hope that one day we ( you guys, Jen Jared Kids ect) can go to our cabin in Port Alberni together, we have a fishing cabin in the broken group islands, what a great trip that could be. I was just there a few weeks ago with some friends...I have to say I am out as far as going after halibut for fish and chips goes.. I puked 3 miles out, I will leave that to you experienced boaters!I just wanted to send my love and say I think of you so often..Love Cathy ( Logans, Gramma)
Cathy Montogmery <billandcathy@persona.ca>
Princeton, BC Canada - Monday, September 1, 2008 11:33 PM CDT

Miss you. But sending you tons of love. Thanks for the gift you left at the clinic. See you when you get home
jared jen Loggie and Brody
Jen <jmontgomery@shaw.ca>
- Sunday, August 31, 2008 1:30 AM CDT

Sounds like a great vacation! Glad to hear you are all having fun!
Lisa Richards (Aunt Vicki's running friend) <lisa_richards@telus.net>
- Thursday, August 28, 2008 1:08 AM CDT

Hi Dolling Family. Just checking in to say hello and let you know we are thinking about you. Glad you are having such a great trip.
Peggy Hardinge <tompeg@shaw.ca>
- Friday, August 22, 2008 1:33 PM CDT

Your trip sounds wonderful.
Thanks for checking in!
Joanne Gunning <jgunning@kingston.net>
Kingston, on - Friday, August 22, 2008 7:10 AM CDT

Sounds like you'll need to sail to Idaho (is that possible?) to get enough potatoes!

Glad to read you are having lots of fun!!
Kara Lang <CdnArtyWife@gmail.com>
Moncton, NB Canada - Thursday, August 21, 2008 9:01 AM CDT

Everything sounds lovely. Thanks for the update. Enjoy that special place.
Pennie, Scott, Marcus & Jake Brown <boysrusbrown@shaw.ca>
South Surrey, B.C. Canada - Wednesday, August 20, 2008 11:35 PM CDT

Keep up the good work!
Jane Snell Copes
Inver Grove Heights, MN USA - Wednesday, August 20, 2008 7:29 PM CDT

Hello to the happy sailors...

Great to hear that the Broughton Archipelago is an awesome adventure.

As you travel back to civilization, perhaps you can stop in at the Comox Marina for a night. I believe I can find some good wine, and can also throw some nice steaks on the bbq.

Let us know, but we will be out of town until Saturday, as we are heading to the Wet, er, West Coast to hopefully snag some elusive Springs.

John Bradshaw <exequtor@shaw.ca>
Rural Royston, - Wednesday, August 20, 2008 12:36 AM CDT

Sounds awesome. Glad you're enjoying your time.
Lyndsay
Canada - Wednesday, August 20, 2008 10:36 AM CDT

Thinking of you. So happy you are having a grand time. The dolphins were no doubt magical. Perhaps a gift sent from someone special up above?

Happy sailing....
Tracey xoxo HAB <traceyhewison@shaw.ca>
Calgary , - Wednesday, August 20, 2008 3:02 AM CDT

Thinking about you all. Hoping that your sailing adventure is loads of fun. Looking forward to a report on it.
Hugs from me...and a wag of the tail from C-Moss
Joanne Gunning <jgunning@kingston.net>
Kingston, on - Tuesday, August 12, 2008 4:30 PM CDT

Thinking about you guys!

Dianne, Lawrence & Lily
Dianne Jameson <zion_lj_dj@hotmail.com>
Vancouver, BC - Monday, August 11, 2008 1:07 PM CDT

So far the forcast is beautiful I hope it stays that way for your trip,I thought of Spencer tonight. Mark Knoffler was on one of our CD's, while we were out touring on our boat. Jared and I looked at each other and at the exact same moment smiled and said..."this is hillbilly music" I laughed. "Spencer" I said. Jared smiled..."exactly"

Hope this month is a great one, healing, and soothing and full of beautiful moments.

Our love
The lays

Jennifer Montgomery Lay <jmontgomery@shaw.ca>
- Thursday, August 7, 2008 11:55 PM CDT

Hope all the sunsets and sunrises and spectacular. Will look forward to hearing about it!
Jane Snell Copes
Inver Grove Heights, MN USA - Wednesday, August 6, 2008 7:23 PM CDT

Think about you all often. Have a great trip!
Colleen (Caleb's Mom) <colleenmacey@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, August 5, 2008 10:46 PM CDT

I am leaving this message with the hopes that you cannot even retrieve it but more so that you can feel it. I hope you are sailing in beautiful bliss, loving the sunshine and every moment of your time away, together as a family. I think about you all every single day. Love ya and have a great time. Jen
Jen <imontgomery@shaw.ca>
- Monday, August 4, 2008 11:32 AM CDT

I do not know you-I do not even know how I found this site-but suffice it to say - as others have said-you are living my worst nightmare and you are doing okay-kind of a kick to the head for me- I am spending so much time working to get my kid ALL the things she needs and giving myself hives trying to keep her from every disease- that we arent LIVING our lives-we arent becoming the friends i want us to be-so today-i am done- i am done worrying about the house in lieu of making mud pies-i am done worrying about the laundry- in lieu of a wild game of "can you catch the ball" thank you spencer-for once again reminding me that being a mom is the best job in the world and THAT is the job that SHOULD be taking ALL of my time-
Sherri <a_bear4u@yahoo.com>
Viola, IL USA - Sunday, August 3, 2008 12:21 AM CDT

It's August! This can mean only one thing...time for the Dolling Sailing Adventure.
Have a fantastic time. Foster...now that you have your certificate have a great time motoring the dinghy!
Hugs to all of you. Scupper.....you're a very lucky doggie...I know C-Moss would love a sailing adventure!
Joanne Gunning <jgunning@kingston.net>
Kingston, on - Friday, August 1, 2008 2:39 PM CDT

Thanks for the coffee and visit and thanks again for a magical night full of laughs on the boat.

Suzanne
- Thursday, July 31, 2008 4:49 PM CDT

What's the big deal, Steve? Just make your own certificate! Certify that you have super powers after 2 bottles of wine if you want...who's gonna check....the cable company?
Blessings, Tanner's Aunt Katie (NED and holding)
www.caringbridge.org/visit/tannerevers
Katie Spaulding <grammypoppy2003@msn.com>
Jonestown, TX USA - Tuesday, July 29, 2008 11:04 AM CDT

Looking at Spencer's photo on my wall and thinking of you all. Take good care; have fun sailing.
Terra Scheer
Vancouver, - Thursday, July 24, 2008 6:32 PM CDT

Never far from our thoughts.

Dianne, Lawrence & Lily
Dianne Jameson <zion_lj_dj@hotmail.com>
Vancouver, BC - Thursday, July 24, 2008 0:06 AM CDT

Sending blessings your way. You are a very special family.
Amy Gerrish <amygerrish@gmail.com>
Queen Creek, AZ USA - Tuesday, July 22, 2008 3:16 PM CDT

So...Foster went camping. You and Tracy went sailing.
So can I assume that Scupper stayed home and sat around drinking some good single malt scotch. Hmmm...perhaps this is just me projecting.
Just got back from 5 days at Ironman USA where I was witness to an Awesome Maniac doing his first Ironman!!
Picked up C-Moss from the kennel..I suspect she will spend the next three days sleeping...she loves going to "camp"!!
Met a very cute bearded collie Barkley who was staying at the motel I was at..11 weeks old. Yes...I got "puppy envy".!!
Hugs to all of you...and a very special belly rub for Scupper!!

Joanne Gunning <jgunning@kingston.net>
Kingston, on - Monday, July 21, 2008 8:10 PM CDT

"Life is somewhat ordinary, often extraordinary."
As usual, reading your blog often smartens me up and makes me smile at the same time.
I highly doubt I would get any certification that I would like from a pyschologist but I am pretty sure I live a life that is ordinary and at times (like tree top trekking or snuggling with my nieces while singing Hannah Montanna at the top of our lungs!)....extraordinary.

Cheers to all the new certifcates in your house and may your sailing be smooth and filled with great wine.
Lesley
Brampton, ON Canada - Sunday, July 20, 2008 1:18 PM CDT

Pfft, some of those "certificates" are not all they are cracked up to be. Besides...its all the functional people in the world that give us "moderately dysfunctional" people a bad rap....when in actuality we ARE a majority! *wink*

I'm very glad to read that Dad has more power than the Government...could you maybe vetoe the next time the "government" (read Army) wants to send my hubby somewhere for 2-3 months? (Although, being sent to spend time with Jo-Jo wasn't so bad)

Keep up the entries....and I'm looking forward to buying your book and reading it....when the time comes. (yes I have your questions...no I haven't answered them yet...yes I will get to it soon...I hope)
Kara Lang <CdnArtyWife@gmail.com>
Moncton, NB Canada - Sunday, July 20, 2008 9:11 AM CDT

Tracey, Steve, foster and Scupper. I've been reading your updates faithfully for the last 6 weeks. Since that really crappy day we learned that the world lost Spencer. Before that I had the pleasure of bumping into Tracey at the hospital enough that I though I sort of knew a bit about your family. You remember the "Hey, hows (insert child's name here) doing?", "How was Surgury?", "How was that Stem Cell transplant" - yup that's getting to know people. Anyway - as I've been reading your post's I've realized that I never knew your family at all - just knew that I liked you. Now I feel like I know you a whole lot better and my hubby and I are kinda pissed we never got to know you better - because your sense of humour is really growing on us. If we can enjoy your post's so much - sitting over a good bottle of wine with you must be a blast. Anyway, I'm responding tonight for two reasons - I have two thank you's for you. One from my very best friend who, with her hubby, is expecting her second child unexpectedly soon and money will be tight as she won't be able to collect maternity benefits. They've been weighing the option of selling their sailboat. About three weeks ago I forwarded her the link to your web-site and told her "don't sell the boat". Well, they still feel broke, but after forcing her husband to read your posts they have decided they will keep the boat, even if it means selling the house some day. You helped them realize that you never know when you have to get off the planet for a few days or weeks and their sailboat is their only escape plan. So thanks for taking the time to ease their worries - very thoughtful of you.
The second thanks, well, thats from Ross and I, as fellow parents of a Stage IV high risk Neuroblastoma son (We like to call him Josh for short) we've been reading your updates with a sick sort of fascination (I may need the name of your psychologist). You are living out our worst fear. And you seem to be okay. We are living our life as best we can but every once in a while I freak out - Ross is quite calm and collected - darn him. When I start to freak out I grab the tissue box and go read your latest post and try to reassure myself that we can do this. Not like we've been given a choice. Thank you for keeping this post going. Your family gives ours a great deal of inspiration - Thank you.
Karen, Ross, Alex and Josh Haugland <khaugland@shaw.ca>
White Rock, BC CA - Saturday, July 19, 2008 11:24 PM CDT

Steve, Tracey, Foster, and Scupper
Glad to hear that you are all doing well getting certificates, what did Scupper get one for?
Steve thanks for keeping the updates. I think of you folks often. Got to meet Vicki, and her family briefly on Tuesday evening. Wished there could have been more time.
Take care, and all the best to you.
Mouse
Marilyn Fraser <mouse1001@shaw.ca>
Winnipeg, MB Canada - Friday, July 18, 2008 10:16 AM CDT

Hi. Just back from a 3 week trip to England, Ireland, Scotland and Paris. Decided to live life the Dolling way and not wait until everything was perfect. We thought of you often and it kept us living every moment to the fullest. Kayte got sick in Paris so she had some down time then but after a good day of sleep we were off trucking again.
Love to hear your updates Steve. I like to think of weight as I am under height for my weight.
Happy Belated Birthday Foster. I sounds like it was great.
Thinking of you Tracey and will talk soon.
Gayle and Kayte Gyles
Gayle Gyles <gaylegyles@shaw.ca>
Surrey, BC Canada - Thursday, July 17, 2008 12:08 AM CDT

My computer crashed back in April and I lost the link to this page. I finally got around to looking it up again today to find that Spencer is gone. There is nothing I can say but my thoughts are with you.
Suzanne Strachan (former teacher) <suzannie@telus.net>
Port Coquitlam, BC Canada - Tuesday, July 15, 2008 2:03 PM CDT

Your updates continue to make me laugh. How I wish I could return the favor. I was not lucky enough to know Spencer, but he was lucky to have all of you in his life.
Terri Leedy <tntleedy@webtv.net>
lincoln, ca - Monday, July 14, 2008 7:34 PM CDT

Trish and Britt,
i just want to let you now that what ever you need me and my family will do as much as we can to help. Im so sorry about Bob.

Love Marissa
Marissa Marr <missamoo@msn.com>
canby, Oregon USA - Monday, July 14, 2008 10:20 AM CDT

I want to remember what you said about freedom...it's going on my signature line on Running Mania.
Hugs to all...and a special belly rub for Scupper. I met my fourth PW since May 21st. This one was called Alfie and I met him right after I came 2nd in my age category at a 5km race last Sunday on Wolfe Island. He was waiting in the ferry line in front of me. A very nice boy doggie indeed.
Joanne Gunning <jgunning@kingston.net>
Kingston, on - Friday, July 11, 2008 3:56 PM CDT

Very very belated HAPPY 10TH BIRTHDAY FOSTER! Hope you are really enjoying all the gifts. It sounds like your Dad is, but then I'm not really sure about that. It is great that the weather has smartened up, maybe you are all out on the boat?
Anne Dubois <adubois@shaw.ca>
- Wednesday, July 9, 2008 5:03 PM CDT

Yes, Happy Belated Birthday, Foster. Hope you're enjoying your new toys.

Thinking of you all, many, many times.
Pennie, Scott, Marcus & Jake Brown <boysrusbrown@shaw.ca>
South Surrey, B.C. Canada - Sunday, July 6, 2008 10:32 AM CDT

Happy Belated Birthday, Foster! We just returned from holidays and think of you and your family often.

Take Care,
Thomas, Candice, Justin and Steven
Candice Mah
Burnaby, BC - Thursday, July 3, 2008 5:24 PM CDT

Although I have never had the pleasure of meeting your family, Spencer's life and attitude seem truly inspiring. He will be remembered and all of us should aspire to his legacy of life and laughter.
Pauline Clare <pdoherty@shaw.ca>
Coquitlam, BC Canada - Thursday, July 3, 2008 1:20 PM CDT

Missing you all.The halls are not the same and my Tim Hortons trips are lonely.
Suzanne Horn
Langley, - Wednesday, July 2, 2008 11:31 AM CDT

still thinking about you...all the time.
Sending love to you all.
Jen Jared Logan and Brody
Jen <jmontgomery@shaw.ca>
- Wednesday, July 2, 2008 1:45 AM CDT

Hey Foster, Happy, happy, HAPPY birthday!!!
Jane Snell Copes
Inver Grove Heights, MN USA - Sunday, June 29, 2008 1:38 PM CDT

Oops. I was going to mention that I went by the hospital the other day - Tracey, it felt like I was going to see you there. Hope you are out on the boat.

Dianne
Dianne Jameson <zion_lj_dj@hotmail.com>
Vancouver, BC - Saturday, June 28, 2008 6:10 PM CDT

Thinking about you all.

Dianne, Lawrence & Lily
Dianne Jameson <zion_lj_dj@hotmail.com>
Vancouver, BC - Saturday, June 28, 2008 5:57 PM CDT

Thanks for the update- now I can cross the Wii fit off my list of things to buy.
Hope Foster enjoys all his toys.
Lesley - ck from RM <lmcgougan@sympatico.ca>
Brampton, ON Canada - Saturday, June 28, 2008 12:20 AM CDT

Great to hear that Foster got some cool birthday gifts.
I confess....I am chuckling away with a strong visual of a chubby leprachaun clad Mr. Steve.
So my question that I'm positive others readers also are pondering: Is Mr. Steve heavier or thinner these days??? LOL

Joanne Gunning <jgunning@kingston.net>
Kingston, on - Saturday, June 28, 2008 5:29 AM CDT

ahh.. but you see you have to do like my husband ... height = 10'6", then you will be underweight. My Wii Fit and I had a bit of a disagreement as well, not sure when it happened that a computer game can insult us so easily.

Glad to hear Foster got spoiled!!
Lisa <lisa_richards@telus.net>
- Friday, June 27, 2008 4:36 PM CDT

"....never give up cause if you do you'll never make it"
Wise words from a wise soul
Joanne Gunning <jgunning@kingston.net>
Kingston, on - Wednesday, June 25, 2008 3:34 PM CDT

One more moment passes, but not without thoughts of your family. Lots of Love
Jared Jenny Loggie and Brody
Jen Lay <jmontgomery@shaw.ca>
- Wednesday, June 25, 2008 1:09 AM CDT

With you in Prayer and spirit. Hindu belief is to put the ashes of our loved ones where there is growth and replenishment i.e. flowing water, trees... the essence of that special life lives on and we honour their time with us in this lifetime. Peace and love.
D Naidoo
- Friday, June 20, 2008 6:34 PM CDT

Hello Dollings (said with my best smokey sultry 1940's actress voice)

I, too, like the pee jar idea.

By the way...you likely don't know this...well, I know you don't...but anyway, I have been on a weightloss journey for a few months. I've done pretty well, just ask Vicki. But this past week I can't stay away from the sinful treats...you know, the ooey gooey Cinnamon Sticky Bun with Cream Cheese Icing kind? Oh, and Beaver Tails...and...well, the list goes on. I was starting to really beat myself up over it...really getting down and hard on myself. Then one morning while I was dishing out my morning coffee...and really craving a bun...and hating myself for it, I heard a whisper in my ear..."Why not?" it said, "you need to LIVE life and enjoy it, if eating a Sin-amon bun helps you do that...then have one. Who really cares, besides you, anyway?"

I have a feeling that "little bald guy in the sky" was telling me not to be so hard on myself.

Once I embraced my craving, and succumbed, I was able to put it in the past. I've since moved on to Margaritas...I don't think Tracy would mind, would she? *wink*

Oh...and Vicki promised me she's gonna drive across country this summer, and visit me with her Margarita Maker...I'm stocking up on mix this weekend. *grin*

I want to thank you again for making your way into my heart.

OH and HAPPY BIRTHDAY FOSTER!!!!!! BIG ONE-OH, congrats!
Kara Lang <CdnArtyWife@gmail.com>
Moncton, NB Canada - Friday, June 20, 2008 6:32 PM CDT

You'll have to have another plan...Mike worked at Beneteau until they sacked him because he took too much time off to be with his cancer kid. So much for building "dreams"...whatever! They should be on the same list as Telus. Good luck with the book...
Michele Krize (www.caringbridge.org/visit/katiekrize) <mkrize@sc.rr.com>
Florence, SC USA - Friday, June 20, 2008 5:32 PM CDT

Personally...C-Moss and I like the speciman bottle idea. I hope you won't be shocked or offended by this story. Many years ago a friend's husband died and she decided to plant an apple tree over Mike's ashes with the intention of some day making apple wine, having a party and letting all Mike's friends...yeah..you got it..."toast Mike with Mike"
Yes...it was a great celebration...and the wine was pretty darn good.
As always thinking of you. Heading out for a tough speed workout now and I'll remember to "keep going"
Hugs to all of you...especially to Foster the birthday boy...and of course Scupper. Whatever hugs are left over are for you and Tracey.
Joanne Gunning <jgunning@kingston.net>
Kingston, On - Friday, June 20, 2008 1:43 PM CDT

what a beautiful front page pic of spencer ... go dollings go!!!

darlene
gramma to me darlin' tevi
darlene <dharrisc@charter.net>
yakima, wa - Monday, June 16, 2008 2:35 PM CDT

Hey Dollings,
What a great piece on Spencer! Thanks for sharing. Hoping that sailing trip was just what you needed. We'll check in soon to hear of your latest adventures. Take care!
www.caringbridge.org/visit/julie
Caitlin (Julie's big sis)
London, ON Canada - Saturday, June 14, 2008 10:20 AM CDT

I am thinking of you all today. Happy Father's Day, Steve. I want you to know that your family stories and your humor helped us through some very scary times. We thought if you could smile and laugh and joke, then we could too. Spencer will forever hold a special place in my heart. God bless you.
~Tanner's Aunt Katie
www.caringbridge.org/visit/tannerevers
Katie Spaulding <grammypoppy2003@msn.com>
Jonestown, tx USA - Saturday, June 14, 2008 9:24 AM CDT

This was one cool kid. What a great boy, Spencer!

I don't know your family, but I am with you in spirit; and I am sorry, so sorry, about your son.

Sue Smith
Gloucester, MA - Friday, June 13, 2008 10:26 PM CDT

My condolences Tracey, Steve, Foster, family and Spencer's best friends. Spencer has served and continues to serve as an every day hero to children and adults afflicted with cancer. Cancer has touched all our lives directly and indirectly. Although there are many lessons to be learned from cancer, I would like to see an end to this school of hard knocks and make cancer history. I viewed the Global TV newsbroadcast and Spencer's video - both very moving and inspiring. You bet I will make a donation to Team Dolling and have made an appointment to give blood in August. God bless you and your family.
Laura
Laura Silvestre, RDH <laura.silvestre.ba88@alumni.concordia.ca>
Port Moody, BC Canada - Friday, June 13, 2008 3:32 PM CDT

Hi Dolling's
Wonderful TV segment to honour Spencer and the blood drive. I hope it brings in "trillions" of the red stuff to help others like it had helped Spencer. Thinking of you all. The Hall's
Michelel Hall <wcequipr@shaw.ca>
Langley, BC Canada - Wednesday, June 11, 2008 11:10 PM CDT

Just watched the clip per the link Seuss posted on Running Mania. And then forwarded the clip to my coach in Victoria and asked him to tell all the athletes he coaches about The Blood Drive For Spencer. Actually I have oodles of people I'm forwarding the clip to and I just know that the blood is gonna flow in Canada this month as people give the Gift of Life. Unfortunately I can't donate blood but C-Moss wants to tell Scupper and Foster that she is a canine blood donor and has asked if she can donate this month!!
Joanne Gunning <jgunning@kingston.net>
Kingston, On - Wednesday, June 11, 2008 8:59 PM CDT

I watched the clip via the internet, thanks to the link Vicki posted on RunningMania (she warned us to have Kleenex handy in case our "allergies" acted up). I didn't heed the warning, and had to use my shirt to wipe the tears. Ironically, I was wearing my RunningMania shirt.

You Dollings are so strong and such great examples for the rest of us mere mortals to strive to live like. You do Spencer's spirit and honor proud!

I am very glad you have touched my life.

Thank you...

I donate on 7 July...technically too late for the RM drive, but that is my next scheduled donation. (My last one was for Spencer too!)
Kara Lang (CdnArtyWife) <CdnArtyWife@gmail.com>
Moncton, NB Canada - Wednesday, June 11, 2008 8:49 PM CDT

Hello Dollings, I just watched you on the news. Good job! It must have been hard to deal with but you guys did a great job. It will bring a lot of people to the blood clinics all across the country. Good job Spencer!!
Anne
Abbotsford, - Wednesday, June 11, 2008 8:00 PM CDT

just sending cyber hugs your way....you have a great family...and Spencer will live on thru the many people he touched....
Heather, mom to Brianna www.caringbridge.com/ny/mylittlesunshine
syr, ny usa - Tuesday, June 10, 2008 6:24 PM CDT

I expect the TV crew is just about ready to arrive at your home. I hope Scupper remembered to brush his teeth, comb his hair and look his handsome best. Oh yeah...that goes for the rest of you too. Except for you Steve..you can omit the combing hair part!!
As always C-Moss and I are sending hugs to you.

Joanne Gunning <jgunning@kingston.net>
Kingston, On Ontario - Tuesday, June 10, 2008 9:21 AM CDT

I wish I could put into a few words my emotional reaction to your posting this morning Steve. Perhaps it is the picture, sailing, or your description of the incredible sadness, and numbness that is such an integral part of life for you, Tracey, Foster, Scupper. Yet underneath it I feel that there is a sense of peace that is sustained by your love and beautiful memory of Spencer. Perhaps I am wrong in my reaction but for all of you I hope that peace may help to sustain you in the days and years to come. Anne
Anne Dubois <adubois@shaw.ca>
- Tuesday, June 10, 2008 5:29 AM CDT

Dear Steve, Tracey, Foster and Scupper
We are still thinking of you all and Spencer every day and hope you are finding happiness and peace on your sailing trip and avoiding the rain. We hope to see you soon. Catriona and Callum have very extremely fond memories of Spencer at Camp Zajac last September.
hugs Kirsty
Kirsty Legge <kirstylegge@gmail.com>
Vancouver, BC Canada - Monday, June 9, 2008 11:19 PM CDT

What an inspiration Spencer and your entire family is to everyone, no matter what they are facing in life's journey. I am certainly going to try to have a more positive outlook on everything. Thank you Spencer! even from Heaven you are still making a difference!
Susan
Bellevue, WA - Saturday, June 7, 2008 12:30 AM CDT

Words still do not come easy. We are thinking about you all.
Dianne, Lawrence & Lily
Dianne Jameson <zion_lj_dj@hotmail.com>
Vancouver, BC - Friday, June 6, 2008 5:33 PM CDT

Miss you Spencer, can't believe you're gone.
Tracey xoxo <traceyhewison@shaw.ca>
Calgary , - Friday, June 6, 2008 4:48 PM CDT

Still just thinking about you all. Glad to hear you are out on the boat, doing something you love so much.

Loggie just updated her facebook profile with one of her favorite saying...it reminded me of your family.

"If you love the life you live, than you will live a life of love"
What more can be said
Love to you all
Jen, Jared, Loggie and Brody
Jennifer Montgomery-Lay <jmontgomery@shaw.ca>
Maple Ridge, BC - Wednesday, June 4, 2008 7:54 PM CDT

Vicki..(or Seuss as she is known on Running Mania)...thanks for posting this important message.
I am not able to donate blood but I really want to urge people to Give The Gift Of Life.
I never met Spencer...but he was my major motivator as I trained for the Boston Marathon this Spring. I "met" him through the article in the Globe and Mail in 2006 that my fellow Maniac (yep...that's how we're known) told me to read. I established a "Scupper and Spencer Fun Fund" that raised a bunch of money during my Boston training. Happy to report that Scupper, Spencer and Foster had some fun with that money!

Spencer...you will always be missed by the people whose lives you touched. But you will never be forgotten.

So yep...I urge everyone who can "give blood"...make our Vampire happy!!
Joanne Gunning <jgunning@kingston.net>
Kingston, On - Wednesday, June 4, 2008 7:23 PM CDT

Yikes!

When I wrote "The clinic will have "In Honour" cards that you can fill out and they will be collected and given to Steve,Tracey, Foster and Spencer." of course I meant Steve, Tracey, Foster and Scupper.

I have made this error several times lately. I think it means something.

Scupper, what do you think?

Vicki Dolling Lee <vickimlee@shaw.ca>
West Vancouver, BC Canada - Wednesday, June 4, 2008 7:03 PM CDT

Hello to the folks local to Vancouver.

I am Steve's sister Vicki and I belong to an online running club called Running Mania. If you were at Spencer's Celebration of Life you may have noticed Steve refer to us as "strange orange cyber folk." We are organizing blood donor campaigns across Canada to honour our favourite Vampire.

As you may know, Spencer had more than 300 transfusions during the course of his treatment. Donating blood can be a way of spreading around some of that love he created in his lifetime. And a very small antidote to the loss and helplessness that we feel with this loss.

As it happens, next week is National Blood Donor week and Blood Services would love to do a follow up showing the Maniacs and any donors they recruit donating. I am trying to get a gang of folk together to donate at the Oak Street clinic in honour of Spencer on Monday around 11:30 AM or Tuesday around 1 PM. If you can donate at either of those times, please let me know by email ASAP and I will book a group appointment. There may be some media present to record the event.

If that is not a good time for you, by all means book your own appointment and convince a few friends to join you. The clinic will have "In Honour" cards that you can fill out and they will be collected and given to Steve,Tracey, Foster and Spencer.

The main clinic is at 4750 Oak Street, right near Children's Hospital. The hours of operation are:

Monday: 11:30 a.m. to 6 p.m.
Tuesday: 1 p.m. to 7:30 p.m.
Wednesday: 1 p.m. to 7:30 p.m.
Thursday: 11:30 a.m. to 6 p.m.
Friday: 9 a.m. to 6 p.m.

There is a clinic downtown that is open earlier in the day (starting at 8:15 a.m.) on Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday. But parking may be harder to find.

The platelet clinic plans to make up a poster for the "In Honour" drive for Spencer to put in the clinic.

