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Ken, I am so glad you wrote. I think of you and the kids often and especially at holiday time. There are so many of us in the cml community that hold your family dear in our hearts. I really miss my talks with Mendy and hope her spirit is with you all this season. fondly, Jeannie Matthews
Jeannie-cml-bmt peer <stellamat@aol.com>
Oregon - Friday, November 26, 2004 8:31 PM CST

Dear Ken,

I'll never forget Mendy...she really understood how it felt to be a Mom of young children and a wife with CML. She was always a great comfort to me. You and your children are in my prayers this holiday season...I give thanks for Mendy who touched the lives of so many.
Kristin Lieberman- CML list <kisocean@earthlink.net>
- Wednesday, November 24, 2004 8:20 PM CST

Dear Ken,
The Turtle lives on........we won't forget Mendy and all her wisdom and compassion. I am sure she is smiling down on you and the children.....and whispering in your ear..."not the red sock Ken." Let family and friends assist and comfort you all as you adjust to this new path.
I am forever her 'birthday sis'.....and I think of Mendy often.
love,
Maui Nanc
Nancy Cogan <ncogan@uoregon.edu >
Eugene , Oregon - Monday, November 22, 2004 1:11 PM CST

Dear Ken,

It is many times that I think of Melinda. Now, with the holiday season coming, it will be hard on you and the kids but know that Melinda will be there with you in spirit. Her smile, her humor will be with you during the holiday season and forever. We miss her in the CML community as we do Paul Cockrell, Luis Sarmiento, Chad Crandall and Roger Jones. Time will not heal this wound for you, dear Ken, but in your children will be your salvation for you will see Melinda in them. Please know that you will remain surrounded by love from Melinda's buddies in the CML community.

Best Wishes,
Anjana (Melinda's CML Listmate)
Anjana <anjana@pacific.net.sg>
- Monday, November 22, 2004 7:49 AM CST

still praying for you and your family throughout the upcoming holiday season. she will always be with you.

love and hope,
susan
Susan King <kinger824@cox.net>
- Monday, November 22, 2004 6:16 AM CST

Dear Ken and Family - just because I don't write to you on this site, doesn't mean you are out of my mind and heart. Quite the opposite. I think of Mendy and her family lots and very vividly in my mind is the picture of Mendy in her convertible. Please accept my apologies for not checking in more regularly - I will try and put my thoughts into action more often. Take care and God Bless all of you. Much love and hugs, Judy
Judy Prusky <jprusky@shaw.ca>
Calgary, Alberta Canada - Saturday, November 20, 2004 10:37 PM CST

Hi Ken and Family! Just checking in as I see you updated Mendy's Caringbridge. You continue to be in my thoughts and prayers. We all miss Mendy very much! I am sure she's chuckling abit when she sees you do laundry (especially wearing the latest style of pink socks and undies!)

Ken, you continue to be an inspiration to your extended CML Family and we hold you all close in our hearts.
Sending you love and hugs,
Barbara Heathcote
(Mendy's CML buddy)
Barbara Heathcote <bheath@nc.rr.com>
Raleigh, NC - Saturday, November 20, 2004 3:30 PM CST

Dear Ken,

I continue to keep Mendy and her family in my thoughts and prayers. Wishing you peace and strength.

Angela - CML Listmate <johnang@patmedia.net>
Somerset, NJ - Thursday, November 18, 2004 8:34 PM CST

Dear Ken,

Just happened to check your page tonight, as I have not visited now in quite some time, and I was so glad to see that you posted again! I know how hard these times are; my Paul has been gone for 7 months now after complications from acute GVH. Time alone does not heal the wounds, but I can say that it slowly gets easier. Just know that I am here to chat if ever you need someone to listen.
Janine <janinecockrell@yahoo.com>
New Berlin, WI - Saturday, November 13, 2004 9:01 PM CST

Dear Ken, Kelsey and Hayden,

Our thoughts, prayers and good wishes for your healing continue flowing from San Diego. We think of Mendy and your family often. We just wish we could offer more tangible help and support.
Rob and Kelly <kharless@cox.net>
Solana Beach, CA USA - Saturday, November 13, 2004 0:44 AM CST

Hey Ken, Kelsey, Hayden and family, just wanted you to know we're still thinking of you all and praying for you :)
Barbara Kendall and family <bbkendall@sbcglobal.net>
Fairfield, CA - Thursday, August 26, 2004 11:05 PM CDT

The memorial for Mendy yesterday was a beautiful tribute to her and her life. She touched so many people in so many different ways.....wife, mother, daughter, sister, friend, & teacher. She will never be forgotten!
Luv,
~Dar~

Dar <dar31@aol.com>
Fairfield, CA 94534 - Monday, August 23, 2004 11:13 AM CDT

Dear Ken,
I will always remember the Mendy I knew online. She was witty, smart, compassionate and brave, a devoted Mom. I will miss her, hope and believe that her spirit lives on. I feel sure that her memorial was inspiring. After all, it was about Mendy's life...and that in itself was an inspiration! I send you all love and warm wishes,
Kristin Lieberman- CML list <kisocean@earthlink.net>
San Marino, CA - Sunday, August 22, 2004 9:53 PM CDT

Mendy is someone I have always admired. Her strength and beauty inside and out is so overwhelming to me. I am so blessed that my daughter Rachael had her as a teacher, a mentor, and a great friend. She will be greatly missed and will always live in our hearts forever.
Love, Debbie
Debbie McAfee <Partile@aol.com>
Fairfield, Ca - Sunday, August 22, 2004 2:55 PM CDT

Dear Ken,
It broke our hearts to hear of Mendy's passing. Her love for you and the children was an inspiration for all of us. I have never known anyone as strong and noble as Mendy. Please know that we are thinking of you, Kelsey and Hayden and will always keep Mendy in our hearts. Love Christine, Charlie and Alex
Christine Segalas <csegalas@aol.com>
Orinda, CA USA - Friday, August 20, 2004 3:37 PM CDT

I am very sorry to hear about Mendy. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.
Jo <jvonschoeler@cox.net (www.caringbridge.org/fl/robert)>
Crestview, FL - Friday, August 20, 2004 8:46 AM CDT

Dear Ken,
I think of you and your children everyday......as I remember my friend and fellow turtle Mendy. Mendy is at peace and getting her angel instructions....she is looking out over your family and I am sure you feel her love. We won't forget Mendy or your family.
love, Maui Nanc
Nancy Cogan <ncogan@uoregon.edu >
Eugene, Oregon - Friday, August 20, 2004 2:44 AM CDT

HI TO ALL OF YOU THAT MENDY LOVED SO DEARLY! JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW YOU HAVE NOT LEFT MY MIND AND YOU ARE IN MY PRAYERS.
MAY YOUR ANGEL MENDY HELP YOU GET THROUGH YOUR TERRIBLE PAIN. WITH LOVE, NORMA
NORMA BIDELMAN <T2BIDELMAN@AOL.COM>
MONTGOMERY, IL USA - Tuesday, August 17, 2004 9:43 PM CDT

Dear Ken,

Just checking in to see how you and the children are doing, as well as to extend the offer again to correspond. Continuing to think of you often from Wisconsin.

Sincerely,

Janine
janine <janinecockrell@yahoo.com>
new berlin, wi usa - Tuesday, August 17, 2004 9:42 AM CDT

Ken - just dropping in to let you know you are still in my prayers - as are the children. You are all so special.
Love,
Barb
Barbara Heathcote <bheath@nc.rr.com>
Raleigh, NC - Monday, August 16, 2004 9:38 PM CDT

And when one of us is gone
and one of us is left to carry on,
then remembering will have to do,
our memories alone will get us through.
Think about the days of me and you.
You and me against the world.

I am praying and thinking about your family everyday.

Love, Rachael
xoxoxoxoxo
Rachael McAfee <strawberryraygrl@aol.com>
- Monday, August 16, 2004 6:58 PM CDT

The soul would have no rainbow if the eyes had no tears. Im thinking and prying for your family every day.

Love, Rachael
xoxoxoxo
Rachael McAfee <strawberryraygrl@aol.com>
- Monday, August 16, 2004 3:15 PM CDT

Mendy Mouse, You have gone to a restful place now and I will be here remembering your friendship and your wonderful little laugh. Everyday, as I get ready for a new day, I feel inspired by you. This helps me put my positive foot forward and to look for the good in the day despite the challenges. Love and gratitude to you Melinda.
Anya Brooks <Ibrooks@a.o.l..com>
Sacramento, CA Sacramento - Sunday, August 15, 2004 10:55 AM CDT

SO SORRY FOR YOUR LOSS. I'LL PRAY THAT GOD GRANTS YOU THE PEACE OF MIND THAT YOU NEED AT A TIME LIKE THIS.
JIM RODEGHIER <DERODEGHIER@AOL.COM>
NEW LENOX, IL USA - Sunday, August 15, 2004 0:03 AM CDT

I WAS VERY SAD TO LEARN OF MENDYS PASSING. WE WERE ON VACATION AND I FOUND OUT UPON OUR RETURN WHEN I CHECKED THE MAIL. MAY GOD GRANT YOU AND THE ENTIRE FAMILY THE PEACE AND GRACE THAT YOU NEED AT A TIME LIKE THIS.
JIM RODEGHIER <DERODEGHIER@ALO.COM>
NEW LENOX, IL USA - Saturday, August 14, 2004 11:56 PM CDT

Dear Ken and family,
Mendy's passing has really struck a chord with me. Her birthday and mine are only six weeks apart, and I also have two young children (12 and 13). I wish you peace and healing and please remember we are all here to support you through the days and months ahead.
Love and pryers, Lori
CML and Asian list, dx 5/13/02
Lori Wasserman <wasserma@ziplink.net>
Derwood, MD USA - Friday, August 13, 2004 2:19 PM CDT

Mendy Kerner was a shining star who brightened up everyone's life with her presence. She was an extraordinary person in so many ways. As a teacher, she brought tremendous direction and purpose to Suisun Valley Elementary. Mendy was extremely bright,funny, creative, and compassionate. Her students were very blessed to have been under her tutelage. The impact of Mendy being at Suisun Valley Elementary was very powerful. It was a pleasure to have her here at our school and for me to have been her principal. She was one of the bravest and courageous individuals that I have ever known. Mendy was an incredible inspiration to all of us and she will be greatly missed. With her passing, the world is a little dimmer. My only consolation is that her suffering is over and she is resting peacefully and waiting for us.
Tim Mack <timothymack@sbcglobal.net>
Fairfield, California USA - Friday, August 13, 2004 11:43 AM CDT

Dear Ken, Kelsey and Hayden, I was eating my lunch at work today and opened up the newspaper to find Mendy's photo. I guess I just couldn't believe it, because Mendy had such a positive attitude about recovering. I saw her last when I delivered dinner to your house. Even though she had the "shakes", she talked about it just being temporary until all the medicines were adjusted correctly. I passed your house often on the way home from work after that, and often thought I should call her. But again, I just believed she just needed time to get stronger, get off some of the mediciations, and become the "old Mendy" again. My last vision of her was on Easter Sunday, when she came out of the church service, and was walking in the distance with the three of you. I thought how wonderful that God had healed her and that she was at church that wonderful morning! I am going to remember that vision. Sadly, God's plan was to take her home with Him, but we all have memories of your beautiful wife and mother. Karen Wrigley
Karen Wrigley <kwrigleyvpd@yahoo.com>
Fairfield, Ca USA - Thursday, August 12, 2004 3:57 PM CDT

Dear Ken & Family;
I have to admit I have not e-mailed in awhile so when I saw your note about Mendy being gone it was like a bullit hit me in the stomach. I loved her and I will miss her. It was such a blessing just to know her. She will always be in my heart. You and your family have been through so much and Mendy was so brave. I know God is holding her right now. I pray for comfort for you and your family. With love & sadness. Mary
Mary Jacobson <realestatelady@jcis.net>
Vacaville, CA USA - Thursday, August 12, 2004 1:06 AM CDT

To Melinda's Family and Friends,
My heart pours out to you. May Melinda's heart and glow surround you always and all the people she touched. My arms are around you,
xxx Linda in Ca
linda in Ca <lindabones9@yahoo.com>
palm springs, ca usa - Wednesday, August 11, 2004 7:56 PM CDT

Dear Ken, aka Fester. Thanks for posting that note. Sometimes it takes someone to hit us over the head with a hammer before things sink in (no pun intended). We take things for granted and just don't take time to enjoy every moment of every day until someone precious leaves us. Prayers, hugs, love and healing thoughts, Judy
Judy Prusky <leukie2002@yahoo.ca>
Calgary, Alberta Canada - Wednesday, August 11, 2004 6:40 PM CDT

Dear Ken & Family,

I am so very sorry for your loss. I had never met Melinda personally, but after running my marathon in her honor, I came to know her in my heart. I know she was a beautiful person. However, I am also so grateful that she is no longer suffering. My love, prayers and thoughts will be with you forever...you have permanently grown into my heart.

With the Most Sincerest Wishes,

Kristin Kay :D
Kristin Kay Smith <kristin.smith@lyonhomes.com>
Valley Springs, CA USA - Wednesday, August 11, 2004 6:02 PM CDT

Dear Ken, Kelsey and Hayden,
Mendy will forever remain in the hearts of the teachers and students of Suisun Valley School. It has been an incredible privilege to have taught with Mendy these last three years. Her love for teaching, her dedicationa, creativity and her pure joy of life will always be with me. Her time here at Suisun Valley has been a blessing for she has truly touched the heart and soul of each of us and in the process made us all better individuals. My prayers and thoughts are with you, may you gain strength with the knowledge that Mendy was so loved by so many.
Gary Baziuk <gbaziuk@aol.com>
Fairfield, Ca USA - Wednesday, August 11, 2004 5:26 PM CDT

Dear Ken and family,
I am so sorry and disheartened for your loss, and our loss in Mendy.
I will carry her spirit and Your Spirit with me when we begin this hard fought battle. They've found a donor for Mark, and possibly 4 more. Now we wait to see when our journey begins.
You are all well loved.
Love,
Katrina Sharp
Katrina and Mark Sharp <sharps@gvea.net>
Fairbanks, AK USA - Wednesday, August 11, 2004 4:49 PM CDT

Ken, Kelsey, & Hayden,

We are saddened to hear of your loss. Our deepest sympathies to you and your family.

Love,

Jim & Elise Zanotti
Jim & Elise Zanotti <errandz@sprintmail.com>
Redwood City, CA USA - Wednesday, August 11, 2004 1:38 PM CDT

You are an amazingly brave man Ken Kerner! You and Mendy were VERY lucky to have each other.
Luv,
~Dar~

Dar <dar31@aol.com>
Fairfield, CA usa - Wednesday, August 11, 2004 12:21 AM CDT

Dear Ken,
Just checking in to let you know I am sending you and the children - as well as your entire extended family a big hug. I can still see Melinda driving off her in convertible and smiling as she headed to Oregon! Her life has been a blessing for everyone. You are all so special. I'll keep in touch. Hugs,
Barbara
Barbara Heathcote <bheath@nc.rr.com>
Raleigh, NC - Wednesday, August 11, 2004 11:17 AM CDT

Dear Ken,

You are a true inspiration of spirit. Mendy would be so proud of your strength and courage - she too was full of inspiration, strength and courage. As you said a "hero". I continue to keep Melinda, you and your children in my thoughts and prayers. May God Bless your family.
Angela - CML Listmate <johnang@patmedia.net>
Somerset, NJ - Wednesday, August 11, 2004 10:05 AM CDT

Dear Ken and family,
We send our loving thoughts and prayers to you all.
Dana and John Bonistalli
Ellicott City, MD USA - Wednesday, August 11, 2004 8:31 AM CDT

Dear Ken and family, I'm so sorry to hear of your loss. It sounds like Melinda was such a wonderful person. My prayers will be with you asking God to comfort you today and always. Thank God for memories.
Marion Stapelfeld (Moe) <poolpupy@yahoo.com>
Ryegate, VT Caledonia - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 5:08 PM CDT

Dearest Ken & Precious Family
Melinda will forever be in our hearts. Your CML Family's heart is broken but we know the Lord is smiling with her at his side. You will all continue to be in my prayers.
Sending love,
Barb Heathcote
Barbara Heathcote <bheath@nc.rr.com>
Raleigh, NC - Monday, August 9, 2004 8:14 PM CDT

Mendy will forever be a part of the Fairfield-Suisun Adult School spirit. We feel your loss, but know that she is now in peace.
Vickie Good
Fairfield, CA USA - Monday, August 9, 2004 6:07 PM CDT

Dear Ken, Kelsey and Hayden,
My heart is broken for your loss. She was such a fighter, I pray to God to comfort you and give you strength. Thank you for sharing her caringbridge site with us.
God Bless you all.
Jeannine Crabtree <jcrabtree@ccenviroklean.com>
Kansas City, MO USA - Monday, August 9, 2004 2:57 PM CDT

Dear Ken,Kelsey,Hayden and family,

I am so very sorry for your loss. I hurt with you! SHE WILL ALWAYS LIVE ON WITHIN YOU... She is now in a better place and in peace. I recall everyday the conversation I had with my step-son Jason, as he was in pain and I told him it was OK to go to heaven... It is the hardest thing I have ever done, and somehow it was the right thing to do. I know they are OUR CML angels now...
I send you love, peace and prayers.
Maleta Snell <MSNell4325@aol.com>
Cicero, NY - Monday, August 9, 2004 1:49 PM CDT

to melinda's family......... i am so sorry that melinda suffered so many setbacks after her BMT. she was obviously a fighter and must have tried very hard to stay with you all. i am sure some of her bravery will have transfered to you, those that loved her. i am sorry for your loss and the deep hurt you must be feeling now. i am sure she will never leave you.
sending my condolences from UK.
sandy
sandy craine <sandr1ne@aol.com>
london , UK - Monday, August 9, 2004 1:04 PM CDT

We can't begin to tell you and your family how sorry we were to get the news about Mendy. What a fighter! We're here for you if you need anything.
June and Rick <june@gatewayrealty.com>
Fairfield, CA USA - Monday, August 9, 2004 10:58 AM CDT

To ken and kids, please accept my condolences for your loss. There are no words to say it adequately. I lost my Mom when I was young and now I am a Mom who is fighting, just like Mendy fought to be here for her children. She was a remarkable person and will be dearly missed.

love and hope, Susan King
Susan King <kinger824@cox.net>
South Windsor, CT - Monday, August 9, 2004 7:51 AM CDT

Ken, I am so sorry. Man - she fought the tough battle. There are not many of us that survive a MUD BMT but I am living on for all of the beautiful one that did not make it and I will not disapoint them. I will live my life to the fullest for all of our lost CMl'ers.
Please know I am praying for your family.
Ginger Jarnagin
Houston, TX USA - Monday, August 9, 2004 7:25 AM CDT

Dearest Kelsey & Hayden,
Your dad told me recently that you read all the postings on this site. I hope this is still true.
I know that you must be very sad right now, because I know how very sad I am. Because of this, I am not there with you right now, but I want you to know that you are in my thoughts at all times. And there are some other things I would also like you to know...
During the hundreds of hours I spent with your mom since the transplant, at least two hundred of them were ALL ABOUT YOU. She loved you both so very much! And the best thing about that is that, unlike our bodies, love goes on forever! So you see, you have the very best special guardian angel now, who will ALWAYS be with you.
Tonight as I sat on the deck and looked at the stars, a particularly bright one caught my eye. As I watched it twinkle, I thought about your mom. I pictured her smiling face and heard her laughter, and I did not feel as sad because I knew she was free from pain finally and lighting up heaven like she lit up our world with her brightness...
I, too, love you very much and will see you soon.
Sandee
Sandee Visintin <Visintin@comcast.net>
Discovery Bay, CA - Monday, August 9, 2004 4:13 AM CDT

Clyde and I are so very sorry for your loss. Melinda's family will be in our thoughts.
Carol & Clyde Furumoto <TIGERLVR15@AOL.COM>
La Palma, CA USA - Monday, August 9, 2004 0:17 AM CDT

So sorry to hear of your loss-my thoughts and prayers are with you all at this time. May you find much comfort in your closeness to our Lord and know that while we miss her, she rest in his arms. God Bless and comfort you! In his Love Dorothy--CML SINCE 2001
Dorothy Huffstetler <cfhdbhhuff@aol.com>
Kings Mountain, NC USA - Sunday, August 8, 2004 10:42 PM CDT

I AM SO SORRY, IT HAS TO BE SO HARD ON YOU FESTER AND ON ALL OF HER FAMILY.
I HAD A CARD AND ANGEL SITTING HERE WAITING TO SEND TO HER, BUT NOW SHE IS ALL OF YOUR ANGEL, AND SHE WILL HELP YOU GET THROUGH THE DAYS AHEAD! PRAYERS FOR ALL OF YOU, NORMA
NORMA BIDELMAN <T2BIDELMAN@AOL.COM>
MONTGOMERY, IL USA - Sunday, August 8, 2004 10:34 PM CDT

Hi Ken, Kelsey and Hayden - just to let you know I'm thinking about you and praying for you. Please take care. Lots of love and hugs,
Judy <leukie2002@yahoo.ca>
Calgary, Alberta Canada - Sunday, August 8, 2004 10:10 PM CDT

I'm so saddened by the loss of such a brave warrior! I myself am getting ready to undergo a MUD transplant at Karmanos in Detroit, Michigan this Fall. I only hope that I can venture into this journey with the humor and positivity that Mendy did! God bless you and your family.
www.caringbridge.org/mi/gloriadunford
Gloria Dunford <Big_Gee_64@yahoo.com>
Westland, MI United States - Sunday, August 8, 2004 10:08 PM CDT

I am very sorry for your loss. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.
Kammie Scott (CML list) <ks_ml@yahoo.com>
Phila, PA - Sunday, August 8, 2004 8:40 PM CDT

I am very sorry for your loss. My prayers are with you.
Fred Jung <fred@cyberpooch.com>
cazenovia, ny usa - Sunday, August 8, 2004 6:52 PM CDT

Ken, Kelsey and Hayden, Words cannot express my sadness. Mendy was such a special person to me and to so many others; she will be missed tremendously. God works in mysterious ways and He will be with you to give you the courage you and your children and your family need during these very difficult times. You remain in our prayers. God bless you. Love, Tina and Charlie
Tina Roberts <chasntina2@cs.com>
Westminster, CO USA - Sunday, August 8, 2004 5:35 PM CDT

Ken and Family,
I am so sorry for your loss and saddened to hear about another one of our "warriors" losing her battle. Your Mindy has joined my Jason, and many others of our CML clan, and we have the absolute best team of angels looking out for us. Ken, if ever you need someone to talk to, I am here and willing to listen. Hold your kids tight and know that you are surrounded by so many (even strangers) who care. God Bless you Mindy... you gave me such strength when I first joined the CML list and during Jason's transplant. You are a true Warrior and will be greatly missed by so many.
Love,
Rebecca McEntire <reba1717@yahoo.com>
Lodi, CA 95240 - Sunday, August 8, 2004 5:17 PM CDT

So sorry.
Annette & Trickie Turtle
Annette Constable <elizabeth.constable@ntlworld.com>
Dorking, Surrey England - Sunday, August 8, 2004 5:02 PM CDT

Our deepest sympathy to Mendy's family. We followed her brave fight through her in-laws, Mory and Sue. Our prayers and thoughts are especially with Ken and her children.
Zana and Jim Tarpey <jztarpey@msn.com>
Moose, Wy USA - Sunday, August 8, 2004 4:45 PM CDT

My deepest sympathies to you. I am saddened by the news. God Bless.

Love, Genie (CML list)
Genie Boutchia <gboutchia@adelphia.net>
Plymouth, MA - Sunday, August 8, 2004 1:19 PM CDT

I am praying for your family.
Tony Tiemann (Quest-PCC)
Suisun, Ca USA - Sunday, August 8, 2004 11:24 AM CDT

Dear Fester,
I am so, so very sorry about Mendy's passing.
You and your family will remain in my prayers,
asking God to comfort you all in your grief.
Love, sympathy and faith,
A cml friend,
Tina <tinasierra@marykay.com>
Prospect, CT USA - Sunday, August 8, 2004 11:03 AM CDT

Dear Ken & family,

Please accept my deepest sympathies at this time. I am so sorry for the loss of your beloved Mendy.

love,
Kathy

Kathy <kathydf47@yahoo.com>
Cataumet, MA USA - Sunday, August 8, 2004 10:13 AM CDT

Ken,
May God be closer to you than ever before, and give you strength for your children.

Kathy - cml list <dantzigr@aol.com>
somers, ct usa - Sunday, August 8, 2004 9:29 AM CDT

Dear Ken And Family,

My deepest condolences at your loss. Mendy will be much remembered, loved and missed by the whole CML community. Take care.

Healing wishes,
Roy , Asian CML Support Group <rhugh@singnet.com.sg>
- Sunday, August 8, 2004 9:19 AM CDT

Dear Ken and family, I'm so very sorry to hear that Mendy is gone. My prayers will be with you as you go through this time.
Anita Rowland <arowland29@hotmail.com>
Orangeville, ON Canada - Sunday, August 8, 2004 9:13 AM CDT

Dear Ken,
My condolences for you loss. It is a tough time for you and the children. My thoughts are with you all
Love
Sandra
Sandra Landels <sandra.landels@ntlworld.com>
Cambridge, UK - Sunday, August 8, 2004 8:12 AM CDT

Dear Ken and family,

I extend my deepest sympathy to you in your time of loss. Melinda wrote to me shortly after I was diagnosed with CML in 2000; at the time, her compassion, generosity, and warmth lifted my spirit significantly. Her courage and wonderful contribution to all who knew her, will always be remembered.

In June 2000, Melinda wrote, "While I don't
think that anyone can "cure" CML by attending to their emotional and
spiritual needs, I do think that focusing on those needs can alter
the course of the disease. It can change the way you live. It can
give you hope. It can enormously increase the quality of your life.
These are the outcomes that are behind statements you hear from
cancer patients that "cancer is the best thing that could have
happened to me." No one wants the disease, but if you find ways to
use it to improve your life, it truly can be a blessing."

With sincere condolences,
Cindy Louey
Cindy Louey <cindylouey@hotmail.com>
Melbourne, VIC Australia - Sunday, August 8, 2004 6:14 AM CDT

Michaelangelo, may you be in peace. I pray that your soul rises up to heaven quickly, and looks down upon other turtles of the dreaded disease. You will be missed. May God be with your family and give them support.
Shelley Orenstein - CML group <ornurse954@yahoo.com>
Boca Raton, fl USA - Sunday, August 8, 2004 5:41 AM CDT

May your love and incredible strength bring a peace and comfort that cushions your grief. I am so sorry for your loss.
Thank you, Mory and Sue for letting me know.....
and Thank You, Mendy, for the beautiful 'turtle' reminder..... and for your radiant spirit that will echo through us all.
Valerie Daley <i_fifth@hotmail.com>
Ventura, CA - Sunday, August 8, 2004 1:33 AM CDT

I know Melinda for a long time. I was staying in Oregon in 2000 and Dr. Druker treated me on the experimental program for patients whose CML was escalating. she always tried to help others. My husband and I wish you long life and may Melinda rest in peace. Dorothea Goldstein
Dorothea Goldstein <Dot22@netvision.net.il>
Netanya, Israel - Saturday, August 7, 2004 10:43 PM CDT

Dear Ken and Family,
The Maui Turtle is shedding tears for Michaelangelo Turtle. Mendy was a very special lady and I was honored to have her as my lit'l birthday sis. I met Mendy when she traveled north to spend 2 months at OHSU for her STI trial. Mendy had never had a convertible, so she got herself a 2nd hand one for this adventure and off she went, willing to do anything to be well and have a long life with her beloved husband and children. Mendy also understood that some things were beyond her control, and she would say...'what is, is'. Mendy, you are now a Heavenly Turtle....I know you will watch over your family and your CML friends and that you are at peace.

My deepest sympathy to Ken and the children and Mendy's family for your loss.
Much love, Maui Nanc

Nancy Cogan <ncogan@uoregon.edu >
- Saturday, August 7, 2004 10:42 PM CDT

Dear Ken and Family,

My deepest condolences on your loss. May you have strength to go through this difficult time and Melinda's memories will always be with you.

Melinda will be very missed in the CML community. A light has gone out. She and I corresponded privately and I connected her with others who had her type of disease. She helped them with her compassion and kindness. To me, she was a hero and always will be. She dealt with her disease with humor, something few people can do.

Goodbye, Michaelangelo Turtle and I know you will be watching over all the CML turtles and seeing them to the finish line.

Love,
Anjana
Asian Group
International Group
Anjana <anjana@pacific.net.sg>
- Saturday, August 7, 2004 9:28 PM CDT

I offer my heaartfelt condolences at your loss. Melinda helped me out with information at a time when she found me "drowning" on line and she helped out with an instant AOL message. I'll never forget her for that.

Warmly,
Susan Loewenkamp
Susan Loewenkamp <loewen1@earthlink.net>
Falls Church, VA USA - Saturday, August 7, 2004 9:10 PM CDT

So sorry to read of your loss. It is so heart wrenching when a fellow CMLer loses the battle. From all I have read she had quite a struggle and put up a good fight. You can be very proud of her. Please accept my condolences and may God bless you and your family during this difficult time.
Sara Sessions <smsessions@hotmail.com>
Mondovi, WI USA - Saturday, August 7, 2004 9:08 PM CDT

Our condolences to the Kerner family. Melinda was a very special person who brought sunshine into many lives. We did not know her personally, but through the CML support group. God will take care of you, Ken, and your family. Your precious memories of Melinda will keep you warm and safe in the days and years to come.

Nancy and Bob Wilhelm <bnw81@iwvisp.com>
Inyokern, CA USA - Saturday, August 7, 2004 7:56 PM CDT

Dear Ken and Family,

I am so sorry to hear about Mendy's passing. She was a true inspiration, a brave CML warrior. May God bless Mendy and her family. Keeping all of you in my thoughts and prayers.
With deepest sympathy, Angela CML listmate <johnang@patmedia.net>
Somerset, NJ - Saturday, August 7, 2004 7:52 PM CDT

Dear Ken, Mory, Sue and Family;

We send you our condolences on the loss of Melinda.
Joe & Emily Farrah <JoeFarrah@aol.com>
Millbrae, CA USA - Saturday, August 7, 2004 7:45 PM CDT

Dear Ken and Family:
Oh, I was so sad to hear of Mendy's passing. I had so hoped that everything would turn out alright. Please accept my deepest condolences. May you remember all the good times with Mendy and may it give you peace.
Margot <redbudln@cox.net>
Wichita, KS USA - Saturday, August 7, 2004 7:29 PM CDT

Dear Ken,
You have my deepest sympathy. I underwent a BMT in January 2003. Mendy had contacted me before she went into the hospital. She knew the risks and was willing to fight for life. The decision is such a hard and personal one. No one can make it for you. She fought a courageous battle. I am so sorry for your loss. You and your family are in my prayers.
Rebecca in STL <rschneid54@aol.com>
St. Louis, MO USA - Saturday, August 7, 2004 7:02 PM CDT

Dear Ken,

I am so sorry to hear that your dear wife has passed on. I too lost my husband this past April to acute GVH after his marrow transplant. My heart aches for you and your children. I have two little boys to raise now on my own, but I continue to remain strong and hold my head high. My husband would have wanted us to go on and enjoy each day.... so that is what we do. If you want my site address, just email me personally. I'd be happy to correspond as well. Many prayers for strength and comfort during this difficult time. Remember, you are never alone and Melinda will always be with you.
Janine <janinecockrell@yahoo.com>
New Berlin, WI - Saturday, August 7, 2004 6:35 PM CDT

I have followed Melinda's story from this site. I am so sorry to read of her death and wish to pass on my sincere condolences to her husband and family
Judy Telford <judy_telford@yahoo.com.au>
Melbourne, Vic Australia - Saturday, August 7, 2004 5:42 PM CDT

My family and I would like to offer our deepest sympathy to the Kerner family. Mendy left a mark on each and every person she came in contact with in her lifetime. I will never forget a field trip in which Mendy rode with me in my car. We had a long talk about her illness and her outlook on life. I will never forget that conversation and the impact it had on me. Mendy was also there to help my son out in a difficult situation at the end of his 8th grade year at Suisun Valley. She made what could have been an unhappy ending to his 9 years at the school a happy ending. I would like to thank her from the bottom of my heart for that and I will be forever grateful to her. Mendy, we will miss you and may you rest in peace.
With Love,
Ron, Janet, Todd, Nick, Ryan, and Matt Lanza
Janet Lanza <RonLanza@aol.com>
Suisun Valley, CA USA - Saturday, August 7, 2004 4:52 PM CDT

Dear Ken and children:
I am sending you love and prayers---from another member of the CML community. Your web page has been so inspirational --you were able to laugh and love through your whole battle.
Gail Kroeger
wife of Doug Kroeger (1952-2002)
Gail Kroeger <dkroeger1@aol.com>
Basking RIdge , NJ - Saturday, August 7, 2004 4:48 PM CDT

Ken and family,
I am so sorry for your loss. You all fought a long hard battle, my thoughts and prayers are with you during this difficult time. Mendys' love will shine down on each of you and keep you safe and warm. Mendy will stay in our hearts forever.
Amy B <aimesc31@yahoo.com>
Lubbock, Tx - Saturday, August 7, 2004 3:13 PM CDT

I sorry for your loss. May God give you peace in the days to come.
Tracy <ltnewf@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, August 7, 2004 3:08 PM CDT

My Dear Ken,

Jim & I want you to know that you and your family are in our prayers and wish you strength and courage through this very sad time. We will all miss Mendy, her strength and her courage. She's in God's hands now surrounded by love, light, and no more suffering. What a wonderful Angel to watch over us. Please take care.

Love, Jim & Debbie Zanotti

Jim & Debbe Zanotti <errandz@sprintmail.com>
Redwood City, Ca USA - Saturday, August 7, 2004 2:53 PM CDT

Terribly sorry to hear of your loss. Our thoughts and prayers are with you.Our love to all of you. Judy and Al Evans
Judy and Al Evans <evqual@aol.com>
Saratoga, CA USA - Saturday, August 7, 2004 2:46 PM CDT

Dear Ken and family. It is with tears in my eyes as I write this note. I know Melinda is in a good place, out of pain, but I am sad to the core at her passing. I feel I've lost a great friend whose inspiration, humor, dignity and love for all, was an example for all of us. She affected so many people in her life. What a woman she was. My heart aches for your family. God has plans for Mendy and I now count her as one of my many angels., and believe me I think we all need as many angels as we can get. Lots of love, prayers, healing thoughts and hugs . Mendy is Earth's loss but Heaven's gain.
Judy Prusky <leukie2002@yahoo.ca>
Calgary, AB Canada - Saturday, August 7, 2004 2:33 PM CDT

We have prayed and thought about Mendy for over a year now, every since we heard of her illness and brave struggle and fight.
Through this web site, we have kept tabs on the family, and once in a while touching base with my fellow co-worker, Tammy E. We are continuing to pray for the family especially ferverently now as Mendy has gone to be with Jesus. We have lost those close to us and know the heardache and sorrow that follows in the months ahead. For Mendy we are happy that she is in a better place and with God in His kindom. We will continue to be in touch through Tammy to keep up with the family's prayer requests.
Lynnette & Jim Gamenara (Walker Comm, Inc.)
Folsom, CA USA - Saturday, August 7, 2004 2:27 PM CDT

Mendy has and always will be one of my inspirations in life. She has taught me to stand up tall and fight for what I truly believe in. She has taught me how to love myself as a woman even if I see flaws. The greatest thing Mendy has ever taught me was to live every moment to its fullest no matter what obstacles are in the way. Every time I ever saw Mendy she had this glow about her. She always had that sparkly smile on her face and make up or not she was always gorgeous. She has a way of making a bright side out of any sucky day. I always knew she was there for me whenever I needed to talk. We would talk about boys, clothes, gossip, fears, hopes, dreams and everything in between. To me she is a friend, a teacher, a mentor, and a piece of me that will never be forgotten. I love her and her family greatly. I wish you all peace and comfort.

Love, Rachael xoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Rachael McAfee <strawberryrayggrl@aol.com>
- Saturday, August 7, 2004 2:20 PM CDT

Dearest Ken and Family - Mendy is on a new journey and I know she will always be with each of you - every day. She truly touched her entire CML Family with her courage, her love of life and her spirit. I will continue to pray for the Lord's embracing peace and comfort to carry you through the coming days. Mendy IS healed. She is whole and in His loving arms.
Love to all of you,
Barbara Heathcote & Family

Barbara Heathcote <bheath@nc.rr.com>
Raleigh, NC - Saturday, August 7, 2004 2:14 PM CDT

Ken...
I've been following Mendy's transplant journey through this site. I was diagnosed with CML in November 03' and am getting ready to have a MUD transplant at Karmanos in Detroit Michigan this Fall. I hope to carry myself through the process with as much strength, courage and dignity as Mendy did. God Bless you and your family for your loss. With love Gloria
Gloria Dunford <Big_Gee_64@yahoo.com>
Westland, MI United States - Saturday, August 7, 2004 1:55 PM CDT

Hi, im very sorry to hear about mrs.mendy's death. I do not know her, but i have heard absolutely great things about her, she seemed like a very nice lady. My friend Hannah told me about her and how she would go to her house all the time and how Mrs.Mendy was like a second mom, thats very nice. Hannah yesterday was rambling on about her and what a great person she was and how she was worried about the death and she was verrrryyy concerned. Now that i read that there was a death, it brings chills to my spine and goosebumps and tears to my eyes. Its not fair such a greatly talked about person had to pass. God bless you and help you through this.
Lauren Z <ziadancer90@yahoo.com>
RC, SD USA - Saturday, August 7, 2004 1:51 PM CDT

Mendy was a shining ray of light to all who knew her!!! She will be greatly missed. Our thoughts & prayers are with all of you at this difficult time. She ALWAYS made me smile!
Sincerely,
Dar, Doug, Josh & Nick White

White Family <dar31@aol.com>
Fairfield, CA USA - Saturday, August 7, 2004 1:39 PM CDT

Dear Ken and family,

Our hearts ache for you with the loss of Mendy. She brought such depth and humor to so many. She will always be in our hearts and memories, and I know she was an incredibly important part of her students' lives. What an awesome wife and mother she must have been! We are so sorry, and know that Mendy is still with you all as she rests in her new home, free at last. We will always remember and be grateful for her.
Rob and Kelly <kharless@cox.net>
Solana Beach, CA USA - Saturday, August 7, 2004 1:24 PM CDT

Dear Ken and Family,
I got to know Mendy thru personal emails and the support group.
She had a beautiful sense of humor and was always very optimistic.
She will be surely missed.
Please accept my sincere and heartfelt condolences.
Tracey
Tracey van Houwelingen <houwling@xs4all.nl>
Leiderdorp, The Netherlands - Saturday, August 7, 2004 1:08 PM CDT

Dear Ken and family,

My deepest sympathy to you on the loss of your beloved wife and your children's mother. Mendy was an incredibly giving, intelligent and thoughtful member of the CML support group. She was one of the first to respond to me with kindness and support when I was diagnosed three and a half years ago. I loved her wit and her spirit.

I also believe that there is a special place in God's heart for people like Melinda.

Sending you sincere wishes for peace and comfort. With love,
Kristin Lieberman- CML list <kisocean@earthlink.net>
San Marino, CA - Saturday, August 7, 2004 12:55 AM CDT

There is great sadness because of Melinda's death. I met her in Portland in 2000 and I did keep in touch with her. She was a very attractive and gracious young woman with so much to live for. Ken, may you and your children go forward with good memories of Mendy. love Mary Jean Hodor
Mary Jean Hodor <mjhodor@aol.com>
San Antonio, tx us - Saturday, August 7, 2004 12:48 AM CDT

I wanted to offer my condolences to Melinda's family. You will be in our thoughts and prayers.
Rob <rob@rwneill.com>
CML Support Group, - Saturday, August 7, 2004 12:22 AM CDT

Dear Fester,
You and Mendy have taught us so much. I can virtually hear Angels welcome Mendy into God's Kingdom and though it is hard to say goodbye, Mendy is at peace and in Union with God now.
I pray that you, the kids and all who loved Mendy move through their grief with ease and Grace.
I will keep to the way of the turtle.
Much love,
Christine
The East Coast Turtle
Christine <saomiguel@hfx.eastlink.ca>
- Saturday, August 7, 2004 11:56 AM CDT

Dear Melinda & family,
I am praying hard that Melinda will be healed from
this set back and that God will give you all the strength
mercy, and grace that you need.
A CML Friend,

Tina <tinasierra@marykay.com>
Prospect, CT USA - Saturday, August 7, 2004 10:59 AM CDT

sending my own strong (post transplant) energy for melinda to get through this great difficulty. i wish you and your family continued strength.
sandy
sandy craine <sandr1ne@aol.com>
london, UK - Saturday, August 7, 2004 4:42 AM CDT

i dont believe in god. i dont believe in prayers. i dont believe in america. but i want you to get better. i want you to get up and breath on your own. i want you to grow back your hair and look like always. i can only hope. i can only wish, and i know none of it may be able to achieve anything. but i will hope for better days, and i will wish you wellness.
secret admirer <ajgf@kdfas.com>
NYC, NY USA - Friday, August 6, 2004 11:37 PM CDT

Dear Melinda, I wish you could see all of the love and energy being sent your way. I pray you gain strength daily by the outpouring of love and sympathy in your honor, because you are such a deserving person to receive this grace. Your wellness means a lot to all of us. We pray our pleas are heard in your behalf.
Lottie Duthu <lottied2@sw.rr.com>
Houma, LA USA - Friday, August 6, 2004 9:14 PM CDT

Dearest Melinda and Ken,
I am sitting here praying for Mendy's total healing and we continue to lift her up to the Lord in prayer - as well as you, the children and your entire family.

A favorite verse that comes to mind from Isaiah 40:11 "He shall feed His flock like a shepherd. He shall gather the lambs with His arms, and carry them . . ." Ken, I know the Lord will carry Mendy through this difficult time. You are all SO very loved. And we continue to pray and hope you can feel the love that surrounds you at this time
Love,
Barb
Barbara Heathcote <bheath@nc.rr.com>
Raleigh, NC - Friday, August 6, 2004 8:09 PM CDT

Ken, It's amazing what you have been through. Charlie and I pray for you - for strength, for encouragement, for faith and for hope. You have so many friends and family behind you and Mendy. I miss seeing Kelsey every week; please give her a big hug and kiss for me. Please tell Mendy that although we've moved from California, she is still as close in our hearts as she ever was! Lots of love, Tina and Charlie
Tina Roberts <chasntina2@cs.com>
Westminster, CO USA - Friday, August 6, 2004 6:44 PM CDT

DEAR FESTER, THIS HAS TO BE SO HARD ON YOU AND THE KIDS.
PLEASE KNOW THAT WE ARE SENDING THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS FOR MENDY. PRAYING SHE WILL OVERCOME THIS SETBACK ALSO!
SENDING PRAYERS AND HUGS FOR YOU ALSO, NORMA
NORMA BIDELMAN <T2BIDELMAN@AOL.COM>
MONTGOMERY, IL. USA - Friday, August 6, 2004 6:26 PM CDT

Hey Kerner Clan, we continue to pray and think positive thoughts for you. You are all so strong and brave. May the lord bless you and make you whole. May you find comfort in his love and in the love of those around you. We are all praying for your entire family. May God bless you.
The Rosenthal's <jandkrose@sbcglobal.net>
FF, Ca USA - Friday, August 6, 2004 4:15 PM CDT

Dearest Melinda and Ken, thank goodness you have someone to hold you while Mendy is unable to. Everyone needs someone to lend a helping hand and arms at times like these. I've sent my army of angels to help Mendy get over this setback. They have said they will do their level best to improve the situation. Please know that I am thinking about you, praying for all of you and sending healing thoughts and love your way
Judy <leukie2002@yahoo.ca>
Calgary, Alberta Canada - Friday, August 6, 2004 2:59 PM CDT

Mendy and Fester:
I will pray extra hard that a turn for the better will come about soon.
Sincerest thoughts to both of you.
Margot <redbudln@cox.net>
Wichita, KS USA - Friday, August 6, 2004 1:56 PM CDT

Hang in there Fester,
I am so glad you had big shoulders to cry on when you needed to. We are praying and are lighting candles for Mendy.
Peace and love,
Christine
The East Coast Turtle
Christine <saomiguel@hfx.eastlink.ca>
- Friday, August 6, 2004 1:42 PM CDT

Ken, Mendy and family,
Your strength has been incredible and I'm wishing you happier times. You have a million prayers out there going your way.
June <june@gatewayrealty.com>
Fairfield, CA USA - Friday, August 6, 2004 1:28 PM CDT

Prayers are coming your way from Ohio, may God be with you, Sandy
sandy
cincinnati, oh usa - Friday, August 6, 2004 12:28 AM CDT

Dear Melinda and Ken,

Our thoughts and prayers continue to go strong for Melinda's recovery and for your strength, courage and peace as you forge ahead. I can't tell you how much we hope and pray that Melinda and your family will pull through this.
Rob and Kelly <kharless@cox.net>
Solana Beach, CA USA - Friday, August 6, 2004 11:51 AM CDT

We hope that you are once again whole and hearty. Our prayers are with you.

