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Thanks for visiting our guestbook!(This is an open guestbook. Please feel free to add an entry to the guestbook for others to read.)IF YOU DON'T SEE YOUR ENTRY AFTER ADDING -- PLEASE CLICK ON RELOAD/REFRESH Click here to sign the guestbook. Click here to go back to the main page. Happy second Christmas in heaven Eric. jean ruegsegger <jfranr@tds.net> south wayne, wi laf - Wednesday, December 20, 2006 7:29 PM CST I have never been to your site. I am crying so hard, I can hardly breath. My son was diagnosed in July of 05 with Embryonal Rhabdo. He has been off therapy since April 06, and is remission. I am feeling so sad right now.(it helps to feel sad somtimes). Your boy is so cute. I can not even imagine your family's pain. I do think about what I would do if something ever happend to my son. I try not to go to that dark place to often. Thank you for sharing your story and pain, it must be so hard, but it did help me, and I will cherish every moment I have with my son. I wish all of you happy thoughts about your son. Lnda(mom to Drew) Linda D'Entremont <linda.dentremont@yahoo.com> Gloucester, MA USA - Saturday, December 9, 2006 6:09 PM CST Mike, I had never been to your site but I got reading and it brought tears to my eyes. I am 17 and I lost a cousin when I was 12. I was in the room with her when she passed and reading about your families story helped me bring closure to loosing her. May you continue to have faith! www.caringbridge.org/canada/89 nakita <nakita_89@hotmail.com> victoria, bc canada - Tuesday, November 28, 2006 3:31 AM CST Mike, Thanks for sharing your heart. Made me cry several times. So sorry that you had to lose Eric. Suzi www.caringbridge.org/mi/cooper <photoartbysuzi@comcast.net> Grand Blanc, MI USA - Sunday, November 26, 2006 8:19 PM CST Just one huge sniffle -- tears running down my cheeks. I hate cancer. Thinking of you............ Deb <djbattah1@mmm.com> Lake Elmo, Mn USA - Saturday, November 25, 2006 8:51 AM CST Kasey, I really admire what you are doing. Trying to stop all these horrible cancers. Eric would be so proud of you! Keep up the good work! Suzi www.caringbridge.org/mi/cooper <photoartbysuzi@comcast.net> Grand Blanc, mi USA - Tuesday, November 14, 2006 7:23 PM CST Hi Kasey, keep up the good work with school. Don't feel too badly about the mice. I remember when I was in elementary school (in the 70s), every year there would be an envelope given out to the students for donations to "give a mouse for science" I think it was for the American Cancer Society, but that was years ago -so I might be wrong about that --now that would never happen in schools!! Good luck on your exams... Kellie Davideit (www.caringbridge.org/nj/ian) <kelbri27@optonline.net> Metuchen, nj usa - Monday, November 13, 2006 4:08 PM CST Hi you guys! I want to see you soon! Come over and play~ Cute picture of Eric, it seems just like him to role play! Katie, hang in there with school; know it sucks sometimes. Just make sure you get the homework in because it will get tougher if you don't. You can be my study buddy if you want, we could go for coffee someplace quiet and do our stuff. I need help getting things done too. I'll bring Nick's laptop and you can show me some cool web sites. See you next week Kasey. Rhonda Rhonda <Rhondalynngrimes@comcast.net> Mahtomedi, MN - Saturday, November 11, 2006 12:13 AM CST Thinking about you and your family. Hope all is well. Ed Ed Goff <karedgoff@hotmail.com> Mahtomedi, MN - Friday, November 10, 2006 9:56 PM CST Hello Kasey, Mike, and Katy, Glad to hear that Katy's procedure went well. I think of your family often. Good luck and good skill in school. I avoided microbio because I heard it was tough! Good for you for plugging away at it! Take care, Anu Ramachandran San Jose, CA USA - Sunday, November 5, 2006 8:47 PM CST We had a real coffin at a Halloween party once....people were really uncomfortable with it. I thought it was kind of weird but not freaked out by it....then again, I didn't put the thought into it that a "real dead person" had been in it! We are gearing up for a forecasted blizzard tonight and tomorrow. Colorado Springs is great because it will be melted this weekend! View of the snow covered mountains but don't have to deal with the winter long snow. Good luck on your tests. I'm impressed that you are back in school...not sure my mind could make that transition at my age! Keep up the great work!!!! I'm proud of you and we all know Eric would be too. Prayers and hugs, Connie Frisby-Griffin <cdlfg@adelphia.net> Colorado Springs, - Wednesday, October 25, 2006 8:42 AM CDT It has been over 13 months since Eric passed into heaven,but there are still some days of times of dispair for his family, for how much they lost. Cancer has no mercy! Jean Ruegsegger <jfranr@tds.net> South Wayne, wi Lafayette - Monday, October 16, 2006 7:12 PM CDT Kasey, I just want you to know that I too, took Cell Biology in college, and often felt it was over my head. But, stick with it, it is very cool! I have been thinking of you and the family a lot this month. Let me know if I can support you in any way! Julie Conzemius <conzemj@mahtomedi.k12.mn.us> - Monday, October 16, 2006 8:26 AM CDT After sitting in computer graphics class for almost an hour i came across the thank you i recieved from Eric's mother. It has been some time now and a lot has happened in both of our lives, more than i can explain in a comment box. I was rediagnosed with colalrectal cancer that had spread to my liver on September 8th 2005. After 2 major surgeries, 6 weeks and then 2 weeks the second time in the hospital, i'm doing good. I lost nearly 50 pounds (1/3rd of my body weight or so) and i'm gaining it back slowly. I finished my chemo and am back in school as a senior. I am sorry to hear of Eric, i wish i had gotten a chance to know him better. I will again someday have the chance = ), but lets not let it be too soon. "Every Day's a Good Day" God bless Gregory Lang (formally Weber) <empgreg182@hotmail.com> Naples, FL United States - Wednesday, September 27, 2006 10:47 AM CDT Hi Kasey, Mike, and Katie, It was so nice to see you all so much lately, and especially nice of you to help us so much. I think about Eric all the time and remember him so vividly. I think about how hard it must be and how cherished Eric is and all our children are. I hope you continue to have dreams about Eric. I've had dreams about heaven, and they're always pretty much the same. In my heaven dreams there are rolling green hills, as green as your yard is, (better than mine!), and dotting the hillsides are small houses,(about the size of mine!), and when people get to heaven they run through the hills directly to their home where family are waiting outside waving. This is a really peaceful place, full of love and joy. Eric's there you guys, and he's happy. I hope you're all feeling hopeful, and when you're sad please call someone. P.S. You guys were great yesterday, and so fun to watch together. I told Angie that you both inspire me. (Those power tools were fun too!) Love to you all, Rhonda, Nick, Dylan, and Alec Lindsey & Suzie too,(those crazy dogs!). Rhonda <Rhondalynngrimes@comcast.net> - Tuesday, September 26, 2006 2:14 PM CDT I think of Eric often, not only because of my illness, but because things are always reminding me of what he enjoyed. The Manitou District Camporee has a "Lord of the Campfire Rings" theme this year. I thought how much Eric would have enjoyed that; his cape would have come in handy! Don Demulling <dondem@comcast.net> - Wednesday, September 20, 2006 8:13 AM CDT Thinking of your family. LOTR is somehow fitting with the themes of good vs. evil, and Eric's love of WOW. Have a good week. Ed Goff <karedgoff@hotmail.com> Mahtomedi, MN - Tuesday, September 19, 2006 8:00 AM CDT Blessings to all who supported ERIC snd his family through his illness, and this past year. Grandma Jean Ruegsegger. Jean Ruegsegger South Wayne, Wi - Sunday, September 17, 2006 2:56 PM CDT Happy birthday, Eric! Don Demulling Mahtomedi, MN USA - Wednesday, September 13, 2006 10:16 PM CDT Happy Birthday, Eric. We miss you. Sheila Franzen <rsfranzen@comcast.net> Woodbury, MN - Wednesday, September 13, 2006 8:51 PM CDT Mike, Kasey and Katie Think of and praying for you all. Pamela Traxler <patraxle@ties2.net> Mahtomedi, MN - Monday, September 11, 2006 10:04 PM CDT Dear Kasey, Mike and Katie, Just a quick note to let you know that I am thinking about you. Take care, Candy Hofstad Candy Hofstad <chofstad@vc.k12.mn.us> Eagan, MN - Monday, September 11, 2006 9:10 PM CDT Dear Kasey, Mike and Katy, I cannot believe its already been one year since Eric passed away. Please know that you are all in my thoughts and prayers. Love, Anu Anu Ramachandran San Jose, CA USA - Monday, September 11, 2006 7:11 AM CDT Dear Kasey, Katy, and Mike, I cannot believe it has already been 1 year since Eric earned his angel wings. I have been reading your journal for what seems like forever. I want you to know that your family continues to be in my prayers, and I thank you for continuing to journal and let us know how you are doing. There are lots of people from lots of places who think of you and pray for you. Sincerely, Tracy <tracypaigejones@yahoo.com> Kingsport, TN USA - Sunday, September 10, 2006 1:30 PM CDT Thinking of you all... Sue Sirgany Ortonville, Michigan - Friday, September 8, 2006 9:54 PM CDT Hi Hon(s) Kasey, Mike and Katy. Just a note to let you know I caught up on the Webpage and that I'm thinking of all you often. Much Love Grandpa Joe Joe Goffeney <jgoffeney@cox.net> Las Vegas, NV USA - Tuesday, September 5, 2006 9:00 AM CDT Hi Kasey- Glad you are back and had a great trip. Please know that I am thinking of you and your family especially these next few weeks. Your friend, Sheila Franzen <rsfranzen@comcast.net> Woodbury, MN USA - Friday, September 1, 2006 1:47 PM CDT  I was posting this picture on Cassie's site, and thought I would swing by your page to say "hello",Im sorry to hear about your grandmothers stroke. Lots of love Viks       viks <viks@postpals.co.uk> - Monday, August 28, 2006 5:38 PM CDT I wanted to thank you for sharing your story. I lost my daughter October 15, 2005 to Stage IV Rhabdomysarcoma primary in the pelvis. As you know, the journey was filled with ups and downs. I never imagined that she would die. I always believed she would be healed. I watched her slip away with many of the same problems Eric had. That is why your story struck me. Now, with the one year anniversary approaching, I miss her more than ever. I was searching the internet for some kind of support and i came across your website. So, I wanted to thank you for sharing Eric's story. It made me realize that there are others out there that have experienced this great loss. It reminded me that I am not alone. I am truly sorry for what you and your family had to go through. Denise Martin <mrsdenmartin@aol.com> Lumberton, TX USA - Thursday, August 24, 2006 1:35 PM CDT I came across your website while desperately searching the web for support. I too lost my daughter to rhabdomyosarcoma on October 15, 2005. I just wanted to tell you how very sorry I am for what you and your family have had to endure. I also wanted to say that I admire your strength and ability to share your story with other people. Just reading your story and knowing that there are others out there that have experienced such a great loss is truly a comfort to me. Thank you. Denise Martin <mrsdenmartin@aol.com> Lumberton, TX USA - Wednesday, August 23, 2006 11:04 PM CDT What you are smelling is charcoal/coal. That's what the use for heating. When we were in China 14 years ago, there was hardly any pollution, very little traffic and lots of traditional people. This past spring, there was tons of pollution and we felt blessed to get to the Great Wall on a sunny clear day. Traffic was hideous and the people are much more western in activity and dress. We recognized the smell in the air from living in Turkey for 2 years. We visited China before we lived in Turkey and I never compared the two. But when we went to China, it reminded me a lot of Turkey so I guess China is catching up to Turkey....not necessarily all good. Enjoy the trip and I hope you get the chance to get out and about. Hugs, Connie F-G <cdlfg@adelphia.net> Colorado Springs, CO - Thursday, July 27, 2006 9:00 AM CDT Dear Kasey, Mike and Katy, Have a wonderful trip! Love, Anu Anu Ramachandran San, CA USA - Friday, July 21, 2006 8:53 AM CDT Have a WONDERFUL trip! Sue Sirgany <yapdogs@charter.net> Ortonville, MI USA - Tuesday, July 18, 2006 6:38 PM CDT Even though I never knew you, from what I read, you were a trooper. To Eric's family: I'm very sorry for your loss. MELISSSA - Saturday, July 15, 2006 3:32 PM CDT We are thinking of you always Maria ,Joe , Sammy-Joe and Christian Liistro from Australia http://www.caringbridge.org/ok/sammyjoe Maria Liistro <sammyjo2@bigpond.com.au> Craigieburn ,Melbourne , Vic AUSTRALIA - Saturday, July 15, 2006 11:13 AM CDT Kasey, Mike, and Katy, Have a great time globe trotting! It sounds so exciting and interesting. And expensive! Enjoy your time together, Don Demulling <dondem@comcast.net> Mahtomedi, MN USA - Thursday, July 13, 2006 11:40 PM CDT Dear Kasey. You do not know me, as i have come accross this website by accident, but i am struck by the story that has been your life and your childs life. I would just like to know that i admire the strength that you have shown throughout the past 10 years, and that my thoughts will always be with you and Eric, even though i am a stranger to you. from reading your website, it is safe to say that Erics story and life has touched mine, and i cannot even start to imagine what you are feeling. Yours, Daniel Boyles, London, England Daniel Boyles <DanBoyles89@aol.com> Berkshire, London England - Thursday, July 13, 2006 5:45 AM CDT Hi Kasey, I was thinking about you all and just wanted to stop by and say Hi. Hope that you all have a great trip later this month. Pam - forever Jason's mom www.caringbridge.org/tn/jasona/ Pam Archer <davidandpam.archer@comcast.net> Hendersonville, TN USA - Thursday, July 6, 2006 5:23 AM CDT Well I have to say that Kasey you handled yourself well at the reunion, minus the big hangover we all had! :) You know we love you and we know it is hard for you... I hope that seeing us maybe helped you a little. For those of you that don't know Kasey is one of my oldest friends. She is resilliant and she is very strong. Even with hurting "high-heels" feet or dealing with the loss of Eric. Thanks for coming and for being my friend. FOR LIFE! -mouse Lindsey <newmomhen@hotmail.com> Lenexa, KS United States - Saturday, July 1, 2006 8:11 PM CDT HEY! I hope you guys are doing better! I really miss hanging out with eric and your family....:-(. We should get together soon and "hang out". I am going to michingan for the fourth of july! i hope yours will be great! I miss all of you guys and i really miss eric...i visted his grave a little bit ago and i was really sad but i got through it. Have a great fourth! Eva Adams <evaadams@comcast.net> Dellwood, mn United States - Friday, June 30, 2006 5:33 PM CDT My thoughts and prayers are with you always. Kristin Hales Phoenix, AZ USA - Thursday, June 22, 2006 3:04 PM CDT  With Much Love, Shannon, Jim & Miss Samantha Therese <humphity@gmail.com> Always Remembering *Eric* - Sunday, June 18, 2006 8:32 AM CDT Thank you for sharing Eric's life with me...he was a very good friend to me in elementary school.Even though I'm moving on to middle school, I'm still going to remember everything about him. If I still went to O.H.A,I probably would have read something,so I'm sorry that I don't go there anymore.Anyways, thank you for letting Eric be my friend. =] Devin Hanlon <lilirishgrl10@yahoo.com> Woodbury, MN USA - Sunday, June 11, 2006 10:58 PM CDT Hi, Kasey, I wanted to thank you for the kind thoughts and the link to my caringbridge site. Because so many people loved Eric and all of you, I have had many new visitors. I also never thanked you for talking me into starting the website. My journal entries can never come close to yours in revealing my true emotions, but it does help me to cope in ways I can't explain. And my jokes will never be as funny as Bob's, but I'm still going to try! I still haven't gotten around to making that DVD. I should be able to finish (start!) it next week (chemo this week) Take care and God bless, Don Demulling Don Demulling <dondem@comcast.net> Mahtomedi, MN USA - Wednesday, June 7, 2006 8:37 PM CDT Kasey, first I want to let you know how sorry I am to hear what your family has gone through. I got your site from a teacher at my daughters school. My daughter Dyan is 10yrs old and is dieing. We found out just over a year ago about her deases and how rare they are. She is being treated at UW Childrens Hospital in Madison,WI. She has done chemo, radiation, many hospital stays, tubes in her chest to drain the fluid from her lungs and heart. As I read your story it reminded me of our last year with Dyan. There is no cure or treatment for what she has, just try things to see if it works. We have no luck with anything. We are now just trying to give her a good quality of what life she may have left. We are going on a Make A Wish Disney Cruise at the end of June, we just hope that she will make it. You can read about Dyan at her web page if you would like, www.dyanmarieorr.com . Once on the site click on the journal. Again I am so sorry for your loss, I am feeling your pain and your strength. Stay strong.Tonya Orr Tonya Orr <tshari32@yahoo.com> Portage, WI USA - Tuesday, May 30, 2006 11:18 AM CDT Hi Kasey Just stopped by to send you some hugs! Stay strong your an amanzing mom and woman! MIchelle & Emily Rhabdo Kids - www.caringbridge.org/tx/emilysfight Mission, TX USA - Monday, May 29, 2006 11:06 AM CDT Katey and Family, you are doing well for yourselves. I am so proud of you! Taking the time to feel what you feel is what you need to do to get through it. One day at time and some times, its ok to take it one second at a time. God Bless you... Christy Simmons (3M) <cmsimmons1@mmm.com> Woodbury, MN USA - Thursday, May 25, 2006 10:47 AM CDT Dear Kasey, I haven't posted or emailed in a long time. I want you to know I think of you and your family often. I know today must be especially hard. Please know that Happy Thoughts are coming from California for you. Kind regards, Anu Anu Ramachandran San Jose, CA USA - Sunday, May 14, 2006 6:40 PM CDT Hi Kasey- I just got back from Disney World with Rob and the girls. I thought of Eric a lot. Thanks for taking the time to share with us your life's journey. I think you have a start to a book right here. Sheila Franzen <rsfranzen@comcast.net> Woodbury, MN USA - Saturday, May 6, 2006 2:59 PM CDT I know Mike goes to China a lot but if we can be of any help, we just got back from a spring break trip to China. We can give you a tourist point of view. We took a 9 year old and she had a ball! We have friends who live there so got the inside scoop! Check on you often. Thanks for taking the time and emotion to update. Prayers and hugs to all of you, Connie F-G <cdlfg@adelphia.net> Colorado Springs, CO - Tuesday, May 2, 2006 8:51 AM CDT hey. I hope you are doing well. I have a picture of eric that i put next ot me every night. I hope you guys feel better. Eva Adams <evaadams@comcast.net> dellwood, MN USA - Saturday, April 22, 2006 6:31 PM CDT Happy Easter! MIchelle & Emily Rhabdo Kids - www.caringbridge.org/tx/emilysfight Mission, TX USA - Sunday, April 16, 2006 6:41 PM CDT Hi, I don't know you, I spotted your son's web page through the Share the Love website. I hope that you don't mind me passing along a website address which may be of use to you and your daughter, at what is clearly a very difficult time. It's for a charity called Winston's wish, which helps children who have suffered a bereavement. The address is http://www.winstonswish.org.uk/ Take a look, you never know, it may have some good ideas. Take Care Cat Cat London, England - Friday, April 14, 2006 11:50 AM CDT Good morning, Kasey: Next time I see you, I can fill you in on the details of Elizabeth's middle school grade crash and burn (which she would be too humiliated to have me share in print), but if it gives you hope, just before Spring Break last week, she was inducted into National Honor Society. I've talked to a number of parents who've had the same experience with kids who usually do great in school (like Katy) and then take a temporary middle school nosedive. But they all come soaring back up and she will, too...which is not to say I think what you're doing isn't on track. We were pretty tough on Elizabeth, too (I think she's STILL pouting about it!!:)!!) Hang in there, it works! (But parenting really is no place for the timid, is it?) Deb Campbell <debracampbell@hotmail.com> Mahtomedi, MN US - Friday, April 7, 2006 7:21 AM CDT Hi Mike, Kasey and Katie! I was so glad to see you all so involved with Guys and Dolls, and I hope it was a fun experience for you. I am also excited Katy is taking full year choir next year. Yay! Take care, and see you soon! Julie Conzemius <conzemj@mahtomedi.k12.mn.us> - Wednesday, March 22, 2006 10:00 AM CST Hello Kasey and family, It's so good to see you writing again Kasey. I am probably one of the many that missed your entries. And I totally understand that people grieve at different rates, and in different ways. Please know that I think of Eric often, and wonder how all of you are doing. Congrats Katie on your successful play. May you all know the loving peace that comes from the blessings of God. Vicki Lund <vlund@csom.umn.edu> Stillwater, MN USA - Sunday, March 19, 2006 9:03 AM CST Welcome back....I've missed your updates. Sounds like a great plan in place and I admire you going back to school. You'll do well and I bet your family is pround of you. Hugs, Connie Frisby-Griffin <cdlfg@adelphia.net> Colorado Springs, CO - Monday, March 13, 2006 12:45 AM CST It is good to hear from you again. You have all been in my thoughts. You are a smart, strong, and courageous woman, a true inspiration. Hellos to Mike and Katy too. Sue Sirgany <yapdogs@chartermi.com> Ortonville, MI - Sunday, March 12, 2006 11:28 AM CST I started reading your journal last summer by way of another child's. I kept reading because Eric sounded like such a neat, cool kid, and I was hoping he would pull through or have more time. Being a mother of one I can only imagine your grief in my darkest nightmares. I am happy you are feeling better or at least forcing yourself out of the house. I was worried, frankly, when I didn't see entries. Congrats on deciding to go for your degree. That is awesome. I'm sure, from what I've read, Eric would be very proud. Allison - Saturday, March 11, 2006 10:32 PM CST I have followed your sight often because I happened upon it through a link through Jessie Jeanetta's site (he is a friend of my daughter's from school). I haven't ever written because I don't know you personally but felt I needed to tell you how much your writing touches me each time! You truly have a gift for expressing exactly what you are feeling both good and bad. Eric seemed like a really brave and insightful child and I'm sure he's very proud of everything you and your family are doing to keep his memory alive. My heart goes out to all of you! Patty Kirtland <kirtlandinc@msn.com> Oakdale, MN USA - Friday, March 10, 2006 1:44 PM CST Its so glad to have you back. I have missed your entries. Looks like you have alot to do in 2006. Wow!! Eric would be so proud of you. I am glad you found a way to remember Eric at Disney World. I just know he is smiling down on you and the rest of his family. I will continue to lift all of you up to the Lord in prayer. Your Sister in Christ- Christy Simmons <cmsimmons1@mmm.com (3M)> Woodbury, MN USA - Thursday, March 9, 2006 4:14 PM CST Kasey - It is good to hear from you again! I'm glad you are keeping yourself busy. I hope you can find the strength to share your stories of Eric! We all enjoyed him so much. Susie Lau <susie.lau@netzero.com> Vermillion, MN - Wednesday, March 8, 2006 4:06 PM CST So glad to see your update. Beautiful picture of Eric! Karen Januschka-Johns <kmjanuschka-Johns@mmm.com> St. Paul, MN - Wednesday, March 8, 2006 8:29 AM CST Thinking of you all..Jennifer jennifer padgett ohio - Monday, March 6, 2006 6:23 PM CST Hi Kasey, Mike and Katy, Just wanted to let you know that I still think of you and Eric often. Love, Anu Anu Ramachandran San Jose, CA USA - Thursday, February 23, 2006 1:39 PM CST Hi Kasey, just thinking of you and your family and stopping by to say hello. I hope the sun is shining and the winter is treating you well. Take care, Kellie Davideit (Angel Ian's mom) <kelbri27@optonline.net> Metuchen, nj usa - Friday, February 17, 2006 2:37 PM CST Mike, Kasey, and Katy, I just wanted to let you know that you are in my thoughts and prayers. Deb Kuehl Lino Lakes, MN - Wednesday, February 15, 2006 6:17 AM CST just stopping by to say I think of and pray for you so often. I'm so sorry Eric suffered so greatly but I thank you for sharing him and his journey with all of us. Please know that there are people who love you and grieve with you. Take your time Kasey....and please don't ever feel the need to apologize for anything. I'm praying so hard for your peace and comfort in the days ahead...God bless all of you. Terri <timjay613@sbcglobal.net> Allen, TX USA - Thursday, February 2, 2006 0:49 AM CST Hello Kasey. Take your time and grieve as long as you need to. God understands your sorrow and He wants you to feel what you feel whenever you feel it. Take time to reflect and feel Eric's presence all around you. I am praying for your family's strength and comfort. You are doing great. I admire you and I KNOW for a fact, you and the family will make it through this rough spot and all the other rough spots that come your way. Your sister in Christ, Christy Simmons <cmsimmons1@mmm.com> Woodbury, MN USA - Tuesday, January 17, 2006 8:48 AM CST Kasey - Your entries are honest and true about how you are trying to sort through your memories, emotions, and thoughts. We all hope the new year gives you ways to enjoy Eric's memories. As much as you feel you are leaving him behind, you aren't really. He is with you every step of the way - knowing Eric, he is probably running ahead of you waiting for you to catch up! Susie Lau <susie.lau@netzero.com> - Monday, January 16, 2006 6:32 PM CST Kasey, There is NO need to apologize. I will continue to lift you, Mike and Katy up in prayer. I hope that you feel better soon. I don't think that your are leaving Eric behind, because you will carry him in your heart always. I beleive Eric is still with you, just not physically, and he hears you when you talk to him and he knows how much you love him! I know its rough and I know it hurts, but hang in there kiddo, God will see you through it. You have a host of friends here that are praying for you! Lots of Love and Tons of (((HUGS))) Bulldawg <bulldawg759@yahoo.com> Nederland, Tx - Monday, January 16, 2006 11:21 AM CST Hugs to you. Grief, compassion, wisdom, peace, the ancient and sacred patterns of life. Devin - Tuesday, January 10, 2006 8:53 AM CST hey how are you guys doing and i really miss eric. And kasey dont worry if you cried im public, i cried in front of my whole church! I did that when i found out that eric died. I hope you guys do better!! Eva Adams <evaadams@comcast.net> Dellwood, mn united states - Saturday, January 7, 2006 10:09 AM CST I hope you made it through this last weekend okay. I'm sure there was a huge hole in the circle of people around your tree. Prayers and hugs to you, Connie Frisby-Griffin <cdlfg@adelphia.net> Colorado Springs, CO - Tuesday, December 27, 2005 9:50 AM CST Dear Katy, Mike, and Kasey, I've been thinking of you this holiday season, especially today. When I went to Christmas mass last night and the Father spoke of the angels, I thought of Eric. Love, Anu Anu Ramachandran San Jose, CA 95123 - Sunday, December 25, 2005 9:54 PM CST Thinking of you as you must face Christmas without Eric. My heart goes out to you. Patty, Jessica's mom, www.caringbridge.org/mo/jessica Patty Roth <Menmypiano1@sbcglobal.net> Arnold, MO US - Saturday, December 24, 2005 12:46 AM CST Hello, You don't know me. Got your website off of Rob Faulkner's. He was a special person and will be missed, as i'm sure your son is also. Just wanted to wish your family a nice Holiday. I'll keep you in my thoughts. Denise Denise <Spratt254@aol.com> Ridley Park, Pa Delaware - Wednesday, December 21, 2005 9:43 PM CST Dearest Mike, Kasey, and Katy... I can't begin to tell you in words how blessed I was when we recieved your package. When I read your letter I soon realized you were the family I had been following for months. I read Eric's website every night and cried and prayed for your family. I watched as you went on your make a wish trip and was so happy you all got to go and enjoy your time together as a family. When I realized who you were I cried a bucket of tears. I couldn't believe how strong you are to have done this for our family. It took me a little