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- your browser may not have loaded the new page. Click here to sign the guestbook. Click here to go back to the main page. Click here to view older guestbook entries. Thinking of you today and always...love and miss you so much Kirky...tons of love, hugs and kisses from Auntie Tracey Tracey Johnson <traysea64@hotmail.com> Toronto, ON Canada - Monday, July 29, 2019 1:59 PM CDT Thinking of you...always. Forever and Always, Auntie RaRa 😘 xo Robin Brampton, Canada - Tuesday, June 12, 2018 8:45 PM CDT Merry Christmas Sweet Kirka. Love always and forever, Auntie Ra Ra xoxo Robin Ginocchi <rginocchi@rogers.com> - Sunday, December 25, 2016 9:41 PM CST Sweet Kirka, always thinking of you and missing you. Forever and always, Auntie RaRa xoxo Robin Ginocchi Brampton, - Wednesday, December 2, 2015 3:51 PM CST Happy birthday my sweet Kirka. I love you and miss you so, so much. Forever and always, Auntie Ra Ra xoxoxo Robin Ginocchi Brampton, On Canada - Friday, March 6, 2015 5:16 PM CST Kirkland, may the love and understanding you inspire in others continue to help and teach people how and where to find strength. Craig Smith <taylormade4me@wightman.ca> Fergus, Ont Canada - Tuesday, December 2, 2014 9:24 AM CST Sweet Kirka, I miss you and love you so much. Continue to watch over us from heaven, protecting us and guiding us. Forever and always, Auntie RaRa xoxo Robin Ginocchi <rginocchi@rogers.com> Brampton, Canada - Tuesday, December 2, 2014 8:38 AM CST As usual Kirka, mommy has made me cry again. I love you and miss you so very much. Switters, your students are so very lucky to have had you for a teacher and a friend. It takes a very special person to reach them and you have once again done this. I love you and thank God for you everyday. Rob xoxo Robin Ginocchi Brampton, Canada - Sunday, July 13, 2014 12:16 AM CDT hi Kirky...miss and love you so much!! tons of kisses for your piggies XoX Auntie Tracey tracey johnson <traysee64@hotmail.com> toronto, ONTARIO Canada - Friday, March 21, 2014 6:19 PM CDT Missing you so much Kirka. I'm sorry I did not come on here last week, but I did think of you and lit a candle for you. I know that you know that anyway. I love you and your family so much. Forever and always, Auntie Ra Ra xoxox Robin Brampton, Canada - Monday, December 9, 2013 7:01 AM CST Mrs. Pam... I don't know how to reach you other than through this guestbook but I want you to know how much it means to still have you in our lives. I also want you to know that I have met an incredible psychic who is now a dear friend. In one of my readings she was puzzled because Kirkland was there and was giving her the name Mrs. Pam...but no last name. I laughed with tears in my eyes and assured her that I knew who he was talking about. Thalia, my friend, told me that Kirkland spends a lot of much time with you and in fact had been there the night before wrapped in your arms cuddling. Apparently he loves to finally sit in your lap and be engulfed by your love. You are an incredible lady! Thank you for your friendship all these years! Love Kelly xoxoxo Kelly Kilbride <kilbridek@yahoo.com> Georgetown, On Canada - Monday, May 20, 2013 8:46 AM CDT HAPPY BIRTHDAY, SWEET BOY! Mrs Pam - Wednesday, March 6, 2013 8:21 AM CST thinking of you today Mrs Pam - Thursday, August 16, 2012 6:38 AM CDT Kirkland came to mind today so I decided to check in. Glad I did and glad to hear that "The Book" is (or will soon be) in its first draft. Good luck with your writing this summer, Kelly. It won't be easy, but you'll do it. Sharon Kilbride Toronto, ON Canada - Thursday, July 5, 2012 7:20 AM CDT Thank you ... for continuing to teach us ... xo Carol Roberts - Sunday, June 10, 2012 7:23 PM CDT Hi Kelly, Just stopping by for a visit, I remember when this was a daily visit for me, thanks for the reminder....thinking of precious Kirkland. dawn giles <kengiles@sympatico.ca> Georvetown, - Saturday, June 9, 2012 10:10 PM CDT Been thinking of you today Kirkie , miss you buddy XOX LOve always Ashlee XOX www.caringbridge.org/visit/ashleedagenais Ashlee <mwccamper@yahoo.ca> - Saturday, June 9, 2012 10:24 AM CDT Thinking of your family. katie - Friday, April 6, 2012 10:02 AM CDT Happy Birthday,dear Bubbie. I love you and miss you Love always, Nannie Janet Kilbride <kilbtidej@rogers.com> Etobicoke, - Tuesday, March 6, 2012 7:51 PM CST Happy birthday sweet Kirka. I love you and miss you so very, very much. Forever and always, Auntie Ra Ra xoxoxo Robin Ginocchi <Rginocchi@rogers.com> Brampton, Ontario - Tuesday, March 6, 2012 11:59 AM CST Hi Kelly, I have been spending some time going through your pages and photos since Friday and am feeling a transformation within myself. Your words are so poetic and ring so true. I feel that I have been forever changed and don't know how I could possibly go back now. I know I have a lot of growing to do, I'm mearly in the embryo stage of my "true" life. I thank you for your courage in sharing your deepest thoughts and feelings. I also need to thank your beautiful boy for literally shedding his light on me. May God continue to bless you and give you strength. Tammy Tammy Vondette <tammy@vondette.net> Georgetown, ON Canada - Monday, January 23, 2012 8:45 PM CST I'm thinking of all of you today. I love you all very much. Miss you and love you so much Kirka. Forever and always, Auntie Ra Ra xoxoxoxoxo Robin <Rginocchi @Rogers.com> Brampton, Canada - Friday, December 2, 2011 3:41 PM CST Kirkie, thinking of you (and your entire family) today. God bless all of our angels of which you are one. Love Sharon. Sharon Kilbride Mississauga, ON Canada - Friday, December 2, 2011 7:39 AM CST I was watching Oprah's Lifeclass this morning and it was about souls. The episode was from 2000 and Gary Zukav was on. Parents had lost one of their twin boys after 3 days. He was helping them to see him as a soul and explaining that we are all souls and need to see us like this rather than just a physical being. We all have a purpose. As hard as it was and is to have lost you Kirkie, thank you for coming into our lives.I do believe God gave you to us so you could help all the children who have and are suffering with diseases like yours. Look at the difference you have made. Incredible. I believe it was you who nudged me to turn on the show today, as I have only seen the show a few times. Thank you. I love you sweet Kirka. Forever, Auntie RaRa xoxoxo Robin <rginocchi@rogers.com> Brampton, Canada - Wednesday, November 30, 2011 1:50 PM CST Interesting that you came here recently too, Rob. I don't know either how else to start the most horrific week of the year for me. I love you Switters xoxoxox Kelly Kilbride <kilbridek@yahoo.com> Georgetown, On Canada - Sunday, November 27, 2011 8:11 AM CST Missing you very much Kirka. Forever and always, Auntie RaRa xoxoxo Robin Ginocchi <rginocchi@Rogers.com> Brampton, Canada - Friday, November 25, 2011 7:31 PM CST Dear mom of Kirk, I am writing you at this week of mitochondrial disease awareness. Thank you for your writing, which I just discovered; through your writing and photos I feel I got a chance to get to know Kirk just a little. My niece Rina Goldberg passed away from mitochondrial disease this past December. There are no words as you know to describe the loss of a child. G-d bless Kirk, Rina and all of the beautiful children with mitochondrial disease. Their lives are for a blessing. corri gottesman Elkins Park, Pennsylvania United States - Wednesday, September 21, 2011 3:19 PM CDT Your writing is so beautiful! I am very happy for you and the boys. You are an amazing women and I am so blessed to have known you and Kirk! Tiffany Wilson <Nursetuffy@Rogers.com> - Thursday, July 7, 2011 0:51 AM CDT I miss your writing Kelly. I had a pretty good idea things weren't the same in your family situation, but you always seem to still have it so together. I know you have your ups and downs, but you are an inspiration to me. I am still living the "Mito life", and hope to for a very long time, but I do know what you mean by how you are not the same person you were. I am glad your all able to continue happily as a family, even separately. Bonnie Luskey <bluskey@frontiernet.net> Belle Plaine, MN USA - Wednesday, July 6, 2011 10:37 AM CDT Thinking of Kirk always :) Love you angel boy Love Ashlee XOX www.caringbridge.org/visit/ashleedagenais ashlee <mwccamper@yahoo.ca> - Wednesday, July 6, 2011 9:59 AM CDT Happy Canada Day! www.caringbridge.org/al/mamieadams Mamie's Daddy Huntsville, AL USA - Thursday, June 30, 2011 9:51 PM CDT thinking of Kirkland this Easter morning prayers and love from Mrs. Pam - Sunday, April 24, 2011 8:16 AM CDT Just thinking of you Kelly and Kirkland today. I just remembered that his birthday was in March and although I missed it by a few weeks, I want you to know I am thinking of you. Love, Steph, Chris, Carter and Angel Alexis Stephanie Roung <all4roungs@bell.net> - Monday, March 28, 2011 9:25 PM CDT thinking of you, Kelly, and wondering how you are doing with your book.... prayers and love from Mrs. Pam - Thursday, February 3, 2011 8:46 AM CST Missing you so much Kirka. I love you very much. Forever and always, Auntie Ra Ra xoxoxo Robin Ginocchi <rginocchi@rogers.com> - Thursday, December 2, 2010 11:55 AM CST Thinking of all of you as you pass through another difficult year without the amazing little man who touched so many hearts. I have been thinking a lot about Kirk the past week or so while I decorated the boys trees (with blue lights of course). I think they were all playing tricks on me because I set a timer on the cord and they keep going out on me so back out in the cold I go to turn them back on and I imagine them giggling. It's a sad but happy feeling at the same time, sad for everyone left here who suffers without them at our sides, happy for souls who are now able to laugh and giggle without the pain. Stay strong, love you guys, Deb xoxox ^Katelyn's^ Mumma <miraclegirl101@hotmail.com> Wheatley, - Thursday, December 2, 2010 8:56 AM CST Hi Mommy, Daddy, Evan & Carson. Thinking of Kirky today, as I often do. Ths is wee message to honour Kirky's memory Love to all, Nanny xo Janet Kilbride <kilbridej@rogers.com> Toronto, - Wednesday, November 24, 2010 10:28 AM CST Just stopping in...thinking about Kirky today for some reason. Anita <anitatimpson@rogers.com> - Tuesday, November 23, 2010 9:08 PM CST {{HUGS}} Mike and Mary Slade <mar-e@rogers.com> Guelph, Ontario - Thursday, November 11, 2010 1:43 PM CST I just wanted to say HI! I don't come to Georgetown any more and although I only visited that once... my life was influenced by Kirkland and many of his friends. They help inspire us to be the most that we can be... Karen <idociam@hotmail.com> Bowmanville, - Sunday, October 31, 2010 8:04 AM CDT I wanted to say hi <3 hope you are well kelly :) Rachael Burrows <wheelie_6@hotmail.com> Canada - Monday, September 6, 2010 6:13 PM CDT just checking in...hope you are doing ok. Love you,Rob xoxo Robin <rginocchi@rogers.com> - Wednesday, August 11, 2010 6:31 AM CDT I love you both so very much. Forever and Always, Rob xoxoxoxo Robin <rginocchi@rogers.com> - Sunday, July 4, 2010 10:33 AM CDT Kelly what a beautiful tribute to your three boys! prayers and love from Mrs. Pam - Sunday, June 13, 2010 8:49 AM CDT What a beautiful tribute, and such wonderful memories. Thanks for sharing. Big hugs to all....love Sharon. Sharon Kilbride <skilbride@hclaw.com> Toronto, ON Canada - Thursday, June 10, 2010 10:11 AM CDT Kelly, What a beautiful tribute to Kirkland. I am sure it was a perfect day as your sweet angel was looking down at his amazing family. Love always, Steph, Chris, Carter and Alexis Stephanie Roung St. George, On - Wednesday, June 9, 2010 1:02 PM CDT Dearest kelly Thank you for sharing all this with us..it means a lot to us and i know how hard it is to write all this...i also know how many times you would have broken down during all this... You are always in our thoughts...and kirkie..oh..there can be no one more special to me! Nabiha <n16mahmood@hotmail.com> - Tuesday, June 8, 2010 6:38 AM CDT Switters...thanks so much for sharing your day with us. You never seize to amaze me by what you create in your writings and how your feelings are so extraordinarily expressed...so eloquent and beautiful...Evan, Carson and Kirky are truly blessed to have you for their mom(my)...I don't think there are too many moms who have the incredible gift, that you have...being able to translate your love, understanding, empathy and wisdom into words, to help Evan and Carson (and the rest of us)to better understand Kirky's journey, and his message and lessons for all of us...I'm just so proud of you Kel...I admire you so much, for all that you are...I love you Trae xox I love and miss you so much Kirky...tons of kisses for your piggies...auntie tracey tracey johnson <traysea64@hotmail.com> - Saturday, May 29, 2010 11:04 PM CDT Switters and ^Kirka^, I am so glad to hear that you a had a special day today. I have thought of you all often this week especially today. The weather was so nice and sunny...I'm sure thanks to you Kirk:)The memories you shared were so special Kel...Evan and Carson are such wonderful boys and are growing up to be great men. I still can't get over Carson. I love you all so much.Miss you so much Kirka. Forever and always, Auntie Ra Ra xoxoxo Robin <rginocchi@rogers.com> - Saturday, May 29, 2010 9:35 PM CDT I too was drawn to this page today, a very difficult day for you all and at the same time, a day that starts the next phase of your journey. I pray that your memories of Kirkland will always help you through the tough times. Take comfort in knowing that Kirkland is very close to your hearts. Thinking of you all, Laurie xoxo Laurie Gilmour <lgilmour6@cogeco.ca> Georgetown, On Canada - Saturday, May 29, 2010 7:07 PM CDT I am sorry I haven't visited this page in so long, I think facebook has taken over our sites. It has however, led me over to this site today. I am thinking of you guys today as you take another difficult step in your journey. I am praying that this will help you get through to the next phase in your life. I didn't realize that it is May and that the Mito March didn't take place this year. We also missed our annual celebration at the Ronald McDonald house. I have a feeling this summer is ready to fly by. Keep well my friend, Love Deb (¯`v´¯) `·.¸. xoxox ^Angel^ Katelyn's Mom <miraclegirl101@hotmail.com> - Saturday, May 29, 2010 10:55 AM CDT Hi Kelly....funny, I haven't been on this site for several months, but thought I would have a look today. I'm very glad I did. Kirkland's final resting place sounds very nice. Keeping it private with you, Gerry and the boys is perfect. Growing up, I always thought of cemeteries as scary, spooky spots, but now that I'm much older and wiser, I think they are such beautiful places, so peaceful and calming. I like to walk through them and read the various inscriptions, etc. There's so much history in them. Don't know why I came here today, but somehow I think it has something to do with Mito March, which I understand is not taking place this year. Kirkland comes to mind so often, but especially at this time of the year. Take care and be well, Sharon. Sharon Kilbride <skilbride@hclaw.com> Toronto, On Canada - Wednesday, May 26, 2010 7:41 AM CDT Well, it would certainly seem as if your writers block has been lifted. Beautiful entry, Kel. I know your heart and mind have been heavy lately and I only wish that I could help you somehow, someway. But, alas, I sit here and am at a loss as to how to help. I have no words. No witty comments. No wisdom. I do have your heart in my hands and will coddle it for as long as you need. And I promise to take care that it doesn't break any further. Life long friends. That's all I can think of doing for you right now. I pray it's enough. Hugs to you...always and forever. Anita <anitatimpson@rogers.com> Mississauga, - Monday, May 24, 2010 3:14 PM CDT thinking of you prayers and love from Mrs. Pam - Monday, March 15, 2010 11:04 PM CDT Hi Kelly & Kirkland, I new there was something special about this week. I loved your tribute to Kirky, Kell. It's nice to see the pain is gone for Kirky but that he still lives on in our hearts & memories and especially yours Kell. And that the gifts he brought have changed everyone forever. Even though the memories are mainly sad & painful, it's funny that the hearts have much more Joy now. I love the two of you very, very much. xoxoxo Auntie Julie Scarborough, - Wednesday, March 10, 2010 8:16 PM CST Happy Birthday Kirka:) We have a balloon on your picture, a candle glowing too and we even have some cupcakes to help celebrate you. We love you and miss you so much. Forever and always, Auntie Ra Ra, Uncle Ange, Eric and Maddie xoxoxoxo Robin <rginocchi@rogers.com> - Saturday, March 6, 2010 5:09 PM CST Stopping in to wish Kirkland a Happy Birthday in Heaven. We are thinking of all of you today. Love Brian and Deb Angel Katelyns Mumma <miraclegirl101@hotmail.com> - Saturday, March 6, 2010 11:22 AM CST Hi Kelly,Gerry, Evan & Carson -A poem in memory of Kirkie - I thought of you with love to-day, but that is nothing new.I thought about you yesterday and days before that too.I think of you in silence. I often speak your name. All I have are memories and a picture in a frame. Your memory is a keepsake with which I'll never part. God has you in his keeping,I have you in my heart.Love to you all. Nan K. Janet Klbride <kibridej@rogers.com> Toronto, Ont - Saturday, March 6, 2010 7:08 AM CST Thinking of you and your mommy tomorrow. anitatimpson@rogers.com <anitatimpson@rogers.com> Mississauga, - Friday, March 5, 2010 10:11 PM CST Just popping by to say hi... Jody Poljanski <jpoljanski@yahoo.ca> Campbellville, Ontario Canada - Monday, January 25, 2010 7:28 PM CST Hi Switters, just checking in. Rob xoxoxo Robin <rginocchi@rogers.com> - Sunday, January 10, 2010 7:39 AM CST Cherishing my memories of your sweet Kirkland! Christmas is the season of opening our hearts and our homes in celebration of the Savior who makes our hearts His home. Wishing you a very Blessed Christmas Day. prayers and love from Mrs. Pam - Friday, December 25, 2009 9:20 AM CST just wanted you to know i am thinking about you Merry Christmas My disability blog http://lifeofthedifferentlyabled.wordpress.com/ Laura - Monday, December 21, 2009 4:28 PM CST Sending hugs and warm wishes your way... Hugs from Megan christine <christine_gowland@yahoo.ca> burlington, Canada - Wednesday, December 9, 2009 3:13 PM CST Kirkland, you come to my mind so often....particularly yesterday. Miss you little guy. Love to Mommy, Daddy, Evan and Carson. Love Sharon Sharon Kilbride <skilbride@hclaw.com> Toronto, ON Canada - Thursday, December 3, 2009 12:02 AM CST Are prayers are with all the friend and family of Kirkland Kilbride and the Kilbride family today, and be strong. Before bed we said a special prayer for Kirkland. Tucker, Avery, Tori, Kari, and David Patterson www.tuckerstime.com David Patterson <dave@tuckerstime.com> Waterdown, ON Canada - Wednesday, December 2, 2009 6:03 PM CST Hello Sweet Kirka, we miss you so much. I think of you always, especially today. I've kept a candle lit for you today. I love you and miss you so, so much. Forever and always, Auntie Ra Ra xoxoxoxoxoxo Robin Ginocchi <rginocchi@rogers.com> - Wednesday, December 2, 2009 5:34 PM CST Kelly sure am thinking of you with love and prayers..... Mrs Pam - Monday, November 23, 2009 6:15 PM CST lordy, i love ya girlie! thats all i can write. XOXO davonne <kipatkins@aol.com> seymour, tn - Friday, November 13, 2009 8:28 PM CST Oh, God, Kelly...don't remind me of my major faux pas regarding Kirky's clothes in his bag. Still makes me cringe! Glad they smell like HIM! Anita <anitatimpson@rogers.com> - Thursday, November 12, 2009 5:24 PM CST I often think of this sweet little boy, my birthday is December 2, somehow Kirkland is pretty special and he pops into my mind often. I was drawn to your site tonight, of course it is lousy having to live without your prcious child, no matter how precious the other two are , you are still the mother of 3. I am sure the little one will send you some signs to make you smile and make music anne bakersfield, ca usa - Thursday, November 12, 2009 1:12 AM CST Hey Anit...I do have his smell still in a sealed bag of clothes. :) xox Kelly Kilbride <kilbridek@yahoo.com> - Wednesday, November 11, 2009 9:05 PM CST Kelly I'd be gald to come down and run tat person down on top speed with my chair :) Kirkie I have your picture in my room, it brings peace to the whole place, Miss you so much Kirkie , Love you kiddo Love Always "auntie" Ashlee XOXO hugs for you to as well Kell Love ya www.caringbridge.org/visit/ashleedagenais Ashlee D <mwccamper@yahoo.ca> North Bay , - Wednesday, November 11, 2009 8:46 PM CST XOXO Jody Poljanski <jpoljanski@yahoo.ca> Campbellville, Ontario Canada - Wednesday, November 11, 2009 2:09 PM CST Yah, leave kelly alone! I wish I could help you somehow, but do know that I am always around if you need help with the grunt work in your classroom....or help with medical procedures,lol. You know, Kirky has had 2 years of being pain free and soaring among the angels...being funny with sending his clues...and keeping busy watching out for all of us. If only he could send his smell to you...I wish that for you. anita <anitatimpson@rogers.com> mississauga, - Wednesday, November 11, 2009 12:18 AM CST Kirky, thank you for watching out over your mom (and me) last Thursday...it was nice 'talking' to you :) Anita Timpson <anitatimpson@rogers.com> - Monday, October 26, 2009 8:50 PM CDT Hi Kell, Miss you. Hope you are feeling better. Kirkland's room is such a beautiful place. I can understand how changing it would paralyze you. I'm so sorry you have to go through this. I'm sure Kirky would be so happy to make Carson happy by giving him his own room. The circle of Love. Love, Julie Julie <julieanter@rogers.com> Scarborough, - Sunday, October 18, 2009 11:42 AM CDT To my Sweet Kirka, I think of you so often. Please know that I love you and miss you so very much. Please watch over your mom and dad and Evan and Carson and keep them safe. Forever and Always, Auntie Ra Ra xoxoxoxo Robin <rginocchi@rogers.com> - Thursday, October 15, 2009 7:52 PM CDT To my Sweet Kirka, I think of you so often. Please know that I love you and miss you so very much. Please watch over your mom and dad and Evan and Carson and keep them safe. Forever and Always, Auntie Ra Ra xoxoxoxo Robin <rginocchi@rogers.com> - Thursday, October 15, 2009 7:52 PM CDT Kelly Kirkland's sweet picture made me smile. sending love and hugs..... mrs Pam - Monday, September 21, 2009 5:16 PM CDT Sending you hugs and a bag full of motivation today...If you need an extra hand- mine is here to help or to hold ! I love the new frogs and cute pic of Kirk, Kisses and Hugs coming your way from Megan and me too ! Love you Christine Gowland <christine_gowland@yahoo.ca> burlington, Canada - Tuesday, August 11, 2009 3:12 PM CDT Hi Switters, love you soo much. Rob xoxoxoxoxo Robin <rginocchi@rogers.com> - Saturday, August 8, 2009 11:26 AM CDT You too are somebody's role model Kelly. Don't beat yourself up - as Anita said - baby steps. I love that new pic of Kirkie. Love ya. Sue sue - Friday, August 7, 2009 8:17 PM CDT kelly, love you lots! dont be so hard on yourself! i havent been on here in a while, strange that i look at it tonite and i am soooo paralized.... it will be 5 years monday that karlee beth went to heaven.. i struggle everyday.. sorry to tell you that, i wake up and jump up and KNOW that i have to be moma! take care!~ love u! hugs! davonne <kipatkins@aol.com> seymour, tn - Thursday, August 6, 2009 11:25 PM CDT Baby steps, Kell...it'll all get done when it gets done. Let me know if you need any help. Love you. MGB Anita <anitatimpson@rogers.com> - Thursday, August 6, 2009 3:20 PM CDT Hi Kell, Hope you're doing good. Am thinking about you. Love ya. Julie Sauble Beach, - Tuesday, June 30, 2009 6:25 PM CDT Just checking in...it's officially the first day of summer vacation. Rob xoxoxo Robin <rginocchi@rogers.com> - Monday, June 29, 2009 8:56 AM CDT Happy Birthday, Carson Mrs Pam - Sunday, June 21, 2009 6:53 PM CDT Hi Switters, just checking in. Rob xoxoxo Robin <rginocchi@rogers.com> - Wednesday, June 17, 2009 8:57 AM CDT thinking of you mrs Pam - Tuesday, June 16, 2009 11:10 AM CDT Just checking in...hoping you're okay. Rob xoxoxoxo Robin <rginocchi@rogers.com> - Monday, June 8, 2009 9:55 AM CDT Just checking in...hoping you're okay. Rob xoxoxoxo Robin <rginocchi@rogers.com> - Monday, June 8, 2009 9:55 AM CDT Hi Kelly...I heard from many that this year's Mito March was another success. It was too bad that I had to miss it this year, but my friends told me they had a great time. I'm sure Kirk was smiling down upon all of you. Love Sharon. Sharon Kilbride <skilbride@hclaw.com> Toronto, ON Canada - Thursday, June 4, 2009 11:01 AM CDT Hi Switters, I am hoping that you are coping okay after Monday. I am so glad that I got to spend some time with you over the past week. I really miss you. I love you so so much. Forever and Always, Rob xoxoxoxo Robin <rginocchi@rogers.com> - Wednesday, May 27, 2009 9:47 AM CDT hope you have a very successful Mito March for Kirkland today!! prayers and love from Mrs. Pam - Sunday, May 24, 2009 5:52 AM CDT I hate MITO !....missing you tons ! can't wait to walk on Sunday....Kirk, you make sure you catch the blue balloon we send up for you...... kisses and hugs www.caringbridge.org/visit/megangowland christine gowland <christine_gowland@yahoo.ca> burlington, on canada - Friday, May 22, 2009 2:52 PM CDT Hi Kelly... I'm just here with Megan at my house giving her the 'spa treatment.' Can't help but to reflect back on the days when Kirkland would come for his 'spa treatments.' Can't wait for Sunday!! See you then!!! Jody Poljanski <jpoljanski@sympatico.ca> Campbellville, Ontario Canada - Friday, May 22, 2009 11:39 AM CDT Hi Sweet Kirka...we are getting so excited for the Mito March to come on Sunday. We love you and miss you so much!! Auntie Ra Ra, Eric and Maddie and Uncle Angelo xoxoxoxo Robin <rginocchi@rogers.com> - Thursday, May 21, 2009 8:06 PM CDT i am so sorry about kirklands death, may all the heavens and angels be with you. ??? georgetown, on canada - Saturday, May 16, 2009 7:30 PM CDT Hey Kell, Hope all is well. Just to let you know, the girls are getting pumped for the Mito March again this year. Looking forward to seeing you and getting caught up. Miss you. Jacquie <jacquelineschmitt@yahoo.com> - Tuesday, May 12, 2009 4:39 PM CDT Great article. The Mito March Fundraising efforts are, and will continue to, make a difference through Kirky's Fund at Sick Kids. Even though I will miss out on the walk this year, I will be thinking about you all on the 24th. I'll have to walk the 5km for Kirk on one of my shore excursions that day. Wishing you guys the best turn out ever. Can't wait to hear all about it once I'm back. Love to all, Sharon. Sharon Kilbride <skilbride@hclaw.com> Toronto, ON Canada - Tuesday, May 12, 2009 12:42 AM CDT Hi Switters, I hope you had a peaceful day on Sunday. I love you very much!! Rob xoxoxoxooxoxox Robin <rginocchi@rogers.com> - Monday, May 11, 2009 4:47 PM CDT Dancin' Lady all set for Mito March! anita <anitatimpson@rogers.com> - Friday, May 8, 2009 6:17 PM CDT Hi sweet Kirka! I've been thinking of you all the time especially since the Mito March is coming soon. Love you forever and always, Auntie Ra Ra xoxoxoxo Robin <rginocchi@rogers.com> - Friday, May 8, 2009 10:04 AM CDT Hi Kelly, just thinking about you... see you at the Mito March! Suzanne Gowland <swgowland@yahoo.ca> Burlington, ON - Thursday, April 30, 2009 8:13 PM CDT I love you Switters and Kirka!! I think of you both all the time. Forever and always, Rob xoxoxoxox Robin <rginocchi@rogers.com> - Tuesday, April 28, 2009 11:39 AM CDT Hi Kelly... Just stopping by to say hi... I've been thinking of you lately :-) Jody Poljanski <jpoljanski@sympatico.ca> Campbellville, Ontario Canada - Sunday, April 19, 2009 8:11 PM CDT Thinking of switters...Love you, Rob xoxoxo Robin <rginocchi@rogers.com> - Saturday, April 18, 2009 7:44 PM CDT We all need to let it rain from time to time, but we so must soak up the warm sunshine and skip along the yellow brick road with smiles and laughter to enjoy the journey. A big hug is being sent your way. Love to all, Sharon. Sharon Kilbride <skilbride@hclaw.com> Toronto, ON Canada - Wednesday, April 15, 2009 8:59 AM CDT We are making rainbows in school tomorrow. When we sing Over the Rainbow, I will definitely be thinking of Kirkie, and praying for you, Kelly. mrs Pam - Sunday, April 12, 2009 6:46 PM CDT Don't forget the Wizard! Was just thinking about you. I'll be at the cottage this weekend, if you want to come up. Call me on the cell. No internet or phone yet. Love you. Julie - Wednesday, April 8, 2009 10:33 PM CDT Judy Garland is smiling. Keith <judyg@rainbows.com> Munchkinland, Kansas All around - Sunday, April 5, 2009 11:28 AM CDT Hi Switters, hoping you are doing okay. Love you, Rob xoxox Robin <rginocchi@rogers.com> - Friday, April 3, 2009 9:17 AM CDT just stopping by.... prayers and love from Mrs. Pam - Monday, March 23, 2009 3:02 PM CDT Thinking of you all on this beautiful sunny Wednesday. Hope you can get out for a lovely walk this evening. Love to all, Sharon. Sharon Kilbride <skilbride@hclaw.com> Toronto, ON Canada - Wednesday, March 18, 2009 1:22 PM CDT After the tears stopped flowing I can write!! I cant believe how the time has just passed, so quickly. My love to you all ! Think of you always XOXO Cheri Spiteri <cspiteri@e-c-m.ca> Bolton, - Thursday, March 12, 2009 9:35 AM CDT Kelly I realized today that I had missed leaving a message on Kirkland's birthday. I am sorry. Saturday little Brody died in St. Louis Children's Hospital (from Mito) where he had received a heart transplant. I don't think he had been diagnosed with Mito for too long, and he needed a liver transplant (which had been denied). Today he had The Brave Little Soul on his page, and, of course, it made me think of Kirkie! prayers and love from Mrs. Pam - Tuesday, March 10, 2009 3:18 PM CDT What a beautiful entry for beautiful Kirkland. Kelly, I know the signs will keep coming....enjoy them with all your heart. Love to all, Sharon. Sharon Kilbride <skilbride@hclaw.com> Toronto, ON Canada - Monday, March 9, 2009 11:44 AM CDT Happy Birthday Kirkie, and lots of hugs to your mom. xoxoxox Auntie Julie Scarborough, - Sunday, March 8, 2009 3:05 PM CDT Sending Hugs your way Kelly ! Happy Birthday Kirkie....... christine gowland <christine_gowland@yahoo.ca> burlington, ont canada - Saturday, March 7, 2009 7:38 PM CST Kelly what a beautiful letter to Kirkland!!!!!!Thinking of you. dawn giles <kengiles@sympatico.ca> georgetown, on canada - Saturday, March 7, 2009 3:32 PM CST Happy Birthday Kirka! I hope you heard me singing to you this morning. I miss you so, so much. Forever and always, Auntie Ra Ra xoxoxoxox Robin <rginocchi@rogers.com> - Friday, March 6, 2009 10:11 PM CST Happy birthday Kirkie! What a clever idea to send a caterpillar! Pennies can come from anywhere, but caterpillars don't hatch out of snow. Now it's time to quit looking down at the sidewalk and look to the night sky at your candles and watch you blow them out when the morning comes. We can't imagine what kinds of cake and ice cream you will have, but I'll bet every child's favorite will be there plus at least one new flavor created just for this party. I think Mamie will have the archangels busy all night blowing up balloons. She'll make sure they are all the right colors. www.caringbridge.org/al/mamieadams Mamie's Daddy <george.f.adams@us.army.mil> Huntsville, AL USA - Thursday, March 5, 2009 9:43 PM CST Hi Everyone, I am thinking of you all on Kirky's birthday tomorrow. Thank you Bubbie for guiding Nanny home from her trip. I think of you everyday sweetheart. Love you all, Nanny xx Janet Kilbride, <kilbridej@rogers.com> - Thursday, March 5, 2009 4:19 PM CST Thinking of you all tomorrow on Kirky's birthday. Kirky, thank you for helping your mom along the way! XX Anita Timpson <anitatimpson@rogers.com> - Thursday, March 5, 2009 4:03 PM CST Hi Kelly and crew, Just stopping in to say hello, 2 more months left of school and then I'll be a college graduate. Love Ash www.caringbridge.org/visit/ashleedagenais Ashlee <mwccamper@yahoo.ca> North Bay, - Sunday, March 1, 2009 6:34 PM CST Hi Switters...just checking in...hope you are all okay. Love always, Rob xoxoxo Robin <rginocchi@rogers.com> - Sunday, March 1, 2009 5:41 PM CST Hi Kelly...just dropping in on this beautiful sunny Wednesday morning. Have a wonderful day! Love Sharon Sharon Kilbride <skilbride@hclaw.com> Toronto, ON Canada - Wednesday, February 25, 2009 8:52 AM CST I was reading your most recent entry and had to smile, I call Reese "Bubbie" too. Hoping you get many more little gifts from your angel boy. Sending you peace and light, Nena www.caringbridge.org/visit/reesejohnson <nenaelise@yahoo.com> Hermantown, MN 55811 - Saturday, February 21, 2009 1:01 PM CST Hi Switters, was talking to mom on Saturday..I hope your concert went well. Talk to you soon. Love you tons, Rob xoxoxoxo Robin <rginocchi@rogers.com> - Monday, February 16, 2009 4:27 PM CST LOVE THOSE SIGNS FROM KIRKIE! Valentines, valentines, Tell me what they say: “We love you, we love you More and more each day!” The Preschool Pen Pals and Mrs. Pam are praying for you.... - Saturday, February 14, 2009 10:28 AM CST Loved reading the journal today. It brought a smile to my face. What great boys you have. I, too, have found a few pennies this week. And funny this week on the news someone sent in a picture of a caterpiller that was spotted on a sidewalk somewhere....wasn't you by any chance was it? Sending my love to all, Sharon Sharon Kilbride <skilbride@hclaw.com> Toronto, ON Canada - Thursday, February 12, 2009 10:05 AM CST checking up on you. Love that catapillar , it reminds us of the great higher power. If we choose to embrace it, wonderful gifts come to us. Cheri Spiteri <cspiteri@e-c-m.ca> bolton, on canada - Wednesday, February 11, 2009 11:40 AM CST I love you all so, so much!! Forever, Auntie Ra Ra xoxoxox Robin <rginocchi@rogers.com> - Wednesday, February 11, 2009 10:09 AM CST All your children are AMAZING!! Anita <anitatimpson@rogers.com> - Wednesday, February 11, 2009 8:07 AM CST a good letter, Kelly.... mrs pam - Saturday, February 7, 2009 6:12 PM CST Just dropping in to say hi on this lovey sunny Wednesday. Hope all is well. Sharon Sharon Kilbride <skilbride@hclaw.com> Toronto, ON Canada - Wednesday, February 4, 2009 10:24 AM CST Hi Switters, just checking in. Kisses and hugs to all of you. Forever Rob xoxoxoxoxoxo Robin <rginocchi@rogers.com> - Monday, January 26, 2009 3:41 PM CST Hi Kelly, What a great letter! Amazing news what they have found at Sick Kids, thanks to Mito March! Just stopping by to check in. Take care, Steph www.caringbridge.org/visit/alexisroung Steph <all4roungs@rogers.com> St. George, ON - Sunday, January 25, 2009 1:30 PM CST Fantastic letter, Kelly! I can't tell you how proud I am of you and the organizing committee. You guys have done such an amazing job. It's so nice to read how one's donations are being put to use, and how they are making a difference. Love to all, Sharon Sharon Kilbride <skilbride@hclaw.com> Toronto, ON Canada - Thursday, January 22, 2009 1:21 PM CST Hope you're having a good week. Love Sharon Sharon Kilbride <skilbride@hclaw.com> Toronto, ON Canada - Tuesday, January 20, 2009 3:03 PM CST Hi Kell, Just stopping by. Hope you are ok. Lots of Love, Julie Julie Scarborough, - Sunday, January 18, 2009 10:49 PM CST thinking of u always Robyn mom to Nicole and angel PJ www.caringbridge.org/visit/nicole rw ottawa, - Thursday, January 15, 2009 7:37 PM CST Hi Kelly, "WILL YOU EVER FEEL LIKE YOU HAVE IT TOGETHER"? I sooooo wish I could say yes... As you write, I go through the "motion" I think of you often. so sorry i have not been a good far away friend. Lots of love and hugs! (as i sit here and cry, because I can!, everybody is in bed.) Davonne moma to my sweet baby girl, Karlee Beth 11-14-02 8-10-04. Davonne <kipatkins@aol.com> Seymour, tn - Tuesday, January 13, 2009 10:22 PM CST A big hug for you Kelly. Grieving is such a personal experience and one goes through it in his/her own time and way. Who really knows???? Are there answers to your questions???? Wishing you a most beautiful week. Love Sharon. Sharon Kilbride <skilbride@hclaw.com> Toronto, ON Canada - Monday, January 12, 2009 8:39 AM CST I love you so much Kel. Rob xoxoxoxoxo Robin <rginocchi@rogers.com> - Sunday, January 11, 2009 2:15 PM CST Hi Switters, I hope your return to work went well. Been thinking of you alot. Love always and forever, Rob xoxoxox Robin <rginocchi@rogers.com> - Thursday, January 8, 2009 12:34 AM CST Hi Kelly: Just dropping in to wish you, Gerry, Evan and Carson a very Happy, Healthy and Exciting 2009! Love Sharon. Sharon Kilbride <skilbride@hclaw.com> Toronto, ON Canada - Monday, January 5, 2009 10:56 AM CST kelly sending love your way today mrs pam - Monday, January 5, 2009 9:07 AM CST Hi Kell, Happy New Year!! I hope 2009 brings all kinds of goodies with it. Love, Julie Julie Scarb., - Sunday, January 4, 2009 4:44 PM CST Thinking of you over the holidays. I know it would have been a very tough day for you...your 2nd Xmas without Kirkland and the first without your dear friend Pauline. I know, however, that they were with you in spirit and no doubt showered you with little signs from above throughout the day. I hope your day with Gerry, Evan and Carson was very special. Wishing you all a very happy, healthy and exciting 2009! Love to all, Sharon Sharon Kilbride <skilbride@hclaw.com> Toronto, ON Canada - Tuesday, December 30, 2008 11:35 AM CST Oh, Kelly, I am so sorry to hear about Pauline. I know how much you loved each other. I just wanted to let you know that I was thinking of you this Christmas Day... and was quite surprised to see that familiar angel at the top of Kirkland's page. I am wishing your family a beautiful Christmas filled with joy and thanksgiving as you celebrate the birth of Jesus. May God's love bless you throughout the coming year. Merry Christmas from the Preschool Pen Pals, too. mrs pam - Thursday, December 25, 2008 3:12 PM CST Hi. I just wanted to stop by and wish you a Merry Christmas. I often think about the conversation we shared on the phone that one day. Your site is beautiful. Erica Beyea <debeyea@verizon.net> Eden, NY USA - Wednesday, December 24, 2008 10:52 PM CST We huddle by the fire on this bitter cold night, Enjoying hot cocoa by the warm fire light. While the smells of a feast fill this rickety old shack, Icy winds whistle as they dance through the cracks. Surrounded with blankets, sweet carols we sing, Happily awaiting what this Christmas will bring. You won't find any presents 'neath our skimpy tree. Ornaments are hand-made and so is our wreath. Under limp mistletoe, mom gives dad a kiss, Atmosphere of joy and love Merry Christmas to all of you. Everyone here at our house is thinking of you. Remember Christ loves you, no matter your worth. Revel in the illuminating joy of His birth. Your love is the only gift He'll ever ask. Celebrate His life and in His light you'll bask. Holiday giving and the spread of good cheer, Really is something we could keep up all year. Imagine a world where it was Christmas each day, Sounds hard to do, but it could be that way. This is our Christmas wish for all of you tonight-- May His warmth surround you like a blanket of light. All your wishes be granted with His blessings of love, Sent special delivery from the Angels above. Joanne K (www.caringbridge.org/il/annakris) <servedogmom@yahoo.com> - Wednesday, December 24, 2008 10:29 AM CST Thinking and praying for you... Merry Christmas... I look at the photo of us together frequently (taken at the symposium) and think about you wondering how you are... www.caringbridge.org/ia/mitomomof9 (Asenath and Zipporrah) http://www.freewebs.com/growingupmitodisorderinfo/index.htm Darla Klein <honeybear50317@msn.com> Des Moines, Iowa USA - Monday, December 22, 2008 3:57 PM CST Dave and I send our prayers. She was a caring soul. She will be missed during those warm summer weekends in Georgetown. Keith <kwktor@yahoo.ca> toronto, on can - Monday, December 22, 2008 8:43 AM CST Kelly, I am so sorry for your loss. Love Alex and family MaryBeth <attnymb@aol.com> - Sunday, December 21, 2008 2:11 PM CST Hi Switters...I've been thinking of you...I'm sure it was a difficult day and I hope it was a beautiful celebration for Pauline...I'm sure Kirky and Pauline were close by to comfort you all...sending my thoughts and love to Dan, Michelle, Matthew and family...God Bless *hugs* tracey <traysea64@hotmail.com> - Thursday, December 18, 2008 5:36 PM CST Kelly, I am so sorry to hear of Pauline's passing. My sincere condolences to Dan, Michelle and Matthew. She was such a wonderful friend to you and will truly be missed. Your tribute to her was beautiful. Know that my thoughts are certainly with you at this time of sadness, but I'm know that it gives you peace knowing that Pauline will be there to look out for Kirkland. Love Sharon Sharon Kilbride <skilbride@hclaw.com> Toronto, ON Canada - Thursday, December 18, 2008 3:01 PM CST Sorry to hear about Pauline, I know how special she was to Kirkie and your family. Take care of Pauline Kirkie love you buddy. Ash www.caringbridge.org/visit/ashleedagenais Ashlee <mwccamper@yahoo.ca> North Bay, - Monday, December 15, 2008 9:56 PM CST I'm so sorry for your loss, Kelly...this is unbelievable. I wonder what Pauline and Kirky are doing right now? :) anita <anitatimpson@rogers.com> - Monday, December 15, 2008 8:39 PM CST hi Kel...that's a beautiful entry you wrote in honour of, and in memory of Pauline...i'm so sorry for another loss of another precious person in your life...i know that you know Pauline and Kirky are both together and watching over you all...and that they're still here with you...and that brings me peace, as i know it does for you too. My thoughts and prayers to Dan, Michelle and Matthew...God Bless all of you and your family xoxo I love you Kel lotsa big *HUGS* p.s. i found a penny on the sidewalk this morning on my way to work...just smiled! thanks Kirky and Pauline... tracey <traysea64@hotmail.com> - Monday, December 15, 2008 8:25 PM CST I am struggling to find the words to convey my amazement at your strength ... chin up .. big hugs Glen T. <glenthomason@yahoo.com.au> Mandurah, WA Australia - Monday, December 15, 2008 1:03 AM CST Hi Switters, hoping you are okay. Lots of love,Rob xo Robin <rginocchi@rogers.com > - Saturday, December 13, 2008 10:43 AM CST Just checking in to say hi and to wish you all a great weekend. Hope you'll be able to take some time to curl up on the couch wrapped in a cozy blanket with a delicious hot cup of chocolate to enjoy Kirk's memory tree. Love Sharon Sharon Kilbride <skilbride@hclaw.com> Toronto, ON Canada - Friday, December 12, 2008 3:07 PM CST Just checking in... Love you, Rob xo Robin <rginocchi@rogers.com> - Tuesday, December 9, 2008 4:17 PM CST Hi Kell, Hope you're doing ok this week. I've been thinking about you. Anita, you did the right thing. It's hard to know in this situation, I'm pretty sure by Kelly's entry you gave her just the right shot of best friend medicine. ....right Kell? Love ya, Julie Scarborough, - Tuesday, December 9, 2008 3:31 PM CST So, I'm reading Robin's message and thought to myself, "oh, crap...was I suppose to leave you alone? Was I suppose to give you your space?". Ooops. Sorry about that! Robin is a wise one! anita <anitatimpson@rogers.com> - Monday, December 8, 2008 12:24 AM CST Kelly, Gerry, Evan and Carson....my thoughts were with you all you last week, but somehow I just never got to the journal until now. I know it must have been a very tough week for all of you. The memory tree is absolutely beautiful. My special memories of Kirkland came flooding back to me last night as I hung his precious ornaments on my tree. When I sit at home with all of the lights off except for those on the tree, a BIG smile comes on my face when I look at those ornaments. I feel sadness, but at the same time, I also feel at peace knowing that I have several very special angels watching over me....Kirkland being one of them. Love and BIG HUGS to all of you....Sharon Sharon Kilbride <skilbride@hclaw.com> Toronto, ON Canada - Monday, December 8, 2008 9:33 AM CST Hi Switters, I didn't call because I figured you all needed time for yourselves this week. The candles glowed all day on Tuesday as did the one at church in the evening. I felt sad but at the same time, peace. I know Kirkie is here, around all of us. I keep asking him to watch over you all. I love you and miss you so much Kirka. Forever and Always, Robin xoxoxoxoxoxo Robin <rginocchi@rogers.com> - Saturday, December 6, 2008 6:39 PM CST Hugs and oodles of prayers! We treasure the tree ornament Kirland made for us, forever! Love Mike and Mary Slade and Families <mar-e@rogers.com> Guelph, Ontario, Canada - Wednesday, December 3, 2008 9:38 PM CST Your strength is amazing. Tina & Angel Lance <mommy2alilheroplus1@comcast.net> - Wednesday, December 3, 2008 1:33 PM CST I was so pleased to see how well you were doing yesterday while I was there, but wondered how you were going to fare when I left...I knew you had to do it, but it still broke my heart as I drove away knowing that you were probably hugging Tigger before I even hit Delrex. Everyone has writen such beautiful words here...peace, courage, faith...what more could I possibly add? Oh, how about: Take that freakin' picture down, would ya! LOL sigh... My heart is heavy as I try to navigate this journey with you. Never sure what the right thing is to say or do, but figure I'll learn along the way. I promise to lend a hand when needed, provide a shoulder to cry on, ears to listen to you, and arms to hold you. And, yes, a picture to make you laugh when necessary. For Kirk: Thank you for helping me help your mom! I love you Kell! Anita Timpson <alwaysthere@firstthinginthemornig.com> - Wednesday, December 3, 2008 10:17 AM CST Kelly, Gerry, Carson & Evan: Thinking of you all during this difficult week... Hugs, Dave Neary xoxo Dave Neary <dave.neary@sympatico.ca> Toronto, ON Canada - Wednesday, December 3, 2008 4:39 AM CST Kelly and family, your strength inspires me every day, your positive outlook shines on those of us who forget to slow down and see how powerful life is around us. Always in our thoughts, Chey and family xoxo Cheyanne Hancock <charliecheyanne1@rogers.com> Shelburne, can - Wednesday, December 3, 2008 2:40 AM CST I am humbled...as my head hangs low in shame over the trivial matters given so much energy to in a day.... I am somber...of a dull or heavy cast or shade...a dark colour...for this day you must experience. My spirit lifts as I read on....hopeful...inspired...amazed....at the power of the human spirit. Thank you brave beautiful woman...thank you little angel...peace be with you both. Carol Roberts <creativegenie@hotmail.com> - Tuesday, December 2, 2008 10:29 PM CST Kelly & family, Kirkland's Memory Tree is truly a beautiful tribute on such a difficult day for you all. You are such a shining example of sharing love and hope and all the ups and downs of your journey with all of us. Thank you for your courage and love in sharing this. Suzanne Gowland <swgowland@yahoo.ca> Burlington, ON Canada - Tuesday, December 2, 2008 10:12 PM CST Beautiful Kel...xoxox Thank you so much Anita...what a truly special friend you are...so very thankful Kelly has you...and that pic makes me lmfao too!! tracey <traysea64@hotmail.com> - Tuesday, December 2, 2008 9:12 PM CST hi Kirky...i love and miss you so, so very much...i know you were very close by today, with mommy, daddy, Evan and Carson, watching over them and surrounding them with your love...you are forever in my heart buddy...tons of kisses for your piggies...Kel, Gerry, Evan and Carson~ lots of big ((((HUGS))) to you all...i love you guys so much! Trae tracey <traysea64@hotmail.com> - Tuesday, December 2, 2008 8:53 PM CST Kelly, Gerry and Boys Thinking of you all today, and sending extra hugs and kisses. I have on today my specail Auntie's guradian angel shirt. Love you guys XXXOOOO wwww.caringbridge.org/visit/ashleedagenais Ashlee <mwccamper@yahoo.ca> Sudbury, - Tuesday, December 2, 2008 5:44 PM CST Dear Kirkland, We pray the Love, Joy & Peace of Heaven are surrounding you today and all who love & miss you. All our love, Great Auntie Ev & Auntie Julie Etobicoke, Scarborough, - Tuesday, December 2, 2008 4:05 PM CST Thinking of all of you today. Sending LOVE and Big HUGS your way. Tiffany Wilson <nursetuffy@rogers.com> North York, - Tuesday, December 2, 2008 2:59 PM CST XOXO Tina & Lance <mommy2alilheroplus1@comcast.net> - Tuesday, December 2, 2008 2:15 PM CST Sweet Kirkland remembering you most especially on this date. sending love to Mom and Dad and Evan and Carson. prayers and love from Mrs. Pam st. Louis, mO united States - Tuesday, December 2, 2008 1:37 PM CST xoxoxoxoxox Jody Poljanski <jpoljanski@sympatico.ca> Campbellville, Ontario Canada - Tuesday, December 2, 2008 11:49 AM CST My thoughts are with you all today. Sending lots of love. Christine Coleman <irish9229@hotmail.com> Georgetown, On Canada - Tuesday, December 2, 2008 10:38 AM CST Kelly, You are not going to believe this, but I woke up this morning thinking of Kirkland. Last week I thought to myself it must almost be a year since Kirkland went to heaven. I was out this morning and I just got in the door and ran to Kirk's website and sure enough it has been a year today. I am thinking of you always and I know that today must be difficult for you. I love you Kelly and kisses to Angel Kirkland! Love Steph & Alexis www.caringbridge.org/visit/alexisroung Stephanie <all4roungs@rogers.com> - Tuesday, December 2, 2008 10:04 AM CST Thinking of you guys even more as Kirkie's Angelversary approaches. Sending loving thoughts, memories & big hugs your way... Mom mom is in the hospital again so she has not been by the website quite as often to leave you messages. I know if she could she would be on to let you know that you are in her prayers as well. Oh...We have Kirks tree all lit up for Christmas!! Love Deb xoxox Angel Katelyn's Mum Deb <miraclegirl101@hotmail.com> - Monday, December 1, 2008 9:33 PM CST Kirky, you did a great job watching over your mom this past year! You are missed and loved forever. Kelly...my invisible shield is around you, holding you tight and protecting you...lean on me, my friend. Anita <anitatimpson@rogers.com> - Monday, December 1, 2008 9:20 PM CST Kel, I love you SO very much...Kirky's page looks beautiful and your entry was incredibly touching...beautifully written...haven't been on here in a long time...all the emotions came flooding back....had a good cry...thanks for sharing with us...I miss you sooooooooo much Kirky xoxoxoxoox tracey <traysea64@hotmail.com> - Sunday, November 30, 2008 11:37 AM CST thinking of you always..... xoxoxo Lisa Mackay <lisa29mackay@yahoo.ca> Georgetown, ON - Sunday, November 30, 2008 11:27 AM CST thinking of you all....as always xoxoxo Lisa Mackay <lisa29mackay@yahoo.ca> Georgetown, ON - Sunday, November 30, 2008 11:25 AM CST Kirkie my little superhero , not day days goes by that I don't think of you and the impact you made on my life and are still doing so. I love you my little angel , you always be my special friend. And I know you'll be with me as I go up on stage to recieve my college diploma this coming May. LOve Ash aka "auntie Ashlee" www.caringbridge.org/visit/ashleedagenais Ash <mwccamper@yahoo.ca> Sudbury, - Saturday, November 29, 2008 8:50 PM CST I love you all so,so much! Sweet Kirka, please watch over your mom. Forever and Always, Rob xoxoxoxoxo Robin <rginocchi@rogers.com> - Saturday, November 29, 2008 6:40 PM CST Hey! I stopped by to wish you a happy Thanksgiving Day and an early Christmas greeting as well. I am sure there will be many moments/days that will be hard during the holidays and wanted to let you know I am here... If you ever need an ear, write to me at my e-mail address and I will call you... Hugs are so very important, aren't they! I never take for granted any of my precious little ones... I do not know what tomorrow holds. Take care please! Darla Klein <ddk61387@msn.com> Des Moines, Iowa USA - Saturday, November 29, 2008 6:31 PM CST Hi Kell, It is certainly a miracle to see such a spiritual awakening through so much pain when others create so much destruction from their pain. You are right, you are truly blessed. Thanks for your entry, guess you know we are all thinking about you and hoping you are ok. It's hard to believe a year has passed so fast, but almost in slow motion. I've been thinking about Kirkie so much lately, so has mom. Give Gerry & Evan & Carson my love too. I hope your day on Tuesday is a peaceful one, full of God's Love. Love you to bits, Julie Julie <julieanter@rogers.com> scarborough, - Saturday, November 29, 2008 6:05 PM CST Hi Kelly, I have just spent some time reading through your journal (I always checked it from time to time but never had the time to read through the majority of it) and wishing that I had found such a place when my journey through special needs started 21 years ago. I realized while reading (and washing my face) that no matter what the special need we all shared the fears and frustrations of dealing with hospitals, doctors, labs, techs,nurses and no matter how much they helped us they also added so much to the levels of anxiety (and the levels of caring) such a confusing life!! Since we did not work closely I don't think you know of my kids...Justin(now 21) who spent the first almost 3 years of his life in the care of me and whatever nurse was on that night...a total love hate relationship between the two caregivers...he continued his on again off again relationship with Sick Kids for the next 10 years at which time we finally had a diagnosis and a specialist, who although he is a pediatric specialist has continued to care for Justin into his adult years. Then my daughter Jessica who was so full of life and such a challenge for anyone close to her...was hit by a van just after her 14th birthday, she was in a coma for awhile and then was in Bloorview rehab for months and now has a catastrophic brain injury. I lost my Jessica that day and was given a new child by Sick Kids to bring home and care for and figure out and bring to therapy. I believe that god never gives you any more than you can handle...I just wish he didn't trust me so much !!!! I figure that my life was pre-destined to be in a hospital caring for others. Dealing with the frustrations and obsticles put in the paths of us parents. That is why I became a nurse and then switched to caring for these other special kids in the school system, to make sure that others kids are cared for in the way that I wanted mine taken care of. Take Care of You and Yours Hugs Mary-Ellen Keyes Mary-Ellen Keyes <mkeyes@rogers.com> Mississauga, ON Canada - Saturday, November 29, 2008 2:57 PM CST Thinking of sweet Angel Kirkland as we hang his ornament on our tree.... dawn giles <kengiles@sympatico.ca> georgetown, ON CANADA - Saturday, November 29, 2008 1:40 PM CST Thinking of you and your family as Kirks anniversary approaches. Know that he is still thought of and spoken about in our home and his ornament and image adorn our Christmas tree. Lots of love xoxo Christine Coleman <irish9229@yahoo.ca> Georgetown, ON Canada - Saturday, November 29, 2008 12:03 AM CST Wow...$164,000 amazing...you guys are absolutely amazing! That is so awsome. Happy Thanksgiving to you guys. Thinking about you all. Take Care Debbie www.caringbridge.org/visit/taryn Debbie Fogel <ejfdrf@sbcglobal.net> Corona, CA USA - Friday, November 28, 2008 1:01 AM CST HUGS. Tina & Lance <mommy2alilheroplus1@comcast.net> - Thursday, November 20, 2008 2:26 PM CST What an accomplishment...to all of you. Luv you and think of you often. Muriel <mur28@hotmail.com > - Tuesday, November 11, 2008 7:45 AM CST Hi Everyone. Great picture. Wow! on the funds raised. Great work,Mito March team. Love to all, Nanxx Jane t Kilbride <ilbridej@rogers.com> - Saturday, November 8, 2008 11:13 AM CST You guys look fantastic! I was thinking of you all. Lots of love, Rob xoxoxoxo Robin <rginocchi@rogers.com> - Saturday, November 8, 2008 6:19 AM CST How proud you and Gerry must be! Way to go Mito Team! Sharon Kilbride <skilbride@hclaw.com> Toronto, ON Canada - Friday, November 7, 2008 3:14 PM CST Thinking of you tomorrow night...proud of Kirky and all your elfs. Dancin' Lady <dancin'lady@gellartpark.com> - Wednesday, November 5, 2008 8:57 PM CST Haven't been in for a peek in a couple of weeks now, so thought I'd pop in today. Sorry to hear that you're back dealing with the doctors at Sick Kids again, but let's hope you get some real answers. I'll certainly be keeping an eye open for your update. Keep well and take care. Love to all, Sharon. Sharon Kilbride <skilbride@hclaw.com> Toronto, ON Canada - Wednesday, November 5, 2008 3:55 PM CST Love you so much Kel. Forever,Rob xoxoxoxo Robin <rginocchi@rogers.com> - Wednesday, November 5, 2008 9:27 AM CST Hi Kelly I am guilty of not been by your page in some time, but do think of you often. Hopefully the news isn't as bad as your mind is leading you to believe. {{HUGS}} Christine Coleman <irish9229@yahoo.ca> Georgetown, Ont Canada - Tuesday, November 4, 2008 7:53 PM CST Hey Kelly, Wow...things seem to be good one day and shitty the next...I wonder why they need the round up of docs ? seems pretty out of the ordinary...perhaps they are just covering thier bases. What ever it is you know you have people to fall back on, including me. A rollercoaster is putting it mildly...I always like to refer to this stuff like an ocean tide, when the days are good the tide is in, and the ocean laps the sand, but when the tide goes out, everything is sucked away with it-violently...and than you start all over again..... Sending you hugs and kisses..... P.S. I hope to make it on Thursday night.... christine <christine_gowland@yahoo.ca> burlington, on canada - Monday, November 3, 2008 9:03 PM CST Hi Kelly I was on Getting a Katelyn Fix and thought i best say HELLO my friend,I have not forgotten you nor your family.Life is getting so fast these days.I dont know where the time goes. Take care of yourself.And the Little man is still affecting lives ,which is a good thing. luv Conn Connie <connie.beacom@mpearcetruckinh.com> Leamington, - Monday, November 3, 2008 3:45 PM CST Kirkie was remembered at church yesterday in our prayers for All Saints day. prayers and love from Mrs. Pam - Monday, November 3, 2008 7:31 AM CST I hope it goes good. No matter what, you were the very best Mom I have ever met. Kirkland was so blessed to have you and the care you gave him was beyond belief. A+++++++++++. I hope your heart is not broken again. Love you to bits Julie Scarborough, - Monday, November 3, 2008 6:54 AM CST Hi Kelly, I finally am back in the world of e-mail, sorry you have to go through this new pain, I am curious however to hear what they have to say.......I will visit again soon. Love, Dawn dawn giles <kengiles@sympatico.ca> georgetown, on canada - Sunday, November 2, 2008 2:46 PM CST sorry you have to face your monster again! prayers and love from Mrs. Pam - Sunday, November 2, 2008 5:39 AM CST Knowing no words can erase the "new" pain... But know that many share in some aspect your same journey... the pain... the loss... and above all the love we shared with our children... Peace to you and to all of us in this unknown territory of rare diseases and the loss of caregiving for our beautiful children... Laura Laura Castings IA - Friday, October 31, 2008 10:04 PM CDT Wow.... I don't know what to say :-( I'm so sorry to hear this..... Jody Poljanski <jpoljanski@sympatico.ca> Campbellville, Ontario Canada - Friday, October 31, 2008 3:19 PM CDT Hi Kelly, Just stopping in to say hi :) Love you guys lots I know Kirkie is watching out for his Auntie Ashlee at school, I got 2 A's on my mid term , I've never gotten aN A in my life in English . Love Always Ash :) XXXOOO www.caringbridge.org/visit/ashleedagenais Ash <mwccamper@yahoo.ca> - Friday, October 31, 2008 8:16 AM CDT Man oh man! It's bad enough to not have answers, but to have this draaaag on...up and down, up and down. I'm so sorry that you have to go through this. I hope you get some answers soon. I pray that it's something you will be able to make sense of. Deep breaths...focus...deep breath...hopefully tomorrow will help. anita <anitatimpson@rogers.com> - Thursday, October 30, 2008 10:54 PM CDT Contratulations!!! That is an amazing feat and a wonderful gift for the (unknown) disease sufferers. Julie <julieanter@rogers.com> - Thursday, October 30, 2008 9:07 PM CDT Hi Kelly , Thanks for stopping by my page and leaving me a note. I too am so happy things are much better here at school this year. I think I have a special little boy to thank for watching over me :) Auntie Ashlee loves you Kirkie and knows your watching over me. Love Ash :) www.caringbridge.org/visit/ashleedagenais Ashlee <mwccamper@yahoo.ca> Sudbury, - Tuesday, October 28, 2008 9:16 PM CDT Hi Kelly. No i have not forgotten you. Hope all is well with you and the family. Keep Bonnie in your prayers as today her chemo treatment is hitting her she had on Friday. thanks and love and hugs to you all. Gramma Jean Angel Katelyn <jnewman@gosfieldtel.com> Ruthven Ont, Ont Canada - Sunday, October 26, 2008 2:48 PM CDT Although Thanksgiving has come and gone, I am so very thankful for you and the guys. I love you all so very much! Forever and Always, Rob xoxoxoxo Robin <rginocchi@rogers.com> - Saturday, October 25, 2008 8:26 AM CDT Wow Kelly that's so great :) LOve Ash wwvw.caringbridge.org/visit/ashleedagenais Ashlee <mwccamper@yahoo.ca> Sudbury, - Wednesday, October 22, 2008 3:28 PM CDT Wow...over $164,000.00 donated....that's