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Still thinking of Penelope and you all of these many years later. Nina.
Nina
- Sunday, March 10, 2024 8:48 PM CDT

We will never forget Penelope.
Joseph Sullivan <joe.sullivan@yahoo.com>
Brooklyn, NY USA - Thursday, February 22, 2024 9:30 AM CST

Always thinking about Penelope and you guys. We will say a prayer.
Joseph Sullivan <Joe.sullivan@yahoo.com>
Brooklyn, NY USA - Sunday, November 20, 2022 10:59 PM CST

Still thinking about your daughter. My heart breaks for you all. Bless you...
Hadassah Miriam Geraci <hadassahgeraci@gmail.com>
WEAUBLEAU, MO United States - Tuesday, September 1, 2020 9:20 PM CDT

I still think about your girl.
lori seibold
Livermore, CA usa - Friday, July 12, 2019 4:59 PM CDT

Always thinking about you guys.
Joseph Sullivan <joe.sullivan@yahoo.com>
Brooklyn, NY 11215 - Sunday, December 16, 2018 2:14 PM CST

For some reason I thought of Penelope today. "The little girl with the big cup" is how I always thought of her, because of the photo on the front page. It's been so many years, but she's still in my heart.
Kristen Smith
Philadelphia, PA USA - Wednesday, May 30, 2018 10:54 AM CDT

Remembering Penelope on her birthday today.
Christine Remy
Vienna, VA USA - Thursday, July 6, 2017 3:28 PM CDT

Saying a prayer today for you.
Stacey <staceylondon@optonline.net>
East Northport, - Friday, May 19, 2017 3:08 PM CDT

Always thinking about Penelope and her family. May they find peace.
Joseph Sullivan <joe.sullivan@yahoo.com>
Brooklyn, NY USA - Thursday, December 15, 2016 3:09 PM CST

Helen Mc Cord
Nancy Chavaria <nachavaria@gmail.com>
Makawao, HI 96768 - Thursday, July 14, 2016 5:32 PM CDT

Happy heavenly birthday, Penelope. You are not forgotten!
Christine Remy
Vienna, VA US - Wednesday, July 6, 2016 12:42 AM CDT

Hi. Just checking in on you guys. I followed your story many years ago. Said prayers for Penelope. I don't even know how people who you've never met but only read their story affect your life so much. I can remember as far back as 2005 reading about Penelope's story and your story. Her story gripped my heart. Obviously since it is 2015 and I'm checking her page. She is an angel. She sees you all LIVING in her memory. I have no proof of that but I believe it with all my heart. God bless you all.
Kelli Whisenhunt <whisfam4@msn.com>
Monmouth, OR - Saturday, November 7, 2015 1:12 AM CST

Happy 13th birthday in heaven, Penelope.
Christine Remy (mom to NB survivor Sabrina)
Vienna, VA USA - Monday, July 6, 2015 8:24 AM CDT

I have been thinking of Penelope and your family this week.
Christine Remy
Vienna, VA - Thursday, May 21, 2015 8:32 PM CDT

I only met Penelope once, but it is impossible to forget her. May she rest in peace.
Joseph Sullivan <joe.sullivan@yahoo.com>
Brooklyn, NY 11215 - Friday, November 28, 2014 3:14 PM CST

Thinking about Penelope and you guys always.
Joseph Sullivan <joe.sullivan@yahoo.com>
Brooklyn, NY USA - Monday, August 25, 2014 9:27 PM CDT

I followed Penelope's story from when she was poorly and often think about her and how all of you are doing. I am sat here in tears yet again, after re-reading some of the entries. Sending much love, you are in my thoughts.
Liz Crockford <liz.crockford@yahoo.com>
Isle of Wight, England - Sunday, July 13, 2014 11:50 PM CDT

I followed your story here years ago and my husband and I cried when Penelope passed away. I still think about you, Penelopes parents and feel so sad for you still. I hope you are doing okay somewhat... I'm sure you probably aren't though. My friend lost her 15 year old daughter ten years ago and recently lost her 25 year old son to a car accident - the only one she had left. My heart turns inside for people like you. Loss of a child... how do you even understand something like it when you place the situation before God? Even the Christian has trouble with that. May the Lord be with you though. You are on my heart today.
Hadassah Geraci <geracihome@gmail.com>
Oroville, WA - Tuesday, July 1, 2014 0:42 AM CDT

penolope darling- I love and miss you so much.you are in my heart'my love- Grandpa Billy
william london <wlondonlaw@gmail.com>
Rye , ny Westchester - Monday, May 19, 2014 10:59 AM CDT

Always thinking of Penelope and her family.
Joseph Sullivan
Brooklyn, NY USA - Monday, November 18, 2013 4:07 PM CST

Remembering Penelope on her birthday.
Christine Remy
Vienna, VA - Saturday, July 6, 2013 10:04 AM CDT

Thinking of you and your beautiful Penelope, especially on her birthday
Louise
Australia - Friday, July 5, 2013 8:09 AM CDT

Penelope's story touched me deeply, I followed along on the blog as you shared her daily life. Just wanted to let you know many out there are still thinking about your beautiful daughter. Wishing you and your family much peace and happiness.
Anna
Chicago, IL USA - Tuesday, May 21, 2013 9:14 PM CDT

I am thinking of Penelope and your family today. I believe knowing Penelope's story and everything you shared in this journal has played a role in saving my daughter's life. She was diagnosed with neuroblastoma last May at age 16 months, almost exactly five years after Penelope passed away, and the only reason she was diagnosed before age 18 months is because I knew Penelope's story. So thank you for your openness and for sharing Penelope's life here.
Christine Remy
Vienna, VA United States - Sunday, May 19, 2013 9:58 AM CDT

Hi Catherine and John,
You hired me when Penelope was alive to make a tribute film to her. I have been holding on to the original material since. Did you ever see the film? Would you like a copy of it? Would you like to post it on any web site? Please let me know.
Best, Larry
Larry Horowitz <larry@longstoryshort.com>
Thornwood, NY USA - Tuesday, March 19, 2013 2:54 PM CDT

John and family:
Still think of you and your sweet, brown-eyed angel. Wishing all of you peace and continued strength.

Regards,
Lori
Lori Minnis
Livermore, CA USA - Friday, September 28, 2012 12:30 AM CDT

Still thinking of you Penelope.
Joseph Sullivan <joe.sullivan@yahoo.com>
Brooklyn, NY USA - Wednesday, August 8, 2012 11:48 AM CDT

Happy Birthday Sweet Penelope.......
Kathryn
- Friday, July 6, 2012 2:34 PM CDT

Happy Birthday Sweet ^Penelope^. Everytime I see a beautiful butterfly you come to mind.
Jennifer Millet
Reserve, la USA - Friday, July 6, 2012 10:24 AM CDT

Happy birthday in heaven, sweet Penelope. You are not forgotten!
Christine Remy
Vienna, VA - Friday, July 6, 2012 9:40 AM CDT

I came across a picture I had of Penelope in my bible over the weekend. I think of her often and say a prayer for all those that love her so...
Always in my prayers
Dede <dedetaylor@hotmail.com>
TX - Wednesday, May 30, 2012 3:15 PM CDT

Remembering Penelope...so sorry for your loss - she was beautiful.
Kathy Shipstad <shipstads1@comcast.net>
North St. Paul, MN - Wednesday, May 23, 2012 4:10 PM CDT

Thinking of your family always.
Naomi Turner <djt1969@hotmail.com>
Melbourne, VIC Australia - Saturday, May 19, 2012 11:05 PM CDT

Thinking of Penelope today and always. <3
Christine Remy
Vienna, VA USA - Saturday, May 19, 2012 3:38 PM CDT

My niece Kassidy Terrio was dioagnosed with NB 6 years ago which introduced caringbridge as well as alot of the other kids sufferring with NB to my world. I began to feel for all of the kids and there families as if you were all my family too.But out of all the kids that touched me , I never forgot about Penelope.For some reason her little angel face has stayed with me all these years. I cried broken hearted for her as well as for you.Through the years I would thin k of her face but could not remember her name, so tonight I went on Band Of Parents and instantly recognized her name on the list. I had to write to let you know that a perfect stranger has been touched by your daughter even after 5 years. I was drawn to pray as fervantly for her as for my niece. I dont cry easily but tears flowed easily for Penelope.I KNOW she is in HEAVEN npw.Thank you for sharing your buitiful daughter and bringing us all to prayer. Penelope the little SAINT.

dana <danabutterfly60@hotmail.com>
reserve, la us - Tuesday, May 15, 2012 9:49 PM CDT

Penelope is in the heart of so many people in the world... thinking of you all and wishing you a peaceful Easter Season
Silvia <silvia.scaranello@libero.it>
italy - Thursday, April 5, 2012 5:08 AM CDT

As always, we are thinking of you.
Joseph Sullivan <joe.sullivan@yahoo.com>
Brooklyn, NY USA - Sunday, March 11, 2012 9:25 PM CDT

Thinking of dear sweet Penelope today. God Bless you guys!!
Denise <rileyd5@comcast.net>
Pittsburgh, PA USA - Monday, February 27, 2012 4:51 PM CST

a kiss to you little Princess
silvia <silvia.scaranello@libero.it>
italy - Tuesday, January 31, 2012 5:25 AM CST

This poem touched my heart as I hope it will yours. Please know that I am thinking about you and keeping you close in prayer always.
MJ/marijeighn2010@gmail.com
A letter from Heaven

To my dearest family, some things I'd like to say.
But first of all, to let you know, that I arrived okay.

I'm writing this from heaven. Here I dwell with God above.
Here, there's no more tears of sadness; Here is just eternal love.

Please do not be unhappy just because I'm out of sight.
Remember that I am with you every morning, noon and night.

That day I had to leave you when my life on earth was through.
God picked me up and hugged me and He said, "I welcome you."

"It's good to have you back again, you were missed while you were gone.
As for your dearest family, They'll be here later on.

I need you here so badly, you are part of my plan.
There is so much that we can do, to help our mortal man."

God gave me a list of things, that he wished for me to do.
And foremost on the list, was to watch and care for you.

And when you lie in bed at night the day's chores put to flight.
God and I are closest to you.... in the middle of the night.

When you think of my life on earth, and all those loving years.
Because you are only human, they are bound to bring you tears.

But do not be afraid to cry; it does relieve the pain.
Remember there would be no flowers, unless there was some rain.

I wish that I could tell you all that God has planned.
If I were to tell you, you wouldn't understand.

But one thing is for certain, though my life on earth is over.
I'm closer to you now, than I ever was before.

There are rocky roads ahead of you and many hills to climb;
But together we can do it by taking one day at a time.

It was always my philosophy and I'd like it for you too;
That as you give unto the world, the world will give to you.

If you can help somebody who is in sorrow and pain;
Then you can say to God at night...."My day was not in vain.

And now I am contented... that my life was worthwhile.
Knowing as I passed along the way I made somebody smile."

So if you meet somebody who is sad and low;
Just lend a hand to pick them up, as on your way you go.

When you're walking down the street and you've got me on your mind;
I'm walking in your footsteps only half a step behind.

And when it's time for you to go.... from that body to be free.
Remember you're not going.... you're coming here with me.

Author Unknown
MJ <marijeighn2010@gmail.com>
- Thursday, December 15, 2011 2:16 PM CST

I hope you all have a peaceful holiday season! I was thinking about Penelope and this website the other day, and then last night I read about your family in Vogue. What a powerful essay! I am so sorry for all that your family has been through, and am glad that you all seem to be making it through to a better place after a whole lot of torment. God bless!
Lisa Weihman
Morgantown, WV - Tuesday, November 29, 2011 9:04 AM CST

"Ti voglio bene Penelope" I love you Penelope, forever in my heart
Silvia
ITALY - Monday, November 28, 2011 3:36 AM CST

A Thanksgiving Poem

Dear Father who art in Heaven...
Please join our family on this Thanksgiving day
And bless each one as we sit down to pray
As we remember those who have joined You above
So dearly missed and deeply loved.

Please provide us strength on this Thanksgiving day
Bless us with memories of those faraway...
Please grant patience to family and friends as we grieve
And help us reach out to others who are bereaved.

We give thanks to You on this Thanksgiving day....
For Your presence in our lives each and everyday.
For Your comfort, guidance, and never ending love...
And for taking care of our loved ones...in Heaven above.

As we light this candle on this Thanksgiving day...
And it glows in memory of those in Heaven today....
May their lights always shine down on us and give us light...
And may we feel their presence along with Yours tonight.

May the peace and tranquility of this Thanksgiving day
Be an everlasting light within each of us along the way...
Lets bow our heads and give our Thanks to God above..
For our blessings, whether on earth or in Heaven above...
Amen

Poem graciously submitted by The Jason Program

MJ

marijeighn2010@gmail.com
MJ <marijeighn2010@gmail.com>
- Monday, November 21, 2011 2:43 PM CST

I just read Catherine's article in the Nov '11 Vogue and was moved to tears. What a touching and raw recounting of what you all have been through! Catherine - you are a beautiful writer and your candor is admirable. I am so sorry for all of your suffering and think of your family daily, especially your beloved Penelope. Praying for continued healing and peace for your family. Penelope will never be forgotten.
Vicki Morton <vsmorton@optonline.net>
- Friday, October 28, 2011 8:05 AM CDT

We think of Penelope and you every day. She was and is a beautiful girl. I am grateful that I had an opportunity to meet her once. I hope that you and your family have some measure of peace, and I am touched by Oliver's memories of his sister and the color of pink. It is both heartbreaking and very touching. Penelope lives on in the lives of your family and always will. Love always, the Sullivans.
Joseph Sullivan <joe.sullivan@yahoo.com>
Brooklyn, NY USA - Monday, September 26, 2011 11:02 PM CDT

An Invitation To All Prayer Warriors

The Prayer Warriors at Angel_Wings will be

holding a Prayer Vigil on Monday September 19th

between 8-9 pm EDST for all the families on our

Angel_Wings Prayer Lists and our Angel families of

children, teens and adults who gained their wings.

We Are Fighting For Our Children One Prayer At A Time

If you have a specific prayer request or you would like to

learn more about our Angel Wings Groups, please feel

free to email us at either of the addresses below.

Sincerely,

MJ/Angel_Wings and AngelWingsRemembers

mspolly@ymail.com

marijeighn2010@gmail.com

Angel Wings Prayer Warriors
Angel Wings Remembers Prayer Warriors
MJ/Angel_Wings <marijeighn2010@gmail.com>
- Saturday, September 17, 2011 10:24 AM CDT

Always on my mind... Always in my heart...missing you sweet Penelope.
Deanna Cruz <Coronad@aol.com>
New york, Ny - Friday, August 26, 2011 2:50 AM CDT

I saw a butterfly today....flitting all around me....and thought of Penelope. She lives on in many hearts.
Deb
Owatonna, MN US - Tuesday, July 26, 2011 7:43 PM CDT

Happy Birthday Penelope. Missing you always beautiful girl...always.
Dawn <dpickens_42@yahoo.com>
Tx - Wednesday, July 6, 2011 1:24 PM CDT

Happy birthday Penelope. Thank you for your beautiful smile. You are always here
Scott K
- Wednesday, July 6, 2011 6:25 AM CDT

I think of you guys often.
Teresa Saputo-Crerend <teresasaputo@yahoo.com>
bedford corners, ny 10549 - Friday, July 1, 2011 10:56 AM CDT

Thank you for sharing your beautiful daughter who is loved so so much. Your words are so tender, so moving, that I know they are making it right up into heaven. What a beautiful soul passed through. I will never forget your Penelope, and how loved she was.
Stephanie
- Tuesday, June 28, 2011 10:56 PM CDT

I just learned about Penelope through Rockstar Ronan. My heart screams that so many babies are taken so soon. Penelope and your family continue to inspire and give hope. One day a cure will be found and Penelope's name will be forever tied to it.
Kris
TX - Thursday, June 9, 2011 1:45 PM CDT

Your beautiful, sweet girl is such an inspiration, she will always be in my heart. There are no words to say how sorry I am that you are apart.
Carolyn LeBlanc
Phoenix, AZ - Wednesday, June 8, 2011 11:44 PM CDT

Penelope, what more to say? A soul of such beauty, at first site of her astonishing smile and vibrant curls she caught a piece of my heart. The honor you all show for your amazing little Angel is breathtaking, she lives on in so many, your work, her work and battles will change this world, God and Peneolope will see to that...with every breathe you take, may more peace come within, knowing you are that much closer to seeing her in Heaven.
Love,
Leslie and Family
Leslie Smtih <akabigp@yahoo.com>
Anchorage, AK - Wednesday, June 8, 2011 6:22 PM CDT

I think of Penelope often, and particularly on this day. What a heartwarming gift to see Penelope's touches on your day -- complete with a butterfly-shaped clover.
Your hearts are connected; that is obvious!
Thinking of you all,
Jen Draper
Jennifer Draper <Jen_draper@hotmail.com>
Kirkland, WA USA - Friday, May 20, 2011 1:05 AM CDT

Wow....Out of the blue I was thinking about Penelope today and came by to look at her pictures. I cannot believe it is the 4 year mark. She was an awesome little girl and I really do think of her often. I am still so sorry for your loss.

A prayer warrior/friend in Minnesota.
Kathy Shipstad <shipstads1@comcast.net>
- Thursday, May 19, 2011 4:06 PM CDT

Four years ago today my heart broke. Four years ago I realized, really for the first time, that this disease was a relentless, cold, nasty beast; and that we had a long, long, long way to go before we could make what could be called real "progress" against it. Thanks for all that you do to honor Penelope, her friends in heaven who have joined her, and the kids fighting and yet to fight childhood cancers. As much as today marks what is the worst day in your life, I hope for beams of Penelope-ness to reach you and brighten your and Catherine's spirits today. I'm sure I'll see some butterflies today, and as every time when I see one, I'll think of that smile, those curls, and the spirit that is Penelope - who touched so many lives and continues to do so today.
Andy Mikulak <amikulak@gmail.com>
- Thursday, May 19, 2011 8:21 AM CDT

Thinking of you and sending you love! We miss her too!

The Thomas Team
Shayne, Angela, Shayla & Angel Christi
Angela <zzartset@bright.net>
Tiffin, OH USA - Wednesday, May 18, 2011 10:25 PM CDT

Thinking of your family and of Penelope as her angel anniversary approaches....May you feel her spirit and God's comfort as you are surrounded by love. I think of Penelope often, she will never be forgotten.
Tracie <tracie.a.klemenhagen@medtronic.com>
Big Lake, mn - Tuesday, May 17, 2011 2:39 PM CDT

Good Morning I was sent this poem as a remembrance for my Angel Michael. I thought it was very fitting as Easter approaches. Please know that I am thinking about all of you and keeping you close in prayer always. Hugs and Blessings
MJ/Angel_Wings and AngelWingsRemembers

AND GOD SAID

I said, "God, I hurt."
And God said, "I know."
I said, "God, I cry a lot."
And God said, "That is why I gave you tears."
I said "God, I am so depressed."
And God said, "That is why I gave you Sunshine."
I said, "God, life is so hard."
And God said, "That is why I gave you loved ones."
I said, "God, my loved one died."
And God said, "So did mine."
I said, "God, it is such a loss."
And God said, "I saw mine nailed to a cross."
I said, "God, but your loved one lives."
And God said, "So does yours."
I said, "God, where are they now?"
And God said, "Mine is on My right and yours will be in the Light."
I said, "God, it hurts."
And God said, "I know."

marijeighn2010@gmail.com
MJ/Angel_Wings <marijeighn2010@gmail.com>
Lawrence, MA USA - Saturday, April 23, 2011 8:08 AM CDT

Just needed to see Penelope's sweet smile tonight. As always, your family is in my heart.
Lisa Evans
Lexington, SC USA - Wednesday, April 20, 2011 7:09 PM CDT

i love you, little angel friend. i love you family, too. i will be encircling them with prayers tonight. <3

An Invitation To All Prayer Warriors

The Prayer Warriors at Angel_Wings will be holding a Prayer Vigil tonight, March 19th, between 8-9 pm EST for all the families on our Angel_Wings Prayer Lists and our Angel families of children, teens and adults who gained their wings.

We Are Fighting For Our Children One Prayer At A Time....

If you have a specific Prayer Request or someone who is in need of prayers, please feel free to email us using the links below this message.

Angel_Wings Prayer Warriors

AngelWingsRemembers

ms. polly
angel wings prayer warriors
angel wings remembers
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Heart of North America, USA - Saturday, March 19, 2011 12:22 AM CDT

I found this link in my bookmarks today. I initially visited here in 2005 after my son was dx with acute lymphoblastic leukemia and I was searching everywhere for people who "understood." What I found was a child who is still an inspiration and a wonder to me. I hope that I can live my life with her sincerity and commitment to joy. She truly did put others before herself. Despite the fact that we have never met I think of Penelope often, and if you will allow, also hold her in my heart as a dear one.
Erica Hoelscher <ebh2@lehigh.edu>
Bethlehem, PA - Thursday, March 17, 2011 10:43 AM CDT

I don't write very much but a check in often to see sweet Penelope's face. Noah talks about her still. She is permanently in his heart, I think. I think of you all often. Sending Love.
Lisa Shaub (and Eric, Noah and Gabriel) <lisaml@earthlink.net>
New York, NY - Monday, March 14, 2011 9:07 PM CDT

An Invitation To All Prayer Warriors

The Prayer Warriors at Angel_Wings will be
holding a Prayer Vigil on Saturday, February 19th.
between 8-9 pm EST for all the families on our
Angel_Wings Prayer Lists and our Angel families of
children,teens and adults who have gained their wings.
We Are Fighting For Our Children One Prayer
At A Time..

If You Have A Specific Prayer Request Or Someone Who Is In Need Of
Prayer Please Feel Free To Email Us At The Email Address Below.

Angel_Wings Prayer Warriors
AngelWingsRemembers
MJ/Angel_Wings and AngelWingsRemembers
MJ/Angel_Wings <marijeighn2010@gmail.com>
- Thursday, February 17, 2011 3:12 PM CST

Just stopped by to look at the pictures. Penelope sure did leave a mark on me. I do think of her and all of you often. Take care.

A friend from Minnesota.
Kathy Shipstad <shipstads1@comcast.net>
- Wednesday, February 2, 2011 3:18 PM CST

Hello John and Catherine.
I was thinking of Penelope today and thought I'd check in. I hope all is well with you. Penelope will never be forgotten by those of us whose heart she touched.
Olivia Mussett <olivemuss@yahoo.com>
Albany, NY - Thursday, January 27, 2011 11:29 AM CST

my heart is painful.im crying when im reading penelope's diary everytime. She is too beatiful, noble,incredible. she never complained her situation.i love her red pyjamas picture at the enter page.she's very cute. i want to hug her all my power.
john and catherine your life has been changed forever. i know that your heart is always aching.i just want to write.what i can do for your family i dont know. but i share your pain. penelope deserves much better things in the world. maybe she almost found we dont know.. you are great family. i wish you will be ok soon.

im sorry about my broke english.

i love penelope.
filiz boran
istanbul, turkey - Thursday, October 7, 2010 8:48 AM CDT

Always in my thoughts...always in my heart....always my inspiration! Miss you always Penelope.
Dawn Pickens
Beaumont, TX - Thursday, September 30, 2010 9:44 AM CDT

Your journal is very touching. Always thinking of you guys.
Joseph Sullivan <joe.sullivan@yahoo.com>
Brooklyn, NY USA - Wednesday, September 29, 2010 10:48 PM CDT

Thinking of Penelope and your family today. May you find peace & comfort in your love for her and each other.
Kylise Howell
Douglasville, GA - Wednesday, September 8, 2010 6:57 AM CDT

Penelope is in my thoughts today as well as your family!
Dawn Pickens <dpickens_42@yahoo.com>
Beaumont, TX - Thursday, August 19, 2010 12:57 AM CDT

I have followed your site for quite a few years now and it ALWAYS breaks my heart when I read your entries. Your undeniable, enduring love for your daughter and sister, your pain in her loss, are so evident. I didn't know Penelope, but your words make me feel her loss as well.

Your latest entry, a tribute to her 8th birthday, was beautiful. I pary for peace in your hearts. God bless.
Alice Figueroa <figueroaa1@aetna.com>
Simsbury, ct USA - Saturday, July 10, 2010 7:38 AM CDT

Happy birthday beautiful girl.

Love and best wishes to Penelope's family. Stay strong and remember your gorgeous, brave girl with pride. She is an inspiration to so many.

Naomi Turner <djt1969@hotmail.com>
Melbourne, VIC Australia - Wednesday, July 7, 2010 6:15 PM CDT

Happy Birthday, always remembered
J T vermont
- Wednesday, July 7, 2010 9:40 AM CDT

Happy 8th Birthday Penelope! I hope Max and Sam gave you kisses and/or Legos for your birthday! We watched A Bugs Life last night and the madame butterfly bug always makes me think of you.
Andy Mikulak <amikulak@yahoo.com>
San Diego, CA USA - Wednesday, July 7, 2010 0:02 AM CDT

Happy 8th Birthday Precious Penelope!
kperkins <perkins.karen@ymail.com>
bay city, mi USA - Tuesday, July 6, 2010 4:50 PM CDT

Happy Birthday, Penelope. You will never be forgotten!
Vicki Morton <vsmorton@optonline.net>
- Tuesday, July 6, 2010 3:18 PM CDT

I am holding Penelope and all of you close in my heart and prayers on Penelope's Birthday Remembrance Day.

Angel Blessings,
Ms. Polly @ AngelWingsRemembers
http://groups.yahoo.com/group/angel_wings
Heart of North America, ND USA - Tuesday, July 6, 2010 12:55 AM CDT

Happy Birthday Sweet Penelope...
Jeannie Phillips
- Tuesday, July 6, 2010 10:54 AM CDT

Penelope we celebrate you today. We celebrate the joy, the wisdom the warm smile you bring to our hearts whenever we hear your name or see a Monarch butterfly. Sweet girl, your family misses you like no other and it's difficult for them to revisit this site, but always know, you have impacted so many people in a positive way that we revisit here quite often to get a glimpse of your Angelic face. Your precious gift of self will remain w/so many of us for years to come. As you celebrate your 8th birthday w/the Angels today, always know we celebrate along, with Mommy, Daddy, Oliver and Isabelle here are earth and Thank God everyday for HIS most precious gift....Penelope. Now that's a reason to celebrate forever.
Dawn Pickens <dpickens_42@yahoo.com>
Beaumont, TX - Tuesday, July 6, 2010 9:14 AM CDT

Today, out of the blue, Grey turned to me and said "I think Penelope is up in the sky smiling. We were close. I wish I could reach up and pull her back down....but I bet she is happy up there". Penelope was and clearly still is such a positive force in the world. We think of you often.

