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My dearest darling first born granddaughter. I have not made an entry for quite awhile, but it is not because I don't think of you often. I miss you, and I love you! I was at Disneyworld on your birthday December, 25, 2007 with your parents, brother, sisters, your 1st cousins and Poppa Joe. What a trip!!!! I did literally trip!! (smile)
Grandma Cheryl A. Clark <bigmama1948@comcast.net>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Thursday, September 4, 2008 2:05 PM CDT
What a blessing to read your journal & guestbook. I found an article you wrote on homeschooling in 2001. I searched for your name and found your daughters memorial page. I have grieved all day because of so much that has touched my heart. I lost my mother to cancer in 2004 and my stepdaughter lost her mom to cancer in 2006. My son has runaway and I feel as though I am grieving for him not knowing if he is alive. I know God gave me your page so I know its ok to feel the way I do so many times. May God give you strength and comfort. You have ministered to me and I thank you. Laura Lyons
Laura Lyons <juzlyon@yahoo.com>
Tx - Thursday, August 28, 2008 4:16 PM CDT
Wow, I am so touched by the blessing of the life lived by your daughter and family. My husband and I are the parents of 6 daughters and I am encouraged to love each of them even the more. Be encouraged today. This website is a ministry.
In optimum living,
Elaine

Elaine Johnson <elainejohnn@yahoo.com>
Houston, TX United States - Monday, June 2, 2008 10:48 PM CDT
my prayers are with you
jessica sloan
southaven, ms united states - Sunday, June 1, 2008 10:08 PM CDT
You are in my prayers and thoughts,Roberta from Saints
Roberta Briscoe
Dracut, Ma USA - Friday, May 30, 2008 11:51 PM CDT
What a great memorial. You are a treasure, Sis. Nichelle and a warrior. Precious, precious precious. This has birth a ministry in you.
Claudia Davis <cvdprays@aol.com>
Austin, TX Travis - Thursday, May 22, 2008 8:15 PM CDT
Dear Adrienne,
Shaney has a Facebook now and she added me. She's the second friend of yours who wants to go to Baylor. I'm gonna be surrounded, eek! lol By the time I get there I think they'll be sophomores. Did you know the word "sophomore" means "wise fool" in Greek? I certainly know a lot of sophomores who act like fools but I'm not sure about the wisdom part! lol I just wanted to tell you that, I thought you would think it was funny. But I have a monster research paper to finish, so I have to go. Love you!

P.S. I'M GOING TO PROM!!! WOOOOOOT!!! lol

Brandice <bootslarue@yahoo.com>
- Monday, May 5, 2008 11:39 AM CDT
Thank you for stopping by Katia's site and leaving a message. It has been a while since I had come by Adrienne's site and I wanted to leave you a message. Her picture looks so peaceful and beautiful. You know although I have rarely signed your guestbook, I have come by your page often. I think of you when I think of the length of Katia's journey because Adrienne's journey was very short from her diagnosis to her passing. I can't imagine how your heart feels not having your little girl with you. I have read through your journals and Adrienne lead an amazing life and just really was an amazing young lady. I am someone who never had the chance to meet her so I imagine those who did were greatly influenced by her and will always carry a piece of her in their hearts. I just wanted to share that with you. The picture on her site comes to my mind often when I think of how busy life gets sometimes and how God really would like us to share our time with Him.
Love, Tracy and
Katia (a.k.a. "The Ladybug")

Fighting leukemia AML with a vengence!
Sharing Hope on the Wings of a Ladybug



Tracy and Katia <tmsol87@aol.com>
- Saturday, April 26, 2008 9:42 AM CDT
very sweet interesting guestbook plz could ya pray for our chapel in rhymney south wales uk for revival and that lord will undertake and fill thee empty seats of thee elect and that the father will send the lord jesus saviour to save the lost
ms liane bethan davies <www.rhianjones@hotmail.com>
tredegar, sw uk - Friday, April 18, 2008 6:35 AM CDT
Dear Nichelle,

Thanks for stopping by Gabbie's site...it's been awhile!! A long time and yet here we are still missing our daughters so very much. A month or so ago I finished reading Deuteronomy and in the last chapter, Moses dies. My Bible's study notes mentioned, in connection with Moses' death, that there is no set time for the Christian to mourn. I don't so much mourn Gabbie's death, which is now almost six years ago, I mourn the deep loss that is her absence today and every day.

Blessings to you and may God continue to carry you until eternity.

Monica

Monica Paquette <mj.paquette@att.net>
Minneapolis, MN - Thursday, April 3, 2008 6:13 PM CDT
P.P.P.S. I've been to Disney World 5 times so haha lol.
Brandice
Cedar Park, TX USA - Tuesday, February 12, 2008 3:21 PM CST
Dear Adrienne,
I saw Mrs. Ruth Ann at work a few days ago. Did you know I have a job? I don't work at Chick-fil-A anymore (THANK GOD!!!), I work as a cashier at HEB. Anyway, after I saw her I felt really old because it's been 7 years since we were in dance together. I remember how upset I was that you got picked for One Accord and I didn't, but I'm old enough (i'm 16!! And I have second holes and you're jealous hahaha.) to realize that dance was always your gift (and not mine. like, ever. lol).

Now I use my mouth for something besides saying stupid stuff I'll get in trouble for (which is not to say that doesn't still happen, eek). Actually, just yesterday I was at Teen Court and this guy named Bradley said my voice was "mesmerizing". Isn't that weird? Lol I think he likes me but EWW... anyway, I want to be a prosecution attorney when I grow up (even though physically I think this is as tall as I'm gonna get lol). And I still want to go to Baylor. Guess what! Nekia got accepted to Baylor! I don't know if she's actually going, but it's cool that she got accepted. After I go to Baylor I want to go to Yale or Harvard and get my law degree. Oh, I also want to try out for American Idol this summer or next. I'm actually singing out loud, isn't that crazy? Wish me luck!

So I'm just trying to get through these whacked-out teenage years. I bought an iPod lol. I wish I could say I have a really great boyfriend but right now all the guys I meet are stupid. And you know no one will ever be good enough for me as far as Daddy is concerned lol. Even though he threatens to make me go out with this really icky guy I work with. EWW.

Well, I guess I had to get all that out. I really miss talking to you. Oh! I wrote you a sonnet.

1.15.2008
If I can but survive this heartsick day
On the outside, I may appear all right
I wear a smile bravely on my way
To hide the bitter tears that fall at night.
With angels you repose, forgetting care
And dwell in castles far beyond our skies
While I remain below and still prepare
To meet a fate too bright for mortal eyes.
Five years its been since you left earthly strife
Without you, I am like summerless June
But for me too, someday will end this life
And so I live to see you someday soon.
The Nelson girls will surely meet again;
So Heaven's breath stays bated until then.

I MISS YOU!!!
love,
Brandice.

P.S. I go by B. Nicholle now cause I'm so cool lol.
P.P.S. Do you get pimples in heaven? If you don't, I hate you. lol just kidding!

Brandice
Cedar Park, TX USA - Tuesday, February 12, 2008 3:19 PM CST
To the Nelson family, my name is Belinda and I met you all at the SOG Resort on Disney property in 2006. I thank God for our encounter because you were able to share a very touching story with me about your children and precious Adrienne. I felt like I knew her and had never met her before. Thanks for giving me this website! I continue to keep your family lifted up in prayer and I believe God is in control and will continue to comfort you all in the name of Jesus. ~ Love in Christ ~
Belinda Archie <belinda.archie@yahoo.com>
Kissimmee, FL USA - Friday, January 25, 2008 6:14 PM CST
What a precious daughter, Adrienne,and how she is rejoicing in Heaven now. She was a trooper for the Lord, and her work here on earth was finished. I am so sorry for the loss of your beautiful angel, but for sure you will see her again one day. God bless your precious family. I lost my daughter, Amber, so I do know your pain.
Love & prayers,

Sylvia Thompson

www.geocities.com/ourangelboy3/amber1.html
Rev. 21:4
My daughter, Amber's website.

Sylvia Thompson <sylviagsthompson@bellsouth.net>
douglasivlle, Ga USA - Monday, January 21, 2008 8:31 PM CST
Sharing your pain and sense of loss and lifting you in prayer on the eve of Adrienne's 18th birthday asking our Lord to comfort you and to continue to make His awesome presence and Adrienne's known to you in many special ways.
Yolanda Rogers, Mom to Anna <weloveanna@embarqmail.com>
Alt Spgs, FL USA - Monday, December 24, 2007 7:27 PM CST
Daddy loves and misses his Peanut!
Alvin Nelson
Cedar Park, TX - Friday, December 14, 2007 5:39 AM CST
I did not know you had this page for your daughter... she was a beautiful young girl... I was on your page today and noticed the "caringbridge" web page and knew what it was about... my good friend Judy lost her granddaughter to cancer in April... her page was/is www.caringbridge.org/fl/taylor this is a neat thing caringbridge does... you are an amazing person and God bless you all!!!
Tab/Frog <tsalagiwalosi@yahoo.com>
Claremore, OK USA - Thursday, August 23, 2007 3:04 PM CDT
thanks for sharing this wonderful story of your family....
you are such a blessing to me!!!

irene
Berlin, Germany - Friday, August 17, 2007 11:51 AM CDT
Dear Adrienne, you wouldnt remember me except through the stories your mother and father would tell of me. I remember playing with you and watching you grow as a baby and the only sorrow I feel is not knowing you later in your life. God is a good God and I know being with Him is all the more better. I missed you and your family all these years and I constantly think of you all the time. Its so unfortunate that I began to search for you all on the internet and came across this website to hear of your homegoing, but I know that now Im so close to rejoining my true spritual family. I love you Adrienne and your family for being there for me when I needed you. You will always have a special place in my heart, cause it was you who so loving nicknamed me Big Bird.
Burundhi Harris <bharrisb@bellsouth.net>
College Park , Georgia United States - Tuesday, August 7, 2007 8:08 AM CDT
May God Bless your family. Stay strong and continue to be encouraged.
Jamaica Jones <jamaicajones2006@yahoo.com>
GA - Monday, July 30, 2007 1:43 PM CDT
Sorry I never told you
All I wanted to say
And now it's too late to hold you
'Cause you've flown away
So far away

Never had I imagined
Living without your smile
Feeling and knowing you hear me
It keeps me alive
Alive

And I know you're shining down on me from heaven
Like so many friends we've lost along the way
And I know eventually we'll be together
One sweet day

Darling I never showed you
Assumed you'd always be there
I took your presence for granted
But I always cared
And I miss the love we shared

Although the sun will never shine the same again
I'll always look to a brighter day
Lord I know when I lay me down to sleep
You will always listen as I pray

Sorry I never told you
All I wanted to say


I miss you.

Brandice
- Wednesday, June 27, 2007 2:54 PM CDT
What a wonderful tribute to such a wonderful child of God.
She is now sitting on the lap of our Chief Corner Stone Jesus Christ.
In peace and surrounded with the purest of love and joy.

