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Thinking of you and praying that you are making it through the holidays.
Love
Ricki Lea

RIcki Lea Moore <dougandrickilea@valornet.com>
Lexington, OK - Saturday, December 30, 2006 9:40 PM CST
Merry Christmas Darren. I miss you and love you bunches!!
Thinking and praying for the family over the holidays.

Lori Shaddon <shaddonl@student.swosu.edu>
Clinton, OK - Monday, December 25, 2006 11:00 AM CST
Dear DeAnn,
I was thinking of different ones and you came to mind. I'm wishing you'll the best during the holidays. Give Race a hug from us.
Love,
Elena

Elena Briscoe
Altus, OK USA - Saturday, December 23, 2006 3:01 PM CST
I love the poem and have been thinking of you and all of Darren's family. He really really loved you all. Merry Christmas the Miller's.
Cathy Miller <cathy.miller@oesc.state.ok.us>
CLINTON, ok USA - Monday, December 18, 2006 7:00 AM CST
just missing Darren! In my heart i can still hear his laugh.
Cathy Miller <cathy.miller@oesc.state.ok.us>
CLINTON, ok USA - Thursday, December 14, 2006 3:50 PM CST
Just thinking and praying for you all around the holidays!
Lori Shaddon <shaddonl@student.swosu.edu>
Clinton, OK USA - Saturday, December 9, 2006 6:35 PM CST
I love the poem. I'm sure Race is growing and so cute! Take care, always thinking of you.
Audra <audra@bobbylehew.com>
- Friday, December 8, 2006 0:02 AM CST
Hi DeAnn,
Just thinking of Darren.
Love,
Jenae

j.standingwater@cox.net <j.standingwater@cox.net>
Edmond, OK - Thursday, November 30, 2006 12:19 AM CST
I also sat and cried through the poem. It's beautiful and i too wonder why-someday i hope Darren will explain it to me himself when we meet again with no tears or pain.
Cathy Miller <cathy.miller@oesc.state.ok.us>
CLINTON, ok USA - Thursday, November 30, 2006 11:26 AM CST
WoW.. I cried all the way through that poem.. the part about the friends is so true.. everytime I visit Darren's grave I find myself angry and asking God why him why him. You are so strong DeAnn I truly admire you!
Lori Shaddon <shaddonl@student.swosu.edu>
Clinton, OK - Tuesday, November 28, 2006 7:07 PM CST
During Thanksgiving I thought a lot about Darren as usual. I remembered all the fun times we had together. I miss him dearly, but I know he isn't suffering anymore. I'm so thankful he and I became close friends. He made an amazing impact on my life and will forever be in my heart!
I love you LiL D!

Lori Shaddon <shaddonl@student.swosu.edu>
Clinton, OK - Sunday, November 26, 2006 5:52 PM CST
Thinking and praying for you this week. (as always)
I love the Christmas pic!

Shelly <trblforbes@aol.com>
Purcell, OK USA - Friday, November 24, 2006 7:44 AM CST
Thinking of you all and wishing you the best of Holidays!

Love,

Elena

Elena Briscoe
Altus, ok - Wednesday, November 22, 2006 6:54 PM CST
Thinking and praying for you and your family this Holiday Season.
Love Jamie

Jamie Angel Camerons mommy forever <jamie.carey@cox.net www.caringbridge.org/ok/cameronc>
- Wednesday, November 22, 2006 3:58 PM CST
Thinking of you.
Love,

audra <audra@bobbylehew.com>
- Wednesday, November 22, 2006 8:24 AM CST
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YOUR ALWAYS ON MY MIND TAKE CARE .


LOVE ALWAYS BRENDA MY LOVING DAD'S SITE <brurka@shaw.ca>
EDMONTON ,ALBERTA Canadian Flag, - Monday, November 20, 2006 3:15 PM CST
I have found myself thinking of Darren a lot the past few weeks, with hunting season and the holidays coming up. Chris misses Darren so much it's like a part of him is missing. He talks about the fun and CRAZY things they did. We love him so much and miss him.
Cathy Miller <cathy.miller@oesc.state.ok.us>
CLINTON, ok USA - Monday, November 20, 2006 1:15 PM CST
Hi DeAnn,

I am thankful I was able to know Darren. At church Sunday the preacher talked about death and life and something he said made me feel better about death. It was....We are spiritual beings having a human experience on our journey of life. Some have a longer human experience than others, but those who believe in God live on through their spiritual journey. Who knows what Darren is doing on his journey now, but I know it is great!!

Love,
Jenae

Jenae <j.standingwater@cox.net>
Edmond, OK - Monday, November 20, 2006 9:01 AM CST
Hi DeAnn,
Just thinking of Darren!!
Love,
Jenae

jenae <j.standingwater@cox.net>
Edmond, OK - Friday, November 17, 2006 12:52 AM CST
Just checking in. Thinking of you as the holidays approach. Take care, I know you are enjoying little Race so much.
Audra <audra@bobbylehew.com>
- Sunday, November 12, 2006 11:16 PM CST
I just watched a movie spent most of the time crying, it reminded me so much of Darren. I miss him so much each and every day especially around the holidays. I don't know how you manage. I was only a friend; to you all who are family I pray, I can't imagine being in your shoes. His legacy will live on forever. What an amazing 15 year old hero! You all are in my thoughts and prayers!
Lori Shaddon <shaddonl@student.swosu.edu>
Clinton, OK - Sunday, November 12, 2006 0:01 AM CST
Hey just sitting here thinking about darren. I heard the song skin the other day and oh how it reminds me of him. I miss you darren! You all are in my thoughts and prayers.

Lori Shaddon <shaddonl@student.swosu.edu>
Clinton, OK - Sunday, October 29, 2006 5:38 PM CST
Hey .. Just checking in.. You are in my thoughts and prayers!
Lori Shaddon <shaddonl@student.swosu.edu>
Clinton, OK - Monday, October 23, 2006 4:54 PM CDT
Hi DeAnn,
I still have several things of Noah's around the house. It brings more comfort than anything else. Sorry for the loss of Grandpa but I am sure Darren was stoked to get to see him! I'll check in on you again soon. Many Hugs!

Shelly <trblforbes@aol.com>
Purcell, OK - Saturday, October 21, 2006 11:30 AM CDT
Just checking in. I have a box beside my bed with some of Daniel's things. I like to have them near. His clothes are in the attic. I'm going to take your idea of making a quilt with them, if I can bear to go through them. I know Darren is excited to be with his grandpa, I'm sorry for you and your grandmother though.. Thinking of you and your sweet new baby.
Audra <audra@bobbylehew.com>
- Monday, October 16, 2006 11:04 PM CDT
I wanted to tell you all about a story Chris told me this weekend. I thought Darren had told them all, but i missed this one. Chris said one night they were out running around (with a few other boys including Parker) and they saw a deceased racoon in the road that was not messed up. Chris said they then remembered seeing an old vacuum cleaner in a dumpster behind McDonalds, so they picked up the racoon and went and got the vacuum. He didn't tell me whose house they did this to, but he said they put the racoon up on the porch and leaned it up so it was in a standing position, he said they then put its hands (or paws) on the vacuum like it was vacuuming and rang the door bell and ran!!! He said they watch the porch light come on, but couldn't see the people that answered the door. I asked him if he though those poor people could hear them laughing from the distance. I laughed so hard i about cried, i could just see those boys sitting that poor little racoon up on someone's porch, but hey no one got hurt so it wasn't a bad thing-very funny--- what a mess those boys were!!! i dont know anyone else that would think to put the racoon and vacuum together!!!
Cathy Miller <cathy.miller@oesc.state.ok.us>
Clinton, ok USA - Monday, October 16, 2006 3:53 PM CDT
Hi DeAnn,

I love all my Halloween memories I have of Darren when he was just a little guy!! I miss him.

Love,
Jenae

Jenae <j.standingwater@cox.net>
Edmond, OK - Monday, October 16, 2006 3:53 PM CDT
Hey! Just stopping in to say hello! I don't think Darren would mind the shrine! He always loved to be looked at. I miss him bunches!
Lori Shaddon <shaddonl@student.swosu.edu>
Clinton, OK - Saturday, October 14, 2006 8:50 PM CDT
Just thinking about Darren. Chris came home from college yesterday for fall break it still seems empty to see Chris without his buddy, Darren. We had the Tulsa State Fair show this past weekend and while sitting around on the show boxes, we really missed Darren being with us, he was always so much fun and always up to something- we miss him bunches!
Cathy Miller <cathy.miller@oesc.state.ok.us>
Clinton, ok USA - Thursday, October 12, 2006 2:52 PM CDT
Hi DeAnn,

Just thinking of Darren!!

Love,
Jenae

jenae <j.standingwater@cox.net>
edmond, ok - Friday, October 6, 2006 9:18 AM CDT
Hey! I love that picture! He always had the cutest smiles! He has been on my mind a lot lately! I will always be missing him. So sorry to hear about your loss. You will be in my prayers!
Lori Shaddon <shaddonl@student.swosu.edu>
clinton, ok - Monday, October 2, 2006 2:53 PM CDT
hi all, I just went by to see Darren, just to say hi and let him know how much we miss him and love him. Looking out from his place you can see several miles, through the wheat field, the hills and it is so pretty, and i always think how beautiful it is where he is. I just want all of his family to know we are always thinking of him and remembering the delight he brought into our lives. Thank you so much for letting him stay with Chris and hang out, We know it had to be hard to share him and we thank you from the bottom of our hearts for allowing him into our lives. He taught us the most important lesson of our lives, which is how valuable life is and to live each day to the fullest, the small things dont matter. Thank you Darren, we miss you and love you forever. May GOD bless your family in every way. We will see you in heaven... Darren loved you all, mom, dad,Robert, grandmas, grandpa, aunt lori, elliots, he always gleamed when he talked about each of you. And as we all know Darren loved to talk, it was never quite when he was around!!!!!which we enjoyed so much.
Millers <cathy.miller@oesc.state.ok.us>
clinton, o usa - Thursday, September 28, 2006 4:49 PM CDT
Dear DeAnn, Robert and Race,

You both are probably glowing with love for Mr.Race! I hope your getting lots of rest. I was 38 when I had Brian and shortly afterwards turned 39! I wouldn't change anything except for NO CANCER! We think of you guys often.

We aren't suppose to get our truck back from Trick My Truck until a week before Christmas! That is what they are pushing for. We hope that our thoughts come across in some way for others to see these beautiful children! We really have no idea what it will be like. I hope on our way home we can swing thru Clinton!
Thanks for checking in on us. We've had a couple of really special things happen and Rudy and I are both scared to death about these test. He will be there Wednesday with the MIBG!
Give many hugs to Race and Robert!
Love you lots,
Briscoe Gang
Elena mom to www.caringbridge.org/visit/brianbriscoe

Elena Briscoe
Altus, OK - Wednesday, September 27, 2006 8:40 PM CDT
Sand Fleas
written by Susan Larson


“The death of a child takes you places you’ve never been before, not only in terms of emotions, but in terms of awareness of all that is. I liken the experience to playing on the shore with your friends and complaining about an occasional bite from a sand flea. It’s painful and annoying, but at least everyone else understands how you feel when you’re bitten.
Then one day, a wave grabs you and pulls you out into the ocean where you are bitten by a shark. You feel pain you never imagined could exist. And you’re alone in unfamiliar territory. When you get back to shore, you try to explain your pain to your friends, but the worst pain they can imagine is being bitten by 1,000 sand fleas. That’s all they know. There is no way to explain it to them.
But it’s not just the pain you can’t explain. While struggling under the water you’re suddenly aware that there is infinitely more to life than what we see on the shore. You see the ocean floor with coral reefs and rock formations, things you had never before imagined. You have tapped into the vastness of creation to a higher degree. And again, there is no way to adequately describe this vastness you see and feel. You have nothing to compare it to.
You have a true sense of a greater dimension, and you know that the loved one you miss is out there. You also know your loved one is not lost, but has only gone before you to a place more beautiful and vast than those on the shore could ever imagine. Yes, you still get annoyed with the sand fleas, but you now realize how trivial they are. And even if your friends don’t understand you, you know there is Someone greater out there who does.”


Jamie Angel Camerons mommy forever <jamie.carey@cox.net www.caringbridge.org/ok/cameronc>
ok - Tuesday, September 26, 2006 10:14 PM CDT
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LOVE ALWAYS BRENDAMY LOVING DAD'S SITE <brurka@shaw.ca>
EDMONTON ,ALBERTA Canadian Flag, - Monday, September 25, 2006 7:44 PM CDT
Race is VERY cute. Thinking of and praying for you and your family. Many Hugs!
Shelly <trblforbes@aol.com>
Purcell, OK USA - Thursday, September 21, 2006 8:53 PM CDT
I agree! Race has a nose just like darrens! You all are in my thoughts and prayers! That picture is on my wall in my office at SWD!
Lori Shaddon <shaddonl@student.swosu.edu>
clinton, ok - Wednesday, September 20, 2006 4:10 PM CDT
Hello Baby Race and DeAnn and Robert!
OH How CUTE! I'm so very happy for you. What a joy! I'm glad all went well for you all. Thanks for sending pictures! Brian thought he was so so cute!

Take care of yourselves and give him a hug for me!

Love,
Briscoe Gang

Rudy Briscoe <rudybriscoe@sbcglobal.net>
Altus, - Friday, September 15, 2006 6:31 PM CDT
Race is a cutie!!! Thank you for sharing the pictures. He is perfect. But who would have thought he would be any different being sent to you from his brother. I am so excited for you all. I know Madison was a gift from God and has been someone to focus and lead on. Yes I still remember cameron many times during the day all day but I also keep buisy with Madison keeping me going. I pray things go well with you all..... Give him a hug for me. Your in my prayers..
Jamie Angel Camerons mommy forever <jamie.carey@cox.net www.caringbridge.org/ok/cameronc>
ok - Thursday, September 14, 2006 10:33 PM CDT
I'm so happy for you and Robert and can't wait to see pictures of the little guy!
Take care,

Audra <audra@bobbylehew.com>
- Thursday, September 14, 2006 2:59 PM CDT
CONGRATULATIONS ON YOUR LITTLE RACE!!!! HE IS SO CUTE! DARREN WOULD BE SO EXCITED AND PROUD OF HIS LITTLE BROTHER. I AM SURE HE IS BEAMING IN HEAVEN. I WONDER WHAT KIND OF LITTLE THINGS HE TOLD THIS BABY IN HEAVEN, I GUESS WE WILL KNOW WHEN LITTLE RACE STARTS PLAYING LITTLE PRANKS!!!! (IDEAS GIVEN TO HIM FROM BIG BROTHER IN HEAVEN)
Cathy Miller <cathy.miller@oesc.state.ok.us>
Clinton, ok USA - Thursday, September 14, 2006 11:47 AM CDT
I am so happy for you. Congratulations. I am anxious to see pictures. Rest when you can, momma!
Ricki Lea Moore <dougandrickilea@valornet.com>
Lexington, OK - Wednesday, September 13, 2006 9:45 PM CDT
CONGRATULATIONS!!!!! I am so excited that Race is here. I can't wait to see his picture.
Lydia Leslie <tleslei19@cox.net>
OKC, - Tuesday, September 12, 2006 8:32 PM CDT
Yea how exciting. I am so galde things went well. Yes I do beleive that Darren had something to do with his early arrival. But what a wounderful way to celebrate it but by a gift from one son Darrren to his brother Race. It had to be from a higher power that our children were born early for a reason. Had it not been for Madison 3 weeks earlt Cameron would not have gotten to meet her. We both know all works for a reason. I know this was for the good that Little Race is here with you now. Congrats!!! I cant wait to see pics...
Your in my thoughts and prayers daily.
Jamie

Jamie Angel Camerons mommy forever <jamie.carey@cox.net www.caringbridge.org/ok/cameronc>
ok - Tuesday, September 12, 2006 7:11 PM CDT
Just sitting here thinking of how proud Darren would have been of little race! He would have already been teaching him some sort of prank or joke! I miss him daily and you all are in prayers!
Lori Shaddon <shaddonl@student.swosu.edu>
Clinton, OK USA` - Tuesday, September 12, 2006 1:27 PM CDT
Hello, I would love to be added to your e-mail address to share in the joy of your new precious bundle. I am in prayer for your family daily and would love to share in your excitement and if you don't feel comfortable e-mailing to a stranger just know that your family will continue to be in my prayers.
Donna Evans <kpmom8693@yahoo.com>
Lexington, OK - Tuesday, September 12, 2006 10:09 AM CDT
Hi my name is Tammy I know I have left a comment or 2 before. I lost my little 8 year old boy to NB his name is Cody Brown. I would love for you to e-mail me pictures of your new baby if you didn't mind. I am expecting a baby on Jan. 25 and I am so excited for you I would love to share in your wonderful blessing.

Tammy Mom to Angel Cody Brown

Tammy Dennis <mntdennis@sbcglobal.net>
- Monday, September 11, 2006 2:41 PM CDT
Happy 17th Birthday Darren. I know you miss him so much DeAnn. You talked about Darren's personality. He was always good to play with Nick who was much younger than he was. Please put me ont he email list for Race. I can't wait to see him. I bet he's gorgeous.
Lydia Leslie <tleslie19@cox.net>
OKC, OK - Friday, September 8, 2006 2:26 PM CDT
I too better be on the list. I am glad you were able to spend yesterday with Robert. Hopefully remembering all the wonderful things about Darren. We sure have a lot of those memories too. I'll never forget how adamant he was one time about driving home after a blood transfusion! You told him to think again. He never let cancer, or anything that came with it, get the best of him. We will always remember him.
Ricki Lea Moore <dougandrickilea@valornet.com>
Lexington, OK - Thursday, September 7, 2006 9:04 PM CDT
Happy Birthday Darren. I am so sorry I did not get the chance to check web pages yesterday. Im glade to hear things went as well as possible. You all remain in my thoughts and prayers daily. I cant wait to see pictures of Race. I hope im on the list to send pics to. I hope your feeling good im sure you all are ready to see the new addition God and Darren have given you. I pray all goes well!!! Thinking and praying for you daily.
Jamie Angel Camerons mommy forever <jamie.carey@cox.net www.caringbridge.org/ok/cameronc>
ok - Thursday, September 7, 2006 9:36 AM CDT
Happy birthday babe! i love you and miss you!
Lori Shaddon <shaddonl@student.swosu.edu>
clinton, ok - Thursday, September 7, 2006 0:19 AM CDT
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARREN!!

LOVE ALWAYS,
JENAE

jenae Standingwater <j.standingwater@cox.net>
Edmond, OK - Wednesday, September 6, 2006 9:38 PM CDT
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARREN!!!! WE miss you so very much, especially your laugh, pranks and that look in your eyes when you were up to something! We have been thinking of you a lot this week. Chris talked about you this weekend when he was home from college, I can tell he really misses you a lot. I know you are having fun in heaven and can only image what it is like there, knowing that your eternal happiness is 100 times greater than the happiest feeling felt on earth, helps us to face our days here on earth. HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THE MILLERS
Cathy Miller <cathy.miller@oesc.state.ok.us>
Clinton, ok USA - Wednesday, September 6, 2006 12:38 AM CDT
Happy Birthday Darren! Though I never had the pleasure of meeting your handsome son, I have kept up with you through my friends the Moore's. I will always remember your sons birthday as it is my daughter's birthday also. Two great kids born on a beautiful day. I look forward to hearing of the arrival of your beautiful new baby.
Donna Evans <kpmom8693@yahoo.com>
Lexington, OK - Wednesday, September 6, 2006 9:16 AM CDT
Hi,
Just thinking about you. I will be remembering Darren especially tomorrow and praying for you. He is an incredible boy due to his incredible mom.

Audra <audra@bobbylehew.com>
- Tuesday, September 5, 2006 7:51 AM CDT
Hey! I know this week will be tough! I will be praying for you and thinking of you!
Lori Shaddon <shaddonl@student.swosu.edu>
Clinton, ok - Monday, September 4, 2006 10:52 PM CDT
Thinking of and praying for you!
Shelly <trblforbes@aol.com>
Purcell, OK USA - Sunday, September 3, 2006 8:07 PM CDT
Just thinking about you. Only two more weeks? I hope you are feeling well and enjoying the little clothes and diapers that will soon be snuggling your precious baby!
Take care and much love,

Audra and Anabel <audra@bobbylehew.com>
- Wednesday, August 30, 2006 10:03 PM CDT
Hey!
I just wanted to stop in and let you know that I am thinking about you. I just started my new job and I see Robert just about every day. Darren has been on my mind a lot this week. I moved into my new dorm and he has a shelf! I really miss him and can't imagine how much you miss him! You and your family are in my prayers!

Lori Shaddon <shaddonl@student.swosu.edu>
Clinton, OK USA - Tuesday, August 29, 2006 9:44 PM CDT
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Keeping you in my thougths and in my prayer's always.

Love Brenda MY LOVING DAD'S SITE <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta SmileyCentral.com, - Monday, August 28, 2006 7:30 PM CDT
Hi DeAnn,

It was so nice to see you the other night. I pray for your grandfather's healing. I can't wait to meet little Race. Just remember, Darren will be with you the day you have Race because he isn't about to miss out on meeting his little brother; and they can't kick him out of the delivery room and say he's too young because only you will know he is right beside you holding your hand!

Love,

Jenae

Jenae Standingwater <j.standingwater@cox.net>
Edmond, OK - Sunday, August 27, 2006 9:58 PM CDT
If you don't post a pic........you better email me one!! I know you are getting anxious. I pray for you always and can only imagine the pain you are in daily. Hang in there, this baby is a special gift from God, you deserve it.
RIcki Lea Moore <dougandrickilea@valornet.com>
Lexington, OK - Saturday, August 26, 2006 10:29 PM CDT
I've been thinking about you and the baby and Darren's birthday coming up. I knew it was just a week or so before Daniel's. Get some rest if you can, can't wait to see the little one.
Audra <audra@bobbylehew.com>
- Friday, August 25, 2006 11:52 PM CDT
DeAnn, Ithink about you all of the time. I can't wait to hear the news about your new little baby. I do hope you post a picture of Race. Show off Darren's brother a little bit. It would do us all good. I hope the delivery goes very smooth.
Lydia Leslie <tleslie19@cox.net>
OKC, OK - Friday, August 25, 2006 10:23 AM CDT
Hey I just found myself talking about darren today at work.. what an amazing boy! hope you are doing well!
You are in my thoughts and prayers!
God Bless You!
Lori

Lori Shaddon <shaddonl@student.swosu.edu>
Clinton, ok - Thursday, August 24, 2006 7:27 PM CDT
I find myself thinking of Darren again and wanted to let you know there are many of us who will always think of him and remember him. I saw his flowers were gone the other day too. When the wind blows hard or there has been a storm i usually drive through to make sure his stuff is okay. I saw the flowers were missing, but could not see them anywhere, so i dont know what happen. Sometimes i see the guys that work there going around picking up flowers that have been blown off and putting them in the back of a gator, i dont know if this is what happen, but will keep an eye on things and watch since i drive by there everyday going home. We all miss Darren so much that words can't express it.
Cathy Miller <cathy.miller@oesc.state.ok.us>
Clinton, ok usa - Thursday, August 24, 2006 7:28 AM CDT
Thinking and praying for you all! Many Hugs!
Shelly <trblforbes@aol.com>
Purcell, OK USA - Tuesday, August 22, 2006 9:20 PM CDT
Dear DeAnn and Robert and maybe baby,

I hope all is well and things are good. I called and left message at work but never got a reply. I think time is close for little one so if you can and want to I need a 8 X 10 picture of Darren.

If you need to call me do and just a note saying it's okay with you that if we can promote childhood cancer awareness in any way with your son's picture!

I think of ya'll often and hope things are good. My number is 471-2582 if you need to call me.

Brian was looking so good until this last chemo and he's loosing his hair!! We've done that and been there so nothing new!
Lots of Love,
Elena and Gang

Elena Briscoe <rudybriscoe@sbcglobal.net>
Altus, OK - Saturday, August 19, 2006 8:21 PM CDT
Stopping in to check on you. Im waiting to here about the baby when he arrives. Im sure you a very ready to get this over with, sith the heat. Hope all is going well. I know its hard to make it through these first few days of scholls starting all over as Cameron would have gone to his first day of kindergarten. Thinking and praying for you all
Jamie Angel Camerons mommy forever <jamie.carey@cox.net www.caringbridge.org/ok/cameronc>
- Thursday, August 17, 2006 1:25 PM CDT
JUST sitting here thinking of Darren and Chris and all the fun they had (and gave us). We still (and will always) miss him. Cathy
Cathy Miller <cathy.miller@oesc.state.ok.us>
Clinton, ok usa - Tuesday, August 15, 2006 12:37 AM CDT
Hey DeAnn, That baby will soon be here. I can't wait to here the news. Thinking of you.
Lydia Leslie <tleslie19@cox.net>
OKC, - Monday, August 7, 2006 9:31 AM CDT
hey! just missing darren more than usual tonight.. so just wanted you to know i am praying for you all and baby Race.

Lori shaddon <shaddonl@student.swosu.edu>
clinton, ok usa - Thursday, August 3, 2006 10:42 PM CDT
Hi DeAnn,

Just checking in to see Darren's cute face:) I really enjoyed spending time with you at the Poker Run!!

Love Always,
Jenae

Jenae Standingwater <j.standingwater@cox.net>
Edmond, OK - Tuesday, August 1, 2006 8:13 PM CDT
Just checking in. Always thinking of you and waiting for the arrival of the sweet baby!
Audra <audra@bobbylehew.com>
- Thursday, July 27, 2006 8:49 PM CDT
DeAnn:
Just wanted to let you know that I continue to pray for you, Robert, and Race. Hope you're doing well!

Linda Harnois <lharnois@itlnet.net>
Arapaho, OK United States - Tuesday, July 25, 2006 7:13 PM CDT
I am thinking of you and that precious baby you will soon have. I hope you are doing well. Pray for you all the time and think of Darren.
Ricki Lea Moore <dougandrickilea@valornet.com>
Lexington, OK - Saturday, July 22, 2006 1:08 PM CDT
Thinking of you DeAnn. I know it's been so hard.
Lydia Leslie <tleslie19@cox.net>
OKC, OK - Wednesday, July 19, 2006 9:34 AM CDT
I continue to look for Darren in the clinic. Laughing today about some of the fun times with him. Forever in my heart.
Tracy Bonebrake, RN

Tracy Bonebrake <tracybonebrake@hotmail.com>
Oklahoma City, OK USA - Monday, July 17, 2006 8:03 PM CDT
You and your family are in our thoughts and prayers!!
Carrie and Amber Anthony <im2spoiled@hotmail.com>
Clinton, OK 73601 - Saturday, July 15, 2006 2:21 PM CDT
Thinking of you always.

Love,

Audra <audra@bobbylehew.com>
- Saturday, July 15, 2006 11:45 AM CDT
I wanted to say that we are thinking of you today DeAnn and Robert.
We love you !