Guthrie Schweitzer <guthrie_b@yahoo.com>
NYC, NY USA - Thursday, June 24, 2010 3:39 PM CDT

Hi John and Catherine-

Ruby had surgery last week (orthopedic work for her feet and legs brought on by her paralysis)at CHOP. She was inpatient for a week on the 4th floor which is a doppleganger for the 3rd. I was walking the halls thinking of each child we knew in every room and I thought of the day we stopped by to see Penelope and John was getting her raspberry sherbet. I thought of her beautiful smile and how strange that such horrible days would somehow become part of a sweet memory. But they have. And Penelope lives on now in so many hearts. Not just yours. She is certainly alive in our hearts here in Baltimore.

Although there is always the missing and saddness, we hope you also mix in many moments of Penelope-style joy.

Lots of love from Ruby's Gang-

David, Sara, Ruby and Ethan
David Elbert <elbert@jhu.edu>
Baltimore, MD USA - Wednesday, June 23, 2010 10:27 AM CDT

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I love you, sweetie pie. I pray for your sweet family each and every day.

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- Wednesday, June 16, 2010 7:29 PM CDT

Thinking of you, Penelope, and your family...
Zeynep
Istanbul, Turkey - Monday, June 14, 2010 6:32 PM CDT

Thinking of all of you and of Penelope. Be well.
Love, Teresa Saputo-Crerend.
Teresa Saputo Crerend <teresasaputo@yahoo.com>
bedford Corners, ny - Thursday, June 10, 2010 6:35 PM CDT

Heartbreaking. Even though I only met her once and have only told my family about her, we will never forget her and always hold her in our hearts.
Joseph Sullivan <joe.sullivan@yahoo.com>
Brooklyn, NY USA - Thursday, May 27, 2010 7:25 PM CDT

Hi John and Catherine, thanks for continuing to share Penelope. She lived large enough for all of us. May we continue to learn and be inspired by her love of life and concern for others. I've noticed a lot of butterflies lately... not a coincidence. Peace.
Andy Mikulak <amikulak@yahoo.com>
San Diego, CA - Friday, May 21, 2010 0:13 AM CDT

Thinking of you all this week!
Lisa Frieden
Carmel, IN United States - Thursday, May 20, 2010 9:03 AM CDT

Precious Penelope and all,

I am holding each of you close in my heart and prayers today. Penelope, your amazing and beautiful legacy holds a special place forever in my heart.

Angel Hugs and Blessings,
Ms. Polly @ AngelWingsRemembers
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Heart of North America, ND USA - Thursday, May 20, 2010 8:38 AM CDT

I am sure that Penelope is smiling at her family and sending her love to you.
She will always be in my heart,too.
Love to you all,
Aunt Susan
Susan Reed <jsreed1718@aol.com>
Greenwich, CT USA - Thursday, May 20, 2010 4:21 AM CDT

Thinking of you, John, and your family today. Much love to you all and to the little girl who left such an indelible impression on so many of us.
Jen Draper
Kirkland, WA - Thursday, May 20, 2010 0:00 AM CDT

Remembering beautiful Penelope
Gina
- Wednesday, May 19, 2010 10:52 PM CDT

Remembering Penelope and her lovely family
JT
- Wednesday, May 19, 2010 12:43 AM CDT

Remembering your Sweet Penelope on this very difficult day.
Dawn <dpickens_42@yahoo.com>
Beaumont, Tx - Wednesday, May 19, 2010 11:45 AM CDT

Remembering Penelope on this sad anniversary. Thinking of your family.
Nancy
Stafford Springs, CT - Wednesday, May 19, 2010 11:26 AM CDT

Remembering Penelope today and every day and praying for Oliver, Isabelle, and both of you, their parents.
Kay Pei
Canada - Wednesday, May 19, 2010 10:34 AM CDT

Thinking of you all on this very sad anniversary. Not a day passes without a thought of your beautiful girl, and her equally beautiful family.
Naomi
Melbourne, VIC Australia - Wednesday, May 19, 2010 0:04 AM CDT

Thinking of your family and your beautiful daughter Penelope on this sad anniversary. Remembering her journey, filled with triumphs and struggles, continues to bring tears to my eyes and reminds me to hug my son a little tighter. Her memory lives on in so many. God Bless.
AM
Chicago, IL - Tuesday, May 18, 2010 11:53 PM CDT

I am anonymous as I am only touched by the NB beast through a friend's loss. I need you to know that I don't and won't forget Penelope. She was a beautiful child and one could see her spirit. To this day...when I see a Monarch butterfly...I think of her. Thinking of you all.
Beth
- Thursday, May 13, 2010 10:32 PM CDT

I know how difficult Mother's day is for those whose child is now in Heaven. This poem has been a comfort to me as I pray it will be for you.

You can shed tears that she is gone,
Or you can smile because she has lived.
You can close your eyes & pray that she'll come back,
Or you can open your eyes & see all that she's left.
Your heart can be empty because you can't see her,
Or you can be full of the love you shared.
You can turn your back on tomorrow & live yesterday,
Or you can be happy for tomorrow because of yesterday.
You can remember her only that she is gone,
Or you can cherish her memory & let it live on.
You can cry & close your mind, be empty & turn your back,
Or you can do what she'd want:
Smile, open your eyes, love and go on.
�Author unknown�

Hugs and Blessings
MJ/Angel_Wings and AngelWingsRemembers

MJ/Angel_Wings and AngelWingsRemembers <marijeighn1@gmail.com>
- Thursday, May 6, 2010 12:37 AM CDT

I thought of your sweet Penelope today and continue to pray for your family.
Lisa Evans
Lexington, SC - Tuesday, May 4, 2010 3:52 PM CDT

I think about Penelope all the time. I saw my first butterfly of the season last week and it made me smile. Hope the rest of the London family is doing ok and that you are able to enjoy the Spring season. You are all in my prayers.
Vicki Morton <vsmorton@optonline.net>
Greenwich, CT - Thursday, April 22, 2010 7:58 AM CDT

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I still think of you, pray for you
and love you.

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Heart of North America, ND USA - Sunday, April 18, 2010 1:28 PM CDT

John 11:25-26
Jesus said to her, "I am the resurrection and the life. He who believes in me will live, even though he dies; and whoever lives and believes in me will never die"

Good Morning and Happy Easter I have always found this poem to be a comfort for me. I pray it will be a blessing for you also. Please know that you are always in my thoughts and prayers.
Hugs and Blessings

MJ/Angel_Wings and AngelWings Remembers
God's Lent Child
I'll lend you for a little while a child of mine, God said,
For you to love her while she lives, and mourn for when she's dead.
It may be six or seven years, or forty-two or three;
But will you, till I call her back, take good care of her for me?
She'll bring her charms to gladden you, and should her stay be brief,
You'll have the lovely memories as a solace for your grief.
I cannot promise she will stay, since all from earth return;
But there are lessons taught below I want this child to learn.
I've searched the whole world over, for teachers kind and true;
And from the throngs that crowd life's lane I have chosen you...
Now will you give her all your love? Nor think the labor pain?
Nor hate me should the angels call, to take this child back again?
To which the parents did reply...
Dear Lord, Thy will be done.
For all the joys thy child will bring, the risk of grief we'll run.
We'll shelter her with tenderness,
We'll love her while we may...
for all the love this child will bring,
forever grateful we will stay.
But should the Angels call for her,
much sooner than we've planned,
We'll brave the bitter grief that comes,
and try to understand.
MJ/Angel_Wings <marijeighn1@gmail.com>
- Sunday, April 4, 2010 9:19 AM CDT

Got my SPECIAL GIRL on my mind today. Wishing your family a WONDERFUL EASTER!
Dawn Pickens <dpickens_42@yahoo.com>
Beaumont, TX - Wednesday, March 31, 2010 4:24 PM CDT

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MJ/Angel_Wings <marijeighn1@gmail.com>
- Wednesday, March 17, 2010 7:34 PM CDT

Just thinking of Penelope today.
Randee Ferry <randee@cox.net>
La Mesa, Ca USA - Saturday, March 13, 2010 0:20 AM CST

Stopped by to tell you that your beautiful girl came to mind and made me smile today. I pray that time is being kind to you.

Blessings, Tanner's Aunt Katie
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Katie Spaulding <grammypoppy2003@msn.com>
Texas - Tuesday, March 9, 2010 10:31 AM CST

I was just thinking about Penelope today and stopped by to see her beautiful face. Morgan turned 8 a couple of days ago and i will always feel so lucky that she had the opportunity to be friends with Penelope.
Chrissy Kiernan <chrissy@thekiernans.net>
New Canaan, CT - Wednesday, March 3, 2010 12:16 AM CST

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MJ/Angel_Wings <marijeighn1@gmail.com>
Lawrence, Ma - Monday, February 15, 2010 1:20 PM CST

Penelope and her family remain in my thoughts and prayers.
~Michelle~ <micheller@cinci.rr.com>
Cincinnati, Ohio - Monday, February 8, 2010 8:14 AM CST

Thinking about you guys always.
Joseph Sullivan <joe.sullivan@yahoo.com>
Brooklyn, NY USA - Thursday, January 28, 2010 1:49 PM CST

Checking in with your beautiful family and wishing you the best in 2010! Penelope as always.....is in my thoughts...always!! Never forgotten....ALWAYS loved!!!
Dawn Pickens <dpickens_42@yahoo.com>
Beaumnt, TX - Monday, January 25, 2010 4:02 PM CST

May you find some measure of peace and comfort in this New Year. Keeping you and your sweet Penelope in my thoughts.
Kylise Howell
Douglasville, GA - Friday, January 15, 2010 9:07 AM CST

May this New Year bring with it...Peace to your Lives, Healing to Your Hurting Hearts, and Loads of Love and Happiness to Continue to Fill Your Home

Think of Your Sweet "P" Every Single Day. She Touched my Heart Deeply. Warm Hugs to You and Your Beautiful Family
Susan Craft <susan.craft@sbcglobal.net>
FairOaks, CA USA - Thursday, December 31, 2009 8:29 PM CST

I wanted your beautiful family to know that you were in my thoughts during this Holiday Season and Missing Penelope ever so much
Dawn Pickens <dpickens_42@yahoo.com>
Beaumont, TX - Monday, December 21, 2009 4:58 PM CST

We give thanks to You on this Thanksgiving day....
For Your presence in our lives each and everyday.
For Your comfort, guidance, and never ending love...
And for taking care of our loved ones...in Heaven above.

I could not have chosen these words any better. This is what Thanksgiving is all about, family, our loved ones and our wonderful families. Know that you are loved by many and that God has his arms around your beautiful little angel above!

May this Thanksgiving be a time to reflect and remember the wonderful, happy memories of your sweet Penelope. God loves you and he will bring you through this. Good Bless you and your entire family this season!

Susan Craft <susan.craft@sbcglobal.net>
Fair Oaks, CA - Wednesday, November 25, 2009 6:10 PM CST

Please know that I am thinking about you during this holday season. I would like to share this special prayer with you.

Dear Father who art in Heaven...
Please join our family on this Thanksgiving day
And bless each one as we sit down to pray
As we remember those who have joined You above
So dearly missed and deeply loved.

Please provide us strength on this Thanksgiving day
Bless us with memories of those faraway...
Please grant patience to family and friends as we grieve
And help us reach out to others who are bereaved.

We give thanks to You on this Thanksgiving day....
For Your presence in our lives each and everyday.
For Your comfort, guidance, and never ending love...
And for taking care of our loved ones...in Heaven above.

As we light this candle on this Thanksgiving day...
And it glows in memory of those in Heaven today....
May their lights always shine down on us and give us light...
And may we feel their presence along with Yours tonight.

May the peace and tranquility of this Thanksgiving day
Be an everlasting light within each of us along the way...
Lets bow our heads and give our Thanks to God above..
For our blessings, whether on earth or in Heaven above...
Amen
Poem graciously submitted by The Jason Program

MJ/Angel_Wings and AngelWingsRemembers
MJ/Angel_Wings <marijeighn1@gmail.com>
Gardner , Ma - Wednesday, November 25, 2009 6:22 AM CST

Your family is never far from my thoughts, and always in my prayers.

I will never forget your sweet girl.

~Michelle
~Michelle~ <micheller@cinci.rr.com>
Cincinnati, Ohio - Tuesday, November 24, 2009 3:26 PM CST

Thinking of you guys always.
Joseph Sullivan
Brooklyn, NY USA - Wednesday, November 11, 2009 8:36 AM CST

Hello Precious and oh so loved London family. Just wanted to let you know, you and that precious Penelope are in my thoughts today as always!
Dawn <dpickens_42@yahoo.com>
Beaumont, TX - Monday, November 9, 2009 1:05 PM CST

Thinking of you and praying for you today.
Blessings, Tanner's Aunt Katie
www.caringbridge.org/visit/tannerevers
relapsed and in the battle again.
Katie Spaulding <grammypoppy2003@msn.com>
Jonestown, Tx USA - Friday, November 6, 2009 7:09 AM CST

Hello London Family
Just checking in to see that beautiful smile of Penelopes, and wanted you to know that you continue to be in my thoughts and prayers. Your journey really touched my heart deeply.
Susan Craft
Fair Oaks, CA - Saturday, October 17, 2009 12:19 AM CDT

John/Catherine/Oliver - Margot and I talk about Penelope and your family alot. I wish I knew what would cure this disease today - it's been over 2 years since Penelope passed and I'm not sure we're much closer. Just know that you are loved and we think of you often.
Neil & Margot
Neil Hutchison <nbcure@yahoo.com>
San Diego, Ca 92109 - Friday, October 16, 2009 9:07 PM CDT

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Gardner, Ma - Thursday, October 15, 2009 9:52 AM CDT

Just stopped by to let you know that I was thinking about Penelope today so I stopped by to remember her wonderful smile. I hope that you are all continuing to heal and that your charity does great things and brings great recognition to pediatric cancer.
Lisa Frieden <lmflaw@Hotmail.com>
Carmel, IN United States - Sunday, October 11, 2009 5:19 PM CDT

I still think of Penelope often. Penelope made quite an impression on me, a total stranger to her whom I never met...I can't even imagine the effect she had on the people she knew and loved! Thank you for sharing your Penelope stories.
Carrie <cariboyko@yahoo.com>
Chula Vista, CA - Wednesday, October 7, 2009 9:45 PM CDT

Just thinking about Penelope today. A few weeks ago we participated in a fund raiser for a child who had the same type of cancer as Penelope. She is always on our minds. Our thoughts are with you all.
Chrissy Kiernan <chrissy@thekiernans.net>
New Canaan, CT - Wednesday, October 7, 2009 8:05 AM CDT

We miss Penelope too. It's funny because at the most random of times Grey will mention her. She usually mentions her love of snow and snowflakes...it is always so touching. The other day I heard Grey telling Willa about "Racing Stripes". She said "Do you know where I got this movie?" "No." said Willa. "I got it from my friend Penelope before she died." "You did?" said Willa. "yes" said Grey "she was so nice." We are sending lots of love and prayers your way. May you find peace even as you remember.
Guthrie Schweitzer <guthrie_b@yahoo.com>
- Monday, October 5, 2009 9:38 PM CDT

Always thinking about you guys and hoping for peace.
Joseph Sullivan <joe.sullivan@yahoo.com>
Brooklyn, NY 11215 - Sunday, October 4, 2009 6:13 PM CDT

Hi Catherine and John: I just wanted to let you know that we think of you and your family and your little girl often. We miss her. Have a beautiful Fall in NYC. Love, Teresa and Bill
Teresa Saputo Crerend <teresasaputo@yahoo.com>
Bedford Corners, NY - Tuesday, September 29, 2009 9:08 PM CDT

I first posted on your guest book two years ago, after reading the WSJ article about Penelope. Since that time, I have given birth to two little girls, one of whom died on June 18, 2009. My oldest daughter, coincidentally, shares a birthday with Penelope.

Little did I know when signing your guestbook two years ago that I too would one day know the pain of losing a child. My daughter, Veronica, died of an unrecognized congenital heart defect at 7 weeks of age.

My heart continues to go out to you. I know Penelope and Veronica are smiling down on us from Heaven (or whatever paradise that exists after this life is over).

I hope you are finding more peace as time passes and that the good days are outnumbering the bad. It is an agonizing struggle that I understand all too well.

Blessings to you.
Olivia Easley
Olivia Easley <liverj2000@yahoo.com>
Bethesda, MD USA - Thursday, September 17, 2009 1:09 PM CDT

Checking in to see how your family is doing! I know every day is a struggle w/o Penelope, but each day is one step closer to seeing her again! THINKING OF YOU ALWAYS, PENELOPE!
Dawn Pickens
Beaumont, TX - Wednesday, September 9, 2009 12:44 AM CDT

I drop by often just to see that beautiful Penelope smile! I hope your family is doing well. You are in my thoughts and prayers. Peace and comfort to you!
Kylise Howell
Douglasville, GA - Wednesday, September 2, 2009 2:37 PM CDT

Thinking of your sweet, courageous Penelope. Praying that your pain will ease and imagining the most joyful reunion. It's so hard for you now -- I know, although I would never presume to genuinely understand. Following several major losses of loved ones to cancer, I'm preparing for a new career as an oncologist. I followed Penelope's journey while she was here, and she will continue to be an inspiration to me throughout my life.
Shelby Keefe
Oklahoma City, OK - Saturday, August 15, 2009 11:54 PM CDT

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karen ulickey <azalia31@yahoo.com>
plainfield, il usa - Thursday, August 13, 2009 9:20 PM CDT

Woke up and thought of Penelope first thing this morning. Still amazes me how I can feel so connected to a family that I have never met!
Praying for you.

Blessings, Tanner's Aunt Katie
www.caringbridge.org/visit/tannerevers
Katie Spaulding <grammypoppy2003@msn.com>
Jonestown, TX USA - Friday, August 7, 2009 7:02 AM CDT

When I see strawberries I am reminded of Penelope. At pick-up in the 3's program at Calhoun Teressa would always offer Penelope strawberries and she would always eat some. She looked very happy.We think of you all often.
Elizabeth, Harold and Sylvie Koenigsberg <ellek@nyc.rr.com>
NY, NY - Friday, July 31, 2009 7:33 PM CDT

Thinking of you today. I loved your birthday entry. It must have been a very special moment as you released the balloons and watched them sail away.
Olivia Mussett <olivemuss@yahoo.com>
Sand Lake, NY - Wednesday, July 22, 2009 11:17 AM CDT

I went to the mailbox and watched five or six butterflies fluttering across the yard. Penelope immediately came to mind and I came in to check on y'all. You remain in my prayers.

Blessings, Tanner's Aunt Katie
www.caringbridge.org/visit/tannerevers
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Jonestown, Texas USA - Thursday, July 16, 2009 12:59 AM CDT

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Gardner, Ma - Tuesday, July 14, 2009 3:34 PM CDT

Happy belated birthday sweet Penelope! Still thinking of you and praying for your family every single day. :)
Katie Boyd
Menifee, Ca - Friday, July 10, 2009 7:47 PM CDT

I'll bet in heaven the balloons don't deflate, either, so she'll have them always. ;)
Thinking of sweet Penelope and her family.
Jennifer Draper
Kirkland, WA - Wednesday, July 8, 2009 0:30 AM CDT

Happy Birthday, Penelope!
Pamela <PTuey24680@aol.com>
Redlands, CA USA - Monday, July 6, 2009 10:31 PM CDT

Happy Birthday, sweet Penelope! You are in my thoughts and prayers.

Vicki Morton <vsmorton@optonline.net>
Southampton, NY USA - Monday, July 6, 2009 7:44 PM CDT

Happy Birthday Penelope! Thinking of you & your family, as always... Z
Zeynep
Istanbul, Turkey - Monday, July 6, 2009 6:14 PM CDT

Happy Birthday Sweet Penelope! I celebrate you today. I know you are dancing among the butterflies today! Dance sweet angel....dance!
Dawn Pickens <dpickens_42@yahoo.com>
Beaumont, TX - Monday, July 6, 2009 8:12 AM CDT

I am thinking of you all today, tomorrow, especially. Upon arriving home from out East today, I saw a butterfly on the plant I was watering, and I knew that Penelope had heard me.
I love you guys,
Aunt Susan
Susan Reed <jsreed1718@aol.com>
Greenwich, CT USA - Sunday, July 5, 2009 6:35 PM CDT

Your beautiful Penelope! I didn't know her of course, but you have an amazing ability to capture the essence of her so that I feel I knew her. She is so precious and reading your words, I can almost feel the excruciating pain you feel. I say almost, because I know no one can really know who hasn't walked in your shoes. Thinking of her today as I often do and just wanted to check in. God bless you and your family!
Colleen Schneider <cpschneider5@aol.com>
Greenwich, CT USA - Wednesday, June 24, 2009 10:38 PM CDT

Thinking of you today and every day. Your words capture my heart just as Penelope did.

VB
Vickie Buenger <vbuenger@mays.tamu.edu>
Bryan, Tx - Sunday, June 21, 2009 6:02 PM CDT

Your last entry touched my heart. Thinking of you all... the love of Penelope and her beautiful family. Peace and hope, Leann

www.caringbridge.org/visit/bronsonbalzac
Leann
- Thursday, June 18, 2009 2:11 PM CDT

I have tears in my eyes after reading your tribute to beautiful Penelope. I wish I would had known her, but I know her because of you. I can picture her jumping at the ocean, at the park late at night looking for her missing toy, or sucking her thumb. Thanks for allowing us to know Penelope. She was a great kid. I cannot wait to see her in Heaven. I know her face, and her smile. I will recognize her.
Tania Corro
Caracas, Venezuela - Tuesday, June 16, 2009 8:54 PM CDT

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Gardner, Ma - Friday, June 12, 2009 9:03 PM CDT

Penelope(NY), Elesha(Tx) and Julia(Mn)(our 3 yr old granddaughter) had the same type of cancer and met the same fate. I often think of these three little girls that are so important to their familes, so loved, so happy, with so much to live for, so smart, fun, funny...Julia's spirit is the most beautiful I had ever met, I was just drawn to her and enjoyed every moment we ever had. Life will never be the same or as good as it was once when she was well and alive. I appreciate John's raw honesty and my heart goes out to all who knew/loved Penelope. I hope there is an after life all 3 girls are basking in its glory.
GP Joe Fraher <tennisfan1953@comcast.net>
Maple Grove , Mn USA - Friday, June 5, 2009 8:05 PM CDT

Your family is never far from my thoughts, and always in my prayers.

Penelope Jane London will never be forgotten.

~Michelle~ <micheller@cinci.rr.com>
Cincinnati, Ohio - Wednesday, June 3, 2009 8:30 PM CDT

Always thinking of you.
Guthrie Schweitzer <guthrie_b@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, May 31, 2009 8:48 AM CDT

Thinking of your precious Princess"P" on this beautiful sunny day! I have been out working in our garden all day, and each time while spotting a beautiful butterfly, have sent up a special "hello" to our little hero Penelope! Sending lots of Love and Hugs to her wonderful family in New York from a family in Northern California
Susan Craft <susan.craft@sbcglobal.net>
FairOaks, CA - Saturday, May 30, 2009 6:30 PM CDT

John & Catherine,
You write such beautiful tributes to your perfect Penelope. The one word that comes to mind when I think of Max, and also Penelope, is PURE. From what I've read on your blog about Penelope, she was unencumbered by her reality. She will always be an example to you and Catherine, and many others that have been touched by her spirit.
Andy Mikulak <amikulak@yahoo.com>
San Diego, CA - Wednesday, May 27, 2009 8:33 AM CDT

Oh how beautiful! Penelope we miss you so much sweetheart! 2years....2long...2 be without your beautiful smile.
Dawn Pickens
Beaumont, TX - Tuesday, May 26, 2009 4:45 PM CDT

Just wanted you to know I was thinking of you and your beautiful little girl. I keep your family in my prayers.

www.caringbridge.com/ny/kendall
Aimee, mom to ^^Kendall^^ and Zachary <aimee1@optonline.net>
Long Island, NY USA - Friday, May 22, 2009 6:38 AM CDT

A very beautiful entry. Thinking of you all and remembering your beautiful Penelope.
Robin Brunet <robinb@start.ca>
bradford, Ontario Canada - Thursday, May 21, 2009 12:28 AM CDT

I liked your entry on Penelope's second birthday in Heaven. You had said that she will always be your wonderful daughter and you are definitely right. I don't know if you have ever read "Tuesdays with Morrie" by Mitch Albom but there was one thing that Morrie had told his student Mitch. He had said that "death ends a life;not a relationship." She will always be yours and she will always be connected with you.
I have followed your journey of grief since two years ago when someone on another CB site told of you and all that damage that NB had done.
Cindy Schlicht
Burnsville, MN USA - Wednesday, May 20, 2009 6:46 PM CDT

Remembering Penelope and praying for you...as always.
Lisa Evans
- Wednesday, May 20, 2009 3:55 PM CDT

I can picture every bit of the beautiful life you had together and described so well. I feel the words and the memories. She is still with you and will always be.
scott <kidkennedy@gmail.com>
- Wednesday, May 20, 2009 3:40 PM CDT

Two years ago after reading about your precious child I vowed to donate to the Penelope and Sam fund whenever I could with the hope that some day no more families would have to feel the pain that you do. Please know that Penelope will forever touch the lives of many!
Marni Debra Brown <mdbrown18@yahoo.com>
Chicago, IL USA - Wednesday, May 20, 2009 10:50 AM CDT

What a beautifully written and uplifting post! John, you amaze me and I am incredibly proud to have you as a friend. If only we all could be as strong as your Penelope was!
Rob Adler
Boston, MA - Wednesday, May 20, 2009 10:38 AM CDT

Remembering your sweet Penelope and keeping your family in my thoughts today (and always).
Shelby Keefe <soonerviolinist@yahoo.com>
Oklahoma City, OK - Wednesday, May 20, 2009 1:48 AM CDT

John, Catherine and family:
Your story is a beautiful and tragic one and it has touched me deeply. I remember her, and I remember all of you and check in here every so often to see how you are all managing. She was deeply loved, that is obvious and she was a lucky girl to have all of you. My best wishes and continued empathy for your loss.
Lori <lmposse@pacbell.net >
Livermore, CA USA - Tuesday, May 19, 2009 11:29 PM CDT

We think of your family and your beautiful daughter Penelope not only today, but every day.

