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Hey Marg,

It's Oct. 9.. Been thinking about you. Miss you tons! Would love to hear your voice right now and especially your laughter. Time keeps ticking away but you are always remembered. I know your spirit is alive and I believe you are encouraging us from the other side - thank you.

I found a handwritten note from you at a particularly difficult time this past year and your encouraging words were so helpful - thank you.

Love always,

Karin
Karin
Vancouver, Canada - Thursday, October 9, 2014 3:02 AM CDT

Hi Margie,
This week marked your 30th Birthday and I wanna say "Happy 30th Birthday" from all of us. We miss you dearly and how I wish you were here to see Alex (who will turn 6 in July) & Kaet (who will turn 3 in Sept) grow up. I know you are watching from above. They are busy little kids and keep us on our toes. We will be going to visit you today as it has been awhile. We love you lots and so miss your presence around here:-) Hugs and Love,
Tse-Jang Family
Lennie
Burnaby, BC Canada - Sunday, June 10, 2012 12:19 AM CDT

Aww Margaret, in one hour it will be your birthday. Another birthday in heaven for you; another birthday I wish I could celebrate with you in person. I think about you often and you will never leave my heart. I miss you!!!!!

With love,
Karin

Karin
Vancouver, Canada - Wednesday, June 6, 2012 1:01 AM CDT

Hi Margaret,
I can't believe it's already been six years since the Lord took you home. I think about you often, and especially when I see sunflowers. I think about how great of an auntie you would have been to Alex & Kaetelynn. I think about how much you would loved to see Kat marry her Dave and be involved with planning cousin Laura's wedding two years ago. Cousin Natalie will be getting married next spring...each time our families celebrate a milestone, you are deeply missed. Love always, Auntie May
Auntie May <myang@telus.net>
Vancouver, BC Canada - Wednesday, November 9, 2011 4:11 AM CST

Hi Margie,
It's been awhile since I'ce dropped in but have been thinking of you lots so here I am. Where do I start, so much to tell you. Kaetlynn will be 1 years old in a few weeks, can't believe how fast the time has gone. She is a active busy little girl like her big bro Alex. At times, I think she is naugthier than him (LOL)...thought a girl would be easier but not for us. Alex turned 4 years old in July and growing up to be a little boy. I miss you lots and wish you were here to see them grow up!!! I know you are watching from above and probably laughing at us when the kids get crazy!! Love you.
Tse-Jang Family <lennietse@hotmail.com>
Vancouver, BC Canada - Monday, September 13, 2010 10:53 AM CDT

Just missed Margaret a lot and came by one of her old emails to me. I am happy Lennie and Kat are doing well:) Please send my regards to Margaret's parents too:) Every time I see sunflowers and pillows, I think of Margaret. Thank you again for inspiring me to live life to its fullest every day:)
Mona <mango_waffle@hotmail.com>
Vancouver , BC Canada - Monday, November 9, 2009 2:25 AM CST

Hi Margie,
Tommorrow marks 4 years since you left this earth. We will be visiting you soon on Sat. with the family. I wanted to let you know that you have a little niece now, the newest member to our family. She was born on Sept 21, 2009 and her name is Kaetlynn. So far, Alex loves her and so does the rest of the family. She is a good little girl now although a little spoiled but that is a given since she is the new baby :-) We miss you and love you!!!
Tse-Jang Family
Vancouver, BC Canada - Thursday, October 8, 2009 6:13 PM CDT

Margaret,

Today, June 6 = your birthday! I got an email "reminder" from friendster the other day (that was bittersweet) but don't worry - I could NEVER forget! (especially since your birthday is exactly one month from mine!)

Still think about you LOTS. Hope you are in the most restful & JOYFUL peace.

www/caringbridge.org/visit/canada/karin

Karin
canada - Saturday, June 6, 2009 1:40 PM CDT

Hi Margie,
I just wanted to drop in and say I really miss you! I want to also tell you that you will be an auntie again:-) Alex is going to be a BIG BROTHER this fall. Although he is not liking the idea much now, I am hoping that he will be happy with it in the end. I guess he doesn't have much of a choice either way. LOL I am going through a tough time now and just wanted to share that with you. We plan to visit you at Easter time. Until then, all my love.
Lennie <lennietse@hotmail.com>
Vancouver, BC Canada - Wednesday, April 1, 2009 8:01 PM CDT

I am so sorry for your loss. Margaret seemed like an amazing young woman. I know you miss her so very much.
Cheryl and Angel Haley <bandcvincent@aol.com>
- Sunday, February 15, 2009 0:04 AM CST

Hey Margie,
Today marks 3 years since you've left this earth and there is so much to tell you. I know you are watching from above and see us down here. AS you know, Kat and Dave are married, Alex is over 2 yrs old (and naughty as ever), and other family members getting married etc. I've been telling Alex more about you as he is understanding more and more each passing day. We were looking at your picture the other day on the fridge but he wasn't quite sure who you were but I told him. I will tell him more and more about you as he grows up. Love you and miss you...all our love from below.
Tse-Jang Family <lennietse@hotmail.com>
Vancouver, BC Canada - Thursday, October 9, 2008 4:00 PM CDT

Dearest Margaret,
Although we never officially met, I feel that I know you. I know what an incredibly amazing, fun, intelligent, vivacious, brave, inspiring, honest, loving and beautiful young woman you were, and just how loved you were, ARE, and always will be, by your loved ones, friends and family. I still regularly come to your Caringbridge site to be inspired by your courage and grace. Today on the third anniversary of your passing, I wish to send my love, prayers and condolences to your family once again, and to say that you continue to inspire, and make the world a better place even though your body is gone.Your spirit lives on and always will.

Lori Lucas <lucasdoula@hotmail.com>
Vancouver , BC - Thursday, October 9, 2008 1:12 PM CDT

Even though I never met Margaret, I would like to send my best wishes to her family and friends...she was a very beautiful person.
serge <serge2332@hotmail.com>
vancouver, canada - Thursday, October 9, 2008 12:16 AM CDT

Dear Margaret...I've been thinking about you alot lately. It's hard to believe that it's almost been 3 years since I last saw you. Things have changed so much since then. Kat & Dave getting married...Joan and Chris engaged!!! The last year's been tough for me, but I'm always inspired when i think of you. How you were always so optimistic, and such a fighter. Alex might look like a tiny speck to you from heaven, but you should take a closer look. He's so cute! And growing quickly! By now, he would've learnt to say 'auntie margaret' (he keeps calling me laura, and I'm trying to rectify that :P). anyways, I just wanted to say hi since it's been awhile.
sarah yang
vancouver, bc canada - Friday, September 19, 2008 4:04 AM CDT

Hi girlie! Been thinking about you lately. Time just flies by, doesn't it? I just wanted to let you know that you're still on my mind and that I still miss you tons. I could never forget that smile of yours, and I hope you keep on smiling for all of us! Missing you tons!
Jessica Yu <yo_jyu@yahoo.ca>
Burnaby, BC Canada - Saturday, July 26, 2008 0:14 AM CDT

I miss you so much Margaret
Lola <lola_cohen@hotmail.com>
Haifa, Israel - Sunday, July 6, 2008 7:07 AM CDT

I'm sure you have met my daughter, Lorraine, up there in Heaven. She, too, became an angel much too soon. We're all in much better hands here on Earth with such lovely young Guardian Angels watching over us.

Remember Lorraine (www.caringbridge.org/ar/lorraineroot)
Terrie L. Root <terrierootlaw@aol.com>
Little Rock, AR - Wednesday, July 2, 2008 6:35 PM CDT

Wow it's been another year. Here we are at your birthday again, Margaret. I think about you all the time. When I was in Calgary I saw Andrea in a commercial for cancer - I can't believe they used her in the ad! I wonder what she would have thought ? I think she would have been proud. After I saw the ad, my first thought was "I have to go tell Margaret!" That's how close you are to my mind. Mona has been thinking of you lots, too.

Even though we miss you, I know that you are surrounded by the most supreme love and that you are continuing to enjoy perpetual peace.

Happy birthday in heaven!

Love,
Karin
Karin's Caringbridge Site
Vancouver, Canada - Saturday, June 7, 2008 0:27 AM CDT

Happy belated birthday in heaven sweet angel Margaret. Your life example continues to lead us. I miss you.
Karin's Caringbridge Site
Vancouver, BC, Canada - Friday, June 8, 2007 7:13 PM CDT

Dear Auntie Margaret,
We wanted to wish you a Happy Birthday yesterday but mom got busy and didn't have a chance to do so. But nevertheless, we were thinking of you on your special day. I have been a busy boy and keeping mom really busy. Miss you and Love you:0) PS. I'm almost 1 years old now and have 6 chompers. (I enjoy biting people right now...I need to try and stop that as mom doesn't like it.)

Alexander Jang <lennietse@hotmail.com>
vancouver , BC Canada - Friday, June 8, 2007 2:52 AM CDT

To the Margaret and family:

Im sorry to here about the passing of Margaret. I went to the same highschool as her. I used to say hi to her when I saw her in the morning walking to school and occasional hellos when I would see her in the hallways at Tupper. Goodbye Margaret. In due time.
Arnold M. <arnold_m@hotmail.com>
Vancouver, Canada - Tuesday, March 27, 2007 10:50 PM CDT

Hi Auntie Margie,
It's Alexander droppin in to say "hello". I am 8 months old today and have since grown my first two bottom teeth.I better keep them clean! I drop by when I am in Oakridge (visiting Dr Tran) to visit your friends at PDG too. Maybe, soon I'll be a patient of theirs.:) Mom says she misses you and wish you were here to see me grow up. She'll tell me all about you when I'm older. We love you.
Alexander Jang <lennietse@hotmail.com>
Vancouver, BC Canada - Friday, March 2, 2007 9:17 PM CST

Just thinking about Marg and thought i'd drop by and say so...

hope the Tse family is doing well :)
Karin's Caringbridge Site
Vancouver, BC, Canada - Sunday, February 18, 2007 2:50 AM CST

I too, have ovarian cancer (28yrs old) and came across this site through someone elses blog. Margaret was so beautiful - I felt like when I was reading her entries, they could have easily been written by me. We seem to have the same type personality. I am currently fighting my first recurrence and only hope that I maintain the same fighting spirit that Margaret had...
Thank you for allowing me to read about her courageous fight,
Sincerely,
Becky Haig
Becky Haig <beckyh@rogers.com>
Barrie, ont Canada - Wednesday, February 14, 2007 8:44 PM CST

Hey Fargo!

First entry in 2007!! Woohoo!! I think it's just so sweet how Karen has continued to write here, I should have thought of that too! hehe Well, you know I miss you all the time especially now that I'm on practicum. We'd laugh a lot at the little stories from students hehe. I'll update you one of these days :) Love you lots...
Laura
Vancouver, - Saturday, February 3, 2007 5:31 PM CST

Margaret lived in the same dorm building as me when she attended UVic. I had chatted with her some times after she moved back to Vancouver. She always impressed me with her optimism and hope. I had been out of the country for the past year and a half and just checked her webpage today to see how she was doing and was shocked and saddened with what I read. Margaret was a great person. Rest in peace.
Matt McCormick
Nanaimo, BC Canada - Thursday, November 2, 2006 12:03 AM CST

Marg!
It's now been over a year since I've seen you.. but you continue to be in my thoughts ~ and I know you are there, in spirit. We all miss you!
Karin's caringbridge site
vancouver, bc, Canada - Wednesday, October 11, 2006 6:31 PM CDT

Margaret,

I have not met you but I hear from Rob about you...
...tender age...but home with the Lord.

God bless all your family and friends...

Pax Cristi,
Mariamne
Mariamne Mariot <mariamne_mariot@yahoo.com>
Cebu, Philippines - Tuesday, October 10, 2006 3:44 AM CDT

Margaret,

It's been a year since you left us, but you're dearly missed by my family and I. We all love and care for you deeply.

Your friend,

Rob
- Tuesday, October 10, 2006 2:30 AM CDT

Dearest Margie,
It has been 1 year today since you left this earth. We love you dearly and miss you lots!!! You are our sweet angel watching us from above in your sunflower garden:)
Lennie, Will, and Baby Alexander <lennietse@hotmail.com>
- Monday, October 9, 2006 7:06 PM CDT

Tse family, Please know that Margaret's memory book is nearing completion, thanks to the many photos Lennie brought in to me, and will be available to all of us at the Paediatric Dental Group to look through, to read her journal writings, and remember her radiant smile. We miss her alot and I know she visits us there when her name appears on a computer under her login name. I don't know who uses her login but it sure is a great reminder of her regardless. You're watching from above, aren't you? We love you still. Karen
Karen Phelan <kmphelan@telus.net>
North Vancouver, - Tuesday, August 15, 2006 11:27 PM CDT

Dear Auntie Margaret,IMGP1546
Hi! I am baby Alexander Jang the newest addition to your family. I was born on July 2, 2006 and my mom tells me you loved me before I was even born. I know my mom and dad will tell me all about you when I grow up. I know that you are an sweet angel watching us all from above. With Love,
Alexander Jang <lennietse@hotmail.com>
Vancouver, BC Canada - Sunday, July 16, 2006 11:23 AM CDT

That's so sweet of you! I'm sure Marg is proudly shining up above, and is showering us with her blessings.
Natalie Yang <moidoi@hotmail.com>
Ottawa, Ontario - Tuesday, July 4, 2006 0:02 AM CDT

It's me again.. are you tired of my messages yet?

I just got back from the North Vancouver Relay for Life, where 2 years ago Margaret raised an astonishing $5,000!!!
I of course thought of her, especially while walking the survivor lap.

I got Margaret a luminary. Her light will be shining bright tonight along the track:

Karin's caringbridge site
vancouver, bc, Canada - Saturday, June 10, 2006 4:06 PM CDT

She will always be in our hearts.
Mai <mai_orchid@hotmail.com>
Vancouver, - Saturday, June 10, 2006 1:02 PM CDT

happy birthday margaret!
...just the other day, my mum and i were walking past the danier leather store at park royal, and i remember the happy day when you and i were there....you are still here in spirit...
Christina L
Vancouver, BC Canada - Thursday, June 8, 2006 3:16 AM CDT

It's now midnight and officially June 6, Margaret's birthday.

"Most people say they are human beings seeking a spiritual path, but I believe we are all SPIRITUAL BEINGS seeking a human path."

Margaret may have left her physical body, but her SPIRITUAL BEING carries on forevermore. May that be of some comfort to us all as we remember her on her first heavenly birthday.
Karin's caringbridge site
vancouver, bc, Canada - Tuesday, June 6, 2006 2:45 AM CDT

This is Karin's brother Jerome. I miss Margaret a lot too, I miss how she'd come rollerblading across town to come visit my sis. I miss her smile and laughter. She's always there in my mind making sure I enjoy and appreciate every second of my life.
Jerome <jxdonline@gmail.com>
- Wednesday, April 12, 2006 9:57 AM CDT

Great idea Karin, and true... I still check on the site a lot cause I love Margaret so much... she might not be here physically but she has STILL such a strong impact on me and my life, she changed all my views and made me realize so many things through her courage and great spirit. She is eternal!
Love to the Tse family and to you too dear Karin!
Lola <lola_cohen@hotmail.com>
Haifa, Israel - Saturday, March 25, 2006 2:30 PM CST

Well this page is in need of more recent guestbook entries, so maybe I'll start a trend. I'm sure there are a lot of Margaret's friends, like me, checking in regularly but not leaving messages. I think of Margaret all the time - she inspires me daily, but of course I miss her too. In fact, Mona & I were just talking about her last night. I am so blessed to have had her as my good friend. She had such a big heart and so much inner joy, despite the suffering she endured.
Thinking of the Tse family !
Karin's caringbridge site
vancouver, bc, Canada - Saturday, March 25, 2006 1:17 AM CST

thinking of you and your angel
Robyn mom to Nicole and angel PJ
www.caringbridge.org/visit/nicole

RW
Petawawa, Ontario (Canada), - Friday, March 10, 2006 9:02 PM CST

If tomorrow starts without me, And I'm not there to see, If the sun should rise and find your eyes, All filled with tears for me; I wish so much you wouldn't cry the way you did today, While thinking of the many things,
We didn't get to say. I know how much you love me, As much as I love you, And each time that you think of me, I know you'll miss me too; But when tomorrow starts without me, Please try to understand, That an angel came and called my name, And took me by the hand, And said my place was ready, In heaven far above, And that I'd have to leave behind
All those I dearly love. But as I turned to walk away, A tear fell from my eye, For all my life, I'd always thought, I didn't want to die. I had so much to live for, So much left yet to do, It seemed almost impossible, That I was leaving you. I thought of all the yesterdays, The good ones and the bad,
The thought of all the love we shared, And all the fun we had. If I could relive yesterday, Just even for a while, I'd say good-bye and kiss you
And maybe see you smile. But then I fully realized, That this could never be, For emptiness and memories, Would take the place of me. And when I thought of worldly things, I might miss come tomorrow, I thought of you, and when I did, My heart was filled with sorrow. But when I walked through heaven's gates, I felt so much at home. When God looked down and smiled at me, From His great golden throne, He said, "This is eternity, And all I've promised you." Today your life on earth is past, But here life starts anew. I promise no tomorrow, But today will always last,
And since each day's the same way, There's no longing for the past. You have been so faithful, So trusting and so true. Though there were times
You did some things, You knew you shouldn't do. But you have been forgiven And now at last you're free. So won't you come and take my hand
And share my life with me? So when tomorrow starts without me, Don't think we're far apart, For every time you think of me, I'm right here, in your heart.
Guest
- Wednesday, January 25, 2006 2:24 PM CST

To the Tse Family,

Our thoughts and prayers are with each of you today, as we all remember the birth of Jesus Christ, our Lord and Saviour.

We pray that each of you can rejoice in the fact that Jesus was "born to die" for each of us, so that we, by repenting and placing our faith in Him as our Saviour, would know eternal life in His presence; knowing that Margaret has received His precious gift and is in heaven today because of Him.

We pray that you would know God's love and comfort, as you endure the struggle of this season without Margaret at your side, and seek to grasp the joy of knowing she is now at her rightful place with Christ in heaven, having eternal peace and joy.

May you know some small measure of comfort in the knowledge that each of you is lifted up to the Lord in prayer by our family and so very many others around the world.

May God bless each of you, and may you know His peace and comfort which surpasses all human understanding. May you know the truth of the poem that Karin posted, and rejoice in Margaret's rightful place in heaven.

With much love, in Christ,

Shelley Hess, and family
Shelley Hess <hessfamily@pacificcoast.net>
North Saanich, B.C. Canada - Sunday, December 25, 2005 9:47 AM CST

Someone posted this poem on the rhabdo-Kids list and I had to share it with you, in hopes that it might bring you some comfort:

Don't think of her
As gone away-
Her journey's just begun,
Life holds so many facets-
This earth is only one...
Just think of her as resting
From the sorrows and the tears
In a place of warmth and comfort
Where there are no days and years.
Think how she must be wishing
That we could know today
How nothing but her sadness
Can really pass away.
And think of her as living
In the hearts of those she touched...
For nothing loved is ever lost-
And she was loved so much.

E. Brenneman

Karin's caringbridge site
vancouver, bc, Canada - Friday, December 23, 2005 4:11 PM CST

Dear Kat and Jack,
it was wonderful to see you last night at the Callanish Christmas party. I know it was overwhelming for you to be there, surrounded by so many of Margaret's friends, but you were so brave for coming out and honoring Callanish, which was such a special place to Margaret. We all missed her there last night too, and I am very proud of you for coming on her behalf.
Karin's caringbridge site
vancouver, bc, Canada - Friday, December 16, 2005 4:57 PM CST

can't tell you how sorry i am... best wishes from austria, europe
www.azr.at.tt
andi <blixen@sonnenkinder.org>
vienna, austria - Thursday, December 8, 2005 4:47 AM CST

i am very sorry to hear about margret's passing. i have been disconected from the world because i was in the hospital. i am very sorry. take care
www.caringbridge.org/canada/89
Nakita <sk8ting_for_life@hotmail.com>
Victoria, B.C. Canada - Friday, December 2, 2005 8:40 PM CST

What a lovely and loving gift to leave behind, and now a beautiful tribute.
Greg Hammond
Lafayette, CA - Wednesday, November 30, 2005 5:21 PM CST

Dear Kathleen and Tse family and Margaret's friends,
Margaret our angel friend still shines on our lives, and I want to tell the Tse family that she is remembered all over the world every single day.
Lola <lola_cohen@hotmail.com>
Haifa, Israel - Wednesday, November 30, 2005 9:00 AM CST

I'm so sad to hear that Margaret has passed away to Heaven. At least, she is with the Lord, and is no longer suffering. Margaret was thoughtful enough to visit Erin's website in October 2004, and wrote some encouraging words. I will keep your family in my prayers.

Love,
Kathy, mom of daughter Erin, age 23, brain tumour survivor
Diagnosed Oct. 7, 2003 - large, diffuse, inoperable brain tumour - left frontal lobe
Biopsy done on Oct. 21, 2003 - oligodendroglioma grade 2
Second opinion Nov. 19, 2003 by Dr. R. Del Maestro - Montreal Neurological Institute
Total Gross Resection of tumour Dec. 18, 2003, Dr. R. Del Maestro, MNI
Final pathology results - oligodendroglioma grade 2, with 1p and 19q deletion
On Trileptal 300 mg. in the am, 600 mg. at bedtime
Seizure-free since craniotomy
First post-op MRI Feb. 20, 2004 - stable
MRI June 2004 - clear scan
MRI September 2004 - another clear scan
MRI January 7, 2005 - clear scan
fMRI March 14, 2005 - clear scan
MRI July 25, 2005 - clear scan
No further treatment at this time, MRI's every 6 months

Read about Erin's journey at:
http://www2.caringbridge.org/canada/erin/

Kathy Colledge
kdcolledge@rogers.com
brynnsmommy@rogers.com
Kathy <kdcolledge@rogers.com>
London, On Canada - Sunday, November 27, 2005 8:09 PM CST

Hi
Ian here just to let you al know i read Margaret's baptism testimony from dec 19/04 as i wa baptized with her

I always read it when i feel down and a bit out of touch with God and when others things are holding me back at time

See You all in church
Ian McCloy <bcpiper@telus.net>
Burnaby, BC - Wednesday, November 16, 2005 9:45 PM CST

To the Tse family,
Please accept my heartfelt condolences on the passing of Margaret. I was not surprised to see the large amount of people who attended her service. Margaret truly touched many people. My impressions of knowing Margaret for the past five years, kind, honest, warm, a person of true integrity and strong spirit. During my forty-nine years of life, I have come to know one thing.....there are truly special people who you occasionaly meet. Upon meeting them you immediately know they are true, strong, kind souls. Margaret was certainly one. Thank you for sharing Margaret with us.
Janice Tomich <tomich@telus.net>
Vancouver, BC Canada - Sunday, November 13, 2005 7:31 PM CST

Dear Family of Margaret. I knew of her from the ovca support group. My mother is currently fighting this disease. My deepest condolences to your family. I will keep you in my prayers.
Deborah Lavallee
Cumberland, RI USA - Thursday, November 3, 2005 1:52 PM CST

Dear Tse Family
i feel so honoured to have been included in Margaret's eulogy. it was a wonderful celebration of her life and of who she was. i was deeply touched. and like Karin, i do check Margaret's site and read her guestbook entries! and Kathleen, when you feel up to it, karin and i would love to see you and have dinner.
Christina Loch
Vancouver, BC Canada - Tuesday, November 1, 2005 11:59 PM CST

To Margaret's family, Peace and blessings to you. I only knew Margaret from a support site. I wish I had known her better but some how I now feel I do.
Jan <jantarantino2002@yahoo.com>
Lakeside, Ca. USA - Monday, October 31, 2005 6:23 PM CST

To Margaret's family, My condolences, I only knew Margaret through her postings to the Ovarian cancer sites, but I admired her courage and bravery.
Mary Hu
Leeds, England[UK] - Monday, October 31, 2005 5:56 PM CST

Hello,
just want you to know that I still stop by here every day, even though I don't always sign in. I am sure many many others are still here visiting, wanting to just look at the picture of Margaret or just remember her in some way. Lennie, thank you so much for your guestbook entry, I would love to have hot pot again! Kat, the invite for dinner with Christina and I is still on, for whenever you are up to it. Don't worry, you are not getting rid of me that easily ;P I will keep in touch for sure!
I wish Marg were here to celebrate Halloween with us, but I know her spirit is nearby. We are still enjoying the special chocolates she picked out for us, and remembering her fondly every time we eat one.

Thinking of you all with love!
Karin's caringbridge site
vancouver, bc, Canada - Monday, October 31, 2005 2:59 PM CST

LOVE ALWAYS BRENDA My Loving Dad's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
EDMONTON,ALBERTA CANADA, - Monday, October 31, 2005 12:09 AM CST

Dear Marry & Jack
We are so sorry for your loss and offer our prayers for you and your family. My wife and I never personally met your daughter Margaret but I am sure she was a beautiful and kind hearted individual like her parents. God has blessed this world with an angel and now she has return to our lord in heaven. Margarets memeory will be carried on and honored by people she met and influenced in her life.
David Wong & Masami Morikawa
Vancouver , BC Canada - Thursday, October 27, 2005 10:57 PM CDT

Hi Kathleen (and the family),

Thank you so much for the update. We are so encouraged to know how Margaret's service was such a blessing and encouragement to so many.

I only knew Margaret through email, and through Karin, but am so grateful to have had that short time, and to have been encouraged and uplifted by our Lord, through her. What a testimony her life is, in many, many ways!

Our family continues to pray for you and your family as you grieve. We are sooo grateful that you know the Lord, and can lean on Him during this time. We pray you are able to rest in His promises, and be blessed with a peace that can only come from knowing Him; a peace which surpasses all human understanding.

We so wish to be able to see the 'bigger picture' that we could gain some understanding, but that is where our faith comes in, and our trust in the Lord. Only He sees the bigger picture, and He is even now orchestrating that perfect plan. We pray you can just trust.

We pray special prayers for your father, as men rarely feel the same sense of freedom to openly grieve that women do, and as the leader and head of your home we know he would be struggling with the idea that he could not do more. It's such a challenging part of our humanness. Yet God makes clear that we are to call on Him alone, do all things in His strength, and accept His perfect will. I pray your father, and each of you, can follow God's encouragement to do this, and have some sense of peace, as a result.

As brothers and sister in Christ, our thoughts and prayers are with you all at this time. I pray that some day we will have the opportunity to meet.

God bless,

Shelley Hess, for the family
Shelley Hess <hessfamily@pacificcoast.net>
North Saanich, , B.C. Canada - Wednesday, October 26, 2005 1:27 PM CDT

To the Tse Family,

My condolences to the Tse family. Last time I talked to here was when I invited her to the get together dinner. This came to me as shock. I'll really miss her. May God help them cope through these tough times.
Stephen Sumalde <stvsum@yahoo.com>
Vancouver, BC Canada - Wednesday, October 26, 2005 11:59 AM CDT

Mrs. Tse, Lennie, Daniel, and Kathleen,
I was looking at the pics you posted of Margaret and I can't believe what a beautiful woman she had turned into. I still remember her when she was in elementary school. I wish I could have been in Vancouver to attend her memorial service and to personally give you all a hug. Please know that you are all in my thoughts and prayers.
Jessica Poon <jessicapoon@hotmail.com>
Ciudad Obregon, Sonora Mexico - Tuesday, October 25, 2005 2:22 AM CDT

Margaret, Im soooooo gona misss you soo much.. Im soo sad & heartbroken that we cant give each anymore hugs but your in heaven now peacefully....... I still think one day your gona walk in the office w/ your big smile:) w/ your work out clothes & give us hugz.... Margaret we will miss you soooooo much @ PDG!! I will miss ya @ our xmas party this year.......... As,I write this.. tears comes out and a li'l smile:)comes out as I see u smiling face looking down on us, as I try to say goodbye but Im not going to I know you were always be here w/ us in our hearts.... never say goodbye.......
Natalie P. <natlee04@msn.com>
Vancouver , BC Canada - Monday, October 24, 2005 11:28 PM CDT

I am praying for peace and comfort for Margaret's family and friends. She is now in the most wonderful place. She is such an inspiration!!
Lori Pierce <Hayden01@tds.net>
Mt Juliet, Tn - Monday, October 24, 2005 10:35 AM CDT

Dear Tse Family,
I am so sorry to hear of your loss. I meet Margaret back in 2004 at Camp Make a Dream. She was always filled with delight and never did not have a smile to greet you with. She lighted up a room! And she will be greatly missed! You all are in my heart and prayers!
Crystal Castle <poptartccastle@yahoo.com>
Denver, PA USA - Sunday, October 23, 2005 2:29 PM CDT

I met Margaret on week after school started at UBC, in sept 2004. I was just arriving in Vancouver and knew nothing about the culture, country, habits and norms... I was missing home a lot and when i was on the bus, I met this wonderful women with her beautiful smile and positive energy. She explained me everything, introduced me her friends, helped me to adapt to this city, so different to France. She invited me all the time, on trip, on partying, for christmas, birthdays... everything that she did, stayed in my memories. THANK YOU SO MUCH MARGARET.

I�ve just learned that she�s gone and I can�t believe it. I�m so sad. She had an unbelievable positive energy and a BIG heart that nobody can have. She conforted me all the time despite to her illness.
I have no word to express my sadness and my feeling about her loss. I WILL MISS YOU A LOT. LOVE.

To the Tse Family,
Please accept my deepest condolences. Margaret was a wonderful women with a big big big heart.
With love and Many kind regards,

Nelly DUONG <duongnelly@hotmail.com>
Paris, France - Saturday, October 22, 2005 2:48 PM CDT

All my deepest sympathies and prayers to the Tse family.

Everyone in the YACN group cherishes the friendships they made with your beloved daughter, Margaret. She is a precious and special soul. She is missed deeply by many.

May the light and love of Christ heal your hearts. May the peace of the Holy Ghost comfort your souls. May the pain dissolve so only the love remains.

God is with you and loves you and knows your sorrow. You are not alone. God mourns with you. Know that you are loved and surrounded with angels who are ministering to you. I truly believe that.

'Blessed are they who mourn,
for they shall be comforted.'
Matthew 5:4

I wish you peace, dear Margaret. You are free of cancer. You are Home. We all love you. Your faith will always be miraculous to me. Thank you for the gift of your belief. It shone out brightly for all to see even in the darkness. Your light will never go out.

'Blessed are the pure in heart,
for they shall see God.'
Matthew 5:8

God bless you and your family.

With Love,
Leah Callen from the YACN
Leah Callen <leahcallen@shaw.ca>
North Vancouver, BC - Friday, October 21, 2005 11:45 PM CDT

Margaret showed me the true meaning of strengh ,and was always looking around her to see what she could do for others.You will never be forgotten Margaret.
michelle fierro <tfierro@remote.pi-securities.com>
Vancouver, B.C Canada - Friday, October 21, 2005 12:13 AM CDT

To the Tse Family,
Please accept my deepest condolences. Margaret touched all the lives she came in contact with including mine. She will be missed by all.
Jim Huynh <jmhuynh@sfu.ca>
Vancouver, BC - Friday, October 21, 2005 12:05 AM CDT

I had the privilege of working with Margaret at Cambie Surgery Centre. I trained her as my CDA assistant. She was so enthusiastic to learn and she learned fast!! She was a pleasure to work with and I will miss her very much. Margaret was an inspiration to us all!
Love Julie Greenwood CDA @ PDG
Julie Greenwood <lj_greenwood@hotmail.com>
Richmond, BC Canada - Thursday, October 20, 2005 6:42 PM CDT

Our lives have been touched by this wonderful young lady. Despite her ordeal, she had faith, dignity and a high spirit. She should be an example to all of us. May she rest in peace. We miss you , Margaret.
Anabel Chan <anabelchan@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, October 20, 2005 5:23 PM CDT

Dear Friends & Family,
I am sorry to hear about your loss. Although I did not know Margaret personally I was aware of her battle through her friend and my niece, Ashley Brear. Our sincere condolences.
Sally lloyd <newslloyd@yahoo.com>
Hamilton, On Canada - Wednesday, October 19, 2005 3:14 PM CDT

Kat & Family:

I am grieving for your loss. Please forgive me for not attending this Friday. I hope you will understand. Those we love never leave us. Thinking of you in your time of sorrow.

Love,
Angela

Angela Mak <aswmak@hotmail.com>
London, UK - Tuesday, October 18, 2005 3:21 PM CDT

To Margaret's family,
I never had the privilege of knowing Margaret, but I got to know her through the eyes of my friend, Andrea. Despite being so ill, Margaret found the time and the energy to support others through the most difficult times of their lives. She gave Andrea the courage to keep fighting and helped her to maintain a positive outlook on life. For that, I will always be grateful. May the Lord grant you comfort at this difficult time. God Bless,
Vivienne Lemos <vivkatt@yahoo.co.uk>
Montreal, QC Canada - Tuesday, October 18, 2005 10:38 AM CDT

Margaret has been a wonderful person who has brightened my life extensively. Although I will not be able to meet with her again after returning to Vancouver, she will always remain in my heart.
Please accept my condolences as I will not be able to attend Margaret's services due to my current situation.
Jeff Gong
- Tuesday, October 18, 2005 1:27 AM CDT

To Jack and your family,
We are so saddened to hear about your loss. Although we never met Margaret in person, we've heard so much about her from her dad at St. John Ambulance.
He always spoke so fondly of his daughter, and you could hear the love and pride in his voice. Margaret is a spirit who has touched many, even those she never met.
Our heartfelt condolences to her family and friends.
Peace and love,
Paul and Karen Wong
Paul & Karen Wong <paul_div59ds@yahoo.com>
Vancouver, BC - Tuesday, October 18, 2005 0:53 AM CDT

Dear family of Margaret, We are sorry to hear that margaret has passed on but she is in a better place I'm sure. May God continually surround you with his love and peace that passes all knowledge and understanding.
LaJoyce Shrom <ashrom@polk.main.nc.us>
Tryon, NC USA - Monday, October 17, 2005 9:11 AM CDT

Stopping by like I have so many times-
Miss you Margaret but oh how sweet it is that you are dancing in heaven- how wonderful.

