Wednesday, August 18, 2004 9:53 PM CDT

Dearest Angels:

Alan accomplished another first today! Using the platform walker and 4 of us for maximum assistance/coaching, he was able to travel 35 feet and managed to keep his head up and adjust his torso when coached to do so. We were so proud of him when he finished, and he was exhausted. He managed to stay awake until around 4:30, listened to some music, and then began snoring so we transferred him to his bed. He was still sleeping soundly and resting comfortably when I left for home this evening. Praise God for another good day.
With a Grateful Heart,
Rosie

Monday, August 16, 2004 9:06 PM CDT

Alan continues to progress and meet his goals….which means that he must reach higher ones. His progress meeting this afternoon was nothing but great news from each service about how well he is progressing. His right limbs also seem to be waking up and coming around.

This morning was a very different experience for me. Today was Christy’s first day of her senior year in high school. For those of you that know me and my high energy level, you know that days like today I am almost bouncing with enthusiasm and excitement. I woke up with a lump in my throat and it only got worse as the morning wore on. I have been marking the last year with Alan with so many “firsts,” it was a very strange feeling to think of marking things today with Christy with “lasts” and to realize that there will be many of those during this coming school year. Where did the time go? Of course, she LOVED her first day and talked all through dinner about what a GREAT day she had and how excited she is about this year.

I am so grateful that Alan was stable enough to leave Walter Reed AMC, then Brooke AMC and be transferred closer to home so that I can live at home during this coming year. God has made it possible for me to be available to both our kids during such an important time in their lives. And, like all parents I’m sure, I spent the day praying and hoping that I had taught them everything I meant to teach them and that they know deep in their soul how much they are loved. How am I ever going to get in all the hugs I want to give Christy in the next year!!
In the Grip of Grace,
Rosie

Sunday, August 15, 2004 10:59 PM CDT

Dearest Angels:

Alan had a terrific weekend surrounded by friends. He and his Dad went to the movies on Friday to see Collateral, while I did some back-to-school shopping with Christy. Saturday’s weather was awesome, so we were able to take him for “walks” in the neighborhood and join most of Christy’s softball team mates and parents for Leisha Johnson’s graduation/birthday/off-to-college gathering which was just down the street from our house. The air was cool and it almost felt like autumn. I cannot wait until the weather is cooler and he can spend more hours outside enjoying the fresh air. Our next home project will be a patio cover so that he can enjoy the cool weather out back. Some of my favorite times with Alan at Walter Reed in Washington DC were when we would bundle up and I could take him outside into the “almost” cold weather to take his naps. He would sleep like a baby. I imagine it will be the same after his hard physical therapy sessions here.

Praise God, Alan continues to improve and surprise us with his strength. There were several times this weekend when Alain and I would begin to move/lift a limb to change him and he would have already moved his leg or lifted his arm. While sometimes we try to act like it is normal and not make a huge deal out of every little accomplishment, sometimes we cannot help it and find ourselves giddy and praising him and he just smiles at us and is obviously getting kick out of us. That’s okay! As we transferred him to his chair yesterday and were getting him settled in, he pointed to the tray leaning against the wall and shook his head. I clarified that he did not want the tray and he said, “pillow.” Awesome! It was also pretty cool to catch him trying to get Chuy’s attention as he moved his arm off his lap and near the floor, and was wiggling his fingers and scratching Chuy’s back. I wasn’t sure he was going to be able to get his arm back on his lap, BUT HE DID!!! I am glad we keep the camera hanging from his wheelchair.
Thanking God for Continued Healing,
Rosie

Thursday, August 12, 2004 10:57 PM CDT

Dearest Angels:

Alan simply continues to amaze us with his determination and strength. He was able to tolerate standing on a platform walker for about 15 minutes this morning. Unlike a standing frame that helps support the knees and buttocks in a locked position, a platform walker is a walker with the support platform at chest level, so the user must be able to bear his own weight, and Alan was able to do that AND to correct his posture, when his body shifted, a couple of times.

This afternoon, we worked on sitting and he is able to support his own body and to center his weight more and more on his own. He was able to tolerate the entire session without his headrest and worked extremely hard. I plan to work with him this weekend and get him to be less dependent on the wheelchair headrest as much as possible. He continues to refuse oxygen support at every opportunity and actually slept all night Tuesday night without it. I’m sure he is tired of tubes invading his body and he is taking control wherever possible. Good for him!!! For now, he continues to be (maximum) dependent for day-to-day grooming, transfers in/out of bed/wheelchair, tube feeds, meds, personal hygiene and communication. However, with his determination and courage, he will be walking on his own in no time. I see the same look in his eyes that I did when he learned to ride a bike, hit his first baseball and rode to our friend’s house after church the day he accepted Jesus as his Lord and Savior and wanted to share the news with them. He is hungry to overcome this challenge and is clawing his way out.

During our drive through Austin this afternoon, we stopped by my old office and it was so good to see the gleam in his eyes when he saw our family friend (and my former boss) Jim Roberson and Melissa, Erika and Barbara. He seemed to enjoy showing off the van and when Alain asked him where we went, he quickly said, “Jim Roberson’s.” It was good for me to see them and be back in my old haunts.
With a Grateful Heart,
Rosie

Wednesday, August 11, 2004 9:35 PM CDT

Dearest Angels:

Alan did great during therapy today and was able to tolerate 2 sets of 10 leg presses on the Total Gym, at a harder level. And, he continues to talk more, even though we only hear voicing about 10 percent of the time, which is more than okay by me!

I was sharing with the staff about how Alan said, “I want meat,” last night and the therapists were teasing him about telling Dr. Gilbey that he wanted to eat, etc. So...when Dr. Gilbey came by for his consultation with Alan this afternoon and we were finished, I asked Alan if there was something he wanted to tell his doctor and he smiled and said, “Feed me, Gilbey!” We all got a good laugh out of it and, of course, reminded Alan of the need to wait until after the first of the year before proceeding with his reconstruction surgery. If he were to have the surgery now, all of the rehab work would be lost and he would have to start all over again, as he would be out of commission for a few weeks. As a medic, he understands how he is "wired" for now abdominally and nodded that he would keep working hard to get stronger and we would keep working on putting more weight on him, and that I will continue to be creative and keep him interested with different liquid foods/flavors that will pass through the G-tube.

He worked so hard, and yet it was such a light-hearted day with Alan smiling and laughing much with those around him, and visibly proud of his accomplishments.

I cut and washed his hair, replaced his Ostomy bag and gave him a good manicure before leaving him resting well and watching TV (and channel surfing, yessssss) before I headed home for dinner with Alain and Christy. He gave me a big SMOOCH and smile goodnight and went back to watching television. It is the first night in over 15 months that I did not have a lump in my throat as I left him for the night. The miracles continue. Praise God for another good day.
With a Grateful Heart,
Rosie

Tuesday, August 10, 2004 10:23 PM CDT

Dearest Angels:

I just returned home from settling Alan in after a visit home this evening!

He worked so hard and did so amazingly well during therapy this afternoon, that when I told him I was going to leave a little early so I could be home as my brother Art, his wife, Sonia and their boys were coming over, he shook his head at me! I asked him if he didn’t want me to leave and just stay there with him, he shook his head again and mouthed, “Go home, too!” I asked if he wanted to come home “for dinner” and he quickly nodded his head. So, he worked very quickly through speech which was really cute (and he surpassed his goals) as he kept looking at the clock like, “let’s get this over with! I have places to go!!!” I was able to leave the Rehab Center with him a little before 4:00, which meant we missed the rush hour and were home in time to get settled in before everyone arrived. He had a great time watching the kids, seeing everyone, showing off his new found strength to Sonia, and even got to watch his new movie, Hidalgo, before we had to take him back. Alain and I took him back and got him settled in for the night, so he can start his therapy again in the morning. The work they are doing with him at TNC is invaluable.

Each and every day, the Lord opens up new windows of opportunity for our family and we are so grateful. Thank you for all your prayers on our behalf. Know that we pray for our Angels many times throughout the day.
With a Grateful Heart,
Rosie

Sunday, August 8, 2004 10:38 PM CDT

Dearest Angels:

Alan had a terrific weekend! We continue to work on weaning him from his dependence on oxygen support and he was able to maintain his oxygen saturation on his own for 6.5 hours on Friday, 12 hours on Saturday and was still off oxygen support after we took him back to the rehab center this evening. He continues to talk more and we are able to hear his voice more and it is so much fun to watch him pet Chuy with his left hand and to hold him down when he is ready for him to be still.

Alan has begun moving his entire body much more now as we turn him and change him. (I can’t help but believe much has to do with our “dancing” that I continue to encourage!!!) He actually “scooted over” a couple of inches in his bed this weekend when his Dad asked him if he could watch a movie with him. The picture is priceless! And, when I found a pair of toy vampire teeth one of the therapists gave him, we played a joke on Alain after we asked him to wipe Alan’s mouth and Alan bared his teeth at him. It was a great moment shared by all of us and he was very proud of himself.

One of the things that nags at the back of my mind and keeps me in constant prayer, is the question of how much, if any, damage the stroke may have done to his speech and cognitive function. So, I continue to challenge Alan mentally when the moment presents itself. This afternoon, after watching him stroke Chuy’s back, I decided he was strong enough again, after a long time, to manage the remote control for the TV. Sure enough, I put it in his hand and he channel-surfed until he got to the History channel and then watched a piece on cargo planes, especially as they focused on C-130’s and their role in transporting and dropping paratroopers. I asked him what division he was a part of and he responded, “Airborne.” I asked him if he remembered what his MOS was and he responded, “91 Whiskey,” which is exactly correct (Combat Medic).” I asked him if he would be jumping again and he quickly looked me in the eye and nodded. Alain ran back in the room when he heard me clapping, laughing out loud, and hootin’ ‘n hollerin’…….Yessssss!!!!
With a Joyful Heart,
Rosie

Thursday, August 5, 2004 10:43 PM CDT

Dearest Angels:

Alan had a tremendous day! He has been doing so well, that the therapists decided to try the Lite Gait again…over the treadmill!!! Alan did great. With their support on each leg and with me helping him maintain his grip, we set the treadmill to 1.5 mph so that it made his gait appear more like a slow jog. Alan was able to tolerate that for 7 minutes until he began frowning and breathing a little harder!!! Then, as we got him ready to sit back into his chair, I asked him if he thought he could stand and bear some weight on his legs and he nodded, he maintained his own weight on his legs, with his head up for another 3 minutes!!! It was a very exciting therapy session. I think it is evident on all our faces as you can see by today’s picture.

I wish you could have heard him laugh this evening as his Dad recounted the indignities of having a physical at age 45! You can almost hear his laugh in the picture. It is the loudest I have heard him laugh in the last 16 months and was a dose of good medicine for all of us.
With a Joyful Heart,
Rosie

Wednesday, August 4, 2004 9:59 PM CDT

Dearest Angels:

Alan’s stamina simply amazes us and he continues to get stronger. He worked very hard during therapy yesterday (2 sets of 10 leg squats on the total gym) and today (lots of abdominal/sitting work) and it is so good to see him interacting with those around him – and watching his sense of humor return. We pray that the good days continue and are grateful for his healing. It does my heart good to see the look on his Doctor's face when he comes in check on Alan and there are smiles all around.

Christy continues to enjoy her stay at the Jim Ryun Running Camp in Colorado, I had a great evening out at Shady Grove with my dear friend Cissie yesterday, and Alain and I have enjoyed just “hanging out” in the evenings. All in all, a good week for all four of us and we thank God for the blessings in our lives.
With a Grateful Heart,
Rosie

BTW: I have been remiss in sharing the results of Alain’s pathology results with you after the surgery around his eyes. The lab results returned a negative report for any malignancy. The “waxy cysts” were some form of rare nerve-ending tumors that are benign, in Alain’s case. Thank you for your concern and prayers during the surgery days...one less thing to think about.

Monday, August 2, 2004 10:41 PM CDT

Dearest Angels:

Alan had a fantastic day and his skyrocketing progress continues. Everyone was eager to report how well he was doing and interacting with them, to acknowledge that he must have had a great weekend, and to let us know that they had seen his picture in the Sunday paper. After the umpteenth time Alan heard someone say, “I saw you in the paper this weekend!” and I asked him if it was the 50th time he had heard that today, he very solemnly shook his head, looked at me and mouthed, “fifty-seven!” and then smiled with a gleam in his eye.

You can see by today’s pictures how focused he was and how hard he worked during therapy this afternoon. And, he was still feeling so well at 4:00 pm that when I told him I would be back because I needed to attend his progress meeting he shook his head and I told him I had to attend, did he want to go with me and he NODDED HIS HEAD!!! Praise God, he is well enough to be involved and is taking an interest in attending the meetings where his status is discussed and the staff is setting goals that affect his progress and recovery. He was very focused looking from person to person as they discussed his progress in the past couple of weeks, and shook or nodded his head appropriately when asked questions directly. Plus, he proudly demonstrated his new dancing ability when I shared that we were using “dance” as a way to work his torso muscles to aid in sitting, etc., and that we set a goal to be down on Sixth Street dancing Salsa one year from now. All agreed that it was a great goal.

The highlight of the day for me, after I told him I was heading out to meet his Dad for our 26th anniversary dinner (okay, that was pretty special, too) was the loud, intentional “smack” I got on my cheek from him as I kissed him goodnight. What a gift!
In the Grip of Grace,
Rosie

Sunday, August 1, 2004 10:37 PM CDT

August 1, 2004

Dearest Angels:

Alan had an awesome weekend! Some of his accomplishments include: ASKING for water both Thursday night and Friday morning. We worked on crushed ice (after we increased his water intake by tube feed) and he truly enjoyed the ice. He also slept through the night both Friday and Saturday nights without the need for suction and is getting to a point where he can go about an hour and a half without oxygen. Yesssss!!!

While he was home today, after we transferred him from his bed and into his wheelchair after his nap this afternoon, I asked him to push down on his feet and try to push his chair back AND HE DID!!! He moved his chair back about 4 feet before he was too spent to push any more. He continues to mouth and voice more and to dance his “wiggle” dance with me when we hear great music. He is also moving his arms around more and to place his left arm on his arm rest on his own. We took him to watch I-Robot on Friday afternoon and he really enjoyed the outing. It is hard to imagine how tragically ill he was not too long ago and how grateful we are for his continued healing. Thank you for your continued prayers.

We have another young man that needs your prayers. The grandson of a fellow Lion (and Past District Governor), Tom Lokey, has been admitted to Texas NeuroRehab Center and is a couple of rooms down from Alan. As I shared with Jeff’s mom, Kathy, Alan’s Angels are amazing prayer warriors and can move mountains. Please add Jeff Stanard to your prayer list and pray for his family as well. It is heart-warming to run into another mother grateful to God for the privilege of having a tough road to travel with a child whose life was spared - for a reason known only to God. We shall honor Him and give Him the Praise and Glory.

And, I have just heard from Christy and she is thrilled to be at running camp in Colorado (I drove her to the airport and she flew out of Austin at 8:15 this morning). She is looking forward to a great week, grateful for the run and small group devotional they already had this evening and I could hear the smile in her voice when she spoke of meeting Mrs. Ryun.
In the Grip of Grace,
Rosie

P.S. The Austin American Statesman published an update on Alan today. I have included the text of the article below.

COMMUNITY DONATES HOME ADDITION FOR WOUNDED VETERAN

NEW BEDROOM MAKES HOMECOMING A LITTLE EASIER FOR RECOVERING SOLDIER

By Rachel Makabi
AMERICAN-STATESMAN STAFF
Sunday, August 1, 2004

ROUND ROCK -- Alan Babin sat grinning in his wheelchair Friday as he watched his chihuahua, Chuy, scamper across the faux wood floor of his new bedroom.

Each weekend, the 23-year-old Army veteran comes to this room to spend time with his family and friends, a short break from the therapy he undergoes to treat the injury that nearly killed him in the first weeks of the war in Iraq last year.

The room, a new addition to the Babins' west Round Rock home, came courtesy of the Home Builders Association of Greater Austin and 77 people and companies eager to make the home more accessible to Alan.

"The truth is, our family has grown by leaps and bounds every day," said Alan's mother, Rosie Babin. "I just feel that God has surrounded us with angels on Earth."

The project began last fall when the Remodelers Council of the home builders association learned about Alan's injury.
At the time, he was recovering at the Walter Reed Army Medical Center in Washington. Alan, a medic with the 82nd Airborne Division, had been shot in the stomach on March 31, 2003, while helping another injured soldier.
The single bullet grazed Alan's liver and caused him to lose 90 percent of his stomach, his spleen and part of his pancreas. In the months after he was wounded, Alan underwent more than 70 surgeries and suffered from meningitis and a minor stroke. He is undergoing daily speech, occupational and physical therapy at the Texas NeuroRehab Center in South Austin.

Alan is still too weak to speak and needs a wheelchair to get around. But as long as he doesn't have any more complications, he is expected to make a full recovery, his mother said.

Alan's parents were making plans to remodel their home for their son's homecoming -- all the bedrooms were on the second floor at the time -- when the home builders group contacted them. Soon, members of the group were donating time and labor to work on the $40,000 addition to the home.

"There was an outpouring of support," said Melissa Loe, the association's communications and education director.
The workers put a 400-square-foot addition on the home with a new bedroom, wheelchair-accessible bathroom and large closet for Alan's medical supplies. As a final touch, members donated a large-screen plasma TV.

"The day (the doctor) said Alan could have home visits, we didn't have any anxiety about how we would do this . . . which is rare, considering what most families go through," Rosie said. "You see the look on families when they get ready to take a loved one home -- we were ready. We didn't have the 'How are we going to do this?' doubt hanging over our heads."

To thank the people who helped build Alan's room, Rosie held a ribbon-cutting ceremony two weeks ago. She had planned to have one earlier in the year when Alan started visiting the completed room but wanted to wait until he had recovered more. Recently, she said, Alan has been making excellent progress.

"Being a policeman for the last 18 years, you don't always see the good side of people," said Alan's father, Alain, who described the community support as "overwhelming."

Today, Alan's room is decorated with pictures; a framed, folded American flag (a gift from U.S. Rep. John Carter, R-Round Rock); awards from karate tournaments; and a large banner from the 82nd Airborne. Soon he will add a framed gift from his platoon leader in Iraq: an old Iraqi flag surrounded by pictures, military patches and symbols of Alan's medals, a Purple Heart and a Bronze Star.

Sitting in his room Friday, Alan was asked how he was doing. He responded with a thumbs-up.

Thursday, July 29, 2004 9:18 PM CDT

July 29, 2004

Dearest Angels:

I arrived at the Rehab Center to reports of Alan having a great morning and flirting with the ladies! Apparently, he had been smiling and spreading his great “winks” around to the nurses when they were in his room getting him ready for the day. As I walked in his room, there were three young ladies transferring him from the bed to the chair to go to the gym, and he was all smiles. He was laughing at their comments and winked at one of them as we left for the gym. He is obviously feeling better!

Alan continues to work hard and was able to bear much of his weight during therapy today. He was positioned in front of a bench with his feet on the floor and his hands on the bench and was assisted to bend over the bench to bear his weight on his arms. Not only was he able to keep his legs locked (a first!) and bring his head up once he was in position, but he was able to rock back and then forward when instructed to do so by the therapist. He amazes me with his strength and determination. And, this afternoon, he was willing to “dance” with me again while in his chair and actually picked up my rhythm as I swayed back and forth and held his hands. I am so grateful for his continued good days and for the blessings in our life. God continues to shine His face upon Alan and us.
In the Grip of Grace,
Rosie

Wednesday, July 28, 2004 10:42 PM CDT

Dearest Angels:

Oh my Gosh!!! Where do I start with today’s good news??!!!

After Alan finished with therapy, we were in his room and when I asked him whether he wanted to watch a movie or listen to music, he mouthed, “music.” I asked if he wanted some soothing music and he shook his head, so I played some upbeat music. The first song was playing as I walked back towards his chair, dancing, and said to him, “Come on, Alan, dance with me!” The next thing I knew, he rocked his head from side to side, then moved his shoulders, his torso and his knees. I cried, and danced, and he smiled huge when I lifted my hands in Praise to God. And, he just smiled and kept moving as I said, “Alan!!!! You’re dancing!!!” Of course, I called Alain to share the news, as Alan kept dancing his “wiggle dance” in his chair and was still Praising God and crying as our friends (and fellow Lions) Rudy Mungia and Belinda Howell walked in the room. I was grateful for their presence to witness this huge milestone.

Alan continued showing signs of strength as the evening progressed, squirming his left arm from his lap onto the arm rest of his wheelchair, and then later from his lap onto his stomach while he was in bed. And, my working out and lifting weights has paid off. Because Alan’s ostomy bag leaked and needed to be changed, I replaced the ostomy bag and was then able to clean Alan, turn him and change his bedding BY MYSELF this afternoon. Although the staff is wonderful about responding to changing him right away, I could hear Bruce and another tech in the next room, so I knew that if I couldn’t handle it, they were within earshot and I could call out to them for help. By the time they came in to see if Alan needed anything, I had the dirty linen ready to go and felt a huge sense of confidence for the days when Alan is home and I happen to be the only one here when he needs changing.

Later, as Bruce was helping me get Alan’s clothes off and ready for bed, he was sharing with me that Alan was trying to communicate something to him last night and, after much guessing, he never figured out what he wanted and felt badly about it. So, I looked at Alan and asked him what it was he was trying to get Bruce to do for him. Clear as a bell, Alan said, “movie!” You should have seen the look on Bruce’s face, and mine I’m sure, as we heard Alan’s voice. Of course, we made him say it again and he did, then “mom” and “no” loud and clear and, as his speech therapist walked by the room we asked her to come in and he said “movie” to her again when we shared Bruce’s story. Of course, again, I called Alain at work and Alan said “Hi” to him over the phone and, when he could not force enough air up to say “Dad,” he simply said, “Pop!”