You can found out about donation eligibility from the Blood Services site at http://www.bloodservices.ca or call 1 888 2 DONATE (1-888-236-6283) if you have questions.

If you are not local, please consider a donation in honour of Spencer and other kids with cancer in your community. Clinics across Canada are aware of the campaign for Spencer.

We Running Maniacs will be wearing Orange when we attend the clinic, but please wear whatever you want - just go if you are able.

Vicki Dolling Lee <vickimlee@shaw.ca>
West Vancovuer, BC Canada - Wednesday, June 4, 2008 6:55 PM CDT

Dear Family of Spencer, I have been following your story for a little while now (I think I originally found you through a long series of links starting with Samantha Hughes in the UK). I am so sorry about Spencer's death, but I am in awe of him and you - he certainly lived life to the full. I so admire the way you have coped,and are still coping. (And, dare I say this, it is very refreshing to see someone write so eloquently (and humorously) about their loss without resorting to nauseating religious drivel!)
Jenny
London, UK - Wednesday, June 4, 2008 2:43 PM CDT

Happy sailing, Dollings! Here's hoping for smooth water and some 'Spencer sunsets.' :)
www.caringbridge.org/visit/julie
Caitlin M.
London, ON Canada - Tuesday, June 3, 2008 10:27 PM CDT

Hi Steve, Tracey and Foster,
I continue to think about your incredible family every day especially since Spencer's inspirational celebration of life. I just want to say that it's been a real priviledge knowing your family and being Spencer's teacher as well as Foster's. They are both incredible boys; Spencer for his fighting spirit and perseverence and Foster for his understanding and devotion to his brother. My hope for you is to continue to live life to the fullest while keeping the wonderful memories you have of Spencer. I know that I will never forget him and will continue to be inspired by your zest for life.

Odile King <dodieking@shaw.ca>
- Tuesday, June 3, 2008 10:09 PM CDT

I happened upon this journal about Spencer while scouring the internet for information on neuroblastoma for a project I am working on. I am moved, in tears, and totally inspired.
I am so sorry for your loss, but wanted to thank you for keeping this journal. I have two healthy children, but this journal has inspired me to spend more time with them because you never know.
Thanks so much for this wake up call.

Melissa <info@flyingturtlephotography.com>
Sand Springs, OK United States - Tuesday, June 3, 2008 10:48 AM CDT

he sounds like a fighter
Marta A
Oakville, ON Canada - Tuesday, June 3, 2008 9:37 AM CDT

Tracey, Steve, and Foster:
Your family has inspired me a lot. Even in the toughest situation, you are always so positive. I watched the vignette about Spencer on Global TV during the BCCH Miracle Weekend and it really touched my heart. I miss you all. Sorry that I couldn�t be at Spencer�s Celebration of Life. It sounded very wonderful. I also believe Spencer were there playing with Scupper. Tracey, be strong! I always remember your lovely smile.
Celia Lau <lauc@douglas.bc.ca>
Vancouver, BC Canada - Monday, June 2, 2008 5:18 PM CDT

Steve and family,

My wife Stephanie and I have been reading the journal off and on the last number of years, following the journey while admiring your passion and drive. We could not imagine how it was for you all. I always admired your attitude and leadership and take on things. Although I never met Spencer, he absolutely sounds like one amazing person, surrounded by an amazing family. You have inpsired us all.
Richard Hui, Stephanie, Mitchell, Marcus, MacKenzie <rjh1880@yahoo.com>
Coquitlam, BC Canada - Monday, June 2, 2008 11:14 AM CDT

The celebration for Spencer sounded magical , memorable and beautiful in deed and what amazing songs! Prayers continue for you all, God Bless Samm mom to Deqlan
Samm <samt.etravel@galileosa.co.za>
South Africa - Monday, June 2, 2008 3:43 AM CDT

Thinking of you. Just did the Childrun today and thought there was a great turnout of formals. In memory of Spencer and in honour of your family. Got my Dolling on! Thank you for the playlist....now all I need is an iPod!

Love you guys, Lesley

Lesley Janzen <lesrob@shaw.ca>
Langley, - Sunday, June 1, 2008 10:42 PM CDT

Thanks for the playlist! It made me laugh out loud how many Guitar Hero songs are on there! I love Guitar Hero!
Michele Krize (www,caringbridge.org/visit/katiekrize) <mkrize@sc.rr.com>
Florence, SC USA - Sunday, June 1, 2008 5:15 PM CDT

Dear Dolling Family,
Our thoughts and prayers are with you. We are glad we got the opportunity to meet Spencer. We are sorry we did not get the chance to come to his celebration of life, we did not hear about your loss until today. If you need anything, please don't hesitate to call.
Tanya & Guy Davis <davis_family@shaw.ca>
Coquitlam, - Sunday, June 1, 2008 4:37 PM CDT

Hello Dolling family. I just want to let you know how sorry I am. Spencer was such an awesome kid and I am privileged to have known him and to know you as a family as well. I am sorry I was not there to help celebrate his life, I am out of the country. Know that you are in my thoughts and prayers.
Anita Vanderwekken
- Sunday, June 1, 2008 2:52 PM CDT

How wonderful that Spencer got to live his life to the fullest. I love your attitude. Please know my thoughts and prayers are with all of you.
Terri Leedy <tntleedy@webtv.net>
lincoln, ca - Sunday, June 1, 2008 10:07 AM CDT

Checking in everyday and reading your thoughts Steve, especially your beautiful tribute honoring Spencer, which comes also from Tracey and Foster's hearts, provokes a sense of peace and joy in the midst of profound sadness. Thank you hardly expresses it, but thank you Steve, Tracey, Foster and the life of Spencer for making such a huge difference in all of our lives. Anne
Anne <adubois@shaw.ca>
- Sunday, June 1, 2008 9:00 AM CDT

I am blessed to have teenage kids, who either already had or quickly "acquired" the required playlists. Wonderful choices all round.

My heart and thoughts are with you, Tracey, Foster and Scupper.
Iris
Brisbane, Qld Australia - Sunday, June 1, 2008 1:37 AM CDT

Steve, your musical taste isn't bad but I've got to hand it to Spencer. Any playlist with Bedouin Soundclash is an automatic win.
Thanks Dollings for just being you.
www.caringbridge.org/visit/julie
Caitlin M. (Julie's big sis)
London, ON Canada - Saturday, May 31, 2008 10:50 PM CDT

Like Jane, I feel old, actually ancient. Wait a minute...does feeling young at heart count for something??
I confess I felt sad when Seuss posted on Running Mania that Scupper was looking for his buddy at the sound of his voice. But I take comfort in knowing that Scupper will come to realize that his dear buddy travels with him in spirit. Spencer will travel with us all. My first "Spencer Moment" was last night when I went to Relay of Life.The first "person" I saw..a PW doggie. To me a definite sign from Spencer that I was supposed to be there and BTW..stay up way past my regular bedtime to see the luminaries lit.

Have to make note of the playlist...I run the best water station at K-Town Tri and I am the only water station that has music. I rely on cool kids to supply me with the music. Ummm...what is Foster doing the first weekend in August???......
Joanne Gunning <jgunning@kingston.net>
Kingston, on - Saturday, May 31, 2008 5:38 PM CDT

Dear Dollings,

I am very sorry for your loss. I can�t imagine your sadness. I have immensely enjoyed your posts in and out of Caringbridge for some time. I love the way you tell it. I relate to your perspective. It is easy to see what a great life you gave to Spencer. You are an amazing family. Know that you are all in my prayers.

Allison
www.caringbridge.org/md/amelia

Allison (Amelia's Mom) <ahantske@comcast.net>
Annapolis, MD United States - Saturday, May 31, 2008 5:37 PM CDT

Hello and best wishes from Calgary. We are sorry to hear about Spencer and we want you to know our thoughts and prayers are with you.
Jackie, Paul and Mark Jackson (Tracy Vanaerts sister) <jpjacks@telus.net>
Calgary, - Saturday, May 31, 2008 5:07 PM CDT

I am old. I don't even recognize anything on the "old folks" play list. Oh well. Keep on. Keep on! Jane
Jane Snell Copes
Inver Grove Heights, MN USA - Saturday, May 31, 2008 2:07 PM CDT

Absolutely perfect. God bless you all as you learn to live without Spencer.
Cathy, mom to Nicklaus, stage III NB
Modesto, CA USA - Saturday, May 31, 2008 10:24 AM CDT

Tracey, Steve and Foster
Tracey I haven't seen you in a long time but have thought about Spencer and your family often. Mckenzie came home from Pitt and told me that a student had passed away and said it was Spencer. I have not been able to stop thinking about him and you since. I knew Spencer from one year that Kenzie had spent with him in pre-school at Citadel Montessori. I remember meeting you on a walk a few years later and hearing about what was going on in your life. You were so strong and I admired that in you. I am sorry to say that I obviously didn't realize the strength that Spencer had as well. I feel so sad that I hadn't read any of this on the internet. I sat here today and thought I would search Spencer's obituary. I am crying. I feel so bad that I didn't do this sooner. Your son is truly amazing and so are you, his family. What Steve wrote is beautiful. I don't mean you to take this the wrong way but we should all be so lucky to learn what you have learned. Spencer was very fortunate to have you all. If you feel any comfort from this...he has just made a difference in my life. I cannot imagine your loss...please take care and thank you for sharing your story.
Lori Pshebniski (Mckenzie Beinder's mom) <lori@pshebniski.com>
Port Coquitlam, BC - Saturday, May 31, 2008 9:54 AM CDT

..."the cumulative volume of all the love you have created"
According to my preliminary calculations...there's a new Ocean.
Thank you for sharing this beautiful tribute to a much loved son.
Joanne Gunning <jgunning@kingston.net>
Kingston, on - Saturday, May 31, 2008 8:59 AM CDT

Yeah. What he said.
Jane Snell Copes <jscopes66@hotmail.com>
Inver Grove Heights, MN USA - Friday, May 30, 2008 10:26 PM CDT

Mr. Dolling. I do not know what you do for a living, but you should be a writer. But then writing is easy when it comes from the heart...as yours obviously does. Spencer was a great kid and was blessed to have you chronicaling his life. He may rest knowing he made a difference, which he was wise enough to know, is all that we can really hope for in this life.

God Bless.
Lisa Tanner <lmbt@juno.com>
Calgary, AB Canada - Friday, May 30, 2008 9:02 PM CDT

Yippee..I hear that Scupper did not go in "a little jail" to the FUNeral..yippee for Sarah.
Joanne and I have read a few reports of the FUNeral on Running Mania..wow...it sounds like it was quite the event. I wish I could have been there...I love Pizza.
As always my human Joanne and I think of you every day.
C-Moss Gunning <jgunning@kingston.net>
Kingston, On - Friday, May 30, 2008 3:02 PM CDT

Dear Tracey, Steve and Foster:
The celebration of Spencer's life was so amazing just like Spencer and his family. May you all continue cherishing those memories while you create more with Foster. We're sure that the Dolling way of living will continue helping you through this difficult time.

Arusha and Farnoosh
West Vancouver, BC - Friday, May 30, 2008 1:19 PM CDT

In was honoured to speak yesterday and I thank you for the gifts you have all given me.
Live Life Like The Dollings...

Suzanne Horn <shorn@cw.bc.ca>
Langley, BC Canada - Friday, May 30, 2008 10:43 AM CDT

Tracey, Steve and Foster,
The reports of your celebration of Spencer's life sound incredible. My thoughts were with you though I could only be there in spirit. You have many beautiful memories of living life to the fullest. My love to you all.
Anne Robertson
Edinburgh, Scotland UK - Friday, May 30, 2008 9:09 AM CDT

Dear Tracey, Steve and Foster,

Our prayers and sincerest condolences go to your whole family. And we trust that God has already provided Spencer a very special place in Heaven! Not sure if you still remember me - I'm so sorry that I missed the Memorial, I actually just found out tonight via email from another friend. Otherwise, we wouldn't have missed it. I lost my sister-in-law last December after she battled cancer for 22 months, their only son was only 15 when she died. Our family is fortunate that my wife has survived her fight with cancer which started in November of 2006 ... the road to recovery (the surgery, the chemo, the radiation and the healing) was one giant roller-coaster ride. We will offer a mass for Spencer at St. Luke's Parish in Maple Ridge and will mail you the card to commemorate the same. Please let me know if there's anything we can do for you. Thank you for the wonderful experience of having met Spencer. Love from Dean & Family
Dean Guzman <dg@scsconsulting.ca>
Maple Ridge, BC Canada - Friday, May 30, 2008 1:52 AM CDT

Dear Tracey Steve and Foster
It was a privilege to be at Spencer's celebration of life, and what a celebration it was. Although you have a very deep loss, you are blessed with many many wonderful memories and friends. I didn't have the privilege of knowing him, but know Bob & Phoebe. My love and thoughts are with you.

Lois McConnell
Richmond, B.C. Canada - Friday, May 30, 2008 0:11 AM CDT

I never had the privilege to meet Spencer, I wish I could have, he could have given me strength with my recent loss of my Mother. A fighter of four years before her passing on July 10th, 2007. My thoughts are with your family and all you have fought this ugly disease.
Rick D'Aurizio <daurizio@hotmail.com>
New Westminster, BC Canada - Thursday, May 29, 2008 11:10 PM CDT

Kayte and I are so happy we were able to attend the most incredible Celebration of Spencer's Life. It was the perfect mixture of tears and laughs. If we could all have such insightful, loving, caring things said about us we would live in a wonderful world. As it is we get to be part of the Dolling world, so for that we are thankful!!!
All the work that went into the tributes, to displays of Spencer's 13 years, the go-kart, the cradle, guitar hero, the singing and guitar playing, the speeches of school life and hospital life, life on the high sees in the smallest dingy and of course Scupper. I think he thought the day was for him and thanks to him it helped us all through Steve's words.
We feel blessed to have been with so many friends of the Dollings!!!
Gayle and Kayte Gyles
Gayle Gyles <gaylegyles@shaw.ca>
Surrey, BC Canada - Thursday, May 29, 2008 10:42 PM CDT

Dear Steve, Tracey, and Foster,

We took our daughter away for a vacation. Just before we left, I read and was deeply inspired by your dining car analogy. I never imagined you had days to share the love and joy of your Spencer, but I have confidence that you have plenty of love and joy to survive your great loss - and I will continue to remember you all for our own guidance.

I am so very sorry for you all.

With deepest sympathy to you all (Scupper too) -

Colleen Kashino
Colleen Kashino
NY USA - Thursday, May 29, 2008 10:27 PM CDT

I guess we're going to be late for the event. That is typical. of us, I mean.
It has been a few years since I regularly read your site, so I am blown away, anew. Of course, I am sorry you cannot go on with making sure that Spencer had a pretty good life, except for the cancer. I am glad you will have no regrets. (I wish I could say the same.)
Here's to, its never too late.
Lynda Toews (Another of Leanne's aunts)
Delta, BC Canada - Thursday, May 29, 2008 6:33 PM CDT

A hearty toast to a "fantastic life" and "no regrets". A truly inspiring and humbling story indeed...
Richard Topham <richt@shaw.ca>
Vancouver, BC - Thursday, May 29, 2008 4:50 PM CDT

Dolling and Bruce family have a great day remembering, and celebrating Spencer's life to the fullest. I'm sure he would not want it any other way.
Put those brave, smiling faces on. He will thank you for them when he see's you next.....
Mouse
Marilyn Fraser <mouse1001@shaw.ca>
Winnipeg, MB Canada - Thursday, May 29, 2008 1:09 PM CDT

Steve and Tracey, my heart breaks for your loss. May God continue to generously give you the strength you need and the comfort you deserve. You are in my prayers.
Tracy Francis (Conlin) <tracy@treasuredesign.ca>
Maple Ridge, BC - Thursday, May 29, 2008 11:35 AM CDT

Lovely sunny day in Kingston. Leaving the office early to goof off in celebration of Spencer's life. Gonna wear my special Scupper and Spencer Fun Fund hat (white ball cap with writing in orange..of course!!!)when I head over to DQ with C-Moss. Hoping for a crate free day for Scupper today. Hugs to all of you.
Joanne Gunning <jgunning@kingston.net>
Kingston, On - Thursday, May 29, 2008 11:22 AM CDT

We are all wearing our hats at work today. So though we will not be there physically, we will be there in spirit. I think I will order Pizza for the crew for lunch ;) Thank-you Dolling family for reminding everyone you touch that life is for living.
Michelle Gibson <Michellegibson75@hotmail.com>
Sechelt, bc Canada - Thursday, May 29, 2008 9:59 AM CDT

Hey Dolling gang, you make sure to have a ROCKING celebration in honour of Spencer today!
www.caringbridge.org/visit/julie
Caitlin M. (Julie's big sis)
London, ON Canada - Thursday, May 29, 2008 8:57 AM CDT

Spencer and your family continue to expire. Today will be a glorious day but sounds like for you guys, this is not the first and definitely not the last of many glorious days ahead for your wonderful family!
The Mikulak's <amikulak@yahoo.com>
San Diego, CA USA - Thursday, May 29, 2008 8:03 AM CDT

Dear Tracey, Steve, and Foster

Within our hearts, the ones we love are never really gone. Spencer lives on in beautiful memories.

With Sympathy,

Helen Chau
Vancouver, B.C. - Thursday, May 29, 2008 1:18 AM CDT

Funny thing... towards the end of my run last night (along the fabulous PoCo trail) I was muttering inside my head about how hard it was when suddenly I realized the point of the run was to ENJOY life and the moment. Since then I've been making a point of taking a look around and enjoying every moment. Yep... got my Dolling on (like Jo-Jo said) ;) Take care! Maybe we'll cross paths on the trails... look for the orange. :)
Lisa (Aunt Vicki's running friend) <lisa_richards@telus.net>
Port Coquitlam, - Thursday, May 29, 2008 0:58 AM CDT

Steve, Tracey & Foster -- our thoughts and prayers are with all three of you and really glad to see Spencer's memories is where everyone is focused. Spencer truly was a great inspiration to us all and clearly taught us the importance of living every day to the fullest. Let us know if you need anything and we look forward to celebrating his life with you on Thursday. take care
Paulo Brazinha
Port Coquitlam, - Wednesday, May 28, 2008 11:36 PM CDT

Thinking of you today. I'm with you in spirit. I'll wear my baseball hat and think of your family. God Bless, Love, Ellen
http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/seanhanson
Ellen Hanson <ehanson89@aol.com>
Cape Cod, Ma - Wednesday, May 28, 2008 11:04 PM CDT

Our thoughts are with you.

Jo and Daryl <darjobee@shaw.ca>
North Vancouver, B.C. Canada - Wednesday, May 28, 2008 10:51 PM CDT

Steve, Tracey and Foster, We are so sorry to learn of your loss of Spencer. He truly was an inspiration to us all. I am so honoured to have been part of his go-kart team. Spencer left quite the legacy and I assure you he will never be forgotten, even at this time of great sadness we can still smile at the memories he has left us all. You are all in our thoughts and we will be there to celebrate his life on Thursday.

Ian & Jane Windsor-Martin <ijwindsor-martin@shaw.ca>
Maple Ridge, BC - Wednesday, May 28, 2008 8:37 PM CDT

Dear Dolling Family,
I wish so badly I could be there on Thursday. I'm sure it will be quite an event! I have learned so much from your family. It seems inadequate, but please know that your family is in our thoughts.

Candace Mason (www.caringbridge.org/co/benjaminmason)
Candace Mason <candacelmason@msn.com>
Reno, NV USA - Wednesday, May 28, 2008 6:03 PM CDT

I�ve come to this site to read the comments many times in the past week. I�ve tried numerous times to write something meaningful but just haven�t been able to find the right words. I want to say how much you are in my thoughts and how sad I feel but that doesn�t seem enough. My dad was taken by cancer in 2004 and my brother and I were lucky to spend a lot of time with him in the months before he died. We laughed and joked and talked more than we ever had before he became ill. I don�t know if we were trying to catch up for lost time when we were teenagers but we sure had fun with him and still laugh today about that time.
Spencer had such a good and happy life and you have such fantastic memories of him. Those memories were created because you are such amazing parents. Your attitude and they way you live life will allow us all to remember him.
I thank you for sharing your story with friends and strangers alike.

p.s. How did you manage to get tickets to Indiana Jones?

Lynn Waters <lynn_waters@shaw.ca>
Port Coquitlam, - Wednesday, May 28, 2008 5:34 PM CDT

I learned of your website through a friend who has a child with NB. I've followed your website for quite some time and have beeen impressed with both Spencer and your family. I feel a little bit silly writing because I've never met your family but I want you to know that after twenty plus years of working with abused and neglected people, that what you gave to your son in his few short years was more than a lot of children get. Love, humor, fun, tenderness - you made his life very special. You are remarkable people. You have made an impact on my life and there will not be many days where I don't think about Spencer. Thank you, Spencer, for reminding me of the joy in life and thank you to his family for reminding me of priorities.

I am going to order a pizza for my son but I'll do it with some tears in my eyes.
Donna
ITWS - Wednesday, May 28, 2008 5:12 PM CDT

Spencer brought sunshine and light to EA each time he came to visit us! He loved playing video games or just hanging out in the studio. Spencer always felt at home here, whether it was playing games with Foster in the "Executive Arcade" or posing with the Stanley Cup! Tracy, Steve and Foster, everyone at EA and all the EA Angels, who volunteer at BCCH, send a beam of blue healing light to you. Spencer is in very good hands. With Love, Wendell
Wendell Harlow <wharlow@ea.com>
Vancouver, B.C., Canada - Wednesday, May 28, 2008 4:47 PM CDT

Spencer's sweetness and his eyes struck me when I first met him in Oncology. He had a strength and a zest you could feel as he shyly said "Hi" to Krystle and I. My heart is so sad to hear that he is gone! This brave little boy had endured so much and so have you his family!
You are in our prayers!
Fran
Langley, B.C. - Wednesday, May 28, 2008 2:04 PM CDT

We have never met but I did see your son at the Oak Street Blood Donor clinic and was truly inspired by his strength. You have a wonderful family and just want to congratulate you on the 13 years you were able to spend with Spencer. Take care.
Safrun
- Wednesday, May 28, 2008 1:29 PM CDT

Thanks for continuing to inspire. I agree Dolling would be the best new word in the dictionary. Everyone should live their life the dolling way!!! See you Thursday. Gayle and Kayte.
Gayle Gyles <gaylegyles@shaw.ca>
Surrey, BC Canada - Wednesday, May 28, 2008 10:45 AM CDT

It sounds like the perfect way to honor Spencer and celebrate his life. I too wish there was some way you could broadcast the service to those of us in far off lands!!
Lyndsay <lettersforlyndsay@hotmail.com>
Canada - Wednesday, May 28, 2008 10:38 AM CDT

RRRR...why do I have to live all the way on the other side of the continent....I really want to be there! Maybe you could post the playlist so the people who can't come can download to their iPods? Kind of a virtual attendance? You are all amazing...
Michele Krize (www.caringbridge.com/visit/katiekrize) <mkrize@sc.rr.com>
Florence, SC USA - Wednesday, May 28, 2008 7:47 AM CDT

The "Maniacs" are writing the Oxford Dictionary people to let them know a new word needs to be included in the next edition.
Dolling - meaning to live life to its fullest, to face your fear, and laugh in its face. As in..."I used to worry about all the small s@#$ in life but now I am Dolling along"
I have it on good authority that Scupper is riding in the stretch limo on Thursday...I am so not telling C-Moss this. She'll insist we get one for her trip to Dairy Queen!
Joanne Gunning <jgunning@kingston.net>
Kingston, On - Wednesday, May 28, 2008 7:09 AM CDT

What an inadequate word 'sorry' is. I have always known it, but never felt it more acutely than now. My heart breaks for your brilliant, strong and indomitable family. Spencer is, and always has been, a light that shines brighter than most - but then, look at his family.
Iris Taylor
Brisbane, QLD Australia - Wednesday, May 28, 2008 1:27 AM CDT

My deepest sympathies to your family.
Michelle Andrews <michand@telus.net>
Sechelt, BC Canada - Tuesday, May 27, 2008 11:19 PM CDT

You guys rock. Don't ever forget that. So many CB families were touched by Spencer's fight, including me. Best of luck with the celebration of life! Hopefully the "venue" is completely jam-packed. Spencer sounded like an insanely popular guy :)
www.caringbridge.org/visit/julie
Caitlin <all__that__Jazz@Hotmail.com>
London, ON Canada - Tuesday, May 27, 2008 11:16 PM CDT

Godspeed Spencer...
J L
Watkins, MN US - Tuesday, May 27, 2008 8:53 PM CDT

I know, by reading your journal, that you will find the strength to go on with life after the trainwreck, but oh god, how you'll miss him! I'm so sorry.
(Leanne's aunt) Caroline Seeley <seeley74@telus.net>
Abbotsford, BC Canada - Tuesday, May 27, 2008 7:21 PM CDT

It is a stunning picture of Point Atkinson. Obviously Spencer was guiding from above. Unfortunately I won't be able to be at Spencer's Celebration of Life on Thursday but will be thinking of all of you and especially of Spencer and the huge impact he had on all of us in his short but super filled life. Peace, Anne
Anne Dubois <adubois@shaw.ca>
- Tuesday, May 27, 2008 6:43 PM CDT

After looking at the photo on the front page and then looking at the sunset picture, I have to wonder if I can see the dog in the sunset????? What do you think???
Danielle Bergen
Danielle <bergen5@sbcglobal.net>
Chesterfield , MI - Tuesday, May 27, 2008 5:32 PM CDT

Tracey, Steve and Foster (and Scupper)
I have been thinking of all of you daily since first reading Steve�s entry last week bearing the sad news of Spencer�s passing. I have had my little crying spell and now I keep remembering Spencer�s �fantastic life� as he so eloquently put it. Spencer and your family taught me so much and you have definitely touched my heart in ways words can never express. Spencer was one of the first oncology patients I ever cared for as a student and he continued to teach me day after day�.to be a better nurse and to be a better person. Whether it was the central tasks of nursing, how to be in tune with a patient�s pace, or how to play a card game (yes, he taught me to play cards!)�Spencer always had a lesson to give. Your family is inspiring and I am sure the inspiration you have brought to 3B and all other places your lives and Spencer�s have touched will continue on forever! Thank you for letting me be a part of your journey. My thoughts go out to you during this difficult time.
See you Thursday as we all come together to celebrate such an amazing and wonderful guy!
Luv Jennifer

Jennifer Keis <jenlkeis@hotmail.com>
Vancouver, BC Canada - Tuesday, May 27, 2008 4:55 PM CDT

I'm so sorry to hear of the passing of your beautiful son Spencer. He was an amazing kid who knew how to live life to the fullest! Your family is truly an inspiration to all.

http://www.caringbridge.org/canada/shaunam/

Karen, Graham, Shauna and Jenna McLean
Watford, Ont Canada - Tuesday, May 27, 2008 1:23 PM CDT

To Spencer's Family ... The way that you encouraged your son in his "LIVING" right up to the end is very inspiring ... how wonderful you let him breathe every single breath he had! You are in my thoughts and prayers.
Linda Austin <laustin@mpsk12.net>
- Tuesday, May 27, 2008 12:05 AM CDT

Hello Dollings! Just wanted you to know that I've been following along with you on this journey even from Ukraine. I'm sorry I won't be with the rest of the Kilmer folk at the service. Thank you for keeping us all in the loop. It's a big "loop" you have of people who care about you and are all the better for having known you and having met Spencer. Tell Foster, "Hi from Madame McKay" and I'll be praying for you all on Thursday from afar.
Alison McKay <aliwog@shaw.ca>
Kiev, Ukraine - Tuesday, May 27, 2008 2:19 AM CDT

My thoughts and prayers are with your family at this time of loss. What an inspiration your family is to all families. You've shown how important it is to live life to the fullest everyday and to appreciate the simple things in life.
L.B. Blackburn Pitt River Middle <lblackburn@sd43.bc.ca>
- Tuesday, May 27, 2008 0:44 AM CDT

I've never met Spencer or the rest of the wonderful Dollings but I feel like I know you through my sister Juliana's stories. I am so very sad for your loss. I hope to make it to Massey Theatre on Thursday to hear the fart machines trumpeting away and to celebrate your amazing Spencer's life.
Peace and love,
Nancy Chapman
Nancy Chapman <nancychapman@telus.net>
West Vancouver, BC Canada - Tuesday, May 27, 2008 0:30 AM CDT

Steve, Tracey and Foster,
We�ve visited this site many times in the past few days and we still aren�t sure what to write� Know that we are very sorry for your loss. Spencer was an amazing boy and your family is an inspiration to us all.
You are in our thoughts and prayers.
Aristides, Paula, Sofia and Rafael
(Santos Family) <apsr@shaw.ca>
Port Coquitlam, BC Canada - Tuesday, May 27, 2008 0:24 AM CDT

I wish that I could be at Spencer's celebration, to honor his "fantastic life". I would also have liked to have been there to support your "fantastic" family. I will be in a plane, flying over New West, probably around the same time the fart-machines are going off! I expect to see many rainbows, and hear a choir of angels singing, while I am overhead, thinking of you. Please continue to write in the journal. We all want to see what amazing things will happen in your family's future. May God continue to bless you all with laughter, and carry you through the sorrow.
Dawn Nicoll <dawnnicoll@hotmail.com>
Coquitlam, b.c. canada - Monday, May 26, 2008 9:13 PM CDT

We are so very sorry. Thinking of you all now and in the days ahead and remembering, thanks to your incredible gift for words, what an awesome life Spencer led.
Tim, Mary and Lauren Hower
Mary Hower <timhower@mts.net>
Winnipeg, MB Canada - Monday, May 26, 2008 6:44 PM CDT

I am so sorry to hear of Spencer's passing. I do not know you. We may have passed in the halls, but our family is only in for checkups now - I wish your family was only in for checkups too. You are much more brave than I know I would be, as my tears are flooding the keyboard for you, your son, and also for my son's future. Your journal is utterly amazing, as are Spencer, and his brother. I wish you all the best. Carole
Carole McClean
- Monday, May 26, 2008 6:31 PM CDT

I am so sorry to hear about Spencer's passing. I actually learn the news from the other two families: Emily Wong and Jacob, when I told them about the news of Jorye's passing. I met you guys and Jorye's family at BCCH in 2004. We shared a lot of transplant experience. I can't believe that now Spencer, Jorye and Cameron are all gone. You and your family are always on my thoughts and prayers. I hope that Spencer, Jorye and Cameron can look after one another in the Heaven. I am afraid that I cannot attend Spencer's service as Justin has a follow up appointment on the same day. I am sending my best wishes to you and your family. Spencer fought so hard and he must be happy to have such caring and loving parents.
In case you are wondering how my second child, Justin, is doing, please visit www.caringbridge.org/visit/justinlau

Celia Lau <lauc@douglas.bc.ca>
Vancouver, BC Canada - Monday, May 26, 2008 5:50 PM CDT

Like Darlene from Yakima I love the daily changes in pictures. Love this one...Scupper looks like he's afraid he's going to be the next one to be hosed down!
Joanne Gunning <jgunning@kingston.net>
Kingston, On - Monday, May 26, 2008 3:37 PM CDT

When I heard the sad news about Spencer, it reminded me of a poem that was read at my girlfriends sisters service and I thought it would be very appropriate to share it here because it really mirrors how the Dollings live their life to the fullest (when they could). As a mom with sons, my heart goes out to them.