Michelle and Derek

Michelle and Derek <mkupper2002@yahoo.com>
Austin, TX USA - Friday, July 14, 2006 4:05 PM CDT
You're in my thoughts and prayers!
Courtney Ernst <c-town_girl@hotmail.com>
Clinton, OK - Friday, July 14, 2006 1:42 PM CDT
Good Morning DeAnn,
I woke up this morning thinking of you and feel so blessed to have been a part of Darren's life. I like to think of this day last year as the day Darren was born again with a new body free of any disease. You and your family are in my prayers today and always!
Love,
Jenae

Jenae Standingwater <j.standingwater@cox.net>
Edmond, OK - Friday, July 14, 2006 9:15 AM CDT
Praying for you!
Lori shaddon <shaddonl@student.swosu.edu>
clinton, ok - Friday, July 14, 2006 8:46 AM CDT
Thoughts and prayer for you all.
Elena Briscoe
Altus, OK - Friday, July 14, 2006 7:18 AM CDT
I cant believe that it will be a year tomorrow..its been a rough year without him here..its hard not having someone to break awkward silences,or someone to cheer you up after you've been in trouble, or someone to make you laugh when you dont even feel like smiling.I've been thinkin about him a lot lately. One time him and Mason D. rode w/me and my family to a basketball game and him and mason kept making fun of my hair so when we got there i took it down and darren put his arm around me and said "i like it better that way" and played with it the rest of the night. Mason and i still say that phrase to this day. Just a little story that came to mind.i will be praying for you tomorrow and the weeks to come.
KyLeigh Mitchell <kyleighm_08@hotmail.com>
Clinton, ok - Thursday, July 13, 2006 8:03 PM CDT
It was good seeing you and robert today. You are in my thoughts and prayers!
Lori Shaddon <shaddonl@student.swosu.edu>
clinton, ok usa - Thursday, July 13, 2006 8:03 PM CDT
Thinking and praying for you today and in the next few days.
Jamie Angel Camerons mommy forever <jamie.carey@cox.net www.caringbridge.org/ok/cameronc>
ok - Wednesday, July 12, 2006 11:43 AM CDT
Hey DeAnn,
Yesterday I was cleaning my room (i know a rare occasion)and i was goin through a buch of old papers and i found the reciet from Darren's Yearbook that i got for you at the begining of this past year. Just thinking about that and how horrible this week was last year it took everything not to cry. I miss him so much. But I can't imagine how much you miss him. I love being able to tell people that i knew this great guy named Darren and tell them his story. I just can't believe that its been a year but im just glad he's healed and happier than he could ever be here on earth. I hope everything is goin well with the baby. I love ya'll and im thinking of you daily!!

Chaillie C.

Chaillie Challis <c_marie_08@hotmail.com>
Clinton, OK USA - Tuesday, July 11, 2006 9:14 AM CDT
Hello,
We just stopped by to check in on you. We are thinking and praying for you as always. I remember being at the clinic doing chemo last year. Now we do it at home which is easier not knowing all that is happening at the hospital. It seems our heart breaks but never falls apart. Love to you all. Elena and Briscoe Gang

Elena Briscoe
Altus, OK - Sunday, July 9, 2006 12:37 AM CDT
There are just no words. I am thinking of you all the time. I know this is a hard month for you. You are such a great mom, so sensitive to Darren.
Take care,

Audra <audra@bobbylehew.com>
- Saturday, July 8, 2006 0:06 AM CDT
you are in my thoughts and prayers!
just a couple of weeks before this time last year darren called me and was like come pick me up tonight and lets go riding around. We stayed out until the last minute to get him to his dad's and get me home at curfew. There wasn't much going on in town but yet we still drove around and around main. Neither one of us wanted to call it a night. I stopped in the back of the baptist church parking lot to talk to some friends. I got out and when i got back in the whole truck smelled like peppermint, Darren had gotten in my purse and helped himself to so gum. I never knew that would be the last time I got to hang out with him from that night on he told me how glad he was we got to hang out and how much he was glad we are friends. We never missed a night saying i love you before we went to bed!.. This story came to mind and i just wanted to share it. He will forever be in my heart!
God Bless!

Lori Shaddon <shaddonl@student.swosu.edu>
Clinton, OK USA - Friday, July 7, 2006 8:53 PM CDT
Stopping by to let you know I check daily to here from you. So glade you finally updated! haha You are in my prayers daily and I feel your pain daily also. I pray although the bots werent so close here on earth they knew who each other were in Heaven and Cameron was there to greet him home knowing he had been through the same disease. We are all part of a family. Glade to here you are doing well ill email you later. I cant take up all the room on here haha. Love you all

Jamie Angel Camerons mommy forever <jamie.carey@cox.net www.caringbridge.org/ok/cameronc>
ok - Thursday, July 6, 2006 3:32 PM CDT
i can't seem to get Darren off my mind, and just wanted to let you know we still love him and always will. we miss him so much that words cant explain it
Cathy Miller <cathy.miller@oesc.state.ok.us>
Clinton, ok usa - Thursday, July 6, 2006 12:48 AM CDT
Hey!
Darren has been on my mind a lot lately and so have you!
I have been seeing you and robert at sonic on the last couple of sundays!..I know the most horrible day ever is approaching.. and you are in my thoughts and prayers!

Lori Shaddon <shaddonl@student.swosu.edu>
Clinton, OK - Tuesday, July 4, 2006 10:18 PM CDT
Hi DeAnn,

I'm looking forward to you and I helping with the Poker Run and hope it will be a great success! You are in my thoughts and I pray for your comfort.

Love Always,
Jenae

Jenae Standingwater <j.standingwater@cox.net>
Edmond, OK - Tuesday, July 4, 2006 4:56 PM CDT
Thinking of you this 4th of July and the days ahead. I know they are going to hard but we will make it yet through another tuff time in ourlives. Love you all
PS I enjoyed hearing the story being told the mess before mine. What a great boy you have!!!

Jamie Angel Camerons mommy forever <jamie.carey@cox.net www.caringbridge.org/ok/cameronc>
ok - Monday, July 3, 2006 10:15 PM CDT
hi all (again) i was sitting here thinking of all the fun times we had with Darren. Keith had recently told me a story that he had not told me before. He said last year at Butch Brown's July 4th party, Chris and Darren were busy as bee's all day and especially when dark came they were lighting fireworks (Butch's party is out in the country). Well when it came time to come home, they had the 4 wheeler and Chris's old truck and for some reason (not known to me) they had to drive them both back to the house and i guess the headlight was out on the 4 wheeler---Darren ran and jumped into the pickup stating he was driving the truck!!!! (which i can understand since he would soon turn 16 and it is back roads to the house except to cross one highway) Well Keith was watching them leave and left not to long after they did (i guess Darren drove Chris' truck behind Chris riding on the 4 wheeler to make light---I don't really know for sure what those two boys were up to) any Keith had left a little while after them and when he topped the top of a hill he saw red lights flasing everywhere and said he thought oh no, those boys have been caught and i was going to have to get them both out of jail!!! He said as he got closer he realized it was not police lights. Just another memory of those two little toots running around having a good time!!!!!!!!!!
Cathy Miller <cathy.miller@oesc.state.ok.us>
Clinton, ok usa - Monday, July 3, 2006 1:00 PM CDT
Hi all, I am thinking of Darren and all of you. It still seems like yesterday and we miss him so much. May got pour blessings on all of you.
Cathy Miller <cathy.miller@oesc.state.ok.us>
Clinton, ok usa - Monday, July 3, 2006 12:29 AM CDT
Dear DeAnn and Robert,
I'm checking in on you. I hope your 4th will be good. Brian went to local races last night with friends. The little toot didn't get home until midnight. He talks something about chain race. He was excited about some drivers got mad and he was pumped at midnight!!!!!!!! I was ready for bed. LOVE you LOTS!

Elena Briscoe
Altus, ok - Sunday, July 2, 2006 3:47 PM CDT
Praying for you DeAnn, as I know it is hard to face this one year time frame. I think of you always.
Lydia Leslie <tleslie19@cox.net>
OKC, - Friday, June 30, 2006 9:40 AM CDT
Thinking and praying for you as our time approaches. I have so much to say but not appropriate for this site. We love you all
Jamie Angel Camerons mommy forever <jamie.carey@cox.net www.caringbridge.org/ok/cameronc>
ok - Wednesday, June 28, 2006 9:54 PM CDT
I love Race!!!! What a darling name. I'm sure Darren would think it was cool. Think of you always.
love always

Ricki Lea Moore <dougandrickilea@valornet.com>
Lexington, OK - Friday, June 23, 2006 6:18 PM CDT
Just checking in. I am thinking of you during this difficult time.
Audra <audra@bobbylehew.com>
- Friday, June 23, 2006 3:15 PM CDT
I AM SITTING HERE THINKING ABOUT DARREN AND WANTED TO SAY HI.
Cathy Miller <cathy.miller@oesc.state.ok.us>
Clinton, OK usa - Thursday, June 22, 2006 6:48 AM CDT
hello!
I absolutely loved the shoe story..It was always such a coincidence to see darren at church and be wearing the same pair of tennis shoes as him.. We always had an ongoing joke about us having many pairs of the same shoes.. of course him having a lot more pairs then me..

well I hope everything is going well with little Race!
Hope you have a great day! you are in my thoughts and prayers!

Lori Shaddon <shaddonl@student.swosu.edu>
Clinton, OK - Saturday, June 17, 2006 1:40 PM CDT
Hey DeAnn! Lexi and Lori have told me about this site, but this is my first time to visit it (sorry to say). You looked great today at your baby shower; I AM SO EXCITED FOR YOU AND ROBERT! I have prayed for you guys daily since Darren's passing; I pray that God gives you peace. It was good to see you today; I'll be visiting this site more often now.
Linda Harnois <lharnois@itlnet.net>
Arapaho, OK - Sunday, June 11, 2006 4:00 PM CDT
Hi DeAnn,

I'm looking forward to seeing you this weekend!

Love,
Jenae

Jenae Standingwater <j.standingwater@cox.net>
Edmond, OK - Thursday, June 8, 2006 10:03 PM CDT
Thinking of and praying for you!
Many Hugs!

Shelly (Noah's mom) <trblforbes@aol.com>
Purcell, OK USA - Thursday, June 8, 2006 7:24 PM CDT
Just want you to know that I still check the website regularly. Hope your shower is wonderful! Have a happy week-end with family and friends. Love, Dian
Dian Kupper <dkupper@wbhsi.com>
Tucson, - Thursday, June 8, 2006 6:57 PM CDT
Thank you for the e-mail (I can't send messages for some reason). I remember having a conversation with you about the bell a couple of years ago. We have a perspective most people don't have.
I pray the baby is doing great and you are feeling well.
Love,

Audra <audra@bobbylehew.com>
- Thursday, June 8, 2006 9:01 AM CDT
THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS COMING YOUR WAY! BRIAN TALKS ABOUT DARREN SOMETIMES AND THE THINGS HE REMEMBERS AMAZES ME. I HOPE ALL IS WELL WITH THE BABY. LOTS OF LOVE,
BRISCOE GANG

Elena Briscoe <rudybriscoe@sbcglobal.net>
Altus, OK - Monday, May 29, 2006 8:04 PM CDT
Thinking of you this Memorial Day. I know it's been so hard. I'm praying for you.
Lydia Leslie <tleslie19@cox.net>
okc, - Sunday, May 28, 2006 2:27 PM CDT
Hi DeAnn,

I'm thinking of you and pray for your comfort this Memorial weekend and always.

Love,
Jenae

Jenae Standingwater <j.standingwater@cox.net>
Edmond, OK - Sunday, May 28, 2006 11:52 AM CDT
Thinking of you during this Memorial Weekend. May you have many happy memories run through your mind. I loved the story down below. Things like that are what keeps the memories of our children alive. Thinking and praying for you.. Hope all is well with you and the baby... Cant wait
Jamie <jamie.carey@cox.net www.caringbridge.org/ok/cameronc>
ok - Thursday, May 25, 2006 4:00 PM CDT
I will be remembering Darren and thinking of you this weekend. Take care.
Love, Audra <audra@bobbylehew.com>
- Thursday, May 25, 2006 11:03 AM CDT
Just checking on you. Take care.
Audra <audra@bobbylehew.com>
- Thursday, May 18, 2006 3:08 PM CDT
Hi All, I was looking at some FFA pictures and recall a funny incident. We were sitting in our livingroom with Chris and Darren and someone else, but i can't remember who. Keith told the boys to call Mitchell (another FFA member) to ask him something. Darren pulled out his cell phone and dialed the number, he then busted out laughing and held the phone up so we could all hear Mitchell"s mom getting on too him or as Darren called it< yelling at him! I guess Mitchell picked up on his phone< but did not answer it> Within a few minutes Darren is rolling in the floor while he continued to hold the phone up so we could all here Mitchell"s mom "yelling" getting on to him> Thanks to Darren we all got to hear the entire conversation "lecture" between Mitchell and his mom!!! After a little while when the lecture had concluded Darren starts yelling in the phone saying hey Mitchell are you in trouble with your mom!!!! He then hangs up the phone and calls Mitchell again and starts asking him if he was in trouble or if his mom had been yelling at him> Darren and all of us got a big kick out of this and for awhile Darren would ask Mitchell if he was in trouble again>>> just another boring time turned into a fun time thanks to Darren!
Cathy Miller <cathy.miller@oesc.state.ok.us>
Clinton, ok usa - Tuesday, May 16, 2006 12:12 AM CDT
happy mother's day! you definitely are the greatest mother ever!
Lori Shaddon <shaddonl@student.swosu.edu>
Clinton, OK - Sunday, May 14, 2006 4:58 PM CDT
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LETTING YOU KNOW THAT YOUR THOUGHT OF ON MOTHER'S DAY.KEEPING YOU IN MY THOUGHTS AND IN MY PRAYER'S ALWAYS.



A Mother's Day Wish From Heaven

Dear Mr. Hallmark,

I am writing to you from heaven, and though it must appear
A rather strange idea, I see everything from here.
I just popped in to visit, your stores to find a card
A card of love for my mother, as this day for her is hard.

There must be some mistake I thought, every card you could imagine
Except I could not find a card, from a child who lives in heaven.
She is still a mother too, no matter where I reside
I had to leave, she understands, but oh the tears she’s cried.

I thought that if I wrote you, that you would come to know
That though I live in heaven now, I still love my mother so.
She talks with me, and dreams with me; we still share laughter too,
Memories our way of speaking now, would you see what you could do?

My mother carries me in her heart, her tears she hides from sight.
She writes poems to honor me, sometimes far into the night
She plants flowers in my garden, there my living memory dwells
She writes to other grieving parents, trying to ease their pain as well.

So you see Mr. Hallmark, though I no longer live on earth
I must find a way, to remind her of her wondrous worth
She needs to be honored, and remembered too
Just as the children of earth will do.

Thank you Mr. Hallmark, I know you’ll do your best
I have done all I can do; to you I’ll leave the rest.
Find a way to tell her, how much she means to me
Until I can do it for myself, when she joins me in eternity.a

LOVE ALWAYS BRENDAMY LOVING DAD'S SITE <brurka@shaw.ca~~THE PRAYER BEARS~~>
EDMONTON ,ALBERTACanada, - Sunday, May 14, 2006 0:42 AM CDT
It doesnt seem like it could be 10 months since the boys earned there wings. I know the months ahead are going to be tuff but we will make it... Stay strong and keep the faith.. Have a good Mothers Day like you said you will always be Darrens mom which is a reason for us to celebrate everyday that we had the honor to be our sons mothers. Praying for you
Jamie Angel Camerons mommy forever <jamie.carey@cox.net www.caringbridge.org/ok/cameronc>
ok - Saturday, May 13, 2006 8:56 PM CDT
I will be praying for you this weekend.
Audra <audra@bobbylehew.com>
- Friday, May 12, 2006 11:43 PM CDT
I stummbled onto this site searching for NB children and their treatments, you really touched me I am so sorry for your loss and to tell you Happy mothers day and God Bless you.
www.caringbridge.org/visit/codeystjohn

Amy <Rickamyst@comcast.net>
Bellaire, oh usa - Friday, May 12, 2006 9:39 PM CDT
DeAnn, you are right. You always will be Darren's mom. Happy Mother's Day I know you are missing your boy.
Lydia Leslie <tleslie19@cox.net>
- Friday, May 12, 2006 1:31 PM CDT
Hi all! I was again thinking about Darren and I still can't believe he is not here with us. We had our FFA Banquet Monday night and missed Darren greatly. The kids did a power point presentation of kids and activities through the year which of course had Darren in the pictures. At the end of the presentation his picture came on the screen and it was dedicated to him. There were many tears in the room. As a Sr. Chris is required to put some of his most treasured awards he has won on display. He did this and in the middle of all of them was his picture of Darren. He has been talking alot about Darren lately and really misses him. I think he will miss Robert greatly when he leaves for college in August, but tells us, that he is coming home to go to the races and work on the car (other than bringing me his dirty laundry!)Well I just wanted to let you know I was thinking of Darren and we love him dearly. I know he is excited about the baby boy!!!
Cathy Miller <cathy.miller@oesc.state.ok.us>
Clinton, ok usa - Thursday, May 11, 2006 1:39 PM CDT
Hi DeAnn,

I hope you are able to get some rest this weekend. I was thinking of you today and realized Mother's Day being on the 14th will be 10 months since Darren went to be with Jesus. It just doesn't seem like it has been that long. I will be thinking of you on this day and praying for your comfort. You are a wonderful mom to Darren and I know he will be with you in spirit this Sunday on Mother's Day.

Love Always,

Jenae

Jenae Standingwater <j.standingwater@cox.net>
Edmond, OK - Wednesday, May 10, 2006 7:38 PM CDT
Hey I'm just sitting here really missing darren more than usual today and can't imagine how you do. You are always in my thoughts and prayers!
Lori Shaddon <shaddonl@student.swosu.edu>
Clinton, OK - Tuesday, May 9, 2006 11:12 PM CDT
Hi DeAnn,

I just want you to know I'm thinking of you!

Love,
Jenae

jenae standingwater <j.standingwater@cox.net>
Edmond, Ok - Monday, May 8, 2006 11:45 PM CDT
Thanks for the update. I hope you guys have a great time together at JD's graduation. Sorry we won't be there. Love, Dian
Dian Kupper <dkupper@wbhsi.com>
Tucson, AZ - Monday, May 8, 2006 1:35 PM CDT
Just checking on you. Lydia is right, and as you know little boys just have a way with their mommies. I'm glad the baby is doing well and getting bigger. It is so fun to feel their movements.
Audra Lehew <audra@bobbylehew.com>
- Sunday, May 7, 2006 11:53 PM CDT
I bet you are thrilled with knowing that you are having a boy. I love boys. There is nothing like the bond they have with their mommies. I know you miss your Darren.
Lydia Leslie <tleslie19@cox.net>
- Friday, May 5, 2006 9:58 AM CDT
You don't know me, but I've been keeping up with you and praying for you for some time now. Congratulations on your baby boy. I'm sure Darren will watch over him from heaven and be with your new baby as he grows up and races cars too.
Amanda <alwalls@kellerisd.net>
- Tuesday, May 2, 2006 10:35 PM CDT
Hi DeAnn,
Thinking of you and your family. Congrats on the baby boy!
Many prayers and hugs!

Shelly <trblforbes@aol.com>
Purcell, OK USA - Tuesday, May 2, 2006 0:36 AM CDT
Hi DeAnn,
I love the picture of Darren:) I miss him and know he will watch over his little brother.
Love,
Jenae

Jenae Standingwater <j.standingwater@cox.net>
Edmond, OK - Saturday, April 29, 2006 11:16 PM CDT
Just wanted to stop by and say hi! you all have been on my mind a lot lately! Love you all! God Bless and I will continue praying for you all! Congrats on the baby boy!!
Lori Shaddon <shaddonl@student.swosu.edu>
Clinton, OK - Friday, April 28, 2006 4:50 PM CDT
DeAnn,
Hi!!! it's me again..sorry 2 bother u but i have had a few wonderful conversations with courtney!! shes a great girl honestly && she looks a lot like darren!!! but um i just wanted to leave you with a poem i found. I thought you'd like it, it reminded me of <3 Darren <3

Each candle is a lighted face,
A soul, a time, a life, a place,
Remember each, their smile and grace,
Each one who suffered...each different case.
All in common one thing they share,
Their names left here to make aware,
No longer feeling hidden pain,
Their death in peace...
But not in vain.

<33 I MISS DARREN D. ERNST <33

Chloe minor! <twisted_angel1789@hotmail.com>
cloverport<33, ky - Thursday, April 27, 2006 6:40 PM CDT
Hello, I am a friend of Xander Moore's. I still check your website often to see how you and your family are doing. Darrin is such a handsome young man and I know the new baby will be just the same. I pray for you and your family daily and wish God's blessings upon you!!
Donna Evans <kpmom8693@yahoo.com>
Lexington, OK - Thursday, April 27, 2006 10:28 AM CDT
Dear Deann and Robert,
We check in pretty often to see new picture and post. I like the new picture and we will always check in. Take care and we will check in again.
Love, Briscoe Gang

Elena Briscoe
Altus, OK - Thursday, April 27, 2006 7:02 AM CDT
Congratulations to both of you.
Shelly LaVelle
Cordell, OK USA - Wednesday, April 26, 2006 9:44 AM CDT
I do still check your website. It is good that you are so busy that you don't update too often. I have never seen this picture of Darren, but it is a good one. Love, Dian
Dian Kupper <dkupper@wbhsi.com>
Tucson, - Tuesday, April 25, 2006 6:01 PM CDT
I WAS JUST THINKING ABOUT DARREN AND WANTED TO TELL YOU ALL HI! I CAN TELL CHRIS IS MISSING DARREN SO MUCH ESPECIALLY NOW THAT RACING SEASON IS BEGINNING. CYOU ARE ALL IN MY PRAYERS
Cathy Miller <cathy.miller@oesc.state.ok.us>
Clinton, ok usa - Tuesday, April 25, 2006 12:34 AM CDT
DeAnn, i am soo excited for you! I can only imagine what it would be like to have another little boy around the house. I know that you will be so blessed. I cant wait to see what he will look like and act like. I miss Darren so much and i know he would have loved to have a little brother. I hope everything goes smooth with the pregnancy, and i get on here almost everyday of class to see if you've written a new post. God Bless!
KyLeigh

KyLeigh <kyleighm_08@hotmail.com>
Clinton, OK US - Tuesday, April 25, 2006 11:45 AM CDT
I'm so happy for you. I have been glad that Jonathan looks so much like Daniel. I'm sure your little boy will be a vivid reminder of Darren that you can hug and kiss. Take care.

Audra <audra@bobbylehew.com>
- Monday, April 24, 2006 9:45 PM CDT
So glade to hear it is a boy...He must of been sent from Darren!!!I still check on you daily so im sure there are many others who do also but just never sign. You continue in my prayers and I hope you all made it through Easter alright. Thinking of you!!! Congrats again
Jamie Angel Camerons mommy forever <jamie.carey@cox.net www.caringbridge.org/ok/cameronc>
ok - Monday, April 24, 2006 9:27 PM CDT
Hi DeAnn,

Just wanted to say "Hi" and let you know I am thinking about you.
Love,
Jenae

Jenae Standingwater <j.standingwater@cox.net>
Edmond, OK - Saturday, April 22, 2006 9:51 AM CDT
Hi DeAnn,
Just stopping by to say hello and Happy Easter! I am glad to hear you and baby are both doing well. I think about you often and continue to pray for you.
God Bless,
Christy Scott

Christy <luv2heal@cox.net>
- Friday, April 14, 2006 6:43 PM CDT
Hey DeAnn, I'm so happy that your goin to have a boy i think it will be fun having a baby around! I've been thinkin about Darren a lot lately especially with then end of school comin up and everything. We were enrolling for classes the other day and i was trying to figure out what classes i was goin to take and they asked me what i wanted to be and i have always wanted to be a doctor that deals with kids and since my family and i have been so close to Darren through his treatment and stuff i've always wanted to be someone that could possibly help them so i just thought it would be cool for you to know that i've kinda decided to become a pediatric oncologist. Everyone tells me it will be a hard thing bc of all the emotions but looking at how many people helped Darren though the way and how many friends he made i am totally sure the good will out weigh the hard and sad parts of that profession. I miss him soo much some times and I can't wait for his little brother to be here. I hope everything goes smoothly for ya'll.
Love,
Chaillie.

Chaillie <c_marie_08@hotmail.com>
Clinton, Ok - Friday, April 14, 2006 8:55 AM CDT
Hey DeAnn,
I read your post and cried. I know you miss Darren so much. You love him so much and Darren loves you so much. That's one fact that will never change. I am so thankful for your new baby.

Lydia Leslie <tlelsie19@cox.net>
OKC, OK - Thursday, April 13, 2006 10:42 AM CDT
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Keeping you in my thoughts and in my prayer's always.

LOVE ALWAYS BRENDAMY LOVING DAD'S SITE <brurka@shaw.ca~~THE PRAYER BEARS~~>
EDMONTON AlbertaCanada, - Wednesday, April 12, 2006 1:29 PM CDT
I check the page quite often! I miss darren very much! I'm sure he has already taken that little baby under his wing!
I wish you the best for you, robert and the new baby!

McKinsey Lynch
Arapaho, OK - Tuesday, April 11, 2006 10:26 PM CDT
Just checking in. Bless you guys. ALL of you have a beautiful guardian angel.
Linda Parker <lparker7585@sbcglobal.net>
Clinton, OK USA - Monday, April 10, 2006 9:42 PM CDT
Darren has been on my mind a lot this weekend everything I see reminds me of him. I hope you have a good week, I will be thinking and praying for you!
Lori Shaddon <shaddonl@student.swosu.edu>
Clinton, OK - Sunday, April 9, 2006 9:55 PM CDT
Darren will be the best big brother from Heaven I'm sure!
I am glad you are doing well. You need to post a picture of your belly. I continue to pray for you always.

Ricki Lea Moore <dougandrickilea@valornet. com>
Lexington, OK - Sunday, April 9, 2006 5:01 PM CDT
Hey, we are home now. Sorry the race car had problems. We'll think of you this weekend, as the day in OKC is bound to be bittersweet. Dian
Dian Kupper <dkupper@wbhsi.net>
- Thursday, April 6, 2006 12:03 AM CDT
Hi DeAnn,

Just checking in to see Darren's sweet face.

Love,
Jenae

Jenae Standingwater <j.standingwater@cox.net>
Edmond, OK - Wednesday, April 5, 2006 8:39 PM CDT
Just checking in on you all.
Rena Bennett <renalbennett@questdiagnostic.com>
Clinton, ok usa - Wednesday, April 5, 2006 8:03 AM CDT
hi...i'm chloe!!! *im 15 yrs old*
i met Darren online he was a really nice guy
i didnt know wut happened until a girl he went 2 school with
*kyleigh* told me i made a lot of friends from clinton OK now since Darren died!! && i really miss talking 2 him :(
i hope ur doing ok!!!!