George & Tanya Metaksa
Pahrump, NV
Tanya Metaksa <tmetaksa@air-internet.com>
Pahrump, NV USA - Friday, August 6, 2004 11:47 AM CDT

Dear Mendy,
The prayers are still coming to you strongly from southern California. You have helped me so much since my diagnosis in 2001. I have always felt a special kinship to you as one Mom with CML to another. I pray that you will have special peace, love and support through this battle. And that you will know with clarity in your heart how much you have given to others. I pray that all you have given will come back to you and yours now. With love,
Kristin Lieberman- CML list <kisocean@earthlink.net>
San Marino, CA - Friday, August 6, 2004 11:37 AM CDT

Melinda, I have had you in my thoughts and prayers for a long, long time. I pray each day that I hear from you, and finally got word on list. I am sending you lots of love and hope you know that there are many, many people from the CML list that love you and care about you. - Lynne Andrews
Lynne Andrews <Moonqn1@aol.com>
Spencer, MA US - Friday, August 6, 2004 11:26 AM CDT

I am praying very hard for you - may God grant you peace and grace in this very difficult time.
Sadhana <sravani@margolisedelstein.com>
Philadephia, PA USA - Friday, August 6, 2004 10:33 AM CDT

Dear Michaelangelo Turtle,

Please hang in there, we are all praying very hard for you in the CML community. Please be well. You are such an amazingly kind, compassionate and humorous person, we would be lost without you.

Ken, your wife is such a beautiful person, we love her very much. As one caregiver to another, hang in there, my friend. We understand and feel for you.

Praying so very hard.

Love,
Anjana
Anjana <anjana@pacific.net.sg>
Singapore, - Friday, August 6, 2004 10:25 AM CDT

Dear Melinda,

I am keeping my fingers crossed and praying very hard for you to come through this. Hang in there, brave warrior!

Healing wishes,

Roy <rhugh@singnet.com.sg>
Singapore - Friday, August 6, 2004 10:12 AM CDT

Healing thoughts and special prayers for you Mendy and your family. Blessed be!
Amy <aimesc31@yahoo.com>
Lubbock, TX - Friday, August 6, 2004 9:25 AM CDT

The prayers are still coming strong from Connecticut.
love, susan
Susan King <kinger824@cox.net>
S.Windsor, CT - Friday, August 6, 2004 8:47 AM CDT

I just want ya'll to know that I continue to pray for your family's stregnth and I continue to pray for Melinda.
Ginger Jarnagin
Houston, TX USA - Friday, August 6, 2004 8:45 AM CDT

Mendy: I pray for your full and complete recovery. Our thoughts are with you.
Cliff Layman
Raleigh, NC USA - Friday, August 6, 2004 7:43 AM CDT

Dear Lord:

Help this beautiful person to live. Give her and her family strength at this most difficult time. love Mary Jean Hodor
Mary Jean Hodor <mjhodor@aol.com>
San Antonio, tx USA - Friday, August 6, 2004 5:56 AM CDT

Melinda,
Clyde and I send our healing thoughts to you. You can climb another bump in the road. We are pulling for you.
Carol & Clyde Furumoto-Dx 9/99 <TIGERLVR15@AOL.COM>
La Palma, CA USA - Friday, August 6, 2004 1:31 AM CDT

Dear Ken,

As a fellow caregiver, my heart is with you as you try to stay strong for Mendy and your family. You have all been through so much, and we hope and pray that hope remains, that Melinda remains comfortable, and that this is resolved fully.
Rob and Kelly <kharless@cox.net>
Solana Beach, CA USA - Friday, August 6, 2004 0:50 AM CDT

Dearest Melinda,
You are a real trooper, and your photographs are awesome! What a beautiful family!!
Hang in there and come back to the Asian Yahoo Group real soon. We miss you!!!
All of my love,
Linda in Ca
linda in Ca <lindabones9@yahoo.com>
palm springs, ca usa - Thursday, August 5, 2004 10:02 PM CDT

Hi there Michaelangelo sis

This is Raphael checking up on you... Hang in there... will be praying that you get to surmount this new bump on the road.

Cheers
Eva in Manila (Raphael Ninja before)
Eva <asiancmlersdiscuss@yahoo.com>
Philippines - Thursday, August 5, 2004 9:31 PM CDT

Dear Melinda,
Sending prayers and hope across the net to you and Ken. You were so kind and knowledgeable to answer my questions on the CML list (I, too, am BCR ABLS Positive, PH negative).
Kathy Brown <dantzigr@aol.com>
Somers, CT USA - Thursday, August 5, 2004 8:54 PM CDT

Dear Melinda - Thinking of you and praying that you are feeling better soon! You are a brave CML warrior and your CML Family loves you very much. Ken, you are in my thoughts as well as I know you are taking great care of Mendy! We'll keep those prayers coming your way!
Love, Barb
Barbara Heathcote <bheath@nc.rr.com>
Raleigh, NC - Thursday, August 5, 2004 8:31 PM CDT

Dear Mendy,

"I will write peace on your wings and you will fly all over the world." Sadako Sasaki

And this is just what you are doing with this beautiful web site. Thank you Mendy for your inner beauty and for sharing some of your most difficult moments. I'll pray for God to put a smile on the turtle, then we'll all know that God's healing hand has made you well.

God Bless you
Delree
Delree Todd <kitchfo@earthlink.net>
Oxnard, CA USA - Thursday, August 5, 2004 8:21 PM CDT

Melinda, I'm waving my magic wand back and forth chanting, "double pneumonia be gone". I hope you had a much better day today and things are looking much brighter. Continued prayers, love, hugs and healing thoughts, Judy
Judy P. <leukie2002@yahoo.ca>
Calgary, Alberta Canada - Thursday, August 5, 2004 5:48 PM CDT

Dear Mendy and Ken,

Sending you peace love and strength in this moment and every day.
Kristin Lieberman- CML list <kisocean@earthlink.net>
- Thursday, August 5, 2004 4:36 PM CDT

thank-you for sharing your life for us that are just starting up this road and Sergio(cml) and I will keep you and your family in our prayer
maggie garcia <oceanside69@yahoo.com>
whittier, ca u.s.a. - Thursday, August 5, 2004 4:36 PM CDT

Dear mendy and Ken,

Sending you strength, hope and love in this moment and every day.
Kristin Lieberman- CML list <kisocean@earthlink.net>
- Thursday, August 5, 2004 4:35 PM CDT

Dear Mendy and Ken, We are sending prayers from the East Coast for a speedy recovery. Thinking of you every day.

Ellen Somerville
- Thursday, August 5, 2004 3:34 PM CDT

Dear Melinda and Ken,
My thoughts are with you both at this time. Very best wishes and love
Sandra Landels
sandra.landels@ntlworld.com
Sandra Landels <sandra.landels@ntlworld.com>
Cambridge, UK - Thursday, August 5, 2004 3:06 PM CDT

Dear Mendy and Ken,
We are praying for you and value all the wisdom and courage you have shared with us.
Peace and Love to you,
Christine
dx 11/98
Christine <saomiguel@hfx.eastlink.ca>
- Thursday, August 5, 2004 2:45 PM CDT

Dear Melinda,
Sending thoughts, prayers and healing wishes your way.
Blessings to you and your family.
Angela - CML Listmate <johnang@patmedia.net>
Somerset, NJ - Thursday, August 5, 2004 2:42 PM CDT

Dear Ken and Mendy,
Sending you warm, positive, healing energy from Alaska. Hang on tight, Mendy. Kick some Butt! Cowabunga!!! We're praying for your speedy recovery.
Love and Hugs,
Katrina
Katrina and Mark Sharp <sharps@gvea.net>
Fairbanks, AK US - Thursday, August 5, 2004 2:28 PM CDT

Sending positive thoughts and prayers your way, Melinda.
Love, Genie (CML list)
Genie <gboutchia@adelphia.net>
- Thursday, August 5, 2004 1:02 PM CDT

Sending you warm healing thoughts and prayers for a speedy recovery.

Love,

Cheryl-Anne Simoneau <cheryl.simoneau@medsummit.com>
Montreal, Quebec Canada - Thursday, August 5, 2004 12:49 AM CDT

Ken,
I just heard about Mendy. If you need anything, call
me...408-365-3911
I'm praying with you...
Diane (yours and mendys nurse)
Diane Frosen <mdfrosen@yahoo.com>
San Jose, CA USA - Thursday, August 5, 2004 12:40 AM CDT

I hope you will soon be much better.
Rob
CML Support Group, - Thursday, August 5, 2004 12:25 AM CDT

Dear Ken,
Please tell Mendy that she and you and your children are surrounded by prayers for her healing....but I think she already knows that. She is such a special, giving, caring soul.....and I hope that good things will happen for her, with signs of recovery soon. Hang in their Michaelangelo Turtle!
Sending lots of love to you and your family,
Maui Nanc
Nancy C. <ncogan@uoregon.edu >
- Thursday, August 5, 2004 12:13 AM CDT

Dear Melinda and Ken,

Our prayers and best wishes are being sent more fervently than ever! We hope and pray for a full recovery for Melinda. Her spirit, strength and faith will help see her through this.
Rob and Kelly <kharless@cox.net>
Solana Beach, CA USA - Thursday, August 5, 2004 11:39 AM CDT

Hi Melinda and Ken. Mendy, as always you are in my prayers but I've sent out many, many more since reading your most recent post, As always, in the midst of some extremely stressful times you are thinking of others. To me that shows such an example of the type of people you are - loving, caring, empathetic and always looking on the bright side of things. Surely, all the prayers you are being bombarded with will get you back on the road to good health really soon. Prayers, healing thoughts, many, many hugs and love,
Judy <leukie2002@yahoo.ca>
Calgary, Alberta Canada - Thursday, August 5, 2004 10:49 AM CDT

Hello Melinda--a prayer for you from Canada and hoping for a quick recovery. All the best--our thoughts and prayers are with you.
Shalini
Toronto, Canada
Shalini
Toronto, Canada - Thursday, August 5, 2004 8:35 AM CDT

Mendy
I just finished a prayer for you and I will say many more for you and your family. God is with you. You are such a strong person and I am so proud of you. From one MUD to another, love you!!!
Ginger Jarnagin
Hosuton, TX USA - Thursday, August 5, 2004 8:23 AM CDT

Dear Melinda:
Just a quick note to let you know that I am thinking of you and sending best wishes for a speedy recovery to you.
Margot <redbudln@cox.net>
Wichita, KS USA - Thursday, August 5, 2004 8:04 AM CDT

Praying for a quick recovery, so the turtle can enjoy the view outside the hospital.

love andhope, Susan
Susan King <kinger824@cox.net>
South Windsor, CT - Thursday, August 5, 2004 8:04 AM CDT

dear melinda
as an old timer friends from the cml list i want to send you all my healing prayers and loving wishes to get well soooooooon. i am sure that your courage and sense of humor will help you get over the dificulties
love
giora
israel
giora sharf <giora1@inter.net.il>
natanya, israel - Thursday, August 5, 2004 4:15 AM CDT

Dearest Melinda,

You are in my thoughts and prayers. Hang in there and fight the pneumonia off, I know you can do it! Hoping to hear you are breathing on your own again. You are so full of courage and humor, dear Melinda, know that we, in the CML community, are all pulling for you! Best to you, Ken.

Love to Michaelangelo Turtle,
Anjana
Anjana <anjana@pacific.net.sg>
Singapore, - Thursday, August 5, 2004 2:32 AM CDT

Continued prayers for you ALL :)
Love, Barbara Kendall & family
Fairfield, CA USA - Wednesday, August 4, 2004 9:17 PM CDT

Praying for you and your family.
With love & prayers, Ronda & Richard Guffey <Fiverzoo@aol.com>
Fairfield, CA - Wednesday, August 4, 2004 8:06 PM CDT

Mendy,
Since we can't see you right now, we wanted to send you a note to say we love you and are praying for another miracle. God has the power to whip this pneumonia so you can breathe on your own again. We are praying God will continue to Bless Our Family with His healing touch on your body. Kelsey & Hayden are doing well and miss you and Ken tons. Hugs & Kisses

Brian & Tammy Evans
Brian & Tammy Evans <tamaraevans@comcast.net>
Fairfield, CA - Wednesday, August 4, 2004 6:33 PM CDT

Melinda,

Brian was in our Sacramento office this morning and he informed me on your latest adventures. I'm so so so sorry for your setback, but, as usual, you are putting up quite a fight. You are such a special person, Melinda. You have touched SO many people along your journey. I will send every ounce of healing energy and prayer that I have to you!!! I'LL KNOCK THOSE BAD VIRUS BUGGERS OUT OF YOUR PRECIOUS BODY RIGHT NOW!!! Darn them! They're not the boss of you! All of my love and prayer to you and your family. :D
Kristin Kay Smith <kristin.smith@lyonhomes.com>
Valley Springs, CA USA - Wednesday, August 4, 2004 12:42 AM CDT

Hi Mendy,
I am thinking of you everyday.....I am bouncing my healing wishes off the little stars above you. I am glad to hear your friends write that your fighting spirit in still intact. And what special notes from your loving daughter. You will be back in the groove soon!
love, Maui Nanc
Nancy C. <ncogan@uoregon.edu >
- Wednesday, August 4, 2004 2:25 AM CDT

DEAREST MENDY, I AM SO SO SORRY FOR ALL THE NEW PROBLEMS!
SOMEHOW IT JUST DOESN'T SEEM RIGHT TO HAVE ALL THIS HAPPENING TO SUCH A WONDERFUL,SWEET AND FUNNY CMLER!
HOPEFULLY YOU CAN KEEP YOUR SPIRITS HIGH, YOU HAVE PRAYERS COMING YOU WAY TO HELP! SENDING LOVE AND SUPPORT, NORMA
norma bidelman <t2bidelman@aol.com>
montgomery, IL USA - Tuesday, August 3, 2004 11:31 PM CDT

Dearest Mendy and Family,
I recieved a call from Kelly G. after her visit informing me of your condition. She said your spirit was so strong and filled with fight and I thought to myself, "that's Mendy"!!!
I'm so sorry you all have had to endure so much. Please know there are a lot of Kerner fans rooting your family on for Mendy's good health to return. Keep on keeping on!
Sending HUGS from Florida,
Kristen
Kristen Judah <krjudah@earthlink.net>
Ft. Myers, FL - Tuesday, August 3, 2004 9:41 AM CDT

hi mom,
had some typoes that i wanted to fix so i didn't confuse anyone (and i love sending you messages) i'm so glad your speech has recovered after the stroke you had just two WEEKS ago. i'm glad i got to see you again TODAY after not thinking i would ever be able to see you again, i love you soooooooo much and i hope to see you soon

your loving daughter,
kelsey
Kelsey Kerner <gyathink@comcast.net>
Fairfeild/Suisun, CA America - Monday, August 2, 2004 11:13 PM CDT

Hi mom,
it's your daughter, kelsey, i was so happy to see you after i thought i saw you for the last time, i was so relieved to see you looked as beautiful as ever and that your speech was improving after the stroke you had just two months before. It must be because you teack 7th & 8th grade language, i love you so very much and your the best mom in the world (and your the best dad, Fester)

from your loving daughter,
kelsey
kelsey kerner <gyathink@comcast.net>
fairfeild/suisun, ca America - Monday, August 2, 2004 11:07 PM CDT

hi mom, it's your daughter, kelsey, i was so happy to see you after i thought i saw you for the last time, i was so relieved to see you looked as beautiful as ever and that your speech was improving after the stroke you had just two months before. It must be because you teack 7th & 8th grade language, i love you so very much and your the best mom in the world (and your the best dad, Fester)

from your loving daughter,
kelsey
kelsey kerner <gyathink@comcast.net>
fairfeild/suisun, ca America - Monday, August 2, 2004 11:03 PM CDT

"Fester", thanks for the update. Boy, Mendy, what you and your family haven't been through in the past while. And here I thought you were enjoying lollygagging around having some fun in the nice weather. I hope your recovery is quick and that this is the end of the setbacks. 'tain't fair, you've certainly been through enough already. Take care. Prayers, healing thoughts, hugs and love,
Judy Prusky <leukie2002@yahoo.ca>
Calgary, Alberta Canada - Monday, August 2, 2004 10:07 PM CDT

Hi Guys, I can not belief the cross that your family has had to bare. The strength of your family is a true insipration to us all. We will continue to pray and send positive thoughts your way. God willing this nightmare will soon be done. Hang in there
The Rosenthals <jandkrose@sbcglobal.net>
Fairfield, Ca USA - Monday, August 2, 2004 6:38 PM CDT

Hi Mendy!

Indeed, you are an inspiration to us all! Keep up the fight!!! You are such a ray of light in all of our lives!

As for my quote for the post-- :-) -- "The only time we waste is the time we spend thinking we are alone."

Please know that you are NEVER alone and we are all thinking of you even if we don't see you!

Sending many hugs, kisses, and prayers,

Faren :-)

Faren <faren.visintin@pepperdine.edu>
Malibu, CA USA - Monday, August 2, 2004 9:15 AM CDT

Dear Mendy,
'Not fair' that you have had so much to deal with. I know that you are a survivor....you will fight hard with all the loving support of your family and friends at home, and you will win this battle. Rest well and heal. I am praying for your full recovery.
love, Maui Nanc
Nancy C. <ncogan@uoregon.edu >
- Sunday, August 1, 2004 3:29 AM CDT

Ken,Thanks for the update. We have been faithfully praying for a miracle for Mendy and God has been faithfull to answer. I weep as I type this. Please tell her she has been in my thougts and prayers CONSTANTLY!
Barbara Kendall and family <bbkendall@sbcglobal.net>
Fairfield, CA USA!! - Friday, July 30, 2004 3:12 PM CDT

Hey super woman,
Wow u are one amazing woman let me tell you that, you have the strength of a thousand men. I love u so much and pray the setbacks are only temporary.

Love,Rachael xoxoxoxo
Rachael McAfee <strawberryraygrl@aol.com>
- Friday, July 30, 2004 2:22 PM CDT

Mendy,
Thanks for the update. I keep praying that you will be in calmer waters soon. What an incredible journey you've been on.
Hope always,
Christine
dx 11/98
Christine <saomiguel@hfx.eastlink.ca>
Halifax, NS Canada - Friday, July 30, 2004 1:14 PM CDT

Mendy, I'm so sorry to hear about your setbacks. I hope they are temporary and you are soon on your way back to a full recovery. I'm praying for a giant rainbow for you. Please get well soon.
Lottie Duthu <lottied2@sw.rr.com>
Houma, LA USA - Thursday, July 29, 2004 10:20 PM CDT

Mendy, I am so sorry I have not checked in on you. You have had such a hard time of it, but damn you have pulled through. You are a warrior! I just looked at the pictures and see that you named your IV pole. I did too, isn't that funny, my's name was AL.
I hope you have smooth sailing from now on.
Take care sweetie, my prayers are with you!
Ginger Jarnagin
Houston, TX - Thursday, July 29, 2004 8:20 AM CDT

Mendy, I know this is a tough time for you, God always knows what we need, but you must ask Him. I believe if you ask and believe, you will receive. He can and will heal you of all your pain and sickness, I am proof of this. Keep your head up, stay positive even though it's so hard sometimes and know God is there with His arms around you doing His job, have faith and patience and all will be well.
We love you, Gina Demase XXXOOO
Gina Demase <ginademase@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, July 29, 2004 7:43 AM CDT

Dear Mendy:

May you go through this phase quickly, and soon have health and joy. love Mary Jean H.
Mary Jean Hodor <mjhodor@aol.com>
San Antonio, tx USA - Thursday, July 29, 2004 7:34 AM CDT

Melinda,
I am sorry to read of your troubles after the transplant. You are so brave. Please know that you are in my thoughts and prayers.
Love, Genie (CML List)
Genie <gboutchia@adelphia.net>
Plymouth, MA USA - Thursday, July 29, 2004 7:17 AM CDT

Dear Mendy,
I'm sorry to hear about your setbacks, but I know that you are strong and I am sending you my deepest prayers and wishes for a complete recovery. With Love,
Kristin Lieberman- CML list <kisocean@earthlink.net>
- Thursday, July 29, 2004 1:06 AM CDT

Hang in there Its all downhill now. I had a BMT in 1993. I have since returned to full time teaching. i relapsed 3 weeks ago, but am looking forward to resolving this in the next 3 months. I have been 11 years disease free and lead a very normal life. wishing you a quick recovery and a long and happy live free of this awful disease. My prayers are with you
Judy Telford <judy_telford@yahoo.com.au>
Melbourne, Vic Australia - Wednesday, July 28, 2004 11:48 PM CDT

Dear Melinda,

You will conquer this rough phase and come out the winner. Wishing you sunny skies ahead! Hang in there! You are an inspiration to all of us.

Love and prayers,
Anjana
Anjana <anjana@pacific.net.sg>
Singapore - Wednesday, July 28, 2004 10:10 PM CDT

Dear Melinda and family,

I check your Caringbridge site every day and you are in my thoughts more often than that! You bet our prayers are with you! You are one strong soldier, Mendy. Keep on marching and you will conquer! I hope you are through the roughest part of the journey and that everything smooths out for you. You are an inspiration to all.
Rob and Kelly <kharless@cox.net>
Solana Beach, CA USA - Wednesday, July 28, 2004 5:38 PM CDT

Dear Mendy-
Our prayers are with you and all your family.

Steve and Jeanne Hanley
Jeanne Hanley <polomom4@aol.com>
Fairfield, CA - Friday, July 16, 2004 8:23 PM CDT

Dear Mendy,
I check your Caringbridge site frequently to see if there's any news or updates. Hope all is well and keeping you in my prayers.
Kristin Lieberman- CML list <kisocean@earthlink.net>
- Thursday, June 17, 2004 2:29 AM CDT

Hi Mendy. I hope you are now enjoying the summer weather. Please drop us a line to let us know how you are doing. Take care. Prayers, healing thoughts, love and hugs
Judy <leukie2002@yahoo.ca>
Calgary, Alberta Canada - Sunday, June 13, 2004 9:53 PM CDT

So glad to read of your continuing recovery and plans to return to teaching this fall. I'm in line for a transplant this summer for CML; not at all what anyone planned! Your story gives me courage. I'm a teacher too, and it's hard to think it'll be a year before I can be back where I want to be. Best wishes and enjoy every day!
Jane Snell Copes
St. Paul, MN US - Thursday, June 10, 2004 5:49 PM CDT

It's GREAT seeing you out at school!!! It makes me smile everytime I see you!
Luv,
~Dar~

Dar <dar31@aol.com>
Fairfield, CA USA - Wednesday, June 2, 2004 6:39 PM CDT

Hi Mendy:

You must be doing pretty well since you are visiting the school. Write a note to Caring Bridge. Just continue to do well! love Mary Jean H.
Mary Jean Hodor <mjhodor@aol.com>
San Antonio, Tx US - Friday, May 28, 2004 6:16 PM CDT

Dear Mrs. Kerner,
I was so surprised to see you at school. I felt really bad that I didn't recognize you at first. When I saw you in the hall, I knew that you looked like somebody I knew very well, but I just could place you. When I got to the class room and heard Linzee talk about you in the hall, I wanted to kick myself in the butt!
The other class really would like to see you too. I hope you can visit our class more, because we all miss you so much! However, I'm am really glad you will make it to our graduation! Our graduation just wouldn't be the same with out you.
Hope to see you soon!

Ashlyn <Aawaterdog@aol.com>
Suisun, CA USA - Wednesday, May 19, 2004 12:53 AM CDT

Hi Melinda. Thought it was time I posted a note to you. I check this site everyday to see if there is an update so I assume all's well as we haven't heard differently. Take care, love and hugs,
Judy <leukie2002@yahoo.ca>
Calgary, Alberta Canada - Tuesday, May 18, 2004 9:23 PM CDT

Just like to say hi to ya

HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII !!!!!!!!!

Love Lauralee :)
lauralee <SingerGirl138@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, May 12, 2004 9:55 PM CDT

So glad to hear you are going to be able to go back to those great kids at school next Fall. I know you enjoy them and that they have been a blessing to you through all of this treatment.

Glad to hear you are doing so well. If you have any breathing problems get it checked out right away.

Wishing you the best. Have a great summer and don't over do it even if you think you can. Those kids will need all the energy you have.
Judy Orem <jorem@flash.net>
Lake Oswego, OR - Wednesday, May 12, 2004 10:44 AM CDT

dear Mrs. HERO,

I realized just now I wanted to tell you more about whats going on here at suisun valley. Well first off everyone survived the sat 9 testing (thank God) and now we are back to normal school. We are preparing our presentation for forum I am so scared, I doing mine on how to draw a basic manga female face cool huh? Well I went through a kind of depression but I think Im out of it now.I was trying too much to help people with their own issues they would confide in me and if they were sad I also became sad.I spent many a lunch recess crying to mrs singleton. I realize now I need to focus on my grades big time cuz I got 2 c's on my progress report,ouch!!!!!!

Well Mr baziuk is as funny as ever and the class just as crazy .
See ya soon!!!!!!!!
love Lauralee
lauralee <SingerGirl138@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, May 11, 2004 10:06 PM CDT

DEARMRS KERNER,

I am so happy, kelsey told me that you liked my drawings I am gonna print u out some of my newer ones. :) i miss ya.

love lauralee
lauralee <SingerGirl138@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, May 11, 2004 9:50 PM CDT

Dear,Miss Kerner
how have you been. We have all missed you and nr.B sad that you had lunch with him. I would love to see you. How have you been?I am happy to know that you are ok and evey one miss you sooo much.We would all love to see you.
love
linzee
Linzee <chesneygirl55gd@aol.com>
suisun, C.A. U.S.A. - Monday, May 10, 2004 7:29 PM CDT

Just thinking of you on Mother's Day! I hope you or Fester will update your site soon, so that we can all hear about your miraculous journey!
Kristin Lieberman- CML list <kisocean@earthlink.net>
- Sunday, May 9, 2004 2:57 PM CDT

Hi Melinda - just to let you know I'm thinking about you, wondering how you are doing and also to let you know you are always in my thoughts and prayers. Love and hugs,
Judy <leukie2002@yahoo.ca>
Calgary, Alberta Canada - Tuesday, May 4, 2004 8:58 PM CDT

Dear Mrs.Kerner,

With each passing day I hear more and more of your recovery.It brought such joy to my heart to hear that you had come to visit with the teachers. I wanted so badly to see you even if it was only through a window.Knowing you were at suisun valley school made me feel you finally came home to visit. God is so good ,I know with all my heart and soul he has been watching over you.

To change the subject have you ever heard of Nicholas Sparks, the author,I love his writing. I have read his books THE RESCUE,THE NOTEBOOK, and A WALK TO REMEMBER. they are all so good. Speaking of books I just started writing and drawing my own comic book. I have gotten exceptionally good. Yeah it is like my dream come true to be able to draw japanese animation.

I miss you soooooooo
love lauralee
Lauralee <SingerGirl138@hotmail.com>
- Monday, May 3, 2004 9:13 PM CDT

Hi Melinda,

Hope all is well with you in the Northernlands. It's sizzling in Los Angeles. Sending you love and good wishes!
Kristin Lieberman- CML list <kisocean@earthlink.net>
San Marino, CA - Sunday, May 2, 2004 10:57 PM CDT

Melinda,
I just popped in and was so glad to hear how well you are doing! I am so excited for you! I have been so bad about keeping in touch with you, but you are always in my heart and on my mind... Big hugs coming your way!
Love,
Rebecca McEntire
Lodi, CA 95240 - Saturday, May 1, 2004 1:04 AM CDT

Hi Melinda. Just wanted to let you know that I continue to think about you, have you in my prayers and hope things are going well.
Take care. God Bless. Love and hugs,
Judy <leukie2002@yahoo.ca>
Calgary, Alberta Canada - Thursday, April 29, 2004 10:31 PM CDT

Hi Melinda,
I hope you are continuing to feel better and better. Spring hasn't come yet to NS. I hope you are enjoying some nice weather. Thinking of you.
Love,
Christine
Christine <saomiguel@hfx.eastlink.ca>
- Tuesday, April 27, 2004 7:04 AM CDT

Dear Melinda,

We check your site every day, so you know we're thinkin' about you! We are so happy to hear you are slowly but surely on the road to recovery and that you may be able to return to teaching soon! You are such a miracle in every way. We and your students can learn a lot about life from a gal like you -- stuff that's not necessarily in the books!
Rob and Kelly <kharless@cox.net>
Solana Beach, CA USA - Thursday, April 22, 2004 0:57 AM CDT

Spring is Sprung, the Grass is Riz but I wonder how our Melinda is! All must be going well or we'd hear otherwise - right! Have been thinking about you and throwing in quite a few prayers while I'm at it. Hugs and love
Judy <leukie2002@yahoo.ca>
Calgary, Alberta Canada - Thursday, April 22, 2004 0:19 AM CDT

Melinda: What great news! I can only begin to imagine how excited you are! What a gift! Congratulations! You're a trooper!!!!! :D Kristin
Kristin Kay Smith <kristin.smith@lyonhomes.com>
Valley Springs, CA USA - Tuesday, April 20, 2004 6:42 PM CDT

I'm thrilled to hear you might be teaching next Fall!
Kari <scrapbook@wormbin.com>
Tacoma, WA USA - Thursday, April 15, 2004 2:17 PM CDT

Hi Mrs. Teacher - are you marking the days on the calendar until you can return to school? I'm sure the students are! Take care, you're in my thoughts and prayers.
Judy <leukie2002@yahoo.ca>
Calgary, Alberta Canada - Tuesday, April 13, 2004 2:03 PM CDT

Wow! Back to teaching in the fall? Great news, Mendy! I was glad to see your post because I kept checking and checking your site. I'm so very glad things get getting better for you!
Kristin Lieberman- CML list <kisocean@earthlink.net>
San Marino, CA - Monday, April 12, 2004 1:16 AM CDT

Yippee, Yahoo, Yaaaaaaaaaay - such wonderful news. All your students will want you to follow them so they can get the months back that they missed by not having you as their favorite teacher. Gosh, that's not very far off when you think about it. Way to go - keep up the great work Melinda. Hope you had a very Happy Easter. Love and hugs,
Judy <leukie2002@yahoo.ca>
Calgary, Alberta Canada - Sunday, April 11, 2004 10:43 PM CDT

Teach next Fall?? YIPEEEE. That's excellent news!! So glad you are continuing good progress...amazing.
I am so happy for you and your family and your students!. Thanks for the update. :-) Happy Easter.
Peace and prayers,
Christine
Christine <saomiguel@hfx.eastlink.ca>
- Friday, April 9, 2004 8:30 PM CDT

Hi Mendy:

Your news is so great!! Keep up the recovery. We've all been checking a lot to see how you're doing. love Mary Jean.
Mary Jean Hodor <mjhodor@aol.com>
San Antonio, tx USA - Friday, April 9, 2004 6:14 PM CDT

Hey Mrs. Teacher, how are you doing? Are you doing lesson plans (just teasing). Guess all is going well or you would have posted. Fester, how about another poem with an update. Take care all of you. Love and hugs
Judy <leukie2002@yahoo.ca>
Calgary, Alberta Canada - Tuesday, April 6, 2004 10:58 PM CDT

Hi Melinda,
Hope all is progressing well for you since you got home.
Peace and prayers,
Christine
dx 11/98
Christine <saomiguel@hfx.eastlink.ca>
- Tuesday, April 6, 2004 9:47 PM CDT

Hi Melinda - just checking in to see how you are doing. Take care. Hugs
Judy <leukie2002@yahoo.ca>
Calgary, Alberta Canada - Thursday, April 1, 2004 2:01 PM CST

Well Melinda, how goes the battle? Trusting that all is well with you and your health. Thinking about you. Hugs
Judy <leukie2002@yahoo.ca>
Calgary, Alberta Canada - Tuesday, March 30, 2004 8:48 AM CST

Hey Mendy,

I check your site all the while looking for an update. So glad to hear that your home and CML free! Congratulations and keep on truckin'!
Kristin Lieberman- CML list <kisocean@earthlink.net>
San Marino, CA - Monday, March 29, 2004 2:57 PM CST

Dear mrs kerner

sounds like ur doing much better my heart longs to see ur smiling face again i miss u so much.

love lauralee
lauralee <SingerGirl138@hotmail.com>
- Friday, March 26, 2004 11:58 PM CST

Hey Teach,
well, your not really my teacher, but it still feels like that. My mom said that she saw you at Mankas Corner. What did you have to eat? Did you have anything to eat at all? This is so cool! Do you think you will make it to our graduation? I have a present for you, but I wanted to give it to you myself. Please let Mr. B know if you are going to make our graduation. It just wouldn't be the same without you!
*Ashlyn* <aawaterdog@aol.com>
Suisun, CA USA - Friday, March 26, 2004 11:45 PM CST

Hey Fester, how about a new poem? Or, Melinda, maybe a story or two? Just checking in to see how things are going. Take care.
Hugs
Judy <leukie2002@yahoo.ca>
Calgary, Alberta Canada - Friday, March 26, 2004 9:02 PM CST

FANTASTIC PROGRESS!!!! More positive vibes coming your way, just to be sure!!!
Susan Gifford <susang@shaw.ca>
Pitt Meadows, BC Canada - Friday, March 26, 2004 5:13 PM CST

Just checking in to make sure all things are well with you Melinda. Hope you are feeling great. Have a super day. Hugs, Judy
Judy <leukie2002@yahoo.ca>
- Wednesday, March 24, 2004 8:55 AM CST

I keep checking up on you via Ken and finally remembered to check out the site. We're really happy to hear you can hold down some food and you're doing better. Sure do miss your sunshiney smile around the club. Please hurry back!
Bev and Steve <s-worden@sbcglobal.net>
- Tuesday, March 23, 2004 1:35 PM CST

Such awesome news for you and your family! It brought tears to my eyes! I am so thankful that you are able to eat and nourish your body...what a relief it must be for you. God is gracious, God is good... as the beginning of my childhood dinner prayer would begin... You're the best, Melinda!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Kristin Kay Smith <kristin.smith@lyonhomes.com>
Valley Springs, CA USA - Monday, March 22, 2004 4:37 PM CST

Yahoo! You're home! So glad to read the news! Welcome home, Melinda!
Kristin Lieberman- CML list <kisocean@earthlink.net>
San Marino, CA - Sunday, March 21, 2004 8:33 PM CST

Dear Mendy:

I hope you're enjoying every single mouthful of food. So glad you're eating again. love Mary Jean H.
mary jean hodor <mjhodor@aol.com>
san antonio, tx usa - Saturday, March 20, 2004 1:21 PM CST

Wonderful news! Loved the new spin on the old Beverly Hillbillies tune! :-) Rootin' for ya.
jennifer g/www.cmlsupport.com
- Saturday, March 20, 2004 12:29 AM CST

YEAH!!!! Mendy is home and eating. This is great news! Love the message Fester.. Kept the tune in my head as I read...
Will keep at the prayers that recovery is forward and steady!
Much love,
Christine
Christine <saomiguel@hfx.eastlink.ca>
- Saturday, March 20, 2004 9:27 AM CST

Woo Hoo Mendy........back at home! (if I translated Fester's message right!)
what great news. Home in time to enjoy the spring flowers and watch the grass grow. Your family must be thrilled.
You have the true grit of a survivor.
Keep on....you are doing great.
love, Maui Nanc
Nancy C. <ncogan@darkwing.uoregon.edu >
- Saturday, March 20, 2004 3:17 AM CST

Hey!! This is Alanna!! I am sooooooooooooo glad u gotted better! I was in study hall and i was wondering if u still had this site going. So, i went on and checked it. Me, Kenia, and KC were reading it and then we relized all ur lucemia is gone! YaY! Mr. B had KC read it to the whole class and everyone is thrilled that ur better!! Were all really really really happy for u! We were wondering if u were well in time to come to our 8th grade graduation!! That would be soooo cool! =) Sorry i havent e-mailed u in soo long. Ive been very busy with school, gymnasits, year book, and other stuff that i cant remember right now. =) I have good grades in all the subjects u tought! YAy! I have an A in Science, grammer, and writing. Our new teacher Miss. Singleton is a really good teacher, but it still isnt the same without u!! Suprisingly i have a B in Algebra! Yay! =) I cant wait till high school next year! I picked Theater for my elective! Ha ha! KC picked theater too! =) Ive never acted before but i think it will be really fun. If i dont get into the theater class then my next choice would have to be photgraphy. That seems fun too. =) ok well i got to go!!! I hope u can come to our graduation!! Buh Bye!!!
Alanna Liles <AlannaBunana@aol.com>
Fairfield, CA 94534 - Wednesday, March 17, 2004 1:10 PM CST

Hey, CONGRATULATIONS!!!
Heard you were up and about. Schools been better now that Mr. Peirson's gone. Miss. Singleton is a lot better, but she's not you. I really hope you make it back for graduation. It would be so kewl if you did, but no pressure, you just get better. Plus if you don't make it back this year than Luke will always be here next year anyway, so I can visit. It will never be the same without you. I'm going to Rodrigues High. They came to give us our classes last month. It was hard to deside which electives to take. You'll never guess what i'm taking. I'm taking theatre. I've always been a drama queen, so i think i'll be really good. I've almost got strate "A's" but i have a "B" in math. Science has been from the book scince you left. Miss. Singleton doesn't do many experiments, but we did make a toothpick bridge. That was so hard! We could only use standard toothpicks and Elmar's School Glue. We get to test their strength today. Well I hope to write back soon.
Your best student: KC Moody
Fairfield, CA USA - Wednesday, March 17, 2004 1:07 PM CST

Hey there "teach" how are things going? I trust that everything is alright or we would have heard. Take care. Thinking of ya'. Also throwing in a prayer or two! Hugs and love, Judy
Judy <leukie2002@yahoo.ca>
Calgary, Alberta Canada - Tuesday, March 16, 2004 11:10 PM CST

Prayers do work...so very happy for you and hopefully it will be spring when you head back east. We are in for a snowstorm tonight!
much love and hope, susan
Susan King <kinger824@cox.net>
CT - Tuesday, March 16, 2004 9:49 AM CST

Mendy! Your sweet little mommy called me to tell me the wonderful news! Gotta tell ya...first came the goosebumps...then the tears of joy! I'm unbelievably happy for you! Somehow, I just knew you could make it, sweetie. God is good! Sweet little girl, you just keep on keeping on! LOL Lots of love to you...and to all who love you!
Jody <PJSeals2@aol.com>
Denver, CO - Tuesday, March 16, 2004 9:38 AM CST

WHAT A RIDE, INDEED! I suspect, IT'S BEEN A TRIP TO HELL & BACK. Keep up the MAJOR PROGRESS!!!!!!!!!!! Sending very positive vibs to you & your family!!!
Susan Gifford <susang@shaw.ca>
Pitt Meadows, BC Canada - Sunday, March 14, 2004 9:05 PM CST

Dear Melinda,

Congratulations on your improved tummy and the 100% donor cell status! Awesome news!!!! We will be so happy for you and your family when you get home. It will be the new beginning of your new, leukemia-free life!
Rob and Kelly <kharless@cox.net>
Solana Beach, CA USA - Saturday, March 13, 2004 1:04 AM CST

Hi Mendy - I hope that no news is good news. Nevertheless, I'm always thinking about you and wondering how you are doing. Take care kiddo. Hugs, Judy
Judy Prusky <leukie2002@yahoo.ca>
Calgary, Alberta Canada - Friday, March 12, 2004 11:32 AM CST

Melinda,
'bout time I heard from someone who knows what is going on!!! I am so very excited to hear that you are 100% donor! Yeah!!! Ihave called the house several times to no avail, but I do have the address for the apt. and we are in florida now at a little cml gathering so I want to sign a group card and send it out to you. You have been in my thoughts DAILY and I have not given up on trying to find out about you. Love...Lynne Andrews
Lynne Andrews <Moonqn1@aol.com>
Spencer, MA USA - Friday, March 12, 2004 9:51 AM CST

Dear Mendy
100% engraftment and real food too!! Congratulations and may it just keep getting easier and easier for you. Keep fighting cause You're Winning !!
love
Susan Dale
Susan Dale <susan.dale@linguissimo.com>
Strasbourg , France - Wednesday, March 10, 2004 3:38 AM CST

Mendy I am so proud of--and awed by--you! Congrats on the bagless, real food, the 100% donor cells, the NO lukemia!!! You are amazing! :-) Keep up the great work and news! We'll keep up the prayers for an even earlier return home!

Much love,

Faren
Faren <faren.visintin@pepperdine.edu>
Malibu, CA USA - Tuesday, March 9, 2004 10:08 AM CST

Oh my gosh! Such excellent news! We are so happy for you. We knew you could do it. Just didn't realize how long it would take. The kids must be flipping out to know MOM is coming HOME! Yeah! The power surges worked on you. Sorry to hear about your lap top however. Can't wait for my first hug of the new you! Sign me up for caserole patrol.
Happiness always, your cousin, Lindalee oxoxoxox
Linda Whalen <llwhalen55@aol.com>
Pleasant Hill, CA USA - Monday, March 8, 2004 11:27 PM CST

Hi Mendy, Got the latest update on your page. What great news! I know you can hardly wait to finally be home for good with Ken and the kids. Hope we cross paths after you get home and settled in. Wow - no leukemia!!!! Thinking of You!
June Luna <ralphie425@aol.com>
Fairfield, CA USA - Monday, March 8, 2004 10:36 PM CST

WOW!! what incrediable news. The power of prayer and positive thought (and incrediable meds and Docs)is an amazing thing. We are all looking forward to seeing Mendy buzzing around town very soon. The prayers and positive thoughts will continue.
The Rosenthal's <jandkrose@sbcglobal.net>
Fairfield, Ca USA - Monday, March 8, 2004 9:54 PM CST

Hi Melinda,

Congratulations on the great news.

Zavie

Zavie Miller <zmiller@sympatico.ca>
o, ON CANADA - Monday, March 8, 2004 9:20 PM CST

Way to go Melinda!!!!
100% donor cells.....NO leukemia.....bag free.......eating.......you are a champion! you must feel great about the progress you are making. You will be home to enjoy Spring with your family. I am so glad to hear all your good news. Thanks Fester for the update.
love, Maui Nanc
Nancy Cogan <ncogan@darkwing.uoregon.edu >
- Monday, March 8, 2004 9:15 PM CST

Melinda,

Fantasic news! I am so grateful! No more strings attached! It must be a huge load off of you...no pun intended! hahahahahahaha I'm still praying for you...out of there at the end of the month so celebrate a beautiful Spring!

Keep on truckin'!

Love - Kristin Kay Smith
Kristin Kay Smith <kristin.smith@lyonhomes.com>
Valley Springs, CA USA - Monday, March 8, 2004 1:38 PM CST

Amazing update!!! I have tears in my eyes!!! We miss you!!!
Luv,
~Dar~

Dar <dar31@aol.com>
Fairfield, CA usa - Monday, March 8, 2004 12:10 AM CST

Hi Mendy:

Congratulations on the good news. No more bags, and eating regular food. May you get better and better each day, and soon return to your family life. I bet they all miss yoou.

love Mary Jean H.
Mary Jean Hodor <mjhodor@aol.com>
San Antonio, TX USA - Monday, March 8, 2004 9:17 AM CST

Wow, what wonderful news. Our Mendy is no longer going to be our "bag" lady. What an inspiration to all of us. Keep up the good work. Love and hugs, Judy
p.s. your students will be "off the wall" with such great news.
Judy <leukie2002@yahoo.ca>
Calgary, Alberta Canada - Sunday, March 7, 2004 10:02 PM CST

Mendy, Hope life is improving. Can you give us another update???? Rebecca and I leave on Tuesday am to meet in St. George Utah at a health spa for 3 days to celebrate our one year birthday. Hopefully you can join us next year!!!! We both have bad GVHD of the eyes-- will have some fun pictures to share hopefully since I got new goggles to wear!!!!! Spring is starting in Oregon and I hope this new season gives you hope and sunshine!!!!
Jeannie- a sct buddy <Stellamat@aol.com>
- Sunday, March 7, 2004 8:32 PM CST

Mendy,

You are blooming into health with the coming of spring! As I see the buds on the trees and the bulbs shooting up towards the sun I think of you gathering strength and emerging from your coocon for the season to come!
Go, go, go, go, go, go, go, Mendy! Love you, Lindalee oxox
Linda Whalen <llwhalen55@aol.com>
Pleasant Hill, ca usa - Saturday, March 6, 2004 11:18 AM CST

Dear Mendy,
I am thinking about you everyday......sending good karma your way for continued good progress.
Luv,
~Dar~

Dar <dar31@aol.com>
Fairfield, ca usa - Thursday, March 4, 2004 2:51 PM CST

hi mendy
golden west is going good but the teachers are no where near as "crazy" as you guys hope youll be back soon because everyone misses you.
hannah anderson <realitybites@mail.ru>
fairfield, ca usa - Thursday, March 4, 2004 1:39 PM CST

Sounds like the finish line is in sight! Hang in there!!
Susan Gifford <susang@shaw.ca>
Pitt Meadows, BC Canada - Wednesday, March 3, 2004 10:33 PM CST

Melinda,

Hello! I wanted to check in and see how you are doing? How is real food tasting these days? My thoughts and prayers are with you as I know you are getting better every day.

Derek and I moved from Sacramento to Valley Springs this weekend. In one week we went throught 9 tires - some kids were going around and putting holes in the side walls! So we said good-bye to the City and HELLO to the Country! The dogs (yellow labs Tanner & Shasta) absolutely love it. We're now at the end of a culdesac on a 1/2 acre with nothing but grass and oak trees beyond our lot.

Looking forward to an update from Fester or you! :D

Kristin Kay Smith <kristin.smith@lyonhomes.com>
Valley Springs, CA USA - Tuesday, March 2, 2004 2:52 PM CST

Hi, this is Dave. I haven't talked to you in a long while, but my Mom inspired me to talk to you because she saw your husband today on the road. Mr. Pierson was pretty cool. I mean, playing computer all day wasn't that bad, but now he's gone and we have a hard teacher named Miss Singleton. She is really cool but I miss your teaching. Keep on praying.

