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Thanks for visiting our guestbook!(This is an open guestbook. Please feel free to add an entry to the guestbook for others to read.)IF YOU DON'T SEE YOUR ENTRY AFTER ADDING -- PLEASE CLICK ON RELOAD/REFRESH Click here to sign the guestbook. Click here to go back to the main page. Hi Sarah, Sorry we missed posting on your birthday but we were out of town the 1st week of Feb. We did get out to the cemetery yesterday. We miss you both so much. Love Mary & Thumbpa Daniel Ryan <danielryan2@comcast.net> St. Paul, MN - Monday, March 30, 2015 3:25 PM CDT Happy Birthday,Sarah Beth! Today is the 11th anniversary of your birth. I remember that day so well. I just looked at all your pictures in the album and recalled all those special moments with you. We treasure them all. Love, Thumbpa and Grandma Mary Mary Ryan <mhryan1@comcast.com> St. Paul, MN - Wednesday, February 5, 2014 8:01 AM CST Thinking of you all today. Vickie Holker <vickieholker@yahoo.com> - Monday, April 1, 2013 10:54 PM CDT Sarah Beth, you are ten years old! This year went by so fast but we think of you everyday and remember your precious little smile. Love, Grandma Mary and Thumbpa Mary Ryan <mhryan1@comcast.net> St. Paul, , MN - Saturday, February 9, 2013 1:06 PM CST We all love you so much, Sarah Beth. You will never be forgotten. You were born 9 years ago today. What a happy day that was for us. You were our first grandchild. Thinking of you and how you loved all your lights. Love, Grandma Mary Mary Ryan <mhryan1@comcast.net> St. Paul, MN - Sunday, February 5, 2012 9:59 PM CST Happy Birthday Sarah. We know you are celebrating with Ben, Sam & Luma. Love Thumbpa Daniel Ryan <danielryan2@comcast.net> St Paul, Mn USA - Sunday, February 5, 2012 7:02 PM CST I haven't written for a long time, but that does not mean I have ever stopped thinking of your family and keeping you all in my prayers. There are no words, I am just honored to have been in spirit with you along the journey which will continue until you reunite again. The prayers, the up's and down's, the happy times, the smiles, the love of your family, the raw emotion. I am a better person for knowing your family. Shelley Scribner <shelleyscribner@gmail.com> Grantsburg, WI USA - Monday, November 7, 2011 8:23 AM CST Mike, Kristen, Alex and Rachel, We want you to know you are in our thoughts and prayers, with fond thoughts of Sarah and Ben. Love, Al and Joan Joan Kosmerl Roseville, MN Ramsey - Friday, April 1, 2011 7:08 PM CDT Hi, The Ryan family, Happy 8th Birthday Sarah!! I have been thinking of Sarah since yesterday and havent forgotten her. All I have been remembering her beautiful smiles, gurling, rolling around and playing with her lighted toys. You have no idea how much I miss her! Miss holding her, playing with her, seeing her adorable smiles and her joyous playing. Please do know she is with her brother Ben and dog Luma and is watching over all of you. May Sarah, Ben, Luma and The Lord watch you all each day and know you all are loved by many. Love you all!! Janet <jad829@live.com> - Sunday, February 6, 2011 9:36 PM CST Happy Birthday, Sarah Beth! Today is your 8th birthday. I've been looking at all your pictures these last few days and remembering all the special moments we all had. We miss you terribly and send you hugs and kisses. Love, Grandma Mary and Thumbpa Mary Ryan <mhryan1@comcast.net> St. Paul, MN - Saturday, February 5, 2011 7:26 AM CST Mike and Kristen, just a note to let you know that I am thinking you and your family today. I was updating my calendar for the year with birthday, anniversaries, etc. When I got to Feb 5th I couldn't help but smile as I thought of Sarah. She was truly a remarkable girl! I know that it will be a bitter sweet year as you pass by special dates for both Sarah and Ben. You and your family are thought of often. Tracy Moosbrugger <mtmoose@earthlink.net> - Wednesday, January 19, 2011 8:29 AM CST Mike, Kristen, Alex & Rachel, I hope this message finds you healthy and having a good holiday season. Thinking of you always. Vickie Vickie Holker <Vickieholker@yahoo.com> - Saturday, December 4, 2010 6:45 PM CST Hi Angel, Stopped out to say hi to you and Ben yesterday. It was a beautiful day & wish you could have been with me in person instead of in spirit. Love T humbpa Daniel Ryan <danielryan2@comcast.net> St Paul, MN United States - Thursday, October 14, 2010 11:51 AM CDT Hi! Just to stop by to say I am still thinking about you! And for the family of Sarah and Ben. You and Ben are not forgotten yet are still always in my heart! Thanks for keeping the photos up, especially the front page, that is what I always recall your tendency of doing, with smiles on your face and fiddling around with the lighted toys. Janet <jjdoc93@yahoo.com> - Thursday, September 30, 2010 4:53 PM CDT Kristin, I just checked on our daughter Theresa's page and followed your trail back to Sarah Beth. I am so very very shocked to hear of Sarah Beth's death and have no words for how deep our sorrow for you is. Know we stand with you in prayer and in sorrowful silence at the magnitude of your losses...how your hearts must be hurting. I hope in some way(s) she is still letting you know that she's around in spirit and surrounding you with so much love. With our deepest sympathy and prayers, Cathy Clyde and st. Theresa Rose <www.caringbridge.org/mn/theresarose; weloveteesa@comcast.net> St. paul, mn usa - Tuesday, July 27, 2010 9:12 PM CDT I still have a pic of Sarah on my cell phone, taken while I was there to visit. Must be from- gosh, 3 years ago already at least? I'm so sad for all of us who knew and treasured Sarah, from nearby or from afar. But I am truly heartbroken for you all- Mike & Kristin, Rachel & Alex, and all your loving clan. Comfort and a sense of peace must be pretty elusive right now, but I wish them for you anyway. With immeasurable love and admiration... Teresa Lamo-Nelson <iammytmous@aol.com> Roseville, MN - Wednesday, July 14, 2010 12:42 AM CDT Every once in a while I stop by to look at the pictures and think about what an amazing little girl she was. Just wanted you to know she, and the entire Ryan clan are in my thoughts and prayers! Gillian Kingston <gillian.kingston@gmail.com> Peabody, Ma USA - Tuesday, July 6, 2010 12:22 AM CDT I am still thinking of your family every single day. Stay strong. As you know all too well, the hurt will not go away, but will be more bearable in time. Vickie Holker <vickieholker@yahoo.com> - Friday, June 4, 2010 8:15 PM CDT Hi Sarah, Been thinking of you and Ben lately. Miss ya! Hugs Janet <jjdoc93@yahoo.com> MN - Wednesday, June 2, 2010 1:45 PM CDT I just wanted to let you all know that I am still keeping you in my prayers and hoping for some serious stregth from God to get you through the rest of your days, until you are all reunited as a family whole again. The picture tribute is wonderful. I am sure Sam is very sad, missing his princess too... Shelley Scribner <absolutemastiffs@gmail.om> Grantsburg, WI USA - Monday, May 24, 2010 9:56 AM CDT I am late to Caring Bridge. Kristin knows I am NEVER late, except for that one time you were at Children's before me, but I was still on time - you were early. Smile and a wink. I think of you and remember your determination. I think of you and remember parents united. I think of you and remember your humor. I think of you and feel inspired to love deeper. I think of you and wish you healing. Big hugs, Gail Gail Nygren <gnygren@frontiernet.net> Marine, MN USA - Wednesday, May 19, 2010 9:10 AM CDT Mike, Kristin, Alex and Rachel. Just dropping by to say hello. I was thinking of all of you today especially Sarah and her little brother Ben. Just wanted to keep you guys in my thoughts and prayers. The Meiers - Thursday, May 13, 2010 10:07 PM CDT Your family is on my mind often. Just know that I continue to pray for you and know that God only takes the best! I am so very sorry! Shelley Scribner <absolutemastiffs@gmail.com> Grantsburg, WI USA - Monday, May 3, 2010 12:43 AM CDT awesome tribute. I continue to think your family. I pray God will help ease the pain your feeling. Judy <judy.montoya@hotmail.com> Farmington, - Wednesday, April 28, 2010 8:56 PM CDT Hi Continuning to think of you all... The front page photo of her is one of my favorite photos! Hugs Janet <jjdoc93@yahoo.com> MN - Tuesday, April 27, 2010 9:01 PM CDT What a beautiful tribute to your beautiful daughter. Susan Gannaway <sookiest31@hotmail.com> Winston Salem, NC USA - Sunday, April 25, 2010 6:16 PM CDT Thank you for sharing the beautiful pictures of Sarah and your family and friends. Her life on earth was filled with so many medical procedures and complications, but the thing that stands out is the incredible LOVE that she brought to your lives and that you gave to her, unconditionally. I have been thinking about you all often, and will continue to pray that you're filled with a peace that passes all understanding. Julie Sharer <ladybugjul@bellsouth.net> Powder Springs, GA USA - Wednesday, April 21, 2010 12:57 AM CDT I have been stopping by the site periodically to see if you post anything. I love the slide show. I was unable to see the whole thing before. Your family is constantly in my thoughts as is Sarah. I will never forget her. Vickie <vickieholker@yahoo.com> St. Paul, - Tuesday, April 20, 2010 9:43 PM CDT I just finished looking at the slide show of Sarah Beth's life, and I don't know when I've been so touched. The world is fortunate to have all the love you have brought into it. I wish every child born could know such wonderful caring. God bless you. Karen Rhiner <alkari@san.rr.com> San Diego, CA USA - Tuesday, April 20, 2010 8:12 PM CDT What beautiful pictures of sweet Sarah!! I especially loved seeing those precious baby pictures... brought such a smile to my face tonight! Just wanted you to know that I've continued to keep you guys in my thoughts and prayers... Tracy Hafeman <haftr_803@msn.com> - Tuesday, April 20, 2010 7:08 PM CDT Hi Mike and Kristin, Just wanted you to know that you continue to be in my thoughts and prayers. Be kind to yourselves. Jenny Olson Woodbury, MN - Tuesday, April 13, 2010 8:49 PM CDT Just finish looking at the photos of your pretty Sarah, I am really sorry to learn the news. Take care... Jena Bury Oakdale, MN - Monday, April 12, 2010 11:30 AM CDT Dear Ryan family- I am so sorry to hear that you had to lose your little girl.It sounds like she has always been a fighter. I hope you find comfort in the fact that she will join her little brother in heaven. We know that everything happens for a reason, she must have been needed there. I am sure it is impossible to find any good reason when your family is hurting so badly but one day it will come to you. I can not imagine how it must feel to lose two of your babies. I hope you will be able to stay strong and cherish all of the wonderful times that you did have with Sarah and that you are able to celebrate her life as time passes. Please know that you are in our thoughts. God bless your family. Justin, Charity, Mason, and Gage Horstman (Deb Wuetherich's daughter) Charity Horstman <cwuetherich@sibley-east.k12.mn.us> Brownton, MN USA - Thursday, April 8, 2010 7:35 AM CDT Dear Mike,and His Family; We are very sorry for the loss of Your baby Sarah. Our thoughts and prayers are with you all. We are from Turkey and we are Muslim. We will pray in our way to see her at the heaven and keep the rest of family healthy and strong. Please do not hesitate to ask any help from us. We are 24 hour ready to help you out for any kind of your needs. Omer Can KAYHAN ( 9th Ziya's Father) <cankayhan@sigmatrade-us.com> Minneapolis, MN USA - Monday, April 5, 2010 11:41 PM CDT Dear Mike, Kristin and Family; I am very sorry for the loss of Your Little Peanut, Sarah. My thoughts and prayers are with you all. Amanda Anderson <bigdiamondmastiffs@hotmail.com> Bemidji, mn - Monday, April 5, 2010 6:08 PM CDT Dear Ryan Family, there are no words, there are no "I know how you feel", but do know that I will be praying very hard for you to travel through this journey the Lord has for Sarah. I am very, very sorry over her passing. I always thought she sounded like such a cool girl, with her flashing lights, lip smackers, etc. I will keep you all forever in my prayers. Shelley Scribner <absolutemastiffs@gmail.com> Grantsburg, WI USA - Monday, April 5, 2010 11:05 AM CDT Kristin,your family & all who cared for Sarah, I am so sorry to hear of your loss. Sarah was a brave little girl - all made possible from her spirit and the love from those around her. Our thoughts are with you. The Jansen family Patti Jansen New Brighton, MN USA - Monday, April 5, 2010 9:39 AM CDT So impossible to finds words that could possibly ease pain. So happy for the years you had with Sarah. My thoughts are with you. So sad for your loss. Julie Schoborg Robbinsdale, MN - Monday, April 5, 2010 9:18 AM CDT I never got to meet Sarah, but I work with Mike and have been following her life on caring bridge for a couple months. I am so sorry for your family's loss. It was always encouraging and inspiring to see how your family stayed positive through the hard times. Peace be with you. Joshua Lang Minneapolis, MN USA - Monday, April 5, 2010 8:23 AM CDT From Washington DC, Meghan Laughlin, Samantha Ruhland, and I send you the deepest sympathy. Your family and your daughter are in our prayers and thoughts. Love, Sammy Siedschlag <samantha.siedschlag@gallaudet.edu> - Sunday, April 4, 2010 11:27 PM CDT Dear Mike and Kristen and family, My heart aches for you and I am sending you prayers and my deepest sympathy. I hope God gives you strength and assistance to get through this difficult loss. I know she blessed your life, and she was blessed to have you guys for her parents. Please know you are in my thoughts. Judi Larson Azar <judiazar@yahoo.com> Roseville, MN USA - Saturday, April 3, 2010 10:30 PM CDT Oh my Gosh! No words can explain my sorrow for you and your family. I have followed your family since Sarah's birth. Please accept my heartful sympathy. God Bless all of you. Judy (friend of Anne's) Farmington, - Saturday, April 3, 2010 7:45 PM CDT Dear Kristin and Family, I am so sorry for your loss. From the Caringbridge journals Sarah was quite a fighter and an amazing artist. Her struggle for life is inspiration to those of us who take everyday living for granted. Your family and Sarah are in my thoughts and prayers. Sincerely, Peggy Spalding Peggy Spalding <pspald_@hotmail.com> St. Paul, MN USA - Saturday, April 3, 2010 5:04 PM CDT May God, your family, and friends carry you through this difficult time. We hope that you will find comfort knowing that Sarah is an angle of God, and that she will be with you always. Our love and sympathy to you all. Cal & Krista Fuller Hugo, MN - Saturday, April 3, 2010 2:54 PM CDT Mike, Kristin and family - Sarah was such an incredible fighter and your willingness to share her and your wonderful story of family strength, love and hope has touched more lives than you can imagine. Sarah was so blessed to have you as her family. You are in our prayers! Tracy Moosbrugger <mtmoose@earthlink.net> - Friday, April 2, 2010 10:00 PM CDT Kristy, Mike, Alex, and Rachel, I am so saddened to hear about Sarah's death. I know you are grieving; your lives will be unbelievably altered, missing her presence in your home. I pray that God will hold your hearts in His loving hands and that you tangibly experience His care and comfort. He has healed Sarah now. May that be your Hope as you trust Jesus in this time. Love, Li Li Nordell <li@nordell.us> Roseville, MN USA - Friday, April 2, 2010 9:04 PM CDT Dear Mike, Kristin and family, Ed and I are so sorry to hear about Sarah. We are thinking about all of you and praying that God will take care of and bless you during this sad time. It is a comfort to know that Sarah will be joining her brother, Ben, and now both of them will be smiling down upon all of you from God's arms in a place a peace and unending love. Marlene & Ed Weil <marlenew@snet.net> Estero, FL - Friday, April 2, 2010 4:44 PM CDT Mike, Kristen and family you are all in my prayers. I followed Sarah's brave battle for the last two months. Every time she had a breakthrough, I rejoiced. Every setback, I was disheartened. But through it all, the strength of your love for your beautiful daughter touched me. May God be with you all. Susan Gannaway <sookiest31@hotmail.com> Winston Salem, NC USA - Friday, April 2, 2010 1:36 PM CDT I am sorry for the loss of your much-loved Sarah! Your family is in my prayers. Sue Stacey St. Paul, MN USA - Friday, April 2, 2010 1:12 PM CDT Loving thoughts and prayers are with you all. I cannot express in words how sadden we are to hear the passing of Sarah. May Sarah continue her journey holding hands with little brother Ben having peace and joy. Marti Docken Oakdale, MN 55128 - Friday, April 2, 2010 9:58 AM CDT I woke up this morning, the first thing I thought was about you the family and am grieving, heartbreaken and numb. Am asking Him to help us all, and greatest for you the family and to guide us all. He, the Lord, has Sarah with no machines/tubes and am sure she is reconnceted with her little brother Ben, and the dog Luma. They are together smiling, playing. Sarah will miss you so much, I could feel you are trying to tell me you are doing great and are in good hands. Janet <jjdoc93@yahoo.com> MN - Friday, April 2, 2010 9:41 AM CDT My thoughts and prayers are with you. I wish you all a gentle peace and in knowing she joins her beautiful brother Ben. I will think of her every time I walk into ICU. Love always, Kari Kari Saffouri Blaine , mn - Friday, April 2, 2010 7:50 AM CDT God Bless you Mike. Ed B <ebourgeois@visi.com> - Friday, April 2, 2010 5:45 AM CDT Dear Kristin, Mike, Rachel and Alex, One of my favorite sayings is "The only true happiness in life is to love and be loved." George Sand. Your family's love for Sarah and hers for you taught me grace in the face of obstacles, unconditional love in the days of ordinary and extraordinary, a life lived with determination and purpose all wrapped in an expression filled with wit, humor and authenticity. I am spiritually moved by the timing of Sarah's passing for it strikes me as a comforting message for you who loved her so well. Big hugs, love and blessings. Gail Gail Nygren <gnygren@frontiernet.net> Marine, MN USA - Thursday, April 1, 2010 10:16 PM CDT Kristin and family, I was saddened to find the news about Peanut's passing. It had been one heck of a roller coaster ride to monitor this caringbridge website frequently to see how she was doing. It is unique that she would join her brother Ben on his anniversary date. Now it will be both their anniversary date and a very special date for remembrance. We hope to make it back to Minnesota in time for the funeral as we are spring breaking in Florida. Lots of love for your family from ours. Tom Anderson and family <tomanderson14@gmail.com> Roseville, MN - Thursday, April 1, 2010 10:00 PM CDT Words cannot express my sadness in reading your last post. Sarah fought and won so many health battles through the years; I guess I took for granted that she would win this one, too. My thoughts and prayers are with you all. She was a strong, amazing little girl, with an incredible family. I am honored and blessed to have had the chance to know her. Angi Ault <angi.ault@yahoo.com> Burnsville, MN 55337 - Thursday, April 1, 2010 9:16 PM CDT Dear Kristen, Mike and family, Mere words can not convey the sadness I feel for you all at this time. Your brave and honestly shared information/postings helped everyone keep prayers and positive thoughts going. I am happy I got to meet Sarah last summer. Her life is a blessing and she will be with you and everyone who knew her forever. Hugs and tears today and blessings for tmrw. Kathryn Rose Eden Prairie, MN Hennepin - Thursday, April 1, 2010 8:28 PM CDT Dear Mike and Kristin, I just wanted you to know that I am holding you and your family in my thoughts and prayers as you try to process this enormous loss. I truly believe that Sarah's life was so very precious, and that the world has lost an amazing little girl who made such a beautiful mark on the lives of many. May God give you all the peace and the strength that you need... I feel incredibly blessed to have had the opportunity to be a small part of sweet Sarah's life! Tracy Hafeman <haftr_803@msn.com> - Thursday, April 1, 2010 8:04 PM CDT Dear Kristin, Mike, Alex & Rachel, I just sat down to check on little Sarah, as I do daily. Kristin and Mike have been so faithful to keep us all up to date on her struggles and her triumphs. To all of you, thank you for being such an incredible family for your sweet little daughter and sister. She only knew love from being with you all and what an incredible life that is. And now, on to her Father's arms where she will be wrapped in eternal love. I pray for your comfort, your strength, and God's grace to get you all through this most difficult time. Sending all of my love, Julie Julie Sharer <ladybugjul@bellsouth.net> Powder Springs, Ga USA - Thursday, April 1, 2010 7:06 PM CDT You are all in my thoughts and prayers at this terrible time. Even though I never got the chance to meet Sarah in person, I will miss her. sorry for your loss. Michelle Fenton - Thursday, April 1, 2010 6:21 PM CDT Kristy and family,, we re sad to hear about Sarah,, she s join with her brother Ben same date which is special and free from pain and suffering !! they will watch over your family !! HUGS Meryl <mngals3@aol.com> Faribault, MN - Thursday, April 1, 2010 6:00 PM CDT We are so sad to hear about your Sweet, Sweet Sarah Beth, we will be praying ever so hard for graces to pour down on your family. I have cherished hearing about all the joy your little fighter Sarah has brought into her Grandma Ryan and Thumbpa's lives. Sarah you are precious to so many!! Jill and Dan Kelly <jkelly@nativity-mn.org> Minneapolis, MN - Thursday, April 1, 2010 5:35 PM CDT Kristin, Mike, and family. We are so so sorry for your loss. The only comfort in all of this is that we know where she is. She is having a wonderful family reunion in Heaven. We will continue to pray for all of you! Love, the McAlpines Sheila - Thursday, April 1, 2010 4:59 PM CDT Dear Ryan family, I am so saddened to hear of Sarah's passing. Thank you for sharing her with us; we all enjoyed our times with her. God bless your family at this time. Mary Mary Holt <mary.holt@isd623.org> Roseville, Mn - Thursday, April 1, 2010 4:56 PM CDT We are very sorry about her passing. It is comfort to know that she is in hands of God and being with Ben. You all are in our hearts and prayers. Mike & Pam Kujawa Lino Lakes, MN USA - Thursday, April 1, 2010 4:50 PM CDT I want to give words of comfort. The memories flood back to me. My words... As I sit here I have no words to give; only tears. I Love You All... Char Koppinger <charcoda@comcast.net> Oakdale, mn - Thursday, April 1, 2010 4:22 PM CDT Kristin, Mike and family .. We are very saddened to hear of little Peanut's passing. You all have been in our prayers and will continue to be in the days to come. She was one truly blessed little girl to have you all as her parents and family. Andrea & Jamie Forest Lake, mn USA - Thursday, April 1, 2010 4:20 PM CDT Dear Kristin, Mike, Rachel and Alex, I am so very sorry for the loss of your daughter and sister. How special she was to all of you. I will be sure to say a special prayer for Sarah this Easter Sunday and for you all as you begin heal your loss. Dyan Sherwood Maplewood, MN USA - Thursday, April 1, 2010 4:18 PM CDT Mike, Kristen & family, I am so saddened to hear of Sarah's passing.... one of God's sweetest angels. Sarah gave more joy than most people could comprehend possible. She will be missed by many & loved by all. I'll pray that God will comfort you with your precious memories. It's comforting to know that she's with Ben & he's showing her around in Heaven!! Remember the Bible promises, "...to be absent from the body is to be present with the Lord." (2Corinthians 5:8) And best of all....Revelations 21:1 say..."And God will wipe away every tear from their eyes; there shall be no more death, nor sorrow, nor crying. There shall be no more pain, for the former things have passed away." No more pain for Sarah, Amen!!! Our family will pray that God will wrap His arms around your family & comfort you in this challenging time. Hold fast to His promises... they give such comfort at this time. xox, Rose Olejnicak Rose Olejnicak <curtmadime@yahoo.com> Burnsville, MN United States - Thursday, April 1, 2010 3:56 PM CDT I am so sorry for your family's loss. You were the best parents Sarah could possibly have had; you surrounded her with your love. May God comfort you in your double grief and hold you in his loving arms. Betsy Hanes Perry San Carlos, CA USA - Thursday, April 1, 2010 3:12 PM CDT Please accept a huge hug from San Diego for you, Kristen and Mike. I am so sorry. She was so lucky to have you to make her life sweet. You are living angels. Karen Rhiner <alkari@san.rr.com> San Diego, CA USA - Thursday, April 1, 2010 3:08 PM CDT Kirsten, Mike and family... I am sorry for your loss. My heartache is for you all. Sarah was a special sweet girl while I meet her in person a few times. She is with her little brother Ben in Heaven. I am think of your family. you all are in my prayer. Becky Mebust Becky Mebust <Beckymd75@yahoo.com> Andover, MN Anoka - Thursday, April 1, 2010 2:57 PM CDT We are deeply saddened by the loss of Sarah Beth. Our deepest sympathy and prayers to you and the family. Al and Joan Al Kosmerl <alkos1@msn.com> Roseville, MN Ramsey - Thursday, April 1, 2010 2:54 PM CDT Kristin and family - my heart aches for all of you. There are no words that could describe what I feel for you and your family. I thank God everyday for having known Sarah even for just a short time. Sarah and Ben are our unforgotten treasures that will never be gone from our hearts. Big Bear Hugs and Prayers for all of you. Betty Miller <bettymiller@centurytel.net> Prescott, WI - Thursday, April 1, 2010 2:41 PM CDT Words cannot express the sadness I feel for your family. We will continue to pray for Sarah, but she is up in Heaven frolicking with Ben! We will remember all of you in prayers as you go through these difficult days. We are praying... Trudee and family <trudeek@juno.com> - Thursday, April 1, 2010 2:31 PM CDT I am so very sorry for your loss. I know that Sarah was a blessing in your life as you all were a blessing to her. You are in my prayers. Linda Varro St. Paul, MN - Thursday, April 1, 2010 2:30 PM CDT You are all in my thoughts and prayers at this terrible time. Even though I never got the chance to meet Sarah in person, I will miss her. That she was (and is) a very special person shone through all you ever said about her, and I will never forget her. Katy Cooper <katy.madellio@gmail.com> Peabody, MA USA - Thursday, April 1, 2010 2:29 PM CDT Kristin, Mike, Alex and Rachel. I am so sorry for your loss, I am going to miss your little girl so much. I may have left frequently, but I always can back, because I loved to take care of her. Know you are in my thoughts and prayers for the many hard days to come. Vickie Vickie Holker <vickieholker@yahoo.com> - Thursday, April 1, 2010 2:25 PM CDT Dear Kristin, Mike and family, We don't know each other very well, I met you years ago and my parents are Lanny and Becky Mebust. I know your story through my mother and have always had a special place in my heart for you. I will never forget the kindness and love you put into making our memory quilts in our sister's memory (Geulah). You give so much to others. I know there are no words to offer comfort, but I offer my prayers. “If ever there is tomorrow when we're not together.. there is something you must always remember. you are braver than you believe, stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think. but the most important thing is, even if we're apart.. i'll always be with you.” ~ Winnie the Pooh Elisheva Carlson Elisheva Carlson <elisheva.carlson@gmail.com> Coon Rapids, MN USA - Thursday, April 1, 2010 2:24 PM CDT Words are not enough at this time. I am so sorry. Cara Cara Leeling <cleeling@earthlink.net> Minneapolis, MN united States - Thursday, April 1, 2010 2:17 PM CDT Words can't express how sad I am for you. You are in my thoughts and prayers. I will miss your sweet Sarah Beth. I am so sorry, Love, Kim Kim Bulger <kabulger@comcast.net> Saint Paul, MN USA - Thursday, April 1, 2010 2:09 PM CDT I don't know what to write. Somehow, in my mind, she had become invincible. Words cannot describe how sad and shocked I am. I have to believe there is meaning (that I can't see yet) in Ben and Sarah passing to God on the same day of the year. You are all in my thoughts and prayers. Gillian Kingston <gillian.kingston@gmail.com> Peabody, Ma USA - Thursday, April 1, 2010 1:54 PM CDT I am still thinking of all of you and keeping you in my prayers. Cara Cara Leeling <cleeling@earthlink.net> Minneapolis, MN united States - Thursday, April 1, 2010 11:59 AM CDT Dear Sarah and Family, My name is Michelle. Though we have never met, your grandma and I work together. Whenever she talks about you, her face lights up. I wanted you to know that I am keeping all of you in my prayers during this recent setback. You are a fighter and with your strength you'll get through this tough time. Happy Easter! Sincerely, Michelle Michelle Metzdorf <metzdorf22@yahoo.com> Saint Paul, MN United States - Thursday, April 1, 2010 8:32 AM CDT Dear Sarah and family, I am a friend/co-worker of your grandma's. . . . .I am praying very hard for all of your medicine to work. . . . you are so loved by your family and friends. Hang in there. . . . and we will keep praying for your recovery from this nasty bacteria. Prayers and much love, jane tracy Jane Tracy <jtracy@nativity-mn.org> St. Paul, MN USA - Wednesday, March 31, 2010 10:51 PM CDT Dear Sarah and family, We are praying hard that these antibiotics work and you are healthy soon. My second graders have been praying for you, also. I went to Ben's site. I was so sorry to about Luma. It's hard to lose a pet. We love them and they are family. My words can't express how my heart aches at this time for all of you. We will keep praying. May the power of those prayers get you through each day--each hour. Hang in there! Trudee Kelly <trudeek@juno.com> - Wednesday, March 31, 2010 7:08 AM CDT Dear Kristin, Mike and Family, Thank you once again for letting us know how your sweet Peanut is doing. I think of you all so often as I go about my day. I'll admit that I check this site very often hoping and praying for good news. You always manage to give us a bit of hope even on your most difficult days. You are amazing! My times spent with you and Sarah mean the world to me and her smiles bring such happiness to all who love her. Blessings and Hugs, Kim Kim Bulger <kabulger@comcast.net> St. Paul, MN USA - Tuesday, March 30, 2010 7:13 PM CDT So much for you to handle. Just know that so many are with you and praying for you and love you. Dick and Ruth Ruth Klotz <raklotz@centurytel.net> - Tuesday, March 30, 2010 4:10 PM CDT Sarah, please stay strong! And Ben, I never met you but I know you are watching over your sister:) Happy BIrthday!! Molly Molly Pope - Tuesday, March 30, 2010 9:56 AM CDT I am praying for all of you. Linda Varro St. Paul, MN - Tuesday, March 30, 2010 8:46 AM CDT Thinking of you and praying for all of you! Trudee Kelly <trudeek@juno.com> - Tuesday, March 30, 2010 7:38 AM CDT Thinking about you on this bittersweet day as you celebrate Ben's birthday, mourn his short life and support Sarah as she struggles with illness. We saw Anne/Joel this past weekend and got to hear about Sarah's wonderful laugh prior to her most recent setback - I can only imagine how fun that must have been! We are thinking about you! Tracy Moosbrugger <mtmoose@earthlink.net> - Monday, March 29, 2010 11:51 PM CDT Your last update hurts my heart. I wish I could make everything better. Your amazing people and I'm proud to call you my friend. I am praying for all of you that you will continue to have strength, and that Sarah will make a quick flip back to recovery road. Sheila McAlpine - Monday, March 29, 2010 11:25 PM CDT Praying every day for Sarah to turn things around, and for you to have the strength to get through all of this! Hang in there!!! Hugs to sweet Sarah... :) Tracy Hafeman (Roseville Schools) <haftr_803@msn.com> - Monday, March 29, 2010 6:26 PM CDT You are constantly in my thoughts and prayers. I also am heartbreaking for you all for all the struggles you are dealing with. Please do know there are so many prayers for you all, every minutes, every hours and every day. THANKS for being so WONDERFUL parents!!! Hugs! Janet <jjdoc93@yahoo.com> MN - Sunday, March 28, 2010 8:06 PM CDT Dear Kristin and Mike, I'm so sorry for this setback for Sarah. You are in my thoughts and prayers, Love, Kim Kim Bulger <kabulger@comcast.net> St. Paul, MN usa - Sunday, March 28, 2010 1:20 PM CDT Sarah finally got on your website the day of your surgery. I have been following it since then. My prayers go out to you daily. Hope you can come home soon. Miss you Marlys <marlys.ptacek@gmail.com> Minneapolis, mn USA - Saturday, March 27, 2010 7:02 PM CDT Wow, I'm starting to think *I* need Valium for when I read your updates and just THINK about YOUR stress!! I honestly don't know how you're all holding it together, but I pray for your strength during such trying times. "Never a dull moment" seems to be a recurring theme in the life and times of Sarah. Also will pray for an occasional dull moment. Blessings on you all! Julie Sharer <ladybugjul@bellsouth.net> Powder Springs, GA USA - Saturday, March 27, 2010 10:39 AM CDT Wow! What does one say? Prayers are all I have to offer. Prayers going up to God almighty. Not only for Sarah but for all of you. Hang onto Hope! Know that there are many people who you may not know that are praying. God is great and he will take care of all of you. Judy Farmington, - Friday, March 26, 2010 7:08 PM CDT Instead of valium, how about a big hug all the way from California. You are saints. You are in my thoughts daily, and I always check Sarah Beth's web site. Thank you for keeping us all posted. Karen Rhiner <alkari@san.rr.com> San Diego, CA USA - Friday, March 26, 2010 3:29 PM CDT Oh, thinking of all of you. Hope things go well! Cara Leeling <cleeling@earthlink.net> Minneapolis, MN United States - Friday, March 26, 2010 12:20 AM CDT Oh, Sarah has just been keeping you guys hopping, hasn't she? :) We have her (and you all!) in our prayers, both from us, our families, and from my work. Will continue to check in on you guys! Andrea & Jamie Forest Lake, MN USA - Friday, March 26, 2010 11:18 AM CDT SO sorry to hear all of the scary situations you've been dealing with. I hope and pray that the medical team can figure out what's going on with Sarah, and that you'll be able to bring her home soon. Stay strong. Mary Mary Holt <mary.holt@isd623.org> Roseville, MN USA - Friday, March 26, 2010 9:05 AM CDT "As happy as we've ever seen her" is a wonderful thing to hear. I am sorry for the medical bad news that has come with it. You don't know me, but I've been praying for all of you. Jonquil - Wednesday, March 24, 2010 5:21 PM CDT Hi Sarah! I talked to your Grandma today. We will be sending lots of prayers your way. We are praying for your Mom and Dad also. Trudee Kelly <Trudeek@juno.com> - Tuesday, March 23, 2010 8:10 PM CDT Sarah, get well soon. I've been thinking of you often. I am so happy to hear you are smiling and laughing! Stay strong and keep smiling, because that's what will scare the fever away!! =) John Franko <johntfranko@yahoo.com> Portland, OR USA - Wednesday, March 17, 2010 1:35 PM CDT I woke up about 6:30 am today thinking of you Sarah. YAY - No more ventilator. I repeat: fever fever go away, fever fever do not stay. Your mommy and daddy said you've started to have some joy back in your life - laughing and smiling. Please ask your mommy to tickle your toes for me. Sending you love and blessings. Gail Gail Nygren <gnygren@frontiernet.net> Marine, MN USA - Tuesday, March 16, 2010 9:30 AM CDT Yah!! It is sounding like things are going in the right direction! Can't wait to see you at home! Cara Cara Leeling <cleeling@earthlink.net> Minneapolis, MN united States - Sunday, March 14, 2010 8:13 PM CDT Fever fever go away! Fever fever do not stay! Sending prayers and blessings your way. I'll see you on 3/23 9 - 11 am. Hugs, Gail Gail Nygren <gnygren@frontiernet.net> Marine, MN USA - Friday, March 12, 2010 9:27 AM CST Sending you the best thoughts I can. I am thinking of all of you!! Cara Cara Leeling <cleeling@earthlink.net> Minneapolis, MN united States - Thursday, March 11, 2010 1:30 PM CST Sending prayers and positive thoughts your way...praying for that fever to away as quickly as it appeared and for the surgery and central line replacement to go without a glitch...NOT EVEN ONE! (Enough of those already!!) Be strong, Sarah (and Mike & Kristin!) \|m/ Julie Sharer <ladybugjul@bellsouth.net> Powder Springs, GA - Thursday, March 11, 2010 12:23 AM CST Dear Mike and Kristin and Family, My love and prayers are with all of you today. I'm praying that all goes well and that Sarah will be cuddled up in your loving arms very soon. Kim Bulger Kim Bulger <kabulger@comcast.net> St Paul, MN USA - Thursday, March 11, 2010 11:14 AM CST We are praying for all of you today and every day! Love, Anne, Joel, Will and Nick Anne Anderson <joel-anne@comcast.net> Minneapolis, MN - Thursday, March 11, 2010 9:16 AM CST Hi Sarah! We will be praying for you as you undergo surgery. I check in with your Grandma all the time to see how you are doing. Tell your Mom and Dad that I am praying for them, too. They are wonderful advocates for you! God bless them...and you! As always...we are praying.... Trudee Kelly <Trudeek@juno.com> - Wednesday, March 10, 2010 9:29 PM CST HI Sarah, I ADMIRE your parents, I have known them for years and have seen their STRONG caring, and love for you. Yes, NO more versed! I pray things go well for you tomorrow. Tell parents I am with them and holding them in their hearts and spirits. Sarah, you rest up and take easy, so you could recover eventually. Love you all! HUGS Janet <jjdoc93@yahoo.com> MN - Wednesday, March 10, 2010 6:23 PM CST Hi Ryan Clan! Alex, I look forward to seeing you in a play one of these days- theater ROCKS! Rachel, woot-woot! I hope your road trip was a blast! Wow. Mike & Kristin, from one parent to another, I'm praying for the best, for you and your beautiful family. OX Thumpa. What better way for a gal to spend her day than thumb-snuggling with her grandpa. And grandma, we've never met, but I'm thinking you must be a force of nature! OK Peanut, let's shake off those doping meds and show us your next trick! You warm my heart, young lady. ;) Teresa LAmo-Nelson <iammytmous@aol.com> Roseville, MN - Wednesday, March 10, 2010 5:07 PM CST You are all in my thoughts. Thank you for updating the web site. I am cheering for Sarah! Kathy Gilman, Lifeworks <kgilman@lifeworks.org> Eagan, mn usa - Wednesday, March 10, 2010 4:26 PM CST You go, mom! No more Versed !!! Keeping Sarah in our prayers as always. Keep your chin up, Peanut! Andrea & Jamie Forest Lake, MN USA - Wednesday, March 10, 2010 2:41 PM CST Sarah- Thinking of you and good luck tomorrow! Cara Cara Leeling <cleeling@earthlink.net> Minneapolis, mN united States - Wednesday, March 10, 2010 1:09 PM CST Continuing to keep sweet Sarah and all of you in my prayers!!!! Tracy Hafeman <haftr_803@msn.com> - Monday, March 8, 2010 6:26 PM CST Hi Sarah! Glad to hear the platelets are up! That's the GREAT news to hear :) Am so glad they got this mystery figured out and got dealt with. Looks like you are on your recovery road. Tell mom to take more pictures of you when you are ready as I miss you and your smiles!!! Hugs Janet <jjdoc93@yahoo.com> MN - Monday, March 8, 2010 8:55 AM CST Hi Sarah! Glad to hear those numbers are up! Yay! Tell your Mom that blessings are sometimes disguised. My Mom used to say everything happens for a reason. Keep improving! We are praying! Trudee and family <trudeek@juno.com> - Sunday, March 7, 2010 8:36 PM CST Hi Sarah and family. Hooray - platelets are good ... up up and up. What an incredible chemistry puzzle you've been putting together. Sending love and blessings. Gail Gail Nygren <gnygren@frontiernet.net> Marine, MN USA - Sunday, March 7, 2010 2:54 PM CST Thinking of you and sending prayers your way from Puerto Vallarta, Mexico! Hoping that Sarah continues to improve! Love, Aunt Anne, Uncle Joel, Will and Nick Anne Anderson <joel-anne@comcast.net> currently Puerto Vallerta, - Saturday, March 6, 2010 8:43 PM CST Sarah- Glad to see that you are down to only one pump, and sitting up!! The painting is soon! We are thinking about you. Cara, Jake, Sibella and Larissa Leeling Cara Leeling <cleeling@earthlink.net> minneapolis, mn united States - Saturday, March 6, 2010 12:07 AM CST I'm happy to see PT has been able to start with Sarah and that she's tolerating it well. I worked with most of the PTs at Childrens so will look forward to hearing who you've met and what we will continue to work on when Sarah comes home. Hope all continues to improve. Take care. Mary Mary Holt <mary.holt@isd623.org> Roseville, Mn - Thursday, March 4, 2010 12:25 AM CST Dear Mommy and Daddy, You guys rock! I could not have asked for a better family to be born into. I am so blessed to have you both behind me, for better or for worse. I know the last few weeks have not been easy for you. Thank you for having faith in me and not giving up on me. I love you guys!!!! Peanut Roseville, MN USA - Thursday, March 4, 2010 11:47 AM CST Keep fighting! You all are always in our thoughts! _\m/ Debbo <DebboHippo3@aol.com> - Tuesday, March 2, 2010 8:47 PM CST Hi, What a wonderful day, indeed!! I'm so happy for all of you. Love and Hugs, Kim Kim Bulger <kabulger@comcast.net> St. Paul, MN USA - Tuesday, March 2, 2010 2:16 PM CST It's so wonderful to read that Sarah seems to be on an upward trend. Thank you so much for keeping us posted...though I'll be glad to go back to the days when there were no posts, because good news is no news. Bless you all for hanging in there, and thoughts and prayers for everyone. Katy Cooper <katy.madellio@gmail.com> Peabody, MA - Tuesday, March 2, 2010 1:15 PM CST Yeah for Sarah! Yeah for you all! We continue to pray. Ruth Klotz <raklotz@centurytel.net> - Tuesday, March 2, 2010 12:55 AM CST Hi Sarah! Glad to hear you are getting a little better! Hoping this week is the week you are starting to get better each day :) Love ya dearie! Janet <jjdoc93@yahoo.com> MN - Monday, March 1, 2010 1:56 PM CST Tim and I are thinking and praying for you Sarah Beth and your family! You are such a fighter!!! Kathy Griesgraber Apple Valley, MN USA - Monday, March 1, 2010 11:58 AM CST Good morning Sarah and to your loving family. Today is March 1st and spring is in the air. The full moon set in the violet western sky around 6:30 am. It's a day to be valiant. Sending you love, prayers and toe tickles. Gail Nygren <gnygren@frontiernet.net> Marine, MN USA - Monday, March 1, 2010 7:09 AM CST Hi Sarah and family! What a time you are having! Sarah we will keep praying that you can stay off the ventilator. I lit a candle for you at church today. Hang in there Sweetie! We are praying... Trudee Kelly <Trudeek@juno.com> - Sunday, February 28, 2010 9:07 PM CST Way to go Sarah!! You go, girl! About time to blow that pop stand! We're praying for you. See you soon. Love, Papa. Jim Hildebrand <jim.hildebrand@comcast.net> - Saturday, February 27, 2010 7:31 AM CST YAY ... Stay off the ventilator!!! Sending you love, blessings and prayers. Big Hugs. Gail Gail Nygren <gnygren@frontiernet.net> Marine, MN USA - Friday, February 26, 2010 11:41 PM CST You are all in my thoughts and prayers. I haven't checked in in a while, so sorry she is going through all of this. I very happy to read she is doing better and off the ventilator. Liz Lapinski <liz@lizardsmastiffs.com> stacy, mn - Friday, February 26, 2010 9:11 PM CST Here is hoping today will bring answers and hope to all of you. And with that the end to the vent!!!! Cara Leeling <cleeling@earthlink.net> Minneapolis, mn usa - Friday, February 26, 2010 1:16 PM CST Praying that the "de-venting" goes well and that your Mom and family can soon have a little peace in their lives. Kristin, you might want to consider a medical-related degree; I'm always amazed at all of the medical details that you write so eloquently about. You're also so competent in explaining them to us who know very little about them! Thanks, by the way. Hang in there, my friend...you are surely earning many jewels for your crown in heaven. You never amaze me with your strength, compassion, and (in spite of all you're enduring) your wit!! Love to all of you. Julie Sharer <ladybugjul@bellsouth.net> Powder Springs, GA USA - Friday, February 26, 2010 10:53 AM CST Sarah, I'm praying for you today as they look to take you off the ventilator. Hang in there - you can do it! Tracy Moosbrugger <mtmoose@earthlink.net> - Friday, February 26, 2010 9:46 AM CST I'll be thinking of all of you today... and sending lots of "STAY OFF THE VENTILATOR" vibes and prayers your way!!! Thanks so much for all of the updates... Tracy Hafeman (Roseville Schools) <haftr_803@msn.com> - Friday, February 26, 2010 8:01 AM CST Hang in there Sarah. I don't think I should come to see you tonight when I go to work. With your immune system so fragile, I would not want to carry something over from my floor and give it to you. I will come to see you when your numbers are better. Hugs and Kisses. Vickie <vickieholker@yahoo.com> - Thursday, February 25, 2010 2:05 PM CST Sarah - you are one cool chick! love the photos of you smiling and laughing, brought tears to my eyes. Your mom (Kristin) and family have the most amazing strength and unconditional love for you. Hugs! Betty Miller <bettymiller@centurytel.net> Prescott, WI USA - Thursday, February 25, 2010 12:00 AM CST Sarah and family, Though we don't write often, we check in for updates constantly and you are in our thoughts and prayers. You are the most courageous people we know and the grace with which you handle everything life throws at you is an astounding example for the rest of us. We love you guys and are here if you need anything.... Audra Meier <ameiermn1@gmail.com> Bloomington, MN USA - Wednesday, February 24, 2010 8:20 AM CST Hey, I thought you were in the hospital! Now I see your on a vacation:-D. I want all the details when you go home! Love, Molly Molly Pope Milaca, MN - Wednesday, February 24, 2010 3:29 AM CST Sarah, We had a great time today. You smiled for me and giggled when Mom and I rubbed your belly. Keep on fighting. You have so many people praying for you and those prayers are paying off. Thumbpa is there now with you and his thumb! We love you so. Grandma Mary and Thumbpa Mary Ryan <mhryan1@comcast.net> St. Paul, MN - Tuesday, February 23, 2010 11:10 PM CST The picture is hilarious! Glad Sarah is slowly improving so you can enjoy her sweetness! Love, Auntie Anne Uncle Joel, Will and Nick Anne Anderson <joel-anne@comcast.net> Minneapolis, mn - Tuesday, February 23, 2010 8:21 PM CST I am so glad you are slowly getting some answers. You are in my thoughts Sarah and family. Tell Mom (Kristin) to tell you some jokes so that the smiling and laughter continue. She is one of the most humorous people I know!! John Franko <johntfranko@yahoo.com> Portland, OR USA - Tuesday, February 23, 2010 6:06 PM CST I am glad to hear things are going a little better, although there is still a long way to go. Dr. Pozos is the best. If anyone to get to the bottom of Sarah's problems it is her. Very thourough and looks at all things, not just infections. I'll stop by Thursday to see you all. Vickie <vickieholker@yahoo.com> - Tuesday, February 23, 2010 1:51 PM CST Hi, There is nothing like a smile from Sarah to brighten your day!! That is good news. Thinking of you, Kim Kim Bulger <kabulger@comcast.net> St. Paul, MN USA - Tuesday, February 23, 2010 1:09 PM CST Good morning Sarah. I fall asleep each night with a prayer for you. I wake up each morning thinking of you, your mommy and daddy and send you another prayer. Your strength, tenacity, and vigilence is born from your family's abiding love. You are incredible!!! Hugs, Gail Gail Nygren Marine, MN USA - Sunday, February 21, 2010 11:01 AM CST Mike: I will continue to pray for you. You remember to eat. Ed Ed Bourgeois <ebourgeois@visi.com> - Saturday, February 20, 2010 9:52 PM CST I admire how you deal with everything. You all show great strength and courage. My thoughts and prayers continure to be with you. Jan Abens <drjan226@yahoo.com> Waco, Tx - Saturday, February 20, 2010 6:14 PM CST Hi to all! Thanks for all of the updates on Miss Sarah. We continue to pray so that Sarah gets better soon. We are also praying for the rest of you. May God give you the strength that is needed day to day. We are praying.... Trudee Kelly and family <trudeek@juno.com> - Saturday, February 20, 2010 2:52 PM CST I'm praying for Sarah and for all of you.The many many entries in this guestbook show that you are all surrounded by many many loving hearts. Linda Varro St. Paul, MN USA - Saturday, February 20, 2010 12:07 AM CST Hi, Please do know we all are with you during the tough moment. Hoping you would start to feel a little better very soon. Here's the HUGS :) Janet <jjdoc93@yahoo.com> MN - Friday, February 19, 2010 9:08 PM CST Hi, My goodness! There is never a dull moment with your sweet Sarah! She is so blessed to have the best mommy, daddy and family. I admire and am in awe of your strength, courage, faith and love. Thinking of you, Kim Kim Bulger St Paul, MN usa - Friday, February 19, 2010 1:31 PM CST Sibella and Larissa say "we miss you Sarah" and all the Leelings are happy to read that you are hanging in there! Cara, Jake, Sibella and Larissa Cara Leeling <cleeling@earthlink.net> Minneapolis, MN - Friday, February 19, 2010 10:42 AM CST Thank you for keeping us up to date with Sarah's hospital stay. We are all hoping and praying for Sarah to get home soon and thinking of all of you. Take care. Mary Holt,PT Mary Holt <mary.holt@isd623.org> Roseville, MN USA - Thursday, February 18, 2010 7:00 PM CST Hello to all of you. Know that you are in my prayers. I have been keeping up on what has been going on with Sarah Beth. The journal is so informative. Thank you for that. Just remember how close we all are to you. With love, Ruth Ruth Klotz <raklotz@centurytel.net> Beverly Hills, FL usa - Thursday, February 18, 2010 5:41 PM CST Thinking of you all and praying hard for sweet Sarah!!! Tracy Hafeman <haftr_803@msn.com> - Thursday, February 18, 2010 11:34 AM CST All the Greeley's are thinking and praying for you. Kate Greeley Denver, CO USA - Wednesday, February 17, 2010 10:12 PM CST will certainly keep her in our prayers...just went through this with my nieces new born, amazing how those prayers work!! Sandi Moinichen <foruisew@aol.com> St Paul , MN USA - Wednesday, February 17, 2010 8:46 PM CST Sending all our prayers !!!!! Love you all. Andrea & Jamie Forest Lake, MN USA - Wednesday, February 17, 2010 7:33 PM CST You are in my thoughts Sarah and family! Please be strong. I am praying! John Franko <johntfranko@yahoo.com> Portland, OR USA - Wednesday, February 17, 2010 2:46 PM CST We're on it! Praying now... Betty Miller <bettymiller@centurytel.net> River Falls, WI 54022 - Wednesday, February 17, 2010 2:30 PM CST Congratulation Sarah and team; incredible effort; incredible results. Dan Winterhalter <winterhalter@yahoo.com> - Tuesday, February 16, 2010 4:44 PM CST Yea Sarah! Congratulations for getting off the ventilator. Keep up the good work. We are all praying that you will be home soon. Love you oodles. Grandma Mary and Thumbpa Mary Ryan <mhryan1@comcast.net> St Paul, MN - Monday, February 15, 2010 10:30 PM CST Still keeping you all in my prayers! Even with my move last weekend I was telling everyone about Sarah :) Looking forward to hearing that she gets moved to 3200 soon! Andrea & Jamie Forest Lake, MN USA - Monday, February 15, 2010 4:52 PM CST I'm so happy that things are trending upward. You've been in my thoughts and prayers. Katy Cooper <katy.madellio@gmail.com> Peabody, MA USA - Monday, February 15, 2010 3:34 PM CST Yay! Hopin' and prayin' that you've seen the last of that ventilator and can get back to breathing on your own before you know it. I'm sure your Mom & Dad will be able to "breathe easier" as well, knowing you're ready to get back to a little more normal life. Hugs to you all! Julie Sharer <ladybugjul@bellsouth.net> Powder Springs, GA USA - Monday, February 15, 2010 2:12 PM CST HOORAY!! What a coincidence as I had a gut just a few minutes ago, knowing there would be a good news today so I checked your website, there you had a good news to share! Do continue to take easy and rest as much as you could, Sarah :) HUGS Janet <jjdoc93@yahoo.com> MN - Monday, February 15, 2010 12:31 AM CST What great news. I hope little peanut will cooperate so she can stay off that ventilator! Sam and Reba need her home! Anne Anderson <joel-anne@comcast.net> Minneapolis, MN - Monday, February 15, 2010 12:28 AM CST Hi Mike and Kristin, Grandma Mary told me about Sarah Beth last week, and I have been following her story daily. Thank you for keeping us posted. What a saintly job you are doing! You are role models for all of us. Karen Rhiner <alkari@san.rr.com> San Diego, CA USA - Sunday, February 14, 2010 4:04 PM CST Happy Valintine's Day Sarah and the whole Ryan, Docken family, Hope Sarah is better today. Our prayers are with her. Love, The Kosmerl's Al and Joan Kosmerl Roseville, MN. - Sunday, February 14, 2010 9:22 AM CST Rock on baby, Rock on!!! ed bourgeois <ebourgeois@visi.com> - Saturday, February 13, 2010 6:47 PM CST Good job Sarah!! Keep up the good work and continue to get better:) Miss you and hope you see you soon. Love you, Molly Molly Pope - Saturday, February 13, 2010 5:59 PM CST I saw your auntie Anne today. She told me about your hospital stay. Sorry to hear it. I will pray for you and your family. Keep your chin up. It will all be fine. Judy Farmington, - Friday, February 12, 2010 9:37 PM CST Sounds like things are heading in the right direction. Let's hope and pray they continue that way! Thinking about all of you! Hugs from snowy Georgia!! Julie Sharer <ladybugjul@bellsouth.net> Powd, GA USA - Friday, February 12, 2010 9:00 PM CST A big hurrah for "Poop Day!" Yahoo!! :-) Betty Miller <bettymiller@centurytel.net> River Falls, wi usa - Thursday, February 11, 2010 1:38 PM CST Hooray! I'm doing a little happy dance for "POOP DAY". Keep up the good work Sarah! Love, Kim Kim Bulger <kabulger@comcast.net> St Paul, MN USA - Thursday, February 11, 2010 12:23 AM CST Thank you for the updates. I'm sorry you're not back in the land of "no news is good news" and you're all in my thoughts and prayers. Katy Cooper <katy.madellio@gmail.com> Peabody, MA USA - Wednesday, February 10, 2010 6:47 PM CST We keep reading your updates. We have you all in our prayers, as always. Love you all! Andrea & Jamie <andreajacobson905@gmail.com> Forest Lake, MN USA - Wednesday, February 10, 2010 11:54 AM CST I'm happy to hear things are getting better. Keep up the good work Sarah, you're a tough cookie! You must get that from your mommy. :) I'm still praying for a speedy recovery. Hugs to you all. Sheila McAlpine - Wednesday, February 10, 2010 8:06 AM CST It's great to hear you are making good progress as I am monitoring your stats. Do know you constantly are in my thoughts and prayers. HUGS Janet <jjdoc93@yahoo.com> MN - Tuesday, February 9, 2010 6:56 PM CST Sarah is in our prayers Anna, Maya, & Alena Farrell - Tuesday, February 9, 2010 3:32 PM CST Hey Sarah and the rest of the Ryan Clan! Just wanted you to know I was thinking 'bout ya and praying for ya! Keep plugging away at getting better! ~Your cousin Gilly Gillian Kingston <gillian.kingston@gmail.com> Peabody, Ma - Tuesday, February 9, 2010 1:01 PM CST Thinking of you guys and praying for Sarah. Hang in there!!! Jenn Lorge <jennifer.lorge@att.net> Sheboygan, WI USA - Monday, February 8, 2010 6:22 PM CST I will keep praying for Sarah and all of you. Keeping fighting Sarah. Leslie Distad - Monday, February 8, 2010 4:13 PM CST Sarah and Family, Thinking of you often and sending all good hopes, prayers, wishes. Love seeing the pictures of you, your wonderful big dog, and your wonderful family. You are much loved. J Julie Schoborg <scho0181@comcast.net> Robbinsdale, MN - Monday, February 8, 2010 11:07 AM CST Sarah, Glad to hear that you are improving. You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers Barbara Greenhalgh Barbara Greenhalgh <barbara.greenhalgh@mpls.k12.mn.us> Minneapolis, MN United States - Sunday, February 7, 2010 11:16 PM CST Hi Sarah and Family, Thanks so much for letting us know how things are going. It is so good to hear even the smallest bit of news as Sarah is very special to each of us. I can't even imagine how exhausted you all must be, so thank you for thinking of us. You are all in our hearts and in our prayers. I'm sending hugs and love your way and hope to see you soon. Blessings and Love, Kim Kim Bulger <kabulger@comcast.net> St Paul, MN USA - Sunday, February 7, 2010 6:21 PM CST Sarah I am so happy to know you are hanging in there. Now you need to listen to your parents and the health care professionals--DO NOT TRY GRABBING AT THE EQUIPMENT:) I will see you soon. Love, Molly Molly Pope - Sunday, February 7, 2010 4:05 PM CST Happy Birthday Dear Little Bulldozer, I have never known anyone so adept, so determined to overcome any obstacle put in her path. Fueled by the limitless love of your family and of those surrounding you, you have carved a scenic drive out of what would have been impassable for anyone else. The photos from your journey are wonderful. Every view captures a different aspect of love that has been opened up by your determination. Wishing you every success in your travels, Dan Winterhalter Dan Winterhalter <winterhalter@yahoo.com> Cushing, WI United States - Sunday, February 7, 2010 8:53 AM CST My prayers are with all of you. I have been sending up prayers for Sarah all week. I hope they have been a positive impact. You are all amazing in keeping such a positive outlook on life. God Bless you all. Leslie Distad <ldistad2003@yahoo.com> Minneapolis, MN - Sunday, February 7, 2010 8:43 AM CST Sarah, You are in our prayers. Rest and recuperate. You are an amazing little girl. Happy 7th birthday!!! Rog and Fran Laufle <laufl001@comcast.net> - Saturday, February 6, 2010 7:45 PM CST Happy Birthday Sarah! Glad the news is better. We will keep praying. Trudee Kelly <trudeek@juno.com> North St. Paul;, MN USA - Saturday, February 6, 2010 6:01 AM CST Happy 7th Birtday to Dear Sarah! Glad to hear you are doing better today, do keep up with more resting :) Hugs Janet <jjdoc93@yahoo.com> MN - Friday, February 5, 2010 8:41 PM CST Good news!! We'll celebrate your birthday AND the news that you are better today! You have been such a gift to all of us who have been blessed to love you and your family. I miss your sweet smile and hope to see you soon, Kim Kim Bulger <kabulger@comcast.net> St Paul, MN USA - Friday, February 5, 2010 8:00 PM CST Wow! 7 years old today - what a special day! We are glad to hear that you are doing better, and we hope that your stay in the hospital will be as short as possible! Have a wonderful day! Matt and Tracy Moosbrugger <mtmoose@earthlink.net> - Friday, February 5, 2010 6:44 PM CST Happy Birthday Little Miss Sarah:) I am so happy to learn you are doing better today. KEEP IT UP! I will continue to think nothing but positive thoughts for you. Until later, Molly Molly Pope - Friday, February 5, 2010 5:37 PM CST Praise God! Happy birthday! The good news that Mommy put on CaringBridge is like a birthday present for ME! What a trouper you are! You have been through so much and now here you are doing it again! Good girl! Keep up the good work and get better and better! We love you with all our hearts - we are praying for you and God is answering...what a mighty God we have! I hope you are resting easily and enjoying sweet dreams - Bless you, Little One - Love forever - XOXOXOXO Garmma and Papa Peggy Hildebrand <Peggy.Hildebrand@comcast.net> St. Paul, MN USA - Friday, February 5, 2010 3:36 PM CST Happy birthday Sarah! Way to keep all of us on our toes! Sibella keeps asking about you and wants to see you at home! love Cara Leeling Cara Leeling <cleeling@earthlink.net> Minneapolis, MN - Friday, February 5, 2010 3:28 PM CST Happy Birthday Sarah. I wish I could have said this to you at home, but you should be getting better soon. I will stop by tomorrow when I go to work. Vickie Holker <vickieholker@yahoo.com> St. Paul, - Friday, February 5, 2010 2:22 PM CST Hi Sarah! I know it's not the best time/place to wish you a Happy Birthday but wanted to let you know I am thinking of you on your 7th birthday. We'll be watching for your updates here and on FB. We're praying hard for you. ((( hugs ))) Betty Miller <bettymiller@centurytel.net> River Falls, WI USA - Friday, February 5, 2010 12:46 AM CST Happy birthday sweetie! Not the best place for a birthday but every birthday is a celebration regardless. I am praying for you kiddo. I'm keeping a close eye on the website waiting for you to show that sickness who's boss! I miss you and love ya. Tracey Preese - Friday, February 5, 2010 11:21 AM CST Dear Sarah and family, You are all in my thoughts and prayers. Hoping each day brings more healing and happiness. xoxo Much Love, Randi Anderson Randi Anderson <randian66@yahoo.com> New York, NY USA - Friday, February 5, 2010 9:11 AM CST Happy Birthday, Sarah! It was so nice to see you last night. We are all praying for you and singing you Happy Birthday. Today would be a great day to rally, sweet little peanut! Love, Aunt Anne, Uncle Joel, Will and Nick Anne Anderson <joel-anne@comcast.net> Minneapolis, MN - Friday, February 5, 2010 8:22 AM CST Happy Birthday Sarah! We're praying that you'll feel better soon. Sheila McAlpine White Bear Lake, MN USA - Friday, February 5, 2010 7:40 AM CST Happy Birthday, Sarah Beth. So sorry you are not up to celebrating your 7th birthday. We will as soon as you get better.You have lots of people praying for a quick recovery. Love. Thumbpa and Grandma Mary Mary Ryan <mhryan1@comcast.net> St. Paul, MN - Friday, February 5, 2010 6:36 AM CST Hello, I'm sorry to hear that your little lovey is struggling. She is a very brave and determined little girl. She gets that from her wonderful family. I'm sending prayers and love to all of you. Kim Bulger Kim Bulger St. Paul, MN USA - Thursday, February 4, 2010 3:52 PM CST You have all had quite a day!! I hope Sarah will quickly take a turn for the better. You're in my prayers. Things at school are fine - don't concern yourself with that now. I appreciate the updates on her condition and will look forward to hearing good news tomorrow. Betty Aldrich <betty.aldrich@mpls.k12.mn.us> Mpls, MN USA - Thursday, February 4, 2010 3:51 PM CST Dearest Sara-- I talked to your Grandma today about how you are doing. Add my name to the long list of people praying for you! Trudee Kelly <trudeek@juno.com> North St. Paul, - Thursday, February 4, 2010 3:23 PM CST I was just remembering that tomorrow is your birthday! I pray that you celebrate by amazing all of your doctors ONE MORE TIME! You've showed them again and again that you are one of God's most incredible miracles. Be strong, be well, and help your Mommy & Daddy be at peace while you aren't feeling so hot. Hugs from Georgia! Julie Sharer <ladybugjul@bellsouth.net> Powder Springs, GA USA - Thursday, February 4, 2010 2:52 PM CST Sarah, I am with you, and miss you in my arms and your smiles. I know you are an active kid, likes to be kept busy and to be aware of your surroundings. I hope you would be able to rest a little to allow your lungs to recover quickly. Here's my big hugs! Janet <jjdoc93@yahoo.com> MN - Thursday, February 4, 2010 12:42 AM CST I know it's hard Sarah, but stay strong! Try to relax and let your body heal; you need to be a good girl and rest. Everyone will celebrate your birthday when you go home. I hope to be seeing you soon:-) Love, Molly Molly Pope - Tuesday, February 2, 2010 8:36 PM CST You are all in our prayers...God's blessings always Kathy Schoeberlein <Madmom1117@aol.com> Oswego, Il - Tuesday, February 2, 2010 12:16 AM CST Dad here in the hospital. It is 3 AM and I do not know how to log in and add to Kristin's update so I thought I would throw a few comments this way. Sarah's blood gas results are improving since Kristin' last report and the doctor was VERY happy about that. Also, I darted home at 2 AM to get Sarah's personal mask and she is now resting more comfortably due to a better fitting mask! Hopefully her added comfort will allow her body to relax and accept the treatments more effectively. Well, that is all for now. Thanks for checking in! DAD <michaelryan4@comcast.net> - Tuesday, February 2, 2010 3:06 AM CST Sweet Sarah, Now that you are in the hospital, maybe they can get a better distribution of the meds through your IV. Thumbpa is will you now, as is your Mom and Dad. I will come to visit as soon as my cold is better. We love you so much. Grandma Mary and Thumbpa Mary Ryan <mhryan1@comcast.net> St. Paul,, MN - Monday, February 1, 2010 10:38 PM CST We are praying for you Sarah! Hope you get better quickly! Love, Aunt Anne, Uncle Joel, Will and Nick Anne Anderson <joel-anne@comcast.net> Minneapolis, MN USA - Monday, February 1, 2010 10:05 PM CST Sarah, You are constantly in my thoughts! Here are email hugs, will hold you when I see you knowing you often smiled whenever I picked you to hold you. We all are with you, do get well. HUGS Janet Docken <jjdoc93@yahoo.com> Mn - Monday, February 1, 2010 6:39 PM CST I love you, Little One - I am praying that God will heal you and you do not have to go to the hospital - get better fast!!!!! Hugs and Kisses - Blessings - Garmma I am praying for Mommy, Daddy and Alex and Rachel, too! Peggy Hildebrand <peggy.hildebrand@comcast.net> St. Paul, MN USA - Monday, February 1, 2010 2:18 PM CST Hope Sarah will be feeling better soon. We will keep her in our prayers. Love, Al and Joan Al Kosmerl Roseville, MN Ramsey - Saturday, January 30, 2010 8:15 AM CST You need to get better ASAP Sarah:-) And then we do not want anymore scares like this. Molly Pope Milaca, MN USA - Friday, January 29, 2010 7:51 PM CST It's been a very long time. How is Sarah? HOw are all of you doing? Just checking in. Judy Farmington, - Tuesday, January 26, 2010 3:50 PM CST Amazing! Sarah, you are a strong fighter. Keep it up! Nguyen Dinh <dinh0095@metnet.edu> Blaine, MN USA - Monday, November 30, 2009 11:40 AM CST Well, wow, peanut. I was just over saying hi to your little brother, and figured I'd better come say hi to you, too! I can't believe how big you're getting! I hope you find something good to replace your botox. Viagra- lol. You do have style, my young friend! Blow a kiss to your mom, dad, Rachel, & Alex! Teresa Lamo-Nelson <iammytmous@aol.com> Roseville, MN - Tuesday, April 28, 2009 2:38 PM CDT Hey Sarah - Just checkin' in. Thanks for the update on things @ Ryan Place. I think about you often and are in my prayers always. Happy (belated) Birthday!! Love, Cousin Gilly Gillian Kingston <gillian.kingston@gmail.com> Peabody, Ma USA - Wednesday, March 18, 2009 8:35 AM CDT Hi Sarah! Glad to hear the good news today. Hugs, Betty Betty Miller <bettymiller@centurytel.net> Prescott, WI USA - Monday, March 9, 2009 11:24 PM CDT Happy Belated Birthday Sarah! HUGS! Betty Miller <bettymiller@centurytel.net> Prescott, WI Afghanistan - Saturday, February 7, 2009 10:50 AM CST Dearest Sarah, Happy Birthday! We can't believe you are 6 today. Thumbpa and I held your hands tonight and sang Happy Birthday to you . You just rolled around and watched all the lights. We did catch that cute smirk of yours. What a gift that is. We love you so much. Love, Thumbpa and Grandma Mary Mary Ryan <mhryan1@comcast.net> St. Paul, MN - Thursday, February 5, 2009 10:29 PM CST Happy 6th birthday, Sarah!! We hope you have a wonderfully special day today. Thanks so much for the update on what's going on at the Ryan household. It's been a busy year for you and your family to say the least:) Best wishes! Tracy, Matt, Joe and Megan Moosbrugger <mtmoose@earthlink.net> Minneapolis, - Thursday, February 5, 2009 9:22 AM CST Happy Birthday to you tomorrow Sarah! We thank God for you every night! We love you! Auntie Anne, Uncle Joel, Will and Nick Anne Anderson Minneapolis, MN USA - Wednesday, February 4, 2009 8:27 PM CST HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DEAREST SARAH HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOOOOUUUU! You will be 6 years old in a few hours!! I am praying for you and for your family, hoping things would go well for you. HUGS Janet Docken <jjdoc93@yahoo.com> - Wednesday, February 4, 2009 7:11 PM CST Happy new year to you, Sarah, and the rest of the Ryan family! I hope your year is off to a great start and that it will hold many fun new adventures for you:) Best wishes! Tracy Moosbrugger and family <mtmoose@earthlink.net> Minneapolis, - Monday, January 5, 2009 9:41 AM CST It is great to see how much you have accomplished and how creative you are since the last time I checked in. I love the paintings! Many