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Dear Zachary, Just a note to let you know I'm thinking of you! We surely do miss you and love you so very much! Someday, we'll all be together and it will be quite the celebration. Never forget how many people were touched by your precious life!! Many were inspired and extraordinarily changed by your very presence. I love you, Sweet Grandson!!
Sally German <sallyjgerman@comcast.net>
Albuquerque, NM USA - Thursday, January 15, 2015 11:30 PM CST
It's been awhile since I've been here. Wondering how your family is. Recently had a medical crisis with my son, subdural hematoma where we almost lost him... What a terrible time. Made me think of what you went thru. Life is so precious.
Tricia <Triciabxny@yahoo. Com>
- Friday, September 12, 2014 0:27 AM CDT
Surely have been thinking a lot about you, Zachary. You would be ten years old this year. Even though I know you're in a wonderful and peaceful place, it doesn't mean that I don't miss you terribly each and every day. You will never be forgotten, Precious Zachary. I love you.
Sally German <sallyjgerman@comcast.net>
Albuquerque, NM USA - Thursday, August 8, 2013 10:09 PM CDT
wishing the girls a great school year!
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, September 4, 2012 11:11 AM CDT
thinking of all of you. praying that your lives are filled with much love,health and happiness. will always remember Zachary's big beautiful eyes. have a great summer.
tricia
st louis, mo - Thursday, May 17, 2012 11:40 PM CDT
Eight years ago tomorrow (March 31st) you received a bone transplant. We had high hopes, said endless prayers and fostered dreams that it would be the beginning of a new life for you. It wasn't meant to be.
We take great pride while honoring you by wearing purple and remembering your wonderful spirit and beautiful inspirational smile.
We miss you very much!! Love always!
Grandma Sally
Sally German <sallyjgerman@comcast.net>
Albuquerque, NM USA - Friday, March 30, 2012 8:55 PM CDT
Thinking of you as we begin a new year.
Love and miss you, Sweet Zachary! You are not forgotten!!
Grandma Sally
sally german <sallyjgerman@comcast.net>
albuquerque, NM USA - Sunday, January 8, 2012 3:45 AM CST
wishing you all a happy and healthy 2012
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Monday, January 2, 2012 0:51 AM CST
Happy Birthday precious one.. You are a gift that will never be forgotten.. I love you
Nana
Dianne Brewton
Ruidoso, NM USA - Thursday, July 21, 2011 8:02 AM CDT
checking in and wishing life is treating you all very well!
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Friday, July 8, 2011 12:26 AM CDT
I just can't believe the coincidence of finding this article in our local paper today of all days....March 31st.
http://chesterfield.patch.com/articles/death-of-two-sons-leads-area-resident-to-create-foundation?ncid=wtp-patch-headline
For some reason I always get reminders of Zachary. This one was a big one.
Thinking of all of you
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
Chesterfield, mo - Thursday, March 31, 2011 12:04 AM CDT
Thinking of you today, sweet Zachary, you are always in my thoughts... miss those giggles.. and Basketball....
I Love You so much.....Nana
dianne brewton
Ruidoso, NM USA - Thursday, March 31, 2011 8:32 AM CDT
Dear Zachary, Tomorrow (March 31st), we will all be wearing purple in your honor. We miss you terribly! I am doing a scrapbook for your sisters and there are many references to you and pictures of your well-cared-for and peaceful grave site. Your beautiful big blue eyes will remain in my heart forever!!
Love always, Grandma Sally
Sally German <sallyjgerman@comcast.net>
Albuquerque, NM USA - Wednesday, March 30, 2011 10:06 PM CDT
wishing you all a happy and healthy new year
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, January 29, 2011 9:46 AM CST
thinking of all of you during this holiday season
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, December 19, 2010 10:06 AM CST
Dear Zachary, I just sent my regards to your parents. Tomorrow it will be six years since we received the dreaded news that you had passed from our midst, but never from our hearts. You provided great inspiration to all of us and to this day we remember so much about you and miss you terribly. May the Good Lord continue to hold you close and may He bring peace to all who love you.
Love, Grandma Sally
Sally German <sallyjgerman@comcast.net>
Albuquerque, NM USA - Monday, November 8, 2010 11:53 PM CST
Thinking of you all today. wanted you to know
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, September 22, 2010 9:37 AM CDT
Thinking of sweet Zachary. Thinking of all of you.
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, August 21, 2010 9:27 AM CDT
Happy Birthday little man, I know you are having a great birthday party in heaven. Not a day goes by that I don't think of you and long to see those big blue eyes and that beautiful smile... I miss you so, and I love you always
nana
dianne brewton
Ruidoso, NM usa - Wednesday, July 21, 2010 1:46 PM CDT
Just going through some old emails and found little Zachary's site address again! Praying for you now!
JoBeth Hunnicutt <jobeth73@windstream.net>
Moultrie, Ga - Sunday, July 18, 2010 12:36 AM CDT
I hope your summer is going well. The girls must be getting so big.
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, July 11, 2010 9:16 AM CDT
I'm here again&from time to time something pulls me to Zachary's site. I think of his huge eyes;those beautiful eyes and of his older sister's love for him but even more the love,devotion&true faith of his parents.You made quite an impression on me. I wish all of you good health,love&happiness
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, April 25, 2010 11:09 PM CDT
THERE IS NOT A DAY THAT GOES BY THAT AUNT KIMMIE DOES NOT THINK ABOUT YOU!! I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU SOOOO VERY MUCH!!!! YOU ARE OUR PRECIOUS ANGEL AND WE ARE ALL SO LUCKY TO HAVE YOU IN OUR LIVES. I LOVE YOU !!!
KIMBERLY TATE <KIMBERLYL.BREWTON@YAHOO.COM>
RIO RANCHO , NM - Wednesday, March 31, 2010 12:01 AM CDT
I was sitting here remembering that Zachary had his transplant around this time. Wanted to come on here and tell you that I was thinking of him and all of you.
Love you guys.
Nikki German <ngerman@cox.net>
- Tuesday, March 30, 2010 10:48 PM CDT
thinking of you
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, March 27, 2010 10:52 AM CDT
Dear Zachary! There was a video about HLH, hoping to raise funds for research. Watching it, the memories of you came flooding back. It was a very bitter/sweet moment. How we all miss you, but we know you're where you're supposed to be. GG (your great grandmother (Mabel Mason Walker)) could be joining you in the near future. She will look forward to you welcoming her to your heavenly spot. We love you, Zachary!!
Love, Grandma Sally
Sally German <sallyjgerman@comcast.net>
Albuquerque, NM USA - Saturday, January 30, 2010 10:29 AM CST
its been sooooooooo long since you've written;over a year. hoping everything is ok;thinking of you
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, January 13, 2010 11:31 PM CST
Dear Zachary,
The Internet was down on the 9th of November and I wanted to post something on that day, but was unable to do so. But it surely didn't mean I wasn't consumed in thought about you. I miss you, Dearest Zachary! May you rest in peace.
Grandma Sally
Sally German <sallyjgerman@comcast.net>
Albuquerque, NM USA - Thursday, November 12, 2009 3:39 PM CST
Thinking of you on Zachary's birthday! Hope you are having a great summer. Love, Ed, Carrie, Jack and Max
The Smith Family
Chester, VA United States - Tuesday, July 21, 2009 9:50 PM CDT
Happy Birthday, Zachary!
Grandma Sally, Grandpa B, and GG
Sally German <sallyjgerman@comcast.net>
Albuquerque, NM USA - Tuesday, July 21, 2009 6:28 AM CDT
Dear Zachary,
Just a short note to let you know I'm thinking of you and to let you know you have a new little cousin, Bristol Elizabeth.
I have a "Grandchildren" bracelet and you are definitely surrounded by girls, and beautiful ones at that.
Love you and miss you!!
Grandma Sally
sally german <sallyjgerman@comcast.net>
albuquerque, NM USA - Tuesday, May 26, 2009 9:14 PM CDT
Hello,
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Tom and Joanne Kral <HelpCancerKids@cox.net>
Chesapeake, VA USA - Thursday, May 21, 2009 10:05 AM CDT
just checking in.....beautiful photo.
carolyn <carolynp@uga.edu>
bishop, ga usa - Friday, April 24, 2009 9:30 PM CDT
thinking of you all
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, April 14, 2009 12:27 AM CDT
What a beautiful picture, which has been added to the Guestbook! Zachary, how proud you must be of your loving and faithful family.
Sally German <sallyjgerman@comcast.net>
Albuquerque, NM USA - Sunday, April 5, 2009 8:28 AM CDT
All Sounds Great!
carolyn <carolynp@uga.edu>
bishop, ga usa - Thursday, April 2, 2009 6:32 AM CDT
Dear Zachary,
Today is "Purple Day"! We will proudly wear purple (March 31st) in remembrance and in honor of you!
Stay vigilante, Little Guardian Angel, as you watch over Sydney, Makenna, your parents, and all who love you!!
As always, thoughts and prayers remain with you.
Love,
Grandma Sally
Sally German <sallyjgerman@comcast.net>
Albuquerque, NM USA - Tuesday, March 31, 2009 12:13 AM CDT
Thank you so much for the picture of the girls.
I can't believe how grown up they've become! Zachary is doing a wonderful job of being their guardian angel.
Blessings to your beautiful family during 2009.
Vanessa Campbell <dachsielvr@aol.com>
Belleville, IL - Friday, January 23, 2009 8:47 PM CST
It is a new year with many challenges, opportunities and tasks to look forward to; but the best of the coming months is the knowledge that the world has such wonderful people in it, like the the Max and Stacy German family and their beautiful daughters... We think of you all the time with so much love. Jim & Jeanne
Jeanne Marrs <Searchette@att.net>
Price, Ut - Monday, January 5, 2009 4:47 PM CST
Hello family, Thank you for the update on your family, I am so happy to hear that you are all doing well. I think of you all the time I hope you had a very merry christmas and I wish you a blessed new year.
Nikki German <NGerman@cox.net>
- Monday, December 29, 2008 9:59 PM CST
Merry Christmas.........I check on you often. I am glad to hear your girls are doing great. Your love for your son is so evident and my heart aches that he cannot be here with you. Keeping you in prayer and wishing you a Merry Christmas and a very blessed 2009. I love the poem, I am going to share it with a friend of mine who just lost his son. God Bless, Dena
Dena Olsen <olsen7945@wi.rr.com>
Oak Creek, WI - Friday, December 26, 2008 8:47 AM CST
Merry Christmas to all of you and thank you so much for the update. I'm so happy to hear that the girls are doing well. When you get a chance, do you have a recent picture of the girls together? I noticed in the new picture that Makenna looks so much like her older sister. Take care of each other and know that you remain in my prayers.
Vanessa Campbell <dachsielvr@aol.com>
Belleville, IL - Monday, December 22, 2008 8:06 PM CST
Just wanted to say "hello"!
Grandma Sally
Sally German <sjgerman@swcp.com>
Albuquerque, NM USA - Thursday, December 4, 2008 2:46 AM CST
happy holiday season
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, December 3, 2008 2:16 PM CST
Thinking of you tonight!
Tracy Eckhardt <teckhardt@sympaitco.ca>
Kitchener, On Canada - Tuesday, December 2, 2008 11:40 PM CST
Hope your thanksgiving was great....Merry Christmas and Happy New Year.
carolyn <carolynp@uga.edu>
bishop, ga usa - Monday, December 1, 2008 3:24 PM CST
Dear, dear Zachary. We miss you and love you. We think of you so very very often, but especially today.
As is stated on the plaque at your final resting place: "If love could have saved you, you would have lived forever."
Love,
Grandma Sally
November 9, 2008
Sally German <sjgerman@swcp.com>
Albuquerque, NM USA - Sunday, November 9, 2008 10:13 PM CST
Stacy and Max,
Just know today, my thoughts are with you. I miss you all so much....
much much love
mom
dianne
roswell, nm usa - Sunday, November 9, 2008 2:16 PM CST
JUST WANTING YOU ALL TO KNOW THAT MY THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS ARE WITH YOU EVERYDAY BUT MORE SO TODAY. I LOVE YOU ALL VERY MUCH AND MISS YOU VERY MUCH!!!
Kimberly Tate <fivetatertots@cablone.net >
- Sunday, November 9, 2008 7:51 AM CST
Just letting you all know how much I Love You!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Kimberly Tate <fivetatertots@cableone.net>
Rio Rancho, NM - Thursday, November 6, 2008 0:08 AM CST
Checking in to see how all of you are doing. My son left for Ft. Sill on Saturday and my 21 y/o has been diagnosed with pseudotumor cerebri and has lost her peripheral vision and has nonstop headaches. If they can't do anything for her here in St. Louis I may be bringing her back to Richmond.
Vanessa Campbell <dachsielvr@aol.com>
Belleville, IL - Monday, November 3, 2008 11:28 AM CST
wishing for an update
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, October 30, 2008 11:30 AM CDT
still checking in....don't forget us...we've become attached to your family. Hope all is well! Jeremy is doing great -- transplant was 4 years ago.
carolyn <carolynp@uga.edu>
bishop, ga usa - Saturday, October 4, 2008 8:18 PM CDT
Just thinking about you!!! I love you and your beautiful family!
Aunt Jeanne <jeansg_7@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, September 17, 2008 7:34 PM CDT
still checking in....hoping all is well.
carolyn <carolynp@uga.edu>
bishop, ga usa - Thursday, September 11, 2008 8:20 PM CDT
Thinking of you as fall is upon us.
((HUGS))
Jennifer Hartley <hartley1025@verizon.net>
- Wednesday, September 10, 2008 2:28 PM CDT
hope all is going great.
carolyn <carolynp@uga.edu>
bishop, ga usa - Wednesday, September 3, 2008 1:45 PM CDT
just checking in. hope your summer went great.
caroln <carolynp@uga.edu>
bishop, ga usa - Saturday, August 9, 2008 11:22 AM CDT
My Dear & Precious Friends, Finally found some time in my day to read your journal. So very happy to hear of Makenna's "completely normal" numbers...Always a HUGE Blessing!!! My love to you all, I think of you and send Prayers your way so often. I will certainly say prayers for those families you have listed. I know how dreadful the GVHD can be as I had it 3 different ways. Love, Big Hugs, & Kisses to you ALL, Beth
Beth Hale <mshaleb@aol.com>
League City , TX US - Monday, August 4, 2008 6:24 PM CDT
I didn't know when Zachary's birthday was;I would have sent timely wishes if I had. How is Zachary's Grandad German? He used to write so frequently.
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, July 27, 2008 10:01 AM CDT
Thinking of you today on Zachary's special day. Happy Birthday Zachary.
The Kesslers
Richmond, VA - Monday, July 21, 2008 6:32 PM CDT
Happy Birthday little man, I love you and miss you so much. You are never far from my thoughts and always in my heart.
