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Hey all. This is Nolans Dad. Occasionally we like to check back and see any comments. Nolan Is doing great, but I am so happy that he can be an inspiration to some of you. He is proof to never give up hope and that there will be atomorrow. Its a long journey but I promise there is a light at the end of the tunnel. Good luck to you all.

Jason
Jason taft <tafty77@windstream.net>
Chagrin Falls , oh USA - Monday, March 1, 2010 1:54 PM CST

Nolan is a true warrior and inspiration to me. our son Michael was just diagnosed this week with Wilms tumor - had a removal of the right kidney and tumor and some tissue in his diaphram - just waiting for the pathology for staging and praying for good news.....reading your journey made me laugh, cry, and gives me hope for my Michael. Please pray for us and any words of encouragement would be welcomed...god bless
Aimee McBride <amcbridelynch@yahoo.com>
Syracuse, ny usa - Saturday, January 23, 2010 10:22 PM CST

hi there, i'm april. my son is andrae and he just turned 1 year old last october 2009. last october 30, my son was is diagnosed with wilms tumor.he had his left kidney removed on november 1, 2009. now he is on chemo treatment. his staging is stage III with focal anaplasia. i hope some of you can email me and give words of encouragement. i feel like as if my world is so hard. i also have a dilemma whether to put him on radiation treatment or not.please help me...his is my one and only baby and i really giving him all that i can. i hope some of you can share more insights on this matter. thank you so much. i found this site and im hoping it will help me a lot.i left my emaill add..please
Apyril Anne Po <april_anne_042383@yahoo.com>
Davao City, Philippines - Tuesday, November 24, 2009 2:34 AM CST

July 12-17

Camp Dreamacres:
Designed for youth with Cancer and BMT, sponsored by Cincinnati Children's Hospital. Free.
(Held at Joy Outdoor Education Center in Clarksville, Ohio)

Contact: Karen Martin, 513-636-3791
karen.martin@cchmc.org

www.cincinnatichildrens.org/visit/support/camps/cancer.htm
Cincinnati Children's Hospital camps
- Thursday, June 25, 2009 10:39 PM CDT

Hi Nolan!

Glad you were able to close out 2007 on such a positive note. Hope the scans on January 4 and everything about the first 8 months of 2008 have been good also.

www.caringbridge.org/al/mamieadams
Mamie's Daddy <george.f.adams@us.army.mil>
Huntsville, AL USA - Thursday, September 4, 2008 11:08 PM CDT

Courtney,
It has been a while since we last talked, but I wanted you to know that I still think of you, and your family, often. It was great to see the update from the end of 2007. The pictures are fantastic!
Miss you alot!

Lauri Laribee <lauri555@verizon.net>
Medina, OH USA - Sunday, August 24, 2008 9:53 AM CDT

Hey Tank!

I love coming on here and seeing that you are the "picture of health" and continue with NED reports, YEAY!!! Summer is on the way once again and we pray that you and your family continue to StayStrong, LiveStrong!

GreatBigHugs, Grace and Katey <olsens5@wi.rr.com>
Waukesha, WI - Friday, May 16, 2008 11:29 AM CDT

Hey Court~Was thinking about you and decided to check for an update. What a nice one you provided and beautiful pictures, too. How did scans go on 1/4? Hope you are having a happy and healthy 2008. Still miss you.
Kerry <kswyse@sbcglobal.net>
Cleveland Heights, OH USA - Thursday, March 6, 2008 12:38 AM CST

HI THERE!!

Just stopping by to check on the TANK and hoping to read a scan response of our three FAVORITE letters!!!!

Love ya,

Rene' Losurdo and Family

www.caringbridge.org/visit/christianlosurdo

R Losurdo
IL - Wednesday, January 9, 2008 0:48 AM CST

Stopping by and wishing a Merry Christmas and wonderful New Year.!!!!

Thinking of you
www.caringbridge.org/oh/oliviagood
sheryl <Johnston_sheryl@mail.dublin.k12.oh.us>
- Friday, December 14, 2007 9:26 AM CST

Hi all!

I just love what you wrote in your Feb entry! Yes, things are in a new 'normal' one that teaches us to appreciate all our little blessings :> Keep goin strong Tank, you and your family are always in our prayers!

Hugs-n-Love, Grace and Katey <olsens5@wi.rr.com>
Waukesha, WI - Sunday, September 16, 2007 7:04 PM CDT

Hi Courtney & Nolan & family,
My name is Oochie from So CA & I'm not sure if I signed in your guestbook. I came across your son's story during AI season 4 & found out that he was a fan of Scott Savol. I made a site for Scott & even dedicated a poem about him & your son. Hope you like it. God bless!

here's the link: http://www.geocities.com/myidol_scottsavol/nolansbracelet.html
Oochie
- Sunday, April 29, 2007 2:13 PM CDT

Hi Nolan and Family
My name is Jenna and I came across Nolan's site. He is an inspiration and he will be in my thoughts and prayers.
www.caringbridge.org/canada/jenna
Jenna <fighter_smiley@yahoo.ca>
K, BC Canada - Monday, April 23, 2007 5:43 PM CDT

Hi, Court. I finally have a moment to breathe and so wanted to check in with you and yours. Your last entry is great - I hope you forget everything that happened since Nolan got sick. We'll just label you dissociative and move on. I hope you have another long, sunny, restful summer with sand and water to play with. In the picture of Nolan in the pool, he is unrecognizable as that skinny, sick little boy whom I used to visit in the hospital. This is all a new beginning.
Love
Nanette Auerhahn <Nanetteca@aol.com>
Shaker Hts., OH US - Saturday, April 14, 2007 6:19 PM CDT

Courtesy of SparkleTags.com
Sheena & Gabrielle <sheenajennings@hotmail.com>
www.caringbridge.org/la/gabbylou, - Thursday, April 5, 2007 11:39 AM CDT

I haven't checked in for a while. I bought a bracelet today for a girl in the area suffering from Menangitis and it made me think of the bracelets for Nolan and I just HAD to check in to see how things were going and I am so relieved and happy to see that all is well with you. I hope and pray that Nolan continues to grow and be strong and healthy. Your last entry said it all. It's amazing how you transform after being put through so much...time does heal. I hope you can get to a point where you never ever have to think about any of this ever again....is there such a point? I sure hope so! You have touched so many lives with your strength and endurance. Enjoy the upcoming spring and summer and here's hoping for continued good news!
Paul Nemitz <pnemitz@firstam.com>
Painesville, OH USA - Tuesday, April 3, 2007 9:35 AM CDT

I hope your family has a happy & nice St. Patrcks Day. Make sure you wear green tomorrow. God Bless You all.
GARY OLDENBURG <GARYOLDENBURG@HOTMAIL.COM>
STREATOR, IL UNITED STATES - Friday, March 16, 2007 8:09 PM CDT

Courtney,
I just read your post of 2/1/07. That scenario that you illustrate just sounds so great to me. It's bittersweet because we lost our fight, but it still feels good to read how that little Tank of yours is slipping back into just "being a kid again"-no more of that nasty stuff that we all had been accustomed to. I'm glad you wrote it. I'm glad I read it. I hope you'll update again as he gets further away from that terrible event in his life. I like seeing these kids win. They deserve to win...every one of them.
Steve G-Zak's dad <sez.greene@verizon.net>
New Port Richey, FL USA - Wednesday, February 21, 2007 10:28 AM CST

Wishing your family a VERY Happy Valentine's Day filled with much love and many blessings.

Love and HUGE HUGS,

Rene', Christian and family

www.caringbridge.org/visit/christianlosurdo

Rene' and Christian Losurdo
south elgin, Illinois USA - Wednesday, February 14, 2007 4:04 PM CST

Courtney,

I LOVED reading your journal entry. Thank you for sharing your thoughts and feelings with us!

I have to say we are only 8 months off-treatment right now (well, not ONLY...but compared to Tank) and reading your journal, it's as if you were in my head. There are MANY days that I pinch myself and wonder, "Did we REALLY go through all of that?"

When Christian was first diagnosed, I had come to Tank's webpage quite often. I felt an extra bond with your family since he had the same diagnosis as Christian. Somehow it was like if Tank was ok, then Christian would be ok, too.

I will miss you on the listserv, but we will be in to check on your beautiful family from time to time. (Sue Henry and I want to plan some kind of a Wilm's reunion with all the parents, too. I will let you know when-if-we ever coordinate that!!)

Love and blessings,

Rene' Losurdo

"Trust the Lord with all your heart... lean not on your own understanding."
Proverbs 3:5

www.caringbridge.org/visit/christianlosurdo

Rene' Losurdo
south elgin, Illinois - Saturday, February 10, 2007 9:09 AM CST

Courtney, what a beautiful journal entry! Your words really put everything into perspective. Every moment with our loved ones is so precious. It all passes too quickly. I miss you. Call or e-mail soon, so we can get together for our long overdue lunch.
Kerry Wyse
Cleveland Heights, OH USA - Wednesday, February 7, 2007 7:37 PM CST

I loved reading your journal about things getting back to normal. But things will never be "normal" again - every smile, every outing, every achievement in school will be so much more special, so much more precious than it could have been if things had always been "normal."

www.caringbridge.org/al/mamieadams
Mamie's Daddy <george.f.adams@us.army.mil>
Huntsville, AL USA - Monday, February 5, 2007 9:39 PM CST

Courtney,
Just checked the updates and I'm so happy for you. I hope that you had a great Christmas and New Years. We still need to get that long awaited cup of coffee.. soon I hope!

Dawn
Dawn Conover <conover11084@alltel.net>
Auburn, OH United States - Tuesday, January 2, 2007 3:42 PM CST

Awesome news to hear you are NED!!!
May His Incredible Love bring you all Peace and Comfort for the New Year and beyond--ALWAYS in our prayers~

*Katey's Site* <olsens5@wi.rr.com>
Waukesha, WI - Sunday, December 31, 2006 10:01 PM CST

Great great news. Now you're all set for a wonderful family holiday... presents, lots of laughter and good food and fun! Enjoy, knowing lots and lots of people keep you constantly in their thoughts and prayers. And it's working!

Barb Bruhn <barbarabruhn@howardhanna.com>
- Tuesday, December 19, 2006 6:50 PM CST

Dear Courtney and the whole Tatft family. What a strong and together mommy you are for Nolan and the whole bunch. Nolan is so lucky to have you as his mommy. Cheers to all of you on the fantastic news. This truly is the greatest gift of all this Holiday season!!
Enjoy your wonderful life together this christmas!!

Peace an love
Sandy
Sandy Braun <sandrabraun@howardhanna.com>
chagrin Falls, ohio us of a - Monday, December 18, 2006 3:33 PM CST

Hi,Court! I haven't checked in for quite awhile, though you have been in my thoughts many a day. Just checked in today for the first time since I don't know when and what a wonderful surprise I got to learn about the clear scans, language development, vacation, and return to life of the whole family! May your kids continue to be blessings to you and Jason.
Love,
Nanette
Nanette Auerhahn <Nanetteca@aol.com>
Shaker Hts., OH US - Friday, December 15, 2006 9:57 PM CST

Congratulations on the great news. . .sleep well and may each day continue to lessen your worries.
Kerry Wyse
Cleveland Heights, OH USA - Friday, December 15, 2006 8:47 PM CST

So glad to hear the great news. You can all sleep well tonite I'll bet. Congrats to all on such positive results.
I miss ya court.
Jill Sadowsky <Jilly65S@sbcglobal.net>
South Euclid, Oh - Friday, December 15, 2006 7:33 PM CST

Hello Taft Family: Sending positive thoughts your way for clear scans today. Will keep checking for an update as soon as you post it. Glad to hear you all are moving on in many ways. Take Care, Thinking of you,
Jill
Jill Sadowsky <Jill65s@aol.com>
South Euclid, Oh - Friday, December 15, 2006 3:40 PM CST

You are in my prayers tonight and tomorrow, as always! I'm glad you had such a nice time in FL. Love to all of you!
Kerry Wyse
Cleveland Heights, OH USA - Thursday, December 14, 2006 9:40 PM CST

What wonderful pictures. So glad you had a good time and it was so relaxing. I hope that you have a wonderful christmas! The kids just beautiful. Continued prayers come your way for clear scans.
www.caringbridge.org/oh/oliviagood
sheryl <johnston_sheryl@mail.dublin.oh.us>
- Tuesday, December 12, 2006 10:23 AM CST

Celebrate Health, Happiness, and God's many Blessings--LiveStrong, Happy Thanksgiving!

Hugs, Grace and Katey <olsens5@wi.rr.com>
Waukesha, WI - Wednesday, November 22, 2006 3:53 PM CST

....GOBBLE GOBBLE!!....

Hope your Thanksgiving Day is filled with many blessings, much happiness...but not too much turkey...after all - You ARE what you EAT! ha!

LOVE and PRAYERS,
Rene'& Christian Losurdo

www.caringbridge.org/visit/christianlosurdo

Rene' and Christian Losurdo
South Elgin, Illinois - Wednesday, November 22, 2006 2:56 PM CST

Happy Thanksgiving, this coming week and all year!

www.caringbridge.org/al/mamieadams
Mamie's Daddy <george.f.adams@us.army.mil>
Huntsville, AL USA - Saturday, November 18, 2006 11:22 AM CST

P.S. Such a joy to see the pictures of your beautiful, HEALTHY kids! Keep up the great work! Miss you!
Kerry Wyse <kswyse@sbcglobal.net>
Cleveland Heights, OH USA - Wednesday, October 18, 2006 7:47 PM CDT

I have to apologize for so much time passing w/o checking in on the site. So ECSTATIC to hear about your clear scans last month! Our summer was extremely busy with the girls various activities and my mom's various stays in the hospital. Courtney, Your family stays in our prayers and we thank you for the prayers for my mom.

I would like to invite all to pray for someone else as well: Joe Veasey is the 21-year old brother of Dominique's friend. www.caringbridge.org/visit/joeveasey to read more about him. He was diagnosed with leukemia this summer. His sister donated bone marrow last month, but it did not take. The doctors d/c him from the hospital after a 60-day stay saying there was nothing else they could do for him. Please, please pray for him and his family. (Thanks!)
Kerry Wyse <kswyse@sbcglobal.net>
Cleveland Heights, OH USA - Wednesday, October 18, 2006 7:45 PM CDT

Hi Courtney
What great new pictures..... Sorry I haven't signed in awhile, but stay up-to-date with you on the list serv. Tank looks great!!!! I continue to keep you all in my prayers.
www.caringbridge.org/oh/oliviagood
sheryl <johnston_sheryl@mail.dublin.k12.oh.us>
- Monday, September 18, 2006 6:38 AM CDT

So glad to hear the great news NED!!! Courtney, my Dad has had an occasional build up of protein in his urine for years and he's 68. They have never been able to figure it out...it just happens. He's healty and never had a problem...I hope that helps!
Paul Nemitz <pnemitz@firstam.com>
Mayfield Heights, oh USA - Wednesday, September 13, 2006 8:43 AM CDT

Tank, you are truly a warrior. What awesome news and music to our ears. Make sure to give Mom big hugs every day, she needs them.
Live, Love, Forgive, and Never Give Up!
Kathy, mom to Jon David, dxBWT 12/06
www.caringbrige.org/visit/jonthewildman
Kathy Sellars
Norwood, MO U.S. - Sunday, September 10, 2006 11:12 AM CDT

Always & forever may the reports say NED. So happy for a fellow Wilms warrior to have such good news.
Debbie Grace's MomMom <deecee421@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, September 9, 2006 6:33 PM CDT

Court, don't ever think that we're not thinking about you every day. So when you're feeling alone, just realize that one of your friends is holding you in his or her mind at that very moment. We plan to follow Nolan's progress toward health until his wedding. And then we'll join him on his honeymoon for a vacation!
Great news is worth shouting about - HOORAY!!!!!!!!!
Love,
Nanette
Nanette Auerhahn <Nanetteca@aol.com>
Shaker Hts., OH U.S. - Saturday, September 9, 2006 1:42 PM CDT

Thanks for posting Court. NED--Mazel Tov. As for the kidney, we will continue to hope for it to work fully well for another hundred years or so. Hope you can now relax and enjoy the beautiful day.
We love and Miss you guys

Jill, Jonah and Kendall <Jilly65S@sbcglobal.net>
Cleveland, oh - Saturday, September 9, 2006 10:05 AM CDT

Just checking in to let you know I'm thinking about you today. Wishes for positive scans and tests today. I'll check back later for an update.
Thinking of you all

Jill Sadowsky <sadowskj@bellefairejcb.org>
South Euclid, Oh - Friday, September 8, 2006 11:30 AM CDT

Courtney, been thinking @ u & Tank all morning! I'll check back later on this afternoon!
Kathy & Laurel <kathy_urban@hotmail.com>
Myrtle Beach, SC - Friday, September 8, 2006 9:26 AM CDT

Hi there big boy! I learned about you from your Mom from the wonderful WILMS-KIDS list, and I have my WHOLE family praying for you and sending you BIG HUGS!! Stay strong, and be sure to give your Mom & Dad big hugs, they need them just as much as you do!
Michelle Russell <michelle.russell@ch2m.com>
Kings Mountain, NC USA - Friday, September 8, 2006 8:22 AM CDT

Tomorrow's the 8th. I'll be thinking of you all day, Courtney.
Love,
Nanette
Nanette Auerhahn <Nanetteca@aol.com>
Shaker Hts., OH U.S. - Friday, September 8, 2006 0:07 AM CDT

Dear Tank,

You are a very brave and wonderful young man, and I admire you very much. I learned about you when I visited Autumn Readling's guest book tonight, and read all about you. Autumn is my niece and her "Nina" (grandmother) is my sister. I will be thinking about you during your important test on Friday (tomorrow) and praying that all is well. Jesus loves you very much, as well as your family and friends. I can see that you are very easy to love!

Autumn's Aunt Joanne
Joanne Walters <joanne.walters@juno.com>
Wake Forest, NC USA - Thursday, September 7, 2006 9:24 PM CDT

Hi Noah
My name is Jenna and I came across your website. You are a fighter and an inspiration. That's great that you had a great summer. I love smores. You are in my thoughts and prayers.
www.caringbridge.org/canada/jenna
Jenna <hockeykid@telus.net>
Kamloops, BC Canada - Thursday, September 7, 2006 0:56 AM CDT

OH TANK! You just look wonderful! SOOO glad you had a great summer!!

Best of luck for scans this week...we are keeping you in our thoughts and prayers!!

We cannot wait to hear the words, "ALL CLEAR...still N.E.D." !!!!!!!

Love,

Rene' & Christian Losurdo

www.caringbridge.org/visit/christianlosurdo

Rene' and Christian Losurdo
South Elgin, Illinois - Wednesday, September 6, 2006 6:32 AM CDT

I love your new pictures. How healthy and happy Nolan looks! And Julia, of course, is as beautiful as ever. I hope you parents are well and happy too. Will continue praying and will be sending good vibes and wishes to you on the 8th.
Love,
Nanette
Nanette Auerhahn <Nanetteca@aol.com>
Shaker Hts., OH U.S. - Monday, September 4, 2006 11:38 PM CDT

What a cute story. Sounds like my daughter Ashley. I am so glad to hear that things are going well. Continued prayers will be with you.

www.caringbridge.org/visit/princessashley
Jennie
Cleveland, Oh - Monday, September 4, 2006 10:18 PM CDT

ahhh, Kings Island! I miss those days! We tried to go there last summer, but Laurel hated everything @ it - so we spent 5 hours doing nada - ugh!

Nolan, u are very creative! I pray u put that brain to a good use when u r in school (vs tormenting little girls! ) haha!

Thinking of you and Nolan with scans quickly approaching. I KWYM @ the protein concern. I am that way w/Laurel's overly large pancreas. Ugh, it's always something, isn't it Courtney?
Kathy & Laurel <kathy_urban@hotmail.com>
Myrtle Beach, SC - Monday, September 4, 2006 8:35 AM CDT

Hey, Tank!

I'm glad you've been able to have so much fun and got to go to King's Island, but I think you might find better ways to express your creativity than playing tricks on your sister.

We usually go past King's Island when we go to Mamie's grandparents' house in New Lexington. I always planned to stop there sometime, but the overall trip was a little bit too long to work it in. We did go to Liberty Land twice when we were at St. Jude, though.

www.caringbridge.org/al/mamieadams
Mamie's Daddy <george.f.adams@us.army.mil>
Huntsville, AL USA - Saturday, September 2, 2006 11:34 AM CDT

Guessing that no news is good news. Just stopped to check things out. Hope things are continuing to be good and that you are all enjoying the summer.
Paul Nemitz <pnemitz@firstam.com>
Mayfield Heights, OH USA - Monday, August 21, 2006 11:04 AM CDT

Hi there,

Stopping in to read more Tank and Yaya adventures and happy to see all is well! Sooo wonderful to hear you had good scans in June :> Hope you all enjoyed summer and your vacation! Thinking and praying for you always to StaySTrong, LiveStrong, LiveLifeFULL!!!

Hugs, Grace and Katey
*Katey's Site* <olsens5@wi.rr.com>
Waukesha, WI - Wednesday, August 16, 2006 6:20 PM CDT

HEY COURTNEY,
JUST STOPPING IN AND TO SAY HI. HOPE YOU ARE ENJOYING THE SUMMER. THIS HEAT IS A REAL KICKER ISN'T IT?
WWW.CARINGBRIDGE.ORG/OH/OLIVIAGOOD
SHERYL <JOHNSTON_SHERYL@MAIL.DUBLIN.K12.OH.US>
- Wednesday, August 2, 2006 1:40 PM CDT

Hi Court and family: As we seem to never be able to connect by phone, it was great to read an update and know what has been going on with you. Nolan looks great and healthy! Sorry to hear about Jason, stuff like that wipes us adults out, glad to hear he is on the mend. Enjoy all you are up to, Miss you.
Jill <Jilly65S@sbcglobal.net>
South Euclid, Oh - Saturday, July 29, 2006 7:34 AM CDT

Hi Nolan,
You have the coolest name. I LOVE it. To bad I already named my son a couple of years ago. :) I've lived all my life in Houston, TX. A very famous Nolan lives here, Nolan Ryan. You'll have to ask your dad about him. He's in the baseball hall of fame.
It sounds like you are doing good. That's great. Enjoy your summer!
Holly & Abby
www.caringbridge.com/visit/abigailbeth
Holly
League City, TX - Sunday, July 16, 2006 11:08 PM CDT

Hi guys. Just dropping by to see if there are any updates and to say Hello. Hope you had a great 4th and that you are enjoying the summer. Thinking about you,
Jill
Jill <Jilly65s@sbcglobal.net>
Cleveland, Oh - Thursday, July 6, 2006 5:43 AM CDT

So glad to hear the great scan news! That should help make for a happy Fourth of July!

www.caringbridge.org/al/mamieadams
Mamie's Daddy <george.f.adams@us.army.mil>
Huntsville, AL USA - Saturday, July 1, 2006 10:07 AM CDT

Still checking in, wearing Nolan's bracelet. You're in my thoughts. Wanted to wish you a Happy Fourth! Here's to freedom from cancer!
Love,
Nanette
Nanette Auerhahn <Nanetteca@aol.com>
Shaker Hts., OH 44120 - Friday, June 30, 2006 10:29 PM CDT

Hi Courtney, Jason, Julia and Nolan,

We were just checking in and were thrilled to read the good news! As always, you are in our thoughts and prayers! Here's to miracles!

Love, Shari, Jeff, Sammi and ashey <sharibailey@alltel.net>
- Tuesday, June 13, 2006 8:03 PM CDT

Courtney, I was just thinking - since some of the kids do soooo well w/scans, etc., I sooo wish we all were in the same hospital and had scans the same day - so the kids could see that they ar enot alone. Nolan has no probs. drinking contrast. 1st time for Laurel was at dx (3 yrs) and we couldn't get but maybe 50 cc's down her. This time (only her 2nd CT) I managed to get a good 350 cc's down her. but to have a drinking contest - would even be greater (to a point. Laurel is slow, and she hates to lose!) LOL LOL
Kathy & Laurel <kathy_urban@hotmail.com>
Myrtle Beach, SC - Tuesday, June 13, 2006 10:12 AM CDT

I haven't checked in in a while but GREAT news about the scans. I'm sure you are SO relieved!
Paul Nemitz <pnemitz@firstam.com>
Mayfield Heights, OH - Monday, June 12, 2006 8:49 AM CDT

Wonderful news! Things keep getting better and better. Way to go!
Love, Nanette
Nanette Auerhahn <Nanetteca@aol.com>
- Wednesday, June 7, 2006 9:05 PM CDT

HIP-HIP HOORAY! Your news brought tears to my eyes. Thank you for sharing with all of us. I am so happy for all of you. Tank continues to be such a trooper and inspiration. Happy summer!
Kerry Wyse <kswyse@sbcglobal.net>
Cleveland Heights, OH USA - Wednesday, June 7, 2006 1:41 PM CDT

FANTASTIC NEWS ABOUT THE SCANS!!!I am so happy for you all, way to go Nolan!
Love Jill
Jill Sadowsky <sadowskj@bellefairejcb.org>
Cleveland, oh - Wednesday, June 7, 2006 1:34 PM CDT

Courtney,
what wonderful news! Now see, your Techs 'saw' something and didn't go ballistic like mine did! I guess that was the main reason I was so scared! I've learned my lesson! I will wait to see final results! Praise God our children remain NED! Unfortunately, I could not get Laurel to pee in a cup when asked. then during the contrast drinking, she peed & said "ooops, we forgot the cup." to tell u the truth that was the LEAST of my concerns then!
Kathy & Laurel <kathy_urban@hotmail.com>
Myrtle Beach, SC - Wednesday, June 7, 2006 8:26 AM CDT

Tank, Courtney, Jason and family,

HAPPY HAPPY THOUGHTS as you go for scans and then (ugh) the wait!!!

You KNOW that Nolan will be the most prayed for little boy tomorrow!! SO not to worry, Courtney, he is in God's hands and you know that is the best place he could be!

We anxiously await the good news of clear scans!!!!!

Loving thoughts and prayers,

Rene' Losurdo

www.caringbridge.org/visit/christianlosurdo

Rene' Losurdo <sillynenemom@yahoo.com>
South Elgin, IL - Monday, June 5, 2006 11:17 PM CDT

Hi, guys! Hope all is well. Am needing an update. I hope that no news is good news and that you're enjoying the lazy hazy days of sunshine - not!
Love,
nanette
Nanette Auerhahn <Nanetteca@aol.com>
- Sunday, June 4, 2006 11:12 PM CDT

Courtney,
Thinking about you & Nolan this weekend! Our scans are coming closer, huh?! I was/am? a little nervous as Laurel is now having tummy issues. Ugh! But like your lil man, she's doing great!

Sending prayers your way!
Kathy & Laurel <kathy_urban@hotmail.com>
Myrtle Beach, SC - Friday, June 2, 2006 1:05 PM CDT

Hi Taft's,
Enjoy your Memorial Day. Just checking in to say hello and see if you had an update.
Thinking about you,
Jill
Jill <jilly65s@sbcglobal.net>
cleveland, oh - Monday, May 29, 2006 7:30 AM CDT

Checking in, thinking of you, wanting to wish you a great Memorial Day weekend!
Love,
Nanette
Nanette Auerhahn <Nanetteca@aol.com>
Shaker Hts., OH 44120 - Thursday, May 25, 2006 11:55 PM CDT

Hey Tank,

WOW, Happy Belated 3rd Bday to you! So glad to hear all is well and that your tummy troubles are getting better with miralax :> Praying you have great results for your upcoming checkup in June. Have a fantastic fun-filled summer, StayStrong, LiveStrong, LiveLifeFULL!!!

Hugs, Grace and Katey
*Katey's Site* <olsens5@wi.rr.com>
Waukesha, WI - Wednesday, May 24, 2006 7:45 PM CDT

Hello Taft's--just dropping by to say hello and catch an update if one is posted. Hope you all are enjoying the sunshine instead of the rain of last week, never thought it would end. Just know we are thinking of you and miss you,
Love Jill, Jonah and Kendall
Jill <Jilly65S@sbcglobal.net>
Cleveland, oh - Tuesday, May 23, 2006 7:06 PM CDT

Courtney,
Happy mother's day. Nolan looks wonderful. I am sorry to hear of Belly Pain. Livi has been too. It is worrisome isn't it? Happy belated b-day Nolan. Sorry I haven't been getting around to the web site like I would like too.
www.caringbridge.org/oh/oliviagood
sheryl <johnston_sheryl@mail.dublin.k12.oh.us>
- Sunday, May 14, 2006 10:58 AM CDT

Just want to wish you a HAPPY MOTHER�S DAY!

www.caringbridge.org/nc/bonnieclaire

Mary 'beth Shelton <Sheltonfamily@cox.net>
New Bern, NC - Saturday, May 13, 2006 1:36 PM CDT

Hey, Court! What a perfect update! I needed my Nolan fix today, so I checked the website which I hadn't for awhile. Good news is always wonderful. Glad that you are relaxed and enjoying your kids. Take it slow and have a great summer!
Love,
Nanette
Nanette Auerhahn <Nanetteca@aol.com>
Shaker Hts., OH U.S. - Friday, May 12, 2006 8:48 PM CDT

Hi Courtney,
Stopping by and wishing a wonderful Mother's day!!!! I hope all is going well this spring and you are keepin busy.
www.caringbridge.org/oh/oliviagood
sheryl <johnston_sheryl@mail.dublin.k12.oh.us>
- Tuesday, May 9, 2006 10:19 AM CDT

Hi Court. Just checking in to see if there was an update. Sounds like your week has been one of those....
hang in there!
Jill
Jill <Jill65s@aol.com>
Cleveland, oh - Wednesday, April 26, 2006 12:49 AM CDT

It's Mon. almost midnight, and I needed my Nolan fix and so checked the website and sure enough, you had left a report this a.m. What were you doing up past midnight? This is the first time I noticed the time of an entry and I am shocked SCHOCKED - Go to bed! Take care of yourselves. The good weather is an omen: All will be well. Thanks for keeping us posted. Happy Easter and Passover - They are symbols of renewal and rebirth. BELIEVE!
Love, Nanette
Nanette Auerhahn <Nanettteca@aol.com>
Shaker Hts., OH U.S. - Monday, April 17, 2006 11:05 PM CDT

www.caringbridge.org/visit/christianlosurdo
Christian Losurdo
South Elgin, Illinois - Saturday, April 15, 2006 12:03 AM CDT

Hi all,

Awesome to hear Tanks's scans were ALL-Clear! Do hope and pray that his tummy troubles get better, its sooo hard not to worry when they have these complaints! Just want to send your 'lively' household loads of Easter Blessings in Celebration of His Sacrifice to secure our Eternal Springtime!
StayStrong, LiveStrong, LiveLifeFULL!

Hugs, Grace and Katey
*Katey's Site* <olsens5@wi.rr.com>
Waukesha, WI - Friday, April 14, 2006 11:27 AM CDT

I also had not checked in awhile and was so happy to see the wonderful pictures of your kids! I think you have a future America Idol and chef on your hands. Nolan is hilarious and creative. Julia, beautiful and brave. Keep up the great work, Courtney and Jason! Prayers continue. Love,
Kerry S. Wyse <kswyse@sbcglobal.net>
Cleveland Heights, OH USA - Thursday, April 6, 2006 9:24 PM CDT

Hello Taft's. Can never reach you by any communication device these days Court, but I know you'll get this one. Just wanted you to know that I'm thinking about you and I miss you. I still wish I could see you hanging around the Bellefaire A building for a quick hello, but I know your clients and HH are enjoying you!! Hope Nolan's belly pain moves on, or atleast into a flu, bug or something that is easier to understand and cure. I can imagine how every ache and pain can still send fear through you. Hang in there, thinking about you often, love to all.
Jill
Jill <Jill65s@aol.com>
Cleveland, Oh - Tuesday, April 4, 2006 4:20 PM CDT

Hey, Courtney. It's funny. I haven't checked Nolan's site for awhile but had a need to hear how he's doing today and sure enough - You had just updated it last night! Love the new pictures. Nolan looks like a fabulous blend of you and Jason. And don't knock your singing! I remember being impressed with your beautiful voice one day when you sang to a client's mother right before a staffing in the A bldg. - Remember? That was in the first week or two when I met you. (If I remember you were singing a song from "Annie.")I thought, "I've got to get to know this cool, relaxed, easygoing, creative person who sings to clients so as to bond with them." Anyway, glad to hear that much is well. Much else is normal. For years I couldn't shower or go to the bathroom without an interruption. Finally my kids are old enough (like 16 years old, the youngest ones) that when they are shouting for me when I'm trying to do my thing by myself in the bathroom, I can finally not jump and can calmly say (without worrying that they will seriously hurt themselves if I don't run to them right away) "Leave me alone. I'm in the bathroom." Hope your private times return sooner than mine. Sorry to hear about Nolan's continuing pain. Poor bubie. He deserves to be free to be his wonderful playful self and not be in pain. Will keep on praying and checking in. Thanks for keeping us all updated. Love, Nanette
Nanette Auerhahn <Nanetteca@aol.com>
Shaker Hts., OH U.S. - Friday, March 31, 2006 8:08 PM CST

Dear Tafts:
How fantastic to log in after what feels like days, but is really weeks and to see the fantastic news of clear scans. I can only imagine how happy and relieved you all must be. As for the weight loss Court, maybe is is time to pull some of those lasagna's out of the freezer and start feeding them to Nolan. If your freezer is empty, I have no doubt we could get you some fast. So glad to hear the news, Miss you all, Jill
Jill Sadowsky
South Euclid, Oh - Monday, March 20, 2006 10:56 AM CST

Congrats to Nolan and family on clear scans! We've never met, but we're on the Wilms list so we heard the news. Our daughter Sage was diagnosed in Jan. 2006. She has Stage III FH as well. We can't wait to get where you are! We are so happy for all of you. Love and prayers to all!
The Adams Family
www.caringbridge.org/visit/sageadams

Amparo Adams <amparoadams@yahoo.com>
Dayton, OH - Friday, March 17, 2006 7:19 PM CST

Clearscansclearscansclearscans!!!!!!!!!!!I love the sound of those words. I bet Nolan has lost weight because he's feeling so good that he is running around and being so active, like the bulldozing-moving-tank-normal-healthy-boy that he is. Hooray!!
Love,
Nanette
Nanette Auerhahn <Nanetteca@aol.com>
Shaker Hts., OH U.S. - Thursday, March 16, 2006 9:20 PM CST

Courtney, Woo Hooo on the Clear Scans!!! I was originally told after 12 mos of quarterly it would be bi-annual for a year, then annually for 4 yrs. But Dec. they said it was 18 mos. Laurel had a little spillage so I was thinking of pushing it to 2 yrs. But this last app't (March 7th), I didn't even push it. We go back in 3 mos. and I'm happy. I have become laid back (who'da thunk that?!) and am going w/the flow. If they had said Sept. was next, I would've accepted that. To be honest, I don't know how many more quarterly app'ts we will have. I'm just toooo dern happy to have a healthy, cancer-free child! I'm sure you feel the same as I do! I don't understand y some relapse and others don't. God's Will, I guess. Do you know when your next app't is? Ours is June 6th.
Kathy & Laurel <kathy_urban@hotmail.com>
Myrtle Beach, - Thursday, March 16, 2006 7:33 AM CST

Hi Courtney,
Just stopping by... glad to see things are going well for Nolan. You are continuing to be in my thoughts and prayers.

www.caringbridge.org/oh/oliviagood
sheryl <johnston_sheryl@mail.dublin.k12.oh.us>
- Tuesday, March 14, 2006 7:52 AM CST

Courtney, I just spent the entire evening reading your heart wrenching journal. Tom and I got such good vibes from you the first day we met you and after getting to know you a bit over the past few months and even more so after taking in your life this last year from your writings - well i look forward to having you and your family ALL OF YOU as friends -- Nolan will be in my heart and prayers always He is a blessed little boy to have a mommy and daddy like you and Jason. (and a darling BIG sister) And this "journey during which Nolan is your guide" (a quote from one of your entries) has only begun and I wish you all many many wonderful years ahead
GOD BLESS YOU ALL Donnelle

donnelle richner <dtorno618@alltel.net>
chagrin falls, oh usa - Monday, March 13, 2006 10:46 PM CST

OK - we are praying for clear scans. I know the nightmare of the wait. It seems like everything is wonderful - right up until a couple of weeks out for scans....UGH!
We will keep checking in and we will definitely be praying!

www.caringbrige.org/nc/bonnieclaire
Mary 'beth Shelton <SheltonFamily@cox.net>
New Bern, NC - Saturday, March 11, 2006 7:16 PM CST

Hey Courtney,

You sure have a way with words! Sooo enjoy hearing tales of Tank and Yaya :> Its so wonderful to see Nolan's pictures--growin up fast! Its esp wonderful to hear Nolan had clear scans in December and that things are going so well--just normal crazy fun-lovin kid stuff is great :> What a difference a year makes, eh? Prayin for you all always and esp for Tank to StaySTrong, LiveStrong, PlayHard, LiveLifeFULL!!!