Yep, my eyes are a bit swollen from crying/sharing all evening. Let us thank God and pray the progress continues.
In the Grip of Grace,
Rosie

Tuesday, July 27, 2004 10:12 PM CDT

Dearest Angels:

Alan continues to work hard during therapy and slept really hard after his session this afternoon. He looks so healthy and strong and we pray it continues. He has maintained his oxygen saturation so well and needed less suction, so we decreased his oxygen flow this afternoon and he tolerated it extremely well. It will be good to get him weaned and will provide him (and us) more freedom. All in God’s time.
With a Grateful Heart,
Rosie

Monday, July 26, 2004 9:57 PM CDT

Dearest Angels:

Alan’s visit home this weekend was awesome! He is getting stronger and more fully able to enjoy his friends’ visits. It is good to have his friends in and out of our house again. He was always a good friend and is now reaping the rewards of his loyalty to his friends over the years.

Alan reached another milestone today. After watching him enjoy a lollipop, I fed him a few ice chips. He was doing so well, I asked if he would like to try a little Jell-O and he quickly nodded his head. I was so happy because, in the past, he has not always been as enthusiastic as he was today. Sometimes I wonder if it is because he cannot have everything he wants to eat and would just rather not even be tempted and, because his digestive tract is still not connected, we have to be very careful about what he eats by mouth. Anything ingested must be able to pass through a drain located at the base of his stomach remnant.

ALAN ENJOYED ALMOST 2 TEASPOONS OF JELL-O OVER A HALF HOUR PERIOD!!! The first couple of itty-bitty bites took him a while to liquefy, but after that, he would pump his tongue, swallow and turn his head back to me and quickly open up for another bite. He reminded me of a baby bird just learning to eat. I was so impressed, encouraged, praising God and could not wipe the smile off my face as I headed for home this evening. The miracle continues.
With a Joyful Heart,
Rosie

Thursday, July 22, 2004 11:52 PM CDT

Dearest Angels:

Alan amazes us each and every day! He worked extremely hard during his therapies today. I believe today’s pictures will speak for themselves as he worked up a sweat while in the standing frame.

I received the sweetest call this afternoon from Anne Ryun, wife of Congressman Jim Ryun. I had the privilege of meeting her at Walter Reed last year after she heard about Alan’s journey from Congressman Carter’s wife, Erika. The day she visited, Alan was sitting up in his cardiac chair and, as we stood on either side of him, holding his hands, getting to know each other, we had a beautiful, peaceful time in the Lord and in prayer. I was very lifted up by her visit and inspired to keep looking to God for strength.

Christy has been registered to attend the Jim Ryun running camp being held from Aug. 1 - 6th at Ft. Collins, Colorado (CSU). As Anne was preparing the packets for camp, she ran across Christy’s name, our information, and called to inform us that they would be hosting her on a scholarship!!! I could hear the smile on Anne’s face over the phone as she informed me of their gift. God is so very good to us.
With a Grateful Heart,
Rosie

Tuesday, July 20, 2004 10:12 PM CDT

Sweetest Angels:

What a great day! Tracie spent the day with Alan and they had a great time. She had not seen him since Christmas, so there has been quite a bit of change in his health and neuro status.

After a great day with Christy at Lake Austin Spa Resort, I listened with a joyful heart as Tracie shared with me how great her day was with Alan. He obviously recognized her when he woke up and saw her face. They watched a movie and Tracie kept him entertained with stories that kept him laughing. Bernie, thanks also for your stories and for treating Tracie with lunch!

To Alan’s Angels that sent us to the spa, I must admit, today felt like a mini-vacation and it was a blessing to be able to focus my complete, undivided attention on Christy, share in the beautiful surroundings, relaxation and feel like a million bucks at the end of the day. We topped the day off by meeting Alain, Tracie and her future Mom, Dad and brothers-in-law for dinner in Round Rock. Praise God, our family continues to grow!
With a Grateful Heart,
Rosie

Monday, July 19, 2004 10:24 PM CDT

Dearest Angels:

Alan worked hard and had a great day today. His strength continues to improve and we continue to be amazed by his attitude and perseverance. His smiles were contagious today and he really interacted with the staff during his therapies. He was not ready to return to bed, so he watched the “Blue Collar Comedy Tour” DVD and folks actually peeked their heads into his room when they heard him laughing as they were walking by his room. It was hard for me not to walk around with a smile plastered on my face all afternoon. I think you will find it hard not to smile as well when you see today’s picture.

Let us pray the laughter and smiles continue.
With a Joyful Heart,
Rosie

Sunday, July 18, 2004 10:15 PM CDT

Dearest Angels:

Alan, and we, had a terrific weekend. Immediately after Alan’s therapy session on Friday afternoon, Alain and I put him in the van and took him to the movies to see Spiderman 2. He had a great time! He is getting to a point where he tolerates trips better, and we are getting braver. I think he laughed the hardest when I offered to run to the van to start the A/C and his dad commented on my “Airborne shuffle.” Funny….they weren’t laughing when they arrived and the van wasn’t 120 degrees after sitting the Texas afternoon sun!!!

On Saturday morning, the Remodelors Council of the Greater Austin Homebuilders Association held their official Ribbon Cutting of Alan’s addition to our home. It was a moving ceremony and it was touching to see the big smile on Alan’s face after Carol Baker dedicated the room to him. We are so grateful for the work the Association and our friends did on the project and for the work they continue to do on behalf of our military men and women to honor their sacrifice.

Alan continues to have good days and spent quite a bit of time this afternoon working his neck muscles. He would lift his head away from the head-rest on his wheelchair and support it upright himself for several minutes at a time. We had to remind him not to wear himself out on the first day and save some strength and energy for therapy tomorrow. We reminded him that he would be walking and out of the chair in no time – to which he kicked his left leg up just to show us he could. He continues to grow stronger each day.

We are so excited and so looking forward to seeing Tracie Brown, our Angel and lifeline to Alan while he was on the USNS Comfort immediately after being wounded last year – and now our dear friend. She is flying in Monday morning to spend the day with Alan on Tuesday (after working the night shift at Bethesda Naval Hospital tonight). She and several of Alan’s ICU Angels while on the Comfort are treating Christy and me to some R&R at Lake Austin Spa Resort on Tuesday. Because they knew I would not just “get away and leave Alan” to do something like that, she is flying in to take my place during therapy with Alan and to provide me with peace of mind while at the Spa, and so that I can also spend some time with Christy. We continue to be showered with God’s blessings.

I know you will find it hard to believe, but I did not capture a single picture with my camera of the ribbon cutting. I will post pictures as soon as I get some from the people that were able to take pictures. It was a great morning, spent with many who have been so loyal to Alan and supportive to us as a family. God makes his presence known in our lives daily. His love, kindness and grace shine on the face of those that surround us. Thank you for your presence in our lives.
With a Grateful Heart,
Rosie

Thursday, July 15, 2004 11:25 PM CDT

Dearest Angels:

Alan had a great day and worked very hard during therapy. And, Joy got of picture of us together as we worked hard during therapy. He has been able to hold his head up on his own for a few seconds at a time, and is moving his arms and legs around a little more. Last night, he managed to remove the nasal cannula that delivers oxygen into his nose! Apparently, he was holding it in his hand when the respiratory therapy went into his room after the respiratory monitor went off. We knew he didn’t like the way it felt in his nose, but I did not expect him to just take it off! However, we were all pretty excited today as we shared the story.

Because I believe in the power of prayer and that Alan’s Angels have been brought together for a purpose, I respectfully request for prayer for one of Alan’s Angels. Bobby Arrington, a Round Rock Police Officer, is fighting his own battle currently as he has very recently been diagnosed with a life-threatening illness. Please lift him, his family and his medical team up in prayer. And, keep them in your prayers as they make arrangements to travel to MD Anderson. Bobby was one of the early visitors to the Angels’ web site and has continued to support Alan. Let us now support him.

"When I think things are tough, I think about Alan. Not dwelling just on the extreme trials he has endured through his injuries; but mainly on the courage he has displayed on the battlefield, and in the fight for his life. Thanks for the inspiration!"
Bobby Arrington, Round Rock PD (and US Army Ret Reserve)
Round Rock, TX USA - Tuesday, December 16, 2003 9:39 AM CST

With a Grateful Heart,
Rosie

Tuesday, July 13, 2004 10:15 PM CDT

Dearest Angels:

Thank you so much for your continued prayers. Alan continues to do remarkably well and to work very hard during therapy. I know that you will be very relieved by the pictures from the last few days.

He was able to do 2 sets of 10 leg presses on the Total Gym this afternoon and was able to give more resistance than yesterday during our work this evening. His speech therapy session also went very well. He also continues to mouth more words and to move his head around more. He was very engaged during the day and seems to be smiling and laughing more. I wish I could have recorded his laughter when, during one of his coughing episodes (yippee, he’s coughing up his stuff!!!) he nailed me in the ear with “stuff.” The more I told him it wasn’t funny and how gross it felt, the harder he laughed. Sweet music. I spent some time massaging his arms, hands and feet and then left him resting comfortably when I headed home.
With a Joyful Heart,
Rosie

Monday, July 12, 2004 11:10 PM CDT

July 12, 2004

Dearest Angels:

Our prayers continue to be answered! Alan is doing well and continues to grow stronger. His weekend at home was good and strong and he continues to be capped. His therapy sessions today went very well and he gave great resistance during our work together this evening. I pray that his good days continue and that the capping will allow him to continue to work his vocal cords and regain his ability to speak. In God’s time, it will all happen. We received a terrific call from Tracie Brown, Alan’s Angel on the Comfort, as we took him back to the Rehab Center on Sunday. It is always a treat to hear from those that were our lifeline to Alan during those first few days of this journey.

Christy is off for another week of Student Council leadership conference at Texas Tech in Lubbock. We are glad that she is able to prepare for her coming year as Student Council President. And, Matt, one of the other attendees from Round Rock is also a runner, so she has a running buddy and is glad not to fall behind on her running. They are able to run on campus and still feel safe.

And for those of you that know me and how I feel about running low on gas, believe it or not, I have been so preoccupied with everyone else’s needs that, for the first time in my life, I arrived at the gas station as the gas alarm was dinging at me! Amazing.
In the Grip of Grace,
Rosie

Friday, July 9, 2004 11:05 PM CDT

July 9, 2004

Dearest Angels:

Alan had a terrific day! He continues to tolerate being capped and said “Good Morning” to the therapists first thing this morning. He continued to do well throughout the day and quickly nodded when I asked him if he wanted a haircut. As I cut his hair, shaved him and got him ready for the day, it was wonderful to hear him working his vocal cords and answering with “Uh, huh,” and “Uh, Uh.” He was able to identify that it was a “purple” lollipop we were using for speech therapy and that it was “grape.” We saw many smiles and heard his beautiful laughter several times during the day. And, he said “hi” to his Dad on the mobile phone this afternoon. Thank you for your prayers; they are being answered.
In the Grip of Grace,
Rosie

Thursday, July 8, 2004 10:05 PM CDT

Dearest Angels:

Alan had a much better day today. He continues to remain capped and his oxygen saturation was between 98 and 100% all day – including through physical therapy. His heart rate is finally back under 100 and was actually in the low 80’s for most of the evening. Praise God for continued healing and improvement! I was able to snap some pictures during therapy this afternoon and, considering he has lost some weight, has just started feeling better again, Alan worked hard and would look directly at me while I took his picture.
With a Grateful Heart,
Rosie

Wednesday, July 7, 2004 11:57 PM CDT

Dearest Angels,

Alan’s morning began with a challenge as his blood pressure and oxygen saturation dropped suddenly while he was in the standing frame during physical therapy. He was placed in his wheelchair, returned to his room and his bed where he could be monitored. I made sure he was comfortable, turned off the lights, turned on his music and watched him for a couple of hours before the next therapy session. Since IV fluids had been started shortly before the afternoon session, I decided to keep him in bed and Joy and Angela were gracious enough to work with Alan while he remained in bed and worked on range-of-motion and resistance exercises. He took a short nap and then watched a movie in the evening. His vitals were stable and he looked much better by the time I headed home this evening. We are praying that it was a “fluke” and not that he is fighting a new round of bugs. Let us pray that he continues to feel well. He has tolerated having hs traech capped for most of the day since Saturday, and we hope it continues.

I had a special evening last night as my friend, Cissie, treated me to the Simon & Garfunkel concert in Austin. We had a nice dinner with her parents prior to the concert and then enjoyed the beautiful harmony of those two gifted people. What a special treat and respite for me during this time. Thanks, again, Cissie! I think I spent most of the concert with my eyes closed simply allowing myself to wallow in the magic of their voices.
With a Grateful Heart,
Rosie

Sunday, July 4, 2004 10:24 PM CDT

Dearest Angels:

Alan’s weekend has been good and he continues to feel well. The swelling in the knee is gone and we pray that it is healed permanently. It was such a blessing to be able to celebrate the 4th at home, with Alan in attendance. We “attended church” by watching the “Red, White and Blue” service that Great Hills Baptist Church televised this morning. As we went through Alan’s morning routine, we watched and listened to the service. It was a very emotional and moving time as they honored our Nation and the men and women serving in all branches of the military - what a way to begin celebrating this day!

We were able to have Alan outside for a little while in the morning before it became warm, and he had great visit from some of the members of the Vietnam Vets Motorcycle Club, who continue to support him and love him. Their bond with Alan is evident when you witness the look in their eyes each time they see him. Throughout the day, many of the neighborhood friends that Alan grew up with also came by to spend time with him, he took a good long nap, and then we wheeled Alan across the street and joined them for a little while in the afternoon at a neighbor’s picnic. It is such a blessing to see and catch up with friends and neighbors. We pray that this time next year Alan will be able to join in the swimming, horseshoes and EATING. Thanks, Greg, for a great celebration and for sharing your family with us.
With a Grateful Heart,
Rosie

Thursday, July 1, 2004 10:27 PM CDT

Dearest Angels:

Alan continues to do well and work hard. We managed to snap a couple of good pictures of him working on sitting and balance. As you can see, his therapists continue to encourage and inspire him and are such a God-send.

As of today, it appears that we will be able to bring Alan home during the weekend and we are SOOOO looking forward to him spending some time at home. We are hoping he will be feeling well enough on the Fourth of July and that we will get to celebrate our Nation’s birthday together. We wish you and yours a safe and happy holiday weekend.
With a Grateful Heart,
The Babins

Wednesday, June 30, 2004 11:22 PM CDT

Dearest Angels:

Alan continues to feel well and work hard during therapy. The doctor drained his knee again this morning and Alan’s heart rate soon became more normal and he acknowledged that it felt better. They will watch it for another week or so (the fluid appeared more normal this morning) before making any decisions as to whether he will need surgery to resolve the condition. For now, he is off the anti-coagulating medication and we will keep his knee wrapped – with no restrictions.

He worked very hard during therapy his afternoon and was able to sit on the gym mat with his hands on a table and hold his torso up for about 5 minutes the first time (with a bobbly head) and almost 3 minutes holding his head up and looking across the room! He not only met the goal for sitting – he exceeded it! Of course, he was very tired after, watched the movie “Radio” on the laptop while we sat in the day room and I watched the rain, washed his clothes and read. He was ready for bed after the movie was over and took a very good, long nap. We are going to try to work on weaning him from the oxygen to room air, and capping a little more now that he is feeling better, and pray that it will go well for him again.

Christy is home safe and sound again! She had a great time at the conference and is excited about putting what she learned to use this upcoming school year. Her smile and positive energy filled the house quickly.

For those of you wanting to visit Alan during this Fourth of July weekend, please call my mobile phone 512-750-9722 before heading to south Austin as we plan on having him home as much as possible over the long weekend, his medical status permitting. You are welcome to visit him at home any time that he is here.
With a Grateful Heart,
Rosie

Tuesday, June 29, 2004 11:00 PM CDT

Dearest Angels:

Although Alan had a tough morning, he was doing better and resting comfortably when I left this evening. I found some fabulous guitar trio music like the type my Dad loved and played it for Alan. When I first played it, I asked him if he remembered “Tata” and all of us going to Mexico with him for dinner and listening to the music and he smiled and nodded his head. Alan was 10 years old when my Dad passed away and, as his first grand-son, spent lots of time with from the time he was 2 – 5 with him - working on the house where I grew up, working on the lawn and going across the border on the weekends and when we were home on vacation.

Alan ran a fever this morning and had pain in his knee again. It was a bit swollen so we wrapped it and kept it cool with ice. After a few hours he said his knee felt better, denied any pain, and seemed more comfortable – and was fever-free. Let us hope that he will continue to feel well and be able to come home this weekend.
With a Grateful Heart,
Rosie

Sunday, June 27, 2004 11:41 PM CDT

Dearest Angels:

Alan had a quiet, restorative time at home this weekend. He was able to come home on Saturday and Sunday and was alert, responsive and wanting to sit in his recliner versus his wheelchair. He continues to appear stronger; more engaged and is moving his left arm and leg around much more than he has in weeks. We also saw quick reaction times to requests to wiggle his finger and his toes AND when in his recliner with his feet on the floor, I reminded him that he could rock himself gently without much effort and he seemed very pleased and proud when he pushed on his feet and realized it was he rocking the chair. So, we let him sit upright in the chair for a little while until he agreed he needed to recline again. Praise God for His continued Grace and Healing power. His Spirit so surrounds Alan that it is sometimes overwhelming to see the peace and trust in Alan that all is well. And, I could not help but hear his voice as a teenager each time I would show concern because his homework wasn’t finished YET, or his room wasn’t clean YET, or he was not leaving the house early enough to be somewhere. He would hunch his shoulders down to my eye-level; put his arm around me, smile and say, “Don’t worry about it. I’ll be okay, Mom! Okay?!!”

As I was giving him his meds this afternoon, I hugged and kissed him and reminded him that this was all temporary, that God had other plans for him and asked, “Do you visualize yourself walking and talking? Do you understand that this is only temporary and that you have already overcome the worst of it?” On the upbeat, he was nodding his head with a gentle smile on his face and it took everything I had not to cry and so I continued administering his meds into his intestine and thanking God out loud for Alan, and for myself, for preserving Alan’s life and for preserving our family as a whole and allowing us the privilege of walking this journey with Alan. He closed his eyes in prayer and smiled at me as we finished “having church” in his new room. He was very calm, peaceful and pain free today. We pray it continues. And, it is interesting to note that one of the lessons of the past year for me has been to accept God’s time for Alan and not mine of “Yet.” The lesson of being grateful for now. For today. For one more day.

Please keep the Babins in your prayers this week. Alain, Sr.’s grandmother, passed away last night after a long struggle with Alzheimer’s and was hospitalized a couple of months ago due to its complications. Most of the family will be traveling to Malden, Mass., this week for the funeral. Grandpa, who worships and adores his wife, also became a patient in the same hospital (on a different floor) due to hip and neck problems, so the funeral arrangements, attendance and notification decisions are a heavy and complicated burden on the survivors right now. I pray for peace, wisdom, unity and that God’s face will shine upon each of them during this difficult time of sorrow.
In the Grip of Grace,
Rosie

Friday, June 25, 2004 9:51 PM CDT

Dearest Angels:

Our prayers have been answered and Alan continues to improve and is now back at Texas Neurorehab Center. Of course, everyone was so gracious and welcoming and glad to see him. Once I filled the therapists in on Alan’s status, they all came by to evaluate him and see for themselves. Alan was able to sit on the side of the bed, straighten his back out and hold his head up for Nadja this afternoon. After that, we let him rest and enjoy the attention from the staff.

Alain Sr. is also back from his conference in Houston today and was glad for a couple of hours of no rain. Of course, it wasn’t long before it began pouring here also. We are hoping to be able to bring Alan home some this weekend and that he will continue to feel well. We wish you and yours a good and restful weekend.
In the Grip of Grace,
Rosie

Thursday, June 24, 2004 11:09 PM CDT

Dearest Angels:

Alan continues to improve. He had a very alert and responsive day today. He is free of fever and his heart rate remained around or under 100 beats per minute for most of the day. His blood pressure is also back to normal. His lab work did not reveal any new infections so they have continued to treat him for the infection in his intestines.

The physical and occupational therapists at South Austin Hospital worked with him this afternoon and he did better than he has in a couple of months. He had quite of bit of strength and mobility in his left hand and some in his right arm and he was moving his head, looking around, moving it from left to right and shaking and nodding his head. After they were finished, they decided to leave his recliner in an upright position, with his feet flat on the ground, hands on his thighs and head upright slightly resting on the back of the chair (almost sitting at attention). Alan was able to tolerate this position for almost an hour and a half. I prayed with him, talked to him and read to him until he appeared, and agreed, that he was ready to return to bed. He was out of his bed for over 6 consecutive hours today.

He was also smiling and laughing at my comment, jokes and old Cosby and Home Improvement shows on TV this evening. I had not seen that much responsiveness and interaction from him since we were in Dallas. As I shared with Dr. Gilby this evening, I don’t know whether it’s the prayer or the new antibiotics, I just pray it continues. We have been surrounded by an awesome staff in the ICU. Alan’s Angels network continues to grow and they continue to surround him.

Christy called this evening to let us know her flight to Las Vegas went well and so did the bus trip to Williams, Arizona. She commented that she had forgotten how long the drive was (from our years of traveling back/forth between Bakersfield, CA and Del Rio, TX). As incoming Student Council President this school year, she is representing Round Rock High School at the National Association of Student Council National Conference at Silverado High School. The Texas delegation will visit the Grand Canyon tomorrow and then return to Vegas for registration and start of the conference Saturday morning. I have spoken with her host family for her stay there and it sounds like it will be a perfect fit. What a blessing!

We are praying that Alan will be able to transfer back to the Rehab Center tomorrow and that he will be able to come home at some point this weekend. We are so grateful for his continued progress and for our Lord’s perfect healing.
In the Grip of Grace,
Rosie

Wednesday, June 23, 2004 10:43 PM CDT

Dearest Angels:

Thank you for your prayers, God continues to answer them. Although we still do not know the source of Alan’s elevated heart rate and fever, he is feeling better and more stable. He is still in ICU and being closely watched and I will return in the morning. I managed to get some smiles out of him this afternoon and he was mouthing words and trying to speak through his valve.

