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Dear Ramya and Deepak, Thinking of you both and sweet Varun and Pranav and stopped by to visit Varun's page. Cannot imagine that Varun would have been 10 years old. How tall and handsome he would have been.
What a sweet and loving response that Pranav gave and how heartbreaking it must be for both of you that such a simple request cannot be fulfilled. With both of you at his side, relating to him so many stories of his loving and courageous brother, Pranav's love for his brother will light his life forever.
Sending you much love and a big hug.
Sumathi Iyengar <sumathidoc@gmail.com>
Chapel Hill, NC United States - Saturday, December 14, 2013 0:35 AM CST
Dear Ramya and Deepak,
Thinking of Varun and both of you. Sending you much love and a big hug. Continuing to keep you in my prayers.
Sumathi <sumathidoc@gmail.com>
NC, United States sumathidoc@gmail.com - Tuesday, June 11, 2013 5:41 AM CDT
Hi Angel Varun
my name is Jenna and i came across your site. You have never met me, but I wish I had. I am just someone that is touched by your story, and the fight that you fought so bravely and courageously. You are a really handsome angel, and a hero forever. You have taught me that know matter how hard my battle is, I cant give up, because you never gave up. You fought untill your body just got tired and god called you home cause he didn't want you to suffer anymore. You won your fight, and you taught everyone about life. Your family will be in my thoughts and prayers. http://www.caringbridge.org/visit/champ291
Jenna <fighterchamp9@aol.com>
Kamloops, BC Canada - Friday, February 3, 2012 6:21 PM CST
Dearest Ramya and Deepak,
Thinking of sweet Varun, and sending you all much love.
It is wonderful to watch Pranav grow up and be the sweet little mischief that he is.....I feel that he has big brother teaching him all the naughty things that he can do to make sure to keep you on your toes.
Take care.
Sumathi <sumathidoc@gmail.com>
Chapel Hill, NC USA - Sunday, December 11, 2011 8:26 PM CST
Hello Deepak & Ramya,
Just thought of you guys...really really glad for Pranav after all that you both have been through! Praise God... May He continue to bless you both abundantly!!! Every good and perfect gift is from above, coming down from the Father of the heavenly lights, who does not change like shifting shadows. (James 1:17)
Love you both dearly!
Rajeev, Susie, Raina & Rohan
Rajeev <Rajeev92@gmail.com>
- Monday, March 28, 2011 11:25 AM CDT
Hi Ramya,
Varun will remain immortal in your thoughts.
shashikant Gupta
Gola Gokarannath, U P India - Wednesday, December 30, 2009 12:47 AM CST
congratulations on your new baby? How is he doing? We had a baby boy too, on May 16.
Aimee McNally <aimeemcnally@gmail.com>
Scotts Valley, CA USA - Friday, September 4, 2009 2:28 AM CDT
Hi, Deepak and Ramya,
Congratulatins!!!, May GOD bless Pranav. I just read your blog. Please post pranav picture. Take care May GOD bless you with lots of happiness and good health.
_Mona Bedi
Mona <mbedi@hotmail.com>
WA - Sunday, August 9, 2009 11:36 AM CDT
Congrats! We have been following Varun's blog for a long time and very happy to hear about the arrival of his little brother. May GOD give all his best blessings and health to little Pranav.
- Roopa
Roopa
Boston, MA - Saturday, June 6, 2009 11:52 AM CDT
Hi, Deepak and & Ramya ~
I'm sorry I've been so slack in staying in touch. We have been busy moving from the eastcoast to the midwest, then settling into our new life.
I am sad to read in your journal about your other loss.
Are you still in NC? We'll be there for the boys' 4 year checkup in June.
Love & Prayers,
Lisa Tatem (caringbridge.org/va/tatem) <mptatem@juno.com>
Elkhorn, WI - Monday, May 25, 2009 6:07 PM CDT
Belated Happy Birthday Varun.
Chhaya <mschhayagupta@gmail.com>
India - Sunday, December 14, 2008 10:29 PM CST
Dear Ramya and Deepak,
Hi! How're you both doing? Just thought of Varun and the 2 of you. Do send an email when you get a chance. My email id is RAJEEV92@GMAIL.COM
love and prayers,
Rajeev
Rajeev <rajeev92@gmail.com>
Oklahoma City, OK USA - Sunday, November 16, 2008 0:01 AM CST
Dear Deepak & Ramya,
Our thoughts are with you today as we remember Varun's departure 3 years ago. We pray for continued strength for the both of you.
Lakshmi, Priya, Vedavyas & Bharadwaj
Nashua, NH 03063 - Tuesday, June 3, 2008 6:59 AM CDT
I'm a friend of Archana & Sandeep Edakoth from Maryland, and a relative of Sathappan from Nashua, NH. We participated in the drive at Sri Lakshmi Temple in 2004, where we met Varun's Dad. I just read the last few entries in this blog, and my eyes welled with tears. Varun will always be cherished. I came upon this website again today, while I was researching some information to help a friend's friend, Rajesh, who's looking for bone marrow transplant. Pls check http://www.helprajesh.com
Sethu
Worcester, MA USA - Thursday, February 7, 2008 12:43 AM CST
A sweet little memory that will be carried for a lifetime..
A soft touch of the delicate hand that will be felt for ever..
A smile that will be etched in the minds for ever..
Varun, you will be remembered by many, in many different ways..
For you have touched the hearts of many, far and near...
Akhil, Rajany, Radhika
Westford, MA - Tuesday, December 11, 2007 9:47 PM CST
Happy Birthday Varun.
Sangeetha Sundar
Aurora, IL - Monday, December 10, 2007 12:28 AM CST
Dearest Deepak and Ramya,
I just visited the website and read the latest entry. May the Good Lord Bless you both abundantly. Always in our prayers!
Rajeev, Susie, Raina & Rohan
Rajeev <RajeevM@Rocketmail.com>
- Tuesday, September 25, 2007 7:52 PM CDT
Hi, Deepak & Ramya~
How are you? Are you in N.C. now? I read an old journal entry and couldn't believe it! Let us know where you are, so we can see you if in the area....or come visit us, since Virginia isn't too far away from N.C.
Haven't forgotten you or Varun,
Lisa Tatem & family - caringbridge.org/va/tatem
Yorktown, VA - Saturday, September 1, 2007 11:15 PM CDT
Hi Deepak & Ramya,
May you have the strength, both, from within and being around each other, in your journey together...
Akhil, Rajany, Radhika
- Thursday, August 16, 2007 1:31 AM CDT
Thinking of you always! I just read your entire journal...again. I learn something new every time I read it. I'm sorry it was a bacteria that took your son's life. We are always on edge having a child who is immunosuppressed. Hoping you will have a peaceful day today.
Aimee McNally - Another WAS mom. David's mommy www.davidmcnally.blogspot.com <aimeemcnally@gmail.com>
- Saturday, June 23, 2007 1:27 PM CDT
We just dropped by to check on you today.
Jodi and McKayla
Jodi Phelan <jodiphelan@hotmail.com>
Sherwood Park, AB Canada - Monday, June 18, 2007 1:35 PM CDT
Dear Deepak,
I feel like I have known you all my life.That one moment when I came across your profile on orkut seems to have in some strange way connect us.Pls add me your friend list.Wishing you all the best.I will keep Varun in my prayers.I have two little boys myself and I know the feeling all too well.
Sridhar.
Sridhar Kota <shridharkota@gmail.com>
Madison, MS USA - Thursday, June 7, 2007 2:00 PM CDT
Varun's memories are with us and we pray for his soul. Hope you guys are doing good. Take care.
Mayur and Namrata
Durham, NC - Tuesday, June 5, 2007 6:18 PM CDT
Deepak & Ramya,
Please keep up the strength as we remember Varun on his day of passing. We are thinking about you both and Varun today.
Regards,
Lakshmi, Priya & Vedavyas
Lakshmi, Priya & Vedavyas
- Monday, June 4, 2007 9:41 AM CDT
Dearest Ramya and Deepak,
You both are in our prayers! Thanks Deepak for the email! It was nice to hear from you.
May God Bless you in immeasurable ways as only He can!
Warm Regards,
Rajeev
Rajeev <RAJEEVM@ROCKETMAIL.COM>
Edmond, OK USA - Monday, January 29, 2007 5:22 PM CST
Hi Ramya & Deepak
I visited Varun's site after many months today and read your last update. I'm sure Varun had a wonderful birthday with my Angel Daphne by his side.
Thank you for meeting us at the last Rainbow Walk. I hope one day in the future our paths would cross again. Thinking of you always.
Jenny, Collen, Thesen & Angel Daphne
(www.caringbridge.org/visit/daphne)
Jenny Munishvaran <daphneinsa@yahoo.com>
Durban, KWAZULU NATAL South Africa - Friday, January 19, 2007 4:13 AM CST
Guess who I got to see over the Christmas holidays? Melanie!!! We were on our way to family in TX, and had dinner w/ her. It was fun being w/ our extended Duke family.
Wishing you the best in 2007,
Lisa Tatem - caringbridge.org/va/tatem
YORKTOWN, VA - Thursday, January 4, 2007 10:01 PM CST
Dearest Ramya and Deepak,
Belated Birthday Greetings to Varun and wishing you both a Blessed New Year!
Regards,
Rajeev
Rajeev
Oklahoma, OK USA - Thursday, December 28, 2006 3:10 PM CST
Belated happy birthday, Varun!
We will never forget you,
The Tatems - caringbridge.org/va/tatem
Yorktown, VA - Tuesday, December 12, 2006 11:47 PM CST
It has been quite a while since we posted any entries here. The thoughts have remained in our hearts. As it happens some things become so much a part of one's life, changing something within us permanently.
As you remember Varun today, celebrate in your own way this special day, please know it in your heart that he has touched us too and left indelible marks.
Thank you Varun, for being there in our hearts. Happy Birthday.
Akhil, Rajany, Radhika
Westford, MA USA - Sunday, December 10, 2006 9:36 AM CST
Dear Deepak and Ramya,
I have no words for you loss. I remember attending a bone marrow drive at Ashland temple in October, 2004 for your son Varun. My heart goes out to you.
Pankaj Saharia <psaharia@gmail.com>
Shrewsbury, MA USA - Monday, November 27, 2006 2:57 PM CST
Dear Deepak and Ramya,
Thinking and Praying today for both of you! Let the Peace of God descend on your hearts!
Love and Prayers!
Rajeev
Rajeev <RajeevM@Rocketmail.com>
Oklahoma city, OK USA - Wednesday, November 22, 2006 1:55 PM CST
Still thinking of you and praying,
Lisa Tatem @ caringbridge.org/va/tatem
Yorktown, VA - Saturday, November 11, 2006 3:01 PM CST
We just dropped by to check on you today.
Jodi and McKayla
Jodi Phelan <jodiphelan@hotmail.com>
Sherwood Park, AB Canada - Tuesday, November 7, 2006 0:16 AM CST
I think of you all often and wish you well. Your beautiful little boy and what he went through and the strength and loving care the two of you gave to him really made am impact on my life. He nor you well ever be forgotten.
Peace to you, Angel AJ's Aunt Rose
Rose Haynes <Heymem@aol.com>
Suffolk, VA USA - Friday, October 20, 2006 0:00 AM CDT
Want to say Hello and want you guys know that we always pray for you and think of you all very often.
Yash & Kiran <kiranrkmus@yahoo.com>
Ashland, ma usa - Monday, September 4, 2006 1:13 PM CDT
We just thought we would pop by and check on you today,
and let you know we are thinking about you.
Jodi and McKayla
Jodi Phelan <jodiphelan@hotmail.com>
Sherwood Park, AB Canada - Wednesday, July 26, 2006 1:49 AM CDT
Dear Ramya and Deepak,
I keep thinking about Varun and how our paths crossed. My daughter used to pray for Varun almost every day and then finds herself in the hospital bed. We can't fight our destinies but we can trust in the Lord our God!
Always in my thoughts and prayers...
Love and Regards,
Rajeev
Rajeev <rajeevm@rocketmail.com>
- Thursday, July 13, 2006 2:02 PM CDT
I wanted to let you know that we think of you often, and pray that ^^Varun^^ keeps watch over all of those who crossed his path. May your love, strength and faith continue to guide you and may you know so many have Varun in their hearts. With love,
Claudina (caterina's mom) <claubonetti@aol.com>
New York, NY - Thursday, July 6, 2006 12:58 AM CDT
I hope you two are doing well. Wish you guys Peace and Love.
Kiran
Ashland, ma usa - Monday, July 3, 2006 2:46 PM CDT
Hi, Deepak & Ramya~
This month has got to be an especially tough month for you. You are on my mind and in my prayers. I'll never tire of watching the pictures of Varun on the front page. Nathan just came by and said how cute he is...I couldn't agree more.
May you be comforted,
Lisa Tatem & family
Yorktown, VA - Saturday, June 17, 2006 4:42 PM CDT
Cortez and I just wanted to say hello. Bless you and take care.
Cortez and Christina (va/cortezyounger) <uncpride@adelphia.net>
Charlottesville, Va - Friday, June 9, 2006 12:51 AM CDT
Dearest Ramya and Deepak,
I visited the site after about a month or two. It was great to catch up on all the updates.
Both of you are in my prayers! Varun is having a wonderful time in heaven :-)
May God Bless you both!
Regards,
Rajeev
Rajeev <RAJEEVM@ROCKETMAIL.COM>
Oklahoma city, OK USA - Wednesday, June 7, 2006 5:10 PM CDT
Dear Deepak,
I am Sashi, ex-Michaelite from Kannur. Hope you remember me? Remember the guy who played tennis? Well, I'm now working in calicut. Last week, while I was in kannur during a get-together of old buddies(Devadas, Alexander Milton, Sunil Srinivas and Prem), it was Sunil who conveyed the news about Varun. The very next day, I saw Varun's photograph in all the major newspapers over there. The same day, together with Devadas(remember, the cricketer)I went to your house at Pallikunnu(Parvathy). There we were told by your relative Mr.Vinod that your last visit was in January '06.
Please accept my heartfelt condolences. God must felt a need for Varun up there.
I went through the entries of Varun's web pages and am really amazed by the pain and dedication that you two had taken to take it to this level. Varun must be really one lucky kid to have two such lovely parents and he must be watching all this up there proudly and with a smile.
Bye for now. Take care.
Regards,
Sashi
Prem is thinking starting a yahoo group. In case you are interested please mail your yahoo id to Prem at this address
- cafe929@inbox.com
Sashi Kumar P <p_sashi@hotmail.com>
Calicut, kerala India - Tuesday, June 6, 2006 1:04 PM CDT
Dear Ramya and Deepak,
My thoughts and prayers have been with you and precious Varun the last two days. Holding you close in my heart, praying for God to give a wonderful set of parents the strength to bear the sorrow and to lessen their burden with constant thoughts of the beautiful moments with little Varun. A big hug to the two of you and your little angel.
Love,
Sumathi
Sumathi Iyengar <sumathidoc@aol.com>
Chapel Hill, NC USA - Sunday, June 4, 2006 3:36 PM CDT
Dear Ramya and Deepak, A year is just passing by since our family lost little Varun. Just as every single day since he came into your life, i am sure thoughts about Varun fills your life today also. The immense grief will always be with all of us. I can feel that you both might be all the more living through those moments when you bid the final goobbye to your little darling boy - but i also know that there will also be happy memories of little Varun with you both. Please be aware you both and Varun are in our thoughts today and ever. With love, surettan.
surettan <surenm@vsnl.com>
- Saturday, June 3, 2006 10:22 PM CDT
it ur bad uck to lost him. then hat to say.
from love
karthikik
karthik <karthik_nayak10@yahoo.co.in>
kanhangad, kerala india - Saturday, June 3, 2006 10:18 PM CDT
Dear Deepak and Ramya,
I have followed your story after seeing Varun's name on Pia Awal's website and cannot imagine the pain you and your precious Varun have endured. As June 4 approaches, please know that there are so many people, many whom you have never met and will never meet, thinking of you. There are few words to comfort you, but the memory of your dear son will always live on and he was blessed to have you as his parents.
Anonymous <anonymous@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, June 1, 2006 4:35 PM CDT
Hi Deepak and Ramya,
Just can't stop thinking about Varun and you both. Wanted to check on you guys and your plans of coming to Durham but read in your journal that your trip has ended. Next time whenever you plan to be here, do let us know.. we are living in the same place and still take evening walk thinking about how you guys are doing.
Mayur and Namrata
durham, nc USA - Saturday, May 13, 2006 11:46 PM CDT
Dear Ramya and Deepak
It was a pleasure to meet both of you at the Rainbow Walk. You are in our thoughts and prayers and I somehow understand how you feel at times when you get this incredible rush of emotions thinking about your "little pumkin". I took a photo of Varun's poster and I adore those eyes of his. Be strong and take comfort in all the beautiful memories that you have made together that will last a lifetime and more.
Jenny & Collen (Daphne's Parents)
Jenny Munishvaran <daphneinsa@yahoo.com>
Durham, NC USA - Monday, May 8, 2006 11:19 PM CDT
Dear Deepak and Ramya,
I sit here with tears streaming down my face after reading your last 2 updates. Oh, how I wish things could have turned out differently.
Thank you for being so brave and coming to the Walk. I really enjoyed seeing you, though my heart broke because a special boy was missing....but we all were carrying him in our hearts. It truly was an honor to send a balloon up in rememberance of sweet little Varun. May the courage and strength you had on Sat. continue to uphold you each new day.
With much love and prayers,
Lisa Tatem & family (caringbridge.org/va/tatem)
Yorktown, VA - Sunday, May 7, 2006 11:14 PM CDT
We are thinking of you today.
Jodi and McKayla
Jodi Phelan <jodiphelan@hotmail.com>
Sherwood Park, AB Canada - Saturday, April 29, 2006 11:17 AM CDT
Dearest Ramya and Deepak,
Both of you are always in my thoughts and prayers and so is Varun, who is an angel in the heavenly realms.
May God Bless you both abundantly in the days to come!
Rajeev
Rajeev <rajeevm@rocketmail.com>
- Thursday, April 27, 2006 8:38 AM CDT
Thanks for the update. The place where you scattered his ashes sounded so lovely. Take good care.
Aimee McNally - Another WAS mom. David's mommy www.davidmcnally.blogspot.com <aimeemcnally@gmail.com>
Silicon Valley, CA - Friday, April 21, 2006 6:08 PM CDT
We just came by to check on you.
Jodi and McKayla
Jodi Phelan <jodiphelan@hotmail.com>
Sherwood Park, AB Canada - Saturday, April 1, 2006 0:48 AM CST
I hope you guys are doing well. It's a beautiful day out here and for reason couldn't stop thinking of Varun.
Best to both of you.
~Kiran
kiran <kiranrkmus@yahoo.com>
- Friday, March 31, 2006 7:52 AM CST
Hi, Deepak & Ramya~
Just stopping by to let you know you're not forgotten....neither is Varun.
Still thinking of you in VA,
The Tatems
Yorktown, VA - Wednesday, February 22, 2006 7:48 PM CST
I love you Varun, and I miss you deeply.
Kiran <kiranrkmus@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, February 16, 2006 8:29 AM CST
Dearest Ramya and Deepak,
You're both in my thoughts and prayers!
God Bless you both!
Rajeev
Rajeev <rajeevm@rocketmail.com>
- Monday, January 30, 2006 3:05 PM CST
Just want you to know we are thinking of you.
Jodi and McKayla
Jodi Phelan <jodiphelan@hotmail.com>
Sherwood Park, AB Canada - Friday, January 27, 2006 7:51 PM CST
Hi, Deepak & Ramya!
I'm just stopping by to say how much I still think of and pray for you. I hope you had a wonderful trip to India. Do you have any pictures or details you could share with us?
May 2006 be filled with peace, strength & comfort,
Lisa Tatem
Yorktown, VA - Friday, January 27, 2006 2:28 PM CST
Hello from Christina and Cortez. Thinking about you often. Know that we love you.
Christina and Cortez(va/cortezyounger) <uncpride@adelphia.net>
Charlottesville, VA - Thursday, January 19, 2006 8:11 AM CST
alyssa <sabiemc@aol.com>
orlando, fl usa - Sunday, January 1, 2006 7:32 PM CST
alyssa <sabiemc@aol.com>
orlando, fl usa - Sunday, December 25, 2005 11:40 AM CST
Thinking of you during the holidays.
Jodi and McKayla
Jodi Phelan <jodiphelan@hotmail.com>
Sherwood Park, AB Canada - Wednesday, December 21, 2005 0:55 AM CST
Wow, that' a brilliantly animated picture gallery with very sweet photos of your baby boy there on the front page! I like it very much, thanks for sharing!
Frankinho <frankinho44@frankinho.de>
Berlin, Germany - Friday, December 16, 2005 3:36 AM CST
Dear Deepak & Ramya,
I can't imagine how hard the last two journal entries were to write...two very special dates. I'm so glad you're able to be with family at this time. May they and your homeland bring you much comfort.
Thoughts and prayers for you,
Lisa Tatem
Yorktown, VA - Saturday, December 10, 2005 10:02 PM CST
Dear Varun,
Today is your 2nd birthday and you are in our thoughts and prayers. Please continue to give strength to your mom and dad. They are the best parents one could have, and you were really blessed to have them as your parents. You and your parents continue to inspire us.
Yours,
Lakshmi, Priya, Vedavyas & Bharadwaj
Nashua, NH USA - Saturday, December 10, 2005 8:43 AM CST
Saw the pic in daily , visited the site , share the sorrow.
premanand & sajini <hemanplus@hotmail.com>
Kakkad, kerala india - Saturday, December 10, 2005 2:05 AM CST
Ramya and Deepak,
We continue to pray for you every day... Just know that you are
always in our thoughts.
Chris and ~Meredith~
RM, NC USA - Tuesday, December 6, 2005 5:19 PM CST
Thinking of you two a lot today. I hope you are doing well.
Love,
kiran
ashland, ma usa - Wednesday, November 30, 2005 8:02 PM CST
Thinking of you guys today.
Jodi and McKayla
Jodi Phelan <jodiphelan@hotmail.com>
Sherwood Park, AB Canada - Tuesday, November 29, 2005 11:09 AM CST
Deepak & Ramya, I have been thinking about the both of you and little Varun lately and wanted to send you a hello. I know its been hard, be strong. Please have a safe trip and wonderful holiday. Please keep Ian in your prays.
Shannon McGahee
Athens, Ga. USA - Monday, November 28, 2005 4:31 PM CST
Hi, Deepak & Ramya!
How are you? Sorry, my picture I left sometime ago doesn't seem to be working anymore....hope you were able to see it before it malfunctioned. I think you're leaving for India soon, or may be gone already. May the trip be good for you, and the holidays not as hard as you may expect. You are thought of often, and still remain in my prayers. I'm so thankful to have met you at Duke, and hope for the chance to see you again.
Much Love from VA,
Lisa Tatem
Yorktown, VA - Monday, November 21, 2005 10:51 PM CST
Art By: Evie Anderson
Hi, Deepak & Ramya~
Here's a belated "Happy Anniversary!" We love Pembroke Welsh Corgi dogs and this artist's renditions of them. Here's a picture she calls "Love on the Beach" in honor of your marriage. Hope you have a safe and wonderful trip to India!
Thinking of you,
Lisa Tatem
Yorktown, VA - Wednesday, November 9, 2005 11:47 AM CST
Dear Deepak & Ramya,
I hope that your trip back to India is full of hugs and wonderful moments. Travel safely and know that we are thinking and praying for you.
Mary, (Michael's mom) www3.caringbridge.org/nc/mcendarferlehto/ <mary_mcendarfer@hotmail.com>
Asheville, NC - Monday, November 7, 2005 4:21 PM CST
Hello! Just checking on you guys! I am always thinking about yall! I find myself reading these pages often even though I have read them already! My heart goes out to you guys and my prayers are with you all!
Much love,
mary & elisha
mary <zoehappyheart@hotmail.com>
- Monday, October 31, 2005 10:03 PM CST
Hi, Deepak & Ramya ~
Just visiting all the wonderful Duke friends' CB pages tonight, and wanted to drop by yours to say you're not forgotten!
Love and prayers from VA,
Lisa Tatem
Yorktown, VA - Saturday, October 29, 2005 8:44 PM CDT
I was thinking about you guys. Wondering how you were both doing???I find that it is really hard to have to realize that our children are really not here in a physical way. Like you said in one of your entries that your niece saw baby varun while looking with a telescope? trust me I've experienced alot of strange things. That's the hope that keeps me going and my other kids. I would love to talk to you my # is 6465237474. Call anytime. Take care remember that they are completely healed now.
Angela and Angel Ashley <angela_rosario35@hotmail.com>
New York, NY - Saturday, October 22, 2005 2:56 PM CDT
We're still wishing you peace and comfort. I feel like Varun's spirit is watching over us all.
Peace and blessings,
D'Anne, Marshall & Jackson
D'Anne White <mama@jacksonwhite.com>
Concord, CA USA - Thursday, October 13, 2005 2:14 AM CDT
Dearest Deepak and Ramya,
I thought I posted a note yesterday. Don't see it in here!
Anyways, thanks for the notes that you post on the site. It makes everyone's journey in life more meaningful. The struggles today will make for a better tomorrow. Varun will constantly watch you like a "Spy from the Sky". May he continue to give you more strength with our Almighty Father in Heaven.
Praying for both of you...
Regards,
Rajeev
Rajeev <RajeevM@Rocketmail.com>
- Tuesday, October 11, 2005 2:18 PM CDT
Hi Deepak&Ramya,
Our prayers and wishes are with you.
Raghu Ram Koka
Anjana
Abhay
Raghu Ram Koka
Hyderabad, AP India - Tuesday, October 11, 2005 6:55 AM CDT
Hi Deepak and Ramya,
Have not visited these pages in a while, until today. You keep chugging along, sharing your love and concern for others... Through your care for others, may you keep yourself strong.
Nothing is ever forgotten... Memories just become a part of your inner self... Your love become manifest in your actions... Kind words and deeds
Sending our thoughts and prayers your way, as always...
Akhil, Rajany, Radhika
Westford, MA - Tuesday, October 11, 2005 0:29 AM CDT
Dearest Deepak and Ramya,
I love the story of your niece...if we could only see with child-like vision. With the loss of A.J. today (at this hour, actually it was yesterday), and the loss of too many others at Duke this past week, my thoughts have returned to you and Varun, many times. How we ache for all of you! May you find courage and strength to go on with your lives each day, knowing Varun is watching. Thank you for being so faithful to check in on ours and others' CB pages....your graciousness, even in the middle of your own pain, speaks of how sweet and caring you are....surely you were wonderful parents, and I hope you will be again!
Much Love,
Lisa
Tatem
Yorktown, VA - Thursday, October 6, 2005 0:22 AM CDT
Dear Deepak & Ramya,
Thanks so much for the birthday wish for Nathan in our guestbook! I showed it to him when he woke up this morning....he loves getting any kind of mail (snail mail, e-mail, or guestbook messages)and often gets jealous of Kaitlyn when she gets an abundance of it. The rotating pictures of Varun are so sweet...I never tire of looking at them...such an adorable little boy! The ones of Ramya holding him make me ache so....nothing like what you must be feeling. You're still in my thoughts and prayers often. If I had a birthday wish today, it would be for every Duke BMT family to be able to celebrate their children's birthdays at least up into their 50s! Continue to take care of each other.
Much Love,
Lisa
Tatem
Yorktown, VA - Sunday, September 25, 2005 11:02 AM CDT
I know that words cannot express how we feel about life after loosing somone so procious in our lives. But our babies are together. All the children on 5200 hang together. I could see Frannie trying to carry Varun around heaven and him trying to walk, saying put me down Frannie, I'm a big boy. Frannie saying know, your a baby. They are so happy and they dont have any more pain. That's what makes me feel so much better. I hope you are doing ok, for me, I'm still having a hard time. I do better in the morning then at night. Please call some time or write me. I miss you alot and I havent heard from you in a while. V Much Love for you all. V 336-777-0120 or 336-638-6066 or just email me and I will email you back.
viesta King <viestaking@yahoo.com or caringbridge.org/nc/frannie>
- Friday, September 23, 2005 9:27 AM CDT
Dear Ramya,
thank you for stopping by Elisha's website. I really am grateful for the words of encouragment!!! You are so very sweet. I pray you are doing well.
Many blessings,
mary & elisha
mary <zoehappyheart@hotmail.com>
Euless, TX USA - Tuesday, September 20, 2005 7:10 PM CDT
Deepak and Ramya,
Our newborn son, Thomas, shared a room with Varun in the PICU for 5 days in May (14th-19th). I remember seeing Ramya lay her head on Varun's bed while he slept, sedated and on the ventilator. I didn't get a chance to know you as well as I would have liked before we were moved to a new room, but I remember Varun's sweet face and how much his parents loved him. We were so sad when we heard he had died and we pray for you each day, as we did when Thomas was also so sick.
You can reach me at amhinnant@yahoo.com if you would like to get in touch.
Anna Marie and Chris Hinnant
Angier, North Carolina
Anna Marie Hinnant <amhinnant@yahoo.com>
Angier, NC US - Sunday, September 18, 2005 7:40 PM CDT
Dearest Friends, Deepak & Ramya~
My heart breaks afresh for you at the pain reflected in your recent entry....I can just picture Varun crawling over to you on the bed...such a sweet memory. Thank you again for sharing such intimate parts of your lives with us. It helps us savor the preciousness of life. May your home be filled with joy, hope, peace and laughter...somehow, someway, at the right moments...times of healing and refreshment for your hurting souls.
Sending a BIG HUG and much love,
Lisa
Tatem
Yorktown, VA - Saturday, September 10, 2005 3:27 PM CDT
Dear Ramya and Deepak,
Just thinking of you tonight, and of Varun, beautiful boy. We send you all our love, as always, and are working on our family photo still... It will find you eventually, together with Brian's books. We miss you, we miss Varun dearly. Love, Heather
heather <hharpham@earthlink.net>
Durham, NC U.S.A. - Friday, September 9, 2005 10:50 PM CDT
Hi Deepak and Ramya,
It has been a while since I wrote something here on this journal. We have been in touch, thanks to our physical proximity. But, it amazes me to note that you continue to be an inspiration for us, facing odds against odds. It's also a reflection of your internal strength, to be sharing your most dearest thoughts with us, the joural readers.
Those who believe in destiny would probabaly say that everything happens for a reason. But, whatever it is that the Powers That Be have in the mind, we wish that you both find strength and contentment in each other and the days get that bit easier on you.
Wounds may heal, but the scars remain. We hope, one day you will have other than scars and painful memories to nurse...
Akhil, Rajany, Li'l Radhika
Westford, MA USA - Tuesday, September 6, 2005 9:04 PM CDT
Hi Deepak and Ramya, just checking in to see how you are holding up. I want to thank you for sharing so openly and honestly on this journal, it gives me a better idea of what to pray for you both. I enjoy reading your memories of Varun too - what a sweet little boy and I know he gave you so much joy. I was just thinking the other day of how our boys would smile at each other through the glass windows in 5200... those are precious memories to me.
The tiger lilies are planted and I will send pictures once they bloom. Little Varun's spirit lives on in our sunny garden.
Much love,
D'Anne, Marshall & Jackson
D'Anne White <mama@jacksonwhite.com>
Concord, CA USA - Tuesday, September 6, 2005 0:24 AM CDT
hehe, cute picture! i saw that you said you missed my entries :) so here's one!! i was surprised over and over at how well you could hold up through that whole thing, and now that you have the results back from the biopsy, it's much clearer, i hope. every time you sign our page i love how you give recognition to ^^angel varun^^ :) it's SO sweet, i'm glad y'all still update your journal too, it's nice to be able to look at what's going on w/ you guys. And yes, it is GREAT to be home, i just love it!! it's feels so good, to be able to say, call me at HOME, meet me at my MY HOUSE, and etc. i hope you continiue to do well, and you're in my prayers often,
Kaitlyn Tatem
Yorktown (feels good to type), VA - Thursday, September 1, 2005 11:00 AM CDT
Hi, Deepak & Ramya~
Thanks for mentioning us on your page...it means a lot. We are so sad today because of Maddy, and also because of Ryan. It's so hard for us to celebrate our homecoming when so many BMT families are experiencing such heartbreak. We have collected over 30 CB sites that I check regularly (including yours!), and I just wish all of them could have happy endings. With all the suffering in our extended BMT family and around the world, heaven is looking better and better. I guess we just have to live each day with all we've got and love those around us with all we can give, not knowing what the future may hold for any of us. Thank you for being our "good friends" too, as we've journeyed together along this BMT trail that is sometimes filled with tears and sometimes joy.
Much Love,
Lisa & family
The Tatems
Yorktown, VA - Wednesday, August 31, 2005 7:34 PM CDT
My name is mary and I am so sorry to hear about your sweet baby!! My son had WAS also and is now 5yrs old. He had a bone marrow transplant and now has chronic GVHD. It has been nothing but a long hard battle for the last 5yrs! My prayers are with you and your family!! Our website is www.elishahenderson.com
mary <zoehappyheart@hotmail.com>
Euless, TX USA - Monday, August 29, 2005 8:31 PM CDT
Just wanted you to know that our thoughts and prayers are always with you.
Chris and Meredith(www.caringbridge.com/nc/meredith)
RM, NC USA - Sunday, August 28, 2005 7:32 PM CDT
What beautiful pictures!!!Thanks for sharing. I've shared your website with others. Know that you continue to be in my thoughts and prayers.
Pam and Terry Eason <t3rrye@aol.com (www.caringbridge.com/nc/terry) >
Four Oaks, NC US - Sunday, August 28, 2005 12:31 AM CDT
We think of you often and pray that you are able to find solace in each day. Happy Belated Birthday to Deepak. We wish you more peace with every breath, and continued healing. Our prayers are with you always,
Claudina <claubonetti@aol.com>
New York, NY - Friday, August 26, 2005 7:27 AM CDT
Hi Ramya and Deepak,
Everytime we passby your apartment we think about Varun. We remember that one evening when we knocked on your door, Varun was sitting in his chair having his meal...he had this puzzled look and couldn't decide if he wanted to hide his face or smile. Oh! that lovely expression, we miss seeing him. But thanks for posting his lovely pictures for us to view, this way we'll get to see him.
Though we didn't get a chance to know you much, the brief meetings with you (when we discussed about Varun's health just in-between the evening walks for our daughter)are reason enough to remember you and pray for you both and for Varun.
Please accept our belated b'day wishes, Deepak. We both wish you enough courage. Thanks for updating the website and keeping us all informed about you both. Please do take care of each other and whenever you come to Durham, please do inform us so we can meet. Take care,
Mayur and Namrata
Durham, NC USA - Thursday, August 25, 2005 10:15 PM CDT
Know we are thinking of you.
Jodi and McKayla
Jodi Phelan <jodiphelan@hotmail.com>
Sherwood Park, AB Canada - Tuesday, August 23, 2005 5:18 PM CDT
BRENDA My Loving Dad's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
EDMONTON,ALBERTA CANADA, - Monday, August 22, 2005 2:28 AM CDT
Dear Deepak and Ramya, First of all,a very belated happy birthday to Deepak.Second of all, I am sorry not to have written sooner. I have totally absorbed myself in coordinating and networking fundraising for Viesta. I created a site for her supporters and friends:www.caringbridge.org/kingfamilysupporters
This is all underlined but my computer doesn't know how to underline. Anyway, a day doesn't go by that we don't think of Varun because his beautiful picture is in full view. We talk to him everyday. We hope and pray that the two of you find some solace in eachother and in your faith and the support of those who love you. Love, Judy and John
Judy Lindahl <fireflyspirit@earthlink.net>
Bloomfield, NJ USA - Wednesday, August 17, 2005 8:28 AM CDT
Still thinking of and praying for you!!!!!!!
Love & Friendship,
Lisa
Tatem
Durham, NC - Tuesday, August 16, 2005 10:53 PM CDT
Thinking of you always.
Lubna <lubnac@yahoo.com>
Palo Alto, CA USA - Thursday, August 11, 2005 12:26 AM CDT
Varun
You will always be lving in your parent,s heart
Subhash Chander <jfd1049@yahoo.com>
Attleboro, MA USA - Thursday, August 11, 2005 10:04 AM CDT
What a beautiful display for Varun's pictures and I love the music you chose to go with them. We are home now and all is going very well. Have updated Zach's site if you want more details (caringbridge.org/tx/zachmel) Know I continue to think and pray for you. Ramya have some milk today and rest. Deepak I hope your job is going well. Take care of each other...ya'll do that so beautifully!
Melanie <melharrison@juno.com>
- Wednesday, August 10, 2005 7:55 PM CDT
Still thinking of you often, and sending our best wishes for peace to you both.
Love,
D'Anne, Marshall & Jackson
D'Anne White <mama@jacksonwhite.com>
Concord, CA USA - Monday, August 8, 2005 1:11 AM CDT
Hi, Deepak and Ramya-
Yesterday, our other Indian friends were visiting us here from VA, and we wanted to show them your site and beautiful Varun. I could see the hurt in their eyes for you. Kaitlyn and I were excited to see that you'd updated recently, but we didn't have time to read, so I did so this evening. Thank you for continuing to share your lives with us. I'm sending a belated birthday wish to Deepak...may your heart grow and mend and be full again...full of joy, full of peace, full of comfort and everlasting love.
Thinking of you,
Lisa
Tatem
Durham, NC - Sunday, August 7, 2005 9:52 PM CDT
I just wanted you to know we are thinking about you.
Jodi and McKayla
Jodi Phelan <jodiphelan@hotmail.com>
Sherwood Park, AB Canada - Friday, August 5, 2005 1:59 AM CDT
The pictures of Varun are beautiful.
lbritt <lbritt@fmrealty.com>
Cary, NC USA - Tuesday, August 2, 2005 2:33 PM CDT
We will be heading home to Texas on Friday after our final appointment with Dr. Parikh. We are so happy and excited our day has come and we carry with us so many experiences, both happy and sorrowful. Deepak, Ramya and Varun, you all have a very special place in our hearts. We will remember you always and, lest we should forget, we have the darling picture of Varun to keep us mindful of a sweetheart of a little boy whose parents were very brave and with such love and devotion did the very best they could for their precious son who now enjoys all the pleasures Heaven has to offer and a family that looks forward to being together again. The Lord bless you and keep you. The Lord make His face shine upon you and give you peace, and give you peace, and give you peace for always.
Melanie <melharrison@juno.com>
- Tuesday, August 2, 2005 9:33 AM CDT
Dear Ramya and Deepak,
Thanks for the online photos as well as the videos of Varun. Hope you two are taking care of each other.
Geetha
Chapel Hill, NC - Saturday, July 30, 2005 8:10 AM CDT
Hi Ramya and Deepak,
Enjoyed our phone visit a short while back Ramya. I think of ya'll so often and continue to treasure Varun's picture.
I pray the days get easier for you very soon!
Melanie <melharrison@juno.com>
- Friday, July 29, 2005 10:30 PM CDT
Thinking of you all today and every day.