Hugs, Grace and Katey
*Katey's Site* <olsens5@wi.rr.com>
Waukesha, WI - Monday, March 6, 2006 11:24 AM CST

It's weird. Every once in awhile I check Nolan's site to see if there's an update. I hadn't checked for awhile but did tonight because for several hours this evening, I was thinking of him and you. I went tonight to visit a friend in the hospital (Hillcrest) and the minute I walked in, I got sick to my stomach. I had images of visiting Nolan in the hospital and all the old feelings I had at the time flooded back. I was a nervous wreck and couldn't stand being there. That's probably just a little sample of what must happen to you and Nolan when you go back to the hospital. Anyway, I couldn't get you or him out of my mind, so I checked his site this night and was glad to find yesterday's update. He remains in my prayers. I miss you. You are in my thoughts often. I'm just so busy, as are you, but we will get together - absolutely - at some point. And I'll pray re his checkup and check back for your report. Thanks for keeping your friends informed. Hang in there and continue to enjoy your kids and family.
Love,
Nanette
Nanette Auerhahn <Nanetteca@aol.com>
Shaker Hts., OH U.S. - Friday, March 3, 2006 10:53 PM CST

Thanks for the update Courtney. I know your busy with so much these days. We miss you guys! I am so glad to hear everyone is doing well. Kendall was home sick this week also, I think it is just in the schools right now. Enjoy the sunshine and know Jonah, Kendall and I miss ya and are thinking about you all. Love, Jill
Jill <sadowskj@bellefairejcb.org>
Cleveland, Oh - Friday, March 3, 2006 2:24 PM CST

The kids look GREAT! So happy to read such wonderful updates! You continue to be in our prayers.
Kerry Wyse <kswyse@sbcglobal.net>
Cleveland Heights, OH USA - Thursday, March 2, 2006 8:23 PM CST

Hi Nolan & Family,
It is so good to hear that Nolan is doing so well! I love his new haircut! We are all neurotic moms : ) Jackson has been sick for two weeks and keeps saying "I hab a tummy ache" I start pushing all over his belly (as if I know what I'm looking for). Nolan will be in our prayers for a great checkup and clear scans this coming week. Keep us posted!
Much Love,
Manon & Jackson
www.caringbridge.org/oh/jackson
Manon <newellmd2@yahoo.com>
OH - Sunday, February 19, 2006 8:20 PM CST

So glad to read things are well! I had to laugh at your counting story, Wyatt is learning numbers and counting, and he likes to read the numbers on commercials for the contact numbers. The other day he was reading a 800 number and told us it was 1-8-round-round......we all were rolling in laughter. Makes you want to squeeze our boys doesn't it, they are so priceless.
I am sure you will be forgiven for being a worried parent. It comes with the territory.
Thinking of you,
Kris and Wyatt Rech
WYATT'S ADVENTURES

<kmrech@hotmail.com>
New Prague, MN USA - Wednesday, February 15, 2006 9:07 AM CST

A wonderful picture and an update - Thank goodness! I've been checking periodically, wondering how you're doing, not wanting to bother or bug you with calls or e-mails or requests for updates, but I do worry and wonder and think of you frequently, so thank you for letting all of your fans know how it's going. What a wonderful beautiful picture of a healthy, chubby, gorgeous boy! And the update... - terrific! Keep up the good work, all of you, and let us definitely get together soon!
Love,
Nanette
Nanette Auerhahn <Nanetteca@aol.com>
Shaker Hts., OH US - Wednesday, February 8, 2006 11:15 PM CST

Great picture. Thanks for your kind words in our guestbook. You don't know how much I appreciate them. Your in our thoughts and prayers.
www.caringbridge.org/oh/oliviagood
sheryl <johnston_sheryl@mail.dublin.k12.oh.us>
- Wednesday, February 8, 2006 10:03 AM CST

Checking in to see how you are. No news is good news in my book. I assume, from the lack of updates, that you are busy with life and not with cancer. Great! Love you still,
Nanette
Nanette Auerhahn <Nanetteca@aol.com>
Shaker Hts., OH US - Tuesday, January 24, 2006 10:58 PM CST

Michele Pittman(AOE) <mish112669@aol.com>
- Friday, January 20, 2006 2:46 PM CST

Sad that I didnt get to see you guys over winter break. We will have to make sure it works out next time I am home :-) Still thinking of you all and hope that 2006 makes up for 2005.
Luv Always,
Elise
Elise Weinberger
Shaker Heights, - Tuesday, January 17, 2006 11:33 PM CST

HEY Courtney,
Those routine doc appt are scary too. I love the new picture and so glad your holiday was good. As always Thinking of you all and our in my prayers.
www.caringbridge.org/oh/oliviagoo
sheryl <johnston_sheryl@mail.dublin.k12.oh.us>
- Thursday, January 5, 2006 11:43 AM CST

Just want to wish everyone a Happy and Healthy New Year, and a Happy Birthday to Courtney! Once again, thank you to all of the wonderful people that have helped my kids get through this past year. Love to all, Grandma Sandi
Sandi <sandit312@aol.com>
Palm Harbor, FL USA - Saturday, December 31, 2005 2:53 PM CST

Happy New year Tafts. Continued prayers go to your family. I don't always sign but still am up to date with Nolan thanks to the list serv. It is a group of wonderful people isn't it?
www.caringbridge.org/oh/oliviagood
sheryl <johnston_sheryl@mail.dublin.k12.oh.us>
- Thursday, December 29, 2005 11:05 AM CST

Hello Taft Family:
Just dropping in to wish you a Merry Christmas and a Happy HAnukkah. What great changes a year can bring, to good health.....
Love, Jill
JIll <jill65s@aol.com>
Cleveland, OH USA - Sunday, December 25, 2005 1:54 PM CST

MERRY CHRISTMAS & HAPPY NEW YEAR tOO!!

WWW.CARINGBRIDGE.ORG/LA/GABBYLOU
SHEENA & GABRIELLE <SHEENAJENNINGS@HOTMAIL.COM>
PORT BARRE, LA - Friday, December 23, 2005 3:24 PM CST

There's so much to celebrate! Happy Chanukah, guys, and Merry Christmas, and Happy Birthday, Courtney, and Happy New Year! Phew! I think that's it, but the real celebration is Nolan's health and your wonderful family!
Love,
Nanette
Nanette Auerhahn <Nanetteca@aol.com>
Shaker Hts., OH U.S. - Wednesday, December 21, 2005 9:17 PM CST

Great journal entry.......now I can say and mean it," I hope you have a wonderful holiday and a happy, healthy new year!!!" Stay well, all.
Love,Maxine
Maxine Kline
Long Beach, NY USA - Wednesday, December 21, 2005 6:26 PM CST

Sorry I haven't had a chance to write lately....have been very busy with the new job etc...but you are always in my thoughts. I am SO HAPPY to hear of the clear scans.
May the coming holidays and year be filled with much joy and happiness for you and your family...and especially Tank.
Still in my thoughts and wishing you well....
Paul Nemitz <pnemitz@mbna.pbnloan.com>
Cleveland, OH USA - Wednesday, December 21, 2005 12:56 AM CST

JUST WANTED TO SHARE ANOTHER COURTNEYISM. SINCE LIFE IS BACK TO NORMAL IN TAFT HOUSEHOLD SHE THOUGHT SHE WOULD MAKE ONE OF HER FAVORITE COOKIES THAT SHE LOVED AS A CHILD AND SHARE THEM WITH HER FAMILY. HER GRANDMOTHER PARSONS ALWAYS MADE THEM AT CHRISTMAS AND COURTNEY LOOKED FORWARD TO THEM EVERY YEAR SHE COME TO PUNXSUTAWNEY. SO, SHE CALLED ME TO GET THE RECIEPE. I WROTE IT JUST AS HER GRANDMOTHER HAD IT WRITTEN. SHE CALLED IN A PANIC FROM THE GROCERY STORE WANTING TO KNOW WHAT KIND OF SODA IT WAS?
CLUB SODA, GINGER ALE OR COKE AS MOM ALWAYS HAD COKE IN HER HOUSE. WELL, NEEDLESS TO SAY I HAVE BEEN LAUGHING FOR A WEEK. I RETURNED HER CALL TO TELL HER IT WAS BAKING SODA AND MUCH TOO MY SURPRISES SHE HAD BOUGHT ALL OF THE ABOVE SODA. SHE WENT ON TO TELL ME THAT ONE TIME IN COLLEGE SHE MADE THEM AND THEY DIDN'T TURN OUT RIGHT AND HER THOUGHT WAS SHE THINKS SHE USED CLUB SODA. HER GRANDMOTHER IS PROBABLY LOOKING DOWN FROM ABOVE AND LAUGHING WITH ME. WE LOVE YOU SWEET COURTNEY AND LOVE THAT YOU NEVER STOP MAKING US LAUGH. LOVE AUNT KATHLEEN
KATHLEEN HAMAKER <hamaker@penn.com>
DU BOIS, PA USA - Monday, December 19, 2005 5:42 PM CST

Not sure what words can express how happy and relieved I was at your news. CLEAR SCANS!!!!!!!!and on the anniversary date no less. Here is to a HAPPY AND HEALTHY, CANCER-FREE 2006!!!!! HAPPY HOLIDAYS TAFT FAMILY-
Love, Jill
Jill <Jill65s@aol.com>
cleveland, O - Friday, December 16, 2005 8:04 AM CST

Great news for you & your family this holiday season!

May the Lord continue to bless you in so many ways

MERRY CHRISTMAS & HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

www.caringbridge.org/la/gabbylou
Ms. Sheena & Gabrielle <sheenajennings@hotmail.com>
Port Barre, LA - Thursday, December 15, 2005 10:50 PM CST

YIPPEE! HOORAY!!! May you and you family have a very Merry Christmas and Happy Hanukkah!
Kerry Wyse <kswyse@sbcglobal.net>
Cleveland Heights, OH USA - Thursday, December 15, 2005 7:23 AM CST

Clear scans! Clear scans! Clear scans! I'm singing in the snow. Do you hear me?
Love always,
Nanette
Nanette Auerhahn <Nanetteca@aol.com>
Shaker Hts., OH 44120 - Wednesday, December 14, 2005 11:26 PM CST

Hi Courtney, Jason, Julia and Nolan!

Here's to happy day and Happy Holidays! So glad that things are looking up!

Shari, Jeff, Sammi and Ashley <sharibailey@alltel.net>
- Wednesday, December 14, 2005 6:01 PM CST

Just sending positive vibes and prayers your way today. It's early in the day so the scan's are just getting started. Thinking of you, hope the day goes fast for you all and that the results at the end are as positive as can be. Love, Jill
Jill <sadowskj@bellefairejcb.org>
South Euclid, Oh - Wednesday, December 14, 2005 8:33 AM CST

We'll be praying for good scans. Waiting for those results was one of the worst parts for me.

I was expecting Mamie to ask the big Santa question soon, but we never got to that point. There is a poem on her site about a child hearing at school that some people don't believe. If you're interested, it is in the December 22, 2004, journal entry at www.caringbridge.org/al/mamieadams

Hope everyone is feeling well and rested up for a good Christmas season.
George Adams <george.f.adams@us.army.mil>
Huntsville, AL US - Monday, December 12, 2005 1:23 PM CST

Work is crazy like always and we're all drained, especially because we're getting ready for an audit this week. I keep on thinking of last year at this time. Who would have thought the year would bring what it did and be so dark and long and full of fear and illness? What a long road you all have travelled! Here's to the sun and hope and health and a new year full of many firsts (and seconds and thirds). The worst is behind and the best yet to come!
Love, Nanette
Nanette Auerhahn <Nanetteca@aol.com>
Shaker Hts., OH US - Saturday, December 10, 2005 4:42 PM CST

Hi Court- still reading the entries and thinking of you. Hope the craziness of the holiday season is a welcomed change from last year. Keeping you and your family in my thoughts and prayers. Miss you much! Take Care!
Lauri Laribee <laratt@gte.net>
Medina, OH - Tuesday, December 6, 2005 12:08 AM CST

Hello I am the mother of another Wilm's Warrior, Ellie. I often check up on children we have followed and I came across a recent journal entry of yours. Wow! I can relate and I'm not thrilled to say that. Everything Ellie does or doesn't do is concerning. Today she was tired and not herself so I think..... what is going on?? Then I kick myself and try to move on but it's always there. I now know there is no such thing as cancer free if you know what I mean. I hate the fact that I can't fully rejoice in her healing and health now. Well sorry to drop in and leave a book but I couldn't help it. Thanks for your support and honesty. As we both know, we are not alone. Love to your family during this holiday season. We have sooo much to be grateful for. God Bless.
Alicia and Ellie <alicia.summerson@comcast.net>
Vancouver, Wa usa - Tuesday, December 6, 2005 0:55 AM CST

Please let us know when you can how Nolan is doing with his flu and if it's the flu. There are still many of us who hang on every report, following his ups and downs, worrying when you worry and rejoicing when you rejoice. We're with you, and your whole family remains in our thoughts.
Love,
Nanette
Nanette Auerhahn <Nanetteca@aol.com>
Shaker Heights, OH U.S. - Monday, December 5, 2005 8:33 PM CST

Courtney,
It was so nice to meet you in person on Saturday. It's so surreal to be leaving a message for someone else. I'm so used to reading the messages left for us. I hope that Nolan is feeling better. It's truly awful that you feel that fear. It's a terrible feeling. I know that Nolan and Zach are going through very different things, but I understand your fear. Zachary was a bit of a handful this weekend and had more meltdowns than usual. I know he's right in the middle of the "terrible 2's", but I constantly worry that the temper tantrums are because of psychological scars left behind. I wish that he could talk to me and tell me how he feels. After one of his melt downs this weekend he fell asleep in my arms while we were sitting on the couch (he had insisted that we stay standing but my arm was about to give, so we sat)and I was watching him breath. I decided that there was something wrong, he was working too hard, he wasn't taking enough breaths. Was there something wrong? I called Matt over and of course he started breathing normally again. I completely understand the hanging on the edge of sanity thing. I'm right there with you. Hopefully we won't fall off too often and will make speedy recoveries!

Thinking of you and your family,
Dawn Conover
Dawn Conover <dawn.conover@lexi.com>
Chagrin Falls, OH - Monday, December 5, 2005 10:33 AM CST

Just checking in to see how you all are doing. I hope Nolan is well and that you are enjoying ALL OF THE SNOW!!!
Thinking about you,
Jill
Jill <sadowskj@bellefairejcb.org>
cleveland, Oh - Monday, December 5, 2005 9:17 AM CST

Michele Pittman(AOE)(www.caringbridge.com/oh/brandonp) <mish112669@aol.com>
- Friday, December 2, 2005 2:40 PM CST

I am still laughing at Nanette's latest entry, but yes, Nolan puts so much in perspective. Court, continue to hang in there, your frantic moments are so easy to understand, and will certainly be fun to bug you about over a glass of wine. Hope Nolan is hanging in there with his belly pain and that you are able to feel calmer about it all. I'm thinking about you all and missing you. good luck with some sales at work!!! Lova ya
Jill <jill65s@aol.com>
Cleveland, Oh - Thursday, December 1, 2005 5:46 PM CST

Courtney, If Nolan is as stubborn as Laurel, I think they both scared the cancer far away!!! But we can't help but freak out at the slightest things! Laurel complained of a headache this morning. Of all things! My heart skipped a beat. She has NEVER complained about her head hurting - even the few times she's had a fever. I know it's nothing - maybe even a hoax to try to stay home today (vs daycare). But w/scans less than a week away, the devil always finds a way to make us "think" bad thoughts.
Kathy & Laurel <kathy_urban@hotmail.com>
Myrtle Beach, - Thursday, December 1, 2005 7:58 AM CST

Didn't get a chance to call you today as work has been hectic, or so I thought until I read your last three entries. What a rollercoaster you have all been on! I guess give me a borderline any day, now that I read how rough it has been for you. And yes, let us all pray for constipation and/or the flu, which I am sure it is. Tank puts everything into perspective!
Love, Nanette
Nanette Auerhahn <Nanetteca@aol.com>
Shaker Hts., OH US - Wednesday, November 30, 2005 8:45 PM CST

Hi Courtney,
I am sorry to read about the Belly pain. Sure hope that today finds things much better. It is so frightening and you have every reason to get scared.
I had signed on to thank you from the bottom of my heart the wonderful guestbook entry. You really boosted me in a time I needed it. I am glad you found me helpful. I am not very well gifted in what I write as the others and that includes you.
But my heart is in the right spot. Thanks so much.... I will be checking back on you guys. Hang in there. Anytime you want to e-mail me feel free too.
www.caringbridge.org/oh/oliviagood
sheryl <johnston_sheryl@mail.dublin.k12.oh.us>
- Wednesday, November 30, 2005 9:25 AM CST

Hi Courtney,
I cracked up at your entry and about cookie, that was truly thoughtful of Tank to share. Glad all is well.
www.caringbridge.org/oh/oliviagood
sheryl <johnston_sheryl@mail.dublin.k12.oh.us>
- Monday, November 28, 2005 2:26 PM CST

Just checking in. Glad to hear that I was not the only one who couldn't stop smiling on Thursday. I was so happy that Brandon was here. Keep having those great days Nolan!!!
Michele Pittman(www.caringbridge.com/oh/brandonp)(AOE) <mish112669@aol.com>
- Monday, November 28, 2005 10:43 AM CST

HAPPY Thanksgiving guys. We have lots to be thankful this year for sure. I am glad echo was so good for Nolan. As far as the CT's go Livi has to have one every 3 months and cxr usually 1 X a month. But it is baffling that one time your told one thing and all the sudden they change it. That is one thing that drives me crazy.
Have a blessed holiday.
www.caringbridge.org/oh/oliviagood
sheryl <johnston_sheryl@mail.dublin.k12.oh.us>
- Wednesday, November 23, 2005 10:22 AM CST

Happy Thanksgiving to all of you and to all those who read these entries. It is so wonderful to check back in and to see the wonderful pictures of Nolan with hair. I continue to wear the green bracelet daily and to keep him in my thoughts and prayers. Miss you.
Love, Nanette
Nanette Auerhahn <Nanetteca@aol.com>
Shaker Hts., OH U.S. - Monday, November 21, 2005 7:33 PM CST

Hello Taft Family,
Happy early Thanksgiving to you all. So glad that the clinic visit went well on Friday. Court, I have not checked in for a few weeks and thoroughly enjoyed reading all of your entries. You have a talent in this journal writing thing. Miss you all, enjoy the holiday, keeping you in our prayers.
Love, Jill, Jonah and Kendall
Jill, Jonah and Kendall <Jill65s@aol.com>
South Euclid, Oh - Monday, November 21, 2005 7:57 AM CST

Oh, I am so glad things went well with Nolan's appointment. I had no doubt he would gain weight - being the chef that he is! LOL
We'll keep praying for clear scans in December!

www.caringbridge.org/nc/bonnieclaire
Mary 'beth Shelton <SheltonFamily@cox.net>
New Bern, NC - Friday, November 18, 2005 3:05 PM CST

Praying all went well yesterday at appt. What a great picture on your home page. Freak out is a great word... that was me last week.
www.caringbridge.org/oh/oliviagood
sheryl <johnston_sheryl@mail.dublin.k12.oh.us>
- Friday, November 18, 2005 11:45 AM CST

Hope all went well yesterday, will check back soon for an update. What a big boy Nolan has become! Everyone looks great. Prayers and love,
Kerry Wyse <kswyse@sbcglobal.net>
Cleveland Heights, OH USA - Friday, November 18, 2005 7:05 AM CST

Courtney, Nolan will LIVE up to his name - "TANK"! His scans & echo will be clear & good! I am praying for only good news for you! Looking forward to your update on Thurs. or Fri.
Kathy & Laurel <kathy_urban@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, November 16, 2005 1:40 PM CST

OK, Courtney - you can be strong. And, when the freak out takes over - just let it out. We are right there praying you through it. TRY to relax, though. OK, OK, OK - I know - words don't take away the fears and worries and apprehensions. We will be saying extra prayers for Nolan...and looking foward to a GOOD report!

www.caringbridge.org/nc/bonnieclaire
Mary 'beth Shelton <SheltonFamily@cox.net>
New Bern, NC - Wednesday, November 16, 2005 6:50 AM CST

Courtney, you had me LOL!!! OMG! I bet he is soooo fun to be around! Laurel still believes she's invisible w/a blanket over her head - but she's blatant about staying up! I am still laughing over his quiet retreat! OMG! LOL I bet it was all you could do urselves from laughing out loud!
Kathy & Laurel <kathy_urban@hotmail.com>
Myrtle Beach, SC - Wednesday, November 9, 2005 2:49 PM CST

LOL Courtney, Nolan is a wild man for sure. Maybe it is the 2nd child. Ireland seems to have similar problems with curiosity and doing things that she shouldn't do. OH MY.... But they bring lots of laughter along with the gray hairs. My thought and prayers are with you.

www.caringbridge.org/oh/oliviagood
sheryl <johnston_sheryl@mail.dublin.k12.oh.us>
- Thursday, November 3, 2005 9:01 AM CST

Hi Courtney and Nolan and family, Wow, do you think Nolan will be a chef someday? Seems like he enjoys the kitchen alot. Luckily Andy hasn't tried to make his own snacks! He still enjoys being waited on hand and foot. Glad Nolan's tests came out okay. Andy has an ultrasound tomorrow. So we're nervous too. Take care, Stacy mom to Andy age 4 dx bilateral wilms 7/2002
www.caringbridge.org/pa/andrew
stacy buczynski <stacybuczynski@yahoo.com>
girard, pa usa - Tuesday, November 1, 2005 10:20 PM CST

Hi Courtney and Family,
Thanks for stopping by Jackson's site. We love to hear from everyone. So happy to hear about Nolan's scans. We will be praying for him (and for your sanity) in December. I know how nerve racking those scans are! It never gets easier but you will gain more confidence in his health as time goes by. I am always looking forward to stopping by to read about more of Nolan's antics! What a funny kid...I bet that he and Jackson would be great buddies!
Much Love, Manon & Jackson
www.caringbridge.org/oh/jackson
Manon <newellmd2@yahoo.com>
OH - Friday, October 28, 2005 10:04 PM CDT

Hi all,
I haven't written in a while, but I think about all of you all the time. The photos are great! Courtney, you look so beautiful, and Julia (aka Yaya) and Nolan (aka Tank) look great also. They both look so happy and, yes, healthy! Now you need someone to photograph the 4 of you -- we need to see Jason too! Tank's antics are really something! You have to watch him every second! He sounds like a typical 2 year old should act (if I can remember back that far to my sons' "terrible twos"!). I continue to pray for him -- and for all of you -- every day. I miss you all very much -- why not move back to Connecticut!?! Ok, never mind! Brad and Jen may be moving to Ohio, which hopefully means they can visit you once in a while. I do hope you can all come to Grandpa Gerson's 97th birthday party on January 15th -- it would be so great if you could be there. Meanwhile, take care and keep us informed of Nolan's latest cut-ups -- they are so funny! (an aside: Happy Birthday, Barrie!!!)
Love, Aunt Beverly
Beverly Himelstein <mjhbjh@msn.com>
Bloomfield, CT USA - Wednesday, October 26, 2005 8:38 PM CDT

Thanks for the TANK belly laughs this morning! I needed them. What wonderful stories! So glad everyone is doing so well. Prayers continue as you adjust to "normal."
Kerry Wyse <kswyse@sbcglobal.net>
Cleveland Heights, OH USA - Wednesday, October 26, 2005 9:52 AM CDT

What a funny little boy! Nolan you sound like a lot of fun to be with- its fun to read about your little incidents!!
www.carinbridge.org/nc/bonnieclaire
Alexis ( Bonnie's Big Sis) <ribitgirl@cox.net>
New Bern, NC USA - Tuesday, October 25, 2005 3:44 PM CDT

OH, Courtney...I always look forward to your entries....I was laughing so hard...Nolan must keep you guys on your toes all the time!
I am so relieved the lung thing is not cancer related...no way does anyone need to get on THAT roller coaster again!
We'll keep praying!

www.caringbridge.org/nc/bonnieclaire
Mary 'beth Shelton <SheltonFamily@cox.net>
New Bern, NC - Tuesday, October 25, 2005 8:21 AM CDT

Hi guys! What terrific pictures! Courtney, as always, you look fabulous, and Julia is absolutely beautiful. But it brings tears to my eyes to see the enormous smile on Nolan's face. Such a genuine smile that gets me right in the heart! OF course, these days, I cry at the drop of a hat, what with all the pregnancy hormones. It was great talking to you guys last night. Courtney, thanks again for listening, and for the good advice. You never cease to amaze me with your strength, wisdom, and ability to see things logically from all perspectives. You are the best! Give Julia and Nolan hugs from us, and know that we love and miss you guys!
Barrie Taft <Barrie218@aol.com>
Palm Harbor, FL USA - Wednesday, October 19, 2005 12:24 AM CDT

Courtney, the pictures are so cute. You look great! and so does Nolan and Julia. Julia is getting so big! Hope to talk to you soon!!
Dana and Chris.
Dana <dschreiber@sertanational.com>
Milton, Fl - Sunday, October 16, 2005 8:00 PM CDT

It's fabulous to see everyone smiling and looking great in your photos. It's wonderful that Nolan is such a pistol-- that's what you were praying for all along! Thank you for sharing your site with us and with other families who need it. I've got you in my prayers-- offering thanks that things are going so well... and asking that every day just keeps getting better. And is there a patron saint that protects against kitchen fires?
Barb Bruhn <barbarabruhn@howardhanna.com>
Chagrin Falls, OH - Friday, October 14, 2005 1:37 PM CDT

Great new pictures Courtney. I know exactly what you mean about feeling normal. With every little cough I get nervous.......Nolan certainly is a little pistol.LOL. You have to laugh, although I am finding with Ireland 3's are worse. Olivia wasn't like Ireland at all. She was a girly girl and Ireland gets into EVERYTHING. I am so glad you all are doing so well. You are always in my thoughts and prayers. I've been so crazy busy I haven't gotten around like I would like to and check in on you.
www.caringbridge.org/oh/oliviagood
sheryl <johnston_sheryl@mail.dublin.k12.oh.us>
- Friday, October 14, 2005 11:37 AM CDT

Hey Taft Family,
I just wanted to say hi and let you know that I still check in often and wear the green bracelet everyday. Its so nice to hear that Nolan has the energy to be a little terror. I hope things only continue to get better!
Luv Always,
Elise
Elise Weinberger
Shaker Heights, OH - Wednesday, October 12, 2005 10:36 AM CDT

Oh - I LOVE it! That butter story has to be the best I have ever heard!
And, you are so right about being happy about learning the new parenting roles. We are happy to have our babies here to correct. It seems we cancer families learn to love and laugh a lot more, don't we??
Take care....and keep laughing....

www.caringbridge.org/nc/bonnieclaire
Mary 'beth Shelton <SheltonFamily@cox.net>
New Bern, NC - Wednesday, October 12, 2005 9:15 AM CDT

Tank, you are such a hoot! What a creative way to keep your parents on their toes. Yaya, that was quite the wake-up! Its good to hear that things are going as well as can be--the new normal can be quite good, too. We'll be praying that future scans show no changes and that there continues to be NED. Love the adorable new pictures :> StaySTrong, LiveStrong, PlayHard, LiveLifeFull!!!

Hugs, Grace and Katey
*Katey's Site* <olsens5@wi.rr.com>
Waukesha, WI - Tuesday, October 11, 2005 11:09 PM CDT

Courtney and family, I will keep you in my prayers. You too, have a lot on your plate. All these little people with so many problems, but lots and lots of people saying prayers. We will continue to have positive thoughts for Nolan, Zach and my little Mason. Hugs to you all. Di Fill
Di Fill <mopardi@aol.com>
Mantua, OH USA - Friday, October 7, 2005 7:49 AM CDT

Hi, We are thinking of you!
Love, Sherri & Kara

www.caringbridge.org/oh/kara

sherri <ketch16@yahoo.com>
ohio - Friday, September 30, 2005 9:35 AM CDT

Hi Tafts! Checking in to see how you are doing. I've heard that explanation before about a brain scan Jason once had that showed some stuff. The doc said that with all the new technologies they are seeing things they were never able to see before, and that he was likely born with whatever it was that they were seeing. That was eight years ago, and turns out the doc was right - there have been no problems. Hope it'll be the same with Nolan.
Miss you.
Love, Nanette
Nanette Auerhahn <Nanetteca@aol.com>
Shaker Hts., OH US - Wednesday, September 28, 2005 7:34 PM CDT

Just checking in on you all. Will certainly keep you father in our prayers along with Nolan. Miss you guys.
Jill <jill65s@aol.com>
South Euclid, oh USW - Sunday, September 25, 2005 8:18 PM CDT

Hi all!

Fantastic news on the great check-up, labs, and ultrasound! Hopefully you have gotten a confirmation now that the xrays are just fine. Celebrating Life and "Running through the Rain," we are praying you all StayStrong, LiveStrong, PlayHard, and LiveLifeFull!!!

Hugs, Grace and Katey
*Katey's Site* <olsens5@wi.rr.com>
Waukesha, WI - Friday, September 16, 2005 0:01 AM CDT

Hi Courtney,
i love your new pictures. You do look like daddy. You are looking great Tank.... I pray everything will be ok Courtney. Livi had spot that showed up on her x-rays too. So far they say scar tissue. thinking of you guys. Nice pool by the way.
www.caringbridge.org/oh/oliviagood
sheryl <johnston_sheryl@mail.dublin.k12.oh.us>
- Tuesday, September 13, 2005 12:39 AM CDT

Just me again...reminding you that we are praying for a clear X-Ray!
Hope you are so busy enjoying life...with laughter and smiles and steps towards your new normal.

www.caringbridge.org/nc/bonnieclaire
Mary 'beth Shelton <SheltonFamily@cox.net>
- Tuesday, September 13, 2005 8:35 AM CDT

OK - we are turning up the prayers for a clear CXR!
And...although there are people who think we should stay off the internet - let me say - if it were not for the internet - I would be at the library looking through a bunch of books! These are our BABIES and we want to know everything we can.
Hang in there - take a second at a time...

www.caringbridge.org/nc/bonnieclaire
Mary 'beth Shelton <SheltonFamily@cox.net>
- Sunday, September 11, 2005 2:06 PM CDT

So glad the visit went well. As you have said, if there was something to worry about, they would tell you. Another visit with good results. Just keep cooking Cout, do you think some of those lasagna's out of the freezer would help Nolan put on some weight?!!! Take Care, Enjoy each day, and know many of us are out here thinking about you all.
Love, Jill
Jill <jill65s@aol.com>
Cleveland, Oh - Saturday, September 10, 2005 7:47 AM CDT

Positive thoughts and prayers are with you today!
I just know everything will be fine!
I'll check in later to see how it went.
Paul Nemitz <pnemitz@MBNA.pbnloan.com>
Beachwood, OH USA - Friday, September 9, 2005 9:57 AM CDT

Many prayers coming your way today. You are never far from my thoughts. Miss you, Courtney.
Kerry Wyse <kswyse@sbccglobal.net>
Cleveland Heights, OH USA - Friday, September 9, 2005 9:43 AM CDT

Hi Jason, Courtney, Julia and Nolan,

We are thinking positive thoughts for the scans. Just saw it was your anniversary. Happy Anniversary! I will call soon!
Love,

Shari (Jeff, Sammi and Ashley too)
Shari <sharibailey@alltel.net>
- Thursday, September 8, 2005 6:01 PM CDT

Dear Courney and Jason:
Wanted you to know that we are thinking about you and praying for clear scans tomorrow. Try to stay busy, or else just have a drink! Court, your analogy is wonderful, you are amazing that you found some way for us to understand what you are going through. Sending love and hugs to Julia and Nolan. Jason, I hope the headaches ease up! And Court, keep up the good work--I'm proud of you.
Love, Jill
Jill <Jill65S@aol.com>
Cleveland, OH USA - Thursday, September 8, 2005 5:51 PM CDT

Hm....that is a very busy bee....so many lives he keeps haunting with his evil sting....GREAT ANALOGY!