I wanted to share some information that I received and thought you might want to have. “Tune in Saturday night, July 3rd, at 9pm ET (6-26-04) to watch Congressman Sam Johnson on Larry King Live. The show will focus on Ross Perot and the things he has done for our nation's military - and Mr. Johnson will be featured. Please check your local listing and this is subject to breaking news.”
In the Grip of Grace,
Rosie

Tuesday, June 22, 2004 4:38 PM CDT

Dearest Angels:

Please keep Alan in your prayers. He is at S. Austin Hospital ICU as his temperature has been very elevated. He is undergoing assessments, blood-work, radiology exams to try to determine the source. Praise God for His perfect healing.
In the Grip of Grace,
Rosie

Monday, June 21, 2004 11:20 PM CDT

Dearest Angels:

Christy spent the day with Alan as I accompanied Alain Sr. to Austin and the surgeon’s office this morning to have the “cysts” removed from around his eyes. We are all praying for a clean report from the pathologist at the end of the week. I spent the day putting ice on his face 30 minutes on/30 minutes off. What’s up with all this Pro Bono nursing?!?!

Christy and Jonathan kept Alan company as he got through therapy while in his bed. As I shared with you on Friday, his left knee was quite swollen and we did the ice-pack routine every hour for 15 minutes the entire time he was home and did our best to make him comfortable. Although he was resting comfortably when we left him Sunday evening, by the time he woke up today, it was swollen again so Dr. Gilby ran more tests and requested other consults. It was so gracious of him to call me and give me a full update/report while I was home with Alain. I am so grateful that Christy was there to keep Alan company as they drained Alan’s knee as it sounds like it was a painful procedure. She reported that he was very strong through it all and then she settled him in to watch a movie until it was time to head home. He will begin receiving stronger pain medication today. His bone density scan results should be back soon, and we are praying for good results.

I spoke with his care givers this evening and, although he is running a fever (probably related to the pain) he is doing well. Let us pray that this last episode passes quickly and that he will feel strong enough to get out of bed, get in the standing frame and bear weight on his bones.
In the Grip of Grace,
Rosie

Monday, June 21, 2004 11:14 PM CDT

Dearest Angels:

This weekend was filled with love, affection and new experiences for us all. Although he is still battling a tummy infection and knee challenge, it was so good to have Alan home this weekend; especially on Father’s Day. One year ago, it was dubious as to what this Father’s Day would hold, so we had much for which to be grateful. Plus, we were blessed with the bonus of sharing the day with my brother and his boys, Nick and A.J., as Art also celebrated Father’s Day.

Oh, how I missed my own Daddy today and the opportunity of sharing Alan’s journey and our challenges in the last year. Hector N. Alfaro, Deceased.

Believing In Life Ever After,
Rosie

Friday, June 18, 2004 11:41 PM CDT

Dearest Angels,

It was a very busy day for Alan today. After speech therapy in the morning, we took a trip to a radiology clinic in Central Austin for a Bone Density Scan and it was 1:30 before we returned to the Rehab Center. The Rep from the company that modified the van had just delivered the van and while I drove him back to their facility, Alan was whisked of to therapy. He had just returned to his room when I returned to the Center with a modified van ready to lock his wheelchair in with seatbelts, etc. He was really tired, so we settled him into his bed, turned on his music, and I spent the afternoon tidying up his room and doing his laundry in preparation for the weekend while he rested.

As I took Alan’s clothes out of the dryer this evening, while he was sleeping after an extremely busy day, I could not help but reflect on how much my life has changed in the last year. For years, during that time of the day, I was on my way home from a busy day at the office managing the firm, grateful for having a terrific job and an even better boss. It never crossed my mind that my life could be drastically changed at the speed of a bullet. I used to share with friends that I always thanked God for a “boring life.” Today, I am grateful for the privilege (made possible because of friends, family and community) of caring for our son, taking care of his personal needs myself, and available to be with him when he has to travel to other facilities for procedures. I just know it has to be comforting to him to know that Mom, or Dad, is right there with him all the time. And, as a special bonus, the former “boss” continues to be supportive, encouraging and a friend to our family.

We also had a very special treat today. In the mail, we received a copy of Karl Zinmeister’s new book (and encourage you to pick one up), "Dawn Over Baghdad" (How the US Military is Using Bullets and Ballots to Remake Iraq). He personalized the book to us as a family, and refers to Alan’s heroism in the Introduction. On Page 17, he tells the story of “attending a conference with a group of academics and journalists at the Cantigny estate outside Chicago...told a professor and a reporter about the extraordinary actions of a World War I soldier catalogues in the museum...eight German soldiers ran toward him, he managed to shoot four of them down...he had disarmed them...relayed the details and the journalist burst out with “yeah, right, in what cartoon did this take place?” “...; his name was Dan Edwards, and for his achievements he was awarded the Medal of Honor in 1918.” “While journalists and academics may think it fantasy, men capable of finding the strength to do such things truly do exist." On Page 18, “I must note that since the war in Iraq commenced, many U.S. soldiers have displayed genuine self-sacrificial bravery. Like 82nd Airborne medic Alan Babin, who left a covered position and exposed himself on the battlefield to come to the aid of another soldier. He was shot in the abdomen and is now fighting his way back...” I showed Alan the book and read the inscription to him and got a weak smile from him.

As I left this evening, Alan seemed especially tired and we were making sure he was comfortable and settled in, when we noticed that his left knee was really swollen and appeared to be retaining fluid. I just spoke to his Nurse, Gwen, and the swelling has dissipated some and they are keeping a close eye on it. Let us pray that it is just a mild “sprain” and not a complication of some type. We are praying that he will be able to come home again this weekend.
In the Grip of Grace,
Rosie

Thursday, June 17, 2004 11:13 PM CDT

Dearest Angels:

Today was a tough and quiet day for Alan. He seemed to be asleep with his eyes open through the afternoon therapy session. He has not been sleeping well/much the last couple of nights and we were concerned he simply had his days/nights off. We soon discovered why, as his lab results came back.

He is fighting another stomach infection (C-Diff). However, I felt much better on my way to the Rehab Center knowing that Bernie Davies had been with him while I was working on getting the van back from having the wheel-chair lock put in. I describe Bernie as having “speed-dial” to God. He is truly a Prayer Warrior and Alan is always calmer and more relaxed after a visit from Bernie.

As strange as it may sound – at least we know what is making Alan look and feel sick – and we pray that his body will respond to the antibiotics quickly. I know personally how hard it is for me to get through a workout session at the gym, and I’m healthy. I marvel at his ability to make it through one more therapy session each day. Praise God for a willful child who loves life.
With a Prayerful Spirit,
Rosie

Tuesday, June 15, 2004 10:30 PM CDT

Dearest Angels:

Alan had a good day and worked hard during therapy. The afternoon was a little easier as he was scheduled for an X-ray, so “only” had to do the standing-frame when he was finished. He spent part of the morning being assessed for a communications device (Tablet) that will allow him to communicate with eye blinks and head nods, etc., until he is able to regain use of his arms/hands. We continue to use the Passy-Muir valve and capping his trach, but are attempting to give him any and all the tools possible for communication until he is strong enough to speak. For now, all of his energy appears to be directed towards healing, digesting food, and regaining muscle strength.

Christy is home and happy to be back. It was an experience she will not soon forget and a wonderful lesson in the duties, privileges and responsibilities of American citizenship. It gives these young people, in a realistic manner, an opportunity to learn the problems of government by performing the same duties as real office holders in the everyday world, inform them of the rights and privileges of American citizenship and instill a deep sense of the personal responsibilities and obligations which this citizenship entails. Christy ran for and was elected County Attorney. She was also Spirit Director and City Unifier for her "City."

If you ask me, it is more than many of us voting, informed adults knew at that age. We are grateful for the work the American Legion and American Legion Auxiliary do and for their dedication in educating our future citizens and leaders. May God continue to Bless them and their endeavors, and may God Bless the United States of America!
With a Grateful Heart,
Rosie

Monday, June 14, 2004 8:18 PM CDT

Dearest Angels:

Alan continues to do well and the good days for him continue. Alain’s surgery was cancelled and rescheduled until next Monday morning so he was able to spend the evening with Alan while I got some things done around the house.

I am looking forward to picking Christy up from Seguin tomorrow and having her smiling face and enthusiasm home again. We are hoping to be able to have both kids home for Father’s Day Weekend. We are so blessed to have each other.
With a Grateful Heart,
Rosie

Sunday, June 13, 2004 11:00 PM CDT

Dearest Angels:

Alan had a great day today, at home. We left the Rehab Center around noon and he spent the day at the house hanging out with me for a while, we did some range-of-motion exercises and then he took a good, long nap. As I was putting up some of his things, I remembered that some of you had asked how his room was working, so I snapped a couple of pictures of his room for you to see. Although it continues to be a work in progress, he seems very relaxed in it when he is home and we cannot wait until he can spend the night in his own room. Thanks again to the Greater Austin Homebuilders Association Remodelor’s Council for Alan’s addition to the Babin Barracks.

Alan and I watched Open Range while Alain Sr. worked on the lawn and then we took him back to the Rehab Center, gave him a good bath and settled him in for the evening. He was resting comfortably and watching the NBA Playoffs when we left. It was tough to leave as I will not see him again until Tuesday, as Alain Sr. has some minor surgery to remove a cist near his eye planned for tomorrow and I will need to be with him per doctor’s orders. Please keep Alan in your prayers and, for those with some time and able to stop by tomorrow, please feel free to stop in and say “Hey” after 4:00 so his evening will pass quickly.
With a Grateful Heart,
Rosie

Thursday, June 10, 2004 10:37 PM CDT

Dearest Angels:

Alan had a good day and worked very hard during physical therapy today. He was able to tolerate kneeling for 10 minutes (while holding his head up) and, after a few minutes of rest, was able to tolerate bearing his weight on all-fours for 5 minutes. Alain enjoyed accompanying him through therapy and they took the long way back to the room after he was finished and then called me at home with a full report on the workout.

Alain took Thursday and Friday off from work and I am on “vacation” for a couple of days for some much-needed rest, “sharpening the saw” and quiet time. Although it feels strange to be away from Alan to rest, it is a good feeling to know that he is well enough that we can do this. I know that God’s healing hand is on him and that Alan is getting stronger every day. I trust in God’s plan for Alan.
With a Grateful Heart,
Rosie

Wednesday, June 9, 2004 10:26 PM CDT

Dearest Angels:

Alan had an awesome day today! We worked with the Lite Gait again and he did very well – actually initiated steps with his left leg 3 times!!! One of his doctors was watching and encouraging Alan and we drafted him to take some pictures of Alan. Thanks, Dr. Mercer!

I was under the weather with a tummy bug Monday and Tuesday, but am back “at work” and encouraging Alan again. We are so blessed that Alain is able to have some flexibility at work through this challenge, and was able to leave the office a little early both days to be with Alan during the afternoon and evening. I did manage to get Christy to Texas Lutheran University in Seguin and settled in at Camp yesterday and we pray that she has a good week and enjoys herself. She has been a rock during the last year and deserves to be just a kid and have some fun.

We received a wonderful letter from Alan’s roommate at Ft. Bragg before they deployed. Included with the letter were some pictures of Alan both at Ft. Bragg and in Kuwait. It is so good to see his smiling face and to see how strong and healthy he looked right before they deployed into Iraq. And, it is good to be able to hear from and to thank Alan’s Angels that were with him during those excruciatingly painful hours after he was wounded. They held our baby’s life in their hands and will always have a special place in our hearts. Nick, thanks for reaching out to us, for staying in touch and for sharing your pictures. Praise God for answered prayer and for keeping Alan surrounded by Angels.
With a Grateful Heart,
Rosie

Sunday, June 6, 2004 11:34 PM CDT

Dearest Angels:

Alan continues to feel well and work hard. The therapists were able to put him on the bicycle on Friday to work his legs. Alain spent Friday and Saturday with Alan as I spent Friday and Saturday with Christy, getting her ready for Girls State Camp this week.

We brought Alan home this afternoon and he enjoyed being at home and hanging out watching movies. As you can see by today’s picture, Chuy enjoyed having him at home and was very protective all afternoon. It was a good afternoon and he was resting comfortably with a fresh haircut and good bath when we left this evening.
In the Grip of Grace,
Rosie

Wednesday, June 2, 2004 9:47 PM CDT

Dearest Angels:

Alan’s good days continue. His therapists, Angela and Joy, decided to change things a bit today and, instead of transferring Alan from his bed, to the wheelchair, rolling him to the gym, out of the wheelchair and onto the gym mat to get him ready for the Lite Gait, they brought the Lite Gait to his room, placed the harness on him while he was still in bed and started from there. BRILLIANT!!! The goal was simply to get the harness on him and get him to stand for a few minutes. As you can see by today’s pictures, their call was right on and Alan was willing to try to walk out towards the hallway. He managed to “walk” about 20 feet towards the nurse’s station and back to his room. The walk to the desk was very much a labor of love by Angela and Joy as they completely moved Alan’s legs for him as I led the Lite Gait. However, Alan got into a groove on the way back to his room and the walk was a bit smoother. Although it may seem simple, he is receiving sensory input from all sides and is having to remember to breathe, keep his head up, lips closed, to swallow, set one foot down, stabilize it, lift the other up, move it forward and maintain momentum.

He continues to amaze me with his strength and determination. Even though he was exhausted when we sat him and settled him into his wheelchair, he nodded when I asked him if it felt good to stand and “walk” again. My sweet man. Needless to say, he was very sleepy and tired when I left for home this evening.
With a Joyful Heart,
Rosie

Tuesday, June 1, 2004 11:05 PM CDT

Dearest Angels:

Alan had a great day and worked hard during therapy. He also had a special visit from his Uncle Chris and friend and neighbor Ryan, who kept Alan smiling and entertained for over an hour and a half. And, thank all of you who called and left messages for Alan letting him know you were thinking of him this weekend. I replayed the messages for him to listen to today.

I received a letter from someone who has been keeping up with Alan’s journey for the past 14 months and said it was hard to believe that I was so “happy all the time considering what our life has been like for the last year.” Rather than respond personally, I feel compelled to share my response in the event that anyone else has wondered the same.

Please understand, I am NOT happy all the time. I have CHOSEN joy. The joy of the Lord. The joy of God’s love. The joy I feel when I wake up in the morning and know that my son is still alive and with us for one more day. I have met a God during the past 14 months that does not abandon those who seek him and is there any time I call out to him. God chose to preserve Alan’s life for a purpose. Until Alan regains the use of his own voice and can do it for himself, I will continue to Praise God and give Him the credit for preserving his life. How do I know that Alan feels this way? Because of what we witness each time we ask if we can pray with him and his body language and demeanor thereafter.

Without a doubt, the last year has been a challenge. However, I now know a God of Grace that is there not seconds, but milliseconds after despair and fear try to find room in my heart. And I know that he meets that need because I PRAY for peace, grace and wisdom every morning and every night. God is actively answering our prayers and carrying our load during this, what should be, the most difficult time of our lives.

So - how can I not walk around with a smile on my face??? Our son is alive and touching peoples lives daily. Our daughter is one of the most amazing young ladies I have ever known. We are surrounded by an amazing network of support in our family, friends and community. Yes, I have JOY in my heart. My cup runneth over!!!
In the Grip of Grace,
Rosie

Saturday, May 29, 2004 11:40 PM CDT

Dearest Angels:

Alan continues to feel well and said he felt well enough to attend the Fiesta Amistad event in downtown Round Rock this evening. Alan, along with several other veterans, was honored in his hometown this evening for their service to their country. When we asked Alan if he wanted to wear civilian clothes or his uniform, he adamantly nodded his head when we asked “uniform.” SFC Ricky Grelk was kind enough to obtain a uniform, along with Alan’s rank, in case Alan was well enough to attend the ceremony.

We brought him home for a few hours to rest before the ceremony. It was a very moving event, attended by families of veterans and citizens wishing to express their gratitude. Alan tolerated the afternoon very well and I believe you will agree, from the pictures, that he is looking much healthier and stronger.

While at the Fiesta, we also had the fortune of visiting with our congressman, Judge John Carter, and his lovely wife, Erika, who continue to pray for Alan. And, Alain’s former boss and Chief of Police, Paul Conner, and his wife, Anne, were also in attendance and it was good to see them as I had not had the opportunity to see them since he retired and they moved away from Round Rock.

I managed to maintain my composure until the 21-gun salute. It is still difficult for me to hear gunfire without imagining what Alan heard in the last moments before he was wounded. I pray that he still cannot remember the events of the 4 hour battle that morning and that he will be much stronger before those memories resurface. God’s Grace continues to shine upon us.

Alain and I were both so proud to see how good Alan looked in his uniform, even though he still has a long way to go before he is completely healed. Of course, we made sure Alan knew how we felt, and continued to tell him so as we undressed him and settled him in for the night at the Rehab Center. He looked to calm, healthy and peaceful as he slept and we left for home. I believe the timing was right for his first public appearance.
In the Grip of Grace,
Rosie

Thursday, May 27, 2004 9:09 PM CDT

Dearest Angels:

Alan had an awesome day! I arrived around 9:00 am to find him smiling and getting a kick out of his nurse, Carol, and was visibly happy to see me and Chuy. He was also glad to see his new “chariot.” A customized wheelchair was delivered and fitted to him today that has a pad that will allow him to control the tilt of his chair so that HE decides what is most comfortable. Having the chair will also allow us to get an “Easy Lock” installed in the new van so that all we have to do is wheel him off the lift and lock him into place – what a blessing!

Alan worked very hard during therapy today and was awake the rest of the day – even when it was time for me to head home. Praise God for a normal day for Alan!
With a Grateful Heart,
Rosie

Wednesday, May 26, 2004 10:16 PM CDT

Dearest Angels:

Alan had a much better day today and worked extremely hard during therapy. He was able to tolerate the standing frame in the morning and hold his weight up on “all fours” on the floor mat in the afternoon (especially tough as it entails using all your muscle groups). We are praying he has overcome again and will continue to feel better.

Plus, he had a special treat as Bernie Davies accompanied him during his morning therapies and then kept him company during quiet/rest times, and spent some great time in prayer with Alan. And, with me later. I marvel at God’s faithfulness in placing His Angels in our lives who continue to encourage and uplift us – when needed most.
With a Grateful Heart,
Rosie

Tuesday, May 25, 2004 10:29 PM CDT

Dearest Angels:

Alan continues to improve and was much more alert and responsive today. We went for a long walk after therapy and he then watched a movie and managed to remain awake most of the afternoon. Thank God for continued healing and strength for Alan.

We had the privilege of attending Christy’s softball banquet tonight and continue to thank God for blessing us with such a caring, loving child. Stories were shared time and again about her enthusiasm, caring and compassionate attitude and she was awarded the Maroon Heart (school color) and also received an Academic All-District Award. She, along with 7 other students, managed to maintain a 4.0 GPA or higher during softball season. We were also blessed, and ALL surprised, as Jessica Riojas’ father returned from Iraq in time to attend her banquet, and high school graduation. It was a very emotional moment for me to watch this family reunite with their loved one, home safely for a few weeks. Thank you God for continued blessings and reminders that there are still so many that need our prayers and support.
In the Grip of Grace,
Rosie

Monday, May 24, 2004 10:38 PM CDT

Dearest Angels:

It appears that the urinary tract infection is back again and is the reason Alan has been acting like he got hit by a truck! Today was a good day for Alan and we are praying for an even better tomorrow. Thank you for your continued prayers.
In the Grip of Grace,
Rosie

Saturday, May 22, 2004 10:18 PM CDT

Dearest Angels:

Please continue to lift Alan up in prayer. He continues to struggle with a fever, a bit of an elevated heart rate and blood pressure this morning, and possibly another infection. I long for the day when he will have his trach closed, his digestive tract rejoined, no intestine protruding from his belly, no drain line from his stomach remnant, no PICC line and not have to tolerate a urine catheter or diapers, in any form. All of these things are just breeding grounds for bacteria, in addition to the bacteria that are already colonized in his precious body. Antibiotics were restarted and he seemed to be feeling a little better and was resting comfortably this evening. Hopefully he will get a little sleep tonight and have a better tomorrow. Thank you for your continued prayers.
In the Grip of Grace,
Rosie

Friday, May 21, 2004 11:30 PM CDT

Dearest Angels:

Alan continues to spend most of his energy recuperating and I find myself spending most of my energy praying and thanking God for His healing grace. It was a quiet day watching Alan do his best to stay engaged and focused during therapy as he is still weak and regaining strength. It is sometimes difficult to encourage him to work hard when all I want to do is wrap him in my arms and rock him until he feels better and stronger; however, we must keep him moving and motivated.

We are so grateful for the Angels God has chosen to work with Alan at the Rehab Center. Dr. Gilbey has been a blessing to our family and he and the staff have really become attached to Alan. I can see whether it is a good or challenging morning for Alan just from the look on their faces when I arrive at the Center. Our family continues to grow.
In the Grip of Grace,
Rosie

Wednesday, May 19, 2004 11:14 PM CDT

Dearest Angels:

Praise God, Alan continues to improve and to feel better. Although he is still weak and recuperating, he is more engaged, interactive and communicative. He has been working very hard during therapy and, today, completed 4 sets of 10 leg presses on the Total Gym. Thank God for willful children.

Christy and I spent the evening with Alain, Sr., celebrating his 45th birthday, and taking him to dinner. Our prayer is that Alan will be able to join us for his Father’s 46th birthday dinner.
In His Amazing Grace,
Rosie

Monday, May 17, 2004 10:34 PM CDT

Dearest Angels:

Alan continues to improve and regain his strength and alertness. Although the exact nature of his elevated white-blood-cell count is still a mystery and we are all baffled as to the source of his lethargy, we are grateful that he appears to be recovering and I will stand firm in the belief that, whatever it was, God answered our prayers and is continuing to hold Alan in His hand and shine His face upon him.

Lillian, thank you for sharing your parent’s love with our family and, Ben and Ruth, thank you for your continued prayers and faithfulness to Alan. Thank you for making time to visit him during your short stay in Austin. Have a safe trip back to North Carolina and please extend our gratitude and blessings to the rest of Alan’s Angels “back home” and for their continued cards of care and encouragement.
With a Grateful Heart,
Rosie

Saturday, May 15, 2004 11:43 PM CDT

Dearest Angels:

Alan’s overcome another challenge. He is doing much better today and spent some time outside, enjoying his Dad’s company, smiling and moving his legs around again.