Naomi Turner <djt1969@hotmail.com>
Melbourne, VIC Australia - Tuesday, May 19, 2009 8:47 PM CDT

Bless your hearts and thank you for sharing your wonderful, heartwarming tribute to your precious angel Penelope. She really has taught so many strangers and loved ones the most important life lessons in the way she lived her life and how courageous she has been on this journey.

I check her website every morning to say hello to that beautiful child and to get a glimpse of that wonderful smile! You all are so lucky to have her in your hearts where she will always be forever and ever! She too will have you all in her heart forever and ever as well. What a gift she has been to so many people. Much Love
Susan Craft <susan.craft@sbcglobal.net>
Fair Oaks, CA - Tuesday, May 19, 2009 8:21 PM CDT

Remembering Penelope on this fine Tuesday as the sun shines and summer teases us with warmth and fragrance! I am so excited to be coming to NYC in a few weeks. I hope to find Penelope's memorial stone in Central Park...one of my favorite places on earth. I cannot wait to introduce my niece annd 2 nephews to Penelope's Park!

Your beautiful girl is remembered today adn everyday. It could be two thousand years and that fact will remain...your beautiful girl is remembered!
Mindi <melindac40@comcast.net>
- Tuesday, May 19, 2009 6:58 PM CDT

Remembering
Tara S. McCaffrey <fp41@aol.com>
Bx., NY - Tuesday, May 19, 2009 6:50 PM CDT

Your beautiful daughter is being remembered for all the love and joy she brought. I never had the privilege of meeting her, but look forward to the day!
Anna Alexander <raasalex@aol.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Tuesday, May 19, 2009 6:10 PM CDT

"There is something in the pang of change
More than the heart can bear
Unhappiness remembering happiness." Euripides

Thinking of you today and remembering beautiful Penelope.
Gayle
GA - Tuesday, May 19, 2009 5:42 PM CDT

Thinking of Penelope today. I know it must be a tough day for you. Your entire family is in my thoughts and prayers all the time, but on this day in particular.
Vicki Morton <vsmorton@optonline.net>
Greenwich, CT - Tuesday, May 19, 2009 5:25 PM CDT

Remembering your sweet Penelope today and every time I glimpse a butterfly! Holding all the London's close to my heart, hoping you find comfort in the warm and loving memories of your princess.
Linda Wellendorf <lmwultimt@aol.com>
Youngstown, OH - Tuesday, May 19, 2009 3:59 PM CDT

I'm thinking of your beautiful little girl today. I hope that your love for each other is getting you through and you are remembering all of the happy times that you shared with Penelope.
Olivia Mussett <olivemuss@yahoo.com>
Sand Lake, NY - Tuesday, May 19, 2009 3:07 PM CDT

God bless your family today and everyday as you continue to find your way through this new life without your precious baby girl. Rest peacefully sweet Penelope! I am sure that you are busy chasing butterfly's today :)
Melissa
NY - Tuesday, May 19, 2009 2:54 PM CDT

Wow, 2 years. That is amazing. So long without your little girl. She has left a lasting impression on everyone even the ones that didn't know her personally. I love going to Central Park when I visit New York and leaving little trinkets for her. We will be up there in June and I already have a couple of butterflies for her. Rest in peace, sweet Penelope.
Susy M. <bbmanduley@bellsouth.net>
Miami, FL - Tuesday, May 19, 2009 2:50 PM CDT

Thinking of your sweet Penelope today!!
Bree Ross <breeannross@gmail.com>
Arlington, VA USA - Tuesday, May 19, 2009 1:40 PM CDT

My thoughts and prayers are with your family today. Penelope was/is truly magnificent. She reflects the deep love, which she and her family shared. Her love reaches and is alive in our innermost being. Blessings to your family.
JoAnne Birmingham <jbirmingham@sbcglobal.net>
San Francisco, CA United States - Tuesday, May 19, 2009 10:42 AM CDT

My life is but a weaving
between my Lord and me;
I cannot choose the colors,
He worketh steadily.

Oft times He weaveth sorrow,
And I, in foolish pride,
Forget He sees the upper,
And I the under side.

Not 'til the loom is silent
and the shuttles cease to fly,
Shall God unroll the canvas
and explain the reason why.

The dark threads are as needful
in the Weaver's skillful hand,
As the threads of gold and silver
in the pattern He has planned.

He knows, He loves, He cares,
nothing this truth can dim.
He gives His very best to those
who leave the choice with Him.

~Author Unknown

We are thinking of all of you and your darling Penelope every day, but especially today and praying that God keeps you close and gives you strength. You are always in our prayers.

AJB <abjhome@yahoo.com>
Lone Tree, CO USA - Tuesday, May 19, 2009 10:30 AM CDT

Thinking of your precious Penelope and your family today.
Gina
Conyers, GA - Tuesday, May 19, 2009 8:01 AM CDT

My thoughts and prayers are with you all today and always. Penelope is a beautiful little girl who will never be forgotten. I wish you and your family peace and comfort.
Kylise Howell
Douglasville, GA - Tuesday, May 19, 2009 7:54 AM CDT

Sending a hug to help you through this difficult anniversary. Penelope lives on hearts and minds across the globe.
Lisa
Concord, NH USA - Tuesday, May 19, 2009 6:28 AM CDT

Just thinking about Penelope and her family & wishing you peace.
Christine
Vienna, VA - Monday, May 18, 2009 2:43 PM CDT

AN INVITATION TO ALL PRAYER WARRIORS

The Prayer Warriors at Angel_Wings
are holding a Prayer Vigil on Tuesday,
May 19th, between 8-9 pm EST for
all the families on our Angel_Wings
Prayer Lists and our Angel families
of children, teens and adults who
have gained their angel wings.

Thank you for joining us!!

MJ/Angel_Wings and AngelWingsRemembers <marijeighn1@gmail.com>
Gardner, MA - Friday, May 15, 2009 4:07 PM CDT

I continue to follow Penelope's website. I was very drawn to this beautiful little girl that I know was the light of your life. I will never forget her.
In prayer for all the little ones suffering through treatment. It has to stop.
Norma Zimmerman
www.caringbridge.org/nj/erikz
Norma Zimmerman <enzimmerman@comcast.net>
Lambertville, NJ - Friday, May 15, 2009 10:07 AM CDT

sweet penelope-the spring makes me think of you constantly.I miss you so very very much . It is so hard to believe it will be two years next week Grandpa Billy
william London <wlondonlaw@aol.com>
white plains, n.y. usa - Wednesday, May 13, 2009 11:33 AM CDT

I continued to be inspired by your courageous little one. Although Penelope never taught formally in a classroom, she ranks as one of the greatest professors of life this world has ever known.
Shelby Keefe <shelby.keefe@gmail.com>
Oklahoma City, - Tuesday, May 12, 2009 11:46 PM CDT

We love you guys and think about you and Penelope every day. -- the Sullivans
Joseph Sullivan <joe.sullivan@yahoo.com>
Brooklyn, NY USA - Monday, May 11, 2009 8:46 AM CDT

I think of your sweet Penelope every time I see a butterfly, a picture of a butterfly, or anything with a butterfly on it...which means I think of Penelope often. Butterflies, like I imagine Penelope was like, are so pretty and fun and playful. They represent everything sweet about nature and life....just like your precious Penelope. Penelope rest (or play) in peace with your butterflies.
Carrie <cariboyko@yahoo.com>
Chula Vista , CA - Tuesday, May 5, 2009 6:15 PM CDT

dear baby rest in peace, what a trouble? do u know who i am? mother of 6 year old who died lat nov 2008 suffering NB, SHE WAS ALSO LIKE U RULE FOR LIFE. PLAY PLAY PLAY NON STOP. so good charming angel? why not much time on this earth, just to crush and break our heart with your sweet smile extreem talents? where are u dear baby doll? did u find evageline. that is my daughters name.
pauline
from duabi
pauline <jpauline3000@yahoo.com>
india, dubai UAE - Tuesday, April 28, 2009 3:53 PM CDT

Good Morning,
I am holding all of you close in my heart and prayers. I pray for you each day. -- "This is the day which the Lord hath made; let us rejoice and be glad." Psalm 118:24
Angel hugs,
Polly
AngelWingsRemembers
Angel_Wings Prayer Warriors

Polly @ AngelWingsRemembers
- Sunday, April 26, 2009 11:30 AM CDT

With love and misses to you all, especially to sweet Penelope! May she be "play, play, playing" in a much better place!
The Thomas Team Mom <Email@ChristiThomas.com>
Tiffin, Oh - Saturday, April 25, 2009 3:33 AM CDT

Still thinking of Penelope. I hope you are all doing well and taking Penelope's motto to play play play every day.
Marie <majsan_au@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, April 25, 2009 2:25 AM CDT

Never forgetting Penelope and her beautiful face. Someday all tears will come to an end when you are reunited with Penelope again! What a beautiful image of Penelope running towards you with open arms and a huge smile on her face. God Bless
Tracie
Big Lake, MN - Wednesday, April 22, 2009 4:27 PM CDT

With springtime coming, I also look forward to the butterflies. I will think of Penelope with each one I see.
Sue
- Tuesday, April 21, 2009 2:48 PM CDT

AN INVITATION TO ALL PRAYER WARRIORS

The Prayer Warriors at Angel_Wings
are holding a Prayer Vigil on Sunday,
April 19th, between 8-9 pm Eastern Time
for Penelope, all the children, teens and adults
on our prayer lists and our wonderful
AngelWingsRemembers families.

Thank you for joining us.

Angel hugs,
Polly, Co-owner
Angel_Wings Prayer Warriors

Polly @ AngelWingsRemembers
- Saturday, April 18, 2009 3:09 PM CDT

I am reminded of your beautiful girl, especially during springtime! May God continue to help heal your hearts and may every new day be filled with butterflies, tulips and sunshine! Sending you an armful of hugs and continued prayers for your amazing family.
Susan Craft <susan.craft@sbcglobal.net>
FairOaks, CA USA - Thursday, April 16, 2009 10:49 AM CDT

Penelope sweetie...you are in my thoughts today!
Dawn Pickens <dpickens_42@yahoo.com>
Beaumont, Tx - Wednesday, April 15, 2009 2:33 PM CDT

Thinking of ^Penelope^ every sing day, and praying for your family. God bless.
Katie Boyd
- Monday, April 6, 2009 8:20 PM CDT

I thought of your sweet Penelope all weekend when I was in NYC with my 9 year old.
I walked thru Central Park and imagined how the park must look in the spring and how Penelope must have loved it so much.
Jan R. <anjrosen@yahoo.com>
Oak Park, CA USA - Tuesday, March 31, 2009 6:08 PM CDT

Thank you so much for updating! Not a day goes by that I do not think of you all. Yesterday my daughter was chasing butterflies and all I could do was think of sweet Penelope. Praying for you all.
Tammy <tammy@wefixbrokenhomes.com>
Wendell, NC - Monday, March 30, 2009 3:51 PM CDT

Dear London family, sometimes I think of Penelope and her family. I know that even if there is no update from the Londons, just seeing Penelope's smile will be worthwhile.

I don't check often and I never expect a message from you but when I check, there usually there is one. Thankyou for sharing your feelings.

Being so close to Easter, I would like to wish your family a blessed and peaceful holiday.

Lisa Bonnet
Allawah, NSW Australia - Friday, March 27, 2009 5:18 AM CDT

What beautiful words to describe such pain and longing. I am at a loss for words to tell you how much they touched my heart.
Susan Foster <CLF8987@aol.com>
Troy, MO USA - Thursday, March 26, 2009 10:44 PM CDT

Dear Jody
Sorry to hear about the death of your mother. She was a special friend from college days. I visited her in the nursing home. It is a blessing she can be at peace with the Lord. I am in AZ for the winter so I can not attend her funeral.
Mary Hanson
LaCrosse, WI United States - Thursday, March 26, 2009 0:56 AM CDT

Always thinking about all of you.
Guthrie Schweitzer <guthrie_b@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, March 25, 2009 1:23 PM CDT

I will always hold Penelope close to my heart. What a special wonderful little girl she is.
Lisa Evans <levans007@sc.rr.com>
- Monday, March 23, 2009 7:54 PM CDT

John and catherine, it is so good to see an update from you. You are in my thoughts and prayers everyday. God bless you.
Katie Boyd
Menifee, Ca US - Saturday, March 21, 2009 9:53 PM CDT

Spring�s Surprise
By: Anonymous

Close your eyes
And do not peek
And I'll rub "spring"
Across your cheek.
Soft as velvet
Smooth and sleek
Close your eyes
And do not peek.

Hugs and Prayers,
Polly

Angel_Wings Prayer Warriors
AngelWingsRemembers

Polly@AngelWingsRemembers
- Saturday, March 21, 2009 9:24 AM CDT

Still remembering Penelope, still wishing you peace, still praying for a cure.
Jennifer <jrivera@kc.rr.com>
- Saturday, March 21, 2009 0:24 AM CDT

Please don't apologize for your emotions, THEY ARE REAL, THEY ARE RAW and YOU ARE HUMAN. It goes w/o saying that Penelope is so deeply missed and adored by THOUSANDS who came/still come to this site. We cannot fathom your depth of pain, for to lose a child there is no part of the ENGLISH LANGUAGE that can equivocally explain it. We are here for you, and we appreciate whenever you do update. It is a privelege to know your family and I feel so blessed to have known a Pure Angel. Penelope we love and miss you always!
Dawn Pickens <dpickens_42@yahoo.com>
Beaumont, Tx - Thursday, March 19, 2009 9:00 AM CDT

I still think of Penelope all the time and was glad to see your update. My thoughts are with you as the anniversary of two years without her approaches. She will never be forgotten.
Vicki Morton <vsmorton@optonline.net>
Greenwich, CT - Wednesday, March 18, 2009 10:44 PM CDT

Dear London family,

Wishing you peace and joy this Easter season as we are reminded that by the exanple of a human being, a simple man you will one day be reuinited with Penelope. I wonder if that assurence is enough now...of course you want her here. I hope and pray that in some small measure, if for only a moment, this fact brings you peace.

I am so thrilled to be making another journey to NYC, my favorite city on the planet, in June. I will wonder the paths of Central Park and I will find Penelope's memory rock and say a prayer for her and for you. And I will share her story with my niece and nephews, all graduating HS seniors...the story of a beautiful little girl who lived life to the fullest and who loved without boundaries. Then we will return home to the Cancer Camp I help run each year (I am a peds. onc. RN) with a refeshed mind and spririt hoping to bring joy to the kids and families we serve Penelope's way!

May you be blessed.
Mindi <melindac40@comcast.net>
- Wednesday, March 18, 2009 9:10 PM CDT

I didn't know your precious Penelope but, I have read her story here on her CB page. It can't tell everything about her but, we can tell how much she was loved and how much she loved her family and friends. So sorry for your loss, she lives on in you. Prayers for Peace.
Vicki O
MN - Wednesday, March 18, 2009 8:39 PM CDT

Thanks for sharing your feelings and memories. Your painful experience helps put everything else in perspective.
We continue to remember Penelope and her family in our prayers.
Mary Fader <mary.fader@raveis.com>
Dover, MA - Monday, March 16, 2009 8:03 PM CDT

John, I come here often, mostly to visit and say a little prayer for you and the family, in silence. I wonder why we feel like we need to apologise for our pain, our sorrow, they are integral part of our life experiences and what makes us "human". It is the soul holding and remembering what brought joy and fulfillment...so feel sad openely because at the next turn you will be reminded of Penelope's joie de vivre and it will flood your heart with happiness and you will know that she resides deep within you always...may you have a day filled with blessings...nasreen
nasreen <nasmhussain@yahoo.com>
austin, tx usa - Sunday, March 15, 2009 1:50 PM CDT

I came here to grab the link to the Penelope and Sam fund, which I have just posted on another site of a little girl who also just lost the Neuroblastoma battle. It was nice to see another update from you. Of course it is not easier for you, I think people don't understand that time doesn't fix things, it can get worse as it becomes further and further away since you saw Penelope. I'm so glad that Oliver brings you happiness and there is still some joy in your lives. While nobody could ever expect you to get "over it", I do hope there will continue to be happy moments for all of you in the future. And Penelope and Sam's Fund will help her to live on...hopefully the link I added will bring in some much needed funds for research.
Marie <majsan_au@yahoo.com>
Australia - Sunday, March 15, 2009 0:03 AM CDT

I think of Penelope so often. I'll always have her in my prayers. I checked in today just to pray for her and noticed your entry. I'm so sorry to hear how difficult this time is for you and your family. If there is anyway I could help with your organization, please let me know. I'd be happy to volunteer in any way. Hope to see you sometime. Love, Stacey
Stacey <staceylondon@optonline.net>
East Northport, ny usa - Friday, March 13, 2009 11:01 PM CDT

I still think of Penelope. My heart aches for the pain you feel..
Penelope continues to deeply touch so many lives...

Peace to you,

Olivia (Lily's mother from Hassenfeld)
Olivia Langbein <Mysweetlilygrace@verizon.net>
- Friday, March 13, 2009 6:24 AM CDT

I have been remembering Penelope all day and stopped by to visit her wonderful smile. She touched so many lives. I pray that God soothes your soul and that you can find the peace that Penelope would want you to have. Praying for your all.
Lisa Frieden <lmflaw@Hotmail.com>
Carmel, IN - Tuesday, March 10, 2009 10:24 PM CDT

Just checking in...you remain in my heart and prayers.

Blessings, Katie Spaulding aka Tanner's Aunt Katie
Katie Spaulding <grammypoppy2003@msn.com>
Jonestown, Tx USA - Monday, March 9, 2009 8:39 PM CDT

As time continues to go on, and each day is absent of her physical presence her memories lingers forever in my heart. MISSING YOU ALWAYS ^PENELOPE^
Dawn Pickens
Beaumont, Tx - Monday, March 9, 2009 3:56 PM CDT

I just wanted to let you know that you are always in our thoughts. Although I don't sign the page often, I do check the site for updates regularly. Penelope will always be remembered.
Chrissy Kiernan <chrissy@thekiernans.net>
New Canaan, CT - Sunday, March 8, 2009 11:43 AM CDT

Thinking of precious Penelope and your family. Yall are in my prayers.
Hugs,
Ann Watts <bubbasoldlady@cebridge.net>
Jacksonville, AR USA - Wednesday, March 4, 2009 9:55 AM CST

Wishing you joy and happiness... as Penelope would want. She and her family are not forgotten.
Kelli W <whisfam4@msn.com>
Monmouth, OR - Saturday, February 28, 2009 2:18 AM CST

Thinking of sweet ^Penelope^ and your family daily. God bless.
Katie Boyd
Menifee, Ca - Wednesday, February 25, 2009 1:15 AM CST

Just wanted to let you know how much we think about your whole family. As always, you are in our prayers.
Guthrie Schweitzer <guthrie_b@yahoo.com>
nyc, ny - Friday, February 20, 2009 12:35 AM CST

I seriously do still think of your beautiful girl. I will also always remember Christi Thomas. Your families have been through so much. Keeping you all in my prayers.
Kathy Shipstad <shipstads1@comcast.net>
North Saint Paul, MN - Friday, February 20, 2009 9:52 AM CST

God Cares
By Mickey Rogers(c)
When I think of God's mercy
And I think of his Love.
Such a wonderful God
Looking down from above.

How He watches His children
While He sits on His thrown
Oh how He loves us
And cares for His own.

He cares for the weak.
He cares for the bold.
He cares for the young.
He cares for the old.

No laughter or smile does
He miss when you're glad.
No tear does he miss
When you're feeling so sad.

He knows what to do
And His timing is great.
He's never too busy
and He's never too late.

So, when you think He's not listening
Or you think He's not there,
Just remember He is watching
And He hears every prayer.

Angel_Wings Prayer Warriors
AngelWingsRemembers

Polly@AngelWingsRemembers
- Friday, February 20, 2009 6:32 AM CST

Happy Valentine's Day, little angel friend. I love you and I believe in Y-O-U.
Love. . . .Polly

Polly @ AngelWingsRemembers
- Saturday, February 14, 2009 5:09 PM CST

Every single day I reflect on the pure joy, beauty, and perfection that defines your Penelope. Hurting always with you all.
Donna Ludwinski <ludfarm@arvig.net>
Park Rapids, MN - Friday, February 13, 2009 7:06 PM CST

Praying for you guys each day. Praying for some measure of peace for you (is that even possible?) and for your happiness too.
Jane Jacobs <jane.jacobs@yahoo.com>
Sun Prairie, WI - Tuesday, February 10, 2009 8:14 PM CST

I never met Penelope, but I will ALWAYS think of your beautiful little girl. God Bless...
Angie LaPine <gpi_angie@msn.com>
El Dorado, KS USA - Monday, February 9, 2009 5:30 PM CST

I pop over here every now and then to see your daughters beautiful face. I hope you never change the picture of her. I am sorry she's not with you.
SheaVB
- Sunday, February 8, 2009 11:19 AM CST

Thinking of Penelope and praying for all of you.
Lisa Evans <lisaraesc@yahoo.com>
- Friday, February 6, 2009 10:03 AM CST

John and Catherine, It breaks my heart to read this entry from back in November. I can not begin to say that I understand or know how you must feel. I pray that God will surround you with people that love and care for you and your family. May he be there always to hold you up and show you his love! I think of your little angel everyday and pray too that she will continue to show herself to you in her many special ways! Much love to all of you from a complete stranger in California that has had the priveledge to know your precious Penelope through these pages.
Susie Craft <susan.craft@sbcglobal.net>
Fair Oaks, CA - Thursday, February 5, 2009 9:49 AM CST

I was just thinking about Penelope this morning & thought I'd sign in to let you know I think of her often and still visit the website to see her picture.
Christine
Vienna, VA - Tuesday, February 3, 2009 8:54 AM CST

The greatest thing you'll ever learn
is to love and be loved in return.
~ From "Unforgettable with Love"
By Natalie Cole

Love. . . .Polly
Angel_Wings Prayer Warriors
AngelWingsRemembers

Polly @ AngelWingsRemembers
- Sunday, February 1, 2009 11:34 AM CST

I live across the country in Colorado, but still think of your precious Penelope. I continue to pray for you and your family. As you start a new year without your angel please know that she is still remembered.
Anna Alexander <raasalex@aol.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Wednesday, January 28, 2009 7:41 PM CST

Thinking of Penelope today
Karen <kchapin3@bellsouth.net>
Birmingham, AL - Tuesday, January 27, 2009 7:52 PM CST

Angel of Mine
By: Anonymous

I felt an angel near today,
though one I couldn't see.
I felt an angel, oh-so-close,
sent to comfort me.

I felt an angel's gentle kiss,
soft upon my cheek.
And oh, without a single word,
of caring it did speak.

I felt an angel's loving touch,
soft upon my heart.
And with that touch, I felt the pain,
and hurt within depart.

I felt an angel's tepid tears,
fall softly next to mine.
And knew that as those tears did dry,
a new day would be mine.

I felt an angel's silken wings,
enfold me with pure love.
And felt a strength within me grow,
a strength sent from above.

I felt an angel, Oh-so-close,
though one I couldn't see,
I felt an angel near today,
sent to comfort me.

~~ Anonymous ~~

I love you,
Polly

Polly @ AngelWingsRemembers
- Friday, January 23, 2009 9:57 PM CST

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xcCnRnJuzcPgIKUBuBC, oibwDSahKHkRyiSlj xEiyCGfuVdItuGqrmH - Friday, January 23, 2009 4:58 PM CST

I was reading an article by George Weigel, senior fellow of The Ethics and Public Policy Center in Washinton DC. In it, he writes, "...suffering is an integral part of the human experience, and that while suffering can't be eliminated, it can be transformed and transcended - by faith, hope and love." This made me think of Penelope. She modeled this every day of her far too short life on earth. Maybe God sent her to teach us? Just look at all the lives she has touched! If only we could all learn to live like Penelope: to smile through the pain, to find the joy in every situation and to never forget to "play, Play, PLAY!", the world would be a much different place.

May God bless the Londons and all those who love and miss Penelope. May He hold you close and grant you peace. You are always in our thoughts and prayers.
AJB <abjhome@yahoo.com>
Denver, CO - Thursday, January 22, 2009 0:09 AM CST

I think of your beautiful girl often, even though I only know her through these pages. You really brought her to life for me though with your stories. I am so sorry for your pain. Sending wishes for peace in time.
Colleen Schneider <cpschneider5@aol.com>
Greenwich, CT USA - Monday, January 19, 2009 5:14 PM CST

I think of Penelope and your family often.
Best wishes to you all.
Rachel
Milan, Italy - Monday, January 19, 2009 7:03 AM CST

g5Vs5A hi! how you doin?
mike <mike>
QCngmdkrTOUc, SPZZNqUxmMm xZxaKIRh - Sunday, January 18, 2009 5:45 AM CST

Still praying for your family
Stephanie
sc - Thursday, January 15, 2009 11:00 PM CST

May God richly bless each of you throughout the New Year.

An Invitation to All Prayer Warriors
The Prayer Warriors at Angel_Wings
Are holding a Prayer Vigil on Monday,
January 19th, between 8-9 pm EST for
Penelope, all the children, teens
and adults on our prayers lists and
for our AngelWingsRemembers families.

Thank you for joining us!
Angel_Wings Prayer Warriors
AngelWingsRemembers

Polly @ AngelWingsRemembers
- Wednesday, January 14, 2009 7:47 PM CST

Thinking of your family today as we transition into a new year. Missing Penelope always!
Dawn Pickens <dpickens_42@yahoo.com>
Beaumont, Tx - Tuesday, January 6, 2009 2:03 PM CST

You are in my thoughts and prayers daily. I pray that 2009 brings your family happiness, health, and everything your hearts desire. God bless you.

Katie Boyd <kboyd997@yahoo.com>
Menifee, Ca U.S. - Monday, January 5, 2009 0:18 AM CST

Dear London Family,
I thought I'd check in and actually sign the guestbook. I often check on you all, but with pain like ours, it's often hard to find words. There really are none are there? Please know that Penelope will never be forgotten, nor will the entire London Family. Her time on earth was far too short, but you'll never know the impact she's had on so many. You will see her again. I will see Michaela and I have to believe that we'll understand then.. Until then, we have to get through the best that we can. We'll never be the same, but we are better for having been blessed by their brief life with us. Please take gentle care and know you are thought of often, with love and understanding!

Kimberly Mease <kdknd@comcast.net>
Lancaster, PA USA - Friday, January 2, 2009 7:04 PM CST

Happy New Year to the London Family. We are thinking of you. love, the Crerends
teresa Saputo Crerend <teresasaputo@yahoo.com>
bedford corners, NY - Friday, January 2, 2009 10:53 AM CST

Dear London Family,

I am thinking of you on New Year's Eve.