We will pray and pray and pray again for clear scans. And - during your sleepless nights - remember - those of us that are ALSO awake are lifting Nolan and all of you up in prayer. Remember - God kept waking Samuel up to speak to him. I try to remember that when the fears settle in when the house is quiet....maybe God is trying to speak to us.
Take deep breaths - pray - go and watch your little boy sleeping. And...know that he is being bathed in prayer!

www.caringbridge.org/nc/bonnieclaire
Dave and Mary 'beth Shelton <SheltonFamily@cox.net>
New Bern, NC - Thursday, September 8, 2005 8:55 AM CDT

Hi,
We will be thinking and praying for you and for Nolan to have clear scans. God Bless.

David, dad to Brandon
http://www.caringbridge.org/ca/brandonpride
David <dpride@ebay.com>
Gilroy, CA USA - Wednesday, September 7, 2005 11:12 AM CDT

Praying for your peace of mind and ONLY clear scans for Nolan on Friday! Laurel's 6 mos post tx scans r Tuesday, so needless to say, I know EXACTLY how you feel! Laurel has had some 'coughing' problems - hopefully it's only her asthma acting up.
Kathy & Laurel <kathy_urban@hotmail.com>
Myrtle Beach, SC - Wednesday, September 7, 2005 7:52 AM CDT

Hi Nolan & Family,
We are praying for clear scans on Friday and for peace until then! Unfortunately I can't say that it ever gets easier. We have 2 year post treatment scans on October 10th and I am already worried about them! The distance does help life return to normal in other ways though. Just remember you will always hold your children a little closer, and that is never a bad thing! Take care and know that we are thinking of you this week.
Much Love, Manon & Jackson

http://www.caringbridge.org/oh/jackson
Manon <newellmd2@yahoo.com>
OH - Tuesday, September 6, 2005 6:53 PM CDT

Michele&Brandon Pittman...www.caringbridge.com/oh/brandonp <mish112669@aol.com>
Hamilton, OH USA - Friday, September 2, 2005 1:29 PM CDT

Hi Nolan, glad your having a good holiday, sorry about your trip to the ER and your grandads Dx.

Lots of love

Viks

www.postpals.co.uk
viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Wednesday, August 31, 2005 8:25 PM CDT

I came across your site from Wyatt's. I just wanted to let you know Nolan is in my prayers.
Tina & Lance <lancejrmommy@comcast.net>
- Wednesday, August 31, 2005 8:24 PM CDT

Thanks to Aunt Beverly for letting us know about the anniversary. Hope you guys had a fantastic one and enjoyed your time away. Hope 2nd grade starts off with a bang Julia. Miss you guys, hope to see you soon. LOve, Jill
Jill, Jonah and Kendall <jill65s@aol.co>
Cleveland, Oh USA - Thursday, August 25, 2005 8:28 PM CDT

Still think of you all often and keep you in our prayers. Miss you, Courtney. Hope you all are enjoying summer.
Kerry Wyse <kswyse@sbcglobal.net>
Cleveland Heights, OH USA - Wednesday, August 24, 2005 8:46 PM CDT

SUPER JOB, and when they are reassuring us parents, well that is wonderful:)
Hope you have a good weekend!~

The Rech Family
WYATT'S ADVENTURES

<kmrech@hotmail.com>
New Prague, Mn USA - Wednesday, August 24, 2005 5:05 PM CDT

Happy 8th Anniversary Courtney and Jason!!! I meant to write in yesterday on the actual anniversary date (August 17th), but ran out of time -- that keeps happening to me!!! I hope you had a good celebration -- knowing that Nolan is doing so well is a good present in itself, but I hope the two of you were somehow able to celebrate on your own! You are one GREAT couple, and deserve only the best! Love, Aunt Beverly
Beverly HImelstein <mjhbjh@msn.com>
Bloomfield, CT USA - Thursday, August 18, 2005 8:18 PM CDT

JUST checking in. Great job Nolan.
www.caringbridge.org/oh/oliviagood
sheryl <johnston_sheryl@mail.dublin.k12.oh.us>
- Thursday, August 18, 2005 9:31 AM CDT

Sending a Tinkerbell kiss your way,

Love Viks

viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Tuesday, August 16, 2005 11:31 PM CDT

So glad to hear that Friday's visit went well.
I still like to check in and see what is going on, love to check the pictues also.
Take Care to you all and ENJOY!
I am so sorry to hear about Jason's dad being ill, will keep him in my thoughts and prayers.
Miss you guys.

Jill
Cleveland, OH - Sunday, August 14, 2005 8:23 PM CDT

Still checking in daily, wearing the green bracelet all the time, thinking of you and keeping you in my prayers. Things are hectic as usual. Will be in touch soon. Rest, play, and enjoy one another.
Love, Nanette
Nanette Auerhahn <Nanetteca@aol.com>
Shaker Hts., OH 44120 - Friday, August 12, 2005 9:06 PM CDT

Hello Nolan and family...just wanted to come by to see how you are doing. I am so glad you are feeling great and enjoy playing, way to go. Potty issue seems to be going in the right direction too :-) Stay sweet!

***Mickenzie***
username: omamutti
password: moedling

Keeping you in our prayers and sending lots of hugs

Linda grandma and Michaela mom to Mickenzie <gaaden43@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, August 10, 2005 5:27 PM CDT

Enjoying the summer! Just the kind of news we like to read:)
Hopefully the bloodwork will be quick and painless, and you will be right back to enjoying the rest of the summer.
Kris and Wyatt Rech
WYATT'S ADVENTURES

<kmrech@hotmail.com>
New Prague, MN USA - Wednesday, August 10, 2005 10:12 AM CDT

We love hearing all the good news!! Hint on the blood work coming up: Ask where they will draw the blood, then put the emla on it an hour ahead of time!! Works great for us!
Keep the good news coming!

www.caringbridge.org/nc/bonnieclaire
Dave and Mary 'beth Shelton <SheltonFamily@cox.net>
New Bern, NC - Monday, August 8, 2005 10:55 AM CDT

Hi guys,
I am so thrilled to hear how well Nolan is doing. Isn't it great to see all the energy. I am sorry I haven't been doing as well signing, but do stop in and check on you guys.

Will continue to keep you all in my prayers. Glad your enjoying summer. It is justly deserved.j
www.caringbridge.org/oh/oliviagood
sheryl <johnston_sheryl@mail.dublin.k12.oh.us>
- Monday, August 8, 2005 8:23 AM CDT

Hi Nolan and family,

We are thinking of you!
Take care, Sherri & Kara

www.caringbridge.org/oh/kara

sherri <ketch16@yahoo.com>
ohio - Sunday, August 7, 2005 8:54 PM CDT

Hello Taft Family:
We miss you guys. Hope you are enjoying just the basic elements of summer, the heat and sunshine since you weren't always able to just enjoy. Hope the Clinic visit is uneventful this week, maybe Nolan will be so happy to visit his friends that he won't realize as they stick the needle in to get blood. Take Care you all, we love and miss you.

Jill, Jonah and Kendall <Jill65S@aol.com>
C leveland , Oh - Sunday, August 7, 2005 4:56 PM CDT

Great news to hear that Nolan had his mediport removed. As you said that is a nice milestone. Hated to hear he had such a hard time coming out of anestesia, Mason always had a hard time as well. Just wanted to stop in and say hello and let you know you guys are in our thoughts & prayers always. Many hugs!!
Christie, mom to Sonia & Angel Mason <christie95992001@yahoo.com>
KY - Friday, August 5, 2005 1:06 PM CDT

Hi Nolan & Family,
Glad to hear that everything ended well with Nolan's port removal. Jackson never had such a violent reaction to sedation but he did think that he was a cat all day after his port removal. At first we thought that he was playing but after several hours of licking and meowing we came to the conclusion that he was hallucinating?! We hope that the rest of your summer is enjoyable and uneventful!
Best Wishes, Manon & Jackson
http://www.caringbridge.org/oh/jackson
Manon <newellmd2@yahoo.com>
OH - Tuesday, August 2, 2005 1:15 PM CDT

One little ole vacation and we miss all the good news! Congratulations of the port removal...whew...what a story!
Enjoy the new life, and be patient with the side effects (I know you will be). That Vincristine is AWFUL stuff - but, seems to work!
We will keep praying for all of you!

www.caringbridge.org/nc/bonnieclaire
Dave and Mary 'beth Shelton <SheltonFamily@cox.net>
New Bern, NC - Friday, July 29, 2005 7:25 PM CDT

I love you guys... hang in there!
Lauri Laribee <laribeel@bellefairejcb.org>
Medina, oh - Thursday, July 28, 2005 6:16 PM CDT

Wow, that sounds like quite a day getting that port out. Glad to here it all ended up OK. Sounds like a fun party! Glad to see things are going well! Darby Brion
www.caringbridge.org/ne/brooke
DarbyBrion <nbrion@cox.net>
Omaha, NE - Wednesday, July 27, 2005 5:07 PM CDT

Hope the end of Chemo Party was wonderful, my parents said they had a lot of fun :-). Sorry I couldn't have been home for the weekend but hopefully I will see you in August!
Luv Always,
Elise
Elise Weinberger
Shaker Heights , OH - Wednesday, July 27, 2005 12:45 AM CDT

Just stopping by to say hello. I know today is a stressful one with Nolan's procedure, so I hope all goes well. Thinking about you all, Miss Ya Court!

Jill <Jill65s@aol.com>
South Euclid, Oh USA - Tuesday, July 26, 2005 12:13 AM CDT

Courtney,
Remember me? Rebecca Dobrowolski...a friend of Dana's...we worked at J.B.'s in college. My son was diagnosed at three months with what we prayed to be wilm's tumor...however he was diagnosed with a rare cancer called atypical rhabdoid tumor. I will pray for your family everyday, I have seen miracles and your son is definately a little fighter...may he stay cancer free...and may you continue to celebrate the gift of life!
Rebecca Hanood <becka1h@neo.rr.com>
Malvern, ohio usa - Monday, July 25, 2005 7:40 PM CDT

The 'End of Chemo' party was fantastic and it was so awesome to meet all the caring people who have supported Courtney, Jason, Julia and our 'Tank'. Thanks to all who came from PA, FL and all over, it was quite a time!! God Bless everyone and continued good health and happiness to all.
Donna <dhogarth@progressive.com>
South Russell, Oh USA - Monday, July 25, 2005 9:34 AM CDT

Jeff and I had a great time at the party on Saturday. It was great to finally meet Nolan in person. His smile is contagious and he seems so happy and full of energy. It was great to meet everyone, thank you for including us in your special day!!
Paul Nemitz <pnemitz@charteronebank.com>
Cleveland, OH USA - Monday, July 25, 2005 8:07 AM CDT

Have a great time at your party -- it certainly is a wonderful reason to celebrate! You all deserve to just have FUN for once!!! And especially brave little Nolan --congratulations on an excellent report and -- NO MORE CHEMO!!! Wish I could be there to celebrate with you! Enjoy yourselves -- have lots of fun -- I'll be thinking of you! All my love, Aunt Beverly
Beverly Himelstein <mjhbjh@msn.com>
Bloomfield, CT USA - Saturday, July 23, 2005 11:46 AM CDT

What a fish! What a girl! Way to go, Julia!
(P.S. What is holding the fish up?)
Nanette
Nanette <Nanetteca@aol.com>
Shaker, OH US - Wednesday, July 20, 2005 9:04 PM CDT

I am so sorry I haven't written for a while, but I did know about the GREAT NEWS!!! Grandma Sandi keeps me up-to-date (especially when the news is so good!!!). How I miss you all! And how relieved I am that Nolan is doing so well. You are all always in my thoughts and prayers and I wear my green bracelet with much pride! Here's to Life -- here's to Nolan -- here's to all of you! You have my love forever! Aunt Beverly
Beverly Himelstein <mjhbjh@msn.com>
Bloomfield, CT USA - Tuesday, July 19, 2005 4:27 PM CDT

Hi, Just wanted you to know that we are thinking of you!
Take care, Sherri, Kara and Family

www.caringbridge.org/oh/kara

sherri <ketch16@yahoo.com>
ohio - Monday, July 18, 2005 5:57 PM CDT

Just wanted to say hi and let you know we are thinking about you. Have a good week.
Jaime caringbridge.org/nj/jaimelynn <Jaime13042@aol.com>
nj usa - Sunday, July 17, 2005 6:53 PM CDT

Congratulations Nolan & Family,
So so happy to hear the great news that Nolan is off treatment. We will be praying for many more clear scans to come! Enjoy the rest of your summer and we'll see if Nolan comes alive as Jackson did. If he gets any livelier it sounds like you guys are going to REALLY have your hands full!
Best of Luck, Manon and Jackson
http://www.caringbridge.org/oh/jackson
Manon <newellmd2@yahoo.com>
Middletown, OH - Friday, July 15, 2005 4:37 PM CDT

YIIIPPPEEEE CLEAR SCANS, Awesome news for sure! Love to come here and read all about Tank and Yaya's adventures, hehe :> Cracks me up! YOu all keep on keepin on, we are praying for NOlan and your family always to StayStrong, LiveStrong, PlayHard!

Hugs, Grace and Katey
*Katey's Site* <olsens5@wi.rr.com>
Waukesha, WI - Thursday, July 14, 2005 7:48 PM CDT

That is one handsome boy, must look like his Dad. Thanks for the invite, please post pictures.
I would like to see Nolan with some hair.
Love GrandPa..from Fla
roger taft <tapex1@aol.com>
- Wednesday, July 13, 2005 1:09 PM CDT

Courtney, Fantastic news. Hip hip hooray.... what a relief. It is weird seeing them with hair. Livi didn't have hair for over a year. Now it is coming in dark and everyday we check to see how much it is grown. It does seem like alot to still worry about doesn't it? Although we knew all that info about that in the beginning b/c I tend to be mrs questionaire and driving everyone crazy. I remember sitting in ICU reading this big cancer book and thinking how in the world are we going to get through this but somehow we do. WTG Nolan.!!!!! :)
www.caringbridge.org/oh/oliviagood
sheryl <johnston_sheryl@mail.dublin.k12.oh.us>
- Tuesday, July 12, 2005 9:57 AM CDT

WOO HOO!!!! Congrats on CLEAR SCANS! We got the news on Friday (was actually in Jills office when you called) and have had positive and thankful thoughts for all of you since we heard! Definitely much to celebrate....
Jeff and Paul <loxj@bellefairejcb.org>
- Monday, July 11, 2005 12:18 AM CDT

Soooo happy to read about clear scans! What a blessing.
Tammy
www3.caringbridge.org/mo/trent
Tammy <t.eckerle@sbcglobal.net>
MO - Monday, July 11, 2005 10:36 AM CDT

I am so happy that I can't even think of words to express it. Poppy said it all, fantastic support, fantastic family!
Yay, hooray and all that good stuff, and we made it thru the hurricane down here! It is time to party!!
Love you all, can't wait to see you.
Love, Grandma Sandi
Sandi Taft <sandit312@aol.com>
Palm Harbor, FL USA - Monday, July 11, 2005 10:13 AM CDT

Courtney and family,
I remember you from my Bellefaire days and had to let you know prayers and thoughts are with you along with big cheers for the most recent news.
Lisa Lenhart and family <ljltml@connecttime.net>
Gibsonia, PA - Sunday, July 10, 2005 9:18 PM CDT

Hi Nolan and Family!
YIPPPPPPPEEEEEEEE!!! We are so happy to hear those two beautiful words, CLEAR SCANS!! Oh and lets not forget my three other favortite words NO MORE CHEMO!!!Congrats on your wonderful news.
-The Moore Family
www.caringbridge.com/mt/ellieanna
Chloe Moore <chloe@fundacancerfamily.com>
Bigfork, MT - Saturday, July 9, 2005 8:30 PM CDT

Wow my parents had a Caringbridge website for me because I had a Traumatic Brain Injury. I saw your site on Scotts website and was like oh my goodness. I hope your son is improving each and every single day! I know all of our family and friends really appreaciated it so this is a good thing and Im glad your doing it for your friends and family!
Katie Gardner <kamibo@yahoo.com>
Athens , Ga USA - Saturday, July 9, 2005 4:21 PM CDT

Wonderful, fantastic, great.
Repeat that word anywhere, anytime.
Jordan Rothkopf <Jordan1304@aol.com>
- Saturday, July 9, 2005 3:37 PM CDT

Fantastic support from so many people, excellent medical care, great courage from Julia, Courtney & Jason, and Tank's strength have lead to a fabulous result. Congratulations!!!

When's the party again?
Poppy <cgh5@aol.com>
Chagrin Falls, OH United States - Saturday, July 9, 2005 9:01 AM CDT

Congrats!!! We are so happy to hear Nolan is doing so well. You guys are always in our thoughts and prayers. Have a wonderful, wonderful weekend!
Brad, Jen Andrew and Connor

Jennifer Himelstein <Jeniser@aol.com>
- Friday, July 8, 2005 8:27 PM CDT

Hooray!!!!!!!!!!!The Tank has defeated the Army of Cancer!!!Let's just call him The Nuclear Option! It's time to party!! What should I bring?
Love always
Nanette
Nanette Auerhahn <Nanetteca@aol.com>
Shaker Hts., OH US - Friday, July 8, 2005 5:56 PM CDT

My Mom just told me the fantastic news. CANCER FREE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAY!!! Have an amazing celebration weekend!! Congrats :-)
Luv Always,
Elise
Elise Weinberger
Shaker Heights, OH - Friday, July 8, 2005 4:55 PM CDT

I still have goose bumps as I think of your phone call with the fantastic results!!!! This is just the best news ever!!!
Nolan---you rock! Court, Jason and Julia---you area the best!
Love, Jill
Jill <Jill65s@aol.com>
cleveland, oh usa - Friday, July 8, 2005 3:59 PM CDT

Hooray! Just got the news about Nolan's scans (from Jill)! God Bless all of you! Have a FANTASTIC weekend!
Kerry Wyse <KWyse617@aol.com>
Cleveland Heights, OH USA - Friday, July 8, 2005 3:07 PM CDT

Dear Taft Family, We have you all in our prayers and thougths :) Wishing you peace of mind and my floor is always open...
The Ruppe Family aka Karen McHenry <mcrup@aol.com>
University Hts. , OH USA - Friday, July 8, 2005 1:57 PM CDT

We are thinking of you guys - our prayers go out to Nolan the Tank - Chris and Anne Brown
Anne Brown <annemurphybrown@hotmail.com>
Cleveland, OH USA - Friday, July 8, 2005 8:29 AM CDT

Just thinking of you guys and wishing you lots of luck tomorrow as we all pray for cancer free scans!
Luv Always,
Elise
Elise Weinberger
- Thursday, July 7, 2005 9:53 PM CDT

Things have been crazy both at work and at home, but I know we'll connect this weekend to celebrate together the news of cancer free scans. In the meantime, you are constantly in my thoughts and prayers.
Love, Nanette
Nanette Auerhahn <Nanetteca@aol.com>
Shaker Hts., OH 44120 - Thursday, July 7, 2005 6:24 PM CDT

Positive (Cancer-Free Scan) Prayers are being sent your way from Jonah, Kendall and Jill
Hang in there guys!! Just think how great you will feel at the end of the day tomorrow, Nolan--you continue to amaze us all with your strenth and endurance. Keep it up kiddo!
Jill, Jonah and Kendall <sadowskj@bellefairejcb.org>
Cleveland, OH USA - Thursday, July 7, 2005 3:28 PM CDT

Sending all the Tafts positive energy and hopeful thoughts for Nolan's scans tomorrow. Hang in there--you've come so far! All the best--Kirsten (from BJCB Intake)
Kirsten Fawcett-Dubow <dubowk@bellefairejcb.org>
Cleveland Hts, OH USA - Thursday, July 7, 2005 1:32 PM CDT

Just a reminder that you continue to be in our thoughts and prayers. Love and hugs to all of you,
The Wyse Family <KWyse617@aol.com>
Cleveland Heights, OH USA - Thursday, July 7, 2005 11:19 AM CDT

Sending lots of positive thoughts and prayers your way. I just know that everything will be fine tomorrow....you'll all be in my thoughts and awaiting good news!

Paul Nemitz <pnemitz@charteronebank.com>
Cleveland, OH USA - Thursday, July 7, 2005 11:09 AM CDT

From your extended Bellefaire Family:
Our Prayers are with you for a cancer free little body on Friday. We are all here if you need us Court (and Jason) just page any one of us, since we are all so easy to reach 24/7! Hang in there and stay busy!!!!
Bellefaire Staff <@bellefairejcb.org >
Shaker Hts, Oh USA - Wednesday, July 6, 2005 8:27 PM CDT

Courtney and Family
Our thoughts and best wishes continue to be with you. Courtney...your Bellefaire crew thinks about you often and we keep you and your family in our prayers.
Phillip and Jennifer Spencer <philjen654@adelphia.net>
Woodmere Village, OH USA - Wednesday, July 6, 2005 6:57 PM CDT

Hey...that REALLY counld have been me writing that...check back on some of my old journal entries...the ones prior to scans. I am so sorry you all had to enter this frightening world. But - you are handling it wonderfully! Once you accept that the new normal means there is no more normal...well...what can I say...I know that and I am still nuts!!!
Hugs to you all, and we will say extra prayers for CLEAR SCANS ON FRIDAY!!

www.caringbridge.org/nc/bonnieclaire
Dave and Mary 'beth Shelton <SheltonFamily@cox.net>
New Bern, NC - Wednesday, July 6, 2005 4:56 PM CDT

Happy 4th of July Taft Family! Thank you so much for having us share your Lake Lucerne festivities this week-end. We all had a great time. The kids loved getting together and can't wait to see Julia and Nolan again really soon. Kendall feels famous with her picture on the site. Court and Jason, you have done a fantastic job with getting through this difficult time. Enjoy each day, love jill
jill <jill65s@aol.com>
cleveland, oh - Monday, July 4, 2005 9:16 AM CDT

Happy Fourth of July to you all! Here's hoping that our nation's birthday signals the rebirth of our democracy (and demise of the current autocratic theocracy ruling our country) as well as the rebirth and renewal of your wonderful family. Rest, nurture yourselves and one another, and celebrate the chance to start anew! We're here when you want to reconnect.
Love, Nanette
Nanette Auerhahn <Nanetteca@aol.com>
Shaker Hts., OH 44120 - Sunday, July 3, 2005 10:03 AM CDT

You go Tank! (in the potty!) I am sooo glad potty training is behind us. Although Laurel was only 2 mos potty trained when she was dx, so we took a step backwards. Just keep the carpet cleaner handy!
Kathy & Laurel (Wilms-kids LISTSERV)(Wyatt's Friends)(SheKnows) <kathy_urban@hotmail.com>
Myrtle Beach, SC - Saturday, July 2, 2005 9:17 AM CDT

Hey Taft family:
Just thinking about you and dropping in to say hello. Enjoy your day today, as it is a Friday and you don't have to take a trip to CCF----enjoy it!!HAVE A HAPPY 4TH!

Jill <Jill65s@aol.com>
South Euclid, Oh USA - Friday, July 1, 2005 11:30 AM CDT

Court, I'll still be checking in every day, thinking of you and the family, keeping Nolan in my thoughts and prayers. We are still all with you.
Nanette
Nanette Auerhahn <Nanetteca@aol.com>
Shaker Hts., OH US - Thursday, June 30, 2005 9:04 PM CDT

Way to go, gang. It's a real family affair. I was so happy to hear the news. I hope it's only good from now on.
Maxine <Maxinert@optonline.net>
Long Beach, NY USA - Thursday, June 30, 2005 7:57 PM CDT

just stopping by...

hope you get over
the flu really soon...

sending you lots of love

Craig, Lauren, and Helen

CRAIGGY
helen <trula1@comcast.net>
- Thursday, June 30, 2005 10:16 AM CDT

LOL Courtney, I am thinking your days are like mine. Ireland tooker her clothes diaper everything out in the yard last night. Whew boy what a treat. They are funny aren't they. Sorry to hear you had the flu. YUCK.
www.caringbridge.org/oh/oliviagood
sheryl <johnston_sheryl@mail.dublin.k12.oh.us>
- Wednesday, June 29, 2005 9:10 AM CDT

We are so glad that Nolan had his last Chemo! I think summer helps everyone's spirits. Ashley's planning on giving Julia a call for a "play date."
We are so glad that all is going well. Here's to good results on July 8th!
Love,
Shari, Jeff, Sammi and AShley Bailey
Shari BAiley <sharibailey@alltel.net>
- Tuesday, June 28, 2005 9:50 PM CDT

Boy oh boy - that was hilarious! That entire journal entry is a keeper! I laughed out loud (and I really needed that today :)
Life is good, isn't it??

www.caringbridge.org/nc/bonnieclaire
Mary 'beth Shelton <SheltonFamily@cox.net>
New Bern, NC - Tuesday, June 28, 2005 2:43 PM CDT

Hi guys!! So glad to read that Nolan is doing so well....and that Julia is having fun at camp.:) Hope you are all finally enjoying summer. Your winter was way too long this year!! Hope to talk to you soon....
Dana and Chris
Dana and Chris <dschreiber@sertanational.com>
Milton, Fl USA - Tuesday, June 28, 2005 9:40 AM CDT

Just wanted to let you know that we are thinking of you, as always, and sending lots of love your way. Hope the potty training starts to go a bit better. Glad Julia is having such a great summer. You all deserve happy times, and summer is certainly the time to be a kid! Can I go to camp with her??? Prayers and good thoughts go out to you constantly, and we hope you know how much we love and miss you all!
Barrie Taft
Palm Harbor, FL USA - Tuesday, June 28, 2005 9:28 AM CDT

Hi everyone, I am so happy to hear that Nolan is doing well. So, now that the big boy is feeling better, he has decided to pull some pranks on Mom and Dad, huh? Well, glad glad he went on the potty, but where did he get the idea to go on the carpet?? :-) Anyone else around there doing that? Huh?? I am so happy that Julia is having a good summer and loves camp. It has been a very long hard winter for her too. Can't wait to see all of you, I will bring carpet cleaner :-) Love and kisses, Grandma Sandi
Sandi Taft <sandit312@aol.com>
Palm Harbor, FL USA - Monday, June 27, 2005 8:37 PM CDT

HEY there guys,
Glad to hear that Nolan is doing well. I'll be anxious to hear about the scans on 7/8. Although I will be out of town and won't be able to check until I get back. I'll have you in my prayers and my thoughts. Live strong sweetie.
www.caringbridge.org/oh/oliviagood
Sheryl <johnston_sheryl@mail.dublin.k12.oh.us>
- Monday, June 27, 2005 12:27 AM CDT

Yahhh Nolan and family,
I am so happy to hear that Nolan is doing so well. You are right about it being scary. Normal life to a cancer family are appointments every week of two if not more. When things are going well you are reasured that things are going well. This is the tough month, however it does get easier.
-Chloe Moore
www.caringbridge.com/mt/ellieanna
Chloe Moore <chloe@fundacancerfamily.com>
Bigfork, MT - Sunday, June 26, 2005 3:51 PM CDT

Oh, how exciting - an you are right SCARY!! Be prepared for withdrawal from the constand check ups. There is some sort of security having our babies checked out so often. Just TRY to enjoy TRYING to get back to a new normal. That little fella is amazing! And, I love the pictures...what a great kid! We are praying daily, and we will continue to check in daily. Looking forward to GREAT news from here on out!!

www.caringbridge.org/nc/bonnieclaire
Dave and Mary 'beth Shelton <SheltonFamily@cox.net>
New Bern, NC - Saturday, June 25, 2005 3:07 PM CDT

LOVE the new pictures. You look Great Nolan. Thinking about you kiddo.
www.caringbridge.org/oh/oliviagood
Hang in there courtney and Jason
sheryl <johnston_sheryl@mail.dublin.k12.oh.us>
- Thursday, June 23, 2005 1:36 PM CDT

How exciting!!! We are drawing near to the last treatment and can't wait. We are so happy for Nolan and all of you. We will continue to pray for an easy return back into your routine, without chemo. Congrats to all!!
Alicia and Ellie <forellie@comcast.net>
Vancouver, Wa USA - Thursday, June 23, 2005 12:18 AM CDT

YEAY NOLAN!!!

How awesome to hear you are officially done with chemo :> Be sure and give your mom, dad, and sis a great big hug for all they've done for you, little man! StayStrong, LiveStrong, keep havin lotsasummer fun!

Hugs, Grace and Katey
*Katey's Site* <olsens5@wi.rr.com>
Waukesha, WI - Wednesday, June 22, 2005 6:29 PM CDT

Wooo Hoooo!!!! WTG on your last treatment!!!!! What a wonderful & scary feeling to be past that part! Courtney, the next few months will be just as hard on you - know that you have a lot of support here! Post-treatment blues hit pretty hard.
Kathy & Laurel (RA)(FOA)(Wilms-kids)(Wyatt's Friends) <kathy_urban@msn.com>
Myrtle Beach, SC - Tuesday, June 21, 2005 5:36 PM CDT

HOORAY! So proud of all of you! You are truly an exceptional family.
Kerry Wyse <KWyse617@aol.com>
Cleveland Heights, OH USA - Tuesday, June 21, 2005 11:55 AM CDT

Yeah NOLAN. Glad your last round went so well. Courtney, it is a struggle to juggle everything isn't it. I know exactly what you mean on riot gear too. We are still have issues even after being done with chemo. I will be anxious to hear if it improves for you guys. so far it seems only to have gotten worse. Keep strong. Thinking and praying for you all.
www.caringbridge.org/oh/oliviagood
sheryl <johnston_sheryl@mail.dublin.k12.oh.us>
- Tuesday, June 21, 2005 9:04 AM CDT

Hi everyone. It is 3 days past the last treatment, such a great thing to be able to count. I remember when it was such a huge number of treatments to get through. Court, your entry was as always, written beautifully.
Stay strong, livestong, enjoy.
Love, Jill
Jill Sadowsky <Jill65s@aol.com>
Cleveland, Oh USW - Monday, June 20, 2005 11:03 AM CDT

Hi, We are thinking of you!
Take care, Sherri & Kara

www.caringbridge.org/oh/kara

sherri ketchesin <ketch16@yahoo.com>
ohio - Sunday, June 19, 2005 10:59 PM CDT

YAHOO!! Last treatment! Way to go! And...that snorting thing is hilarious. Don't worry about getting behind the 8 ball on the whole kid thing...enjoy the laughter. We are very happy for you guys and we will continue to pray for Nolan and each of you.

www.caringbridge.org/nc/bonnieclaire
Dave and Mary 'beth Shelton <SheltonFamily@cox.net>
New Bern, NC - Sunday, June 19, 2005 6:31 PM CDT

Hello Taft Family: What a day, Nolan's last chemo, congrats! Positive prayers and thoughts will continue, as always, we love you guys.
Jill, Jonah and Kendall
Jill <jill65s@aol.com>
South Euclid, Oh USW - Friday, June 17, 2005 5:08 PM CDT

Just wanted to let you know that I am thinking of you and hoping that Nolan's last day of chemo goes splendidly!!
Luv Always,
Elise
Elise Weinberger
Shaker Heights, OH - Friday, June 17, 2005 3:01 PM CDT

Tons of prayers coming your way today. . .Hope all goes well at the Clinic. Love,
Kerry Wyse <KWyse617@aol.com>
Cleveland Heights, OH USA - Friday, June 17, 2005 1:03 PM CDT

Hi, guys. Just checking in to see how Nolan and you guys are doing while I'm here in Chicago going around wearing Nolan's bracelet. Don't worry about Julia's allergic reaction. My son Ben had the same thing for years and then suddenly stopped having it. It used to be that when he had a bug bite, the site of the bite would swell up and the swelling would spread. Some summers he looked like the Elephant Man. Glad all is going well. See you tomorrow!
Love, Nanette
Nanette Auerhahn <Nanetteca@aol.com>
Shaker Hts., OH U.S. - Thursday, June 16, 2005 3:34 PM CDT

Dear Jason & Courtney, you have been so strong and amazing over the past 7 months or so, just hang in there and keep a positive attitude. I understand how you are feeling, excited yet nervous. I experienced a similar feeling when I had my Melanoma and went to 3 doctors regularly, for 5 years, and then all of a sudden they say they only need to see you once a year. It is a good thing, but you kind of get nervous about not being checked regularly. Of course, Nolan will continue to be monitored, but no more chemo to "kill the bad guys". However, once again, think positive, the bad guys are gone! I hope that made some sense, at least I know what I meant :-) and you, too, will feel good about it ending. I just placed my order with The Pampered Chef (spoke to Susan)and I got you a new Mini Spatula! Now that should make you very happy. Love you all, good luck. Can't wait to see you. Love, Grandma Sandi
Sandi Taft <sandit312@aol.com>
Palm Harbor, FL USA - Monday, June 13, 2005 9:28 PM CDT

Dear Nolan and Family ,
This is Olivia Goods mom and I just want to say I am so glad to hear that you are getting your last doses . that is wonderful , (Mom & Dad I know it is scary but it also so is a wonderful feeling to know that they may have beat this thing ,but yes myself and Sheryl both have the same fears that without the drugs whats going to happen but just keep prayering for all of our little babies and they're going to be Ok . I wish you guys the best of luck . love and prayers
Emily Johnston
Emily Johnston <peanut420e@aol.com>
Johnstown, Oh USA - Monday, June 13, 2005 2:04 PM CDT

Hi Courtney,
Sorry haven't been so good at keepin up. My life is in a whirlwind, I work for a school and with school just letting out it has been nuts. But you are always in my thoughts and prayers.
www.caringbridge.org/oh/oliviagood
sheryl <johnston_sheryl@mail.dublin.k12.oh.us>
- Monday, June 13, 2005 11:41 AM CDT

Hi Jason & Courtney, you had better start putting those nails in the windows now, and put in an alarm system. My little "princess" is not allowed out until she is 35! :-)
She is just too cute! Glad to hear Nolan is doing well, it was upsetting to hear his reaction at the zoo. I am sure you are all anxiously awaiting his last chemo, as I am. Hopefully he will then get back a better appetite and some strength. Glad to hear that you finally got that "new" invention called air conditioning, (as Jason put it to me),bet you are sleeping better now. Can't wait to see you, hopefully mid July. I missed the Pampered Chef Party (didn't read the website for a couple of days) but just sent an order to Susan anyway.Courtney, did you get a mini spatula? If not I will order you one. Love you and miss you very much. Thank you again to all the wonderful people helping to make things a little easier and better for my children and grandchildren, and bring them some happiness thru these trying times. Love from Grandma Sandi
Sandi <sandit312@aol.com>
Palm Harbor, FL USA - Friday, June 10, 2005 11:14 PM CDT

You know I was just thinking about the picture on this page

Does Nolan ever get outta the bath tub. Folks would think this kid is a prune by now. The last couple of pictures are of him in the tub. He is the cleanest kid in Cleveland
Julia your new hair cut is fab and you look so pretty
Tank I am so happy you like to talk on the phon. I love talking to you
I know you both are lovin your swing set and mountain and everything. Now the weather is nice and you can play outside
I miss you mucho

The picture of Nolan and dad is great

Mima (Maternal Grandmother) Isaac <Robinson7666@bellsouth.net>
lake worth, fl usa - Friday, June 10, 2005 9:58 PM CDT

Hi Nolan & Family,
I am so happy to hear that you are doing so well! It sounds like you guys have really kicked off the summer with some fun activities. Looking forward to hearing more good news!
Love, Manon and Jackson
http://www.caringbridge.org/oh/jackson
Manon <jacksonsjourney@gmail.com>
Middletown, OH - Friday, June 10, 2005 8:24 AM CDT

Hi, Everyone, I'm sorry I haven't written for a while, but you are always in my heart and in my prayers. I still check in regularly to see what you are all up to! It sounds like that day at the zoo was great! Nolan and Julia looked like they were really enjoying themselves! But I'm forgetting (not really!) what their parents look like -- how about a nice family "portrait" to show the world what a beautiful family you are!!! Did I hear right -- is the chemo done? What a relief that must be! I just got in on time with the Pampered Chef! Bought some interesting items! Can't wait to use them! Let me know when there are other fund raisers like that. I love to spend money -- especially when it's for Nolan's fund!!!
All my love, Aung Beverly
Beverly HImelstein <mjhbjh@msn.com>
Bloomfield, CT USA - Thursday, June 9, 2005 8:21 PM CDT

Dear Nolan {The Tank} - Today was my first visit to your web site. I enjoyed reading about your trip to the zoo and was glad you had a chance to get "up close and personal" with the animals. I loved the pictures and am amazed at your perseverance. I will be praying that the chemo will accomplish positive results for you. God bless you! You are a champion.
Betty Givens <bgarg@charter.net>
Ringgold, GA USA - Thursday, June 9, 2005 1:16 AM CDT

It was so wonderful to finally get to meet you in person and to spend time with you guys. It was nice to see Nolan so energetic (he's even cuter in person :-)). I definately would like to see you all again when I come home for July 4th. Good luck with Nolan's last chemo (yay!!) and I hope Julia enjoyed her Hoe (sp?) Down at school!
Luv Always,
Elise
P.S. - I have some pictures of Nolan and Julia on my camera that I will email to you as soon as I download them to my computer
Elise Weinberger
Shaker Heights, OH - Wednesday, June 8, 2005 3:44 PM CDT

Hi: Just looked at the pictures of you guys at the zoo, it looked like it was a lot of fun . So next week is Nolans last Treatment, thank god . He looks well ,and so does Julia. How about a picture of the Mom in there , she photographs great. With the treatments ending , it must be a relief , it is to me.
Well keep up the good work and my prayers are always with you. By the way are the kids enjoying the swings.
Love Grand Pa..the one from FLA>
roger taft <tapex1@aol.com>
boynton beach, fl USA - Wednesday, June 8, 2005 8:11 AM CDT

Oh...I love it! And, teenagers are a blast...nail those windows shut!
It is so good to hear things are going so well...we check in every day. We will continue to check in and continue to pray!

www.caringbridge.org/nc/bonnieclaire
Dave and Mary 'beth Shelton <SheltonFamily@cox.net>
New Bern, NC - Monday, June 6, 2005 12:15 AM CDT

Just stoppin by. Glad to hear that you had such a good weekend.
Thinking of you always.
www.caringbridge.org/oh/oliviagood
sheryl <johnston_sheryl@mail.dublin.k12.oh.us>
- Monday, June 6, 2005 7:20 AM CDT

Hi Nolan,
I heard about you through Nancy Schaumburg, my wonderful sister-in-law. She told me about you because I have a daughter who was diagnosed with bilateral wilms tumor when she was five. After many surgeries (two bowel obstructions), chemo, radiation, and a bone marrow transplant, she is a happy, healthy 15 year old and cancer free for 9 years! Everything is possible with the love and support of your familly and friends. It sounds like you have all that and more! My prayers are with you and know you will be a survivor who gives hope to all those around you!