HOW DO YOU LIVE YOUR DASH
I read of a man who stood to speak
At the funeral of a friend
He referred to the dates on his tombstone
From the beginning .... to the end.
He noted that first came his date of birth
And spoke the following date with tears,
But he said waht mattered the most of all
Was the dash between those years.

For that dash represents all the time
That he spent alive on earth
And now only those who loved him
Know what the little line is worth.
For it matters not, how much we own;
The cars... the house... the cash,
What matters most is how we live and love
And how we spend our dash.

So think about his long and hard..
Are there things you'd like to change ?
For you never know how much time is left,
That can still be rearranged.
If we could just slow down enough
To consider what's true and real,
And always try to understand
The way other people feel.

And be less quick to anger,
And show appreciation more
And love the people in our lives
Like we've never loved before.
If we treat each other with respect,
And more often wear a smile..
Remembering that this special dash
Might only last a little while.

Linda May Dinsmore <dinsmore@dccnet.com>
Delta, BC - Monday, May 26, 2008 2:10 PM CDT

Hello, I'm very sorry to hear Spencer has passed away, my thoughts are with you all.

"Its not how long a star shines, what is remembered is the brightness of the light"

All my love,

Viks
www.postpals.co.uk
viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Monday, May 26, 2008 1:46 PM CDT

A toast to spending our time in the dining car. Our thoughts are with you. Thanks for sharing your journey.
Kari & John Swindlehurst <jswindlehurst@shaw.ca>
Calgary, AB Canada - Monday, May 26, 2008 1:26 PM CDT

My friend, Lynn Waters, forwarded the link to Spencer's page and I'm thankful that she did. I lost my Dad to cancer on May22,2000. I just lost two more friends last week to cancer. They ALL lived their lives like Spencer, loving each day and everybody loving them. They all were full of courage, pluck and HUMOUR. I thank Lynn for forwarding me the link to this page because it proves to me that my Dad, friends and I are not the only ones that believe we should celebrate each others lives and be thankful for every moment that we get to share together. I think back everyday about how wonderful my Dad was and how many people he touched. I know you will do the same with Spencer. It seems he was a great light in the world and I thank you for bringing him into this world. My thoughts (and smiles) are with you. May we all celebrate Spencer's life for the rest of ours. Thank you ~:-o)
Michael Koebel
Vancouver, BC Canada - Monday, May 26, 2008 11:24 AM CDT

I love it that you change spencer's picture daily ... it's such a treat to see the many sides of spencer, foster, scupper ... again, my thoughts and prayers are with you all ....
darlene, gramma to me darlin' tevi
darlene <dharrisc@charter.net>
yakima, wa us - Monday, May 26, 2008 9:36 AM CDT

I never had the opportunity tomeet Spencer however I was always kept informed about his status by by Sheila and Dave. My heart aches for Tracey, Steve, Foster and Scupper, and my thoughts will be with you at the celebration on Thursday. The Zebrun Famo;y
Fred, Irene & Kelsie Zebrun <ijz@shaw.ca>
Calgary, Alberta Canada - Sunday, May 25, 2008 11:04 PM CDT

Our family was deeply saddened to learn of Spencer�s passing. While our family friendships only seem to be held together with the annual Christmas card, the occasional lunch with old university friends, and the run ins at Costco, I�ve felt connected to Spencer and your journey through Steve�s journal and the news from mutual friends. I didn�t realize how connected until Rob told me and I found myself stuck in rush hour traffic crying for the first time since my own father died of cancer 7 years ago.

Spencer�s courage and your family�s love and commitment have clearly inspired more people than many of us can expect to touch in our own often self centered lives. I know I will continue to think of him often and the way the Dolling family made the most of his time in this world. Thank you for sharing Spencer�s amazing life with all of us.

Chris Chettle (and Sarah, Katie, and Simon) <cchettle@shaw.ca>
Port Coquitlam, BC Canada - Sunday, May 25, 2008 5:17 PM CDT

Hi guys,

You are an amazing family!
See you Thursday :)

Emily Anderson <missmew7@telus.net>
North Van, BC - Sunday, May 25, 2008 1:48 PM CDT

"If you lose hope, somehow you lose the vitality that keeps life moving, you lose that courage to be, that quality that helps you go on in spite of it all."
Martin Luther King

Your family is truly a triumph of courage and love.

Donna Bridgeman
Vancouver, BC Canada - Sunday, May 25, 2008 11:05 AM CDT

Dear Steve and Tracey,

Our thoughts continue to be with you. Thank you for your continued posts that keep us up-to-date and still laughing/crying at the same time.

I had never watched Spencer's slide show. This morning, Sunday at 6am while the kids are still sleeping, I did. Thank you for it. I know that you said that Spencer had a great life while fighting this damned disease, but now I have seen it with my eyes and heard it with my ears.

I love Spencer's telling of his go-cart that the 'Ons built. A go-cart mounted with a tennis-ball gun? Genius!! In Spencer's honor, today I am going out and getting my son Max (also fighting NB) a couple of Nerf ball guns and we are going to have our own Backyard Battle of the Bulge. I trust you'd approve Steve. I'm going to start combing Craig's List for go-carts.

Thank you for continuing to show us how to live life to the fullest. May your celebration of Spencer's life be the best party ever (thinking it will be), and know that many people around the world are thinking of Spencer and the rest of your family.

The Mikulaks (Andy, Melis, Hannah, Max, and Nic)
www.MashedPotatoesForBreakfast.com
Andy Mikulak
San Diego, CA 92130 - Sunday, May 25, 2008 8:16 AM CDT

Steve, Tracy, Foster & Scupper, We are all so truly sorry to hear about Spencer, our hearts are breaking for all of you. He was an amazing kid who showed all of us how to live for the moment. Steve and Tracy, your love, strength, and courage that you show every day is incredible and we so admire you both. Foster, you are an awesome guy, never complaining, always patient, kind and gental, with an amazing amount of strength. Brooklyn talks about you often and was so happy to see your picture on this web page. We will be at the celebration with our caps on, see you there!
Kim, Donna, Mike & Brooklyn Hansen <donna_hansen22@hotmail.com>
Port Coquitlam, BC Canada - Sunday, May 25, 2008 1:35 AM CDT

Just back from a week in Boston and found out about Spencer's passing. I'm so sorry.

I'll let you in on a secret. I was not a superstitious guy until Spencer became ill. That first summer, at one of Foster and Mackenzie's baseball games, Sharon made a donation to Children's for our Family and Tracey gave us each one of those rubber bracelets to wear. It was gold and I hated it. I'm just not a jewelry kinda guy. Especially gold rubber, I guess. But I wore it cause I thought I should. I thought about taking it off every day for a while but the longer I had it on, the harder it was to take off and Spencer kept cruising along. I felt stupid but I actually had the thought in my head that maybe as long as I kept this thing on my wrist it could help him in some way.

Eventually all the gold came off revealing the ugly green rubber bracelet that lurked underneath. It made me miss the gold one. I kept wearing it though. Never came off for showers, sleeping, anything. And I never really realized what that bracelet was doing.

I took it off today when I found out. Thought to myself "You idiot. Of course that didn't work." and I balled like a baby. But I realized how often that bracelet had reminded me of what you guys had been, and are still going through for all these years. I'm not a religious guy, so I didn't pray, but I sure hoped pretty hard for you guys whenever anyone would ask why I was wearing that hideous green rubber bracelet. And it sure made it easy to decide wear to direct my United Way dollars every year. What I liked to call "The find a cure for cancer, save Spencer, and get that ugly bracelet off Cam's wrist fund."

So I'm done with superstition now. The bracelet is gone but my thoughts and hopes are still with you guys. Your the toughest family I know and I am sure things will get easier for you with time. No superstition or jewelry required. I can see from all the postings on your site, that you've got all the love and friendship you'll need to make it happen.

Mine too.
Cam
Cam Craig
Port Coquitlam, BC Canada - Sunday, May 25, 2008 1:14 AM CDT

Steve&tracey, my heart aches for your family.I have been blessed to have been part of Spencer'sife and it has shown me what a family is all about.It has been an honour to have shared the tears ,the joy, and most of all the love that your family shared with so many of us.I will treasure the memories I will have as I know THE DOLLING Family.What a treat***** The nights I spent with
each of you was always a pleasure and a smile was never far away even as the tears came.I am so glad I was there last weekend and know Spencer is gently watching down over us.God bless, Dear Battleaxe{love Heather}
Heather
- Sunday, May 25, 2008 0:44 AM CDT

I am so sorry to hear of the passing of Spencer. I learned about it from Sara Smith's CB site and have spent the past few days reading about your journey with this awful disease. Thursday I will keep my cap with me all day(can't wear it at work) to honor Spencer's life.
Andrea
Indianapolis, IN United States - Saturday, May 24, 2008 10:43 PM CDT

What an absolutely stunning photo of your boy on the homepage of this site.
So terribly sorry for your loss. Can't stop thinking of you and the image of you all dressed in your finery in the dining car.
Lara Weberling
The Woodlands, TX USA - Saturday, May 24, 2008 9:29 PM CDT

Hi there.

Having been where you are now, I am impressed that you will be having The Celebration so soon. Spencer was so so so loved by so so so many people. It took us 2 and a half months to organize and prepare Nick's Celebration (porta-potties, fart machines, live bands, lots of booze, etc.) and then the party lasted for nine days. (9)! People came from all over the country.

One neighbor was so put out by our festivities, he didn't talk to us for a year and a half, and only then because it was 3:30AM, snowing like crazy, and he had a chimney fire threatening to burn his house down, and no one else to call for help........but I digress.

I hope that everyone who needs to be at Spencer's Celebration is able to be there, and that it is truly a celebration of a life well lived. You know there are tens of thousands of people who would like to be there, but can't for whatever reason (gas prices maybe?).

I hope you rock the house.

.
Shannon: mom to Nick Snow <snows@nicksnow.com>
Nevada City, CA usa - Saturday, May 24, 2008 8:44 PM CDT

You have shown us how important it is to live life to the fullest. We are truly sorry for your loss.
Colleen, Jeff and Daniel Minyard <cjmin@shaw.ca>
- Saturday, May 24, 2008 7:34 PM CDT

We were so sorry to hear of Spencer's passing. Our daughter Addison was diagnosed with NB and is one year post treatment and doing well. We have been blessed by Spencer's love for life and encouraged by his words. We will miss him dearly. Our prayers are with you.
Chris Sharp
Penticton, BC - Saturday, May 24, 2008 6:41 PM CDT

Your family is an inspiration to all. A real life story to teach us all to make the best of whatever life throws our way and live it to the fullest. We are truly sorry for your loss.
Micheline, Reed and Stephanie Haddad <umreed@telus.net>
Port Coquitlam, BC - Saturday, May 24, 2008 6:15 PM CDT

Sounds like you picked great people. The fart machine is a definite must, just make sure that the theatre is well venilated or you may want to tell people to bring nose plugs to match thier baseball caps. Don't know you personally but sure wish I didn't have to miss the service. We'll be making a spiritual appearance as well.

PS. Make sure you pack some extra biscuits for Scupper. Little doggies tend to get antsie after sitting for a while.
Danielle Cureton-Amos <ddcureton@aol.com>
greensboro, nc usa - Saturday, May 24, 2008 4:02 PM CDT

I just broke the news to C-Moss that we won't be able to go in "the big bird in the sky" to attend Spencer's Celebration of Life. We will be there in spirit though! Instead I've promised C-Moss that we can make her one annual trip to Dairy Queen for a cone on Thursday. I've also told her that just because there may be fart machines at the celebration does not in any way give her permission to fart in the car on the way to DQ.
Thinking of you all...about to head out for a run.
Joanne Gunning <jgunning@kingston.net>
Kingston, On - Saturday, May 24, 2008 11:28 AM CDT

My thoughts and prayers are with you and ongoing.
Spencer sounds like he was a beautiful boy, even if he did beat you at Mario Kart!
Much love.
Rach <vamp_chick1822@hotmail.com>
Australia - Saturday, May 24, 2008 7:33 AM CDT

May God hold you at this time and in the future provide the strenght you need to go forward.

I have never been to your site until today, you speak so profoundly and I for one, would never have felt you were in denial. You appear to have spent the time living and certainly wasn't able to change the circumstance or you would have. I truly admire you, your family for giving the very best to your son in a difficult time.

I hope his life "celebration" is everything you desire, with your personality I am sure it will be an honor to him.

Prayers,
Denise
Denise <dmarshall523@yahoo.com>
TN - Saturday, May 24, 2008 4:31 AM CDT

Dear Tracy, Steve & Foster:
My daughters, Holly & Amanda, were both in Spencer's classes at Pitt. They chatted about Spencer many times - they just loved him. Although I never personally met
Spencer, I saw him as a pillar of strength....an amazing young man. He touched the lives of so many. We were very saddened to hear of Spencer's passing but know that he is now with God and is in a beautiful place.

You are in our prayers and wish you continued strength

Lisa, Holly & Amanda
Lisa Mather <itri@shaw.ca>
Port Coquitlam, BC - Saturday, May 24, 2008 1:21 AM CDT

Words are not enough... It has truly been a privilege to know Spencer and your family. We're thinking of you all and sending our love.
Nikki & Greg Guilcher <nguilcher@cw.bc.ca>
Calgary, AB Canada - Saturday, May 24, 2008 1:20 AM CDT

We are truly sorry to hear about Spencer. We loved to see him playing hockey or driving his go-cart with Foster and friends in our tight roundabout driveway. His smile and sunny disposition will always stay with us!

John & Pat McCann & Family
- Saturday, May 24, 2008 1:11 AM CDT

Dear Dolling Family,

I am so sorry to hear of Spencer's death. I pray that your family finds peace in this time of sorrow. All I've heard about your family is that you have made the most of every day, choosing to live life to the fullest. I think you are all amazing!
Erin Caldwell, Pitt River Middle
- Saturday, May 24, 2008 0:57 AM CDT

Dear Dolling family, I am truly sorry for your loss and send my sincere condolances and heartfelt sympathy to you. At this time, I'd also like to thank you for sharing Spencer's journey with those of us out here in cyberspace who didn't know him or your family, but were given the honor of speaking to the Lord on his behalf and visiting this site. I have followed his journey since 2004, have laughed at many of the mister's journal entries, cried during the times that Spencer was so sick, rejoiced at times when he was feeling good and was out and about with his family, with Scupper (well, he'd be considered family, wouldn't he??) and out on the boat where he loved to be, and prayed fervantly that he would be able to live a long and fruitful life. That wasn't to be, but there was a plan for him and he's fulfilled one part of it here on earth. He inspired many, many, many people with his courage and strength in the face of his illness. I also wish I could have met him.

My thoughts and prayers are with you now, as they have been for the past 4 years.

Blessings............
Linda Resinger
www.carepages.com
codeword: dalescancerpage
L. Resinger
Farmington, MO - Saturday, May 24, 2008 0:00 AM CDT

Tracey, Steve, Foster and Scuppers,
Thank you for showing me how to live in the moment and enjoy the now. I will carry the lessons I have learned from your family with me for the rest of my nursing career. May the laughter and memories continue to flow.

I am out of town but your family is in my thoughts.
Andie McKinnon (RN)
- Friday, May 23, 2008 10:18 PM CDT

KEEPING YOUR FAMILY IN MY THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS.
SANDY
OAKDALE, PA - Friday, May 23, 2008 8:26 PM CDT

Just found your site. Wish I could've met Spencer. I can tell he was an awesome kid. And I can see that he did have a great life. My prayers are with you.
jenny
Orofino, ID 83544 - Friday, May 23, 2008 7:24 PM CDT

Tracy, Steve, Foster and Scupper of course! I feel so lucky to have been apart of Spencer's journey. You have all taught me so much about living life everyday no matter what cards you are being dealt. I am out of town next week but know i am there in spirit. i send warm hugs your way!
Alison
Alison Rushton
VANCOUVER, BC CANADA - Friday, May 23, 2008 7:17 PM CDT

We are so sorry to hear of your loss. He was an incredibly strong kid, and will be greatly missed. He did live a great life, with a great family.
You're in our thoughts
Dave, Suzanne and Megan McNeil
The McNeil family <mcneil_09@hotmail.com>
- Friday, May 23, 2008 7:05 PM CDT

We are Dejah Milnes Nanny and Poppy and just wanted to let you know our thoughts and prayers are with you all.

God Bless
Nanny and Poppy Milne
Toronto, Ontario.
Bob and Elaine Milne
Toronto, Ont. Canada - Friday, May 23, 2008 6:57 PM CDT

Steve, Tracy, Foster, and Scupper,

There are no words. I truly wish I could be there for the celebration of Spencer's life. What a life well lived. Thank you for sharing that life with all of us. Spencer is a hero to so many. My Emily was 2 when she died from NB, but I still don't have words to say to you at this time. Other than thank you for raising wonderful children and sharing them with so many and thereby changing the world.

With Faith, Trust, and Pixie Dust,

Wendy
www.caringbridge.org/visit/emilyransom
www.emilyspowerforacure.com
Wendy Ransom <wran367@comcast.net>
Hixson, TN USA - Friday, May 23, 2008 6:56 PM CDT

Steve, Tracey & Foster
I am so sorry for the loss of your son and your brother. My thoughts and prayers have always been with your family through the years. My brother Rob and sister-in-law Lesley have always talked about Spencer how strong and brave he was. My thoughts and prayers are with you all as you go through this difficult time. Rest in Peace Spencer.
Natalie Mijaljevic <nmijaljevic@hotmail.com>
Coquitlam, Bc - Friday, May 23, 2008 5:19 PM CDT

Tracey, Steve, Foster and Scupper,

I was so sorry to hear about Spencer. Thinking of you all and your families.
Heather (John and Leanne's friend) <heather.conradi@shaw.ca>
Vancouver, BC Canada - Friday, May 23, 2008 5:01 PM CDT

I am so very sorry for your family's loss. Words are inadequate. Our boy too has been pronounced dead by many medical professionals when he relapsed from medullo in Dec. 2007. We could not throw in the towel, and sign on to hospice, when faced with a happy vibrant boy who just so happened to have a couple tiny spots in his brain. It is a tough walk, being realistic, yet daring to dream they may beat the statisics. Families like yours inspire us. We thank you. I am sorry Spencer did not beat the statistics, but I am happy he had a life filled with love.
My heart is with you.

Anne White
Maple Grove, MN USA - Friday, May 23, 2008 4:50 PM CDT

Steve, Tracey, and Foster
i am so sorry for the loss of your son, your brother-
he was a good kid, from a good family
i admire you all and hold you all in my prayers
especially spencer
i don't know where your dinner jacket is Steve-but i can always find you a one piece or maybe even a BIKINI
here's to a life well lived!
jim stewart <cajamalivi@shaw.ca>
port coquitlam, bc canada - Friday, May 23, 2008 4:31 PM CDT

Dear Tracey,Steve,Foster &Scupper,
We're sorry for your loss. GOD BLESS HIM!
Mathew Forsyth and Family <mmvforsyth@shaw.ca>
Port Coquitlam, B.C. - Friday, May 23, 2008 4:11 PM CDT

Steve, Tracey & Foster:

Dan, Adam, Kyle and I were so very sorry to hear about Spencer's passing. Our thoughts and prayers are with you, your family and close friends at this very difficult time.
Cathy Jones
Port Moody, BC - Friday, May 23, 2008 4:05 PM CDT

I was directed here by Sarah Smith's site. I have read through a few of the journal entries, and it is clear that your son had a rich and important life. He lived, he laughed, he loved. I am a firm believer that we are defined by the quality of the life we live, not the quantity. I'm sure I am not alone when I say that I will never understand childhood cancer. But, I do understand the commitment it takes to stand in the face of cancer and refuse to let it define you. That's what Spencer did. At such a tender, innocent age, he faced a huge demon--but it didn't deter him from the life he wanted to lead. In so many ways, he won the war. I am just so sorry that it wasn't the way so many people ultimately hoped for.
Sue G (www.caringbridge.org/visit/sueguenther)
- Friday, May 23, 2008 3:56 PM CDT

I lost my precious son, Brad, to Ewing's Sarcoma 4 years ago. I am very sorry for your loss and know exactly what you are saying in your recent post. Spencer needed to see his family being normal, no matter what the odds were. Like any other parent, we will and do fight and pray for a miracle until the very end. We shouldn't have to fight this fight but for some reason, only God knows, we do. I appreciate your honest words and totally understand why it was OK for you to smile. They are our children, our most precious gift from God. Of course we will smile for them, and we always will.
Mary <mybrad@comcast.net>
Monee, IL USA - Friday, May 23, 2008 3:13 PM CDT

Tracey, Steve, Foster and Scupper,

My thoughts are with you. I have just read parts of your journal and could not even begin to understand what you have had to go through... Thank you for the precious reminder to celebrate life!

Alice Ng <clixhr@yahoo.com>
Moscow, Russia - Friday, May 23, 2008 2:31 PM CDT

My thoughts and prayers will be with you always. I learned of you through Julian's carepage. My heart is breaking for all these children and families suffering from cancer. Cancer sucks!!!
Rachael McGee <rachael.mcgee@earthlink.net>
Houston, TX USA - Friday, May 23, 2008 1:57 PM CDT

Dear Dollings, I was so sad to hear of Spencer's passing. I have thought of spencer often as he is in a picture with my daughter sophie that was taken with the canucks for jeans day in 2004. I remember bringing trevor and clouthier in on his birthday and spencer was right in saying they werent great singers. I loved it when spencer and foster were able to get their picture taken with the canadian junior hockey team just before they went on to win the gold at the worlds. I will remember spencer and his strength and his wonderful family. Your graciousness and courage have been almost unbearable to watch and yet a privelege to witness. Thank you for sharing with all of us. Jill
jill price <jjp@shaw.ca>
vancouver, bc canada - Friday, May 23, 2008 1:09 PM CDT

Neuroblastoma sucks!

Spencer, you're still the man.

Love,
Haley (carepages: HaleyWorld)
Haley Peterson <babyfacehly13@yahoo.com>
- Friday, May 23, 2008 12:43 AM CDT

Dear Steve and Tracey

I learned of your page thru Mimi Avery (cp:Juliansworld)
just this morning.

I'm so very sorry for your loss. I have spent a little time reading some of your journals and some of the other messages.

Your son was some kind of special kid just like your entire family. You let your son live right up to the time he earned his wings.

I pray God brings you comfort and peace during this very difficult time.

Jackie
Jackie Geer <geerjackie@hotmail.com>
Lake Havasu City , AZ - Friday, May 23, 2008 11:24 AM CDT

I am so sorry for your loss. He is now free of all pain. He will always be with you, smiling,watching and just waiting till you all can be together again someday.He knew he was loved, and and will never be forgotten.
Debbie Harlan <tookool4u2c@aol.com>
Jourdanton, TX - Friday, May 23, 2008 11:18 AM CDT

God bless him
Gilles Klein
Paris, France - Friday, May 23, 2008 10:56 AM CDT

I learned about Spencer through Mimi (Juliansworld) and wanted to send out my condolences to your family. It sounds like your son was a brave hero right up till the end, and that he's now a brave hero up in heaven with Julian and all the other angels that were taken too soon. May God bring comfort and peace to you at this time.

J Welch
Thornton, Co - Friday, May 23, 2008 10:47 AM CDT

I just found Spencers page through Mimi (Juliansworld) I've read a small handful of entries, all I needed to fall in love with Spencer and your whole family. I'm one of those struggling with what to say. How do you even find the words to console someone who has just lost their child? I can't even begin to comprehend the journey you're on. I'll just say I'm sorry, and thank-you for sharing Spencer. You have an incredibly amazing boy!
Nomi Brock
Edmonton, AB Canada - Friday, May 23, 2008 10:38 AM CDT

I read your entry and it is clear that your son was an amazing boy and i really wish i could have met him. I heard your story from the Obadia family. Your positive energy sets a great example for us all. Stay strong together, and don't get lost in the falling apart moments. All my prayers and love, Alex Kostenko
Alex Kostenko <alexlkostenko@gmail.com>
- Friday, May 23, 2008 10:30 AM CDT

Tracey, Steve, Foster and Scupper

My thoughts and prayers are with you. Tracey, Spencer did it his way and I am glad you all were on 3B. I am away but I will keep watching for when the service is and I will try to make it if not know I am thinking of you all. I now wish I crashed the sleep over with scupper and went go-karting with you all, LOL.

Bonnie
Bonnie <bclarke@cw.bc.ca>
Abbotsford, bc Canada - Friday, May 23, 2008 9:52 AM CDT

The pain of losing a child is almost unbearable but hold on to all of the beautiful memories. Celebrate the joy he brought to all of your lives. He is in heaven now smiling down on you and will always be with you in your hearts. God Bless!
Chrissy Green <clgreen@woodholme.org>
Hampstead, MD USA - Friday, May 23, 2008 8:59 AM CDT

I am so sorry for the loss of your son. May God hold you close.
Lori
The Woodlands, Tx US - Friday, May 23, 2008 8:46 AM CDT

Our deepest sympathies on the Earthly loss of your son. May memories of him surround you at this time.
Dan and Ruth Ruley
PROUD parents of ^Doug^
Ruth Ruley <rruley61@msn.com>
Cedar Rapids, IA USA - Friday, May 23, 2008 8:31 AM CDT

I am so sorry to hear this news . My deepest sympathy to you all..you are in my thoughts*...Lee
Lee
Union City, NJ USA - Friday, May 23, 2008 8:02 AM CDT

The Dolling Family

We are all saddened to hear about the loss of your son Spencer. Our thoughts and prayer are with you.
Staff of ERLPhase Power Technologies
Morgan Morrissette <mmorrissette@erlphase.com>
Winnipeg, MB Canada - Friday, May 23, 2008 7:57 AM CDT

I have not been able to follow Spencer's life, as I only found out about your site today. But, I have to say, your site, and even the last update really made me smile. After working in NICU and PICU for 10 years, I know exactly what your email means. You are the kind of parents that worry some staff and doctors to death, and also the kind that most of us pray that a child will have. Hiding under the seat does not accomplish anything other than wasting valuable time that could be spent living. You have done a fantastic job! It is obvious that Spencer had the best life possible, most likely better than most children have in their entire "normal" childhood...and that cancer did not steal your spirit as it stole his life. Be proud! Those pictures show an exceptional child, with exceptional parents! Celebrate his life, and how much time you were able to enjoy. I agree--let's head to the dinner car!
Kristen
Kristen Whitt <KrisWhitt@adelphia.net>
Richlands, VA USA - Friday, May 23, 2008 7:05 AM CDT

"Tomorrow's a privilege.
So live today like tomorrow isn't happening."

www.caringbridge.org/visit/frankiejo
Jessie Hayes
Grain valley, MO USA - Friday, May 23, 2008 7:01 AM CDT

I was shocked by your blog that stated that Spencer died today....I went back and reread so many posts seeing if I had missed something...but I had not. It is a tribute to you and to Spencer that you lived each day so fully and with joy despite the horrible weight hanging over your heads. I will pray for you all. Thanks for sharing his amazing journey. He touched thousands of lives and will continue to live in all of our hearts and minds.