We are so grateful for answered prayers and for God’s continued healing. Thank you for keeping him in your prayers and for your e-mails and calls of support.
In the Grip of Grace,
Rosie

Thursday, May 13, 2004 10:31 PM CDT

Dearest Angels:

It was a very busy day today. Alain and I were honored to be included in a ground-breaking ceremony at Texas NeuroRehab Center at noon. A 16-bed addition to the Bluebonnet Unit is being made – a blessing for many more families with traumatic brain injury loved ones.

When I returned to Alan’s room, he was still having a challenging day and in need of frequent suction, with a very elevated heart rate. We made a trip to S. Austin Hospital to have a new Picc line (IV access) placed in his right arm, under fluoroscopy, and did not return to the Rehab Center until evening. The good news is, he was awake and alert the entire day, and was still awake and watching TV when I left at 8:30 this evening. And, he nodded when I asked him if I could wash his hair and shave him (after 3 days!). He looked so tired previously, that we did not want to make him uncomfortable. And then, when I told him around 7:30 that I was going to head home, he shook his head, "No!" Yes!!! Interested and making his needs known!! He continues to amaze and inspire me.

As I walked through the door when I arrived home, Alain Sr. was on the phone with our Gentle Giant, Col. Arnold Bray. Col. Bray was Alan’s Brigade commander in Iraq and a true man of integrity, honor and loyalty. One of the first places he went upon his return from Iraq was Alan’s hospital room. As we went from e-mail updates to the Alan’s Angels web page, and he transferred locations, we lost each other. It was so wonderful to hear his strong, gentle voice and to know that Alan’s leaders continue to support him and be concerned for him. How my heart smiled when I heard him say that Alan “will always be a Red Falcon.” Thank you, Arnold, for your dedication, telephone call, and for continuing to be a part of our family. I still smile each time I sit to write and enjoy the stained-glass Angel your wife sent me the day we met you – and will never forget the sense of urgency on your face in making sure that you presented that to me first of all. Thank you, both.
Counting Our Blessings,
Rosie

Wednesday, May 12, 2004 10:26 PM CDT

Dearest Angels:

Alan’s quiet, lethargic days continue and we are praying for a better day tomorrow. Although he follows simple commands once he is awake, he has been difficult to arouse and will undergo further assessments tomorrow. He was a bit more awake and alert this evening and managed to stay awake through a movie. A gentle reminder that there is still a long way to go and much prayer still needed.
In the Grip of Grace,
Rosie

Monday, May 10, 2004 8:47 PM CDT

Dearest Angels:

Alan was very sleepy and tired today, even through his therapies. It will probably take him a few days to readjust to rehab and so we will take our time and take it easy. He was sleeping soundly at 4:00 pm so I headed home to unpack from Friday’s trip home and get some things done around the house.

It was a beautiful afternoon and I had the opportunity to enjoy a freshly mowed lawn as Alain was home when I arrived and working on the yard. Our life gets back to normal more and more each week. It is amazing how many little things I took for granted that seem like such a comfort now – like simply being home, cleaning, washing clothes and nesting.
In the Grip of Grace,
Rosie

Sunday, May 9, 2004 11:15 PM CDT

Dearest Angels:

Alan had a good weekend and we were able to have him home for Mother’s Day. This time last year, he was battling meningitis, had his stroke and the outlook was bleak – and our family was separated by many miles. This Mother’s Day, Alan continues to improve and we had the blessing of spending the day at home in the company of both our children, and two sweet nephews (oh, and their Mom and Dad, too).

And, transporting him to/from the Rehab Center in the van makes such a difference! We are so grateful for the Angels in our lives.

Alan will begin therapy again tomorrow and we are praying for no lost ground in the last two weeks. We are so relieved that the team in Dallas felt that everything possible has been done for Alan, and that recovery is just a matter of time. In God’s Time.
Rosie

Friday, May 7, 2004 10:58 PM CDT

Dearest Angels:

Alan continues to do very well. We left Dallas at 10:50 this morning and landed in Austin an hour later. He tolerated the flight beautifully and it was interesting how relieved we both were to be back at Texas Neurorehab Center this afternoon. As staff voiced their gladness to have us back, I found myself telling people how glad we were to be back “home.” It made me feel really good about where Alan is for now. He had lots of smiles for people and actually SAID “hi” to his nurse and told his doctor, Dr. Gilbey, to “have a good weekend.” We only heard the first word clearly, but there was a faint whisper for the rest. Progress!!

We will be picking him up in the new van in the morning so that he can spend the day at home. We are so looking forward to all being home together for a few hours. I am still amazed at the compassion, loyalty and generosity of Mr. Perot, and will never be able to thank him enough for what he has done for Alan, and for us. What a blessing to know that he is available to Alan should there be any challenges in this journey.
In the Grip of Grace,
Rosie

Thursday, May 6, 2004 11:52 PM CDT

Dearest Angels:

Another strong day for Alan. Although he had a bit of a “hitch in his giddy-up” last night with the capped trach, he was back to normal and recovered by the time I arrived at the hospital early this morning. It appears that at one point he had more secretions than he could manage, and became a bit anxious – not unexpected. The respiratory therapists allowed him to rest, put him back on the trach collar for a couple of hours, and he was then willing and ready to be capped again. He continues to do very well with the cap.

Unless something changes by morning, we are scheduled to depart for Austin sometime around 10:00 a.m. tomorrow morning by private plane.

Since assessments have all taken place and Alan was resting this afternoon, I took the opportunity before we leave to visit my grandfather (my Daddy’s father) in his new (nursing) home. It was such a blessing to see him so healthy, happy and grateful to be in such a caring place. One of his first questions was, “Where is “Alansito?” which is what he called Alan, Jr. We assured him that Alan was progressing, just needed TIME to recover, and he was satisfied and accepted it as fact. What a lesson. I filled Alan in when I returned to the hospital and he clearly remembered his great-grandfather and helping him plant bushes in our first home in Del Rio. I could not help but tell Alan, several times, how happy I was to have seen my grandpa. After a handful of times, I told him how happy I was and he mouthed, “Me, too!” and smiled. Wow!!! I think he was really happy to see that I was happy.

And, as a special treat, he received a special courier delivery package from the Dallas Cowboy Cheerleaders, filled with a t-shirt, cap, autographed photo AND 2004 Dallas Cowboy Cheerleader calendar. I hope I was able to capture the joy in his face as we helped him open his gift. And, Mr. Perot enjoyed seeing the pleasure on his face and promised that the next time Alan was in town he would make arrangements for the Cheerleaders to meet him in person (they were busy with a late training program today). And, special nurses (Angels) made sure to let him know how much they appreciate him and his service. We continue to be amazed at the support and Angels in our lives.

And, I did not realize Mother’s Day was this weekend until Alain, Sr., mentioned that he was glad we would be home for Mother’s Day. Happy Mother’s Day to all of you Moms out there! Enjoy your children, treasure them, hug them, tell them how much you love them each and every day. AND thank God for lending them to you for a little while.
In the Grip of Grace,
Rosie

Wednesday, May 5, 2004 11:51 PM CDT

Dearest Angels:

Alan had a terrific day! He continues to do extremely well with his trach capped and had a very strong physical therapy session this morning. Although his voice is still pretty much a whisper, he is trying to talk more frequently, is handling his secretions better and swallowing more often. And, I must admit, his blood pressure is better than mine! :-)

Transfer orders have begun so the case managers are in the process of making arrangements for our return to Austin. We are hoping for Friday morning, but it will depend on when they can get a critical care transport team in place, etc. We will continue to pray for His perfect time. The doctors and staff here at Zale Lipshy University Hospital have truly taken great care of Alan and we are grateful for these new Angels in our lives. We continue to be blessed beyond measure.
With a Grateful Heart,
Rosie

Tuesday, May 4, 2004 9:24 PM CDT

Dearest Angels:

Alan continues to respond well to the antibiotics and to having his trach capped!! His oxygen saturation has remained in the upper 90’s to 100% and he is wearing the cap continuously. Hopefully this is the beginning of another major step in his recovery and another step towards getting his voice back.

As of today, it appears that the shunt is draining properly and there will be no need for revision/surgery. We should have a final decision tomorrow and some idea of when we will be returning to Austin. I know God’s timing is perfect, so we will trust Him. I will keep you posted.
In the Grip of Grace,
Rosie

Sunday, May 2, 2004 11:25 PM CDT

Dearest Angels:

Alan’s vital signs are back to normal and he had a good, strong weekend. For now, the doctors are strictly focusing on the infection and getting him over this bump in the road and will continue to study revision of the shunt.

I traveled back to Round Rock Saturday morning to be available for Christy as she had her Junior Prom. Chris, Alain’s brother, kept Alan company so that I could return to Round Rock - I returned to Dallas this morning.

It was an interesting day for Christy and the softball team. They played a game at 3:00 pm on Saturday and, because they won, had to play a game at 5:30 to break the tie. Needless to say, she did not arrive at home to get ready for prom until around 8:00 pm. We were so proud of the girls and their dates; they took it all in stride and were looking forward to a fun time as they all left our house (after pictures) well after 9:00 pm. The girls looked beautiful, the guys so handsome and Alain and I were overwhelmed at our daughter’s positive, make-it-work attitude. They returned after midnight, hung out at the house and watched a movie after we fed them breakfast, and the girls had a sleep-over and were still in a great mood when they got up this morning.

I counted my blessings all the way back to Dallas this morning for being close enough to home that I did not have to miss such an important day in Christy's life. Of course, when I told Alan about the events of the previous 24 hours, he just smiled and shook his head and when I put the phone up to his ear this afternoon so Christy could tell him all about her Prom and events leading up to the evening, he laughed out loud several times and you could see how happy he was for her. Praise God for these two kids, their great sense of humor and adaptability.

Linda and Greg, thank you so much for sharing your sweet Angels. Their energy is contagious! I felt refreshed and renewed after spending time with them. What a God-send!!!!
In the Grip of Grace,
Rosie

Friday, April 30, 2004 11:27 PM CDT

Sweet Angels:

Praise God, Alan’s surgery did not take place when originally scheduled. God’s timing is perfect.

At 2:20 this afternoon, Alan spiked a fever of 102.8, his heart rate climbed to 169 and his blood pressure was extremely high. It appears that he is fighting another infection so all the series of lab tests, x-rays, EKG, etc., have been performed and we will wait to see what rears its ugly head. He continued to have challenges with heart rate/blood pressure issues, but was doing much better when I left tonight. They began antibiotics, Tylenol and fluids immediately, so hopefully he will be feeling better soon. Of course, once the results of the cultures are ready, they will target the specific infection. For now, I anticipate that they will focus strictly on clearing up the source and cause of the infection.

I could not help but thank God all evening that the surgery did not proceed. Can you imagine the wrench this episode would have thrown in the works had they pierced his skull??? Our prayers for wisdom and guidance are being answered and I cannot help but believe that it is further confirmation of God’s work in Alan’s life. Our sweet man, when his day nurse came in to wish him a better evening and to let him know she would be thinking about him and how honored she felt to be caring for him, he gave her a sweet smile, through fever and all. He continues to try to make others feel better. It just made my heart swell with love and gratitude for his quiet courage.
In the Grip of Grace,
Rosie

Friday, April 30, 2004 1:53 PM CDT

Dearest Angels:

Alan still has not made it to the OR. The surgeons are weighing all the risks/benefits with revising the shunt, because of the fact that it drains into his heart. The consultations continue and I will let you know once a decision has been made either way. I know that God is in control and that He will determine the best plan for Alan. Thank you for your prayers of wisdom and guidance.
In the Grip of Grace,
Rosie

Thursday, April 29, 2004 11:26 AM CDT

Dearest Angels:

Alan’s surgery is postponed until his original slot tomorrow as preliminary lab work reflects a Urinary Tract Infection. They have begun antibiotic and, depending on the results of a gram stain test, hope they will not have to postpone the surgery for “days.” However, if there is much infection, it is best to wait so that there is less danger of seeding an infection in the hardware and drain lines in his cerebrum.

Praise God for the lab work as Alan has not run a fever or had any indication of a urinary infection. It is probably just in an early stage and we are so grateful that it has been detected early and can hopefully be knocked quickly. I will continue to keep you posted.
In His Amazing Grace,
Rosie

Wednesday, April 28, 2004 10:57 PM CDT

Sweet Angels:

I have been informed that Alan’s surgery is being bumped up to tomorrow morning vs. Friday morning. Please keep him and his team in your prayers. There is concern that the shunt draining cerebral spinal fluid from his brain is not draining properly and that is why his ventricles are still so dilated. I pray that it is strictly equipment related and that they are able to “simply” change out hardware in his head and not the drain that leads to drainage in his heart – changing that out is “last case” scenario.

Even through all the assesments, Alan continues to improve. He began lifting his RIGHT leg off the bed today and to wiggle his right toes immediately upon command to do so. Praise God!!! And, he laughed out loud when he saw me clapping, laughing, praising him and hooting and hollering about it. :-) It was almost more than my heart could contain.

As we know, where two or more are gathered in His name, there He is. Therefore, we all ask in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ, that he be present in Alan’s life, that God’s perfect healing be bestowed upon him, and that wisdom and clarity be bestowed upon his surgeons and that the Holy Spirit will guide their hands in the perfect path throughout Alan’s body. We know that His hand has been guiding Alan’s journey and that He will continue to use him for His purpose.
Counting You Among Our Blessings,
Rosie

Monday, April 26, 2004 4:27 PM CDT

Dearest Angels:

Alan continues to amaze us. He continues to do well and tolerate all of the trips to radiology, assessments by all "new" doctors, and is actually mouthing more words, moving around more and smiling quite a bit. He continues to receive speech and physical therapy so that he will not lose ground while we are away from Texas Neurorehab Center. I am so glad as his therapists there have done such great work with Alan.

For now, he is on his way to radiology for an MRI of his head. The Neurosurgeons want to make sure that his drain shunt is working properly and, because it is a programmable device, we had to make sure a representative from the manufacturer was on-site in case the settings are cleared by the MRI. All the ducks are here, in a row, and on their way with Alan to get the MRI. I will keep you posted on their findings and when we are anticipated to return to Austin.

Let us pray that they find that the shunt is working properly; otherwise, he will need to undergo surgery to replace malfunctioning part. Thank you for your continued prayers.
In His Amazing Grace,
Rosie

Saturday, April 24, 2004 0:03 AM CDT

Dearest Angels:

Alan had a very good day and tolerated yesterday’s flight and adjustment to Southwestern Medical Center in Dallas very well. Thanks to the generosity of an Angel with a huge heart, Alan and I were flown by private plane to Dallas yesterday and he is being evaluated and reassessed just to make sure that "not one single little thing" has been missed by anybody especially with regard to the stroke. He believes Alan deserves the BEST and is willing to do anything to make sure he gets it. Praise God! We are praying for a clean “bill of health” and confirmation that all is just as it should be.

And, our Angel has also purchased a full size van for us with a lift to make it easier for us to transport Alan and so that he can get out and away from a hospital setting as often as possible. As I have said, and continue to share with you, we continue to be surrounded by God’s Angels. He has not forsaken Alan for one single moment, and continues to lift us up. I found myself telling someone today that I feel as if He carries us so much now and continues to surround us with Angels at every turn, that our feet never seem to touch the ground. It is such a blessing to be able to focus on Alan and Christy, and to find that He is taking care of the rest.

We do not know how long we will be in Dallas and we spend most of our time with specialists in meetings, evaluations, radiology and making sure Alan is comfortably the rest of the time. He is being closely watched in an ICU ward, so visitors are not appropriate at this time. However, if he is moved to a different ward that will allow for visitors, I will immediately update the web site and send out an e-mail so that those of you in the Dallas/Ft. Worth area can visit if you would like to see Alan. As for me, it is currently a full-time job of consults and phone calls, so I am staying with him full time except for sleeping and eating.

Thank you for your continued prayers and amazing support. I, of course, will continue to keep you updated and will provide pictures of the van as soon as I have all my “gadgets” available.
In the Grip of Grace,
Rosie

Wednesday, April 21, 2004 10:22 PM CDT

Dearest Angels:

Alan had another good day and really worked hard during therapy. He was very alert, responsive and interacting with others. We saw lots of smiles and nods. He enjoyed watching the movie “What About Bob” this afternoon and was settled in and resting when I left this evening.

We will be away from the Rehab Center Thursday and Friday for some further assessments and I will keep you updated as to his return. Praise God for continued miracles and Angels in our lives.
In the Grip of Grace,
Rosie

Tuesday, April 20, 2004 10:00 PM CDT

Dearest Angels:

Alan had a very good day. His Dad spent the afternoon with him and was thrilled to see Alan complete 2 sets of 10 repetitions of leg presses on the Total Gym. Another goal accomplished!!! It is amazing the work the therapists are doing with Alan. And, he is finished with the foot casts and now only has to wear them at night. We have seen tremendous progress in his feet just in the two weeks that they have used the casts.

I had the privilege of spending the afternoon with my Lions Club for our annual golf tournament fundraiser – and cooking chicken fajitas for the golfers. It was a great afternoon for me in the company of friends, putting “Sight First” and working for a good cause.

Christy also had a good day as they won their softball game this evening so they continue to hold on to Second Place for District! Congratulations, Lady Dragons!!!
With a Grateful Heart,
Rosie

Sunday, April 18, 2004 11:48 PM CDT

Dearest Angels:

Alan had an awesome day! We picked him up around 9:00 a.m. and he was wide awake and ready to go when we arrived and then we had a nice drive to Round Rock.

His morning was filled with love and affection. Gary Henley came by and he, Alain and Alan watched about half of the movie “Second Hand Lions,” until the Angels on Harleys arrived. Cpt. George Chigi presented Alan with the All American flag he brought all the way from Ft. Benning, Georgia. It was a very emotional reunion and I know that it did George’s heart good to see how well Alan is doing for himself – considering the shape Alan was in the last time he saw him. It was an amazing sight, and sound, to watch the Vietnam Vets roll onto our street – proudly escorting Cpt. Chigi and the flag he was delivering to Alan. And, they go around the State making sure returning soldiers know they are appreciated and respected.

Because they did not want to tax Alan, the Vets spent a few minutes expressing their good wishes, gratitude for his willingness to be a medic, welcoming him home and letting him know they were praying for him and are here for him. It was amazing to see their eyes fill with tears as they touched his hands and the energy around him was amazing and palpable. God continues to surround Alan with Angels and to use him for His purpose. One of the Vets shared with us that he does not consider himself a religious person, does not attend church, nor does he live a “Christian” life, but that this week he has asked a church to pray for Alan’s recovery without ceasing until he is well and he KNOWS his prayers will be answered. Praise God!

Alan and his Dad then spent an afternoon full of laughter, teasing (mostly ME!), took a one-hour walk around our block (about a 1 mile trip), talked to neighbors and enjoyed the beautiful weather. Alan really relaxed and spent some time in his room, our living room, but seemed to really enjoy the patio and his new “healing garden.” We continued with range-of-motion exercises and, with his valve on, heard the beautiful words, “Mom,” “Dad,” and “okay.” Yesterday, he lifted his left hand and reached up to scratch his nose! Progress.

After we settled him in at the Rehab Center and were ready to leave, he quickly nodded when I told him we needed to work hard in therapy all week and then we could bring him home again next weekend. Sweet man.
With a Joyful Heart,
Rosie

Saturday, April 17, 2004 10:27 PM CDT

Dearest Angels:

We were blessed to have Alan home for the day again today. It was a great day and we were able to take him outside. He really seems to be enjoying being at home and we are committed to bringing him home on the weekends as much as his health will allow. We took him back to the Center around 9:00 and will return early tomorrow morning to pick him up. He was resting comfortably and looked like he was about to fall asleep when we left for home.

Members of the Alamo Chapter of the 82nd Airborne Association came by the house this morning and presented Alan with a Lifetime Membership that Matt Ryson paid for in honor of his service. Matt is a veteran fellow paratrooper that wanted to do something special for Alan. I then had the privilege of attending their Special Meeting as the Guest Speaker and shared Alan’s journey and updated them on his current progress. It was quite an honor to be in the company of those who have sacrificed so much for our country.

We continue to be tremendously blessed. After I left the 82nd’s meeting, I attended a benefit sponsored by the Vietnam Vets Motorcycle Club, Legacy M/C Club with Bandidos M/C, United Clubs of Austin and The Roadhouse. They want to make it possible for me to continue to remain by Alan’s side and to help out with expenses. I spent an afternoon surrounded by tough-looking guys with a heart of gold. They are combat veterans – Alan’s band of brothers.

I also had the great privilege of meeting one of Alan’s fellow paratroopers who used his gun truck to protect Alan while they were waiting for the air evac. Cpt. Chigi delivered an All American flag to the Benefit that has been signed by some of Alan’s comrades from the 82nd Airborne, and made it available for all to sign. He, along with some of the other members of the motorcycle club, plan a ride tomorrow morning to deliver the flag to Alan. We continue to remain in a state of amazement.

We continue to be surrounded by Angels – this time, they are rolling in on Harleys!
In the Grip of Grace,
Rosie

Wednesday, April 14, 2004 11:06 PM CDT

Dearest Angels:

Alan had a very busy day with a very early start. The Rehab Center has added a new tool to their gym and, because of the challenges with Alan’s Ostomy and drain tubes, the company rep was gracious enough to work with us to find the best solution/modification to a harness, so that Alan can have access to the lift. It is amazing to see how over ground or over a treadmill, the Lite Gait provides safely supported gait training. Because they are now casting his left foot, Alan was unable to attempt walking today, but that will hopefully begin next week. I just know that once his brain remembers how to walk, it will not be long before his muscles in his legs wake up and we will see tremendous progress. Praise God for these miracle inventions!!!