Nana
Roswell, NM USA - Monday, July 21, 2008 9:16 AM CDT
Hello, Sweet Zachary, and Happy Birthday...
We hold you in our hearts always, but especially today on your 5th birthday.
When we were in Richmond this past Spring, we visited your resting place and saw the plaque your family had placed there, and it said, "If love could have saved you, you would have lived forever." What a beautiful thought and how true!
We miss you and love you.
Grandma Sally
Sally German <sjgerman@swcp.com>
Albuquerque, NM USA - Monday, July 21, 2008 7:31 AM CDT
Happy 4th of July week....hope you are all enjoying summer and all its fun and glory. I just popped in to say hello and hope all is well with the girls and both of you:) Take care and God Bless you:) Dena
Dena Olsen <olsen7945@wi.rr.com>
oak creek, wi 53154 - Monday, June 30, 2008 12:21 AM CDT
haven't checked in lately, but looks like all is great. Have a good day.
carolyn <carolynp@uga.edu>
bishp, ga usa - Friday, June 13, 2008 9:11 PM CDT
Thinking of you all........hope it is getting warm and school will soon be out. I just came by to see the sweet picture of Zachary......he is just such a gem. Hope you are all doing well....I am sure little Makenna is running around by now. Take care....God bless you all..Dena
Dena Olsen <olsen7945@wi.rr.com>
oak creek, wi usa - Tuesday, June 3, 2008 1:24 PM CDT
thinking of you
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, May 18, 2008 11:28 PM CDT
Stacy and family. Im SO glad to hear Mckennas results are good. Iv been thinking about you often. It's hard for me to believe Bryant has been gone 8 months. There isnt a day i dont think about him. I miss him dearly but i know he is in a better place and i will see him again. God bless you and your family. Bryant Mom
Meredith Scott <ford_fan09@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, May 15, 2008 2:06 AM CDT
Congrats to your normal days, normal nights, normal meals and normal family time! I'm so glad to hear the continuing good news! Loved the Easter picture ~ thank you for including us! We think of you all the time and send our love...
Debbie Elliott & family <elliottdebbie@hotmail.com>
Layton, UT - Friday, April 4, 2008 12:59 AM CDT
Normal -- what a great word! congrats! Jeremy is still being checked on due to elevated liver enzymes, but the ultrasound seemed "Normal!" Thanks for the update -- both girls are just beautiful!! Have a great, normal day!
http://www.caringbridge.org/ga/jembug/
carolyn <carolynp@uga.edu>
bishop, ga usa - Friday, April 4, 2008 8:20 AM CDT
thanks for the update...........long anticipated. I hope for many more normals for Makenna
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Monday, March 31, 2008 9:41 PM CDT
To Our Dearest Zachary,
Tomorrow, the 31st of March, will mark four years since your BMT.
You will always be with us and we will continue to cherish the
time we had with you.
God Bless you, Dear Sweet Zachary.
Love,
Grandma Sally
Sally German <sjgerman@swcp.com>
Albuquerque, NM USA - Sunday, March 30, 2008 7:56 PM CDT
hello, my name is heather koppen. i have triplets, two who have had bmts for hlh. one of them is perfectly healthy, one with gi gvhd. they are 3 years out. i read alot of your journals, and i want you to know that i feel very deeply for you. my Livvie is in the hospital right now with altered mental status due to what may possibly be the return of hlh in her spinal fluid. i am hysterical, and searching for answers, and comforting information. i just really admire all of the strength that i felt through your journals and all of your memories, and spiritual words. god bless you and would you please ask everyone you know to pray for my baby, Olivia? thank you. i hope you can find peace and to your daughter Sydney, god bless her in her life, how tragic to experience such a loss at such a young age. my heart breaks thinking of my other children having to grieve the loss of a sibling.
heather koppen <heatherkoppen@lycos.com>
fort dodge , ia united states - Tuesday, March 25, 2008 11:47 PM CDT
just because we don't post doesn't mean we're not checking on you all. Hope Easter was great! Take Care! I guess Sydney is beginning to look forward to summer vacation.
carolyn <carolynp@uga.edu>
bishop, ga usa - Tuesday, March 25, 2008 7:38 PM CDT
wishing you a Happy Easter
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, March 19, 2008 5:07 PM CDT
just checking in. hope all is well. Spring is here!
carolyn <carolynp@uga.edu>
bishop, ga usa - Wednesday, March 12, 2008 11:23 AM CDT
To The Germans, I finally had some time to read your blog today. Thanks to you and the girls your sweet angel Zachary will never be forgotten. I believe he watches over you all. I know you have suffered a great deal. I also know God doesn't make mistakes. He had a plan when he brought the two of you together. He had a plan when he brought each of your children into this world, into your lives! He knows your strengh, courage and faith. I Love You all so much! Wish I could be close enough to wrap my arms around you, My Prayers continue for you all, Beth
Beth Hale <mshaleb@aol.com>
League City, TX USA - Friday, February 22, 2008 11:17 AM CST
just popping in to say good morning. I know you all had a great Valentine's Day.....spring is coming. hope all is going well for you.
carolyn <carolynp@uga.edu>
bishop, ga usa - Friday, February 22, 2008 7:35 AM CST
Wow! I am glad I found your page. Your family is precious! I love what Sydney says, out of the mouth of babes! My daughter had HLH and has had a BMT. I found your page on another site. I'll keep in touch!!
Love, thougths, and prayers,
Margaret, Don, Michelle, Megan (HLH/BMT)
www.caringbridge.org/visit/meganfoster
Margaret Foster <mom_of_michelle_megan@yahoo.com>
Dunlap, TN usa - Thursday, February 7, 2008 10:39 PM CST
what a beautiful baby!!!
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, January 24, 2008 9:15 AM CST
How proud and blessed I am to be a part of a Family of such wonderful people.
Stacy, your Journal entry was again beautifully written and heartfelt.
Makenna is absolutely adorable just like her older sister and brother.
My love and respect are sent in abundance!
Grandma Sally
Sally J. German <sjgerman@swcp.com>
Albuquerque, NM USA - Wednesday, January 23, 2008 1:44 PM CST
Thank you so much for updating AND posting a picture of beautiful, blue-eyed Makenna. I am so happy to hear that she is holding her own. Sydney seems like she has grown up SO fast. I am glad the girls have the piano and I know they will take to the piano like they have everything else. I will continue to keep Makenna and your family in my prayers. Zachary is doing a great job as a guardian angel to his sisters.
Vanessa <dachsielvr@aol.com>
Belleville, IL - Tuesday, January 22, 2008 3:54 PM CST
What an absolutely beautiful birthday picture! Those big blue eyes! I really have a great feeling about Makenna. I do not think she will encounter this disease. Her being sick and able to shake it is a wonderful sign. Rest, play, and enjoy this day with those beautiful children. Ella, too, is doing fine (but no shots yet either). Thanks for updating.
http://www.caringbridge.org/ga/jembug/
carolyn <carolynp@uga.edu>
bishop, ga usa - Tuesday, January 22, 2008 11:05 AM CST
just checking in to say hello.
carolyn <carolynp@uga.edu>
bishop, ga usa - Thursday, January 17, 2008 3:33 PM CST
Hey, Stacey.
Just starting to get worried, but I'll try to assume that no news is good news. Hope you find a moment to update soon!
Holly Winstead <jembugsmom@gmail.com>
Winder, GA USA - Wednesday, January 2, 2008 8:59 PM CST
Hope you all had a Merry Christmas and that 2008 will be filled with wonderful family fun and love and great health for everyone:) Hope you are doing well, keeping you in our prayers...Dena
Dena Olsen <olsen7945@wi.rr.com>
Oak Creek, Wi USA - Saturday, December 29, 2007 7:44 AM CST
Thinking of You this Christmas Season! God Bless!
Love~Hugs~Prayers from S.C.
Darline Rollins <drollins07@yahoo.com>
Kershaw, S.C. - Wednesday, December 26, 2007 0:04 AM CST
happy holidays!
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, December 20, 2007 5:09 PM CST
As the celebration of the birth of the Christ Child approaches, our thoughts turn to family and friends. And we are keenly aware that we have been abundantly blessed with quality in both categories. And, Zachary, you are so much a part of that wonderful blessing.
Many inquire about your family and remember you with great affection.
We love you. And miss you.
May God bless your family and bring peace.
Love,
Grandma Sally
Sally German <sjgerman@swcp.com>
Albuquerque, NM USA - Monday, December 17, 2007 10:18 PM CST
Just checking in again. Hope you all have a wonderful Christmas and an even better New Yer
donna rohm <mtwhitney42@hotmail.com>
marysville, ca usa - Saturday, December 15, 2007 10:38 AM CST
It's been so long since you've posted. Everything okay? I know this is a very busy time of year. Ella has the flu, so if anything could trigger hlh for her, this might be it. Once you've been through hlh, it's hard to ever feel completely free of it. Hope you are all doing fine. It's hard to believe that 2008 is almost here.
carolyn <carolynp@uga.edu>
bishop, ga usa - Friday, December 14, 2007 8:31 AM CST
Good Morning. Just to say that I hope all is well with the tests, etc. We're putting off shots for Ella, too. I know everyone is busy with Christmas. Have a good day!
Carolyn
carolyn <carolynp@uga.edu>
bishop, ga usa - Wednesday, December 5, 2007 10:12 AM CST
Good Morning. I don't sign the guestbook too often, but I do pop in a good bit to see how you are all doing. I hope you are having a good day today.
carolyn <carolynp@uga.edu>
bishop, ga usa - Friday, November 30, 2007 8:13 AM CST
Happy Thanksgiving
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, November 22, 2007 11:08 AM CST
Hi Max and Stacy... You both especially occupy our thoughts and prayers as this day passes. How very much we love you and wish you God's kind grace as time passes on. Love, Jim & Jeanne
Jeanne Marrs
- Friday, November 9, 2007 8:30 PM CST
So often, our thoughts and emotions turn to you, Zachary, and especially today. Please continue to watch over your wonderful parents and those two beautiful and special sisters. You are so precious and important to us.
Love,
Grandma Sally
Sally German <sjgerman@swcp.com>
Albuquerque, NM USA - Friday, November 9, 2007 1:47 PM CST
I said a prayer for you today
And know God must have heard.
I felt the answer in my heart
Although He spoke no word!
I didn't ask for wealth or fame
(I knew you wouldn't mind).
I asked Him to send treasures
Of a far more lasting kind!
I asked that He'd be near you
At the start of each new day;
To grant your health and blessings
And friends to share your way!
I asked for happiness for you
In all things great and small.
But it was for His loving care
I prayed the most of all!
STACY & MAX YOUR IN MY THOUGHTS TODAY I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU VERY MUCH, PLEASE GIVE THOSE SWEET GIRLS HUGS & KISSES FOR ME.
LISA RONCALI <lroncali@doublequick.com>
INDIANOLA, MS UNITED STATES - Friday, November 9, 2007 1:27 PM CST
Hello German Family! I just wanted to you to know that I am thinking of you guys-- especially today. I love you all and always in my prayers.
The Ukrop Family
Sutessa Ukrop <seukrop@comcast.net>
Richmond, VA USA - Friday, November 9, 2007 11:48 AM CST
When you lose someone that you love
And the loss is too great to bear
Your family and friends are there to comfort you
To show they deeply care.
Yet in the very darkest hours
When no one is around
When you are saddened and so lonely
That's where God's love can be found.
Know that He is beside you
He has been there from the start
Just reach out and ask for help
He will heal your aching heart.
Thinking about you guys, today and everyday. Just know I love you and praying for you today.I pray God has Zackary's Rainbow always touching your shoulders.
In memory of Sweet Precious Zackary
Connie Kuhn <ckuhn@dixie-net.com>
Moorhead, MS United States - Friday, November 9, 2007 10:12 AM CST
Want to let you all know that I was thinking of you today and I love you.
Nikki German <ngerman@cox.net>
- Friday, November 9, 2007 8:59 AM CST
You are in my prayers as Zachary's Homegoing anniversary approaches. May you continue to know our Lord's comfort, peace and hope.
Yolanda Rogers, Mom to Anna <weloveanna@embarqmail.com>
Alt Spgs, FL USA - Saturday, November 3, 2007 8:32 PM CDT
Oh, what a cute outfit - and what big blue eyes. So glad you had a great halloween. Thanksgiving and Christmas are right around the corner. Here's Jeremy and Ella.http://www.caringbridge.org/ga/jembug/
have a great day!
carolyn <carolynp@uga.edu>
bishop, ga usa - Friday, November 2, 2007 7:29 AM CDT
thanks for the update. ENJOY the Fall!!!!!!!
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, October 4, 2007 11:14 PM CDT
Max, Stacy, Sidney and Makenna, My heart is singing such a happy song as I read the news from the journal and Grandma Sally's email. We will continue to keep you all in our prayers and look forward to more positive updates as time goes forward... May God bless and keep you all... Love, Jeanne
Jeanne Marrs
- Thursday, October 4, 2007 3:18 PM CDT
Hello
I'm glad to hear that so far everything is normal and I continue to pray for you all as more results come in. Tell Sydney I said her hair looks beautiful. I love you all.
Nikki German
- Wednesday, October 3, 2007 5:11 PM CDT
Makenna looks like such a happy, healthy baby. The picture is sweet. Zachary's marker is beautiful. Stacey, you are truly a very strong person. Hope school is going great, and that no news is good news on the test.
carolyn <carolynp@uga.edu>
bishop, ga usa - Wednesday, October 3, 2007 7:35 AM CDT
The picture of Makenna visiting her brother is priceless. She is beautiful! Love you as always.
Jeanne
Jeanne Duggins <jeanneduggins@activesolutionsinc.com>
- Monday, October 1, 2007 4:48 PM CDT
Hello Max, Stacy, Sydney and Makenna! I just wanted you to know that Erik, Hunter, Lexi and I are thinking of you guys. Please let me know if I can do anything, and I mean ANYTHING! Our thoughts and prayers with you always! I love you guys and are close to my heart!
Sutessa Ukrop <seukrop@comcast.net>
Richmond, VA - Wednesday, September 26, 2007 9:19 PM CDT
Just checking in. It's so strange about matching, isn't it? We were all tested for Jeremy - none of his family in Georgia were even close -- but a little baby stranger in Kansas was perfect! How odd that is! Have a good day today!
carolyn <carolynp@uga.edu>
bishop, ga usa - Monday, September 24, 2007 7:15 AM CDT
"It is not the number of breaths we take, but the moments that take our breath away" - Thanks so much for that simpy but powerful message! That is just what I needed to hear tonight.
Thanks so much for checking in on Will. I am the world's worst at leaving messages, but we do visit your site often. It too reminds me of how precious life is.