The Love and joy of God our savior

God bless you all and may God's awesome face

Shine upon you and bring you all peace.

We love you all


Chief Eaglefeather <chief@blackindians.com>
Upperstrasburg, PA 17265 - Thursday, April 19, 2007 12:20 AM CDT


This is a beautiful tribute to this special child of God. The Lord took her for that reason and they are together at last.
Renee aka blond Renee <katieandgatosmom@myway.com>
Paso Roble, CA USA - Thursday, March 8, 2007 4:56 PM CST
Joy and joy and be full of wisdom and God´d love and Spirit for now we neady the light of heaven ,for darkness has fall down and the night will be here soon.Let us win many men to Christ from sins bondage,pray for blessed revival sooon.Thanks and bless.keijo sweden
keijo <keijoleppioja@hotmail.com>
sweden - Friday, March 2, 2007 4:05 AM CST
Oh how heaven must have rejoiced as the sound of your daughter's dancing footsteps and voice of praise entered into heaven's gates.
Kimmy <guts_spunk_moxie@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, February 27, 2007 8:43 PM CST
May God bless and comfort you and your family on the passing of your precious Angel Adrienne. May He grant to you some peace of mind and heart. We suffer the most devastating loss - the loss of a beloved child. We walk
a long, hard, painful road of grief and sorrow. We are
never what we were; we are different now. May God always
comfort you.

Karen Jenkins <Antigone50@aol.com>
Navesink, NJ US - Sunday, February 18, 2007 2:50 PM CST
You are right....Adrienne is a beautiful name and she is so beautiful. I just wanted you to know that I am thinking of you.

Angel Rachel's mommy

Jeanne <crowman2766@aol.com>
king of prussia, pa usa - Friday, February 16, 2007 8:11 PM CST
Thank you for sharing beautiful Adrienne with us all. I cannot imagine the feelings you went through at that time and still but you will see her again. You did not say goodbye you said See you in a little while! She is just beyond every sunset.
Dana Rankin <butterflyjoy40@gmail.com>
Paulsboro, NJ United States - Friday, February 16, 2007 3:46 AM CST
Nichelle,
I read much of your journal today, and I am so overwhelmed with the trials you and your family face. I feel pain in my heart when I read your words, because I am a mother, and I cannot imagine the pain you have gone through and will go through over loosing your sweet child. It hurts me to try to relate, although I cannot to the fullest, knowing my children are still alive, however, I think that I would feel much of the same things as you. I am so thankful that you and your family have a relationship with the Lord. I couln't imagine going on in life without that hope to hold on to, when the world is hopeless and painful. Jesus Christ has overcome death and His victory over it surpasses all pain and the pain to come. We will experience a pain free eternity, and that is such a blessing to know. I am so glad that your sweetheart is resting in the Lord, there is no other place that I would want my children to be. Its the ultimate comfort, when there is no human who could possiably easy the pain and sting of death.
God bless you sister and all your endevors. God bless your family and your life, and your eternity with Him.
You are in my prayers and my husband's also, as I have told him about some of your story.
You wrote that song called" I'll Fly Away", and thats when I lost it, because its one of the songs that we sing in our home, when we are in pain, and things are looking grim. What a wonderful encouraging song of hope in our Lord...whom is blessed forever Amen.
Love in Christ, Sabrina

Sabrina C
Ohio USA - Thursday, February 15, 2007 8:14 PM CST
Hi Nichelle:

Just dropping a quick note to let you know I am thinking of your family today and of Adrienne's radiance in Heaven.

Memories can be a double-edged sword - at times they comfort us and at times they singe our heart & soul. I do pray however, that your precious memories of your sweet daughter are a bittersweet yet welcomed reminder of a time when an Angel dwelled within your midst.

For sure, that is not something you would ever wish to forget -- not ever.

In Christ,

Kathy McIsaac
Newfoundland & Labrador, Canada - Saturday, February 10, 2007 8:22 AM CST
17... I can't even imagine. Missing them will always be a part of who we are, figuring out how to exist without them always a daily challenge, and our time with them will always seem like, "just yesterday." What a beautiful testimony you share with so many!

Love in Him,

Wendy (orever Loving Mommy of Noelle and Nicholas) <wbaber@triad.rr.com>
Winston-Salem, NC www.caringbridge.org/nc/noellenicholas - Thursday, February 1, 2007 8:19 PM CST
Adrienne is a very special child of God and is Loved and Remembered always... Thankyou for sharing her with the world.. she is soooo much like our Angel Michelle..
Godspeed, CindyJo ~ JOHN 10:28-29 ~ www.geocities.com/michellemaries

CindyJo <michellesmama@hotmail.com>
Spokane, WA USA - Wednesday, January 24, 2007 9:23 PM CST
Everytime I read this story I think of how courageous you were, how strong you were in those last moments. Now that I have my own kids, I think of how strong your parents were in letting you go and how brave you were in leaving them.
Demetrious Farrow <dman245397@cox.net>
Oklahoma City, OK USA - Wednesday, January 24, 2007 11:57 AM CST
What a beautiful tribute to a very beautiful young lady. My heart aches for you and your family. May God grant you peace and comfort. Another broken-hearted mom.
Love,
Judy, Jamie-leigh's mom forever

http://jamieleigh-britt.memory-of.com






Judy Britt <jlb3249@sbcglobal.net>
Vidor, Texas USA - Monday, January 22, 2007 2:18 PM CST
Nichelle, what a very beautiful young lady, both in spirit and body, was Adrienne. I'm so glad you posted to the TCF newsletter and included her link. I am honored to have met her here, in these pages. May it bring a smile to your heart to know that she has touched yet another life through her abundant life in Christ. Although I cried for you and your pain as I read this, as always I am heartened to know yet another beautiful soul who was there to greet my infant son, David, on his arrival in his Father's house. Thank you so much for sharing her with me! May you have peace today, Nichelle. You are not alone...
Ellen

Ellen Keel <ellenkeel@comcast.net>
Johns Creek, GA United States - Monday, January 22, 2007 10:27 AM CST
My Last Tear
Today I Cried
I Cried My Last Tear
My Angel, My Friend
I Still Don’t Understand
Why God Took You From Me
He Made Your Life End
Seeing You Lay In That Bed
I Cried
Finding Out You Were Sick
I Cried
And When You Died
I Cried
Sitting Here Today
Many Years Later
I Cry
I Am Much Older
I Am Much Wiser
Although I Still Can’t Comprehend
Why He Took the Life of My Friend
Not a Day goes Bye
That You Don’t Cross My Mind
Especially When I Think About Dancing
Because You Could Move Swiftly on Your Feet
I Would Give Anything To See You Again
But God Knows You Will
Always Be My Best Friend!

Love, Nekia
I Miss Ya Girl

Nekia <nekiatharps@yahoo.com>
Kyle, TX USA - Sunday, January 21, 2007 9:14 PM CST
My Last Tear
Today I Cried
I Cried My Last Tear
My Angel, My Friend
I Still Don’t Understand
Why God Took You From Me
He Made Your Life End
Seeing You Lay In That Bed
I Cried
Finding Out You Were Sick
I Cried
And When You Died
I Cried
Sitting Here Today
Many Years Later
I Cry
I Am Much Older
I Am Much Wiser
Although I Still Can’t Comprehend
Why He Took the Life of My Friend
Not a Day goes Bye
That You Don’t Cross My Mind
Especially When I Think About Dancing
Because You Could Move Swiftly on Your Feet
I Would Give Anything To See You Again
But God Knows You Will
Always Be My Best Friend!

I Miss Ya Girl

Nekia <nekiatharps@yahoo.com>
Kyle, TX USA - Sunday, January 21, 2007 9:09 PM CST
My previous post was meant to state four years, not three ... guess my fingers are wanting to move back time. (I am sure there are many hearts that would like to do the same.)
Sky Fiske <Shefem@aol.com>
Belen, NM USA - Monday, January 15, 2007 7:32 AM CST
Three years ago today a true Angel took her place in heaven. She was just too beautiful to keep held in this world.

with love and admiration ~

Sky and Nicole

Sky Fiske <Shefem@aol.com>
Belen, NM USA - Monday, January 15, 2007 7:29 AM CST
~And can it be that in a world so full and busy, the loss of one weak creature makes a void in any heart, so wide and deep that nothing but the width and depth of eternity can fill it up!
~Charles Dickens

Holding you tightly in prayer on the eve of Adrienne's Homegoing.

Yolanda , Mom to Anna <weloveanna@earthlink.net>
Alt Springs, FL USA - Sunday, January 14, 2007 8:08 PM CST
My dearest first born granddaughter Adrienne!
It's your 17th birthday, as well as your 4th Christmas and birthday that you are spending with our Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ! I miss your earthly presence.

I am spending the Christmas holidays with your cousins, Tyran & Tavius which is a FULL time job! (smile) Our blizzards have confined us to the house, but when we get a break from the snow we get out and about.

I just wanted to acknowledge your memory this season. Although you are thought about daily!!

Love,

Your Maternal Grandmother!

Grandma-Cheryl Clark <bigmama1948@comcast.net>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Friday, December 29, 2006 2:26 PM CST
May the Heavenly Father always keep you cloaked in His love and grace. For it is by this very power that you continue to live.

He has given you the strength you need to continue on. Know that I love you in Christ, I walk beside you on this path that some of us mothers have to walk.

But always know His grace is sufficient. God bless you always and forever.

Braziliangold
- Wednesday, December 27, 2006 12:58 AM CST
What beautiful angel!

God's plans are almost always hard to understand, who knows what He in fact saved her from later on in life?

As a mother myself, I can not phathom the pain you must be feeling, but please take comfort in the fact that you WILL see your beautiful Adrienne again, and she is singing for our beautiful Savior right now, in the best of care.

God is faithful and He has made you strong and by His grace you will marvel that Adrienne's example will witness to others and that in itself in a huge blessing! She lived and died for the Lord, what more of an acomplishment could any of us ask for!

My prayers are for you and your family now

God bless you all sister and brothers in Chirst!

Autimama <autimama@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, December 27, 2006 9:49 AM CST
God bless you Adrienne and I hope to get to see you dance one day for I know that you are dancing for the Lord as well
Robin
Fayetteville, NC - Tuesday, December 26, 2006 2:01 PM CST
Although I can't imagine your pain as a mother loosing a child, I know what loss feels like. My own children are grown with their own children and when one of my children are ill, I almost panic. Know that my prayers are with you, that God shall wipe all tears away, and that weeping shall endure for a night, but joy (in Christ) will come. I love you all with the love of Christ.
Barbara Bowen <Tamja1@Yahoo.com>
Rahway, NJ United States - Tuesday, December 26, 2006 10:01 AM CST
SUCH A BEAUTIFUL YOUNG LADY!
ANTHONY G. RUCKER <ruczilla@yahoo.com>
WARRENSBURG, MO. USA - Monday, December 25, 2006 11:13 PM CST
Holding you close in prayer on the eve of Adrienne's birthday. We know our grief never really goes away. It simply resurfaces unexpectedly with renewed strength tearing us apart with memories. Ahhh, but it is same memories that hold us together. Our Lord works in such mysterious ways. How well He blends the bitter cup of sadness with the sweetness of expectant joy! Receive warm, knowing hugs from one who knows both your pain and your comfort.