Of course, he was a trooper through it all and willing to attempt fitting of the harness, and sitting, even though he was very tired. When we finished, he did not want to return to his room so we sat outside and he took a great nap and then had to return to the gym to have one cast cut off and a new one (with a different degree of positioning) placed. He did well and remained awake and alert during the entire procedure. We then took the long way back to his room, washed his hair, etc., and then he watched a new movie, Joe Dirt, through which he laughed several times. (Travis, your fruit-filled-pie-for-Alan signature card told me you had been by to visit last night – thanks a million.) We then had a special visit from our Angel, and neighbor, Arthur Calloway. It was a good, hard working day, and Alan was resting peacefully when I left for home this evening.
With a Grateful Heart,
Rosie

Tuesday, April 13, 2004 11:33 PM CDT

Dearest Angels:

Alan worked extremely hard during therapies today. It is still taking a lot out of him and he has not quite recovered from his hospital stay and decreased nutritional intake. However, he continues to nod when asked if he can get through another session. I know you have heard me say it many times but, his determination and perseverance simply inspire me. Today, he was obviously tired as he only got a quick cat-nap between sessions and yet managed a weak smile and head nod when we asked him if he wanted to get out of the bed and into the chair to go to the gym. How I wish I could just infuse him with energy. The most powerful thing I can give him now is prayer, support and encouragement. And make sure that his tube feeds are running as much as possible. I touch him as much as possible and hope that everything I have learned about healing touch and energy fields works for him.

We were blessed to be able to attend Christy’s last Home game for this softball season – the rest of the games are away. Watching the ceremony for the Seniors was a very moving time for me. One more year and it will be Christy. I could feel for the parents of those Seniors and had a huge lump in my throat. The time goes by so fast and is so fragile. What a blessing to spend a beautiful spring night watching these amazing young ladies work so hard. We are so tremendously blessed in this Country.
In the Grip of Grace,
Rosie

Sunday, April 11, 2004 11:10 PM CDT

Dearest Angels:

We had much to celebrate this Easter Sunday. As you can imagine, the Resurrection has taken on a much deeper meaning in our family. We enjoyed the blessing of bringing Alan home for a Trial Therapeutic Home Visit both yesterday afternoon and today. Thanks, Sharon, for the use of your van!!!

Yesterday, Alan was visibly glad to be home and very impressed with his new room and new TV (42” Plasma Screen provided by the Greater Austin Homebuilder’s Association Remodelors Council). Today, he was bright-eyed and bushy-tailed when we arrived at the Rehab Center at 9:00 this morning to pick him up and bring him home. It was great to be home for the holiday, with both kids, and to have the perfect room for Alan. Time and time again, I found myself thanking the Angels that designed and provided his room and in awe because they thought of everything – including placement and number of electrical outlets! As I administered meds, we bathed him, reached for supplies, linen, etc., there was a place for everything and we had plenty of room to navigate around his bed, stow his wheelchair and not have to walk away to retrieve anything. And, what a luxury to be able to turn the heat up to make his room comfortable for a bed-bath, and then make it cool again. He took the most beautiful, peaceful 2 hour nap afterwards (and so did Dad)!

After a year, I was finally able to spend my Sunday afternoon doing what I love to do, cooking for the week and hanging out at home. Alain, Christy and Jonathan hung out in Alan’s room while I cooked and they had some great time together and watched movies, until we had to get things ready to go. It was interesting. Yesterday, Alan wanted to spend most of his time in the living room and old part of the house and I think he was just relieved and happy to be back home. Today, when we asked him if he wanted to hang out in the living room he shook his head and looked over at his TV. We gave him a hard time about our TV not being good-enough and he just smiled his beautiful smile and we let him pick out a movie. He watched the 2nd Harry Potter movie and I have to admit, it was like sitting in the theatre with surround sound, etc. Thank you so very much for making this possible for Alan, and for providing the tools that allow him to take his mind off the challenges in his life and enjoy the good moments.

We hope you and yours had a good weekend and wish you an awesome week!
In the Grip of Grace,
Rosie

Friday, April 9, 2004 11:13 PM CDT

Dearest Angels,

Alan had a very good day today and worked very hard during therapy. We are so grateful that he continues to do well and that he did not have to “recover” from a road-trip.
We are praying that we will be able to get him out more often and cannot help but believe that it will motivate him to the "next level" sooner. Maybe Easter Sunday!!!

What a difference a year makes!!! This time last year we could not breathe, sleep or eat. This Easter is such a major reminder for us about selfless sacrifice, pure love and love of life. We are so grateful for the Angels God has brought into our lives and for the fortune of growing our family in the last year. Please, take just a moment to truly take in and really look into the eyes of your spouse, children, family members and loved ones this weekend, appreciate them and and what they bring to your life, and to thank God for His sacrifice and the gift of life.
With a Grateful Heart,
Rosie

Thursday, April 8, 2004 10:51 PM CDT

Dearest Angels:

Thanks to the generosity of our friend, Sharon Smith, Alain and I were able to transport Alan to Brooke Army Medical Center ourselves in her van. Our trip to San Antonio went very well, and Alan’s heart rate and oxygen saturation were excellent during the entire day. It was the best his heart rate has been in months! It was good to take him ourselves and prevent him the anxiety of being in an ambulance again. He loves being away from the hospital and it was a relief each time I checked his vitals to know that he could tolerate such a trip. Our visit with his Surgeon also went very well and he continues to support and encourage our involvement, methods and suggestions. It was heartwarming to see the look on his prior caretakers to see their amazement at how well Alan looks and how well he is doing.

We managed to return to Austin in time to make sure Alan was bathed, settled in and resting, and to get to Round Rock in time to catch some of Christy’s softball game. They Won 6 – 0!! Thank you, Lord, for the privilege of parenting these great kids! We wish you and yours a safe and Happy Easter and thank you for being a part of our lives.
In the Grip of Grace,
Rosie

Wednesday, April 7, 2004 10:04 PM CDT

April 7, 2004

Dearest Angels:

Alan had a good day and worked hard during physical therapy. He smiled when I told him his Aunt Sonia was in labor and I would be leaving a little early to go to the hospital. Once we finished therapy in the afternoon and he was settled in and comfortable back in his room, I left for St. David’s and Alain drove in to spend the evening with Alan. We pray for a safe trip to San Antonio tomorrow and for a good day for Alan.

I had the blessing of holding our new Angel, Alan Joseph Alfaro, just a couple of hours after he was born. "AJ" was born at 2:27, weighed 6 lbs 6 oz and both Mom and Baby are doing great.

Thank you, Art and Sonia, for honoring Alan in such a beautiful way and for your statement that you hope that he will grow up to be as courageous as his Cousin Alan. It was sweet to see Nick fall in love with his little brother – my Monkey Boy was such a good boy and very sweet to his new baby. The blessings continue in our lives. Thank you Lord, for the gift of life.
My Cup Runneth Over!
Rosie

Tuesday, April 6, 2004 9:38 PM CDT

Dearest Angels:

Alan endured a full day of therapy today and began working on voicing. Speech therapy has begun capping his trach and we heard his beautiful voice a little bit today. Although they were very faint sounds, they were sounds and, when he was not focusing so hard and just listening to my silly stories, he laughed out loud and at one point and said, “Uh-huh,” when I told him about our outing last night and feeling like Christy was growing up so fast.

He had a great visit from Sam, Adriana and Asia Marie Buford this afternoon and nodded when I told him Asia Marie wanted to come back and see him and Chuy in a couple of weeks. He toyed with her a little bit and stuck his tongue out at her and it was the most alert he had been all day. The 30 minutes on the standing bar after a week really wiped him out. Considering he had tummy troubles for almost 10 days, no nutrition for almost 3 days and no organized therapy for almost a week, it is amazing he did so well this afternoon. He was sleeping soundly by the time I left this evening. Praise God for another day of life!!!
In the Grip of Grace,
Rosie

Monday, April 5, 2004 10:48 PM CDT

Dearest Angels:

Alan had a quiet, restful afternoon. Although he tolerated physical therapy this morning, he is still having challenges with absorption of his tube-feeds and was feeling tired and a little weak this afternoon, so we decided to only do range-of-motion exercises in the bed for his afternoon therapy session. After he was finished, I cleaned him up and made him as comfortable as possible and he took a good, hard nap. We had a team meeting this afternoon and will implement some changes that we pray will resolve some of the issues.

We will be going to San Antonio on Thursday, Apr. 8th, to take Alan to Brooke AMC for a checkup with his surgeon. It will be good for him to take a road-trip and good for his prior caretakers to see how well he is doing – even through the rough days.

Alan continues to receive sweet letters from students; especially from Mart and Crawford, Texas. It turns out one of the young ladies from Mart, who sent cards to Alan while he was still at Walter Reed in D.C., happened to be visiting a family member at the Rehabilitation Center on Saturday. Their loved one happens to be directly across the hall from Alan and when she saw Alan’s banner and picture hanging in his room, pointed out to her Mom that he is the soldier about whom she had been sharing and praying for, and for whom she had created the Get Well cards. Needless to say, we introduced her to Alan and he had a sweet smile for her and then had some fun sticking his tongue out for her for a picture and then they shared some great smiles. We also placed the last card she sent in February up on the wall for all to see. Sweet Angels continue to surround him.
With a Grateful Heart,
Rosie

Sunday, April 4, 2004 11:33 PM CDT

Dearest Angels:

Alan accomplished a huge milestone today. After his Dad finished bathing him this evening, he asked Alan to bend his knees and to help him move him up on the bed (he tends to "slide" down any time he is turned/moved). He did - almost a foot!!! He achieved this tremendous effort even during a week when he is receiving almost half of his caloric/nutritional requirement.

He continues to experience pain and discomfort when we reach the target level of tube feeding due to the ileus. We need specific prayer that it will heal quickly so that he will be able to resume and tolerate his required rate. And, he continues to adjust to the new cast on his right foot.

As for us, we continue to focus on each other, spend time with Christy, and continue to prepare for the day that Alan will return home. I actually emptied a few more boxes from our trip today - when I needed a diversion (OKAY, procrastination) from cleaning house and doing laundry. I was looking forward to cooking a great dinner, but got caught up in the momentum and it was 6:00 p.m. before I knew it. Alain picked dinner up on the way home and we had the privilege of having our front-door neighbor, Sharon, join us for a very relaxed BBQ dinner. Ahhhhh, signs of normalcy....

We will be spending the evening with Christy tomorrow as, not only it is her 17th birthday, she is also receiving an Academic Achievement Award at a school ceremony. She continues to amaze us with her ability to remain focused and dedicated during this journey. We are truly blessed beyond words.
In His Grace,
Rosie

Sunday, April 4, 2004 11:35 PM CDT

One of our Angels noticed that there were Journal Entries missing from last week. Thanks, Linda! I am not sure what happened, but I have copied them from my personal journal to the Caringbridge site as it was a very busy week filled with many prayers and much activity.

Thanks for the heads-up!
Hugs,
Rosie

Sunday, April 4, 2004 11:30 PM CDT

Sunday, April 4, 2004 10:53 PM CDT

Dearest Angels:

Alan accomplished a huge milestone today. After his Dad finished bathing him this evening, he asked Alan to bend his knees and to help him move him up on the bed (he tends to "slide" down any time he is turned/moved). He did - almost a foot!!! He achieved this tremendous effort even during a week when he is receiving almost half of his caloric/nutritional requirement.

He continues to experience pain and discomfort when we reach the target level of tube feeding due to the ileus. We need specific prayer that it will heal quickly so that he will be able to resume and tolerate his required rate. And, he continues to adjust to the new cast on his right foot.

As for us, we continue to focus on each other, spend time with Christy, and continue to prepare for the day that Alan will return home. I actually emptied a few more boxes from our trip today - when I needed a diversion (OKAY, procrastination) from cleaning house and doing laundry. I was looking forward to cooking a great dinner, but got caught up in the momentum and it was 6:00 p.m. before I knew it. Alain picked dinner up on the way home and we had the privilege of having our front-door neighbor, Sharon, join us for a very relaxed BBQ dinner. Ahhhhh, signs of normalcy....

We will be spending the evening with Christy tomorrow as, not only it is her 17th birthday, she is also receiving an Academic Achievement Award at a school ceremony. She continues to amaze us with her ability to remain focused and dedicated during this journey. We are truly blessed beyond words.
In His Grace,
Rosie

Friday, April 2, 2004 11:29 PM CDT

Dearest Angels:

Alan continues to get used to the cast on his right foot. It has been immobilized to help speed up the stretching and flexibility in his tendons/ligaments in preparation for walking. It is not anticipated that the cast will remain on for very long – the goal is to get to a point in the next week or so where they can cut it along the sides and only Velcro it on at night.

Alan is getting stronger and his facial muscles are really moving along. He is able to scrunch up his nose when it itches and to run his tongue along his lips from side to side. We are seeing much more mouthing and have been working a little more intensely with the Passy-Muir valve. Praise God, it has made it so much easier to understand his needs and to make him as comfortable as possible as he recovers.
With a Grateful Heart,
Rosie

Wednesday, March 31, 2004 11:00 PM CDT

March 31, 2004

Dearest Angels:

Today was a day filled with many Prayers of Thanksgiving. Alan’s last round of lab tests came back negative for infection and, although it is taking him some time to get readjusted to hours of therapy, he continues to work hard. He was able to get some rest this afternoon and was then able to enjoy his company and support and remain in his wheelchair for about an hour in the evening.

We spent the day celebrating Alan’s survival from near-fatal wounds sustained during battle in Iraq, thanking him for working so hard, his faith and for his love of life. Our nephew, David, chose to spend his 18th Birthday with Alan today. Thank you, David. Alan also had special visits from family, friends and our Governor, Rick Perry, who thanked Alan for his service and was kind enough to offer a prayer. We continue to be surrounded by Angels.

Alain, Christy and I thank you so much for your prayers and support. It is difficult to imagine how we could have made it through this year without you. We have a long road to go, but are blessed beyond belief and know that we can focus on Alan and Christy because we have a network of Angels to count on and a God who shines his face upon us daily.
In His Sweet Love,
Rosie

Sunday, April 4, 2004 10:53 PM CDT

Dearest Angels:

Alan accomplished a huge milestone today. After his Dad finished bathing him this evening, he asked Alan to bend his knees and to help him move him up on the bed (he tends to "slide" down any time he is turned/moved). He did - almost a foot!!! He achieved this tremendous effort even during a week when he is receiving almost half of his caloric/nutritional requirement.

He continues to experience pain and discomfort when we reach the target level of tube feeding due to the ileus. We need specific prayer that it will heal quickly so that he will be able to resume and tolerate his required rate. And, he continues to adjust to the new cast on his right foot.

As for us, we continue to focus on each other, spend time with Christy, and continue to prepare for the day that Alan will return home. I actually emptied a few more boxes from our trip today - when I needed a diversion (OKAY, procrastination) from cleaning house and doing laundry. I was looking forward to cooking a great dinner, but got caught up in the momentum and it was 6:00 p.m. before I knew it. Alain picked dinner up on the way home and we had the privilege of having our front-door neighbor, Sharon, join us for a very relaxed BBQ dinner. Ahhhhh, signs of normalcy....

We will be spending the evening with Christy tomorrow as, not only it is her 17th birthday, she is also receiving an Academic Achievement Award at a school ceremony. She continues to amaze us with her ability to remain focused and dedicated during this journey. We are truly blessed beyond words.
In His Grace,
Rosie

Thursday, April 2, 2004 4:07 PM CST

Dearest Angels:

Alan continues to get used to the cast on his right foot. It has been immobilized to help speed up the stretching and flexibility in his tendons/ligaments in preparation for walking. It is not anticipated that the cast will remain on for very long – the goal is to get to a point in the next week or so where they can cut it along the sides and only Velcro it on at night.

Alan is getting stronger and his facial muscles are really moving along. He is able to scrunch up his nose when it itches and to run his tongue along his lips from side to side. We are seeing much more mouthing and have been working a little more intensely with the Passy-Muir valve. Praise God, it has made it so much easier to understand his needs and to make him as comfortable as possible as he recovers.
With a Grateful Heart,
Rosie

Monday, March 29, 2004 10:59 PM CST

Dearest Angels:

Alan is back at Texas Neurorehab Center and settled in. He nodded when I asked if he was glad to be back; and, really nodded big when I asked him if he would be glad when the trip was actually home in Round Rock. Just a little longer...in God’s time. His lab results look good and he is “bug-free.” They are slowly increasing the rate of his tube-feeds and it is anticipated that he will restart therapy tomorrow.

We enjoyed a quiet evening; he took several naps, and was wide-awake later as we watched CSPAN. Our Congressman, Judge Carter, R- TX (31), used his 5 minutes on the House Floor today, during Special Orders, sharing Alan’s story and reminding America of its heroes and, especially, this Texas Hero. Alan watched with interest and barely smiled as Judge Carter referred to him as an American Hero, but REALLY smiled big when he referred to him as a Texas Hero. I made sure Alan knew how proud and grateful we are for his service and willingness to sacrifice for another (as did several nurses that saw the presentation) – and reminded him that God has a greater purpose for him. He just looked into my eyes and nodded his head.

Thank you, Judge, for your faithfulness to Alan, your continued prayers, and for validating the sacrifice that these young men and women are willing to make. What a Great Generation – A Generation of Volunteers, willing to give their all for their Country. And, thank you for being the voice for so many.
With a Grateful Heart,
Rosie

Sunday, March 28, 2004 11:18 PM CST

Dearest Angels:

Alan had a good weekend and got plenty of rest and sleep. Our dear friend, Teresa Lora, is visiting from Bakersfield, California, and it has been a very emotional weekend for all of us. Her husband, Billy, was a very special person, a good friend, and passed away last June when we were all still in D.C. This was the first opportunity we have had to be together. I informed Alan last week of her upcoming visit; Billy’s passing and made him aware of Teresa’s visit.

He was so happy to see her and really enjoyed her visit, as you can see in the picture. He also had great visits this afternoon from Bernie and Charlie (and his sweet wife), both Vietnam Vets and great supporters of Alan and his recovery. And, they encouraged Alan to continue his hard work and rewarded his speech therapy workouts by putting $$$ in his tip jar (Tongue Jar) whenever he produced results of his hard work! The speech therapists at the Texas Neurorehab Center will be surprised when they see his progress when he returns!

It has been a weekend filled with tears, laughter, joy, sadness and much love. Praise God for friends and unconditional love.
In the Grip of Grace,
Rosie

Friday, March 26, 2004 11:37 PM CST

Our Congressman, Rep. John Carter, sends out a weekly newsletter. This week, he was kind enough to share Alan's story. I have included the text below. Thanks, Judge!

Good Afternoon Fellow Texans!

This is the latest issue of U.S. Representative John Carter's weekly newsletter, Carter Courier. The Carter Courier is published each Friday and distributed through email. If someone you know would like to subscribe, please have them call one of our offices and request to be added to our email list. Thank you and have a great weekend!
John R. Carter
Member of Congress
www.house.gov/carter

A True War Hero
By U.S. Representative John R. Carter

During World War II, young John Kennedy served in the U.S. Navy and fought in the Pacific. When, in August 1943, a Japanese destroyer rammed his ship in Blackett Strait in the Solomon Islands, Kennedy, with several others, managed to reach a nearby island. Finding it held by the Japanese, he and a fellow offi cer swam to an adjacent island, where they persuaded the inhabitants to send a message to their colleagues, who soon rescued them. Kennedy later commented on his reputation as a war hero: “It was involuntary,” he declared. “They sank my boat.”

The sacrifice made by one of our fellow Texans, Alan Babin, on March 31, 2003 was not involuntary and completely warrants the title of “war hero.” From the first time I heard the story of Alan’s bravery, there was no doubt in my mind that this young man knew what it meant to sacrifice for our country. My thoughts were only reinforced last summer when U.S. Army Major General Swanick, of the 82nd Airborne, stood before Alan, his friends, family and hospital staff and recounted the fateful day during his Bronze Medal ceremony. He said that Alan was serving as a platoon medic during Operation Iraqi Freedom in As Sama Wah, Iraq. When, without regard for his own personal safety, he left cover to treat a fellow soldier. That was when Alan was wounded.

That single action has warranted Alan the title of War Hero, a Purple Heart, and a Bronze Star Medal with “V” device. However, neither Alan’s brave action, nor the rewards that have followed, came with a small price. For the past year, Alan has been waging his second battle – a recovery battle.

As Alan continues to persevere daily, he is overcoming all the odds and obstacles. He has come from months of bed rest to daily successful therapy sessions. In his doctors’ and generals’ eyes, he has overcome the worst of odds. Now, with each new day there is a blessing of continuing recovery.

Alan is also blessed to have a loving and believing family that have been by his side cheering him on ever since he decided to become an Airborne Medic. His service and sacrifice has not gone unnoticed. During his stay at Walter Reed Medical Hospital, Alan was visited by President Bush, Vice-President Cheney, Secretary Colin Powell, Arnold Schwarzengger, members of Congress and numerous other officials from the military.

Alan, along with his family, serve as an inspiration to fellow soldiers as well as his fellow Texans. God
Bless America and God Bless Alan for his sacrifice.

If you would like to read more about Alan and his continuing recovery, please check out his website at
http://www.caringbridge.org/tx/alansangels/. There you will find pictures, daily journal entries from his mother, Rosie, and his mailing address.

Friday, March 26, 2004 1:48 PM CST

Dearest Angels:

Alan continues to be fever-free and is denying any more pain. The doctor has ordered that the tube-feeds be restarted, but will keep him in the hospital through the weekend under observation and in case of a recurrence. Let's pray that his intestines tolerate the feeds as he has not had any nutrition since Wednesday.

His quiet courage and gentle smile are so inspiring to me. Each time a doctor comes in/out with information, Alan just looks over at me afterwards and gives me a sweet smile - I feel like he's making sure I know he's okay and and that things will be okay and he's making me feel better. He does.

Thank you for your continued prayers.
In His Sweet Grace,
Rosie

Thursday, March 25, 2004 9:59 PM CST

Dearest Angels:

Alan remains at S. Austin Hospital, at least until tomorrow. The CT scan revealed an ileus. An ileus is a partial or complete non-mechanical blockage of the small and/or large intestine. For now, bed rest, bowel rest and antibiotics are the treatment.

Alan slept all night last night and, once we returned from Radiology after a 5:45 am scan this morning, he was able to go back to sleep and slept solidly until around 1:00 pm. He was then wide-awake, alert and the strongest he has been in a long time. I did some physical therapy with him in the bed and some facial stimulation. He was really mouthing words today and trying to communicate his needs. I told him wild stories, jokes and generally kept him smiling and entertained most of the day...I’m pooped! He managed to watch 2 movies and is still wide-awake. It appears that, as of this afternoon, we will return to the Rehab Center tomorrow sometime, and will restart tube-feeds then.