Kat- though we never met - you'll always be in my thoughts and hope you realize God will give you peace and wonderful memories.

Much love from SC,
Jenn Sprouse
Jenn Sprouse <jtsprouse@bellsouth.net>
Pauline , SC - Monday, October 17, 2005 7:09 AM CDT

To Margaret and Family,
I have been truly touched by the strength that Margaret has demonstrated throughout her four year battle. Please accept my condolences, and I know her inspiration for others will live on for a long time to come.
EP
Vancouver, BC Canada - Monday, October 17, 2005 1:15 AM CDT

Dear Margaret's Family:

Please accept my sincere condolences for the loss of dear, sweet Margaret. May her beautiful soul rest in peace and may her loving memories be with you for ever.

With love & many kind regards,

Shirin
Shirin Abadi <SAbadi@bccancer.bc.ca>
Vancouver, BC CANADA - Sunday, October 16, 2005 11:56 PM CDT

I remember Margaret from my time at Tupper as a teacher and a grad sponsor. Margaret was a hard working, effective and reliable Grad Chairperson. She represented, and always considered, all members of the class of 2000. She was also an excellent commentator for our Grad Fashion Show. Reading Margaret's journal, I am inspired and moved by her courage and faith; as I am sure all, who have read her words and who knew Margaret personally, are sure to be. Margaret will be remember by everyone who knew her and everyone who reads her words. My deepest sympathy to her family and friends. They have lost someone precious and she will be sorely missed.
Mrs. Jeffers <njeffers@telus.net>
White Rock, BC Canada - Sunday, October 16, 2005 7:03 PM CDT

Dear Kat and Tse family,
You are in my thoughts, and I would like to offer you my deepest condolences. Although, I never had the pleasure of meeting Margaret, from reading these entries I am amazed at the many lives she has touched in such a positive way.
May you rest in peace.
Shima Yamauchi <planet_shimster@yahoo.com>
Vancouver, B.C. Canada - Sunday, October 16, 2005 5:30 PM CDT

Dear Kat and the Tse family,
I am sadden by your lost and would like to give you my deepest sympathy as I believe that things ended in a peaceful way. I have heard Kat tell me stories about her sister and from that I knew that Margaret was a great person with a strong will and a a desire to live life to the fullest. I am sure she will be missed and it is my loss for never getting a formal chance to meet her.
Felix Li <lixerx@hotmail.com>
Vancouver, BC Canada - Sunday, October 16, 2005 4:36 PM CDT

Dear Tse Family,

It is hard to believe that such a energetic person has been taken away. I wish to express my deepest condolence for your loss.
Mark Deer <mdeer@sfu.ca>
Vancouver, BC Canada - Sunday, October 16, 2005 2:46 PM CDT

I'm so sorry for your loss! I have came here before but, sometimes it's hard to remember how I ever got here before. Anyway, God Bless you all!

Connie (FOA) <conniecalvo@earthlink.net>
San Antonio, tx - Sunday, October 16, 2005 0:31 AM CDT

I will remember your family in my prayers.
Stephanie and RachelJoy <mom2rj@comcast.net>
- Saturday, October 15, 2005 10:30 PM CDT

To Margaret's family,

We were so saddened to learn of Margaret's passing, but are thankful it was very peaceful and that she is safe with God, with no more suffering. Although we didn't know Margaret personally, we have heard many wonderful things about her over the years from our daughter, Serena, and from her website. She was an inspiration to all, with her bravery, cheerfulness, concern for others, and of course her deep faith. Our son Blair, who went snowboarding with her and Serena, and said how he admired her high spirits and energy, joins us in sending our sincere condolences. We hope that knowing how much she was loved by so many will help to comfort you now. Our hearts go out to you, and you are in our prayers.

Sincerely,
Marian, Ian and Blair Slater.
Marian and Ian Slater <Ian_Slater@telus.net>
Vancouver, B.C. Canada - Saturday, October 15, 2005 10:01 PM CDT

A very special young lady with a big heart. It's tough knowing that she's no longer with us but it's comforting to know that she is now at peace and closer to God. It's just hard to lose people you love. I hope it comforts the family to know how many people had such warm, fond feelings for our sweet Margaret.
To Margie: I truly regret not having had more time to spend with you. You'll forever be in my thoughts and in my heart.
I hope her spirit lives on in everyone's memories of her.
Elaine Bawica <elaine23_viray@hotmail.com>
Vancouver, BC Canada - Saturday, October 15, 2005 7:12 PM CDT

To the Tse Family,
May the peace which comes from the memories of love shared comfort you now and in the days ahead.
Ian Mak <ianmak@osgoode.yorku.ca>
TORONTO, ON CANADA - Saturday, October 15, 2005 5:59 PM CDT

I heard about Margaret's passing just 2 days ago and spent the last 2 days in my spare time reading her journal entries from beginning to end. i can't believe she was going through so much! Thinking back, just a year ago i bumped into her and everything seemed fine. She was upbeat and bubbly, just like the same Margaret i knew in high school. I'm saddened that she is no longer with us, but happy that she is not suffering in pain. She is in a better place. Her spirit will be with us forever.
Frances Pei <francesyfp@yahoo.com>
Vancouver, BC Canada - Saturday, October 15, 2005 1:49 PM CDT

Margaret was such an inspiration. Words cannot express my admiration for her strength and her courage. Her smiling face and beautiful spirit will be missed at the Paedatric Dental Group and in my heart.
Andrea Stewart <agstewart1@msn.com>
Vancouver, BC Canada - Saturday, October 15, 2005 12:43 AM CDT

When I heard a few years ago that Margaret was diagnosed with ovarian cancer, I could not believe it...I asked myself, why do the worst things always happen to the best people. It makes sense though...even after reading margaret's journal entries, the more she let the Lord do what needed to be done, the closer she got to him...he always wants the best ones for himself, and I am so completely saddened by this loss but, I am comfortable with the thought that she is up there with Sabrina (another young soul lost) and our saviour...pain-free. Margaret always saw the glass as half-full, she had a whole other perspective on life and was always a leader not a follower. She never judged people and she always had an open heart. I have a 2 year old daughter myself and after hearing of Margart's diagnoses and passing, you realize how important the human life is. I cherish everyday I have with my daughter, just like I know Margaret cherished everyday that she had left...
"The Lord is my light and my salvation, for whom shall I fear..." Psalms 27
Jackie Pierre <Jamaicantrini@Yahoo.ca>
Vancity, BC Canada - Saturday, October 15, 2005 10:37 AM CDT

Margaret and I were on the Tupper Student Council together and the two of us planned and organzied many events. Her enthusiasm and willingness to help others will forever be etched in my mind. Thank you for all the wonderful memories Margaret. May you rest in peace.
Aman Manhas <amanmanhas@gmail.com>
Vancouver, Canada - Saturday, October 15, 2005 4:18 AM CDT

Dear Tse Family,
You should be so proud to have brought such an inspirational person into this crazy world. Margaret touched all of us at the Paediatric Dental Group in many ways and will feel her loss for a long time to come. If being successful means you've inspired someone to be a better person then Margaret was the Donald Trump for me. She made me forget the pettiness of everyday life and look inward to find what's most in important in life- friends and family. I will miss you greatly my dear but you will never be forgotten.
Karen Phelan <kphelan@shaw.ca>
North Vancouver, B.C. Canada - Friday, October 14, 2005 8:46 PM CDT

Lynn & I watched all the Tse kids grow up to be terrific young adults, and so we share your sorrow in losing Margaret so early in her life. We'll miss her thoughtfulness, kindness and humour.

We had a lunch today at EDS Vancouver to launch our branch's United Way charity drive (starting next week) and so it seemed appropriate to direct my contribution dedicated in her memory, to one of her charities.

Love - Lynn, Emily -and-
Uncle Al
Vancouver, BC Canada - Friday, October 14, 2005 5:47 PM CDT

My name is Lisa and I am a classmate of Katleen's. My condolences go out to you, I am so sorry for your loss. From the stories I heard from Kat, Margaret sounded like such a wonderful young woman, someone who I wish I could have met. Take care, and my prayers are with you.
Lisa Fraser <Lisa6856@hotmail.com>
Vancouver, - Friday, October 14, 2005 4:40 PM CDT

Dear Margaret's Family,
I've known Margaret since all through elementary and high school. I was talking to friend the other day and I was shocked to hear Margaret's passing. I am deeply sorry for your loss. She had a big heart, always so kind. She will be greatly missed. Margaret was truly a genuine person. I can only imagine what you are going through. I send my deepest condolences to you.
Harj Rai
Harj <harjit_rai@hotmail.com>
Vancouver, BC Canada - Friday, October 14, 2005 4:19 PM CDT

I met Margaret in High School and she was one of those girls who was always laughing. Your beautiful smile and bubbly personality is something i'll never forget.

My deepest condolences to the Tse family.

Amrit Manhas <amrit.manhas@gmail.com>
Vancouver, BC Canada - Friday, October 14, 2005 3:48 PM CDT

Dear Tse family,

We knew this battle was very hard on our beloved Margaret. I can't imagine what you all are feeling at this moment. I met Margaret at Camp Make A Dream in winter of 04', I was blessed to have a beautiful week with her that winter. From there we continued to maintain our friendship. Everywhere I turn in my house there are gentle reminders of Margaret. As I sit here at my desk typing this I can see two letters from her with beautiful words as only she knew how to write. I can't help but burst into tears every now and then because of the grief and sorrow I feel, not just for me, for you the family, anybody that came into contact with her or the world for losing such an angel here on earth. She most definitely earned her wings and I know she is busy up in Heaven trying to make sure everything that she knew and loved is being taking care of. I feel selfish at time to mourn her loss, I am excited to know that we will meet one day again. Tse family she is truly a blessing and I'm so very, very sorry for your loss. I'm sure you are all pretty numb at this point. I know we've never met, but if there is anything we can do, please let us know. Please consider yourself hugged and squashed and know that we all feel very blessed to have know here even for this brief time. A portion of my heart is with you always, and a part of it has been broken forever. I find comfort in knowing that she is most defintely up there dancing with the Angels right this very minute. The sunshine we feel is now Margaret smiling that beautiful smile down on us. All my love to you during this most difficult time.

Please consider yourself hugged and squashed-
Love,
Jo (mama)
WYAC 04'
Jo Wardell <jofromde@yahoo.com>
Wilmington, DE USA - Thursday, October 13, 2005 9:44 PM CDT

Margaret was always a sweet and positive person who could always bring a smile to everyone's heart. I remember her back in the old days of highschool. She was a kind loving person who loved to give others a helping hand. She performed alot of volunteer work in highschool and was a role model to all our students at Tupper.

I will miss your enthusiasm, Margaret, and warmth.

I still remember back then in grade 8 when you told me during the "About Myself" project that you always wanted to build your own house when you grew up. Your dreams will still carry on within each of us and you will live forever in memory through your friends, family, and colleagues.
Eugene Lee <species228@hotmail.com>
Vancouver, Canada - Thursday, October 13, 2005 8:24 PM CDT

Sorry to hear about the loss of your beautiful daughter. She truly was a fighter and an inspiration to everyone. Margaret was a true light. My thoughts and prayers are with you during this difficult time.
Robin Brunet <robinb@neptune.on.ca>
Bradford, Ontario Canada - Thursday, October 13, 2005 1:47 PM CDT

Margaret

I still can't believe you are gone. I can still see you smiling and always being there for help. I will miss you greatly.

To the Tse Family:

I don't know how to say, but I am extremely sorry for your loss. In just 5 years, I got to know Margaret, and she made a remarkable place in my heart. My best wishes are with you.
Hardeep C <sweetdivas02@hotmail.com>
Vancouver, BC Canada - Thursday, October 13, 2005 12:39 AM CDT

Words can't even explain enough when you lose someone who has a permanent place in your life.. You may not talk to them everyday, but wonderful memories are enough... Margaret and I went to the same elementry school as well as high school, she was always a dear friend. Photo's from school's and birthday's, will be cherished forever.. I am ever so grateful to have gotten the chance to share childhood and highschool memories with Margaret. Words just can't explain enough..... Margaret you will be missed dearly.
Rosey Mani <rosey415@hotmail.com>
Surrey, BC Canada - Thursday, October 13, 2005 11:42 AM CDT

LOVE ALWAYS BRENDA My Loving Dad's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
EDMONTON,ALBERTA CANADA, - Thursday, October 13, 2005 11:36 AM CDT

My deepest sympathy to family and friends. This is a horrible disease that I lost my precious 16 year old daughter too also.

Together in Sadness
Deneen
www.caringbridge.org/page/tiffanie
Deneen Gethouas <dgethouas@state.pa.us>
Enola, PA USA - Thursday, October 13, 2005 11:25 AM CDT

My condolescence to the Tse Family. I first met Margaret in grade 8 at Tupper. She was such a bubbly and pleasant person to be around with. I got to know her really well from soccer. Just wanted to let you know Margaret, you were the best defense player on our team. May you rest in peace.
Rita <brown_tequila_143@hotmail.com>
Vancouver, B.C. Canada - Wednesday, October 12, 2005 11:09 PM CDT

Margaret is not hurting anymore. She is with her heavenly father who has greeted her with open arms. We will all miss her, a lot. I met her at Winter YAC '04. She was an inspiration to us, all. I'm glad that I got to met her. Life is so precious. All of us show this in many ways.

God's peace to us, all.
Erin Carr <erin.c@verizon.net>
Aloha, OR Washington - Wednesday, October 12, 2005 11:02 PM CDT

Dear Margaret,
I am sorry to hear that you are no longer with us, but I believe that your spirit is watching over all those you loved and who loved you.
You have been an amazing model of strength and inspiration and kindness and cheerfulness to so many of us.
I remember how touched I was when you contacted me through the email you got from sonia.
thank you for remembering me, and our brief conversation at a time when you would've been so overwhelmed.
i was so amazed when i followed your link to this website and found the honesty with which you told the journey of your fight and shared your life.
your entries spoke many things that i was not strong enough to talk of for years.
your love for life, for everything around you, and your spirit touched and inspired me.
even though we weren't in touch often, i know that i will always continue to think of you and remember you.

i really had hoped to be there next friday, i am sorry i won't be able to attend and share in the memories.

you truly are an amazing girl.

rest in peace, margaret.

I send my deepest condolences to the Tse family.

teresa <teresaaa@interchange.ubc.ca>
vancouver, bc canada - Wednesday, October 12, 2005 9:46 PM CDT

Sweet Margaret it was so nice to share all of high school with you, I�m so happy I even got the pleasure of meeting you. Thank you for always being so caring and friendly your smile will never be forgotten
My deepest condolences to the Tse family
Love Jessica Jackson

Jessica Jackson <sjackson604@shaw.ca>
vancouver, canada - Wednesday, October 12, 2005 9:12 PM CDT

I�ve been blessed to have known Margaret since our early years of primary school. Her bubbly personality and loving nature will be etched in my heart forever. Margaret - you�ll be dearly missed and fondly remembered. Your strength is truly an inspiration.
Venita Singh <venita112@hotmail.com>
Vancouver, BC Canada - Wednesday, October 12, 2005 8:27 PM CDT

I was but one of many people you came into contact with for but a short period of time. What an impression you made on me. You fought and never gave up.

I deal with dying patients every day as a doctor. Sometimes I forget that behind all the lines and tubes coming out, the patient is a real person, with family and friends that care. Thank you for reminding me that a patient is more than just blips and tracings on a monitor. My training has taught me to diagnose, to cure and to comfort. But you taught me how to be a doctor.

Rest in peace, Margaret.
Brian
Chicago, IL USA - Wednesday, October 12, 2005 8:12 PM CDT

Margaret,
You were always smiling and shall continue to smile brightly from above, surrounded by God's warmth and love. Although you have moved to a better place now, you will never be gone from our hearts.

Love,
Susanne

My deepest condolences to Margaret's family and friends.
Susanne <shumpegasus@msn.com>
Vancouver, BC - Wednesday, October 12, 2005 6:58 PM CDT

Margaret,
I've known you since our days at Brock and I will always remember you as the girl who always had a big smile on her face and an even bigger heart. It's selfish of me to say that I'll miss you when I know that you're in a better place now. It's selfish of me to still feel guilty over not knowing about the cancer when I talked to you a couple years ago at Joseph's house. So, I'm going to set that aside.
You have always been a paragon of strength and it warms my heart to know that you now feel no more pain, and are smiling down to us from Heaven. May the arms of God embrace you as you have embraced us.

With love,
Michael

Dear Tse family,
Unfortunately I will not be able to attend the services on October 21st. Please accept my condolences.
Michael Kwan <ubcmichael@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, October 12, 2005 5:24 PM CDT

Dear Kat, Lennie, and family,
I could never say enough about the impact of Margaret's life. She was a gift to all who knew and loved her and I join you in your grief. I find comfort in the triumph she exuded in her last days and the peace she seemed to find. We are blessed to have had her in our lives.
Kat, I am here for you and love you too!

I dont know what else to write at this time, but I've shared more on my website in my latest entry.
Lots of love

Karin

Karin's site
Vancouver, - Wednesday, October 12, 2005 12:04 AM CDT

Dear Kathleen,

My heart & prayers have been with you and your family ever since I came to know Margaret thru Ahsley and thru her website.
I was truly amazed at the strengh she had to continue her updates and her fight despite the pain she was in. I have been forever inspired by her will to live and will always remember her for her infectious smile that brought such happines to all around her.
Although I never got the chance to meet her in person she has truly impacted my life in a great way.
I am comforted now knowing she is with her God and has found the peace she was looking for......free from pain and free from cancer.

"To live in the hearts we leave behind is not to die......"

Donna
Donna
PoCo, BC - Wednesday, October 12, 2005 9:38 AM CDT

Dear Tse Family,
Words cannot express the sorrow we are feeling towards the passing of our Sweet Sunflower, Margaret.
It's hard to believe that it was just last Thursday that we dropped by the hospital to visit her.
She was definately a model of strength, courage and optimism to everyone that was touched by her story.
The only thing that comforts us now is knowing that she is no longer suffering and in a better place now.

Kat, its nice to know that you were by here side in her last moments with us. We're sure you provided her with the much needed love and comfort. Please, please call us if you need anything. You know that we will do whatever we can to help.

Margaret: You'll be in our hearts forever. Thank you for your love, friendship, laughter and for just being your wonderful self.

Jenn & Andrew
Vancouver, BC Canada - Wednesday, October 12, 2005 3:16 AM CDT

My condolences to the Tse family. Kat, if you need someone to talk to, you know I'm here to listen.
Stella <stella__li@hotmail.com>
Vancouver, Canada - Wednesday, October 12, 2005 2:22 AM CDT

Thanks for being a part of our lives, Margaret. You are truly an inspiration to every life you've touched upon. You will be deeply missed by us all.
Jamie Nguyen
Vancouver, BC - Wednesday, October 12, 2005 2:17 AM CDT

My sincere condolences for the Tse family. My prayers are with you and may God's eternal light shine upon Margaret's soul as she enters His heavenly kingdom.
Kaye Liao <kayeliao@yahoo.ca>
Richmond, BC Canada - Wednesday, October 12, 2005 1:37 AM CDT

Dear Tse Family, please let me know if there is anything you need help with. I am here to lend a hand or a pair of ears.
mona
- Wednesday, October 12, 2005 1:24 AM CDT

Margaret will always be cherished in my heart.

Sandy <msxhung@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, October 12, 2005 0:16 AM CDT

Margie!Now you are in a better place, no more pain nor suffering. Just remember that you have made a difference in all of our lives and your dream to help find a cure for cancer will still live on with us. You will be sadly and greatly missed, and we know that you will always still be in our hearts. I had the great pleasure of knowing you and will cherish the time that we spent together.
Maneesh Puri <maneesh_puri@yahoo.ca>
Pokhara, Nepal - Tuesday, October 11, 2005 11:24 PM CDT

To the Tse family. I'm deeply sorry for your loss. I knew Margaret from her Cotton Ginny days. It saddens me to hear how a great girl has passed on. May she rest in peace with God.
Melissa Chan <mkchan@alumni.sfu.ca>
Vancouver, BC Canada - Tuesday, October 11, 2005 11:23 PM CDT

My condolence goes out to the Tse family and friends of Margarate. She was a wonderful and kind hearted person. I had the pleasure of knowing Margaret in High school. She was always a vibrent and upbeat person. When a person talks of Margaret they always say that she was a nice person, and a good friend. I will always remember her heartface and her wonderful smile!
She will be greatly missed!
My prayers will be with her.
Neenu Neminathan - Friend from Tupper <neenu5@msn.com>
Brampton, On Canada - Tuesday, October 11, 2005 10:16 PM CDT

I am sorry for loss. She was a trooper and always smiling. May she rest now in Peace and may she look down on us smiling from Heaven in the arms of the Lord. She will be in my prayers.
Angela Lavides <Rosetrinity@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, October 11, 2005 9:59 PM CDT

Everyone who knew Margaret will never forget her warm and loving nature. She will always be in our hearts. Our thoughts and prayers are with you. God bless you.
Azeema & Riyaz <azeemaj@yahoo.com>
Vancouver, BC Canada - Tuesday, October 11, 2005 9:53 PM CDT

"A leaf in the book of life is gently turned today."
Our prayers and condolences are with you,

Andrew and Jennifer Torrance and Family <Drew474747@aol.com>
Richmond, BC Canada - Tuesday, October 11, 2005 2:51 PM CDT

Even though we are still overwhelmed by Margaret�s passing, we just wanted to add what we could not come-up with 2 days ago while under the shock of the news. We have known Margaret, as a friend of Karin, for about 4 years. We loved her visits to Karin in our home as she was such a cheerful, outgoing, courageous, considerate and understanding young person. While Karin was going through her chemotherapies, Margaret would always come and visit her at BCCA as well as at home, while she was herself fighting the disease and often working as well. She always brought home her beautiful smile and �joie de vivre� as well as numerous little �home-made with love� gifts to brighten the day. We will always remember the succulent cookies she was baking for us. This was her �secret recipe� and she intended to someday sell it commercially as everyone who tried it found it absolutely fantastic! There is so much more we could say about the joy she brought in our life, suffice to say that we have been honored and blessed to have her cross our path in this life and that we have for her an immense love and admiration. She has been in our daily prayers for months and, even though we are so sad that she has left this world, we are thankful to God that she was able to leave peacefully, surrounded by her family and that she is now at peace close to the God she loved so much and free for ever of any suffering. Margaret, you are now our beautiful angel in the sky and you�ll continue to be in our thoughts and prayers.

To the Tse family: no words can come close to helping you deal with the loss of such a wonderful child. Please know that you are in our thoughts and prayers and do not hesitate to call on us if we can be of any help.

Love,

Lauren and Patrick (Karin's parents)
Vancouver, BC Canada - Tuesday, October 11, 2005 1:58 PM CDT

Margaret left a legacy behind and will never be forgotten. Her friend Karin kept many of us updated on her and I know this is a very sad time for all of you right now. May you soon find comfort in knowing she is pain free/cancer free! HUGS!
Christina Lillig
www.CancerWarriors.org
www.caringbridge.org/ga/ashleylillig
mom to my little fighter of Rhabdo since birth!
Christy Lillig <Christina@cancerwarriors.org>
- Tuesday, October 11, 2005 1:24 PM CDT

I'm so sorry for your loss. Margaret was a special women who spread happiness to those she never even met.
Our prayers are with you.
Connie - Mom to Jeff(21)
www.caringbridge.org/oh/jeffreyscott
Connie Guy <conguy2801@aol.com>
Twinsburg, OH USA - Tuesday, October 11, 2005 11:20 AM CDT

As I have many days I have come to check on Margaret again- it's been a part of my day for several weeks now
- Rest in complete peace sweet Margaret and oh how you must be dancing with Jesus!! I wrote yesterday but felt like visiting again- love and hugs from SC-
Jenn Sprouse <jtsprouse@bellsouth.net>
Pauline , SC - Tuesday, October 11, 2005 9:55 AM CDT

Hello to all of you,

Although I never knew Margaret, and although I do not know what it is to feel the constantness of this disease, I do know that I am saddened by the loss of a good kind soul. I heard of Margaret's passing through a good friend and will forever be shaken by what kind of an impact a person can have on someone's life in such an indirect way. Life is short, but somehow Margaret's message of strength and kindness will forever live on.

I wish her family and friends peace and comfort in the knowledge that her suffering has ended and that her life although brief has affected so many.

May you find love and comfort in the ones around you, please allow them to take care of you and support you.

With love,

Sara de Bellefeuille <sunpetal@hotmail.com>
Montreal, QC Canada - Tuesday, October 11, 2005 8:03 AM CDT

I am so very sorry to hear about Margaret's passing,i started following her after reading Karin's page and have come often to check on her since then,she was so very strong,honest and beautiful.I know she's going to be missed by everyone who knew her.
You're all in my prayers,
Theresa
Executive Director
Cancer Warriors Angel Network
www.cancerwarriors.org
Theresa Heath <danjotay@comcast.net>
Rowlett, Tx - Tuesday, October 11, 2005 7:28 AM CDT

Dear Margaret,
I don't know if you can read this, but I imagine you can do anything from Heaven. I am so truly sorry to know that you are no longer here with us... but I bet you've been thinking just what Heaven must be like... now you know.. I hope it is everything you dreamed of. I just want you to know that I prayed for you as hard as I could... I know my mom would be a friend to you up above... you both have something in common, fighting the same cancer. I am so proud of you, your strength and will to live... I will surely never forget the really special person that you were. Till we meet for the first time! Rest in peace, sweet angel...

~*~*Girlie's Page*~*~

Love always,
XOXOXOXOXOXOXO
Janice <janiceliew1981@yahoo.com>
Melbourne, Australia - Tuesday, October 11, 2005 5:24 AM CDT

To Dearest Margaret's family
I am so saddened to read of Margaret's death. She was such an inspiring young lady who I admired so much. She handled herself with grace and dignity in dealing with her illness. Please know that caring thoughts and prayers are send to you all. It has been a privilege to know Margaret through her Caringbridge site.
God bless Margaret and look after her. God also bless the Tse family at this difficult time........
Joan Boyle <jbcb@videotron.ca>
Montreal, Quebec Canada - Monday, October 10, 2005 8:58 PM CDT

Margaret up above and her family,

I am crying right now and am really inspired by your web journal. My Aunt informed her readers of her breast cancer blog that Margaret passed away. She told us how beautiful and lovely Margaret was and how much hope and love she took from her relationship with Margaret. Thank you for that and I am sorry to have not found this site before her passing... but I am will pray for Margaret's family and her new life.
Mark <mark@itsahabit.com>
Los Angeles, CA - Monday, October 10, 2005 8:06 PM CDT

Margaret,

Thanks for letting us along for your journey. Your honesty has been so inspiring and encouraging to so many who only "know" you through your writings. Your impact here is rippling throughout Canada and across the United States and who knows where else. Thanks for your strength and determination. Enjoy your reward, Margaret. No pain. Jesus' welcome. Well done.
Shelly <jayandshel@msn.com>
Reno, nv - Monday, October 10, 2005 7:15 PM CDT

Dearest Tse family, while I have not written in here before I want to share my deepest sympathies with you about Margaret. I knew her from Camp Make-A-Dream. She was an amazing individual with an awesome love for life. I am terribly sorry to hear that she has left us. My thoughts are with you during these hard times.
Tasha Dunham <wonderwoman5796@yahoo.com>
Livermore Falls, ME USA - Monday, October 10, 2005 6:06 PM CDT

Dearest Margaret,
Although I never met you, you were an inspiration and a lifeline to my best-friend, Andrea Elder. I have witnessed first hand the miraculous effect you have had on her, giving her the gifts of strength, courage, and perhaps most important, understanding. Words cannot express how grateful we are to you for this. May your family know that you are in our thoughts and prayers, and that your incredible influence will not be forgotten.
Love,
-david
David Wright <david.wright1@mail.mcgill.ca>
Montreal, Qc Canada - Monday, October 10, 2005 5:15 PM CDT

Dear Tse Family,

Our thoughts and prayers are with you during this difficult time. We were stunned as we read your entry today. Please know that you are surrounded by many who care about you all..and may you find peace in knowing that Margaret is no longer in pain...

Our deepest condolences,

Maggie and Joseph Lee
Maggie and Joseph Lee <chairperson_m@hotmail.com>
Vancouver, BC Canada - Monday, October 10, 2005 3:21 PM CDT

My thoughts and prayers are with your family during this difficult time- I've been following Margaret's story for awhile now and am amazed by her strength and courage.
Diana <dianasinger06@yahoo.com>
Dallas, TX - Monday, October 10, 2005 1:19 PM CDT

Dear Tse Family

Kevin and I are very good friends of Margaret and I'm so sorry that she passed away, but now is with our Lord and a very special angel watching over all of us with her beautiful smile and love.
We will still continue to pray as she joins the Lord from above.
Lots of love
Kevin and Leanne Jones <khmjones@telius.net>
Victoria, BC Canada - Monday, October 10, 2005 12:34 AM CDT

I am so very sorry to hear about Margaret. I followed her story for so long. Will be praying for your family.

With love,
Joanne and the Dream Team
~Bridge of Dreams ~
~The Prayer Bears~
Ones Who Care

~Simply Joanne~

Joanne <joanne173@gmail.com>
- Monday, October 10, 2005 12:01 AM CDT

Dear Tse Family,

We grieve with you as you bear the loss of your daughter, sister, sister-in-law. We also rejoice with you, knowing she is with our Heavenly Father now, more perfectly at peace and pain free than we can ever picture. We rejoice that you will be reunited, in the Lord's timing.

We are so thankful for the wonderful day Margaret was able to have on Saturday, for the peace that each of you has, knowing that!

We praise God for the family that brought Margaret those verses on Saturday that clearly gave her such encouragement, as she looked to the Lord's Word for her comfort!

We are so thankful that she has now received her heavenly rewards, and great they are!

We are so thankful that she is delivered from further pain or suffering.

We are so thankful that each of you knows the Lord, and pray that you can steadfastly keep your eyes cast upon Him in this very difficult time. We pray that you will know His comfort, and a peace that only He can provide, at a time like this, and always.

Our love and prayers continue for you all.

God bless,

David, Shelley, Riad and Taylor Hess
Shelley Hess <hessfamily@pacificcoast.net>
North Saanich, , B.C. Canada - Monday, October 10, 2005 11:36 AM CDT

I only knew Margerot from her caringbridge page, but she always wrote so honestly and her love of life and amazing attitude was obvious in every entry. My prayers are with you now.
kathy Joannaand wilson <kathywilson@optonline.net>
- Monday, October 10, 2005 10:17 AM CDT

Dear family of Margaret:

So sorry for your loss. Heaven sings...an angel gains her wings.

Hugs,

Linda Miko Linda�s Page <lmiko@wideopenwest.com>
Clinton Township, MI - Monday, October 10, 2005 9:04 AM CDT

Margaret- I followed your story and am saddened that you are gone from this world, however I rejoice that you are with Jesus and that you dance in heaven!!!!

Oh how the angels must be glad to see you and your savior wanted you so much!!!! You are free, pain free, and forever with God.

Margarets family-
Mercy Me sings I can only imagine..... Imagine her with Jesus and a smile on her face!! Our prayers are with you and we are saddened by your loss- please know even strangers, people like us that found her site months ago, feel connected to you and send you love, hugs and many prayers for comfort and joy.

Love from SC,
Jennifer and Tommy Sprouse
Jenn and Tommy Sprouse <jtsprouse@bellsouth.net>
Pauline , SC - Monday, October 10, 2005 6:46 AM CDT

To Margaret's family...
I am sorry for your loss. Margaret was a beautiful and wonderful person, and I am sure that she is now the finest angel next to our Lord, and that she is watching us from up there. I loved Margaret so much, even though we never met in real life, she was one of a kind...
Lots of love and support to you all
Lola <lola_cohen@hotmail.com>
Haifa, Israel - Monday, October 10, 2005 3:12 AM CDT

To Margaret's family:
I'm sorry for your loss.
I've known Margaret since Brock Elementary School. Although we were never close friends, I've always admired her energy and smiles. She will be missed.
Elaine
Vancouver, BC Canada - Monday, October 10, 2005 2:06 AM CDT

Dear Tse Family

when i read the entry today, my heart literally sank as i read the first sentence. truthfully, i am in shock, but i also feel that she is now in peace, no longer in pain, and i know that she has gone to a wonderful, beautiful place, because she was such a wonderful, kind, generous, loving and talented individual. during my last visit with margaret on thursday, i asked her if i could give her a kiss on her forhead. she said yes. during my visit (i was with karin and margaret's brother daniel) we ate some chocolate that daniel had given her. and after i finished mine, margaret gave me her share! her generosity and strength and courage never left her. she was still the margaret i had grown to love as a friend, and she is the margaret i will miss. my deepest condolences to the family.
Christina Loch
Vancouver, B.C. Canada - Monday, October 10, 2005 2:01 AM CDT

Margaret was such a beautiful and brilliant light on this earth. I am touched by her story, her fight, her faith. Your family is in my prayers. Someday I hope the memories of the suffering you witnessed fade away and that you always remember the joy and love she shared. May God bless you all.
Jeannette <jvagnozzi@aol.com>
La Verne, CA USA - Sunday, October 9, 2005 10:47 PM CDT

Dear Kathleen, Daniel, Lennie, Will, Jack & Mary,

I have the privilege of knowing and loving Margaret. I met her in January of 2004 at Camp Mak-A-Dream. I actually met her on the plane before arriving at camp. I was taking some pills and she put it together that I must also be headed to cancer camp (Margaret was awfully perceptive!). We briefly shared our stories and I was in awe that she had been fighting her cancer for so long. And her positive attitude! WOW, she is so impressive. Over the week in Montana, we got better acquainted. We shared some hugs, laughs, tears, fears, and dreams. What I remember most is her contagious laugh and AMAZING SMILE! Although it may sound cliche, that girl could light up a room. And talk about beautiful! Truly a beautiful woman, both inside and out. We met up again last spring in Montreal and we spent one day together. She gave me a scarf that she had been knitting in Montana. Margaret is such an artist. All the cards she would send me were always hand-made. She also had this knack of sending me "warm-fuzzies" at just the right time... I would come home from chemo or a doctor's appointment and a little pick-me-up card from Margaret would be waiting for me. Margaret's generosity is amazing... She was also battling but found the time to keep my spirits up.