(((Hugs)))
Kayla Lackey -www.willlackey.com <willpowerfund@yahoo.com>
- Monday, September 24, 2007 0:03 AM CDT
Hello German family, This is Meredith Bryants mom. I am praying the best for the results of mkennas testing. Also please pray for Bryant. He is very sick in the ICU on the ventilator. He has a lung bleed and they were able to stop it however if they try and turn down the vent settings and he starts to bleed again then there is nothing more they can do for him. Please pray for his healing. Thankyou and God Bless Meredith Bryants Mommy
Meredith Scott <starfire_arabians09@hotmail.com>
Saint Ignatius, MT USA - Thursday, September 20, 2007 2:12 PM CDT
Hey German family,
Thinking about you guys everyday and anxiously awaiting an update. You guys are in are prayers.
Sherry, Pete, Cason and Caris
Sherry omiecinski <Pscomiecinski@aol.com>
- Thursday, September 20, 2007 9:01 AM CDT
Hello to all of you...
It must be an anxious time as you wait to hear the rest of the results... We are keeping you in our prayers. Our love for all of you warms our hearts and we are so grateful that you are part of our lifes... Love Jim & Jeanne
Jeanne Marrs
- Tuesday, September 18, 2007 10:51 AM CDT
loved the photo. keeping you all in my prayers
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, September 13, 2007 9:58 AM CDT
The 'first day of school' photo is great!!! I am so glad that you are keeping us updated. We're praying. Your faith is such a witness. I am in a Bible study on Revelation -- enjoying it very much. I can tell that your family is very knowledgeable about the Bible and about faith - what a good example your family is. We are thinking of you and praying for you and sooo hoping for good news from Ohio.
carolyn <carolynp@uga.edu>
bishop, ga usa - Tuesday, September 11, 2007 9:38 AM CDT
God Bless you all. I know this is a very difficult time for you ALL. Sorry I have not been close to a computer to see or answer e-mails, still house sitting an empty house for my cousin until they can get some things repaired to rent it out. Please know that you all continue to be in my thoughts and prayers. I Love You So Much. I pray that you will recieve the best news possible, that you find peace and comfort in the Lord and the fact that you know your beautiful , sweet, Angel Boys is watching over you ALL. My Love and arms wrapped around you. Beth
Beth Hale <mshaleb@aol.com>
League City, TX US - Saturday, September 8, 2007 2:15 PM CDT
Dearest Virginia German's,
As the San Diego German's were here visiting the Utah German's this past weekend, we all turned our thoughts, love and prayers to you. We hope you feel the long-distance love from all of us.
Debbie Elliott <elliottdebbie@hotmail.com>
Layton, UT - Friday, September 7, 2007 3:31 PM CDT
Thoughs and prayers are always coming your way.
Love to all,
Grandma Sally
Sally German <sjgerman@swcp.com>
Albuquerque, NM USA - Wednesday, September 5, 2007 4:34 PM CDT
thank you for updating. i will keep you all in my thoughts and prayers.....also the doctors so that they can quickly and efficiently find the correct answers.
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Monday, September 3, 2007 11:52 AM CDT
We will continue to pray!!!!
The Seal Family <mseal4609@yahoo.com>
- Monday, September 3, 2007 9:16 AM CDT
We have been praying for baby Makenna each time we ask for prayers for Ethan each day. I can tell she is a strong girl, just like her sister. I know it has to be so frightening and it is so hard to not worry. I think she will be fine and you will get those answers.
http://www.caringbridge.org/visit/ethanlee
Lee Ann-Kristan(hlh/bmt survivor)-and-Ethan(hlh fighter)mom <dlblank@showme.net>
- Sunday, September 2, 2007 7:03 PM CDT
praying you heard good news.safe travels
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Friday, August 31, 2007 9:51 AM CDT
We hope your trip went well and are praying along with you and Sydney.
Love, The Zuiderveen's
Pamela Zuiderveen
Albuquerque, NM USA - Thursday, August 30, 2007 9:25 PM CDT
Out of the mouths of babes. Sydney's childlike, simplistic faith is a lesson to us all. May you have traveling mercies and enjoy your family time. God is carrying Makenna in the palm of His hand.
Vanessa <dachsielvr@aol.com>
Belleville, IL - Wednesday, August 29, 2007 7:33 PM CDT
My thoughts & prayers are with you. I hope you have some fun too! :o)
Susan Carter (Steckbauer) <suec370@aol.com>
Alb., NM - Tuesday, August 28, 2007 10:39 PM CDT
safe travels and praying for wonderful news
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, August 28, 2007 10:10 AM CDT
God's speed as you travel to Cincinnati on Tuesday. May He be with you every step of the way.
Sally German <sjgerman@swcp.com>
Albuquerque, NM USA - Sunday, August 26, 2007 10:16 PM CDT
Max,Stacy, Syndey and Makenna,
You are you my heart and I will keep you all in my prayers.
Jennifer Sims <jensims26@yahoo.com>
Amarillo, TX US - Saturday, August 25, 2007 5:34 PM CDT
You are always in my prayers.
Deborah Barrell <deborah.barrell@bankofamerica.com>
Rancho Cordova, CA - Thursday, August 23, 2007 4:36 PM CDT
God Bless you all - you are in my prayers.
Linda
Iowa City, IA USA - Tuesday, August 21, 2007 2:04 PM CDT
Your family remains in our prayers. Cason and Caris ask about Sydney all the time. We were so sorry to hear about your difficult time. Please know that you are in our thoughts daily. Please keep us informed. Pete, Sherry, Cason and Caris
We love you guys.
Sherry Omiecinski <Pscomiecinski@aol.com>
- Monday, August 20, 2007 9:07 PM CDT
Max and Stacey,
We love you all very much and we want you to know that you all are in our thoughts and prayers. Know that you are close to the heart of Jesus as all those who suffer so intensly are. From one Christian family to another, we'd love to have the opportunity to pray with you all and ask the Lord for a complete healing and restoration of Mckenna. The Lord always does something even if it not excatly what we ask for that is what I believe. Peace, Love and Blessing to you all in the name of Jesus Christ our Lord.
Craig Labbe and family
Craig Labbe <craignmarge@yahoo.com>
Richmond, VA USA - Monday, August 20, 2007 10:21 AM CDT
Hello Germans,
I think of you guys and what strength you guys have. I pray that I could be as strong in my faith as you guys are. Scott & I are praying for you guys each day and especially for Makenna.
Shannon Gravitt <shannon_gravitt@circuitcity.com>
Richmond, VA USA - Monday, August 20, 2007 9:59 AM CDT
Thanks for the update. We also took Jeremy to Cincinnati to see Dr. Filopovich. She is wonderful. We also talked to Dr. McClain at Texas Children's Hospital. Amazingly, the transplant doctor at Elgeston had been a student of Dr. Filiopvich, and so they were in occasional telephone consult. I'm very glad you're going. I know the plane trip will be exciting for Sydney. You're right to focus on the good - there's lots to see there. Thanks again -- we'll be going right along with you in mind and spirit and prayer.
carolyn <carolynp@uga.edu>
bishop, ga usa - Monday, August 20, 2007 7:33 AM CDT
Your whole family will be in my prayers. You are an amazing family and your faith is truly inspirational. I will keep your precious baby's health in my prayers daily.
Take Care and God Bless,
Renee
www.caringbridge.com/ny/my2angels <rcurk@aol.com>
- Sunday, August 19, 2007 9:25 PM CDT
W/o question, I will keep Makenna in my constant prayers.
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, August 19, 2007 4:27 PM CDT
Our love and prayers remain with you. Thanks for keeping us updated about your little one and the rest of the family. God bless all of you. I will keep checking this site for future updates. Please let me know if I can do anything at all for your family. Much love. Betty
Betty Cousisn <bnccousins@verizon.net>
Mechanicsville, VA 23111 - Sunday, August 19, 2007 12:39 AM CDT
Dear Famiy,
Such wonderful friends and family members are helping to fight the fight through prayer, positive thought, concern and interest. We are all so fortunate to have such fine people in our lives and in our corner.
Your Journal entry was so well done (as always), Stacy. You paint a vivid picture of the trials in the family's path, but you, also, illustrate, in a very unique way, the joys, special moments, and tender love for one another.
I am so proud of all of you and how you continue to handle these heart-wrenching and extremely difficult situations. My love and prayers flow in your direction with the hope that our little Makenna will continue to be healthy and a peace can finally be enjoyed.
Love to all, Grandma Sally
Sally German <sjgerman@swcp.com>
Albuquerque, NM USA - Sunday, August 19, 2007 8:04 AM CDT
Thank you for the update. I nodded in agreement all the way through your post. I am convinced this is the path God is leading you to take. So happy with your decision to turn this into more than a hospital trip. Prayers remain on my lips for Makenna and the medical staff that will be working with her in Cincinnati as well as her faithful family.
Vanessa <dachsielvr@aol.com>
Belleville, IL - Saturday, August 18, 2007 11:10 PM CDT
Our thoughts are with you, Max, Sydney and Makenna for a safe, fun, and hopeful journey to Cincinnati.
The Henmis
Gilbert, AZ USA - Saturday, August 18, 2007 10:33 PM CDT
We are praying you get the answers you are looking for and they will comfort you knowing she is in good health. When Kristan was past her bmt and was completely healed of her disease-100% engrafted- they still saw macrophages but they were normal-it didn't mean anything. I think what you know now, shows no indication of disease, even with a virus it is normal to have some engulfing, but hers are not, plus with full fledge disease these are not always seen. So this to me is not a sign to predict the disease. She is in the best of care-you all!
Lee Ann-Kristan(hlh/bmt survivor)-and-Ethan(hlh fighter)mom <dlblank@showme.net>
- Saturday, August 18, 2007 9:03 PM CDT
patiently waiting news
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, August 18, 2007 10:27 AM CDT
Thinking of you today...
theresa
pa - Saturday, August 18, 2007 8:39 AM CDT
Just received a very positive message from Sally regarding Makenna. Each of you have been and will continue to be in
my prayers. God bless you.
Donna Walker <donnajwalker@aol.com>
Albuquerque, NM USA - Friday, August 17, 2007 10:42 PM CDT
May God be with your family....I am truly touched by your journal....your words are full of optimism and a sense of peace....our prayers are with you all.
Rita Buxbaum <ritabux@yahoo.com>
- Friday, August 17, 2007 9:24 AM CDT
checking in before bed. i will be praying for makenna as i drift off to sleep
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, August 16, 2007 10:17 PM CDT
Sitting here with tears running down my face, reading and remembering reading before, please God, take care of this little girl, her parents and her sister. Give wisdom to the doctors, nurses, lab techs, everyone involoved in her life at this time.
I will be praying for all of you.
Sharon R
MN - Thursday, August 16, 2007 5:05 PM CDT
We're praying for strength for your family and health for Makenna. Blessings to you all.
Teresa Baldridge (Aunt to angel baby Sean Schull) <jimnteresa03@msn.com>
Holland, Pa. usa - Thursday, August 16, 2007 1:15 PM CDT
my day will be filled with prayer for makenna's clean bill of health
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, August 16, 2007 11:53 AM CDT
Praying for you in Birmingham, Alabama.
Tammy Holston <tholston3588@charter.nte>
- Thursday, August 16, 2007 11:50 AM CDT
We love you all so much, you are in our thoughts and prayers.
San Diego Germans
- Thursday, August 16, 2007 1:25 AM CDT
Praying that your little one is not afflicted with HLH.
Jennifer, a Texas prayer bear <texasprayerbear@yahoo.com or sassy_girl913@yahoo.com>
Bridgeport, Texas - Wednesday, August 15, 2007 1:06 AM CDT
thanks for the update. keeping makenna in my thoughts and prayers
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, August 14, 2007 11:46 PM CDT
I just stumbled here, im sure not by accident... I am so sorry about beautifully zachary and praying that God spares makenna.... There are no words really! Ill just pray! my heart breaks for you....
Kim <dakk2222@netnitco.net>
IN - Tuesday, August 14, 2007 10:05 PM CDT
I just saw a note on Katia's site about Makenna and I am so sorry you are having to revisit this. I just went to the Cathedral and lit a candle for your sweet Makenna and will keep her and her wonderful family in my daily prayers. Dear sweet Zachary, summon the angels and cover your dear family with hope, peace, faith and blessings during this time. God bless you Stacy and Max.
Vanessa Campbell <dachsielvr@aol.com>
Belleville, IL - Tuesday, August 14, 2007 9:30 PM CDT
I just saw a note on Katia's site about Makenna and I am so sorry you are having to revisit this. I just went to the Cathedral and lit a candle for your sweet Makenna and will keep her and her wonderful family in my daily prayers. Dear sweet Zachary, summon the angels and cover your dear family with hope, peace, faith and blessings during this time. God bless you Stacy and Max.
Vanessa Campbell <dachsielvr@aol.com>
Belleville, IL - Tuesday, August 14, 2007 9:29 PM CDT
Praying for only good results. I am so sorry you have to face these kinds of tests and worries again.
For Prayer Support:
www.ashersfriends.blogspot.com
Laura Lynn and my two little miracle nephews: www.caringbridge.org/visit/asherandjacob <laurainsem@yahoo.com>
Hollidaysburg, Pa - Tuesday, August 14, 2007 8:02 PM CDT
Found you by katia's message board. Happy thoughts and prayers are being sent! I hope you get some rest!
Theresa
- Tuesday, August 14, 2007 7:29 PM CDT
We are praying for you. Please keep us updated, I will mark the site to come back by tomorrow. Thank you for dropping by Katia's site. Your sweet little man is always remembered:)
Love, Tracy and
Katia (a.k.a. "The Ladybug")
Fighting leukemia AML with a vengence!
Sharing Hope on the Wings of a Ladybug
Tracy and Katia <tmsol87@aol.com>
- Tuesday, August 14, 2007 6:54 PM CDT
My prayers are with you all today and every day. I'm anxious to hear that everything went ok.
Evalyn Rotzler <erotz@aol.com>
Frederick, MD - Tuesday, August 14, 2007 1:48 PM CDT
Well, it's finally 9:30 here in Georgia, and so I guess the procedure is finally over. Bless her heart. Praying that all went (and will go) well for you and your beautiful family. We are anxiously awaiting the results. thank you so much for including us in your journey.
carolyn <carolynp@uga.edu>
bishop, ga usa - Tuesday, August 14, 2007 8:36 AM CDT
Hello to the German family:
Just to let you know that you have another person here who will watch and wait with you, sending prayers.
Sandra Conway Warren
Histiocytosis Association of America
Sandra Conway Warren <histio@charter.net>
- Tuesday, August 14, 2007 7:48 AM CDT
Dear German Family-
We offer up prayers for Makenna and her entire family.