Lubna <lubnac@yahoo.com>
Palo Alto, CA USA - Friday, July 29, 2005 7:09 PM CDT
Dear Deepak and Ramya:
How are you doing? You too are God's children. I am sure he would not like to see you in pain. So each time vision precious Varun playing happily and healthily with lots and lots of angels in the clouds. You will break into a smile. Take good care of each other please. may God bless everyone.
navneet nanda <navneetnanda@hotmail.com>
Chandigarh, Ut India - Thursday, July 28, 2005 0:24 AM CDT
Just a note to let you know you were in my thoughts and prayers. May you find continued peace along this journey. May Varun continue to be your guiding light always. With love and best wishes,
Claudina <claubonetti@aol.com>
New York, NY - Sunday, July 24, 2005 9:38 PM CDT
Dear Deepak and Ramya,
You're both in our thoughts and prayers. May the Lord Bless you!
Thanks for the update!
Rajeev
Rajeev <rajeevm@rocketmail.com>
- Friday, July 22, 2005 12:57 AM CDT
Ramya,
It was so good to hear your voice when you called...thanks for contacting me. I still think of you and Deepak. After visiting Frannie yesterday in PICU, I've thought of what it must have been like for you there....so hard to see. May you find reasons to laugh and enjoy life again, and may the private tears bring healing to your soul. I'm so glad you have each other to lean on...stay close.
Much Love,
Lisa
Lisa Tatem
Durham, NC - Thursday, July 21, 2005 11:26 AM CDT
Thinking of Varun and his family.
Linda Britt <lbritt@fmrealty.com>
Cary, NC USA - Tuesday, July 19, 2005 6:14 PM CDT
Hi Ramya & Deepak,
Greetings!! We haven't read an update for over two weeks now and just wanted to know how you guys are doing?
May God shower His blessings on you now and forever.
Best,
Yash & Kiran
Yash and Kiran <kiranrkmus@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, July 19, 2005 1:11 PM CDT
Enjoyed our phone visit the other day. So good to hear your voice. I think of ya'll so often and continue to pray God's peace and comfort upon you.
Melanie <melharrison@juno.com>
- Tuesday, July 19, 2005 9:37 AM CDT
BRENDA My Loving Dad's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
EDMONTON,ALBERTA CANADA, - Monday, July 18, 2005 10:18 PM CDT
Deepak and Ramya, I have been so absorbed worrying about Frannie that I have neglected to write to you this week and I hope you will forgive me. I think of Varun everyday. He will never be forgotten. I just can't get that little girl out of my head and I know you know all too well what her family is going through. Still, don't ever think we forget Varun. Never. Love, Judy and John
Judy and John Lindahl <fireflyspirit@earthlink.net>
Bloomfield, NJ USA - Sunday, July 17, 2005 10:23 PM CDT
Thinking of Varun tonight.
Linda Britt <lbritt@fmrealty.com>
Cary, NC USA - Friday, July 15, 2005 11:39 PM CDT
Deepak and Rayma-
Want you to know I am still thinking of you. I have the smiles imaged in my head and those smiles are ones that don't ever leave your mind. May God keep you in total comfort.
Carrie <cseaman@orioninternational.com>
Clayton, NC 27520 - Thursday, July 14, 2005 3:10 PM CDT
Just wanted to come by and let you know we are thinking of you today.
Jodi and McKayla
Jodi Phelan <jodiphelan@hotmail.com>
Sherwood Park, AB Canada - Thursday, July 14, 2005 2:40 PM CDT
Deepak and Ramya,
I just wanted you to know that I am thinking of you guys. I hope you are able to focus on your special memories and relish in the happy times that you guys had with Varun. I know it must be comforting to have your family surround you during these difficult days. I have really been enjoying the photos of Varun.
Love,
The Zavareei's
Natalie, Hassan, Hayden, Jordan and IsabellaZavareei <zavareei@verizon.net>
- Thursday, July 14, 2005 9:06 AM CDT
BRENDA My Loving Dad's Site <brurka@shaw.ca>
EDMONTON,ALBERTA CANADA, - Tuesday, July 12, 2005 0:54 AM CDT
Dear Deepak and Ramya,
Always thinking and praying for both of you. May the Good Lord Bless You!
Love and Prayers,
Rajeev
Rajeev Muralidharan <rajeevm@rocketmail.com>
- Monday, July 11, 2005 8:20 AM CDT
Still thinking of you!
Love,
The Tatems
Matt, Lisa, Kaitlyn, Nathan & Thomas Tatem
Durham, NC - Sunday, July 10, 2005 11:32 PM CDT
Dear Ramya and Deepak:
We are very happy to see you doing well and I must congratulate you both for facing this boldly and so maturely, without any bitterness. God has really blessed both of you by giving you an excellent one time opportunity to serve him through precious Varun. I really think you both get your strength and internal happiness from Varun. Keep it up! I am sure God has something good for you in store. Take care and keep smiling. You are an inspiration to mankind!
Navneet Nanda <navneetnanda@hotmail.com>
Chandigarh, UT India - Friday, July 8, 2005 3:21 AM CDT
wow, has it really been that long? a while month, it seems like just yesterday that your little precious was crawling around the living room floor, doesn't it? i feel ur loss and pain, but, 'The Lord bless you and keep you' Numbers 6:24, let that dwell in your hearts as today comes to an end, sending my love, -Kaitlyn
Kaitlyn
Durham, NC USA - Tuesday, July 5, 2005 9:53 PM CDT
Deepak and Ramya, Still thinking about you two, and sweet Varun. I hope you are able to enjoy some moments of your days, and pray you are healing from all the stress your bodies have taken in at least the last eight months or more. Love from the Tomoff's: terri, bill, olivia and ryan
Terri Tomoff and family <territomoff@yahoo.com>
crofton, maryland - Tuesday, July 5, 2005 4:43 PM CDT
We are thinking of you and praying for you as always.
Yash and Kiran <kiranrkmus@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, July 5, 2005 11:58 AM CDT
Thanks for the update. Still continue to pray for you and remember Varun. Exciting news about the new little one!
Take care of each other!
Melanie <melharrison@juno.com>
- Tuesday, July 5, 2005 9:00 AM CDT
Dear Deepak and Ramya,
Just stopping by to say hello! You're still remembered in the Tatem household. Hope you were able to do something fun on this holiday. Deepak, you definitely have a gift with words...your entries are still so moving...especially now that they are for Varun. Thank you for sharing those special heaven-sent messages with us.
Praying you are comforted,
Lisa and family
Lisa Tatem
Durham, NC - Monday, July 4, 2005 10:31 PM CDT
Hi Deepak and Ramya, Somehow I managed to get onto the guestbook page but still can't get the slide show. I must be doing something wrong. Anyway, I am glad to see the guestbook is still open and that you are receiving messages of comfort and support from all over. How loved your little sweetheart was and is and how loved you both are. Your new friends, Judy and John
Judy Lindahl <fireflyspirit@earthlink.net>
Bloomfield, NJ USA - Saturday, July 2, 2005 8:30 AM CDT
Deepak and Remya,
Thinking of you today and every day. I can't imagine the depth of your pain but my own heart breaks each time I think of your little Varun. I just want to let you know that you are in my heart and I continue to pray for God to comfort you both and give you peace.
Lynne, Sara's Mom, sent me a note the other day and asked me to remember to tell you both hello for her and Grant. They understand how you feel as they grieve for their two little ones. They are doing as well as possible.
Love to you both,
Claudia, Dan, and Daniel
Claudia Puckette <ClaudiaPuckette@aol.com>
Forest, VA USA - Thursday, June 30, 2005 8:57 PM CDT
Thinking of you and continuing to pray as you go back to work and life moves on. You will never get over this but God helps you learn to live with it. Trust in Him!
Melanie and Zach <melharrison@juno.com>
- Wednesday, June 29, 2005 5:27 PM CDT
Dear Deepak and Ramya,
Solemn turns the wheel of life... many shores revisited...
When in distress, comfort someone else and you will find comfort from within... help someone get to the safety of a shore and you'll find safety for yourselves...
Your inner strength is both amazing and inspiring. Even in your sorrow, we find you comforting others... digging deeper in to your well of kindness that never seems to run dry... We hope you both find yourselves loving each other more dearly than ever.
We are proud to have known you, to be counted among your friends... As you tread this path, holding each other, please be comforted that your friends are right behind, just in case you need them.
May each day bring comfort and strength to you both...
Loving Regards
Akhil, Rajany & Radhika
Westford, MA - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 9:53 AM CDT
Dear Deepak and Ramya, I'm just checking in to let you know that you've been on our mind and in our hearts. We think of little Varun often - of his bright eyes and warrior spirit. Sending prayers of comfort to you both tonight.
Love,
D'Anne, Marshall & Jackson
D'Anne White <mama@jacksonwhite.com>
Concord, CA USA - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 2:00 AM CDT
Deepak and Rayma-
What beautful photo shots of Varun. That smile is filled with a deep love for life. May God continue to bless you each day. It is hard and God is faithful and will bring comfort to those you mourn. I know this week is going to be hard trying to get back into some form of routine but know we are still praying for you. You both are amazing people with so much love. Share Varun's smile to others each day.
Carrie <cseaman@orioninternational.com>
Clayton, NC - Tuesday, June 28, 2005 6:47 PM CDT
Dear Deepak and Ramya, I wanted to say hello and I truely know your loss. Please know that you both are in my prayers and thoughts. I miss seeing you both and hope your doing well. Take comfort in knowing that Varun and Ian are fine and are in the very best of hands possible.
shannon and Robin McGahee <gsmcgahee@charter.net>
Gainesville, Ga - Tuesday, June 28, 2005 3:52 PM CDT
Dear Deepak & Ramya,
Our prayers are always with you. This new phase of life without Varun must be so hard indeed. Your words brought tears to my eyes- I know he is proud and smiling from above- he was blessed with such wonderful parents. May God continue to give you strength and faith always. You are an inspiration to us all. With love and blessings,
Claudina <claubonetti@aol.com>
New York, NY - Tuesday, June 28, 2005 3:25 PM CDT
Dearest Deepak and Ramya,
Kaitlyn and I just enjoyed all the sweet photos of Varun...it's an honor to be able to peak into your treasured memories. Thanks for sharing such a sacred part of your lives w/ us. We still think of you often, especially when going by your apartment here. May you find the strength to face each new day, and may your tears bring healing to your souls...we weep w/ you still.
Much love,
Lisa
Lisa Tatem <mptatem@juno.com>
Yorktown, VA - Monday, June 27, 2005 10:06 PM CDT
EDMONTON,ALBERTA CANADA, - Monday, June 27, 2005 9:26 PM CDT
We are thinking of you. We are praying for you. Looking at Varun's picture's, there's a smile and at the same time tears in our eyes.
I hope and pray that God Almighty gives you strength in these hard times.
Love,
Yash and Kiran
Yash and Kiran <kiranrkmus@yahoo.com>
- Monday, June 27, 2005 4:20 PM CDT
Thanks for posting the picture slideshow of Varun. What an amazing little boy with such a spark of brightness and brilliance in his eyes. He will never be forgotten, even by those who heard of his journey through others. God Bless you both and help you heal...
Sree and family <sreea@hotmail.com>
Dallas, TX - Sunday, June 26, 2005 9:48 PM CDT
Deepak and Ramya,
Very impressed with Varun's photo spread. You can see the sparkle in his eyes with every photo. He is loved beyond words can describe, and all can see from his beautiful pictures. You must be proud of his warrior spirit, and I am too! You are all in my prayers; prayers of healing are coming your way. Hopefully, you can get some much needed rest in your NH apartment, although not all days will be easy. But know many people still think and care about you two always.....
Terri Tomoff and family <territomoff@yahoo.com>
crofton, maryland - Sunday, June 26, 2005 8:40 PM CDT
Thank you so much for sharing your pictures of your beautiful boy...I wanted to share a song with you that touched my heart shortly after I lost a loved one who was transplanted at Duke and earned his wings 11-25-03...he was 4 years old.
Fly, fly little wing
Fly beyond imagining
The softest cloud, the whitest dove
Upon the wind of heaven's love
Past the planets and the stars
Leave this lonely world of ours
Escape the sorrow and the pain
And fly again
Fly, fly precious one
Your endless journey has begun
Take your gentle happiness
Far too beautiful for this
Cross over to the other shore
There is peace forevermore
But hold this mem'ry bittersweet
Until we meet
Fly, fly do not fear
Don't waste a breath, don't shed a tear
Your heart is pure, your soul is free
Be on your way, don't wait for me
Above the universe you'll climb
On beyond the hands of time
The moon will rise, the sun will set
But I won't forget
Fly, fly little wing
Fly where only angels sing
Fly away, the time is right
Go now, find the light
alyssa (www.caringbridge.org/ca/bennettboys) <sabiemc@aol.com>
orlando, fl usa - Sunday, June 26, 2005 7:52 PM CDT
Thinking of ya'll and hoping you have a good day.
Melanie and Zach <melharrison@juno.com>
Durham, NC - Sunday, June 26, 2005 9:28 AM CDT
Dear Deepak and Ramya,
Came back from India last night,I was shocked about our little soldier's news.
Our condolonces. Varun and you folks have seen so many life and death moments in 18 months and you 3 have taught all of us a lot, above all "Life is precious and it's priceless". Varun and his memories would live forever.
Cherian
Merrimack, NH USA - Sunday, June 26, 2005 3:02 AM CDT
Hello, I continue to pray for God's love to fall uppon you, and that you will feel complete peace, about every thing that has happened, but you seem to be doing better....I'm so proud of you guys, and Varun, well, he was sure a fighter, I'm amazed at how he just Fought, he's defintely God's little soldier! And the videos, oh, they were soooo cute, I know you miss him, but just think, He made it through SO much, i mean, I for one am still in shock, wow! He's happy now, He's in Heaven, w/ his Father God, And everytime i feel depressed, or sad, i think of you all, You were so strong, even in the hardest times. You lift me up! I feel almost honored to know you guys. I am honored! I wanted to say all this, and let you know that No matter your problem, God is there. Well, I hope you're doing good, good bye,
-kaitlyn
Kaitlyn <kuteykaity@juno.com>
Yorktown, VA usa - Saturday, June 25, 2005 4:01 PM CDT
Dear Deepak and Ramya,
I followed your journey through the Caring Bridge website and still think of you and little angel Varun often. May the joys he brought you light your way through dark times. You are in my thoughts and prayers.
Laurie Kruczynski <lkruczynski@yahoo.com>
San Jose, CA USA - Friday, June 24, 2005 6:01 PM CDT
Dear Deepak and Ramya,
I still check your page often...thinking and praying for you each time and throughout the day. Thank you for posting the videos...so precious...may the happy times shine brightly to guide you through this time.
Love,
Lisa
Lisa Tatem <mptatem@juno.com>
Yorktown, VA - Thursday, June 23, 2005 11:52 PM CDT
Think of ya'll so often and try to imagine how life is for you these days. Pray for you everyday! Thanks so much for the video. So good to see little Varun's pictures...I know they are very dear to you and appreciate you once again sharing Varun with us. Melanie and Zach
Melanie and Zach <melharrison@juno.com>
Durham, NC - Thursday, June 23, 2005 6:00 PM CDT
Dear Deepak and Ramya,
I am pained at your loss. No words can give back such a beautiful child back to you. I was reading this in Kanchiforum. I pray to His Holiness Sri Chandrasekharendra Saraswathy Sripada and the current Acharyas of Kanchi Kamakoti Peetam to give you the mental strength and peace of mind at this stage. Please trust God and He has his own reasons for everything. His compassion will heal the wounds in your heart and make you feel the peace.
God Bless,
Ravi
Ravi Venkatraman
Pittsburgh, PA USA - Thursday, June 23, 2005 8:26 AM CDT
Dear Deepak and Ramya,
Thanks for posting the videos. As in the photos, we see a very happy Varun in the videos. Even though he went through a lot in his short life, he sure was a happy child because of the wonderful parents he had on earth. You must be missing him a lot. Take care of each other.
Geetha <ggggvvvv@yahoo.com>
Bangalore/Chapel Hill, NC USA - Thursday, June 23, 2005 2:58 AM CDT
Deepak and Ramya,
I just wanted you to know that our hearts and prayers continue to be with you. Thank you so much for sharing the video. He was such a strong, precious little boy. You both have been so strong as well. May God help you to find peace and comfort.
Love and prayers,
Chris and Meredith(www.caringbridge.com/nc/meredith)
RM, NC USA - Wednesday, June 22, 2005 11:34 AM CDT
Deepak and Rayma-
Wanted you to know I am thinking of you as I do everyday. May God continue to show you His comfort and strength to get through each day. Take care.
Carrie <cseaman@orioninternational.com>
Clayton, NC - Wednesday, June 22, 2005 6:34 AM CDT
Dear Deepak and Ramya, Thank you so much for keeping Varun's website open. It is very comforting to go to the site and see that gorgeous face staring at us. I dread clicking on and finding the site empty. There is just a great sense of relief being able to still know we are in touch. Thanks especially for the videos. Varun is still giving lots of laughs. He is contagious and funny and beautiful all at once. We are trying to copy the videos onto a CD so we can look at it whenever we want. Love, Judy and John
Judy and John Lindahl <fireflyspirit@earthlink.net>
Bloomfield, NJ USA - Tuesday, June 21, 2005 10:28 PM CDT
Deepak and Remya,
Thinking of you today and everyday and continuing to pray that God will give you the stregnth to carry on. I am glad that you had a safe trip home and that you have had people to be with you. We miss seeing you and just wanted to keep in touch with you. Thanks for continuing to update the site and let us know how you are doing.
Love to you both,
Claudia, Dan, and Daniel Puckette
Claudia Puckette <ClaudiaPuckette@aol.com>
Forest, VA USA - Tuesday, June 21, 2005 7:42 PM CDT
I loved the videos. The one of him crawling and quickly finding cereal under the couch was priceless. So was the expression on his face in the picture where he's turned back and looking at his dad who tailgating him. Its like he is saying "you're at it again aren't you?"What a bright independent child. What words can I say to console you? There are no words. As a parent I can only imagine what you are going through. All I can do is pray for the Lord to give you strength.
A well wisher
Washington, DC - Monday, June 20, 2005 12:48 AM CDT
Dear Deepak and Ramya,
Thank you for sharing your videos with us. We are continueing to pray for you.
Mary, (Michael's mom) www3.caringbridge.org/nc/mcendarferlehto/ <mary_mcendarfer@hotmail.com>
Duke 5200, - Monday, June 20, 2005 8:59 AM CDT
Dear Deepak and Ramya,
Thanks for your continued postings on this journal, the video clips. Trust you both are keeping well and taking care of yourselves.
Warm Regards
Akhil, Rajany and Radhika
Rye, NY - Monday, June 20, 2005 4:45 AM CDT
Hi Deepak and Ramya, thank you so much for keeping us updated. We're still praying for comfort as you find yourself back home without your precious son. He is with you though. Varun, please send your mommy and daddy signs to show them that you are near.
Much love,
D'Anne, Marshall & Jackson
D'Anne White <mama@jacksonwhite.com>
Concord, CA USA - Monday, June 20, 2005 1:57 AM CDT
hello,
i'm sorry for your loss. know that Jesus Christ is w/ you, and He cares for you, especially in your time of grief...Us Tatems love you!!!
-Kaitlyn
Kaityn <kuteykaity@juno..com>
USA - Sunday, June 19, 2005 5:39 PM CDT
Dear Deepak and Ramya, You got home safely. For this we are grateful. You need time to grieve, to remember, to be close to eachother and your extended family and friends. It is so considerate of you to update this journal. Take your time, please. We all are keeping Varun in our prayers and it seems as if his presence has expanded,not contracted. It's like he is everywhere. Here, in our apartment in NJ, there with you (of course, always), in the homes and hearts of people all over the world. Such a little boy, at home with you and at home with God, and in all of our homes. It's like we all get a chance to share him and love him. Thank you for sharing your precious gift with us. We will all take very good care of him; have no fear. Love, Judy and John
Judy Lindahl <fireflyspirit@earthlink.net>
Bloomfield, NJ USA - Saturday, June 18, 2005 1:00 PM CDT
^i^Varun^i^ is an angel now. My prayers are with your family during this most difficult time...
Debbie Fields Murphy, NC Tuberous Sclerosis Assn. FOA/RA <TuberousSclerosis@earthlink.net>
NC - Friday, June 17, 2005 10:08 PM CDT
Knowing the transition is diffficult and praying God's comfort be with you. Little Tyler is in Heaven as of yesterday. I know you know what his parents are going through at this time and you will know how to pray for them. Even though miles separate us ya'll remain in my heart and I look at little Varun's picture daily.
Melanie and Zach <melharrison@juno.com>
Durham, NC - Friday, June 17, 2005 6:49 PM CDT
I am so sorry to hear about Varun - I fell in love with him the first time Steven showed me his picture. He was such an adorable baby - and it was an honor to get to meet you and Varun, and to see how strong you all were. Varun has made such a huge impact on us all - he inspired us to work harder, to strive for so much more... when we put up thousands of fliers for our bone marrow drives, it was partly for the cause.. and partly for varun, because he was such an angel. There were so many people who signed up for the bone marrow registry because no one could help but fall in love with him - and through that influence, lives have been saved.
I know that he is at peace, that he is smiling down on us now... thank you for letting us tag along on the wonderful journey of his life.. for introducing us to one of the most wonderful babies ever.
I'll always remember his huge eyes and how adorable he was on his first birthday. My prayers are with you.
Makiko Hiromi
Durham, NC USA - Friday, June 17, 2005 5:56 PM CDT
My thoughts and prayers are with you both and your families at this very trying time.
Becki (FOA/RA)
Clinton Township, MI USA - Friday, June 17, 2005 12:25 AM CDT
I hope you guys are doing well. We pray for your peace.
Yash and Kiran
Yash and Kiran <kiranrkmus@hotmail.com>
- Friday, June 17, 2005 12:14 AM CDT
I just learned of your sweet pumpkin boy today. I pray for your peace.
Ashley Hast (FOA/RA) <ahast24@aol.com>
White Oak, TX - Friday, June 17, 2005 10:49 AM CDT
Hello sweet family. I am so sorry for your loss. May God be with you and your family during this difficult time.
Mindi & CamiJo (FOA/RA) <mopoelwijk@cs.com>
Sparks, NV USA - Friday, June 17, 2005 10:06 AM CDT
My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. MAy your beautiful sweet baby boy visit you everynight in your dreams.
Amy ~*~ FoA/RA ~*~ <afulcher@localnet.com>
PA - Friday, June 17, 2005 10:00 AM CDT
Sorry for the loss of your beautiful son. All the best to your family during this difficult time.
Robin Brunet <robinb@neptune.on .ca>
Bradford, Ontario Canada - Friday, June 17, 2005 9:48 AM CDT
Dear Deepak and Ramya,
Glad to hear that you had family and friends to accompany your trip back home. You are two amazingly strong loving husband and wife as well as parents. God Bless you and shower you with His Healing touch everyday. Thanks for posting the journal.
Ranga and Kamu
Scottsdale, AZ - Thursday, June 16, 2005 10:48 PM CDT
Just wanted to let you know we are thinking about you. We know it will be really difficult for you to settle down after travelling this road. I hope you would have strength and courage to do that..we are praying for you
Manu,Sandeep and Janvi ( www.caringbridge.com/tx/janvi) <shahi_manu@yahoo.com>
Flower Mound, tx - Thursday, June 16, 2005 7:48 PM CDT
Dear Ramya & Deepak,
As a mom I feel deeply for both of you & pray to God that he gives you the strength to bear this loss.
Sarika <sarikabatra02@yahoo.com>
Austin, Tx - Thursday, June 16, 2005 7:46 PM CDT
Hello Depak and Rayma,
I just wanted to let you know that you all are in my prayers.
nadia batts <kanena3@yahoo.com>
durham, nc usa - Thursday, June 16, 2005 2:18 PM CDT
Dear Deepak and Ramya,
Thanks for taking the time to update your journal under such difficult circumstances. Our thoughts and prayers continue to be for you.
Your friends,
The Tatems
Matt , Lisa , Kaitlyn, Nathan and Thomas Tatem <mptatem@juno.com>
Yorktown, VA - Thursday, June 16, 2005 8:37 AM CDT
Thank you for letting us know that you arrived home. Thinking of you both and your families so very much.
God Bless,
Terry
Terry Johnson <tltjohnson@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, June 15, 2005 10:58 PM CDT
Thank you for being so faithful to this journal and for sharing Varun with those of us who call NC home. I hope we served Varun and his family well and you came away with a bit of Southern Comfort to fall back on during the hard days ahead.
Linda Britt <lbritt@fmrealty.com>
Morrisville, NC USA - Wednesday, June 15, 2005 10:24 PM CDT
Dear Varun's family,
Your beautiful little boy captured my heart with his big brown eyes the moment I came to his web site. I have no doubt he is with the Lord. I am so sorry for the deep pain and grief you must feel without him here in a physical being. May you always feel him close in spirit and in your heart.
Debbie Nagy
St. Louis, - Tuesday, June 14, 2005 9:28 PM CDT
Dear Bhaskaran family,
I am deeply sorry for the loss of your precious baby, Varun. He is such a beautiful boy! He truly is gracing heaven now and his soul is overflowing with joy. I know he will be deeply missed by your family.
Praying for you.
God bless,
The Paquette's: Monica, John, Aubrey, Saint Gabrielle, and Noah
Monica Paquette <mj.paquette@att.net>
Minneapolis, MN - Tuesday, June 14, 2005 6:06 PM CDT
Deepak and Remya,
We are now back home in Forest. Daniel gave us a big scare but we were able to remove the port and get that clot under control. We thought about you both constantly. I am so saddened by our loss of Varun. I am also greatful to have gotten to know you during our time in Durham. It was an experience that has changed us forever and we will always hold dear those that were on 5200 with us. We will continue to lift you up in prayer for God to comfort you and give you stregnth in the days ahead.
All our love,
Claudia, Dan, and Daniel
Claudia Puckette <ClaudiaPuckette@aol.com>
Forest, VA USA - Tuesday, June 14, 2005 8:43 AM CDT
I am so very sorry for your loss. Such a beautiful little boy, he's now gained some precious wings.
Caroline <sweetcaro@optusnet.com.au>
Melbourne, VIC Australia - Monday, June 13, 2005 8:41 PM CDT
What a little cutie pie you are.
EDMONTON,ALBERTA CANADA, - Monday, June 13, 2005 1:11 PM CDT
Dear Deepak and Remya,
Hope you have reached New Hampshire safely. I will call your cell sometime. BTW, Neelima's uncle is in Nashua. I will give you the contacts.
You both had been the best. I can't imagine the courage and strength that you both personifies after seeing you through the past few months. God certainly must have done the best thing for Varun. I can't help but stating over and over again - that God gave him the best parents He could have given anybody! Talk to you later,
love,
Ajit and Neelima
Ajit and Neelima <neelimaajit@hotmail.com>
Chicago, IL 60504 - Monday, June 13, 2005 12:43 AM CDT
I hope and pray that you guys reached NH safely.
You are in our prayers and we are thinking a lot about you guys.
Love
Yash and Kiran
Yash and Kiran <kiranrkmus@yahoo.com>
- Monday, June 13, 2005 11:31 AM CDT
Just wanted to let you know we are thinking of you today.
Jodi and McKayla
Jodi Phelan <jodiphelan@hotmail.com>
Sherwood Park, AB Canada - Monday, June 13, 2005 2:58 AM CDT
Dear Deepak and Ramya,
You have probably arrived home as I write this. Your courage during the past few weeks has been truly inspirational. I can only imagine the pain you must feel arriving home without precious Varun. The last 8 months of your life have been trying and painful ones. In my heart I know that your faith, your love, and your inner strength will continue to guide you during these trying days and weeks to come. Little Varun has touched all of our lives and through your beautiful words and tribute will continue to enlighten us forever. Thank you for sharing your emotions with all of us. Wishing you continued healing and much peace-
Claudina <claubonetti@aol.com>
New York, NY - Saturday, June 11, 2005 9:29 AM CDT
How glad I was to get to see you this morning before you left! Thank you SO much for the beautiful picture of Varun. I feel honored to have it and will cherish it always as I do having met ya'll and the short time we had together at the hospital. I was so hapy I had the chance to hug you goodbye. Take care of yourelves and you continue to be in my thoughts and prayers. Do hope to hear of your safe arrival back home!
Melanie and Zach <melharrison@juno.com>
Durham, NC - Friday, June 10, 2005 9:33 PM CDT
Dear Shankaran & Ramya,
This is Chhaya Mutha from India, mother of Namrata Gundecha who lives above just a flight of steps away from you at 2G,Durham.I had met you both during my stay there & was always worried for VARUN.It was very sorrowful to get the news from Namrata of VARUN's demise.My heart felt condolense to you both & your family.The news of VARUN's demise upset me a lot,as it made me remember my first child,a son named RANJIT whom we lost at the age of 6 in an open heart surgery,33 years before.
I can understand how painful it is to lose a precious child.But don't you believe that even GOD wants to be always with GOOD & BEAUTIFUL,LOVABLE people? so HE picks them very quickly.May be HE HIMSELF is afraid of losing the good ones.But you be brave.He will surely give you all strength to bear this sorrow.Do not be disheartened.GOD is very kind.Sooner he will give you one more,a very healthy VARUN.
And as you say,we r not the only ones to suffer in this world.there are many more.So lets pray for all the sufferers,in the memory of VARUN.In this way VARUN will feel comfortable in his other world.Be thankful to GOD as VARUN is very much safe in HIS HANDS.HE will take a much better care of VARUN.
GOD bless you both & VARUN's SOUL.VARUN shall rest in peace & after a short time return to you the most lovable parents.HE will not stay away from you for long.
Your wellwisher,
Chhaya.
Chhaya Mohan Mutha <devildev29@yahoo.com>
SATARA, MAHARASHTRA INDIA - Friday, June 10, 2005 12:26 AM CDT
Dear Deepak and Ramya,
Thank you for your kindness to keep on thinking about your 'journal' audience. We were delighted to see pictures of Angel Varun. We wish you both courage, peace and stregth to move on. You will continue to be in our prayers. God Bless you.
Love
Ranga and Kamu <k_desiraju@yahoo.com>
Scottsdale, AZ - Friday, June 10, 2005 11:35 AM CDT
Dear Deepak & Ramya,
Thanks for sharing the pictures of you precious angel. Please know that you are in our thoughts and prayers as you travel back to NH. May the Lord almighty give you the strength to cope and go on. I wish we had known you guys & Varun earlier. Please do not hesitate to email if you need anything at all.
Regards
Thomas & Preethi
Thomas & PreethiThomas
Cary, NC 27511 - Friday, June 10, 2005 10:52 AM CDT
Dear Deepak and Ramaya,
Varun's lovely picture will stay in our mind forever...
Let all of us remember him and pray for the little Angle with smile , who knows maybe he is watching us from there,sure from the Paradise...
Our familly will always remember you in our daily life here in Durham and back at home .
God be with you in your way back home and in your new life.
Onnik and Ani (jack's father and mother) <osemerjian@msn.com>
Durham, nc USA - Thursday, June 9, 2005 9:38 PM CDT
Deepak and Ramya:
As always, your words resonated so much with me. I know that packing up and leaving Durham without your darling Varun must be the most heart wrenching of duties. I pray that God and your precious memories comfort you on your drive back. Much love,
Lucy Rodriguez <lucyprodriguez@hotmail.com>
Rye, NY - Thursday, June 9, 2005 8:06 PM CDT
My family and I will always keep your family in our thoughts and prayers. Always remember, that people around this country and around the world, will keep praying for and thinking of your family. Have a safe trip back to New Hampshire.
The Watson Family <jwatson1253@nc.rr.com>
Clayton, NC usa - Thursday, June 9, 2005 7:49 PM CDT
Dearest Deepak and Ramya,
Intense heat and pressure changes the ubiquitous mundane carbon deposits in to precious gems. Gold has to melt in fire before it becomes lustrous ornaments...
Your words like gems coming from the searing pain in your hearts are to be treasured... This journal that you so studiously maintained through the turbulent eight months, characterized by elation and desperation, has become a beacon for everyone who go through testing times. It has brought the humans in us, out in to the open... It made it alright for us to express our joy and sorrow openly... brought many of us closer together and to HIMSELF... Your eloquence has not been lost on us, neither your pain...
Surely, these are foot prints left behind by those baby feet...
Thank you for being such good human beings...
To quote from one of your entries... "You were indeed among the chosen ones"
God bless you to have a peaceful and safe trip... See you closer home...
Akhil, Rajany & Radhika <gaity2002@yahoo.com>
Rye, NY - Thursday, June 9, 2005 5:30 PM CDT
Dear Deepak and Ramya,
My thoughts have returned to you all throughout the week...I write w/ tears as I have just been moved again by your expressive words in the journal and looked at the beautiful pictures of Varun. Thanks so much for sharing those w/ us! May your thoughts be filled w/ those joyful times and fun memories as you travel home. May you sense God's loving arms of comfort now and always.
Your BMT friend,
Lisa
P.S. I recently found out which apartment you are staying in and also got my hands on your phone number...I hope it wouldn't bother you to call/see you before you leave.
Lisa Tatem <mptatem@juno.com>
Yorktown, VA - Thursday, June 9, 2005 3:13 PM CDT
What a delight to see such darling pictures of Varun. I know they are very precious to you now that Varun is in Heaven. I can not imagine the feelings you must be experiencing now in packing up and going back to NH. I am sure it is difficult going home without Varun but I am sure the "change in scenery" will be helpful. Varun will always be with you in Spirit and there is no doubt in my mind that he will let you know that. I pray travel mercies for you as you head back home and that the transition will be peaceful. I will continue to lift you daily in my prayers as I know this is not an end but yet another chapter in your lives. I pray God continue to "bless you and keep you and make His face shine upon you and give you peace".
Melanie and Zach <melharrison@juno.com>
Durham, NC - Thursday, June 9, 2005 12:24 AM CDT
Dear Deepak and Ramya,
Thanks for sharing such wonderful memories and photos of Varun. He is really an angel, everytime I look at his pictures there is something very special about him, his radiant smile, his bright eyes and something much more. Something that makes me just want to hug him. He will be in our memories forever.
Have a safe drive from Durham to New Hampshire. We live north of Boston, in Wilmington. Please let us know if you need any help, don't hesistate to give us a call even if it is just to say hello. We would love to hear from you and hopefully meet you.
Best Wishes,
Meera and Anand
(646)729-6647
Meera Murthy <meera_murthy@hotmail.com>
Boston, MA USA - Thursday, June 9, 2005 12:19 AM CDT
Please take care of one another. We love you guys.
Yash and Kiran
Yash and Kiran <kiranrkmus@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, June 9, 2005 11:53 AM CDT
Just checking in to let you know you remain in the hearts and prayers of many, many people. People, like me, who don't know you except to read your journal. Varun entered a special place in my heart from the first time I read about your family. His picture in his little stocking camp remains in my heart. Thank you for sharing the pictures of Varun with that big smile, up until he fell sick. You remain in my prayers.
Sandy
Columbus, IN USA - Thursday, June 9, 2005 10:15 AM CDT
HI Deepak and Ramya,
Thanks for sharing the photos. Also, thanks for the enlarged copy of the photo that you gave me which I will treasure forever.
We are very lucky to have met Varun and you in this journey which we call life.
Please do take care of each other.
Love,
Geetha
CH, NC - Thursday, June 9, 2005 6:41 AM CDT
Dear Deepak and Ramya,
You both are truly amazing... Thanks for sharing the photos... Sharing them and thru that expressing yourself, instead of bottling up, surely will help you during these times...
Always in our minds...
Warmest Regards
Akhil, Rajany & Radhika
Rye, NY - Thursday, June 9, 2005 1:19 AM CDT
Thank you so much for sharing those wonderful photos! He has such a spark in his eyes. We continue to think of you often and pray for peace and comfort in your hearts. Much love coming your way from California.
D'Anne, Marshall & Jackson
D'Anne White <mama@jacksonwhite.com>
Concord, CA USA - Thursday, June 9, 2005 0:05 AM CDT
Love you guys and our hearts are with you. I am blessed to have known Varun. Now Cortez has another angel to guide him through.
Christina and Cortez <scooby78@earthlink.net>
UVA Hospital, VA - Wednesday, June 8, 2005 12:59 AM CDT
Thinking of you as always and praying God's blessing upon you and your family...especially for peace and comfort.
Melanie and Zach <melharrison@juno.com>
Durham, NC - Wednesday, June 8, 2005 8:40 AM CDT
A day has not gone by that I have not thought of Varun & your family since we met late night in the kitchen on 5200. Although our sons had different diagnosis, we were still there with the same purpose in mind...to hope that HIS will would be to heal our precious children and for them to live out their precious lives with us in this world. Pure love and hope has been our strength, as many have wondered how we could endure. Varun felt and endured through your spirit...he flew on his wings to Him with the confidence & pure love you gave him. The sadness we feel for you is immeasureable. I have been wanting to write an entry for weeks, and especially the last several days. So very sorry for the pain you are going through now and have been through since the day Varun was diagnosed. To summarize and in relation to your struggles, Stephen was diagnosed nearly 7 years ago, not with what led him to Duke for his bone marrow transplant(an unrelated cancer - AML)but with a crippling bone disease, and his spirit had guided us to live a full life. With all the parents and children we have met, your family really has stood out to me and us and obviously with reason. We wish you a full life, as you have been blessed with such a special child. Please, please know we are thinking of you at this time and always.
Stephanie, Mike, Stephen & Jacob Ludwig
(336)327-8042
Stephanie & Mike Ludwig <msludwig1@triad.rr.com>
Greensboro, NC - Tuesday, June 7, 2005 11:03 PM CDT
Hi, this is Sumathi's niece again. Once again I have offered prayers for you all. I don't know you but I am thinking of you all a lot. Please take care of each other and yourselves - emotional, physical and spiritual health. God Bless.
Sree <sreea@hotmail.com>
TX USa - Tuesday, June 7, 2005 8:47 PM CDT
Rayma and Deepak-
May God continue to uphold you and comfort you during this time and future ahead. He tells us he know the plans he has for us; plans to prosper us and not to harm us; plans for a hope and future--He gave you both such a beatuiful precious little guy to treasure each day with his memories...memories God gave you through Him so you may fix your eyes on Heaven above and God promises to fill your needs--I hurt for the both of you but I know God is in control and He will continue to comfort, stregthen, bring peace, joy and hope even more so in your lives. You both are wonderful couple and I will never forget your smiles nor Varun's. Know you are loved dearly.
Carrie <cseaman@orioninternational.com>
Clayton, NC - Tuesday, June 7, 2005 8:19 PM CDT
Dear Ramya and Deepak,
Very very sorry to hear the sad news. Our thoughts are with you and your family during this difficult time. - Mredula & Suresh (Tarun's friends)
Mredula and Suresh
Lexington, KY USA - Tuesday, June 7, 2005 6:51 PM CDT
Dear Deepak and Ramya:
Our heartfelt thoughts are with you these days.