Rebecca
- Friday, May 23, 2008 6:38 AM CDT

My heart goes out to you in this time of sorrow and pain. I walk this path by your side.
Yesterday we had my son's Celebration of Life..after a 3 year battle with the Neuroblastoma Beast. Gerry passed away on May 1, 2008... no more pain, no more suffering...
There are too many who have earned wings because of this beast.
Much Love n Prayers for you and your family
Denise
CP>>Gerryberryboogerbutt
Denise Gottschalk <dqueenznailz2@yahoo.com>
Laurium, Michigan United States - Friday, May 23, 2008 6:31 AM CDT

Cancer sucks!!! As the grandmother of a 4-yr-old with leukemia I can tell you it shadows every part of your life if you let it. We prefer the dining car also. My heart breaks at the loss of your wonderful little boy. My prayers are with you and your family.
Cheri McAden
Sanger, TX USA - Friday, May 23, 2008 5:57 AM CDT

So very sorry for the loss of your beautiful boy with the FANTASTIC life. May your memories serve you well and God be with you and give you peace and comfort. May you feel the nearness of Spencer's spirit always.
Sherry <slsarvis@centerofortho.com>
Akron, OH USA - Friday, May 23, 2008 2:57 AM CDT

May the beautiful memories and the amazing way that you as a family were able to indure this hardship by staying true to Love, life and laughter comfort you. As I watched you and came to know you at the clinic, I so thought to myself so many times, they live in the now, they are so much stronger than this awful disease.You lived life with dear sweet Spencer to the fullest, more than most families do in al life time. God bless you all, my Love is with you, Cathy Montgomery ( Logan`s Gramma)
Cathy Montogmery <billandcathy@persona.ca>
Princeton, BC Canada - Friday, May 23, 2008 0:51 AM CDT

We lit a candle for Spencer today, and blew dandylions high in the sky. You have all touched our lives, it has been our pleasure to have met you all. I will always remember the day you returned from Mexico, Spencer and Tracey with amazingly huge smiles as you told me about your fantastic family vacation, zero platelets incl. and the day we were able to kick you out (to go home) so we could have your room. I admire you, and we will continue to smile everyday, just like you all do.
Rest in Peace sweet boy.
Gloria, Dejah & Family <gbrd4@shaw.ca>
Port Moody, - Friday, May 23, 2008 0:37 AM CDT

Dear Steve, Tracey and Foster, I'm so sorry to hear about Spencer. I feel very fortunate and privilaged to have known Spencer and your family. You have an amazing and strong family. My thoughts and prayers are with your family.
Agnes Piotrowski
- Friday, May 23, 2008 0:34 AM CDT

Steve, Tracey & Foster,
As others have expressed, if only we could somehow bear just some fraction of the pain for you and somehow bring comfort in the days ahead. I have thought so much about all of you each day over these years - wishing to the stars for things to be different, frustrated that it just isn't right with the world, wanting for there to be something concrete we could do to help - anything real that we could do - not words but real, inspired at how people can pull together, and drawn to be nearer to that rock-solid sense-of-family that is all around you. To say that you are an inspiration to those around you somehow doesn't express it strong enoughly. The love in your family and around your family is just so strong. My wish for all you, and especially for Foster, is for that family love to flourish and for unexpected happiness to find its way to you as you make your way through the journey ahead.
Cathy, Grant, Alex & Marika Brydon <cathy_brydon@telus.net>
North Vancouver, BC - Friday, May 23, 2008 0:24 AM CDT

Hi Steve and family, thanks for letting me know about the photo essay, I had not seen that before. What a great boy! You must be very proud. Praying for everyone at this difficult time. So glad you choose to go to the dining car. I can see that Spencer taught you well...God Bless, Love, Ellen
http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/seanhanson
Ellen Hanson <ehanson89@aol.com>
Cape Cod, Ma United States - Friday, May 23, 2008 0:18 AM CDT

I am so sorry to hear that you've lost sweet Spencer to this crap called cancer. But I am so happy to hear that he lived a fantastic life. I don't know what else to say. Love and hugs for you all.
-Kimberly & Ryan
www.CaringBridge.org/visit/madrid
Kimberly Madrid <kimberly_madrid@sbcglobal.net>
Euless, TX USA - Thursday, May 22, 2008 11:41 PM CDT

Reading of your family's faith, love and courage has been encouraging. May God Bless You during this season of grief. With heartfelt sympathy,
Bonnie Hildebrandt <hbonnie@telus.net>
White Rock, BC Canada - Thursday, May 22, 2008 11:16 PM CDT

Dear Tracey, Steve & Foster,

We are so upset to hear about your beautiful son, Spencer. I'm so sorry. Thinking of your incredible family at this painful time.
Sincerely,
Pennie, Scott, Marcus & Jake Brown <boysrusbrown@shaw.ca>
South Surrey, B.C. Canada - Thursday, May 22, 2008 11:10 PM CDT

Dear Steve, Tracey, Foster, and Scupper;

The sad news has taken my breath away. From that Sunday evening phone call six years ago to now, I have been in awe of your inspiring attitude and your courage. Yes, I know you believe that there was no other choice, but there indeed was. I just can't believe that the journey has come to the inevitable conclusion when we all hoped and prayed for something else. Throughout that journey Spencer has touched our lives, and we thank you for that.

Our thoughts, hopes and prayers are with you.

The Dennerts.
Fred Dennert <fred_dennert@shaw.ca>
Burnaby, BC Canada - Thursday, May 22, 2008 10:51 PM CDT

I don't know what to say other than we are so sorry for your loss.

We know you lived your family life to the fullest, enjoying as much as was possible.
Cynde, Ken, Sam and Connor Punch (aka The Punch Bunch) <cyndepunch@hotmail.com>
Cloverdale, BC - Thursday, May 22, 2008 10:29 PM CDT

Steve Tracey and Fos.

Yesterday was, indeed, a very sad day. One of the saddest I have experienced in my lifetime. Thank you for letting us share your experiences. Good, bad, great. The worst. The circumstances have changed, but our wish for you remains the same...peaceful times, having fun together, doing the things you want to do. And Spencer, we wish you a wonderful new adventure...
Love to you all.
I have some sewing to do...

Lori, Steve and Lauren Volpatti <volpatti@telus.net>
Port Coquitlam, Canada - Thursday, May 22, 2008 10:23 PM CDT

We are rememebering our time with Spencer. We were all out at Cultus Lake with you and the Krageljs, swimming and splashing and having a wonderful time. We will always be thinking of that. Our deepest sympathies, Crystal, Pat, Justin and Adam Nykilchuk
Crystal Nykilchuk <crystalpat2@yahoo.ca>
Kelowna, - Thursday, May 22, 2008 10:18 PM CDT

Dear Tracey, Steve, Foster and Scupper,

I have just learned of Spencer's flight to Heaven. I am shocked and saddened...Spencer was 'superboy' to me and in my denial, I always chose to believe we were going to have him for much, much longer. I will miss reading about his many adventures...thank you, thank you for sharing his wonderful life with us all. You will remain in our thoughts and prayers...Spencer, you will never be forgotten.
Tracey, Steve, Quinn, Callum and Speedy xoxo HAB <traceyhewison@shaw.ca>
Calgary , Ab - Thursday, May 22, 2008 10:18 PM CDT

Spencer was the most amazing kid Ive ever met. And Im not just saying that, that is 110% honesty.
Krystle
- Thursday, May 22, 2008 10:08 PM CDT

Dear Tracey,Steve and Foster, We were shocked with the news of Spencers passing.We feel blessed to have known Spencer and to have met you all.Your strength as a family is something we can all learn from!
Our thoughts and prayers are with you all.
Gillian,Rob,Julia and Ronnie Parrott

Gillian Parrott <gillianparrott@hotmail.com>
North Vancouver, B.C. - Thursday, May 22, 2008 9:14 PM CDT

I just have to say that the photo essay is wonderful. I'm sure you already know this, but it is something that you will definitly cherish forever, being able to hear his thoughts and voice. Your family is in my thoughts and prayers.
Dawn Stolp <childhoodcancerawareness@hotmail.com>
Oakdale, MN United States - Thursday, May 22, 2008 8:45 PM CDT

You are such an amazing family. I am so sorry for your unimaginable loss. Words can't begin to express. Please know you are in our thoughts and prayers.
Deb Maher /Coins4Kids.org <season324@aol.com>
Libertyville, IL - Thursday, May 22, 2008 8:31 PM CDT

I never met Spencer but through Vicki and Joanne at runningmania.com, I followed his courageous battle. My heartful condolences to all those near and dear to Spencer. I am dedicating my next run ( Anchorage, Alaska ) to Spencer.

tortoise ( runningmania.com )
Kenneth B Anderson <kbanderson@rogers.com>
Kitchener, Ont Canada - Thursday, May 22, 2008 8:21 PM CDT

I really can't express how sorry I am to hear of Spencer's passing. Though it has been a rocky road over the last 6 years, you have lived the best life possible for the family, and I know that Spencer is/was SO very lucky to have wonderful parents & brother as you three. He is watching over you now and will always be by your side, cheering you on. Though I haven't been in touch for well over a year, please know that I think of you and the family often & get updates through Jeanne R. My deepest thoughts and sympathy go out to you at this time.
Wendy Waack <w_waack@shaw.ca>
- Thursday, May 22, 2008 8:04 PM CDT

Spencer is legendary, and so is the family that loved him with their whole hearts, raised him above us all and the resulting legacy. I am so sorry for your incredible loss.

The Irwin Family (Daisy's family)
Emma
Sooke, - Thursday, May 22, 2008 7:58 PM CDT

I don't know you... or Spencer. But after reading your blog, I wanted to thank you for sharing your story. Your ability to find humor through pain is the sure sign of sanity.

I saw that in my dad. Diagnosed with mesothelioma in 1994, his too-short, year-long journey of experimental treatments was met with his typical orneriness. He stopped flossing his teeth and started eating ice cream for dinner, and then gleefully relayed his defiant behavior to my mother (who - to this day - flosses and brushes three times a day, and doesn�t eat ice cream for dinner).

I've only dreamed of dad once since he passed away. In that dream, we passed each other in a hallway of my childhood house. We both stopped right beside each other and started to dance. Not a dignified, reserved dance, but a silly one. Arms flinging out in every direction, heads bobbing up and down, hips swinging side to side...

It�s one of the happiest moments of my life.

I hope you get your chance to dance with Spencer.

Lisa
San Diego, CA United States - Thursday, May 22, 2008 6:51 PM CDT

Dear Steve, Tracey, and Foster,

My thoughts are with you.

I will always remember Spencer riding around the school gym in the dune buggy. Every time I think of that occasion, I will smile!

Jane Chabot <jchabot@sd43.bc.ca>
Port Coquitlam, BC Canada - Thursday, May 22, 2008 6:41 PM CDT

My days at work are not the same without you all being a part of it.
I miss you all so much and am thinking about you.
Should I bring your coffee?
Suzanne Horn
Langley, BC Canada - Thursday, May 22, 2008 6:34 PM CDT

I just got back to the hospital from having a couples days away and just heard about Spencer passing away. I just want you to know you are all in my prayers. I am so glad we got to have the BBQ on Saturday, you are a amazing family.
Tracy I will miss seeing you in the hall, thanks for the talks we did have.
Brenda (Miranda's Mom 3B Rm 8) <rnbklassen@shaw.ca>
Vancouver, BC Canada - Thursday, May 22, 2008 6:27 PM CDT

Both Pam and I are in shock from just hearing the news about Spencer from parents at school. We send the whole family our very deepest sympathies. We just talked to Tracy a couple of weeks ago and know how difficult it has been for everyone in the family as it has been for us. We wish you all the strength and positive energy in this most difficult time.
Much Love,
Mike, Pam, Benjamin and Stephanie.
Mike Obadia <obamic@shaw.ca>
Port Coquitlam, - Thursday, May 22, 2008 6:24 PM CDT

Dear Steve, Tracey, Foster and Scupper

I've followed Spencer's wonderfully lived life ever since Deb first told me. While no one would ever wish this on any child no one could wish a more compassionate and loving family for such a fabulous young man.

Blessings on all as you celebrate his brilliance. I hope the costumes are magnificent!

It's already been said, I know, but your postings have been an inspiration to countless people. I hope sometime in the future they become part of a book that could comfort many more.

Heather Gordon <heathergordon@dccnet.com>
Roberts Creek , BC Cananda - Thursday, May 22, 2008 6:21 PM CDT

Your family is always in my thoughts and prayers and will continue to be. I, like everyone else am still pretty much in shock. He was just celebrating his birthday and having a great time gokarting and now he's an angel.. I'll state the obvious and say I hate this disease! Spencer, you'll forever be loved and missed as this earth suffered a terrible loss when heaven gained your presence.
Tawny <TawnyTearz@aol.com>
Miami, FL USA - Thursday, May 22, 2008 6:01 PM CDT

Thinking of you and wishing I could take some of your pain away. Spencer was lucky to have a family that decided to live life instead of giving up. We are all lucky to have had Spencer teach us so many valuable life lessons.
Tracey Wray <traceywray@shaw.ca>
PoCo, BC Canada - Thursday, May 22, 2008 5:21 PM CDT

Tracey, Steve and Foster,
I'm so sad to hear about Spencer, I will sure miss you guys being around, as it always lit up my day to hear Tracey laughing all the way down the hall of the clinic...I will miss our insightful chats Tracey, and Spencer's lovely freckly face
Valla
Vancouver, BC Canada - Thursday, May 22, 2008 5:19 PM CDT

Dearest Dollings,

Your family has visibly changed the world for the better. Kindness, caring, loving and living are exemplified by you all. Thank you for sharing your life with us. Spencer was an amazing young man, with an amazing mum, Tracey and an amazing dad, Steve, and an amazing little brother, Foster. Sending you much love and peace.
Brenda, Daniel and Lily-Muna
Brenda Kyle, Daniel and Lily-Muna Henshaw <brendaleelou@yahoo.ca>
Vancouver, bc canada - Thursday, May 22, 2008 5:16 PM CDT

Oh my goodness, what a shock to hear Spencer has passed away. That boy truly did LIVE to the end. Your family is incredible and if your journals were any indication, you filled the worst of days with humour. It's absolutely no surprise that Spencer lived so much longer than the statistics expect. He had every reason to with a full life like his. We'll continue to sign in frequently as always. The rest of your lives will be so painful so it's hard to find words, but all of us are always thinking of you...
www.caringbridge.org/visit/julie
Caitlin (Julie's big sis) <all__that__Jazz@Hotmail.com>
London, ON Canada - Thursday, May 22, 2008 4:17 PM CDT

I just found your site and read the past few months' worth of entries. What a great family you have. I am so sorry Spencer has passed away. I hope there is some comfort in knowing that you and he lived life to the fullest.
Paige
- Thursday, May 22, 2008 4:15 PM CDT

I'm more than happy to be part of the trainwreck...but could I please have a single malt scotch on ice...umm..could you make it a double..thank you.
As for costumes...I hope this doesn't sound selfish but C-Moss tells me that she is totally relieved we live too far away to attend in person...she hates wearing clothes...which explains why Scupper got the Boston Marathon T-Shirt...yep C-Moss owes Scupper!!!
As always...sending good vibes your way. I just wish Spencer could have made the potato gun...hmmm...I may send plans to Foster :)!
Joanne Gunning <jgunning@kingston.net>
Kingston, On - Thursday, May 22, 2008 4:06 PM CDT

May your memories of Spencer--and his zestful approach to life--bring you much comfort and joy. God's peace to you all.
Anita Nish
Mom to Marielle 1/20/99-5/28/07
Anita Nish
Olathe , KS USA - Thursday, May 22, 2008 4:02 PM CDT

There is nothing more than I can say than I love you guys so much, on a parent to parent with a child with cancer level. You know the one, that we can just moan to each other and not talk. We will always meet you in the dining car for a few coctails... We will never hide under the seats or run towards the washed out bridge either. Thank you for the lessons you have taught us and for the beautiful friends you have been to out family. We will miss Spencer dearly. But we won't let his spirit die. We will live and honor him, by showing others that "other than dealing with cancer, we have a fantastic life"
Know that we have not stopped thinking of you for a second and will not. We are here for whatever you need

Jennifer Montgomery <jmontgomery@shaw.ca>
- Thursday, May 22, 2008 3:44 PM CDT

Steve, this update touched my heart the first time I read it, and it still does. The way you and Tracey parent Spencer and Foster (and Scupper) is an inspiration to me. I am so sorry that Spencer died. And because of that evil beast neuroblastoma. But he sure kicked it square in the face by living...really living...
Michele Krize (www.caringbridge.com/visit/katiekrize) <mkrize@sc.rr.com>
Florence, SC USA - Thursday, May 22, 2008 3:02 PM CDT

Well,... I keep stairing at the "well" thinking something might come to me. It doesnt. My heart (and all our hearts down this way) have sunk a bit too low in my chest I think.. atleast thats how it feels. And its lousy. I am very sad. Thinking of all of you...
Robin Ritchey
Robin Ritchey <rlritchey@tx.rr.com>
Murphy, tx USA - Thursday, May 22, 2008 2:56 PM CDT

Another shocked fan - in utter disbelief - Spencer was a shining beacon who knew how to live life to the fullest - from over the miles I feel I know you all so intimately from your brilliant journal.
You guys did the right thing - it takes more courage to smile than give up and be a mess in the corner - I admire your strength
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Kelly Rendall <kelly@beebo.info>
Teignmouth, Devon United Kingdom - Thursday, May 22, 2008 2:40 PM CDT

Dear Steve, Tracey and Foster,
We are all grieving the loss of Spencer. He was such a fighter! I am glad that this amazing, courageous child was able to touch a part of our lives. We will miss him. I am sure he is an angel in heaven now. I pray for the comfort of your whole family at this very sad time. love,
Katherine Mahoney <kmahoney772@gmail.com>
Sandy, Utah USA - Thursday, May 22, 2008 2:39 PM CDT

I am so sorry to hear about your son. I am so glad you were filled with hope until the end. And I think costumes should be mandatory at the memorial. I will say a prayer for your little guy and your family.
Angela Rowe <arowe@vistahill.org>
San Diego, ca usa - Thursday, May 22, 2008 2:32 PM CDT

I am so very sorry...you are all in my prayers...
alyssa...www.caringbridge.org/ca/bennettboys (my godchildren) <sabiemc@aol.com>
- Thursday, May 22, 2008 1:56 PM CDT

Tracey, Steve, Foster and family,
We are so sorry to hear of Spencer's passing. You are an amazing family who have inspired and touched the lives of many others around you. Our thoughts are with you at this difficult time.

Yvonne, Jim, Nate and Hannah Trampleasure <jytrampleasure@shaw.ca>
Port Coquitlam, BC Canada - Thursday, May 22, 2008 1:32 PM CDT

The Dolling family,
Spencer was an amazing boy, one who touched our hearts here at Children's very deeply. He was blessed to be part of such an amazing, strong and patient family, just as your family was blessed to have such a wonderful son and brother, and we were blessed to have him light up our lives as our patient. The world was a better place because he was here. May his light shine brightly on you always.
Heather Duxbury
Vancouver, BC Canada - Thursday, May 22, 2008 1:08 PM CDT

Steve, Tracy, Foster and Scupper...and family. Your essay on chosing to live, not to mention all the stories about Spencer in the media and on your site is the lesson! The story you have shared honesty and openly speaks to the importance of being present and participating in life - being connected with what matters. We are all very lucky to have been touched by your journey - one of deepest meaning. I would hate to think I've lived a life unlived and use your story to remind me of that. Someone once said that the beauty of children is that we get the opportunity to experience our hearts outside of ourselves. Thanks for sharing your heart(s) and your outstanding courage as a team.
Our hearts and prayers are with you. We look forward to seeing how you move our hearts in the future when you're ready to.

Tara Kowalski & Calista - former NxtPhaser <tkowalski@telus.net>
Burnaby, BC - Thursday, May 22, 2008 1:02 PM CDT

The Grant family is so sorry to hear of Spencer's passing!
He was a big part of Lucas' early life at Tracy and Lori's daycare.
We are all very sad to hear this news - our hearts go out to you all.
Sandy Grant <sandy_grant@hotmail.com>
Port Coquitlam, bc canada - Thursday, May 22, 2008 1:02 PM CDT

So sorry to hear about Spencer's passing. He was one brave young man. My sympathies to the Dolling family, including Scupper.
Dennis Garrison
Halifax, NS Canada - Thursday, May 22, 2008 12:26 AM CDT

I am so sorry for yor loss. My heart goes out to you during this difficult time. I wish you all the strength and comfort you need right now.

www.caringbridge.org/pa/danielcooper

Barbara Cooper <barbe2700@yahoo.com>
Havertown, PA - Thursday, May 22, 2008 12:15 AM CDT

I never met Spencer but felt like I knew him well. Thank you for letting us get to know such a special boy. He and your family and your lust for life have helped all of us. My thoughts are with you and I am so terribly sorry. Infinite Condolianze.....
Lori Kaplan <loritalia@hotmail.com>
Milan, Italy - Thursday, May 22, 2008 11:47 AM CDT

Dear Steve, Tracey and Foster
We're deeply sorry to hear sbout Spencer. Our thoughts are with you all and we hope that you will have lots of happy memories of Spencer to help you through this very sad time. Sending you lots of love
Nikki and Stuart
Nikki Hodges
Vancouver, BC Canada - Thursday, May 22, 2008 11:30 AM CDT

Hugs and prayers,
Lena {Hug-a-Bug}
Turner Valley, AB Canada - Thursday, May 22, 2008 11:19 AM CDT

Praying for peace and comfort. I'm a friend of Sarah Smith's.
Debbie Taylor <deborah@gtproductionsystems.com>
Charlotte, NC USA - Thursday, May 22, 2008 11:07 AM CDT

I am so, so sorry.

Even in the midst of all your grieving for your beautiful boy, I hope you never forget how amazing you all are. Your words, your way of thinking and your whole approach to life have been incredibly profound. Quite simply, you have embraced life even in all its messiness and pain.

Your whole family has so much to teach us all.
Jennifer, Sam's mama
Vancouver, BC - Thursday, May 22, 2008 10:50 AM CDT

Dear Dolling Family, I don't know what to say or do, I know that there is little to comfort you at this time. Just know that the Wong family is thinking about you and sending you very large squishy hugs. We are so sorry for your loss. We will miss Spencer. Our world was a better place because he was in it.
Natalie, Colin, Bradley and Emily
Richmond, BC - Thursday, May 22, 2008 10:44 AM CDT

At times like this there are no words that can convey the emptiness we all feel. It's been such a joy in our lives knowing your family and the journey you have all been on. Your strength as a family, the love and encouragement you always shared with others is what will live on in our memories. Take care and we will be in touch. Gayle and Kayte.
Gayle Gyles <gaylegyles@shaw.ca>
Surrey, BC Canada - Thursday, May 22, 2008 10:30 AM CDT

The world is indeed a little darker without Spencer in it. Foster - you had an amazing brother and you yourself are an amazing young man.

Beth S.
Orleans, MA USA - Thursday, May 22, 2008 10:27 AM CDT

hugs
seffi <seffi-v@zahav.net.il>
- Thursday, May 22, 2008 10:22 AM CDT

I'm so very sorry and saddened that this awful disease has taken another beautiful child from you and all of us. We have no control over the manner or the timing of our passing, but we do control the ways in which we live our life. Celebrate a life well lived, it honors Spencer.

Brian Rauch - father of Kevin, also fighting Neuroblastoma
www.caringbridge.org/visit/kevinr
Brian Rauch <krauch@kc.rr.com>
Kansas City, MO USA - Thursday, May 22, 2008 10:12 AM CDT

iam so sorry about spencer. You all lived life to the fullest and you stayed together and loved spencer all you could. You did not let one minute pass you by. Spencer knows how much he is loved. He will always remember that as he joins all our other warrior angels. God bless caringbridge.org jillianzuelsdorff
Jeannie zuelsdorff <jeanniebehreandt@yahoo.com>
merrill, wi u. s. a. - Thursday, May 22, 2008 9:57 AM CDT

Dearest Tracy, Steve, Foster, and Scupper,

Yesterday was such a sad day for everyone. (I think pretty much every department in the hospital knew Spencer!!) His death leaves a gaping hole in our hearts.

Throughout his life he taught us all how to live life to the fullest, and to be grateful for family and friends.
Your family has been an inspiration to all of us.

If I could ease the pain in any way.....?

With love and hugs, and a special stick for Scupper,

Lucy
PS The Legge family is away in California, but I have emailed Kirsty.

Lucy Turnham <lturnham@cw.bc.ca>
- Thursday, May 22, 2008 9:49 AM CDT

Dear friends, we are sending you our thoughts for peace and much love. We honor you, Tracey and Steve for your deep commitment to your beautiful sons, Spencer and Foster.
We have all been moved by your lives and your courage.
We will always rememeber Spencer.

Lesley, Michael & Sean Wilson. <Lesleykyle@sbcglobal.net>
Los Angeles, Ca USA - Thursday, May 22, 2008 9:49 AM CDT

I am so very sorry to read of Spencer's passing. You are all in my thoughts and prayers during this difficult time, Spencer is in our hearts forever.
Robin Brunet <robinb@start.ca>
Bradford, Ontario Canada - Thursday, May 22, 2008 9:49 AM CDT

Dear Tracey, Steve and Foster,
We are so sorry to hear about Spencer and send our heartfelt sympathy to you. You are an amazing family- an inspiration to all of us.
love from Craig and Margaret
Margaret Cahan <margaret_cahan@baxter.com>
Port Coquitlam, bc c - Thursday, May 22, 2008 9:45 AM CDT

Oh what to say... The words don't exisit tell someone how profoundly sad you are that thier child has died.

Spencer had a spark of life that will certainly continue to inspire those that cared for him and gives us all the more reason to keep up our fundrasing efforts for childhood cancer research.

Sue (Katie's mom)
Ottawa, Canada - Thursday, May 22, 2008 9:44 AM CDT

I've been following Spencer's courageous fight for so long now that I feel like I know him. I'm so terribly sorry for your loss. He was an amazing child with an amazing family and with your help he was able to make the most of his too short time here. You're all in my thoughts and prayers. I can't even imagine the hole his passing has left in your hearts and lives.
Cathy, mom to Nicklaus, stage 3 NB <westcathy@sbcglobal.net>
Modesto, CA USA - Thursday, May 22, 2008 9:39 AM CDT

In shock.
We checked Spencer's site regularly from Alberta (actually, we hoped we'd see him one day at the Cross) and always, always wished him the best there was out there for him.
Now that he has that, we can only wish it for you.
Micky
Edmonton, AB Canada - Thursday, May 22, 2008 9:15 AM CDT

I feel so sad. Spencer was a beautiful person. Your family's approach to living life makes us all rethink how we spend each day and teaches us to 'grab the fun'. He will be missed even by those who admired him from afar but have never met him.
Vanessa
MI US - Thursday, May 22, 2008 9:05 AM CDT

Dear Dolling family,
Our deepest sympathy and prayers to you.