Hey there! Very fun to see your hubby on the road today. Ironic too, since you saw my hubby on the road prior to your "departure". I blew him a kiss with the intention of him forwarding it to you. I'm sure it looked suspicious to those driving by. Oh-well. Great to hear that you're doing
the food thing. Keep up the good work! Love, the Borges Family
Jennifer & David Borges <jennborges@hotmail.com>
Fairfield, CA USA - Monday, March 1, 2004 7:54 PM CST

Mendy--You are such an incredible person as is your family! Last night I was looking at the picture you gave me last summer of you and Kelsey kneeling in front a paper lantern with my mom's name on it. You have one of the biggest hearts in the world. Keep on getting better so we can have a barbecue for your family this summer! Lots of love, Katie, Bill, Sam and Drew.
Katie Shinnick <katieoshinnick@comcast.net>
Saratoga, CA USA - Monday, March 1, 2004 12:36 AM CST

HI Mendy.... congrats on day 100. Bob and I are always thinking of you and can't wait for the bar-b-que season to begin!!! Don't forget we have Shad camp widow society coming up soon.... See you soon Love you Bob and Tamarah Jones
Bob and Tamarah Jones <Mee2Jones@aol.com>
Fairfield, CA USA - Monday, March 1, 2004 11:15 AM CST

Mendy - Now you're MARCHING! Congrats on getting rid of the gag-me stuff and on to real food. What a milestone. Those Kerner April birthdays are going to be extra sweet this year. We are so delighted with your progress. Keep truckin' - you can see the finish line now. Love, Suzanne and Denise
Suzanne Praisler <suzpra@sonnet.com>
Columbia, Ca. - Monday, March 1, 2004 10:44 AM CST

Hi Mendy and Fester - hope all is well with you and that you are gaining strength, feeling well and making exceptional progress. You are always in my thoughts and prayers. Hugs, Judy
Judy <leukie2002@yahoo.ca>
Calgary, Alberta Canada - Thursday, February 26, 2004 9:03 PM CST

Mendy,
Yea 100 days and counting. I must apologize for not adding an entry for many a day. It has been so hectic around here. The kids are currently taking the district interim assessment, so I have a few minutes to just say hi. Hi! We continue to miss you terribly, we are currently at 66PK and counting. Yesterday I finally got to order our Scholastic order from last year, remember the one that was cancelled due to lack of funds. You will have some very nice books all ready for you next year. Your replacement has settled in very nicely, but no one can do the job the way you do. Believe it or not but you Halloween flag is still flapping outside your room. Reminds everyone of the good old times. Right now a major storm is hitting us, the district is actually thinking about bussing all the students over to B.Gale Wilson because of flooding. We (the teachers) are keeping our fingers crossed that this won't happen, can you imagine. Of course, the students are keeping their fingers crossed that we will flood out. At 10:30 Mr. Moody and his dog Carl are suppose to be here to demonstrate for the students the use of their police dogs. Hopefully, we can arrange to have Chad P put into the padded suit and used in the demonstration. Can't you just imagine him running across the field, his cute little yell echoing around the playground. Should be exciting. Will, I have to go, you keep gaining your strength, eat the best you can, and remember that you are terribly missed and we think of your daily. Until next time, Gary
Gary Baziuk <gbaziuk@aol.com>
Fairfield, Ca USA - Wednesday, February 25, 2004 12:18 AM CST

Meeeendy!
I am hoping this big storm is going to energize you. The trees are whipping around and the rain is coming down sideways. I went out in it and it is glorious! Tap into the power and you will be off the food in a bag in no time!

You are constantly in our thoughts and prayers. Prepare for a power surge (the good kind, not the computer melting kind!)Love you, Lindalee oxoxoxoxo
Linda Whalen <llwhalen55@aol.com>
Pleasant Hill, CA USA - Wednesday, February 25, 2004 9:52 AM CST

Hey Melinda and Fester,

Sending you a big yahoo! on your first 100 days of post cml life! I check in on your site regularly and I'm keeping you close in my prayers!
Kristin Lieberman- CML list <kisocean@earthlink.net>
San Marino, CA - Tuesday, February 24, 2004 11:13 PM CST

Mendy,
YEEEHAW, 100 days post BMT. The first in a long line of wonderful milestones for you to remember years from now.
So glad you are starting to eat real food.
Love and Light,
Christine
Christine <saomiguel@hfx.eastlink.ca>
- Tuesday, February 24, 2004 9:04 PM CST

Mendy, I am so thrilled about your 100 day benchmark. You can tell I haven't read your msg board lately. You know we moved and I haven't had access to my email, but am back now. Well actually using my son's computer, but who cares. Hayden has been given new life. Your telling him that you could be home in 5 weeks was just the boost he was needing. He came running back at recess to tell me the good news. He has been rejuvenated and is beaming! We had a wonderful evening last night and he insisted on calling Kate to tell her your news too. We all miss you sooooo much and can not wait for you to be back at work. Well, you may not think that sounds so great (the work part I mean), but just having you home and available will be wonderful. Just think of all the rays you'll be able to catch this spring lying around the pool while the rest of us are still in school. You'll not only feel great but look great too! Your family has been amazing! You have a wonderful support system in place and there is so much love looking out for each other. Hugs to you, K
Katherene Skaife <katherenes@hotmail.com>
Fairfield, CA - Tuesday, February 24, 2004 8:37 PM CST

It's so good to hear from you again, Mrs. K! At school it has been 66 days PK. (post kerner) :) Mr. B keeps the days that go by that you are not with us on the board. :( That's not counting holidays, or weekends. It feels like I haven't seen you for years! Miss you lots and hope to see you soon! ;)
Ashlyn <Aawaterdog@aol.com>
FF, CA USA - Tuesday, February 24, 2004 8:04 PM CST

Hi Sweetie! Sound like you're making good progress. Keep up the good work! Not a day goes by without me think about you, little girl...and you already know you're in my prayers. Love you!!!
Jody Seals <PJSeals2@aol.com>
Brighton, CO - Tuesday, February 24, 2004 2:57 PM CST

WOW, that is such tremendous news!! Happy 100 I can't tell you how happy I was to read your lateset post (great job toolman). We continue to be amazed at your strength and courage. Keep getting better fast, spring is near salmen and fresh vegies on the grill, your amazing salads and maybe a peach fuzz or two. Prayers and positive thoughts are coming your way!!
The Rosenthals <jandkrose@sbcglobal.net>
FF, Ca USA - Tuesday, February 24, 2004 10:37 AM CST

dear mrs kerner,

words cannot express how wonderful it is to hear from you again i miss you sooooooo much. i hope kelsey gave u the copies of my artwork.
luuuuuuuvvvv uuuuu
lauralee
lauralee <SingerGirl138@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, February 22, 2004 11:01 PM CST

Congratulation Mendy !!!
Day 100 is a big deal. I never thought mine would come. It means the hard part is over with. You made it!
Hugs,

Rebecca in STL <rschneid54@aol.com>
St. Louis, MO USA - Sunday, February 22, 2004 9:16 PM CST

YAHOOO!!! YIPPEEE!!!

100 Days. Way to go.

I finally found the perfect birthday card for you. Its going into the mail today so be on the lookout. You are not allowed to kill me after opening it.

Zavie

Zavie Miller <zmiller@sympatico.ca>
OTTAWA, CANADA - Sunday, February 22, 2004 5:29 PM CST

Way to go Mendy! As I didn't read your post yesterday, I'll congratulate you on Day 101. Every morsel of food must taste absolutely wonderful. and you must really look forward to your meals. I'm so happy for you and your family. Take care. Love and hugs, Judy
Judy <leukie2002@yahoo.ca>
Calgary, Alberta Canada - Sunday, February 22, 2004 5:20 PM CST

RIGHT ON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Susan Gifford <susang@shaw.ca>
Pitt Meadows, BC Canada - Sunday, February 22, 2004 12:13 AM CST

Hi Mendy!!!

Congrats on 100 and the real food! You never cease to amaze me with your strength, your wisdom, and your optimism. Churchill once said, "The pessimist sees the difficutly in every opportunity; the optimist sees the opportunity in every difficutly." I tend to fall into the pessimism category, but you have been such an inspiration to me in optimism. Your humor and wit--and enormous strength--in such "difficulties" are extremely admirable! Even while not teaching, you still are teaching us all such valuable lessons and skills in life.

Keep getting better!!!

Love,

Faren :-)

Faren <faren.visintin@pepperdine.edu>
Malibu, CA USA - Sunday, February 22, 2004 10:57 AM CST

Dear Mendy:

I'm so glad you're eating real food. May you have all good days from now on. love Mary Jean
Mary Jean Hodor <mjhodor@aol.com>
San Antonio, tx US - Sunday, February 22, 2004 8:30 AM CST

Dear Melinda,

Congratulations on your 100 days!!! What a wonderful milestone to reach. You have weathered the worst of the storm; may these next days be smoother sailing for you!! You remain in our thoughts and prayers!
Rob and Kelly <kharless@cox.net>
Solana Beach, CA USA - Sunday, February 22, 2004 1:54 AM CST

Hi Mendy......great to read your update.....Fester is just like having a robot for typing!! So nice that your kids are visiting you. AND 100 days.........that is a big milestone. The first 100 days are the worst, and they are behind you now. I'm glad you are able to eat some now.....go for the comfort foods. Take care.....I keep sending you healing wishes and think about you a lot.
love, Maui Nanc
Nancy C. <ncogan@darkwing.uoregon.edu >
- Saturday, February 21, 2004 11:12 PM CST

HI Again From Chicago - Just want to let you know that I'm still with you, I check your site often and am still praying for you every day! Keep up the good work, lots of love from the Windy City.
- Gary Volpe (Jim's moustache-less brother)
Gary Volpe <volpegary@aol.com>
Rolling Meadows, IL USA - Friday, February 20, 2004 8:47 PM CST

Just dropping by to say hi and wish you a good day. We love you.
Michele & Sonny <michele.madere@comcast.net>
- Friday, February 20, 2004 10:18 AM CST

Still thinking of you & your family OFTEN. Sure hope the progress continues steady albeit gradual.
Hang in there!
Susan Gifford <susang@shaw.ca>
Pitt Meadows, BC Canada - Thursday, February 19, 2004 8:54 PM CST

Melinda,

It's been a while since I touched base with you on your site, but I want you to know that I think of you all of the time and each time that I do, I send you "healing/strength vibes"!!! :D You're a tough gal and we are all behind you 1,000+ %! Great news on the solid foods! I really hope they help you feel better, if anything, bring some sense of normalcy back to your life! ;D

Best Wishes from Sacramento! -Kristin
Kristin Kay Smith <kristin.smith@lyonhomes.com>
Sacramento, CA USA - Wednesday, February 18, 2004 2:17 PM CST

Hey Guys, just wanted to let you know that we continue to think about you often and are praying for a fast and full recovery. Positive thoughts are coming your way.
The Rosenthal's <jandkrose@sbcglobal.net>
FF, Ca USA - Tuesday, February 17, 2004 4:21 PM CST

Hi Mendy!

Dad shared your website with me, but only mentioned the photos. I'm glad to read your journal entries and that you're getting better.

Best wishes for continued good recovery!

Kari
Kari Whitney <scrapbook@wormbin.com>
Tacoma, WA USA - Monday, February 16, 2004 5:03 PM CST

Happy belated birthday! When you come home, or if you are allowed sooner, I have to give you my new concoction: chocolate covered strawberries! I made them for Valentine's Day and they rivel the Eve's Apple. As a family each day we continue to pray for you and send positive thoughts your way. The most interesting thing is that just thinking of you empowers all of us. You have been the most incredible living testament to us of someone with resolve, fortitude, committment, faith, love and humor. I can't thank you enough for that gift of example and I know it comes with a sacrifice on your part that none of us can comprehend. May God continue to bless and sustain you and all of the medical staff and your family. Love and hugs to you!
Jill Grzan <rockman@castles.com>
Fairfield, CA USA - Monday, February 16, 2004 10:39 AM CST

Hello, I hope you are feeling better every day. We all the Solano Yacht Club miss you very much. Stay stong and get back to us.
Love Hal
Hal Rivera <Hal.Rivera@ATTGlobal.net>
Fairfield, Ca USA - Sunday, February 15, 2004 10:55 AM CST

Dear Mendy,
Buzz and I just returned from Yosemite. I made a shrine to you under the shadow of Half Dome to bring you extra healing powers. I know you can feel it because we did the entire time we were there. Next winter you and Ken need to go there to enjoy the peace and serenity of God's Disneyland. We hope you are up to slipping a chocolate chip under your tounge instead of an ice chip this Valentine/President's Day long weekend! Hang in there. Sounds like you are making progress.
Love you, Lindalee oxoxox
Linda Whalen <llwhalen55@aol.com>
Pleasant Hill, CA - Sunday, February 15, 2004 10:40 AM CST

Hi Mendy - Just sitting here with a cup of coffee, working on tax returns, and my mind keeps drifting to you. I sure miss you lady. Stay strong!
Love, Michele <michele.madere@comcast.net>
- Sunday, February 15, 2004 9:03 AM CST

Just wanted to send you a hugh Valentine Hug!!!!Let us know if you got iv chocolate today. Ha. I have some nice pictures of Mexico on my site if you want to dream a little. my gvh of the gut and esp. the eyes is flaring up again. Its up-down-up down. Hope you are feeling better each day and getting over the rocky spots. I would love to call you but dont have an apt no. best wishes. Love Jeannie
Jeannie Matthews sct peer <Stellamat@aol.com>
Medford, - Saturday, February 14, 2004 11:44 PM CST

Hi Mendy Mouse!!!

Just wanted to say HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY--and remind you how much you are LOVED by us all!!!

I do not have a funny joke like usual, but I do have a funny story that I hope brings some laughter our way...so my single friends and I for the past two Valentine's Days have wanted to get shirts made that said "February 14th" on the front, and "Happy Single's Awareness Day" on the back. Well, we were all set to do it for this Valentine's until it was brought to our attention that "Single's Awareness Day" forms the acronym "SAD"...so not only were we single--we we're also "sad"!!! And pathetic is not the message we wanted to give off either! haha So, we figured to ditch the shirts and realized we spend the day with the ones we love provided they are significant others (i.e. boyfriends) or not.

So here's to the day of being with the one's you love and being aware of that love!

I love you!!!

Faren :-)
Faren <faren.visintin@pepperdine.edu>
Malibu, CA USA - Saturday, February 14, 2004 10:38 AM CST

Hey Mrs. K!
How have you been? I miss you so much! Science and grammar just aren't the same boring subjects without you. :) Nothing new has been happening at school. Do you think you will make it to our graduation? I think everyone would like to see you there! So, hurry up and get strong soon! ;)
Ashlyn* <aawaterdog@aol.com>
Suisun, CA USA! - Friday, February 13, 2004 8:34 PM CST

Hey Guys,
Hope your hanging in there OK, it's a long road that your on, your strength is inspiring. We continue to think about you and pray for you often. Keep up your amazing sprirt and you will be home soon. The positive thoughts are flowing your way!!
The Rosenthals <jandkrose@sbcglobal.net>
FF, Ca USA - Friday, February 13, 2004 10:56 AM CST

Dear Mendy,
A belated (heartfelt) HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!! I'll bet the best birthday gift will be returning to your normal life and the way it sounds you are almost there! I hope you celebrate yourself everyday from here on out... your courage and inner strength are awesome and I'm sure Ken, Kelsey, Hayden and the rest of your family are so proud of how you have faced this journey with dignity and grace.
Birthday wishes for a happy, healthy everafter,
Kris
Kristen Judah <krjudah@earthlink.net>
Ft. Myers, Fl USA - Friday, February 13, 2004 10:30 AM CST

Hey Mrs. Kerner!
Glad to see that your posting board has been updated. I was getting a little worried that I haven't heard anything on there in a while. I miss you very much and I wish I still had another year with you as my teacher. Great to know that your feeling better too! Talk to you soon!
Love,
*Jessica*
Jessica Tronnes <PunkyGCgurl03@aol.com>
Fairfield, - Thursday, February 12, 2004 8:39 PM CST

hey Mendy, I hear you are able to chow down now. That's great news. I bet you can't wait to work your way from the 1/4 piece of dry toast to a triple scoop banana split. We are thinking of you all the time and are constantly amazed by your strenghth and fortitude. Stay on course - someday this part of your life will just be a good story to tell someone who needs to face something difficult. Stay strong, we miss you and will continue to pray for you. Cathy and Bob P.S. recently had our 9th grandchild - Kaitlyn - 10lbs. 9 oz. Bob keeps teasing about her size - she knows her alphabet, she can wear my old shoes, she called while I was in the shower, etc. He'll quiet down when she becomes a famous fashion model. :-)
Cathy Charboneau <cathy.romaniello@irs.gov>
Suisun, CA Solano - Thursday, February 12, 2004 1:10 PM CST

Ok, Melinda - here are some warm fuzzies from Canada - they are now on their way. I hope you can feel the hugs. Take care and I hope things are going well. Love, Judy
Judy <leukie2002@yahoo.ca>
Calgary, Alberta Canada - Thursday, February 12, 2004 9:41 AM CST

hope to hear from u soon luuuuvvvvv u sooooooo much

luv lauralee
lauralee <SingerGirl138@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, February 12, 2004 0:09 AM CST

Hi Mendy,
Glad to read you are doing well. Remember you are on a roller coaster ride. Some days are more exciting than others, but you will get there one step and obstacle at a time. Hang tough.

Rebecca in STL <rschneid54@aol.com>
St. Louis, MO USA - Tuesday, February 10, 2004 7:19 PM CST

Glad to hear that you are eating better foods. I hope that is a sign that you are getting stronger and will be back in the swing of things soon. We miss you on the "outside" and look forward to giving you a wel deserved hug when you get out. I have always been so impressed with how you have attacked your health problem. Continue to be strong and get out soon. You are an ispiration to many.
Buzz Whalen <rmwhalen@aol.com>
Pleasant Hill, CA USA - Tuesday, February 10, 2004 1:12 PM CST

Hello Melinda,
First of all, I am very happy to hear that you are doing better. As always, I am praying for you daily. Your strength and perserverance is simply mind blowing. By the way, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!! Bernice and I wanted to sing the Happy Birthday song to you. Oh well, we will sing it to you twice next year. We all are missing you very much and will continue to pray for you. So, stay strong!!!!!!!

Tim Mack
Tim Mack <timothymack@sbcglobal.net>
Fairfield, Ca USA - Tuesday, February 10, 2004 12:08 AM CST

Dear Melinda,

Happy birthday! Next year, when your appetite is better, you get TWO pieces of cake!!!! We continue to think of you and send big time prayers your way. I am glad you are feeling better and continuing on the road to recovery. Sometimes the progress may be made by tiny baby steps, but it is progress nonetheless!
Rob and Kelly <kharless@cox.net>
Solana Beach, CA USA - Tuesday, February 10, 2004 1:10 AM CST

Oh fooey, I forgot to say, "Happy, Happy Birthday" to you Mendy. Hugs, Judy
Judy <leukie2002@yahoo.ca>
Calgary, Alberta Canada - Monday, February 9, 2004 11:07 PM CST

Dear Mendy - I was so relieved to read Fester's note that you are doing so much better. Got a little worried to be honest with you. Keep up the good work, keep down the food and keep on the upward trend. Hugs, Judy
Judy <leukie2002@yahoo.ca>
Calgary, Alberta Canada - Monday, February 9, 2004 11:05 PM CST

Hey mrs. k have a great B-day enjoy it I kno I would well I hope your days get easier and easier. Just remember I always think of u and so does God and he'll be there to guide u every step of the way. Thanx for always being there for me and always being a friend I could turn to in times I needed it, I appreciate it a whole lot. Have a great day.
Love always and 4ever
-Ashley
Ashley Gonzalez <kaotikchica007@aol.com>
suisun, ca usa - Monday, February 9, 2004 9:58 PM CST

Happy Birthday, Mendy! Wishing you the very best on your birthday and always!
Kristin Lieberman <kisocean@earthlink.net>
San Marino, CA - Monday, February 9, 2004 8:53 PM CST

Dear Melinda,

A special Maui Turtle told us that today was your special day. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! You received your MUD on November 13th which is my daughters B-Day. It is always a good day for her, I shall hope the same for you.

Take care, and get better, your friends on the Yahoo list miss you!
Warm Healing thoughts

Cheryl-Anne Simoneau <cheryl.simoneau@sympatico.ca>
Vaudreuil (Montreal), Que Canada - Monday, February 9, 2004 6:04 PM CST

Hi Mendy,

Happy Birthday! I sure am glad to hear the update from Ken. We all wish you a very happy birthday. Oh, yeah, can you tell my sister Hi for me? :) I hope you have a great day.

Love,
Cheryl
Cheryl Dudley <cjd9393@aol.com>
Fairfield, - Monday, February 9, 2004 3:34 PM CST

Happy Birthday to you...happy birthday to you...happy birthday dear Melinda...happy birthday to you....
And you get to have another birthday with more presents and cake and steak you can eat on your 1 year BMT day!
All the best and hang in there.
Love and light,
Christine
Christine <saomiguel@hfx.eastlink.ca>
- Monday, February 9, 2004 2:11 PM CST

"TODAY IS YOUR BIRTHDAY," da da da da da da da
"WE'RE GONNA HAVE A GOOD TIME" da da da da da da

Thank you very much, ladies and gentlemen, that's was THE BEATLES with "Today is your Birthday" going out especially to Miss Melinda Kerner who is #*^>* years old today.

We wish you many more,.....many more. Ofcourse since you are celebrating 2 birthdays a year now, that is really gonna add up but, hey, no problemo. Soon you'll be as old as I am. Happy Day, Love, Suzanne

Our dearest Mendy, Happy dang Birthday. May you be able to make the most of this special day, and have some food that you truly love. Even if its only a bite or two. Love you lots, Denise
Suzanne and Denise <suzpra@sonnet.com>
Columbia, CA - Monday, February 9, 2004 10:41 AM CST

So, how did you want that steak cooked? Yea...FOOD! I know you won't be eating the really good stuff for a while but just getting to chew on something - anything - has to be bliss at this point. I hope you can feel how much we miss you and love you. We want you home; healthy, happy, and spunky.
Love, Michele & Sonny <michele.madere@comcast.net>
Suisun City, - Monday, February 9, 2004 9:07 AM CST

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MENDY !!!!!!!!!
all our love and hugs
Keith, Vicki,& Shane
vicki braselton <kvbraselton@earthlink.net>
- Saturday, February 7, 2004 8:49 PM CST

hey mendy
i can call u that now that you are not my teacher thats right golden west called so i am starting monday our new teacher is working out great and has major plans for our class including a research projec. I hope you get better soon.
~hannah~

hannah anderson <realitybites@mail.ru>
fairfield, ca usa - Saturday, February 7, 2004 7:03 PM CST

Hi:

I hope that Melinda will improve, and get nice warm fuzzy news about her condition.

Thanks for letting us know how she is, Fester. We were all worried, and will continue to be, but at least we know that she's going to eat solid food. That must seem miraculous.

love Mary Jean
mary jean hodor <mjhodor@aol.com>
san antonio, tx usa - Saturday, February 7, 2004 7:21 AM CST

thanks for the update FESTER......you have a cool, funny way with words!
we are glad to know that the "yuckorama" is passing for Mendy......
Mendy.......lots of healing wishes ALWAYS for you. Each day brings you closer to home.
love, Maui Nanc
Nancy Cogan <ncogan@darkwing.uoregon.edu >
- Friday, February 6, 2004 11:47 PM CST

*whispering* hey mrs kerner ................ I hope u r doing better did kelsey give u my drawings I am making a special one 4 u tonight i miss u so. Today my words were few bad day (usually i never shut up) but my bad day turned around when my verrrrrrrrrrrry good friend Ashlyn got the student of the month district award i am soooooo happy for her!!!!! :)

LUV lauralee
lauralee <SingerGirl138@hotmail.com>
- Friday, February 6, 2004 8:15 PM CST

Very glad there's some renewed hope!!!! You might feel like reading your emails again, so I just wanted to remind you that MANY MANY folks are rootin' for you!!!! Hang in there!!!
Susan Gifford <susang@shaw.ca>
Pitt Meadows, BC Canada - Friday, February 6, 2004 8:02 PM CST

Hi Mendy,

I know that these past few months have been so hard on you, so for the past week I have been contemplating what I could possibly say to you that would make you feel just a little bit better. Well, I signed on this morning & read the entry from a past student of your's that just said it all.
Ashley put in to words what so many people probably have been wanting to say to you. You are an awesome person who I feel blessed to know. You are so kind to everyone & that is what is important. So many people admire you for your beauty, both inside & out. You have had such a battle, and through it all you have posted wonderful messages to make everyone else feel better by adding in humor. Ashley was so right, you are an example of love. Just like the bible tells us to be, you are patient, you are kind. Ashley said it all. Good job Ashley.
Mendy, get better, we hope you can come home soon. You are so special to everyone who know's you. The impact you have made on your student's is admirable.
We love you,

Cheryl, Terry, Alysha & Terry
Cheryl Dudley <cjd9393@aol.com>
Fairfield, - Friday, February 6, 2004 5:52 PM CST

Hi Mendy
We've been keeping track of you through all of those who love and miss you at the school. You are an amazing woman. We look forward to your return to Fairfield. You are in our thoughts and prayers.
Love The Hedrick's
Julie Hedrick <jhedrick2@comcast.net>
Fairfield, CA USA - Friday, February 6, 2004 0:07 AM CST

Hey Lady!
Can't tell ya how much I miss seeing that beautiful face of your's. Talked to Kelsey and she told me that you should be home by the end of the month. YAY! When you get home and are feeling up to it we need to have lunch with all the girl's. We all have alot to catch up on. I finally caught Racheal online so I was able to send you an e-mail. I am not much of a computer person like some people I know, but believe me between Rachael and Dar I have been keeping up to date. I love you and miss soooooo much! See ya soon! Debbie xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox

Debbie McAfee <Partile@aol.com>
Fairfield, Ca Solano - Thursday, February 5, 2004 11:01 PM CST

Hey mrs. kerner,
Well I guess I haven't really talked to you much and that's my fault,but I still care about you. Thinking about it over the past year away from suisun valley I realize how much inpact you have had on my life and I thank you for that.You weren't just a teacher you were much better than that. You cared about us and how we were doing and I love you for that thanks so much. You were willing to spend lunch with us and wow, that's a teacher, to want to spend time with her students :) I miss suisun valley and our talks. Thanks for those books and the encouragements you've given me about being a christian...I love how your so open to everyone...That's why you are so loved because of your strong, loving personality that alway fights for good and is optomistic in all situations. Love is patient, love is kind...It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always persevers. Love never fails and definately not your, you keep giving and giving, all that you have with a simple on your beautiful face. Mrs. kerner I think of you often and pray so much for you and God will be there to ligt your path..I know:)
Love always and 4ever
-Ashley:)
Ashley Gonzalez <kaotikchica007@aol.com>
Suisun, CA usa - Thursday, February 5, 2004 10:43 PM CST

hey luv,
I just started the play at school called Crazy for you its a big dance, song, love story. Im the ditzy blond showgirl named Patsy. Im dancing my butt of let me tell you that. I just wanted to say i miss you so much and i hope that you are doing good. xoxoxo love you lots!

Luvies Rachael

Mother love is the fuel that enables a normal human being to do the impossible.
rachael mcafee <Strawberryraygrl@aol.com>
Fairfield, CA USA - Thursday, February 5, 2004 10:37 PM CST

Hey Mrs.Kerner,

How have you been. I'm gettin' kind of worried not hearing from you I hope you have read my other messages they were from my heart.

Guess what, at my church we have a worship team to lead people in singing up in front so i tried out and I think I'm in considering that when they were short a few singers they asked me to sing with them and everyone said I did a marvolous job. I am soooooooo happy.

I am missing you more and more as the days go by.luv u friend.

LOVE,
LAURALEE

LAURALEE <SingerGirl138@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, February 3, 2004 5:51 PM CST

Hey Mendy,
Just wanted to check in and let you know we are thinking of you and praying for you. I hope that things at the apartment are good and you are enjoying some freedom! We will continue to send positive energy your way. Hang in there!!
The Rosenthals <jandkrose@sbcglobal.net>
FF, CA USA - Tuesday, February 3, 2004 4:26 PM CST

Hi Mendy,
Hope you are doing a lot better and just relaxing a lot at your home away from home. I hope that you or hubby (or a friend) can post an update so that we know you are doing well. Lots of prayers coming your way.
love, Maui Nanc
Nancy Cogan <ncogan@darkwing.uoregon.edu >
- Monday, February 2, 2004 4:31 PM CST

Dear Melinda,

We are all thinking of you and praying for you on a daily basis! We are hoping you are soon on the mend and that the GVHD is beginning to abate. Love, hope, support and prayers abound for you!
Rob and Kelly <kharless@cox.net>
Solana Beach, CA USA - Monday, February 2, 2004 11:51 AM CST

Hi Mendy - just checking in - hope all is well and that your tummy has settled down. You're in my thoughts and prayers. Hugs, Judy
Judy Prusky <leukie2002@yahoo.ca>
Calgary, Alberta Canada - Sunday, February 1, 2004 10:40 PM CST

Hi there, so glad you've been sprung! You're little student, Dave,is out hunting today. He called from the blind to say he just got a goose. Dead animals seem to be a theme for him this year, even at school. There's a long story that goes along with that, but I'll have to wait until you're out before I share. Your "old" student, Michaela is at Driver's Ed. this morning. Can you believe it? The rest of the Borges clan are well. We pray for the same status for the Kerners. Till next time...
Jennifer Borges <jennborges@hotmail.com>
Fairfield, CA USA - Saturday, January 31, 2004 1:09 PM CST

hi mrs kerner it is me(lauralee) and Stephanie just wanting to say HELLLLLLLLOOOOOOOOOOOO

THE LETTER FROM LAURALEE:Hey where have you been we havent heard from you since the 19th. miss u soooooo much luvvv you

love lauralee

THE LETTER FROM STEPHANIE:HEY MISS KERner hope you r felling good !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LAURALEE AND STEPHANIE <SingerGirl138@hotmail.com>
- Friday, January 30, 2004 10:33 PM CST

HI MRS KERNER IT IS ME AGAIN,
I sent home some copies of my drawings with kelsey to give to you I hope you like them.

I SIT HERE THINKING this is my last year at suisun valley,
but while thinking this my heart sinks ......I dont want to leave. In all my years at SVS I have looked forward to this year wanting so badly to leave the beautiful simpleness of our school to taste the wild adventure of highschool. But now that I am here at this sacred last year at SVS I dont want to leave , dont want to leave my friends my beloved teachers the playground, dont want to leave the garden the vineyards and you .....I look at everyone knowing when I leave they will not follow not be with me to guide my every step I will be in the present and they will be my past.... but I will never forget what they have done for me and I will never forget them wherever my life takes me they will FOREVER be in my heart....

I will often come to visit them to ask advice or to just sit down together to talk and sip tea . My soul,love ,and memories are woven at our shool by my loving friends an teachers...... To you and all my teacher and friends: "you all will never know how much you mean to me"......... Mrs. Kerner as I sit here and write this letter to you my frown turns into a smile for I know now that in my heart I will never really leave suisun valley ...Forever in my heart I will be running across the playground giggling and playing with my friends,I will always be with my loving teachers teaching me all that they know whether it be math or of life... I love you all so much you will never be able to comprehend it... My love for this school never ends.

I luuvvv u my dear friend,
LAURALEE

LAURALEE <SingerGirl138@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, January 29, 2004 10:24 PM CST

Hey Mrs.Kerner!
Sorry I didn't get back to you until now. Yosemite was a blast! All of us had so much fun. We have a new teacher and she is a really great one, but it's still not the same with out you! I miss you so much! Glad to hear your getting better!
Love,
Jessica

Jessica Tronnes <PunkyGCgurl03@aol.com>
Fairfield, CA - Tuesday, January 27, 2004 9:51 PM CST

Well I had just written a lovly message, and explained that due to the move we were without internet access for a while, when I tried to send it our DSL had dropped ;-( So, it is great to hear you are no longer at the hospital 24/7 what great new. And even though we have not written, you have certainly been in our thoughts and prayers Mendy and we've been sending positive energy your way. We pray that this cross may soon be lifted and you can be home with your family. Your strength and courage continue to inspirer us. Our prayer are with you.
The Rosenthals <jandkrose@sbcglobal.net>
FF, CA USA - Tuesday, January 27, 2004 4:14 PM CST

Dear Mendy,
Haven't signed in for awhile but we have been keeping track of you through Kelsey. Hope Santa was good to you . We had the first Sushi party on Friday with most of the staff. Decided it wasn't quite the same as aChristmas party but since EVERYONE was sick with that flu at Christmas we had to wait until this weekend. So see.. timing is not a scientific thing.. it's the spirit of togetherness and we'll be glad when you're together with us. Keep up your spirits and we'll see you sooner than you think.
Love Laura and Henry
Laura Klein <LKlein1228@aol.com>
Fairfield, CA USA - Sunday, January 25, 2004 7:44 PM CST

Hey Mendy,

I thought I'd send you some teacher jokes. Some are better than others. Hope that a few give you a chuckle.

TEACHER: What is the chemical formula for water?
SARAH: H I J K L M N O!!
TEACHER: What are you talking about?
SARAH: Yesterday you said it's H to O!
______________
TEACHER: George, go to the map and find North America.
GEORGE: Here it is!
TEACHER: Correct. Now class, who discovered America?
CLASS: George!
______________
TEACHER: Willie, name one important thing we have today that we didn't have ten years ago.
WILLIE: Me!
______________
TEACHER: Tommy, why do you always get so dirty?
TOMMY: Well, I'm a lot closer to the ground than you are.
______________
TEACHER: Ellen, give me a sentence starting with "I."
ELLEN: I is...
TEACHER: No, Ellen..... Always say, "I am."
ELLEN: All right... "I am the ninth letter of the alphabet."
_____________
TEACHER: "Can anybody give an example of COINCIDENCE?"
JOHNNY: "Sir, my Mother and Father got married on the same day, same time."
_____________
TEACHER: "George Washington not only chopped down his father's cherry tree, but also admitted doing it. Now do you know why his father didn't punish him?"
JOHNNY: "Because George still had the ax in his hand!"
______________
TEACHER: Now, Sam, tell me frankly, do you say prayers before eating?
SAM: No sir, I don't have to, my Mom is a good cook.
_______________
TEACHER: Desmond, your composition on "My Dog" is exactly the same as your brother's. Did you copy his?
DESMOND: No, teacher, it's the same dog!
______________
TEACHER: What do you call a person who keeps on talking when people are no longer interested?
PUPIL: A teacher.
______________
SILVIA: Dad, can you write in the dark?
FATHER: I think so. What do you want me to write?
SYLVIA: Your name on this report card.
______________
TEACHER: Why are you late?
WEBSTER: Because of the sign.
TEACHER: What sign?
WEBSTER: The one that says, "School Ahead, Go Slow."
_____________
TEACHER: Cindy, why are you doing your math multiplication On the floor?
CINDY: You told me to do it without using tables!
_____________
TEACHER: John, how do you spell "crocodile?"
JOHN: K-R-O-K-O-D-A-I-L
TEACHER: No, that's wrong
JOHN: Maybe it's wrong, but you asked me how I spell it!

Kristin Lieberman <kisocean@earthlink.net>
San Marino, CA - Sunday, January 25, 2004 6:51 PM CST

Glad to hear you are doing better.
John Burton <jhburton@pacbell.net>
Suisun City, CA USA - Sunday, January 25, 2004 4:32 PM CST

Just wanted to drop a line - glad to hear you're back at your home away from home - our thoughts and prayer's are with you - may you continue to thrive.
Nancy & Rob <ndforrest@earthlink.net>
Fairfield, CA USA - Sunday, January 25, 2004 4:21 PM CST

Mendy hope you are at your home away from home and got the goodies I sent!! If you have a new address , can you post it to your site so we can write you??? I bet you are enjoying time with family and hopefully able to take a few spoon fulls of real food. I will call ya when I return from Mexico. Sending lots of love, hope and healing your way.
Jeannie-your sct buddy <Stellamat@aol.com>
- Sunday, January 25, 2004 0:24 AM CST

Hi Mendy!
I understand the "Family Christmas" is finally coming to fruition, probably as I write this...I KNOW how pleased you must be! What's in a date, anyway? :-) Slow as it may seem, whatever pace is dictated by circumstances, I know you are going to win this race! Look how far you have come!! Sending lots of love and looking forward to seeing you soon. XOXO
Sandee
Sandra Visintin <Visintin@comcast.net>
Discovery Bay, CA - Saturday, January 24, 2004 11:52 PM CST

The human spirit is stronger than anything that happens to it. You are a perfect example of that. Love you

LOVE, Rachael

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Rachael McAfee <Strawberryraygrl@aol.com>
Fairfield, CA USA - Saturday, January 24, 2004 5:32 PM CST

Hi Mrs. Kerner,
Im so glad to hear you are doing better. I bet yor are glad to go to the apartment instead of the hospital! We got out new teacher Miss Singleton two weeks ago. She is moch better that Mr. Pierson, and we are glad to have her. We miss you terribly, and hope you are doing well.
love,
katelyn
Katelyn Neckel <Dancergurl56@cs.com>
Fairfield, ca USA - Saturday, January 24, 2004 12:56 AM CST

Yo Mendy,
Now that you have busted out of the Stanford prison.....where are you parking your bod? (we need your new address). I hope you are doing better every day. I am sure you will be blossoming by the Spring, which is not
that far away.
love, Maui Nanc
Nancy Cogan <ncogan@darkwing.uoregon.edu >
- Saturday, January 24, 2004 3:47 AM CST

Hey darlin,

I was looking at a picture of Meg Ryan in one of those Star mags and i said, "hey that looks just like Mrs. Kerner." So i just wanted to say im always thinking about you and you are always a star in my eyes. ;) I was reading a saying..That which is loved is always beautiful...so you must be the most person beautiful in the world.

Love, Rachael
xoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxox

Rachael McAfee <StrawberryrayGrl@aol.com>
Fairfield, CA USA - Thursday, January 22, 2004 11:17 PM CST

dear mrs kerner,
as each day drags on my life and happy spirit is slowly sucked out of me it may not look like that but my 'happiness' is just a mask to hide behind.All day the drama between my friends and the stress on trying to get good grades and getting in hurtful arguments with my mother weighs heavy on my shoulders, but whenever i think of u i forget my sadness and reach for the stars where my dreams,goals, and wishes are. i look up and i smile with a joy and a determination to reach for those stars because i know u would want me to and be the best i can be.I have grown so much in the past two years with ur help and i have accomplished so many things i never thought i could do like singing solos or having so many friends they overwhelm me i also have started drawing again and i must admit i'm getting quite talented at drawing japanese animation i will make a few copys of my drawings and send them home with kelsey for u.i have always felt i could tell u anything and u are and will always be my hero.i luuuuuuuuv u mrs kerner and i hope i can see u soon.

love ,lauralee a student who is also a friend :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :)

PS I MIGHT SING AT GRADUATION COOL HUH
LAURALEE POE <SingerGirl138@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, January 22, 2004 11:08 PM CST

Spring is sprung and so is Mendy! Glad to hear that you're doing better. Take care of your tummy troubles! Is there a new address where we can send you cards and such? My love and prayers are up north with you!
Kristin Lieberman <kisocean@earthlink.net>
San Marino, CA - Thursday, January 22, 2004 10:31 PM CST

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!!! You're timing for notable progress & renewed hope is right on schedule (even if you're not Chinese!)!!!!!!!! Thinking of you & sending POSITIVE VIBS, LOTS OF THEM!!!!
Susan Gifford <susang@shaw.ca>
Pitt Meadows, BC Canada - Thursday, January 22, 2004 1:02 PM CST

Hey Mendall,
Coming to see you on monday.
Love ya LOOOOTTTS
Randall and family <rainman288@sbcglobal.net>
- Wednesday, January 21, 2004 8:53 PM CST

Hi Mendy - Spring is sprung (well almost), the grass is riz and we all know where Mendy is! Glad you got out of "jail" and that you're back in more comfortable surroundings. I bet your mouth is watering thinking about "real" food. Take care kiddo.
Hugs, Judy
Judy <leukie2002@yahoo.ca>
Calgary, Alberta Canada - Wednesday, January 21, 2004 8:21 PM CST

Mendy,
You have been on my mind a lot lately!! I've been checking in and this is certainly welcomed & wonderful news!! Before you know it, those hospital visits will be history!!
Continue to do well and take care.

Dianne
Mineral Ridge, Oh usa - Wednesday, January 21, 2004 8:02 PM CST

Mendy,
Just wanted to tell you how great it is that you are back in the ol' apartment. We hope things are going well and you are able to get some food down. Miss you tons. We thought of you a lot this past weekend. Randy & Rhonda took the kids camping with us and we went to the Santa Cruz Boardwalk on Sunday. We can't ever go to the Boardwalk without thinking about how much you love Santa Cruz. The kids had a blast and we all had a lot of fun.

Praying for your continued recovery and that you continue to get better and not have to go back to stay at Stanford. Love you and miss you...
Brian & Tammy Evans <tanneevans@aol.com>
Fairfield, CA - Wednesday, January 21, 2004 4:15 PM CST

GO MENDY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It's great to hear you are doing good enough to go back to the apartment. We are all thinking of you & praying for you daily. I hear you are on alot of prayer chains. You must have made a friend in a very high place. He is with you always.

Love,
Cheryl

Cheryl Dudley <cjd9393@aol.com>
Fairfield, CA - Wednesday, January 21, 2004 11:00 AM CST

Hi Mendy, Just checking in to let you know that you are in my prayers ALWAYS! Can't wait to hear about your "real" food experiences that are soon to come. I really look forward to seeing Kelsey's sweet smiling face every week. We have picked out a lovely recital piece, that is, unless she changes her mind! We're ready to hear from you again! Love, TINA
Tina Roberts <chasntina2@cs.com>
Fairfield, CA - Wednesday, January 21, 2004 0:16 AM CST

hello mrs kerner its lauralee i am missing u sooooooooo much
. you have been away 4 soo long i wish i could come to see u but although u have been gone 4 so long the vision of your bright shining smile has not faded from my mind and memories.
luuuuuuv lauralee poe
Lauralee <SingerGirl138@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, January 20, 2004 8:21 PM CST

Hi Mendy,
HOORAY for your progress!
Now to get rid of the "bag" so you can have some real birthday cake when your 'old' birthday rolls around! or I could eat all the cake this year!! tee hee
Glad to read about your improvement.
love, Maui Nanc
Nancy Cogan <ncogan@darkwing.uoregon.edu >
- Tuesday, January 20, 2004 1:19 AM CST

Dear Melinda,

Hooray! This is great news as you have cleared this hurdle and move on to your cure! We are thinking of you and praying for your continued recovery! P.S. Rob's memory is a bit off. He also was on clear liquids for some time when hospitalized for GVHD of the gut.
Rob and Kelly <kharless@cox.net>
Solana Beach, CA USA - Tuesday, January 20, 2004 1:06 AM CST

Mending Mouse,
What positively great news!! Can't wait to see you and catch up again! Keep improving and you'll be home before you know it....
XOXO
Sandee
Sandra Visintin <Visintin@comcast.net>
Discovery Bay, CA - Monday, January 19, 2004 11:18 PM CST

HI! Mendy, dear. It's just me, the
dad ! I think of you every day and miss you very, very much. Next Saturday, I go to SF and Sausalito for memorial services for my two closest boating buddies, Mario (Top Gun) and Clark, who I took to Lake Havasu last year. I was suppose to be with them but missed the boat. Tami is going with me. Anyway, I can't wait to see you and for you to come home. I LOVE you very much! The DAD
Roger Evans <RogEvans13@aol.com>
Vacaville , CA Arnoldland - Sunday, January 18, 2004 10:41 PM CST

Just a quick check in on your status so we know what to pray for. Your descriptions give us plenty of specifics: hand shakes, bad eyes, foggy brain and sore tummy. What a drag! You are truly a stud to endure such yuck! Sending you hugs through the computer. Love, the Borges'
Jennifer Borges <jennborges@hotmail.com>
Fairfield, CA USA - Sunday, January 18, 2004 8:42 PM CST

Hi Mendy,
Just cruisin' through to send you our love and good vibes. Stay strong Lady.
Love, Michele & Sonny <michele.madere@comcast.net>
Suisun City, - Sunday, January 18, 2004 3:42 PM CST

Sending ENCOURAGEMENT to you & your family.
LOTS of people thinking of you & rooting for you!
Hang in there!
Susan Gifford <susang@shaw.ca>
Pitt Meadows, BC Canada - Sunday, January 18, 2004 2:42 PM CST

Hi Mendy,
you probably dont remember me. Lets see if you do. I'm Sierra Freckman. I was in Costco with my mom, and saw johnny and his mom. we talked alot and johnny's mom told us about where we can reach you. I just wanted to say that I hope you get better soon and that I miss you guys alot.
Love,
Sierra
Sierra Freckman <Tinkbelle415@aol.com>
Winters, Ca U.S.A - Friday, January 16, 2004 12:51 AM CST

Hey Mendy, just saying HI. I have been following your progress and hope you are now on your way out of the hospital. Kristin is turning 13 on Jan 21, can you believe it? Now if she just would act 13! You know what I mean! My Kelsey just turned 16 and is on her way to get her drivers license. Oh boy! Kristin did the all nighter at the church on New Years Eve, and actually made it to 7:30 a.m. without sleeping. That surprised me. She just said that having fun just keeps her awake! Did your Kelsey go?
Hang in there. We love you and pray or you, Karen Wrigley
Karen Wrigley <kwrigleyvpd@yahoo.com>
Fairfield, Ca USA - Friday, January 16, 2004 11:49 AM CST

Hi Mendy! So good to hear of your progress. You're one tough cookie! You seem, from your comments, a bit bewildered and/or amazed by loving comments from so many people. Missy Mendy...if you weren't such a sweetie.... Well, you get the point. Always thinking of you, dear lil' Mendy...hoping and praying for a RAPID recovery. Love to all...
Jody Seals <PJSeals2@aol.com>
Denver, CO - Friday, January 16, 2004 11:46 AM CST

Mendy,
You have no idea how good it is to see your postings by YOU! Now, Ken, don't get your feelings hurt. You did a great job keeping us all updated. We wish you continued success with your tummy behaving its self so you can get stronger and stronger.