amazing. How proud you must be. Stephenie and Jesse were just talking about Kirkland's walk over the weekend...they're getting geared up for next year. Love to all, Sharon Sharon Kilbride <skilbride@hclaw.com> Toronto, ON Canada - Monday, October 20, 2008 9:43 AM CDT Hi Kell, As I was reading the old Thanksgiving entry I was thinking Thank God Kirkie isn't going through that anymore and was glad to see you felt the same after the entry. It's so sad that Kirkie couldn't have had a healthy, painfree childhood. I'm so sorry Kell. Losing my words again. But love you to bits. switters Jule <julieanter@rogers.com> Scarborough, - Friday, October 17, 2008 8:00 PM CDT Hi Kelly, I did indeed think about you this Thanksgiving knowing that it was once again another holiday without Kirkland. Like Anita I, too, skipped over reading the 2006 Thanksgiving Journal entry. I started, but had to stop....I didn't want to remember the bad times that you and Kirkland had. Knowing that he is now with the angels and with all of his angel friends in heaven looking down upon us is the picture I keep in my heart. It is very comforting knowing that he is no longer in pain. I hope that you, Gerry, Evan and Carson were able to enjoy a very Happy Thanksgiving together. Love to all, Sharon. Sharon Kilbride <skilbride@hclaw.com> Toronto, ON Canada - Thursday, October 16, 2008 9:00 AM CDT Just stopping by to say hi... I read the 2006 entry - oh boy, did it take me back to those times :-( Jody Poljanski <jpoljanski@sympatico.ca> Campbellville, Ontario Canada - Sunday, October 12, 2008 8:23 PM CDT stopping by to say Happy Thanksgiving. prayers and love from Mrs. Pam - Sunday, October 12, 2008 7:07 AM CDT I haven't forgotten about Kirkland! Tina & Angel Lance <mommy2alilheroplus1@comcast.net> - Saturday, October 11, 2008 10:00 PM CDT Hi Kelly, Just stopping in to say hello, I'm enjoying being home, only for two more days though. I can't skip my classes Tuesday LOL . or should I say I'm not I can skip lol but I won't. :) I would only "skip" if I had a really good reason to. Happy Thanksgiving, I know I have a lot to be thankful this year. Thinking of you Kirkie Love you too the moon and back. Love Ash XXXOOO www.caringbridge.org/visit/ashleedagenais Ashlee <mwccamper@yahoo.ca> North Bay, - Saturday, October 11, 2008 8:16 PM CDT Love the fall decor on the site. I am also going to regretfully admit that I am a horrid friend because as I started to read last years entry...I had to totally skip it. I simply could not, did not, want to remember the heart wrenching entries that put knots in my stomach. I can totally understand how you are at peace,in the comparison from this Thanksgiving to last...I couldn't read it, but you and Kirk had to live it. I am Thankful for many blessings including Kirky being pain free, our friendship, and the peace aura around you. anita <anitatimpson@rogers.com> - Saturday, October 11, 2008 1:36 PM CDT Hi Kelly. Hope you're having a good week and that you, Gerry and the boys have a very Happy Thanksgiving Weekend. Thinking of you always. Love Sharon Sharon Kilbride <skilbride@hclaw.com> Toronto, ON Canada - Wednesday, October 8, 2008 3:53 PM CDT Just stopping in to say hi I keep a lucky penny I found in theside pocket of my chair. :) Love you guys Ashlee XXXOOO Ash <mwccamper@yahoo.ca> Sudbury, - Friday, October 3, 2008 7:18 PM CDT Hi Switters, just checking in....and yes it is a Lino original Anita:)Forever and Always, Rob xoxoxo Robin <rginocchi@rogers.com> - Wednesday, October 1, 2008 5:26 PM CDT That's a Lino original? I don't recall that! LOL anita <anitatimpson@rogers.com> - Tuesday, September 30, 2008 7:07 PM CDT hi Switters...and hi to my other Switters too! why is there an 's' on the end of switters?? does there really need to be one...should i email Lino and ask him?? do you think anyone thinks we're kinda weird? kel, hope you're week is going well...hope you survived indoor recess today...i saw Evan's message below~so sweet! talk to ya soon...love ya xoxox tracey <traysea64@hotmail.com> - Tuesday, September 30, 2008 5:44 PM CDT Julie, don't let kelly give you a hard time about the S...just tell her to stut up. LOL Just poppin' in, Kel..another lucky penny last night. anita <anitatimpson@rogers.com> - Monday, September 29, 2008 4:44 PM CDT Hi Kelly , Just stopped in to say hello Love Ash www.caringbridge.org/visit/ashleedagenais Ashlee <mwccamper@yahoo.ca> Sudbury, - Sunday, September 28, 2008 10:19 AM CDT Hi Switters, I hope everyone is doing well and have adjusted to school life too. Hockey started this morning....Sat and Sun mornings....here we go! Anyway I'll talk to you soon. Love you and miss you all tons, Forever Rob xoxoxoxox Robin <rginocchi@rogers.com> - Saturday, September 27, 2008 2:08 PM CDT Stopped in to say hi and let you know I was thinking about you. Love Deb Angel Katelyn's Mumma <miraclegirl101@hotmail.com> - Wednesday, September 24, 2008 3:07 PM CDT Hi Kelly...was away last week on vacation in Muskoka at the cottage so thought I'd pop in today to say hi. Just think, the first month of school is almost gone...hope it's been a good one. Love to all, Sharon. Sharon Kilbride <skilbride@hclaw.com> Toronto, ON Canada - Wednesday, September 24, 2008 2:28 PM CDT hey mom hope your having a fun time at school i am Evan <evandsmail@hotmail.com> Toronto, Ont Canada - Tuesday, September 23, 2008 1:57 PM CDT Julie...get with the game, would ya?!!! There's an "s" on "Switters"!! Love you too xoxoxoxoxo Kelly <kilbridek@yahoo.com> - Tuesday, September 23, 2008 5:26 AM CDT Hi little switter...lol.. Hope you're good. Love you to bits! Julie Scarborough, - Sunday, September 21, 2008 12:51 AM CDT Hi Switters...miss you and love you tons. Rob xoxoxoxo Robin <rginocchi@rogers.com> - Saturday, September 20, 2008 6:26 AM CDT Hi Switters, I hope you're settling in okay and becoming a bit more organized. I hope Ev enjoyed his birthday weekend too. We'll have to come up soon to give him his gift! I'll talk to you soon. Love you all so much! Forever and Always, Rob xoxoxo Robin <rginocchi@rogers.com> - Wednesday, September 17, 2008 9:34 AM CDT Kelly you've "earned" the right to be released. It is a beautiful tribute to Kirkland that you are forging ahead to make a happy life for you and the rest of your family. That's a great tattoo! prayers and love from Mrs. Pam - Tuesday, September 16, 2008 8:41 AM CDT What a great way to remember Kirkland with the wings. You've inspired me to go get my tattoo I've been putting off lol. Tina & Angel Lance(md/lance) <mommy2alilheroplus1@comcast.net> - Monday, September 15, 2008 8:22 PM CDT Hi Kelly, Gerry and boys Just stopping by to say hello , school is going really well so far :). My dream this year is to make the dean's list upon grauation this May. Wow did I just say graduate college this spring geez time sure does fly by. I want to do something more with my education though, some day get my Masters in Social work or psych. Love you guys Love Ash www.caringbridge.org/canada/ashlee Ash <mwccamper@yahoo.ca> Sudbury, Ontario - Sunday, September 14, 2008 4:08 PM CDT That is great that you are back at school Kelly. As hard as it was to go back for me it was a good thing to be brought back into the 'link' of the world. I hope it continues to be the same for you too. Gerry has time to come down and drink beer with Brian now, hes on vaca!!! LOl Hugs...Deb Angel Katelyn's Mumma <miraclegirl101@hotmail.com> - Saturday, September 13, 2008 8:06 PM CDT Kel, your journal entry was absolutely beautiful...I'm often in complete awe when I read what you've written...you are so connected to your heart and soul...just so beautiful! So, I found a lucky penny AND a lucky quarter on Wednesday...and today, when I was sitting waiting for the bus, I found a penny hiding in the grass...and within a few seconds, a beautiful monarch butterfly fluttered by me!! I just smiled and knew it was Kirky coming by to say Hi...had I not looked up when I did, after picking the penny up, I would have completely missed seeing the butterfly... Happy Birthday Evan...I can't believe you're 14 already!! And started high school too!! Talk to ya in a bit...love you all tonnes xoxoxoxoxo tracey <traysea64@hotmail.com> - Friday, September 12, 2008 2:40 PM CDT Love you so much!! Forever and Always,Rob xoxoxoxoxo Robin <rginocchi@rogers.com> - Wednesday, September 10, 2008 4:22 PM CDT Thanks for the entry. Beautifully written; wonderfully you. A monarch butterfly visited Dave and I on the 22nd floor balcony Saturday. It stayed around most of the day. There is no doubt in my mind that it was the little scamp. Freedom is a beautiful thing to watch. Keith <kwktor@yahoo.ca> Toronto, Canada - Monday, September 8, 2008 10:27 AM CDT Hi Kelly...it was so nice to see a journal entry from you when I came onto the site today. It must have been a very strange first week of school for you indeed. Your school children have one great teacher and I know you have have a great year teaching as well as learning from each and every one of them. Hearing that Evan is in high school blows my mind. Wow, where do the years go. Luck good to both Evan and Carson this year in school, and to Gerry for finding what he's looking for with work. Looking forward to your next entry. Love to all, Sharon. sharon Kilbride <skilbride@hclaw.com> Toronto, ON Canada - Monday, September 8, 2008 8:41 AM CDT Hi Kell, Glad to read your journal again. Hopefully your school work will help to fill the great hole left in your heart and life. Your new students will be very lucky to have a special teacher like you. I know you will be able to touch their lives like no one else can. I'm glad you're sharing yourself again. Too much to let go to waste... but a much needed time for grieving and to find your way again. When I think about the pain you've suffered through & not just from Kirkie's illness, but all of it, I get so proud of you and tears well cause I know you are one of God's special Ones. .......but He does have a wierd way of showing it, eh? Anyhow, very happy to hear from you & totally understand your insular-ness, not to worry. Love you to bits! Julie Sauble Beach, - Sunday, September 7, 2008 9:56 PM CDT I do love those wings! anita timpson <anitatimpson@rogers.com> - Sunday, September 7, 2008 6:34 PM CDT Love you Switters...love you Kirky...hope you had a good week Kel :] hope Evan likes high schol and that Carson likes middle school! xoxox tracey <traysea64@hotmail.com> - Friday, September 5, 2008 10:05 PM CDT Thinking of Kirkland today...I hope he and his angel friends are enjoying the sunshine. Miss you all, Cheri Cheri spiteri <jcspiteri@rogers.com> Bolton, on - Thursday, September 4, 2008 11:44 AM CDT Hi Kelly....thinking about you and wondering how you are now that school is back. Hope everything is going well and that you're enjoying your classroom. Have Evan and Carson already started complaining about homework...LOL. Love to all, Sharon. Sharon Kilbride <skilbride@hclaw.com> Toronto, ON Canada - Thursday, September 4, 2008 8:16 AM CDT Just swinging by to say HI!!!~Dawn dawn giles <kengiles@sympatico.ca> georgetown, on canada - Sunday, August 31, 2008 12:57 AM CDT Hi Switters, just checking in. I hope your week is going well and you are getting alot done to be ready for Tuesday. I'll call you later on sometime. Lots of love, Rob xoxoxoxo Robin <rginocchi@rogers.com> - Thursday, August 28, 2008 7:38 AM CDT Kelly, what a beautiful entry. Tina & Angel Lance <mommy2alilheroplus1@comcast.net> - Sunday, August 24, 2008 8:11 PM CDT It was good hearing your voice today...I needed it. Love you so much. Forever and always, Rob xoxoxoxo Robin <rginocchi@rogers.com> - Saturday, August 23, 2008 6:09 PM CDT Hi Kelly I found 2 pennies so far this summer , one when I was at camp so I think somebody up there was making sure I didn't cause too much trouble for my staff. I head back to school on Monday let the fun begin lol. Love you Love Ash www.caringbridge.org/canada/ashlee Ash <mwccamper@yahoo.ca> North Bay, ONT - Thursday, August 21, 2008 9:02 PM CDT Hi Switters, I am really hoping that you and the guys enjoyed your time together this week. I love you so much! We're off to Niagara tomorrow til Friday. Talk to you soon. Lots of love,Rob xoxoxo Robin <rginocchi@rogers.com> - Wednesday, August 20, 2008 8:47 AM CDT Hi Switters...I love you! Found 2 lucky pennies yesterday...thanks buddy! Hugs and kisses, Trae :] P.S. Hope you guys have lotsa fun at the Ex! tracey <traysea64@hotmail.com> - Tuesday, August 19, 2008 6:22 PM CDT Hi Kelly...just dropping in to say hello. I hope you guys are making the best of August and enjoying the last few weeks of the summer holidays. Won't be long now until everyone is back at school. Enjoy this glorious sunny day. Love to all, Sharon Sharon Kilbride <skilbride@hclaw.com> Toronto, ON Canada - Tuesday, August 19, 2008 9:27 AM CDT Popping in to say hi.... Deb XOXOX Angel Katelyn's Mumma <miraclegirl101@hotmail.com> Wheatley, ONtario, - Monday, August 18, 2008 9:46 PM CDT Kirkland will never be forgotten. We all will remember, what he has taught us ,to take time to live/enjoy today and not worry about tommorrow, you dont know, when we too, will be called upon....your strength is still so amazing. Love you Cheri XOXO Cheri Spiteri <jcspiteri@rogers.com> Bolton, - Friday, August 15, 2008 10:11 AM CDT thinking of you prayers and love from mrs pam - Thursday, August 14, 2008 10:21 AM CDT Hi Kelly, Kirky will always be with you. How could he not. I'm sure he would want you to have some freedom from grief too because he loves you. I loved your story, someone gave me a penny last week and there are milkweeds growing all around the cottage so there's lots of butterflies always fluttering around. They always remind me of you and Kirky. I love you sweetie-pie. Julie Scarborough, - Wednesday, August 13, 2008 4:24 AM CDT I have those moments where I need to feel an Angel's presence and walk outside to the garden, sit on the swing and wait, I sit patiently, I know that eventually I will get a little sign to let me know they are there surrounding me with love, never leaving my side. They are always with us but the best reminders come when we need it most, some call it coincidence....but we are fortunate enough to know better! Love you guys, Deb XOXOX Angel Katelyn's Mumma <miraclegirl101@hotmail.com> - Tuesday, August 12, 2008 2:12 PM CDT hi kelly, i was thinking about you tonite. so sorry that i have not signed or been in touch. forgive me. love and hugs, davonne--- moma to my angel karlee beth 11-14-02-8-10-04 davonne <kipatkins@aol.com> seymour, tn - Friday, August 8, 2008 11:20 PM CDT I love you very much! Forever and Always, Rob xoxoxoxoxo Robin <rginocchi@rogers.com> - Friday, August 8, 2008 8:51 AM CDT Hi Kelly: Sitting here at Coleman with Nan French just reading your most recent journal entry. What a lovely entry to share with everyone. Nan is sitting here battaled by the technolgy that she can be here in Barrie and read your entries from Georgetown. Nan had a lovely visit wit Gerald, Evan, Carson and Janet. She was so very please to see them. Nan sends her love and best wishes and hopes to see everyone again soon. Keep a look out for those pennies and butterflies. Love to all, Nan French and Sharon .Nan French <skilbride@hclaw.com> Barrie, ON Canada - Wednesday, August 6, 2008 7:06 PM CDT Oh Dear God Kelly, what a beautiful entry I am so glad I visited this site today;) dawn giles <kengiles@sympatico.ca> georgetown, on canada - Wednesday, August 6, 2008 10:51 AM CDT Just because you hadn't thought about him in 24 hours doesn't mean he wasn't with you! Kirk will always be with you, part of you, and never ever leave you. He doesn't want you grieving 24/7 and is giving you the gift of 'pause'. I don't think he wants you to feel bad that you've discovered "oh my god, I haven't thought about im in 22 hours", I think it's more like, "Wow, 22 hours and I did ok...he's in me anyway." anita <anitatimpson@rogers.com> - Tuesday, August 5, 2008 2:05 PM CDT for some reason, Kelly, I hadn't read that entry. I'm suprised that "Road Rage" didn't rear its ugly head with the way Kirkland (and you) were treated! I'd think that anyone who knows you would understand the Grief at the Beach scene..... prayers and love from mrs pam - Monday, August 4, 2008 8:37 AM CDT Hello Switters! Man I remember those entries. Seems like yesterday and also so far away. Isnt it sad what some families have to go through on top of everything else. Ugh I could tell you the fights but why.... SO sad sometimes. Sending you hugs through my tears at the moment Angela Mifflin Jacobs webpage <angela.trick@gmail.com> Belleville, - Friday, August 1, 2008 10:24 PM CDT Hello Switters! Man I remember those entries. Seems like yesterday and also so far away. Isnt it sad what some families have to go through on top of everything else. Ugh I could tell you the fights but why.... SO sad sometimes. Sending you hugs through my tears at the moment Angela Mifflin Jacobs webpage <angela.trick@gmail.com> Belleville, - Friday, August 1, 2008 10:19 PM CDT Thinking of you this morning, so thought I'd drop in to say hello. Love to all, Sharon. Sharon Kilbride <skilbride@hclaw.com> Toronto, On Canada - Wednesday, July 30, 2008 9:08 AM CDT Hi Switters, just checking in. Rob xoxo Robin <rginocchi@rogers.com> - Wednesday, July 30, 2008 8:24 AM CDT Hey Kell, Your latest entry brings me to tears, for the simple fact that I now have a window into your earlier struggles, and because I am now reliving your footsteps somehow ...in someway.....Your grief is welcomed.....and I am here anytime you need a shoulder......Like I said, there is a quiet....peaceful spot up here just awating your tears...and laughter....this place is magic for healing......kisses and hugs.... Christine and Meggie Pie www.caringbridge.org/visit/megangowland christine <christine_gowland@yahoo.ca> burlington, ont canada - Tuesday, July 29, 2008 5:49 PM CDT Hi Kelly.Hope your doing ok. Where not doing to bad,seeing we must face another family sicknes. Guess God thinks we can handle a lot more. Take care sorry i havent signed in for a while. Lot love Angel Katelyns Gramma Jean Gramma Jean <jnewman@gosfieldtel.com> Ruthven, - Sunday, July 27, 2008 11:41 AM CDT Hi Kell, Been thinking bout you. geez Love ya, Julie Sauble Beach, - Saturday, July 26, 2008 10:21 PM CDT Hi Switters, just hoping that you guys are okay. Been thinking of you constantly. We're here if you need a break okay? I love you so much. Rob xoxoxoxo Robin <rginocchi@rogers.com> - Saturday, July 26, 2008 11:10 AM CDT Hi Kelly, I remember that entry, I am so sorry you and Kirkland had to deal with that, I think of you often. Dawn dawn giles <kengiles@sympatico.ca> georgetown, on canada - Friday, July 25, 2008 7:05 PM CDT Hi Kelly, Wow I remember that entry, I think of Kirk everyday, wear my Auntie's Guardian Angel shirt often. I wore it at camp and everyone loved it. I also have a small pic of Kirk on my power chair so he's with me all the time making sure I don't go over the speed limit :). Love you guys Ash XXXOOO www.caringbridge.org/canada/ashlee Ashlee <mwccamper@yahoo.ca> North Bay, - Thursday, July 24, 2008 7:23 PM CDT Hi Switters, for a few seconds it felt as if we were actually experiencing that journal for the first time. As the tears fell I realized that was not the case. I really miss Kirkie so much, but I am glad that he is not suffering like that anymore. Kirkie, please watch over your mom, Evan, Carson and dad. I love you all so much! See you tomarrow! Forever and Always, Rob xoxoxoxo Robin <rginocchi@rogers.com> - Thursday, July 24, 2008 1:45 PM CDT Hi Kelly...turn up that music and enjoy! It will no doubt bring back all the happy memories and thoughts of Kirkland. The grieving process is different for everyone, so cry, sob and scream all you want for as long as you want. My thoughts are with you. Love Sharon. BTW, I most definitely do remember that journal entry. Sharon Kilbride <skilbride@hclaw.com> Toronto, ON Canada - Wednesday, July 23, 2008 3:53 PM CDT The irony of how sad tears can be tickelish is interesting...two totally different sensations at the same time. Perhaps can be compared to Kirky's life where you had such happiness having a son and yet such sadness with everything he had to endure. I think his death may have been the same...two extreams of feelings. I am glad that you felt it was time to listen to his music. Must have been very bitter sweet, yet important. A milestone, really. You know, Kel, your opening line to this entry made me think that although you may not have an ocean crashing in your life to drown out your sobs and screams, that you have a volume control and music...turn it up, my friend, turn it up. Anita <anitatimpson@rogers.com> - Wednesday, July 23, 2008 7:36 AM CDT Kelly, I know I don't sign as much as I used to but believe me, I think of you and Kirkland daily. Tina & Angel Lance (md/lance) <mommy2alilheroplus1@comcast.net> - Tuesday, July 22, 2008 7:23 PM CDT Hi Kelly, You've been through so much. I'm so proud of you and love you dearly. Love,Julie Julie Scarborough, - Tuesday, July 22, 2008 2:12 PM CDT Hi Kelly, Just dropping by to see how you're doing....I love your updates, I love your honesty. I'm happy to read that your music keeps you connected to your son, and Kirkland to you. I don't sign in often but I do drop by. Take care and I hope all is well with your family. Love & Peace, Renee www.caringbridge.org/canada/stephanie Renee <renee.simmons@sympatico.ca> London, ON Canada - Monday, July 21, 2008 11:10 PM CDT crying over that update! xxoo mrs pam - Friday, July 18, 2008 6:22 PM CDT Hi Kelly, Gerry , Evan and Carson Just stopping by to say Hi , things are garet here going to get my manual chair looked at today to see if they can make it more comfortable for me while I'm at camp. Hope you guys have a good week Love Ash www.caringbridge.org/canada/ashlee Ashlee <mwccamper@yahoo.ca> North Bay, - Tuesday, July 15, 2008 8:43 AM CDT Hi, Kelly. We met at lunch in Indy at "the Angel Table" - which will never be over-looked again, I dare say! Your site is wonderful, Christine's blog brought tears to my eyes, and I am awed by all of you parents! You are an inspiration to anyone who "meets" you, even electronically. Wishing you well, Pam Sligh, RN Seattle, wa - Monday, July 14, 2008 12:03 AM CDT A great entry Christine. What an experience it must have been for you girls at the conference...laughter and tears....a trip you girls will never forget. Kelly, I'm so glad you got to go with your good friends. And it's so nice to read of all the new friends you have made. It sounds like it was one incredible weekend. Hope you're enjoying the summer. Love Sharon Sharon Kilbride <skilbride@hclaw.com> Toronto, ON Canada - Monday, July 14, 2008 10:29 AM CDT Very touching Christine. I'm really happy that Kelly was able to endure this trip with you and the others. Kel, I hope the walk was a succesful one on Saturday! I'll talk to you later. Love forever and Always, Rob xoxoxo Robin <rginocchi@rogers.com> - Monday, July 14, 2008 7:05 AM CDT I kinda suspected there was more to your trip than shopping! Thanks, christine for the informative report...looking forward to the rest of it! (and, by the way, kelly has always hated shopping as far back as I can remember,lol). Anita-the Dancin'- Lady <anitatimpson@rogers.com> - Sunday, July 13, 2008 9:36 PM CDT Hi Kel, Just stopping in to say hi All is well here Love Ash www.caringbridge.org/canada/ashlee Ashlee <mwccamper@yahoo.ca> North Bay, - Saturday, July 12, 2008 9:07 AM CDT Hi Kell, Congratulations on your new job!!! It sounds exciting. Great on gas too. lol. Really happy to hear you are doing ok. Love you, see you soon. Julie Scarborough, - Thursday, July 10, 2008 10:38 PM CDT Hi Kelly.I guess i need to go to Debs as i havent seen Kiks tree for a while.They sure have fixed it nice around it. Take care hugs to u all . Gramma Jean Gramma Jean <jnewman@gosfieldtel.com> Ruthven, - Wednesday, July 9, 2008 8:40 PM CDT Hey Kel...thanks for the update, sometimes you forget to give me the little details as we're doing our marathon catch up just before band,lol. Found 2 lucky pennies in Kingston on Sunday! Anita <anitatimpson@rogers.ocm> - Monday, July 7, 2008 8:21 PM CDT Kelly your new job sounds ideal... that's one thing that I like about Preschool...time to do other things. (although summer is slightly boring with too much time). glad you had a good mito conference in Indy with your new friends. One of my Godsons was married there a couple of years ago, and I was really impressed with their downtown and Zoo. But, we didn't do any mall shopping. prayers and love from mrs pam - Monday, July 7, 2008 8:50 AM CDT Hi Switters, just checking in. I'll talk to you sometime this week to see if you're still going to the walk this Saturday. Anyway, gotta start to clean up this mess of a house...feeling a mission coming on today. Love you all so much, forever and always Rob xoxo P.S. I really hope Pauline is pulling thru okay xo Robin <rginocchi@rogers.com> - Monday, July 7, 2008 8:12 AM CDT Sounds like you had lots of fun Kelly....no surprise! Congrats on the job....it will be good for you. Fairwind will miss you, especially me. xo jacquie <jacquelineschmitt@yahoo.com> - Monday, July 7, 2008 6:06 AM CDT Hi Kelly, Congrats on the job :) As I said before I'm back from camp blah wish I could spend the entire summer there, you know away from the "everyday" life. Thought I'd stop by and say hello Love Ash www.caringbridge.org/canada/ashlee Ashlee <mwccamper@yahoo.ca> North Bay, Ontario - Sunday, July 6, 2008 2:18 PM CDT Finally, I have a clear bright picture of Kirk's tree. It is doing amazing! Love Deb Deb <miraclegirl101@hotmail.com> - Sunday, July 6, 2008 10:31 AM CDT I cant believe NPC is out! What a whirlwind... ((hugs)) Im so totally jealous of you girls at symposium.. I had my tickets booked, room booked, and registration paid when I got sick in May. Im now on continuous O2 and the airline informed me the week before I was going that it would cost me close to 880$ for the Oxygen accomodations on board to be made. I just didnt have it in my budget. I was SO bummed to have to back out, and even moreso now that I know you ladies were there!! Bah. Next year. Anyways, Im glad you girls had a good time and got to meet... last year I think i was the lone Canuck as far as I could find in San Diego so its good to hear there were more of you this year! Anyways, Thinking of you guys always, Keely www.caringbridge.org/visit/brandonandtyler Keely Winnipeg, mb Canada - Friday, July 4, 2008 4:05 PM CDT Hey guys, congratulations on your new job Kelly!! Hope everyone is doing well..by the sounds of it everyone continues to be busy, the summer is going to fly by for you. It has been busy around here, working in Katelny's garden along with starting a few new ones...never ending! I need Connie to come and weed for me now! lol I love it, even if it kills my back its really worth it. Thanks for the update on Pauline too, she has been in my thoughts. Please send a hug her way from us! Love Deb Deb <miraclegirl101@hotmail.com> - Thursday, July 3, 2008 9:22 PM CDT Great to see that you've updated the guestbook. Sounds like you had quite a time in Indy. Glad you got away with the girls. It's also good to hear that you'll be back at work in September and I'm sure the kids don't realize what a great teacher they'll have teaching them. Enjoy the volunteer party this coming weekend. I'm sorry that I can't be there, but Harold's brother is here from Vancouver and we're busy hosting and running around visiting his other family members. No doubt the karaoke machine will be busy. Have fun. The weekend is suppose to be very nice...so enjoy. Please send my very best wishes to Pauline. My thoughts are most definitely with her. Say hi to Gerry, Evan and Carson for me. Hope you guys have plans for some summer fun...perhaps a few days away camping. Love to all, Sharon Sharon Kilbride <skilbride@hclaw.com> Toronto, ON Canada - Thursday, July 3, 2008 8:19 AM CDT Hi switters, I am so happy that you had a great time in the US this weekend!! You really needed the time for you. I love you all so very much!! Rob xoxoxo Robin <rginocchi@rogers.com> - Wednesday, July 2, 2008 4:41 PM CDT Still thinking of you and sweet Kirkland. Tina & Angel Lance <mommy2alilheroplus1@comcast.net> - Tuesday, July 1, 2008 12:17 AM CDT Hi Kelly, Not sure when you'll get this , I just wanted to stop by and say hio before I leave for camp, I leave in about an hour. I'll be back July 5th Love you Love Always Ashlee XXXOOO Ash <mwccamper@yahoo.ca> North Bay , Ontario Canada - Monday, June 30, 2008 9:45 AM CDT Hey canada 520!!!! I hope you had a safe trip home! I am so glad to have met you! Rock On!! Karen www.caringbridge.org/wa/love4justin Brubaker <karenbrbkr@yahoo.com> Olympia, WA - Sunday, June 29, 2008 4:02 PM CDT Dropping by to wish you all a very HAPPY CANADA DAY WEEKEND! Hope you're celebrating the nation's birthday with lots of fun things planned. ENJOY! Love Sharon Sharon Kilbride <skilbride@hclaw.com> Toronto, ON Canada - Thursday, June 26, 2008 8:14 AM CDT Hi Switters...I'm just checking in too! Haven't talked to you for forever...it's really weird! I did talk to Carson on the weekend, but you weren't home...hope you survived his party with your sanity intact...an electric guitar, eh? Talk to you soon...love ya. xoxoxo tracey <traysea64@hotmail.com> - Wednesday, June 25, 2008 7:22 PM CDT Hi Switters, just checking in. Lots of love forever, Rob xoxoxo Robin <rginocchi@rogers.com> - Wednesday, June 25, 2008 11:08 AM CDT pls update kirkic on the website fairwind - Tuesday, June 24, 2008 12:59 AM CDT Hello everyone..I wanted to stop in, say hi and let you know I haven't forgotten about you in spite of being absent in the g-book. I keep forgetting to tell you that we finished the area where Kirks tree is, we added a fence with flower boxes etc...I will take a pic of it soon, if I remember...lol Anyway, when I was mulching I found a penny in front of Kirks tree, it must have been in the mulch we had trucked in!! What a nice little sign from the little man... Take care, Love Deb Deb <miraclegirl101@hotmail.com> - Monday, June 23, 2008 9:25 PM CDT Just popping in to say hello and wish everyone a wonderful last week of school before the start summer holidays begin. Hope all is going well with Pauline. Love Sharon Sharon Kilbride <skilbride@hclaw.com> Toronto, ON Canada - Monday, June 23, 2008 8:25 AM CDT Congratulations Carson!!! Looks like he didn't bother with any socks either. lol. Hi Kelly, hope you're doing good. Come on up anytime. I will for sure be praying and hoping for a great outcome for Pauline. She is such a beautiful & special lady. Love, Julie Julie <julieanter@rogers.com> Sauble Beach, - Monday, June 23, 2008 5:25 AM CDT sure am praying for Pauline! If I have an untied shoelace, I always step on it and try to trip..... I have no idea how the kids can walk with them.. let alone run. good for Carson! btw, I think today