while to gather myself for I felt the pain you must be going through this season. We have yet to open the presents, we wanted to wait for a perfect family night and explain how special those gifts are. Dustin watched Eric's website as well because he and his dad love War of Warcraft and play alot also(: I feel at a loss for words at how special getting that box was to our family... and we don't even know whats in it LOL... Thank you so much. We will continue to hold you up in prayer. Please know you really did something special for our little boy. Merry Christmas Love The Smith Family at www.caringbridge.org/fl/dustin Shawna Smith <Sapah76@hotmail.com> Niceville , FL US - Monday, December 19, 2005 10:59 PM CST Just thinking about your family. I think Eric is hanging out with you snuggled up with a good book. (It's where we all should be these last few days!) I can still picture Eric all bundled from head to toe in his yellow winter coat! We had to do LOTS of bargaining to get Eric to go out for recess . . . When I think of Eric I just have to smile. Merry Christmas, Mike, Kasey and Katy. Sheila Franzen <rsfranzen@comcast.net> Woodbury, mn usa - Monday, December 19, 2005 7:49 PM CST I was just thinking about you and Eric. I hope you have a nice Christmas and New Years. My prayers are still with your whole family. Michelle - Emily's mom - www.caringbridge.org/tx/emilysfight & Rhabdo Kids ACOR Mission, TX USA - Monday, December 19, 2005 8:22 AM CST Hi Katy, Kasey and Mike, The holidays are rapidly approaching and I'm thinking about last Christmas with all of you, and the big hug I got from Eric. We're looking forward to being with you all again soon. Have a very happy holiday, and a Big Group Hug! Love always, Uncle John and Aunt Jan John P. Eurich <john@dataxpress.com> Santa Clara, CA USA - Monday, December 19, 2005 6:59 AM CST I sit here crying having read the last few days of your sons life. I know how that must hurt. Maxie was the same age as your son when he lost his battle. I know that the holidays are going to be hard. Every mile stone will be hard. I am in my angry I want my son back thing right now. And I have been grieving since March 04. So its just a process. Please know that your family is in my thoughts. Take care and have a nice holiday. www.caringbridge.org/va/maxie/ Christy (mom to spuerstar Maxie) <imaqt430@aol.com> Amelia , VA - Thursday, December 15, 2005 11:54 PM CST Hi guys! We think about you often and feel connected when we read your "update". Hey, I LOVE bookfairs ,too...spend too much there! :) You're in our prayers. Have a good one! Chrissy and Steve Baumgartner <chris.baumgartner@sbcglobal.net> - Tuesday, December 13, 2005 8:45 PM CST Hi Kasey, I've been thinking about you, knowing that Christmas can be the best and worst time of the year both at the same time. I keep trying to think of the "right" things to say to you to let you know that I care about you and pray for peace of mind, but the words always seem smarmy. So Kasey, let me just say that I think of you often, wondering when would be a good time to set up that lunch we talked about (Chipotle?) and I am hoping that you and Mike and Katy are doing as well as can be expected. Best Wishes, Lisa Lisa Blanchet <lmblanchet@mmm.com> Hastings, MN - Monday, December 12, 2005 3:10 PM CST I am thinking of all of you. I think you are handling your grief and "everyday" life with amazing strength and grace. Susan Sirgany <yapdogs@chartermi.com> Ortonville, MI USA - Wednesday, December 7, 2005 8:14 PM CST Hi, just checking in on you all and praying for comfort during the Christmas season. Our hearts are with you. Kristen Thomsen, www.caringbridge.com/wi/pthomsen0111 Neenah, WI, - Sunday, December 4, 2005 1:50 PM CST Hi Kasey Just checking on all of you. I hope everyone feels better. What a great tree and how beautiful it will be in the Spring! You are a great mom! Michelle - Emily's mom - www.caringbridge.org/tx/emilysfight & Rhabdo Kids ACOR Mission, TX USA - Saturday, December 3, 2005 8:17 AM CST Kasey- thanks for still updating the page. I'll look for the article in the Star Trib. Wishing you and your family happy holidays.. Kristen Minneapolis, MN USA - Friday, December 2, 2005 11:58 PM CST you are continually in my thoughts and prayers. I walked in in memory of your precious Eric at our local Light the Night Walk. I've kept up with several Caringbridge sites and, I must say that Eric's story is one that has touched me the most. I hope and pray you all are doing well. Sorry things aren't going well getting into school ~ keep the faith! Terri <timjay613@sbcglobal.net> Allen, TX USA - Wednesday, November 30, 2005 2:34 PM CST  STILL READING YOUR PAGE ,STILL PRAYING FOR YOU ALL AND SENDING PRAYERS FROM TYLER AND FAMILY WWW.CARINGBRIDGE.ORG/SC/TYLERTUCKERDARLENE COX ,TYLER TUCKER <turpin10648@BELLSOUTH.NET> GREENVILLE, SC - Tuesday, November 29, 2005 2:46 PM CST Dear Kasey, Katy, and Mike, Happy Thanksgiving! I continue to think of you often, especially during this holiday season. Love, Anu Anu Ramachandran San Jose, CA USA - Thursday, November 24, 2005 9:32 PM CST Hi Kasey, Mike & Katy, It was so wonderful to talked with you Kasey, Jesse and I enjoyed the conversation. Jesse often asked how you all are doing and we check in on Eric's webpage for updates. Jesse is feeling pretty good these days, but we are not out of the woods just yet. We often think of you all and wanted to wish you all continued healing. From our family to yours "Happy Thanksgiving" The Jeanetta's www.caringbridge.org/mn/jessej Kelly Jeanetta <kjeanetta5@aol.com> NSP, MN USA - Wednesday, November 23, 2005 12:14 AM CST Kasey and Family, i want you to know i think of Eric often and remember his gorgeous smile always.I am thinking of you at the start of this holiday season and wanted you to know that Eric will forever be our brave warrior. Love Theresa Executive Director Cancer Warriors Angel Network www.cancerwarriors.org Theresa Heath <danjotay@comcast.net> Rowlett, Tx - Monday, November 21, 2005 10:08 PM CST Kasey, You are a strong woman and a wonderful mother. I admire your ambition. Eric loves you very much. I wanted to share a memory I have of Eric. During a writing assignment in second grade Eric decided to write about some of the things he liked. I remember Eric writing that he loved to eat the pancakes you make because the pancakes always had little lumps inside them! :) I will always think of Eric when I enjoy a hot stack of pancakes. I will be thinking of you over the holidays. Sheila Franzen <rsfranzen@comcast.net> Woodbury, MN USA - Monday, November 21, 2005 9:47 PM CST Hello I wanted to say that you and your family are in my thoughts and prays with the holidays coming up I got your story from canner warrior Janelle <cutegurl4ever229@hotmail.com> - Monday, November 21, 2005 8:28 PM CST I discovered your story through Cancer Warriors and wanted you to know that you are all in our thoughts during the holiday season. I hope you are blessed with amazing peace and love knowing that Eric will never leave your heart. Kacie <sugarpie123@hotmail.com> Phoenix, AZ USA - Monday, November 21, 2005 8:14 PM CST You And your family are in my thoughts as the holidays approach. Your story has touched so many. Amanda Richmond, TX USA - Monday, November 21, 2005 7:34 PM CST Hi, Kasey. I still check to see if you have added anything every day.... I get excited when I see you have done so. I can see you are beginning to heal, and I am glad. It will be a long journey, I am sure, but you have started. Thinking you of and your family OFTEN, Carol Utterback <Carolutt@aol.com> Columbia, Mo USA - Monday, November 21, 2005 1:52 PM CST Thinking of you as we head into the holiday season. I can't even imagine the emotions you are dealing with. You remain in my prayers. Hugs, Connie Frisby-Griffin <cdlfg@adelphia.net> Colorado Springs, CO - Thursday, November 17, 2005 10:18 PM CST hi just wanted to say that we are still checking in own you and praying that some of your pain will go away.i no you must be hurting so much .i pray that tomorrow will be a better day . www.caringbridge.org/sc/tylertucker DARLENE COX ,TYLER TUCKER <turpin10648@bellsouth.net > GREENVILLe, SC - Thursday, November 17, 2005 7:06 AM CST Just wanted to let you know I'm thinking of you. Patty, Jessica's mom, www.caringbridge.org/mo/jessica Patty Roth <Menmypiano1@sbcglobal.net> Arnold, MO US - Monday, November 7, 2005 8:19 AM CST Hi Kasey and Family. I read your journal today. As always, I am touched by it. Don't worry about a thing! GOD is awesome and He will make a way for you and your family to do all that you need to do. God is working everything out for you behind the scenes. I know it may not feel like it but I know that everything you desire in your heart will be fulfilled because God loves you dearly. Keep praying. Keeping trusting. And keep pushing forward. You are doing great!! You are strong even when you feel weak. You are an inspiration to me! I love you and will continue to keep you and your family in my prayers. Christy Simmons <cmsimmons1@mmm.com> Woodbury, MN USA - Monday, November 7, 2005 8:08 AM CST Dear Kasey, I think Mike's analogy comparing grieving to an oil slick is a good one. It's funny, but I have never heard it previously, so it is Mike's own orignial way of looking at grief, and also a very useful way of explaining it. God bless him, and God bless you, as you work through your grief, and as you handle the bills and other concerns you have. I am glad to hear that you and Mike went to the All Souls' Day Mass at your church. The tears that you shed were healing. Grace, peace, love, and all good, ~Colette~ Colette Clifton Park, NY U.S.A. - Friday, November 4, 2005 2:06 AM CST Even though I was in college, I was able to spend a lot of time with my mother when she was dying from cancer. I found that part of my grieving was also filling the void of all the time I had devoted to her. I moved on by over-loading at college and graduating in 3 1/2 years with honors. I hope you well through this time of adjustment. Kari - Thursday, November 3, 2005 7:48 PM CST Thinking of you all. Ali also doesn't want to go to Ian's grave as much. The therapist at hospice said that was totally normal for kids - they just don't get the same thing out of it as an adult. For them, the person isn't there - so what is the point...I'm sure Eric would have enjoyed your Halloween celebration. Take it easy on yourselves, it is still so raw, one day at a time... Kellie Davideit <kelbri27@optonline.net> Metuchen, nj usa - Thursday, November 3, 2005 5:25 PM CST Dear Family, Your in our prayers daily .Praying God sends many many blessing to you all.Keep your faith and eyes on Jesus..Brenda/ Angel_Wings Brenda Ball Oct 30th 2005 10:15 pm <brball12003@yahoo.com> whitley city, ky usa - Sunday, October 30, 2005 9:09 PM CST Happy (belated!) Birthday Katy! Love, Anu Anu Ramachandran San Jose, CA USA - Sunday, October 30, 2005 2:50 PM CST Dear Kasey, Mike, and Katy, I continue to remember Eric and to think of all of you. God bless you! Grace and peace, ~Colette Colette Clifton Park, NY U.S.A. - Thursday, October 27, 2005 4:08 AM CDT still praying for you and visting the web page . god will see you through this .love from tyler t and family www.caringbridge.org/sc/tylertucker DARLENE COX ,TYLER TUCKER <TURPIN10648@BELLSOUTH. NET > GREENVILLE, SC - Monday, October 24, 2005 5:41 AM CDT /hugs tightly I really appreciate your words Kasey, they have a sweet effect to my soul. Not sure if you can understand that, but when I read your words I see healing in them for you and that is what caresses my heart gently. I cry when I feel the words build up in emotion, and I strengthen when I hear your words resolve. Thanks Teacher :) Gina Gina Schuller <sidinagina@netscape.net> spokane, WA USA - Saturday, October 22, 2005 9:54 AM CDT Hi Kids; (of all ages) I hadn't kept up with the guestbook for a few weeks and just now read a couple of things that made me wish I were at home instead of at work with a room full of people. The first thing was Mike's entry.... the second was a guestbook entry; the one dated 10/19 from the mom of a little boy named Charlie. I got the coordinates for Eric's and Grandpa John Eurich's stars. I have some very detailed star charts and will mark the stars on a copy and send it to you. I really look forward sometime to being able to look at the Stars with you guys though one of my telescopes. It sort of puts everything in perspective. All that is always has been and always will be. The ingredients just assemble themselves in different ways for a while and then move on to become part of something else. In a sense, everything, including us, is immortal. So Eric is surely not gone at all...he is fulfilling his part in the plans of The Higher Power. I don't understand why it has to be so hard sometimes though. I love you all very much Grandpa Joe Joe Goffeney <jgoffeney@aol.com> Las Vegas, NV USA - Friday, October 21, 2005 2:19 PM CDT I'm so so, sorry! I'm crying so hard right now, I can barely see the screen. I found out about your website through Cathy, the nurse at the onc clinic. Our baby, Charlie is 16 months old, 4 months ago he was dianosed with stage 4 Neuroblastoma. I just can't understand! I know through your journals that you have a strong faith, and I'm so thankful for that! I continue to beg God for wisdom and peace and feel traces of it now and again, but I just want an answer...why!? I don't know....Moms and Dads need their babies!! We also have a 3 year old, Clay...I love my boys so much and I beg God not to take Charlie from us! I'm so sorry about your sweet, brave, strong, perfect Eric!! What a blessing and joy he is!! Never ever forget any of the memories, sleep with his blankets, lay in his room, smell his clothes, keep him alive in your hearts! I love you and I don't know you, I just want to wrap my arms around you and help you feel peace, I want to share my sons with you...I wish I could help and am so sorry! I'm sure it's hard for a big sister too, you've been through so much, all of you, it's so unfair! God is watching you, holding you, crying with you and loving and adoring Eric through it all! The suffering is done, now it's just family being so uncontrollably lonely. I wish I had the perfect words to tell you, and I'm sure I'm making you feel worse, and that is not my intention. My heart breaks with yours and goes out to yours...I want to give you the strength I have today and tonight and let you feel peace! God bless you all! In his Holy Name, Brandon, Melissa, Clay, and Charlie Gess www.caringbridge.org/visit/charliebear Melissa Gess <melissagess@hotmail.com> - Wednesday, October 19, 2005 10:31 PM CDT We are all still thinking about you. Love the Skivers Family Skivers Family <magdalenaanna@hotmail.com> - Wednesday, October 19, 2005 8:26 PM CDT Hey Kasy, You have such a way with words. I am thinking about you guys always. Take Care and give Katy a hug for me....Mike, too the old coot. Have a good weekend. Deb Battah <djbattah1@mmm.com> Lake Elmo, MN USA - Wednesday, October 19, 2005 8:07 PM CDT Kasey, Mike, and Katy, Whenever I look accross the pond at your home (which is often!) I can't help but think of what a great kid Eric was and how much you must be missing him. I can't even imagine what you are going through, and I think about you often and I hope you are hanging in there OK. Take care, and if you need anything at all, don't hesitate to ask. Dan Dan and Mary <merdanth@comcast.net> Mahtomedi, MN Washington - Wednesday, October 19, 2005 7:55 PM CDT Just stopping by to see how you are all doing...That was nice, what you did with Galron. We just finalized Ian's monument, also wanted to have something there by the holidays this year, not easy but I feel better now that it's done. Glad Katy is feeling better, Ali just finished her Brownie cookie sales, we felt like underachievers at a mere 50 boxes! Hugs from NJ. Kellie Davideit <kelbri27@optonline.net> Metuchen, nj usa - Sunday, October 16, 2005 11:03 PM CDT HI JUST LETTING YOU NO THAT YOU ARE IN OUR PRAYERS DARLENE COX ,TYLER TUCKER <TURPIN10648@bellsouth.net> GREENVILLE, SC - Saturday, October 15, 2005 7:18 PM CDT Thank you for taking the time and energy to touch base with us Caringbridge followers. I can only imagine the emotional toll you are all dealing with each and every day. You continue to be in my prayers. Hugs, Connie Frisby-Griffin <cdlfg@adelphia.net> Colorado Springs, CO - Tuesday, October 11, 2005 11:18 PM CDT Thinking of you all early this morning. Know that many prayers are being lifted for you. Eric will NEVER be forgotten. I know he is watching over you even as I am typing this. Love and prayers, Rhonda Hunley, Forever Connor's Mommy <rshunley@comcast.net> Hendersonville, TN God Bless America! - Tuesday, October 11, 2005 4:06 AM CDT Hi I am happy you guys had a trip in Ernie. I miss seeing Eric's face. I remember when we would have bonfires and fire works, Eric always had a lot of fun. We will keep you guy's in our prayers. We miss you eric Taylor, Sue& Tony mahtomedi, mn - Tuesday, October 4, 2005 9:09 PM CDT Hi Kasey, Mike and Katy, Kasey thank you for taking the time to update and to let us know how you are feeling. We are still here for you and still praying. God Bless, love and hugs, Kathy and Dave Green Bay, WI. U.S.A. - Tuesday, October 4, 2005 8:03 PM CDT Dear Kasey, Mike, and Katy, I remembered Eric in the beauty of holiness, at Eucharist, on Thursday night and Saturday night. God bless him and all of his loved ones! Grace, peace, love, and all good, ~Colette~ Eternity The stars shine over the mountains, the stars shine over the sea. The stars look up to the mighty God, the stars look down on me; The stars shall last for a million years, a million years and a day. But God and I will live and love when the stars have passed away. Robert Louis Stevenson (1850-1894) Colette Clifton Park, NY U.S.A. - Monday, October 3, 2005 1:40 AM CDT Kasey and Family: It is so good for you to journal your feelings, and I'm glad to have checked in to see this update. My thoughts and prayers continue to be with you all as you face the days and nights without Eric physically with you. I know our Heavenly Father is with each of you as you grieve in different ways and at different times. He won't leave you...and neither will your CaringBridge friends. Much love and big hugs all around, Kriste My Big Brother - Tracy Lanius <Kristewithane@comcast.net> Goodlettsville, TN USA - Sunday, October 2, 2005 10:55 PM CDT My prayers continue for your family. Stephanie & RachelJoy <mom2rj@comcast.net> - Friday, September 30, 2005 10:15 PM CDT Praying for you and your family...... Kristen Maple Grove, MN USA - Thursday, September 29, 2005 9:52 PM CDT Kasey, Thank you so much for conquering your fear of updating Eric's page. I check this site every day to see how you and your family are doing and to see Eric. It helps those of us who do not truly know you and your family to have a little glimpse. My nephew is a warrior and is fighting the fight, so in that way, I feel like I know you just a little bit as we have something so rare in common. I hope that that makes sense. I loved the silouette of Eric with the lake in the background. It was absolutely beautiful and I can picture Eric in a peaceful place when I look at it. I also love the new picture that shows his smiling face. What a happy happy boy. I just know that he is with you. Watching over you. Loving his family. My thoughts and prayers are with you. Debi Moore <madizie@cox.net> Glendal4e, AZ` USA - Thursday, September 29, 2005 2:33 PM CDT Dear Kasey, I love the picture you posted of Eric on the main page. He had such clear eyes and such a handsome face! I have just read your journal update. There is so much there, that I can't absorb it all! I am sure that it is very difficult for you, your husband, and Katy. I am praying for all of you. I remembered Eric and prayed for you all at Holy Eucharist yesterday. I am glad you are going to church. It is faith that is going to see you through and beyond all of the sorrow to good memories and peace. I hope to attend Eucharist tonight for the Feast of St. Michael and All Angels. While there, I will remember Eric beneath the Jesus and the Children stained glass window. God bless you all! Grace, peace, love, and all good, ~Colette~ Today's Collect: Everlasting God, who have ordained and constituted in a wonderful order the ministries of angels and mortals: Mercifully grant that, as your holy angels always serve and worship you in heaven, so by your appointment they may help and defend us here on earth; through Jesus Christ our Lord, who lives and reigns with you and the Holy Spirit, one God, for ever and ever. Amen. The Book of Common Prayer, Page 244 Colette Clifton Park, NY U.S.A, - Thursday, September 29, 2005 12:20 AM CDT Hello to all this is tylers grandma Darlene you all are just so strong. our prayers are always with your family.I NO THAT YOU THANK GOD FOR EVERY MIN YOU SPENT WITH ERIC.HES IN NO PAIN NOW NO MORE SUFFERING.YOU ALL WERE JUST THE PERFECT FAMILY.YOU GAVE HIM EVERY ONCE OF YOUR LOVE AND TIME. YOU WAS THERE FOR HIM WHEN HE NEED YOU MOST. WHAT WONDERFUL MOMMY AND DADY YOU ARE .EVEN TO KATHY.please keep tyler in your prayers DARLENE COX ,TYLER TUCKER <turpin10648@BELLSOUTH.NET> greenville, SC - Thursday, September 29, 2005 7:19 AM CDT Kasey, I just read your update. You put everything into words beautifully. Please know that you all will continue to be in my prayers. Eric was a truly special gift, and I thank you for sharing him with us. He truly touched my heart with that beautiful smile of his, and he will always have a place in my heart. Many prayers and (((HUGS))) Bulldawg Bulldawg <bulldawg759@yahoo.com> Nederland(whats left of it), Tx - Wednesday, September 28, 2005 7:45 PM CDT Hi, Mike and Kasey I thought Mike's letter was one of the most touching things I have ever read in my entire life. I hope you don't stop writing Kasey, I have been so attatched to peeking in and seeing how all of you are doing. We still care about you, and even if Eric is gone now the story will continue. Many times over the past 2 plus years I have thought that your journal should be published. Please consider that someday when you are sufficiently healed to go back to the beginning. Still thinking of you! Carol Utterback <Carolutt@aol.com> Columbia, Mo USA - Wednesday, September 28, 2005 2:38 PM CDT Kasey, Mike and Katy, I continue to check in on all of you. I understand the feeling of memory loss surrounding the funeral, etc. I think the shock that our systems experience at such a profound loss protects us from being overwhelmed by the emotional pain. I know you'll slowly remember the people, thoughtful words, etc that you experienced - when you're able to handle them. I'm glad you all had a chance to get away from the twin cities, and that your time was mostly pleasant and healing. Pleas know you are all still in my thoughts and prayers. Vicki Lund Vicki Lund <vlund@csom.umn.edu> Stillwater, MN 55082 - Wednesday, September 28, 2005 10:24 AM CDT I am sorry to hear of Eric's passing. Your family is in my thoughts and prayers. Tina & Lance <lancejrmommy@comcast.net> - Tuesday, September 27, 2005 7:20 PM CDT Kasey and family, You have my greatest sympathy for what life has dealt you. From what I have seen your effort on behalf of your son and family has been nothing short of heroic. You've done what the rest of us can only hope we would do if presented with the same situation. I hope that someday you are able to find a peace with all that has happened and all that you have accomplished. Sincerely, Tom Herzberg Tom Herzberg <tcherzberg1@mmm.com> Woodbury, mn 55125 - Tuesday, September 27, 2005 4:36 PM CDT Thank You for sharing your feelings and pain with all of us,I wish there was a way to make it less.I wanted to tell you what amazing parents you are to Katie and Eric. As a R.N. I know how hard it is to care for someone that is suffering. For you to do what you did 24 hours a day was such a gift. Eric was at home with his family and his dog and not in a hospital, he saw enough of that. Please try not to doubt yourselves, you did absolutely every thing a parent and sister could do for the one they loved.Your tribute to him in the visitation and church service was beautiful, your day to day dedication and physical care was a inspiration. You are a awesome family and I'm glad we're friends and neighbors.Please let us help in any way we can. Chris Massie <imanurse@att.net> Mahtomedi, MI usa - Tuesday, September 27, 2005 3:44 PM CDT My prayers are with you. Mandy (Angels on Earth) mamatooryan - Tuesday, September 27, 2005 3:28 PM CDT Hi Kasey and family Just checking on you. Your husband is so brave to write that letter and let you post it. My heart brakes for your family. Hugs to you all for a nice day. Michelle - Emily's mom - www.caringbridge.org/tx/emilysfight & Rhabdo Kids ACOR Mission, TX USA - Tuesday, September 27, 2005 3:17 PM CDT Dear Kasey, Mike and Katy, My heart hurts for all of you. You all have gone through so much and now the pain continues. I cannot even imagine the way you feel, but know that Debbie & I are still praying for all of you. I know that you never will forget (and should not), but hopefully you will heal. Dave Dave Young <dayoung1@mmm.com> Columbia, MO USA - Tuesday, September 27, 2005 10:12 AM CDT Kasey, Mike and Katy, Thinking of you all this morning and feeling the pain along with you. You are not alone in this. The photo of Eric by the lake is one of the most beautiful pictures I have ever seen. It is perfect! Praying for a peace-filled day for us all! Love and prayers, Rhonda Hunley, Forever Connor's Mommy <rshunley@comcast.net> Hendersonville, TN God Bless America! - Tuesday, September 27, 2005 8:39 AM CDT Dear Kasey, Mike and Katy, Thank you for sharing Mike's letter. As I read it I thought of all the parents who have lost their children and I am sure they have the same feelings as Mike shared. It brought many tears. I can only imagine the pain you are all going through. Please don't feel guilty I KNOW you did all you could for Eric. Watching a loved one die is the hardest thing in life to do, the memory stays with you forever. I can still see my dad's face and it was almost 25 years ago that he died. His death too was not a peaceful one, I always felt he wasn't ready to say goodbye to us....God had different plans for him though and we had to trust Him. Thank you also for sharing the memories of Eric at the hockey game. Thank God for those precious memories! You are daily in our thoughts and prayers. God Bless love and hugs, Kathy and Dave Green Bay, WI. U.S.A. - Monday, September 26, 2005 7:58 AM CDT We are praying and thinking of you guys always!! Just take each day at a time!! God Bless!!! Prayers and Hugs, LeAnn LeAnn Mooneyham/Angel_Wings <angel4God352000@yahoo.com> Baxley, GA United States - Sunday, September 25, 2005 12:22 AM CDT My heart breaks for your family. I watched someone I love die as I held on helplessly wanting to do something, anything...but couldn't. We do expect our loved one's passing to be much more peaceful. I can't tell you why they have to go they way they do. But I can tell you that our God loves you and is with you. He is with you when you're angry, when you're doubting, when you're beating yourself up, when you're crying your heart out...He will never leave you. There's no right or wrong in the grieving process, you just have to do it. I tried stuffing my emotions and that's not the way to go...it has to come out. Keep writing, keep loving your family, keep your friends close. Know that Eric is in heaven, pain free, breathing normally, and maybe even riding the big Zamboni in the sky! You will see him again some day. In the meantime, know that you and your family are loved and cared for, and are being lifted up in prayer more times than you know. I care. We care. God cares. If it matters to you, it matters to HIM. Wishing you peace, Kriste Lanius Leave Some Love for My Big Brother -Tracy Lanius <Kristewithane@comcast.net> Goodlettsville, TN USA - Saturday, September 24, 2005 9:43 PM CDT Mike's letter has left me speechless, as I feel each word deep in my heart, and the anguish that goes along with it. No one except those who have walked this dark road, can truly understand the neverending pain, guilt (as you described), and longing to hold our children again. Today is one day closer to our reunions with them, that is what keeps me going..... Lots of love and prayers, Rhonda , Forever Connor's Mommy <rshunley@comcast.net> Hendersonville, TN God Bless America! - Saturday, September 24, 2005 9:48 AM CDT Dear Kasey, Mike, and Katy, I am glad you were able to get to a hockey game recently and thank you for sharing about Eric's special hockey game. The memebers of that team sure were kind to Eric! We are hockey fans, too. Our local team is the Albany River Rats. They play at the Pepsi Arena in Albany, NY, and are associated with the New Jersey Devils. Their mascot is Rowdy Rat. I wish Eric were here to read about our River Rats. I would send him a souvenir from the team. I remembered Eric and all of