God bless you always.

Grace, peace, love, and all good,

~Colette

Colette
Clifton Park, NY U.S.A. - Wednesday, December 31, 2008 8:50 PM CST

Wihing you all more peace, more joy and continued faith in this New Year! May your precious angel Penelope continue to show herself to you throughout the upcoming year as you try and move beyond your sadness. Keep the faith, you are loved by many
Susie Craft <susan.craft@sbcglobal.net>
Fair Oaks, CA - Wednesday, December 31, 2008 7:06 PM CST

Thinking of your family. Merry Christmas! :)
Katie Boyd
Menifee, Ca - Thursday, December 25, 2008 0:16 AM CST

To John, Catherine, Isabel & Oliver,

May you have a joyous and peaceful holiday season, filled with warm memories of your special, sweet Penelope. I am still praying for peace and understanding for your family and all of us out here in Caringbridge land. Best wishes for a gentle New Year for all. Much love from Ohio
Linda Wellendorf <lmwultimt@aol.com>
Youngstown, Oh USA - Wednesday, December 24, 2008 4:50 AM CST

Merry Christmas, London Family. I'm still praying for you.
Anna Marjan
Chicago, IL USA - Wednesday, December 24, 2008 0:16 AM CST

My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. I got your information from another child's site.
Thinking of you in Lititz, PA
Beth
- Tuesday, December 23, 2008 10:44 PM CST

Merry Christmas London family. May your angel give you joy and comfort and may your hearts find healing in the new year.

Peace be with you.
Mindi <melindac40@comcast.net>
- Tuesday, December 23, 2008 6:09 PM CST

John, Catherine, Oliver, and Isabelle, Wishing you a Merry Christmas and a happy and healthy new year! You are in my thoughts and prayers daily and sweet ^Penelope^ is always in my heart.
Katie Boyd
Menifee, Ca - Tuesday, December 23, 2008 12:26 AM CST

Just stopping by to let you guys know that I am thinking about you.
Tammy Morgan
Wendell, NC - Monday, December 22, 2008 9:15 AM CST

Thinking of you today.Though we never met face-to-face, your sweet girl will forever hold a place in my heart.
Blessings, Tanner's Aunt Katie
Katie Spaulding <grammypoppy2003@msn.com>
Jonestown, TX USA - Saturday, December 20, 2008 6:22 PM CST

Dear Catherine & John & Family
I had the chance to spend a couple of days in New York for my birthday and driving pass Central Park I thought about Penelope. I pray for you all the time, but especially through the Holidays. I pray that you find Peace & Joy. Many Blessings for you and yours.
Merry Christmas
Dede Taylor <dedetaylor@hotmail.com>
Hardin, TX - Thursday, December 18, 2008 3:54 PM CST

Dear Catherine, John, Isabelle and Oliver~
I can't begin to imagine the pain you go through every day. Please know that I still read the journal, and am inspired by the courage it takes you to make it through every day. I am praying for your family, and know that Penelope added untold beauty to Heaven when she arrived.
Rhonda Fant <r2fant2008@gmail.com>
Woodstock, GA USA - Wednesday, December 17, 2008 8:00 PM CST

John and Catherine, You are in my thoughts and prayers daily. I know that the holiday season must be so difficult for you, to say the very least. I pray that you will be able to enjoy eachother through the pain. I know that ^Penelope^ is so proud of the way that you guys are trying to go on with your life despite the torment of her physical absence. God bless you and be with you
Katie Boyd
- Wednesday, December 17, 2008 1:28 PM CST

Penelope sweetie you are always in my thoughts and prayers. When I look at your picture on your page, it reminds me so much of the verse "My cup runneth over". Penelope those who have had the privelege of knowing you know INDEED our CUP RUNNETH OVER from being blessed of knowing such a beautiful, brave, and wonderful child.
Dawn <dpickens_42@yahoo.com>
Beaumont, Tx USA - Monday, December 15, 2008 10:29 AM CST

Praying for you still.
Sandi Queen (Jeremiah's Mommy) caringbridge.org/pa/jeremiah <queens07@windstream.net>
New Freeport, PA - Saturday, December 13, 2008 11:17 PM CST

Thinking of your family always.

Naomi <kingandi99@hotmail.com>
Melbourne, Vic Australia - Saturday, December 13, 2008 6:03 PM CST

I too, remember your little girl, beautiful Penelope. May her her rest and lack of pain bring you a moment of Peace.
Be well, a friend.

Jim
Fairfield, CT - Friday, December 12, 2008 8:59 PM CST

Hello,
Today I was reminded to see how you were all doing when I thought of Penelope's memorable words, "I want nobody to feel yucky." My sister has just relapsed and of course my family wishes we could take all her pain away, but as Penelope showed us, these brave kids are here for a purpose and don't want us feeling any guilt! Your sweet Penelope has taught us all so much. We're so sorry you're still living in extreme sadness, we can only imagine how devastating it feels. Praying every day gets just a little brighter,
www.caringbridge.org/visit/julie
Caitlin (Julie's big sis) <all__that__jazz@Hotmail.com>
London, ON Canada - Thursday, December 11, 2008 11:06 PM CST

I still think of Penelope.
Marie <majsan_au@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, December 11, 2008 1:21 AM CST

I think of you guys quite often...and am always praying for you. Oh how my heart aches when I imagine you there with the bed in which Penelope passed...I'm a firm believer in a good cry, and I hope that doing so provided at least a brief release for you. It's OK to cry. Who wouldn't? Your little Penelope has simply the sweetest little face -- what an absolutely beautiful and kind spirited child. Don't forget those words of hers -- so wise beyond her years -- "I want no one to feel yucky." Praying for your broken hearts each day.
Jane Jacobs <jane.jacobs@yahoo.com>
Sun Prairie, WI - Wednesday, December 10, 2008 10:32 PM CST

Dear John - It has been some time since I checked onto your site - I was visiting Laura Stiles site and her mom has many links to other NB children. I just can feel the sadness in your words when you speak of your sweet Penelope - I can't even imagine how all of you who have lost a little one get thru it - but somehow you all do. I still like the picture you have left up - the little girl with the big white cup - that is how I think of your Penelope. My hope for you is that you and Catherine and Oliver will have a wonderful holiday - just remember that Penelope will always be with you.............
Carol Gannon <carolgannon1@yahoo.com>
Randolph, NJ United States - Monday, December 8, 2008 2:35 PM CST

John and Catherine,
Thank you for continuing to share with us on Penelope's site. I still think about her so often. I came upon her page a long time ago quite by accident, but when I was pregnant with my third daughter. When I think of Penelope, it makes me hug her a little tighter, tell her I love you a little more. Penelope has touched the lives of so many strangers, and we will continue to pray for you guys.
Lesa Calisch <lesal01@aol.com>
Pensacola, FL USA - Monday, December 8, 2008 2:26 PM CST

John, Penelope's heart and spirit have touched so many of us. She lives on in so many ways. Thank you for sharing your thoughts with us.
Jennifer Draper
Little Rock, AR - Monday, December 8, 2008 10:56 AM CST

Always remembering Penelope...One sweet Angel!
Madissen <m_levesque89@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, December 6, 2008 4:37 PM CST

Still thinking of beautiful Penelope.
M Auld
Perth, WA Australia - Thursday, December 4, 2008 8:12 AM CST

We miss her too. Went for a run in the park (in the rain) and stopped to talk with her. I felt warmer, and like I could run for hours after that. She inspires me as much as Oliver and the rest of you do. Stay present. That is all you can do. We send lots of love your way.
guthrie schweitzer <guthrie_b@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, December 3, 2008 7:27 PM CST

I can feel how much you miss your little Penelope.
Jay King
- Wednesday, December 3, 2008 5:50 PM CST

It is very hard to read your journal entries. They are very, very touching, and it is impossible to think of any response to the pain that you feel. I am glad to hear that Oliver enjoyed baseball this summer and that Isabelle has a dog. We love our dog and cat too. I hope that Oliver and Isabelle's joy can bring you joy too. Always thinking of you, the Sullivans.
Joseph Sullivan
Brooklyn, NY USA - Wednesday, December 3, 2008 4:04 PM CST

Your sweet girl has found a permanent spot in the hearts of so many. She is very special! She is beautiful on the inside and the out, and she has one of the most devoted and loving families ever. While only knowing her through my computer, it was easy to fall in love ... and she will never be forgotten.

Your family is never far from my thoughts, and always in my prayers.

Michelle Schmidtz <micheller@cinci.rr.com>
Cincinnati, Ohio - Monday, December 1, 2008 9:00 PM CST

I do continue to think of Penelope and how lovely she was. I still remember a day when Emily and I walked home with Monica, Penelope and Isabelle. We stopped at Starbucks and I remember standing next to Penelope while she held on to the counter standing on tiptoe to see what was on the other side, watching and listening intently to everything that was going on around her. She was in her first remission then, and I remember thinking how fragile and unfair life can be, and how the little girl standing next to me, peering over the counter, was, at that moment, so curious and happy, in spite of all that she had already been through. I know she is always with all of you.
Lily Blank <lewb2@aol.com>
New York, NY - Monday, December 1, 2008 7:28 AM CST

She came into my mind today - just like one of her much loved butterflies. God bless her mommy and daddy and her entire family!
Sandy
Columbus, IN - Sunday, November 30, 2008 1:38 PM CST

Thinking of you and sweet Penelope. For some reason she'll dance into my thoughts, making me come check for updates.
Cara <cmm0273@hotmail.com>
East Lansing, - Saturday, November 29, 2008 6:18 PM CST

Thinking of you and remembering Penelope.
Robin Brunet <robinb@start.ca>
Bradford, Ontario Canada - Friday, November 28, 2008 10:40 AM CST

I have been thinking of Penelope and your family often, especially as the holidays approach. Please know that Penelope is not forgotten.
Christine
Vienna, VA - Wednesday, November 26, 2008 9:47 AM CST

Thinking of you, your family, and always, always, Penelope, from this side of the world.
Zeynep
Istanbul, Turkey - Tuesday, November 25, 2008 6:25 PM CST

Penelope will never be forgotten! She touched many hearts and will remain in our thoughts and prayers always. Wishing you peace and comfort.
Kylise Howell
Douglasville, GA - Tuesday, November 25, 2008 2:35 PM CST

Penelope can never be forgotten! She has taught us all so much about life and love...Wishing you and your family a very Blessed Thanksgiving. May you all continue to remember all the special, loving memories of your little angel. Praying too that your hearts continue to mend. God Bless
Susie Craft <susan.craft@sbcglobal.net>
FairOaks, CA - Tuesday, November 25, 2008 12:11 AM CST

I will always remember Penelope! I followed her journey and although I don't know the pain you feel I do feel your loss.
Would love to see a picture of Oliver on the site some time.
Norma zimmerman <enzimmerman@comcast.net>
lambertville, nj usa - Tuesday, November 25, 2008 10:02 AM CST

Hello John and Catherine.
I think of Penelope often as I watch my little girl grow and experience new things. She is now 3. I hope that you and your family are managing as best as you can.
Penelope will always hold a special place in my heart.
Olivia Mussett <olivemuss@yahoo.com>
Sand Lake, NY - Tuesday, November 25, 2008 8:50 AM CST

Thinking of you all and Penelope today.
Emma
Seattle, WA USA - Tuesday, November 25, 2008 0:02 AM CST

Hi Penelope's family,
I had the strongest urge to visit Penelope's caringbridge site and I smiled and found tears welling up in my eyes as the page opened and I saw her beautiful smiling face holding that coffee cup in her tiny hands. I feel sorrow when I think about your family and the sadness that you continue to feel and will always feel until that one glorious day when you are reunited with Penelope again. May your body and soul be filled with God's loving comfort and peace knowing that there are better days ahead........ God Bless you all and know that Penelope will always be remembered, even by strangers such as myself who only knew her for a very short time but fell in love with her for a lifetime.
Tracie <tracie.a.klemenhagen@medtronic.com>
Big Lake, MN - Monday, November 24, 2008 9:45 PM CST

Dear John and Catherine,

It was so good to read an update. Your sweet Penelope is never far from my thoughts, even in my role as cyber stranger. Every time I see a butterfly, I think of her beautiful spirit. My thoughts and prayers are with all of you for more moments of joy than sorrow. You will be fine the next five years; Oliver and Isabel will ensure that, all with direction from a sweet angel above!

Much love from Ohio
Linda Wellendorf <lmwultimt@aol.com>
Youngstown, Oh - Monday, November 24, 2008 8:03 AM CST

Always remembering beautiful Penelope.
Chris <emmesmom428@verizon.net>
NY, NY USA - Sunday, November 23, 2008 5:52 PM CST

I daresay nobody could ever forget your sweet Penelope. She made a huge impact on everyone who knew her, and even us strangers have been similarly touched by her. I found a song entitled Penelope's Song (written by Loreena McKennitt) and the lyrics seem to be so appropriate; I hope you enjoy it:

Now that the time has come
Soon gone is the day
There upon some distant shore
You'll hear me say

Long as the day in the summer time
Deep as the wine dark sea
I'll keep your heart with mine.
Till you come to me.

There like a bird I'd fly
High through the air
Reaching for the sun's full rays
Only to find you there

And in the night when our dreams are still
Or when the wind calls free
I'll keep your heart with mine
Till you come to me

Now that the time has come
Soon gone is the day
There upon some distant shore
You'll hear me say

Long as the day in the summer time
Deep as the wine dark sea
I'll keep your heart with mine.

Janice <imyael@gmail.com>
Boca Raton, FL USA - Saturday, November 22, 2008 8:06 PM CST

Still thinking of Penelope. God bless you and your sweet family.
Kelli
Monmouth, OR United States - Saturday, November 22, 2008 1:26 AM CST

John, I'm so sorry that you don't get to hug your sweet little girl anymore. I can't imagine the anger and sadness you feel. Penelope is very much a part of this world, in the goodness that people feel when they reflect upon the wonderful person she was and in reminding all of us of the true meaning of life. I pray for your family, that one day the happy memories fill your hearts enough to drown out the sorrows and that all the pain subsides. Prayers to you, London family, that this day is near.
Anna Marjan
Chicago, - Saturday, November 22, 2008 0:13 AM CST

Just checking in and remembering your sweet daughter.
Sondra
TX - Friday, November 21, 2008 7:29 PM CST

I still think of your sweet Penelope daily. Thanks for your update. I'm so sorry for your pain. Life truly is not fair. And a happy belated bday to Oliver!
Vicki Morton <vsmorton@optonline.net>
Greenwich, CT - Friday, November 21, 2008 4:28 PM CST

Dear Catherine, John and family. I continue to pray everyday for a solution to this wretched disease and I wish you could have had more time with your beautiful Penelope. So many children are still suffering and dying every day. I weep with you for every child that passes and pray strongly with you for each and everyone them that is managing with great determination to defeat it. Sometime in human history we must be able to conquer this disease and end this suffering. I hope it is in my lifetime and in yours that we see an end to this.

Happy belated birthday dear Oliver, you have the most loving parents. I wish you a long and very special life.

Lisa Bonnet
Allawah, NSW Australia - Thursday, November 20, 2008 10:39 PM CST

Thinking and praying for your special family, and thinking about a little girl who's name I LOVE!!!

Praying Praying Praying.

~ Weeping may remain for a night, but rejoicing comes in the morning~ Psalm 30:5

PS ~ A lot of times for me, it has been many nights...but that is okay.
Dawn~ ^i^Brandon^i^, Jordan, & Seth's mom ~ www.caringbridge.org/de/brandonhastings <et8503@yahoo.com>
DE - Thursday, November 20, 2008 9:42 PM CST

Please forgive me........"Happy Belated Birthday, Oliver!"
D O D <schlbusdrvr@bellsouth.net>
- Thursday, November 20, 2008 1:27 PM CST

Dear John, thank you for sharing your sad memories with us. It is right that Oliver saw your human emotion.......he knows that Penelope is still loved & remembered.

I check Penelope's CB site often for updates. Y'all are in my thoughts & prayers.
D O D <schlbusdrvr@bellsouth.net>
- Thursday, November 20, 2008 1:22 PM CST

After reading your words, I looked out the window and saw two Canadian Geese fly past. I often think of Penelope when I see something so beautiful, so majestic, whether a butterfly or even a leaf lit against the sky. Through your words and Catherine's we all got a glimpse of Penelope's view of the world and how she soaked up the beauty around her. We would be foolish to forget her. We need to remember her and reflect. I know in the most certain of ways that she is always around you and Catherine and Oliver and Isabelle. She is a force, a love, a being that will always be. I am so sorry for your pain.
Tara S. McCaffrey <fp41@aol.com>
bx., ny - Thursday, November 20, 2008 7:06 AM CST

Oh John. I'm so glad you shared your feelings. I know there is no end to your pain but somehow letting it out must help to relieve it even if it is only a minute bit. I think of Penelope all the time. All the time. She is never far from my thoughts and I continue to pray for the madness of pediatric cancer to be over. Families should never have to go through what you all have been through and you have every right to feel all the things you feel.

As far as Oliver - what a precious gift he is. I think it's okay for him to see your pain sometimes. As he grows, it will make him more compassionate and he will remember how deeply loved his sister was.

Please remember that there are so many people in this world who still hold your family close in their hearts. Penelope will never be forgotten. This world is a better place because of that sweet baby girl.

~Jennifer

Jennifer Rivera <jrivera@kc.rr.com>
Lenexa, KS - Thursday, November 20, 2008 0:15 AM CST

John, I can feel your pain through your words. I wish there were something I could say to make it better. I check the website every day and I think of Penelope. I pray that your pain will ease soon. You will never forget but maybe it will become less painful for you to remember. Take care and thanks for updating again.
beth reilly
havertown, pa us - Wednesday, November 19, 2008 10:15 PM CST

Thinking of you all and sending many hugs and prayers. Your sweet Penelope is forever remembered.
Olivia Nunez <olivia.nunez@gmail.com>
Whitestone, NY - Wednesday, November 19, 2008 9:37 PM CST

Remembering your courageous loving little girl, your sweet brave Penelope. I can never forget Penelope and her devoted parents. I have tears reading your guest messages. I hope my message does not upset you, just wanted to say I do think of you all and pray with you for peace of heart.

Lisa Bonnet
Allawah, NSW Australia - Wednesday, November 19, 2008 1:26 PM CST

Your sweet girl is on my mind this morning. I am praying for you.
Blessings, Tanner's Aunt Katie
www.caringbridge.org/visit/tannerevers
Katie Spaulding <grammypoppy2003@msn.com>
Jonestown, TX USA - Thursday, November 13, 2008 8:34 AM CST

I am thinking of sweet Penelope today-
Everyone will always remember her-

-Olivia- Lilys mama from Hassenfeld
Olivia Langbein
ny, ny - Wednesday, November 12, 2008 11:56 AM CST

**AN INVITATION TO ALL PRAYER WARRIORS**

The Prayer Warriors at Angel_Wings
are holding a Prayer Vigil on Wednesday,
November 19th, between 8-9 pm EST for
precious Penelope Jane all the children,
teens and adults on our prayer lists and our AngelWingsRemembers families.

Thank you for joining us.

Angel_Wings Prayer Warriors

polly at angel wings remembers
- Tuesday, November 11, 2008 7:49 PM CST

Remembering Penelope and her wonderful family.
JT
Burlington, vt - Tuesday, November 11, 2008 11:54 AM CST

I think of Penelope so often and I only knew her through your blog. Such an impression her life has made on mine and so many others.
Thank you for sharing her with us.
Randee (Hannah, Angel Max and Nick's Annee Ranee) <randee@cox.net>
La Mesa, Ca USA - Thursday, November 6, 2008 7:40 AM CST

I can only imagine how hard this past Halloween was without your little "butterfly princess". I am keeping you and your family in my prayers especially with the upcoming holidays just ahead. Know that you are loved and cared for by so many. May God continue to bring you more peace, many more happy, happy memories of Penelope, and much needed rest, and mending of your broken hearts.

She lives on in each of you every single day. We all have been blessed beyond words in knowing her story. I am so sorry that you have had to endure so much pain.

Please give your family our love and warm hugs.

God Bless!
Susie Craft <susan.craft@sbcglobal.net>
FairOaks, CA - Wednesday, November 5, 2008 9:54 PM CST

Think of you guys often. Hope all is going well.
Joyce
Britol, VT - Tuesday, November 4, 2008 1:45 PM CST

Just wanted to stop by and let you guys know that I was thinking about you all!
Tammy Morgan
Wendell, NC - Tuesday, October 28, 2008 3:01 PM CDT

We think of Penelope often as we kick through the leaves by what Grey calls Penelopes "spot" in the park. She was and still is a powerful spirit in our lives. We are hoping that all cancer, but espically childrens cancer will find a cure. Thank you for being such a strong force for change. She is the angel who guides us all. Thinking of you with much love.
The Schweitzers <guthrie_b@yahoo.com>
- Friday, October 24, 2008 6:26 PM CDT

Yes, Penelope is still very much in our hearts. I have dear friends (who I work with at CBS) whose son is in his own cancer battle right now. I'll tell them about your organization and the work you're doing. We send you all our love and prayers.

Peter Schweitzer <phs@cbsnews.com>
New York, NY USA - Friday, October 24, 2008 4:23 PM CDT

We as well have been kicking up the leaves. We somehow always make our way to Penelopes "spot" as Grey calls it. We think of all of you and about how beautiful Penelopes spirit was and is. We feel so touched that you would even remember us. Many Blessings.

Guthrie schweitzer <guthrie_b@yahoo.com>
nyc, ny - Friday, October 24, 2008 4:14 PM CDT

I've been thinking about Penelope this week....I was standing on my porch on Monday and there were about 10 butterflies in my yard; an unusual occurance. It immediately brought your precious girl to mind. This morning was rough waking up and I grabbed the largest coffee mug I could find...as i walked past a mirror clutching my giant cup, it reminded me of the "Penelope pic"!!! I continue to pray for peace and comfort for your family.
Blessings, Tanner's Aunt Katie
www.caringbridge.org/visit/tannerevers
Katie Spaulding <grammypoppy2003@msn.com>
Jonestown, TX USA - Wednesday, October 22, 2008 12:32 AM CDT

Thoughts always of the pain your family and too many others have to endure each day. With each donation I make to Penelope and Sam Fund I hope one day no family has to suffer as you do. Your strength is admirable to this stranger and I wish your family the best.
Marni Debra Brown <mdbrown18@yahoo.com>
Chicago, IL USA - Wednesday, October 22, 2008 9:46 AM CDT

Hello, I just found your wedsite again & wanted you to know just last week I saw a beautiful butterfly & thought of your precious Penelope. How awesome!! Every once in a while cb revamps & I lose all my addresses. You are forever in my thoughts & prayers as well as your beautiful little angel.

Blessings,

Kathy Welker
Kathy Welker <welkers80@yahoo.com>
Jamestown, NY - Tuesday, October 21, 2008 9:55 PM CDT

Penelope will never be forgotten we often smile as butterflies flutter by.
RIP SWEET PENELOPE xxxx
louise <shaun_lyon@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, October 18, 2008 2:34 PM CDT

We think of Penelope often. Sylvie was given a doll for Christmas almost two years ago. She named her Penelope. She takes good care of her. We send you our thoughts and prayers. We will never forget her.
Elizabeth, Harold and Sylvie <ellek@nyc.rr.com>
New York, NY USA - Thursday, October 16, 2008 8:59 PM CDT

*INVITATION TO ALL PRAYER WARRIORS**

The Prayer Warriors at Angel_Wings
are holding a Prayer Vigil on Sunday,
October 19th, between 8-9 pm EST for
all the children, teens and adults on our
prayer lists and our AngelWingsRemembers
families.

Thank you for joining us.

Michelle Council/ Angel Wings Remembers <mcouncil@c-gate.net>
Laurel, MS USA - Wednesday, October 15, 2008 9:07 PM CDT

Penelope left such a print on my heart, she could never be forgotten. For her Mommy, Daddy, sister and brother I wish their were words to comfort your broken hearts. As a Mommy myself I can not begin to imagine your pain, but please know that we are thinking of you all and will continue to pray for much healing, more happiness and lots of warm hugs are being sent your way. God Bless!

Susie Craft <susan.craft@sbcglobal.net>
FairOaks, California - Sunday, October 12, 2008 9:32 PM CDT

I am so sorry for the heaviness of your heart though I can't see how it could be otherwise. I keep a personal journal and from time to time will glance backwards and I see we are upon the time of the Choo-Choo park adventure. I only know this because the story so moved me I wrote about it. That moment in time was so packed with love, you'd have to wonder at the density of that very moment. A love so powerful in a little girl for her dolls and a dad for his little girl, that you'd have to wonder if the world stopped spinning for just a second as the heavens took a collective gasp. What a beautiful story and an extraordinary little girl. I know I will never forget her. God bless.
Tara S. McCaffrey <fp41@aol.com>
bx, ny - Friday, October 10, 2008 12:30 AM CDT

Noah talks about Penelope a lot! A few weeks ago he said that he and Grey were talking about Penelope and that "Grey remembered that Penelope was my best friend". He calls the towels we got at Penelope's party "Penelope's towel". She is ever present in all of our minds and hearts. As are all of you. Sending Love--
Lisa, Eric, Noah and Gabriel Shaub <lisaml@earthlink.net>
- Tuesday, October 7, 2008 9:03 PM CDT

Hi Penelope's family, When I woke up today, I laid there in bed thinking of your daughter. At first I could not remember her name but I could picture her face. All of a sudden I remembered her name was Penelope and that brought a smile to my face. I have not checked on her website for quite some time now but for some reason she was on my mind this morning. I used to follow her site each day and sometimes many times in a day and I would pray and pray for her earthly healing. I miss reading about her....... I wonder how you are all managing and I feel so sad for you. Thank goodness we know that there is a heaven and that someday we will be reunited with our love ones whom are already there. That gives me such peace and helps me when I am missing my brother and father. God Bless your family.
Tracie
Big Lake, MN - Saturday, October 4, 2008 9:00 AM CDT

Your writing always brings me to tears. You have a fabulous gift of making people imagine how you must feel. All your stories of Penelope make me feel as though I knew her. We think of her often, and admire all you are doing with your charity. Wishing more peace and less pain for you all.
Colleen Schneider <cpschneider5@aol.com>
Greenwich, CT USA - Friday, October 3, 2008 1:49 PM CDT

Penelope and your entire family are forever in my thoughts and prayers. Peace and comfort to you all.
Kylise Howell
Douglasville, GA - Friday, October 3, 2008 10:55 AM CDT

My heart goes out to you....I won't try to pretend I know what it's like, I cannot imagine how hard it is without Penelope by your side. She just loved life. I am blessed to know her story.
Shirley
NY, NY - Friday, October 3, 2008 8:12 AM CDT

Morgan definitely remembers Penelope and we talk about her often. She definitely had an impact on Morgan's life and she was lucky to have her as a friend. The best birthday party we've ever attended was Penelope's. Our thoughts are always with your family.
Chrissy Kiernan <chrissy@thekiernans.net>
New Canaan, CT - Thursday, October 2, 2008 6:06 PM CDT

Thinking of sweet Penelope today hoping and praying that you are filling your days with fond memories of your precious angel who touched so many hearts
louise <shaun_lyon@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, October 2, 2008 4:21 AM CDT

Catherine: William remembers Penelope. He remembers the playdate at your apartment the most. I remember my heart breaking when I peaked into your playroom and saw William and Penelope at the pretend kitchen and William asking her "so what do you want to make?" Your little girl was back in serious treatment but she was more focused on making a meal with a pal. Penelope touched all of their little hearts. I hope they all touched hers. We think of Penelope and your family so often. Please stay strong. Love, Teresa
Teresa Saputo Crerend <teresasaputo@yahoo.com>
Bedford corners, ny - Tuesday, September 30, 2008 7:53 PM CDT

Thinking of you all today. Penelope had such a great impact on our lives.
We are awaiting results from Tanner's scans, and I am reminded of the early days, right after dx, when I had a question I would skim this site or go to acor archives to find the answer. You will never know how much you helped us get through the hard days. Somehow just knowing we weren't alone made it easier.
Thank you.