blessings to you and your family this Thanksgiving, and always. Margo Krumrie <margo.krumrie@securian.com> So St Paul, MN USA - Thursday, November 20, 2008 2:22 PM CST Hi peanut and Ryan family! Just wanted to drop in to say aloha, and that I hope all is well with you. :) Teresa Lamo-Nelson <talamonelson@stcloudstate.edu> Roseville, MN - Thursday, September 25, 2008 10:48 PM CDT Sarah, hello! I hope you are enjoying the summer as much as I am. By the looks of the new ramp and deck, I'll bet you've been having fun. I am going to get to see Joel, Anne, Nick and Will tonight at a neighborhood festival, which naturally made me think of you and your family, so I just had to take a minute and check in. Thanks for posting the pictures of your art work - way better than what I could ever do:) Enjoy the rest of your summer! Tracy Moosbrugger <mtmoose@earthlink.net> - Thursday, August 7, 2008 1:44 PM CDT Just checking in to see how the back is doing. Any more visits to the doctor for x-rays? Your paintings are so beautiful! Keep up the good work. Judy M. (Friend of Aunt Anne's) Farmington, mn - Monday, May 5, 2008 7:56 PM CDT It has been a while since I last checked in but I am amazed at the wonderful changes happening to you. I love the fact that you are painting, sunning yourself on the deck and getting around in your chair. Kudos on the slide show! Your family still amazes and inspires me. Happy Easter to you all. Margo Krumrie <margo.krumrie@securian.com> South St. Paul , MN USA - Friday, March 21, 2008 11:24 AM CDT Sweet Sarah Beth, Happy 5th Birthday! It is also your golden birthday! Thumbpa and Grandma love you so very much. You are such a strong little girl. Stay well. We will see you soon. Thumbpa and Grandma Mary St. Paul,, MN USA - Wednesday, February 6, 2008 10:04 PM CST Happy Happy Birthday, Dear Sarah! Love, Auntie Anne, Uncle Joel, Will and Nick Anne Anderson <joel-anne@comcast.net> Minneapolis, MN - Tuesday, February 5, 2008 10:40 AM CST Hi Sarah Beth, just checking in and boy am I glad I did! Those pictures you've painted are beautiful!! Truly beautiful - just like you. I'm very glad to read that you're doing well! Love, Cousin Gilly Gillian Kingston <gillian.kingston@gmail.com> Peabody, MA - Monday, January 21, 2008 11:04 AM CST Hi Sarah Beth! My name is Nick Quiles, and you do not know me, but I read your page and was very touched by it. You are an inspiration to all of us in my family, and it would be nice to meet you one day with my kids. I wish you and your family a blessed Christmas and Happy New Year for 2008. I will try and have my kids post something on here for you in the future! Nick Quiles <nicasioquiles@gmail.com> Murrieta, CA USA - Monday, December 24, 2007 5:51 AM CST My, my, Sarah, you're an impressionist. Probably not surprising, given your love for the way light jumps and plays and dances about. I myself would love to see an art show from your amazing family. Imagine Kristin's quilts, Rachel's photography, Mike's landscape art, Alex performing a soliloquy (Alex, do you still have the heart of an actor?) and Sarah's paintings. I love your deck. We just rebuilt ours this summer, too. Funny how one project always seems to lead to at least two others... It's like that book, "If You Give a Mouse a Cookie." Speaking of projects, Ben's garden sounds so good! A nature retreat in your own backyard. You'll be surrounded by all sorts of wonderful creatures, compliments of your little brother. The scoliosis problem does not sound fun at all- I'm glad you got a brace that's cute, and I hope it helps your spine stabilize while you grow a little more! I'm not sure if you know I'm back in school again, but I have to write a paper about my values for one of my classes. Funny how I gravitated to your page while I was reflecting on what is valuable and meaningful in life. Thanks for that, Ryans! Love to you all! Teresa Lamo-Nelson <iammytmous@aol.com> Roseville, MN - Wednesday, November 28, 2007 9:44 AM CST Sarah, I just LOVE your artwork! Very nicely done. Charmaine Koppinger <charcoda@comcast.net> Oakdale, MN - Tuesday, November 20, 2007 8:40 AM CST Hello! It's been ages since I last checked in - where does the time go?? Glad to hear that your summer went relativley well all things considered. We think about you often, even if we don't sign in as regularly as we should! Sarah's struggles, and your family's ability to cope with them and to share them with the rest of us continues to be inspirational. Sarah, have a happy Halloween! Tracy Moosbrugger <mtmoose@earthlink.net> - Wednesday, October 3, 2007 3:40 PM CDT Hi Kristin and Mike--It was a pleasure to read the updates on both Sarah's and Ben's web sites. Your new garden sounds like it will be lovely. I'm glad to hear that Sarah has stayed healthy this spring and summer--and so glad to hear that she enjoys being in her wheelchair! I think about all of you often and feel very blessed to know you and your children. God bless you. Mercedes Rider Roseville, MN - Friday, July 20, 2007 11:20 AM CDT Thanks for the update! No update has meant a busy summer and not a lot of "health" news for Sarah. Yay! Sounds like you all have been having a great time this summer. I'm glad Sarah got the new wheelchair. You are always in my prayers. Trudee Kelly <Trudeek@juno.com> North Saint Paul, MN USA - Monday, July 16, 2007 5:36 PM CDT You are growing bigger and more beautiful every day. Happy belated birthday! I love the pigtails! May God's wonderful blessings continue to be upon you and your family. Margo Krumrie <margo.krumrie@securian.com> So. St. Paul , MN USA - Friday, May 11, 2007 7:37 AM CDT Hi Sarah! I was online checking another Caring Bridge site and I thought I'd pop over and say hi! I'm so glad you are doing well. Beautiful pictures! Your hair is cute in pigtails! Trudee Kelly <Trudeek@juno.com> North Saint Paul, Minnesota - Wednesday, May 2, 2007 11:50 PM CDT Hi Sarah! Happy belated birthday to you!! YEAHHH--You're 4 yrs old now! Heard you had a great year and do continue with another great year. Hugs Janet <jjdoc93@yahoo.com> Cottage Grove, MN - Tuesday, February 6, 2007 5:10 PM CST Happy Birthday Princess!! What a Grand Day for you and for all of us who love you. Blessings and Love from the Bulger family to you and your family! Kim Bulger <kabulger@comcast.net> St. Paul, MN USA - Monday, February 5, 2007 2:15 PM CST Happy Birthday, Sarah! We love you! Love, Auntie Anne, Uncle Joel, Will and Nick Anne Anderson <joel-anne@comcast.net> Minneapolis, MN - Monday, February 5, 2007 12:55 AM CST Happy Birthday Sarah!!!! We're thinking about you today and wishing you a wonderful day. Tracy Moosbrugger <mtmoose@earthlink.net> - Monday, February 5, 2007 9:16 AM CST Sarah, Just a quick note to wish you happy new year! My how you've grown this past year. I can only imagine what great feats you have in store for us for 2007. It gave me such a smile to see the picture of you on your tummy - way to go! Tracy Moosbrugger <mtmoose@earthlink.net> MINNEAPOLIS, - Tuesday, January 2, 2007 1:27 PM CST Sarah you are getting sooo tall. I think you are taking after your Daddy. Say HI! to your Mom, Dad, Rachel and Alex. I haope you all have a Very Merry Christmas. Take Care Annette Betts <halebear@hickorytech.net> Madison Lake, MN USA - Monday, December 18, 2006 7:01 PM CST A very Merry and Blessed Christmas to you and your family. Thank you for the update! It is great to see you so strong. Keep up the good work. Judy M. - Thursday, December 14, 2006 7:52 PM CST Merry Christmas to you, Sarah, oh...and your family too! You look so cute (and STRONG!) on your exercise mat!! I wish you a very happy and healthy New Year; you are a constant reminder that miracles DO take place each and every day. Julie Sharer <ladybugjul@comcast.net> Powder Springs, GA USA - Thursday, December 14, 2006 5:15 AM CST Hello Sarah Beth and to all the Ryan Family. I am at work and thought I would see if I could find your site here. I can't believe how big Sarah has gotten (Sam too). You all look great. I also found your address hidden in my Christmas stuff so expect a card this year. I am just so Happy to finally connect with you!! Health, Happiness,and Peace be with you this Holiday Season. Annette Betts <halebear@hickorytech.net> Madison Lake , MN Blue Earth - Tuesday, December 5, 2006 8:40 AM CST Just thinking of all of you this holiday season. I pray God will bless you with many warm memories. Judy Montoya - Monday, December 4, 2006 7:58 PM CST What a wonderful family picture. You all look so happy and healthy. Continued blessings to you all... Margo Krumrie <margo.krumrie@minnesotalife.com> So St Paul, MN Dakota - Thursday, October 26, 2006 12:55 AM CDT My heart felt such warmth seeing the family together smiling. Thank you so much for the new photos and sharing your family with us. God Bless you all. Judy M. Farmington, mn - Monday, October 9, 2006 9:57 PM CDT Sarah, you look like you enjoy the outdoors. Ask dad to buy you a tent to block the sun for you. The world smells so good outside in the fall. Stay healthy sweetie. lori Erickson <lori_erickson@comcast.net> st. Paul, mN united States - Wednesday, September 20, 2006 12:13 AM CDT Hi - Just checkin' in. Glad to read/hear that all is well. You're in my thoughts frequently!!! Gill Kingston <Gillian.Kingston@gmail.com> Peabody, MA - Thursday, September 14, 2006 8:22 AM CDT Hi Sara, Thanks for the "heads up". I'm impressed by your strength! Happenin' shades would be phat dudess. Daniel Winterhalter <winterhalter@yahoo.com> MINNEAPOLIS, MN Land of Deficits - Monday, August 21, 2006 5:55 PM CDT Hello! Glad to hear that you are having a "normal" summer:) Sarah, you look like you are having so much fun on the grass outside - it makes me want to drop what I'm doing and head right on home to roll around on the grass! Have a wonderful rest of the summer. Tracy Moosbrugger <mtmoose@earthlink.net> - Wednesday, August 16, 2006 12:55 AM CDT The new pictures are great and you all look wonderful! Happy summer to your family. God Bless and stay cool!! Margo Krumrie <Margo.Krumrie@Minnesotalife.com> South Saint Paul, MN - Thursday, August 3, 2006 9:39 AM CDT Hi, What a joy to see Sarah outside. I haven't checked in for a while, the carefree summer days sure fill up and fly by quickly. I'm glad to read that all is well, thanks for the update. Kim Bulger <kabulger@comcast.net> St.Paul, MN USA - Wednesday, August 2, 2006 10:59 PM CDT Hello! Sarah, it's great to see you outside even if it's just for a few minutes. Sounds like your summer is busy, but in a good way! Hope all continues to go well for Sarah and all of you! As always...we'll keep praying! Trudee Kelly <Trudee K@juno.com> North Saint Paul, Minnesota USA - Saturday, July 15, 2006 9:24 PM CDT Hi Ryan's- It is so great to see pictures of Sarah outside! She would look super cute in little sunglasses! I'm very happy all is well for you and especially for Sarah. Good work keeping her healthy! Jenny <loulachien@gmail.com> Woodbury, MN United States - Friday, July 14, 2006 1:15 AM CDT It is wonderful to see you outside and taking in all the world has to provide. Grass, trees, flowers, sunshine, a breath of fresh air...nothing is better. I hope you continue to be able to enjoy the outdoors, just not this weekend at 100! Stay well dear Peanut, you are truly a fighter and I am happy to visit your page often and have no update. I always count on that meaning you are just enjoying life and why bother wasting the time on the computer. Be well! Shelley Scribner <absoluteamastiffs@grantsburgtelcom.net> grantsburg, wi - Thursday, July 13, 2006 11:19 PM CDT Thanks so much for the update. I loved seeing Sarah outside in the fresh air and sunshine. I bet she loved feeling the air and was amazed at the colors. Did she feel the grass? It can be scary the first time. Thanks again for the update. God Bless you and your family. Judy M. <jmontoya1@charter.net> Farmington, - Wednesday, July 12, 2006 5:29 PM CDT Hello! Thanks for the update. It's so good to see Sarah outside. It must be a wonderful feeling for her and you all. Enjoy your summer. Ruth Klotz <raklotz@centurytel.net> - Wednesday, July 12, 2006 8:46 AM CDT Well, I know you know your fans are still out here, peanut. And I'm bettin' on that "no news is good news" concept, too! I'll project my wish for you.... the garden is shaping up nicely, everyone said "WOOHOO!" when school let out, and now you're all happily getting into the swing of summertime. Love ya, Ryans! Teresa Lamo-Nelson <iammytmous@aol.com> Roseville, MN - Friday, June 23, 2006 9:11 PM CDT Hmm, no news must be good news. Way to go Sarah. Judy farmington, mn - Saturday, June 10, 2006 10:22 PM CDT Just checking in to see if your ready for summer. It will be nice to have your brother and sister home with you. Hope you are doing well. Judy M. Farmington, mn - Tuesday, May 16, 2006 8:29 PM CDT Belated Happy Birthdays to Sarah and Ben. I love Sarah's new glasses! Thanks for sharing new pictures. It is fun to see how much Rachel, Alex and Sarah have grown since I was first introduced to your family 2 years ago. They are all growing like a weeds and are quite the trio. Life is such a wonder, and full of wonderful people like you. Happy Easter, don't eat too many chocolate eggs!! Margo Krumrie <margo.krumrie@minnesotalife.com> So. St. Paul , MN USA - Thursday, April 13, 2006 8:53 AM CDT To Sarah's friends, There is another Benjamin that needs prayers now. They can read about this other Ben at Caringbridge.com name benjamingrisim Thumbpa Ryan daniel ryan <danielryan2@comcast.net> st paul`, mn usa - Wednesday, April 12, 2006 8:25 AM CDT Hi Ryan family, I work with your friend Shelly Scribner and have a grandson who is also on this website. I know it helps to know that even people you don't know are thinking of you and saying prayers. Sarah will be added to my prayers tonite. Lonna Koktavy Lonna Koktavy <lkoktavy@hotmail.com> Northfield, MN USA - Tuesday, April 11, 2006 1:05 PM CDT Sarah! Wow! I've been busy taking care of my 80 year old Aunt and haven't checked in lately. Talked to Grandma Ryan today and she told me of your troubles. Signed on tonight and got up to date. Sorry, baby, hope you're better soon! I love the new glasses! Trudee Kelly <Trudee K@juno.com> North Saint Paul, Minnesota USA - Friday, March 24, 2006 11:22 PM CST I missed the story about you Miss Sarah Beth being ill. Last I checked the others were ill and I sent a prayer that you would not fall ill too...guess it didn't work. I am sorry to hear that you were not feeling well, and I bet your parents are exhausted! Remember you have to get some sleep to mom and dad or you will all be sick! I am glad to hear that Sarah Beth is doing better. Give her a little hug from me. Know that you are always in my prayers and I think of you all often. Shelley Scribner <absoluteamastiffs@grantsburgtelcom.net> GRANTSBURG, w - Tuesday, March 21, 2006 8:49 PM CST Hi! That’s unfortunate you are sick. Hopefully, within few days, you would start to feel better with the help of IBU and Tylenol- which usually do the magic with the fever, and plenty of rest. Remember the spring season is coming next Monday, so get better soon! Hugs Janet <jjdoc93@yahoo.com> Cottage Grove, MN - Saturday, March 18, 2006 11:54 AM CST Dear Sarah, Our prayers our with you for a quick recovery. We love you little one. Al, Joan and John Kosmerl Roseville, Mn - Saturday, March 18, 2006 9:07 AM CST Dear Peanut, I know people like updates, but I am sure they would be happy with just a monthly update stating that your are still growing & gaining weight and nothing exciting happens, except that Thumbpa comes over to hang out. Daniel Ryans <danielryan2@comcast.net> St.Paul , mn usa - Friday, March 17, 2006 11:54 PM CST I keep Sarah Beth and all of you in my prayers all the time. What a remarkable family you are! You are so strong, such a marvelous example! Karen Rhiner <alkari@san.rr.com> San Diego, - Friday, March 17, 2006 4:10 PM CST I'm praying for you Sarah! You certainly are a strong little cookie. Julie Hervas (Mastiff friend) <julie.hervas@state.mn.us> Oakdale, MN - Friday, March 17, 2006 12:51 AM CST Hey Sweet Sarah, I've been checking up on you! Glad your Mom & Dad are getting some rest so they can take good care of you...EVEN parents need their "beauty sleep!" Please tell your Mom that I've been telling my coworkers all about you and the great days we had long ago at HPHS...they were all admiring your & Ben's photos the other day. We all agree that the pink glasses are simply smashing! Hugs and health to you and your family! Julie Sharer <ladybugjul@comcast.net> Powder Springs, GA USA - Thursday, March 16, 2006 8:46 PM CST Dear sweet Sarah, We are sorry that you are not feeling well! We will say some prayers for you and hope that you will feel better soon! We love you! Auntie Anne, Uncle Joel and Cousin Will Anne Anderson <joelandanne@mn.rr.com> Minneapolis, MN - Thursday, March 16, 2006 9:34 AM CST Hey, I'm sorry to hear the little drama queen isn't feeling quite so hot right now. Hopefully it's nothing TOO serious and that some meds will take care of this. You all will be in our prayers. Andrea Blaine, MN USA - Wednesday, March 15, 2006 3:29 PM CST Sarah, I LOVE your new glasses! I have red ones, but I am now thinking that pink is the way to go:) Thanks for keeping us updated! Tracy Moosbrugger <mtmoose@earthlink.net> - Thursday, March 9, 2006 9:19 AM CST Thank you Sarah for the update. I've been checking almost everyday. I was happy to hear you are doing so well but sorry your sister is so sick. I hope she gets better really fast. Thanks for the pictures and sharing your family with us. It's fun to see all the pictures, and your cousin Will, well, isn't he a cutie too. Lucky girl. You have so many people who love you so very much. You have blessed many lives dear. Happy Easter to you. Judy M./friend of Auntie Anne Farmington, mn - Friday, March 3, 2006 6:11 PM CST Happy birthday to you! Happy birthday to you! Happy birthday, dear, wonderful, amazing, astonishing, inspiring Sarah! Happy birthday to you! Love, cousin Katy Katy Cooper <katythewombat@gmail.com> Peabody, MA - Monday, February 6, 2006 10:35 AM CST I had a great time at your birthday party, yesterday. Your mom really knows how to throw a party, but you really stole the show with your pretty pink outfit. The only thing is that you partied so hard that you went to sleep at 12:30 am right after I got there and were still sleeping when I went home, so we didn't get to play together. Thanks for holding my thumb while you were getting your beauty sleep. Happy birthday again. Love Thumbpa Ryan Daniel Ryan <danielryan2@comcast.net> st paul, mn - Sunday, February 5, 2006 4:41 PM CST Happy Birthday, Little One! We are so excited for you on your third birthday, and can't wait to hear all of the stories that your mom and dad write and that your Aunt Annie tells us. You are loved, Sarah Beth! Nikki & Eric Gilbertson (Anne & Joel's pals) Minneapolis, MN USA - Sunday, February 5, 2006 3:44 PM CST Happy Birthday, Sarah! I can't believe you are three years old today. We all love you so very much. You have brought our family closer together and we have learned so much from you. You are a fighter and have so much endurance and accept it all with a quiet voice and sweet smile. We had a great time at your party yesterday. I'm glad you liked the video, Baby Mozart. Your cousin, Will, recommended it for you. He goes crazy when he watches it and even bounces to the music. The next time I'm over we will watch it together so you can see the pretty colors and all the movement that you enjoy. I'll hold you in my arms and rock and sway and bounce to Mozart so you can feel the music, too. Enjoy the Super Bowl today with your Dad, Mom, Alex, Rachel,Sam and Luma. There will be alot of movement and color in that game, too. Love, Grandma Ryan Grandma Mary Ryan St.Paul , MN USA - Sunday, February 5, 2006 9:50 AM CST HAPPY BITHDAY!!!! Sarah you are such a beautiful birthday girl. I heard that you had a fun Super Bowl themed party yesterday - how exciting. Have a wonderful birthday today. We are all thinking about you on your special day!! Tracy, Matt, Joe and Meg Moosbrugger <mtmoose@earthlink.net> - Sunday, February 5, 2006 9:48 AM CST Hey Big Girl! Someone has a birthday coming up! Woo-Hoo! Trudee Kelly <Trudee K@juno.com> North Saint Paul, Minnesota USA - Sunday, January 29, 2006 11:24 PM CST Sarah, you are a precious sight to behold, with your cute pink glasses and bow in your hair! I'm glad your family is doing well and hope the new year brings all of you alot of joy and blessings. Margo Krumrie <Margo.Krumrie@MinnesotaLife.com> So. St. Paul, MN - Wednesday, January 18, 2006 2:35 PM CST Love the Christmas picture, and the letter is fabulous! It must have been hilarious trying to navigate around all the casts and equipment last winter. You guys all have such great attitudes about all the things life throws at you that I bet it didn't slow you down a bit. I'm glad you're all well. Sarah, you're getting to be such a big girl! Is Alex going to get up on the stage for any RAMS or Roseville Playhouse plays? They do some cool musicals, ya know! Hope Rachel raises tons of money for her trip to Washington. Let us know if there are any upcoming fundraising events we can participate in. Maybe her mama would even donate a quilt for Rachel to auction off. Hmmm. Or maybe Teresa better keep her big ideas to herself! Love & Peace! Teresa Lamo-Nelson <iammytmous@aol.com> Roseville, MN - Thursday, January 12, 2006 10:52 AM CST Hey - Just stopped in to say Hi, Merry Christmas and Happy New Year! Gill Kingston <gillian.kingston@gmail.com> Peabody, MA - Wednesday, December 28, 2005 4:35 PM CST Merry christmas to all of you! Loved the update! I'm glad things are "calm" at your house. Blessings of the new year! Trudee Kelly <TrudeeK@juno.com> North Saint Paul, MN USA - Wednesday, December 28, 2005 8:46 AM CST Hello everyone! Merry Christmas and Happy New Year to you all. It was fun to get an update and really nice to see your Christmas picture. We think of you often....Dick and Ruth Ruth Klotz <raklotz@centurytel.net> - Tuesday, December 27, 2005 4:21 PM CST I am wishing the entire Ryan family, and extended family a special Christmas. The gift of life is what Christmas is all about, and miracles. You have one everyday, as we all do. Relish the day, no one is promised tomorrow. Be well and know I think of you all often! Shelley Scribner <absoluteamastiffs@grantsburgtelcom.net> Grantsburg, WI - Friday, December 23, 2005 9:35 PM CST I'm waiting to hear what Santa is bringing our girl this year. Did you get a new Christmas outfit? Just waiting to see how the past few months have been for you and your family. Merry Christmas and a Happy Happy New Year! Judy <jmontoya1@charter.net> - Monday, December 19, 2005 4:20 PM CST Sarah, sorry that it has been so long since I've last written. Where does the time go?!? I loved the story about your Mom demanding on the spot service from the dentist. They pulled the old come back again routine with us for our son Joe once - now I know better:) I want to wish you and your family a Merry Christmas! We're all thinking of you and we continue to thank God for just how spunky you are! Tracy Moosbrugger <mtmoose@earthlink.net> - Wednesday, December 7, 2005 10:45 AM CST Well, Hello Sarah :)...I've heard alot about you, this little 2 year old!!! We've never met, but would like too, so let me introduce myself! My name is Penny and I live in Arkansas. I've had the pleasure of visiting with your Mom and she's quite a delightful person, not met your Dad, but I'm sure he is too. I understand you have a brother and sister...and I bet they keep you very busy! I don't mean to make this short, but it's getting late. So with that said...just let me add...it's been a treat to visit with you this evening, take care in that SNOWY WEATHER up there...and as a matter of fact...send some my way!!! Best wishes to all in the North!!! Penny McClung Enola, AR USA - Wednesday, November 30, 2005 9:17 PM CST Hi Sarah! Hope you and your family had a great Thanksgiving. Trudee Kelly <Trudee K@juno.com> North Saint Paul, MN USA - Monday, November 28, 2005 0:41 AM CST What a wonderful update. All the tooth fairy ever does at my house is leave a note! Glad to hear Sarah is feeling better and over the pneumonia. Happy Thanksgiving to you all and many blessings to your family. Margo Krumrie <margo.krumrie@minnesotalife.com> So St Paul , MN - Friday, November 18, 2005 8:37 AM CST So glad to hear that things are back to "normal" in the Ryan household....you are always in my prayers. Have a blessed Thanksgiving. Great Aunt Kathy Kathy <madmom1117@aol.com> - Friday, November 11, 2005 10:17 AM CST Please forgive us all for not writing more often. Poor kid, you must get bored stiff with no new entries to read! You sound wonderful; all sassy and full of spunk. Just the way we like to see you. Hey, you know why the tooth fairy collects all those teeth when people are done with them? She gives them to new babies that don't have any teeth yet. Cool, huh? So your sacrifice was for a good cause. Hi Alex! Hi Rachel! I hope you had a fun Halloween. Kind of nice that nobody had to wear a snow suit under their costume this year. Hi mama and daddy! I blew a kiss at your family when I drove past your house the other day. HAPPY BIRTHDAY, THUMBPA! Love to you all! Teresa Lamo-Nelson <iammytmous@aol.com> Roseville, MN - Tuesday, November 1, 2005 5:19 PM CST Five dollars from the tooth fairy??? Do you think if I pull my teeth out she would stop by my place? :) Sarah Beth, you are so lucky to have a mom that stands her ground! Anyone should know, never mess with a mom :) Stay strong and be well. I think of you and your family often. Shelley Scribner <absoluteamastiffs@grantsburgtelcom.net> Grantsburg, WI - Wednesday, October 26, 2005 8:12 PM CDT Hi all, just wanted you to know I still check in frequently to see how you all and little Sarah are doing. Glad to hear she showed her last bout with phneumonia who's the boss, and that the rest of you are doing well as well. Ben's gravestone is beautiful and I look forward to hearing the progress on his garden. Take care! Lisa Wills (Kristen's cousin) <lisa.wills@cobalt-corp.com> Hartland, WI - Wednesday, October 26, 2005 5:12 PM CDT Oh Sarah, your notes are the BEST!! I'm so glad to hear your getting over your pneumonia fairly easily (compared to some of your past battles). Hope your days continue to get better and better. 13 pounds!! WHOAHOO!!! You go girl. You keep that up too. Say Hi to your Mom and Dad too. Take care! Regina McEntire <david.regina@usinternet.com> Springfield, MO USA - Friday, October 21, 2005 2:06 PM CDT Happy Birthday Thumpa Bumpa Boo - and hi there to little Miss Sarah too! Carol New Ulm, MN - Monday, October 17, 2005 3:57 PM CDT Sarah! You are growing so! Your picture is darling and your story is even better. We love to hear from you, Great Uncle Dick and Great Aunt Ruthie Ruth Klotz <raklotz@centurytel.net> - Monday, October 17, 2005 12:48 AM CDT I am so happy to hear Sarah is doing well and gaining weight. I loved the update. Liz <typolakekennels@msn.com> - Saturday, October 15, 2005 11:25 AM CDT I am happy that Sarah is doing so well... John Winterhalter <jmpw1234@hotmail.com> WBL, mn usa - Thursday, October 13, 2005 10:41 AM CDT Wow, Sarah! You are dramatic and clever! I really enjoyed your update... I'm glad you're getting over your germitosis that you picked up at the dentist and I'm thrilled that you've gotten so fat! Keep it up, you amazing little peanut! :-) Nikki & Eric Gilbertson (Anne & Joel's pals) Mpls, MN USA - Wednesday, October 12, 2005 2:36 PM CDT Hey Sarah - you got to keep that $5.00 for that tooth a secret. We might be experiencing a protest over here. Jessica just lost 3 teeth last week and still didn't make that much:) Congrats on your first loose tooth. Glad to hear you are feeling better!!! Happy Birthday to Thumpba. Love from Elli, Amy, Holly, Jessica, Boo, Jim and B. Halverson - Wednesday, October 12, 2005 8:52 AM CDT Thumbpa, Happy Birthday to you. Happy Birthday to you. Happy Birthday dear Thumbpa. Happy Birthday to you! Love, Ms. Tooth Fairy <toothfairy@toothfairy.com> Toothville, - Tuesday, October 11, 2005 11:47 PM CDT To the Greatest of all Drama Queens aka Sarah Beth! Way to go kiddo! Glad to hear you got $5 from the Tooth Fairy! I'm so happy your Mom put her foot down at the dentist. Moms really DO know best. That's a fact! Happy Birthday to Thumbpa! I saw Grandma's fun pictures from the party. Stay healthy..we are praying! Trudee Kelly <Trudee K@juno.com> North Saint Paul, MN USA - Tuesday, October 11, 2005 10:24 PM CDT Dear Sarah, Now I won't be able to use my student pass on the bus. Everybody will know that 5 x 10 = 50. Love you, even if you exagerate. Thumbpa Ryan Thumbpa Ryan <danielryan2@comcast.net> St.Paul , mn usa - Tuesday, October 11, 2005 7:52 PM CDT Hey Sarah, I'll bet it seems pretty quiet around the house these days with your dad, Rachel and Alex all back at school! I can just picture how your eyes must light up when they all return home each afternoon:) I'm glad to hear that things are going well, and it was fun to see the updated pictures on your and Ben's websites. Thanks for keeping us updated! Tracy Moosbrugger <mtmoose@earthlink.net> Mpls, - Friday, September 30, 2005 9:25 AM CDT I'm happy to hear Sarah is doing so well. Thank you for the update on the memorial garden. What a wonderful way to honor Ben's memory. I look forward to the on going progress reports of the garden and Sarah. Judy (Aunt Anne's friend) - Thursday, August 18, 2005 11:00 PM CDT It is wonderful to catch up with your family and know that the summer, for all of you, is going well. Sarah is as sweet and cute as the pink in her shirt. I love seeing her pictures and how much she grows and changes! Good luck to Dad, Alex and and Rachel in the new school year ahead, and to Mom for her change to the night shift. Blessings to all. Margo Krumrie <margo.krumrie@minnesotalife.com> So. St. Paul, MN - Wednesday, August 17, 2005 11:20 AM CDT Hello to the whole Ryan Clan! Glad to hear that you have been having a great summer. Sounds like a lot of work going on at your house. I'm happy for Sarah that her health has been stable. What a relief! We are always praying... Trudee Kelly and family <Trudeek@juno.com> North St. Paul, MN USA - Tuesday, August 16, 2005 9:24 PM CDT Hello, Thanks for the update. It sounds like it has been a busy, busy summer for all of you. It has gone by all too quickly. Thanks for the new "Glamour Shot" of Sweet Sarah. What a beautiful girl! Love, Kim B. Kim Bulger St.Paul, MN USA - Monday, August 15, 2005 4:39 PM CDT Just a quick note to say hello! I've been thinking about you and your family a whole bunch this summer, but I haven't taken time to actually write out a note. Hard to believe how fast the summer has gone. I hope all is well:) Tracy Moosbrugger <mtmoose@earthlink.net> - Monday, August 8, 2005 9:24 AM CDT Dear Sweet Sarah Beth, Today you are two and half years old. You have brightened our days with your couragous spirit and loving eyes. You know how much you are loved each day and you return your love by those sweet smiles and gentle hand holding. You have such beautiful soft skin that I love to caress. Thanks to your parents and all those loving caregivers that brought you this far. You are a gift from God and Grandma and Thumbpa love you so much. Happy birthday! Grandma Mary Ryan and Thumbpa <mhryan1@comcast.net> St.Paul , MN MN USA - Friday, August 5, 2005 9:18 AM CDT Happy 4th of July to a real little firecracker!!! the staples <k.staples@comcast.net> new hope, mn - Tuesday, July 5, 2005 4:54 PM CDT We want! We want! We want! Sarah, all of your adoring fans want an update! We assume no news is good news, but we'd like to hear it from you. We hope you've been spending the summer thus far playing in your crib and keeping your cool, the cool girl that you are. Andrea B Cambridge, soon to be Blaine, MN USA - Thursday, June 23, 2005 8:18 PM CDT Hi Ryans! Hope this beautiful sunshine filled day was a good one for you! Sarah looks so cute in the "spa" picture. Say hi to Grandma! Trudee Kelly <Trudeek@juno.com> North Saint Paul, MN USA - Saturday, June 18, 2005 9:42 PM CDT Good job, big girl pooper!!!!! We are proud of you sweetheart!!!!! Thinking of you and hoping your mommy/family gets better soon :). Blessings, Nate, Cathy, st. Theresa and Mary Clyde <www.caringbridge.org/mn/theresarose, weloveteesa@earthlink.net> st. paul, mn - Sunday, June 5, 2005 9:26 PM CDT Hi Sarah, how very nice of you to get Mommy and Daddy so excited over dirty diapers ! :) Keep hangin' in there! :) Andrea Cambridge, MN USA - Monday, May 23, 2005 11:51 AM CDT Hi Sarah! Glad to hear that things are going better. We'll keep praying... Trudee Kelly and family <Trudeek@juno.com> North Saint Paul, MN USA - Sunday, May 22, 2005 10:07 PM CDT Sarah asked me to pass on to her parents that they are the heroes in her life. Heroes go without sleep. Heroes keep trying to figure out answers to their child's problems. Heroes keep going, even when things get rough. Heroes never give you--like you! She loves you guys! Sarah's secret pal Home Sweet Home, MN USA - Thursday, May 19, 2005 10:56 PM CDT Hello Ryan Family, Your gracious message and support of Spare Key is very much appreciated. I do think of you often and you are all in my prayers!!! Kristin, you are so right on about every thing you said about all the heroes in the world. The children and siblings are tops on my list too. They are so incredibly strong, patient and resilient. Peace to you all. Sincerely Kim Lovrich <kim@sparekey.org> South Saint Paul, MN - Thursday, May 19, 2005 12:20 AM CDT Thanks for the updates!! I catch them but I don't always write a note, but wanted to let you know this time that your time and openness are greatly appreciated. Take care!! Regina McEntire <david.regina@usinternet.com> Saint Paul, MN USA - Saturday, May 14, 2005 7:45 PM CDT Hi, Sarah! I want you to know that we think of you and pray for you and your family all the time. I was so happy to see your picture and see how you're changing and growing! Love, Dick and Ruth Ruth Klotz <raklotz@centurytel.net> - Friday, May 13, 2005 1:01 PM CDT Hi Sarah Beth, just checking in on you and smiling as I read your update and view your pictures. Being connected to you this way makes me feel all warm and fuzzy inside. I'm sending you a big hug and many prayers your way. Margo Krumrie <m.krumrie@minnesotalife.com> So. St. Paul , MN - Thursday, May 12, 2005 12:30 AM CDT Sounds like a tough week ahead for the Ryans and dear angel Sarah. We will continue to pray at home and with my second graders at school. Hang in there! Feel the power of our prayers! Trudee, Denis, Maggie, Becky, and Colleen Kelly <Trudeek@juno.com> North Saint Paul, MN USA - Sunday, May 8, 2005 12:05 AM CDT Hi Peanut! Glad to hear things are relatively "normal" for you at the moment, and hope your visits to the icky doctors next week yield some new results or information for you. You can't have mommy and daddy and siblings and mutts worrying too much about you, can you ?? But don't worry, Peanut, because all of us are thinking of you and praying for you always. Andrea Beard <andreabeard@yahoo.com> Cambridge, MN USA - Saturday, May 7, 2005 11:38 PM CDT Those of us who have had the remarkable experience of caring for people with complex medical needs can attest to the value of a "med holiday" to weed out "true" symptoms from side-effects. I say, stick to your guns and your guts. "Mama and daddy instincts" are sometimes the most reliable measures available. Hi Rachel! Hi Alex! I hope your school year is winding down easily, and that you have plenty of cool stuff cooking up for summer. You guys are great kids, and I can't imagine anyone being as lucky as your family! Sarah, you little bundle of joy! You sure keep all of us hopping- your mama and daddy, most of all! Mike and Kristin, I hope you find time to have some fun that's all about YOU this spring and summer! OXOX to all. :) Teresa Lamo-Nelson <iammytmous@aol.com> Roseville, MN USA - Friday, April 29, 2005 9:45 PM CDT Thanks for the update. I wasn't bored--it was most interesting. Continue to be an advocate for Sarah. I know that Doctors are very smart, but sometimes we just have to put our foot down. As my husband says, "That's why they call it practicing medicine!!" We are praying... Trudee Kelly <Trudeek@juno.com> North Saint Paul, MN USA - Friday, April 29, 2005 6:15 PM CDT Kind of sad the way you yourself become a part time neurologist, a pharmacist, a doctor, the list goes on and on....just remember, today is a gift, no one is promised tomorrow, a crisis today is a lesson for tomorrow...hang in there and know I am praying for you all! Shelley Scribner <absolutemastiffs@grantsburgtelcom.net> Grantsburg, WI - Wednesday, April 27, 2005 6:57 PM CDT Duckling Sarah, sending you big, fat, giant caloric prayers and thoughts, and strength to your mom and dad as they watch over you. Katy Cooper <madellio@verizon.net> Peabody, MA - Wednesday, April 27, 2005 3:19 PM CDT Dear Peanut, I will switch with you...I seem to eat nothing and continue to gain weight...you eat all the time and lose weight...perhaps she should come out here...it may be the good country air ;) Honestly, take care, know you and your family are in my prayers. Shelley <absolutemastiffs@grantsburgtelcom.net> Grantsburg, WI - Tuesday, April 26, 2005 9:08 PM CDT Sarah Girl! You are in our prayers--both at home and at school. I will send EVERY calorie thought I can to you. I'll especially think of you as I'm trying to rid myself of some calories as I ride the bike or walk at the gym. Hopefully they'll make it to you! We're praying.... Trudee, Denis, Maggie, Becky, and Colleen Kelly <Trudeek@juno.com> North Saint Paul, MN USA - Monday, April 25, 2005 0:15 AM CDT The Chosen Mothers by Erma Bombeck Most women become a mother by accident, some by choice and a few by habit. Did you ever wonder how mother's of children with life threatening illnesses are chosen? Somehow, I visualize God hovering over earth selecting His instruments for progagation with great care and deliberation. As He observes, He instructs His angels to make notes in a giant ledger....... "Armstrong, Beth, son, patron saint Matthew" Forrest, Marjorie, daughter, patron saint Cecilia" Rutledge, Carrie, twins, partron saint Greard." Finally, He passes a name to an angel and says, "Give her a child with chromosomal abnormalities." The angel is curious. "Why this one, God? She's so happy." "Exactly," smiles God, "Could I give a child with chromosomal abnormalities a mother who does not know laughter? That would be cruel." "But, does she have patience?" asks the angel, "I don't want her to have too much patience or she will drown in a sea of self-pity and despair. Once the shock and resentment wears off, she will handle it." "I watched her today," said God. "She has that feeling of self-independence that is so rare and necessary in a mother. You see, the child I'm going to give her has it's own world. She has to make it live in her world and that's not going to be easy." "But Lord, I don't think she believes in you," said the angel. "No matter, I can fix that. This one is perfect. She has just enough selfishness." The angel gasps, "Selfishness? Is that a virtue?" God nods. "If she can't separate herself from the child occasionally, she'll never survive. Yes, here is the woman I will bless with a child less than perfect. She doesn't realize it yet, but she is to be envied. She will never take anything her child does for granted. She will never consider a single step ordinary. I will permit her to see clearly the things I see....ignorance, cruelty, prejudice....and allow her to rise above them." "And what about her patron saint" asks the angel, his pen poised in mid-air. God smiles and says..."A mirror will suffice." ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ - Tuesday, April 19, 2005 9:35 PM CDT What a beauty! I love the spa picture! It is always nice to read an update, but I'm always so glad when they are far apart. No news is good news! Sarah we continue to pray for you and your family. Trudee Kelly <Trudeek@juno.com> North Saint Paul, MN USA - Saturday, April 16, 2005 9:34 AM CDT The spa photo is fabulous! Glad to know that some of the ladies out there are getting their hair and nails done...We all know that that is truly what we need when we are feeling down - Hopefully, that, along with the med changes, will have you back up to your healthy dozen (And more), soon! We're always thinking of you (and your family), Sarah! Nikki & Eric Gilbertson (Anne & Joel's pals) Mpls, MN USA - Friday, April 15, 2005 2:14 PM CDT hehe Mike, you are the best. I am glad to hear that even though there is yet another kink atleast you have some ideas on what is causing it...I was thinking maybe I would try out that medication. Heck, if I could lose 10% of my body weight in three weeks that would be awesome! My daughter and I are taking sign language lessons this summer so I plan on trying out with you and Kirsten my work in progress. Give the peanut a big kiss from me, and of course Sam and Luma..the beautiful masties. Take care and remember, you can only deal with now, no one is promised tomorrow, so always enjoy every second you have. All my best! Shelley and family Shelley Scribner <absolutemastiffs@grantsburgtelcom.net> Grantsburg, WI USA - Friday, April 15, 2005 10:32 AM CDT Hi Ryans! It was so nice to learn more about your family. Now that the snow has melted and the plants are poking their little heads up toward the nurturing light, my thoughts naturally turn to you all, who are also such a big ray of sunshine! I hope Rachel and Alex have lots of wonderful things planned for summer, and that Sarah continues to smile and pack on the ounces. I hope mama and daddy manage to squeeze in a little fun for themselves, too! I told you once and I'll tell you again...You guys ROCK! Love and hugs to all! Teresa Lamo-Nelson <iammytmous@aol.com> Roseville, MN - Thursday, April 7, 2005 3:52 PM CDT Hey Sarah! Just a note to say hello and to say congratulations on how big your are getting. What a beautiful girl you are! Tracy Moosbrugger <mtmoose@earthlink.net> Mpls, - Wednesday, March 30, 2005 9:09 AM CST Hello Sarah Beth and family - I feel like it has been soooooo long since I have stopped to say hello. I even think I missed a "Happy Birthday" in there somewhere - so "Happy 2nd Birthday." Thanks for sharing your story - every little bit is such an inspiration and a blessing to read. I have some great news to share with you. My Mother's of Multiples Club (that's the PC way to say Moms of twins, triples and more) is using CaringBridge as our Benefit this year. We pick a benefit every year and raise money to donate to that charity. I am so excited that they voted on CaringBridge(on a humble note, it was my idea, because of you and our neighbor Max). Yeah!!!! We just met some key members of Caringbridge last week and they are so excited too. Our raffle event takes place in May - I will keep you updated and let you know how we do. Thanks for the inspiration little one. Happy Spring! Kari Staples <kari.staples@sthubert.org> New Hope, MN - Monday, March 21, 2005 2:32 PM CST Hi Sarah Beth! Thanks for the update. It sounds like things are going well right now. We'll keep praying. Oh, by the way, we're pretty fond of Grandma Mary at Nativity, too. We totally agree with you that she is a great lady! Trudee Kelly <Trudeek@juno.com> North St. Paul, MN USA - Saturday, March 19, 2005 11:26 PM CST Happy belated birthday, Sarah! Glad to hear that you're at 11lbs 5oz - way to go! Tracy Moosbrugger <mtmoose@earthlink.net> Mpls, MN - Tuesday, March 1, 2005 10:35 AM CST It's been a long time since I have looked through your page Sarah. It is wonderful to see how old you are looking! Happy Birthday! Greg Haider <greg.haider@honeywell.com> IGH, MN USA - Monday, February 28, 2005 4:22 PM CST Happy Birthday darling angel Sarah!!! Enjoy your birthday & lip smakers & all the good stuff that life has to offer. Sometimes we all need to just stop & remember what's reeeeallllly important in life.. Thank you for your constant reminder! Rose Olejnicak <olejtoby@visi.com> Burnsville, MN United States - Saturday, February 12, 2005 12:52 AM CST I would like to wish you and your family a very happy yet belated 2nd birthday! I hope you all had a Great day! Amy Robideaux (formerly Winterhalter) <winte050@umn.edu> North Saint Paul, MN Ramsey - Tuesday, February 8, 2005 10:12 AM CST Happy Birthday, Sweet Pea! Love the picture! Trudee Kelly <Trudeek@juno.com> North St. Paul, MN USA - Sunday, February 6, 2005 8:29 PM CST Happy, Happy Birthday Sweet Girl! You and your awesome family are loved by so many of us. We share your joy!! I am also thinking of Ben today. I know that you and your family miss him so much. Blessings and Love to you all, Kim Bulger Kim Bulger <kabulger@comcast.net> St.Paul, MN USA - Sunday, February 6, 2005 3:26 PM CST Happy birthday to you! Happy birthday to you! Happy birthday, darling Sarah! Happy birthday to you! I thought about you all day long. Happy 2nd birthday, you tough little thing, you! Love, your cousin Katy Katy Cooper <madellio@verizon.net> Peabody, MA - Saturday, February 5, 2005 5:25 PM CST Happy birthday Sarah! You sure are cute! Skip and Sue Meredith St. Paul, MN 55116 - Saturday, February 5, 2005 4:32 PM CST Happy birthday, Sarah! You, indeed, are a fortunate little girl! I am so pleased for you. And hugs and blessings to all your family. With love. Karen Rhiner <alkari@san.rr.com> San Diego, CA USA - Saturday, February 5, 2005 12:11 AM CST Hi Sarah! Happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday to dear Sarah, happy birthday to you! Here are extra-special birthday hugs for your extra-special day from all of us! Janet Docken <jdoc93@comcast.net> - Saturday, February 5, 2005 12:09 AM CST Happy 2nd birthday, Sarah! May you have a great day with the folks and family; they'll whoop it up for you! Andrea Beard <andreabeard@tmail.com> Cambridge, MN 55008 - Saturday, February 5, 2005 10:54 AM CST Happy Birthday sweet little girl! I am sending lots of hugs and kisses your way, for your special day. Margo Krumrie <m.krumrie@minnesotamutual.com> So. St. Paul, MN USA - Friday, February 4, 2005 1:25 PM CST I just noticed the date; tomorrow you'll be TWO!! I hope you and your family have a great celebration. Have a couple pieces of birthday cake...it works wonders for putting on weight, believe me!! Hugs to you all. Julie Sharer <ladybugjul@comcast.net> Powder Springs, GA USA - Friday, February 4, 2005 5:26 AM CST Way to go Sarah!! Glad to hear you are doing well. Happy early Birthday!! Jennifer Ness <nessjl@yahoo.com> Minnetonka, MN - Sunday, January 16, 2005 10:08 PM CST Wow! Sarah--you are getting so big--careful--soon you'll need XL diapers! :) Trudee Kelly <Trudeek@juno.com> North St. Paul, MN USA - Sunday, January 16, 2005 4:07 PM CST Keep on growing Sarah! Happy to hear you're home and doing well. We're all praying for you and your family! Julia Gutz Moller <jgutz@aol.com> - Friday, January 14, 2005 3:26 PM CST Sarah! 11 pounds! Yay!!!!!! I'm soooo happy! Love and kisses, Katy Katy Cooper <madellio@verizon.net> Peabody, MA - Friday, January 14, 2005 1:11 PM CST Happy New Year!! Here's to wishing the Ryan family a wonderful new year, and months and months on end of not having any reason to need to update this site - afterall, no news is good news :) Sarah, glad to hear that you are home from the hospital and starting to feel better. I've been sick for two weeks with a viral URI, so I can appreciate that you haven't been feeling too good lately. Best wishes! Tracy Moosbrugger <mtmoose@earthlink.net> Mpls, MN - Wednesday, January 5, 2005 8:42 AM CST Happy New Year! Thanks for the update. Glad to hear that Sarah is back home. As always...we are praying! Trudee Kelly and family <Trudeek@juno.com> North St. Paul, Mn USA - Sunday, January 2, 2005 9:20 PM CST Tell little Sarah to hang in there - We all know hospitals aren't fun (BLECH). We're all cheering for her and sending good wishes for a speedy recovery. Nikki & Eric Gilbertson (Anne & Joel's pals) Minneapolis, MN 55410 - Thursday, December 30, 2004 11:30 AM CST Dearest ones, I'm sorry Miss Sarah is in the hospital again, but here's hoping it's a short stay. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for keeping us all posted and up-to-date with the Peanut's adventures. Love, Katy C. Katy Cooper <madellio@verizon.net> Peabody, MA - Wednesday, December 29, 2004 8:31 PM CST Hello to the Ryans! Sorry to hear that Miss Sarah is in the hospital. Hopefully it will be for a short time. We'll storm the heavens! Trudee Kelly and family <Trudeek@juno.com> North St. Paul, Mn USA - Wednesday, December 29, 2004 12:06 AM CST Michael and Kristin--I'm sorry that Sarah had to go back to the hospital. I hope she feels better soon. My New Year's wish and prayers is that Sarah will grow and keep healthy. May 2005 be a peaceful year for you. Mercedes Rider Roseville, MN - Wednesday, December 29, 2004 9:44 AM CST Merry Christmas, Miss Sarah, and Merry Christmas, Mike, Kristen, Alex and Rachel. All the love, good wishes, and prayers for good things, every day. Love, your cousin Katy, who thinks of you every day and is never happier than when there's no news (because no news is always good news...) Katy Cooper <madellio@verizon.net> Peabody, MA - Friday, December 24, 2004 7:42 PM CST Christmas Blessings to the most awesome family!!! Thanks for the update. My thoughts and prayers are with all of you. Love, Kim Kim Bulger <kabulger@comcast.net> St.Paul, MN USA - Friday, December 24, 2004 9:48 AM CST Christmas Blessings for good health and a great year ahead. Sending you a little "warmth" from Georgia! Merry Christmas! Julie Sharer <ladybugjul@comcast.net> Powder Springs, GA USA - Thursday, December 23, 2004 11:22 AM CST God bless you all! Your Christmas is already merry. Love, Karen rhiner Karen Rhiner <alkari@san.rr.com> San Diego, - Thursday, December 23, 2004 10:25 AM CST Hi Sarah! Go for that 11 pounds girl! Merry Christmas to you, Rachel, Alex, Mom, Dad, Grandparents, Aunts, and Uncles! As always...we are praying! Trudee Kelly and family <Trudeek@juno.com> North St. Paul, MN USA - Thursday, December 23, 2004 8:09 AM CST Thinking of you this Holiday Season. Have a very Merry Christmas! Trish Adams <tpmadams@comcast.net> - Tuesday, December 21, 2004 10:09 PM CST Hi to the whole Ryan family. I check your web site every day, Sarah Beth, and love seeing your pictures and reading your comments. I hope all of you have the most wonderful Christmas! You deserve it Karen Rhiner <alkari@san.rr.com> - Wednesday, December 15, 2004 12:51 AM CST Hi Sarah Beth! Glad to hear from Grandma that you are still having good days. Your Mommy's quilts are beautiful! What a talented lady! Santa will be coming soon! Trudee Kelly <Trudeek@juno.com> North St. Paul, MN USA - Saturday, December 11, 2004 6:08 PM CST Little naked baby tushies and feet are so cute! Love your new pix. :) Your mama's quilts are beautiful! I hope you've found a stable nursing schedule, especially during the busy school year and holiday season. Hi Rachel! Hi Alex! I hope you had a lot of fun in Sheboygan. Love to you all! Teresa Lamo-Nelson <iammytmous@aol.com> Roseville, MN - Friday, December 10, 2004 10:24 AM CST Hello all, Kristi, what an amazing accomplishment. Each quilt is so beautiful and will bring great comfort to those who receive them. Thanks for the update and pictures of Miss Sarah Beth. I have been staying away as I have had a cold. Hope to see you soon, Love, Kim Kim Bulger <kabulger@comcast.net> St.Paul, MN USA - Thursday, December 2, 2004 3:43 PM CST To the whole Ryan Family: Happy Thanksgiving! We all have much to be thankful for! Glad to see your new pictures and hear your good news! Trudee Kelly and family <Trudeek@juno.com> North St. Paul, MN USA - Tuesday, November 23, 2004 11:03 PM CST Miss Sarah Beth, You do have the cutest little behind :)! We are so thankful for you and your family, you are in our daily prayers. Your momma brought us one of those beautiful quilts and I cried when she left because I was so touched! We're so glad to hear that you're gaining weight and sprouting new teeth :). Love and God bless you, Nate, Cathy, Mary and st. Theresa Rose Clyde <www.caringbridge.org/mn/theresarose, weloveteesa@earthlink.net> st. paul, mn - Monday, November 22, 2004 10:35 PM CST Miss Sarah! Look at you, you beautiful thing, you! I'm so happy you're doing so well, more happy than I can say... Love, kisses and lots of prayers, Your cousin Katy Katy Cooper <madellio@verizon.net> Peabody, MA - Monday, November 22, 2004 4:56 PM CST Glad to hear that all is well! You continue to be in our thoughts and prayers. Have a good Thanksgiving! Tracy & Matt Moosbrugger <mtmoose@earthlink.net> - Wednesday, November 17, 2004 6:27 AM CST Hello Ryans! It's wonderful to hear that everything is going so well! Sydney continues to pray all the time for "Baby Sarah". Happy Thanksgiving to you all - and many things to be grateful for! Annemarie Probst <jimmyprobst@yahoo.com> Ledgewood, NJ - Thursday, November 11, 2004 10:05 AM CST Hi Sarah! Good job on rolling over! You go girl! Trudee Kelly and family <Trudeek@juno.com> North St. Paul, MN USA - Sunday, November 7, 2004 5:41 PM CST Sarah Beth! You go girl, wiggling and turning yourself over! What a great accomplishment :)! You are in our prayers, Miss cutie pie :). Nate, Cathy and Mary Clyde <www.caringbridge.org/mn/theresarose, weloveteesa@earthlink.net> st. paul, mn - Saturday, November 6, 2004 6:56 PM CST Hey Cutie Pie, I just wanted to stop by and say hello to you and your brothers and sister and Mommy and Daddy. You're constantly in my thoughts and prayers. Love, Cousin Gilly Gill Kingston <kingstong@hotmail.com> Peabody, MA - Thursday, November 4, 2004 11:45 AM CST Hey to the Ryans! I check Sarah's website every couple of weeks. This time I noticed the link to Ben's site is missing. Just thought I'd let ya know. Thanks for sharing. Take care, Regina Regina McEntire <david.regina@usinternet.com> St. Paul, MN USA - Tuesday, November 2, 2004 2:18 PM CST Sarah Beth, I got to meet your mommy in person on Sunday! It was such a delight! Thank you for letting her out of the house so she could go over to OL Mt. Carmel :). We are praying for you, little sweetheart!! Nate & Cathy Clyde <WeLoveTeesa@earthlink.net, www.caringbridge.org/mn/theresarose> St. Paul, MN United States - Monday, October 18, 2004 3:01 PM CDT Hello to all, Thanks for the update and the very sweet photos. Glad to hear that all is well . Kristi, I took the house quilt to a retreat this weekend and everyone loved it. You did an amazing job on it. The details make it so much better and fun to look at. I hope the kids find buried treasure in their excavations of the garden. Then Mike won't have to worry about those co-workers. They can not have any idea of what you all have been through and are still facing. Blessings and love, Kim Kim Bulger <kabulger@comcast.net> St.Paul, MN USA - Sunday, October 17, 2004 6:35 PM CDT Hi Sarah and family! It was nice to check your page and see an update. I talk to your Grandma all the time and she says you're doing well. I'm glad your family has this "quiet" time. Tell Mom the bathroom sounds great! Take care sweetie. You're in our prayers! Trudee Kelly and family <Trudeek@juno.com> North St. Paul, MN USA - Sunday, October 17, 2004 7:31 AM CDT Darling Miss Sarah, I'm soooo happy to hear that you're doing well! I was hoping and hoping that all the quiet meant good things. And thank you for persuading your dad to give an update; it was good to hear you were well for sure. With all my love to everyone two-footed and four-footed, your cousin Katy Katy Cooper <madellio@nii.net> Peabody, MA USA - Sunday, October 17, 2004 6:39 AM CDT Little darling duckling, little honey-bunny, I check up on you every single day, say a little prayer for you that all is well on every front, and hope that no news is good news. And I send love and good wishes to you, your mom and dad, and your brother and sister. Go, Ryans! your cousin Katy Katy Cooper <madellio@nii.net> Peabody, MA USA - Tuesday, October 12, 2004 5:30 AM CDT Hi pretty girl! I met your grandma on Tuesday night at a Mass at Nativity. She did a great job of reading your brother, Benjamin's name aloud. He is such a special baby, who despite his short life continues to be loved and remembered by many. Have a good weekend and God bless you, Cathy and st. Theresa Rose <weLoveTeesa@earthlink.net, www.caringbridge.org/mn/theresarose> st. paul, mn - Friday, October 8, 2004 3:30 PM CDT Hey Sarah, just wanted to let you know that I was thinking about you this morning! Have a great week:) Tracy Moosbrugger <mtmoose@earthlink.net> Minneapolis, MN - Monday, October 4, 2004 9:44 AM CDT Hey Cutie Pie! I just wanted to stop by and say Hello! I think about you every day. Say hello to your Mom, Dad and your Grandparents for me, OK? Have a GREAT day! Love, Cousin Gilly Gill Kingston <kingstong@hotmail.com> Peabody, MA - Wednesday, September 29, 2004 11:39 AM CDT :0)We haven't been here in a bit and needed to come check on the little peanut..Wow has she grown! Very glad to hear things are doing good!!!Keep up the good work little one and look forward in seeing you some day!Take care and God Bless,Jennifer,Nathan,Hallie,Caitlyn,Travis...pets too! Nathan and Jennifer Anderson <brickhousemastiffs@yahoo.com> Golden Valley, MN USA - Sunday, September 19, 2004 4:57 AM CDT Hi Sarah, glad to hear you're hanging in there pretty well! I'm seeing your mommy on Friday and then I'll see YOU on Saturday, won't that just be fun ?? You can supervise Mom for a change :) Looking forward to seeing you soon! Andrea Beard <andreabeard@sherbtel.net> Cambridge, MN USA - Wednesday, September 8, 2004 5:31 PM CDT Thank Heaven for little girls... especially for ones like you, Sarah Beth. You are adorable in your dress, I love seeing that when I open the web page. I contine to pray for you and your family. Margo Krumrie <margo.krumrie@minnesotamutual.com> So. St. Paul, - Friday, September 3, 2004 8:03 AM CDT Dearest Sarah and Family, Thanks for letting us know how things are going. You all have a very special place in our hearts. Blessings and Love, Kim Kim Bulger <kabulger@comcast.com> St.Paul, MN USA - Monday, August 30, 2004 12:40 AM CDT I've been keeping tabs on you, Sarah Beth, and was hoping that no news was good news. I'm so sorry to hear that is not the case. You and your family are constantly in my prayers. I will add some extra ones for the tests tomorrow in hopes that they will give some answers. Keep your lovely chin up and hug your family for me! Mary Jean Jacobson <txgalnmn@aol.com> Eagan, MN - Tuesday, August 24, 2004 5:31 PM CDT oh peanut! i'm praying for your comfort and marveling (yet again) at your indomitable spirit. i hope no news is good news, but i don't dare assume it. i won't bother telling you to be brave and strong, because you always are. mama, daddy, rachel and alex & family: i pray for your comfort as well, and hope you can feel the love of all the members of your fan club out here. we do love you all! teresa lamo-nelson <iammytmous@aol.com> roseville, mn - Monday, August 23, 2004 1:13 PM CDT Sarah Beth! We are so sorry to read you're not feeling well. Know we will be praying extra hard for you this upcoming week! Nate and Cathy Clyde <www.caringbridge.org/mn/theresarose; weloveteesa@earthlink.net> st. paul, mn - Sunday, August 22, 2004 2:51 PM CDT Oh, duckling! I'm so sorry to hear of your new struggles. I've girded myself for battle and am praying mightily for you and for everyone who loves you. Love, your cousin Katy Katy Cooper <madellio@nii.net> Peabody, MA 01960 - Sunday, August 15, 2004 8:53 PM CDT Sarah and Family: Sarah, I think of you quite often. You are so precious and I pray that you will be bouncing back in no time. Many are with you every inch of the way. Always with loving thoughts and prayers to you and your family. Marti, Jim Docken and Family <mdocken@comcast.net> Oakdale, MN - Sunday, August 15, 2004 1:22 PM CDT Dear Sweet Sarah, I'm sorry to hear that you are not feeling well. I'll pray that you feel better soon and you and your Mom and Dad can get some restful sleep. Blessings and Love, Kim Kim Bulger <kabulger@comcast.net> St.Paul, MN USA - Saturday, August 14, 2004 9:55 PM CDT Hi Sarah! I've been at the lake without a computer, so I couldn't check in on your site. How delightful to see a message from Grandma Ryan. We sure like her a lot at Nativity, too. I'm glad you could get some rest on her lap. Sounds like you've been keeping everyone hopping! Little one, we are always praying for you, your parents, your sbilings, your grandparents, your other family members, and your wonderful caregivers. I hope better days are just around the corner. Take Care, Sweetie! Trudee Kelly and family <Trudeek@juno.com> North St. Paul, MN USA - Saturday, August 14, 2004 12:12 AM CDT Hi Sarah Beth! Just checkin' in. I wanted to drop you, your parents and grandparents a line to say "hi" and let you know I'm thinkin' 'bout you all. I hope you know what an amazing little girl you are!! :-) Your cousin Gilly Gill Kingston <kingstong@hotmail.com> Peabody, MA - Friday, August 13, 2004 3:55 PM CDT Dearest Sarah--thank you for the update. You've been on my mind a lot lately--thinking strong and healing thoughts. I'm glad your seizures seems to have calmed down--now you just need to get your rest. (I don't like going to sleep either, but you can do buckets more stuff when you've had your rest...so nap, child!) Love and kisses, Your cousin Katy Katy Cooper <madellio@nii.net> Peabody, MA - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 9:39 AM CDT I check your site every day, Sarah Beth, and pray for you often. What a special family you have!! Please give a sweet gurgle to Grandma and Grandpa Ryan for me. With love. Karen Rhiner <alkari@san.rr.com> San Diego, CA USA - Monday, August 9, 2004 4:34 PM CDT Sarah Beth, Imagine our delight at seeing some butterflies at "Derian's Dash" today that had YOUR name on them!!!! It was very special knowing that you were honored through the butterfly release :). God bless you, sweetie pie, and know we're praying for you! Nate & Cathy Clyde <www.caringbridge.org/mn/theresarose; weloveteesa@earthlink.net> st. paul, mn United States - Saturday, August 7, 2004 1:04 PM CDT Dear Sarah Beth, We are praying for a quick recovery and control of the seizures. You are never far from our thoughts and prayers. Ruth Klotz <raklotz@centurytel.net> - Thursday, August 5, 2004 4:29 PM CDT Ryan family and especially Sarah! We are praying for you and are anxious reading of the increasing seizures. God bless you with calmness (is that possible?!) while you learn about these new meds and their effects. Cathy and Nate Clyde <www.caringbridge.org/mn/theresarose; weloveteesa@earthlink.net> st. paul, - Thursday, August 5, 2004 1:18 PM CDT Hello to the Ryan family! Sorry to hear about Sarah's seizures. Hopefully the new medicine will do the trick--quickly! It must be so tough to see your little angel going through this. May God give you stength. As always...we are praying! Trudee Kelly and family <Trudeek@juno.com> North St. Paul, MN USA - Wednesday, August 4, 2004 1:10 PM CDT Hi Sarah, are you giving your mom and dad a hard time ?? You're just having a little bumpy road right now and those new meds will give you a smoother ride soon! Take care of your mom and dad and siblings :) Andrea <andreabeard@sherbtel.net> Cambridge, MN USA - Wednesday, August 4, 2004 10:24 AM CDT Oh, duckling! I'm so sorry to hear that you're having a rough time, and I'm sorry your mom and dad and brother and sister are too. (I know you didn't say much about it, but I know they love you and this must be so scary for them.) The prayers you asked for are on their way! Love, your cousin Katy Katy Cooper <madellio@nii.net> Peabody, MA - Wednesday, August 4, 2004 9:11 AM CDT Little Sarah - You keep rockin' through all this nastiness...I'm sure that the new regimen will work out like a charm. Make sure you're taking good care of your mom and dad, so they don't get too tuckered out. We're cheering for you! Nikki, Eric, and Luke Gilbertson Mpls, MN USA - Wednesday, August 4, 2004 7:45 AM CDT Dearest Sarah, Hope things are getting better with you these days. Have been thinking of you and your family. Stay cool! Hugs Janet Docken <jdoc93@comcast.net> Cottage Grove, MN - Monday, August 2, 2004 6:58 AM CDT You gotta love those brainstorms! Thanks again for keeping us updated on the Drama Queen. We think of her often. P.S. I loved the pic of Mike and Sarah! Tracy Moosbrugger <mtmoose@earthlink.net> Mpls, - Thursday, July 29, 2004 9:52 AM CDT Hang in there...seems as though if nothing odd is happening, life is too boring : ) P.s. happy belated birthday Mike! Shelley Scribner <absolutemastiffs@grantsburgtelcom.net> Grantsburg, WI - Wednesday, July 28, 2004 10:14 PM CDT Duckling! I'm soooo happy you're doing so well (and huge hurrays to your mom for her brainstorm). I figured you were in good shape--no news has seemed to be good news for a while now, but it's still good to hear. (Or see, as the case may be.) I hope everyone--you, Mom, Dad, Alex, Rachel, and the puppies--is having a wonderful summer... Love, your cousin Katy Katy Cooper <madellio@nii.net> Peabody, MA - Tuesday, July 20, 2004 12:43 AM CDT Hi Sarah! I've been out of town and checked your site when I returned. Sorry to hear about your latest trouble. Hopefully it won't last long. The picture on your homepage is beautiful! Tell Mom and Dad they did a great job. The flower petals are the perfect touch. You have a wonderful smile! Take care! As always...we are praying. Trudee Kelly <Trudeek@juno.com> North St. Paul, Mn USA - Thursday, July 15, 2004 3:21 PM CDT HI Mike and Kristin! I just wanted to let you know we continue to think and pray for you! I just got done looking at your latest photo album! I can not believe how tall Sarah is! What a cutie!!! Take care! Kathy and Tim Griesgraber Kathy Griesgraber <kkosmerl@sowashco.k12.mn.us> - Tuesday, July 13, 2004 7:01 PM CDT Dear Sarah Beth, How great to hear from you again! The thing I like the best is your great sense of humor with all you have been through. We think of you and pray for you all, "Auntie Ruthie" Ruth Klotz <raklotz@centurytel.net> - Monday, July 12, 2004 6:51 PM CDT Hello Ryan family - It seems like forever since I sent you all our happiest thoughts. I absolutley love the picture of Sarah an Mike. That's one to blow up and frame:) Hope you are enjoying the summer home Mike - I know I am. It's so nice to spend extra time with my girls. Our thoughts are with all of you - hopefully Sarah is just once again showing her "not so by the book" side and just giving you all soemthing extra to do each day! Enjoy the Sunshine (oh and the sun outside too). Kari, Chris, Mackenzie & Meghan <k.staples@comcast.net> New Hope, MN - Monday, July 12, 2004 5:29 PM CDT Sarah, Wanted to stop by to say you are in my thoughts. I am waiting to hear about the result of your test you had yesterday, hoping it is not serious. I stopped by the other night for a visit and you were sleeping. Mom said you needed your sleep so I did not get to hold you my sweetie. Have your mom contact me if she needs anything, could you?? With hugs Janet Docken <jdoc93@comcast.net> Cottage Grove, MN - Saturday, July 10, 2004 9:46 AM CDT Here's hoping this feels scarier than it actually is and that you're soon back to neon and lipsmackers... Love, your cousin Katy Katy Cooper <madellio@nii.net> Peabody, MA USA - Friday, July 9, 2004 3:19 PM CDT I love the picture of Sarah with the rose petals!! It's absolutely fabulous. I hope that all goes well with your Upper GI, and that you just thought life was getting too routine and boring. You just can't stand being without drama, can you. I will say many prayers for you, and think about you all often. Donna Wamstad <donnawamstad@mngastro.com> Shoreview, MN USA - Friday, July 9, 2004 2:56 PM CDT Jeannien Here, It was nice to see the family in the front yard the other day as I drove by. I even got to see the dog..BIG GUY!!!! I wish I had the time at that moment to stop and visit, but as always, I was expected somewhere at a certain time. Life is too busy for the simplest things. But the view of you all made my day. Hopefully we can have another moment like that one......only next time I hope I can stop and visit. We need more days like that one. Our summers are really too short. Anyway have a great summer. Jeannien Jeannien Oman <yellowjee@msn.com> St. Paul, MN USA - Wednesday, July 7, 2004 9:29 PM CDT hey baby doll! you look smashing in that dress. with that last entry, i'm going to quit calling you peanut and start calling you "easy breezy" instead. working hard to get a little chub going on those bones, too, i see. you should come over to my house...you'd soon be as round as a toad. (i seem to have that effect on people and animals.) hi rachel! hi alex! i hope you're having a good summer. i can't believe how much older you look, rachel! mike and kristin, it was a thrill to read how well sarah is feeling lately- i'm so happy for you! love to you all! teresa lamo-nelson <iammytmous@aol.com> roseville, mn - Tuesday, July 6, 2004 7:57 PM CDT Sarah, you little duckling, I'm so glad to check out your new, it's-mellow-in-the-summer