I believe her spirit lives on, but I am so saddened about her passing. I wish I had the words to ease your pain. Know that I will be holding all of you in my thoughts and prayers. I wish you all peace and healing. It is such an honor to have known Margaret.

Dearest Margaret,
You fought so hard for so long. You are such a hero to all that loved you. Thank you for inspiring me to keep digging and pushing. I am going to miss you so much! I am going to miss that smile, beauty, strength, attitude, fashion sense, daintiness. You made this world a better place. Thank you. I love you!

With a heavy heart and deepest sympathies,
Andrea Elder
Andrea Elder <Andrea.Elder@mail.mcgill.ca>
Montreal, QC Canada - Sunday, October 9, 2005 9:50 PM CDT

We just read today's journal entry and are both at a loss for words. We are so sad and can't refrain from crying. Margaret was such a wonderful person and a great friend to Karin. We both love her dearly. Kathleen, or any other family member, please do not hesitate to call us if we can be of any help. Again, we are at a loss for words and apologize we can't find the proper words to express our deepest and sincere sympathy.
Lauren & Patrick (Karin's parents)
Vancouver, BC Canada - Sunday, October 9, 2005 9:16 PM CDT

Hi Margaret,
I am sending all my love to you and your family. I heard the news from Hardeep and I wish you all the best. I pray for you everyday. If there is anything I can do to help you, please let me know. take care and stay strong.
Polly Dong <nhedong@yahoo.ca>
Vancouver, bc Canada - Sunday, October 9, 2005 2:45 AM CDT

Dear Margaret,

You do not know me, but I came across your journal one day while surfing through your cousin, Laura's blog. I went to high school with her. Though we have not kept in touch since grad, I still remember Laura telling me that she has a cousin who shares the same name as me. :) You are such a fighter. Reading your entries has been a real inspiration! Please know that you are in my thoughts and prayers. God bless. -Margaret Lung
Margaret Lung <dew1113@yahoo.com>
Vancouver, BC Canada - Sunday, October 9, 2005 0:29 AM CDT

Hey Margaret,
Just wanted to say hello from Victoria and let you know that you are in our prayers.
Kevin and Leanne Jones <khmjones@telius.net>
Victoria, BC Canada - Saturday, October 8, 2005 10:14 PM CDT

Dearest Margaret,

Hi there. Just want you to know you are in my thoughts and prayers all the time. I am so impressed by your loving spirit and your faith. I know we don't know each other very well... but I can easily see what a beautiful, special human being you are. It is also obvious how many people love and cherish you. Know that you are surrounded by that light and love. Lots and lots of good energy.
May God bless you, Margaret. Be well.
Love,
Leah from the YACN xoxo
Leah Callen <leahcallen@shaw.ca>
North Vancouver, - Saturday, October 8, 2005 2:30 PM CDT

Hi Margaret,
Just wanted to say hi and that I'm always sending lots of strong positive thoughts your way! Glad to hear you're able to get up a bit.
Luv Lynn
Lynn <lservice@uvic.ca>
- Saturday, October 8, 2005 1:04 PM CDT

hi margaret, always checking on you! i'm so happy to see you updated. i know you don't feel well - just remember, this disease can't take your spirit, keep up the fight and positive attitude!
lisa <schnegs@pro-ns.net>
mn - Saturday, October 8, 2005 9:27 AM CDT

Hello Margaret,

We're all thinking and praying for you. Even Ariel! Glad to see you're feeling a bit better.

Thinking of you..

Rob
- Saturday, October 8, 2005 5:31 AM CDT

Hey Margaret:
*First things first. If this note appears twice in the guest book it's because I never know which button to push to send things to where it should go. And no, following instructions isn't my gift because I usually don't read them until I've gone astray. :P and :(

POP QUIZ TIME: What accessories would your famous namesakes choose if they had to wear that blue 'Is my butt hanging out' hospital gown?
Margaret Windsor, Margaret Thatcher, Margaret Trudeau, Freckled face, bespectacled Margaret from Denis the Menace and Margaret the Chiropodist from Bob & Margaret (cartoon).
WHAT?
WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU HAVEN'T THE FAINTEST IDEA WHO THESE PEOPLE ARE?!
Oh well, it really doesn't matter as long as I've distracted both you and Kat for even just a moment.
Yah Margaret, I'm one of Kat's co-workers saying hello.
So HELLO! :)
Susan.
Susan Louie <msslouie@hotmail.com>
Vancouver, B.C. Canada - Saturday, October 8, 2005 4:07 AM CDT

Dear Margaret:

Your father Jack is a wonderful friend of mine and others in the Chinese Renal Association. All of us are thinking of you and praying for your well being.

All the best during this difficult time.
Ada

Ada Cheung <adacheung@telus.net>
Vancouvere, BC Canada - Saturday, October 8, 2005 0:54 AM CDT

Hi Margaret! =)

I'm glad ur much better. -will continue to pray for u.

~Sandy <msxhung@hotmail.com>
- Friday, October 7, 2005 10:07 PM CDT

Hey Margaret!!

I am happy to hear you are walking and hanging around in the lounge!! You are strong Margaret!

Lots of love,

Mai
Mai <mai_orchid@hotmail.com>
Vancouver, BC Canada - Friday, October 7, 2005 9:25 PM CDT

Dear Margaret:

You're in my thoughts and prayers. I send you lots of positive, healing energy, to help you fight the cancer cells and get stronger.

With love & a big hug,

Shirin
Shirin Abadi <SAbadi@bccancer.bc.ca>
Vancouver, BC CANADA - Friday, October 7, 2005 8:03 PM CDT

Hi Margaret,

Great to hear from you!! Keep at it, casting your fears upon God. Remember that you are yoked with Christ. He will guide you. Just follow, and He will show you the way.

Find those particular verses that help us hang on to His promises. Keep reading them. Or just try to memorize/remember one, if you can. One that really helps you know God's peace.

Remember that every step of the way God is with you. He shall not forsake you, ever! Ask Him to help you let all the stuff go that is happening in your body and around you, that you can keep your eyes steadfastly fixed on Him.

No matter what His plan for you, trust that it is perfect. Hold onto Him while you watch it unfold. Keep trusting Him. We pray these prayers for you, and for each in your family also. We so what each of you to know His peace at this very challenging time! We can only pray for that, and we do, fervently, daily.

Try to cast your eyes in the direction of God's eternal vision. That helps us look past the challenges of 'today'.

We love you so much my sister. I pray you feel the warmth of our prayers gently wrapped around you, along with our love, in Christ.

God bless you Margaret!

With much love,

Shelley, for the family
Shelley Hess <hessfamily@pacificcoast.net>
North Saanich, B.C. V8L5P4 C, B.C. Canada - Friday, October 7, 2005 5:46 PM CDT

Hey Marg, wowww you updated! *insert shock face with open mouth here!!* I'm so glad you were able to get a mini-break from the hospital room. Thank you so much for the update.

I am off tomorrow on my trip, for the next 10 days or so. You will continue to be in my thoughts and prayers. I wish most of all that I could remove the fears and pain and confusion and bring you peace and comfort and understanding. I will pray that God can fulfill you with those things. You are not alone and never will be.. keep your eyes on God and rest in Him. Love you!
Karin's caringbridge site
vancouver, bc, Canada - Friday, October 7, 2005 4:58 PM CDT

Hey Margaret...

I always knew that you were on top of the world and always out there for a cause to help others. I just found out from Mai about your health and I hope you all the best.
I know you will come out on top and always be there smiling and making others smile.

God Bless and Good Luck

Hardeep
Hardeep C <sweetdivas02@hotmail.com>
Vancouver, BC Canada - Thursday, October 6, 2005 3:50 PM CDT

Love you love you love you!!!!
With all my heart and soul, I am praying for your recovery.
Lots of love,
Lola <lola_cohen@hotmail.com>
Haifa, Israel - Thursday, October 6, 2005 9:35 AM CDT

Dear Margaret and Kat,
You continue to be in my thoughts and prayers. This is a difficult battle for you and your family. Keep your focus on beating this monster. I'm hoping the doctors can find the right drug to help you do so.
God bless you, Margaret and your family.....
Joan Boyle <jbcb@videotron.ca>
Montreal, Quebec Canada - Wednesday, October 5, 2005 9:20 AM CDT

Hi Margaret.. I'm glad Mai let me know of your site so I know how you are and to leave you a message. I hope and wish the best for you. And I'll pray for you and your condition. Stay strong, Margaret. We love you!
Sandy <msxhung@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, October 5, 2005 2:32 AM CDT

Hey Marg,

How's it going? You seemed fine at school, until Mai told me about this. Hope you're doing well. I'm coming back to Vancouver next year, so get well cuz we will have lots of catching up to do. Take care.
Jeff Gong <milkyway016@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, October 5, 2005 0:33 AM CDT

dear Margaret
i am sending you big hugs and kisses. i wish i could do more for you. you are such an amazing person. i am enriched by having you in my life and it is an honour to call you my friend. please know that i think of you and your family often and my parents pray for you every night.
Christina Loch
Vancouver, B.C. Canada - Wednesday, October 5, 2005 0:24 AM CDT

Margaret,
It has been such a long time sine the last time that I talked to you. I keep up to date though through Jo(mama) and your site. I am praying for your impending quick recovery. I just wanted to let you know pretty much what everybody else has written here, above all that you are loved and thought about often. It seems like it was yesterday that I met you and that big gorgeous smile of yours in Montana at camp. We had such a great time! You keep up the fight and I know you will get better. Im thinkin about ya and love you this big <------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------->
well thats a scale representation of course..hehe...miss you kid!
Erik Hosler <emh192@psu.edu>
University Park, PA USA - Tuesday, October 4, 2005 9:44 PM CDT

Hi Margaret,

It's been a while since I've talked to you, and I must say that you have quite a following here. As you can see, many people send their love and wishes, so never give up hope. At times, things may be scary, but you have plenty of people here to look out for you and give you their support. Keep fighting the good fight and remember that you'll always be loved.
Eugene <ecruz@sfu.ca>
Vancouver, BC Canada - Tuesday, October 4, 2005 8:59 PM CDT

Hang in there, Margaret!
You've told me that I'm such a trooper for joining the CF. Y'know what? You're a whole lot more so than me. You are beyond being a super trooper. I can't even describe your incredible strength. I am nothing compared to you. You've such a bubbly personality, you're amazingly thoughtful, so wonderfully caring, and best of all, you've shared with us not only your GREAT love for life, but also the ALMIGHTY Love of God. Remember, the battle belongs to the Lord. Combine you're indescribable strength with Him amidst the showers of prayers and you have victory.
Go Margaret go!
md
md <moidoi@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, October 4, 2005 4:54 PM CDT

Someone had told me that a stranger is just a friend I have not yet met. It is refreshing to see how something like cancer brings people together and strengthens the bonds shared. Opinions are forgotten and worries set aside as we walk together as one.

I lost my dad and aunt within a month due to cancer and since then have discovered new energy and a sense of focus which I did not previously posses.

A stranger I may be to you, but a friend none the less.
Brent Skelton <brentskelton@shaw.ca>
North Vancouver, BC Canada - Tuesday, October 4, 2005 3:00 PM CDT

I am praying that a new drug can be used - don't stop fighting. Love Helen
Helen <kinghornh@shaw.ca>
North Vancouver, BC Canada - Tuesday, October 4, 2005 11:13 AM CDT

Dear Margaret,

We are Serena�s parents and just wanted to let you know you are daily in our prayers. We admire your quiet faith and trust in God, even after all you�ve been through. You are an inspiration to all of us. We pray that a different chemo treatment will help, and soon. God bless.

Ian and Marian Slater <Ian_Slate@telus.net>
Vancouver, B.C. Canada - Tuesday, October 4, 2005 0:38 AM CDT

Just one of the strangers who has come to know you a bit through your site. I can tell that you have such an amazing attitude. I can sense your ability to focus on the right path, even when obstacles interfere with your course. I am hoping you feel better very soon.
kathy wilson <kathywilson@optonline.net>
thornwood, ny - Monday, October 3, 2005 7:07 PM CDT

Margaret my love,
I'm sorry I can't be there to give you a big hug and let you know how much you are loved and cared for. You have such an amazing spirit. I'm sorry things have been so rotten lately. It just plain out sucks. I read your journal for updates almost daily. I've been sending so many warm fuzzies your way. I hope you can somewhat feel that love that I am sending your way. I love you Ms. Margaret and so wish I could make everything better. I know you don't want phone calls or visitors. Please know that I'm there for you in spirit. I know even though things are rough right now, I bet as soon as you smile that gorgeous smile you still brighten up that entire room. I miss you and love you soooo much! You have made us all so very proud. We are are truly blessed to have you as part of our life. Until we meet again my love. May God bless you always and help carry you through this difficult journey.

Consider yourself hugged and squashed.
Love always,
Jo (mama)
WYAC 04'
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Jo Wardell <jofromde@yahoo.com>
Wilmington, DE USA - Monday, October 3, 2005 5:56 PM CDT

I have been keeping up with your site for quite some time now. You are a true inspiration. I am so sorry you have to battle this horrible disease. Please know you have friends in Tn praying for your physical and mental well being. Just remember to lean on God--He is Awesome and All Mighty!!
Lori
Mt Juliet, TN - Monday, October 3, 2005 9:34 AM CDT

Hey Fargie-Fargie! :)

How's my favourite Canadian Gangsta Sweetie in da 604? Bustin' some cancer hooligan butt? You show 'em girl! Sweetie pie Fragglepops, you are my hero! Like Job of the Old Testament, you've really shown the model mindset we should be taking amidst great suffering. They call me "teacher" but I think that you rightfully deserve that honour.

Continually amazed but always with LOADS of fragglepop hugs and love,

Laura
Taipei, Taiwan - Monday, October 3, 2005 8:39 AM CDT

Dearest Margaret (our baby sis),
I know it has been a long while since we have dropped you a line but sometimes words are so hard to really express how we feel inside our hearts during this time of difficulty. Sorry, I've been unable to visit lately since I am figthing off a cold and don't want you to catch it. I will say it simply, that Will and I pray for you always and that you are always on our minds and in our thoughts. We both love you very much and pray that God has you in his hands and is comforting you in a physical, mental, and spirtitual way. I truly wish we could do more for you but I know we can only try our best to do what we can.
With all our love,
Lennie and William
PS. Tse Family, please all take care of yourself and remember to get some rest. If not you'll get sick:(
Lennie and William <lennietse@hotmail.com>
Vancouver, BC Canada - Monday, October 3, 2005 1:08 AM CDT

Hello Margaret (and Kathleen!),

Our hearts are very heavy for you (both) and your family as we read updates on your current health issues (thank you so much for those updates Kathleen, as difficult as they must be!). We weep to see you enduring this pain and suffering.

However... we continue to look to God in prayer, because miracles are His business, and we know anything is possible in and through Him. So, we continue to pray for just that, a miracle of healing for you!

And then... we have that precious knowledge that as a child of God, no matter what His immediate plans for you, His ultimate plan has you with Him in glory. We are sooo glad to know that you have placed your faith in Jesus Christ as your Lord and Saviour, and nothing defeats Him, who now resides in you!!! So, no matter what, victory is yours our Sister, Victory in Christ! For that, we are eternally grateful.

We are so glad that you are able to rest in that hope at this very difficult time.

We pray for the blessing of God's peace for you and each of your family members at this time; His peace which surpasses all human understanding.

We pray that He would ease the pain.

We pray that He will make His presence known, as He comforts you all.

We love you more than words can ever say, and we continue to wrap you in our prayers.

God bless you always, Margaret,

Shelley, for all the Hess family
Shelley Hess <hessfamily@pacificcoast.net>
NORTH SAANICH, B.C. Canada - Sunday, October 2, 2005 9:37 PM CDT

Hello Margaret,
Just checking up on you. I was thinking of you when I was looking at my Vancouver pics which are on the wall beside my desk. I have the one of you and me from this summer as well as the one of us skiing. Hang in there. I'll check back for your (or Kat's) updates.
Love,
Serena
Serena <serenaslater@hotmail.com>
Montreal, QC Canada - Sunday, October 2, 2005 8:29 PM CDT

Hey,
I've been a lurker for awhile, and your story touches me so much because I feel like I can identify with you. I'm a 19 year old college student and I've had metastatic spindle cell sarcoma for the past three years, and I've gone through chemo after chemo since then (three in this year alone) looking for something that will work. So far, nothing has. I've almost exhausted all the viable options, and my doctor is leaning more toward quality of life than quantity of life. But like you, I really don't want to give up, and your story helps me to keep on trying. *Something* has to work for us, right? There are so many medical advances that we just need to hold on until science catches up to us and finds a way to cure us. Anyway, I hope you feel better soon, and I hope your doctor's meeting goes well, and I hope they can figure out a new chemo for you that will hopefully be the one. :)
Catherine Yang <catherineyang04@yahoo.com>
Berkeley, CA USA - Sunday, October 2, 2005 12:17 AM CDT

hello there, i can't remember how i found your site but you struck me as a very determined, strong willed fighter with an optimistic attitude and i love that. i have checked back in the past and probably only signed once (and am not totally sure that i did) but you are in my "favorites" and i'm checking daily now for updates and won't let go of my hope for a miracle for you.
lisa <schnegs@pro-ns.net>
mn - Sunday, October 2, 2005 9:34 AM CDT

Dear Maggie,
You are right, don't give up the fight! you are so great and amazing, you are an example for so many people, every day I pray for you and think about you, it is OBVIOUS that you have to get well! We have to meet in real life! :-)
I love you so much, you are in my thoughts and prayers all the time, I send you lots of hugs, love, kisses, and wish you to get well soon... you are the best!
Lots of love to Kat too, I am with you with all my heart and soul
Lola <lola_cohen@hotmail.com>
Haifa, Israel - Sunday, October 2, 2005 8:31 AM CDT

Hello Margaret,

I'm just writing to let you know that you're in the thoughts and prayers of myself and the rest of my family. We all care deeply for you.

Thinking of you,

Rob
- Sunday, October 2, 2005 2:50 AM CDT

Hi Margaret,

I spoke to your aunt Dahlia today and got an update on how things were going. I'm so sorry to hear you are back in the hospital. You have a strong fighting spirit and I remember the times I ran into you at Oakridge. You are positive and remain strong with all the family and friends you have behind you. Both Darby and I pray for tamoxofen to work for you. I asked if you were up for visitors but Dahlia said you were very tired. When you get your strength back we can come and visit you then. Keep on smiling and I hope to see you soon,
Conny & Darby
Conny & Darby Wong
Vancouver, BC Canada - Sunday, October 2, 2005 1:37 AM CDT

Hey Margaret!

I hail to you from Toronto...just here for the weekend. Just wanted to let you know that we are thinking of you and praying for you. I hope you start to feel better soon. We know that you are in good hands...please stay strong as you have always been and know that there are TONNES of people supporting you! Take care...

Maggie, Joe and Casey
Maggie Lee
vancouver, BC Canada - Friday, September 30, 2005 11:31 PM CDT

Hi there! Just stopping by to say hi and let you know I�m thinking of you. Hope you have a good weekend even though you aren't feeling so great� here�s a big hug!

Diana <dianasinger06@yahoo.com>
Dallas, TX - Friday, September 30, 2005 5:56 PM CDT

I'm so glad Kat updated for you. I hope you're feeling better and I just wanted to let you know that I'm thinking of you and praying for you. This has been a tough time for you and I'm sure it wears you out just dealing with your illness from day-to-day. I pray that you will feel God's healing hand and feel better. You are strong, courageous and a true inspiration to me and many others. Continue your fight, Margaret, you've got so many people in "your corner".
Take care and I look forward to seeing you update soon....
Joan Boyle <jbcb@videotron.ca>
Montreal, Quebec Canada - Thursday, September 29, 2005 6:20 PM CDT

Thinking of you!!! God bless you and keep you safe, strong and full of hope.
May the Lord God almighty comfort you, remove your pain and give you laughter and joy.
Love from SC,
Jennifer Sprouse
Jenn <jtsprouse@bellsouth.net>
Pauline , SC - Thursday, September 29, 2005 12:35 AM CDT

Dear Maggie,
I am praying for your recovery, and am sending you all my love. I love you so much!
Lola <lola_cohen@hotmail.com>
Haifa, Israel - Thursday, September 29, 2005 1:15 AM CDT

Love Always BRENDA My Loving Dad's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
EDMONTON,ALBERTA CANADA, - Wednesday, September 28, 2005 8:40 PM CDT

Hi Marg,
I wish I could come visit, but I still have this cold and don't want to give it to you. Glad to hear that you're being taken good care of by the nurses (Kat wrote that in her entry) and will hope that this new chemo does the trick and kills off those buggers (to put it politely) of cells that have caused you so much trouble of late!! I'm thinking about you lots and hope I can come visit soon!
Love Erin :)
Erin <erinritchie@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, September 28, 2005 6:57 PM CDT

Found this poem- had to share-

The Special Burden

The young woman sat alone in the dark, her head on her breast with the darkness seemingly closing in on her. In her heart, she knew she had been entrusted with a special burden - A burden that she and she alone could only bear. As she sat alone in her heart, she thought, "I just cannot go on."

In heaven a special conversation was going on between Our Heavenly Father and one of his special angels. The angel said, "Her burden is heavy, can she possibly take much more?" Our Heavenly Father said, "Yes, she can for I'll give her strength. I want you to go and give her these strengths:

Give her patience, for in the days to come she will need it more than she ever has before.
Give her love, for the time when she believes in her heart that she has no more to give.
Give her understanding, for when the days seem long and hard she will need this strength to hang on to.
Give her hope because without hope none of the above will be possible.
Give her endurance, not only with herself but with this special burden and the rest of her family and friends alike.
Give her assurance that I will always be just a whisper away and together we can do anything."
The angel said, "These are very special aspects to give to someone."
Our Heavenly Father said, "They are going to a very SPECIAL WOMAN."

written By Leigh Ann Farmer
Jennifer Sprouse <jtsprouse@bellsouth.net>
Pauline , sc - Wednesday, September 28, 2005 1:06 PM CDT

Hi Margaret,
I�m thinking and praying for you everyday. I�m also praying for your family and the doctors and nurses that are taking care of you. Please stay strong and have faith.

Anita <anieet@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, September 28, 2005 12:51 AM CDT

Hey Margaret,
My prayer and thoughs are with you everyday.

Leanne Kramer-Jones <Khmjones@telus.net>
Victoria, BC Canada - Wednesday, September 28, 2005 10:11 AM CDT

Dearest Margaret-
Praying you are breathing easier and that your lungs become clear and whole- In Jesus name.
May you find strength in your faith, peace in the Lord and joy in your spirit.
Our prayers and hugs cross the miles to reach you.
Our love is extended to you.
Kat- thanks for the updates, we all care so much.
Margaret- be strong and Father God, wrap your loving arms around her and let her feel your spirit-
God Bless you,
Jennifer
Jenn Sprouse <jtsprouse@bellsouth.net>
Pauline , SC - Wednesday, September 28, 2005 7:23 AM CDT

Hi-Just a caringbridge visitor wishing you strength and hoping you feel better as soon as possible. Lots of people are praying- many you don't even know (like me).
kathy wilson <kathywilson@optonline.net>
thornwood, ny - Wednesday, September 28, 2005 6:39 AM CDT

Kat, thanks for the update. I have definately been keeping you all in my prayers. Specifically, I am praying for peace and comfort, relief from the pain and difficulty breathing, and that you can all allow yourselves to rest in the love that is surrounding you. Hold on to your faith.
Karin's caringbridge site
vancouver, bc, Canada - Tuesday, September 27, 2005 9:55 PM CDT

Hi Margaret!
Sorry to hear about the nightmares... *hugz* You just take care and hang in there! Will be praying for you.

With love,
Joanne and the Dream Team
~Bridge of Dreams ~

~Simply Joanne~

Joanne <joanne173@gmail.com>
- Sunday, September 25, 2005 9:39 AM CDT

oh.. i forgot to add... LOTS OF BIG WET KISSES!!!!
Jimmy <jimmylieu2000@hotmail.com>
- Friday, September 23, 2005 4:08 PM CDT

I've been thinking of your maggie! I hope your tummy gets better soon!
Jimmy <jimmylieu2000@hotmail.com>
Vancouver, BC Canada - Friday, September 23, 2005 4:05 PM CDT

JUST WANTED YOU TO KNOW THAT I AM PRAYING FOR YOU TODAY.

CARINGBRIDGE.ORG/WV/FREDAFOX
RUTH <BLUEEYED_FEMALE@MSN.COM>
HINTON , WV - Friday, September 23, 2005 11:09 AM CDT

Hello Margaret-
Thinking of you and praying you are feeling much better...
May the Lord God wrap his loving arms around you!!!
Love from South Carolina,
Jennifer
Jennifer <jtsprouse@bellsouth.net>
Pauline , SC - Wednesday, September 21, 2005 1:55 PM CDT

Hola Sis,

Or should I call you gangsta, fragglepops, fargo? mmmm...hehehe... :) Just wanted to say hi and let you know I love and care for you deeply!! Stay strong and think positive. Mom can be very frustating/annoying and I understand. Take care of yourself before anyone else..

Good Night,
Kat
ps. Doesn't our cousin Kutch have the best GF? heehee...She's so talented with the massages and has a delightful personality to boot. :0)
Kathleen <kattse@hotmail.com>
Vancouver, BC Canada - Wednesday, September 21, 2005 3:17 AM CDT

Hi Margaret,

I haven't met you before but i'm friends with your sister Kat. I hope you feel better soon. My heart and prayers are with you and your family.
Stella <stella__li@hotmail.com>
Vancouver, Canada - Tuesday, September 20, 2005 10:10 PM CDT

Dear Margaret,
my name is Minami. you probably don't know me but i have heard of ur story for a very long time.I live in Taiwan. i think you know who was telling about her lovely cousin. i have been praying for you and i will keep praying for ya! Last nite, i saw ur pics on ur website. i go like " wow, she is such a cute and pretty girl.she is gorgeous" Last nite when i prayed for you, i told God i didn't want to give you to Him because you are too pretty and sweet and i really wanted to keep you!But you know i can't keep you and i don't think i am allowed to keep you. But i think that may be good for you if i give you to Him. because He know how to take care of you much more then i do. And He loves you so much. Margaret, i love you too. i hope you could be around you. but my prayers are around you. i really want to give you a kiss on your forehaed and give you a hug. i want to sing a song for ya if that won't annoy you!^_^. i want to tell you my silly and funny jokes to get you smile. that must be like sunshine. i pray that you are happy and having wonderful time with your family and friends. I love you Margaret. i want to do anything to get u smile and happy. God will catch you when you fall. i hope you can feel my prayers around you!! God is right there for you!you are a very brave girl. i am right in taiwan for you if you need anything from me!! Love bunches~~
Minami <catherine_minami@yahoo.com>
Taipei, Taiwan Taiwan - Tuesday, September 20, 2005 8:34 PM CDT

Hey Fragglerpops!!

I'm thinking of new and innovative nicknames for you! Muahahaha :D Just wanted to share some inspiring Scripture that spoke out to me. Perhaps you've heard it before?

17 Though the fig tree does not bud
and there are no grapes on the vines,
though the olive crop fails
and the fields produce no food,
though there are no sheep in the pen
and no cattle in the stalls,

18 yet I will rejoice in the LORD,
I will be joyful in God my Savior.

19 The Sovereign LORD is my strength;
he makes my feet like the feet of a deer,
he enables me to go on the heights.

Habakkuk 3:17-19
Laura <cartoonylaura@hotmail.com>
Taipei, Taiwan - Tuesday, September 20, 2005 10:11 AM CDT

Hello Margaret! Remember me, the other Margaret? I keep you in my thoughts and prayers always. Just wanted to say hello!
Margot <nehfaphant@yahoo.com>
Schererville, IN USA - Monday, September 19, 2005 11:46 PM CDT

Hi Margaret,
Just a quick note to let you know that Glenda and I are praying for you today.
God is �El Shaddai,� God Almighty! He is the healing for every wound, the comfort for every sorrow, and the assurance for your every despair. God is the provision for everything you lack, and the solution for your every problem. He is the righteous and loving God who cares for us as a mother cares for a newborn child. He is everything we could possibly need, exactly when we need it, God IS!
Margaret, you�re Beautiful, you�re Bold, and you�re Courageous. God made you special. He didn�t do that to show off, but because he has a special plan for you. Might His grace flow fresh into your life today that you may continue to become everything He created you to be and enable you to do everything He created you to do.
We are so blessed to have you in our lives.
Stan & Glenda

Stan & Glenda <rmmbc@telus.net>
Vancouver, BC - Monday, September 19, 2005 3:03 PM CDT

Dear Margaret,

You don't know me, but I read your journal a couple times a week to check on how you are doing. My 11 year old daughter had brain cancer when she was nine/ We pray for you daily. The battle is tough, but keep fighting. You are so brave, with such a strong spirit.
Praying for you,
Marie Spence

Marie Spence <spence.m@comcast.net>
Chicago, IL - Monday, September 19, 2005 9:41 AM CDT

I LOVE it that you've updated so much lately!! I really really really appreciate your efforts in doing that and I know soo many other do too. I'm glad you had some good company yesterday - it's great to hear you say that it was a (relatively) GOOD time!! But about your mom, I agree with everyone who's said that you need to do what is best for YOU right now.. like Christina said, that's not selfish, that is caring for yourself!

As always, you're in my prayers.

Love
Karin

PS - "Fragglepops" - Laura, that's hilarious!
Karin's caringbridge site
vancouver, bc, Canada - Monday, September 19, 2005 1:47 AM CDT

Fragstaas :)

I almost wanna say Gangstaas judging by how determined you are to fight this cancer :D YEAH BABY!! Except you'll be a good kinda gangster :) A gangster we're all cheering for :) Fragglepops (your softer gangster side), it brings joy to me everytime you update because I know you're feeling well enough to do so. Sounds like an awesome time with Kutch and gf :) and going about with Erin :D Girl, you continue to just awe me :) We're all praying fervently for our favourite Fargo in Vancouver :) Love you so much girl. Will pray that the mom won't be a stresser in your life too.
Laura
Taipei, Taiwan - Sunday, September 18, 2005 11:29 PM CDT

Margaret!
i am so proud of you! it is a very, very difficult situation for you...and yes, at this point, you have to take care of yourself and put yourself first. i admire your courage. you are not being selfish! you are doing what is necessary for you.
Christina L
Vancouver, BC Canada - Sunday, September 18, 2005 10:40 PM CDT

Hey Margaret,
Just checking to see how you're doing. I'll pray for you and your family.
Natalie Yee <ne_at@hotmail.com>
Victoria, BC Canada - Sunday, September 18, 2005 7:42 PM CDT

Sending you lots of love, Margaret. Prayers and best wishes.
Alicia
ON Canada - Sunday, September 18, 2005 3:22 PM CDT

Hi there! Just stopping by to check in and let you know I'm thinking of you now and always. I am so sorry to hear about your recent stomach problems and everything in general- I really hope you start feeling better soon. You are such a strong and couragrous person, and I'm sending you my best wishes that you can build up your physical strength as well. Hope you and your family have a wonderful weekend, and I'll visit again soon!
Diana <dianasinger06@yahoo.com>
Dallas, TX - Saturday, September 17, 2005 2:41 AM CDT

Hey Margaret,
Glad you were able to post an up-date. Hope to see the photos when you're up to it. I'll be waiting for your next entry.
Love,
Serena
Serena <serenaslater@hotmail.com>
Montreal, QC Canada - Saturday, September 17, 2005 0:25 AM CDT

Hi Margaret...
I check on your site every few days to see how you are going...I found you through the wonderful site planet cancer!... but this time I thought I would post, to let you know even though I don't know you...someone from the other side of the world is praying for you. You give me strength..

Peita xx
Sydney, NSW Australia - Friday, September 16, 2005 11:17 PM CDT

Hey Margie!!

I tried to phone you, but I understand if you don't want to talk. It was for Mr. Patterson, he wanted Lenny's numbers. Apparently, he was also Lenny's cousellor. Anyway, he will be in Vancouver by the end of September. I am glad you post. I will be here for you girl!!
Mai <mai_orchid@hotmail.com>
Vancouver, - Friday, September 16, 2005 12:11 AM CDT

Hi Margaret!
So glad you were up to posting. Remember....baby steps and as I've said to Karin - "a day at a time."
Photos are great. Family is wonderful to have.
Your hair looks good short. Shows more of your pretty face.
Well, have a good weekend. Take care and remember that you're in my thoughts and prayers.
Joan Boyle <jbcb@videotron.ca>
Montreal, Quebec Canada - Friday, September 16, 2005 12:05 AM CDT

who da man? yoda man

lots of kisses

jim
Jimmy Lieu <jimmylieu2000@hotmail.com>
Vancouver, BC Canada - Friday, September 16, 2005 2:55 AM CDT

Matthew 15:28 Then Jesus answered and said to her, "O woman, great is your faith! Let it be to you as you desire." And her daughter WAS HEALED from that very hour

Matthew 15:30 Then great multitudes came to Him, having with them the lame, blind, mute, maimed, and many others; and they laid them down at Jesus' feet, and HE HEALED THEM

John 14:11 Believe me when I say that I am in the Father and the Father is in me; or at least believe on the evidence of the miracles themselves

Exodus 23:25 "So you shall serve the Lord your God and He will bless your bread and your water. And I will take sickness away from the midst of you.".