might be Carson's birthday, so HAPPY BIRTHDAY, CARSON!!! prayers and love from mrs pam - Saturday, June 21, 2008 11:24 AM CDT Hi .Guess your family is still having a hard time.My God be with you and Pauline.D the cancer. Takecare and know iam thinking of you. Love and hugs from Angel Katelyns Gramma Jean Gramma Jean <jnewman@gosfieldtel.com> Ruthven, - Thursday, June 19, 2008 9:49 AM CDT Way to go Carson!! So very proud of you! We'll see you on the weekend...still can't believe you're turning 11! My prayers are with you Pauline, really hope the transplant is successful. Kel, we'll see you on Sat. Let me know if you need anything okay. Lots of love, Rob xoxox Robin <rginocchi@rogers.com> - Wednesday, June 18, 2008 4:49 PM CDT Congratulations Carson! Skateboard shoes and all...LOL! Special prayers go out to Pauline. My thoughts are with her. Love to all Sharon. Sharon Kilbride <skilbride@hclaw.com> Toronto, ON Canada - Wednesday, June 18, 2008 8:22 AM CDT Way to go Carsey...I mean Carson!! Lots of love and prayers coming your way Pauline...hope everything goes well...Kirky, stay close to your Godmommy. Love you Kel xoxo tracey <traysea64@hotmail.com> - Tuesday, June 17, 2008 7:23 PM CDT Ugh...wanted to see Carson's picture, but the image won't download on this school computer! I'll try again later. Prayers to Pauline!! anita <anitatimpson@rogers.com> - Tuesday, June 17, 2008 7:11 AM CDT Thinking of you today. Tina & Angel Lance <mommy2alilheroplus1@comcast.net> - Monday, June 16, 2008 1:19 PM CDT Checking in to say 'hi', Kelly. Our students are still bringing in Energy Link funds--so proud--I'll get it to Robin soon. Take good care of you. Hugs, Maire & Kasey Maire Ketola <maire.ketola@sympatico.ca> Brampton, On Canada - Monday, June 16, 2008 8:52 AM CDT Hey there! I saw your track star in the paper - how exciting! Looking forward to catching up on Wednesday! Christine Coleman <irish9229@hotmail.com> Georgetown, On Canada - Saturday, June 14, 2008 10:38 PM CDT Having been on the website in a few days and wanted to drop in and say hi. The 2007 World Charity Award....now how exciting is that! How proud you must be. Hope your pub night was everything you wanted it to be and that you had a ton of fun. Say hello to everyone. Love Sharon Sharon Kilbride <skilbride@hclaw.com> Toronto, ON Canada - Thursday, June 12, 2008 1:05 PM CDT Hey Anita...we found a ladybug today too!...in the playground. It was a red one...not orange. I had to keep watching to make sure the kids didn't hurt him. Miss you buddy...thanks for saying 'hello' today. Hi Kel....been keeping updated on Facebook, with your life happenings...looks like Saturday was everything you had hoped it would be...and more!lol Talk to you soon. Love you xoxoxo tracey <traysea64@hotmail.com> - Wednesday, June 11, 2008 5:45 PM CDT Thinking of Kirkie today...saw a lady bug and it reminded me of him. :) anita <anitatimpson@roger.com> - Wednesday, June 11, 2008 1:28 PM CDT Hi Kelly, I'm always thinking about you guys. Like your butterfly my dove has been around, I'm sure it's Lyanne. Kirkie and Lyanne - Love you guys!! Lynda xoxo lynda dix <lynda.dix@sourcemedical.com> mississauga, ontario canada - Wednesday, June 11, 2008 12:07 AM CDT Hi Kelly and crew, Just stopping by to say hello was thinking you guys today. Love Ash www.caringbridge.org/canada/ashlee Ash <mwccamper@yahoo.ca> North Bay, - Tuesday, June 10, 2008 8:28 PM CDT just thinking about all the kids that will be able to beat Mito because of all of Kirkland's funds for research. fantastic! prayers and love from mrs pam - Tuesday, June 10, 2008 5:27 PM CDT Kirkland will never be forgotten. Tina & Angel Lance <mommy2alilheroplus1@comcast.net> - Friday, June 6, 2008 10:10 PM CDT Pics are awesome! anita <anitatimpson@rogers.com> - Friday, June 6, 2008 7:56 PM CDT I'm still here and will never forget. Love, Julie Julie Scarborough, - Friday, June 6, 2008 7:24 AM CDT Hi Kelly, I saw the trophy and your pic and istened to Walter Gretsky speak on BT. It wasn't on for long but it was great, and the pic was really nice. The trophy is beautiful. So happy Mito March is on it. Love to you all, Nanniexx Jane t Kilbride <kilbridej@rogers.com> - Friday, June 6, 2008 5:53 AM CDT Hi Kelly.No i have not forgoten you all.Dont know why i havent been signing in.Glad the Mitro went so well and that our Angel Katelyn was remembered.Take care love and hugs Gramma Jean Gramma Jean <jnewman@gosfieldtel.com> Ruthven, - Thursday, June 5, 2008 3:34 PM CDT Hi Switters, I watched the news last night and this morning, but I didn't see anything. I wish I could have gone with you. I am so proud of you and love you so, so, much!! Forever and always, Rob xoxoxoxo Robin <rginocchi@rogers.com> - Thursday, June 5, 2008 9:17 AM CDT Hi Kelly, Gerry and Boys Just stopping in to say hello :) Ash www.caringbridge.org/canada/ashlee Ashlee <mwccamper@yahoo.ca> North Bay, - Tuesday, June 3, 2008 8:06 PM CDT Hi Kelly, Wonderful to see all the photos from the ever successful mitomarch. Looks like it was a beautiful day and everyone had a fun time. Great to read your journal. Grief does have a surprising way of sneeking up on you when you least expect it. Glad to hear you are teaching. I am thinking about going back to school in the fall. I am so proud of Christine doing the telethon. I hope you got to see it. Sorry to hear about the lab error. How frustrating. Makes you wonder how often mistakes are made. I think a sample of Leo is still in Holland. I hope they will be able to continue to test for his specific mutation. I have been going to counselling. I have found it constructive and helpful. Have you ever talked with a therapist? What plans do you have for your family for the summer? I look forward to July when I will be in Toronto. I hope we will be able to get together with Christine. Love to you and your family, Sarah :o) www.caringbridge.org/visit/leofortunato Sarah Boucher <sarahalisonbou@yahoo.ca> Fredericton, NB Canada - Tuesday, June 3, 2008 1:35 PM CDT Hi, Just wanted to stop by and say hi, never a dull moment in your life eh? I went to the day show at Harrison, Carson was so cute up there(he will probably hate that word haha!)I can't imagine how you felt seeing Kirkland's class...I feel so selfish for having lost it myself- seeing all the kiddos up on stage trying to picture my Shane up there singing when I still haven't even heard a first word, will he ever walk all that crap!!Just plain feeling sorry for myself, Shane his sister's... OKAY!after reading your entry I realize how thankful I should be that he is here, I will promise to enjoy him and his healthy sister's each and every day.Thank you. Sorry I didn't mean to make this about me :) Love ya, Dawn dawn giles <kengiles@sympatico.ca> georgetown, on canada - Tuesday, June 3, 2008 12:53 AM CDT I'm so sorry about your experience with the skin biopsy. My granddaughter's skin biopsy has not yet turned up a diagnosis, so that's just plain scary. I read on Katelyn's site about your experience with the butterfly during the March, too, a completely different and much more glorious experience. It must be such an up-and-down time for you. Linda Bastrop, TX - Tuesday, June 3, 2008 7:08 AM CDT So, what do you do in your spare time? LOL Great update, thanks...can't wait for saturday, too! anita <anitatimpson@rogers.com> - Monday, June 2, 2008 12:59 AM CDT Thanks for the update(s). I was flipping channels and I saw your friend on McMaster hospital telethon. I didn't catch her name. I recognized her from the Mito March. Keith <kwktor@yahoo.ca> Toronto, On - Monday, June 2, 2008 11:26 AM CDT Wow, that is some update. Man, you are one busy lady. Love the article on the Mito March. Great pictures, too. Wishing you, Gerry and the boys a wonderful week. Love Sharon. Sharon Kilbride <skilbride@hclaw.com> Toronto, ON Canada - Monday, June 2, 2008 8:46 AM CDT Kelly that was some update. 300 people! wow! what a great newspaper article, too. You can be sure that Kirkland Kilbride will definitely not be forgotten (nor will his parents and brothers, that's for sure!) prayers and love from mrs pam - Sunday, June 1, 2008 6:00 PM CDT Hi Kelly, It was such an honour and a pleasure to finally meet you at the Mito March. You are really an inspiring person to be around. It was such a sad and happy day all at the same time, and such an amazing experience. The emotion of the day caught up with me too when we got home. We still have so much to learn as Jacob is starting his mito journey. We almost missed the butterfly release, since he escaped and went exploring and I had to catch him halfway across the baseball diamond. I'm glad I made it back in time to see the incredible butterfly release and hear Christine read the legend of the butterflies. I'm glad that my little Mito kid Jakey is well enough that he can run away, although the diagnosis is still just as scary for us as parents. My mother was very touched by the event too, and during her recent wedding asked the guests to donate to the Mito March in lieu of a wedding present. Another $1000 was raised and will be making its way shortly to the Kirkland Kilbride Research Fund. Looking forward to getting to know you better. Suzanne Suzanne Gowland <swgowland@yahoo.ca> Burlington, ON Canada - Sunday, June 1, 2008 6:53 AM CDT Hi Kelly, Well I'm back home , not for long though I leave for camp on June 30th. I'm so glad I came for the March :) Well I'm tired from a long day of traveling off to bed I guess. Love Ash www.caringbridge.org/canada/ashlee Ash <mwccamper@yahoo.ca> North Bay, - Saturday, May 31, 2008 8:43 PM CDT Kirkland would be so proud. Tina & Angel Lance <mommy2alilheroplus1@comcast.net> - Friday, May 30, 2008 8:43 PM CDT What an awsome success this year! You guys are amazing. I think of you all and Kirk very often. Kirk touched so many. Thank you for raising money and giving all of us hope. Keely www.caringbridge.org/visit/brandonandtyler Keely - Wednesday, May 28, 2008 1:07 PM CDT Hi Switters, I am hoping that you have recovered from Sunday and are having a good week so far. I love you so much! Forever and Always, Rob xoxoxoxo Robin <rginocchi@rogers.com> - Wednesday, May 28, 2008 9:21 AM CDT Oh Kelly, what a day.....I am overcome with emotion as I read your journal entry....I knew that this years march would be bittersweet for you...so hard. I knew that if I could somehow repay you in a small way for your friendship you have given me than the Butterflies would do just that. When I read the Ancient Native Legend, I knew right away that it would touch you -spiritually-... and although I wished for your butterfly to be triumphant and fly up to kirk, it was so special that kirk came down to you, and rested on your shoulder...Amazing really ! ! The symbolism speaks volumes... I am so humbled by the love your entire family and friends have for kirk, and you, and for the passion to carry on finding a cure. I am truly blessed to have you in my life.....I love you.... Christine Christine Gowland <christine_gowland@yahoo.ca> Burlington, on Canada - Tuesday, May 27, 2008 7:58 AM CDT Hi Switters...yesterday was absolutely perfect! Such a beautiful day filled with so many special memories. I'm very thankful that you have so many wonderful, kind and loving friends and admire how you are all there to support each other. Christine, the butterfly release was just amazing and very touching...I loved the story/poem too! Kirky, I'm so happy that you came to let mommy know you were there with her...letting her know that you love her and that you're always close by when she needs you. I miss you buddy and love you both so very much! xoxoxo tracey <traysea64@hotmail.com> - Monday, May 26, 2008 6:41 PM CDT Thank you for the most beautiful and amazing day Kirka. I love you and miss you so very much! Forever and Always, Auntie Ra Ra xoxoxoxoxoxoxo Robin <rginocchi@rogers.com> - Monday, May 26, 2008 4:05 PM CDT oh, Kelly, what a beautiful butterfly story for Kirkie! Your fund raising was certainly SUCCESSFUL!!! congrats! prayers and love from mrs pam - Monday, May 26, 2008 2:58 PM CDT What a beautiful successful day on Sunday. The butterflies were awesome. What a beaufiful thought. Love Nannie Jane t Kilbride <kilbridej@rogers.com> - Monday, May 26, 2008 11:29 AM CDT Wow, what an amazing day you had, and it couldn't be more special than having Kirk's presence there with you. I am so happy that the day was beautiful and that the event was such a success. We were definitely thinking about you guys, I wish we could have been there and wish that I could have walked for it. Christine. thanks so much for thinking about Katelyn and including her in the butterfly release, you are such a wonderful person with a kind heart! What a great idea you had to do that at the Mito March! Love Deb Deb <miraclegirl101@hotmail.com> - Monday, May 26, 2008 10:02 AM CDT Kirkland was smiling down from heaven at us yesterday! What a perfect day it was. Wow-$41,000-amazingly great! The butterflies were such a beautiful tribute from Christine. Kelly, you have made such a positive impact on the world of mitochondrial disease. Thank you for all the work that you do. I know that Kirk is so proud! Love, Steph & Alexis www.caringbridge.org/visit/alexisroung Stephanie Roung <all4roungs@rogers.com> - Monday, May 26, 2008 9:05 AM CDT A beautiful day is was indeed. And what a successful one! The butterflies were an awesome part of the day...what a wonderful and thoughtful idea. Kelly, you do have terrific friends. And you just knew that Kirkland and his angel friends would be there all day watching over us. A very special day indeed...so glad that I could be a part of it. Love to all, Sharon. Sharon Kilbride <skilbride@hclaw.com> Toronto, ON Canada - Monday, May 26, 2008 8:33 AM CDT What an awesome day it was, indeed! Those butterflies were such a beautiful symbol...and how yours wouldn't leave made me all teary eyed. Thank you, for allowing me to be part of such an incredible, incredible event. Dancin' Lady <sorelegsfromdancing@A535rub.com> Las Vegas, - Sunday, May 25, 2008 9:48 PM CDT What a great day it was today! The weather was beautiful and everyone I saw had a smile on their face! But really - how could they not with Kirks spirit all around!?! I can't wait to read your thoughts on this years MitoMarch. I'm so proud to be a part of this great event! Christine Coleman <irish9229@yahoo.ca> Georgetown, On Canada - Sunday, May 25, 2008 7:12 PM CDT can you please post more pic of kirk when he was younger v5ncent - Sunday, May 25, 2008 5:57 PM CDT See you tomorrow at the park! Should be a beautiful day! Christine Coleman <irish9229@yahoo.ca> Georgetown, On Canada - Saturday, May 24, 2008 10:28 PM CDT see you tomorrow :) Love the Giles dawn giles <kengiles@sympatico.ca> georgetown, on canada - Saturday, May 24, 2008 6:55 PM CDT Can't help but think about you Sweet Kirka! I know you are looking down on us and smiling! Been very busy today getting ready for Sunday! What a beautiful day it will be. Forever and Always, Auntie Ra Ra xoxoxoxox Robin <rginocchi@rogers.com> - Friday, May 23, 2008 9:19 PM CDT Popping in to say "Hello!!" See you Sunday! Christine Coleman <irish9229@yahoo.ca> Georgetown, On Canada - Friday, May 23, 2008 9:57 AM CDT Dropping in to say hello. Looking forward to seeing everyone on Sunday for another fun-filled day at Gellert Park. I just know that this year's Mito March will be a great success. Love Sharon. Sharon Kilbride <skilbride@hclaw.com> Toronto, On Canada - Thursday, May 22, 2008 3:57 PM CDT Remembering Kirkland today. Tina & Angel Lance <mommy2alilheroplus1@comcast.net> - Thursday, May 22, 2008 12:09 AM CDT Lookin' forward to the Mito March, can't wait to see all my Georgetown peeps!!XO Cheri Spiteri <jcspiteri@rogers.com > Bolton, On Canada - Wednesday, May 21, 2008 1:14 PM CDT Yep, all about Anita! Truth <truthordare@lies.ca> Everywhere, Canada - Wednesday, May 21, 2008 7:23 AM CDT Leo now has a Caringbridge site. Please visit his webpage at the following address: www.caringbridge.org/visit/leofortunato Mrs. Kilbride <kilbridek@yahoo.com> Georgetown, ON Canada - Tuesday, May 20, 2008 7:56 AM CDT how old was leo when he died santa claus - Monday, May 19, 2008 8:43 PM CDT can you please post leo website on to kirkland's website please i beg you i want to post somithing on it fairwind - Monday, May 19, 2008 8:28 PM CDT Kelly thanks for the nice note. I'll take it to school today, and put it on the Pen Pals Prayer Tree bulletin board, so that the parents can see it. sounds like you will be having another very successful MitoMarch! prayers and love from mrs pam - Monday, May 19, 2008 7:57 AM CDT Thank you for helping yesterday Switters...Thank you for keeping the rain away Kirka:) Love you all so much...anticipating a very busy week.Forever, Rob xoxoxoxoxo Robin <rginocchi@rogers.com> - Sunday, May 18, 2008 5:26 PM CDT Hey there, Cam made sure that the Mito March was on the calendar!! Will see you there if not before (I'm always up for a coffee!!) Christine Coleman <irish9229@yahoo.ca> Georgetown, On Canada - Friday, May 16, 2008 9:25 PM CDT Hi Kelly, Thinking of your family today..will see ya at the Mito March, I am happy to say that Shane will hopefully be walking the course in his walker. Take care,~Dawn dawn giles <kengiles@sympatico.ca> Georgetown, on canada - Friday, May 16, 2008 3:42 PM CDT I am highly offended that Corey Perry got top billing over the Dancing Lady. Come on...they come to see ME! LOL Hope tonnes and tonnes of people come, even if it is for the hockey player...geesh! Dancin' Lady <Dancinglady@Ilovekirky.com> - Thursday, May 15, 2008 10:57 AM CDT Wow...$14,000.00 in donations at this point is amazing...looking forward to another fun day at Gellert Park. Sounds like it will be better than ever. Cheers, Sharon. Sharon Kilbride <skilbride@hclaw.com> Toronto, ON Canada - Thursday, May 15, 2008 9:06 AM CDT Hi Kelly, I'm really looking foward to the March :) See ya soon Love Ash www.caringbridge.org/canada/ashlee Ash <mwccamper@yahoo.ca> North Bay, - Wednesday, May 14, 2008 12:04 AM CDT Hugs and oodles of prayers! Love Mike and Mary Slade and Families <mar-e@rogers.com> Guelph, Ontario, Canada - Tuesday, May 13, 2008 2:21 PM CDT Awesome...can't wait to go! Dancin' Lady <shakeyourbooty@$5astrip.com> - Tuesday, May 13, 2008 10:57 AM CDT A day late but Happy Mother's Day...Hope you had a good day with the boys! Love Deb Deb <miraclegirl101@hotmail.com> - Monday, May 12, 2008 3:35 PM CDT Happy Mother's day Kelly Love you Love Ash www.caringbridge.org/canada/ashlee Ash <mwccamper@yahoo.ca> North Bay, - Sunday, May 11, 2008 11:57 AM CDT Kelly .Sorry i havent signed in for a while. Just want to wish you A Happy Mothers Day. Know its hard just like with Deb. Life just isnt fair some times. Take care and hope you make it down here soon.Be nice to have a visit. Take care Love Angel Katelyns Gramma Jean(and hugs) Gramma Jean <jnewman@gosfieldtel.com> Ruthven, - Saturday, May 10, 2008 1:36 PM CDT HUGS Kelly. Happy Mothers Day. Tina & Angel Lance <mommy2alilheroplus1@comcast.net> - Friday, May 9, 2008 3:34 PM CDT Hope the field trip went well and you enjoyed your time with Evan (and all the other Grade 8 students!!!). Can't imagine what they all got into, but I'm sure you'll have a few funny stories to tell. Love Sharon Sharon Kilbride <skilbride@hclaw.com> Toronto, ON Canada - Friday, May 9, 2008 11:56 AM CDT Hi Kelly , Hope you have fun in Ottawa with all those grade 8's ahh to be in grade eight again. Love Ash www.caringbridge.org/canada/ashlee Ashlee <mwccamper@yahoo.ca> North Bay, Ontario - Thursday, May 8, 2008 5:34 PM CDT Kelly...you're driving ME to drink just thinking about 3 bus loads of grade 8's,lol. You are a terrific mom for doing it, but you already were! anita <anitatimpson@rogers.com> - Wednesday, May 7, 2008 8:22 PM CDT "The wheels on the bus go 'round and 'round".... so, trying to think up a rhyme: noise----surround ???? fun....found ???? Mom...frowned ???? excitment...abound ???? Kelly, you'll make it a great field trip, I'm sure!!!! prayers and love from mrs pam - Wednesday, May 7, 2008 8:14 AM CDT I'm really wondering what possessed me to think I'd want to go to Ottawa with 3 or 4 busloads of grade 8's and NOT GET PAID!! The only thing I can figure is... that at the time I volunteered it sounded like a good idea and I hadn't been in the classroom in over a year. He's driving me crazy already and don't forget Alex ...it wouldn't be a field trip without him in my group!! LOL I keep saying to myself, "Just think, I could have had three days in a quiet house..." Idiot, I am! LOL Bye xo Kelly Kilbride <kilbridek@yahoo.com> Georgetown, ON Canada - Tuesday, May 6, 2008 9:15 PM CDT Yea me too, ditto Tracey, have fun with your crazy kid and all the other 13 year olds males. You might want to take extra deodorant with you (for them). Yuck! lol Love, Julie - Tuesday, May 6, 2008 8:48 PM CDT I love you Switters...try and forget about things while you're away with Evan...enjoy, and have FUN with him! As much as he might drive you crazy at times, this will be a special memory for him (just me and my mom), as well as for you...talk to you when you get home. Lots of hugs, Trae xxxxxxx tracey <traysea64@hotmail.com> - Tuesday, May 6, 2008 6:32 PM CDT Hi, Wow I can't imagine Kelly!! Thinking of you..Dawn dawn giles <kengiles@sympatico.ca> georgetown, ON Canada - Tuesday, May 6, 2008 1:40 PM CDT lol, you're starting to sound like the rest of us! Well, the humdrum part...lol. Not the ashes and headstone stuff though. One day at a time, tomorrow you will be telling us all the things you are grateful for...knowing you! You are dearly loved!! Julie - Tuesday, May 6, 2008 0:02 AM CDT HUGS Kelly. Tina & Angel Lance <mommy2alilheroplus1@comcast.net> - Sunday, May 4, 2008 6:48 PM CDT I'm lurking...can't even imagine...can't comment. anita <anitatimpson@rogers.com> - Saturday, May 3, 2008 2:42 PM CDT Thinking about you! Sending {{{cyber hugs}}} Christine Coleman <irish9229!@yahoo.ca> Georgetown, On Canada - Friday, May 2, 2008 7:13 PM CDT I love you Switters. Forever and Always, Rob xoxoxoxo Robin <rginocchi@rogers.com> - Friday, May 2, 2008 4:40 PM CDT HI guys, That just makes me sick how parents have to care for their children alone at home and play doctor. I still get angry at the situation with Katelyn, she may not have been on oxygen and some of the other equipment but we had to administer IV phenobarb which wasn't ever done at home by a parent at sick kids, at that time anyway, we had to do our own blood draws and take them to our local hospital lab, our own picc line dressing changes, worrying about causing her any type of infection that could come quickly and cause her death, hook up her TPN all the while trying to avoid the dreaded fluid overload which would spiral into blood problems along with an immediate hospital admission etc, to top it all off we were 4 hours away from anyone who would even consider helping us....and they only gave us 6 hours of help a week because they didn't know what to do!!!..when they finally decided we should have had more care all along it was too late...not that they had anyone our way who would even touch her! It was sad when we would stop in at the London childrens and they panicked in the emerge when we brought her in, asked us what steps had to be taken until the one and only dr there knew what to do for her. It's pathetic and I really feel for that family..I we are different situations but still, we are all another one to the collection that is uncalled for. I hope that they get the help they need soon. I better stop now...I think we all get spoiled with the care they provide us at Sick Kids... Love Deb XOXOX Deb <miraclegirl101@hotmail.com> - Friday, May 2, 2008 9:49 AM CDT I've been keeping up with the journal, but haven't drop you a line in a while. Sending BIG hugs your way today. My heart goes out to you. See you on Saturday. Love Sharon Sharon Kilbride <skilbride@hclaw.com> Toronto, ON Canada - Friday, May 2, 2008 8:14 AM CDT Hi Kelly, I'm so sorry that you have to go through this over & over again, and that Leo's death has triggered this pain again. The Will of God will never be more than the Grace of God's protection. I hope you have a better day tomorrow and if you need help with anything let me know. Let go a little bit, okay. Love, Julie Julie - Thursday, May 1, 2008 7:00 PM CDT I love you Kel...sending lots of big HUGS Trae P.S. I was just thinking last night, while I was lying in bed, that it had been a while since I found a lucky penny...when I got home today, I found a penny out in the hallway in front of my neighbour's door! As usual, a huge smile came across my face...thanks buddy...love you so much. Kisses and hugs from Auntie Tracey tracey <traysea64@hotmail.com> - Thursday, May 1, 2008 2:12 PM CDT Hi Everyone, just checking in....I'll see you all on Saturday!! Lots of Love, Rob xoxoxoxo Robin <rginocchi@rogers.com> - Wednesday, April 30, 2008 9:11 AM CDT Just a quick note to let you guys know I made it home from school safe. Kirkie thanks for making sure Auntie got home safe. Love you guys Love Ash XXXXOOO www.caringbridge.org/canada/ashlee Ash <mwccamper@yahoo.ca> North Bay, Ontario - Tuesday, April 29, 2008 12:37 AM CDT Hey Kelly, I loved your entry....Thanks for posting the video, I am so heartbroken too...I just keep bursting out into tears....Sending you hugs today....... christine <christine_gowland@yahoo.ca> burlington, on canada - Sunday, April 27, 2008 11:50 AM CDT I don't think Leo has a CaringBridge page. If he does, I'll post it. You can leave a message here though. His mom comes on. Mrs. Kilbride <kilbridek@yahoo.com> - Sunday, April 27, 2008 10:03 AM CDT Praying right now! Romans 14:8-9: “For whether we live, we live unto the Lord; and whether we die, we die unto the Lord: whether we live therefore, or die, we are the Lord’s. For to this end Christ both died, and rose, and revived, that he might be Lord both of the dead and living.” Prayer Bears Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com> Seattle, WA United States - Sunday, April 27, 2008 1:11 AM CDT can u pot little leo website on kirk website please Fairwind Senior Pulblic school - Saturday, April 26, 2008 7:58 PM CDT Hi Switters...I'm so sorry to hear that Little Leo passed away...my heart is so heavy right now, for Leo's family and friends, and also for you and other families that have already gone through this. Your words are very heartbreaking and at the same time, inspiring...for all of us to keep working to help find a cure for all the little babes who are living with these diseases. I know we can make a difference...we already are!! Love you so much xoxoxoxoxo Glad to hear that Kirky was with you last night..or that you heard him. Love you so much too, buddy.xoxoxoxoxo Auntie Tracey God Bless Leo's family...my prayers and thoughts are with them. tracey <traysea64@hotmail.com> - Saturday, April 26, 2008 5:38 PM CDT So sorry to read about the passing of wee Leo. Kirky and Katelyn will quide and look after him. Love,Nan xx Jane t Kilbride <kilbridej@rogers.com> - Saturday, April 26, 2008 5:29 PM CDT Awww...my heart aches for Leo's family. Kirkie: We heard you last night! anita <anitatimpson@rogers.com> - Saturday, April 26, 2008 9:24 AM CDT Awww...my heart aches for Leo's family. Kirkie: We heard you last night! anita <anitatimpson@rogers.com> - Saturday, April 26, 2008 9:24 AM CDT Sweet Kirka and Katelyn, please watch over little Leo. I am so sad to hear of his passing. I love you all so much! Forever and Always, Rob xoxoxoxo Robin <rginocchi@rogers.com> - Saturday, April 26, 2008 9:16 AM CDT Thought I stop by and say hello, sorry to hear about your friend Leo. I'm now done school for the summer what a year it has been, I can't wait to go home on Tuesday. www.caringbridge.org/canada/ashlee Love Always Ash XXXOOO Ash aka Kirk's "Auntie" Ashlee <mwccamper@yahoo.ca> - Friday, April 25, 2008 6:08 PM CDT two great songs in honor of one great kid!!! prayers and love from mrs pam - Thursday, April 24, 2008 10:03 AM CDT Just wanted you to know I am thinking about you. Thanks for the info for selling the van. I will check it out. Love the flower pics. Shannon <sleveille@hotmail.com> - Thursday, April 24, 2008 6:28 AM CDT Gotta love those flowers!!! I had one white crocus in my purple this year but the cold weather took care of that quickly. Hope all is well, Love Deb Deb <miraclegirl101@hotmail.com> - Wednesday, April 23, 2008 10:02 PM CDT Love you so much Kirka. Forever and Always, Auntie Ra Ra xoxoxoxoxo Robin <rginocchi@rogers.com> - Wednesday, April 23, 2008 11:18 AM CDT Wow, What a wonderful family "Angel Kirkie" was brought into. His job, while short, was very eventful and successful. Kirkie has done well. "For we know that when this tent we live in--our body here on earth--is torn down, God will have a house in heaven for us to live in, a home he himself has made, which will last forever". 2nd Corinthians 5:1 Jacqui Gillespie - Tuesday, April 22, 2008 10:24 AM CDT Well written Kell. You are such a busy person. I know that my guys are looking forward to the Mito March again this year....and are excited about being a part of it again. Thanks for the laughs last week. Wish you were around more often! See you soon. jacquie schmitt <jacquelineschmitt@yahoo.com> - Saturday, April 19, 2008 7:42 PM CDT Kelly sorry i guess i havent been on for a while. See how Katlyn and Kirk shows us how well there doing.Never know what those 2 will do.lol The thank you and all is great.Your like Deb just always have the right words.Wish i had that,but Deb always said its what in the heart that counts. Take care love you all very much. Angel Katelyns Gramma Jean,and Kirks Gramma-in-law.lol Gramma Jean <jnewman@gosfieldtel.com> Ruthven, - Saturday, April 19, 2008 11:31 AM CDT That is so sweet that the kiddos sent flowers from Heaven. I think of you and your family often. ~Dawn dawn giles <kengiles@sympatico.ca> georgetown, on canada - Friday, April 18, 2008 9:27 PM CDT Wow what beautiful flowers :) Those kids I tell ya :) Hope all is well Ashlee www.caringbridge.org/canada/ashlee Ash <ISIT-time to go tocamp yet?