you, at Eucharist, this past Wednesday, on the Feast of St. Matthew. God bless you all! Grace, peace, love, and all good, ~Colette~ We thank thee, heavenly Father, for the witness of your apostle and evangelist Matthew to the Gospel of your Son our Savior; and we pray that, after his example, we may with ready wills and hearts obey the calling of our Lord to follow him; through Jesus Christ our Lord, who lives and reigns with you and the Holy Spirit, one God, now and for ever. Amen. ~The Book Of Common Prayer, Page 244 Colette Clifton Park, NY U.S.A. - Saturday, September 24, 2005 9:06 AM CDT I'm very sorry Eric had to leave so quickly. Still, I'm glad that I knew him. he visits me in my thoughts, and he will never leave my heart. I wish him luck in the next phase of life, and I hope that life for you guys gets easier. I wish he was still here, but I'm glad he's not in pain. Elizabeth Souder , former classmate of Eric <wsouder8681@msn.com> Stillwater, MN usa - Friday, September 23, 2005 5:41 PM CDT Dear Firends, I don't know you, but have visited your site through Bulldawg. I know that Eric was special to Bulldawg and he was very disturbed by his passing. I am here today not only to promise you continued prayers for Eric and for your entire family during this difficult time, but also to ask for your prayers for Bulldawg. I have written a letter explaining, so here it is. God bless you all. m Dear friends, I have been in close contact with Uncle Bulldawg. Many of you know him as a faithful friend, follower and reliable prayer warrior for MANY CaringBridge friends. Up until just recently when his home computer broke, he followed over 100 CB friends EVERY DAY. I know that he has personally spent many, many hours on his knees on behalf of our friends. Well, Uncle Bulldawg needs our help now. B's home is SQUARELY in the path of Hurricane Rita. He and his wife and family (and pets) are evacuating to northern LA, but in his own words "Except for by the grace of God, I don't think we'll have a home to go home to." The trip north has been grueling. What should have been a three hour ride has taken nearly 24 hours of sitting in bumper to bumper traffic, with only a 2 hour nap in a parking lot to call rest. One of the family cars broke down and had to be abandoned en-route... Gas is low, stress is high, and they still have 60 or so miles to go. Bulldawg has asked for prayers for himself and his family. He has asked that we post on CaringBridge pages and guestbooks. As he put it "We need all the support we can get." Please, please pass the word for these faithful members of our CaringBridge family, and shoot them a note to let them know that you are praying. He can be reached (eventually) by writing Bulldawg759@Yahoo.com. Thank you! Mavis Mavis Friederman <MyThreeSonsAndME@aol.com> Ringoes, NJ US - Friday, September 23, 2005 11:17 AM CDT Mike Kasey and Katy, Deb Battah shared your site with me. It is so hard to lose someone you love as young as your son was to this terrible disease. It will not help now, but he is in good hands and God will take good care of him. You are in our prayers. Bonnie Fish <baffish@shebtel.net> Becker, Mn USA - Friday, September 23, 2005 10:57 AM CDT Dear Mike, Kasey, and Katy, I continue to think of you all during this most trying time. Your letter was so touching and emotional. Enjoy your weekend with Ernie. Love, Anu Anu Ramachandran San Jose, CA USA - Thursday, September 22, 2005 10:13 PM CDT Mike, Kasey and Katie, Our thoughts continute to be with you. Mike, your letter hit me between the eyes. Take care this weekend...talk soon. Sue, Tony and Taylor Mahtomedi, MN - Thursday, September 22, 2005 1:08 PM CDT Mike, Kasey and Katie, Mike - what a wonderful tribute to the special young man that Eric was. I hope you all experience some healing this weekend during your time away. A breather away from the cities will help I'm sure. Know everyone that reads and responds to Eric's page is thinking about all of you and sending warm thoughts and prayers your way. God bless all of you. -- Vicki Vicki Lund <vlund@csom.umn.edu> Stillwater, MN USA - Thursday, September 22, 2005 12:43 AM CDT What a sad letter.. I'm so sorry your hearts are broken. Jenn Hartley <ronjenn696@prodigy.net> Bensalem, PA USA - Thursday, September 22, 2005 11:14 AM CDT WOW, what a letter. I have tears falling. I had this long guestbook entry typed out, convincing you, that you did "do right" by Eric. I am afraid words will not convince you at this time. When the clouds of grief part some and u finally see a little ray of sun, u will know that your choices were what they were, and were made with love and healing as the objective. I know that with time u will hurt less, dont rush that time. Praying for u all. Johnna (FOA) <thornton2003@juno.com> - Thursday, September 22, 2005 10:10 AM CDT Mike, thank you for sharing your letter with us. What emotion you show. Eric was a lucky boy to have a dad who wasn't afraid to show and share emotion. And yes, you are a lucky family to have such awesome kids. You remind us to spend that extra time with our kids, give them lots of hugs and listen to what they have to say. Have a great family week-end and may it offer some peace and healing to all of you. Hugs, Connie Frisby-Griffin <cdlfg@adelphia.net> colorado springs, CO - Thursday, September 22, 2005 7:50 AM CDT My prayers continue for your family, as you work at creating a new life that is not focused on Eric's needs. I know how hard that is to do. May the Lord be with each of you. Stephanie & RachelJoy <mom2rj@comcast.net> - Wednesday, September 21, 2005 8:34 PM CDT my thoughts and prayers go out to you all i remeber my eric from mac full of spit and viniger but allways ready for a challenge i remeber his leg hugs as i called them and when one of those hugs lifted me off the ground was i surprised god needed another angle and took one of our best i will hold my memories close may god bless all of you love Mary Simonson former Mac teacher Mary Simonson <marbearhigh1@hotmail.com> Mahtomedi, Mn USA - Wednesday, September 21, 2005 9:51 AM CDT I can remember back to when I lost family. We spent so much time checking oxygen, cleaning wounds and giving meds. When they passed away it wasn't easy to pick up the pieces again. My prayers and thoughts are with you. Joanne - Wednesday, September 21, 2005 9:26 AM CDT My heart is broken for your family.. I wish there was something I could say or do to help you.. Praying for you. Jenn Hartley <ronjenn696@prodigy.net> Bensalem, PA USA - Wednesday, September 21, 2005 6:16 AM CDT I feel so sad for what you are now going through. I wish I could lift the cloud of sadness and grief. Praying for moments of peace as you are forced to go on.. Karin's caringbridge site vancouver, bc, Canada - Wednesday, September 21, 2005 1:39 AM CDT You are probably still numb, I wish I could say it gets easier but I can't though somehow, someway, we do get past each day. Thinking of you... Deborah Forever Vanessa's Mommy Deborah Martinez www.caringbridge/ca/vanessamartinez <debra126@comcast.net> Madera, CA United States - Wednesday, September 21, 2005 0:36 AM CDT Thinking of you all this morning. Knowing the pain you are experiencing. Feeling your pain and broken heart. Knowing our boys are together, wreaking havoc, no doubt, but now pain-free! Awaiting the day when we will see them again.... Lots of love and prayers, Rhonda Hunley, Forever Connor's Mommy <rshunley@comcast.net> Hendersonville, TN God Bless America! - Tuesday, September 20, 2005 8:40 AM CDT Love you all!! I am still praying for your continued strength. May God give you the comfort you need in the days, weeks, months and years to come. Christy Simmons <cmsimmons1@mmm.com> Woodbury, Mn USA - Tuesday, September 20, 2005 8:31 AM CDT I just found this site today, and have been reading through some of your journal entries. There's so much emotion here. I'm sitting in my office crying thinking about everything you have gone through - and I also share your relief in knowing Eric isn't hurting anymore. I hope the day comes soon when you can feel at peace. Jason Palo Alto, CA USA - Tuesday, September 20, 2005 2:52 AM CDT Dear Kasey, Mike, and Katy, I have just read Eric's obituary. One should never have to read the obit of a child! It hurts me every time one of our dear CaringBridge children passes to the next life. I have been thinking of you all a lot, and I remembered Eric, at Eucharist, this past weekend, under the Jesus and the Children window. May God be with you in your grief, and may God bless you and all of Eric's grandparents, aunts, uncles, cousins, friends, and fellow scouts! In the sure and certain hope, and with my love, ~Colette~ Colette Clifton Park, NY U.S.A. - Monday, September 19, 2005 11:57 PM CDT Dear Kasey, Mike, and Katie, I just wanted to let you know that I am thinking of you and praying for each of you during this difficult time. I grew to love Eric so much during the past year that I have followed his journey via this website. I believe Eric is in a wonderful place where he doesn't hurt anymore. I am sure he will be looking out for each of you in the future as your guardian angel. Much love and prayers to each of you. Sincerely, Tracy Jones <tracypaigejones@yahoo.com> Kingsport, TN USA - Monday, September 19, 2005 9:45 PM CDT even though i didn't know Eric that well I will always miss him he was the coolest kid I have ever met! he was so nice to people. when they had annouced it to the school i was so sad! never forget you eric, i hope if you have any more dreams they will come true You fell so hard I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk Because of you I learned to play on the safe side So I don't get hurt Because of you I find it hard to trust Not only me, but everyone around me Because of you I am afraid I lose my way And it's not too long before you point it out I cannot cry Because I know that's weakness in your eyes I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh Every day of my life My heart can't possibly break When it wasn't even whole to start with Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk Because of you I learned to play on the safe side So I don't get hurt Because of you I find it hard to trust Not only me, but everyone around me Because of you I am afraid I heard you cry Every night in your sleep I was so young You should have known better than to lean on me You never thought of anyone else You just saw your pain And now I cry In the middle of the night Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk Because of you I learned to play on the safe side So I don't get hurt Because of you I tried my hardest just to forget everything Because of you I don't know how to let anyone else in Because of you I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty Because of you I am afraid Because of you julia narow julia narow <lpsluvdance00@yahoo.com> mahtomedi, mn 5515 - Monday, September 19, 2005 9:25 PM CDT even though i didn't know Eric that well I will always miss him he was the coolest kid I have ever met! he was so nice to people. when they had annouced it to the school i was so sad! never forget you eric, i hope if you have any more dreams they will come true julia narow julia narow <lpsluvdance00@yahoo.com> mahtomedi, mn 5515 - Monday, September 19, 2005 9:23 PM CDT Hey! How are you guys doing? I read that note and that was pretty cool and i will always be thinking about your family and eric. I miss his company alot and i miss him! I hope he is having a great time in heaven! I miss him and stay alive like you guys always are! Eva Adams <evaadams@comcast.net> Dellwood, mn united states - Monday, September 19, 2005 4:26 PM CDT Kasey, your family is in my thoughts daily. I've been following Eric's story for the last year and I am so sad that Eric was not to be granted an earthly healing from his cancer. Eric seemed like such a strong willed, determined young man. I will continue to keep your family in my prayers. Ann S. <schrooten1@cox.net> Chandler, AZ - Sunday, September 18, 2005 3:32 PM CDT hi kassy this is tylers nanny darlene cos ,i wanted to tell you that you are the best mom in the world you are so strong .i pray that we will not have to go through this but if we do i hope i can be as strong as you we love you all DARLENE COX ,TYLER TUCKER <turpin10648@bellsouth.net > greenville, - Saturday, September 17, 2005 6:46 PM CDT I am thinking of you, and praying for you, on this very difficult day. I wish that there was more that I could do. Debi Moore <madizie@cox.net> Glendale, AZ USA - Saturday, September 17, 2005 5:45 PM CDT Kasey, Mike and Katy, Mark just left to go to Eric's funeral. I am staying home with Meghyn. I just wanted to let you know that I think you all are amazing people and Kasey, the love, strength and grace that you showed all who have been visiting Eric's page has been awe inspiring. I can only tell you that I'm sorry for what your family has had to go through with Eric's illness. I know that he is fine where he is and I know that none of us will forget him. Like the letter on your page says, he was a "special delivery". God Bless you all. Our family's thoughts and prayers are with you. Clarrissa Dupre - Mark and Meghyn Oakdale, MN USA - Saturday, September 17, 2005 11:54 AM CDT Dear Kasey, Mike and Katy....thoughts and prayers are with you during this difficult time. I wish I knew the right words to say. Your Eric fought a tough, brave fight and had the heart of an angel...and I know you're very proud of him. I am just thankful that he is not suffering any longer. I hope and pray that, with the donation of Eric's tumors for biopsy will indeed help at least one other child live...even if it is just one more day. God bless all of you. Terri <timjay613@sbcglobal.net> Allen, TX USA - Friday, September 16, 2005 9:05 PM CDT Dear Mike and Kasey: Your family has been in my thoughts often the last 2 yrs. I remember when Eric came to the office and him and I spent some time reading together while Kasey took care of some paperwork. I hope your hearts begin healing soon. And like many other families who have lost someone to cancer, will continue to pray for a cure. Take care. Alison Semotink <asemotink1@mmm.com> WI USA - Friday, September 16, 2005 3:56 PM CDT What a powerful letter. I sit here with tears streaming praying for comfort for a family I don't know & a little boy who brought such joy. Take care. Candice Behm <larcanril@comcast.net> Portland, OR USA - Friday, September 16, 2005 3:27 PM CDT Mike, Kasey and Katie, I thought aobut each of you last night during the time the the memorial for Eric was going on. My heart ached to be there with you and for you, but I know there were a lot of folks there. I tried to make arrangements to be there, but it just can't work out for me right now. So, I will drop by my church here in Columbia tonight and say a prayer for all of you. My heart is with you.... Carol Utterback <Carolutt@aol.com> Columbia, Mo USA - Friday, September 16, 2005 2:34 PM CDT Kasey & Mike, We wanted to tell you what a beautiful memorial for Eric yesterday. Jesse, Jacinta and I all feel your sorrow yet say what a joyous, loving, supportive family you are and how much fun Eric had here on earth. As we walked into the funeral home we saw lots of great memories through the videos, pictures and slide shows representing Eric wonderful, yet short, life. I also wanted to let you know I appreciate your wonderful support of my little Jesse as both of you (Kasey & Mike) embraced Jesse with your loving arms encouraging him to continue his fight and stay strong. Jesse has been thinking about his own Cancer much more these days with the loss of Eric, yet with so much love and support from others he continues to battle with encouragement and strength.... You are truly an inspiring family and we hope to continue our friendship through the days, weeks, months and years to come. Eric will be sorely missed by all but knowing he is in heaven and now a wonderful little angel of the lord and watching over us every day is comfort to our family and as we forge ahead with Jesse's battle with Cancer we are fighting even harder with your dear son Eric with us daily... With love, Kelly, Jesse, Jacinta & Joe Jeanetta www.caringbridge.org/mn/jessej Kellly Jeanetta <kjeanetta5@aol.com> NSP, MN USA - Friday, September 16, 2005 6:36 AM CDT I am so sorry for your loss. Susan Lake <Susan.Lake@Rotometrics.com> Eureka, Mo - Thursday, September 15, 2005 7:59 PM CDT Dear Katy and family- We are so sorry for the loss of your son and brother,Eric.We can't imagine how it is and what you all are going through. We know he was a fun and energetic child who put a smile on our faces every time we saw him! We just wanted to let you know that we are here for you. We hope to see Katy at school! Remember you will always see him again in heaven !! ERIC WE MISS YOU! Katy's classmates- Kassi Cedergren,Liza Samuelson,Mary Wilson <zephyrfastpitch101@hotmail.com> Mahtomedi, MN USA - Thursday, September 15, 2005 6:31 PM CDT I am so sorry for your loss of Eric. Please know that my thoughts and prayers are with you all. Jennifer Miles www.caringbridge.org/mn/deemartinson <jennifer.miles@thomson.com> Minneapolis, MN USA - Thursday, September 15, 2005 11:18 AM CDT Mike and KC, I am extremely sorry for your loss. No words anyone can express can help. We all miss you guys down here in Columbia and hope to hear from you in the future. Paul Wieschhaus <PEWIESCHHAUS2@MMM.com> Hartsburg, MO USA - Thursday, September 15, 2005 10:20 AM CDT I AM SORRY TO HERE OF YOUR LOSS. JESSE J IS MY SOON TO BE BROTHER IN LAW. HE TOLD ME ABOUT ERIC PASSING. HE IS NOW IN A BETTER PLACE LOOKING DOWN ON YOU. ALSO I WORK WITH ONE OF THE NURSES THAT ALSO WORKS IN THE ONCOLOGY CLINIC AT CHILDRENS HER NAME IS SIDNEY. I WORK AT GILLETTE CHILDRENS HOSPITAL WITH HER.. BELIEVE ME WHEN I HEARD THE NEWS OF ERIC PASSING MY HEART FELT LIKE IT SUNK. I HOPE THAT YOUR FAMILY IS DOING WELL AND JUST REMEMBER HE IS NOT IN PAIN ANY MORE. I KNOW THAT JESSE IS RIGHT WHEN HE SAID THAT ERIC IS BY HIS SIDE HELPING HIM FIGHT HIS CANCER KNOW. YOU WILL ALWAYS BE IN MY THOUGHT AND PRAYERS GOD BLESS YOU AND YOUR FAMILY NATALIE NATALIE <NTHELL@GILLETTECHILDRENS.COM> ANOKA, MN USA - Wednesday, September 14, 2005 11:06 PM CDT Hi. I'm a friend of the Davideits -- in short, one of the many people grieving for your loss and praying for the best of everything for your angel and for your family. I wish I could say something brilliant -- something profound -- to ease the pain, but words escape me (I hate that and I hate cancer and all of the pain it brings to people). Please just know that there are people out there whom you've never met who care a lot, who admire your strength, and who appreciate all that you've shared (including your son and the story from your latest email). Stephanie <stephanie@techmastery.com> Herndon, VA - Wednesday, September 14, 2005 9:21 PM CDT Dear Kasey, Mike and Katy, I am so sorry to hear about Eric. I worked at the clinic in Vadnais Heights and I just remember I was decorating the clinic for the up-coming holiday and Eric pitched in and helped me decorate. He talked openly to me about all his treatments and explained the cancer to me. I was so amazed at how brave he was and what a special boy. After reading your journals, he was not the only one who was brave and special. No family should have to endure what your family has been through, and my heart goes out to all of you. Amy Coker <acok6@aol.com> white bear lake, mn usa - Wednesday, September 14, 2005 8:35 PM CDT dear kasey, mike and katy...I am so sorry to hear about eric. I worked at the clinic in vadnais heights, and I just remember I was decorating the clinic for the up-coming holiday and eric helped me to decorate. He told me about all his treatments and explained his cancer to me. He said he didn't mind talking about it if people wanted to know. I found him to be so brave and so special! In reading your journals, eric wasn't the only brave and special person. your family has endured more than any family should have to deal with, and my heart goes out to all of you! Amy Coker <Acok6@aol.com> white bear lake, mn usa - Wednesday, September 14, 2005 8:18 PM CDT Dear Kasey, Mike and Katy, I had been following Eric's last few days closely. I lost my dad to cancer a few years ago, and knew by Kasey's journal that Eric's time here on this earth was coming to an end. I woke up early Saturday morning after watching for updates until well after midnight. When I refreshed Eric's page just after 8 am the picture, and type had changed...and I knew instantly that Eric was now in the hands of the angels in heaven. I sat at my desk and cried, knowing all too well the pain of losing someone close to me. I felt that same pain at your loss of Eric, even though we've never met in person. I feel like I've gotten to know your entire family by your journal and picutres. Thanks for sharing your most special son/brother with all of us. He'll always have a warm spot in my heart. Do not stand at my grave and weep I am not there. I do not sleep. I am a thousand winds that blow. I am the diamond glints on snow. I am the sunlight on ripened grain. I am the gentle autumn rain. When you awaken in the morning's hush I am the swift uplifting rush Of quiet birds in circled flight. I am the soft stars that shine at night. Do not stand at my grave and cry; I am not there. I did not die. With deepest sympathy and warm thoughts. Vicki Lund (sister-in-law of Gary Gillitzer) Vicki Lund <vlund@csom.umn.edu> Stillwater, MN USA - Wednesday, September 14, 2005 3:25 PM CDT Kasey,Mike&Katy, Yesturday while waiting for the bus my son Cameron looked up in the sky and told me that Eric was up in that cloud, looking down at his mom, dad & sister. Telling them that he wasn't hurting anymore. We looked up at that cloud and said HAPPY BIRTHDAY ERIC. My son's said that Eric was a hero for donating his tumors. Eric sure is a hero in many,many ways. And so are all of you. Charlene ,John,Derek&Cameron Wisti Mahtomedi, Mn U.S. - Wednesday, September 14, 2005 2:13 PM CDT We are so very sorry for your loss. Our thoughts and prayers are with you. Butch and Stephanie Schomber Catawissa, MO USA - Wednesday, September 14, 2005 11:11 AM CDT Bless you Kasey. Sharing that letter in today's journal was just what this "surviving mom" needed. Alice Larkin <starsnrose@yahoo.com> Dallas, TX USA - Wednesday, September 14, 2005 9:49 AM CDT Kasey, Mike & Katey and family, I am so sorry for your lose, I came to your website through Jesse J's as my son goes to school with Jesse. May God be with you and your family through this hard time. Sincerely, Renee Seiler <rlseiler@comcast.net> Maplewood, MN 55109 - Wednesday, September 14, 2005 8:49 AM CDT “The agony is great and yet I will stand it. Had I not loved so very much, I would not hurt so much. But goodness knows, I would not want To diminish the precious love by one fraction. I will hurt and I will be grateful for it. For it bears witness to the depth of our meanings And for that I will be eternally grateful.” --Anonymous Thinking of you all and lifting you up in prayer. I am so sorry for the loss of your sweet boy, Eric. May God bless you all in the days ahead... With love, Kriste Lanius My Big Brother -Tracy Lanius <Kristewithane@comcast.net> Goodlettsville, TN USA - Tuesday, September 13, 2005 10:22 PM CDT I am very sorry.Eric was a very nice boy.I REALLY enjoyed coming over to your house and playing Uno Attack with him.We have been thinking about Eric and Your family at school,home,and in our prayers.They have also mentioned Eric and your family over the loudspeaker so not just our class is thinking about you, everyone in the school is thinking about you. I am glad to have met Eric.I will always remember Eric. Logan Logan <rogfal435@msn.com> - Tuesday, September 13, 2005 9:06 PM CDT It is our Trever's day that he passed away a year ago and we were doing some catch up...just to find out that heaven has another angel....We know the sorrow and hopelessness that you feel...and to let you know that time does heal...but its a very slow process....we still cry everyday..CHildren are Gods precious gift...and we adults only find this out after we loose that gift...He is in a better place...and lets hope and pray that he and Trever get together and play..... Not much else to say....we all have done the best that we could have...and we lost....and are sad.... Our hearts and prayers go out to you in these troubled times and we are sad that you had to take this journey...and happy that he had such a loving and caring family that will miss him...and will still love him.... Mike and Linda Kelly (Trever Pecks guardians and grandparents <lmkelly@earthlink.net> anaheim hills, ca usa - Tuesday, September 13, 2005 8:38 PM CDT Hi, So sorry to hear about Eric. I heard about him through the Cancer Warrior site. I'm sorry for your loss. Cat Catherine London, England - Tuesday, September 13, 2005 6:53 PM CDT Dear Kasey, Mike, and Katy, Eric's obituary was so moving. I thought it was very cute to include that he would try to cheat at Stratego. :) I'm sure Eric is looking down and smiling at that. I am remembering you all today on Eric's first Heaven birthday. Love, Anu Anu Ramachandran San Jose, CA USA - Tuesday, September 13, 2005 5:42 PM CDT Happy Birthday in Heaven Eric! Love, Anu Anu Ramachandran San Jose, CA USA - Tuesday, September 13, 2005 5:33 PM CDT Kasey, Mike, and Katy, Our family offers our condolence in your time of sorrow. Chris, Emily, and Alexa Chris Novak <ccnovak@comcast.net> Woodbury, MN USA - Tuesday, September 13, 2005 5:29 PM CDT Kasey, Mike and Katy, Our thoughts and prayers are with you at this time of grief. Eric was an amazing little boy, blessed with an amazing family. He is now at peace and pain free. We will see you soon. Sue, Tony and Taylor Sue Runkel Hoffman <suetayrunkel@comcast.net> Mahtomedi, MN 55115 - Tuesday, September 13, 2005 5:22 PM CDT I am so sorry to hear about this news. --Vandana (Rhabdo list) Mom to Sriya www.caringbridge.com/ca/sriya vandana Durga <vandana_durga@yahoo.com> - Tuesday, September 13, 2005 5:18 PM CDT I am so sorry to hear of Eric's passing. I heard about your loss through Kellie Davideit, who lost her son, Ian, last June. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. Maria Shipe <Mariashipe89@aol.com> Colonia, NJ - Tuesday, September 13, 2005 5:01 PM CDT Mike and Kasey- God Bless your family. Our hearts and prayers are with you and your family at this difficult time. Dale Radermacher & family <drradermacher@mmm.com> Eagan, MN 55123 - Tuesday, September 13, 2005 4:35 PM CDT My heart hurts for you, but I know that it was a sigh of relief also. I am the father of three small ones with a fourth on the way. I cant imagine feeling what youand your family have. tonight at bedtime we will say a prayer for you.God Bless you. scott mccloud <smccloud@wavecrestfinancial.com> anaheim hills, ca - Tuesday, September 13, 2005 2:22 PM CDT Thinking of you all during this most difficult phase. Eric will be deeply missed by all of us here at O.H. Anderson. Michael Kerner <mkerner@mahtomedi.k12.mn.us> Mahtomedi, MN - Tuesday, September 13, 2005 1:43 PM CDT Thinking of you all during this most difficult phase. Eric will be deeply missed by all of us here at O.H. Anderson. Michael Kerner <mkerner@mahtomedi.k12.mn.us> Mahtomedi, MN - Tuesday, September 13, 2005 1:42 PM CDT Dear Ruegsegger's - I am very sorry for your loss. I was fortunate to have had the opportunity to meet Eric. My thoughts are with you. Annie Campbell's Ahtie DeAnne Dillan <deannedillan@hotmail.com> St Anthony, MN USA - Tuesday, September 13, 2005 1:19 PM CDT I found out about Eric through Kellie Davideit. I am so sorry to hear of his passing. Today is his 10th Birthday. I can't imagine the pain you must be in right now. I am so sorry...... Tina Pirro <kmpirro@msn.com> Metuchen, NJ - Tuesday, September 13, 2005 1:02 PM CDT Happy Birthday to my birthday buddy! Sharing the same birthday with such a beautiful angel is so very special!! Candy Hofstad Candy Hofstad - Wildwood <chofstad@mahtomedi.k12.mn.us> - Tuesday, September 13, 2005 12:19 AM CDT Happy Birthday my friend Eric, I called your mom today to let her know I was thinking about you on your birthday. I went to the clinic this monring and I know you are with me because the doctors said I was doing better. I have to start chemo again next week so if you can be at my side that would be great. I miss you Eric. Hi to your mom & dad and sister from Jesse and all my family. Love Jesse Jeanetta www.caringbridge.org/mn/jessej jesse jeanetta <jesse9jj@aol.com> nsp, mn usa - Tuesday, September 13, 2005 12:02 AM CDT I work with Eric's grandmother Pat at EDS. I was moved to tears upon hearing about Eric. What a brave boy to have endured so much; what a courageous boy to have given and accomplished so much; what a truly wonderful supporting loving family he was blessed with. Susan Mitchell - Tuesday, September 13, 2005 11:29 AM CDT I know your life on earth was troubled And only you could know the pain You weren't afraid to face the devil You were no stranger to the rain **Go rest high on that mountain Son,your work on earth is done Go to heaven shoutin' Love for the Father and the Son Oh how we cried the day you left us We gathered round the grave to grieve I wish I could see the angels faces When they hear your sweet voice sing **Go rest high on that mountain Son,your work on earth is done Go to heaven shoutin' Love for the Father and the Son Happy Birthday Eric, We miss you. Bulldawg Bulldawg <bulldawg759@yahoo.com> Nederland, Tx - Tuesday, September 13, 2005 11:02 AM CDT MercyMe - Homesick From the album Undone You're in a better place, I've heard a thousand times And at least a thousand times I've rejoiced for you But the reason why I'm broken, the reason why I cry Is how long must I wait to be with you I close my eyes and I see your face If home's where my heart is then I'm out of place Lord, won't you give me strength to make it through somehow I've never been more homesick than now Help me Lord cause I don't understand your ways The reason why I wonder if I'll ever know But, even if you showed me, the hurt would be the same Cause I'm still here so far away from home I close my eyes and I see your face If home's where my heart is then I'm out of place Lord, won't you give me strength to make it through somehow I've never been more homesick than now In Christ, there are no goodbye And in Christ, there is no end So I'll hold onto Jesus with all that I have To see you again To see you again And I close my eyes and I see your face If home's where my heart is then I'm out of place Lord, won't you give me strength to make it through somehow Won't you give me strength to make it through somehow Won't you give me strength to make it through somehow I've never been more homesick than now  My prayers and sympathy are with you and your family... The Prayer Bears Heidi NM USA - Tuesday, September 13, 2005 10:28 AM CDT We are so very sorry, our thoughts and prayers are with you. Heidi (Losinski), Steve, Alec and Brooke Hamer <hlosin@msn.com> Mahtomedi, MN USA - Tuesday, September 13, 2005 10:18 AM CDT Happy Birthday in Heaven, Eric. Kellie Davideit <kelbri27@optonline.net> Metuchen, nj usa - Tuesday, September 13, 2005 10:09 AM CDT I am so sorry for your loss. I read your journal and history and reading it was like reading my own journal, a mirror image to when our children went to heaven. I know you probably have so many up and down emotions right now. One hand you feel like your heart is ripping and then the other, you are relieved that his suffering is over. I remember.... I know you may not want to hear this, I didn't at all, but time does ease it, I think its more that with time we get used to it and with time you will see all the blessings and signs that your son will send to you to let you know that he's okay. I treasure my memories, I hope you will too and know that he feels your presence and love also. Just remember a part of you is already in heaven too ! Take care and God Bless, email me at anytime, sometimes it helps to talk to another parent who knows exactly how you feel. Darla Lindenmayer, Angel Matt's mom 7-3-90-4-22-04, Matthew's Memorial Webpage <DLinden73@aol.com> IN - Tuesday, September 13, 2005 10:09 AM CDT Dear Mike, Kasey & Katy, Our hearts are heavy. Words truly can't express the depths of our sympathy for your family. Our family has held Eric in our hearts from the moment we met him---that unbounded little spirit sitting so determindly at his desk at Mrs. Werners 4th grade orientation a little over a year ago. And his incredible energy at the skating party last winter...! My boys Hardt and Colin and I have been talking and praying for Eric over the past year and wish we could have been blessed to know him better. You are an incredible family and Eric will always be a part our "community family" here in Mahtomedi as well. Kasey, your journal is simultainiously memorial, history, record, art, LOVE. You are an amazing mother/woman. Below is a poem by Mark Doty who lost more than one loved one to AIDS. I refered to it often as I went through my illness. Like life and death, it is mysterious, poignant, affiming. Happy 10th birthday to beautiful, sweet Eric-Angel. Peace be with you, kate nobbe bergmann + hardt , colin and fritz bergmann A Green Crab's Shell Mark Doty Not, exactly, green: closer to bronze preserved in kind brine, something retrieved from a Greco-Roman wreck, patinated and oddly muscular. We cannot know what his fantastic legs were like-- though evidence suggests eight complexly folded scuttling works of armament, crowned by the foreclaws' gesture of menace and power. A gull's gobbled the center, leaving this chamber --size of a demitasse-- open to reveal a shocking, Giotto blue. Though it smells of seaweed and ruin, this little traveling case comes with such lavish lining! Imagine breathing surrounded by the brilliant rinse of summer's firmament. What color is the underside of skin? Not so bad, to die, if we could be opened into this-- if the smallest chambers of ourselves, similarly, revealed some sky. From Atlantis, published by HarperCollins. Copyright © 1995 by Mark Doty. All rights reserved. Kathryn Nobbe Bergmann <k.nobbe@comcast.net> Grant, MN USA - Tuesday, September 13, 2005 9:58 AM CDT I've been following your page for a long time now, but have never signed the guestbook. I'm so sorry for your loss. You are in our thoughts and prayers during this difficult time. Sincerely, Shauna Jones and Family The Joneses Spencer's Page <sjs2@byu.net> Round Rock , TX - Tuesday, September 13, 2005 9:13 AM CDT Dear Mike, Kasey & Katy, We are thinking of you today, Eric's special day, and are so sad for your huge loss. I can picture Eric in heaven celebrating his birthday, painfree and happy to be over the whole cancer thing. Mike & Kasey--you are wonderful parents and you have done everything in your power to give Eric every chance he had to beat this. You provided both him and Katy with great opportunities and memories and you will all have those forever. I will always remember Eric as a smart, funny, inquisitive kid who didn't settle for the status quo and was always ready for adventure. I just loved listening to him talk when he was in the pool; it seemed like his brain was always working! Katy, you have been such a great sister too and I know that although Eric will have other kids to play with in heaven no one will ever be able to replace you. God bless you all!! love, Shari & Tom Shari Hamilton <sharihamilton@comcast.net> Mahtomedi, - Tuesday, September 13, 2005 8:19 AM CDT We are so sorry for the loss of Eric. It was so nice to meet him at Applebees for the Make-A-Wish benefit. I still cherish the memory of him getting my girls to pet a rabbit(the girls are terrified of animals). You are in our thoughts. Jodi, Warren, Olivia & Zoe Caswell <jodi.caswell@merrillcorp.com> Cottage Grove, MN - Tuesday, September 13, 2005 8:15 AM CDT Happy Birthday Eric!!! Kristi Schoolfield <snickles999@yahoo.com> Flint, MI - Tuesday, September 13, 2005 8:11 AM CDT  Praying for strength and courage during your loss.The Prayer Bears Donna Boggs, Papa Bear’s Site <dboggs4newlife@yahoo.com> Coeburn, Va - Tuesday, September 13, 2005 7:47 AM CDT Happy 10th Birthday Angel Eric... ((HUGS)) to your family.. Jenn Hartley <ronjenn696@prodigy.net> Bensalem, pa USA - Tuesday, September 13, 2005 5:58 AM CDT HAPPY BIRTHDAY SWEET BOY www.caringbridge.org/oh/paigehaney Tina Haney <lilgirlie43920@yahoo.com> East Liverpool, Oh USA - Tuesday, September 13, 2005 5:52 AM CDT Many prayers are being prayed for all of you. We are so sorry for your loss. Eric was quite a special kid and is now in the arms of Jesus. He will be missed. GOD+BLESS Our love & prayers, The Hamilton Family <nclare@bellatlantic.net> Metuchen, NJ - Tuesday, September 13, 2005 3:54 AM CDT Mike, Kasey, and Katy; First, I'm so sorry for your loss. I think I've told you this before, but I will always treasure the memory I have of Eric taking my son, Nate, under his wing this first time Nate attended soccer. He was not happy there were girls on the team. Eric boldly introduced himself to Nate, wrapped an arm around him, and said "Hey Nate - I'll be your friend. Don't worry - it's not whether you win or lose - it's how you play the game!" I must tell you, I thought his behavior must have been a result of some excellent parenting. What amazing foreshadowing as Eric continued to show all who followed his story "how you play the game." Precious Katy - I can't tell your parents that I know what it is like to lose a child, but I can tell you I know what it is like to lose a brother. I lost my brother 12 years ago, not like you lost Eric, but suddenly. I can tell you that it hurts for a long time, but it does get better. Twelve years from now you will still miss him - and that is o.k. I have learned there are some things we will not understand in this life - and that is o.k. too. You are a beautiful young woman - the love that is poured out to you and your family will make you grateful and strong. Soak it up. I know you won't have time to read these for a long time, but someday down the road, just know that you were prayed for and thought about so very many times during this journey, and particularly as you navigate forward to a new "normal." Thank you so much for allowing me this window into Eric's and your family's lives - you are blessed with great strength and support. Kate Samuelson <samuelsoninc@earthlink.net> Mahtomedi, MN usa - Monday, September 12, 2005 10:37 PM CDT Mike, Kasey, and Katy; First, I'm so sorry for your loss. I think I've told you this before, but I will always treasure the memory I have of Eric taking my son, Nate, under his wing this first time Nate attended soccer. He was not happy there were girls on the team. Eric boldly introduced himself to Nate, wrapped an arm around him, and said "Hey Nate - I'll be your friend. Don't worry - it's not whether you win or lose - it's how you play the game!" I must tell you, I thought his behavior must have been a result of some excellent parenting. What amazing foreshadowing as Eric continued to show all who followed his story "how you play the game." Precious Katy - I can't tell your parents that I know what it is like to lose a child, but I can tell you I know what it is like to lose a brother. I lost my brother 12 years ago, not like you lost Eric, but suddenly. I can tell you that it hurts for a long time, but it does get better. Twelve years from now you will still miss him - and that is o.k. I have learned there are some things we will not understand in this life - and that is o.k. too. You are a beautiful young woman - the love that is poured out to you and your family will make you grateful and strong. Soak it up. I know you won't have time to read these for a long time, but someday down the road, just know that you were prayed for and thought about so very many times during this journey, and particularly as you navigate forward to a new "normal." Thank you so much for allowing me this window into Eric's and your family's lives - you are blessed with great strength and support. Kate Samuelson <samuelsoninc@earthlink.net> Mahtomedi, MN usa - Monday, September 12, 2005 10:36 PM CDT Mike, Kasey and Katy, I want to extend my hearltfelf sympathy to you during this extremely difficult time. I have talked about Eric to my boys, Leif and Adam, and we have prayed for him and will continue to pray for you. Mike, when I saw you out biking while Leif and I were delivering National Night Out flyers, you told me of your decision to discontinue treatment and that you were all heading to Hawii, my heart was heavy - and continues to be. May you find peace and comfort in knowing that others care - God bless you! Sharon, Erling, Adam and Leif Olson - your Echo Lake neighbors. Sharon Olson <seolson@comcast.net> Mahtomedi, MN USA - Monday, September 12, 2005 10:22 PM CDT Kasey, Mike and Katy, We are so very sorry to hear about Eric's passing. It was a beautiful sight to look out of our window and see the candles burning bright for him. You can be so proud of him! He was many things we all hope to be; brave, insightful and wise. He seemed to have learned these things in a short time. We are thinking of you and praying for your family. We wish you strength and peace in the future. Scott, Arlene, Katie and Sarah Bevin Mahtomedi, MN USA - Monday, September 12, 2005 9:24 PM CDT Mike & Family, God Bless your family, May you know that lots of hearts over the nation go out to you. Life is but a wisper, eternity awaits us all.Our faith & choices here ultimatly are all that will follow us in to etenity. God give you all rest, and Peace in His Holy Name. Florence North <fknorth@mmm.com> Columbia, Mo Boone - Monday, September 12, 2005 8:28 PM CDT Mike and Kasey, I will pray for your balance with your loss. I am so sorry that you lost Eric and that your move to Minnesota have left us here in Columbia not getting the opportunity to know someone so very special as Eric. God will greet him with open arms and will aid in your comfort along with all of the prayers from everyone. Joyce (Agent) Reams Columbia, Mo - Monday, September 12, 2005 7:23 PM CDT We are all so sorry for your loss. The times that we spent with Eric were always so fun and full of life - he will live on in our hearts forever. God Bless You All. The Helmers Lisa, Kevin, Jacob, Jordan, and Lexi Helmer <helmer7@comcast.net> Grant, MN USA - Monday, September 12, 2005 6:43 PM CDT Your entire family is in my prayers. I too just lost my child in August. May you find peace and remember the beautiful memories you have created with your son. Hugs to all. Karen Leahs mommy forever www.leahsjourney.com Karen James <pkkl916@hotmail.com> - Monday, September 12, 2005 6:40 PM CDT Dear Mike, We don't know each other well- just well enough to say "hello" despite both working for OSD and having offices that are fairly close to one another. I had no idea of the pain you and your family were obviously going through, and my heart sincerely goes out to each of you. You are all in our thoughts and prayers. May you all find peace find in the knowledge that Eric is no longer in pain and that he would not want you to be sad. Steve Reid <Sreid@mmm.com> Woodbury, MN USA - Monday, September 12, 2005 5:26 PM CDT I am so sorry for your loss. I have been following your son's battle for quite some time. My nephew, Toby, is also fighting this horrible beast. Although I did not know Eric, I learned a lot about him from your updates. He was such a brave and courageous boy. I am in awe of the way he handled the ups and downs of the last two years. The way the he was able to speak with his doctors on such a mature, intelligent level. I can not even put into words how special your son is. My thoughts and prayers are with you as you face the difficult road ahead. Take comfort in the fact that Eric no longer has cancer and is at peace. May God watch over you. Debi Moore <madizie@cox.net> Glendale, AZ USA - Monday, September 12, 2005 3:47 PM CDT I am so, so sorry for your loss. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family at this difficult time. Nancy (Goffeney) Glover, daughter of Wally Goffeney <nglover2001@wowway.com> Huntington Woods, MI USA - Monday, September 12, 2005 3:41 PM CDT Dear Kasey & Family, You have my sincere hopes that you find peace and healing. Life somehow goes on. David David Pedersen (3M) <dcpedersen@mmm.com> - Monday, September 12, 2005 3:30 PM CDT It is not possible to put into words how sorry I am for your loss. Following Eric's story as I have has made me appreciate the time I have with my family so much more then I might have. For that I thank Eric. Wayne Roller <therollers@comcast.net> Stillwater, MN USA - Monday, September 12, 2005 1:50 PM CDT Thinking of you, Katy... Mrs. Conzemius <conzemj@mahtomedi.k12.mn.us> Mahtomedi, MN USA - Monday, September 12, 2005 1:14 PM CDT We are so sorry to hear of your loss. Our hearts ache in pain for you, but happy Eric's in a better place. We will miss his happy face and beautiful eyes. Please call on us if you need anything. The Ryans, Shawn, marj and the girls. Marj Ryan <Marjr@hotmail.com> Mahtomedi, MN US - Monday, September 12, 2005 12:34 AM CDT To the Ruegseggers, Our depest sympathy and prayers to you at your difficult time. Rest assured that Eric's light will continue on forever. The Goffs <karedgoff@hotmail.com> Mahtomedi, MN - Monday, September 12, 2005 11:56 AM CDT May God bless your dear family during this time of loss. I heard about Eric from Jason Archer's site and have followed Eric's fight for some time. Please know that we will be praying for your family. K. Shelton Kingsport, TN USA - Monday, September 12, 2005 11:00 AM CDT You are in my prayers. Mandy (angels on earth) mamatooryan - Monday, September 12, 2005 10:58 AM CDT Mike, Kasey, and Katy, We're so sorry for your incredible loss. Our hearts are with you. Hopefully, time and all the loving memories will soon bring some serenity and comfort. Hang Loi, Rod Ough and family Woodbury, MN - Monday, September 12, 2005 10:26 AM CDT Eric - You have touched many lives and helped many appreciate a child's life and love. May you rest peace. Todd Blatchford & Family <tbandso@comcast.net> Woodbury, mn - Monday, September 12, 2005 10:09 AM CDT My deepest sympathies on your loss. Peter Erickson (3M co-worker of Mike) <lperickson1@mmm.com> - Monday, September 12, 2005 10:08 AM CDT I have followed Eric's journey because my daughter is a friend and fellow classmate of Jessie's. I can't imagine the pain you are experiencing or even try to understand what you have been through, but wanted to say that you're in my prayers! Patty Oakdale, MN USA - Monday, September 12, 2005 9:57 AM CDT Mike, Kasey, and Katy, We are so very sorry for your loss. Eric was such a wonderful boy with a warm heart and strong spirit. And thank you, Kasey, for sharing the joys and the struggles of the past two years with us. You are all in our thoughts and prayers. Kevin and Lisa Blanchet <lmblanchet@mmm.com> Hastings, MN USA - Monday, September 12, 2005 9:44 AM CDT God Bless your SWEET SWEET Angel.. I am so sorry for your loss, as a mother, I can't even begin to imagine the pain and grief you are feeling. I know that words in a time such as this can seem very shallow, but please know that I am praying for peace to surround you, for a love beyond your immagination to comfort you and for an internal light to guide as you make this journey one day at a time. Constantly thinking of you and always praying for you, God Bless, Carri <carri_russo@hines.com> Houston, TX - Monday, September 12, 2005 9:42 AM CDT We will miss him. Daivd Ruegsegger and Family David Ruegsegger <druegseg@tds.net> Monroe , WI 53566 - Monday, September 12, 2005 9:35 AM CDT We will miss him. Daivd Ruegsegger and Family David Ruegsegger <druegseg@tds.net> Monroe , WI 53566 - Monday, September 12, 2005 9:34 AM CDT Sometimes there just aren't enough words in this world..... Please know that you are being thought of and loved. Penny Wild IL - Monday, September 12, 2005 9:33 AM CDT Just wanted to quick say I am very sorry for your loss. Your son is such a great example for all with his strength and how he seemed mature beyond his years. Your family is in my prayers Joanne Joanne - Monday, September 12, 2005 9:31 AM CDT Dear Ruegsegger Family, I come to you from Jason Archer's page. I sat here and read your entry and just weeped. I have 2 kids of my own and could only imagine how hard it would be to let them go at any age. My heart goes out to you, may the Lord wrap you up in his strong arms and keep your hearts safe during this difficult time. May you rejoice in knowing that your precious son is walking with his savior and he will never hurt again. May the angel's wing wipe away your tears and may you know you have many people praying for you and your family. My deepest sympathy Cheryl Nance <lovemybasketcase@yahoo.com> Murfreesboro, TN USA - Monday, September 12, 2005 9:22 AM CDT I'm so sorry for your loss. "His loved ones are very precious to him and he does not lightly let them die." Psalms 116:15 Erin <erinmfoster@hotmail.com> Grapevine, TX USA - Monday, September 12, 2005 9:18 AM CDT My heart is heavy with sadness for you all. Please know that as you go down this road that you are thought of and prayed for. Christina Henry <christinahenry@cox.net> Tulsa, OK - Monday, September 12, 2005 9:09 AM CDT Kasey, Mike and Katy, I am so sorry for your loss and pray for God to give you peace and keep Eric in His hands. Eric does live on in your memories! Harpreet Woodbury, MN - Monday, September 12, 2005 8:36 AM CDT May the peace of God be with you. I pray for your continued strength and encouragement. I love you. Christy Simmons (3M) <cmsimmons1@mmm.com> Woodbury, Mn USA - Monday, September 12, 2005 8:28 AM CDT Dear Kasey, Mike and Katie, My heart is very saddened by your loss. My thoughts and prayers are with you! I will never forget Eric's spunky personality and his endless energy. He was loved by so many! God Bless, Candy Hofstad Candy Hofstad - Wildwood <chofstad@mahtomedi.k12.mn.us> - Monday, September 12, 2005 8:05 AM CDT Mike, Kasey and Katy, All our sympathy on your loss. George and Sylvia Roman <gcroman1@mmm.com> Mahtomedi, MN USA - Monday, September 12, 2005 7:49 AM CDT To Eric's entire family- I am so sorry for your loss and wish you Peace through this week and after. Love from Friends. Friends - Monday, September 12, 2005 7:37 AM CDT To the Ruegsegger Family, We are so sorry for your loss. Hold on to the many memories that you have and know that Eric is in a perfect and painless place. The Bartels <ksbartels@comcast.net> Mahtomedi, MN - Monday, September 12, 2005 7:36 AM CDT Mike and Kasey and Katy, We're so sorry for your loss. Eric - Aloha! Bertsch family Mahtomedi, MN - Sunday, September 11, 2005 11:37 PM CDT I am lost for words , I am so sorry for your loss , I know Eric is flying free with out pain , but I also know as a family your loss will never be forgotten ,I know as I have lost my son last year. This road that we must travel is long and weary and I want you to know that I am here for you if you ever want to talk or just someone to cry to. Continuing to keep your family in my thoughts and prayers as you learn to face life without Eric. He was a true inspiration and I appreciate your willingness to share his strength and story with your caringbridge family. Please know that there are many, many people praying for you and thinking about you. I know you will carry your memories of Eric in your heart forever and I hope it brings you peace. Hugs Love Tammy   Tammy <reesecup32003@yahoo.com> Tampa, Fl - Sunday, September 11, 2005 11:08 PM CDT Please accept my deepest sympathy. Laura Grand Rapids, MI - Sunday, September 11, 2005 10:38 PM CDT Thank you for sharing Eric with us. What an amazing kid! I'm sorry I only met him through your web-site yet I feel very blessed to have had the chance to meet him through your web-site. Wishing you comfort, peace and healing through family, friends and God. Hugs, Connie Frisby-Griffin <cdlfg@adelphia.net> Colorado Springs, CO - Sunday, September 11, 2005 10:37 PM CDT My thoughts are with you during this time. May God give you rest and peace. Amber Becker Reno, NV USA - Sunday, September 11, 2005 10:31 PM CDT I am so sorry. My prayers are with the family at this sad time. Dana Barish <dana.barish@slumberparties.com> Annapolis, MD - Sunday, September 11, 2005 10:27 PM CDT Mike , Kasey and Kathy I sobbed and felt your pain , I am lost for words , I am so sorry for your loss , I know Eric is flying free with out pain , but I also know as a family your loss will never be forgotten , Eric has touched my heart and soul and I will continue to keep your family in our prayers love Maria Liistro from Australia http://www.caringbridge.org/ok/sammyjoe Maria Liistro <sammyjo2@bigpond.com.au> Craigieburn ,Melbourne, Vic Australia - Sunday, September 11, 2005 9:59 PM CDT I am so sorry for your loss. Melinda - Sunday, September 11, 2005 9:42 PM CDT Continuing to keep your family in my thoughts and prayers as you learn to face life without Eric. He was a true inspiration and I appreciate your willingness to share his strength and story with your caringbridge family. I am a better person today for having "met" Eric. Fly free sweet Eric, fly free Lisa Lynnwood, WA - Sunday, September 11, 2005 9:26 PM CDT Hi Mike, Kasey and Katy, I am sorry about the loss of Eric. I will always remember, Eric and alot about him. Some things that stick out to me are his bear hugs, how proud he was when he got the hockey stick at the Wild game, and last but not least how great of a friend and neighbor he was. My favorite thing to do with Eric was to have campfires, because he enjoyed doing that. I have alot of respest for all of you. You are all so strong. The last thing I have to say is that Eric is my HERO. Sean Baumgard <sean@ wagz.com> Mahtomedi, MN USA - Sunday, September 11, 2005 8:54 PM CDT Dear Kasey, Mike, & Katy, Eric was a great friend and neighbor and he loved campfires. Sorry for your loss. I`ll miss him lots. Colin Baumgard <Colin@wagz.com> Mahtomedi, MN USA - Sunday, September 11, 2005 8:27 PM CDT My heart goes out to your family. Please know I am here for you in anyway I can be for support.Please call me anytime. Laurie Mom to Suryan <casadewhippets@yahoo.com> SGI, FL - Sunday, September 11, 2005 8:12 PM CDT I can't imagine the pain you guys are going through,all of our prayers are with you. God Bless John Kieger <jlkieger@comcast.net> White Bear Lake, mn. usa - Sunday, September 11, 2005 7:20 PM CDT My deepest sympathies and also a wish that those many memories with Eric remain vividly in your heart. Eric has touched many of us. He will not be forgotten. Joan Larson <joan.i.larson@wellsfargo.com> Dellwood, MN - Sunday, September 11, 2005 7:09 PM CDT Dear Kasey, I am so glad that you felt embraced by your neighbors' lights yesterday. I have never heard of this being done to honor someone, who passed. This just shows, once again, what a special boy Eric was, and how loved all of you are in your community. I am thinking of you now, and I surely will think and pray on Thursday and on Saturday. God bless you all! In the sure and certain hope, and with my love, ~Colette~ Colette Clifton Park, NY U.S.A. - Sunday, September 11, 2005 4:51 PM CDT  Fly with the Angels Eric ---------free from pain @ last.Charlene & Family Ones Who Care & Angel_Wings Ontario, Canada <ur_secret_pal05@yahoo.ca> - Sunday, September 11, 2005 4:20 PM CDT We are so sorry for your loss.We are holding your family very close in our thoughts and our prayers. Trish/Angel_Wings <Rrntbyr@aol.com> Kingston, TN USA - Sunday, September 11, 2005 3:47 PM CDT Eric, you will never be forgotten or far from our hearts and minds. I know you're in a better place and no longer suffering and for that we are all grateful. We will all miss your beautiful smile and your tough spirit. There will never be another little boy quite like you ever again. Wrap your little angel wings around your Mom, Dad and Katy. They need a hug. We will always love you. Grandma Suzy <suzybowyer@cox.net> Henderson, NV USA - Sunday, September 11, 2005 3:28 PM CDT Dear Kasey, Mike and Katy, My deepest sympathies go out to you all. Your loss is a loss for all who knew Eric. I will miss him so much. I first met Eric in third grade and he quickly became one of my favorite students. He was so happy and energetic with a beautiful smile and laughing eyes. I enjoyed his determination and honest straight-forward self. I always try to imagine my students in the future what job they will have, etc. I always thought Eric would be a great salesman someday with his persuasive nature and winning smile. God had other plans for him. I now think of him as sitting side by side with God sharing his winning smile, his thoughts and hopes for you, his family he loved so dearly. I wish you all peace in this difficult time. Barb Connelly <barb119neal33@yahoo.com> Mahtomedi, MN - Sunday, September 11, 2005 2:56 PM CDT We are so sorry for the loss of such a sweet son & brother. He always made us laugh. We can't imagine your pain, but we can try to aleve alittle. Please let us know if there is anything we can do, now or in the future... Wendy, Willie and Those Doyle Boys Wendy Doyle Mahtomedi, MN USA - Sunday, September 11, 2005 2:54 PM CDT I'm so sorry. Eric touched my heart. I will light a candle in Eric's memory tonight. Lisa <sapphirestar@hotmail.com> NJ USA - Sunday, September 11, 2005 2:36 PM CDT I am so sorry for your family's loss. I am just remembering the drooly, smilely baby I used to take of ten years ago. Love and prayers, Christy (Eric's first teacher at kbh) Christy Vojtech (Ciaciura) <cciac90@hotmail.com> Arden Hilla, MN - Sunday, September 11, 2005 2:31 PM CDT We Remember Them--from Gates Of Prayer, Reform Judaism Prayerbook In the rising of the sun, and in it's going down..... We remember them. In the blowing of the wind, and in the chill of winter.... We remember them. In the opening of buds, and in the warmth of summer.... We remember them. In the rustling of leaves, and the beauty of Autumn.... We remember them. In the beginning of the year, and when