Chloe <twisted_angel1789@hotmail.com>
Cloverport, ky America - Sunday, April 2, 2006 7:11 PM CDT
Just wanted to let you know I am thinking of you!
Lori Shaddon <shaddonl@student.swosu.edu>
Clinton, OK - Sunday, April 2, 2006 4:26 PM CDT
Hello,
Just wanted to say HI and we are thinking of you all. I hope everything is good as they can be. We think you ya'll often! Love, Briscoe Gang

Elena Briscoe
Altus, ok - Sunday, April 2, 2006 2:43 PM CDT
I checking in on you and seeing how you all or doing. There is not a day that Darren does not cross my mind. He is missed greatly. I hope you are feeling well and you will keep us posted on the progress. In my thoughts and prayers.
Rena Bennett <jasonsangellovey@yahoo.com>
Clinton, ok usa - Thursday, March 30, 2006 10:01 AM CST
Hope you are all doing well. I was sitting here thinking about Darren and thought i would say hi.
Cathy Miller <cathy.miller@oesc.state.ok.us>
Clinton, OK usa - Friday, March 24, 2006 2:44 PM CST
Thanks for posting the info. I have always been told only 25-35% with NB would survive, maybe that was with N-Myc amplification. Hope all is well with the baby and you are feeling well.
Audra <audra@bobbylehew.com>
- Wednesday, March 22, 2006 4:20 PM CST
Hi DeAnn, i just wanted to say hello. Thanks for posting all of that info on NB. I know all of us who are affected by NB just don't want a cure. I hope you Robert and the baby are doing well.
Lydia Leslie <tleslie19@cox.net>
OKC, OK - Tuesday, March 21, 2006 9:57 AM CST
Hi DeAnn,

Thanks for sharing the information. I didn't realize Darren was in the 2% group. We just wonder why??
Love Always,
Jenae

Jenae Standingwater <j.standingwater@cox.net>
Edmond, OK - Monday, March 20, 2006 7:27 PM CST
DeAnn, Thanks very much for all of the informative information on Neuroblastoma. There needs to be ALOT more research for pediatric cancers/meds. Thinking of you and your family...Many Hugs and Prayers!
Shelly (Noah's mom) <trblforbes@aol.com>
Purcell, OK USA - Friday, March 17, 2006 10:53 PM CST
I had Very many memories of Darren this spring break. I judt wanted you to know you are still in my prayers!
Lori Shaddon <shaddonl@student.swosu.edu>
Clinton, ok - Friday, March 17, 2006 9:57 PM CST
Darren is now one of our beautiful Angels...my Courtney, now an Angel 20 about to turn 21, I KNOW is watching over Darren....she is with him...I can feel it......Stephanie
Stephanie Hyatt <stepinga@yahoo.com>
FRANKLIN , ga us - Monday, March 13, 2006 11:04 PM CST
Hi, we are in Mazatlan. The weather is a little cooler than it has been. Glad the baby is doing so well. Michelle said she is not so tired anymore so maybe there is hope for you, too. Hope all is well with Robert's health. Love, Dian
Dian Kupper <dkupper@wbhsi.com>
- Thursday, March 9, 2006 6:06 PM CST
I'm so glad you got to see the baby! Hope you are feeling well.
Audra <alehew@mac.com>
- Thursday, March 9, 2006 5:07 PM CST
just wanted to let you know I am praying for you as well as the baby. Darren was a very precious guy and I'm sure this child will be too!
Lori Shaddon <lorishaddon@hotmail.com>
Clinton, OK - Tuesday, March 7, 2006 9:26 PM CST
Hi DeAnn,
Just thinking about and praying for you and your family often. I'll check in again soon. Take care and God Bless-

Shelly (Noah's mom) <trblforbes@aol.com>
Purcell, OK USA - Tuesday, March 7, 2006 9:38 AM CST
Hello,
Just checking in on you three and glad to see the update and hear all is well. Brian went over to a friends the other day. I tried to lay down but missed him so much I got up and went over there!
I will keep praying for ya'll!
Love, Elena mom to www.caringbridge.org/visit/brianbriscoe

Elena Briscoe <rudybriscoe@sbcglobal.net>
Altus, OK - Monday, March 6, 2006 11:32 PM CST
Hi again,
He still IS a wonderful boy in Heaven and always in our hearts!! I also hate the word was....
Love,
Jenae

Jenae Standingwater <j.standingwater@cox.net>
Edmond, OK - Monday, March 6, 2006 10:54 PM CST
Hi DeAnn,

I am thinking of you and know you miss Darren so much. The baby will know Darren through the many stories that can be told about what a wonderful boy he was!
Love Always,
Jenae

Jenae Standingwater <j.standingwater@cox.net>
Edmond, Ok - Monday, March 6, 2006 10:49 PM CST
hey DeAnn, just wondering how you are doing. I hope you are feeling great and everything is going well with the new baby. I think of you often.
Lydia Leslie <tleslie19@cox.net>
- Sunday, March 5, 2006 5:20 PM CST
Dearest DeAnn and Robert and Baby,
I hope this finds everyone well! It just dawned on me you will be pregnant through the summer! I hear it's tough but knowing the bundle of joy afterwards!! I'm so excited!
It's so much fun looking at the other sites and seeing the new babies! NO, I do not want a baby! The only baby I will take is a baby goldfish on April when we have our school carnival!
Think about you two and praying for you! I get so sad when I think about the clinic and I miss it! I loved rubbing little Morgan's feet. Little George crawling up in my lap like I was Grandma! I don't miss MR. Brian getting treatment and being sick! We Love You! Briscoe Gang

Elena Briscoe <rudybriscoe@sbcglobal.net>
Altus, OK - Saturday, March 4, 2006 7:52 PM CST
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LOVE ALWAYS BRENDAMY LOVING DAD <brurka@shaw.ca>
EDMONTON,ALBERTA/CANADA, - Friday, March 3, 2006 9:23 PM CST

I am sitting here thinking of Darren. We miss him so much, we miss him and Chris walking through to the kitchen to get a Dr Pepper laughing and talking about thier latest prank. Before Darren went to heaven I sometimes would sit and think that it would not be long until Chris would head off to college and how i would miss him and Darren. Keith and I had talked about how we would miss the two of them, but hoped that Darren would still come to see us. I remembering how lucky Keith was because he would still have Darren in his class. We were looking forward to keeping him knee deep in cattle to show. I just wanted to let you know how much we love Darren and how special he was to us. I had to smile the other day because I can just see Darren in heaven making Jesus laugh. I also thought he probably asked Jesus to send you twins or triplets. He was (i hate the word was) a wonderful kid, you all did a wonderful job raising him.

Cathy <cathy.miller@oesc.state.ok.us>
Clinton, ok USA - Friday, March 3, 2006 7:57 PM CST
Just checking in. I'm glad the surgery went well and so excited about your bump! Take care.
Audra <alehew@mac.com>
- Wednesday, March 1, 2006 7:09 PM CST
DeAnn and Robert:
We have been praying for you and praising God for his good gift of new life. We pray for complete healing for Robert and for a wonderful, uneventful pregnancy for you. Children are truly a gift from God and we are thankful for your new gift! We all squeeled with joy when we heard your news.

Chloe Mitchell <kchloe@excite.com>
Clinton, OK usa - Sunday, February 26, 2006 10:24 PM CST
Hi DeAnn,

I love the picture of Darren! Good luck at your appt. this week and I'm happy Robert's procedure went good.

Love,

Jenae

Jenae Standingwater <j.standingwater@cox.net>
Edmond, OK - Sunday, February 26, 2006 6:53 PM CST
Hi DeAnn,
Just thinking about you!

Love Always,

Jenae

Jenae Standingwater <j.standingwater@cox.net>
Edmond, OK - Thursday, February 23, 2006 11:53 PM CST
You guys have been in my thoughts a lot lately.. It seems like everything I see reminds me of Darren.. You are continuously in my prayers hope you have a better day! God Bless!
Lori Shaddon <lorishaddon@hotmail.com>
Clinton, - Thursday, February 23, 2006 9:47 PM CST
Hi DeAnn,
I know this Valentine's Day wasn't the same for you because your #1 Valentine is in Heaven, but your love for Darren is something that can't be taken away. You are always in my thoughts and prayers.

Love Always,
Jenae

Jenae Standingwater <j.standingwater@cox.net>
Edmond, OK - Thursday, February 16, 2006 4:58 PM CST
Deann,
I am so happy for you and Robert! Life is full of surprises! I think about Darren often. The website is wonderful thank you for sharing it with everyone. You are always in my prayers and thoughts. Take care and God Bless.

Patti Lindsey <KPLindsey@itlnet.net>
Clinton, OK USA - Thursday, February 16, 2006 3:53 PM CST
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LOVE ALWAYS BRENDA MY LOVING DAD'S SITE <brurka@shaw.ca>
EDMONTON,ALBERTA/CANADA, - Tuesday, February 14, 2006 9:41 PM CST
Happy Valentine's Day! Just wanted to say that you have been in my thoughts and prayers all day..
Lori Shaddon <lorishaddon@hotmail.com>
Clinton, OK - Tuesday, February 14, 2006 8:20 PM CST


Alicia, John, Ciara, Hunter & ^^Angel^^ Tommy BENNETT CHILDREN'S JOURNAL <mps3mom@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, February 14, 2006 8:32 AM CST
Hey i was happy to hear the news of this web site. I promised Taylor i would come look at it. You guys will be in my prayers!!
Chelsea Edwards <tiger_rose_187@hotmail.com>
erick, ok - Monday, February 13, 2006 2:11 PM CST
Dear DeAnn and Robert,
We will be thinking of you as always but I know it scary it being Robert. Remember to take care and I worry about ya'll just my nature. When Brian seen them he thought of you so we got them and they sat around for several days. My husband sees them one day and said oh you got these for DeAnn. I was so surprised but Darren touched our whole family and will alway be remembered and loved.

Elena Briscoe <rudybriscoe@sbcglobal.net>
Altus, OK - Sunday, February 12, 2006 8:51 AM CST
We will be thinking of you guys Mon. as Robert gets the cancer removed. So excited about the baby and those first heartbeats!
Much love,

Audra <audra@bobbylehew.com>
- Saturday, February 11, 2006 11:30 AM CST
Hey DeAnn,We just heard a few days ago about you and Roberts big news and also about the site. We are very happy for you both! We also enjoyed the pictures of Darren here on the site and the picture of his beatuiful headstone. However, we have not made it to Clinton to see it in person yet. You and Robert are still in our prayers.
Jennifer & Taylor

Taylor & Jennifer Whitson <taylor_whitson24@hotmail.com>
Cheyenne, OK U.S - Friday, February 10, 2006 11:37 PM CST
Deann and Robert,
Congratualtions!!I am so excited for both of you. I will continue to keep you both and the baby in my prayers.
God Bless, Kristi Bomgren

Kristi Bomgren <kristi.bomgren@integris-health.com>
Clinton, ok United States - Friday, February 10, 2006 3:58 PM CST
Deann and Robert,
Congratualtions!!I am so excited for both of you. I will continue to keep you both and the baby in my prayers.
God Bless, Kristi Bomgren

Kristi Bomgren <kristi.bomgren@integris-health.com>
Clinton, ok United States - Friday, February 10, 2006 3:57 PM CST
Hi DeAnn and Robert. Mason and I just wanted to tell you we are so happy to hear that you are having a baby. What a lucky kid! You have already shown so many people what awesome parents that you are. Mason said he could just hear Darren running into the room talking 90 miles an hour so he could be the first to tell the story. We've been thinking about you alot. Especially around Darren's birthday and Thanksgiving and Christmas. We've missed him more that we could've imagined. We also realized that we loved him more than we had imagined. He gave us many happy memories and although we are sad when we talk about our memories, we can't help but smile and sometimes even laugh.
Patty and Mason Daubenspeck <pdaubenspeck@msn.com>
Clinton, OK Custer - Wednesday, February 8, 2006 2:17 AM CST
Oh, how my heart rejoices! I'm so happy for you and Robert. Please take it easy and let us know what we can by for it! I'm so happy and Brian was too!
Elena Briscoe <rudybriscoe@sbcglobal.net>
Altus, OK - Tuesday, February 7, 2006 11:13 PM CST
Hi DeAnn,

I'm so happy for you and Robert having a baby and I continue to pray for your peace and comfort.

Love Always,
Jenae

Jenae Standingwater <j.standingwater@cox.net>
Edmond, OK - Tuesday, February 7, 2006 12:23 AM CST
DeAnn,I just wanted to stop in and say CONGRATS! You are still in mine and Lori's prayers.
Jamie Shaddon <jlshaddon@cableone.net>
Clinton, OK - Monday, February 6, 2006 10:15 PM CST
DEANN AND ROBERT, CONGRADULATIONS!!! CURTIS SHOWED ME YOUR PAGE AND I'M SO EXCITED FOR YOU BOTH! I SEE ROBERT OFTEN AT BJ'S AND ITS ALWAYS GOOD TO TALK WITH HIM...I'M GLAD YOU ARE HAPPY AT BAR-S, I'M LOVING BJ SERVICES... IF NOTHING ELSE GAINED FROM OUR FORMER EMPLOYER WE AT LEAST GOT TO BE FRIENDS...I THINK ABOUT DARREN OFTEN THRU CURTIS, MASON D., AND THE OTHER BOYS...DARREN ALWAYS HAD A LITTLE MISCHEVIOUS GRIN AND THAT GIGGLE I'LL ALWAYS REMEMBER...THIS IS A WONDERFUL SITE AND YOU ARE SO RIGHT, I'M ONE WHO HAS A HARD TIME EXPRESSING EMOTIONS TO OTHERS...DARREN WILL ALWAYS BE IN OUR HEARTS.... I ALWAYS REMEMBER THE MOVIE STEEL MAGNOLIAS WHEN SALLY FIELD BREAKS DOWN AT THE CEMETERY AND WANTS TO KNOW WHY?.... WE THINK OF YOU AND ROBERT OFTEN, AND AGAIN ARE SO EXCITED FOR YOU BOTH. LOVE JOE, JANALYN, AND CURTIS.
P.S. HERE, HIT OUISER!

JOE TAYLOR <JJTAYLOR79@HOTMAIL.COM>
CLINTON, OK USA - Sunday, February 5, 2006 3:59 PM CST
OMG! im soooo excited for you that is soo awesome!!i just wanted to say congratulations!

KyLeigh

KyLeigh Mitchell <kyleighm_08@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, February 5, 2006 2:44 PM CST
DeAnn, Im sooooooo excited for you and Robert!!!! When my mom told me it was a suprise but im soooo happy for you two!!!

Chaillie C. <c_marie_08@hotmail.com>
Clinton, ok - Friday, February 3, 2006 6:37 PM CST
So excited for you! Praying all will go well.
Love, Audra

Audra <alehew@mac.com>
- Friday, February 3, 2006 5:49 PM CST
I am so very excited for you all. The new addition will be very exciting. I can wait. I hope eventually it will be my turn again but we have talked about that. It has made me very upset that Christi is having to go through all this. It brings back so many bad feelings. I will definatly keep visiting her site and praying for her. Love ya
Jamie

Jamie Angel Camerons mommy forever <jamie.carey@cox.net www.caringbridge.org/ok/cameronc>
- Friday, February 3, 2006 3:22 PM CST
YIPEEEEEE!!!!!! I am so excited that you are pregnant. I praythat this baby is protected from any harm and is very very healthy. I know this baby will never never be a replacement for Darren, but I do pray that this baby brings you much joy. I am so excited for you.
Lydia Leslie <tleslie19@cox,.net>
- Friday, February 3, 2006 12:33 AM CST
I am just thinking about Darren a lot today, we miss him so much. It's amazing how much fun and love Darren put into our home. Cathy Miller
Cathy Miller <cathy.miller@oesc.state.ok.us>
Clinton, ok usa - Thursday, February 2, 2006 12:50 AM CST
Hi DeAnn,

I'm thinking of you today:)

Love Always,

Jenae

Jenae Standingwater <j.standingwater@cox.net>
Edmond, OK - Thursday, February 2, 2006 12:17 AM CST
Dear DeAnn and Robert,
I wanted to say HI. We will be praying for Robert and you. I know the word CANCER stinks but I'm glad the dr. feels it will be okay.
I pray for you often and will check in another day.
Love you.

Elena Briscoe <rudybriscoe@sbcglobal.net>
Altus, OK - Monday, January 30, 2006 9:13 AM CST
Hi! DeAnn & Robert,
Lori Shaddon gave me Darren's website address. Hope you don't mind. You did a wonderful job. Darren was a wonderful young man. He made Cory and Tanner laugh everytime they were around him. Cory said Darren was just always great fun to be around. Darren helped Tanner out a lot at Pre-teen Church Camp in June '04 after Cory passed away. Tanner said he did not know what he would have done without Darren there to make him feel better. Tanner thought Darren was awsome.
You and Robert are in our thoughts and prayers. I pray for God to give you strength and comfort and to hold you in his arms each day through this grief journey.
Praying for those children still fighting this terrible disease.

Gaylene Ayers (Cory's Mom) <cory2mom@yahoo.com>
Arapaho, OK USA - Saturday, January 28, 2006 11:05 PM CST
Hi DeAnn,
Just thinking of you!
Love,
Jenae

Jenae Standingwater <j.standingwater@cox.net>
Edmond, Ok - Saturday, January 28, 2006 7:12 PM CST
I am sure they will take super good care of Robert. Lots of hugs to you two.
Thinking of you in Austin Texas

Michelle and Derek <mkupper2002@yahoo.com>
Austin, TX USA - Wednesday, January 25, 2006 2:49 PM CST
I am so sorry to hear about Robert. I'm glad the Drs. feel good about it and I pray it will be just a little bump in the road. I'm sorry for the emotions it brings. Continuing to pray for you.
Audra <alehew@mac.com>
- Wednesday, January 25, 2006 11:22 AM CST
Doing my weekly updates and wanted to stop by. Thank you so much for adding our site to your page. We both know that these kids have to have as much help as possible. No one should ever have to go through what we have. Yet there are so many of us out there and there shouldnt be. Im glade to here nothing is being taken anymore. Nothing would make me mader then taking something from Camerons site. GRRRR You are in my thoughts and prayers.
Jamie

Jamie Angel Camerons mommy forever <jamie.carey@cox.net www.caringbridge.org/ok/cameronc>
Yukon, - Tuesday, January 24, 2006 4:56 PM CST
Hi DeAnn,

Thinking about you and praying for your comfort.

Love Always,
Jenae

Jenae Standingwater <jstdnh2o@aol.com (soon to change)>
Edmond, OK - Sunday, January 22, 2006 6:24 PM CST
thinking and praying for you and your family
Lori Shaddon <lorishaddon@hotmail.com>
Clinton, OK - Thursday, January 19, 2006 9:48 PM CST
Just thinking of you today.
Ricki Lea Moore <dougandrickilea@valornet.com>
lexington, ok - Thursday, January 19, 2006 4:40 PM CST
Hi DeAnn,

I love the song. I had to just cry as I thought of Darren and your pain of missing him. I really enjoyed spending time wtih you on Saturday and look forward to doing it again real soon.

I love you,

Jenae

Jenae Standingwater <jstdnh2o@aol.com (soon to change)>
Edmond, OK - Wednesday, January 18, 2006 3:50 PM CST
Just stopping by to check up on you. The music is great. The first few times I could not get it to play though. Camerons was not working either but it sounds great now. Im glade to hear that the are going to patrol the cemetary. It made me so mad to hear about what was going on. I hope it is but to a stop soon. You are in my thoughts and prayers daily.
Love ya,
Jamie

Jamie Angel Camerons Mommy Forever <jamie.carey@cox.net www.caringbridge.org/ok/cameronc>
- Saturday, January 14, 2006 1:48 PM CST
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LOVE ALWAYS BRENDA MY LOVING DAD FOREVER MY ANGEL <brurka@shaw.ca>
EDMONTON,ALBERTA CANADA, - Thursday, January 12, 2006 11:09 PM CST
Hello DeAnn,
Just stopping by to check on you. I continue to pray for your strength to get through each day. Take care and when you come to OKC again if you have time give me a call. I would love to visit.
God Bless!
Love,
Christy Scott

Christy Scott <luv2heal@cox.net>
- Thursday, January 12, 2006 3:41 PM CST
I'm glad the police will be patroling more. Hopefully that will stop this sicko. Know I thinking of you all the time.
Audra <alehew@mac.com>
- Thursday, January 12, 2006 10:24 AM CST
Thinking of you and praying for you! I pray every night that the JERK stealing from precious Darren's grave will be caught it's so ridiculous. Whoever it is has to be a VERY sick person.
Lori Shaddon <lorishaddon@hotmail.com>
Clinton, ok - Monday, January 9, 2006 9:51 PM CST
Thinking of you.
Audra <alehew@mac.com>
- Saturday, January 7, 2006 2:57 PM CST
DeAnn, I love the headstone. What a great honor to him. It's awful that I have to talk about a headstone for Darren at all. Your pictures that you posted are beautiful. Still praying for you.
Lydia Leslie <tleslie19@cox.net>
OKC, OK - Wednesday, January 4, 2006 6:16 PM CST
DeAnn, I am a friend of Jamie Carey and I just want to let you know that you are in my thoughts and prayers daily. I check Darren's website daily along with Cameron's and Xander's, thank you for sharing your thoughts and feelings with us through the website. I will keep you in my prayers and continue to visit the site daily.
Courtney Harzman <misscourtney00@hotmail.com>
Alva, OK USA - Wednesday, January 4, 2006 11:29 AM CST
I know what you mean about not wanting the pain to go away. Sometimes I think it shouldn't go away and I really don't think it ever will. Maybe we'll just learn to live with it. Praying for you this year.
Audra <alehew@mac.com>
- Saturday, December 31, 2005 3:43 PM CST
Hello,
I love the stone but I loved Darren more. He will always be in our thoughts as you are. Happy thoughts this New Year and may you find some peace with out pain.
Love ya.

Elena Briscoe <rudybriscoe@sbcglobal.net>
Altus, OK - Friday, December 30, 2005 4:50 PM CST
Darrens stone is beautiful. It looks like Darrens own signature uner his picture. If it is I loved the idea. Hope you made it through the Holidays all right. I pray we find a way to make it a Happy and New Year. May 2006 bring you much joy and happiness.
Thinking of you daily.

Jamie Angel Camerons Mommy Forever <jamie.carey@cox.net www.caringbridge.org/ok/cameronc>
- Friday, December 30, 2005 8:43 AM CST
Deann,
It was great seeing you last night. The picture is pretty. Just wanted to let you know that not a day goes by that I don't think of you and Darren. I miss him very much. Hope to see you soon.
Rena

Rena Bennett <renalbennett@questdiagnostic.com>
clinton, ok usa - Thursday, December 29, 2005 1:26 PM CST
Hi DeAnn,

The picture looks wonderful.

Love,
Jenae

Jenae Standingwater <jstdnh2o@aol.com>
Sachse, TX - Thursday, December 29, 2005 11:07 AM CST
The picture of the headstone looks great! Christmas was good. We enjoyed the time with you guys, Mom and Dad, Pam, and JD.
Dian Kupper <dkupper@wbhsi.net>
Tucson, - Tuesday, December 27, 2005 9:47 PM CST
I am always thinking of you and praying for you. I know that is the best thing I can do for you. I hope you are still enjoying your job. May God give you peace as the new year arrives.
Ricki Lea Moore <dougandrickilea@valornet.com>
- Tuesday, December 27, 2005 9:11 PM CST
Know I'm praying for you. I wish I could make your pain go away, how familiar I am to it. I will be thinking of you as we come into this next year.
Audra <alehew@mac.com>
- Tuesday, December 27, 2005 5:56 PM CST
Dear DeAnn,

I went to visit Darren's gravesite yesterday and it is absolutely beautiful. My thoughts and prayers are with you.

Love Always,

Jenae

Jenae Standingwater <jstdnh2o@aol.com>
Sachse, TX - Tuesday, December 27, 2005 3:08 PM CST
Dear DeAnn,

I went to visit Darren's gravesite yesterday and it is absolutely beautiful. My thoughts and prayers are with you.

Love Always,

Jenae

Jenae Standingwater <jstdnh2o@aol.com>
Sachse, TX - Tuesday, December 27, 2005 3:08 PM CST
Dearest DeAnn,
Thinking of you and praying God will give you strength through these Holidays and up coming Year!
Brian said he wants to come see Darren. We took a small OU tree to Brandon Beach's grave the other day. We go see him often. I have no words of wisdom just know I'm praying for you.

Elena Briscoe <rudybriscoe@sbcglobal.net>
Altus, OK USA - Monday, December 26, 2005 8:41 AM CST
Hoping you can find it somehow to have a Merry Christmas.
Love you all

jamie Angel Camerons mommy forever <jamie.carey@cox.net www.caringbridge.org/ok/cameronc>
- Sunday, December 25, 2005 3:03 PM CST
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MY CHRISTMAS ANGEL

LOVE ALWAYS BRENDA <brurka@shaw.ca>
EDMONTON,ALBERTA CANADA, - Sunday, December 25, 2005 2:41 AM CST
Dear DeAnn & Family,

I want to wish you a Merry Christmas and pray for your peace during this season and always!

Love Always,

Jenae

Jenae Standingwater <jstdnh2o@aol.com>
Sachse, Tx - Friday, December 23, 2005 5:28 PM CST
I went to the cemetary this morning, Darren's stone is beautiful. You are in my thoughts and prayers during the holidays.
Lori Shaddon <lorishaddon@hotmail.com>
Clinton, OK - Friday, December 23, 2005 10:21 AM CST
Hi mom : You don't know me and I don't know yow neither, but
We do have things in common. Our precious kids are spending their first X-mas with Jesus in Heaven! My daughter,Arantxa,was born on January 7,2001 very close to
Cameronc birthday. She passed away on Feb.16,05 from the
same beast called cancer. She had a`brain tumor but she was never put in remission. I always be grateful that she did
not suffered and never knew what was going on!
I love to read your journals as they are very inspirational and
very descriptive of a bereaved mother. I have no words to descrive how I am feeling this year without her. She was my
everything! And I will miss her for the rest of my life!
Hoping you do not feel alone in this journey, another grieved mother. GOD BLESS YOU!


PRISCILLA-ARANTXA'S MOM ST. JUDE HOSPITAL <enegro02@hotmail.com>
Leesburg, FL - Tuesday, December 20, 2005 8:44 PM CST
Hi DeAnn,
Just wanted you to know I am thinking about you and praying that god will give you the strength to just make it through each day one day at a time. Those days of reality hit hard and you don't think you will survive one more moment without your son. It is only with God's grace and his strength and his ability to "carry you" through those moments that you are able to go on. I know that this is a difficult time but remember our boys are having the most magnificent Christmas ever! I will continue to pray for you in the days ahead.
God Bless and Merry Christmas!

Christy Scott

Christy Scott <luv2heal@cox.net>
- Tuesday, December 20, 2005 5:31 PM CST
Thinking of you and loving you.
Audra <alehew@mac.com>
- Tuesday, December 20, 2005 3:41 PM CST
I just hope God will comfort you and bring you a bit of peace. Know that you are in my daily prayers!
Halah <hrlong@alvaok.net>
Alva, ok USA - Tuesday, December 20, 2005 9:56 AM CST
I wanted to let you know that I am thinking of you. This is an especially hard time for you I'm sure. I hope that you find the strength that you need to get through these next couple of weeks. I also hope with all of my heart that your memories of Darren bring nothing but a smile to your face, and happiness to your heart. Take care, and stay strong!!

Cathy Rezmer (Shane's mom) <cjrezmer@yahoo.com>
Bay City, MI USA - Monday, December 19, 2005 9:47 PM CST
DeAnn,

Just checking in letting you know I'm thinking of you and pray for your comfort this holiday season and always.

Love Always,

Jenae

Jenae Standingwater <jstdnh2o@aol.com>
Sachse, TX - Monday, December 19, 2005 11:05 AM CST
Dear DeAnn and Robert,
I'm sorry someone stole something from Darren's grave. I know at my family plot it happens alot too. I think the maddest I ever got was this year when someone stole Brian's signed cap from Bob Stoops and football from players. They stole it from our front porch and we were home. It took me several days to get over that and to tell the truth I'm still not completely over it. Just lately my aunt's tombstone was broke and it took alot to come up that money. My thoughts are with you all. Love you lots.

Elena Briscoe <rudybriscoe@sbcglobal.net>
Altus, OK USA - Friday, December 16, 2005 8:29 PM CST
DeAnn
My thoughts are with you and the family this Holiday season. I can't even come close to imagining what you are going through. I will keep you and the family in my prayers. I just imagine the things that Darren and his Grandpa are getting into now! May your Holidays be Peaceful.

Pat Serratt
Cordell, OK USA - Thursday, December 15, 2005 5:54 PM CST
I am so sorry someone has been stealing from Darren's gravesite. That is just sick and twisted. Know I am thinking and praying for you and your family during these next several days and always. Thank you for the money you gave for Joshua's Christmas presents. That was very thoughtful and helpful.
Audra <alehew@mac.com>
- Thursday, December 15, 2005 12:21 AM CST
DeAnn,
I'm getting around early this morning and had time to get on and see this website before I head off to work. Since we've been working together, you have taught me how precious life is. I'm learning to take each moment and cherish it, even the moments when I want to pull my hair out because my 1 year old has written on the wall with a permanent marker. You've also taught me to live each day to its fullest, to live in the present and not dwell on the future. Like the scripture says..Don't worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will tend to itself. I didn't know Darren, but I would have to say he is possibly my Angel. He had a hand in you and I meeting, and he knew you would share with me the wonderful things that being a mother has to offer! Your in my thoughts and prayers! Love Amber

Amber Turney <amber_turney@sbcglobal.net>
Clinton, OK - Thursday, December 15, 2005 3:27 AM CST
JUST thinking of Darren and how we miss his laughter. The picture of him at the Ronald McDonald house is so much like him, how he like to goof around and be happy. I am watching his place very carefully to try and help prevent his things being taken. It is so sad this has happen and the little bunny light was so cute and kept a light on for him at night.
Cathy Miller <cathy.miller@oesc.state.ok.us>
Clinton, ok usa - Tuesday, December 13, 2005 11:52 AM CST
Hi DeAnn,

I have such good memories of Darren as a little boy at Christmas since that was the time we spent Christmas with him. I pray for your comfort during this holiday season and know Darren is close in your heart. We put a special big star on our tree this year in memory of Darren. I love you always!