@Camprules.ca> - Friday, April 18, 2008 7:07 PM CDT Just dropping in to wish you, Gerry, Evan and Carson a most wonderful weekend. Enjoy the good weather. Sharon Kilbride <skilbride@hclaw.com> Toronto, ON Canada - Friday, April 18, 2008 10:55 AM CDT The crocus'? Wow! And when I read it's been 4 months since Kirk went to heaven - I couldn't believe it! Think of you often!! Christine Coleman <irish9229@yahoo.ca> Geoergetown, On Canada - Wednesday, April 16, 2008 8:31 PM CDT P.S. Lots of big hugs for mommy too! tracey < traysea64@hotmail.com> - Wednesday, April 16, 2008 6:09 PM CDT Hi Kirky...you are now my screen saver...the picture of you in the life jacket...this picture always brings a huge smile to my heart! You're such a cutie-pie! I miss you so much buddy. I love you...tons of kisses for your piggies from Auntie Tracey tracey <traysea64@hotmail.com> - Wednesday, April 16, 2008 6:05 PM CDT Wow..what a beautiful thank you....that is so nice. You're something else! Tracey told mom & I about the crocus.s. and mom got goosebumps up her arms. So I had to see for myself. I don't know what to say to that! Another miracle. Love, Julie <julieanter@rogers.com> - Monday, April 14, 2008 8:14 PM CDT It really was a magical night honoring Kirkie...to be able to play for him...no words to describe it. Anita <fluteplayer@reallydidplay.com> - Monday, April 14, 2008 7:28 PM CDT Remembering Kirkland today. Tina & Angel Lance <mommy2alilheroplus1@comcast.net> - Monday, April 14, 2008 1:04 PM CDT Kelly, I really enjoyed the concert Saturday night. You guys are very good. I marvel at anyone who can read and play music. Don't think there is a musical note in my body. The "Message to Kirkland" was fabulous. I know he enjoyed it, as well. You look great BTW. And I can't believe how tall Evan has gotten. Love to all, Sharon Sharon Kilbride <skilbride@hclaw.com> Toronto, ON Canada - Monday, April 14, 2008 9:15 AM CDT I enjoyed the concert very much. It was good to see you. Take good care! Hugs! Maire Ketola <maire.ketola@sympatico.ca> Brampton, On Canada - Monday, April 14, 2008 9:13 AM CDT oh, my goodness.... what a beautiful message from Heaven... loved seeing Kirkland's purple crocus with the white one, too! wow! prayers and love from Mrs. Pam - Saturday, April 12, 2008 10:38 AM CDT See you at the concert! French Horn <gotmusic@brass.com> Symphony, - Friday, April 11, 2008 11:54 AM CDT That is a beautiful journal entry. I'm glad to read that your writing capabilities have returned. I have little purple crocus' all over but now I have 2 white colored one??? Those two are really messing with me! Love Deb Deb <miraclegirl101@hotmail.com> - Thursday, April 10, 2008 4:46 PM CDT Fruit flies...you forgot to mention the fruit flies...and the endless hours of laughter they provided when needed most. Freddy Fruit <tinyinsects@airborn.com> - Thursday, April 10, 2008 3:14 PM CDT Kelly, that was a beautiful thank you to all! You certainly have that special gift. I'm not sure if you received my other e:mail regarding the Mito March. If not can you e:mail me. Thinking of you guys always. Lots of love and prayers, Lynda xoxo lynda dix <lynda.dix@sourcemedical.com> mississauga, ontario canada - Thursday, April 10, 2008 12:03 AM CDT A beautiful "thank you" card, Kelly. You most certainly have the gift of the written word. Glad to see that the channels are opening up, once again. Have a fabulous day! Love Sharon Sharon Kilbride <skilbride@hclaw.com> Toronto, ON Canada - Thursday, April 10, 2008 9:44 AM CDT What a beautiful thank you letter Kel. Glad your words are starting to flow freely once again. The kids have been finding lots of lucky pennies lately:) The "Kirkie" jars are filling up quite nicely! We all love you guys so much! Keep those flowers coming Kirka and Katelyn....we have been seeing lots of purple crocuses on the way to school. Forever, Rob xoxoxoxoxo Robin <rginocchi@rogers.com> - Thursday, April 10, 2008 9:34 AM CDT WOW...too cool about the crocuses! I just love the little signs we receive from our loved ones above. I can just picture the two of them running and laughing in a field filled with flowers. Puts a smile on my face. Looking forward to seeing you on Sat. night. Love to all, Sharon. Sharon Kilbride <skilbride@hclaw.com> Toronto, ON Canada - Wednesday, April 9, 2008 8:18 AM CDT Wow...that's soooo cool about the two purple crocuses this year! Made me smile and also brought a little tear to my eyes, just knowing that Kirky and Katelyn are reassuring us that they're totally okay...what monkeys! I've been thinking of Katelyn alot, since late last week, when I saw the first purple crocus while I walked home one day...now I can smile about both of them on my way home :):) Love you xoxox Miss you so much Kirky...I guess you heard that there's going to be a very special concert this weekend...just for YOU! I know you'll be there cheering mommy on while she plays her happy heart out...thanks for the messages buddy. xoxoxox tracey <traysea64@hotmail.com> - Tuesday, April 8, 2008 5:43 PM CDT Boy isnt that just like Katelyn and Kirk to send flowers. Just to let us all know they are ok and happy. And yes i saved the pics. Lots of love Angel Katelyns Gramma Jean Gramma Jean <jnewman@gosfieldtel.com> Ruthven, - Tuesday, April 8, 2008 2:44 PM CDT Hey Kell, Kirk always keeps you on your toes. You just never know what to expect. What a beautifully written piece re: Milton Concert Band. Wish I could be there. What a great tribute to such a special little hero. See you soon. xo jacquie schmitt <jacquelineschmitt@yahoo.com> - Monday, April 7, 2008 8:56 PM CDT Kirkie and Katelyn are always up to something!! Lots of love, Rob xoxoxoxo Robin <rginocchi@rogers.com> - Monday, April 7, 2008 6:28 PM CDT Wow cool pic.....if anyone ever doubted life after death....or communication between the living than show them these pics.....Amazing Kelly........Brought a smile to my day.......Just when I start to loose hope for this disease....I see a pic like that ...and I am reminded that kirk will help us to win this...... Christine christine <christine_gowland@yahoo.ca> burlington, ont Canada - Monday, April 7, 2008 5:16 PM CDT I pray for a cure. Diana Ruffolo - Dobreen <rsvp_tome@hotmail.com> Beeton, Canada - Monday, April 7, 2008 5:01 PM CDT Wow, those are some cool pics...leave it to our kids to let us all know they are together and doing well. As much as it hurts down here we can't help but be happy for them, not every child gets the chance to both run around and play after so much suffering AND be able to communicate with their families in such a special way at the same time... I am so proud of them both. We sure are blessed!! Love Deb Deb <miraclegirl101@hotmail.com> - Monday, April 7, 2008 3:57 PM CDT Kelly: What a great article about Kirkland and the Milton Spring Concert. So looking forward to the very special evening in Kirkland's honour. It sounds like you have certainly found your way back to music (with Kirkland's help) and to a great group of new friends. Can't wait to hear you play on Saturday night. Love to all, Sharon Sharon Kilbride <skilbride@hclaw.com> Toronto, ON Canada - Monday, April 7, 2008 8:24 AM CDT Sweet Kirka, thank you so much for bringing music back into your Mom's life. I love you and miss you so much! Forever and Always, Auntie Ra Ra xoxoxoxoxoxoxh Robin <rginocchi@rogers.com> - Sunday, April 6, 2008 7:44 PM CDT Kelly, Gerry and boys Thought of you guys especially Kirkie as I answered phones for the Easter Seals Telethon. Love you guys LOve Ash aka Kirk's "auntie" Ashlee Ash <mwccamper@yahoo.ca> Sudbury, - Sunday, April 6, 2008 6:39 PM CDT Hi Switters...what a beautiful article that was written about the Concert for Kirky...I was crying while I read it...just so touched by the goodness in people who continue to love Kikry and want to do something...now, in his memory. I'm really looking forward to this special concert. And...your writing is definitely back!! Can't wait to see you playing again...in your 'happy place'. love you tons xoxo tracey <traysea64@hotmail.com> - Saturday, April 5, 2008 1:13 PM CDT Hi just wanted you to know iam thinking of you,but thats not anything new. We had a great Blood Donor Clinic.Was so nice the family got to help. Glad to see the concert and music for Kirk.Best of luck on it. Take care lots of love and hugs.Angel Katelyns Gramma Jean Gramma Jean <jnewman@gosfieldtel.com> Ruthven, - Saturday, April 5, 2008 11:43 AM CDT Kirkie...you have certainly been blowing lots of wind under your mom's wings lately; she is Super Mom! Auntie Anita <anitatimpson@rogers.com> - Saturday, April 5, 2008 8:01 AM CDT Kelly, it was so nice to see you and watching you and Brandon together did strange things to my heart. I admire you more and more everyday...not because of what you have gone through but because of who you are and who you have become. Kirkland must be talking a mile a minute about his fabulous family. luv you. Mur <mur28@hotmail.com > - Friday, April 4, 2008 8:21 AM CDT Hi Kelly, Just stopped nin to say Hi , I'm done classes now !!!!!!!! wow my first yr of college went fast well the second semester did anyway. I'll be heading home in about 3 weeks my Grandpa is looking foward to having me back home for the summer. Well just thought I'd stop by and say hi Love Ash www.caringbridge.org/canada/ashlee Ash aka Kirk's "Auntie" Ashlee <mwccamper@yahoo.ca> Sudbury, Ontario - Thursday, April 3, 2008 7:54 PM CDT Alex is stopping by to wish you a happy spring! Love Alex and MaryBeth MaryBeth <attnymb@aol.com> - Thursday, April 3, 2008 6:47 AM CDT Hope your week is going well. Love you all so much! Forever, Rob xo Robin <rginocchi@rogers.com> - Wednesday, April 2, 2008 3:13 PM CDT Hi Kelly, I was so glad Christine called me to tell me you were going to be on the radiothon. You did such an amazing job. I had a laugh when the announcer pronouced "Mito" wrong - because it is so true that not too many people know what it is! I am so proud to know you and because of you and Kirkland, "Mito" will become a word that people know. Take Care, Steph & Alexis P.S. Thanks for the prayers-they are working! www.caringbridge.org/visit/alexisroung Steph <all4roungs@rogers.com> - Monday, March 31, 2008 10:22 PM CDT Well Anita...you may not be able to spell, but boy can you ever dance! Kel, that's great news about how much SickKids raised...wow! Good idea about others writing their thoughts about Kirky...that'd be really nice to read...love you xoxo tracey <traysea64@hotmail.com> - Monday, March 31, 2008 6:46 PM CDT I'd ofer to rite, but I can't spel for nothin'! anita <anitatimpson@rogers.com> - Monday, March 31, 2008 5:41 PM CDT Hello Kelly Just letting you know you are not far from my mind. Hope your VA-CA was a much needed break and lots of fun for all of you.I am ready to go again LOL. Think mom created VA-CA Monster LOL Take Care Luv Conn Connie Leamington, Ont - Monday, March 31, 2008 8:33 AM CDT Wow that's a LOT of $$$! How wonderful! I didn't realize that so many people still listen to the radio. prayers and love from Mrs. Pam - Monday, March 31, 2008 7:20 AM CDT Thinking of you tonight. Tina & Angel Lance <mommy2alilheroplus1@comcast.net> - Sunday, March 30, 2008 8:12 PM CDT hi got some of the radio on computer as Deb gave me the web.It was hard to hear as this dum computer got music in the back ground and i dont know how to get rid of it.lol take care love Angel Katelyns Gramma Jean Gramma Jean <jnewman@gosfieldtel.com> Ruthven, - Sunday, March 30, 2008 11:38 AM CDT Great job, I caught you on the 2nd interview on the computer! Way to go, Hugs,Deb xoxo Deb <miraclegirl101@hotmail.com> - Friday, March 28, 2008 8:03 PM CDT Kelly, you did fantasic on the radio today. I caught you at 12:30 and 1:00 (I kept turning both stations since they changed the time). I'm so proud of you, your such an inspiration to all! Lv Lynda xoxo lynda dix <lynda.dix@sourcemedical.com> mississauga, ontario canada - Friday, March 28, 2008 3:23 PM CDT Ran to my car after being relieved from yard duty and caught about 10 minutes...you did GREAT!!! Anita Timpson <anitatimpson@rogers.com> - Friday, March 28, 2008 2:51 PM CDT Way to go Switters, way to go!! Feeling so very proud of you...I know this has been a tough week and it must have been difficult for you, but you sounded very peaceful as you spoke. Ann, the church secretary, listened along with me and was quite impressed with you...she said you're a great speaker! Of course, we who know you, already know that! Hope you're feeling okay. love you tons xoxox Kirky, thanks for always being with mommy...miss you sooooo much buddy...love you forever xoxoxoxo from Auntie Tracey tracey <traysea64@hotmail.com> - Friday, March 28, 2008 1:47 PM CDT YOU WERE GREAT....FANTASTIC.....AMAZING....INSPIRING....... Seriously Kelly, you sounded great......and put so much awareness out there.......Your amazing.....thanks for continuing to do all the work you do for our kids........ Kisses and Hugs. Christine and Megan www.caringbridge.org/visit/megangowland christine gowland <christine_gowland@yahoo.ca> burlington, on Canada - Friday, March 28, 2008 12:18 AM CDT Your interviews on Sick Kids Radio were wonderful. You did amazingly. I know Kirkland was there with you. No don't you're having a very emotional day. Love to all, Sharon Sharon Kilbride <skilbride@hclaw.com> Toronto, ON Canada - Friday, March 28, 2008 12:09 AM CDT Kirky, you woulda loved band tonight! Anita Timpson <anitatimpson@rogers.com> - Thursday, March 27, 2008 10:10 PM CDT good luck tomorrow... Love Deb Deb <miraclegirl101@hotmail.com> - Thursday, March 27, 2008 9:01 PM CDT Sending you some (more) positive energy to help you get through the Sick Kids Radio-Thon. Thinking of you. I know you'll do great! I'm so glad you enjoyed your vacation in Jamaica! Go get'em tiger. Love Tracy Tracy Smith <greg@cogeco.ca> Burlington, ON Canada - Thursday, March 27, 2008 8:25 PM CDT You will do well tomorrow,Kelly. Avery special wee angel will guide you. I will be listening. Love you, Nannie xx Jane t Kilbride <kilbridej@rogers.com> - Thursday, March 27, 2008 6:08 PM CDT Good luck tomarrow Switters!! Love you so much! Rob xoxoxoxo Robin <rginocchi@rogers.com> - Thursday, March 27, 2008 5:54 PM CDT You'll do great. Believe it. Anita Timpson <anitatimpson@rogers.com> - Thursday, March 27, 2008 3:07 PM CDT Hi Kelly, I'll see if I can find Mix FM here on the net so I can tune in from Sudbury. No doubt Kirkie will be with you while you tell his story. Love you Love Ash www.caringbridge.org/canada/ashlee mwccamper@yahoo.ca <mwccamper@yahoo.ca> Sudbury, Ontario - Thursday, March 27, 2008 9:33 AM CDT I will most certainly be listening in on Friday. No doubt I will be a blubbering mess sitting here at work, but so very full of pride knowing that Kirkland touched the hearts of so many people, and also knowing that with the funds which continue to be raised from Mito March events many others will be helped in the months and years to come. I also know that one very special little angel will be listening. Love Sharon Sharon Kilbride <skilbride@hclaw.com> Toronto, ON Canada - Wednesday, March 26, 2008 2:14 PM CDT Switters, looking forward to hearing you again on the radio. I always fill up with such pride!! I love you all so very much! Rob xoxoxoxo Robin <rginocchi@rogers.com> - Wednesday, March 26, 2008 10:19 AM CDT Continuing to pray! Philippians 4:13 I can do all things through Christ which strengtheneth me. Prayer Bears Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com> Seattle, WA United States - Tuesday, March 25, 2008 9:29 PM CDT glad you had a wonderful vacation!!!!! xxoo mrs pam - Tuesday, March 25, 2008 5:25 PM CDT Welcome back! It's wonderful to hear that you had a fabulous time. Can't wait to hear all about your trip. Love to all, Sharon Sharon Kilbride <skilbride@hclaw.com> Toronto, ON Canada - Monday, March 24, 2008 12:10 AM CDT ALRIGHT!!! So glad you had fun!!! Welcome home & Happy Easter. Love, Julie Julie Scarborough, - Sunday, March 23, 2008 12:50 AM CDT Happy Easter...glad to hear you had fun on vaca... Love Deb Angel Katelyn's Mum, Deb <miraclegirl101@hotmail.com> - Sunday, March 23, 2008 10:28 AM CDT Welcome back!! So glad you had a wonderful time! Can't wait to hear all about it (and see some pics?!) Happy Easter! Christine Coleman <irish9229@yahoo.ca> Georgetown, On Canada - Saturday, March 22, 2008 9:36 PM CDT Welcome home guys Hope you guys had a blast on vacation Happy Easter Love Always Ash www.caringbridge.org/canada/ashlee Ash aka Kirk's "auntie" Ashlee <2weeksleftof school@can'twaitforsummer.net > - Saturday, March 22, 2008 7:48 PM CDT Hi Kel...so you're coming home today, but not sure when...Welcome home!! I'm looking forward to seeing you tomorrow and hearing all about 'wonderful Jamaica'...and hopefully seeing pictures too! I'm sure you miss it already! Love you xoxo tracey <traysea64@hotmail.com> - Saturday, March 22, 2008 2:37 PM CDT wishing you a blessed Easter prayers and love from Mrs. Pam - Saturday, March 22, 2008 12:03 AM CDT Hi Kelly, I decided this Am to go Home for Easter, I didn't really want to spend it at school without family. Hope you had a blast on vacation Love Ash www.caringbridge.org/canada/ashlee Ash aka Kirk's "Auntie" Ashlee <mwccamper@yahoo.ca> - Thursday, March 20, 2008 3:50 PM CDT Hi hope you had or are having a great vacation.Have a good Easter.Know you and Deb will be seeing who had the most fun are there trips.lol Love Angel Katelyns Gramma Jean Gramma Jean <jnewman@gosfieldtel.com> Ruthven, - Thursday, March 20, 2008 10:21 AM CDT how are we supose to find alxis page or can you post it on kirk 's website Fairwind - Wednesday, March 19, 2008 6:49 PM CDT almost time to come home from that well deserved vacation!! Hurry up...I want to hear all about it...pictures woman pictures!! XOXOX Angel Katelyn's Mum, Deb <miraclegirl101@hotmail.com> - Wednesday, March 19, 2008 5:22 PM CDT Hi Kelly, Ya ya I know it's almost ten o'clock I'm on my way back to my room to start to get ready for bed. Thought I stop in and say good night Love all you guys Love Ash www.caringbridge.org/canada/ashlee PS got my new wheels Ash <mwccamper@yahoo.ca> - Tuesday, March 18, 2008 8:54 PM CDT Thinking of you Kelly. Tina & Angel Lance <mommy2alilheroplus1@comcast.net> - Tuesday, March 18, 2008 9:55 AM CDT Inspired, as always. Thank you. Christine Coleman <irish9229@yahoo.ca> Georgetown, On Canada - Saturday, March 15, 2008 11:07 PM CDT Amazing writing, Kelly, thank you. Think of all of you each and every day, as always. Hugs Maire Ketola <maire.ketola@sympatico.ca> Brampton, On Canada - Saturday, March 15, 2008 10:53 AM CDT Hope you guys are all feeling better than in the afternoon. Have fun, you deserve it. Deb xoxox Angel Katelyn's Mum, Deb <miraclegirl101@hotmail.com> - Saturday, March 15, 2008 10:38 AM CDT Great entry Kell. You've always had that way of putting things in perspective for us. Have an amazing holiday. Thinking of you. xo jacquie schmitt <jacquelineschmitt@yahoo.com> - Saturday, March 15, 2008 7:26 AM CDT Hi guys...have a great trip!! Relax and enjoy yourselves...you so deserve to! Have FUN...love you all so much, love Trae xoxoxox Praying for Alexis and her family...God Bless you all. tracey <traysea64@hotmail.com> - Friday, March 14, 2008 4:31 PM CDT cute picture of Kirkie! glad you have that peace that passes all understanding..... prayers and love from Mrs. Pam - Friday, March 14, 2008 1:02 PM CDT Kelly, your words are such inspiration right now. After what I have just been through your words have meant so much. Your an amazing person Kelly! Thanks for your support and you know it always goes both ways. Always thinking of you Kirkie, now you have Lyanne up there with you two beautiful angels! I will pray for Alexis... Lv Lynda xoxo Lynda dix <lynda.dix@sourcemedical.com> mississauga, ontario canada - Friday, March 14, 2008 9:55 AM CDT Honey...I would post Alexis webpage but it is not a public one. Please feel free to send messages to her family here...they read. There are pictures of Alexis in our Webshots album under Mito March 2007. Thanks for your concern. xo Mrs. Kilbride <kilbridek@yahoo.com> - Friday, March 14, 2008 0:06 AM CDT Hi Switters, I am so sorry to hear about Alexis...Kirkie, please watch over her. Also, I think I need to read the "Secret" as well. I need all the help I can get. Talk to you tomarrow. I hope all the trip preparations are almost done. Love you so much! Rob xoxoxoxoxo Robin <rginocchi@rogers.com> - Thursday, March 13, 2008 7:16 PM CDT can you please post alxis website on kirk website fairwind - Thursday, March 13, 2008 5:55 PM CDT Hi Kel, looks like your words are flowing again...and so clear and eloquently! Thanks for sharing your thoughts...it helps me feel better too, knowing you're feeling well. Sending out loving prayers to Alexis and her family. Love you all, Trae xoxoxox tracey <traysea64@hotmail.com> - Thursday, March 13, 2008 5:01 PM CDT As always you are such an inspiration. Geri-Anne <gazecc@hotmail.com> - Thursday, March 13, 2008 9:31 AM CDT Hi Kel...makes perfect sense to me!! It was so great to see you today...what you've been reading in The Secret was very evident in your 'presence'...keep working it! Love you tons xoxoxox tracey <traysea64@hotmail.com> - Wednesday, March 12, 2008 10:33 PM CDT Yeah I know you raed the times I post my GB entries LOL hehe ya I'm going to bed in a few min, promise :) . Sorry to hear about Nuzzy I know how much the boys loved him. K I'm going to bed now good night Love Ashlee www.caringbridge.org/canada/ashlee Ash <mwccamper@yahoo.ca> Sudbury, - Wednesday, March 12, 2008 10:06 PM CDT Kelly .Great up date.Hope you have a good time on your vacation.And congrat on size 8,must make you pround. Love and hugs ,Angel Katelyns Gramma Jean Gramma Jean <jnewman@gosfieldtel.com> Ruthven, - Wednesday, March 12, 2008 1:40 PM CDT Kelly, I am so happy (emotionally) that you have come to this place or(realization)about your grief.....As I read every word I felt happier inside for you....You are such an amazing woman, and have suffered such a devastating reality....I love that you can turn Kirk's death into a positive light ...It is so true that you attract what you put out there (into the universe)....If one wallows in sadness, than sadness will be bestowed upon you...but if you rise up, and let the light in, use your positive energy, than your life will be filled with joy... and only then can you really know the true path you (kirk) were meant to lead.... Wow that was pretty philosophical for me....my head's about to explode....lol.... I loved the movie..The Secret....as I don't read too much...but the weird thing was....I saw this book at Costco..."The Secret to Gratitude."...and I thought of you...and I knew that even though you had just lost your baby boy...this book was something you would utelize....odd to me because not many people have too much to be grateful for after the death of a child....but something told me to get it for you...(a higher power maybe)..so I did...and I didn't even know what "The Secret" was yet..I had never heard of it....so now you are watching the movie...reading the book...and that higher power (In the Universe) has given you new meaning in your life... Sending you lots of hugs today........and lots of cuddles from Megan too......and a kiss for Evan ...from Meg..Hee Hee... christine gowland <christine_gowland@yahoo.ca> burlington, ont canada - Wednesday, March 12, 2008 10:15 AM CDT Great update...it makes perfect sense to me! Love Deb Angel Katelyn's Mum, Deb <miraclegirl101@hotmail.com> - Wednesday, March 12, 2008 9:30 AM CDT SIZE 8....that's wonderful. I bet that felt good....what a lift! "The Secret" sounds like a very enlightening book. Can't wait to read more of your journal entry on this subject. Have a wonderful trip in Jamaica. Love Sharon Sharon Kilbride <skilbride@hclaw.com> Toronto, ON Canada - Wednesday, March 12, 2008 8:48 AM CDT Thanks for the wonderful entry. Re-visit A Course in Miracles. Anon <hp@work.com> Everywhere, - Wednesday, March 12, 2008 7:19 AM CDT I just read about Nuzzy..I am soooo sorry, I know how important he was to you guys... Love Deb Angel Katelyn's Mum, Deb <miraclegirl101@hotmail.com> - Tuesday, March 11, 2008 9:31 PM CDT SIZE 8.....Look out Jamaica......sizzlin Kelly is on the loose.....Cangrats really....that's fantastic...you must have been doing the happy dance in the changeroom..... christine gowland <christine_gowland@yahoo.ca> burlington, ont canada - Tuesday, March 11, 2008 3:25 PM CDT Hey I didnt know your birthday was march 6th. so is mine! And my best friends, except i am older, we are born in the same hospital and everything! And my friend who passed away Basil was also born march 6th! Guess its a special day! Happy Birthday in Heaven! www.caringbridge.org/canada/89 Nakita - Tuesday, March 11, 2008 2:09 AM CDT Congrats on the clothes being too big! Calling upon the Lord right now! Psalms 55:16-17 As for me, I will call upon God; and the LORD shall save me. Evening, and morning, and at noon, will I pray, and cry aloud: and he shall hear my voice. Prayer Bears Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com> Seattle, WA United States - Tuesday, March 11, 2008 0:21 AM CDT Oh...I'm so jealous Kell. Enjoy every minute of this well deserved trip. Let me know if you want some days when you return. I've got lots coming up! Of course teaching all day with Mike could be a huge challenge. xo jacquie schmitt <jacquelineschmitt@yahoo.com> - Monday, March 10, 2008 5:49 PM CDT Nothing like a trip to motivate you even more... Love Deb Angel Katelyn's Mum, Deb <miraclegirl101@hotmail.com> - Monday, March 10, 2008 10:03 AM CDT How wonderful of Anita. What a great surprise. Kelly, I'm thrilled to hear that you have booked your trip. Jamaica will be so much fun. Have a blast. Enjoy the weather, the beach, the people, the food and most of all the music. Can't wait to hear all about it. Love Sharon Sharon Kilbride <skilbride@hclaw.com> Toronto, ON Canada - Monday, March 10, 2008 8:25 AM CDT Continuing to pray! Jeremiah 29:11-13 For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, saith the LORD, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you an expected end. Then shall ye call upon me, and ye shall go and pray unto me, and I will hearken unto you. And ye shall seek me, and find me, when ye shall search for me with all your heart. Prayer Bears Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com> Seattle, WA United States - Sunday, March 9, 2008 1:06 AM CST Kirky...I forgot to tell you that I found a lucky penny on your birthday and another one yesterday, but I guess you already know all about that!! The one I found on your birthday was extra special...just like you! Love you so much. Hugs to everyone. Love Auntie Tracey xoxox tracey <traysea64@hotmail.com> - Saturday, March 8, 2008 4:28 PM CST Happy Birthday Sweet Angel!! Kelly - JAMAICA?!?! WOW! Enjoy (even shopping for bathing suit!!) Christine Coleman <irish9229@yahoo.ca> Georgetown, On Canada - Friday, March 7, 2008 9:35 PM CST happy birthday kirkland i love and miss you very much love reise i sleep with the bear your mommy gave me to remember you i love you kirkland. Reise Mackay <lisa29mackay@yahoo.ca> Georgetown, on canada - Friday, March 7, 2008 8:37 PM CST Kelly go get that new bathing suit.I got the frist one since i was 18.Guess what doesnt look bad.lol.Course lossing 48 lbs helped.Then never got to wear it on the crusies.Hope you have a great trip next week.Know it will help you all.Think it helped Deb that we went.Was nice being with the 3 girls. Lots love and hugs Angel Katelyns Gramma Jean Jean Newman <jnewman@gosfieldtel.com> Ruthven, - Friday, March 7, 2008 8:46 AM CST Elf? Is that a short joke? Short Stuff <Elfinlike@verticallychallenged.com> - Friday, March 7, 2008 7:45 AM CST Saying extra prayers as you remember all the special birthdays you shared together, but are thinking of all those that will never be. Know that I'm praying! 2 Corinthians 1:3-5 Blessed be God, even the Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of mercies, and the God of all comfort; Who comforteth us in all our tribulation, that we may be able to comfort them which are in any trouble, by the comfort wherewith we ourselves are comforted of God. For as the sufferings of Christ abound in us, so our consolation also aboundeth by Christ. Prayer Bears Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com> Seattle, WA United States - Friday, March 7, 2008 0:30 AM CST Happy Birthday sweet angel! May heaven abound with balloons and laughter in your honor! Lisa Swanson Avondale, AZ USA - Thursday, March 6, 2008 10:35 PM CST Happy Birthday, Kirkie! Mamie went to Heaven shortly before her seventh birthday, too. I know she kept the archangels busy blowing up balloons for your party, but it was certainly nice that someone brought some to your family's house. www.caringbridge.org/al/mamieadams Mamie's Daddy <george.f.adams@us.army.mil> Huntsville, AL USA - Thursday, March 6, 2008 10:25 PM CST Happy Birthday Kirky in heaven. At a loss for words. Sorry. Auntie Julie Scarborough, - Thursday, March 6, 2008 9:25 PM CST HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIRKLAND!!!!!!!! Wow, there are so many Angel's that have birthdays and Angel days that are close together. I believe that in some way that's for a reason. Kelly, I'm here thinking of you and Kirk. I loved seeing the pics of Kirk!! Thanks for being a wonderful Angel Mommy friend to me. I just know that Skye and Kirk are together with all the Angels we have come to love and will carry in our heart forever!! ((((((((hugs)))))))) Tamm www.caringbridge.org/oh/skyecoleycole <Tamm06@aol.com> - Thursday, March 6, 2008 6:08 PM CST Happy Birthday sweet angel. Thanks for sharing your memories Kelly.