In His Love,
Yolanda Rogers
http://www.galatians5.com

Mom to Anna
Alt Spgs, FL USA - Sunday, December 24, 2006 3:40 PM CST
Dear Adrienne,
I made you a MySpace page. I know that probably sounds silly, but it hard going to other people's pages and seeing their siblings on their top friends and not having you on mine. It's www.myspace.com/heavens_dancing_angel and it looks just how I bet you would have had it. There's bubbles and Tweety and everything. Well, I have schoolwork to do so I'll go.

love,

Brandice
- Tuesday, December 19, 2006 10:21 AM CST
Wow
Victoria
- Saturday, November 4, 2006 9:36 PM CST
This is a beautiful page may the Lord continue to to bless you and yours.
Angela Williams <virtuousone042003@yahoo.com>
Detroit, MI USA - Tuesday, September 12, 2006 3:18 PM CDT
This is the first time I have entered caring bridge site. Hope to find wonderful things here.
Vicky Stocks <vickysrn@netscape.com>
Beloit, WI US - Tuesday, August 29, 2006 3:45 PM CDT
Dear Adrienne,
I got a job!! And I'm not even 15 yet! (but i will be in 3 weeks and 6 days, lol) Wish you were here.

love,

~*B*~
- Wednesday, August 2, 2006 12:00 AM CDT
Hello First Lady Nelson,
It's been a long time since I visited this site, but I still think about Adrienne often. I was just sharing about her love for dance with someone last week! I came across her picture, which I keep in my wallet today, and just wondered how you were doing and to let you know that you and your family are still in my prayers and in my heart. Love You,
Min. Angela

Min. Angela <Angela_D_Brown@Dell.com>
Austin, TN USA - Wednesday, June 28, 2006 5:49 PM CDT
My dearest 1st born grandchild Adrienne! Even though you have left earthly, you will never leave my heart! I finally retired from Colorado Springs utilities after 31 years of service!! I thought it would never happened, but it did. Most of the people that attended my retirement were the ones that contributed to your baby shower, which was the only time that I have ever left the USA and flew overseas Azores, and ALONE, (Just God and me)when you were born. You were given the BIGGEST baby shower that I have ever attended!! Now that I am not working, I find myself thinking about you and Mom more and more, so I thought I would enter my thoughts on your page. I always thought that my Mom would have been at my retirement as I was at hers, but I took all of my family pictures with me to my retirement because I know you and Mom would have been proud of me hanging in there, just like we have to do in this life until God gets ready for the rest of us! I have a 6 frame picture tree with my 3 granddaughters, and my 3 grandsons, with you at the head!! I purchased my 2nd computer Saturday, 6/17/06! I know you remember my first one in 1998 that your Dad set up for me. Well I will close the guestbook, but never my heart! I am going to work at my church and be totally about our Father's business until we meet again,

Love,

Grandma

Cheryl Ann Clark <bigmama1948@adelphia.net>
Colorado Springs, CO United States - Sunday, June 18, 2006 7:07 PM CDT
Dear Adrienne,
Wow, I had no idea people were still signing the guestbook! I know I haven't written in a while, but please don't be mad at me.

I've survived my freshman year of high school, Adrienne! Isn't that amazing? I thought being homeschooled through high school would bring less drama, but oh my gosh, was I wrong. I loved my co-op and made a lot of really great friends this year.

I am now on a diet *gag* called The Lord's Table. Mama has already lost 3 pounds. I'm jealous. I'll keep working though, gotta get that temple in order (smile). And maybe I'll dye my hair.

I love the youth group I'm in at Round Rock Chapel. I'm going to summer camp with them in a few weeks. It's at a resort too, not a wilderness camp, thank God. You know I'm not an outdoor person.

Well, I'm actually supposed to be writing a paper so I'll close now. Love you!

X's & O's,

Brandice <one_day_girl@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, June 7, 2006 3:39 PM CDT
God bless you and the beautiful tribute you have offered to your daughter. I have never met her but just reading about her I know she was and still is a joy in Heaven with her great-grandmother.
Robin C. <shortyrrc@yahoo.com>
Fayetteville, NC United States - Sunday, June 4, 2006 10:12 PM CDT
What a precious and beautiful tribute to your daughter... I could feel Christ shining through and it blessed me so very much. Glory to God for the testimony that your sweet daughter gives through the life that she led for Him! May the Lord bless and keep each of you in His comfort and guidance, AMEN.
TeachX3
Robertsville, Missouri USA - Wednesday, May 24, 2006 11:26 PM CDT
This is a beautiful tribute to your blessed child of God. It touched me as I pondered the death of my younger brother. It is good that we can celebrate their lives. It will be even better when we join them in the presence of our Lord.
Nick Robinson
MO USA - Wednesday, May 10, 2006 3:43 AM CDT
Nichelle,
thank you so much for signing Savannah's guestbook. It has been ages since I have visited here. This was one of the first sites I came across. Bless you. When Savannah began her journey, this was one of the sites I looked to on how your family coped. It did help because i saw that there was hope for you to continue after Adrienne went home to our Lord. Thank you.

lisa www.caringbridge.org/ar/savannah <littleredlch@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, May 4, 2006 7:50 AM CDT
I never met Adrienne, but she sounds like a beautiful girl. Blessings ~ Julie Rice
Julie Rice
Cedar Park, TX - Sunday, April 30, 2006 10:19 PM CDT
Nichelle, I read your latest entry just now. The tremendous outpouring of love you have for your daughter and family truly shines for all to see!! May God be with you always and walk beside you through each day, and may you realize He is there and feel His presence increasingly. What a blessing you are to all who know you or have ever met you, even if only through the internet!!!
Cheryl R., FOCUHS
Bethlehem, PA USA - Friday, March 31, 2006 7:42 PM CST
Amazing tribute to your loved ones. I am mother to six daughters. Four are stepdaughters whom I love as my own. They lost their beloved Mama to cancer September 9, 2003. I am here because I'm trying to understand what my little girls may feel. Now or in the future. Thank you for sharing your heart. Being transparent.
Becky Panaccione
Monument, CO USA - Friday, March 10, 2006 3:23 PM CST
As a mother of four, I know your heart must be fractured over the loss of your sweet daughter. How VERY fortunate you are that she knew & embraced the Lord. Of the many questions in life to which we do not know the answers, Adrienne's present abode is not one of them -- there is no question about it - she dwells with our Lord & Savior. She is doubly blessed to have been raised in a Christian home because she has the reassurance of a glorious reunion with those she loves. Of the many gifts you give your children, teaching them to walk with Christ is by far the greatest. Take comfort in knowing that, just as you protected her in life, so have you guaranteed her eternal life. What a blessing! PRAISE GOD!

While the above must be of great comfort, we are mere mortals. Dispite what promises "tomorrow" holds, the pain of living each day without your beloved first-born must be immeasurable.

With heartfelt sympathy, Kathy

Kathy <korky52@yahoo.com>
Bay St. George, NL Canada - Tuesday, February 21, 2006 5:07 PM CST
Adrienne,
I meant to come here sooner to let you know I had not forgotten you or your Mommy. I enjoyed talking to her at our 20 year school reunion in July.
I think your Momma would have let you go on the missions trip even thou she said she might not have.

Lisa McGrattan
Mentor, OH - Wednesday, January 25, 2006 3:48 PM CST
My heart, my prayers, are with you, today and everyday. I must share with you something, please don't think I am a nutcase ...

I found your daughter's website shortly after her passing, I am unsure how or what drew Me to it but the moment I looked at her picture I felt a sense of being touched, a feeling of peace (hard to describe). Reading Adrienne's story, I was amazed by her, wished I would have had the pleasure of knowing her. I took in her life, shed tears for her death, and in that moment I regained something that I had sadly lost many years ago, the belief that God is a merciful God. She lived her life for Him, in return she was truly saved. He saved this shining star the pain and suffering the beast could have, would have, caused her. Thank you for giving that faith back to me.

Whenever my own daughter's fight gets difficult and I feel lost I come here, look upon the beautiful face of your little girl and my focus returns. My belief is strengthened.

You said in your post that you don't believe you could have let her go on a mission but I believe that three years ago you did ...

Many blessings,

Shari m/o Nicole

Shari McElroy <ShariMcElroy@aol.com>
Belen, NM USA - Tuesday, January 24, 2006 11:38 AM CST
TO my Gurl Adrienne
We Love U, Miss U,
and Will Never Forget U.
Although this is my BirthDay
It is also a day to Remember
-Adrienne Nichelle Nelson-
and the person she was
and the being she is.

Exactly 3yrs ago ON Jan 20th 2003
was the homegoing celebration
To Adrienne Nelson were i said
My last goodbye's.

As Time goes on and years pass
I will Never Forget u Adrienne
GOD Rest Hers Soul in Peace

D-Rek


To one of my good friends

Derek Hancock
Converse, TX USA - Friday, January 20, 2006 0:44 AM CST
We know how devastingly painful these days can be. Not that any other day is less painful but the relentless edge of reliving this day and those that led up to it cuts so very, very deeply. On the eve of Adrienne's Homegoing we pray that our Lord abundantly bless you with His comfort, hope and peace. We pray that your mourning to be turned to joy by His precious promise of Heaven and by the knowledge of Adrienne's presence in His Glory.

In His Love,
Yolanda Rogers
http://www.galatians5.com


Mom to Anna <galatians5@truevine.net>
Altamonte Springs, FL USA - Saturday, January 14, 2006 6:54 PM CST
God Bless you and you FamilyYou Angel Is so beautiful For we will be thinkin and Pring for you in the days to com for I know the upcoming days are hard.

May the Lord Arms Be with you and he hold you hands to guide you though.
With Gods Everlasting Loveand Peace
www.carongbridge.org/tn/kayla
www.geocities.com/angelmomfriends5/kayla1.html
www.carinbridge.org/tn/mimmie


April "Angel" Mikayla Mimmie and Hunter Noah and Zach <babymsmom04@yahoo.com>
TN usa - Thursday, January 12, 2006 1:55 PM CST
God Bless you all your daughter was a very pretty young lady i feel so bad that the good ones have to always leave us behind .God knows what he is doing yes he do He went right into his garden and picked the the most beautifuless flower he could find thank you jesus and this is for you adrienne pretty little angel if you can hear me i want you to rest in the lords house and keep on dancing in heaven no more pain no more pain just good times and rest god bless
cheryl <CherylBrown125@comcast.net>
jersey city, nj usa - Monday, January 9, 2006 4:18 PM CST
Alvin, Nichelle, Brandice, Charis & Trey,

You have such a special place in my heart and prayers. May the God of peace and comfort be continually with you. You all are such a beautiful family, and I know Adrienne is just as special.