Thank you for your prayers, good thoughts and continued support.
In His Sweet Grace,
Rosie

Wednesday, March 24, 2004 6:44 PM CST

Dearest Angels:

A bump in the road to Alan’s recovery today. He spiked a fever at 103ş and again complained of belly pain, so he was transferred to South Austin Hospital for a CT scan.

We are now at South Austin Hospital and will stay overnight as they want to do a CT scan of his intestines under contrast, and that will take hours of infusing the contrast into his system. He is scheduled for a very early trip to Radiology and we are praying for a clean scan and a trip back to the Rehab Center. His fever continues to creep up when the Tylenol wears off, so hopefully it is just another bug and not complications with his digestive tract. Please pray for a good result and no setbacks.

He continues to be alert and responsive and even appears stronger to me today. He is moving his head around a lot to track everyone going in/out of the hospital room. And, when the nurse was doing his initial assessment of Alan, he asked him to squeeze his hands, wiggle his toes, push his feet against his hands, flex his feet, etc., and Alan responded quickly and stronger than he has before. He is an amazing human being.
With a Grateful Heart,
Rosie

Tuesday, March 23, 2004 10:52 PM CST

Dearest Angels:

Alan had a great day and worked very hard during speech and physical/occupational therapy. And Chuy was there encouraging him all along – even when Alan was on the standing frame. Neither of them was satisfied until Chuy was right up there with Alan. Although Chuy was very quiet, he kept pacing back and forth on the chair until we put him on the tray. It was very interesting to see Alan looking around for him today and wanting him on his lap or near him at all times. When Alan was finished with therapy, he watched a movie and Chuy took a nap on his lap. We had a great visit from Bernie this afternoon and he was able to really see the progress in Alan as it has been two weeks since he last visited – it is great to hear it from others and not get caught up in thinking that it is just my faith and positive attitude believing he is improving. Confirmation.

We continue to be grateful for God’s hand on Alan and the peace of knowing that He is in control of this journey. Our circle of friends continues to grow as we all learn to share the joy and pain of supporting Alan through his journey.
In His Sweet Grace,
Rosie

Monday, March 22, 2004 11:07 PM CST

Dearest Angels:

Alan continues to do well and appears to be clear of his tummy bug. He is back to his regular feeding rate and taking in the same amount of calories as before the infection. His IV fluids were discontinued today, so he is “back to normal.” He will resume his regular Therapy regimen tomorrow. Although he has had therapy in his room, he continues to work hard and really worked hard at sitting up straight in a regular chair today. And, he was feeling well enough, and strong enough, to watch The Pelican Brief and The Bourne Identity, and still play with Chuy. He is moving his arms and legs around much more and is using his legs some when he is being transferred from the bed to the wheelchair.

And, Christy’s weekend also went very well. RRHS Varsity Softball won the San Marcos tournament!! Alain got a big smile on his face when I showed him the team picture with the trophy and nodded big when I told him how proud Dad and I were of the team and that Christy was having a good time in High School. What a blessing these two kids are in our lives.
In His Sweet Grace,
Rosie

Friday, March 19, 2004 11:00 PM CST

Dearest Angels:

Alan’s life continues to improve daily. Although he had to take a trip to South Austin Hospital today to have a Picc Line placed, he DID NOT have to go by ambulance!!! The Rehab Center was able to transport him in one of their own vans with a lift, and his Dad got to accompany him as I was out of town with Christy at a softball tournament.

Alan was able to stay in his wheelchair, except for a couple of hours when he was in a bed and took a nap, and remained awake and alert during the entire procedure in Radiology and until around 8:00 p.m. Alain made sure he was clean, comfortable and ready for sleep before he left for home tonight. Alan was sleeping soundly when Alain left and it appears that they will re-start his tube feeds again tomorrow. For now, they have started pushing fluids into his system and is no longer complaining of tummy pain. Praise God!

We had the blessing of enjoying the company of my sister Melva and her kids, David and Krystal...and my sister-in-law, Gracie, and her kids, Melissa, Hector and Lorena, join us to watch Christy play softball. It was a good day spent with family, knowing Alan was having a good day, even through the challenge of a trip to the hospital. Alain said he seemed to enjoy the view of riding in a vehicle, sitting up. Hmmmm, sounds like I need to put my thinking hat on for short excursions away from the hospital!
With a Grateful Heart,
Rosie

Thursday, March 18, 2004 10:55 PM CST

Sweet Angels:

Alan tested positive for Clostridium difficile. So, it is a bacterial infection that he has been fighting the last few days. Although he still said his belly hurt today, his expression and body language were not as pained as yesterday. For now, they have stopped the tube-feeds to allow his intestines to recover from the cramping and will examine the x-rays, etc., for any obstruction and decide whether to resume tube feeds or place another Picc line and begin IV fluids.

Even through his discomfort, he managed to get through his therapy session this afternoon. Joy and Angela worked with him while still in the bed and he was able to bring his feet up, bend his knees, and lift his bottom so that we could pull his pants up. He then did it again 5 more times! He also worked on pulling himself on his side by grasping the side rails of the bed. His determination and inner-strength are an inspiration to me. Alan denies pain 99% of the time so, for him to tell us that his belly hurts, he must really be in pain and, yet, he continues to work his hardest to get stronger. Praise God for His healing hand on Alan.
Praying for Continued Healing,
Rosie

Wednesday, March 17, 2004 10:38 PM CST

Dearest Angels:

Alan continues to have challenges with tummy problems and the staff changed his bedding a handful of times last night and we changed them another handful during the day today. Hopefully, it is just a tummy bug and nothing major. Even through all of the discomfort, he worked hard during physical and speech therapy, and was even up for spending a little time outside this afternoon. My cousins, Laura and Edna, whom I had not seen in YEARS, but have been extremely supportive and loving during this journey, came by this afternoon with a couple of the girls, to love on Alan.

After Christy and my nephew David left this afternoon, Alan said he was not feeling well again so we settled him in to the bed and, after changing his bed a couple of times and resting for a couple of hours, he said he was feeling better and his abdomen was not hurting as much. I am praying for a better day for him tomorrow. Chuy continues to bring smiles to his face and it is so good to see Alan tracking him around the room (using his neck muscles), scratching his back (good hand occupational therapy), and smiling at Chuy's antics (good use of face muscles that will also aid in swallowing, forming words, talking). Little did we know what a complete blessing Chuy would be in our lives.
With a Grateful Heart,
Rosie

Tuesday, March 16, 2004 10:52 PM CST

Dearest Angels:

A bit of a tough day for Alan today, as his “belly” was not feeling so good. Although he got through speech therapy and some of physical therapy this morning, he was not feeling very well and complained of his legs hurting. I requested a quiet afternoon of rest and allowed him to simply sleep in his bed and kept everyone out of his room. After a several-hour nap, he was able to isolate his pain to belly discomfort and we are hoping it is simply sensitivity to the Iron supplement and nothing more (his Iron levels were low last week). By the time evening rolled around, he was more awake, alert and interactive with his buddy, Chuy, than he had been all day.

It is so easy to get comfortable in the good days and manage to repress all that Alan has endured in the last year. His body and internal organs have endured such trauma, shock, manipulation and shock, that it is inevitable that he will suffer infection, pain from scar tissue and sensitivity to anything new introduced into his system. However, it is not something that you just get “used to.” Each and every time, I wish I could just take it away from him and make it better. The only thing I STILL know to do is to pray with him, assure him that he will be okay and that he is not going through this alone.

And, as I got ready to leave tonight, I kissed him goodnight, tucked him in, told him how much I loved him and that he was the toughest person I had ever known, he winked at me, puckered up to kiss me back, and he let me hold him a little longer. He is still trying to make others feel better and let us know that he understands - and that he is okay. Amazing Grace.
With a Grateful Heart,
Rosie

Monday, March 15, 2004 10:56 PM CST

Dearest Angels:

Alan worked very hard during therapy today (he was able to sit up and support himself on his arms for one minute). He was able to pass more sound through the valve during speech therapy and mouth more words. He had a great visit from his Uncle Chris, Aunt Elizabeth and cousins Monique, Amanda and Michael. And, Joe and Elva came to visit again today as well. We spent some great time outside and then moved into the sitting area where Michael entertained the patients and staff by playing the piano for a while before they left.

Alan then watched a movie and stayed awake and in his chair until 8:30. He was resting comfortably and watching The Green Mile when I left for home. Chuy was fast asleep with Alan when it was time to go and he was not happy to be stirred when I picked him up. Those two have formed a quick bond. It is sweet to watch Alan follow Chuy around the room – and great therapy for him!
With a Grateful Heart,
Rosie

Sunday, March 14, 2004 9:32 PM CST

Sweet Angels:

Alan had a terrific weekend in the company of his Dad and visits from his Aunt Melvie and cousins, David and Krystal. Our friends Joe and Elva of San Angelo and Alain's brother, Jim and his sweetie, Diane, also kept Alan smiling on Saturday. His Sunday was also filled with love and support from Smitty and his sweet wife, Rue. And, Alan continues to love on and enjoy his buddy, Chuy. They spent some tme outside, watched two movies and continued to get to know each other.

We also had a great phone call from Tracie Brown, Alan's Angel on the Comfort, and it was good to catch up, hear her voice and touch base.

And, Christy had a busy, but good week. She was elected as next year's Student Council President for Round Rock High and we are so very proud of her, her continued hard work and dedication. Alain and I are so blessed and grateful for the opportunity to have these two great kids in our lives.
With a Grateful Heart,
Rosie

Friday, March 12, 2004 11:54 PM CST

Dearest Angels:

Alan had another great day today. Besides working very hard during therapy, he was very responsive and interactive with the staff and only took a quick catnap at noon. He watched another movie and stayed awake during the whole time. He actually stayed in his chair until 9:00 p.m. tonight. Of course, the excitement of having his new “Guard Dog” may have had something to do with it. We have a sweet new addition to our family: Chuy! Unconditional love for Alan and it did not take long before he was curling up on his lap and acting like his protector. Alan smiled immediately when I walked in with the puppy - he is 5 months old, potty trained and full of love. Love therapy.
With a Grateful Heart,
Rosie

Wednesday, March 10, 2004 10:30 PM CST

Dearest Angels:

Alan had an AWESOME day! He was placed on the Total Gym this afternoon (the one we have all seen advertised on TV by Chuck Norris and Christie Brinkley) and he was able to do 12 “squats.” He was visibly proud of himself and, after the session, I asked him if it felt good to him and he nodded a definite “YES.” I think he mostly enjoyed the control he had over his own legs and it had to be a good feeling to push his body up on his own. Of course, when we returned to his room he was exhausted and barely kept his eyes open while I washed his hair. So, I took him outside for a little and let him take a good long nap in his chair while I read and then we spent some time in the day room after it got too breezy. He was very ready for his night clothes and to be back in the bed when we returned to his room. He was resting comfortably and watching TV for a little while when I left for home. I got a great wink from him as I waved good-bye and told him I would see him in the morning. My sweet man.
With a Grateful Heart,
Rosie

Wednesday, March 10, 2004 0:02 AM CST

Dearest Angels:

Alan had a great weekend in the company of his Dad. They spent a great deal of time outdoors as it was a beautiful weekend. I had the pleasure of watching Christy run in the 2 mile relay at the track meet in Lockhart early Saturday morning (Round Rock took first place) and then play softball in Pflugerville mid-day. We continue to count our blessings for the opportunity of being able to support Alan everyday and also be available to stay involved in Christy’s life.

The week has already been filled with a lot of hard work for both Alan and Christy. Because there is no need to do wound-care for Alan by his therapists, he is now consistently undergoing physical therapy two sessions each day, which means he is really working hard. However, he continues to rise to the occasion each and every time and to amaze all of those working with him. Even though he indicated that he was not feeling so well this afternoon and too tired for physical therapy, he managed to tolerate the standing-frame for 30 minutes this afternoon. (I kept him entertained by working with the hoola-hoop that was in the gym - my back is now killing me!!!) After we left the gym, he did not want to return to his room and wanted to stay outside. So, I administered his 4:00 pm meds while outside and we brought the IV pole out with us and started his tube feeds outside until it began getting chilly in the evening and he was ready to return inside. Again, his determination and will-do attitude continue to be an inspiration. AND...I received my first mouthed “I love you” in return this evening. As I get ready to leave each night, I make sure he knows that I will be back in the morning and tell him how much I love and respect him, and thank him for working so hard. Tonight, he replied. What an amazing feeling of love and wonder it brought to me. Our babies are always “our babies.”

Christy has had softball games both Monday and Tuesday, in addition to attending a District Student Council Convention and running for Student Council President, so she continues to amaze us with her energy and enthusiasm for life. So far, we have been blessed this season and have either both, or one of us, been at attendance at her games. She is truly enjoying her high school experience and bringing me a great sense of relief in knowing that she is able focus and stay grounded during this past year. What a blessing.

We are so grateful tonight to see that Congressman John Carter continues to receive the support of those in our District. We know, personally, what he is willing to do for his constituents and are so grateful to him and his team for their hard work on our behalf. We would have lost our minds in those first few days after learning that Alan had been wounded, had it not been for the effort he and his staff made to locate Alan’s whereabouts. I am proud to call him My Congressman.
In His Amazing Grace,
Rosie

Friday, March 5, 2004 11:09 PM CST

Dearest Angels:

Apparently, Alan experienced another seizure early this morning, but had recovered and was easily aroused and awakened by the time physical therapy started at 9:45. For now, the neurologist is increasing the dose of his anti-seizure medication and we will continue to watch him closely. He denied any pain, head ache, dizziness or feeling "funny." We prayed and hugged and agreed we would continue to work hard.

Even after a rough start, he had a very strong, good, responsive day. We worked on putting all his weight on his knees during physical therapy and he did great - and even gave Christienne a birthday kiss on the cheek after we sang Happy Birthday to her after physical therapy. I took him outside after therapy and he took a good, hard nap and was sleeping soundly when my brother Art, and friends, Jimmy and Robert came by. It was a nice afternoon and we stayed out as long as we could, and I read to him, until he had to return to his room for breathing treatments, meds, etc.

And, DON’T TELL ANYBODY, BUT...Alan got to have some chocolate cake icing this afternoon! As we left the gym and the birthday cake (since Alan could not eat any), I realized that life is all about "the icing on the cake" and asked Alan if he wanted me to get some of the cake for him to taste, to which he quickly raised his eyebrows. I turned his wheelchair around, returned to the gym, scooped up some of the icing onto a napkin and made a quick get-away. After we went by his room [I wanted to be sure to be near suction supplies in case it was too much] and I cleared his secretions, I put some icing on his tongue and he thoroughly enjoyed it. I told him he could have more, but he would have to let me know that he wanted more. After the first taste was gone, he mouthed "MORE" and did so a handful of times. I figured if he can have lolli-pops, there would be nothing wrong with some sugar icing!!! We also discussed the fact that this is a temporary situation and he WILL be able to eat again in the future. I made sure his teeth were well-brushed before I left for home. A sweet day for both of us.
With a Grateful Heart,
Rosie

Wednesday, March 3, 2004 10:43 PM CST

Dearest Angels:

As you can see from today’s picture, Alan continues to improve. He was able to maintain a sitting position for a little while and his vitals remained strong. He is mouthing more words and doling out more smiles.

This afternoon, I took the dry-erase board, spelled out the word “four” on it and asked Alan what it said – he held up 4 fingers. Then “two” and he held up 2 fingers. I then wrote “2 + 2” and he held up 4 fingers, “4 + 2” and he held up his left hand and right thumb, etc. Not only was it confirmation that he is able to read, but he is neurologically sound. I then asked him if it would be okay if I called in one of the doctors because I was so pleased with his progress and he agreed and responded as well with the doctor present. Needless to say, those on his team that were present today are as elated as I am. Giant steps.

He had a great visit today from a fellow 82nd Airborne medic, Spc. Montoya and his lovely wife. They are on their way back to Ft. Bragg from New Mexico on the last leg of their leave. It is humbling to know that these Angels are making such an effort to visit Alan and let him know they are thinking of him and praying for him – and still a part of the team. God is so good to us.
In His Amazing Grace,
Rosie

Tuesday, March 2, 2004 11:19 PM CST

Dearest Angels:

Alan worked very hard during physical therapy and then had a quiet, restful afternoon. It reminded me so much of when we were at Walter Reed and it would take him a day or two to recover from a strong, busy day. He slept hard and awoke looking very rested around 5:00 pm. I asked if he wanted to watch a movie and he picked Cast Away, which he thoroughly enjoyed. It was good to see him laugh at Tom Hanks’ antics, being scared by falling coconuts and prancing around after “making” fire. He was comfortable and listening to some great jazz when I left for home – after getting the best one-armed hug from him ever.

Praise God, both the wound on his lower back and at the base of his abdominal closure have completely healed and his skin color and texture continue to improve. Another amazing day in Alan’s journey.
With a Grateful Heart,
Rosie

Monday, March 1, 2004 10:25 PM CST

Dearest Angels:

Alan had a very good day today and worked extremely hard during physical therapy. He was able to lean back with his weight on his hands while sitting on the raised gym mat, and hold himself up for about 10 seconds. And, when I told him that he seemed stronger to me and to be feeling better, he quickly raised one finger for “yes.” When the respiratory therapist told him the same thing later, he nodded his head. After checking his weight today, I discovered that he has gained 11 pounds since he arrived at Texas Neurorehab Center – right on target with their goal of 1 pound-per-week until his surgery in the fall.

It was a beautiful afternoon so I took Alan outside, rather than his room, after physical therapy. I read to him for a very short time before he fell asleep after having worked so hard. He took a beautiful, long, restful nap outside and was visibly refreshed when he awoke. We prayed for a little while and thanked God for the blessings in our lives and for the beautiful weather that allows him to be out of a hospital setting, even if only for a little while each day.
With a Grateful Heart,
Rosie

Saturday, February 28, 2004 10:00 PM CST

Dearest Angels:
Alan had a great day filled with lots of company and support. He had a special visit from Smitty this morning, who brought him some more movies to enjoy. Alan and Joe spent the day with Alan, and were also joined by Travis, who will be leaving for the Army in June and, coincidentally has something in common with Alan - the same Army recruiter! Sergeant First Class Ricky Grelk joined Travis today and spent some time with Alan. Bernie Davies also came by this afternoon to say hello and to pick Joe up so that he and some of his friends and fellow veterans could take Joe out to welcome him home from Iraq and to say thanks.

Alain's brother, Chris, and his kids Amanda and Michael also traveled from the Dallas area today to visit Alan and, as usual, managed to get some laughs out of him. Alan continues to grow stronger and to respond to visitors better and better.

I spent the day at home battling what appears to be a cold and getting some rest and nursing the cold. I pray that it will pass soon and not circulate among the family. Alain will drive Joe to the airport for an early morning flight back to Minnesota and spend the day with Alan tomorrow. Already, it has been a weekend filled with love and support.
Counting our Blessings,
Rosie

Friday, February 27, 2004 10:14 PM CST

Dearest Angels:

It was a very good day for Alan as he finally got to see Joseph Heit in person. Joe is the young man who was wounded and that Alan was heading to render aid to when he was himself wounded. Joe is on leave and traveled from Minnesota to see Alan. It was good to see Alan looking at Joe up and down and making sure for himself that he was okay. They spent the afternoon together and some good time outside as Joe caught "Doc" up on everyone back at Ft. Bragg. We are honored that he is spending the weekend with us. And, I had the special treat of visiting my Lions Club at our weekly lunch meeting again today, and hosting Joe as a guest. It is so good to see everyone and to feel like I am slowly, but surely, regaining a normal life again.

Joe and I arrived in time to encourage Alan during physical therapy and, as usual, Alan worked hard and gave his all. We thank God for another day of life and for bringing another special young man into our family.
With a Grateful Heart,
Rosie

Thursday, February 26, 2004 9:58 PM CST

Dearest Angels:

Alan worked extremely hard during physical therapy today. We traveled double the distance compared to last attempt and the last few steps were very encouraging. It is amazing to watch him will his body to respond to him and to give his all “one more time.” The afternoon was so nice that, after a quick trip back to his room for suction and a breathing treatment, we spent some time outside and were still out when he had a special treat.

Some members of the Viet Nam Veteran’s Motorcycle Club rolled up as Alan and I were greeting his Dad upon his arrival. Alan immediately looked over when he heard the sound of the Harleys, and we took him over to meet these gentle giants and get a closer look at the bikes (the farthest he has been from his hospital room since 3/31/03). He was visibly pleased as they presented him with one of their t-shirts and raised his eyebrow when I asked him if he wanted to wear it during physical therapy. The guys spent some time with Alan outside, and then joined us as we settled him back into his room. Although Alain and I have been a big part of Alan’s life and recovery in the last year….we know that only fellow combat veterans know what he feels and touch that special place in his heart that they all have for each other. We feel so blessed that they consider it an honor to meet Alan. They are all heroes to us for their service to our country and each other.

With a Grateful Heart,
Alain and Rosie

Wednesday, February 25, 2004 11:54 PM CST

Dearest Angels:

Alan continues to work hard during physical therapy and began learning how to move his wheelchair around with his own legs. For now, pushing back is much easier than inching forward. And, he was able to bear his weight on his arms and legs as he stradled a bench and then, with his hands flat on the bench, pushed up and was on "all-fours" with the therapists and me supporting his limbs. You could see and feel his muscles strain to hold him up but he did it - twice.

We also worked with his valve some more this afternoon and he was able to say hello to a couple of the nurses. It is so good to hear his voice. He gets stronger by the day.

Thank you, Sue, for coming by to visit Alan and for your support (and Dr. Orr, too!). It is amazing to learn what a role nutrition plays in the healing process. It is good to know that Alan has his own personal dietician once we are “on our own.”

With a Grateful Heart,
Rosie

Tuesday, February 24, 2004 10:30 PM CST

Dearest Angels:

Alan had a quiet, but hard day today. Rather than working in the gym this afternoon, the physical therapist had him lift his legs while he was in bed. We saw much greater range-of-motion in his legs than we have since he was wounded, and he was able to do much of the leg work required. Plus, his doctor finally got to hear Alan's voice! With his valve on, Alan said "hi" to the doctor, as well as "Mom." He sure knows how to pull my heart-strings!!!