~Dawn dawn giles <kengiles@sympatico.ca> georgetown, on canada - Thursday, March 6, 2008 5:05 PM CST Happy Birthday Kirkie, Thinking of you always.... Love Sue xoxoxo sue coulighan <jcoulighan@cogeco.ca> - Thursday, March 6, 2008 4:56 PM CST Happy Birthday Kirky...I love you and miss you so much, buddy. I'm having a hard time knowing what to write...Kel, I wish so much that I could've been there with you today, although maybe you needed that alone time. I kinda fell apart when I opened Kirk's page and saw all his birthday pictures...thanks for putting them on today. I love you all so much...big hugs to all of you and tons of kisses for your piggies Kirky. Lots of love from Auntie Tracey tracey <traysea64@hotmail.com> - Thursday, March 6, 2008 3:01 PM CST Happy heavenly 6th birthday Kirkie!! It`s sunny and bright, just like you, in Victoria today:) www.caringbridge.org visit stefbarber Stef Victoria, bc Canada - Thursday, March 6, 2008 1:57 PM CST Thanks Uncle Keith for posting the poem. Robin xo Robin <rginocchi@rogers.com> - Thursday, March 6, 2008 11:29 AM CST Happy Birthday to my sweet Kirka. It has been a difficult morning today and I have cried many tears already. But to celebrate your birthday Maddie and I made a strawberry cheesecake and we are going to decorate with balloons when Eric comes home from school. I hope you have fun with all your angel friends in heaven. I love you and miss you so very much. Forever and Always, Auntie Ra Ra xoxoxoxo Robin <rginocchi@rogers.com> - Thursday, March 6, 2008 11:24 AM CST Happy Birthday Kirkland..xoxo Love to you all. Muriel & Brandon <mur28@hotmail.com > - Thursday, March 6, 2008 10:34 AM CST Happy Birthday Kirk....I am going to see Boo today and while I'm there I am going to send some balloons up to Heaven for you, Caillin and Katelyn. What should I pick for you, I'm sure your taste has changed now that you are older, what about the Bionic Woman or Hillary Duff? Love you little man, you are so missed. Angel Katelyn's Mum Angel Katelyn's Mum, Deb <miraclegirl101@hotmail.com> - Thursday, March 6, 2008 9:14 AM CST Loved the poem, Keith, and the great message it contained. Sending loving hugs to Kelly, Gerry, Evan and Carson today, and very, very special birthday wishes to Kirkland. Love you guys. Sharon Kilbride <skilbride@hclaw.com> Toronto, ON Canada - Thursday, March 6, 2008 9:11 AM CST Just saying Happy Birthday Kirk.I know you and Katelyn are having a blast today with Grandpa helping them to have fun.Cant you just see them eating cake and ice cream running and having a ball. Kelly i know today is another hard day.But remember God loves you and so do I. Love and lots of hugs Angel Katelyns Gramma Jean Gramma Jean <jnewman@gosfieldtel.com> Ruthven, - Thursday, March 6, 2008 9:05 AM CST Just sending some hugs your way today, Bradley, Megan and I are going to release a balloon for Kirk today, Bradley says " We should get a BIG,HUGE Red one so he can see it, cause it's really snowy in heaven.... Happy Birthday Angel Kirkland.. Christine xoxoxoxoxo Christine Gowland <christine_gowland@yahoo.ca> burlington, ont canada - Thursday, March 6, 2008 8:50 AM CST Sending birthday kisses up to heaven today, Kirky. Anita Timpson <anitatimpson@rogers.com> - Thursday, March 6, 2008 7:49 AM CST Hi Kelly, Just thought I stop by and say hi Thinking of you guys today :) Love Always Ashlee XXXOOO www.caringbridge.org/canada/ashlee Ash <mwccamper@yahoo.ca> North Bay, Onatrio - Thursday, March 6, 2008 7:28 AM CST Thinking of you Kell. Hope you had a great time at the spa. You are not alone. I couldn't answer many of those questions either:) There are other way more important things to remember and focus on....right? T.V....movies...what's that? Jacquie Schmitt <jacquelineschmitt@yahoo.com> - Thursday, March 6, 2008 5:04 AM CST dear kelly, i am thinking about you.. i am thinking about what a hard day tomorrow will be. really for me, it was the whole week leading up to karlee's 1st birthday in heaven, not here with me. she was 2. i went to the cemtery by myself for a long time that day. the kids came home from school and karson wanted to get balloons and have her a cake, that was hard for me. i didnt want to celebrate a damn thing. but i made it a special time for karson, and that has how it has been. do what you feel like doing tomorrow. i will be thinking of you. love you lots big hugs davonne davonne atkins <kipatkins@aol.com> seymour, tn - Wednesday, March 5, 2008 10:28 PM CST That was pretty funny, Julie. Thanks, Keith, for the poem...Robin and I are now thinking, "Ohhhhh...I get it now". By the way, kel, Italy can be overrated some days....mama mia! Glad we had some down time yesterday, and I still can't get over how that lady bug appeared outa nowhere on a blistery cold winter day in the middle of 500 acres...the work of angels for sure. Anita Timpson <anitatimpson@rogers.com> - Wednesday, March 5, 2008 9:12 PM CST hi kelly just dropping by to say happy 7th birthday to angel kirkland fairwind - Wednesday, March 5, 2008 8:07 PM CST LMAO...Julie... You kill me...you're so much like Dad!!! I just sat here for about a minute trying to figure out what the heck you were talking about. I thought maybe you'd sent this message to Kirk's page in error but them very puzzedly (word?) wondered how that could happen. So then I thought hmmm...what could she be replying to until I remembered my journal of course...and the question about who's the leader of the opposition. Maybe if I'd previously known that answer...I wouldn't have been so stunned and slow to understand to your entry!!! I'm still chuckling...thanks for making me laugh! Love you xoxo Kelly <kilbridek@dadwouldbeashamed.com> - Wednesday, March 5, 2008 6:26 PM CST Stefen Dion......don't worry he won't be around long anyhow. You haven't missed much. You've been learning the real stuff that we all missed watching the fluff & puff. Julie Scarborough, - Wednesday, March 5, 2008 3:58 PM CST Sorry folks! Here's the ending. And the pain of that will never, ever, ever, ever go away... because the loss of that dream is a very very significant loss. But... if you spend your life mourning the fact that you didn't get to Italy, you may never be free to enjoy the very special, the very lovely things ... about Holland. Keith <kwktor@yahoo.ca> toronto, on canada - Wednesday, March 5, 2008 7:11 AM CST WELCOME TO HOLLAND by Emily Perl Kingsley. c1987 by Emily Perl Kingsley. All rights reserved I am often asked to describe the experience of raising a child with a disability - to try to help people who have not shared that unique experience to understand it, to imagine how it would feel. It's like this...... When you're going to have a baby, it's like planning a fabulous vacation trip - to Italy. You buy a bunch of guide books and make your wonderful plans. The Coliseum. The Michelangelo David. The gondolas in Venice. You may learn some handy phrases in Italian. It's all very exciting. After months of eager anticipation, the day finally arrives. You pack your bags and off you go. Several hours later, the plane lands. The stewardess comes in and says, "Welcome to Holland." "Holland?!?" you say. "What do you mean Holland?? I signed up for Italy! I'm supposed to be in Italy. All my life I've dreamed of going to Italy." But there's been a change in the flight plan. They've landed in Holland and there you must stay. The important thing is that they haven't taken you to a horrible, disgusting, filthy place, full of pestilence, famine and disease. It's just a different place. So you must go out and buy new guide books. And you must learn a whole new language. And you will meet a whole new group of people you would never have met. It's just a different place. It's slower-paced than Italy, less flashy than Italy. But after you've been there for a while and you catch your breath, you look around.... and you begin to notice that Holland has windmills....and Holland has tulips. Holland even has Rembrandts. But everyone you know is busy coming and going from Italy... and they're all bragging about what a wonderful time they had there. And for the rest of your life, you will say "Yes, that's where I was supposed to go. That's what I had planned." And the pain of that will never, ever, ever, ever go away... because the loss of that dream is a very Keith <kwktor@yahoo.ca> Toronto, On Canada - Wednesday, March 5, 2008 7:08 AM CST Kelly, I can relate. I'll send a balloon up to Kirk. Tina & Angel Lance <mommy2alilheroplus1@comcast.net> - Tuesday, March 4, 2008 9:35 PM CST Hi Switters, I need to read this poem too. Like Anita, I am a bit confused. I can only imagine what you are feeling as it is all I can really do. You are on my mind constantly...especially this week. Please know I am here. I love you all so very, very much. Forever and Always, Rob xoxoxoxo I love you Kirka xoxoxoxoxo Robin <rginocchi@rogers.com> - Tuesday, March 4, 2008 7:24 PM CST Hi Switters...I remember that poem about Holland and Italy...it has such a meaningful message. I remember reading it before Kirky was born, when I was working with a little girl who has special needs...her mom gave it to me. Kel, I'm so sorry that you're missing Holland...I love you. I miss you too, Kirky. Tons of hugs and kisses. Trae tracey <traysea64@hotmail.com> - Tuesday, March 4, 2008 6:12 PM CST Hey Kelly, I love Holland too.....so anytime you need a dose of it....Megan will be here to help you smell the tulips....but keep your head up cause Italy is full of wonder....and surprises, and hopefully one day you will look back at your time in Holland, and smile, and be happy that you are now in Italy.....Loving You....Thanks for coming last night..I really appreciate you driving all the way down here for Mito Moms Night.....and always enjoy our time together....as does meggie.......! christine gowland <christine_gowland@yahoo.ca> burlington, ont canada - Tuesday, March 4, 2008 10:33 AM CST so, " Confused Anita" has never read "Holland"... huh? guess you've set her straight by now. you know, I'd be replying just about the same as you, Kelly, except for Clinton. I don't even watch the news anymore. I just read the paper so I don't have to hear all the stuff I don't want to know about. prayers and love from Mrs. Pam - Tuesday, March 4, 2008 9:33 AM CST When the hell did you go to Holland? Now I'm confused!! I guess you're feeling a bit like, was it Bobby or Sue Ellen who had that dream sequence back in the 80's? Anyway...good thing you're a smart cookie...you'll be up to speed in no time, and if not...so what. I bet half the people on this sight couldn't tell you who the leader of our opposition party is. Relax your brain...I'll fill you in on all the important Oscar stuff tomorrow on our drive (sarcasm here)...we have much more important stuff to chat about that I will keep you abreast about! Anita Timpson <anitatimpson@rogers.com> - Monday, March 3, 2008 4:25 PM CST You're a great Mom and that's the really important part of 'who' you are. Everything else comes after that. I don't know you but I've read your journals for quite a while now and I love how you write.....from your heart - very honest. I can't imagine how hard life must be after losing a child but I think you have the strength to see you and your family through this trying time. Take care of yourself. Love & Peace, Renee www.caringbridge.org/canada/stephanie Renee <renee.simmons@sympatico.ca> London, ON Canada - Monday, March 3, 2008 12:39 AM CST I read that and thought about me tv shopping...what the hell is LCD, plasma...omg it gave me a headache. I used to be the one left to make the decisions and now I just can't do it. It was nice chatting with you awhile ago....I miss our talks. Love Deb xoxox Angel Katelyn's Mum, Deb <miraclegirl101@hotmail.com> - Monday, March 3, 2008 11:03 AM CST Thinking of you guys, as always. I know that this week will be a particularly tough one. Not that the others are any easier to get through, but know that I'm thinking of you all. I can't tell you how many times Kirkland comes to mind and puts a smile on my face like all the angels I know that have gone to heaven. It's so beautiful and comforting to know that we have love ones looking down on us and watching out for us from above. Love to all, Sharon. Sharon Kilbride <skilbride@hclaw.com> Toronto, ON Canada - Monday, March 3, 2008 8:53 AM CST Stopping by to let you know that I'm here praying! Psalms 55:22 Cast thy burden upon the LORD, and he shall sustain thee: he shall never suffer the righteous to be moved. Prayer Bears Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com> Seattle, WA United States - Monday, March 3, 2008 1:39 AM CST Kelly We always said our boys were just alike. It occured me to they both were born in March and died in Decemeber. Always thinking of you and Kirkland. ~~Happy Birthday Kirkland~~ I hope you and Lance have the biggest party ever. Tina & Angel Lance <mommy2alilheroplus1@comcast.net> - Sunday, March 2, 2008 10:44 PM CST Hi Switters, just hoping that you guys are doing okay. I love you all so much! Forever and Always, Rob xoxoxoxoxo Robin <rginocchi@rogers.com> - Sunday, March 2, 2008 6:15 PM CST Thinking about you guys today. Our thoughts and prayers continue for you. With Love Debbie www.caringbridge.org/visit/taryn debbie fogel <ejfdrf@sbcglobal.net> corona, ca usa - Sunday, March 2, 2008 3:33 PM CST Hi Kelly.Well where back as Deb told you.They all had a good time.Was nice to take the 3 girls with me.Hope you getting along better .Thinking of you all the time. Lots hugs and love .Angel Katelyns Gramma Jean Gramma Jean <jnewman@gosfieldtel.com> Ruthven, - Sunday, March 2, 2008 1:22 PM CST I got in around 10pm last night and one of the first things I did was stop by your page to check up on you. I was pretty beat so I came on this morning to sign in and let you know I was thinking of you. I hope you are having some luck planning your trip and find the perfect destination for the family that will give you what you need to help you heal. Oh that magic wand......where is it??? Love Deb XOXOX Angel Katelyns mum, Debbie <miraclegirl101@hotmail.com> - Sunday, March 2, 2008 10:26 AM CST Hi Switters...I do that too sometimes, when I look at all the pictures that I have around my place...I think to myself 'Is this real...has everything that has happened, REALLY happened?'...and I sometimes have a hard time believing that Kirky's in Heaven now...how can that be possible? Yes, Kirky did live and boy did he ever live in the BIGGEST ways!! It does feel like a dream, every once in a while...I can't even image what it feels like for you...thanks for sharing your thoughts with us. I love you so much! Big hugs and lotsa kisses...Trae tracey <traysea64@hotmail.com> - Saturday, March 1, 2008 8:22 PM CST Howdy, howdy...thinking of all of you...hugs. Anita Timpson <anitatimpson@rogers.com> - Saturday, March 1, 2008 5:56 PM CST Know that I'm praying right now! Jeremiah 17:7 Blessed is the man that trusteth in the LORD, and whose hope the LORD is. Prayer Bears Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com> Seattle, WA United States - Saturday, March 1, 2008 1:09 AM CST Ahhh, thanks for the little note posted Kelly. We just feel lucky to be a part of your lives and to be able to learn such valuable lessons from all of you. You and your family have actually done more for us than we have for you. We are richer for this experience. Yes, that carseat certainly did get used. Always here for you as you know. xo jacquie schmitt <jacquelineschmitt@yahoo.com> - Thursday, February 28, 2008 12:29 AM CST Just checking in...Rob xoxoxoxoxo Robin <rginocchi@rogers.com> - Thursday, February 28, 2008 11:36 AM CST Continuing to pray! Philippians 4:6-7 Be careful for nothing; but in every thing by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known unto God. And the peace of God, which passeth all understanding, shall keep your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus. Prayer Bears Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com> Seattle, WA United States - Thursday, February 28, 2008 0:40 AM CST Hi Switters, I was so glad to hear your voice today. Although it was a short talk it made me feel better. I worry about you so much and am constantly thinking about you and the guys. I miss you lots! Forever and Always, Rob xoxoxoxo Robin <rginocchi@rogers.com> - Tuesday, February 26, 2008 6:57 PM CST Hi Kelly, Just stopping in to say Hi I was going to sign the book last night but it was kinda past my bed time lol. Love you guys Love Ashlee www.caringbridge.org/canada/ashlee Ashlee aka Kirk's "auntie" Ashlee <mwccamper@yahoo.ca> - Tuesday, February 26, 2008 3:57 PM CST can u please update the website with kirkland photo the weshot with kirkland baby pic fairwind - Tuesday, February 26, 2008 2:10 PM CST I feel you when you wrote that their lives go on and ours stand still. Thinking of you always. Tina & Angel Lance <mommy2alilheroplus1@comcast.net> - Monday, February 25, 2008 8:48 PM CST such a wonderful pic u added of kirk i love the pic thanx fairwind - Monday, February 25, 2008 3:46 PM CST I pray for peace, strenght and know that Kirkland is right there guiding you through your days. Aaaww..Kelly, I know things will never be the same for you...but hold tight to yourself..you are a great Mom, friend, wife. Love you hun. Muriel <mur28@hotmail.com > - Monday, February 25, 2008 12:56 AM CST Sure wish there was something that I could do or say to somehow lessen the pain. Just know that my thoughts are with you everyday. Love Sharon. Sharon Kilbride <skilbride@hclaw.com> Toronto, ON Canada - Monday, February 25, 2008 12:07 AM CST Hey Kelly I'm back at school got in just before 7pm. I'm missing it there already. Thank you so much for the special things you gave me last night it means a lot to me Kirkie Auntie Ashlee Loves you :) Love Ash www.caringbridge.org/canada/ashlee Ash <mwccamper@yahoo.ca> Sudbury, - Sunday, February 24, 2008 8:00 PM CST Jacquie, I've just been sitting here looking at the newborn photo of Kirkland atop this page...and I glance at the infant carseat he's in. I smile as I recall that all six of our babies used that seat. And I've just come from the kids page on the Mito March website where I was just admiring your little Jakoba- she who occupied that seat, immediately preceeding Kirkland. And there's Micaela too, on the homepage- pouring her heart and soul into making and selling homemade dog biscuits for Kirk. Here they are...still sharing their lives with us... such sweet, beautiful, young girls; making their own difference in this big world! When you stop and think of it, it's so special how intertwined our kids' lives have become. I'm so grateful to have your entire family in our lives. xoxoxo luv Kelly Kelly <kilbridek@yahoo.com> - Sunday, February 24, 2008 6:00 PM CST Hi Switters...literally, as I'm writing this, someone has just requested 'Let it be' on the Beatles request weekend on Q-107...it seems to have helped to stop the tears, although my heart just aches so much for you. I miss you so very much buddy...keep helping mommy, okay? Kel, you're back - at least for today...your journal entry is up there with some of your best...very touching...I don't know what else to say. I love the pics of Kirky, Evan and Carsey-boy...what cutie-pies! I love you tons. Trae xoxox P.S. Found another penny yesterday! tracey <traysea64@hotmail.com> - Sunday, February 24, 2008 5:06 PM CST kelly sure wish you weren't hurting so deeply. but, realize that's not a possibilty. prayers and love from Mrs. Pam - Sunday, February 24, 2008 3:15 PM CST I miss you so much too Kirka! Forever and Always, Auntie Ra Ra xoxoxoxoxoxoxo Robin <rginocchi@rogers.com> - Sunday, February 24, 2008 11:00 AM CST What can i type.... your words are so in my mind and my heart. its just not right. it is such a struggle. i am so very sorry. i love you. love, davonne moma to my angel karlee beth atkins 11-14-02 - 8-10-04 mito complex 1&4 davonne <kipatkins@aol.com> seymour, tn - Sunday, February 24, 2008 10:27 AM CST Beautiful entry Kell. I love the new photos. Hope to see you this week. xo jacquie schmitt <jacquelineschmitt@yahoo.com> - Sunday, February 24, 2008 7:36 AM CST May your roots go down deep into the Lord and His Word. Continuing in prayer! Jeremiah 17:7-8 Blessed is the man that trusteth in the LORD, and whose hope the LORD is. For he shall be as a tree planted by the waters, and that spreadeth out her roots by the river, and shall not see when heat cometh, but her leaf shall be green; and shall not be careful in the year of drought, neither shall cease from yielding fruit. Prayer Bears Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com> Seattle, WA United States - Sunday, February 24, 2008 0:43 AM CST Beautiful entry Kelly, I can't type through my tears. ~Dawn dawn giles <kengiles@sympatico.ca> georgetown, on canada - Saturday, February 23, 2008 4:54 PM CST Kelly, I love the pic of Kirk when he was so teeny tiny!! He has such long fingers......so sweet. Isn't it amazing when we need it the most our Angels shine through and wrap their spirit around us??? Skye has been doing alot of that lately for me because her 2nd angel day is approaching on March 18th. Thank you for continuing to share your thoughts and feelings. I remember those first few months of grief and living without Skye, it was and is so HARD. I think you described it perfectly, it is like waking up from a coma and trying to get back to life, sending you a huge hug from across the miles. Know I'm always here checking on you and always here carrying Kirk in my heart! God Bless with much love and hope! www.caringbridge.org/oh/skyecoleycole Tamm <Tamm06@aol.com> - Saturday, February 23, 2008 4:01 PM CST I love the new pics. Looks like your writing block gave you a reprieve - wow Kelly - big lump in my throat and tears in my eyes...wish I could give you a hug......xoxoxo sue coulighan <jcoulighan@cogeco.ca> - Saturday, February 23, 2008 1:15 PM CST please add more photo of kirk on website an or webshot Fairwind <raymondlam479472@hotmail.com> - Friday, February 22, 2008 4:38 PM CST Hi guess i havent been on for a while so happy belated birthday. You are 16 now right.lol Guess you know like Deb i want be here for 9 days but will be thinking of you. I also know you realy wanted to go with us,as one of my daughters. Take care love you.Angel katelyns Gramma Jean Gramma Jean <jnewman@gosfieldtel.com> Ruthven, - Friday, February 22, 2008 9:59 AM CST Just hoping your week went well. I love you all so much! Forever and Always, Rob xoxoxox Robin <rginocchi@rogers.com> - Friday, February 22, 2008 9:43 AM CST Thinking about you on this beautiful snowy Friday morning. Hope your week has been a good one. Love to all, Sharon. Sharon Kilbride <skilbride@hclaw.com> Toronto, ON Canada - Friday, February 22, 2008 8:48 AM CST Always keep your eyes on the Lord no matter what happens. Know I'm still praying! Psalms 40:1-4a I waited patiently for the LORD; and he inclined unto me, and heard my cry. He brought me up also out of an horrible pit, out of the miry clay, and set my feet upon a rock, and established my goings. And he hath put a new song in my mouth, even praise unto our God: many shall see it, and fear, and shall trust in the LORD. Blessed is that man that maketh the LORD his trust... Prayer Bears Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com> Seattle, WA United States - Friday, February 22, 2008 0:45 AM CST Hey there.....I will be gone for 9 days so I thought I would stop by and let you know I will still be thinking of you while I'm on vacation.... Love Deb xoxoxox Angel Katelyn's Mum, Deb <miraclegirl101@hotmail.com> - Thursday, February 21, 2008 3:47 PM CST Just thinking about you all Love Me xoxoxox Lisa Mackay <lisa29mackay@yahoo.ca> Goergetown, on ca - Thursday, February 21, 2008 11:38 AM CST Dear Snubbed, I'm sorry for not returning your call. Glad you had a great trip...yes we will be travelling probably week after March break...destination still unconfirmed...probably Yamaica!! Gerry told me he'd called you. Your mother's been asking about you too. We all love u. LOLxoxox sniff Bad sis <neglectful@s-in-law@gtown.com> - Wednesday, February 20, 2008 7:25 PM CST Just came by for a visit...I am glad that you can share your thoughts with your CB friends. Cheri Spiteri <jcspiteri@rogers.com> - Wednesday, February 20, 2008 5:49 PM CST Hi Switters, just checking in. Hope you have a good week at work. It's funny that Trace found a lucky penny and saw a lady bug. I found a lady bug in our bathroom on Sunday and Eric found a penny yesterday on the way to swimming. Our "Kirkie" jar is filling up quite nicely. I love you all so much!! Forever and always, Rob xo P.S. You keep writing...whatever helps okay?:) Robin <rginocchi@rogers.com> - Wednesday, February 20, 2008 5:16 PM CST Taking a break from the journal doesn't include all emails and phone calls. FS - Feeling Snubbed Pouty <snubbed@sad.ca> Sad Town, - Wednesday, February 20, 2008 2:13 PM CST You said: " P.S. If you should visit one day and find a weird senseless paragraph in place of a journal entry, remember that, albeit incomplete, it'll possibly eventually turn into some profound thought to be included in my book and it simply needs to be spewed out for safe-keeping...even if it makes no sense to you. Actually...probably kinda similar to that which you've just read (or should I say tried to read?) LOL" You mean kinda like when you've started a thought process in your head, and start talking about it halfway through and expect me to understand what the hell you're talking about? LOL Anita <anitatimpson@rogers.com> - Wednesday, February 20, 2008 7:58 AM CST Paul, by the inspiration of the Holy Ghost, certainly wrote long sentences at times. But the words are always powerful! I hope these words touch your heart. Know that I'm still here praying as always! Ephesians 2:4-9 But God, who is rich in mercy, for his great love wherewith he loved us, Even when we were dead in sins, hath quickened us together with Christ, (by grace ye are saved;) And hath raised us up together, and made us sit together in heavenly places in Christ Jesus: That in the ages to come he might shew the exceeding riches of his grace in his kindness toward us through Christ Jesus. For by grace are ye saved through faith; and that not of yourselves: it is the gift of God: Not of works, lest any man should boast. Prayer Bears Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com> Seattle, WA United States - Wednesday, February 20, 2008 1:45 AM CST Hey Jacquie...that's not very reassuring considering who you eat lunch with everyday!! LMAO xoxo Kelly <welovemikeandmark@fairwind.ca> - Tuesday, February 19, 2008 9:37 PM CST Hi Switters...I understand what you wrote, plus, we did have those talks on the weekend...I have faith that you'll do what works and what's best for you. I love you so much. Hugs and kisses for everyone. Love Trae P.S. Kirky, thanks for the lucky penny today...and the ladybug on that shirt in the store window...love you always buddy xoxox tracey <traysea64@hotmail.com> - Tuesday, February 19, 2008 5:51 PM CST Hi Kelly, I drop in a couple times a week just to check in and see how you are. You are an amazing person and I don't think you give yourself enough credit for what you have been through. I know I certainly look up to you! I found your reading really interesting. Just know we (my family) are always thinking about you guys. Keep up with the writing I think it makes alot more sense to us than you think! Lots of love and prayers, Lynda xoxo Lynda dix <lynda.dix@sourcemedical.com> mississauga, ontario canada - Tuesday, February 19, 2008 3:20 PM CST Sounds good to me Kell. You make way more sense than some of the people I eat lunch with every day:) Look forward to seeing you this week. xo jacquie schmitt <jacquelineschmitt@yahoo.com> - Tuesday, February 19, 2008 12:46 AM CST kelly every thing you say makes sense to me.... prayers and love from Mrs. Pam - Tuesday, February 19, 2008 11:11 AM CST Thinking of you today. Tina & Angel Lance <mommy2alilheroplus1@comcast.net> - Tuesday, February 19, 2008 10:29 AM CST Kelly, I am one of the people Anita wrote about, I do not have the expectations of your writing and I definitely do not want you to feel obligated to continue the same pattern as you have. I know I am one of 'those moms' so what I just wrote may not be viewed the same as myself but I agree that anyone who knows or loves you will continue to be there for you regardless of your journaling or if you wish to take a much deserved break. Do what is best for YOU.... I do think that you should continue to write somewhere, on a pad of paper, even point form....I stopped making entries in my daily book after Katelyn passed and those feelings passed, never to be recaptured and I wish I had. Love you, Deb xoxox Angel Katelyn's Mum, Deb <miraclegirl101@hotmail.com> - Tuesday, February 19, 2008 9:56 AM CST Uh huh. I don't know how to pussy foot around anything, so I'll just come right out with it; Kelly, I have known you and yor writing for many many years. Right from your speech on the Mennonites in grade 8 to minny history essays, to your father's euology, to Kirky's euology, to now this. Writing, for you and for most, has always been a creative outlet, almost cathartic. You are one of 'those' people that has always been articulate, writing generally comes easy, and you are able to communicate any thought for the layman. You are most definately your father's daughter. Then, Kirky came into your life and for almost 7 years you were able to use Caringbridge, this journal, to write about his process, your process, the meaning of life, the meaning of death, and so many many lessons. You wore your heart on your sleeve for all to see. We (those of us who read this site) were voyeurs into your life. Often left amazed, often left sad, and often left happy. You provided us with those emotions through your writing. You can only provide that kind of emotion to us by exuding your own amazement, pain, and happiness. And now...you are drained. Now, you are at a lost. Now, you somehow feel that you still have to be accountable to all of us who have loved and supported you for so many years. Well, Kelly, I am here to tell you that no one feels that you have to continue writing about anything or nothing. We have been blessed and honoured that you have included us for as long as you did, but, sweetie, your words tell me that you need a break. Not necessarily from writing period, but perhaps from this venue. Maybe for a week, maybe for a month, maybe for a year. Maybe it's time you switched to a writing medium that is personal, only for you. A medium where you don't have to seperate the two Kelly's. A medium where you don't have to explain yourself or your emotions to anyone. Maybe, it's time to write for selfish reasons. We all love you. We all support you. I don't often speak on behalf of anyone, but I am pretty sure that anyone who knows and loves you, would agree, that you do not need to feel obligated to us. You do not need to feel you 'owe' us. You do not need to provide anything for us. Take a break from us! We're not going anywhere while you do...no need to apologize for your writing, no need to explain... You worry so much about other people and are always taking care of others. You nourish us with your words....but.... Give yourself permission to stop feeling responsible for our "Kirky Fix". Give yourself permission to take a leave from this site. Give yourself permission to 'figure it out' without the rest of us watching. I love you very much, Kel. Anita <anitatimpson@rogers.com> - Tuesday, February 19, 2008 7:46 AM CST I totally understand. I don't need to say anything more :( Shannon <sleveille@hotmail.com> - Tuesday, February 19, 2008 1:43 AM CST Read your reading, not sure I believe in all of it, however from someone who knew you way back when, I can certainly agree with this... "You won’t fail. You just will not fail! You were designed to be successful". Blake <bquies@rogers.com> Toronto, on ca - Monday, February 18, 2008 6:15 PM CST HAPPY BIRTHDAY, KELLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Know that I'm here praying! Psalms 91:9-11 Because thou hast made the LORD, which is my refuge, even the most High, thy habitation; There shall no evil befall thee, neither shall any plague come nigh thy dwelling. For he shall give his angels charge over thee, to keep thee in all thy ways. Prayer Bears Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com> Seattle, WA United States - Monday, February 18, 2008 1:01 AM CST Happy Birthday Kelly:) dawn giles <kengiles@sympatico.ca> georgetown, on canada - Sunday, February 17, 2008 2:56 PM CST ♫♫♫♫ ôôôôôôô♫♫♫♫ Hippo Birdie Two Ewes, Hippo Birdie Two Ewes, Hippo Birdie Deer Kelly Hippo Birdie Two Ewes, Have a glorious day! Hugs Maire & Kasey ôôôôôôô♫♫♫♫ôôôôôôô ps the funny things are supposed to be single eighth notes. LOL Maire Ketola <maire.ketola@sympatico.ca> Brampton, On Canada - Sunday, February 17, 2008 11:12 AM CST Happy Birthday Kelly!!! Love Deb XOXOX Angel Katelyn's Mum, Deb <miraclegirl101@hotmail.com> - Sunday, February 17, 2008 10:49 AM CST Who's birthday is it today? Oh, it's Kelly's