it ends.... We remember them. When we are weary and in need of strength.... We remember them. When we are lost and sick at heart.... We remember them. When we have joys we yearn to share.... We remember them. So long as we live, they too shall live, for they are now a part of us as.... We remember them. With Prayers for Comfort, Terri ^Friends of Allie - San Diego^ - Sunday, September 11, 2005 2:03 PM CDT Praying for your family at this time God cradle you all in his arms.Give you strenght and his love to see your all threw...I am sorry about the lost of your precious son..God Bless you all.. Brenda /Angel_Wings Brenda Ball Sept. 11th 2:17pm <brball12003@yahoo.com> Whitley City, Ky USA - Sunday, September 11, 2005 1:09 PM CDT  Please accept our deepest condolences and prayers. Peace be unto this house!! God Bless!! Prayers and Hugs, LeAnn LeAnn Mooneyham/Angel_Wings <angel4God352000@yahoo.com> Baxley, GA United States - Sunday, September 11, 2005 12:06 AM CDT deepest sympathies and condolences on the death of your precious son. you have not lost him as you know exactly where he is at and the memories will keep him with you forever. sue <quiet@avci.net> ruth, mi usa - Sunday, September 11, 2005 10:54 AM CDT Words cannot describe how I feel for your family. I am terribly sorry for you all. Please know that there are many, many people praying for you and thinking about you. I know you will carry your memories of Eric in your heart forever and I hope it brings you peace. Cindy Klatt - Cancer Warrior Angel <slumberparty4u@yahoo.com> Austin, TX 78731 - Sunday, September 11, 2005 10:36 AM CDT I am so sorry for your loss. Please know that my thoughts and prayers are with you. Krista Avedikian The Colony, Tx USA - Sunday, September 11, 2005 10:31 AM CDT Dear Kasey, Mike & Katy: Our prayers our with you now as you grief the loss of Eric. Thank you for sharing Eric with us on this page as well as the Rhabdo-Kids list. Peace be with you. Connie - mom to Jeff(21) www.caringbridge.org/oh/jeffreyscott Connie Guy <conguy2801@aol.com> Twinsburg, OH USA - Sunday, September 11, 2005 10:20 AM CDT Dear Kasey and family, Please know that Leah and I have you and your family in our prayers today, and send you wishes for stregnth, grace and peace to deal with the loss of your beloved Eric. Even though we can't be with you physically, know that we also grieve with you in spirit. Bill, dad to Leah, 16, relapsed ARMS 10/03, ot since 9/04. Bill Rapp Pawtucket, RI USA - Sunday, September 11, 2005 9:57 AM CDT I am truely sorry for all of your loss. Eric put up a great fight and everyone is so proud of him. He will be missed by all. No words can tuely bring you much comfort, just know many are with you in their thoughts and hearts. Amanda Richmond, TX USA - Sunday, September 11, 2005 9:43 AM CDT We have not met, but I learned of your son's story through another CaringBridge friend (Jesse J), and I'm deeply sorry to learn about Eric's passing. Our son is winning his own battle with cancer, but we still live with the reality that it might claim him some day. After getting to know other families at Children's - St Paul whose children face this battle, I still don't understand why some kids become survivors while others become angels; the nurses and doctors work just as hard, our friends and family pray just as hard... it doesn't seem right to me, somehow. Please know our family is thinking of yours through this time. May you find comfort in the company of your family and friends. The Swanson Family Rick Swanson <swans068@umn.edu> Maplewood, MN - Sunday, September 11, 2005 9:31 AM CDT I am sorry to hear of Eric's passing. He is with God and without the struggles he has had in his short life. May God grant you peace. Jennifer Kaysak <kaysak@comcast.net> Dumfries, VA USA - Sunday, September 11, 2005 8:07 AM CDT I am so sorry for the loss of your beautiful son and brother. Thinking of you ALL. God Bless You! Nickey Asher/Cancer Warriors <nickeypoo72@yahoo.com> Burlington, IA - Sunday, September 11, 2005 7:06 AM CDT Sorry to hear of the loss of your son Eric. All the best to you all during this difficult time. Robin Brunet <robinb@neptune.on.ca> Bradford, Ontario Canada - Sunday, September 11, 2005 7:00 AM CDT I have no words to say how sorry I am for your family.... CRAIG helen <trula1@comcast.net> - Sunday, September 11, 2005 6:45 AM CDT I'm so sorry for your loss. Words seem so inadequate at a time like this, but please know that I will continue to keep you and your families in my thoughts and prayers. Lisa Lynnwood, WA - Sunday, September 11, 2005 1:27 AM CDT Dearest Kasey,Mike and Katie, I wanted to tell you from the bottom of my heart i am so very sorry for your loss of sweet Eric,i'm just devastated for you that this has happened and you have to know this pain.I will be keeping you in my prayers and asking Eric to watch over you and remain close always. Please also know that Eric will always be a member of our Cancer Warriors family and that we will always love and miss him. Theresa Executive Director Cancer Warriors Angel Network www.cancerwarriors.org Theresa Heath <danjotay@comcast.net> Rowlett, Tx - Saturday, September 10, 2005 10:50 PM CDT Kasey,Mike and Katy, Many,Many tears are shared with you today. Our hearts are broken for all of you. Thank you for sharing Eric's life with us. He is a wonderful boy and he will be missed. You are a loving and caring family. Im sorry for the hurt you are feeling.Your poem and picture are beautiful. You are in our thoughts and prayers. Charlene,John,Derek and Cameron Wisti Charlene Wisti Mahtomedi, Mn U.S.A. - Saturday, September 10, 2005 10:48 PM CDT Dear Kasey,Mike and Katie, I will always have a special place in my heart for Eric. From the first time I met him, I loved his spunky attitude, his sense of humor, that great big smile and that thick crop of curly hair. His ability to distract himself and focus on his games, books, etc. while undergoing all kinds of painful treatment was so amazing. I'm sure that these last few weeks have been difficult for all of you. I'll pray that you find peace knowing that Eric is finally at rest and pain free. On behalf of all us who cared for him at the clinic, thank you for sharing his all too short life with us and allowing us the privilege of getting to know all of you. Sincerely, Sidney Morice, Children's Hospital and Clinics, St Paul. Sidney Morice <sidney.morice@childrensmn.org> St Paul, MN USA - Saturday, September 10, 2005 10:34 PM CDT Dear Mike, Kasey, Katy and family, I'm so sorry. I really dont know what to say, except I will keep you in my thoughts for the days to come. I never met Eric, but I feel very touched by his story. All my love... Elizabeth Campbell (Annie's big sister) Elizabeth Campbell Mahtomedi, MN - Saturday, September 10, 2005 9:36 PM CDT For all those who read this please light a candle and let it burn outside tonight to HONOR Eric. Eric made the vision clear to understand that life is so fragile. We all have a date on that page and it is how we live our lives between now and that date is what counts. Eric's story will remind me on a daily basis that we must appreciate the simple pleasures in life as in the sunset tonight. Need I say more. God bless! Jason Brown Jason Brown <iceboat@comcast.net> Mahtomedi, mn usa - Saturday, September 10, 2005 9:24 PM CDT Ruegseggers - Thank you for sharing Eric's last years with us. He will be missed by many... Susie Lau <susieandpete@gbronline.com> Vermillion, MN - Saturday, September 10, 2005 9:23 PM CDT Hi, I'm Katie Aldridge. I have been keeping close tabs on Eric through my boyfriend Jason's Caringbridge. I know nothing I can say will ease the pain of losing him, but I know my Jason and he is probably showing Eric all there is to see up in Heaven, possibly all the new video games that we on earth won't get for another 100 years. If you need anything do not hesistate to e-mail me. You're in my thoughts and prayers, God Bless, Katie Katie <kealdrid@samford.edu> Hendersonville, TN - Saturday, September 10, 2005 9:17 PM CDT We will really,really miss Eric in Cub Scouts. We are glad he sat with us at the Blue and Gold Banquet in Febuary. We wish he could sit with us again, but he will be in our hearts. Derek ( 11) and Cameron (9) Wisti Mahtomedi, Mn u.s.a - Saturday, September 10, 2005 9:14 PM CDT Dear Kasey, Mike and Katy, This is my first time writing in your guestbook, I found your site through Connor Hunley's and Jason Archer's. I am so sorry to hear of the loss of your son, Eric. I read your journal entries and what a inspiration he was to many. His story reminds me so much of Connor's. The very first caringbridge site I ever signed in on was Connor's 3 1/2 years ago. I continue to keep in touch with Rhonda and Eddie. I was happy to see where Rhonda signed Eric's guestbook today and offered to be there for you, she definitely knows what you are going through, we can only imagine. "DEATH LEAVES A HEARTACHE NO ONE CAN HEAL~ LOVE LEAVES A MEMORY~ NO ONE CAN STEAL" Cherish the memories and we will be here praying for you to have the strength to get through the days ahead. God Bless, Kathy and Dave Green Bay, WI. U.S.A. - Saturday, September 10, 2005 9:10 PM CDT Saying "I'm sorry" doesn't seem adequate...We will be praying for strength for your family over the next difficult days. kellie davideit <kelbri27@optonline.net> metuchen, nj usa - Saturday, September 10, 2005 8:57 PM CDT I found out today at 10:00,I've just been waiting a while to say something. I am really,incredibly sorry that Eric passed away.Now he is in a better place and nothing will ever worry him again. I hope that you guys feel better soon... Devin <lilirishgrl10@yahoo.com> Woodbury, MN USA - Saturday, September 10, 2005 7:18 PM CDT I can't be any more eloquent than all the other guestbook entries - they say it all. Please know that people from all over are thinking of you and praying for your family tonight. Eric was a brave and inspirational young man who has touched a lot of lives. Hopefully you can find a bit of comfort in that. Fly free little man! Lisa <groupofone@dccnet.com> Gibsons, BC Canada - Saturday, September 10, 2005 7:12 PM CDT God be with you. Beyond that...words fail me. Patti Yakima, WA USA - Saturday, September 10, 2005 6:49 PM CDT I am soooo sorry of Eric's passing. He will be missed! You know all of us at Rhabdo-kids are here for you. (((HUGS))) May you find peace in his memories and legacy he leaves behind! Christina Lillig www.CancerWarriors.org Ashley's mom www.caringbridge.org/ga/ashleylillig Christina Lillig <Christina@cancerwarriors.org> Douglasville, GA USA - Saturday, September 10, 2005 6:48 PM CDT Dear Mike, Kasey and Katy, We're so sorry to hear the news today. Our thoughts and prayers are with you all. Dan, Mary, Scott & Tracy Merth Mahtomedi, MN USA - Saturday, September 10, 2005 6:24 PM CDT Dear Kasey, Mike, and Katy: Please know that more people are praying for you than you can imagine. My sincere sympathy for you in the passing of your sweet Eric. The poem was beautiful, as was the life you and your family created for Eric, in spite of everything he faced. You all are an inspiration to other families like mine facing cancer, again. My heart breaks for you all, and I pray the Lord will grant you peace and comfort as you face the days ahead. Much love and big hugs from the Volunteer State... Kriste Lanius My Big Brother's Site -Tracy Lanius <Kristewithane@comcast.net> Goodlettsville, TN USA - Saturday, September 10, 2005 6:20 PM CDT I'm really so sorry. The first time I came to Eric's site was actually just yesterday...I'm so saddened by the fact that it was only 3 days until his birthday. I wish you all the peace in the world. ~Love Leah www.caringbridge.org/va/katrina (another rhabdo angel) Leah Nelson <ScorchingTundra@msn.com> Raynham, MA US - Saturday, September 10, 2005 6:18 PM CDT Those animals are going to have a fine zookeeper up there. Bless you. Jon Levin <yoni11@comcast.net> Bloomfield , MI USA - Saturday, September 10, 2005 5:52 PM CDT i sit here in the hospital with my daughter today and i cry for the loss of your family, this makes two little ones this weekend that are now watching us from heaven... Sending lots of prayers your way.. i am off to hug my daughter and cry.. Melissa http://www.caringbridge.org/az/hailee melissa <angels4hailee@cox.net> - Saturday, September 10, 2005 5:43 PM CDT Dear Kasey, Mike, and Katy, I'm so sorry for the pain you're feeling today. My heart has been aching for you as I've read about your journey everyday. Thank you for allowing us to get to know Eric better. He was a beautiful child and so blessed to have such a loving, caring family. I hope that in the days and weeks ahead, you will be able to find comfort and peace. I just wanted to let you know that another family of many, many other families (according to the guestbook) is thinking of you and holding you and Eric up in our prayers. With love, Anne, Eric, Nathan, Evan, and Dylan Easterla Anne Easterla <easterx5@comcast.net> Mahtomedi, MN USA - Saturday, September 10, 2005 5:28 PM CDT i was also hoping for good news iam so sorry and i hope it was peacefull. my prayers are with you . love from tylers family DARLENE COX ,TYLER TUCKER <turpin10648@bellsouth.net > greenville, sc - Saturday, September 10, 2005 5:23 PM CDT Hau'oli huaka'i, Elika. (Happy journey, Eric) Keke, Kkei, Mikala, me ka pule a me ka aloha menemene, mau ana ko makou mana'o me 'oe. (Katie, Kasey, Mike, In prayer and sympathy; Our thoughts are always with you.) Westin, Christian, Michelle, and Don Demulling <dondem@comcast.net> Mahtomedi, MN USA - Saturday, September 10, 2005 5:21 PM CDT I was so hoping that when I came to the site tonight that I would have seen some good news. My heart feels so heavy right now and my thoughts are with you all. I hope eric's passing was peaceful. I will be thinking of you in the hard days ahead. with love, nancy irving <bnirving@sympatico.ca> toronto, ontario canada - Saturday, September 10, 2005 5:19 PM CDT My thoughts and prayers are with you during this most difficult time. May Eric rest in peace. Johnna (FOA) <thornton2003@juno.com> - Saturday, September 10, 2005 5:08 PM CDT So very sorry to hear Eric passed away. We always hold on hoping for that one miracle. Or hearts and prayers go out to you and your family. Aloha Eric.... Steve and Dana, Dad and Mom to Stephanie ,another Rhabo Kid http://www2.caringbridge.org/ar/stephanie/ <sremsing@charter.net> Maumelle, AR USA - Saturday, September 10, 2005 2:39 PM CDT Dear Mike, Kasey, and Katy I am so sorry to hear about Eric's passing. Your family will be in my thought and prayers during the difficult time. He will be missed so much. Kristin Turner from Kinderberry Hill <auntiekristi@comcast.net> Woodbury, MN - Saturday, September 10, 2005 2:37 PM CDT Dear Kasey, Mike, and Katy, I am so sorry to hear of Eric's passing. He was a remarkable young man who was blessed with a wonderful family. The poem that you posted is perfect. My heart breaks for you. Your family will always be in my heart and prayers. Love, Anu Anu Ramachandran San Jose, CA USA - Saturday, September 10, 2005 1:54 PM CDT Eric At last you shall have the peace and joy and fun and laughter that should belong to a childhood. We ache for ourselves, but have joy for you for being in the place you are now. Please take a minute to look in on us every now and then. You will never be far from our thoughts. We love you. Grampa Joe Joe Goffeney <jgoffeney@aol.com> Las Vegas, NV USA - Saturday, September 10, 2005 1:48 PM CDT Kasey, Mike and Katy, I am deeply saddened and my heart breaks for you. I will never forget Eric. His spirit and courage lives on in all of you, now. I will remember Eric's strength and determination, his creativity and humor. I will remember his love of reading and poetry. He is a peace now and I pray for peace and comfort for you, now. Thank you for sharing your son and brother with us. Love, Sheila Sheila Franzen <rsfranzen@comcast.net> Woodbury, MN USA - Saturday, September 10, 2005 1:47 PM CDT Kasey, Mike, and Katy, Even though our hearts are broken, all of us rejoice with Eric today, that he is finally free and healed, but for you that are left behind there are no words that can heal your pain. I'm so sorry that his miracle of healing did not happen here on earth, and I pray that God will give you strength and comfort in these days. (Isaiah 51:12 "I am He who comforts you.") Your family has been an inspiration to me and so many people. Thank you for sharing your wonderful son with us. May he and Katrina and all the other children that have gone before us have the most awesome homecoming/birthday celebration for Eric! Love, Lila Nelson, honored forever to be Katrina's Mom, www.caringbridge.org/va/katrina Lila Nelson <nelsonme@cox.net> Burke, Va. USA - Saturday, September 10, 2005 1:38 PM CDT I was heartbroken to read of Eric's passing this morning, but I know he is at peace, not hurting anymore, and he has seen Jesus. I pray for peace, comfort, and God's grace and love to embrace each of you during this terrible time. I have followed Eric's journey for a long time now, and had prayed that he would be granted a miracle of healing...I believe he was, just not in the earthly sense I was praying for. My deepest sympathies to each of you, Tracy Jones <tracypaigejones@yahoo.com> Kingsport, TN USA - Saturday, September 10, 2005 1:16 PM CDT Mike, Kasey and Katy, My thoughts are with you. You are truly an amazing family full of courage and determination. I admire all that you were able to do with and for Eric. I only wish that that miracle had happened. But, Eric's spirit lives on! He was a very special friend of mine. He will not be forgotten... not his smile, those beautiful eyes, his charm, his stubborness, his strength and his stories. He made a difference in my life and I will always treasure that. With Deepest Sympathy, Jane Martz Jane Martz <jmartz@mahtomedi.k12.mn.us> Mahtomedi, MN USA - Saturday, September 10, 2005 12:58 AM CDT What a brave and courageous young man. May you rest in peace Eric. The Fesser Family Stacy <realmadrid@usgo.net> mahtomedi, mn usa - Saturday, September 10, 2005 12:54 AM CDT No words can comfort you at this time, I hope you can find some peace, knowing you all did everything in your power to cure Eric, my thoughts are with you all. Love Debbie Chloe's mum (Rhabdo list). Debbie Wright <deb.wright1 @btopenworld .com> Herne Bay, Kent UK - Saturday, September 10, 2005 12:52 AM CDT Dear Kasey, Mike, and Katie, I am so sorry to learn of Eric's passing. He was such an amazing young man! I am touched by many of the words of your neighbors, including the woman who wrote of how much Eric enjoyed her yard nativity set. Today, Eric has a new joy and a new understanding of the birth of our Lord. God bless you all! I am thinking of you. Grace, peace, love, and the hope of Heaven, ~Colette~ Colette Clifton Park, NY U.S.A. - Saturday, September 10, 2005 12:25 AM CDT Hello My Friend!! Love you and yours.. I made a memorial on the guild site.. hope you like it :) http://www.seekersofbabylon.com/forum2/viewtopic.php?t=625 Gina Gina Schuller <sidinagina@netscape.net> Spokane, WA USA - Saturday, September 10, 2005 11:57 AM CDT I was so sad to read your entry today. Eric put up a strong fight and with a family behind him that was tuff until the end! My thoughts and prayers go out to you. Michelle - Emily's mom - www.caringbridge.org/tx/emilysfight & Rhabdo Kids ACOR Mission, TX USA - Saturday, September 10, 2005 11:35 AM CDT Dear Kasey, Mike and Katy, My heart is with you. I am so sad for you in the loss of your sweet boy. I miss my own dear son so much, and the last few days as I have read what was happening, I knew that Eric would soon follow Jason. I know that they are no longer suffering--but I miss Jason so much. You are in my thoughts and prayers. In Christ, Pam www.caringbridge.org/tn/jasona/ Pam Archer <davidandpam.archer@comcast.net> Hendersonville, TN USA - Saturday, September 10, 2005 11:13 AM CDT I cannot express how saddened I am am to hear of your loss. My thought and prayers are with you. I am so glad you were able to make the trip together to hawaii and have many wonderful memories. Take comfort in knowing he is in a better place. Ally aka Scouserally Alison Curtis <brit859@hotmail.com> Everett, WA 98208 - Saturday, September 10, 2005 11:06 AM CDT What a beautiful picture and what a beautiful poem about the Next Place to go with it. We will remember Eric with that sentiment in mind, and keep you close in our hearts, thoughts and prayers. God Bless you all. Mavis Friederman <MyThreeSonsAndME@aol.com> Ringoes, NJ US - Saturday, September 10, 2005 11:02 AM CDT Kasey, Mike & family, We are all saddened by the loss of Eric but also how wonderful that he is now with the lord. Jesse hopes that you were able to tell Eric he called him the other day and that he was often thinking of him. We will continue to pray for your strength during this difficult time and we will continue to update you as well on Jesse's treatments. Jesse said to me just this morning (before we read your news) that he wanted to call Eric again today and come by to see him and I told him now Eric can see us everyday through the heavens. I also know that Eric will be Jesse's guardian angel and help him through his struggle with Cancer. You are all amazing people and we are so lucky to have met you. May God bless you. Kelly, Jesse, Jacinta & Joe Jeanetta www.caringbridge.org/mn/jessej Kelly Jeanetta <kjeanetta5@aol.com> NSP, MN USA - Saturday, September 10, 2005 10:48 AM CDT Mike, Kasey & Katy, My heart goes out to you. Thanks for sharing your journey. What a beautiful picture of Eric you have posted!! I'm praying that God fills you with peace and strength to get through this new stage of your journey. Mendy <pc4mc@jvlnet.com> Pardeeville, WI - Saturday, September 10, 2005 10:47 AM CDT I just found your page this morning linked from another site, but I wish I had come across Eric's story sooner. He is one of two Caringbridge children I have read about who have entered Heaven's gates just this morning; what a celebration it must be up there today. Your family is in my prayers, I am so sorry for your loss. Lauren <dramauknow@yahoo.com> Winston-Salem, NC USA - Saturday, September 10, 2005 10:10 AM CDT I came across your site from another Caringbridge site. I have never met your family, but I my thoughts and prayers are with your family during this difficult time. Eric is now free from pain forever. Know that you all will see him again one day. May God truly bless you all! Justin Alabama, USA - Saturday, September 10, 2005 10:07 AM CDT I'm sad with you. You did an amazing job of loving Eric through this lifetime. Well done. I know that your boy will often come to mind and as he does I will pray for each of you. I hope there are a lot of sweet memories to bring you joy in these next hard times. Shelly Van B <jayandshel@msn.com> Reno, nv - Saturday, September 10, 2005 9:54 AM CDT Dear Casey, Mike and Katy, I am so sorry for your loss. I will continue to pray for your strength during this time. Eric is at peace now and the picture says it all. Thank you for sharing this journey with us. It has made all of us better parents. Peace, Jean, Kameron's mom (caringbridge.org/in/kameronjohnson) Jean Johnson <jrjohnson11111@aol.com> jeffersonville , IN - Saturday, September 10, 2005 9:46 AM CDT I am so very sorry for your loss. I have been praying for your family and will continue to do so. Stephanie <pay_me@comcast.net> - Saturday, September 10, 2005 9:43 AM CDT Kasey, Mike, and Katie-- You are in our hearts and thoughts--take care of yourselves and take comfort in knowing that Eric is watching over you, as you so wonderfully watched over him. Lisa, Mark, Luke, Sam, and Jack Schroeder Dellwood, MN - Saturday, September 10, 2005 9:37 AM CDT I'm so sorry for your loss. My thoughts and prayers are with you. Christy Anderson <underwater@usfamily.net> Mahtomedi, MN USA - Saturday, September 10, 2005 9:32 AM CDT Eric and your entire family have been in my thoughts all year...and will continue to be. Know that many hopes have been sent your way. For your tremendous loss, we are heartbroken. Our deepest and most sincere condolences to you all. Rebecca Dallas, TX USA - Saturday, September 10, 2005 9:31 AM CDT Eric will always have a place in my heart. He was a unique individual with many gifts. He frequently made me think and often made me laugh. I will truly miss him. I am better for having known and taught him. Lori Baker <ljbaker@ties2.net> Mahtomedi, MN USA - Saturday, September 10, 2005 9:26 AM CDT I am so sorry for your loss. Eric was a brave boy. I found out about you thru Connor Hunley and Jason Archer's website. I know that the 3 of them along with other precious ANGELS are at peace and enjoying their wonderful heavenly rewards. Please know that you are prayed for and loved by many. Lori Pierce <Hayden01@tds.net> Mt Juliet, TN - Saturday, September 10, 2005 9:24 AM CDT A beautiful picture of Eric on the homepage. A beautiful poem you have posted. I am very sorry for your loss...your family is in my heart and prayers and you begin a new journey in life. Jenn Hartley <ronjenn696@prodigy.net> Bensalem, PA USA - Saturday, September 10, 2005 9:23 AM CDT I am so sorry for your loss. You are all in my thoughts and prayers. Bree Wlodyka from rhabdo-kids listserv <adt0123@hotmail.com> Drexel Hill, PA - Saturday, September 10, 2005 9:16 AM CDT Kasey, I am so sorry for your loss. I am so sorry that you have to live this day. My heart is sad and I will be praying for your whole family. M Elton (from rhabdo kids list) Richmond, VA - Saturday, September 10, 2005 9:02 AM CDT I am so sorry for your loss. (((((((((HUGS))))))))))) www.caringbridge.org/oh/paigehaney Tina Haney <lilgirlie43920@yahoo.com> East Liverpool, Oh 43920 - Saturday, September 10, 2005 9:00 AM CDT Sorry to hear of your families loss. My thoughts are prayers are with you. Heidi Colstad-Hoff Woodbury, MN - Saturday, September 10, 2005 9:00 AM CDT Dear Ruegseggers, Eric has seen the face of God. Alleluia! What incredible peace he is at now. My heart is breaking for all of you and no words can comfort at this time. I hold you up in my heart and my prayers. I am so very sorry. God bless you all. Love, Barb Cant, massage therapist, Childrens' Hosp. Barb Cant <wcant@comcast.net> Shoreview , MN USA - Saturday, September 10, 2005 8:56 AM CDT So sorry for your familys' loss..With sympathy, The Padgett family. God Bless Jennifer Padgett jackson, oh usa - Saturday, September 10, 2005 8:51 AM CDT Kasey, Mike and Katy, My heart is truely broken for your family. I'm sorry for all that you have had to endure and all the greiving you still have yet to do. You will always be in my thoughts. I am so very sorry for your loss. Many hugs to you! Jess Tomlin <mntomlin@comcast.net> Mahtomedi, MN - Saturday, September 10, 2005 8:42 AM CDT That poem is absolutely beautiful. Please know you are in my thoughts and prayers as Eric makes his journey to the next place. So, so sorry to hear about your loss. Amanda Shaw <ManaBanana18@hotmail.com> Omaha, NE USA - Saturday, September 10, 2005 8:38 AM CDT Just wanted to let you know that I am thinking and praying for you all. Eric was an amazing light that will never go out! Love Sara *Angels on Earth* <mthoroughman@verizon.net> Seminole, FL - Saturday, September 10, 2005 8:38 AM CDT Mike, Kasey, and Katy, As I have done all week, months, years I will be thinking of you. This has been a long and difficult road for you all. You have been wonderful to Eric. He was so lucky to have had you as his family. I am so sorry Eric is gone. He was such a trooper. Blubbering Away Here, Deb Deb Battah <djbattah1@mmm.com> Lake Elmo, MN USA - Saturday, September 10, 2005 8:35 AM CDT We will miss Eric very much, but also relieved that he does not have to suffer any more. He is such an inspiration with how brave and strong he is and has been through such an unfair disease and treatment. Sean remembers how happy and proud Eric was when he received the hockey stick at the WILD game. Colin will always think of Eric and how much he enjoyed campfires when we use our new firepit. My favorite memory of Eric is how he enjoyed the nativity scene in our yard at Christmas time. Now he is with Jesus and watching over his family, who has taken such outstanding care of him! Please let us know if there is anything we can do and when you are up for company. Kasey, Mike and Katy, all three of you are amazing. We love you and are very thankful to have you for neighbors and friends! Thinking of you and praying for comfort for you and the many of us that loved Eric. Lisa, Sean & Colin Baumgard <Baumgard@wagz.com> Mahtomedi, MN USA - Saturday, September 10, 2005 8:34 AM CDT Dear Kasie, Mike & Katie, My heart is truly broken for your loss. Please know that our thoughts and prayers are with you through this time. Thank you for sharing your son with us we are forever grateful for knowing him Hugs, Denice,Mike and Michael Diss - www.caringbridge.org/nj/mikeydiss Denice Diss <dndiss@hotmail.com> Franklin Lakes, NJ - Saturday, September 10, 2005 8:34 AM CDT Dear