Karen Woods <kwoods1@columbus.rr.com>
Columbus, OH 43065 - Sunday, June 5, 2005 12:20 AM CDT

It was so great to see you today. You look even more handsome in person! I hope you have a great time at the zoo. So happy to hear that you had a good visit at the Clinic today. Enjoy the beautiful weather we are going to have this weekend. Love and prayers,
Kerry Wyse <KWyse617@aol.com>
Cleveland Heights, OH USA - Friday, June 3, 2005 12:56 AM CDT

you will be
so happy when
chemo is over!!!

sending you lots of love

Craig, Lauren, and Helen

CRAIGGY
helen <trula1@comcast.net>
- Thursday, June 2, 2005 10:07 AM CDT

Hi Nolan & Family,
We are happy to hear that you are doing so well! We will be thinking of you on your upcoming scan day and hoping that it goes by quickly. Jackson dislikes those long days too, but I think that I do even more! Looking forward to hearing more good news in the future..
Much Love, Manon and Jackson
http://www.caringbridge.org/oh/jackson

Manon <newellmd2@yahoo.com>
Middletown, OH - Wednesday, June 1, 2005 9:59 PM CDT

Hi Nolan- You look great! Tomorrow is the pampered chef fundraiser for you! If anyone viewing this site is in need of some great kitchen tools and would like to place an order, 25% of the proceeds will go directly to the Nolan Taft Fund. You can view the catalog on-line at www.pamperedchef.biz/susanwarshay
Once you are in the site, select "order pampered chef products" and then select "Nolan Taft Fund" as the organization. You can then order online. The fundraiser is June 2, and the show officially closes on June 9, so get your orders in quick!
Amy Solomon <asolomon96@att.net>
University Hts, OH - Wednesday, June 1, 2005 6:33 PM CDT

Nolan, you look wonderful, so handsome! Prayers continue for you and your family.
Kerry Wyse <KWyse617@aol.com>
Cleveland Heights, OH USA - Tuesday, May 31, 2005 1:23 PM CDT

Hey guys,
Hope you had a GREAT weekend. Only one more treatment. Exciting isn't it? Are you planning a no more chemo party?

www.caringbridge.org/oh/oliviagood
sheryl <johnston_sheryl@mail.dublin.k12.oh.us>
- Tuesday, May 31, 2005 8:07 AM CDT

Nolan you look so handsome in your bald head. In the pictures I think I see some blond hair coming in. There is a wonderful light in your eyes so I know you are doing good considering. Miss Julia how is the biking going do you think I could get a ride when I come to visit
One more treatment yeahhhhhhhh!!!!!!! I heard Nolan you are a hit at the hospital. Courtney and Jason you could not have done this any better and you both found strenght I bet you did not know you had. Again Isaacs cardiologist said to not worry abut the shape he is young and can outgrow it,
. Love to everyone and a big kiss to my little man Nolan and of course my favorite grandaughter Julia
Mima (Maternal Grandmother) Isaac <Robinson766@bellsouth.net>
Lake Worth, Fl USA - Saturday, May 28, 2005 10:15 PM CDT

OK COURTNEY, SO YOU NEED SOME CHEERING UP! NOW IT'S AUNT KATHLEEN'S TURN. AS YOU KNOW, WE WENT ON THE CRUISE AND WE HAD MORE FUN THAN 12 PEOPLE SHOULD BE ALLOWED TO HAVE IN A LIFE TIME. YOU KNOW ME, I HAD TO HAVE PICTURES OF EVERYTHING OF COURSE, THEY PUT SOMETYPE OF ANIMAL TOWEL ART ON YOUR BED WHEN THEY TURN IT DOWN FOR THE EVENING. AS ALL PARSONS BLOOD LINES DO,I TOOK A PICTURE AND YESTERDAY UNCLE DAVE AND I WERE LOOKING AT THEM AND LOW AND BEHOLD,I GOT UNCLE DAVE IN THE PICTURE IN HIS BVD'S. NOT ONLY IN THE LINE OF THE PICTURE ALL SO IN THE REFLECTION IN THE MIRROR. WELL, UNCLE DAVE HAS NOW BEEN VIEWED IN THE WALMART DEVELOPING ROOM AND WHAT A LAUGH THEY HAD. OH WELL!! THAT IS ANOTHER LUCY TRICK AS UNCLE DAVE SAYS.
HANG IN THERE YOU ARE A STRONG WONDERFUL WOMEN AND SOON LIFE CAN GET BACK TO NORMAL.TAKE EVERYDAY AS IT COMES AND YOU WILL SEE SOON ALL WILL BE WELL. WE WILL SEE YOU IN A COUPLE OF WEEKS WHEN WE COME TO THE WEDDING. LOVE YOU ALL

AUNT KATHLEEN <hamaker@penn.com>
- Friday, May 27, 2005 10:56 AM CDT

I am so excited for all of you. Only 2 more chemo sessions, hooray. Good Luck tomorrow, hope you keep getting good news. Julia, I can't wait to see you ride your bike. I will see you in July, as soon as Mommy & Daddy give me the date, and I am so excited. I miss and love you all, and you are in my thoughts and prayers constantly. Once again, thank you to all the wonderful people buying and selling the bracelets, and just writing wonderful things to Jason & Courtney. It means so much to all of us, and my best wishes to all of the other CaringBridge people.
Love and kisses.
Grandma Sandi <Sandit312@aol.com>
Palm Harbor, FL USA - Thursday, May 26, 2005 10:47 PM CDT

Hi Courtney,

Hang in there, there's light at the end of this journey, just 2 more steps to take. We'll be praying for Nolan's echo and chemo day to go smoothly tomorrow. Hope you all have had a great day today and sleep well tonite. StayStrong Nolan, we are praying for you and your family~

Hugs, Grace and Katey
*Katey's Site* <olsens5@wi.rr.com>
Waukesha, WI - Thursday, May 26, 2005 9:45 PM CDT

Courtney,
There are days like that believe me. There are some days it is so hard to deal with and you feel your at the end of your rope and then you bounce back. Hang in there it goes up and down like a yo yo. Thinking of you all. sending you a hug. sometimes you just need them.
www.caringbridge.org/oh/oliviagood
sheryl <johnston_sheryl@mail.dublin.k12.oh.us>
- Thursday, May 26, 2005 6:49 AM CDT

You are all in our thoughts and prayers constantly. This was evidenced to me when I picked Matthew up from school yesterday. Each week they ask the kids a different question, and they post the question and answers. This weeks question: If you could live anywhere in the universe, where would you want to live? Matthew's answer: Ohio, so I could live next door to cousin Julia and cousin Nolan so I can see them and play with them every day. Personally, I am going to to live with Brooke in Hawaii, but I will come visit you and Matthew! We love you and are so excited to see that this is coming to an end! Hugs and kisses to all of you!
Barrie Taft
Palm Harbor, Fl USA - Tuesday, May 24, 2005 9:34 AM CDT

Two more treatments hard to believe ------I am soooooooooooo happy for Nolan---our champion and everyone. It has been the hardest five months of your life. This disease was one heck of a challenge for you guys but you pulled together as a family and look at where you are. Be proud of yourselves because you have done a great job and YAYA has been a great big sister. I am glad she rides her bike and is having fun. Many, Many angels have watched over all of you-- do not forget the love that God has sent your way. I know each of you get a way to play it forward in your professional lives. If you ever wondered if you were loved you have your answer
Mima (Maternal Grandmother) Isaac <Robinson7666@bellsouth.net>
Lake Worth, Fl usa - Tuesday, May 24, 2005 0:42 AM CDT

Hi ,you guys its GrandPa, from Florida. My back is starting to work , but every time I see a Hammer , I run.
It was fun last week, please leave me out of the picture when you decide to dig for a new pool.Nolan looked great and Julia is just so beautiful , and she impressed me on her new bike. I had a great time and thank you Courtney for the great dinner. I hope all is well see you soon.
Love Gand Pa Roger
Roger Taft <tapex1@aol.com>
Boynton Beach, FLA 33437 - Sunday, May 22, 2005 6:54 PM CDT

Hey, gang....just popping in to remind you that we are praying for you guys! And...I am right there with you....go down that slide OVER and OVER again! Life flies by and we lose out on so much if we don't take the time to enjoy the flight!
We check in every day...and we pray every day!

www.caringbridge.org/nc/bonnieclaire
Dave and Mary 'beth Shelton <SheltonFamily@cox.net>
New Bern, NC - Sunday, May 22, 2005 7:49 AM CDT

Hello little Nolan! I think my son Kyle and you might have met. I take my 8 year old son Kyle to Cleveland Clinic once a week. Its hard to meet people right here from Ohio that we might get to know. We live way down by Youngstown, Ohio. We will always be praying for you to get better real quick!
www.caringbridge.org/oh/kylewright
Joe and Sandy Wright <joekyleson@zoominternet.net>
Poland, Oh America - Saturday, May 21, 2005 9:45 PM CDT

Hi Nolan,
You are about the cutest little man I have ever seen. I got your page from a friends web page
I will pray for you and your family. I also have a caring bridge if you want to look sometime. wv/kristinhuffman. Sweet Dreams little man (( HUGS)) Kristin Huffman
Kristin Huffman <wvqueenie03@aol.com>
wv - Friday, May 20, 2005 7:39 PM CDT

Just stoppin by.....steriod rages aren't they fun? Fit throwing, whining, demanding etc... I think it is pretty much the way these things go. Livi is the same way. She also is pretty mean to her sister. Something to control is what I have found. You can come clean my house (LOL). Thinking of you guys.
www.caringbridge.org/oh/oliviagood
sheryl <johnston_sheryl@dublin.k12.oh.us>
- Thursday, May 19, 2005 8:20 AM CDT

Hi..found your site from another CB site. Nolan is so cute! We are from Ohio also and are about 45-50 minutes from the Cleveland Clinic. Take care, The Ketchesins

www.caringbridge.org/oh/kara

ketchesin <ketch16@yahoo.com>
s.amherst, oh - Wednesday, May 18, 2005 7:59 PM CDT

Jason--who knew the skill you have in building a climber!I am quite impressed, we all know most Jewish men are NOT able to manage this sort of task (no offense to those of you reading this that are skilled in this sort of thing) We can't wait to see it. Courtney, your skill at writing your journal updates is fantastic, we love reading the goings on of the Taft family and especially your side comments. As for Julia and Nolan, enjoy that new playset guys.
We love ya all, Jill, Jonah and Kendall
Jill, Jonah and Kendall <Jill65s@aol.com>
South Euclid, OH - Monday, May 16, 2005 8:36 AM CDT

Hi Nolan, Courtney and Jason,
It's Amy! I'm a little late but I have been so busy! I wanted to say Happy Birthday to Nolan and Happy Mother's Day to Courtney!! I almost have the page ready to start selling the t-shirts and things on the site!!! I hope everything is going great for you! I will be in Cleveland this weekend to visit Scott and I will be back in a couple of weeks to give him the scrapbook from his fans. I would like, if it's ok and he feels up to it, for Nolan and YaYa along with my girls to give the scrapbook to Scott!! I think that would be fun for all of them!! Let me know! (Big Hugs to Nolan and YaYa)
Amy <preciousamy77@fuse.net>
Alexandria, KY United States - Saturday, May 14, 2005 0:23 AM CDT

Hi Courtney,
Thanks for the nice note in your journal entry. I think of you all everyday and pray for Nolan to be well. I think each of have those pity parties. You can't help it sometimes. You'll bounce back, you are a strong person. My thoughts are prayers are with you.
www.caringbridge.org/oh/oliviagood
Sheryl Johnston <johnston_sheryl@mail.dublin.k12.oh.us>
- Friday, May 13, 2005 7:05 AM CDT

For Courtney, Nolan's grandmothers, the other Wilms moms, and all you moms reading this:

The following are different answers given by school-age children to the given questions:

Why did God make mothers?
1. She's the only one who knows where the scotch tape is.
2. Think about it. It was the best way to get more people.
3. Mostly to clean the house.
4. To help us out of there when we were getting born.

How did God make mothers?
1. He used dirt, just like for the rest of us.
2. Magic plus super powers and a lot of stirring.
3. He made my Mom just the same like he made me. He just used bigger parts.

Why did God give you your mother and not some other Mom?
1. We're related.
2. God knew she likes me a lot more than other people's moms like me.

What ingredients are mothers made of?
1. God makes mothers out of clouds and angel hair and every! thing nice
in the world, and one dab of mean.
2. They had to get their start from men's bones. Then they mostly use string. I think.

What kind of little girl was your Mom?
1. My Mom has always been my Mom and none of that other stuff.
2. I don't know because I wasn't there, but my guess would be pretty bossy.
3. They say she used to be nice.

How did your Mom meet your dad?
1. Mom was working in a store and dad was shoplifting.

What did Mom need to know about dad before she married him?
1. His last name
2. She had to know his background Like is he a crook? Does he get drunk
on beer? Does he make at least $800 a year? Did he say NO to drugs and
YES to chores?

Why did your Mom marry your dad?
1. My dad makes the best spaghetti in the world. And my Mom eats a lot.
2. She got too old to do anything else with him.
3. My grandma says that Mom didn't have her thinking cap on.

What makes a real woman?
1. It means you have to be really bossy without looking bossy.

Who's the boss at your house?
1. Mom doesn't want to be boss, but she has to because dads such a goofball.
2. Mom. You can tell by room inspection. She sees the stuff under the bed.
3. I guess Mom is, but only because she has a lot more to do than dad.

What's the difference between moms and dads?
1. Moms work at work and work at home, and dads just got to work at work.
2. Moms know how to talk to teachers without scaring them.
3. Dads are taller and stronger, but moms have all the real power cause
that's who you gotta ask if you want to sleep over at your friend's.

What does your Mom do in her spare time?
1. Mothers don't do spare time.
2. To hear her tell it, she pays bills all day long.

What's the difference between moms and grandmas?
1 About 30 years.
2. You can always count on grandmothers for candy. Sometimes moms don't
even have bread on them!

Describe the world's greatest Mom?
1. She would make broccoli taste like ice cream!
2. The greatest Mom in the world wouldn't make me kiss my mean aunts!
3. She'd always be smiling and keep her opinions to herself.

Is anything about your Mom perfect?
1. Her teeth are perfect, but she bought them from the dentist.
2. Her casserole recipes. But we hate them.
3. Just her children

What would it take to make your Mom perfect?
1. On the inside she's already perfect. Outside, I think some kind of plastic surgery.
2. Diet. You know, her hair. I'd dye-it, maybe blue

If you could change one thing about your Mom, what would it be?
1. She has this weird thing about me keeping my room clean. I'd get rid of that.
2. I'd make my Mom smarter. Then she would know it was my sister who did it and not me.

Picture taken july 2004 in ashland, pennsylvania - caption states "A mother is the holiest thing alive" ..... now them's some powerful words.

and for a few more POWERFUL words....least we forget the US origin of mother's day here is julia ward howe's mother's day proclamation:

Julia Ward Howe's Mother's Day Proclamation - 1870

Arise then...women of this day!
Arise, all women who have hearts!
Whether your baptism be of water or of tears!
Say firmly:
"We will not have questions answered by irrelevant agencies,
Our husbands will not come to us, reeking with carnage,
For caresses and applause.
Our sons shall not be taken from us to unlearn
All that we have been able to teach them of charity, mercy and patience.
We, the women of one country,
Will be too tender of those of another country
To allow our sons to be trained to injure theirs." From the voice of a devastated Earth a voice goes up with
Our own. It says: "Disarm! Disarm!
The sword of murder is not the balance of justice."
Blood does not wipe our dishonor,
Nor violence indicate possession.
As men have often forsaken the plough and the anvil
At the summons of war,
Let women now leave all that may be left of home
For a great and earnest day of counsel.
Let them meet first, as women, to bewail and commemorate the dead.
Let them solemnly take counsel with each other as to the means
Whereby the great human family can live in peace...
Each bearing after his own time the sacred impress, not of Caesar,
But of God -
In the name of womanhood and humanity, I earnestly ask
That a general congress of women without limit of nationality,
May be appointed and held at someplace deemed most convenient
And the earliest period consistent with its objects,
To promote the alliance of the different nationalities,
The amicable settlement of international questions,
The great and general interests of peace.

Nanette Auerhahn <Nanetteca@aol.com>
Shaker Hts., OH U.S. - Thursday, May 12, 2005 7:54 AM CDT

Hello Nolan
I am sooooooooo happy you like talking on the phone now
You are learning so many words each day
as you say I wuv u mor than all the stars in the sky

GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO Julia---Poppin wheelies on your bike already

ps Nolan --you could hitch a ride on the back of YAYA's bike. I will tell you this on our next phone conversation but do not tell anyone ok?
mima <Robinson766@bellsouth.net>
lake worth, fl usa - Thursday, May 12, 2005 4:52 AM CDT

Hello to all. We check in on Nolan's progress quite often just haven't had a chance to write much. We have been praying for you and we appreciate your support. This has been quite overwhelming but we seem to do best when we take it a day at a time. We send all our love, Alicia and Ellie
Alicia <alicia.summerson@comcast.net>
Vancouver, Wa USA - Thursday, May 12, 2005 4:03 AM CDT

Many many thanks to Monica Balamenti who owns a beauty salon in Twinsburg and has been selling Nolan's bracelets there like hotcakes. It's:
Monica B's Complete Hair Care
10570 Ravenna Road Suite 4
Twinsburg, OH 44087
330-963-7333
Nanette Auerhahn <Nanetteca@aol.com>
Shaker Hts., OH U.S. - Monday, May 9, 2005 5:46 PM CDT

HI Courtney,
Happy belated mother's day. I just wanted to say I read your journal from wednesday and I could understand your feelings. Sometimes these journal's are a release for us to share, get rid of feelings that other may or may not understand. I myself wrote some things and to others it came out a bit differently than I meant it. I think it does change the way we all look at things in the world.
I hope Nolan continues to feel well. You'll continually be in my prayers.
www.caringbridge.org/oh/oliviagood
sheryl <johnston_sheryl@mail.dublin.k12.oh.us>
- Monday, May 9, 2005 11:18 AM CDT

Happy Mothers Day Court--Hope it was a great one for you. Lauri and I are just waiting to schedule our spa day with you! Miss Julia--way to go on the two-wheeler!! What an awesome accomplishment for you!!
Thinking about you all-Taft Family. Enjoy being outside as much as possible. Nolan--keep it up kiddo, you really are such an amazing 2 year old. And Jason--thank you.
Love ya all, Jill
Jill <Jill65s@aol.com>
South Euclid, OH USA - Monday, May 9, 2005 7:53 AM CDT

Just a note to all of our wonderful Mom's to say we are thinking of you today, and hope that you had a wonderful day.

May the love we have for our children bring us peace in our hearts.

Love,
The Rechs!~
Jimmie, Kris, Wyatt, Carter, Ali, Bryce and Justin
WYATT'S ADVENTURES <kmrech@hotmail.com>
New Prague, MN USA - Sunday, May 8, 2005 10:42 PM CDT

Happy Birthday Nolan and Happy Mother's Day to you Courtney - your strength and courage through all of this is a true testiment to what a great mother you are and how lucky Julia and Nolan are to have you to call their mother!! Hope you are able to go outside and enjoy the beautiful Ohio day!!
Meg, Ryan, Clay and Alex Noah <meg@megnoah.com>
bainbridge, oh usa - Sunday, May 8, 2005 7:23 AM CDT

Nolan, Hope you had a wonderful Happy 2nd Birthday!!!!
Kathy & Laurel (RA)(FOA)(Wilms-kids)(Wyatt's Friends)(SheKnows) <kathy_urban@hotmail.com>
Myrtle Beach, SC - Sunday, May 8, 2005 6:56 AM CDT

Nolan, I wish you all the happiness in the world on your birthday. I hope you have tons of fun. 2 years old. That's pretty cool! You are quite an amazing little boy and your family has truly been an inspiration to everyone. Love from someone you don't know but thinks about you all the time, Joan Baron Drury, Grandma Sandi's old friend.
Joan Baron Drury <jbdrury@hotmail.com>
Woodmere, NY - Friday, May 6, 2005 2:23 PM CDT

Happy Birthday Nolan! Your friends at Kid's Club miss you! God bless and enjoy your day! Love, Miss Helen
Helen Bates <rcbates@nacs.net>
Newbury, OH USA - Thursday, May 5, 2005 5:39 PM CDT

Hey Little Guy, you are our hero and continue to surprise us every day. That party looked like great fun!!! Your card is on its way and you can do what ever you want with the money. Maybe treat Mom on Mother's Day as she is the best Mom in the world. We all knew it before you did, even when some times she doubts herself. We love you Tank and will see you in June. Aunt Kathleen, Uncle Dave, Jason, Colette, Rob and Paige. XXXXXXXXOOOOOOOOO
Aunt Kathleen <hamaker@penn.com>
- Thursday, May 5, 2005 5:26 PM CDT

Happy Birthday Nolan! You ARE a champion--as your name suggests. Keep going, sweetie. We are all cheering you on.
Kirsten Fawcett-Dubow (from Bellefaire) <dubowk@bellefairejcb.org>
- Thursday, May 5, 2005 3:44 PM CDT

Dear Nolan:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR NOLAN, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!
AND MANY MANY MORE.
We LOVE you, Jill, Jonah and Kendall
Jill, Jonah and Kendall <Jill65s@aol.com>
South Euclid, Oh USA - Thursday, May 5, 2005 3:21 PM CDT

NOLAN - HAPPY 2ND BIRTHDAY TO YOU . I HOPE THAT IT IS WONDERFUL . I KNOW YOUR FAMILY IS SO PROUD OF YOU . YOU KEEP UP THE GOOD FIGHT , MAY GOD BLESS YOU ALL AND MAY THIS BIRTHDAY BRING BRIGHTER DAYS. BIRTHDAY WISHES AND PRAYERS TO YOU . EMILY JOHNSTON
WWW.CARINGBRIDGE.ORG/OH/OLIVIAGOOD
EMILY JOHNSTON <peanut420e@aol.com>
JOHNSTOWN, OH USA - Thursday, May 5, 2005 2:40 PM CDT

Happy Birthday Nolan, may the Lord continue to bless you and keep you safe and healthy!
Sande <murphyb849@aol.com>
Galloway, NJ USA - Thursday, May 5, 2005 11:45 AM CDT

Happy 2nd Birthday Tankster! If anyone ever earned it...it's you.

All our love as always...
Nana & Poppy <cgh5@aol.com>
Chagrin Falls, OH - Thursday, May 5, 2005 11:30 AM CDT

Happy Birthday to a very brave boy. I don't know you but I'm praying for you. God Bless.
Shanna <shanna@utk.edu>
Clinton , TN USA - Thursday, May 5, 2005 9:44 AM CDT

Happy Birthday Nolan, you are an amazing little boy! Courtney, I could barely get through reading Wednesdays journal for the tears.
You have all shown amazing strength through this part of your journey called life. I know that you will be forever changed and that you will never look at any aspect of your life the same way again.
When we are healthy and happy and there are no bumps in our road we take our own journey for granted....I know I do. When you see people going through what you have been through, and fighting as hard as you have, it makes people like me step back, look around and realize how truly blessed we are in our own lives. Your strength and courage should be an inspiration to everyone. Thank you for sharing your journey with us.
Wishing you Nolan, and all of you, a very "Happy 2nd Birthday" and many, many, many more to come!!
Paul Nemitz <pnemitz@charteronebank.com>
Cleveland, OH USA - Thursday, May 5, 2005 7:59 AM CDT

HAPPY 2nd BIRTHDAY Little Guy. You are truly amazing! Hopefully this year will more than make up for what you have had to go through.
Luv Always,
Elise
Elise Weinberger
Shaker Hts, OH - Thursday, May 5, 2005 3:37 AM CDT

A Very Happy 2nd Birthday to you Brave Boy!

Hugs, Grace and Katey
*Katey's Site* <olsens5@wi.rr.com>
Waukesha, WI - Thursday, May 5, 2005 0:12 AM CDT

HAPPY, HAPPY 2nd BIRTHDAY, NOLAN! Wow, you are a "big" boy now. Well, this 2nd year of your life has been really hard, but you made it through like a champ, and from now on the next 98 years will be a breeze :-) Wish I could be there with you to celebrate, but will see you this summer. Great job on your tests, Julia. I always knew you weren't just adorable, but very bright too! Courtney & Jason, keep strong. You are doing a great job. Love you all very much.
Grandma Sandi
Sandi Taft <Sandit312@aol.com>
Palm Harbor, FL USA - Wednesday, May 4, 2005 8:50 PM CDT

Happy Birthday Nolan,
I can't even imagine how you are feeling. Your journal entry said it all. We can only hope and pray that things will only get better and stay that way.
Thanks for including Ashley,
Your family is very special to us.
Love,
Shari, Jeff, Sammi and Ashley
Shari Bailey <sharibailey@alltel.net>
- Wednesday, May 4, 2005 8:12 PM CDT

Nolan Lover Store Owner Alert:
Thank you to Colleen Doerrer who is selling bracelets for Nolan in her beauty salon. Let's patronize it. It's:
Slender You
138 North Davis Road
Ashland, OH 44805
419-289-6053

Nanette Auerhahn <Nanetteca@aol.com>
Shaker Heights, OH U.S. - Wednesday, May 4, 2005 6:21 PM CDT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NOLAN!!!!!! WE LOVE YA!
Patty & Kathleen Savol & Family <Arenagirl14@adelphia.net>
Shaker Heights, Oh USA - Wednesday, May 4, 2005 12:26 AM CDT

Happy Birthday Nolan. Your cake looked so yummy. Tell mommy not to worry. Enjoy that comfy recliner and ask daddy to let you use the remote for the tv so you can relax. Stay strong and have a great birthday.
Angelica Kren <harlea25@netzero.net>
Sagamore Hills, Oh USA - Wednesday, May 4, 2005 11:25 AM CDT

Happy Birthday, Nolan! Sounds like you had a great day. You stay strong, we are praying for you all the way down here in North Carolina!

www.caringbridge.org/nc/bonnieclaire
Dave and Mary 'beth Shelton <SheltonFamily@cox.net>
New Bern , NC - Wednesday, May 4, 2005 10:59 AM CDT

Happy BIRTHDAY NOLAN, 2 going on 20 ,and looking good . Well get ready your Grand Pa is comming up next week , I figure we can put your swing set together , have a beer and party all night, feel free to bring Julia and maybe a parent.
Hey you guys he looks great and so do you Courtney, Kudos to you and all your support team. Love you and see you soon.
Fla Grand Pa Roger
Roger Taft <tapex1@aol.com>
Boynton Beach, Fl U.S.A - Wednesday, May 4, 2005 8:26 AM CDT

Happy Birthday 1 day early Nolan. Hope your counts are great on Friday. Thinking of you guys.
www.caringbridge.org/oh/oliviagood
sheryl <johnston_sheryl@mail.dublin.k12.oh.us>
- Wednesday, May 4, 2005 7:23 AM CDT

Hi Nolan!
Happy Early Birthday to you big guy! I wanted you to know that I will be hosting a Pampered Chef fundraiser for you on June 2, and 25% of the profits will go toward the Nolan Taft Fund! I know that lots of people from near and far regularly check into this website, and I wanted all to know that they can place orders and join in this fundraiser (and Pampered Chef products are AWESOME!) So, for anyone viewing this, please check out the following website: www.pamperedchef.biz/susanwarshay
Select "order Pampered Chef Products" on the home page and enter "Nolan Taft Fund" as the organization. Orders can begin coming in now, so please check out the site, and tell all your friends and family members to check it out as well!
Have a great birthday Nolan!
Amy Solomon <asolomon96@att.net>
University Heights, OH - Tuesday, May 3, 2005 10:03 PM CDT

I wasn't late after all, so Happy Birthday to you, Happy Birthday to you, Happy Birthday dear Nolan, Happy Birthday to you!
P.S. I am taking lots of bracelets with me on my vacation to Massachusetts, so the number of 'To Life' supporters continues to grow!
The Wyse girls-Kerry, Dominique & Miranda <KWyse617@aol.com>
Cleveland Heights, OH USA - Tuesday, May 3, 2005 8:43 PM CDT

There is so much to say, as your birthday approaches, Nolan! Yesterday, our second order of 1000 bracelets finally arrived, so those of you who have been patiently waiting for your bracelets, they are on their way to you now. You others, please send your orders my way. I just met with Scott Savol's mom to whom I gave 63 bracelets - 50 that Scott's sister Patty plans to sell to Scott's supporters, 9 for the other American Idol contestants who have been requesting them, one for Ryan Seacrest, and three for Paula, Simon, and Randy, the judges. I don't know that these individuals will necessarily wear the bracelets on the show, but they will have them. Mrs. Savol gave me a hug that is from Scott to you, Nolan, so I will keep it with me in my heart until I see you again, and then will pass it on to you. She told me that she frequently checks in with Scott and reminds him always to wear your bracelet. One day on the way to the studio to perform, he realized that he had forgotten it and made them take him back to his room so that he could put it on before the show. The American Idol tour will perform in Cleveland on Aug. 2, so let's plan to go as a Taft family support group with Nolan and Julia as our heads. Thank you again to Jen Spencer who this weekend passed out another 300 flyers about Nolan and the bracelets at Blockbuster. And to Abbie Kuhn and Megan Doerrer's moms, who are selling bracelets at their stores. Finally, remember to vote and revote and revote for Scott tonight between 9 and 11! Love, Nanette
Nanette Auerhahn <Nanetteca@aol.com>
Shaker Heights, OH U.S. - Tuesday, May 3, 2005 3:43 PM CDT

Happy Belated Birthday, Nolan! Sounds like you had a great time of it all. Lots of prayers and love,
The Wyse Family <KWyse617@aol.com>
Cleveland Heights, OH USA - Tuesday, May 3, 2005 7:28 AM CDT

Hello Nolan I hope you are feeling good today. I heard that you like to hear Scott Savol sing, me too. I like the green braclets, I want to get me one soon:)Your mima who lives in Florida is a very nice person she told me about this site. Take care and have some fun:)
Susan Clubb <Jadedsue2@msn.com>
West Plains, Mo USA - Tuesday, May 3, 2005 3:09 AM CDT

Hi, Julia. Congratulations! You've been a big sister for two whole years - Wow! Good job!!
Love, Nanette
Nanette Auerhahn <Nanetteca@aol.com>
Shaker Hts., OH U.S. - Monday, May 2, 2005 10:12 PM CDT

Hi Nolan,
My name is Sheena, I have a 3 1/2 yr old daughter, Gabrielle, who had wilms also. She is almost 4 and in remission.(we are hoping the same for you).I am glad you had a wonderful birthday!!!