For those of you that have previously cared for Alan, you will be pleased to know that the wound in his back is, as of today, the size of the tip of a Q-tip and healing rapidly. Everything is working together and it is amazing to witness. It has not been easy to heal the wound because of the constant weight of his body on it but, thanks to your vigilance and hard-work in turning Alan frequently, for months, it is paying off.
Counting our Blessings,
Rosie

Monday, February 23, 2004 9:30 PM CST

Dearest Angels:

For the first time since March 31, 2003, Alan stood on his own two legs and, with assistance, took his first steps forward. I thought my own legs would buckle at the thought that we were working on walking with Alan and that he was able to bear his weight on his own legs for 10 steps towards his wheelchair. When finished, the therapist asked him if it felt good, to which he quickly lifted one finger for “yes.” Then, he again lifted one finger when she asked if he was proud of himself...and we all assured him that he SHOULD be very proud of himself for such an accomplishment after what his body has endured. I was thrilled to see one of the therapists grab our camera and record the moment for Alan and to share with his Angels.

It was an afternoon filled with emotions for me. It was overwhelming to realize that the baby to whom I gave birth, and I would hold and look at for hours, is now this amazingly strong, determined, iron-willed man. God’s miracles continue to keep me in a state of awe.

When we returned to the room from physical therapy and I finished cutting and washing his hair, I asked Alan if he was ready to go back to bed. He shook his head and I asked him if he wanted to go outside instead. He quickly raised his finger for “yes” and we sat outside and I read to him for a while before we returned to his room. As you can imagine, he was wiped-out and sleeping soundly when I left for home this evening.
In His Amazing Grace,
Rosie

Sunday, February 22, 2004 11:06 PM CST

Dearest Angels:
Alan had a very alert and responsive morning, followed by a quiet restful day. I even managed to get one of his great winks that he typically reserves for his Dad - and a kiss goodnight when I was leaving this evening.

He had a lot of great visitors today who continue to encourage him and assure him that he has a lot of support and is not going through this alone. We are so blessed for the support we have received and for the prayers said on Alan’s, and our, behalf.

I had the privilege of spending some great time over the weekend with Christy and watching some great fast-pitch softball. It is so gratifying to watch these high school girls involved in such a positive, healthy sport. They are amazing in their dedication and resolve to succeed.

And, we cannot wait until Alan is well enough to attend one of Christy’s softball games. We are all so looking forward to the day that he is strong enough and ready to come home. We cannot help but believe that being home will work wonders for his spirit.
In the Grip of Grace,
Rosie

Friday, February 20, 2004 11:34 PM CST

Dearest Angels:
Alan's good days continue. He and Alain had the opportunity of spending some time outside and Alan got to have his "standing" therapy outside this afternoon. His heart rate was the best it has been in a while, and we are very grateful for continued improvement.
In His Sweet Grace,
Rosie

Wednesday, February 18, 2004 10:04 PM CST

Dearest Angels:

Alan had a good day and was able to tolerate a full, normal day of therapies. And, the day was so beautiful that he and I took the “long way” back to his room. We sat outside for awhile and were still out when my brother, Art, came by to spend some time with Alan. After Art left, and Alan had his doctor’s daily visit outside, we took a stroll through the grounds and spent some time in prayer. It was a beautiful afternoon to spend giving thanks and counting our blessings.
With a Grateful Heart,
Rosie

Tuesday, February 17, 2004 10:44 PM CST

Dearest Angels:
Alan’s morning was quiet and he was apparently still feeling the effects of yesterday’s episode. However, his responsiveness improved and he appeared more recovered in time for physical therapy around 2:00. He worked very hard and was able to sit for his therapy and work hard for over 30 minutes and was then graced with Angel Bernie’s company when he returned to his room and while we changed some of his wound dressings.

My sister-in-law Sonia, and my “Monkey Boy” Nick, also spent some great quiet time with Alan this afternoon. It brightened Alan’s day to see Nick and he was happy to share his lollipops with him. (He is holding up one-finger in today's picture for “yes” when asked if he wanted Nick to have one of the suckers.)

We are so grateful to God for Alan’s improved recovery time and pray for continued healing.
In the Grip of Grace,
Rosie

Monday, February 16, 2004 3:07 PM CST

Dearest Angels:
Thank you for your prayers. Although Alan is still very tired and drowsy from the anti-seizure medication, he is responding to commands and looking more clear-eyed than when we arrived this morning. We even managed to get a thumbs-up from him when we asked if he was "okay."
In The Grip of Grace,
Rosie

Monday, February 16, 2004 6:47 AM CST

Dearest Angels:

Please pray for Alan, he has suffered another seizure and had a change in mental status. My sweet man has endured so much.
Looking to God,
Rosie

Saturday, February 14, 2004 10:03 PM CST

Dearest Angels:

Alan’s good days continue. He had a terrific visit from his fellow Airborne Medic, Blair Barkley, who is still home on leave from his tour in Baghdad. Alan smiled and obviously recalled their trip together from Texas to Ft. Bragg last October, hoping Blair’s truck would make the trip. Not a worry any longer as Blair came by in his brand-spanking-new truck to visit Alan. What a good day. Alain and I are so proud of him.

Christy and I were up until around 3:00 a.m., enjoying the snow in Round Rock. It is the first time I can ever recall it snowing on my birthday…it was a beautiful, peaceful scene. It still looked like a winter-wonderland when we got up this morning. The surprises in our lives continue.
In The Grip of Grace,
Rosie

Saturday, February 14, 2004 1:15 AM CST

Sweet Angels:

Alan had an awesome day! He was able to lift his toes up and squeeze his knees together and apart on command while in the standing-frame today. He also continues to respond to questions by nodding or shaking his head immediately. Alain and Christy finally had the opportunity to hear him speak through the valve this evening. He said "hi" and "Dad." His determination continues to amaze me. He is working so hard to communicate and to progress...you can see it in his eyes and it is inspiring. It was very emotional for Alain and Christy.

We all spent the evening together and had a great time. I told Alan that I would love to have a picture of all four of us together, and he nodded when I asked if I could have one of the staff members take a picture. The picture speaks a-thousand-words for the type of evening we had together. God continues to bless us tremendously.
What a Gift,
Rosie

Thursday, February 12, 2004 10:37 PM CST

Dearest Angels:

Alan continues to work very hard and scored the highest possible score on the recovery scale today! And, we heard him say: Mom, “Ange” (for Angela) and Joy, during physical therapy today. He has begun moving his head around and tracking people while in the standing frame. His cognitive function is also improving as his strength improves. When the therapists told him what day it was today and we were trying to make sure he understood what was going on, I asked him “how many days until Mom’s birthday?” And, he was able to raise the correct amount of fingers!!! Further confirmation that he simply needs time to recover and regain strength. I was able to capture a great picture of him and the therapists – to which he gave a double-thumbs-up when I asked about taking a picture!

Alan and I had some special visitors today. Dr. Michael Rotman, who I met several years ago thanks to Jim Roberson, came by to see us today. I had just finished washing Alan’s hair and was giving him a foot soak and massage. Dr. Rotman and I were able to catch up while I massaged and then he graciously helped me clean up so we could get Alan ready for transfer back into his bed for the evening. He has truly been a source of support and peace-of-mind, especially while I was at Walter Reed. What a blessing to know that he is available to us and a source of support. Christy had the fun of running her first Capitol 10K with Jim Roberson and Dr. Rotman a few years ago.

Fellow Lion, Don Johnson, and his beautiful grand-daughter, Georgia, also came by and Alan seemed to enjoy watching Georgia choose, and then eat one of the lollipops. Sorry, Don! I hope I didn’t get “Poppy” in trouble for giving her sweets!!!

Plus, I arrived home last night to the news from Christy that she has made the Varsity Softball team!!! Congratulations, Christy! We are so very proud of you and grateful for the privilege of being your parents. Thank you for your hard work and great attitude!
In the Grip of Grace,
Rosie

Wednesday, February 11, 2004 10:53 PM CST

Dearest Angels:

A fantastic day for Alan! Although he continues to fight an infection, he worked extremely hard during physical therapy today. During this morning’s session, while at the sanding frame and holding up his own weight, his hips swayed away from him AND, he corrected his stance back to a straight line, TWICE!!! He continues to grow stronger each day and was really moving his head around and tracking activity in his room and out in the hallway.

He had a great visit from John Stavast of the Military Order of the Purple Heart, who I finally had the privilege of meeting personally. Not only did Alan remember John from a previous visit, he gave him one of his “reserved for Dad winks” before John left his room. While John and I were encouraging Alan during his speech therapy session, he had a very special visitor. One of the staff members brought in a puppy for Alan to meet and the puppy quickly became friends with Alan and proceeded to campaign for a spot on his bed. I asked Alan if he wanted the pup to stay and visit awhile and he quickly nodded. He was able to enjoy “Harley” (the only name suggestion Alan did not shake his head at) for over 3 hours until it was time for me to leave for home. I asked him if he wanted the puppy to stay and he shook his head….so I asked if he only wanted him there when I was in the room and he nodded. You'll have to check out the pictures.

What a great feeling to be able to communicate with him and know exactly what he wants and needs.

Much of the day today was spent in marvel at how much he was moving his limbs voluntarily. Praise God for His healing and Alan’s perseverance.
With a Grateful Heart,
Rosie

Tuesday, February 10, 2004 11:00 PM CST

Dearest Angels:

I arrived in time to catch Alan on his way to X-ray today. He continues to do well; however, his blood culture reflects an elevated white-blood-cell count. He continues to be fever-free, but his secretions have a little bit of color and they have sent a sputum culture to the lab for tests. A gentle reminder that he is still very sensitive to infection and, not out of the woods, by far.

He worked very hard during physical and speech therapy today. He also had a terrific visit from Bernie, who helped me encourage Alan through the speech therapy session, and watched Alan enjoy the pleasure of another cherry lollipop. (Of course, it also means more brushing to keep the sugar off his teeth!!) Bernie, one of Alan’s Angels from the beginning, also spent some great prayer time with Alan.

Alan and I spent some great quiet time this evening. I shared with him that the young man to whom he was going to render aid when he was wounded had contacted us and would be visiting at the end of the month. He raised his eyebrows and looked at me as if wanting more information. I filled him in and assured him that they are all doing well and are home safe and reminded him how grateful and proud we all are of him. And, then I asked him if I could hug him and he lifted his left arm as if to “bring me in” towards him. I hugged him with my head on his shoulder while we watched a little TV. He gently rubbed my arm with his left thumb for a good, long while.
In the Grip of Grace,
Rosie

Monday, February 9, 2004 10:21 PM CST

Dearest Angels:

Alan worked extremely hard during physical therapy today and continues to grow stronger. Of course, that simply means that he is a bit more able to wiggle his fingers in a “good-bye” wave or to turn his head as he follows us around the room. However, to us, it is a major sign of improvement and progress.

He was very cute this evening. After his afternoon therapy session, I gave him a good, long, foot soak and massage, we returned him to bed and, after a good bath, I figured he needed a nice treat. The speech therapist has been using Dum-Dums suckers sometimes (in addition to the standard lemon-flavored swabs) to stimulate his swallowing. So, I asked him if he would like a sucker and he quickly raised his eyebrows. I held it for him for about 20 minutes until I was tired of sitting on my leg, so I asked him if he would open his mouth so I could remove the sucker and change positions. He clamped down on the stick!!! I assured him that if he would let me set it on the side of his mouth, I would not take it out and he did. He looked so cute, I asked if I could take a picture of him to show his Dad and he nodded his head. I think you will get a kick out of his face….you can see he was enjoying the treat. Praise God for humor.
In His Sweet Grace,
Rosie

Sunday, February 8, 2004 8:50 PM CST

Dearest Angels:

Another day filled with love and support for Alan. He had a great visit from John Stavast, the Commander of the local chapter of the Order of the Purple Heart. Also a visit from Travis Heidenreich, who has been visiting and praying for Alan since his arrival at TRC (and will be leaving to join the Army June 1st). His friends, Brion, Tim and Jake also spent a couple of hours with Alan this afternoon, talking about old times and reminding him of some of their escapades when they were in high school. It was apparent that Alan remembered what they were talking about and was visibly happy at recalling the memories. Alain managed to capture some of the joy in the room this afternoon.

I was blessed to spend today with Christy, my nephew Nick, and brother Art. Christy continues to stay focused and remain in the top 10 percent of her class…as she prepares for another softball season and continues to train each morning for cross-country. What a blessing both kids continue to be in our lives.
With a Grateful Heart,
Rosie

Saturday, February 7, 2004 11:05 PM CST

Dearest Angels,

Alan had a very busy day filled with great company. His morning began with a visit from a group of Campfire Girls, and the sweetest girls you have ever met, who brought him wonderful Valentine’s cards and good-wishes. Carol and Ken from the Homebuilder’s Association also spent some great time with Alain and were finally able to meet Alan in person for the first time. It amazes us to realize how much effort people have made to make Alan comfortable in his recovery.

Alan had a surprise visit from Blair Barkley, another Airborne Medic, who just returned to Ft. Bragg from Iraq, was released for leave yesterday, and visited Alan on his way home to his family in Jerrell, Texas. He was joined by his Dad, Robbie. It was good to see these men who have become a part of our family in the last year.

Alan was also honored this afternoon by a visit from LTC Nantz and CSM Ortiz, Alan’s Battalion Commander and Command Sergeant Major, who flew out of Ft. Bragg early this morning. Alan was presented with the Army Commendation Medal for meritorious service during Operation Iraqi Freedom. It was awarded to many of the 2nd Brigade Combat Team, Task Force Falcon, and it was moving for us to see them travel to Austin to make sure that Alan was presented with his ARCOM in person and, as CSM Ortiz said, “because he is still a part of the task force” and the training continues.

Ken Crone, a fellow Lion’s Club member and friend, stopped by to visit Alan and was present for the presentation, as did our nephews David, Freddie, and his girl-friend, Candice.

An amazing day for Alan, filled with love, support and Angels.
In His Amazing Grace,
Rosie

Thursday, February 5, 2004 11:18 PM CST

February 5, 2004

Dearest Angels,

It was a crisp, clear afternoon in Austin so, after his afternoon occupational therapy session, I took Alan for a stroll on the grounds, watched our beautiful flag wave in the breeze, and we read another chapter of the book as we enjoyed the fresh air. He kept watching my face as I read and would gave me a faint smile a several times when I looked up at him. Days like today remind me of God’s grace towards our family and the blessing of enjoying Alan in our lives one more day – every additional day is a bonus.

Tracie, thank you for continuing to be a part of Alan's life and his Angel. I spoke at a prayer group not too long ago and shared what an impact on our lives meeting you has been. I thank God for you more often than you will ever know. The Comfort was so appropriately christened.
In His Amazing Grace,
Rosie

Wednesday, February 4, 2004 11:25 PM CST

Dearest Angels,

It was a very emotional day today, as we received several calls from Alan’s fellow paratroopers that are now back safely at Ft. Bragg, and making arrangements to travel to see Alan. God continues to surround Alan with love, support and His Angels.

Alan had another great day and continues t grow strong daily. He had a special visit from a very close friend, Ryan, and then Alain spent the evening with him, watched the “American Idol” and laughed at the contestants during the show; some great quality time spent by father and son. Alan gave his father a smile and the inevitable wink that he shares only with his dad.

We are grateful that so many of the 82nd Airborne are back home safely to their families and loved ones.
In His Sweet Grace,
Rosie, Alain and Christy

Monday, February 2, 2004 10:26 PM CST

Dearest Angels:

I heard Alan's voice again today, for the first time in quite a few months. With the valve on his traech, he said "hi" and "Alan," after I asked him to say his name - and then he was wiped-out. It takes so much energy for him to take on any new task as the focus and concentration required is tremendous.

He has been receiving many cards and messages from his fellow and retired 82nd Airborne troopers, and they have been very uplifting to him. He listens intently when I read them to him and he wants me to show them to him and he looks at them for a long time. I am believing that it is because he can READ the messages for himself. What an amazing group of patriots - they don't make them much tougher!!!
In the Grip of Grace,
Rosie

Friday, January 30, 2004 10:12 PM CST

Dearest Angels:

Alan had an awesome physical therapy session this afternoon! He was able to stand on his own two legs for 30 minutes...and hold his head up the entire time!!! Praise God for His continued healing hand on Alan.

And, I was beginning to feel so sorry for myself because I had not received e-mail from anyone in a few days. Well, in an effort to avoid the latest worm virus, I was a good girl and made sure my VirusScan, SpamKiller, etc., programs were working and enabled. Until today, it had not occurred to me to check my Blocked mail list and WOW!!! There was my e-mail!! Now it's going to take me a few days to respond to it...thank you for your patience. :-)
In the Grip of Grace,
Rosie

Thursday, January 29, 2004 11:20 PM CST

Dearest Angels:

The good days continue for Alan. He was able to tolerate a standing position for about 15 minutes today, with very stable heart and blood-pressure rates, and worked very hard during physical therapy. His determination and stamina are an inspiration to all of us working with him. It is so humbling to know I had a part in raising this man. However, I see that same "strong-willed-child" look in his eyes each time he is given a new challenge and I thank God for the privilege of raising a strong-willed child.
In the Grip of Grace,
Rosie

Wednesday, January 28, 2004 11:00 PM CST

Dearest Angels:

Alan had a great day today, considering he had a minor procedure this morning on a wound that would not heal as expected. He ended up getting it debried sp? (scraped on by a scalpel) to bring healthy cells to the surface to speed the healing process. It was anticipated that he would spend the rest of the day in bed, since he had a very strong physical therapy session as he was able to bear his weight on his legs for 15 minutes at the standing frame this morning. So, while Alan took a nap after the procedure, my brother Art and his wife, Sonia, came and took me to lunch. As we returned to spend the afternoon with Alan, we found him out of his room, in his wheelchair and he was able to spend some sweet time with some animals that had been brought in to love on the patients. It was a real treat to see the gentle love and attention from these animals for Alan…almost as if they can sense that he needs lots of love and attention. Sweet.

Alan also had a very special visit this morning from Retired Major General Robert Bernstein, M.D., who now lives in Austin. Gen. Bernstein was, at one time, Commander of Walter Reed Army Medical Center. A gentle giant that simply wanted to thank Alan for his sacrifice, and to offer his support to him and our family. Amazing Grace.

Alan had a very tough time staying awake during the physical therapy session in the afternoon as he was exhausted. So, Sonia and I gave him a haircut, washed his hair and settled him into bed. I spent some time doing range of motion exercises with him, read for a little while, and gave him a good arm and leg massage. He was resting and sleeping soundly when I left for home to have dinner with Alain and Christy.
In The Grip of Grace,
Rosie

Monday, January 26, 2004 10:49 PM CST

Dearest Angels:

Alan continues to have good days and, gained 6 pounds in the last couple of weeks.
We had another team meeting today and the goal is to get Alan to a level where he can move out of inpatient status at the Rehab Center and can live at home and do his therapy on an outpatient basis. We pray that he will be ready to do that in 2 -3 months. Then, it will be a matter of “beefing him up” for his final surgery in the fall – to reconnect his digestive system. Of course, we know God will decide when the time is best….it was evident during the meeting this afternoon that he continues to amaze even his caregivers with his determination and perseverance.

I began re-reading "The Purpose Driven Life" to Alan last Thursday. After he woke up from his nap this afternoon and I began to read it again to him, I asked him if he remembered me reading it to him while at Walter Reed and he nodded. I asked him if he wanted me to read some more and he again nodded and reached so that I could hold his hand, which is a habit we have gotten into when I read to him. There is a poem in Chapter 2 that visibly touched him, because when I read a certain verse, he wept. The amazing thing is that, I have read it to him several times before. Confirmation to me that he is getting so much better and his cognitive function is improving. I will share the part of the poem that moved Alan so:

No, that trauma that you faced was not easy.
And God wept that it hurt you so;
But it was allowed to shape your heart
So that into his likeness you’d grow.

It was difficult for me not to weep, as well. I read another chapter and then we had some good prayer time, listened to some music while I did some range-of-motion exercises with him, and then watched some TV sitcoms for a while before I left for the evening. For those of you that have the time, I will share the poem in its entirety below.
In The Grip of Grace,
Rosie

You are who you are for a reason.
You’re part of an intricate plan.
You’re a precious and perfect unique design,
Called God’s special woman or man.

You look like you look for a reason.
Our God made no mistake.
He knit you together within the womb,
You’re just what he wanted to make.

The parents you had were the ones he chose,
And no matter how you may feel,
They were custom designed with God’s plan in mind,
And they bear the Master’s seal.

No, that trauma that you faced was not easy.
And God wept that it hurt you so;
But it was allowed to shape your heart
So that into his likeness you’d grow.

You are who you are for a reason,
You’ve been formed by the Master’s rod.
You are who you are, Beloved,
Because there is a God!

By: Russell Kelfer

Sunday, January 25, 2004 10:45 PM CST

Dearest Angels;

Another wonderful day for Alan! Alain spent the day with Alan while I spent the morning at church and the day with Christy at the softball fields watching them play…so Alain will do today’s update:

Alan was paid a visit by three members of Crossroads Church in Austin, who spent time visiting with and praying for Alan, a glorious time spent with the Lord. After a nap, I took Alan outside for about thirty minutes and what a beautiful day it was. With Alan comfortable in his wheelchair, we walked the grounds and as we were passing a waving flag in the courtyard of the facility, I asked him if he wanted to salute the flag. Alan raised his eyebrows and straightened his fingers of his right hand and folded his thumb underneath his index finger. I supported his elbow as he raised his arm and hand to the brim of his 82nd Airborne Cap and completed his salute. We took our time returning to his room and enjoying His beautiful sunshine.

In His Amazing Grace,
Alain and Rosie

Friday, January 23, 2004 11:47 PM CST

Dearest Angels:

Another great day for Alan. At one point, Alain asked if Alan wanted his glasses on and Alan nodded, yes, that he did. As his father was cleaning his glasses, Alan reached out with his left hand, Alain then placed the glasses into his hand and Alan proceeded to move his hand to his face. His dad helped him lift his elbow slightly, but Alan managed to place his glasses on his face. Not just cognitive function….fine motor skills!!!!