Blessings, Tanner's Aunt Katie
Katie Spaulding <grammypoppy2003@msn.com>
Jonestown, TX USA - Tuesday, September 30, 2008 6:38 AM CDT

Penelope is in my thoughts today! Whenever I see a butterfly I'm reminded of Penelope!
Dawn P <dpickens_42@yahoo.com>
Beaumont, TX - Monday, September 29, 2008 4:40 PM CDT

Your sweet daughter Penelope is remembered here in Australia every single day, as are all of you. Catherine and John, not a day goes by that I don't think of you guys and how you are all doing. Your beautiful little girl has had such an impact on so many people from all around the world, she will never, ever be forgotten.

Take care and stay strong.
Love,
Naomi xx
Naomi <kingandi99@hotmail.com>
Melbourne, Vic Australia - Sunday, September 28, 2008 7:21 AM CDT

Thinking of sweet Penelope and your family daily. God bless.

<3 Katie
Katie Boyd
menifee, ca united states - Friday, September 26, 2008 7:12 PM CDT

It is a beautiful day here in MN, extra special because of the butterflies! Thinking of Penelope!
Deb
MN - Friday, September 26, 2008 2:55 PM CDT

I don't know why but I was just remembering the time that Penelope wouldn't go to bed until she found her doll's bottle. When it wasn't found anywhere in the house, she managed to get her father to carry her on his shoulders - in her pajamas! - all the way down to the park at 10:00 at night! Sure enough it was right where she left it! I have never forgotten that image of a devoted father trying to make his sweet daughter happy. So many of your Penelope stories touched my heart and I think that's why I continue to check this site so often. I pray that life will get a little easier for you both to endure. I hope it brings you comfort to know what wonderful parents you are. Penelope surely knew how much she was loved. Thank you for sharing her story with us.
beth reilly
havertown, pa - Thursday, September 25, 2008 11:59 PM CDT

Thinking of Penelope....just a very special little girl.

Shirley <sc2334@hotmail.com>
NY, - Thursday, September 25, 2008 8:54 AM CDT

Your sweet sweet Penelope will never be forgotten. Over the weekend I walked out of Starbucks and there on the ground was the biggest, most beautiful butterfly I have ever seen. I couldn't help but think of Penelope. Although I never met Penelope she has touched my heart forever.
Bree Ross <breeross@cox.net>
Arlington, VA USA - Wednesday, September 24, 2008 11:58 AM CDT

Penelope will not be forgotten by those that have met her or those that were never so lucky to meet her. God Bless You
louise <shaun_lyon@hotmail.com>
- Monday, September 22, 2008 3:36 PM CDT

Penelope's Mommy, Daddy, Oliver and Isabelle, you are always in my heart.
Lisa Evans
Lexington, SC - Monday, September 22, 2008 2:54 PM CDT

Penelope is IMPOSSIBLE to forget!

I am so sorry your heart hurts so much. Of course it does though. Many prayers are said for your healing, for you and your whole family.
Mindi <melindac40@comcast.net>
- Monday, September 22, 2008 1:26 PM CDT

Your sweet baby girl Penelope will never be forgotten. Though we have never met you and your beautiful family; you are in our prayers always. May God continue to bring you all healing; much deserved happiness and help in the mending of your broken hearts.

Your daughter left such a legacy for all of us! Thank you for the updates. We love to hear about how you all are doing.

Susie Craft <susan.craft@sbcglobal.net>
Orangevale, CA - Monday, September 22, 2008 12:46 AM CDT

I still remember sweet, sweet Penelope....and always will. I promise, she won't be forgotten.
Jennifer <jrivera@kc.rr.com>
- Sunday, September 21, 2008 10:51 PM CDT

Dear Catherine and John,
thank you for the update. I do think of Penelope often and wonder how you are all doing. The anniversary of my little brother's death was last week. It has been 38 years, and he is still with me, still loved, and still in my heart each and every day. He is a sweet little angel.
Robin
Robin Hood <niborhood1@excite.com>
Richmond, VT USA - Sunday, September 21, 2008 8:37 PM CDT

Please know that Penelope will never be forgotten. She was an angel here on Earth and will stay in our hearts forever.
Vicki Morton
Greenwich, CT - Sunday, September 21, 2008 9:36 AM CDT

There's not a day that goes by that I don't think of Penelope. She is always in my thoughts, hope all of you are well. xo
Danielle stedina <danielle203@gmail.com>
Larchmont, NY USA - Friday, September 19, 2008 8:07 PM CDT

Catherine, I remember her. I remember your beautiful Penelope and the stories with Isabelle and Oliver and both of you. She will continue to be remembered - don't fear.

I remember, in fact I ll never forget, the conversation I think she had with your husband where she said I don't want you to be sad. What a beautiful generous thing for anyone to say.

Your little girl is remembered and remembered in prayer.
Peace to you and yours.
JP
- Friday, September 19, 2008 7:34 PM CDT

**AN INVITATION TO OUR PRAYER VIGIL**

The Prayer Warriors at Angel_Wings
are holding a Prayer Vigil on Friday,
September 19th, between 8-9 pm EST for
all the children, teens and adults on our
prayer lists and our AngelWingsRemembers
families.

Thank you for joining us.

Polly @ AngelWingsRemembers
- Sunday, September 14, 2008 10:18 PM CDT

I still think of Penelope often and pray for your family. I fell in love with her photo - the joy in her face is the same that I see in my 2 year old twin sons. I continue to make a monthly donation to St. Jude Children's Hospital in her honor.
Kelly Eppelman
Coppell, TX - Thursday, September 11, 2008 4:56 PM CDT

So glad to hear about Oliver and Isabelle and that you're hanging in there. Your sweet Penelope would be happy for you and proud of you all.
Rachel Riebel <riebs@comcast.net>
Lancaster, PA USA - Sunday, September 7, 2008 10:58 PM CDT

Thinking of you and ..Praying that you continue to find new strengths...I am very thankful for your committment to "help find the cure" - Thank you.
Dede Taylor <dedetaylor@hotmail.com>
Hardin , TX - Friday, September 5, 2008 1:32 PM CDT

thinking of your sweet Penelope often, I hope that you are managing without her sweet smile
louise <shaun.lyon@btinternet.com>
- Thursday, September 4, 2008 2:27 PM CDT

Penelope came to mind this morning so I wanted to check in. My daughter was in NYC about a month ago and wanted to find Penelope's memorial stone in Central Park. She and her husband "walked miles" in the park but were never able to find it.
You all remain in my prayers.
Blessings, Tanner's Aunt Katie
www.caringbridge.org/visit/tannerevers
Katie Spaulding <grammypoppy2003@msn.com>
Jonestown, TX USA - Thursday, September 4, 2008 7:07 AM CDT

I was telling a friend about Penelope just the other day so I checked the website to find an update! She still has an impact on me and I think of your family often. I'm happy to know that everyone seems to be doing well; I know Penelope is smiling that beautiful smile as she watches over you.
Lisa Evans
Lexington, SC - Saturday, August 30, 2008 7:31 AM CDT

I think of your family and Penelope often I hope that shes playing with the angels and enjoying being free from pain
louise <shaun.lyon@btinternet.com>
- Thursday, August 28, 2008 3:00 PM CDT

Thinking about you all the time. I look everday for updates. Praying for you all the time.

Penelope is in my heart forever!!!
Madissen <m_levesque89@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, August 28, 2008 1:54 PM CDT

Glad to hear how you are all doing. As the sister of a kid with cancer I am so glad to learn about charities / organizations like the one you talked about in this post. Thanks for sharing.
Maia <mfamilytimes@gmail.com>
- Wednesday, August 27, 2008 11:46 PM CDT

Thinking of you and remembering Penelope.
Robin Brunet <robinb@start.ca>
Bradford, Ontario Canada - Wednesday, August 27, 2008 10:31 AM CDT

I've visited Penelope's site many times but never left a message. I love stopping by to look at "the cutest picture ever taken" and smile at the little girl with the big white cup. I'm so sorry for the pain that you continue to endure but how proud your little girl must be of you for continuing to share her wonderful life with the world.
Heidi Wolf <hwolf@west-fargo.k12.nd.us>
West Fargo, ND - Tuesday, August 26, 2008 2:49 PM CDT

It is always so good to see an update from you guys. I've had on and off internet access since April so forgive me for not visiting the site and leaving a comment more often. Your family is in my prayers every single day, and I often think of your sweet angel girl and the happiness she brought to so many lives. God bless you.
Katie Boyd
Menifee, Ca US - Monday, August 25, 2008 8:02 PM CDT

So happy to hear that you are all surviving and thriving, despite the continuous pain.
We think of you often and continue to keep you all in our prayers. A butterfly does not cross our path that we don't think of Penelope!
Mary Fader <mfader@carlsonre.com>
Dover, MA - Monday, August 25, 2008 12:54 AM CDT

Thinking of you all and your precious Penelope.

Much love,
Olivia
Olivia Nunez <olivia.nunez@gmail.com>
Whitestone, NY - Friday, August 22, 2008 9:09 AM CDT

We still check the website and hope for entries like these. "Hanging in there" is good. Teaching yourself piano is Amazing. Have a wonderful rest of the summer. We think of Penelope often. Love, Teresa
Teresa Saputo Crerend <teresasaputo@yahoo.com>
Amagansett, NY - Friday, August 22, 2008 8:00 AM CDT

We still check in to the website and hope for entries like these. "Hanging in there" is good. Teaching yourself piano is amazing. Have a wonderful rest of the summer. Penelope is in our thoughts. Love, Teresa
Teresa Saputo Crerend <teresasaputo@yahoo.com>
Amagansett, NY - Friday, August 22, 2008 7:50 AM CDT

I found you in my prayers today, so I stopped by to send my regards.

Blessings, Tanner's Aunt Katie
www.caringbridge.org/visit/tannerevers
Katie Spaulding <grammypoppy2003@msn.com>
Jonestown, TX USA - Thursday, August 21, 2008 3:14 PM CDT

John- I was glad to see your update, understanding how hard it is to stop and have to think about what to say when you feel so much. Carie and I think of you and your family and of course Penelope quite often. And the thought of you learning piano did bring a smile to my face! Keep on keepin' on.

All the best

Rob Adler <adler@yahoo.com>
Wellesley, MA - Thursday, August 21, 2008 11:31 AM CDT

I so enjoy your updates on the family. It sounds like your summer has been full of new beginings; first rides on a big yellow school bus; going to baseball camp; mastering the swimming pool and adding a new much loved puppy to your family! I'm happy to hear that things are heading to a happier place for you all. That does not mean that Penelope is missed any less; it means that she continues to be a part of all of your hearts. She must be beaming down on you everyday, and so proud of her little brother Oliver. May you all see many more rainbows!
Susie Craft <susan.craft@sbcglobal.net>
Orangevale, CA - Thursday, August 21, 2008 10:29 AM CDT

I was glad to see your update and happy to see that you are trying to enjoy your summer, as hard as that must be. I think of Penelope every day. I know you must miss her very much.

All my best to your family.
Vicki Morton <vsmorton@optonline.net>
Greenwich, CT - Wednesday, August 20, 2008 1:08 PM CDT

Oh Penelope would be so proud of Oliver!! Glad to see the summer was a good one!!! May your days continue to be filled w/sweet memories of Penelope! Sending hugs to Oliver and Isabelle, and lots of "good luck" on potty training for the new pup!

Missing Penelope always and continually praying for VAST awareness of childhood cancer.
Dawn Pickens <dpickens_42@yahoo.com>
Beaumont, Tx - Wednesday, August 20, 2008 10:13 AM CDT

I still visit here & think of Penelope often. I don't think anyone who has read your journal entries could ever forget Penelope! I'm glad to know that Oliver and Isabelle and your new dog are brightening your days and bringing you some joy despite the sadness.
Christine <cremy@cftc.gov>
Vienna, VA - Tuesday, August 19, 2008 12:54 AM CDT

Your family is never far from my thoughts, and always in my prayers.

Michelle S
Cincinnati, OH - Monday, August 18, 2008 9:38 PM CDT

Dear friends,
Penelope's birthday! You must miss her so much. I think of her often and pray that she is in heaven playing with all of the other children who had to leave this world all too soon. One of which was my little brother; he died at only 9 years old.
What a sweet little angel.
Blessings to you all.
Robin
Robin Hood <niborhood1@excite.com>
Richmond, VT USA - Sunday, August 17, 2008 6:21 PM CDT

I was so pleased to see a new update when I checked in today. I realize how difficult it must be for you. I look forward to hearing more about your charity and I thank you for working toward finding a cure for this awful cancer. Although my own granddaughter is doing very well 4 years after her nb diagnosis, I know that could all change in a heartbeat. I appreciate everything you are doing for this important cause.
beth reilly
havertown, pa - Friday, August 15, 2008 8:03 PM CDT

Thank you so much for the update. You, Catherine, Isabelle, and Oliver are always in my prayers. At the beach last month, a butterfly came up and landed on my daughter's finger and stayed with her a while. I thought of sweet Penelope. I am still amazed that I have never met you guys in person, but will always be emotionally attached to your family. Lots of love sent your way!
Tammy
NC - Friday, August 15, 2008 3:50 PM CDT

Your family and Penelope will always be in my thoughts.
Wishing you well,
Olivia Mussett <olivemuss@yahoo.com>
Sand Lake, NY - Friday, August 15, 2008 8:39 AM CDT

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Laurel, MS USA - Wednesday, August 13, 2008 2:44 PM CDT

John, Catherine and family,
I just wanted you to know that you all are still in my thoughts and prayers and I want to thank you for sharing your experience with the world, it truly helped me in many ways. I've never met any of you, but truly came to love you all, especially Penelope, through this site. Since Penelope's passing my sister was diagnosed with cancer (June 07) and passed away (December 07). Prior to her illness I shared with her Penelope's story and her battle with cancer. She too prayed fervently for Penelope and your family. My sister loved children but was never able to have any of her own. I never told her that Penelope passed away, though I'm sure they've shared some precious time together since. Anyway, because of you sharing Penelope's experience I was better prepared to face the road we traveled when cancer struck our family. Thank you for that.
Forever in my thoughts and prayers,
Mia Harrison <mhghms@hotmail.com>
Gilbert, AZ - Tuesday, August 12, 2008 7:56 AM CDT

Good Morning London Family,
I think of your Penelope often, and wanted to let you know that we pray for your families healing and peace.
With all the Summer Olympic happening's I can not help but think that your precious Penelope deserves the "gold medal" for her brave battle with her illness, she is what real champions are made of.
May God continue to bless you and your family!

Susan Craft <susan.craft@sbcglobal.net>
- Sunday, August 10, 2008 12:26 AM CDT

Penelope today is exactly 1month since you celebrated your HEAVENLY BIRTHDAY! I know your day was filled w/butterfly chasing and belly laughs! As we continue to CELEBRATE you here on earth always know SWEET ANGEL you will forever be our EARTH ANGEL!1
Dawn Pickens
Beaumont, Tx - Wednesday, August 6, 2008 9:14 AM CDT

God bless Penelope.
Not a day goes by that I do not think about her, and how much her family must miss her.

Robin Hood <niborhood1@excite.com>
Richmond, VT USA - Wednesday, August 6, 2008 7:52 AM CDT

John and Catherine,
I think of Penelope often. Her photo with the cup is so sweet. You must miss her so much.
God bless.
Robin
Robin Hood <niborhood1@excite.com>
Richmond, VT USA - Tuesday, August 5, 2008 7:38 AM CDT

Dear John and Catherine,
I just wanted you to know that I often think of all of you and in reading your journal feel your pain of missing your sweet-sweet girl. Please know that your often on my mind and in my heart! Your truly an amazing family!
Rhonda Finger <bubbs1972@comcast.net>
Pittsburgh, PA - Wednesday, July 30, 2008 12:48 AM CDT

A stranger far away is thinking of you and your family and remembering your beloved princess Penelope, every day.
Robyn Walsh <robynwalsh22@hotmail.com>
Christchurch, South Island, New Zealand - Tuesday, July 29, 2008 7:30 AM CDT

It's amazing how time flies. John and Catherine, your family is still in my daily prayers. I think of Penelope often and feel blessed that you have shared all of your experiences with us. She will never be forgotten and so many people are still touched by her life. She had such a beautiful spirit. Happy Birthday, Penelope. You are and always will be a shining example of courage, hope, and love. We love you.

Anna Marjan
Chicago, IL - Sunday, July 27, 2008 9:00 PM CDT

Happy belated birthday sweet girl! Its a good thing there's no such thing as time in heaven lol :)Your family remains in my thoughts and prayers everyday.

<3 katie
Katie Boyd
Menifee, Ca US - Sunday, July 27, 2008 4:24 PM CDT

We continue to think of you and your sweet Penelope all the time and will never enjoy a butterfly's fanciful flight without seeing her beautiful smile!

May God continue to fill your hearts and minds with beautiful memories of your precious child!

Thanks for sharing her with us.
Mary Fader <mfader@carlsonre.com>
Dover, MA - Saturday, July 19, 2008 9:15 PM CDT

Continue to think of you and your beautiful family from California. Wishing you all peace, healing and many, many happy memories of your dear sweet Penelope.

What a legacy that little girl has left behind. She has taught us so much about life, relationships. Her strength and courage is amazing!

God bless you all.
Susan Craft <susan.craft@sbcglobal.net>
Orangevale, CA - Saturday, July 19, 2008 12:53 AM CDT

Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be terrified; do not be discouraged, for the LORD your God will be with you wherever you go."
Joshua 1:9
As I read about your daughters 6th birthday, I am in tears and at the same time I realize that she is with HIM.
You are wonderful to write such a special message to your beautiful daughter.
I believe the Lord with Bless you more abundantly.
I believe
Anne Marie Willett <aw19605@aol.com>
Muhlenberg, PA USA - Thursday, July 17, 2008 12:10 AM CDT

Even though I never have met you I have followed your story and just wanted to let you know that she was on my mind so I thought I would stop by and check on you.

Happy belated 6th birthday....Hope you celebrated and had lots of fun in heaven.
www.caringbridge.org/oh/oliviagood
sheryl <johnston_sheryl@mail.dublin.k12.oh.us>
- Wednesday, July 16, 2008 12:38 AM CDT

Stopping by today to let you know I'm thinking about you and precious ^^Penelope.^^ She often comes to my mind and I can truly say her beautiful legacy lives on in our hearts and minds.

I am inviting you and your visitors to our monthly prayer vigil:

**An Invitation to All Prayer Warriors**

The Prayer Warriors at Angel_Wings
are holding a Prayer Vigil on Saturday,
July 19th, between 8-9 pm EST for
all the children, teens and adults on our
prayer lists and our AngelWingsRemembers
families.

Polly @ AngelWingsRemembers
- Monday, July 14, 2008 3:52 PM CDT

Hi Catherine and John,
I was thinking of Penelope today, and wanted to say hello. What a sweet little girl. I read your most recent update, and know how difficult it must be for your family to continue on without Penelope. I am sure that you keep her spirit very much alive, and that the other children will always know they have a sister in Penelope. I am going to be 49 next month, but was 11, when my 9 year old brother died. He is still very much in my life. I will never forget him.
Bless you.
Robin
Robin Hood <niborhood1@excite.com>
Richmond, VT USAn - Monday, July 14, 2008 10:51 AM CDT

Sweet Birthday Girl Penelope, I was thinking about you this past Sunday...and hoping that you had the most magical 6th Birthday! We have had an abundance of beautiful butterflies fluttering about our fountain..and I think of you.

You are so missed, and loved by so many. Though I have never met you; I have followed your brave story since it was first printed in the WSJ. Your amazing family has continued to share this new journey of theirs with us, and I can not help but feel honored to know you through this website! Your kindness, caring, love for your family, strength and love of butterflies will continue to live on...you left a hand print on my heart! Thank you for showing us what is so important in this life

Susan Craft <susan.craft@sbcglobal.net>
Orangevale, CA - Tuesday, July 8, 2008 8:36 PM CDT

Happy Birthday, Penelope! You are loved and missed by many.
Anna Marjan
Chicago, IL USA - Tuesday, July 8, 2008 0:26 AM CDT

Happy Sweet 6th Birthday Penelope! Missing you always!
Dawn Pickens
Beaumont, Tx - Monday, July 7, 2008 1:22 PM CDT

Happy 6th Birthday, sweet Penelope. I am thinking of you and hope you had a wonderful party in heaven.
Olivia Mussett <olivemuss@yahoo.com>
Sand Lake, NY - Monday, July 7, 2008 8:54 AM CDT

Happy birthday, sweet Angel!

Roxann <horsesetc@msn.com>
Audubon, MN USA - Monday, July 7, 2008 8:40 AM CDT

Happy Birthday Sweet Penelope!! Your thoughts are with my continously! Everytime my daughter chases a butterfly I think of you and your precious family. Much love and prayers sent your way!!
Tammy Morgan <tammy@wefixbrokenhomes.com>
Wendell, NC - Monday, July 7, 2008 8:24 AM CDT

Dear Catherine and John,
I read your site regularly, and even come back and reread when there is no update. I think of Penelope often, and of your sweet family.
I so enjoy the photos of her. I do not leave a message each time I am here. When I was only 11, my 9 year old little brother died. I can still remember my mother describing the pain. She said she had lost her own parents, and brothers and sisters, but nothing compared. I remember how my heart felt truly broken. I began to understand the pain when my own son developed a rare disease at 8 years old, and he almost died. My daughter saved his life with her bone marrow. She was five. He could not go to school for a year, and I had to return to work. My parents came each week and stayed with us, taking care of him. I often felt that it was God's way of giving them a little boy to love again. Bless you all.
Robin
Robin Hood <robin@doctoralstudent.org>
Richmond, VT USA - Monday, July 7, 2008 8:12 AM CDT

I so wish we were scrolling through new birthday photos of you and your friends and families. I will use my imagination (as you so often did) and picture it just the way you would have chosen!

VB
erinbuenger.blogspot.com
Vickie Buenger <vbuenger@mays.tamu.edu>
Bryan, TX - Monday, July 7, 2008 8:02 AM CDT

Happy birthday, sweet girl. You're an inspiration to us all.
Shelby Keefe
Oklahoma City, OK USA - Monday, July 7, 2008 1:07 AM CDT

Thinking of you and your family right now. Here's a {{hug}} from Michigan.
Karen
Michigan - Sunday, July 6, 2008 11:35 PM CDT

Happy Birthday, sweet angel.

John and Catherine, You are in my prayers today.
Blessings, Tanner's Aunt Katie
www.caringbridge.org/visit/tannerevers
Katie Spaulding <grammypoppy2003@msn.com>
Jonestown, TX USA - Sunday, July 6, 2008 8:47 PM CDT

Happy birthday sweet Penelope. I hope you and Kendall are celebrating together. I'm thinking of your family today and praying for peace.
Aimee, www.caringbridge.com/ny/kendall <aimee1@optonline.net>
Long Island, NY USA - Sunday, July 6, 2008 8:07 PM CDT

Wishing you a Happy 6th Birthday, Penelope! I was thinking of you all day today.

Vicki Morton <vsmorton@optonline.net>
Greenwich, CT - Sunday, July 6, 2008 7:39 PM CDT

I saw butterflies everywhere today and that's when I remembered the date. Thinking of you today and always, Penelope!
Julia
New York, NY - Sunday, July 6, 2008 7:37 PM CDT

Happy birthday beautiful girl.

London Family, I have been thinking of you guys so much lately. Although I don't know you, you have a very special place in my heart. Stay strong for each other.
Naomi <kingandi99@hotmail.com>
Melbourne, VIC Australia - Sunday, July 6, 2008 6:03 PM CDT

Happy Birthday Penelope! I am sure you are having the most beautiful birthday party up in Heaven! Thinking of your sweet family today and always!
Ashley Johns, mom to Dillan, www.caringbridge.org/visit/dillanjohns <dillansmom@gmail.com>
Kilgore, TX - Sunday, July 6, 2008 5:28 PM CDT

To Penelope's family: Remembering your beautiful daughter, ^Penelope^. I know this is a difficult day for you as you try to go on living on earth without her. May God hold you in the palm of His hand.

Happy Birthday, sweet ^Penelope^.
D O D <schlbusdrvr@bellsouth.net>
- Sunday, July 6, 2008 3:07 PM CDT

sweet penelope we are thinking of you and your family today, praying that Gods love will wrap around you and keep your presence felt to comfort those who find missing you so hard
louise <shaun_lyon@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, July 6, 2008 1:55 PM CDT

Thinking of you on this very special day. Prayers and peace to you.