Ms. Sheena & Gabrielle
www.caringbridge.org/la/gabbylou
Sheena <sheenajennings@hotmail.com>
Port Barre, LA USA - Monday, May 2, 2005 8:13 PM CDT

Hi Nolan!
My name is Candace Koslen, I just learned about you yesterday when I rented movies at Blockbuster. I am a photographer, New Image Photography, and would love to take pictures of you and your family. There is an organization called Flashes of Hope, check out the website and if you are interested, contact them to set up an appointment.( www.flashesofhope.org) You can request to have me as your photographer. I hope you are feeling better and I hope you are having a very Happy Birthday. I look forward to meeting you and your family.
Candace Koslen <jonathan.koslen@sbcglobal.net>
Beachwood, OH USA - Monday, May 2, 2005 12:02 AM CDT

Hello NOLAN--HOW WAS YOUR BIRTHDAY PARTY? DID YOU HAVE FUN AND BLOW OUT THE CANDLES ON YOUR CAKE. HAPPY TWO
I LOVE YOU MORE THAN ALL THE STARS IN THE SKY
LOVE MIMA
Mima (Maternal Grandmother) Isaac <Robinson7666@bellsouth.net>
LAKE WORTH, FL USA - Sunday, May 1, 2005 8:11 PM CDT

hey you guys, you don't know me, i'm helene, gail's sister. i live here in boynton beach and talk to roger from time to time. he always tells me how great nolan is doing and how strong your family and support system is there in oh and the rest of the country. i want to join! i'm an RN and spent the first 15 years of my nursing working oncology. i never worked with kids but from the guest book and journal entries, i probably missed out on the bravest patients of all! i think it is great about the swing set and plan to help nolan get it! talk to roger and he will explain. best of luck and keep the good news coming! p.s my son and i are both wearing the green bracelets for nolan!
helene miller <ex3hm@aol.com>
boynton beach , fl us - Friday, April 29, 2005 8:18 AM CDT

Dear Courtney and Jason, I can relate so well to what you wrote on Tuesday. Bad things are not supposed to happen to good people -- that's what they say, but we know that no matter what we do, no matter how hard we try to keep our children from harms way, we cannot always control what happens to them. We continually ask why and how such things could possibly happen. I'm not saying this to make you feel worse (that's the last thing I'd want to do) -- it's just that having been there, I have asked all the questions you are asking, and there is just no answer! However, you are such a loving family, Nolan and Julia are such beautiful, lovable, bright, wonderful children, and you have such a fantastic support team from all over the country -- all that has to count for something, and I think it does -- Nolan is strong and I just know he will get through this thing and grow up to be a wonderful, healthy man -- and I hope to still be around because I want to dance with him at his wedding!!! (So I had better be invited!!!) All my love to you all, Aunt Beverly
PS I'm going to visit with Grandpa Gerson in a few days, but when I come back, I am going to need to order more bracelets -- just a "warning" -- I hope there are some left!!!
Beverly HImelstein <mjhbjh@msn.com>
Bloomfield, CT USA - Wednesday, April 27, 2005 8:23 PM CDT

Good Morning Taft family...It's nice to see the sun...hope the snow is melted and your power is back on. I got Jeff's e-mail this morning fron Nanette regarding all the idols wearing nolans wristbands next week...how exciting is that!!! I can't wait to see it...hopefully Scott makes it thru this week! Constantly in my thoughts and prayers..hope all is well.
Paul Nemitz <pnemitz@charteronebank.com>
Cleveland, OH USA - Wednesday, April 27, 2005 6:43 AM CDT

So apparently my getting to see you guys is not meant to be :-( I hope your electricty is up and running and that little Nolan is feeling better!! Hopefully becoming 2 years old in a little more than a week will be a wonderful turning point in his struggle and he will be able to fully enjoy the "terrible twos." Continuing to think of you guys..Luv Always,
Elise
Elise Weinberger
Shaker Hts., OH - Tuesday, April 26, 2005 8:08 PM CDT

OK! MISS,YOU ARE NOT TO MAKE YOUR AUNT KATHLEEN CRY. IT IS MY JOB TO HELP YOU IN ANY WAY I CAN AND IF I HAVE TAUGHT YOU SOMETHING IN MY LIFE TIME I AM FOREVER GREATFUL! YOU KNOW THAT I WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR YOU, JASON, JULIA AND OUR LITTLE NOLAN. YOU ARE THE ONE THAT SHOWS GREAT STRENGTH, HONOR, COMPASSION AND LOVE. I KNOW THAT IS WHY OUR LITTLE GUY HAS DONE SO WELL IT IS FROM THE STRENGTH THAT HE GETS FROM, YOU, JASON AND JULIA. HONEY, WHEN YOU ARE HAVING A DOWN DAY JUST REMEMBER GRANDMA AND THE TEETH. HA! HA! I LOVE YOU AND WILL SEE YOU IN JUNE
AUNT KATHLEEN
KATHLEEN HAMAKER <hamaker @penn.com>
- Tuesday, April 26, 2005 6:19 PM CDT

Great job Sandi ,. I also read the swing story and I am going to go and help the kids, I would expect splinters and some laughing. I hope that Nolan ,and Julia , as well as Courtney and Jason have fun swinging on a star. Now if it ever stops snowing there it might be fun. Again great job and ;love to all those who are helping.
Grand pa Roger
Roger Taft <tapex1@aol.com>
Boynton Beach, FLA USA - Monday, April 25, 2005 10:25 PM CDT

Hi everyone, for those of you who don't know yet, Courtney and Jason have been without electricity, do to the snow storm, since last night. They finally couldn't take it any more and went to a hotel tonight, so that they could at least take a shower and flush the toilet :-) As if they didn't have enough problems already! I did bring them some good news today. I found another "angel" out there. Jason & Courtney wanted to get Nolan a wooden swing set for the backyard, since Nolan can't go to a public playground. Jason had mentioned he was going to get it at Carter Lumber. So, I went to their website, told them briefly about Nolan, and how the kids really need this for him , but it is very expensive, and I was asking if they had gift certificates, so I could buy one to contribute to the swing set. Well, this morning, "angel" Chris from Carter Lumber in Solon called me! He said he would be very happy to help the kids, and could work out some type of discount! Wow, people are wonderful. So anyone in the Solon area, please stop in and let Chris know how great he is! Thank you everyone, once again, it is wonderful what everyone is doing to help my grandson.
Sandi Taft <Sandit312@aol.com>
Palm Harbor, FL USA - Monday, April 25, 2005 8:24 PM CDT

More thanks go to Jen Spencer, who put flyers about Nolan in Blockbuster bags. I am now getting phone calls re bracelets from people who got the flyers. I also got a call from Amy of Scott Savols fan club. She put info about Nolan on her website wwww.scottsavolfans.org and is buying bracelets and selling them in Alexandria, KY. She plans to sell them, among other places, at her daughter dance class. Think of places you all go to and all the people with whom you come in contact everyday. Give them too the opportunity to do a good deed by buying bracelets.
Nanette <Nanetteca@aol.com>
Shaker Hts., OH US - Monday, April 25, 2005 2:34 PM CDT

DEAR Courtney,
Ohio Weather is stinky sometimes isn't it. I was thoroughly disgusted with how cold it was. Yuck. It is very hard to watch the children get so sick and know it is so unfair. No one ever thinks their child or grandchild will be critically ill or develop a life threatening illness. I don't think that fits in our thoughts.
Funny soccer story... at least you know your teaching her great skills ( ok not competetive (LOL) but the kindness in all is the most important. How sweet.
Hang in there Guys. Your doing great
wwwcaringbridge.org/oh/oliviagood
Sheryl <johnston_sheryl@mail.dublin.k12.oh.us>
- Monday, April 25, 2005 10:50 AM CDT

WTG on the clear scans! All us Wilms moms have anxiety attacks beginning @ 2 weeks be4 the next set of scans. From my understanding, we will still be nervous even 2 yrs out!

People wonder why I don't want to move back to Ohio! Shoot, it got cold here the past 2 nights (42 deg.) BRRRRR This is almost summer for crying out loud!

Loved your soccer story! My older son missed the age cut-off by a month. And he was already BIG for kids in his class, but had to play with kids 1-2 yrs younger than he. So here's this boy 2x the size of the other players - and yet when they came running towards him (he was a Defensive player), he would stop short of them. Thankfully his size did scare some of them that he got the ball. heheheh, we kept trying to teach him to "roar" at them as his big Bulk approached the opposing player. (shame on us!) But he would never do it.
Kathy & Laurel (RA)(FOA)(Wilms-kids)(Wyatt's Friends) <kathy_urban@hotmail.com>
Myrtle Beach, - Monday, April 25, 2005 7:18 AM CDT

Thank you so much for your entry in my son's journal, www.caringbridge.org/canada/matthew. It was great to hear that you had a "wonderful" doctor's appointment!
Nicole Epp <nikepp@hotmail.com>
Fiske, Sk Canada - Sunday, April 24, 2005 6:13 PM CDT

Hi Group, I just read your great news and was thilled to see how well Nolan did on the tests. It's spring and the time for new life and growth. Keep the good news coming...way to go, Nolan~!~! Happy Holidays.
Love, Aunt Maxine

Maxine Kline <Maxinert@optonline.net>
Long Beach, NY USA - Saturday, April 23, 2005 11:43 AM CDT

Hi,
My name is Amy and I live in Alexandria, KY. I have a fansite dedicated to Scott. I provided a link to your site and encouraged them to visit your site and buy a bracelet. My site address is www.scottsavolfans.org I also will be selling t-shirts and bracelets on my site. The proceeds will be donated on behalf of Scott and my site.

Amy <preciousamy77@fuse.net>
Alexandria, KY United States - Saturday, April 23, 2005 0:42 AM CDT

Well here is why I think Nolan had clear scans. It was do to the fact that he ate Julias bunnies projext for school. I am now looking for old hard ones that can be glued together. Bunnies forever or was it the glue
Mima (Maternal Grandmother) <Robinson7666@bellsouth.net>
Lake worth, fl usa - Saturday, April 23, 2005 0:15 AM CDT

I am so grateful to be the one selling the bracelets, as it has allowed me to come in contact with the most amazing people. I am stunned by the acts of kindness from strangers, and the quiet acts of generosity Bellefaire coworkers have shown - without any fanfare, often anonymously. I decided I probably shouldn't keep all this to myself, as perhaps others would be gladdened, as I have been, to learn about the giving side of so many people. So let me sing some praises (This is not a complete list; more will be forthcoming). Thank you to Angela Walburn's mother for selling bracelets in her beauty salon in Twinsburg, and to Angela's whole family for buying bracelets and supporting Nolan. Thank you to Phil Biondo and his wife for selling bracelets to friends, neighbors, and buddies, and for praying for Nolan together with these groups. Thank you to Abbie Kuhn and her mother for selling bracelets. And thank you to Dawn Schippling who also has gotten numerous acquaintances involved in helping Nolan and buying bracelets. And of course thank you to my wonderful daughter Elise Weinberger who has sold chocolate covered strawberries around Valentine's Day to raise money for Nolan and now has also sold bracelets to her fellow college students. I'm proud of you, Elise! Thank you to Jennifer Spencer for passing out flyers about Nolan at Blockbuster, and to Polly and Joe Manke who bought 60 bracelets, Barrie Taft who bought 40, Meg Noah who bought 50, and my sister-in-law Margo Roman who is selling them at her vet clinic in Hopkinton, MA. Finally (for tonight) thanks go to Barrie Taft for buying 50 bracelets and to the Quality Title Agency in Independence, OH for buying 74 bracelets. I can't resist one more thanks, which is to all those people who read about Nolan in the Plain Dealer and have been calling and ordering bracelets.
Nanette Auerhahn <Nanetteca@aol.com>
Shaker Heights, OH U.S. - Friday, April 22, 2005 10:23 PM CDT

Hi Nolan and Family,

Just got your web addy from the Wilms listserver. YIPPEEE on the clear scans, WTG! Always such awesome news :> Our 7yo Katey is a Wilms kid also and is now 22months post treatment and going strong! We'll be praying that Nolan and YaYa are done with the winter bugs and viruses. StayStrong, we'll be praying for you~

LotsaHugs, Grace and Katey
*Katey's Site* <olsens5@wi.rr.com>
Waukesha, WI - Friday, April 22, 2005 7:29 PM CDT

So happy for you all! It must be such a relief. Time for some R&R. Let me know if you need anything. Clay misses Julia!! Love to all.
meg, ryan, clay, alex and soon to be baby boy! <meg@megnoah.com>
bainbridge twp, Ohio USA - Friday, April 22, 2005 10:03 AM CDT

WHOO HOO! THANK GOD!
ALYSIA & AMANDA <CUNNING3@HORIZONVIEW.NET>
CHILLICOTHE, OH USA - Friday, April 22, 2005 9:41 AM CDT

MAZEL TOV!! on the wonderful results, for Nolan and you all. What a sigh of relief. Enjoy SUPER REMISSION!!!
Thinking about you all, Jill
Jill <Jill65s@aol.com>
Cleveland, Oh USA - Friday, April 22, 2005 8:07 AM CDT

Super Fantastic news!!..Go Nolan..Go Nolan..Go Nolan..Go Nolan..I can only imagine how relieved you all are. Truly the power of the support and prayers you are getting on a daily basis is paying off in a big way!! Wishing you all continued good news, good health and happy days.
Paul Nemitz <pnemitz@charteronebank.com>
Cleveland, OH USA - Friday, April 22, 2005 6:59 AM CDT

Hip Hip Hooray! Things are looking good. Tests are good, weather is good and I am a happy Grandma. Can't wait to see all of you again soon. Love & kisses to all of you, I miss you so much. Thanks again to all of the wonderful people out there helping and praying. Thanks, Scott, for wearing the bracelet for Nolan. I saw it the other night, and it gave me chills.
Love, Grandma Sandi
Sandi Taft <sandit312@aol.com>
Palm Harbor, FL USA - Thursday, April 21, 2005 7:36 PM CDT

Yay!!!!!!!!Superduperdoo!!!!!!!!!!Yabadabadoo!!!!!!!!!!!All of a sudden, the world seems to be a beautiful place again. In fact, here in Cleveland, it is a gorgeous spring day - sun shining, flowers blooming, grass a healthy shade of green like Nolan's bracelets - the sign of life, at the season of birth and new beginnings. And it is so!!!!!!!!!!!!
Even nature is ecstatic about the news!
Nanette Auerhahn <Nanetteca@aol.com>
Shaker Hts., OH US - Thursday, April 21, 2005 4:21 PM CDT

Terrrrrrrific!! Keep up the recovery Tank...it sure seems to be VERY positive.
Poppy <cgh5@aol.com>
Chagrin Falls, OH - Thursday, April 21, 2005 3:37 PM CDT

YEAH!!! What a relief! Been thinking good thoughts all day for you guys! Give Nolan a BIG HUG for us and tell him how proud we are of him for being such a trooper! And Courtney, hang in there. From what I have read in the guestbook, you have such an amazing network of support. I can't imagine how difficult this has been for you, but know that you have a great group of people you can lean on, Stuart and I included. If there is anything we can do for you, please do not hesitate to ask us. We love you guys more than you can possibly know, and you are always in our thoughts, our hearts and our prayers, which it seems are being answered! Hugs and Kisses to all of you!

Barrie Taft
Palm Harbor, FL 34685 - Thursday, April 21, 2005 3:05 PM CDT

HI COURTNEY,
I pray for clear scans!!!! I am glad he tolerated chemo better this round. This ride is definately a roller coaster at times. I understand your feelings about working full-time and dealing with the kids etc. It is alot to handle. I too work full-time deal with both kids. Olivia last year only slept for 2 hour (maybe) at a time and I was up and down all night long with her and had to drag myself out of bed come morning to go to work. I am not sure how I ever did it to be honest. You do lose your humor, patience and try the best you can. I guess your body does what it has to do. You try and take care of you too (I wasn't too good at that part myself). I have a very unique situation though. You'll do just fine, just remember venting in your journals is a very healthy thing to do. Hang in there. Thinking of you.
www.caringbridge.org/oh/oliviagood
sheryl <johnston_sheryl@mail.dublin.k12.oh.us>
- Thursday, April 21, 2005 6:32 AM CDT

Prayers for CLEAR SCANS today.
Kathy & Laurel (RA)(FOA)(Wilms-kids)(Wyatt's Friends) <kathy_urban@hotmail.com>
Myrtle Beach, SC - Thursday, April 21, 2005 6:16 AM CDT

Hey, Court and Jason. You and Nolan are in our thoughts tonight, as we wait to hear good news from Nolan's tests tomorrow. Let us know the results as soon as you know. I was pleased to see Scott survive for yet another week, ever more convinced that he rides to new heights on the wings of his talent, kindness and the angel who watches over Nolan. Know that that angel accompanies you tomorrow, as well as all our love.
Nanette Auerhahn <Nanetteca@aol.com>
Shaker Hts., OH US - Wednesday, April 20, 2005 10:02 PM CDT

As a voyeur in your journey from afar you have shown such amazing strength, courage and wit. I only hope that if I was in your shoes I could handle this half as well as you and your family have done. I have worked with oncology patients for 11 of my 12 years in nursing and part of what keeps me in the field is the amazing people that I meet. You have every right to "whine" or complain. What your family is dealing with sucks and even more so because Nolan is so young. Just remember to take care of yourself in the midst of everything. There are lots of people thinking about you guys and praying for you. Take people up on their offers. They would not make them if they didn't mean it. Know that you are always in mine and Brad's thoughts. We wish you the best on this roller coaster you are riding and look forward to another good report on the scans to start off the weekend.
Jennifer Himelstein <jeniser@aol.com>
Redmond, Wa - Wednesday, April 20, 2005 5:24 PM CDT

To all you journal readers: I don't want you to get the wrong idea. I work with Courtney and I need to say that she may whine and complain in this journal, but none of the wear and tear shows on the job. At work, she is a poised, consummate professional.

Nanette Auerhahn <Nanetteca@aol.com>
Shaker Hts., OH US - Tuesday, April 19, 2005 7:39 PM CDT

I want to thank all of those who are supporting scott even stronger, but, i would also like to say thank you to the Taft family. Scott wore the bracelet to not only help make Nolans illness more aware, But also to put a bright smile on Naolans little face, we all hope he wears the Scott shirt in good health, and helps him smile on the days he isnt so well. Please know that Scott did not do this for the votes, but for nolan, and souly that. And speeking as Scotts sister, we are gratful, and thankful that you are now a part of our life. Prayers for your family, and all who support you.
Patty Savol <Arenagirl14@adelphia.net>
Shaker, Oh USA - Monday, April 18, 2005 4:20 PM CDT

Hello Taft Family. I feel as if I start each and every entry with a big HANG IN THERE GUYS! Court, as you said at the beginning of this, it is a marathon not a sprint. Spring is here, the sun is out, and time is marching on. Please remember to let us know what you need. Lots of us see you daily and would be more than happy to do just about anything to help you get through this. Hope Julia got her project back together and hope the effects of the chemo on Nolan subside. We love ya, Jill
Jill <Jill65s@aol.com>
Cleveland, Oh USW - Monday, April 18, 2005 2:27 PM CDT

That was the funniest thing I have read, it reminded me of Julia putting the cat down the laundry shoot. Two folks from Idol got the address and are buying bracelets
Miima <Robinson7666@bellsouth.net>
Lake Worth , Fl usa - Monday, April 18, 2005 2:05 PM CDT

So happy to read about Nolan's great visit on Friday! We are always here for you, Courtney. I have that raincheck waiting for lunch.
Kerry Wyse <KWyse617@aol.com>
Cleveland Heights, OH USA - Monday, April 18, 2005 8:16 AM CDT

God Bless you Nolan, will pray for your complete recovery.
murphy *\o/* (cheering for you!)
murphyb <murphyb849@aol.com>
Galloway, NJ USA - Monday, April 18, 2005 8:02 AM CDT

Saw your post in the Acor Wilms LISTSERV. Wow! You've had a time! But looks like the end is near! WOooo Hoooo! My Laurel was dx 10/22/04 and ot 02/28/05. It saddens me to see so many children getting affected with this awful beast. Our 3 mos. scans are coming up - and so far, I'm not a nervous wreck (that's a first!). I truly believe Jesus has leaid His Healing Touch on my little girl and pray that He has also healed Nolan!
Kathy & Laurel (RA)(FOA)(Wilms-kids)(Wyatt's Friends) <kathy_urban@hotmail.com>
Myrtle Beach, - Monday, April 18, 2005 6:21 AM CDT

Courtney: To you and your family, I will continue to pray for Nolan and his constant recovery and for strength for all of you to carry this as long as it takes.

We met Saturday at the Metroplex Soccer game. My daughter is Emma. I thought I would give you the camp information for Julia. It is called Ambassador Soccers Camp. The phone # is 440-519-0488 or 866-247-1920. I have signed Emma up for the Settlers Park week that starts July 12-16. It is from 9:00 - 4:00. If you do sign Julia up, I would be happy to pick her up in the morning and at the end of the day. Please let me know - my email is below. Our prayers are with you. God Bless.
Brigid Leonetti <home4ebeng@adelphia.net>
Auburn Twp., OH - Sunday, April 17, 2005 1:51 PM CDT

NOLAN KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK,YOU AND YOUR FAMILY ARE IN OUR THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS.
SHARON SHUTTLE GRANDMA TO ANGEL LAUREN JASON AND HAILEY www.caringbridge.org/mi/sweetlauren <LAURENJH123@JUNO.COM>
st clair shores, MI - Saturday, April 16, 2005 10:38 AM CDT

So glad to hear how well everything went today! Keep it up Tank, you're our little hero! Have a great weekend Taft family.

Amy Solomon <asolomon96@att.net>
- Friday, April 15, 2005 8:52 PM CDT

God Bless you Nolan.....
Veronica <veronica0213@yahoo.com>
Ansonia, CT 06401 - Friday, April 15, 2005 1:53 PM CDT

HOPE Nolan gets chemo and feeling good. Suppose to be sunny and nice here in Ohio. Hope you guys get outside.
Thinking of you.
www.caringbridge.org/oh/oliviagood
sheryl <johnston_sheryl@mail.dublin.k12.oh.us>
- Friday, April 15, 2005 12:36 AM CDT

Keeping you all in my thoughts today. Hope all goes well at the hospital and am so glad to hear Julia is finally feeling better. Many of my co-workers (fellow wristband wearers) were very excited to see the article in the PD yesterday. I personally sent Sarah Crump an e-mail and thanked her for getting the story out to the community. The response that Nanette has gotten is tremendous.
Will be looking for hopeful good news later today. Hang in there!!
Paul Nemitz <pnemitz@charteronebank.com>
Cleveland, OH USA - Friday, April 15, 2005 9:28 AM CDT

Nanette--You are Nolans fairy Godmother and Angel all in one-- Ilove you and am sooooo grateful
Mima (Maternal Grandmother) Isaac <Robinson@7666bellsouth.org.>
Lake Worth, Fl USA - Thursday, April 14, 2005 10:35 PM CDT

I want to reiterate Courtney's thank you to Scott Savol and his family for their incredible kindness to Nolan and the Tafts. I have fielded phone calls from complete strangers who have been touched by Nolan's story that was in the Cleveland Plain Dealer today. I have listened as they have told me their own stories of family members and friends who have struggled with cancer, only to have insurance companies refuse to pay for badly needed treatments. This is no way to enact family values! I have also heard from wonderful people who own hair salons and other such stores and who have offered to keep Nolan's bracelets by their cash registers and sell them. I will start letting you know which stores are doing this so that those who live in the vicinity can frequent these stores. And do remember to watch and vote for our very own Scott Savol on American Idol. His beautiful voice is matched by the beauty of Julia and Nolan and enhanced by the grandeur of his gesture. May these gifts carry him to success!
Nanette Auerhahn <Nanetteca@aol.com>
Shaker Heights, OH U.S. - Thursday, April 14, 2005 8:07 PM CDT

Wow...thank you for sharing that! We pray for Nolan daily...and each of you!
From a fellow egg...

www.caringbridge.org/nc/bonnieclaire
Dave and Mary 'beth Shelton <SheltonFamily@cox.net>
New Bern, NC - Thursday, April 14, 2005 6:18 PM CDT

hey guys! Hope everything is going well. I have tried to reach you by phone, but only get the machine.. Please keep in touch. We love and miss you!! Dana and Chris
Dana Schreiber <dschreiber@sertanational.com>
Milton, Fl USA - Thursday, April 14, 2005 11:59 AM CDT

Hoping all are feeling well. You are always in my thoughts and prayers. I think of you all dailey. thank you for stopping to see Olivia. All the notes are so nice and comforting to know there are people still checking on us.
www.caringbridge.org/oh/oliviagood
Sheryl <johnston_sheryl@mail.dublin.k12.oh.us>
- Wednesday, April 13, 2005 11:58 AM CDT

Great journal entry! You are sharing your experience so eloquently with all of us. Your family continues to be close in thoughts and prayers.
Kerry Wyse <KWyse617@aol.com>
Cleveland Heights, OH USA - Wednesday, April 13, 2005 8:31 AM CDT

Hope the weekend proved to bring much better health in the household. What a struggle all this can be. I love the pictures. Hopefully you all got out and enjoyed the beautiful Ohio weather this weekend.
www.caringbridge.org/oh/oliviagood
sheryl <johnston_sheryl@mail.dublin.k12.oh.us>
- Monday, April 11, 2005 12:45 AM CDT

Hope everyone is feeling better today. I'm sorry to hear about your scary experience on Friday, but glad that it turned out ok. (I ran into Jill Friday night who told me about it.) Praying that Nolan and Julia both feel better and that Nolan can receive his treatment this week.
Kerry Wyse <KWyse617@aol.com>
Cleveland Heights, OH USA - Monday, April 11, 2005 7:29 AM CDT

Hang in there...you have every right to whine...any time! And, I had never thought of using those bags under my eyes to carry my lipstick in...GREAT IDEA! You are keeping such a great journal...

www.caringbridge.org/nc/bonnieclaire
Dave and Mary 'beth Shelton <SheltonFamily@cox.net>
New Bern, NC - Saturday, April 9, 2005 9:01 AM CDT

That picture of Nolan and YaYa kissing is splendid and beautiful. It could win a photo award. I love it
Mima (Maternal Grandmother) Isaac <Robinson7666@bellsouth.net>
Lake Worth, Fl 33467 - Friday, April 8, 2005 9:41 PM CDT

Hello All,

Hang in there. Julia has to feel better soon! Hopefully, that will help Nolan too! Please call if you need anything.

Love,
Shari, Jeff, Sammi and Ashley
Shari Bailey <sharibailey@alltel.net>
Auburn, OH USA - Friday, April 8, 2005 8:42 PM CDT

TO ALL YOU NOLAN LOVERS:
Thank you for buying Nolan bracelets for yourselves. I wear mine all the time and know that it helps me keep Nolan close in my thoughts. Plus I know that the money goes to help him fight this disease. Please take the next step and start selling bracelets to all your friends and neighbors. If you want to have some bracelets to sell and will send payment after you've sold them, let me know. We can work something out. Also, we need people who can do the following: approach local store owners to see if they would be willing to have a little Nolan sign and some bracelets by the cash register, so that the rest of the world can have the opportunity to participate in this gift of life. E-mail me or call if you can help in this phase of our fundraising: 216-320-8341
Thanks!
Nanette
Nanette Auerhahn <Nanetteca@aol.com>
Shaker Heights, OH U.S. - Friday, April 8, 2005 3:15 PM CDT

Ohio?? Who knew
Hey you Tafts, how are you? Nolan and Julia look great, I wish there was another way to keep the weight off, but Nolan will spend some time with his Florida family's and should come home plump. It is always great to hear that all he has is the sniffels, it works for me.
well LOVE AND A HUG FOR, ME.
dad IN FLA
roger taft <tapex1@aol.com>
boynton beach, fl usa - Friday, April 8, 2005 8:52 AM CDT

TGIF! Lets hope it goes well for you all. Julia: sunshine is back so hopefully you are starting to feel back to your old healthy self! Good Luck at the Clinic today Nolan, another treatment taken care of on your road to beating this disease. Court and Jason--continue to hang in there guys. Try to take care of your selves and let us know if we can do anything to help you get through this time. You are in our thoughts,
Love, Jill, Jonah and Kendall
Jill, Jonah and Kendall <Jill65s@aol.com>
South Euclid, Oh USA - Friday, April 8, 2005 8:28 AM CDT

Hi Jason,Courtney,Julia and Nolan,
Well, it was great to read your journal and get a chuckle for a change, unfortunately at Nolan's expense :-) I am glad he did not get hurt. I feel so bad for Julia, I hope she is doing better. I also hope that Aunt Maxine is taking that Ginko Balboa regularly now, hee hee. Thanks Deena or is it Deana? Happy to hear that you had some nice weather too, hopefully it will continue. I, too, am wearing my bracelet all the time, it keeps all of you very close to me. You are wonderful! I miss you and love you. Love, Grandma Sandi
Sandi Taft <sandit312@aol.com>
Palm Harbor, FL USA - Thursday, April 7, 2005 11:17 PM CDT

Hello Taft family, Glad you joined the listserve! Hope Julia is doing better today! Glad to hear that things have been better for your little guy. Such a scary ordeal and to have him have the obstruction after surgery! Thankfully we have been doing pretty well with our little wilms guy! Take care and let us know how your doing! Stacy mom to Andy age 3 dx bilateral wilms 7/2002, alex 13yo today, tim 10 yo, wife to Pete who loves old Buicks
www.caringbridge.org/pa/andrew
stacy buczynski <stacybuczynski@yahoo.com>
girard, pa usa - Thursday, April 7, 2005 7:20 PM CDT

Taft family,
I chuckled reading about Nolan's little spills. Our Ireland (olivia sister) that is the same age does the same stuff. She took a spill in the gravel that same very day that Nolan did all that. it is so scary sometimes, but they just seem to bounce. I am sorry for Julia being sick. No fun. I sure hope by today she is feeling so much better. Think of you and your family and so glad you have this web site and you have gotten on the list serv. It is very beneficial. You seemed to be very good at what you write. I am not very good at expressing things and admired those of you that are.

take Care. Enjoy the Ohio weather coming up this weekend.
www.caringbridge.org/oh/oliviagood
Sheryl <johnston_sheryl@mail.dublin.k12.oh.us>
- Thursday, April 7, 2005 2:26 PM CDT

Hi Taft Family, hope everyone is feeling better today after yesterdays almost summerlike weather. Haven't been able to check in for a few days as Jeff and I have also been down with the flu/virus/yuck/whatever that is going around.
Julia, we know how ya feel kiddo...hang in there.
Keeping you all constantly in thought and prayer and wishing you continued sunny days ahead.
Paul Nemitz <pnemitz@charteronebank.com>
Cleveland, OH USA - Wednesday, April 6, 2005 8:14 AM CDT

Now you all know why I keep my daughter, Deena, or is it Deana, around. She has a great way with words. I, on the other hand, only wanted to wish you all well and good things, and created a monster. Glad NOLAN is doing well. Julia will be fine, too. Thinking about all of you. Love, Aunt Maxine
Maxine Kline <Maxinert@optonline.net>
Long Beach, NY USA - Tuesday, April 5, 2005 5:57 PM CDT

Hi Guys. Anxiously awaiting my bracelet!! Anyway, I wish you guys well this spring season. Spring is all about renewal so here's wishing you warm thoughts and a sunny future.

And I just read through the posts and I just want to add that I saw that my mom wrote Nolan's name wrong. Don't feel bad, cousin, because for Hannukah, she gave me a gift with a card and MY name was spelled wrong. I swear!! She probably forgot to take her ginko biloba or something....
Keeping Nolan in my thoughts.... and some kid named Noel too!! Hee hee........
Deena
Deena Feldherr <deenafeldh@aol.com>
Merrick, NY USA - Tuesday, April 5, 2005 2:46 PM CDT

We get all the reports from Barrie and Stu - but still want to tell you how much you are in our thoughts and prayers - and now even more so since we have our bracelets - and Glenn and I are both wearing them daily. We always knew you were both smart, strong people - but there are no words that have not been used to describe what wonderful role models you are under such pressure. We add our love and support to the network you have...Love to all of you....Leah and Glenn
Leah and Glenn Bergoffen <glmbjs@aol.com>
Palm Harbor, Fl USA - Tuesday, April 5, 2005 11:18 AM CDT

Hey you guys, this is The old man in Fla. A dad can't ever express his feelings or how his heart beats everytime he reads about his kids, and feel helpless and happless . I must say that you are some of the strongest and bravest people I am proud to say I know. Aren't you glad you only have two kids, imaging quintuplets.
The pictures of Nolan and Julia look great, so does Courtney, how about Jason and the whole family taken as a unit. Whatever; I am very proud of you and pray for you everyday keep on trucking.
Love DAD
Roger Taft <tapex1@aol.com>
Boynton Beach, FLA USA - Monday, April 4, 2005 9:59 PM CDT

Hi Guys! Please forgive me if there are any typos, as I am bawling like a baby as I am typing this. I have just read your most recent post, Courtney, and what your cousin Jason wrote really got to me as well. I have never known people to be a brave and strong as Nolan, Courtney, Jason and Julia have been through this whole battle. And yet each day that passes, with each new posting I read, I find that you continue to amaze me. You can not begin to know how inspiring you all are to us. We love you, we miss you terribly, and we are always thinking of you. Hugs and kisses to all of you!
Barrie Taft
Palm Harbor, FL USA - Monday, April 4, 2005 1:59 PM CDT

Dear Taft Family,

We are the previous owners of your current home on Summit Dr...Our old neighbors have informed us about Nolan's battle and his determination. We are keeping Nolan in our thoughts and prayers.
The Sicker Family-Chris, Jacci, Dean and Jack <Sickhockey@aol.com>
Columbia, SC USA - Sunday, April 3, 2005 8:34 PM CDT

Hello All,

I certainly hope their fevers stop soon. What a way to spend spring vacation! We are thinking of all of you. We just got our bracelets. We really like them. Take care and call if you need anything!
Love,
Shari, Jeff, Sammi and Ashley
Shari Bailey <sharibailey@alltel.net>
Chagrin Falls, OH USA - Sunday, April 3, 2005 10:49 AM CDT

Hi Jason, Courtney, Julia and Noel, Just checking in to say hello and to let you know I'm thinking of you. I'm waiting for my bracelets and look forward to wearing one. I hope the coming days keep improving......what a run you've had. All my love, Aunt Maxine
Maxine Kline <Maxinert@optonline.net>
Long Beach, NY USA - Saturday, April 2, 2005 9:47 PM CST

BATTLE FIELD

I PASS ONTO YOU THIS TALE OF BRAVERY THAT WILL NEVER QUIT

FITTING AND HONOR THAT KNOWS NO BOUNDARIES.