With love and prayers,
Debbie Hume
Debbie Hume <hume@thegrid.net>
San Luis Obispo, CA USA - Thursday, May 22, 2008 9:00 AM CDT

Thank-you Spencer, for giving us a window into your world, and never giving-up, You have touched many, many lives, and you will never be forgotten. You are a true HERO, and although my family never met your family, we are all that much richer for knowing of you.
The Limbeeks
Lorrie Brown-Limbeek <llimbeek@telus.net>
Sechelt, B.C. Canada - Thursday, May 22, 2008 8:57 AM CDT

I'm sorry for your loss. *sigh* Words are inadequate.
Brian
San Diego, CA USA - Thursday, May 22, 2008 8:49 AM CDT

I have been a lurker for a few months. I am so sorry that the beast of childhood cancer has taken your beautiful son. My thoughts are with you...

Paula, Nolan's mom www.caringbridge.org/visit/nolan
Paula Lietzke <plietzke@new.rr.com>
Grand Chute, WI - Thursday, May 22, 2008 8:33 AM CDT

I'm so very sorry for your loss.
Lyndsay <lettersforlyndsay@hotmail.com>
Canada - Thursday, May 22, 2008 8:17 AM CDT

Spencer you have been and will always be an inspiration to so many people even those of us who never had the chance to meet you in person!
My thoughts and prayers are with you Dolling family!

Alex (running maniac) <alex_sara@hotmail.com>
Ottawa, ON Canada - Thursday, May 22, 2008 7:50 AM CDT

I have been rooting for Spencer ever since I found your site and was quite shocked to read of his passing. I am so, so sorry for your loss.
Kim
knoxville, TN USA - Thursday, May 22, 2008 7:41 AM CDT

My heart is broken for your family....I am so sorry...you are all in my thoughts and prayers
hugs,
Heather, Mom to Brianna www.caringbridge.com/ny/mylittlesunshine, daughter to Pete www.caringbridge.org/visit/petek
Syracuse, NY USA - Thursday, May 22, 2008 6:57 AM CDT

I'm so sorry to hear of this great loss to Spencer's family, friends and the community. The legacy that Spencer has worked hard for will continue for a long time to come. My prayers and hugs to all of you.
Kristi
Brampton, ON Canada - Thursday, May 22, 2008 6:57 AM CDT

I am so sorry to hear of your loss. Spencer was an amazingly smart and courageous boy. We were lucky to get to know him through our Kilmer community, and he was lucky to have such an amazing family. You have all left a lasting impression on our hearts and minds.
Angela Hoyme
coquitlam, BC - Thursday, May 22, 2008 6:13 AM CDT

I am so very sorry.
Abigail
Washington, DC US - Thursday, May 22, 2008 5:48 AM CDT

Dear Steve, Tracy and Foster, family and friends of Spencer...
I grieve alongside you the loss of Spencer today. I feel as though I know you but we have never met. Following your journey has been a privilege and has blessed me by showing me a way to live with humour and hope in situations and feelings I would wish no family to endure. The rich life you have lead these last few precious years, in the midst of pain and adversity, is an inspiration to us all. Thank you for sharing it with us. I am praying for a supernatural comfort and peace for you all during this time of loss.
Maureen (Auntie Deb's friend in Sechelt) <mainslie@dccnet.com>
Roberts Creek, BC Canada - Thursday, May 22, 2008 2:30 AM CDT

Dolling Family,

I heard the news of Spencer's passing through my good friend Roya. There are no words that can express my sadness but I can truly understand what you're going through. Please know that David and I are thinking about your family and that you're in our hearts during this difficult time.

Joyce Suen (Makoda's Mom)
Maple Ridge, BC - Thursday, May 22, 2008 1:47 AM CDT

Our hearts are broken. Thinking of you with love and sympathy, Catherine & Mike
the Maceys <maceys@shaw.ca>
- Thursday, May 22, 2008 1:28 AM CDT

Steve, Tracey, Foster, & of course Scupper - my thoughts and prayers are with all of you. I admire your strength and how you did everything to make sure Spencer was able to live life and enjoy many experiences thru-out his difficult journey. Spencer will always be an inspiration to many, his courage, strength and positive attitude was truly remarkable. He touched my heart and many others. He is free of pain now and will watch over us. Hugs to you all.
Lisa Richards (Aunt Vicki's running friend) <lisa_richards@telus.net>
Port Coquitlam, - Thursday, May 22, 2008 1:06 AM CDT

So sorry to hear Spencer is no longer with us in this earthly place, however it is good he no longer suffers. I am a friend of Deb's in Sechelt, and she has been sharing your journey with us for a long time. I have never met any of you, but your family holds a special place in my prayer time. My God hold you all very close at this time.
Angie Sita <angie.sita@dccnet.com>
Sechelt, BC Canada - Thursday, May 22, 2008 0:51 AM CDT

If all of us could take away a fraction of your pain, we would do so today. I hope that your family will have sweet dreams of Spencer tonight and always. Thank you for sharing your family's story. It has inspired us to appreciate our loved one's, and life's blessings. May you find comfort in knowing that all of you are in our thoughts and prayers. Today will be forever etched in our hearts and souls. I wish you all comfort, and may God bless you all.
D Nicoll
Coquitlam, bc canada - Thursday, May 22, 2008 0:41 AM CDT

To the Dolling family,
I am so sorry. You have been such a positive influence in this community, more than you will ever know. Your grace has amazed me. love to you all,
Susan
Susan Tilkov <stilkov@hotmail.com>
Pt. Coquitlam, BC Canada - Thursday, May 22, 2008 0:30 AM CDT

dolling family .... my prayers and thoughts are with you ... my heart breaks for all of you ... and for all of us whom this young man touched with his spectacular life ... thank you for sharing his life with us ...

love to you, steve, tracey, foster and the furry brother, scupper ...

darlene, gramma to me darlin' tevi <dharrisc@charter.net>
yakima, wa us - Thursday, May 22, 2008 0:21 AM CDT

We are so sorry to hear about Spencer. We are thinking of you...and sending you all of our positive energy (as much as we can muster) to help you get through the next few days.
Melina Morokhovich (Cole's mom) <curlingmel@hotmail.com>
Port Coquitlam, BC Canada - Wednesday, May 21, 2008 11:59 PM CDT

Hugs and more hugs.
Realise the great gift you all shared in being
Spencer's family. Stay close.
Shelley Lund
- Wednesday, May 21, 2008 11:27 PM CDT

So, so sorry to hear this news!!!!!!!!!!!!

Don't worry about profound words - there is no space for them when profound feelings are present.

Know that Spencer touched mine and many others' lives. This guestbook (and the threads over on Running Mania) are just a small testament to that. I am really, really relieved that his pain is over. Boy, though, did he ever make the best of what he had! Should we all cherish life so dearly, be it short or long!

Thank you for sharing your story and Spencer's story with us, so that we can be inspired too. Hugs to you and your family, and hugs to a very confused and sad Scupper, too.

I know I'll hold my dear ones extra tight today...
Sabine <randomgirl01@[nospam]hotmail.com>
Vancouver, - Wednesday, May 21, 2008 11:09 PM CDT

We were very sorry to hear of your loss today. Spencer touched so many lives in such a short time. Our hearts and thoughts are with you all.
Mike, Leisa, Mackenzie & Danika Hodges <mikehodges@telus.net>
Port Coquitlam, BC Canada - Wednesday, May 21, 2008 10:52 PM CDT

Dear Dolling Family,
I was so very sorry to read your update on the COPE NB list tonight. My thoughts and prayers are with your family tonight. I will never forget Spencer or any of your wonderful family adventures during his treatment. Thanks so much for sharing Spencer with us.
Hugs, hope, prayers and support,
Karen, Kate (NB warrior) and the Jacobs crew
Karen Hohertz-Jacobs
Prior Lake, MN USA - Wednesday, May 21, 2008 10:41 PM CDT

I am so sorry for your loss. Our thoughts and prayers are with you, from this side of the world.
Zeynep <zeynep.kurmus@superonline.com>
Istanbul, Turkey - Wednesday, May 21, 2008 10:33 PM CDT

Steve, Tracy, Foster and of course Scupper: As with all those who know you from all over Canada and the United States I am deeply sorry to hear of Spencer's death early this morning. Finding words to express my feelings escape me at the moment. Spencer I know that your beautiful spirit soars in peace and comfort with all the other NB angels but you are so very much missed and loved here. Tracey a big thank you for pointing me to this site and Steve's writting. All of you have so inspired me and I take what you have shared and try to make it a part of how I live my life. Foster you have been a wonderful brother to Spencer, always an intricate part of his journey. As he leaves I am sure he knows that with you he has left your family in good hands. Love and heartfelt sympathy, Anne
Anne <adubois@shaw.ca>
- Wednesday, May 21, 2008 9:54 PM CDT

Dear Dolling Family,

I am so deeply saddened to read of Spencer's passing. There are no words to say at a time like this except how sorry I am for your loss. Spencer fought long and hard while inspiring and touching many!

Jen Petrie

www.caringbridge.org/visit/colepetrie

Jennifer Petrie <bpetrie@look.ca>
London, ON Canada - Wednesday, May 21, 2008 9:51 PM CDT

Steve, Tracey and Foster,

Spencer and your family have been a true inspiration to ours. You have all helped us be stronger and to deal with obstacles so much better. You all are incredible people. Our hearts go out to you all. And to Spencer, your memory will live on with us.

With all of our love

The Somerset Family
Kerry, David, Taylor and Spencer Somerset <djsom@shaw.ca>
Poet Coquitlam , BC Canada - Wednesday, May 21, 2008 9:48 PM CDT

Just found you guys tonight, and I have already been inspired by your family and by Spencer's short life. Sending (((((Big Hugs))))) from Columbus, Ohio!!!
Tonia Kovach <mkovach1@columbus.rr.com>
Grove City, Oh - Wednesday, May 21, 2008 9:42 PM CDT

Blessings to all of you. Your past journey has inspired and moved so many. Please continue to share with us during this next period. We need you to share this as well and I hope that in continuing it will help you to move into the next chapter. As another post mentioned, there is a book in here and it touches so many hearts with hope, inspiration and love. I wish my tears could wipe away yours, it can't but know we are sharing the pain.
Paddi Solem (Tyler Grandma) <paddis@shaw.ca>
Port Coquitlam, B.C, Canada - Wednesday, May 21, 2008 9:40 PM CDT

Steve, Tracey and Foster,
I am so sorry to hear about Spencer. He fought so hard and is an inspiration to so many others. Your family has amazed me throughout the past years...the way you all pulled together and provided Spencer with the best life a kid could ask for. You are amazing parents and, although his life was far too short, he was a very lucky little boy. Please let me know if there is anything I can do.
Sharon, Mackenzie and Morgan Craig
Sharon Craig <s-craig@telus.net>
Port Coquitlam, BC Canada - Wednesday, May 21, 2008 9:39 PM CDT

Fly, sweet angel, fly.
Terry Miller, Grandma to Angel Mark Salvador - www.caringbridge.org/md/marksalvador <ggmiller8201@msn.com>
Laytonsville, MD - Wednesday, May 21, 2008 9:06 PM CDT

I am so so sorry for your loss. May GOD hold you close during this time. Hugs and prayers.
Carolyn Wing grandma to Laura Stage IV neuroblastoma carepage LauraVDB <carolyn_wing@yahoo.com>
Carson City, MI - Wednesday, May 21, 2008 9:06 PM CDT

I am so sorry that it had to come to this for Spencer...I have been following Spencer's story for awhile and just can't believe what he has been through..He is truely now and ever an inspiration to us all....lots of prayers being sent for you all...
pat t and Joey
pat thompson <pat.thompson@ops.org>
omaha, NE - Wednesday, May 21, 2008 8:55 PM CDT

I don't think you and your family know how much you have helped this North Carolinian stranger cope through my own son's illness. Spencer and all of you (even Scupper) have been and will continue to be such an inspiration. You are in all of our hearts and minds and prayers.
Danielle Cureton-Amos <ddcureton@aol.com>
Greensboro, nc usa - Wednesday, May 21, 2008 8:40 PM CDT

Dear Steve,Tracy, Foster and Scupper
From our home to yours, we pray for comfort for you all. We are so so sorry to hear of the news of Spencers passing.
Love to all.

Dean, Rachelle, Tyler, Abby, Lauren, Tucker, Tasha, Paws. <thejadots@gmail.com>
Port Coquitlam, BC Canada - Wednesday, May 21, 2008 8:16 PM CDT

Steve, Tracey, and Foster: my heart stopped when I got this news. Spencer (and all of you) have lived such full, "no regrets" lives in the face of adversity, it has been an incredible inspiration to me and many others. Spencer will be so missed. And he was so lucky to have you all as his family. Words are inadequate to this task so I will stop trying, but all of you remain in my thoughts and prayers.

Jan
Seattle, WA USA - Wednesday, May 21, 2008 8:02 PM CDT

Steve and Tracey, Foster and Scupper, I am so very sorry. I'm praying for your family. Steve, there are no words, and so I will not try.... God Bless, Love, Ellen and the kids
http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/seanhanson
Ellen Hanson <ehanson89@aol.com>
Cape Cod, Ma - Wednesday, May 21, 2008 7:51 PM CDT

Steve, Tracey, and Foster,

Another friend of Aunt Vicki's here from RM. I heard of Spencer's battle a while ago now, and have been following your family's story through Vicki and Jo-Jo.

Although I didn't meet him, Spencer has made an impact on me. I'm making my first blood donation next week, thanks to Spencer.

Take care of each other. Foster, you give Scupper a big hug for me. My condolences to your family.
Angela <arkeddy@gmail.com>
Halifax, NS - Wednesday, May 21, 2008 7:41 PM CDT

I wish this were yet another one of Steve's sick jokes. This is horrendous. I'll wait for Steve to come back and tell us he was just kidding. I am so sorry. As Christi fought, we also fell in love with your son and your whole family. I pray they're together building Lego creations in the clouds while we weep for our losses. Please know others care and love you guys very much!
The Thomas team <Email@ChristiThomas.com >
- Wednesday, May 21, 2008 7:35 PM CDT

Dear Steve, Tracey, Foster and Scupper,

We are so sorry to hear about Spencer's passing. Our hearts goes out to you. Spencer will always be a hero to us; all of you have inspired us to live life fully and with humour. Please let us know if there is anything we can do.

Love,
Thomas, Candice, Justin and Steven
Candice Mah <candice.mah@shaw.ca>
Burnaby , BC - Wednesday, May 21, 2008 7:35 PM CDT

We always hoped Spencer would get stronger and this would just be the past. But I think he made us all stronger ... it's been a long battle for all of you. With much love and respect...
Carolyn, Jim, Mac, Liam, Victoria
Carolyn Stewart <carolynstewart.info@shaw.ca>
Port Coquitlam, BC Canada - Wednesday, May 21, 2008 7:33 PM CDT

Spencer will remain one of our true heroes.
I am sure it wasn't long ago he was jumping off cliffs?!?
What an amazing boy and amazing family.
Thinking of you all.
Colleen - Kaitlyn's mum www.caringbridge.org/ne/kaitlyn <ozi_gal@hotmail.com>
Beverley, WA Australia - Wednesday, May 21, 2008 7:22 PM CDT

So very sorry to hear of your son's death. We are real avocates for childhood cancer as my daughter is a HOT unit nurse at Children's Hospital in Milwaukee, WI.
Ou thoughts and prayers are with you.
The Annis Family
Sandra Annis <sannis4370@charter.net>
Merrill, WI USA - Wednesday, May 21, 2008 6:56 PM CDT

There are no words to express how sorry I am. What an amazing boy! How proud of him you all must be. You are in our prayers.
Colleen (Caleb's Mom) <colleenmacey@hotmail.com>
poco, bc Canada - Wednesday, May 21, 2008 6:33 PM CDT

I am just so sorry.
Tracey
Mn - Wednesday, May 21, 2008 6:22 PM CDT

I am so sorry, my heart breaks for you.
Anne
BC - Wednesday, May 21, 2008 6:21 PM CDT

We are so very saddened by the news of Spencer's passing. You are all in our thoughts and prayers.

Dianne, Lawrence & Lily
Dianne Jameson <zion_lj_dj@hotmail.com>
Vancouver, BC - Wednesday, May 21, 2008 6:11 PM CDT

I have been caring about Spencer and your family from a distance. I am a friend of Deb's. She has been updating us about Spencer for many years and I have said many prayers for your whole family. I am sad with you for your loss. Thank you so much for sharing your walk through this with so many, I pray that much comfort will come upon you now.
-Lori Morris <morrisfamily@dccnet.com>
Sechelt, B.C. Canada - Wednesday, May 21, 2008 6:05 PM CDT

Steve & Tracey,I am so sorry of Spencer's passing, but so
thankful that you were able to share his journey with us
each step of the way.
Although you had a great sense humor in many of your
post, (and I loved that)but I could also sense the
pain & hurt you were going through too......not
knowing what's next.
When things settler down, I think you should write
a book for Spencer. You had so much courage to share
with all us while a little of you were dieing watching
your son slowly be taken by neuroblastoma. I can tell
you were a GREAT father Steve. Just Know that you,
Tracey & son will see Spencer again. You will be in
my thoughts & PRAYERS these next few hard days you
will be facing.
Faith, NB HOPE & Cure, Lou/grandmother to Josh dx.NBIV 2001

www.caringbridge.org/page/josh
Lou Dailey <skiptolou@juno.com>
Knoxville, TN USA - Wednesday, May 21, 2008 6:01 PM CDT

Tracey, Steve, and Foster. I heard the news this morning. I am so sorry for your loss. He was an inspiration. He has left this world a better place because of all the people he touched. Your family is in my thoughts and prayers. Maria Chiesa, Taylore and Dillin Penman
Maria Chiesa; mchiesa@telus.net <mchiesa@telus.net>
Port Coquitlam, B.C., Canada - Wednesday, May 21, 2008 5:54 PM CDT

Oh no...the tears are rolling down my cheeks. I'm so, so sorry for your loss. May the love of those around you help you through the days ahead. Please, be gentle with yourselves.
Simone Carpenter
- Wednesday, May 21, 2008 5:53 PM CDT

Spencer's battle, and your family's love of life epitomizes the highest highs and lowest lows of being a pediatric cancer warrior and parent. We're so very, very sorry for your loss. Spencer gave us a template for how to live life to the fullest and never, never, never give up!
The Mikulak's <amikulak@yahoo.com>
San Diego, CA USA - Wednesday, May 21, 2008 5:41 PM CDT

Dear Tracey, Steve, Foster & Scupper:
Another one of Aunt Vicky's maniac friends who have followed your blog for quite awhile. I hope that you have the strength and comfort of your friends and family around you. I never got a chance to meet Spencer but each morning I started my day with checking on the blog and the lessons I have learned from your whole family have made my heart grow bigger.
Thinking of you all.
Lesley McGougan (RM)
Lesley <lmcgougan@sympatico.ca>
Brampton, ON Canada - Wednesday, May 21, 2008 5:25 PM CDT

Spencer will always be alive in your stories and in the memories of not only those who knew him, but those who have read those tales. Truly a hero.
Cath Young
- Wednesday, May 21, 2008 5:18 PM CDT

Many people are shedding tears for Spencer, even those, like me, who never got to meet him in person. Thank you for sharing him with all of us. He enriched our lives immeasurably. You are all in my thoughts.
Jen (RM) <jengibbens@gmail.com>
St. Albert, AB Canada - Wednesday, May 21, 2008 5:16 PM CDT

Steve, Tracey, Foster:

We haerd the news late today. We are sorry for your loss. Spencer remains and always will be one of our heros! Our hearts, thoughts, & prayer are with you. May the joy of his time with us be the sustainig strength in the days to come. We wish we could be there with you all.
David & Jeannette Brighton <davidbrighton@msn.com>
Anthem, AZ USA - Wednesday, May 21, 2008 5:16 PM CDT

Peace to your amazing boy. Peace to those he leaves behind. He will live on in the daily lives of so many, in moments both small and grand. Thank you for sharing him with the rest of us and for allowing him to touch our lives so profoundly.
Fellow NB Angel Family,
The Ramsdens
www.jackramsden.com
Matt & Linda Ramsden
Wellesley Hills, MA USA - Wednesday, May 21, 2008 4:52 PM CDT

Wish I could be with you. Arms around you all.
Jane Snell Copes
Inver Grove Heights, MN USA - Wednesday, May 21, 2008 4:50 PM CDT

Dear Tracey, Steve, Foster & Scupper:
I am deeply saddened to hear that Spencer left us early this morning. You have all inspired and touched many hearts, including mine. Please let me know if there's anything I can do for you. My thoughts are with all of you.
Karen Chin
Vancouver, BC Canada - Wednesday, May 21, 2008 4:31 PM CDT

Sorry to hear about your loss, he will continue to be an inspiration, my condolences.
James Leslie (Scadian)
Petawawa, ON Canada - Wednesday, May 21, 2008 4:21 PM CDT

Our hearts are heavy today after hearing of Spencer's death. You have been such a wonderful supporting family to your dear son,during his long illness. May God give you peace, now that Spencer is free of pain. Blessings.
Margot & Harry Forrest (Cindy Bradshaw's parents)
Victoria,, B.C canada - Wednesday, May 21, 2008 4:12 PM CDT

Steve, Tracey & Foster,
I'm so, so sorry.
Maria Galletta <mrdecar@comcast.net>
- Wednesday, May 21, 2008 4:11 PM CDT

Tracey, Steve, Foster & Family,

We are very sorry to hear of Spencer passing. Please know you are all in our thoughts.
Michelle, Dave, Nick & Jesscia Hall
Michelle Hall <wcequipr@shaw.ca>
Langley, BC Canada - Wednesday, May 21, 2008 4:00 PM CDT

Your family is in our thoughts and prayers. We are very saddened to hear about your loss. Fly Spencer fly!

Dan, Rachel, and Abby Conrad
www.caringbridge.org/visit/abbyconrad

Rachel Conrad
- Wednesday, May 21, 2008 3:39 PM CDT

I am so sorry for your loss. He was an amazing boy I wish I could have met. I hope you know how many lives your son has touched.
Debbie Khoury <dlkhoury@yahoo.com>
Columbus, GA Muscogee - Wednesday, May 21, 2008 2:35 PM CDT

Steve, Tracey & Foster, we are so sorry for your loss. There are no right words but I hope you find some comfort knowing there are so many people who care and have thought about all of you through your journey. God Bless your little angel.
Peggy, Tom, Eric and Adam <tompeg@shaw.ca>
- Wednesday, May 21, 2008 2:29 PM CDT

Dolling Family,
Your words have inspired us these last difficult months as we have begun the NB journey. Your son has inspired us as well. We're sorry we don't have any words to inspire you. We are so sorry for your loss. Just remember to still visit the dining car every now and then... and sip something strong.
We'll toast to Spencer tonight in our dining car. What a beautiful boy he is... What a beautiful family you are...

Our Prayers,
The Perschons: Rob, Kate, Drew and Ben
www.caringbridge.org/visit/drewperschon

Kate Perschon
Schererville, IN USA - Wednesday, May 21, 2008 2:18 PM CDT

You have touched many lives with your strength and courage. You have certainly touched mine. I am so sorry for your loss.
Jordan
Edmonton, AB CAN - Wednesday, May 21, 2008 2:12 PM CDT

Spencer...my dear "running partner" You are pain free at last...you are soaring...and yes...I have no doubt you will be with me on the race course this season. Telling me to..."keep going...never give up" Thank you Spencer...I owe you for the many lessons you have taught me...I promise..I won't forget them.
Joanne Gunning <jgunning@kingston.net>
Kingston, oN - Wednesday, May 21, 2008 1:33 PM CDT

Steve, Tracy, Foster and Scupper,
We are heartbroken to read of Spencer's death. He and your family were/are an inspiration to live life to the fullest.
Much Love,
The Hutchisons
Margot Hutchison <hutchisonmargot@yahoo.com>
San Diego, CA - Wednesday, May 21, 2008 1:22 PM CDT

Dolling family - my heart is breaking for you today. I'll never forget Spencer. Please accept my sincerest sympathies.
Jayne Akizuki (BCCH Foundation) <jakizuki@bcchf.ca >
- Wednesday, May 21, 2008 1:18 PM CDT

When I first read about Spencer's illness, I was very taken by his spirit and the strength both he and his family showed. Today when I read about his passing, tears welled up in my eyes.
To the Dolling family, your little boy touched many lives across Canada,and the U.S. He will be remembered for his spirit and courage.
God bless you all.
R.I.P. little man.

(DougG on RM)
Douglas Gray <datgray@sympatico.ca>
Barrie, ON Canada - Wednesday, May 21, 2008 1:17 PM CDT

To the Dollings-
I've always enjoyed reading your posts on the NBLAST because your focus on living life to the fullest despite the crappy hand we've been dealt always made me smile, re-check myself and move on in a more positive light. My heart lurched today when I saw your post. Spencer has had a soft spot in my heart since I first started reading about him. Many people you don't even know are thinking of you and your family. I am so sorry for your loss
Carrie Palmer (another NB parent)
Boston, MA USA - Wednesday, May 21, 2008 1:04 PM CDT

My heart is broken learning of Spencer passing. Spencer's face has become so much a part of the Foundation, and you're family has made a real impact upon me.
Joanna Newman (BCCH Foundation) <jnewman@bcchf.ca>
Vancouver, BC - Wednesday, May 21, 2008 1:02 PM CDT

I am truly at a loss for any adequate words, but please know that we are devestated to hear the
news of Spencer's passing. Our hearts are broken. Your family will be kept in our thoughts and prayers.
We are truly very sorry for your loss..
The Hammers <hammertime311@comcast.net>
Lakeland, MN USA - Wednesday, May 21, 2008 12:54 AM CDT

Thinking of you all and smiling & waving up to Spencer.

All my Love, Terra (BCCH Foundation) <tscheer@bcchf.ca>
Vancouver, - Wednesday, May 21, 2008 12:22 AM CDT

Through Vicki I have gotten to know about Spencer and his wonderful spirit.
My thoughts are with you.
I am very sorry for your loss.

Danyel Diamond (RM) <diamondk9@hotmail.com>
Oromocto, NB Canada - Wednesday, May 21, 2008 12:20 AM CDT

My heart breaks..

For a little boy that I had no chance of ever meeting - to touch so many lives in so many ways.

My thoughts, prayers and hopes are with all of you and your extended families right now.

Spencer will always be in many of our thoughts.
Tracy (a friend of Aunt Vicki's) <trcyweir@rogers.com>
London, On Can - Wednesday, May 21, 2008 12:05 AM CDT

Steve, Tracey, Foster, and Scupper
I'm so sorry to hear that Spencer has passed on to a better place. He is now in a place where he doesn't have pain everyday. He certainly has inspired me, as well as helped me get thru some tough days. No child has ever fought harder than he did. He will always be remembered.....
Take care and know that you are in my thoughts, and prayers. It is a sad time right now, but the happy fond memories do make it get easier. He would not want us to be sad for him, but rather embrace each other, and the day for what comes with it.
Take care of each other, and enjoy the time that you have spent with such a remarkable, special young MAN.....
Marilyn Mouse Fraser
Marilyn Fraser <mouse1001@shaw.ca>
Winnipeg, MB Canada - Wednesday, May 21, 2008 11:58 AM CDT

Suzanne has just informed us of Spencers passing. Our hearts go out to you, we have all lost a wonderful child.
Words cannot express how we feel, we are just glad that we
got to know Spencer.
Bill and Davina Price <tranmere@shaw.ca>
Mission, BC Canada - Wednesday, May 21, 2008 11:57 AM CDT

Spencer has been an inspiration and motivator for so many people in this world.

Big hugs to the Dolling family. :(
Kiza Francis (maniac)
Ottawa, - Wednesday, May 21, 2008 11:57 AM CDT

Thoughts and Prayers to Spencer and His Family ...

Spencer has been such and inspiration and a power of strength, while following his journey this past year ...