Though we never met you or angel Varun personally,
your family was daily in our thoughts, as we got
updates from mutual friends Sumathi and Geetha.
Life and memories are so precious.
Our sincerest condolences
Sudha, Rick, Arundhati and Keshav
Sudha
Chapel Hill, - Tuesday, June 7, 2005 6:06 PM CDT
I love you all so much though I have never met you personally. My heart is heavy that you can't hold Varun in you arms now but know that since I have also been seperated from an infant through death, you will always hold him in you hearts and minds. His journey has made quite an impact on my own life. You all made me realize just how quickly the children going through the transplant can turn down a difficult road. I stand in awe now of our immune systems that protect us each day from things we don't even know exist. I pray that God will give you all peace and strength to help you get through the transition of life going on without Varun in you physical presents. Hold tight to each other and continue to find comfort in your good memories. Love to you both and the other members of your family and friends who are hurting with you right now. Rose Haynes (AJ Haynes' great aunt)
Rose Marie Haynes <Heymem@aol.com>
Suffolk, VA USA - Tuesday, June 7, 2005 3:05 PM CDT
Dearest Deepak and Ramya,
We took the liberty to address you this way though we don't know you or haven't met you so far. This is how we feel about you and I thank darling Varun for promoting universal love. We are so proud of you both and you taught so many things thru your journal. I just finished my puja and a great big prayer for you and checked the journal. Thank you for the details. Varun is busy playing in God's garden and free of all pain and ailments. Would love to meet you both when you are ready. will keep in touch with you thru journal.
Fondest love.
Ranga and Kamu <k_desiraju@yahoo.com>
Scottsdale, AZ - Tuesday, June 7, 2005 2:36 PM CDT
Dearest Deepak and Ramya,
Your latest entry in the journal made me very very emotional. I can understand the loss of your precious Varun. I had this vision yesterday of Jesus holding varun in his arms and I thought I'll let you know. He is liberated from the suffering and pain of "Maya".
All Praise and Glory be to God The Almighty!
May God bring Love, Peace and Hope into your lives!
Regards,
Rajeev
Rajeev Muralidharan <rajeevm@rocketmail.com>
- Tuesday, June 7, 2005 10:14 AM CDT
We are extremely sorry and shocked to hear that L'il Varun left our world. We were hoping that he will recover very soon - but GOD Almighty had some other plans for beautiful Varun. May GOD give you both strength to overcome this tragic event.
We will always keep Varun and your family in our thoughts and prayer.
Anil & Geeta Varma
Herndon, VA - Tuesday, June 7, 2005 9:55 AM CDT
Dear Ramya and Deepa, Your ability to handle this tragedy is moving and humbling. Both of you are indeed special. Your entire family is blessed. May the GOD within you always burn this bright. God Bless.
Love, vsl
Venky <kanchivsl@yahoo.com>
USA - Tuesday, June 7, 2005 9:31 AM CDT
Dear Ramya and Deepak:
We are extremely sorry to hear about Varun. I feel a very special bond to this baby as I was following his progess for some time now. I will always remember him and you. I hope that we can have an opportunity to meet up in life.
You two have been very brave and very mature in handling this tragic time. May God bless dear Varun and we should take solace in the fact that now he is pain free and is enjoying with the angels and is looking down on you two and thanking dear God for giving him the most wonderful parents he could ask for. Take care of each other please.
navneet nanda <navneetnanda@hotmail.com>
Chandigarh, UT India - Monday, June 6, 2005 11:38 PM CDT
Dear Deepak and Ramya,
Feel very sad to know about Varun. May God Bless Both of You and let Varun's soul rest in peace.....
May God give you the strength. Please take care of yourselves.
Kalyan <kalyanindia@yahoo.com>
Singapore, - Monday, June 6, 2005 11:09 PM CDT
I am so sorry for your loss. Praying for you and your family
alyssa <sabiemc@aol.com>
orlando, fl usa - Monday, June 6, 2005 9:20 PM CDT
Deepak & Ramya,
I'm thinking of you... And wishing you hope in the midst of sorrow. Comfort in the midst of pain . With heartfelt sympathy.
Thanks Ragu Navaratnam
Ragu Navaratnam <ragupriya@aol.com>
Nashua, NH USA - Monday, June 6, 2005 8:30 PM CDT
Hello My Dear Friends,
I know that this road was long and rough, and I know that God has him in his hands. I had a hard time trying to write the other day, But you know that I love you both and my heart goes out to you. Please continue to pray for Frannie and the rest of the children. I will be praying for you all. Much love, from 5200.
Viesta King <viestaking@yahoo.com or caringbridge/nc/frannie>
- Monday, June 6, 2005 7:34 PM CDT
I am so sorry for the loss of your beautiful Varun. He was a special child. Your family will remain in my thoughts.
Sara and Emily <waffle13@sbcglobal.net>
Southern California, - Monday, June 6, 2005 3:08 PM CDT
Dear Deepak and Ramya, I can still picture VARUN's face while he was sleeping in the car seat when you guys came to visit us at our home before heading for a treatment from Boston.
I am very very sorry to hear about Varun, that is why ppl say LIFE SUCK....despite so much effort and prayers from you, doctors, family & friends.
Hope GOD will give you strength and power. I am so sorry once again. Please feel free if you need anything from us.
Love, Yash & Kiran
Yash <Mr_Yash@hotmail.com>
Burlington, MA USA - Monday, June 6, 2005 2:21 PM CDT
Dear Deepak & Ramya,
No words can ever replace your loss, but you are still in our prayers. Hope God will give you the strength to make it through this difficult time. We are praying for you. Please let us know if we can be of any help whatsoever.
Best wishes and lots of love,
Swati, Navin and Vrinda.
Swati Shirname, Navin Parthasarathy and Vrinda Chandar <swatism@comcast.net>
Holliston, MA USA - Monday, June 6, 2005 1:32 PM CDT
Deepak & Ramya,
Our heart goes out to you. We pray that God give you the strength to bear the pain. It was a beautiful service you had for Varun. May he rest in peace.
Thomas & Preethi Thomas
Cary, NC USA - Monday, June 6, 2005 1:03 PM CDT
Deepak & Ramya,
Our heart goes out to you. We pray that God give you the strength to bear the pain. It was a beautiful service you had for Varun. May he rest in peace.
Thomas & Preethi Thomas
Cary, NC USA - Monday, June 6, 2005 1:02 PM CDT
I have been following Varun's journal since a friend told me about your sweet little boy. God Bless his sweet soul and I pray that you will both find peace in knowing that he is in very good hands now. God bless you all.
Tracy V. <TracyV125@msn.com>
Forty Fort, PA USA - Monday, June 6, 2005 12:41 AM CDT
Dear Deepak and Ramya,
Sweet Varun will always hold a special place in our hearts.
May love begin the healing in your heart and soul, and surround you with comfort.
With heartfelt sympathy,
Parita <patel1_pari@bentley.edu>
Boston, MA - Monday, June 6, 2005 12:06 AM CDT
Dearest Ramya and Deepak,
May God Bless Both of You and let Varun's soul rest in peace with the Heavenly Father!
Hare Rama Hare Rama Rama Rama Hare Hare! Hare Krishna Hare Krishna Krishna Krishna Hare Hare!
Love and Regards,
Rajeev
Rajeev Muralidharan <rajeevm@rocketmail.com>
- Monday, June 6, 2005 11:46 AM CDT
Dear Deepak and Ramya,
We are so sorry to hear about dear Varun.We just cannot imagine what both of you must be going through.
Varun and you have been in our prayers, and we continue to pray that God gives both of you strength in this difficult time and peace to our little angel. In his short life, Varun brought so many people to together in love and prayer.
God Bless.
Sarita and Siva Kumar <mskumar@aol.com>
New York, NY USA - Monday, June 6, 2005 10:28 AM CDT
Dear Deepak and Remya,
Couldn't write anything for two days. We know that we were all at a stage where we were praying miserably for a miracle and we were foolish enough to believe that our prayers will be heard. Well.. There is an episode in RamaayaNam, where Laksman is shivering with anger when he hears about Dhasaradha's decision to send Rama for vanavaasam for 14 yrs, when Rama tells him that there is a reason and objective behind everything - that Lakshman, a common man will not understand while he (Rama) knows - becsause he is none other than Hari himself. That is all I can use to console ourselves now while in this greatest pain and anger - that God did this for the best for Varun. HE knows better than us. HE will take care of Varun in heaven. HE will take care of you. Be strong. It's easy said I know, but be strong. God be with you,
Ajit and Neelima
Ajit and Neelima <neelimaajit@hotmail.com>
- Monday, June 6, 2005 10:18 AM CDT
We continue to pray for you and your family! I know yesterday must of been difficult. I can only know that God is with you and pray you feel His very presence. I pray for comfort and peace continually and travel mercies for when the time comes.
Melanie and Zach <melharrison@juno.com>
Durham, NC - Monday, June 6, 2005 10:00 AM CDT
Ramya/Deepak,
I was saddened to hear about Varun. Even though I don't know
you personally. I heard about Varun through Rajeeta Krishnan, he was in our thoughts and prayers. May god give you the strength to deal with the loss. Please take care of yourselves and god bless all of you and family back in India.
Sujatha /Narotham Sunki <sujatha.sunki@theharford.com>
Shelton, CT US - Monday, June 6, 2005 9:49 AM CDT
May Varun rest in peace. I have been reading your journal after reading about Varun in Caterina's website. I was praying for his recovery, and now pray that he is a happy little angel.
Sincerely,
Regina Vitienes
Regina Vitienes <r.vitienes@verizon.net.do>
Santo Domingo, Dominican Republic - Monday, June 6, 2005 8:58 AM CDT
I am so sorry for your loss. I have been reading about Varun for several weeks now after hearing about his story from D'Anne White. I hope you have some comfort in seeing all of these entries...knowing your beautiful child touched so many lives, inspiring us all!
In love,
Amy
Amy Nash <aleigh04192002@yahoo.com>
Lexington, KY USA - Monday, June 6, 2005 8:07 AM CDT
Dearest Ramya and Deepak,
We are very sorry to hear the loss of our sweetheart VARUN. My heart goes out for you guys. We will miss VARUN.
God bless you all abundantly.
Love,
Yash & Kiran
Yash and Kiran <kiranrkmus@yahoo.com>
- Monday, June 6, 2005 7:25 AM CDT
Dear Rayma and Deepak,
My deepest sympathy to you and your extended family.Varun will be truely missed. You are in my thoughts and prayers always.
Nadia
Nadia Batts <kanena3@yahoo.com>
durham, nc usa - Monday, June 6, 2005 7:13 AM CDT
Dear Rayma and Deepak,
My deepest sympathy to you and your extended family.Varun will be truely missed. You are in my thoughts and prayers always.
Nadia
Nadia Batts <kanena3@yahoo.com>
durham, nc usa - Monday, June 6, 2005 7:12 AM CDT
My deepest sympathy at the loss of Varun. He is a beautiful boy and he will always be special. May God grant you comfort at this time.
Tina O'Connor <goaliemom04@sbcglobal.net>
Hamden, Ct - Monday, June 6, 2005 7:09 AM CDT
hi, I am Sumathi and Sridhar's niece. They were telling me about his condition. I have a child also born in December 2003. So although I don't know you personally my heart goes out to you in sympathy for what you must be going through as parents. God be with you during this time and forever.
Sree <sreea@hotmail.com>
Dallas, TX USA - Monday, June 6, 2005 6:16 AM CDT
Dear Deepak and Ramya
We are very sorry to hear about the loss of Varun. Though we do not know your family personally, Varun has touched our heart deeply and we will never forget him. He remains a fighter in our hearts.
May God give you strength during these difficult times.
Murali & Priya <mk8020@yahoo.com>
Singapore, Singapore - Monday, June 6, 2005 5:08 AM CDT
dear Ramya and Deepak
I am selvi, Sridhar's sister. I am extremely sad to learn about the passing of away of our dear child Varun. May God give you /family the strength to bear this inseparable loss. Our prayers are always with you. I cherish the memories of my visit along with sumathi and interactions with varun. I distinctly remember how he he started smiling the moment his dad carried him.Varun was constantly in my prayers since the day I met him. Varun will be missed a lot .May peace be with you.
selvi
Bangalore, Karnataka INDIA - Sunday, June 5, 2005 11:25 PM CDT
Remya and Deepak,
Our hearts are so heavy with the loss of little Varun. We are so sorry and we want you to know that we will continue to pray that God will watch over you and help you through the coming days. Those of us that have been on 5200 together share a special bond. When one of us hurts, we all hurt. We extend to you our deepest sympathy and know that you two and Varun will always be close to our hearts.
Love to you both.
Dan, Claudia, and Daniel
Claudia, Dan, and Daniel Puckette <ClaudiaPuckette@aol.com>
Forest, VA USA - Sunday, June 5, 2005 11:05 PM CDT
I am so sorry to hear of your loss. Varun has touched my heart deeply and I will never forget him.
Lubna <lubnac@yahoo.com>
Palo Alto, CA USA - Sunday, June 5, 2005 10:31 PM CDT
Very sad to hear the news about Varun. Prayers to Krishna to console the parents. We sang 'raama raama' for Varun.
thailar (from kanchiforum)
Thaila Ramanathan <kanchi_thailar@yahoo.com>
Lanham, MD USA - Sunday, June 5, 2005 9:46 PM CDT
Deepak and Ramya, Know that you are in my thoughts and prayers. I can only imagine the hurt that you are feeling during this time. Know that God is our refuge and strength, an ever present help in times of trouble(Psalm 46). He's with you and he's going to bring you through this. Varun is enjoying Jesus and the angels. He want have to cry no more. He's in the best care. We know that he will always be with you in spirit.
Terry's mom (Terry and Pam Eason) <t3rrye@aol.com>
Four Oaks, NC US - Sunday, June 5, 2005 9:37 PM CDT
Dear Deepak & Ramya,
I read the news today and it struck me very deeply. I cannot express in words the shock and the state of sadness it has put me in. On behalf of SAMAR, and from me and my wife Rashi, I would like to extend my deepest heartfelt condolences for the passing of sweet Varun.
Regards
Vikram
Vikram Chhabra <vikramjit_chhabra@hotmail.com>
Shrewsbury, MA USA - Sunday, June 5, 2005 8:49 PM CDT
Dear Family,
I was saddened to hear about Varun. Even though I don't know
you peasonally. I feel like I do through what Natalie and
Hassan and Natalie have mentioned about Varun. They really
encoraged us to pray for Varun, And we did just that. Please
take care of yourselves and god bless all of you.
Deanna, Melvin and Holly Weaver
Deanna Weaver <mhweaver@peoplepc.com>
Clinton, N. C. Usa - Sunday, June 5, 2005 8:06 PM CDT
Deepak and Ramya- I am so sorry to hear of your loss. Varun will be with you in spirit always. You have been in my thoughts today, especially during the time of his service. I fondly remember your wonderful son and my brief time with him. Penny
Penny Hussey <phussey@eastersealsnh.org>
Manchester, NH - Sunday, June 5, 2005 7:51 PM CDT
I am so sorry about the loss of your sweet baby Varun. I have been praying day and night that this is not how it would turn out. My son was transplanted at Duke 4 years ago and when I woke up at night on 5200 and couldn't go back to sleep, I would pray for each of the children on the floor. I have continued this practice and when I wake up at night, I pray for those I know of who are in the greatest need. I know that they or their families my be awaked and need of some extra support and I will continue to keep you in these nightly prayers as you return home. With all my love and sympathy. Anne
Anne Himes <arhimes@msn.com www.caringbridge.org/page/andrewh>
Boonsboro, Md USA - Sunday, June 5, 2005 7:19 PM CDT
Very sorry for your loss will be praying for you and your family.
fran <fhoilman28777@peoplepc.com>
spruce pine, nc - Sunday, June 5, 2005 6:38 PM CDT
Deepak and Ramya,
Our deepest sympathies. Please know that we are praying for blessings of peace and continued strength.
Sincerely,
Carina & T.J. Lewis (& Cory) <carinalewis@earthlink.net>
Moores Hill, IN - Sunday, June 5, 2005 11:32 AM CDT
I have heard alot about your son. I am very sorry for your loss.
a friend
ca - Sunday, June 5, 2005 11:16 AM CDT
Dear Deepak & Ramya,
The first time I saw/heard about Varun was in the India newengland newspaper. The second I saw him, I adored him. I used to pray to god to relieve him from pain and give him peace. God decided to do it this way though. Varun is not only going to be in your hearts for a lifetime, but ours too!! God will definitely give you the courage to go through these rough days and give you happiness.
Priya & RK
Priya <shplrk@yahoo.com>
Milford, ma usa - Sunday, June 5, 2005 10:55 AM CDT
heartfelt condolences
we pray to god to give you the strength to bear this great loss.whereever varun is he is in good hands and looking upon his parents proudly.
Sajina & family <sajin_a2@yahoo.co.in>
hyderabad, AP India - Sunday, June 5, 2005 10:31 AM CDT
We are very sorry & sad to hear about varun. May God give you the strength to bear this grief. Take care.
Deepchand Uncle, Aunty, Sanju, Manju Lalit & Rakesh & all <choudharymd@yahoo.com>
Bombay, Maharashtra India - Sunday, June 5, 2005 10:13 AM CDT
I am Sridhar's sister. Sumathi has been updating me on Varun's condition. We are extremely sad to hear of what happened. You, your family, and Angel Varun are in our prayers.
Padma Anand <padma_laya@yahoo.com>
Slippery Rock, PA 16057 - Sunday, June 5, 2005 9:20 AM CDT
dear deepak and ramya,
I am so sorry about your loss....may god give you all the strength in these difficult times.This loss is irreparable......
Varun though will always be with you in your heart and souls. may god bless him.
vandana rawal ( friend of manu and sandeep)
vandana rawal <vandana_rawal@hotmail.com>
austin, tx usa - Sunday, June 5, 2005 8:54 AM CDT
Thinking of you and your family continually. We will be saying prayers at 2pm and know we are with you in spirit.
Take care of each other as you always have and Ramya, please have your milk. I remember so often running into you in the Lodge and you had your cup with you...such a comforting thing.
Melanie and Zach <melharrison@juno.com>
Durham, NC - Sunday, June 5, 2005 8:36 AM CDT
May God Almighty bless the departed soul and may he rest in peace. I also pray to God to give u both strength to bear this irrepairable loss.
T.H.Rangarajan Iyer <iyer60@rediffmail.com>
Chennai, TN India - Sunday, June 5, 2005 5:30 AM CDT
Hi Deepak & Ramya, we share in your physical loss of Varun mon, but he will always be there with that innocent smile to cheer all of us up.
May God continue to bless you with the strength and spirit you guys demonstrate.
Love & prayers,
Joe & Philo Matthews <mykerala@aol.com>
Apex, NC USA - Sunday, June 5, 2005 1:06 AM CDT
Dear Deepak and Ramya,
So glad to see your journal because we thought since Varun became an angel, you will be so grief stricken and it would become unbearable to write any journal. We appreciate it. We chanted 'Mrutyunjaya' japam for darling Varun'soul. No matter what type of work we are doing, we are constantly thinking of you and Ramya. May God shouer His Blessings and heal you quickly. Fondest love.
Ranga and Kamu <k_desiraju@yahoo.com>
scottsdale, AZ - Sunday, June 5, 2005 0:55 AM CDT
Dear Ramya and Deepak, For every person who will be at Varun's service tomorrow, there are hundreds of us who live too far away to be there. However, we are ALL there in spirit. We hope you will feel the love. I am going to miss checking the website everyday to see Varun's beautiful face with those gorgeous eyes, hoping for good news, but also always with the anxiety of hearing sad news. We will miss him too. He has touched thousands of people; in his short time here he has left a huge impact. And you two are just the most beautiful example of parenthood. I am so very very sorry. I will hold you close tomorrow and for a long time to come.Love, Judy Lindahl
Judy Lindahl <fireflyspirit@earthlink.net>
Bloomfield, NJ USA - Saturday, June 4, 2005 11:37 PM CDT
Dear Deepak & Ramya
We are very sorry to hear about Varun.
We always hoped that GOD will do some miracle and help us out but then there are things that We cannot fathom. Please accept our heart felt condolences. We all know Varun is free of all the pains and sufferings, but as a parent not seeing your child around is beyond imagination. Let us know
if we can help you in anyway, as our sorrows are same too.
May god give you and your family the stength to bear Varun's loss.
Mona <mbedi@hotmail.com>
WA - Saturday, June 4, 2005 10:46 PM CDT
Deepak and Ramya,
We are so sad to learn of the loss of your beautiful son. Our thoughts are with you constantly.
Hassan and Natalie
Bethesda, MD - Saturday, June 4, 2005 9:26 PM CDT
Thinking of you,
Courtney and the Crew
Pit Crews for Kids
Hendrick Marrow Program
Courtney Hurd <churd@hmsracing.com>
Charlotte, NC - Saturday, June 4, 2005 9:24 PM CDT
I'm so very, very sorry to hear of your loss.
We know that you are sure of his joy in heaven with the Lord, who never turns away a child. May the strength of your darling son bring you strength to endure this most difficult of all sufferings.
Carolyn Wyman <re_born@sbcglobal.net>
belding, MI Triumphant Trimper Trio Territory - Saturday, June 4, 2005 8:36 PM CDT
I am so very sorry at your wrenching loss. What a darling child...I cannot even imagine the depth of your pain. I can only pray to God to be with you and help you bear your loss somehow. I pray he takes Varun to a place where there is no more pain and only happiness.
A well wisher
Washington, DC - Saturday, June 4, 2005 7:26 PM CDT
Dear Ramya and Deepak,
God has come for the spirit of his precious little angel Varun. The brief stay which Varun had on Earth has enriched all who knew of him and his great struggle. You are the best parents he could have ever had. You gave him the wonderful gift of your unconditional love. Now he will be giving you all of his love as he watches over you. Please take heart that God will be keeping Varun in his warm embrace and that God loves you for giving the gift of love to his precious angel Varun. I will continue to pray for you both with respect and awe over your great spirits and the warm loving spirit of your precious Varun.
With loving prayers
John
John Lindahl <fireflyspirit@earthlink.net>
Bloomfield, NJ USA - Saturday, June 4, 2005 7:26 PM CDT
I am so sorry to hear of your loss. My heart is very saddened by this news. I will pray tonight that Mikey takes little Varun by the hand and shows him all the wonderful things in heaven.
My prayers a with you.
Love,
sherry
caringbridge.org/fl/mikey <spotsmithm6@cs.com>
- Saturday, June 4, 2005 7:18 PM CDT
I am so, so sorry to hear this terrible news today. My heart is breaking for you.
You don't know me but I am friends with D'Anne and Marshall and they asked us to keep Varun in our prayers a few weeks ago, and we have.
What a sweet, sweet little boy he was. Again, I am so sorry for your loss.
Christi Doenges
Texas - Saturday, June 4, 2005 6:56 PM CDT
Words cannot express how sorry I am for the world's loss of your sweet baby Varun. What a strong spirit he has - which will continue to surround you and watch over you. I feel like he will watch over Jackson too - there was a special connection between our two boys. I wish I could do something to take away the pain... please know that we will continue to pray for your peace and comfort. I wish we were still in NC so we could attend Varun's service and honor this sweet child once more. Marshall and I are going to plant some tiger lilies in our yard in honor of Varun's fighting spirit. I will send pictures once they are planted.
Please keep in touch and continue to let us know how you are doing.
Much love,
D'Anne, Marshall & Jackson
D'Anne White <mama@jacksonwhite.com>
Concord, CA USA - Saturday, June 4, 2005 5:51 PM CDT
Hello I am sorry to hear that vuran has passed on.I checked on him every day morning and night. Jackson white is my little cousin so when I checked on him I checked on your little guy.God Bless.
Beckie Swinhart <misspooh41@hotmail.com>
Orland, ca Glenn - Saturday, June 4, 2005 5:27 PM CDT
I am so sorry that Varun has passed away. I'm sure he is smiling down upon you. What loving parents you are, such advocates for Varun. God bless you.
Sara <NICU_nurse2001@yahoo.com>
Sacramento, CA USA - Saturday, June 4, 2005 5:19 PM CDT
Dear Ramya and Deepak
Please accept my heartfelt condolenses for your loss. In a difficult time of loss we acknowledge sorrow; but we also remember to celebrate the life of one so special and so beloved.
Dolly <dolly_rajan@hotmail.com>
London, UK - Saturday, June 4, 2005 4:58 PM CDT
We are so sorry for the lose of your darling son. God be with you. We will remember you in our prayers.
A.J.'s Grandmother
Brenda Haynes <Kiwimom1@aol.com>
Goose Creek, SC USA - Saturday, June 4, 2005 4:01 PM CDT
I've kept up with Varun, as I do many of the children on 5200. My heart goes out to you and your family. You will continue to be in my heart and prayers. What a beautiful Angel, who will now be flying free.
Sheilah <sheilah1@atmc.net>
Ocean Isle Beach, NC - Saturday, June 4, 2005 3:24 PM CDT
Deepak and Ramya:
Varun is now flying in the heavens with God watching over all of us. You are all in my prayers each night.
Bharath <b_krish13@hotmail.com>
Manhattan, KS USA - Saturday, June 4, 2005 3:11 PM CDT
Deepak and Rayma-
I pray that God will keep you both in peace and comfort during these days and months ahead. God never leaves us and Varun is smiling again from Heaven watching over you. Let the presence of the Lord fill your souls and allow the healing to begin. Varun is SO much better and God gave him just the right parents. I am proud of you both for your endurance, strength and love you show--you did a great job. Know you both are very special and Varun and yourselves will always be in my heart. I will NEVER forget Varun's smile as well as the smiles of you both. I am honored to have met such wonderful parents. May the God of hope fill you all joy and peace again so that both of you will overflow with hope by the power of the Holy Spirit. God continues to show His work and he is not done with either of you. May Heaven open it's gates and contiue to bless you richly.
Carrie <cseaman@orioninternational.com>
Clayton, NC - Saturday, June 4, 2005 2:59 PM CDT
Dearest Ramya and Deepak,
I just logged in to check on Varun! I know that mere words cannot give you any kind of solace. But, understand, even if it is difficult to do so at this moment that Varun's soul has been liberated from the suffering and pain. He is in Bliss with the Heavenly Father. He will watch you from his heavenly abode and bring a lot of good to both of you.
Hare Rama Rama Rama Hare Hare! Hare Krishna Krishna Krishna Hare Hare!
All Glory Be to God!
Regards,
Rajeev
Rajeev Muralidharan <rajeevm@rocketmail.com>
- Saturday, June 4, 2005 2:18 PM CDT
"One Joy Scatters a Hundred Griefs"
This guestbook is certainly a testament to the fact that Varun brought much Joy and that a Higher Power carefully chose his parents----The Heavens echo with "Job Well Done".
Linda Britt <lbritt@fmrealty.com>
Morrisville, NC USA - Saturday, June 4, 2005 2:16 PM CDT
I am so sorry for your loss, I will keep you all in my thoughts and prayers.
Melinda~FOA/RA~ <mkb977@hotmail.com>
West Carrollton, OH United States - Saturday, June 4, 2005 1:17 PM CDT
Dearest Deepak and Ramya,
How heartbroken we are as we just read about sweet Varun. Please know our thoughts and prayers will continue to be with you in the days and months ahead. May you find much comfort from family and friends as you continue on this journey called life, which can be full of joy, as well as sorrow. May you find your joy again.
Your BMT friends,
The Tatems
Ps.34:18 "The Lord is close to the brokenhearted..."
Matt and Lisa Tatem
Yorktown, VA - Saturday, June 4, 2005 12:40 AM CDT
Joining the many mourners in extending heartfelt sorrow for the loss of Varun and prayers for you both now in these terrible times.
Betsy Mirel <epostmirel@aol.com>
Washington, DC US - Saturday, June 4, 2005 12:14 AM CDT
hello again... I hope you are and will take care of yourselves... please do take care of yourselves. the next few days will undoubtedly be tough... but the Shining Grace of Krishna will guide you all to higher tides...
Friend
Somewhere, NE USA - Saturday, June 4, 2005 11:30 AM CDT
Heather is in California this weekend. She called me a moment ago and asked me to check Varun's page, and we learned the heartbreaking news.
I don't have the words to express our sorrow. Our thoughts and our love go out to you. Your beautiful son will be in our hearts forever.
Brian <brianmorton@igc.org>
Durham, NC USA - Saturday, June 4, 2005 11:29 AM CDT
Dear Deepak and Ramya,
We are so very sorry to hear about Varun. Our hearts are very sad at the news. Though not understanding, God's plans are bigger than ours. We will remember you and your family in our prayers as your grieve and heal. Varun is a beautiful boy and will always be remembered by so many.
With much love,
Kevin, Terry, Caleb and Levi
Terry Johnson <tltjohnson@yahoo.com>
Cleveland, TN - Saturday, June 4, 2005 10:56 AM CDT
Dear Deepak and Ramya,
"Moksha means liberation or salvation from the suffering (dukkha) that always exists in the world."
Dearest Varun has attained Moskha and now rests with the Lord Sri Krishna in peace and bliss. Be peaceful with the fact that your prayers and love will forever be remembered.
This is definitely sad ... but be peaceful in knowing that the pain and suffering that the warrior endured has indeed ceased ... as he joins His Lord in Bliss. Let him be a source of inspiration and strength for all of us forever and more.
Peace be upon you. Peace be upon you. Peace be upon you.
Love.
PS: Please be assured that you did your very best as parents and you need to be proud of that.
Please take care of yourselves... The Lord continues to be with you ...
Friend
Somewhere, NC USA - Saturday, June 4, 2005 10:48 AM CDT
Dear Deepak and Ramya,
Our eyes filled with tears as we read your last entry. Every morning we start our day by reading about Varun and hoping for a better day ahead and praying for that miracle...It is unacceptable to us to know that we cannot have another day of hope and prayers...
I guess this was all HIS plan and we were mere spectators of His big leela. All we can pray for now is for God to give you the strength and courage to pass through this battle. Varun will always be in our memories and his smile and his sparkly eyes is unforgettable. He is truly an angel, a brave fighter. And remember he will be with us showing us how to fight our future battles.
Love,
Meera and Anand
Meera <meera_murthy@hotmail.com>
Boston, MA USA - Saturday, June 4, 2005 10:13 AM CDT
Through our long time family friends (Akhil & Rajany, N.Y), we happened to see the only message on Varun. Unfortunately as I opened the young ones's web page, I was deeply saddened though in my thoughts I was only hoping for a positive say.
Sree Rekha and myself join you in this terrible loss and ofcourse shall remember the sweet face of little Varun in our daily thoughts & prayers.
May HE give you both the strength to take life forward.
Take Care..
ANOOP PODUVAL <anoop.p@emirates.com>
DEIRA , DUBAI U.A.E - Saturday, June 4, 2005 10:11 AM CDT
May GOD take good care of Dear Varun and give you both strength! Please do not hesitate to get in touch with me if you need any help in NC.[919-413-3913]
Sankarkumar,Chandra & Jai
Cary, NC USA - Saturday, June 4, 2005 9:49 AM CDT
Dear Deepak & Ramya,
We are very saddened. Our prayers and thoughts continue to be with you and our dear Varun. You have remained strong during all these days to handle the tough situation. You have been an inspiration to many others. Please keep God in your thoughts; pray for strength to handle the coming days.
Lakshmi, Priya & Vedavyas Munugoor <munugoor@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, June 4, 2005 9:38 AM CDT
It's rightly said that he earned his wings. He is an angel, a brave angel indeed. God will take care of him. Our sincere condolences, and Varun will be in all our memories, always.
Sangeetha and Rajesh <sangee_and_rajesh@yahoo.com>
Naugatuck, CT USA - Saturday, June 4, 2005 9:35 AM CDT
Dearest Deepak and Ramya, I am utterly devastated for you and your family. Varun was a beautiful beautiful child with gorgeous eyes and I cannot express enough how deeply I feel for you at this time. Let it be known that people all over the world have kept you in their thoughts and prayers, the little comfort it may bring you. With deepest sympathy
Angela Fyfe <fyfie52@hotmail.com>
Aberdeen, Scotland - Saturday, June 4, 2005 9:30 AM CDT
Dearest Deepak and Ramya, Words simply cannot express my sadness at your loss. My thoughts are with you both and your families and the staff at the hospital. Thank you so much for sharing your tragedy with the world, your words mean so much.
Colleen Pascoe <island_girl442000@yahoo.com>
Mackay, QLD Australia - Saturday, June 4, 2005 8:58 AM CDT
Dear varun's parents
May God give you a rocky strength to overcome this tragedy. Pray that BabyVarun 's soul rest in peace and his precious moments will be always cherished in loving memories.
Rama
S, NJ USA - Saturday, June 4, 2005 8:57 AM CDT
Dear Deepak,Ramya,
Your loss is so great that words can't possibly express. The love and care that you have for each other should help you through these difficult times. Varun will always remain an indelible part of our conscience. We hope you both do draw comfort from the fact that you have left no stone unturned in your efforts and you have been wonderful parents to Varun. These are times when we live things in the hands of the higher power and accept HIS verdict. Difficult as it may be, such thoghts should help you in healing.
We will always keep you in our thoughts and prayers...
Akhil, Rajany & Radhika
Rye, NY US - Saturday, June 4, 2005 8:45 AM CDT
We are devastated for you...please know that you are in our prayers. I can only tell you that Varun's brave fight has touched so many people's lives, ours in particular. Thank you for sharing your experience with us. None of us could have ever imagined we would end up on 5200 at Duke...for everyone who may read this we hope and pray that you will never have to.
Elizabeth, Josh and Benjy <ehlinko@aol.com>
New York, NY USA - Saturday, June 4, 2005 8:43 AM CDT
I can rejoice at Vaurn's birthday into heaven but how very sorry I am for you and your family at this time. I know God will carry you during the days, weeks, months and yes, years to come. From what I understand, you never get over the death of a child but God does help you learn to live
with it. You are in our thoughts and prayers and we join you in spirit as you grieve at this time reminding ourselves that God is working all things for good even when it doesn't feel that way. God bless you with His mighty comfort and peace that passeth all understnading.
Melanie and Zach <melharrison@juno.com>
Durham, NC - Saturday, June 4, 2005 8:38 AM CDT
I came in to work today to check on your little one. I am saddened at your terrible loss. May you be at peace knowing that Varun is home with his creator and know that you did everything you could to bring him back to health. We will continue to pray for your family. May the peace only God can provide be with you all.
Sandy Neidigh
Columbus, IN USA - Saturday, June 4, 2005 8:33 AM CDT
I am so sorry for your loss. Varun was a beautiful boy and will make the perfect little angel.
He and your family will continue to be in my prayers every night.
Lisa D <lisa0729@pacbell.net>
San Jose, Ca - Saturday, June 4, 2005 8:14 AM CDT
My heart breaks for you at this time of incredible loss. He was such a beautiful child. We will continue praying for your comfort at this most sad time.
donna kennedy <douglaskennedy@comcast.net>
evans, ga - Saturday, June 4, 2005 8:10 AM CDT
We are so sorry for the loss of Varun, but continue to send healing prayers to his parents so they can face the upcoming days, weeks, and months ahead. You are an inspriration to many people, and we will never forget Varun's infectious smile and "warrior" spirit....throughout this whole chaotic process.
love, from the Tomoff's
Terri Tomoff <territomoff@yahoo.com>
Crotton, MD - Saturday, June 4, 2005 8:05 AM CDT
We are so very sorry for your loss. May Varun rest at peace, free of pain and suffering; may his spirit watch over all of us from above, and may your faith continue to guide you during these most trying days. With love and prayers,
Claudina <claubonetti@aol.com>
New York, NY - Saturday, June 4, 2005 7:47 AM CDT
Dear Ramya and Deepak:
My heart breaks. Varun with his infectious smile and tremendous spirit has left an indelible mark. He will now watch over you from above, in peace and without suffering. I pray that God comforts you in your grieving. sending much love,
Lucy Rodriguez <lucyprodriguez@hotmail.com>
Rye, NY - Saturday, June 4, 2005 7:47 AM CDT
Dear Ramya and Deepak,
We are very saddened to know about Varun darling. We cannot find words that will console you at this time. We pray to God to give you the strength to bear this terrible loss.
May Varun's soul rest in peace.
Geetha, Ganesan, Ashwin and Arun
G <ggggvvvv@yahoo.com>
CH, - Saturday, June 4, 2005 7:39 AM CDT
I hope that Varun is now resting in the arms of HIS LORD and is not in anymore pain and not suffering anymore. Just rememember that your family is in our thoughts and prayers.
The Watson Family <jwatson1253@nc.rr.com>
Clayton, NC usa - Saturday, June 4, 2005 7:31 AM CDT
Dearest Ramya and Deepak,
Let Varuns soul rest in peace. He got so much love from so many people. He is indeed Gods special baby. We are praying for your strength at this hour of grief. You can take comfort that you have done everything possible for little Varun. You were being amazing parents. Our heartfelt condolences …
Love,
Deep and Priya <dip_saha@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, June 4, 2005 7:04 AM CDT
Dear Deepak and Ramya,
We are heartbroken to hear the news about Varun. I don't know what to say except that we are thinking of you both. Varun will always have a special place in our hearts.
Kerry, Greg, Maizy and Sam
Kerry Veitch <kerryveitch@comcast.net>
Boston, MA USA - Saturday, June 4, 2005 6:31 AM CDT
Dearest Ramya and Deepak, Varun's suffering is over, his spirit runs free. He is the brightest star in the night sky, the most comforting whisper of the morning breeze, and now may he skip across the moonbeams and dance through the colors of each rainbow. He is God's playmate, but he will be your son forever. My heart breaks for you. Lovingly,Judy
Judy Lindahl <fireflyspirit@earthlink.net>
Bloomfield, NJ USA - Saturday, June 4, 2005 5:31 AM CDT
Dear Deepak and Ramya,
Our heartfelt condolences. Varun left a permanent mark in our hearts though we knew him since last year. Your patience, courage and communication are deeply appreciated. We will continue to offer prayers to heal your grieving hearts. Varun lives with you forever in spirit. Hats off to you both. Ramya, you have made so much sacrifice so far and shown so much courage. Just remember this strength darling Varun gave you and go forward.
Fondest love
Ranga and Kamu <k_desiraju@yahoo.com>
scottsdale, AZ - Saturday, June 4, 2005 3:49 AM CDT
Dear Deepak & Ramya
Our heart felt condolences at the sad loss. Our prayers are with you'll to give you strength and courage to bear this loss.
Sheeja Kambil
Melbourne, Vic Australia - Saturday, June 4, 2005 3:24 AM CDT
we all pray to almighty to give you more strength at this hour. Varun's remembrabce will still remain with us forever...
monica & ani <ani_saha@yahoo.com>
Calcutta, India - Saturday, June 4, 2005 3:03 AM CDT
May God bless Varun and shower his choicest blessings on him. You are in our prayers. Have faith in God. Don't give up. Varun is adorable and lets wait for a miracle to happen. Take care.