I PASS ONTO YOU A TALE OF VICTORY, A WARRIOR THAT WOULD NOT BE

PUT DOWN.

I PASS ON TO YOU A TRAIT OF STRENGTH AND COMPLETE VALOR.

IN LIFE THERE ARE MANY BATTLES AND CONFLICTS OF THE MIND,

STRUGGLES OF WILL, SAGA�S OF THE HEART AND REVOLUTIONS OF THE

SPIRIT. BUT ONE THING WILL ALWAYS HOLD TRUE VIGILANCE IN THE

UNDYING FIGHT FOR SURVIVAL AND THE POWER OF CONSTITUTION

THAT SHINES BRIGHT LIKE A BEACAN UNFORGOTTEN BY THE AGES.

THOSE WHO ARE STILL FACING COMBAT IN A LIFE OF DESTINY SO IS AN

ODE WITH NO END YOU WILL HEAR THIS NEXT LINE A LEGEND THAT WILL

NOT DIE. IT DOESN�T MATTER HOW YOU HAVE LIVED OR THAT YOU ALL

MOST DID NOT SURVIVE. WHAT DOES MATTER IS THAT YOU FOUGHT.

Jason Hamaker <hamaker@penn.com>
- Saturday, April 2, 2005 6:12 PM CST

OK---enough is enough that damn flu bug needs to roll right on down the road. I hope Julias nose bleeds have stopped and Nolan your new pictures make me laugh--it looks like you are having so much fun with that ice cream
Mima (Maternal Grandmother) Isaac <Robinson7666@bellsouth.net>
lake worth, fl usa - Friday, April 1, 2005 10:42 PM CST

I am Matthew Taft's Pre-K teacher here in Palm Harbor, Florida. Barrie and Stuart told me about Nolan and this website. I just wanted to let you know Nolan and your entire family are in my prayers.
Chris Kirchner <Ragann9@aol.com>
Palm Harbor-, Fl USA - Friday, April 1, 2005 8:48 PM CST

Hello Taft Family! I hope you have a great weekend. I havn't been on the website in a little while and I just loved looking at all the photos. Hopefully the weather will be ok for alittle outing.
Amanda
Cleveland, Oh USA - Friday, April 1, 2005 3:22 PM CST

Wanted to check in with you and see how everyone is. Hope that Julia is much better and Nolan will feel so much better for the weekend. Thinking of you all.
www. caringbridge.org/oh/oliviagood
sheryl <Johnston_sheryl@mail.dublin.k12.oh.us>
- Friday, April 1, 2005 1:46 PM CST

Hello Taft Family-
I haven't written in a while, but wanted to let you know that you guys are always in my thoughts. Courtney, as you've heard a million times before, know that your Bellefaire family is always here for you and your family. Just let us know what you need.
Amy Solomon <asolomon96@att.net>
- Thursday, March 31, 2005 8:17 PM CST

We will be keeping our fingers crossed for you guys. I am glad the weather is starting to cooperate, as well as Nolan's blood counts so you can get out. Here's hoping for no fevers and lots of good white blood cells to fight!
Jennifer Himelstein <jeniser@aol.com>
Redmond, WA - Wednesday, March 30, 2005 6:55 PM CST

Hi Gang! Got my bracelets, and they have been distributed throughout Pinellas County, as well as sent to TN and NY! Thanks to Nanette for getting them to me so quick! Glad to hear Nolan had a great time getting out. Julia, I hope you are feeling better real soon! Matthew keeps asking when can his cousin Julia come for a sleepover? Soon, we hope! Maybe once we are past all this, we can leave the kids with Stuart and Jason, and you and I can get away for some R&R, Courtney?!? We love and miss you all very much, and you are constantly in our thoughts and prayers. Hugs and kisses to you all!
Barriet Taft
Palm Harbor, FL USA - Wednesday, March 30, 2005 9:01 AM CST

Dear Julia
I am sorry to hear you are sick, and on your school break too. Hope you get well soon. I am home sick today too, but not as bad off as you. Get Well
Your Buddy-Jonah
Jonah <Jill65s@aol.com>
South Euclid, Oh USA - Tuesday, March 29, 2005 2:36 PM CST

So glad to read you had an enjoyable Easter weekend. Hope Julia gets better soon.
Kerry Wyse <KWyse617@aol.com>
Cleveland Heights, OH USA - Tuesday, March 29, 2005 8:31 AM CST

Howdy,
Just stopped by to see how Easter was. When that hair starts coming out, for some reason I wanted to run away too. I started crying and had to leave the room. I was very very distraught. But believe it or not you get used to them with no hair at all. It becomes the way of normal. But as I said it is awful for us to watch.
www.caringbridge.org/oh/oliviagood
Sheryl <johnston_sheryl@mail.dublin.k12.oh.us>
- Monday, March 28, 2005 11:21 AM CST

Hello Taft Family. I hope you ALL enjoyed some time out this week-end. The weather even cooperated so there was sunshine for you too. Hope Easter was nice for you guys. Just checking in and letting you know you are in my thoughts. Thinking of you, JIll
Jill Sadowsky <sadowskj@bellefairejcb.org>
South Euclid, Oh USA - Monday, March 28, 2005 8:11 AM CST

OH...what wonderful news! I could just FEEL the smiles as I read the journal. Enjoy Wal-Mart and the dinner out (things most people take for granted). So glad the counts are good...we are always praying!

www.caringbridge.org/nc/bonnieclaire
Dave and Mary 'beth Shelton <SheltonFamily@cox.net>
New Bern, NC - Saturday, March 26, 2005 3:16 PM CST

Fantastic results for Nolan today. So happy for you all, maybe you can all get out a bit!!! Hurray--and continue to be strong and hang in there. As long as the roof is not too high up, I'm here for ya, if it gets too high Court, I'll call in for back up. We all love you guys and hope everyone sleeps a little bit better tonite. Jill, Jonah and kendall
Jill/Jonah and kendall <Jill65s@aol.com>
South Euclid, Oh USW - Friday, March 25, 2005 5:09 PM CST

Positive thoughts, prayers and hope DO HELP!!
Nolan's results are fantastic. I've been checking the website every hour on the hour waiting for a journal entry today to see the news. As excited as I was to see it, I can hardly imagine how thankful you all must be. Three cheers from all your concerned friends here at Charter One. I am SO happy for you Nolan :O) Enjoy being out of the house at WalMart, McDonalds or wherever you go. (The WalMart in Mentor is open 24/7...so they won't be able to throw you out..LOL) Have Fun!!!
Paul Nemitz <pnemitz@charteronebank.com>
Mayfield Heights, OH USA - Friday, March 25, 2005 1:49 PM CST

Sending lots of positive thoughts your way this morning as you are at the clinic visit. You continue to be spread thin through all of this, one would never know though. At work, home, etc...you are always giving 100%+++. Hang in there. It is great you shared how you are really feeling, this is the only way we will all know and be able to offer some support and help. Hopefully, Nolans blood work will be better so he can get out a bit. If not, HAVE NO FEAR!!! There are lots of people out here that would love to be able to help in any way we can. Hang in there guys!!!!!
Keeping you all in my prayers, Love Jill
Jill Sadowsky <Jill65S@aol.com>
South Euclid, Oh USA - Friday, March 25, 2005 10:28 AM CST

Nolan, Sending you a big bunch of good wishes for good news on Friday...you will all be in my thoughts. I am so proud to see all of my co-workers wearing your wristband. You can't imagine the support you have from complete strangers, it truly is amazing. Hang in there, all of you, better days are coming!
Paul Nemitz <pnemitz@charteronebank.com>
Mayfield Heights, OH USA - Friday, March 25, 2005 6:46 AM CST

Hey Nolan and family! Everyone here at Wash U is thinking of you and your bracelets are selling fast :-) I wish you guys could see how proud my friends are when they see me around and raise up their wrist to show me that they, too, are wearing one of the green bracelets and supporting your fight. A quote I heard the other day made me think of you: "think about the love inside the strength of heart, think about the heroes saving life in the dark. everything is gonna be alright.be strong.believe." There is certainly a myriad of people out there who love you Nolan and are always thinking of you. The strength that you and your family have shown truly astounds me. I don't think the cancer realized who it was messing with. Good luck tomorrow and I hope you can run and laugh outside one day very soon!!
Luv Always,
Elise
P.S. - I sent some bracelets to my boyfriend to sell at his college (Rochester Institute of Technology) so your fan base is spreading fast among college students across the country :-)
Elise Weinberger <eaweinbe@artsci.wustl.edu>
Shaker Heights, OH - Thursday, March 24, 2005 11:02 PM CST

Courtney, Jason, Julia and Nolan: Courtney I would be happy to come and stay a weekend so you and Jason could get out. Just let Uncle Dave and I know when it is safe for Nolan and we would be happy. You know that you are my favorite and have a special place in my heart and anything I can do is always at your comand. Nan said she can not find our order. I hope to hear in a few days she has located it as we cant wait to wear them and keep selling them. Let me know when we can come out to let you have so space. Aunt Kathleen
Aunt Kathleen <hamaker@penn.com>
- Thursday, March 24, 2005 9:21 PM CST

Courtney & Jason, I wish I could be there again to help you out or "let" you out. This has been a very long hard winter for all of you, and it hurts that I can not help you. Just keep your spirits up, and "this too shall pass". It must have been horrible for you when Nolan's hair was in your mouth, but it will grow back, and he will get well! I hope you get good news this Friday, and hopefully can take Nolan out a little.
I, too, can not believe that Julia is almost finished with 1st grade! I am so proud of her, she is a sweetheart. Yes, you two did very well in the "kid department".
Just want you to know that my Bracelet order is coming with Barrie's and I can't wait to get them. Courtney, I would love a copy of the picture of you and Nolan. I think it is great, and you never let me take your picture.
Thank you to everyone, it is overwhelming how many bracelets are being purchased, and the wonderful support for my kids.
Love and miss all of you. You are always in my thoughts and prayers. Hope you call me with good news. Love, Grandma Sandi
Sandi Taft <Sandit312@aol.com>
Palm Harbor, FL USA - Thursday, March 24, 2005 8:46 PM CST

Just caught up on the website and wanted to send our love. We are keeping Nolan in our prayers. Just sent away for our bracelets - sold 50 to the moms at church - can't wait! Clay wanted to know if Julia had free time during her break to come and play!! Lots of love and call me when you can.
Meg, Ryan, Clay and Alex <meg@megnoah.com>
B-town, Ohio USA - Wednesday, March 23, 2005 8:16 PM CST

I just want to send my love and blessings to the Taft family. Not only was i blessed to meet Courtney, but i was also touched my her passion to make her son better.
I may have only known you for a few days, but i will always keep you in my prayers! And i will always be praying for not only you and your son, but your husband, and your daughters emotional well being also!
Patricia Savol <Arenagirl14@adelphia.net>
Shaker, Ohio UAS - Wednesday, March 23, 2005 6:54 PM CST

Just wanted to let you know that I am keeping the Taft family in my prayers. Keep your head up, your faith strong and your heart smiling. Deanne Doleman and Family.
DEANNE DOLEMAN <DOLEMAND@BELLFAIREJCB.ORG>
CLEVELAND, OH USA - Wednesday, March 23, 2005 12:10 AM CST

WOW!! Just got back to town, got my bracelets in the mail and have sold every one!!! Didn't expect the reaction, but do appreciate all who are pitching in with donations and prayers.
Poppy <cgh5@aol.com>
Chagrin Falls, - Wednesday, March 23, 2005 10:06 AM CST

Just stopping by to see how you are doing. Can't wait for spring either. Livi is getting restless too.
www.caringbridge.org/oh/oliviagood
Sheryl <johnston_sheryl@mail.dublin.k12.oh.us>
- Tuesday, March 22, 2005 12:27 AM CST

Julia s drawing of the Earth is actually closer to reality than some graduate students I know that think AFRICA IS A COUNTRY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Mima (Maternal Grandmother) Isaac <Robinson7666@bellsouth.net>
lAKE WORTH, fL. 33467 - Monday, March 21, 2005 9:33 PM CST

The new pictures are great! Thanks again for keeping us all updated so frequently. Prayers continue for Nolan's strength, as well as all of your family.
Kerry Wyse <KWyse617@aol.com>
Cleveland Heights, OH USA - Monday, March 21, 2005 7:16 AM CST

Courtney,
Thanks for listing me as one of the "braceleteers", what an honor!!...I'm so glad to be able to help out any way that I can. The new webpage looks great. I think of Nolan and all of you every day. Continued best wishes for his improving health and your strength! Looking forward to seeing you on the red carpet Arpil 9th!!
Paul Nemitz <pnemitz@charteronebank.com>
Cleveland, oh usa - Monday, March 21, 2005 6:47 AM CST

Hooray, the website is fixed so I can bring it up on AOL now. It looks great, however, the song and pictures brought tears to my eyes. Wish I could come to the Beterment Foundation, but that's what happens when you live so far away :-( I hope Nolan is doing well and doesn't get sick. Julia, Daddy told my your hair looks great! Love ya all, Grandma Sandi
Sandi Taft <sandit312@aol.com>
Palm Harbor, FL USA - Sunday, March 20, 2005 6:08 PM CST

Hi Nolan,
I hope you are having a nice weekend.
Jaime www.caringbridge.org/nj/jaimelynn <jaime13042@aol.com>
nj usa - Saturday, March 19, 2005 7:03 PM CST

Hello Taft family! I'm glad to read that Nolan's Hemoglobin level is up, we'll just have to continue prayer for everything else:) Keep your spirits up.
La Monica & Skye
OH - Saturday, March 19, 2005 10:11 AM CST

Music? No one told me there was music!!! I'll have to put my headphones on! Jason, is the dog on your first page supposed to be Nina? I love it!!! I can't wait to get my bracelets -- I guess it will be any day now. I was hoping to read about how today went -- guess I'lll have to wait for that too! You have a very impatient Aunt! Anyway, I am hoping and praying that all went well today. You are all always in my thoughts. Love, Aunt Beverly
[P.S. Sandi -- I seem to remember Joan Barron also!]
Beverly Himelstein <mjhbjh@msn.com>
Bloomfield, CT USA - Friday, March 18, 2005 7:30 PM CST

Hi Jason,Courtney,Julia and Nolan
I am so glad to hear that the bracelets are doing well, I can't wait to get mine. Good Luck tomorrow at the hospital,I have my fingers crossed for good news. Thank you, again to everyone for all of the support and good wishes, it still brings tears to my eyes and gives me chills to read all the wonderful notes. Thank you, Joan Baron, my old high school & college buddy, you are great! Happy St Patrick's day to everyone! Does anyone have AOL and having a problem getting the website up recently? I can't get it to come up, I just get the music. If so, let Jason know, maybe he has to fix something. Julia, I loved the pictures of you singing at school, I wish I was there to hear it. I love you, and miss all of you. Love, Grandma Sandi
Sandi Taft <sandit312@aol.com>
Palm Harbor, FL USA - Thursday, March 17, 2005 8:23 PM CST

Well guys, the bracelets are selling like hotcakes! Court, I took them to the Intake Alliance Meeting today and was overwhelmed how many people bought them after hearing what I was selling them for. Even if we don't get all of the American Idols wearing them, we can certainly get the Cleveland "Idols" wearing them. Does Jason know we expect all of his work buddies to be sporting these bands? and all of the people Jason has to give tickets too, etc.....See how it spreads. Hang in there guys, we love ya. Good luck at the hospital tomorrow with everything. Love Jill
Jill Sadowsky <sadowskj@bellefairejcb.org>
South Euclid, Oh USW - Thursday, March 17, 2005 5:50 PM CST

Hey there Nolan and Julia ,I miss you both and everytime I see your pictures I smile. You guys are beautiful. I hope to see you soon , I love you , but you know us old folk need the warm weather. I am proud and elated to know Courtney and Jason ,you two are the best and I love you.
HANG IN THERE !
Grand Pa Roger
Roger Taft <tapex1@aol.com>
- Thursday, March 17, 2005 11:32 AM CST

Hello Taft Family! I work at Bellefaire and was excited to get a "Nolan" bracelet yesterday. I love the color and send healthy wishes your way each time I look at it. Thinking of you.
Suzanne Appel <appels@bellefairejcb.org>
Shaker Heights, OH USA - Thursday, March 17, 2005 8:25 AM CST

Happy Saint Patricks Day!!!!!! Since we do not have a Blarney Stone to Kiss in America . It is good protocol to kiss anyone who is full of Blarney
Mima (Maternal Grandmother) <Robinson766@bellsouth.net>
Lake Worth, Fl USA - Wednesday, March 16, 2005 10:12 PM CST

I signed on to your amazing website today as I do every day to check on my Nolan and the rest of the Taft family, and was overwhelmed by the pictures and music. They made me cry! You're on a roll, guys - gathering strength and prayers and the 'weight' of friends while you lift all our spirits!
Love, Nanette
Nanette Auerhahn <Nanetteca@aol.com>
Shaker Heights, OH US - Wednesday, March 16, 2005 12:20 AM CST

HI Just stoppin in to say and see how you are all doing. My thoughts and prayers are with you.
wwwcaringbridge.org/oh/oliviagood
Sheryl <johnston_sheryl@mail.dublin.k12.oh.us>
- Wednesday, March 16, 2005 10:41 AM CST

Hi Nolan this is me Jonah and my freinds I love the brace lets they are coolI hope the ceemo goes well
Jonah <JILL65s@Aol.com>
South Euclid, Ohio usa - Tuesday, March 15, 2005 7:19 AM CST

Hey there Nolan!
I am so glad that you don't have a hernia and that the blood transfusion made you feel better. I am sorry I didn't get to see you last week when I was home but hopefully when I come home for passover I can come say hi and you will be feeling fabulous. I am sooo excited the bracelets have finally arrived, I have been waiting not so patiently for them and as soon as my Mom sends them to me I will wear mine every day and make sure all of my friends buy them :-) Stay as amazingly strong as you have been and keep smiling and you will have this thing beat!
Luv Always,
Elise
Elise Weinberger <eaweinbe@artsci.wustl.edu>
Shaker Heights , OH - Monday, March 14, 2005 11:44 PM CST

The bracelets are here! I will start filling orders tonight. The color is a fabulous green, perfect for St. Patrick's Day. It's the color of a brand new, healthy leaf on a beautiful spring day - the color of life, renewal, and birth - a new beginning.
Nanette <Nanetteca@aol.com>
Shaker Hts., OH U.S. - Monday, March 14, 2005 7:15 PM CST

Just cuz we haven't typed doesn't mean we aren't thinking of you.

Keep putting "one foot in front of the other, and soon you'll be walking cross the floor. Put one foot in front of the other, and soon you'll be walking out the door..." (that is if the weather breaks and Nolan puts his mask on!)

Those lines are much better sung to the tune found in one of those cheesy Christmas specials.... sorry.
Talk to you soon!
Lauri L <laribeel@bellefairejcb.org>
Shaker Hts., , OH USA - Monday, March 14, 2005 6:23 PM CST

Hi-The sun is shining here and I hope it's shining on all of you, too. I check in daily and think of you often. Be well......Aunt Maxine
Maxine Kline <Maxinert@optonline.net>
Long Beach, NY USA - Monday, March 14, 2005 12:23 AM CST

Hey guys, Just thought I would type you a message since you are so tough to get in touch with. We are glad to hear that Nolan is doing better. Nolan, don't feel too bad, I have some pooping issues also....
Hope the sun warms you guys up soon. It can get kind of depressing when the weather doesn't work in your favor. Cabin fever is definately no fun. Please keep your spirits high!! We love and miss you!!

Dana and Chris <dschreiber@sertanational.com>
Milton, Fl 32583 - Monday, March 14, 2005 11:35 AM CST

Hi guys. Thank you so much for adding the music and awesome pictures to the website, everyone who has viewed them loves them!! Just a reminder that little Nolan and Julia are so lucky to have such wonderful caring parents that just keep on truckin'!! Jason and Courtney, you are wonderful models for your kids (and all of us) of how parents pull together when times are so tough. Try to find some time for the two of you to get a "break" of sorts if you can, and remember to LAUGH as often as possible, and certainly a drink every now and then does wonders. Love, Jill
Jill Sadowsky <Jill65s@aol.com>
South Euclid, Oh USW - Monday, March 14, 2005 10:47 AM CST

Hi Nolan and family!
Just a note from another Wilms mom online here to keep up the great work advocating for your son! Some people surely think I'm paranoid but I figure if Alex is kept healthy or out of harm's way because of it, then it is all worth it!! We ended his treatment right about the time you started, so believe me, the memory is right under the surface. If you want to talk or email, you go right ahead and get in touch! Come visit Alex's site if you have time and in the meantime, God bless you BIG TIME! :)
Hey Nolan, how do you know if there's an elephant under your bed??
When your nose touches the ceiling!!!
Ok, I'll have a better one next time, I promise!! :)
Love in Christ,
Jen Scott (Alex's mom)
Alex's page www.caringbridge.org/il/alexscott <jenscott90@hotmail.com>
Heyworth, IL USA - Sunday, March 13, 2005 11:15 PM CST

Please keep the on line messages coming so that Courtney and Jason know that we are all still here to up lift them every day. Sometimes we get a little preoccupied and forget but they are counting on us to lift their spirits.
Aunt Kathleen <hamaker@penn.com>
- Sunday, March 13, 2005 10:14 PM CST

Hi Courtney, Jason, Julia and NOLAN!! Just wanted to say hi and let you all know that I have been thinking about you and I am glad to hear that Nolan is doing better. Hopefully he will have a good week and eat for you! I just wanted to let you know that the new pictures are GREAT!! Well, have a great week, I have you in my prayers, God Bless!
Kim (Kid's Club) <blakeychat@aol.com>
Chagrin Falls, Oh United States - Sunday, March 13, 2005 7:22 PM CST

Hi Courtney (Jason, Julia and Nolan too!)

It was great to talk to you today. I certainly hope that his white blood count improves this week. Feel free to call anytime. Ashley is looking forward to playing with Julia.

Take care!

Love,
Shari, Jeff, Sammi and Ashley
Shari Bailey <sharibailey@alltel.net>
Auburn, OH Geauga - Saturday, March 12, 2005 8:37 PM CST

Hi every body, its us at tyh apple store and we love the slide show and all the pictures they are graet!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! love us we hope he stops being cranky and hi to Julia mybe you can come to one of my soccer games
Jonah/Jill <jill65s@aol.com>
ohio, south euclid europe - Saturday, March 12, 2005 6:15 PM CST

Hi Corney, I just got to see the precious pictures of Julia and your dear son. I know it is so hard for all of you. I want you to know all of you are in our prayers. Please know that you are and have been in our prayers. It is so hard to see why we have to go thru something so hard but I know that the Great Mystery is the one thing that will help you through all this. We care so much.
Cindy and Peter Catches <Oceti@gwtc.net>
Pine Ridge, SD USA - Saturday, March 12, 2005 5:34 PM CST

Hi Taft family, You don't know me but I am a very old friend of Grandma Sandi's from high school and college. She had told me about Nolan and this website and have been following his progress ever since. I feel like I know all of you already. I think about your family often and pray for Nolan all the time. I just know that everything will be fine because his Grandma Sandi and all of you deserve all the best. Everytime I read your journal, your strength and character impress me more and more. You are a wonderful family and I wish you all the best. Can't wait to receive my braclet!
Joan Baron Drury <jbdrury@hotmail.com>
Woodmere, NY Nassau - Saturday, March 12, 2005 4:57 PM CST

Hey, guys...me again. I wanted to let you know that you can have Nolan put on the KiwiAngels link at the bottom of Bonnie Claire's web site...
we constantly encourage her-web-site visitors to check out that link and pray for the Wilms Tumor warriors!
We will pray and pray!

www.caringbridge.org/nc/bonnieclaire
Mary 'beth Shelton <SheltonFamily@cox.net>
- Saturday, March 12, 2005 3:11 PM CST

My thoughts are with you guys today. I hope every day is a better day than the day before.
Deena Feldherr
Merrick, NY USA - Saturday, March 12, 2005 3:06 PM CST

Hi Taft family! Just wanted you to know that I have been tracking Nolan's progress almost daily, even though I don't sign in. I even have my husband asking daily if I've checked on Nolan. You are all in my prayers. I have ordered some bracelets, but I tnink I'm going to need a few more! Also, if there is any lunch that you think Nolan might be missing from the Kid's Club, just let me know and I'll be happy to drop it off next time I make it! Take care and know that a lot of people are thinking about you! Love, Miss Helen
Helen Bates <rcbates@nacs.net>
Newbury, OH USA - Saturday, March 12, 2005 11:56 AM CST

I am so sorry for what you are going through! I know there are no words to help you...but, prayer can MAYBE bring you some peace. God watched His Son go through some horrible stuff...and when no human understands...just remember, God knows.

www.caringbridge.org/nc/bonnieclaire
Dave and Mary 'beth Shelton <SheltonFamily@cox.net>
New Bern, NC - Saturday, March 12, 2005 10:25 AM CST

It is great!!! What a great idea, who thought this up? I got back in to so Jason and all the other pictures didn't come up like Courtney, Julia, Grandpa Chuck and you know the all time favorite pumpkin picture. I wonder why they only showed a few. Any way give me a ring, I called but you were out. We love you more than you will every know and we are all so your greatest fans. Aunt Kathleen, Uncle Dave, Jason, Colette, Rob and Julia's sister Paige.
Aunt Kathleen <hamaker@penn.com>
DuBois, PA - Friday, March 11, 2005 10:35 PM CST

Not a chance that I won't come back! Thanks for the entry. I was really worried about using the entry. I called my friend Lynne and asked her if she thought that I would hurt anyone's feelings- or cause a caringbridge webpage war.... Phew what a relief that we shared the same thoughts. Hope Nolan is having a hungry day!!!
Charlene and Jordan <themumma5@yahoo.com>
Rolla, MO USA - Friday, March 11, 2005 7:29 PM CST

Ok Ihave been crying for an hour so I called Donna and she went to the new website and cried with me----some friend huh. The new website is georgeous and wonderful. Nolan you are my champion and I am one of the friends who loooooves you. I carry you in my spirit. Julia you are just the best
Love,
Mima
Mima (Maternal Grandmother) Isaac <Robinson7666@bellsouth.net>
Lake Worth, Florida USA - Friday, March 11, 2005 4:38 PM CST

Goosebumps and tears! What a great addition to the website! Thoughts, prayers and love. . .
Kerry Wyse <KWyse617@aol.com>
Cleveland Heights, OH USA - Friday, March 11, 2005 10:18 AM CST

Courtney- I am glad to hear that the mystery is solved. Maybe you could start working sit-ups into the bedtime routine....Ha! Ha! I know how frustrating it is when you want to do the best thing for your baby and it just feels like you are walking against the current. Hey- but haven't you heard? This is the 'best' cancer to have? I really had to bite my tongue when I would hear people say that.
When our babies are cranky- it is not the normal cranky that 'regular mothers' have. Our babies are having toxins pumped into them to save their lives and the side effects of that toxin makes the 'normal crankiness' seem like a break. When your child is diagnosed with cancer as much as we miss it- there is no 'normal cranky' anymore. The normalness is left and you have to constantly be guessing if it is because of the Vincristine, the Dactinomycin, the medicines, the psychological effects...the list goes on. I know- I have been there! I think you are doing a wonderful job and have a great attitude and I pray for Nolan to never have to fight this fight again.
I know what you mean about the transfusions!! I watched Jordan's cheeks pink up instantly! I was asking where I could sign up for one!
Hope Nolan wakes up tomorrow hungry for FOOD!!!!
wwww.caringbridge.org/mo/jordanmumma
Charlene Mumma <themumma5@yahoo.com>
Rolla, MO USA - Thursday, March 10, 2005 9:14 PM CST

just stopping by to see how Nolan is doing. I hope he continues to feel good. Take care
www.caringbridge.org/oh/oliviagood
Sheryl <johnston_sheryl@mail.dublin.k12.oh.us>
Johnstown, oh - Thursday, March 10, 2005 6:19 AM CST

Okay, to clarify my ramblings of the other day: I do NOT equate what the Taft family is going through with the trails and tribulations of the rest of us shlubs. What I meant to say in my awkward way, was: I truly absolutely believe that Nolan has his cancer beat! Not that there isn't still a whole lot of hard stuff to go through. But he will be well! I absolutely totally believe that and want you guys to believe that too. Envision it and it will happen!
Love, nanette
Nanette Auerhahn <Nanetteca@aol.com>
Shaker Hts., OH U.S. - Wednesday, March 9, 2005 9:17 PM CST

i love the new pictures---It is sooooo nice to see him smile
Mima (Maternal Grandmother) Isaac <Robinson7666@bellsouth.net>
lake worth, Florida usa - Wednesday, March 9, 2005 6:28 PM CST

First of all, who is Dr. Stallion? Who among all the docs you've seen is this Stallion guy, and does he look like a stallion? I want to know. Secondly, as a mother of four, I want to remind you that normal kids who don't have cancer go through periods of complaining, whining, not eating, etc., and drive their parents' miserable for all kinds of reasons, some of which we never figure out. So don't despair when Nolan is doing this - Maybe it's not the cancer or treatments at all but normal development. Thirdly, of course you are losing your mind, Courtney, but so are all us other mothers who work and are stressed, etc. - Yesterday I was daydreaming and drove over a train track while a train was coming at me, blasting its horn for me to get out of its way. It had a green light and I had a red light. I went ahead, oblivious. I can't believe I did that, but I was in a daze. Not to minimize your tzuris (yiddish for troubles), but forget about the cancer - It's GONE, NEVER TO RETURN! Now you are dealing with life like the rest of us shlubs! (Aren't you glad that I cheered you up?)
Love, Nanette
Nanette Auerhahn <Nanetteca@aol.com>
Shaker Hts., OH U.S. - Tuesday, March 8, 2005 8:27 PM CST

Hello. I have a 4 year old daughter who just finished her chemo for Wilms. Nolan is so cute! He has such a wonderful smile! My son, Dawson was diagnosed with Type 1 Diabetes when he was 16 months old so I can relate to how hard it is to have all of these medical things going on but the little guys can't understand any of it. I will check on your family often (okay daily- but I'll try to not be a stalker..*smile*) and I will add you all to our prayers.
www.caringbridge.org/mo/jordanmumma
Charlene Mumma <themumma5@yahoo.com>
Rolla, MO USA - Monday, March 7, 2005 9:51 PM CST

Dear Jason, Courtney, Nolan and Julia: Just a short hello to remind you all that your family is NEVER far from our thoughts and prayers. The kids and I continually discuss Nolan and how you are all doing in this very difficult stage of life. Just wanting to make sure you know you are on our minds, WE LOVE YA, JILL, JONAH AND KENDALL
Jill Sadowsky <jill65s@aol.com>
South Euclid, Oh USA - Sunday, March 6, 2005 8:26 PM CST

The bracelets will be arriving somewhat later than originally expected. I should be getting them sometime after March 18. Will fill your orders ASAP after that.
Nanette
Nanette Auerhahn <Nanetteca@aol.com>
Shaker Hts., OH US - Friday, March 4, 2005 8:10 PM CST

Hi,
Thank you for signing Olivia's guestbook. Anytime you have any questions you want to ask, feel free to e-mail or I can give you my phone # and you can call me. I am always willing to share any knowledge I have learned over this last year. This caringbridge site has been awesome for support and knowledge. I also belong to the Wilms list server Children with Wilms' Tumor WILMS-KIDS@LISTSERV.ACOR.ORG. It has been great to learn about what other's go through. People ask questions, notify people of information that they learn, good news or bad news. You can respond, write questions, or just sit back and read what people have to say. Somtimes there are lots of mail and sometimes not.
I try follow numerous children fighting Wilms websites to see how they are doing, watching their progress. Sometimes I just read and see how they are doing and sometimes I read an sign the guestbook and offer my prayers and send them well wishes.
I too have support of family and friends. But this has been a wonderful blessing to be able to share your thoughts and feelings, fears, saddness, happiness whatever with people that have gone through or going through the same things as you and your family. Your friends and family all mean well but they don't have a true understanding unless they walk in "our" shoes. I am not taking anything away from them, we need them too. But as you continue down this journey, I think you will find comfort and gain a tremedous amount of knowledge. Sometimes you'll read things that you would prefer not to think about or deal with, but you will also find things to watch out for. If you have Any questions, I'll be happy to help. Please let me know.
grandma to www.caringbridge.org/oh/oliviagood
Sheryl Johnston <johnston_sheryl@mail.dublin.k12.oh.us>
Johnstown, OH - Thursday, March 3, 2005 9:24 AM CST

Dear Nolan and Family ,
My name is Emily Johnston I am Olivia Goods Mom and I just wanted to say welcome to our family. I will be praying for you and your family . I will continue to check on you all from time to time . with love and prayers God bless
Emily Johnston <peanut420e@aol.com>
Johnstown, Oh USA - Tuesday, March 1, 2005 2:11 PM CST

GREAT NEWS (I think)!!