Love you much,

Donitha <donitha@swbell.net>
- Sunday, January 8, 2006 10:32 PM CST
I had a lovely visit to your home on the internet I also have lost a child and have an idea of what you are going through and would like to invite you to visit "Wings of Love and Light", an online friendship group where you can meet people from all over the world and get to make lasting friendships. Our purpose is to bring people together in a safe and fun atmosphere, so I hope you will visit with us very soon!

Sarah
- Saturday, January 7, 2006 5:33 PM CST
Dear Nichelle,
I want to let you know that I'm praying that the Lord will give you peace as you remember your wonderful daughter. This is a difficult time but God will carry you through this.

Regina(FOCUHS) <prv31wife@aol.com>
Goleta, CA - Friday, January 6, 2006 7:11 PM CST
Blessings of peace during this challenging anniversary season.
Stephanie Gayle (FOCUHS) <stephanie@sgjcommunication.com>
Belle Plaine, MN USA - Friday, January 6, 2006 11:25 AM CST
hi Nichelle, wanted you to know I am especially praying for you and your family this month. My little sister died at age 15 and I know how hard the anniversaries can be. Love, Sandy [alias edumom] from Focuhs
Sandra Brewster <edumom_b@yahoo.com>
- Friday, January 6, 2006 10:57 AM CST
Just wanted you all to know that I'm lifting up your family in prayer! I will fast for you all today. We love you.
Andreia (FOCUHS) <avaprod@aol.com>
Los Angeles, CA - Friday, January 6, 2006 10:28 AM CST
I am so sorry to read of another life taken much to soon from us who love them. I am almost a relative of yours, but not really. My Aunt Cleo is married to your grandfather (Leronzo), who is in our prayers now as well. I love the site you have created and invite you to visit my sons site at www.joshua-delaney.memory-of.com. I can't tell you what a wonderful help Cheryl has been for me in my time of need, and in reading about your lovely angel Adrienne, I know she was a special child and God needed her with him more. I grieve alongside you in the death of a child and it is a loss so unspeakable, that only GOD will help us all through this pain.
Kay Crawford <kalycec53@hotmail.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Wednesday, December 28, 2005 4:33 PM CST
Dropping by with warm and knowing hugs and tears as you celebrate the remembrance of Adrienne's birth. Praise God we grieve not as others grieve. Praise God it comforts us to know that we cannot even imagine the joy they are experiencing in our Lord's presence. Nevertheless, it is hard in this valley. Praise God, the best is yet to come! May our Lord's peace be yours, sister in Christ.

Yolanda Rogers <galatians5@truevine.net>
Altamonte Springs, FL USA - Sunday, December 25, 2005 5:16 PM CST
I write this entry in honor of my beautiful 1st born granddaughter Adrienne,who is celebrating her sweet 16th birthday with Jesus on December 25, 2005!! I miss you, so much and I will forever cherish our last Christmas together, December 25, 2002. I have your e-mail Christmas gift wish list of 2002 in the back of your picture in a frame. Every time I see the young ladies that I invited to celebrate with you and Brandice on your visit with me in Colorado one year, I can't help but think about you. As I see them driving now, I know you would be too! I remember trying to teach your Mom how to drive, and I am sure she remembers too!! (smile) On December 25, 2002 I was so amazed how Tre' drove his little car with Tyran as his passenger all around the block. I know you would be driving Brandice, Tre', and Charis around helping your Mom out.

I love you and I look forward to meeting again, and dancing with you before our Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ!!

Love,

Your Maternal Grandma

Cheryl A. Clark <cclark@csu.org>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Saturday, December 24, 2005 0:09 AM CST
Aloha... My name is Courtney. My mom is Lezet Pena... We knew you in the Azores... I am so sorry to hear about your daughter... I am only six months older than what she would be... Its so sad to hear because we are just not guarenteed tomorrow. Your daughter sounds like an amazing girl who touched a lot of hearts even in her short amount of life. I am sure you are so proud! I just wanted to say God bless and that you and your fmaily are in my prayers!
Much love from Christ above,
Courtney

Courtney <sislivin4god2004@yahoo.com>
Honolulu, HI USA - Tuesday, December 20, 2005 10:13 PM CST
I'm so sorry to have heard about the death of your daughter. I am so proud to hear of her accomplishments while here on this earth. You are so blessed to have had such a warrior for our Lord. God Bless you and Your family.

Love,
Lezet Pena
(Sister in Christ Always)

Lezet Pena <ljpena@msn.com>
Honolulu, HI USA - Tuesday, December 20, 2005 2:51 PM CST
Nichelle,
And family I just wanted you all to know that I am thinking of you today. You are continuously in my prayers.

Tony

Tony Robinson
Las Vegas, NV - Friday, December 9, 2005 11:50 AM CST
Dear Adrienne,
Just thought I'd leave something on your site. I already write you letters, but I wouldn't put any of them on here! That last gift turned out to be a dud. Something better will come along. Thanks anyway.
Love,

BrAnDiCe
- Friday, October 28, 2005 3:40 PM CDT
Good Morning,

I was just thinking about you and the family and all of the fun we had in Okinawa! My little alto coach, I know that you are praising and dancing your heart out. In an unselfish way I know that you have been protected from so much hurt and pain, and for that I am truly greatful. This world is going crazy and there is so much to be concerned about! I think of you because I know how your bedroom used to look...I know you had more important things to take care of! Chaniece's room is like that now and, boy oh boy Nichelle, thanks to you guys I don't worry too much. I take the time to appreciate. You all have been and will always be extremely special to me. Thanks for keeping this page going. I know that I haven't written in quit some time but, keep watch little angel! Mrs. Barbara

Barbara Green <greenbeans7@cox.net>
Fredericksburg, VA - Wednesday, October 5, 2005 7:48 AM CDT
Your story was very moving and my heart goes out to you.
Barbara
IL USA - Sunday, September 11, 2005 10:05 AM CDT
well i am a stranger but i was just reading about adrienne
and i feel for her and her family. i recently lost my aunt to ovarion cancer and my great grandmother of 14 years on september 11 2001 my aunt on december 27 2004 i almost lost my grandfather to a tumor also. so to her and her family you are all in my thoughts and hopes

carrie <tnkrbll291@aol.com>
fairborn, oh usa - Tuesday, August 9, 2005 0:27 AM CDT
Dear Adrienne,
I lost your last gift. I'm sorry.
Love,

Brandice
- Saturday, June 25, 2005 11:12 AM CDT
Dear Adrienne,
I'm wearing eyeshadow. Please don't hurt me.

Love,

Brandice
- Friday, May 13, 2005 0:34 AM CDT
Hello. My name is Erin and i recently found your website from a Neuroblastoma website. My son is currently at the Childrens Hospital in Minneapolis, MN and is fighting with Neuroblastoma. I thought that it was amazing how your daughter and my son were both born on Christmas Day. I will continue to keep you and your family in my thoughts and prayers.
My sons website :
www.caringbridge.org/mn/jasonk

Erin <ERQTERIN@AOL.COM>
Minneapolis, MN US - Thursday, April 28, 2005 4:22 PM CDT
Dearest Nichelle,

#1- Thank you so much for sharing the stories of Adrienne! I so enjoyed reading about her....I can just imagine her doing and saying all those things! I am sure she and Leilani are having a blast in heaven....great friends....dancing and praising the Lord and giggling about their silly mommies and our antics here....missing them so. One day we will all be together...and we will sing and dance and praise with them! Our complete joy overshadowing the pain we experienced on this earth without them. I have no doubt that we are family! We will all be reunited one day....eternally!

#2- Thanks so much for your advice! You know I value your opinion, you are so wise and such a good friend! I have actually decided to try for the other hopsital on the oncology floor...and your advice seems to be a confirmation that I am doing the right thing. After interviewing with the unit manager...I am pretty sure that this is where the Lord is sending me (the unit manager is a faithful Christian and a wonderful woman! WOW! The Lord is so good!) I know the Lord has a plan for me and I believe this is the next step. I hope to work on this wonderful floor for a few years as I continue my education and get my certifications for chemo and oncology...and then we'll see where the Lord takes me from there!

And finally my dear friend, please tell me, HOW IS THE NEW JOB?!!! I hope it is GREAT! You have worked for so long to get to this....I truly hope you find that it is better than you expected! Praying for many abundant blessings for you and your family!

Hope you all are doing well. I think of you so often....and truly look forward to the day we get to meet in person. I am sure it will be one day soon! Now that I am getting ready to graduate and start working...we will definitely have to plan a vacation in your direction!

Lots of Love, (((HUGS)))) and prayers!
Your friend and Sister in the Lord

Yvonne Fernandez, Mommy forever to Leilani

The Fernandez Family <yvonnengzs@rjia.net /// www.caringbridge.org/nc/leilani>
Mount Airy, NC - Friday, April 22, 2005 12:57 AM CDT
My daughter had an assignment to do in her english class. I was very surprised at what she chose. I know she was writing from her heart and I wanted to share with you all. We love you all and miss you lots. Shantel and family.

This I Believe
There are so many things that never crossed my mind until the day I went to the hospital to see my best friend, not knowing that it would be my last. To me there is nothing harder than losing a friend and when you do you will never forget it. Adrienne was my “Angel” she was everything a 14 year old girl could want in a friend, and more. Her death made me grow up spiritually and mentally, and realize that life can be too short and that you need to make the best, of it before it is gone. Now that doesn’t mean to be rebellious, and psychotic, and do something that can kill you or others, you still have to use your common sense. But not a day goes by that I don’t question what it would have taken to keep her alive. I feel that it is unfair that she is not here today. I think that I my self can make a change in finding cures for diseases and donating money to the funds, and doing walks for the cure, because I know and believe that every little bit will help. I hope that one day everybody will realize that they wi
ll need to start caring for the next generation to come, and that this will include our children and our children’s children, I believe that if we start now, that no one will die of cancer or tumors, or diseases that we have yet to find a cure. I know that that day will come, and no one will have to suffer, but I also know that it is going to take a while and in order to get there we will have to take it one step at a time, and I’m going to do my part. The question still remaining, are you going to do yours? This will not be an easy task but we will get there, and that is what I believe.......by Nekia T.

Shantel <sdtharps@yahoo.com>
Kyle, TX - Friday, April 8, 2005 10:27 AM CDT
My daughter had an assignment to do in her english class. I was very surprised at what she chose. I know she was writing from her heart and I wanted to share with you all. We love you all and miss you lots. Shantel and family.

This I Believe
There are so many things that never crossed my mind until the day I went to the hospital to see my best friend, not knowing that it would be my last. To me there is nothing harder than losing a friend and when you do you will never forget it. Adrienne was my “Angel” she was everything a 14 year old girl could want in a friend, and more. Her death made me grow up spiritually and mentally, and realize that life can be too short and that you need to make the best, of it before it is gone. Now that doesn’t mean to be rebellious, and psychotic, and do something that can kill you or others, you still have to use your common sense. But not a day goes by that I don’t question what it would have taken to keep her alive. I feel that it is unfair that she is not here today. I think that I my self can make a change in finding cures for diseases and donating money to the funds, and doing walks for the cure, because I know and believe that every little bit will help. I hope that one day everybody will realize that they wi
ll need to start caring for the next generation to come, and that this will include our children and our children’s children, I believe that if we start now, that no one will die of cancer or tumors, or diseases that we have yet to find a cure. I know that that day will come, and no one will have to suffer, but I also know that it is going to take a while and in order to get there we will have to take it one step at a time, and I’m going to do my part. The question still remaining, are you going to do yours? This will not be an easy task but we will get there, and that is what I believe.......by Nekia T.