report. I've been figuring you were doing well--the old "no news is good news" thing--but it's wonderful to have that confirmed. You keep chowing on the formula and putting some meat on those exquisite bones! With love and kisses and fireworks in my heart... Your cousin Katy Katy Cooper <madellio@nii.net> Peabody, MA 01960 - Friday, July 2, 2004 2:59 PM CDT Sarah, You are pretty as a princess!!!!!! We love the rose petals :)! Happy anniversary to your mom and dad...they are such loving parents to you. Thanks for the updates, it is so nice to hear what's going on in your world :). We're praying for you! Nate & Cathy Clyde <www.caringbridge.org/mn/theresarose; weloveteesa@earthlink.net> st. paul, mn usa - Friday, July 2, 2004 10:13 AM CDT Hi Sarah! I went out to lunch today with your Grandma Mary. She had some cute pictures of your new puppy! And you! I bet you're glad your sister and brother are home to help spoil you over the summer. Their smiles tell it all! I was glad to hear that things are running smoothly. We'll keep praying! Trudee Kelly <Trudeek@juno.com> North St. Paul, Mn USA - Thursday, July 1, 2004 10:05 PM CDT Sarah, you're beautiful (but you knew that already didn't you)!! I'm so glad to hear that your tummy is feeling better -- I don't know about you, but I love to eat! Keep up the great work:) Tracy Moosbrugger <mtmoose@earthlink.net> Minneapolis, MN - Monday, June 28, 2004 7:57 AM CDT Most women become mothers by accident, some by choice, a few by social pressure and a couple by habit. This year nearly 100,000 women will become mothers of handicapped children. Did you ever wonder how these mothers are chosen? Somehow I visualize God hovering over Earth Selecting his instruments for propagation with great care and deliberation. As he observes, he instructs his angels to take notes in a giant ledger. "Armstrong, Beth, son. Patron Saint, Matthew." "Forrest, Marjorie, daughter. Patron Saint, Celia." "Rutledge, Carrie, twins. Patron Saint...give her Gerard. He's used to profanity." Finally he passes a name to an angel and smiles. "Give her a handicapped child." The angel is curious. "Why this one, God? She's so happy." "Exactly," smiles God. "Could I give a handicapped child a mother who knows no laughter? That would be cruel." "But does she have the patience?" asks the angel. "I don't want her to have too much patience, or she'll drown in a sea of self-pity and despair. Once the shock and resentment wear off she'll handle it." "I watched her today. She has that sense of self and independence so rare and so necessary in a mother. You see, the child I'm going to give her has a world of it's own. She has to make it live in her world, and that's not going to be easy." "But Lord, I don't think she even believes in you." God smiles. "No matter, I can fix that. This one is perfect. She has just enough selfishness." The angel gasps, "Selfishness? Is that a virtue?" God nods. "If she can't separate herself from the child occasionally, she will never survive. Yes, here is a woman whom I will bless with a child less than perfect. She doesn't know it yet, but she is to be envied. She will never take for granted a spoken word. She will never consider a step ordinary. When her child says momma for the first time, she will be witness to a miracle and know it. I will permit her to see clearly the things I see--ignorance, cruelty, prejudice--and allow her to rise above them. She will never be alone. I will be at her side every minute of every day of her life Because she is doing my work as surely as she is here by my side." "And what about her Patron Saint?" asks the angel, his pen poised in the air. God smiles. "A mirror will suffice." When I read this poem, I thought it was written for you! Sarah Beth is so blessed. Another mother - Sunday, June 27, 2004 1:11 PM CDT Darling Miss Sarah--it's more lovely than words can say to see you looking so beautiful...and to hear that you're holding your own. You're in my heart and my prayers--you and your mom and dad and your sister and your brothers. Love, your cousin Katy Katy Cooper <madellio@nii.net> Peabody, MA - Saturday, June 19, 2004 7:42 PM CDT Sarah, YOU are absolutely the cutest of all cutie pies! I especially love your little curl :). We are praying for you and are so glad that things are going well! God bless you, Nate & Cathy Clyde <www.caringbridge.org/mn/theresarose; weloveteesa@earthlink.net> st. paul, mn usa - Wednesday, June 16, 2004 2:31 PM CDT Hi to all! Congratulations to your Mom and Dad on their second anniversary. Isn't love grand! Speaking of grand...you look beautiful! I love the smocking on your dress. My girls each had a dress like that. Enjoy the summer. Sarah--say hi to your Grandma Mary. As always...we are praying... Trudeek@juno.com <Trudeek@juno.com> North St. Paul, MN USA - Tuesday, June 15, 2004 4:44 PM CDT So glad to hear that Sarah is doing so well. Thanks for the update. The pictures are so cute! Jennifer Ness <nessjl@yahoo.com> Wayzata, mn - Monday, June 14, 2004 2:52 PM CDT Happy anniversary to Sarah and Angel Ben's parents! Ruth Klotz <raklotz@centurytel.net> - Monday, June 14, 2004 12:20 AM CDT Happy anniversary to Sarah and Angel Ben's parents! Ruth Klotz <raklotz@centurytel.net> - Monday, June 14, 2004 12:20 AM CDT What a beauty you are, Sarah! I happened to check in this morning as I just shared the idea of the Caring Bridge website with a family whose newborn twins are both very sick and in the hospital. However, if those babies, River and Canyon, are as strong-willed as you, they will be home with their Mommy & Daddy before long! Please give YOUR Mommy & Daddy a big Happy Anniversary hug from me. Julie Sharer <ladybugjul@comcast.net> Powder Springs, GA USA - Monday, June 14, 2004 6:21 AM CDT Hi Ryans! Just wanted to send a little e-love to you all, and tell you how great a pleasure it is to hear these "boring" updates! Rachel and Alex, I hope you have a really great summer. It was good to see the sun come out after all those cold and rainy days, and I hope it keeps shining for us all! Teresa Lamo-Nelson <iammytmous@aol.com> Roseville, MN - Monday, June 7, 2004 1:07 PM CDT Things must be pretty "normal" over there as I haven't seen any constant updates. That is great! Keep up the stability little Sarah Beth and peace to the family. Shelley Scribner <absolutemastiffs@grantsburgtelcom.net> Grantsburg, WI - Sunday, June 6, 2004 4:25 PM CDT Hello, Miss Sarah... Here's hoping that your life continues to be a blissful, yet quiet, round of Lip Smackers, neon lights and bedazzling everyone with your adorableness. You and your brother and sister and your mom and dad are in my thoughts and prayers every day... Love, your cousin Katy Katy Cooper <madellio@nii.net> Peabody, MA - Tuesday, June 1, 2004 1:11 PM CDT Never thought "dull" would be sooooo EXCITING! Glad to hear the good news! Tracy & Matt Moosbrugger <mtmoose@earthlink.com> Minneapolis, MN - Saturday, May 29, 2004 5:01 PM CDT Sarah we have never met, but we have a some things in common. My middle name is Beth , I also inherited the Winterhalter gene that helps keep you slender. I am thinking you inherited that gene from your Great Grandpa Henry Winterhalter. Your Grandma Ryan and my Dad Tom are cousins. I am very fond of your grandmother, she is a wonderful and caring human being. When I talked to her a few weeks ago I promised her that I would post something on your guestbook. So here I am. I think of you and your parents often, and I wonder how you are day to day. I want to say Thank You for being such a fighter! Your strength and the strength of your family motivates others to do and be better in their own lives. I look forward to seeing new pictures as they come and hope that someday we can meet. Keep fighting the fight babygirl- Take care of yourself and each other. Happy Summer to you all! Amy Robideaux (formerly Winterhalter) <winte050@umn.edu> North Saint Paul, MN USA - Friday, May 28, 2004 1:09 PM CDT Dear Sarah Beth, We love dull! Trudee Kelly <Trudeek@juno.com> North St. Paul, MN USA - Wednesday, May 26, 2004 4:25 PM CDT What a cutie pie!!!!!!!! Miss Sarah is beautiful!!!!!!! Your mother, Mary, sent a note to us with your 2 children's websites. I just sat and read through all of the journals on your two little ones...wow. Such brave little warriors!!!!!!! I am impressed by their fighting spirits (and lip smacking talents :))! Know of our frequent prayers and thoughts... Nate & Cathy Clyde <www.caringbridge.org/mn/theresarose; weloveteesa@earthlink.net> st. paul, mn usa - Tuesday, May 25, 2004 7:30 PM CDT Hello Pumpkin - I'm glad you got a chance to sneak away and give us an update. It was a pleasure to read. I like your breezy writing style - it's lots of fun to read. Say hello to your parents and brothers and sister for me, OK? Love, Cousin Gilly Gill Kingston <gkingsto@progress.com> Peabody, MA - Tuesday, May 25, 2004 11:41 AM CDT Sarah- I just love reading your updates. You are truely special and CUTE! Glad your plugging along. Keep up the good work and tell you mom, dad, and nurses I said "HI". Regina McEntire <david.regina@usinternet.com> Saint Paul, MN USA - Monday, May 24, 2004 1:50 PM CDT Hugs and snuggles. In the middle of moving I thought I would take a minute and say hello. I blow kisses and send my warmest smile and a deep sigh for every contented moment. How many truly contented moments are we allowed to share? The times where your mind wanders if you let it, a little sigh of peace can escape. Just waking up when nothing is going on and the rain is softly falling, leaving the world in restful darkness. It allows us to delay the obligations a while longer and linger in the presence of those we love. An extra minute snuggling under the warm covers in the familiar smell of home and where we sleep.Children lulled into sleeping late by the coolness of the rain and the comfort of the quilts. When they wake, inviting them to the master bed for a morning cuddle and chat. The quiet comfort of family, close, personal and warm. No hurry, and no chores. It's raining after all and just lolling about for those extra moments. Too soon the obligations and chores but for a moment, contentedness. I wish you many of these moments. The quiet, the peace, the shared comfort of body warm quilts and mornings of groggy content. Love, Kari Kari Saffouri <kjsaffouri@comcast.net> - Sunday, May 23, 2004 5:35 PM CDT Hi, Sarah! Your letters are so good! You sure made me smile today, thank you. Ruth Klotz <raklotz@centurytel.net> - Sunday, May 23, 2004 4:56 PM CDT Hi Sarah! First of all, you rock! This is Ellie one of your biggest fan club member and supporter. Let me tell you.. I sometime gotta bug my own Mommy and Daddy to write about me every now and then. Sometimes we gotta take things in our own hands and show'em what we are capable of! I've developed a thing of yanking whatever tubes, IV I could find! I'm ready to bust out of the infant care center myself! Remember one thing, drama queens rulez, parents drool! Keep up the good work and I looking forward getting together to play with you! Oh yeah, tell ur parents and brother and sisters and your cute doggies I said hello! Ellie Meier bloomington, mn - Friday, May 21, 2004 5:28 PM CDT I am so glad to hear that Sarah is doing much better. The website is wonderful and it so fun to hear about the drama queen and to see new pictures. My little girl Carly (4) still prays every night for "the little peanut girl" God bless you all, you are incredible! Cindy St. George <paulcindys@msn.com> Vadnais Heights, MN - Thursday, May 20, 2004 11:00 AM CDT Sarah and family - You are all truly amazing! And so is the power of prayer and will! Thank you, thank you for sharing your story with us. Keep up the good fight! Julia Gutz Minneapolis, MN - Thursday, May 20, 2004 10:43 AM CDT Hi Mike and Kristin!! We're so glad to hear that things have calmed down. We enjoyed your new photos, and seeing your new puppy (How big wil he get???). We just want you to know that you are in our thoughts and prayers and an inspiration to us. Love, Marlene and Ed Weil <marlenew@snet.net> Westport, CT - Thursday, May 20, 2004 0:22 AM CDT God Bless you all. Following Sarah's story is such an inspiration of hope, courage, and faith. She is one strong little girl teaching all of us that we do have a purpose in life and God loves us very much. I have never met her but love her just the same. I do hope the syndrome will be named after Sarah. After all, she is a real trooper. Hmmm, this could be why she is going thru her ill times, it's to record history for the medical profession. She is helping others who may be born with this syndrome. She is beautiful and I am going to pray for her continued health and hooray for the absent seizures. See, the parents do know what's best for their children. Judy/ Aunt Anne's friend. Farmington, mn usa - Wednesday, May 19, 2004 9:15 PM CDT I just wanted everyone to know that I think of you all every day, saying a little prayer and thinking good thoughts, believing that no news is good news. If that's true, enjoy it! Bask in it! May it continue, on and on. Your cousin Katy Katy Cooper <madellio@nii.net> Peabody, MA 01960 - Wednesday, May 19, 2004 1:02 PM CDT Hello to the Ryan family! I'm so delighted that your news is about a new puppy! I hope things can stay relatively calm for you. (Does that happen with a puppy?). Love the new pics! As always...we are praying. Trudee Kelly <Trudeek@juno.com> St. Paul, Mn USA - Tuesday, May 18, 2004 8:43 AM CDT Hi Ryan's! My name is Greg Haider, I am Nicholas Haider's uncle. I wanted to thank you for your kind words and encouragement, as you well know, sometimes this webpage is all that keeps you going through these trying times. Sarah is precious (as well as Luma)! Your family is truly an inspiration, showing no matter how difficult things get, we are blessed with Angels! Greg Haider <haid0041@umn.edu> Inver Grove Heights, MN USA - Monday, May 17, 2004 12:04 AM CDT What a sweet puppy. I can't wait to see her. Grandma Hildebrand is quite smitten with her! Blessings and Love to Sarah and all who love her. Kim Bulger Kim Bulger <kabulger@comcast.com> St.Paul, MN USA - Friday, May 14, 2004 1:36 PM CDT Dear Ryan's - it's so wonderful to hear all the positive news from your house. Sarah is amazing and so is her family. Congratulations on your "normal" days. Isn't the everyday terrific? Annemarie Probst <jimmyprobst@yahoo.com> Ledgewood, NJ - Thursday, May 13, 2004 1:37 PM CDT The pictures are wonderful! Thank you. Glad to hear things are going along well. The puppy is so cute! Ruth Klotz <raklotz@centurytel.net> - Thursday, May 13, 2004 8:55 AM CDT Kristin & Mike - I have selfish reasons for writing tonight. Before I get into specifics - know that not a day goes by without a special prayer request for Sara from our hearts to God. Here's what we are asking - if you feel you are capable, Chris' brother Andy's dear friend Steve just had a baby & the delivery was not the best of circumstances for Nicholas - he survived, but not without some damaging effects. They are struggling with many unanswered questions and obviously are asking for prayers. They have a caring bridge site & I just feel that words from you may be the encouragement they need at this point in their journey. The site is caringbridge.org/mn/nicholashaider. Please visit it if you feel the strength - sometimes those of us who have not had expereinces such as yours cannot off the right words - I am sure you might be able to. Thanks so much. And again God's blessing to all of you! Kari Staples <kari.staples@sthubert.org> New Hope, MN 55427 - Tuesday, May 11, 2004 9:40 PM CDT Hi to the Ryan family! Loved the new photos! Our hope for you is that this "normal" time continues. Hang in there! As always...we are praying! Trudee Kelly <Trudeek@juno.com> North St. Paul, MN USA - Tuesday, May 11, 2004 8:38 AM CDT puppy breath........ahhhhhhhhh,hhhhmmmmm Happy puppy to you all. Kari Saffouri <kjsaffouri@comcast.net> - Monday, May 10, 2004 11:10 PM CDT I hope this was a special day for a very special Mom. Happy Mother's Day! Trish Adams <tpmadams@comcast.net> - Sunday, May 9, 2004 9:38 PM CDT Happy Mother's day. Love, Kari Kari Saffouri <kjsaffouri@comcast.net> - Sunday, May 9, 2004 11:47 AM CDT Sarah.... The Drama continues!!! I really hope you get better. I know you are a strong fighter and yet you have continue to keep all of us on our toes. In addition to our own daughter, we have been praying for you.. After all Ellie really wants to meet with you when she jumps bail at the NICU. Keep up the good fight and PLEASE do give your parents a rest! Our prayers goes out to your entire family! Mike, Audra, and Ellie <mikemeier@tmail.com> Bloomington, MN - Saturday, May 8, 2004 2:42 AM CDT Dear Kristin and Mike, Thank-you for continuing to share with us. I talked to Grandma Ryan at lunch and we had a chuckle about the title "the drama queen". Sarah is such a little sweetie. I know this is an extremely difficult journey that you are on. Keep remembering that you are not alone. God is always at your side. Many people are praying for you and these prayers will help you move forward each day. My second graders loved the new photo. Hang in there! As always...we are praying. Trudee Kelly <Trudeek@juno.com> North St. Paul, MN USA - Wednesday, May 5, 2004 9:44 PM CDT Dear Mike, Kristin, Alex, Rachel, Sarah--Thank you from the bottom of my heart for the continuing updates on both sites. They help me to know what to pray for--mostly I pray that God gives you strength and solace to deal with all of this. Your courage through all of this continues to amaze me. Bless you all. Love, Katy Katy Cooper <madellio@nii.net> Peabody, MA - Tuesday, May 4, 2004 8:01 AM CDT Dear Sarah, It sure is great seeing you looking so good! Ruth <raklotz@centurytel.net> - Sunday, May 2, 2004 9:13 AM CDT HOW GREAT IT IS TO HEAR "MISS DRAMA QUEEN" IS BACK TO HER OLD SELF...SOMEONE, SOMEWHERE, HAS DIFFERENT PLANS FOR HER!! MIKE, YOU CAN TRY MY DIET OF DOVE CHOCOLATE CANDIES...ADD 1 RECLINER AND A REMOTE...AND PRESTO! YOU WILL FILL OUT NICELY!WILL KEEP ALL OF YOU IN OUR PRAYERS, ALWAYS, THE MOINICHEN CLAN ! Sandi Moinichen <foruisew@aol.com> St. Paul, MN USA - Saturday, May 1, 2004 8:35 PM CDT Way to go Sarah!!! Tracy & Matt Moosbrugger <mtmoose@earthlink.com> Minneapolis, MN - Tuesday, April 27, 2004 8:17 PM CDT Dear Mike and all the family, I just wanted to say how happy I am that things have turned for the better. (I'm knocking on wood right now) We will continue to keep you all in our thoughts and prayers. Continued good luck, All the Staples Chris Staples <c.staples@comcast.net> - Tuesday, April 27, 2004 8:14 PM CDT Dear Ryan Familey, I just have to thank the Lord for everything he has done in you life i know your story will all ways have a place in my heart. All my love and prayers from me to you. God Bless you all. Katie Grohs <Littlekittey41@aol.com> St.Paul, MN - Tuesday, April 27, 2004 4:28 PM CDT Amazing Sarah! How could you know that we were not ready or able to say goodbye just yet? Your strength and determination are nothing short of miraculous! We love you and praise God for each day you are with your Mom, Dad, Rachel, Alex and family. Blessings and love, Kim Kim Bulger <kabulger@comcast.com> St.Paul, MN USA - Monday, April 26, 2004 10:29 PM CDT I am so happy to hear your happiness. The power of prayer is so strong, faith so great, family love unbeatable. I will continue to pray for your whole family. I am so thankful that you are at a happy enough point to joke around again. I would recommend trying diet coke as it cancels out all calories you consume before drinking it: ) Or atleast that is what I was told...LOL Shelley Scribner <absolutemastiffs@grantsburgtelcom.net> Grantsburg, WI - Monday, April 26, 2004 8:25 PM CDT YAHOOOO! I am so glad to hear that Sarah ( and all of you ) are doing so much better! One of my Second Graders said Sarah should be called "the miracle baby" and everyone agreed. So now we check the website each day to see how "the miracle baby" is doing. My kids LOVED the new photo! God bless Sarah. The power of prayer is mighty! As always...we keep praying! Trudee Kelly <Trudeek@juno.com> North St. Paul, MN USA - Sunday, April 25, 2004 2:36 PM CDT Sarah, I came by last night for a visit and you were sleeping. You must are trying to catch up with sleep after being awake for a long period earlier. You looked CUTE in that yellow outfit you had on yesterday! Your mom better have you to wear that outfit often! Hope you are continuing to recover each day. I am happy to see your oxygen stats continues to improve!! You take care! Love Auntie Janet Janet Docken <Jdoc93@comcast.net> Cottage Grove, MN - Sunday, April 25, 2004 2:01 PM CDT IF JOY CAN HE "HEARD" THRU AN EMAIL, THEN I AM HEARING IT LOUD AND CLEAR! AM SO THRILLED TO HEAR SARAH IS DOING MUCH BETTER ! CHECKED OUT THE NEW PIXS, SHE SURE IS CUTE AND SWEET ! IS SHE BACK TO HER "SINGING"? I BET SHE COULD MAKE IT ON AMERICAN IDOL !!WILL KEEP ALL OF YOU IN OUR HEARTS AND PRAYERS..LUV, YOUR OLD NEIGHBORS ON PALACE AVE., THE MOINICHEN CLAN ! SANDI MOINICHEN <FORUISEW@AOL.COM> ST. PAUL, MN US - Sunday, April 25, 2004 11:45 AM CDT How wonderful to have you all joking around!!! Next to prayer I believe laughter is the best healer. Still praying and thinking of you.... Ruth Klotz <raklotz@centurytel.net> - Saturday, April 24, 2004 8:35 AM CDT I am hoping that no news is good news and Sarah is continuing to enjoy some health and happiness along with her extra special family. The power of prayer certainly has been proven time and again with. Shelley Scribner <absolutemastiffs@grantsburgtelcom.net> Grantsburg, WI - Friday, April 23, 2004 1:57 PM CDT After being in the habit of checking the Caring Bridge a few times daily during Ben's brief life, our computer was out of order and I had not been "in touch" since the day of his funeral. I now see that you have all endured yet another incredible test in the past two weeks. All I can say is THANKS be to God for seeing Sarah and the rest of you through yet another battle. And thank you, Kristin and Mike, for bearing you souls and allowing us to follow you in your journey. God be with you each step of the way. Julie Sharer <ladybugjul@comcast.net> Powder Springs , GA USA - Thursday, April 22, 2004 8:35 PM CDT The miracle child pulls through again!!! WoooHooo!!! I'm so happy for her and her remarkable family!! Faith and prayers...a potent combination. Thank you so much for the updates and the opportunity to jot down a few words, etc. Love, Gilly Gill Kingston <gkingsto@progress.com> Peabody, MA - Thursday, April 22, 2004 11:25 AM CDT What wonderful news! Sarah is absoultly darling. I look forward to more posts like this :0) I will be keeping you all in my prayers just the same. Sherry Sherry Brown Duluth, MN USA - Thursday, April 22, 2004 11:02 AM CDT Wow, the Power of Prayer!!! Continued prayers are still coming your way Sarah!!! You are AWESOME!!!! Never ending loving thoughts and prayers for the Ryan Family Marti and Jim Docken <mdocken@comcast.net> Oakdale, MN - Wednesday, April 21, 2004 9:28 PM CDT Oh how wonderful!! I'm so happy for you ALL!! That Sarah is quite the fighter. WOW!! Thanks for sending me the email. Hang in there!! Regina McEntire <david.regina@usinternet.com> Saint Paul, MN USA - Wednesday, April 21, 2004 9:10 PM CDT YAHOO PEANUT!! Thank you God. What more is there to say?? Debbie Wuetherich <lakeside@ll.net> Gaylord, MN USA - Wednesday, April 21, 2004 8:55 PM CDT I am so happy for you that the miracle baby has once again pulled another miracle from above. I will continue to pray for you all. Shelley Scribner <absolutemastiffs@grantsburgtelcom.net> grantsburg, wi - Wednesday, April 21, 2004 7:54 PM CDT Dear Sarah, PRAISE TO THE LORD you have been recovering from a nasty illness! I was thrilled to hear about you this morning after reading your website. I had several dreams about you last Monday night while you were very sick. In these dreams, I saw you were wide-awake, moving around, putting your hands in your mouth, and being your usual self. You also had people surrounding you in a calm environment. I had hard time grasping what were the facts and what these were trying to tell me. It is amazing that the dreams I had about you were actually trying to tell me you are actually a great fighter and would overcome this illness. Isn't it such an inspiring moment, thanks for sending me the messages through my dreams!! It was a honor being able to see you today, finally! You were such an adorable petite kid, laying in your playpen, watching TV! you really lifted my heart today after days of worrying about you. It was a pleasure being able to hold you once again, and hope you enjoyed the texture of my sweater after picking at it, smile. I admire your long eyelashes! I hope you would continue with the recovery. THANK YOU THE LORD FOR HEARING OUR PRAYERS FOR YOU AND FOR YOUR WHOLE FAMILY!!! With lots of love, Auntie Janet Janet Docken <Jdoc93@comcast.net> - Wednesday, April 21, 2004 7:03 PM CDT I am thrilled to see Sarah Beth looking the absolute best I have ever seen her! Congratulations! Ruth <raklotz@centurytel.net> - Wednesday, April 21, 2004 4:55 PM CDT Thanks so much for keeping us updated in Sarah's journey! It is so good to know that we can check in here at Caring Bridge and learn her progress and know specifically how to pray for you all day to day. Abigail and Alexandra send their best wishes and prayers and say hello to each of her family members. We love you all as members of our own family. Linda Schultz <sevensilversrun@5pillars.com> Minneaplis, MN USA - Wednesday, April 21, 2004 3:57 PM CDT A truly blessed day for your family! I passed around Sarah's website yesterday to the faculty at my school - we hope you felt all the prayers coming your way! Obviously Sarah did! Just so you all know our prayers will not stop. May you all enjoy some wonderful time together and some much needed R&R! Thanks for the pictures - I absolutely love the one of her praying. What a beaut! kari Staples <kari.staples@sthubert.org> New Hope, MN - Wednesday, April 21, 2004 2:51 PM CDT What an amazing little girl Sarah is! Hurray for her! As much as I pray for Sarah, I pray for the rest of you, riding this roller-coaster of ups and downs. I pray that you'll have strength and that you'll find comfort and resilience somewhere. I pray that God watches over you and gives you what you need when you need it. And I think about you all the time. Thank you so much for the updates--I'm guessing they can't always be easy to write, so that makes me appreciate them even more... Katy Katy Cooper <madellio@nii.net> Peabody, MA - Wednesday, April 21, 2004 1:00 PM CDT WE ARE SO HAPPY TO HEAR "PEANUT" IS DOING BETTER ! WITH ALL OF THE FRIENDS AND FAMILY PULLING FOR HER ,SHE MUST HAVE HEARD US LOUD AND CLEAR !! THANKS FOR THE UPDATES, I KNOW IT MUST BE HARD SOMETIMES, BUT I KNOW FROM EXPERIENCE IT ALSO HELPS TO JOURNAL IT AND JUST SAY IT OUT LOUD !!SLEEP WELL TONIGHT , ALL OF YOU ! MIKE, THE BOYS SAID TO SAY HI AND THEY ARE THINKING ABOUT YOU AND YOUR FAMILY !! ALWAYS, SANDI M. & THE GUYS Sandi Moinichen <foruisew@aol.com> St. Paul, MN Ramsey - Wednesday, April 21, 2004 10:19 AM CDT Kristin, I got your email the other day. Thank you for all the news. I am praying for all of you that you all find the strength to fight the good fight. Carol Carol Johnson <stpauliegirl33@hotmail.com> Jax, FL - Wednesday, April 21, 2004 9:31 AM CDT I am so happy for all of you. Your little peanut is a true fighter. You will continue to be in my thoughts. Donna Wamstad <donnawamstad@mngastro.com> Shoreview, MN USA - Wednesday, April 21, 2004 9:12 AM CDT Sarah is truly a remarkable person. I'm happy and thankful that she is feeling better. All my best. Mercedes Rider Roseville, MN - Wednesday, April 21, 2004 8:59 AM CDT Mike, Kristin and family, Prayers are being answered! Amen! I'm so relieved to hear that Sarah is still here. What a fighter. That's the Spirit Sarah!! Way to go!! Prayers are still coming your way. Julie Hervas (Mastiff friend) <julie.hervas@state.mn.us> Oakdale, MN USA - Wednesday, April 21, 2004 8:47 AM CDT Joy comes in the morning. I will savor it fully for each of you. Good day to you, Miss Sarah! Judy Leahy Judy Leahy <jleahy4654@aol.com> - Wednesday, April 21, 2004 7:52 AM CDT We have always believed in prayer but this is truly remarkable. I am sure with her family around her, Sarah gained this strength to come back to you all! Congratulations! Know our prayers continue and we'll be looking forward to more good news! Dick and Ruth Klotz <raklotz@centurytel.net> Danbury, WI - Wednesday, April 21, 2004 7:30 AM CDT YAAAAAHHHHHHHH!I am so happy to hear of her good report!We have been saying lots of prayers....:0) Very exciting new for Sarah and family..Keep growing strong little one!Take care and God Bless From the Andersons,Jennifer,Nathan,Hallie,Caitlyn,Travis..Pets too! Jennifer and Nathan Anderson Family <Brickhousemastiffs@yahoo.com> Golden Valley, MN Henn. - Wednesday, April 21, 2004 6:50 AM CDT With tears of JOY and a THANKFUL HEART... our HEAVENLY FATHER hears our prayers and has compassion on His children. I'm thrilled for this good news! Yippeee for poopy pants! Mike, bet you never thought you'd be happy to change a drity diaper, ha-ha! Love Ya All Much!! Auntie Char <Charcoda@msn.com> Oakdale, MN - Wednesday, April 21, 2004 6:36 AM CDT Hi Kristin and Mike! I was so happy when I checked the website. I can hardly wait to tell my Second Graders this morning that Sarah is doing a little better. We just talked yesterday about the power of prayer! As always...we are praying! Trudee Kelly <Trudeek@juno.com> North St. Paul, MN USA - Wednesday, April 21, 2004 6:13 AM CDT We're pulling for you all - and we admire your courage..each and every one of you. The prayers will continue! Bless you little peanut. Julia Gutz <Jgutz@aol.com> Minneapolis, MN - Wednesday, April 21, 2004 5:23 AM CDT Kristin and family, As Deacon Mike wrote earlier today, the families at Our Lady of Mt. Carmel are saying prayers for Sarah Beth as she continues to battle. I'm sure I'm not alone in adding additional prayers for the whole Ryan family every time I hear Sarah's name during the intentions. I have thought many times over the last eighteen months about our Lord's plan for us in this world. Sadly, I have no profound answer. I do believe the hardship we cope with here will be more than offset by the beauty of heaven. I also know that belief still at times provides little comfort when as a parent you are suffering so much for all your kids have to endure. On more than one occasion during Max's illness you provided Trish and me great comfort through your acts of kindness. I wish there was more I could do to give you a break from all you're going through. For now, please know that I am one of many out there asking the Lord to ease your difficult journey. Paul Adams <tpmadams@comcast.net> new hope, mn - Tuesday, April 20, 2004 10:04 PM CDT We are praying for you all at this most difficult time. Dick and Ruth Klotz <raklotz@centurytel.net> Danbury, WI - Tuesday, April 20, 2004 7:07 PM CDT I am filled with prayers and love for each of you. Tonight at adoration your family will be my entire focus. Meeting Sara so briefly at Benjamin's visitation was a privilege I will never forget, nor, Mike, will I forget your tenderness with her. God love you all. Judy Leahy <jleahy4654@aoll.com> - Tuesday, April 20, 2004 4:52 PM CDT I am so sorry to hear that Sarah is not doing well. We will continue to pray for the "little peanut girl" as she has come to be known in our family. I was able to meet Sarah and when I think of her I think of: lipsmakers, how she loves to look at all different lights and her gentle cooing. Thanks for sharing the scared gift of your heartfelt journey with so many. It indeed feels like such a privledge to be able to share your family through this website. You are amazing parents, who have given so much to all your children. From such a little peanut, there is such a bright light. The whole Ryan family continues to be in our thoughts and prayers. Cindy St. George <paulcindys@msn.com> Vadnais Heights, MN - Tuesday, April 20, 2004 4:18 PM CDT I have been checking your websites regularly. I am truly amazed that you are able to keep us updated thru the websites even though you are going thru lots of ups and downs. I am grateful that I could read updates about your beloved children. Your family's struggle with Sarah and Ben deeply touches me. Your family has always been in my thoughts & prayers. Lisa S. Faribault, - Tuesday, April 20, 2004 1:10 PM CDT Dear Sarah Beth and family. I recall holding Sarah at our Barnes and Noble quilting meeting on that Monday night so long ago. I commented on that new baby smell and enjoyed the fragrance of her hair and the softness of her skin. Her beauty radiated out and was absorbed by all of us there. Knowing her has been a privelage and an honor. I am honored to have been invited into your lives by this site which you so dilegently maintained through your highs and lows. Your loss will be ours as well and though the depths of your sorrow cannot be fathomed, know that we deeply care. Through you Sarah has become part of our reality. When so many know her and so many care so deeply for and about her, she will always be among us. She will be prayed for and spoken of. Your tender care and love for her that you then shared with us is a gift beyond measure. Thankyou. Love always, Kari, Kaely and Bryce Kari Saffouri <kjsaffouri@comcast.net> eagan, mn - Tuesday, April 20, 2004 11:32 AM CDT My love and prayers are with all of you. I will bring flowers to Baby Ben's grave today. I know that both of your angels know how much you and all of your loved ones cherish them. I know that the memories of my visits with Sarah will always make me smile. Her beautiful, delicate hands always seemed to be conducting music that only she could hear. Her soft little kitten sounds - so, so lovely. She is so tiny, yet her struggles and triumphs are awesome. Blessings and love to all of you, Kim Kim Bulger <kabulger@comcast.com> St.Paul, MN USA - Tuesday, April 20, 2004 11:21 AM CDT Dear Mike and Kristin: I can only imagine the pain and exhaustion you are going through now. My thoughts are with you. Carol Henderson, South High - Tuesday, April 20, 2004 11:12 AM CDT You are all in my thoughts and prayers. While my son was dying a very wise man told my husband and I that despite the fact that we have no control over how long we or our children live, we do have control over how meaningful and comfortable their lives are. I know this is no consolation now, when the air is so heavy around you that you cannot fill your own lungs and the days feel like weeks, but from