Mike, Kasey and Katie, Sorry for your loss. Our hearts break for you. Michelle Demulling <mybell@comcast.net> Mahtomedi, mn 55115 - Saturday, September 10, 2005 8:26 AM CDT Godspeed Eric, you truly touched my heart. You will be greatly missed! Mike, Kasey and Katie, You will continue to be in my prayers in the coming days. Thank you so much for sharing Eric with us. Bulldawg Bulldawg <bulldawg759@yahoo.com> Nederland, Tx - Saturday, September 10, 2005 8:22 AM CDT Kasey, Mike and Katy We are so saddened to hear about Eric's death. I'm sorry for all the pain you and Eric had to endure. I love the poem you have posted. I truly feel he is watching over you at this very minute. May the love of family and friends support you today and in the future. Brenda, Joey and Jacob Ekhaml Brenda Ekhaml <bekhaml@visi.com> Mahtomedi, MN US - Saturday, September 10, 2005 8:21 AM CDT Dear Kasey and the entire Ruegsegger family, I am so, so sorry for your loss. I have been keeping up with Eric's progress and could tell from your posts the last few days that time was running out for him. I don't even know what to say except that I am so sorry. My heart aches for you. Patty, Jessica's mom, www.caringbridge.org/mo/jessica Patty Roth <Menmypiano1@sbcglobal.net> arnold, MO US - Saturday, September 10, 2005 8:18 AM CDT So very sorry for your loss. God Bless You!! BJ Porche <bjporche1@hotmail.com> Magnolia, TX USA - Saturday, September 10, 2005 8:16 AM CDT I've been refreshing all day (we are 12 hours ahead in Australia). Couldn't stop checking in on Eric. I'm so terribly sad for all of you. I'm glad that his pain is gone, I truly am. But I wish so much that that healing could have taken place here for you. Thinking of you, Melissa <joelmelissam97@hotmail.com> Airlie Beach, Qld Australia - Saturday, September 10, 2005 8:15 AM CDT I was enjoying your new picture when I realized there was another date after Eric's birthday. I am so very sorry for your loss. I hope that the love of family and friends will bring you some comfort. Prayers are with all of you during this very sad time. Hugs, Connie Frisby-Griffin <cdlfg@adelphia.net> Colorado Springs, CO - Saturday, September 10, 2005 8:05 AM CDT I am heartbroken as I read this news. Eric has been, and will continue to be, an inspiration to all who know him. You all gave him so much joy and happiness his entire life, and he knows he was blessed with a wonderful family. These next few days will seem completely surreal to you. Lean on family and friends for support. And please know that you are not alone in your grief, we all love Eric, and we are grieving right along with you. I am here, Kasey, and I understand all of the emotions that you are going through, and will go through. Please let me know if there is ANYTHING that I can do for you. Love and tears, Rhonda Hunley, Forever Connor's Mommy <rshunley@comcast.net> Hendersonville I will miss Eric. As his neighbor I enjoyed his help and advise when ever I worked in my yard or garage. Eric was always ready to help with his oversized tools, his big ideas and his woderful ability to focus. Most of all I will miss my conversations with the "little man"....Doug Doug Gallwas <doug@pfninc.com> Stillwater, MN - Saturday, September 10, 2005 7:45 AM CDT Mike, Kasey and Katie, I don't know what to say to comfort you, I guess nothing could right now. I am so sorry Eric is gone.I pray for you to have strength during the next few weeks. Today is my 49th birthday.... it is special because I am sharing it with your Eric. Carol Utterback <Carolutt@aol.com> Columbia, Mo 65202 - Saturday, September 10, 2005 7:41 AM CDT Kasey, Mike and Katy, I am so very, very sorry for your loss. Lu Sipos <gabesmyheart@yahoo.com> Nashville, TN USA - Saturday, September 10, 2005 7:36 AM CDT Kasey, Mike, Katy, We really don't know what to say. We've come to know and love you all through your posts, and we pray strength and comfort for you in the days to come. Robertta, Bob, Katherine and Martin Goffeney <robert@goffeney.com> Berkley, MI - Saturday, September 10, 2005 7:31 AM CDT I liked Eric because he always put his friends and family first. Alex Gallwas <shortyshorty621@aol.com> Mahtomedi, MN USA - Saturday, September 10, 2005 7:24 AM CDT So sorry to hear about Eric. He is now free of this evil disease and pain free in heaven. Our thoughts and prayers are with you all today. Matt, Jean, Jack and Angel Haley Brady <arizona422@comcast.net > Newark, DE caringbridge.org/de/haley - Saturday, September 10, 2005 7:14 AM CDT I came across Eric's page from a link on Connor Hunley's page. I just wanted you to know how truly sorry we are for your loss. My family and I will keep you and your family in our thoughts and prayers during this trying time and from now on. With Deepest Sympathy, The Watson Family Delores Watson <jwatson1253@nc.rr.com> Clayton, NC USA - Saturday, September 10, 2005 7:13 AM CDT Eric was a great friend and neibor. He was lovable. and he always will be. Jackie Gallwas and Haley Capra <luckyladybug429@aol.com> Stillwater, MN USA - Saturday, September 10, 2005 7:13 AM CDT I don't have any wise words to say, but wanted to let you know that you are in my thoughts and prayers. There are so many people who wish they could change this day for you. Kristen Thomsen www.caringbridge.com/wi/pthomsen0111 - Saturday, September 10, 2005 7:09 AM CDT I am so very sorry for your loss. Please know that I am thinking of you all at this difficult time. Love Sally (Chloe's Auntie) Sally Bowman <sally.bowman@btopenworld.com> Stone Cross, East Sussex UK - Saturday, September 10, 2005 7:07 AM CDT No words exist to express my deep sorrow for all of you. Please know you continue in our hearts, minds, and prayers, Love, Sue Sirgany Sue Sirgany <yapdogs@chartermi.com> Ortonville, MI - Saturday, September 10, 2005 7:06 AM CDT My prayers are with you. Melissa New Ulm, MN - Saturday, September 10, 2005 7:01 AM CDT Dear Mike, Kasey, Katie, and Eric, I think about the four of you often - several times a day. I check your web site several times a day, and appreciate the updates. My thoughts are with you all and your extended family members as well. You all four have done a wonderful, wonderful job of handling this road that you have been on for such a long time. Please give Eric a nice hug and a kiss for me - he is one brave young man. So very young to have to go through all of this. My heart goes out to you all. I am keeping you in my thoughts and prayers, and will continue to do so. Please know that you have all been through a lot and all of your friends are there for you if you need us. Let me know if there is anything that I can do to help - anything! Please take care and know that we all care about each of you very much. Love, Your friend, Frankye Frankye Gravatt <frankyelyn@prodigy.net> Maplewood, MN USA - Saturday, September 10, 2005 6:41 AM CDT Kasey, Mike and Katie, You have been on my mind all night, I pray that you all had a peaceful night, and that Eric was pain free. Lu Sipos <gabesmyheart@yahoo.com> Nashville, TN USA - Saturday, September 10, 2005 6:07 AM CDT Eric & His Family, We are with you every moment. We love you so much. Uncle John and Aunt Jan John P. Eurich <john@dataxpress.com> Santa Clara, CA USA - Saturday, September 10, 2005 1:19 AM CDT My thoughts and prayers are with you all! ~Colette~ Colette Clifton Park, NY U.S.A. - Saturday, September 10, 2005 0:58 AM CDT Give Eric a big hug and a kiss from us. He is in our prayers. Our daughter just relapsed and I dont know what to say to your family. You are in our thoughts and prayers. --Vandana Mom to Sriya www.caringbridge.com/ca/sriya Vandana Durga <vandana_durga@yahoo.com> San Ramon, CA USA - Saturday, September 10, 2005 0:47 AM CDT I am right there with you holding your Eric in my prayers. I've lost mine, and still don't know the right words to say to someone who might lose theirs. Still praying for that miracle. Leslie-mom to Orville 12yrs ARMS StgIV, God's newest messenger <lyc1970@comcast.net> Fresno, Ca USA - Saturday, September 10, 2005 0:41 AM CDT We love you all very much, and with many tears, pray the Lord will comfort you. Please give Eric a kiss for us!! God Bless Ruegsegger's <Truegsegger@new.rr.com> - Friday, September 9, 2005 11:59 PM CDT HI. It's Saturday afternoon here in Australia. My thoughts are with you constantly right now. I'm so sorry that Eric is having such a hard time. This has to be so unbearably hard for you. Just wanted you to know you were being thought of. Melissa <joelmelissamm97@hotmail.com> Airlie Beach, Qld Australia - Friday, September 9, 2005 11:42 PM CDT It's 11:30 p.m. and you remain our focus. We pray for a peaceful night and that you all get a good nights rest. The candle is still burning. The Brown's Jaosn & Angie Brown <iceboat@comcast.net> Mahtomedi, MN USA - Friday, September 9, 2005 11:34 PM CDT Sending you all our thoughts and prayers, our hearts are with you... Kellie Davideit <kelbri27@optonline.net> Metuchen, nj usa - Friday, September 9, 2005 11:19 PM CDT Our thoughts and prayers are with your family tonight. Jess Tomlin <mntomlin@comcast.net> Mahtomedi, MN - Friday, September 9, 2005 11:09 PM CDT My thoughts and prayers are with Eric and you all during this time. I continue to pray for a miracle. Sincerely, Tracy Jones <tracypaigejones@yahoo.com> Kingsport, TN USA - Friday, September 9, 2005 9:51 PM CDT Please know that Eric is in our thoughts and prayers, along with the rest of your family. Bonnie MacIver, mother to Lindsay, forever 21, forever my angel www.caringbridge.org/ny/lindsaym Bonnie MacIver <BonnieJM@adelphia.net> Tonawanda, NY U.S.A. - Friday, September 9, 2005 9:47 PM CDT Hey Casey, Eric, Mike and Katie, Our thoughts are with you all and we are praying for you. Eric is such a great kid and no one can stand for him to be sick. love ya all... let us know if we can help in any way. --Shari & Tom Sharihamilton <sharihamilton@comcast.net> - Friday, September 9, 2005 9:26 PM CDT Praying for Eric and you all. Joyce Rohrig <kjrohrig@comcast.net> Grant, MN USA - Friday, September 9, 2005 9:14 PM CDT Our thoughts and prayers are with you tonight, as always Marylou and Wally Goffeney <wgoffeney@comcast.net> Bloomfield Hills, MI - Friday, September 9, 2005 9:12 PM CDT Kasey -- I've followed Eric's story this last year, although this is the first time I've written in the guestbook. I'm in tears just imagining how difficult a time this is for you. I pray that Eric feels no pain and is at peace. Hugs to you and your family. Ann Schrooten Phoenix, AZ - Friday, September 9, 2005 9:02 PM CDT Just got home and read the update. God Bless you all tonight. Eric was the first kid to welcome us to Mahtomedi a day after we moved in 2 years ago. Running through the path and yards to tell us all about Mahtomedi with your dog at his heels. There is a candle burning on our deck tonight for you and your family. Peace, The Brown's Jason & Angie Brown <iceboat@comcast.net> Mahtomedi, MN USA - Friday, September 9, 2005 8:38 PM CDT I am praying for comfort. Love, Sheila Sheila Franzen <rsfranzen@comcast.net> Woodbury, MN USA - Friday, September 9, 2005 8:25 PM CDT To the Ruegsegger family, My heart hurts for you and for Eric.I wish I could say something to help.I just want you to know I have been following Eric's journey for some time now and I feel God gave him the best family a boy could have. You have shown him in so many ways how much you love him and I know THAT is something he will always have with him.I'm praying for God to help you and give you comfort. Nancy O. <njobr@netzero.net> Seattle, WA USA - Friday, September 9, 2005 8:25 PM CDT I am praying for peace for all of you. Johnna (FOA) <thornton2003@juno.com> - Friday, September 9, 2005 8:23 PM CDT  We ar epraying and thinking of you and your family!! Peace be into this house!! God Bless!! Prayers and Hugs, LeAnn LeAnn Mooneyham/Angel_Wings <angel4God352000@yahoo.com> Baxley, GA United States - Friday, September 9, 2005 8:16 PM CDT Praying for each of you to feel God's peace tonight and the days ahead. God Bless You!! BJ Porche <bjporche1@hotmail.com> Magnolia, TX USA - Friday, September 9, 2005 7:51 PM CDT Thoughts and prayers for all of you right now. Sue Sirgany <yapdogs@chartermi.com> Ortonville, MI - Friday, September 9, 2005 7:47 PM CDT I have been checking here often. I found the site through Jason's My thoughts and prayers are with you. Melissa <two_canes@hotmail.com> Chatsworth, IL USA - Friday, September 9, 2005 7:39 PM CDT Just wanted you to know that my thoughts and prayers are with you during this difficult time. I'm still praying for a miracle on earth but it that is not to be then I pray for the Ultimate Healing for Eric and peace for your family. Denise Denise Chastain <zandrasmama@charter.net> Belleville, il USA - Friday, September 9, 2005 7:36 PM CDT Kasey, Mike & Katy Connie and I are on the phone while I watch the journal for updates. Our prayers are with you all. It's close enough to your birthday for us to wish Happy Birthday Eric! We love you! Sue St. Paul, MN - Friday, September 9, 2005 7:27 PM CDT Dear Eric, Katie, Kasey and Mike,So much to say and yet unable to find the words.Words seem unable to come remotely close to conveying the depth of feelings. Praying for comfort, peace, and the grace of God. Our hearts are heavy laden. The Demullings Michelle Demulling <mybell@comcast.net> Mahtomedi, mn US - Friday, September 9, 2005 7:19 PM CDT My thoughts and prayers are with you. Just know that many many people are thinking of you and praying for a miracle. I am so inspired by your courage and strength. Debi Moore <madizie@cox.net> Glendale, AZ 85310 - Friday, September 9, 2005 6:28 PM CDT Dear Kasey, Mike, Katie, and beautiful Eric, My heart is heavy and my thoughts and prayers have been many for you these last few days. Eric is the most incredible (and my favorite) child that I have had the priviledge to know, touch and comfort. I will always remember the wonderful conversations that he shared with me and I was always in awe of his tremendous intelligence for his young age. Please know that my thoughts and prayers continue. You are a very blessed family to have Eric in your presence. Love, and hugs to you all. Barb Cant, massage therapist, Childrens' Hosp. Barb Cant <wcant@comcast.net> Shoreview, MN USA - Friday, September 9, 2005 6:26 PM CDT Praying for comfort for all of you at this time Kari ND - Friday, September 9, 2005 6:24 PM CDT Praying in California, for Eric and his family. Cindy <clatoure@aol.com> Sonoma, CA USA - Friday, September 9, 2005 6:11 PM CDT hi everyone this is tyler tuckers Grandma Darlene we are praying for you all.it has to be so hard. we love you all i just wish there was something i could do if i could wave a wand and make it all better i would .but all i can do is pray and iam sure doing that so its all in gods hands . DARLENE COX ,TYLER TUCKER <turpin10648@BELLSOUTH.NET> greenville, sc - Friday, September 9, 2005 6:09 PM CDT Someone in Nevada is praying for your miracle. Kathryn - Friday, September 9, 2005 5:01 PM CDT Praying for your family in during these difficult days. Susan Terry-Wilhelm Houston, TX USA - Friday, September 9, 2005 4:42 PM CDT Praying for your family during this difficult time. God Bless You!!!!! BJ Porche <bjporche1@hotmail.com> Magnolia, TX USA - Friday, September 9, 2005 4:39 PM CDT You don't know me, but I'm praying here for your family. Christine - Friday, September 9, 2005 4:27 PM CDT Eric My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. Kristin Turner from Kinderberry Hill <auntiekristi@comcast.net> Woodbury, MN - Friday, September 9, 2005 3:54 PM CDT My prayers are with your family. Happy birthday early Eric. Mai-Chi Doan <cmdoan1@mmm.com> Eagan, MN USA - Friday, September 9, 2005 2:30 PM CDT Eric, Katy and Family- My thoughts and prayers are with you. Julie Conzemius <conzemj@mahtomedi.k12.mn.us> Mahtomedi, MN USA - Friday, September 9, 2005 2:17 PM CDT God bless all of you in the next few days and weeks. I wish I could give all of you a big hug. Carol Utterback <Carolutt@aol.com> Columbia, Mo USA - Friday, September 9, 2005 1:45 PM CDT Eric and family~ You do not know me, but I have been checking in on you for quite some time now. I am so sorry for everything you are going through and I am praying for you all. Happy early birthday, Eric! Lea Shoreview, MN - Friday, September 9, 2005 1:42 PM CDT Dear Katie, I'm keeping you and your family in my thoughts and prayers. Take care, Ms. Magner <memagner@mahtomedi.k12.mn.us> Mahtomedi, MN US - Friday, September 9, 2005 12:38 AM CDT I am so terribly sorry you are having to endure this heartbreak. I am lifting Eric and your family to the Lord for comfort. Alice Larkin <starsnrose@yahoo.com> Dallas, TX USA - Friday, September 9, 2005 12:17 AM CDT Dear Eric, Katy, Mike, and Kasey, You are all in my thoughts and prayers. Love, Anu Anu Ramachandran San Jose, CA USA - Friday, September 9, 2005 11:43 AM CDT My thoughts are constantly with you at this time - - please don't ever feel that you are alone. I pray for all of you and God's will - - some things just never seem to make sense . . . I guess it is easier to not even try to understand some things . . . Terry Trautman <trautman@mahtomedi.k12.mn.us> Mahtomedi, MN USA - Friday, September 9, 2005 11:27 AM CDT What to say? I think of Eric and your entire family every day, and am saddened every time I read your journal entries indicating further decline. You are a very brave and strong family - taking your lead from Eric - and I admire that very much. Wishing you peace in these difficult times... Lisa (Renee's mum - ARMS III) <groupofone@dccnet.com> Gibsons, BC Canada - Friday, September 9, 2005 11:21 AM CDT My God be with each of you every step of the way!! We will pray that today is a better day & that your are blessed with some smiles from Eric. Angel Haley's family(wilms tumor) www.caringbridge.org/ne/haleygirl Patti <www.haleym10@alltel.net> Panama, Ne - Friday, September 9, 2005 11:02 AM CDT Eric, eating right and nutrition and stuff like that are very, very important. So it's good to know all the vitamins and minerals and fats and carbohoozits in everything we eat. To test your knowledge, here's a quiz: Q: What kind of vitamins are in honey? A: B Vitamins! Bob Goffeney <robert@goffeney.com> Berkley, MI - Friday, September 9, 2005 10:39 AM CDT Eric, I LOVED meeting you the other day! You are an amazing conversationalist and obviously super smart. Your extreme mental energy and captivating personality have stayed on my mind since we met. I'm grateful to know you. You're a super special guy. My prayers are with you and your family. Christy Anderson <underwater@usfamily.net> Mahtomedi, MN USA - Friday, September 9, 2005 9:12 AM CDT Hey sweet boy! :) You are in my thoughts and prayers daily! -Haley (your Birthday Angel) Haley GA - Thursday, September 8, 2005 5:22 PM CDT Thinking of you all & sending much love to Eric. Sally (Chloe's Auntie) Sally Bowman <sally.bowman@btopenworld.com> Stone Cross, East Sussex UK - Thursday, September 8, 2005 3:52 PM CDT Just stopping by to see how Eric was doing. What a strong willed little boy that Eric is! My thoughts and prayers are with your whole family. Michelle - Emily's mom - www.caringbridge.org/tx/emilysfight & Rhabdo Kids ACOR Mission, TX USA - Thursday, September 8, 2005 1:51 PM CDT Eric, here's something to ponder: Q: What's brown and smelly and has a shell? A: A turdle. Bob Goffeney <robert@goffeney.com> Berkley, MI - Thursday, September 8, 2005 9:13 AM CDT Eric and family, I'm still keeping in touch with your journey through your mom's wonderful job of journaling. Your family is truely an inspiration to many. Know you all are in my thoughts and prayers. I pray for healing, strength, and peace. Gods abundant blessings to all of you. Vicki Lund <vlund@csom.umn.edu> Stillwater, MN USA - Thursday, September 8, 2005 8:49 AM CDT You are in our thoughts and prayers... Jean Brady (mom to Angel Haley) www.caringbridge.org/de/haley <bni21@comcast.net> Newark, DE - Thursday, September 8, 2005 7:34 AM CDT Kasey, My heart is hurting for you all right now, as I read your latest entry. You are an amazing family. Eric is such a fighter. Most people can't begin to fathom just what he has gone through, and is going through now. You all have done everything "right", never doubt that for one moment. I know that you have left no stone unturned in trying to help Eric. Believe me, I know. Just know that I am here, and I do understand where you are right now. And, I'm praying, never stop praying..... Love and hugs, Rhonda Hunley, Forever Connor's Mommy <rshunley@comcast.net> Hendersonville, TN Dear Kasey and Mike, I am sorry that some people have upset you. Every journal entry reflects intelligent, loving, and proper care of Eric, physically, emotionally, and spiritually. You are doing everything you can, in a very difficult time. I was glad to read about the visit of Father Talbot. The name of the church, St. Jude's of the Lake, is so beautiful. I am sure the parish is full of faith and love. My thoughts and prayers for Eric continue. God bless you all! Grace, peace, love, and all good, ~Colette~ Colette Clifton Park, NY U.S.A. - Thursday, September 8, 2005 2:37 AM CDT Kasey, Mike, Katy, and Eric, Just wanted to let you know that you are in my thoughts and prayers. Deb Kuehl (3M) Lino Lakes, MN - Wednesday, September 7, 2005 7:58 PM CDT Eric and family, I have been following your CB site for sometime now and never signed it. I do not know you personally, as I got your address from a link on another site. I wanted to let you know that you are one brave boy!!! My heart goes out to you and your family. Hey, I grew up in southern Wisconsin (New Glarus) and went to high school with some Ruegsegger's. Maybe they are some of your relatives. I wish you the best and again my heart goes out to you. You have a very strong family!!!! Take care, Heidi Heidi Colstad-Hoff <hhoff@sowashco.k12.mn.us> Woodbury, mn usa - Wednesday, September 7, 2005 7:33 PM CDT Praying for you during this difficult time. God Bless You!! BJ Porche <bjporche1@hotmail.com> Magnolia, TX USA - Wednesday, September 7, 2005 5:22 PM CDT Thinking of you. Deborah <silverde@magiclink.com> - Wednesday, September 7, 2005 5:21 PM CDT Our hearts are with you, prayers from NJ...with hugs Kellie Davideit <kelbri27@optonline.net> Metuchen, nj usa - Wednesday, September 7, 2005 3:28 PM CDT Kasey and family I will keep you in my prayers. For strength.. Take care of yourself.. Joanne <dupeetoo@yahoo.com> - Wednesday, September 7, 2005 3:04 PM CDT Eric, you and your family are in my thoughts and prayers. We miss you here at O.H. Anderson. Tamara Terman <tterman@mahtomedi.k12.mn.us> - Wednesday, September 7, 2005 2:39 PM CDT Thinking of you all. Sending you all the love I can. Love Debbie Chloe's mum (Rhabdo list). Debbie Wright <deb.wright1 @btopenworld .com> Herne Bay, Kent UK - Wednesday, September 7, 2005 2:20 PM CDT Thank you for taking time to update. Praying for a miracle for Eric. Hugs, Connie F-G <cdlfg@adelphia.net> Colorado Springs, CO - Wednesday, September 7, 2005 1:15 PM CDT Hi Everyone! I am thinking about you always! Love, Sheila Sheila Franzen <rsfranzen@comcast.net> Woodbury, MN USA - Wednesday, September 7, 2005 12:55 AM CDT Kasey, Mike, Katy, and Eric, Just wanted you to know I was thinking about your family. And sending my best thoughts and prayers. Eric, you are one brave dude. Kelly Shimko Hudson , WI USA (3M) - Wednesday, September 7, 2005 0:31 AM CDT Hi everyone, There is so much that I'd like to say to you, but I will keep it short in your guestbook. It was so nice to see you at the open house. I'm sure it felt good to get out for a while and see some old friends. I know that they were glad to see you. I'm sorry you had such a scary Labor Day. You are one strong little Boy Eric. A week from today is your BIG day . The BIG 10. WOW!!!! Take care. You are always in our thoughts and prayers. Call me if there is anything I can do for you. Charlene Charlene Wisti Mahtomedi, Mn U.S. - Tuesday, September 6, 2005 11:14 AM CDT  Eric and Family, Hi! I am so sad to her that Eric had difficulties with breathing and praying that the Lord brings him home in peace and no sufering!!! Lord please be with Eric and his family. Let Eric has peace and no more suffering . Give his Family the peace, comfort, strength and courage. In your name Amen. God Bless.. Prayers and Hugs, LeAnn LeAnn Mooneyham/Angel_Wings <angel4God352000@yahoo.com> Baxley, GA United States - Tuesday, September 6, 2005 9:15 AM CDT Hi Guys, Boy, that was an eventful weekend. I am glad that Eric is comfortable on the fentanyl and hope that he has an easier time breathing. We are also getting ready for the first day of school here, Ali had trouble sleeping, too anxious and excited. It's nice that Eric had a visit from classmates. Have a good week. Kellie Davideit <kelbri27@optonline.net> Metuchen, nj usa - Tuesday, September 6, 2005 1:43 AM CDT Hi! Eric, I loved seeing you at the Open House. It meant so much to me that you stopped in to say "Hi"! You and your family are awesome. I hope you know that you are constantly in my thoughts and prayers. With lots of love, Jane Martz Jane Martz <jmartz@mahtomedi.k12.mn.us> Mahtomedi, MN USA - Monday, September 5, 2005 1:50 PM CDT For what it is worth, I believe that what you are doing for your son is the hardest road for you as a parent, but the easiest road for your child. If there is to be a miracle, God will provide it no matter what your actions are. You are certainly doing the best you can, and all should appreciate that.I hope this journal and guestbook brings you strength. Deborah Silver <silverde@magiclink.com> - Monday, September 5, 2005 12:59 AM CDT  Eric and Family. We are praying and thinking of ya!! God Bless!!! Prayers and Hugs, LeAnn www.caringbridge.org/ga/annettelee LeAnn Mooneyham/Angel_Wings/www.caringbridge.org/ga/jcthetractorboy <angel4God352000@yahoo.com> Baxley, GA United States - Sunday, September 4, 2005 11:15 PM CDT ERIC:  My first visit but I'll be back often. Sending you a note to say you are in my thoughts & prayers.Charlene One Who Cares, Dabbles & Doodles & Angel_Wings . - Sunday, September 4, 2005 7:26 PM CDT  Prsying for you Eric.. Trish/Angel_Wings/Ones_Who_Care <Rrntbyr@aol.com> Kingston, TN USA - Sunday, September 4, 2005 3:00 PM CDT Kasey, I am so sorry that someone felt the need to give you advise or question the choice of treatment for your son. Honey you know Eric better than any of us and you are a wonderful mother and i know the Lord is guiding you. Continue just as you have been doing my friend those of us who visit and pray for Eric have no right to judge you or anyone else.Your family continues to be very close in our prayers.. Trish/Angel_Wings <Rrntbyr@aol.com> Kingston, TN USA - Saturday, September 3, 2005 2:03 PM CDT Kasey, GOOD FOR YOU!!. I hope it felt good to get that off your chest!! You and your husband know your kids better than anyone else in this world, and those of us who have walked this path know that you need to find a balance and some kind of "normalcy", even if it is a new normal. No-one should be offering any unsolicited advice to you at this time. Take care of your beautiful family, and give Eric a Kiss from Gabe. You are all in our thoughts and prayers. Lu, Gabe's Mum <gabesmyheart@yahoo.com> Nashville, TN USA - Saturday, September 3, 2005 12:42 AM CDT Kasey~ I found your website a while back from another one. I have been checking in on Eric for about 3 months now. I am so sorry that there are such pitiful people as those who are writing these things. Please know I come here to support you, Eric and the whole family and pray for you all much. Please don't be discouraged. I am sure there are more good ones than bad. Let Eric and Katy know my family (I have a 10 yr old too) prays for them often. Take care. Michele www.caringbridge.org/or/michele Michele salem , Oregon USA - Saturday, September 3, 2005 0:13 AM CDT Kasey, I just have one thing to say....YOU GO GIRL!!!!!! www.caringbridge.org/oh/paigehaney Tina Haney--another cancer mom <lilgirlie43920@yahoo.com> East Liverpool, Oh USA - Saturday, September 3, 2005 0:06 AM CDT Kasey, First off God bless you for being brave enough to even start thinking of the funeral process. Anyone who talks badly about you doesn't know what it is like to be told that your child has cancer. My youngest Brandon has luekemia. He is in remission now and for three days we had no idea what the dr was going to tell us. We were lucky and we know it. You are so brave. Words can't even start. Good Luck and I hope that things start looking for up for your family.  