Dyuti and Vivek <dyutibhargava@hotmail.com>
Chapel Hill, NC - Friday, June 3, 2005 10:17 PM CDT
Just wanted to let you know that I am thinking of you tonight. Hayden saw me looking at the website tonight and ask that I pass along a message to Varun. She said, "Mom, will you tell Varun's mom to give him a kiss from me?" We think of you often and pray for your strength constantly. Please let Varun know how much he is loved by his well-wishers.
Natalie <zavareei@verizon.net>
Bethesda, MD - Friday, June 3, 2005 8:29 PM CDT
Hello to you all from Manhattan. I read through little Varun's heartbreaking story. But please continue to believe in MIRACLES. They do come true. You just do not know when.
Hope God gives you the strength and courage to go through this tough time in your life. Little Varun is in my prayers.
Take care
Shyamala Rajagopalan <rkrish@cox.net>
Manhattan, KS USA - Friday, June 3, 2005 8:07 PM CDT
Continue to pray for you and a special miracle for Varun.
So glad you have family and friends by your side and know that we are with you in spirit.
Melanie <melharrison@juno.com>
Durham, NC - Friday, June 3, 2005 7:02 PM CDT
We're praying!!! Ramya and Deepak think that the Almighty God has healed Varun and It will be done! He knows all your thoughts, including Varun's! Keep praising the Almighty!
Hare Rama Hare Rama Rama Rama Hare Hare! Hare Krishna Hare Krishna Krishna Krishna Hare Hare!
Rajeev <Rajeev.Muralidharan@RCCORP.net>
- Friday, June 3, 2005 2:54 PM CDT
Dear Deepak and Ramya,
We are amazed at your strength which is being felt by darling Varun as well. You are in our prayers which are constant. Lalitha, THE DIVINE MOTHER , who is remover of all obstacles, all chronic illnesses, and prevents 'akala mrutu'is being worshipped daily with sahasranama strotram and also BIGGEST prayers are being offered to LOrd Shiva,VAIDYANATHAN who blessed little Markendaya. Thinking of you all the time. Fondest love.
Ranga and Kamu <k_desiraju@yahoo.com>
scottsdale, AZ - Friday, June 3, 2005 2:16 PM CDT
Dear Deepak and Ramya,
I learned about Varun's website through D'Anne White. My prayers go out to the three of you. Stay strong and don't give up hope as miracles do happen.
Lisa
Hartford, CT - Friday, June 3, 2005 2:06 PM CDT
Please don't worry about your child. Instead Focus on GOD and he will certainly answer your prayers. We have said our prayers and will continue to pray for your child. All will turn out fine. Our thoughts are with you and your child.
Vsl (KanchiForum.org) <kanchivsl@yahoo.com>
USA - Friday, June 3, 2005 12:41 AM CDT
We pray to God to perform the miracle that little Varun needs so quickly. God bless you his parents and give you both the strength and courage during these hard days. May this pass as a bad dream and good things happen soon.
A well wisher
Washington, DC - Friday, June 3, 2005 12:23 AM CDT
"Om thrayambakam yajaamahE sughandhim pushtivardhanam
urvaaruka miva bhandhanaath mrithyOr muksheeya-mamruthaath!"
Dear Deepak&Ramya,
May the Gods to whom I pray be with you and rush to our dear Varun's rescue now!
I am in Cary, NC and if you need any help, pl. call me at 919-413-3913.
Sankarkumar
CARY, NC USA - Friday, June 3, 2005 11:37 AM CDT
Aabhad bhaandhava Govinda, anaatha rakshaka Govinda.
Achyutha ananthaa govindaa, namo chaarana beshajathu
nasyanthe sakalaa rokan, sathyam sathyam namamyaham.
"It is the absolute truth that by surrendering to Lord Govinda, He will protect and cure all diseases."
Our prayers for Rohit.
Well Wisher from Kanchiforum.org
- Friday, June 3, 2005 10:42 AM CDT
God certainly is watching over Varun! And you both!! Having gone through this extremely trying times, that might sound odd but rest assured HE will make sure that the turn of any event will be for the best. Praying continuously for HIM to have mercy on us,
love,
Ajit and Neelima
Ajit and Neelima <neelimaajit@hotmail.com>
- Friday, June 3, 2005 10:39 AM CDT
Just to let you know that I am praying for you and Varun. We will be inb Durham next week hope to see you and give you a hug. Levi's grandma
Sherron <sherront@aol.com>
Cleveland, Tn Tn USA - Friday, June 3, 2005 9:50 AM CDT
I am sending healing thoughts and prayers to Varun. I wish you peace in your hearts and minds at this very trying time. Many blessings to you. I will help spread the word about him and encourage others to register with the bone marrow registry. Love and light to you!
Susannah
Patuxent River, MD USA - Friday, June 3, 2005 9:36 AM CDT
Prayers and support for Varun and you, his parents, continue to flow from NH. You all are showing remarkable strength and courage and are a gift to all around you. Penny
Penny Hussey <phussey@eastersealsnh.org>
Manchester, NH - Friday, June 3, 2005 9:30 AM CDT
Dear Deepak and Ramya,
I hope you are smiling even in these testing times... for it is the peace that you radiant from within that Varun can see and feel. I urge you to please not give up hope.... the Lord Sri Krishna is always with you... it is in times like these that He will come to your rescue...
"Om Namo Bhagavathey Vasudevaya Dhanvantharey
Amrutha Kalasa Hasthaya
Sarva Amaya Nashanaya
Thryloka Nathaya
Om Sri Maha Vishnavey Namaha"
A special prayer to Lord Dhanvanthari, the Lord of Medicine - a form of Maha Vishnu.
Also found a site with another prayer to Lord Dhanvantari - http://www.avatara.org/dhanvantari/sorta.html
A longer version of the above prayer:
Om Namo Bhagavate
Maha Sudharshana
Vasudevaya Dhanvantaraye;
Amrutha Kalasa Hasthaaya
Sarva Bhaya Vinasaya
Sarva Roka Nivaranaya
Thri Lokya Pathaye
Thri Lokya Nithaye
Sri Maha Vishnu Swarupa
Sri Dhanvantri Swarupa
Sri Sri Sri
Aoushata; chakra Narayana Swaha
"Obeisances unto the Supreme Bhagavan known as Sudarshana Vasudev Dhanvantari, the holder of the Kalasha full of nectar of imortality, who removes all fears, who removes all diseases, the well wisher of the three worlds, and sustainer of the three worlds, He is Vishnu swarup, by the name Dhanvantari empowered to heal the Jiva souls."
Praying with every sinew...
Friend
Somewhere, NE USA - Friday, June 3, 2005 9:16 AM CDT
Deepak and Rayma-
God is still working..Hold fast to His right hand and feel His comfort and strength that goes way beyond our comprehension. My heart and prayers are for each of you all day long and our God answers prayers. That smile, as I told you before,is so precious and Varun will again shine his smile. Keep your spirits up--Look to the Kingdom of Heaven first and foremost each moment and God will give you all you need. May the God of hope fill you with joy and peace as your hearts trust in Him for everything; may you both overflow with hope by the power of the Holy Spirit. Sending you my hugs.
Carrie <cseaman@orioninternational.com>
Clayton, NC 27520 - Friday, June 3, 2005 8:17 AM CDT
Despite the most trying of ciircumstances imaginable, your faith comes shining through in your entry. It will be rewarded. Varun is in our thoughts and prayers every moment of the day. Sending hugs,
Lucy Rodriguez <lucyprodriguez@hotmail.com>
Rye, NY - Friday, June 3, 2005 8:01 AM CDT
Ramya and Deepak,
I am from Clinton, NC and am friends with Natalie Zavareei and her parents. They have asked in their website that we check in on Varun and keep you all in our prayers. Since I have checked your website, I cannot get Varun off my mind. I cannot imagine what you are going through. I lift you up daily and pray for the best for little Varun.
Amy Spell <spelltrace@earthlink.net>
Clinton, NC usa - Friday, June 3, 2005 7:56 AM CDT
Dear Ramya, Deepak and Varun,
Thinking of you and continuing to pray for the miracle.
Geetha and family
G
CH, - Friday, June 3, 2005 6:53 AM CDT
Dear Deepak & Ramya,
Our thoughts and prayers continue to be with you and Varun. I see that numerous well-wishers have been thinking of Varun and praying for Varun. As many of them have said, keep your faith in God, continue to remain strong as you have always been, and please do take care of each other.
Lakshmi, Priya & Vedavyas Munugoor
- Friday, June 3, 2005 6:41 AM CDT
My prayers are always with you. god bless and take care
pauline <kowduk@yahoo.com>
visalia, ca usa - Friday, June 3, 2005 4:08 AM CDT
Dear Deepak and Ramya,
Keep your hopes high. Stay strong. We are praying day and night for the miracle to happen. Our little darling is indeed watched by God.
Love and Prayers for all of you,
Deep and Priya <dip_saha@hotmail.com>
Nashua, NH - Friday, June 3, 2005 1:25 AM CDT
I'm doing nothing but praying for your gorgeous baby... whatever happens, he has proven to us just what a trooper he is... praying for God's love and strength to surround you... thinking of you guys always..
*~*~Girlie's Page*~*~
Love & Prayers,
XOXOXOXOXO
Janice <janiceliew1981@yahoo.com>
Melbourne, Australia - Friday, June 3, 2005 0:48 AM CDT
Varun is so beautiful and he is so lucky to have you for parents. I know God is holding Varun at this very moment and I pray that he will intervene and provide a miracle. I wish you Peace and Faith.
Linda Britt <lbritt@fmrealty.com>
Morrisville, NC USA - Thursday, June 2, 2005 11:48 PM CDT
Ramya and Deepak,
I am continually praying for Varun. And I also pray for your strength. Too many people have fallen in love with Varun simply by reading your journal entries, and this love is enough to keep him here with us.
Stay strong.
-Amit
Amit Nangalia
Milwaukee, WI USA - Thursday, June 2, 2005 10:13 PM CDT
Prayers are all about Varun right now.... Keep the faith as best as you can.
Terri Tomoff <territomoff@yahoo.com>
Crofton, MD - Thursday, June 2, 2005 8:18 PM CDT
Dearest Ramya and Deepak. I told you that I put a picture of Guru Sri Chinmoy next to Varun's on the computer. At about 4 this afternoon, I was looking at Varun's site and I swear the frame moved a little. I have never, ever witnessed anything like this. I wondered if anything had happened at around 4 or shortly thereafter. What this said to me, is that the Almighty is watching Varun, and that there is a deep communion among all of us; Masters and ordinary human beings in our bond to this child. A little while ago, the cousin who is Guru's disciple called, out of the blue to ask how we are (my husband is suffering from cancer). I told her that I put Sri Chinmoy's picture there and that I hoped he somehow knew about Varun. She said she had no doubt he did. I don't know what if any comfort this will give to you, but I hope it gives you something. There is so much love surrounding your baby and the love is going to travel with him, wherever he goes. If he stays with us and we get the miracle we pray for, he will somehow intuitively know he was loved very deeply, in a very spiritual way. Please take care of eachother. I picture you sitting there and not eating; don't let that happen. Sustain yourselves so that you can sustain eachother. I send you my heartfelt love, Judy
Judy Lindahl <fireflyspirit@earthlink.net>
Blooomfield, NJ USA - Thursday, June 2, 2005 5:56 PM CDT
Thinking of you and hoping you both are able to rest and Varun as well. I know God's grace is sufficient for all you are going through at this time...may you feel His presence ever so near. Ramya, please have some milk.
Melanie and Zach <melharrison@juno.com>
Durham, NC - Thursday, June 2, 2005 5:35 PM CDT
Dear Deepak and Ramya,
Continuous prayers are being offered for Varun and you both. Reading your journal was so emotional and we ended up crying as well as praying with all our grown children who visited us recently. May God Almighty guide you and heal you all rapidly.
Fondly
Ranga and Kamu
scottsdale, AZ - Thursday, June 2, 2005 4:34 PM CDT
Mark 11:23-24
"I tell you the truth, if anyone says to this mountain, `Go, throw yourself into the sea,' and does not doubt in his heart but believes that what he says will happen, it will be done for him. Therefore I tell you, whatever you ask for in prayer, believe that you have received it, and it will be yours"
Have faith in the Good Lord and that He can Heal Varun and It Will be done!
Hare Rama Hare Rama Rama Rama Hare Hare! Hare Krishna Hare Krishna Krishna Krishna Hare Hare!
Love and Healing Thoughts and Prayers...
Rajeev <RajeevM@Rocketmail.com>
- Thursday, June 2, 2005 4:02 PM CDT
We have a cousin who is a disciple of Guru Sri Chinmoy. We have corresponded with him on several occasions. Last night we did all we could do; we went onto your website and put Sri Chinmoy's framed photo facing Varun's face. We left the picture next to our computer for the whole night. This may sound very stupid to some people. But Guru has been able to do miraculous things, through GOD. We hoped maybe Guru would sense that this little baby needed his prayers. It could not have hurt. We hope it brings you some peace. Love,Judy and John
Judy and John Lindahl <fireflyspirit@earthlink.net>
Bloomfield, NJ USA - Thursday, June 2, 2005 12:43 AM CDT
Have sought the blessings of Kanchi Acharyas for Varun. Someone will be meeting with Them very soon with a personal prayer for blessings and Divine Grace.
A friend
Somewhere, NE USA - Thursday, June 2, 2005 11:43 AM CDT
Dear Deepak and Ramya,
STAY STRONG! You are truly blessed to have a wonderful son, a loving family and caring friends. Please DO NOT GIVE UP HOPE.
We continue to pray for Varun, for you and your families... these are not easy times, but the Lord has a reason for all his actions. Do not lose faith in Him. Please!
With more prayers to the Lord.
SN
SN
Boston, MA USA - Thursday, June 2, 2005 9:44 AM CDT
Keeping you close to my heart this morning and praying for a miracle!
Melanie <melharrison@juno.com>
Durham, NC - Thursday, June 2, 2005 9:07 AM CDT
Hello,
I pray my heart out for you all! little Varun is one of a kind, and no matter what happens know that God the Father s watching over him, and you guys, Have Faith,
-kaitlyn
Kaitlyn <kuteykaity@juno.com>
Durham, NC - Thursday, June 2, 2005 8:58 AM CDT
Deepak and Remya and little Varun,
We are praying for you.
Mary and Michael
Mary www3.caringbridge.org/nc/mcendarferlehto/ <mary_mcendarfer@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, June 2, 2005 8:26 AM CDT
I heard about your sweet Varun through Cory Lewis' website, you have been in my prayers daily. Let God guide you as you make decisions. I pray that Varun will get that miracle that we all pray for and that he will be able to smile and hug you again very soon.
Sandy Neidigh
Columbus, IN USA - Thursday, June 2, 2005 7:57 AM CDT
Sweet Varun and loving family are in our prayers.
Kim Dryden <drydenfamily@cox.net>
Chesapeake, VA - Thursday, June 2, 2005 7:52 AM CDT
Deepak and Remya,
We are thinking of you this morning and praying that things will improve soon.
Claudia Puckette <ClaudiaPuckette@aol.com>
Charlotesville, VA USA - Thursday, June 2, 2005 7:30 AM CDT
you dont know me but i was directed here frome ameliagrace's site. I am praying for lil varun. i wish all the best for you three. take care and god bless
pauline <kowduk@yahoo.com>
tulare, ca usa - Thursday, June 2, 2005 4:55 AM CDT
Dear Ramya and Deepak:
Just donot give up please! Miracles do happen. We are still praying for the brave trooper Varun.
Remember that people come in our lives for a season, reason or a lifetime. That's almighty's way. Please continue having faith in him. He knows best. Take care. God bless all.
navneet nanda <navneetnanda@hotmail.com>
Chandigarh, UT India - Thursday, June 2, 2005 2:26 AM CDT
Deepak, Ramya,
Please do take care of each other and yourselves... Varun is in the hands of The One who is capable of miracles. We do hope and pray for one. Even as we seek healing, this, I hope applies the soothing balm on our wounds... We need it as much as you do...
Akhil, Rajany and Radhika
Rye, NY - Thursday, June 2, 2005 1:31 AM CDT
We have learned of Varun from our friends and former neighbor's Heather, Brian, Gracie and Gabriel. With tears in our eyes in sympathy for the immensity of your struggle, and enormous admiration for your strength as parents, we offer up our prayers. We hope that our prayers, like so many others you don't know, but who are also praying for you, give strength to your family. May God bless you all.
Kathy, Steve, Eden and Chloe Sears <toopeas@earthlink.net>
Brooklyn, NY USA - Wednesday, June 1, 2005 9:47 PM CDT
Our prayers continue with you all tonight. May you continue to be led by God above through every difficult step. Varun is a warrior and all of us have faith that there can be a miracle. With love always,
Claudina <claubonetti@aol.com>
New York, NY - Wednesday, June 1, 2005 8:44 PM CDT
I've been hearing that people can't get into my guestbook I fixed it now .Thinking of you always.What a cutie you are.
EDMONTON,ALBERTA CANADA, - Wednesday, June 1, 2005 8:38 PM CDT
Dearest Bhaskaran Family:
We have been following Varun ever since we followed a link from Jackson White's website. Our hearts go out to you during your great time of need. Our daughter, too, was transplanted at Duke, and we always feel a special bond to "our" children. Cassie, our daughter, prays for Varun every night. She always asks "Where's Varun", and I always tell her "He's at Duke, and we need to pray for his lungs to heal". Now, Cassie is only 2, so what comes out doesn't quite sound like that, but we know God understands. Please know that Varun & your family is constantly in our prayers. Please, Dear God, heal this special child.
All our love,
Philip, Jeannette & Cassie White
www.caringbridge.org/va/cassiewhite
Jeannette White <phwhite2@verizon.net>
Christiansburg, VA - Wednesday, June 1, 2005 7:47 PM CDT
Deepak and Remya,
Checking in on you all tonight and continuing to pray for Varun and the two of you. I hope that the mornig will find that Varun has improved greatly and that all will be well.
Love to you all,
Claudia, Dan, and Daniel
Claudia Puckette <ClaudiaPuckette@aol.com>
Charlottesville, VA USA - Wednesday, June 1, 2005 7:33 PM CDT
Heard about your site thru another, and stopped to let you all know that we will hold you all up in prayer as we ask our Father to watch over and guide you. GOD BLESS. My little one, we all love you and hope for the best!! Sending lots of love from above - ANGEL COLBY JAMES COLE AND CREW.
jack - colby's daddy forever and ever
www.caringbridge.org/pa/colby, UNIONTOWN, PA USA - Wednesday, June 1, 2005 5:36 PM CDT
What a blessing 17 wonderful months to have & share the joy of this very special boy Varun. What a wonderful strong fighting soul he has, he is teaching so many from his strength to continue to fight, his love for you to reach out and touch your face and the peace in his heart to accept whatever God has in store for him. I pray for God to give you the miracle needed for many more moths to share with Varun. (God is a God of miracles and has the power to make this happen and the power to lead you). Do not give up hope! My prayer for you is Philippians 4:6 Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your request to God. 7 And the peace of God which transcends all understanding will guard your hearts and your minds.
May Varun’s own example of strength, love and peace always be in your hearts.
Jackson's Grandma meme
Margy Edwards
concord, CA - Wednesday, June 1, 2005 4:42 PM CDT
Varun and Remya,
Yes, the miracle giver IS watching. He will do the best thing for him. Hang in there. Our hearts are with you all the time. Do not give up. He will come back from this.
love,
Ajit and Neelima
Ajit and Neelima <neelimaajit@hotmail.com>
Chicago, IL - Wednesday, June 1, 2005 4:35 PM CDT
Thinking of you all so much today.
Lubna <lubnac@yahoo.com>
Palo Alto, CA USA - Wednesday, June 1, 2005 12:24 AM CDT
My heart is so heavy for you right now. We continue to pray for a miracle for Varun, so that you can take him home in your arms and enjoy life together once again. Please draw strength from the circle of prayers and love around you right now. God bless.
D'Anne, Marshall & Jackson
D'Anne White <mama@jacksonwhite.com>
Concord, CA USA - Wednesday, June 1, 2005 11:49 AM CDT
Dear Deepak & Ramya,
Our continuous thoughts and prayers are with you and Varun. I just want to reiterate what Judy Lindahl mentioned in her guestbook entry. Please continue to pray to the Lord to guide you to make the right decision at each juncture. Varun is lucky to have you as his parents. We are lucky to have you as our friends. Your strength has always amazed us. Please continue to remain strong and we all pray the Lord for the best.
Lakshmi, Priya & Vedavyas Munugoor
Nashua, NH USA - Wednesday, June 1, 2005 11:35 AM CDT
I have heard about your son through some my friends and I can tell you one thing is that Just don't give up hope and pray to that higher being ,he will help Varun and this pain you are going through will give hope to many others who are going through same problems.Varun is an angel who has not given up the fight for his life.Varun and your family are in my prayers.
Dr Sai S Cherala
Concord, NH USA - Wednesday, June 1, 2005 10:34 AM CDT
We're so glad and relieved to hear Varun is still hanging in there, as of your last entry early this morning. May he surprise us all with a speedy, miraculous recovery!
Continually in our thoughts and prayers,
The Tatems
Matt and Lisa Tatem
Yorktown, VA - Wednesday, June 1, 2005 9:16 AM CDT
Dear Varun, Deepak and Ramya,
Varun is a very lucky boy to have such loving parents. I am sure he will come out very well and very strong. Deep within I know for SURE that he WILL BE ALLRIGHT VERY VERY SOON! God does not give up his bhakthas. Please do not give up.
I do not know you from before but have been following Varun's journey over the last few weeks with a heavy heart but high hopes. Please do NOT give up... smile and he can feel that smile even as he battles these latest setbacks.
Have the FAITH in the Lord and He will not let you down. Please be strong ... for yourselves, more importantly for lil Varun.
With more prayers to Lord Shiva and Hanuman
... "Om Vaideeshawaray Namaha"
" asAdhya sAdhaka swAmin | asAdhyam tava kim vadha ?
rAma dhoota kripA sindhO | madh kAryam sAdhaya prabhO!
[Oh Lord, YOU are capable of doing the impossible; is there any act which is not possible by YOU?
Oh Compassionate Lord, who did go for Sri rAmA as his emissary! please fulfill my request NOW!]
"anyatA charaNam nAsti | tvamEva saraNam mama
tasmAt kAruNya bhAvena | raksha raksha mahEshwara:"
[I have no other refuge other than you! With YOUR kind characteristics, please protect me, Oh Lord of all the Gods!]
SN
Boston, MA usa - Wednesday, June 1, 2005 9:04 AM CDT
You are in our thoughts contantly and are continually being lifted up in prayer by so many. May God bless your day with His peace and comfort and healing.
Melanie <melharrison@juno.com>
Durham, NC - Wednesday, June 1, 2005 9:02 AM CDT
I am praying very hard for you all. I know your pain.
I am sending you all a big hug.
Love,
Sherry
caringbridge.org/fl/mikey <spotsmithm6@cs.com>
- Wednesday, June 1, 2005 8:51 AM CDT
Dearest Deepak and Ramya,
Thanks for the update on Varun! I am hopeful and have faith of a full recovery of Varun. Put your thoughts on the same and have faith that there is nothing impossible with the Almighty God.
Hare Rama Rama Rama Hare Hare...Hare Krishna Krishna Krishna Hare Hare.
Love and Healing thoughts and prayers...
Rajeev
Rajeev <rajeevm@rocketmail.com>
- Wednesday, June 1, 2005 8:23 AM CDT
Dearest Deepak and Ramya, One thing I know for sure is that your baby knows you are there and he knows how much you love him. His soul is still here, and his soul can know many things, even if his body is attached to machines. If God calls his soul home, he will know everything and he will have the greatest gratitude to you both for being such loving parents. Remember, love does not die. Love is something that no disease, no accident, no force can conquer. Love conquers all things. So whatever happens to Varun, his love for you will continue to be an on-going force in your lives, and your love for him will undoubtedly survive with you, until your souls all join one another again. Having said this, I still want to say that miracles do happen, that nothing is over until it is over (except for love) and that Varun might surprise us all and recover. Whatever you do, be sure that you follow what your heart tells you to do, not what doctors tell you to do. However well-meaning and educated they are, only you two love Varun enough to make the most difficult decisions. With prayer, you will know what to do.
Shalom. Judy
Judy Lindahl <fireflyspirit@earthlink.net>
Bloomfield, NJ USA - Wednesday, June 1, 2005 7:53 AM CDT
Deepak and Remya,
Our hearts are so heavy. We are praying so hard for God to give you a miracle. We will continue to pray all day and check in with you when we can. Daniel will be having some tests later this morning and we will be away from the computer for a while. Will continue to pray. Love to you all,
Claudia, Dan, and Daniel
Claudia Puckette <ClaudiaPuckette@aol.com>
Charlottesville, VA USA - Wednesday, June 1, 2005 7:30 AM CDT
Dear Ramya and Deepak,
I read you last entry with tears. The pain that you face, and the love and dignity you face it with, is so real. I join your prayers for miraculous healing for your dearest boy, and will hold him close in my heart all day. How deeply we all wish this was the nightmare you describe Deepak. Varun's spirit, and the deep love and devotion of you both for your child, and one another, is a light in the world.
Love, Heather
heather harpham <hharpham@earthlink.net>
Durham, nc U.S.A. - Wednesday, June 1, 2005 6:42 AM CDT
Praying for your beautiful boy that his miracle will come quickly so he will not have to suffer anymore.
Tina O'Connor <goaliemom04@sbcglobal.net>
Hamden, Ct - Wednesday, June 1, 2005 6:38 AM CDT
Dear Ramya and Deepak:
It is difficult to describe what I feel when I read your updates. Words fail me. I can only imagine what you two must be going through. We have you and your beautiful baby Varun in our thoughts and prayers every day.
You both take good care of each other and give our special hug and kiss to the brave trooper of yours. God bless you all.
Ramya, Deepak if God has to keep your baby with you, no force in the world can take him away from your loving arms. Please do continue having faith. We are all God's children, lets ask him our father to please let this beautiful child Varun have all the love in this world.
navneet nanda <navneetnanda@hotmail.com>
Chandigarh, UT India - Wednesday, June 1, 2005 5:11 AM CDT
Dear Deepak and Ramya,
We've been checking your site many times today to hear how Varun is doing...our hearts go out to you at such a difficult time...wish there was something we could do to help...we'll do all we know to do...PRAY to "Jehovah Rapha," the God that can heal Varun. Jer. 33:6 "I will bring health and healing...and I will reveal to them an abundance of peace and truth."
Your BMT friends,
The Tatems
Matt and Lisa Tatem
Yorktown, VA - Tuesday, May 31, 2005 10:34 PM CDT
Please know that thoughts of you and Varun are with us constantly today. We are praying for a miracle and we gain confidence in knowing that Varun has seen them before. You will make the best decision possible as parents, and God will lead you. Sending hugs and prayers,
Lucy Rodriguez <lucyprodriguez@hotmail.com>
Rye, NY - Tuesday, May 31, 2005 6:02 PM CDT
What a fighter Varun is! I am amazed at all of the obstacles he has overcome. He is so lucky to have such loving and caring parents. The love you feel for him comes across so easily over the computer, I'm sure it's powerful and wonderful in person. I am praying for your family.
Sara <NICU_nurse2001@yahoo.com>
Sacramento, CA USA - Tuesday, May 31, 2005 5:17 PM CDT
Deepak and Remya,
Thinking of you today and continuing to pray that Varun will improve and be well. We are at the hospital at UVA with Daniel tonight as he has a blood clot around his port and we are trying to dissolve it. We are praying for God to heal them both. God Bless you and we love you.
Claudia,Dan, and Daniel
Claudia Puckette <ClaudiaPuckette@aol.com>
Forest, VA USA - Tuesday, May 31, 2005 5:09 PM CDT
Dearest Ramya and Deepak,
We are begging God to give Varun strength, we are praying God to shower his grace on you all. God is always with you and you are always in our prayers.
Grace and peace of our heavenly father be with you all.
Love,
Yash & Kiran
kiran <kiranrkmus@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, May 31, 2005 4:03 PM CDT
Dear Ramya and Deepak,
We couldn't control our emotions reading your last update,as we were in your shoes few months back. I wish I could come and give you hug and help you in anyway. We know how hard are those hour long meetings with docs. But always remember don't go into any pressure, do what your heart says. As a parent you had always made the Best decision for your child and you will make the best decision. May God give you strength.
Mona & Kawar <mbedi@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, May 31, 2005 3:51 PM CDT
Dear Deepak and Ramya,
May God Almighty guide you regarding your decisions and strength to carry thru. Your love for your child will make you take the best decision. We are extremely sorry read your struggles and continue to pray for the best. You are in our prayers.
Ranga and Kamu <k_desiraju@yahoo.com>
Scottsdale, AZ USA - Tuesday, May 31, 2005 3:13 PM CDT
Dear Ramya and Deepak,
I have been keeping up with your website for a long time. I am friends of the Shahis. As I read the entries of the past few days my eyes brim with tears. Varun is a very special child. He has fought so many battles at this tender age. I pray that God gives you strength to deal with the current situation and the future.
Dolly Rajan <dolly_rajan@hotmail.com>
Virginia Water, Surrey UK - Tuesday, May 31, 2005 12:56 AM CDT
I will be praying for dear little Varun. My prayers are with your family.
Elise ( Friend of D'Anne White) <elisepaquette@aol.com>
- Tuesday, May 31, 2005 12:45 AM CDT
Hello,
I PRAY very STRONGLY for your precious child, Varun. I know how things can feel so depressing, but just think, God is looking down on you all the while. You are in my prayers,
-kaitlyn (Nathan and Thomas Tatem's sister)
Kaitlyn <kuteykaity@juno.com>
NC - Tuesday, May 31, 2005 11:54 AM CDT
Dear Varun, Deepak and Ramya,
We are praying every moment for Varun. We are really praying for a miracle. We hope he fights back like a warrior like he has done before. We heard about Varun last Summer and we have hoped for his recovery since then and we hope our wishes come true.
Love,
Meera and Anand
Boston, MA
Meera Murthy <meera_murthy@hotmail.com>
Boston, MA - Tuesday, May 31, 2005 10:39 AM CDT
Also Hari (Hareendranath) called me yesterday and he was asking about you guys. He has asked to convey his love and regards to Varun and you both
Ajit
AN <neelimaajit@hotmail.com>
Chicago, IL USA - Tuesday, May 31, 2005 10:28 AM CDT
As I sit at my PC, words strain to come out ... I HOPE, PRAY, BESIEGE the Lord Keshava - PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE help this little boy .. He needs you more than ever.
Krishnaaa
SN
Boston, MA USA - Tuesday, May 31, 2005 10:23 AM CDT
Dear Ramya and Deepak,
May the Almighty give you the strength to see through these very difficult times. I still have faith in a miracle! May the good Lord grant your wishes and heal Varun!
Hare Rama Rama Rama Hare Hare; Hare Krishna Krishna Krishna Hare Hare!
Love and Healing Prayers...
Rajeev
Rajeev <rajeevm@rocketmail.com>
- Tuesday, May 31, 2005 9:56 AM CDT
Dear Ramya and Deepak,
May the Almighty give you the strength to see through these very difficult times. I still have faith in a miracle! May the good Lord grant your wishes and heal Varun!
Hare Rama Rama Rama Hare Hare; Hare Krishna Krishna Krishna Hare Hare!
Love and Healing Prayers...
Rajeev
Rajeev <rajeevm@rocketmail.com>
- Tuesday, May 31, 2005 9:30 AM CDT
Our prayers are with you today. We are grateful to know so many loved ones have been by your side to give you continued strength and support as you face such trying hours. May God continue to be the best guide. Wishing you continued guidance from above, and much peace always,
Claudina <claubonetti@aol.com>
Durham, NC - Tuesday, May 31, 2005 9:00 AM CDT
Thinking of you all this morning and so glad you have family and friends here to help you. Yes, God will guide you in all decisions and will carry you through...so glad you know that and can rely on Him, His strength and comfort. I will be praying for you throughout the day at clinic. Will be with you in spirit and pray that today is a peaceful day spent in the presence of God, Varun, each other, family and friends. Love to you, Melanie and Zach
PS Be sure and have your milk Ramya!
Melanie <melharrison@juno.com>
Durham, NC - Tuesday, May 31, 2005 7:52 AM CDT
I've been hearing that people can't get into my guestbook I think I fixed it now I hope.Thinking of you always.
EDMONTON,ALBERTA CANADA, - Tuesday, May 31, 2005 1:09 AM CDT
I just cannot express our feelings about what you, Ramya and Varun are going through. All your friends here in NH are praying for you. We are all hoping for the best for Varun. He truly is a great fighter. And Deepak & Ramya, you are the best parents. May God shower His blessings on you & Varun.
Lakshmi, Priya & Vedavyas
Nashua, NH USA - Tuesday, May 31, 2005 0:19 AM CDT
We are praying for you and Varun. Thank you for your journal entries--some of the phrases that you have written about Varun express my thoughts exactly. May God bless you and keep you.
Sonya Evanosky (Jack's mom) <sevanosky@comcast.net>
Aurora, IL - Monday, May 30, 2005 10:29 PM CDT
Deepak and Remya,
God is with him and he will overcome this. He will overcome. He will. You both be strong - as ever! We know it is easy said than done when you are going through this test. We are with you in spirit every moment. God certainly knows what is best for him but He also knows what we - the simple human hearts that He created - want and what we are praying day and night for. So we are still very strongly convinced that our prayers will be heard!
love,
Ajit and Neelima
Ajit and Neelima <neelimaajit@hotmail.com>
- Monday, May 30, 2005 9:19 PM CDT
I am thinking of you all this evening and praying for a miraculous turn of events for Varun. May you feel the peace of our Father as he continues to keep you all in his loving arms.
Melanie and Zach <melharrison@juno.com>
Durham, NC - Monday, May 30, 2005 8:38 PM CDT
Remya and Deepak,
Thinking and praying for you all tonight.
Love to you all,
Claudia, Dan, and Daniel
Clauida Puckette <ClaudiaPuckette@aol.com>
Forest, VA USA - Monday, May 30, 2005 7:36 PM CDT
Thinking of you...
D'Anne White <mama@jacksonwhite.com>
Concord, CA USA - Monday, May 30, 2005 6:49 PM CDT
Our sincere thoughts and prayers are with you. We are all hoping for a miracle.
Lakshmi, Priya & Vedavyas <munugoor@hotmail.com>
Nashua, NH USA - Monday, May 30, 2005 2:24 PM CDT
Dear Ramya and Deepak, It is only by surrendering that we can know peace. The surrender of giving the struggle to God who loves Varun as you do, and the peace that follows in the knowledge that you have done everything humanly possible for your son. Now it is up to God to decide where Varun will be. In spirit, he will always be with you, no matter where he is in the physical state. There is still hope and there are still good chances that Varun will recover. The two of you need to hang on to one another and to know, always, to know, that you have been the best parents Varun could have had. All of us who know you through the Internet and who have had the pleasure of knowing you in person, are praying for a wonderful healing to take place. You have the support and love of more people than you will ever meet. Varun, we all love you.
Judy Lindahl <fireflyspirit@earthlink.net>
Bloomfield, NJ USA - Monday, May 30, 2005 2:09 PM CDT
Ramya and Deepak,
We are praying for a miracle of healing for Varun. He is in our hearts throughout the day and we wish for his return to health and to your arms. You are the most devoted and caring parents and I am certain he feels your love through all of this. That is the most powerful healer of all. Love, Heather
Heather (Gracie's mom) <hharpham@earthlink.net>
Durham, NC U.S.A. - Monday, May 30, 2005 1:32 PM CDT
You are all in my heart and prayers!
love to you,
sherry
caringbridge.org/fl/mikey <spotsmithm6@cs.com>
- Monday, May 30, 2005 1:27 PM CDT
Deepak and Remya,
We are praying for that miracle too. May God bless you all and keep you safe.
Much love to you both,
Claudia, Dan, and Daniel :D
Claudia Puckette <ClaudiaPuckette@aol.com>
Forest, VA USA - Monday, May 30, 2005 10:20 AM CDT
Dear Ramya and Deepak
Please know that you and Varun remain in our thoughts and prayers!
With much love,
Debbie (Logan's Mom)
Debbie Riley <LJCsMom@aol.com>
Inman, SC - Monday, May 30, 2005 10:06 AM CDT
Dear Ramya and Deepak,
A Miracle will Happen! All glory be to God!
Hare Rama Rama Rama Hare Hare...Hare Krishna Krishna Krishna Hare Hare!
Love and Healing Prayers and Thoughts...
Rajeev <rajeevm@rocketmail.com>
- Monday, May 30, 2005 9:39 AM CDT
Deepak and Ramaya
We all are praying for another miracle. We are praying for his lungs to heal. We are praying for you to hold and hug Varun forever. Dont loose hope for thats all we all have. God will do whats best for Varun.Have faith in Him.
Manu Shahi <shahi_manu@yahoo.com>
Flower Mound, tx - Monday, May 30, 2005 9:14 AM CDT
My thoughts and prayers are with you and Varun. I met Varuns mommy in the kitchen on 5200 one day and enjoyed our conversation and Varun has been on my daily check up on list ever since. I pray that his lungs will heal and that you can take that sweet baby home with you very soon. You are surrounded with love and prayers for both you and your son.
donna <douglaskennedy@comcast.net>
evans, ga - Monday, May 30, 2005 6:08 AM CDT
Ramya & Deepak,
Our prayers are with you and we are sure that God will not forsake you both…..not with so many well-wishers praying for Varun's recovery! Everything is going to fine and our dear Varun will be back with you, the warrior that he is!
Praying that God gives you both the strength to take you through this tough patch in life.
Ranjit, Sheeba, Premachi, Raghuettan, Sureatten & Grandma. <shibakambil@yahoo.co.in>
Bangalore, Karnataka India - Sunday, May 29, 2005 11:25 PM CDT
Dear Ramya and Deepak:
We continue praying to dear God for granting your little baby the miracle that you all deserve. Please be hopeful and most of all at peace. Miracles do happen and don't ever forget that. May God be with you.
navneet nanda <navneetnanda@hotmail.com>
Chandigarh, UT india - Sunday, May 29, 2005 11:19 PM CDT
Our prayers will continue strong for God to work his miracle on Varun. Varun, you have defied the odds before... You can do it again! Keep the faith that God's hand will intervene to help you yet another time. With love,
Claudina <claubonetti@aol.com>
Durham, NC - Sunday, May 29, 2005 10:09 PM CDT
I continue to pray for Varun and you both. Believing in a miracle for you and praying continually that God touch Varun in a very special way bringing healing into his little body and joy into your hearts once again!
Melanie <melharrison@juno.com>
Durham, NC - Sunday, May 29, 2005 8:45 PM CDT
Praying for another miracle and for strength and faith for all of you. Varun, keep fighting!