Jennifer Draper
Little Rock, AR USA - Sunday, July 6, 2008 1:25 PM CDT

Happy Birthday sweet Penelope. I think of you often and remember your brave fight! Sending prayers for your family.
Bree <breeross@cox.net>
Santee, CA USA - Sunday, July 6, 2008 11:44 AM CDT

Happy Birthday to a beautiful princess robbed of life. We miss you!
The Thomas Team <Email@ChristiThomas.com >
Tiffin, OH - Sunday, July 6, 2008 7:29 AM CDT

Happy Birthday Angel Penelope! We miss you here on earth..but know how glorious it is where you are. Continue to sleep with the angles little one until we can meet face to face.
amy415s@aol.com <amy415s@aol.com>
pembroke pines, fl usa - Sunday, July 6, 2008 7:18 AM CDT

John and Catherine,
I followed Penelope's site for a few months before she earned her well deserved angel wings. I have read back through all of the journal entries and was in complete awe of how amazing your daughter was. Even though I don't sign, please know that you are in my thoughts and prayers every day. My heart aches to even think of how heartbroken and empty your home, hearts and arms must feel without your precious baby girl there. Thank you for sharing her story and blessing me with the opprutunity to pray for such a special family. I will be saying many extra prayers for your family today as I can't fathom how difficult it will be.

Happy Birthday Sweet Angel Penelope!

www.caringbridge.org/visit/carriemaniscalco
Carrie Maniscalco <fitchic06@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, July 6, 2008 2:19 AM CDT

Happy Golden Birthday, Penelope!!
Thinking of your family today.....
Diane <ddwinter@new.rr.com>
Green Bay, WI - Saturday, July 5, 2008 11:45 PM CDT

I was thinking of Penelope today and thought I'd stop by. I must admit it has been a very long time but I do think of your sweet girl. I laughed when the page opened up because loading was the same picture - Penelope drinking from that coffee cup. Such a cute picture! Anyway, I was thinking of Penelope and thought I'd stop by.
Karen, Isaac's Mom
www.caringbridge.org/visit/isaachatfield

Karen Hatfield <wkhatfield812@yahoo.com>
Coarsegold, CA - Friday, July 4, 2008 3:20 PM CDT

Dear John and Catherine.
I am thinking of you and your precious Penelope. I hope that you are well. The coreopsis in my garden has attracted a beautiful variety of butterflies and I can't help but think of your little girl whenever I see them there.
Sending warm wishes your way. I will be remembering Penelope's special day on Sunday.
Olivia Mussett <olivemuss@yahoo.com>
Sand Lake, NY - Wednesday, July 2, 2008 1:37 PM CDT

I have continued to pray for you guys each day. Thanks for updating and letting us know how you're doing. I just love that photo of your adorable Penelope! Oh, the sweetest little face! How blessed she was to have you guys, and you her.
Jane Jacobs <jane.jacobs@yahoo.com>
Sun Prairie, WI - Tuesday, July 1, 2008 11:09 PM CDT

Just checking in to see how things are going for you. Penelope is in my thoughts often. Once again this year there are so many butterflies out side my office window. I say a little prayer for your family as the vision of the sweet little curly haired girl with the big white cup comes to mind. I pray God's continued comfort for you and that each new tear will bring sweet memories of your wonderful Penelope. Love and continued prayer for you!!
Randee Ferry-Max's Annee Ranee <randee@cox.net>
La Mesa, CA USA - Monday, June 30, 2008 8:56 PM CDT

I wanted to let you know that I still think of your sweet little girl often and I'm sure I always will. I'm happy to hear that Oliver and Isabelle are doing well. I'll continue to keep your family in my prayers.
Melissa Roth <melissa_roth1@yahoo.com>
Chicago, IL USA - Monday, June 30, 2008 10:53 AM CDT

great to hear how well Oliver and Isabelle are doing I often think of Penelope and her family hope you enjoy the summer and enjoy fond memories of Penelpoe.
louise <shaun_lyon@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, June 28, 2008 5:18 AM CDT

I don't always sign the guestbook, but I still come to Penelope's page almost every day. It was good to see the update and hear that everyone is doing well. Penelope and her beautiful spirit made an impact on many that will last a lifetime. She will not be forgotten.
Peace and comfort to you all!
Kylise Howell
Douglasville, GA - Friday, June 27, 2008 2:00 PM CDT

John/Catherine -- we always check the site so please keep updating. We are very happy to hear that Oliver and Isabelle are having a great summer. We will never forget Penelope.
Your friends, Neil & Margot
Neil Hutchison <nbcure@yahoo.com>
- Friday, June 27, 2008 11:21 AM CDT

I was at the Bronx Zoo the other day. I saw the butterfly exhibit and of course thought of Penelope right away. I stood at the entrance of the exhibit and imagined your little girl entering with all her excitement and anticipation. It had a "density of the moment" feel. Thinking of you often in prayer. Thanks for all your sharing.
Tara S. McCaffrey <fp41@aol.com>
Bx., NY - Friday, June 27, 2008 8:54 AM CDT

Your little girl touched my heart when I first read about her. Penelope and her brother look like twins!!!, and I am sure you see a lot of her in him! Two beautiful children.
Jay King
- Thursday, June 26, 2008 5:10 PM CDT

I haven't signed in such a long time but check in often. This cyberfriend always thinks of your Penelope. She has left a footprint on my heart.
K-C <kellychristine.day@citigroup.com>
NY - Thursday, June 26, 2008 2:14 PM CDT

you are always in our thoughts
Chrissy Kiernan <chrissy@thekiernans.net>
- Thursday, June 26, 2008 1:22 PM CDT

There is NO WAY we would forget to come visit Penelope's site, nor ever forget her! A special angel, for sure...

My thoughts and prayers continue to be with you.
Roxann <horsesetc@msn.com>
Audubon, MN USA - Thursday, June 26, 2008 9:39 AM CDT

I hope it gives you some solace knowing how Penelope has touched so many people. I felt an immediate connection to her the first time I read her website. She was truly a special little girl. God bless your family.
beth reilly
havertown, pa - Wednesday, June 25, 2008 11:49 PM CDT

Thank you for these little updates. I still think of Penelope and check here often.
Stephanie
SC - Wednesday, June 25, 2008 10:37 PM CDT

I still think of Penelope all the time and check the website often. I will definitely be thinking of your beautiful girl on her birthday.
Christine
Vienna, VA - Wednesday, June 25, 2008 7:42 PM CDT

Thinking of Penelope today and always. Thanks for updating.
Vicki Morton <vsmorton@optonline.net>
Greenwich, CT - Wednesday, June 25, 2008 7:21 PM CDT

I was just thinking of the London Family and beautiful Penelope today. You remain in my prayers.
Blessings, Tanner's Aunt Katie
www.caringbridge.org/visit/tannerevers
Katie Spaulding <grammypoppy2003@msn.com>
Jonestown, Texas USA - Friday, June 20, 2008 7:28 AM CDT

I often think of dear Penelope and love to see her cute picture on your homepage. I hope and pray thet her brother and sister also have fond memories of her to treasure forever.
louise <shaun_lyon@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, June 18, 2008 0:24 AM CDT

**An Invitation to All Prayer Warriors**

The Prayer Warriors at Angel_Wings
are holding a Prayer Vigil on Thursday,
June 19th, between 8-9 pm EST for
all the children, teens and adults on our
prayer lists and our AngelWingsRemembers
families.

An AWR Thought for June:

�. . .In this, the season of steady rebirth,
we awaken to the power so abundant, so holy,
that returns each year through earth and sky.

We will find our hearts again, and our good spirits.
We will love, and believe, and give and wonder,
and feel again the eternal powers. . . .�

Excerpts from: O Spirit of Life and Renewal
Penned by: Jane Rzepka �
Source: www.gratefulness.org

Polly from AngelWingsRemembers
- Monday, June 16, 2008 5:03 PM CDT

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CEwkckxm, CAVCXuYC pmUQsjzGMxgKeDQHx - Saturday, June 14, 2008 4:19 AM CDT

John,

Happy Fathers Day
From Your Angel In Heaven

Oh, Dearest Daddy...
What can I say today???
To help mend your broken heart...
On this Fathers Day???

You know I would be there with you...
If only there was a way...
Although I am in Heaven now...
Its in your heart I will always stay.
Just look for a sign and you will see me
in each sunrise...and each sunset too...

So, I'm sending all my love to you from
Heaven today... and remember I will be with you
on Fathers Day...
I love you Daddy! From your angel in Heaven
From another angel family
- Friday, June 13, 2008 11:24 AM CDT

I feel something needs to be said about how wonderful and amazing John and Catherine are as parents. In this tragedy, I have come to understand two very important messages. One is to see Catherine and John as an inspirational, unique couple that can teach us how to cherish, love, and live in the wonderment of our children. The other, equally important, message is to use this horrible experience as a tool of perspective; a reference point to LIVE in the PRESENT and respect the randomness of life that can change everything in an instant.

Although sadly, we never met you Penelope, in your passing you are teaching people so much. Thank you for that.

Mark Mallon <mark.mallon@gs.com>
New York, NY USA - Friday, June 6, 2008 1:19 PM CDT

Dear Catherine and John, Your poem and stream of consciousness were so beautiful. No wonder Penelope shone so brightly upon this earth. She received all that love and sent it back out again. God bless you all. You are often in my prayers. Penelope will not be forgotten.
Tara S. McCaffrey <fp41@aol.com>
bx, ny - Wednesday, June 4, 2008 4:48 PM CDT

Beautiful poem, beautiful words. Our thoughts are with you during these difficult times.
Joseph Sullivan <joe.sullivan@yahoo.com>
Brooklyn, NY USA - Monday, June 2, 2008 8:40 PM CDT

I followed your site for quite some time before Penelope's passing and for a while after, until I lost my best friend (who also happens to be my older sister) to cancer in December. However, I was thinking of you all and the impending anniversary (which has now obviously passed) and have finally worked up the courage to leave you a message. I'm so sorry that you, like so many others, have to live this horror. I wish your family peace and comfort and think of you often!
Mia Harrison
Gilbert, AZ - Thursday, May 29, 2008 8:23 AM CDT

I often think of your family and sweet Penelope.xx
louise <shaun_lyon@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, May 29, 2008 7:01 AM CDT

I've been thinking about your family and remembering Penelope. Thanks for sharing your beautiful tribute to her.
Rachel Riebel <riebs@comcast.net>
Lancaster, PA 17601 - Monday, May 26, 2008 12:07 AM CDT

What an amazingly beautiful tribute to your wonderful Penelope. Praying for your peace...
Heather
- Friday, May 23, 2008 8:38 PM CDT

Dear John, Catherine, Oliver and Isabelle,
I am thinking of you and your precious Penelope. Thank you for sharing your beautiful poem and memories. She will never be forgotten.
Olivia Mussett <olivemuss@yahoo.com>
Sand Lake, NY - Friday, May 23, 2008 7:17 AM CDT

Those are beautiful words written for your beautiful girl! You will forever be loved and missed Penelope!
Tawny <TawnyTearz@aol.com>
Miami, FL USA - Thursday, May 22, 2008 9:52 PM CDT

I think what you both wrote was so beautiful. This weekend will be the second year with out a precious little girl in our family that we lost to neuroblastmo at the age of 4 1/2. Life is so precious and can be so hard with the loss of a child. I know I often struggle with the why and I have decide it is because your daughter as like all the other children were sent to us to give us so much they just only had a few years to give it to us. What they taught us we will carry with us everyday of our life. That is the reason even if it means that hugh whole in our heart.
R <refinersruth@neohio.twcbc.com>
- Thursday, May 22, 2008 1:43 PM CDT

I found a link to your site on the Hutchinson's site. I am praying for your sweet child and family today. My friend lost her 5 year old son on 4/24 5 years ago. The sorrow never fades but each year is a little for bareable. She does a charity project each year on his bday 5/24. Praying for you. Your daughter seemed like such a love bug and you seem like great parents to her. So sorry for your loss.
Angela Rowe <arowe@vistahill.org>
San Diego, ca usa - Wednesday, May 21, 2008 9:35 PM CDT

We too think of Penelope whenever we see all the butterflies. What a beautiful memorial to her with the poem and letter to her. I am sure that she is smiling down on you and helping to ease your sadness with her gorgeous smile. There are no words to give you comfort but please know that she will never be forgotten and how much she inspired us.

with hope, hugs and prayer,
Leann
www.caringbridge.org/visit/bronsonbalzac
Leann balzac <nanasgirl40@sbcglobal.net>
Dallas, TX - Wednesday, May 21, 2008 3:34 PM CDT

my heart hurts soooo much that I can hardly breathe, I am sorry that you must face every day with that terrible feeling. She IS such a beautiful girl.
Sher Lester <a_bear4u@yahoo.com>
Viola, IL USA - Tuesday, May 20, 2008 4:53 PM CDT

I stopped by the stone in the park today to say hi to Miss. Penelope. It was green, and fresh, and the colors were so vivid. It was as peaceful a place as one could hope to find in this city. A great tribute to her. Your loving thoughts about Penelope were so moving. Of course, you haven't moved on. How could you. Hopefully though you will find the peace and playfulness she left for you. Kids and cancer is an amazing charity, and I wish you lots of donations for the walk. We will be thinking about you. Lots and lots of love,
The Schweitzers
guthrie schweitzer <guthrie_b@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, May 20, 2008 2:26 PM CDT

I never had the honor and pleasure of meeting you or the precious princess Penelope- but you DID find the words to describe and honor her so perfectly that I feel I do know her.
your Penelope is running free and sharing those marvelous belly-laughs with the other litte angels who like Penelope are gone too soon, but free from pain. Penelope has a secret to whisper to you from Heaven- "Daddy and Mommy and Baba and my Oliver= I am happy because up here nobody feels yucky or hurts. Please don't cry because I can see you all the time and I'm watching over you til some day when I see you again. I don't feel yucky anymore and I don't want you to feel yucky either- play, play, play and smile,smile, smile when you think of me. I am spending my days chasing butterflies and playing with my angel friends. I want you to know I am OK and that even though I miss you oh so much I am happy and free. So when you see a single butterfly all by itself it is me coming to say "Hi" and when there is a breeze on a beautiful day-listen very carefully and you will hear my laughter in the breeze and feel my love forever in your hearts"
You'll always be in my prayers, London Family

Susan <yankeefan4ever212@msn.com>
- Tuesday, May 20, 2008 11:42 AM CDT

Penelope is so, so beautiful. She'll be in our hearts forever.

Our Love and Prayers
Brigid and Celie <timmya7@yahoo.com>
Southampton, PA USA - Tuesday, May 20, 2008 11:33 AM CDT

Beautiful words for an absolutely beautiful child. Such wonderful memories of someone taken much too soon. Penelope's wisdom, beauty and strength will never be forgotton.
Cara <cmm0273@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, May 20, 2008 9:39 AM CDT

John & Catherine,
Your words touched me deeply as I am sure they did so many others. Your love letter and poem to your special daughter was such a testament to the way she was loved so much by your family! What a lucky girl to have you as her Mommy, Daddy & Sister. Remember now that your beautiful Penelope is smiling down on you each and everyday. Thank you for sharing her with us in such a personal way.

The butterflies are plentiful in California and each time I see one in my garden I reflect on Penelope and the amazing little girl she is and will forever be. Your family is in my thoughts and prayers always. Sending lots of love, warm hugs from our family to yours. May you continue to draw her near you each and everyday with all your most beautiful and precious memories! She will forever be loved by this stranger. God bless!
Susan Craft <susan.craft @sbcglobal.net>
Orangevale, CA - Tuesday, May 20, 2008 9:31 AM CDT

Your words DID express your deep love for Penelope. Thank you for sharing those memories with us. Praying for you all.
Lydia Leslie, Mom to Nick dx 6/02 <tleslie19@cox.net>
OKC, OK - Tuesday, May 20, 2008 8:47 AM CDT

Although I was never so fortunate as to meet Miss Penelope, I have a picture of her in my mind's eye....I see Penelope atop her daddy's shoulders wearing her nightie and her dress shoes, trekking to the park in search of her baby bottles! THAT is a picture of such love. I hope you find some comfort in the knowledge that Penelope HAD to know just how loved she was.
God bless you and comfort you all in this time of remembering.
Blessings, Tanner's Aunt Katie
www.caringbridge/visit/tannerevers
Katie Spaulding <grammypoppy2003@msn.com>
Jonestown, tx USA - Tuesday, May 20, 2008 8:09 AM CDT

YOUR FAMILY STORIES ALWAYS GAVE ME GREAT HOPE. IT IS WONDERFUL YOU HAVE WRITTEN THEM DOWN. WHAT PRECIOUS MEMORIES. JUST THINK YOUR ANGEL BABY WILL FOREVER BE CHASING BUTTERFLIES IN THE PRESENTS OF OUR LORD.
REBECCA EVERS(TANNER EVERS/CARINGBRIDGE) <EVERS34@AOL.COM>
LIBERTY HILL, TX USA - Tuesday, May 20, 2008 7:20 AM CDT

I saw a butterfly out on the deck this evening and didn't realize until just now how special it was that it is one of the first I've seen all spring. Your beautiful daughter will never, ever be forgotten by so many of us. Thank for sharing such beautiful memories and words - you are all in our thoughts and prayers tonight.

Karen, Kate and the Jacobs crew
www.caringbridge.org/visit/KateJacobs
Karen Hohertz-Jacobs
Prior Lake, MN - Monday, May 19, 2008 9:40 PM CDT

Thank you both for sharing such beautiful memories of a truly special little girl. Penelope touched many hearts and lives, mine included You could not help but be taken in by that sweet smile and those gorgeous eyes. My thoughts and prayers are with your family today.
Aimee, mom to Zachary and Angel Kendall, www.caringbridge.com/ny/kendall <aimee1@optonline.net>
Long Island, NY USA - Monday, May 19, 2008 9:18 PM CDT

Thinking of your family today and of your beautiful, precious daughter, Penelope. She is a true princess, living among all the beautiful butterflies up in heaven. She will never, never, never be forgotten by so many people around the world. Thank you for sharing her with all of us.
Carrie Boyko <cariboyko@yahoo.com>
Chula Vista , CA - Monday, May 19, 2008 8:52 PM CDT

Thinking of Penelope today as 4 butterflies emerged in Scott's 2nd grade classroom. Praying for your Butterfly catcher and your family. Love, Ellen
http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/seanhanson
http://www.loneliesthour.org
Ellen Hanson <ehanson89@aol.com>
Cape Cod, Ma - Monday, May 19, 2008 8:26 PM CDT

John and Catherine,
More people than you know are honoring your beautiful daughter on this day. My words always fall short of expressing my sincerest appologies for all that you have suffered. You're doing a beautiful thing by working on a cure and it's no surprise Penelope was such an amazing little girl, with you as parents. My prayers are with you on this day, and many others.
Anna Marjan
Chicago, IL USA - Monday, May 19, 2008 8:22 PM CDT

We think of you all so often and especially on this day.
Elizabeth, Harold and Sylvie Koenigsberg <ellek@nyc.rr.com>
New York, NY - Monday, May 19, 2008 8:13 PM CDT

As I tucked Morgan into bed tonight, we talked about her friend Penelope and looked at the picture we have of the two of them together at school. We are all so lucky to have known someone so special. Our thoughts are always with your family.
Chrissy Kiernan <chrissy@thekiernans.net>
New Canaan, CT - Monday, May 19, 2008 6:59 PM CDT

I lit a cnadle for you all at Mass yesterday. I imagie it is impossible to believe that you could have survived or endured 365 days without her.

Your pain is as palpable today as it was last year. I am so very sorry for the loss of this most amazingly beautiful, gifted and talented child. I am so sorry for your pain. I pray with all ny heart that one day soon your butterfly catcher will help you to know comfort and peace. I pray she will speak to you in a way only she can and tell you to be at peace knowing you moved heaven and earth for her life. I know it doesn't seem like much, but from my vantage point, the outside looking in...you are both heroes for having done so much to find a cure for Penelope.

I just love her name. Sweet and precious Penelope fly high and play hard. You are remembered each and every day.
Mindi <melindac40@comcast.net>
- Monday, May 19, 2008 6:47 PM CDT

An amazing poem! And John's words FILLED so many wonderful memories. It's just not enough. It's just not fair. I'm so sorry!
Angela Thomas <Email@ChristiThomas.com >
OH - Monday, May 19, 2008 6:01 PM CDT

Just letting you know that we're thinking of you and your family on this very difficult day.
Stephanie
sc - Monday, May 19, 2008 6:00 PM CDT

I think of little Penelope soo often and remeber her sweet smile , this day must be so hard for you and your family a year after Penelope passed away but I`m sure God will keep her safe with her by his side.
Louise <shaun_lyon@hotmail.com>
- Monday, May 19, 2008 4:26 PM CDT

You don't know me and I was not lucky enough to meet your beautiful Penelope but I feel like I know her because I've stared at her precious face on caring bridge and read every journal entry through choked tears that you two have written. I can imagine feeling every thing you say because you write so real. Our daughter was diagnosed with neuroblastoma last June and I feel so saddened by your journey. As you say, there are no words but oh, how I wish there was something comforting to say! Thinking of you all and praying for your family.
Colleen Schneider <cpschneider5@aol.com>
Greenwich, CT USA - Monday, May 19, 2008 3:29 PM CDT

I wanted to let you all know that I am thinking of you all today and remembering sweet Penelope a.k.a. the beautiful butterfly cathcher!!

She taught us all so much and I have thought of her often this past year! Penelope has a place in my heart and I want to Thank You All for sharing her with us!

May the Lord be with you all!

Lori/Angel_Wings
Lori <laugh4u@yahoo.com>
Bristol, TN USA - Monday, May 19, 2008 2:31 PM CDT

I, too, think of your beautiful Penelope when I see butterflies.

You are in my thoughts and prayers.
Roxann <horsesetc@msn.com>
Audubon, MN USA - Monday, May 19, 2008 1:57 PM CDT

John, Catherine, Isabelle, and Oliver,

I will be thinking of you all this week and especially this day. What an amazing little girl Penelope was. The memories you shared were so very vivid and heartfelt like the days when you would chronicle her life I truly felt I knew her even though I never had the HONOR of meeting her. Thank you as always for allowing us into your hearts and into your Penelope's world.

Love
Abra McKean
Mommy to Superhero Nate
10/24/01-6/16/07
Abra McKean <kristoform@hotmail.com>
SIlverdale, WA USA - Monday, May 19, 2008 1:34 PM CDT

Remembering Penelope today with a smile knowing that is how she would want to be remembered. Praying for all of you today and everyday.
Lisa Frieden <lmflaw@hotmail.com>
Carmel, IN - Monday, May 19, 2008 1:22 PM CDT

Thank you for sharing your thoughts. It was difficult to read the pain of missing Penelope as I could visualize each of your memories. When I have an extra frozen popsicle I think of the time you licked off the frost for Penelope one late night she insisted on going out for a icepop and they only had a deeply frozen one. That memory is how I think of your relationship with Penelope--adventure and fun filled, all the while protecting her.
Thy, Lucas' mom <tandctran@yahoo.com>
CA USA - Monday, May 19, 2008 12:52 AM CDT

John and Catherine,
These are such beautiful words and remembrances. When I see a butterfly I think of sweet Penelope, and it brings a smile to my face.
Terrill
Terrill Saxon <terrill_saxon@baylor.edu>
Hewitt, TX - Monday, May 19, 2008 12:27 AM CDT

John and Catherine,
My heart aches as I read your poem and thoughts of your sweet Penelope. I am so sorry this is a day you have to have in your lives. It should be anniversaries of good and happy times now and in the future. But your angel will stay by your side and in your hearts forever and forever as all of our children do. I hope and pray the day is not too difficult for you.

Pat Tallungan
Pat Tallungan <ptall@mindspring.com>
Bloomingdale, IL - Monday, May 19, 2008 12:12 AM CDT

John and Catherine,
What a beautiful tribute to sweet Penelope. She touched so many lives and had such an amazing spirit. We are thinking of you today and sending all the love we have your way.
Love,
The Hutchisons
Margot and Neil Hutchison <hutchisonmargot@yahoo.com>
San Diego, CA - Monday, May 19, 2008 12:11 AM CDT

Tears in the eyes of a complete stranger. Thoughts out to you and your family...you are braver than anybody can imagine to survive such a horrible loss.

Marni Debra Brown <mdbrown18@yahoo.com>
Chicago, IL - Monday, May 19, 2008 12:04 AM CDT

What a beautiful way to honor your baby. Thank you for sharing these memories with us. I can picture her doing some of these things you mentioned...I have never met your family but you write with such color and passion that I can vision it in my head. My heart is breaking that you had to go through this, and that you have to go through it daily. It makes me so angry. THIS is why I do the little bit that I can to find a cure, she is in my heart forever too.
www.brenda-chad.blogspot.com
Brenda Preiste <bkborg@frontiernet.net>
Columbus, NE - Monday, May 19, 2008 12:01 AM CDT

John and Catherine,

Thank you for sharing so much about Penelope. The more we get to know her through your stories, the more we feel honored and appreciative of the gifts she gave to you every day. Thinking of you on this day, and every day.
The Mikulak's
San Diego, CA USA - Monday, May 19, 2008 11:50 AM CDT

Dear John and Catherine,

Thank you for the beautiful tribute to your precious Penelope. Many tears, much love, and great admiration for a true Princess and you her beautiful parents,
Donna Ludwinski <ludfarm@arvig.net>
Park Rapids, MN - Monday, May 19, 2008 11:23 AM CDT

Thinking of Penelope today and always. I can't believe it's been 1 year. You were the cutest butterfly catcher in the world!
Susy <bbmanduley@bellsouth.net>
Miami, FL USA - Monday, May 19, 2008 11:07 AM CDT

One so special and beautiful will not be forgotten. Sending love and prayers.
Beth Sullivan
- Monday, May 19, 2008 10:45 AM CDT

John, Catherine, Isabelle and Oliver,
I woke up this morning a bit depressed. It took me a few hours to realize the significance of the day and, perhaps, the root cause of my sadness.
Thank you for sharing Penelope with all of us.
Thinking of you,
Jen Draper
Jennifer Draper
Little Rock, AR USA - Monday, May 19, 2008 10:39 AM CDT

Thinking of you guys on this day. Sending hugs and prayers your way.
Tammy Morgan
NC - Monday, May 19, 2008 9:32 AM CDT

May your memories give you strength. Always know that you are in our thoughts. All our love, Danielle and Thomas
Danielle stedina <danielle203@gmail.com>
Larchmont , NY USA - Monday, May 19, 2008 9:18 AM CDT

Thinking of all of you on this anniversary of Penelope's passing. Hoping that you fill the day with wonderful, loving memories of your angel and the amazing child she was. She has impacted the world more in her few years than many of us do in a lifetime. My love to all the London's today.
Linda Wellendorf <lmwultimt@aol.com>
Youngstown, Oh USA - Monday, May 19, 2008 9:14 AM CDT

Wishing your family peace on this very tough day. I will never forget your beautiful Penelope! She will always be an inspiration for me.
Vicki Morton <vsmorton@optonline.net>
Greenwich, CT - Monday, May 19, 2008 8:26 AM CDT

Thinking today of you and your unforgettable little girl!
The Stiles family
http://www.caringbridge.org/visit/laurastiles
Mara Stiles <ozman1@optonline.net>
Boonton Township, NJ - Monday, May 19, 2008 8:07 AM CDT

Don't know you personally but am thinking of you and your family today. God Bless you all.
Amy Grady <amyg@capitaltower.com>
Lincoln, NE - Monday, May 19, 2008 8:06 AM CDT

Praying for you on this difficult day.
Elizabeth Velderman
IA - Monday, May 19, 2008 7:22 AM CDT

Thinking of precious Penelope today and holding
your family so very close in our prayers.
Trish/Angel_Wings/AngelWingsRemembers <Boyerangeltrish@aol.com>
Kingston, TN USA - Monday, May 19, 2008 6:31 AM CDT

God blesss you all and may he continue to mend your broken hearts.
Tracy/Angel_Wings <maverickmom08@sbcglobal.net>
- Monday, May 19, 2008 5:13 AM CDT

Thinking of you all and Penelope. Sharing your pain...