Michele Pittman..www.caringbridge.com/oh/brandonp <mish112669@aol.com> Hamilton, OH USA - Friday, September 2, 2005 1:49 PM CDT Hello All!! I thank God for your strength, courage and tenacity through this ordeal. Each one of you are doing an AWESOME JOB!! Stay encouraged!! Remain steadfast!! God is strengthening you day by day. Christy Simmons ( 3M) <cmsimmons1@mmm.com> Woodbury, MN USA - Friday, September 2, 2005 1:48 PM CDT Hi Kasey and Eric I just read your update. My love to you all! Eric is a trooper with a very strong will! You are a great mother and you deserve to have some time for yourself. When Emily was on treatment I would go scrapbook with my friends. That was my therapy and so was and is her website. You are doing a great job and don't let others spoil it for you. I just want you to know I'm thinking about you! Michelle - Emily's mom - www.caringbridge.org/tx/emilysfight & Rhabdo Kids ACOR Mission, TX USA - Friday, September 2, 2005 11:50 AM CDT All the best to you and your family Eric! Robin Brunet <robinb@neptune.on.ca> Bradford, Ontario Canada - Friday, September 2, 2005 8:13 AM CDT Hi Eric! I hope that you feel better soon,you can get better! Are you going to go to school for 5th grade?I don't go to OHA anymore,so I'm sad that I won't be able to see you a lot anymore than I used to. =( I gotta go becuase I'm TIRED,but I hope you feel better! <3 Devin <lilirishgrl10@yahoo.com> Woodbury, MN USA - Friday, September 2, 2005 2:25 AM CDT Hi Eric, I hope you are doing well today, and that those pain meds are working. You know, I raised 2 girls-they're adults now. When my daughter told me she was having a boy, I couldn't relate. I was used to girls. I told her I would put ribbons in his hair and watch Cinderella with him!!! I was only joking. But now I have my 2 1/2 yr old grandson, and I wouldn't trade him for anything--boys are great, and if he grows up to be half as nice and half as brave as you are, I'll be very happey. Take care my young friend, you're in my prayers. Love, Pat Pat Biksacky <patskyspad@yahoo.com> Orland Park, IL USA - Thursday, September 1, 2005 11:30 PM CDT My prayers continue for your family. Stephanie & RachelJoy <mom2rj@comcast.net> - Thursday, September 1, 2005 11:15 PM CDT Kasey and family, Found your web site from the Bunco e-mail and have spent and good part of my evening reading your entries. As I am not unfamiliar with CaringBridge, my friend Jodi touched many with her story of courage here, I was not familiar with Eric's. Thank you for sharing. I'll just "ditto" what Natasha said and keep you and your family in my thoughts and prayers. See you on the 15th! Joyce Rohrig Grant, MN USA - Thursday, September 1, 2005 11:07 PM CDT I just found your site through someone. Eric is in my prayers. Tina & Lance <lancejrmommy@comcast.net> - Thursday, September 1, 2005 8:30 PM CDT hey eric, guess what i am in your class. i just turned 11 on the 23rd . Eric stay strong & dont give up. hope to see u at school. taylor taylor Runkel <suetayrunkel@comcast.net> mahtomedi, mn usa - Thursday, September 1, 2005 7:44 PM CDT Hey Eric, I miss you soooooo much at school and i really wish you can get over this. Just all you have to do is belive and pray to god and I know that you probably do this and lots of people tell you this but, I really want you to get over this and i want you to belive in a mircle because I know that it can happen. I was worending what teacher you have, or if you aren't even going to school? But, just hold on and i belive you can do it and i belive in a mircle and just hold on! With Lots Of Care, Eva Eva Adams <evaadams@comcast.net> Dellwood, mn united states - Thursday, September 1, 2005 3:28 PM CDT Kasey, Mike, Eric and Katy, You are one amazing family! Stay Strong. You are all in my thoughts and prayers. Take care. Bree www.caringbridge.org/pa/brynnwlodyka <adt0123@hotmail.com> Drexel Hill, PA USA - Thursday, September 1, 2005 1:52 PM CDT Kasey & Mike, I read your entries from time-to-time and it makes me think of me and my family. With all the problems we had with our daughters medical problems, we are blessed. I do not know how all of you all stay so strong. Debbie and I pray for you all often and we too are hoping for a devine intervention. You both were my friends when you were in Columbia, and still are in my heart. David Young <dayoung1@mmm.com> Columbia, MO USA - Thursday, September 1, 2005 12:50 AM CDT Kasey and Mike, you are both extraordinary people who are doing the best you can for your family. Keep the faith and keep doing what you have been doing all along. We here at 3M Columbia love and admire you both. Carol Utterback <Carolutt@aol.com> Columbia, Mo USA - Thursday, September 1, 2005 11:44 AM CDT I hope Eric is getting better pain relief and is happier today. Kasey, as you so eloquently wrote, this is a difficult road to be on and no one should presume to know better than you and Mike what is best for your children. No one can fully appreciate how hard this is on the entire family - On siblings and a marriage. You have done an excellent job of trying to keep Eric and Katy's lives as normal and fun as possible. (Loved the pictures from the Renaissance fair) It's not "giving up", it's dealing realistically with a tragic situation. We hope no more negativity or unwanted advice finds it's way into your guestbook...With hugs, Kellie Davideit (Angel Ian's mom) <Kelbri27@optonline.net> Metuchen, nj usa - Thursday, September 1, 2005 10:43 AM CDT Kasey, We are strangers, but I wanted you to know I understand perfectly how you feel and why you wrote what you did in your journal. I have been in your shoes and the only difference in my story and yours is that my son died of a different disease which we fought for 32 years. There were many times when what I was doing was questioned and my response was exactly like yours. Please know I am praying not only for Eric but for you as well. Hang in there! Alice Larkin <starsnrose@yahoo.com> Dallas, TX USA - Thursday, September 1, 2005 9:38 AM CDT Hi My name is Brenda Crumley. I have been following Erics page for some time now and I am sorry for not writing before. I just wanted to say I admire you for what you said.People have no right to be judging you, especially at a time like this. You are a terrific mother and you are doing what you feel is best for your son and that is all that matters. We were also judged for decisions we made for our son,Trenton, who is a Rhabdo survivor, but we did what we felt was best. God gave Eric to you, not anyone else, because He knew you would take the best care of him. So He chose you to be his mom. And only you and Mike can make those hard decisions with him. Not anyone else. I just wanted to encourage you and to say I am praying for all of you . I pray that God will uphold you through this very difficult time, that He will give you strength that you never knew you had. And above all that you would all be at peace with every decision you have to make. God loves you and He wants the very best for you. My heart goes out to your family. DOnt worry about anything anyone else says or does. Just love your kids and enjoy every moment with them, which I know you are already doing, and God will take care of the rest. Thinking and praying for you, Brenda Brenda Crumley <bbettcrum4@aol.com> Temple, Tx - Thursday, September 1, 2005 9:31 AM CDT Kasey - Those of us that know you and your family know that you would NEVER give up on Eric! You are an amazing, strong, and brave woman. Eric and you both need time away. Don't let anyone tell you differently! Eric is a very intelligent young man and I commend you for including him on all of the decisions of his life and beyond. Whoever questioned your parenting OBVIOUSLY doesn't know you. We all know how dedicated you are to your family! Have a great Labor Day Weekend! Tell the kids to have a great first day of school! Susie Lau <susieandpete@gbronline.com> Vermillion, MN - Thursday, September 1, 2005 9:25 AM CDT Just wanted to let you know that we have been following along and supporting you, although I figure calling might always be at the wrong moment and that getting together is improbable most times. Death is an unfamiliar guest that must make some people say mean things, as if turning your back would make it go away. Exploring and sharing information doesn't make it welcome, just less intimidating. Although most of us have the leisure (we think) to shirk it aside, it is something we ALL face, whether at ten or forty or ninety. It's the details, the lack of sleep, and the other bits and pieces that turn out to be our lives, that are unique. Although, we are going to try to have some of the same fun it looked like you guys had at the Renaissance Festival. Nice outfits! Natasha DeVoe <bullfrog@bitstream.net> Minneapolis, MN - Thursday, September 1, 2005 9:15 AM CDT Hi Kasey, I don't know your family, but I have been following your story for awhile. I have the upmost admiration for you and your family. You have done an excellent job taking care of your kids. I know that it has to be the hardest job ever with a sick child. The people that tell you unkind things, you fon't need those people. The people that love and care about you are only going to give you support not question your decisions. It seems to be that you and your family are close and love each other very much. Just the way that it's supposed to be, just keep taking it a day at a time and with God's will everything will be ok. Debbie <ddeknoblough@hotmail.com> Bloomington Springs, TN USA - Thursday, September 1, 2005 8:55 AM CDT Kasey and Mike: I check your site almost daily. Even though we run into each other all the time, I don't want to ask you to constantly update me, so I just keep track on my own. And, because I really don't know how to adequately express how sad I am about all of this, I guess I don't say enough. Until today. I was utterly horrified as I read what you so eloquently wrote and now as I reflect on it, I'm furious. I guess I do have a few things to say. To your "concerned" correspondents: I'm sure most of you are offering what you truly believe to be helpful advice, not necessarily intended to be judgemental. Back off. If you had the privilege of living in this community, you would see the extraordinary parents that Mike and Kasey are; they are and always have been inspiring, even before this hideous thing hit their family. They have somehow managed to keep a semblence of normal family life going for all them in the midst of this and the two remarkable kids they're raising are pretty good testimony to the job they've been doing for over 12 years. They also understand that they can't keep this going if they don't take a little time to take care of themselves. Now they're in uncharted territory and they're still awe-inspiring. As a professional of many years of guiding people through a different kind of emotional mindfield (divorce), I constantly remind people that they are the best experts regarding their own situation and need to do what works for them. Regardless of however many people have gone through similar situations, no one goes through EXACTLY the same thing. Obviously, that philosophy applies here, too. No one knows better what works for the Ruegseggers than Kasey and Mike, so critiquing their choices is not only not helpful, it's ignorant. At best, I can only hope that writing today's entry was therapeutic for Kasey. To Kasey and Mike: You guys have had to make decisions no one should ever have to make and because you've had the generosity to share some of the process with us, it seems pretty obvious that those decisions are thoughtful and well reasoned, though pretty painful and difficult. It doesn't sound like you're second-guessing yourselves because of things that a few people say and I hope that continues to be true. I think you know that your friends and neighbors in this community are here to support your decisions and do what you need us to do. I sincerely hope no one ever makes you feel like you need to write something like that again. Deb Deb Campbell <debracampbell@hotmail.com> Mahtomedi, MN US - Thursday, September 1, 2005 8:31 AM CDT You are an amazing mother! And anyone who has ever had a sick family member knows you have to take care of yourself, you can't stop everyones life and wait for what might happen to that person. My father wasn't suppose to live past a year with his multiply health issues that did include lung cancer. But he made it 9 years. I am sorry to hear people are judging you. No one can know what it is like unless they have been through something even close to what your family is going through. I have kept up with your son's story. I think you have an amazingly strong family filled with alot of love. I will continue to pray for you and your family. Joanne - Thursday, September 1, 2005 8:24 AM CDT I am sorry to hear that you are being attacked by a few of those who seem to make it a sport. You are so well spoken and it sounds like you are being up-front and honest with Eric. With all he's been through, he's too aware to think you can leave him out of decisions. I have a couple of good friends with kids who have had life threatening illness and they are aware beyond their young age. Keep doing what you are doing. To be a good care taker, you need a break too. As you said, you have another child who needs you as a parent as well. You won't be any good to either of your children is you don't take care of yourself as well and you are far from selfish. You guys are great parents and such a neat family. Praying that Eric does receive that miracle on earth. Hugs, Connie Frisby-Griffin <cdlfg@adelphia.net> Colorado Springs, CO - Thursday, September 1, 2005 8:05 AM CDT Kasey, That was VERY well written, and to the point. I agree with you that at this time, the last thing your family needs are naysayers and critics. I truly believe that no one knows whats best for Eric better than you and Mike. I commend you for including Eric in all the decisions and conversations. I, too am praying for a miracle for Eric, and I will continue to lift all of you up in prayer daily. Give Eric a big "Bulldawg" hug from me. Lots of Love, Tons of (((HUGS))) and Many Prayers! Bulldawg Bulldawg <bulldawg759@yahoo.com> Nederland, Tx - Thursday, September 1, 2005 7:43 AM CDT That was very well stated Kasey, and all very true. Those of us with children that have cancer understand very well. We are constantaly busy, 24/7....hard for some folks to really grasp that. We pray for you and Eric, and with you, hope for a miracle. My Stephanie has rhabdo also, currently she is in remission. Steve and Dana, mom and dad to Stephanie, http://www2.caringbridge.org/ar/stephanie/ <sremsing@charter.net> Maumelle, AR USA - Thursday, September 1, 2005 6:15 AM CDT Kasey, I am so sorry that in the midst of all that you are having to do that you would need to spend a moment of your precious time having to defend yourself from people who just do not know. I didn't get that from people before Vanessa passed though I've had some people express "concern" that I am not trying hard enough to move past my grief! Continue to do what you believe is right, he is and will always be YOUR son. Deborah Deborah Martinez www.caringbridge/ca/vanessamartinez <debra126@comcast.net> Madera, CA United States - Thursday, September 1, 2005 0:13 AM CDT I am guessing from today's entry that you have had some less than caring entries in the guestbook. Please know that even though I don't know Eric or your family, I have been following Eric's story for a while now and wish that I live closer and could actually him and your whole family. You are an amazing family and I pray for nothing but the best for all of you. Making the decisions that you've made had to have been difficult and no one has the right to second guess these decisions. Eric has been through more in his short life than most of people will experience even if they live for many decades. Quality of life is at least as important and he deserves nothing less than the best. Luckily, he has some of the best parents, family and friends. Stay strong and just ignore those ignorant people that may try to "help". Lisa Seattle, WA - Wednesday, August 31, 2005 11:42 PM CDT Hey Eric! I hope that the new med's you are on will help you rest some. I pray for you every day, and I read your journal daily also. Hope tomorrow is a better day for you little man! Sincerely, Tracy Jones <tracypaigejones@yahoo.com> Kingsport, TN USA - Wednesday, August 31, 2005 10:24 PM CDT To Eric and his family. I have been watching your site for a few weeks now. By nephew is a leukemia patient and I came across a link to your site in one of his cancer friends site. I can't even remember who now. But I wanted to offer my courage and support. I admire you for having the courage to say what you are thinking. It is your son and no one should ever judge you for how you chose to run his treatment. I pray nightly for Eric and many other children I know with cancer. I pray for miracles and cures as well as comfort for those who are nearing there journey's end. I just wanted to leave a note to say that there is one more out there thinking of you and praying for as much time as possible with your son. Good luck and God Bless. Nicole <lnicole10@mchsi.com> Pace, FL USA - Wednesday, August 31, 2005 9:50 PM CDT Dear Eric, I am sorry that the pain medication transition was not as smooth as it could have been. I continue to pray for you often. You are so brave and thoughtful to consider donating your tumors to science so others won't suffer. You are a remarkable young man. Hang in there, buddy! Love, Anu Anu Ramachandran San Jose, CA USA - Wednesday, August 31, 2005 8:32 PM CDT Dear Eric, I am sorry that the pain medication transition was not as smooth as it could have been. I continue to pray for you often. Hang in there, buddy! Love, Anu Anu Ramachandran San Jose, CA USA - Wednesday, August 31, 2005 8:30 PM CDT Dear Eric, I am sorry that the pain medication transition was not as smooth as it could have been. I continue to pray for you often. Hang in there, buddy! Love, Anu Anu Ramachandran San Jose, CA USA - Wednesday, August 31, 2005 8:30 PM CDT Hey Eric! I am praying for a miracle sweetie! Hang in there buddy! :) Your birthday angel, Haley Haley <haley__king@alltel.net> - Wednesday, August 31, 2005 7:12 PM CDT Hi Eric! I read you were playing with your legos-good-have all the fun you can because you deserve it. I'm praying for a miracle for you. Miracles do happen. Never give up-I'm also praying that all those pain meds work-no pain for one of my favorite little guys. Thinking of you everyday, with love, your friend Pat Pat Biksacky <patskyspad@yahoo.com> Orland Park, IL USA - Wednesday, August 31, 2005 4:00 PM CDT Hi Eric, I hope you are feeling much better today and they have your fever under control.We are storming Heaven with prayers for you little man.. Trish/Angel_Wings <Rrntbyr@aol.com> Kingston, TN USA - Wednesday, August 31, 2005 9:14 AM CDT Hi Eric, Just wanted to stop in and say hello and we are praying for you and your family.We will keep you in our hearts.Praying your fevers will get under control.Keep your eyes on Jesus he is our rock and salvation .. Sending a hugsssssss your new friend Brenda/Angel_wings .. God Bless all... Brenda Ball August 31st 2005 <brball12003@yahoo.com> Whitley City, Ky USA - Wednesday, August 31, 2005 7:24 AM CDT Hi Eric, My name is Della, and I'm with Angel-Wings-Group.Will be praying for you and your family, That God Will hold you-all in His Loving Hands.God Bless you-all. Della Piercy <Luckygreeneyes74@yahoo.com> morganton, N.C. United States - Wednesday, August 31, 2005 6:21 AM CDT Dear Kasey, Eric, and All, I am thinking of you on the last day of August. Soon Eric's tenth birthday will be here. Wow! Double digets. I hope Eric enjoyed his raspberries and pumpkin pie. God bless him and all of his loved ones. I plan to attend church this morning, and while I am there, I will say special prayers for Eric. I will also be offering thanksgiving for a personal friend, whose ovarian cancer has diminished by 50%, and for three friends celebrating their birthdays today. Grace, peace, love, and hope, ~Colette~ Collect For Feast Of St. Aiden Of Lindisfarne, Missionary, Abbot, and Bishop, 31 August 651 O loving God, who called your servant Aidan from the peace of a cloister to re-establish the Christian mission in northern England, and gave him the gifts of gentleness, simplicity, and strength: Grant that we, following his example, may use what you have given us for the relief of human need, and may persevere in commending the saving Gospel of our Redeemer Jesus Christ; who lives and reigns with you and the Holy Spirit, one God, for ever and ever. Gratefully. Faithfully. Peacefully. Colette Clifton Park, NY U.S.A. - Wednesday, August 31, 2005 5:30 AM CDT I love the pictures, and I hope the med's switch will help.Thinking of you all. Deborah Forever Vanessa's Mommy Deborah Martinez www.caringbridge/ca/vanessamartinez <debra126@comcast.net> Madera, CA United States - Wednesday, August 31, 2005 0:52 AM CDT Hey Guys, I loved your photo collage! Hope the new pain med combo works. Thinking of you, Anu Anu Ramachandran San Jose, CA USA - Tuesday, August 30, 2005 6:11 PM CDT  Prayers Are been Said For You Hugs Tyler Tucker And Savannah Yelton <mud_lover2002@yahoo.com> Nc And SC Usa - Tuesday, August 30, 2005 4:46 PM CDT Hi I'm glad everything went well in Hawaii. I remember it being beautiful and green. Happy 10th birthday to Eric. I can't remember what day in September, but I know it was in that month. This is your old preschool (Kinderberry) teacher Jamie, I am following your story and I want you to know that you and your family are in my thoughts and prayers everyday. Know that Jesus Loves You and will help ease away your pain. Jamie ODay <www.timjam6873@aol.com> North Branch, mn - Tuesday, August 30, 2005 2:07 PM CDT Hi Eric, I hope you are having a good day today honey with no pain.We are holding you very close in our thoughts and our prayers.. Trish/Angel_Wings <Rrntbyr@aol.com> Kingston, TN USA - Tuesday, August 30, 2005 9:00 AM CDT Kasey, I visit your page often, to check up on you guys and that cute cute young man. I know you must feel the love from everyone thinking of you, sending good thoughts and prayers your way. Thank you for sharing your wonderful family with us. Lu (Gabe's Mum) <gabesmyheart@yahoo.com> Nashville, TN USA - Tuesday, August 30, 2005 7:01 AM CDT Dear Kasey, I am sorry to learn that Eric has had a rough few days with his earache and with pain in general. I HATE CANCER and what it does to people and to their loved ones! Thank you for posting the neat pictures from the Renaissance Festival. We have a wonderful medieval faire each October, at the Cathedral of All Saints, in Albany. My sons have always loved it. My younger one, now a young adult, still delights in the Punch and Judy Shows. Please give Eric a big HUG from a friend in upstate New York. God bless you all! Grace, peace, love, and all good, ~Colette~ Colette Clifton Park, NY - Tuesday, August 30, 2005 6:20 AM CDT Eric and family, Just wanted to sign in and let you know that we have been following your webpage for awhile now but not signed in. Know that we are thinking of you and praying for you. You are inspiration to so many that you haven't even met! Hang in there, Jean Brady (mom to Angel Haley) www.caringbridge.org/de/haley <bni21@comcast.net> Newark, DE - Monday, August 29, 2005 4:28 PM CDT Hey Eric! Guess who else is in your class? Aidan, Ian Prentice, Danny Hoban and Eric Donaldson. I don't know if you know all of these guys, but I think you might remember a couple of them from multi-age at Wildwood. We just got back from a week in a cabin on the Gunflint Trail. No dolphins and we didn't even see a moose this time either. Lots of fish and loons though. We hope you had a happy birthday and are doing well. Aidan is looking forward to seeing you at school. All our best, Mickey Neher Mickey Neher <mkfneher@aol.com> GRANT, MN USA - Monday, August 29, 2005 9:57 AM CDT Hi Eric! I hope you're doing good-I think about you many times during the day, and you are in my prayers. take care-I love you , you cute little guy! Your friend Pat Pat Bikscky <patskyspad@yahoo.com> Orland Park, IL USA - Monday, August 29, 2005 9:32 AM CDT  Eric and Family, We are praying and thinking of you!! God Bless.. Prayers and Hugs, LeAnn LeAnn Mooneyham/Angel_Wings <angel4God352000@yahoo.com> Baxley, GA United States - Monday, August 29, 2005 5:20 AM CDT Dear Eric and Family, I am thinking about you all. I hope Eric is doing well, and that you are all just too busy to update the journal. Grace, peace, and love, ~Colette~ Colette Clifton Park, NY U.S.A. - Sunday, August 28, 2005 9:48 PM CDT Hey Eris! This is your Birthday Angel Haley! :) Not sure if you have gotten your presents yet, but if you have, I hope you like them!!! :) I also added some things in for your mom, dad, and your sister too! God loves you sweet boy!! Haley <haley__king@alltel.net> GA - Sunday, August 28, 2005 7:35 PM CDT Eric and Family, Hi. Keeping all in prayers and thoughts!! God Bless!!! Prayers and Hugs, LeAnn LeAnn Mooneyham/Angel_Wings <angel4God352000@yahoo.com> Baxley, GA United States - Sunday, August 28, 2005 1:33 PM CDT  Eric, Hi there!! Sending you prayers and thoughts!! God Bless!! Prayers and Hugs, LeAnn LeAnn Mooneyham/Angel_Wings <angel4God352000@yahoo.com> Baxley, GA United States - Saturday, August 27, 2005 8:48 PM CDT Hi Eric, I just came by to check on you honey. I hope you are having a good day free of pain.We are holding you very close in our prayers.. Trish/Angel_Wings <Rrntbyr@aol.com> Kingston, TN USA - Saturday, August 27, 2005 4:46 PM CDT Thank you for updating the guest book. I am glad that Eric is having some relatively good days. His love of raspberries reminds me of my younger son. I add raspberries, and blueberries, to his strawberry short cakes and fruit salads. Maybe Eric would enjoy the same. God bless you all, but especially Eric. Grace, peace, love, and all good, ~Colette~ Colette Clifton Park, NY U.S.A. - Saturday, August 27, 2005 4:37 AM CDT Hi Eric! I am glad to hear you are excited to start school! I just LOVE to shop for school supplies. I am busy helping Sonia's teachers get ready for the new school year. I have been talking with Mrs. Hofstad a lot this summer. The WEMAP team has added Mrs. Brunner as a fourth teacher this school year. Hmmmmm. . .should I feel rejected???:)Nahhhh! Let me know some of the names of the kids in your classroom. Hey, your 10th birthday is coming up!!! DOUBLE DIGITS!!!! That's exciting. My nephew (turning 7 on Sept. 3) came for a short visit and we took him to the Lego center in MOA. HE WAS SOOOO EXCITED. This is a great time for birthdays. Sonia turns 6 on Sunday then you, Rob and Mrs. Hofstad all share birthdays in September!!!!!!!! COOL! Take care. I want to come over again to play some more video games. (I need some more tutoring.) I will call you to set up a date. Love, Sheila Franzen <rsfranzen@comcast.net> Woodbury, MN USA - Friday, August 26, 2005 10:34 AM CDT I loved your journal entry! What a ham that Eric is. Enjoy him he is precious. My thoughts are with you today. Michelle - Emily's mom - www.caringbridge.org/tx/emilysfight & Rhabdo Kids ACOR Mission, TX USA - Friday, August 26, 2005 8:32 AM CDT Just wanted you to know that I have you on my mind this morning. I'm glad that Eric awoke with a burst of energy, and with the desire to go to Best Buy, AND to take a shower! I loved all the pictures from your trip, especially the sunset photo. I'm thankful that you all were able to take the trip and share that special time time together. Please give Eric and Katy am extra hug, and tell them it is from Connor's Mommy. Love, hugs and prayers, Rhonda Hunley, Forever Connor's Mommy <rshunley@comcast.net> Hendersonville, TN God Bless America! - Friday, August 26, 2005 5:22 AM CDT Eric, here's a historical story for you, full of high-seas adventure, swashbuckling and derring-do. (Derring-do's the stuff pirates use to keep their Derrings neatly groomed). (Ahem). Anyway . . . A sailor is sitting in a bar when he notices a really old pirate sitting next to him, nursing a flagon of grog. They start chatting about the olden days, and the pirate recounts some of his many adventures on the high seas. The sailor notices that the pirate has a peg-leg, a hook, and an eyepatch, and feeling bold, decides to ask about them. "How'd you lose the leg, old-timer?" "Arrr," says the pirate, reflecting, "'twere a terrrrible storm. The ship, the Mary Widderwaltz she were, and we was a-plowin' on through waves higher than her mizzenmast. Pitchin' and corkscrewin' she was, droppin' like a stone then a-tossin' high up ta heaven again. There was a whole British squadron hard after us, two ships o' the line and a half-dozen frigates, so we had ta keep our headin' whatever the blow. Well, I was up on deck on some damnfool errand or another, and a sudden squall tips me right into the drink. The bosun he throws me a line and I grabs it as soon as I hits the water, but now they can't spare a hand from the deck or aloft to haul me aboard. As God is my witness, I'm six hours in the sea, dragged along like a runnin' log line. Well at last, just afore noon it were, I'm as soggy and ill-used as a Scotchman's tea-bag, when the skies clear and they starts to haul me in. Hell's bells, I ain't but two fathoms from the ship when a great bloody shark swims up ta see what's fer dinner. He gets a sniff o' me, and takes off me left leg in one quick bite! The boys hauled me up and out before he could come back for seconds, but