Kristi
Kristi Miller <kdmill2003@yahoo.com>
Fort Wayne, IN - Tuesday, August 14, 2007 7:09 AM CDT
Please watch over your little siser today, Zachary. Miracles do happen and we're all needing and praying for one today.
Love, Grandma Sally
Sally German <sjgerman@swcp.com>
Albuquerque, NM USA - Tuesday, August 14, 2007 6:53 AM CDT
prayers, love, concern and strength coming your way from Georgia.
carolyn <carolynp@uga.edu>
bishop, ga usa - Monday, August 13, 2007 9:51 AM CDT
I will definitely being praying for Makenna
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Monday, August 13, 2007 8:57 AM CDT
I am a friend of Susan and Jay Brown. Susan has shared with me the plight of your little ones. I have added your family to my prayer list. God be with all of you.
Susan Smoak <sususuzy@nc.rr.com>
Fuquay-Varina, NC USA - Sunday, August 12, 2007 11:10 PM CDT
I will be keeping you all in my prayers. I pray that all will be well with Makenna and all test will show normal. God bless
donna <mtwhitney42@hotmail.com>
marysville, ca usa - Saturday, August 11, 2007 5:31 PM CDT
It was good to read your blog today. I'm sorry I did not realize until today that Zachary's Birthday was the 21st. Your Blog was so touching. Stacy, you have such an beautiful way of saying things. God Bless you all. Happy Belated Birthday Precious Zachary. In some ways it feels impossible that it has been 4 years and in others, feels like yesterday. Please know that my Prayers continue to be with you ALL and your family as you move forward through these trying times. My love to you All. Huge Hugs, Beth
Beth Hale <mshaleb@aol.com>
League City, TX US - Tuesday, July 24, 2007 11:01 AM CDT
Sorry I missed posting on Zachary's birthday yesterday. I hold you tightly in my prayers. May the precious thought of holding Zachary again continue to lift and encourage your hearts.
Yolanda Rogers, Mom to Anna <weloveanna@earthlink.net>
Alt Spgs, FL USA - Sunday, July 22, 2007 9:01 PM CDT
Thank you for the update on the family. Have been keeping Makenna in my prayers and will continue to do so. I'm sure her Big Brother is keeping an eye on her as well. Blessings on your family.
Vanessa Campbell <dachsielvr@aol.com>
Belleville, IL - Sunday, July 22, 2007 7:19 PM CDT
a belated Happy Birthday to Zachary in heaven!!! Loved reading your update and will keep Makenna's health in my prayers.
Was wondering how Grandpa German is doing.............no guestbook enrries in a long time.
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, July 22, 2007 9:07 AM CDT
Happy Birthday Zachary! And hello to Mom, Dad, and Big and Little Sis. Thinking of you guys and hope to see you soon. Love, Ed, Carrie, Jack and Max
Carrie Smith
- Saturday, July 21, 2007 9:28 PM CDT
Happy Birthday, Zachary. You're always in our hearts and minds and especially today. Enjoy your "fire truck" birthday. We'll be thinking of you. We love you!
Love, Your Family in Albuquerque
Sally German <sjgerman@swcp.com>
Albuquerque, NM USA - Saturday, July 21, 2007 9:16 AM CDT
just checking in! Hope all is going well today! As for us, Ella seems to be fine, but hasn't had any shots yet. Have a great day!
carolyn <carolynp@uga.edu>
bishop, ga usa - Wednesday, July 18, 2007 7:38 AM CDT
The updated picture of the girls was awesome! They are both growing up so fast! Thanks for sharing.
Vanessa Campbell
Belleville, IL - Thursday, July 5, 2007 7:02 PM CDT
Max & Stacy,
Congratulations on your beautiful daughter. God certainly blessed you all again. TO look back on everything you all have been through and see where you are today, reminds me of how faithful and loving God is. He has plans and purposes for our lives and they are always good. I pray for Him to richly bless you all and protect you. In His Love, Tracee
Tracee Chatfield <traceechatfield@yahoo.com>
Carlsbad, CA - Sunday, July 1, 2007 8:46 AM CDT
Just checking in to say I hope your summer is wonderful and that all is well with you guys. Praying for you all:) Dena
Dena Olsen <Olsen7945@wi.rr.com>
Oak Creek, Wi USA - Monday, June 25, 2007 1:54 PM CDT
We just dropped by to check on you today.
Jodi and McKayla
Jodi Phelan <jodiphelan@hotmail.com>
Sherwood Park, AB Canada - Monday, June 18, 2007 1:36 PM CDT
Happy Fathers Day Max
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, June 16, 2007 11:59 PM CDT
As always, you're in my thoughts and prayers.
Love and my best wishes to all of you.
Sally German <sjgerman@swcp.com>
Albuquerque, NM USA - Wednesday, June 13, 2007 9:39 PM CDT
Stacy and family,
You are never far from my thoughts. I sat here this morning and read the complete journal and marvel at what an awesome God we have! Zachary is still blessing lives with every read of this journal. I am so blessed to have walked this journey with you on this side of the computer. I began my own journey on 071905 with discovery of thyroid cancer and am currently as of November 2006 in remission. I had an awesome angel boy in your Zachary, who paved the way for my journey. I marvel in the being of Sydney who is wise beyond her years and thank God for the wonderful addition of Makenna to your family. We moved from Richmond in April 06 and now live in Illinois just outside of St. Louis. Zachary led us to a wonderful cancer treatment center in St. Louis and I am once again blessed to be living in the town I grew up in. I continue to keep you and yours in my prayers for continued good health and a wonderful life. I hope someday you are able to put Zachary's journal in book form as it is a must read for everyone on this earth. Zachary taught us to live in the moment, for that is all any of us really have.
I check frequently looking for updates on your family and hope to see new pictures of Sydney and Makenna soon. God bless you all
Vanessa Campbell <dachsielvr@aol.com>
Belleville, IL - Wednesday, June 6, 2007 11:52 AM CDT
Hoping all is well with you all. Just stopping by to say hi and I am keeping you in prayer. I bet Sydney is loving her baby sister. Dena
Dena Olsen <Olsen7945@wi.rr.com>
Oak Creek, Wi USA - Monday, June 4, 2007 9:33 AM CDT
The baby photos are just beautiful. She certainly has eyes like Zachary. Holly will be talking to Egleston about having tests on her new baby. Please update on this asap or email me. Have a really good day playing with that precious beautiful baby!
carolyn <carolynp@uga.edu>
bishop, ga usa - Tuesday, May 22, 2007 2:32 PM CDT
Happy Mothers Day. I jope you enjoy the day.
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, May 13, 2007 8:35 AM CDT
Glad to hear your sister is doing better......and I pray all will be well with Makenna. What a beautiful family you have......and may God Bless you and yours as your little girls grow and enjoy LONG HEALTHY lives. Thanks again for sharing your story with us....Dena
Dena Olsen <Olsen7945@wi.rr.com>
Oak Creek, Wi USA - Tuesday, May 1, 2007 1:44 PM CDT
Thanks for updating. I pray your sister continues to recover well. I also pray that there is good news to be had with your precious little one.
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Monday, April 23, 2007 12:23 AM CDT
Your sister is in my prayers. I hope all went well. May you have peace at this time. Thanks for sharing about Makenna. I love the name and just to gaze at her picture is a blessing. She is beautiful.
Vanessa Campbell <dachsielvr@aol.com>
Belleville, IL - Friday, April 20, 2007 7:22 PM CDT
What an absolutely beautiful family photo. Please let us know when you hear from the test. We haven't had one on our little addition, but may consider it. Hope you are all doing good today.
carolyn <carolynp@uga.edu>
bishop, ga usa - Friday, April 20, 2007 12:36 AM CDT
Any news on your sister? Hope all is well!
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, April 19, 2007 6:43 PM CDT
Glad I checked in tonight for my "chubby cheek" fix. I will certainly keep your sister in my thoughts and prayers. Will look forward to the update on the medical front.Thanks
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Monday, April 16, 2007 11:25 PM CDT
Greetings Germans:
I haven't had a chance (or taken the opportunity, if I'm completely honest) to look at the web site for awhile.
You are a beautiful family on the inside and out.
I was at Bible Study Fellowship the other day, and I used you as one of my answers. I don't recall exactly what the question was, but I commented on how when Zachary died that your family comforted mine when we fully intended to be a comfort to you. You probably didn't realize it, but God worked through you to deepen our faith. God does work in mysterious ways.
I noticed in your coments that you feel fear. My thoughts are that we can't always fully control the way we feel, and that God knows that too. Christ is fully human as well as fully divine, after all. I think that when Christ prayed in the garden before his crucifixion that he was "feeling" fear as a human would, but that the courage he put on (that is taking the right action in spite of how he felt), allowed him to go to the cross and shed his blood and die so that he could be raised again for all of us.
My understanding is that both love and courage are something we put on with God's help. They are actions we take and not something we necessarily feel. As a result, with God's help we have courage even when we are afraid and are able to love even when we don't feel particularly loving.
These are my thoughts, so take them with a grain of salt, but I've found thinking of love and courage as something we do (with God's help) rather than something we feel to be helpful as I stumble through life.
We love you all very much (sometimes (and these are probably the best times) the feeling matches the action :))
Scott, Pam, Lauren, and Halle Zuiderveen
Scott Zuiderveen <scott.zuiderveen@bankofamerica.com>
- Monday, April 16, 2007 9:10 AM CDT
Happy Birthday, Stacy. We love you.
Sally & Wilbur
Sally German <sjgerman@swcp.com>
Albuquerque, NM USA - Saturday, April 7, 2007 10:23 AM CDT
Happy Easter
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, April 7, 2007 9:49 AM CDT
Hi Germans,
Just dropped by to say hi and let you know that we are thinking of you.
Love, Scott, Pam, Lauren, and Halle
Pamela Zuidervenn
Albuquerque, NM USA - Monday, April 2, 2007 3:07 PM CDT
Stacy,
The journal entry was once again beautiful. The pictures are adorable. It is so wonderful to see the happy smiles back on those faces. What a beautiful family. I am so proud to be a part of it. I could not be a more prouder nana, and mom. I know daddy and Zachary are looking down with those great big smiles they have. I so wish they were here. I seem to miss them more each day. If it weren't for these little ones I don't know what I would do.
Love you all bunches
Nana
Dianne Brewton <nmme@cableone.net>
Roswell , nm usa - Friday, March 30, 2007 3:02 PM CDT
Another beautifully-written Journal Entry by your Mommy, Zachary. You must be so proud of her. Among many other fine attributes, she has a touching, unique, and special talent of expressing the love, hope, and deep feelings she holds for her family. Her philosophy of life is inspirational and uplifting. Many have benefitted from her words and we thank her for sharing her thoughts, experiences, and fears with us.
We will be wearing purple on Saturday in honor of you, Zachary. We honor you every day in our thoughts and prayers. We love you and your family.
Love, Grandma Sally
Sally German <sjgerman@swcp.com>
Albuquerque, NM USA - Friday, March 30, 2007 2:11 AM CDT
beautiful entry as usual;thank you. keeping you all in my thoughts and prayers
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, March 29, 2007 9:30 PM CDT
Just checking in to say happy spring......hope you are doing well:)
Dena Olsen <Olsen7945@wi.rr.com>
Oak Creek, Wi USA - Thursday, March 29, 2007 8:37 AM CDT
We just dropped by to check on you today.
Jodi and McKayla
Jodi Phelan <jodiphelan@hotmail.com>
Sherwood Park, AB Canada - Wednesday, March 28, 2007 1:40 AM CDT
Love to all. Miss you.
Grandma Sally
Sally German <sjgerman@swcp.com>
Albuquerque, NM USA - Friday, March 16, 2007 8:32 PM CDT
Thought for sure you would have filled us in on the adventures of having a newborn in the household. I guess busy cover it. Stopping by as always to see those "chubby cheeks"
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, March 15, 2007 9:53 AM CDT
Checking to see if there were any updates. God bless
donna rohm <mtwhitney42@hotmail.com>
marysville, ca usa - Wednesday, March 14, 2007 6:08 PM CDT
Hoping that all is going well with your little girls:) It looks like the spring is soon going to arrive, and suuny days and warmth will fill the days!! Keeping you in prayers that you have many sunny days ahead and that the joy of your family brings you many smiles:) Dena
Dena Olsen <Olsen7945@wi.rr.com>
Oak Creek, Wi USA - Tuesday, March 13, 2007 10:32 AM CDT
I have visited a few times and am so glad to hear of your new addition. your Zachary has touched our lives, and will always be remembered here. My Lindsay Kate struggles with LCH and we draw strength from your journey. Take care. Thanks for letting us share in your joy!
Jill McAlpine <jillmcalpine@comcast.net>
NH - Monday, February 19, 2007 1:22 PM CST
Just checking up on all of you. The pictures of the girls is beautiful. Prayers are being said. God bless
donna rohm <mtwhitney42@hotmail.com>
marysville, ca usa - Sunday, February 18, 2007 11:01 AM CST
Dear Zachary,
Just a note to say "hello". Your two sisters are beautiful! They will always remember their brother, Zachary.
Love from Grandma Sally
Sally German <sjgerman@swcp.com>
Albuquerque, NM USA - Thursday, February 15, 2007 8:40 PM CST
Congratulations German family on the birth of your new baby girl! Sending all my love~ Sue
Susan Carter (Steckbauer) <Suec370@aol.com>
Alb., NM USA - Thursday, February 15, 2007 7:47 AM CST
Happy Valentines Day and I hope that your little girls are enjoying each other:) Praying for you all:) Dena
Dena Olsen <Olsen7945@wi.rr.com>
Oak Creek, Wi USA - Wednesday, February 14, 2007 8:34 AM CST
February 14,, 2007
(Valentine's Day)
Zachary Mason German
% Heaven
Dear Grandson
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!
As you know, a day to
send one's love and that
you are ..... LOVED.
Later,
Granddad German
Granddad German <lggerman@thuntek.net>
Albuquerque, NM USA - Wednesday, February 14, 2007 0:32 AM CST
Happy Valentine's Day. I would love to hear how the new baby is doing. I hope you are feeling well
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Monday, February 12, 2007 11:20 PM CST
Just stopping by to say
to you,
Love Viks
viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Monday, February 12, 2007 12:06 AM CST
February 8, 2007
Zachary Mason German
% Heaven
Dear Grandson,
Nothing serious ... I was
just thinking about your
new little sister and wanted
to tell somebody. You are
perfect.
Oddly, you have become my
little silent partner. It
is great. You can go with
me ... whereever I go. We
can stay as late as we want.
You never seem to complain
and I enjoy it.
Every once in a while, while
driving, we have a conversation.