Alan continues to work hard through therapy and it’s evident by the state of exhaustion when they return him to his room. He continues to get stronger each day and amazes all that come in contact with him, daily.

We continue to be grateful for being blessed with such strong children. When I shared Alan’s story at the Prayer Group banquet on Tuesday, an Angel was very touched by his story. Marlane asked what she could do to help make Alan’s, and our, days easier. Well, when she shared with co-workers, and her boss, that she was going to shop for some shirts and comfortable pant bottoms for Alan, they all got together to pitch in and made a very generous contribution to the Fund. What a blessing!!!
With a Very Grateful Heart,
Rosie

Thursday, January 22, 2004 10:56 PM CST

Dearest Angels:

Alan continues to work so very hard and to amaze us all with his determination and strength. Although he was visibly tired during his afternoon physical therapy session, he wanted to do “one more” lift into a bridge (something like a reverse pushup). We could see the determination in his eyes as he focused on Angela’s face. And, when I walked away to grab the camera, he still had the energy and strength in his neck muscles to track my movement and look over at me….almost as if to say, “Are you watching this, Mom!?!”

His remaining wounds are also healing very nicely as his nutritional level improves and we continue to see improvement in recognition and response to questions. God continues to amaze us with His power and mighty hand on Alan.

Thank you, Arthur and Bernie, for your faithfulness to Alan, and for praying over him and keeping him company on Tuesday evening. You had no idea that when I left Alan on Tuesday afternoon, it was with much regret at leaving him alone for the evening. I should have known that Alan’s Angels are never far.
In His Amazing Grace,
Rosie

Wednesday, January 21, 2004 10:54 PM CST

Dearest Angels:

Alan had a way-over-the-top awesome day today!!! From his first therapy session with Dr. Mercer, to the last physical therapy session in the afternoon, and into the evening, he made great strides in communication and cognitive function today. He mouthed, and Dr. Mercer heard, his name this morning...and scored very high on a recovery scale that is used for patients such as Alan.

During physical therapy, he worked very hard and responded instantly when asked to respond to stimuli. He also attempted to brush his hair when a brush was placed in his hand and was asked to do so. God is so good to us.

And, even through the hard workouts today, he was able to show his Dad his newfound strength this evening. Alan's healing and restoration continue....thank you for your continued prayers and support.
In The Grip of Grace,
Rosie

Tuesday, January 20, 2004 11:12 PM CST

January 20, 2004

Dearest Angels:

Alan had an awesome day today. He worked so very hard during physical therapy. He was able to balance himself while sitting for almost 5 seconds, and was able to keep his head up and look at me…his neck muscles are getting stronger by the day. Then, this afternoon, as I was getting ready to leave, he was responding with thumbs-up, etc., in real time. When I asked him if he was ready to work hard again tomorrow, I got two strong, fast, thumbs-up. His strength and determination continue to amaze me. His arms are getting stronger and he is moving his head around more to track people. It was amazing to watch his therapist, Cindy, move his head around all over the place after a long, soothing massage. After so many months of stiffness and rigidity, it was overwhelming to see his neck muscles so limber.

A gentleman from Dallas read the Alan's Angels article in the Ft. Worth Star Telegram this Sunday and felt compelled to meet Alan. Staff Sergeant Richard Green, 82nd Airborne, Ranger Battalion 1967-1969, who fought in Vietnam, was awarded the Bronze Star, and traveled from a Dallas VA nursing home today to "salute Alan" personally, and to present him with, and dedicate his own, Bronze Star to Alan. He also presented Alan with the Combat Infantry Badge that he received for combat in Vietnam and his own 82nd Airborne hat. He was exposed to Agent Orange and fights his own battles with cancer, is on some oxygen support and believes is alive because God continues to answer his prayers. When he asked Alan if he could pray for him, Alan closed his eyes and bowed his head. I did not even try to hold back the tears. They spent some quiet time in the Lord and then Mr. Green and his friend (who drove him to Austin), Vance Franks, returned to Dallas. But, not before getting a strong thumbs-up and "finger wave" goodbye from Alan.

Tonight, I had the privilege of sharing Alan’s story with a Prayer Group from the First Baptist Church in Georgetown, and to thank them for keeping Alan, and us, on their prayer chain and in their thoughts during the last 10 months. While it is still difficult to share his journey without getting emotional, they were so very gracious and understanding and made us feel at home. They are truly Alan’s Angels, and amazing prayer warriors. God continues to surround us with His Angels. Thank you, Paul, for reaching out to them on our behalf and for being one of Alan's Angels.
What an Awesome God We Serve,
Rosie

Monday, January 19, 2004 11:54 PM CST

January 19, 2004

Dearest Angels:

Alan worked extremely hard during physical therapy today, both during the morning and afternoon sessions. His determination and quiet courage are an inspiration to us and to his therapists. We continue to be surrounded by Angels, hand-picked by God, to guide Alan through this valley. And, thanks to Chris Vaughn, at the Ft. Worth Star Telegram, Alan’s journey is reaching many more who are now also praying for his recovery, and complete restoration.
In His Amazing Grace,
Rosie

Sunday, January 18, 2004 11:47 PM CST

January 19, 2004

Dearest Angels:

Alan had a very good day today, in the company of family and friends. He had a nice visit from Larry Najvar, a fellow Lions Club member, whose son, Joe, is safely back from Iraq and finished with his tour in the Marines. Dr. Dale Klein, the Assistant to the Secretary of Defense for Nuclear and Chemical and Biological Defense Programs, and his wife, also stopped by to visit Alan and to present him with a Challenge Coin. Dr. Klein, prior to accepting a position in the Department of Defense, was Vice Chancellor for Special Engineering Programs at the University of Texas, Austin.

Christy and her best friend, Tiffany, also spent some time with Alan this afternoon. He was sleeping soundly when we left him this evening and Alain and I took Lisa to the Riverwalk in San Antonio for a chilly stroll and a quiet dinner before she heads back to D.C. tomorrow. What a special network of Angels God continues to send into our lives.

Chris Vaughn, a reporter with the Fort Worth Star Telegram, wrote a great article on Alan's journey - it appeared on the front page of today's edition. Thank you, Chris, for keeping Alan's story alive. Thank you, to those who have e-mailed and visited the Guestbook, for your prayers and messages to Alan. A copy of the article can be accessed at: http://www.dfw.com/mld/dfw/7740162.htm

In His Amazing Grace,
Rosie

Saturday, January 17, 2004 9:34 PM CST

Dearest Angels:

Alan had a great day. He was able to sit in his wheelchair, outside, and enjoy the beautiful weather with his Dad today. He only required suction once all day, as the new traech has made it possible for him to move his secretions on his own. He will rest from physical therapy tomorrow and resume his therapy schedule on Monday.

I had the honor of spending the day with Lisa Skolnick, our Social Worker while we were at Walter Reed, who quickly became a good friend, and is here visiting!!! What a beautiful day to walk the Capitol grounds, around the Governors mansion and visit the Bob Bullock Museum. We capped off the day by spending time with Alan before heading home. The blessings continue.
In His Sweet Name,
Rosie

Thursday, January 15, 2004 3:27 PM CST

Dearest Angels:

Alan continues to do very well and has been resting comfortably. He is scheduled for a CT scan this afternoon and will remain here overnight for observation. We will be back at Texas Neurorehab Center tomorrow. Thank you for your continued prayers and support.
In His Sweet Grace,
Rosie

Tuesday, January 13, 2004 11:00 PM CST

Dearest Angels:

I spent the better part of the day getting Alan settled in at South Austin Hospital today. They will change out the pediatric traech he has in now for a small adult one tomorrow evening. However, they will do it in the OR, after taking updated CT scans, under anesthesia, so they can see exactly what is going on with his airway. The ENT doctor also plans on using a scope to see exactly how everything has healed around the traech site while he has him sedated. He will remain at the Hospital for at least 24 hours after surgery under close observation. He seemed much more relaxed today and his color was very good. Although he had to be ready for an ambulance trip by late morning, he still managed to to have his Physical Therapy and worked very hard in the morning. He is resting well and we anticipate a restful day tomorrow in preparation for surgery.

We continue to thank God for the Angels in Alan's life and for keeping him in His gentle, healing hands and for the mercy he bestows upon our family. Thank you for your continued prayers on Alan's behalf.
In His Sweet Arms,
Rosie

Monday, January 12, 2004 11:00 PM CST

Dearest Angels:

Alan continues to work hard during physical therapy and was actually placed on a regular side chair to do his therapy today. It made my heart swell with joy to see him working so hard to hold his head "tall and proud" as they helped him find his "center" and helped him learn to use his arms for balance again.

Because he continues to struggle with airway issues, the treach site continues to close slowly and he is still unable to voluntarily cough up his secretions, the concensus today was that his traech came out too early and he would benefit from a little more time with a traech in place as he regains his strength. Amazingly, minutes after placement of a small traech, his oxygen saturation jumped to 99his heart rate dropped by about 15 beats per minute, he took a good, long, restful nap and his color improved. Now he can focus his energy on rehabilitation and regaining strength. We think he was focusing all of his energy on breathing....plus, I will sleep better knowing he has a viable airway. As always, God's timing is the only one that counts.
In His Amazing Grace,
Rosie

Sunday, January 11, 2004 4:25 PM CST

Dearest Angels
We continue to see God's faithfulness to Alan each and every day. Alan continues to improve and to work hard during physical therapy. For now, he is settling into a routine of physical, occupational and speech therapy, along with respiratory treatments to keep things "moving."

We continue to do everything we can to keep him comfortable and to continue to encourage him, love him and to remind him that he will not go through any of this alone. He continues to handle each day with his quiet courage and is beginning to initiate movement of his arms on his own again. What a blessing. The dietician has begun the process of stopping the tube feeding while he is in therapy, and increasing the rate accordingly throughtout the rest of the day. The goal is to get him so that he is able to tolerate a handful of large doses throughout the day (more like meals) to free him from the IV pole. Of course, they will take their time and allow his system to adjust to the slowly increasing rates.

I apologize for the delay in adding an update. Between cable modem challenges and trying to get things in order during the evenings, I failed to sit still long enough to update you on Alan's progress. This lapse was definitely one of "no news, is good news." We learned today that Alan's unit will be redeploying to the States soon and want to wish them a safe trip and let them know that they continue to be in our prayers.
In His Sweet Grace,
Rosie

Wednesday, January 7, 2004 10:40 PM CST

Sweet Angels:

Alan worked very hard during physical therapy this morning, and then stayed in his wheelchair until around 3:00 pm. Then we did wound dressings and occupational therapy and I gave him a gentle massage and cut his hair. He spent the latter part of the afternoon resting and watching a movie on TV.

I was truly blessed this evening in getting to attend a softball booster club meeting for Christy - what a privilege to be able to care for Alan during the day and be available to meet Christy's needs as well. Thank you all for your prayers, support and all that you have done to make this possible.

Alain spent the evening with Alan and left him resting comfortably and tucked in for the night. A good day for all.
In His Sweet Grace,
Rosie

Tuesday, January 6, 2004 9:56 PM CST

Dearest Angels:

Alan had a very busy, but very good day today. In addition to his busy therapy schedule, he had a chest x-ray in the morning and EEG in the afternoon, so he was pretty wiped out when he finally made it back to bed around 6:00 p.m. However, he still had plenty of smiles left in him as we watched a sit-com and his Dad and friend, Clarence Jones, arrived to spend some time with him in the evening.

Seeing him interact and laugh has been such a blessing and confirmation that he is in the right place for rehabilitation. We thank God for His healing touch on Alan.
In His Sweet Grace,
Rosie

Monday, January 5, 2004 10:10 PM CST

Dearest Angels:

A terrific day for Alan today and he worked really hard during physical therapy. We had a visit from News8 Austin and he was very relaxed during the interview. Christy, my brother, Art, his wife, Sonia and little Nick spent the evening visiting with Alan and he spent most of the time laughing at Art and Nick’s antics, Nick’s new words and at the wonder of feeling their new baby kick in Sonia’s belly.

God continues to bless him with His healing hand and all of us with amazing support and love.
In His Amazing Grace,
Rosie

Sunday, January 4, 2004 7:56 PM CST

Alan had a good weekend with lots of family and friends around. His Saturday was busy and he worked very hard during physical therapy. They have put him on the schedule for therapy on Saturdays and we are so pleased that they feel he can tolerate it and is ready for 6 days a week. He was able to stand on his own two legs again, this time for 17 minutes! He was cheered on by sweet Asia Marie Buford, daughter of Sam and Adriana Buford. They were in to visit Alan Saturday afternoon. He also had a great time today listening to stories about his adventures with his great-grandmother and great-grandfather at my mother’s house…we saw some great smiles from him as my mother shared stories about some of the tricks he pulled on all of them when he was little.

I wish I could have captured the laughter and smile on his face after my mother gave him a kiss, and he kissed her back – and suddenly coughed through his trach while she was still so close. She jumped, AND HE LAUGHED SOOO HARD when I told him he scared the daylights out of her!!

Cissie came by and we all spent a good afternoon outside enjoying the weather as it began to cool down. Then, as I took Alan inside to suction him and check his oxygen saturation, etc., he had another challenge with being able to get phlegm up on his own, so we spent some time suctioning him and making sure his airway was clear and he was comfortable. A constant reminder for us that his life is still very fragile and he still has a way to go before we can let our guard down. Praise God, he recovered quickly and spent the afternoon resting comfortably and was rested and alert when some of the VFW “brothers” stopped by for a visit. I will see him early in the morning and we are scheduled for our first team meeting tomorrow afternoon to discuss goals, etc. We continue to lift his team, and fellow troops, up in prayer.
In the Grip of Grace,

Thursday, January 1, 2004 10:51 PM CST

Dearest Angels:

God continues to bless Alan with His healing. He had a great day today in the company of his Dad and later in the afternoon with Cissie. He also had a great visit from his friends, Robbie, Brion and Jenny. They spent some great time reminiscing about old escapades and comparing notes about who did the most damage to their parents' fences from practicing hitting golf balls, baseballs, etc., into the fences. Alan spent much of the time with a big grin and laughing at the memory of tearing up the Wren's fence and beating up our tree out front. Laughter is good medicine.

Therapy continues tomorrow, so we pray for continued progress for our Hero.
In His Amazing Grace,
Rosie

Wednesday, December 31, 2003 11:25 PM CST

Dearest Angels:

A day filled with sucess for Alan! His wheelchair was placed in front of the "standing bar" and he was lifted to a standing position with his forearms resting on the bar in front of him, AND HE STOOD ON HIS OWN!! FOR QUITE A WHILE!!! The news spread quickly and nurses and employees from units over were coming by to congratulate him and meet him. Apparently, it is unheard of for someone that has been bed-ridden for as long as Alan has to accomplish such a feat. God has answered our prayers and is rewarding our hard work in keeping his limbs limber and moving. We are so grateful to Him.

Then, as if that had not been enough for one day...during the afternoon physical therapy session, while they were working with him on the mat and he was in a sitting position, his arms were by his side and when they positioned them on the mat, he held himself up in a sitting position for quite a while. His quiet courage is inspiring and evident to all around him. My hero.
In His Amazing Grace,
Rosie

Tuesday, December 30, 2003 9:34 PM CST

Dearest Angels:

Alan had a terrific day today, and is really working hard during physical therapy. The therapists this morning placed him on an incline table and had him standing on his own two feet! For 15 minutes!!! And, his heart rate, blood pressure and breathing tolerated it well. Needless to say, he had a very encouraged and excited team around him all day. His strength and determination are an inspiration to me.

He is going to be very busy from 9:45 am to 4:00 pm each day. The progress we have seen in just a few days is amazing. Of course, he was pretty tired when he finally got back into his bed around 5:30 this evening.

God continues to be faithful to our prayers.
In His Amazing Grace,
Rosie

Monday, December 29, 2003 10:27 PM CST

Dearest Angels:

Alan had a good day and some great visits. He was sleeping soundly when I arrived this morning, as he had already been up and in a wheelchair for 2 hours. The staff let him rest and then, while Tracie, David and his sister, Hannah, were here, they put him in a wheelchair again. He enjoyed their visit and played a mean game of Thumb War with Hannah. You can see from the expression on his face that he was enjoying the competition!

He also received a visit from some of the members of the Veterans of Foreign Wars, Round Rock Post, who presented Alan with a Lifetime Membership. It was a very moving visit.

Alain remained in the chair until 7:30 in the evening and had a very good night’s rest. They plan a busy day for him tomorrow.
In His Sweet Grace,
Rosie

Sunday, December 28, 2003 8:32 PM CST

Dearest Angels:

A very good day for Alan, much of it spent out of his bed and in his wheelchair. He and Alain spent a good part of the afternoon in the break area watching football and enjoying the company of his Uncle Jim, Diane and Tristin (Alain's brother and his family). Alan is now settled back into his room and hopefully in for a good night’s rest. The evaluations and goal setting will begin tomorrow, so we anticipate a couple of busy days ahead.

Christy and I spent the day together emptying boxes and finding a place for 8 months of a “home-away-from-home.” Praise God, we’re home at last. It will be good to get everything back in its place and some sense of normalcy back in Christy’s life. She will be spending a week at my sister’s in San Antonio and we are glad as the kids are her age – she is due for some fun, down time and always has a good time with her cousins. A good day for all of us.
In His Sweet Grace,
Rosie

Saturday, December 27, 2003 10:51 PM CST

Dearest Angels:

The good days for Alan continue. He had a very busy morning as the assessments continue, so he spent most of the afternoon resting. He had a great visit from his old gang and it is so good to feel the energy of youth and good wishes in his room….they are eager to see him better and at home. In God’s time.

Eight months to the day we left for Washington, D.C., Alain traveled to San Antonio today to retrieve the rest of my clothes, etc., and clean out our room at the Fisher House. We are so grateful for the work and services that the Fisher House Foundation provides and their support of military families all around the world. Please keep them in mind as you are looking for places where your charitable dollars can do great work.

It is still hard to believe that I will be able to spend the days with Alan, and live at home. I guess things happened so fast that I did not have time to think about the move and plan. And yet, everything worked out beautifully. Amazing the lessons God keeps teaching through this journey. We are still so grateful that we will blessed with starting the new year with our son so close to home and with me living at home with Alain and Christy.
With a Grateful Heart,
Rosie

Friday, December 26, 2003 11:19 PM CST

Dearest Angels:

A fantastic day for Alan!!! God has brought his Angel, Tracie, back to his bedside. She and her boyfriend, David (from Austin), were in to see Alan last night. So were David’s Mom, his brother, and the Angel that put us in touch with Tracie on the Comfort, Betty Jo. What a blessing to get to spend some time with them on Christmas.

Of course, we give Tracie some of the credit for Alan’s terrific day!!! We just know that the sound of her voice reminds him of what he survived on the Comfort and the love and support he has from those that were with him those first few weeks in April. I will upload pictures from her visit and from today when I return to see him tomorrow (I left the card in his room).

Once he was back in his room from a procedure for an IV access this morning, he was lifting his knees off the bed and, after encouragement from Alain to keep moving his limbs, was exercising his legs on his own and, by the afternoon, was moving his arms around as well. He continued to do so well, we moved him to a wheelchair and took him out of his room, and then outside. He really enjoyed sitting out on the deck and looking out at the blue sky, oak trees and flag flying in the distance. Amazing what a couple of night’s uninterrupted sleep does for him!!

It has been a couple of days of much reflection and prayer, sharing our thoughts and hopes with family and counting our blessings in the last year. We pray you all had a safe and blessed holiday and continue to thank God for you and the many new Angels in our lives. Our family grows and grows each day.

In the Grip of Grace,
Rosie

Wednesday, December 24, 2003 11:27 PM CST

Dearest Angels:

We are HOME for Christmas! Alan arrived in Austin at 4:20 this afternoon! He is settled in and resting comfortably at Texas NeuroRehab Center. What a Christmas blessing - to be able to spend the eve with family and at home. It all happened very quickly and efficiently, and was quite a surprise to us as we expected to spend the weekend in San Antonio. As our friend, Raymond, said, "I'll be home for Christmas, and not only in my dreams!"

After a couple of days of assessments, the rehabiliation will begin. Thank you for your prayers and good wishes...and Christmas cards!!! What a treat!! We will spend half of the day reading them to Alan tomorrow, gladly.
What an Awesome God We Serve!
Alain, Rosie, Alan and Christy
And the Alfaro and Esquivel Families

Tuesday, December 23, 2003 11:05 PM CST

Dearest Angels:

A very busy morning for Alan. He underwent a transesophagealechocardiogram, which entailed him being intubated, and an ultrasound-type probe being inserted down his esophagus and pressed up against the wall immediately adjacent to his heart. It allowed the cardiologists to get a much clearer view of his heart valves to determine whether there is any heart valve infection. The test was done at the bed-side in his room, under sedation, and Alan will not remember the procedure. He tolerated it very well and rested for a couple of hours after. The test showed no infection and the cardiologist was pleased with the condition of the heart muscle. Good news. Later, the results of the blood culture returned and they have identified the specific bacteria and have begun the appropriate antibiotic. It is one that he has battled before so hopefully the course of antibiotic will knock it again.

Alan had an excellent physical therapy session later in the afternoon and was able to hold his head up straight, on his own, for 45 seconds the first time, and a little over a minute when we attempted again about 5 minutes later. And, he is really listening attentively as we read “Strong in the Broken Places” by Sen. Max Cleland, a Vietnam combat veteran, triple amputee, who sent us a copy of his book while we were at Walter Reed. It is an inspiring story and enlightening as we read about his experiences at Walter Reed and the VA hospitals as they were run at that time – especially as we make the transition into rehabilitation. What a long way our military health-care system has come. And, thank God, our current combat veterans have a supportive country to return to and many more services available to them.

Better news: Praise God, Texas NeuroRehab Center in Austin called this afternoon and as soon as Alan can be discharged from BAMC, they will receive him. I prayed for patience and grace after I hung up the phone. As you can imagine, I wanted to page every one on Alan’s team and come up with a discharge plan…but I have learned that things done in God’s time work out much better. He will determine the hour. Until then, we will focus on celebrating the birth of Christ with family and friends, and the re-birth of our son.
In the Grip of Grace,
Rosie

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