Margaret- God is your help in any sign of trouble and he is with you always, just ask, just believe and see the wonder and the glory of God's miracles. Love you
Jenn Sprouse <jtsprouse@bellsouth.net>
Pauline , SC - Thursday, September 15, 2005 9:43 AM CDT

Hi Margaret!
Just popping by to say "hi" and let you know that I'm thinking of you and hope you're doing okay. This is a miserable time for you and I just hope that with each day you're feeling better.
I'm glad you had a chance to visit with Karin. The two of you share a special friendship which is to be treasured.
Take care and I look forward to seeing you up and about doing your postings.
In my thoughts and prayers........
Joan Boyle <jbcb@videotron.ca>
Montreal, Quebec Canada - Thursday, September 15, 2005 7:31 AM CDT

My dear Maggie, keep on being strong! The world loves you, the world NEEDS you! Do you see all those messages? From all over Canada, US, Taiwan, Israel, and I am sure so many more are reading and too shy to leave a message... we are all completely crazy about you, we are praying for you every day, and have the faith that soon you will be healthy and happy again.
I want to see that smile on your face, sweet sunflower!

I love you so much!!!!
Lola <lola_cohen@hotmail.com>
Haifa, Israel - Thursday, September 15, 2005 1:30 AM CDT

Hi Margaret. This is Daljit(Laura's friend). You are a very strong person and things are going to be ok. Hang in there! You are in our prayers and thoughts.
Daljit Mundy
Vancouver, - Wednesday, September 14, 2005 1:37 PM CDT

Hi Margaret,
You are a splash in the water and the ripples have reached all corners of the world! You are one special girl. Flo and Lennie told me about your website. Wanted to give you a big hug and smile! O :) Judging from all the guestbook entries, you have a strong network of family and friends which just goes to show what a fantastic person you are. Take care and my thoughts are with you.
Pen
Vancouver, - Wednesday, September 14, 2005 10:43 AM CDT

Dearest Margie,
It's been awhile since I last checked your journal and I am absolutely amazed by all the people who check in on you from all around the world. We all love you to pieces and are praying that our God of All Comfort will minister to you daily and that He will restore you to health and strength. Isaiah 41:10 Do not fear, for I am with you; Do not anxiously look about you, for I am your God. I will strengthen you, surely I will help you, Surely I will uphold you with my righteous right hand'. I am so inspired by your faithfulness and love for others, even when you are feeling so miserable. Like, encouraging Karin to go to church with Kat on Sunday morning one half hour before church began. You are an amazing young woman! Hugs & kisses, Auntie May
Auntie May <myang@telus.net>
Vancouver, B.C. Canada - Wednesday, September 14, 2005 4:12 AM CDT

Farg, Just wanted to give ya a bunch of hugs! *hug* *hug* *hug* *hug* *hug* when words don't cut it. :)
Laura
Taipei, Taiwan - Tuesday, September 13, 2005 6:06 AM CDT

Hi Margaret
I found your guestbook off Laura's xanga site. My prayers and thoughts are with you. Keep strong and have faith. I'll be checking in here often to see how you're doing.

Lots of love,
Anita
Anita <anieet@hotmail.com>
- Monday, September 12, 2005 6:26 PM CDT

Hi Margaret, I'm one of Laura's friends. We've known each other back since our university days from good old math. We both did math majors and took a few courses together. But I want you to know that I am praying for you and that I hope that your health and courage go no where but up.
I'm sorry to hear about the loss of your hair, I couldn't imagine having someone tell me that I have to go bald, even though there's a good chance it will happen due to male genetics. Take care and God Bless.
Vincent Ng <eternal_angel_1@hotmail.com>
Vancouver, BC Canada - Sunday, September 11, 2005 9:56 AM CDT

Hi Margaret,
I'm sorry about your hair...it is not just hair! No matter what anyone says.
You are always in my thoughts and prayers, and I hope that you can go snowboarding this winter...we can go together!
Love Lynn
Lynn <lynno_5@yahoo.ca>
- Saturday, September 10, 2005 10:45 AM CDT

Morning Margaret-
Hope this finds you feeling better.
Wanted to send you some love, some HUGS, some faith, some hope, some peace, some joy.... all those things God says you can have.... You are his child and he loves you!!

Father God,heal Margarets body and remove her pain, give her energy and strength just like she wants, In jesus name.

Much love form SC,
Jennifer
Jennifer Sprouse <jtsprouse@bellsouth.net>
Pauline , SC - Thursday, September 8, 2005 7:46 AM CDT

While you do not know me, I have been praying for you and your story has had a resounding impact on me. You have become a very big lesson in courage and determination for me. You will continue to be in my prayers and thoughts.

God Bless
Helen

Helen <kinghornh@shaw.ca>
North Vancouver, - Wednesday, September 7, 2005 10:05 PM CDT

Hey Margaret!
Just wanted to check in on you. Sorry to hear about your hair... I can only imagine how hard that must be on you. Hang in there ok?

~Simply Joanne~

With love,
Joanne and the Dream Team
~Bridge of Dreams ~

Joanne <joanne173@gmail.com>
- Wednesday, September 7, 2005 12:18 AM CDT

Hey Margaret

I was going come over your house with Eugene to see how you are about a few days ago. Also, a week ago, Jeff Gong want to visit you too. It would be nice to see you. And I don't know if you got my messages...but I talked to Mr. Patterson awhile ago...about a month ago. He wants me to tell you that he give you his bests. Margaret, you got alot of people supporting or praying for you. Stay strong.
Mai <mai_orchid@hotmail.com>
Vancouver, BC - Wednesday, September 7, 2005 3:47 AM CDT

sweet margaret,
i haven't signed often, but i check your journal and pray for you quite often. keep trusting in our heavenly father to carry you through.

lol
-jen
jen (caringbridge.org/oh/alice) <jenns859@yahoo.com>
cincinnati, OH usa - Tuesday, September 6, 2005 1:41 PM CDT

Hello!!
I'm praying for your strength! I really want to snowboard too!!! I'm so sorry you are losing your hair!! It sucks....it really really does! I pray for you all day long and when I wake in the night I say more prayers for you!!!! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!! Keep on Swimming!!

Ashley
Ashley brear <ashleybrear920@hotmail.com>
North vancouver, BC Canada - Tuesday, September 6, 2005 9:49 AM CDT

Hi Margaret,

Shelley here, just checking in, wanting to say hi and let you know you are in our prayers constantly.

We love you sister, and hate to see you suffering so, and enduring the trials once again.

We thank God for prayer, and His promise that He will never leave us, nor forsake us.

We thank God for your salvation!

I know God is with you through all of this, and has the perfect plan, though we are so finite that we cannot even glimpse into His infinite wisdom or His perfect plan! We must simply trust, and know that our faith is made strong in our weakness.

We love you Margaret, and continue to pray day and night, for your comfort and healing.

With our love, in Christ,

Shelley, for the family
Shelley Hess <hessfamily@pacificcoast.net>
North Saanich, B.C., Canada - Tuesday, September 6, 2005 0:20 AM CDT

I Believe In You

When the world pulls you down,
when you're feeling low,
when nothing seems right,
I want you to know...

I Believe In You!

I believe in your ability
to turn things around,
to get yourself up
when you hit the ground.

I believe in your capacity
for giving and sharing,
for kindness and good,
for loving and caring.

I believe in your depth,
in your color and hue.
With all of my heart,
I Believe In You!

Barb
Vancouver, BC Canada - Tuesday, September 6, 2005 0:01 AM CDT

Hey Fargie-Poops!!

I'm the only one who gets to call you that, right? :D Have you been getting my text msgs through MSN? I just wondered cuz I'd send a note now and then :) Girl, though I'm not with you in person as much as I wish I were, I am totally with you in mind, heart and spirit. You ROCK!! :D Ps... don't neglect Norman!! I hear his howling all the way in Taiwan!!! Ow-ow Owwwwwwwwwwwwwww :)
Goosy Woosy
Taipei, - Monday, September 5, 2005 11:23 PM CDT

Dear Margaret, I pray for your symptoms to be gone from your body in Jesus name. I pray for His healing power to flood your body like an ocean in a terrible storm. I speak peace to your mind and health to your soul. Margaret, we are praying and hoping by faith for total healing in you. Love from North Carolina
LaJoyce Shrom <ashrom@polk.main.nc.us>
Tryon, NC USA - Monday, September 5, 2005 6:24 PM CDT

HEY MARGARET!

I'm so sorry to hear that you've not been feeling well. Stay positive like you've always have. Oh... I'm in debt one sushi dinner to you! I can't remember why I still owe you dinner... but I'm sure it was a bet and/or wager on something *ummm*????? but do give me a call if you want to go for dinner!

LUV YOU LOTS! JIMMY!
Jimmy <jimmylieu2000@hotmail.com>
Vancouver, BC Canada - Monday, September 5, 2005 6:16 PM CDT

Hey Sis,
I thought I'd drop by and say hi although you're sleeping in the room next to me right now. I just have to say you inspire me daily and you are one tough selfless cookie. I don't want you to worry about us (Dad, siblings and I) because we are here and want to help you out as much as we can. I am sorry I can't ease the pain as much as I want to. It hurts me to see you go through what you're going through but I also know you have a strong spirit although your body is weak at this time.

Remember like that book says: we need to keep the HOPE alive and all things will follow. You are always on my thoughts and prayers.

Love your sis,
Kat
Kathleen <kattse@hotmail.com>
Vancouver , BC Canada - Monday, September 5, 2005 3:19 PM CDT

Just another caringbridge stranger who checks in and is praying for you. I hope you feel better and get a chance to relax.
kathy wilson-www.caringbridge.org/ny/joannawilson <kathywilson@optonline.net>
- Sunday, September 4, 2005 8:36 PM CDT

Hi Margaret,

So sorry to hear you are having such a rough go of it right now. I check your site daily(several times a day actually) for new updates to see how you are. I hope you can find some comfort in knowing that so many people,(especially the ones that don't even know you personaly) are thinking,praying, and wishing they could do something to ease your discomfort. I will continue to keep you in my daily thoughts and hope that one day when you are feeling strong I can meet the woman behind those beautiful brown eyes and infectious smile :)
Donna
Donna (Ashley's Brian's mom) <donna_walker@shaw.ca>
Pt.Coq., B.C - Sunday, September 4, 2005 7:24 PM CDT

Margaret, please know that you are in our thoughts and prayers everyday. I enjoyed meeting you and giving you a hug at Ashley's "Shorn on the Shore" at Ambleside. May you find comfort in knowing that so many people care, love and pray for you,

Dave :)
David Brear, Ashley's dad <dbrear@shaw.ca>
North Vancouver, BC Canada - Friday, September 2, 2005 9:46 PM CDT

Hey Margaret,

Hope that you are feeling better soon. I know it's rough...but if anyone can get through it, it's you! Let us know when you are up for some more nammer subs and bubble tea again...anytime. Let us know if you want to see more photos... =) Stay tough!

Maggie, Joe and Casey Lee
Vancouver, BC Canada - Thursday, September 1, 2005 3:21 AM CDT

Dearest Margaret,

I am so sorry to hear that things have not been going well. I was looking at the pictures from camp the other day and it was so wonderful to see your beautiful smiling face and recall all of the great memories that were made there. All I could think of is how blessed I am to be surrounded by people like you who move me and inspire me with their incredible desire to live every day of their lives. Although cancer is a dreadful disease and I don't recommend it to anyone, I am so grateful that it brought me to you and everyone at camp. There is an indescribable bond between those of us who have walked in cancer's shadow and I have faith that we will all come to the end of the path and find our way into the light someday - some of us sooner than others. You, dear, are absolutely amazing - so while your physical body may be failing you, know that there is a part of you that cancer cannot touch... your beautiful soul. Don't believe any naturopath's stupid comments because you know who you are deep down & nothing can ever change that. You will always be the amazing person that you are to all of us who know and love you. Take care, Margaret & know that you are in our thoughts and prayers.

When you have come to the edge
Of all the light you know
And are about to step off
Into the darkness of the unknown,
Faith is knowing
One of two things will happen;
There will be something solid to stand on,
Or you will be taught how to fly.
Wendy Dixon Malcomson <- My new married name! :) <lifeisstillgood@hotmail.com>
Seattle, WA USA - Wednesday, August 31, 2005 1:36 PM CDT

Right Now -
-somebody is thinking of you.
-somebody is caring about you.
-somebody misses you
-somebody wants to talk to you.
-somebody wants to be with you.
-somebody hopes you aren't in trouble.
-somebody is thankful for the support you have provided.
-somebody wants to hold your hand.
-somebody hopes everything turns out all right.
-somebody wants you to be happy.
-somebody wants you to find him/her.
-somebody is celebrating your successes.
-somebody wants to give you a gift.
-somebody thinks that you ARE a gift.
-somebody loves you.
-somebody admires your strength.
-somebody is thinking of you and smiling.
-somebody wants to be your shoulder to cry on.
Lot's of somebodies are always praying for you!!!!

Jenn Sprouse <jtsprouse@bellsouth.net>
Pauline , SC - Wednesday, August 31, 2005 8:40 AM CDT

Dearest Margaret,
Sorry to see that you had to get more blood. So glad to at least see a recent picture of you. I know you don't want visitors, so this is the next best thing. Sorry to hear that you are losing weight especially with being sick and all. You will gain in back and I'm sure it will be all muscle tone. Please know that you are in my thoughts daily and if you get a moment that you have energy and would like to talk, I'm here. I am so happy to hear that your nurses and family are there and showing you all the love and support you deserve. Please know that there is so much love here for you as well. Consider yourself hugged and squashed. May God bless you always and help bear some of your burden. All my love!
Love,
Jo Mama
xoxoxoxoxoxox
Jo Wardell <jofromde@yahoo.com>
Wilmington, DE USA - Tuesday, August 30, 2005 10:28 PM CDT

Margaret, you are in my prayers.
Alicia
- Tuesday, August 30, 2005 5:58 PM CDT

Morning Margaret-
Praying this finds you more energetic-
May the lord continue to heal and strengthen you....
Never Doubt, Never Fear, God is with you.
Love from Jennifer in South Carolina.......
Jenn Sprouse <jtsprouse@bellsouth.net>
Pauline , SC - Tuesday, August 30, 2005 7:20 AM CDT

Dear precious Margaret,You are a child of God filled with His glory and that glory is the same spirit that raised Christ from the dead. Read Ephesians Chapter one. Feel that in your spirit, Margaret. Feel Him wrap His arms around you and tell you that you are His child. He loves you more than you will ever know and cares about every detail in your life. He wants you healed, whole and well and He has provided that for you. Just reach out to Him. Lots of love from NC.
LaJoyce Shrom <ashrom@polk.main.nc.us>
Tryon, NC USA - Monday, August 29, 2005 6:38 PM CDT

Hi Miss Margaret,

Mummy told me that you had a good day the other day.

I am so happy to hear that. I believe with my whole heart that God can completely heal you while you on on this earth, never give up your faith in that. You know the last time I was in hospital I was so very sick...Daddy said I was turning blue from the lack of air in my lungs. Doctors and nurses were all running around crazy like...but do you know what??? I felt God blow air into my lungs, and all of a sudden I could breathe..Daddy and Mummy were praying so hard for me, and it worked!!! I tell everyone that I meet that although I appreciate all the hard work my Doctors are doing, its really God working through them!

He is in total control of little me, just like he is you!!

Sending you big huge giant Emma hugs,
God Bless

www.caringbridge.org/visit/emmawoods
Emma Irene the Beauty Queen <woodsfamily@nexicom.net>
Peterborough, ON Canada - Sunday, August 28, 2005 5:13 PM CDT

Hi Margaret,

Sooo glad to hear of your better day yesterday, and the enjoyment that was yours. We hold you in our prayers, and pray especially that you will know God's presence and infinite care for you. It sounds like that book is a real source of encouragement for you. Praise the Lord!

We're away in Kelowna right now. You might know that I had a visit with Karin on our way. That was a precious time!

I must be off now. Just wanted to 'check in' to let you know you are constantly in our thoughts and prayers.

With Much Love, in Christ,

Your Sister, Shelley
Shelley Hess <hessfamily@pacificcoast.net>
- Saturday, August 27, 2005 10:29 AM CDT

margaret
so happy to hear you went to the mall with Mona!!

Christina L
Vancouver, BC Canada - Saturday, August 27, 2005 1:05 AM CDT

Dear Margaret,
I have recently found your site. I am truly in awe of your grace and strength as you face the struggles of your disease. I will pray for you, as so many already are.
Priscilla Ross <mossman@crocker.com>
MA USA - Friday, August 26, 2005 10:53 PM CDT

Hi Margaret,
Thinking of you and hope that you're feeling better. I hope the Ensure flavors are tolerable...if you didn't know already, Boost seemes to have expanded their flavors somewhat -you may want to try the mocha one! I'm glad that you had that special day of being anointed. I leave to return to Montreal on Wed and would love to drop by (just briefly) to see ya before I go back (if possible). In any case, you're in my daily thoughts and prayers.
Serena <serenaslater@hotmail.com>
Vancouver, B.C. Cananda - Friday, August 26, 2005 5:11 PM CDT

Hi Margaret!
Once again checking in on you to let you know that you are in my thoughts and I am praying that you are feeling better. Keep up your fighting spirit. This is another challenge for you to overcome and I know that you can do it. You have so many people praying for you!
Joan Boyle <jbcb@videotron.ca>
Montreal, Quebec Canada - Friday, August 26, 2005 7:59 AM CDT

Hi Margaret,
I just wanted to put in a word before I leave tomorrow (early morning). I so wish you could come on this trip with me. I know you must feel very frustrated. You are always on my mind, and I will keep praying for you daily. I hope the painkillers are providing some relief for you, and that the nurses and your family are providing you with excellent care. I pray for your peace and comfort. Love you.
Karin's caringbridge site
Vancouver, BC, Canada - Thursday, August 25, 2005 2:57 PM CDT

Dear precious Child of God, The Lord says, He is with you no matter what the circumstances say, and I am standing with your pastor, friends, deacons for your complete healing. When Jesus is in your heart you have all He has, Margaret, and just believe by faith even when you can't see anything happening, that you are the healed.That is the faith Jesus talks about in Mark 11:22 where He says,"Have the faith of God." Jesus death,burial and resurrection has already provided that for you and I am standing on His WOrd for you in Jesus name.
LaJoyce Shrom <ashrom@polk.main.nc.us>
Tryon, NC USA - Wednesday, August 24, 2005 9:23 AM CDT

Margaret-
I am so glad your Pastor and deacons came and prayed for you, I believe in the laying on of hands for healing!!!! We know that God is with you!!
Keep positive and believe that you will be healed!!! Jesus promised that to you.
I am praying that you will feel the power of the holy spirit and that you are overcome with peace and strength and hope and comfort and faith!!!

"Do not fear, for I am with you; do not anxiously look about you, for I am your God. I will strengthen you, surely I will help you, surely I will uphold you with My righteous right hand." Isaiah 41:10

Much love from South Carolina,
Jennifer and Tommy Sprouse
Jenn and Tommy Sprouse <jtsprouse@bellsouth.net>
Pauline , SC - Wednesday, August 24, 2005 7:10 AM CDT

bear hugs to you, margaret!
a couple of nights ago i could not sleep, and i laid there thinking about you....like karin, i appreciate the updates and understand how difficult it is to do that....sending you digital love and hugs...
Christina L
Vancouver, BC Canada - Wednesday, August 24, 2005 0:18 AM CDT

Hi Margaret, thank you for the update! I know it takes energy to get to the comp and come online to let us know how things are, but we truly appreciate it.

You have so many people praying for you, and we all wish we could do even more for you. I hope you are finding some moments of peace and comfort. I love that your Pastor and the Beacons came to your house for a special healing prayer/blessing! If you want to talk or need anything, you know I am only a phone call/email away. Love you!
Karin's caringbridge site
Vancouver, BC, Canada - Tuesday, August 23, 2005 7:50 PM CDT

Hi Margaret,
I can't remember how I came to know your website but have been checking on you and praying for you since last spring. I'm sorry that you have to go through all of this and so young. I just want you to know that there are prayers making their way up to you from Texas!
Joanne
Joanne Lane
- Tuesday, August 23, 2005 12:47 AM CDT

Hey Marg, imagine it's snowing outside...cuz where I am, it is!! Everyday!! I'll be praying for you!
get well!!! SOON!!
md <moidoi@hotmail.com>
Alert, North Pole - Monday, August 22, 2005 7:59 PM CDT

Miss Margaret. I am sorry for the pain you are dealing with right now. You are in my thoughts. Hope things get better for you very soon. And I agree that as long as I've know you, you have never been a "sad person". If you are feeling sad recently, that is natural -- you're going through a very very difficult time. But overall you are one of the most optimistic & sunny people I know. Lots and lots of love and hugs and WARM FUZZIES to you...
Anna <annainitaly@hotmail.com>
Vancouver, BC - Monday, August 22, 2005 1:20 PM CDT

Hey Margaret.
Hang in there ok? Praying hard for you! *big hugz*

~Simply Joanne~

With love,
Joanne and the Dream Team
~Bridge of Dreams ~

Joanne <joanne173@gmail.com>
- Monday, August 22, 2005 10:36 AM CDT

Good morning Margaret-
Hello from hot, humid South Carolina!!
Just wanted to wish you a good day filled with peace and joy.

May God wrap his arms around you and remove your pain and discomfort and may you find strength in him.

Much love,
Jennifer Sprouse
jenn sprouse <jtsprouse@bellsouth.net>
- Monday, August 22, 2005 7:26 AM CDT

Hi Margaret,

I know those folks at the BCCA are taking super-good care of you, and I want you to know that I am thinking of you and pulling for a speedy recovery.

Take good care of yourself, and give me a shout if there is anything I can do to help.

All the best to you,

Spike <evilblog@spikeharris.com>
- Monday, August 22, 2005 0:07 AM CDT

BRENDA My Loving Dad's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
EDMONTON,ALBERTA CANADA, - Sunday, August 21, 2005 10:43 PM CDT

Margaret love,
Not a day goes by that I don't wonder what is going on with you. I so wish we could wave a magic wand to make everything better. If I could, please know that I would. You inspire me daily! I know that you are not feeling well but I could bet my last dollar that you are still smiling that beautiful smile. We are all here for you and sending warm energies and prayers your way. If you need to talk, I am here for you. Love you with all my heart. Consider yourself hugged and squashed. Take care and may God bless you always. Just Believe.

Love always-
Jo (mama)
xoxoxoxoxoxoxox
Jo Wardell <jofromde@yahoo.com>
Wilmington, DE USA - Sunday, August 21, 2005 7:15 PM CDT

Hi Margaret

This is Cheryl, your brother's gfriend. Your brother emailed me to your website. I hope you enjoyed the plums that I gave you last week. Although I don't really know you, it seems that I can feel what you're going through. I've said a prayer for you and I've also sent an email to the Pope in Rome to say a prayer for you when he eventually gets to read it. I think you are a really strong person to go through with this battle.
Cheryl Bayle <cbayle@my.bcit.ca>
Coquitlam, BC Canada - Sunday, August 21, 2005 4:52 PM CDT

Hey Marg,
Been thinking about you tons. Don't pay any attention to the Korean idiot... you are not a sad person - in fact you are most definetely one of the most happy people I know... perhaps even the happiest on a regular basis. And Dr. Millar knows what she is talking about with the strong coping skills comment. I hope this stuff helps with your energy!! Why not try it... eh? Well... whenever you're up to it pass me an e-mail back.
Best Buddy - Erin <erinritchie@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, August 21, 2005 11:28 AM CDT

hi margaret,
it's elaine.. i don't know if you remember me, but we went to brock together, as well as tupper. i left tupper in grade 10 for another program at churchill. anyways, i update your blog from time to time. and i hope you are doing better these days. you're truly one of the most optimistic people i've ever met. hang in there, things will turn around.
elaine
vancouver, bc canada - Sunday, August 21, 2005 3:12 AM CDT

Dearest Margaret,

Hello my beautiful friend! I have been "away" from the guestbook because I have been travelling but know that YOU ARE NEVER FAR AWAY FROM MY THOUGHTS AND HEART. It sounds like an incredibly difficult time for you and I so wish I was nearer so I could give you a great big hug and kiss. I don't really know what to say except that I love you and that I'm always here. Hang in there.

Lots and lots and lots of love,
Andrea
Andrea Elder <AndreaElder145@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, August 20, 2005 7:16 PM CDT

Just wanted to let you know that I am thinking of you and praying for you non stop. I hope you are able to feel that so many prayers and positive energy are sent to you during this temporary tough stage.
We are so proud of you and glad you were able to attend Ashley's fundraiser.
Lauren, Karin's mother
- Saturday, August 20, 2005 1:21 PM CDT

Margaret:

Just found your site and wanted to add my name to your list of prayer warriors! My brother is battling colon cancer at the young age of 42. Chemo is kicking his butt, but we also feel it's kicking his cancer's butt, too!

Hang in there, better days are ahead, God loves you, and so does a new friend in Tennessee!

Blessings to you for brighter days ahead,

Kriste Lanius
My Big Brother - Tracy Lanius <Kristewithane@comcast.net>
Goodlettsville, TN USA - Saturday, August 20, 2005 0:27 AM CDT

HEALING SCRIPTURES TO READ AND BELIEVE EVERY DAY!!!!

Matthew 6:9-10 "Our Father in heaven, hallowed be your name. Your kingdom come. Your will be done on Earth as it is in heaven." People in heaven are not sick, so we can clearly see it is God's will that we also be free from sickness and disease.

Deuteronomy 7:15 "And the LORD will take away from you all sickness, and will afflict you with none of the terrible diseases of Egypt which you have known, but will lay them on all those who hate you."

Romans 8:32 "He that spared not his own Son, but delivered him up for us all, how shall he not with him also freely give us all things?" NOTE - Surely this includes healing!!!

Mark 16:17-18 "And these signs shall follow them that believe; In my name . . . they shall lay hands on the sick, and they shall recover." NOTE - Find someone who believes God's Word regarding healing and have them lay hands on you and pray for you in faith believing.

James 5:16 says "that the effectual fervent prayer of a righteous man avails much."

Isaiah 40:31 "But they that wait upon the Lord shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings as eagles; they shall run, and not be weary, and they shall walk and not faint." - waiting with earnest expectation!

Psalm 34:19 "Many are the afflictions of the righteous, but the LORD delivers him out of them all." ALL ALL ALL

Jeremiah 30:17 "For I will restore health unto thee, and I will heal thee of thy wounds, saith the Lord."

Isaiah 53:4-5 "Surely He hath borne our griefs (Lit. sicknesses) and carried our sorrows (Lit. pains) yet we did esteem Him stricken, smitten of God and afflicted. But He was wounded for our transgressions, He was bruised for our iniquities; the chastisement of our peace was upon Him; and by His stripes we are healed."

Jeremiah 33:6 "Behold, I will bring you health and cure, and I will cure you, and will reveal unto you the abundance of peace and truth."

Matthew 18:19 "Again I say to you that if two of you agree on Earth concerning anything that they ask, it will be done for them by My Father in heaven."

Mark 11:24 "Therefore I say to you whatever things you ask when you pray, believe that you receive them, and you will have them." Surely this includes healing!

Isaiah 58:8 "Thy light shall break forth as the morning, and thy health shall spring forth speedily; and thy righteousness shall go before thee: the glory of the Lord shall be thy rear guard."

Psalm 103:2-3 "Bless the Lord, O my soul, and forget not all His benefits: Who forgiveth all thine iniquities; who heals all thy diseases"

3 John 2 "Beloved, I wish above all things that thou mayest prosper and be in health, even as thy soul prospereth."

Jeremiah 17:14 "Heal me, O LORD, and I shall be healed; save me, and I shall be saved: for thou art my praise."

Psalm 91:9-10 "Because thou hast made the LORD, which is my refuge, even the Most High, thy habitation; There shall no evil befall thee, neither shall any plague come nigh thy dwelling."

Psalm 30:2 "O LORD my God, I cried unto thee, and thou hast healed me." HE SENT HIS WORD TO HEAL YOU!!!!

NEVER STOP BELIEVING-

Jenn Sprouse <jtsprouse@bellsouth.net>
Pauline , SC - Friday, August 19, 2005 2:17 PM CDT

Margaret,
Just wanted to let you know that I've informed everyone on my e mail list that attended Chinese Sunday School years ago to pray for your complete recovery. Beulah Donison (Gee)
Beulah Donison
Burnaby, BC Canada - Friday, August 19, 2005 2:05 PM CDT

Hello- you don't know me, I just found your site.
I live in South Carolina-
Just wanted to send you some love, faith, hope and expectancy for healing.
With God all things are possible and I hope you know that you can DO ALL THINGS through Christ Jesus........
Don't ever give up!!!

Father God, help Margaret regain her strength, her immune system, her hope, her joy, her peace and laughter. Heal her body Lord and make her whole again- AMEN

Much love from SC,
Jennifer Sprouse
A believer in miracles!!!!!!!!
Jenn Sprouse <jtsprouse@bellsouth.net>
Pauline , SC USA - Friday, August 19, 2005 2:04 PM CDT

Just checking in before the weekend to let you know that I'm thinking of you and hoping you're feeling better.
There are many of us from near and far praying for you so I hope you feel the warmth.
Take care and God bless you, Margaret.....

Joan Boyle <jbcb@videotron.ca>
Montreal, Quebec Canada - Friday, August 19, 2005 8:47 AM CDT

Hi Margaret - I hope you are feeling better and that this new chemo is successful. you are so brave and strong and have endured so much. You are in my prayers.
Jeannette from www.2hands.blogspot.com
Jeannette <jvagnozzi@aol.com>
Los Angeles, CA USA - Friday, August 19, 2005 0:40 AM CDT

Hi Margaret,

Why does bad things happen to good people? I really hope you will get better soon.
Tommy <Tommylum@shaw.ca>
Vancouver, - Thursday, August 18, 2005 12:47 AM CDT

Hey Margaret,

Just make a post when you are ready to receive calls, I'll be here for you.

Mai <mai_orchid@hotmail.com>
Vancouver, BC Canada - Thursday, August 18, 2005 12:26 AM CDT

Margaret,
I'm thinking about you and hope that you feel better soon!
Sarah <tamura@alltel.net>
Wadesboro, NC USA - Thursday, August 18, 2005 11:36 AM CDT

Hey Margaret,
I'm so sorry things are so rough for you right now... you can be sure I'm praying for you... I know it's easier said than done, but... keep fighting... and NEVER lose hope.. because sometimes hope is all we have that keeps us together. Thinking of you...

~*~*Girlie's Page*~*~

Love & Hugs,
XOXOXOXOOXOXOX
Janice <janiceliew1981@yahoo.com>
Melbourne, Australia - Thursday, August 18, 2005 5:51 AM CDT

Hi Margaret,

I am so sad to see you suffering like this! I just wanted to let you know that I think of you and I have been praying for you. I know that your new chemo is a tough one, so hang in there!

Karin's dad
- Wednesday, August 17, 2005 8:35 PM CDT

Hi again Margaret!
Checking in and wanting to say "hi". It is totally understandable that you're not wanting to chat and judging by your GB entries, your friends and family understand and respect that completely. I'm sure everyone is glad that you're up to writing your journal.
You do need to conserve your energy and rest up to continue this fight. At the risk of sounding repetative, you are an AMAZING young woman and I admire how you articulate your feelings on life, your faith and your illness. You continue to inspire so many!!
Joan Boyle <jbcb@videotron.ca>
Montreal, Quebec Canada - Wednesday, August 17, 2005 8:20 AM CDT

Dear Margaret,
I pray this new chemo works and that soon you will be able to have fun again without pain and without disease. I am praying for you and thinking of you all the time, cause you touched my heart so much through those years... on Sunday I'll be a bride (YAY!) and as I already promised you I will pray for you in the holiest moment of my life, I love you so much, and I hope I will travel to Vancouver in the near future to see you getting married too, with the man of your dreams that you will find hopefully soon
:-)
I love you my sweet sunflower!

Lola <lola_cohen@hotmail.com>
Haifa, Israel - Wednesday, August 17, 2005 3:18 AM CDT

Dear Margaret
like karin, i totally understand if you don't feel like talking, or anything else for that matter. just know that we are all concerned and love you. i see sunflowers all around me, and i always think of you.
Christina L
Vancouver, B.C. Canada - Wednesday, August 17, 2005 2:27 AM CDT

Hi Margaret,
I completely understand that you're not up to talking on the phone, no worries! I hate to hear that you had to have the stomach drained again :( I wish I could take away the suffering. Shelley came by today and we prayed for you. I hope you feel the love, prayers, and support that are surrounding you.
With so much love,
Karin
Karin's caringbridge site
Vancouver, BC, Canada - Wednesday, August 17, 2005 0:23 AM CDT

Hi Margaret,
This is Daljit(Laura's friend). Remember me from thanksgiving dinner 2003? I still remember that day with great fondness. I just wanted to say that you are a tremendously courageous young girl and an inspiration to us all. My best wishes and prayers are with you.
Daljit Mundy
Vancouver, BC - Wednesday, August 17, 2005 0:05 AM CDT

Dearest Fargo,

It kills me knowing that you're going through this all and I'm miles away from you. It tears me up inside knowing that I cannot be with you, by your side just to tell you how much I love you, to cry with you, to pray with you... to just BE there. I'm so sorry :'( I'm doing all I can now, with this distance. Keep up the faith girl, because you know God will deliver you...

With all my love,
Laura
Taipei, Taiwan - Tuesday, August 16, 2005 11:44 PM CDT

Hello Margaret!
I wanted to let you know that when I turned around at my BBQ fundraiser and saw your smiling face it meant the world to me!! I can't believe you got out of the hospital and came! You inspire me! I think and pray for you many many many times everyday!