It is, if I do say so myself,
rather uplifting.
Now, that is not because I
always get my way or you
don't argue with me. It
is the companionship and,
if my knotty & snarrly old
Soul is real lucky ... this
can go on, after my passing,
and no one need be the wiser.
I hope there is something
comparable to autumn leaves
... in Heaven.
Just your old Granddad ...
going down memory lane and
doing a little fantacising.
Love you ....
Granddad German
Granddad German <lggerman@thuntek.net>
Albuquerque, NM USA - Thursday, February 8, 2007 9:37 PM CST
i hope everything at home is going smoothly and that the house is filled with such joy at the newest addition
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, January 30, 2007 10:56 AM CST
Such a beautiful name for such a beautiful girl:) What a doll. I have a McKenna too......and I just love the name. Sydney looks so proud in the picture. I am sure her brother angel will be watching over her!!! I am sure he has told her how lucky she is to be in your family:) Congratulations....Yes......God is good, and may he continue to bless and keep you as you get to know your precious Makenna:) God Bless......Dena
Dena Olsen <Olsen7945@wi.rr.com>
Oak Creek, Wi USA - Monday, January 29, 2007 12:49 AM CST
So glad I decided to stop by tonight and learn of the new baby. Still love that pic. of sweet Zachary! Blessings and keep us updated on the baby.
JoBeth Hunnicutt <jobeth73@alltel.net>
Moultrie, Ga, - Sunday, January 21, 2007 11:59 PM CST
What a precious pic...thanks for sharing! I pray that you are feeling ok post-delivery...I know how ones emotional and energy level are compromised. I'm sure your Mom is helping to keep things running smoothly. You are all in my thoughts and prayers as well as Zachary.
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, January 21, 2007 10:58 PM CST
Friends and family members send love and well wishes for the safe arrival of Makenna Sine'. Three miracles sent to us through you, Stacy and Max. May God continue to bless you!
Love always,
Grandma Sally
Sally German <sjgerman@swcp.com>
Albuquerque, NM USA - Saturday, January 20, 2007 10:40 AM CST
January 19, 2007
Zachary Mason German
% Heaven
Dear Grandson,
Well, another BLESSED event, huh?
Hope you are all puffed-up & proud,
because we are!
So far, the German Grands are three
girls to one boy ... you. What are
the chances of getting a "full house?"
Life is a gamble (pun intended) ...
isn't it?
As said so many times, it isn't
always the length of one's life
that measures contribution, but
it's positive impact, upon those
who remain and those to come.
So, as this little visit comes to
a close ... keep the reaches of
your Soul in our lifes and bask
in the glow of your new little Sister.
Love, Granddad German
Granddad German <lggerman@thuntek.net>
Albuquerque, NM USA - Friday, January 19, 2007 9:38 PM CST
What great news...and what an absolutely beautiful picture of your two girls! Holly has had her baby girl too (Nov. 1), and so far all is well. Those immunization shots (that we feel brought on Jeremy's hlh) have not even been discussed for Ella. Would be interested to know what type of testing is planned for February. Again, Congratulations!
carolyn <carolynp@uga.edu>
bishop, ga usa - Friday, January 19, 2007 9:49 AM CST
WOO HOO.CONGRATULATIONS! Thank you so much for sharing this wonderful news. I will keep you all in my constant thoughts and prayers. Please keep us in the know!
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, January 18, 2007 9:56 PM CST
Hello to all of you,
The journal entry is so lovely and it is wonderful to hear how much everyone is in love with Makenna Sine'. We offer our heartfelt and very sincere congratulations. Our prayers are with you all for the health and well-being of your new and wonderful baby. And, for all of you as move forward in the coming year. It was wonderful to hear the joy in Grandma Sally's voice when she shared with Jim and I the safe arrival of the baby and the fact that Stacy was doing well also. What a privilege it is to be an extended member of such a beautiful family. We love you... Jim & Jeanne
Jeanne Marrs <Searchette@att.net>
Price , UT - Thursday, January 18, 2007 5:42 PM CST
Checking in again and am thrilled to see the little one has arrived. As you are blessed to have her, she is so very very blessed to have been born into a family who so eagerly awaited her arrival and loved her so much even before she was born. I will keep you all in my prayers and extra prayers are being said for all test to come out normal. God is indeed Good. God bless
donna rohm <mtwhitney42@hotmail.com>
marysville, ca usa - Thursday, January 18, 2007 12:59 AM CST
Hope you are all doing well and your sweet little one has arrived:) Keeping you in my prayers......Dena
Dena Olsen <Olsen7945@wi.rr.com>
Oak Creek, Wi USA - Thursday, January 18, 2007 6:30 AM CST
Checking to see if the little lady had made her arrival yet. Keeping you all in my prayers. God bless
donna rohm <mtwhitney42@hotmail.com>
marysville, ca usa - Monday, January 15, 2007 10:35 AM CST
thinking about you and wondering how things are
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, January 11, 2007 9:23 AM CST
Just checking in to wish you a joyous new year:) Hopefully your sweet baby girl has arrived and you are enjoying her:) Praying for health and happiness for you all. Dena
Dena Olsen <Olsen7945@wi.rr.com>
Oak Creek, Wi USA - Thursday, January 11, 2007 8:30 AM CST
Wishing you a Very Happy New Year!! I am so happy to hear your wonderful news!! My prayers are with your family!! :-)
LOVE,
Cindee Mom to Joseph (www.caringbridge.org/or/sonjoseph)
Cindee <syndleeg1@aol.com>
Beaverton, OR - Tuesday, January 9, 2007 9:58 PM CST
Wishing you love, peace and joy as your family moves into the new year. You are such a precious gift to us. We have not seen each other personally in several years and still the very deep affection we feel for you remains strong as ever. May God be with you all. Love, Jim & Jeanne
Jeanne Marrs
Price, UT - Tuesday, January 9, 2007 12:28 AM CST
We just dropped by to check on you today.
Jodi and McKayla
Jodi Phelan <jodiphelan@hotmail.com>
Sherwood Park, AB Canada - Friday, January 5, 2007 3:59 PM CST
New Year's Eve, 2006
Zachary Mason German
%Heaven
Dear Grandson,
It was New Year's Eve 1999 and
the World was awaiting ...
with baited breath ... the
the arrival of the Year 2000 or
the first second of the Third
Thousand Years of our current
calendar. There was much
apprehension, regarding
terrorist attacks, computer
operations & spitual predictions.
We, your Father, Mother, Uncle
Joe, Aunt Jeanne & I, decided it
was a great & appropriate time ...
to create a time capsule. So,
that is what we did.
It was decided that I was to seal
the capsule and bury it someplace.
Regretfully, it is yet to be sealed
or buried. However, before the
expired 25 years or New Year's Eve,
2024, when it is to be opened ...
your old Granddad will get the job
done.
So, what does all of this have to
do with you. Everything, since I
want to believe you actualy
"see all & know all." If you
don't, don't tell me. I like it
the way it is, okay?
Time to go celebrate the New Year.
Wish me well ... the Streets are
wet, icey & slick.
Bye ... for now, okay?
Love,
Granddad German
Granddad German <lggerman@thuntek.net>
Albuquerque, NM USA - Sunday, December 31, 2006 9:18 PM CST
wishing you a happy and healthy New Year
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, December 30, 2006 11:46 PM CST
December 26, 2006
Zachary Mason German
%Heaven
Dear Grandson,
Your Uncle Joe electronically
assembled ... as Christmas gifts
... an extensive number of German
Family Photos, on two DVDs. One
entire section is devoted to you.
As a consequence of my absence,
during those trying days, the
photos have served to enhance my
visualization of you and yours.
Don't believe any of us, who have
seen them, did so ... with a dry eye.
Thank you Joe! Your work had to be
"A Labor of Love."
I will make another Guestbook vist
after the New Year. As you might know,
you give me strength and comfort. As
well, your absence makes me realize the
value of human life.
In that spirit, may no human life be lost
unnecessarily or to achieve selfish gain.
There is always a grieving family ... somewhere.
Love,
Granddad German <lggerman@thuntek.net>
Albuquerque, NM USA - Wednesday, December 27, 2006 0:16 AM CST
We will continue to pray for peace and comfort for your family. Hope you all had a great Christmas.
Mandi Giacomo <mandigiacomo@hotmail.com>
Edmond, OK - Tuesday, December 26, 2006 9:10 AM CST
To Our Dearest Zachary,
As we celebrate Christmas and the birth of Christ, we also remember those who have passed and, no doubt, are in His arms at this very moment. By an unimaginable twist of fate, you, at your very tender age, know the mysteries of the world and are able to experience what we all strive to achieve.
We may realize that you are in a wonderful and peaceful place, but that doesn't make us miss you and long for you any less. The memory of you will be with us forever. We shall cherish the short time we were with you and, on occasion, in moments of despair and loneliness, dream of what could have been.
Your beautiful face is etched in our minds and hearts forever.
Love,
Grandma Sally
Sally German <sjgerman@swcp.com>
Albuquerque, NM USA - Monday, December 25, 2006 8:47 PM CST
Christmas Eve, 2006
Zachary Mason German
%Heaven
Dear Grandson,
Well, it is Christmas Eve and
the world seems so quiet. In
a few hour, however, the noise
begins.
Around the world, where Christmas
is celebrated ... with the giving
of gifts & tribute is given to
the birth of Jesus ... children
can hardly wait. Guess, while I
ponder these thoughts, my mind
reaches back to the Christmases
of your Father and your Uncle Joe.
They were easy to please and fun
to watch.
For whatever reasons, when they
received identical gifts, Uncle
Joe got the color blue and your
Dad ... the color red. Actually
... with their unique physical
characteristics and personalities,
I believe the colors should have
been reversed. Oh well .........
just the thoughts of an old man.
Not surprisingly, I have fond
memories of assemblying the many
toys, bikes and contraptions
... in the wee hours of Christmas Eve.
I have fonder memories of the boys
pouncing on the bed and announcing
the arrival of Santa. Again, they
were a delight.
Enough of my Christmas Eve ramblings, huh?
Surely, you may be physically absent ...
come morning, but your spiritual
presence will be felt ... in Richmond.
Heck, we feel it hear.
Bye for now and keep your little Soul
tucked in and warm, while waiting for
the rest of us ... to join you.
Merry Christmas Grandson!!
Granddad German <lggerman@thuntek.net>
Albuquerque, NM USA - Monday, December 25, 2006 2:24 AM CST
Dear Mr. Hallmark,
I am writing to you from heaven, and though it must appear,
A rather strange idea, I see everything from here,
I just popped in to visit, your stores to find a card,
A card of love for my parents, as this day for them is hard,
There must be some mistake I thought, every card you can imagine,
except I could not find a card, from a child that lives in heaven,
they are still a parent too, no matter where I reside,
I had to leave, they understand, but oh the tears they cried,
I thought that if I wrote to you, that you would come to know,
that though I live in heaven now, I still love my parents so,
they talk with me, and dreams with me, we still share laughter too,
memories are our way of speaking now, would you see what you can do?
my parents carry me in their heart, their tears they hide from sight,
they plants flowers in my garden, there my living memory dwells,
they writes to other grieving parents, trying to ease there pain as well,
so you see Mr. Hallmark, though I no longer live on earth,
I must find a way, to remind her of her wondrous worth,
they need to be honored, and be remembered too,
just as the children of the earth will do,
thank you Mr. Hallmark, I know you will do your best,
find a way to tell them, how much they mean to me,
until I can do it for myself, when she joins me in eternity.
I know Christmas must be so hard for you although I can't comprehend how difficult it must be.
All my love,
Viks
viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Friday, December 22, 2006 7:29 AM CST
Thinking about you all, and praying as the time gets closer, your new little bundle will arrive safely. I stop by your page all the time to see how things are going. I just want you to know that I pray for you and hope that your "labor day" is short, sweet and your joy will be overflowing:) Merry Christmas to you all!!!!!! Dena
Dena Olsen <Olsen7945@wi.rr.com>
Oak Creek, Wi USA - Wednesday, December 13, 2006 2:05 PM CST
Amen, LG...
Joseph German <underthewronghat@hotmail.com>
Las Cruces, NM USA - Wednesday, December 13, 2006 2:08 AM CST
December 10, 2006
Zachary Mason German
% Heaven
Dear Grandson,
As you know, from your Heavenly perch,
Fall comes a little later in New Mexico,
therefore, I found myself, today, raking
leaves and thinking of you. As well, I
can picture your Dad raking those Virginia
leaves and there are a lot of them, when I
last visited.
As you know, your Grandmother Sally and
... her husband, Wilbur, are, as we speak,
in Richmond. It is nice they can travel
and help keep the tie that binds ... with
the difficulties associated with distance.
I am not sure, but am anxious to learn,
when your new sister arrives.
Oh yeah, your bicycle will be traveling
East ... to a Portalles, NM Orphanage ...
just in time for Christmas. Perfect, huh?
Thanks for the visit. As you know, I seem
to visualize you ... sitting on my knee ...
exchanging pleasant, but funny, looks.
Given your Heavenly abilities, whatever they
may be and should they allow ... touch, for me,
the hearts of our shared loved ones.
Merry Christmas,
Granddad German <lggerman@thuntek.net>
Albuquerque, NM USA - Sunday, December 10, 2006 11:34 PM CST
Wow, I am so thankful that I stopped by Zachary's page. What wonderful news! I will certainly add the little one to my prayer list. I continue to think of you and lift you up in prayer.
JoBeth Hunnicutt <jobeth73@alltel.net>
Moultrie, Ga - Wednesday, November 22, 2006 7:12 PM CST
Happy Thanksgiving
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, November 22, 2006 0:58 AM CST
Thank you for sharing what had to be both a spiritually uplifting and mentally draining entry. I definitely needed a tissue after that entry. May God bless you and your family. And Congratulations on your upcoming bundle of joy.
Hugs from Minnesota!
Tammy
MN - Tuesday, November 21, 2006 8:29 PM CST
Hello everyone, I am so glad I stopped in here tonight to read this update. I couldn't be happier for your family. I know that Zachary will be watching out for his new little baby sister and that your family will be the most loving, giving and caring parents in the world. Stacey your words in Christopher's guestbook have helped so very much and I just want to thank you! I know I haven't been here much but I do think of your family quite frequently. I wish you an uneventful healthy pregnancy! Congrats to you all!
Tracy Eckhardt and Christopher <teckhardt@sympatico.ca>
Kitchener, ON Canada - Monday, November 20, 2006 0:52 AM CST
I hope the pregnancy is going well. I could just reach out and pinch those chubby cheeks of Zachary!
Tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, November 16, 2006 10:01 PM CST
To add a frequent quote...
We don't know what the future holds, but we do know WHO holds the future.