Love,
Jenae

Jenae Standingwater <jstdnh2o@aol.com>
Sachse, TX - Monday, December 12, 2005 5:23 PM CST
Just checking in and thinking of you. Take care.
Love

Audra <alehew@mac.com>
- Friday, December 9, 2005 11:43 PM CST
Hi All, Again I find myself thinking of Darren. He is such a wonderful person. Many times I wonder what he is doing in heaven. I read a book called 90 Minutes In Heaven, it's about a minister that was deceased for 90 minutes and then resusitated. He talks about what he saw in heaven and it made my soul rejoice. He says he had the best feeling he ever had, it was warm and comfortable. He said he was met by people he knew in his lifetime that had passed away before him. He said his grandfather was there to meet and hug him as well a large crowd of people that were all very happy. He talked about how his great grandmother (I think) was there and no longer was humped over due to her bone problem and how another person he knew had perfect teeth (unlike he had on earth). He tells about the most beautiful music he ever heard and people singing praises. He talks about the beauty of heaven of how it is more beautiful than we can only image. He does talk about the gates of heaven and how beautiful they were and all colors were more vivid than he had ever seen. He tells how all these people started walking with him to what he felt was like the walk to meet Jesus. He tells how happy he was, there was no pain, no illness only warm wonderful love that are beyond our ability to image. After reading this I am still selfish and want Darren back, but at the same time I KNOW HE IS IN THIS MOST GLORIOUS PLACE. GOD bless you all and Darren if you are looking down from heaven, remember we love you and always will.
Cathy Miller <cathy.miller@oesc.state.ok.us>
Clinton, ok usa - Thursday, December 8, 2005 12:33 AM CST
DeAnn
I am thinking of you today and praying for comfort. Isn't it nice to know that God knows exactly how you are feeling and there is nothing to hide with Him. It killed me Sunday at the Christmas party.....I wanted so badly to go to the Aikman and see all the "older" kids, but I knew my buddies Darren and Justin would not be there. Oh how they will always be missed. I know they are having the best Christmas party ever this year with Jesus. Love you

Ricki Lea Moore <dougandrickilea@valornet.com>
- Wednesday, December 7, 2005 7:51 PM CST
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I know it's been like forever since I've visited you.
I have just been so busy.
But I think of you always.

LOVE ALWAYS BRENDA MY LOVING DAD'S SITE <brurka@shaw.ca>
EDMONTON,ALBERTA CANADA, - Tuesday, December 6, 2005 7:15 PM CST
DeAnn
Hi I wanted to tell you that you are everyday in my thoughts (you really are)everyday. I meet you twice and Darren once but I feel through family connection I know everyone very well. I wanted to say also that people will say just about anything to make you feel better and you are not asking for that. I mean people can say nice things to you but not ask are you better. I know that when anyone loses their child, husband and close family, your life is forever changed and you really have to start a new life , I am not sure people get that.
I know Darren is there with you when you need him and he dose hear you, I believe in this! We will talk to you all soon have a safe Hoilday and know that we love ya here is Austin Texas.

Michelle Kupper <mkupper2002@yahoo.com>
Austin, TX USA - Tuesday, December 6, 2005 12:03 AM CST
Dear DeAnn and Robert,

I just wanted you to know we are here and checking in on you. You have wrote anything in a few days and I'm just Mother Hen checking in on you. I know these days are so terribly hard. We love you and think about you alot.
Love, Elena and Gang

Elena Briscoe <rudybriscoe@sbcglobal.net>
Altus, OK 73521 - Monday, December 5, 2005 9:56 PM CST
DeAnn,
I was just checking in. I know the "act" very well. There is just no way for people to know what we're going through unless they've been there themselves and they are helpless to help us. I am praying for you as Christmas approaches. Love you.

Audra <alehew@mac.com>
- Sunday, December 4, 2005 5:46 PM CST
DeAnn,

I love the poem and know Darren will have a wonderful Christmas with Jesus. Ryan wanted to know what kind of Christmas tree I thought they had in Heaven and he said it was probably the biggest, best tree anywhere. I know this holiday season is very difficult for you and your family and my thoughts and prayers are always with you.

Love Always,
Jenae

Jenae Standingwater <jstdnh2o@aol.com>
Sachse, TX - Saturday, December 3, 2005 11:55 AM CST
We just wanted to let you know we are thinking about Darren and you all. I love the picture of him goofing around at the McDonald house, this is how i remember him, laughing and goofing around. He gave many many smiles and laughs, we love him forever.
Cathy Miller <cathy.miller@oesc.state.ok.us>
Clinton, ok usa - Friday, December 2, 2005 3:06 PM CST
DeAnn,
You are a very strong woman, I enjoy checking on you and Robert. I am glad you keep us updated. The poems you have shared with us, are wonderful. I know we all have a special place in our hearts for you. I hope you get thru the nexts few weeks okay. I am always a call away.. Take care, and keep on writing!!! Lou

Lou Hutson
burns flat, ok usa - Wednesday, November 30, 2005 10:58 PM CST
Just stopping by to check on you all. I would have to so Amen on the act we put on. Glade you had a nice Thanksgiving and were able to put out trees at the cemetary. I pray for you all often. Take care
Jamie

Jamie Angel Camerons Mommy Forever <jamie.carey@cox.net www.caringbridge.org/ok/cameronc>
Yukon, Oklahoma - Wednesday, November 30, 2005 10:26 PM CST
I am praying for you during the holidays and always. I hope you will find a special way to celebrate. We love you and are always thinking of you.
Doug, Ricki Lea, Xander and Carter Moore <dougandrickilea@valornet.com>
Lexington, OK - Monday, November 28, 2005 3:04 PM CST
Hi DeAnn,
Love that family picture. I know you miss Darren so much. i pray for you all the time. You are constantly on my mind. I know these holidays are extremely hard. Be good to yourself and pamper yourself.

Lydia Leslie <tleslie19@cox.net>
OKC, OK - Monday, November 28, 2005 10:32 AM CST
I love the picture! I have a minute before all gets out of oven etc.... I'm praying your Holidays are as good as can be. I love that 1st Christmas in Heaven poem. I asked Jamie if she had seen it. I pray God will give you the strength and peace today! We love you guys.

Elena Briscoe <rudybriscoe@sbcglobal.net>
Altus, OK USA - Thursday, November 24, 2005 10:30 AM CST
Just stopping by to let you know i am praying for you all. May the Lord be by our sides for the next few days to get us through Thanksgiving. I pray you are able to have a nice time with all your family and have a Happy Thanksgiving. My thoughts and prayers are being sent your way. May the boys be having a extra special first Thanksgiving with Jesus together.
Jamie

Jamie Angel Camerons Mommy Forever <jamie.carey@cox.net www.caringbridge.org/ok/cameronc>
Yukon, ok - Wednesday, November 23, 2005 11:05 AM CST
Well,it took me three tries, but I finally read the poem all the way through. I know Darren will have the best Christmas ever celebrating it with "the reason for the season" himself. We'll have a much harder time on this first Christmas without Darren to rattle presents and push for opening gifts early. Who will pass out everyone's gifts? Peppernuts, mom's potato salad, and cranberry salad will all hold new meaning. It'll be hard but we'll still have a good Christmas because we'll be together, and we are family. I love you. Dian
Dian <dkupper@wbhsi.net>
- Wednesday, November 23, 2005 10:20 AM CST
Thanks for the poem. I think about you all the time and am wishing you a Happy Thanksgiving. I never got to talk to Darren much, but he always seemed to be a confident, happy kid. I know you are proud to be the mother of such an exceptional boy.
Audra <alehew@mac.com>
- Tuesday, November 22, 2005 3:25 PM CST
What a lovely poem. And the picture is one of my favorites...still carry it in my billfold. I've thought a lot about you guys lately knowing that the holidays are going to be hard for you. Every time you feel sad, just go back and read that poem. Love you guys.
Linda Parker <lparker7585@sbcglobal.net>
Clinton, OK Custer - Monday, November 21, 2005 9:56 PM CST
Just checking in on you, know that you are in my thoughts and prayers.
Lou

lou hutson
burns flat, ok usa - Monday, November 21, 2005 6:15 PM CST
Just checking in, thinking about you.
Audra <alehew@ifriendly.com>
- Wednesday, November 16, 2005 5:24 PM CST
Just want to assure you that I check the site all the time. I appreciate the updates on you guys. Dian
Dian Kupper <dkupper@robsoncom.net>
Tucson, - Wednesday, November 16, 2005 12:43 AM CST
Hi DeAnn,

I just wanted to check in and let you know I was thinking about you.

Love,
Jenae

Jenae Standingwater <jstdnh2o@aol..com>
Sachse, OK - Wednesday, November 16, 2005 8:11 AM CST
I was just thinking about Darren and wanted to let you know again if there is anything we can do for any of you please let us know. If you need a shoulder to cry on we are here, if you need us to run errands or do chores for you, we are here, if you need to get away for awhile and need someone to watch the house or take care of animals or anything, please let us know. We love Darren so much & know it will make him happy to know we are helping his family. I pray for you all everyday and night. May GOD bless you all. Keith, Cathy, Chris and Kaleb Miller
the Millers <cathy.miller@oesc.state.ok.us>
Clinton, OK USA - Tuesday, November 15, 2005 9:18 AM CST
DeAnn,
Just checking on you. I can't imagine all the pain still. I think about Darren's sweet smile alot, it's like he's always in my presence. Your faith is so awsome, I hope someday I will be as strong. You are so many famlies "Angel". Just know you are in my thoughts and prayers daily. Luv you, Lou

Lou Hutson
Burns Flat, Ok Usa - Tuesday, November 15, 2005 1:07 AM CST
You are in my thoughts and prayers today and always. I know my self I have a hard time on the 13th of every month. You will be in my prayers today and always. May the Lord help you get through today. With his love we will make it through everyday one day at a time.
Jamie

Jamie Angel Camerons Mommy Forever <jamie.carey@cox.net www.caringbridge.org/ok/cameronc>
Yukon, Oklahoma - Monday, November 14, 2005 10:07 AM CST
Hey, i just wanted to say that im praying for you and youre family. Darren had an awesome life and i cant remember ever looking back and seeing him mad or upset about anything.He was always upbeat and positive no matter how bad he was hurting on the inside.He helped me out alot after i moved here and i miss him alot.He's not in pain anymore and for that im very thankful, its not always easy, but we have to keep God #1. God Bless

Sincerely,
KyLeigh Mitchell

KyLeigh Mitchell <kyleighm_08@hotmail.com>
Clinton, OK U.S. - Wednesday, November 9, 2005 5:34 PM CST
Hi DeAnn,
stopping by to check on you. thanks for sharing about compasionate friends. that is the support group i was referring to. I agree with you about helping others. It is a great way to take the focus off of your own problems as well as reminding us that there are others who face trials of their own. I of course also have a soft spot for the kids with cancer and their families. I received a book yesterday at the luncheon i attended entitled 12 ways to help you get through the holidays. whenever i get a chance to read it i will pass along some of the info. I will continue to pray for you and Robert during the holiday season. I know that one of the things that i have been blessed with is two other children to raise and do not want to imagine what it would be like if I didn't. My heart goes out to you! Hang in there and I will check back soon.
God Bless
Love,
Christy Scott

Christy Scott <luv2heal@cox.net>
- Wednesday, November 9, 2005 3:12 PM CST
Just stopping by to see how things are going. You are in my thoughts and prayers daily. I will pray that we make it through this Holiday season fast and painless as possible. Let me know in any way I can help. God Bless You
Jamie

Jamie Angel Camerons Mommy Forever <jamie.carey@cox.net www.caringbridge.org/ok/cameronc>
Yukon, Oklahoma - Wednesday, November 9, 2005 10:08 AM CST
Just wanted to let you know you are in my prayers everday! I often dream of Darren and miss him SO much and I know you miss him even more.
Lori Shaddon <lorishaddon@hotmail.com>
Clinton, OK - Monday, November 7, 2005 10:05 PM CST
Hi, We are in Mexico. We Were in California last week and spent a day with Aunt Virgie and her family. We think of you guys all the time. Keep on keeping on. Love, Dian
Duane and Dian <dkupper@robsoncom.net>
Tucson, - Monday, November 7, 2005 7:15 PM CST
Hi DeAnn
I will be praying for you during this holiday season. You will only survive it with God's help. I know He will carry you and Robert through it. Remember we are always praying for you, that you will have strength and comfort beyond measures.
You sound just like Doug with the Christmas presents. He would love to give the boys early presents, he is worse than a kid!!!

Ricki Lea Moore <dougandrickilea@valornet.com>
Lexington, OK - Monday, November 7, 2005 8:38 AM CST
Hi DeAnn,
I love the poem and I am so happy Darren had Robert in the last several years. I know he learned many great things from him and most of all he knew how much Robert loves him. I enjoyed having lunch with you last Saturday. I went to Darren's gravesite several times while at home and feel sure that he is in a happy place. I hope you are having an OK weekend.

Love,

Jenae

Jenae Standingwater <jstdnh2o@aol.com>
Sachse, TX - Saturday, November 5, 2005 6:51 PM CST
DeAnn
Just checking on you. I don't know your husband, but have been so thankful that you have him. I'll be praying for you as the holidays approach. Thanks for the entry, I've been feeling sorry for myself too much lately.

Audra <alehew@mac.com>
- Saturday, November 5, 2005 3:09 PM CST
Hi to all. I was sitting here thinking of Darren which I do very often. I went to see him today & as I was walking to his place, a skinny long brown looking snake slivered in front of my feet. I am horrified of snakes which Darren was very aware of. I ran to my car that I had parked a little ways down from Darren's place. Normally, I would be in tears from seeing a snake, but when I reached my car, I just broke out in laughter because i could feel Darren laughing at the short fat girl running through the cemetary. It was like he was playing one of his jokes which he loved to do, he was always up to something and laughing. I think that is why we loved him so much, he was always laughing and looking at the bright side of everything. I miss his laughter, I miss everything about him, I miss his stories of what he and Chris had been up to. I miss his freckles and shining eyes. I pray everyday for his family and parents of all children that are ill. He made a great impact on my life & hope I can take what I learned from him to help others.
s

cathy miller <cathy.miller@oesc.state.ok.us>
clinton, ok usa - Thursday, November 3, 2005 10:07 PM CST
Just checking in. Love the poem. So perfect for Robert. Love you guys.
Linda Parker <lparker7585@sbcglobal.net>
clinton, OK USA - Wednesday, November 2, 2005 10:36 PM CST
Hi DeAnn I haven't signed the guest book in a while. I just wanted to stop and say Hello. Thinking of you!!
Courtney Ernst <brattyc94@yahoo.com>
Clinton, OK USA - Wednesday, November 2, 2005 4:08 PM CST
I just hope you know people think of you each and everyday!!! Wishing you peace!!
Halah Simon <hrlong@alvaok.net>
Alva, OK - Tuesday, November 1, 2005 2:04 PM CST
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LOVE ALWAYS BRENDA My Loving Dad's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
EDMONTON,ALBERTA CANADA, - Monday, October 31, 2005 11:56 PM CST
Hey its just me checking in to see how things are going. I love the poem its great. I am so glade to see you are going to CF. I have realy enjoyed going I think it helps to get with people once a month and just talk about your kid. Im not looking forward to tomorrow. Im sure Darren and Cameron are dressing up in Heaven already. You are in my thoughts
Jamie

Jamie angel camerons mommy forever <jamie.carey@cox.net www.caringbridge.org/ok/cameronc>
Yukon, Oklahoma - Sunday, October 30, 2005 7:33 PM CST
The poem could have been written about Robert. He was a great dad. I keep remembering when Darren wrote "Where are my dads?" when he was so ill. He loved Robert so much. It is wonderful that you three found each other and that you could be such a close family even during those hard hard hard last years.
Dian <dkupper@robsoncom.net>
Tucson, - Saturday, October 29, 2005 8:11 PM CDT
Dear DeAnn and Robert,
Just checking in on you and glad your staying busy with the racing. Christmas is my favorite time too. I think if my house was bigger that I would keep a tree up all year long! We've had a tree up in Brian's room for a month I think. He's so funny. Rudy about fainted when he seen it.
Love you and pray for you all the time.

Elena Briscoe <rudybriscoe@sbcglobal.net>
Altus, OK USA - Thursday, October 27, 2005 7:47 PM CDT
Deann and Robert,
Just wanted to let you know that I am thinking of you often. It has become an everyday thing to check the site. I miss seeing you all very much. I pray that you will one day be filled with peace. Praying for you always.
Love you guys,
Rena Bennett

Rena Bennett <renalbennett@questdiagnostic.com>
Clinton, OK USA - Thursday, October 27, 2005 6:52 AM CDT
Just stopping in to check on you all. I hope things are going ok. I also will definatly plan on lighting a candel for Darren on that day. We both have gone through so much in the last year I personaly dont know how I am making it day by day. I hope you are dealing with it day by day also. I think of you all everyday woundering how you are feeling at that moment. Like you said at one moment you feel fine and the next you dont. I tell my husband I feel like a walking time bomb. I could just break down at any moment and no one knows when it will happen including me. Yikes!! Not to be able to control your life anymore how scarey. Well I better get going. (((HUGS))) Your remain in my thoughts and prayers daily.
Love Jamie

Jamie angel camerons mommy forever <jamie.carey@cox.net www.caringbridge.org/ok/cameronc>
yukon, Oklahoma USA - Monday, October 24, 2005 10:06 PM CDT
Dear DeAnn and Robert glad to see that the car is up and running. I think of you often and keep you in our prayers. Keep up the good work on your web page. This is a teriffic place for people to express their feelings. It also a way for people to let you know how Darren has touch and continues to touch their lives. God Bless you both.
Sherry Lawrence <sllawrence@cableone.net>
Clinton, Ok USA - Sunday, October 23, 2005 10:40 PM CDT
Hi DeAnn,
I just wanted you to know I'm thinking about you today and hope your weekend goes OK. I'm looking forward to seeing you next week!
Love,
Jenae

Jenae Standingwater <jstdnh2o@aol.com>
Sachse, TX - Friday, October 21, 2005 11:49 AM CDT
Hi- good job on the race Robert!
I think about you every single day Deanne. Re: the online group that you attend, there is no right or wrong way to grieve, you have to go with your heart and let yourselves cherish your sweet boy the way you want to.
Take it one day at a time and one day years and years from now, while you still have this pain you will have strength and just know that you raised a great kid and will always be that great kids mom.
Looks like Derek will be working a lot for the holidays and I am disappointed, I was hoping that we could all come there and visit but work will not allow. So we will be home as usual and that’s ok but I just was hoping this would be the year we could come up.

I am still trying to figure out how to get a DVD copy made to send to you of the wedding; once I do I will send it to you.
Take care

Michelle Kupper <mkupper2002@yahoo.com>
Austin, TX - Thursday, October 20, 2005 12:49 AM CDT
Dear DeAnn, Just thinking about you and admiring your wonderful pictures. Darren's loved by so many. Sending lots of love to you, Sally
Sally Fidler <msfid@yahoo.com>
Tulare, CA USA - Thursday, October 20, 2005 3:45 AM CDT
I visit this site quite often, I miss Darren very much, we all do, but im soo glad for the memories i have gotten to share with him. I know he is there at every race pushing Robert on to the front. Good luck on the rest of the racing season. Your son is a special angel watching over us!

Gods Love,
McKinsey Lynch


McKinsey <LeLa_87@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, October 19, 2005 9:58 PM CDT
Just checking on you. How touching to have your friend dedicate his winning race to Darren. I bet it was a very special moment. Can't wait to see you. I still pray for you and think of you all the time.
Lydia Leslie <tleleslie19@cox.net>
OKC, OK - Wednesday, October 19, 2005 4:26 PM CDT
Glad to hear the car is up and running. Way to go at Enid, you know Darren was smiling upon you while you were driving. Darren had so many friends everywhere, and its always nice for all they honor him with. Just Awsome!! Hope your job is going well, keeps you busy I'm sure. You are the best for all the info you share with us. I enjoy them so much. You guys are in my thoughts and prayers daily, not a day goes by that I don't think of you. Take care and have a good week. God be with you, love lou
lou hutson
burns flat, ok usa - Tuesday, October 18, 2005 7:27 PM CDT
Glad to hear the car is up and running. Way to go at Enid, you know Darren was smiling upon you while you were driving. Darren had so many friends everywhere, and its always nice for all they honor him with. Just Awsome!! Hope your job is going well, keeps you busy I'm sure. You are the best for all the info you share with us. I enjoy them so much. You guys are in my thoughts and prayers daily, not a day goes by that I don't think of you. Take care and have a good week. God be with you, love lou
lou hutson
burns flat, ok usa - Tuesday, October 18, 2005 7:26 PM CDT
Hi, Glad the race car is back in action. I know it keeps Robert busy and gives you a weekend treat. It is truly a blessing that you guys have such wonderful friends who keep Darren in their thoughts and actions. We love you. Duane and Dian
Duane and Dian <dkupper@robsoncom.net>
Tucson, - Monday, October 17, 2005 8:35 PM CDT
DeAnn, I love that picture of me and Darren. It just reminds me of how much fun we always had no matter how bad he hurt. I miss him a lot. Every once in a while I'll have a moment when i think hey i wonder what Darren's doin? But i just wish he could be here doin whatever he is doin with us. I just want u to know once again how much we love you and Robert.
Chaillie C.


Chaillie Challis <c_marie_08@hotmail.com>
Clinton, Ok USA - Monday, October 17, 2005 10:45 AM CDT
Just checking in. Glad Robert got his car fixed. You made it seem like he would race no more this year. Best wishes to you two. I thank God often that you have each other. Enjoyed our phone conversation the other day and look forward to the next one.
Linda Parker <lparker7585@sbcglobal.net>
Clinton, OK USA - Sunday, October 16, 2005 11:57 PM CDT
Glad to hear about the races. It is so good to share our boys with others. I want everyone to know Daniel. If you have time, I'd like to know about that online support group. Take care, thinking of you.
Audra Lehew <alehew@mac.com wwwcaringbridge.org/ok/djl>
Piedmont, OK - Sunday, October 16, 2005 10:57 PM CDT
Just checking in. Please know you are in my thoughts and prayers daily.
Melissa Graybill <melissa_e_g@yahoo.com>
Alva, OK - Sunday, October 16, 2005 10:37 PM CDT
I just wanted to stop by and check on you all. Glade you all had a good time at the races. I am so glade you all have something to keep you all buisy I know it helps some. Well I just want you to know you are in my thoughts daily as the days pass one at a time. You will remain in my prayers daily.

Jamie

Jamie <jamie.carey@cox.net www.caringbridge.org/ok/cameronc>
yukon, ok - Sunday, October 16, 2005 10:34 PM CDT
As another Sunday passes, you are in my thoughts and prayers!
Lori Shaddon <lorishaddon@hotmail.com>
Clinton, Ok USA - Sunday, October 16, 2005 9:45 PM CDT
DeAnn & Robert,
Was thinking of you on my drive home from work tonight. Just wanted you to know I think of you often, always in my thoughts and prayers. The poems and updates are super, just keeps me closer to my "Hero". There's not a day goes by that I don't think of Darren's sweet smile and presence. I hope you have a good week at work. Take care.
love and prayers, lou

lou hutson
burns flat, ok usa - Sunday, October 16, 2005 0:51 AM CDT
thinking of you
Angela Thomas <zzartset@bright.net>
OH - Saturday, October 15, 2005 6:03 AM CDT
Was just thinking about you. Thanks for sharing the poem.
Audra Lehew <alehew@mac.com>
Piedmont, OK - Friday, October 14, 2005 5:20 PM CDT
Hi DeAnn, I'm up late and thought of you. Maybe because I know you have sleepless nights too. I hope you are doing well. Can't wait to see you.
Lydia Leslie <tleslie19@cox.net>
- Friday, October 14, 2005 0:05 AM CDT
I am glad you are keeping busy. I think of you always and pray that you are surviving. Every time I look at Xander I thank God for his progress. Know that Darren helped pave the way for so many little children to beat NB. Praying for you. love, Ricki Lea
Ricki Lea Moore <dougandrickilea@valornet.com>
Lexington, OK - Thursday, October 13, 2005 9:41 PM CDT
Hi DeAnn I just wanted to let you know i was thinking about you all, sorry for your loss, i know what you are going through, i have been at the hospital all last week with my sister, if you get a chance you should go by & see her if you can't get over there please keep her in your prayers. Love Michael Wohl
Michael Wohl <wohlsservices@comcast.net>
- Thursday, October 13, 2005 9:48 AM CDT
DeAnne,
I just wanted to check in and see how you guys were doing. I think about Darren alot, but I know he is with us all and will be with you forever! I hope all is well with you and your family!
Take Care,
Kayla McLaughlin

Kayla <linkin_park_chick_05@hotmail.com>
Clinton, - Wednesday, October 12, 2005 11:14 PM CDT
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EDMONTON,ALBERTA CANADA, - Wednesday, October 12, 2005 9:53 PM CDT
Hey, I was working in the motorhome and scraped my arm on a screw. You know how thin my skin is. It started bleeding and I went inside to get a bandage. You know what I am going to say. The bandage I grabbed was one of Darren's that you gave me. Tears flowed. I don't know how you are able to accomplish anything with all the reminders of Darren around you every day. I would be in tears all day every day. I know there are many happy reminders and I hope you can dwell on them without being so sad all the time. Auntie Di
Dian Kupper <dkupper@robsoncom.net>
Tucson, - Tuesday, October 11, 2005 8:22 PM CDT
Hi DeAnn,
I believe the poem to be true as well. There are those moments when I somehow sense Justin's presence around me. I'm sure you know exactly what i am talking about. I have to tell you this weekend at the game there were the biggest dragonflies I have ever seen buzzing around. every so often they would fly by and hover right around us. the people in front of us were quite annoyed with their "fly bys" I had to smile because all i could think of were 2 mischievious boys just letting me know that they were having a great time together. anyway, just wanted to say hi and i continue to pray for you as the holiday season grows closer.
God Bless,
Christy Scott

Christy Scott <luv2heal@cox.net>
OKC, OK - Tuesday, October 11, 2005 4:27 PM CDT
It has been awhile since I have been able to set and check all my daily web pages. You all are in my prayers nightly. I think about you all all the time. I will definatly keep you in my prayers that Darrens stone comes in before Christmas. I know how nice it would be to have it there. I continue to make it daily. I hope you all are doing well and are getting along day by day. May God continue to wrap his arms around you and lead you to a recovery that we will someday understand.
(((((HUGS)))))

Jamie angel camerons mommy forever <jamie.carey@cox.net www.caringbridge.org/ok/cameronc>
yukon, ok - Monday, October 10, 2005 10:59 PM CDT
Hello from Oklahoma City (Aikman's EndZone) and I had time to check sites. I love you and thank you for what you told me. I love reading everyone's site and everyone says beautiful things. It seems I just mumble on. We are looking forward to making it a neat week. I cleaned 7 houses last week and promised to check out Toby Keith's new place. I don't think there's not a day that goes by that I don't think of you. I hug Brian especially long some days!!! The boss is ready to go so I'll close for now!
Elena Briscoe <rudybriscoe@sbcglobal.net>
Altus, OK - Monday, October 10, 2005 4:32 PM CDT
Just had you on my heart today and wanted you to know.
Love
Sonya

Sonya Stockton <sonya11@cox.net>
OKC, OK - Sunday, October 9, 2005 10:55 PM CDT
Dear DeAnn,

The poem you shared says it all!! I hope for each day your sorrow and pain to be easier to live with knowing that it will never go away until you meet with your sweet Darren again. I know you have read this poem before but it just seemed right to share it with you tonight. I love you and think of you every day.

Love,
Jenae

Footprints

One night I had a dream--
I dreamed I was walking along the beach with the Lord
and across the sky flashed scenes from my life.
For each scene I noticed two sets of footprints,
one belonged to me and the other to the Lord.
When the last scene of my life flashed before me,
I looked back at the footprints in the sand.
I noticed that many times along the path of my life,
there was only one set of footprints.
I also noticed that it happened at the very lowest
and saddest times in my life.
This really bothered me and I questioned the Lord about it.
"Lord, you said that once I decided to follow you,
you would walk with me all the way,
but I have noticed that during the most troublesome times in my life
there is only one set of footprints.
"I don't understand why in times when I needed you most,
you should leave me."
The Lord replied, "My precious, precious child,
I love you and I would never, never leave you
during your times of trial and suffering.
"When you saw only one set of footprints,
it was then that I carried you."