Lucy Rodriguez <lucyprodriguez@hotmail.com>
Rye, NY - Sunday, May 29, 2005 8:25 PM CDT
Wishing you all continued strength to fight this battle. Deepak and Ramya, continued courage to face another day, another challenge, but you can prevail. Hold each other close....Varun, to fight the fight like never before. Many positive thoughts and prayers are constantly directed to your entire family. You are a fabulous couple, with a beautiful son the whole world admires and considers a hero!
Terri Tomoff and family <territomoff@yahoo.com>
crofton, maryland - Sunday, May 29, 2005 8:20 PM CDT
Dear Deepak and Ramya,
I think of you two often as I take care of my little Jacko. I know what you two are going through as I have played out your current scenerio a thousand times in my mind with regard to my situation. I will ask God tonight to heal Varun and allow him to live long and healthy. Varun is blessed to have parents like you.
We Win In The End,
Bob Evanosky
Bob Evanosky <bobecasa@comcast.net>
Aurora, IL USA - Sunday, May 29, 2005 7:15 PM CDT
Deepak and Remya,
Hang in there..God is with him and He won't fail us... Your prayers, our prayers will not be unheard! Varun will overcome this like he has in the past.....
With complete faith,
Ajit and Neelima
AN <neelimaajit@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, May 29, 2005 2:29 PM CDT
Deepak and Reyma-
My prayers are for you both adn for Varun. God will heal and will answer. God tells us this in his word--My soul wait silently for God alone, my hope and expectation is in Him. Be strong and courageous. We are also told to be joyful always--I know it seems hard at times like this but stay focused on God Almighty, He provided you both with such a precious gift. He is much greater than we who are in this world.
Carrie <cseaman@orioninternational.com>
Clatyon, NC - Sunday, May 29, 2005 2:24 PM CDT
Dear Deepak, Remya, and Varun,
Just checking in to see how things are going. I am so sorry that things have not turned around for you yet. Keep up the fight little Varun and know that you have a big fan club here in Virginia praying you onward. Fight hard little one.
Hang in there Mom and Dad. We are praying for you too.
Much love to you all,
Claudia, Dan, and Daniel
Claudia Puckette <ClauidaPuckette@aol.com>
Forest, VA USA - Sunday, May 29, 2005 12:41 AM CDT
Dear Ramya and Deepak,
Praying for little Varun and both of you! Do not worry, he will crawl, walk, talk and run. Fill your days and nights with joy. The Good Lord has a plan and it is going to happen!
Hoping to hear good news in the days to come!
Hare Rama Rama Rama Hare Hare! Hare Krishna Krishna Krishna Hare Hare!
Regards,
Rajeev
Rajeev Muralidharan <rajeevm@rocketmail.com>
- Sunday, May 29, 2005 6:53 AM CDT
Dear Ramya and Deepak,
I am thinking of both of you and praying too! I cannot even begin to imagine what you two must be going through. I strongly believe that miracles happen. As you have written, Varun has fought setbacks before. I pray that he will this time too.
SriRamajayam.
Geetha <ggggvvvv@yahoo.com>
Chapel Hill, NC - Sunday, May 29, 2005 6:34 AM CDT
I was checking in before going to bed tonight. We have been thinking of you today - hoping and praying for continued signs of improvement. As always our thoughts are with you. Your entry today left me in tears and I can't even begin to imagine the emotions that you must be experiencing right now. Our thoughts are with you every minute of every day. Hassan continues to talk about the day he saw you in the Duke Gardens and how happy Varun seemed to be. Who would have ever thought that he was fighting an infection at that time. We will be in Durham at the beginning of June so keep fighting Varun!!!
Natalie Zavareei <zavareei@verizon.net>
Bethesda, MD - Saturday, May 28, 2005 11:36 PM CDT
Checking in from California, and sad that the news is not better at this time. We continue to pray for Varun and send healing thoughts his way, as we have every day since he went into the hospital. And we continue to pray for you, Deepak and Ramya, that you will have the strength you need to fight for Varun. I am thankful for the visit from family, as I know that buoyed your spirits. Fight, little Varun, FIGHT HARD!!
Love,
The Whites
D'Anne White <mama@jacksonwhite.com>
Concord, CA USA - Saturday, May 28, 2005 11:09 AM CDT
Your entry today brought me to tears, as it has so many times before. I pray that Varun will be crawling into your arms soon with that same beautiful smile to greet you. I hope you can take heart in the improved xray of the lungs and I will give thanks today for that blessing with many more such baby steps to follow. Forty days is too much to ask of any parents but please try to stay stong and keep faith that God has Varun in his grand plan.
Lucy Rodriguez <lucyprodriguez@hotmail.com>
Rye, NY - Saturday, May 28, 2005 10:13 AM CDT
Deepak and Remya,
Thinking of you all this morning and continuing to pray that Varun wil soon be well. Give him a little hug and kiss for us. We will continue to pray for you throughout the day and will check in later. Many of my friends are praying for you also. Stay strong and keep up the fight.
Love to you all,
Claudia, Dan, and Daniel
Claudia Puckette <ClaudiaPuckette@aol.com>
Forest, VA USA - Saturday, May 28, 2005 9:57 AM CDT
Still checking in, still praying.......
Terry Johnson <tltjohnson@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, May 28, 2005 9:41 AM CDT
Dear Ramya and Deepak,
We are praying for all of you. Varun is a little fighter and he knows that you are there fighting with him. May God hold you all in the palm of His hands and keep you safe through this hard journey.
Mary, (Michael's mom) www3.caringbridge.org/nc/mcendarferlehto/ <mary.mcendarfer@sonopress.com>
- Saturday, May 28, 2005 8:36 AM CDT
Ramaya and Deepak
Your thoughts today has brought tears to my eyes again. Varun has been in my thoughts every single day for last 40 days. I cant even imagine the pain you both must be going thru. I pray that his lungs continue to show signs of improvement. I agree with you hugging your child is the medicine for our aching heart. I pray to God thathe gives you all the strength you need to fight and heal at the same time.
Manu (Janvi's mom) <Shahi_manu@yahoo.com>
Flower Mound, tx - Saturday, May 28, 2005 8:19 AM CDT
Dear Ramya and Deepak,
I hope your little beautiful boy had a restful and healing night. He and both of you will be in the center of our prayers and thoughts all day. So many people are holding him in prayer and love along during this brave fight. Love, Heather & Brian
Heather Harpham <hharpham@earthlink.net>
Durham, nc U.S.A. - Saturday, May 28, 2005 7:34 AM CDT
Dear Ramya and Deepak:
We are hoping and praying and are confident that the steroids will help clear our trooper's lungs. Just hang in there! You both have come a long way. Our blessings and prayers will only make varun stronger and an even better fighter. Take care. God bless all.
navneet nanda <navneetnanda@hotmail.com>
chandigarh, UT India - Friday, May 27, 2005 11:30 PM CDT
Dear Deepak and Ramya
Our prayers are with Varun as you face the plight with courage and faith in God. Though we could not visit you in person, we wish to be part of the immense moral support that you receive everyday through the guestbook entries.
May God bless Varun!
Murali Krishnan & Priya <mk8020@yahoo.com>
Singapore, Singapore - Friday, May 27, 2005 8:56 PM CDT
Dear Deepak and Ramya
Our prayers are with Varun as you face the plight with courage and faith in God. Though we could not visit you in person, we wish to be part of the immense moral support that you receive everyday through the guestbook entries.
May God bless Varun!
Murali Krishnan & Priya <mk8020@yahoo.com>
Singapore, Singapore - Friday, May 27, 2005 8:56 PM CDT
Deepak and Remya,
Please find strength in knowing we are all praying for little Varun this evening and for many to come. Please do not give up hope and courage. He has proven to be such a strong boy and I am certain he will continue to.
We are praying for you.
Peggy Hanna <jnoahhanna@aol.com>
Washington, DC USA - Friday, May 27, 2005 7:15 PM CDT
We are praying that the steroids really clear up Varun's lungs and that he has a full recovery. Thank you for updating us all on Varun -- I am on the site all of the time checking on his progress. Just know that we're sending lots of postive thoughts and prayers down to you guys from Boston.
xxoo
Kerry, Greg, Maizy and Especially Sam
Kerry Veitch <kerryveitch@comcast.net>
Boston, MA - Friday, May 27, 2005 5:32 PM CDT
Also Hari (Hareendranath) called me yesterday and he was asking about you guys. He has asked to convey his love and regards to Varun and you both
Ajit
AN <neelimaajit@hotmail.com>
Chicago, IL USA - Friday, May 27, 2005 12:19 AM CDT
Dear Remya and Deepak,
Our constant prayers are with you. God is with him, so worry not. Times are hard indeed, but he will overcome.
lovingly,
Ajit and Neelima
AN <neelimaajit@hotmail.com>
Chicago, IL USA - Friday, May 27, 2005 12:16 AM CDT
Deepak and Remya,
We are constantly praying for you and Varun. Our prayer is that the steroids will work in a powerful way so that Varuns lungs will heal completely. We also are praying that God will give you the stregnth to endure this time and that soon all will be well for you. I am so glad that you have family to be with you at this time. We are praying for them also. I will have friends and family pray for Varun . We will start a prayer chain for him.
Please tell Varun that Daniel and his family are praying for him and we love him.
Love to you all,
Clauida, Daniel, and Dan
Claudia Puckette <ClaudiaPuckette@aol.com>
Forest, VA USA - Friday, May 27, 2005 10:35 AM CDT
Wishing you continued strength and faith and sending all our prayers so that the steroids work their healing for Varun's little lungs. Remember "paths chosen for us by God all lead onward and upward, even when they seem to us to turn about in enextricable confusion, and to move downward to the valleys of humiliation and suffering. He is the All-Wise, and to him, wisdom is the way by which Love gains his victory." With love,
Claudina <claubonetti@aol.com>
Durham, NC - Friday, May 27, 2005 9:14 AM CDT
Praying for the steroids to do their job and for continued strength and faith for you all. Stay strong and I hope that it gives you some comfort to know that there are so many people thinking of you and wishing they could do something to ease your burden.
Lucy Rodriguez <lucyprodriguez@hotmail.com>
Rye, NY - Friday, May 27, 2005 8:21 AM CDT
Continued prayers, constantly, for Vaurn to heal.....Continue to whisper in his ears and talk to him cheering him on to the road to recovery. He is greatly loved and so are you, his parents. You are doing a fantastic job in this chaotic world of BMT et al.
Terri Tomoff <territomoff@yahoo.com>
crofton, maryland - Friday, May 27, 2005 8:11 AM CDT
Dear Ramya and Deepak,
I pray to God to continue to give Varun and you both the strength to overcome these hurdles.
Geetha <ggggvvvv@yahoo.com>
- Friday, May 27, 2005 7:41 AM CDT
Praying for your beautiful son.
Tina O'Connor <goaliemom04@sbcglobal.com>
Hamden, Ct - Friday, May 27, 2005 6:58 AM CDT
Dear Ramya and Deepak,
On a day-to-day basis or on an hourly basis, this seems like a mountain to climb but He who knows it all has a wonderful plan for you and believe and it shall be done!
All Glory be to God!
Love and Healing Prayers...
Rajeev
Rajeev Muralidharan <RajeevM@Rocketmail.com>
- Friday, May 27, 2005 4:23 AM CDT
Dear Deepak and Ramya,
Our oldest son had multiple chest tubes to relieve pressure in his chest cavity when he was just 5 months old and suffering w/ PCP. Now he is 9 1/2 years old...hope that encourages you. We will continue to pray for Varun, as we pray for our boys...covering them all w/ the blood of Jesus..."by His stripes they are healed" Is.53:4&5. Hang in there!
Your BMT friends,
Matt & Lisa Tatem
Lisa Tatem
Yorktown, VA - Thursday, May 26, 2005 10:52 PM CDT
Ramya and Deepak,
Our prayers are with you and Varun tonight, as they are constantly. I hope and pray that his little lungs are healing, bit by bit, as I write this. I am sorry to hear of the air in his chest, and hope that the procedure to place the tube is a complete success. All our love to your beautiful boy. Heather
Heather Harpham <hharpham@earthlink.net>
Durham, NC U.S.A. - Thursday, May 26, 2005 9:14 PM CDT
At least they found some info and hope God Almighty will conitnue to guide them and heal Varun rapidly. Constant prayers and thoughts are being sent to you. Love
Ranga and Kamu
Scottsdale, AZ - Thursday, May 26, 2005 1:23 PM CDT
Dear Ramya and Deepak,
All Glory to God for this progress that Varun has made! I believe that God has a plan and when he chooses it will be for the best of all of you.
Hare Rama Hare Rama Rama Rama Hare Hare! Hare Krishna Hare Krishna Krishna Krishna Hare Hare!
Love and Healing...
Rajeev Muralidharan <rajeevm@rocketmail.com>
- Thursday, May 26, 2005 11:03 AM CDT
Dear Ramya and Deepak:
We hope tomorrow will bring a lot of hope and joy for all of you. We continue to keep baby Varun in our prayers. God bless him and all the other kids.
navneet nanda <navneetnanda@hotmail.com>
Chandigarh, UT India - Thursday, May 26, 2005 6:59 AM CDT
Dear Ramya and Deepak,
Gabriela and I just returned last night. Praying for you both and beautiful baby Varun continously. I hope that tomorrow will be another stable day with continued improvement in the lung x-ray. He is truly an astonishing and inspiring soul to have fought so hard to remain with you both. So many people are all sending him strength and love and through constant prayers and thoughts, as we are. Love to you both and please give him a cuddle from us, Heather, Brian, Gracie and Gabriel
Heather <hharpham@earthlink.net>
Durham , NC U.S.A. - Wednesday, May 25, 2005 9:30 PM CDT
Deepak and Remya,
Thinking and praying for you all today and so happy to see that things are a little better. May tomorrow find you much improved and that the worst of this is finally over.
Love to you all ,
Claudia and family
Clauida Puckette <ClaudiaPuckette@aol.com>
Forest, VA USA - Wednesday, May 25, 2005 7:41 PM CDT
I hope you find strength in knowing so many are thinking of you and praying each day for little Varun and your family. Varun is truly a fighter.
With love,
Peggy Hanna
Natalie and Hassan's friend
Peggy Hanna <jnoahhanna@aol.com>
Washington, DC USA - Wednesday, May 25, 2005 7:04 PM CDT
So happy to see today's posting as well as relieved. Hope Varun will improve rapidly and also be able to breathe on his own. We are praying fervently for rapid healings for every part of his body as well as for you both. Fondly,
Ranga and Kamu
Scottsdale, AZ - Wednesday, May 25, 2005 4:59 PM CDT
Dear Varun,
Hello I am one of Hayden Zavarrei's parents friends. We are
so glad you are improveing. We will continue to pray
hard for you and your family.
Have a sunshiney good day.
Deanna Melvin and Holly our 3 year old says get well soon
Varun.
Deanna Weaver <mhweaver@peoplepc.com>
Clinton, N. C. Usa - Wednesday, May 25, 2005 3:35 PM CDT
My dear Varun, I am very glad to read today's journal. Get well soon baby.
Love,
Yash and Kiran
Kiran <kiranrk@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, May 25, 2005 3:26 PM CDT
Varun and Family - I think about and hope for you every day, all day.
Lubna <lubnac@yahoo.com>
Palo Alto, CA USA - Wednesday, May 25, 2005 11:56 AM CDT
I found your site through Jackson White's and wanted to tell you that I will keep beautiful Varun in my prayers!
Christine (Hunter's Hope Volunteer) <Luvbills@aol.com>
LeRoy, NY USA - Wednesday, May 25, 2005 11:54 AM CDT
Dear Deepak and Remya,
Good to hear that there are signs of improvement. It takes time but everything will slowly get back to normal. Praying every minute,
Ajit and Neelima
AN <neelimaajit@hotmail.com>
Chicago, IL USA - Wednesday, May 25, 2005 11:21 AM CDT
Dear, dear Varun, I think of you every day in my meditations and wish mightily that you continue to improve. May your parents also continue to have the strength to fight this battle with you. Hayden's Aunt
Ella Chatterjee <ella.chatterjee@mspb.gov>
Arlington, VA USA - Wednesday, May 25, 2005 10:53 AM CDT
Praying today to Lord Shiva, the Physician of Physicians to Bless little Varun.
SN
Boston, MA usa - Wednesday, May 25, 2005 9:12 AM CDT
Dear Deepak & Ramya,
We hope today brings better news and continued healing for Varun. May the light above continue to shine on all of you and give you continued strength and faith. Our prayers continue with all of you. With love,
Claudina <claubonetti@aol.com>
Durham, NC - Wednesday, May 25, 2005 7:07 AM CDT
We pray that Varun will have a good night and tommorrow will bring more encouraging news. Take strength from God's promises and know that he keeps Varun in His healing hands.
The Poplins <wpoplin@cox.net>
Rocky Mount, NC - Tuesday, May 24, 2005 10:01 PM CDT
I am glad you are seeing some signs of improvement. You are all in my heart and prayers.
Love,
Sherry
caringbridge.org/fl/mikey <spotsmithm6@cs.com>
- Tuesday, May 24, 2005 9:14 PM CDT
Thinking of all of you this evening. So glad for the encouraging news as I continue to pray for Varun and both of you. May all three of you have a peaceful night and restful sleep. Goodnight!
Melanie <melharrison@juno.com>
Durham, NC - Tuesday, May 24, 2005 8:43 PM CDT
Deepak and Ramya - My name is Greg Veitch. I know you've spoken to my wife Kerry several times in the past about our son Sam who, like Varun, was born with WAS. I just wanted to write and let you know how deeply affected we have been by Varun and by your strength as parents. Seeing your child in such a vulnerable state is the most difficult thing any parent can imagine. I've been there and will never forget the helpless feeling that accompanies it. The fact that you've been able to stay positive through this ordeal is remarkable and inspiring. Kerry and I pray for Varun every night and check his web site every day. I can tell you from experience that miracles truly do happen, medical and otherwise. A little more than 14 months after his transplant, our son Sammy is a healthy, happy, funny little boy. He made it through this and so will Varun. I hope to see our sons playing together someday very soon.
Greg Veitch <greg_veitch@spotcable.com>
Sudbury, MA - Tuesday, May 24, 2005 6:07 PM CDT
Deepak and Ramya, it is a wonderful thing to "hear" you sounding optimistic and positive. Your outlook on Varun's health and struggle through this crisis is something to marvel at - you always have a smile for everyone and you never waver in your strength. Varun is so lucky to have you. We continue to pray for Varun every day. Thank you for taking the time to keep us updated, we appreciate it so much as it gives us a better idea of what specifics to pray for.
Thinking of you,
The Whites
D'Anne White <mama@jacksonwhite.com>
Concord, CA --> Durham,, NC USA - Tuesday, May 24, 2005 3:07 PM CDT
Healing music in forms of chantings, bhajans, and heartfelt prayers are being sent to you all day long. We hope that Varun will progress rapidly. So sorry for all your tests of endurance. Don't forget that so many of us are with you in spirit. Hang in there.
Ranga and Kamu
Scottsdale, AZ - Tuesday, May 24, 2005 2:14 PM CDT
Deepak we haven't spoken in a while, but your family is always in my thoughts and prayers. My best to you all, hang in there, baby Varun will rebound, he is a strong little boy. Know that so many people are praying for you all.
Carol Baldwin <carol@matchpia.org>
Avon, CT USA - Tuesday, May 24, 2005 12:16 AM CDT
Dear Deepak and Ramya,
Don't have too many words to tell you how WE ALL want Varun to get better. As Varun's parents, what you endure is unfathomable and there is no pretense of sharing it. But, please know it in your heart, Varun has become a part of us in an unexplainable way and we want our fighter to bring his infectious smile back to us...
Praying to The Powers that be... please bring that smile back to us... for a loooooong time to come.
Akhil, Rajany, Radhika
Rye, NY - Tuesday, May 24, 2005 11:57 AM CDT
Varun is always on my mind, praying most of the day for him to heal and be on the road to recovery. Also for you, Deepak and Ramya, for strength, so you can endure and go the distance in caring for each other, and most importantly, Varun!
terri tomoff <territomoff@yahoo.com>
crofton, maryland - Tuesday, May 24, 2005 10:11 AM CDT
Dear Ramya and Deepak,
Continuing to pray to God to give strength to Varun to fight off this setback too. Being the fighter that he is, Varun will get over this bump in the road to recovery.
You two are very amazing parents!
Hugs to Varun.
Geetha <ggggvvvv@yahoo.com>
Chapel Hill, NC - Tuesday, May 24, 2005 9:56 AM CDT
Deepak and Remya,
Continuing to pray for you all this morning. I trust that today will be better for you and that little Varuns lungs will be much improved. Love to you all,
Claudia and family
Claudia Puckette <ClaudiaPuckette@aol.com>
Forest, VA USA - Tuesday, May 24, 2005 9:45 AM CDT
"Nassei Rog Hare Sab Peera, Japat Nirantar Hanumat Beera"
Praying to Lord Hanuman today for Granting His Strength to Varun and you at these times. Varun will DEFINITELY get well very very soon! Have faith!
Praying to Lord Sri Hanuman who is but another name for the One God who cares for us all.
SN
Boston, MA USA - Tuesday, May 24, 2005 9:15 AM CDT
My deepest prayers and best wishes are there for Varun and you both. Have faith, courage and strength. Do not lose faith in Kannaa ... He will answer your prayers today! Have that FAITH! I will continue to pray for Varun and for you to have the strength as he fights this with God's help.
SN
Boston, MA USA - Tuesday, May 24, 2005 9:09 AM CDT
Dear baby brother Varun, Ramya and Deepak-
We love you! Hang in there. Our healing thoughts our with you. We are thinking of you all the time. This journey is sometimes very difficult and at times things can be unclear. Those are the times when we have to be the strongest. Just like on a cloudy day, the sun will eventually shine through! Never feel like you are alone. Everyone from Matchpia.org is behind you and we will continue to support you.
Love, Pia, Tim and the matchpia.org team
PS. Alli sends a big paw-paw to Varun! She can't wait to meet him.
Matchpia.org <info@matchpia.org>
- Tuesday, May 24, 2005 9:02 AM CDT
Love and Healing as always to our dearest Varun!
Ramya and Deepak...hang in there. The Lord has a plan and let him choose it for you!
Hare Rama Rama Rama Hare Hare! Hare Krishna Krishna Krishna Hare Hare!
Love,
Rajeev
Rajeev Muralidharan <rajeevm@rocketmail.com>
- Tuesday, May 24, 2005 8:34 AM CDT
Remya and Deepak,
Continuing to pray for God to heal Varun soon. I know that you muct be so very tired. I pray for stregnth and endurance for you two. Will continue to pray tonight for you all.
Love to all,
Claudia, Dan, and Daniel
Claudia Puckette <ClaudiaPuckette@aol.com>
Forest, VA USA - Monday, May 23, 2005 10:13 PM CDT
We pray with all our hearts that your little one improves and that your worries fade away. He is a beautiful child with a great will to live. Never give up hope. So many are praying for Varun.
Judy and John Lindahl <fireflyspirit@earthlink.net>
Bloomfield, NJ USA - Monday, May 23, 2005 10:06 PM CDT
Hoping things will soon turn for the better. Always praying,
Christina and Cortez (va/cortezyounger) <scooby78@earthlink.net>
Duke Hospital, NC - Monday, May 23, 2005 8:12 PM CDT
Thought of ya'll all night and prayed fervantly for Varun.
Couldn't wait to get home from clinic and check the site.
Will pray specifically for the O2 Sat to increase quickly.
Melanie <melharrison@juno.com>
Durham, NC - Monday, May 23, 2005 6:49 PM CDT
All of my thoughts are with you.
Lubna <lubnac@yahoo.com>
Palo Alto, CA USA - Monday, May 23, 2005 4:24 PM CDT
Hello Deepak and Ramya,
Just hoping and praying for Varun's speedy recovery.
Have faith on Almighty and I'm sure our little fighter will fight this hard time too. These are testing times - things will turn out well. Our prayers are with both of you and varun. Lots of hugs and kisses to our Dearest varun.
Mona & Kawarjit Bedi <mbedi@hotmail.com>
Sammamish, WA USA - Monday, May 23, 2005 2:26 PM CDT
Dear Varun and Family,
I am still praying continuously for Varun's little body to overcome this. I pray that his lungs will heal. So then he can come back and fuss at us at the clinic (smile).
Nadia
Nadia batts <kanena3@yahoo.com>
durham, nc usa - Monday, May 23, 2005 1:40 PM CDT
Dear family,
We are praying for healing for Varun. I still wear my yellow LiveStrong bracelet everyday to remind me to pray for all those undergoing such extreme treatments. I hope today brings good news and encouragement for all of you.
God Bless,
The Poplins (Meredith's grandparents) <wpoplin@cox.net>
Rocky Mount, NC - Monday, May 23, 2005 1:21 PM CDT
God bless your family. I am praying that Varun can overcome these latest difficulties and get well soon!
Joanne Sullivan <aquabot@charter.net>
Harvard, Ma Usa - Monday, May 23, 2005 11:15 AM CDT
We hope that the latest improvements, albeit small milestones, continue to provide you with strength and faith that Varun will get better. Every minute, every hour of every day is a new moment of healing for your little one. May God continue to shine his light on all of you. We think of you often.
Claudina <claubonetti@aol.com>
Durham, NC - Monday, May 23, 2005 11:02 AM CDT
I am continuing to check your site frequently to see how Varun is doing, so I know how to pray. May you be comforted w/ an inner strength in the midst of these hard times.
You're in my thoughts,
Lisa (BMT Friend)
Lisa Tatem
Yorktown, va - Monday, May 23, 2005 10:10 AM CDT
I am continuing to check your site frequently to see how Varun is doing, so I know how to pray. May you be comforted w/ an inner strength in the midst of these hard times.
You're in my thoughts,
Lisa (BMT Friend)
Lisa Tatem
Yorktown, va - Monday, May 23, 2005 10:09 AM CDT
Dearest Varum. My heart goes out to you and your parents as you wage this fierce struggle. You and my beloved Hayden are in my thoughts every day. May victory be yours and hers. Love, Hayden's Auntie Ella
Ella Chatterjee <ella.chatterjee@mspb.gov>
Arlington, VA USA - Monday, May 23, 2005 8:59 AM CDT
Deepak and Remya,
We are continuing to pray for Varun and the two of you. I check the site several times a day and stop and pray for our little boy. During our time at Duke we grew to love all of the other families that were going through transplant. We will continue to pray for you all and especially for little Varun as he has had to fight through so many problems. Much love to you all and all on 5200 and PICU.
Sincerely,
Claudia and family
Claudia Puckette <ClaudiaPuckette@aol.com>
Forest, VA USA - Monday, May 23, 2005 8:55 AM CDT
Varum--hey little fighter! I prayed today as I do everyday for you and your mom and dad that you will be protected in the armor of God. I lifted your body up to him to heal this very day. Keep fighting--your strength comes from God above and he knows what every detail is in need and will provide. Stay strong! Know I love you and you hold a very dear part in my heart.
Carrie Seaman <cseaman@orioninternational.com>
Clayton, NC 27520 - Monday, May 23, 2005 7:35 AM CDT
Praying that today's CXR shows improvement, and that today brings small improvements to bouy your spirits and strengthen your faith. We love you, Varun! Keep keep fighting!
Love,
The Whites
D'Anne White <mama@jacksonwhite.com>
Concord, CA --> Durham,, NC USA - Monday, May 23, 2005 7:13 AM CDT
All my prayers for Varun's recovery. Your little guy is quite the fighter and with everyone's prayers he will pull through this setback.
Tina O'Connor <goaliemom04@sbcglobal.net>
Hamden, Ct - Monday, May 23, 2005 7:05 AM CDT
Dear Friends,
I just wanted to say you are an inspiration to me. I see you around the unit and you both always smile when some one walks into the room. It seems your son is a fighter like mine. The Doctor's have counted AJ out several times and he has pulled through with grace. Keep hoping and wishing him to better times. Children are wonderful and worth all us parents have to endure. Be strong for each other. AJ and I will fight everyday of his life together to make him well. I will be thinking and praying for Varun everyday.....
Angie and AJ Haynes Room 5216 <Ahaynes199@aol.com>
Durham, NC - Sunday, May 22, 2005 11:49 PM CDT
I am sending my prayers your way. I know how hard this is a big hug to you all.
Love,
Sherry
caringbridge.org/fl/mikey <spotssmithm6@cs.com>
- Sunday, May 22, 2005 9:47 PM CDT
Dear Deepak and Ramya,
The Lord is watching and healing Varun! Let the morning bring you good news!
Hare Rama Rama Rama Hare Hare; Hare Krisha Krishna Krishna Hare Hare!
Love and Healing Prayers...
Rajeev
Rajeev <RajeevM@rocketmail.com>
- Sunday, May 22, 2005 9:39 PM CDT
So good to see you both today. Anxious to hear how Varun does thru the night and pray for a peaceful, restful night for you all. Joy comes in the morning! Melanie and Zach
Melanie <melharrison@juno.com>
Durham, NC - Sunday, May 22, 2005 9:16 PM CDT
Dear Deepak and Remya,
You said it right. He is a true fighter. He will come through this with God on his side! There are hundreds - may be thousands - of us praying together every minute for him and Lord Vishnu will not turn a blind eye to that, I am positive. Be strong and continue to be the astounding parents you are! Be inspired and keep up the faith. Guruvayoorappan will not leave you stranded.
Ajit and Neelima <neelimaajit@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, May 22, 2005 8:57 PM CDT
Dear Deepak and Ramya,
Praying many times a day for you all. May the Good Lord hear all our prayers and heal Varun from this critical situation. Our hearts go out to you and we think of you very much. So sorry for your pain and that darling Varun is going thru all these problems.
Ranga and Kamu <k_desiraju@yahoo.com>
scottsdale, AZ - Sunday, May 22, 2005 5:33 PM CDT
Remya and Deepak,
We are continuing to pray for Varun and all of you.
Love to you all,
Claudia and family
Claudia Puckette <ClaudiaPuckette@aol.com>
Forest, VA USA - Sunday, May 22, 2005 4:18 PM CDT
Jane Trimper asked me to pray for Varun, which I am very happy to do. He is such a doll! How my heart aches for you as I read the latest update! May the Lord Jesus be pleased to intervene for you in saving your sweet baby. Keep up your spunky spirit, Varun!
Carolyn Wyman <sythismom@yahoo.com>
Belding, MI Triumphant Trimper Trio Country - Sunday, May 22, 2005 4:05 PM CDT
Oh Narayana. Please please make Varun better.
Ramya and Deepak, miracles happen. You know that. Keep your hopes up.
Geetha <ggggvvvv@yahoo.com>
NC - Sunday, May 22, 2005 3:35 PM CDT
Varun has surprised you so many times before. Leave yourself open for another miracle and stay strong in your faith. Sending prayers and much love. This day, even more so than other days, Varun and you are in our thoughts every moment.
Lucy Rodriguez <lucyprodriguez@hotmail.com>
Rye, NY USA - Sunday, May 22, 2005 2:23 PM CDT
Praying, Praying, Praying - please God heal Varun one of your littlest lambs.
Sandy Neidigh
- Sunday, May 22, 2005 10:37 AM CDT
Sending fervent prayers for Varun. Come on, little man, keep fighting!!
Love,
The Whites
D'Anne White <mama@jacksonwhite.com>
Concord, CA --> Durham,, NC USA - Sunday, May 22, 2005 8:36 AM CDT
Our prayers are there always for little Varun. We salute you for all the efforts you two are making (that are possible in this world) for Varun.
Gopakumar KK
Sharjah, Sharjah UAE - Sunday, May 22, 2005 4:26 AM CDT
Thinking about and praying for your beautiful son.
Linda Britt <linda_britt@mindspring.com>
Morrisville, NC USA - Saturday, May 21, 2005 11:20 PM CDT
Ramya and Deepak,
I am so sorry to hear about Varun's latest setback. I know that he feels your love and the love of those around him. I will continue to keep you in my thoughts.
Take care,
Nurse Kristine
5200, NC USA - Saturday, May 21, 2005 10:48 PM CDT
Dear Friends,
You have many who are constantly checking in on all of you. Stand steadfast -- God Almighty is able. Praying that you will be comforted by God and that His healing hand will be upon Varun. I can't imagine how weary you both must feel. You all are constantly in my thoughts.
Love,
Terry
Terry Johnson <tltjohnson@yahoo.com>
Cleveland, TN - Saturday, May 21, 2005 10:42 PM CDT
Hello,
My name is Deanna Weaver I know Hayden Zavareei that was
at Duke with you. I just wanted to let you know we are
thinking of you all. We will be praying for you all.
sincerely, Deanna Melvin and Holly Weaver
Deanna Weaver <mhweaver@peoplepc.com>
Clinton, N. C. Usa - Saturday, May 21, 2005 10:30 PM CDT
Dear Deepak and Ramya,
The Almighty knows every agony and pain you feel during these testing days/nights! Everything starts and ends in Him. Varun is in our prayers and he is just going to be fine! Your faith is all that is required.
Hare Rama Rama Rama Hare Hare! Hare Krishna Krishna Krishna Hare Hare!
Regards,
Rajeev
Rajeev Muralidharan <RajeevM@Rocketmail.com>
- Saturday, May 21, 2005 9:56 PM CDT
Just want you to know that you are in my prayers.
Big hug to you all.
Love,
Sherry
caringbridge.org/fl/mikey <spotsmithm6@cs.com>
- Saturday, May 21, 2005 8:49 PM CDT
We are thinking about you all constantly. We know Varun is a little fighter. And your bravery and love only makes him stronger. Together, you will prevail.
Hassan, Natalie, Hayden, Jordan and Isabella <hzavareei@tzslaw.com>
Bethesda, MD - Saturday, May 21, 2005 8:35 PM CDT
Our prayers continue with all of you. May God grant you the strength to keep fighting alongside Varun. You are both admirable parents and an inspiration to all of us who have met you. Keep your faith... we will continue to be guided by God always
Claudina <claubonetti@aol.com>
Durham, NC - Saturday, May 21, 2005 8:11 PM CDT
Thank you for your continued updates on Varun. Many people have Varun and his parents in their prayers, and many prayers are being said this very hour for your precious son to continue to improve and turn his condition around as best as he can. Lots of folks carrying you right now.....and lifting Varun up in prayer
terri tomoff <territomoff@yahoo.com>
crofton, md - Saturday, May 21, 2005 4:58 PM CDT
Reyma and Deepak- I met you both last month when Lori and I brought breakfast for the families on 5200 and Reyma I got to chat with you a little yesterday at lunch. As I mentioned yesterday your baby and the both of you have been in my prayers for quite some time and I wilcontinue toliftyou up in prayer daily. Your little guy has been through more than anyone of us has in a lifetime but God is GOOD and He Heals us top to bottom. Fix your eyes on God and draw from His strength. I am glad to hear the good report--may there only be good days ahead. Your smiles are priceless--God tells us a happy heart makes the face cheerful. I know at times your hearts are weary but you spread cheer by your smiles to others. Take care and know you are being prayed for.
Carrie <cseaman@orioninternational.com>
Clayton, NC 27520 - Saturday, May 21, 2005 3:30 PM CDT
Remya and Deepak,
Good news again today. I am so greatful that Vaurn is doing better. We will continue to pray for him and all of you.
Much love,
Claudia and family
Claudia Puckette <ClaudiaPuckette@aol.com>
Forest, VA USA - Saturday, May 21, 2005 2:33 PM CDT
Dear Deepak and Remya,
Very glad to hear about the improvements.
Constantly praying,
Ajit and Neelima
Ajit and Neelima <neelimaajit@hotmail.com>
chicago, IL 60504 - Saturday, May 21, 2005 12:28 AM CDT
So.. glad to hear the news and it just tickled us pink that Varun doesn't like the machines. It won't be very long before he gets off of them. Thank you for posting the journal. Now, I can say my prayer before I go to bed one more time. I also remember our son-in-law Prakash Nanduri forwarding your search for a successful bone marrow match around this time, which brought us together thru emails and now we feel bonded with all of you because of darling Varun.
love
Ranga and Kamu
scottsdale, AZ - Saturday, May 21, 2005 2:05 AM CDT
Dear Ramya and Deepak:
We are very happy to hear about Varun's positive progress. Well Done to the brave trooper! We continue to pray for him and all the other kids around the world. God bless all. Take care.
navneet nanda <navneetnanda@hotmail.com>
Chandigarh, UT India - Saturday, May 21, 2005 0:22 AM CDT
I continue to keep ya'll in our thoughts and prayers. Sounds like Varun is doing well after the mishap from the other day...Praise God! Miss seeing you on the unit. Hope to come visit some day during clinic!
Melanie <melharrison@juno.com>
Durham, NC USA - Friday, May 20, 2005 9:38 PM CDT
Deepak and Remya,
Very good to hear about the progress. Let us all continue praying and everything will be alright.
Ajit and Neelima
Ajit and Neelima <neelimaajit@hotmail.com>
Chicago, IL USA - Friday, May 20, 2005 3:09 PM CDT
Extremely happy to hear the improvements. We hope this is the very path darling Varun will travel and soon will be off of all the machines. Love
Ranga and Kamu
Scottsdale, AZ - Friday, May 20, 2005 2:22 PM CDT
SO glad to hear that Varun is doing better. My thoughts are with you all.
Lubna <lubnac@yahoo.com>
Palo Alto, CA USA - Friday, May 20, 2005 1:34 PM CDT
Deepak and Remya,
Very good to hear about the progress. Let us all continue praying and everything will be alright.
Ajit and Neelima
Ajit and Neelima <neelimaajit@hotmail.com>
Chicago, IL USA - Friday, May 20, 2005 10:49 AM CDT
Deepak and Remya,
Good news! So happy to see that things continue to move upward for little Varun. Will continue to pray for you all and for great skill and wisdom for the medical staff and doctors. Your news today is very comforting and I feel that you will soon be back in 5200 and on your way home.
God Bless,
Claudia and Family
Claudia Puckette <ClaudiaPuckette@aol.com>
Forest, VA USA - Friday, May 20, 2005 8:22 AM CDT
Dear Ramya and Deepak,
I pray to the Lord that the positive developments happening in the last couple of days continue.
Geetha
G
- Friday, May 20, 2005 8:02 AM CDT
Dear Ramya and Deepak
I just read the latest update after a long break. Sorry to hear about the setbacks. Very glad to hear that Varun is a fighter and is recovering slowly, but surely. Our thoughts and prayers are with you'll all the time.
Lots of love and well wishes
Sheeja, Prashant, Akhil & Aparnaa <kambil@optusnet.com.au>
Melbourne, Vic Australia - Friday, May 20, 2005 4:44 AM CDT
Deepak, Ramya,
It was a bad enough incident. We hope and pray that the side effects of this error are minimal and Varun's condition recovers and stabilizes to a point of comfort sooner than later. We can't possibly say, we understand everything that you are going through. But, you three are never too far from our thoughts.
Lord Almighty has his warm caring hands wrapped around Varun. Prayers of so many will definitely be heeded to.