Love,Ashley
Ashley Brear <ashleybrear920@hotmail.com>
North Vanocuver, BC Canada - Monday, August 15, 2005 2:27 PM CDT

Margaret, just wanted to let you know that you have people in Taiwan praying for you. I am just a friend of your cousin, Laura's. You are in my, my friend's, and my family's prayers.
Matt Hehn <daddymatphati@hotmail..com>
Taipei, Taiwan - Monday, August 15, 2005 9:46 AM CDT

My dear Margaret and dear friend,

I know we have never met in person, but as I told you many times you are so close to my heart! I am praying for you every day and as soon as I get to work I open my computer and check your updates because you are such a wonderful person! Your other friends don't know me, but since I know you I have been also checking on Karin and on Ashley, and you are such amazing persons, so brave, fun, full of life and hope...
Dear Maggie, I have so much faith that G-od is going to heal you and that you are going to be fine! You are so lovely and you are so special and so strong, I am sure he loves you so much, because it's not possible not to! You are adorable, and I want you to keep on being the strongest and cutest girl in the whole world!
I am getting married next Sunday... in our Jewish tradition, they say that the prayers made by the bride and the groom while they walk the alley to the "hupa" (the altar) are going directly to G-od because this is a holy and pure moment... Dear Margaret, on Sunday, when I will walk the alley, I promise I won't think about my make up or my hair looking good, I will keep my prayers for you and for all people waiting to be cured...

I love you! Keep in touch darling!
Lola <lola_cohen@hotmail.com>
Haifa, Israel - Monday, August 15, 2005 3:26 AM CDT

Margaret love,
Spoke with Karin online and have been trying to be kept updated on what is going on. I'm sorry to hear that things have more then rough lately. Please know that we are all behind you 110%, I miss you more then you'll ever know and I'm sending a big old warm fuzzy your way. Consider yourself hugged and squashed! I know right now you probably don't want to talk to many people, I am going to try and call you this week. If we aren't able to talk know that I love you and just wanted to let you know I was thinking about you.

Love ya so!
Jo (mama)
xoxoxoxo
Jo Wardell <jofromde@yahoo.com>
Wilmington, DE USA - Sunday, August 14, 2005 10:40 PM CDT

Hi Margaret. I'm sorry to hear that you are in pain. I will be thinking about you and praying that something will start working for you. Stay strong and keep fighting. I believe in miracles too!
Mindy Guidry- www.caringbridge.org/me/mindy <metg123@bellsouth.net>
Cumming, GA 30041 - Sunday, August 14, 2005 0:55 AM CDT

Hi Margaret!
Sorry to hear of your recent hospitalization. I know you've been through so much and it saddens me to think you are struggling so hard. I'm still praying for that right combination of chemo to knock that beast out of your system!! You have been so inspiring in your fight. Continue that fighting spirit and know that I'm here praying for you.
Joan Boyle <jbcb@videotron.ca>
Montreal, Quebec Canada - Saturday, August 13, 2005 12:47 AM CDT

Hi Margret
I saw you at Ashleys fundraiser last night and wanted to come and say "Hi" but when I looked up again you had already gone.
I am Brian's Mom and have read your story and think you are a very beautiful, brave, and amazing young woman. Despite all you have been through anyone would have understood if you had not made it to Ashley's event last night, but you were there, and that showed Ashley more love & support than words could ever say!
I am disappointed I did not get to meet you personaly but I wanted you to know that you are in my thoughts and prayers. AND by the way....you looked beautiful sitting there last night. No one would have guessed the struggle you have been having. So keep on swimming girl.....we are all with you!!
Donna
Donna
PoCo, B.C - Saturday, August 13, 2005 9:49 AM CDT

I am just a passerby through caringbridge. I am so sorry about your struggle and the frustration of trying new treatments. I am praying that things go your way. You deserve it. My daughter and I are fighting our own cancer battles and we are also counting on that right combination of miracle and medical.

kathy wilson www.caringbridge.org/ny/joannawilson <kathywilson@optonline.net>
- Saturday, August 13, 2005 7:46 AM CDT

Dear Margaret
dunno what to say to make you feel a bit better, except that i think of you everyday! you certainly are a fighter, altho i think you must be so exhausted....keep on swimming!!!!! we will all swim with you.
Christina Loch
Vancouver, BC Canada - Friday, August 12, 2005 3:23 PM CDT

Hi Margaret,
Just checking in on you and want to let you know that you're in my thoughts and prayers. You have had such a struggle and yet remain so strong and determined. Keep up the fight - you are an amazing young woman!!
Take care and God bless you......
Joan Boyle <jbcb@videotron.ca>
Montreal, Quebec Canada - Friday, August 12, 2005 7:37 AM CDT

Hi Margaret,

I've just read your recent update and recent guestbook entries. We have a prayer for you. Dear Heavenly Father, we lift Margaret up to You, and pray that You will carry her in Your arms, especially now, that she would know your comfort and a peace that passes all human understanding, now, in her great time of need. Please Lord, put a hedge of protection around her, bind Satan, and give her a comfort and peace that can only come from knowing You. We pray Lord, that Margaret will keep her eyes firmly fixed on You, and Your will for her, and that her faith will be strengthened as she does so. Comfort and protect her, please Lord, and let her know the love of so many brothers and sisters in Christ that are praying for her. I pray these things in the name of Jesus Christ, Lord and Saviour! Amen!

We love you Margaret!!

Shelley, for the family
Shelley Hess <hessfamily@pacificcoast.net>
North Saanich, B.C., B.C. Canada - Wednesday, August 3, 2005 10:19 PM CDT

Hi sweetie,
it's been a few days since your latest update... I hope you are feeling better and that you will write us soon that you feel good and that you keep on being strong.
I love you lots and lots and lots, and I am thinking about you, and am praying for you and for a fast recovery.
LOVE YOU SWEETHEART!!!!!!!!!!!
Lola <lola_cohen@hotmail.com>
Haifa, Israel - Wednesday, August 3, 2005 6:47 AM CDT

Maggie..I have missed you. The voice of understanding, compassion and reality. I have really missed. Voodoochild from the Planet Cancer..Take a look at what has been going on. I have created a series of websites. Slightly mad about Africa at the minute..Voodoo and African Herbs what could be better.

www.africanpainters.com and www.outspoken.co.uk for the writers.

I am trying to encourage TV Plays to be written by African Play Writers from Africa on the site..it's a process it may never work but it makes good use of the domain name. Are you OK sweetie. Bright eyed and bushy tailed I hope. This is a message full of love for you...big hugs and kisses and love to you and yours.

Love Always,

Joe

PS Write to me immediately....I miss you madly.
Joe Pollitt <africanpainters@yahoo.co.uk>
London, UK - Monday, August 1, 2005 6:54 PM CDT

Jimmy <jimmylieu2000@hotmail.com>
Vancouver, BC Canada - Sunday, July 31, 2005 10:06 AM CDT

Sorry to hear that you are feeling so under the weather. I'm hoping and praying that you're feeling better soon.
SarahTamura <tamura@alltel.net>
Wadesboro, NC USA - Sunday, July 31, 2005 7:34 AM CDT

Hi Margaret,

We're so sorry that you are enduring ongoing sickness, and praying for comfort and healing! You know you are in our prayers and we love you Sister. Look to the Lord and cry out to Him. He will sustain you through all of this. Ask, and He will respond. We pray you will feel His loving arms about you as you walk this valley.

With much love,

Shelley, for the family
Shelley Hess <hessfamily@pacificcoast.net>
North Saanich, B.C., B.C. Canada - Sunday, July 31, 2005 0:22 AM CDT

hey there,

its been a long while since i have stopped by. i've been in toronto at a childrens hosp for myself to get to know the place because it will be home for a good month and a half come sept. which sucks.

but when i read your journal note it made me feel less alone. i know what you mean about 'normal' i feel so far from it as well. its like entering the life of ailment is a point of no return where when you do get better you are not the same. it seems once you enter there is no going back to 'normal' so you may as well accept it and embrace it. or at least i keep telling myself that. have i... i am not 100% sure yet i know i have done a lot of exploring with my feeling, i think i have accepted it and now iam working on embracing it but mans it suck in some ways yet it others its made me older then 16. i look at my peers and am like wow they are so imature and i look at myself and i fit in more with 25 year olds then 16 which is weird but thats what ailment and a physical disability do to you. but knowing that i can recover well thats what i strive for. and i bet everything iam saying your saying ya thats me too. and it is. its true for all of us fighting a battle.

all i can say is hang in there. it does get better. sometimes the ailment may not but the mind and soul sure do. and thats more then 2/3 of the battle and with those 2 in chek well the 3rd body does come.

hang in there
take care
luv'n hugs
www.caringbridge.org/canada/89
nakita <sk8ting_for_life@hotmail.com>
victoria, bc canada - Saturday, July 30, 2005 10:47 PM CDT

Hi- I don't know if I've ever signed in, but I've been following your story for awhile now. You've been through so much in your life and yet you stay so strong and courageous. Sorry to hear you're dealing with some not-so-great stuff right now, and I can empathize with you and the difference between 'normal' and 'new normal.' I'll be thinking of you- wishing you all the best!
Diana <dianasinger06@yahoo.com>
Dallas, TX - Thursday, July 28, 2005 2:11 AM CDT

I didn't know you were updating while at my house! sneaky sneaky ;)
Karin's caringbridge site
Vancouver, BC, Canada - Friday, July 22, 2005 10:10 PM CDT

Hi Margaret,
Thinking and praying for you, Karin and Ashley. Glad to hear some of the stomach pains have subsided. I hope that you will be able to have some fun this week-end.

Serena
Vancouver, B.C. Canada - Friday, July 22, 2005 7:47 PM CDT

BRENDA My Loving Dad's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
EDMONTON,ALBERTA CANADA, - Friday, July 22, 2005 1:30 AM CDT

Hi Margaret!!!

Love You!!! Shelley here. I'm waaaay behind the times, but catching up today. I called and spoke with Karin before I read your journal posts so heard it first from her that she received Jesus Christ as her Lord and Saviour two days ago, you and your Aunt May with her to lead and share in such a joyous rebirth!!! Praise God!!! I am sooo glad for you in that experience. Bless your Aunt for coming alongside and being there!!

I haven't long, because dinner is near done, but just read your recent posts and want you to know how much we are praying for you, ever so thankful for your ability to call upon the Lord in your times of trouble, knowing He hears you, and cares sooo much for you.

We share some striking similarities with our mothers. I will share more in a later post. Praise God that He knows all things, and meets all our needs. My heart is with you in the very human grief of it all though.

I just want you to know we love you, and continue in prayer for you!!! We're sickies (two of the family) so couldn't consider visiting, but Karin said she'd pass on the telephone number where we are, in the event you felt well enough to talk while we're here. Otherwise we'll do so when I get home.

I'm so glad for the way you are serving the Lord in sharing His love, that Karin has come to know Him!!!

With all our love,

Shelley, for the family
Shelley Hess <hessfamily@pacificcoast.net>
North Saanich, B.C. Canada - Thursday, July 14, 2005 8:36 PM CDT

Hi Margaret,
Emma here, just stop in to see how you are doing! God Loves you so much and he has a special plan just for you. My mummy says you call yourself a baby Christian that is so cool because God wants us to be like children. I pray for your complete healing everynight before I go to sleep!
God Bless You

www.caringbridge.org/visit/emmawoods
Emma and Mummy <woodsfamily@nexicom.net>
Peterborough, On Canada - Wednesday, July 13, 2005 7:53 PM CDT

I'm sorry you are having a tough time right now. You are in our thoughts and prayers.
Jaime caringbridge.org/nj/jaimelynn <Jaime13042@aol.com>
nj usa - Saturday, July 9, 2005 9:25 AM CDT

Hi Margaret,
I'm sorry to hear of your troubles with your mother, I'm sure that she loves you very much, even if she is unable to be everything that you need her to be for you right now. She may just be unable to convey that love given her own limitations.
You had asked in one of your earlier journal entries that if anyone had some bible verses that might help, to please pass them along. Here are a couple for you that I hope will help.

Blessed is the man who perseveres under trial, because when he has stood the test, he will receive the crown of life that God has promised to those who love him.
James 1:12

For I know the plans I have for you" declares the Lord, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future."
Jeremiah 29:11
Sherri <slr8800@aol.com>
Concord, NC 28025 - Wednesday, July 6, 2005 8:30 AM CDT

Hey Margaret,
Sorry your mom isn't the person she's supposed to be to you... I'm glad you felt you were able to vent in your journal because it's exactly what it is, YOUR JOURNAL. Know that we're all out here listening and supporting you! Hang in there...

~*~*Girlie's Page*~*~

Love,
XOXOXOOXOXOXO
Janice <janiceliew1981@yahoo.com>
Melbourne, Australia - Wednesday, July 6, 2005 7:05 AM CDT

We found your site through another. Sorry to hear about the problems with your mom. I know its hard not having emotional support from your mother. The one person who you think you can depend on the most, it really hurts. I'm glad you were able to vent your feelings and I hope you feel better. Just know that there are people out here that feel your pain and will be praying for you.
Hang in there!
www.caringbridge.org/tx/baylieo
Tressie & BAylie Owen <tressieowen@hotmail.com>
Houston, TX US - Wednesday, July 6, 2005 1:19 AM CDT

Hey Margaret,
Sorry to hear things continue to be so trying for you... you really have alot more strength inside of you than you think... alot more courage... I'm praying for you and I hope the days ahead only become brighter for you... don't lose your faith and hope... they are what keeps us going sometimes... have a great summer!

~*~*Girlie's Page*~*~

Love always,
XOXOXOXOXOXOX
Janice <janiceliew1981@yahoo.com>
Melbourne, Australia - Monday, July 4, 2005 8:09 AM CDT

Hey Margaret,
Emma here, thanks so much for signing my guestbook. I will be praying for you, and I will come back and check on you soon...so hold on to your underwear (thats what Mummy says when she drives fast)!!
God Bless
www.caringbridge.org/visit/emmawoods
Emma <woodsfamily@nexicom.net>
Peterborough, ON Canada - Sunday, July 3, 2005 8:33 PM CDT

De-lurking to say congrats on the "get of jail free" card (play Monopoly??)! Good luck at school next week.
Amy
Carmel, IN - Sunday, July 3, 2005 2:14 AM CDT

BRENDAMy Loving Dad's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
EDMONTON,ALBERTA CANADA, - Friday, July 1, 2005 8:55 PM CDT

YES!! HOME HOME HOME for Canada Day!! I loved reading those words "I'm going home!" Call me when you get home :)
Karin's Caringbridge Site
Vancouver, BC, Canada - Friday, July 1, 2005 3:20 PM CDT

Hi Margaret,

I'm checking in on you daily and worrying! I'm so sorry you have been in the hospital for so long. I'm SURE you will be getting out soon. Sometimes the chemo can make you drain longer than expected. Know that I'm thinking of you and loving you! I'm glad I'll be seeing you on the retreat.

I love you so much and warm fuzzies are being sent your way.

Andrea
Andrea Elder <AndreaElder145@hotmail.com>
- Friday, July 1, 2005 12:30 AM CDT

Margaret! Margaret! Margaret! Can you hear me cheering you on??? Sending you love and strength during this very difficult time. You have radiant strength and beauty....
Christina L
Vancouver, BC Canada - Friday, July 1, 2005 1:20 AM CDT

If God brings you to it, He will bring you through it.

Happy moments, praise God.

Difficult moments, seek God.

Quiet moments, worship God.

Painful moments, trust God.

Every moment, thank God.

Filomena <gardenia@sprint.ca>
Vancouver, BC Canada - Thursday, June 30, 2005 10:17 PM CDT

Hey Marg,
Check out Mathew 6:25-34. Especially 33/34. And 2 Corinthians 1:3-11. Hang in there!
Praying for you always.
Nat <moidoi@hotmail.com>
Kingston, Canada - Thursday, June 30, 2005 7:05 PM CDT

Hey Girl,
Hope you are feeling better and hope that you get out of the hospital soon.
miss ya.
Lots love
Kevin and Leanne Jones <khmjones@shaw.ca>
Victoria, BC British Columbia - Thursday, June 30, 2005 4:30 PM CDT

Hi Margaret,
Sorry to hear that you're stuck in the hospital, but it sounds like you've had lots of family members and friends cheering you up and giving emotional support. We are thinking of you, and hoping you'll be feeling better each day, and back home for the Canada Day long weekend!

The Real Time Cancer Retreat sounds great - they had some posters up for it at the Oncology Clinic at Children's as well. Something to look forward to for you and your friends!
Jennifer (Sam's mama) <samno@telus.net>
Vancouver, - Thursday, June 30, 2005 2:02 PM CDT

Hope you are doing okay today!! And that you will be out of the hospital soon!
Sarah <tamura@alltel.net>
NC USA - Thursday, June 30, 2005 1:43 PM CDT

Hey, I've also experienced the feeling sicker the longer you stay in the hospital sensation. If it's been possible, I've made the doctors let me go home because I always recovered much faster there. I hope you are feeling better soon, and that you CAN go home soon. It's so much easier to feel more comfortable in your own home.

Take care Margaret, I'm thinking of you.
Alicia
- Thursday, June 30, 2005 12:43 AM CDT

hey margie,
sad to hear that things are getting so frustrating for you chickie. i'm praying for you like mad. hope today will be a better day for you. smiles.
flo
vancouver, bc canada - Thursday, June 30, 2005 3:37 AM CDT

Hi cutie!!!
How are you feeling today? I hope you will get well very very soon and that you will get out of there and go to school as you planned, I am praying for you, you are in my thoughts all the time, be patient and with the Lord's help everything will be fine... you are such a wonderful person, and you deserve the best in everything!!!!
Lots of love, hugs and kisses!
Lola

Lola <lola_cohen@hotmail.com>
Haifa, Israel - Thursday, June 30, 2005 1:44 AM CDT

Hi Margaret!

Its David from MSN, hope your feeling better and doing well!!! Hope to chat with you soon!
David Carter <kombat1000@hotmail.com>
Surrey, Canada - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 10:29 PM CDT

Dear Margaret, Thnks for the update, i will be coming to see u after work..say 6:30 or earlier:)

mona
- Wednesday, June 29, 2005 4:29 PM CDT

Hi Margaret,
Still in hospital and I'm sure you're ready to climb the walls. Hopefully, you'll have better news today. You manage to make me smile when I read your entries, however, I think it should be the other way around!
Thoughts and prayers are with you and I'll check in again later,

Joan Boyle <jbcb@videotron.ca>
Montreal, Quebec Canada - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 8:58 AM CDT

Fragsters!!!

Look at this amazing outreach ministry thingamijig you've got here on your website! This is definitely one avenue that God has been using you, reaching out to hundreds worldwide! So proud of my little Fargie-poops!! :) Check out Psalm 91, 121, 119:50, John 9:1-3. Hugz, hugz and more hugz! :) Love you lots Fragglepoops! :)
Silly Goosey
Taipei, Taiwan Renegade Province of China - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 5:06 AM CDT

Hey Margaret -

I'm going to try visiting you before I take off for the long weekend. Hope to show you clips of your beautiful self at Lennie's wedding ;o)

Praying for you. Words of comfort? 1 Thessalonians 5:18. My fave verse for the moment - Jeremiah 33:3. Good thing they've got internet for you! I hope that food isn't too bad, either...no jello mush/strained veggies/food through a tube, I hope.

Here are a couple of sites that could help pass the time away...

http://www.comics.com/categories/index.html

Blind-folded pianist (this guy's amazing)
http://www.videogamepianist.com/index.php?id=video

music/music videos
http://launch.yahoo.com/launchcast/

movie trailers
http://www.apple.com/trailers/

...laura lent me her spongebob squarepants season 1 dvds. want to borrow them? :oP

sarah yang
vancouver, bc canada - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 2:37 AM CDT

Hey Margaret
Just wanted to say hello and hope you get better soon. Also, we do hope to see you in July when we come down on our one week vacation.
We both love you very much.

Kevin and Leanne Jones
Victoria, BC Canada - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 0:23 AM CDT

Hey, I just talked to you but that's OK :) I want you to get out of the hospital so much too! I have lots of time to think up some fundraising ideas.. I want you there at camp!
Karin's Caringbridge Site
Vancouver, BC, Canada - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 0:01 AM CDT

Hi Margaret,

I am an artist in Georgia. I have been checking on you for the past couple of weeks. You seem to be a very determined person - it is inspiring to read how much you would like to be able to go back to school! I really hope you can - I am sure if you read the first five chapters (of your schoolbook), you will be ahead of everyone!! I am sending good thoughts your way and hope you can get out of the hospital soon and can go rollerblading and eat something good!!!
Laurie <lcs4art@yahoo.com>
Atlanta, GA USA - Tuesday, June 28, 2005 7:26 PM CDT

Margaret, I love you, even tho i believe in reincarnation/buddhism, i will pray for u.
mona
- Tuesday, June 28, 2005 5:11 PM CDT

Ciao Margaret. Sending love and light and prayers from Italy... Hope you can go home soon... xxoo
Anna <annainitaly@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, June 28, 2005 4:09 PM CDT

Good Morning Margaret,

Praying for you, that the fluid drainage slows down enough that you can go home... better yet, that it stops, God willing! Just wanted you to know we're thinking about you, and praying fervently.

With our love,

Shelley, for the family
Shelley Hess <hessfamily@pacificcoast.net>
North Saanich, , - Tuesday, June 28, 2005 1:20 PM CDT

I'm one of your cyber-stalker friends here in N. Carolina. Wishing you well and hope that you can have some good food soon!
Sarah <democratsrcool@yahoo.com>
Wadeboro, NC USA - Tuesday, June 28, 2005 12:56 AM CDT

My Loving Dad's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
EDMONTON,ALBERTA CANADA, - Monday, June 27, 2005 10:20 PM CDT

Hey FARGO Poopsy Woopsy! :)

Ya gotta post more pics!! Your audience is hungry for pics!! MmMmm McMuffins too! Haven't had one of those in forever. *hugz* and much love to you girly girl!! Miss your warmth, kind heart and gentle spirit! :) :)

Silly Goose
Taipei, Taiwan - Monday, June 27, 2005 8:12 PM CDT

Hey Sweetie,

Sorry I haven't signed in sooner, but you better believe I have been checking up on you!!! A surprise check in to the hospital is never fun but, like everything else in your life, you seem to be taking it all in stride. I have been sending lots of warm fuzzies and prayers your way. I hope you heal quickly and feel better soon. I hope your doctors know what is best for you. I also believe that you know what is best for yourself, so if you feel like school... Go for it! I honestly believe having a project or distraction is really good for you. It makes you feel productive and that you are building towards the future.

Be well and take care my dear friend!

Lots of love,
Andrea

p.s. Hope you are getting some GOOD FOOD.
Andrea Elder <AndreaElder145@hotmail.com>
- Monday, June 27, 2005 6:51 AM CDT

Dear Margaret sweetheart,
I send you lots of love and strength, and all my prayers for you to be completely healthy soon!!!
I love you!!!!!
Lola <lola_cohen@hotmail.com>
Haifa, Israel - Sunday, June 26, 2005 0:46 AM CDT

Just wanted to stop by to say hi and tell you that I�m thinking of you! Good luck with everything and hope you're out of Club Med SOON!!
Diana's Page <dianasinger06@yahoo.com>
Dallas, TX - Friday, June 24, 2005 12:51 AM CDT

Hi Margaret!
Continuing my prayers for you. It's a drag being in the hospital lying around waiting and waiting....the time seems so long.
Keep your chin up and take care,

Joan Boyle <jbcb@videotron.ca>
Montreal, Quebec Canada - Friday, June 24, 2005 8:00 AM CDT

Hi Margaret! You sure are having a hard time!! You are in my thoughts, my heart and my prayers. May God bless you and heal you. Be the Miracle, Margaret! We love you! :)
In Love and Light and Healing,
Leah (from the YACN) xoxo
Leah Callen <leahcallen@shaw.ca>
North Vancouver, BC Canada - Friday, June 24, 2005 1:13 AM CDT

Still waiting!! OH NO I was so sure it had been done already. This isn't cool..especially with the no eating. Soon soon soon I hope!!
Karin's Caringbridge Site
Vancouver, BC, Canada - Thursday, June 23, 2005 9:30 PM CDT

You're in my prayers, Margaret. Lots of love to you.
Alicia <alicialouise@gmail.com>
Montreal, - Wednesday, June 22, 2005 11:02 AM CDT

Dearest Margaret,

Just thinking about you a lot and wanted to let you know. I really hope and wish that you have some positive news to pass along. Post when you feel up to it because I want to hear about some good results!

Love you lots,
Andrea

p.s. I'm hoping you can make it to NL in September...
Andrea Elder <AndreaElder145@hotmail.com>
Montreal, QC Canada - Monday, June 20, 2005 2:37 PM CDT

Hi Margaret,
Just wanted to let you know that I'm praying your scan today turns out okay and you are suffering from pre-scan jitters.
Continue your positive outlook - you are an amazing young woman!
Take care,

Joan Boyle <jbcb@videotron.ca>
Montreal, Quebec Canada - Monday, June 20, 2005 10:19 AM CDT

Good Morning Margaret!

My heart goes out to you with your present concerns and I am ever so grateful to God that He has arranged that I will meet you on Tuesday. His timing is perfect, as I realize that you will have scan results then. I am praying that He will use me to encourage you in every way possible!

I am sooo thankful that you know Christ as your Saviour, that you call upon Him in your time of need, and know that He is there, for you and with you. May you know His perfect plans for you,His perfect timing, and be really encouraged in that knowledge.

We pray you have a restful weekend, and I really look forward to meeting you on Tuesday!

May the Lord bless you with His peace, which surpasses all human understanding.

We love you Margaret,

Shelley, for the family
Shelley Hess <hessfamily@pacificcoast.net>
- Saturday, June 18, 2005 9:20 AM CDT

Hello my beautiful friend,

I'm sorry it's been so long! Happy birthday sweetie! How I wish we were closer to give you a great big hug. I hope your heart is mending. I know time is a great healer, but sometimes one's patience can wane. I love you Margaret and I just wish none of us had to go through this. I think of you often and hope you are happy. Please let me know how the scans went... CT scans are the equivalent of hell on Earth if you ask me.

I'm thinking of you sweetie. Love and hugs!

Andrea Elder
Andrea Elder <Andrea.Elder@mail.mcgill.ca>
- Wednesday, June 15, 2005 9:57 AM CDT

hey lady-
i am sorry i missed your bday...yes a time to celebrate life and all that you have accomplished...2.5 years of chemo--WOW-thats amazing. it has only been half that time for me on chemo-yes it gets frustrating-but i have faith too that prayers and some higher authority will pull me through..keep on keeping, i am sorry you are feeling the way you are right now...just remember you have my email addy posted here-so email me anytime...please...i hope the xeloda is doing some magic--i will pray hard that those scans come out GOOD..
keep on keeping girl...
xoxo....chris

~Chris~ <clownfish_53@yahoo.com>
Appleton,WI, - Tuesday, June 14, 2005 3:20 AM CDT

Hi Margaret!
I just want to say thank you for having us over last week for your Birthday BBQ! We all had a great time. As I said last week, I think its amazing how you are able to reunite our highschool friends at your house every year on your birthday. What would we do without you?

Sorry to hear that you're feeling sad, but I know you are a strong woman, and you will be able to get through everything just fine. I am happy to see that you are concentrating on taking care of yourself and not wasting your time moping ... like you said, life is short ... you've got better and more important things to do. :) I hope everything goes well with your scans this week. You can always call me or Andrew if you need anything, we're here for you.
Jenn T.
Vancouver, BC Canada - Sunday, June 12, 2005 2:38 AM CDT

Margaret,
I'm sorry you had a sad day today. I hope you will feel your spirits lift soon. Well, you wanted sun and it is here! Even though rain was forecasted. There's one good thing. I know the fear of scans. I hate them too! It is so hard to live with the fear they bring, but what can we do but endure them? I hope your stomach upsettings are just pre-scan jitters.. that would make sense :)
Hope we can get together soon.. did you get my phone message yesterday? I still have the DVD and am waiting to watch it with you :)
Karin's Caringbridge Site
Vancouver, BC, Canada - Friday, June 10, 2005 7:49 PM CDT

Hi Margaret,

First, Happy, Happy Birthday!!!

By way of introduction my name is Shelley Hess. I came across Karin's site when exploring links from a blog site of a family we are praying for in Washington State. From Karin's site I found you.

I want to tell you how encouraged I have been to read about your faith in God, your trust in Christ, and the way you share that on your site, as well as your having taken Karin to church at Christmas.

I am born again, for about 8 years. Given I am 49, I am sooo grateful that God didn't give up on me before I took my last breath. I don't know if anyone had ever shared the gospel with me all those previous years, but I don't recall ever hearing about Jesus, the significance of His life, and death on the cross, His sacrifice to cover my sins, that I could enjoy the gift of eternal life simply by believing this truth about Him, acknowledging my sins (I'd lied, taken things that weren't mine, etc. at the very least!), asking him forgiveness and asking Him into my life as Lord and Savior. (I believed the Bible was the inspired word of God but was never shown these truths in the Bible, or heard them otherwise.) My life, and the lives of my family members who have also put their trust and faith in
Christ, have changed unbelievably since then, and we give God all the glory.

In reading about Karin, since just before her last diagnosis, I saw how everything else pales beside salvation. So much just gets instantly put into perspective.

I am so grateful that in my coresponding with Karin I have been able to share the gospel with her. I and my family have been praying sooo much that she would receive Christ as her Savior, and know the peace that can only come from this faith.

I am so grateful for Karin's dad's update on her site. As I've looked for God's hand in her present circumstances much has jumped out at me. I read that many are praying for Karin, who may not be, if not for her present circumstances. I realize that to say one is praying does not mean that they have salvation, as many pray to gods that are not the one true God spoken of in the Bible. The title has become generic in the humanism of the age. However those that are praying in the name of Jesus Christ, and some of what they share make that clear, are constantly holding her up before the Lord and Savior spoken about in the Bible. I am sooo grateful for this, knowing He hears their prayers.

I also see that God has chosen to spare Karin, in that she did not experience what her dad described as the "fatal allergic reaction to the drug used to keep the stem cells". This did not happen by chance. God has orchestrated her survival, and for that I am grateful.

He has also provided her with nurses that she is so thankful for. Again His hand.

He provided for her brother's return to be with her during this time.

He's provided for all these ways we can 'speak' to her without challenging her fragile physical health, in order to encourage her.

The list goes on and on. God is good, all the time, even when we are suffering, He is there.

You make it clear that you have this awareness, as I read your site which radiates gratefulness. Praise the Lord!!

I also see how God has places so many Believers in her path, that each of us may share with her the hope that lies in trusting Christ - the great Commission.

Margaret, the Lord has prompted me many times this last 3 weeks about this one thing. I am wondering if this has been the same for you. I've been led to ask. I so wanted to give Karen a Bible, that she could read the passages for herself that I have shared, that share the truth and give everlasting hope. I am in (near) Victoria and didn't know how to do that.

Today I am led to ask you if you would feel comfortable to do that. I would be happy to pay for the Bible, even buy it here and send it to you if you felt able and comfortable to give it to Karen, that we could share the hope that is in us.

Let me know please, Margaret, if you would be comfortable to do that, and if so, what your address is, that I could send it to you, if that worked best for you. Also, we use the King James Version of the Bible, but actually began with the NIV. I remember back 8 years ago being so thankful for that version that I could read and begin to understand. I wonder what your feelings are on the version that might be appropriate for Karin.

I am praying that I have not overstepped my bounds with you Margaret, and that you would know my heart (and the Lord's) on this. I really look forward to hearing back from you, with your address, if you can.

A few verses come to mind that our family read again today. They're Romans 8:31(b) If God be for us, who can be against us? (Amen!!) and then Romans 8:38-39 "For I am persuaded, that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor powers, nor things present, nor things to come, nor height, nor depth, nor any other creature, shall be able to separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord." May these verses encourage you Margaret, as you continue to seek and serve our living God, who lives within each of us as the Holy Spirit, and as Jesus Christ, resurrected and alive again, seeking our hearts. You are a blessing and encouragement to many, myself included.

God bless,

Shelley Hess
hessfamily@pacificcoast.net
Shelley Hess <hessfamily@pacificcoast.net>
North Saanich, B.C. V8L5P4, - Monday, June 6, 2005 8:28 PM CDT

Happy Birthday Margaret!
It's great to hear that you've been doing pretty well - although I'm sure there have been some ups and downs too. Hope you're having a super wonderful birthday day - and all our best wishes that the age of 23 turns out to be the best age yet!

Jennifer (Sam's mama) caringbridge.org/canada/sam
Vancouver, BC - Monday, June 6, 2005 6:30 PM CDT

HAPPY 23rd BIRTHDAY MARGARET!!!!!
Hope you enjoy your special day. You certainly have been through more in your 23 years of life than most people in a full lifetime. You are so inspiring and your outlook on life, love and living are incredible. I wish you the best of everything.
Take care,
Joan Boyle <jbcb@videotron.ca>
Montreal, Quebec Canada - Monday, June 6, 2005 11:49 AM CDT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARGARET!!! I really hope you enjoy yourself... Boy, do you ever deserve it! I think of you all the time and I'm glad to hear that you are on the mend and Xeloda is working. That's great news!!!

I found out that my hospital is sponsoring me to go to the RealTime Canadian Cancer Retreat in September... Maybe you guys can head down????

I miss you and Karin soooo much and I think and pray for you all the time. I have so much respect for the fight you have and continue to put up. Wow, 4 years! I'm at 2 1/2 and it feels like forever...

I love you babe and send you a big birthday hug!

Lots of love,
Andrea
Andrea Elder <AndreaElder145@hotmail.com>
- Monday, June 6, 2005 10:15 AM CDT

I've been hearing that people can't get into my guestbook I think I fixed it now I hope.Thinking of you always.