Shantel <sdtharps@yahoo.com>
Kyle, TX - Friday, April 8, 2005 10:27 AM CDT
Nichelle - you made my day so much brighter, thank you for leaving such a sweet message and link. Your family is beautiful and the site is awesome. You really bring Adrienne's spirit to life with your words. I am working on that one... memories usually crash into tears. Our daughters are still here with us - and it was so good to be reminded that. *hugs* and God bless,
Tami, Celeste's mom www.caringbridge.org/pa/celeste <tsy2@pitt.edu or blessingsbyceleste@hotmail.com>
pgh, pa - Tuesday, March 29, 2005 11:30 PM CST
Alvin, Nichelle, Brandice, Trey and Charis
May the truth and promise of the Resurrection that we celebrate today surround you with hope and even joy. I bet Adrienne is involved in a big way with the celebrations up in heaven today. Dancing before the throne...bringing a smile to her King. We love you guys.

Shannon Ede <shannon@edefamily.net>
Round Rock, TX - Sunday, March 27, 2005 4:39 PM CST
Nichelle:

Thank you SO VERY MUCH for the poem that you posted on Noelle and Nicholas's page. It came at a time that I really needed to read the words that were there. THANK YOU AGAIN.

The agony that we feel from missing our children is a reflection of our love for them. I wonder so very often how Mary made it through Jesus's trials. She was some strong woman. I have heard of bereaved Mom's who exude joy since the loss of their children. I'm still working on that one. My heart will forever be heavy and the crosses that I bear will remain pierced deep within my heart. I take no day for granted and every thing that comes my way as a gift. I only wish I had them to share it with.

I will pray that you and your family have a Blessed Easter Holiday. May you feel His Loving arms around you in a very special way.

Noelle and Nicholas's Page

Marching Forth in Him for Them.

Wendy (Forever Loving Mommy of Noelle and Nicholas) <wbaber@triad.rr.com>
Winston Salem, NC USA - Thursday, March 24, 2005 7:46 PM CST
Nichelle & family,
Thank you for sharing your heart, your grief, and your love for Christ. Today I feel the presence of Christ even more after reading about your precious daughter and sister, Adrienne. I am so glad to know you!

A hymn that I love
"Nearer, still nearer, close to Thy heart,
Draw me, my Savior -- so precious Thou art!
Fold me, oh, fold me close to Thy breast.
Shelter me safe in that 'Haven of Rest'.
Nearer, still nearer, nothing I bring,
Naught as an off'ring to Jesus, my King;
Only my sinful, now contrite heart.
Grant me the cleansing Thy blood doth impart.
Nearer, still nearer, Lord, to be Thine!
Sin, with its follies, I gladly resign,
All of its pleasures, pomp and its pride,
Give me but Jesus, my Lord, crucified.

God bless you!
Carolyn Martinez

Carolyn Martinez <FromCarolynM@aol.com>
Leander, TX USA - Friday, March 18, 2005 9:32 AM CST
Hi Nichelle, I'm sorry for what you have had to endure. The suddenness and finality are so difficult. God Bless your angel and your family. Blessings to Brandice, you must miss your sister so much. Thinking of all of you. What a beautiful site you have created. Your Angel girl is proud, I'm sure. I hope your having a sun filled day today!
Love, Ellen
http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/seanhanson

Ellen Hanson <ehanson89@aol.com>
Cape Cod , Ma USA - Monday, March 14, 2005 1:53 AM CST
Hello and thank you for coming to my sons site. We are all here and follow each of our children like they were our very own. I just got through reading your story on your daughters webpage, wow, if you had only known. Praise God that she is now dancing with the angels. I can only imagine what they are up to there. I agree I often find myself going through moments where all i want to do is go to sites one by one, and just pray for those who are here and those who have gone beofre us! What a wonderful witness we all have to others. Take care and keep in touch! God Bless.....www.caringbridge.org/tx/kennedyskorner

Rachael m/o Angel Kennedy Tyler 10/16/94 - 10/15/04 <Rravenscott@yahoo.com>
Iowa Park, TX USA - Sunday, March 13, 2005 5:29 PM CST
I just found your site through another site. Your family is in my prayers.
Tina & Lance www.caringbridge.org/md/lance <lneonkia@comcast.net>
- Saturday, March 12, 2005 11:22 PM CST
Thinking of you all....

In my thoughts and prayers always!

Lots of LOVE and ((((HUGS))))

The Fernandez Family <yvonnengzs@rjia.net /// www.caringbridge.org/nc/leilani>
Mount Airy, NC - Thursday, March 10, 2005 10:38 AM CST
Dearest Nichelle,

Sorry I have not kept in touch. Though I have been busy with school and "life" you have never left my thoughts and prayers. Hope you all are doing well. Praying that the Lord continue to heal your hurting hearts. I know you never stop missing her...I miss Leilani now more than ever.

Sending lots of love and ((((HUGS))))) I know that one day we will be able to hug in person.....

Love, your sister in Christ,

Yvonne, Mommy forever to Leilani

PS. We sing that song, "I'll Fly Away" every week in church! I am so glad it is one of my pastor's favorite songs!

The Fernandez Family <yvonnengzs@rjia.net /// www.caringbridge.org/nc/leilani>
Mount Airy, NC - Monday, February 28, 2005 10:49 AM CST
Dear Adrienne,
It's "THAT" time again. The spelling bee is this Friday. I'm scared, Adrienne. If I don't win this one, I'll never get to the national competition. All the years of study, quizzes, tests, and other bees boil down to this. Wish me luck. I'll need all the help I can get.

Love,

Brandice
- Tuesday, February 8, 2005 3:33 PM CST
Nichelle,
I read what you wrote about your daughter and about missing her and it sounded so familiar. I found myself thinking as I read it, I have felt this way too. My little girl died a little over three years ago very suddenly and unexpectedly. Her name is Alayna and she was three at the time. We all miss her so much. I have two other children who are now 11 and 14. Alayna's older sister had a very close relationship with her. I know she misses her so very much in evrything that she does. When you talked about your girls it made me think of my two. Your daughter is so pretty. I don't usually sign guestbooks but there was just something in what you wrote that sounded so much like how I feel about my daughter, I had to write. You and your family are in my thoughts at this difficult time.
Karen

Karen
Blue Springs, MO - Thursday, January 27, 2005 8:11 PM CST
Thank you for sharing your daughters life with us. It brings such comfort to see how strong your faith is and how it is helping you through this. My 16 year old daughter passed away on 1-14-04. We have to hold on to all the wonderful memories they left us with and faith that we will all be together again, soon. God bless all of you.
Tamie Dodge <dodgecat2001@yahoo.com>
Lilburn, GA - Thursday, January 27, 2005 5:35 PM CST
Dear Nichelle & Alvin, you are in our prayers as the anniversary of Adrienne's Homegoing approaches. I wish I could wave a magic wand and make the pain go away. . .but mine never has. I wish I could tell you it gets easier. . .but I have not found it to be so. What it does is get deeper and richer and more meaningful and becomes something beautiful that our Lord can use to draw us and others to Himself. May His presence be real to you in a very special way. May you know His loving arms are holding you tight and that both He and Adrienne smile upon you.

In His Love,
Yolanda Rogers
http://www.galatians5.com

Mom to Anna <galatians5@truevine.net>
Altamonte Springs, FL USA - Friday, January 14, 2005 7:29 PM CST
Thank you for sharing your daughter with me for a brief moment. Adrienne is so amazingly beautiful, not only physiclaly but her spirit is amazing. How I wish she were still with this earth but I am sure that she is one of the most beautiful dancers in Heaven.
Tricia Cunningham <richandtricia@verizon.net>
Marion, OH USA - Friday, January 14, 2005 2:53 PM CST
Dearest Adrienne,
I knew your Mommy in High School. The last time I saw her was the day she married your Daddy. She was so beautiful in her wedding gown. I hugged her goodbye not knowing that it was going to be the last time I saw her for many years.
Our 20 year class reunion is coming up this year and I decided to look up some of my old classmates to see if they were coming to the reunion. When I started to look for your Mommy, I found you. My heart aches that I was not there for your Mommy during her times of great joy and deep sorrow.
When I read what your Mommy wrote about your love of singing and dancing, I thought of the song called "I can only Imagine" where the lyrics go:
Surrounded by Your Glory, what will my heart feel?
Will I dance for you, Jesus? Or in awe of You, be still?
Will I stand in Your presence, or to my knees will I fall?
Will I sing Hallelujah? Will I be able to speak at all?
I can only imagine! I can only imagine!

Are you dancing and singing for Jesus Adrienne? I will see you in Heaven dearest one.

Love Lisa

Lisa (Ford) McGrattan <lrmcgrattan@yahoo.com>
Mentor, Oh USA - Thursday, January 6, 2005 8:52 AM CST
My Dear Cousin Adrienne,

Not a day goes by when I don’t think about you…
I seem to think about you even more when this time of the year comes around. The end of December (your birthday) and the beginning of January (your home-going).

I wish we could have spent more time together; however, we were always so far apart. Every time I did see you, you and Brandice admired me so much. You and your sister would ask to play with my old Barbie’s and we’d all have fun. Well let me tell you, I’m the one that admires you and your sister!

I am just so proud of you and all you have accomplished at such a young age. You have such wonderful parents and with the help of the Lord, they all guided you into the “Beautiful Young Lady” you are today. I still carry a picture of you and Brandice in my wallet (I need to get one of Tre` and Charis).

