Hey Rusty I miss you. I miss your updates. I miss texting with you. You and your family are in my prayers morning and night.
Rusty please - please give your family signs that you are around. Dimes, nickels, feathers, lights flickering, songs on the radio etc. Signs from Drew are the only things that are keeping me going. I miss my baby so much it makes me sick. On top of his loss I have your loss too. 🥺
Please help your wife. Let her know your around. She needs that. Your Mom and Dad do too.
Rusty I know you are at Peace. You are flying with the Angels. Do me a favor and give my sweet boy a hug for me.
Love you Sweets. God bless. God bless you Valerie. I am here if you need anything, 🥺🙏🧡
Valerie, My prayers continue for you and Rose. You are doing some positive things for those who were there for your family. That helps with the feeling of what now phase. Much love to you and little Rose.
Valerie it’s sweet that you went back to all who cared for Rusty. Our healthcare workers and all people of service so deserve our thanks. I know how special they all are to you. How they are like extended family now. How you miss them. You see so much of them and then all of a sudden you are in a new world. You go from seeing them all the time, almost daily, to not seeing them anymore. You’ve lost Rusty and then you feel like you’ve lost other family too with not seeing them or talking to them anymore. You go from sleeping in a hospital room to sleeping at home and then waking up in the middle of the night confused at where you are. Then reality hits and heartbreak hits you hard again. Uh. It’s horrible. I’m so heartbroken for all of you Valerie. 🥺
I can see how strong you are from this post Valerie. Try and keep that strength. It’s going to get harder as every day passes. Just remember Rusty is with you. Look for his signs. He is around you. Loving you. Caring for you in the signs he is leaving you. Sounds like you have a lot of people around you who are giving you support. That is wonderful. I pray they stay by your side.
God bless you and little Rose. God bless Steve, his wife and Rusty’s brother. God bless all. Praying for a little bit of Peace for all of you. I know it’s difficult losing Rusty but he is at Peace now. No more pain. No more suffering. I know we don’t want to lose our loved ones but the one thing that gives me some Peace is that Drew is no longer suffering. Doesn’t make my grieving any less on a daily basis but knowing that brings me some Peace. Love you all. Always hear if you need anything. Blessings. 🥺🙏💔
So glad you posted I have been wanting to reach out again but know you have so much on your mind I’m here for you always any thing I can do to help you with this I know it’s hard love you and Rose so much I know you are strong let me know if I can help prayers still coming love you