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My Loving Dad's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
EDMONTON,ALBERTA CANADA, - Tuesday, May 31, 2005 7:34 PM CDT

Margaret, I nearly drawned in my own tears reading you diary. I shall wear my waders next time. You should come with a warning. For a while now I have thought you were a figment of my crazy imagination. I even gave you a name. Nancy. I fed you and clothed you and housed you in my sub conscious. I found you on board my train of thought. Thanks for being there. Love you...is that wrong.
Joe Pollitt <africanpainters@yahoo.co.uk>
London, UK - Thursday, May 26, 2005 11:08 AM CDT

Heyyy, it was great seeing you last night. thanks for the visit! Sorry about the mask.. I know they are uncomfortable and stuffy. I was glad to hear you had a nice outing with Erin on the island! I can't wait to be amongst nature again. You should head to the beach this week if you get the chance! & I know your bday is coming up soon :) Those are always special.. a celebration of your survivorship. Love you!
My caringbridge site
Vancouver, BC, canada - Wednesday, May 25, 2005 12:59 AM CDT

I'm praying that this week gives you many, many reasons to smile.
Stephanie & RachelJoy <mom2rj@comcast.net>
- Tuesday, May 24, 2005 0:13 AM CDT

Hi, I stumbled upon your site, and I just wanted to let you know that I will be praying for you. You are already a strong person as I have read, and I pray that you will continue to be strong and keep fighting.
Jessica Twomey <jessica_t_31@hotmail.com>
Fonthill, ON Canada - Monday, May 23, 2005 6:43 PM CDT

Just checking in (like I do almost every day!!) to see how you're doing on this rainy rainy Vancouver day. I'm having some trouble getting out of my pj's this morning (afternoon???). Hope things are ok with you Margaret. Sending lots of love.
Anna <annainitaly@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, May 22, 2005 1:32 PM CDT

ohoh--
i get to meet heidi from planet cancer tomorrow night in texas...yiiippppeeee...
~Chris~ <clownfish_53@yahoo.com>
Appleton,WI, - Friday, May 20, 2005 0:49 AM CDT

hey lady--
i hope that xeloda is kicking some butt right now..i am now off it..i guess it wasnt helping me--but everybody is different--who knows maybe it could be the drug for you..there is a new oral pill called 'perifosine' that is being tested also...the US just had a huge oncology meeting in california and there is a new 'bible' of chemo information in it..i don't know if CA gets a hold of that..but just know i think we are both in touch across the borders for treatment--i think i am swtiching to carboplatin-which i am sure you have probably been on--i know my drugs well--and i know it is used in your stinky bug 'c'--so hoping it will help my stinky bug too...who knows--just KEEP ON my friend...

"Anything is possible. You can be told that you have a 90-percent chance or a 50-percent chance or a 1-percent chance, but you have to believe, and you have to fight."~ Lance Armstrong

--xoxo---chris---
~Chris~ <clownfish_53@yahoo.com>
Appleton,WI, - Friday, May 20, 2005 0:48 AM CDT

Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers
Darla Lindenmayer, Angel Matt's mom 7-3-90-4-22-04 <DLinden73@aol.com www.caringbridge.org/in/angelbarneyboo>
- Wednesday, May 18, 2005 1:38 PM CDT

Margaret,
it was great seeing you tonight, and thank you for your very sweet card. Have fun on the island this weekend! I hope it brings you peace, comfort, spiritual strength, and anything else you seek.
Karin's Caringbridge Site
Vancouver, BC, Canada - Wednesday, May 18, 2005 1:30 AM CDT

Hi Margaret,
Just checking in on you and letting you know I'm thinking of you. You've had a lousy few weeks but your positive outlook is inspiring. I admire how you handle yourself and so impressed with how articulate you are. You have widsom beyond your years! Not only in handling your physical health but your mental and emotional wellbeing. Keep up your fighting spirit as you are such an inspiration to many!!
Take care, Joan
Joan Boyle <jbcb@videotron.ca>
Montreal, Quebec Canada - Saturday, May 14, 2005 11:55 AM CDT

Margaret -- I'm sorry things are so rough for you right now. I hope that some good things come your way soon to make up for all the very crappy things you've been dealing with over the past month or so. Keep fighting girl. You never know -- the next drug they try you on could be THE ONE. Who knows??!! They are making so much progress so quickly with cancer drugs -- look at Christina and the Rituxan -- that was brand new when she got it!! Your miracle drug is out there. You just keep on fighting until they find it for you. And I'm totally in for San Fran in August!! Let's do it!! xxxooo
Anna <annainitaly@hotmail.com>
- Friday, May 13, 2005 0:54 AM CDT

hey lady--
i am sorry to hear of the difficulties you are having right now...i know you have a good friend in karin to talk to but i am always here through email and you have a good soundboard of people who understand at planetcancer....i don't know which oral chemo pills you are on--but as someone mentioned a few posts back--i too am on xeloda--tomorrow will be my 2nd round of it--i took it for 14 days on 7 off-and this is the next round--please keep your head up--if you have any questions about xeloda--if that is which chemo it is--feel free to email me...my email is here--and you know where to find me.....i hope you have a better week...xoxo--chris

~Chris~ ( Wisconsin Angels/WI Friends of Allie) <clownfish_53@yahoo.com>
Appleton,WI, - Sunday, May 8, 2005 11:33 PM CDT

My Loving Dad's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Sunday, May 8, 2005 7:16 PM CDT

<brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Friday, May 6, 2005 8:30 PM CDT

Dearest Margaret (a.k.a. beautiful babe!)

That's an awesome picture of you sweetie. It almost does your true beauty justice (although, nothing is as good as the real Margaret, up close and personal!). It hurts me so badly to be so far away from you. I know you are going through tough timeS (why do bad things happen all at once???) now. I wish we could be closer because I'm sure you could use a hug. I'm sending you one right now! I hope you are on a path to healing, although, you and I both know that it will takes lots and lots of time. Be patient and kind with yourself. I hope you are treating yourself to a few shopping sprees and massages! I hope this new chemo is your ticket to freedom. Oral chemo is sooooo much easier. It's still chemo, but at least you have more freedom and a better quality of life. Are you doing Xeloda? That's what I used to do. Just curious.

I hope this does this trick Margaret and I'm praying for those tumor markers to drop, drop, drop.

I love you sweetie. Remember, try to take it one day at a time.

Andrea
Andrea Elder <AndreaElder145@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, May 5, 2005 11:40 AM CDT

<brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Monday, May 2, 2005 1:36 AM CDT

<brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Monday, May 2, 2005 1:33 AM CDT

hey margaret--
i am very sorry to hear of the things going on lately--just know you have people that would love to listen if you need to fall back on someone--hold your head up...thinking of you.......your amiga--chris..

~Chris~ <clownfish_53@yahoo.com>
Appleton,WI, - Sunday, May 1, 2005 6:33 PM CDT

Dearest Margaret,

I don't know what to say sweetheart... I'm just so, so sorry. I wish I was there right now to give you a huge hug and kiss. This totally sucks. Over time, you will heal but I know things must be so very hard right now. Take care of yourself and rely on others to take care of you. I love you Margaret and know that you are always in my thoughts and prayers.

Lots and lots of love and warm fuzzies are being sent your way.

Andrea
Andrea Elder <AndreaElder145@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, April 27, 2005 11:37 PM CDT

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Edmonton,Alberta CANADA, - Tuesday, April 26, 2005 1:29 AM CDT

Hi Margaret, I just wanted to let you know I've thinking about you. I hope all is well, and that you are able to update soon. Take care, I check in every day!
Alicia
Montreal, - Monday, April 25, 2005 4:26 PM CDT

Hi Margaret,
Just checking in on you! Hope those numbers start going down soon. Glad that you have a doctor you like. Thats so important. :)

~Joanne�s Corner~

With love,
Joanne and the Dream Team
~Bridge of Dreams ~

Joanne <joanne173@gmail.com>
- Thursday, April 21, 2005 9:42 PM CDT

Hey Margie,
Just wanted to drop a line to let you know I'm thinking about and also praying for you. Times can be difficult but God would never put you through something you can't handle. The sun will shine another day and you will enjoy it. It may not look like you can at this time and that is okay but you will survive this. I did!! You know how neurotic I am. I am here for you. Please use me for a shoulder to lean/cry on, ears to listen and whatever else you can think of. :)

Love,
Kat
Kat <kattse@hotmail.com>
Vancouver, BC Canada - Thursday, April 21, 2005 0:20 AM CDT

Hey Margaret -- Just checking in to let you know I'm thinking of you... Hope those counts are DROPPING. And hope that the blue skies and sunshine these last few days have given you some fresh energy... Yay for spring! Love.
Anna <annainitaly@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, April 20, 2005 8:39 PM CDT

CHEERS TO THOSE FIGHTING--CHEERS TO THOSE WHO WON--CHEERS TO THOSE WHO EARNED ANGEL WINGS........

THE COLORS OF ALL cancer--UNTIL THERE IS A CURE--
PEACE-LOVE-HOPE-BELIEVE---chris
~Chris~ ( Wisconsin Angels/WI Friends of Allie) <clownfish_53@yahoo.com>
Appleton,WI, - Wednesday, April 20, 2005 12:46 AM CDT

Hi my B.C. babe!

Just thinking of you and thought I'd stop by to send you some lovin'. I'm glad you have found a safe space at Callanish and you trust your doctors. I'm also glad to hear about your great time with Ryan in Chicago. You deserve it! I hope that they get the tumor marker situation resolved (I know my heart is always in my throat about my tumor markers). Know that I think of you often and healing prayers are constantly being sent. This battle is so tough Margaret. I know it's tough when they can't give you a "cure" date or how many treatments you'll have to endure, but hang in there. Enjoy the good days (well, I know you do!). I know better, less harsh treatments are on the horizon. I have faith that a cure is on it's way. I love you sweetie!

Andrea
Andrea Elder <AndreaElder145@hotmail.com>
- Monday, April 18, 2005 1:46 PM CDT

glad to hear you seem a little more upbeat--heres something to make you smile perhaps--hop on the train with this special thing and do the dance with him..
happy day to you.....love chris

~Chris~ ( Wisconsin Angels/WI Friends of Allie)a <clownfish_53@yahoo.com>
Appleton,WI, - Monday, April 18, 2005 3:30 AM CDT

For you parents

God Made You For A Reason

When I look upon my screen
I find a happy reason
the joy that comes to me from you
is gratitude so very pleasing...

What a wonderful creator
that made a friend like you,
He placed a sweet kind person
and gave me lots of comfort too.

A world without your kindness
would be a sad sad world.

But I don't have to worry,
there's no need to be,
because of you I am very happy,
and that's good enough for me.

I've found great people everywhere,
they come into my life.
Just like you, all those others too,
have given me delight.

So I thank God I met you,
I thank him for all seasons.
Now I know for sure with all my heart,
GOD Created YOU for a reason.

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My Loving Dad's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta CANADA, - Monday, April 18, 2005 3:01 AM CDT

Hey girl, thanks for the update. I'll give you a call today, hopefully we can get together soon! If you want, I can try and ask for Ryan in spanish for you. :) Miss you!
Karin's Caringbridge Page
vancouver, bc, canada - Friday, April 15, 2005 2:17 PM CDT

Hi Margaret!
I have followed your story for sometime and am finally signing the guestbook. You are inspiring how you handle your illness and I admire your strength, courage and faith.
The cookbook you mention sounds interesting and my daughter (23-1/2) loves healthy recipes. Can you find out if the book could be mailed to Montreal (H8T 2T8) and what the postage would be?
Hope you hear from Ryan soon. Have a great day - it's cool but beautiful sunshine here in Montreal. Keep up your fight! You're an amazing young woman!
Sincerely, Joan
Joan Boyle <jbcb@videotron.ca>
Montreal, Quebec Canada - Friday, April 15, 2005 8:27 AM CDT

Thinking and praying for you always.
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My Loving Dad's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta CANADA, - Thursday, April 14, 2005 12:34 AM CDT

Hey Margaret!
Just stopping by to check on you. Hope you're having a better week!

~Joanne�s Corner~

With love,
Joanne and the Dream Team
~Bridge of Dreams ~

Joanne <joanne173@gmail.com>
- Thursday, April 14, 2005 6:07 AM CDT

Dear Margie,
I thank God that he takes care of all of us in the darkest, deepest times. Your courage, strength, compassion and love that you show others is truly a reflections of his love. I know times are hard for you and yet you continue to be strong and happy. You truly set a good example for me your older sister. Usually, one would think you look up to your elders for example but in our case I feel it's the opposite. Thanks for always being there for me. I love you and each time I read your journal entries they bring tears to my eyes. It's because I feel your pain, love and also strength. Love,
Lennie
"Be joyful in hope." Romans 12:12
Lennie <lennietse@hotmail.com>
Vancouver, BC Canada - Sunday, April 10, 2005 3:34 PM CDT

Dear Margaret,
I wanted to thank you so much for saying a prayer for my family and I...it is so thoughtful and caring. You sound just like Lennie in your journal...it was as if I was reading something she would write. It has been difficult for my family, however, I am thankful we have each other to talk to daily and share our pain and suffering...each day it gets better and better. Lennie has been a huge support to me and I love her for being her! Margaret, my prayers are with you always.... take care...love, Jabeen
Jabeen
- Saturday, April 9, 2005 4:29 PM CDT

Hi Margaret!
What's and where is lulemon...(is that how u spell it)? I haven't talked to hm...its seems like ages. So, I hope u have fun tonite and I still have that spare combination lock. Already..take care!
Mona
vancouover, bc canada - Saturday, April 9, 2005 1:41 PM CDT

Hi Marg,

Well, well, look who's finally dropping in and signing your guestbook!! Hehehehe... :) I told you I would although I talk to you in person on a nightly basis. No more excuses on my end. I read your sweet prayer. Thank you for praying for all of us. Now that you remind me, Gramps was hilarious with his pull ear / dentures pop out trick. :D

Thank you for always being there for me, keeping your heating pad warm and preparing healthy food so that I can attack those dreaded weddings this summer. :p Blah...

I want you to know I pray for you daily.

Love your sis.
Kat <kattse@hotmail.com>
Vancouver, BC Canada - Thursday, April 7, 2005 11:57 PM CDT

aha! I knew you could figure out the Zeocast easily enough. I love those pix (just showed my mom, too and she says "yes they're cute!!" about u & Ryan )
Hopefully I'll see you this weekend or at least next week :) love ya!
Karin's Caringbridge Page
vancouver, bc, canada - Thursday, April 7, 2005 6:14 PM CDT

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Edmonton,Alberta Canada, - Thursday, April 7, 2005 12:59 AM CDT

HELLO LADY-HOPE ALL IS WELL--HOPE THE SUNSHINE IS GETTING BETTER ACROSS THE BORDERS...SENDING SOME SMILES YOUR WAY...LOVE CHRIS

~Chris~ ( Wisconsin Angels/WI Friends of Allie) <clownfish_53@yahoo.com>
Appleton, WI - Wednesday, April 6, 2005 12:19 AM CDT

Hi Margaret,
You wrote a wonderful, generous prayer, but I can sense how weary you are. It's such an exhausting battle, and sometimes I think you just have to let yourself cry or be angry, or just feel whatever you're feeling. Then when you've done that, I think you feel more refreshed for the continuing journey.

I hope all your activities are going well ... yoga, spanish classes, and that you are looking forward to a good summer. You are in our prayers!
Jennifer (Sam's mama) www.caringbridge.org/canada/sam <samno@telus.net>
Vancouver, BC - Wednesday, April 6, 2005 11:46 AM CDT

I was surfing the web and found your sight. I was looking up Hodgkins Diease this is what my daughter is fighting. Your website is inspirational, and you shine from the inside out with Gods love. God Bless you
www.alesecoco.org
Kathy <ikeptfaith@aol.com>
Redondo Beach , CA US - Tuesday, April 5, 2005 9:47 PM CDT

Hi Margaret!
Thanks for sharing that with us. Sorry that you're having a rough time right now... Praying for yah!

~Joanne�s Corner~

With love,
Joanne and the Dream Team
~Bridge of Dreams ~

Joanne <joanne173@gmail.com>
- Monday, April 4, 2005 6:26 AM CDT

I can't remember whose page I found you on, but I just wanted to know I'm praying for you.
June Humphrey <junehumphrey@yahoo.com>
Goodlettsville, TN USA - Sunday, April 3, 2005 4:11 PM CDT

that was a very nice entry margaret...
i know you have been having some hard momments lately...fighting this beast the past two years--i am coming up on my one year marker which is a great to still be here and fighting--stats are not so great--but i don't believe in them anyway. i know i have been in the mud shorter than you--but i know it is frustrating--you know...you wonder when this road will be over with....chemo gets to be a drag after awhile--i can't complain because there have been people going at this longer than me--it wouldn't be fair to complain...i am sending you peace and love and light and prayers amiga--hang in--we will make it to the rainbows we WILL.......
sincerely, chris
~Chris's Page~ ( Wisconsin Angels/WI Friends of Allie) <clownfish_53@yahoo.com>
Appleton, WI - Saturday, April 2, 2005 1:15 PM CST

Margaret,
Your heart is so very big and it's so wonderful to see how many peoples'lives you have in fact toughed. I am such a better person to have met you at camp and for having you as a cherished friend. Your heart is heavy and I feel mine become heavy. I would share your load if I could. The lord above can help to lighten your load for you to bare give it time, it's all planned for you. He is with you always, it may not seem that way but do not give up, he is with you always. I wish I could wave a magic wand and make everything better for everyone that you have opened your heart to. You are such an amazing person. Words can't describe how absolutely wonderful you are. Keep that chin up, call me if you just need to talk or whatever. I love you sweetie. Consider yourself hugged and squashed. Warm fuzzies all the way from Delaware. All my love!
Love,
Jo Mama
Wyac 04'
xoxoxo
Jo <jofromde@yahoo.com>
Wilmington, DE USA - Saturday, April 2, 2005 1:22 AM CST

Hey Fragsters,

You know my English is getting worse when I start seeing "caringbridge" as "Carin G. Bridge" :p And to think, this WHOLE time!!! :p When I come back, I have to play this song for you cuz I always think of you when I play it: Lord Have Mercy. I miss you lots Frags. I was getting my haircut today and this cute spunky girl totally reminded me of you! I told her that, and she giggled and laughed just like you would! :) Thinking about you lots. Can't wait to see you again! It's been more than a year already! Lots of love from your cuzn,
Silly Goose
Taipei, Taiwan - Friday, April 1, 2005 10:03 AM CST

Dearest Margaret,
Just a short note to let you know how much we love you and appreciate you sharing your innermost thoughts with us. You are an amazing person, so generous, so caring and reaching out to others when you are going through some very difficult times. I want you to know how proud I am of you and especially encouraging Uncle Dewey to exercise with you at the YMCA. I really believe he will be taking out a membership for April, thanks to your encouragement. You are a real inspiration to your family! Hugs & kisses, Auntie May
may yang <myang@telus.net>
vancouver, B.C. Canada - Friday, April 1, 2005 3:47 AM CST

Dear Margaret, that was beautiful. Thank you for your prayers, friendship, honesty, and love. Through your pain and frustrations, it is a blessing that you take the time to ask God to watch over and help all your loved ones through their journey of life. It was great to see you today, even though it was at the cancer agency. I hope your next couple of weeks "break" fulfill you with understanding, comfort, love, happiness, and most of all peace.
Karin's Caringbridge Page
vancouver, bc, canada - Wednesday, March 30, 2005 2:14 AM CST

Hey Margaret,
Sorry that you're having a rough time... *hugz* Hang in there ok? Hope you'll feel better soon!

~Joanne�s Corner~

With love,
Joanne and the Dream Team
~Bridge of Dreams ~

Joanne <joanne173@gmail.com>
- Tuesday, March 29, 2005 9:34 AM CST

a new picture!!!!!!!! i love it margaret!!!!! well i hope you are in better spirits and i just wanted to wish you a

love chris
~Chris's Page~ ( Wisconsin Angels/WI Friends of Allie) <clownfish_53@yahoo.com>
Appleton, WI - Saturday, March 26, 2005 0:56 AM CST

Hey girl, I hope you're starting to feel better!! Sorry I haven't called, I've had fever and body aches past couple days (somehow related to treatment) and just been resting here. I'm not sure what your Easter plans are but hopefully I can see you this weekend !! :) I start my last round of Irino. on Tuesday but I am open until then. Miss you!
Karin's Caringbridge Page
vancouver, bc, canada - Friday, March 25, 2005 1:00 AM CST

Great picture on the front page Margaret. You look wonderful! Hope you are doing well, and taking good care of yourself.
Alicia <alicialouise@gmail.com>
Montreal, - Thursday, March 24, 2005 8:15 PM CST

Margaret, I am so sorry. My grandma just passed away -- last week, when I got the results for my blood test. A day that should have been happy ended up only bittersweet.

I hope your future days bring you much to be happy about. No more car accidents for awhile, okay? You need to take care of yourself, maybe go in for a pampering day at a spa.

I know your heart hurts. Mine does too.
Alicia
Montreal, - Tuesday, March 22, 2005 0:26 AM CST

cheer up sunshine...
i hope the days following
continue to get better...
thinking of you, love chris

~Chris's Page~ ( Wisconsin Angels/WI Friends of Allie) <clownfish_53@yahoo.com>
Appleton, WI - Sunday, March 20, 2005 1:59 AM CST

one more for you....

Irish Blessings
May the road rise to meet you.
May the wind be always at your back.
May the sun shine warm upon your face.
And rains fall soft upon your fields.
And until we meet again,
May God hold you in the hollow of His hand.

May you live as long as you want,
And never want as long as you live.

Always remember to forget
The things that made you sad.
But never forget to remember
The things that made you glad.

Always remember to forget
The friends that proved untrue.
But never forget to remember
Those that have stuck by you.

Always remember to forget
The troubles that passed away.
But never forget to remember
The blessings that come each day.

May the saddest day of your future be no worse
Than the happiest day of your past.

May the roof above us never fall in.
And may the friends gathered below it never fall out.

May you have warm words on a cold evening,
A full moon on a dark night,
And the road downhill all the way to your door.

May there be a generation of children
On the children of your children.

May you live to be a hundred years,
With one extra year to repent!

May the Lord keep you in His hand
And never close His fist too tight.

May your neighbors respect you,
Trouble neglect you,
The angels protect you,
And heaven accept you.

May the Irish hills caress you.
May her lakes and rivers bless you.
May the luck of the Irish enfold you.
May the blessings of Saint Patrick behold you.

May your pockets be heavy and your heart be light,
May good luck pursue you each morning and night.

Walls for the wind,
And a roof for the rain,
And drinks beside the fire -
Laughter to cheer you
And those you love near you,
And all that your heart may desire!

May God be with you and bless you,
May you see your children's children,
May you be poor in misfortune, rich in blessings.
May you know nothing but happiness
From this day forward.

May God grant you many years to live,
For sure He must be knowing
The earth has angels all too few
And heaven is overflowing.

May peace and plenty be the first
To lift the latch to your door,
And happiness be guided to your home
By the candle of Christmas.

May you always have work for your hands to do.
May your pockets hold always a coin or two.
May the sun shine bright on your windowpane.
May the rainbow be certain to follow each rain.
May the hand of a friend always be near you.
And may God fill your heart with gladness to cheer you.

AN IRISH BLESSING AS I AM 25% IRISH--HAPPY ST PATTY'S DAY LOVE CHRIS

~Chris's Page~ ( WI FoA/Wisconsin Angels ) <clownfish_53@yahoo.com>
Appleton, WI - Wednesday, March 16, 2005 3:14 PM CST

margaret-
glad you had a good time in chicago with ryan...you deserved a break from everything in life--sometimes we just need that...
i am sorry to hear about you grandpa, may he shine down upon you forever as we fight this beast....sending love across the borders, love chris
~Chris's Page~ ( WI FoA/Wisconsin Angels ) <clownfish_53@yahoo.com>
Appletonw, WI - Wednesday, March 16, 2005 1:48 PM CST

Hi sweetie,

Big hugs and warm thoughts are being sent your way. I'm so sorry for your loss. Know that my thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. I so wish that your homecoming could have been gentler. I am glad that you had a good time with Ryan as a vacation was most definitely deserved. I love you Margaret and hope that you begin to heal soon.

Hugs, kisses and warm fuzzies,
Andrea

p.s. Thank you for the card! I love hearing from you and Ryan.
Andrea Elder <andreaelder145@hotmail.com>
- Monday, March 14, 2005 4:39 PM CST

Dear Margaret,
Sorry to hear about your grandfather. I hope you're spending lots of time with your family right now and crying a bit together. Keep cherishing all those memories you have of him. It sounds like you two had a very special relationship.
Jennifer (Sam's mama) www.caringbridge.org/canada/sam
Vancouver, BC - Monday, March 14, 2005 3:28 PM CST

Oh Margaret, I am so sorry to hear about your grandpa. I wish your homecoming wasn't so sad.
Alicia <alicialouise@gmail.com>
Montreal, - Sunday, March 13, 2005 9:46 PM CST

BECAUSE I CALL IT A CHALLENGE RATHER THAN A CRISIS;
BECAUSE I LOOK AT HARDSHIP AS OPPORTUNITY INSTEAD OBSTACLE;
BECAUSE AT THE END OF A MATTER,I ASK, "WHAT WILL I LEARN FROM THIS TO MAKE ME BETTER?";
BECAUSE I TAKE A DEEP BREATH AND DO THE DIFFICULT THING FIRST;
BECAUSE MY COURAGE DOES NOT DEPEND ON THE WEATHER, THE ECONOMIC FORECAST OR THE WINDS OF WHIM;
BECAUSE I KNOW THE MOST SIGNIFICANT ELEMENTS IN MY DAY ARE LAUGHTER, LEARNING AND APPLYING MY FINEST EFFORTS TO EACH ENDEAVORS;
BECAUSE OF THESE THINGS EACH MORNING IS A PLEASURE AND EVERY DAY PASSED IS A SUCCESS-----MARY ANNE RADMACHER

~Chris's Page~ (WI friends of Allie) <clownfish_53@yahoo.com>
Appleton, WI - Saturday, March 5, 2005 2:24 AM CST

Hey Margaret! Hope you are having a great time in Chicago with Ryan! I wish I weren't stuck down in central Illinois, I would come visit! Hope you're doing well, please say hi to Ryan for me!
Love,
Margot
Margot <nehfaphant@yahoo.com>
Decatur, IL USA - Wednesday, March 2, 2005 3:27 PM CST

hey margaret--
hope you are having a good time in chicago--theres a lot to do there. hope you are having some quality time with ryan..bummer that we missed each others paths--but we will meet up some day......hope you are feeling well in chicago as well and have some good energy to do all that you want to do...sending love, chris
~Chris's Page~ (WI friends of Allie) <clownfish_53@yahoo.com>
Appleton, WI - Tuesday, March 1, 2005 10:48 PM CST

Hi Margaret,
How great to hear that you're having such a good visit in Chicago! You are definitely due to have some fun. I'm not sure if you're back in Vancouver yet, but after many days of sun, today is the first rainy day we've had in weeks.

We're going to try to send you a blooming flower to celebrate spring!

Keeping you in our thoughts and prayers.

Jennifer (Sam's mama) www.caringbridge.org/canada/sam <samno@telus.net>
Vancouver, BC - Monday, February 28, 2005 1:18 PM CST

Hey hey!
Haha! My Chinese sucks big time! Despite having studied it for 14 whole years! lol...

~Joanne�s Corner~

~Bridge of Dreams ~

Joanne <joanne173@gmail.com>
- Monday, February 28, 2005 4:33 AM CST

HI from another CARINGBRIDGE AMIGA!!!

Stefany (6yrs) is my daughter( pictured here with TOBY KEITH ( country singer)
We will keep you in our thoughts and prayers!!

www.caringbridge.org/tn/stefanywilliams
Maria <mamamaria2six@yahoo.com>
TN - Saturday, February 26, 2005 9:37 PM CST

hey there,

just found your
link and wanted
to come by

sending you lots of love

Craig, Lauren, and Helen

CRAIGGY
helen <trula1@comcast.net>
- Saturday, February 26, 2005 3:43 PM CST

Hi Margaret!
Just checking in on you. :) Glad that things are going well. Wow! Yoga! I have yet to try that. lol... Maybe it'd be good for me huh?

~Joanne�s Corner~

~Bridge of Dreams ~

Joanne <joanne_173@hotmail.com>
- Monday, February 21, 2005 10:24 AM CST

Thank you so much for visiting Katia's page and leaving a message. You are in our prayers as well with your treatments and your ongoing life. It is amazing how life really doesn't slow down around you but you seem to have a great attitude!!!
Love,
Tracy and Katia

Tracy and Katia <tmsol87@aol.com>
- Sunday, February 20, 2005 7:36 PM CST

!HOLA Margarta! como estas??? ummm when are you exactly coming to chicago--i forgot....i'd love to come meet you somewhere....if it all works out. i am going on vacation tuesday and coming back on march 1st...let me know lady...would love to do lunch or something..sending love your way.......love chris
~Chris's Page~ <clownfish_53@yahoo.com>
Appleton, WI - Sunday, February 20, 2005 0:41 AM CST

Hi Margaret, I found your page through Sam's site and I decided to stop by. You really seem like a great person! I wish you all the best :)

Renee <dr.renfb@animail.net>
Qc Canada - Saturday, February 19, 2005 12:29 AM CST

Hola and Happy Friday Margaret!
Glad to hear you've had a good week. You so right that having a good night sleep makes life so much better. I've heard yoga helps a person sleep better, so maybe it's working already. And it sounds like you've learned lots of Spanish already! Once you start writing journal entries in Spanish, maybe you could still keep an english translation at the bottom :)

Have a great time in Chicago!
Jennifer (Sam's mama) www.caringbridge.org/canada/sam <samno@telus.net>
Vancouver, BC - Friday, February 18, 2005 9:38 AM CST

just found your link
and wanted to stop by

sending you lots of love

craig, lauren, and helen

CRAIGGY
helen <trula1@comcast.net>
- Friday, February 18, 2005 6:55 AM CST

marg-

I hope all is well with you.....just letting you know that I am thinking of you..........smile--have a good day.......love chris
~Chris's Page~ <clownfish_53@yahoo.com>
Appleton, WI - Thursday, February 17, 2005 2:14 AM CST

hey margaret!!
the doggie accident is NOT YOUR FAULT! you are the most caring and considerate person, unfortunately, accidents happen and that is what is was, an accident. i would feel bad too. but i am sure the doggie would forgive you! doggies are resiliant and strong.
Christina L
- Thursday, February 17, 2005 0:52 AM CST

Hi Margaret
Enjoyed my first brief visit to your site. You are an incredible lady! Here's a short thought for you to ponder... "Happiness often sneaks in through a door you didn't know you left open" My prayer for you today includes you're being surprized by the gift of happiness that fills your life with joy to the extent that you experience yourself smiling at yourself on the inside. Have a great week! Stan
Stan Hislop
- Wednesday, February 16, 2005 3:24 PM CST

Hello dear, I hope your doing better today. God bless Jordy and meme
www3.caringbridge.org/mo/memerobin
- Tuesday, February 15, 2005 7:56 AM CST

Yeah, I know how you feel. One time I went snowboarding and I hit this kid in the head....I couldn't control the board well, but I thought I was going pass behind him, but when i almost did, he just have to fell. Damn, I feel really awful still.........., luckly he wasn't bleeding, and there was a first-aid lady there. She did some checkomg. She told me he is fine, but he was like wearing a hat, i dunno how much protection he got from that. I tried to tap the board against my head to see how he would feel...yeah it does hurt....maybe i didn't hit him at the edge and the bottom slide on him and hit him ther (it's flat there), i guess that's why he didn't bleed. Thank God.
Yeah, I cried about it....but it's comfortinf for me that he got up and still went on snowboarding.......... with the dog, it got up and walk....i know you feel bad, but the body can take hits but rebound.
Mai
Vancouver, BC Canada - Tuesday, February 15, 2005 2:12 AM CST

Just stoping by to say a friendly hello.
www.caringbridge.org/nc/ashleyr
Ashley Reber <alrhm@dnet.net>
Cullowhee, NC USA - Monday, February 14, 2005 2:27 PM CST

Oh Margaret, poor girl. That is a terrible thing to go through, so stressful, even though it wasn't your fault. I also hope your vacation comes soon, you need a nice break for a couple weeks with your sweetie. Try not to feel bad about the dog, he'll be okay and the owners will know to keep him on the leash now. Take care of yourself.
Alicia <alicialouise@gmail.com>
Montreal, - Saturday, February 12, 2005 10:33 AM CST

hey dearest lady--
its not your fault--and like karin said if the pup was able to get up and walk he is going to be OK....smile--he'll be ok--get your mind back on CHICAGO--you are gonna have sooo much fun...a break from canada.........keep shining marg........luv, chris (:
~Chris's Page~ <clownfish_53@yahoo.com>
Appleton, WI - Saturday, February 12, 2005 3:24 AM CST

My Dear Margarat,

You are such a brave and happy girl, keep your attitude positive, hope the other also cope with it and climb up the mountain, enjoy the life, tomorrow are so beautiful, on this special Chinese New year day wish everyone have good health and peace.

Love Dad
Jack Tse <jacktse28@yahoo.com>
Vancouver, BC Canada - Thursday, February 10, 2005 3:08 AM CST

hey,

thank you so much for signing my site. i have been having ahard time these last few days and seems like u have as well. its hard dealing with a helath condition as well as trying to live a normal life. it seems we are all so diferent yet all want to be normal what is normal??? i dont know. but i do know we all have to hang in tehre. it does get better.

www.caringbridge.org/canada/89
nakita <sk8ting_for_life@hotmail.com>
victoria, bc canada - Wednesday, February 9, 2005 9:29 PM CST

Hi Margret-
Thanks for signing my guestbook. Hope all goes well for you. Hugs
Erica www.caringbridge.org/co/erica <one_ski_wonder@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, February 9, 2005 12:29 AM CST

Margaret,
Thanks for signing Erin's guestbook. She loves hearing all her entries.Hope you feel better.
www.caringbridge.org/il/erin
Mary <marymcd14@aol.com>
Chicago, Il USA - Tuesday, February 8, 2005 8:20 PM CST

Hi Margerat I came across your page from Heidi's your right hope is very powerful,I wish you the best you have a great attitude.Jodi(Mom to McKayla liver transplant)
McKayla's Site

Jodi Phelan <jodiphelan@hotmail.com>
Sherwood Park, AB Canada - Tuesday, February 8, 2005 4:38 PM CST

Hi Margaret!
Just wanted to drop in to say hi. Glad that things are moving along! :)

~Joanne�s Corner~

Joanne <joanne_173@hotmail.com>
- Monday, February 7, 2005 1:07 AM CST

hey lady-

we'll be spirts in the office today. good luck with your appointment.......i'll be thinking of you........sending love and light your way, chris
~Chris~ <clownfish_53@yahoo.com>
Appletonw, WI - Monday, February 7, 2005 1:05 AM CST

Hi Margaret,

Thanks for visiting my website. I have been reading the oncologist's blog too. I also find it very interesting. He is an excellent writer.