Susan
mom to ^Nathan^

Susan Gentry <sogren@rocketmail.com>
Colorado Springs, CO - Sunday, May 18, 2008 9:49 PM CDT

Thinking of you on the eve of Penelope's anniversary. Her life has served as an inspiration to so many. Thank you for sharing her with the world. We wish you continued strength, comfort and peace.
Cindy
Rochester, NY - Sunday, May 18, 2008 7:27 PM CDT

Praying for peace for your family on the eve of this sad anniversary. I continue to think of Penelope often.
Christine
Vienna, VA - Sunday, May 18, 2008 6:49 PM CDT

Thinking of you all today.
Naomi
melbourne, vic australia - Sunday, May 18, 2008 4:57 PM CDT

Thinking of your family and a precious
little girl who left tiny little foot prints
through out my heart.
An Invitation to all Prayer Warriors:

The Prayer Warriors at Angel_Wings

are holding a Prayer Vigil on Monday,

May 19th, between 8-9 pm EST for

all the children, teens and adults on our

prayer lists and our Angel Wings Remembers

families.

Please join us Monday night. All prayers are welcome!

Trish/AngelWingsRemembers <Boyerangeltrish@aol.com>
Kingston, TN USA - Sunday, May 18, 2008 6:36 AM CDT

May God bless and keep you.....always
Stacie D
Louisville, KY USA - Saturday, May 17, 2008 9:37 PM CDT

Letting you know that I remember your precious angel today~`My heart aches for you so much~I don't know if you remember me but I followed this brave little soul during her journey all last year while my little angel Skylar~Jade fought her battle with an inoperable brainstem tumor(DIPG)~I know that Heaven is having a beautiful celebration today!~I can just see our angels sliding down all those rainbows and chasing all the pretty butterflies~~I will NEVER forget Penelope~ My angel will celebrate her 1st Angelversary on August 2,2008~~I know it seems like it was just yesterday when they went back home to Heaven...and yet it also seems like it has been forever already~~
YOU WILL FOREVER BE IN MY HEART AND PRAYERS~~LOVE AND BLESSINGS~~CONNIEJO mommyto SKYLAR~JADE (DIPG)"the Angel in Heaven's Rainbow Garden"
www.myspace.com/angelsforskylarjade
www.caringbridge.org/visit/skylarjademaxson
http://tuesdayschild.homestead.com/SkylarJade.html
http://tuesdayschild.homestead.com/SkylerJPhotos.html
http://rememberedbyus.com/SkylarJadeMaxson/
www.icouldbeyourchild.org (to learn about DIPG children)
www.skylar-jade.virtual-memorials.com (my newest work in progress for her)
http://skylarjade-maxsonangelinheavensrainbowgarden.gonetoosoon.co.uk/my_index.php

ConnieJo(Angel Wings/Angel Wings Remember)m <conniejomaxson@yahoo.com>
Monticello, IN USA - Saturday, May 17, 2008 1:19 PM CDT

Yes, Penelope has indeed left an imprint on my heart. My niece continues to battle nb, and often I think of Penelope and you her parents in the battle that you fought. Penelope resembles my younger sister when she was about Penelope's age. I have a vivid picture in my mind when Penelopes name is mentioned or when I think of her. I take it as a que from Penelope to stop what I am doing right there and then and pray for my niece and all nb fighters and also to ask Penelope and all the children who are now in a position to bring our prayers to the throne of God and pray for there friends who are still fighting. I also ask God to bring peace to the parents of those who are not here with us. We will Never forget your Penelope
dana
reserve, la U.S - Saturday, May 17, 2008 0:40 AM CDT

Your in my thoughts and prayers this week! May God be watching over you always!!!
Jamie Angel Camerons Mommy <jamie.carey1@yahoo.com www.caringbridge.com/ok/cameronc>
ok - Friday, May 16, 2008 10:56 AM CDT

Showering your family with love and prayers.
Jennifer <jennifer@kidscancercrusade.org>
- Thursday, May 15, 2008 10:31 PM CDT

Belated Happy Mother's Day to a great mother. Thinking of all of you during this time. Love, Teresa
Teresa Saputo Crerend <teresasaputo@yahoo.com>
bedford corners, ny - Thursday, May 15, 2008 7:55 PM CDT

Penelope has been very heavy on my heart right now. This month is also my birthday, Katie's birthday, and my mother's birthday. I remember last year that we had those milestones right after Penelope died...it just isn't right. NB is an evil beast. We're thinking of you...
Michele Krize (www.caringbridge.org/visit/katiekrize) <mkrize@sc.rr.com>
Florence, SC USA - Thursday, May 15, 2008 6:33 PM CDT

INVITATION TO ALL PRAYER WARRIORS:
The Prayer Warriors at Angel_Wings
are holding a Prayer Vigil on Monday,
May 19th, between 8-9 pm EST for Penelope
and all the children, teens and adults on our
prayer lists and our Angel Wings Remembers
families.

Please join us Monday evening. All prayers are welcome.

Polly from AngelWingsRemembers <angel_polly1511@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, May 15, 2008 4:30 PM CDT

Letting you know that you are still in our prayers,especially at this most difficult time for you.
Much love and many prayers.
Lisa Crabtree
Speedwell, TN USA - Thursday, May 15, 2008 12:03 AM CDT

I miss you so very much.It hurts so much not to see that beautiful face. when you showed me your funny doctor's face and we both laughed so hard it made me tingle with pure joy. i visited the grave sight twice this weekend looking for butterflies near the trees and lake. You are part of me,my angel ----Grandpa Billy
william London
rye, ny westchester - Thursday, May 15, 2008 10:08 AM CDT

Remembering Penelope today and always. She is in the hearts of many and will never be forgotten.
Keeping you all in my prayers.
Kylise Howell
Douglasville, GA - Thursday, May 15, 2008 9:32 AM CDT

Thinking of your beautiful girl and lifting you in prayer.

Blessings, Tanner's Aunt Katie
www.caringbridge.org/visit/tannerevers
Katie Spaulding <grammypoppy2003@msn.com>
Jonestown, tx USA - Wednesday, May 14, 2008 10:16 PM CDT

Sending our Love, Thoughts and Prayers this time of year for your family.
Mary Lou and BobTressler <bobbolink@aol.com>
Hebron, , NY 12832 - Wednesday, May 14, 2008 6:47 PM CDT

Penelope is often in my thoughts especially at this time of year with everything looking as beautiful as her smile
louise
- Wednesday, May 14, 2008 1:35 PM CDT

Your Penelope touched the heart of many.
Thank you for sharing her with us.
a neuroblastoma mom
- Wednesday, May 14, 2008 6:53 AM CDT

Our hearts are breaking with you! Your princess is missed!
the Thomas team
Tiffin, OH - Tuesday, May 13, 2008 4:10 PM CDT

Thank you for the update. You are in my thoughts and prayers all the time. Worry not for you shall see and be with her again and then for always. Peter
Peter Sharp <Mobydickwh@aol.com>
Providence, RI USA - Tuesday, May 13, 2008 10:50 AM CDT

Thank you for the entry. I have thought about you guys continously. Keeping you guys in my thoughts and prayers.
Tammy
NC - Tuesday, May 13, 2008 7:10 AM CDT

Through your journaling, I can feel your hurt. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.
Jay King
- Monday, May 12, 2008 3:26 PM CDT

Thinking of your family and praying that you are able to feel some peace in the coming days. May you feel Peneleope with you....
Kim
- Monday, May 12, 2008 1:37 PM CDT

Hello,
I met your little girl just briefly in the little kitchenette room at Sloan while in NY with my nephew. She was such a sweetie. Please know I think of you all often.
Deb Maher
www.coins4kids.org

Deb Maher <season324@aol.com>
Libertyville, IL - Monday, May 12, 2008 12:21 AM CDT

Again I come to this page to see the sweet smile of your Penelope. Your words break my heart and I silently whisper a prayer for your family. I am planning a trip to New York this summer with specific plans to go to Central Park, just to visit Penelope's Memorial.
Prayers from Texas.
Habitat for HOPE Prayer Partner

Dede Taylor <dedetaylor@hotmail.com>
Hardin, TX - Monday, May 12, 2008 8:19 AM CDT

Happy Mother's Day Catherine...I know your heart breaks without your girl. I am so sorry. You are prayed for today and every day!
Mindi <melindac40@comcast.net>
- Sunday, May 11, 2008 10:13 PM CDT

Thinking of you on mother's day and everyday :) Penelope has touched so many of our lives, and you should know what a gift she and your amazing family is! :)
Em Galbraith <emily.galbraith@gmail.com>
Greensboro, NC - Sunday, May 11, 2008 7:13 PM CDT

Thinking of sweet Penelope and your family today and everyday. God bless you.
Katie Boyd
Menifee, Ca United States - Sunday, May 11, 2008 3:59 PM CDT

I've been a lurker for a long time. Your Penelope can and will never be forgotten. She had so much to offer the world and the world to her, and you have honored her memory by creating a foundation which will hopefully put an end to this awful disease someday. As I often say, the only "C" word children should know is candy. I wish you a happy Mother's Day and hope that the wonderful memories of your beautiful little girl will help to sustain you always.
J. Newman <imyael@gmail.com>
Boca Raton, FL USA - Sunday, May 11, 2008 3:55 PM CDT

Wishing you a Happy Mother's Day, Catherine. I know this must be a very tough day for you and a particularly hard time of year. I think of your family and Penelope every day. Wishing you peace as you move forward and continue to deal with the loss of your precious little girl.
Vicki Morton <vsmorton@optonline.net>
Greenwich, CT - Sunday, May 11, 2008 3:17 PM CDT

Remembering your beautiful girl.
Beth S
Orleans, MA USA - Sunday, May 11, 2008 12:20 AM CDT

Dear London Family,
My son and I chased butterflies in Penelope's honor the other day. We're thinking of your family and saying extra prayers as the anniversary of her passing approaches. The backdrop of typing is so cold, but in the warmest way I wish you, above all, love to get you through the hardest times.
Anna Marjan
Chicago, IL USA - Saturday, May 10, 2008 2:15 PM CDT

I think of your beautiful Penelope so often, and remember the shock of coming in to the office and checking her site that day last May. You are in my thoughts and prayers this month and always.
LisaW from Friends of Heroes
Morgantown, WV - Saturday, May 10, 2008 9:32 AM CDT

Remembering Penelope and praying for you all.
Kylise Howell
Douglasville, GA - Thursday, May 8, 2008 7:11 AM CDT

remembering Penelope...stay in love and faith of all that is good and beautiful
nasreen
austin, tx - Tuesday, May 6, 2008 9:36 PM CDT

I think of your family often and wonder how you are doing. Each new season brings it's very own challenges. Almost 4 years out, I still struggle with changes of the season, holidays and day to day life at times. It never ever goes away, but I can tell you that the pain~the breathtaking pain, becomes easier to live with and doesn't keep you down as long. Hold on. You will see her again. I have to believe that for my Michaela and you have to believe that for Penelope. Be kind and patient with yourself and each other.
Kimberly Mease~http://www.caringbridge.org/pa/michaelaann <kdknd@comcast.net>
Lancaster, PA USA - Monday, May 5, 2008 8:56 PM CDT

Thinking of you!!!! In love, thoughts and especially prayers.
Tony V. Locklear <nativeelderassist@yahoo.com>
Maxton, NC - Tuesday, April 29, 2008 9:54 PM CDT

Your beautiful girl and her family have been on my heart recently. Though I never had the great priviledge of meeting Ms. Penelope, she springs to mind when I see a butterfly. As spring is bursting forth in Texas, I have many reminders fluttering about my yard. You all remain in our prayers.
Bless you, Tanner's Aunt Katie
www.caringbridge.org/visit/tannerevers
Katie Spaulding <grammypoppy2003@msn.com>
Jonestown, Texas USA - Monday, April 28, 2008 10:19 PM CDT

Your beautiful Penelope will always have a special place in my heart; you are always in my thoughts and prayers. Thank you for sharing your little girl with us.
p. garza
frisco, tx usa - Friday, April 25, 2008 7:27 PM CDT

We've been thinking a lot about Penelope lately. I can only imagine how difficult this time of year is for you with May approaching.....wishing you continued strength. The memorial in Central Park sounds so beautiful.....we are planning to take Lauren to visit it soon. Penelope will always be in our hearts.
Pamela Kauppila <pkauppila@nyc.rr.com>
New York, NY - Thursday, April 24, 2008 7:42 PM CDT

Penelope most certainly is chasing the most beautiful butterflies in God's magnificent garden - and she IS everything now ....... her dreams have most definitely come true ..... you are in my prayers and I'm glad you are always honest - no one should be expecting your pain to be "better" or whatever .....
Mary Lee Carrigan <mary_robb@bellsouth.net>
Gallatin, TN - Thursday, April 24, 2008 2:32 PM CDT

Your beautiful Penelope is always in my heart. I can't wait to see her memorial on my next visit to NY! I think of your family so often and continue to pray for peace and comfort.
Lisa Evans <lisaraesc@yahoo.com>
Lexington, SC - Saturday, April 19, 2008 10:10 PM CDT

An Invitation to all Prayer Warriors:

The Prayer Warriors at Angel_Wings
are holding a Prayer Vigil this Saturday,
April 19th, between 8-9 pm EST for Penelope
and all the children, teens and adults on our
prayer lists and our Angel Wings Remembers
families.

Please join us in prayer this Saturday night.

Angel_Wings

The Spirit of April
By: Mary E Linton �

I am the Spirit of April.
Did you not hear me come?
Violets nod in the meadow;
See, I have brought you some.
I opened your gate so gently,
Fearing to make you start;
I bring you a note of gladness
Out of the song in my heart.

Polly from Angel Wings Remembers
- Friday, April 18, 2008 5:01 PM CDT

I cannot even fathom your pain, but please know you and your family are always in my prayers!

Please know that I'm praying you through the valleys and vast abyss of emptiness for your sweet baby girl!
Dawn Pickens <dpickens_42@yahoo.com>
Beaumont, Tx - Friday, April 18, 2008 4:05 PM CDT

Thinking of you and your precious Penelope.
Cara <cmm0273@hotmail.com>
E. Lansing, Mi - Friday, April 18, 2008 10:18 AM CDT

You are in my thoughts. I "check-in" on you and beautiful Penelope's site often. It was nice to hear from you. I wish you peace.
Amy Brown
Gleason, WI - Wednesday, April 16, 2008 1:57 PM CDT

I have been thinking of your family a lot lately. I was happy to see the update. I can't imagine how hard it must be for you as the one year mark approaches and Penelope's magnolias are blooming. My heart goes out to you all.
Vicki Morton <vsmorton@optonline.net>
Greenwich, CT - Tuesday, April 15, 2008 10:34 AM CDT

I am thinking of you and your beautiful Penelope.
With love,
Olivia Mussett <olivemuss@yahoo.com>
Sand Lake, NY - Monday, April 14, 2008 8:53 AM CDT

Dear Londons, After reading your last entry, I thought again of what a strong soul resided inside your daughter. I am re-reading a book by Luigi Giussani, "The Religious Sense". It is not an easy read (hence the re-read) but he speaks in depth of our human quest for Truth and how Reality overflows with this Truth but we must learn to see it. On my first read I can't say I understood it well but I did say to myself, "I know this...this makes sense to me." The closest I could get to understand my "knowing" were memories from my childhood. Then I stumbled upon a book by the Irish writer John Waters ("Lapsed Agnostic") who also commented on Giussani's work and he too related an understanding of it to himself as a child and how children naturally grasp the Real all about them. But when I read about Penelope, I wonder if she took that understanding to a whole new level. She saw Beauty everywhere. Thank you for sharing her with us. With much respect and many prayers...
Tara S. McCaffrey <fp41@aol.com>
Bronx, NY - Saturday, April 12, 2008 1:49 PM CDT

I continue to pray for your family. Penelope's smile will be on my mind every time I see a flower in bloom this spring. I hope to visit her garden some day. God Bless.
Anna Marjan
Chicago, IL USA - Friday, April 11, 2008 9:18 PM CDT

We will visit the rock and remember Penelope. -- Joseph Sullivan and family.
Joseph Sullivan <joe.sullivan@yahoo.com>
Brooklyn, NY USA - Friday, April 11, 2008 6:15 PM CDT

On my mind and Penelope is forever in my heart! You are in my prayers always.
Dawn Pickens <dpickens_42@yahoo.com>
Beaumont, TX - Thursday, April 10, 2008 3:20 PM CDT

Keeping you all in my thoughts and prayers.
Kylise Howell
Douglasville, GA - Wednesday, April 9, 2008 9:16 AM CDT

Hello from Nebraska. I often think of Penelope...especially when I see butterflies! I haven't written in a very long time. My granddaughter is Charli Ann Preister (www.brenda-chad.blogspot.com)and was diagnosed with neuroblastoma in March of 2007 when she was just 7 months old. She is currently NED although the tumor is still present in her spinal area (but shrinking!) I remember "meeting" Penelope shortly after Charli was diagnosed. I am going to be visiting my aunt in New York City in May (13-17) and was wondering if you have made any more plans for Penelope's memorial. I will try to check your site for updates. May God continue to comfort your family as you miss your sweet Penelope.

Charli's Grandma
Jody Preister <jody223@hotmail.com>
Humphrey, NE USA - Tuesday, April 8, 2008 3:10 PM CDT

I was thinking of Penelope and your family today. You are always in our thoughts.
Chrissy Kiernan <chrissy@thekiernans.net>
New Canaan, CT - Tuesday, April 8, 2008 10:06 AM CDT

Just thinking about Penelope and you all today. Sending positive thoughts, good vibes, and prayers your way.
Emma
Seattle, WA USA - Friday, April 4, 2008 6:36 PM CDT

I pray for you all often. My 3 year old daughter loves to send kisses and hugs to Penelope. God Bless you all.

Anna Heatherly <fletchmouse@bellsouth.net>
Dinwiddie, va - Thursday, April 3, 2008 7:26 AM CDT

I often think of sweet Penelope and her family ,hoping you have loads of memories of her pretty little face.God Bless
louise <shaun_lyon@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, April 2, 2008 12:09 AM CDT

I think of you so often and miss you more than ever. You are always in my heart. Grandpa Billy.
william london
Rye, ny - Friday, March 28, 2008 10:45 AM CDT

It's beginning to look a lot like spring here in California....and soon the butterflies will be fluttering about the garden. I will stop to remember your sweet Penelope. I want to say "thank you" for sharing your amazing daughter Penelope with so many. She has taught us all life lessons about what is importaat in this life. She will continue to show herself to you and I will continue to pray that you will find that much needed peace and comfort, and may you all experience some happy new beginnings this springtime. You are loved by so many Penelope.
Susan <susan.craft@sbcglobal.net>
Orangevale, CA - Tuesday, March 25, 2008 7:39 PM CDT

Just thinking of Penelope this morning and stopping by to see her smile. I am praying for your family, as always.
Christine
Vienna, VA - Monday, March 24, 2008 8:14 AM CDT

Dear Catherine and John,
We met a little girl named Penelope the other day and Noah told her family about "his Penelope". She is in his thoughts and heart. She is always in all of our thoughts and hearts.
Sending love to your family.
Lisa, Eric, Noah and Gabriel Shaub <lisaml@earthlink.net>
New York, NY - Sunday, March 23, 2008 7:06 PM CDT

My thoughts and prayers are with you this Easter weekend.
Mindy
Lansing, MI - Saturday, March 22, 2008 12:12 AM CDT

THIS DAY'S GREATEST GIFTS
We can't change the past�
But we can gather up
It's lessons and move on,
Stronger and wiser.
We can't control the future�
But we can send our dreams
Ahead of us
To help prepare the way.
We can live each moment�
Heart and soul,
And cherish this day's
Greatest gift�
The gift of now.
May peace with the past
And faith in the future,
Gently guide you through each
Precious moment of Today.
I pray you have a Blessed Easter
MJ/Angel_Wings <marijeighn@gmail.com>
Orlando, Fl - Friday, March 21, 2008 1:35 PM CDT

Just want you to know I continue to stop in to take a peek at Penelope's picture--so very beautiful--she still touches my heart in a way I cannot explain. Spring is here and the butterflies will soon start dancing in front of my office window--there were so many last year and each one reminded me of Penelope and how very important it is to appreciate every moment we are blessed with.
Randee Ferry-Max's Annee Ranee <randee@cox.net>
La Mesa, Ca USA - Thursday, March 20, 2008 11:43 AM CDT

I just wanted to stop by to let you know that you have all been in my thoughts and prayers so much lately. Penelope is always remembered.

Love,
Olivia
Olivia Nunez <olivia.nunez@gmail.com>
Whitestone, NY - Wednesday, March 19, 2008 9:12 PM CDT

My prayers and thought are with you all. I was once in her place when i was 10 months old but by GOD grace i made it through to tell about it. 53 children lost the battle that same year in 1983. I am now turning 26 next year. May God bless you all as your little one is watching over you. She was a very special little girl.
Valerie Shortt <shorttberdy@aol.com>
manchester, tn usa - Wednesday, March 19, 2008 4:19 PM CDT

Dear London family,
I, a complete stranger to you who never even met Penelope, think of Penelope often (especially when I see butterflies). Just looking at her picture makes me smile. So it only makes sense that you would think of her every second of every day. Your stories of her paint a picture of such a beautiful little girl, inside and out. God put everything that is precious and pure into Penelope. Thank you again for sharing her with all of us. Penelope will never be forgotten by so many.
Carrie <cariboyko@yahoo.com>
Chula Vista , CA - Thursday, March 13, 2008 11:12 PM CDT

London Family,
Just wanted to let you know that I was thinking of you. I continue to pray for your family, that you may experience joy and happiness through the memories of your beloved Penelope. God Bless You.
Anna Marjan
Chicago, IL USA - Wednesday, March 12, 2008 8:24 PM CDT

I think of you and pray for your family everyday. :)

<3 Katie
Katie Boyd
Menifee, Ca - Monday, March 10, 2008 4:22 PM CDT

My heart aches for you...I suppose the loss of Penelope is a wound that won't ever really heal....each day must be a struggle for you; she was such a bright, beautiful light; I know that she lives on in Oliver, Isabelle, and Mom and Dad.