How exciting!! And I have to add... I check several sites among Caringbridge friends, I think there is another baby boom happening. It is truly amazing and special.
I am so very happy for you guys.
Our prayers are with you.
Gina, Autumn, Allie, Colin, and Luke
Gina Woods
Bentonville, AR USA - Thursday, November 16, 2006 2:03 AM CST
I just found Zachary's site and he is so precious!!! I also am very happy about the news of Sydney getting a sister! I, too, have a child in heaven. Her name is Delaney and she became an angel in heaven due to leukemia in January 2002. We also have a son, Kevin. We have since adopted a daughter, Shelley, and we know that Delaney helped picked Shelley for our family. I am now the proud Mom of three children. Wishing you the best.
Delaney's website: www.caringbridge.com/ca/delaney
Amy Wright, mom of Angel Delaney, Kevin and Shelley <wright_amy@hotmail.com>
San Diego, CA USA - Friday, November 10, 2006 10:50 AM CST
I love you all.
Nikki German <NGerman@cox.net>
- Thursday, November 9, 2006 11:46 PM CST
Thinking of you today!!
Jennifer <jcorbitt123@yahoo.com>
Nashville, TN - Thursday, November 9, 2006 3:07 PM CST
Hello, May your day be blessed with goodness and your love for one another. Love Jim & Jeanne
Jeanne Marrs <Searchette@att.net>
price, UT - Thursday, November 9, 2006 10:45 AM CST
Thinking of Zachary and your family on this day.
Thank you for sharing his story through your website and the wonderful story submitted for Histio Histories.
Congratulations on your impending arrival and best wishes for health and happiness.
Mike Golding (daddy to angel Sydney)
Sydney Salem Golding Fund (www.sydneyfund.org)
Michael Golding <mgolding@sydneyfund.org>
Cleveland, OH - Thursday, November 9, 2006 10:06 AM CST
Holding your entire family in my thoughts and prayers today. I'm sure the memories of this day are still raw and I wish I could ease your pain.
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, November 9, 2006 9:34 AM CST
It is early morning here and I find it hard to sleep, today being 2 years since God took you home Zachary. I seem to be going over this day and I don't think I have forgotten 1 minute of it. Today and until Feb. 18 when papa joined you in heaven will be so hard to get through. I try to imagine you and papa just being away on a extended vacation in a place where it is just so beautiful. The colors are so vivid in all the flowers and the birds all are so beautiful (no black birds in heaven just rainbows of color) the oceans of water so clear so blue we just can't begin to imagine. The music (and I know you and papa love this) so beautiful even with the most perfect music here on earth doesn't begin to touch the music in heaven. Because of all these things and so many more I am so happy for you and papa because ya'll are in the perfect world. I can't wait until the day God decides to let me join the both of you on that eternal vacation. Many hugs and lots of kisses my little cuddle bug........Nana
Dianne Brewton
Roswell, NM usa - Thursday, November 9, 2006 2:20 AM CST
We hold all of you close to our hearts as we remember precious Zachary.
Sally German <sjgerman@swcp.com>
Albuquerque, NM USA - Wednesday, November 8, 2006 9:25 PM CST
Holding you close in my heart and prayers on the eve of Zachary's Homegoing anniversary and also lifting you in prayer as you continue your journey with this new blessing.
Yolanda Rogers, Mom to Anna
Altamonte Springs, FL USA - Wednesday, November 8, 2006 6:07 PM CST
Congratulations!!! Prayers headed your way!
carolyn <cspritchett@bellsouth.net>
bishop, ga usa - Wednesday, November 8, 2006 8:21 AM CST
Hi to all of you... It is so very difficult to express in words our expressions of love and hope. You are all so very special and we hold you up in our prayers. It is with joyful anticipation we look forward to a new baby German.
Jeanne Marrs <Searchette@att.net>
price, UT - Tuesday, November 7, 2006 5:18 PM CST
I am so thrilled for you all.......I check on you frequently......but somehow I missed this update:) What a beautifully written journal..and I wondered from your last update if you were infanticipating! Congratulations......we will continue to pray for your family and for your newest addition. She certainly has a proud big brother and sister......how lucky she is:) Keep us posted......Dena
Dena Olsen <Olsen7945@wi.rr.com>
Oak Creek, Wi USA - Tuesday, November 7, 2006 8:29 AM CST
We just dropped by to check on you today.
Jodi and McKayla
Jodi Phelan <jodiphelan@hotmail.com>
Sherwood Park, AB Canada - Tuesday, November 7, 2006 0:15 AM CST
Wonderful wonderful news. I wish you all the best. God has certainly blessed you. Can't wait to hear of the little one's arrival. God bless
donna rohm <mtwhitney42@hotmail.com>
marysville, ca usa - Monday, November 6, 2006 1:52 PM CST
Stacey, Max & Sydney~
I was so excited to read your latest journal entry. Congratulations!!!!
Sending all my love & hugs~
Sue
Susan Carter (Steckbauer) <suec370@aol.com>
Alb., NM - Monday, November 6, 2006 1:30 PM CST
Thankyou for visiting my daughters site and for sharing Zachary's story with me.To lose such precious little ones to these horrible diseases is just not fair.Keep strong and you are in my prayers.
Michelle Kelly,Angel Ebonys mummy. www.caringbridge.org/ky/ebony
Michelle kelly <nedshell@dodo.com.au>
Perth, w a - Monday, November 6, 2006 6:47 AM CST
Your news is wonderful! Thank you for sharing. I wish you all the best. Much good health and happiness. I can't imagine any family more deserving of that.
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, November 5, 2006 10:31 PM CST
Dear Family,
We anxiously and excitedly await the arrival of our new precious granddaughter. Your Journal entry was beautifully written, as always, Stacy. Your well-chosen and heartfelt words encapsulate a true scenerio of the heartache and utter devastation your family has suffered, yet you are able to articulate a very real sense of hope and love. And we thank you for that. That attitute, as reflected in your writing, I believe, lends encouragement and a sense of peace to all who care about you and your family.
(You were quite correct when you asked each of us to grab a box of Kleenex.)
We are proud of your spirit and your willingness to share such profound, deep, and difficult thoughts. This cannot be easy, but you do it with such consideration and circumspect.
As I said, we are full of anticipation and happiness with the forthcoming birth of "Baby Grace" (as I like to refer to her at this point). We are counting on God's "grace" to hold her in His loving arms and keep her safe and out of harm's way.
Hope to see you in the very near future.
Love to all,
Grandma Sally
Sally German <sjgerman@swcp.com>
Albuquerque, NM USA - Saturday, November 4, 2006 1:36 PM CST
The Gap
Michael Crenlinsten
The gap between those who have lost children & those who have not is profoundly difficult to bridge. No one, whose children are well and intact can be expected to understand what parents who have lost children have absorbed & what they bear. Our children come to us through every blade of grass, every crack in the sidewalk, every bowl of breakfast cereal. We seek contact with their atoms, their hairbrush, their toothbrush, their clothing. We reach for what was integrally woven into the fabric of our lives, now torn & shredded.
A black hole has been blown through our souls &, indeed, it often does not allow the light to escape. It is a difficult place. For us to enter there is to be cut deeply, & torn anew, each time we go there, by the jagged edges of our loss. Yet we return, again & again, for that is where our children now reside. This will be so for years to come & it will change us profoundly. At some point in the distant future, the edges of that hole will have tempered & softened but the empty space will remain - a life sentence.
Our friends will change through this. There is no avoiding it. We grieve for our children, in part, through talking about them & our feelings for having lost them. Some go there with us, others cannot & through their denial & a further measure, however unwittingly, to an already heavy burden. Assuming that we may be feeling "better" six months later is simply "to not get it." The excruciating & isolating reality that bereaved parents feel is hermetically sealed from the nature of any other human experience. Thus it is a trap - those whose compassion & insight we most need are those for whom we abhor the experience that would allow them that sensitivity & capacity. And yet, somehow there are those, each in their own fashion, who have found a way to reach us & stay, to our comfort. They have understood, again each in their own way, that our children remain our children through our memory of them. Their memory is sustained through speaking about them & our feelings about their death. Deny this & you deny their life. Deny their life & you no longer have a place in ours.
We recognize that we have moved to an emotional place where it is often very difficult to reach us. Our attempts to be normal are painful & the day to day carries a silent, screaming anguish that accompanies us, sometimes from moment to moment. Were we to give it its own voice we fear we would become truly unreachable, & so we remain "strong" for a host of reasons even as the strength saps our energy & drains our will. Were we to act out our true feelings we would be impossible to be with. We resent having to act normal, yet we dare not do otherwise. People who understand this dynamic are our gold standard. Working our way through this over the years will change us as does every experience - & extreme experience changes one extremely. We know we will have recovered when, as we have read, it is no longer so painful to be normal. We do not know who we will be at that point or who will still be with us.
We have read that the gap is so difficult that, often, bereaved parents must attempt to reach out to friends & relatives or risk losing them. This is our attempt. For those untarnished by such events, who wish to know in some way what they, thankfully, do not know, read this. It may provide a window that is helpful for both sides of the gap.
www.caringbridge.org/visit/kaitlyns
guardian angel <angegardienangegardien@hotmail.com>
www.caringbridge.org/visit/kaitlyns, lebanon - Saturday, November 4, 2006 7:59 AM CST
October 27, 2006
Zachary Mason German
% Heaven
Dear Grandson,
Been thinking of you. More than ever ...
as we approach the Fall. That is where
I have you pictured.
Anyway, your Cousin Bryce aka Little
Pumkin Doll had her second Birthday ...
on the 25th. We celebrated on the 22nd.
You were on my mind.
I will write again soon. It is nice to
visit.
Bless your Soul!!
Love,
Granddad German <lggerman@thuntek.net>
Albuquerque, NM USA - Friday, October 27, 2006 2:08 AM CDT
Miss you, Sweetheart. My thoughts and prayers are with you! Sydney is such a delight!! But then, you already know that.
Love, Grandma Sally
Sally German <SJgerman@swcp.com>
Albuquerque,, NM USA - Monday, October 23, 2006 10:33 PM CDT
stopping by to say hi, and let you know I am thinking about you.
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Friday, October 20, 2006 10:29 PM CDT
Know that you all are in My Heart, My Thoughts, and Mostly in My Prayers. I Love you. Wish I could wrap my arms around you, it's been so long. Huge Hugs, Beth
Beth <mshaleb@aol.com>
Albuquerque, NM US - Wednesday, October 18, 2006 5:14 PM CDT
We just wanted to drop by and say hi
and let you know we are thinking about you.
Jodi and McKayla
Jodi Phelan <jodiphelan@hotmail.com>
Sherwood Park, AB Canada - Friday, October 13, 2006 10:49 PM CDT
Love is sent your way!
Sally German <SJgerman@swcp.com>
Albuquerque, NM USA - Thursday, October 12, 2006 3:13 AM CDT
Thinking of you often. You have such a gift for sharing your heart with others. What a beautiful heart that has blessed and helped so many. Thank you.
Gina, Autumn, Allie, Colin, and Luke <gwoods123@earthlink.net>
Bentonville, AR USA - Tuesday, October 3, 2006 1:19 AM CDT
pls know that I think of you guys fondly often. I know that zach and granddad are watcing from above. I am so honored to have helped take care of your precious angel. Love, Kathy
Kathy Tofferi <kathyandanna@verizon.net>
richmond, va usa - Friday, September 29, 2006 8:50 PM CDT
I included your beautiful picture in our slide show for the histio fundraiser we did last March, and often think of you and pray for your family to find peace. Please know you are thought of often, and loved from afar in NH from a family that helps our Lindsay fight histio each day.take care friends xoxo
Jill McAlpine <jillmcalpine@adelphia.net>
NH USA - Wednesday, September 27, 2006 6:56 PM CDT
Hi Max, Stacy & Sydney, I think of all of you on a daily basis and hold you all up in prayer often. This past Sunday I went up when the Pastor asked if anyone had any special prayer requests and asked that he say a special prayer for your family. I can only hope you feel the support of our love and keep with you the knowledge that that love is constant... We felt so fortunate to be with your Mom and family for her birthday. Jeanne & Wilbur did an exceptional job on a great party. The flowers you sent were beautiful... Jim & I look so foward to a time when we can see you all. Love, Jim & Jeanne
Jeanne Marrs <Searchette@att.net>
Price, ut - Monday, September 25, 2006 12:56 AM CDT
Stopped by to see those 'chubby cheeks'. Praying for the family.(your Mom too)
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, September 24, 2006 10:28 PM CDT
Septmber 23, 2006
Zachary Mason German
% Heaven
Dear Grandson,
If I am not mistaken, today is your
adopted Uncle Scott Z's 40th Birthday.
Hope it is a HAPPY ONE!
Granddad German
Lawrence G. "Larry" German <lggerman@thuntek.net>
Albuquerque, NM USA - Saturday, September 23, 2006 1:45 PM CDT
Thinking of you today, Zachary. You and your family.
Sending love...
Grandma Sally
Sally German <SJgerman@swcp.com>
Albuquerque, NM USA - Saturday, September 23, 2006 0:07 AM CDT
September 18, 2006
Zachary Mason German
% Heaven
Dear Grandson,
I have good news ... having found
a most appropriate home for your
bicycle; an orphanage in Portales,
New Mexico.
Portales has some additional significance,
in that it was home to your Mother and the
Brewton family for a period of time.
Bye for now and LOVE,
Granddad German
Lawrence G. "Larry" German <lggerman@thuntek.net>
Albuquerque, NM USA - Monday, September 18, 2006 3:27 PM CDT
I was so happy to see an update. I'm so glad you all are doing well. Sending you all best wishes...
Happy Birthday Max!
Susan (Steckbauer) <suec370@aol.com>
Albuquerque, NM - Wednesday, September 13, 2006 10:40 PM CDT
Hooray, an update. Happy Birthday Max. Grieving is a process of unknown length and unknown depth.....some days bad,some days "ok" and so unique. I think of you all often and pray that life is bringing you joy despite your pain.
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, September 13, 2006 0:06 AM CDT
Stacy,
Once again your journal entry was beautiful. I am so proud you are my daughter. I know daddy is looking down from heaven and smiling at the way you have gotten through all the obsticles this past year. God has gifted you with so many talents, writing and being the mommy, daughter and wife you are just to name a few. I love you so much, see you in a few days. Mom
Dianne Brewton <nmme@cableone.net>
Roswell, NM usa - Saturday, September 9, 2006 7:05 PM CDT
Happy Birthday, Max! You are a wonderful son. And I thank you for that.
Love to you and your family,
Mom
Sally German <SJgerman@swcp.com>
Albuquerque, NM USA - Thursday, September 7, 2006 7:09 PM CDT
was so hoping to find an update....its been so long. i do hope everything is ok.