I know you would have grown up to be so successful! Sometimes I still ask the Lord, “WHY?” However, I have no control over your future, only HE does. The Lord has more important plans for you….

~~~ Of course you know you and your family are always in my prayers! ~~~~~~

I Love You!
Always and Forever!
Your Big Cousin,
~Jennifer~

P.S. Just to let you know: I’ll be graduating from college next December with a major in Biology, Pre-Dentistry and a minor in Military Science. Jonathan, he’s down in Disney World working on his internship. He just graduated from Culinary School. He’ll be turning 20 in February (that is very scary). I’ll be the Big 22 in May!

Thanks for watching over us, the Angel that you are!!! :-) XOXOXO

Jennifer Blackwell <Jennifer.Lauren.Blackwell@us.army.mil>
Willingboro, NJ - Thursday, December 30, 2004 6:11 PM CST
Our thoughts and prayers are with you during this bittersweet holiday season. Praying that Jesus brings comfort and peace to your hearts amidst the pain.
Shannon Ede <shannon@edefamily.net>
Round Rock, TX - Wednesday, December 29, 2004 8:30 AM CST
Dear Nichelle, I love to look at Adrienne's lovely face ...as beautiful and pure as the roses next to her. Surely a child of God. We know your ever-present sorrow and sense of loss. While we carry within us the blessed hope of holding them again, we also carry our grief and on these days, their days, the pain will always be deeper, keener, lonelier. As her birthday approaches, may you know the comforting presence of our Lord in a special way.
In His Love,
Yolanda
http://www.galatians5.com

Mom to Anna <galatians5@truevine.net>
Altamonte Springs, FL USA - Friday, December 24, 2004 7:47 AM CST
This is our 2nd Christmas without my beautiful 1st born granddaughter: Adrienne Nichelle, and also her 15th birthday. I dressed up her little bear that I took from the last flowers that I sent to her on January 10, 2003, when I found out she was still sick from our last Christmas 2002 that we all spent together. I thank the Lord over and over that we made the trip to Austin for our final earthly Christmas, and her birthday in 2002.
Adrienne and Brandice met us at the airport with their Dad, not knowing we would be back again 22 days later to say a permanent earthly good bye. It is so important to cherish everyday we can. We almost did not make the trip because we had airline tickets with VanGuard Airlines, who went bankrupt. But the Lord blessed us to come on United by paying $80.00 more for our ticket, but it was well worth the money. God knew His plans,but I didn't.

As I purchased my traditional velvet dress for Miss Charis, my beautiful 5 year old granddaughter, I thought about the many Christmas (velvet) dresses that I had purchased for my 2 older beautiful granddaughters over the years. I loved to pick out those dresses!!

We have a great high priest who has gone into heaven, and he is Jesus the Son of God. That is why we must hold on to what we have said about Him. Jesus understands every weakness of ours, because he was tempted in every way that we are. But He did not sin! So, whenever we are in need, we should come bravely before the throne of our merciful God. There we will be treated with undeserved kindness, and we will find help. (The African-American Jubilee Edition: Holy Bible, Hebrews 4:14.

Love,

Grandma


Cheryl Clark-Maternal grandmother of Adrienne Nichelle <cclark@csu.org>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Tuesday, December 21, 2004 5:13 PM CST
I came over from Gabbie's site, when I saw the guest book entry you left. I am so sorry your beautiful daughter had to leave this earth way too soon. I do believe she is in the eternal presence of the Lord, but that doesn't stop your hearts from feeling broken and empty without her here with you. Your comment about people with such a loss as yours become more proficient at masking the pain to be a very true and profound statement. I know the holidays are such difficult times for those that have suffered such a great loss as yours. Please know that I will be remembering your precious Adrienne and praying for all of her family.
In His love,

Debbie Nagy
St. Louis, MO - Monday, December 6, 2004 8:08 AM CST

It is very obvious that Adrienne was a beautiful girl inside and out! You are a lovely family and you will be in my prayers. This page is a wonderful tribute to your very precious and special girl.
God Bless You..

With Love,
~Sara and Vic Hammer

www.caringbridge.com/mn/danielhammer <hammertime311@comcast.net>
Lakeland, MN USA - Friday, December 3, 2004 9:46 PM CST
Dear Nichelle,

You maybe do not remember me but we corresponded a little bit over a year ago. I fully agree with you that we are expected to mask our pain and that is what we are doing indeed. Masking the greatest pain.

I know you miss Adrienne so very, very much. We can trust God's plan and know that it is beautiful but our pain still marches on...until that glorious day we too are called home.

I'm so glad your family believes in the Savior.

God bless,
The Paquette's: Monica, John, Aubrey, Saint Gabbie, and Noah

Monica Paquette <mj.paquette@att.net>
Minneapolis, MN - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 7:34 PM CST
Nichelle and Alvin,
Just wanted you to know that you are still in my prayers along with your family. I cann't imagine the loss you feel. Close friends of ours lost their oldest 19 yr. old daughter in an accident, she was hit by a drunk driver. I know the holidays and special occasions are always the hardest to get through. Just know that you have many praying for you.
Blessings,

April PWFG
Pa USA - Friday, November 26, 2004 10:03 PM CST
Dear Adrienne,

The year is almost over. I've changed a lot. I don't think I'm as talkative as I used to be, but you probably think that's a good thing. I watched the parade like I always do, only this time I kept thinking how much better Akins High's band is than all the rest of them. But you know I'm biased ;). I missed you a lot today. I didn't have any one to help me wash the greens, and be totally grossed out with if we found a caterpillar. So Daddy washed them instead. Christmas is coming soon. I'm thinking about getting Charis her first Barbie. (shh, don't tell!) I saw the Incredibles. I don't think I'll ever enjoy that movie as much as I did the first time. Maybe it was because of the person I was sitting next to. (Thanks! ;) He won't take your place, but hey, a girl's got to get married sometime, right? Okay, so it's ten years away, but I can dream. Man, I miss being able to really talk to you about stuff like this. I have friends and everything, but they aren't the same as having a sister. Well, I have to go. Happy Thanksgiving, I guess.

Love,

Brandice
- Thursday, November 25, 2004 7:46 PM CST
I often visit your site to remind of your lovely daughter. Every visit I had I could tell what a great family you were. When my daughter took ill you were one of the first people that I wanted to call to pray with. I respect you and your husband so much. I have met so many people, but it is rare to meet a loving, spiritual, and caring family like yours. Even after all that you have been through, you still called me to check on my daughter to pray for her. I want to thank you so much. Tell Brandice she is growing up to be such a pretty young lady from that shy little girl peeking around the couch at me.
Cyushika Harper www. caringbridge.org/tx/cdaggs <ushika@austin.rr.com>
Round Rock, Tx - Tuesday, November 16, 2004 11:03 PM CST
Here are a couple of pictures I found that really amke me think of Adrienne. (The second one especially)

http://iam.homewithgod.com/christianstuff/engel/a15.gif

http://iam.homewithgod.com/christianstuff/engel11/ba7.gif

Nat
- Sunday, November 7, 2004 0:55 AM CST
Thank you Pastors Alvin & Nichelle, and Brandice. Your journal entry for 10/2004 ministered to my spirit. It made me take a pause and look at my own life, and those of my family. Thank you for reminding me to cherish every moment and value what God has given us. Each day is a gift with the people we love.

Leslie Marrero <lesmarrero@austin.rr.com>
Austin, TX USA - Wednesday, November 3, 2004 8:47 AM CST
P.S. My bat mitzvah was cool. My ring is really pretty. I have diamonds in mine! They are SUPER tiny. We are going to the East Coast soon, including NEW YORK! I'm so excited! Daddy is going to take us to the Smithsonian! That is so cool. I'll post pictures if they ever get developed.
Brandice <bootslarue@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, September 28, 2004 3:18 PM CDT
Dear Adrienne,
Wow. Its been a long time since I wrote to you. I'm doing so much now! There's Girl Scouts, Teen Court, College Prep, the grief support group, and debate club (not fun!). And, (ta-da!) I'm 13! A lot of good stuff has happened to me this year, especially that you-know-what with you-know-who that you started at the church anniversary. (BIG smile!) Of course, with everything good that happens, something bad happens too. Princess, my latest hamster, died on Sunday. I'm still sad, but not as sad as I was with the other hamsters. I had Princess for almost a year, and she was a year old when I got her, so for a dwarf hamster, she lived a long life. If Daddy lets me, I might get another one after I get over this cold. I get to wear nail polish now, and it is WAY neater than when I put it on your nails. Of course, I've had practice for the past few weeks, so I'm getting better. Some of the girls in my GS troop left. There aren't any new girls, even though I hope there will be later on this year. Elena and Sarah from One Accord are in Teen Court. I didn't recognize Sarah at first. My College Prep class is cool. I like my teacher. There are some new kids at the Christi Center support group. I don't know all of their names yet, but one of them looks like Chelsea. Kat and I are as close as ever, and she's addicted to Hello Kitty and Johnny Depp. So now I have someone to watch Edward Scissorhands with. Debate Club is a major drag. Period. But Mama says it will look good on my college transcript, so I have to do it. I might start taking violin lessons soon. I interviewed Pastor Johnson for a GS patch, and he said he played the violin too. Well, I have to go now. I'm going to bug Mama so she will update the website.
Love, Brandice

Brandice <bootslarue@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, September 28, 2004 3:07 PM CDT
I am moved by your faith and testimony. I found this website by accident...well let me rephrase there ARE NO accidents. I know only the Lord can give peace beyond understanding. He also will not give us more than we can bear. I can't imagine the pain of losing a child and I pray for your family's continued strength to press on. I know although we can't always understand he can bring blessings from our suffering. Praise God that we know we will see our loved ones again in heaven! I know the Lord is using you in a mighty way. The Lord spoke to me through you this morning regarding obedience which we know is not always easy but as you said "it's not about us", we are here to serve the Lord. Thank you for reaffirming that for me. God Bless you and your family and my prayers are with you.
Dionne Davidson <dionnedavidson@hotmail.com>
St Louis, MO USA - Tuesday, August 17, 2004 9:59 AM CDT
I was sitting here wondering about Alvin and Nichelle, Adrienne and Brandice. (I did not know about the last two blessings) when I found this page. In 1991, Nichelle was there as my Matron of Honor, she baked my cake, worked magic with my decorations, and was always there for me. Her baby girl, Adrienne, was my flower girl. January 26, 1992, Alvin and Nichelle became the GodParents of Emmanuel Demetrius Vaughn Perez, my son. She called my mother back in the states to let her know how things were going, and basically became my friend and spiritual leader. I would attend bible study at their home and just grew to love everything about them. I often thought about Alvin, Nichelle, Adrienne, and then Brandice. My departure from Germany was a sad one. I left a great spiritual family and a life that I had known for 4 years. As I was saying, I just happened to be thinking about the Nelsons and decided to see if I could find them online...I am so saddened to read the news of Adrienne's passing. Her picture in the garden is absolutely beautiful. My prayers, my heart, my love goes out to you Alvin and Nichelle. Adrienne you will always be my little flower girl.