We will send you a power surge (the good kind, not the kind that frys your computer!) from Mt. Shasta this weekend. We hear the mountain has mystical powers and we aim to tap into it and send it to you, so hold on, here it comes! Wheeee. Love you both, Lindalee oxoxoxo
Linda Whalen <llwhalen55@aol.coom>
Pleasant Hill, CA USA - Friday, January 16, 2004 10:39 AM CST

Hey Mendall,
Love Ya & Miss you very much!!!!!!!!!!
We'll be down to see you soon.
You're my hero.
Your Brother <rainman288@sbcglobal.net>
- Thursday, January 15, 2004 11:19 PM CST

Hey Teach!
Miss you lots! Sorry to hear about your tummy. We got back from Yosemite last week. It was a blast! It was clear the whole time we were there too. Our guide was really knowledgeable and fun. (We had the best guide!) Anyway, the only problems that we had was with the fords... Ricky's car had the battery go dead. Lauralee's had the keys locked in. And for the greatest of them all, KC's car... when we were packing up, KC closed the back of her car and then the WHOLE WINDOW SHATTERED! So, we ducked taped the window so the bags couldn't fall out and made our way down to the valley floor. However, it didn't end there... we got stuck it the snow. We had to have Mr. Lanza come pull us out.
For complete details on this and more my website will be up and running soon and you can come take a look at a few pictures and TWO movies! I'll have to tell you the address later because I forgot it... :)
Ashlyn**** <Aawaterdog@aol.com>
Suisun, CA USA - Thursday, January 15, 2004 11:01 PM CST

Hi Mendy - just thinking of you so thought I'd put fingers to keyboard and let you know that you are in my prayers and thoughts. I trust that the tummy stuff will soon take a hike and that you'll be able to "blow that popstand". All for now. Hugs, Judy
Judy <leukie2002@yahoo.ca>
Calgary, Alberta Canada - Thursday, January 15, 2004 10:45 PM CST

Hope your tummy is feeling better! It's good to see you posting again! Just let your body rest and continue giving the GvHD "the royal stink eye!" Thinking of you and sending much love!
Kristin Lieberman <kisocean@earthlink.net>
San Marino, CA - Thursday, January 15, 2004 10:44 PM CST

Hi Melinda,

It's great to see that you are posting. Glad you enjoyed the stuff.

Wishing you a quick journey to a complete recovery.

I know many people who pay good money for pills to experience delusions.

I will always remember you as number 224.

Love,

Zavie

Zavie Miller <zmiller@sympatico.ca>
Ottawa, CANADA - Wednesday, January 14, 2004 10:24 PM CST

Mendy,
Yippee!!! I return from Yosemite and find you adding words to your journal. It is so good to see those words flow across the screen. Delusions, let's all hear it for delusions, especially when you teach the seventh and eighth graders. Delusional is our way of life. Yosemite was perfect this year, we had snow the first night and beautiful sunny weather ther rest of the week. Next year you need to seriously think about coming with us, another teacher would make life that much easier. As you may have heard your replacement for your replacement's replacement has arrived and this replacement will work our very nicely. Her name is Ms. Singleton and she actually is a teacher. No one can replace our Mrs. Kerner but we now have a capable replacement. So those seventh graders should be ready educationally for your return next year. So until next time my prayers are with you. Your partner at SVE
Gary Baziuk <gbaziuk@aol.com>
Fairfield, Ca USA - Wednesday, January 14, 2004 7:28 PM CST

Mendy Mouse,

Just a note of love and well wishes. You are continuously in my thoughts and prayers. Your courage, strength, and relentless good humor are such wisdom to us all!

Sending hugs and a whole lotta love,
Brenna
Brenna <visintin@ucla.edu>
Los Angeles, CA - Wednesday, January 14, 2004 12:44 AM CST

Hi Mendy . . . Thinking of you and hoping you are having a good day. Hopefully you received my 'surprise' package in the mail. I think it will be 'buzzing' to you soon if you haven't gotten it already. Enjoy them! They'll keep your tootsies warm and comfy. Love, Barb
Barbara Heathcote <bheath@us.ibm.com>
Raleigh, NC - Tuesday, January 13, 2004 9:28 PM CST

Hi Mendy - you amaze me. There you are feeling rotten and you can still bring humor into your posts. I'd sure like to be a student in your classroom. Hope you're getting better day by day - don't post a lot to you lately, but I think about you all the time. Hugs, Judy
Judy <leukie2002@yahoo.ca>
Calgary, Alberta Canada - Tuesday, January 13, 2004 8:37 PM CST

Hello my Love,
So its a new year. I know this year is going to bring you alot of power and love, I just know it. Well i must tell you this past year has been kindda in a way life changing for me and i know it has been for you. I just finished Stand and Deliver, which is going to be my last play at harbor way 2 much petty, drama 4 me ;) but school is getting alot better. Im making alot of new friends and my grades are up and im about to do a play at school called crazy for you!. Oh yeah and me and Adam have been together for 6 months now ;) He is amazing, thats the only way i can really decribe Adam. Gosh i remember writting my name as Rachael Kreamer on my grammer papers and you would always tease me about it. teehee ;) He is my first love, Ive never felt the way i feel when im with Adam. Its indescribable. I miss you so much! My mom says hello and that she loves you soooo much. We are all thinkin about you babe!!!!

The soul would have no rainbow had the eyes no tears.

Love, Rachael! xoxoxoxoxo
Rachael McAfee <Strawberryraygrl@aol.com>
Fairfield, CA USA - Monday, January 12, 2004 11:11 PM CST

Mendy, So nice to see you are up to typing a bit. You are winning! Yeahhhhh! Hang in there you super little Ninja Turtle. We are so proud of you. Hope you had a great visit with your family this weekend. Industrial prayers still coming your way. Love you, Lindalee oxoxox
Linda Whalen <llwhalen55@aol.com>
Pleasant Hill, CA USA - Monday, January 12, 2004 9:45 PM CST

Mendy,
How wonderful to have you back, strong enough to post. Your spirit and strength are certainly a shining light for all of us. Hang in there Lady. We sure miss you.
Love, Michele & Sonny <michele.madere@comcast.net>
Suisun City, - Monday, January 12, 2004 9:12 PM CST

Hi Mendy,

Well, we all made it back from Yosemite in one piece! When Mr. B said spider "caves" he was might have been using the term loosely. It was more like a spider "crevice". It was much darker and smaller than I had ever imagined!

My family and I think of you and pray for you often. Before you know it, you'll be back on the lake enjoying the long, warm days of summer while the kids dive off the back of the boat.

Love,

Angela, Bill, Alanna & Lathan Liles
Angela Liles <liles2k@aol.com>
Fairfield, CA USA - Monday, January 12, 2004 9:07 PM CST

Hey! I am not even on any meds (that I can remember) and I am delusional!!! LOL ~Keep the Faith~
Luv,
~Dar~
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox
Dar <dar31@aol.com>
Fairfield, CA 94533 - Monday, January 12, 2004 8:28 PM CST

Hi Mendy,

Just can't tell you how good it was to see that you posted your own message, LOVED the Bill Clinton story! Just wanted to say hi & to remind you that you are in our hearts & prayers every day. You are such an inspiration to us!!!!!
Get well, God speed!

Love to you and your toolman. (Hi Ken)

Cheryl
Cheryl Dudley <cjd9393@aol.com >
Fairfield, CA - Monday, January 12, 2004 5:38 PM CST

Hi Mendy - It's Monday morning and as I got out of bed I thought, "rats, I have to go to work!". And then I reminded myself what a lucky person I am to have the health to go to work and do all the ordinary things I do every day. You are having a profound effect on so many people. Your courage and will are such a positive example and your illness is true wake-up call that we who are on the outside are blessed to be well. I wish today I could change places with you so you could have a break from this struggle but that's not how this script is written so I'll go off to work with a smile on my face (which will totally confound my boss) and you in my heart. Keep your eye on the finishline. Denise sends her love too. Suzanne
Suzanne Praisler <suzpra@sonnet.com>
Columbia, Ca. - Monday, January 12, 2004 11:26 AM CST

JUST SENDING MORE POSITIVE VIBS!!!!!!!!!!
HANG IN THERE!
Susan Gifford <susang@shaw.ca>
Pitt Meadows, BC Canada - Sunday, January 11, 2004 2:23 PM CST

Hello Mendy,
Our thoughts and prayers are with you every day as your body heals from this dreadful disease. We've known your parents from ballroom dancing and know their love and concern for you. They've always told us of your courage and strength! You are one strong lady! Keep up the good progress and we'll keep informed from your great website! Take care, Love, Loretta and Jim McDonald
Loretta McDonald <lorjim@napanet.net>
Napa, CA USA - Saturday, January 10, 2004 5:29 PM CST

I have been keeping you in my prayers, since the beginning.
I work for Snap-on in the customer service dept. Once in a
while I get the opportunity to help Ken. I asked how you were doing, and he gave me your web address.

My wish for you ~~ May you get to go home "very" soon to your family & friends that love you (it's good medicine).
Also, the Guardian Angel prayer I send your way, make your pain lighter in every way, and bring you "Good Health" by the minute each day. "GENTLE HUGS"
mary morin
sacramento, ca - Friday, January 9, 2004 3:17 PM CST

I have been keeping you in my prayers, since the beginning.
I work for Snap-on in the customer service dept. Once in a
while I get the opportunity to help Ken. I asked how you were doing, and he gave me your web address.

My wish for you ~~ May you get to go home "very" soon to your family & friends that love you (it's good medicine).
Also, the Guardian Angel prayer I send your way, make your pain lighter in every way, and bring you "Good Health" by the minute each day. "GENTLE HUGS"
mary morin <mary.morin@snapon.com>
sacramento, ca - Friday, January 9, 2004 3:15 PM CST

I have been keeping you in my prayers, since the beginning.
I work for Snap-on in the customer service dept. Once in a
while I get the opportunity to help Ken. I asked how you were doing, and he gave me your web address.

My wish for you ~~ May you get to go home "very" soon to your family & friends that love you (it's good medicine).
Also, the Guardian Angel prayer I send your way, make your pain lighter in every way, and bring you "Good Health" by the minute each day. "GENTLE HUGS"
mary morin <mary.morin@snapon.com>
sacramento, ca - Friday, January 9, 2004 3:14 PM CST

Hi Mendy,

Susan Peters filled me in Sunday on all you have going through. I will follow your progress and keep you in my prayers daily. My love and strength to you, Larianne
Larianne Austin <larandblaine@aol.com>
Vacaville, CA USA - Friday, January 9, 2004 2:38 PM CST

sounds like your holding strong...sending healing wishes your way,

love and hope
Susan
Susan King <kinger824@cox.net>
South Windsor, CT - Friday, January 9, 2004 9:29 AM CST

necesitamos hablar mas sobre las clases de espa�ol. seguro no tengo el libro de 501 verbos (even though you were right and i really do need one).

i will come visit you, in spanish. both of us could probably use the practice.
david anderson
fairfield, ca usa - Friday, January 9, 2004 2:49 AM CST

Dear Melinda,

You have the right attitude and spirit, that's for sure! Rob had delusions post BMT as well. He insisted we have four children, but could not for the life of him remember the fourth one's name. Perhaps that is because we only have three... Keep it up, m'dear. You're doing great and will be healthy and home soon!
Rob and Kelly <kharless@cox.net>
Solana Beach, CA USA - Friday, January 9, 2004 0:47 AM CST

Mendy,
Keep up that STRONG spirit & terrrrific sense of humor!
You're one amazing woman!!! Sending positive vibs!
PS I have to say I am always slightly uncomfortable emailing you because you're a teacher & I am a terrible speller. One time I was facilitating a workshop for teachers & on the break one of them took a red pen to the flip chart I had been using!
Susan Gifford <susang@shaw.ca>
Pitt Meadows, BC Canada - Thursday, January 8, 2004 8:30 PM CST

Dear Mendy,
Just wanted you to know that our thoughts and prayers are most certainly with you, your family, and the doctors! I'm trusting God,that even though we cannot understand what is happening to your body... He does!
Wow!!! What an awesome testimony to the power of friendship... You have a guest book signed from well-wishers around the world, and a mile long! I tried reading all of the posts and couldn't! It must be such an encouragement to know that So Many people love you guys so much! You all are awesome!
Ken, after reading your journal entries... I cried... Your love for Mendy is touching!
Mendy, Your will and determination are truly inspiring!
I can't wait until you are well enough to have that Christmas celebration with your hubby and babies! You all deserve it! And so much more!
Susan Peters <Spetersmom@aol.com>
Fairfield, CA USA - Thursday, January 8, 2004 1:04 AM CST

Hey Melinda,
I'm not sure I know what the "Royal Stink Eye" is, but if it's working keep it up! We're rooting for you in chilly Los Angeles. Keep faith and stay strong sister!
Kristin Lieberman <kisocean@earthlink.net>
San Marino, CA - Tuesday, January 6, 2004 9:12 PM CST

Hey Mendy, here's a cute little joke for you:

What happens when a moose lifts weights? He gets mooscles!

Here's another one: Where does Batman go potty? In the batroom!

(Courtesy of my 5-year-old nephew.)

Thinking of you and your family.
jennifer g. <jennifer@cmlsupport.com>
- Tuesday, January 6, 2004 8:21 PM CST

hey Mendy, happy new year. Glad to hear that you are being your onery old self and scaring the bejeebers out of the bad thing-a-ma-jigs. We miss you and think of you often. Take care and stay tough.
Cathy Charboneau <cathy.romaniello@irs.gov>
Suisun , CA USA - Tuesday, January 6, 2004 3:10 PM CST

Hi Mendy,
It was great to have a chance to talk to you the other night. Even though you are feeling yucky, you sound strong!
Coach Fester says you are gaining on the gvh buggers.....that the score is now 12/6.......it won't be long and this bad episode will be behind you. Hang in there friend.....with all the love and support from your friends.
I can send you a snowball also!
Maui Nanc
Nancy Cogan <ncogan@darkwing.uoregon.edu >
- Tuesday, January 6, 2004 3:07 PM CST

hey!! I have not checked in in a while! how are you doing??? I miss you alot... school is not the same. We are looking for another teacher right now. Mr.Bazuik is about to go to Yosemite TODAY! well I just wanted to check in on you! I hope you feel grrrrrrrrrrreat!

lots of love,
briana
briana <briananun@earthlink.net>
- Tuesday, January 6, 2004 9:15 AM CST

Mendy,
WOW It has been a long time since we "chatted" I just found out that you had a BMT and I have read all the back notes. Sounds like you are one tough mama. I am proud of you. If you have any questions, please ask me, otherwise I will be checking in and praying for you.
Take care
Ginger (CML buddy)
Houston, - Tuesday, January 6, 2004 8:41 AM CST

Mendy, I havent checked in with you for a while. Was sad to read that you got that yucky GVHD of the gut. If you remember I had it also for 2 months- I think around day 60 or 70. I am happy to report that it totally went away a month or so after coming home. For several months I lived on eggs, tapioca, egg custard, and bananas. and good home cooked mashed potatoes!! Hope you can progress to these foods soon. I think of you every day and am glad your spirits are still up. You keep on truckin---Life does get better. Hopefully you can have your hubby scroll back through my website to the early days to see how much we had in common and the meds I took. I wanted to send you a big snowball down from Sunriver to suck on. Have a good week. Love Jeannie
Jeannie Matthews <Stellamat@aol.com>
Medford, OR - Tuesday, January 6, 2004 0:22 AM CST

Mendy,
Just a quick note to let you know that you're in our thoughts daily, as I'm sure you know. (We hope you're picking up the healing vibes we're sending!) Hope this was another day to make tomorrow better! Stay strong....XOXO
Sandee
Sandra Visintin <Visintin@comcast.net>
Discovery Bay, CA - Tuesday, January 6, 2004 0:03 AM CST

Hi Mendy - sorry to learn that the GVHD (hope the letters are in the correct order) is slow at leaving your system. I'll beam my thoughts your way and those thoughts are, "take a hike, you nasty tykes". Not very original but hopefully it will help. You're in my thoughts and prayers. Hugs, Judy
Judy <leukie2002@yahoo.ca>
Calgary, Alberta Canada - Monday, January 5, 2004 11:55 PM CST

Melinda,

I'm so sorry you had a rough holiday, but grateful that things are getting better! It's a new year! Someone once told me when I was growing up that the "even" numbered are usually when the most growth occurs vs. the odd numbered years. Well, it's 2004, Baby, and your going to have an awesome recovery from here on out....(not that you haven't already...you know what I mean!) hahahahahahahahaha

You are right here in my heart as always! I am writing your name two pieces of red paper and putting one on my computer at work and posting one at home to have you right there with me and to send visualizations of health and recovery to you. The red paper stands for health. Hey...I'm a visual learner!

For a "mental" break:
"River Wild" is a great movie where a tough Meryl Streep saves her family from danger and guides them to safety (she kicks major booty). I love to watch this movie as it always makes me feel super powerful. It's my favorite and I recommend it highly.!

With all my support,

KKS
Kristin Kay Smith <kristin.smith@lyonhomes.com>
Sacramento, CA USA - Monday, January 5, 2004 2:59 PM CST

Dear Melinda,

You will win this fight and we are rooting you on all the way! Get all the rest you can and remember that there are tons of prayers and good vibes heading your way. Remember, this is all part of the curative process!
Rob and Kelly <kharless@cox.net>
Solana Beach, CA USA - Monday, January 5, 2004 1:46 AM CST

Everyday that I log onto your website and your guest book I am reminded how precious life, family & friends truly are to ALL of us. Thank you. Feel better!!!!
~Keep the Faith~
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox

Dar <dar31@aol.com>
Fairfield, CA USA - Sunday, January 4, 2004 6:35 PM CST

Hello Kerners,
Slow & steady...way to follow your "turtle home-page theme" through to the end. Is it all right if I pray for a hare's pace on future progress? We're back from a great Christmas in Visalia. Michaela and David were in Mexico for a service project through church for New Years, so we had an unusually quiet experience with Anneke and Christina Grzan to ring in the New Year. I can't believe school starts tomorrow. I have enjoyed the break from the hare's pace that homework & school activities provide. Can't wait for your triumphant return to Suisun Valley. (I won't be able to pop popcorn for you. I see Robyn informed you that I was fired from the precious machine) We'll keep praying and you keep up the stink-eye to all things yucky!
Love-the Borges Clan
Jennifer Borges <jennborges@hotmail.com>
Fairfield, CA USA - Sunday, January 4, 2004 5:16 PM CST

Mendy, I heard from Meg that you were doing better. I am so relieved, but not suprised - it's that spirit of yours that is so strong. I am thinking of you especially with school starting again tomorrow. I can't wait to see the kids again as it has been over two weeks. Things will be crazy for me for a week or so as I am in the process of moving. Not fun, but better that hospital tubes right? Love you and will continue to send positive thoughts and hugs.
Katherene Skaife <katherenes@sbcglobal.net>
Fairfield, - Sunday, January 4, 2004 12:54 AM CST

Mendy,
Hope this entry finds you doing well. Our CML listmate and leader (she's a year and 1/2 out now) Jeannie Matthews gave me your web site. I have kept in touch with Jeannie since my transplant January 7, 2003. She is great at bringing people together.

I began reading your journal and couldn't hold back a big smile when I read your first entry that mentioned me. I wasn't sure anybody read my site much anymore, less remember any of the things I talked about/went through. (BTW, I am a size six now... but back on 20mg prednisone which will change things soon). Oh well... at least I know it does go away after stopping the drug. I wasn't so sure at first because it takes about 2 months to get in and out of your system.

I wanted you to know that you can contact me anytime to compare experiences or ask anything. I have alot of pictures from my hospital stay. I had 2 treatments of chemo and 3rd day TBI (Total Body Irradiation) which sounds much different from what you are going through. Other than upchucking constantly, the worse thing I experienced at the hospital was mouth sores. I hope you are spared that experience. I have never wore my hair very short so being bald was something that I actually looked forward to happening. It just took so darn long to grow back to a length I could do something with.

You sound like a wonderfully, humorous person. That will make everything easier for you and the world around you. People (friends and family) were not sure what to expect when I opted to do the transplant. BTW, what type of luekemia do you have and why did you opt for the transplant?

Keep in touch and hang in there.
Hugs,

Rebecca in STL <rschneid54@aol.com>
St. Louis, MO USA - Sunday, January 4, 2004 11:32 AM CST

Dear Melinda,

I know you will emerge the winner in fighting the GVHD. Remain positive and let the meds do their job. Remember, GVHD also means that there is a good GVL effect which will cure the CML. My love and best wishes to you.

Anjana
Anjana <anjana@pacific.net.sg>
Singapore, Singapore - Sunday, January 4, 2004 9:08 AM CST

dear melinda
i was sorry to hear about the dificulties you are facing with the gvhd. i am sure that with your strong spirit you will overcome these times. i want to send you my best healing prayers from the holly land and tell you that me and my family are crossing our fingers for you.
please remember that every day gets you closer to complete cure.
love
giora
giora sharf <giora1@inter.net.il>
natanya, israel - Sunday, January 4, 2004 2:52 AM CST

Hey Mrs. Kerner!
I'm sorry to hear about the tummy aches. I miss you so much! I'll be sure to tell you about Yosemite when I get back. I can't wait to go. Have a happy new year!
Love,
Jessica

Jessica Tronnes <PunkyGCgurl03@aol.com>
Fairfield, CA - Saturday, January 3, 2004 10:30 PM CST

Dear Mendy, You are such an inspiration to us all. We admire your strength and Ken's devotion to you. May the New Year bring new hope and happiness to you and your family. Our prayer's are with you.

Your Solano Yacht Club friends,
Dave & Myrna Ferretti

Dave & Myrna Ferretti
Fairfield, CA - Saturday, January 3, 2004 1:12 PM CST

Dearest Mendy and Family,
What a roller coaster ride you all have been on in 03! My New Years' wish for you is that the worst is in your rear-view mirror with smooth sailing ahead in '04. You continue to amaze me with your strength and focus for a full recovery. You remind me of the "Little Engine Who Thought He Could". Keep on chugging, "I think I can, I think I can, I think I can"...
Be Well,
Kris
Kristen Judah <krjudah@msn.com>
Ft myers , FL USA - Saturday, January 3, 2004 8:16 AM CST

Mendy,
This is just one more battle where you will triumph! Keep your thoughts positive and focused on how wonderful it will be when we are through all this, and let the meds keep working. Hard to believe at times, I'm sure, but this too will pass, just as the mucositis did! Stay strong, we are all pulling for you....XOXO
Sandee
Sandra Visintin <Visintin@comcast.net>
Discovery Bay, CA - Friday, January 2, 2004 6:17 PM CST

Dear Mendy,
I am praying for your good health in 2004. I saw Hayden on Christmas Day when I took a walk around the condo area. He was out in front of Maury and Sue's. I am sure Christmas was hard for every member of your big loving family. That is over now and healing is the name of the game. Hang in there, knowing you are so loved and prayed for. Don't loose sight of the goal - good health and to be at home with your family.

Jan Hannigan <jhannigan2000@yahoo.com>
Fairfield, CA - Friday, January 2, 2004 12:35 AM CST

Mendy,

This web site is humbling indeed! I pray for you, your family and those around you often. Your spirit and God's love will keep safe the gift you are. You cannot be separated from God's love no matter the challenges the gvhd's present to you.

Your bright smile, joyful laugh, and upbeat spirit are missed at Suisun Valley School. Your popcorn popper worked quite well at our Christmas Sing Along. I did assign Jenn the job of popping, but she got fired! Burn a batch and you're out of here!!

Hugs, Robyn
Robyn Rossi <amblerpbr@aol.com>
Fairfield, CA Solano - Thursday, January 1, 2004 5:47 PM CST

Happy New Year you two! You are now entering the best year of your life where your body will be healed and your new life begins. There are so many of us pulling for you, but the interesting thing of all is that you two give us all inspiration and hope. Mendy hang tough with those little GvH critters - they don't have a chance with an attitude like yours. Ken, God bless you for your love and support. You guys have built a strong family together and that is what will ultimately win out in this battle of yours. I am praying for you and thinking of you constantly - sending love and hugs to you both.
Katherene Skaife <katherenes@sbcglobal.net>
Fairfield, - Thursday, January 1, 2004 1:27 PM CST

Dear Mendy and "fester" - may 2004 get rid of the gvhd - I'm telepathing the little beggars to take a hike and fast. Hope it helps. Gosh, again with your attitude if I were one of them I'd be a little afraid and take off! All for now, take care and all the best.
Hugs, Judy
Judy <leukie2002@yahoo.ca>
Calgary, Alberta Canada - Thursday, January 1, 2004 9:55 AM CST

Dear Melinda,

The silver lining is that those little suckers are killing of any remaining leukemia cells, though that may be hard to remember as you deal with such discomfort! Our thoughts and prayers are, as always, with you. You will win your fight and go home even healthier than before!
Rob and Kelly <kharless@cox.net>
Solana Beach, CA USA - Thursday, January 1, 2004 0:40 AM CST

Happy New Year to you both,
I am sorry to hear about the gvhd and the prolonged incarceration in the Tijuana jail (or was that Stanford!)..... Mendy I know you will beat this. Your strong body and spirit, and your meds will pull you through this....and with
Fester at your side! He is a pretty amusing fellow. Rest well dear friend.....I will keep you in my healing thoughts and prayers.
Maui Nanc
Nancy Cogan <ncogan@darkwing.uoregon.edu >
- Wednesday, December 31, 2003 11:22 PM CST

Wishing you and your family a GREAT 2004 with health abounding all around you.

Keep those nurses working for you as your work for a healthy body again.
Judy Orem <jorem@flash.net>
Lake Oswego, OR - Wednesday, December 31, 2003 6:47 PM CST

Would CML's aquaintaince be forgot
and never brought to mind?
Just keep your hopes and spirits high
And it will go bye-bye!

Wishing you all a happy and healthy New Year.

-Keep Faith, Mendy!-
Kristin Lieberman <kisocean@earthlink.net>
San Marino, CA - Wednesday, December 31, 2003 5:51 PM CST

Dearest Mendy and Family:

Have a wonderful New Year, and the healthiest and speediest of recoveries. love Mary Jean Hodor
Mary Jean Hodor <mjhodor@aol.com>
San Antonio, tx USA - Wednesday, December 31, 2003 4:09 PM CST

Hello Melinda,
Just wanted to let you know that I praying for your daily. Although setbacks may come, keep your focus on the end result. That is what got me through my cancer operation nine years ago. Stay strong and know that your support base is pulling for you. In my first email to you, I promised to send you the words to a song that continually gives me strength and assurance that all will work out well because God is able.

1. Like peering through a window blurred with rain. Emotions run together in a flood of doubt and pain. We prayed as best we can, now we must leave it in His hands. yet I know when my eyes fail to see, He is able. Even though it seems impossible to me, He is able. But if He chooses not to move in the way we pray He would. Confident He's working all together for my good. I will stand behind His word for He is able.
2. Questions seem to haunt you night and day. How can God allow your heart to be torn this way? Does He listen when you call, or is He even there at all? Yet I know when our eyes fail to see, He is able. even though it seems impossible to me, He is able. But if he chooses not to move in the way we pray He would. Confident He's working all together for your good. I will stand behind His word for He is able.
3. He is able. And as the night gives way to dawning and evaporates away. I stand to face another day. And I'll stand behind His word for He is able.

You will constantly be in my prayers.

Tim Mack

Tim mack <timothymack@sbcglobal.net>
Fairfield, California USA - Wednesday, December 31, 2003 2:19 PM CST

Hey Guys, Merry Christmas and Happy New Year! Thank you so much for the gift of your amazing story. At this time of year your strength and courage are a guiding light for so many people. To open your selfs to this incrediably difficult cross is truly a special gift to all of us.
As we enter 2004 we will continue to pray and send positive thoughts your way. A healthy happy Kerner family is what we are all praying for in 04!!
Stay strong, because surly this cross will be lifted soon.
The Rosenthals <jandkrose@rhwn.com>
FF, Ca USA - Wednesday, December 31, 2003 11:49 AM CST

Hi Mendy, Hey toolman!!!

Just wanted to wish you a healthy happy New Year, and to let you know you are in everyone's prayers daily. (Actually two + times a day) From looking at this website it wouldn't take a stranger long to figure out how much you are loved and what a blessing you have been to the one's who know you. Hang in there, we are all pulling for you to get well soon. Happy New Year to you and your toolman.
We love you,

Cheryl, Terry, Alysha & Terry Jr.
Cheryl Dudley <cjd9393@aol.com>
Fairfield, CA Solano - Wednesday, December 31, 2003 10:53 AM CST

Hi Mendy,
Talked to Suzanne & she reported that you're having quite a struggle. Hang in there! Many many people are rooting for you! Here's hoping 2004 will be a whole new positive reality for you & your family!
Susan Gifford <susang@shaw.ca>
Pitt Meadows, BC Canada - Tuesday, December 30, 2003 10:16 PM CST

Dear Mendy
You're fightin' hard and winning. You're surrounded by so much love and affection, the best medicine of all. I wish you and Ken and the children all the best in health and happiness in 2004. Your good days are coming.
love Susan Dale
Ssuan Dale <susan.dale@linguissimo.com>
Strasbourg, France - Tuesday, December 30, 2003 7:58 AM CST

Hi Mendy,
Just wanting to wish you a belated Christmas (although I guess it isnt belated until after you have it with your family!! lol)...Anyway, Im sorry to hear about the bump in the road. Hang in there girl. We are all pulling for you!! Big Hugs!!
Rebecca McEntire
Lodi, CA USA - Monday, December 29, 2003 9:39 PM CST

Mendy,
A belated Christmas to you and your family. Sorry to hear about the tummy yuchs. Life has become very hectic these last few weeks. By now you have heard a new replacement will replace your replacement. Just proves that a replacment can never ever replace you, no matter the replacement they send to replace. Hopefully, not many replacements will be sent to replace, but look what they must replace. I am madly trying to get ready for Yosemite. Today it was six degrees for a high in the valley. Hopefully it will warm some. The reindeer games went very well. Unfortunately, the seventh graders did lose. But you would have been proud of them at tug-a-war. They actually beat the pants off the eighth graders, them being half the size. It was very surprising. They also won at Christmas trivia (by one question) but lost at the Snowball Fight, Deck-theSanta and North Pole Ice Hockey. Rumor has it that a certain substitute (another replacement) allowed them to go on-line to study for the trivia and it seemed to help them some.
Hope that your tummy behaves and that your new year proves to be calm and quiet and far away from the hospital. All of our thoughts and prayers are with you.
Gary Baziuk <gbaziuk@aol.com>
Fairfield, Ca USA - Sunday, December 28, 2003 5:09 PM CST

Ron and Carolyn (Moose Lodge friends of BJ & Ray from Napa) continue to send good thoughts your way. With 2004 hovering nearby, we anticipate better days ahead for you!
Carolyn Rhondeau <RCRhondeau@aol.com>
Napa, CA USA - Sunday, December 28, 2003 2:28 PM CST

Just checking in to see how things are going with you Mendy. Fester, you're a pretty good poet! Hope everything is ok and that you're on the mend again. Take care and if I don't post before New Year's - have a great 2004.
Hugs, Judy`
Judy Prusky <leukie2002@yahoo.ca>
Calgary, Alberta Canada - Sunday, December 28, 2003 11:50 AM CST

Hi Mendy......
Sorry that the post-transplant rollercoaster put you back in the hospital for some extra care.....but I know that you can see the big picture. This is one "not so great" Christmas......but it will bring you to many, many more good ones to celebrate with your family. Heck....when you feel crummy, let someone take care of you! snuggle down into that bed, maybe some special music, rest and continue your healing. I drove home from Redding today and Mt. Shasta had a nice dusting of new snow......I sent my healing wishes for you (and comrade Rob) up to the peak!
I think the mountain will be getting a big dump of snow tomorrow. Rest well........
love, Maui Nanc
Nancy Cogan <ncogan@darkwing.uoregon.edu >
- Sunday, December 28, 2003 5:15 AM CST

Belated Christmas wishes but Happy Boxing Day. Sorry to read that there is a burp along the way to recovery. I do hope they can get it cleared up quickly. Thinking about you all the time, eventho sometimes I miss a few days in posting. It's called procrastination in what to write! All the best - heck, with your attitude Mendy,, you're well on the way to full recovery. Hugs, Judy
Judy Prusky <leukie2002@yahoo.ca>
Calgary, Alberta Canada - Friday, December 26, 2003 12:24 AM CST

A Christmas message for Mendy and Ken,

Yesterday we had the whole famdamily here for Christmas dinner. It wasn't quite complete since your weren't here, but you were in our hearts and prayers. Next year! I said a special Christmas grace as we held hands around the table before we ate. I stated how strong, wonderful and supportave our extended family is as we are strong as individuals as well as collectivly through our love. Then we joined hands and sat in silence for 30 seconds. (We did it! Can you believe it? Our family quiet for half a min.?)We directed our powers and prayers to you. Did you feel a power serge at about 5:15 PM? It was us! Hopefully you just layed back and smiled in the glow of our warmth and love for you.

Kelsey and Hayden are exellent eaters! They enjoyed Pheasant Marsalla and Aunt Dee Dee's pies and cookies too.

BEST WISHES TO YOU! Ken, check your e-mail for photos.
Love, Cousin Buzzin'
Buzz & Linda Whalen <llwhalen55@aol.com>
Pleasant Hill , CA USA - Friday, December 26, 2003 11:46 AM CST

Mendy, Ken, Kelsey & Hayden,
Merry Christmas to four exceptional human beings! You have been in our thoughts all day....stay strong, better days are on the way! Sending all our love....
Sandee, Frank, Casey, Bryan, Brenna & Faren
Sandra Visintin <Visintin@comcast.net>
Discovery Bay, CA - Thursday, December 25, 2003 7:09 PM CST

hey mrs. kerner
getting in the practice of saying that for next year. Mr. b lied he did cheat at the raindeer games but it was fun anyway we won tug a war can you believe it our short people. we also won trivia with a little help from vivisimo but thats a long story. you should of seen every one we had war paint with 7's and kerner on everyones faces it was a lot of fun. were getting a new asub after break nobody no's who its gonna be MR. Pierson didnt work out to well but thats all over now. I hope you get out of that hospital soon oh and merry christmas
love always Hannah
hannah anderson <realitybites@mail.ru>
fairfield, ca usa - Thursday, December 25, 2003 5:05 PM CST

~Keep the Faith~

Our thoughts and prayers are with you Mendy.....
White Family
Dar <dar31@aol.com>
Fairfield, ca 94534 - Thursday, December 25, 2003 4:51 PM CST

Hi Mendy. So sorry to hear you are back in the hospital but glad you have outstanding care there and a very special family!!!!! Sending you all my prayers and love as well as holiday wishes! Love, Barb
Barbara Heathcote <bheath@nc.rr.com>
Raleigh, - Thursday, December 25, 2003 3:24 PM CST

Twas the morning of Christmas
And love was unfurled
To Mendy,
To Fester,
Their boy and their girl.

Go doctors, go medicines
Go G versus L
Give us a good transplant
And all will be well!

Wishing you all a Merry Christmas with much love!

Kristin Lieberman <kisocean@earthlink.net>
San Marino, CA - Thursday, December 25, 2003 10:57 AM CST

Hi Mrs. Kerner,
I know I'm not really supposed to write you at home but I couldn't help it. It's Christmas time! I hope you and your family have a good Christmas. It doesn't even feel like Christmas is here yet to me. It just all of the sudden came so fast. Well, got to be going now. I'll write back again. Bye!
Love Always,
Courtney W.
Courtney White <PrncessKortni233@aol.com>
Fairfield, CA USA - Wednesday, December 24, 2003 4:07 PM CST

Hi Mendy, I found your web site through a mutual friend of ours (Diana at the Mail Stop) She suggested, and I jumped at the chance, to write you to lift your spirits a little. I am a 2003 BMT recipient with CLL and spent most of June and July in the hospital at UCSF. As so often happens after waiting for our counts to come up and get out of there, I was dumped back onto the Leukemia ward for another 8 days. It does seem like forever but it really will end. My Christmas wish for you is to use all of the wonderful support you have and keep your chin up. Perhaps when you are back out and about, we'll cross paths while posting a package. Stay strong. Robert
Robert W. Kinney <RWK_CMK@msn.com>
Suisun Valley, CA USA - Wednesday, December 24, 2003 3:49 PM CST

Dearest Mendy:

Please respond well to treatment, and get out of the hospital soon. Have a blessed and happy Christmas and New Year!! love Mary Jean H.
Mary Jean Hodor <mjhodor@aol.com>
San Antonio, tx USA - Wednesday, December 24, 2003 3:13 PM CST

Sounds like the road to healing has some sizable pot holes! This day in age amazing things can be done with pot holes. Hang in there! Sending LOTS of POSITIVE VIBS!!!!!!!!!! to you Mendy & your family!
Susan Gifford <susang@shaw.ca>
Pitt Meadows, BC Canada - Wednesday, December 24, 2003 2:17 PM CST

Hey there Mendy the Super Woman!
Glad to hear all this good news. Having your family there must have been just the BEST shot of meds you've had in a long time. I know they were soooo happy to be with you too.

You might get a bit stir crazy at times, but remember you could be standing in long lines at the checkout with people sneezing and coughing sharing flu germs and snapping at each other and ohhhh....the list goes on. So you are in a MUCH better and healthier place!

Don't let your Yule get tied too tight. Buzz and I are starting the preparations for Christmas Day dinner tomorrow. Let the games begin! Next year you will be with us passing the veggies and various other yummies. Practice spoon hanging during your holiday hiatus OK? Contest on December 25th 2004! Be ready!
Hugs to you, Love, Lindalee oxoxox
Linda Whalen <llwhalen55@aol.com>
Pleasant Hill, CA USA - Tuesday, December 23, 2003 11:19 PM CST

MENDY, WE HAVE TRIED 3 TIMES TO REACH YOU, OUR COMPUTER IS HAVING HOLIDAY BLUES....I TALKED WITH YOUR MOTHER TODAY, 12/23, AND SHE SAID YOU WERE BACK IN THE HOSPITAL. SCRIPTURE SAYS, HE WILL NOT BRING ANYMORE THAN WE CAN HANDLE. I KNOW FROM MY CURRENT TRIALS. I AM SURE YOU ARE TIRED OF BEING SICK, ANGRY, AND WANT TO COME HOME. TRUST IN OUR LORD AND ASK HIM TO TAKE YOUR PAIN, SICKNESS AND ANGER. GIVE HIM YOUR SICKNESS AND ASK HIM TO GIVE YOU HIS STRENGTH. TRUST IN HIM. PRAY CONTINUOUSLY UNTIL YOU FALL ASLEEP. ASK THE HOLY SPIRIT TO GUIDE YOU AND KEEP YOU STRONG DURING THIS TRIAL. I KEEP YOU IN PRAYERS AT OUR WEEKLY PRAYER GROUP AND WILL CONTINE UNTIL YOU COME HOME. WE WANT YOU TO KNOW HOW PROUD WE ARE OF YOU, YOUR COURAGE AND YOUR STRENGTH. YOU HAVE SHOWN OUR CHILDREN WHAT IT TAKES TO HAVE GREAT COURAGE. YOU NEVER STOP TEACHING OUR CHILDREN. I'M SENDING YOU HUGS.....MUCH LOVE!

EZEKIEL 34:16, I WILL SEEK THE LOST, BRING BACK THE SCATTERED, BIND UP THE SICK;

MARK 1:34, AND HE HEALED MANY WHO WERE ILL WITH VARIOUS DISEASES, AND CAST OUT MANY DEMONS; AND HE WAS NOT PERMITTING THE DEMONS TO SPEAK, BECAUSE THEY KNEW WHO HE WAS.

PHILIPPIANS 4:13, I CAN DO ALL THINGS THROUGH HIM WHO STRENGTHENS ME.

MERRY CHRISTMAS.

Debra Traylor <mkerner261@aol.com>
Fairfield , CA USA - Tuesday, December 23, 2003 9:16 PM CST

Mendy,
We are really having a great time! Your children have the best senses of humor. How could they not, coming from you and Ken! :-)
We made plates of cookies for the neighbors (tied with ribbons and all), but did not get them delivered....Made Christmas presents for you, but did not get them finished....and finally made it to Cold Stone tonight just as they were closing. The owner felt sorry for us, I guess, because she opened back up for us and made our cones herself. (Now that's the spirit!) We then rode around eating our ice cream and looked at all the beautiful lights. Hayden proclaimed, "I'm going to live here until I die!"
We miss you very much, but will see you very soon! XOXO
Sandee
Sandra Visintin <Visintin@comcast.net>
Discovery Bay, CA - Tuesday, December 23, 2003 0:19 AM CST

Hey Guy, What an incrediable update, that is awsome news. We will continue to send the love, prayers and positive vibes. Thank you for the chance to witness a miracle up close and personel. We look forward to your return to Solano County.
The Rosenthals <jandkrose@rhwn.com>
FF, Ca USA - Monday, December 22, 2003 5:51 PM CST

Hi Mrs. Kerner.

You are an inspiration for everyone. We are happy to hear you are doing well. We think of you often. Merry Christmas!

The Delaney Family, Suisun Valley School <brittanysmother@msn.com>
Fairfield, Ca USA - Monday, December 22, 2003 5:33 PM CST

Hi Mrs. Kerner.

You are an inspiration for everyone. We are happy to hear you are doing well. We think of you often. Merry Christmas!

The Delaney Family, Suisun Valley School
Fairfield, Ca USA - Monday, December 22, 2003 5:31 PM CST

Melinda,

So great to hear about your accomplishments! You are so awesome...so strong! (I always tear up as I'm writing to you!) It is such a relief to hear that you are able to have a day "off" from the hospital! I can only imagine how much that time adds to your recovery!

My best wishes to you and your family during this Holiday Season. It is truly a Merry one at that! I am off work for 2 weeks and will be thinking of you at all times.

All of my love and strength,

Kristin Kay Smith
Kristin Kay Smith <kristin.smith@lyonhomes.com>
Sacramento, CA USA - Monday, December 22, 2003 2:46 PM CST

What awesome news about your family weekend!!!! You are right...we all need to cherish EVERY moment with the people that we love. Merry Christmas to you all.
~Keep the Faith~

The Fairfield White House
Dar, Doug, Josh, Nick, Daytona & Harley White

Dar <dar31@aol.com>
Fairfield, CA 94534 - Monday, December 22, 2003 12:22 AM CST

Hi Mendy, Ken and family So glad you guys are getting to spend some time together for the holidays. We had a XMas party this weekend and it just wasn't the same without you. You were mentioned several times because as you know you are constantly in our thoughts. I toasted you several drinks - in fact, way too many :-( Well, enjoy the holidays and your time together. Next year, you will be cooking, shopping and cleaning and picking up wrapping paper and needles from the tree. Isn't that something to look forward to...? yeh, it is.
Cathy Charboneau <cathy.romaniello@irs.gov>
Suisun, CA - Monday, December 22, 2003 11:16 AM CST

Happy Holidays at Casa de Mendy!!
You must have had a great time with your family.....I am so happy that things are going well for you Mendy. We know this is a rollercoaster.....but in the big scheme of things, you are doing great! I will be heading south to Redding tomorrow, with my looked-forward-to stop at Shasta City. I will throw a snowball for you and send some healing wishes for you up to the mighty mountain. Wishing you the best in 2004!
love, Maui Nanc
Nancy Cogan <ncogan@darkwing.uoregon.edu >
- Monday, December 22, 2003 1:41 AM CST

Good to read the new journal entry & hear about continued progress! I can only imagine how many rough spots are amid the progress. Hang in there Mendy (& all of your family)!!
Xmas will be one you'll never forget, I hope you feel well enough to notice the special momments. Happy snow flakes from the North! (actually, I can only see snow on the mountains, not in town).
Susan Gifford <susang@shaw.ca>
Pitt Meadows, BC Canada - Sunday, December 21, 2003 7:09 PM CST

hi guys, it is good to know Fester that you can feel all the rocking and vibing going on out here for the two of you.
so glad to hear you all get to spend the weekend together as a family, that will indeed be wonderful. love, norma
norma bidelman <t2bidelman@aol.com>
st petersburg, il usa - Saturday, December 20, 2003 9:50 PM CST

Hello Kerners! Ken, it was great to see you last night at the school program. Mendy, we heard that you have been a model patient for the staff. Way to go! Your family defines how adversity should be dealt with. We're taking off tonight to Visalia for Christmas. We'll continue to pray for strength and healing. What a unique Christmas experience you'll be having this year, receiving the gift of health! "Talk" to you when we get back. Love, the Borges family.
Jennifer Borges <jennborges@hotmail.com>
Fairfield, CA USA - Friday, December 19, 2003 11:37 AM CST

Hi Mendy,
It is great to read about your continued progress.
Remember if you need some conditioning.....ask for the cute male physical therapist, the young one!!! there is always one in a dept. He'll get you peddling your exercise bike faster!! I'm glad you are able to spend time with your family. Happy Holidays to you all.
love, Maui Nanc.....the West Coast Turtle (stable at 26%)
Nancy Cogan <ncogan@darkwing.uoregon.edu >
- Friday, December 19, 2003 2:57 AM CST

Hello!
Just heard a success story today about a friend of a friend who had a transplant a number of years ago & continues to be fine & healthy! Of course I thought of you!!!! Keep adding positive chapters to your own story of healing & recovery!!!
Susan Gifford <susang@shaw.ca>
Pitt Meadows, BC Canada - Thursday, December 18, 2003 9:43 PM CST

Hey Girl Friend,
I'm glad to hear you're doing so well.I knew you would :) I was reading past emails from people and I noticed Dar wrote Ken is a great kisser...Who's husband hasn't our sister friend kissed? hahaha. A few weeks ago I ran into Kelsey, she was staying the weekend with your brother. It was nice, she got to come over and hang out with Emily. Every once in a while they would come into the familyroom and play "Grandma Got Ran Over by a Reindeer" really loud and sing and dance to it. They cracked up everytime. Such a nice Christmas song isn't it? drunkin' grandma.
Sending a BIG HUG!
Love, Kathy
Kathy Stevens <kmdukowitz@hotmail.com>
Fairfield, Ca United States - Thursday, December 18, 2003 1:13 PM CST

Hooray!!!
The family together this weekend. I can't think of better medicine than that.
Thought I share a quote from my hero, Helen Keller:

"I fall, I stand still...I trudge on, I gain a little..I get more eager and climb higher and begin to see the widening horizon. Every struggle is a victory."