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, September 5, 2006 10:55 PM CDT
September 4, 2006
(Labor Day)
Zachary Mason German
%Heaven
Dear Grandson,
Almost every year, your Dad...in my mind...has
two Birthdays, Labor Day & the 7th of September.
You see... he was born on Labor Day, the 7th of
September, 1970 and most of the time, they are
not the same. So, all day today and the 7th, I
will be thinking of him.
I do not fully understand, if anyone does, all
of the limitations and/or extensions provided by
the Spritual existance, but should you possess
the possibilities...blow in your Father's ear
and tell him how much I love him, okay?
As I think of your Dad, I still owe you Chapter
Two, of my chronicled version of his childhood.
That will come...with time.
Thanks again for providing this retreat. I would
prefer a romp in the Virginia Autumn leaves or a
bicycle race, which you always win, but, for now,
these thoughts are comforting.
Love,
Granddad German <lggerman@thuntek.net>
Albuquerque, NM USA - Monday, September 4, 2006 0:38 AM CDT
Dear Family,
My thoughts turn to you so very often. I just finished bringing your scrapbook up to date, Sydney, and it was so fun to see you at different stages of your life. It was, also, comforting and brought a feeling of peace to ponder and re-new my memories of Zachary through pictures. A very special child, indeed! To have a "big sister" like you, Sweetheart, has to bring him joy as well.
Love,
Grandma Sally
Sally German <SJgerman@swcp.com>
Albuquerque, NM USA - Sunday, September 3, 2006 1:31 PM CDT
Just thought I'd say hello. Sydney is one active and beautiful little girl. Hope you are feeling better.
carolyn <carolynp@uga.edu>
bishop, ga usa - Thursday, August 31, 2006 1:44 PM CDT
i was scrolling through Jordan's guest book and i found you again and i'm glad that i did. I very much understand how you feel about taking two steps forward and one step back. Thinking of you and i hope you never change the picture on your front page! love, susan and angel jordan
www.caringbridge.org/ia/jordangrosclaude
susan <groscalude@msn.com>
marion, ia usa - Tuesday, August 15, 2006 12:35 AM CDT
We just dropped by to check on you today.
Jodi and McKayla
Jodi Phelan <jodiphelan@hotmail.com>
Sherwood Park, AB Canada - Monday, August 14, 2006 9:09 PM CDT
August 13, 2006
Zachary Mason German
% Heaven
Dear Grandson,
It is late. I am all alone and
my mind drifts to you.
Your Cousin Jeanne & Uncle Chris
will be returning, today, from a
"Honeymoon" to New York City. I
understand a trip to Yankee Stadium
was on the Schedule of Events.
It has been unusually rainey, with
isolated down-pours. I was at the
bottom of the Tramway, yet, high
up the side of Sandia and could see
a cloud opening up ... no higher than
was I ... providing an unique view.
I could, actually, see the top of the
cloud and my mind went to you. I tried
to visualize you ... sitting on the
cloud ... controlling the faucet.
In any case, it was a brief moment of
communion, which I thoroughly enjoyed.
Later & Love,
Granddad German <lggerman@thuntek.net>
Albuquerque, NM USA - Sunday, August 13, 2006 2:16 AM CDT
Thinking of you today. The song you have on here is so sweet and so sad and something that no parent should ever have to face. The very idea of having so many "children's hospitals" is hard. You would think they wouldn't be necessary. Sigh.....Take Care of yourself!
carolyn <carolynp@uga.edu>
bishop, ga usa - Friday, July 28, 2006 8:26 AM CDT
We just thought we would pop by and check on you today,
and let you know we are thinking about you.
Jodi and McKayla
Jodi Phelan <jodiphelan@hotmail.com>
Sherwood Park, AB Canada - Wednesday, July 26, 2006 1:50 AM CDT
Thinking of you and your sweet Zachary.
JoBeth Hunnicutt <jobeth73@alltel.net>
Moultrie, Ga, - Sunday, July 23, 2006 10:18 PM CDT
Dear Precious Zachary,
Today, your Birthday, has been a difficult day because you are no longer with us and because of the remembrance of the total happiness we felt on this wonderful day three years ago. However, it brings a peace and certain calm, as well, knowing that you are in the arms of Jesus. That knowledge gives us all the hope of an eternal life, and knowing that someday we will see and be with you again. That knowledge helps to ease the pain.
You taught us all how to live life graciously and without complaint. (It's doubtful that many of us do it as well as you did, but the lessons were there for us to learn.) So, we thank you, Precious Zachary. You will forever be remembered and cherished.
Love to you and your Family.
Grandma Sally
P.S. As I have mentioned on many occasions, your "Big Sister" is so precious and lovely. You definitely would be proud of her. She lives life with maturity and with a grace beyond her years.
Sally German <sjgerman@swcp.com>
Albuquerque, NM USA - Friday, July 21, 2006 7:00 PM CDT
As you celebrate the remembrance of Zachary's birth and very special life with you this side of Heaven, may our Lord bless you abundantly with His comfort and peace.
Yolanda Rogers
Alt Springs, FL USA - Friday, July 21, 2006 5:52 PM CDT
Happy birthday, Zachary. I love you and miss you. You are in my thoughts often.
Jeanne Duggins <jeansg_7@hotmail.com>
Albuquerque, NM USA - Friday, July 21, 2006 4:02 PM CDT
Hi Max, Stacy & Sydney, As ever you are in our prayers and thoughts. May God give you all the grace and peace needed throughout this day... Love Jim & Jeanne
Jeanne Marrs
Price, ut - Friday, July 21, 2006 11:51 AM CDT
Happy Birthday precious one!! I can't even imagine the Birthday you are having in Heaven today. I bet Jesus has the biggest and best cake with all the balloons you could ever want. You are missed so much!!!!!!!! There is not a day that goes by that there is not something that reminds me of you. I miss your big blue eyes that light up when you give that big smile that melts hearts. Have a great day little one as I know you are. Give papa a big hug for me. I know he is having a wonderful time with you today, as I am also sure he helped Jesus plan your party. There will be balloons sent to you day from all of us in Roswell, and I am sure your mommy and daddy and of course Sydney will send off quite a few. (and just a note... your big sister is like you, so very special and just beautiful, I know you must be so proud of her)
I love you and miss you cuddle bug..... Happy 3rd Birthday
Nana
Thank-you God for allowing me to be a part of this little ones life, as short as it was...He was truly a teacher of the kind of person you want us to be.... Love with all that you are because life is a gift.
Dianne Brewton <nmmme@cableone.net>
Roswell, NM usa - Friday, July 21, 2006 8:58 AM CDT
July 21, 2006
Zachary Mason German
%Heaven
Dear Grandson,
Well, it is your Birthday and I
recall it clearly. I believe it
is three. Can a little Soul hold
three little fingers in the air?
If you can, please do.
Gosh, you would be just about ready
to start test-riding your bicycle.
I still have it, but will, as you
know, give it to a needy child.
I know this day will be a difficult
day ... for your Parents. It will,
also, be a difficult day ... for
your Grandparents and others. You
see, we were very interested in
getting to know you NOW ... instead
of later. Later, for me ... since it
is sooner ... is something I can look
forward to.
Love You,
Granddad German <lggerman@thuntek.net>
Albuquerque, NM USA - Friday, July 21, 2006 1:42 AM CDT
Thinking of you and your family and you remember and celebrate Zachary's 3rd birthday on the 21st. Prayers for joy as you remember all the precious moments you shared with him.
Anita Bos (Pam Zuiderveen's sister)
- Tuesday, July 18, 2006 4:42 PM CDT
Hi Max, Stacy & Sydney, A quick stop by with prayful hope that your summer is wonderful and that you are finding a new joy with the gift of each day... We love you so much. Jim & Jeanne
Jeanne Marrs
Price, ut - Tuesday, July 18, 2006 10:35 AM CDT
Zachary Mason German
% Heaven
Dear Grandson,
Well, I missed our 4th of July Guestbook visit.
However, I didn't forget you. Much of the day
was spent thinking of you and Virginians.
As you know ... I think you know everything ...
your Cousin Bryce, Uncle Chris & Aunt Jeanne were
visiting over the long Independence Day weekend.
I haven't heard all of the stories, but I'll bet
you were a BIG part of the conversations.
Speaking of Cousin Bryce, she is now able to say
words ..... like Granddad. How about that, huh?
I haven't heard from your parents in a while. I
hope they are well! Your Grandma Sally, occasionally,
gives me an update. Guess, from the same source, your
Sister Syndey is a DOLL.
Thinking of you and am looking forward to Fall. It is
then, when I imagine you growing older and being able
to play in the autumn leaves.
Love,
Lawrence G. "Larry" German <lggerman@thuntek.net>
Albuquerque, NM USA - Monday, July 10, 2006 11:44 PM CDT
Signing in from another caringbridge family to read about Zachary. What a precious angel.
Kristi Champ <Kristi.Champ@harris.com>
- Tuesday, June 27, 2006 1:17 PM CDT
stop by all the time......would love to know how you are doing.
tricia <triciabxny@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, June 25, 2006 10:16 AM CDT
We are thinking about you today.
Jodi and McKayla
Jodi Phelan <jodiphelan@hotmail.com>
Sherwood Park, AB Canada - Saturday, June 24, 2006 10:49 PM CDT
June 18, 2006
Zachary Mason German
% Heaven
Dear Grandson,
This is your Old Granddad ... thinking of you
on Father's Day and, of course, your Father.
I will be back around soon, okay? Hope Heaven
is treating your little Soul well.
Love and Warm Thoughts,
Granddad German <lggerman@thuntek.net>
Albuquerque, NM USA - Sunday, June 18, 2006 1:56 AM CDT
Dear Stacy, Max, and Sydney,
Love and best wishes are sent to you.
Mom (Sally) (Grandma Sally)
Sally German <sjgerman@swcp.com>
Albuquerque, NM USA - Wednesday, June 7, 2006 9:15 PM CDT
Hi Max, Stacy & Sydney,
I think of you all today with so much love and so much hope for a future that can be filled with joy, peace and God's love. We love you, Jim & Jeanne
Jeanne Marrs
Price, UT - Monday, June 5, 2006 11:20 AM CDT
May 29, 2006
Zachary Mason German
% Heaven
Dear Grandson,
Well, it is still the 29th in California and,
besides, who is counting? Guess I am, because
today is ... not only Memorial Day ... but two
other special occasions, for two other special
people, who were born this day.
Interestingly, you share the name Mason with
them; your Uncle Joseph Mason German (1968)
and your Great Grandfather Fred Pryor Mason
(1906+/-).
In addition, I am kind of old-fashioned and
will celebrate Memorial Day tomorrow ... the
30th, when it was originally intended.
As always, I feel closer, when we have these
visits. Yes, I can feel your presence and, as
always, imagine bouncing you on my knee.
Bye for now ............ Love,
Granddad German <lggerman@thuntek.net>
Albuquerque, NM USA - Tuesday, May 30, 2006 1:56 AM CDT
Peace Tonight
In the dim light of the room
I saw your faint shadow on the bed,
And that you were breathing well.
Arms around your trusty monkey,
Mother or father, always by your side
And you in a deep comfortable sleep.
The day’s events now become memories,
The night becomes your time of peace,
And your dreams filled of all those around you.
I watch your calmly breathing shape
Underneath the well-worn blanket,
Sleep, little one, another Day awaits.
Take comfort, precious child,
For you have felt more love now
Than most people do in a lifetime.
HMC 5-29-06
Haemon <rold@comcast.net>
Glen Allen, VA - Tuesday, May 30, 2006 0:51 AM CDT
I am thinking of you all.
matthew pritchett
Matthew Pritchett <Carolynp@uga.edu>
Bishop, GA USA - Monday, May 29, 2006 8:21 PM CDT
Dear Ones,
We thank God for extraordinary and wonderful people like Tim Geiger and his family.
A very heartfelt and sincere "thank you", Mr. Geiger, for offering the "gift of life" to Precious Zachary.
What a beautiful day it will be when the German and Geiger families meet and embrace one another in remembrance of Zachary.
Many of us will be with you in spirit.
Love and best wishes to all of you,
Sally German (Zachary's Paternal Grandmother)
Sally German <sjgerman@swcp.com>
Albuquerque, NM USA - Wednesday, May 24, 2006 3:32 PM CDT
We are thinking about you today.
Jodi and McKayla
Jodi Phelan <jodiphelan@hotmail.com>
Sherwood Park, AB Canada - Wednesday, May 24, 2006 10:38 AM CDT
Hi Max, Stacy & Sydney,
As usual, you are all in our thoughts with so much love. Mother's Day is so difficult and I can't help but know you are wishing things were different as you accept with faith and love the way things are... Love you lots, Jim & Jeanne
Jeanne Marrs
Price , UT - Wednesday, May 17, 2006 12:53 AM CDT
May 9, 2006
Tim Geiger & Family,
Hopefully, by now, you have connected,
by Email, with my Son, Max German, and
his wife, Stacy. You may not be aware
... they have a daughter, Sidney.
Anyway, thank you for the nice letter.
You must be a very busy guy.
As for Max's ancestory (plus or minus),
he is one-quarter Danish, 1/2 English &
1/4 Irish. Stacy's maiden name is Brewton.
I am not familiar with her genetic lineage.
Do hope you, your family and Zachary's ...
are able to meet. You may already know ...
Max is a Banker too.
I am a BIG proponent of stem cell research
and am pleased to learn of your involvement.
Of equal importance, I love a volunteer!!!!
Again, THANK YOU and, as you can imagine ....
Larry German
Albuquerque
Granddad German <lggerman@thuntek.net>
Albuquerque, NM USA - Tuesday, May 9, 2006 1:24 AM CDT
May 9, 2006
Zachary Mason German
% Heaven
Dear Grandson,
Do not know what possessed me, but I felt
the urge to visit. I think of you daily.
Needless to say, I was pleasantly surprised
to read the letter from Tim Geiger, your
Donor. With your blessing, I will cut this
short and write to him.
Love,
Granddad German <lggerman@thuntek.net>
Albuquerque, NM USA - Tuesday, May 9, 2006 1:13 AM CDT
Dear Zachary, Stacey, Sydney, Max and Ashes,
My name is Tim Geiger. I have been blessed with having the opportunity to be involved in all of your lives, until now from afar, as a Zachary's stem cell donor. I, my wife Terry, and two daughters, Anna and Grace think of Zachary and all of you often. We live in a suburb of Buffalo, NY. I can't thank you enough for reaching out to us with the beautiful letters, photos and directing us to this website. We were hoping to someday make contact. We are very glad that this day has come. After spending a week trying to think what to say, I decided the best thing to do is to jump two feet in and start getting to know eachother. I continue to remain in a life long stem cell research program as a legacy to Zachary. In fact, this week I am scheduled to go to the Roswell Park Cancer Institute in Buffalo, NY for my annual testing. I'll share a little about myself, my family and how our lives became connected.