How 'bout some new pictures with Tank running around with that big smile that's become more and more evident of late?
Poppy <cgh5@aol.com>
Chagrin Falls, OH - Tuesday, March 1, 2005 10:45 AM CST

Hi Taft Family,
Welcome to the family on the caringbridge sites. It is an awesome place for support and knowledge, kindness and understanding for what you are going through. My name is Sheryl and my granddaughter was dx last February 2004 with Wilms diffused Anaplastic cells bi-lateral. She lives with my husband and myself with a little sister. This is a road to travel at times. But these little kids are resilient and tough little soilders. They are truly amazing. I will add you to my prayer list and check on you all often.
wwwcaringbridge.org/oh/oliviagood
Sheryl <johnston_sheryl@mail.dublin.k12.oh.us>
johnstown, oh - Tuesday, March 1, 2005 10:21 AM CST

Taft Family,
I was so glad to read that Nolan's test came out positive. I have been keeping you in my prayers.
Patty Hadar <patricia_a_hadar@keybank.com>
Auburn Township, ohio USA - Tuesday, March 1, 2005 9:39 AM CST

Re bracelets: I'm hoping to have them soon, but they're not here yet. In the meantime, you can send your checks made out to Nolan Taft's Fund to:
Nanette Auerhahn
Wellen Center
P.O. Box 22807
Beachwood, OH 44122

Cost: $5 per bracelet and $1 per shipping order. Questions? Call Nanette at 216-320-8341 or e-mail Nanetteca@aol.com
Nanette Auerhahn <Nanetteca@aol.com>
Shaker Hts., OH U.S. - Monday, February 28, 2005 9:03 PM CST

So glad to hear the great news about Nolan. and Jason as far as his eating reddy whip in a bowl with a spoon, I do that and I'm on Atkins...so WAY TO GO NOLAN EAT SOME FOR ME. I bet he would even eat turkey with GRAVY!!!!! So tell Grandma Sandi to learn how to make gravy!!!!!

Love to all

Lily
Lily Appel <lilypine3@bellsouth.net>
Boynton Beach, FL - Monday, February 28, 2005 8:08 PM CST

WOO-HOO! Go Nolan! What a relief - so glad to hear you all are doing well. Good luck on Monday, and of course, our thoughts and prayers will be with you. Love, Lizzy

Elizabeth Church <lizardc926@aol.com>
Chagrin Falls, OH - Sunday, February 27, 2005 11:45 PM CST

okay so i shouted it from the rooftop and now my neighbors think i am CRAZY!!! however, none of that matters because of how wonderful it is to know nolan is cancer free. wow, it feels good to even write that. congrats taft clan! love, kerry, gary and sarah katz
kerry katz
- Saturday, February 26, 2005 9:49 PM CST

Okay, guys, I'm not senile. I know that I wrote an e-mail twice. What happened is that I wrote it the first time, checked later to see if it was there. It wasn't, and so I figured I had made a mistake some where, and wrote a second e-mail. I'm explaining now so that none of the Taft family or friends thinks I'm nuts. And also because I'm gushing - All day I couldn't but help and think about this wonderful new development. No matter what I am doing, at some point the reality of no cancer will break through to consciousness, and I smile and celebrate all over again. Nolan, you make us all happy just by being you!
Love, Nanette
Nanette Auerhahn <Nanetteca@aol.com>
Shaker Heights, OH U.S. - Saturday, February 26, 2005 3:20 PM CST

Yay Nolan!! That must have given you the most wonderful feeling of relief :-). I'll be home in about a week and hopefully can congratulate him in person then!
Luv Always,
Elise
Elise Weinberger <eaweinbe@artsci.wustl.edu>
Shaker Heights, OH - Saturday, February 26, 2005 10:20 AM CST

I woke up this Saturday morning and the saying that I was trying to remember last night came to me: "Every child brings his or her own blessing into the world." This, and the memory of learning yesterday that Nolan has a hernia and no cancer! And then I broke out in a smile.
I woke up a few times during the night last night, and each time the memory of learning the good news quickly came back to me, and then a big smile broke out on my face and I peacefully went back to sleep. During one of those times, I dreamt that I was back in California at a graduate school reunion. It was a beautiful sunny clear day. There were parades and clowns and balloons and celebrations everywhere. Even my dream life is celebrating the beginning of the rest of Nolan's wonderful life.
Love, Nanette
Nanette Auerhahn <Nanetteca@aol.com>
Shaker Heights, OH U.S. - Saturday, February 26, 2005 7:23 AM CST

I remembered the saying that I was trying to remember yesterday: "Every child brings his or her own blessing into the world." This is what came to my mind as I woke up this Saturday morning. This and the memory of learning yesterday that Nolan has a hernia and no cancer! And then I smiled! In fact, I woke up several times last night, and each time, when I remembered the great news, a big smile broke out on my face, and then I peacefully went back to sleep. During one of those times, I dreamt that I was back at a reunion at graduate school. It was a beautiful sunny day and there were parades and clowns and balloons and celebrations everywhere. Even my dreams are celebrating the beginning of the rest of Nolan's wonderful life.
Love, Nanette
Nanette Auerhahn <Nanetteca@aol.com>
Shaker Heights, OH U.S. - Saturday, February 26, 2005 7:04 AM CST

I have been praying all day for Nolan and couldn't wait until I could get to a computer and read how everything went today. What a relief!!! What a great report!!! Now we all can rest easier tonight! An aside: when I was having chemo I needed some surgury, but my oncologist and surgeon both held off as long as they could since my immune system was down and it's better not to operate then. However, that was almost 12 years ago, so don't listen to me -- go by whatever your oncologist and surgeon agree on! You've got a real strong little boy there, and whatever is decided, we all know that he can and will just take it in stride! I love you all so much -- wish I could visit you -- maybe someday! Love, Aunt Beverly
Beverly Himelstein <mjhbjh@msn.com>
Bloomfield, Ct USA - Friday, February 25, 2005 9:50 PM CST

Courtney, Jason, Julia and Nolan,
What a great way to end the week and kick off the weekend! We are so relieved, as everyone is. I have to say that I have found Courtney and Jason to be such an amazing inspiration to me. Your whole approach to this situation, and your outlook, it just has me in awe of you both. I know people say we play the hand we are dealt, and G-d doesn't give us more than we can handle. Well, I am not such a believer in that last bit, because really, what can you do in these situations, but fight with everything you have? You HAVE to find a way to handle it. But you both have done it in such a way that I find myself drawing strength from you, when it should be the other way around. Your positive attitude and determination are astounding. Nolan and Julia are so lucky to have you for parents, and the rest of us, well, we are extremely lucky to have the good fortune to be a part of your lives. I am honored to be a part of your family. We love you all so much.
Barrie Taft
Palm Harbor, FL USA - Friday, February 25, 2005 6:47 PM CST

CONGRATULATIONS!!!!!! So glad to hear his scans are clear!
Jennifer Himelstein <jeniser@aol.com>
- Friday, February 25, 2005 5:39 PM CST

We love hernias!!!!!!!!!!!!!Hooray!!!!!!!!!!!Hooray!!!!!!!!!!I found a saying in the Talmud that I want to share. It says something like this: "Every little blade of grass has its own angel that whispers to it "Grow, grow."
I figure if every blade of grass has its own angel that watches over it, surely every person has one. Which made me think of another saying from those rabbis: Every child is born with his or her own blessing" or something like that. No doubt the beautiful angel who has been watching over our little Nolan has been working hard today. May he or she continue to bless him so that he can grow into the fine young man that he is intended to be. I expect to be invited to his wedding when we will all raise a toast to him and his future. Love, Nanette
Nanette Auerhahn <Nanetteca@aol.com>
Shaker Heights, OH U.S. - Friday, February 25, 2005 5:26 PM CST

Julia, have a great trip. Jason and Courtney, I can only imagine the anxiety you are feeling. Know that we are thinking of you guys frequently and are checking on how everything is going daily. Thanks for doing such a great job posting updates. We wish you all the best today.
Love, Brad, Jennifer, Andrew and Connor
Jennifer Himelstein <jeniser@aol.com>
Redmond, WA - Friday, February 25, 2005 12:37 AM CST

Courtney and Jason,

YOu are in our thoughts and prayers today. Please believe in your faith.
Love,
Mark and Cheryl
cheryl Murphy <ke_Murphy@lgca.org>
chagrin falls, oh - Friday, February 25, 2005 8:53 AM CST

Julia---have a good time with Uncle Kenny and Aunt Joy. I am proud of you---This is your first big girl trip--as you tell me. "you are the best". Everyone is soo excited you are coming and Paige cannot wait to see her "sister" that is what she tells everyone you are.

Little MAN i AM HOLDLING YOU IN MY HEART. Thanks Karen for being such a good Mom and going with Courtney tomorrow

Love Mima
Mima <Robinson7666@bellsouth.net>
Lake Worth, Florida USA - Thursday, February 24, 2005 11:58 PM CST

Julia, have a wonderful time! You deserve a break too, you are the best! Nolan, good luck on Friday, I am still on that positive train of thought. All will be well, and the bump may just be scar tissue. My heart is with all of you. Jason and Courtney, I wish I was there now to hold your hands, and have a shoulder to lean on through the tests. Of course, the worst part is the wait for the results. Hang in there, you have been doing great. Love you all.
Grandma Sandi Taft <Sandit312@aol.com>
Palm Harbor, FL USA - Thursday, February 24, 2005 8:40 PM CST

To the Taft's: Glad to hear Nolan is eating more lately and praying that you find peace in Friday's tests.
Kerry Wyse <KWyse617@aol.com>
Cleveland Heights, OH USA - Thursday, February 24, 2005 7:19 AM CST

I am so happy to hear that Nolan has been doing well. Let's stay on the positive thinking track, that the bump is nothing and his tests will go well! It was a little scarey those first two days that I was there, and Nolan would not eat nor drink anything, and only wanted to sleep. I experienced the frustration and nervousness that Jason & Courtney have been going through regularly. You just feel so helpless when nothing you do helps. Thank goodness, Nolan did start to eat, drink and play again by my 3rd day there. It was wonderful to hear him laugh. I also had so much fun at Julia's Ice Skating birthday party, she was so happy. Jason did a great job at skating, as long as Courtney held him up with both hands :-)
I wish I could have done more while there, but at least you did get a chance to get some well deserved naps. I miss you all already, and can't wait to come back. Thanks again to all the wonderful friends out there, you are all amazing.

I can't wait to get the bracelets. Love, Grandma Sandi
Sandi Taft <sandit312@aol.com>
Palm Harbor, FL - Monday, February 21, 2005 3:28 PM CST

Isnn't it nice to be so loved and have so many angels sending all of you Gods love. Just take all the light that is coming your direction in.There are people praying for him now from Cleveland and all over America even Ireland and sure looks like the prayers are being answered . It is awesome to witness all the miracles coming in daily. It is also nice to know there are sooooo many good people acting as your angels in the world------Love Mima
Mima (Maternal Grandmother) Isaac <Robinson@7666bellsouth.org.>
Lake worth, Fl USA - Sunday, February 20, 2005 9:03 PM CST

I'm loving the pictures......Nolan looks great. Julia is such a young lady now. It's been ages. Hoping things keep going well for all of you. Thinking of you all. Love, Aunt Maxine
Maxine Kline <Maxinert@optonline.net>
Long Beach, NY USA - Friday, February 18, 2005 10:17 PM CST

Hi ; You guys how are things going? Nolan is looking great and is showing signs of sitting on a Harley like his dad, in each case their feet don't touch the ground.Happy birthday to both of you, Julia it looks like you had a great party, sorry I missed it , hope you saved me some cake. Well keep smiling and keep doing what you are doing , thje family looks great.
Love Grand Pa. in FLA
Roger Taft <tapex1@aol.com>
- Friday, February 18, 2005 9:12 AM CST

Gooooooooo! Easy Rider--I will look for leather pants and jacket for your Birthday----Nolan looks like all Harley riders the bike is bigger than he is-----He is too adorable
How about the pumpkin patch picture just one more time
Thanks for the pictures
Love,
Mima
Mima (Maternal Grandmother) Isaac <Robinson7666@bellsouth.net>
Lake Worth, Fl. USA - Thursday, February 17, 2005 10:12 PM CST

Just read the article about Nolan in the Bainbrigdge paper -
"AWESOME"

It was really nice to hear that the kids all sent valentines to him.

Sounds like things might be on the upturn now. My prayers are with you everyday.

Love

Lily
Lily Appel <lilypine3@bellsouth.net>
Boynton Beach, Fl - Wednesday, February 16, 2005 3:11 PM CST

Happy Birthday Julia!!!
Dana <dschreiber@sertanational.com>
- Saturday, February 12, 2005 7:54 PM CST

Hi guys-
You gotta love that I was viewing the pictures this morning with Ethan, my 4 year old, who said, "look at how cute they are! Can I play with them?" As I write this he's rushing me through so that he can see the pictures again! Just wanted to let you guys know that I'm thinking of you. Courtney, it's great to see you at work again. It was especially great to see you smile and hear you laughing! Take care and stay strong - all will be well.

Amy Solomon <asolomon96@att.net>
University Hts, OH - Friday, February 11, 2005 6:32 AM CST

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MISS JULIA, HOPE YOUR DAY IS GREAT SINCE YOU SHARE IT WITH ANOTHER GREAT GIRL, MY DAUGHTER COLETTE. SOMETHING WILL BE COMING IN THE MAIL ANY DAY FOR YOU SO WATCH OUT. WE LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU LOVE AUNT KATHLEEN
AUNT KATHLEEN <hamaker@penn.com>
- Wednesday, February 9, 2005 2:08 PM CST

Happy 7th Birthday Julia!!! I hope you are having a great day! There's a butterfly coming your way (you'll know it when you see it!) -- I hope you like it -- it's supposed to bring good luck -- I just know it will! All my love to you, Nolan, Mommy, Daddy, and Grandma Sandi (my sister)! Hugs and Kisses, Aunt Beverly
Beverly HImelstein <bhimelstein@acc.commnet.edu>
Bloomfield, Connecticut USA - Wednesday, February 9, 2005 1:37 PM CST

HAPPY BIRTHDAY Jason and Julia! You guys deserve a couple grins & giggles!
Poppy <cgh5@aol.com>
- Wednesday, February 9, 2005 8:54 AM CST

Hey you guys , this is GrandPa from Florida , this tithe third time I am trying to post to this site and I hope it works.I just saw some pictures of Nolan and Julia and they look good, how about a picture of the mom and dad , it would be interesting to see how you guys look after all this time, trying to get Nolan to eat. I miss you and will try to make it out there , when the weather is warm. Love to all . GrandPa oger
Roger Taft <tapex1@aol.com>
Boynton Beach, Fla. USA - Wednesday, February 9, 2005 7:57 AM CST

Happy Birthday Jason!!! I hope it was a good day for all of you. Haven't seen a report yet for today so I'll check later. I hope my sister Sandi isn't getting on your nerves yet -- ok, I didn't really mean that -- I know she's very helpful to have around -- so make sure you put her to good use! You are all always in my heart and prayers. My love to you all. Aunt Beverly
Beverly HImelstein <bhimelstein@acc.commnet.edu>
Bloomfield, CT USA - Tuesday, February 8, 2005 8:17 PM CST

Jason, Happy Birthday to you, Happy Birthday to you, Happy Birthday Dear Jason Happy Birthday to you. Now I need you to sing as you read this!! Ha! Ha! Aunt Kathleen
Kathleen <hamaker@penn.com>
- Monday, February 7, 2005 10:24 PM CST

Hi Group,Just checking in to see if today was any better for you. Hi go Sandi. Tell her to make some good old fashioned chicken soup...it can't hurt. Thinking good thoughts of all of you. Love, Aunt Maxine
Maxine Kline <Maxinert@optonline.net>
Long Beach, NY USA - Monday, February 7, 2005 10:15 PM CST

Happy (early) birthday to Julia and Jason! The prayers continue to come your way. Sorry to hear Nolan was having a hard time of things. Hope today is a better day for all. Love, Kerry
Kerry Wyse <KWyse617@aol.com>
Cleveland Heights, OH USA - Monday, February 7, 2005 9:12 AM CST

Hi all
Sorry that Nolan was not feeling so well yesterday. Better days are definitely coming. Chemo takes susch a toll on adults, imagine a child having to go through it.
I'm sure he will be just fine. Happy Birthday to Jason and Julia. and.... Grandma Sandi, you give everyone big juicy kisses from me and make sure to get Nolan to start eating. Talk to you soon.

Love

Lily
Lily Appel <lilypine3@bellsouth.net>
Boynton Beach, FL - Monday, February 7, 2005 6:26 AM CST

"when thou passest through the waters, I will be with thee: and through the rivers, they shall not overflow thee: when thou walkest through the fire; thou shall not be burned:
neither shall the flame kindle upon thee: Isaiah 43.2

Come unto ME, thee that labor and are heavy laden, and I will give thee rest Matthew 11.28

Ask and it shall be given you;seek and ye shall find: knock and it shall be openend unto you; For everyone that asketh receiveth; he that seeketh findeth; and to those that knocketh it shall be opened Matthew 7:7-8

They that sow in tears shall reap in joy. Psalms 126

These have helped me the most in times of fear and powerlessness
Mom <Robinson7666@bellsouth.net>
Lake Worth, Florida - Monday, February 7, 2005 2:35 AM CST

It makes me so sad to hear that he is in a lot of pain again :-( On hopefully a brighter note, the pictures that you put up of him were perfect and 8x11 versions are currently hanging on a large sign which will hang high as my friends and I sell the some 250 chocolate covered strawberries that we will make tomorrow :-) I sincerely hope that Nolan (and you all) are feeling drastically better tomorrow and I will keep you posted on how the fundraiser goes!
Luv Always,
Elise
Elise Weinberger <eaweinbe@artsci.wustl.edu>
Shaker Heights, OH - Sunday, February 6, 2005 11:21 PM CST

Nolan looks so much like you, Courtney, I can't get over it. I'd love to see pictures of you as a baby side by side some of his...! (I'm sure you were cute, too, Jason, just different...)
Love, Nanette
Nanette Auerhahn <Nanetteca@aol.com>
Shaker Hts., OH US - Sunday, February 6, 2005 10:42 AM CST

Well, Jason, I'm going to hold you to finding Thursday's "report" -- your daily updates are so important to me and to all of us. I think of you all the time and can't end the day without seeing how things are going for Nolan and the rest of you. Got to get working on those blood counts. Well, help is on the way!!! Once Grandma Sandi gets there tomorrow, everyone will start feeling better -- I just know it! And, she has magic in her -- I know she will find a way to get Nolan to eat better! I hope the whole world knows by now that your birthday, Jason, is Tuesday the 8th, and dear Julia Nicole's is Wednesday the 9th -- I just wanted to make sure everyone knew!!! Here's hoping that both days will be great days of celebration! You are always in my thoughts and prayers -- I love you all so much! Aunt Beverly
Beverly Himelstein <bhimelstein@acc.commnet.edu>
Bloomfield, Ct USA - Friday, February 4, 2005 6:38 PM CST

Glad to hear that Nolan is improving! I now check the website almost everyday to hear about the little guy. I wanted to let you know that I spoke with my College Council about helping me with a fundraiser that I came up with :-) So on Monday I am making and selling chocolate covered Strawberries with the help of some of them to raise money for Nolan. I'll keep y'all posted on how it goes but was wondering if it would be possible for you to post a few pictures of just Nolan on the website that I could print out and put on our posters. I hope Nolan continues to get stronger and that he beats this thing very soon!
Elise Weinberger
Shaker Heights, OH - Friday, February 4, 2005 9:05 AM CST

Hi everyone! My name is Elizabeth and I work with Courtney. I have been reading this daily and I look forward to hearing your updates before I go to bed. Courtney, I miss you SO much and I am glad that you are able to come back to work a couple days of the week. Unfortunately, I am off both those days so I don't get to see you but feel connected to you guys through this forum. I think of your family often and please let me know if there is anything you need since I am right around the corner. Take care!
Elizabeth Church <lizardc926@aol.com>
Chagrin Falls, OH - Thursday, February 3, 2005 1:06 AM CST

I know you do not know me but I know your Grandpa and Grandma Hogarth. I have been asking everytime I see Grandpa Chuck how you are. It looks like you are having alot of fun with your big sister. Never stop smiling!!! I will keep you in my prayers to get better. Keep the Faith.

I have a story about a very special person in my life that had cancer at an early age and he just turned "40" this year so pray does work! Be strong and continue the fight !!!
Robin B <rkk43@att.net>
Chardon, OH USA - Wednesday, February 2, 2005 5:59 PM CST

Hi Jason,Courtney,Julia and Nolan. It is so great to see Nolan having fun in the snow with Julia. You can see the love between the two of them. Glad to hear Nolan is up to his old tricks, he must be feeling better. Tell him Grandma Sandi will be there soon to fatten him up, and play with both of them. Julia, I am so excited that I will be there for your birthday! Sorry I haven't written in a while, but I have been so busy taking care of Grandpa Max. I have been reading everyone's wonderful notes, though, and once again I must say thank you, thank you, thank you to all the friends and family who have been such great support and so helpful to my kids. Thank you, too for all the prayers and good wishes. It brings tears to my eyes when I read the encouraging notes, and that some of you don't even know Jason, Courtney or the kids. You are all great, and it is good to know that there really are still good people in this world. Nolan, keep up the good work. Julia, you are such a sweetheart,can't wait to see you. I love all of you,and miss you. See you Saturday. Love, Grandma Sandi
Sandi Taft <sandit312@aol.com>
Palm Harbor, FL USA - Tuesday, February 1, 2005 9:12 PM CST

I just looked over the sledding photos. How beautiful they are. Nolan has a WONDERFUL, LOVING big sister who can make him laugh. Both your children are precious.

Smiles,
Margaret
Margaret Miserocchi <miserocm@bellefairejcb.org>
Shaker Hts., OH - Tuesday, February 1, 2005 1:13 PM CST

Hello Taft family, I finally officially landed your web-site. The pictures of Nolan with his big sister are adorable. How lucky he is to have such a beautiful family. You are all in my thoughts and prayers. One day these rough roads will be in the past and good health will bless you all. Take care, Anne Spisak
Anne Spisak <anne821enna@hotmail.com>
Aurora, oh usa - Tuesday, February 1, 2005 8:57 AM CST

Today I was home sick, which was my excuse for watching part of the Dr. Phil show. Anyway, there was a couple on where the husband would come home every day and expect a neat house and instead find a mess. He thought that his wife was "lazy." So Dr. Phil sent the Mrs. off to a spa and put Dad in charge of house and two kids for 24 hours. Poor guy didn't know what hit him. By the time Mom returned, he was glad to hand the reins over to her and concede defeat, agreeing with the doc's assertion that being a full time housewife or house husband is equivalent to two 40 hour/week jobs. (And after Dad's 24 hours in charge, Mom had to call in professional cleaners to clean up the incredible mess Dad had made.)
Sounds like you had one of those days, Jason.
Love, Nanette
Nanette Auerhahn <Nanetteca@aol.com>
Shaker Hts., OH US - Monday, January 31, 2005 9:43 PM CST

HI guys. Thanks for keeping the journal up to date, many people turn to it daily to get a dose of what life is like at the Taft home. Maybe a new routine is getting into place, remember to take it day to day. Court, your Bellefaire "family" is very excited to have you back and is there to help in any way we can in your transition back. Just say the word!!! Julia and Jason, hope you two are getting ready for your birthday's coming up soon!!!!
Hope Nolan continues to eat and gain weight and get healthier each and every day. Love Ya, Jill
Jill Sadowsky <jill65s@aol.co>
South Euclid, Oh 44121 - Saturday, January 29, 2005 6:04 PM CST

Courtney and family...Phillip and I keep you in our thoughts and prayers. It is so nice of your family to keep us all updated with pictures and journaling on your website. It will be great to see you next week Courtney...welcome back.
Jennifer Spencer <philjen654@yahoo.com>
Woodmere Village, Ohio USA - Friday, January 28, 2005 11:48 AM CST

God is our Creator. HE can do anything. I strongly believe
that he can pull you out of this. I will pray for you
Vivre---To live
Lola-- I work with your Mima at the haitian American Council
Lola <Evenslola@aol.com>
Delray Beach, Florida USA - Friday, January 28, 2005 8:29 AM CST

Hi!!! Nolan, You look great this morning. I wish you feel better everyday and I pray that God heal you and touch you. Ilove you
May God Bless you,
Magda works with Mima
I am Haitian "Vivre" means to live in Creole
Magda <coulmagda@aol.com>
Delray Beach Florida, Fl USA - Friday, January 28, 2005 8:25 AM CST

Hi all! Just a quick entry to let you know how often I think of you. Hang in there and Courtney, can't wait to see you!
Lauri Laribee <laribeel@bellefairejcb.org>
Shaker Hts., oh - Thursday, January 27, 2005 5:01 PM CST

Hi group........you're looking good. I haven't seen Julia in ages and boy, has she grown! Nolan's looking pretty good, too. Take care all of you. We're thinking of you. Love, Aunt Maxine
Maxine Kline
- Thursday, January 27, 2005 4:09 PM CST

Hey you guys . It is great seeing Nolan and his sister ,he looks good. I miss you all and hope to see you soon . How are you guys holding up ? If you ever want to know how to fatten Nolan up , ask his Florida Grand Pa , I have that covered.
Love to all....DAD
Roger Taft <tapex1@aol.com>
Boynton Beach, fla. USA - Thursday, January 27, 2005 11:16 AM CST

We are doing the food prayer daily and then Isaac and I have a snack. I do not think that is the way it is supposed to work?
Mima (Maternal Grandmother) Isaac <Robinson7666@bellsouth.net>
Lakeworth, , Fl USA - Wednesday, January 26, 2005 11:42 AM CST

Leaving the house without shoes? I recognize that. The key is to keep breathing.
My thoughts are with you, Courtney. Nolan looks spunky and tough. Good for him!
All my best.
Ivy Boyle <drsboyle@adelphia.net>
Shaker Heights, OH - Wednesday, January 26, 2005 9:53 AM CST

I check Nolan's website everyday. Thanks so much for keeping us all updated. It was nice to visit with you this weekend. Julia, You are a fantastic big sister! Keep up the great work! We will keep the "eating" prayers coming (only for Nolan, of course.)
Kerry Wyse <KWyse617@aol.com>
Cleveland Heights, OH USA - Wednesday, January 26, 2005 7:14 AM CST

I wanted to take a few lines to let folks know a little more about Wolf and Raven from The Celtic and Native American tradition. My knowledge source is from studying directly with the Wolf Clan Teaching Lodge and a Medicine Man of the Lakota Sioux. Being with them I have seen extroadinary things. Nolan meaning wolf is not an ordinary name. When the wolf shows up the greatest teacher of all tribes has arrived. He is to grow in spirit and help those whose spiritual eyes are just opening and lead others to paths to God. Little 18 month old Nolan is doing that already for as you can read on the guest log and these are just a few, many, many are turning to God in prayer for this little boy with a great spirit.The cancer has only come to pass our family not to stay. Nolan has a later mission to accomplish. The Raven symbolizes the bringer of healing and the carrier from the spirit to the Great Void where all dreams live and all possibilities can become reality.When I pray in the Native tradition with the indigenous peoples, whenever they are sending love or healing to intended party or group.Those praying for Nolan be assured God hears all prayer regardless of tradition used.The Medicine man of the Lakota has been praying everyday at Sunset and has asked the Spititual Warriors on the reservation to pray for Nolan as well. The are also doing ceremony as the Medicine mans specialty is cancer. Each of us who come in contact with this situation will have lessons of a spiritual nature to learn from Nolan.
Mima (Maternal Grandmother) Isaac <Robinson7666@aol.com>
Lake Worth, Florida United States - Monday, January 24, 2005 11:27 PM CST

Hello Everyone, the picture is great. It is hard to believe that I was there over a month. Dear Julia, I am glad to hear that your braids and beads are still staying in and I know "Ya Ya" (as Nolan calls you) that you are giving him good medicine him. Just seeing you lites him up and he is so happy. Julia, I had so much fun with you going to the beauty shop, movies and especially swimming. I miss you and Nolan very much and you are in my thoughts daily.When you go again to the clinic with Nolan you just keeping asking all those questions you have to the nurses and doctors.There are many prayer groups working in Florida even in different languages like spanish and creole. You will start to hear from those folks as well now that I found the website, others have tried and couldnt find it
Mima (Maternal Grandmother) <Robinson7666@aol.com>
LAKE WORTH, fLORIDA United States - Monday, January 24, 2005 10:50 PM CST

Hi all

Glad to hear about Julia's singing. Maybe some day I can hire her for Art & Jazz on the Avenue, Delray Beach. My prayers are with Nolan that he will love the chocolate concotion.

Perhaps a purple color would be great as all kids love the
:Barney Concept!! Maybe something in that vane without any copyright infringements from the Barney people.

Let me know if I can help. There are lots of opportunities here in South Florida with parenting events etc.

I also have an "in" with the local PBS channel WXEL in West PALM Beach. I will help with all avenues I can - don't know if PB County would allow the sale at my events but I will find out!

Love

Lily
Lily Appel <lilypine3@bellsouth.net>
Boynton Beach, FL USA - Sunday, January 23, 2005 9:27 PM CST

My heart goes out to you all. My Mom (Nanette Auerhahn) has kept me updated on the information about the bracelets. As soon as they are ready I would love to have some to sell at Wash U! Also I want you to know that I am trying to figure something out with my sorority and/or college council to help raise money in some way. Good luck!!!
Elise Weinberger
- Friday, January 21, 2005 9:12 PM CST

I am so glad to see that Nolan is doing well. I think of you guys often since Andrew and Nolan are so close in age. I can only imagine how tough it can be to keep a toddler interested in eating. We have recommended Ovaltine and Carnation instant breakfast to our chemo patients. Maybe that taste would be more appealing to the little guy. I had hoped we could meet up when we were visiting my family in Cincinnati, hopefully next time we can get together and have fun some where like King's Island or Cedar Point. Let Brad and I know if we can do anything.
Jennifer Himelstein <jeniser@aol.com>
Redmond, WA - Friday, January 21, 2005 7:17 PM CST

Hi guys-You can see how many people you have sharing and caring with you through all of this - and how much we admire your strength - while keeping a sense of humor -you are such models for your children to follow!! Congratulations, Julia on being picked to sing ! Hope we all get to hear it on tape...and sweet Nolan - I can't wait to hear you are RUNNING around. We send our love.
Leah and Glenn <Glmbjs@aol.com>
Palm Harbor, Fl - Friday, January 21, 2005 4:43 PM CST

Great news that Nolan's doing so much better. I just want to say you're all in my thoughts and I ask daily about you. I may not be near, but I'll always be your Aunt Maxine. Lots of love and prayers.......
Maxine Kline
Long Beach, NY USA - Friday, January 21, 2005 1:45 PM CST

So happy to hear that Nolan is walking and starting to hide your shoes. I look at this page everyday to keep up with Nolan's progress. You all are in my thoughts everyday. Hang in there!
Carolynne Borchardt <Borcharc@bellefairejcb.org>
Cleveland, OH usa - Thursday, January 20, 2005 1:52 PM CST

So great to hear Nolan is walking! You continue to be close in our thoughts and prayers.
Kerry Wyse <KWyse617@aol.com>
Cleveland Heights, OH USA - Thursday, January 20, 2005 9:19 AM CST

It is so wonderful that you are able to see the positive in each and every thing going with Nolan. He is lucky to have such a great family, immediate and extended. His pictures bring a smile to my face when I see them. Be strong-Nolan is! Remember to take care of yourselves and let your friends know if you need anything, Jill
Jill Sadowsky <sadowskj@bellefairejcb.org>
Cleveland, Oh USA - Wednesday, January 19, 2005 8:48 AM CST

OH! HOW PROUD WE ARE OF EVERYONE AND EVERYDAY IS A BLESSING THAT HIS SPIRIT AND EVERYONE ELSE'S HOPES GROW. THAT IS WHAT WE ALL LOOK FORWARD TO. EVERYDAY THE SUN WILL SHINE AND YOU WILL FEEL BETTER AS YOU SEE HIM GAIN HIS SPIRIT. WE ALSO LIKE UNCLE STEWART THANK EVERYONE FOR WHAT THEY HAVE DONE AND THE PRAYER'S THEY ARE SAYING FOR THE TAFT FAMILY. COURNTEY'S, JASON, JULIA AND NOLAN'S FAMILY IN PA. WE LOVE YOU AUNT KATHLEEN
KATHLEEN HAMAKER <hamaker@penn.com>
DUBOIS, PA USA - Tuesday, January 18, 2005 8:24 PM CST

Wow so many people so many words, when we wrote the first message who knew? We are so pleased that everyone has come to wish my family well Jason, and Courtney are so strong. I can't even begin to imagine what they must feel. Nolan and Julia are my little angels and I feel about them the way I feel about my Matthew. So seeing how many of you have come out to support my family revives hope where I had lost allot. from my family to yours thank you for all of your prayers and wishes. and Nolan, Thank you for inspiring me to beieve in people again.

love Uncle Stuart
Stuart Taft <stuart@bladepowersports.com>
Palm Harbor, FL - Monday, January 17, 2005 10:33 PM CST

I now go to Nolan's website daily, for my nightly dose of Nolan and the sagas of the Taft family. I feel so connected to you guys, I don't know what I will do after Nolan's all well, aside from celebrating. You realize what you are doing, don't you? - making us all Nolan addicts!
Love ya,
Nanette
Nanette Auerhahn <Nanetteca@aol.com>
Shaker Hts., OH U.S. - Saturday, January 15, 2005 8:06 PM CST

Dear Jason, Courtney, Julia and Nolan, I am so happy to hear that Nolan is gaining weight, and handled the chemo well today (hopefully no nausea), keep up the good work. I hope Julia feels better after being able to talk about her fears,etc, she is such a bright, wonderful, special little girl. Tell Poppy his "Donald Duck" impression isn't very good, but if Nolan laughs, that is all that counts. Nolan, when I get up there, we will be running around together, and get those little legs strong. I miss and love all of you and can't wait to be there. Thank you to everyone for all of the prayers and support. Hugs and kisses to all of you.
Sandi (Grandma Sandi, Mom) <Sandit312@aol.com>
Palm Harbor, FL USA - Friday, January 14, 2005 11:04 PM CST

Hi there Nolan, I'm sure you don't know who I am yet, but I would like to be counted as your friend from afar living in Arizona. I had the honor of reading a little about you today and taking a look at your pictures. It seems to me, big guy, that you come from a family of hero's, and that, by todays standards should put you ahead of the line when it comes time to give the biggest medal to the greatest little souldier, teacher and guardinan of the worlds greatest "warm-fuzzies".

I know God has his hand on your mom and dad's shoulders and hearts. Thats all he needs to do because you are the leader, and you show them the path to wisdom and strength, most of all I'm sure you explain understanding without ever having to say a word.