Take care my dear Mendy. We sure miss you.
Love, Michele <michele.madere@comcast.net>
- Wednesday, December 17, 2003 10:36 PM CST

Hi Mendy - I am so happy that things are going well for you. My goodness, hardly any hitches at all - what an inspiration to all of us. You must have trained your son well to read every card before he found the perfect one. What a kid! Keep up the good work and enjoy your family this weekend. Nothing like a good dose of your kids to give you an even better "jump start".
Hugs, Judy
Judy Prusky <leukie2002@yahoo.ca>
Calgary, Alberta Canada - Wednesday, December 17, 2003 9:18 PM CST

I have been following your progress, and I am so happy you are out and in the apartment. What a great Christmas gift! I've been a little down lately, and then you always come to mind. I realize that what you are going through is so much worse than any of my problems. You have many blessings and friends, and so do I. It helps to think this way to get out of my pitty party! You don't ever seem to have pitty parties! You're great! Hey, remember girl scouts? Well, Kristin kept going after your troop and is now a cadette in a every active troop (Pam Parkhrst, if you know her). She still loves girl scouts. Hang in there girl! Karen
Karen Wrigley <kwrigleyvpd@yahoo.com>
Fairfield, Ca USA - Wednesday, December 17, 2003 2:41 PM CST

Hey Marlon/Mendy- You really rock, too. We send you much love from So Cali! Happy Christmas to you and all of your family!
Kristin Lieberman <kisocean@earthlink.net>
San Marino, CA - Wednesday, December 17, 2003 2:11 PM CST

Hey Mrs. Kerner!! This is Alanna! I just wanted to say hi! I really l0ok f0rward to seeing y0u next year!! I pr0mise ill visit y0u cuz my br0ther will still be at SVS cuz he's 0nly in 4th grade. Hee hee Well I g0ts t0 g0! H0pe y0ur getting better!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*_*
*!*Alanna*!* <LuckyCharms808@aol.com>
Fairfield, CA USA - Wednesday, December 17, 2003 1:22 PM CST

Mendy,
Just catching up on your progress and thrilled to read you are doing so well!! So glad you were able to enjoy spending time with Kelsey.
Keep nurturing you and let everyone around do so too.
Love and Light,
Christine,
EastCoast Turtle
Christine <saomiguel@hfx.eastlink.ca>
- Wednesday, December 17, 2003 8:53 AM CST

Great news that Kelsey got to spend time with her Mom!! I am sure it was a very special weekend for both of them!
~Keep the Faith~ (I know you are....we ALL are....)
Luv,
~Dar~

Dar <dar31@aol.com>
Fairfield, CA 94534 - Wednesday, December 17, 2003 6:52 AM CST

Mendy, I was thrilled to read your last few notes. GO counts!! Your progress is inspiring! Hope you are enjoying your new-found freedom and I am praying that soon your nausea will subside (I just hate it when that happens!)and you will soon have your appetite back. I will be thinking about you as I travel to Denver to visit Mom, and I wish you a very merry and blessed holiday full of the many gifts of God! Love, TINA
Tina Roberts <chasntina2@cs.com>
Fairfield, CA USA - Tuesday, December 16, 2003 11:39 PM CST

Mendy,
I know we just talked last night, but I wanted to say HI!!! You sound so great!!! The drugs must be subsiding some or at least you are learning how to overcome the effects of them... I miss you so much. I know you may not feel like it very often but you are such an encouragement to everyone. None of us knows what lies ahead in our future but watching your courage and perserverance is an inspiration to everyone. We know we can handle whatever comes our way because you have showed us how. Praying special blessings on you today for encouragement and that God would allow your tremors to subside so you can get things done on the computer... Brian, Shelby, Taylor and I send hugs and kisses.

Tammy & Brian Evans <tanneevans@aol.com>
Fairfield, CA - Tuesday, December 16, 2003 11:54 AM CST

Mendy, Evan sure misses you. We talk openly about your courage and strength and how you have inspired us all to appreciate each day and the many blessings we receive. I keep you in my weekly prey group petitions, and during mass. BOY! GOD is sure getting alot of e-mails for you! HEE!HEE! WARNING! LOOK OUT FOR SNEEKY DOCTORS AND LOOSE GOWNS!!!! MUCH LOVE, DEB, EVAN AND NICHOLAS
Debra Traylor <mkerner261@aol.com>
Fairfield , CA Solano - Monday, December 15, 2003 9:45 PM CST

Hey Mendy,
I hope that your taste of freedom was wonderful and that your taste buds are making a big come back (if only so you can enjoy your own cooking!)You must have felt like Steve McQueen, making your own great escape. I hope you can steer clear of the screws and not get thrown back in the cooler.
Our thoughts, prayers and positive energy continue to flow your way. Keep up the great work!! You and your family are truly an inspiration to the rest of us. Thank you for sharing your story.

The Rosenthal's <jandkrose@rhwn.com>
FF, Ca USA baby - Monday, December 15, 2003 7:09 PM CST

Melinda! I could not have heard better news! I am so THRILLED for you! You are restoring my faith in this treatment and I know you will continue to do well!! BIG HUGS and Im doing a happy dance for you!
Rebecca McEntire <reba1717@att.net>
Lodi, CA USA - Monday, December 15, 2003 2:46 PM CST

Hey Mendy........great news that they have kicked you out!!!
You and Rob are both making transplants look like a walk in the park......I know it is much harder that that, but you are both doing really well. It sounds like the toughest stuff is over with. Just keep pampering yourself, or be pampered to! ......and continue to heal.
Maui Nanc
Nancy Cogan <ncogan@darkwing.uoregon.edu >
- Monday, December 15, 2003 2:25 AM CST

Dear Melinda,

We are so happy to hear that everything is going well. Remember to take it slow and be very, very cautious. Congratulations on your recovery. We will look forward to corresponding with you during this next year as you and Rob move forward to full and complete health!

Love, Rob and Kelly
Rob and Kelly <kharless@cox.net>
Solana Beach, CA USA - Monday, December 15, 2003 0:36 AM CST

Hi Mindy,
It is wonderful news that you are doing so well. God hears our prayers. I viewed your pictures, (you have a great sense of humor). I'm so happy for you and I hope you continue to do well. Happy Holidays to all.
Cheryl Smith <cheryllynns@hotmail.com>
sewell, nj - Sunday, December 14, 2003 8:41 PM CST

Hello Melinda,
First of all, praise God from whom ALL blessings flow!!! Although you have not heard from me very often, please know that I have been thinking about you daily and praying for you constantly. I want you to know how very happy I am to see that your count is at 5. Prayers for you have been coming from my church family, and also from our church school in Napa. This past Saturday, I reported your count to the congregation and they were very pleased to hear the news.
Please know that you are missed so very much by everyone and we look forward to your return to us with great excitement. You are our HERO and inspiration.

Tim Mack
Tim Mack <timothymack@sbcglobal.net>
Fairfield, Ca USA - Sunday, December 14, 2003 10:38 AM CST

Hi Mendy
Praying that all continues to go well.
Can't help following a miraculous recovery.
The boys,Evan and Nicholas, keep me up to date.
You have a wonderful web site with so many friends.
Always on our mind and in our prayers.
Kevin Traylor

Kevin Traylor <kevin@vallejostationers.com>
VALLEJO, CA - Saturday, December 13, 2003 5:00 PM CST

Hey woman on the outside, no new update today but I imagine you are exhausted with the daily trip to and from the hospital. Well worth it though don't you think? Sending you encouragement, hugs and love. Keep up the fight - you and Ken are an amazing team.
Katherene Skaife <katherenes@sbcglobal.net>
- Friday, December 12, 2003 11:17 PM CST

Ah, the taste of freedom - wonderful news.. I'm so happy for you. I'm glad things are going so well. Keep up the good work.
Hugs, Judy
Judy <leukie2002@yahoo.ca>
Calgary, Alberta Canada - Friday, December 12, 2003 8:50 PM CST

So glad to hear you're free again. How wonderful. You'll be home in no time at the rate you're going. I'm so happy for you and your family and all of us who are wishing you well.
Cathy Charboneau <cathy.romaniello@irs.gov>
suisun , ca usa - Friday, December 12, 2003 4:41 PM CST

Hi Mrs. Kerner I am just seeing how yu are doing and i hope you are getting better soon. I aas just wondering if you are feeling much better but re still in a lot of pain. Just wanted to see how yo were doing.
Ricky <RLSocerguy99@hotmail.com>
Fairfield, CA USA - Friday, December 12, 2003 12:37 AM CST

Mrs. Kerner I'm sorry I haven't written. When I first heard you had cancer I thought it was horrible but then I relized through all tha pain it makes you a stronger person. I pray that this is a successful treatment. I will always look up to as a role model and the great courage you have.I can't wait until you come back I'll be sure to visit. I wish you a happy holidays.
Julia Matteson <garyb@fsusd.k12.ca.us>
Fairfield, CA United States - Friday, December 12, 2003 12:32 AM CST

Great news!! I am very excited for you, can't wait to here of the blessings yet to come!!

In sporting news--I have to be honset,Saturdays rain had me a little concerned, but it cleared Sunday and made for a beautiful day for running.
And yes, we finished,26.2 miles from the Folsom dam to the Capital
(we won't talk about time)
Jon Ramirez <jon@rudysab.com>
vacaville, ca - Friday, December 12, 2003 12:20 AM CST

Congrats, free at last! We are so proud of you. We are currently working on the Santa letters, you would have enjoyed this project. Glitter is everywhere. Just got done ordering the pizza for the parties next week, and we have been planning the Reindeer games. This year we will include, snow ball, reideer toss, Christmas trivia, Deck the Santa, and Tug-a-Elf. You will be glad to hear that the eighth graders will once again win this year. Forgone conclusion, yes. Without your presence we can cheat up a storm, haaaaa! No we will be honest, but do remember the seventh graders are pretty small this year. Mendy, keep up the strong fight, we are so proud of you. Until next time, your fellow teacher in crime.
Gary Baziuk <gbaziuk@aol.com>
Fairfield, CA USA - Friday, December 12, 2003 12:01 AM CST

Just a quick bit of encouragement! Hang in there!!!! Things will get easier!
susan Gifford <susang@shaw.ca>
Pitt Meadows, BC Canada - Thursday, December 11, 2003 9:38 PM CST

Hey MRS. Kerner Michelle here Im very glad you are out of the hospitle and i will be even more glad when your back at school!~!~!~!~! At youth group the other night Me,Julian, Emily,Sam,David and Rocky all prayed for you when it was our turn to pray. Well we will keep praying and I wanted to let you know you are the STRONGEST person I know SO HANG IN THERE!~!~!~!~!~! LOTS OF LOVE,
Michelle
Michelle Berger <Bkoffbrbiedoll1@aol.com>
Vacaville, CA USA - Thursday, December 11, 2003 9:36 PM CST

AWESOME NEWS!!! Thanks for the update!
~Keep the Faith~

Dar <dar31@aol.com>
Fairfield, CA 94534 - Thursday, December 11, 2003 3:40 PM CST

Mendy,

You are incredible!!! You never cease to amaze me, and through you, I am given the hope of being just as strong!

I will continue to pray for tastebuds and no nausea!

Sending much love and peace,

Faren :-)

Faren Visintin <faren.visintin@pepperdine.edu>
Malibu, CA USA - Thursday, December 11, 2003 1:17 PM CST

WOW!!! We continue to be blown away by your strength. The power of love and prayer and positive energy coupled with strength and courage can over come anything! WAY TO GO!!

The prayers and positive energy will continue to flow, and we will continue to be amazaed...

"She's coming out so you better get this party started..." --Pink.
Rosenthal's <jandkrose@rhwn.com>
FF, Ca USA - Thursday, December 11, 2003 11:58 AM CST

Mendy!
Oh my gosh! We are soooo excited for you. This is the BEST news ever. We knew you could do it, and YOU HAVE. Can't wait to hear from you on what it is like to be "on the outside." Keep up the excellent work! Love always, Lindalee oxoxox
Linda Whalen <llwhalen55@aol.com>
Pleasant Hill, CA USA - Thursday, December 11, 2003 9:54 AM CST

Mendy, just a quick note to let you know I'm thinking of you...a LOT! You two make quite a team! How can you NOT get well with so many loving people thinking of you, and praying for you!?? And, dear little Mendy...you're ADORABLE...even without hair. I need to grow mine longer...so I can pull it down over my face! LOL Love ya...keep up the good work, sweetie!

Jody Seals <PJSeals2@aol.com>
Denver, CO - Wednesday, December 10, 2003 5:59 PM CST

Hey Mrs. Kerner it is Emily. I can't belive that everything can taste so bad! I hope things start tasting better soon, and I hope yopu feel much much better real soon! Keep fighting and I hope to see you next year! you rock mrs. kerner!!!!!!
Luv,
Emily Bru
Emily Bru <Spongebobrocks03@sbcglobal.net>
Fairfield, Ca united states - Wednesday, December 10, 2003 3:34 PM CST

Mouse,
So glad to hear that food tastes normal and the nausea is subsiding!! See you tomorrow! Sleep well....:-)
Sandee
Sandra Visintin <Visintin@comcast.net>
Discovery Bay, CA - Wednesday, December 10, 2003 1:09 AM CST

Hang in there Mendy. My love and prayers are with you everyday.
Love, Michele <michele.madere@comcast.net>
- Tuesday, December 9, 2003 11:49 PM CST

Ok, I'm praying for the survival of your taste buds or should it be "revival"! Hope your tummy settles down too. I love the posts - always a humorous side to them. Eventho I know you are feeling lousy, the humor makes me giggle. Hope things improve for you quickly. Hugs, Judy
Judy Prusky <leukie2002@yahoo.ca>
Calgary, Alberta Canada - Tuesday, December 9, 2003 10:30 PM CST

Hello strong one! (strong ones-you too, Ken) Barfing is gross. We'll definitely pray that goes away. Your taste bud situation definitely concerns me... How soon will we be able to enjoy a glass of wine together? Can't wait till we can sit in eachother's living rooms, enjoy eachother's company and chit-chat about nothing/everything. You were missed at parent-teacher conference. I love how you challenge the kids. I was reading Mr. B's entry about "kissing your feet when you teach once again, having a fireworks extravaganza, a banquet with minstrels and magicians and speeches on the virtues of Mrs. Kerner in the seventh grade classroom." I'll have to let him know that I'm volunteering to be chairperson of that proposed event. You are worthy of all that and more. -Jennifer
Jennifer Borges <jennborges@hotmail.com>
Fairfield, CA USA - Tuesday, December 9, 2003 9:21 PM CST

Hi Mendy. Well I jumped the gun. Three days early on your anniversary. I realized it when my message posted with today's date. Oh well at least I'm the first even if I don't know what day it is!! Who am I?
Bob Charboneau <Charbybob@yahoo.com>
Suisun Valley, - Tuesday, December 9, 2003 11:42 AM CST

Hi Mendy, Happy one month anniversary of your new cells, new hope and new life. Hope you get to enjoy some real food soon and soon to escape from Stanford. Keep up the good work and keep smilin'.
Bob Charboneau <charbybob@yahoo.com>
Suisun Valley, - Tuesday, December 9, 2003 11:31 AM CST

Hi mom, I am at school. I spent the night at Mrs. Skaife's house last night. We did homework together. I love you mom very much, goodbye.

Hey Mendy, so happy to hear about your counts and praying for your tummy to turn things around. Hayden and I had a good evening together and Ken and I talked about report cards etc. You take care and know that things are being well handled on this end. Missing you lots and sending good thoughts for your tummy to settle down.
katherene Skaife <katherenes@sbcglobal.net>
Fairfield, CA - Tuesday, December 9, 2003 10:04 AM CST

Hi Mendall,
Come on taste buds!!!!
Rhonda will be there on Wed.
We love ya & are praying for better tasting Hospital food!!
Randall and fam. <rainman288@sbcglobal.net>
- Tuesday, December 9, 2003 8:08 AM CST

Hi Mendy,
Glad I checked this site again before going to bed! Thank Ken, once more, for updating us! We will all be praying for those taste buds and no nausea! We've become quite a force. (I just figured out, mathematically, that this site averages a hit every 11 minutes....am I bored or what?!?) Therefore, between your doctors figuring out the culprit meds and all of our good thoughts and prayers, you'll be feeling better in no time!! As usual, I'm looking forward to seeing you on Wednesday! XOXO
Sandee
Sandra Visintin <Visintin@comcast.net>
Discovery Bay, CA - Tuesday, December 9, 2003 0:39 AM CST

Hi Mendy -- I just got the address for this from your Dad and thought I'd take a few minutes to let you know that Elizabeth and I have been thinking about you a lot since we last talked. We're so happy to hear that your count is "a perfect one" and I know you're looking forward to a change of address soon. We'll be in touch again soon (gotta learn more about this site first). All our love to you and the family.
Uncle Gordon

Gordon E. Evans <evan9132@ptialaska.net>
Juneau, AK USA - Monday, December 8, 2003 11:29 PM CST

Hi Mendy. How are those little white cells coming along. Last Friday we took the Discovery Museum trip to Sacramento. It went extemely well, the student really enjoyed themselves. It seemed so much better organized by the museum this year, you would have enjoyed it. I am sitting at school right now waiting for the last parent to show for conferences. Do I have many, many, many stories to share with you upon your return. Needless to say, it has been an interesting month. I have moved beyond kissing your feet when you teach once again, to having a fireworks extravaganza, a banquet with minstrels and magicians and speeches on the virtues of Mrs. Kerner in the seventh grade classroom. Needless to say, we miss you terribly. Hang in there, WE need you. Always in our hearts and minds.
Gary Baziuk <gbaziuk@aol.com>
Fairfield, Ca USA - Monday, December 8, 2003 6:42 PM CST

Mendy,

We just wanted to let you know we are thinking of you and your family. We will keep in touch through this website. You are truly an example of courage and strength.

Jim and Val
Jim/Val Inglebright <Rms20@rms20.com>
Fairfield, CA Solano - Monday, December 8, 2003 4:43 PM CST

Mendy,
Jeez....my little hi, love you seems quite inadequate when following Faren's post! :-) (Not intentional, since she's in Malibu.) I think you hear more from them than I do! Ken tells me that when you're up to 2 liters a day, you're out of there! YE-E-S-S-S! I know it won't take you that long, looking back on all the milestones thus far....XOXO
Sandee
Sandra Visintin <Visintin@comcast.net>
Discovery Bay, CA - Sunday, December 7, 2003 10:40 PM CST

"One" wish...get well soon, Mendy! Following your journey with love and prayers!
Kristin Lieberman <kisocean@earthlink.net>
San Marino, CA - Sunday, December 7, 2003 10:20 PM CST

Hello Mendy Marlon Mouse!

Soooo great to hear that your white blood cells have reached that perfect one!

Finals start tomorrow, so in preparation for my exams, I read a little quote book that Bren gave me called "Keep the faith." I thought you'd enjoy some of the quotes, so here they are:

Those who have heart have hope. Those who have hope have everything. -- David Armistead

(And indeed you do!--heart, hope, everything--an amazing and beautiful family and friends who love you so much!)

Life doesn't do anything to you. It just reveals your spirit. -- unknown

(And what an admirable, fun, courageous spirit you have!)

I know God will not give me anything I can't handle. I just wish he didn't trust me so much. -- Mother Teresa

(I agree! And, lastly, my favorite quote in the tiny book:)

We take on the strength of that which we overcome. -- unknown

(Which you definitely are! This cancer may be strong and tough, but you are even stronger and you are overcoming it!!!)

Hope you enjoyed them as much as I do! Can't wait to hear more from you and how you are doing!!!

Take care!

Much peace and love,

Faren

Faren <faren.visintin@pepperdine.edu>
Malibu, CA USA - Sunday, December 7, 2003 9:52 PM CST

Hi Mrs. Kerner It's Courtney! Our classes trip home went perfectly. (get it?!) Ha ha ha. Well, it actualluy went really well with us not being as prepared as we were supposed to have been. I can't wait until the Yosemite trip. We still don't know our cabins though. Thats ok though. They'll be ready for Yosemite. I hope I get a digital camera for Christmas so I can send you pictures when we get back. I have to get offline now so I'll write you back later in the month. talk to you then!
Love Always, Your best student (couldn't help my self), Courtney <PrncessKortni233@aol.com>
Fairfield, Ca USA - Sunday, December 7, 2003 5:09 PM CST

Fester to Marlon, come in Marlon,
Seeing you was truely an incredible sight. What a difference from just a week ago. And a count of 1.6 from less than .1 WOW! Let me tell you, cell's are very cool and so are you!
The kid's and I went to 1st service, breakfast @ Sandy's, folllowed by the movie of choice (kids are on level 3)"Haunted Mansion". The kid's have been doing great, Thank's to Sumo/Papa,Bj&Ray,Tami&BrIaN,Randy&Rhona,Meg&Jim,Kathrin,and more, and more, The list will go on forever and I can't thank you enough.

Love to all,

Fester
Toolman <toolman460@aol.com>
- Sunday, December 7, 2003 4:50 PM CST

Thank you for being ONE to remind us how important ONE is. One in many different forms of oneness make powerful medicine.
Judy Orem <jorem@flash.net>
Lake Oswego, OR - Sunday, December 7, 2003 12:57 AM CST

Hey Guys, Just wanted to let you know that we are thinking about you this wet and cold weekend. I know that you'll both feel better being back together. We continue to be inspired by your progress, your strength and your courage. Stay strong, we will keep sending prayers and positive energy your way.
The Rosenthals <jandkrose@rhwn.com>
FF, Ca USA - Saturday, December 6, 2003 10:33 PM CST

Hi Mendy,
Hope your energy is returning and you are enjoying your time with Ken. We continue to look forward to hearing from you with more good news. As always, sending love and hugs....
Sandee
Sandra Visintin <Visintin@comcast.net>
Discovery Bay, CA - Saturday, December 6, 2003 7:54 PM CST

Numero Uno! Wow, I am so excited by your progress and have shared it with everyone I talk with. The rest of my family sends their love, prayers and good thoughts too. Mendy you are the one who has given to us. Everytime I read your updates I smile because of your good news, but also because of your humour, positive attitude, and great hope. Thank you for being an inspiration for the rest of us and how we should continually monitor our thoughts and attitudes. Sending big hugs, Katherene
Katherene Skaife <katherenes@sbcglobal.net>
Fairfield, CA USA - Saturday, December 6, 2003 11:22 AM CST

Hi Mendy,
WOW.....you are already "one".......why I remember when you and your new cells were a newborn, having a birthday. You are really truckin'. Are you eating real food yet? or still slush in a bag??? It's great to check in and see your good news and progress....and your good spirits. Keep on!
love, Maui Nanc
Nancy Cogan <ncogan@darkwing.uoregon.edu >
- Saturday, December 6, 2003 3:01 AM CST

Mendy,
Any word yet on when they are going to spring you? I am getting glowing reports on your progress, keep up the good work! And, of course, rest....rest....rest! (Especially those ears!:-)) You'll be out soon, I'm sure, because we are all praying for it to happen! XOXO
Sandee
Sandra Visintin <Visintin@comcast.net>
Discovery Bay, CA - Friday, December 5, 2003 11:23 PM CST

hey mrs kerner CONGRATS!!!!!!!!!!! OH and guess what u know how u had us write a buiseness letter well yesterday it was replied i wrote 2 the just born candy inc they personalized the letter and everything they talked about how they appriciated me choosing to write 2 them 4 my assignment and they ansewered all my other questions cool huh they also sent me a brochere 4 their candies and a little about their histoy it was signed by the co-president of the company mr. born and the head person of the processing team and they sent me 2 boxes of candy i thought u would like 2 hear that

LOTS OF LUUUUUUUV
LAURALEE
LAURALEE POE <SingerGirl138@hotmail.com>
- Friday, December 5, 2003 8:06 PM CST

Melinda,

Just checking in before I leave for the weekend. What awesome news! YOU ARE THE WOMAN!!! The ONE that we are all praying for and sending strength and love to you always! I am so grateful! So awesome! I will continue to keep you close to my heart and in my prayers all weekend!

:D Kristin Kay Smith
Kristin Kay Smith <kristin.smith@lyonhomes.com>
Sacramento, CA USA - Friday, December 5, 2003 6:57 PM CST

Hi Mendy,
I'm so happy to hear you are doing good. My sister said when she was there you were showing steady improvement daily. So, Rhonda tells me that you have this really cool nurse that somewhat reminds you of me. You tell her I said it is o.k. with me if you accidentally call her Cheryl from time to time. (Poor Cindy) :) You are constantly in my prayers, sister in law of my sister!!!! You do rock! (as so many others on this site have said) Once again, to all those people out there that aren't registered to be a bone marrow donor, look what another person has sacrificed to help save the one you love so much! Some awesome unknown person out there has given to Mendy and to them I say Thankyou, for your sacrifice is our gain. I hope in my lifetime I have to opportunity to do the same for someone else. Please call your bloodbank and ask how to register
Cheryl Dudley <cjd9393@aol.com>
Fairfield, CA - Friday, December 5, 2003 5:57 PM CST

Hi Mendy! (Its Rebecca's friend again) I am running in my 6th marathon for the Leukemia and Lymphoma society on Sunday. They NEVER get eaiser but I know that what you are going through isn't easy either. I am so happy that you are doing better and I will be thinking of you when I feel tired and want to stop. You are really an inspiration. I am glad to see you fighting so strongly. You rock!
Alicia Aragon <aliciaaragon@yahoo.com>
West Sacramento, CA - Friday, December 5, 2003 1:37 PM CST

Hey Hey Hey how ya doing well we okey dokey we are about to leave to "Mars" but I don't know what I'm doing on the computer actually I do know what I'm doing I am writing to my favorite and best writing, science, and grammar teacher just wanted to say hi talk to you later I'll give you the 4-1-1 about the field trip Ashlyn says "hi" she is very wierd we all know that right I'm part of her weird club.alright talk to you later dude Buh-bye
Kenia <Captaincrunchy00@aol.com>
Napa, CA USA - Friday, December 5, 2003 12:14 AM CST

Hello Most Lovely ONE -
I am so happy about your progress; keep up the good fight. As always, I'm sending you lots of love and good vibes.
Love, Michele <michele.madere@comcast.net>
- Friday, December 5, 2003 8:29 AM CST

Hi Mendallll,
It was great seeing and spending a little time with you.
Your realllllly doing great. Rhonda and I could see your growth in the short time we were there.
Love Ya VVEERRYY Much!!!
Randallllll <rainman288@sbcglobal.net>
- Friday, December 5, 2003 8:22 AM CST

Dear Melinda,

Great to hear that your white count signifies healing! Way to go! May the skies ahead be sunny and bright.

Love,
Anjana
Anjana <anjana@pacific.net.sg>
Singapore, - Friday, December 5, 2003 1:35 AM CST

Hey mrs Kerner you look cool with ur baldness hahaha u look like BRIAN hahahaha well im glad that you are getting better and I hope you get 100% better!~!~!~! Well I hope you had a great thanksgiving I had a very good thanksgiving and we prayed for you and all my family hopes you get better and better each day so get better soon Love yah!!!!
Michelle <bkoffbrbiedoll1@aol.com>
Vacaville, CA USA - Thursday, December 4, 2003 10:49 PM CST

Hi Mendy - I'm Lloyd Tincher, a good friend of your father, Roger Evans. I'm a hangar bum like he is and have participated with him at the Bab's Tuesday morning breakfast. I didn't know you were at Stanford until today. Our prayers and best wishes go out to you and family during these challenging times. Now that I have this website that your Dad gave me, will check it frequently. I believe you may remember our daughters, Carolyn & Debra Tincher from First Baptist Church in Fairfield and probably also went to school with them. Love - Lloyd & Pat Tincher, Gordon Valley
Lloyd Tincher <tinc@cwnet.com>
Napa, CA USA - Thursday, December 4, 2003 10:35 PM CST

Hi Mendy and Ken,
YES, YES, YES, YES, YES, YES, YES, YES, YES, YES,
We are so happy about the progress!!!!!!!!!
What a positive family all of you are!!!!
Love, George and Karen
Karen and George Andrews <karen_andrews@email.com>
Columbia, Calif USA - Thursday, December 4, 2003 10:20 PM CST

My best thoughts and wishes are with you...
Stay strong, and we'll see you sooner than later.
DREW WHALEN <Docscr6@aol.com>
PLEANSANT HILL, CA USA - Thursday, December 4, 2003 9:44 PM CST

CONGRATULATIONS!!!! ON YOUR PROGRESS!!! It's sooooo good to hear that things are going the direction you (& we all) are hoping for & expecting! (keep expecting progress & create your reality!) Maybe by xmas you can taste real turkey? Actually, you may want your brussels sprouts via a bag (or am I the only one who hates 'em?). It dawns on me that b sprouts may be a Canadian tradition & not an American one?
Ok then then keep thinking turkey! Smiles!
Susan Gifford <susang@shaw.ca>
Pitt Meadows, BC Canada - Thursday, December 4, 2003 9:02 PM CST

Mendy,
Today is the first time I was able to get on the website. I feel like I have been given such a gift reading (through teary and smeary eyes) all of the entries. Congratulations! Keep up the very good work. You are such an inspiration to all. God bless you and your wonderful supportive husband for sharing with the rest of us.Our family's thoughts and prayers have been with you constantly. I know many others are praying hard too and I so believe in that power! Appreciate your jokes. Had Joey's group over for a surprise brunch at 7 am a couple Saturdays ago. They are such a great group! We had fun. Looking forward to some of those times with you there! Lots of love! Jill and here's Christina. Dear Mendy we wish you good luck and there has been lot's of love to you and we are hopeing that you will survive atleased till your chilerdren are out of school.Just so that you no we all love you a lot!From Christina TO Mendy.
Jill Grzan <rockman@castles.com>
Fairfield, CA USA - Thursday, December 4, 2003 8:03 PM CST

Mendy,
No one could read your latest post without getting misty eyed. Silly mouse, don't you realize that YOU are the "One" who has touched so many lives? We are only responding in kind....and it is YOU who has bestowed on us the gift of realizing there is more to us than our own small worlds. You have always been, and will continue to be, such an inspiration. Let the healing begin!
XOXO
Sandee

Sandra Visintin <Visintin@comcast.net>
Discovery Bay, CA - Thursday, December 4, 2003 4:28 PM CST

Mendy,
I just want you to know that there is ONE more cml buddy out here cheering you (and those new white cells) on. I'm so happy to hear you are heading in the right direction. Btw, even bald you are still beautiful.

Love,
Dorothy
Dorothy Emery <doemery@charter.net>
Denver, NC USA - Thursday, December 4, 2003 4:26 PM CST

"ONE"! singular sensation...every little step YOU take" - Chorus Line (sorry, couldn't resist!!!)

GREAT NEWS!!!
~Dar~
xoxoxoxox
Dar <dar31@aol.com>
Fairfield, CA 94534 - Thursday, December 4, 2003 12:18 AM CST

Wutz up?
This is your favorite student, KC. LoL! Schools been intresting. Especially science. We are studing up for our field trip on Friday. The Mission to Mars one. Yosemite has been very intresting. It's coming up quick. We are studing the animals and geology of the park. We are also figuering up the cabins. I'm sure the trip will be great.
Stand Strong,

KC Moody
Fairfield, CA USA - Thursday, December 4, 2003 11:52 AM CST

Mendy, I am so glad to hear your good news. You are definitely number "one" with me. You have been through so much, but you came out like a shining star (no, I didn't mean your bald head :-). You are in my thouhgts and prayers. Keep up the good (hard) work.
Cathy Charboneau <cathy.romaniello@irs.gov>
Suisun , CA Solano - Thursday, December 4, 2003 11:40 AM CST

Dear Mendy,
May you now be 'one' with the new cells and flow along the recovery path with ease and grace...you clearly have lots of humour and inspiration...you are amazing.
Love and Light,
Christine - CML support group
dx 11/98
Christine <saomiguel@hfx.eastlink.ca>
- Thursday, December 4, 2003 8:49 AM CST

Way to go Mendy! I have no doubt your white blood cell count is where it is because af your amazing spirit and fight for a healthy life! Your positive attitude rocks! Thank you for inspiring all who know you to live life fully and graciously. A BIG wish for you to be together with your family again soon!
Sending Warm Florida Hugs, Kris
Kristen Judah <krjudah@msn.com>
Ft. Myers, FL - Thursday, December 4, 2003 7:17 AM CST

Mendy and Ken,
Great news about those white cells. May they grow and prosper! Still keeping you in my thoughts.

Janet Mingo
Janet Mingo <jtmingo@goldrush.com>
Jamestown, CA USA - Thursday, December 4, 2003 1:59 AM CST

Hey!
I miss you so much and wish I was back at little old Suisun Valley. You have prepared me well. In English honors Christie, Ashley and I are in the same class. We are the best students, thanks to you. We were the only ones who knew what prepositions were. Every one still remembers that song. By the way, you probably already know I got into Rodriguez!!! It is really nice there. I know for a fact God is with you right now helping you along the way. You are in all of our prayers. Through out these trials I hope you stay strong physically, mentally, and spiritually. I hope this experience makes you a stonger person than you already are. I love you and miss you!!!
God bless!!!(there is no such thing as luck)
With love, Michaela
Michaela <michaelaborges@hotmail.com>
Fairfield, CA USA - Wednesday, December 3, 2003 11:23 PM CST

Hey there! This is the coolest thing ever! My son, the great communicator, just told us about caringbridge tonight. You are so strong and brave!!!!!! I was just feeling sorry for myself because I have a nasty sinus infection. This web-site puts things in perspective. I've stopped complaining. Little David says to hold onto your faith. The Borges' are praying for you! You are missed!
Love, the Borges Clan
Jennifer Borges <jennborges@hotmail.com>
Fairfield, CA USA - Wednesday, December 3, 2003 10:58 PM CST

Mindy,

We're praying for you and wish you all the best. It was wierd seeing you on the freeway. Thankfully, I don't have to travel down that freeway everyday now (4 years of it). I'm working at B of A in Concord now with a 20-30 minute commute - hurray!.

Talk to you soon
David Borges <dlborges@sbcglobal.net>
Fairfield, CA USA - Wednesday, December 3, 2003 10:49 PM CST

you have such a wonderful sense of humor, i think you should write a book and use all the updates you have given to us, you really do have a gift!
so happy to hear the heart warming birthday story. love,norma
norma bidelman <t2bideman@aol.com>
montgomery, il. usa - Wednesday, December 3, 2003 10:39 PM CST

Hmm, not bad at all without your hair. Sure save on the shampoo bill and you don't have to worry about blowing it dry! Heck, it's worth it to be on the way to a cure. I'm so happy for you that things are going the way they should. Keep up the good work and please know that I continue to pray for you and keep you in my thoughts.
Hugs, Judy
Judy <leukie2002@yahoo.ca>
Calgary, Alberta Canada - Wednesday, December 3, 2003 9:45 PM CST

Following your progress from here in CT. Keep up the humor because it always helps...for us routing for you too.

God bless, love, Susan (fellow CML-er)
Susan King <kinger824@cox.net>
South Windsor, CT 06074 - Wednesday, December 3, 2003 9:25 PM CST

Hi again, Mendy (and Ken) - Still following your progrss and still praying for you every day, too, from Chicago. Great to hear of your progress, keep at it and you go get 'em.
- Love, Scroogie
Gary Volpe <volpegary@aol.com>
Rolling Meadows, IL USA - Wednesday, December 3, 2003 9:03 PM CST

Mendy-
Our thoughts and prayers are with you-we follow your progress through Randy who works with Steve.

Stay strong, you are so brave!

Best Wishes, Jeanne and Steve
Steve & Jeanne Hanley <polomom4@aol.com>
Fairfield, CA USA - Wednesday, December 3, 2003 7:28 PM CST

Hi Mendy. I'm so glad to hear those cells are kicking in. What great news!! I had to write and tell you how happy it makes me to know how much Kelsey's birthday party meant to you and to her. Nick was happy to be a part of the celebration, along with all of her other friends. I will have him read your journal so he will know just how much it meant to you and to her. You continue to be in our thoughts. Take good care of yourself!!
Janet
Janet Lanza <RonLanza@aol.com>
Fairfield, CA USA - Wednesday, December 3, 2003 3:53 PM CST

Hey Mouse,

Well college finals' stress and the winter season both reared their ugly heads down here at UCLA in the form of a nasty virus that unfortunately hit me at home on Thanksgiving. It bummed me out most for the fact that it took my poor virus-receptive mom away from visiting you, which i know she looks forward to and enjoys being there with you. Anyhow, I managed to knock the pesky microbes from my system so hopefully my mom will soon too.

I'm so glad Kelsey got her birthday. In never fails to amaze me the power of the human heart in rising to the occasion in times of need in helping others. I'm sure the party was wonderful.

My heart, thoughts, and prayers continue to be with you and ken and the kids. I'm so delighted by your amazing progress!

Sending hugs and kisses,
Brenna
Brenna <visintin@ucla.edu>
Los Angeles, CA USA - Wednesday, December 3, 2003 3:31 PM CST

Great post, Melinda, and I'm so glad to hear that your friends all pitched in to give your daughter a birthday party! That is simply terrific. Your humor is awesome! By the way, you have a nice shaped head. Who needs hair? Sending you love and supportive thoughts.
Kristin Lieberman <kisocean@earthlink.net>
San Marino, CA - Wednesday, December 3, 2003 3:26 PM CST

Hey Mendy, What great news, your updates are amazing. I want to write something funny and light, yet everytime I read this site I am overwhelmed with emotion. With everything you've gone through, you still put your family first, I'm sure the people involved in Kelsey's B-day would do it again a thousand times over; yet your words and thanks will be cherished for a lifetime by those kind souls. This site is your biggest and best teaching job ever. Thank you
Rosenthal's <jandkrose@rhwn.com>
FF, Ca USA - Wednesday, December 3, 2003 11:53 AM CST

Mendy, Sweetheart! You'll never guess who is coming to see you Thursday before noon!!!So, prepare uourself. No need to dress up. Hospital garb is fine. I am coming there in my Diesel "Tank". Hope I can find a place to park it. I can't wait to see you. Tami might be able to come with me. I check the "web" every day. I miss and Love you very much. The DAD
Roger Evans <RogEvans13@aol.com>
Vacaville, CA U.S.A. - Wednesday, December 3, 2003 9:57 AM CST

Mornin' Mendy!
Okay, so you're not getting much sleep. :-)
I'm up this early because I'm making the Stanford run this morning; however, I'm not ready to pop in on you yet. I want to make sure I'm totally over this virus that Brenna left behind. I'm well enough for class, though, and you should be able to pick up all the good vibes I will be bringing!
It is S-O-O-O-o-o good to hear from you again so soon! We love you. XOXO
Sandee
Sandra Visintin <Visintin@comcast.net>
Discovery Bay, CA - Wednesday, December 3, 2003 9:51 AM CST

Hi Mendy:

What are you doing up so late? Thanks for all your entries. We look forward to them and your well-being and recovery. love Mary Jean H.
Mary Jean Hodor <mjhodor@aol.com>
San Antonio, tx USA - Wednesday, December 3, 2003 9:33 AM CST

Hi Mendy,
Good to hear you are getting some sleep. We are all so thrilled that those cells are taking up residence and doing their jobs! Each day will bring more strength....
Although the world is very full of suffering, it is also full of the overcoming of it. - Helen Keller
I thought of you, of course, when I happened to read that today. Rest and keep getting stronger. XOXO
Sandee
Sandra Visintin <Visintin@comcast.net>
Discovery Bay, CA - Wednesday, December 3, 2003 1:07 AM CST

Dear Mendy,

My thoughts and prayers are with you. May you and your family have a beautiful holiday season together.

Vivian Donahoe
Vivian Donahoe <vdonahoe@yahoo.com>
Fairfield, CA USA - Wednesday, December 3, 2003 0:16 AM CST

Hello baby Fester here,
I just had dinner with Sonny and Michele, and the gang, who are totaly with you in this fight. A special hello fron Guido who has been thinking of you every day and wants to send you what ever you need.(I told her fresh flowers were out, but I would start with just a note on the site) Every one here is sending big time love and prayers.

We are so blessed to have so much love and support, and I can't thank everyone enuogh THANK YOU all for the wonderful words of support!

Love to all of you,

Fester.
Fester, Toolman,Ken <toolman@aol.com>
- Tuesday, December 2, 2003 11:39 PM CST

Mendy! Yeeeeahhhh! The best news so far. We are over the moon with happiness for you. Sounds like the turkey drip dinner in a bag did the trick! I know Ken must miss you terribly, but Da-Niece is a nice replacement isn't she. She can make a mean bead too. She's got those hospital tucks down!

Keep cranking out those cells!

Love you a bunch!

Lindalee oxoxoxox
Linda Whalen <llwhalen55@aol.com>
Pleasant Hill, CA USA - Tuesday, December 2, 2003 7:39 PM CST

Hi Mendy, I have never been on the computer so much. We check now on a daily basis on your progress. You have alot of wonderful friends, looking at your entries. So glad your cells are kicking in. We are thinking about the Kerner family constantly. Love, The Andrews
Karen and George Andrews <karen_andrews@email.com>
Columbia, Ca USA - Tuesday, December 2, 2003 1:01 PM CST

This guestbook is sure getting long! Can you imagine how long it will be by the time you are all better???? Anyway, class is going ok. We don't have any homework is math because our, kind, freindly, and all around best teacher, Mr. B was to busy giving us our grades! I have a B+ and I'm so close to an A- that I can taste it. Mrs. Kerner please tell him to give me an A-; he'll listen to you! :) I'm just kinding, miss you lots. Alanna, Mrs. Kerner is going to kick you in the butt when she comes back, how can you not know what white blood cells are! Best wishes to you Mrs. Kerner!
Ashlyn <Aawaterdog@aol.com>
Susiun, CA USA - Tuesday, December 2, 2003 12:10 AM CST

WOW looky look look Mrs. Kerner is on a roll oh yeah shes going and shes keepin' on going oh yeah go Mrs. Kerner!!!!!
I believe that my sources tell me I'll be probably seeing you next I'll come to the school even though I used to have no reason to come back here now I do to see you come give you very good plesant company. Did you know right now Iam supposed to be working on my Yosemite Packet but I'm not now I gotta go before I get expelled from the computers buh-bye!!!!!!! =)
P.S. nothing is the same with out you
P.S.S. are we still supposed to do a book report each trimester
P.S.S.S.to bad Mr. Pierson can't teach the same way you or Mr. B teach like.
Kenia <Captaincrunchy00@aol.com>
Napa, CA USA - Tuesday, December 2, 2003 12:07 AM CST

Hey Mrs. Kerner!!
This is Alanna! I have no idea wut white cells r, but they sound lyke something good!!! =) Im glad ur writing again!! I miss u alot!!
Alanna <LuckyCharms808@aol.com>
Fairfield, CA USA - Tuesday, December 2, 2003 11:54 AM CST

YEA!!!!! Go white cells, go! One step closer to being home - we sure miss you Mendy. Stay strong.
Love, Michele & Sonny <michele.madere@comcast.net>
- Tuesday, December 2, 2003 9:03 AM CST

Hi Mendy,
ahhhhh, so having a nurse in charge is sort of like having a teacher!!!! you know, what goes around, comes around, or something like that. Actually I think you are reaping the benefits of your own good karma! Your news sounds good......when you escape the Stanford jail, then it is out to an apartment and Ken is the cook??? Remember, you walk a mile by just putting one foot in front of the other.....and you are doing a super job! Take care friend.
love, Maui Nanc
Nancy Cogan <ncogan@darkwing.uoregon.edu >
- Tuesday, December 2, 2003 9:00 AM CST

Well, Well, Well, So I leave and then you get your cell's. You made my day and all my customers day, I kinda was a little excited and could not help myself. I would have realy embarassed you with my giddieness (sorry).

The kids were thrilled as were s/m This step is one of many we know, and you are the "BOMB" and we love you so much!!!

See you soon and take it nice and easy be back Friday.