Keep Going. Never Give Up !!!
andy ...
Andy <vincentandy.fong@sympatico.ca>
Kanata, ON Canada - Wednesday, May 21, 2008 11:53 AM CDT

so so sorry to hear the news

Spencer Dolling - your spirit and love for life and the love your family have shown us all will inspire me every day from here on - Rest well little man - you will never be forgotten
mark ward
ottawa, on canada - Wednesday, May 21, 2008 11:50 AM CDT

I am so sorry for your loss. Spencer was an inspiration to me, and reading about how your family was dealing with his sickness always made me more positive about life. You are all in my thoughts. Spencer's spirit will live on, I promise.
Claudie Ouellet (Kelodie from RM) <urban_claudie@yahoo.com>
Gatineau, Qc Canada - Wednesday, May 21, 2008 11:50 AM CDT

Steve, Tracey, Foster (and Scupper),

I am so sorry for your loss. Spencer was an amazing kid and inspired so many people to do good things in their lives and I believe that even now that he is gone, he will continue to inspire.
Colleen Kelly-Wardle (eme from RM) <eme421@gmail.com>
Winnipeg, MB Canada - Wednesday, May 21, 2008 11:46 AM CDT

Steve, Tracy, Foster,

Sending you lots of love and support - I'm so sorry.
Denise Foxall <denisefoxall@yahoo.com>
Burnaby, bc Canada - Wednesday, May 21, 2008 11:19 AM CDT

It is a sad and dark day. From Texas we very sad that he is gone. It is incredible that a child we have not physically seen in 8 years can leave such a hole. We really appreciate how you brought us into your lives over the many long years. It made it seam that we were there at every event, both the good and the bad.

Carey & Robin Ritchey <careyritchey@tx.rr.com>
Murphy, Tx USA - Wednesday, May 21, 2008 11:05 AM CDT

Sending our deepest sympathy for your loss of Spencer. All of your optimism, hope and fight gave this wonderful child the absolute best that he could have had in this awful situation. You have given so much of us laughter and positive thoughts when you were fighting so hard and applaud your refusal to mire down when the naysayers thought you should have been crying.
Sending positive thoughts, prayers and hope for this difficult time....wish I was the gifted writer you are so I could convey how sad I am...

Leann
www.caringbridge.org/visit/bronsonbalzac
Leann Balzac <nanasgirl40@sbcglobal.net>
Dallas, Tx - Wednesday, May 21, 2008 11:03 AM CDT

Spencer's life and your stories of his love-filled journey lifted us all. You gave him the greatest gift a parent could bestow on a child - teaching him to embrace each second of life with gusto and humor. Our collective tears are evidence of the impact he made far and wide.
With sadness and appreciation, Lise
Lise Yasui <Yasui@aol.com>
Philadelphia, PA - Wednesday, May 21, 2008 11:01 AM CDT

I am so sorry for your loss... We are keeping you all in our prayers
The podeszwa family <podeszwa@ameritech.net>
- Wednesday, May 21, 2008 11:00 AM CDT

We are so very sorry for the loss of any child,Spencer fought an amazing battle and with all the love and strength of his family and friends at his side, he can rest now. What a tough little guy he was. Amazing !WE are privileged to have been a very small part of his life. Thanks to Dave and Sheila for always keeping us informed. Our deepest sympathies to all of the family. Skupper to !he will miss his little buddy.
Valerie And David Berry <tanaki@shaw.ca>
Mission , BC Canada - Wednesday, May 21, 2008 10:44 AM CDT

Steve, Tracy, Foster and Scupper:
I am stunned and heartbroken for all of us. None of our children fought harder than Spencer, or had a more dedicated family at their side. You all have been much on mind these last few days--prayers will continue for strength and peace to survive this incomprehensible loss. Thank you for sharing Spencer's remarkable life with us.
With love and many tears,
Jennifer Click and Carolyn & Evan Coveney <jsclick@gmail.com>
Springfield, VA - Wednesday, May 21, 2008 10:15 AM CDT

Oh, no. We're so very sorry for your loss.

God knew what he was doing when he put Spencer into your loving family. Steve and Tracey, you are wonderful parents. Thank you for sharing your beautiful son with all of us. We mourn his loss, too.

May God comfort you all in this difficult time.

Jeanne and Traci

Jeanne Congdon <jeannecongdon@comcast.net>
Seattle, WA United States - Wednesday, May 21, 2008 10:06 AM CDT

Steve and Tracey and Foster,

Your brilliant beautiful Spencer leaves broken hearts today every where.

I am so very very sorry.
Donna Ludwinski <ludfarm@arvig.net>
Park Rapids, MN - Wednesday, May 21, 2008 10:00 AM CDT

Happy Belated Birthday, Spencer. I am crossing my fingers that you get feeling better real soon.

Candace and Benjamin Mason
www.caringbridge.org/co/benjaminmason
Candace Mason <candacemas@aol.com>
Reno, NV USA - Tuesday, May 20, 2008 8:51 PM CDT

Sending lots of prayers and strength for you all.
Lisa (Aunt Vicki's running friend) <lisa_richards@telus.net>
- Tuesday, May 20, 2008 3:26 PM CDT

We're sending love and prayers from Seattle to Spencer... and to all of you. Praying for Spencer's successful treatment and comfort for all. Love, Jeanne and Traci, Vinny's Nana and Mommy
Jeanne Congdon <jeannecongdon@comcast.net>
Seattle, WA - Tuesday, May 20, 2008 12:23 AM CDT

Spencer, I recently learned a little bit about Tonglen meditation. Doing this practice I breathe in your pain,fatigue and the tremendous work your body is doing to heal itself. Breathing out I send you strength, relief of all the pain and peace. May the love and compassion of all who know you be the vehicle of your recovery.
Anne <adubois@shaw.ca>
- Tuesday, May 20, 2008 10:35 AM CDT

Sending warm wishes of comfort your way, Spencer! Hopefully that chemo does the trick and stops those NB cells from dividing a.s.a.p!
Caitlin (Julie's big sis)
London, ON Canada - Monday, May 19, 2008 9:17 PM CDT

Praying for Spencer.
Tracey
Mn - Monday, May 19, 2008 6:25 PM CDT

The BBQ sounded great. It is nice to do something different when you are on 3B. I wish there was better news for Spencer on the pain side. Hopefully real soon. Good luck on the science project Foster. I am sure it will be fantastic and then it can be kept along side of Spencer's. The Dolling brothers will set the bar high for others to have to reach!!! Sending no pain vibes your way!!!!!
Gayle and Kayte
Gayle Gyles <gaylegyles@shaw.ca>
Surrey, BC Canada - Monday, May 19, 2008 12:19 AM CDT

Heading out to do a run along Lake Ontario...I'll be thinking of Spencer and sending pain free thoughts his way. Tell Foster I am eager to hear how his science project unfolds.
Joanne Gunning <jgunning@kingston.net>
Kingston, on - Monday, May 19, 2008 7:03 AM CDT

Sending you prayers of comfort and no pain for Spencer - what a warrior he is! Love the photo of him in the car!
God Bless
Samm mom to Deqlan
www.deqlanhiggins.blogspot.com
samm higgins <samt.etravel@galileosa.co.za>
South Africa - Monday, May 19, 2008 3:59 AM CDT

I hope your birthday was great Spencer! According to your Dad it sounded pretty good. I really hope the pain is more under control with the chemo because those treatments are no fun. Thinking of all of you and hope that with summer weather starting to show its face there will be lots of really good fun days with no pain.
Anne Dubois <adubois@shaw.ca>
- Sunday, May 18, 2008 6:29 PM CDT

Happy belated Birthday, Spencer! Love the go-cart picture. Marcus loves go-carting too. Thinking of you all & wishing you, Spencer, a happy, pain-free weekend.
Pennie, Scott, Marcus & Jake Brown <boysrusbrown@shaw.ca>
South Surrey, B.C. Canada - Saturday, May 17, 2008 9:57 AM CDT

I wanted you to know that if I could I would join you in the dining car. Hugs and prayers.
Carolyn Wing grandma to Laura Stage IV neuroblastoma carepage LauraVDB <carolyn_wing@yahoo.com>
Carson City, MI - Friday, May 16, 2008 11:09 PM CDT

Hi Spencer

Great go-cart picture! I'll have to try it sometime!

Love Auntie Deb
Debra Dolling <debradolling@yahoo.ca>
Sechelt, BC Canada - Friday, May 16, 2008 6:34 PM CDT

We are praying, rooting and cheering for Spencer. As a fellow NB family, we can understand and appreciate your life right now and the decisions you are making. Good for you for enjoying and celebrating every ounce of life! There is always hope for tomorrow!

Leigh Saxon (Paul's mom. 1/18/01 - 7/14/07)
Leigh Saxon <leighsaxon@hotmail.com>
Waco, TX - Friday, May 16, 2008 3:03 PM CDT

Every once in a while I still read the nb posts in my email..you always make me laugh and think...thank you for your words and the positive energy they bring. Spencer and your family have already made the world a better place to live!!! Always in our prayers.
staci border <stacib68@yahoo.com>
lansing, mi 48910 - Friday, May 16, 2008 5:47 AM CDT

Praying for a more comfortable day.
Love, Ellen
http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/seanhanson
Ellen Hanson <ehanson89@aol.com>
Cape Cod, Ma United States - Friday, May 16, 2008 3:44 AM CDT

C-Moss and I are sending good vibes for your chemo today. C-Moss has to go to Dr. Dog next week for her yearly shots..I've been telling her she can starting acting brave like you Spencer instead of being a big "wuss" but I don't think she's buying any of this "pep talk" and is lobbying for more treats instead...
Joanne Gunning <jgunning@kingston.net>
Kingston, - Wednesday, May 14, 2008 3:39 PM CDT

Happy Birthday Spencer and many many more to come.
Tracey
Mn - Tuesday, May 13, 2008 7:00 AM CDT

Wow, gauze-stuff left in your hip? NOT fun, and it sounds like a major problem to me! Thank God for TV and video games, though. That must help keep your mind off the pain, along with your incredible family :) Here's hoping for brighter days (make sure to tap your feet together saying "there's no place like home, there's no place like home!")!
www.caringbridge.org/visit/julie
Caitlin M. (Julie's big sis)
London, ON Canada - Monday, May 12, 2008 10:47 PM CDT

Happy Birthday Spencer.
Just for you I'm going out for beer and nachos after my run this evening...yep..it's a tough job but I felt I needed to do it just for you!!! You're welcome!!!
Joanne Gunning <jgunning@kingston.net>
Kingston, On - Monday, May 12, 2008 4:41 PM CDT

Wa! Your story makes me think I didn't appreciate my kid made breakfast in bed nearly enough - maybe I should go back and do it again... I wonder if my kids would agree.

I remember one Mother's day about 3 years ago - the weather had turned nice while we were inpatient so I snagged a weelchair and we made an escape to get some fresh air. Katie realy needed a RBC transfusion but still wanted to go. At one point she asked me to stop and slowly walked over dragging all of her IV stuff along and picked me a flower. She came back with the biggest smile ever and wished me a Happy Mother's day. I will always remember that and appreciate every moment of being a mother to 2 great kids.

I'm sorry Spencer's and Tracey's day was a tough one. I hope he gets home soon too to enjoy his birthday loot and just being together as a family again.

Tanner sends wags to Scupper.
Sue (Katie's mom; canada/katiespage) <harverd@rogers.com>
Ottawa, Canada - Monday, May 12, 2008 1:46 PM CDT

Happy Birthday Spencer. I hope that you are home soon watching the new TV. All the best to one of the greatest people that I feel I know, even thou I haven't met you physically. If a person could be a mascot. I think you would be Runningmania.com's. There are so many of us who take you with us on runs and walks. You just keep us all going. (just like the everready bunny) Thanks.
Hope that you are able to have cake on this special day.
Marilyn Mouse Fraser
Marilyn Fraser <Mouse1001@shaw.ca>
Winnipeg, MB Canada - Monday, May 12, 2008 11:36 AM CDT

Happy Mother's Day to the best mom!!!!!!! Happy Mother's Day Tracey.
Gayle and Kayte.
Gayle Gyles <gaylegyles@shaw.ca>
Surrey, BC Canada - Sunday, May 11, 2008 11:22 AM CDT

Spencer, you look great in a racecar. What a fun day for everyone! Thinking of all of you today and hoping for a relaxing fun day together.
Terri Leedy <tntleedy@webtv.net>
Lincoln, ca - Sunday, May 11, 2008 9:38 AM CDT

Sending you lots more Power of Orange Vibes. ;)
Lisa Richards (Aunt Vicki's running friend) <lisa_richards@telus.net>
- Saturday, May 10, 2008 7:28 PM CDT

Sending good old Power of Orange vibes to you Spencer. C-Moss and I went to an offleash park yesterday in Ottawa and met an 8 month PW called Zack. He was so cute. Now C-Moss and I are wondering how we could plan to kidnap Scupper and have a PW of our own. Not to worry...we won't. We know you'd all miss him...but it would take care of the wee problem of Scupper sleeping in your Mom and Dad's bed!!!
Hugs to all.
Joanne Gunning <jgunning@kingston.net>
Kingston, - Saturday, May 10, 2008 3:19 PM CDT

Good Morning. Scary thing to think how many people don't wash, sends shivers down my back! Take care and we will be praying all goes well for everyone. Gayle and Kayte
Gayle Gyles <gaylegyles@shaw.ca>
Surrey, BC Canada - Saturday, May 10, 2008 11:06 AM CDT

Good luck today. I'll wash my hands more.
Jane Snell Copes
Inver Grove Heights, MN USA - Saturday, May 10, 2008 7:58 AM CDT

Yoshi...what can I say...You Rock!!
I'm a tad disappointed that Scupper obviously did not get to race...that hairy brother of yours gets left out of the fun way too much...that's what C-Moss thinks and I tend to agree.
Hugs to all of you......especially The Beast!
Joanne Gunning <jgunning@kingston.net>
Kingston, - Thursday, May 8, 2008 8:20 PM CDT

Happy Birthday Spencer! Have been following the blog - enlightenment for your dad- hmmmm.... HH (His Holiness the Dalai Lama) does have a bald head, as do all the monks.... Something to ponder. See if you can get the go cart off the track and out the door! Love and Peace to you all,

Brenda Kyle, Daniel and Lily-Muna Henshaw <brendaleelou@yahoo.ca>
East Vancouver, BC Canada - Thursday, May 8, 2008 8:04 PM CDT

Happy Birthday Spencer! I'll try to get me some Formula1 stuff so I can send you - the teams are already here for the weekend in İstanbul (too bad the traffic is worse than ever).
Zeynep
Istanbul, Turkeu - Thursday, May 8, 2008 6:22 PM CDT

Happy belated birthday, Spencer! You're sure lucky to have such a cool dad, letting you break all those rules :P You guys are awesome, always putting humour in your days no matter how difficult they are.
www.caringbridge.org/visit/julie
Caitlin (Julie's big sis) <all__that__Jazz@Hotmail.com>
London, ON Canada - Thursday, May 8, 2008 3:03 PM CDT

Happy Birthday Spencer!! Hope the day was wonderful and the racing was most excellent! So your actual birthday is on Mother's Day this year? You guys can combine the party and have a real blowout!

Happy Mother's Day too!

Thinking of you every day and sending good vibes and best wishes
Anne
BC - Thursday, May 8, 2008 3:01 PM CDT

Great picture. Looks, and sounds like a fun time. Happy Birthday Spencer.Enjoy your special day. All the best....
Marilyn
Marilyn Fraser <mouse1001@shaw.ca>
Winnipeg, MB Canada - Thursday, May 8, 2008 12:17 AM CDT

Great picture!!! It sounded like the best medicine you could have. I agree much better then video games. Maybe Children's should build a track to help in patient's care. Gayle and Kayte
Gayle Gyles <gaylegyles@shaw.ca>
Surrey, BC Canada - Thursday, May 8, 2008 10:37 AM CDT

I understood it all. Yessssss.
Jane Snell Copes
Inver Grove Heights, MN USA - Thursday, May 8, 2008 9:43 AM CDT

I don't understand anything you wrote. All I can say is GO YOSHI GO! You're the man!

VB
http://erinbuenger.blogspot.com
Vickie Buenger <vbuenger@mays.tamu.edu>
Bryan, Tx - Thursday, May 8, 2008 9:15 AM CDT

Happy Birthday Spencer! Hope you had a blast at the racetrack!
Kristy <kerkristy@hotmail.com>
Richmond, BC Canada - Wednesday, May 7, 2008 9:17 PM CDT

I've been thinking about "the gang" all day..hoping the races were oodles of fun. I have a funny feeling Scupper did not get to race...life is just so darn unfair sometimes for doggies.
Hugs to all of you...and high fives to the Birthday Guy:)
Joanne Gunning <jgunning@kingston.net>
Kingston, on - Wednesday, May 7, 2008 6:39 PM CDT

Happy Birthday Spencer! Looking forward to hearing about the outcome of the big race :)

Candice <candice.mah@shaw.ca>
Burnaby, BC - Wednesday, May 7, 2008 1:20 AM CDT

Happy Birthday Spencer! Looking forward to hearing about the outcome of the big race :)

Candice <candice.mah@shaw.ca>
Burnaby, BC - Wednesday, May 7, 2008 1:19 AM CDT

Happy Birthday Spencer!!!
Lisa Richards (Aunt Vicki's running friend) <lisa_richards@telus.net>
- Tuesday, May 6, 2008 11:36 PM CDT

Hi Spencer
My name is Jenna and I came across your site. You are an inspiration and a brave, courageous fighter. You are a hero, and you will be in my thoguhts and prayers. I live about 3 or four hrs from Vancouver my dad and I go there almost every two wks for doctor appointments.
caringbridge.org/visit/champ291
Jenna <nevergiveup301@aol.com>
Kamloops, BC Canada - Tuesday, May 6, 2008 7:11 PM CDT

Wishing Spencer a happy birthday from BCCH Foundation! yes that go-kart track is fast...hang on tight!

Jayne Akizuki <jakizuki@cw.bc.ca>
- Tuesday, May 6, 2008 5:46 PM CDT

Ok, you scared the poop out of me. I actually opened up the page and closed it twice before I could bring myself to read past the first line. Glad to hear that Scupper is getting a good nights rest. Happy Birth Day week, Spencer I hope you have fun at the go kart track.
Alison Gignac
POCO, - Tuesday, May 6, 2008 2:57 PM CDT

Hi - Steve - from one of your biggest fans - you must publish this one day..
Great to hear you'll be encouraging driving under the influence, it sounds like fun!

Poor old Scupper! Mind you we've been tempted to shave Frodo lately, after getting fed up of sweeping up all the hair he insists on shedding!

Love to you all

Kelly
xxxxx
www.beebo.info
Kelly Rendall - Mum to Angel Jamie <atomicblonde@tsilatnem.eclipse.co.uk>
Teignmouth, Devon, United Kingdom - Tuesday, May 6, 2008 2:55 PM CDT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR SPENCER!!!!!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Have a great time at the race track. Sounds like a blast!!!!
Gayle and Kayte
Gayle Gyles <gaylegyles@shaw.ca>
Surrey, BC Canada - Tuesday, May 6, 2008 1:31 PM CDT

Going to the go-kart track? Spencer, you're much braver than me but I knew that. I was always too scared to do that at the local fair when I was a kid but my brother loved going on them!! Will Scupper get to go too...it's just a thought! :)
Joanne Gunning <jgunning@kingston.net>
Kingston, On - Tuesday, May 6, 2008 7:18 AM CDT

Happy Birthday Spencer!

I'm a stranger from NC who cannot stop reading your journal.My son was recently diagnosed with neuroblastoma and I was able to laugh out loud for the first time in weeks. Feel better soon Spencer!(and scupper...)

Danielle, Khalid, and Eric Amos

www.caringbridge.org/visit/khalidamos
Danielle Amos <ddcureton@aol.com>
Greensboro, NC USA - Tuesday, May 6, 2008 5:12 AM CDT

Happy Birthday, dear Spencer!!!
I wish you to celebrate big times at high speed the very very special wonderful You!
With many blessings to you and your incredible family.
Sending orange, green, purple, golden, platinum, rainbow light and much love,
Eva

Eva Van den Broeck <eva.michaele@skynet.be>
Brussels, Belgium - Tuesday, May 6, 2008 4:47 AM CDT

Happy Birthday week Spencer! I hope you have a great time at the go-Kart track! God Bless, Love, Ellen and the kids
Scott A., Kathleen, Sean and Heather
http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/seanhanson
Ellen Hanson <ehanson89@aol.com>
Cape Cod, Ma - Tuesday, May 6, 2008 3:17 AM CDT

Would you just decorate your car so it looks like a Telus van? Seems as if parking places just happen for them. Or is that cavorting with the enemy?
Jane Snell Copes <jscopes66@hotmail.com>
Inver Grove Heights, MN USA - Sunday, May 4, 2008 9:20 AM CDT

I wrote Telus on their website...and then I told my Running Mania friends about this. Telus has just no idea about "the power of orange"...I think they are about to find out.
Joanne Gunning <jgunning@kingston.net>
Kingston, On - Sunday, May 4, 2008 6:06 AM CDT

I just got on Telus's website and sent them an e-mail about this. Enough is enough! It makes me livid. Then again, lots of things make me livid about living with neuroblastoma. Thinking of you guys....
Michele Krize (www.caringbridge.org/visit/katiekrize) <mkrize@sc.rr.com>
Florence, SC USA - Saturday, May 3, 2008 5:53 PM CDT

Hi. Glad to hear you are getting some passes to go home - Sad to see the picture of the Telus van. I will keep passing on any info you have about Telus. Now that we have a plate # my friend will hopefully deal with it!!!
Keep getting stronger!!!! Kayte's hair is coming back in. She looks like her head has a 5 o'clock shadow. (all for a great cause!) Gayle and Kayte
Gayle Gyles <gaylegyles@shaw.ca>
Surrey, BC Canada - Saturday, May 3, 2008 11:14 AM CDT

Spencer....yippee for passes. Yippee for hanging out with Scupper and Foster at home.
Thinking of you and sending you lots of good vibes!
Joanne Gunning <jgunning@kingston.net>
Kingston, On - Saturday, May 3, 2008 6:12 AM CDT

Hi Spencer,
I hope your temperature goes down soon. I loved your Aunt Vicki's photos of the big shave! I sent you a package from my class but somehow it got sent back so I re-sent it and hopefully your aunt has it in the next day or two.

Lesley McGougan and her grade 6 class <lmcgougan@sympatico.ca>
Brampton, ON Canada - Friday, May 2, 2008 7:01 AM CDT

Thinking of you Spencer and hope the temperature has settled down and that you are home again or soon will be.
Anne Dubois <adubois@shaw.ca>
- Wednesday, April 30, 2008 5:00 PM CDT

looks like loads of fun had by all at the balding event
kudos to Vicki for helping raise so much cash
hope Spencer is back home soon
best wishes to all
Mark Ward <mbskc@rogers.com>
Ottawa, ON Canada - Tuesday, April 29, 2008 7:08 AM CDT

You did great on Saturday Spencer! What great support you have. I hope you get back home real soon.
Colleen (Caleb's Mom) <colleenmacey@hotmail.com>
- Monday, April 28, 2008 4:05 PM CDT

Sending lots of good positive thoughts, hopefully we'll hear that Spencer is home again soon. Bald is in. ;)
Lisa (Aunt Vicki's running friend) <lisa_richards@telus.net>
Port Coquitlam, - Monday, April 28, 2008 2:33 PM CDT

Stay strong!
Jane Snell Copes
Inver Grove Heights, MN USA - Monday, April 28, 2008 8:59 AM CDT

Sorry to hear that Spencer's temperature has gone up. Hoping it gets better real quick, and he is back home even sooner. Good on you guys for getting the shaved loook done. It will grow back. Way to be strong and support each other. Take care all.
Marilyn
Marilyn Fraser <mouse1001@shaw.ca>
Winnipeg, MB Canada - Monday, April 28, 2008 7:13 AM CDT

C-Moss and I are sending good vibes to Spencer today ((((((spencer)))))))
Neither one of us is sure how we feel about Scupper going "under the razor"...did he sign a consent form?? We both think extra treats are in order!!
C-Moss and Joanne Gunning <jgunning@kingston.net>
Kingston, On Canada - Monday, April 28, 2008 6:50 AM CDT

WOW...I get home from the Boston Marathon where I finished thanks to the help of my buddies Spencer, Foster and Scupper to the great news on RM that Seuss is going bald...awesome!!
And even better news that Spencer is home.
Spencer...I really need to hire you to figure out so much tech stuff...remember...I think you, Foster and Scupper should hitchhike to Kingston in May. Leave the "parental units" at home...and just hit the road. C-Moss and I would love a vist from you.
Hugs to all of you.
Joanne Gunning <jgunning@kingston.net>
Kingston, On - Wednesday, April 23, 2008 9:51 PM CDT

I'm so happy to hear that you are home, Spencer. I'm sure that it is great to sleep in your own bed again. I think I need some technology lessons from you---what do you charge these days?? You are in my thoughts--take care Marilyn
Marilyn McKay <mamckay@sd43.bc.ca>
- Wednesday, April 23, 2008 9:25 PM CDT

From a fellow Guitar Hero fan (I still haven't finished Medium but Arda who's 8, did!), please please enlighten us as to how we can get our hands on this specific remote! Thinking of you all... Love, z.
Zeynep
Istanbul, Turkey - Wednesday, April 23, 2008 3:07 PM CDT

Praying always for a good day for you Spencer! You are so amazing--I am so glad you are home! Steve, what good therapy you always provide for the rest of us...
With much love and many prayers...
Donna Ludwinski <ludfarm@arvig.net>
- Wednesday, April 23, 2008 7:55 AM CDT

Hi Spencer, Glad to hear from your Dad's entries that you are back in the game of showing him up technologically! Parents need our kids to keep us in line and humble! We have never met but I went to school with your mom back in the day (no comments allowed from young whippersnappers such as yourself!). Your Mom made Christmas decorations for all 19 fellow students (crocheted stockings with chocolates inside) and I put it up every Christmas and think of what a caring, thoughtful person she is. Amazing that a gift can last so long. You have contributed your own gifts on many levels from what I read, honouring your Mom's traditions. I feel lucky to have met your mom and looking forward to meeting you. I wish you a peaceful day tomorrow. Love, Wendy
Wendy Lutzke <wendy-ron@shaw.ca>
Vernon, BC Canada - Wednesday, April 23, 2008 0:38 AM CDT

Hello Dolling family,

I look forward to meeting this brave Vicki at the event. As you know my two children and my little cousin have been raising money for this as well. What a great cause. My hat (not hair) goes off to all of you for shaving your heads!! WE are sending all good vibes your way.
Love, Kerry Somerset and Family
Kerry Somerset <djsom@shaw.ca>
Port Coquitlam, BC Canada - Tuesday, April 22, 2008 7:23 PM CDT

Fabulous news!!!!! Can't begin to tell you how thrilled we are with all the news. The hair, the money, the remote (despite the 4hr programming time) and best of all...The Boy is back in action!! Keep well, and we hope the wine makes its way to you.
The Howers <timhower@mts.net>
Winnipeg, MB Canada - Tuesday, April 22, 2008 6:25 PM CDT

Ahhh... yes it looks as though Vicki's gotten herself into a little bit of trouble but it's all for a good cause. Now can you provide us with some suggestions as to what we can make her do for $5000. ??? ;)
Lisa (Aunt Vicki's running friend) <lisa_richards@telus.net>
Port Coquitlam, - Tuesday, April 22, 2008 11:44 AM CDT

Hi Dollings! I can't wait to see what Vicki is willing to do for a larger sum...there is talk of orange dye...but whatever it is, it should be interesting, I'm sure!

Joanne kicked Boston in the buttocks! 5:05:06 She kept going and never gave up. I'm sure the inspirational cards helped pull her through the tough hills too!

I'm very glad to read Spencer is getting out more, and no pain! YAAAY!
Kara Lang <CdnArtyWife@gmail.com >
Moncton, NB Canada - Tuesday, April 22, 2008 11:21 AM CDT

Sending whoops. No wine. Or whines either. Better is good. Home is great!
Jane Snell Copes <jscopes66@hotmail.com>
Inver Grove Heights, MN USA - Tuesday, April 22, 2008 9:57 AM CDT

Hey Dollings
JoJo did indeed finish Boston - what a gutsy lady, with spirit like hers anything can be done - right!! Now as to Aunt Vicki, last time I looked she had easily surpassed her sponsorship total - question is what would she do for a larger sum?!!! Oh and remotes I hear ya, total frustration for us old folk.....yay for kids

Heal well and laugh lots
Mark Ward
Ottawa, ON Canada - Tuesday, April 22, 2008 9:06 AM CDT

Hilarious. Cancer hates to be laughed at. You've lifted me through another day, Steve. Prayers and love to your Spencer and your family. What an amazing kid.
Love,
The Perschons
Rob, Kate, Drew and Ben
www.caringbridge.org/visit/drewperschon
Kate Perschon
Schererville, IN USA - Monday, April 21, 2008 9:39 PM CDT

Spencer and family
JO Jo finished the Boston Marathon today. Apparently she had some tummy troubles. I'm sure she will fill you all in. Hope you are feeling comfortable today. Take care.