...Mary Stevenson

Jenae <jstdnh2o@aol.com>
Sachse, TX - Sunday, October 9, 2005 10:25 PM CDT
DeAnn, I just read your dragonfly story. I have tears in my eyes. After Robert left the office today I thought about how much we miss Darren and thought I should look at your journal. I don't know how you will survive Christmas either, but I know you will. Please put up a Christmas tree, Darren would want you to. He will want you to celebrate everyday God gives you as if he were still here with you.
Diann <dgrubb@omega1wireless.net>
Hydro, OK - Friday, October 7, 2005 4:34 PM CDT
You are a strong woman. That is a nice poem, thank you for sharing it! Hope each day gets a little brighter.
Halah Simon <hrlong@alvaok.net>
Alva, OK USA - Wednesday, October 5, 2005 11:12 AM CDT
Hi DeAnn,

I love the poem, thanks for sharing!

Love,

Jenae

Jenae Standingwater <jstdnh2o@aol.com>
Sachse, Tx - Wednesday, October 5, 2005 9:16 AM CDT
Hey DeAnn!
I saw some shoe polish on my car and it reminded me of all the times Darren shoe polished it... He always found it no matter where it was even if I hid it from him, but his shoe polishing job was distinct I always knew when it was him because it always said LUV YA on the back just to remind me that he did it out of love and not being mean! **Every good and perfect gift is from above, coming down from the Father of the heavenly lights, who does not change like shifting shadows. James 1:17 Darren was truly a good and perfect gift!!

Lori Lyn Shaddon <lorishaddon@hotmail.com>
Clinton, OK 73601 - Tuesday, October 4, 2005 10:29 PM CDT
Just checking in on you guys, let you know I'm thinking of you. I love the poems and all the updates about DARREN, sure miss him alot, his smile is so sweet. Hope you are doing well. Just know I am praying for you all daily. Watch for the Dragonflies and pennies!!! take care, love, lou
lou hutson <louannhutson@yahoo.com>
burns flat, ok usa - Monday, October 3, 2005 12:27 AM CDT
Darren will forever be in my heart! I miss him so much, I can't even imagine how you feel. He was one VERY special guy in my life. There has never been anyone else make such an impact on me. He was so much fun to hang out with, message and talk to on the phone. We always ended up buying the same shoes without knowing, Darren thought that was cool. There are so many memories I wish there were more, but I can't wait to see his sweet lil face in Heaven someday(not near soon enough)!
Lori Lyn Shaddon <lorishaddon@hotmail.com>
Clinton, ok USA - Sunday, October 2, 2005 9:42 PM CDT
Hi DeAnn,

I love the stories Cathy Miller tells about Darren, they always bring a smile to my face:) Darren was loved by so many and had a wonderful bunch of friends. I was thinking of you and hope this weekend has been OK for you and Robert. I always keep you in my thoughts and prayers every day!

Love,

Jenae

Jenae Standingwater <jstdnh2o@aol.com>
Sachse, TX - Sunday, October 2, 2005 7:08 PM CDT
Hello to all of Darren's family, I just wanted to let you know i still pray for all of you each day. We miss Darren so much. He was so easy to love. I miss his laugh and playing jokes on everyone. I sometimes sit and think what he would be doing if he was here with us now. (he would be driving his truck. Kaleb says he still misses Darren's siren noise that he made and calling the police popo's. Chris said he missed everything, like Darren reaching over and honking the horn when they were driving down the road. Robert's friendship has been a blessing for Chris, he really looks up to him & I know he is with a good person. I have never worried about Chris when he was with Darren and any of his wonderful family. I still go by and check on Darren to make sure his stuff is okay and to just say Hey, Darren what are you doing just as we did before.I then think of the beauty he see's in heaven and in my prayers asked Jesus to give him a big hug for me. We dearly loved him. Love Cathy We really miss him at the stock shows he was so fun to have around and was a good kid you never had to worry about him getting into trouble. (just jokes!!!!!!!!!!!!, he was also busy doing something. p.s. Kaleb said one time when Darren stuck his head out the pickup window and made siren noices they went by a tree and the tree limb caught Darrens hat and the hat got stuck in the tree and they had to stop and go back and get it, they had a really good laugh with that. I can only image some of the other things they did (usually Darren couldn't wait to tell someone what they had done)
cathy miller <cathy.miller@oesc.state.ok.us>
clinton, ok usa - Sunday, October 2, 2005 7:00 PM CDT
Dear DeAnn and Robert,
Just saying Hi and we check in on you often and hope you are doing well. Our thoughts and prayers are with you always. I love the poems you wrote in the journal!

Elena Briscoe
Altus, OK - Sunday, October 2, 2005 3:12 PM CDT
Well, today it happened to me. We were playing golf and this dragonfly came out of nowhere, buzzed my head, nipped at my neck and darted away. It was teasing me just like Darren liked to do. I told Duane that Darren sent him. Hope your weekend is okay. Love, Auntie Di
Dian Kupper <dkupper@robsoncom.net>
Tucson, - Saturday, October 1, 2005 9:15 PM CDT
Hey Deann, I just wanted to stop by and check on you. Know I think of you every day and pray for you often.
Audra <alehew@mac.com>
Piedmont, OK - Wednesday, September 28, 2005 6:35 PM CDT
HI DEANN,
MY NAME IS TAMMY DENNIS MY LITTLE BOY CODY BROWN HAD NUEROBLASTOMA. WE LOST HIM 2 YEARS AGO ON 9/13/2003. I THINK YOU SUMMED IT UP WHEN YOU SAID YOUR ARMS FEEL EMPTY. IT SEEMS FOR THE LAST 2 YEARS THATS ALL I HAVE BEEN SAYING. I JUST WANTED TO TELL YOU HOW MUCH THE POEMS YOU ADD TO YOUR JOURNAL TOUCHES MY HEART AND HOW YOUR STRENGTH ENCOURAGES ME.

TAMMY DENNIS <TDENNIS@COMFEDCU.ORG>
OKC, OK USA - Tuesday, September 27, 2005 4:40 PM CDT
Hi DeAnn,

Just checking in to see Darren's great smile in the picture and tell you I love you and think of you every day several times a day. Maybe Darren is trying to send you some good luck with the penny:)

Love,

Jenae

Jenae Standingwater <jstdnh2o@aol.com>
Sachse, Tx - Tuesday, September 27, 2005 3:57 PM CDT
Thanks for keeping the site updated. I check it all the time. Glad you had a good weekend. It isn't hard to believe that Darren would send you a message involving money - he liked it so much! Love, Dian
Dian Kupper <dkupper@robsoncom.net>
Tucson, - Tuesday, September 27, 2005 2:49 PM CDT
Just stopping by to check on you all. You all remain in my thoughts and prayers daily.
Jamie Angel Camerons mommy forever

Jamie <jamie.carey@cox.net www.caringbridge.org/ok/cameronc>
yukon, Oklahoma - Tuesday, September 27, 2005 12:53 AM CDT
DeAnn,
You are in my daily prayers, so strong. I really enjoy reading your updates. I am glad your job is going good, you had a good picture in the paper. Keep finding those pennies, Darren will send you lots. Such a special young man. Take care and enjoy the memories, in my daily prayers. Lots of love,
lou

lou hutson
burns flat, ok usa - Monday, September 26, 2005 10:05 PM CDT
Hi DeAnn and Robert,
Bob and I have followed your family's difficult times through our good friends Dian and Duane. Yours is a wonderful, supportive family that gave Darren the best life possible. We know he is greatly missed. You and your family are in our thoughts and prayers as you struggle with the strength to go on. Darren is watching over you and we know you will do him proud....

Ginny and Bob Stiens <stiens2az@robsoncom.net>
Tucson, AZ USA - Saturday, September 24, 2005 10:35 AM CDT
Hi DeAnn,

I love the 3 year old picture of Darren! How proud you all must have been at his 8th grade graduation:) I hope you have a nice weekend.

Love Always,

Jenae

Jenae <jstdnh2o@aol.com>
Sachse, TX - Friday, September 23, 2005 3:06 PM CDT
Hi Deann,
Just checking in on you. I love the story. I had never read it before and all i could think while reading it was now i know why i have been seeing dragon flies at the cemetary. i know what you mean about christmas. those are my thoughts exactly except i know i have to try and carry on tradition for matthew and Hannah. Thanks for sharing the story and i will check back soon.
God Bless,
Christy

Christy Scott <luv2heal@cox.net>
OKC, OK - Friday, September 23, 2005 3:04 PM CDT
Hi DeAnn,

You are in my thoughts and prayers today.

Love,

Jenae

Jenae <jstdnh2o@aol.com>
Sachse, TX - Thursday, September 22, 2005 2:58 PM CDT
I loved the story of the Dragon Fly. I have seen so many of them since Cameron passed away. I guess I have never thought about it before. I feel like Cameron sends me rainbows every once and awhile. I saw one the day he passed away. My neighbor saw a double one the same day. Im glade things are going ok. I had a hard day today but am doing better right now. Those times just suck~ I have been thinking of you all. Call if you need me. Your in my prayers.
Jamie

Jamie angel camerons mommy forever <jamie.carey@cox.net www.caringbridge.org/ok/cameronc>
Yukon, Oklahoma - Wednesday, September 21, 2005 3:12 PM CDT
It's great that so many people continue to remember Darren in such moving ways. Keep watching for those signs. Darren will never be gone from our lives. Dian
Dian Kupper <dkupper@robsoncom.net>
Tucson, - Wednesday, September 21, 2005 11:44 AM CDT
Hi DeAnn,

What a wonderful story! I will now think of Darren when I see a dragonfly:) Your precious boy is in a happy place. Keep looking for the signs from your Darren that loves you so much!!!

Jenae <jstdnh2o@aol.com>
Sachse, TX - Wednesday, September 21, 2005 9:58 AM CDT
DeAnn,
I have thought about you and Robert alot this last week, but I just didn't know what to say to you. I can only imagine what last week was for you. Darren was a very special young man. Everyone loved him! You just know that I am thinking and praying for you daily. DeAnn just keep looking for the signs from Darren, he's always looking out for you. Love all the updates you share with us, the pictures are awesome. Such Cute eyes and smile. Love to you all, Lou

lou hutson
BURNS FLAT, ok usa - Wednesday, September 21, 2005 7:27 AM CDT
Hi DeAnn,

Hope is a funny word. Even in the depths of sorrow, hope breathes. Hope that you will see Darren again in Heaven. Hope in God's capacity to infuse suffering with purpose. And hope that because of his healing power, your sorrow will not go on forever.
Love,
Jenae

1 Thessalonians 4:13-14 Brothers, we do not want you to be ignorant about those who fall asleep, or to grieve like the rest of men, who have no hope. 14 We believe that Jesus died and rose again and so we believe that God will bring with Jesus those who have fallen asleep in him.

Jenae Standingwater <jstdnh2o@aol.com>
Sachse, TX - Tuesday, September 20, 2005 2:44 PM CDT
I have signed before but I am a friend of Jamie Carey, I think about you often. I pray that you are doing okay. I lost my Mom a year agao this Friday and this past week has been so hard. I have no words for you but just wanted you to know that there are still people thinking and praying for you. GOd Bless You
Andrea <andiebroom@sbcglobal.net>
- Tuesday, September 20, 2005 1:24 PM CDT
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EDMONTON,ALBERTA CANADA, - Monday, September 19, 2005 10:27 PM CDT
Just checking in again. I really appreciate this site since I rarely see you anymore. You are doing a fantastic job at what must be the most difficult thing to do. But, you are a lovely person, and you are not crazy...those signs are real and will continue forever, I guess. It's hard for me to believe that it has been two months. I can well imagine that you can count every minute of every day. Bless you and Robert. May only wonderful things happen for both of you the rest of your lives.
Linda Parker <lparker7585@sbcglobal.net>
Clinton, OK USA - Monday, September 19, 2005 7:36 PM CDT
Dear DeAnn and Robert,
I was checking in on you guys and sorry to hear about car!
I know what you mean about the signs. If others don't understand so what and enjoy the signs! I lost a brother at the age of 10. Sometimes it seems as though I dreamed of him it's been so long and my dad I lost too but wasn't close to him. My sister was 2 years older and at the age of 32 I lost her in car wreck also. It was very hard for me and I had a miscarriage. I had dreams that were so real. She would visit me and we had some wonderful times while I slept. Then my mom died of cancer when Brian was 2 months old. I missed hers so so much. She was so wise about everything. When Brian was first diagnosed we were in a room at Children's and I cried for her and her strength, knowledge etc........... We had a bathroom door that kept opening and it was so weird! One night while in bed with Brian he was talking to grandma! Girl, I started praying asking God not to take Brian!!!! The next day I spoke to a lady who was different but didn't know my mom was dead. We spoke on the phone a couple of times never mentioned mom. This one night just a few nights after Brian talked to Grandma, she told me that my mother was his guarden angel! I too thought people would think I was crazy but so what, I am! Keep looking for the signs and love each and everyone of them.

Elena Briscoe <rudybriscoe@sbcglobal.net>
Altus, OK USA - Friday, September 16, 2005 9:16 PM CDT
DeAnn
Just wanted to say Hi and I can relate to what you said about seeing signs and learning to know they are there and not ignoring them. i think it is because we want more. anyway, I wish you some relief from the pain you feel. even if it is for brief moments because when reality starts to settle in you ask yourself how can this get any worse that what it already has been but yet you feel it is worse and the pain becomes even more intense at times than what it already has been. I'm sorry for the rambling hopefully you can understand. anyway, wanted to let you know i have Justin's website finished it is www.caringbridge.org/visit/justinscott. i will check back in soon!
God Bless,
Christy Scott

Christy Scott <luv2heal@cox.net>
OKC, OK - Friday, September 16, 2005 4:20 PM CDT
With prayer and the love of family and friends, I hope each day your pain will be less!!
Halah Simon <hrlong@alvaok.net>
Alva, OK USA - Thursday, September 15, 2005 12:41 AM CDT
Just coming by to see how things are going. I hope all is well. I think about you everyday. I pray things are getting better. Your always in my thoughts and prayers.
Jamie Angel Camerons mommy forever

Jamie <jamie.carey@cox.net www.caringbridge.org/ok/cameronc>
Yukon, Ok - Wednesday, September 14, 2005 1:53 PM CDT
Hi DeAnn,

It's hard to believe tomorrow will be two months since Darren went to be with Jesus. I know you miss him so much and your heart hurts. I so wish you could still have Darren with you and him be free of pain. I hope someday you will be able to look back and say even out of this God has brought some good. I can't imagine what good or how that could possibly be true; it goes contrary to everything you feel right now. The Scriptures teach that God will use suffering to build character and to purify our faith. Many hugs and prayers your way.

Love Always,

Jenae

Jenae Standingwater <jstdnh2o@aol.com>
Sachse, TX - Tuesday, September 13, 2005 9:56 PM CDT
Hello to all of Darren's family, I have had a hard time coming to the site this week because we miss Darren so much. We looked forward to his 16th Birthday almost as much as he did. We could not wait for him to finally get the long awaited driver's license. We could not wait for him to come driving up to the house with that great big grin on his face and twinkling eyes. We miss Darren when Chris comes home with just him in the old truck. Chris was very quite last week & I saw him looking at Darren's pictures or going to the cemetary several times. He considered Darren his best bud, but also his little brother. We really missed Darren at the County Stock Show this year. We were so excited that he was going to be with us at the shows. A lady ran into us a the stock show today (9/10/05) and asked, Don't you have a middle son? Keith & I both considered Darren our middle child. He was so easy to love and a good kid to have around. You never had to worry about Darren getting into trouble or being rude or anything. He was the best kid I have ever had around, we grew to love him more each time he was with us. He had a good family & that is why he was such a good, caring kid. There is a special place for him in heaven. I just am greedy and want him here. We loved him and not a day or hour goes by without thinking about him. I stayed home from work on his birthday and prayed and prayed & told JESUS how wonderful Darren is and how he deserved to wear many crowns in GLORY. Love always Keith, Cathy, Chris and Kaleb Miller
Cathy Miller <cathy.miller@oesc.state.ok.us>
Clinton, OK USA - Saturday, September 10, 2005 7:32 PM CDT
Dear DeAnn, I want you to know that you have put together a beautiful tribute to your wonderful son, Darren. There is so much love here and so much to be missed.
love Sally
your friend and fellow grieving mom

Sally Fidler <msfid@yahoo.com>
Tulare, Calif - Saturday, September 10, 2005 12:29 AM CDT
To Live in the Hearts we leave behind, is not to die! I know Darren is with my son Josh and He is teaching him to drive. Don't worry he will make sure Darren wears his seat belt!!What we call the end is also the beginning..Sending you my love and much empathy June Forever Grieving Mom
June <jknoc92409@aol.com>
Canton, MA USA - Saturday, September 10, 2005 1:31 AM CDT
I'm so sorry for your loss.What another beautiful Angel God had now.Man I wish there was a cure.Way too many precious little one's.Keeping you in my thoughts and in my prayer's always.
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EDMONTON,ALBERTA CANADA, - Thursday, September 8, 2005 8:25 PM CDT
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EDMONTON,ALBERTA CANADA, - Thursday, September 8, 2005 8:23 PM CDT
My dear DeAnn, sending you love and hugs. What a beautiful, beautiful boy. Birthday hugs to heaven for sweet sixteen, Darren.
love Serena

Serena Nathan <serenan@bigpond.net.au>
Perth, Western Australia Australia - Wednesday, September 7, 2005 9:40 PM CDT
I am so sorry for the loss of your precious son. I lost my 4 year old son Keegan to a speeding, careless driver in June 2001. The longing and needing to hold your child never seems to go away, no matter what their age. Sending hugs of understanding.
Trish <angelkeegansmom@aol.com>
WV - Wednesday, September 7, 2005 8:53 PM CDT
I am so very sorry for the loss of your sweet son. I understand the pain. I lost my son in an auto accident. I will keep you and your family in my thoughts.
Lyndie

Lyndie <Lyndiesue57@aol.com>
Marco Island, Fl - Wednesday, September 7, 2005 6:23 PM CDT
So sorry for your loss. Our dear son Jason lost his 18 month battle to rhabdomyosarcoma on his dad's birthday--August 25, 2005--Jason was 19. We miss him so much--we always will. I hate cancer.

blessed to have been Jason's mom

Pam Archer <davidandpam.archer@comcast.net>
Hendersonville, TN USA - Wednesday, September 7, 2005 3:42 AM CDT
Happy Birthday,Darren. I didn'trealize our birthdays were so close - mine was the 4th. I am your cousin. Even though we never met, your Grandma Pam and aunt Dian and I grew up together so I feel I know you. Of course your great grand parents,Leona andBillwere like my parents. I also knew your mom when she was younger. My grandson Dylan was 16 in March. I can't imagine losing him. I know you were a very special boy and will be missed by everyone.

DeeAnn: I have thought about you so much. You have been in my prayers. Love Barb

Barbara Toews <btoews2@comcast.net>
Fresno,, CA. USA - Wednesday, September 7, 2005 1:36 AM CDT
Darren,
Today has been the toughest day for me yet, since you have been missing from our lives. I miss you more everyday and I am constantly thinking of the things that we did together. I remember when I let you drive my Monte Carlo up to 100 mph. coming home from the lake. You were a good driver and I just wish that you could have got to experience taking a girl out on a date in your own ride. There will never be a minute in a day that you don't cross my mind. I can't listen to the radio without hearing a song that reminds me of you. I miss you and I love you. I can't wait to see you and grandpa again. Dad

Conley Ernst <cernst@mid-america-online.com>
Clinton, Ok USA - Wednesday, September 7, 2005 0:40 AM CDT
Happy Birthday Darren! DeAnn and family - know that you all are in my thoughts and prayers daily.
Melissa Graybill <melissa_e_g@yahoo.com>
Alva, OK - Tuesday, September 6, 2005 9:47 PM CDT
Dear Darren: Well, it's finally here, your 16th birthday. I know how you anticipated it. While the plans we made didn't work out, I know you have been celebrating in Heaven. Hopefully you are driving a shiny black truck with a full tank of gas.
This is just one of the many special days we will celebrate without you. However, remember that not a single day passes that I don't have you in my thoughts. I know that with each birthday, special occasion, and holiday, you will be right beside me. Grandma loves you and misses you! Happy Birthday. Love, Grandma Pam

Pam Murray
Plano, TX USA - Tuesday, September 6, 2005 8:35 PM CDT
Thinking about you today on Darrens birthday. I am a friend of Jamies, she has kept me updated on how you are doing. I am once again so sorry for your loss. I know that it doesnt help because you want him here with you, but what a wonderful birthday he is having with Jesus. He looks down on you daily and watches over you. He is with you every minute of every day. I am sure him and Cameron are having a blast today celebrating together. Please know there are people out here that care even though we dont know you. God Bless you today and always...
Andrea <andiebroom@sbcglobal.net>
OKC, - Tuesday, September 6, 2005 5:46 PM CDT
Robert and DeAnn, I know you guys will make it through today with all the prayers from all who know you and love you and Darren. Your letter to Darren tugged at my heart strings. We are thinking of you especially often today. Love, Dian
Duane and Dian <dkupper@robsoncom.net>
- Tuesday, September 6, 2005 5:01 PM CDT
Happy 16th Bubba!!!!! I love you. Tell Papa I said
Hi and that I love him. Can't wait to see you all
again. You are missed by many.

Courtney Ernst <brattyc94@yahoo.com>
Clinton, OK USA - Tuesday, September 6, 2005 4:54 PM CDT
Just thinking and praying for you today as we celebrate AD's Birthday. I miss him and just wish I could hear him with that great laugh one more time. Thanks for letting me be part of his life, it was a blast!
Robin Palesano <robinpalesano@yahoo.com>
Oklahoma City, Oklahoma USA - Tuesday, September 6, 2005 4:14 PM CDT
I heard all about Darren from Nettie and know he was a wonderful young man. This site is a beautiful memorial to him.
Nellwyn Carlton <ncarlton@okktc.org>
Warner, OK USA - Tuesday, September 6, 2005 3:20 PM CDT
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARREN!!! As tears roll down my face I picture Darren celebrating his birthday with Cameron by his side. It must have been very hard to get up this morning and face him not being here. I know I do it day after day and only dread the day in January that will be my turn to live Camerons birthday without him here. You are constantly in my thoughts and prayers. I will be praying hard for you especially today that god puts his arms around you and holds you close to his heart and lets you know that Darren in having a wounderful birthday. I am so sorry you have to go through this. But remeber you are not alone in this life of horror that you seam so alone in somedays. We love you and your family and pray for recovery daily.
"Happy Birthday Darrren give my baby Cameron a hug and by the way he loves to wear party hats if you have one!!!!"
Jamie angel Camerons mommy forever!!!

Jamie <jamie.carey@cox.net www.caringbridge.org/ok/cameronc>
Yukon, ok - Tuesday, September 6, 2005 2:57 PM CDT
Dear DeAnn & Robert, Viewing Darren's site has been a meaningful experience for us. We often delete many items but this site will remain as a memorial to a special young man & his family. Funerals often become vague in memory but not Darren's. It was a completion to a short but important inspiration to so many people. Darren's influence will continue in his spirit. May the Lord bless & keep you.
Don & Lois Heinrichs <donloish@cebridge.net>
Weatherford, OK USA - Tuesday, September 6, 2005 1:29 PM CDT
Happy Birthday Darren!!!!!

Misty Burnett <mom_of_twinz@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, September 6, 2005 12:52 AM CDT
Happy Birthday Darren! It is always a great day to celebrate the wonderful life of a child! I am sure your son is having a grand party and is driving all over the place. You are always in my thoughts and prayers.
Halah Simon <hrlong@alvaok.net>
Alva, OK USA - Tuesday, September 6, 2005 12:34 AM CDT
Happy Brithday Darren!!!! You are not forgotten. I wonder what you are doing today in heaven? I bet it's something better than we could imagine. I know that your sweet Momma is missing you today so badly. She wishes what any Momma wishes that she could be with her boy on his birthday. I am so so sad for your Momma. I am just sitting here balling for your Mom because I know the pain that she must feel. But there is joy to be found we when concentrate on HEAVEN and how glorious it must be for you. Happy Birthday Darren!!!!
Lydia Leslie <tleslie19@cox.net>
OKC, OK - Tuesday, September 6, 2005 12:23 AM CDT
Happy Birthday Darren!! I bet birthday's in Heaven are a most glorious celebration. I can see you dancing with Joy in the presence of our sweet Jesus!
DeAnn,
I am holding you especially close in thoughts and prayers today. I can't imagine what you must be feeling today, but in the midst of your heartache my prayer for you is that you are able to celebrate the most precious life you gave birth to and were blessed with for almost 16 years. I am so glad you continue to update this site as it not only celebrates Darren's life, but it helps others who can so easily get caught up in our owns lives to remember that a part of yours has stopped. I love you dearly and I will continue to pray for the tears that you sow to be turned into joy. I pray that the Lord will comfort you and bring you peace.
Much Love,
Sonya

Sonya Stockton <sonya11@cox.net>
OKC, OK - Tuesday, September 6, 2005 11:58 AM CDT
HAPPY BIRTDHAY DARREN!!!

Love,

Jenae

Jenae Standingwater <jstdnh2o@aol.com>
Sachse, TX - Tuesday, September 6, 2005 11:48 AM CDT
Happy Birthday Dareen

Deann, Robert, Aunt Pam and family You are in our heart always!

I know that Dareen is right there with you and is very proud of you all for being so strong and he is driving all over heaven in the best truck there is.


Michelle Kupper <mkupper2002@yahoo.com>
Austin, TX USA - Tuesday, September 6, 2005 10:06 AM CDT
Happy Birthday Darren!!
Deann- It just puts a knot in my throat to think of what you are going through today. I have a son having a birthday today too. I feel guilty that you can't share with Darren. But I am thinking of you always and Darren will live forever in the tons of people he passed and inplanted his courage, loving ways.

Love you
Rena

rena bennett <renalbennett@questdiagnostic.com>
clinton, ok usa - Tuesday, September 6, 2005 8:03 AM CDT
Happy Birthday Darren!!
Deann- It just puts a knot in my throat to think of what you are going through today. I have a son having a birthday today too. I feel guilty that you can't share with Darren. But I am thinking of you always and Darren will live forever in the tons of people he passed and inplanted his courage, loving ways.

Love you
Rena

rena bennett <renalbennett@questdiagnostic.com>
clinton, ok usa - Tuesday, September 6, 2005 8:03 AM CDT
DeAnn and Robert,
I want you to know that I will be thinking of you today. I will say an extra prayer for you today, as I feel it will be tough. Remember all the precious memories. In my thoughts and prayers.
Love to you both,
Lou

lou hutson
burns flat, ok usa - Tuesday, September 6, 2005 0:24 AM CDT
Happy Birthday My Friend!!!
DARREN you are celebrating in heaven that "Sweet 16", driving on the streets of gold. I looked at the sky when the day changed, saw a twinkle, thanks my friend for being there for me when I need that "Come on Lou"
Miss you forever, but you are in my heart, FOREVER!
Love you
Lou

lou hutson <louannhutson@yahoo.com>
burns flat, ok usa - Tuesday, September 6, 2005 0:17 AM CDT
DeAnn, Tomorrow will be an exciting day, but yet horrible also. The exciting part will be that my sister, Carly, will be turning 4!! Memories will be brought back and I won't be able to remind Bubba of them. :'( I am so torn that he won't be able to turn 16 and get his drivers license like he was looking so forward to. I'm glad that you still keep everyone updated on this site. I like to know how you all are doing!