everything you so lovingly share on this beautiful tribute to Sarah - this Caring Bridge site - it is plain to see even to those who don't really know you that you have done so many incredibly loving and meaningful things for your beautiful children. Sarah's, Ben's, Alex's, and Rachel's lives are so rich with love and care and yours is a very wise family. I am so sorry for what you have experienced this last month. You will continue to be in my prayers. Sincerely, Kim Lovrich - Spare Key <kim@sparekey.org> White Bear Lake, MN - Tuesday, April 20, 2004 10:07 AM CDT Mike and Kristin- I am sorry to hear the Sarah Beth’s condition is worsening. Please know that prayers for comfort and guidance from our family and our church are with you. I had the pleasure of working with Mike’s dad (Grandpa Ryan) for several years at the Department of Health. Like you two, Dan has an unshakable faith and the ability to try to see the best in extremely challenging times. Thank you for sharing the lives of you and your children with us and demonstrating on a daily basis what true faith is. Although I am far away, if I can do anything to help you, please let me know. Matt Oudsema Lansing, MI USA - Tuesday, April 20, 2004 9:25 AM CDT Mike and Kristin, Being a friend of Grandpa Ryan, I have only met you briefly once or twice. Thank you for sharing so much of your lives, and Ben and Sarah's, with so many people. I feel blessed to have been touched by their lives! You have my prayers and whatever support a near-stranger can offer. We all know how easy it is for other parts of our daily lives (cleaning, laundry, yard work, etc) to get put on hold when other priorities need our attention. It would be an honor to repay you in some way for sharing so much. If you need (or even don't need but would rather let it be someone else's worry) help with any of the day to day stuff, please let me know. I enjoy those tasks and would truly consider it an honor to help. Deb Jahnke Deb Jahnke <debra.jahnke@health.state.mn.us> Stillwater, MN USA - Tuesday, April 20, 2004 8:47 AM CDT Kristin, Rachel and family. I can't even imagine how you are getting through each day when you should be allowed to grieve for Ben. Your eloquence in sharing allows others to share their prayers with you and hopefully that helps give you the ability to carry on. Barb and Shannon Boelter and family Barb Boelter <bjboelter@comcast.net> Eagan, MN USA - Tuesday, April 20, 2004 8:46 AM CDT Dear Kristin, Mike, Alex, Rachel, Sarah, and Angel Ben, I am so sorry that your news isn't good. Sarah is a beautiful little girl. I remember her fight and spirit when I visited her in the hospital. She is cute beyond words! To paraphrase St. Paul, she is fighting the good fight, and if she does finish her race soon, know that there is in store for her a crown in heaven which the Lord will give her, and not only to her, but to all of us who love him. Your family is in my prayers and thoughts, and not only mine, but the entire parish of Our Lady of Mt. Carmel as well. May God be near you and may you feel His support and care through all of this. Deacon Mike <powersm1@archspm.org> Minneapolis, MN US - Tuesday, April 20, 2004 8:39 AM CDT I am heartbroken to hear about Sarah's condition. I am aching with you all these days. May the Lord give you the extra strength during this time. Knowing Sarah since her birth- she always has been a great fighter. She has taught us many lessons about life, even though she is only a year old! Please know you all are constantly in my thoughts and prayers. Hold onto precious Sarah and cherish every minutes with her. Last night I had dreams about Sarah, she was wide awake, chomping her arms, having her hands in mouth. She was also moving around. She seemed happy! Not only once, but several times I woke up realizing I was definitely dreaming about precious Sarah! I could feel her in my heart! May God be with you all. With love Janet Docken <Jdoc93@comcast.net> - Tuesday, April 20, 2004 6:25 AM CDT Dear Ryan Family, I am so very sorry for all you have gone through. Words seem so inadequate at a time like this, but I hope you draw some comfort from the love and prayers of you family and your many, many, friends. Linda Varro St. Paul, MN - Monday, April 19, 2004 11:08 PM CDT I'm so sorry to hear the latest news. Altough I only met Sarah a few weeks ago, she is an incredible little girl with a family that has an amazing amount of strength, courage and love. Our hearts and prayers go out to Sarah and your family. Jennifer Ness <nessjl@yahoo.com> - Monday, April 19, 2004 10:23 PM CDT The Ryan Family, My heart goes out to your whole family. Though I have not met Sarah personally, your family has done such a wonderful job portraying her through the website. Please know that my thoughts and prayers - as well as those of many others - go out to Sarah and your whole family. Amy Vogt Amy Vogt <amyzaddr@yahoo.com> Victoria, MN - Monday, April 19, 2004 10:01 PM CDT The Ryan Family I check in often to read your updates. I am so sorry to hear of Sarah's condition the past few days. May you have the continued strength and love you have always had in the past. I pray often for your family ending with a special prayer for Sarah. The little Peanut has opened the eyes of many as well as their hearts. She is not only special, she is gifted. Loving thoughts and prayers are with you always Marti and Jim Docken <mdocken@comcast.net> Oakdale, MN - Monday, April 19, 2004 9:56 PM CDT Hi guys, My heart is just breaking for you!! How I wish there was something any of us could do to help make sarah better. Know that you're constantly in my thoughts and prayers. I would love to come and visit, but I certainly would understand if it's just not a good time for extra people. I'm there in spirit! Paul deeming <pauldeeming@comcast.net> eagan, mn usa - Monday, April 19, 2004 9:42 PM CDT Please tell grandma Mary and your whole family that the 2nd graders at Nativity are praying for your family to have the strength to endure this. You are not alone in the world. Cathy Peterson <scpeter466@hotmail.com> St. Paul, MN - Monday, April 19, 2004 9:17 PM CDT Dear Mike, Kristin and indeed all the family, Each and every one of you are very much in our thoughts and prayers during this heartrending time. We admire the love and courage you have so clearly demonstrated and pray that you stay strong. With all our love, Sally and Bill Anderson Bill and Sally Anderson <awsanderson@msn.com> Minneapolis, MN USA - Monday, April 19, 2004 8:43 PM CDT I HAVE BEEN CHECKING THE WEBSITE QUITE FREQUENTLY THESE PAST FEW DAYS..EVERY TIME I CHECK, I KEEP WAITING TO SEE THAT SHE IS DOING MUCH BETTER..EACH TIME I LOOK AT MY GRAND KIDS, I THINK OF HER AND KEEP HOPING SHE WILL TURN THE CORNER..ALL OF YOU ARE IN OUR PRAYERS AND ALWAYS ON MY MIND..THIS IS MORE THAN ANY YOUNG FAMILY SHOULD HAVE TO FACE BUT YOU HAVE A LOT OF STRENGTH AND THE SUPPORT OF ALL YOUR FRIENDS AND FAMILY ..LOVE AND HOPE, THE MOINICHEN FAMILY SANDI MOINICHEN <FORUISEW@AOL.COM> ST. PAUL, MN RAMSEY - Monday, April 19, 2004 8:30 PM CDT I check Sarah's web page daily, and I feel like I've shared your anguish, though I just can't imagine what your despair must feel like. I pray for all of you--for comfort and for the best outcome that God can bestow on you. You have my love, my prayers. --Karen Rhiner Karen Rhiner <alkari@san.rr.com> San Diego, CA USA - Monday, April 19, 2004 8:29 PM CDT God bless you all and comfort you. I never met Sarah, but I'm a friend of Katy C's, who's had you on a prayer sticky for months. Betsy Perry - Monday, April 19, 2004 7:59 PM CDT Since Sarah's birth, I have read each day any news of her that you and Mike posted. I love all the information that you have shared with me. Your love and strength of character for your family has redefined the meaning of the word for me. You have not wavered in your love for your beautiful children or in the very difficult times you have gone through. I know your hearts must be so heavy, as is mine, for I would hope no one should have to endure these impossible trials. Thank you for letting all of us in on your love. You have an amazing family. Prayers and thoughts for you all. Susan Gannaway <sookiest31@hotmail.com> Winston Salem, NC USA - Monday, April 19, 2004 7:34 PM CDT I was blessed to hear Sarah's singing when we were at Ben's wake. I am heartbroken that she is so sick and that your family is experiencing so much pain. I was looking through C.S Lewis' book, "The Problem of Pain" when I found the following: " I answer that suffering is not good in itself. What is good in any painful experience is, for the sufferer, his submission to the will of God, and, for the spectators, the compassion aroused and the acts of mercy to which it leads. " I pray that you are given the strength to endure this suffering. Sue Meredith St. Paul, MN - Monday, April 19, 2004 7:11 PM CDT Ryan family - That's a great thing - family. The tremendous strength of your family is an inspiration to everyone around you. And the size of your family has grown a lot; not just Sarah and Ben, but so many other people who feel we are all your family and you are our family. Your whole family is with you and we all love and care about all of you. John and Linda <lgrohoski@qwest.net> Shoreview, MN USA - Monday, April 19, 2004 6:45 PM CDT Dear Ryans, Our hearts ache with yours and you all remain in our prayers throughout this holy vigil. May the love of your family and friends give you strength at this time. Pof & Sally <wpof12@comcast.net> - Monday, April 19, 2004 6:09 PM CDT Though I have never met Sarah or Ben, my heart breaks for you just the same. How blessed are we to have the angels of God come to earth, for even the briefest of times! Please take comfort in the knowledge that Sarah and Ben have done more in each of their life times than many of us will ever accomplish in our own. These darling angels have helped open our eyes, letting us know just how precious life is. Their job on earth has been very important and will never be forgotten. God knows this family loves one other beyond measure and that Mike, Kristin, Alex and Rachel have the faith and the strength to continue on. May God provide you with peace, comfort and the support you so richly deserve, to take you through this time. Please let me know if there is anything I can do for you. You are in my heart, my thoughts and my prayers. Pam Docken, Alex and Rachel’s aunt Pam Docken <nekcodd@aol.com> White Bear Lake, MN 55110 - Monday, April 19, 2004 5:36 PM CDT Hearing about the most recent update about Sarah is just heartbreaking and anguishing. But I do want to leave you with a little set of phrases, written by John Muir: 'Let children walk with Nature, let them see the beautiful blendings and communions of death and life, their joyous inseparable unity, as taught in woods and meadows, plains and mountains and streams of our blessed star, and they will learn that death is stingless indeed, and as beautiful as life.' This short quote elaborates eloquently on the interconnectness of things and comforts me about a view of life in general. I hope this helps you too. My thoughts are with you. Mandy <mando99_1999@yahoo.com> St. Paul, MN - Monday, April 19, 2004 5:30 PM CDT Your strength, faith and courage is amazing! We all come here to this site to offer some help or encouragement, but when we leave, it is us who have been helped, encouraged and inspired by you! God bless and keep each one of you! Mary Jean <txgalnmn@aol.com> Eagan, MN - Monday, April 19, 2004 5:29 PM CDT My heart is just breaking, I am so saddened to learn how Sarah is doing. I can't thank you enought for letting me get to know Sarah, give her little kisses and hold her precious little body. May the Grace of God Bless you and keep you strong when you don't think you have any more strength! Kisses to Sarah. Bridget Straumann <bstraum@att.net> Minneapolis, MN - Monday, April 19, 2004 5:09 PM CDT I am thinking of you all and holding you in the light Cara Leeling <hunt0333@umn.edu> Minneapolis, MN - Monday, April 19, 2004 4:08 PM CDT Keeping you in our thoughts and prayers, Trish Adams, Paul, Sam,Parker,Bailey and Angel Max <tpmadams@comcast.net> - Monday, April 19, 2004 3:56 PM CDT I keep you all in my prayers everyday. You must make beautiful children for God to want them with him while they are still so very young. I wish I could take the pain away for all of you. Sherry Sherry Brown Duluth, MN USA - Monday, April 19, 2004 3:54 PM CDT Kristin, Mike, and family, you are in my prayers and thoughts, Sarah is a VERY special little girl, and has got the VERY BEST parents. WE at Children's hospital are thinking of you LOVE Linda K Linda Klingbeil <Mombear50@comcast.net> - Monday, April 19, 2004 3:50 PM CDT I think of all of you often. You are always in my thoughts and prayers. I was glad to finally meet your peanut a couple weeks ago, I had heard so much about her. Liz Lapinski <typolakekennels@msn.com> stacy, mn - Monday, April 19, 2004 3:39 PM CDT Hi Ryan family, My heart is so heavy over feeling sadness at all that you have carried these past few weeks. You all are in my thoughts constantly. I am so glad to have gotten to see Sarah a few weeks ago. I have been sharing these updates with my family, and my mom, who came to Ben's visitation, was glad to have finally met Sarah after all that I've been telling her. She and my Dad have asked about her and your family often. I will continue to think of and pray for your Peanut. Andrea Beard <andreabeard@sherbtel.net> Cambridge, MN USA - Monday, April 19, 2004 3:31 PM CDT We pray that you find peace and some understanding through all of this, as well as the strength to comfort one another during these trying times. Although no words can heal your pain, we are hopeful that our daily prayers for all of you will help ease it just a little. Love and hugs from all of us. Jim, Bernadette, Amy, Elli, Holly, Jessica, and Sarah Halverson <jbhalvers@earthlink.net> - Monday, April 19, 2004 3:18 PM CDT Hello to the Ryan family. I have had the pleasure of meeting Sarah just a few weeks ago. What a doll she is! I feel very blessed that I was able to meet her even if it was just briefly. My thoughts and prayers are with all of you during these extremely difficult times. Take care and God bless. karen welter -coworker <weltek1@hotmail.com> stillwater, mn usa - Monday, April 19, 2004 3:14 PM CDT Mike, Kristin, Rachel, Alex - Please know that you have many, many people that have you in their thoughts daily...I have been lucky enought to meet Sarah (at her Aunt Annie and Uncle Joel's)...She is a beautiful, special little girl, and she continues to amaze me with how strong she is and how such a little peanut is able to make us all smile and rave at how brave she is! I'm truly lucky that I was able to meet her and that I will always have such cool stories about her perseverance. Nikki Gilbertson Mpls, MN - Monday, April 19, 2004 3:08 PM CDT Dear, dear Ryan family..... Today, the coworkers and peers of Sarah & Ben's Thumbpa, ache, cry, and pray for each of you individually AND collectively. This has to be the most tragic and painful thing a family can experience. I cannot say I understand but know that our hearts are with you every moment. Special greetings and prayers too from two little friends you may not even know about yet....Abigail and Alexandra....my two little granddaughters (4 and 7) who believe that God has a plan.....just like their Mom and Dad might have and that they would not understand, but must trust. If you can, trust Him. It sounds too ordinary a platitude but God DOES have you in the palm of HIS hand and He watches over you. With all our love and prayers...... Linda Schultz et al <sevensilversrun@5pillars.com> Minneapolis, MN USA - Monday, April 19, 2004 2:52 PM CDT Kristy and Mike, Words cannot express the ache that is in my heart for your family. I've followed everything you have been through with Sarah and Ben over the past year and can't imagine how you continue on with smiles on your faces. My Grandmother lost two of her sons (as adults), I asked her how she ever managed to carry on. She said all she did was to take a minute at a time, rejoice in what she still had and the time she had with her angels, and let life continue on. All my prayers. Karen Reineke <kreineke@att.net> Lino Lakes, MN Anoka - Monday, April 19, 2004 2:38 PM CDT Dear Ryan's - We are constantly praying for you and your little peanut. Kathy and Tim Griesgraber <kkosmerl@sowashco.k12.mn.us> Richfield, MN USA - Monday, April 19, 2004 2:30 PM CDT Mike and Kristin- The two of you truly are amazing people. Everyday I check to see how you and your family are doing. I do this because your family has showed me what strength and faith really mean. You are such an inspiration to everyone. Thank you for all you have given so that others can be comforted. God has truly blessed you. Missie Tyler <heyitsmis@hotmail.com> Hugo, MN - Monday, April 19, 2004 2:23 PM CDT Dear Ryan Family, I am keeping you all in my thoughts and prayers. I just cannot imagine the anguish you are going through. Spend as much time with Sarah as you can. Please take care of yourselves too. It sounds like you are keeping Sarah as comfortable as possible. I have only met Sarah once, however I know that just visiting her on the net I've grown to think she is a very dear little girl. I can understand how angry and hurt and everything else you must be feeling. I can't even come close to knowing how you feel, just know that many people have you in their thoughts and prayers. I am sorry that your family has had to endure so much pain. Give Sarah a hug for me. Donna Wamstad <donnawamstad@mngastro.com> Shoreview , MN USA - Monday, April 19, 2004 2:22 PM CDT I have been thinking about you everyday in hopes Sarah would turn the corner and get better. Spend as much time as possible with Sarah and hold her tight, to this day that has been my comfort since we lost Nathan (2q deletion)last fall. Take care and cherish each moment (seems like you are). Sarah, you and your family are in our thoughts. Allison Fontaine & Steve Storlie <allison_fontaine@allianzlife.com> New Hope, MM USA - Monday, April 19, 2004 2:16 PM CDT Dear Mike and Kristin, Alex and Rachel, and Sarah--"In the morning when I rise, give me Jesus." The words are beautiful, and I believe that you, Sarah, are singing them from the melody in your heart. It is hard for the rest of us to sing with you right now, so we'll just hum along as best we can, watching with you on this difficult journey. Our sorrowing hearts embrace you and your family in love and prayer. Janet & Bob Janet Hanafin <jlhanafin@aol.com> St. Paul, MN - Monday, April 19, 2004 2:16 PM CDT Ryan Family, I pray for encouraging words for your family and for your little lamb, Sarah. May your strength and faith guide you through this time. I hope you feel God's arms wrapped tighyly around each one of you. I am so sorry that Sarah is not pulling through this as as everyone has been hoping. My heart is heavy. Julie Hervas (Mastiff friend) <julie.hervas@state.mn.us> Oakdale, MN USA - Monday, April 19, 2004 2:12 PM CDT We are praying for you and your family. Your strength through these last weeks is amazing. We are friends of Tiffani's from MDS. Dave & Sharon Minnesota - Monday, April 19, 2004 2:08 PM CDT You and your family are incredibly strong. I am sorry to hear about all of this anguish. You and your family are in the thoughts and prayers of my family. Kate Greeley <kgreeley@rocketmail.com> Denver, CO US - Monday, April 19, 2004 1:54 PM CDT Dear Mike, Kristin, Alex and Rachel...What is there to say? You are so right when you say no parent should have to bury their child, much less two of them. I am so sorry for you all! Life seems so unfair right now, cruel, painful...I wish you the strength to make it minute by minute, to draw energy from each other, relish in the love only a family shares. I will keep you and Sarah and Ben in my thoughts constantly. I pray for you all... Shelley Scribner <absolutemastiffs@grantsburgtelcom.net> Grantsburg, WI - Monday, April 19, 2004 1:45 PM CDT What has Sarah done for me? She has helped me to redefine the meaning of life and to cherish each moment, including how I spend time with my kids. As a result of your family's experiences with your beautiful children, I am restructuring my life and schedule so I don't miss out on the little things in life that are so easily taken for granted. Sarah's purpose in my life: to focus on the simple joys, slow down and live in the moment. Thank you Sarah for redirecting me. I will Love you forever and for always! Thank you for touching my life. Auntie Char <Charcoda@msn.com> Oakdale, MN - Monday, April 19, 2004 1:36 PM CDT Dear, dear Ryan family, Our prayers and tears go out to you. We pray that God will take care of you and your family. We stopped our classwork this afternoon to say a prayer for Sarah and all of you. We will continue praying as you go through this most difficult time. Mrs. Kelly's Second Grade Class <takelly@nativity-mn.org> St. Paul, MN USA - Monday, April 19, 2004 1:34 PM CDT My heart cries for you, and I continue to pray ...Sarah is such a pretty, delicate baby, who has definite ideas about what she will or won't tolerate from her OT. She seems to exude a quiet happiness, and she clearly knows how much she is loved. Give her a kiss for me. Angi Ault <ted.ault@comcast.net> Burnsville, MN - Monday, April 19, 2004 12:58 AM CDT Our prayers are continually with you all. The "Women at the Well" prayer group prayed this morning for Sarah Beth and all of you. They all ask about you each week. May God give you strength. Dick and Ruth Klotz <raklotz@centurytel.net> - Monday, April 19, 2004 12:46 AM CDT "No parent should ever have to bury a child of theirs, much less TWO, and much less only a few weeks apart!!!!!" This is so, so, so true. My heart breaks for all of you--I wish there was something I could do to ease you all. You are continually in my thoughts and prayers. Katy Katy Cooper <madellio@nii.net> Peabody, MA USA - Monday, April 19, 2004 12:41 AM CDT Hello Ryan family! Audra and I were just checking to see how Sarah is doing. We continue to have all of our little blessed ones in our prayers. There is always room for more than one special child! Thinking of you guys.. always. Mike and Audra and soon to be Baby Ellie <mikemeier@tmail.com> Bloomington, MN - Sunday, April 18, 2004 12:36 AM CDT hello Ryan family. I came to your sites via CDO, as a mother of another 'special' child. I am in awe of the strength the two of you are showing through what has been an awful time. Your ability to write down your feelings is inspiring, and I am sure will be of tremendous benefit to you all in the future. You are all in my thoughts, hugs for you all.(((((()))))))) Karen Parmar <karenparmar@hotmail.com> West Sussex, England - Sunday, April 18, 2004 7:03 AM CDT Hi, Thanks for the update. I am in Connecticut with our daughter,Carrie. It is wonderful to be able to check in from here. I enjoyed having lunch with Grandma H and Alex and Rachel on Monday. They are amazing kids. Take care, Blessings and Love, Kim Bulger Kim Bulger <kabulger@comcast.com> St.Paul, MN USA - Friday, April 16, 2004 8:47 PM CDT Just wanted you to know that 200 kids and adults are praying for Sarah this weekend at the Teens Encounter Christ retreat. Sarah and the Ryan family will be prayed for continually during the all night prayer vigil this evening....we're pulling for all of you! Julia Gutz <Jgutz@aol.com> Edina, MN - Friday, April 16, 2004 5:11 PM CDT Hi Kristin and Mike! We are in Boston at the NCEA convention and checked the site. You are all in our prayers--and we are doing a lot of praying here! We have mentioned Sarah in petitions and so there are people from all over the country now praying. As always...we are praying! Trudee, Bobbie, Sue, Ginny, Tasha, Brian, Angie, Chris, Connie, Michelle, and Tami Trudee Kelly <Trudeek@juno.com> North St. Paul, Mn USA - Wednesday, April 14, 2004 11:33 AM CDT Just to let you know, i have put in a good word to get those guardian angels on their toes for your "little peanut"..we need them to do double time to get her back to her old self again...i was so deeply saddened to hear about Ben...it came as quite a shock to find out on Easter sunday in the bulletin...i had not been on the website for the past week or so and i felt so helpless finding out so late..please accept our prayers and thoughts from the entire Moinichen family..love, sandi, chuck & boys Sandi M. <foruisew@aol.com> St. Paul, MN US - Wednesday, April 14, 2004 8:50 AM CDT If there ever was a fighter born it is your daughter Sarah. She continues to pull through the hard times, she is a tough girl. I continue to think of you often Sarah, get well soon, fight the fight, you can beat this!!! Mike and Kirsten, stay strong, stay positive, and cherish the day. No one is promised tomorrow, rejoice in today : ) Shelley Scribner <absolutemastiffs@grantsburgtelcom.net> Grantsburg, WI - Tuesday, April 13, 2004 10:32 PM CDT My heart goes out to all of you and the heartbreak you have had to endue. We continue to pray Sarah and the Ryan family. My daughter prays for "the little peanut girl". May God give you strength, peace and hope. Cindy St. George <paulcindys@msn.com> Vadnais , MN - Tuesday, April 13, 2004 8:17 PM CDT Thank you for keeping us updated. There are SO MANY people thinking about you and praying for you. We hope you can feel the love and concern. We miss Thumbpa at work, but know that Sarah Beth needs him and all of her family right now. You are in our hearts. Please take care of yourselves. Linda Grohoski and John Leeper <grohoski@hotmail.com> Shoreview, MN USA - Tuesday, April 13, 2004 5:37 PM CDT Mike and Kristen--Just letting you know that I'm thinking about you and Sarah (God's Little Princess). Your willingness to keep us readers updated on Sarah's life is a precious gift. I am so grateful to you for that. God bless you all. Mercedes Rider Roseville, MN - Tuesday, April 13, 2004 5:10 PM CDT We are praying for Sarah's strength and yours. Ruth <raklotz@centurytel.net> - Tuesday, April 13, 2004 10:13 AM CDT Dear Mike and Kristin - Your family is constantly in our thoughts and prayers. Sarah is indeed a fighter, therefore we remain optimistic. Please let us know if you need anything! We would be glad to come over and be with your little one, as well as give people some breaks and sleep. Please don't hesitate to ask. Kathy and Tim Griesgraber Kathy Griesgraber <kkosmerl@sowashco.k12.mn.us> Richfield, MN USA - Tuesday, April 13, 2004 9:43 AM CDT You all are constantly on my mind and in my heart. I don't know why you have been given so much to handle....but I pray that you all have the strength to cope and that Sarah will improve. All of our thoughts and prayers. Sue Gannaway <sookiest31@hotmail.com> Winston Salem, NC USA - Tuesday, April 13, 2004 8:38 AM CDT Keep up the good fight - we're rooting for you, Sarah!! You and your whole family are in our prayers!! Tracy Moosbrugger <mtmoose@earthlink.net> Minneapolis, MN - Tuesday, April 13, 2004 8:15 AM CDT My prayers are with you all! Mary Jean <txgalnmn@aol.com> Eagan, MN - Tuesday, April 13, 2004 6:54 AM CDT Our hearts and prayers are with you and Sarah Beth. Love Al, Joan, and John. Al, Joan, and John Kosmerl <mmmpc343@cpinternet.com> Roseville, MN USA - Tuesday, April 13, 2004 5:55 AM CDT Hello Mike and family, I am checking in because I care and am sending prayers. Hugs to you all. Sherry Sherry Brown Duluth, MN 55803 - Monday, April 12, 2004 11:41 PM CDT Hi dear Sarah, I had a brief talk with your daddy last night after my trip up to Brainerd. I am sorry to learn about your illness. I certainly hope you are hanging in there. We all are praying for you and your family. May God heal you in no time. It would be great seeing you resume to "chomping your arm". Hope to see you later in the week. With love, "Auntie" Janet Janet Docken <Jdoc93@comcast.net> - Monday, April 12, 2004 8:56 PM CDT Thank you for sharing your family and the updates. I am so sorry about Ben and I said a prayer for all of you. I have just read your post to CDO,and I wanted to let you know that my family is thinking of you and we are thinking of Sarah. She sounds like a fighter and we hope she continues to do so!! Michelle,Travis,Nicole,Kenny Stokes <Michelstok7@aol.com> CB, Ia USA - Monday, April 12, 2004 7:12 PM CDT Dear Sarah--This note is especially for you. I was so grateful for a chance to meet you at Ben's wake. You look so delicate and fragile, but I know that you are a tough little fighter, strong to the core. Your singing is beautiful--primal yet ever so melodic. It reminds me of baby whales that have been recorded swimming deep in the ocean. It is the sound of tiny leaves whispering in the spring, of a breeze riffling prairie grass, of the first rays of sun dancing in the morning, of butterflies sipping nectar from your daddy's garden flowers and then giving their own prayer of thanksgiving for the bounty of God's love. And it is your own special hymn of love and lament. Like the psalmist in the Old Testament, you express joy and praise as well as mourning through your hymn. God shows her love through you, and whatever the future brings, I will treasure the moments when I heard your gentle voice. Love, Janet H. Janet Hanafin <jlhanafin@aol.com> St. Paul, MN - Monday, April 12, 2004 6:27 PM CDT Both Jake and I are thinking of you and you all are in our hearts. Cara Leeling <hunt0333@umn.edu> Minneapolis, MN - Monday, April 12, 2004 6:25 PM CDT Still praying for you all...hang in there...and stay positive! Shelley Scribner <absolutemastiffs@grantsburgtelcom.net> Grantsburg, WI - Monday, April 12, 2004 5:51 PM CDT I just want to send my love to you Sarah. I'm thinking of you very much these days. XO and :) Bridget Straumann <bstraum@att.net> Minneapolis, MN - Monday, April 12, 2004 5:42 PM CDT Today I was playing with my girls and suddenly my thoughts turned to your family - I stopped and said a prayer for all of you. Sometimes it is difficult to find the words - so please just feel this extra hug from the Staples family - it is our words for you today. Chris, Kari, Meghan and Mackenzie <k.staples@comcast.net> New Hope, MN - Monday, April 12, 2004 5:26 PM CDT Hi you guys. We keep checking in and keep praying for all of you. May God grant you some peace to endure. Debbie Wuetherich <lakeside@ll.net> Gaylord, MN USA - Monday, April 12, 2004 4:50 PM CDT I appreciated all your updates- I have never thought of them as 'crying wolf' but as realistic scares with so many unknown consquences. Your updates help me to see a glimmer of what you are going through when describing yoru daily routine. I can understand you being emotionally, mentally, and physically 'fried'. You have experienced many lifetimes in just over a year of what you have gone through that not many other people have experienced. I can't ever imagine what is it is like to be in your shoes and I won't even try, since I am not a parent. But your comments, feelings, and thoughts are so very human, uplifting, and brings you closer to me. I check your website several times a day and wish only good things for you. I try to send positive vibes your way in hopes something works out for you. I hope Sarah pulls through. If you ever need anything- just call me. Thinking of you and wishing you all the best... Mandy - Monday, April 12, 2004 4:48 PM CDT Bless you all; I'm praying for you, and I'm sorry this has been such a dreadful year for your whole family. And don't worry about "crying wolf" -- when life is a series of ups and downs, that's what you have to tell people about. Betsy Perry - Monday, April 12, 2004 4:23 PM CDT Sarah could give us all a lesson in persistence and strength, as could her parents... I continue to check in several times a day, and think of you and Sarah so often. May God bless all of you with continued strength and comfort. Angi Ault <ted.ault@comcast.net> Burnsville, MN USA - Monday, April 12, 2004 3:35 PM CDT Dear Mike, Kristen, Rachel, Alex and Sarah We are praying for Sarah and your whole family. This has indeed been the most difficult year and a half of your lives. I truly think you have been given an almost unbearable emotional cross, but that cross has helped all of us following your path to learn, grow and love more each day. For that I thank you. Diane Fairbanks <alphamedco@comcast.net> - Monday, April 12, 2004 3:08 PM CDT Thinking of you all and praying for you--praying for the best in every moment... Katy Cooper <madellio@nii.net> Peabody, MA - Monday, April 12, 2004 2:58 PM CDT Kristin, Mike, Alex, Rachel, Sarah and Sam, I just want you all to know that everyone thinks about you and prays for all of you. You need to take care of eachother and yourselves. You have been through so much in the last year. Please be kind to yourselves. No one thinks that you cry wolf, and if they do, so what. It gives us all a little window into your experiences and what you are all going through. Which we could not have any clue how you feel or what you're all dealing with. We can only support you and pray for you. It was nice that you got to take Sam to the "doggie run around area", as we call it. It must be so nice to be able to get out now that it is nice out. Again, I'm thinking about you all and praying for you. Donna Wamstad <donnawamstad@mngastro.com> Shoreview, MN USA - Monday, April 12, 2004 1:16 PM CDT Mike and Kristin, Just as you said, this website is not only for/about Sarah, but your entire family. And just as we worry and pray for her wellbeing, we want to be here for you, to listen and support you in anyway we can. The emotional rollercoaster you are on must be both a physical and mental drain. It is good for us to understand where you are at, it helps us to be more specific in our prayer requests for each of you. Always remember, we are just as excited for Sarah each time she makes a comeback and celebrate her amazing successes. Thinking of all of you and wishing Ben could be there in your arms, putting a smile on your face, Trish Adams <tpmadams@comcast.net> - Monday, April 12, 2004 1:03 PM CDT We remembered you all in our prayer group this morning. The ladies ask about you and pray for you all the time. Ruth <raklotz@centurytel.net> - Monday, April 12, 2004 11:59 AM CDT I have asked Father Kevin to add your family's care and healing to his offering of this evening's 5:15 Mass at St. Peter Claver. My prayers are with all of you today and each day to come. Judy Leahy <jleahy4654@aol.com> St. Paul, - Monday, April 12, 2004 11:10 AM CDT Dear Ryan Family - thank you for keeping us updated on Sarah's situation, and on how you're doing as parents, brothers, and sisters. Your words are inspirational for all of us. As we know