Marilyn Fraser <mouse1001@shaw.ca>
Winnipeg, MB Canada - Monday, April 21, 2008 4:49 PM CDT

Spencer,
Although I have never met you or your family, I saw you Dad's note on the Catalina 34 website and I can tell that you are blessed with a family that love you dearly. I hope and pray that all is well with you, and that your day will be a good one.

Jon Perry <JP72212@COMCAST.NET>
Little Rock, AR USA - Friday, April 18, 2008 11:09 AM CDT

Good Morning on this snowy day. Can you believe it is snowing in April!? Sounds like you had a nice family dinner at home (once you got out of the hospital, that is). Hope you all had good sleeps and have a pain free day today. Tracey sorry I missed you yesterday. I was supposed to say "HAPPY BIRTHDAY" from Suzanne and Megan McNeil and let you know that they will be at the hospital Monday and Tuesday next week. If you need anything, coffee, tea, etc, brought up just call them. I have to agree with you about Telus they need some restructuring and customer care lessons. Take care. Gayle and Kayte.
Gayle Gyles <gaylegyles@shaw.ca>
Surrey, BC Canada - Friday, April 18, 2008 10:50 AM CDT

nice to hear you guys had the party at home, parties at home with family are the best kind ever - you can get nekkid without being asked to leave the restaurant. Boo to Telus drivers and any other drivers that take spots from those who need them, but you are right life is too short and too precious to worry too too much bout stuff like that, just make those guys wear red noses for a day, let them know they are loved despite their inconsiderate behaviour - coz when everyone loves everyone else - life becomes longer and more special

Stay strong and keep on laughing
Mark Ward
Ottawa, On Canada - Friday, April 18, 2008 10:28 AM CDT

Happy Belated Birthday Tracey! Sorry to interrupt your time together...hope you all had a good time together!
Love and prayers to you all!
Nancy Frers <nancyfrers@shaw.ca>
Port Coquitlam, BC - Friday, April 18, 2008 9:49 AM CDT

Home, even for ordinary stuff, sounds great to me. Hope it's a good day today. Thinking of you!
Jane Snell Copes
Inver Grove Heights, MN USA - Friday, April 18, 2008 9:29 AM CDT

Hi Spencer:
This Dejah's Nanny and Poppy for Toronto, Ontario. Just wanted to say get better soon, so you can come home and have some fun in the sun..I hear the weather out there is wonderful....
Take Care
Nanny and Poppy Milne.
Elaine and Bob Milne
Toronto, Ont Canada - Friday, April 18, 2008 8:28 AM CDT

Best wishes on your Birthday Tracey!!! I hope you were all able to spend it together.
Tracey <traceywray@shaw.ca>
PoCo, BC Canada - Friday, April 18, 2008 0:33 AM CDT

Happy Birthday Tracey! Wishing you all good things!
Spencer, we hope you are feeling better soon. Not very original or witty but comes from our hearts. It sucks that you are feeling crappy.
Natalie, Colin, Bradley and Emily
Richmond, - Friday, April 18, 2008 0:31 AM CDT

Tracey hope your birthday has been a happy one. Did you like your new purse? Way to go men, good job. Spencer sorry to hear that you are in a lot of pain. You obliously know what works, and when. Take care little buddy, get lots of rest, and get the heck away from there and back home.......
Orange powerful vibes coming at ya{{{{{{{{}}}}}}}}
All the best to the whole family.
Marilyn Fraser
Marilyn Fraser <mouse1001@shaw.ca>
Winnipeg, MB Canada - Thursday, April 17, 2008 6:27 PM CDT

All the staff at CBS and particularly the platelet clinic are thinking of you Spencer and wishing you well! Our donors have been very touched and moved by your vampire story which we shared with them at our donor recognition event this week. And of course who can forget the beautiful Christmas card you presented to our donors. We really appreciate all your help over the past year in raising awareness for the need of blood and to thank our donors for their time and donation. It has really made a difference to our donors. Spencer you are an inspiration to all of us!. Tracey and Steve thank you for all your assistance as well. We'll continue to work hard at making sure you have all the platelets you need. Are thougths are with you, continue to stay strong!
Marlene Morris, Canadian Blood Services <marlene.morris@blood.ca>
Vancouver, BC Canada - Thursday, April 17, 2008 6:00 PM CDT

Happy Birthday, Tracey! Wishing you a very special day with your family. Sending Spencer lots of energy to rid those NB cells!
Candice (Steven's mom) <candice.mah@shaw.ca>
- Thursday, April 17, 2008 4:03 PM CDT

Cute Comments @ SweetComments.net

sending good vibes your way....from Dejah's auntie
north Vancouver, - Thursday, April 17, 2008 2:51 PM CDT

Warm wishes for a very Happy Birthday Tracy! I hope it is a really good day for all of you, especially Spencer,and that the pain is well under control or hopefully gone. Good for you Spencer for being the manager of your medications. You know best what is right for you.
I know Dr. Andrucson and it is a wonderful story to know that he took the time and care to properly assess Spencer. We certainly need more of that, especially at the front line of medicine where GP's can make such a difference.
Thinking of all of you, particularly on this special day and hope that soon Spencer's treatment will allow him and you to get back to the warmth and comforts of home.
Anne Dubois <adubois@shaw.ca>
- Thursday, April 17, 2008 2:41 PM CDT

Wish you were at home enjoying your fabulous garden for your B-day Tracey! And Spencer...the sun is still shining for you, come on home :-)
Gloria & Dejah <gbrd4@shaw.ca>
- Thursday, April 17, 2008 1:21 PM CDT

Happy Birthday Tracey!!
The last thing C-Moss said to me when I dropped her off at Camp Boston a few hours ago was..."a little piece of birthday cake for Scupper might be a nice little treat"
Hugs to all.
Joanne Gunning <jgunning@kingston.net>
Kingston, On - Thursday, April 17, 2008 11:40 AM CDT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR TRACEY
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!!!!
I thought writing it out is better then my singing. Saved you the agony of listening! We hope Spencer, Foster and Steve had good sleeps and have better days today. I am sure meeting up with old, patient doctors is so comforting. Kayte was diagnosed by Caron Strahlendorf in emergency, so I don't think she would like to be called old, but patient she was and has been a gift!!! She is awesome, like so many at Children's.
Have a great day. You are in our thoughts and prayers. Gayle and Kayte Gyles.
Gayle Gyles <gaylegyles@shaw.ca>
Surrey, BC Canada - Thursday, April 17, 2008 10:49 AM CDT

We were happy to read yesterday's entry about Spencer at the store buying the Mac device and less happy of your news today of Spencer's terrible pain. Catherine's early diagnosis also began with an old doctor who took the time to order a chest X-Ray, so we think of him as one of the wonderful people who saved her life. We are thinking of you all. We hope that Foster likes the perishki enough to take them to school for lunch. Love the Addison Family (Catherine, Anna, Charles and Heather)
Anna Stavrakov, Catherine Addion <charles.anna@telus.net>
- Thursday, April 17, 2008 10:26 AM CDT

Happy Birthday Tracey!

You are all in our thoughts and prayers.

Dianne, Lawrence, Lily (& Beck)
Dianne Jameson <zion_lj_dj@hotmail.com>
Vancouver, BC - Thursday, April 17, 2008 9:29 AM CDT

Happy Birthday Tracey

The world needs more Dr Andrucons
The world needs more Dollings, long may you roll
peace and light to heal you all
Mark Ward
ottawa, on canada - Thursday, April 17, 2008 7:50 AM CDT

Tears and love for you all...
Wondrous birthday for you, Tracey, and a pain-free day for you, Spencer, thanks to your mentoring of your doctors... You are incredible!
Amazing how you met again your amazing old doctor.
In loving light,
Eva

Eva Van den Broeck <eva.michaele@skynet.be>
Brussels, Belgium - Thursday, April 17, 2008 5:12 AM CDT

Home now?
Jane Snell Copes
Inver Grove Heights, MN USA - Wednesday, April 16, 2008 7:37 PM CDT

That sounds like a really cool gadget, I need a MAC. ;) So many cool things you can do with a MAC. I am glad to hear you had a good day and were able to do some shopping!! Looking forward to hearing about more great days!! Sending you lots of strength and positive thoughts.
Lisa (Aunt Vicki's running friend) <lisa_richards@telus.net>
Port, - Wednesday, April 16, 2008 4:17 PM CDT

Spencer...you sound like such a tech whiz...dare I admit I don't even know how to lead pictures from my digital camera to the computer yet...I promise to learn so I can send you a picture of C-Moss!!
Hugs to you, Foster, Scupper and "parental units"
Joanne Gunning <jgunning@kingston.net>
Kingston, On - Wednesday, April 16, 2008 1:55 PM CDT

What a great day for Spencer and you!!! It is always nice when you can get out of the hospital and breathe some fresh air. Shopping also helps!!!
The computer stuff sounds awesome. Enjoy all the new things you can now do!!!
Gayle and Kayte Gyles.
Gayle Gyles <gaylegyles@shaw.ca>
Surrey, BC Canada - Wednesday, April 16, 2008 1:02 PM CDT

Glad to hear that Spencer had a better day. Enjoy your new computer parts, they sound very techie, as well as a lot of fun.All my best to the whole family.
Marilyn Mouse Fraser <mouse1001@shaw.ca>
Winnipeg, MB Canada - Wednesday, April 16, 2008 10:28 AM CDT

Any day that Spencer has a great day...it's a great day! Hoping to hear about more of those.
Tracey
Mn - Wednesday, April 16, 2008 6:24 AM CDT

Wonderful to hear about such a great day, away from the hospital... Wishing for many more such days, and, preferably, methadone-free as well.
Love and Light,
Eva
Eva Van den Broeck <eva.michaele@skynet.be>
Brussels, Belgium - Wednesday, April 16, 2008 5:39 AM CDT

we have yet to stop thinking about you guys since we saw you yesterday. Wish I could do more. We will come again soon. Hang in there you guys. We are sending you all the extra Reiki we have :)

Love Jenny, and Logan
Jennifer M Lay <jmontgomery@shaw.ca>
- Tuesday, April 15, 2008 11:02 PM CDT

Sending all the best karma your way for a great sleep tonight and for all the nights to come. Thinking of all of you and sending lots of love from all our family. That curly haired guy is quite handsome!
Anne Dubois <adubois@shaw.ca>
- Tuesday, April 15, 2008 9:55 PM CDT

Just wanted to let you know that as members of the Manitoba chapter of the Dolling family fan club we are cheering for you big time!!! Praying for a better night tonight. We know only too well how rough they can sometimes be. Tim, Mary and Lauren Hower
mary hower <timhower@mts.net>
winnipeg, manitoba canada - Tuesday, April 15, 2008 7:27 PM CDT

Just wanted to send good vibes to all you Dollings from us at Children's Hospital Foundation. We think about Spencer often and are rooting for him!
Jayne Akizuki <jakizuki@cw.bc.ca>
- Tuesday, April 15, 2008 12:03 AM CDT

Good Morning All. Glad to hear Spencer had a better day yesterday and keeps having those. The nights can be tough and I have used the IV bags as a heating pad too. They work great!!! Love the new picture and am looking forward to seeing more once Spencer has done some more work on that.
Have a great day and we are thinking of you.
Gayle and Kayte Gyles
Gayle Gyles <gaylegyles@shaw.ca>
Surrey, BC Canada - Tuesday, April 15, 2008 11:26 AM CDT

I hope so too
The sun is finely shining this side of the pond. I'm hoping that Spencer and family are recieving a few positive rays as well. Best wishes Emma
Emma
London, England - Tuesday, April 15, 2008 6:24 AM CDT

Very innovative use of an IV bag...well done.
Hugs to all...but especially to Spencer, Foster and "the curly haired brother".
Joanne Gunning <jgunning@kingston.net>
Kingston, On j - Tuesday, April 15, 2008 5:41 AM CDT

Hoping with you for a much better night. And for the energy needed to create the Mexico book.

Feeling the warmth and deep love of all the family around Spencer and of all the good friends surrounding you all... Spencer, you are very special and very specially loved.

In loving light,

Eva

Eva Van den Broeck <eva.michaele@skynet.be>
Brussels, Belgium - Tuesday, April 15, 2008 4:03 AM CDT

Hey Spencer,
My name is Haley and I have NB too. I'm 18. I heard about you from Angel Jamie's mom and wanted to say hi. I'm praying for you!
(carepages: HaleyWorld)
Haley <hau5@unh.edu>
Durham, NH USA - Tuesday, April 15, 2008 0:12 AM CDT

I love reading updates of the antics of all the family members. I still think nail pollish should have been involved! You can't have a proper sleep over without nail pollish. *wink*

Keep up the great attitude folks!
Kara Lang (CdnArtyWife on RM) <CdnArtyWife@gmail.com>
Moncton, NB Canada - Monday, April 14, 2008 5:36 PM CDT

Rules are made to be broken, aren't they?!?! Hams and yams do sound wonderful. Thinking of you.
Tracey Wray <traceywray@shaw.ca>
PoCo, BC Canada - Monday, April 14, 2008 11:13 AM CDT

Sounds like forward motion! Keep on!
Jane Snell Copes
Inver Grove Heights, MN USA - Monday, April 14, 2008 10:13 AM CDT

Not sure if getting a wine fridge installed for Steve's pleasure is the best use of our healthcare dollars!! Glad to hear that fun was had and relieved that Spencer decided not to torture Foster. Some day I want a trip in the sail boat. Love to all...and a pat on the head to the "curly haired brother"
Joanne Gunning <jgunning@kingston.net>
Kingston, On - Monday, April 14, 2008 6:00 AM CDT

Always thinking of your family. No lasagne, just good thoughts. Love from Lesley, Rob, Katey, & Mathew
Lesley Janzen <lesrob@shaw.ca>
Langley, Canada - Sunday, April 13, 2008 9:47 AM CDT

Hi. It was great seeing you today!!! You are all looking great, yes even you Scupper!!! Kayte thinks life at the hospital would have been so much nicer if pets would have been allowed in the rooms.
Hope the goodie bag had a little something in it for everyone (yes we know Scupper was pleased with the doggie bag!) We can hardly wait to see pictures of the pirate ship you build.
Kayte and Gayle Gyles.
Gayle Gyles <gaylegyles@shaw.ca>
Surrey, BC Canada - Saturday, April 12, 2008 9:08 PM CDT

Hi Dolling Family, Thinking of you, sending good vibe healing wishes to you Spencer. Hope you feel better soon.
Trace, Mike, Mitch and Tim, Oh and can't forget Max :)
xoxoo
Tracey Turnbull <thefamilyzoo@telus.net>
Port Moody, B C Canada - Saturday, April 12, 2008 6:26 PM CDT

We hope that Spencer is feeling more comfortable. Hopefully you can all be home together soon. Spencer's spirit and strength are inspiring. Something he has surely inherited from his parents and I'm sure that Foster also has his share of strength to share with his brother. We will keep you all in our thoughts.
Judy Inglis
Port Coquitlam, B.C. Canada - Saturday, April 12, 2008 6:20 PM CDT

Dear Dollings--we are all ALWAYS thinking about you and praying for Spencer. Wish we were close enough to help out...wish I was clever enough to make you laugh...wish Spencer was feeling much better...
Donna Ludwinski <ludfarm@arvig.net>
- Saturday, April 12, 2008 9:07 AM CDT

Hey there, I will sign up for the scupper poop picker upper. Not a glorius job, but one less thing to take care of, while you take care of your family. ( Is the backyard armed in anyother way other than BM's?)
Also we will take Foster to and from Baseball, just let us know where he is. Spencer, I know we have never spoken, but I do pray for you healing everday!!!
Rachelle Jadot <thejadots@shaw.ca>
Port Coquitlam, BC Canada - Friday, April 11, 2008 11:11 PM CDT

Sending huge healing vibes from Ottawa!! Never give up! You inspire us more than you can ever know

Marg Meroni (Maniac too) <margmeroni@rogers.com>
Ottawa, ON - Friday, April 11, 2008 8:02 PM CDT

Tracey I met you through Tracey Wray at her Arbonne party and you live in my neighborhood. My prayers and thoughts are with you and your family.
Brenda Poturnak-Pavicevic <brendamarko@msn.com>
port coquitlam, B.C. Canada - Friday, April 11, 2008 3:14 PM CDT

I am praying for you and hoping each day will be brighter until you're cancer-free, happy and healthy again.
Aleks Sljivic <asljivic@shaw.ca>
Richmond, BC Canada - Friday, April 11, 2008 2:42 PM CDT

our thoughts are with you guys as always. we hope that this is just a minor set back and that you will all be home together soon.
love to you all
cindy, john, steven and kirsten in royston
cindy bradshaw <officeboss@shaw.ca>
royston, bc canada - Friday, April 11, 2008 2:21 PM CDT

Sending strong <> healing vibes your way Spencer.

You are an amazing kid and I hope that your are feeling well enough to head home soon, I am sure that Scupper is missing you.
Colleen Kelly-Wardle (eme from RM) <eme421@gmail.com>
Winnipeg, MB - Friday, April 11, 2008 1:55 PM CDT

Keeping you all in my thoughts and prayers
Anne Donnelly <annedonnelly@gmail.com>
Fraser Valley, BC - Friday, April 11, 2008 11:27 AM CDT

Glad to hear that Spencer's buddies Jared and Keaton are going to have some fun today with him.
Umm...Am I the only one who is a little disappointed that Steve doesn't own any G-Strings???
Joanne Gunning <jgunning@kingston.net>
Kingston, On Canada - Friday, April 11, 2008 9:49 AM CDT

Heck, wear whatever you want to. I don't know how you use the guitar strings, but A-strings, G-strings, whatever. Maybe a pierced head? Stay strong, all of you!
Jane Snell Copes
Inver Grove Heights, MN USA - Friday, April 11, 2008 9:11 AM CDT

Hey Spencer

"Keep Going. Never Give Up."

Words that I use every day, we are with you all the way my friend
Mark Ward <mbskc@hotmail.com>
Ottawa, ON Canada - Friday, April 11, 2008 6:54 AM CDT

Spencer, you have inspired a whole nation, an orange one at that! Several people use thoughts of you to get through what they once considered "tough" days or runs. Some RMers were even inspired by you to face their fear of needles and have donated blood for the first time.

What a list of accomplishments for such a young guy!

Stay strong...it is your strength that inspires and encourages us to face all the obstacles that life likes to throw at us.

My family of Maniacs (including Raven-doggy) are sending some mega orange vibes to you from one coast to the other.

"Don't quit. Never give up."
Kara and Scotty Lang (CdnArtyWife & Scotty) <CdnArtyWife@gmail.com>
Moncton, NB Canada - Friday, April 11, 2008 6:54 AM CDT

To the Dolling family, Just want you to know that I am thinking of you all and hoping that Spencer is feeling a bit more comfortable and continuing to beat his opponents at his favourite games. Hang in there.
Marilyn McKay <mamckay@sd43.bc.ca>
Coquitlam, - Friday, April 11, 2008 0:05 AM CDT

Thinking of all the Dollings... Spencer I am sending lots of "orange" get well vibes.. Never give up. Your strength and courage are an inspiration.
Lisa (Aunt Vicki's running friend) <lisa_richards@telus.net>
Port Coquitlam, BC - Thursday, April 10, 2008 11:05 PM CDT

Spencer and family,
Thinking of you all and sending you all my good wishes!

Jen
Jen (gjennifer from RunningMania.com) <jengibbens@gmail.com>
St. Albert, AB - Thursday, April 10, 2008 10:38 PM CDT

Spencer
You have the best disposition of anyone I know with Cancer. Your positive attitude has helped me to battle mine also. I go back into the hospital tomorrow morning, for surgery to put my feeding tube back in. I will be thinking of you when I'm there. Your spirit has helped so many MANIAC'S. The power of ORANGE is certainly with you all the way. Cancer don't you realize you will not win.
Marilyn Fraser
Marilyn Fraser <mouse1001@shaw.ca>
Winnipeg, MB Canada - Thursday, April 10, 2008 9:43 PM CDT

Hi Spencer...

I'm a maniac...with a dog - a German Wirehaired Pointer - which can look a lot like a Portugese Water dog in some pictures - although, my Sheamus doesn't really look like Scupper at all - Sheamus is cuter, of course ;)

I just wanted to let you know that I'm sending big strong positive Orange vibes all the way from Ottawa. I wish I was there - I could take care of #3 and #4 (I clean up enough dog poop, what's a little more?!)
Kiza Francis (or, Irongirl on Runningmania) <kiza.francis@gmail.com>
Ottawa, ON Canada - Thursday, April 10, 2008 9:12 PM CDT

Hi
This is a message to the friends and family of the Dolling�s who live in Vancouver. I am the mom of another oncology patient and when we were going through our bone marrow transplant friends arranged a meal rota. Each day dinner was delivered and this was a huge help to us. I would like to set up a meal rota for the Dollings and if you would like to be part of this please could you e-mail me at kirstylegge@gmail.com. Thank you.

Kirsty Legge <kirstylegge@gmail.com>
Vancvouer, BC Canada - Thursday, April 10, 2008 9:11 PM CDT

Hi Spencer and family!
Here is a message from my grade 6 class: Hi Spencer...do you like to read? If you do we want to send one of the books we are really enjoying.
The class.
Spencer - I hope you are recieving wonderful care and feel all the good vibes coming from the RM nation

Lesley McGougan and her gr. 6 class
Lesley <lmcgougan@sympatico.ca>
Brampton, ON Canada - Thursday, April 10, 2008 8:20 PM CDT

Hi guys, it's Megan McNeil from Oncology

I just want to let you know that you are all absalutely amazing, and that Spencer is one of the strongest kids I'll ever meet. He's an inspiration to all and I'm praying for you and sending good "juju" your way =)

See you around,
Megan
Megan McNeil <mcneil_09@hotmail.com>
Delta, BC Canada - Thursday, April 10, 2008 7:03 PM CDT

I don't agree with Jane Snell Copes. I looked at the list of the missing items. I believe that Scupper has devoured all the items (I know he doesn't have opposable thumbs to operate a corkscrew to get the wine open...but I'm sure he figured out some way). So scratch No. 19 off the list.

Hugs to Spencer, Foster, Scupper and "parental units"
Thinking of you in Kingston, Ontario
Joanne Gunning <jgunning@kingston.net>
Kingston, oN - Thursday, April 10, 2008 7:02 PM CDT

I got your information from a local family here in Texas. I am praying for you and your family as you fight this horrible disease. I hope and pray that you all get the courage and continued strength to fight this.
Ester Littrell <easter_29@yahoo.com>
Longview, Tx USA - Thursday, April 10, 2008 1:55 PM CDT

Dear Dolling family,

We can't help much on the list as we are a little far away in Minnesota......but we do pray for Spencer everyday and you all are a huge "LIGHT" for all of us!!

Spencer: Never give up......I have passed on your Hope and message to so many of my friends. You amaze us and your father humors us. We probably passed you in Mexico as we were in Cancun and did a day trip to Playa 2 weeks ago!

Wishing you all peace and hope!

Love form Minnesota....Oh yeah, the WILD will do better next game......

The Hollway's
Bill, Mary , Billy, Mike and Molly (stage 3 NB survivor 14+ years)

Mary Hollway <mhollway@comcast.net>
Edina, MN USA - Thursday, April 10, 2008 9:39 AM CDT

Hi Dolling Family. We check in on you often and wanted to post a note so you know we are thinking of you. We're not much help in your day to day list of chores, but are sending prayers as hard as we can to the west.
Peggy <tompeg@shaw.ca>
Westlock, - Thursday, April 10, 2008 9:28 AM CDT

Never never never never give up!

How ironic that cancer cells are the ones that don't know how to die. Cancer cells: GIVE UP. You can't win. This family is too tough.

Scupper has already found the bacon.
Jane Snell Copes
Inver Grove Heights, MN USA - Thursday, April 10, 2008 8:37 AM CDT

Dear Spencer and family,

Sorry I am so far off and just useless!

Just warmly wishing the chemo will do its magic trick to relieve the pain and produce even greater miracles.

I'd also like to confirm what you must know so well... Spencer, you are such a great kid and a blessing to the world and you have a wonderful brother and the best ever parents any one could dream for you...

You are in my thoughts and heart.

Love and Light,

Eva
Eva Van den Broeck <eva.michaele@skynet.be>
Brussels, Belgium - Thursday, April 10, 2008 3:22 AM CDT

Hi Spencer, Foster, Tracey and Steve. We think of you often and have enjoyed our visit when Kayte has been at the hospital. We haven't been around for awhile. We just got home from Kayte's Make-A-Wish, which was awesome. I have to come into the hospital soon so will call before and hope to have a quick visit. (everytime I look at the pictures kayte took after you hooked her up with The Globe and Mail photographer I think of what journey's we have been on!!!)
See you soon.
Gayle and Kayte Gyles.
Gayle Gyles <gaylegyles@shaw.ca>
Surrey, BC Canada - Thursday, April 10, 2008 0:22 AM CDT

Dear Dolling friends,

We are thinking of you guys and beaming positive thoughts across the Strait of Georgia. Hope you're feeling better soon Spencer. Love Mike, Catherine, Rachel and Ian

P.S. Spencer - tell your Dad thanks alot for the unwelcome visual that accompanied #7 on his list!
Catherine Macey <maceys@shaw.ca>
Duncan, B.C. - Thursday, April 10, 2008 0:04 AM CDT

To the Dolling family,
Tracey Wray introduced me to your website. I have seen your family on a few occasions over the years. My son Travis went to Citadel Montessori with Spencer, nine years ago. I am amazed at your families strength, and wish you all the best.
Dawn Nicoll
Dawn Nicoll <dawnnicoll@shaw.ca>
Coquitlam, b.c. canada - Wednesday, April 9, 2008 10:08 PM CDT

Spencer...I had a little medical adventure of my own this weekend and as I was lying in the hospital I thought of you and the words you wrote on my Mile 17 card for the Boston Marathon: Keep Going. Never Give up. So...I'm saying that back to you, my friend.
C-Moss and I are thinking about you and Foster and Scupper..and the "parental units" Big hugs.
Joanne Gunning <jgunning@kingston.net>
Kingston, On - Wednesday, April 9, 2008 9:34 PM CDT

My daughter Katie had Shingles when she was on treatment - but (thankfully) they were not particularly painful for her so it just ment a long borring hospital stay. I wish your's was just a boring hospital stay Spencer.

I hope to read you are back on your feet and feeling better soon. I think I am hoping for a fungal infection that can be easily treated- that sounds slightly better than a liver full of NB.

Tanner sends wags to Scupper. Tanner's favorite treat is not a good loaf of bread but cat scat fresh from the litter box. Apparently nice and chewy with just the right amount of crunch. Just don't tell Scupper - he might get ideas.
Sue (Katie's mom; canada/katiespage)
Ottawa, Canada - Wednesday, April 9, 2008 6:43 PM CDT

Spencer, this is my first visit to your website. I learned of it from your dad's postings on the Catalina 34 Assoc. website. My oldest son, Trey, was diagnosed last year with a very bad illness so I think I have a pretty good idea of what you and your family are going through. There's one thing I learned about my son over the last year...he's got a lot of courage and strength of character. Far more than I do, of that I'm certain. My suspicion is that you've been demonstrating that to your family as well. Bully for you, Spencer...bully for you!! These life experiences certainly test us, but they also give us the chance to show what we're really made of...deep down inside. I caught a segment on Good Morning America this morning about a college professor who has a website containing a video called "The Last Lecture". If you haven't seen it, it sounds like something you'd find of interest. Hope I'm not sharing "old news" here, but I didn't see it listed on any of the other entries. I'm going to be keeping close tabs on you, Spencer. We'll "talk" again soon! Rusty
Rusty Bond
Pensacola, FL US - Wednesday, April 9, 2008 10:28 AM CDT

News is good, but sailing and jumping off cliffs is better. Hope you're out and about soooon. Jane
Jane Snell Copes
Inver Grove Heights, MN USA - Wednesday, April 9, 2008 8:27 AM CDT

Thoughts and prayers for Spencer.
Robin Brunet <robinb@start.ca>
Bradford, ONtario Canada - Wednesday, April 9, 2008 8:04 AM CDT

Hi Spencer, you know I think of you everyday and stop by here very often to see how you are. I liked it better when your journal was weeks old...I think that meant things were better for you. You're in our kitchen now too, cuz April is your month on the Kourageous Kids Calendar. I pray that all your tests bring you some good news and that these nasty shingles go away and give you the peace you deserve. The sun is coming....and I want you out enjoying it!
Take Care of your Mom too okay!
Gloria & Dejah <gbrd4@shaw.ca>
Port Moody, - Wednesday, April 9, 2008 2:22 AM CDT

Spencer, Katie feels the same way you do - while they have you kids under anesthesia, why not do something constructive? She got her ears pierced in January while she was under anesthesia. Hang in there, kiddo...
Michele Krize - Katie's mom - www.caringbridge.org/visit/katiekrize <mkrize@sc.rr.com>
Florence, SC USA - Tuesday, April 8, 2008 10:33 PM CDT

We are saying extra prayers for you Spencer. You are an amazing kid!
Colleen (Caleb's Mom) <colleenmacey@hotmail.com>
poco, Canada - Tuesday, April 8, 2008 8:40 PM CDT

Sending lots of good positive thoughts your way!!
Lisa (Aunt Vicki's running friend)
Port Coquitlam, BC - Tuesday, April 8, 2008 3:38 PM CDT

Thinking a ton about you guys. Sending lots of positive vibes your way.