Thinking of you,
Courtney

Courtney Ernst <brattyc94@yahoo.com>
Clinton, OK USA - Monday, September 5, 2005 11:57 AM CDT
Hi DeAnn!
I just stopped in to say I am thinking of you and your family on Darren's 16TH birthday. I have been reading your online guest book, and it is so evident how much your precious boy is loved by so very many people. He has touched the lives of many people in such a positive way! God Bless you all.
Many Blessings,
Monica Watermann
Venice, FL

Monica Watermann <monicaw922@hotmail.com>
Venice, FL USA - Monday, September 5, 2005 11:37 AM CDT
Sending you love
the Thomas team <Email@ChristiThomas.com>
OH - Saturday, September 3, 2005 2:02 AM CDT
DeeAnn
I just wanted to say hello and wish you luck at the races.
I still have not learned to send text messages. I miss 'my teacher'. Take care of yourselves.
Good luck and much success in your new job.
Pat

Pat Serratt <serrpa@hotmail.com>
Cordell, OK US - Saturday, September 3, 2005 1:36 AM CDT
You all remain in my thoughts and prayers. I hope things continue to go well. Enjoy your days off. Have fun. Call me sometime.
Jamie

jamie <jamie.carey@cox.net>
yukon, ok - Friday, September 2, 2005 3:33 PM CDT
DeAnn,
I sure have thought a lot about Darren lately. With his birthday comin up and gettin his yearbook this week has been a rollarcoaster ride. I just wanted you to know that i love you very much and i am always thinkin of you and Robert. I hope to come watch Robert race this weekend and see you to!

Chaillie C. <c_marie_08@hotmail.com>
Clinton, OK - Thursday, September 1, 2005 10:39 AM CDT
We got the pictures of the temporary stone. Thanks. Hope the weather is good and you guys do well in the race this weekend. Love, Dian
Dian Kupper <dkupper@robsoncom.net>
- Thursday, September 1, 2005 10:28 AM CDT
I just had to say how hard it is, getting near to Darren's 16th birthday. I am so glad I let him drive all the way to children's hospital. He loved my car and wanted to take his drivers test in it. I went by the grave site tonight. I was so glad to see his name and I noticed the starbursts and shells. He was looking forward to hunting with Chris and Conley. Whoever put the small glass statue of Jesus holding the hand of a child will never know what that meant to me. I appreciate reading eveyones comments about Darren. His memory will never die. I hope the pain gets better. Love always, Grandma Jane
Jane Ernst <aldeanandjane@itlnet.net>
Clinton, OK Custer - Wednesday, August 31, 2005 11:25 PM CDT
I remember when Darren got his permit! You guys had to stay for a transfusion and came up to the bone marrow unit for a private room. I remember Darren being so excited, he was just certain he needed to drive you guys home. I will never forget his precious smile. Love and Prayers
Ricki Lea Moore <dougandrickilea@valornet.com>
Lexington, OK - Wednesday, August 31, 2005 4:05 PM CDT
DeAnn,
This is Kayla McLaughlin and i just wanted to let you know that i think about you guys all the time. I just wanted to make sure you all were doing alright and to let you know that if you need anything, just let us know and we will be glad to do anything for you. I know Darren is greatly missed and will always be in our thoughts and prayers.

Love,
Kayla

Kayla McLaughlin <linkin_park_chick_05@hotmail.com>
Clinton, OK - Tuesday, August 30, 2005 3:39 PM CDT
Hi DeeAnn and all of Darren's family, I was thinking about Darren & wanted to let you know you all are in my prayers everyday (several times). I would have given my arms for him to have had his 16th birthday that he was looking so forward to. (ever since he was 15 1/2 he could tell me to the day how long it was until he got to drive (legally hehehehe). With all the rain lately, I can't help but think of the song about the little girl that wants to go to heaven to see grandpa & ask if Jesus needs another angel to help pour out the rain. I feel like Darren is an angel helping pour out the rain or that it is all our tears of love for him. Darren has seen the face of GOD. But I am selfish and miss him so much. You all did such a good job of raising him, I enjoyed having him around & my heart aches for him. Chris went to see him the other day and stayed there for quite a while. He left Darren some Starburst candy and shotgun shells since they liked to shoot together. I told him we needed to take him a Dr. Pepper to go with the Starburst. Well I am rambling but talking to you about how much we loved Darren helps. Love cathy
Cathy Miller <cathy.miller@oesc.state.ok.us>
Clinton, ok usa - Tuesday, August 30, 2005 12:23 AM CDT
Hi DeAnn,
Just checking in to see how you are holding up. I think the new job will be great to help occupy your mind. I pray for you to receive the much needed strength for each day and also to know that you are normal in everything you say and feel because there is no "normal" or "right or wrong" in greiving. If you need anything or just need a sounding board please email.
Love,
Christy Scott

Christy Scott <luv2heal@cox.net>
OKC, OK - Monday, August 29, 2005 3:27 PM CDT
We are still in Colorado. The weather is great except for afternoon rain. Glad to hear the job is still going so well. Dian
Dian Kupper <dkupper@robsoncom.net>
- Monday, August 29, 2005 2:22 PM CDT
Just wanted to let you know I'm thinking about you. I wonder sometimes if Daniel, Cameron, and Darren have visited with each other yet. I know that sounds silly, but I like to think about what they're doing. I'll be praying for you this next week as Darren's birthday comes. Daniel's birthday is the 18th and I'm dreading it. Take care.
Audra <alehew@mac.com>
Piedmont, OK - Monday, August 29, 2005 1:42 PM CDT
What a beautifull family picture. Your son looks just like you. I came across your website while checking on a young man from my church Kyle Bratcher. I am so glad you are sharing your sons wonderfull life with others and showing such handsome pictures of your son. My heart bleeds for you in your loss and you will forever be in my prayers.
Mydonna Duren <Mydonna.Duren@oscn.net>
Del City, OK United States - Monday, August 29, 2005 12:28 AM CDT
Deann- I love seeing the new pictures of Darren!! I miss seeing the both of you here. I know Darren's birthday is coming because my oldest son Thomas has the same birthday as Darren. I just have a hard time believing that he is not going to be coming by. He was such a character with his ketchup bottle, he got me everytime (more than once)LOL. I love and am praying for you all.
Rena Bennett

rena bennett <renalbennett@questdiagnostic.com>
clinton, ok usa - Monday, August 29, 2005 6:19 AM CDT
Deann- I love seeing the new pictures of Darren!! I miss seeing the both of you here. I know Darren's birthday is coming because my oldest son Thomas has the same birthday as Darren. I just have a hard time believing that he is not going to be coming by. He was such a character with his ketchup bottle, he got me everytime (more than once)LOL. I love and am praying for you all.
Rena Bennett

rena bennett <renalbennett@questdiagnostic.com>
clinton, ok usa - Monday, August 29, 2005 6:19 AM CDT
Hi! I've been keeping up with your site and pray for you everytime I come to get an update. Although I don't know you, I know our God can provide peace to everyone and I'm praying for that and comfort for you and your family. God Bless!
Amanda W. <alwalls@kellerisd.net>
Ft. Worth, TX USA - Sunday, August 28, 2005 8:17 PM CDT
Hi DeAnn,

I hope you all had a nice day in OKC today. One great thing is that you will always have your memories of Darren. The Saturday night before he got so sick I have the wonderful memory of giving Darren a BIG kiss on the cheek and telling him I loved him bunches and bundles. He wouldn't let me hug him because his arm was so sore so I was glad to get to kiss him not knowing this night would be my last time I would get to tell Darren I loved him and him hear me saying those words. It's kind of weird how things happen. I walked him to Conley's truck and helped him get in and OH how thankful I am now for this wonderful memory I have. I look forward to seeing you this next week.

Love Always,
Jenae

Jenae Standingwater <jstdnh2o@aol.com>
Sachse, TX - Sunday, August 28, 2005 7:22 PM CDT
Dear DeAnn and Robert,
I love checking in on you guys. I'm glad your writing. I so dread things and often say I won't be able to handle it. I tell Rudy that he'll have to put me in a padded room. To read your thoughts and see how you handle things help me so much. Is that weird? I tell my kids I am all the time!haha We love you guys! Brian does CT Tuesday and MIBG Wednesday and then they talk to us! We will check in on you again. Lots of Love Briscoe Gang

Elena Briscoe <rudybriscoe@sbcglobal.net>
Altus, OK USA - Sunday, August 28, 2005 10:03 AM CDT
Thinking and praying for your family
Regina Bell <ou1247@cox.net>
norman, OK 73072 - Sunday, August 28, 2005 9:30 AM CDT
DeAnn, I have really enjoyed all the new pictures and updates. You are truly a remarkable MOM. Hope you and Robert enjoy your day at the city. In my thoughts and prayers, always. Lou
lou ann hutson
burns flat, ok usa - Sunday, August 28, 2005 1:22 AM CDT
Hey girl, I just wanted to check on you and see how things were going. This is the first time I have been on the computer since I got home. Glade to hear things at work seem to be going well. I hope it all goes well. I missed checking in on you all while I was gone. I will call you some evening this next week. Your constantly in my thoughts and prayers.
Jamie

jamie <jamie.carey@cox.net www.caringbridge.org/ok/cameronc >
Yukon, ok - Friday, August 26, 2005 12:54 AM CDT
Dear Deann
I haven't been able to write, but you are in my thoughts and prayers. I miss my doorbell ringing and the little buddy on the chopper. He loved to joke & tease & I loved every minute of it. Deann you are a great mom. Love GG

Angela Byrd <ggbyrd@hotmail.com>
Clinton, Ok USA - Friday, August 26, 2005 12:30 AM CDT
Hey DeAnn,
I love the new picture posted. I come to see how you are doing and hear your thoughts. We still pray for you and love you. We get to go home today!!! We cross our fingers for no rain so you can race and win! Love The Briscoe Gang

Elena Briscoe <rudybriscoe@sbcglobal.net>
Altus, OK USA - Friday, August 26, 2005 11:42 AM CDT
DeAnn ~ Of course I remember you. We're part of a special family together. I think of you a lot and wonder how your days are. It's amazing how something as simple as not being able to see the sun in the sky at times can set your mood. Sunshine is a must for me. I hope that you are finding the strength that you need to get you through each day. Thinking of you a lot!!


Cathy Rezmer (Shane's mom) ~ www.caringbridge.org/mi/shanerezmer <cjrezmer@yahoo.com>
Bay City, MI USA - Thursday, August 25, 2005 7:46 AM CDT
DeAnn,you don't even know me but I feel as though I have known your family for a while now. I have checked Darren's site for the last couple of months. I am a friend of the Moore's. It breaks my heart to know that you are hurting. I can't imagine loosing a child. I pray that God will just competely embrace you in his arms during this time. I know that Darren is completely healed, and that is what we prayed for but just wanting him to be healed here on earth. I will conitnue to think of you and pray for you.

Emily DeAnn <emmy0711@yahoo.com>
Irving, TX USA - Wednesday, August 24, 2005 3:20 PM CDT
I am Jamie's cousin and I know how tough each day can be! Just remember everyone is praying for you and hopefully good days are ahead for your entire family!
Halah Simon <hrlong@alvaok.net>
Alva, OK USA - Wednesday, August 24, 2005 10:30 AM CDT
Ilove beening able to see the pictures. He is the greatest and you as well. Others here still say they can't believe that he is not here. He brighten my day everytime he came. Everytime I heard the song Some Beach it turns my head and I think of Darren and his phone. I think of all of you often. Praying always.
Love, Rena Bennett

Rena Bennett <renalbennett@questdiagnostic.com>
clinton, ok usa - Wednesday, August 24, 2005 9:39 AM CDT
DeAnn, The pictures are super!! I really enjoy your updates. Darren is and will always be in my heart. I was so fortunate to have the opportunity to meet him. He is so handsome. In my daily thoughts and prayers. Lou
lou hutson <louannhutson@yahoo.com>
burns flat, ok usa - Tuesday, August 23, 2005 11:31 PM CDT
Hi DeeAnn, Thanks for sharing about your wonderful boy, Darren. What a handsome young man.
Alison Becker <beckerali@aol.com>
Tampa, FL USA - Monday, August 22, 2005 8:29 PM CDT
DeAnn and Robert, You guys are in my thoughts and prayers daily. Not a day doesn't go by that I don't think of you and Darren. The poem was so wonderful, it was like Darren was talking about you, so courageuos, never giving up. I know he is a gaurdian angel to alot of friends. I know he's with me alot. You just keep on writing and we'll keep on reading and praying for you . Take care, love you lots. lou
lou hutson
burns flat, ok usa - Monday, August 22, 2005 6:00 PM CDT
Dear DeAnn & Robert,
We think about you often. Rudy and I spoke this weekend about you guys and hoped things were good. Brian has a lot of energy and seems to bounce back really quick. I'm glad the job is going well. Our thoughts and prayers are with you! Love, Briscoe Gang

Elena Briscoe <rudybriscoe@sbcglobal.net>
Altus, OK USA - Monday, August 22, 2005 1:43 PM CDT
DEEANN, ROBERT & ALL OF DARREN'S FAMILY, I WANTED TO LET YOU KNOW I PRAY FOR ALL OF YOU EACH DAY, AS I KNOW DARREN WOULD WANT ME TO DO. WE MISS HIM SO MUCH THAT WORDS CAN'T EXPRESS IT. I CHECK ON DARREN ON MY WAY HOME FROM WORK EVERYDAY JUST TO SAY HI & TALK TO HIM. MEMORIES OF HIS SMILE AND LAUGHTER ARE IN MY MIND THROUGH OUT THE DAY & OF COURSE THINGS REMIND ME OF HIM, LIKE A CEMENT PIG WE HAVE IN THE BACKYARD. CHRIS & DARREN WERE OUT RUNNING AROUND ONE NIGHT, THEY BOTH CAME IN LAUGHING WITH A CEMENT PIG, I IMMEDIATELY THOUGHT OH, MY GOODNESS WHERE DID THOSE BOYS GET THAT PIG. THEY SAID THEY WERE DRIVING ON THE HIGHWAY BY THE SCHOOL FARM AND HIT SOMETHING IN THE ROAD WITH A BIG BUMP. THEY STOPPED & GOT OUT AND THERE WAS A CEMENT PIG IN THE ROAD, SO THEY KNOW I AM A JUNK IN THE YARD JUNKIE SO THEY BROUGHT IT HOME TO ME. IT HAD BLACK TIRE MARKS ON IT FOR A LONG TIME . EVERYTIME I SEE IT I HAVE TO LAUGH ABOUT THOSE TWO BOYS RUNNING AROUND HAVING A GOOD CLEAN FUN. I AM SO GLAD THAT CHRIS, MYSELF, KEITH & KALEB KNEW DARREN, WE LOVED HIM SO MUCH & HE WAS SUCH A GREAT INFLUENCE ON OUR LIVES. HE IS FOREVER IN OUR HEARTS. HE WAS SO MUCH FUN TO HAVE AROUND CATHY MILLER
Cathy Miller <cathy.miller@oesc.state.ok.us>
Clinton, ok usa - Monday, August 22, 2005 12:18 AM CDT
DeAnn,

My love and prayers go out to you. I wish I knew the magic words to say that could help. Unfotunately, I do know that really... there are none. Please know that I am here if there's anything I can help you with.

Misty~ Angel Trey's Mom
07-19-98 to 12-22-04
YET.... Forever Alive in My HEART!!!
www.caringbridge.org/va/trey


Misty Whorley <misty@mymomsbusiness.com>
Roanoke, VA - Sunday, August 21, 2005 8:55 PM CDT
Twyla's cousin, Wilbur (Bill) Unger kept us informed during Darren's courageous fight for life and also sent us this e-mail. We pray that God will continue to give you strength as He leads you through these trying times. God bless you and yours!
Lee and Twyla Denney <leedenney@juno.com>
Fresno, CA USA - Sunday, August 21, 2005 8:53 PM CDT
Hi DeAnn,
I love you. I keep you in my thoughts and prayers everyday.

Love,
Jenae

Jenae <jstdnh2o@aol.com>
Sachse, Tx - Sunday, August 21, 2005 5:42 PM CDT
DeAnn,
I just wanted to tell you I'm still thinking of you daily. I just wanted to check up on you and Robert and see how you are doin and i thank you for lettin me get Darrens year book for you.
Love you,
Chaillie

Chaillie Challis <c_marie_08@hotmail.com>
Clinton, Ok - Saturday, August 20, 2005 9:43 AM CDT
Just a little note to let you now that you and Robert our in my prayers.
Shelly LaVelle
Cordell, OK USA - Friday, August 19, 2005 3:19 PM CDT
I apologize for mixing up guest books. I keep up with several of them and made a mistake.
I am sorry for your loss and know that Darren is happy now.
I hope Darren meets up with my son in heaven because my son loved race cars and loud pipes. He was a bit younger than Darren but had a love for anything loud and fast.
Prayers sent from my family to your's.
Again I apologize for the misfit Guestbook entry.

Travis Eaton <Eatontrav@aol.com>
OKC , OK United States - Friday, August 19, 2005 2:17 PM CDT
I hope you have a great time at Disney. Fun times and you all deserve it.
Thoughts and Prayers from my family to yours.

Colters Toy Box <Eatontrav@aol.com>
Oklahoma City, OK United States - Friday, August 19, 2005 2:03 PM CDT
DEAREST DE ANN, WE THINK OF YOU SO MUCH AND JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT WE ARE STILL HOLDING YOU UP IN PRAYER. FROM THE TIME THAT DARREN WAS DIAGNOSED WE PRAYED FOR HIS HEALING. WE KNOW THAT THE LORD HAS COMPLETELY AND PERFECTLY HEALED HIM NOW. THE LORD DOES NOT ALWAYS WORK IN WAYS WE WANT, BUT ONE THING WE KNOW IS THAT "HE MAKES NO MISTAKES". HE SEES NOT ONLY THE BEGINNING BUT ALSO THE FUTURE. WE DO NOT. WE DO HAVE THAT BLESSED HOPE OF ONE DAY BEING WITH DARREN AGAIN AND ETERNITY IS MUCH LONGER THAN LIFE HERE ON EARTH. DARREN IS DEFINITELY A WINNER. HE BEAT US ALL HOME. MAY THE SWEET AND LOVELY LORD JESUS FILL YOUR HEART AND LIFE WITH HIS LOVE, MERCY, COMFORT AND STRENGTH, DURING THE WEEKS, MONTHS AND YEARS AHEAD. IN THE NAME OF JESUS, WHO IS ALTOGETHER LOVELY,
PAT DUFFEY <GMOF17@AOL.COM>
MISSION, TX - Friday, August 19, 2005 12:19 AM CDT
I just wanted to send our love to you and your family and let you know that first off we are so sorry about your loss. But we want you to know that your in our prayers here daily. We have added Darren's website to our website and we have others praying for you all as well. Please let us know if there is anything that we can do for you. My heart just grieves for those children suffering with cancer and other illness. Well visit us on the web at: www.glhm.bravehost.com and our youth ministry website at: www.addicted2jesusyoutministry.bravehost.com

In His Services,
Sis. Wanda Crawford

Wanda Crawford
Hanover, MD USA - Thursday, August 18, 2005 9:44 PM CDT
Deanne- I am one of Jamie Carey's friends and I just wanted to tell you I have been praying for you daily. I am sure that Cameron and Darren are up in Heaven right now pulling a joke on someone. God Bless You!
Melissa Graybill <melissa_e_g@yahoo.com>
Alva, OK - Wednesday, August 17, 2005 11:33 PM CDT
Hello, you may not remember me, but I was the nurse in the Recovery room a little over a month ago that drew the lab on Darren. I'm so sorry about Darren....he is an angel in heaven now watching over you every minute of everyday!! You all are in my thoughts and prayers.
Natalie Tapley <nnicolet1@aol.com>
Del City, OK - Wednesday, August 17, 2005 10:21 PM CDT
Deanne,
Jane told me about your web site when we were together at McGregor this week end. I just finished reading all of it and looking at the pictures. Darren was a very special young man and loved by so many. Please remember that God loves you and He will help you through this terrible time in your life.

We were at Darren's funeral and were so blessed by the many people there.

Bonnie Ritchie (Jane's Cousin) <papamema@cox.net>
Seminole, Ok Seminole - Wednesday, August 17, 2005 8:14 PM CDT
We are in Santa Fe today and will be going to Taos tomorrow. It's good to be able to read your site no matter where we are. Your Mom called last night and said that the benefits at the new job are great. Good for you. Glad you are getting your teeth fixed. We think of you all the time. Hope you are spending a little time with Mom and Dad. I know they get lonesome. Love, Dian
Dian Kupper <dkupper@robsoncom.net>
- Wednesday, August 17, 2005 12:34 AM CDT
Hello. Have been without my internet connection since I moved...SBC can't install jacks through the attic anymore, and it took forever to get that done by someone else...

Just had a few minutes and thought about checking the website. Wasn't sure if you would still be entering journal messages or not. I think it's great.

Glad to hear you have a new job. You are the best help I ever had and know that anyone you work for will feel the same way. We always thought and reacted to everything in sync...it was so much fun.

I check on Darren at least once a week and love the angel. Mom and Dad are right across the street, you know.

My prayers are with you. It will never be okay, but it does get easier!

Love you guys.

Linda

Linda Parker <parkerok@netzero.net>
Clinton, OK USA - Wednesday, August 17, 2005 10:51 AM CDT
Hi DeAnn, I'm glad you love your job. Thanks for praying for Xander, I will be glad when tomorrow is over. But you and I both know that God is in control. Praying for you.
love
Ricki Lea

Ricki Lea Moore <dougandrickilea@valornet.com>
Lexington, OK - Wednesday, August 17, 2005 9:02 AM CDT
I've been wondering how the new job was going. I am so glad that you like it. Thanks for sharing the quote from your book. That's wonderful to hear that love still grows for that person even after they have left us. Somehow that makes me feel better to hear that. Still praying for you.
Lydia Leslie <tleslie19@cox.net>
OKC, OK - Wednesday, August 17, 2005 9:00 AM CDT
DeAnn and Robert
We want to tell you once again how much we love you both and we continue to pray for you both. We`re so proud of the
way you`re holding up and managing through it all. We appreciate your web site and check it daily. It`s so good to know that so many continue to pray. Without prayer things would be even more difficult to bear. So glad to know that the job is going well for you, DeAnn. Hang in there. We love you.
Your Grandparents.

Bill and Leona Unger <retrlcusps@itlnet.net>
Clinton, Ok. - Wednesday, August 17, 2005 7:30 AM CDT
Dear DeAnn and family

I am so sorry for the tragic loss of your handsome young son. I found his page through Cameron's page. My heart and prayers go out to you at this time. I truly hope one day they will find a cure for this mosnter of a disease.

With much love and humungous cyber bear hugs from Pauly
Angel Bianca's broken hearted aunty in Australia
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
www.caringbridge.org/oceania/biancakate

Paulina Lemon <sazza1291@yahoo.com.au>
Mount Gambier, SA Australia - Tuesday, August 16, 2005 4:33 AM CDT
DeAnn,

I'm glad your first day at your new job went well. I look forward to seeing you this weekend:)
Love,
Jenae

Jenae <jstdnh2o@aol.com>
Sachse, Tx - Monday, August 15, 2005 8:06 PM CDT
DeAnn,
Just thinking about you. I hope you had a great day at your new job. I can't tell you how much I enjoyed spending time with you last week. You are daily in my prayers. Hope to see you again soon.
Love,
Sonya

Sonya Stockton <sonya11@cox.net>
OKC, OK - Monday, August 15, 2005 8:03 PM CDT
DeAnn,
I hope that your first day of work is going well. I am sure that it is. Getting out of the house and keeping your mind busy will be one of the best things that you can do for yourself.I am praying for you all.

Julie Garver <juliegarver@cox.netq>
Moore, Ok USA - Monday, August 15, 2005 3:26 PM CDT
Thinking of you on your first day of your new job. Thinking of you yesterday as I know it was probably hard. Thinking of you all the time. I tried to call to see how you were doing. I'll try again. I conitnually pray for you.
Lydia Leslie <tleslie19@cox.net>
- Monday, August 15, 2005 10:38 AM CDT
DeAnn, I found your site through Cameron's site tonight and saw your request for suggestions on grief books. Several years ago, I found something on the Good Ground Press website called "Grief Journal" by Linda Lodge Abelson Andreozzi (long name, I know!) She shares her story of the sudden, unexpected loss of her husband (in his early 30s) in a journal-type format and after each entry asks questions and invites the reader to journal about their grief-journey. I have a child with special needs - a precious little girl - and I've had to deal with a different type of grief as I've watched her struggle and anticipate her future struggles. Using this journal, with the author's questions as a guide, I have been able to express feelings, thoughts and emotions that seemed "stuck" inside. I highly recommend it - I'm sure you can find it online by searching the publisher or name.
Angie <sprad777@bellsouth.net>
Sharpsburg, GA USA - Sunday, August 14, 2005 8:33 PM CDT
Hi DeAnn,
I hope your weekend went OK. Our special music today at church was Amazing Grace and I thought of Darren as they were singing. It pulled at my heart at first and then I had happy thoughts of Darren because I know he is in a better place for him even though it hurts not having him here in our place. Good luck tomorrow at your first day of your new job:)
Love Always,
Jenae

Jenae <jstdnh2o@aol.com>
Sacshe, TX - Sunday, August 14, 2005 8:31 PM CDT
I am very sorry for your loss.
I found your site through Xander's and Cameron's sites.
My good friend lost her 3 year old to Cancer last year and as she says it "It doesn't get better...It just gets different". I pray that the days get different for you soon. I am sorry!

Regina Bell <ou1247@cox.net>
Norman, OK usa - Sunday, August 14, 2005 10:49 AM CDT
Yeah for your new job! But a baby doesn't sound so bad either!!!!!! Praying for you and Robert.
Ricki Lea Moore <dougandrickilea@valornet.com>
- Saturday, August 13, 2005 9:04 AM CDT
DeAnn I'm glad to hear about the job. I know that will help in many ways to keep you pretty busy. We love you and pray everyday for you. Brian is doing pretty good today. We go up to meet the teacher today. I don't know how much school he'll get to go too. I know our secretary we call her Mrs. B knew Darren from the races will be glad to see Mr. Brian. He's so worried about not having hair. I told him his little head will be covered with lip stick kisses and he rolls his eyes at me. I think about you every day and pray several times a day for you and strenght for you!!!!Love, Elena and the Briscoe Gang
Elena Briscoe <rudybriscoe@sbcglobal.net>
Altus, OK USA - Friday, August 12, 2005 8:47 AM CDT
Congratulations on your new job!!!! You will do great. I enjoy the thoughts and all you share. They are healthy for you. Keep your memories, they are special.
lou hutson
burns flat, ok usa - Friday, August 12, 2005 1:01 AM CDT
That's great about your new job. I'm very excited for you. If you ever want to talk, I'd love to, maybe with Jamie too. Take care, I'm thinking about you.
Audra Lehew <alehew@mac.com >
Piedmont, OK - Thursday, August 11, 2005 8:21 PM CDT
DeAnn,
I know that you do not know who I am, but I have been praying for your family through all your tough trials. I am a friend of Ricki Lea's and that is how we found about your precious son. I just wanted to share a poem with you hoping to make your day.
I ask the Lord above,
to answer my prayers.
That you would come back.
But, that wouldn't be fair.
I now know that you're happy where you are.
Safe in the arms of Jesus,
without any cares.
But I want you to know,
that I still love you so.
And I'll go on living for Him,
Knowing that His light will never dim.
Someday together we'll be,
But, until then, the Lord will take care of me.
So, keep on watching,
It won't be long.
That from this world,
I'll be gone.
Into your arms once again,
Safe from all the worldly harms to come better.