Love Fester.
Toolman <toolman460@aol.com>
- Monday, December 1, 2003 11:04 PM CST

Mendy, it was so fun returning Hayden home and seeing Ken and all of your pictures. Hayden was very surprised by his dad's head and took a loud (DAD!) double-take. Everything about your progress sounds so positive. We are really missing you at school for many reasons, but most of all, your daily friendship and humour. Hey, this is one heck of a way to get out of report card grades and conferences. Keep improving and let those little white cells propagate. Kate and I enjoyed your son - he kept us in stitches all week and was such a trooper coming home. We talked about you everyday and hopefully our positive thoughts helped those white cells establish their new home in your amazingly resilient body. Keep improving!
Katherene Skaife
Fairfield, CA Solano - Monday, December 1, 2003 10:46 PM CST

oh i am so glad ur writing again yeah guess what i have a solo at the festival of trees cool huh!!!

i luv u buddie
lauralee
lauralee <SingerGirl138@hotmail.com>
- Monday, December 1, 2003 10:34 PM CST

Good to see you posting again. Go, white cells, grow! I'm sending prayers for a smooth and speedy engraftment! Keep up your optimism and that sense of humor! They will see you through this journey!
Kristin Lieberman <kisocean@earthlink.net>
San Marino, CA - Monday, December 1, 2003 10:21 PM CST

Go cell counts! How wonderful to hear from you again! You have no idea what it means to all of us to hear from you; through all of this, you are the one giving us a gift! You mentioned you had some new side effects that makes writing a long process; I hope these pass soon so it won't be so difficult for you to write. You are constantly in my prayers and we can't wait to see you again! Love, TINA
Tina Roberts <chasntina2@cs.com>
Fairfield, CA USA - Monday, December 1, 2003 10:02 PM CST

Let's hear it for those white cells! It was so good to hear from you once again. Ken has done an excellent JOB, but you can't beat the teacher herself. Let me tell you, I will personally get down on my knees and kiss your feet when you return to school. You are so terribly missed I can't begin to tell. It is now 6:30 PM and I am still at school doing the grades for the report cards. Just isn't the same without you here to complain with. So many stories to share, but they must wait until your return. So until then, keep getting stronger, kicked those little white cells into gear. My thoughts continue to be with you.
Gary Baziuk <gbaziuk@aol.com>
Fairfield, Ca USA - Monday, December 1, 2003 8:29 PM CST

Hey Mendy, What great news! Keep fighting your almost there. We continue to pray and send positive energy, you are truly a motavation for all of us to be better people. Thank you for shareing your story and for showing us all how strong and brave a person can be. Keep the news coming and we'll keep the prayers coming.
Rosenthal's <jandkrose@rhwn.com>
Optimism, Ca Home Soon - Monday, December 1, 2003 8:15 PM CST

you are just a hoot! thanks for the entertainment while you are in the hospital, what more could we ask for?
a cml friend, norma
norma bidelman <t2bidelman@aol.com>
montgomery, il usa - Monday, December 1, 2003 8:04 PM CST

Your spirit and sense of humor is AMAZING!!!
"Keep the faith" - Jon Bon Jovi

Dar <dar31@aol.com>
Fairfield, ca 94534 - Monday, December 1, 2003 7:47 PM CST

We just wanted to say hi and feel better soon!
Josh & Justin aka Mrs. Square & CRAM (Crazy Radioactive Monkey)
Your Favorite 8th Grade Students (hahahahahaha)
Josh & Justin <dar31@aol.com>
Fairfield, ca 94533 - Monday, December 1, 2003 7:37 PM CST

Melinda,

Great news about your cell counts and increased energy level! I was so upset when I left work on Wednesday and realized that I left your website address at work! I thought about you all weekend long and was anxious to get back to the office to read your updates! In fact, as I was doing the dishes, feeling very bloated, I asked God to send you some of my extra nutrients that I had devoured to you to help increase your strength. Sounds like it worked! hahahahahaha

Okay. The medieval references were hysterical. It created a visual that made me belly laugh out-loud here in the office. I remember doing the same thing for my training. I'm such a slow runner that I'd make up little sayings, like.."I'm at a flat-out run now!" (as everyone passed me) or "Hey, guys...wait up!"

I have to tell you that I'm a little jealous of the way you were able to enjoy your Thanksgiving dinner. (I know, be careful what I wish for!) I was in so much pain afterwards, that I was up most of the night! Christmas dinner will involve a 1/4 or even 1/8 measuring cup as my serving spoon. Bleck!

Well, one of my very best friends, Lana, is running the Sacramento marathon this Sunday with Team in Training. I will be sure that she includes you in her thoughts and quest!

I think you are such a couragious (sp?) woman to go through this with such an awesome attitude. I pray that you continue to get better and better every day and that you can go "home" soon.

You're in my thoughts and prayers, -KKS

Kristin Kay Smith <kristin.smith@lyonhomes.com>
Sacramento, CA USA - Monday, December 1, 2003 6:40 PM CST

Mendy - great news about the counts. I really enjoy the humerous side of your posts. In spite of what you are going through, the humor always shines through. What an inspiration you are to all of us. Keep up the good work and I hope you get out of "jail" soon.
Hugs, Judy
Judy Prusky <leukie2002@yahoo.ca>
Calgary, Alberta Canada - Monday, December 1, 2003 4:18 PM CST

Mendy,
My prayers are with you always. I hope all of the people that sign on to this website know just how important it is to be a bone marrow donor! It is the gift that keeps on giving. The gift of life!!! Hope you can come home soon. Your friends and family really miss you.
Cheryl Dudley <cjd9393@aol.com>
Fairfield, CA Solano - Monday, December 1, 2003 3:53 PM CST

Mendy,
Yes, yes, Y-E-E-S-S-S! What wonderful news about those counts....and we all understand the sacrifice and struggle it was to hear it from you personally!!
So you spent a little more time on the stationary bike yesterday? We are all so proud of your efforts! Keep doing everything you are told to do, and don't let anything but the sight of the top of that mountain distract you. You'll be out of there before you know it!
Sending lots of love. XOXO
Sandee
Sandra Visintin <Visintin@comcast.net>
Discovery Bay, CA - Monday, December 1, 2003 2:31 PM CST

Hi Mendy,
We had a great time camping over Thanksgiving with Kelsey. She had a great time and made lots of new friends. We missed her when she left to go see you. Everyone kept telling us what a sweet niece we have... You should be very proud of her. She rode her bike and rode her bike and rode her bike... The weather was very cooperative --- no rain. Miss you, so glad you are feeling a little bit better. We love getting your updates, keep them coming. We saw Ken on Sunday and he looks pretty good with no hair --- Do I see a new trend??? We love you lots and can't wait to have you home again.

Love and kisses,
Brian, Tammy, Shelby & Taylor
Tammy & Brian Evans <tanneevans@aol.com>
Fairfield, Ca - Monday, December 1, 2003 12:53 AM CST

Hi Mendy!!!

It was so great to turn on the computer today, check your website, and have a journal from YOU!!! Not that Ken's are bad or anything... :-)

You are such an inspiration to us all! I am in awe of your strength, wisdom, and beauty is such times as these!!! You are unbelievable, Mendy--a joy for us all--and a role model for us all to emulate!!!

I think of you constantly! Know that we are all here for you!!! The worst is almost over...

Love,

Faren :-)

Faren <faren.visintin@pepperdine.edu>
Malibu, CA 94514 - Monday, December 1, 2003 11:00 AM CST

Hi Mendy!
The girls departed early this a.m. to try to beat the traffic (no such luck!), but unfortunately, Brenna left her sore throat and sniffles here! This means I won't be coming down tomorrow, but we have you covered. Rhonda didn't hesitate at all to fill in for me, and on such short notice! (What a great family you have!) So now I'm talking to your cells and my own. :-) I will be down ASAP germ-free. Sleep tight and heal....XOXO
Sandee
Sandra Visintin <Visintin@comcast.net>
Discovery Bay, CA - Sunday, November 30, 2003 9:32 PM CST

Dear Mendy,
Erin forwarded this site to me. I didn't know you were back for another round of treatments. You've chosen the best place to this work. I wish you the very best of success in this endeavor. It is not easy and I pray that you have minimum discomfort and are 100% successful. Love and prayers, Jan
Jan Hannigan <jhannigan2000@yahoo.com>
Green Valley, CA USA - Sunday, November 30, 2003 4:32 PM CST

Hi Mendy,
Hope Denise is making the time pass more quickly for you! We are all praying for those cells; they can't hold out much longer with a force this large! Since it's after midnight, we can cross off one more day. Remember that perserverance is not a long race; it is many short races one after another. Sending love, hugs & kisses....
Sandee
Sandra Visintin <Visintin@comcast.net>
Discovery Bay, CA - Sunday, November 30, 2003 2:25 AM CST

Hey Marlon, Fester here,
This is the first time I have been able to give you warm, loving, fuzzy , hello,s from a e-place, if I felt like it I just poked you, woke you up and said "I LOVE YOU" now I know how the rest of the planet feel's. I liked it better when I was down there with you. Yes to the followers of this site I have returned to planet Fairfield and all the wonderfull creatures from within. I miss you baby and will be back on Friday. Praying for those cells.
Fester out.
Fester aka. Toolman aka your husband <Toolman460@aol.com>
Fairfield, ca USA - Saturday, November 29, 2003 10:57 PM CST

you two are such wonderful writers and such a hoot to read, you should write a book together, maybe about all these experiences.
so glad things are looking up! a cml friend, norma
norma bidelman <t2bidelman@aol.com>
st petersburg, fl usa - Saturday, November 29, 2003 9:48 PM CST

I guess the only good thing about turkey in a bag is no dirty dishes to wash after. I am so impressed with the way you & Ken (whom I also don't know personally) are doing this together. Kudos to you both! Hang in there brighter times are coming!
Susan Gifford <susang@shaw.ca>
Pitt Meadows, BC Canada - Saturday, November 29, 2003 6:02 PM CST

Hi Ken
I was just thinking that I don't even know Mindy. I've known you for many years and value our friendship very much. Anyway, I have found that trials in life are not really meant to harm us, but rather to grow us either closer to each other, closer to The Lord or both.
"For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, saith the Lord, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you an expected end. Then you shall call upon Me, and you shall go and pray unto Me, and I will hearken unto you. And you shall seek Me, and find Me, when you search for Me with all your heart." Jer. 29:11-13
God bless you both, John Nichols
John & shelli Nichols <jnichols@castles.com>
Benicia, Ca USA - Saturday, November 29, 2003 2:32 PM CST

Hey Mendy, justed wanted you to know we are thinking of you, sending prayers and positive energy your way. You are so brave, stay strong you are a lighthouse for us all.
Rosenthal's <jandkrose@rhwn.com>
Your #1, Ca. God's Speed - Saturday, November 29, 2003 1:33 PM CST

Hi guys! Ken, you're a real hoot! Your sense of humor is delightful...and as we all know, "laughter is good for the soul." And Mendy...you're so fortunate to have SO many friends who all love you almost as much as I do! Keep up the good work, sweetie. Ol' "Auntie" Jody loves ya!!! You're in my thoughts and prayers, sweetie.

Jody Seals <PJSeals2@aol.com>
Denver, CO usa - Saturday, November 29, 2003 10:23 AM CST

Hi Mouse,
It's been quiet and uneventful around here today - I think we're all still trying to digest the enormous amounts of food we stuffed ourselves with yesterday! Gramps and Karen send their love.
B.J. had his staples removed this a.m. and seems to have healed well except for one tear which is still oozing a bit. He's definitely his old self again, though, still shredding any paper he can find and chewing up pens! I'm not sure he is ever going to outgrow that, he's seven already! (This is truly the dog who eats homework! :-))
Ken says we're still waiting for those cells to kick in. You know that we are all with you, anxiously awaiting them to do just that so the healing can begin! Keep up the 30/30 schedule and it will happen before you know it! Rest comfortably snuggled in all our love....
Sandee
Sandra Visintin <Visintin@comcast.net>
Discovery Bay, CA - Saturday, November 29, 2003 0:12 AM CST

Hi Mendy,
I didn't realize that your husband was so funny. Good for you Ken, you brought a smile to my face in spite of this dour situation. I'm so sorry you're feeling so miserable Mendy, but very soon this will all be in the past and you'll be able to say, "Good God, that was one hell of a battle!" We think of you often and send you all our love,
Christine, Charlie and Alex
Christine Segalas <csegalas@aol.com>
Orinda, CA USA - Friday, November 28, 2003 5:45 PM CST

Dear Mendy, Ken and everyone else!
What a great idea this site is - we're always wondering how you're doing and now we can find out. Sounds like this Thanksgiving was a very memorable one for you. With so many prayers and well-wishes directed toward you and your family, this will be a sure win situation!! We send you all our best wishes and continued prayers.
Love, Chris, Robert, Matt, Nathan and Jared Lindstrom
Chris Lindstrom <otters@sbcglobal.net>
Paradise, CA USA - Friday, November 28, 2003 5:33 PM CST

Thanks for update. You have been in my prayers. Love to all. Bebs
Beverly Pendergraft <bebspb@surfnetusa.com>
Scotts Valley, Ca. USA - Friday, November 28, 2003 1:04 PM CST

Mendy, m'Lady -
So glad to hear about the PT yesterday. Hope you cleaned Ken's clock on the card game as well. Hey Ken, by the time all of this is behind you you'll be ready to become a Teacher Dude too. Great job on the updates Mr. Kerner. Lots of love and good energy to both of you.
Michele & Sonny <michele.madere@comcast.net>
- Friday, November 28, 2003 10:35 AM CST

Hey Guys, what a great update, way to go on the PT Mendy you are amazing!. Great update Ken, and I agree with an earlier caller, it's not the punctuation, it's the content and you my friend are pretty darn funny. (Plus I didn't see any errors). We continue to send love, prayer and positive energy. I'm Thankful to know the Kerner Family.

Rosenthal's <jandkrose@rhwn.com>
Fairfield, Ca 94533 - Friday, November 28, 2003 9:41 AM CST

Hey Melinda,
Happy Thanksgiving! I thought of you today when I gave thanks for all my CML pals. Glad to hear that you're doing better! Keep up the good work!
Kristin Lieberman <kisocean@earthlink.net>
San Marino, CA - Friday, November 28, 2003 2:33 AM CST

Hi Mendy,
Glad to read that you are having some PT.......ask for a cute male one! when Ken is out walking the halls trying to impersonate a BMTer! No problem with being awake a 1/2 hour, then asleep a 1/2 hour. Afterall, you and your cells are "newborns". It sounds like you are right on schedule and doing well.....the nasty stuff will be behind you before you know it. Happy Thanksgiving to you both.
love, Maui Nanc
Nancy Cogan <ncogan@oregon.uoregon.edu >
- Friday, November 28, 2003 2:22 AM CST

Happy Thanksgiving Mendy and Ken. It sounds like you had the gourmet supper without having to worry about flossing! Glad Mendy is doing well and so glad, Ken that your brother pointed you to the caps lock key. You'll be a computer whiz by the time you are finished doing all the postings. Don't worry about the spelling and grammar - it's the contents that count. Take care and hugs to Mendy.
Judy Prusky <leukie2002@yahoo.ca>
Calgary, Alberta Canada - Thursday, November 27, 2003 9:47 PM CST

Dear Melinda and Ken,

Have a happy Thanksgiving! I am glad Melinda is doing well. Ken, you have such a nice sense of humor, I was laughing at your updates on the other patients. It is a pleasure to know you through Melinda's website. With your great sense of humor to entertain her, Melinda will get well real soon.

Best Wishes,
Anjana
Anjana <anjana@pacific.net.sg>
Singapore, - Thursday, November 27, 2003 7:55 PM CST

What a wonderful present on this Thanksgiving Day.
The update is wonderful and isn't it grand that the computer is available to us. So pleased with the progress. Love to all the family.
Shirley Ross
el cerrito, ca usa - Thursday, November 27, 2003 7:23 PM CST

Dear Mendy and Ken,
What a wonderful guestbook!!!!!!! I guess for some absolutely wonderful people!!! We don't have to say "Stay strong" because we know you already are!!! Best wishes on this Thanksgiving.
Much love to you both, George, Karen, Sarah and Ben
George and Karen Andrews <karen_andrews@email.com>
Columbia, Calif USA - Thursday, November 27, 2003 3:42 PM CST

Hi Mendy!
All in all, I have to say that you definitely look better than Ken with your shaved head! :-) Those big blue eyes do stand out. Once the swelling subsides, you may grow to love it!! You truly amaze me....it was so inspiring to see your sense of humor and wit shining through all your physical discomfort yesterday! Granted, you can't color within the lines just yet, but soon! Hope those cells kicked in last night....it would make this the "perfect" Thanksgiving!! Will be thinking of you all day and sending love and healing wishes....XOXO
Sandee
P.S. I left Stanford at 2:20 in the bright sunshine and arrived home at 6:10 in the dark! The traffic was atrocious!
Sandra Visintin <Visintin@comcast.net>
Discovery Bay, CA - Thursday, November 27, 2003 12:55 AM CST

Dear Mendy, on this Thanksgiving Day in the US I hope things are going well for you. Take care, looking forward to your update. Happy Thanksgiving to you and your family
Hugs, Judy
Judy Prusky <leukie2002@shaw.ca>
Calgary, Alberta Canada - Thursday, November 27, 2003 11:13 AM CST

I just wanted to let you both know that the White House (no, NOT the Bush's...sorry to disappoint ya...haha) are thinking about you today.....
~Dar, Doug, Josh & Nick White~
xoxoxoxoxoxox
Dar <dar31@aol.com>
Fairfield, CA 94534 - Thursday, November 27, 2003 10:02 AM CST

Dear Mendy
I do not know you but my brother is a friend of your parents. My son will be getting a bone marrow transplant on Dec. 3 at Stanford. My best wishes to you and we will remember you in our prayer group on Wednesdays.
Joan Keaton <matreark@att.net>
San Rafael, Ca USA - Thursday, November 27, 2003 9:29 AM CST

Dearest Marlon and Fester,
You know how we are partial to limericks. So we wrote one for you on this most special of Thanksgiving days.

We all know a tough Kerner lass
Who is kicking luekemia's ass
Though now bald and puffy
She stays strong and scruffy
Next Spring she'll be mowing the grass.

And we'll all be watching and celebrating!

We love you!
Stay STRONG!

The Volpes

Meg and Jim <megret10@yahoo.com>
Suisun Valley, CA USA - Wednesday, November 26, 2003 11:51 PM CST

Marlon and Uncle Fester - It's Thanksgiving Eve and I'm checking in to say hope you have a good day tomorrow and remember this is your last year to have turkey in a bag. Next year we'll really have something to celebrate. I am so thankful that we live in a time and place where this kind of treatment is available. We are thinking of you both constantly. We'll be seeing Kelsey on her birthday - maybe before, as it is really cold here and she may opt for the Ants warm guestroom over the motorhome. Thanks, Ken , for keeping up the journal. Love from us, S&D
suzanne praisler <suzpra@sonnet.com>
columbia, ca. usa - Wednesday, November 26, 2003 11:48 PM CST

Mendy and Ken - just popping by to wish you a very Happy Thanksgiving and hoping you aren't doing too badly Mendy with your treatments. Take care, the both of you.
Hugs, Judy
Judy Prusky <leukie2002@shaw.ca>
Calgary, Alberta Canada - Wednesday, November 26, 2003 7:58 PM CST

Mendy and Ken, You were both in our thoughts in a big way today. Hope you are able to have some quality time on Thanksgiving. Stay strong, things are going to be looking up soon. Love you both, Denise & Suzanne
Denise Kerner <suzpra@sonnet.com>
Columbia, CA - Wednesday, November 26, 2003 7:12 PM CST

HI Mendy and Ken, just a short note to say you our in our prayer's every day. Mendy looking forwar to meeting you when all is well. Love Tom and Chris Jepson (MOTT)
TOM JEPSON <jepsontom@hotmail.com>
COLUMBIA, CA USA - Wednesday, November 26, 2003 6:27 PM CST

Mendy and Ken,
Hello again from Los Angeles! I'm sending love to you both. Your love for each other is so beautiful and warming. You are continuously in my thoughts and prayers. Stay strong.
Hugs and Kisses,
Brenna
Brenna <visintin@ucla.edu>
Los Angeles, CA 90024 - Wednesday, November 26, 2003 3:41 PM CST

Mendy.....this is the last bad Thanksgiving you will have. All the rest will be SUPER! I know that you realize that and that it is worth it. I am sending you a continuous stream of healing vibes. Those new cells will be showing their faces pretty soon.
love, Maui Nanc
Nancy Cogan <ncogan@darkwing.uoregon.edu>
- Wednesday, November 26, 2003 3:27 PM CST

Mendy, hang tough girl. You are definately in our thoughts and prayers. You too, Ken. Hope you are able to spend some quality time on Thanksgiving. Love ya.

Dave & Mary
Vacaville, CA USA - Wednesday, November 26, 2003 12:19 AM CST

Hey Guys, Just a quick note to let you know we are thinking about the two of you and the kids. We send love, prayer and positive energy. Your family is guiding light. Hang tough, this to shall pass.
The Rosenthals <jandkrose@rhwn.com>
Fairfield, Ca USA - Wednesday, November 26, 2003 11:36 AM CST

Mendy & Ken -
Just breezing through to wish you a better day. Remember, IIWII. Sonny sends a big kiss Mendy...you'll have to wait for yours in person Ken. eee'yuu!
Love, Michele <michele.madere@comcast.net>
- Wednesday, November 26, 2003 8:24 AM CST

Mendy,
Although time seems to be dragging these days, a great big chunk of it seemed to slip by today and it's already 9:45! I hope that you are already peacefully sleeping for the night, but if memory serves me right, that's almost impossible in a hospital. I'm really looking forward to class tomorrow and I hope that you will be up to having a visitor! If not, I'm sure with being in such close proximity, you will feel more strongly the healing vibes I am always sending to you. You are almost there, mouse, so hang in, tune out, and slee-e-e-e-p....XOXO
Sandee
Sandra Visintin <Visintin@comcast.net>
Discovery Bay, CA - Tuesday, November 25, 2003 11:44 PM CST

Hey Mendy! (and Ken):
Just a quick note to let you know I'm thinking of you. You are (and have been) in our thoughts continually over these last several weeks!
Ken, you're doing a great job with the updates (but there's this key on the left side called "Caps Lock" that you should introduce yourself to!) As Thanksgiving approaches we have a lot to be thankful for...and you are at the top of the list! We are really looking forward to Kelsey joining us for our trip up to Columbia/Marble Quarry (hope we don't freeze in the Mo'home!) Keep restin' and healin'! We love you guys, Brian & Tam, Shelby & Taylor

Brian Evans <brian.evans@lyonhomes.com>
Fairfield, CA USA - Tuesday, November 25, 2003 9:31 PM CST

Hello!
Just sending along more POSITIVE VIBS! Sounds like you're in the thick of it now. Hang in there! Maybe as best you can, keep looking forward. There will be a payoff to all of the pain, you'll be well!!!!
Susan Gifford <susang@shaw.ca>
Pitt Meadows, BC Canada - Tuesday, November 25, 2003 9:22 PM CST

Hey girly! Just wanted to say im thinkin about you!and the whole no hair thing, dont worry about it. you can always cover up a bad hair day with a little lip gloss! ;)

I love you!

Love,Rachael

The human spirit is stronger than anything that happens to it.
Rachael McAfee <StrawberryRayGrl@aol.com>
- Tuesday, November 25, 2003 4:26 PM CST

Marlon & Fester.....you both rock!!!
~Dar~
xoxoxoxoxoxox

Dar <dar31@aol.com>
Fairfield, ca 94534 - Tuesday, November 25, 2003 2:05 PM CST

I just wanted to see how you were doing, and I am hoping that you make it through the the year so I can come back and see you next year.Mr. Peirson is handling us just fine, and he is doing fine he is teaching very well, even though no one can ever repalce you your the best teacher I've ever have. Hope you get better.
Ricky <RLsocerguy99@hotmail.com>
Fairfield, CA USA - Tuesday, November 25, 2003 2:05 PM CST

Hi Mendy,
Just checking in to say Hi and to see how you're doing. Sorry you're having those very unpleasant side effects. I'm enjoying The Toolman's entries. Seems that both of you have a great sense of humor. What a great asset that is for you and your family! Let it lift you up and send you steadily on your way back to a healthful and happy life. Sending caring and healing thoughts your way. Janet Mingo
Janet Mingo <jtmingo@goldrush.com>
Jamestown, CA United States - Tuesday, November 25, 2003 12:45 AM CST

Hey Melinda-
This is a voice from your past! It looks like you're hanging in there. BMT is NOT FUN!!! But you guys have a terrific attitude. You are in my thoughts and prayers for a full, safe and uneventful recovery!
Love and healing thoughts,
Cathy
wife of Scott Azuma

Cathy Grisham <c_grisham@msn.com>
Minneapolis, MN - Tuesday, November 25, 2003 10:35 AM CST

Hi Ken and Mendy,
Just thinking of you two. Hope to see you guys soon.
Wishing Mendall some good rest to grow strong by.

LOVE YA BOTH
Randy and the rest of the farm <rainman288@sbcglobal.net>
- Tuesday, November 25, 2003 8:15 AM CST

Dear Mendy:

I pray for you each day. May you soon be your lively and beautiful self. love Mary Jean
Mary Jean Hodor <mjhodor@aol.com>
San Antonio, Tx USA - Tuesday, November 25, 2003 5:51 AM CST

Hi Mendy.....sorry about the bad chills. Have they brought out the "oven warmed" blankets yet? if not, ask for them. Most places do have a blanket warmer. You are going through the worst of it right now.....soon you will have better days. I am sending you healing wishes every day. This is a tough job for a stubborn ol' turtle to shed his shell but you will get there.
love, Maui Nanc

I'm enjoying your updates Ken....you are such an important part of this whole process for Mendy.
Nancy Cogan <ncogan@darkwing.uoregon.edu >
- Tuesday, November 25, 2003 2:22 AM CST

Hi Mendy Mouse!

I have to agree with Brenna--I always thought you looked like Meg Ryan--but even more beautiful! Meg or Marlon, you are amazing! I greatly admire your wisdom, strength, and sense of humor through it all--rain or shine. As Thanksgiving approaches, I realize how thankful I am to have someone like you who is so positive and inspirational. You truly are a blessing in this world.

You are in my thoughts constantly!

Rest, rest, rest--and keep on laughing, laughing, laughing. (Of course it must not be too hard since you get to see Ken's shaved head everyday unlike the rest of us...jk)

Love you!!!

Faren :-)
Faren <faren.visintin@pepperdine.edu>
Malibu, CA USA - Tuesday, November 25, 2003 0:38 AM CST

Mendy,
Sorry to hear about the rigors. Things will get better, though, tomorrow is one day closer! (Remember....you can't fall out of a well, and we are taking this one day at a time.) In light of the upcoming holiday, I thought a little humor might be in order:

A blond (not hard to tell, even with a shaved head) ran into another blond friend who was carrying a large sports bag.

First blond: "What have you got in that bag?"

Second blond: "Turkeys."

First blond: "If I can guess how many turkeys you've got in that bag, can I have one of them?"

Second blond: "If you can guess how many turkeys I've got in this bag, you can have both of them!"

First blond: Okay! Well, I think you have three."

Sending a lot of love and a great big hug! XOXO
Sandee
Sandra Visintin <Visintin@comcast.net>
Discovery Bay, CA - Monday, November 24, 2003 11:42 PM CST

Hi Melinda Teacher Dude,

Your husband is delightful. I enjoy reading his updates. Can't wait to start reading yours when you're feeling up to it. I pray and send good thoughts out for you daily!
Kristin Lieberman <kisocean@earthlink.net>
San Marino, CA - Monday, November 24, 2003 11:34 PM CST

what a hoot ken, you have the bmt nod down. i am sure they welcome you, the more the merrier.
sure hope mendy is doing better and doesn't have to go through to many more of those shakes!
hope tomorrow is a better day for both of you. love, norma
norma bidelman <t2bidelman@aol.com>
montgomery, il usa - Monday, November 24, 2003 9:49 PM CST

Hi Mendy and Ken. I just got back from being away for a few days and just had to check in to see how everything is going. Sorry that the chills come with the transfusion - hope your body gets used to it soon. Ken, I admire you for getting your head shaved - that sure shows a lot of love for Mendy. People are probably looking at you because your face is tanned and your head isn't! Gosh, there are so many guys around Calgary with shaved heads one doesn't know whether it's for medical reasons or because they are going bald and want to go the "shiny" route for practice! Tell Mendy to keep up the good work and I'll check in again tomorrow. Hugs, Judy
Judy Prusky <leukie2002@yahoo.ca>
Calgary, Alberta Canada - Monday, November 24, 2003 9:12 PM CST

Dear Ken (and of Course Mendy/Marlon)...
I just wanted to send you a note of encouragement and tell you that I have been where you are... next to one of the most precious things in your life, fighting as hard as she can. I remember those days, and wanted you to know that if you ever need an ear, I am willing to listen! After my experience as a transplant caregiver, I started a caregiver support group on Yahoo called "Cancer Caregivers R US" ... and it has grown and been a great help to many. Please contact me for more info. I am glad to hear that they have Melinda's pain under control. She is so lucky to have you with her. Please remember, that I have walked in your shoes and if there is ANYTHING I can do, I would do it in a heartbeat! Hang in there you two! Big hugs and lots and lots of prayers :)

Rebecca McEntire <reba1717@att.net>
Lodi, CA USA - Monday, November 24, 2003 8:33 PM CST

Hey Guys, Way to go Ken! what a great way to show your commitment, and way to go on updating the site your doing a great job. Your family is in our prayers and thoughts. This site amazes me everyday. There is so much love and strength out there that people want to share with you; it is truely amazing. Your family is a lighthouse!
J P Rosenthal <jandkrose@rhwn.com>
Fairfield , Ca USA - Monday, November 24, 2003 8:18 PM CST

Hi Mendy,
Just a brief note to say you are in our thoughts. With all the support you have, you have no other option but to power on through this!!! Fondly, Sarah & Rudey
Sarah Whitney
Tuolumne, CA Tuolumne - Monday, November 24, 2003 7:30 PM CST

Hey Mendy! (and Ken) Ken's remarks about your hair (or lack of it) reminded me of my nutty little sister who, while undergoing chemo, lost her hair. It was coming out in clumps, so she decided to shave her head, slap on a wig and be done with it! Well, those teeny little hairs were determined to grow out just a little, and became more like whiskers! And they kept falling out too! This annoyed her no end, having to brush all that stuff off herself so she could go to work. Guess what she did? I nearly died laughing when she told me about this...it does give one quite a mental image! She rushed to her bedroom, and grabbed her lint roller..."Rolled m' head...and it WORKED"
Quite an addition to one's beauty products, right? We all admire your strength and courage, sweet little girl. Keep on keepin' up, sweetie! Ol' Aunty Jody from Denver loves you and yours VERY much!
Jody Seals <PJSeals2@aol.com>
Denver, CO Mars? - Monday, November 24, 2003 4:50 PM CST

Hey Mendy -
When you get home we'll have to share a bottle of wine and shave Ken's head again just 'cause we can. What a hoot. Hang in there Lady. My love and prayers are with you daily.
Michele Madere <michele.madere@comcast.net>
Fair Oaks, CA - Monday, November 24, 2003 4:26 PM CST

Hey Mendy, you are such a lucky gal to have a guy like Ken that will shave his head for you. However, you may want to tell the kids to hide the make up and lingerie before Ken gets home. So happy to hear everything is moving in the right direction. We are thinking of you all the time. Stay strong. Have a happy Thanksgiving. You may not get to eat a roasted turkey but at least you'll have your little bald turkey at your side.
Cathy Charboneau <cathyromaniello@irs.gov>
suisun, ca solano - Monday, November 24, 2003 2:29 PM CST

Melinda...

Hey, there...Mrs. Trooper with the no-maintenance hairstyle! hahahahahahahaha... As I've been thinking of you over the past few days I've come to the conclusion that...you need a fireplace. Fires always make me feel better and what a nice ambience...hey, as long as you're in bed...hahahahahahahahahaha

We're just about freezing up here in Sacramento....we love it! By the way...I never told you that when I ran the marathon, I was single. I have since met a great guy named Derek and we now live in Sacramento with two yellow labs...Tanner and Shasta. We're working on the engagement deal...money is the issue. It will happen in time...I'll keep you posted.

My thoughts and prayers are with you and Ken. What a great guy he is, huh? Sporting the same hairdo? Nice!!! I wanted to tell you that one of the speakers at the spaghetti dinner the night before my run went through what you are going through now...just one year prior to the marathon. (Keep in mind that it takes 5 mos. to train!) Melinda...he finished the marathon before I did!!! You're gonna make it through this marathon, Sister! :D
Kristin Kay Smith <kristin.smith@lyonhomes.com>
Sacramento, CA USA - Monday, November 24, 2003 11:18 AM CST

Dear Mendy and Ken,
Keep on keeping on! After reading Ken's journal enteries, I'm convinced you two are a dynamic duo! It warms my heart to hear of your strength and determination. Keep that fiesty attitude and great sense of humor and remember you two have a lot of fans cheering you on!
Sending Warm Florida Hugs, Kris
Kristen Judah <krjudah@msn.com>
Ft. Myers, FL USA - Monday, November 24, 2003 6:09 AM CST

Hi kids,

Sent some e-mails and previous entries. You are with us constantly. Ken Man can't wait to hear from Ken (yours). I can't wait to hear from Mendy.
Meanwhile, back at the ranch, Cat started her hair on fire after trying to set a romantic atmosphere with candles; Kenny is still working his knuckles to the bone )hint: help from ranchhand Ken needed), and Zen is whooping boys playing football.

Mendy, enjoy the morphine. Relax, baby, relax . . .
We love you,

Ken Man, Cat and Zen Moy
Ken and Cat Moy <poohdo@aol.com>
Fairfield-Suisun Valley, CA USA - Sunday, November 23, 2003 9:45 PM CST

Mendy,
Hospital food may not always be the greatest, but guess what we had for dinner tonight....(Bryan is still learning, and experimenting to become better)....we had chicken ravioli....fried! :-) Count your blessings.
This is the time to visualize those little bone marrow cells finding their niches and moving in permanently. I see them as tiny red smurfs (and without any drugs), :-) checking out the neighborhood while househunting. If we concentrate on these images often enough, they'll have to pick up the welcome vibes! Try it.
Ken is hilarious, you two are a great couple together, and I'm sure you'll be even closer when this is all behind us. Thank him again for updating us. Sleep well, Marlon. :-)
Love, hugs & kisses,
Sandee
Sandra Visintin <Visintin@comcast.net>
Discovery Bay, CA - Sunday, November 23, 2003 9:35 PM CST

Dearest Mendy,

You were on our minds very stongly today so we wanted you to know that we lifted your name in prayer today. We love you and are praying God's blessings on you and your family. Please remember that you are in our prayers.
God bless, Pastor Jon & Pam Harris
jon & pam harris <newlife@newlifechurch.com>
fairfield, ca usa - Sunday, November 23, 2003 8:11 PM CST

Pssst... Ken! Stop yelling-- Mendy needs her rest! Well, since you're up and reading your guestbook Marlon ...er, uh Mendy, I'll just wish you a comfortable and peaceful evening.

Ken, thanks again for the update... always nice to hear anything... and especially thanks for being the constant face of love and encouragement that represents all of us that are not physically there.
Lisa Christjohn <lchristjohn@hotmail.com>
Rocklin, CA USA - Sunday, November 23, 2003 7:31 PM CST

Hi: Marlon and Fester: Had no idea We had some new kids on our block. Sure sounds like things are getting better. Lots of phone calls from friends and family. I have given several in Borrego Marlons web-site hope thats O.K. Weather is freezing so dogs are keeping cozy inside. Jim did a beautiful job on the yard again. Thats all folks. Sumo and Pop
Sumo Kerner
- Sunday, November 23, 2003 3:31 PM CST

Hi Mendy & Ken - Thanks, Ken, for keeping this journal going while Mendy concentrates on healing. It means a lot to everyone who checks the Website to hear even a small word about her progress and as a bonus, your spelling is funny too. Considering Mendy's courage and her (newly) bald head, I think she should change her totem animal from the turtle to the eagle. Your totem could be Curly.
Denise is watching the 49ers get whupped but she'll want to add a word so bye for now and lots of love to you both. Suz. Hello my wonderful family. Miss youse guys alot and think about you all the time. Keep up the good work of getting well Mendy. Love Denise

Suzanne & Denise <suzpra@sonnet.com>
Columbia, CA USA - Sunday, November 23, 2003 3:21 PM CST

Hang tight. Lots of prayers are being sent your way.

Turkey and dressing come in a bag also? Next year you will doubly enjoy the real meal.
Judy Orem <jorem@flash.net>
Lake Oswego, OR - Sunday, November 23, 2003 2:37 PM CST

Great to hear Marlon is doing well ... and the Anderson family wishes Fester well, but get a "beenie" to keep that dome warm. You are all in our prayers.
The Andersons <andersonanswers@sbcglobal.net>
Fairfield, CA USA - Sunday, November 23, 2003 1:28 PM CST

Mendy,

Well I always thought you looked a bit like Meg Ryan and now, according to Ken, it appears those new cells have temporarily morphed you into a new celebrity: Marlon Brando. Hmmmm, could it be the MALE cells? Hehe. I don't doubt for a second that you are still beautiful. Anyhow, as Thanksgiving approaches, I wanted to say thanks for being such a source of strength and wisdom. Hang in there "Marlon", I'm so proud of you.

Sending hugs and kisses,
Brenna

Brenna Visintin <visintin@ucla.edu>
Los Angeles, CA 90024 - Sunday, November 23, 2003 11:41 AM CST

Mendy - dropping in to send healing wishes and lots of hugs. Hope you continue to feel better each and every day! With prayers and love, Barb
Barbara Heathcote <bheath@nc.rr.com>
Raleigh, NC - Sunday, November 23, 2003 10:03 AM CST

hi mrs kerner i i....i dont know what 2 say other than i miss u and that u will always be my HERO. Oh and here is something cool i have a solo at the festival of trees singing 'away in the manger'....wish me luck!!!! and STAY STRONG.

LOVE LAURALEE
Lauralee <SingerGirl138@hotmail.com>
Fairfeild, ca united states - Sunday, November 23, 2003 0:40 AM CST

Mouse,
I'd stay put until the science room gets cleaned up! :-) I spent the day shopping and it's hard to believe the economy is so bad with the number of people out there doing the same! (Also hard to believe the Christmas decorations that went up even before Halloween this year....when they start going up before the Fourth of July, we'll have to start a grass roots movement to boycott the stores who do it for a year or so!) I did take advantage of the Thanksgiving sales, though. Just being frugal....:-)
So, do you get to eat turkey in a bag, or are you back on the solid stuff? We are going to Gramps, as usual, but this year my cousins from back east will be there, too. We have so much to be thankful for this year; namely YOU! Think of all the wonderful, healthy Thanksgivings you'll be enjoying in the future, and keep resting until those cells start doing their jobs! XOXO
Sandee
Sandra Visintin <Visintin@comcast.net>
Discovery Bay, CA - Sunday, November 23, 2003 0:35 AM CST

Flowers grow out of dark moments.
Rachael McAfee <StrawberryRayGrl@aol.com>
- Saturday, November 22, 2003 2:07 PM CST

I miss you soooo much! You have 2 get better and come back soon, because there is sooo much stuff we girls need 2 gossip about! really good stuff too! School is going good, but i would go back to all the morph packets and grammer tests in a heart beat! let me tell ya that! You are one of the strongest people i know. You always finish the race on top!You are the kind of person, out of 100,000,000,000,000 people you stand out. You have that smile and that power about you that just draws people in!You never give up! thats what i love most about you!no matter what you always stick with it. You always do your best and always look on the bright side of things. You are an amazing person with an amazing future! I love you!
Rachael McAfee <StrawberryRayGrl@aol.com>
- Saturday, November 22, 2003 2:01 PM CST

Dear Mendy,
I climbed out of the pit of 6th grade science boards and thought" No wonder Mendy doesn't assign science fair projects!!"The tortures we put ourselves through in the name of EDUCATION!!!Just wanted you to know that Henry and I have you in our thoughts and we're rooting for those new cells to take hold BIG TIME. I know you will pull through in time to help me clean that stinkin' science room. Love to you. Laura and Henry
Laura Klein <LKlein1228@aol.com>
Fairfield, CA USA - Saturday, November 22, 2003 10:58 AM CST

Hang in there, Melinda! I'm sending you good thoughts and lots of love from down south a bit!
Kristin Lieberman <kisocean@earthlink.net>
San Marino, CA USA - Saturday, November 22, 2003 2:19 AM CST

Hi Mendy.....hope you are snuggling down in a comfy warm bed and that all your needs are being taken care of. Remember to talk to those wonderful new cells.....let them know what you need them to do. Hope that each day has you feeling better and stronger. Keeping you in my healing thoughts.
Maui Nanc
Nancy Cogan <ncogan@darkwing.uoregon.edu >
- Saturday, November 22, 2003 1:03 AM CST

Mendy,
Jeez! While reading your guestbook entries earlier, I thought I was experiencing mental confusion at first! :-) When I read Gary's apology, I actually laughed aloud. How gratifying it must be to be so loved by your students, though. Their letters and concern are very touching. And, needless to say, entertaining! I especially liked when it was "time to play paper football & waste time....:-)
Hope the days are passing more quickly for you now, and that you are resting as much as you can....we want to give those cells the very best chance for engraftment! As always, sending you love, hugs and kisses....
Sandee
Sandra Visintin <Visintin@comcast.net>
Discovery Bay, CA - Saturday, November 22, 2003 0:02 AM CST

HI!!! You'll never belive what happened today! I'm sorry I can't wait to tell you but I was in history and Mr.B was like he got a letter in the mail and it was open and it was for me and i was like what could it be. Well, it turns out that it was a reply form In-n-out because i wrote to them for that buisness letter you made us write and it was all personalized and everything! They also inclosed a Buger card or something like that. Isn't that sooo cool! Your idea worked i guess and they said they'd talk to the Managment Team about my ideas! I really wish you were back. I really miss you! I hope everything is great and god bless you and your family. Your strength really inspires my whole family and I.
We all gather around to read the website. We all think its very cool. TTYL and we all miss you ALOT!
~~CHriS FloREs~~
Chris Flores <realone8i@netscape.net>
Suisun, CA United States of America - Friday, November 21, 2003 11:24 PM CST

Boy did I pick a busy day to make my first post!!!

Like everyone before me, I have had you in my thoughts so much Mendy-- and am pushing positive energy your way! I'm so in AWE of your courage and NEVER thought of you as a dumb blonde!!

I'll be monitoring your recovery here daily and look forward to seeing you well again.

Thanks Ken for keeping us updated! Take of yourselves, everyone.

ILY,
Lisa

Lisa Christjohn <lchristjohn@hotmail.com>
Rocklin, CA 95765 - Friday, November 21, 2003 8:55 PM CST

Hey Mrs. Kerner, I don't think I ever told you thanks for all of your support last year. You understood when no one else did. I'll never forget that. Now I can support you and I want you to know that I do and I know that everything is going to be okay!! Don't be too easy on my brother Nick next year, ok?? ;-) I hope you feel better soon.
Todd
Todd Lanza <Trlbseball3@aol.com>
Suisun Valley, Ca USA - Friday, November 21, 2003 7:31 PM CST

Hey Mrs. Kerner it michelle!!! I just wanted to tell you that your in my prayers and im thinking of you every moment! I hope you know that Mr. P. is ADDICTED to your candy ITS GONE and he never gave any out! lol (laugh out loud) well I love you and hope you are hangin in there bye bye
Michelle Berger <bkoffbrbiedoll1@aol.com>
Vacaville, CA USA - Friday, November 21, 2003 6:58 PM CST

Way to go Mendy. You are a pillar of strength and will triumph in your battle. I have always been so impressed with how you have focused on winning this war.
Cousin Buzzin <RMWhalen@aol.com>
P.H., - Friday, November 21, 2003 4:13 PM CST

Melinda, just checking in to see how you are. Sounds like things are going well, even though you have the me-yew-cus thing going on (I know it well, I had when I was on interferon). Bald is beautiful, babe! Keep smiling, Love to you and your family!
Suzanne Dreger <sdreger@akingump.com>
Falls Church VA, VA USA - Friday, November 21, 2003 1:37 PM CST

Mrs.Kerner, How are you I'm doing okay! I wish you were here teaching us, Mr. Peirson is a really good teacher, but I enjoyed having you. I have a joke: A Blonde ran out of her house, checked the mail and went back in, few mins, she did the same thing again and several more times after that, her nieghbor was watching her do this and finnally asked " Why do keep checking the mail?" The Blonde repleid " My Laptop says I have Mail," I hope you get well soon and get that joke
A Great student, Nina Jones <RIJN159@CS.COM>
Fairfield, CA USA - Friday, November 21, 2003 1:12 PM CST

Mendy,
Sorry about the confusion from a number of the seventh grade students. They didn't think their message was going through so they in all their wisdom hit the send keys numerous times. As you know computer expertise runs throughout the room. Sorry for the inconvience. Hopefully they have all learned a lesson on sending e-mails.
Gary Baziuk <garyb@aol.com>
Fairfield, Ca USA - Friday, November 21, 2003 1:10 PM CST

Hi Mrs. Kerner, Angela here, we siting in Literature and I really miss you, and I'm looking forward to having you back next year and did you hear about the new student Franchesca? She's really nice and since I know how to down-load the AlphaSmarts now, she is asking me to help her and I loved your Mary Poppins joke I thoght it was really funny.Bye!!!
Angela Langdon <Garyb@fsusd.k12.ca.us>
Suisun, CA U.S.A - Friday, November 21, 2003 1:04 PM CST

Hi Mrs. Kerner, November 21 2003
This is Evan and I'm just seeing whats going on. All of us here are doing great and we miss you greatly. Here I have a joke for you. Why did the domb blond look at a carton of orange juice for twenty minutes. Because it said concentrate. HA! HA! HA! WEll I got to go now and you are in all of our prayers.

