Hi Friends,

Well it's been a year since Sang has gone to be with Jesus in heaven.  As I write these words, it is still very surreal at times to think about him not being here.  I have experienced many "firsts" without Sang this year and while it has been tough emotionally and the most difficult thing I have been through,  God has been so faithful and remained the same.   I have been able to tackle things around the house that I normally wouldn't have had to,  I have had to navigate many decisions on my own, and it has all been okay.   I continue to depend on God and God alone and of course God has provided me with a wonderful community of believers that have been praying for me and the kids.   

This will continue to be my new "normal" and as Sang stated in his own words to me, I will learn to adjust.  Well, in a lot of ways I guess I have and I am so thankful to the Lord for His grace and mercy for me.   God's Word continues to be the vessel in how I clearly hear the Lord speaking to me along with prayer and for that I am so thankful.  I have also had the opportunity provided to me by the Lord to be the new Teaching Director of my bible study and that will continue to mold and stretch me along with healing me emotionally as I journey along as a widow.    

Thank you all again for following me on this journey.   As unexpected as it was to receive the initial diagnosis back in January of 2020, I have been through the fire and it has sanctified me to a place where the Lord already knew I would be for such a time as this.  This absolutely blows me away when I think about what the Lord has done and will continue to do in my life and the kids' lives.  Our lives here on earth is so brief compared to what He has in store for us in eternity and that is good news!!!    

²³ Now may the God of peace himself sanctify you completely, and may your whole spirit and soul and body be kept blameless at the coming of our Lord Jesus Christ.  1 Thessalonians 5:23

Trusting Him, 

Tina