Genine L. Perez, Emmanuel (Man-Man's) mommy.

Genine L. Perez <geninelperez@sbcglobal.net>
Little Rock, AR US - Monday, August 16, 2004 0:22 AM CDT
I know i haven't done this in a while....i guess i've just been busy....Adrienne, i miss you soooooo much....but i'm sure you're having a blast in the presence of our Lord and Savior...and in that aspect, i'm the tiniest bit jealous...but it's all good girl....I love you a million and one...Your family came down a few weeks ago...And they are all growing so much...and Charis reminds me of you...You were a little older than she is when we first met you...Ahh, that was a long time ago...Don't worry, hon, I know they miss you and i KNOW they will never forget you....and neither will I.....Lots of Love and Kisses and Special Wishes!!!
Angela Hancock
San Antonio, TX USA - Wednesday, July 28, 2004 10:32 AM CDT
Hello I am still in awe in how fast God can take some thing you cherish and love deeply and not allow them be here with us it is like there is since of belonging that when your here with a family you are suppose to stay now there is a void that can't be filled not a day goes by that I do not think of my dear friend she meant oh so very much to me, but i must force myself to realize that she was here for a purpose and she fufilled that purpose in my eyes. Adrienne i miss you and i am two months away from being fifteen and i'm learning how to drive I will begin my first year of high school in the fall and I play basketball and run track. I Have to go now. Family i love you all very much and i am still continuing to pray for you Love Nekia
Nekia Tharps <ntharps13@yahoo.com or nekiatharps@hotmail.com>
Kyle, TX USA - Monday, July 26, 2004 11:31 PM CDT
Dear Nichelle, thank you so very much for your June 19th entry. Jacob's limp, yes. Jacob's limp, Paul's thorn. What a merciful, gracious, wise and loving Lord we serve who takes our weakness, pain, burden, brokenness and creates of it something of beauty and purpose in His eyes making us more like Jesus. Halleluya what a Saviour!!

In His Love,
Yolanda
http://www.galatians5.com

Mom to Anna <galatians5@truevine.net>
Altamonte Springs, FL USA - Monday, July 12, 2004 7:06 AM CDT
Hi. This is Kendra from Loving Hearts 4 Orphans. Wow what a beautiful site. I am so thankful you left it in the guest book. So can you please e-mail me and let me know more of your visit there. I was so amazed to see that. Thank you again. I will have you in my prayers and thoughts always as your site touched my heart. Have a glorious day and best wishes to you and your family.
Kendra Eden Fink <kendraeden78@hotmail.com>
Stuttgart, Germany - Thursday, June 17, 2004 1:59 PM CDT
Hey Nichelle!

Had to stop by to say.... I LOVE YOU!

Please know that no matter how busy I am...I think of you soooooooo often. I really am so blessed to know you. We live so far away...and yet you have blessed me so much with your wisdom and testimony.....I really do love you my sister!

Please know that you continue to be in my prayers. Yes, my friend, I sooooo know what you mean by "walking wounded." We are bound by the common pain that we share. Yes, not a day goes by that we do not miss our precious little girls.....yet at the same time, not a day goes by that we do not thank the Lord for the BLESSINGS He has given us, most importantly, our Salvation and the precious promise that we WILL BE reunited withour girls for eternity. So blessed to know that our girls were saved...that they LOVED the Lord...and we have that peace of knowing that they are safe in the arms of Jesus.....awaiting our reunion!

My last journal entry on Leilani's page has some good news....I'll let you read it there! (smile)

We love you my dear friend. Praying for you and your family....and for a trip to Texas asap too....(smile).

With much Love in HIm....
Your Friend/sister in the Lord,

Yvonne, Mommy forever to Leilani

The Fernandez Family <yvonnengzs@rjia.net /// www.caringbridge.org/nc/leilani>
Mount Airy, NC - Thursday, June 10, 2004 10:45 AM CDT
God Bless you and your family. Love, Nikki
Nikki Marie
Barbourville, KY USA - Wednesday, June 9, 2004 0:44 AM CDT
God Bless you and your family. Love, Nikki
Nikki Marie
Barbourville, KY USA - Wednesday, June 9, 2004 0:44 AM CDT
Hey Nichelle!

I am so sorry for not keeping in touch lately....I had finals and I was in a play, so between, work, school, rehearsals...etc....I had no time for anything. I honestly did not even study for my final exams...there was too much to do, no time, so I just took my chances. The Lord was with me though....I passed everything!

Again, I am so blessed by your journal entry!!! I really do have to make it PRIORITY to come check in regularly. You always have wise words that bless me. Yes....we LONG for heaven, and that's the way it should be. Just like you said, losing our daughters has helped us to focus on the eternal....what really matters! And the Family Picture....Oh, I know too well how you feel about that. I have often said that there will never again be a true "family picture".... it can never be complete. One thing to think about...I have seen lots of family pics with the image of a lost loved one digitally added....looks just like they were all there together! You couldn't tell the difference. The first time I saw that I cried! Monica Paquette had Gabbies picture added to the photo of her children...she was pregnant with little Noah when Gabbie died....so to see a picture of Noah, Aubrey AND GABBIE just touched my heart so! The only way I would consider having another family picture taken is if we add Leilani too. You can do the same with Adrienne.....we know our little pricesses are always with us anyway.

Well, my friend, now that things are slowing up a bit maybe I can sneak in a phone call soon! My husband talks constantly about going to visit you guys! Lord willing.....I will finish school next year, hopefully we can afford a vacation then!

I pray that He fill you with His peace and continue to heal your hurting heat! We love you guys!

Blessings and Much Love......

Yvonne

The Fernandez Family <yvonnengzs@rjia.net /// www.caringbridge.org/nc/leilani>
Mount Airy, NC - Friday, May 14, 2004 4:16 PM CDT
I know the hope we have because Jesus rose from the dead and makes eternal life possible for us, brings you peace. I'm so thankful we get to KNOW that Adrienne is with Jesus. How interminable the pain for those who don't have that comfort. May your family rest in His loving arms and receive the comfort that HE best gives. xo
Shannon Ede <shannon@edefamily.net>
Round Rock, TX - Wednesday, April 14, 2004 6:59 PM CDT
Hi Nelsons,
I just figured out how to take pictures from the internet and put them as computer wallpaper. I'm not sure how legal it is, but I put Adrienne's picture as our computer's wallpaper(the backround on the screen). I hope you do not mind. It looks beautiful.

Shaney Lee <Gods_Dancing_Beauty@gccattic.org>
Austin, TX USA - Tuesday, April 13, 2004 10:16 AM CDT
Nichelle, you'right. Seeing the Passion is a must. No one can doubt God's love seeing what He went through. It showed too how different God's ways are from our ways and how little we really can understand on this side. It hurts to know that you can so empathize with Mary in wanting with every cell in your being to help take away the pain and suffering and yet feeling so helpless. I know the COMFORTER holds you close and you trust in His plan, even though it defies understanding. Someday...it will be revealed. Our love and prayers for your family continue.
Shannon Ede <shannon@edefamily.net>
RR, TX - Sunday, March 7, 2004 7:53 PM CST
Your daughter was very beautiful. I thank you for sharing her story with us. May God continually lift you up and give you peace and comfort.
Moe Edwards <moeazalea@msn.com>
Lawrenceville, Ga USA - Wednesday, February 18, 2004 8:10 AM CST
Oh God BLESS YOU ALL and send you a SPECIAL BLESSING on this day is my prayer... I saw your link on TCF Atlanta online and I can say I was BLESSED this day with your sharing Adrienne's site with me.. GOD BLESS!!!! Please know I am saying a prayer for you all today....I also tried to send you an email. Hope you received it..In Christian Love and Prayers....Peg
Peggy Miller <peggyth@bellsouth.net>
Bogalusa, La USA - Wednesday, February 18, 2004 7:04 AM CST
Greetings to the family of the most remarkable little girl I have ever had the pleasure of reading about. Her faith, talent, and pureness of heart had to have been too much for mere mortals to keep for ourselves, that must be why she was called up to heaven to be in the company of fellow Angels. What a beautiful child, inside and out. Your family is blessed to have had her even for a short while ... may your pain be eased knowing oneday you will be together again. She dances for an audience greater than earth has known and watches over you. Maybe the children are not pretending she is present during their play as the love she had for her family is everlasting and she will always be there in their hearts.

Blessings and prayers,

Shari m/o Nicole
www.caringbridge.org/nm/nicole

Shari McElroy <ShariMcElroy@aol.com>
belen, nm usa - Wednesday, February 11, 2004 5:24 PM CST
Dear Nichelle...Thank you for the beautiful entry in my grandson's guestbook. You're a very special person. The pictures are beautiful. You're entire family is in my thoughts and prayers.

Much love...

Terry Snyder (Angel Jalen's "Am-Maw") http://www.caringbridge.org/fl/jalen <vix207@aol.com>
Royal Palm Beach, FL - Sunday, February 8, 2004 8:01 PM CST
Dear Adrienne,
How are you doing? Nevermind, dumb question. It's hard to belive you have been gone a whole year. I wish you could have been here. A lot of stuff happened last year. Most of it was bad, but a few things were good. I have a new hamster. Her name is Princess. She is tan and white and she is a dwarf. My previous science teacher bought her for me. I'm in Girl Scouts now too. I was the top salesperson in my troop for the Fall product sale. You wouldn't recognize our room if you came back. Daddy bunked our beds again and I sleep on the top bunk. Charis is moving in soon, even though I really don't want her to, and she is going to sleep in your bed, which is still on the bottom. I forgot to tell you, Mama has a guinea pig. Her name is Sheba. Are all of our other pets up there? If they are, then you must already know what happened to Cotton. Jazz is still here though. but back to our room. It is purple, and I have what you always wanted in there. No, it isn't a lava lamp, it's a tv. I am saving up to buy a DVD-VCR player, but it may take a while to get that much money. I want to buy a camcorder too, but while I don't have one, I just use the one we already have. We are going to Disney World in May. It will be really hard going without you. Daddy said we might buy an Odyssey like the Cyphers. I will be turning 13 this year. Mama said she would get my eyebrows waxed, so they're even. I don't think I like that idea, it sounds painful to me. Oh, I saw Summer Ann at our church anniversary. She stayed at our house for the night. We talked for hours! I wish you had been there. I met Dr. Kelly too. He's nice. And funny. He preached at the banquet. I have to go now. Princess send her love, even though she doesn't know who you are.
Love,
Brandice

Brandice <bootslarue@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, February 4, 2004 11:58 AM CST
Hi Nichelle,
This is my first visit and I'm very sorry to hear about your loss. Adrienne is a beautiful girl! I will keep you in my prayers and pray that the Lord is with you always in the coming year as you travel along this bumpy and difficult road with Adrienne watching over you from above.

Kathy H.
Thousand Oaks, CA - Tuesday, February 3, 2004 9:43 PM CST
Nichelle, I just want you to know that you still have pws praying for you. My dd's middle name is Nichelle so it is easy for me to remember to pray for a special sister friend in the Lord! Never forget that you are loved and cared for more than you will ever know! I pray for God's continued blessings, peace and healing for you and the whole family! <>< prechurzwife@yahoo.com <>< (Bonnie B in NC)
Bonnie Black <prechurzwife@yahoo.com>