Your Student,
Evan Traylor
Evan Traylor <Garyb@fsusd.k12.ca.us>
Fairfield, CA USA - Friday, November 21, 2003 1:02 PM CST

Hi Miss Kerner. This is Dave. I hope you get well soon. I'm in class writing to you and I dont no why Mr. B let us have the class off. I may not no why but who cares. All that is important is that it is practicly free time!!!! I've been having fun. It's almost thanksgiving and my cousins are coming. We are all going pheasant hunting. I heard you got bald. I think thats cool!!! Well I think it's time for me to play paper football and waste time. Miss you lots!!!!!!!!!!
Dave Borges <Realitybites@mail.Ru>
Fairfield, Ca Usa - Friday, November 21, 2003 1:01 PM CST

Dear Mrs. Kerner,
How are your new cells? Do you have to buy them? If so, who sells cells? But seriously, how're you doing? Our class is doing fine, even though Bob tried to over the classroom. Mr. B is fine (crazy, but fine) and Mr. Pierson is doing a good job of teaching us. P.S. Whats the differance between a jewler and a microbiologist? One sells watches and the other watches cells!!
Kico Huzel <HUZEL@ EARTHLINK.NET>
Fairfield, CA USA - Friday, November 21, 2003 12:59 AM CST

Hey! Right now we are in Literature! it is a little brake. how are you doing? i am ok.... i was sick all last week. so i missed alot of school! I miss you being our teacher!!!!! it is not the same without you. I just finished my family tree that Mr.P assigned. In grammar we are working on Predicate Adjetives. They are so easy!!!!! Right be for literature i had a math test. on three chapters. i knew most of it. *wink wink* In writing i am working on my book reprt. and my second essay. well i miss you terribly! hope to see you soon! get better!

Love always,
Princess Briana (hehe)
Briana Nunez <briananun@earthlink.net>
Fairfeild, CA America - Friday, November 21, 2003 12:56 AM CST

Hey teacher,
It's John. We had nothing to do for half an hour, so we thought of you. Things are going pretty well here.We luv the web page. Any way keep writing.
Sincerely
John Dodini
John Dodini <baseballfreak68@msn.com>
Fairfield, CA USA - Friday, November 21, 2003 12:53 AM CST

hello mrs.Kerner
its hannah were in mr.b,s class waiting for lunch, while the math people finish their tests. we all miss you very much i went to redding for a church event and believe it or not i came back crazier i have a joke for you- 2 muffins were in an oven the 1st muffin turned to the second one and said boy its hot in here and the 2nd muffin screamed and said aaaaah a talking muffin. well came back soon we miss you
hannah anderson <realitybites@mail.ru>
fairfield, ca usa - Friday, November 21, 2003 12:50 AM CST

Hey! Right now we r in Literature! it is a little brake. how are you doing? i am ok.... i was sick all last week. so i missed alot of school! I miss you being our teacher!!!!! it is not the same without you. I just finished my family tree that Mr.P assigned. In grammar we are working on Predicate Adjetives. They are so easy!!!!! Right be for literature i had a math test. on three chapters. i knew most of it. *wink wink* In writing i am working on my book reprt. and my second essay. well i miss yooh terribly! hope to see you soon! get better!

Love always,
Princess Briana (hehe)
Briana Nunez <briananun@earthlink.net>
Fairfeild, CA America - Friday, November 21, 2003 12:47 AM CST

Hi Mrs. Kerner! I miss you so much! Right now we are in Literture class right now, we just got through doing the short story, "Lenny's red Letter Day", it is a good story. In science, we just got through doing our family tree. I am still trying to get used to Mr. Pierson, it just isn't the same. I hope you are doing well and best wishes for you and your family.
God bless you,
Jacque Allen
P.S. My Mom and Dad hope you are doing well also!!!!!
Jacque Allen <SoccerBear218@aol.com>
Fairfield, CA USA - Friday, November 21, 2003 12:46 AM CST

Hey Mrs. Kerner we are in Lit-ri-ture ;) and we are taking a break though. Things are going good but I am still trying to adjust to MR. Pierson, it seems like im adjusting reaaaaaaaaallllllly rreeeeeaaaalllllyyyy sssssslllllloooooowwwwww! I really miss you and hope you are doing extra good! I am having my youth group leaders pray for you and so am I! class just is not the same with out you! I cant wait to see your bald head when your cells kick in! Well i have to go we are going to switch peoples! well all my love is with you!!!

MiChElLe
Michelle Berger <bkoffbrbiedoll1@aol.com>
Vacaville, CA USA - Friday, November 21, 2003 12:46 AM CST

Mendy
Thanks to Ken for the update. You hang in there teaching buddy, everyone at Suisun Valley keeps you in our thoughts constantly. You and your shaved head are giving us in the eighth grade new inspiration. Wonder what all the students would look like without their locks of hair. Can't you just imagine someone like Ashlyn, KC or even Katelyn bald. Could be an interesting picture, you might just find it in your e-mail soon. School is going great, it has been an interesting week. Mr. Pierson is putting his foot down and you know the students who are trying to rebel in their interesting ways. Their appreciation for you grows daily. We are 14PK and counting. We are all holding very positive thoughts for you until those cells kicked in. Lets hope it is one hell of a kick. You truely are a source of strength to all of us. We are very proud of you. All of our love and prayers!
Gary Baziuk <garyb@aol.com>
Fairfield, Ca USA - Friday, November 21, 2003 12:00 AM CST

Sorry Mrs. kerner. I meant wouldn't! You'll see what I mean when you read my other entry. :)
Ashlyn, the bad speller <Aawaterdog@aol.com>
Susisun, CA USA - Friday, November 21, 2003 11:58 AM CST

Wassup Dawg!!!
In english terms with very proper grammar and semi-perfect punctuation Hello Mrs. Kerner how is ya'll doing? I heard you went bald so is that so well ain't that interesting I see that your head probably feels incredibly slimy and slippery and it shines in the light THAT IS SO COOL =) if I went bald I'd look uglier than I'm it look hideous on me but now on Mrs. Kerner it would be da BOMB cuz you'd be stylin with some fashion. Well just let me tell you once again before I leave we all really really really really really really miss you so bad to bad not everyone can be like you when they teach well I gotta go now later dude!!!!

Love,
Kenia
P.S. you can tell I haven't made any progress in my grammar=)
hehehehehehehe but I will try just for you I'll come visit you when I'm in highschool as one of the tightest freshman there!!!! Buh-Bye!!!!
Kenia Rodriguez <Captaincrunchy00@aol.com>
Napa, CA USA - Friday, November 21, 2003 11:53 AM CST

Hey Teach,
I heard your head is finally shaved. That sounds pretty cool! Well I hope you can go shopping at Mindy's Hats! LOL! Schools great but we all miss you. I'm sure you'll get out of this just peachy and you'll be better than ever! I'm sure I'll see you next year when I'm driving to pick Luke up. (Hopefully driving at 15 1/2. Depends on my highschool grades and if I want my dad in the car around all of the Suisun Valley peeps.LOL.) Well ttyl(Talk to you later) Your bestest student
KC Moody <fidgetgirl@aol.com>
Fairfield, CA USA - Friday, November 21, 2003 11:53 AM CST

Hi Mrs. Kerner!!! This is Alanna!! I hope ur doing good!! Im trying to think wut u look lyke with ur head shaved!! Ha! I really really really really really miss u and look forward to seeing u next year. Ill come see u when I come to pick up my brother after school cuz he'll still go her next year. Ur one of the stongest peoples I know!! We have had a tough time getting use to Mr. Pierson cuz u were such a great teacher and we all love u!! Did u know that Mr. Pierson really lykes candy! He eats all ur candy! Ha Ha! Well I gots to go! Buh bye!
*!*Alanna*!* <LuckyCharms808@aol.com>
Fairfield , CA USA - Friday, November 21, 2003 11:52 AM CST

Hey Mrs. Kener!
I feel wierd calling you Mrs. Kerner when everyone is calling you Mendy.
O well, I like Mrs. Kerner better. Anyway, class is going ok, well, maybe I shouldn't say that. I hope I can see you before I graduate because I probably won't see you again. :( I take that back too, I will becuase my brother will still go to this school. Stay strong and get well!
PS. Mr B. and I are trying to make other people have shaved heads too on photshop, so you would feel alone!
Ashlyn <Aawaterdog@aol.com>
Suisun, CA USA - Friday, November 21, 2003 11:51 AM CST

Mendy,
Ken....he's a keeper!!!!! (& a good kisser too!!...inside joke...hehehe)
Luv,
~Dar~
xoxoxoxoxoxox
Dar <dar31@aol.com>
FF, ca 94534 - Friday, November 21, 2003 9:47 AM CST

Hey Melinda! I just picked myself up off the floor so am able to drop you a note... Fabulous that you are 'going for the cure!' I don't have the guts you do. Stunning! Billy and I send our love and prayers right to you!
Harmony <harmonyg@comcast.net>
Lake Oswego, OR - Friday, November 21, 2003 2:36 AM CST

Hey Mrs. Kerner, this is emily! I haven't got to say "HI" to u yet so I will, HI!!!!! You r an amazing person, and u are the stongest person i no! u keep bein u and never change! I hope u relize that nobody will ever replace u {like better or worse!} because u are a GREAT TEACHER! and I always thought grammar was SOOOOOOO BOOOOORING! but it is 1,000,000,000,000 times more boring wit Mr. P! I hope u no U R ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS in my thoughts and prayers! HANG IN THERE! U CAN DO IT! YAAAAAA GO MRS. KERNER!!!!! U ROCK OOOO YAAAAH!
Emily Bru <Spongebobrocks03@sbcglobal.net>
- Thursday, November 20, 2003 9:50 PM CST

Mendy,
Hope this finds you resting comfortably. I'm confident that having your head shaved only makes those big blue eyes more prominent! You couldn't be ugly if you tried....
Sending love and hugs,
Sandee
Sandra Visintin <Visintin@comcast.net>
Discovery Bay, CA - Thursday, November 20, 2003 9:37 PM CST

Hello again, Melinda! Just love those turtles....being one following your progress. It's so good to read that you're hanging in there - just love that sense of humor. Your courage is amazing and a real inspiration to all of us. Continue in your faith and strength. Sending healing wishes.
Dianne
Dianne <DianneSDeC@aol.com>
M. Ridge, OH Trumbull - Thursday, November 20, 2003 8:51 PM CST

Hey Guys, I was thinking about Pinecrest today; sitting around the fire pit with a toddy, as early Autumn kept things cool around the fire long into the night. Buzzing around in the jeep or riding a bike to the lake. Thank you.
The Rosenthal's <jandkrose@rhwn.com>
Fairfield , Ca USA - Thursday, November 20, 2003 8:03 PM CST

Hello, Melinda! Don't be too concerned with the shaved head...I hear that it will grow back thicker if you shave it!!! Just a small fashion plus for your day!

I am so looking foward to meeting you soon and giving you a huge hug! You have so much loving support in your life...it is incredible! Well, I'm always there with you...please know that. And yet I haven't even met you! Rest your body as it repairs itself. That's something that we tend to forget - when we're sick or wounded...our body simply wants to "sleep" "rest" to repair itself.

You're doing great and I am continuing to pray for you!

:D Kristin
Kristin Kay Smith <kristin.smith@lyonhomes.com>
Sacramento, CA USA - Thursday, November 20, 2003 6:00 PM CST

Hi Mendy:

I know that you look as great as ever,but in a special way now!! love Mary Jean.
Mary Jean Hodor <mjhodor@aol.com>
San Antonio , tx USA - Thursday, November 20, 2003 1:37 PM CST

Hi Mendy!!!
So glad to hear from Ken. We have heard that this is the toughest part of your treatment. We love you and are praying for you. Hang in there and remember God is with you no matter how hard it gets. We wish we could be there too, but rest knowing our prayers and thoughts are with you every moment.

We love you,
Brian, Tammy, Shelby & Taylor
Brian & Tammy Evans <tanneevans@aol.com>
Fairfield, CA USA - Thursday, November 20, 2003 12:59 AM CST

Hi Mendy, this is Rhonda's Mom, Sandi. I have been following your progress and praying for you, which I will continue to do. Am so happy to hear you are doing so well and will be looking forward to seeing you again at whatever occasion brings us all together next, perhaps Jacob's graduation or, hopefully not, Anna's wedding. God Bless you and hope you are well and back home with your family very soon. Sandi
Sandi Sisk <sanjac@maxinet.com>
Oroville, CA Butte - Thursday, November 20, 2003 11:15 AM CST

Hi Mendy, So glad to hear that you are doing so well. Even the doctors are amazed at your strength and fighting spirit as we all are inspired by you. Keep up the good work. Loved to see your pix. Your dinner of steak and ceasar needs a glass of wine!!--talk to the doctors.
Bob Charboneau <charbybob@yahoo.com>
Suisun Valley, CA - Thursday, November 20, 2003 11:10 AM CST

Hey Guys, Thanks for the update. The good new is even with a shaved head and puffy cheecks, your STILL better looking then Keneth (although he was looking quite sporting with his clean shaven face ;-))I think about you guys all the time and send wishes of strength and love. Your family is an inspiration, we all all learning a great leason on how to deal with the challanges God puts before us, in this to you are a great teacher..

The Rosenthal's <jandkrose@rhwn.com>
Fairfield, Ca USA - Thursday, November 20, 2003 9:50 AM CST

hi.....i know you as melinda in the cool convertable.
but mendy, you are such a TREAT!!!!!!! there you are in your hospital room and you are making us laugh, you are such a crack up. make sure you come to the next cml gathering, you are such a dear.
i am out here cheering you on....YOU GO GIRL!
A cml friend, norma
norma bidelman <t2bidelman@aol.com>
st petesburg, fl usa - Thursday, November 20, 2003 9:07 AM CST

Hi Melinda and Ken,
Just wanted to check in on Mindy this morning. You are a beautiful girl with or without hair. The hair will return and your cure along with it. You are a remarkable person. Keep smiling!
Love to you, Ken and kids,
Cheryl Smith, NJ
Cheryl Smith <cheryllynns@hotmail.com>
Sewell, NJ USA - Thursday, November 20, 2003 8:30 AM CST

Dear Melinda,

Allow me to call you "Melinda", I love the name :-) I am glad things are going well and soon the new cells will kick in. Rest quiet and take it easy. Focus your energies on healing.

"Recovery is sometimes a long road. But take heart and keep the faith. Know that at the end of the dark tunnel there is a light. The answer lies within you, in the spirit with which you brave the battle. The pain and suffering are not you, but only a part of you." - Josie Willis

Ken is a wonderful caregiver and I am sure he is looking after you very well. We are looking forward to the time your new cells engraft. You will be fine, Melinda, don't you worry.

Love,
Anjana
Anjana <anjana@pacific.net.sg>
Singapore, - Thursday, November 20, 2003 2:36 AM CST

Mendy,
I'm a little later than usual (it's almost midnight) in sending you love - it's just been one of those days....It ended with B.J. being attacked by an unleashed dog on our nightly walk. I'll have to tell Hayden the other dog was NOT a vegetarian! :-) Of course, the nearest emergency vet is in Concord, 45 minutes away! Because of his weight and age, they did not think it wise to anesthetize him, so they gave him shots of morphine and thorozine instead, which brought up his dinner shortly thereafter. (Is this sounding familiar at all?) He came home shaved and stapled! I guess that's where the similarity ends, though, since you haven't been stapled yet. :-) We just got home.
Tell Ken we thank him for the update! He is almost as amazing as you are; always reliably there....providing such loving support! Sleep well tonight....
XOXO
Sandee
Sandra Visintin <Visintin@comcast.net>
Discovery Bay, CA - Thursday, November 20, 2003 1:53 AM CST

The Rhondeaus in Napa, CA send their love and best wishes to you. BJ & Ray tell us about you, your family, and the summer fun you had boating with friends and family. We also hear you are a devoted teacher--We are retired teachers and know the joys of the profession and underestand how you miss the children in your class (and those at home). You are an inspiration to us all. Keep those spirits soaring.
Ron and Carolyn Rhondeau <RCRhondeau@aol.com>
Napa, CA USA - Wednesday, November 19, 2003 11:29 PM CST

Hey Mendy,
Sounds like you're hitting some pot holes in your medical road (which will arrive eventually at healing & a whole new freedom). I am sure you've been told numerous times that these are to be expected. Doesn't make them any easier to climb out of! Hang in there!!! There are many of us rooting for you!
Susan Gifford <susang@shaw.ca>
Pitt Meadows, BC Canada - Wednesday, November 19, 2003 10:02 PM CST

A new song by Kelsey & Hayden, sung to the tune of "I'm Dreaming of a White Christmas" "I'm dreaming of a fat turkey just like the one's I used to know. With my tummy so full and feeling so yummy. I'm dreaming of a fat turkey just like the one we had last year."
Kelsey & Hayden
- Wednesday, November 19, 2003 9:41 PM CST

HEY KEN & MENDALL,
KEN THANX FOR THE UPDATE AND BEING A GREAT HUSBAND TO MY SISTER. WE LOVE YOU AND ARE PRAYING FOR THE BOTH OF YOU!!!

Randy, Rhonda, Anna and Jake.... <rainman288@sbcglobal.net>
- Wednesday, November 19, 2003 9:17 PM CST

Hi Ken....thanks for the update. Computer skills don't matter, we just want to know that things are going at least
OK for Mendy (maybe not always great, but OK). Mendy, you just settle in and let those new cells percolate. Thinking about you every day and sending healing wishes,
Maui Nanc
Nancy Cogan <ncogan@darkwing.uoregon.edu >
- Wednesday, November 19, 2003 9:03 PM CST

Mendy, Oh I get it! You want to use that turtle wax you've heard about on your head. I hear that is what Telly uses. I am glad Ken is there to keep your keyboard warmed up for when you rally with a bit of energy as your new cells kick in. My brother-in-law was over a few nights ago and he has nothing but fabulous things to say about the facility you are in and the care you are receiving. His grandson went through what you are and he is happily going full blast through life. He sends you a giant thumbs up as well as us. Hug and kiss her for us Ken. OK, some for you too. Love, Lindalee
Linda Whalen <llwhalen55@aol.com>
Pleasant Hill, CA USA - Wednesday, November 19, 2003 7:42 PM CST

Mendy,
Just a quick thanks for the organization you did for the Discovery Museum. Mr. Pierson just reminded me today of the trip, he wasn't sure what to do. Your organization made everything very easy. I am now in the phase of school where I am meeting with numerous seventh grade parents who are concerned with their child's progress. Can get exciting. Also, found out that all eighth graders must be in algebra I. No exceptions. This should be very interesting. Looks like we will need an alg I and a advance alg I class next year. We continue to miss you terribly, 12 PK, and are all looking forward to your recovery. Remember, our thoughts are always with you.

Gary Baziuk <gbaziuk@aol.com>
Fairfield, CA USA - Wednesday, November 19, 2003 6:22 PM CST

Mendy - just wanted to 'pop' in and let you know I am thinking of you! The prayers and hugs are still headed your way! Love, Barb
Barbara Heathcote <bheath@nc.rr.com>
Raleigh, NC - Wednesday, November 19, 2003 6:08 PM CST

Hey Mendy, I have to say you look good in the pictures! I like the short haircut. I pray for you every night. God will always be with you. Pray even why you are throwing up! Just kidding, but it might work when you've had enough! I love reading all the entries in your guestbook, especially from your students...really sweet. There are so many people pulling for you. Just all that "power" has to help, right? Love ya, Karen Wrigley
Karen Wrigley <kwrigleyvpd@yahoo.com>
Fairfield, Ca usa - Wednesday, November 19, 2003 5:47 PM CST

Mendy, all of us on Willotta are praying for you. Please know that you are surrounded by our love.
carla grokenberger <cgsopraone@aol.com>
suisun valley, ca 94534 - Wednesday, November 19, 2003 2:22 PM CST

~Keep the Faith~ - Jon Bon Jovi
Dar <dar31@aol.com>
Fairfield, CA 94534 - Wednesday, November 19, 2003 1:29 PM CST

Hello Mendy - The ants checking in. As you read, Hayden was stellar in Stuart Little. Did not forget any of his lines nor any cues (as far as Icould tell). The biggest laugh of the evening was a moment when Stuart took off his bathrobe and put it on the stage. As he strode away (as only a mouse can be said to "stride") his long, wired tail hooked the robe and dragged it after him. I was in awe of the director. How he corrals all those kids and gets them to perform is amazing to me. Did anybody tell you that in the program they dedicated the performances to you? Pretty special. The 4 of us went to Mary's afterwards for dinner. We didn't rearrange the furniture. We did buy ice cream - choc. chip cookie dough - and rented a couple of movies ("Cats and Dogs" and "Spooky House") The spooky one Hayden really wanted and we hesitated but it was fine - nothing scary at all really and had a good moral, not that Hayden noticed. We had Sunday dinner at the dining rm. table which Hayden said was only for company - what are WE - chopped liver? We lit the candles which H. really liked. I am so impressed with Kelsey's maturity. She is really seeming like a 12 yr. old. We would have been lost in the house without her since she knows where everything is (light switches, kitchen implements) and she helped fix dinner on Sunday. Practiced the piano. Is learning "Carol of the Bells" which is one of my favorites.
Your guestbook is so amazing. You must feel like you are being held up by 100's of caring hands. Add ours to the congregation. Sending love and healing vibes your way, Suz & Den.
Suzanne Praisler <suzpra@sonnet.com>
Columbia, Ca. USA - Wednesday, November 19, 2003 11:30 AM CST

Hi Mendy - just checking in to say "hi" and to see if there are any more funny stories you have to share. I'm guessing you are a teacher and if you are, what a great one you must be. If you aren't, you should be. Take care. Hugs, Judy
p.s. was also checking to make sure you are ok.
Judy Prusky <leukie2002@yahoo.com>
Calgary, Alberta Canada - Wednesday, November 19, 2003 10:00 AM CST

Hi Mendy Mouse!

I just wanted to send some hugs and kisses! I don't know if it's been raining up there, but we've been getting some showers on and off down here, and I was reminded the other day of what my friends Rob once said:

"Just because the sun isn't shining, doesn't mean it isn't there."

So you may not be having a lot of sun lately--or have not been able to see family--and friends--but know that we are always there thinking about, praying for, and supporting you!!! We love you so much!!!

Sending much sunshine!

Faren

P.S. And can't forget the laughs; now it's time to bash the men instead of the blondes:

"What's the difference between a man and E.T.? E.T. phoned home..." :-)

Faren <faren.visintin@pepperdine.edu>
Malibu, CA USA - Wednesday, November 19, 2003 1:32 AM CST

Hi Mendy,
Just checking in with ya. I am beaming my healing wishes from Eugene, Oregon to the stars over Stanford, so they can sprinkle down on you. These are probably kinda tough days for you....but we are all out here wishing you well.
I feel like I need to come up with a joke to keep up with this list (and you!).....I'll work on it. It sounds like poor Mr. Pierson, your replacement, doesn't stand a chance with your classes.....it's the pits to replace a top notch teacher!
Well, hope you have a restful night and that there is some sunshine for you tomorrow.
love, Maui Nanc
Nancy Cogan <ncogan@darkwing.uoregon.edu >
- Wednesday, November 19, 2003 1:01 AM CST

Hey Mendy, this site is overwhelming. The love and respect that people have for you is amazing, I sit here awed by it all and awed by you. You are a light for all of us to follow, I hope some day to have a small percentatge of the strength you have. I love all the jokes and hope to contribute, people say I'm funny... but looks aren't everything. God Bless you.
Jeff
Jeff Rosenthal <jandkrose@rhwn.com>
Fairfield, Ca USA - Tuesday, November 18, 2003 8:02 PM CST

Hi Mendy. Just a note to tell you that we have been thinking about you. We wish the very best for you!!
Take Care,
Ron, Janet , Todd, Nick, Ryan, and Matt Lanza
Janet Lanza <RonLanza@aol.com>
Fairfield, Ca Solano - Tuesday, November 18, 2003 8:01 PM CST

Hey Mendy, you are in our thoughts and prayers. I think of you often and say a prayer, your strength and courage are amazing.We are vey happy to have found your site, we are with you in thought and prayer more to follow.
Love the Rosenthals
Jeff and Kathlenn Rosenthal <jandkrose@rhwn.com>
Fairfield, Ca United States - Tuesday, November 18, 2003 5:43 PM CST

Mouse,
I think Meg got into the morphine before she went to bed last night, but I loved her dream! :-) I can visualize it, too, (even with the pink mask!) when I think of past adventures. Who else would jump off a boat into the icy water on New Year's Eve? Concentrate on the wonderful life you'll have again once this is over, and sleep through as much of it as you can....XOXO
Sandee
Sandra Visintin <Visintin@comcast.net>
Discovery Bay, CA - Tuesday, November 18, 2003 5:07 PM CST

Hey Mrs. Kerner I really miss you its not the same with out u between u and me it's really boring i'm sorry that i was not there the day u left, but i hope u liked the movie i die of laughter when i saw it i hope u did too well like i said in Alanna's letter, u just keep on being strong and hang in there
love Ya!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*Ximena* <menagurl@hotmail.com>
Fairfield, Ca USA - Tuesday, November 18, 2003 4:50 PM CST

Hey Mrs. Kerner!!
Wuts up?!? I miss u soooo much! How r u doin!? Grammar, writing, and science is really boring wid out u! U were one of my best teachers and skoo isnt the same wid u gone!! Ill come back to visit u next year when u get back!! Ximena is standing right next to me and she wants to say hi and hang in there!! Love Ya!!
*_*
*!*Alanna*!* <LuckyCharms808@aol.com>
Fairfield, CA USA - Tuesday, November 18, 2003 4:38 PM CST

HI MRS. KERNER I HAVE BEEN THINKING ABOUT YOU A LOT, and my preyers are with you. How are you doing I'm sure your in a lot of pain. Hope to see if I come to see you next year which I will. Don't give up you are a strong person and I am missing you a lot. I hope for you to get well and be here next year
Ricky Lanza <RLsocerguy99@aol.com>
Fairfield, CA Solano - Tuesday, November 18, 2003 4:35 PM CST

hhhhiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiillllllllllllllllllloooooooooooooooooo
buddieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

lauralee
lauralee <SingerGirl138@hotmail.com>
fairfeild, ca united states - Tuesday, November 18, 2003 4:06 PM CST

Sup Mrs. Kerner, it's me again (ashlyn!) and I just wanted to say hi before I go on the Yoesmite site. I can't wait to go to Yoesmite but I hate having to do worksheets on it. But I guess that's the only way you can learn! :)
Ashlyn!!!!! <Aawaterdog@aol.com>
Suisun, CA USA - Tuesday, November 18, 2003 3:41 PM CST

hi mrs kerner its lauralee again i miss u so much and wish u were here i miss writing class with u . You always thought up fun topics. Lately mr pierson has been giving us fameous quotes and asking us 2 write about my fondest memories whenever he gives us one of those kinda' quote i feel like crying because i can't help but notice that mos of my fondest memories have u in them,remember i will be waiting 4 u en u come back.i miss u so much :) :( i dont know how 2 feel oh well talk 2 ya later

love ur student friend and sister in christ
LAURALEE

LAURALEE POE <SingerGirl138@hotmail.com>
Fairfeild, CA united states - Tuesday, November 18, 2003 12:21 AM CST

Hi darlin', In my dream last night you were out in the street getting ready to roar off on your 90 wearing your pink mask and hauling Beuford along side. I was wondering how in the world you were going to do it, but you did and it was quite a sight and we were all standing there laughing our you-know-whats off. I have NO doubt you can do this too and we'll be seeing it in person (minus Pink and Beuford of course). I hope you have a good day. We're holdin' down the fort. Much love, Meg
Meg Volpe <megret10@yahoo.com>
Suisun Valley, CA USA - Tuesday, November 18, 2003 11:40 AM CST

Hi, Mrs. Kerner! I am missing you a lot and I didnt think it would be this hard to adjust without you here. Its just all different and I cant really seem to accept that but hopefully I will. I really miss you and hope you are doing ok and get better really fast because I really miss you. Im preying for you!!! Lots of love, Michelle
Michelle Berger <Bkoffbrbiedoll1@aol.com>
Vacaville, CA USA - Monday, November 17, 2003 11:32 PM CST

Knock-knock, Mendy,
"Hi, do you want to come in?"
No, no....Who's there!
"Silly. You know who I am."
No, no....You're supposed to ask who's there.
"But I know who you are!"
Just say goodnight, Mendy.
"Goodnight, Mendy."

Just wanted to share a blond moment with you before you lose it all. Hope your day went well! Sleep tight!XOXO
Sandee
Sandra Visintin <Visintin@comcast.net>
Discovery Bay, CA - Monday, November 17, 2003 10:52 PM CST

Mendy:
This site has been awesome to follow your progress each day on the road to recovery. It is so encouraging to see all of the entries and what you mean to so many people (besides just your family). Your journal is great, really shows your great attitude and sense of humor towards this challenge in life. You are definitely doing the right thing! And don't ever doubt that (or that God is in control of this situation). We will continue to pray for you, that this time away to recover will go by quickly. Please remember that so many others at Parkway, Lyon, Walker, etc. are thinking of and praying for you also.
Hey if that mustache thing is for real please keep it trimmed and tidy not all bushy like Ken's...it works for him but I'm not so sure it'll be your thing!
Love you lots, Brian & Tammy
Brian Evans <brian.evans@lyonhomes.com>
Fairfield, CA USA - Monday, November 17, 2003 9:44 PM CST

Mendy, you are on my mind and know I am sending extremely positive thoughts and prayers your way. Your strength and insight is amazing. Love to YOU and your family.

Erin
Erin Hannigan-Lesley <noend_er@sbcglobal.net>
Vallejo, CA - Monday, November 17, 2003 8:31 PM CST

Mendy, here I am at your house picking up your son. Your father-in-law brought the page up for me. I am thinking of you everyday and sending good thoughts to you filled with strength and love. Hayden and I are going to spend the evening together and talk about our trip to Boston. He is doing so well right now. You can be very proud of him. Today I tested his reading and he is in the "4" range for report card time. I am sorry for not having written sooner, but am having extreme difficulty with my email. This part is from Hayden: I love you mom. I hope you have a good night. Now for Kelsey: get well soon.
Your kids get right to the point - anyway, we all miss you and send tons of love and hugs. Katherene
Katherene Skaife <katherenes@sbcglobal.net>
- Monday, November 17, 2003 7:12 PM CST

Mendy, sweetheart - Don't you ever believe that grown men never cry. Your phone calls to me the last couple of days have caused me not to believe that myth. What a way to lose weight? I wish it was me going through what you are going through and you were home with Ken and my beautiful grandkids. I look forward to our next family campout next summer. Hang in there, sweetheart. I LOVE you very, very much. Love, Dad
Roger L. Evans <RogEvans13@aol.com>
Vacaville, CA Arnold Land, USA - Monday, November 17, 2003 5:53 PM CST

dear mrs kerner its lauralee or as all my friends have been calling me delirious(did i spell that right?)because i got that horrible flu over the weekend i kept getting delirious and acting all freakish hee hee haa haa. Things arent theo same without you and mr pierson is so funny when he tries to get the whole classes attention he uses his talking voice; maybe he should get some lessons for getting our attention from u hee hee. When I saw ur picture album it made me so happy to see ur bright smile. Oh and if u check out neopets my user name is lalee138 and ashlyns is horsezrok so u can look us up in the search neopets box. always remember my and my familys extreem love 4 u.

loveyourstudent,friend, and sister in christ
lauralee aka delirious

ps SMILE! seeing u happy makes me happy :) :) :)
Lauralee <SingerGirl138@ hotmail.com>
Fairfeild, ca united states - Monday, November 17, 2003 4:52 PM CST

HI! It's Chris lol.Im so happy that you set up this webpage and the photo album is very cool. To be honest im missing you alot and I never thought it was going to be this wierd without you. i hope everything is good over there and i'll talk to you later. All our prays are with you. BI!
Chris Flores <realone8i@netscape.net>
Suisun, CA United States of America - Monday, November 17, 2003 4:42 PM CST

Hey Mrs. Kerner its natashia. I havent known you that long but i really miss you. Hugs and kisses and all he lovens
get well
natashia
Natashia Van Sistine <Gary@fsusd.k12.ra.us>
Fairfield , CA - Monday, November 17, 2003 4:41 PM CST

Hey Mrs.Kerner I hope you are doing good. I havn't read the last message you put because I'm rushing to go fill out yosemite sheets! prays are with you,
Casey Boughtin
Casey Boughtin <garyb@fsusd.k12.ca.us>
FairField, CA USA - Monday, November 17, 2003 4:39 PM CST

Hey Mrs.Kerner! I hope you are doing better. I couldn't read your last entry in fear of fainting, but I'll read the next one for sure. I miss you so much and and hope everything's going good. Bye!
Katelyn Neckel <Dancergurl56@cs.com>
Fairfield, ca usa - Monday, November 17, 2003 4:36 PM CST

Mendy,
It is the week of the district assessment. Now I just know you will miss giving this test. I am once again in panic mode, lots to grade and the reporting period coming closer and closer. But as always it will get done somehow. Miss your smiling face more and more each day. No one to joke with, but I do enjoy your daily laugh, just about as good as you being here. Got to go help the algebra students, remember that our thoughts are with you. Your strength is an inspiration to all.
Gary Baziuk <gbaziuk@aol.com>
Fairfield, Ca USA - Monday, November 17, 2003 4:34 PM CST

Hi Mendy, just want you to know we are thinking of you all the time. I read your messages and I cry and I laugh and I am continually amazed at how brave you are - not exactly finishing school material (me-yew-kus), but very brave (chuckle). Take care...
Cathy Charboneau <cathyromaniello@irs.gov>
Suisun, CA USA - Monday, November 17, 2003 4:23 PM CST

Mendy,

Just sending a little "love note" (as my dad calls them) to say that you are in my prayers and thoughts. Hang in there mouse! You are amazing!

Hugs and Kisses,
Brenna

p.s. OH, i actually DO have a quasi-humorous story about cells to share. So Faren was telling our friend Aaron that whenever she and I get together, our IQs seem to drop (We really are quite the laughing mess when we hang out). Anyhow, our friend Aaron's response was, "It's the cell trying to reunite." Hahaha. I thought that was funny...I guess that only makes sense to those people reading this who know Faren and I are twins! =)
Brenna <visintin@ucla.edu>
Los Angles, CA 90024 - Monday, November 17, 2003 4:18 PM CST

Hey Mrs. Kerner! How have you been? It's still alot different here without you. I don't think anyone has adjusted to Mr. Pierson yet. We will though. We are all starting our "training" for yosemite. We are up to 4 trips up the hill now. I miss you so much. I'll keep in touch with you.
Love, Jessica
Jessica Tronnes <PunkyGCgurl03@aol.com>
Fairfield, CA - Monday, November 17, 2003 4:07 PM CST

Hi whats ^. Are you doing good we are on are 4 time climing the hill.it was hard.I hope you gite batte. We all miss you and how we wount you back.toch to you latter Love Linzee
Linzee Faulkner <chesneygirl55gd@aol.com>
Fairfield, C.A. USA - Monday, November 17, 2003 4:04 PM CST

Hello Mrs. Kerner! School isn't the same without you. Mr. Pierson doesn't even come close to being as great of as a teacher as you. I hope your sergery is very successful (I'm sure it will be). I really hope that everything that you've taught me will stay in my head. Well have a great day!
Your best student
P.S.- I hope my Grammer is right...LOL. I loved your jokes
KC Moody <Garyb@fsusd.k12.ca.us>
Fairfield, CA USA - Monday, November 17, 2003 4:04 PM CST

Hi again!
You don't look that bad in your picture. I was just thinking though... I never saw your eyes bleed. :) Hope you feel better!
Ashlyn <Aawaterdog@aol.com>
Suisun, CA USA - Monday, November 17, 2003 4:02 PM CST

Dear Melinda,

Hello sleepy-head! It's Kristin Kay...the gal who ran the Anchorage Marathon for Team In Training in your honor!

It's been a while, but I really wanted to send you my love, strength and all the energy you need to continue to get better.

I love your entries - they are so honest! Sounds like how I describe running the marathon. hahahahahaha...the mucous one is great. (Although, I know it's not great to go through it, you have to have a sense of humor...I know that for sure!)

I wish I could do more for you during this time. Please know that I think of you often and have constantly asked Brian how you are doing. You have this incredible attitude and I truly believe in you and your successful recovery. Hang in there, Sister! I'm running right along side you and supporting you all the way!

I'll write soon! :D

(As my dad would always say to me: "Keep a stiff upper!" and "No where in the Bible does it say, "And it came to stay, or This too shall stay.")

Lots of Love and Support -

Kristin Kay Smith
Kristin Kay Smith <kristin.smith@lyonhomes.com>
Sacramento, CA USA - Monday, November 17, 2003 3:08 PM CST

Dear Melinda,

Between your humor and words of wisdom and all the prayers and healing vibes being sent your way, you should come thru this just fine. I just want you to know another CMLer is thinking of you and praying for your quick recovery.

Hugs,
Dorothy Emery
Dorothy Emery <doemery@charter.net>
Denver, NC - Monday, November 17, 2003 2:17 PM CST

Mendy,
You are doing awesome... I love going to your web page each day to see the latest. Thanks for taking the effort to keep us up to date. It helps us feel a little closer since we can't see you in person each day... Hayden & Kelsey are doing great, they are strong like their mom and dad. Kelsey is getting to go camping with us over Thanksgiving. We are camping in Columbia --- What are the odds??? Anyway, she will get to see Denise & Suzanne on her birthday, so she is very excited. We also, typical of our camping trips, have lots and lots of kids going, so it should be a blast. Kelsey and I have planned her birthday party for her friends. We are having a sleepover and are doing a craft to make journals, playing games, doing facials and manicures. We can't wait, it will be soooo muuuch fuuunn. Brian is taking Hayden and Taylor out for some boy fun... Wish you could be here... You concentrate on getting well. Brian & I miss you and love you. The kids say hi! and we are all remembering you in our prayers. Big hugs and kisses!!!

Brian, Tammy, Shelby & Taylor
Brian & Tammy Evans <TANNEEVANS@AOL.COM>
Fairfield, CA USA - Monday, November 17, 2003 12:47 AM CST

Hi Mendall,
Thanx for making us laugh!!!
Rhonda says hi, were thinking of you and love you always.

Randy, Rhonda, Jacob, Anna, Shadow and Bella <rainman288@sbcglobal.net>
FF, CA - Monday, November 17, 2003 12:09 AM CST

Melinda,
As a fellow BMT'er, I can appreciate the humor in your posts. It will take you far, trust me!

Losing your hair just poses one less problem....hairstyles! Oh, and shampoo and conditioner and gel and mouse! Think of all of the money you will save!

Hope your day goes well.

The CML list is all praying for you!
Geri Sehnert <jimgeri@eznet.net>
Rochester, NY USA - Monday, November 17, 2003 9:17 AM CST

Dear Melinda,
I love the bright site and the turtles! I hope you can get a bucket of magic mouthwash to help with the mucous and another to spit into, you could get better than those ball players.
You are such an inspiration, all through your journey and now on this challenging path.
Healing thought and prayers to you.
Love and Light,
Christine
Christine <saomiguel@hfx.eastlink.ca>
Halifax, NS Canada - Monday, November 17, 2003 8:28 AM CST

Dear Melinda
Your are so brave and so funny and so sweet and I so wish you a gentle ride and a quick and happy arrival to health and ease.
love
Ssuan Dale
Susan Dale <susan.dale@linguissimo.com>
Strasbourg, France - Monday, November 17, 2003 8:08 AM CST

Hi Melinda!
Another note from another member of the CML group. I don't know you but am very inspired and in awe by your incredible attitude, personality and sense of humor. I noticed that you are a teacher - not surprising, your journal has already taught me a lot. Hang in there and keep up the great work!
Erin Loeher <eloeher@yahoo.com>
Royal Oak, MI USA - Sunday, November 16, 2003 9:08 PM CST

Mouse,
I winced when I read today's entry in your journal. You are, without question, the bravest person I've ever known....
I taught the kids while they were growing up that "only character survives", and today you've brought that lesson home. You might not be a pretty sight to yourself, but to us you are and always will be beautiful! Your physical beauty (along with your hair :-)) will return as you heal, so just sleep and rest as much as possible! We are going to win this race, little turtle, by taking it one day at a time, as down and dirty as it gets! Nothing has happened thus far that we didn't expect, right? (Except I think you were supposed to be too weak and sick to read or even watch television at this point?!?!) You are amazing and will continue to be....XOXO
Sandee
Sandra Visintin <Visintin@comcast.net>
Discovery Bay, CA - Sunday, November 16, 2003 8:35 PM CST

Dear Melinda, I sincerely hope your transplant goes smoothly without too many problems. Your attitude will certainly see you through all of this. What an inspiration. Sounds like you have an absolutely fantastic sense of humor. We can all take a lesson from you.. Take care, you are in my thoughts and prayers.
Hugs, Judy
Judy Prusky <lukie2002@shaw.ca>
Calgary, Alberta Canada - Sunday, November 16, 2003 8:25 PM CST

Melinda! Hi there. You are a beautiful soul! A gal with A-T-T-I-T-U-D-E! Love it! And we all love you! You remain in our thoughts and prayers. Sending love and hugs - Barb
Barbara Heathcote <bheath@nc.rr.com>
Raleigh, NC - Sunday, November 16, 2003 8:14 PM CST

Hi Melinda, I just wanted to let you know that I am thinking for you and saying a few prayers for you too. You've got a great attitude!

Anita Rowland ( cml list) <arowland29@hotmail.com>
Orangeville, Ontario Canada - Sunday, November 16, 2003 7:22 PM CST

Hi Mendy, I can tell by your mail that you haven't lost your sense of humor nor your hair (by the look of your picture) just keep hangin in there, you have that brave soul of determination. Well it's Sunday and it's cloudy out but Gary and I love this type of weather, it officially winter-feeling anyway but with occasional backslides of fall still rearing it's head. Our son-in-law and our grandson just came over and it's always fun to see them. The afterschool (EAS) program is sssslllloooowwwwllllyyy getting started. We started with 4 students and has increased by 2 more and maybe more coming, a projected possibility of 12 (wow) and my daughter katie is also working with me, she's a great help. I'm trying to compete with you on medication by the way, I'm on Lipitor and someother sort of medicine coming in December (yum) for another conditions. But I still haven't out numbered Gary yet and probably not you, you are the champ of course, undisputed naturally I bet. We are looking forward to our daughter Jenny and her boyfriend coming down to Fairfield on Friday from college, they'll be here for about a week. Well talk to you soon. Thinking of you lots and sending you much love, Caroline B

Caroline Baziuk <Cbaziuk@aol.com>
Fairfield, Ca Solano - Sunday, November 16, 2003 6:41 PM CST

Mendy
Forever the teacher, you even make me-yew-cus should educational. Don't worry we will protect Katelyn from the more descriptive side of your accounts. She even felt faint the other day reading, "Through the Tunnel." Just remember as you continue your journey everyone at Suisun Valley is praying for you and counting the days until your return (9PK). Sorry the eighth graders missed Friday's e-mail, but they will be on-line Monday doing Yosemite research and I am sure a number of them will sneak into your site to e-mail you. Until tomorrow all of our prayers are with you.
Gary Baziuk <gbaziuk@aol.com>
Fairfield, Ca USA - Sunday, November 16, 2003 6:16 PM CST

Hi Mendy,
Just thought I'd check in on you this fine Sunday afternoon to let you know you're on my mind. Sorry about the "me-yew-cus" and hope you can be given something to mobilize it. I'm just so impressed by your ability to maintain your sense of humor at this time! Thought I'd send you a little humor (with emphasis on "little!") myself. "Two eskimos sitting in a kayak were chilly, but when they lit a fire in the craft it sank - proving once and for all you can't have your kayak and heat it too!" Caring thoughts, Janet Mingo
Janet Mingo <jtmingo@goldrush.com>
Jamestown, CA United States - Sunday, November 16, 2003 5:45 PM CST

Dear Melinda, Hairless, mew-cus-ee with low platelets? Doesn't matter. You are always a beautiful soul to me. Hang in there!
Kristin Lieberman <kisocean@earthlink.net>
San Marino, CA - Sunday, November 16, 2003 2:30 PM CST

Dear Mendy:

Thank you for filling us in on your situation. We are all there for you. Keep up your good spirits. love Mary Jean
Mary Jean Hodor <mjhodor@aol.com>
San Antonio, Tx USA - Sunday, November 16, 2003 2:28 PM CST

Greetings Mendy,
I was going to ask you how you feel about (lime) green & then go on to tell you that Suzanne can do some "interesting" things when visiting your home & looking after your kids (I know her fairly well) & that green is a favourite colour of hers. Having read your comment about "me yew cus" I'll withhold the green comments, oops maybe it's too late!
Hope I am not being too forward (by trying to inject some humor) since I don't even know you. I am just amazed when I read your journal & see that your humor shines through despite your obvious challenges. I don't know you, but I know that you are amazing!! Hang on to your courage & sense of humor!!! I am sending positive vibs (hopefully they won't be confiscated at the border) & many of them!!!! Susan Gifford
Susan Gifford <susang@shaw.ca>
Pitt Meadows, BC Canada - Sunday, November 16, 2003 1:31 PM CST

Good Morning Teacher......now we have had our lesson about mucus and platelets! I hope they have some of that 'magic mouthwash' stuff for you....others have said it really helps. Keep remembering that all this 'down and dirty' is what is killing forever those nasty leukemia cells. You are such a trooper....and it is always better with some levity.
I was surprised to see your photo with the short hair cut....really cute. Bald will be cute also, with your big smile and a baseball cap or some bright head dressing....got to keep the old bean warm this time of year. One day at a time you will get through this tough stuff Mendy........prayers and healing wishes from Maui Nanc
Nancy Cogan <ncogan@darkwing.uoregon.edu >
- Sunday, November 16, 2003 1:23 PM CST

We are all thinking of you in the CML group
Rob
CML Group, - Sunday, November 16, 2003 11:57 AM CST

Dear Melinda,

Wishing you an easy time on this journey.
Your Zero Club membership (lifetime) remains intact. It's number 224.