Dianne, Lawrence, Lily (& Beck)
Dianne Jameson <zion_lj_dj@hotmail.com>
Vancouver, BC - Tuesday, April 8, 2008 2:36 PM CDT

Feel better! Please!
Jane Snell Copes
Inver Grove Heights, MN USA - Tuesday, April 8, 2008 12:30 AM CDT

Wishing the very very best for Spencer and you all.
In loving light,
Eva

Eva Van den Broeck <eva.michaele@skynet.be>
Brussels, Belgium - Tuesday, April 8, 2008 3:58 AM CDT

Hi Spencer

I am thinking you lots. I loved your Mexico pictures.

Auntie Deb
Debra Dolling <debradolling@yahoo.ca>
Sechelt, BC Canada - Monday, April 7, 2008 2:22 PM CDT

Hi, Spencer-

I got a link to your site from Dillan Johns' page.

Sorry to hear about the shingles. Sounds pretty bad. I had chicken pox when I was 28, but no shingles! And congratulations on beating your dad at backgammon! That was a game I was never very good at.

Anyway, I wanted to let you know that we are thinking of you and praying for you and your family. Love and hugs for you all.

-Kimberly
www.caringbridge.com/visit/madrid
Kimberly Madrid <kimberly_madrid@sbcglobal.net>
Euless, TX US - Sunday, April 6, 2008 11:02 AM CDT

Hi Spencer,

My dad had shingles and told me how painful they were- I am sorry you are going through this. My class has been making braclets and key chains for you and to share with others. Some are very interesting! I will send them in a package on Monday to your aunt. ((((get well))) Enjoy beating your parent in backgammon
Lesley and her grade 6 class
Brampton, ON Canada - Friday, April 4, 2008 7:41 PM CDT

I just thought they itched.

Yeah, you've had some drama there. Hope things smooth out. Would like for you to get that boat back in the water soon. Cheers!
Jane Snell Copes
Inver Grove Heights, MN USA - Thursday, April 3, 2008 8:43 PM CDT

((((hugs to all of you))))))
Spencer: I have been told by a few people that shingles are very painful. I wish I could take away all your pain. But I can't so I will have to make do with thinking about you and sending you cheerful thoughts.
C-Moss tells me to tell Scupper that he knows that not having all the humans together can be tough.

Joanne Gunning <jgunning@kingston.net>
Kingston, On Canada - Thursday, April 3, 2008 5:11 PM CDT

Your post Mexico journal entries Steve are amazing and very poignant. It is great that over-all there were so many wonderful highlights and the right young fellow, as in Foster, had the scrapes and bruises. Your nursing skills are impressive Tracey,excellent IV techinque.It is a great picture of Spencer on the beach, he is just beaming. Also, your family picture is just beautiful. Thinking of you everyday, especially this week, and hoping it is all good news and that soon the NG can be tossed!

Anne Dubois <adubois@shaw.ca>
- Wednesday, April 2, 2008 9:13 PM CDT

Dear Dolling family,

You guys are such an incredible family! I am so glad that you got a well deserved vacation! Praying for good results today.
With love and prayers,
Debbie, Thom, Matt and Sierra Hume
Debbie Hume <hume@thegrid.net>
San Luis Obispo, CA USA - Monday, March 31, 2008 9:23 AM CDT

Great new picture of Spencer! (the old one was great too, but the ocean and the palm trees are a wonderful touch). I am so glad that Mexico went as well as it did. Your family (and especially Spencer) is such a great inspiration of how to keep living life at full throttle, in the face of what some would find so daunting; Glad you found the "simple miracle drug" that cleared Spencer's head -- and I am rooting for results that say the ABT has done a LOT.

Jan (a Washington fan of the Dolling family's adventures)
- Sunday, March 30, 2008 4:56 AM CDT

I confess...this is too much drama...please give boring updates. Tell Spencer and Foster that the Fund continues to tick along and they should start thinking about more fun for early May as the final installment will be issued then. Perhaps...this money can be used for fast food meals for them and Scupper on their hitchhiking trip to Kingston....just a thought.
As always...thinking of you all every day.
Joanne Gunning <jgunning@kingston.net>
Kingston, On - Saturday, March 29, 2008 6:06 PM CDT

Greetings from the Upper Peninsula of Michigan, where I am confused with being a Canuck (sp?) due to my speech:) I loved your story regarding good/bad trip to Mexico. You're amusing even when the situation isn't. Now, I was a little confused though. Was it on "House" or in actuality that they figured out what was causing the confusion? And, if reality, what was it?

Brenda Laux, mother to Emmy (3), Maddy (15 days shy of 3 years old) dx 1/31/07 Stage IV NB, currently NED and receiving round 5 of 3F8s and baby Annika (5 months)
Brenda Laux <lauxbrenda@yahoo.com>
Chassell, MI USA - Saturday, March 29, 2008 5:07 PM CDT

Dolling Family,

I love House (on television), but it sounds like House (in real life) sucks bad. I'm sorry the vacation was one bit short of perfect for Spencer.
I've followed Spencer's treatment and laughed at Steve's rendentions for over a year now. Steve, you amuse me, but Spencer, YOU are my hero!
Be blessed,
Tanner's Aunt Katie
www.caringbridge.org/visit/tannerevers
Katie Spaulding <grammypoppy2003@msn.com>
Jonestown, tx USA - Saturday, March 29, 2008 9:07 AM CDT

Fantastic Vacation Report!!! Now that this is over...Spencer, Scupper and Foster can start working on their hitchhiking plans to Kingston. I think May would be a very lovely time for them to arrive.
Hugs to all of you.
Joanne Gunning <jgunning@kingston.net>
Kingston, - Tuesday, March 25, 2008 5:37 PM CDT

Hi Dolling family,
I sure hope your trip to Mexico was/is a blast! Some nice, hot weather and sandy beaches tend to be the best medicine :) Can't wait to hear all about it,
Caitlin (Julie's big sis)
www.caringbridge.org/visit/julie
Caitlin <all__that__Jazz@Hotmail.com>
London, ON Canada - Sunday, March 23, 2008 10:49 PM CDT

I'm thinking Mission Mexico is coming to an end. Foster and Spencer...I hope you supervised the parental units on their Mojito intake. Can't wait to get a Scupper report. C-Moss stole a Danish yesterday. She may be up for adoption if she doesn't stop with the baked goods thievery. But who would want a stinky 6 1/2 year old hound dog.
Joanne Gunning <jgunning@kingston.net>
Kingston, - Sunday, March 23, 2008 6:15 PM CDT

Stopping by to say hello, I hope your having a great time on the trip. God Bless, Love, Ellen
http://www.carinbridge.org/ma/seanhanson
Ellen Hanson <ehanson89@aol.com>
Cape Cod, Ma - Friday, March 21, 2008 11:42 PM CDT

Hey Dolling Family! I was just thinking about you .. completely jealous because you are all enjoying the nice warm sun while it is cold here at home! Gosh, it almost feels like snow! ;) Hope you are having a fabulous time and I look forward to reading about your adventure.
Lisa (Aunt Vicki's running friend) <lisa_richards@telus.net>
- Tuesday, March 18, 2008 4:27 PM CDT

Hello Dolling family...I'm guessing you all got away to Mexico & I'm hoping you're enjoying yourselves immensely. That's a great start to spring break. Warm sun certainly can't hurt. Thinking of you all & hoping all's well.
Pennie, Scott, Marcus & Jake Brown
South Surrey, B.C. Canada - Friday, March 14, 2008 5:41 PM CDT

I wandered onto Spencer's caringbridge page some time ago while following the neuroblastoma journeys of two little boys in Seattle -- and stayed to read ALL the history because Steve's running commentary on how to live life fully while battling cancer was addictive. I am so glad you got off to Mexico! I hope the weather is hot, the mojitos are cold, you all have a wonderful time, and Scupper is still speaking to you when you return!
Jan
Seattle, WA USA - Tuesday, March 11, 2008 7:24 PM CDT

Sorry Tracey - I spelled your name incorrectly in my last message:(
Linda Talbot
Vancouver, bc Canada - Sunday, March 9, 2008 4:31 PM CDT

Hi Tracy and family:

From time to time over the past few years I have seen Spencer or you Tracy, on TV, talking about the challenges you all face. Just want you to know I think about you often. Glad to hear you are going to the sunshine for a break - have a great trip!
Linda
Linda Talbot
Vancouver, bc Canada - Sunday, March 9, 2008 4:29 PM CDT

Fantastic to hear that Mission Mexico is a GO!!
Spencer and Foster: I'm counting on you to supervise the parental unit Mojito Intake. And while you're at it could you please send some sunny thoughts my way...tired of running in the snow! Message to Scupper from C-Moss: Dream about how you are going to punish your humans for leaving you behind while snoozing in your new bed.
Joanne Gunning <jgunning@kingston.net>
Kingston, - Friday, March 7, 2008 2:21 PM CST

Love the journal entry-we never quite learning do we. Have a wonderful trip. Hugs and prayers.
Carolyn Wing/Angel_Wings grandma to Laura Stage IV neuroblastoma carepage LauraVDB <carolyn_wing@yahoo.com>
Carson City, MI - Friday, March 7, 2008 5:38 AM CST

Hope all is going better today. Got those bags packed? I love the picture of the handsome bald dudes. Jane
Jane Snell Copes
Inver Grove Heights, MN - Thursday, March 6, 2008 10:59 AM CST

Spencer,

A trip to Mexico sounds Marvelous dahling's !!!!
You've done all the prep, I'll add the prayers - and you go have a blast.

Love
Auntie Deb
Debra Dolling <debradolling@yahoo.ca>
Sechelt, BC Canada - Wednesday, March 5, 2008 4:39 PM CST

You guys have a BLAST on vacation! While you're there, I'll be about three small countries away in Costa Rica, which is crazy because that's closer to you guys than we are in our respective Canadian cities! I'll be thinking of you and sending positive thoughts your way. Enjoy the sun :) Spencer, you deserve an AWESOME time, we hope you're feeling better.
www.caringbridge.org/visit/julie
Caitlin <all__that__Jazz@Hotmail.com>
London, ON Canada - Wednesday, March 5, 2008 1:40 PM CST

Think possitive....you're going on the trip to fabulous sun! You all deserve it so very much!
Thank you for going home and giving us your room Spencer, we slept well and the sun has been shining in thru 2 windows today :-)
Dejah & Gloria <gbrd4@shaw.ca>
Port Moody, BC Canada - Tuesday, March 4, 2008 7:16 PM CST

Hey Dollings!

Hope you have a fabulous vacation in sunny Mexico!
Auntie Vicki's running friend - Lisa
Pt Coquitlam, - Tuesday, March 4, 2008 6:48 PM CST

Hi Dolling family,
Here at BCCH Foundation, fingers and toes are crossed in the hopes that you are able to take that trip to warmer climes. We won't even express jealousy that we're not going. Well maybe a tiny bit. Best wishes and keep on kicking some NB butt, Spencer!
Jayne Akizuki <jakizuki@cw.bc.ca >
- Tuesday, March 4, 2008 1:11 PM CST

Hello Dolling Family,

Your website has been on my caringbridge favourites list for many months now and I've followed along on Spencer's journey. So today, I started reading some of your older journal entries and felt the urge to leave my first guestbook msg.

I love your sense of humour, Steve! It makes me laugh out loud. One of your early entries basically spoke of the surrealness of the whole experience, the crazy feeling you get when you give informed consent to allow poisonous chemicals and experimental drugs be given to your child with all the dangerous and sometimes unknown side effects both short term and long. Most of all the illusion shattering realization that we really don't have any control to be able to protect our children. We understood early on as well that when it seemed that we were powerless; the only true control we have is how we approach each day. You show others that fun and special memories can be had even in the most difficult of circumstances. I admire your family for seizing the moment and hope you have a wonderful time away!

Another Cdn NB Mom
www.caringbridge.org/visit/colepetrie
Jen Petrie
London, ON Canada - Tuesday, March 4, 2008 10:57 AM CST

Hello, Spencer, and Foster, and the whole Dolling family!
What I want to say, is just, get out there, and enjoy your trip.. so much!!.. just being.somewhere in the sunshine, will boost you up for sure!! I know the rain, and crappy weather we have is totally not so great for our spirits??!!!but, we want to wish, you a wonderful trip.. !! I hope you will feel great when you get back!! all our love to everyone!! Jean (Sam's mom)
Jean (Sam's mom) <jean_honig@telus.net>
Port Coquitlam, canada - Monday, March 3, 2008 5:00 PM CST

Hi Spencer!
I have been hearing all about you from your aunt on my running site. I teach gr 6 and we have been learning about different immune diseases and a child did a project on cancer. I shared your story and website with my class and we wanted to say hi and hope that your pain is getting better. We would like to make some friendship braclets to share with you, if that is ok.

Gr. 6 class - Toronto, On
Lesley <lmcgougan@sympatico.ca>
Toronto, ON Cananda - Monday, March 3, 2008 1:25 PM CST

Fingers crossed that you'll all be sitting on a hot, sunny beach next week!!
Lyndsay <lettersforlyndsay@hotmail.com>
Canada - Monday, March 3, 2008 8:12 AM CST

Hey Tracey (my former Hygenist who cured me of hoof and mouth disease) go for it!! Mexico won't know what hit it when the Dollings arrive. Spencer soak up the sun and sand and the pain will be sent to oblivion. I know that is easier said than done but I hope that 'pain free' becomes the normal for you forever and that you can really continue to jump into life. Will be thinking of all of you and can't help being just a 'little jealous' of your time in the sun. All the best!
Anne Dubois <adubois@shaw.ca>
- Sunday, March 2, 2008 9:38 PM CST

C-Moss and I are sorry to read about this setback but we are still sending "fun in the sun" vibes. Mojitos sound great but I suspect Spencer should not have too too many of them considering the meds he's on...it's just a thought.
Thinking of you every day...and especially today when I ran 33km and the Fund got a nice little boost.
Joanne Gunning <jgunning@kingston.net>
Kingston, On - Sunday, March 2, 2008 7:23 PM CST

Hello Dooling Family,
I have followed your journey for a while, but have not presented myself until now. My child had a recurance last dec and we had a trip planned to la Paz, Mex prior to dx. When the time came, our med team was freaked out, but we went anyway. All was fine-except all the kids hated the food-real mex-not taco bell. We got a letter from the dr authorizing meds and supplies. I checked in with TSA (I am not sure what Canada's version of this is, but they were very helpful as to the best way to transport everything. I hope you have a wonderful time. My fanily has picked up the fun and are off to the carribean in July. To he** with the budget, on with the fun!
Hope you love it.
Living vicariously through your trip, Susan
Susan Kalika <kalika_family@msn.com>
Merrimack, NH USA - Sunday, March 2, 2008 5:59 PM CST

Hi Spencer and Family, How I love reading your journal updates and I'm so glad Spencer is pain free now! Your updates highlight the seriousness of neuroblastoma and better yet, you remind us life is an adventure and it can be as full and fun as you desire. Have fun in Mexico!

Love,
Candice (Steven's Mom)
Candice Mah <candice.mah@shaw.ca>
- Thursday, February 28, 2008 1:35 PM CST

Considering I am cold and weary in Ontario training for a Marathon, Mexico sounds like an awesome Mission! I am sure Spencer and Foster are up for some fun and adventure. I gave C-Moss the news that her buddy Scupper was unlikely to be able to get a passport in time to join the family. C-Moss understands as she is not coming to see me run Boston because of some passport glitches she's having. As always thinking of all of you every day.
Joanne Gunning <jgunning@kingston.net>
Kingston, On - Wednesday, February 27, 2008 5:03 PM CST

Hi, Spencer!
Just me (that stranger from London, Ontario, haha) dropping in again. I hope your pain level has gone down some since your dad's last update. We all hate to imagine you being in pain, when you've got some serious living to do! Have a nice week and stay strong as always,
www.caringbridge.org/visit/julie
Caitlin <all__that__Jazz@Hotmail.com>
London, ON Canada - Monday, February 25, 2008 10:14 PM CST

Hey Spencer,
It's too bad that you've been in so much pain lately. NB is such a tricky cancer, but you've dealt with it so well. I hope the ABT kicks in full gear soon to ease your pain, and allow you to go to school and play as many sports as you want! I'm sure the med students were very impressed with your speech. It's probably opened a lot of eyes to the importance of blood donations, and the reality of childhood cancer. Keep on beating everyone at Guitar Hero :)
Caitlin (Julie's big sister)
www.caringbridge.org/visit/julie
Caitlin <all__that__Jazz@Hotmail.com>
London, ON Canada - Thursday, February 21, 2008 6:36 PM CST

Feel better Spencer. I am waiting to be your email pal.
Edoardo Amari <edoardoamari@hotmail.com>
Milan, Italy - Thursday, February 21, 2008 1:52 PM CST

Hey Spencer, feel better, OK?
Jane Snell Copes
Inver Grove Heights, MN - Tuesday, February 19, 2008 4:17 PM CST

C-Moss and I think about Scupper and Spencer,and all the family every day. We will now start sending special "pain go away" vibes. The Scupper and Spencer Fun Fund continues to grow and both C-Moss and I think it's soon time to send another installment so there can be some more fun!!! Stay tuned!
Joanne Gunning <jgunning@kingston.net>
Kingston, On - Monday, February 18, 2008 8:35 PM CST

Hi Spencer,

I'm sorry to hear you are in pain and I hope you feel better really soon. I saw you on the local news a couple of weeks ago with your very pretty mom and handsome dad. You can sure tell where your good looks come from. You did a great job! Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers.
Anne
BC, - Monday, February 18, 2008 5:26 PM CST

The last week or so I have been wondering how things have been going and if Spencer and all of you have been going through a difficult time. I am so sorry to hear about the ongoing pain Spencer and hope that it is about to stop very soon and allow you to get on with the things you love to do. You are all in my heart and thoughts.
Anne Dubois <adubois@shaw.ca>
- Monday, February 18, 2008 11:31 AM CST

I too wanted you to know we are praying for your family especially Spencer! What a brave son you have? I hope the ABT kicks neuroblastoma's butt! You have a special gift Steve in writting and keeping your witt and a sense of humor during a horrible time in life you are experiencing.
Give hugs to everyone.
Briscoe Gang
Rudy, Elena, Cody and Brian
www.caringbridge.org/visit/brianbriscoe
Elena Briscoe
Altus, OK USA - Monday, February 18, 2008 7:22 AM CST

Just wanted you to know that we are thinking of you guys.

Love,
Dianne, Lawrence, Lily (& Beck)
www.caringbridge.org/visit/beckjameson
Dianne Jameson <zion_lj_dj@hotmail.com>
Vancouver, BC - Sunday, February 17, 2008 11:24 AM CST

Hi Spencer. My name is Edoardo and I live in Italy. If we lived closer I bet we would be friends because we are the same age and we both have little brothers and we like the same things except my mom hasn't bought me Guitar Hero yet. I hope she will soon. Also you like Hockey and I like Soccer and we both speak English except you also speak French and I speak Italian but I am learning French too - but besides all that we could be friends. Hope you are feeling good. Maybe we could be email buddies. This is my email if you want to write back. edoardoamari@hotmail.com
Edoardo Amari <edoardoamari@hotmail.com>
Milan, Italy - Wednesday, February 13, 2008 2:20 PM CST

Way to go Scupper!! I "found" a loaf of German rye last week. I had a "time-out" too in the box. I don't care...it was yummy. Course would have been better with some Salmon!!! Good to hear you're keeping your humans on their toes.
Joanne and I are sending good healing vibes to Spencer's bump on his head. And fast skiing vibes to Foster!
C-Moss Gunning <jgunning@kingston.net>
Kingston, On - Thursday, January 31, 2008 1:52 PM CST

I've often been accused of being too chilled with the kids, and not seeking medical help when I should - it's hard to tell what's ill and what's not these days!!!

Glad to hear Scupper is still keeping you guys on your toes!!!

xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
www.beebo.info
Kelly Rendall - Mum to Angel Jamie/Beebo
Teignmouth, Devon United Kingdom - Tuesday, January 29, 2008 4:00 PM CST

The excitement continues! Hope all is well. At first I thought Scupper was in the ER because of a skiing accident. Was the cat on skiis? Or maybe the salmon tripped Spencer so he fell down? Whew! Such a lot happening.
Jane Snell Copes
Inver Grove Heights, MN - Tuesday, January 29, 2008 8:36 AM CST

Sounds like a fun time at the hockey game. C-Moss hopes one of you thought to bring a cheeseburger home for Scupper :).
Let those little "magic pills" do their job Spencer.
Thinking of you in Kingston where there is way too much snow!
Joanne Gunning <jgunning@kingston.net>
Kingston, On - Wednesday, January 23, 2008 7:43 AM CST

Dear Spencer,

Many cheers for YOU!

You are truly an amazing young man. Many prayers this drug does wonders. Keep up the awe-inspiring feats of living every day so grandly!

One of your devoted fans,
Donna Ludwinski <ludfarm@arvig.net>
Park Rapids, MN - Tuesday, January 22, 2008 8:57 AM CST

Hi Spencer: I have been trying to find some appropriate material to share with my high school students so they will better understand the need for new donors. Even though my students are 17 years of age, some are afraid of needles. I am planning to read your Christmas letter and show them what a "vampire" looks like. Here's hoping that they donate blood once they realize that "vampires" need blood too. Thanks for sharing some very valuable insight into your life.
D. Murray
Vancouver, BC Canada - Monday, January 21, 2008 4:22 PM CST

Hi Spencer and family! We have been in England for three months with only sporatic access to the internet,so now that we are back, have just finished reading your journals from the middle of Oct. Your writting is amazing Spencer and your Dad's decadant sense of humour continues to be up and running and oozing out of him. Great stuff! I hope you are feeling better by now and that the new med has started to make a big difference for you. Thinking of all of you.
Anne Dubois <adubois@shaw.ca>
- Saturday, January 19, 2008 6:50 PM CST

Hey Spencer, I hope that flu bug has flown away by now and you get your good drugs sooooooon. What are they thinking at Abbott?
Jane Snell Copes
Inver Grove Heights, MN - Saturday, January 19, 2008 9:28 AM CST

Hi Spencer! I am a friend of your Aunt Vicki's. I just made my first appointment to donate blood, I've been meaning to do it for years and now thanks to you I finally did it!! I have shared your story with my co-workers in the hopes that they too will make appointments to donate. Hope you finally received your ATB751! Sending you lots of positive healthy thoughts!
Lisa <lisa_richards@telus.net>
Port Coquitlam, BC Canada - Friday, January 18, 2008 3:56 PM CST

Spencer, we've been thinking of you lots and sending you and your family good vibes. We hope to see you soon. Love Anna Stavrakov, Catherine Addison and family
Anna Stavrakov, Catherine Addison <charles.anna@telus.net>
West Vancouver, BC - Friday, January 18, 2008 11:34 AM CST

Spencer****! The letter to Abbott was fantastic! It was so well written and I loved the "edgyness." Hope you kick that flu soon! See you for your next MIBG.
Kristy <kerkristy@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, January 17, 2008 5:28 PM CST

Awesome letter to Abbott! Way to go Spencer. I'm sorry to hear you're in the hospital with the flu. BTW...sometimes C-Moss barks like a seal...generally when she's wanting breakfast and puts on her "bossy bark"...I'm sure something you never do!!
Joanne Gunning <jgunning@kingston.net>
Kingston, On Canada - Wednesday, January 16, 2008 1:14 PM CST

Your book looks really great. When it comes to working and playing hard I think your family knows what they are talking about. You are all inspirational. It was good to see you guys at clinic before Christmas and then what a surprise to run into Tracey at the Roundhouse on Whistler in January. I think about your family a lot and send you all my best wishes. I hope that you will get your ABT-751 very soon. This is just taking way too long.
Keep on taking care of each other.
Judy Inglis (Emily's mom)
Judy Inglis
Port Coquitlam, B.C. Canada - Monday, January 14, 2008 11:03 PM CST

Your book looks fabulous. I am hoping I can get a private viewing.

All of our love to you and your family. Your in our thoughts, and hopefully this Abbott fellow will get his act together and send you that "stuff" your looking for!! :-)
Kerry Somerset <djsom@shaw.ca>
Port Coquitlam, BC Canada - Saturday, January 12, 2008 1:49 PM CST

Wow it must be tough raising children who have as much in the brain and talent category as in the good looks category! I find the front page photo quite splendid.

VB
erinbuenger.blogspot.com
Vickie Buenger <vbuenger@mays.tamu.edu>
Bryan, Tx - Friday, January 11, 2008 8:37 AM CST

Hi Spencer,
You are one amazing guy! I love reading your Dad's stories and you are truly an inspiration to all!
I posted your card and asked everyone I know to give blood, I am happy to tell you I rec'd dozens of emails back telling me how happy they were that I sent them the info and that they had given, some for the first time. I'd love to see your book, I bet it is great!
I don't know the whole story on the drug you are looking for....but keep fighting till you get what you want/need! We're still waiting for the G-CSF to be covered.
Take Care, you have a wonderful family :-)

PS...we share a mutual family friend The Coombs Family!
Gloria & Dejah <gbrd4@shaw.ca>
Port Moody, - Thursday, January 10, 2008 5:44 PM CST

I was all ready to catch a plane to Abbott headquarters to bite someone on the leg...but Joanne told me this would so not be a good idea.
So...instead I am just thinking and hoping the special drug arrived.
The snow is all melted. I don't like this one bit because I love giving myself snow baths! I am thinking of you. So is Joanne

C-Moss Gunning <jgunning@kingston.net>
kingston, On Canada - Thursday, January 10, 2008 4:04 PM CST

Dear Spencer, Foster, Tracey and Steve: Happy new year.
Spencer I love your Christmas card and I was so touched that I had to e-mail it to a friend of mine who is one of the managers at the manufacturing departments of the Canadian Blood services in Vancouver. She was extremely touched and had your card circulated in her department. I know several people who have gone to the blood clinic becaus of your letter. Thank you for being such an inspirational and courageous boy.
Arusha and Farnoosh <aoloumi@bccrc.ca>
Vancouver, BC - Monday, January 7, 2008 5:02 PM CST

Hi Spencer, I received your site today and want to let you know we are giving blood this Wed.my husband is all compatible but I have problems with getting the needles in !!! I will forward this to our friends maybe we can get more for the vampires
Garry and Darlene Marchand <gmarchand@bmts.com>
Kincardine , On Canada - Monday, January 7, 2008 4:55 PM CST

Dear Spencer,

I work at Canadian Blood Services and I have read the card and the letter you have written. Your letter reminded all of us how important our job at CBS is. I shared your letter with the staff in Production who manufacture the different components of blood. You have touched every single one of us. Our prayers are with you. WE promise to do whatever we can to have the blood available for you so you can get better and you keep up the good work of raising awareness about the importance of blood donation.
Haleh Bahrami <haleh.bahrami@blood.ca>
West Vancouver, - Monday, January 7, 2008 4:32 PM CST

Dear Spencer:
Our prayers are with you. Hope you'll be cancer-free one day.
Sara
Vancouver, BC Canada - Monday, January 7, 2008 3:44 PM CST

Spencer, I love your special card. I am going to send a copy to my Dad, who has been donating regularily for years and is often called up to come in and donate when they are short. I need to have some testing done on my blood before I can donate, but I hope to soon follow in his footsteps. I wanted to wish you and your family (and Scupper, of course) a Merry Christmas and a very happy, healthy and loaded with fun, New Year.
Hugs,
Tracey and family xo HAB ps love your snowman drawing! <traceyhewison@shaw.ca>
Calgary, - Thursday, January 3, 2008 11:52 PM CST

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