birthday!!! Happy Birthday to you, Happy Birthday to you.....Happy Birthday Dear Kelly, Happy Birthday to you! Hope you have fun. I love you to bits! Love, Julie xoxoxo Scarborough, - Sunday, February 17, 2008 10:25 AM CST Hi Switters, that is such a nice article about Scott. He is so sweet to want to keep helping Kirkie!! It's amazing what people want to do to help! I love you all so much. I hope the guys are doing well in their hockey tournament and I will talk to you tomarrow. Have a peaceful night. Forever, Rob xoxoxoxo Robin <rginocchi@rogers.com> - Saturday, February 16, 2008 6:26 PM CST Thinking of you guys these days... Thats awsome about kirks fund growing, what an inspiration. Hope you are able to find some sleep... sorry bout the writers block - I hear ya... Always thinking of Kirk. Keely www.caringbridge.org/visit/brandonandtyler Keely winnipeg, Canada - Saturday, February 16, 2008 10:11 AM CST Know that I care and am still here praying! Psalms 34:1-4 I will bless the LORD at all times: his praise shall continually be in my mouth. My soul shall make her boast in the LORD: the humble shall hear thereof, and be glad. O magnify the LORD with me, and let us exalt his name together. I sought the LORD, and he heard me, and delivered me from all my fears. Prayer Bears Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com> Seattle, WA United States - Saturday, February 16, 2008 1:19 AM CST Wow, that is great, there sure are some special people out there! Love Deb XOXOX Angel Katelyn's Mum, Deb <miraclegirl101@hotmail.com> Wheatley, - Friday, February 15, 2008 7:40 PM CST Happy Valentine's Day Kirky...I miss you so much buddy...I found a lucky dime yesterday and smiled. Hope everyone had a great day and that it was filled with lots of love and fun. I love you all...tons of hugs and kisses P.S. Scott, thank you for being such a caring, wonderful friend to Kirkland! tracey <traysea64@hotmail.com> - Thursday, February 14, 2008 7:53 PM CST Happy Valentines Day to my little man in heaven. Sure hope you & Boo are enjoying all that Valentine chocoalte that surley must be in heaven. Enjoy Thinking of the two of you' luv Aunt Coco conn Leamington, - Thursday, February 14, 2008 3:04 PM CST Happy Valentines Day... Angel Katelyn's Mum, Deb <miraclegirl101@hotmail.com> - Thursday, February 14, 2008 10:18 AM CST how far is Scott willing to travel? i imagine he'll raise lots of $$$ for Sick Kids in honor of Kirkland. prayers and love from Mrs. Pam - Thursday, February 14, 2008 9:57 AM CST How exciting Kelly, and what a great idea. What a wonderful person Scott must be. He sure looks like he's having a great time shovelling that snow. Sure hope you're enjoying this sunny Valentine's Day. Love to all, Sharon Sharon Kilbride <skilbride@hclaw.com> Toronto, On Canada - Thursday, February 14, 2008 9:13 AM CST We read this psalm at our Lenten service tonight. I wanted to share a portion of it with you. Praying! Psalms 116:1-5 I love the LORD, because he hath heard my voice and my supplications. Because he hath inclined his ear unto me, therefore will I call upon him as long as I live. The sorrows of death compassed me, and the pains of hell gat hold upon me: I found trouble and sorrow. Then called I upon the name of the LORD; O LORD, I beseech thee, deliver my soul. Gracious is the LORD, and righteous; yea, our God is merciful. Prayer Bears Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com> Seattle, WA United States - Thursday, February 14, 2008 1:08 AM CST Kelly, Thanks for sharing the transcript.....I'm looking into seeing a medium or psychic myself....I feel nuts for doing it but I think it will help. My writing also totally changed after Skye went to Heaven. I felt like I didn't have that same spark in my writing and it was weird not to write updates about Skye, eventually though it all came back. I write another blog so if you ever interested let me know I'll be happy to share it with you. It's the pits we are wakling this journey together but I'm glad to know you, you're incredible in everyway! With all the signs I've been getting from Skye lately I know she is just living it up there in heaven with all her Angel Friends. Always carrying Kirk in my heart! Much love and hope! Tamm <Tamm06@aol.com> - Wednesday, February 13, 2008 9:00 PM CST Kelly isnt it the pits when you cant sleep.I get it every once in a while and hate it.Sleep 15 or 30 min amd up for 4 hours or more.Mybe we should get together for coffee some night. Take care love and hugs Angel Katelyns Gramma Jean And also Kirks gramma-in-law.lol Gramma Jean <jnewman@gosfieldtel.com> Ruthven, - Wednesday, February 13, 2008 8:47 PM CST Hi, I know it's been awhile, I do check in often just don't write, I love the new pics and loved the journal entry on your reading...I think of you often..~Dawn dawn giles <kengiles@sympatico.ca> georgetown, on canada - Wednesday, February 13, 2008 6:53 PM CST For someone who thinks she's doing very little, you're certainly a busy lady....LOL. Love Sharon Sharon Kilbride <skilbride@hclaw.com> Toronto, ON Canada - Wednesday, February 13, 2008 11:54 AM CST Those pics are beautiful..since I only met Kirk when he was turning into the young man waiting for the love of his life and wanting to be the older macho man that he was....I love seeing all these new pics of him when he was small, at the time that I never knew him. Love you guys, Deb Angel Katelyn's Mum, Deb <miraclegirl101@hotmail.com> - Wednesday, February 13, 2008 10:01 AM CST LOL...yup, got it. It must be weird to start feeling some control over your time...well, as much control that you can have with two kids and a husband! As for writer's block, maybe it's your dad's intervention and therefore forcing you to REST. Good ole Bob! Anita <anitatimpson@rogers.com> - Wednesday, February 13, 2008 8:35 AM CST Hugs to you..... Love Deb Angel Katelyn's Mum, Deb <miraclegirl101@hotmail.com> - Tuesday, February 12, 2008 9:43 PM CST Awesome! Thank you soo much. Hugs,Maire & Kasey Maire Ketola <maire.ketola@sympatico.ca> Brampton, On Canada - Tuesday, February 12, 2008 7:46 AM CST Praying right now! Romans 8:15-18 For ye have not received the spirit of bondage again to fear; but ye have received the Spirit of adoption, whereby we cry, Abba, Father. The Spirit itself beareth witness with our spirit, that we are the children of God: And if children, then heirs; heirs of God, and joint-heirs with Christ; if so be that we suffer with him, that we may be also glorified together. For I reckon that the sufferings of this present time are not worthy to be compared with the glory which shall be revealed in us. Prayer Bears Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com> Seattle, WA United States - Tuesday, February 12, 2008 0:28 AM CST wow... thank you so much for sharing that. Christine Coleman <irish9229@yahoo.ca> Georegtown, On Canada - Monday, February 11, 2008 9:31 PM CST thanx for sharing it . please add more photo of kirk and his life photo on webshot please i loved to see more photo of kirk. Fairwind - Monday, February 11, 2008 8:13 PM CST Wow Kelly Thanks for sharing that with us :) Love always Ash www.caringbridge.org/canada/ashlee Ashlee aka Kirk's Auntie Ashlee <mwccamper@yahoo.ca> Stown, Ontario - Monday, February 11, 2008 6:18 PM CST WOW...what a ton of work...thanks for sharing. Sounds like you had an amazing visit with Karen. Keep well and get lots of rest. Love Sharon Sharon Kilbride <skilbride@hclaw.com> Toronto, ON Canada - Monday, February 11, 2008 1:38 PM CST Hi Switters, I'm so glad the reading went well. As I was reading it, Maddie was on the "phone" to Kirkie and she said he was lying on his bed and playing. He is happy and so is Bisnonna, Bisnonno and Grandpa! I really hope that one day Kirka does come and visit her and Eric. Thanks for taking the time to post the reading..what a job to get that done. I love you with all my heart, Rob xoxoxoxo Robin <rginocchi@rogers.com> - Monday, February 11, 2008 10:05 AM CST Thank you so very much Kelly. Muriel <mur28@hotmail.com > - Monday, February 11, 2008 9:30 AM CST Hi just checking in.What a update.Hope all is well with you all.Lots hugs and love . Angel Katelyns Gramma Jean Gramma Jean <jnewman@gosfieldtel.com> Ruthven, - Sunday, February 10, 2008 9:11 PM CST Wow! prayers and love from Mrs. Pam - Sunday, February 10, 2008 6:45 PM CST I'm glad I could keep an open again. Ok, that's was cool, very very interesting and honest. I also feel re-assured that I should have more confidence in my intuition (did I spell that right...lol) instead of thinking I am imagining things all the time. Thanks for typing all that....I see you are ignoring the advise..lol...well kinda. Love, Jule Julie <julieanter@rogers.com> - Sunday, February 10, 2008 1:21 AM CST chronicles,chronicles,chronicles,chronicles,chronicles, chronicles, chronicles, chronicles, chronicles...there's a reason i teach primary, ya know! Anita <oxfordcouldnthelpme@cantspell.com> - Saturday, February 9, 2008 6:41 PM CST Hi Switters...WOW! Thanks so much for taking the huge amount of time to type all of that...I'm so glad dad also came through to 'advise' you (another wise soul!). I feel SO honoured to be in a family of such wise ones...how can I ever go wrong in this life!! Luckily, I do learn something every once in a while.LOL I hope you're feeling well...love you tons...talk to you soon xoxoxo tracey <traysea64@hotmail.com> - Saturday, February 9, 2008 5:41 PM CST ...chronicles...still fixing your spelling!! xoxo LOl Kelly <oxfordlearning@spellingremedial.ca> - Saturday, February 9, 2008 3:46 PM CST Man, that represents a tonne of work! Very interesting read, for sure. I have to agree with the idea of you resting...you wont listen to us mere mortals here on earth, so hopefully you will take the advisement of your spiritual 'guides' and...just rest. Way to go, Bob! Your 'grieving' issues are alot clearer now, don't you think? Kirk really has taught you well and prepared you in a way that so few could accept...I'm so glad that Karen was able to articulate Kirk's feelings about that. I'm thinking that it's not that you're 'strong' or 'coping' or 'brave' during this time, but you are...accepting. Yes, accepting, that's the word. A whole different kind of 'grief'...I think we need a different word for you, one that isn't so negative. Don't get me wrong, I know there are times (poor Gale,lol) and grief is the right word, but there is something, something....something that encompasses understanding with peace with acceptance with nourishment. Aha...you're going to find that new word when you write your book. Thanks for sharing the trasnscript...and for inviting me along...that was certainly a day for the Kelly and Anita Chronicals. Anita <anitatimpson@rogers.com> - Saturday, February 9, 2008 2:13 PM CST Sorry I've been away from the computer for a few days. Still been praying but wanted to share such special verses that remind us all that much more importantly the Holy Spirit Himself is praying for each of us perfectly according to His Will. Romans 8:26-27 Likewise the Spirit also helpeth our infirmities: for we know not what we should pray for as we ought: but the Spirit itself maketh intercession for us with groanings which cannot be uttered. And he that searcheth the hearts knoweth what is the mind of the Spirit, because he maketh intercession for the saints according to the will of God. Prayer Bears Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com> Seattle, WA United States - Saturday, February 9, 2008 1:06 AM CST Hi Kelly, Just stopping by to say HI yeah I know it's quarter after ten I should start the med thing, I will in about 5 min . Good night Love you Love Ash XXXOOO www.caringbridge.org/canada/ashlee Ashlee aka Kirk's Auntie Ashlee <mwccamper@yahoo.ca> Sudbury, ONT - Friday, February 8, 2008 9:17 PM CST Hi Switters, that story/poem was very touching...you could have wrote it yourself. Every bit helps.Thanks Darla. I love you and the guys so much. Forever and Always, Rob xoxoxo Robin <rginocchi@rogers.com> - Friday, February 8, 2008 4:58 PM CST WOW Kelly that was some poem. It sure hit home for Debbie & Brian. My heart goes out to all of you famlies who have been thru having a sick child or family member. One thing thou is you all know how precious time is with your child. You don't go thru life thinking "OH I HAVE TOMMORROW" It's a lesson we all need to keep in mind. Have a good weekend. Luv Conn Conn <conie.beacom@symaptico.ca> Leamington, - Friday, February 8, 2008 10:58 AM CST Kelly doesnt that letter just say everything.We always wonder why our love one goes and we stay.Thats the way with Katelyn,if i could have gone for her i would have.Ive had a life. Hope your doing ok. Lots hugs,love to you all. Angel Katelyns Gramma Jean Gramma Jean <jnewman@gosfieldtel.com> Ruthven, - Friday, February 8, 2008 10:25 AM CST Hi Kelly It was really great seeing you and Lisa on Monday. You continue to amaze and inspire me! Let's do it again soon! xoxo Christine Coleman <irish9229@yahoo.ca> Georgetown, Ont Canada - Thursday, February 7, 2008 10:09 AM CST That poem is amazing!! I was thinking of you and thought I would drop by. Thanks for all of your support as well. Enjoy the snow! Shannon <sleveille@hotmail.com> Bowmanville, - Thursday, February 7, 2008 5:23 AM CST Hey there... Don't worry about not asking me about the poem, I am honored you chose to post it. :) I have been thinking about you, wondering how you are doing. I think it is often hard for people to understand the "peace" one might feel when a loved one passes away when we as Christians know they are in a much better place without suffering or sorrow. Like you mentioned, it is we who are left behind and have to deal with the lonely feeling. I have had a miscarriage at almost 4 months so have a tiny glimpse of losing a child, nothing as you have gone through, and yet, as a person with strong faith I would like to believe I too would have peace about my child leaving this earth. I am sure there are and will be times of contemplation and times that you miss your little guy though... Anyway, I am going on here... Please know I am here if you ever need a friend. www.caringbridge.org/ia/mitomomof9 (Asenath and Zipporrah) Darla Klein <honeybear50317@msn.com> Des Moines, Iowa USA - Wednesday, February 6, 2008 11:43 PM CST One month tomorrow! Yup...hating this white mud as much as you are...flights have been cancelled all day (scott) and schools are closed...long day at the Timpson household. Did you have the ginger tea?? As for 'grief'...hmmmm...maybe that's what your book should be on. (either way, I don't care, as long as I get to Oprah) Anita <lotsasnow@ontario.com> snowville ontario, - Wednesday, February 6, 2008 6:35 PM CST Hi Switters, I am looking forward to hearing what Karen had to say. I really am hoping that you are feeling better in every sense. I hope we can get together soon when things are better. I love you all so much! Forever and always, Rob xoxoxo Robin <rginocchi@rogers.com> - Wednesday, February 6, 2008 3:12 PM CST Hi Kelly, Glad the reading went well. Can't wait to read about it...thank you for including all of us. Love from both Brandon & I. Muriel <mur28@hotmail.com > - Wednesday, February 6, 2008 11:40 AM CST Looking forward to reading all about your trip to the psychic. Hope you're having a much better day. Cheers, Sharon. Love to all. Sharon Kilbride <skilbride@hclaw.com> Toronto, ON Canada - Wednesday, February 6, 2008 8:56 AM CST Good morning Kell, Thinking of you. Another snow day...yeh!! Looking forward to hearing what the psychic had to say. Enjoy the day with the boys. jacquie schmitt <jacquelineschmitt@yahoo.com> - Wednesday, February 6, 2008 8:16 AM CST Hi Switters...sounds like things went well with your visit to Karen...can't wait to hear what transpired, but I will...the typing will be a long process for sure! Hope you're feeling better today...I have a bit of a head cold myself...so much crap going around at work, so it finally got me. Take care of yourself...lots of hugs for everyone xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx tracey <traysea64@hotmail.com> - Tuesday, February 5, 2008 2:34 PM CST Good Morning Kelly, I just dropped by to say hi. You and Kirk were on my heart and mind this morning. I hope your visit with the psychic went well. I've always wanted to go to one myself but I've been too afraid. That doesn't make sense does it? LOL. Always praying for you, and always carrying Kirk in my heart! ((((((((huge Hugs)))))))) www.caringbridge.org/oh/skyecoleycole Tamm <Tamm06@aol.com> - Tuesday, February 5, 2008 7:14 AM CST I hope you got some good signs from Super Kirk! I can`t wait to hear about it... Love Deb Angel Katelyn's Mum, Deb <miraclegirl101@hotmail.com> - Monday, February 4, 2008 7:52 PM CST Hi Kelly, Hope your trip to the phyic was good. Hope you feel better and I'll keep checking in you you. xo Muriel <mur28@hotmail.com > - Monday, February 4, 2008 11:36 AM CST Hi Kelly...sure hope the trip to the psychic was a good one. Thinking about you guys and wishing that you do get away on a nice trip somewhere warm for a week of R&R. Love to all, Sharon Sharon Kilbride <skilbride@hclaw.com> Toronto, ON Canada - Monday, February 4, 2008 9:03 AM CST Know that I'm still here praying! Revelation 21:1-4 And I saw a new heaven and a new earth: for the first heaven and the first earth were passed away; and there was no more sea. And I John saw the holy city, new Jerusalem, coming down from God out of heaven, prepared as a bride adorned for her husband. And I heard a great voice out of heaven saying, Behold, the tabernacle of God is with men, and he will dwell with them, and they shall be his people, and God himself shall be with them, and be their God. And God shall wipe away all tears from their eyes; and there shall be no more death, neither sorrow, nor crying, neither shall there be any more pain: for the former things are passed away. Prayer Bears Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com> Seattle, WA United States - Monday, February 4, 2008 0:12 AM CST Hi Kelly, Gerry and boys Just stopping by to say hello, was thinking of you guys today. Love Ash www.caringbridge.org/canada/ashlee Ash <mwccamper@yahoo.ca> Sudbury, Ontario - Saturday, February 2, 2008 1:26 PM CST Praying! Isaiah 63:9 In all their affliction he was afflicted, and the angel of his presence saved them: in his love and in his pity he redeemed them; and he bare them, and carried them all the days of old. Prayer Bears Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com> Seattle, WA United States - Saturday, February 2, 2008 0:04 AM CST That was really nice Kelly' Thanx for sharing it.It is so TRUE. Have a good weekend my friend. Say hi to the family. Luv Conn Connie <connie .beacom@symaptico.ca> Leamington, ON - Friday, February 1, 2008 12:54 AM CST Hi Switters! What a nice poem and as Trace said, the tears are flowing quite steady right now. I miss Kirkie so much. Anyway, I hope the guys are out enjoying AND shoveling the snow. We'll attempt it after a nap. I've got a cold so the energy is a bit low today. Anyway, I love all of you with all my heart. Forever, Rob xoxoxo Robin <rginocchi@rogers.com> - Friday, February 1, 2008 12:15 AM CST Hi Switters...I'm sure you guys must be getting LOTS of snow! I have a snow day today...yippee! Hope you're all doing well...love you so much xoxox P.S. I love those pictures of you and Kirky, but boy, did the tears start flowing...so precious tracey <traysea64@hotmail.com> - Friday, February 1, 2008 8:16 AM CST Hi Kelly that was a nice message. I love the way Kirkie and you are looking at each other. and holding hands. We are having our first Snow Day this year (school year, that is). So I will be staying put all weekend while the weather hopefully warms up, and will head to the post office on Tuesday with your letter that is now at school. prayers and love from Mrs. Pam - Friday, February 1, 2008 7:00 AM CST Kelly sure hits home.I meet a lady from Corwall when Doug was in the hospital in London 4 years ago.Her daughter was in at that time.We stayed in the same place and have been great friends since.We both say God knew when we need each other. Hope all is well and glad you and Deb had a good talk yesterday. Lots hugs,loveand prayers Angel Katleyns Gramma Jean Gramma Jean <jnewman@gosfieldtel.com> Ruthven, - Thursday, January 31, 2008 9:36 PM CST Wow, I have goosebumps after reading that.....I was just telling Brian 10 minutes prior to reading this that he must have crossed paths with a certain person today for a reason....a guys who's niece is in the hospital right now.... That poem is beautifully written an really hits home. I know our paths crossed at the most important time in my life...as we spoke about yesterday, I truly believe in it!! Love you guys, Deb XOXOX Angel Katelyn's Mum, Deb <miraclegirl101@hotmail.com> - Thursday, January 31, 2008 6:38 PM CST That's very strange. I was thinking about that very topic on my way to work this morning. How people come into our lives for a lesson. We must be from the same spirit group. Keith <kwktor@yahoo.ca> Toronto, On Canada - Thursday, January 31, 2008 11:56 AM CST Reason, Season, and Lifetime... Anita <anitatimpson@rogers.com> - Thursday, January 31, 2008 9:43 AM CST Know that I'm still here praying! Psalms 36:5-7 Thy mercy, O LORD, is in the heavens; and thy faithfulness reacheth unto the clouds. Thy righteousness is like the great mountains; thy judgments are a great deep: O LORD, thou preservest man and beast. How excellent is thy lovingkindness, O God! therefore the children of men put their trust under the shadow of thy wings. Prayer Bears Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com> Seattle, WA United States - Thursday, January 31, 2008 0:57 AM CST That's a nice message. Those pictures are precious! Christine Coleman <irish9229@yahoo.ca> Georgetown, On Canada - Wednesday, January 30, 2008 9:19 PM CST Hi Switters...thanks so much for sharing that message that you received from Jacquie...it really does make us think about the people in our lives. Hope you've been having a good week. Love you xoxox tracey <traysea64@hotmail.com> - Wednesday, January 30, 2008 5:30 PM CST Thinking of you, so I thought I'd drop by to say hello. Sharon Sharon Kilbride <skilbride@hclaw.com> Toronto, ON Canada - Wednesday, January 30, 2008 8:50 AM CST Just checking in, thinking of you! dawn giles <kengiles@sympatico.ca> georgetown, on canada - Wednesday, January 30, 2008 8:33 AM CST Wondering how you are doing... Love Deb Angel Katelyn's Mum, Deb <miraclegirl101@hotmail.com> - Tuesday, January 29, 2008 7:47 PM CST Hi everyone...just dropping in and checking up on you all. Anita <anitatimpson@rogers.com> - Tuesday, January 29, 2008 3:11 PM CST Hi Switters, just checking in. I hope that everything went well for you on Monday. Love you tons! Rob xoxoxo Robin <rginocchi@rogers.com> - Tuesday, January 29, 2008 9:22 AM CST These verses contain the reason why we have the hope of life to come. Know that I'm here praying so hard! Ephesians 1:17-20 That the God of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of glory, may give unto you the spirit of wisdom and revelation in the knowledge of him: The eyes of your understanding being enlightened; that ye may know what is the hope of his calling, and what the riches of the glory of his inheritance in the saints, And what is the exceeding greatness of his power to us-ward who believe, according to the working of his mighty power, Which he wrought in Christ, when he raised him from the dead, and set him at his own right hand in the heavenly places, Prayer Bears Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com> Seattle, WA United States - Tuesday, January 29, 2008 0:12 AM CST Well...hello once again my little Fairwind friend!!! My my...I'm going to have to make this my full-time job and then I won't be able to teach at Fairwind... ah ha...that's your alterior motive isn't it? LOL Mrs. Kilbride!! <kilbridek@yahoo.com> - Monday, January 28, 2008 4:54 PM CST thanks for the photos of kirk please do add more pics of him when uj do have time and please try to update both the webshote with photos of kirk and update the journeals more often thanks Ffairwind - Monday, January 28, 2008 3:18 PM CST Hi Switters, just checking in. I finally made Maddie's canopy thing. Not bad considering the last time I used a sewing machine was in Gr.8 home ec. Thanks for the loan. Anyway I hope hockey went okay and you managed with all the gear. Have a good day and I'll talk to you soon. Love you all tons! Rob xoxoxo Robin <rginocchi@rogers.com> - Sunday, January 27, 2008 10:36 AM CST Hi Kelly.Hope you are doing ok today. Today we are getting together at Connies.She is calling it a Dads day and having Dougs favorite meal.Fish. It will be 3years on Tuesday the 29th since we lost Doug.My the time goes seems like yesterday. Wish we could bring back the days of him and Katelyn.Just like you do about Kirk. Oh well better get of that subject as it cant be. Take care and lots of hugs and love to you all. Angel Katelyns Gramma Jean Gramma Jean <jnewman@gosfieldtel.com> Ruthven, - Sunday, January 27, 2008 10:24 AM CST Cripes! We were supposed to go for coffee this past week :-( How about tomorrow (Monday) evening?? Christine Coleman <irish9229@yahoo.ca> Georgetown, On Canada - Sunday, January 27, 2008 10:14 AM CST Hi Switters...I have an idea!! I'll call you later. Love you so much xoxox tracey <traysea64@hotmail.com> - Saturday, January 26, 2008 4:48 PM CST Hi Kelly. Boy, where did another week go? I guess when it's busy enough, but I could do without the insurance complications. Can't be helped, and hopefully they are truly looking out for me. I can relate to your "go figure" comment. I try to KOKO (keep on keeping on, or something like that). Take good care! Hugs, Maire & Kasey Maire Ketola Brampton, On Canada - Saturday, January 26, 2008 9:22 AM CST Hey Kelly, Wow sounds like you have had a busy week and are going to have a super busy weekend being a hockey Mom. I'm in the midst of planing a trip to jo-jo's I'm so excited about it . Other than that not much new here, except the meeting yesterday with the don and supervisor went well, I fell so much better about being here at school. Well better go make lunch and get some water or juice. Love Ash XXXXOOOO www.caringbridge.org/canada/ashlee Ps love the angel pic of Kirkie :) Ashlee aka Kirk's Auntie Ashlee <mwccamper@yahoo.ca> Stown , Ontario - Friday, January 25, 2008 10:48 AM CST Nothing like a trip to the gym to get that energy juice running...enjoy your day! Love to all, Sharon. Sharon Kilbride <skilbride@hclaw.com> Toronto, ON Canada - Friday, January 25, 2008 10:42 AM CST You wouldn't have even gotten me to the top of the hill!! lol Couldn't you just picture me coming down with a gimped back..quite the site. Take care, Love Deb Angel Katelyn's Mum, Deb <miraclegirl101@hotmail.com> - Friday, January 25, 2008 10:06 AM CST There is hope in the Lord! Praying right now! Psalms 16:7-9 I will bless the LORD, who hath given me counsel: my reins also instruct me in the night seasons. I have set the LORD always before me: because he is at my right hand, I shall not be moved. Therefore my heart is glad, and my glory rejoiceth: my flesh also shall rest in hope. Prayer Bears Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com> Seattle, WA United States - Friday, January 25, 2008 0:09 AM CST Thinking of you all. Keep strong and know we are all still here for you. lyanne dunsby <ldunsby@torontohydro.com> - Thursday, January 24, 2008 2:09 PM CST Hi Switters, I hope you survived skiing yesterday...it was a bit cold though! Love you so much! Forever and Always, Rob xoxoxo Robin <rginocchi@rogers.com> - Thursday, January 24, 2008 9:12 AM CST More cute pictures of Kirkie!! Kelly, I like your idea of skiing, but I think I'd be having my hot chocolate inside the lodge in front of the fireplace. prayers and love from Mrs. Pam - Thursday, January 24, 2008 6:03 AM CST Boy Keith...you'll be rich in no time! The most I found in one day was 7 pennies...do you have some kinda deal going on with Kirky? Kel, I love the new pics of Kikry...hope this week is going well for you...and so glad dad's been visiting you too. Love you tons xoxoxoxox tracey <traysea64@hotmail.com> - Wednesday, January 23, 2008 4:25 PM CST I was looking at the pic of kirky again today and had to laugh...I thought his head was against the floor, but when I looked closer I realized that the dark shadow is in fact his spikey hair...so cute!! Coins for Kirky does have a nice ring to it...I see an idea evolving! Anita <anitatimpson@rogers.com> - Wednesday, January 23, 2008 3:51 PM CST I like the new pics you posted. I have a similar pic of the of the top pic with Boo in hers...Not much to write, just letting you know I stopped by the page and wanted to let you know I was thinking of you guys.. Love Deb Angel Katelyn's Mum, Deb <miraclegirl101@hotmail.com> - Wednesday, January 23, 2008 10:44 AM CST Hey...I like that..."Koins from Kirkie"! xo Kelly <kilbridek@yahoo.com> - Wednesday, January 23, 2008 9:01 AM CST Coins from heaven. It seems Kirkie is mixing it up. I have found a toonie, a penny, a dime and quarter in the past two days. It definitely put a smile on my face. Thanks Bubbi! Keith <kwktor@yahoo.ca> Toronto, Canada - Wednesday, January 23, 2008 7:31 AM CST The Lord never tires hearing from us. Praying right now! Psalms 71:3 Be thou my strong habitation, whereunto I may continually resort: thou hast given commandment to save me; for thou art my rock and my fortress. Prayer Bears Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com> Seattle, WA United States - Wednesday, January 23, 2008 0:50 AM CST Whoooo Hooooo, Bob! Anita <anitatimpson@rogers.com> - Tuesday, January 22, 2008 7:26 PM CST Kelly go for a trip.I went to Alaksa on a cursie last Sep. It was a lot of fun and so much to do on the ship and port. My friend Velma and her grandaughter are looking in to another for us.(Deb would love to go) Hope your having better days,as best you can.