Just wanted to express my thanks to you for sharing Penelope with us. It is a blessing and honor to know her story. I am in awe of the graceful and courageous manner in which your daughter lived her much-too-short life.
Shirley <schan031@yahoo.com>
ny, ny - Thursday, March 6, 2008 1:18 PM CST

I am a mother with 3 grown children and 4 grandchildren. I just want you to know I followed the saga of your dear Penelope with much sadness, not even being close to imagining the pain you went through watching your sweet child suffer and die. My thoughts and prayers are with you. I have a good friend whose daughter, Briana, passed away at age 18 from a brain tumor. The only comfort I could give her parents, and you as well, is that I truely believe this life is just one grain of sand on the beach, and your precious daughter will be happy beyond our understanding in the next one.
Rita Montano
Hoffman Estates, IL 60169 - Wednesday, March 5, 2008 11:40 AM CST

Hi!Lin here from Fla. Checking in on you and praying for you all that peace inhabits each day for you. When My daughter Lori passed away I remember how difficult it was. People ask me even today what it is like. I always think to myself what a stupid question. Just think.....but I tell them it doesnt get easier just "different". I guess there are no 12 steps to grief. Everyone goes thru it at their own pace. May your days be easier and may the memories never fade. They dont..the good ones out weigh the bad always..Much love, Lin, Jim, Angel lori, Mike, Amy n Jimmy-Joe~* http://www.caringbridge.org/fl/jimmyjoe/
Lin <jimmyk1@bellsouth.net>
Boca Raton, Fl. USofA - Sunday, March 2, 2008 6:52 AM CST

Still praying for you all and wishing you Peace.
Lynn Standish
Manchester, NH USA - Thursday, February 28, 2008 7:05 PM CST

I thought of Penelope today and came to check in on her family. No matter how many times I have seen it before, the pic on her home page always makes me smile.
I continue to pray for you all.
Blessings, Tanner's Aunt Katie
www.caringbridge.org/visit/tannerevers
Katie Spaulding <grammypoppy2003@msn.com>
Jonestown, tx USA - Thursday, February 28, 2008 5:17 PM CST

I love to read how you are, the loss of Penelope must be so great but one day you will be back together in Heaven.
Penelope stories still make me smile. Thinking and praying for you.
louise
- Wednesday, February 27, 2008 3:19 PM CST

John and Catherine - I think Oliver talks about superheroes a lot because he is related to one...he must be so inspired by his sister Penelope who is a superhero to all of us. Thanks again for the support last week. It meant the world to Mike and me.
Michele Krize (www.caringbridge.org/visit/katiekrize) <mkrize@sc.rr.com>
Florence, SC USA - Tuesday, February 26, 2008 5:10 PM CST

Dear John, Catherine, Isabelle and Oliver,
Thank you for sharing...it is always nice to hear news from you. I think of beautiful Penelope often and hope that you are doing as well as can be. I think the pain must never end, but perhaps time takes the edge off of it. Penelope and your family will be in my heart always.
Olivia Mussett <olivemuss@yahoo.com>
Sand Lake, NY - Monday, February 25, 2008 2:51 PM CST

Hello London Family:
I have followed your journey when I found your link on a prayer website www.asherandjacobsfriends.com I would love for you to stay on this site so that we can continue to pray for you. Please see the below information that we as users of the site need to send so that you can remain on the site
Dear Friends,
Asher and Jacob's Friends is working hard to strengthen the regulations regarding when a link is posted on our site. This is for three reasons (1) to protect the privacy of the family (2) to protect our site from legal issues (3) to take a step towards becoming a foundation. It is very important to us that a family has the choice to have their site posted and we apologize for not taking this step sooner.
We know many of you are facing serious situations at the moment and we apologize for adding yet another burden to your plate. It is our hope you understand that we would not be doing this if it was not necessary. We are asking EVERY family that would like to remain on the site respond to this email by emailing back to Laura:
If you never wanted to be on the list or didn't even know you were on it, I apologize deeply. It was never our intention to hurt you in any way or to take away your right to privacy. This is the reason we are doing this now, as we recognize how out of control the site became. We have always had good intentions but we know good intentions is not enough. Please contact Laura if you would like to discuss this further.
Thank you so much for taking time to do this. Please know our prayers are with all of your families. If there is ever anything you need, please let us know. May God bless all of you as you continue on your journey.
Laura Lynn and all at Asher and Jacob's Friends
please email laurainsem@yahoo.com a copy of the registration form completed. We know many of you have been on this site for a while and have made it clear to us you wanted to be added. Right now though, this is not enough. If you never filled out this form, it must be done! Please complete this form by April 8, 2008 otherwise you will be removed.
1. Loved one's first and last name:
2. Birthdate (and day they journeyed to Heaven if applicable):
3. Main Diagnosis:
4. Location:
5. Webpage:
6. Email:
7. Photos in jpg format if you would like it used on this site (only used for site):
8. Your name and your relation to this person(s):
9. Any particular prayer requests you have at this moment:
CAO
- Monday, February 25, 2008 12:21 AM CST

Hello John, Catherine, Isabelle and Oliver,
"Better" is a relative term. "Better" means that today holds more heartwarming memories than sad ones. "Better" means that today makes at least one new, happy memory along with the reminder of how much your little Butterfly Catcher would have enjoyed sharing it with you. "Better" means realizing that, because of Penelope and what she went through, we can all make a difference today for someone else in the world. Most importantly, "Better" is what this world is, simply because Penelope shared it with us for awhile.
Here's to hoping that today is another "Better" day for you.
Love and Rainbow Smiles to You All,
Dawn Dorsett

Dawn Dorsett
North East, MD - Friday, February 22, 2008 5:50 AM CST

Hello - I am a long time prayer warrior - came to your site from Christi Thomas site. Still check in to see how you are doing. Always want to sign the guestbook with how much I love Penelope's name...Penelope Jane London - that has movie star quality to that name...it is beautiful just as Penelope was. Take Care.
Kathy
North St. Paul, MN USA - Tuesday, February 19, 2008 1:55 PM CST

Thank you for sharing,caring,daring...!!
Joe Fraher <tennisfan1953@comcast.net>
- Sunday, February 17, 2008 4:45 AM CST

Thinking of your family. Thanks for sharing your wonderful stories and memories. God Bless, Love Ellen
http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/seanhanson
http://www.loneliesthour.org
Ellen Hanson <ehanson89@aol.com>
Cape Cod, Ma - Saturday, February 16, 2008 10:49 AM CST

We think of Penelope often. Driving into the city recently, William recalled his playdate with her as we passed the westside. She was such a happy happy child. Sending strong and happy vibes your way. Love, Teresa
teresa saputo-crerend <crerend@msn.com>
bedford, ny - Friday, February 15, 2008 5:30 PM CST

ATTENTION PRAYER WARRIORS:

Please join us in prayer for Angel Penelope Jane�s family and the families on our Angel Wings Remembers prayer lists on Tuesday, February 19th, between the hours of 8-9 p.m. EST.

"Forever in Our Hearts" _______________________

"Love shortens time, charms the hours. Love is invincible. Many waters cannot quench it, nor floods drown it. The supreme happiness of life is the conviction that we are loved." ~~ Anonymous. Source: "Blessings" for Thursday, February 14th.

Polly from Angel Wings Remembers <angel_polly1511@yahoo.com>
Rolette, ND USA - Friday, February 15, 2008 2:59 PM CST

John, Catherine, Isabelle & Oliver,
My thoughts continue to be with you all. I am sure your pain is indescribable, and I don't think anyone would expect you to be feeling any "better", whatever that means. Penelope brought so much joy and love into all your lives and I know you miss her more than any words can express. I have had the pleasure of seeing Isabelle a few times and she is so lovely and beautiful, she looks so much like Catherine. You are often in my thoughts. Take care,

Lily Blank <lewb2@aol.com>
New York, NY - Friday, February 15, 2008 12:28 AM CST

Hi, just wanted to let you know that i'm thinking of you and penelope always, i couldn't possibly imagine the pain you are going through.
There is a young girl from the UK who died on the same day as Penelope did (19th May 07), and if you wanted to know her site is http://charlotte.baines.gonetoosoon.co.uk
Thank you for sharing all your stories with us, it must be very hard.
Love and blessings to you all,
Kath.
Kath
UK - Thursday, February 14, 2008 3:24 PM CST

I have never signed before, but having been reading your page for a long time. We lost our oldest grandchild to Leukemia 12/15/2005. She was 16 and I believe all of these kids that are stricken with this horrible cancer are such special kids. They seem to never think about themselves or complain. Alex always worried about everyone else. We miss her every minute of every day. http//www.caringbridge.org/visit/alexandra is her site. It does not seem to get any easier for any of us as we love her and miss her so much. I know the only thing that keeps her Mom, Dad and our entire family going is knowing that she is with our Lord Jesus Christ. She is happy and pain free and if we live right, we will see her again one day. I try and check on all of the families that I have been checking on for over three years now. I also try and remember each family in my prayers.
sharon mason <smason@trans-western.com>
fresno, ca fresno - Thursday, February 14, 2008 2:41 PM CST

Happy Valentine's Day Sweet Angel Penelope!

You are all in my thoughts and prayers.
Peace to you.
Kylise Howell
Douglasville, GA - Thursday, February 14, 2008 9:49 AM CST

Thinking of you all and remembering your angel Penelope.
Robin Brunet <robinb@start.ca>
Bradford, Ontario Canada - Thursday, February 14, 2008 7:48 AM CST

Thanks for sharing some "Penelope" stories with us! I miss her too!
Christi's Mom (Angela) <Email@ChristiThomas.com >
- Wednesday, February 13, 2008 7:57 PM CST

Dear little angel Penelope....

I know this is a day early but happy Valentines day to a sweet little angel. Mommy and Daddy and your brother and sister alll miss you dearly. I hope your catching many butterflies in heaven..

Dear London family... I can't imagine the pain your enduring without your sweet child. It has to be raw and my thoughts and prayers are with you all daily. I remeber reading you updates before penelope's passing and continuing to check on you all throughout the past 7 months. Take care and give your kids some extra hugs from everyone out in caringbridge land. We think of you more often that you know...
Sue Milam <smmilam_07@msn.com>
LeSueur , MN - Wednesday, February 13, 2008 2:11 PM CST

Such a beautiful entry about a beautiful little girl.
Laura
Farmerville, LA - Wednesday, February 13, 2008 12:38 AM CST

Thank you for the recent update and for sharing Penelope's life with us. The way you wrote about Penelope made me feel like I knew her a little bit and your family,too. I grew to care about you all even though we've never met. I will never forget her.
Rachel Riebel <riebs@comcast.net>
Lancaster, PA USA - Monday, February 11, 2008 10:10 PM CST

Dear London Family,

Thank you so much for sending out the periodic update. I am sure it must be extremely hard. I do want to agree with many others who have signed (and many others who have not) that Penelope has touched so many lives, including mine. Your family will always be in our prayers as Penelope's legacy will always be in our hearts and minds.
Peter Crary <pcrary@yahoo.com>
Knoxville , TN USA - Monday, February 11, 2008 8:32 AM CST

You don't know me but I have been touched by your writings. My friends son died about two years ago. A few days ago I asked her to give me insite on how it feels two years later. She said; "it is like a thirst that is never quenched. People want me to heal but the pain will remain until I see him again."
I think those who come to this website are okay with you talking about anything you wish, including your on-going pain. Don't ever apoligize for your feelings.
Beth <btheubanks@yahoo.com>
Topeka, ks - Saturday, February 9, 2008 9:11 PM CST

Dear John & Catherine,
Thank you for the most recent update. So many who have posted, below, say this much more eloquently than I ever could, but please do what you need to do to encourage your own healing, but know that so many of us grieve with you and learn from and are inspired by your example. Your daughter lives on in the hearts and minds of so many of us, most of whom never had the privilege of meeting her prior to passing.

Every time I see a butterfly, I say 'hi' to Penelope, and I believe -- fervently -- that she is here among us, continuing to love and inspire. She continues to inspire me...to be a better mother, a better person. She has two parents who created such a wonderful human being, whose legacy lives on. May you garner some small comfort in knowing how special Penelope continues to be for so many of us.
Jennifer Draper
Little Rock, AR USA - Friday, February 8, 2008 9:41 PM CST

Dear John and Catherine,
I was thinking about Penelope today (as I often do) and thought I'd come here to the web site-- I had not checked in for a couple of weeks. I was so glad to read the update. Thank you for still posting and including all of us. You all are always our hearts.
Lisa, Eric, Noah and Gabriel Shaub <lisaml@earthlink.net>
New York, NY - Friday, February 8, 2008 6:14 PM CST

John and Catherine,

I am so glad that you've been able to find the strength to write lately. You are in my prayers everyday. Please know that we dont mind reading whatever you have to write. I know sometimes it might feel like you are writing the same thing over and over, but it is so good to know that you are still "hanging in there" even if there isnt really anything new to say. Thinking of your sweet Penelope :)

<3 Katie

Katie Boyd
Menifee, Ca United States - Friday, February 8, 2008 11:41 AM CST

I found your blog late in Penelope's life - I just want to say that I want to hear everything about Penelope that you have to offer. I know you find it hard to write in your journal, but please know that I love every word that you write about her. She was truly one of a kind, and to hear little snippets from you about her character and spirit make me smile.

God Bless you.
Jenni <Jpatrykus@msn.com>
- Thursday, February 7, 2008 4:38 PM CST

Dear John and Catherine - So pleased to hear from you.....I would like to mention the following:
Courage
Grace
Dignity
Love Of Life
Love of Family
Aspired to be so many things in life

All of the above you mentioned so beautifully in your last journal entry - This is "PENELOPE'S LEGACY" The Little Girl With The Big White Cup........I hope that I have the chance to meet you in May........Sweet Penelope has inspired me more than you can ever know.......
Carol Gannon < cgannon12000@yahoo.com>
Randolph, NJ United States - Thursday, February 7, 2008 2:50 PM CST

Dear London's and followers,
Nothing I have written to you was meant to diminish the love and memory of your beautiful baby. When I lost my father unexpectedly March 28, 1997, grief took over my life. I fell to places that I am just starting to climb out of, almost eleven years later. Every aspect of my life changed. Every thing in my life is based on before that and after that day. I don't want anyone to ever experience those depths. You are in my thoughts and prayers. I am thankful for all that you have done to advance cancer care. I know that it is easier said than done, but I just want so much for all of you to experience joy and happiness again, you deserve it.

Mindy Jones
Lansing, MI - Thursday, February 7, 2008 9:05 AM CST

I think only heartless people or people without children are the only ones that could EVER expect you to "get over" losing your baby girl. I can't imagine and I pray for peace for you all.
God bless <Deirdre40@frontiernet.net>
- Wednesday, February 6, 2008 7:06 PM CST

Hi! I wanted to also thank you for the update. I check Penelope's web site often and just look at her pic of her holding that cup.......I didnt know her, but have felt the sting of losing a child myself. My daughter Lori who passed away at age 2&1/2 of cancer. She passed away in 1981. People ask me how I have gone on? I tell them Things dont ever get easier they just get "different". I went on to have more kids after Lori passed away. But for 7 long yrs. I didnt have her, until I had my 3 children that I have been blessed with now. My heart and prayers go out to you. may you continue to go on in these hard times and know there are people out here that are praying for you and sending prayers and peaceful thoughts. The internet is a wonderful thing when used to connect people in hard times. So many people use it for bad reason's that it makes my heart swell when I know that good can come of it too and you are an email away and that maybe I can say something to you and your family today to make you know that you are thought of. Much peace. Lin, Jim, Angel Lori, Mike, Amy N Jimmy-Joe~* http://www.caringbridge.org/fl/jimmyjoe/
Lin <jimmyk1@bellsouth.net>
Boca Raton, Fl. USofA - Tuesday, February 5, 2008 9:11 AM CST

Thankyou for the update. You have a lot of friends you don't even know you have, people who followed Penelope to the end. Even after the child is gone, we do not forget about them or the family they left behind. I so admire the families who are able to keep their children's journals alive with updates. I do hope that you will be able to find the joy in life just as Penelope did, even if it will always be tinged with sadness at her loss.
Marie <majsan_au@yahoo.com>
- Monday, February 4, 2008 9:50 PM CST

Dear London Family-
Penelope was clearly a very special, special person. She changed so many lives. Her short sweet little life brought attention to cancer care, the pharmaceutical industry, and small bio-tech companies, all of which will change the way many things are done and regulated. Every child is a blessing, but somehow, by reading your journal and following your cause in the media over the years, it was very obvious to me that Penelope wasn't just any child. She was an old soul, she was a future Miss America, she was four going on thirty-four, she was incredibly wise and intuitive beyond her years. Most of all, Penelope was very unselfish. She wanted Oliver to run, as she watched, rather than sit down with her. Now, John and Catherine, Penelope would more than anything want for you to run. To run, to work, to live, to play, to continue that cause of helping to further the treatment of cancer. Having lost only adult relatives, I can't imagine the depth of your despair. I know that sadness and grief cannot just be turned off. One day at a time as hard as it is, maybe now the happy memories will start to be a little more prevalent than the sad ones. Penelope's life had great meaning, and she said she wasn't sad, so as she said, you could not be sad either. If only it were that easy. Penelope could not have asked for a more loving family. She would want you to plant those trees in Central Park pretty soon, maybe release some balloons or a few doves, and remember her only with pride and joy in your heart. Wonderful people like you are models of what all parents should be.
Mindy Jones
Lansing, MI - Monday, February 4, 2008 5:18 PM CST

Penelope, I wish you 1000000000000000000000000000000 butterflies!!!
Tanja <t_wagener@yahoo.com>
- Monday, February 4, 2008 12:15 AM CST

Thanks for the update. I think of your family often and I check the site every day. I hope each day that passes will lessen the pain you feel. I pray that God will bless your family with peace and contenment.
b. reilly
havertown, pa - Sunday, February 3, 2008 8:49 PM CST

You may not remember, but a few months back I shared with you the Girl Scout community service project - influenced by your sweet girl - initiated by my daughter, Haley. The goal of this project is to help "put a smile on a child's face ... a child with cancer". Anyway, the troop completed sewing their first "gift" (30 fleece hats), which I will deliver to our Cincinnati Children's Hospital this week! Because of your daughter, mine has held a special place in her heart for children struck by this horrible disease. She's 12 and, on her own, wants to spread awareness of childhood cancer ... and wants to help put "a smile on their face"! I hope sharing this helps puts a smile on yours!

Michelle S <micheller@cinci.rr.com>
Cincinnati, Ohio - Sunday, February 3, 2008 6:14 PM CST

Dear London Family,
It is good to see an update from you. Of course we want to hear you are better, but I would think it impossible at this point. I come to your webpage to read about the beautiful memories of your daughter, who still has an amazing presence in this world. Your pain is impossible to ignore, so continue to share it with us as you feel it. The stories about your daughter have helped me to become a better parent. They have reminded me that children are God's gift to us, and we are to cherish their every moment, whether they are here for 4 years or 400 years. Thanks to you, I will never take another smile, laugh, or breath of my son's for granted, just as you have cherished every moment that Penelope blessed you with. I pray for your family all the time. God bless all of you on earth, and your little butterfly catcher in Heaven.
Anna Marjan <amarjan@luc.edu>
Chicago, IL USA - Sunday, February 3, 2008 2:05 PM CST

A Pair of Shoes

I am wearing a pair of shoes. They are ugly shoes. Uncomfortable shoes. I hate my shoes. Each day, I wear them and each day, I wish I had another pair. Some days my shoes hurt so bad that I do not think I can take another step. Yet, I continue to wear them. I get funny looks wearing these shoes. They are looks of sympathy. I can tell in others eyes that they are glad they are my shoes and not theirs. They never talk about my shoes. To learn how awful my shoes are might make them uncomfortable. To truly understand these you must walk in them. But once you put them on , you can never take them off. I now realize that I am not the only one who wears these shoes. There are many pairs in this world. Some women are like me and ache daily as they try and walk in them. Some have learned how to walk in them so they don't hurt quite as much. Some have worn the shoes so long that days will go by before they think about how much they hurt. No woman deserves to wear these shoes. Yet, because of these shoes, I am a stronger woman. These shoes have given me the strength to face anything. They have made me who I am. I will forever walk in the shoes of woman who has lost a child.

-author unknown

C
Akron, Oh - Sunday, February 3, 2008 12:22 AM CST

Cancer takes so much away from us all, and we now must continue to live in our childrens honor. They would not want us to surrender to the pain, they played on throughout theirs. Just know as a fellow parent on this same path that all you are feeling must be normal, because all of us feel them too. I wish I had some perfect words to heal your heart, but I am yet to find them. What I will say is that we need to wake up every morning and choose to live a life that would make them very proud. I will keep you and your family in our prayers.
T Crabtree <tamcrab@yahoo.com>
warrensburg, mo - Sunday, February 3, 2008 8:19 AM CST

It is so nice to see an update. I haven't signed the guestbook for a while but I visit here and think of Penelope and your family very often. Please don't feel that people expect you to be "doing better" or don't want to hear about your pain; quite the contrary. I really believe that those of us who have never met you come here out of love for Penelope and your family and in thankfulness for your having shared and continuing to share your amazing girl with us.
Christine
Vienna, VA - Saturday, February 2, 2008 9:24 PM CST

Thank you for the update. I cannot even begin to tell you how much Penelope has touched my heart. I think of her and your family every day, and continue to hold your family in prayers.
Hugs,
Ann Watts <bubbasoldlady@cebridge.net>
Jacksonville, AR USA - Saturday, February 2, 2008 7:23 PM CST

It's very nice to read an update from you. Your family is always in my thoughts!
Vicki Morton <vsmorton@optonline.net>
Greenwich, CT - Saturday, February 2, 2008 7:22 PM CST

It was nice to read an update from you. Even though we've never met, I have been very touched by your sweet Penelope. You have shared her tragic yet beautiful life with such grace and dignity. I can't really express why Penelope has touched my heart so deeply. I know that I see alot of similarities between her and my daughter, Audrey Kate, who is now 7 and is a leukemia survivor. When Audrey Kate was first diagnosed at age 4 she also was very enamored with butterflies. In fact, she was a monarch butterfly that Halloween just a few weeks pre-diagnosis. She used to want us to address her as "Butterfly" not "Audrey Kate". And we would be politely corrected every time we messed up. When she was confined at home the first couple of months, we bought her a butterfly habitat whereby 3 larvae formed coccoons and then hatched into butterflies that Audrey Kate released outside. Her face was so mesmerized and just so totally happy to watch these butterflies flying away. I used to worry that the butterfly was a symbol of my daughter. So beautiful yet fragile with such a short life span. My daughter's cancer is gone. She is still with us. I don't understand why my Butterfly was spared and your's wasn't. Now when I see a butterfly I think of your Penelope and all the other precious angels whose lives were way too short. It inspires me to always fight for pediatric cancer research. I hope this message didn't bring you down. I really meant to try to convey that your daughter has a special place in my heart. Thank you for sharing her with me.

I'm praying for your comfort and strength,
Robin
Robin Birchfield <w.birchfield@comcast.net www.caringbridge.org/fl/audreykate>
Jacksonville, FL - Saturday, February 2, 2008 5:51 PM CST

It was so good to see an update from you. I pray for your family everyday. Penelope is constantly in my thoughts, she will always hold a very special place in my heart. She has inspired me to help find a cure for this beast. Sorry I havent signed your guestbook in so long my computer caught a nasty virus so Im using one at school.

<3 Katie
Katie Boyd <Kboyd997@yahoo.com>
Menifee, Ca United States - Friday, February 1, 2008 4:24 PM CST

You all continue to hold a special place in our prayers.

Blessings, Tanner's Aunt Katie
Katie Spaulding <grammypoppy2003@msn.com>
Jonestown, Tx USA - Wednesday, January 30, 2008 12:04 AM CST

Hi London family:

Sam & I continue to think of Penelope often and pray for you as you struggle without her.
Your organization is such a tribute to her and your love and incredible devotion to her and her memory.
Please let us all know how we can help.
Mary Fader <mfader@carlsonre.com>
Dover, MA - Wednesday, January 30, 2008 10:17 AM CST

Dear John, & Catherine,
Just wanted to say hello and let you know that you remain in my thoughts and prayers, as does Penelope. Looking forward to the news of her memorial service. My best to all of you in this new year for healing and wonderful memories of your sweet angel.
Linda Wellendorf <lmwultimt@aol.com>
Youngstown, Oh USA - Tuesday, January 29, 2008 2:46 PM CST

Thinking of your beautiful family today!

Remembering Penelope always
Dawn Pickens <dpickens_42@yahoo.com>
Beaumont, Tx - Monday, January 28, 2008 1:26 PM CST

Just wanted you to know that I am thinking about your family. Morgan mentioned Penelope the other day and a smile came to my face. She will always be remembered.
Chrissy Kiernan <chrissy@thekiernans.net>
New Canaan, CT - Saturday, January 26, 2008 7:16 PM CST

I can't even begin to imagine how hard it is to experience joyful things in life without Penelope. What I do know is that she is remembered often, and fondly. I hope that the drive to find a cure can ease the constant battle you face daily. There are many of us who think of you with love, and pray for all of you.
guthrie schweitzer <guthrie_b@yahoo.com>
- Friday, January 25, 2008 7:02 PM CST

Dear John and Catherine,
I stopped in today to see Penelope. I think of her often and hope that you and your family are doing well.
Sending love your way,
Olivia Mussett <olivemuss@yahoo.com>
Sand Lake, NY - Friday, January 25, 2008 9:27 AM CST

Just stopping by to let the London's know that someone in Cincinnati is thinking of them today!

Michelle S <micheller@cinci.rr.com>
Cincinnati, Ohio - Thursday, January 24, 2008 2:37 PM CST

Penelope I miss hearing updates about how well you are doing or just little stories about you. I know you are in Heaven now, flying high with those Angel wings you deserved so much. We miss and love you so much Princess. We'll see you again someday...

Watch over your family now, they need their little Angel.
Everytime I come to your page I smile because you made us sooo happy :)

Nayt sends his hugs,
www.caringbridge.org/visit/naythanielscott
Madissen <m_levesque89@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, January 17, 2008 10:50 PM CST

I love you, Penelope! Let your little light shine, sweet one. ;D

"You can't light a candle to show others the way, without feeling the warmth of that bright little ray; and you can't give a rose, all fragrant with dew, without some of its sweetness remaining with you." ~~ Anon.
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Attention Prayer Warriors

On Saturday, Jan. 19th from 8 p.m.
to 9 p.m. EST, the Prayer Warriors at
Angel_Wings will have a Prayer Vigil.
The Prayer Vigil is for the children,
teens and adults on our prayer lists
and, Penelope's family as well as our
other Angel_Wings Remembers families.

Please join us in prayer on the 19th.

Polly from Angel_Wings Remembers <polly1511@gmail.com>
Rolette, ND USA - Tuesday, January 15, 2008 2:34 PM CST

Dear John and Catherine, First off, I want to say how sorry I am that you lost your beautiful daughter Penelope to cancer. I came across your site only in the last few months, but I went back and read all your journal entries and I am just so overcome with emotions. Penelope seemed like the most unbelievably courageous child. I cannot imagine your pain. I've been praying for your family, wishing for you all to have Penelope's strength and courage to go on and be happy, as she didn't want anybody to feel yucky. Our daughter Nina was diagnosed with Stage IV neuroblastoma (she is considered intermediate risk since she is not n-myc amplified)last June and is being treated at Sloan. We checked out your website solvingkidscancer and don't know how yet but we would like to help. Wishing peace for all of you this year.
Colleen Schneider <cpschneider5@aol.com>
Greenwich, CT USA - Saturday, January 12, 2008 3:07 PM CST

You and your beautiful Angel Penelope are in our prayers every night.

XOXOXO
Brigid and Celie
Southampton, PA - Thursday, January 10, 2008 1:34 PM CST

Dear John and Catherine, just wanted to know you are in my thoughts and FOREVER in my prayers.

Remembering Penelope always
Dawn P
Beaumont, Tx - Tuesday, January 8, 2008 1:04 PM CST

Dear John and Catherine - I hope you had a peaceful Holiday. As I was reading your latest journal entry I am so happy that you will be starting "Solving Kid's Cancer. I would like to volunteer my services to you in any way I can. The plight of these brave children and families has to be made so very public. I have talked with so many people who have never heard of Neuroblastoma. I am a very pro-active person and I believe in getting involved - We need all the help we can get to have a lound voice regarding this horrific disease. One of my co-worker's niece was diagnosed with Stage IV neuroblastoma several months ago and is currently being treated at CHOP - and it breaks my heart knowing what this family is up against. It would be an honor to help with your charity. Please email me with any news. God Bless
Carol Gannon <cgannon12000@yahoo.com>
Randolph, NJ United States - Monday, January 7, 2008 10:21 AM CST

We all miss sweet angel Penelope. I pray that the new year brings you much deserved peace and comfort.
Lisa Evans <lisaraesc@yahoo.com>
Lexington, SC USA - Saturday, January 5, 2008 6:08 PM CST

Hope you have made it through the holiday season with your usual grace and courage. It is such a difficult time for so many people who want to feel joyous, but find it unthinkable.
We think of you often and wanted you to know we continue to pray for Penelope and all your family.
Mary Fader <mfader@carlsonre.com>
Dover, MA - Thursday, January 3, 2008 9:08 PM CST

My heart goes out to all of you. From personal experience, I know how very difficult the holidays are. I hope 2008 is as gentle as can be.

Penelope and all of you are in my thoughts and prayers.

Love,
Olivia
Olivia Nunez <olivia.nunez@gmail.com>
Whitestone, NY - Thursday, January 3, 2008 2:19 PM CST

Wishing you all the best in this New Year. My continued thoughts and prayers for your peace and comfort.
Kylise Howell
Douglasville, GA - Wednesday, January 2, 2008 4:03 PM CST

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