Hendersonville, NC US - Friday, January 30, 2004 11:55 PM CST
You guys are a true inspiration....


Grace and Peace
Aunt Sharon

Sharon Travis
Austin, TX - Tuesday, January 27, 2004 5:04 PM CST
Adrienne seems like such a great girl. What a wonderful page in dedication for your daughter. All that she has done for the Lord will certainly be remembered by us all.
Only what you do for the Lord lasts. The Lord bless you as you continue life in Him, until you see her again soon, for life is just a breath. Love, Becki and Mike Bova

Becki & Michael Bova <bova777@yahoo.com>
New York Mills, NY USA - Sunday, January 25, 2004 10:14 AM CST
Dearest Nichelle and Alvin,

Thinking of you all and keeping you in our prayers. I pray that He fill you all with His peace and strength and that He heal your hurting hearts....for only He can.

I so enjoyed talking to you on the phone Nichelle. You know my husband has mentioned several times since that as soon as we get a new car, the first trip we are going to take is to Texas to visit you guys! He is talking alot about maybe moving there (see what you started Nichelle?) (smile). We really do look forward to the day when we can visit you guys.

Well, we pray for a blessed and happy week for you guys!

With Much Love in Him,

Yvonne & Jose

The Fernandez Family <yvonnengzs@rjia.net /// www.caringbridge.org/nc/leilani>
Mount Airy, NC - Monday, January 19, 2004 11:42 AM CST
The Nelson Family,
I'm not even sure what to write. I'm so sorry for your loss. For the loss of Adrienne to everyone who knew her and she blessed them. She was so sweet, very smart and LOVED THE LORD. I'll try and contact you. I'll be praying for your entire family. I Love you guys!

Maya
Tacoma, WA USA - Saturday, January 17, 2004 2:51 PM CST
The the Nelson Family,
I cannot tell you how heavy my heart is after reading Adrienne's story.. My son Jason was also baptized in the spirit at age 4 1/2 and he also played the piano by ear. They are both now in the Heavenly Choir of Angels...Playing, dancing and singing to the Lord himself... I am so sad for you and so sad for me.. We are the less fortunate ones, as we have lost our precious children, but God is faithful and God is just and they now know a love so pure and sweet....
Please know that we will be with them again.
With much love
Kay, Jason's mom forever www.geocities.com/jaysplacedrumon/

Kay Kelley-Moretti <Kateymore@aol.com>
Westport, CT USA - Saturday, January 17, 2004 7:12 AM CST
Hi, I just reread the short history of your daughter, Adrienne. This must be a really difficult time for you and I am so sorry. I also want to thank you for being so supportive to my sister, Lorraine, who lost her son Nolan to this same cancer, and to so many other families. You are a special lady. I lost my husband this past October to cancer and the pain seems to get worse and worse. My love and prayers to you all.
~Tess

Tess Baker <tndbkr@aol.com>
CA - Friday, January 16, 2004 9:14 PM CST
I am so very sorry for the loss of your daughter. I can tell from the website that she was loved so very much. I too lost a son to a brain tumor as well as a daughter and son to a heart defect. Please know that my thoughts are with you and your family. Our story is at the URL below.

www.geocities.com/heartland/stream/2668/index.html

Joeann <jopo@peoplepc.com>
Oh US - Friday, January 16, 2004 4:33 PM CST
I stumbled onto this website by accident...and am so glad that I did. I don't believe there are "accidents"...just times when God chooses to be anonymous. Your daughter was beautiful and precious and I look forward to the day when I may be priveleged enough to meet her in Heaven. God bless you all...
Karen Gill <KarenG1026@aol.com>
Carrollton, GA USA - Friday, January 16, 2004 12:21 AM CST
Dear Nichelle and Family to Beautiful Adrienne:
I read your TCF writing today (1-15) and was so "touched" at the story of your Daughter, particularly when you wrote
"Grandma, do NOT cry." She turned to me and
said, "Mom, I'm not going anywhere, but if I do go,
I'm going to be with Jesus." I look forward to sharing more with you about our daughters in Heaven, our youngest daughter Michelle Marie (1984~1993) was so much like your Adrienne. Please visit Michelle at www.geocities.com/michellemaries and let us email one another very soon for i too am an Air Force "cadette" and we seem to have alot in common. In His Love, CindyJo JOHN 10:28-29

CindyJo Greever <michellesmama@hotmail.com>
Colbert (Spokane), WA. USA - Friday, January 16, 2004 2:17 AM CST
This story has touched my heart...a little girl withso much courage and love. I am sure she is dancing with our Lord
Tracy <tracydarna@earthlink.net>
Bokeelia, Fl USA - Thursday, January 15, 2004 12:34 AM CST
Thank you so much for sharing your daughter, Adrienne with me. This is a beautiful page. Your daughter is such a beautiful angel. I'm sure she has met my son, Shawn-Bert. May our Great Spirit enfold you in His caring hands and sent to you on the wings of eagles...gently comfort and a quiet peace.
Vivian Little, Shawn-Bert's mom, Forever 26 <vivian.little@martinmarietta.com>
San Antonio, TX USA - Thursday, January 15, 2004 8:17 AM CST
I learned of your daughter Adrienne's webpage through TCF of Atlanta today. She must be one of the most beautiful Angels in Heaven. I have a 14 yr. old daughter who resides there also, and I like to think that Katie has crossed paths with your daughter. They seem to have so much in common~ I will pray for you during this most difficult of days, and please remember our family also.
Much Love in the Lord,
Sherry C./ Georgia

Sherry <southernhalo_14@hotmail.com>
GA USA - Thursday, January 15, 2004 3:32 AM CST
I am sure that tomorrow will be a difficult day for you all as an anniversary that you would rather not have occur will occur anyway. I just want you to know that although I may not often let you know (because I am not good with words) I am thinking about you all and most importantly praying for you. I pray that God gives you an extra measure of strength and peace tomorrow. I miss her, too.
Jenni Lee <jennilynnlee@earthlink.net>
Austin, TX USA - Wednesday, January 14, 2004 2:14 PM CST
It was hard when December 25 came and pasted and now with Janurary 15 approaching even harder for me. You know we all called you guys from my house every Christmas night at dinner. I couldn't get through but knew if I did we would have just cried the whole time, just like I am now typing. But there is not a day that goes by that I don't think about my neice. I miss her. I have a picture of her and Brandice that sits on my kitchen counter.I get to see her everyday and she gets to watch over me. Yeah, making a mess in the kitchen!! I know this is a difficult time right now, but GOD is keeping a watchful eye on you and has you in the palm of HIS hands. As soon as spring gets here and I am able to plant my seeds from her Home Comming in my garden at my new house, it will be call Adrienne's Garden. It wll have a garden stone with her name and a picture of her to watch over it. But I just wanted to let you know that I'm thinking of you all and you're all in my prayers. Love your sister, Gaye
gaye taylor <gaye.taylor@dop.state.nj.us>
willingboro, nj - Tuesday, January 13, 2004 11:39 AM CST
Nichelle, I so appreciated reading your precious web page inserted in MT Daily. I feel your pain, and pray for you this day. Thank you so much for including MTD in your willingness to share. You are going to continue to comfort many lives, as you make this available. I pray for your peace and the peace of Jerusalem at this difficult time in history. (I sign my posts ~yo~).
Diana Gish <dianagish@cox.net>
Tempe, Az USA - Sunday, January 4, 2004 8:45 PM CST
Adrianne's Family,
May God Bless you in this time of Pain. I know that you are so very proud of Adrianne sheis so beautiful and how her story touced my heart. I do understand about being glad that Chrismas is over we are to.Its just to hard to do and being Happy is the hardest thing to do when your world has fell apart around you. We to lost our Daughter in Aug of 2003 its still so new. What helps me is to know that God only takes the extra special ones early. and I truly belive thatall the children that have to fight for there days on earth are sent to earth with hidden wings. and that helps some of the time but just one more touch or kiss. but to know they are dancing with Jesusis a beautiful thought that we should all live our lives according to his word so we can all dance with him and with our Angels again someday.
www.caringbridge.org/tn/kayla
this is my Little Angel Princesses site if you would like to visit. We will keep you and your family in our prayers and May God always be with us
Warmly

April Harris <sh6Hrr@aol.com>
Charlotte, TN USA - Saturday, January 3, 2004 10:50 AM CST
Nelson Family, I've been thinking of you all a lot over the past few weeks. I wanted you to know you are often in my prayers.
Please know that even when it hurts...God is loving you so much.

Andreia Gray (FOCUHS)
Los Angeles, CA USA - Friday, January 2, 2004 2:19 PM CST
Hello Pastors Nelson!

I wanted to call you on Christmas, but I knew it was a very special and sensitive time for you all. And sometimes you just don't know what to say to a grieving family. But I just wanted you to know that I AM thinking about your family and Adrienne, and that I also miss her smile and her dance. Be encouraged and know that you are all loved and in our prayers!
Minister Angela,
Agape Christian Ministries

Minister Angela D. Brown <Angela_D_Brown@Dell.com>
Austin, TX USA - Tuesday, December 30, 2003 12:13 AM CST
I want you to know you're on my heart and certainly in my prayers. Blessings to you.
Khalita My Caringbridge Site Duke Peds BMT Aplastic Anemia <khalita@hecaresonline.org>
Lexington, NC - Monday, December 29, 2003 10:45 AM CST
Hi Angel Adrienne. I'm thinking of you this Christmas day and the day you came to the Earth. I pray that your family may find some peace and joy as you celebrate Christmas in Heaven. Perhaps you've met my Codi Bug there.

Love,
Loni and Angel Codi
www.codibug.com

Loni <salemdualsport@aol.com>
Salem, OR USA - Thursday, December 25, 2003 3:40 AM CST
Dear Nelson Family, here I am again remembering your grief, remembering your sense of loss, remembering your sorrow and yearning. I remember because I also know this heaviest of burdens and can feel your pain. I also rejoice and thank our Lord we can also share your hope and His precious promise of Heaven. Halleluya! May the remembrance of Adrienne's birth, very special life with you this side of Glory and the assurance of eternity with our Lord and her bring comfort, peace, light and encouragement to your souls.
Yolanda Rogers, Mom to Anna, http://www.galatians5.com - <galatians5@truevine.net>
Altamonte Springs, FL USA - Wednesday, December 24, 2003 7:32 PM CST
Praying for peace in your heart this holiday season.

Much love...

Terry Snyder (Angel Jalen's "Am-Maw") http://www.caringbridge.org/fl/jalen <vix207@aol.com>
Royal Palm Beach, FL - Wednesday, December 24, 2003 6:32 PM CST
Alvin and Nichelle
Our thoughts and prayers are with you this Christmas. I know it will be doubly hard and we are praying for extra amounts of grace to flood your home as you feel your loss so intensely. May Jesus' comfort ease your pain.

Shannon Ede <shannon@edefamily.net>
Round Rock, TX - Tuesday, December 23, 2003 8:25 AM CST


Dearest Nichelle

I'm just thinking about you and your family, as I always do. I know this Christmas will be especially hard. We are praying for you daily. There isn't day that goes by that I don't think about Mama Dear and Adrienne. I still think about Dane, but the pain isn't as great. So I know with time, it will get a little easier.

I called you on Thanksgiving, but Alvin said you were sleeping. If you have watched the video of your first Thanksgiving in your new home in 2000, I pray there was comfort to see Adrienne smiling and yes, dancing.

Lealona Bouwie <nbouwieii@aol.com>
Wichita, Ks United States - Monday, December 22, 2003 5:21 PM CST
My first Christmas in Heaven
I see the countless Christmas Trees around the world below, With tiny lights like heaven's stars reflecting on the snow.
For I am spending Christmas with Jesus Christ this year.
I hear the many Christmas songs that people hold so dear,
But the sounds of music can't compare with th