My prayers are with you all. Stuart, sometimes a person needs to take a unscheduled exit in order to break away from some of the difficult rythems of life. Give yourself permission to do that as often as necessary. A good deep breath, a little smile, and a moment to smell a growing rose. No one will know about it as you re-enter the highway of life.
My best to all of you.
Joe Davis
Tucson, Arizona
Joe Davis <jdmrbear@yahoo.com>
Tucson, AZ USA - Friday, January 14, 2005 6:01 PM CST

WONDERFUL to hear that all went well today and that Nolan is gaining weight! Julia, I am so proud of you! You inherited your mother's strength and courage! You keep asking questions and learn all you can! This will help one day when you are a doctor!! Love you all!
Tracey <taf_1974@yahoo.com>
Cleveland, OH - Friday, January 14, 2005 4:47 PM CST

Hello Courtney, Jason, Julia and of course NOLAN!! So happy to hear that Nolan is doing so well. I LOVE the picture and I love this website, what a great way to stay in touch. I am so glad to hear Julia is doing well, we miss them both so VERY much at Kid's Club and everyone says HI! We think of all of you everyday and our prayers are with your family. Hope to see you all real soon, we miss you. Take care and god bless!! Miss Kim
Kim Blakey <blakeychat@aol.com>
- Friday, January 14, 2005 3:55 PM CST

My thoughts and prayers are with you all! Hang in there Nolan!! (You too Grandma Sandi!!)
Denise Verga <dverga@ibmsecu.org>
Boca Raton, FL 33431 - Friday, January 14, 2005 12:48 AM CST

Hello to Courtney, Jason, Julia and Nolan. I think of you often and send my my hopes and prayers to you. I agree, the haircut is awesome!
Denise Wicks <D_Wicks@staff.chuh.org>
- Friday, January 14, 2005 12:42 AM CST

I'm so glad to read that things are going in a positive direction!! Who would not LOVE that haircut??? And the smile in the pictures is priceless....my best to you all!

Jen Toker <jenda9800@hotmail.com>
- Friday, January 14, 2005 10:27 AM CST

Hello Courtney, Jason and Nolan who is more than a conqueror. My name is Greg Mills a friend of Denise. I just wanted to let you know that we( the people on our weekly bible study) are continuously lifting Nolan and the rest of you up in prayer. I am very happy to hear about him gaining weight and feeling better.. I just wanted you to know that there are friends here that you have not meet before that are in full agreement with you in prayer for Nolans full recovery and for you the parents for peace and strength that surpasses all understanding... God bless you your friend(s) from the west coast..
Gregory Mills <gregorymills122@sbcglobal.net>
Paramount, Ca. United States - Friday, January 14, 2005 0:04 AM CST

Hi all

Nolan you look so handsome or is it hansome (help me out here Jason sp).

You are in my prayers every day.

Love

Lily (grandma Sandi's friend)
Lily Appel <lilypine3@yahoo.com>
Boynton Beach, Fl - Thursday, January 13, 2005 9:24 PM CST

Wishing you the best luck you can have for tomorrow's treatment for Nolan. Each chemo is a means to an end, and a step in the right direction. Whatever tomorrow brings, you have the support you need, just take a look at all of the guestbook entries. Just let us know what you need! I hope Julia has a nice visit for herself at the Clinic, she is such a special girl and a wonderful big sister. I think her time with the child life specialist will be good for her and you guys to know she can is learning about Nolan's disease at her own level. You all continue to be in our prayers, Love-Jill, Jonah and Kendall
Jill, Jonah and Kendall <Jill65S@aol.com>
South Euclid, Oh USA - Thursday, January 13, 2005 8:06 PM CST

We are just now signing on-the technically challenged!
Nick and Di Nicholes <josam@apk.net>
S Euclid, oh Cuyahoga - Thursday, January 13, 2005 3:18 PM CST

Courtney, Jason, Julia and Nolan: Just want you to know that you are in my thoughts and prayers. This website is awesome! Know that your extended family at The Kid's Club is thinking about you and ask every day how you are doing. Take care! Love, Miss Helen
Helen Bates <rcbates@nacs.net>
Newbury, OH - Thursday, January 13, 2005 3:15 PM CST

Hi Courtney,
I pray for your family every day. You made me smile a lot when we did our TCI training together, and I hope to see that smile soon again. Whatever I may be able to do.....I am here to try and do it.
Hugs,
Margaret
Margaret Miserocchi <mmiseroc@bellefairejcb.org>
Cleveland, OH USA - Thursday, January 13, 2005 1:46 PM CST

Jason , our best wishes towards your quick and full recovery . We all have you in our thoughts and hearts .
Courtney and family be strong , be well. Hope to see you soon back here .
Amnon Shai <shaia@bellefairejcb.org>
shaker heights, oh - Thursday, January 13, 2005 1:25 PM CST

It's vewwy hawd to talk like Donald Duck when witing...but I know it makes him laugh (I just saw him do so). He's the best!
Karen & Chuck (Nanna & Poppy) <cgh5@aol.com>
- Thursday, January 13, 2005 10:45 AM CST

Nolan, Courtney, and Jason, be encouraged; keep that unshakeable faith. Angela and Karen are sharing information with me. Please know that my prayers and thoughts are with you and your family. Stay strong, stay blessed, stay hopeful.
Mary Ellen Dale <me.dale@prodigy.net>
Cleveland, OH US - Thursday, January 13, 2005 10:12 AM CST

For Courtney:
Today is International Very Good Looking Damn Smart
Woman's Day (that's EVERY day!), so please send this
message to someone you think fits this description.
Please do not send it back to me, as I have already
received it from a Very Good Looking Damn Smart Woman.
And remember this motto to live by: Life should NOT
be a journey to the grave with the intention of
arriving safely in an attractive and well preserved
body, but rather to skid in sideways, chocolate in one
hand, red wine in the other, body thoroughly used up,
totally worn out and screaming WOO HOO what a ride!
Love, Nanette

Nanette Auerhahn <Nanetteca@aol.com>
Shaker Hts., OH U.S. - Wednesday, January 12, 2005 9:08 PM CST

I work at Bellefaire in the School-Based department, but I used to have my office on the 2nd floor of H down the hall from you. My thoughts and prayers go out to you and your family. I pray for much health for Nolan, and strength for all of you.
Suzanne Appel <appels@bellefairejcb.org>
Shaker Hts, OH USA - Wednesday, January 12, 2005 1:39 PM CST

Dear Courtney, Jason and Nolan:
I do not know your family, but am a friend of a friend (Amy Solomon). The strength you all have is truly inspiring. Please know that each of you are in my prayers.
Elyse Gustafson <elyseg@mindspring.com>
Shaker Heights, OH USA - Wednesday, January 12, 2005 11:00 AM CST

Courtney-like many, I have been kept up-to-date by Jill and Nanette's messages. I got your website address today and I'm so glad to join this extended community-sharing energy, love, hope, laughter. I nominate you and your husband for the "Rising-to-the-Occasion" award. I am so moved by how you have carried on. As you are supported, you are teaching us plenty. Don't forget-Sunday night The Golden Globes. Monday would feel second-rate without your commentary! Wishing you all good things.
Ellen Rosenblatt
Ellen Rosenblatt <EL701@aol.com>
- Tuesday, January 11, 2005 10:28 PM CST

Keep up the 90% accuracy spelling Jason! I have never been the most religious of sorts, but I do believe in positive thinking and the higher power, my thoughts are with you and your familiy(Hi Courtney!)
Rob <robrominger@yahoo.com>
Clearwater, Fl USA - Tuesday, January 11, 2005 8:33 PM CST

Courtney--I work at Bellefaire, but mostly out of the Lorain Office, so we have not met yet, but Jill Sadowsky has kept me informed on Nolan's story. Please know that you, Jason, Julia, and Nolan are all in my thoughts. My family is sending all kinds of positive energy your way. I'm glad to see Nolan has had a good couple of days and continues to enjoy just being a kid (hooray for Elmo!). I am not a church-goer, but a few years back my husband went through a medical crisis, and his name got on prayer lists at churches/temples all over the country, through people we did not even know. I am convinced it helped. So, I am going to get Nolan on as many lists as I can. And if you need help of a more practical nature, I can certainly make a meal, or do whatever. I'll find out through Jill what I can do. All my best to you and your family, Kirsten Fawcett-Dubow
Kirsten Fawcett-Dubow <dubowk@bellefairejcb.org>
Cleveland Heights, OH USA - Tuesday, January 11, 2005 5:38 PM CST

Jason, I love the way you write so just don't worry about any typos -- the important thing is to keep the information coming -- it seems to get better every day. I love Nolan's new hair cut, and, especially, the beautiful smile on his face! I wish I could be there to give him -- and all of you -- a big hug! I'm going out to visit Grandpa Gerson tomorrow. He has been keeping up with Nolan's progress (thnaks to your mom, and reports I give him after reading your latest notes), and is so happy to hear how well the little guy is doing! Maybe we'll call you from Florida. Meanwhile, I won't have computer access, but I will have "Sandi access" in order to keep up-to-date on the goings on in Chagrin Falls! My thoughts as always are with you all. All my love, Aunt Beverly
Beverly Himelstein <bhimelstein@acc.commnet.edu>
Bloomfield, CT USA - Tuesday, January 11, 2005 5:32 PM CST

Hi its me it seems Nolan is doing better and his hair cut is AUSOME sorry if i spelded it wrong tell Julia I said hi i haft to go it is time for dinner by.
Jonah Yulish <kenjondan@AOL.com>
Lynhurst, oh USA - Tuesday, January 11, 2005 5:13 PM CST

Hi Courtney - I know you have come to rely heavily on my fashion input. I give a big FASHION TWO THUMBS UP to the buzzcut for Mr. Nolan. All the rage in Milan you know! Lots of good thoughts headed your way, hang in there Mom.
Jeff <loxj@bellefairejcb.org>
- Tuesday, January 11, 2005 12:08 AM CST

Hi guys. Thanks for taking the time to keep the journal up to date. That way all of us can check in without bugging you all day long. Nolan looks adorable! with his buzz cut, as hard as it was for you Court, it was a good idea and he looks as cute as ever. Take each day as it comes and try to find the good in whatever you can. As for the tatoo, if one of you must, than have Jason get it, maybe the nurses can sing and do the bubble machine while he gets it on. Take care of yourselves and get some rest whenever you can. Don't forget, lots of people are out here wanting to help in any way, so just say the word. You all continue to be in my prayers, Love, Jill
Jill Sadowsky <Jill65S@aol.com>
Cleveland, Oh USA - Monday, January 10, 2005 8:55 PM CST

MY DEAR NIECE: OUR LITTLE GUY LOOKS AS CUTE AS A BUTTON WITH OR WITH OUT HAIR. JUST HARD ON MOMMY AND DADDY! THE LOVE AND SUPPORT YOU ARE RECEIVING FROM EVERYONE IS BECAUSE THEY ARE TRYING TO MAKE YOUR LIVES A LITTLE EASIER IN WHAT EVER WAY THEY CAN. I AM SURE THEY DO NOT EXPECT A THANK YOU AS THEY KNOW THAT IF THEY WERE IN NEED YOU AND JASON WOULD BE THERE FOR THEM. TAKE THEIR GENEROSITY AND THANK THE GOOD LORD YOU ARE BLESSED WITH GREAT FRIENDS, CO WORKERS AND FAMILY. TAKE A FEW SECONDS A DAY FOR A BUBBLE BATH(AS YOU KNOW THAT IS ALL A MOTHER IS GRANTED UNTIL HER CHILDREN ARE 30)HA! HA! THEN YOU GET GRANDCHILDREN LIVING WITH YOU AND YOU ARE BACK TO A FEW SECONDS. I LOVE YOU AUNT KATHLEEN
KATLEEN <hamaker@penn.com>
DUBOIS, PA USAS - Monday, January 10, 2005 5:38 PM CST

It appeared as though you had a good weekend. Wonderful! Keep it up! Julia, you are doing such a fantastic job of being a big sister to Nolan and a help to your parents. What a great kid you are!

Sherry Gelbwasser <sgelbwasser@acc.commnet.edu>
Enfield, CT USA - Monday, January 10, 2005 8:28 AM CST

Jason, Courtney, Julia and Nolan

Mine and Amy's thoughts and prayers are with you always, especially in this time it is needed most. As I sit here and write this I keep coming back to the thoughts of how strong a famliy you are and after reading all the post's it shows how special a family you are to have touched soo many lives. In the time we have known you have been there for us and we will be here for you at anytime, anywhere. At those times it seems all the pressure of what you are dealing with starts to get you down, lean on the ones who care about you to help you make it thru the tough times. We Love you guys and will be here for you no matter what the request.
Love always, Todd Dietzel and Amy Catani
Todd Dietzel and Amy Catani <tdietz09@aol.com>
Chagrin Falls, Oh USA - Monday, January 10, 2005 3:05 AM CST

Nolan I hope you feel better and Julia if you want to play ask your mom if she could call my mom to play and my be a SLEEP OVER!!!!! like you wanted hope you like the dinner my mom brought for you by.
Jonah Yulish <kenjondad@aol.com>
Lyndhurst, oh USA - Sunday, January 9, 2005 3:59 PM CST

Courtney, Jason, Julia and Nolan,
I am still in shock after talking to Courtney yesterday. Please know you are in our thoughts and prayers. We will be happy to help with anything.

Love,

Shari, Jeff, Sammi and Ashley Bailey
Shari Bailey <sharibailey@alltel.net>
Chagrin Falls, OH USA - Saturday, January 8, 2005 12:50 AM CST

What a relief! I was holding my breath waiting for today's "visit" to be over! Sounds like it went very well! You two should consider writing a book about all this some day -- you write so well -- and still have such a wonderful sense of humor even after all you've been through! Today Nolan's great grandpa is 96!!! What a wonderful present it will be for him to hear how well Nolan is doing! How I wish they could compare notes about their chemo experiences! You are all still -- as always -- in my thoughts and prayers. Keep the good news coming! I look forward to reading your latest report every day. All my love to all of you -- and especially to lovely Julia and sweet Nolan! Aunt Beverly
Beverly Himelstein <bhimelstein@acc.commnet.edu>
Bloomfield, CT USA` - Friday, January 7, 2005 4:34 PM CST

You continue to be ever in my thoughts. Thanks for keeping the website updated...I check it often. Good luck today with the outpatient visit. Talk to you soon!
Lauri <laribeel@bellefairejcb.org>
Cleveland , OH USA - Friday, January 7, 2005 1:10 PM CST

Hooray for another great day yesterday! Let's hope that this morning goes smoothly! I'll check back on Monday morning EST to see how things went.
Sherry Gelbwasser <sgelbwasser@acc.commnet.edu>
Enfield, CT USA - Friday, January 7, 2005 10:03 AM CST

Courtney and family, WELCOME HOME! Karen has kept me updated. Nolan has been in my thoughts and prayers - he sounds as strong as you! Take care of yourselves through all of this, too! Love, Tracy
Tracy Bruntz (aka DB) <tracybruntz@yahoo.com>
Sparks, NV USA - Thursday, January 6, 2005 10:14 PM CST

This is for Julia. Hi, Julia! I work with your mom and have heard about you for many years. Your mom showed me beautiful of pictures of you leading a parade. I think it was last year. I am so impressed by what a big, beautiful girl you are and what a great big sister you are. I hear that you are helping your mom and dad and that you are Nolan's favorite person in the whole world. I can't wait to meet you one day. Bye!
Nanette Auerhahn
Nanette Auerhahn <Nanetteca@aol.com>
Shaker Heights, OH 44118 - Thursday, January 6, 2005 11:24 AM CST

Jason and Courtney,
Our thoughts, prayers, and best wishes are with you (and have been) every step of the way...if Nolan is half as feisty as Grandpa Chuck, he'll pull through all this just fine! Call us anytime you need us.
Cindy and Dave Renard
Bainbridge, Oh USA - Thursday, January 6, 2005 8:49 AM CST

Along with everyone else, I have been praying for strength and health for Nolan and your family; I will continue to send good thoughts your way. From Nolan's pictures I can see he's got spunk (just like his mom). He'll beat this Courtney, and so will you.... We miss and love you here at Bellefaire - see you soon!
Sharon Blackledge
- Thursday, January 6, 2005 6:49 AM CST

Nolan, We would like to wish you a speedy recovery. We will keep you all in our prayers. Jason and Courtney do not hesitate to call if you need anything.
Sobczyk, Ledger, Oliveras, Curry, Paris, Ward (D-Platoon) <rsobczyk@cityofwarrensville.com>
Warrensville Hts., Oh USA - Thursday, January 6, 2005 2:09 AM CST

Courtney, your extended family extends to former BJCB'ers. McHenry has kept me posted and forwarded the web site. You and your family are in my thoughts. I look forward to good news soon.
Jordan Rothkopf <Jordan1304@aol.com>
- Wednesday, January 5, 2005 8:01 PM CST

Hey Nolan, glad to hear you are out of the hospital and doing well, we hope you have a speedy recovery and feel better soon.
Love,
Brad, Jennifer, Andrew and Connor
Brad and Jennifer Himelstein <bradhi@microsoft.com>
Redmond, WA USA - Wednesday, January 5, 2005 1:55 PM CST

Hope everyone is doing well and taking care of themselves as best they can! Courtney - hope you had a WONDERFUL birthday :)
Kerry Katz
Cleveland, OH Cuyahoga - Wednesday, January 5, 2005 1:09 PM CST

Hi there. I am a friend of Kerry Wyse. I have read that Nolan is home and I am very happy for you all. Stay positive! You are all in our thoughts and prayers!!
Jenn, Joe & Dominic Emmett <jjdemmett@comcast.net>
Brockton, MA - Wednesday, January 5, 2005 12:53 AM CST

Hello! I work in Connecticut with your Aunt Beverly who has been keeping me up to date on Nolan's condition. All of you are in my thoughts and prayers. It's nice to know that he is finally out of the hospital. One milestone at a time!

Much love and good health to you.
Sherrry Gelbwasser <sgelbwasser@acc.commnet.edu>
Enfield, CT USA - Wednesday, January 5, 2005 9:13 AM CST

From Lee & Dennis Foster, our prayers go out to Nolan and his family.
Dennis & Lee Foster <denfos35@hotmail.com>
Thornhill, Ontario Canada - Wednesday, January 5, 2005 5:20 AM CST

WELCOME HOME GUYS!! Enjoy being home, all together as a family under one roof at night. As you know, you all continue to be in our thoughts and prayers. Court--did you say you were out of lasagna and needed more?! Guys remember, you have many, many people out here wanting to help in any way you need, just say the word. Wishing Nolan a peaceful recovery, may he eat and munch all day long and get strong and healty.
Love, Jill, Jonah and Kendall
Jill Sadowsky <jill65s@aol.com>
South Euclid, Oh USA - Tuesday, January 4, 2005 7:12 PM CST

NOLAN, HOORAH! AS JASON WOULD SAY. WE ARE SO GLAD YOU ARE HOME. EAT YOUR MOM AND DAD OUT OF HOUSE AND HOME. JULIA, I AM SURE YOU ARE SO GLAD TO GET EVERYONE HOME, NOW BE A GOOD NURSE AND HELPER TO MOMMY AND DADDY YOUR PACKAGES ARE ON THERE WAY. WE LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH YOU WILL NEVER KNOW.
NOW ONTO THE FOOD GODS(YOU KNOW ARE FAMILY IS A LITTLE SICK)BUT WE WILL DO ANYTHING TO GET OUR LITTLE GUY ON THE RIGHT TRACK. IF YOU NEED ANYTHING, AS I HAVE TOLD YOU A MILLION TIMES BEFORE IE: CLEANING, COOKING AND FILLING THE FREEZER OR JUST MAKING YOU LAUGH I WILL BE THERE IN A HEART BEAT. AUNT KATHLEEN LOVE YOU
KATHLEEN HAMAKER <hamaker@penn.com>
DUBOIS, PA USA - Tuesday, January 4, 2005 6:21 PM CST

Hi Nolan: So glad to hear you are home and I am sure you will be feeling much better back at your house.

I love your picture and I love hearing from you...I am thinking of you and I know you are a trooper.

Keep me posted
Lots of Love
Shirley Schwartz
Shirley Schwartz <shirlbs@aol.com>
norwalk, ct usa - Tuesday, January 4, 2005 5:10 PM CST

My daughter, Kerry Wyse, has been keeping me updated on Nolan's progress and want you to know that I am so pleased to hear that he is home. Prayers are with all of you that he will soon be a very healthy boy.

Susan Myers
Richmond Heights, OH Cuyahoga - Tuesday, January 4, 2005 4:26 PM CST

Welcome home Nolan!! Yeah! Now you have to eat all your food for Grandma Sandi. I am sure Julia is very happy to see you too. I love you all, and I,too, thank everyone for all of their prayers and good wishes. I will be there soon and can't wait to give all of you a big hug. Love, Grandma Sandi (Mom)
Sandi Taft <sandit312@aol.com>
Palm Harbor, FL USA - Tuesday, January 4, 2005 4:09 PM CST

My prayers are with you and Nolen. I know eveything is going to be OK. (a friend of Sandys)
Susan Henson <shenson@ibmsecu.org>
Boca Raton, FL USA - Tuesday, January 4, 2005 3:10 PM CST

I'm a friend of Tish. I want you to know that I'll be praying for your family.
Barb Whipple
Kennett Square, PA USA - Tuesday, January 4, 2005 12:26 AM CST

Dear Courtney, Jason, Nolan and Julia,
You are continually in my thoughts and prayers, each and every day. Take comfort in each other and please don't hesitate to let us (your Bellefaire family!!) know what we can do, no matter how big or small.
Jen Toker
Jen Toker <jenda9800@hotmail.com>
Shaker Hts., OH - Tuesday, January 4, 2005 11:42 AM CST

Dear Courtney, Jason, Julia and Nolan-
My thoughts are with you daily. I have a new staff who started yesterday and shared with me that her niece successfully battled this at age 5 and she is now 10 years old and doing wonderfully well! All of your "Bellefaire Family" is here to provide support. We are here for you!
Amy S. <solomona@bellefairejcb.org>
- Tuesday, January 4, 2005 10:27 AM CST

Dear Courtney , Jason, Julia and Nolan,

Our whole family is praying for you all 24/7. Please, remember we are here for you at all times. Alison is home, and if you need somone spontaneously or help, she would be more than happy to help you guys. Karen said you have alot of food, but let me know when you would like me to bring dinner. Remember. courtney, the key is faith. All our love, Cheryl
cheryl Murphy <ke_Murphy@lgca.org>
chagrin falls, oh usa - Tuesday, January 4, 2005 9:56 AM CST

From Paula and Jon Megert, are prayers and thoughts are with Nolan. We know God will work his powers to make Nolan a healthy and strong young man again soon.
Jon & Paula Megert <jmegert@sbcglobal.net>
Blacklick, Ohio - Tuesday, January 4, 2005 8:28 AM CST

To my Ohio family , I am here to offer you my support and love and Prayers. You guys are strong and are going through a period of time that has you questioning , me too!
Things will go well, I am thinking about you all the time.
My love and heart goes to you.
Love Dad
Roger <tapex1@aol.com>
Boynton Beach, Fl USA - Monday, January 3, 2005 9:41 PM CST

Dear Courtney and Jason,
My heart aches so as I read your words tonight. I continue to hope and pray and keep you all in my thoughts, but I wish there was something more I could do. I want to give the whole world your web site, but I don't think that would help much! Please tell me if there is any way in which I can help you. Keep up your strength even though most times it must be so difficult to do -- just keep re-reading all the thoughts and prayers and good wishes and love that are in all these wonderful notes to you -- we are all with you -- lean on us if you can -- I love you all so much -- I look forward to your daily reports -- keep them coming -- you both write so well and help us all to learn something of what you must be going through -- keep teaching us -- and let others help you when and as they can.
G-d bless you all!!!
Love, Aunt Beverly
Beverly Himelstein <bhimelstein@acc.commnet.edu>
Bloomfield, CT USA - Monday, January 3, 2005 8:18 PM CST

Jeremiah 17:14"Heal me O Lord, and I shall be healed: Save me and I shall be saved For You are my praise."
Hello And God bless, My name is Greg Mills a friend of Denise. I just wanted to let you know that our family has, and will continue to pray for all of you. The key to the scripture is better understood if read backward to forward... PRAISE GOD, no matter what things may seem and watch and wait for the Healing that is ALREADY Ordained for Nolans life, ( When praises go up Blessings come down). May God give you strength, encouragement,and comfort. We are in complete agreement with you, on Nolans recovery and healing. Please know that there are people here on the west coast covering all of you in daily prayer..
God Bless you all,
Greg and Darlene Mills
Greg Mills <gregorymills122@sbcglobal.net>
Paramount, Ca. Los Angeles - Monday, January 3, 2005 6:23 PM CST

Hi,
My prayers are with you and your baby.
I know every thing will be ok
Be strong

Dana's friend
Debbie Crawford
Debbie Crawford <dcrawford@levinfurnitue.com>
North Olmsted, ohio usa - Monday, January 3, 2005 5:07 PM CST

Court, Jason, Julia and Nolan, I love you guys so much! I hope you know that. I am here for what ever and when ever you need ANYTHING! As always, the prayers will continue!
Tracey <taf_1974@yahoo.com>
Cleveland, OH - Monday, January 3, 2005 4:51 PM CST

Courtney and entire Taft family,
All my prayers and best wishes as you fight the good fight. Please let us know if there is anything we can do to help or if there is anything that you need. Don't be afraid to lean. God Bless.
Lauri <laribeel@bellefairejcb.org>
Cleveland, OH USA - Monday, January 3, 2005 4:22 PM CST

Dear Nolan,Courtney,Jason and Julia-We send our love, our prayers and our faith to never give up - and it seems that Nolan feels that way,too-i.e. throwing his pacifier at the doctor. You are both wonderful parents and he can feel your love every step of the way. Love, Leah and Glenn
Leah and Glenn Bergoffen <glmbjs@aol.com>
Palm Harbor, Fl - Monday, January 3, 2005 2:43 PM CST

Courtney and Jason

Please keep the journal up to date as you have. Each little progress means a lot. Prayers are with you everyday.

Lily
Lily Appel <lilypine3@yahoo.com>
Boynton Beach, Fl - Monday, January 3, 2005 2:00 PM CST

Dear Courtney, Jason, Julia, and Nolan,
Wishing you and your family get well wishes. Take care of yourselves. Thinking of you. Love Tina P.
Tina P. <pringpuc@bellefairejcb.org>
Cleveland, OH USA - Monday, January 3, 2005 1:30 PM CST

Nolan,

Everyone is thinking of you and keeping you in our prayers. Stay Strong!
Amanda Sidoti <sidotia@bellefaireJCB.org>
Cleveland, Ohio USA - Monday, January 3, 2005 12:48 AM CST

Nolan, Julia, Jason and Courtney -
We are thinking about you lots and lots. Hopefully each day finds you a bit better than the next. Hang in there all!
Jeff <loxj@bellefairejcb.org>
Cleveland, OH USA - Monday, January 3, 2005 12:30 AM CST

My thoughts are with you and hope Nolan is getting stronger each day.
Carolynne Borchardt <borcharc@bellefariejcb.org>
Cleveland, oh cuya - Monday, January 3, 2005 9:20 AM CST

To little Nolan and the Taft family:
You continue to be in our prayers and may each day be better than the last. I think of you as I read the new plaque on my wall:
"With each new morning we've a brand new start that dawns fresh perspective and hope in our hearts. With every sunrise that shines so bright there's opportunity for growth and new insight. With each new day it's a privilege to live our life to embrace and our love to give!"
Stay strong!
Kerry, Caleb, Dominique & Miranda Wyse <KWyse617@aol.com>
Cleveland Heights, OH USA - Monday, January 3, 2005 8:46 AM CST

Dear Courtney and Jason, Julia and Nolan:
We love you all and you are continually in our prayers. It is a new year and with that new year, we are sending you all lots of strength and courage to continue to manage Nolan's illness. We have all the faith in the world that he will continue to be strong, fight and recover. Remember to take care of yourselves (Court and Jason) and send Julia our way whenever she would like, we love having her with us, Jill
Jill, Jonah and Kendall <jill65s@aol.com>
Cleveland, Oh USA - Sunday, January 2, 2005 7:27 PM CST

Dear Courtney, Jason, Julia, Nolan, Sandi, and the rest of our family -- I was just loaned a computer and now have your web site, so I am finally able to reach you. I hope all my prayers and thoughts are reaching you -- you are with me always, and I love you all so much -- I pray that G-d gives you all the strength to keep going and never give up. Nolan is strong, and has the love, thoughts and prayers of so many -- he just has to conquor this thing! We are all one family, and when you are hurting, the rest of us hurt and feel your pain. All of my love is flowing to you and especially to Nolan. Love always, Aunt Beverly
Beverly Himelstein <bhimelstein@acc.commnet.edu>
Bloomfield, CT USA - Saturday, January 1, 2005 4:50 PM CST

To our little Nolan, we hope and pray everyday you grow stronger and stronger. Jason is going to write a poem about his new hero!!! We think now your name should be Hercules. You know that we love you very much and will be seeing you soon. Love Aunt Kathleen, Uncle Dave, Jason, Colette, Rob and Paige.
Kathleen Hamaker <hamaker@penn.com>
DuBois, PA USA - Saturday, January 1, 2005 0:21 AM CST

Dear Family: Please know that Nolan and all of you are in my heartfelt prayers. Don't ever underestimate what God's plan is and how He is using us! I am a friend of Tish's.
Eileen Law <EileenLaw@CIAdetectives.com>
Kennett Square, PA USA - Friday, December 31, 2004 6:37 PM CST

Dear Nolan & Family, Trust in the Lord, your God always, for He loves you and cares for you. Sing a song! When you are feeling bad, sing a love song to God. It may be difficult to do, but there is great healing power when you sing a song of love and praise to God. He will send His blessings right back to you. The shepherd / king David taught me how important it is to Pray, Wait, Trust and Sing. Sing your own song to God, it is like sending Him a homemade card! May you be healed through your faith and the power of ALmighty God. Love, Jill

Jill Hicks
Kennett Square, PA USA - Friday, December 31, 2004 2:41 PM CST

Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge Him, and He will make your paths straight. Do not be wise in your own eyes; fear the LORD and shun evil. This will bring health to your body and nourishment to your bones. (Proverbs 3: 5-8).

May G-d bring you His comfort, peace and strength through this difficult time. You are in our prayers.
Don and Susan Mahoney <donmahoney35@hotmail.com>
Kennett Square, PA USA - Friday, December 31, 2004 2:09 PM CST

It is my prayer that God use his awesome power to heal Nolan and bring him back to full health. I pray that God give his parents and extended family the strength to overcome this tragedy in their lives and that they draw close to God and trust in him for all their needs.
Janet Johnson <janet.c.johnson@juno.com>
Kennett Square, PA USA - Friday, December 31, 2004 1:55 PM CST

Dear Nolan and family.
You're in my prayers.
Love,
Barb <barbdaugh@aol.com>
Kennett Square, PA usa - Friday, December 31, 2004 1:30 PM CST

Jason, Courtney, Julia and Nolan

I just received the information from your mom and grandma.

My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.

If there is anything I can do please do not hesitate to call me.

I truly believe in miracles. In September my niece who was pregnant with her 2nd child had what she thought was labor pains while on her way to work = she was due several weeks later. She went to the hospital in Aurora, Il where she lives and they decided to induce labor. This did not work and the next evening when the nurses were checking my Debbi's monitors they found that she was hemorraging and no heart beat for the baby. They did an immediate C-section, as the doctors have said they performed this within 2 minutes and there former records were 3 minutes. Alexa was born with no heartbeat and had lost all of her blood. They quickly were able to resusitate her and had to replace all of her blood (with some luck the hospital was across the street from the hospital) This is obviously a very rare situation and the doctors said she and Debbi had only a 50 percent chance of survival.

With lots of prayers they are both Ok and baby Alexa has shown no symptons of any brain damage from the loss of blood or breathing.

The newspapers and medical journals written about baby Alexa have called her the Miracle Baby.

I truly believe in Miracles and will pray for Nolan everyday until he is well again.

Love

always

Lily
Lily Appel <lilypine3@yahoo.com>
Boynton Beach, Fl USA - Thursday, December 30, 2004 6:07 PM CST

My prayers are with little Nolan and his family. I pray that he will have a total recovery
carol a ivan <bingo33484@aol.com>
delray beach, fl - Thursday, December 30, 2004 4:05 PM CST

Dear Jason and Courtney,

You are all in my prayers and I have added you to the prayer list at my church. This is a very hard time.... and words are hard to come by. I remember someone saying that having children is like taking your heart out and letting it walk around where it can get bumped and bruised. You know that all too well.

Keep focused on the situations at hand and use the help that others offer you like meals, daycare, help folding laundry, etc. If you are involved with a church or temple, let them help you too. If not call one that touches your heart and ask them for help.

I hope and pray that Nolan will recover and live out his days a happy and healthy man. May he grow up to honor his mother and father that his days will be long in the land as the LORD promises us in the Commandments. Without faith it is impossible to please G-D. Keep your faith and ask for more.

Blessed be His Name,
Tish

Tish Himelstein
Kennett Square, PA - Thursday, December 30, 2004 2:06 PM CST

Hoping and praying for a speedy recovery for Nolan
Rex Fulks
Charlotte, N.C. USA - Thursday, December 30, 2004 10:27 AM CST

Jason,Courtney,Nolan & Julia, my prayers are with you always. Your family is here for you at all times. I love you all so much. Keep strong, think positive.
Love, Mom (Grandma Sandi)

Sandi Taft <Sandit312@aol.com>
Palm Harbor, FL USA - Thursday, December 30, 2004 9:46 AM CST

Our thoughts and prayers are definitely with Nolan and all of his family! Stay strong when you can. And lean on your friends for support when you can't. Love to all of the Taft family.
Tessa, Chris, Ryan & Riley Schneider <tschneider@checkeredflag.com>
Virginia Beach, VA USA - Thursday, December 30, 2004 8:37 AM CST

Our prayers are with little Nolan.
Patty Drury (McKelvey-Fulks Marketing) <mfm3720224@aol.com>
Charlotte, NC USA - Thursday, December 30, 2004 7:38 AM CST

what can We say? we feel as if Nolan is our own, so Our thoughts prayers and wishes for everyone go without saying. We love you all so much.

Stuart, Barrie and Matthew
Stuart Taft <stuart@bladepowersports.com>
palm harbor , fl - Wednesday, December 29, 2004 3:57 PM CST

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