Love and Regards,
Akhil, Rajany & Radhika
NY - Thursday, May 19, 2005 4:45 PM CDT
Deepak and Remya,
So good to hear that Varun is recovering from all of the mistakes. I will continue to pray for all of you and for a speedy recovery for Varun. I know that being back in the hospital for another month is difficult on all of you.
Much love to you all,
Claudia and family
Claudia Puckette <ClaudiaPuckette@aol.com>
Forest, VA USA - Thursday, May 19, 2005 3:04 PM CDT
I am so very sorry to hear that Varun had to suffer needlessly from this terrible mistake. You have taught me to add a request to my prayers, praying for wisdom and divine guidance for the entire medical team! I admire you for the strength and faith you have demonstrated throughout this entire ordeal and I pray that you not allow this one event to detract at all from your tremendous spirit. One day at a time. It will be rewarded. God bless you all.
Lucy Rodriguez <lucyprodriguez@hotmail.com>
Rye, NY - Thursday, May 19, 2005 2:55 PM CDT
Ramya and Deepok,
We're sending constant prayers for Varun's slow and steady progress back to full health. So glad that the chemistries are back in line, and that his settings are coming down. We are holding your family close in our prayers and thoughts as always. Love, Heather
Heather Harpham <hharpham@earthlink.net>
Durham, NC U.S.A. - Thursday, May 19, 2005 12:40 AM CDT
Our continued prayers are with all of you for more days of recovery and healing for Varun. One day a time, your little fighter will get through this, with God guiding all of you. With best wishes,
Claudina <claubonetti@aol.com>
Durham, NC - Thursday, May 19, 2005 10:34 AM CDT
Dear Deepak and Ramya,
Glad to hear that darling Varun is recovering well. We are offering our BIGGEST prayers for you all. We hope and pray that bigger improvements will happen rapidly. Fondest love.
Ranga and Kamu
Scottsdale, AZ - Thursday, May 19, 2005 9:54 AM CDT
Deepak and Remya,
Relieved to hear that Varun has recovered from the situation. Continuing the prayers,
Ajit and Neelima
Ajit and Neelima <neelimaajit@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, May 19, 2005 9:42 AM CDT
Deepak and Remya,
So sorry to see the news of the mistake. I don't understand how that could have gone on for so long without someone figuring it out. I will continue to pray for all of you and for God to give all of the medical staff great skill and wisdom as they work over Varun.
I hope tomorrow will bring a better day for you all.
Much love,
Claudia and family
Claudia Puckette <ClaudiaPuckette@aol.com>
Forest, VA USA - Wednesday, May 18, 2005 12:43 AM CDT
While I understand human errors, I can't digest the fact that someone could be even a tiny bit careless in support system settings, especially since every step is crucial here. Well.. anyway, I am sure it is an honest mistake and may be something good will come out of it. Since everything is in His control and there is a reason for everything that happens, we will pray to Him to guide everyone in the right direction - to do the right thing and for Varun's speedy recovery.
with love,
Ajit and Neelima
Ajit and Neelima <neelimaajit@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, May 18, 2005 8:51 AM CDT
Dear Ramya and Deepak,
May the Good Lord rectify the mistakes and bring "Good" out of whatever happened. I can certainly understand the mistakes (my daughter is in the hospital since Mar 25th, 2005) that the medical staff can make! I will pray that this does not happen again. Keep the faith and I am hoping to hear good news over the next few days.
Hare Rama, Rama Rama Hare Hare; Hare Krishna, Krishna Krishna Hare Hare!
God Bless Us All!
Regards,
Rajeev
Rajeev Muralidharan <rajeevm@rocketmail.com>
- Wednesday, May 18, 2005 8:40 AM CDT
Hi Deepak & Ramya,
It is a bit disturbing to know that an error to have happened in the hands of the medical staff. Let's hope and pray that they have the patience and ability to take care of Varun's needs.
Always in our thoughts, take care
Akhil, Rajany & Radhika
NY - Wednesday, May 18, 2005 8:00 AM CDT
Dear Ramya and Deepak:
We are so sorry to hear little Varun's unnecessary plight. Really lets all pray to dear God that the doctors and nurses do not be careless with any patient let alone these little warriors. Please have faith--all will turn out well. Your baby is a brave little soul and you both should get inspiration from him and I am sure you all will come out of this truimphant. God bless each and every one. Take care.
navneet nanda <navneetnanda@hotmail.com>
Chandigarh, UT India - Tuesday, May 17, 2005 11:47 PM CDT
You have a beautiful little boy. My entire family is praying for him.
Sara Dore <NICU_nurse2001@yahoo.com>
Sacramento, CA USA - Tuesday, May 17, 2005 11:33 PM CDT
Ramaya and Deepak
I am so upset and angry after reading your entry at the nurse who did this mistake. How can they do that??? All I pray at this point is that this episode does not bring any more trouble for Varun. I hope and pray that no damage is done and his chemistries are back to normal soon.Please have faith and courage to continue to fight this battle.
Manu Shahi <Shahi_manu@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, May 17, 2005 11:03 PM CDT
Dear Deepak & Ramya, I just read the latest update. I can't tell you how upset it makes me that an error of such magnitude has occurred. As an RN myself, I know that it is absolutely not acceptable to turn on an IV pump and never look at it again for the whole shift - especially in the PICU! It is very frustrating to me that someone in my line of work has endangered Varun in such a way. I will send up extra prayers for the medical team tonight, and that Varun will overcome this obstacle like he has all the rest. God's peace and blessings on you tonight.
Much love,
The Whites
D'Anne White <mama@jacksonwhite.com>
Concord, CA --> Durham,, NC USA - Tuesday, May 17, 2005 10:35 PM CDT
Dear Deepak & Ramya,
My heart aches for you after reading this latest journal entry. It is a simple reminder of our own capacity for erros as human beings but a very disconcerting one nonetheless. One more reason to pray to God to guide all of those who are caring for precious Varun; to give you as parents strength and patience to continue the fight for your child; to continue to fill Varun with the will to fight and the spirit to endure, which he has shown to have. Your faith and love continue to shine through. Our prayers will continue strong. God bless you all. May this night and tomorrow bring more peace.
Claudina <claubonetti@aol.com>
Durham, NC - Tuesday, May 17, 2005 9:42 PM CDT
From the depths of our hearts we send your dear family our deepest prayers for your sweet boy's recovery. We hope that all the love that surrounds you can give some strength and comfort through this hard time. All of our love,
Kathy, Steve, Eden and Chloe
Sears family <toopeas@earthlink.net>
Brooklyn, NY USA - Tuesday, May 17, 2005 7:39 PM CDT
Thoughts and prayers continue to flow for Varun and you, his parents. You are a wonderful family. Again, thank you for your updates- they are appreciated. Penny
Penny Hussey <phussey@eastersealsnh.org>
Manchester, NH - Tuesday, May 17, 2005 5:02 PM CDT
We are praying for you.
Jodi and McKayla
Jodi Phelan <jodiphelan@hotmail.com>
Sherwood Park, AB Canada - Tuesday, May 17, 2005 4:03 PM CDT
Dear Deepak and Remya,
Varun is in our minds every minute and we are praying heartfelt. This is trying times but worry not. God will not ignore our prayers. He will be come through this.
Ajit and Neelima <neelimaajit@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, May 17, 2005 12:09 AM CDT
Dear Deepak and Remya,
Varun is in our minds every minute and we are praying heartfelt. This is trying times but worry not. God will not ignore our prayers. He will be come through this.
Ajit and Neelima <neelimaajit@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, May 17, 2005 10:27 AM CDT
Dear Ramya and Deepak,
Though I haven't left an entry in several days, you three have been on my mind much of the day. Thank you for taking the time to update us on Varun's condition. Stay strong and have faith -- God is a big God and he can do so much more than we can think or imagine. He for sure is watching over Varun this very hour.
Love and Prayers,
Terry
Terry Johnson <tltjohnson@yahoo.com>
- Monday, May 16, 2005 9:55 PM CDT
Remya and Deepak,
Thinking of you all today and praying for Varun to be well soon. I am also praying for the two of you.
Love to you all,
Claudia
Claudia Puckette <ClaudiaPuckette@aol.com>
Forest, VA USA - Monday, May 16, 2005 7:32 PM CDT
Keshava!!! Cant you hear our prayers ?? Oh Krishna - you CAN make miracles happen and I know you WILL ... PLEASE PLEASE bless this little child and help him overcome the latest setbacks ...
Praying for a speedy recovery so that Varun can play in the warm summer sun very soon!!!
SN
Boston, MA USA - Monday, May 16, 2005 3:42 PM CDT
I am praying for your sweet little boy.
Hugs,
Kim Dryden
Kim Dryden <drydenfamily@cox.net>
Chesapeake, VA - Monday, May 16, 2005 7:30 AM CDT
Dear Ramya and Deepak,
I found the weekend entries just today. Things will turn the corner and Varun will be just fine by the end of the day!
Hare Rama Hare Rama Rama Rama Hare Hare...Hare Krishna Hare Krishna Krishna Krishna Hare Hare!
Regards,
Rajeev
Rajeev <rajeevm@rocketmail.com>
- Monday, May 16, 2005 7:26 AM CDT
Dear Deepak and Rantam
Glad to hear the improvement in darling Varun's condition. We pray for bigger improvements as the day unfolds. Thank you for updating the journal. We think of you all the time and pray for your strength as well.
fondly
Ranga and Kamu <k_desiraju@yahoo.com>
scottsdale, AZ - Monday, May 16, 2005 7:25 AM CDT
Dear Deepak and Rantam
Glad to hear the improvement in darling Varun's condition. We pray for bigger improvements as the day unfolds. Thank you for updating the journal. We think of you all the time and pray for your strength as well.
fondly
Ranga and Kamu <k_desiraju@yahoo.com>
scottsdale, AZ - Monday, May 16, 2005 7:24 AM CDT
Dear Deepak, Ramya and Varun,
You continue to be in our prayers. Hang in there. Ramya and Deepak, you two are two wonderful folks. God has put you through a tough test. Keep strong. Be sure to take care of each other during these tough times.
Hope the improvement in Varun's condition continues.
Geetha
- Monday, May 16, 2005 6:41 AM CDT
Forever praying for your beautiful boy.. keep fighting, Varun!!!!! So much spirit for such a little one...
*~*~Girlie's Page*~*~
Love,
XOXOXOXOXOXO
Janice <janiceliew1981@yahoo.com>
Melbourne, Australia - Monday, May 16, 2005 0:22 AM CDT
I learned about sweet little Varun from D'Anne..Jackson's Mommy. I just wanted you to know that I'm adding Varun to my prayer list. God Bless you all.
Tracy V. <tracyv125@msn.com>
PA - Sunday, May 15, 2005 10:32 PM CDT
Dear Deepak and Ramya,
Hope little Varun is improving. Kept checking for more news but also understand that you are doing an amazing job giving the info. Our anxiety is making us impatient. Prayers are being sent to darling Varun, as well as you both. Hang in there.
Fondly
Ranga and Kamu
scottsdale, AZ - Sunday, May 15, 2005 10:25 PM CDT
We heard about sweet Varun from Jackson White's site. We wanted to pass along all of our prayers and support. Varun sounds like a strong little boy and is fighting hard.
Cindy Jones <brianncindy@charter.net>
Fort Worth, TX - Sunday, May 15, 2005 10:07 PM CDT
Hi! I am Claudia Puckette's Aunt. I was in Durham for the Rainbow of Heroes Walk and met you all. I have been praying for Varun and will continue to do so. The news today sounded a little better. Keep up the faith! He is such a beautiful little boy, and I hope and pray that he will soon show a lot of improvement.
Nina B. Beasley <NonnaBB1@aol.com>
Appomattox, VA USA - Sunday, May 15, 2005 8:46 PM CDT
Hello,
You don't know who I am. I found out about your website
from Hayden's parents. They mentioned Varun needed our
prayers. Please know we are thinking of all of you.
Deanna Weaver <mhweaver@peoplepc.com>
Clinton , N.c. Usa - Sunday, May 15, 2005 8:18 PM CDT
Dear Deepak & Ramya,
In one of my daily journal readings I found the following anonymous quote and thought of all of you. "One may not reach the dawn.... save by the path of night." Remember that the darkest part of the night is just before dawn. As you tread this spiritual path remember to keep your faith strong; we all pray for Varun and will ask God to bring you the light of dawn very soon. With best wishes always,
Claudina <claubonetti@aol.com>
Durham, NC - Sunday, May 15, 2005 3:00 PM CDT
Deepak and Remya,
Thank you for the update. It looks as though you are getting some good news. That is so good. Dan and I will continue to watch and pray for you all. Dan said to tell you all hello for him and he too is so concerned for you and your little Varun.
Much love,
Claudia
Claudia Puckette <ClaudiaPuckette@aol.com >
Forest, VA USA - Sunday, May 15, 2005 1:48 PM CDT
Remya and Deepak,
Thinking of you this morning and hoping that today will show great improvement for Varun. Continuing to pray for you all.
Claudia, Dan, and Daniel
Claudia Puckette <ClaudiaPuckette@aol.com>
Forest, VA USA - Sunday, May 15, 2005 10:49 AM CDT
Dear Ramya and Deepak:
Varun continues to be in our prayers. Please have Faith. God almighty loves these little ones more than anything else in his created world. I am sure he will do no harm to our brave trooper. Take care.
navneet nanda <navneetnanda@hotmail.com>
Chandigarh, UT India - Sunday, May 15, 2005 9:14 AM CDT
Thinking of you & praying for you!
Footy
- Saturday, May 14, 2005 10:39 PM CDT
Hi Ramya and Deepak, sorry I haven't signed in a few days but please know that we are checking Varun's website every day for updates and continue to keep him in our prayers. I am sorry to hear of the latest setback. Sending prayers for Varun's healing and for peace, comfort and strength for you both as his parents. Hang in there, Varun!
Love,
D'Anne, Marshall & Jackson
D'Anne White <mama@jacksonwhite.com>
Concord, CA --> Durham,, NC USA - Saturday, May 14, 2005 9:13 PM CDT
Hello Deepak & Ramya,
This journal, over a period of time, has become a part of our routine. So, first of all, thank you for keeping us all posted. It's no mean task having to face all that you both are going through, yet, write about it. I trust this also becomes some way of building up your own self to face everyday as they unfold.
Varun is and will always be in our thoughts. He has faced a lot of difficult situations and his body has gone through a lot. But, we are confident, with Divine Providence, he will come out stronger this time too.
When we pray, there are three more people included...
Radhika, Rajany & Akhil
Rye, NY - Saturday, May 14, 2005 8:06 PM CDT
Deepak and Remya,
Thanks for the update. We continue to pray for you all.
Love to all,
Claudia Puckette and family
Claudia Puckette <ClaudiaPuckette@aol.com>
Forest, VA USA - Saturday, May 14, 2005 7:44 PM CDT
Can see by your eyes you are so tired. We continue to pray for you both as we pray for Varun and his recovery.
Melanie and Zach
Melanie Harrison <melharrison@juno.com>
Rm 5215, TX USA - Saturday, May 14, 2005 6:13 PM CDT
Dear Deepak and Ramya,
We were anxiously waiting for your next journal. Just now we read it and this entry is to say that we are praying continuously for little Varun, and also for the cause of this problem to be discovered soon. We also pray, that you both will be strong and remain brave thru this ordeal. Our hearts go out to you. Our BIGGEST prayers are being sent to you thru out day. Thank you so much for posting the journal and for understanding our anxiety.
fondly
Ranga and Kamu <k_desiraju@yahoo.com>
scottsdale, AZ - Saturday, May 14, 2005 5:29 PM CDT
Prayers for your beautiful child. And also for you, his parents. May you have serenity as you travel this road. You are doing the very best you can for Varun. So many strangers are now connected to you, praying for you, and aching for you. We hope Varun rallies and comes through this latest crisis. He is a little warrior. Fondly, Judy and John in N.J.
Judy Lindahl <fireflyspirit@earthlink.net>
Bloomfield, NJ 07003 - Saturday, May 14, 2005 2:33 PM CDT
God grant you patience, courage and strength in this latest challenge. Have faith in the knowledge that Varun has proven so many times before that he has the mettle to fight this. Please know that you and Varun are in our thoughts and prayers constantly.
Lucy Rodriguez <lucyprodriguez@hotmail.com>
Rye, NY 10580 - Saturday, May 14, 2005 12:06 AM CDT
We are continuing to pray for Varun and hope today is a blessed day for you. We are praying for your doctors and nurses to have wisdom and Divine guidance.
God Bless
The Poplins <wpoplin@cox.net>
Rocky Mount, NC - Saturday, May 14, 2005 11:05 AM CDT
Deepak and Remya,
Thinking of you this morning and praying that Varun is much improved. Will watch the site throughout the day for updates. Praying hard.
Love to you all,
Claudia, Dan, and Daniel
Claudia Puckette <ClauidaPuckette@aol.com>
Forest, VA USA - Saturday, May 14, 2005 9:44 AM CDT
Ramya and Deepak,
I just read your latest journal entry and was saddened to hear that Varun was back in the PICU. I know how hard this must be for you. Please know that you and Varun are always in our daily thoughts and prayers. Remember what a stong little boy Varun is and how he has fought everyday since he was admitted! Give him a kiss for us.
The Zavareei Family
Natalie Zavareei <Zavareei@verizon.net>
Bethesda, MD - Saturday, May 14, 2005 7:37 AM CDT
Dear Ramya and Deepak,
This is another testing phase in your life and as always Varun will pass this phase with flying colors.Varun is a strong fighter and he is in our prayers and believe me prayers never fail.May god give you all the strength to face this challange and varun wins the battle.Have faith in god who will sure will help Varun to win the battle.
ANIL <apawa@msn.com>
sebring, Fl USA - Saturday, May 14, 2005 7:11 AM CDT
I apolozige for the multiple entries. Apparently, there is something wrong with the machine I have at work. It still didn't post when I did it one last time.
Ranga and Kamu
scottsdale, AZ - Friday, May 13, 2005 7:55 PM CDT
Dear Ramya and Deepak,
Sorry to hear about the setback. Let us pray to God that Varun will conquer this one too.
Geetha
Geetha
- Friday, May 13, 2005 5:00 PM CDT
Ramya and Deepak,
My thoughts and prayers are with you and little Varun. I include a comforting quote which I hope guides you through this difficult time. Stay strong and keep your faith always!
"Always undoubtingly believe that God's power is working in you, just behind your thoughts, prayers and convictions, to give infinite strength.... Acknowledge His working within you in everything and you will have Him always with you." -Paramahansa Yogananda
With love,
Claudina <claubonetti@aol.com>
Durham, NC - Friday, May 13, 2005 4:11 PM CDT
Sorry to hear this development.. I'm glad they found it sooner.. Stay positive and Varun will be fine.. Our prayers are always there for little Varun and I'm sure he will come out of it this time too.
Lov
Tarun
Rockville, md - Friday, May 13, 2005 1:25 PM CDT
Remya and Deepak,
We are so distressed with your latest post. Please know that our family is praying for you and our little Varun. We know that he can really fight. We will pray for this to be only a small bump on the road to total recovery. I will link Varun's site to Daniel's and ask for all to pray.
Much love to you all,
Claudia, Dan, and Daniel
Claudia Puckette <ClaudiaPuckette@aol.com>
Forest, VA USA - Friday, May 13, 2005 1:20 PM CDT
I've been thinking about Varun all week and am sending him get well vibes!
Lubna <lubnac@yahoo.com>
Palo Alto, CA USA - Friday, May 13, 2005 1:16 PM CDT
My prayers are with you all. We know Varun is a fighter, so let us hope God gives him the strength to overcome this latest problem with his lungs.
Joanne Sullivan <aquabot@charter.net>
- Friday, May 13, 2005 12:41 AM CDT
Dear Deepak and Ramya,
So sorry to hear the news. Let us hope that the doctors will be able to find out the problem with Varun's lungs so that he can start to recover. It was very emotional to read your journal today and our hearts go out to you. May God Bless Varun and you both and heal him quickly. We will be praying for him harder than ever.
Ranga and Kamu
Scottsdale, AZ - Friday, May 13, 2005 12:33 AM CDT
Dear Deepak and Ramya,
So sorry to hear the news. Let us hope that the doctors will be able to find out the problem with Varun's lungs so that he can start to recover. It was very emotional to read your journal today and our hearts go out to you. May God Bless Varun and you both and heal him quickly. We will be praying for him harder than ever.
Ranga and Kamu
Scottsdale, AZ - Friday, May 13, 2005 12:33 AM CDT
Hi Deepak and Ramya,
Hopefully this is just one of those small set back on the road to his recovery. Our fighter has been a winner all along. Hang in there....
Always in our thoughts and prayers, take care
Akhil, Rajany and Radhika
NY - Friday, May 13, 2005 12:13 AM CDT
Ramya and Deepok,
Our hearts ache to know that Varun must go back through the difficulties of the PICU, we are holding him, and both of you, tightly in our prayers. I will post an update on our site asking people to renew their good healing thoughts for him.
Love, Heather
Heather Harpham <hharpham@earthlink.net>
Durham, NC U.S.A. - Friday, May 13, 2005 12:08 AM CDT
So sorry to hear that Varun is going thru all these difficulties after making so much progress. I hope they will find out the real reason soon. Our hearts go out to you and we will send out BIG prayers for you.
Ranga and Kamu
Scottsdale, AZ - Friday, May 13, 2005 11:22 AM CDT
So sorry to hear that Varun is going thru all these difficulties after making so much progress. I hope they will find out the real reason soon. Our hearts go out to you and we will send out BIG prayers for you.
Ranga and Kamu
Scottsdale, AZ - Friday, May 13, 2005 11:22 AM CDT
So sorry to hear that Varun is going thru all these difficulties after making so much progress. I hope they will find out the real reason soon. Our hearts go out to you and we will send out BIG prayers for you.
Ranga and Kamu
Scottsdale, AZ - Friday, May 13, 2005 11:21 AM CDT
So sorry to hear that Varun is going thru all these difficulties after making so much progress. I hope they will find out the real reason soon. Our hearts go out to you and we will send out BIG prayers for you.
Ranga and Kamu
Scottsdale, AZ - Friday, May 13, 2005 11:21 AM CDT
So sorry to hear that Varun is going thru all these difficulties after making so much progress. I hope they will find out the real reason soon. Our hearts go out to you and we will send out BIG prayers for you.
Ranga and Kamu
Scottsdale, AZ - Friday, May 13, 2005 11:20 AM CDT
So sorry to hear that Varun is going thru all these difficulties after making so much progress. I hope they will find out the real reason soon. Our hearts go out to you and we will send out BIG prayers for you.
Ranga and Kamu
Scottsdale, AZ - Friday, May 13, 2005 11:20 AM CDT
It was wonderful and emotional to read your journal. We are praying for you always.
Ranga and Kamu
Scottsdale, AZ - Friday, May 13, 2005 9:53 AM CDT
We're praying that this is just a small setback. Varun is such a fighter and will get through all of this soon. Our thoughts and prayers are with the three of you.
xxoo
Kerry Veitch
Kerry Veitch <kerryveitch@comcast.net>
Sudbury, MA - Friday, May 13, 2005 6:59 AM CDT
Way to go Varun! Back in a room. You and your mommy and daddy are in our prayers.
Mary & Michael
Mary www3.caringbridge.org/nc/mcendarferlehto/ <mary_mcendarfer@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, May 12, 2005 5:24 PM CDT
Our prayers are with you in these tough times. It must be very hard to see your little one under these circumstances. He sure came a long way. May God Bless him with continued healings every day and every minute.
Ranga and Kamu
Scottsdale, AZ - Thursday, May 12, 2005 2:10 PM CDT
Ramya and Deepak,
Our thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. We are glad to hear that Varun is making progress!! Take Care! Kristen Burks & Kimberly Allen
Kristen Burks & Kimberly Allen <Nothn2Lose07@aol.com>
Appomattox, VA 24522 - Thursday, May 12, 2005 12:04 AM CDT
Deepak and Remya,
Good news! As I read your post for today I had big tears of joy running down my face. I am so greatful to hear that Varun will be soon out of the PICU and back on 5200. It won't be long before you will be back in the apartment with him and preparing for home. I am so happy for you all.
Keep us posted and we will continue to pray for Varun, his complete recovery, for his wonderful parents, that God will continue to give you the stregnth to move onward and upward.
God Bless!
Much love,
Claudia
Claudia Puckette <ClaudiaPuckette@aol.com>
Forest, VA USA - Thursday, May 12, 2005 9:16 AM CDT
I have been reading about Varun and all he has been through and I am very happy to be reading that he is off the ventilator. I believe he is surely on his way to full recovery. Keep fighting Varun!!!!!!!!!!!
Tina O'Connor <goaliemom04@sbcglobal.net>
Hamden, Ct - Thursday, May 12, 2005 6:47 AM CDT
Dear Ramya and Deepak,
Thanks for the update on Varun. He's going to be just fine. Lord Almighty will take care of him and his loved one's. Meditate and Pray whenever you get some time...Hare Rama Hare Hare Hare Krishna Hare Hare.
Love and Healing to Varun and His Loved One's!
Cheers,
Rajeev
Rajeev <rajeevm@rocketmail.com>
Oklahoma city, OK USA - Wednesday, May 11, 2005 1:56 PM CDT
Good to hear about Varun's progress. Good luck and God Bless..
Dinesh Veera
- Wednesday, May 11, 2005 1:12 PM CDT
Hello Deepak & Ramya,
Read you posting today and felt good about it. Things definitely seem to be moving in the right direction, now that Varun is breathing on his own. Our little fighter is definitely a winner. Keep up the faith.
Regards
Akhil, Rajany & Radhika
NY - Wednesday, May 11, 2005 1:00 PM CDT
Dear Remya and Deepak,
Very happy to hear that Varun is doing great! We are all praying for his well being everyday. One of our friends who is a doctor and research scientist in this area looked at the details in your page and said that he is getting the best treatment and is in the best hands.
Ajit and Neelima <neelimaajit@hotmail.com>
Chicago, IL USA - Wednesday, May 11, 2005 12:08 AM CDT
Dear Deepak and Ramya,
What a delightful news! I hope God will continue to shower HIs Blessings of Healing on darling Varun and you both as well. We are all praying for you.
love
Ranga and Kamu
Scottsdale, AZ - Wednesday, May 11, 2005 11:18 AM CDT
Dear Deepak and Ramya,
What a delightful news! I hope God will continue to shower HIs Blessings of Healing on darling Varun and you both as well. We are all praying for you.
love
Ranga and Kamu
Scottsdale, AZ - Wednesday, May 11, 2005 11:18 AM CDT
Dear Deepak and Ramya,
What a delightful news! I hope God will continue to shower HIs Blessings of Healing on darling Varun and you both as well. We are all praying for you.
love
Ranga and Kamu
Scottsdale, AZ - Wednesday, May 11, 2005 11:17 AM CDT
Dear Deepak and Ramya,
What a delightful news! I hope God will continue to shower HIs Blessings of Healing on darling Varun and you both as well. We are all praying for you.
love
Ranga and Kamu
Scottsdale, AZ - Wednesday, May 11, 2005 11:16 AM CDT
Dear Varun,
May Lord Krishna's choicest blessings be on you and your parents. You continue to be in my prayers every single day...
I dont know you or your parents from before.. but feel like I do now... wishing you a very speedy recovery buddy!
Cheers, Jking
Jking
Boston, MA USA - Wednesday, May 11, 2005 10:25 AM CDT
We are so happy to hear that Varun is holding his own. He is a strong little man! May you continue to be blessed with healing for Varun, and may God continue to fill you with strength and faith. With love,
Claudina <claubonetti@aol.com>
Durham, NC - Wednesday, May 11, 2005 9:49 AM CDT
Dear Varun
It was nice talkin to your dad the other day. I am very happy that you are doing good and showing that you are a big brave boy.A big hug to your mom and dad from my side. I think about you very often
Janvi Shahi <Shahi_manu@yahoo.com>
Flower Mound, tx - Wednesday, May 11, 2005 8:33 AM CDT
Dear Deepak and Remya,
Thank heaven! I am so greatful that Varun is breathing on his own. It is yet another answered prayer. I will call my aunt and let her know. We have all been praying for you all. I know that the next few days will be trying but I feel as though there is light at the end of the tunnel. Daniel had a few withdrawal symptoms after being on so much pain medicine. It was not pleasant but it only lasted a short time. They gave Daniel some medicine to help with it. That helped him a lot. I will continue to pray for you all and I hope you two can get a little rest.
Much love to you all,
Claudia, Dan, and Daniel
Claudia Puckette <ClaudiaPuckette@aol.com>
Forest, VA USA - Wednesday, May 11, 2005 8:31 AM CDT
Dear Ramya and Deepok,
Thank God your little dear is doing so well on his own again. It has brought me a huge smile of joy and relief to read your page this morning. We will continue to keep Varun in our prayers and hope that he can move quicky through the symptoms of withdrawl. Love, Heather and Brian
Heather <hharpham@earthlink.net>
Durham, NC U.S.A. - Wednesday, May 11, 2005 7:45 AM CDT
I am so, so thankful to hear of the successful extubation. We will pray now that Varun quickly overcomes the side effects of the pain medicine, a process that we saw with Dana took quite a while to recover from. I pray that you keep up your own strength as you focus on Varun's recuperation. You have been through so much. All our prayers,
Lucy Rodriguez <lucyprodriguez@hotmail.com>
Rye, NY USA - Wednesday, May 11, 2005 7:21 AM CDT
Dear Ramya, Deepak and Varun,
I pray to God that the progress continues. Keep getting well Varun. Deepak and Ramya, make sure you are taking care of yourselves. And thanks Deepak, for updating the journal amidst all this.
Love,
Geetha
G
Carrboro, nc - Wednesday, May 11, 2005 6:50 AM CDT
Dear Ramya and Deepak:
It was wonderful to read about Varun's progress. Way to go!! We are very glad. We continue to pray for Varun and all the other troopers. Take care.
navneet nanda <navneetnanda@hotmail.com>
Chandigarh, UT India - Wednesday, May 11, 2005 6:39 AM CDT
Dear Ramya and Deepak,
Thank you for your prompt journal. We were walking on eggs till we saw it. We are continuing our prayers for you all and hoping that we all will be rewarded so darling Varun can breathe on his own.
fondest love
Ranga and Kamu
scottsdale, AZ - Tuesday, May 10, 2005 8:16 PM CDT
Praying to Lord to grant Varun enough strength to breathe on his own. It was encouraging to note that the swelling has subsided and lets hope that he continues on the road to recovery soon.
Take care both of you..
Love
Tarun
Rockville, MD - Tuesday, May 10, 2005 4:15 PM CDT
We are friends of Heather, Brian, Gracie and Gabriel, and we have been following Varun's progress and trials very closely. You are all in our hearts though we have never met and we are sending our deepest wishes and prayers for recovery and strength. With much love, kathy, steve, eden and chloe
tarlow-sears family <toopeas@earthlink.net>
brooklyn, ny usa - Tuesday, May 10, 2005 11:10 AM CDT
Remya and Deepak,
Thinking and praying for you all today. Go Varun! We are all behind you and praying you forward.
Thanks for all of the updates. It helps a lot.
Much love,
Claudia, Dan, and Daniel
Claudia Puckette <ClaudiaPuckette@aol.com>
Forest, VA USA - Tuesday, May 10, 2005 8:30 AM CDT
Dear Ramya and Deepok,
Brian and I will be keeping Varun in our thoughts and prayers all day tomorrow, hoping for an easy and successful extubation. We send you both and Varun all our wishes for his return to health, and to enjoying the beautiful boy he is. Love, Heather
Heather Harpham <hharpham@earthlink.net>
Durham, NC U.S.A. - Tuesday, May 10, 2005 0:40 AM CDT
We are keeping Varun and you close in our thoughts and prayers. We are praying for good news tomorrow. Sending much love,
Lucy Rodriguez <lucyprodriguez@hotmail.com>
Rye, NY - Monday, May 9, 2005 8:40 PM CDT
Our prayers continue with you for a succesful extubation and continued recovery for your little warrior. It was heartwarming to see you on Saturday. May you continue along this path with faith and strength... always,
Claudina <claubonetti@aol.com>
Durham, NC - Monday, May 9, 2005 5:34 PM CDT
Ramya, Deepak, and Varun- Thoughts and prayers for tomorrow- that the extubation will be possible and Varun will breathe easily without further assist! Looking forward to your update.
Penny Hussey <phussey@eastersealsnh.org>
Manchester, NH - Monday, May 9, 2005 4:18 PM CDT
Dear Deepak and Remya
Trust in God and everything will be all right. Varun will come through this perfectly healthy, we have no doubts in our hearts. We will pray everyday wholeheartedly for that. Hang in there.
Ajit and Neelima <neelimaajit@hotmail.com>
Chicago, IL - Monday, May 9, 2005 3:49 PM CDT
Deepak and Remya,
It was so good to see you this weekend. I have missed seeing you and the other families that were on 5200 with us. I am so sorry that our little Varun wasn't with us Saturday but will look forward to next year. He will be walking himself. He and Daniel will have to take a stroll together. We are continuing to pray for you all. I feel that as soon as you can get Varun off of the breathing machine everything will be fine. I am hoping you don't have to have another surgery but if that is what it takes, we will pray Varun through that as well. My prayer today is that God will watch over Varun and he will breath on his own today. We will be watching for your report.
Love to you all,
Claudia, Dan, and Daniel
Claudia Puckette <ClaudiaPuckette@aol.com>
Forest, VA USA - Monday, May 9, 2005 8:36 AM CDT
Dear Ramya,
Happy Mother's Day. May the Divine Mother heal darling Varun soon so that you can be relieved of all the worries. We thank you for your detailed journal which is very helpful since we are always worried and anxious too. We keep checking the web site for info. Hang in there. Every time I go by my puja room I stop and pray for all of you. Thanks to you, I am reminded of this important aspect so many times a day. I think of you all the time. My students are always asking me about Varun. Good luck with everything tomorrow. Let's hope for the best and we are all rooting for you. Fondest love.
Ranga and Kamu <k_desiraju@yahoo.com>
scottsdale, AZ - Monday, May 9, 2005 0:55 AM CDT
Dear Deepak & Ramya,
We are glad to note the continued stability in Varun's condition. We will continue to pray for a quick recovery for our little darling - Varun.
Our son Vedavyas never fails to remember Varun whenever we visit temples. Last week-end, we visited Sri Ranganatha temple in Pomona, NY. Vedavyas started praying for Varun and Rajan as soon as we entered the temple (he saw flyers in the apartment for bone-marrow donation for Rajan).
Our wishes and prayers for a quick and healthy recovery for Varun.
Lakshmi & Selvapriya Munugoor
Nashua, NH USA - Sunday, May 8, 2005 1:18 PM CDT
Dear Ramya:
A very Happy Mother's Day. It is wonderful to read your journal today. I am sure very soon you will participate in such an event with your darling Varun. I am glad to know that Varun is better. We are continuing praying for him and all the others around the world. Here's wishing Happy Mother's Day to each and everyone in the world. Take care dear.
navneet nanda <navneetnanda@hotmail.com>
Chandigarh, UT India - Sunday, May 8, 2005 2:05 AM CDT
Blessings to you.
Christina and Cortez <Scooby78@earthlink.net>
Duke Hospital, NC - Saturday, May 7, 2005 9:43 PM CDT
Ramya, Deepak, and Varun,
We continue to pray for all of you every day. May God bless you.
Love and prayers,
Chris and Meredith
RM, NC USA - Saturday, May 7, 2005 8:09 PM CDT
You are in my heart and prayers I wish you a happy mothers day.
All my love,
Sherry
caringbridge.org/fl/mikey <spotsithm6@cs.com>
- Saturday, May 7, 2005 7:03 PM CDT
Praying every night for Varun to shake this! Hopefully you two are getting "enough" rest to take care of your little hero.
terri tomoff <territomoff@yahoo.com>
crofton, md - Friday, May 6, 2005 7:56 PM CDT
Dear Deepak, Ramya and Varun,
You continue to be in my thought and prayers. I will come and visit you sometime next week.
Deepak and Ramya, you are wonderful parents. Do take care of yourselves too so that you can take care of the little warrior.
Geetha
Geetha <ggggvvvv@yahoo.com>
- Friday, May 6, 2005 5:06 PM CDT
Dear Deepak and Ramya,
All my love and all my heartfelt prayers for li'l Varun's speedy recovery. He is such a tough li'l nut!! And the Gods will surely set him back on the road to recovery. My heart goes out to both of you in these times and be assured that all 3 you are always in my prayers. Keep the faith, folks.
Love and Prayers,
Selvi Shah <selvi_shah@hotmail.com>
Bangalore, India - Friday, May 6, 2005 8:14 AM CDT
Dear Deepak and Ramya:
We will surely keep Varun in our thoughts and prayers. He is a fighter. He will come out of this a winner. You both take care of each other and together continue to love and care for Varun. Our prayers are also for all the other kids at Duke and around the world. Just remember we are all there for you.
navneet nanda <navneetnanda@hotmail.com>
Chandigarh, UT India - Friday, May 6, 2005 5:14 AM CDT
I think of you three often. We miss Varun very much on 5200 and can't wait for him to come back. I miss his beautiful smile and cuddly self. I will keep Varun in my prayers.
Love, Nurse Kristine
5200, NC USA - Friday, May 6, 2005 4:32 AM CDT
Dearest Deepak and Ramya,
The patience and courage that you both exhibit in nursing Varun back to health is an inspiration to all of us. We continue to pray for Varun and that he would get better in the next few days.
This maybe a small setback but keep up your spirits and things will look better tomorrow. God finds different ways of testing us, and this is one of them. Stay strong and we know you both can derive the strength needed from your love for each other.
Lots of luv!!
Tarun, Divya & Aadya.
Germantown, MD - Thursday, May 5, 2005 11:12 PM CDT
We will hold you all in our prayers tonight and always. Keep the faith and be strong. We are thinking of you and wish you a peaceful evening.
Claudina <claubonetti@aol.com>
Durham, NC - Thursday, May 5, 2005 9:54 PM CDT
Hi! It's Melanie, Zach's mother, in Room 5215. What a wonderful website and such darling pictures of Varun. He went to PICU the day we arrived so I had only seen his picture on the button you wear. What a precious baby!! I will continue to pray for Varun and you all and your extended family as well. May God continue to give you His strength and peace as He watches over closely and keeps you all in the palm of His hand.
Melanie <melharrison@juno.com>
Just down the hall, - Thursday, May 5, 2005 9:32 PM CDT
Dear Deepok and Ramya,
We are holding Varun close in our thoughts and prayers tonight, and hoping for his continued healing over the next few days. He is a beautiful boy and I treasure the thought of his little shy smile. Love, Heather
Heather Harpham <hharpham@earthlink.net>
Durham, NC U.S.A. - Thursday, May 5, 2005 8:41 PM CDT
Just to let you know that you all are in my thoughts throughout the day. May God grant you wisdom, peace and comfort as you care for Varun. Thanks for keeping us update on Varun's condition.