(hard isnt it) ok lots of hugs and love to all of you. Angel Katleyns Gramma Jean Gramma Jean <jnewman@gosfieldtel.com> Ruthven, - Tuesday, January 22, 2008 3:04 PM CST Sounds like you've been busy, Kelly. Have fun on the slopes....love Sharon. Sharon Kilbride <skilbride@hclaw.com> Toronto, ON Canada - Tuesday, January 22, 2008 9:15 AM CST Hi G'town You and the gang can always come to Cuba. Leaving Feb. 5. the more the merrier. See ya on the beach! Love UK Keith <kwktor@yahoo.ca> Toronto, Canada - Tuesday, January 22, 2008 7:50 AM CST Good morning, Kelly. Can't believe I'm up so early, but maybe I should make it a habit, I really do lose alot of my day when I'm lazy in the a.m. Glad today that I'm not heading off in the car in this snow, at least not til later. Sounds like all the hockey is going well. My nephew was in a tournie on the w/e too, but that was up in Ignace; he lives in Fort Frances. Anyway, I'm thinking of you and Kirk and Gerry and Evan and Carson. Hugs, Maire & Kasey Maire Ketola <maire.ketola@sympatico.ca> Brampton, On Canada - Tuesday, January 22, 2008 7:03 AM CST Sending hugs to everyone. Anita <anitatimpson@rogers.com> - Monday, January 21, 2008 6:35 PM CST Praying! Revelation 21:4 And God shall wipe away all tears from their eyes; and there shall be no more death, neither sorrow, nor crying, neither shall there be any more pain: for the former things are passed away. Prayer Bears Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com> Seattle, WA United States - Monday, January 21, 2008 1:11 AM CST Hey Kelly, Thanks for signing my guestbook, I sure missed your motherly advice. :) Yeah I guess it's a good thing the Ra's are more aware of things, campus security is too kinda. The don got a little annoyed with me , because I couldn't remember anything ie if I got hurt or not. Now I have a meeting on Thursday with somebody from REz and my advisor and a nurse. Hmm not really looking foward to that at all I'll let you know how it goes though. Love Ash www.caringbridge.org/canada/ashlee Ash aka Kirk's Auntie Ashlee <mwccamper@yahoo.ca> Sudbury, Ontario - Sunday, January 20, 2008 2:53 PM CST Hi Switters...it was so good to see you yesterday...hope today is going okay and you're enjoying the SUN, although too cold to go out for long!! I love you xoxox tracey <traysea64@hotmail.com> - Sunday, January 20, 2008 2:26 PM CST Kelly, I'm sorry I haven't signed but I do come by everyday. I wish there were words to ease your pain. Grief is hard work and exhausting. I'm here with you. Be kind to yourself. ((((((((((hugs)))))))) Always thinking about you and carrying Kirk in my heart!!! www.caringbridge.org/oh/skyecoleycole Tamm <Tamm06@aol.com> - Saturday, January 19, 2008 10:38 AM CST Love you everyone!! Rob xoxoxoxo Robin <rginocchi@rogers.com> - Saturday, January 19, 2008 10:00 AM CST Good afternoon, My last entry went a bit crazy and went I pressed send it caused all those crazy lines under it....it was really strange. Anyway, you are on my mind and I'm hoping you are able to find some peace throughout each day amongst the heartbreak. Love Deb Angel Katelyn's Mum, Deb - Saturday, January 19, 2008 9:55 AM CST This is a long section. Most of it is one sentence! I decided as long as I was quoting that much I might as well include one more sentence. Know that I'm here praying! Ephesians 3:14-21 For this cause I bow my knees unto the Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, Of whom the whole family in heaven and earth is named, That he would grant you, according to the riches of his glory, to be strengthened with might by his Spirit in the inner man; That Christ may dwell in your hearts by faith; that ye, being rooted and grounded in love, May be able to comprehend with all saints what is the breadth, and length, and depth, and height; And to know the love of Christ, which passeth knowledge, that ye might be filled with all the fulness of God. Now unto him that is able to do exceeding abundantly above all that we ask or think, according to the power that worketh in us, Unto him be glory in the church by Christ Jesus throughout all ages, world without end. Amen. Prayer Bears Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com> Seattle, WA United States - Saturday, January 19, 2008 2:11 AM CST Was thinking of you all day...glad we had a chance for coffee last night...thanks! Anita <anitatimpson@rogers.com> - Friday, January 18, 2008 3:46 PM CST i know it is hard for u but u should be happy that kirk went to a better place Fairwind - Friday, January 18, 2008 3:33 PM CST Just here to tell you i love you and so does God. Hope your weekend is better. Lots hugs and love Angel Katelyns Gramma Jean Gramma Jean <jnewman@gosfieldtel.com> Ruthven, - Friday, January 18, 2008 2:55 PM CST MY THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS ARE WITH YOU ALWAYS. I THINK ITS VERY NORMAL WHAT YOU ARE GOING THROUGH AND WHAT YOU ARE FEELING. REACH OUT TO PEOPLE AND TALK THROUGH IT, WE ARE ALL HERE TO HELP YOU DURING THIS TIME. JUST KNOW THAT WE ALL CARE AND ARE STILL HERE FOR YOU. MAY YOU FIND SOME PEACE TODAY. LYANNE DUNSBY <ldunsby@torontohydro.com> - Friday, January 18, 2008 9:42 AM CST Hi Kelly, Gerry, Evan and Carson, I thought I'd stop by and say hello, Kelly like I told you on the phone Sunday night, I'm thinking of you guys always, I'm getting this DSW diploma for Kirkie and Boo and Tate. I'll try and call in a few weeks just to chat. Love Always Ashlee XXXXOOOO wwww.caringbridge.org/canada/ashlee Ash aka Kirk's Auntie Ashlee <mwccamper@yahoo.ca> Sudbury, - Thursday, January 17, 2008 8:54 PM CST Hi Kelly and Gerald...I'm here with Nan French at Coleman so we thought we would check in to say hello and let you know that we're thinking about you. Love to all, Nan and Sharon. Big hugs to Evan and Carson. Nan French <skilbride@hclaw.com> Barrie, ON Canada - Thursday, January 17, 2008 7:14 PM CST Hey Kelly, I stop by a couple times a week to see how your doing. Great picture of Kirkie. Still sending you lots of love and prayers! Lv Lynda xoxo lynda dix <lynda.dix@sourcemedical.com> mississauga, ontario canada - Thursday, January 17, 2008 2:57 PM CST Just popping in to say WE LOVE YOU KELLY......that's from Megan and Me too.... Kisses and hugs christine www.caringbridge.org/visit/megangowland christine <christine_gowland@yahoo.ca> burlington, ont canada - Thursday, January 17, 2008 1:03 PM CST Oh Kelly i just feel for you so much.How you and Deb ever get through each day is be on me.Its hard for me but this is yours and Deb childern.And yes pictures sure make the tears fall. But then we must thank God we had them in our lives.They are such a blessing.Thats why we miss them so much.What we never have we dont miss.True. Love and prayers to the whole family. Angel Katelyns Gramma Jean Gramma Jean <jnewman@gosfieldtel.com> Ruthven, - Thursday, January 17, 2008 10:15 AM CST Your words are humbling...I pray for you every night with Brandon and can only sit back while you work on living...the ache I am sure never goes away...but the smile will come! Wishing your strenght one moment at a time. xoxoxo Muriel <mur28@hotmail.com > - Thursday, January 17, 2008 9:36 AM CST Another cute picture of Kirkland... no wonder there are tears! prayers and love from Mrs. Pam - Thursday, January 17, 2008 8:41 AM CST Hoping that roller coaster ride today is a little happier. Love you, Sharon. Hugs to all. Sharon Kilbride <skilbride@hclaw.com> Toronto, ON Canada - Thursday, January 17, 2008 8:32 AM CST Checking in to see how things are going. Praying! Psalms 62:1-2 Truly my soul waiteth upon God: from him cometh my salvation. He only is my rock and my salvation; he is my defence; I shall not be greatly moved. Prayer Bears Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com> Seattle, WA United States - Thursday, January 17, 2008 0:38 AM CST You know all those dumbs things I do, how I can be in the middle of a conversation with you and just stop in mid sentence and have no clue what I am talking about....it hasn't gotten any better. I wonder how I ever conducted the training sessions with upper management the way I used to!! I still can't seem to concentrate on anything for long periods of time, thats part of the reason I stayed with my old job...I'm still waiting for this to pass...it gets so frustrating as time passes. I give you a lot of credit for getting back into the classroom as often as you can part time!! Love Deb which a person just knows the little man isnt to far away. I use to love having Boo do them.Make you feel really nice and comforting. Tell the family I said hello and let them you all have been in my prayer's. Bye for now But not forever.:) Luv Ya Conn Connie <connie.beacom@sympatico.ca> Leamington, On - Wednesday, January 16, 2008 11:10 AM CST Looking up at the bright blue sky, fluffy clouds, and thinking of all of you. Hugs, Maire & Kasey Maire Ketola <maire.ketola@sympatico.ca> Brampton, On Canada - Wednesday, January 16, 2008 7:57 AM CST update pls oon journeal and pls up load more pica of kirk on the webshots and on his website Fairwind - Tuesday, January 15, 2008 5:37 PM CST Hi Switters...I love you...hugs to everyone xoxoxoox tracey <traysea64@hotmail.com> - Tuesday, January 15, 2008 2:03 PM CST Just thought I would stop by to say hello. Hope all is well with you, Gerry and the boys. Love Sharon Sharon Kilbride <skilbride@hclaw.com> Toronto, ON Canada - Tuesday, January 15, 2008 10:30 AM CST Hey Switters, I am hoping you are doing okay. Just checking in. Love you all, Forever and Always, Rob xoxoxo Robin <rginocchi@rogers.com> - Tuesday, January 15, 2008 9:53 AM CST Hey Kelly, Hope your day of teaching went well :) Love you Love Ash XXXXOOO www.caringbridge.org/canada/ashlee Ash <mwccamper@yahoo.ca> - Monday, January 14, 2008 8:53 PM CST Thinking of you today, thought I stop in for a peek.Love to you all Cheri Spiteri <jcspiteri@rogers.com> Bolton, ON Canada - Monday, January 14, 2008 4:09 PM CST Just stopping to say hello. Love Angel Katelyns Gramma Gramma Jean <jnewman@gosfieldtel.com> Ruthven, - Monday, January 14, 2008 1:45 PM CST Thinking of you and Kirkland this morning. Tina & Angel Lance <mommy2alilheroplus1@comcast.net> - Monday, January 14, 2008 10:56 AM CST Hi there, Letting you know I stopped by and am thinking of all of you. xoxoxo Muriel <mur28@hotmail.com > - Monday, January 14, 2008 10:34 AM CST letting you know I stopped in for a visit.... love Deb Angel Katelyn's Mum, Debbie <miraclegirl101@hotmail.com> Wheatley, Ontario, - Sunday, January 13, 2008 8:50 PM CST Thinking about you and Kirk this morning as I sip my coffee. Anita <anitatimpson@rogers.com> - Sunday, January 13, 2008 8:37 AM CST Continuing to pray! Hebrews 6:17-20 Wherein God, willing more abundantly to shew unto the heirs of promise the immutability of his counsel, confirmed it by an oath: That by two immutable things, in which it was impossible for God to lie, we might have a strong consolation, who have fled for refuge to lay hold upon the hope set before us: Which hope we have as an anchor of the soul, both sure and stedfast, and which entereth into that within the veil; Whither the forerunner is for us entered, even Jesus, made an high priest for ever after the order of Melchisedec. Prayer Bears Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com> Seattle, WA United States - Saturday, January 12, 2008 11:49 PM CST Hi Kelly, Just wanted to say hi and tell you we are thinking you guys. It was great having Carson over last weekend - Mason misses his buddy - they always seem to just pick up where they left off - sign of a great friendship! sue <jcoulighan@cogeco.ca> - Saturday, January 12, 2008 6:28 PM CST Kelly.Thanks for sharing Kirk earning his Angel Wings. Hope it help heel you writing it.It helped me see what you all went throw that night.(Sure is a hard thing to go throw) May God give you all the strenght and comfort you need in theses days. Lots hugs ,love and prayers Angel Katelyns Gramma Gramma Jean <jnewman@gosfieldtel.com> Ruthven, - Saturday, January 12, 2008 6:06 PM CST Just checking in....Love you, Rob xoxoxo Robin <rginocchi@rogers.com> - Saturday, January 12, 2008 10:49 AM CST Wow... My tears are falling reading this very powerful and personal entry. Thank you for sharing it. Lots of love. Christine Coleman <irish9229@yahoo.ca> Georgetown, On Canada - Friday, January 11, 2008 9:52 PM CST Kelly, I have only been following your story such a short time but I have to say your last entry was so beautiful, so tender that I am sure it is what we all would love when we get our wings. Kirkland RIP holds a special place in my heart even though I have never had the privilidge of meeting him, my birthday is the day he joined Our Lord and the angels on High. Know that you and yours are thought of often in many places every day. Anne Rivas <aineahern@aol.com> Bakersfield, CA US - Friday, January 11, 2008 8:45 PM CST updateplsofjourneal and pics of kirk fairwind - Friday, January 11, 2008 5:47 PM CST Hey Kell, Wow...a very powerful and beautifully written piece. Thank you for sharing such an intimate part of your life with us. Looking forward to seeing you today:) xo jacquie schmitt <jacquelineschmitt@yahoo.com> - Friday, January 11, 2008 12:38 AM CST I mrs pam's entries..... I am off to work today and preparing for a busy week end but I have the urge to call you again soon. By next week I will probably be having withdrawals....talk to you soon. Love Deb Angel Katelyn's Mum, Debbie <miraclegirl101@hotmail.com> Wheatley, Ontario, - Friday, January 11, 2008 10:29 AM CST Kelly, PEACE is also a five letter word. I know Kirkie was so aware of all the love surrounding him as he received God's gift of peace. prayers and love from Mrs. Pam - Friday, January 11, 2008 7:32 AM CST Had this passage in my Bible reading this morning so had to share it. It's just so special, especially considering when it was written. Praying! Job 19:25-27 For I know that my redeemer liveth, and that he shall stand at the latter day upon the earth: And though after my skin worms destroy this body, yet in my flesh shall I see God: Whom I shall see for myself, and mine eyes shall behold, and not another; though my reins be consumed within me. Prayer Bears Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com> Seattle, WA United States - Friday, January 11, 2008 0:58 AM CST wow......I am speechless.......thank you for sharing your last intimate and precious moments with us........I read the post and envisioned you all snuggling together......the aura of love around you.......how touching......... sending you love and hugs christine and Meggi pie christine <christine_gowland@yahoo.ca> burlington, on canada - Thursday, January 10, 2008 3:49 PM CST Hi Switters, I am glad you shared your last moments with Kirkie. After reading it, I realized why I have been feeling low and sad this week. I thought it was a flu bug or something but it's not. I've been missing Kirkie alot and I just needed to realize it. I keep try to convince myself that everything is okay with me but I guess I've just needed to let it out. Well I have now, so thank you. I know you tell me that things happen for a reason, and more and more I am beginning to realize this. The books are helping too. You have always been here for me and please know that I am here for you and will do anything I can to help. I love all so much. Forever and Always, Rob xo I hope that your day goes well. xoxo Robin <rginocchi@rogers.com> - Thursday, January 10, 2008 10:08 AM CST Hey Kelly, Gerry , Evan and Carson, What a powerful entry :) I woke around the time Kirk passed , I think it was his way of saying "Auntie Ashlee I'm here now with Boo" . Well school is back in full swing, I have a heavier course load this time around twenty hours a week. My phramacology teacher is out of this world cool , she'll go to the end of the earth to accomodate me, she even let me have her desk because my chair actually fits under it. Okay hope things are well with you guys love you all so much. Love Ash XXXOOO www.caringbridge.org/canada/ashlee Ash aka Kirk's Auntie Ashlee <mwccamper@yahoo.ca> Sudbury, - Thursday, January 10, 2008 9:01 AM CST Hi Kelly...the entry is beautiful and, I would imagine, very therapeutic for you. Hope you're having a good day. Love Sharon Sharon Kilbride <skilbride@hclaw.com> Toronto, ON Canada - Thursday, January 10, 2008 8:53 AM CST Kelly , when are you writing that book! I heard that about that night in person from you , but its still pretty fresh, in my mind. I will never forget that morning when I checked CB site to find Kirk had passed. The tears would not stop flowing that day. I was a mess, only imagining what was happening in your home,Feeling relief when I knew Kirk was with his other angel friends.We love you all, and are here for you. Cheri Spiteri <jcspiteri@rogers.com> Bolton, ON - Thursday, January 10, 2008 8:45 AM CST Kelly- I have followed Kirkland's journey from Eli's site. What beautiful powerful words. You are an amazing mother, as a mother of 3 small kids myself I can only imagine your pain. Through your journal entries I feel like in some small way I have gotten to know you and your family. You sure do have one special angel now looking after you. Kris Kris Vejvoda <kmvejvoda@cox.net> LaVista, NE USA - Wednesday, January 9, 2008 4:19 PM CST Hi Kelly -- I don't believe I've written before. I only recently found your site just before Kirkland became an angel. But I had to write when I read your latest entry, as it reminded me of our last hours with our precious angel girl, Michaela Rae, who also had mito. Although it's been over 4 years, I continue to be so thankful for our last moments with our daughter. It seems that your last minutes with Kirkland were so special. Theresa (forever mom to Michaela 7.8.93-11.4.03) <bookangel1993@yahoo.com> - Wednesday, January 9, 2008 4:07 PM CST Hi Kel...your entry is beautiful...you're amazing in SO many ways! I'm so proud to have you for my sister...I hope today is a good day. Thinking of you all the time...lots of hugs and love you tons. xoxoxox tracey <traysea64@hotmail.com> - Wednesday, January 9, 2008 2:10 PM CST Kelly, Thank you so very much for sharing your family's love with us. I am sure Kirkland was so full of love and comfort it made his journey that much easier to his new start where he could run free. I am very proud to say I know you Kirkland. BTW...could you send me an autograph...before you're too big and famous ya know. xoxoxox Muriel <mur28@hotmail.com > - Wednesday, January 9, 2008 10:51 AM CST Hey,Kel...I feel bad for not signing on here lately, but my computer is still in repair and I RARELY get to use Scott's, so I appologize. You are always near to my head and heart. Reading your entry today...although I know what 'happened next' (some idiot woke you from a sound sleep), I still feel like I need to read your words. Have I told you lately what an awesome writer you are? You're dad is proud! Regarding the lovely pic of us at the concert. Man, since you've posted my picture, I have been hounded by autograph seekers non-stop! Who ever thought that the back of my head was so recognizable? LOL Looking forward to band practice and dinner tomorrow night! MISS YOU!! Anita "no-autographs-please" Timpson <lovethebackofmyhead@longhair.com> - Wednesday, January 9, 2008 10:40 AM CST Hei hei Kelly. Thata girl, one day at a time. I think about you each and every. I'm trying to get back into the swing of teaching this week. The saving grace is that none of the students is particularly ready to start again either; at least, there wasn't much practicing over the holidays. lol Still doing physio 2x week, trying to get ankle and hip stronger. Hang in there, kiddo. Lots of hugs, Maire & Kasey Maire Ketola <maire.ketola@sympatico.ca> Brampton, On Canada - Wednesday, January 9, 2008 8:07 AM CST Am sharing two verses today. The second verse is God's own interpretation of the first verse. When dealing with all the "floods" and vehement winds beating upon us, there is only One Sure Foundation. Praying so as you face these "floods." Luke 6:48 He is like a man which built an house, and digged deep, and laid the foundation on a rock: and when the flood arose, the stream beat vehemently upon that house, and could not shake it: for it was founded upon a rock. 1 Corinthians 3:11 For other foundation can no man lay than that is laid, which is Jesus Christ. Prayer Bears Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com> Seattle, WA United States - Wednesday, January 9, 2008 0:45 AM CST Thinking of you guys.... ^Angel Katelyn's^ Mum, Debbie <miraclegirl101@hotmail.com> Wheatley, Ontario, - Monday, January 7, 2008 10:54 PM CST GO Kelly Go.lol.Hope your day is better.Look out the window and think of Kirk playing in heaven with Katelyn and all the other angels. Boy is he having fun with his little girfriend. Take care and know i think of you all the time. Love Angel Katelyns Gramma Jean Gramma Jean <jnewman@gosfieldtel.com> Ruthven, - Monday, January 7, 2008 7:03 PM CST Hi Switters, I am hoping that today was not as difficult as you may have thought. Ange was busy this weekend putting down a new floor in the living, dining and family room. No more carpet!!! It looks so much cleaner and nicer. Anyway if you want a visit or need to get out you know where I am. Maybe one Monday you can come and watch Maddie at swimming...she'd like that. I'll talk to you soon. Hope the guys had a good 1st day back at school. Forever and Always, Rob xoxoxo Robin <rginocchi@rogers.com> - Monday, January 7, 2008 3:50 PM CST Hey Kelly :) It's me your third child :) Thinking of you guys Love Always Ashlee www.caringbridge.org/canada/ashlee Ash aka Kirk's Auntie Ashlee <mwccamper@yahoo.ca> Sudbury, - Monday, January 7, 2008 3:15 PM CST I hope today you found your distraction, I hope today your children brought you that joy, all I can say is that you are an inspiration and I find my courage from visiting your sight. Theresa <theresa.caruana@bell.ca> - Monday, January 7, 2008 1:48 PM CST Hi Kelly, You never know what a day can bring. Sometimes a surprise, sometimes not. I hope it's a good one. I know you miss Kirky, it must be awful, but remember he is all around you and with you in the most important way. Sometimes people find that greif therapy groups are very good for them. I've never been, but have heard many good things about them. I love you. Julie scarborough, - Monday, January 7, 2008 1:34 PM CST Hi Kelly, I hope as you sit there looking out the window today you remember what an awesome person you are and fabulous Mom. Will it make the day easier or go quicker, no unfortunately but I hope you know how very much you are loved by your family and friends and how very proud of you Kirkland is while he is watching over you. xo Muriel <mur28@hotmail.com > - Monday, January 7, 2008 10:16 AM CST Hi Kelly....dropping in to say hello and to wish you a Happy New Year. You're not the only one with the tree and decorations still up...it's my plan to take everything down this week as well, only I know it will be so very much harder for you. It's only pure laziness on my part...LOL. Thinking of you guys all the time. Hope to get over for a visit real soon. Love to all, Sharon Sharon Kilbride <skilbride@hclaw.com> Toronto, ON Canada - Monday, January 7, 2008 9:30 AM CST God Bless you all. www.caringbridge.org/visit/annaeller Sandy Eller <eller@cpinternet.com> Duluth, MN USA - Monday, January 7, 2008 7:50 AM CST A friend sent me this passage today and I thought it was especially good. There's nothing more comforting in life than knowing the source of our salvation. Know that I'm still praying! Romans 3:21-26 But now the righteousness of God without the law is manifested, being witnessed by the law and the prophets; Even the righteousness of God which is by faith of Jesus Christ unto all and upon all them that believe: for there is no difference: For all have sinned, and come short of the glory of God; Being justified freely by his grace through the redemption that is in Christ Jesus: Whom God hath set forth to be a propitiation through faith in his blood, to declare his righteousness for the remission of sins that are past, through the forbearance of God; To declare, I say, at this time his righteousness: that he might be just, and the justifier of him which believeth in Jesus. Prayer Bears Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com> Seattle, WA United States - Monday, January 7, 2008 1:06 AM CST Hi Switters...thinking of you...love you! xo tracey <traysea64@hotmail.com> - Sunday, January 6, 2008 5:04 PM CST Good morning Kell, We definitely need some sunshine! Back to school tomorrow...yeh!! I'll let everyone know that you are anxious to get back at it...I'm sure you'll have work in no time:) Dance studios aren't much better than hockey rinks...just a little warmer.:) See you soon. xo Jacquie Schmitt <jacquelineschmitt@yahoo.com> - Sunday, January 6, 2008 7:22 AM CST Just stopping by to let you know I have been thinking about your family. Hope everyone survived the Christmas holidays. Angel Katelyn's Aunt Bonnie bonnie <craft_freak101@hotmail.com> cottamc, ont canada - Saturday, January 5, 2008 9:15 PM CST Hi, Just checking in to wish you a Happy New Year! Maybe I will see you at the gym or better yet we could go for coffee soon:)~Dawn dawn giles <kengiles@sympatico.ca> georgetown, on canada - Saturday, January 5, 2008 3:08 PM CST hi Kelly a carepage pen pal might be a mito baby (definite diagnosis is not back). someone told the mom about a mito support group. mrs pam - Saturday, January 5, 2008 8:34 AM CST Know that I'm still here praying! Isaiah 49:13-16a Sing, O heavens; and be joyful, O earth; and break forth into singing, O mountains: for the LORD hath comforted his people, and will have mercy upon his afflicted. But Zion said, The LORD hath forsaken me, and my Lord hath forgotten me. Can a woman forget her sucking child, that she should not have compassion on the son of her womb? yea, they may forget, yet will I not forget thee. Behold, I have graven thee upon the palms of my hands... Prayer Bears Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com> Seattle, WA United States - Saturday, January 5, 2008 1:44 AM CST COME SOUTH! YES!!! so sorry i have not typed or called.. i just havent. its hard. i have called earlier. i do check in and see how your life is going. i think about you everyday. again i am sorry. i promise i'll do better. its cold here. yuk! i need sun and hot weather. love you. i hope you got your flowers.? i hated to ask, but coming from tennessee you never know. davonne atkins <kipatkins@aol.com> seymour , tn - Friday, January 4, 2008 10:36 PM CST Kelly.Just read the new update.Iknow what you mean.When Doug died and then 2 months later Katelyn,Just seemed like ive never had time to ajust to one and then the other was on me. Some days it seems like a dream,but i know its not. It will be 3 years Jan 29 for Doug.Still miss him and Katelyn so much,and yes tears still come.And some days its a flood. Take care and hugs, love you all lots. ANGEL Katelyns Gramma Jean Gramma Jean <jnewman@gosfieldtel.com> Ruthven, - Friday, January 4, 2008 6:56 PM CST Hi Switters...I can't give you the summer sun, but it is supposed to be +5 tomorrow and Sunday...and +13 on Monday! Love you tons xoxox tracey <traysea64@hotmail.com> - Friday, January 4, 2008 5:59 PM CST Hey Kelly, How about trying out my sledge :) Thinking of you guys Love Ashlee www.caringbridge.org/canada/ashlee Ash aka Kirk's Auntie Ashlee <mwccamper@yahoo.ca> Sudbury, - Friday, January 4, 2008 1:55 PM CST Hey Kelly, maybe you should take up hockey instead of sitting on the sidelines??? lol Thinking of you. Love Deb Angel Katelyn's Mom, Debbie < miraclegirl101@hotmail.com > Wheatley, Ontario, - Friday, January 4, 2008 11:37 AM CST Good evening.....this work thing is butting into my facebook time!! Hope you had a good day. Love Deb Angel Katelyn's Mom, Debbie < miraclegirl101@hotmail.com > Wheatley, Ontario, - Thursday, January 3, 2008 8:34 PM CST Thinking of you today...that one month thing...numbers can really play tricks can't they...{{HUGS}} Love Deb Angel Katelyn's Mom, Debbie < miraclegirl101@hotmail.com > Wheatley, Ontario, - Wednesday, January 2, 2008 10:37 PM CST Hi Kelly.Glad you had a good time playing. Thinking of you all,and hope this year is the best it can be. Take care love you all. Angel Katelyns Gramma Jean Gramma Jean <jnewman@gosfieldtel.com> Ruthven, - Wednesday, January 2, 2008 8:43 PM CST KELLY five hours of music-making! wow...I am impressed! hope your mouth heals quickly before your next gig. prayers and love from Mrs. Pam - Wednesday, January 2, 2008 9:54 AM CST Thanks for thinking of me even while you are dealing with the same thing. Our situations in the end were so much the same. The worst decisions anyone should ever have to make. I am thinking about you all the time. Shannon Leveille <sleveille@hotmail.com> Bowmanville, - Wednesday, January 2, 2008 8:44 AM CST Just stopping by..Kelly congrats on the gigs and I couldn't think of a better way to bring in the new year than with beautiful music being played by a beautiful person. Muriel <mur28@hotmail.com > - Wednesday, January 2, 2008 6:26 AM CST Hi Switters...Happy New Year!! Glad to hear that the gigs went well...sorry to hear about your fat lip...you big geek! Glad you had a fun, enjoyable time bringing in the new year. Thanks again, for the great visit...it was so good to see everyone and see that things are crazy, as usual! And I do have to agree that this year will be 'The Year of the Mito March'...committee members get ready...and anyone else who wants to join us! Anyway, talk to you soon...love and hugs to all xxxxxxx tracey johnson <traysea64@hotmail.com> - Tuesday, January 1, 2008 4:11 PM CST I am back to officially wish the Kilbride's a Happy New Year..Glad you had fun Kelly, I hope the boys rang in the New Year with the same enthusiasm. Love Deb ^Angel Katelyn's^ Mum, Debbie <miraclegirl101@hotmail.com> Wheatley, Ontario, - Tuesday, January 1, 2008 11:10 AM CST Hey Kelly, Gerry , Evan and Carson Happy New Year ! Yup I think 08 is going to be the year of Mito march, this year I plan to walk part of the 5k in my walker. Love you guys Love Ashlee XXXOOO www.caringbridge.org/canada/ashlee Ashlee <mwccamper@yahoo.ca> Sudbury/Northbay, Ontario Canada - Tuesday, January 1, 2008 9:49 AM CST Happy New Year.Kelly i was at Deb and Brians Sunday and the tree for Kirk sure is nice.They are two every careing people. Love Angel Katelyns Gramma Jean And hugs. Gramma Jean <jnewman@gosfieldtel.com> Ruthven, - Tuesday, January 1, 2008 9:18 AM CST Hi there, Happy New Year to you all and may 2008 bring you joy, health and happiness to you and your men Kelly. Year of the Mito March..you bet girl! Love, hugs and kisses Muriel <mur28@hotmail.com > - Tuesday, January 1, 2008 6:46 AM CST As the new year begins everyone's thinking about time and counting it down. So I wanted to share THE section of Scripture dealing with time. Praying as one year ends and a new one begins. Whatever this new year holds, the Lord WILL be with you! Ecclesiastes 3:1-8 To every thing there is a season, and a time to every purpose under the heaven: A time to be born, and a time to die; a time to plant, and a time to pluck up that which is planted; A time to kill, and a time to heal; a time to break down, and a time to build up; A time to weep, and a time to laugh; a time to mourn, and a time to dance; A time to cast away stones, and a time to gather stones together; a time to embrace, and a time to refrain from embracing; A time to get, and a time to lose; a time to keep, and a time to cast away; A time to rend, and a time to sew; a time to keep silence, and a time to speak; A time to love, and a time to hate; a time of war, and a time of peace. Prayer Bears Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com> Seattle, WA United States - Tuesday, January 1, 2008 1:32 AM CST Click here to sign the guestbook. | |||||||||||
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