about Sarah's condition, we can continue to pray for healing for her, and strength for each of you. Keep listening to those parental instincts and know that God is guiding you. Julia Gutz <jgutz@aol.com> Minnetonka, MN - Monday, April 12, 2004 9:41 AM CDT Thank you for continuing to share your journey with us. It is truely a wonderful gift. I am so glad to hear that the little peanut is doing better. I continue to light candles and pray for all of the Ryan family. Cindy St. George <paulcindys@msn.com> Vadnais Heights, MN - Monday, April 12, 2004 9:00 AM CDT Thank you for sharing the updates with us. I think I echo others and speak for the rest when I say we're glad to accompany you on this difficult journey so that we may extend many multiples of prayers to God for your family. Continue to count on us and use the web site as a journal for what you're going through, and we will continue to join you in frequent prayer for the comfort of each of you. Our hearts and prayers are fully with you. God bless. Mary Docken <mary.docken@minnesotamutual.com> Maplewood, MN USA - Monday, April 12, 2004 8:08 AM CDT Dear Mike and Kristy, I check every day, often more than a couple times each day. If I could muster a cup of energy from the pool available to me, I would certainly send it your way in a heart beat. I watch and I listen. I pray and I write. I truly, deeply care and I am very grateful that I don't have to wait for the information to filter through my friends and Peggy to know how Sarah is doing. I don't want to bother anyone at a bad time, or interupt a perfect moment by calling to ask. Perfect moments are rare and you need every one you can get. Thankyou for sharing yourself with me. I am ever so grateful to be among those whose lives are touched by Sarah Beth and Ben. I am praying for strength for you and for as many "perfect moments" as possible. All my love, Kari Kari Saffouri <kjsaffouri@comcast.net> eagan, mn - Sunday, April 11, 2004 10:13 PM CDT Dear Kristin and Mike-My heart is heavy tonight as I have read of Ben's death and of Sarah Beths struggles. May God watch over all of you and keep you in His loving care. Mary Stoner <Jublee123@aol.com> Galesville, WI - Sunday, April 11, 2004 9:19 PM CDT Dear Mike and Kristin - as everyone has said - please never hesitate to pour out your anquish. Maybe the reason that each time ends up being a "false alarm" is because with all of our prayers, God gives Sarah that little bit more strength that she needs. It's so hard when your child is sick to have faith, even harder when you've lost one. I can't even imagine. Just please grasp that strength that God gives you and let us know whenever you can. You are a remarkable team. You're in everyone's prayers. Annemarie Probst <jimmyprobst@yahoo.com> Ledgewood, NJ - Sunday, April 11, 2004 8:30 PM CDT We want to wish you all a Happy Easter. We hope and pray that Sarah feels better soon. I read your latest journal entry. Of all the struggles Sarah may face, we want to be appraised on how she's doing. Don't ever feel like you are giving us too much information, as I think your journal entries are valuable to everyone. You are always in our thoughts. Andrea Beard <andreabeard@sherbtel.net> Cambridge, MN - Sunday, April 11, 2004 5:41 PM CDT Dear Mike and Kristi, Please don't ever feel like you are crying wolf. I think I can speak for all who love you that we are honored that you have shared Ben and Sarah's lives and even your most difficult times with us.There is so little that we can do except pray. You are always in our hearts and prayers. I don't think there is a right or wrong in the decisions that you have had to make and are struggling to make. A parents love and instincts are the most powerful tools that God gives us. Listen to your hearts. Blessings and love, Kim Kim Bulger <kabulger@comcast.com> St.Paul, MN Ramsey - Sunday, April 11, 2004 11:54 AM CDT Dearest Ryans, No one thinks you are over reacting...honestly...you are in the midst of a very high stess, emontional, gauged by the minute struggle for your beautiful daughter Sarahs life. No one can really answer the questions you have about the hospital versus staying home, that is a very personal choice and I would recommend you do what you are most comfortable with...I am happy to hear even if it was a short time away, you and Kristin were able to just leave the house and worries and watch Sam be Sam...you need to take even a short time off for reflection and rest. I can feel your stress in your writing, I wish there was something I could do for you all...if there is every anything don't hesitate to ask. Shelley Scribner <absolutemastiffs@grantsburgtelcom.net> Grantsburg, WI - Sunday, April 11, 2004 8:41 AM CDT Dearest Mike and Kristin--Tell us whatever you need to, whenever you need to, however you need to. Your hope is our hope, your joy is ours, and we share your sorrow as well. We hold you in our love and prayers. Janet & Bob H. Janet Hanafin <jlhanafin@aol.com> St. Paul, MN - Sunday, April 11, 2004 6:55 AM CDT Hi Mike and Kristin! Don't ever feel like you are "crying wolf". None of us would ever think that. Let me tell you a story. Many years ago (about 14 now), my Mom was extremely ill. She had a rough time the last 10 years of her life. Illness and complications from a heart attack and diabetes. She had both legs amputated. In one year she had 10 surgeries. (I know Sarah has had a year even rougher than that!) Midnight trips to the hospital and surgery in the middle of the night. Three times I was called to leave school because my mother was dying. A sub came in and I left crying. My brother flew in from California. Each time thankfully my Mom rallied. I know exactly how you feel. You feel like people are going to think you're always pushing the panic button. BUT...you're not. Don't ever feel that way. You posted the update for us. We are ever grateful. I'm glad to hear that Sarah was doing better a you wrote. Don't ever hesitate to write. Take care! I hope you can find some quiet time to celebrate Easter. As always...we are praying! Hang in there! Trudee Kelly <Trudeek@juno.com> North St. Paul, MN USA - Saturday, April 10, 2004 11:57 PM CDT Hi Sarah and family, Just a quick note to let you know that you are all in our prayers. These are hard times. May God give you strength. Trudee Kelly <Trudeek@juno.com> North St. Paul, MN USA - Saturday, April 10, 2004 9:46 AM CDT I am relieved to hear that Miss Sarah is feeling better and improving: ) I am sure it is very stressful to have her faulter even slightly...I will continue to pray for her and your family...I can only imagine how difficult of a time this is for you all...please hang in there...on a side note Sam is looking very handsome : ) Take care and cherish the day Shelley Scribner <absolutemastiffs@grantsburgtelcom.net> Grantsburg, WI USA - Saturday, April 10, 2004 9:24 AM CDT Oh, Sweet Sarah, So many people love you and are praying for you and your wonderful family. I hope you are resting more comfortably tonight and singing your lovely songs. Love, Kim Bulger Kim Bulger <kabulger@comcast.com> St.Paul, MN Ramsey - Friday, April 9, 2004 10:03 PM CDT Dearest Ryans--I'm praying for you all. Love, Katy Katy Cooper <madellio@nii.net> Peabody, MA - Friday, April 9, 2004 7:45 PM CDT Hi Sarah! I just saw the awesome photo mom and dad posted of you. I'll bet you never get a good nap in with everyone fighting to hold and snuggle with you!! Ahhh, the trials of being so darn cute!! Anyhow, mom and dad and the rest of us are a little worried about you right now, so I'm going to ask God to drop that temperature right now so you can all rest a little easier. Now, it's not up to me, he knows what is best but I'm going to ask him all the same. Just wanted to let you know that. Deb & family Deb Wuetherich and family <lakeside@ll.net> Gaylord, MN USA - Friday, April 9, 2004 5:57 PM CDT Dear Ryan family,We are sorry we were unable to attend your son Benjamins funeral.Our hearts and prayers are with you in this very sad time.My family gets strength from you and all the stepping stones you have had to walk over in these past couple of years.Know that we pray for you often,Take care and God Bless,Jennifer and Nathan Anderson Jennifer and Nathan Anderson <Brickhousemastiffs@yahoo.com> Golden Valley, Mn Henn. - Friday, April 9, 2004 2:41 PM CDT Dear Ryan family, I am praying for you and hoping that Sarah's temp will go down. SOON! I will keep checking on you and thinking about all of you. Donna Wamstad <donnawamstad@mngastro.com> Shoreview, MN USA - Friday, April 9, 2004 2:14 PM CDT Dear Sarah and family, I have been keeping you all in my prayers. I wish there was somthing I could do to help you and your family feel better, to take a way the sadness of losing Ben. I know he is happy where he is, I just wish he could be with you and your family. Please know that you are always in my prayers and especially today. Sherry Sherry Brown Duluth, MN USA - Friday, April 9, 2004 1:48 PM CDT Mike, Kristin...I am so concerned for you both, of course including Sarah Beth, aka little peanut, and poor Rachel and Alex with already so much on all your plates. I viewed your new pictures, Sarah Beth is so beautiful! I am sorry I was not able to attend baby Benjamins services, I have been sending you all a ton of prayers that you will be able to maintain some sort of sanity and peace throughout this very difficult time. Now Sarah is sick...my heart breaks for you all...I hope Sarah is just having a momentary lapse of some sort and soon she will be well again. Your family is an inspiration to me and I am sure many others. The strength and faith you face each day with is admirable. Please know that I am thinking of your family often and if there is anyway I can help, anytime, with anything, please just let me know. Shelley Scribner <absolutemastiffs@grantsburgtelcom.net> Grantsburg, WI USA - Friday, April 9, 2004 1:26 PM CDT Hey Sarah Beth--I thought you might like to know that Watermelon LipSmackers are my favorite, too. I'm really sorry you didn't get to meet Benjamin, and I wish your whole family didn't have to go through such a tough time. I hope you can all feel the love and prayers I send your way--if you can't, just know that they're there. Love, your cousin Katy. Katy Cooper <madellio@nii.net> Peabody, MA 01961 - Thursday, April 8, 2004 6:53 PM CDT I was so glad to meet Sarah at the visitation for Benjamin. I wish It had been under happier circumstances. Sarah is such a little sweetie. Again, I am thinking about you and your family, and praying for all of you. Donna Wamstad ( I worked with Grandma Hildebrand) <donnawamstad@mngastro.com> Shoreview, MN USA - Thursday, April 8, 2004 1:10 PM CDT Just wanted you to know I am thinking about you all. Cara Leeling <hunt0333@umn.edu> Minneapolis , MN - Monday, April 5, 2004 11:51 AM CDT Benjamin, You came such a long way to teach us the joy of new life, to pop-in and say "Hi!" to your loving family and all of us. Like a wildflower you blossomed and returned to your origins. Thanks for visiting and opening our eyes to new life in the season of new life. Daniel Winterhalter <winterhalter@yahoo.com> Minneapolis, MN USA - Friday, April 2, 2004 5:14 PM CST Hi Sarah, I'm looking for the pics of Ben and I at the hospital. Your mom told me to look in your album! Thanks for sharing! Patty McCutcheon <pmccutcheon@comcast.net> St. Paul, MN USA - Thursday, April 1, 2004 5:34 PM CST Mike, Kristin, there are no words...I pray you are able to find the strength to pull through this minute by minute. I pray that God is able to somehow carry you through this terrible time. Everything seems so unfair, I wish there were words I could say to make you feel even a slight bit better, there aren't. Know that I will be praying very hard for you...I am truly sorry! Shelley Scribner <absolutemastiffs@grantsburgtelcom.net> Grantsburg, WI - Thursday, April 1, 2004 11:41 AM CST Sarah, I am extremely sorry about loss of your baby brother. I got to see precious Benjamin a few times and I am telling you he was such a handsome kid! Please remember Benjamin is at your side, holding you and watching over you. Hope you are doing better Sarah and are enjoying your fingers, but be careful since you now have teeth! With many hugs from auntie Janet Janet Docken <Jdoc93@comcast.net> - Thursday, April 1, 2004 9:27 AM CST Our thoughts and prayers are with you, Sarah. Right now, however, we are sadly disturbed to read the updates on your baby brother, Ben. We will keep him especially in our prayers and thoughts. God bless all of you. Alan and Diane Fairbanks <alphamedco@comcast.net> Fort Myers Beach, FL USA - Wednesday, March 31, 2004 6:15 PM CST Congratulations on the birth of Ben!!! Matt and I are so excited for all of you. Best wishes always! Tracy Moosbrugger <mtmoose@earthlink.net> Mineapolis, MN 55419 - Tuesday, March 30, 2004 2:00 PM CST Hi Sarah Beth ~ I just wanted to drop you a line to let you know I've been thinking about and praying for you. I'm glad you're feeling better. You're in my thoughts often Pumpkin. Love, your cousin Gilly Gill Kingston <gkingsto@progess.com> Peabody, MA - Tuesday, March 30, 2004 1:18 PM CST Congratulations to the entire Ryan family on your new addition. Our prayers are with you as your family grows!! Our wish for you is sleep!! (We know it's not easy to come by) Kari, Chris, Mackenzie & Meghan Staples <kari.staples@sthubert.org> New Hope, Mn - Tuesday, March 30, 2004 9:47 AM CST Mike and Kristin, Congratulations! Can't wait to meet Ben. And thank you for always keeping your readers updated on your lives. Sarah's page is the first place I go to when I boot up in the morning. Mercedes Rider Roseville, MN - Tuesday, March 30, 2004 8:29 AM CST Congratulations to the whole family on the new addition! It's gotta be an exciting time for all of you, and we'll be looking forward to coming to visit :) Andrea Beard <andreabeard@sherbtel.net> Cambridge, MN USA - Tuesday, March 30, 2004 7:46 AM CST Way to go Mike and Kristen! Congrats to the whole family! You all take care, Linda K. Linda Klingbeil <mombear50@comcast.net> St.Paul, MN US - Tuesday, March 30, 2004 4:17 AM CST Dear Mike, Kristen, Alex, Rachel and Sarah--Thank you so very much for taking the time, while you struggle with everything else, to keep Sarah's extended-family-of-the-heart informed. I admire you, Mike and Kristen, for the courage and determination that keeps you watching out for your whole family, while also keeping us up-to-date with the latest. I've told my friends about you and they're praying for you all as well. I don't know how you do it. Katy Cooper <madellio@nii.net> Peabody, MA USA - Monday, March 29, 2004 1:23 PM CST Kristin, Mike and Family: I often check in to see how Sarah is doing. You are truely an inspirational family. Sarah is truely blessed with a loving family such as yours. No doubt, Sarah and you have gone through difficult times and will go through more. One thing for sure, our LORD is with you every step of the way. I am glad to hear Sarah is back home and I hope she is doing better. Loving thoughts and prayers are with you always. Marti and Jim Docken and Family <mdocken@comcast..net> Oakdale, MN USA - Monday, March 29, 2004 9:06 AM CST Glad that Sarah is home now and doing better!! We're thinking of you!! Tracy & Matt Moosbrugger <mtmoose@earthlink.com> Minneapolis, MN - Saturday, March 27, 2004 9:34 AM CST Hi everyone! Please know that you are in my thoughts and prayers each day. Hopefully things with Sarah is starting to improve with God's guidance. Do enjoy each day at a time. My hugs to all of you! Janet Docken <jdoc93@comcast.net> - Friday, March 26, 2004 2:44 PM CST I appreciate your commitment to keep us informed about Sarah and your family. Thanks! Please let me know if there is anything that I can do to help. Nancy Niggley <nancmg@earthlink.net> Minneapolis, MN - Friday, March 26, 2004 1:01 PM CST Thank you so much for the updates. You are an absolutely amazing and inspiring family. You are in my thoughts and prayers. Wishing you peace and love.. Karin Lundborg Schooley <schooleys@comcast.net> Shoreview, MN USA - Friday, March 26, 2004 8:52 AM CST God is love and He has blessed you with plenty of it! You can see your faith working through you and your family and that is a bleesing in itself! Just hold on tight and He will take care of you. Love Missie Tyler(formerly Docken) Missie <heyitsmis@hotmail.com> Hugo, MN USA - Thursday, March 25, 2004 9:14 PM CST Yes, it's hard to put in words what we feel. I read your entries just about every day and feel that I'm living this adventure with you, Mike and Kristen. You two are an inspiration to all of us with your devotion and love. Sara Beth was fortunate to be born into your family. Love, Karen Karen Rhiner <alkari@san.rr.com> San Diego, CA USA - Thursday, March 25, 2004 8:34 PM CST SO glad you are all back home! My prayers are with you always!!! Much love, LIsa Lisa Seaman <quinlis@baldwin-telecom.net> - Thursday, March 25, 2004 4:45 PM CST Hello, My name is Tammy, mom to Teneille who also has a unique set of medical issues due to genetic complications. The struggles you are now facing sound frighteningly similar. Today at 2 1/2 Teneille is doing much better, though at 12-14 months it was from moment to moment. We struggled with a diagnosis that did not seem to quite fit! We ended up going to Canada for a Seizure med called Vigabatrin that was a God send. We also used a medication called Robinul to help reduce the fluid levels which were resposible for her choking. The increased fluid caused her problems with eating/aspirating which led to nasty lung infections. Robinol constipated her terribly, but we have been able to work through that with dietary changes. You are right...everyday is a blessing. Love her and hold on tight. Be prepared for the fight of your life! Doctors do not have all the answers for our little angels...we simply have to listen to our hearts and fight for what we believe. Our little girls are tougher than we realize...that is why they are here!!! Friends of Jodi and Hannah..we too are praying for you~! Tammy Schwab <tschwab@certainty.net> Sandy Lake , PA USA - Thursday, March 25, 2004 2:02 PM CST This is Donna Wamstad, I worked with Gradma Hildebrand. I'm sorry to hear that Sarah is not doing so well. I'm glad that she perked up and didn't have to stay in the hospital and get stuck and poked and prodded. You are all in my prayers. Just know that you have many friends and loved ones thinking about you and praying for you. Donna Wamstad <donnawamstad@mngastro.com> Shoreview, MN USA - Thursday, March 25, 2004 12:46 AM CST I know that I haven't seen you recantly, and I never leave comments but here i am doing it this time.. just know that I am thinking of all of you and hoping for all of you love Cara Cara Leeling <hunt0333@umn.edu> Minneapolis, MN USA - Thursday, March 25, 2004 7:48 AM CST Hi this is Colin and Jen and we have Edward the fawn "Mastiff" from Deb W kennel, and see you at the dog shows with Sam. Colin and I know that our mastiffs are very used to being "spoiled" so if sam needs any extra "spoiling" while your family is going thru this difficult time please let us know, and we would be happy to take him for a walk or to a dog park to play with our Mastiff Edward. We will pray for your family and keep you all in our thoughts and prayers! Here is our phone# 612-706-8695 Jennifer Bergstrom <doglover492002@yahoo.com> Minneapolis, MN usa - Wednesday, March 24, 2004 11:38 PM CST We are friends of Anne Ryan Anderson and our heart goes out to your family. You will be in our prayers. Jennifer and Ryan Ness <nessjl@yahoo.com> Wayzata, MN - Wednesday, March 24, 2004 9:38 PM CST Thanks for updating, your family are in my thoughts and prayers. I am Rachel's teacher aide in fourth grade at MDS. I am so impressed that she is so brave girl even though her sister is going through a hard time. Also, her classmates are really support her so much. She has a huge project that she has to do but, she did not finish. Her classmate is understanding and respectful. One student said to her "Which is more important project or sister?" Rachel said, "my sister is more important." then She replied "thats ok and dont worry." I watched their conversation. Rachel is so lucky to have them to support her. :) Tiffani - Wednesday, March 24, 2004 6:40 PM CST Kristin and Mike, You're all in my prayers. You are such wonderful parents - to all of your kids. Thanks for the updates. I will continue to keep Sarah in my prayers. Hugs, Linda Ducklow St. Paul, MN USA - Wednesday, March 24, 2004 6:09 PM CST Thank you for sharing updates with us during these difficult hours. Blessings and Love to all of you, Kim. Kim Bulger St.Paul, MN Ramsey - Wednesday, March 24, 2004 3:14 PM CST My heart goes out to Sarah and your family. I am so glad to hear that she is doing better today. I will light a candle and keep all of you in our prayers. Cindy St. George <cindy.b.stgeorge@healthpartners.com> Vadnais Heights, MN - Wednesday, March 24, 2004 1:13 PM CST Dear Ryan Family, When Susan and I heard from Peggy yesterday evening that Sarah was not doing well we both prayed for her and your family. We will continue to pray for all of you and we are glad to know you will be at peace with God's holy will. Your family is a wonderful example of trusting in our Savior Jesus Christ. Evan and Susan Steiner Vadnais Heights, MN - Wednesday, March 24, 2004 9:53 AM CST MIKE AND FAMILY, ALL OUR PRAYERS ARE WITH U AND YOUR "LITTLE PEANUT"...HER GUARDIAN ANGEL WILL JUST HAVE TO PUT IN A LITTLE OVERTIME FOR THE NEXT FEW DAYS!!GLAD TO HEAR SHE IS DOING BETTER..ALWAYS, SANDI & CHUCK MOINICHEN & GREG, PATRICK & TIM SANDI MOINICHEN ST. PAUL, MN RAMSEY - Wednesday, March 24, 2004 9:29 AM CST I am sorry to hear of Sarah's new complications but hopeful that this is just another little bump in your life's journey. You are incredible people and parents and I am awed by your strength. God bless all of you. Mercedes Rider Roseville, MN - Wednesday, March 24, 2004 9:26 AM CST You guys are in our thoughts and prayers! Andrea and Vince Del Signore <a2kessel@aol.com> Minneapolis, MN USA - Wednesday, March 24, 2004 7:45 AM CST Your family has gone through so much the past year - I admire your courage and fighting spirit. That's where Sarah gets it from. I'm glad she seems to be doing better today. You're in my thoughts. Barb Hussey St. Paul, MN USA - Wednesday, March 24, 2004 7:12 AM CST I have you all in my prayers at this most difficult time...especially little Sarah....Only God knows what the future brings but we do know that He loves us and we will find peace and rest in our heavenly home...and little Sarah has certainly earned a special place in heaven when God calls her home. Love, Aunt Kathy Kathy Schoeberlein <madmom1117@aol.com> Oswego, Il USA - Tuesday, March 23, 2004 11:44 PM CST Dear Mike and all of your family, Please know you are all in our prayers, and we are giving you all the "warm fuzzies" and strength we can. We have followed the developments and will continue to do so. God bless you all. Chris Staples and family. Chris Staples <c.staples@comcast.net> New Hope, MN USA - Tuesday, March 23, 2004 11:30 PM CST Dear Mike, Kristin, Rachel, Alex, Sarah, and Baby Ryan, You are ALL is our prayers. We don't know the master plan. All we can do is pray, pray, pray! Bless you all on this painful journey. Trudee Kelly <Trudeek@juno.com> North st. Paul, Mn USA - Tuesday, March 23, 2004 11:24 PM CST We have learned of your baby's situation through our friend Regina McEntire. We will be praying for your little one, and all the family. God bless you and keep you in perfect peace. Lynn and Patsy Ferguson Lynn and Patsy Ferguson <JJLLFerguson@aol.com> Rogersville, MO USA - Tuesday, March 23, 2004 10:45 PM CST Mike and Kristin, I know that the decisions you face are difficult ones. I also know that you love Sarah with all your hearts and so the decisions you make will be the right ones, because you've made them with a parent's love. I am amazed and impressed by your abilities to manage Sarah's care, she is blessed to have you as her Mommy and Daddy. We will continue to keep you all in our prayers as you face yet another challenge. Big Hugs to all, Trish Adams <tpmadams@comcast.net> - Tuesday, March 23, 2004 10:17 PM CST Hope there is some comfort knowing that so many are thinking of you, especially now, and praying for all that is best for Sarah and your family. Angi Ault <ted.ault@comcast.net> Burnsville, MN - Tuesday, March 23, 2004 9:31 PM CST Hi Kristin, Mike, Alex, Rachel, Sarah and Baby Ryan, Thank you so much for the update. I am sorry to learn that Sarah is struggling. You are all in my prayers in hopes that the best possible outcome for Sarah and your family be made available as soon as possible. Also, I pray that Kristin and Baby Ryan have a safe birth, and that he meets his sister, Sarah. God bless, Collette Miller Collette Miller Roseville, MN USA - Tuesday, March 23, 2004 9:19 PM CST Mike{{{Hugs}}}, Kristen{{{Hugs}}}, and especially my dolly Sarah{{{{{{Many Hugs}}}}}}, You were the tiniest little angel I ever casted and I know Heaven would be so fortunate to hold you as well, But you know very well that if the plan is for you to stay here for a bit longer you will be held closley for as long as possible. I know you have been precious to your mom, dad, brother, sister and all who have met and heard about you. What a mighty presence in such a tiny "Peanut". Thanx for being a part of my life. If I can I would be honored to have another {{{HUG}}} or more! Beth "Your Cast Lady" Beth Meyers "Castlady" <castladyext@yahoo.com> Hopkins, mn - Tuesday, March 23, 2004 8:55 PM CST So many thoughts & difficult to find the words... Your family is in our prayers. I guess this is where faith & trust begin, huh? I pray you'll feel God's angels watching over your little angel... Rose Olejnicak & family Rose Olejnicak <olejtoby@visi.com> Burnsville, MN USA - Tuesday, March 23, 2004 8:46 PM CST Dear Mike and Kristin--You are in our prayers daily, even moment by moment. I cannot imagine the pain you are suffering now, but I don't hesitate to ask for miracles. We hold Sarah, and all of you, in our hearts with love. Janet Hanafin <jlhanafin@aol.com> St. Paul, MN - Tuesday, March 23, 2004 8:19 PM CST In all there things we are more than conquerors through him who loved us. For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future nor any powers neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Jesus Christ our Lord. Romans 8:37-39 We're thinking of all of you and keeping you in our prayers. Skip and Sue Meredith <sanne714@earthlink.net> St. Paul, MN USA - Tuesday, March 23, 2004 7:20 PM CST Thank you!! Regina McEntire <david.regina@usinternet.com> Saint Paul, MN USA - Tuesday, March 23, 2004 7:18 PM CST Dear Ryan Family, Blessings and love to you all. I'll be praying for Mike's health to be restored, for Kristy to hold on to baby Ryan, for Sarah to gain every precious ounce that she can, for her cough to go away, and for Alex and Rachel. And of course, for silly Sam. He does bring a smile to your heart even on the most difficult days. Kim Kim Bulger St.Paul, MN USA - Sunday, March 21, 2004 10:35 PM CST Dearyan Family, One day at a time is sometimes the only way to keep going!!! We will continue to pray for all of you! Hang in there! Trudee Kelly and Room 103--Nativity School <Trudeek@juno.com> North St. Paul, MN USA - Sunday, March 21, 2004 3:54 PM CST Hello Ryan family! Joel and I are checking in from Venice, Italy! We hope you are doing well, Sarah! We love you all! Love, Anne and Joel Anne and Joel Anderson <janderson617@mn.rr.com> Venice, ITALY - Friday, March 5, 2004 1:10 AM CST Hello Ryan Clan. Glad to know Sarah Beth is better and hopefully gaining weight! Susan and I continue to pray for your little peanut! Evan and Sue Steiner Evan Steiner Vadnais Heights, MN Ramsey - Thursday, March 4, 2004 3:25 PM CST Happy leap day to all of you!!! One can never turn down an extra day to be with those we love most. Love always, Kari Kari Saffouri <kjsaffouri@comcast.net> eagan, mn - Sunday, February 29, 2004 11:53 AM CST I'm glad to hear that Sarah is home. We will continue to pray! Mrs. Kelly and her second grade at Nativity <Trudeek@juno.com> St. Paul, MN USA - Friday, February 20, 2004 4:20 PM CST Happy Valentines day and good job on your new teeth! We will be praying that the eye drops can treat the infection and you will not need surgery. Best wishes, Cindy and Paul Cindy St. George <paulcindys@aol.com> Vadnais Heights, MN USA - Tuesday, February 17, 2004 11:02 AM CST Happy Valentines Day Sweet Sarah! Linda Varro St. Paul, MN - Saturday, February 14, 2004 3:45 PM CST Happy first birthday Sarah!! Glad to hear that you are home and feeling better. We think of you and your family often!! Tracy & Matt Moosbrugger <mtmoose@earthlink.com> Minneapolis, MN USA - Monday, February 9, 2004 1:11 PM CST Happy Birthday Sarah, you little pumkin, you!!! :-) I'm glad you're feeling better. You've been in my thoughts and prayer alot these days. Please thank your Mommy and Daddy for posting new pictures of you. I particularly like the one of you snuggling with your mastiff. Be well and I'll check in on you again in a couple of days. ~Your cousin Gilly Gillian Kingston <gkingsto@progress.com> Peabody, MA USA - Monday, February 9, 2004 12:01 AM CST Happy Birthday, Sarah! And a joyous Sarah's birthday to Mike, Kristen, Alex and Rachel. My hope for the next year is for Sarah to get strong and healthy. You are an awesome family and I am glad to know you. Mercedes Rider Roseville, MN - Friday, February 6, 2004 10:11 AM CST Happy Birthday Sweet Sarah!! We wish for the very best for you and your mom and dad and brother and sister. We have followed your year with hope and rejoiced with every bit of good news. We continue to hold all of you in our love and prayers. Janet & Bob Hanafin <jlhanafin@aol.com> - Thursday, February 5, 2004 5:13 PM CST Happy Birthday to Sara! Prayers for Sara and the whole family! I've seen the pictures in our faculty lounge and I have to agree with Grandma. She is darn cute! Trudee Kelly <Trudeek@juno.com> North St. Paul, Mn. USA - Thursday, February 5, 2004 4:52 PM CST Keegan James, my nephew born at 2.4 lbs at 28 weeks gestation, said it best when he said "Happy to you! CAKE!" This is all he sang of the Happy birthday song. Yesturday was Keegan and Kelsi's 7th birthday. Today is Sarah Beth's first. Happy Birthday to you dear Sarah Beth. Happy Birthday to all of your family as well. This is a very big day for all of us that love you. Kari Saffouri <kjsaffouri@comcast.net> eagan, mn usa - Thursday, February 5, 2004 2:24 PM CST HUGE Happy Birthday wishes to Sarah Beth today! We are sending many warm positive vibes to help her get through her newest challenges and look forward to hearing about all of her new accomplishments. Nikki Gilbertson - Thursday, February 5, 2004 1:47 PM CST Happy 1st birthday, Sarah! Hope you could be back home in no time to enjoy the frosting! Get well soon! Janet <Jdoc93@comcast.net> Cottage Grove, MN - Thursday, February 5, 2004 1:06 PM CST Happy Birthday Sarah! Spending the big day in the hospital is no one's idea of how to celebrate a birthday, but hopefully things will get back on track soon. We're thinking of you and praying for you. Love, Sally and Bill Anderson Sally and Bill Anderson <sanderson@koppinv.com> Minneapolis, MN USA - Thursday, February 5, 2004 11:17 AM CST Happy Birthday to you. Happy Birthday to you. Happy Birthday dear Sarah. Happy Birthday to you! I hope the doctors will be able to figure out your needs very quickly so you can all go home and eat some birthday cake. Sue Gannaway <sookiest31@hotmail.com> Winston Salem, NC 27106 - Thursday, February 5, 2004 10:45 AM CST Whoo hoo, Sarah's a year old today! Happy birthday! May your hospital visit be short so you can be back home and ready to celebrate! Thinking of all of you often. Andrea Beard <andreabeard@sherbtel.net> Cambridge, MN - Thursday, February 5, 2004 8:30 AM CST Happy Birthday Sarah! You are all in my thoughts and prayers. Liz Lapinski <typolakekennels@msn.com> - Thursday, February 5, 2004 8:25 AM CST Happy Birthday, Sara! I'm sorry that you will be spending your big day in the hospital, but am thanking God for the gift of life that He gives you each day. Special congratulations go out to your Mommy & Daddy, who have had a most "challenging" first year!! Blessings on all of you! Julie Sharer <ladybugjul@comcast.net> POWDER SPRINGS, GA - Wednesday, February 4, 2004 8:39 PM CST Hello, thanks so much for sharing your lives this way! Michael, thank you for offering information and the "personal father's perspective" in my AP Biology class. It really brings the study of chromosomes to a human level for the students! Melinda Bennett <Melinda.Bennett@mpls.k12.mn.us> Plymouth, MN USA - Tuesday, February 3, 2004 1:51 PM CST We continue to read your updates and want you to know that we are thinking and praying for you daily POF & SALLY <wpof12@comcast.net> Eagan, MN Dakota - Monday, February 2, 2004 11:17 AM CST Hi Mike, Kristen, Rachel & Alex and especially Sarah Beth! Appreciated the holiday family picture. Jody commented on how much Rachel looks to be Kristen's twin! Was also very happy (when I reviewed the website) to see that the last entry said "Home now"! Your family has certainly been active since we left 949 Co. Rd. B, but then again so have Jody and I. I can't believe the work involved to maintain a lake place - especailly the burdensome task of cleaning weeds from the shoreline every 3 days or so. We live on the East side of Lake#3 (Forest Lake) and the wind brings all the weed debris to our shoreline. Did Alex maintain his desire to 'garden' in the Summer as he had in the Spring? Usually once kids (and some adults) find out there is weeding and watering involved, they tend to lose interest rather quickly. We would love to stop by on Feb. 7, but Jody has a 'winter' party of outdoor activities planned for her family that day - x-country skiing, skating, ice-fishing, snowmobiling, or just sitting indoors by the fire (there'll be an outdoor firepit going too). Take care and we'll do our best to stop by in the Spring. Also, congrats to Kristen and the 'new one' on the way. Bill and Jody Grams Bill & Jody Grams Forest Lake, MN USA - Tuesday, January 20, 2004 10:52 AM CST Hello Mike and Kristin and Family, Thank you so much for sending us a copy of your wonderfully creative and fun to read Christmas letter and family photo. Thank you!!! Congratulations on your pregnancy. Yours is a truly beautiful family. How exciting to be planning Sarah's first birthday party. I am certain you will all have a grand time. You are in my thoughts and prayers. Peace, Kim Lovrich Spare Key