I hope you are doing well. We sure do go through alot, don't we? My CA-125 is rising, so I'll probably be starting chemo soon.

Have a fun trip to Chicago.

Hugs from your Sister Survivor,

Linda
www.caringbridge.org/mi/miko
Linda Miko <lmiko@wideopenwest.com>
Clinton Township, MI - Sunday, February 6, 2005 7:54 PM CST

Hey sweetie,

Just checking in. Glad to see you are out and about and enjoying yourself. I'm also so happy that you're looking forward to lessons and the Y. We gotta keep ourselves busy! I imagine you're also looking forward to your time with Ryan... I hope you have an AWESOME time. It is so well-deserved after the rotten surgery and chemo. GO ENJOY! I don't know if I told you but the doctor also has me on Gemcitabine. Gotta love the rash and aches it gives you. I gotta go eat after that yummy description of food you posted. HMMM!

Love you!

Hugs,
Andrea
Andrea <AndreaElder145@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, February 5, 2005 3:56 PM CST

Hi Margaret - Thanks so much for adding Sam's link to your page! I would love to add you to ours too - they're due for an update when I find a moment in the next couple of weeks. Thanks also for the Cheerful Oncologist blog. It's very interesting reading.

It sounds like you're doing lots of fun things and enjoying life. Spanish classes sound great. You'll be ready for some travelling once you are feeling better! Good luck with your appointments this week. Sam also has clinic on Monday at Children's - so we will think of you.
Jennifer (Sam's mama) www.caringbridge.org/canada/sam <samno@telus.net>
Vancouver, BC - Saturday, February 5, 2005 3:08 PM CST

i linked you and karin on my page tonight/this morning....i'll pop you an email later today to show you how to do it...sending my all.........chris
chris www3.caringbridge.org/wi/clownfish79 <clownfish_53@yahoo.com>
Appleton, WI - Friday, February 4, 2005 1:08 AM CST

hey margaret--coming to chicago--how wonderfulllll--and perhaps milwaukee or wisconsin---thats awesome..it'd be cool somehow to meet up with you, i'm about 3-4hrs from chicago--and an hour and a half from milwaukee...i find it even so better that i found you through planetcancer-a good source of strength for me......i've met two others from planetcancer and have gained many contacts from there too...so let me know if you are up for meeting...i'd drive the distance for lunch chemo-permitting of course...and i was thinking (in your permission, i wanted to add your link to my site-so people can pop up and see another young adult in the fight-thats so courageous and full of life)...
let me know-it'd be more of an honor to have you on there..and maybe your rockin pal karin...i'm popping by her site next-insomniac nights.........sendin luv and happy thoughts and energy........love chris
chris www3.caringbridge.org/wi/clownfish79 <clownfish_53@yahoo.com>
Appleton, WI - Thursday, February 3, 2005 4:02 AM CST

Margaret,
Glad to hear your cold is getting better. Keep on healing! That's exciting that you'll be going to Chicago! Enjoy your trip!
Jennifer Kaas <princess_power34@hotmail.com>
Windsor, ON Canada - Wednesday, February 2, 2005 11:42 PM CST

Margaret,
Thanks so much for your prayers for Sam. What a wonderful and powerful journal entry you wrote today. The things you mention that make you angry and the things you fear are so very similar to my angers and fears for my little boy: when other parents worry about what preschool to send their chidren to, or how to get them to stop having tantrums, I only wish my worries were so trivial!

In the end, I think, we can only live life "as if" it were going to be long and productive. We can never know what lies ahead, and it's best that that is so. When you are feeling better and able to catch your breath from the constant medical interventions, chemo side effects, etc, you will go on to accomplish something really beautiful and meaningful with your life. Just as Sam will!

Keeping you in our prayers.
Jennifer (Sam's mama) www.caringbridge.org/canada/sam <samno@telus.net>
Vancouver, BC - Monday, January 31, 2005 9:21 AM CST

wohoo! very coherent post Margaret. I was nodding along but then again I understand all too well all the thoughts you often think about! I just hope the message reaches everyone that is reading your site, ESPECIALLY your friends & family. Friends: PLEASE pick up "There's no place like Hope" if you want to help out. It will teach you tons! What we are thinking, what it's like, how to help! You can't be expected to know "just like that" and the book does a great job at summarazing. You can probably get it at the library or even borrow it from Margaret. You will be doing her a favor by reading it ;)
Margaret, thanks for being so open on your journal. You rock! I hope to see you sooooooooOON so we can enjoy "the little things" that make life beautiful.
Karin's Caringbridge Page
vancouver, bc, canada - Monday, January 31, 2005 4:18 AM CST

Dearest Margaret, ;)
Yes I agree with Andrea. Use ur strength wisely (are u allergic to any drugs tho?)..and pillows remember the doc said u could tilt one of the pillows..i think u already did that tho...hm. I miss having sushi with you. Oh rite, I'm coming back early so we need to celebrate ur strength and fast incision recovery with a big dinner w/ur friends:) i think i'll make patrick pay for it..hehee. okay i'm not as tense when i clicked on ur site cuz i know u don't need the added tension/stress/anxiety..okay i'll stop. write to me:)
mona
- Tuesday, January 25, 2005 10:55 PM CST

Hey babe,

Just checking in. Tell your doctors to get their butts in gear and make you comfortable. With the advances in pain management, there is no reason a person has to be in pain!!! It's sounds like you're pushing yourself a bit... Remember, your body's going through a lot so don't push to hard. That being said, make sure you enjoy every moment:) Livestrong. Fight hard. Know that warm fuzzies are being sent your way right this moment!

Love you lots,
Andrea
Andrea Elder <Andreaelder145@hotmail.com>
- Monday, January 24, 2005 11:03 PM CST

Hi Margaret!
Wow... that was some dream! I get nightmares all the time about the hospital, probably cos I'm just paranoid! :( Anyway, hope you're hanging in there!

~Joanne�s Corner~

Joanne <joanne_173@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, January 23, 2005 8:13 AM CST

Hey Margaret,
Just here to say hello...still praying for you!

~*~*Girlie's Page*~*~

Love always,
XOXOXOXOXOXOXO
Janice <janiceliew1981@yahoo.com>
Melbourne, Australia - Friday, January 21, 2005 10:07 PM CST

Hey Margaret,
it's been forever since we've talked and i think that's bad. i just read your journal and cried. if you could email me your address i could send you a nice REAL letter or something and we could get back in the whole contact thing.
tamiko
ps-you look fabulous in your pics... such a sweet smiling face
tami hoshino
victoria, bc canada - Friday, January 21, 2005 6:14 PM CST

Great update today Margaret. It was really thoughtful, and really resonated with me. I hope this year is better for you. I am wishing you gifts of hope, wonderment, and beauty. I know you will find them everywhere you look because you are such an amazing person, with such amazing strength. Take care.
Alicia <alicia.merchant@gmail.com>
Montreal, QC - Thursday, January 13, 2005 12:19 AM CST

Written in words is your experience
Surreal images I can not fathom:
Reality, perception, mortality,
Life, fragility and humanity

Cancer is real and unforgiving
You love life and that�s worth fighting
Faith and God in which you draw strength
Love in your life, is the ultimate friend

Written in words is an experience
Awareness, mystery, hope and sadness
Yes, sadness, not pity, is what I feel
It borders with anger of why this has to be

I wish you the best and in all your endeavors
If you want to chill you know where to holler
I haven�t been through much but this is what I�ve gathered:
Experience is what makes things manageable
As time is fleeting, it�s so valuable.

PS rhyming poems are stupid (>_0)

Leo <llyl2005@yahoo.com>
Vancouver, BC Canada - Tuesday, January 11, 2005 10:48 PM CST

Hi Margaret,

I am sorry I have not called, but know that you have been on my mind. I was so UNBELIEVABLY HAPPY about the success of your surgery. I was so scared for you Margaret. My first surgery was the absolute worst part of this whole experience and to think that you might have to go through the same thing broke my heart.... But, the surgery went better than anyone could have planned. You have one fabulous guardian angel! I think of you and Karin often and I am devastated by her news. I'm really worried about the both of you and can't wait to see you guys real soon. I already promised Karin that we will all pull through this. We are women here us roar and all that good stuff. Take good care of each other and know I check on both of you often. Wishing you a gentle 2005 for you and your loved ones and know you are loved!

Andrea
p.s. You are a hottie, Margaret. You look absolutely fabulous in your pics!
Andrea Elder <AndreaElder145@hotmail.com>
Montreal, Canada - Saturday, January 8, 2005 2:24 PM CST

Hugs and oodles of prayers go out to youand your friend Karin from Guelph, Ontario!
Mary & Mike Slade and the Kids (Lucas Hammond's friends) <mar-e@rogers.com>
Guelph, Ontario, Canada - Friday, January 7, 2005 8:34 PM CST

Hi Marg. I'm a friend of Karin's and came to your site through her's. Your are one brave lady! I wish you well. Take Care.
Sandy <suziq_5@hotmail.com>
Sudbury, On Canada - Friday, January 7, 2005 2:12 PM CST

Hi Marg..........I just wanted to send you a big ((HUG)) and let you know that you are always in my prayers and you are avery brave, strong young woman.

Barb Tomei <crazzy@telus.net>
- Friday, January 7, 2005 0:35 AM CST

Hello Margaret! You don't know me but, one of the girls, who has posted here does know me and I saw your post on her caring bridge site tonight, so I wanted to visit yours. I am very moved about your strength and courage and as well as with everyone who has this illness. I do pass on a lot of HOPE and +++++ thoughts to you and for my friend and to anyone who has 'c'. I'm so happy that you have found God and your long distant "bo", he may be a long way away from you but, your hearts are always closer together than you think. Much luck to you!
Connie <conniecalvo@earthlink.net>
- Sunday, January 2, 2005 11:40 PM CST

hey margaret..i come here time to time to see how you are doing....just thought i would leave you with a quote that i got yesterday.....chris www3.caringbridge.org/wi/clownfish79

"DO YOU KNOW WHAT HOPE IS? ITS NOT A PERSCRIPTION. IT PUNCTUATES OUR LAUGHTER. IT SIMMERS UNDER SORROWS. DO YOU KNOW WHAT HOPE IS? ITS DREAMING OF TOMORROW. IT'S PUSHING PAST THE IMPOSSIBLE. ITS QUESTIONING THE ANSWER. IT'S RUMORS OF A BREAK, A ROLLER COASTER RIDE. DO YOU KNOW WHAT HOPE IS? ITS PERFUME FOR THE SPIRIT. TAKE MY HAND....COME....IT'S MAGIC AND ITS FREE. ITS NOT IN AN I.V. IT SPARKLES IN OUR TEARS. IT DISPUTES OUR FEARS. ITS REACHING PAST TODAY. ITS TRYING A NEW WAY. ITS POUNDING ON THE DOOR. IT'S ALWAYS SEEKING MORE. IT WHISPERS A CURE. OF REMEDIES UNSURE. IT'S CANDY FOR THE SOUL. TO SHARE IT MAKES YOU WHOLE. LETS SHARE THIS HOPE TOGETHER..." SOURCE UNKONOWN

chris (aka--clownfish79)--at planetcancer
WI USA - Sunday, January 2, 2005 0:49 AM CST

Hi Margaret - I found your journal site looking up info on her2new gene for a friend who has stage 2 breast c. She is currently undergoing heavy duty treatment and I know so little I was trying to gather whatever information I could. Thank you (and your fellow friends on this site) SO MUCH for sharing your story that we may all learn and find inspiration. I am sorry you have had such a tough go especially as young as you are. You are obviously filled with tremendous curiousity and adventure for life. It is great to read about all the exciting things you do and places you go. You seem like such a sweetie. I sure hope and pray this new year brings you profound good health and serenity! Thank you so much for your site, Laura
laura doty <laura@larkdoten.com>
missoula, mt usa - Friday, December 31, 2004 4:17 AM CST

Hi Margaret:
I found your site through Karins and so happy to hear you are doing so well you are amazing. I have a friend recently DX'd with ovarian cancer. She had the surgery all went well and is now doing preventive chem. I will tell her about you when I see her. I hope your baptisim went well. Peter my now 17 year old son is a survivor 7 years from 4th stage Rhabdomyosarcoma Alveolar ARMS and continues to do well. We wish you a Very Merry Christmas Season and a Happy New Year. Apparently God has a special mission for you in your most beautiful life, continue to cherish it and keep those spirits high. I would love to keep updated on your great successes please stop by Peter's site and visit www.caringbridge.org/il/peterpartaker. God bless and keep you always close to His Sacred Heart.
Peter's Mom; Sue <pray4peace13@aol.com>
Algonquin, il USA - Wednesday, December 29, 2004 8:55 AM CST

Hey Margaret,
It's great to hear that surgery went well..I hope and pray you're keeping up well and just enjoying the holiday season. I hope you and your family had a beautiful & blessed Christmas!

MERRY CHRISTMAS & HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!

~*~*Girlie's Page*~*~

Love & Prayers,
XOXOXOXOXOXO
Janice <janiceliew1981@yahoo.com>
Melbourne, Australia - Sunday, December 26, 2004 10:10 PM CST

Hope you had a great Christmas, glad everything went well!
Love

Mary & Mike Slade and the Kids (Lucas Hammond's friends) <mar-e@rogers.com>
Guelph, Ontario, Canada - Saturday, December 25, 2004 10:12 PM CST

Sounds everything went well! Super Duper!
Take care and oodles of prayers
Love
from Guelph,Ontario, Canada
Mary & Mike Slade and the Kids (Lucas Hammond's friends) <mar-e@rogers.com>
Guelph, Ontario, Canada - Wednesday, December 22, 2004 7:07 PM CST

Margaret,
I'm soOO happy you were able to come out to the Christmas party last nite!! & that you FINALLY got to meet Maureen and Sherry. :) Congratulations on having come this far only a week after surgery!
see you sooon
Love
Karin
Karin's Caringbridge Site
vancouver, canada - Thursday, December 16, 2004 11:28 PM CST

Hi Margaret,

Your friend Heidi asked me to visit your page. I'm sorry you have been through so much at such a young age.. you're right, it's not fair! Please know that you are being prayed for. I pray that God will give you comfort and strength in the days ahead. I pray that your recovery is swift. I hope that you'll grow stronger in body and spirit so you can enjoy your time with Ryan over the holidays.

God Bless You!
Sheila <sheilablair@mindspring.com>
Arab, AL - Friday, December 10, 2004 12:07 AM CST

Hi gal pal... You're a tough cookie..think positively...and sunflowers :)....Be strong...I know you can do it....when you're all better..we'll have another fondu night! Get well wery wery soon!!!!!!
Maggie
North Van, Canada - Thursday, December 9, 2004 0:28 AM CST

Margaret, you should be well on your way to feeling better. Take it easy. Surgery is the pits, but it will be worth it once you get back on your feet. I've been checking on you for a while.
ALICIA
Castro Valley, Ca - Thursday, December 9, 2004 0:28 AM CST

Hi Margaret,
This is Jabeen, Lennie's friend. I have wanting to write you for a long time..I know today is the day you go in for the surgery. My prayers have been with you throughout this difficult time for you. I have been through a similar experience and I can understand in some way how you must feel. You are lucky so many friends and family are here to care for you and pray for you. I always treasure these relationships every day...please remain positive, Margaret, you are never alone...lots of best wishes, Jabeen
Jabeen Dvorak <jdvorak81@hotmail.com>
Richmond, BC Canada - Tuesday, December 7, 2004 11:58 AM CST

Hi Margaret:

We're all praying for you. I know you're scared, but take
comfort and know that God is there with you all the way. Remember,
He is the almighty physician. He'll have all the angels surrounding you;
providing comfort, healing and peace.
Wishing you all the best and I'll see you
after your surgery. We all love you.
Lots and lots of hugs and kisses.

Love, Auntie Dahlia, Uncle Jim
Cousin: Kris, Sumi & B'na

Dahlia Wong <anby3k@hotmail.com>
Burnaby, BC, Canada - Tuesday, December 7, 2004 1:49 AM CST

Margaret, I am praying for you, hoping that your surgery goes well tomorrow and that you have a speedy recovery. Keep strong and be well.
Alicia <alicia.merchant@gmail.com>
Montreal, QC Canada - Tuesday, December 7, 2004 0:10 AM CST

Hey Margaret! Stay strong! My thoughts are with you!
Bluest Snow (Jess) <pikachu_pp@hotmail.com>
Van, - Sunday, December 5, 2004 11:16 PM CST

Hi Margaret!
Sorry to hear that you hafta go for surgery. *hugz* You hang in there ok? I'll be praying for you! Hope you'll start feeling a little better soon.

~Joanne�s Corner~

Care Mail!

Joanne <joanne_173@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, December 5, 2004 7:02 AM CST

we will be praying for you
TUESDAY
as ALWAYS

FEAR NOT; PUT YOUR WORRIES IN THE HANDS OF
JESUS
THE GREAT PHYSICIAN

p.s.
is there an address where we can mail a christmas card???
xxoo
jen (caringbridge.org/oh/alice caringbridge.org/in/chase) <jenns859@yahoo.com>
cincinnati, OH usa - Sunday, December 5, 2004 1:20 AM CST

Margaret, I have been following your CB page for several months now. I pray for you daily, for your healing and for inner peace. I am retired, disabled and a Buddhist.
Joan Hansen <JHansen565@aol.com>
Minneapolis, MN USA - Monday, November 29, 2004 8:20 PM CST

Margaret its Heidi, I'm so sorry for you and I can't tell toy how much I cherish the verse you signed in my gustbook, I've not read that one and I will need to draw strenghth from it daily, its allready wriiten beside my chair. I too am going down hill fast here, broekn foot , lost my hair bleeding skin and diminihed breathing, serious osteoporosis and sugar control, and more. I don't intebd to burden you just let you know that I am hanging on here and even though I'm far away and you'r very ill, I'm always here for you via my guestbook or private E-mail. I'll cry with you or laugh with you or anything that you need. Helping others helps me too so you will never burden me or say the wrong thing. Much much prayers for you and your family, and I'll just apologize now for mis-spelled words as my computer likes to boot me off in the middle of things so I race against it and speak from my heart and can't have time to be checking it all , SORRY LOVE Heidi
Heidi www.caringbridge.org/oh/heidi <hjlowe1@isp.com>
Mansfield, OH USA - Monday, November 29, 2004 6:12 AM CST

this probably wont get to you until a bit later what with everything happening. you must be very tired right now. hopefully this surgery will help you along this fight! i'll keep this short. my prayers are with you. rest well and recover soon!
teresa <teresaaa@interchange.ubc.ca>
- Saturday, November 27, 2004 3:11 AM CST

I'm so sorry Margaret. This just sucks. There isn't anything else to say. Keep yourself rested. You are in my prayers.
Alicia
Alicia <alicia.merchant@gmail.com>
Montreal, - Thursday, November 25, 2004 8:11 AM CST

Dearest Margaret, i am worried about you and miss you a lot, i just got internet connection today, i really want to talk to you. pls check ur email.
mona
- Thursday, November 25, 2004 5:21 AM CST

Margaret, I'm saying this very sincerely: if I can do *anything* to help (for you or your family), please let me know. Love to you.
Anna <annainitaly@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, November 24, 2004 2:08 AM CST

Hi Margaret, I hope the colonoscopy went alright today. I am sure you are recovering now -- fasting and sedation and everything take a lot out of you. I hope it gives you good news. I am saying lots of prayers for you. Rest lots.

p.s. I will be in Vancouver on the 9th of December for about a week. If you are feeling up to it, maybe we can finally meet!
Alicia <alicia.merchant@gmail.com>
Montreal, - Tuesday, November 23, 2004 4:06 PM CST

I just signed and sorry for the spelling errors, its late. Also I keep a journal of some of these inspiring phrases anytime someone shares one with me and I can go read it and it keeps me going, however I do try to pick my scripture or my mother helps me from my heart each day. Heidi
Heidi <heidisjourney@bogners.org>
Mansfield, OH USAheidisjourney@bogners. - Sunday, November 21, 2004 9:57 PM CST

Hi Margaret, Tou stopped to visit me and sign my guestbook, You also said that I was an inspiration to you, Thank-you. I feel like I am doing what GOD wants me to do right now. I have always been a christian but have never experienced faith like the past month. I am desperatley ill and am trying to get a correct balance of 2 particular meds( although I do take 30 some meds) the 2 are chemotherapy pills and steroids, I have been using them so long term that the woory is if the meds will kill me 1st or the lung disease, I need to stabilize to survive the lung transplant. Some advice on the colonoscopy, its alot to drink, but I concentrated on only the glass that I had at a time and thought 1 glass=life, swallow it, wait then start a new one, it was mind over matter and that was the worst part, to just drink 1 at a time and don't think about the next one. Visit me anytime you like, because I too have a compromised immune system and stay home, because I can't afford to catch anything,Another phrase from a caringbridge friend Life's tough, but I'm tougher ( remember that for your test this drinking is tough but I'm tougher, GOD will take care of you Love, Heidi
Heidi www.caringbridge.org/oh/heidi <heidisjourney@bogners.org>
Mansfield, OH USA - Sunday, November 21, 2004 9:41 PM CST

HI MARGARET, I will be praying for you Tuesday while you have your colonoscopy. I hope that you get good results. Hang in there, stay strong. Hope your week is "GREAT".
Much love and many hugs from Ohio, Barb

www.caringbridge.org/oh/heidi "become an organ donor . . . give your heart to Jesus"
Barb <babogner@earthlink.net>
Mansfield, OHIO USA - Sunday, November 21, 2004 8:39 PM CST

Margaret it's me again!! That is such great news to hear that your markers have dropped so much so fast! Yay!! But it sucks that you're feeling weaker... I am so grateful to you for the work you put into getting your church set up as a meeting space for the group. The fact that you're feeling crappy but still willing to put energy and effort into keeping the YACN going -- and helping other young people thru that -- is pretty incredible. So thank you thank you. Glad to hear you made it out to the craft fair -- I hit up 2 this weekend and bought ALOT -- oops!! So fun. Take care. xo
Anna <annainitaly@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, November 21, 2004 6:40 PM CST

Hey lady! I had fun at lunch with you today!! Thanks for bringing your scrapbook to show us -- it's awesome. I'll see you Tuesday night, but just wanted to let you know it was really good to see you -- and hear that you've been having a few "good days". Hope they continue!! xo
Anna <annainitaly@hotmail.com>
- Monday, November 15, 2004 2:00 AM CST

hi sweetie,
*hug*
just wanted to drop u a line again and let you know that even though i dont see you much i'm always cheering you on in spirit and you're often on my mind. how are you feeling from the new chemo? it seems we're often missing each other from meetings but i'm glad it'll be taking place at your church this time :)
take care margaret!
teresa hsieh <teresaaa@interchange.ubc.ca>
- Saturday, November 13, 2004 1:55 AM CST

margaret.......keep up the spirits. keep believing and "sit on the bubble of hope" with me for a cure. there will be one for us someday.......hope you are doing well. keep your head up young lady.........love chris
www3.caringbridge.org/wi/clownfish79
chris (aka--clownfish79)--at planetcancer <clownfish_53@yahoo.com>
Appleton, WI - Friday, November 12, 2004 2:55 AM CST

Hi Margaret! Hope your tests come out better than you seem to expect. It sounds like you have a tough life, but you seem to take it on head-first. Keep it up, it's only one day at a time. I'll keep checking on you!
Amber <amber@bogners.org>
Mansfield, OH USA - Wednesday, November 10, 2004 3:38 PM CST

GOOD MORNING MARGARET, Thank you so much for visiting Heidi, she loves hearing from all of her CB friends. CB friends are the "BEST". I know that you have been having a very rough time but know that we are praying for you. I hope that you will soon be feeling much better. You are special to Jesus and you are special to us. Much love and many hugs from Ohio, Barb

www.caringbridge.org/oh/heidi "become an organ donor . . . give your heart to Jesus"
Barb <babogner@earthlink.net>
Mansfield, OHIO USA - Wednesday, November 10, 2004 9:00 AM CST

Dearest Margaret, no matter what I say, nothing will conceal the anxiety, uncertainty, and frustration you have endured during these chemo treatments and doc.apptns. And including staying home and getting aggravated by u know who. I just want to ask what you have learned from your experience and how will you be inspired/motivated to do other stuff. Honestly, u have accomplished a lot and I look up to you for that. the list is long, but just to name a few things I admire 'bout u: taking care of yourself while u are at home, looking out for your friends, and treasuring life. BTW, have you ever thought about writing your own book? It will be such a big success, i'm sure. So we are giong out this thursday, sorry guys, Margaret is mine this thursday.
the almighty mona
- Wednesday, November 10, 2004 4:04 AM CST

Hi Margaret, it's been a while huh?! Hope things are well with you. Cheer up and stay strong ~ Your optimism and cheerfulness has always stayed on my mind, though we were never close friends, I hope all the best for you!
Elaine Wang
Vancouver, BC Canada - Tuesday, November 9, 2004 5:59 PM CST

HIHI Margie!! it is really amazing how people around the world are reading this and leaving you a sincere messages..it goes to show that you are not alone and there are people out there fighting for the same goals!
mai <mai_orchi@hotmail.com>
vancouver, BC Canada - Monday, November 8, 2004 2:10 PM CST

margaret--i forgot to tell you on my other post--i too have a port and love it...(well not really love it) but it is a wonderful thing instead of being jabbed in the arm all of the time and having tape stuck to you're arm and the uncomfortableness moving around at times.....i'd reccommend it. you can be awake for the procedure or drugged. ask you're doc. ufortunately they didn't give me an option...i was awake....i'd recommend being asleep!!! and it was my first day of chemo when they put it in--a tormenting day to write in the books.....but anyway.....if you have questions--my email is listed and you got my page also..........keep you're spirits up girl....the chemo juice is still lagging in me but will hopefully be gone by sunday.............hang in, be well..........sincerely chris aka clownfish79 www3.caringbridge.org/wi/clownfish79
chris schauf <clownfish_53@yahoo.com>
Appleton, WI - Saturday, November 6, 2004 0:56 AM CST

Hi Margaret! I haven't been on for a while, I've been in the process of moving and refinishing my new house. I am sorry to hear you haven't been well. At least you had a good visit with Ryan, though it wasn't what you planned. I see that you like to read and I have a suggestion for you. It's the Stephanie Plum series by Janet Evanovich. Those books crack me up and there have been moments that I've had to put the book down I was laughing so hard. Anyway, they are great books and fun to read. Maybe they can help lift your spirits a bit. Good luck with your CT results and I hope you feel better!
Amber <amber@bogners.org>
Mansfield, OH USA - Friday, November 5, 2004 10:16 PM CST

Hello Margaret,
I have read your posting on the Herceptin support website and i just wanted to say hello and let you know you are not alone.....i am 32 years old, was 31 when diagnosed with herceptin positive breast cancer, i have been through the mill with chemo and radiotherapy, i am now on the Herceptin trial for breast cancer that has not yet spread to other organs to see if they can prevent a recurrance....with such an agressive type with lymph node spread i am not holding my breath.
Anyway know you are not alone, i hope this email reaches you in better spirits and that you are feeling a little better, rememeber, new treatments are coming out all the time, never lose faith.
To see a rainbow we have to endure the rain!!
Keep smiling.
Love Nikki
Nikki Clay <nikkilc2000@yahoo.co.uk>
London, England - Friday, November 5, 2004 12:21 AM CST

Margaret--
never loose hope...never, never...UNTIL THERE IS A CURE--there will be one...you have seen my posts at P.C. and have been to my site before. i had chemo with you on the 3rd in spirts and miles away. we will kick this thing and get back to normal life. never loose hope. i hope this new drug can eat up some of the yuck in the body..........LIVESTRONG.........sincerely chris aka clownfish79 www3.caringbridge.org/wi/clownfish79
chris <clownfish_53@yahoo.com>
Appleton, WI - Friday, November 5, 2004 0:20 AM CST

Oh Margaret, this is so unfair. I know you had your doctor's appoint. on Monday but I haven't had a chance to talk to you yet.. I just read your update and feel like I've been punched in the stomach.

I know this is so frustrating and upsetting and worrysome for you, it is for me too and I wish I could take it away.

I think it's too late to call you now, I don't want to wake you.. I just talked to Mona and she told me a bit about the appointment. I am releived they have been quick on the treatment plan and that you are already getting the new drug..
I would love to hang out with you sometime soon. How about Saturday?
Love you. Wishing and praying for STRENGTH.
Karin http://www.caringbridge.com/canada/karin
vancouver, canada - Thursday, November 4, 2004 2:06 AM CST

Hey Margaret! Wow, I had no idea about how the drugs work. . . funny, I never actually asked or even thought about it before. I'm glad you explained it. As for portacaths, I had one put in because my veins were really crappy and my nurse threatened me with multiple bruises and a swat on the bum if I didn't get one put in (I am joking, of course, but after a 20 minute struggle with the iv during my second treatment she did say almost that). It was good because of the problems I had with the iv, but also because it kept my hands free during chemo so I could rest more comfortably (I could lie on my side if I wanted), write, knit or whatever, and when I had extended hospital stays, it made everything from eating to showering to sleeping much easier. And no pain with the pokes. However the surgery to have it put in is quite uncomfortable, or rather, the recovery is. I don't regret having it put in, and I think I would do it again if I had to. I just got mine out a week ago, and that was easy and only caused discomfort for a day or two. If you want to know anything else about the port, email me or IM me. I hope your counts improve, and that the new drug helps.
Alicia
p.s. Do you know why it is that you can't donate blood ever again after receiving chemo, even if you are cancer-free for years and years? I thought that maybe in 5 or 10 years I would be able to donate blood again, but I can't, not ever. And I was curious as to why. Let me know if you know the reason for it. Oh, and if you have found out when the camp dates are in January, I would love to know as I am trying to figure out if I can go.
Alicia <alicia.merchant@gmail.com>
Montreal, Canada - Wednesday, November 3, 2004 5:25 PM CST

Hey girl !
I haven't talked to you for awhile, im sorry, this week has been really busy and when I do get a couple hours I try to get some sleep or just relax . I haven't called ANYBODY lately.
I hate boredom too, it is depressing. Reading is a great thing, have you thought of reading adventure type books? (like Harry Potter type) Something that brings you totally out of this world for a while to just enjoy a story. Comedy movies are good too. You should also try "woman" baths - put in some scented salts or bath balls or bubbles, envelope yourself in the bath, buy a mag. that you like and just lie there, and enjoy, flipping the pages. You can even add some soft music in the background. I find that relaxing.
Anyways, we'll have to work on this to get you out of your boredom!!
Karin http://www.caringbridge.com/canada/karin
vancouver, bc, canada - Thursday, October 28, 2004 0:57 AM CDT

hey margaret....
i had one of those days where i slept all day---its frustrating....but know someday this crap is going to overcome. we will find a cure and we will overcome...instead just know we have to take the frustrating days---so that the rainbows can come soon!!! believe--believe--believe...........you're planet cancer friend clownfish79---chris
www3.caringbridge.org/wi/clownfish79
chris <clownfish_53@yahoo.com>
WI - Wednesday, October 27, 2004 3:30 AM CDT

I tried calling, but didn't get you, nor did I leave a message (didn't have a number you could call me back at):(
Next time. I hope you are still on your way to Cleveland, and that you have as nice a time with your Ryan as I had with mine! And dissolve that blood clot like nothing else! (uhhhm, I didn't really know what to say about it, so uh, yeah, disslove it Margaret!)

My mom is mentally imbalanced too, though not in a confirmed sort of way. But the stories I could tell you. Anyway, I just want you to know that I understand, and that I know how hard it can be. Especially when you love someone but want to punch them in the face sometimes. Just kidding (sort of . . . )!