Much Love,
Terry
Terry Johnson <tltjohnson@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, May 5, 2005 10:24 AM CDT
Dear Deepak and Ramya,
Hang in there...the Lord is in touch with Varun.
--You wrote in the journal
When Varun gets angry, by nature he stiffens his body, arching his back with all the tension he can muster to express his displeasure. We think this behavior is probably being repeated during his struggle with the vent tube.
---
Some of these movement disorders could be from the sedatives. At present, you probably don't have much of a choice but to rely on good sedation. Nonetheless, check out the sedatives and see if the long-term use of some these could cause some movement disorders. Keep doing your research on the side-effects and stuff and discuss with doctors the best alternative.
Hare Rama Rama Rama Hare Hare, Hare Krishna Krishna Krishna Hare. Pray to the Lord to meet Varun's highest need and it shall be done accordding to God's will.
Love and Healing for Varun and both of you!
Regards,
Rajeev
Rajeev <rajeevm@rocketmail.com>
- Thursday, May 5, 2005 9:34 AM CDT
May the Grace of the Lord and His Infinite Grace shower upon Varun and you both and your families... He as Lord Datatreya, Krishna or any name you chose to call Him is by your side... do not lose your energy and smiles :)
Love.
JKING (not my real name)
Boston, MA USA - Thursday, May 5, 2005 8:20 AM CDT
Hello Deepak & Ramya,
Though the road is a bit bumpy now, there must be something good at the end of all these trying times. You both should know that Varun is blessed to have you as his parents.
Hang in there little fighter, Always in our prayers and thoughts.
Rajany, Akhil & Radhika <rajiakhi@yahoo.com>
NY USA - Thursday, May 5, 2005 7:42 AM CDT
Big hug to you. My heart is with you. This roller coaster is hard. I will say some big prayers for your little guy.
Love to you,
Sherry
caringbridge.org/fl/mikey <spotsmithm6@cs.com>
- Wednesday, May 4, 2005 7:04 PM CDT
Dear Ramya and Deepak,
I am sorry to hear that you have another hurdle to cross -- you will. You are two very special and strong loving parents. I pray to God to continue to give you strength and that Varun will recover from these setbacks.
Hang it there guys.
Geetha
Geetha <ggggvvvv@yahoo.com>
Carrboro, - Wednesday, May 4, 2005 2:43 PM CDT
Dear Deepak and Ramya:
This is only a small setback--Have faith. All will be well for the little tiger. You and especiall Varun is in our prayers. Be Brave guys. U have come a long way. God Bless.
navneet nanda <navneetnanda@hotmail.com>
Chandigarh, UT India - Wednesday, May 4, 2005 7:29 AM CDT
Deepak and Remya,
So sorry that things are still rough for our little Varun. We continue to pray for his complete healing. We hope to stop by sometime late Friday afternoon or Saturday to see you.
Love to you all,
Claudia
Claudia Puckette <ClaudiaPuckette@aol.com>
Forest, VA USA - Wednesday, May 4, 2005 5:30 AM CDT
Dear Deepak and Ramya,
sorry to hear the set back. But, happy to know that they are trying to get to the root of the problem. Thank you for posting the journal. We are anxiously waiting for the next report. In the meantime, take care of yourselves so you can care for the darling baby.
love
Ranga and Kamu
Scottsdale, AZ - Wednesday, May 4, 2005 0:49 AM CDT
Dear Deepak and Ramya,
sorry to hear the set back. But, happy to know that they are trying to get to the root of the problem. Thank you for posting the journal. We are anxiously waiting for the next report. In the meantime, take care of yourselves so you can care for the darling baby.
love
Ranga and Kamu
Scottsdale, AZ - Wednesday, May 4, 2005 0:48 AM CDT
Prayers and loving thoughts to Varun and wishes for strength to his mom and dad. What a beautiful family you are! May things go well for you. Judy and John
Judy and John Lindahl <fireflyspirit@earthlink.net>
Bloomfield, NJ USA - Tuesday, May 3, 2005 10:56 PM CDT
My heart aches for you with each of these ups and downs but I know that with the example of your faith and strength, Varun will persevere. You are in my thoughts and prayers.
Lucy Rodriguez <lucyprodriguez@hotmail.com>
Rye, NY USA - Tuesday, May 3, 2005 9:23 PM CDT
Hang in there Varun! Ramya, Deepak, you are both examples of steadfast faith and strength for Varun. These are such difficult ups and downs. We pray that all will stabilize very soon and have you in our thoughts all the time. May you find peace and comfort to continue fighting for Varun.
With love, <claubonetti@aol.com>
Claudina B Marcus, - Tuesday, May 3, 2005 8:34 PM CDT
Keep up the fight Varun!! I am praying for you everyday.
Nadia Batts <kanena3@yahoo.com>
durham, nc usa - Tuesday, May 3, 2005 1:27 PM CDT
good job varun!!!!!!! :)
Ryan tomoff
crofton, md - Tuesday, May 3, 2005 9:51 AM CDT
Dear Deepak and Ramya:
we are very glad to know about Varun's surgery. God will continue looking over this little trooper. Just hang in there guys. Soon this will be over and we will have a happy bubbly Varun playing and driving you both nuts! God bless all.
nsvneet nanda <navneetnanda@hotmail.com>
Chandigarh, UT India - Tuesday, May 3, 2005 1:39 AM CDT
Dear Deepak and Ramya,
You are in our prayers continuously. So relieved to hear the news about the surgery. God Bless you all and heal little Varun quickly. Thank you for posting your journal for which we anxiously wait and read.
love and blow our kisses to darling Varun.
Ranga and Kamu <k_desiraju@yahoo.com>
Scottsdale, AZ - Monday, May 2, 2005 9:57 PM CDT
I am so glad to hear that surgery went well. How great it must have been to feel him sqeeze your finger.
Big hug and prayers to you,
Sherry
caringbridge.org/fl/mikey <spotsmithjm6@cs.com>
- Monday, May 2, 2005 8:23 PM CDT
Dear Ramya & Deepak,
We are so glad to hear that the surgery went well. Our thoughts and prayers continue to be with you all; Keep your strength and faith steady... soon Varun will be out of the ventilator and on his way to full recovery. Wishing you continued good days,
Claudina (Caterina's mom www.caringbridge.org/ny/caterinamarcus) <claubonetti@aol.com>
Durham, NC - Monday, May 2, 2005 3:37 PM CDT
Dear Varun, Ramya and Deepak,
Hang in there. You are in our prayers. Hope Varun gets off the ventilator as per schedule. Continue to be strong.
Hugs to Varun.
Geetha
Geetha
Carrboro, - Monday, May 2, 2005 2:15 PM CDT
Dear Deepak and Ramya, Hang in there, God is with you ppl.
I pray that God heals you... dear Varun!
Kalyan <kalyanindia@yahoo.com>
singapore, singapore - Monday, May 2, 2005 12:12 AM CDT
Dear Deepek and Ramya:
Just read the update. I wish you all the best for the little trooper's surgery. I am sure he will be OK. Take care and God Bless all. We are all praying for his speedy recovery.
navneet nanda <navneetnanda@hotmail.com>
Chandigarh, UT India - Monday, May 2, 2005 6:02 AM CDT
I am so glad to see that things are stable. Stay strong and please know that so many people are praying for you and Varun. He is a strong and determined little boy and he gains so much strength from your example. Sending much love and many prayers,
Lucy Rodriguez <lucyprodriguez@hotmail.com>
Rye, NY 10580 - Sunday, May 1, 2005 9:34 PM CDT
Dear Deepak & Ramya,
We pray that The Lord stays with you right through these trying and testing times. We wish that you come out of this phase the soonest and that HE provides you with the strength.
We must say that you are very courageous and that reflects in your journal entries which you keep up-to-date.
You three are always in our thoughts...
Warm Regards,
Radhika, Rajany and Akhil <rajiakhi@yahoo.com>
Rye, NY USA - Sunday, May 1, 2005 8:54 AM CDT
God bless u varun...i pray that God heals u...keeping u in prayer...when i was a little child i went thru a lot too health wise...and God healed me and made me a stronger person...i believe he's doing the same with u...Jesus loves u! =)
Dennis mathew <dennimon@hotmail.com>
OKLAHOMA CITY, OK USA - Saturday, April 30, 2005 10:49 PM CDT
Deepak and Remya,
Thinking of you and continuing to pray for Varun. Hang in there. It seems that things are moving in the right direction now. Give him a hug for us. Will see you soon.
Much love,
Claudia, Dan, and Daniel
Claudia Puckette <ClaudiaPuckette@aol.com>
Forest, VA USA - Saturday, April 30, 2005 11:16 AM CDT
Deepak & Ramya,
Just wanted to salute all three of you, we know where the courage for Varun to fight is coming from, you both are silent fighters, and the enormous dedication in keeping us up-to-date while undergoing all this turmoil is also not unnoticed.
Every night before we go to bed from mid-april we have been reading your journal, Deepak you may get a honorary degree with the wealth of knowledge which you have achieved in the medical field and also your journal has lot of information for parents who are in current situation.
We are praying for all of you and may god grant all our wish that Varun is unharmed and recover fast.
Joel also prays for the varun baby and Amy has started recognizing varun baby's face and the music.
- Cherian & Susan
Merrimack, NH USA - Saturday, April 30, 2005 5:57 AM CDT
Whew, I know how hard this is. Stay strong, you are doing a great job! I am saying prayers for you all. Big hug to you all!
Love,
Sherry
caringbridge.org/fl/mikey <spotsmithm6@cs.com>
- Friday, April 29, 2005 10:04 PM CDT
Dear Deepak & Ramya,
May you continued to be blessed with strength, faith and clarity to endure the days to come. Your determination and courage are admirable. Varun is bound to be proud... hang in there! He is fighting alonside both of you. May God bless you all. Hope the weekend brings more peace to your worries...
Claudina <claubonetti@aol.com>
Durham, NC - Friday, April 29, 2005 8:34 PM CDT
Dear Ramya and Deepak,
Hang in there...the Lord will take care of Varun. That said, monitor the treatment closely. Nurses can make mistakes, so can doctors! Do you own research on the sedatives that are being administered. Check whether there are any neuroleptics given and ask the doc's about side-effects. Discuss with doctors about better alternatives.
In your spare time meditate with the mantra, Hare Rama Rama Rama Hare Hare; Hare Krishna Krishna Krishna Hare Hare!
Love and Healing!
Rajeev
Rajeev <rajeevm@rocketmail.com>
US - Friday, April 29, 2005 10:37 AM CDT
Dear Ramya, and Deepak,
Thank you so much for posting a detailed journal in spite of what you are going through. I have been anxiously waiting after reading the highly disturbing entry on Thur. morning. We are praying for you non-stop. Many more youngsters have joined in my school [my students] to pray for darling Varun. Please take care of yourselves, so that you can keep a vigil for the little gem in your lives.
God bless you all and shower his healing touch on Varun. Looking forward to reading the next journal.
Ranga and kamu
Ranga and Kamu
scottsdale, az maricopa - Friday, April 29, 2005 2:03 AM CDT
We are all praying for the quick recovery of your beautiful baby Varun. May God bless him and all the children who are going through these tough times. May God bless such brave parents like yourself who will be such inspiration to a lot of people. God bless you all. Take care.
navneet nanda <navneetnanda@hotmail.com>
Chandigarh, UT India - Friday, April 29, 2005 1:06 AM CDT
Dear Ramya and Deepok,
What a harrowing and frighteing few days. I should not have been suprised because everthing can change so quickly here, but I was shocked to read of yesterday's events. I am so deeply relieved to see that Varun is now stabilized again and beginning the slow road back to health. He will get there, tiny step by tiny step. And you all are being prayed for and willed forward by so many caring hearts, like your own. Love, Heather
Heather Harpham <hharpham@earthlink.net>
durham, nc U.S.A. - Friday, April 29, 2005 0:36 AM CDT
We have been checking on Varuns progress every day. He is always in our thoughts. What a fighter and so are the two of you.
Love,
The Ludwigs
Stephanie & Mike Ludwig <msludwig1@triad.rr.com>
Greensboro, NC USA - Thursday, April 28, 2005 10:01 PM CDT
Dear Ramya & Deepak,
Just wanted to let you know we continue to pray for Baby Varun. Keep the faith & positive thinking.
Sarika <sarikabatra02@yahoo.com>
Austin, Tx - Thursday, April 28, 2005 7:50 PM CDT
Dearest Varun and parents. I am Hayden's aunt and her parents have told me about the valiant struggle Varun is now waging. Please know that my thoughts are with you. Over the years, I have gained an affection for the Indian elephantgod, Ganesh, who is know as the remover of obstacles. I have a small Ganesh in my office and next to the request for Hayden, I have placed a request for Varun, that all obstacles to health be removed. This is just a small way of thinking of these children each day.
Ella Chatterjee <Ella.Chatterjee@mspb.gov>
Arlington, VA USA - Thursday, April 28, 2005 9:07 AM CDT
Hi Varun,
We're so hoping that today will be a much better day for you. Our thoughts and prayers are with you.
Chris and Meredith
RM, NC USA - Thursday, April 28, 2005 8:18 AM CDT
My heart breaks hearing this news, because I am thinking of all you are going through. It is so hard to not be there every secound. I pray that all goes well. My prayers and hugs are sent to you all.
Sherry
caringbridge.org/fl/mikey <spotsmithm6@cs.com>
- Thursday, April 28, 2005 7:10 AM CDT
Bless this sweet boys heart. Indeed the road in the PICU is full of dips and curves just when you least expect them. Your young man is a fighter though. I am sure he is amazing all who care for him. Continue to spend as much time as allowed with him and be sure to whisper sweet nothings in his little ears. May God bring you comfort and complete healing for little Varun!
Mindi
Tacoma, w - Thursday, April 28, 2005 1:31 AM CDT
Deepak and Remya,
Thinking of you all and continuing to pray for Varun's complete recovery. I am so sorry that today has been so bumpy. We hope tomorrow will find you doing much better.
Please know that I pray for Varun several times each day.
We send you all our love,
Claudia, Dan, and Daniel
Claudia Puckette <ClaudiaPuckette@aol.com>
Forest, VA USA - Wednesday, April 27, 2005 10:47 PM CDT
Deepak and Ramaya
Wwe are thinking and praying for Varun. Th road is long and bumpy but you both are strong. Varun needs to get out of PICU, grow up to see what wonderful parents he has been blessed with. SO we are praying really hard for Varun to get well soon. Today was a day thats over and has become history again. WE are thankful to God for that. Lets welcome tomorrow with a fresh new attitude.
God be with both of you.
Manu,Sandeep and Janvi ( www.caringbridge.com/tx/janvi) <shahi_manu@yahoo.com>
Flower Mound, tx - Wednesday, April 27, 2005 10:45 PM CDT
Great news Varun!!! I am so glad you are proving those doctors wrong. We will continue to keep you and your family in our warmest thoughts.
The Zavareei's
Natalie <zavareei@verizon.net>
Durham, NC - Wednesday, April 27, 2005 9:18 PM CDT
Hey Varun and family,
I'm gald your kidney is on the mend I will be praying that it will stay that way.
www.caringbridge.org/canada/ashlee
Ashlee <mwccamper@yahoo.ca>
North Bay, ON Canada - Wednesday, April 27, 2005 7:52 PM CDT
Our continuous prayers, love and best wishes are always with you all.
We are very happy with the way Varun is progressing.
Stay strong!! Ramya and Deepak.
God Bless,
Yash and Kiran
kiran <kiranrkmus@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, April 27, 2005 4:20 PM CDT
Good job Varun! You are a strong and determined soul. Hang in there and soon all those tubes will be a faded memory. You are on your way to complete healing... have faith and stay strong! God bless you all.
Claudina (www.caringbridge.org/ny/caterinamarcus) <claubonetti@aol.com>
Durham, NC - Wednesday, April 27, 2005 10:51 AM CDT
Hey Varun,
That was cute! Keep getting better.
Love,
Geetha Aunty
Geetha <ggggvvvv@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, April 27, 2005 10:41 AM CDT
Elated to see the continued progress. Varun is one determined little boy who has his mind set on getting rid of all those machines. I am praying for more good news and your eventual transfer to 5200 with Varun leading the way! God bless you all.
Lucy Rodriguez <lucyprodriguez@hotmail.com>
Rye, NY USA - Wednesday, April 27, 2005 10:28 AM CDT
Hey Varun! I hope that you get better real soon and I want you to know that you are in my prayers everyday!
Rachael, 16 <speedsk8hawaii1988@gmail.com>
Kailua, Hawaii - Tuesday, April 26, 2005 6:28 PM CDT
Praying for you, dear Varun! Everything will be according to God's Will! May your highest needs be met. Hare Rama Hare Hare Hare Krishna Hare Hare!
Love and Healing!
Rajeev
Rajeev <rajeevm@rocketmail.com>
- Tuesday, April 26, 2005 1:54 PM CDT
this note is from gracie:
"dear baby varun, i think you look very cute in your picture. i am sorry you are feeling bad. i want you to get better quick and i will see you at the hospital. love, gracie"
gracie harpham <hharpham@earthlink.net>
durahm, NC U.S.A. - Tuesday, April 26, 2005 11:46 AM CDT
Deepak, Remya, and Varun,
Thinking of you each day and praying that Varun will soon be well. We have been away for a couple of days but have continued to pray for you. I hope we will be able to see you on the weekend of May 6-7th. I will come to PICU and ask if you can slip out to say hello.
We continue to pray for you all.
Much love,
Claudia and family
Claudia Puckette <ClaudiaPuckette@aol.com>
Forest, VA USA - Tuesday, April 26, 2005 9:03 AM CDT
Dear Little Varun,
I've just stumbled upon your beautiful site and wanted you to know I'm praying for you, sweetheart... what a gorgeous baby you are... keep fighting, little one, you're in my heart and prayers...
~*~*Girlie's Page*~*~
Love,
XOXOXOXOXOXO
Janice <janiceliew1981@yahoo.com>
Melbourne, Australia - Tuesday, April 26, 2005 7:22 AM CDT
Dear Varun, Deepak and Ramya,
We heard about Varun thru Janvi's website. Our prayers for Varun and you, the parents. Hope Varun makes speedy recovery. Hang in there.
www.caringbridge.org/nc/radha
Gita, Dilip, Meera and Radha <gitadilippatel@yahoo.com>
Austin, TX - Tuesday, April 26, 2005 4:41 AM CDT
I am so happy to read of Varun's continued progress. I will keep praying for lower settings on the ventilators and eventually Varun's breathing on his own. Keep up your strength for Varun's sake. Sending hugs,
Lucy Rodriguez <lucyprodriguez@hotmail.com>
Rye, NY USA - Monday, April 25, 2005 7:09 PM CDT
What an adorable strong little boy you have! I just found your website today and just wanted to drop you a note to let you know I'm thinking about you all.
Lubna <lubnac@yahoo.com>
Palo Alto, CA USA - Monday, April 25, 2005 6:28 PM CDT
Hi varun,
Hang in there little guy I will be praying for you
www.caringbridge.org/canada/ashlee
Ashlee <mwccamper@yahoo.ca>
North Bay, ON Canada - Monday, April 25, 2005 6:07 PM CDT
Great job Varun! We know you are a strong little warrior. Hang in there and we will be seeing you again in clinic soon. Our prayers are with you... With love,
Claudina <claubonetti@aol.com>
Durham, NC - Monday, April 25, 2005 3:54 PM CDT
Hi Deepak and Ramya:
We are delighted to read about dear Varun's progress. We are praying for his complete and speedy recovery.
We have been following Varun's miraculous story ever since we met Tarun last year during a bone marrow drive at the Sri Siva Vishnu Temple in Maryland.
With best wishes,
Siva and Sarita Kumar
New York, NY USA - Monday, April 25, 2005 1:47 PM CDT
I am visiting your page from Jackson's. I hope that Varun has been continuing to improve overnight!! I will be checking in again later to see. I will be praying for you all. My son transplanted in Aug 2001 for Hurlers. Love, Anne
Anne Himes <arhimes@msn.com www.caringbridge.org/page/andrewh>
Boonsboro, Md USA - Monday, April 25, 2005 11:21 AM CDT
Praying for you from Dominican Republic. May God Bless
Stay strong
Ligia (Caterina Marcus' aunt)
Ligia Bonetti de Valiente <l.bonetti@mercasid.com.do>
Santo Domingo, Dominican Republic - Monday, April 25, 2005 10:39 AM CDT
Varun, Ramya, and Deepak- you are in our thoughts and prayers here. Hopefully today will be an easy transition to the conventional vent. I was not able to access the website last week and am just learning of your very difficult experiences. Thank you so much for the details you have provided in the journal and I will keep a close check this week. Penny
Penny Hussey <phussey@eastersealsnh.org>
Manchester, NH - Monday, April 25, 2005 10:18 AM CDT
Varun, I am so very proud of my little warrior. My prayers are always with you.
Nimie
methuen, ma US - Monday, April 25, 2005 8:04 AM CDT
Continue the good work Varun! So happy to hear that things are moving in the right direction. Our prayers are with you all,
Claudina <claubonetti@aol.com>
Durham, NC - Sunday, April 24, 2005 8:50 PM CDT
Dear Ramya, Deepak and Varun,
I pray that things will continue to improve. You are very loving and strong parents.
Take care.
Geetha
Geetha <ggggvvvv@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, April 24, 2005 8:29 PM CDT
Still praying hard and checking in...
Much love,
Jackson and Family
D'Anne White <mama@jacksonwhite.com>
Concord, CA ---> Durham, CA USA - Sunday, April 24, 2005 7:17 PM CDT
Deepak and Ramaya
Just wanted to let you know we are thinking about you and praying for Varun. We are glad to see the progress our buddy is making. We pray that he continues to do well and soon all this would be another bad dream which we would like to forget. Life teaches us new thing as the day unfolds and we at night fold our hands and pray to help us deal with all this struggle. Please let us know if we can do anything for you.
Manu,Bobby and Miss Janvi <Shahi_manu@yahoo.com>
Flower Mound, - Sunday, April 24, 2005 1:32 PM CDT
Hi Ramya and Deepok,
I am so glad to see the oscillator settings come down even more, that is wonderful. I will try to call you a bit later in the room. Our prayers are constantly with Varun. Love, Heather
Heather Harpham <hharpham@earthlink.net>
Durham, NC USA - Sunday, April 24, 2005 11:29 AM CDT
Ramya, Deepak, and Varun,
We're so glad to hear that they were able to reduce the oscillator pressure - another wonderful step forward. We're thinking and praying for all of you.
Chris and Meredith
RM, NC USA - Sunday, April 24, 2005 9:47 AM CDT
Dear Varun,
Keep getting better. Your parents are very strong.
Love
Geetha Aunty
Geetha <ggggvvvv@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, April 24, 2005 8:35 AM CDT
Dear Deepak and Ramya,
All of you are in our prayers. We are anxiously waiting to read the progress darling Varun is making.
love
Ranga and Kamu
Kamu
scottsdale, az maricopa - Saturday, April 23, 2005 8:45 PM CDT
Deepak and Ramya,
You do not know me, but I am Natalie and Hassan's friend. I was in the clinic with Hayden back in February when you and Varun walked by. He was so precious and Natalie told me that he and Hayden had been discharged the same day - I think w/in an hour of each other. I am so sorry that Varun is back in the PICU, but he sounds like a very brave little boy. Please find strength in knowing so many are thinking of you and your family.
Peggy Hanna
Peggy Hanna <jnoahhanna@aol.com>
Washington, DC USA - Saturday, April 23, 2005 7:21 PM CDT
Deepak and Ramya,
I just read your entry and was so pleased to hear about Varun's progress. I check the website several times throughout the day hoping to find the positive words that I just read. I know we have not walked the path that you are currently on but please know that our thoughts are with you. I can only imagine how you are feeling. When I tell my friends about Varun I always say "the cute little boy that was discharged only hours before Hayden". We know that he is a fighter and he will come through this. The kids that have been forced to go through this process are amazing and they can overcome things that most people could never imagine. You are in our daily thoughts and prayers. Thanks for taking the time to keep us updated. Let us know if we can help.
Love,
Natalie and Hassan Zavareei
Natalie <zavareei@verizon.net>
Durham, NC - Saturday, April 23, 2005 1:44 PM CDT
Dear Ramya and Deepok,
SO THRILLED to hear that the setting can be reduced. We are continuing to pray very hard for Varun and send him our love and thoughts for healing many times throughout the day. I hope you both are finding small moments to really rest during this time that is so intense and stressful. Please let me know if I can help in any way. Love, Heather
Heather <hharpham@earthlink.net>
Durham, NC U.S.A. - Saturday, April 23, 2005 12:19 AM CDT
Dear Ramya, Deepak and Varun,
We are happy to hear the latest news, and will continue to pray that all moves forward in the right direction. Your love and faith will continue to guide you. Hang in there Varun! With love,
Claudina <claubonetti@aol.com>
Durham, NC - Saturday, April 23, 2005 9:12 AM CDT
Deepak and Remya,
Great news! I am so happy to see that things are continuing to move in the right direction. We will continue to pray for you all. I know you are in the right place for Varun. We have the best medical minds there and they will pull you through. We felt so very fortunate to have Daniel in their care. We will see you on May 6 or 7th. We will be coming for the rainbow of heroes walk and we will make every effort to stop by to see the two of you. I know Varun will be much better by then and may be on 5200 or out of the hospital. I will find you.
Claudia Puckette <ClaudiaPuckette@aol.com>
Forest, VA USA - Saturday, April 23, 2005 8:16 AM CDT
Deepak and Ramya,
My heart sunk when I got your email earlier this week. I have been so wrapped up in Stephen's progress that I have not taken the time to keep up with Varun. Stephanie of course has and both of us has been thinking about you guys all week. We will commit to praying for Varun and for you both. Be strong. Know you are not alone.
Mike Ludwig <msludwig1@triad.rr.com>
Greensboro, NC 27455 - Friday, April 22, 2005 9:52 PM CDT
Deepak and Ramya and Varun; We, as a family, are praying hard for a healthy recovery for Varun. Keep the faith, as we know you do! Prayers move mountains....
Love from the Tomoff's
Terri Tomoff <territomoff@yahoo.com>
crofton, MD - Friday, April 22, 2005 9:15 PM CDT
Sending you love and continuous prayers.
nadia batts <kanena3@yahoo.com>
durham, nc usa - Friday, April 22, 2005 7:37 PM CDT
I am glad to hear that things are headed in the right direction. I will continue to pray. It must have been very inspiring to see him lick his lips and to know that he responds. Bug hug to you.
Sherry
caringbridge.org/fl/mikey <spotsmithm6@cs.com>
- Friday, April 22, 2005 6:04 PM CDT
It was the highpoint of my day to read that Varun is doing so much better. I am praying that he will be off the Oscillator soon and back in 5200. Stay strong! Sending hugs and prayers,
Lucy Rodriguez <lucyprodriguez@hotmail.com>
Rye, NY USA - Friday, April 22, 2005 4:18 PM CDT
Hi Deepak / Ramya,
Wishing a very very speedy recovery for Varun.
Sachin and Saanchi
Nashua, NH USA - Friday, April 22, 2005 3:14 PM CDT
Dear Varun.........You are a very special and brave little kid. My prayers are always with you and hope you recover soon. I have seen pictures of you and my heart always feels heavy to imagine that cute face and lovely smile lying in the hospital bed. I pray to GOD to be kind to you and bless you with good health soon. Love............
Radhika
Torrance, CA USA - Friday, April 22, 2005 1:18 PM CDT
Deepak and Remya,
We are so happy to see that things are improving. We will continue to pray for you all. Give Varun a hug for Daniel. Daniel is very concerned about Varun and we all are praying for a complete recovery soon. Will check up on you later in the day.
Much love to you all,
The Puckette Family
Clauida Puckette <ClaudiaPuckette@aol.com>
Forest, VA USA - Friday, April 22, 2005 12:56 AM CDT
Hey! sweetie,
Hang in there. You will soon be all right.
My and Cy's prayers are with you.
sasneham,
satish
Satish
Arlington, MA - Friday, April 22, 2005 10:50 AM CDT
Hello my name is Beckie and Jackson White is my little cuz.And when I am praying for him I am praying for your little guy. God Bless
Beckie Swinhart <misspooh41@hotmail.com>
orland, ca glenn - Friday, April 22, 2005 10:26 AM CDT
Varun- you are a warrior. Keep fighting hard and have faith that those who surround you are working toward your complete healing. You are here for a purpose, and it will be met. Our prayers are with all of you,
Claudina (Caterina's mom) <claubonetti@aol.com>
Durham, NC - Friday, April 22, 2005 10:17 AM CDT
Ramya, Deepak and Varun,
We are praying for your family and complete healing for Varun. We're so glad to hear of some improvement today. Stay strong, Varun! There are sooo many people praying for you.
Love and prayers,
Chris and Meredith(www.caringbridge.com/nc/meredith)
RM, NC USA - Friday, April 22, 2005 8:34 AM CDT
Ramya and Deepak,
You and Varun are in our thoughts and prayers.
Raj
Minneapolis, MN - Friday, April 22, 2005 7:55 AM CDT
Please know that we are thinking of you and praying for you. We check Varun's website several times throughout the day. Each positive movement brings a smile to my face as I am sure it gives you the strength to face this. You are in our thoughts! Please call if you need us. The apt # is 919 598 6771. love, the Zavareei's
Natalie Zavareei <zavareei@verizon.net>
Durham , NC - Friday, April 22, 2005 7:32 AM CDT
Dear Deepak and Ramya,
I am Shahi's friend(Janvi Shahi)and check varun's page quite frequently.
I know this is a very tuff situation for any parents to see their child go through all this.But prayers sure can change ones life and with all the prayers and hard work Varun will fight this Bacteremia & ?ARDS.He is in our prayers.God is great will help Varun and things will be back to normal for you and your family.All the best
ANIL <apawa@msn.com>
sebring, Fl USA - Friday, April 22, 2005 6:13 AM CDT
Dear Ramya and Deepok,
We are continuing to pray for Varun. And are so grateful for your detailed and frequent updates which help us to know how he is doing, without worrying about disturbing you with questions too often. Please whisper a hello to Varun from Gracie and family and let him know we miss him here at Alexan Farms and hope he is back soon enough to happy walks around at dusk. Much love to you all, Heather and Brian
Heather Harpham <hharpham@earthlink.net>
Durham, NC U.S.A. - Thursday, April 21, 2005 9:36 PM CDT
Keep fighting, Varun! Mommy and daddy will whisper their encouragement in your ears, until you open your eyes again and see them. We are all praying for you!
Ramya and Deepak, thank you so much for taking the time to keep us updated on Varun. I have found myself checking his site many times per day, hoping for news on how he is doing. Thankfully the news has been positive, and we are still praying that Varun makes it through this time with all his organs intact and working well, and his spirit unbroken. Stay strong.
Love,
The Whites
D'Anne White <mama@jacksonwhite.com>
Concord, CA ---> Durham, NC USA - Thursday, April 21, 2005 3:47 PM CDT
Oh my goodness...what an incredible cutie! I'm glad the labs came back negative, that is wonderful. Next stop...total health, ok little one!? You know he's absolutely destined to break many hearts when he's older with eyes like those.
SJensenArt - using art to fight cancer
http://www.caringbridge.org/or/sandy
Sara
Sherwood, OR USA - Thursday, April 21, 2005 3:07 PM CDT
Thank you for taking the time to update throughout the day. Though many miles separate us now, it helps to be able to check-in on all of you. Give Varun a kiss and let him know that it is from Terry and Levi. There is peace and comfort in God and I pray that you two are resting in it today.
Love, Terry
Terry Johnson <tltjohnson@yahoo.com>
Cleveland, TN - Thursday, April 21, 2005 1:49 PM CDT
Ramya and Deepak,
We will continue to keep Varun and you in our prayers. We are pleased to hear of the encouraging news today. We will keep checking his website.
Sincerely,
Carina & T.J. Lewis (and Cory) http://corylewis.blogspot.com <carinalewis@earthlink.net>
Moores Hill, IN - Thursday, April 21, 2005 1:12 PM CDT
I was so happy to check the site this morning and to see that things have improved some. I am particularily thankful to see that the brain scan results were positive. I know how frightening just waiting for those results can be. I will keeping praying for Varun and for you. Your strength will get him through this. Sending prayers and hugs,
Lucy Rodriguez
Lucy Rodriguez <lucyprodriguez@hotmail.com>
Rye, NY USA - Thursday, April 21, 2005 11:29 AM CDT
I am D'Anne White's cousin. I am praying that your sweet son is given the strength from God to fight this infection, recover and be all smiles and happy for his loving parents.
Kim Dryden <drydenfamily@cox.net>
Chesapeake, VA - Thursday, April 21, 2005 11:13 AM CDT
Dear Ramya & Deepak,
I hope you find some relief in knowing that the Drs. have identified the bacteria. This will certainly help the treatment proceed in the right direction. May you continue to be guided by the faith that God is with you and Varun and will not desert you. Our prayers are with you. With love,
Claudina <claubonetti@aol.com>
Durham, NC - Thursday, April 21, 2005 10:51 AM CDT
My prayers are with you and your family. Your little guy is so cute. I hope everything works out.
God Bless!! Andrea Rose
Andrea Rose <andrearose77@yahoo.com>
CHILLICOTHE, OH 45601 - Thursday, April 21, 2005 10:03 AM CDT
Your little one will be in the prayers of the St. Matthew faith community. May God show his love to you in a very powerful way through this very difficult time.
Debi Murphy <surfwife@astound.net>
- Thursday, April 21, 2005 9:14 AM CDT
Deepak and Remya,
Thinking of you this morning and so greatful that Varun is doing better. We will continue to pray for his recovery and for God to help you through this time.
Much love,
Claudia, Dan, and Daniel
Claudia Puckette <ClaudiaPuckette@aol.com>
Forest, VA USA - Thursday, April 21, 2005 8:04 AM CDT
I am so sorry to hear all that you are going through. I am glad things seem to be getting better. Stay strong, I will say many prayers for all of you. Thank you for your update.
Know that you are in my prayers!
Love,
Sherry,
caringbridge.org/fl/mikey <spotsmithm6@cs.com>
- Thursday, April 21, 2005 7:19 AM CDT
Dear Ramya and Deepak, my thoughts are with you and I am praying that your sweet Varun is well very soon. I am a friend of Heather Harpham who told me of your site.
Terri Trimble <territrimble@yahoo.co.uk>
Twickenham, England - Thursday, April 21, 2005 7:05 AM CDT
Dear Ramya & Deepak
Stay strong! God is with Varun, he is a strong little fighter & always in our prayers. He will recover soon.
Manju & Rajesh <choudharymd@yahoo.com>
Delhi, Delhi India - Thursday, April 21, 2005 6:50 AM CDT
Dear Ramya & Deepak
Stay strong! God is with Varun, he is a strong little fighter & always in our prayers. He will recover soon.
Manju & Rajesh <choudharymd@yahoo.com>
Delhi, Delhi India - Thursday, April 21, 2005 6:50 AM CDT
We are so happy to read positive news about Varun. Thanks for taking time to update the journal. We continue to pray for Varun and you two.
God Bless!
Yash and Kiran
kiran <kiranrkmus@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, April 21, 2005 6:39 AM CDT
My prayers are with you and your beautiful Varun. I had a beautiful boy who died of leukemia. I know your anguish and pray for guidance on the part of the doctors to help you survive, God willing. Love & peace to you all.
Laurel Baird <lolly1331@aol.com>
Martinez, CA USA - Thursday, April 21, 2005 0:28 AM CDT
Deepak & Ramya,
STAY STRONG!!! This is advice from one caregiver to another... It is life's challenges like these, that will give us the endurance to continue to fight. We are all praying for both of you and Varun. All your hard work and determination the last five months, will now be put through the test. Pia and I know, this is one test you both are ready for.
We are all proud of you at Matchpia.org, you both are a clear example of what parents do for the love of their child. STAY STRONG...
Love- Tim & Pia
Tim - Matchpia.org <info@matchpia.org>
NJ US - Wednesday, April 20, 2005 10:47 PM CDT
Ramya:
Please know that I am thinking about you and Varun constantly. Stay strong and and with your love and care, Varun will get through this. Sending prayers and love,
Lucy Rodriguez (Dana's mom)
Lucy Rodriguez <lucyprodriguez@hotmail.com>
Rye, NY USA - Wednesday, April 20, 2005 10:07 PM CDT
Ramya and Deepak,
We were so shocked to hear of your news. We were thinking you would be home or going home very soon now. I am so sorry that Varun is having so much trouble. We thank you for your email that let us know of the situation. We want you to know that we will continue to pray for Varun and I will update Daniel's site tomorrow and pass the word to please pray for your dear little one. We will also pray for you both, for God to give you the strength you need as well.
We will continue to check on you and let us know if there is anything we can do to help.
Much love,
The Puckettes
Claudia, Dan, and Daniel
Claudia Puckette <ClaudiaPuckette@aol.com>
Forest, VA USA - Wednesday, April 20, 2005 9:28 PM CDT
I will be praying for you and your family. I am a friend of D'Anne & Jackson White.
Elise <elisepaquette@aol.com>
- Wednesday, April 20, 2005 8:37 PM CDT
Dear Ramya & Deepak,
Rec'd your e-mail this morning. Couldn't get on line until tonight and read the updates. We are so saddened that you have this bump in the road. We are hopeful that sweet Varun, with his strong spirit, will recover from this quickly. As parents in this unfortunate "Club", our hearts are heavy with the pain and worry you are going through right now. We are close by. Please, please let us know if we can do more than pray and think of Varun right now. We really mean this.
Stephanie Ludwig
Stephanie & Mike Ludwig <msludwig1@triad.rr.com>
Greensboro, NC USA - Wednesday, April 20, 2005 8:13 PM CDT
We will keep Varun in our prayers.
Lisa Serow <SerowCL@comcast.net>
Oak Harbor, WA - Wednesday, April 20, 2005 7:25 PM CDT
Coming over from Jacksons journal. I will add you and your family to my prayers.
Lisa D <lisa0729@pacbell.net>
San Jose, Ca - Wednesday, April 20, 2005 7:04 PM CDT
Just to let you know that I am praying for your precious son. I am D'Anne White's aunt and I pray for her son Jackson everyday. I will include your son in my prayers. Stay strong and keep the Faith. Millie Fisher
Millie Fisher <Mef714@bellsouth.net>
Jax., FL - Wednesday, April 20, 2005 5:12 PM CDT
Dearest Ramya, thank you so much for the e-mail alerting me to Varun's condition. I am so sorry to hear that he is fighting so hard to live, but we know that he is a warrior who will not go quietly. He will fight with all his strength and will beat this horrible bacteria - with the love of his parents and the prayers of many to carry him through. We are praying fervently for sweet Varun, and will continue to do so until we see his darling face again in clinic.
If there is anything we can do, please don't hesitate to contact us. I know you don't want to leave Varun's side, so please let us know if we can bring you anything or run any errands for you. You can e-mail me or call us at (919) 493-6459.
Sending many, many prayers heavenward...