With love and affection,

Zavie

Zavie Miller <zmiller@sympatico.ca>
Ottawa, Canada - Sunday, November 16, 2003 11:43 AM CST

Dear Melinda,
You are in my thoughts and prayers as you begin this new journey. God Bless!
Angela - CML Listmate <johnang@patmedia.net>
Somerset, NJ - Sunday, November 16, 2003 11:24 AM CST

Mendy,
You can count of daily prayers and thoughts for your steady and constant recovery. You look great! Keep up the good work and let the sleep come as it may.
Julie Baumann <jbaumann11@yahoo.com>
Elmira, NY USA - Sunday, November 16, 2003 11:19 AM CST

Dear Mendy: I had no idea you had started all of this but now that I do, I'll check in often!! You are, as always, in my thoughts, prayers and heart. I'm so glad to see your spirits are way up there. Keep it up, friend, and when you get down, remember there are so many of us pulling for you and thinking of you. Love and hugs to you and your family!
Suzanne Dreger <s.skjrdr@verizon.net>
Falls Church , VA USA - Sunday, November 16, 2003 10:09 AM CST

dear melinda
i like many many others are folowing your jurney to full recovery with all my fingers crossed and i know deep in my heart that you will be fine.
take care
shalom
giora
sharf giora <giora1@inter.net.il>
natanya, israel - Sunday, November 16, 2003 9:21 AM CST

Hi Mendy - U r looking so good Mendy - I know what u r going through as we saw my bro - in law go through all this last year in sept - he is doing great now and back to normal life - soon u will be - so think positive and be strong willed and am sure this passing phase would pass off quickly - hope to keep hearing from u - cheer up and cheers - Kathy
Kathy
Mumbai, Maharashtra India - Sunday, November 16, 2003 8:41 AM CST

Hey Girl!
Deb & I went to see Stuart Little last night...your son was adorable in it!!! We saw Kelsey there...what a wonderfully strong young lady she is. Our thoughts and prayers are with you everyday.
Luv,
~Dar & Deb~
xoxoxoxoxoxoxox
P.S. I was on a morphine drip last year (not the whole year...just when I was in the hospital...hahaha)....imagine ME on morphine....all of my friends and family have some REALLY good stories I am sure they would love to share with you!!!
Dar & Deb <dar31@aol.com>
Fairfield, CA 94534 - Sunday, November 16, 2003 8:30 AM CST

Our prayers are with you.
Dane Tessler <dane714@comcast.net>
Colleyville, TX - Sunday, November 16, 2003 8:29 AM CST

Hi, Melinda:

Here's to a speedy recovery.

Keep your chin up and never lose that great sense of humor. As the Readers Digest says: "Laughter is the best medicine." (Not that I actually READ Readers Digest. LOL)

Warmest Regards,
Carl Davies
Slatington, PA, USA (90 miles west of New York City)
Carl Davies <ctdavies2003@yahoo.com>
Slatington, PA USA - Sunday, November 16, 2003 8:14 AM CST

Hi! It looks like your sense of humor will carry you through this like a pro. Let me know if you have any good knock-knock jokes I can use on my 5-year-old nephew!! Take care!

jennifer g. <jennifer@cmlsupport.com>
www.cmlsupport.com, - Sunday, November 16, 2003 7:43 AM CST

Hi Mendy, I did a little work on your house with your brother R.L. You are such a bright bulb in a dimly lit world! Beat this thing, and keep the light burning. We all need to be shown the way...
Scott Winter <wilscott1@earthlink.net>
Elverta, Ca. Sacramento - Sunday, November 16, 2003 7:14 AM CST

Hey Melinda! Just checking in on you! Guess TPN is now your best friend when it comes to eating. Jason always said it was his "lobster" or "filet mingon"...:) I rallied up the troops for ya ( I see some of them have posted). There are more sending you up prayers!! Morphine is good, but be very careful, as your hubby may have lots of stories to hold against you later on!! hehehe
Hope you are keeping your spirits up-- you sound great!
sending you lots of love this week!!
Rebecca McEntire
Lodi, CA USA - Sunday, November 16, 2003 0:26 AM CST

Dear Melinda,

Wishing you all the best with your new cells. May they engraft fast and kill all those residual phillies. I loved your "turtle" design on the page and I am sure your former fellow-turtles will be honored :-) You MUST be willing to shed your turtle skin. There was Turtle King and Desert Tortoise and some others, here's hoping they all shed their turtle hide very soon.

I hope your nausea gets better and you are able to eat. Do try to eat a bit, you must keep your strength up.

I love your sense of humor, dear Melinda, and look forward to all your entries with their words of wisdom. You are special.

Love,
Anjana
Anjana <anjana@pacific.net.sg>
Singapore, - Saturday, November 15, 2003 9:31 PM CST

Mendy Kerner - 3 days old,
We had the most beautiful rainbow I've ever seen this morning when the rain let up, and it immediately made me think of you of course! Hope that you are sleeping like a newborn, as much as possible, so that all those new cells have the best chance of grafting and setting up housekeeping! I know that time seems to drag when you're in the hospital, but does it feel like you've been there seven days already!?!? It feels so much shorter to me.... We are all still here, sending loving and healing thoughts, and looking forward to hearing about your further progress! XOXO
Sandee
Sandra Visintin <Visintin@comcast.net>
Discovery Bay, CA - Saturday, November 15, 2003 9:29 PM CST

You are in my prayers and I am sending good thoughts and strength to you and your family.
Claudia Bru (Emily's mom) <ckbru@sbcglobal.net>
Fairfield, CA USA - Saturday, November 15, 2003 6:47 PM CST

Mendy, I'll be out of town and unable to write for the next week, but don't think for a minute I've forgotten you. I will miss reading your progress reports and all the notes you are receiving from your loving friends and family every day. I usually only check and write my e-mail once or twice a week, but you have given me reason to check it every day! I'll be thinking about you every day and will write when I get back. Love, Tina
Tina Roberts <chasntina2@cs.com>
Fairifield, CA USA - Saturday, November 15, 2003 6:12 PM CST

Mendy - It's Sat. a.m. and we are just about to leave the house and go to Fairfield where we will be subbing for Sumo/Mory while they take a break for their anniversary. Taking Hayden to his play (evening performance) and then the 4 of us will - oh, who knows - probably something we shouldn't do. Like have hot fudge sundaes for dinner and rearrange the furniture. Relax and don't worry, the ants are in charge for a few days. How much damage can we do? Thinking of you. S&D
Suzanne Praisler <suzpra@sonnet.com>
Columbia, Ca. USA - Saturday, November 15, 2003 12:15 AM CST

G'day Mendy,
I know how you feel on that Morphine. I kept trying to grab my nurse's watch off her wrist because it was ever sooooo ppppprrrreeeetttt ttttyyyy! Woooo Whooo! It will help you rest though. Loved to see your photos too! Hey, we have the same hair cut now. You look so cute! Hang in there. Industrial strength love and prayers to you. oxoxoxo Lindalee
Linda Whalen <llwhalen55@aol.com>
Pleasant Hill, CA USA - Saturday, November 15, 2003 10:57 AM CST

Dearest Mendy,
I'm so very sorry you are having to go through such a difficult time. You are truly an amazing person with strength and great character which is going to pull you through! Thank you for keeping everyone updated on your progress, you are in my thoughts and prayers everyday. Your sense of humor and positive outlook shine through your writings and inspire. I am honored to know you and admire your courage. I look forward to the day when we can get together and have sushi again!
Sending Florida Hugs, Kris
Kristen Judah <krjudah@msn.com>
Ft. Myers, FL - Saturday, November 15, 2003 8:43 AM CST

Hi Mendy, I'm another person you don't know! I'm a friend of Suzanne and Denise and have been hearing about your transplant. I just wanted to send you a note to let you know that you will be in my thoughts. I've also enjoyed browsing your website - such a great idea! Best Wishes
Janet Mingo <jtmingo@goldrush.com>
Jamestown, CA United States - Saturday, November 15, 2003 3:07 AM CST

Mendy,
I'd kick back and opt for loving the morphine, if I were you. After all, did you know that while on morphine, in a hospital recuperating from his POW wounds, Walt Disney spent hours fantasizing about the little black mouse he'd named Mickey who had been his only cell mate? And that's how it all started! Therefore, some day in the future, a million kids could conceivably be having "the time of their lives" in a new theme park based on a blond kangaroo. Think about it....and rest! Hope you have a good night. XOXO
Sandee

Sandra Visintin <Visintin@comcast.net>
Discovery Bay, CA - Saturday, November 15, 2003 0:00 AM CST

Hiiiiiiiiiiiii Mennnnnndy, isssss your brainnnnnn workingggggggg in slowww mooootion?????
You are pretty darn funny for a sicky! The wonder of morphine. Days lying in bed do seem very long. My suggestion is things to listen to, where you don't even have to focus your eyes.....like talking books or just some
great music. Or some old favorite movies. Don't expect much of yourself.....your job is to rest and let your body heal.

It is clear from the sweet notes of your students that you are dearly loved at school. It takes a special kind of person to work or teach in a middle school!! I can imagine you are used to high activity.....high energy.....and being a ring leader. Now, imagine you won an all expense paid vacation of leisure....that you are basking in the sun on a warm beach (you did say you have a tan right?) ......with nothing that you have to do, that all your whims will be catered to. Did you really order jello for dinner? I guess my point (my physical therapy advice) is that this is the perfect time to practice "relaxation"......visualize those new cells traveling around and looking for the perfect spot to set up a new home. Remember, each day.....even the boring or not so great ones, only has 24 hours in it. I hope you are feeling better tomorrow and each day brings more improvement.
love and healing wishes, Maui Nanc
Nancy Cogan <ncogan@darkwing.uoregon.edu >
- Friday, November 14, 2003 9:02 PM CST

Melinda,
It is "O" so positively your Birthday. Sorry you had that bad reaction. I hope things go better now. God Bless YOU.
Cheryl Smith <cheryllynns@hotmail.com>
Sewell, NJ USA - Friday, November 14, 2003 8:37 PM CST

Hi Mendy!!!

Apparently, I'm not that computer savvy because I thought you clicked on your email address to send a message, not the guest book. Now I understand why my mom said she didn't see my posting! Oops Ironic how the parents are instructing the child in computer usage... :-)

In honor of your new blood cells, I have a "cell" related joke. My dad told me it the other day, and I thought it'd bring some laughter your way...

Why did the blonde have only two brain cells?...

...because she was pregnant.

Haha (I apologize in advance for any awkward explaining that has to be done to children who read this!)

You are in my daily thoughts and prayers, and like my mom wrote " If you at any time feel any strange sensations, know that it is probably only one of the many kisses that we are blowing to you, from all over the state, reaching its mark! We love you very!"

Many many many hugs!

Faren <faren.visintin@pepperdine.edu>
Malibu, CA 90265 - Friday, November 14, 2003 7:03 PM CST

Mendy,
Okay, when we started this whole thing, we knew that every mountain means at least two valleys, but your bout with "rigors" had to have been scary! (Also probably as "tiring" as my being washed up on the beach.) :-) It is a great comfort to know that you are in such capable hands, though, and that your progression is back on track! As always, sending love and hugs. (Hope to be able to see you Wednesday! No rigors!)
Sandee
Sandra Visintin <Visintin@comcast.net>
Discovery Bay, CA - Friday, November 14, 2003 4:51 PM CST

Hi Mendy! It's great to be able to hear from you. Charlie and I are often updated through Mory, but reading your journal makes it so much more personal. You're an inspiration, and I hope you've got enough jokes to keep us all entertained for this very long haul. Charlie, Alex and I send our love and hope to have you singing the Marseillaise this summer! Talk to you again soon. Christine
Christine Segalas <csegalas@aol.com>
Orinda, CA USA - Friday, November 14, 2003 4:46 PM CST

Hello Mendy,
You don't know me, but I know of you. I am Suzanne Praisler's sister-in law. She has kept me posted as you waited for your transplant. I've read some of your journal entries, & admire your courage & your sense of humor! I just wanted you to know I am rooting for you too! Susan
Susan Gifford <susang@shaw.ca>
Pitt Meadows, BC Canada - Friday, November 14, 2003 3:38 PM CST

Happy Birthday, Melinda! Now we're both Scorpios...the sign of the scorpion, the eagle and the phoenix. Take care, think strong thoughts. I send my love and prayers to you daily!
Kristin Lieberman <kisocean@earthlink.net>
San Marino, CA - Friday, November 14, 2003 1:41 PM CST

Dear Mrs. Kerner,
I liked your Mary Poppins joke. Mr. Bazuik read it out loud, and the whole class laughed. Although we miss you terribly, we are doing fine with MR. Pierson. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

P.S. what do you call a girl washed up on the beach?

SANDY!
Huzel, Kico <HUZEL@ earthlink.NET>
Fairfield, CA USA - Friday, November 14, 2003 1:06 PM CST

Dear Mrs. Kerner
We just finished taking a test. It was so easy. It took me forever to get on the website. The jokes you put on the site are great so far I've read all of them. I haven't gotten a chance to look at them today but I will.Hope all is well and you're feeling better. You're in are thoughts and prayers.

P.S. We haven't gotten to see pictures, but are very anxious to see them.
John Dodini <baseballfreak68@msn.com>
Fairfield , Ca USA - Friday, November 14, 2003 1:02 PM CST

Hello Mrs. Kerner
we are all mising you greatly. It just isn't the same with without you. I've got a saying for you its not wize just funny:before you critize someone you should walk a mile in their shoes, that way when you critize them you are a mile away and you have their shoes. we are all mising you and praying for your safe return so come back as soon as you can because we all need you.
Hannah Anderson <realitybites@mail.ru>
Fairfield, CA USA - Friday, November 14, 2003 12:56 AM CST

Mendy - That Mary Poppins joke deserves a rejoinder. A frog walks into a bank and goes up to a teller. He sees by her nametag that her name is Patricia Whack. "Miss Whack, I would like a $30,000 loan to take a holiday", he says. She looks at him in disbelief and asks his name. He says, "My name is Kermit Jagger. My father is Mick Jagger, and I know the loan will be no problem because I know the bank manager." Patricia explains that he will need collateral for a loan and he pulls from his pocket a tiny porcelain elephant, 1" tall and bright pink. Very confused now, Patricia goes to consult with the bank manager. She says, "There's a frog out there who claims to know you. His name is Kermit Jagger and he wants to use this (shows the tiny elephant) as collateral for a loan of $30,000. What the heck is this thing?"

Are you ready?

The manager says, "It's a knickknack, Patty Whack. Give the frog a loan. His old man is a Rolling Stone."

I'll bet you're humming.

But seriously, folks. Congrats on your new birthday. I guess this means more gifts, twice a year. Very cagey. Are you now a Scorpio AND an Aquarius? Unbeatable combination. Denise has been talking to Ken every day and he has been very funny so I take that as a good sign that all is going according to plan. We are both thinking of you constantly and sending healing vibes your way. Hugs, Suzanne and Denise
Suzanne Praisler <suzpra@sonnet.com>
Columbia, Ca. USA - Friday, November 14, 2003 10:03 AM CST

HI MENDALL, WE ARE PRAYING FOR YOU AND KNOW YOU'LL BE FINE. I'M VERY PROUD OF YOUR STRENGTH. LOVE YOU VERRRRRY MUCH. HEY NOW WE'LL BOTH HAVE A MUSTACHE. HAPPY B-DAY
Randy Evans <Rainman@sbcglobal.net>
FF, CA - Friday, November 14, 2003 8:18 AM CST

Hi Mendy, You've had a rough past two days. It was great to hear from you today. I really enjoyed the pictures. The dinner menu sounded great, but tell the chef he needs to work on his presentation. Keep up the faith. Keep up the humor. You have such a strong spirit. TINA
Tina Roberts <chasntina2@cs.com>
Fairfield, CA USA - Thursday, November 13, 2003 11:03 PM CST

I am thinking about you everyday & sending good KARMA your way! I miss you A LOT!!! The passenger seat in my cute red convertible is all ready for you!!!
Luv,
~Dar~
xoxoxoxoxox
Darlene White <dar31@aol.com>
Fairfield, CA USA - Thursday, November 13, 2003 7:04 PM CST

mendy mouse,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY! now i thought it was the duty of friends and family to make YOU laugh and smile but your witticisms and stories have been nothing short of making ME laugh and smile. i just don't know how i am to compete! my thoughts, prayers, and smiles are with you.
sending hugs and love,
Brenna
Brenna Visintin <visintin@ucla.edu>
Los Angeles, CA USA - Thursday, November 13, 2003 3:16 PM CST

Melinda - Happy Birthday! To think you are not feeling well and have wit to share that adorable Mary Poppin's joke with us (Mary Poppins by the way, was the first movie I ever saw in a movie theater. I still watch it as of it is truly a special story . . . and I love to check out how snazzy Dick VanDyke looks in the carousel dancing scene; I am really giving away my age now!) Just checking in to let you know I am thinking of you and keeping you in my prayers. Sending hugs and several "spoonfuls of sugar" to "help the medicine go down" with a few supercauliflowercheeses thrown in for good measure! Love, Barb
Barbara Heathcote <bheath@nc.rr.com>
Raleigh, - Thursday, November 13, 2003 3:11 PM CST

Mendy,
Happy Birthday!!! The students are very excited about the e-mail, I'll let a few each day share their words of wisdom. One thing they are right about, school just isn't the same without you. We continue to miss you greatly, and look forward to your return. Nothing exciting to report, except the bomb and gunshot scares, but hey we work out in the country. Take care little teaching buddy. Until next time, our prayers are with you.
Gary Baziuk <Gbaziuk@aol.com>
Fairfield, Ca USA - Thursday, November 13, 2003 2:58 PM CST

Hello my friend :)
Well...I echo what everyone else is saying....you're forever in our hearts, always on our minds and CONTINUALLY lifted up in our prayers. Psalm 121:2-3... My help comes from the Lord, who made heaven and earth. He will not allow your foot to be moved; He who keeps you will not slumber. So....since God's always awake and watching over you, you can just sleep, sleep, sleep :) Here's a big cyber hug ((((((Mendy)))))) Love ya!
Barbara Kendall and family <bbkendall@earthlink.net>
Fairfield, CA USA - Thursday, November 13, 2003 2:55 PM CST

hilo there mrs. kerner its lauralee i would write u every day but we r only allowed to e mail u from school well i hope every thing wll come out great for u. heres something funny in my group singing lessons we r singing a song where we have 2 meow like cats . the song is called duetto buffo di due gatti which means funny duet for 2 cats(in english translation of course)well we have 2 perform it at the festival of trees and we have 2 wear cat ears hee hee :^ i miss u so much and cannot wait 2 se my siblings in ur classes in years 2 come. heres a stupid joke i mde up when i was 6 Q: what did the piglet use when he got a sore? A:OINK-ment!!!!! oh and have u checked out neopets lately it is so fun and almost everyone in our class is on it well i hope u can come on neopets.com

LOVE, ur student and faithful sister in christ lauralee

ps when u get back my mom will make fudge 4 u......(doesn't that make ur mouth water?)
Lauralee poe <SingerGirl138@hotmail.com>
fairfeild, ca united states - Thursday, November 13, 2003 2:24 PM CST

Hey there,
How's it going, i love your webpage, it's really cool. I especially love those turtles on the side. I really miss you, class isn't the same without ya. Grammer just isn't grammer without the lovable, hugable you. So Get Well Soon!! Love You.
Jocelynn Only <Sweetcandy702@att.net>
Fairfield , CA USA - Thursday, November 13, 2003 2:24 PM CST

Hey there!
Class isn't the same without you. Gammar all seems to be a little more boringer. (that's not a word!) Tyler just seems to grow and grow without an end... :( Brian has gotten louder than ever without your superior threatening. When will it all end? Get well soon!
Ashlyn <aawaterdog@aol.com>
Suisun, CA USA - Thursday, November 13, 2003 2:23 PM CST

Mrs.Kerner
I hope you are doing well. Everything is going great Mr Pierson is a good teacher. We all miss you. It is 8P.K.

SAM
Sam Hedrick <Gary@fsusd.K12.ca.us>
Faifield, CA USA - Thursday, November 13, 2003 2:05 PM CST

Mistres Kerner
I really think that you should watch Matrix 1 and 2. And All other movies that will take too long to list. MISS YA BABAY!! (if it is okay could you list the movies you have watched)

BIG J JULIAN OOOOOOHHHHHHH YYYYYYYYAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!
Julian Herbert <GaryB@fsusdk12.ca.us>
Fairfield, ca USA - Thursday, November 13, 2003 2:04 PM CST

I will love to see you next year
michael hardin <Garyb@fsusdk12.ca.us>
fairfield, ca solano - Thursday, November 13, 2003 2:04 PM CST

Morning Mendy,
I love the 7th grade humor!
The word is "rigors".....when I had my septic blood infection, I tried to explain to the nurse how I felt and she said...."oh, rigors". I know what you mean.
Now you have a new 2nd birthday. Your first birthday, same as mine, brought you (with a little help from Gleevec) to this point in time.....a wonderful, strong, terrific woman.
Now a second birthday also to celebrate.....can't imagine what Mendy we will see in the years ahead. A bit weird to be a woman with "boy genes????" Keep on truckin' girlfriend. love, Maui Nanc
Nancy Cogan <ncogan@darkwing.uoregon.edu >
Eugene, Oregon - Thursday, November 13, 2003 1:37 PM CST

Mendy, So glad to read your entry for today. You sound so strong and ready to face the world. All of our friends up here have called asking about you and many have found your site. We love you and miss you. Your sisters, Denise & Suzanne
Denise Kerner <suzpra@sonnet.com>
Columbia, Ca U.S.A. - Thursday, November 13, 2003 1:34 PM CST

Mendy,
You are truly amazing! Your journal entry has made my day! Now I'm off to see the dentist and a cleaning. Will be thinking of you all day and smiling! Love, hugs & kisses to you....
Sandee
Sandra Visintin <Visintin@comcast.net>
Discovery Bay, CA - Thursday, November 13, 2003 1:01 PM CST

Hello Melinda,
Just wanted to let you know that I think about you quite often. I also wanted to let you know that for the past two weeks I have asked my church congregation to keep you in their prayers. I have even let my mother know. She would like to send you a card. Finally, I sang a song at church and dedicated to you. It's called "He's Able". I will email the words to you.
Please know that you are missed terribly by everyone. Stay strong and keep that mustache trimmed.

Tim Mack
Tim Mack <timothymack@sbcglobal.net>
Fairfield, Ca USA - Thursday, November 13, 2003 12:38 AM CST

You are in our thoughts and prayers for a speedy recovery. We are members of Tammy and Brian's small group at PCC.
Lou & Eileen Provenzano <pde@sbcglobal.net>
- Thursday, November 13, 2003 10:19 AM CST

Hi Mendy, Like others in your guestbook have said it sure is nice to hear from you, you are so brave and an inspiration to me (especially when I start to feel sorry for myself). I know God will take care of you & I pray he will lay his healing hands on you. See you soon and don't forget I am buying lunch (I love my dishes).
Mary Jacobson <realestatelady@jcis.net>
Vacaville, CA Solano - Wednesday, November 12, 2003 10:52 PM CST

Mendy, I was so glad to see this webpage, I have been thinking of you & praying for you each & everyday. Please know that WillyP & Betty Won't are holding you, Ken & the kids in our heart's.
Dina Moore & Bill Poyser <mooredina@aol.com>
Green Valley, CA - Wednesday, November 12, 2003 9:35 PM CST

HI Mendy, What a great website. I know we all feel much better being able to "talk" to you whenever we want! You are in my thoughts and prayers every day; I'm sending healing thoughts your way. Kelsey is doing great in her piano lessons and has some new pieces that she is excited about learning. It's nice having a little bit of YOU in my house every week! Love, TINA
Tina Roberts <chasntina2@cs.com>
Fairfield, CA USA - Wednesday, November 12, 2003 9:29 PM CST

We are thinking about you and your family daily. Our thoughts and love are with you. Much love, The Andrews
Karen and George Andrews <karen_andrews@email.com>
Columbia, Ca USA - Wednesday, November 12, 2003 8:49 PM CST

To my "new cousin-by marriage" Mendy. Happy Day to your new healthy self! We know everything will go well as you are receiving the very best industrial strength prayers and golden thoughts from your many friends and family who love and admire you so much. We look forward to the next update in your progress. Really big hugs. Lindalee oxoxoxxo
Linda Whalen <llwhalen55@aol.com>
Pleasant Hill, CA USA - Wednesday, November 12, 2003 7:40 PM CST

Dear Melinda,
We are praying for you, and holding good thoughts as you go on this journey. Our prayers are also with everyone in your family. We've been there, done that. So if we can be of any help to you and your family in any way, (housing, transportation, ANYTHING), don't hesitate to let us or Rebecca know. We are minutes from Stanford. Love, Rebecca's parents, Don and Carolyn Partney
Carolyn Partney <carolpartney@yahoo.com>
Pittsburg, CA USA - Wednesday, November 12, 2003 7:11 PM CST

Melinda - I think a big birthday cake and candles are in order!!!! Happy NEW birthday! I continue to keep you in my thoughts and prayers! Sending healing hugs, Love, Barb
Barbara Heathcote <bheath@nc.rr.com>
Raleigh, NC - Wednesday, November 12, 2003 6:27 PM CST

Mouse,
Happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you....(Good thing this message board has no sound!) Can't wait to have a huge party when you turn "one" next year! You have been in my thoughts all day. Hope you can feel the love that is being sent.
Sandee
Sandra Visintin <Visintin@comcast.net>
Discovery Bay, Ca - Wednesday, November 12, 2003 5:24 PM CST

Hi Mendy!! I work for "IHP" in San Francisco, and have worked with your brother, Brian, for YEARS (IHP finances homebuilders). I live in San Francisco right off 280, so please don't you or your family hesitate to call on me for ANYTHING!! -- Remember what Hilary Clinton said, "It takes a village!" I'm sending you love and healing! Freddie Camozzi 415/249-1601 or 415/564-7428 (h)
Fredrika Camozzi <fcamozzi@ihpinc.com>
San Francisco, CA USA - Wednesday, November 12, 2003 4:55 PM CST

Mendy,
At this very moment each of your seventh graders are learning how to use this site. They will be e-mailing you while at school and have promised not to overwhelm the site. So expect a few e-mails each day. They are all very excited about having two male teachers next school year. By the way, Franchesca is a new student in the room. She is from Los Angeles, but we won't hold this against her. She also makes Alanna look tall. Just remember our thoughts and prayers are with you. Have a great day!
Gary Baziuk <GBaziuk@aol.com>
Fairfield, Ca USA - Wednesday, November 12, 2003 2:57 PM CST

Happy Birthday! We are all thinking of you daily and our prayers are with you. We are now at 7PK (7 school days post Kerner) and miss you more each day that passes. The students will be excited to e-mail you soon.
Gary
Gary Baziuk <Gbaziuk@aol.com>
Fairfield, Ca Solano - Wednesday, November 12, 2003 2:10 PM CST

Mendy,
We are praying for you daily. I was so glad to hear things went well for you during the radiation and chemo. Thinking of you today during your transplant. Happy Birthday!!!

Tammy
Tammy Evans <tanneevans@aol.com>
- Wednesday, November 12, 2003 1:02 PM CST

Hi Mendy,
Thanks for honoring your cml turtle buddies with your home page. You will be shedding your turtle shell but I know you will always be a turtle at heart! We love you. Can't wait to hear about you getting your new cells.
Maui Nanc
Nancy Cogan <ncogan@darkwing.uoregon.edu>
- Wednesday, November 12, 2003 12:32 AM CST

Hello, Melinda!

I am Kristin Smith's brother. Just wanted to stop by and say HI! My prayers are with you and your family. Take care!
Gregory Smith <ggsmith@voyager.net>
Lansing, MI USA - Wednesday, November 12, 2003 12:19 AM CST

Good morning. My name is Alicia and I am a friend of Rebecca's. I know today is the big day. I will keep you in my prayers. I have been on Team in Training for years and Jason has been my honoree. I'd love to have you as my honoree as we run on December 7th!
Alicia Aragon <aliciaaragon@yahoo.com>
West Sacramento, CA USA - Wednesday, November 12, 2003 12:10 AM CST

Hello Melinda,
Hope you are having a good day. My prayers are with you.

Cheryl Smith <cheryllynns@hotmail.com>
Sewell, NJ USA - Wednesday, November 12, 2003 10:14 AM CST

Dear Melinda,

We are with you in heart, spirit and hope! You are in our prayers with deep wishes for a smooth journey. Your strength and humor will see you through this. You will usher in the holidays leukemia free!
Rob and Kelly <kharless@cox.net>
Solana Beach, CA USA - Wednesday, November 12, 2003 1:47 AM CST

Hi Mendy,

I am Rebecca McEntires sister. I am so proud of your strength and courage. Know that Jason is holding you in his arms always. We'll talk to you soon!
Sarah Partney <partn100@chapman.edu>
Orange, CA USA - Tuesday, November 11, 2003 11:23 PM CST

Mendy, you are brave nearly ex cml warrior.
Sending you good vibes for today your New Birthday.
Hugs and kisses, Tracey
Tracey van Houwelingen <houwling@xs4all.nl>
Leiderdorp, The Netherlands - Tuesday, November 11, 2003 10:43 PM CST

Hi Mendy - Here's sending you lots of love from Chicago. You'll be in my prayers daily and I'll be checking this site regularly. Looking forward to another dinner one day.
Gary Volpe <volpegary@aol.com>
Rolling Meadows, ILL USA - Tuesday, November 11, 2003 8:40 PM CST

Hi Mendy~
I just wanted to let you know that you are in my thoughts and prayers. I am a friend of Beccas and I am sure Jason is always watching over you. Take Care :-)
Serena
Serena <justadreamer76@hotmail.com>
Oaklnad, CA - Tuesday, November 11, 2003 2:58 PM CST

Hi Mendy,

I'm so happy you are doing so well with the preliminary proceedures leading up to your bone marrow transplant. I'm sure you will be completely healed. Your attitude throughout all of this has been masterful. Everyone is very proud of you.

God speed to a fast recovery.

Delree Todd
Delree Todd <kitchfo@earthlink.net>
Oxnard, CA USA - Tuesday, November 11, 2003 1:49 PM CST

Dear Mrs. Kerner,

You are in our prayers. Psalm 62:5 Find rest, O my soul, in God alone; my hope comes from him! Hang on to Jesus! With Love and prayers, Ronda & Richard Guffey
Ronda Guffey <Fiverzoo@aol.com>
Fairfield/Suisun Valley, ca 94534 - Tuesday, November 11, 2003 11:39 AM CST

Hi Mendy! Is this where I communicate with you? I sent an Email to your AOL address before you left for the hospital. You are in my thoughts and prayers. We have someone here at the Vallejo Police Dept. just starting his chemo at Stanford. His name is John Lammon if you should run into him. His treatment may be a little different than yours. He goes to Stanford for two rounds of Chemo and then goes home. On his third trip, he stays in the hospital for one month. So anyway, love you and Ken lots and lots. You are a strong lady. Lean on the Lord and you'll make it through. Love, Karen
Karen Wrigley <kwrigleyvpd@yahoo.com>
Fairfield, Ca USA - Tuesday, November 11, 2003 11:31 AM CST

Mendy,
I am in awe of the amount of caring and concern shown by the number of hits to this website each day! I am also confident that you are in the very of best hands, especially with Ken being there by your side. Wrap yourself up in all the love and prayers that are being sent and rest as much as you can today. Know that we will all be with you tomorrow!
XOXO Sandee
Sandra Visintin <Visintin@comcast.net>
Discovery Bay, CA - Tuesday, November 11, 2003 11:27 AM CST

Hi Mendy-
Moocho love and prayers from Texas.
Hang in there Girlfriend.
Thinking of you and yours,
Love
Sarah Elizabeth
Sarah Elizabeth Campbell <sayraliz@aol.com>
Austin, Tx usa - Tuesday, November 11, 2003 10:57 AM CST

Dear Melinda - sending love and good vibrations from Bethesda MD - your friend from Portland days. We just keep on truckin'.
Dan Brown
Dan Brown <brana5134@aol.com>
Bethesda, MD usa - Tuesday, November 11, 2003 8:50 AM CST

Hey Mendy,
Just wanted to let you know you're in my thoughts and prayers...
Love Bryan
Bryan Visintin <bvisintin@yahoo.com>
Discovery Bay, CA USA - Tuesday, November 11, 2003 1:07 AM CST

Mendy - Ken just told us tonight that this website exists. Who knew? What a great idea. As I scrolled thru the messages left so far I was struck by a couple of things: 1. you have so much love comin' atcha. Awesome. #2 you have been holding out on us. messages from all over the world - Israel, France, Singapore. When did you have time to grade homework or do laundry? Anyway, that size 6 thing is kinda tempting but I hate to puke. Just wanted to add our good wishes for a quick recovery. And then do you get to go visit these people in Singapore and France? Love to you, Suzanne and Denise
Suzanne Praisler <suzpra@sonnet.com>
Columbia, Ca. USA - Monday, November 10, 2003 9:04 PM CST

Mendy, just wanted to add my thoughts and prayers to all the others. I'm Rebecca McEntire's aunt, and know how how important the website was in keeping everyone up to date while Jason was in the hospital. We will be praying for you.
Phyllis Shafer <pshafer1@mindspring.com>
Eugene, OR - Monday, November 10, 2003 8:39 PM CST

We wanted to send you and your family our love and support as you go through this very difficult time. Please know that you will be in our thoughts and prayers. We will continue to follow your journey on your website. Lots of love.
Jim, Elise, Jim Jr, & Debbie Zanotti <errandz@sprintmail.com>
Redwood City, CA USA - Monday, November 10, 2003 7:07 PM CST

Mendy,
We all know that chemo sucks, but just remember that we can't have a rainbow without weathering the storm first. The more severe the storm, the more special the rainbow! I have always admired your great strength and perseverance. Try to focus on knowing that this phase will soon pass and another major hurdle will be behind us! Much love and many hugs....
Sandee
Sandra Visintin <Visintin@comcast.net>
Discovery Bay, CA - Monday, November 10, 2003 6:57 PM CST

Hey Mendy - Thank you so much for allowing us to share in your journal. As always - I see you have maintained your sense of humor. Good for you! I just sent a card to you and 1 to Mory & Sue today. I didn't see your e-mail until I got home from work. I'll do my best to keep up with your journal. You do your job there and we'll think good thoughts on our end. Best wishes to you.
XoXo Sue
Sue Grahame <Tomnsueg@iscweb.com>
Rohnert Park, CA USA - Monday, November 10, 2003 5:59 PM CST

I'm a friend of Rebecca McEntires and I wanted you to know that I will be thinking about you and will add you to my prayers. I will keep checking this web site to see how everything is going. Its hard to go back to the caringbridge site since Jason passed away but I know he would want everyone to support you like we did with him. So here I am. Take care of yourself...
Yvette Portello <heymissie@yahoo.com>
Concord, CA - Monday, November 10, 2003 5:29 PM CST

Hi there girlie,
Are you feeling good enough to help plan the 25th High School Reunion? This is quite a ploy to get out of work.
We are praying for you, as we have all along. My niece is doing well after her tranplant, though she won't be back to school for her senior year. It sucks, but she's getting stronger because of it. So are you.
Don't worry about things back here at the ranch. I'm holding down Fairfield and working on Suisun Valley. Who knows? Now that Measure L passed, you may have a casino in your backyard soon! Don't laugh. Or, go ahead and laugh. Whatever makes you feel better.
Anyway, you hang in there. We're with you all the way.

Love,

The Moys from Fairfield/Suisun Valley

PS How can we get hold of some of that chemo stuff to lose weight?
Ken, Cat and Zen Moy <Poohdo@aol.com>
Fairfield, CA USA - Monday, November 10, 2003 4:39 PM CST

I will keep you in my prayers as you progress on your journey. I also will submit your name to our church and to an email prayer chain of which I am a part. There are over 100 people on the prayer chain, I am certain you will feel the strength prayers can bring. You are courageous!!
Kathleen E. McCoy <kemccoy@yahoo.com>
Pacheco, CA Contra Costa - Monday, November 10, 2003 11:10 AM CST

Hi Mendy, this website is really a great idea. I really appreciate that you are doing this for all of us to make us feel better knowing you haven't lost your sense of humor or your strength and determination. When you said that you were a little turtle, I thought, yes you are and slow and steady wins the race. With or without your shell you are a very strong person. So my little turtledove, be well and know that you are in our thoughts and prayers. When you are a size 6 we may be envious but we will still love you.
Cathy Romaniello (aka Charboneau) <cathyromaniello@irs.gov>
Suisun , CA solano - Monday, November 10, 2003 10:56 AM CST

Hi Melinda
Here are my very best wishes wishes and prayers for you as you begin the next stage of your big adventure. I wish you the courage to fight and peace and health at the end of the day.
love from Susan Dale in France
Susan Dale <susan.dale@linguissimo.com>
Strasbourg, France - Monday, November 10, 2003 3:23 AM CST

dear melinda
as one of your old timer friends on the net i want to wish you an easy and event free bmt as posible. i will be thinking about you and i want to send you my healing prayes and thoughts all the way across from our holy land.
shalom and love
giora
iarael
giora sharf <giora1@inter.net.il>
natanya, israel - Monday, November 10, 2003 2:52 AM CST

Mendy, I was thinking about you today and was glad you sent me your webpage. You are an incredible lady. With your strength, attitude and the support of so many who care for you this will be a journey to a new and wonderful life. My thoughts and prayers are with you.
Bob <Charbybob@yahoo.com>
Suisun Valley, - Sunday, November 9, 2003 8:26 PM CST

Mendy,
This website was an awsome idea! It's great to have updates and to see you in such good spirits!
I'd minimize the personal items to make your room more like home. (Who needs stepping over toys, dirty laundry, spilled milk on the counters, and dog hair on your clothes, right?) :-) Think of yourself as being in a very expensive spa for a month that caters to your every whim. (Tan already accomplished - more improvement to come!)Sending you love and hugs....
Sandee
Sandra Visintin <Visintin@comcast.net>
Discovery Bay, CA - Sunday, November 9, 2003 7:59 PM CST

Melinda! Thank you so much for including me in your journey! If there is ANYTHING I can do, I can be at Stanford in under 2 hours or in Vacaville to help out in 45 minutes! I will be checking on you regularly and praying for you constantly! Lots of love to you!! You have a great bone marrrow angel watching over you!
Rebecca McEntire (Jason's wife from the CML list) <Reba1717@att.net>
Lodi, CA USA - Sunday, November 9, 2003 7:13 PM CST

Hi Melinda,
I was just saying to myself the other day I have to check in with Melinda. I just arrived home from a Leu. and Lym Luncheon/Fashion Show and Chinese Auction affair and there you were on my email.
I want you to know that I love your turtles. In NJ each June the sea turtles come ashore to lay their eggs. I help to protect them by moving them from the streets to a safe place. My prayers and thoughts will keep you safe also as you begin your journey. Say hi to Ken and the kids.
Cheryl Smith <cheryllynns@hotmail.com>
Sewell, NJ USA - Sunday, November 9, 2003 6:03 PM CST

Hi Melinda,
You are in my thoughts and prayers as you begin this new journey. Wishing you all the best!
Angela - CML Listmate <johnang@patmedia.net>
Somerset, NJ - Sunday, November 9, 2003 5:21 PM CST

I love your turtle pictures. Soon you will shed your turtle shell and go to the head of the line CML free. You are a true Warrior.

Love and best healing wishes,

Judy L
Judy Levine
Vero Beach, FL - Sunday, November 9, 2003 3:13 PM CST

Hi, Melinda:

Your fellow east coast CML warriors are rooting for your success!!!

Keep a positive attitude and you'll be fine.

Warmest Regards
Carl
Eastern Pennsylvania, USA
Carl <ctdavies2003@yahoo.com>
Davies, PA USA - Sunday, November 9, 2003 1:33 PM CST

Melinda, remember all of us from the CML group...we have been together a long time and will continue to remain so. We are your support, your friends, your CML family. You are not alone - ever. Much love and well-wishes, Lynne Andrews
Lynne Andrews <MoonQn1@aol.com>
Spencer, MA USA - Sunday, November 9, 2003 1:00 PM CST

Dear Mendy:
Know that not only your own family is pulling for you but your CML family as well. Good luck.

Stan Ste Croix <stan@csolve.net>
Barrie, ON Canada - Sunday, November 9, 2003 12:45 AM CST

Hi Mindy and Ken
I've been wondering how you were doing. You sure are a fighter and I'm sure you will get thru all of this.
Hang in there, all of you.
When you are ready for some jokes, let me know.

Did you hear about the blonde who named her new dogs,
Rolex and Timex? Well, they were watchdogs !

Diana Bell
Diana Bell <dbell02@sbcglobal.net >
Fresno , CA USA - Sunday, November 9, 2003 12:21 AM CST

Dear Melinda,
I want you to know that I will be thinking of you daily and continuing to include you in my prayers!! You have come this far and may have a few more hurdles along the way, but keep in mind the finish...the cure. You're brave and strong and I know you can do this!! Best wishes. I'll check on you daily.Love,
CML warrior,
Dianne
M.R., Ohio
Dianne <DianneSDeC@aol.com>
Mineral Ridge, O U - Sunday, November 9, 2003 10:21 AM CST

Melinda:
I wish you only the best for your treatment and may everything go according to plan. I will be praying for a good outcome.
Margot <redbudln@cox.net>
Wichita, KS USA - Sunday, November 9, 2003 9:07 AM CST

Mendy, Thank you for including me in your list of family and friends keeping tabs on your progress. You will come through this with flying colors. Strength, best wishes and give your Nurse Ratchet Kenny a hug and kiss for me too. We look forward to visiting this site. Love, Lindalee oxoxox
Linda Whalen <llwhalen55@aol.com>
Pleasant Hill, CA USA - Sunday, November 9, 2003 8:47 AM CST

here's sending you prayers from CT,,, you are an inspiration and a fighter to us all...your fellow CMLer...

Susan King
Susan <kinger824@cox.net>
South windsor, CT - Sunday, November 9, 2003 8:37 AM CST

Hi Melnda:

Just hope these days of chemo will not weaken you too much. I'm glad Ken is there caring for you. My thoughts and prayers are with you! love
Mary Jean Hodor <mjhodor@aol.com>
San Antonio, Tx USA - Sunday, November 9, 2003 7:47 AM CST

Dear Melinda,

I am here to cheer you on to the cure! You can do this and I am glad to see that the radiation treatment went well. The best of luck for the chemo, I will be checking in to cheer you on again. You will be Michaelangelo, the mutant turtle no more so get ready to shed your turtle skin! You are very brave, Melinda, and will always be in my thoughts and prayers.

Love,
Anjana
Anjana <anjana@pacific.net.sg>
Singapore, Singapore - Sunday, November 9, 2003 5:27 AM CST

Dearest Mendy,
We send our love and an endless shower of prayers for your complete recovery. Love, Marge and Jim Hopkins
Marge Hopkins <mahop@castles.com>
Fairfield, CA USA - Sunday, November 9, 2003 0:25 AM CST

Mouse,
If you at any time feel any strange sensations, know that it is probably only one of the many kisses that we are blowing to you, from all over the state, reaching its mark! We love you very!
Sandee, Frank, Casey, Bryan, Brenna, Faren, Gramps & Karen
Sandra Visintin <Visintin@comcast.net>
Discovery Bay, CA U.S.A. - Saturday, November 8, 2003 10:28 PM CST

Melinda,
I'm sending very positive hopeful thoughts to you in re the upcoming transplant. May God bless you, guide you and keep you always. I will check in often and cheer you on!
Kristin Lieberman <kisocean@earthlink.net>
San Marino, CA - Saturday, November 8, 2003 7:09 PM CST

Melinda - you will be continuously in my thoughts and prayers. I'll check in daily and send notes via the Caringbridge site. Your entire CML Family is here for you! With many prayers coming your way, your strength and faith will sustain you. As Nanc said, YOU CAN DO THIS!!!! Your strength WILL sustain you!
Sending hugs and healing wishes . . . Love, Barb
Barbara Heathcote <bheath@nc.rr.com>
Raleigh, NC - Saturday, November 8, 2003 7:04 PM CST

Here's sending you lots of supporting thoughts for a safe and productive journey through this treatment. Keep thinking positively.

Looking forward to the day you get out of there and back home.

Judy
Judy Orem <jorem@flash.net>
- Saturday, November 8, 2003 6:36 PM CST

Hey little birthday Sis,
I have been thinking about you a lot recently, because I knew that this time was about here. I hope you can hear or feel my mantra for you...."you can do this".....I know that you will emerge leukemia-free, healthy and happy....maybe
no hair for a little while, but heck! You know maybe the 'tan' is partly from being off Gleevec.....Richard R. has said that he gets his skin color back soon with a Gleevec break.

Know and remember that your CML buddies are here for you. I will check in on you everyday and I will be bouncing my healing wishes off the stars over Stanford. Your biggest job is to rest and heal...your body knows how to get you back to healthy.
Love and healing wishes, the Maui Turtle
Nancy Cogan <ncogan@darkwing.uoregon.edu >
Eugene, Oregon - Saturday, November 8, 2003 6:21 PM CST

Dear Mendy,
I'm so glad you were able to get this web page up and running! We all want to keep up with the latest on how you are doing! I just wanted to let you know that you are in my thoughts and prayers... and on the prayer chain at New Life!
Much love!
Susan Peters <Spetersmom@aol.com>
Fairfield, CA USA - Saturday, November 8, 2003 5:58 PM CST

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