Julie Garver <juliegarver@cox.net>
Moore, Ok - Thursday, August 11, 2005 2:12 PM CDT
Deann
I am so so glad you got the job!
Re: Reading the grief books this is so good to do and it is all how you feel comfortable, some also go to meetings and keep a journal. I think you doing what is the very most comfortable to you is good. I am going to send you a copy of our wedding dvd (been meaning to) so you will have a copy of it and so you can see Darren in some of the shots, he is so handsome! MK

Michelle Kupper <mkupper2002@yahoo.com>
Austin, TX - Thursday, August 11, 2005 11:15 AM CDT
DeAnn,

You're in my thoughts and prayers today. I hope you have a comfortable day.
Love,
Jenae

Jenae <jstdnh2o@aol.com>
Sacshe, TX - Thursday, August 11, 2005 10:19 AM CDT
Dear DeAnn,
I am so happy to hear about your new job. I know the emotional roller coaster feeling. I see Darren in so many places. He has always been such a special grandson. I love him so dearly. You are in my prayers. I pray for every day to be a little better. I miss him so much. I can only imagine how you feel. Love, Grandma Jane

Jane Ernst <aldeanandjane@itlnet.net>
Clinton, OK. , Oklahoma USA - Wednesday, August 10, 2005 10:36 PM CDT
DeeAnn, congratulations on your new job. There are some really neat people in the office at Bar=S & I am sure you will really like the job. I think of Darren many times every day. I stop by to see him everyday on my way home from work. Today I saw the cement pad with the two vases at his resting place. Kaleb asked me the other day what I thought Darren was doing right then in heaven, we both agreed he was up to something & having a good time laughing and carrying on. We love him so, you did an incredible job raising him. One time he told me how proud he was that he had a good looking mom. I thought you should know that, he loved you so much. He was always saying something nice about you, he knew you loved him with all your heart.
cathy <cathy.miller@oesc.state.ok.us>
clinton, ok usa - Wednesday, August 10, 2005 9:47 PM CDT
DeeAnn, congratulations on your new job. There are some really neat people in the office at Bar=S & I am sure you will really like the job. I think of Darren many times every day. I stop by to see him everyday on my way home from work. Today I saw the cement pad with the two vases at his resting place. Kaleb asked me the other day what I thought Darren was doing right then in heaven, we both agreed he was up to something & having a good time laughing and carrying on. We love him so, you did an incredible job raising him. One time he told me how proud he was that he had a good looking mom. I thought you should know that, he loved you so much. He was always saying something nice about you, he knew you loved him with all your heart.
cathy <cathy.miller@oesc.state.ok.us>
clinton, ok usa - Wednesday, August 10, 2005 9:47 PM CDT
I know what you mean about the memories even though we are so far away. I got out envelopes to send the kids their monthy money and there were Darren's envelopes. I go to the store and they are constantly playing the music from the video. Glad to hear you got the job. I hope you love it. You know Duane and I think about you every day. We think about Pam, too, because I know how much she misses Darren.
Duane and Dian <dkupper@robsoncom.net>
- Wednesday, August 10, 2005 4:16 PM CDT
Deann and Robert,
I am so glad to hear about your new job that is wonderful. You will do great there. I have been to see darren's place a few times and will probably go this weekend because Thomas will be back from Colorado. He and Darren have the same birthday. I was wondering where to buy the stickers in memory of Darren that I have seen around. Please let us know. I miss seeing you around here but I will run into you a the store on my street I'm sure. You have a new job and will need new clothes.
Love ya and think of all of you often.
Love,Rena

Rena Bennett <renalbennett@questdiagnostic.com>
clinton, ok usa - Wednesday, August 10, 2005 3:28 PM CDT
That is wonderful about the race, way to go Robert. It is nice that you both have the racing, and have such wonderful memories of Darren through racing. It is memories like those that keep you going. Glad to hear your back at work, keeps the mind busy. Please, know that we are here for you and keep you both in our prayers. If there is anything we can do, let us know.
Troy, Dena, Haley, and Sarah
Clinton, ok - Wednesday, August 10, 2005 11:13 AM CDT
Hi Deann,

I read about your son Darren on Christi Thomas webpage. I also experienced lossing a child last September to neuroblastoma. Each day that goes by I'm learning to cope with my lost, but the pain is always tucked into my heart. My son was seven when the angels came and took him. I know that the lord has something very special planned for our son's. I'll continue to check in from time to time to see how you're doing. Hugsforjamall.com

Stephanie <ruffels06@aol.com>
Phila, PA - Monday, August 8, 2005 8:04 PM CDT
DeAnn - this year will be the year of firsts for you without Darren. They will be just as hard to get through as you enjoyed his first year of firsts. I can't even begin to know and understand the pain you are going through, and I hope to God I never will. You will be put through more tests than you know exists and how you come out of them all is up to you. You have true friends of Darren's beside you - how many people would have that? Most kids especially would have already turned and moved on to other things. Find comfort where you can get it - not everyone is as lucky as you, your family, and Darren that can have so much support without joining a club - not to mention the caring and love that has been so freely given. What you called rolling in self pity isn't that at all - but a mother that has lost her child and having a very normal hard time coming to terms with it and the day to day activities/routine that will never be again. I wish you and your family the strength you need to cope and push forward. Saundra (Unger) Melancon
Saundra Melanocn
- Monday, August 8, 2005 2:20 PM CDT
He girl I just wanted to check in on you. I hope you and Robert had a good time at the movies. Its nice to get out once and awhile. Its just the returning back to the house buisness that gets me. sorry you had such a yucky week wish we could have gotten together maybe that would have helped. Im not having to good of a day today. Let me know when we can get together. Your in my thoughts and prayers.
Jamie Camerons mommy forever

Jamie <jamie.carey@cox.net www.caringbridge.org/ok/cameronc>
Yukon, ok - Monday, August 8, 2005 11:21 AM CDT
DeAnn,
Thanks for keeping me updated. I
really enjoy reading what you write.
I hope you had a good dinner and watched
a wonderful movie!!!

Courtney Ernst <brattyc94@yahoo.com>
Clinton, OK USA - Monday, August 8, 2005 10:05 AM CDT
DeAnn and Robert, Hope ya'll had a nice evening tonight. Enjoy reading your updates. Congratulations on the WIN Robert, Darren is smiling! You are in my thoughts and prayers, always.
lou hutson <louannhutson@yahoo.com>
burns flat, ok usa - Sunday, August 7, 2005 11:17 PM CDT
DeAnn,
I am thinking about you today:) I love you and hope you and Robert have a nice time tonight.
Jenae

Jenae <jstdnh2o@aol.com>
Sachse, TX - Sunday, August 7, 2005 5:00 PM CDT
DeAnn,
I just heard the news and am so sorry! I would have contacted you sooner had i known. I can say I know how you feel for the most part. I wished no parent ever had to travel this journey of loosing a child but as we both know sometimes this is also a part of life we must face and somehow learn to live with. I know Justin is up there right now showing Darren the ropes and i'm sure they are both up to mischief of some sort. I would really like to get together some time or at least talk with you. my email is listed below. i am trying to get a website together for Justin as well. yes, a little late but still will give me a way to keep people updated and keep Justin's spirit and memory alive. I will let you know when it is finished.
I pray just for you to survive and get through each day one day at a time.
Love,
Christy Scott (Justin's mom)

Christy Scott <luv2heal@cox.net>
- Saturday, August 6, 2005 12:07 AM CDT
DeAnn, Just wanted you to know I am thinking of you and Robert and that I found the website. Thanks so much for continuing to share here. Praying for you guys!

Linda Wilburn <agape@classicnet.net>
Hydro, OK USA - Thursday, August 4, 2005 8:29 PM CDT
Dear Darren's family,
I read of your precious son's on Christi Thomas' web. I am so very very sorry for your tremendously unspeakable loss, for all the suffering you had to watch Darren go through. I understand Darren was indeed a fighter and a very special young man. I wanted to share this poem with you all. Hugs from a Mother in Italy.

The Cord

We are connected,
My child and I, by
An invisible cord
Not seen by the eye.

It's not like the cord
That connects us 'til birth
This cord can't been seen
By any on Earth.

This cord does it's work
Right from the start.
It binds us together
Attached to my heart.

I know that it's there
Though no one can see
The invisible cord
From my child to me.

The strength of this cord
Is hard to describe.
It can't be destroyed
It can't be denied.

It's stronger than any cord
Man could create
It withstands the test
Can hold any weight.

And though you are gone,
Though you're not here with me,
The cord is still there
But no one can see.

It pulls at my heart
I am bruised...I am sore,
But this cord is my lifeline
As never before.

I am thankful that God
Connects us this way
A mother and child
Death can't take it away!

~ author unknown ~

Sabrina <morini@agriflex.it>
Forlì, FC Italy - Thursday, August 4, 2005 6:08 AM CDT
DeAnn, I thought about Darren and you today on my way to OKC. I am so glad you update all on what's going on. Your poem is totally awesome, fit DARREN to the tee. His dash in life was amazing, and I hope we all learn from all his actions. Keep on updating, I will keep you and Robert in my prayers.
Lou Hutson
burns flat, ok usa - Wednesday, August 3, 2005 9:41 PM CDT
A beautiful thought provoking poem. THanks for sharing dearest De Ann!
Love, Angela Thomas <Email@ChristiThomas.com>
- Wednesday, August 3, 2005 8:49 PM CDT
DeAnn,

What a lovely poem:) Darren spent his dash very good!! I love you.

Jenae

Jenae <jstdnh2o@aol.com>
Sachse, TX - Tuesday, August 2, 2005 4:01 PM CDT
DeAnn & Robert:
I have been praying & thinking about you a lot. I hope & pray that God gives you all strength everyday. If you need ANYTHING I am here for you.

~*COURTNEY ERNST*~ <brattyc94@yahoo.com>
Clinton, OK USA - Tuesday, August 2, 2005 12:15 AM CDT
DeAnn - This website is a wonderful tribute to your son, Darren. He is such a handsome young man and I know how very proud of him you must be. I am sorry I did not have the honor of knowing him, but look forward to learning more about him through our group of moms. We all know the overwhelming pain and sorrow you are going through. There are no words to take away your pain, but please know that you and your family are in my thoughts and prayers today and in the days to come. God bless you, Darren, and those that love and miss you so much.
Roycie Raspberry <rlr26422@aol.com>
Spring, TX USA - Tuesday, August 2, 2005 7:12 AM CDT
Thanks again for the update on you guys. I'm glad Chris is staying close to you and I think the garden the boys planted is a wonderful living memory to Darren. Keep busy. Love, Dian and Duane
Duane and Dian <dkupper@robsoncom.net>
Tucson, - Monday, August 1, 2005 3:58 PM CDT
Just dropped by to check on you. Praying for you.

Audra Lehew <alehew@mac.com>
Piedmont, OK - Monday, August 1, 2005 2:45 PM CDT
DeAnn and Robert:

I just wanted to let you two know that I am thinking of both of you during this time. I pray for God to be with both of you each and every day.

Shelly LaVelle
Cordell, OK USA - Monday, August 1, 2005 2:22 PM CDT
DeAnn & Robert, I wanted to thank you for letting Chris continue to help on the race car & go to the races with you. I think it makes him feel closer to Darren. He misses Darren so much, we all do & will forever miss & love him. All the kids in the neighborhood miss him. Kaleb, Breydon & Parker were sitting in the backyard yesterday by the flower bed we made in memory of Darren. They talked about how much they missed him horsing around. They walked to the cemetary to take him flowers and chat. Darren was wonderful & I just wanted to let you know how he touched the little kids as well as the rest of us. Love Cathy I will keep you in my prayers, if you need anything, please let us know, we would be honored to do anything you need.
Cathy Miller <cathy.miller@oesc.state.ok.us>
Clinton, ok usa - Monday, August 1, 2005 12:56 AM CDT
DeAnn
I pray that God will grant you strength for each day. Please know that you are always in my thoughts and not a day goes by that I don't pray for you. Love you.


Ricki Lea Moore <dougandrickilea@valornet.com>
- Monday, August 1, 2005 11:19 AM CDT
Dear DeAnn,
your website is lovely and your son Darren a beautiful boy who looks like he knew great joy in his life and wisdom beyond his years. I am so glad to have you as part of our little group with the other moms. Although its different for us all, we all know this pain and we all have a great deal of love and understanding to offer. Please let your husband know I am terribly sorry on the loss of his darling boy, and you are both in my thoughts and prayers. I wish for you some peace as you move very slowly forward through grief. Be very gentle with yourselves. Love from Serena, Grieving Mothers Group

Serena Nathan <serenan@bigpond.net.au>
Perth, Western Australia Australia - Sunday, July 31, 2005 11:07 PM CDT
DeAnn & Robert

I know i havn't seen or talked to yall since i left for falls creek but i just want yall to know that i love yall very much and lettin me be around your house that friday after darren passed helped me very very much. I want yall to know that if yall ever need anything im here i love yall sooooo very much and so does the rest of my family!

Chaillie C. <c_marie_08@hotmail.com>
Clinton, Ok USA - Saturday, July 30, 2005 6:20 PM CDT
DeAnn,
I thank you for letting me go into my brother's room. That made my day. I appreciate the flowers that you gave me. You are in my thoughts and prayers.

Courtney Ernst <brattyc94@yahoo.com>
Clinton, OK USA - Friday, July 29, 2005 2:45 PM CDT
Words are not easy and sometimes you don't even really want to hear them. But words about Darren can't come quick enough for you. His service was such a tribute to him!! The service shared his life and his love for Jesus and others in an incredible way. Those are words that you must want to hear. I always enjoyed seeing Darren's sweet smile when our paths would cross at the hospital. He was always a gentle giant to Xander and the other "little" kids. I believe in my heart that Darren and Cameron are having a blast in heaven this very minute. I also know that my mom had to be one of the first to greet them and hug them(and then my dad....and so many others). I pray that your days will become more bearable and that you will find joy in all of Darren's remembrances! Love, Elaine Brown(Xander's Nana)
Elaine Brown <elaine909@cox.net>
OKC, OK USA - Friday, July 29, 2005 9:07 AM CDT
DeAnn and Robert: Thank you so much for updating the page. I know you are still hurting, but knowing there are prayers being said for you, hopefully will help. Darren was so amazing, he never stopped smiling. I enjoyed getting to know him, he always had a story to tell. I miss him alot, but will always know he's with me. I will keep you in my prayers and thoughts. If you need anything, please don't hesitate to call. luv to you, lou
lou hutson <louannhutson@yahoo.com>
burns flat, ok usa - Friday, July 29, 2005 0:31 AM CDT
I have found your web-site through another child with Neroblastoma and have read your journal history! Darren sounds like an amazing guy! I just had a baby six months ago and hearing Darren's story helps me to focus on all the good blessings God has given me and be ever thankful for each day with my little one! I said a prayer for you and your family today that you would find God's peace around you.
Amanda <shinelove22@sbcglobal.net>
- Thursday, July 28, 2005 10:25 PM CDT
DeAnn and Robert:
Thinking of you guys each and every day! Took Parker to Dr. in OKC this week and had to use "his phone", I flipped it open and there was Darrens sweet face! He touched us all in a very special way and lives on in our hearts and for that we have been blessed. If you need anything, please count on us!
love: jena

JENA KING <jena_king45@hotmail.com>
clinton, okla usa - Thursday, July 28, 2005 7:33 PM CDT
I am glad you are continuing to update the website. I am not ready to let go of this connection to Darren just yet. I am proud of you for going out and doing things and seeing people. I know it's hard. Keep on keeping on. We love you both. Dian
Dian Kupper <dkupper@robsoncom.net>
Tucson, - Thursday, July 28, 2005 3:34 PM CDT
Deann and Robert,
I look to to see if you updated. We here at the hospital are always checking and keeping eachother up to date. We all truly miss all of you. I hope to see you around soon. Just remember Darren will never be forgotten. I love all of you. I will continue to pray for you always.

Love, Rena B

Rena Bennett <renalbennett@questdiagnostic.com>
clinton, ok usa - Thursday, July 28, 2005 8:45 AM CDT
Deann and Robert,
I look to to see if you updated. We here at the hospital are always checking and keeping eachother up to date. We all truly miss all of you. I hope to see you around soon. Just remember Darren will never be forgotten. I love all of you. I will continue to pray for you always.

Love, Rena B

Rena Bennett <renalbennett@questdiagnostic.com>
clinton, ok usa - Thursday, July 28, 2005 8:45 AM CDT
Just looking to see if you had posted again and check on you all. Im right along side of you when you talk about cooking and laundry. I have not cooked since we got home and laundry well lets just say some clothes may set over night in the washer to have to be washed again in the morning. Hope things keep you buisy at work. I need to take up a hobby to keep me buisy. Im doing pretty good with Madison keeping me buisy though. Keep up the strength we will make it through this one way or another like you said!

Jamie <jamie.carey@cox.net www.caringbridge.org/ok/cameronc>
Yukon, ok - Wednesday, July 27, 2005 2:58 PM CDT
Dear DeAnn and Robert,

I come to the sight to see if you were still writing. I'm so glad you are. We love you and are praying for all of you. Darren was a great kid. Brian and I talk about him alot. We have two more treatments starting Monday then do test and we will see where we go after test on First week of September. I know all of this is very hard. I want you to know that I was very impressed at the hospital and clinic. There were no cutting up and all serious faces and sad faces with their loss too. I know alot of the nurses were having hard time too! We love you. Lydia has mentioned maybe sometime we could come for lunch and visit sometime. Our prayers are coming your way!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Elena Briscoe <rudybriscoe@sbcglobal.net>
Altus, ok USA - Tuesday, July 26, 2005 3:28 PM CDT
I can't begin to say how much we loved Darren. He was so remarkable. Although he was going through so much he always had a smile & laugh. I will never forget him. The longer we knew Darren, the more we loved him. He was so nice to have around & fit into our family so well. My son Chris loved Darren as a brother. Chris loved spending time with Darren & when they were together they forgot Darren was ill. We all miss him so much & think of him all the time. Sometimes when I can't seem to stop crying I have to stop & remember he is in heaven running, talking & having a good time without illness. I went to the cemetary to see him the other morning, as I began to slow down through my tears a beautiful deer came out of the cemetary & jumped right in front of my car, she then leaped again, stopped & looked back. I stopped my car & thought of Darren. Then two baby deer also leaped across the road. The sun was just beginning to rise as all three deer leap through the tall field grass. It was so beautiful, they seemed so happy & free. I had to believe in my heart that Darren is in heaven, happily leaping through the beautiful sunset with no worries, pain or sorrows. My entire family aches with pain of losing Darren, we loved him like we love our own boys. We will never ever forget him & he will always be in our hearts. Although he was young, during the past few years he did not let cancer ruin his life, he was so active, funny and always up to something---he loved playing jokes on people, joking around and just laughing. He taught me the most valuable lesson of my life, that we must live life to the fullest despite what we are going through & that there is nothing more important than loving our children, family & friends. He was incredible to my son. My son Chris enjoyed working on the race car with Darren & Robert, racing and just having fun. Chris really loves Darren's family. Darren asked Chris to go hunting with him & his Dad, they had such good times together---Times Chris will keep with him for the rest of his life. I have worlds of wonderful stories about Darren & will share more of them as time goes on. Please if anyone in Darren's family needs anything, dont hesitate to call us. We love Darren so much. With Love, Cathy Miller/Clinton, ok
Cathy Miller <cathy.miller@oesc.state.ok.us>
Clinton, ok usa - Tuesday, July 26, 2005 12:56 AM CDT
I am a friend of the Careys. Jamie told me about your son. I am so sorry for you and your family. You are in my thoughts and prayers... Death leaves a scar no one can heal, Love leaves a memory no one can steal... God Bless you and yours...
Andrea <andiebroom@sbcglobal.net>
- Tuesday, July 26, 2005 10:46 AM CDT
DeAnn and Robert
Just a note to let you know again that we love you and
you`re ever in our prayers. Our entire family feels the
pain of Darrens passing, but none of us can say we know how you both feel. We love the picture and plan to have it
enlarged and framed. We continue to pray for both of you.
We know that time will help heal the hurt, but the void
will never completely be eliminated. God bless.
All our love.
Grandma and Grandpa Unger



Bill and Leona Unger <retrlcusps@itlnet.net>
Clinton, Ok. - Tuesday, July 26, 2005 7:25 AM CDT
I was surprised when I opened the site and the new picture was there. It looks good. You know how much we love both you and Robert and how much we care about you. I'm proud of you for going to the races. I know how hard it was. I don't know what is happening with Robert, but I would have paid to see him sitting around while you got your nails done. Dian
Dian Kupper <dkupper@robsoncom.net>
Tucson, - Monday, July 25, 2005 12:15 AM CDT
Hey Bubba,
I hope you are keeping Papa in line. I miss you a lot. Things aren't the same here without you.

Courtney Ernst <brattyc94@yahoo.com>
Clinton, OK USA - Monday, July 25, 2005 11:21 AM CDT
Sending you love!
Thinking of you, Angela and Shayne <zzartset@bright.net>
Tiffin, OH - Monday, July 25, 2005 10:26 AM CDT
Just checking in on you all. I hope things are going as well as they are to be expected. We also are having to live day by day. Not sure if some days I am going to make it. You all have been on my mind and I am going to try to call you this week. Please know you are right along side of us when we pray to Cameron every night. Lots of thoughts and prayers coming your way.
Jamie

Jamie <jamie.carey@cox.net www.caringbridge.org/ok/cameronc>
Yukon, ok - Monday, July 25, 2005 9:39 AM CDT
DeAnn,

I love you:) I know it is moment by moment, but with the strength of family, friends and GOD you all will find peace and comfort. I look forward to seeing you soon.
love,
Jenae

Jenae <jstdnh2o@aol.com>
Sacshe, TX - Monday, July 25, 2005 9:05 AM CDT
Deann, I check the site all the time. You are so strong and it show all the time. I will always remember Darren!! If there is any thing you need please let me know. I love you and pray for you all the time.
Rena Bennett <renalbennett@questdiagnostic.com>
CLINTON, ok usa - Monday, July 25, 2005 8:45 AM CDT
DeAnn, still thinking of you all the time and praying for you. I know every day is hard. I'll be talking to you soon and seeing when we can get together. I told the listserve about Darren and the Thomas's also expressed some condolences on the listserve.
Lydia Leslie <tleslie19@cox.net>
OKC, OK - Monday, July 25, 2005 8:23 AM CDT
DeAnn and Robert. Received an E-Mail from your dad today and he told me about the amazing attendance for Darren and the outpouring of love. I truly wish I could have known him - but greatly appreciate all that I've been able to learn over the past few weeks about family, strength, love, and humanity. Take care - your cousin, Saundra
Saundra (Unger) Melancon <saundra.melancon@navy.mil>
Prince Frederick, MD UDS - Monday, July 25, 2005 7:24 AM CDT
I am Daniel and Anabel Lehews, Nana. I have seen you at the clinic and the hospital many times. I know how hard each day is for you and how bad it hurts. There are no words to express how I truly feel, except that you are in my thougts and prayers.
Brenda Starry <a.j.starry@att.net>
Piedmont, Ok USA - Friday, July 22, 2005 1:17 PM CDT
DeAnn and Robert, How grateful we are for a family that sticks together and supports each other like ours does. This has been the saddest time in all of our lives. Duane and I will continue to care about you and think about you every day. You are right. Darren was so amazing and fought so hard. He is at peace. I just hope you two can attain a measure of peace as well. Love, Duane and Dian
Duane and Dian Kupper <dkupper@robsoncom.net>
Tucson, - Friday, July 22, 2005 8:06 AM CDT
Just thought I would top in I am supposed to be trying to go to bed. I am finding that harder and harder everynight. Today is our first day back in the house so you know what I am going through. I pray for you every min I get. I hate the thought of someone hurting as much as we are. I keep trying to tell my self time will make things better but I just dont see the end of the tunnel. I guess we just have to keep the faith in the lord. Ill call you next week.
Jamie

Jamie <jamie.carey@cox.net www.caringbridge.org/ok/cameronc>
Yukon, ok - Thursday, July 21, 2005 10:51 PM CDT
DeAnn, I am thinking and praying for you continually.
Audra Lehew caringbridge site - ok/djl <alehew@mac.com>
Piedmont, OK - Wednesday, July 20, 2005 5:26 PM CDT
October 13, 2002 Darren came up to my then eight year old daughter Courtney as she was crying and not sure how to feel about her mom being married and going on a week honeymoon, Darren came up to her and said it would be ok and he knew how she felt at one time. Darren's words helped her out so much! He knew how great it was to have Robert in his mom's life and he knew that Courtney would feel the same about Derek... it is hard to share your mom when it is just the two of you for so long :-) Darren was and will always be in our hearts. We love you guys!
Michelle K. <mkupper2002@yahoo.com>
Austin, TX USA!!!!!!! - Wednesday, July 20, 2005 12:14 AM CDT
Wishing peace and strength for you all
Alison Becker <beckerali@aol.com>
Tampa, FL USA - Tuesday, July 19, 2005 8:48 PM CDT
Dear Courtney,
I'm so sorry about your loss. Darren was awesome. He loved you so much. He didn't think of you as a sister, he thought of you as a best friend. I love you so much!
C-U-Later,
Katie Lacy

Katie Lacy <jfl1022@yahoo.com>
Clinton, OK U.S.A. - Tuesday, July 19, 2005 3:31 PM CDT
To family and friends, On the 3rd day of July, Darren and Chris Miller, one of Darren's best friends, helped me get ready for a 4th of July party at my farm. We were really busy most of the late afternoon and he and Chris had a good time. Darren brought his four wheeler and man, did they play with it hard. One of the last memories of Darren, to me was scary, he had taken off on his four wheeler and jerked it onto 2 wheels through the pasture. I threw my hand up to say "Darren, don't do that", but he was already gone, and I thought, Nope, he's having too much fun and let him go. He lived life just like that and we did have lots of fun going to stock shows. I am honored to have known him. Your friend, Butch Brown
Butch Brown <butchbrown@cox.net >
Clinton, OK 73601 - Tuesday, July 19, 2005 3:14 PM CDT
I am so sorry to read Darren lost his battle, but more
shoot to read he was dx. with stage 1....I guess that's
a long story.I want to come back and read about
Darren jourey. I should remeber Darren by his age.
Please know I will be keeping all of you in my
prayers as you will be facing these next few hard
days. Faith, Hope & Love, Lou/grandmother to
Josh (13)dx.NBIV 6/01-remission4/02
www.caringbridge.org/page/josh

Lou <skiptolou@juno.com>
Knoxville, TN USA - Tuesday, July 19, 2005 12:46 AM CDT
Hi, I am so sad to hear this news. Darren is no longer in pain. He is free. It is us who are left grieving. Praying for all of you and wishing you strength. God Bless, Love, Ellen~Seans Mom

http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/seanhanson

Ellen Hanson <ehanson89@aol.com>
Cape Cod, Ma USA - Tuesday, July 19, 2005 1:30 AM CDT
Dear DeAnn,
Im not sure how many years I have know darren but I know it has been a long time. I just recently found out about how bad things were getting. It tore my heart into pieces. Im sure everyone has good memories with Darren and they will cherish them forever. I know I will. All the times at the Races.He was one of the most caring people I knew. I would talk to him on the computer all the time and when I would ask how he was doing and he would always say im doing just fine and ask about my dad and seen if he was gonna race that coming weekend...and we would argue over wich of our dads was gonna win.I just wanted to let you know that Darren has touched my life by being so strong, he truly is a hero and mine at that. I will miss him very much, but he will always be in my heart. I was a very lucky person to get to know him. When darren was in the hospital this past week I cryed more than I have all year, and I prayed for him more than I have prayed in a long time. I just hope the things with Robert and my dad wont get in the way! I know things were rough between them at times and I am very sorry for it...I just want yall to know you're family will be in my prayers!

Rena Roush <shrimpster14@msn.com>
Clinton, ok USA - Monday, July 18, 2005 10:51 PM CDT
Deepest sympathy of your great loss.
Love Colleen - Kaitlyn's mum

www.caringbridge.org/ne/kaitlyn

Colleen <ozi_gal@hotmail.com>
Beverley, WA Australia - Monday, July 18, 2005 6:40 PM CDT
I am so sorry to hear of your loss. May you know peace in the trying days ahead.
Ann Folan
Danny Boy's Mom (fellow nb warrior)

Ann Folan <Folanz@sbcglobal.net>
Chicago, IL USA - Monday, July 18, 2005 1:11 PM CDT
I am so stunned to learn of Darren's passing, we send our sympathies to his family. We know Darren is fine now, I think they let teenage boys get their driver's licenses early in heaven! May you find strength and peace for the days ahead,
Jennifer Click and Carolyn & Evan Coveney <jclick@mindspring.com>
Falls Church, VA - Monday, July 18, 2005 12:49 AM CDT
I am so very sorry to hear of your loss. I am praying for all of you.