Operations Manager Kim Lovrich <kim@sparekey.org> White Bear Lake, MN - Wednesday, January 14, 2004 7:57 AM CST HI TO ALL THE RYAN CLAN FROM ST. JOHN'S SCN STAFF. WE WERE READING YOUR HOLIDAY LETTER AND I WAS SO GLAD TO VIEW SARAH AND FAMILY PHOTOS. SHE LOOKS LIKE SHE IS GROWING.THANKS FOR THE PHOTOS AND UPDATE ON SARAH AND THE GROWING FAMILY. OUR BEST WISHES TO YOU ALL, BARB J. AND EVERYONE AT SCN ST. JOHNS (SAM IS REALLY GROWING) BARB JUERGENS <BJUERGENS@JUNO.COM> MAPLEWOOD, MN 55109 - Saturday, January 10, 2004 6:41 PM CST Hi, Ryan family! We are glad to hear that Sarah is hanging in there, and that you all had a good Christmas! You are truly wonderful, and blessed to have such a precious family. We keep thinking of you! Andrea & Chris <andreabeard@sherbtel.net> - Saturday, December 27, 2003 12:36 AM CST Hello and Happy Christmas! We wrote HO HO on the back end of Winston the pug. Now everyone smiles when he leaves the room. It was such a great canvas for a message. Cute little curly tail and all that space just going to waste. Well HO HO to all there! Love, Kari Saffouri <kjsaffouri@comcast.net> eagan, ,mn usa - Wednesday, December 24, 2003 4:41 PM CST Merry Christmas to all of you! My name is Trudee Kelly and I work at Nativity with Mary. Many times I have signed on and read your updates about Sarah, but I have never signed in. I guess that makes me a "secret" reader. :) I'm glad to hear that Sarah is home. Grandma keeps us up to date, too. I pray that things stay calm so that you can have a family Christmas at home. My second graders pray every day for Mrs. Ryan's granddaughter. Every night at dinner my family prays for Sarah and you. I know that those prayers are helping you. Have a great holiday season with your children. You'll remain in our prayers! Trudee Kelly <Trudeek@juno.om> North St. Paul, MN USA - Saturday, December 20, 2003 1:17 PM CST I am a friend of Anne Ryan Anderson. I am overwhelmed by your graciousnes, strength and compassion. Thank you for sharing your Sarah and all your faimly thorugh your journal. Her little light shines so bright. It is a incredible reminder of the tremendous blessing we all have. Cindy St. George <paulcindys@aol.com> Vadnais Heights, MN Ramsey - Wednesday, December 17, 2003 8:59 PM CST Merry Christmas to the Ryan Clan! Loved your most recent update - definitely words to live by. We continue to keep your entire family in our prayers!! Matt and Tracy Moosbrugger <mtmoose@earthlink.com> Minneapolis, MN USA - Wednesday, December 17, 2003 3:26 PM CST I am Julie Stancik Stinites' mom (she is a friend of Ann's) and we have been praying for Sarah and your family for a long time. God bless you and give you strength and love and peace! Pat Stancik <pstancik2@aol.com> Oak Lawn, IL 60453 - Wednesday, December 17, 2003 1:56 PM CST Merry Christmas to the Ryan family. We want to extende our well wishes for this blessed season. May the new year bring you much hope and happiness. I was amazed when I realized that Max was our neighbor. Truly the Lord works in mysterious ways - I have been thinking of his family since I met his mom at Marshall Fields & then poof there they are right in front of me. Our prayers are with you all & ask for a special blessing this Christmas. Kari Staples <k.staples@comcast.net> New Hopeq, MN usa - Monday, December 15, 2003 3:13 PM CST Merry Christmas! I enjoyed your "Christmas Journal". Though what Sarah faces is much greater than my son's, I could still relate with the blessings that special needs children bring to a family and others. You are so right that we have so much to be thankful for. Your written expression brought a tear to my heart of both joy and sorrow. God Bless You and Yours. Char Sundberg <Charcoda@msn.com> Oakdale, MN - Saturday, December 13, 2003 2:58 PM CST We're so glad that Sarah is home with her family and pray that she remain complication free through the holidays. We think of you each day and pray for your entire family. Trish Adams <tpmadams@comcast.net> - Friday, December 12, 2003 8:57 PM CST The merriest is home for you! So pleased to know that! Merrier Christmas too! Tom Winterhalter <tpw225@msn.com> - Monday, December 8, 2003 0:30 AM CST Hi Kristin & Mike, SOOO glad to know that Sarah is home now. What a blessing! Will keep praying that she remains more comfortable & home!! From your friend Rose Olejnicak Rose Olejnicak Burnsville, MN Dakota - Sunday, December 7, 2003 11:42 PM CST I am so happy to hear that sarah is home. And I am sure she will agree....THERE'S NO PLACE LIKE HOME....... Jeannien Oman <yellowjee@msn.com> St. Paul, Mn USA - Sunday, December 7, 2003 8:13 PM CST I am so happy to hear that sarah is home. And I am sure she will agree....THERE'S NO PLACE LIKE HOME....... Jeannien Oman <yellowjee@msn.com> St. Paul, Mn USA - Sunday, December 7, 2003 8:13 PM CST Another day another challenge for Sarah and you all. Our thoughts and prayers continue to be with you all. Susan Gannaway <sookiest31@hotmail.com> Winston Salem, NC USA - Friday, December 5, 2003 8:41 AM CST I am sending you a million prayers that it is just a viral thing and can be easily treated. Keep the faith! Shelley <absolutemastiffs@grantsburgtelcom.net> Grantsburg, WI USA - Thursday, December 4, 2003 10:08 PM CST Life gets so busy. That's why this website is so valuable. It's a great way to check in and keep in touch without being intrusive. Also it helps to know how to pray for specific needs. Thank you for keeping it up. Your family is remembered often. Here comes a warm hug, love and support! Char Sundberg <Charcoda@msn.com> Oakdale, MN - Tuesday, December 2, 2003 11:06 PM CST I love the new picture! What a complete and total sweetpea! I'm so glad she's home and so sorry you guys have had to go through this! Hopefully this was the last little storm before a long stretch of calm... Anyway, you're all in my thoughts and prayers every day. Katy Cooper <madellio@nii.net> Peabody, MA - Tuesday, December 2, 2003 10:49 AM CST Our prayers are with you and your family. May God bless and watch over you and your family. Chuck and Gloria Cuthbert <gcuthb@aol.com> Concord, Oh US - Friday, November 28, 2003 10:40 AM CST I can't tell you how sorry I am to hear that Sarah is back in the hospital. I will send you a ton of prayers that with a little fluids and some rest Sarah will once again be able to come home and share her days with the family. Know I am thinking of you often and sending a ton of prayers! Shelley your mastiff friend <absolutemastiffs@grantsburgtelcom.net> Grantsburg, WI USA - Friday, November 28, 2003 10:24 AM CST Jeannien here. Sorry to hear that Sarah is back in hospital I hope all goes well. Also I am sorry Caleb and I missed you all when we came to vist last Saturday. My visit was simply to give you hope for the future no matter what outcome you face. Hang in there and I will keep in touch. Jeannien Jeannien Oman <yellowjee@msn.com> St. Paul, Mn USA - Wednesday, November 26, 2003 10:35 PM CST Being reminded to be thankful by someone who is going through such a trying time in her life is truly a testimony to your spirit and faith. Thank you, Kristin, for that touching message. Happy Thanksgiving! Julie Sharer <ladybugjul@comcast.net> Powder Springs, GA 30127 - Tuesday, November 25, 2003 8:49 PM CST YOU GO, MAMA! I get really sick of hearing about parents being blown off as "just a typical nervous mother" when there's something very real to be concerned about, so vent away! I hope the peanut is feeling better. Love and prayers to you all! Teresa Lamo-Nelson <iammytmous@aol.com> Roseville, MN - Wednesday, November 19, 2003 10:08 PM CST Thank you so much for keeping us updated on how Sarah Beth is doing - She sounds like such a trooper. I'm really hoping that all goes well this week and that her cold disappears because I'm very much looking forward to meeting the little peanut at Annie and Joel's house! Give her a gentle good luck squeeze from me! Nikki Gilbertson - Tuesday, November 18, 2003 11:45 AM CST This website is so wonderful. Sharing your experiences with you has been enriching to me, and I hold my breath and pray with each new activity in Sarah's little life Karen Rhiner San Diego, CA USA - Tuesday, November 18, 2003 10:33 AM CST sending the family a ton of prayers!!! I do think that you should video tape taking Sarahs' contacts out and send it to Americas funniest video...who knows, maybe you could win : ) On a serious note, I sure hope all goes well for you at the doctors. Difficult times are very trying, but only makes the good times that much better. Hold on, stay strong, and face each day with a smile. Know that I am praying for your family. Your mastiff friend Shelley <absoulutemastiffs@grantsburgtelcom.net> Grantsburg, WI USA - Monday, November 17, 2003 10:15 PM CST It has been a couple weeks since I read up, congrats on the new member! I am very sorry for you and the girls losing their grandmother, it is so hard to say good bye to those who meant so much to us. I can hear the happiness in your writing and wish you all only the best. I of course loved the part of Mike and Sam handing out candy : ) Please know that even if I don't read everyday I send you all a special prayer everyday. I wish you and your family only the best. Enjoy everyday, tomorrow is not promised to any of us. Your mastiff friend, Shelley Shelley Scribner <absolutemastiffs@grantsburgtelcom.net> Grantsburg, WI USA - Friday, November 7, 2003 8:22 PM CST I have a daily ritual of checking this site and then praying for Sarah and your family. I'm thrilled to hear that Sarah is doing so well! I also send my heartfelt congratulations about the new one!! Praise the Lord for his many blessings! Mary Jean Jacobson <txgalnmn@aol.com> Eagan, MN Dakota - Wednesday, November 5, 2003 3:01 PM CST Congratulations on your big news! I will pray for good health for you, Kristin. Be sure to take care of yourself, when you get a spare moment! You'll need all the energy you can get...whew! Julie Sharer <ladybugjul@aol.com> Powder Springs, GA - Wednesday, November 5, 2003 11:30 AM CST Hi--thanks for the updates on Sarah and the rest of the family. I'm glad to hear that she is feeling better and wiggling around. And thanks for the photo updates. Sarah is beautiful. Congratulations on your new family news! Mercedes Roseville, MN - Tuesday, November 4, 2003 1:11 PM CST Hello to the Ryan family. We still are checking in and think often about how Sarah is doing. We are reminded to say extra prayers every week when we hear Sarah's name in church. Paul and Trish Adams <tpmadams@comcast.net> New Hope, mn - Thursday, October 30, 2003 9:36 PM CST MIKE & KRISTIN, I AM JUST NOW LEARNING OF THE SITUATION WITH SARA..YOUR DAD STOPPED IN ON SAT. FOR A REPAIR ON HIS SNOWBLOWER..IT WAS AT THIS TIME HE FILLED US IN..I HAVE READ THRU THE JOURNALS AND ALL OF YOU WILL BE IN OUR PRAYERS, ESPECIALLY SARA...IT SURE SOUNDS LIKE SHE IS A FIGHTER..ALWAYS, SANDI & CHUCK SANDI & CHUCK MOINICHEN <FORUISEW@AOL.COM> ST. PAUL, MN USA - Tuesday, October 28, 2003 4:35 PM CST Hello! I'm hoping that "no news is good news" and that you're all enjoying some beautiful autumn days together. I think of you every day and pray that all is well with you. Hugs! Julie Sharer <ladybugjul@aol.com> Powder Springs, GA - Wednesday, October 22, 2003 8:04 PM CDT Hello, Ryan Family. I just found your new web page. It's good to get caught up on your news. I'm glad Sarah is home! I continue to keep you all in my thoughts and prayers. Hugs to all. Carol Egan <merryhands@yahoo.com> St. Paul, MN - Sunday, October 12, 2003 11:14 PM CDT Hi Kristin and Mike--just to let you know I'm thinking about you and Sarah and hope she is feeling better soon. Mercedes Roseville, - Friday, October 10, 2003 8:20 AM CDT Hello all! Hope everyone is coming out of their strep infections comfortably. Lots of fun when the whole house is down with a bug! Hope the Little Peanut continues to be gagless. It's wonderful to hear that she's been feeling a little better lately :) God Bless your great big hearts! Teresa Lamo-Nelson Roseville, MN - Saturday, October 4, 2003 9:49 PM CDT Glad to hear that Sarah is feeling comfortable & content this week. Sarah is lucky to have you both as her parents! You have done so much! Hang in there. Lisa Skjeveland <lisaskjeveland@metrodeafschool.org> Faribault, MN - Wednesday, October 1, 2003 11:21 AM CDT Mike & Kristen - Prayers are with you all. Sarah's name has been added to the prayer board at school. She is prayed for daily by many students. May you both continue to find strength and peace. How lucky she is to be loved so greatly. Kari & Chris Staples <k.staples@comcast.net> New Hope, MN USA - Friday, September 26, 2003 8:31 PM CDT Hi everyone! Just wanted to let you know that I'm thinking of you and praying for Sarah each and every day while I'm gone. Can't wait to be back on October 2nd! See you soon. Katie, RN <katiern7@yahoo.com> Zimmerman, MN - Friday, September 26, 2003 5:03 PM CDT Mike and Faimly I just wanted to let you know that you all are still in my thoughts and prayers. May your blessings be plentiful today and always. I have faith in you all. Ellanor Abdullah <ellanora@mpls.k12.mn.us> Minneapolis, MN USA - Friday, September 26, 2003 9:34 AM CDT Hi Sarah Beth, Rachael, Alex, Kristy and Mike. How are all of you? I check in daily and my prayers and thoughts are with you. As I sew with friends we think of you. Hugs and smooches. Hope to hear from you soon. Kari Kari Saffouri <kjsaffouri@comcast.net> Eagan , mn usa - Tuesday, September 23, 2003 8:29 PM CDT Sarah is a beautiful little girl and very lucky to have such a loving family who treasures every moment they have with her. I will continue to keep you all in my thoughts and prayers. M. Nelson (friend of a friend!) <Priscillan2@aol.com> Oakdale, MN 55128 - Tuesday, September 23, 2003 2:57 PM CDT Thinking of you! Valorie Lockburner <rosipups@myexcel.com> Ham Lake , MN 55304 - Tuesday, September 23, 2003 10:55 AM CDT Hello to the Ryans, I haven't checked in on you guys lately but wanted to check in on your "peanut." What a beautiful baby she is in all of her innocence. My how 10 little pounds can wrap so many people around her little finger. Isn't love wonderful? Thank God that you Kristen, and you, Mike are her parents! No one else could do a better job dealing with all that you have to handle. God bless you and your family. Deb Wuetherich and family <lakeside@ll.net> Gaylord, MN - Saturday, September 20, 2003 5:30 PM CDT Hello Sarah, Kristen, Mike and family! I hope you are all doing well. I miss seeing little Sarah with her lovely pink hair-ribbon.....I trust it still matches her outfits! Peace to you all- I'm sure you're handeling this difficult time with the same grace that you've brought to all of the earlier challenges. Noah Ure Minneapolis, MN - Tuesday, September 16, 2003 11:06 PM CDT I've finally found your website, and in reading some of the entries in the journal and the guestbook, I realize how difficult this year has been for you, and for those who love you. You are in my thoughts and prayers. Cathi Novotny <cathinovotny@hotmail.com> San Angelo, Tx USA - Tuesday, September 16, 2003 5:55 PM CDT I realized that I had not received an email saying that Sara's website had been updated for a long time, so I went to the last entry to find you'd "moved." There are no words to share that will make your lives easier, make Sara better, or take away your pain. But I DO hope that the love and support of those near and far help you through the difficult times. We will continue to prayer for your "Peanut" and her whole family. Enjoy each moment!! God Bless you all. Julie Sharer <ladybugjul@aol.com> Powder Springs , GA USA - Thursday, September 11, 2003 4:13 PM CDT HOORAY, Sarah is home! Let's hope she is comfortable and is finally in her own crib, being with her whole family at home. Let God continues to be with the whole family. THANKS for keeping us posted! Janet Docken <Jdoc93@comcast.net> - Tuesday, September 9, 2003 3:40 PM CDT Hello Ryan family!! I'm so glad that Sarah is at home and that she is more comfortable at 25cc's. I hope that Alex and Rachel are having a good back to school experience! It's probably good to have somewhat of a routine to the day. I hope you have a good week, and I hope and pray that you are all doing well and taking care of yourselves. Donna Wamstad (aka a former country peddler) Donna Wamstad <dolovesquirrels@yahoo.com> Shoreview, MN USA - Tuesday, September 9, 2003 1:02 PM CDT LET'S HEAR IT FOR "HOME" TIME!!! YEA!!!! :) :) :) :) :) Teresa Lamo-Nelson Roseville, MN - Monday, September 8, 2003 1:57 PM CDT Our thoughts and prayers are with you all of the time Pof & Sally <wpof12@comcast.net> Eagan, MN - Monday, September 8, 2003 9:22 AM CDT Delighted to hear that Sarah is home and you can all be together again. I'm thinking about you often. I'll wait to hear from you about home visits, etc. Angi Ault <ted.ault@comcast.net> Burnsville, MN - Monday, September 8, 2003 8:52 AM CDT You are in my thoughts and prayers every single day. I just wish I could do more. Please let me know if there is some way that I can. You are an exceptional family and I am in awe of your strength and courage! MJ Mary Jean Jacobson <txgalnmn@aol.com> Eagan, MN USA - Saturday, September 6, 2003 8:47 AM CDT Hello, I just want you all to know that I think about Sarah and your family everyday. I hope that you can bring your special little girl home soon. I'm sorry I have not written before this. I cannot imagine how difficult the decisions you have had to make must be. Just know that your family and friends are always there for you no matter what. Be sure to take time to take care of yourselves too. Love, Donna Wamstad <dolovesquirrels@yahoo.com> Shoreview, MN usa - Friday, September 5, 2003 10:17 AM CDT Mike, Just accessed Sarah Beth's website for the first time-what a wonderful idea! Even being in this field, it blows my mind what you guys have been going through. You let me know what I can do, both personally and professionally--I mean it!! Judi Azar <jazar@mpls.k12.mn.us> Roseville, MN USA - Thursday, September 4, 2003 2:34 PM CDT Dearest Mike, Kristin, Sarah, Rachel and Alex, Sarah is a beautiful little girl. Reading through your journal entries and looking at the photographs of Sarah and the rest of your family is heartwarming and brings tears to my eyes. Sarah is truly blessed to have you as her family. I've never known a family to pull together like I've seen in your situation. Sarah is an inspiration and so are all of you. I am so sorry to hear of the latest news of her health. I am thinking of all of you often. Suzanne Fischer <suzanne.fischer@state.mn.us> St. Paul, MN USA - Wednesday, September 3, 2003 5:41 PM CDT My heart is heavy with the small sense of what you all are going through at this time. How fortunate that Sarah was born into such a loving and close family....as in the miracle of birth there are daily miracles in life, not always those we wish. If love could heal your hearts and fill your souls they would be healed, our love and prayers will continue to be with you and all the Ryan - Hildebrand families. May God be at your side and you feel the everlasting presence of love in your daily lives. Love to you all. Patsy Scott <pscott1@mn.rr.com> Minneapolis, MN USA - Sunday, August 31, 2003 1:39 PM CDT Mike and Kristin, Your's is a situation we see so often in our journey with Max and the many kids suffering from illnesses. In difficult times, we ourselves have had that very discussion. I can't imagine how difficult it is for you to bear such a responsibility, but I do know that no one else will take such care to do so. I think in all you do you work to show unconditional love and in situations like this, to honor the life that is Sarah. We pray that God grace you with the strength to face any such decisions in the days and weeks ahead, and we continue to pray for healing for Sarah. In HIS Hands, Trish Adams - Friday, August 29, 2003 5:16 PM CDT My thoughts and prayers are with each of you in this journey. Linda Varro <f.varro@worldnet.att.net> St. Paul, MN USA - Friday, August 29, 2003 3:16 PM CDT My thoughts are with you Linda Nelson - Friday, August 29, 2003 2:34 PM CDT Mike, Kristin, Alex, Rachel and Sarah-- Please know that you are in my heart and in my thoughts and prayers as you go through this. I think of you every day. It seems to me that Sarah has been blessed by being born into such a loving, caring family, love and care that have been shown by the way you've shared her with all of us, scattered around the country, and for the way you've made yourselves advocates for her care. I admire your courage and your steadfastness, and I wish there was more I could do for you than pray. Sometimes it just doesn't seem like enough. But I have to trust that it is, and that, somehow, all of our prayers help. At any rate, you are in all of mine. Katy Cooper <madellio@nii.net> Peabody, MA USA - Friday, August 29, 2003 12:06 AM CDT Dear Mike and Kristin and family, Our hearts go out to you as you face these very difficult issues. The demonstrations of love and care you have bestowed on little Sarah are lessons for us all. Blessings and love, Bill and Sally Anderson Bill and Sally Anderson <sanderson@koppinv.com or awsanderson@msn.com> Minneapolis, MN USA - Friday, August 29, 2003 10:55 AM CDT I am so sorry that you have to go through this. My prayers continue to be with you and Sarah. Angi Ault <ted.ault@comcast.net> Burnsville, MN - Friday, August 29, 2003 10:27 AM CDT I'm sending my prayers every day that each of you has the comfort and the strength you need to continue...special prayers for Sarah Beth. You are brave and wonderful people! Julia Gutz <Jgutz@aol.com> - Friday, August 29, 2003 9:35 AM CDT I pray for strength and wisdom for all of you. My heart is with you every day. Karen Rhiner <alkari@san.rr.com> San Diego, CA USA - Friday, August 29, 2003 9:29 AM CDT Love and prayers at this difficult time... God is with you and Sarah! Pat Stancik <pstancik2@aol.com> Oak Lawn, IL USA - Friday, August 29, 2003 9:08 AM CDT I don't know what to say. Words are inadequate. Please just know that I think about you every day (and thank goodness for this website too!!!) and send up prayers every night. You're an amazing family. You will continue to be in my thoughts and prayers. Gill Kingston <KingstonG@hotmail.com> Peabody, MA - Friday, August 29, 2003 8:51 AM CDT My heart is heavy as I pray for a healing for our precious one----she is on the prayer chain at our church. I pray also for peace of mind for all of you---knowing that you have done everything humanly possible for her and now it remains in God's hands. Bless you all---Love you most!!!Grandma Giles. Eileen Giles <meginmesa@AOL.com> Montgomery, IL USA - Thursday, August 28, 2003 11:12 PM CDT I just want you to know you are always in our thoughts and prayers. Liz and Shiraz stacy, mn usa - Thursday, August 28, 2003 9:30 PM CDT A loved one of mine crossed the passage to the palm of the creator. She visited me in the space between awake and asleep. She promised to wait for me there and told me not to hurry. I smelled her and heard her and she touched her soul to mine. 2 days later I learned that she had indeed passed from this life. I am the least religious person I know yet I truly believe that what is yet to come is profound and great indeed. I also know that the love we shared here will continue beyond here and that she awaits me to touch souls again. She watches and listens and sometimes when I have gone beyond my abilities, her hand reaches out and guides my steps when I would falter. I hold the moments I shared with Sarah, her scent and her sweet presence in my arms as a gift. I will always have her with me and will always see her in my mind. I pray the time with her here is sweet and fragrant. That in your heart is where she began and where she will always be. Even while she rests in another's palm. For where else would the likes of Sarah be if not for charming the heavens as she has charmed the earth. May the twinkle of her eye be your guiding star and lead you eventually to heavan to be greated by Sarah and all those who have loved us and been loved by us. In the space we are granted upon this earth, may you find the joy of each others presence promised by our love. Kiss her for me. Often. Kari Saffouri <kjsaffouri@attbi.com> eagan, mn dakota - Thursday, August 28, 2003 8:45 PM CDT Many hearts are heavy tonight as we read your very difficult entry. I feel blessed to know and love your Sarah. Thank you for allowing us to share your journey. Blessings and love, Kim Bulger Kim Bulger St.Paul, MN USA - Thursday, August 28, 2003 8:42 PM CDT Oh, honeys...I'm so sorry that you have to even think of things like this for your little peanut. There is no job more difficult or wondrous than being a mama and a daddy. These magical little creations come to us with no instruction manual; we must simply follow our hearts and our guts, and pray for wisdom. Find love, courage, and gentleness in one another, and know that there are countless people who laugh and cry with you. God is holding you all in the palm of his hand. May the bright, shining moments of love and laughter you've shared fill your hearts with light! Teresa Lamo-Nelson - Thursday, August 28, 2003 8:04 PM CDT Hello to the Ryans, I am with mastiff rescue here in northern Minnesota. I don't know you folks except through the exchanges with the mastiff group, but my heart goes out to you. I have 4 children and I know what it's like to worry endlessly. I pray that there is a guardian angel for the three of you. Someone to lean on, someone you can say to, "I can't do this anymore...it's your turn." Ever this day may the angels be at your side, to light and guard you, rule and guide you to better, happier days. Judi Schiller <schiller@emily.net> Fifty Lakes, MN USA - Thursday, August 28, 2003 3:00 PM CDT I am sending all the love I have to Sarah Beth and all of you. Thanks so much for keeping everyone updated on her situation. Randi Anderson <randian66@yahoo.com> New York City, NY - Thursday, August 28, 2003 12:40 AM CDT I am the mother of Julie Stancik Stinites, friend of Anne's. Wanted you to know Julie and I have been praying for Sarah Beth for months and continue to do so! The little darling should not have to go through such things at her young age (or any age)! Special prayers for you also as you journey through this difficult time! Pat Stancik <Pstancik2@aol.com> Oak Lawn, IL USA - Wednesday, August 27, 2003 9:41 PM CDT Just wanted you to know that I've been thinking about you and Sarah. Sorry to hear she is back in the hospital and also sorry to hear about her leg---but glad that the doctors found it. Sending my wishes that she will be on the mend soon. Take care and kisses to Sarah. Mercedes Rider Roseville, - Wednesday, August 27, 2003 10:10 AM CDT We're so glad Sarah is home and you are all together, and pray that things will continue to go well. Skip and Sue Meredith St. Paul, MN USA - Saturday, August 23, 2003 9:18 PM CDT WELCOME HOME SARAH! Hang in there Sarah and hoping things are starting to look up for you all. Do enjoy every moment with each other. God bless you all! Janet Docken <Jdoc93@comcast.net> Cottage Grove, MN - Saturday, August 23, 2003 2:59 PM CDT I am so happy for you guys - enjoy one another! I will continue to pray for you, and hope to see you in September. Angi Ault <ted.ault@comcast.net> Burnsville, MN - Saturday, August 23, 2003 9:51 AM CDT Hi Mike, and Kristin and Sarah, too-- I'll be thinking of you as you start school. After more than 25 years of not teaching, I still miss the first day of school--that sense of promise and hope and newness, a beginning. I hope that the year will go well and you will find joy in your students and your work. And I hope, especially, that Sarah will become healthy and that you can take her home and enjoy her and that you will all continue to be blessings to each other. Love, Janet H. Janet Hanafin - Friday, August 22, 2003 6:41 AM CDT All I can say is "YOU GUYS ROCK!" The warmth, humor and long range perspective you all demonstrate on your way through this awesome journey is an inspiration. May Mike, Kristen, Alex, Rachel, and Sarah always feel blessed by the love and comfort of God, family, and friends. Teresa Lamo-Nelson <late0203@stcloudstate.edu> Roseville, MN - Thursday, August 21, 2003 3:20 PM CDT Hello Sarah and family. I just want to send my love and wish you all well. May the stars always twinkle in your sky and in your eyes. Love, Kari Kari Saffouri <kjsaffouri@comcast.net> Eagan, mn - Tuesday, August 19, 2003 11:55 PM CDT Hi guys! Hang in there!! I think of you often and pray for strength and patience. Paul Deeming <pauldeeming@comcast.net> Eagan, MN USA - Monday, August 18, 2003 11:00 PM CDT Sarah is a miracle little girl and a beautiful gift from God. Her will is strong and has inspired and touched all these people who have known her, especially her family. For those who pause their world enough to get to know Sarah is the most precious gift you could had ever done. Sarah has been battling with many medical problems, yet she remains a great fighter and has touched many people' hearts. Sarah is very fortunate to have Mike and Kristin as her parents as they have been sacrificing much of their time being with her, trying to get the best medical help she needs. Let's pray for Sarah's recovery and for the whole family, also may God give Mike and Kristin the strength they need. Also, thanks Kristin, for allowing me to take you out a couple of times and it is always wonderful to see your smiles, the laughter we had shared, and the tears we had shared. You all are in my thoughts each day and am hoping for the best for you all. May God be with you all. Janet Docken <Jdoc93@comcast.net> Cottage Grove, MN - Monday, August 18, 2003 9:22 PM CDT The frustration can really get exhausting, right?! I can remember days where you are so sick of being in the hospital, until they tell you you can go home. Then you start to understand the security of having the staff and facilities to support you. I am amazed at the job you are doing managing Sarah's care....you are definitely the expert when it comes to knowing her and her best interests. We keep your family in our prayers and pray that the medical team that is providing her care make the right decisions concerning her wellbeing. Trish Adams - Sunday, August 17, 2003 4:04 PM CDT As much as I'd like to see Sarah and all of you again, I hope it will be at a time when you feel confident and at peace about her coming home. My thoughts and prayers continue to be with all of you. Angi Ault Angi Ault <ted.ault@comcast.net> Burnsville, MN - Sunday, August 17, 2003 2:38 PM CDT I just can't wait until Sarah comes back home! What a awesome family she has been blessed with-always there to comfort and care. I've sent my prayers for a quick return to health and home. I'm excited to take care of her again. Katie Fuhs, RN <katiern7@yahoo.com> Andover, MN - Sunday, August 17, 2003 1:05 PM CDT Hi Kristen and Mike,it's helpful to get the parents prespectives, love reading the updates even when I am there with you each day!Kristen love the pic but its HUGE! Sarah is my fav. patient and I HATE it when I can't take care of her!! And great grandparents to!! Linda Klingbeil LPN <mombear50@aol.com> ST. Paul, MN USA - Thursday, August 7, 2003 5:51 PM CDT THIS IS A GREAT WEBSITE. EOM DAN RYAN <DAN.RYAN@HEALTH.STATE.MN.US> ST PAUL, MN USA - Wednesday, August 6, 2003 10:15 AM CDT Hello Ryan Family, I just wanted to let you know that you're in my daily thoughts and prayers. And THANK YOU for these updates. They make me feel that I'm truly adding my support everytime I read them and say a little prayer. Gillian Kingston <KingstonG@hotmail.com> Peabody, MA USA - Monday, August 4, 2003 12:12 AM CDT What a wonderful tool to keep us all informed. Thank you so much. Blessings and love to you all, Kim Bulger Kim Bulger St.Paul, Mn USA - Monday, August 4, 2003 11:15 AM CDT Dear Everyone--thank you for letting us share your journey--whether or not you know it, you're in my thoughts and prayers every day. And my admiration for your courage knows no bounds. You guys are all amazing. Katy Cooper <madellio@nii.net> Peabody, MA - Friday, August 1, 2003 6:22 PM CDT Your journal entries are so well written that we felt like we were there with you. Thanks for all the work you put into them. We are praying every day for all of you. Sue and Skip Meredith <sanne714@earthlink.net> St. Paul, MN USA - Wednesday, July 30, 2003 9:31 PM CDT Just wanted to let you know that my thoughts and prayers are with you daily. Amy Vogt - Wednesday, July 30, 2003 9:55 AM CDT May God bless Sarah and your family and continue to give you strength. You truly are an amazing family. Pam - Wednesday, July 30, 2003 8:49 AM CDT Hello! I have so appreciated you keeping us informed of Sarah and the whole family. It's also very heart warming to know you have each other, family and friends to help you with Sarah's care. My thoughts are with you. Great big hugs, Kate Eifler River Falls, WI - Tuesday, July 29, 2003 10:37 PM CDT hi u guys. my thoughts and prayer are with u. i know u have been through alot. sarah couldnt have picked better parents! i think of u often. jacque rodkewich - Tuesday, July 29, 2003 9:33 PM CDT Sarah and the rest of your family are never far from our thoughts. I try to imagine all the hurdles you face in the care of your daughter, and even with all we've dealt with, it seems overwhelming. Please know that there are many people out there that are praying for answers and relief for Sarah and strength for you as you face the challenges ahead. Trish Adams - Tuesday, July 29, 2003 5:58 PM CDT Kristin, Thanks for your note. Sorry I missed your visit to St. John's - hope to catch you next time! Enjoyed the update on you and Sarah Cindy Dustin RN - Thursday, May 29, 2003 11:25 PM CDT We just heard about sarah last evening from Grandma Giles. She is a good friend of ours and it's good to have her back from Ariz. We will be praying for all of you. Ed and June Young <ejyoung3@juno.com> No.Aurora, Ill. U>S>A> - Monday, May 26, 2003 11:33 AM CDT I continually check the updates and really appreciate your faithfulness in providing them---Of course, I also continually pray for all of you----love you most--Gramdma Giles Grandma Giles Montgomery, IL - Saturday, May 24, 2003 9:38 PM CDT Thanks for keeping us informed about Sarah. We hope things with your family will keep on getting better as time goes by. Honestly, we don't know what to say, but want you to know that you are in our thoughts frequently. Debbie Virnig <Virnig5@aol.com> Inver Grove Heights, MN USA - Saturday, May 24, 2003 8:36 PM CDT |
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