Take care, and talk to you soon!
Alicia <alicia.merchant@gmail.com>
Montreal, QC Canada - Saturday, October 16, 2004 3:43 AM CDT

hey margaret...i've read some of you're posts at planetcancer.....and read some of you're journal...i am a 25yr old female w/ stomach cancer. i am sure you have seen many of my posts at planet...i have responded to you maybe a couple times. but hey "C" is not a death sentance at all i used to think that. i tell myself that i got this to overcome it and become stronger. it defenitely has changed alot of perspectives on life. i wouldn't wish this on anyone. but i have grown so much and discovered who my "TRUE" friends are....i have met so many other people along the way--and sadly enough the bad times i have had since diagnosed in april---and the good--i would not take back because i have met some amazing people. and some very compasionate people. even though you're mom may not be there for you--you know you have alot of support at planetcancer...or you may email me if you would like....i also decided to put up a caringbridge site also (just a couple days ago)......keep your head up--and hey giving up work for you're body to heal isn't such a bad idea. i have given up work temporarily...i have grown to accept it...they say i am UNCURABLE--and i won't believe it...u hang in and feel free to visit my site or email me....my site is www3.caringbridge.org/wi/clownfish79
be well, sincerely chris
chris (aka--clownfish79)--at planetcancer <clownfish_53@yahoo.com>
Wi - Friday, October 15, 2004 11:10 PM CDT

Perk up girlie, I never knew you to be this down!! You know I'm always here to chat, right? Organic chemistry and cell biology is important, but you'll always come first =)
Jessica <innocent_blu@sailormoon.com>
my house, - Friday, October 15, 2004 7:01 PM CDT

Margaret -- I'm sorry you're having such a rough time. I remember feeling during the course of my treatment that I was truly at the end of my rope. And that was after a few months. I can't imagine your fatigue and frustration after 3 years. But you still manage to smile and joke and give support to others and that shows great strength and great courage. I agree with you about not understanding why good people are given the sentence of cancer. In fact, my family and I tried and could not think of one nasty, aggressive, selfish person that we knew who had had cancer -- only good, giving, gentle people. Why?? I have no answer to that. I have the weekend off work -- if you want to meet for coffee or a walk or if I can do ANYTHING, please let me know. xoxo
Anna
- Thursday, October 14, 2004 8:24 PM CDT

Hi Margaret,

Stick with it. :) I remember the last big feast at your place. I could barely get out the front door...Was just too stuffed. :)

Rob.
sh33p
- Tuesday, October 12, 2004 5:29 AM CDT

Hi Margaret,
I just chatted with you via PlanetCancer.com and learned of your crummy week. You are in my prayers. Keep visualizing small and managable aches and pains disappearing. Sending positive healing vibes to your leg. Wishing you wellness. -gen
Genevieve <genevievenixon@hotmail.com>
Houston, TX USA - Monday, October 11, 2004 10:18 AM CDT

I have found your website through Heidi's page. I read your story, and can relate to some of the scares. When I was pregnant with my son, that is what they thought that I had, but turns out it was not. So I will keep you in our thoughts and prayers. I am sure that you are a strong woman, and a fighter, and if you believe in God and prayer, I firmly believe that everything will turn out the way that it is suppose to. May Angels be all around you, every day!!!!! I will continue to check in on you and follow your progress.
Tom,Vanessa,Gabby, & Alex Molnar (www.caringbridge.org/tn/alex) <vmolnar@midsouth.rr.com>
USA - Sunday, October 10, 2004 9:55 PM CDT

Just checking in. Sorry you feel like crap today! Sending you hugs and oodles of love and prayers your way. Try to have a good thanksgiving weekend! You do have people who care!
Mary & Mike Slade and the Kids <mar-e@rogers.com>
Guelph, Ontario, Canada - Sunday, October 10, 2004 9:33 PM CDT

Hey Margaret, it's been a while that I said that I have to stop by this web site, but I was so buzy, with school in France. I apologize for not giving you news from me since a while and now learning that your health are not going so well, I fell really bad. However, right now, I will try to come here as much as I can and follow your health evolution. I know that you're really brave and strong and so you will go throught. Enjoy your life with Ryan and all your friends and come as soon as you want in France. My door will be all the time open to receive you and your friends in my town.
Please, don't stop giving all your news in this web site and put more and more photos. Throught it, I fell more and more in Vancouver and near you. Take care. Nelly
Nelly <Duongnelly@hotmail.com>
Lyon, France - Saturday, October 9, 2004 8:39 AM CDT

Hey Margaret, I know we talked early today, and then I went to class - but I just wanted to tell you that as I passed your street (by the school) I said outloud that I was sending good vibes your way - I did it on the drive there and back.. I am thinking about you as I know so many others are too. We are here WITH you and love you!!
Karin http://www.caringbridge.com/canada/karin
vancouver, bc, canada - Tuesday, October 5, 2004 0:29 AM CDT

I'm going to be in Vancouver for a few days this weekend/next week (before you leave for Cleveland). I'll give you a call.
Alicia <alicia.merchant@gmail.com>
Montreal, Canada - Monday, October 4, 2004 9:05 AM CDT

Hey Margaret:) I'll bring my friend's nutritional book the next time I see u, maybe to the chemo? anyways i know i just talked to you on the phone. so i'll ttul:) and do remind me about pocky shopping
Mona
- Saturday, October 2, 2004 11:47 PM CDT

Hey Margaret, I would get terrible leg crampings when my potassium levels dropped. It got to a point when I didn't even need to have my bloods done to know that my levels were low. Eat lots of kiwi, avocado, and banana, that might help get your levels up! Have fun visiting Ryan (you're going so soon!). I will probably be in Vancouver at the end of October/beginning of November to visit my Ryan, and if I am we definately have to meet this time. I'll keep you updated on that! Stay strong, Margaret, you are in my thoughts.
Alicia <alicia.merchant@gmail.com>
Montreal, Canada - Saturday, October 2, 2004 11:22 AM CDT

Hi sweetie,
it's Lola from Israel, we have been chatting now and then for a few years... I want to tell you that you are wonderful and that you took a brave decision to take some time off school... You should concentrate on you and your health only and when you feel ready to go back to school you will be stronger. I wish you all the best, be strong, go on being such a delicious girl...
Love you
Lola <lola_cohen@hotmail.com>
Haifa, Israel - Tuesday, September 28, 2004 6:59 AM CDT

Hey Margaret~ Sorry I haven't been by in awhile but Janice reminded me to stop on by. Sorry to hear things have been rough, but I'm glad you've been able to make the decisions you needed to. Having just gone through something similar myself, I can only nod in empathy and wish that there was shorter distance between us so I could just give you a big hug. Enjoy the stress away from school and I hope it works to help your body heal. I think distance ed sounds like a FABULOUS idea...makes me wish they had it for my program 'cause you're right - that'd rock with chemo and doc schedules. Good luck sorting that all out. In the meantime, keepin' you in my prayers and sending BIG cyber-hugs (((( ))))
Luv, ~*Deirdre*~
Boston, MA - Thursday, September 23, 2004 6:57 PM CDT

Hey Margaret,
I hope that in time you will feel that taking time off from school has been the right thing. I know it is. I can't imagine what you must be going through...for me, without a disease to fight, right now life is tough, things are changing, sometimes I feel lost in this world, not knowing what to do. So I can't imagine how you must feel with the extra weight of fighting a disease on you. Just know that I'm here for you if you need anything. I pray things get easier for you...keep your chin up!!

~*~*Girlie's Page*~*~

Love & prayers,
XOXOXOXOXOXOXO
Janice <janiceliew1981@yahoo.com>
Melbourne, Australia - Thursday, September 23, 2004 6:36 PM CDT

Margaret,

I found your website through another Caringbridge site (Karin's I believe). I just want you to know that you are an amazing inspiration to me. I too took some time off of school some years back and I wasn't going through any illness, just the stress of daily life. Good job at realizing that YOU are the priority right now. LIVESTRONG!

Love from Michigan, USA

Angelina's mom
Jennifer I <ingmankidsmom@hotmail.com>
Warren, MI USA - Thursday, September 23, 2004 3:10 PM CDT

hi margaret :)

it took me 23 years to finally graduate from college
(got my degree in '93) b/c of all the setbacks life
can throw your way. it was the happiest day of my
life :)

have you corresponded with janice from australia:

caringbridge.org/oceania/girlieliew

or also joanne from singapore:

caringbridge.org/asia/joanneho

they also love school but have found the
challenges a bit much.

i will continue to keep you in my prayers.
xxoo
jen <jenns859@aol.com>
cincinnati, OH usa - Thursday, September 23, 2004 1:07 AM CDT

Hi Margaret,

I, too, decided not to take any classes this term. It's too hard to do manage all of that. I don't know about you, but I have had some memory difficulties since I had chemo. That makes studying more difficult. So, I'm taking it easy and enjoying my family until my chemo starts next month. I will be getting Gemzar and Hycamptin 3x a month. Yuck.

Hope you are having a great day today. Do something fun for you!!

Hugs from your sister survivor,

Linda Miko
www.caringbridge.org/mi/miko
Linda Miko <lmiko@wideopenwest.com>
Clinton Township, MI - Wednesday, September 22, 2004 2:51 PM CDT

My baby sis,
I am so glad that you have made the decision to take this semester off. I want you to concentrate on getting your strength back! It is way more important at this point in your life. It is always hard, when I see you go through so much w/your health and yet I am helpless. If you ever want to hang out or go swimming, you know you can call us, anytime. Will and I are here for you.
Always Much Love,
Lennie and William Jang <lennietse@hotmail.com>
Vancouver, BC Canada - Tuesday, September 21, 2004 7:41 PM CDT

Margaret, you haven't taken time off school yet! It's about time! I guarantee, It will feel sooooo good to do it. Enjoy all the time you have for swimming and yoga and visiting . . . I think you will love it. Take care, I can't wait to hear how the non-student life is treating you.
Alicia <selfportraitasminer@yahoo.com>
Montreal, Canada - Saturday, September 18, 2004 11:37 AM CDT

Hang in there Marg! You've got great spirit, keep it up!

Praying for you continuously
Yangers
Kingston, Canada - Thursday, September 16, 2004 8:07 PM CDT

Hi Margaret! I'm sorry you have been feeling so crummy. Hopefully, you just had a stomach bug and will get better soon. Besides, Ryan needs you to get better for your visit! Take care of yourself!
Amber Bogner <amber@bogners.org>
Grove City, OH US - Thursday, September 16, 2004 6:11 AM CDT

Hey Margaret!
This is Crystal, Brenda and Carlos' daughter. We haven't seen each other in years, but I know our mom's still keep in touch sometimes. My dad just sent me this link to your online journal, and it is really great to get to know you better through it. My prayers and thoughts are with you.
Love Crystal
Crystal Costa <crystalgracecosta@yahoo.ca>
Hong Kong, China - Thursday, September 16, 2004 5:37 AM CDT

Dearest Margaret,

This is the first time that I have viewed your guestbook. It's quite amazing to know that people from all over the country can access your journal and offer their support and prayers for you. I know you have been going through a rough time lately with the chemo sessions. You need to slow down and take it easy. I know it's difficult to do with so much energy bottled up inside of you. So I am glad to hear that you have dropped the Urban Geography course. Despite the many physically challenges & mental ones that you face on a daily basis, you are an inspiration to us all with your strength & positive spirit! Your mom, auntie Dahlia & I went out for our combined birthday lunch today at Stepho's. It was so funny...while climbing the two steps into the restaurant, your mom tripped and fell flat on her face. I was right behind her and saw everything in slow motion, unfortunately, I couldn't do anything. She was okay, but I couldn't contain my laughter and was laughing throughout lunch. Life is never dull with your mom around!

Love always & may our Lord Jesus continue to watch over you.
Auntie May
may yang <myang@telus.net>
vancouver, b.c. Canada - Tuesday, September 14, 2004 9:49 PM CDT

Hey girl,
yeah I know I sign the guestbook a lot and you know I Read your site but I thought I would write anyway. Definately a good idea with the driving thing - comfort over everything!! I know it's frustrating to not be able to do as much as you'd like to do... the only thing you can do about it is not fight it and let your body rest when it needs to - as I was told , you need to "bank your energy". save up for something you really want to do. It's not fun, I know. But there are some low-energy activities you can do when you're on the low-ends of the energy level.

For example:
I have about 3 new DVD's that I'm waiting to see cuz i dont wanna watch them by myself... :) & I'm free weekdays. & im feeling better now too (finally!)
T a k e c a r e o f y o u r s e l f !

Lotsa love,
Karin
Karin's Caringbridge Site
vancouver, bc, canada - Tuesday, September 14, 2004 0:41 AM CDT

Hey Margaret, thanks for the update! I'm glad to hear you are in school still, and enjoying the classes. I'm taking 5 a semester this year, though I prefer taking less than that. If I could, I would only take 3 or 4 classes, but with taking a year off for treatment I've pretty much used up the maximum amount of loans that are available. So I am rushing through this last year so that I can go back and start a master's. Ugh, sometimes I wonder about what I am doing. Have fun visiting Ryan in October . . . you must be so excited! It's only a few weeks away. And I promise, the next time I make it out to Vancouver, I will meet up with you and Karin. And if you are ever in Monteral again, I expect you to do the same! :) Have a good weekend, and get lots of rest and lots of fun in.
Alicia <selfportraitasminer@yahoo.com>
Montreal, - Saturday, September 11, 2004 10:04 AM CDT

Hi Margaret! I am Heidi's sister, and Amber (who signed below) is our sister-in-law. Today was my first vivsit to your page, but in seeing Amber's entry, I will have to return! I hope your stomach is feeling better. I will be back again!
www.caringbridge.org/oh/heidi
Beth Leppo <beanieb@neo.rr.com>
Mansfield, OH USA - Thursday, September 9, 2004 7:46 AM CDT

Hi Margaret! I have been keeping up witth you almost daily for the past month or so. My mother-in-law emailed your page to me, she thinks we share a similar sense of humor (hence the ass in the white skirt you say you would recognize!) You seem to have a full life, work school, chemo....but, hey, one day at a time. Just keep doing exactly what it sounds like you've been doing, enjoying life! Feel free to email me if you want to!
Amber <amber@bogners.org>
Grove City, OH USA - Wednesday, September 8, 2004 4:41 PM CDT

Hi Margaret,
everytime i hear from you or come across your site all i can think is "you are such an amazing girl", and you are in my heart and i always hope for good news and health and strength and happiness for you. thank you so much for stopping by my site and leaving a message, i do continue to check your journal posts as well. i look forward to the next meeting for the support group, even though i do also find it hard to hear that others are sick, and sometimes sharing something so personal is challenging for me.
sometimes, when life is out of our direct control, all we have to go on is our own faith, will, and strength.. and i hope that you will always have that in you to carry you through any hard times, and that all the love surrounding you only grows and carries you even further :)

take care margaret :)

sending you only the best,
Teresa <teresaaa@interchange.ubc.ca>
Bby, BC CANADA - Monday, September 6, 2004 6:17 PM CDT

Dear Margaret,
I will be praying for your doctor's visit this week. It was several years ago when I went through chemo (for breast CA), but I can still remember the relentless fatigue that went with it. I was surprised to read how much you have you have been able to do in spite of it. Yaaaaaaaa for you!
Stephanie & RachelJoy <mom2rj@comcast.net>
- Monday, September 6, 2004 5:57 PM CDT

HI Marg..I check for new updates all the time to see how you are doing and feeling. You are always in my thoughts and prayers. You and Ryan look very cute, I'm happy you've met someone.
Barb Tomei
Vancouver, BC Canada - Monday, September 6, 2004 1:16 PM CDT

Hi Margaret - Any chance I get, I look forward to reading your guestbook. I'm really sad to hear of the constant nagging pain in your stomach and your being fatigue. You are constantly in my thoughts and prayers. May God continue to heal and restore your health. God Bless You.
Love, Auntie Dahlia <anby3k@hotmail.com>
Burnaby, BC - Monday, September 6, 2004 1:17 AM CDT

Hi Margaret. I am reading your journal, and keeping up with you. Sorry to hear that you are feeling so tired-- it gets to where you kind of forget what it feels like not to be tired. I am wishing you the best of luck with your appointment on Wednesday. I have my one-year check up on the 14th, and I am pretty nervous about that. And classes start again on tuesday. Are you taking any classes this fall? Post about that in your journal if you have a chance. Again, good luck on wednesday, and with chemo this week. You will be in my prayers.
Alicia <selfportraitasminer@yahoo.com>
Montreal, - Monday, September 6, 2004 0:12 AM CDT

Hey Margaret, I think I know why my mssg didn't get posted, cuz I didn't add it to the entry. :P hehe
Have you looked into the massage clinics? I'm sure a nice back rub will ease the tension from your muscles. And yes I have noticed how you hold your hand around your abdominal, just remember to report anything wierd to your oncologist so that she can keep a record of it (Even if the pain is not persistent). As well, if your feeling fatigued, Karin, Erin and I can always bring a movie over to watch. I still have a lot of VCDs and DVDs I want to watch w/u guys.

Mona
- Saturday, September 4, 2004 1:53 AM CDT

Yup, we're reading your guestbook. :) Hang in here...We're rooting for you. :)
Rob & Ariel
- Saturday, September 4, 2004 0:40 AM CDT

Hi Margaret,
I work with your sister, Helena. She is a great friend and colleague who I am proud to work along side. It was special to read your journal to get a feeling of how you are doing. You seem very brave, compassionate and outgoing. My wife and I just wanted to cheer you on! You'll continue to be in our prayers. Andrew and Jennifer
Andrew Torrance <ajtorrance@hotmail.com>
Richmond, BC Canada - Monday, August 23, 2004 4:54 AM CDT

Dearest Margaret,

Just keep on swimming, keep on swimming, keep on swimming. Hey, Ur not in it alone. We are here to give u hugs and have our ears wide open. Btw, Ryan is really really really in love with u. He's a cool guy. (Karin says its okay..cuz i'm like hey this doesn't make sense, but u know it's me, Mona, writing.. so it's cool. Cuz i just want to write to tell u hm. how much I care bout u. dude. dude out.)
Mona
Vancouver, bc canada - Tuesday, August 17, 2004 0:01 AM CDT

Hey Margaret,
Just here to see how you are doing..I hope you've had a good start to the week and that you're feeling good. I'm praying for you!!

~*~*Girlie's Page*~*~

Love & prayers,
XOXOXOXOXOXO
Janice <janiceliew1981@yahoo.com>
Melbourne, Australia - Monday, August 16, 2004 3:30 AM CDT

Greeting Margaret from USA, this is my first visit to your web page but I will be back to visit you often. I pray for you and your family. You are special to Jesus and you are special to me. Hugs and love, Barb
Barb www.caringbridge.org/oh/heidi <babogner@earthlink.net>
Mansfield, OHIO USA - Sunday, August 15, 2004 12:44 AM CDT

Dearest Margaret,

Your Auntie (my sister) informed me of your website. Today is my first visit. You're one amazing young lady. I remember cradling you in my arms when you were born, and can still remember your beautiful twinkling eyes...and I see that they still are - brightening and opening the eyes of those like myself who cannot express in words the profound frustration of learning about what you've been through, and currently still going through, and sincerely wishing that I could do something about it.

Although one never can share thoughts in simple words, my questions...and my bitterness of all of this - but my feelings are mixed. I am touched with joy to see the beauty and strength I see in your words. Indeed, in all the words from the many people from the many parts of our small world are indeed, touching and humbling.

You All are so wonderful and kind. Good luck to everyone...and all our love to you Margaret.

love always,

Uncle David and family
David Wong <david@e-atelier.com>
Vancouver, BC Canada - Saturday, August 14, 2004 11:19 PM CDT

got your page from planet cancer. I just began this journey of cancer. I think it is wonderful you share yourself so openly for us to see... I hope that you are well. Your journal entries have touched my heart and your honesty is wonderful... I am here in Pennsylvania cheering you on.
michelle <michellecandler@suscom.net>
hellam, pa usa - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 5:49 PM CDT

Hey Margaret! It's Margaret! Remember me? I met you while you were visiting Ryan, we saw that comedy show. Anyway, I found your site through Karin, and wanted to say hello, and that I think it's amazing all of the things cancer patients have to go through and you're doing one fine job of it. I hope we can meet again sometime, we share enough (name, friends, cancer) and it would be great to get to know you better.
Margaret (Margot) http://www.caringbridge.org/il/margaret <nehfaphant@yahoo.com>
Chicago, IL USA - Wednesday, August 4, 2004 9:12 PM CDT

Keep pluggin away Margaret. When my husband was first diagnosed with Leukemia, the doctors told us 90% of the healing is mind over matter. Your positive attitude and zest for life is what will get you through this. Amazing is what you are...
Kristyn Darling <kd.mail@sympatico.ca www.caringbridge.com/canada/mike>
Mt.Carmel, On Canada - Monday, August 2, 2004 2:24 PM CDT

I only have a couple minutes until my internet service gets cut off (i'm at a net cafe) . Just read your latest entry and I'm thinking of you babe, everyday. I get back home TOMORROW (AUGUST 3) AT 10 PM. woops sorry for the caps! See you VERY SOON and Lauren is right, I am very lucky to have you as a friend. love ya!
Karin
vancouver bc, - Sunday, August 1, 2004 6:24 AM CDT

You are an amazing person; so much inner strength!
And, having met you, I can feel that you radiate physical and positive mental energy.
You are always doing the best for yourself, and for others. You are really inspiring and point out what the real priorities are.
Karin is very lucky to be your friend.
I am always thinking of you as deserving the best and pray for you in any way I can.
Our house is yours, when you need it.

Lauren
Vancouver, - Tuesday, July 27, 2004 11:00 PM CDT

Stick with it Margaret. I'm rooting for you!!!
Your little beachball in Victoria. :)
Ariel
- Friday, July 23, 2004 2:11 AM CDT

Dear Margaret,

Another greeting from Ohio!
Learning about you from Girlie's website. You are so brave and bright.
It is not an easy journey. We will pray for you and your family through this storming days.
May Lord be the peace, strength, and comfort to you and your family.
With love and peace.

Benjamin, Paulina, Erin (Forever Family with ~Esther~) <Mercy2Live@yahoo.com>
Dayton, OH US - Wednesday, July 21, 2004 10:05 AM CDT

I'm praying for you in ohio;
I will TRUST GOD to take good care of you.

caringbridge.org/oh/alice
xxoo
jen <jenns859@aol.com>
cincinnati, OH usa - Monday, July 19, 2004 7:29 AM CDT

Dear Fargo,

All too often we get caught up in the hustle bustle of everyday life and forget to stop and think about the most important things in this life. I, for one, am guilty of this as I have taken my health for granted. I am sure I speak on behalf of many people from around the world, but you truly are an inspiration and a source of strength and encouragement to those in both similar and different situations. I know that God is using you as a demonstration of how TO act in times of great uncertainty: with the fruits of maturity and positivity produced from seeds of suffering and harship. I will continue to pray for you and Frags, please take comfort in the following passage knowing that God has everything under control despite how chaotic it all appears. "Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest." Matt 11:28.

Missing you lots. Much love from Taiwan,

Laura (Silly Goose)
Taipei, Taiwan - Saturday, July 17, 2004 9:50 AM CDT

Margaret,
I'm so sorry with the bad news :( I don't know what else to say but I'm praying my hardest for you... it's great that you are really trying to be positive...I used to tell my mother that by letting her mind be in a positive frame of mind, half her battle is already won. Easier said than done of course, as I could never imagine what it could feel like having cancer unless I have been there, but I just think it's great that you are trying. Stay strong!!! I'm praying for you!!

~*~*Girlie's Page*~*~

Love,
XOXOXOXOXOXO
Janice <janiceliew1981@yahoo.com>
Melbourne, Australia - Friday, July 16, 2004 6:18 PM CDT

wow that's a really interesting dream. I've had a few dreams in which I was killed although I haven't felt the spiritual existence that you did. The closest I got was being shot and everything going dark and a feeling of peace. I know how alarming these dreams can be though, because they are so vivid and "real". I'ts amazing what the subconscious mind puts together while our body rests!!

Karin's Caringbridge Site
vancouver, Canada - Friday, July 9, 2004 9:31 PM CDT

Awwwwww Margaret I had no idea about your family situation. It's really good that you're so open about this and that you're getting your feelings heard; it's much better than keeping it all bottled up inside, trust me. Keep strong girlie!! It was awesome seeing you again for like the first time in like forever at the Aquarium on Saturday =) Keep your chin up!! I know you'll pull through!!
Jessica <innocent_blu@sailormoon.com>
Burnaby, BC Canada - Monday, July 5, 2004 2:18 AM CDT

Hi Margaret.

Thanks for stopping by Katelynn's site! While I am glad to have made a new friend I am also sickened that the only reason is because of cancer!
You will be in our thoughts and prayers. We will stop by often.
Cheri & Katelynn( member of Parents Place) <cherilee@telus.net>
Nelson, BC Canada - Sunday, July 4, 2004 9:55 AM CDT

Hi Margaret - I came to your website through Janice's and wanted to say "hi"! Thanks for putting into words some of the struggles that are so hard to get down on paper often. I'd love to keep dropping in and see how things are going with you! :c)
Deirdre <dgoltz@gwu.edu>
Washington, DC - Monday, June 28, 2004 12:43 AM CDT

Hi there Margaret, Just wanted to say that I enjoy reading your journal, and am truely inspired by what you have to say. I was diagnosed with breast cancer myself last year at the age of 30. Well, I guess cancer is not so much a road block in the passage call Life. I reckon it to be like road bumps. It slows us down, and probably put our perspectives in life in place. Take care, and God Bless!!
Gloria <seahgloria@yahoo.co.uk>
Singapore, Singapore - Wednesday, June 23, 2004 9:13 AM CDT

Hi Margaret,
I found your site on Karin's and thought I would stop by. First of all, I just wanted to let you know that I'm sorry you have to fight this ugly, UGLY thing we call cancer. I lost my mother to Ovarian cancer nearly 2 years ago. It has broken my heart forever. I read through all of your journals and you have inspired me... I am 22, and healthy. My mother was 53 when she died of cancer. You're only 21 and fighting it. The same cancer my mum had. Know that I'm praying for you and I honestly and sincerely hope that you will be perfectly healed here on Earth. I hope that for every single person fighting cancer, but I suppose knowing that you are fighting the same cancer that took my mum away, it has tugged at my heart strings just a little more than usual. Continue to stay positive and keep strong..

~*~*Girlie's Page*~*~

Love,
XOXOXOXOXO
Janice <janiceliew1981@yahoo.com>
Melbourne, Australia - Monday, June 21, 2004 2:56 AM CDT

hey, scans coming up are ALWAYS nerve-wracking and bring up the worst fears. Who told you that about remission? that was a nasty thing to say! There's a guy on my rhabdo list who relapsed after 9 months, had another year of treatment, and has been 2.5 yrs in the clear since then. There's a quick example that goes against that "theory". That just makes me so mad that someone would say that to you. Of course that doesn't mean you shouldn't be scared, I'm scared, we're all scared. & it SUCKS. big time. We just have to keep trying to deal the best way we know how, make the best out of what we have and accept the fear and fight through the fear and sometimes that is so, SO hard to do. but i'm here for you and so are many, many others and you know that. and now, onto the good stuff !
We need to plan our trips out to Harrison and all the fun stuff! You know I'm pretty much free every day now.. so hoping for some sun & fun fun fun! Love ya!
Karin http://www.caringbridge.com/canada/karin
Vancouver, BC, Canada - Wednesday, June 16, 2004 0:32 AM CDT

margaret margaret margaret. i'm going to harass you about maroon 5 until you surrender. maroon 5 maroon 5 maroon 5 maroon 5 maroon 5 maroon 5 maroon 5!!!
Jessica <innocent_blu@sailormoon.com>
Burnaby, BC Canada, yo - Saturday, June 12, 2004 3:21 AM CDT

Hi Margaret,

We have never met, but I visited your site after talking to a friend of mine(Teresa H). I just wanted to commend you on your courage and strength. I think you are an inspiration to many people and an amazing person. At times, I feel mankind has lost touch with the meaning of their existence by focusing too much on the peripheral endeavours of everyday life. This has made us overlook the important people that surround us and certain matters we should hold dear to our heart. Then I hear amazing stories of courage (like yours) and it gives me reassurance that there is hope. For that, I sincerely thank you. Being human, I have also been guilty of selfishness, but I continually work at being true to myself and to love and care for the people around me. As well, to seize opportunities in my path and to remember to slow down to see the beautiful colors around me. Best of luck to you!
Paulo T <paul_t328@yahoo.com>
Vancouver, BC - Thursday, May 20, 2004 10:27 PM CDT

SO proud of you Margaret for being so open with everyone on this website. I always hope that people can learn through our experiences what true priorities are in life... it's not all about work and school!!!!!!!!!
Karin http://www.caringbridge.com/canada/karin
vancouver, bc, canada - Sunday, April 25, 2004 3:07 PM CDT

margaret i love your idea for this site i have been wondering how you have been doing but have been afraid to ask since we don't get a chance to talk very often. i have bookmarked your site and i hope we get a chance to see each other again soon chris and i both wish you well
Heather Dodds <chinadoll23@shaw.ca>
Maple Ridge, BC - Tuesday, April 20, 2004 7:01 PM CDT

Margaret!!!

I am very proud to say that I have found a new friend, who I admire in many different ways... You!!! Like I will always say to you - I admire you for your strength,your courage,every obstacle you overcome... You are that beautiful "sunflower" - staying strong and shining through!!! Cant wait to talk to you soon

Lots of love - from Andrea
Andrea Davies <andreadavies_bluedaisy@hotmail.com>
Calgary, AB Canada - Sunday, April 18, 2004 9:31 PM CDT

Dear Margaret.

You're just an awesome young woman. I'm very proud and honoured to have you as my niece. You are always so happy and positive, even in times of uncertainty. Your
strength and tenacity can only be an inspiration to all.
May you continue your journey to health & happiness.
Because, I know you can conquer all. God Bless You!!

Love & Lotsa Hugs,

Auntie Dahlia

Dahlia
- Tuesday, April 13, 2004 0:15 AM CDT

Hi Margy :)

You're just full of smile that it's hard not to smile when you're around :) you make everyone's day brighter :)...I am very impress by your courage at handling such an obstacle! You're one strong girl and I admire that you have the courage to share your experience with the rest of us. Keep up wtih the journal and I will continue to read it ..and try to understand what you have to go through! Luv you lots girlie...keep that smile going :)..

Mags
Mags <myau@telus.net>
North Vancouver, Canada - Tuesday, April 6, 2004 0:13 AM CDT

My Sweet Sweet Margaret :)

Your journal is awesome. I knew everyone would love it :)! I was aware that you were going through a rough time, but I couldn't have imagined how you actually felt. Thank you for being so open in sharing your experiences with all of us. You are definately a strong woman and I'm proud to be your friend. Looking forward to your next entry! I know we're all very busy, but Andrew and I are always thinking of you! Stay strong. Love ya!
Jenn T.
- Monday, April 5, 2004 11:53 PM CDT

Hello Margaret,
This is a very good idea.
I haven't seen you in forever. I keep seeing your nickname changing from Chicago to Montreal. You have travelled more than I did in 10 years :)
I wish you the best luck!

-tim
Tim <djsc00p@hotmail.com>
Van, - Sunday, April 4, 2004 11:13 PM CDT

Margie (my baby sis),
I think that this journal idea is GREAT!!! I have learned a lot more about your conditions with all the details. Even though we are from the same family, it is often difficult to talk and to keep asking you about your condition. I want you to know that Will and I are always here for you!! If you ever need anything and we can help out, please don't hesitate to let us know. I am proud of how you've handled the many situations that have crossed your path...I am unsure as to how I would have handled them??? Proabably, not as well as you!! We both love you!!!
Lennie <lennietse@hotmail.com>
Vancouver, BC Canada - Sunday, April 4, 2004 9:14 PM CDT

Dear Margaret,
I am a friend of your Dad and a breast cancer survivor and a kidney transplanted patient myself.
I admire your strength, your courage and your wisdom.
I especially love the article you wrote on Father Day 2003 in the Vancouver Sun in honour of your Dad. It reminded me of my own father, whom I loved so much.
You are an inspiration to all of us. Thank you.
Keep smiling and live life ot the fullest.

All the best,
Kha Leong
Kha Chui leong <khaleong@smartt.com>
- Saturday, April 3, 2004 9:13 AM CST

Dear Margaret:
I know how you felt and feel. Your story reminds me about my own kidney problems 17 years ago. When I was told that I had to start hemo-dialysis in a week, I was overwhelmed with despair, depression and helplessness. It was not until one year later that I could face the reality of a new lifestyle with 3 dialysis treatments a week. Since then, I've traveled, studied to get my real estate license, established the Chinese Renal Association, and volunteered for the Heart Foundation and for many music festivals. Ten years of dialysing passed quickly and my optimism was rewarded with a new healthy kidney. My lifestyle and my view of life have not changed much since my transplant.

Margaret, I admire your courage and openness. Your positive attitude will guide you to a full life. God Bless You!

Love,
Ada

Ada Cheung <adacheung@telus.net>
Vancouver, BC Canada - Friday, April 2, 2004 2:35 PM CST

Hey Marg!!!

It's GREAT to know that you can post up your stuff like this. It's an awesome site! I've got you bookmarked now. :)

Hope to see you soon! (don't forget to keep me posted on that, eh?)
laterz!!
Natalie <moidoi@hotmail.com>
Kingston, Ontario Canada - Wednesday, March 31, 2004 7:03 PM CST

hey margaret...

it's great to be able to see how you're doing on here, even if it's only in your words and pictures. it's been far too long since we've talked for real, but i wanted you to know that i care about what's going on in your life and what's happening to you. love ya!

tamiko
tamiko hoshino
- Wednesday, March 31, 2004 3:32 PM CST

Hi Margaret

I love you're website. Matt & I pray for you and we wish you the best of luck in everything you do. God bless you.
We love ya.

Rocio <rocio.banda@ticketmaster.ca>
Vancouver, - Wednesday, March 31, 2004 1:29 PM CST

Margaret, you are positively the sweetest, brightest, most cheerful person I know!! You are hereby bookmarked and I will be checking back on a regular basis :P As SOON as stupid term's over we WILL hang out, stupid UBC hahahaaa. Stay who you are and rock on!!
Jessica <innocent_blu@sailormoon.com>
Burnaby, BC Canada - Tuesday, March 30, 2004 6:45 PM CST

You are awsome, always smiling and positive(more so than me!! and that says a lot ;8 ) ) you plan kick ass parties. Keep on writting neighbor!
Ed <edlau@telus.net>
- Tuesday, March 30, 2004 3:45 AM CST

Hey there!
I think this e-journal is a great idea! Got ya bookmarked already!! Remember to always keep smiling and always keep dreaming!

XOXO *hugs*
Jessica (� Bluest Snow �) <pikachu_pp@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, March 30, 2004 2:30 AM CST

I've got you bookmarked girl, keep on writing and I'll keep on reading,

luv you babe,
May from 19th ave <myc@thecommentary.ca>
Vancouver, BC Canada - Tuesday, March 30, 2004 1:24 AM CST

Hi, this is Ariel. I'm Rob's cat. I don't think anyone can outsleep me. :)
Ariel <sh33pcf@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, March 30, 2004 0:56 AM CST

yey I'm the first to sign your guestbook!! I'm honored. Well I'm glad you finally got your site up.. that way if you just don't feel like talking or you want to vent or you want to talk about how great your day was at 3:30 am, all you have to do is log in and type it out. I'm so happy Mona got us introduced and that you got to come to camp!! You're a great friend, thanks for always listening. I'll be keeping your site on bookmark. Talk to you soon! You're a wonderful person!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Karin http://www.caringbridge.com/canada/karin
Vancouver, BC, Canada - Tuesday, March 30, 2004 0:24 AM CST

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