Donna Ludwinski <ludfarm@arvig.net>
Park Rapids, MN - Monday, July 18, 2005 12:23 AM CDT
Dear DeAnn,
Im not sure how many years i have know darren but it seems like forever. I just recently found out about how bad things were getting and i thought about it often. Im sure everyone has good memories with Darren and they will cherish them forever. I know i will. He was one of the most caring people i knew. Just about the time my dad found out he was going to be paralized was about the time Darren began his battle with cancer, i would talk to him on the computer all the time and when i would ask how he was doing he would say just fine and ask about my dad and how he was doing. I don't know why but that amazed me because not many people cared about what me or my family was going through, but he did and that meant soo much to me. I just wanted to let you know that Darren has touched my life by being so strong, he truly is a hero and mine at that. I will miss him very much, but he will always be in my heart.I just wanted you to know that i care about Darren's family as much as he cared about mine. You're family will be in my prayers.
Love Mckinsey

McKinsey Lynch <LeLa_87@hotmail.com>
Arapaho, OK United States - Monday, July 18, 2005 0:59 AM CDT
Dearest DeAnn,

We are heartbroken to have learned of Darren's passing. Words cannot even begin to share my sympathy. Your awesome son could not have ever possibly had a better Mother. You are amazing! I'm so terribly sorry for your horrendous loss. Forever will the memories of Shayne and Darren racing video cars at Ronald be etched in my mind. I believe he is racing in an incredible car now on the streets of heaven. You're in our prayers. I love you!

Angela Thomas <Email@ChristiThomas.com>
Tiffin, OH USA - Sunday, July 17, 2005 11:22 PM CDT
May you find peace.
Love, Shayne

www.christithomas.com <email@christithomas.com>
Tiffin, oh usa - Sunday, July 17, 2005 10:33 PM CDT
I just wanted to stop by now that I have a chance and say how much I am so sorry for your loss and we love you all. I can actually say I know how you feel and what you are going through. Sat. was a hard day for mike and I. But I know Darren is up there watching over Cameron right now. I hope over time our hearts can heal. Remember to us it seams like an eternity away before we see them again but to them it is just one short moment away. Trust in the lord and he will get you through this. I will see you on Monday.
Prayers and hugs!!!!
Angel Camerons mom

jamie <jamie.carey@cox.net www.caringbridge.org/ok/cameronc>
yukon, ok - Sunday, July 17, 2005 7:31 PM CDT
I WAS NOT AWAREOF DARRANS DIESEASE. BUT I DO WANT TO TELL YOU THAT I RESPECT THE FAMILEY FOR PUTTING IT ON THE INTERNET. BLESS YOU AND THE FAMILY.
TROY MOORE <TVELLAM@webtv.net>
NORMAN, OK USA - Sunday, July 17, 2005 1:53 PM CDT
DeAnn, Robert and Conley,
We are saddened to hear the tragic news about Darren. Everyone who knows you must be heartbroken at the loss of your bright, charming, loveable son. There are no words to adequately express our sympathy for the devastation and profound loss you must be feeling. Please know that we are thinking of you and praying for you. With deepest sympathy,
Tammy Wolsey and Jared Howell

Tammy Wolsey <twolsey@cableone.net>
Clinton, OK USA - Saturday, July 16, 2005 10:01 PM CDT
I am very soory you have to deal with this loss I will keep him in my prayers and I hope to see you all very soon.....oh yea and Jamie is my daughter she had signed the guestbook earlier and I am so very very sorry.......

Terri Chapa

Terri Chapa <jamiechapa_3@hotmail.com>
weatherford, ok united states - Saturday, July 16, 2005 3:40 PM CDT
You dont know me and I didnt know Darren but I heard about his loss and I wanted to say that I will keep him in my prayers, I have had someone in my family die from cancer as well and I am very sorry...... I wrote a poem about him and I wish I could get it to you but I dont think its possible but if I can I defenetly will!! Rest In Loving Peace Darren..............
Jamie Chapa <jamiechapa_3@hotmail.com>
weatherford, ok united states - Saturday, July 16, 2005 2:59 PM CDT
DeAnn my thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. God Bless.
Darci Kreizenbeck <drkreizenbeck@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, July 16, 2005 12:18 AM CDT
DeAnn,
I just wanted to let you know that me and darren have been good friends since around 7th grade. Every year at school, falls creek, pre-teen camp, and many more places we would laugh so hard it hurt. darren was a amazing guy and i was lucky to get to know him. When darren was in the hospital this past week i cryed more than i have all year, and i prayed for him more than i have prayed in a long time. I remember in 1st hour darren would always come in and talk about his truck, the radio, what he wanted to do, and i wanted to see his dream come true. I am going right now to see his body. Im glad he isnt suffering anymore. He really was a great guy i dont think anyone could not like him. i'll be praying for you and conley and the family.

Shanlie Bowen <Bowenchik@hotmail.com>
Clinton, ok USA - Saturday, July 16, 2005 10:37 AM CDT
I am Wilbur (Bill) Ungers cousin. My mother was Uncle Doc Unger's sister. We have been hearing from Bill from time to time about Darren's illness and want to express our sincere sympathy in your loss after such a courageous effort he put up. Our prayers are with all of you. His comfort and mercy shall sustain you through this trying time.
Twyla Unruh Denney <leedenney@juno.com>
Fresno, CA U. S. A. - Friday, July 15, 2005 11:24 PM CDT
Im sorry to hear about the loss of your son. I will continue to pray for your family through this time.


My name is Erin Mathison and i just found your webpage through a friends. My son is 6 1/2 months and was diagnosed with Stage IV Neuroblastoma 4 days before he was 2 months old.

I will always be thinking of you

Erin Mathison

www.caringbridge.org/mn/jasonk


erin Mathison <erqterin@aol.com>
St. Michael, MN us - Friday, July 15, 2005 10:36 PM CDT
DeAnn and Robert

I'm so, so sorry for your loss. I'm sorry I couldn't come up Friday. I'm praying so hard for you and crying with you. I'm so glad to have known Darren. Brian loves him. I can't tell you how many times Brian would ask if Darren would be there to play with him even though there were 8 years difference. If you need some one to talk with or cry with call me anytime (580-477-2897). Love you Brian Briscoe and Family

Brian Briscoe <rudybriscoe@pacer.com>
Altus, OK USA - Friday, July 15, 2005 9:02 PM CDT
Many people go their entire life and never make a difference in this world. Darren was only here on this earth 15 (almost 16) short years, but he touched and blessed MANY by his sweet smile and tender, caring heart. DeAnn & Robert, Conley, thank you for sharing him with us! May God comfort you with His sweet Holy Spirit as only HE can.

Kim Huber <vkphuber@hotmail.com>
Clinton, OK United States - Friday, July 15, 2005 5:37 PM CDT
DEANN,ROBERT & CONLEY, WAS SO SAD TO HEAR THE PASSING OF DARREN. BUT WE KNOW HE IS WITH JESUS AND KNOW HE IS HEALED. DARREN WAS A FINE YOUNG MAN WITH THE SWEETESS SMILE. HE WILL NEVER BE FORGOTTEN HE WAS LOVED. OUR PRAYERS ARE WITH YOU. GOD BLESS EACH OF YOU.
RONNY AND CATHY WEEMS <SOCCERMOM7@MSN.COM>
CORDELL, OKLA USA - Friday, July 15, 2005 3:45 PM CDT
DeAnn, I am so sorry for the immense sorrow you must feel. I cannot imagine a greater loss than that of your child. I admire your courage in this battle. Though I know you must feel a measure of comfort that Darren is no longer suffering, I am sure it doesn't make this difficult burden any easier to bear. I pray that the Lord will comfort you and the rest of the family and fill you with peace beyond understanding. "The Lord bless you and keep you. The Lord make his face shine upon you and be gracious unto you. The Lord lift up His face to you and give you peace." Num. 6:24-26 I love you, Sonya
Sonya Stockton <sonya11@cox.net>
Oklahoma City, OK USA - Friday, July 15, 2005 3:44 PM CDT
DARREN,DEANN,ROBERT & CONLEY. Our prayers and thoughts are with you. GOD BLESS YOU.
Manuel & Farrah Castro <mfdcastro@cableone.net.com>
clinton, ok - Friday, July 15, 2005 3:13 PM CDT
DARREN,DEANN,ROBERT & CONLEY. Our prayers and thoughts are with you. GOD BLESS YOU.
Manuel & Farrah Castro <mfdcastro@cableone.net.com>
clinton, ok - Friday, July 15, 2005 3:13 PM CDT
DeAnn@ Robert..WE were simpy devistated,when Bill called us about Darrens Passing on to be with our "LORD" We have kept up with all of your "motherly" efforts,as well as Roberts to
help him overcome all of his many health problems..we remember when he was born and now we remember what the scriptures say,,"absent from the body,present with our LORD"
WE LOVE YOU DEANN & ROBERT..OUR PRAYS HAVE BEEN AND ALWAYS WILL BE WITH YOU BOTH AS LONG AS ,WE HAVE BREATH!!!!!

DUANE AND ZETTA WARD <wardco11@aol.com>
Yukon, Okla. united states - Friday, July 15, 2005 3:08 PM CDT
Dear DeeAnne,
I can't imagine how you feel right now. He was a very special boy that brought a smile to my face everytime I saw him. I know that he is having a lot of fun with Jesus but it makes me sad that I won't be seeing him around here anymore. You will be in my prayers.

Sincerely,

Jody

jody wood <woodj1_m@Integris-Health.com>
- Friday, July 15, 2005 11:17 AM CDT
DARREN,
YOU WILL ALWAYS BE IN MY HEART,I remember when you went to the clinton pool and use to swim with me and mckinsey we alwyas had fun with our little darren..I LOVE YOU DARREN.. WATCH OVER ALL OF US DOWN HERE!!!

CANDAS WEEMS <bob_hoops_105@hotmail.com>
CORDELL, OK US - Friday, July 15, 2005 9:50 AM CDT
DeAnn, I'm so sorry. I'm praying for you and weeping with you.
Audra Lehew <alehew@mac.com>
- Friday, July 15, 2005 9:34 AM CDT
DeAnn - I'm so sorry to hear about Darren. I just recently became familiar with the disease and with the knowledge of his disease. Through your efforts, I feel as though I know him, feel your pain, and offer you all the prayers and strength I can pass your way. Knowing he's not suffering any longer is a blessing for all; however missing and loving him will never end.
Saundra (Unger) Melancon
Prince Frederick, MD USA - Friday, July 15, 2005 5:12 AM CDT
DeAnn, I am sitting here in Chicago and read Darren's website to learn of his passing. I am so sad. I know that when we talked this morning that you thought he would pass away today, but for it to actually be a reaility just hasn't sunk in. I know that you must feel very empty tonight. I am praying for you so hard. I am so very sorry. I told Angela and Shayne, they were very sad to hear the news. I will continually pray for you DeAnn. I know that your heart is shattered.
Lydia Leslie <tleslie19@cox.net>
OKC, OK - Thursday, July 14, 2005 10:58 PM CDT
Darren,
You don't know how proud I am of you and what joy you brought into my life. I love you with all my heart and I can't wait to see you again in heaven. You and grandpa behave. DeAnn and Robert, I want to thank you for all that you have done for Darren. You were always there for him and I love you both for taking such wonderful care of him. Conley

Conley Ernst <cernst@mid-america-online.com>
Clinton, Ok - Thursday, July 14, 2005 10:55 PM CDT
DeAnne and Robert

We love you and are deeply sorry.

We will be there on Monday for the service and just know we care and are here for you.

Michelle & Derek Kupper <mkupper2002@yahoo.com>
Austin, - Thursday, July 14, 2005 3:45 PM CDT
DeAnn, I am praying for God's strength to overwhelm you at this time. There are no words that can take your pain away.
Just know that we are thinking of you and praying for you continuously.

Doug, Ricki Lea, Xander and Carter Moore <dougandrickilea@valornet.com>
Lexington, OK - Thursday, July 14, 2005 3:32 PM CDT
Darren,Deann,and Robert: Have been keeping up with Darren's progress through church and friends for sometime and am just in awe at all that you guys have overcome. To my surprise they announced that Darren had taken a turn for the worse on Sunday and then was told of this wonderful web site and am so thankful for your updates. Just wanted to offer you the only thing I have worth giving and that is continuous PRAYER!! God Bless each of you guys.
Kim Merrill <kmerrill/ODOT@fd9ns01.okladot.state.ok.us>
Cordell, OK - Thursday, July 14, 2005 11:08 AM CDT
I will be praying for complete recovery. Hang in there.
Ricki Lea Moore <dougandrickilea@valornet.com>
- Thursday, July 14, 2005 8:50 AM CDT
Darren, DeAnn, and Robert, Just wanted to let you know I am thinking of you all. My heart is heavy, but I know God is with you all. DeAnn, thank you for keeping us up on Darren it means alot. Just know I am sending a big hug and prayer for you all. Take care and let us know if you need anything. Love to all. Lou
Lou Hutson <louannhutson@yahoo.com>
Burns Flat, OK USA - Wednesday, July 13, 2005 11:46 PM CDT
Darren, DeAnn and Robert:
Just thinking of when Darren and Parker where detained by the Clinton Police!! Parker in the trunk of the car; backing out, ever so slowly, and Darren standing in front of the car( in the headlights) trying his best to keep those hands out of his pockets!!! No real BIG BUST just two little guys, one with diabetes and the other with cancer! ( as Darren hollered out to the officer when asked: BOY!! WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU!?!) This always makes me smile.
Thinking of you all at every moment! Keep loving each other!
love: jena

JENA <jena_king45@hotmail.com>
clinton, okla usa - Wednesday, July 13, 2005 7:53 PM CDT
Darren and Deann Our prayers and thoughts are with you.
Mike and Linda Mongeon--Michelle's mom and dad <mmongeon@ev1.net>
Buda, Tx - Wednesday, July 13, 2005 7:42 PM CDT
Darren please do me a favor and be comfortable and know we love you! Sending a million hugs,prayers and love!
Michelle and Derek <mkupper2002@yahoo.com>
Austin, - Wednesday, July 13, 2005 7:25 PM CDT
I found your website through Cameron's guestbook.. I'm friends with his mom Jamie, and thank you for the added prayers for Cameron and his comfort.. I know they really do appreciate it too.. My prayers and thoughts go out to your family, and I know GOD can and will work miracles throughout your family & Darren. He can provide so much peace we can't explain it. Keep your faith high and your eyes to the Lord. God Bless.
Amanda Davis <adavis5@cox.net>
Broken Arrow, OK - Wednesday, July 13, 2005 12:41 AM CDT
Darren,
Your smile always brightens up our day.
You are so strong and we are so proud of you.

Kristi, Judi and Rowdy <kristi.bomgren@integris-health.com>
Clinton, Ok usa - Wednesday, July 13, 2005 10:53 AM CDT
Darren,
I want you and your family to know what an inspiration you have been to me. You've never given up and neither will I.
Please know that God loves you. You are in my thoughts and prayers.
Love, Brenda

Brenda Wilhelm <bwilhelm77@cableone.net>
Clinton, ok US - Wednesday, July 13, 2005 9:05 AM CDT
Darren and Deann,
You both are such a light in my life. Your strenght and courage have been inmeasurable. I love you both. I will pray for every second that I get. Darren you are truly the best!!!

Rena Bennett <renalbennett@questdiagnostic.com>
Clinton, ok usa - Wednesday, July 13, 2005 8:53 AM CDT
Darren and Deann,
You both are such a light in my life. Your strenght and courage have been inmeasurable. I love you both. I will pray for every second that I get. Darren you are truly the best!!!

Rena Bennett <renalbennett@questdiagnostic.com>
Clinton, ok usa - Wednesday, July 13, 2005 8:53 AM CDT
DARREN, DEANN, & ROBERT: Just know that you have been in my thoughts and prayers all day. DARREN, you are very special to me, and I have been truly blessed by knowing you and your family. I will keep you in my prayers and hope to see you someday.
Lou Hutson <louannhutson@yahoo.com>
Burns Flat, OK USA - Wednesday, July 13, 2005 1:44 AM CDT
Thinking about you both and praying for you too.
Audra Lehew (Daniel and Anabel's mom) <alehew@ifriendly.com>
Piedmont, OK USA - Tuesday, July 12, 2005 6:43 PM CDT
DARREN, DEANN & ROBERT:
I have been thinking/praying for you, all this day. You all are dear to our hearts! Happy that you have each other, and you must know there are several caring folks over here in western OK. Darren, I love you and pray that
we will see each other again!


JENA KING <jena_king45@hotmail.com>
CLINTON, OK CUSTER - Tuesday, July 12, 2005 6:18 PM CDT
DeAnn, I know that I saw you today. Just know that we are praying for you and our thoughts are with you. You have been a great source of encouragement for me. Hang in there and we will keep praying.
Misty Burnett (Kraleigh's mom)www.courageofgrace.com <mom_of_twinz@yahoo.com>
Norman, OK - Tuesday, July 12, 2005 4:48 PM CDT
Darren and Deann,
I miss seeing you all. Hope and pray to see you soon. Please let us know when we can come and see you all in OKC, we will come in heartbeat.
Love and miss you, Rena

Rena Bennett <renalbennett@questdiagnostic.com>
Clinton, ok USA - Tuesday, July 12, 2005 1:29 PM CDT
DeAnn & Darren,

I love you and I'm praying for your comfort.
I am coming to the hospital tonight to see you.

Jenae Standingwater <jstdnh2o@aol.com>
Sacshe, TX US - Tuesday, July 12, 2005 1:13 PM CDT
Darren,

I'm praying for you and love you!

Jenae <jstdnh2o@aol.com>
- Tuesday, July 12, 2005 12:57 AM CDT
I am praying for Darren's comfort. I got to see him on Saturday night and give him a BIG kiss and tell him I loved him. I plan to come see him in the hospital tonight and hope he is having a peaceful day.
Jenae Standingwater <jstdnh2o@aol.com>
Sachse, TX US - Tuesday, July 12, 2005 12:53 AM CDT
Praying for a quick recovery from your port removal/placement! You guys are in our thoughts and prayers constantly. Many Hugs!!!
Shelly (Noah's Mom) <sforbes@valornet.com>
Purcell, OK USA - Tuesday, July 12, 2005 10:11 AM CDT
Hey Darren and Deann.
I missed you on Thursday. I went to Bessie to do a Pampered Chef show. I will be back on Aug 6th, hope to see you then. Be STRONG! Bailey says "HI". Praying for you all. Shannon

Shannon Rowland <rowland20r@hotmail.com>
Woodward, OK - Tuesday, July 12, 2005 8:52 AM CDT
Darren and family:

Just wanted to tell you that you and your family are in my prayers.

Barbara Toews <btoews2@comcast.net>
Fresno, CA USA - Monday, July 11, 2005 7:47 PM CDT
Just heard what is going on. We are praying so hard for a quick recovery. love and prayers

doug, ricki lea, xander and carter moore <dougandrickilea@valornet.com>
- Monday, July 11, 2005 7:29 PM CDT
I love you Bubba!! :(
Courtney Ernst <brattyc94@yahoo.com>
Clinton, OK USA - Monday, July 11, 2005 4:56 PM CDT
Darren & Deann & family
I am sending good vibes down I40 to you. I missed ya today. (This is a lot easier than the text I sent Friday)
I still need you to teach me more.
Thanks, see ya later

Pat Serratt
Clinton, OK USA - Monday, July 11, 2005 4:51 PM CDT
hey darren
i want you to know that i am praying for you and i hope you get better soon.
Darian Sims

Darian Sims (Courtney's friend) <www.brattyd94@yahoo.com>
Clinton, OK USA - Monday, July 11, 2005 4:22 PM CDT
Dear Darren,
We just want you to know that we are thinking of you and your family, and we have you in our prayers. If there is anything we can do, let us know.
Love to you all,
Troy, Dena, Haley, and Sarah Francis

Dena Francis <frandx@integris-health.com>
Clinton, Ok USA - Monday, July 11, 2005 4:16 PM CDT
Darren,
Jay, Caden and I wanted to say hello. We are praying for you and have you in our thoughts a lot. Love to your family also. All of the girls here at the office say "get better soon"

Pam Wyer <wyerpx@integris-health.com>
Clinton, Ok US - Monday, July 11, 2005 4:05 PM CDT
Dear Darren,
I just wanted to let you know that I have been praying for you. Jesus loves you so much Darren. I don't understand why you have to go through this but you are the strongest young man I know. I love you little brother!

Your brother in Christ,

Jody Wood

Jody Wood <woodj1_m@Integris-Health.com>
Clinton, ok us - Monday, July 11, 2005 1:01 PM CDT
Darren we are all very concerned about you and your family and will keep you all daily in our prayers. God can do anything but fail.
Gloria Brown Rn <Gloria.Brown@integris-health.com>
Clinton, Ok - Monday, July 11, 2005 12:11 AM CDT
Darren, I am thinking and praying for you. You know my number, if you need anything. I have a large bag of "Hot Tamales" for you!! Just know I'm thing of you!!! LOVE YOU LOTS, Lou
Lou Hutson <louannhutson@yahoo.com>
Burns Flat, OK USA - Monday, July 11, 2005 12:06 AM CDT
Darren we are all thinking of you and miss you very much.
We all love you!!!

Rena Bennett <renalbennett@questdiagnostic.com>
Clinton, ok USA - Monday, July 11, 2005 11:28 AM CDT
hey darren, deann and robert. just to let you guys know we're thinking about you and you are in our every prayer. you know our number if there is ANYTHING we can do. love ya, mark jena and parker
Mark King <mdkfi@hotmail.com>
Clinton, OK usa - Monday, July 11, 2005 11:14 AM CDT
hi darren and family this is courtneys friend .i just wanted to say i'm glad you r doing better and that me and my family have been praying for you.take care
kassidy holman <kassieangel1@yahoo.com>
clinton, ok usa - Monday, July 11, 2005 0:35 AM CDT
Checking in to see if there's any news after the medi-flight. Have been anxious ever since Mark called me. I've been saying extra little prayers for you all day.

Love,

Linda

Linda Parker <parkerok@netzero.net>
Clinton, OK USA - Sunday, July 10, 2005 10:50 PM CDT
Hey Bubba, I have been praying for you!! I love you so much. You're the best brother ever!!
Love,
Courtney

Courtney Ernst <brattyc94@yahoo.com>
Clinton, OK USA - Sunday, July 10, 2005 1:12 PM CDT
Pam just called with all the news from yesterday. Then I read your page and found out even more. Glad you are home. Have fun at camp. ....a Dodge pickup??? Love, Duane and Dian
Duane and Dian <dkupper@robsoncom.net>
- Saturday, July 9, 2005 12:19 AM CDT
Just checking in again. Hope all goes well at the hospital. Love being able to check up on you this way.

Love,

Linda


Linda Parker <parkerok@netzero.net>
Clinton, OK USA - Thursday, July 7, 2005 8:32 PM CDT
Hey Darren,
I can't imagine that a 16 year old boy would want to stay home on the couch!!!! Tell your mom to hang in there, it sounds like you guys made a good compromise on your plans. I hope you will be admitted tomorrow for your port.
Xander says "hey"

Ricki Lea Moore <dougandrickilea@valornet.com>
- Thursday, July 7, 2005 9:47 AM CDT
What a great way to keep up with you. Thanks, DeAnn, for providing me with the web site. You are always in my thoughts and prayers. I have been there since the beginning and know what a fighter you are, Darren, and what a great mom you are, DeAnn. And, thank God for Robert.

I'm adding this to my "favorites" so I can check on you all the time.

Thanks again,

Love,

Linda

Linda Parker <parkerok@netzero.net>
Clinton, OK USA - Tuesday, July 5, 2005 10:44 PM CDT
It's Friday and I just talked to your Grandma Pam. We're so sorry your port will have to be replaced. We just hope you can get it done next Friday and move on. DeAnn, thanks for keeping this site current. We check it every day or so. See you guys in September.
Love, Uncle Duane and Auntie Dian <dkupper@robsoncom.net>
- Friday, July 1, 2005 7:03 PM CDT
I am so glad you have a website now. We can keep track of you!! Hope Darren is feeling good. We continue to pray for you all the time. You are one of Xander's "big" friends. I'm glad you have been encouraging to Jamie. They really need it right now. Hope all goes well next week when getting the new port. I'm sure Darren is soooo excited!
love
The Moore Family

Doug, Ricki Lea, Xander, and Carter <dougandrickilea@valornet.com>
Lexington, OK - Thursday, June 30, 2005 1:19 PM CDT
HI DARREN. I'M DEENA UNGER MORALES, YOUR GRANDMA PAM'S COUSIN. I RECEIVED THIS LINK FROM YOUR GREATGRANDPA BILL, AND I WISH YOU WELL.
DEENA UNGER MORALES <deenam@surewest.net>
ROSEVILLE, CA PLACER - Monday, June 27, 2005 2:02 PM CDT
Hi, Darren and Family!

Hello from Birmingham, Alabama. I am a member of the Neuroblastoma Web Support Group and saw your posting. I love to check out everyone's web pages. I also know how fun it is to get messages from people. I wish everyone that visited Davis' page would leave us a message, too. My son, Davis, is five years old and was diagnosed stage IV, high-risk, last fall. Not too much longer to the big 16 birthday! Keep practicing your driving and keep fighting hard!

Take Care
www.caringbridge.org/al/davishartsell
www.davishartsell.com

Sheri Hartsell <sehartsell@hotmail.com>
Vestavia, AL USA - Monday, June 27, 2005 11:13 AM CDT
Boy DeAnn, That is busy and yucky. So sorry you had to come into the City again. So glad Darren didn't have a reaction this time to the platelets. Hope you can stay away from OKC and enjoy some of the summer.
Lydia Leslie, Nick's mom <tleslie19@cox.net>
- Monday, June 27, 2005 8:57 AM CDT
DeAnn and Darren
Nice to see your website. We have been getting updates and keeping up through Velma from Leona. Sorry you had to get another transfusion. Glad you got out in time to meet your instructor and be able to eat real food! We think about you both all the time. Now we know how to keep up with you on line.
Love
Gregg, Tanya and Jordan (15 months)

Gregg and Tanya Rempel <Gremp68@aol.com>
- Saturday, June 25, 2005 1:25 PM CDT
THRILLED are we to learn of your caring bridge. You're always in our prayers and in our hearts! May our paths cross again very soon! We love you!!!!
The Thomas team
www.ChristiThomas.com

Angela <Email@ChristiThomas.com>
Tiffin, OH USa - Saturday, June 11, 2005 10:45 PM CDT
Hi Darren
Hope you`ll be home soon. Hang in there. We love you and we continue to pray for you. God bless.
Greatgrandma and Pa.








Bill and Leona Unger <retrlcusps@itlnet.net>
Clinton,, Ok. - Friday, June 10, 2005 7:57 PM CDT
Darren you do look good in your Tux. You make sure those doctors know that you are ready to go home you have driving to do :-) Chin up and we are thinking about you!
Michelle and Derek Kupper <mkupper2002@yahoo.com>
Austin, TX USA - Friday, June 10, 2005 6:32 PM CDT
Darren, we are praying for you. Keep up the fight and keep looking up.
Seth and Pat Duffey
Mission , TX - Friday, June 10, 2005 12:30 AM CDT
Hey guys, we didn't even know Darren was in the hospital until tonight. Please let us know how things are going. The tux looks great!
Duane and Dian <dkupper@robsoncom.net>
- Wednesday, June 8, 2005 9:55 PM CDT
HI DARREN. I'M NANCY UNGER KRAUS, YOUR GRANDMA PAM'S COUSIN. I HAVEN'T SEEN HER FOR MANY YEARS, BUT WISH YOU WELL. HOPE YOUR DRIVING WENT BETTER THAN MY SONS :)
NANCY KRAUS <NANCY@KAH.KAHNET.COM>
KEOKUK, IA LEE - Wednesday, June 8, 2005 10:29 AM CDT
Darren hope your drivers Ed went well!! I remember my parents were pretty scared went I started driving. DeAnne how did he do? We love you all and will check back here often. Michelle, Derek and Courtney Kupper
Michelle Kupper <mkupper2002@yahoo.com>
Austin , TX USA - Wednesday, June 8, 2005 7:06 AM CDT
Hi, it's Brian's mom. You are such a blessing to me and Darren has been so nice to Brian.

Keep up the good work Darren and Mom for God will surely bless you.

Elena Briscoe < rudybriscoe@pacer.com>
Altus , OK USA - Tuesday, May 31, 2005 3:04 PM CDT

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