Love,
D'Anne, Marshall & Jackson White
D'Anne White <mama@jacksonwhite.com>
Concord, CA ---> Durham, NC USA - Wednesday, April 20, 2005 3:13 PM CDT
Dear Ramya,
Our prayers are with you. May God guide you through these difficult days. We are so sorry that you are having to weather this latest setback. Have faith and be strong... Varun is a little fighter! With sincere regards,
Claudina <claubonetti@aol.com>
Durham, NC - Wednesday, April 20, 2005 2:27 PM CDT
your little boy is beautiful and my prayers will be with you and your family that he has a quick recovery from this set back.
tina o'connor <goaliemom04@sbcglobal.net >
hamden, ct - Wednesday, April 20, 2005 2:23 PM CDT
Dear Deepak and Ramya,
My constant prayers and thoughts are with you and Varun today. I am focusing very hard on his healing and return to wellness. I am so sorry you have to be there with him in the PICU, which I know is a frightening place. May peace and love surround you, as you care for your precious boy. Love, Heather
Heather Harpham <hharpham@earthlink.net>
Durham, NY U.S.A. - Wednesday, April 20, 2005 12:57 AM CDT
Hi Deepak and Ramya,
I could not believe when I heard this sudden turn of events.
We pray to God that Varun fights this episode also very bravely. We pray to God to continue giving you strength.
You are in our prayers.
Geetha Vaidyanathan <ggggvvvv@yahoo.com>
Carrboro, - Wednesday, April 20, 2005 5:54 AM CDT
Deepak & Ramya,
We pray for varun and you both to get thru this tough times.
We pray for the Doctors and Nurses who take care of Varun to give their best.
We pray to God to do his will.
Our love and regards.
- Cherian , Susan, Joel and Amy. <johncherian@yahoo.com>
Merrimack, NH USA - Tuesday, April 19, 2005 11:07 AM CDT
Deepak and Ramya, please know that our family is thinking about you and Varun and you all are in our prayers.
Love & Blessings!
Debbie (Logan's mom)
Debbie Riley <LJCsMom@aol.com>
Inman, SC - Tuesday, April 19, 2005 0:02 AM CDT
Hi you two, I am so glad that you updated today. I have been checking often to see how little Varun is doing. It sounds like you were in capable hands today. If times permits, please keep the site posted so that all will know how his is doing while he is inpatient and more importantly so that we have a better sense on how to pray for all of you. Sending my love,
Terry
Terry Johnson <tltjohnson@yahoo.com>
Cleveland, TN - Monday, April 18, 2005 10:03 PM CDT
Hi Deepak and Ramaya
It was really nice to see you. Varun looks soooooooo cute. Thanks a lot for the gift. Janvi has been winning ( ofcourse) so far in that game. I hope and pray things continue to look good for all of you and you can go home soon.
Manu Shahi <shahi_manu@yahoo.com>
Flower Mound, - Saturday, April 16, 2005 3:20 PM CDT
Dear Deepak, Ramya and Varun,
Happy Vishu to you all.
Geetha
Geetha
- Friday, April 15, 2005 10:55 AM CDT
Deepak and Remya,
Glad to see that things are going well for our little Varun. I think of you all so much and miss seeing you. I am glad that Varun is moving around a bit and that his counts are doing well. We are doing quite well. I just wish that Daniel would eat better. I guess some days he just doesn't want much. We will be coming back to Durham for the Rainbow of Heroes Walk in May. I hope we can see you then.
Love to you all,
Claudia
Daniel's Mom
Claudia Puckette <ClaudiaPuckette@aol.com>
Forest, VA USA - Saturday, April 9, 2005 1:05 PM CDT
Dear Deepak and Ramya,
It is wonderful to read that Varun has started crawling and keeping you both busy. I will stop by one of these days to see you all. I pray to God that the recovery continues.
Geetha <ggggvvvv@yahoo.com>
Carrboro, - Friday, April 8, 2005 8:40 AM CDT
Deepak, Ramya and Varun,
Hi from Tennessee. I am so glad that you have updated. I check the site just about everyday to see how you all are. Levi is doing well since his feeding tube surgery. Please keep us updated on the surgery schedule. I miss seeing you all.
Your friend,
Terry
Terry Johnson <tltjohnson@yahoo.com>
Cleveland, TN - Wednesday, April 6, 2005 10:56 PM CDT
I am so happy to see the update!
I hope and pray for Varun's good health.
Best Wishes,
Yash and Kiran
kiran <kiranrkmus@yahoo.com>
- Monday, April 4, 2005 7:48 PM CDT
You don't know me, but I visited your site via your email for Levi Johnson. Just wanted to let you know I read a bit of your journal history and prayed for Varun. He's such a cute little boy. I pray he grows up to be a strong man of God!
Sincerely,
Kaye McGuffey <lamplight@myfam.com>
- Tuesday, March 29, 2005 5:18 PM CST
We are glad that Varun fish test came back 100%.I am sure the cortef and megace will bring smile on your face for sure. Things look good and we appreciate it more now as life teaches us precious lessons. Our prayers are with you.
Manu,Bobby and Miss Janvi <Shahi_manu@yahoo.com>
Flower Mound, tx - Monday, March 28, 2005 2:50 PM CST
Hello,
Glad to see the update. I am happy to hear that Varun seems to be doing so well. I am greatful to report that Daniel is doing well also. We will be traveling to UVA on Monday for a check up. I guess you all are still in Durham. Hope you will be able to go home soon.
Thinking of you all and praying for you as well.
Happy Easter.
Claudia
Daniel's Mom
Claudia Puckette <ClaudiaPuckette@aol.com>
Forest, VA USA - Saturday, March 26, 2005 12:04 AM CST
Varun, Mom, and Dad,
Thinking of you today and every day. Hope all is going well for our little Varun. Will keep you in our prayers.
Love,
Claudia
Claudia Puckette <ClaudiaPuckette@aol.com>
Forest, VA USA - Friday, March 18, 2005 4:47 PM CST
Our prayers continue for Varun's complete recovery.
Stephanie & RachelJoy <mom2rj@comcast.net>
- Wednesday, March 16, 2005 5:44 PM CST
Thinking about Varun and Family, you are always in my prayers. I hope all test results are very good.
Yash & Kiran <kiranrkmus@yahoo.com>
- Monday, March 14, 2005 11:22 AM CST
Hi Varun and family! It was so nice to see you and get a chance to catch up in clinic today. Varun is looking great, and his parents look like they're holding up nicely too :). We continue to pray for Varun and we hope to see you around clinic soon!
Peace and blessings,
D'Anne, Marshall, & Jackson White
D'Anne White <mama@jacksonwhite.com>
Concord, CA ---> Durham, NC USA - Sunday, March 13, 2005 9:22 PM CST
Dear Varun
I am your Ashik Aunt's friend.I am praying for you from India
Sushama <sumakrishnan3@hotmail.com>
Kerala India - Saturday, March 12, 2005 7:54 AM CST
Hi Ramya,
Sorry we missed each other in clinic yesterday, and I hope you all had great news for your 100 tests. Especiallyl hope the platelets are stayin up nice and high. I love the photo of Varun on this site, beautiful brown eyes... Hope to catch up with you all soon. Love, Heather
Heather Harpham <hharpham@earthlink.net>
Durham, NC U.S.A. - Wednesday, March 9, 2005 10:23 PM CST
I continue to pray for you all. Varun, "work" hard with your PT!!!! I am certain she is as charmed by you as I am! Penny
Penny Hussey <phussey@eastersealsnh.org>
Manchester, NH - Tuesday, March 8, 2005 6:47 PM CST
This is just a passing Cloud! Always in our prayers!
Rajeev <rajeevm@rocketmail.com>
- Tuesday, March 8, 2005 2:49 PM CST
Hi Deepak, Ramya and Varun,
Good luck with the tests on tuesday. By God's grace, the results will be good.
Hang in there. Hugs to the little warrior.
Geetha Vaidyanathan
Geetha Vaidyanathan
Chapel Hill, NC 27516 - Monday, March 7, 2005 6:47 AM CST
Hi Ramya, Just posting here this little note to say we are so glad we got to meet Varun and your family during this experience. And Varun is a such little guy, we love seeing him in clinic. All our best always. Heather, Gracie and family
Heather Harpham <hharpham@earthlink.net>
Durham, NC U.S.A. - Tuesday, March 1, 2005 10:47 PM CST
Dear Ramya, Deepak and Varun,
I am very happy that Varun is doing well and his care is being monitored extremely well in a good hospital. As a parent of two boys, I can empathize with all your efforts to have the best future for Varun. All the prayers and efforts are working their blessings. I wish you all your heart's desire.
Sandhya
Lexington, MA USA - Tuesday, March 1, 2005 6:06 PM CST
Here in Oregon, we are praying for you tonight.
Stephanie &RachelJoy <mom2rj@comcast.net>
- Monday, February 28, 2005 10:51 PM CST
Ramya, Deepak, and Varun,
I got your email on Daniel's site today and were so happy that you are also doing well. We were to travel to Durham today and be in the clinic tomorrow. We had quite a snow storm here last night and today. We have 8 or more inches on the ground. Dan decided that we should not travel today so we called June and they rescheduled us for next week. I hope the weather will be better and that we will be able to see you then.
Much love to our little Varun.
Sincerely,
Claudia
Claudia Puckette <ClaudiaPuckette@aol.com>
Forest, VA USA - Monday, February 28, 2005 8:41 PM CST
Hi from Cleveland, Tennessee ~~
Levi and I miss seeing you all in clinic. Hope all is well with you both and little Vaurn. You three are continually in my thoughts.
Terry Johnson and Levi
Terry Johnson <tltjohnson@yahoo.com>
Cleveland, TN - Saturday, February 26, 2005 9:38 PM CST
Dear Ramya, Deepak, and Vaurn,
So good to see our little Varun is doing well. I know he will continue to do well. I think of you every day and pray for Varun and all of the children on 5200. I am so worried about Sara and Terrence.
Daniel is doing quite well. Tomorrow we travel to UVA for a check up. Last week he did fine. I think he will be the same tomorrow. He had a friend over yesterday to play and he stayed for dinner. It almost feels like we are back to normal. Your day is just around the corner.
We will be back in Durham the first of March. I hope we will get to see you then.
Take care.
Love to all,
Claudia Puckette (caringbridge.com/va/daniel_puckette
Claudia Puckette <ClaudiaPuckette@aol.com>
Forest, VA USA - Sunday, February 20, 2005 1:41 PM CST
Dear Varun, Deepak and Ramya,
Glad to read that Varun is slowly getting well.
I pray to God that Varun will continue to get better.
Deepak and Ramya, you are two very wonderful strong parents.
Hugs to the little guy.
Geetha Aunty (from Chapel Hill)
Geetha Vaidyanathan <ggggvvvv@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, February 17, 2005 5:42 PM CST
Dear Ramya, Deepak & Varun
Very Happy to hear that Varun is doing well. May all your wishes come true and Varun gets stronger everyday.
Love
Sheeja, Prashant, Akhil & Aparnaa <kambil@optusnet.com.au >
Melbourne, VIC Australia - Monday, February 14, 2005 8:16 PM CST
Deepak and Ramya,
Glad that Varun is doing well. We will pray for him to get stronger. Very nice to know that he is eating better.
with love
Mohan, Swathi and Preethi <mohan.voora@fmr.com>
- Wednesday, February 9, 2005 9:00 PM CST
So glad to see that Varun is doing well. Thinking of you all. So sorry to hear about Paris and Kyle. Daniel is doing well and enjoying being at home.
Claudia Puckette <da1badbeagle@aol.com>
Forest, VA - Wednesday, February 9, 2005 3:41 PM CST
Great to know about Varun after a long interval! He's going to be just fine!
May the Almighty Bless Varun and his family!!!
Many Blessings,
Rajeev
Rajeev Muralidharan <rajeevm@rocketmail.com>
Edmond, OK 73003 - Wednesday, February 9, 2005 8:57 AM CST
This is such wonderful news! I am so happy to hear how well Varun is doing and will pray that things continue on this path. Take care!
Brandy Scott (Connor's Mom) - www.caringbridge.org/nc/connorscott <bscott108@nc.rr.com>
Raleigh, NC US - Tuesday, February 8, 2005 12:44 AM CST
Thanks for the update, I am glad that Varun is doing great!! I am very happy for you all. We continue to pray for Varun's and all others kids in 5200. May God bless them abundantly.
Also our prayers are with Kyle and Paris families.
Yash and Kiran <kiranrkmus@hotmail.com>
burlington, ma usa - Tuesday, February 8, 2005 12:15 AM CST
Varun,
We think of the courage you bring to our community everyday...Also, the tremendeous strenght you give your parents to keep fighting to bring you home. We are so proud of you and your parents, and pray for your safe passage home.
Love,
Anut Pia snd Uncle Tim
Pia & Tim (www.matchpia.org)
Seattle, WA - Monday, January 31, 2005 11:00 PM CST
I am delighted to hear that Varun has moved to his NC home! My prayers are with you. Penny
Penny Hussey <phussey@eastersealsnh.org>
Manchester, NH - Monday, January 31, 2005 1:09 PM CST
Dear Ramya & Deepak,
We are very happy to know that Varun is back home. He is always there in my prayers. Anu & Gudiya keep asking me about Varun.We wish Varun a very speedy recovery & happy days ahead.
manju , rajesh, anu & gudiya <choudharymd@yahoo.com>
Delhi, Delhi India - Thursday, January 27, 2005 2:59 AM CST
Dear Ramya and Deepak,
Its great to hear Varun is at home.Wanted to let you know we will be praying for him and hoping he will soon be running around in his real home at Hew Hampshire.
Batra's
Sarika <sarikabatra02@yahoo.com>
Austin, Tx - Wednesday, January 26, 2005 7:59 PM CST
Dear Varun,
You are in my prayers and best wishes to mom and dad.
God Bless,
Yash and Kiran
Kiran <kiranrkmus@yahoo.com>
- Monday, January 24, 2005 10:00 AM CST
Dear Deepak and Rama,
We are friends of Sumathi and Geetha. We live in your neighborhood. Please feel free to get in touch with us. We wish Varun a very speedy recovery.
Warm regards,
Usha Rajagopal
Usha And Gopal
Durham, - Friday, January 21, 2005 11:58 AM CST
Hello Varun and family! It was so nice to see you in clinic on Wednesday. We will be sure to bring some cotton balls for you when we come in next week :). See you soon!
Peace and blessings,
D'Anne, Marshall & Jackson White
www.jacksonwhite.com
D'Anne White <mama@jacksonwhite.com>
Concord, CA --> Durham, NC USA - Friday, January 21, 2005 9:26 AM CST
Hi deepak attan ramya chechi
glad that varun is home our prayers for him speedy complete recovery.wish you both the best.
bye
sooraj,saurabh <Sajin_a2 @ yahoo.co.in>
hyderabad, AP INDIA - Friday, January 21, 2005 1:13 AM CST
Dear Ramya & Deepak
Very Glad to hear about Varun's progress. We wish him a speedy recovery. Our thoughts and prayers are with u'll.
Love
Sheeja, Prashant, Akhil & Aparnaa <kambil@optusnet.com.au>
Melbourne, VIC Australia - Thursday, January 20, 2005 10:35 PM CST
Welcome HOME :)
We are very happy for you all.
Kind Regards
Yash & Kiran
kiran mayi <kiranrkmus@hotmail.com>
burlington, ma usa - Thursday, January 20, 2005 11:19 AM CST
We're praying for your recovery. Everything is going to be alright! Keep the faith in God Almighty!
Bashier T <bashiert@qatar.net.qa>
Doha, Qatar - Thursday, January 20, 2005 0:41 AM CST
Varun, Ramya, and Deepak,
So good to see you in clinic today. Glad to see things are going well for you. Mom and Dad are taking such good care of you. It really showes as you are looking so good.
Thinking of you all each day and praying for continued progress and healing.
Love to all,
Claudia, Dan, and Daniel
Claudia Puckette <da1badbeagle@aol.com>
Forest, VA USA - Wednesday, January 19, 2005 9:27 PM CST
I am really really happy that Varun is doing well. Kudos to him and the parents for this terrific effort. Our prayers are with you all.
Mahesh Gadgil <maheshgadgil@hotmail.com>
Chelmsford, MA USA - Wednesday, January 19, 2005 3:47 PM CST
Dearest Varun,
You are such a cute warrior. We are praying for you daily and thank your daddy for posting the journal.
love and kisses
Ranga and Kamu
Kamu Desiraju <k_desiraju@hotmail.com>
Scottsdale, AZ USA - Wednesday, January 19, 2005 1:33 PM CST
Varun,
We're praying for your recovery and for daddy and mommy too. Everything is going to be alright! Keep the faith in God Almighty!
Cheers,
Rajeev, Susie, Raina and Rohan
Rajeev Muralidharan <rajeevm@rocketmail.com>
Edmond, ok US - Wednesday, January 19, 2005 8:54 AM CST
Dearest Varun,
May this new year bring in cheers and happiness to you and your parents. Keep giving us good news.
Our prayers are with all of you..
Take care...
Sheeba <shibakambil@yahoo.co.in>
Bangalore, India - Monday, January 17, 2005 3:47 AM CST
Dearest Varun,
Hooray for you!This is very exciting news. May God continue to shower his blessings on you to make you stronger everyday.We will continue to pray for your good health.
Sarika
Sarika <sarikabatra02@yahoo.com>
Austin, Tx - Friday, January 14, 2005 6:54 PM CST
hi varun ,remyechi& deepakettan,
glad to hear about the present situation.hope varun darling has a speedy recovery.may this year shower lotz of happiness on him & u both.take care.
namitha.prabhakaran <nam_p20@yahoo.com>
ernakulam, kerala india - Friday, January 14, 2005 1:14 AM CST
Dear Ramya and Deepak,
Great to hear the good news. All the very best to both of you and sweet luv to dearest Varun.
Best Wishes
Lalit, Bhavana and Hritvic (Ricky) <lchaudhary@hotmail.com>
Ottawa, Ontario Canada - Wednesday, January 12, 2005 7:37 PM CST
Dear Ramya and Deepak,
I have been reading your updates. The new year has indeed brought good news about Varun. I am sure that Varun's progress will continue and we wish you all the very best.
Regards,
Geetha and family
Geetha Vaidyanathan <ggggvvvv@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, January 12, 2005 4:01 PM CST
Hooray for 100% donor cells and talk of possible discharge! I'm sure Varun will be charming the clinic nurses with those big brown eyes before too long! We look forward to seeing you again, and Jackson and Varun can finally meet without a pane of glass between them :).
Peace and blessings,
D'Anne, Marshall, & Jackson
www.jacksonwhite.com
D'Anne White <mama@jacksonwhite.com>
Concord, CA --> Durham, NC USA - Tuesday, January 11, 2005 11:14 PM CST
Varun and family,
We are so happy to hear your good news. Hope to see you in the clinic soon. We will be so happy to see you out. I think about you everyday and continue to pray for God to heal you soon.
Claudia Puckette - Daniel's Mom <da1badbeagle@aol.com>
Forest, VA USA - Tuesday, January 11, 2005 4:16 PM CST
Dear Varun, Ramya and Deepak,
Its great to hear that Varun is progressing well. My prayers are with you all and I will be checking Varun's progress from time to time. Pls let me know if I can be of any help. Good luck
Ananth
Chicago, IL USA - Tuesday, January 11, 2005 12:15 AM CST
What wonderful news! I am so happy to hear Varun is doing so well. I will pray that he will be discharged soon and you can begin life outside of the hospital. I know the road is still long, but this is a big step.
Brandy Scott (Connor's Mom) - www.caringbridge.org/nc/connorscott <bscott108@nc.rr.com>
Raleigh, NC - Tuesday, January 11, 2005 12:15 AM CST
Hey Deary varun,
I couldn't be more happy for you and mom/dad. You are such a brave boy, GOod Job!!!
Lots of love
Kiran Aunt n Yash Uncle
kiran mayi <kiranrk@yahoo.com>
burlington, ma usa - Tuesday, January 11, 2005 11:07 AM CST
Excellent news from Monday! You're in our prayers, Varun!
Let God's light shine on you and all the kids like you and their families!
Rajeev Muralidharan <RAJEEVM@ROCKETMAIL.COM>
Oklahoma City, OK USA - Tuesday, January 11, 2005 10:10 AM CST
Dear Ramya & Deepak,
Wishing you & dearest Varun a very Happy New Year. May the new year bring good health to varun. Varun & all the other kids at Duke are always in my prayers.
Sarika
Sarika <sarikabatra02@yahoo.com>
Austin, Tx - Thursday, January 6, 2005 6:24 PM CST
Dear Varun & Family
Good Morning! Just wanted to stop in and send some big ol HUGGERZ from all of us over here at the Bridge of Dreams, Bridge Of Dreams . You are in our hearts, on our minds and in our prayers!
Blessingz & Big Hugz,
Melissa
Melissa <myss911@juno.com>
Lancaster, CA USA - Thursday, January 6, 2005 12:05 AM CST
Hey Varun,
Its my 1st visit here, just wanted to say hi to you. Hope you're doing better now!
~Joanne’s Corner~
Care Mail!
Joanne <joanne_173@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, January 4, 2005 9:56 AM CST
I'm not sure if you remember me or not, but I was fortunate to meet you when my family brought dinner for 5200. My son Connor was transplanted in June 2004. I'm happy to hear Varun is doing well and his counts are increasing. I will pray for you and your family.
Brandy Scott (Connor's Mom) - www.caringbridge.org/nc/connorscott <bscott108@nc.rr.com>
Raleigh, NC - Monday, January 3, 2005 4:55 PM CST
Dear Varun, Deepak and Ramya,
Wishing you a very Happy New Year, Hope this new year brings all the happiness to your life. Hoping for Varun's speedy recovery. May god give you all the courage to pass through this difficult phase of your life. "THIS WILL PASS"
Regards & lots of LUV to Varun
Asha, Akshay & Arnav <asha_kamble@yahoo.com>
Nashua, NH USA - Monday, January 3, 2005 11:11 AM CST
Dear Ramya. Deepak & Little Varun
Wishing a very Happy New Year.Varun is always there in our prayers, he will be fine this year. All the very best to you.
Manju, Rajesh , Anu & Gudiya <choudharymd@yahoo.com>
Delhi, Delhi India - Monday, January 3, 2005 0:12 AM CST
Dear Ramya, Deepak, and Varun,
Thinking of you and glad to hear that the counts are coming in. That is great. I pray for you often and hope that all will go well for you and little Varun. We have been so saddened by the loss of our little Ryan. Keep your spirits up and hang in there. Little Varun will be fine.
Best wishes for 2005.
Claudia Puckette
Claudia Puckette Daniel's Mom <da1badbeagle@aol.com>
Forest, VA USA - Sunday, January 2, 2005 6:19 PM CST
My Dear Varun/Ramya/Deepak,
We are very Happy to know that Varun is doing good. You are always in our prayers and want to wish you a very happy and a fruitful year.
Lots of love
Yash & Kiran
Kiran <kiranrkmus@yahoo.com>
burlington, ma usa - Sunday, January 2, 2005 1:49 PM CST
What a darling baby!!! He looks so spunky. Hugs to Varun and family, and prayers for a complete recovery. He looks like a real fighter!!
Stacy *Friends of Allie* <sbmrrm@yahoo.com>
NC - Friday, December 31, 2004 10:36 PM CST
I am glad to know that varun is doing good and so are his counts. I hope and pray the good vibes keep on coming his way and you are home soon. You both are doing are great job. We are glad that we got to know a family like yours. Good luck and best wishes.
Janvi, Manu and Bobby (www.caringbridge.com/tx/janvi) <Shahi_manu@yahoo.com>
Flower Mound, tx - Tuesday, December 28, 2004 10:08 PM CST
I am glad to know that varun is doing good and so are his counts. I hope and pray the good vibes keep on coming his way and you are home soon. You both are doing are great job. We are glad that we got to know a family like yours. Good luck and best wishes.
Janvi, Manu and Bobby (www.caringbridge.com/tx/janvi) <Shahi_manu@yahoo.com>
Flower Mound, tx - Tuesday, December 28, 2004 10:08 PM CST
Dear Varun, Ramya & Deepak,
Hope you guys had a good christmas. May the coming year be an year of miracles & good health for everybody. We continue to pray for baby Varun to grow stronger everyday.
Batra Family
Sarika <sarikabatra02@yahoo.com>
Austin, Tx - Monday, December 27, 2004 10:34 PM CST
Dear Varun, Ramya and Deepak: I am glad to hear about this site. I will follow closely for updates and keep you all in my prayers. It is so wonderful that you have so much support there and from friends near and far. I look forward to holding and playing with Varun again when he is well. Thinking of you often, Penny
Penny Hussey <phussey@eastersealsnh.org>
Manchester, NH - Thursday, December 23, 2004 7:53 PM CST
Hi Varun and Family! We are thinking of you and hoping that all is well. Happy birthday Ramya! My birthday was the day we were admitted to 5200, so I know what it means to spend that day in the hospital. But if it means our babies will be healthy, there's no better place to be! Stay strong! Grow cells grow!
Peace and blessings,
D'Anne, Marshall & Jackson White
www.jacksonwhite.com
D'Anne White <mama@jacksonwhite.com>
Concord, CA --> Durham, NC USA - Monday, December 20, 2004 7:49 PM CST
hi to varun ,remyechi & deepakettan,
belated b'day regards to both mom & baby.by nxt b'day hope to see u all in your best of health.god is with u .our love & prayers for you all from prabhauncle,ashaunty,nithu&nammu.
namitha <nam_p20@yahoo.com>
kannur, kerala india - Friday, December 17, 2004 1:06 PM CST
Dear Varun,
We were so happy to meet you and your mommy and daddy. We hope you are having good days!
Best wishes,
Courtney and the crew
Pit Crews for Kids
Hendrick Marrow Program
Courtney Hurd <churd@hmsracing.com>
Charlotte, NC - Monday, December 13, 2004 9:24 AM CST
Praying for your speedy recovery dear Varun. Best wishes on your first birthday.
Lalit & Bhavana <lchaudhary@hotmail.com>
Ottawa, Ontario Canada - Sunday, December 12, 2004 3:24 PM CST
Happy Bday Varun. May you have a healthy life and happy years ahead. Hope you had a good time on your bday with nurses around you. You are a very brave little boy and May God give you all the strength you need to get better soon.
Manu,Sandeep and Miss Janvi <Shahi_manu@yahoo.com>
Flower Mound, TX - Saturday, December 11, 2004 11:27 AM CST
Happy Birthday Varun! We're praying for a speedy engraftment! You'll be out of there in no time. We hope your parents are getting some sleep (we know that the sleep deprivation can be kind of tough). Take care.
Kerry, Greg, Maizy and especially Sam Veitch
Kerry Veitch <kerryveitch@comcast.net>
Wayland, MA USA - Friday, December 10, 2004 5:12 PM CST
Dearest Varun,
Many Many Happy Returns of the Day!!! May God Bless You and everyone Near and Dear to You!!!
Cheers,
Rajeev, Susie, Raina and Rohan
Rajeev Muralidharan <rajeev92@yahoo.com>
Edmond, OK USA - Friday, December 10, 2004 3:58 PM CST
Hi Varun! Happy 1st Birthday! I hope that you have a great day!!
Love, Nurse Emily
Emily Dunn <ejd3@georgetown.edu>
Chapel Hill, NC - Friday, December 10, 2004 1:03 PM CST
"HAPPY BIRTHDAY VARUN BABY", It sure was nice to spend some time with yourself,Ramya and Deepak. Keep up the fight and we wish that by the next birthday you are up and about doing all the wonderful KIDDY things, Rhea chachi sure would be glad to show you the ropes.
Rhea Chachi,Rajeeta Aunty & Sushand uncle
- Friday, December 10, 2004 11:08 AM CST
Hello Varun,
We are friends of Janvi and just wanted to wish you on your special day - happy first brithday. Please know that every day caring thoughts are with you that each tomorrow is brighter for you. May God bless you and your family with nothing but the best.
With every good wish,
Manju, Neeraj, Rishika & Kavya <mkhanna108@yahoo.com>
Norman, OK - Friday, December 10, 2004 9:21 AM CST
Hi Deary Varun,
We wish you a very happy, wonderful and fun filled birthday to you.
Loads of love,
Yash, Kiran, Manisha, Harmeet, Sonali, Vikas, Asif, Farha
Kiran Mayi <kiranrk@yahoo.com>
Burlington, Ma USA - Friday, December 10, 2004 8:52 AM CST
Dear Varun,
Wishing you a very happy First Birthday. Hope you have a wonderful day.
Take care,
Akhil uncle, Rajany aunty and Radhika chechi <radhikakhil@yahoo.com>
Rye, NY - Friday, December 10, 2004 7:17 AM CST
Dear Varun,
A very happy birthday to you and many many more happy returns of the day.
Love,
Geetha Aunty and family
Geetha Vaidyanathan
Chapel Hill, NC - Friday, December 10, 2004 5:53 AM CST
Dear little Varun,
Our Love and Best Wishes on your First Birthday.
Ramya and Deepak,
Our thoughts and prayers are with you.
Love.
Surettan, Mother.
Balattan, Prasiedathi.
Premechi, Raghuettan.
Surettan. <surenm@vsnl.com>
- Thursday, December 9, 2004 9:21 PM CST
Dear Varun
Our prayers for your speedy recovery. Lots of love
Mathangi and Family
Mathangi <mathangi@earthlink.net>
- Thursday, December 9, 2004 8:18 PM CST
Dear Baby Varun,
Pia Auntie, and I are so proud of all your courage you have put forth in this journey. So many people are praying for your safe healing and journey back home to NH. We are particulary proud of you Mommy and Daddy for bringing you to Duke for your transplant. They exemplify the sheer strenght and courage that is required to help save your LIFE. Varun, you mean so much Pia, myself and the Matchpia.org Campaign, and know that we will continue to support you, your mother and your father every step of the way. With all our love and blessing for a safe journey.
Love,
Uncle Tim & Pia Auntie
Fred Hutch Cancer Center, Seattle, Wa - Wednesday, December 8, 2004 1:15 AM CST
Dear Varun:
Hope you enjoy a fun birthday, and many happy returns.
Sumathi told us about your family.
All best wishes from
Sudha, Rick, Arundhati, Keshav
Sudha
Chapel Hill, NC US - Monday, December 6, 2004 12:58 AM CST
Dear Varun,
Hey! We looked up your pictures today... You look really cute with that disarming smile of yours. We also know that you are getting better by the day... Before long you will be ready to get back watching your favourite ads on Zee TV... Now how's that?
Get well soon and keep smiling... We are only a smile apart...
Luv,
Raji Aunty, Radhika Chechi and Akhil Uncle... <radhikakhil@yahoo.com>
Rye, NY - Saturday, December 4, 2004 7:18 PM CST
Hey Varun,
Guess what our birthdays are on the same day, (Dec. 10th).
Happy early birthday to you and may God bless every step you take next in life.
Christina and Cortez <scooby78@earthlink.net>
Durham, NC - Saturday, December 4, 2004 5:26 PM CST
dear remyechi & deepakettan,
well this is just to wish u both all the strength to get through this phase.the whole worlds prayers are with u all.
loving kisses to varun.
namitha <nam_p20@yahoo.com>
ernakulam, kerala india - Saturday, December 4, 2004 3:05 AM CST
Hello Baby Varun, Deepak, and Ramya; I think of you guys all the time. Hope and Pray that Varun is feeling well and gets back to his happy self soon. You 3 are an inspiration. May this holiday season bring you joy and peace. Love, Adrianna, New England Marrow Donor Program
Adrianna Crooker <CrookerAN@usa.redcross.org>
Boston, MA USA - Friday, December 3, 2004 3:30 PM CST
Varun, Ramya and Deepak, You are always in prayers, wishing and praying for Varun's speedy recory..Lots of love (Yash and Kiran - Burlington, MA)
kiran mayi <kiranrk@yahoo.com>
burlington, ma usa - Friday, December 3, 2004 11:11 AM CST
Hi Varun, it has been fun to peek through your window at you and smile and wave. I think you look very cute without hair, and your eyes shine so brightly! Thanks for being my new friend here on the unit.
God bless,
Jackson White (and mama D'Anne) Room 5208
www.jacksonwhite.com
D'Anne White <mama@jacksonwhite.com>
Concord, CA --> Durham, NC USA - Friday, December 3, 2004 10:20 AM CST
Glad to hear about the progress. Our prayers are with you.
Sheeba Kambil <shibakambil@yahoo.co.in>
Bangalore, India - Thursday, December 2, 2004 10:20 PM CST
Deepak and Ramaya
I am sure varun would be looking cute without his hair too. I hope both of you are doing better and have all the strength you need to walk on this path. This road might be bumpy but as long as you have the faith and the good spirits the journey would be fine.You know you can count on us for anything.
Manu,Bobby and Miss Janvi <Shahi_manu@yahoo.com>
Flower Mound, TX - Thursday, December 2, 2004 4:21 PM CST
Dear Ramya,Deepak & Varun,
May God Bless Varun for better health.
Good to hear the progress in his treatment.
Wish you good luck.
Venkat & Girija Pasnoor <venkatrp@optonline.net>
Trumbull, CT USA - Thursday, December 2, 2004 2:34 PM CST
Dear Ramya &Deepak
I am a friend of Manu Shahi & even though I do not Know you personally but I feel for your pain as a mother. Just wanted to let you know we will pray for Varun & both of you. Keep up the spirits & Good thoughts & God will be give you the strength to take this journey
Sarika
Sarika <sarikabatra02@yahoo.com>
Austin, Tx - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 8:22 PM CST
Dear Ramya,Deepak & Varun,
Our prayers & best wishes are always with you.
Glad to hear that the cord blood transplant went through fine for Varun.
We are eagerly waiting for you guys to return back to manchester all well.
regards.
Surekha & Naveen
Manchester, NH USA - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 7:25 PM CST
Dear Deepak and Ramya,
My good friend Sumathi told us about Varun. We wish Varun a speedy recovery. We will have him in our prayers.
Ganesan and Geetha
Ganesan and Geetha <ggggvvvv@yahoo.com>
Chapel Hill, NC 27516 - Monday, November 29, 2004 7:14 PM CST
Deepak & Ramya,
Glad to see your journal updates about the transplant.
We pray for varun and hope to see you soon.
Get through this tough times soon.
Our love and regards.
- Cherian , Susan, Joel and Amy.
Merrimack, NH USA - Sunday, November 28, 2004 8:22 PM CST
I am immensely grateful to Varun, for making me aware of the Bone Marrow National Database, here in the States.
He has always been in my family's prayers (especially my 5 yr old daughter's). I am glad to hear about the stem cell 5/6 match. I am confident that everything will work out just fine with the Almighty watching over Tarun and his family.
Warm regards,
Rajeev
Rajeev Muralidharan <RAJEEVM@ROCKETMAIL.COM>
Oklahoma City, OK USA - Sunday, November 28, 2004 11:20 AM CST
Wishing Master Arun a speedy recovery and a sucessful transplant
Gopakumar
Sharjah, UAE - Sunday, November 28, 2004 7:11 AM CST
VARUN MON HI. MY PRAYERS FOR UR SPEEDY RECOVERY
NITIN <nithinchin@rediffmail.com>
KANNUR, KERALA INDIA - Friday, November 26, 2004 5:29 AM CST
Dear Deepak and Ramya,
We pray to god for Varun's recovery and back to normal life.
Bala Koppuravuri (KBK) <kbkrao@hotmail.com>
Khobar, Saudi Arabia - Friday, November 26, 2004 0:45 AM CST
Deepak, Ramya and especially Varun -- we are thinking and praying for you all. We know that the road is rough, but Varun is going to be strong and healthy and will be able to eat lots of Turkey next Thanksgiving !!! Lots of love the Veitches
Kerry Veitch <kerryveitch@comcast.net>
Boston, MA USA - Thursday, November 25, 2004 10:55 AM CST
Dear Deepak, Ramya - We wish Varun a very speedy recovery. Our thoughts and prayers are always with you. We miss you guys and hope to see little master soon.
Swathi and Mohan
Swathi and Mohan
Merrimack, NH USA - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 1:25 PM CST
We wish you the very best. Looking forward to meet a healthy family back in New Hampshire
Dinesh Veera
- Wednesday, November 24, 2004 1:24 PM CST
Dear Deepak and Ramya,
Best of Luck with the transplant on Friday. We will keep Varun in our prayers.
Preeta Kumar
Nashua, NH - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 11:56 AM CST
Dear Deepak,
Our thoughts and prayers are with you, your wife and Varun. We wish you the very best. We are looking forward to seeing a healthy, happy and strong Varun back in New Hampshire soon.
The Munugoor Family <munugoor@ureach.com>
Nashu, NH USA - Tuesday, November 23, 2004 4:38 PM CST
We are all pulling for you. Hope you have a speedy recovery. We are praying for total healing soon.
Our best to Mom and Dad.
Claudia,Dan, and Daniel Puckette <da1badbeagle@aol.com>
Forest and also 5200, VA USA - Monday, November 22, 2004 9:14 PM CST
Bes of Luck with Varun's chemo. My prayers are with you.
Amit Nangalia
Milwaukee, Wisconsin USA - Monday, November 22, 2004 8:50 AM CST
We are praying for Varun and we wish for him good health and speedy recovery. Wishing you all the very best Ramya and Deepak.
Manju and Rajesh <choudharymd@yahoo.com>
Delhi, Delhi India - Sunday, November 21, 2004 10:29 PM CST
Dear Varun,
You are lucky to have such wonderful, supportive parents. Good luck with chemotherapy and the transplant -- I'm sure you will keep your parents on their toes. I wish you all the best! Come back and visit us at Children's Hospital Boston soon.
Manish Butte <manish.butte@childrens.harvard.edu>
Boston, MA USA - Sunday, November 21, 2004 7:34 PM CST
Deepak, Ramya and Varun... good luck... our prayers and best wishes are with you.
Sethu & Meyyappan <sethu@charter.net>
Worcester, MA - Sunday, November 21, 2004 6:16 PM CST
Dear Deepak & Ramya
Our prayers for Varun's speedy recovery may God give you the strength to go through this difficult phase.
sajina and family <Sajin_a2 @ yahoo.co.in>
Hyderabad, AP INDIA - Sunday, November 21, 2004 8:27 AM CST
Every day caring thoughts are with you, bringing hope that each tomorrow is a little brighter. Get Well Soon...
Anu uncle
Dubai, UAE - Thursday, November 18, 2004 11:43 AM CST
Our prayers for Varun's recovery.
Kambil family <kambil.sheeba@tcs.com>
Bangalore, - Wednesday, November 17, 2004 4:47 AM CST
Dear Ramya & deepak,
We are all praying for Varun's speedy recovery.
with love
kanakadthi& family
secunderabad
sapna
- Tuesday, November 16, 2004 7:56 AM CST
Dear Varun Mon,
Wishing u a speedy recovery , get well soon
Lov
Aunty Asha
Asha <ashasunil@rediffmail.com>
Bangalore, KA India - Monday, November 15, 2004 11:47 PM CST
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