I have a very solid German background, having even lived in Austria for a year in college to relearn my family's native German. I suspect the relative's names of Geiger, Schultz, Meyer, Lemke all contributed to 5 of the 6 blood antigens being close to Zachary's with the sixth in a close ball park. My guess is also your family has a similar background perhaps. I am 41 years old, am a Notre Dame graduate, later studied business at the University of Chicago. My bride, Terry and I have been married for 7.5 years. We have two daughters almost 3 & 5. Terry and I met when we were bankers, actually our 9th anniversary of our first date is coming up this week! She is now home with the girls. Its been a very emotional ride for our family over the past several years. We have been thinking of Zachary often. During the time we donated the stem cells Terry's Mom was also one year in a diagnosis of Lou Gehring's disease. Our family spent the past two years caring for her with other family and friends. We lost Mom a year ago tomorrow. Life is precious and fragile for sure. We're just starting to get back to a more normal routine almost one year later.
Our lives came connected starting back in 1995. A dear friend of mine from college was not feeling well. I used to kid him and tell him he had the yuppy flu. Turned out at 30 years old he had Leukemia. Since it was originally misdiagnosed, it was another 8 weeks until he was retested and confirmed that he did in fact have it. Thus, Jim ended up having the higherst dose per pound of chemo ever given at Roswell. After some great struggles, he survived. married, has now has two children and is a very successful attorney in Buffalo. Along the way he got me involved in the Leukemia Society as a board member. I would work with him to raise money, throw various events. Then in 1997, I signed on for the Marine Corps marathon down your way in DC. In the process I raised from many of my friends and bank customers $10k to be used for research. Might I add that I am a large fellow and had to run in their Clydesdale Class (over 215lbs). Terry and I were dating then. She kept taking the subway and popping up at various spots in DC to wave me on. It was a super cold, rainly, windy day. Oct 26, 1997. I believe this money also eventually helped pay for HLA registry sign up at a local mall which I also participated in. About 7 years later I get a call out of the blue with the potential to be a donor. Thus the process starts.
If I recall it was Dec 2003. I went for the blood testing. I was very concerned I would not be eligible since in my job at that time I traveled very frequently overseas. Sometimes, depending on which countries you visit, you are banned from donating. Fortunately all this worked out. Zachary was just two months younger than my youngest daughter, Grace. I would always see her and then think of him and your family wondering how you all were doing. Then there was a delay since Zachary was ill. My employer and I agreed to hold off on the travel until we got the go from Roswell. Come late March '04 I started five days of shots (filgrastin). For the first day I was at the Cancer Center,the three days in between we had a nurse come to the house to give the injections, and then the last day Terry and I went to Roswell together. The staff was amazing. At the time I was one of 1,200 world wide to be able to do this new type of donation which shows alot fo promise. It resulted in 30CC of stem cells. The filgrastin doubled my own stem cell count in these five days. We were very hopeful. I have always taken the attitude if you don't swing the bat you'll never hit the ball. To say that we were very very hopeful we would hear good news is an understatement.
About a month later we received the beautiful clock which is still prominently displayed with Zachary's picture in our
kitchen in full view every time one comes and goes in the house.
We all felt a great loss when we learned he passed. Seeing this guestbook is fantastic since he truly touched so many people and still does. My family and friends have been very involved in their own way, yet invisible to all on this guestbook. We'll try to muster some photos of my family and get them to you. Papas poems are very moving and have very much touched my own parents.
I currently head Commercial Banking for Western NY, Western PA, Ohio and Southern Ontario cross border business for HSBC Bank. I will send you an e-mail on your home address with my number. Feel free to contact me if you want to speak in person. For me this has been one of the greatest privileges and gifts that one could have ever been given. We continue to think and pray for all of you. God bless you all. The Geigers
Tim Geiger <timothy.j.geiger@us.hsbc.com>
Clarence, NY USA - Sunday, May 7, 2006 10:43 AM CDT
Just wanted you to know we are thinking of you.
Will, Katie, William, and Sam Lagos <wlagos@msn.com>
Richmond, VA USA - Friday, May 5, 2006 7:45 PM CDT
Just want you to know that I check on you daily to see how you are doing, and I pray for your continued healing. Hope you are enjoying the beautiful spring weather and that "the sunny days dont always hurt the most". Take care.........Love Dena
Dena Olsen <Olsen7945@wi.rr.com>
Oak Creek, WI USA - Monday, April 24, 2006 1:02 PM CDT
April 17, 2006
Zachary Mason German
% Heaven
Dear Grandson,
Well, I apologize. It seems the 7th of April, which is your Mother's and your Aunt Jeanne's Birthday, got away. It wasn't that I didn't think of you or them ... I DID!!
Isn't that neat ... they share the same day, but a decade a part.
Here it is the 17th, which does not go unnoticed either.
17 was your Father's soccer number ... as it was your Aunt Jeanne's, when she played for Eldorado.
How about your Cousin Nikki, huh? She never forgets you.
She is a sweetheart!!
Love,
Granddad German <lggerman@thuntek.net>
Albuquerque, NM USA - Tuesday, April 18, 2006 0:49 AM CDT
Just wanted to let you know I was thinking of you tonight.
Erin's Nana www.caringbridge.org/visit/erinnewton
Janice Franklin <ronfrank@bellsouth.net>
Gardendale, Al - Wednesday, April 12, 2006 11:24 PM CDT
Just stopped by to say Happy Easter and let you know that I am still praying for you all. Hope you have a nice weekend and Miss Sydney enjoys her day......Dena
Dena Olsen <Olsen7945@wi.rr.com>
Oak Creek, WI USA - Wednesday, April 12, 2006 6:28 AM CDT
I was thinking of you all today and just wanted to let you know that as always, my love and prayers are with you.
Nikki German <sandiegogrl@yahoo.com>
- Friday, April 7, 2006 9:34 PM CDT
Dear Zachary,
It is so difficult sometimes to get beyond the "what ifs" and "if onlys" of life. I just re-read your Mother's Journal entry and I was especially touched by the part where she spoke about the love between you and Sydney. It really grabs hold of my heart.
There is no doubt that you and Sydney enjoyed a beautiful, unbreakable bond and that you loved each other so so much. How wonderful that you had those precious moments together. Your "big sister" is definitely an exciting, unusually precocious personality, and her tender memories of you speak volumes of her caring and loving nature. Just the mere fact that she is concerned that she may not remember you as clearly as she may desire is a tribute to her sensitivities and gentle ways. Her understanding of such a concept is quite remarkable.
It brings comfort to know that you will watch over her and help bring her peace.
I love you, Sweet Grandson.
Grandma Sally
Sally German <sjgerman@swcp.com>
Albuquerque, NM USA - Sunday, April 2, 2006 3:43 PM CDT
Hi to all... Spring has begun to present itself and it always creates within me an anxious feeling of looking forward to all the magnificence that is to come. I pray that the season will bring you continued peace and an absolute knowledge that you are very loved by so many... Love, Jeanne
Jeanne Marrs <Searchette@att.net>
price, ut - Sunday, April 2, 2006 9:27 AM CDT
We are thinking about you today.
Jodi and McKayla
Jodi Phelan <jodiphelan@hotmail.com>
Sherwood Park, AB Canada - Saturday, April 1, 2006 0:45 AM CST
Dear Zachary,
You are remembered in a very special way on this day, March 31st. The color purple was chosen in your honor for its special significance and it will be worn by all of us in remembrance of you. You touched many lives, Precious Zachary. We thank you and love you for your kind and generous spirit. Your legacy shall live on...
Love, Grandma Sally
Sally German <sjgerman@swcp.com>
Albuquerque, NM USA - Friday, March 31, 2006 10:05 AM CST
Just stopping in to say hello. We will be in clinic on the 31st and away from the computer but I did want to let you know that we will be thinking of Zachary and your family on that day. I know how incredibly important the transplant was and I'm sure that the day will be filled with such emotion. Sending you some hugs!
Tracy Eckhardt and Christopher <teckhardt@sympatico.ca>
Kitchener, ON Canada - Wednesday, March 29, 2006 8:52 AM CST
Stacy and Max, I have just read many,many of your journal entries. I am not even sure how I found your website. Although I do not know you, I have cried so hard tonight as I read of your journey I can't believe there are any tears left. You have touched my heart so deeply. I think this journal should be published. You are obviously a remarkable family. I lost my mom,dad,and father-in-law in the past 3 years and my 4yr old granddaughter was diagnosed with LCH in 8/06. I can idendify with some of your pain, but can't imagine the pain of losing a child or even grandchild. The histio families have been such a blessing to us. My prayers go out to you as you continue to find peace and healing. I will especially remember your daughter.I know how much this is affecting my granddaughter's older sister. I can't imagine what it must be like for Sydney to lose "her baby". May God continue to bless your entire family.
Erin's nana www.caringbridge.org/visit/erinnewton
Janice Franklin <ronfrank@bellsouth.net>
Gardendale, Al USA - Saturday, March 25, 2006 11:26 PM CST
March 21, 2006
Zachary Mason German
% Heaven
Dear Grandson,
I am cheating a little bit, since the clock has
turned and it is, now, March 21st in Albuquerque,
but you, I am certain, will understand.
Anyway, March 20th was your Aunt Jeanne & Uncle
Chris's Second Wedding Anniversary and working
on many, many more.
I had a coffee & lunch date with her and your
Cousin ... Little Pumpkin Doll Brycey Baby, for
tomorrow, but, due to a slightly contagious sinus infection, I have asked to be rescheduled.
Last week I bought a new house, for my old-age,
with a big backyard. I am going to install a swing,
a sandbox and other attractions ... in hopes of
finding and having more quality time, with children
and grandchildren.
At the appropriate time, I intend to plant a tree ...
in your memory.
Bye for now and love,
Granddad German <lggerman@thuntek.net>
Albuquerque, NM USA - Tuesday, March 21, 2006 3:06 AM CST
Dear Zachary,
I have not written to you in a while, but I think of you often. Your mommy, daddy, and sister are very special people who miss you very much. Stay close to them and bring them peace and happiness.
You will never be forgotten and will always be missed.
I love you so very much,
Aunt Jeanne
Jeanne Duggins <jeansg_7@hotmail.com>
Albuquerque, NM USA - Wednesday, March 15, 2006 12:51 AM CST
Thank you for sharing your beautiful family with mine. My heart is ever so heavy for you, although you are an inspiration to cherish. I find myself revisiting your site, and thinking of your daughters' loss with immeasurable pain for her. Your strength has transcended normalcy, if there is any. My husband and daughter Molly and I pray for your family whilst praying for our Lindsay. Take care, God Bless. I wish you peace, comfort and ease from your pain. Please know we think of your son Zachary with a smile. xoxo
jill <jillmcalpine@adelphia.net>
windham, nh usa - Tuesday, March 14, 2006 7:19 PM CST
Hello,My name is SIerra Scott, And I am the aunt of Bryant Schliep that was sick with (HLH) and now (RSV) We are all praying for your family! I kind of know how you feel. IT has been very hard! I hope your whole family is doing well..
We are thinking of you! Sierra
Sierra Scott <fox_gurl_3333@hotmail.com>
Mt US - Tuesday, March 14, 2006 4:43 PM CST
MARCH 13, 2006
Zachary Mason German
% Heaven
Dear Grandson,
I just got to thinking about you. It seems a
friend is leaving tomorrow to visit his Grandchildren,
in Roanoke. I asked if he were going to pass through
Richmond and, if so, send you a salute. He said
he would.
Willa Cather, who wrote the poem ... which heralds
your Journal ... no doubt chosen by your parents ...
was your Great Grandmother German's favorite writer.
She admitted to a bias, since Miss Cather was also
a Native Nebraskan.
Her most famous work is, "Death Comes to the
Archbishop." That would be Archbishop Lamy,
who lived most of his life in the Territory of
New Mexico.
Anyway, Little Soul, more later, okay? This visit
has offered comfort to my ragged ends.
Love,
Granddad German <lggerman@thuntek.net>
Albuquerque, NM USA - Monday, March 13, 2006 1:25 AM CST
Max, Stacy and Sidney, You are kept in our thoughts with love as the days weeks and now years begin to pass by. Life without the physical presence of someone you love so much seems impossible, and yet you write beautifully of how you are moving forward. May God be with you and bless you all as time continues to pass by. Love, Jim & Jeanne
Jeanne Marrs
- Thursday, March 9, 2006 9:08 AM CST
Stacy, your words are as beautiful as your soul. May you be blessed more and more every day. There will always be moments, things that will make you cry, and always be moments, things that will make you smile. Yours is indeed a most exceptional family. God makes "No" mistakes. Together your love for each other holds you all so close together. I hope some day I have the chance to meet your precious little Sydney. Tell Max, I'm so proud of him. I have never known such a youthful Deacon. Sweet Little Zachary will always be a precious bright shining star. I Love You all.
Beth Hale <mshaleb@aol.com>
League City, TX USA - Wednesday, March 8, 2006 10:10 PM CST
March 7, 2006
Zachary Mason German
% Heaven
Dear Grandson,
As the old song goes, "You are always on my mind"
and that is not bad.
Interesting, isn't it ... how many of the people
in history, who made the greatest impacts, lived
the shortest periods of time? You are in good
company!!
Yes, you are a treasure!
I don't know much about Heaven and Heavenly Souls,
but I can only hope we have the opportuity to
"connect." In addition, I hope there are bicycles
and baseball in Heaven.
In the meantime, yes, I still owe you the second
in a series of stories ... about your Father, when
he was a boy. I won't forget.
Love,
Granddad German <lggerman@thuntek.net>
Albuquerque, NM USA - Tuesday, March 7, 2006 2:29 AM CST
Stacey, I am so praying for you and thinking of you. I do appreciate your keeping the website open, even though I know it must be so hard. Thank you so much for sharing that most beautiful song. I would have never heard it without this website, and it expresses so much how we all feel when a child - any child - goes to heaven. I hope you get some rest. You're such a good example.
carolyn <cspritchett@bellsouth.net>
bishop, ga usa - Saturday, March 4, 2006 8:13 AM CST
Dear Zachary,
You have been on my mind so much lately. My high school friends and I went on a short trip this past week and they were asking about you and your family. It brought back wonderful memories of you and some very sad thoughts as well. But it also brought to mind how much I love you and always will. May the good Lord keep you safe in his arms and, hopefully, someday we shall meet again.
Love to you and your family.
Grandma Sally
Sally German <sjgerman@swcp.com>
Albuquerque, NM USA - Friday, March 3, 2006 9:01 PM CST
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