his firsts was enough to get me this fine ivory peg." He tapped the peg on the ground a couple of times and grinned. "Merciful heavens!" says the sailor (more or less). "And what about the hook?" "Arrr, the hook, eh? That were a fierce battle. Aboard the old Diana Hunger, we was takin' a fat Dutch merchant ship. We was just hove up alongside and about to board her when she drops her flag, sends up the Union Jack, and runs out a row of 24-pounders on each side of her gun-deck, not ta mention a half-dozen carronade starin' at us along the port rail. And then doesn't she commence ta givin' us hell? The carronades sweep our main deck clear with a great volley o' grape-shot and chain, then up pops a couple squadrons o' Royal Marines. They leaps for our main chains and suddenly I'm alone on the poop, sword in hand, with three or four lobsterbacks tryin' ta carve me up like a Christmas goose! "Fierce! Did I say fierce? It were infernal hot on that deck. Chain and grape and cannister is everywhere, buzzin' like them mosskayters in Hayti, with our shrouds and stays snappin' and lashin' down at us like the Devil's own cat on some Punishment Sunday in Hades. Below decks them 24-pound balls are smashin' at our hull while the boomin' of our own guns is shivverin' our timbers from keel ta topmast. The smoke so thick y'can hardly see the man in front o' ye what's tryin' ta run ya through." "My gosh," (or something to that effect) said the sailor. "What happened?" "Well, I manage to poke one of 'em good -- right where he sits on! -- and doesn't he fall over a-bawlin' fer his momma! I gives his friend a push and knocks his head against the mizzen boom and down he goes. Before I can turn to the third one, slash comes his blade and there goes me right hand, cutlass and all, flyin' over the rail and into the briney. I'm a-standin' there, wonderin' if I'll have me own hand again if I gets to Heaven, and thinkin' I'm t' be findin' out right soon enough, when up swarms Fat Sully the cook and Splinter-nose Jim the ship's carpenter. They've got 'em a sweep each from the captain's gig and they're swingin' 'em and screamin' like savages. They knocks the other marines bang over the rail and inta the middle o' next week, and then go a-roarin' off to clear the main deck. "When I wake up in the cable-tier it's three days later. The lob-lolly boy is telling me how the false Dutchman caught fire and her whole crew went running back aboard to save her. We bore off as best we could before her magazine blew, and good thing, says he, as there comes a flash and a terrible roar, and then an awful rain o' splinters, metal, and bloody gobbets. The boy is grinnin' and hoppin' up and down like a fool, and here comes the surgeon, a bigger fool with a bigger grin, leadin' the captain right over ta me. He's a-showin' off my right arm to the captain, crowin' about what a neat bit o' sewin' he done, and that's when I remember I've got no hand no more. Cheer up, says the surgeon, and won't I have a fine stump ta fit a shiny hook, once we gets into port. And sure enough, three months later, we're in some Spanish seaside town, and I find me a blacksmith to make this fine hook. She's a beauty, ain't she?" "Sure is," says the sailor admiringly. "And how about the eye-patch? Was that another big adventure?" "Naahh...," says the pirate, "'tweren't much of anything really. A bit o' seagull poop fell inta me eye is all." "Seagull poop? You lost your eye from a little bit of seagull poop?" The sailor can't believe it. "Arrrgh, aye..." stammers the pirate, "Well, dontcha y'see?... it were me first day with the hook!" Bob Goffeney <robert@goffeney.com> Berkley, MI - Friday, August 26, 2005 5:19 AM CDT Eric, in honor of school starting soon, here's a quiz for you: Q: What's E.T. short for? A: He's got no legs Bob Goffeney <robert@goffeney.com> Berkley, MI - Friday, August 26, 2005 4:56 AM CDT Dear Eric, Kasey, Mike and Katy, I want you to know that I continue to pray for you all. I greatly respect Kasey for all that she is sharing in Eric's journal. Thinking about many of these things is not easy. I hope Eric can have some high energy, low pain days, including a good weekend. I hope he enjoys his video games and Legos. Thursday, another wonderful young man, Jason Archer, lost his long battle with Rhabdo. His website is at www.caringbridge.org/tn/jasona. Jason was nineteen. God bless all of the Dakota and Archer family members! Grace, peace, love, and all good, ~Colette~ Colette Clifton Park, NY U.S.A. - Friday, August 26, 2005 2:55 AM CDT  We are praying and thinking of you.. God be with Ericand his famiy though this rough journey!! God grant them strength, courage, peace and comfort!! God Bless!!! Prayers and Hugs, LeAnn LeAnn Mooneyham/Angel_Wings <angel4God352000@yahoo.com> Baxley, GA United States - Thursday, August 25, 2005 10:29 PM CDT HELLO MY DEAR SWEET FRIEND THIS IS TYLER GRANDMA ,JUST WANTED TO LET YOU NO IAM STROMING HEAVEN FOR YOU ,THAT WE LOVE AND WISH THAT THERE WAS SOME WAY TO HELP ,PLEASE GIVE ERIC AND KATHY BIG HUGS FROM TYLER AND OUR FAMILY DARLENE COX ,TYLER TUCKER <turpin10648@bellsouth .net> GREENVILL, sc - Thursday, August 25, 2005 6:12 PM CDT Eric and family, WE are thinking of you and praying for you. Hope you have some days of high energy and low pain. Jean Johnson (caringbridge.org/in/kameronjohnson) <jrjohnson11111@aol.com> Jeffersonville, IN - Thursday, August 25, 2005 3:14 PM CDT Thinking of you. Deborah Silver <silverde@magiclink.com> - Thursday, August 25, 2005 3:06 PM CDT Thank you for taking the time to keep those who follow you VIA Caringbridge up to date. These last two entries have been terribly difficult to read. I can't even imagine the emotions of living it. Not only do I keep Eric in my prayers but your whole family. This nasty battle includes your whole family and I pray for peace for all of you. I also hope God gives you good quality time as a family. Hugs, Connie Frisby-Griffin <cdlfg@adelphia.net> Colorado Springs, CO - Thursday, August 25, 2005 1:18 PM CDT Dang that summer coming to an end...Tell Katy I'll get together with her after school starts. Keep us updated as much as you can about Eric! He is always in my prayers (as are you and Mike). I hope Eric enjoys school! I know I am dragging my feet having to go back!! Susie <susieandpete@gbronline.com> Vermillion, MN - Thursday, August 25, 2005 1:14 PM CDT Dear Eric, Katy, Kasey, and Mike, I continue to think and pray for your family. Love, Anu Anu Ramachandran San Jose, CA USA - Thursday, August 25, 2005 11:57 AM CDT Dear Eric, Kasey, Mike and Katy, You all are in my thoughts and prayers daily. I know our Lord and Saviour is watching over each and every one of you during Eric's life journey. Know that there are many, many people that have banded together to pray for strength for all of you. Kasey, please keep up with the journal as often as you can. Peace and blessing to all! Vick Lund <vlund@csom.umn.edu> Stillwater, MN USA - Thursday, August 25, 2005 8:20 AM CDT Dear Eric, Kasey, Mike and Katy, ...Just stopping by to let you know that I am thinking of all four of you. God bless you all! Grace and peace, ~Colette~ Colette Clifton Park, NY U.S.A. - Thursday, August 25, 2005 4:48 AM CDT Dear Dakota Family, I read with interest about Eric's bedtime routine. Several years ago, my father was ill, and he had a similar routine. There is much new in cancer care and much that stays about the same. I am sorry that Eric has to experience all of the things that he does. It was good, however, that you could get to the Medieval Faire, even if it was only for a short time. My thoughts and prayers are with you all. Grace and peace, ~Colette~ Colette Clifton Park, NY U.S.A. - Wednesday, August 24, 2005 5:10 AM CDT Know we are praying for you and your family. Jodi and McKayla Jodi Phelan <jodiphelan@hotmail.com> Sherwood Park, AB Canada - Tuesday, August 23, 2005 10:52 PM CDT Dear Kasey, Thank you for sharing your thoughts and your days with us, and most importantly, for sharing your handsome, sweet boy with us. I am continuing to pray for a miracle of healing for Eric, and for peace for you all during this time. Reading Eric's journal has had a tremendous impact on me, and I want you to know that I check daily to see how the little guy is doing. Much love and prayers are being sent your way. Sincerely, Tracy Jones <tracypaigejones@yahoo.com> Kingsport, TN USA - Tuesday, August 23, 2005 3:51 PM CDT I feel you, caringbridge has been a life saver to me. Being able to at least document the weight we carry on our minds does really help. It is amazing how strange you can be when you have really no choice when its your child who needs you. I think of you all the time. Take care Deborah Forever Vanessa's Mommy Deborah Martinez <debra126@comcast.net> Madera, CA United States - Tuesday, August 23, 2005 12:49 AM CDT hi kasey mike eric and kathy just a short note to let you no that you are in our prayers .I check your page often. your little friend tyler goes to musc hospital wensday to see dr day about his jaw the bone has died in it.he has the same cancer as you eric. people dont understand what you go through unless they have been there,we understand about the long nignts the pumps the needles,you are a wonderful mom and dad and eric loves you both so much. a friend wrote us and told us to get a camrecoder and to record every day .so that is what we are doing ,so that when and if anything happens we will have his voise..tyler sends his love and lots of huges .we will keep stroming heaven for eric and your family and if its ok when i up date i will ask for prayer for eric hang in there little man .you have been such a strong little trooper .you have a special place in our hearts. www.caringbridge.org/sc/tylertucker DARLENE COX ,TYLER TUCKER <TURPIN10648@BELLSOUTH.NET> greenville, sc - Tuesday, August 23, 2005 5:17 AM CDT Hi Eric,Katy,Kasey and Mike, Eric, I'm glad to hear that you are feeling a little better.It must have been nice to see your Grandparents and your cousins. Happy belated birthday to you Kasey. You are all in our thoughts and prayers. Charlene Wisti Mahtomedi, Mn U.S. - Monday, August 22, 2005 9:57 AM CDT I'm glad you had a great vacation. It seems that you are dealing with life a day at a time which, is about all we can ask of ourselves. I believe miracles happen and I hope your Eric is granted one. Deborah www.caringbridge.org/ca/vanessamartinez Deborah Martinez Forever Vanessa's Mommy <debra126@comcast.net> Madera, CA United States - Monday, August 22, 2005 0:03 AM CDT Hey Eric!! I'm glad that you're feeling better.Congratulations on beating Mrs.Franzen on the video game!!!No offense to Mrs.Franzen,though. :-D Hey if you want to you can go to www.xanga.com/XoDance_BabeoX ...that's my xanga site that i made. Well....I hope you feel better!!If I find your address I'm gonna write you a letter....WHAT'S YOUR ADDRESS????haha... Feel better! Devin <lilirishgrl10@yahoo.com> Woodbury, MN USA - Sunday, August 21, 2005 1:30 AM CDT Hi Eric, I just came by to check on you.I hope you are having a good weekend honey we continue to hold you close in our prayers. Trish/Angel_Wings <Rrntbyr@aol.com> Kingston, TN USA - Saturday, August 20, 2005 8:25 PM CDT  Eric and Family, Keeping you in prayers and thoughts. God Bless!!! Prayers and Hugs, LeAnn http://www.caringbridge.org/ga/annettelee LeAnn Mooneyham/Angel_Wings/www.caringbridge.org/ga/jcthetractorboy <angel4God352000@yahoo.com> Baxley, GA United States - Friday, August 19, 2005 10:25 PM CDT Sending a Tinkerbell kiss your way,  Love Viks viks <viks@postpals.co.uk> - Friday, August 19, 2005 5:45 PM CDT Hello Eric and family, I am so happy to hear that you are in good spirits. While you were in Hawaii, Brian and I moved from OH and NC to CA. It was a very long trip, but we made it. When does school start? I remember when school started the first Thursday after Labor day, but school now starts as early as first week of August. What's up with that!!! Love, Anu Anu Ramachandran San Jose, CA USA - Friday, August 19, 2005 1:49 PM CDT Hi, Kasey and family. I hope all is as well as it can be for you. I keep checking every day to see the next update...I feel so close to all of you and worry so when time goes by between updates. I hope it means things are going okay and you are just too busy. I think about you all a lot, and you have a big following here in Columbia, Missouri. God bless you all every day! Carol Utterback <Carolutt@aol.com> Columbia, Mo USA - Wednesday, August 17, 2005 8:47 AM CDT Hi! I was so happy to read about your Hawaiian adventures. Someday I hope to get there. Eric, what was your favorite thing to do or see there? Is it as beautiful as everyone says? I have been busy this summer with my new puppy. His name is Mulligan and he is an English Springer Spaniel. What a sweetheart he is. He especially loves kids. (He's always giving them kisses!!!) I just wanted to let you know that I am thinking of you and the whole Ruegsegger family. (I'm sending a big hug your way, Eric, via the e-mail. Send me one back. I miss them.) Love, Jane Martz (Your OHA office buddy!) Jane Martz <jmartz@mahtomedi.k12.mn.us> Mahtomedi, MN U - Wednesday, August 17, 2005 8:02 AM CDT Hi Eric, my newfound friend; I hope you are doing ok-I keep checking everyday for updates-It's hard because we all care about you, and are full of hope that everything is ok. It hasn't been too humid in the chicagoland area, and we are so grateful!I hope you've been having nice weather too. Well, take care, you are in my prayers. Whatever happens, please know that our heavenly Father loves you, and Jesus, and all of us, any one who finds your website-how could we not love you. You are brave, smart, sweet, and cute on top of all that!!!! Wow. We pray for the best for you, little guy. And we include your family too. With all my love, your friend, Pat Pat Biksacky <patskyspad@yahoo.com> Orland Park, IL USA - Tuesday, August 16, 2005 11:51 PM CDT Thanks for the great Hawaii update. We hope to stop there next spring on our way back to the US from a hoped upon trip to China. We have friends in China so figure we can't pass up the trip. We want LaRae (age 9) to see the Arizona Memorial before they change it as they have been talking. You guys have been pretty quiet so hope you are just busy getting unpacked and enjoying that awesome MN summer. Hugs, Connie Frisby-Griffin <cdlfg@adelphia.net> Colorado Springs, CO - Tuesday, August 16, 2005 6:37 PM CDT Dear Eric, I am praying for you, praying that you won't be in too much pain, praying that you will receive a miracle of healing, praying for a long and full life for you (so you can aggrevate Katy!). I have been following your journey for what seems like forever, and I have posted a message once or twice on here for you. I have you on a prayer chain I belong to, so there are lots of people praying for you! I really enjoyed seeing your pictures of Hawaii...I am so glad you got to play with the dolphins. I had an opportunity to do that in the Bahamas, but passed up the chance...wish now I had done it. Stay brave, pray, and we'll be praying for you too! Love, Tracy Jones Tracy Jones <tracypaigejones@yahoo.com> Kingsport, TN USA - Tuesday, August 16, 2005 6:26 PM CDT  Eric and Family, Hi there guys!! Wanted to stop by and check on you guys!! Hope all is still good there!! Keeping all in prayers!! God Bless!! Prayers and Hugs, LeAnn LeAnn Mooneyham/Angel_Wings/www.caringbridge.org/ga/jcthetractorboy <angel4God352000@yahoo.com> Baxley, GA United States - Monday, August 15, 2005 10:00 PM CDT Hi eric and family- this is jacinta jeanetta jesses sister. i am just writing to say i envy your bravery and courage, and eric you are truly an angel. we are all praying for you and your family. our two families should get together and have a picnic. well i hope you have a nice week, feel free to email me if you want to get together and go to the beach or something! god bless! yall are always in my heart! love jacinta Jacinta Jeanetta <Lollypoo15@aol.com> North st. paul, MN usa - Monday, August 15, 2005 11:48 AM CDT Hi Eric, I just came by to check on you.I hope things are going well for you little man we are holding you close in our prayers. Trish/Angel_Wings <Rrntbyr@aol.com> Kingston, TN USA - Sunday, August 14, 2005 2:45 PM CDT Hi Eric! It was GREAT to see you on Thursday (even though you kicked my butt on the video game!) I look forward to my next video 'tutor' session! Love, Sheila Franzen <rsfranzen@comcast.net> Woodbury, MN 55125 - Saturday, August 13, 2005 12:46 AM CDT Eric and family...Im so glad you enjoyed Hawaii..I have never been and would love to go...What an awesome family you are...My thoughts and prayers are with you..Thank you for sharing Eric with us Kathryn Baltierra <kbaltierra@yahoo.com> Riverside, ca USA - Friday, August 12, 2005 12:39 AM CDT HI from California. I was linked here from another caringbridge friend who wanted us to meet you and to send prayers and love. How awesome is that? HAWAII. I was there only 54 hours in 2000, running a marathon for another caringbridge/leukemia patient. My son had just had kidney surgery so I flew over, ran and flew home. Now, I have my own caringbridge child at home, so I'm busy. I just wanted to let you know, Eric, that I am praying for you and your family. Thanks for allowing me to take a peek into your brave soul. Sandra Lackey <mom5150@mac.com> Modesto, ca - Friday, August 12, 2005 9:56 AM CDT Dear Eric, Kasey, Mike and Katy, Thursday night, I remembered Eric beneath the Jesus and the Children stained glass window at our church. While at St. George's, I also prayed for all of you. May God bless you all! Grace and peace, ~Colette~ Colette Clifton Park, NY U.S.A. - Friday, August 12, 2005 5:38 AM CDT Dear Eric, Kasey, Mike and Katy, I am just stopping by to say, "Hello!" and to tell you I am praying for all of you today. God bless you all! Grace and peace, ~Colette~ Today's Collect, The Feast Of St. Clare (11 August 1253) O God, whose blessed Son became poor that we through his poverty might be rich: Deliver us from an inordinate love of this world, that we, inspired by the devotion of your servant St. Clare, may serve you with singleness of heart, and attain to the riches of the age to come; through Jesus Christ our Lord, who lives and reigns with you, in the unity of the Holy Spirit, one God, now and for ever. Amen. Colette Clifton Park, NY U.S.A. - Thursday, August 11, 2005 2:11 PM CDT Hey Eric! I am so glad you went to Hawaii. Hopefully one day I will go too!! Not sure if will do all the wonderful things you did (I am kind of a scardy-cat). Anyway, I am happy you are home now. I am the Youth Director at church and I tell them your story all the time. Your story and your bravery is a testimony to all that hear it! I am so glad that God sent you to us. You may not believe it but you are a great teacher. You have taught me so much about life and love and courage. I am 27 years old and I look up to. Can you believe it? You are a role model?? I don't even know you and I love you like a little brother. If you ever have the time, ask your family to read Romans 8:28 to you. It is an awesome scripture in the bible. Your Friend in Christ, Christy Simmons (3M) <cmsimmons1@mmm.com> Woodbury, MN USA - Thursday, August 11, 2005 1:12 PM CDT I came from our friend Jason's site. Praying, praying, praying: Just stopping by to let you know you are in my heart and prayers May God draw near and fill your heart with strength and grace, but most of all, hope. There is constant joy abiding In Christ my Lord and King; Of His love that passeth knowledge My heart and tongue shall sing. He is all in all to me, And my song of songs shall be, Hallelujah, O my Savior, I am trusting only Thee. When my path is veiled in shadows, And clouds above me roll, I can smile amid the tempest, His glory fills my soul. I can see his bow of promise Through tears and trials deep; I can hear His voice like music, That lulls my care to sleep. I shall yet behold the praise Him, And dwell in perfect peace In the golden land of beauty, Where cloud and wave shall cease. Sending a ton of prayers your way. Love and hugs Judy  Catch An Angel Judy <tnderheart@yahoo.com> - Thursday, August 11, 2005 11:45 AM CDT Hi! My name is Pat-I write to kids on the make a child smile website and one of them had your caring bridge site on it!!!Hawaii looks WONDERFUL-I've never been there, and I'm 59 years old! Do you think I'll ever have a chance to see it? I know for SURE that I'll never have a chance to feed dolphins. That must have been great. I'm sorry that you have been feeling poorly-cancer is such a terible thing. You are in my prayers, little guy, for NO PAIN, and a MIRACLE. Please know that Jesus loves you-when he was on earth, the apostles wanted to chase the kids away, and he said NO! let them come to me-that we all have to be like the children if we want to enter the kingdom of God-that's because children are so sweet and teachable. Isn't that a good thing to know-that Jesus loves you so much he gave up his life for you? And why shouldn't he love you-you're such a brave boy-and so handsome too!!!!!! I know you can't always be smiling or happy when you feel sick - if I was facing all the things you are I'd get upset too-and sometimes I'd be scared too. But you're doing a great job, Eric. No one really knows what you're going thru-only you and our heavenly father, and his son Jesus. And you have all that love from your Mom and Dad, and other family-and all your friends. And from me too--I've never met you, but I can tell by what I've read that you're a great boy-my grandson Blake is only 2 1/2, but he loves the bigger boys at the playground, and he tries to copy everything they do! Oh boy-that's scary, cause he's too little. He'd LOVE to follow you around, I just know it. So my new friend, I'll keep you in my thoughts and prayers--I care about you sooo much, I really do. Take care sweetheart. Your friend, Pat Biksacky Pat Biksacky <patskyspad@yahoo.com> Orland Park , IL USA - Wednesday, August 10, 2005 12:46 AM CDT Eric, Welcome home littleman..I am happy that you all made it home safely and that you had such a great time..We continue to hold you close in our prayers.. Trish/Angel_Wings <Rrntbyr@aol.com> Kingston, TN USA - Monday, August 8, 2005 3:12 PM CDT Thinking of you. Deborah Silver <silverde@magiclink.com> - Monday, August 8, 2005 12:23 AM CDT Dear Eric, Kasey, Mike and Katy, I had lost this website address, but through both Connor and Ian's sites, I am back to say, "Hello!" and to wish you all good cheer. I think your trip to Hawaii sounds awesome. I am so glad you have 650 digital memories. I hope Eric enjoyed the trip the most of all of you. We are having humid weather here in upstate New York. I hope Eric is staying as cool and comfortable as possible. I also hope he is enjoying ice cream, frozen yogurt, Italian ice, sherbet, and/or similar treats. God bless you all! Grace, peace, love, and hope, ~Colette~ Colette Clifton Park, NY U.S.A. - Sunday, August 7, 2005 6:11 PM CDT We took Suryan to Hawaii and visited the Big Island and Ohau in 2003. He got to go surfing and Marlin fishing. We have wonderful memories of the trip even though he didn't feel very good. My heart and prayers are with you during this diffcult time. Laurie Mom to Suryan www.caringbridge.org/fl/suryan Laurie <casadewhippets@yahoo.com> St George Island, Fl - Friday, August 5, 2005 8:15 PM CDT Hi Eric! I came here through Jason's site. Believe it or not, I have two kids, a boy & a girl, named Erick & Katie ... same names, different spellings. My Erick turned 10 in May, but my Katie is only 5 and much younger than your sister, Katy. It sounds like overall you've had a great time in Hawaii (with the exception of a couple days) and the photos are terrific. I've never been to Hawaii, but hope to get there someday. Well, now that I've found your site, I'll be checking in on you frequently and praying for you always. Aloha & blessings, Terri ^Friends of Allie - San Diego^ - Thursday, August 4, 2005 8:17 PM CDT Hey Guys!! Gina Here AKA Shek :) Thanks for sharing your life with us guys.. means alot to me. I see here that you have many people supporting you. Makes me very happy :) Cant tell you how much your last journal entry touched me Kasey. I have been talking in the officer thread about this, keepin everyone up-to-date. Your Photos are GREAT, thanks again for sharing :) Later hun Gina Gina Schuller <sidinagina@netscape.net> Spokane, WA 99205 - Thursday, August 4, 2005 6:21 PM CDT Hello Eric and family We are thinking of you and praying for you hope to see some photos of your experience with the dolphins love and hugs Maria and Sammy Joe praying for you all the way from Australia  The Liistro Family <sammyjo2@bigpond.com.au> Craigieburn , Melbourne, Vic Australia - Wednesday, August 3, 2005 10:45 PM CDT From across the pond. Stay strong! God bless ALL of you. Jason,Angie,Ryan and Tanner Brown (oops! and Sophie) Jason Brown <iceboat@comcast.net> Mahtomedi, MN USA - Wednesday, August 3, 2005 7:42 PM CDT From across the pond. Stay strong! God bless ALL of you. Jason,Angie,Ryan and Tanner Brown (oops! and Sophie) Jason Brown <iceboat@comcast.net> Mahtomedi, MN USA - Wednesday, August 3, 2005 7:40 PM CDT Hi Eric, Kasey, Katy and Mike, It sounds like you had a wonderful trip! I was not surprised to see that Eric knew so much about the ocean, coral, dolphins and fish. I remember the first time I met Eric in the Family Resource Center at Children's-St. Paul. He was telling me everything I needed to know about the lion fish and all the other fish in our tank. I learned more from him than the "fish guy" ever told me! Next time you're at Children's feel free to stop by Sibling Play and say hi! I'll keep you all in my thoughts and prayers, Jenny Cook <jennifer.cook@childrenshc.org> St. Paul, MN - Wednesday, August 3, 2005 4:30 PM CDT Sounds like a great trip. We loved Hawaii too. So glad Eric got to swim with the dolphins. That was one of the things Jessica got to do when we went to Hawaii last spring, it's something we'll never forget. It's awesome you get to have this time together. What great memories you'll have. Patty, Jessica's mom, Rhabdo-kids list, www.caringbridge.org/mo/jessica Patty Roth <Menmypiano1@sbcglobal.net> arnold, MO US - Wednesday, August 3, 2005 12:55 AM CDT Dear Eric and family, Am glad that y'all are enjoying a vacation in Hawaii. I have never been there, but would LOVE to go. Swimming with the dolphins sounds like fun, and I hope your pictures of that event turn out good. Take care, Eric, and know that I am storming heaven with prayers on your behalf. Hugs, Sharon / Angel Wings / Legacy of Hope <thronberrys@bellsouth.net> Memphis, TN USA - Wednesday, August 3, 2005 12:18 AM CDT Eric, Katie, Kasey & Mike, I am so glad that you were able to go to Hawaii. It is our favorite place to vacation. We are enjoying your updates and pictures. I love the ones of Eric smiling ear to ear. Have a good trip home. You are all in our thoughts and prayers everyday. Charlene, John, Derek, & Cameron Wisti Charlene Wisti Mahtomedi , Mn USA - Wednesday, August 3, 2005 8:46 AM CDT Eric, I was so glad to hear that you got your wish to swim with dolphins. My grand daughter, Mikaela Tomlin, goes to school with you, and I've played softball against your Dad. Stay brave, and know that many people are thinking of you and your family. Art Ringwald <artringwald@bigfoot.com> - Tuesday, August 2, 2005 9:24 PM CDT Wow-- what a great time in a great place. I just checked my credit card limit and I'm just short of the 1.4 mil for the condo, so I guess we'll have to pass for now. Really glad you got with the Dolphins (finally), Eric. It seems like that would be a really special experience. I WAS NOT all that bad at World of Warcraft. It was the first Video Game I've played in 15 years and I had only been at it 5 minutes. You all just Wait!! Revenge is an ugly thing. As I'm writing this you guys are probably packing and heading for the airport. Hope the flight is as good as a 16 hour flight can be. It was soooo good to see all of you. Love .. Grandpa Joe Joe Goffeney <jgoffeney@aol.com> Las Vegas, NV USA - Tuesday, August 2, 2005 12:08 AM CDT Hi Eric, Sounds like you are having a great time in Hawaii. Just wanted to stop by and let you know that we will be keeping you in our daily thoughts and prayers. Can't wait to see all the pictures from your trip. God Bless You and your family! Love, Prayers, and  Michelle/Angel_Wings & Bethany <VMGLPERRY@wmconnect.com> Knoxville, TN - Monday, August 1, 2005 9:01 PM CDT  Eric and Family, Hi guys!! My name is LeAnn and a Prayer warrior with Angel Wings!!! Keeping all in prayers and thoughts!!! Sounds like everyone had a blast on vacation. God Bless!!!!!!!!!!! Prayers and Hugs, LeAnn LeAnn Mooneyham/Angel_Wings <angel4God352000@yahoo.com> Baxley, GA United States - Monday, August 1, 2005 5:25 PM CDT Hello Family, My name is Trish and i am a prayer warrior with Angel_Wings.I have added Eric to our prayers list and our angels will be storming Heaven with special prayers for him..Have a wonderful time on this trip and i pray Eric's pain is under control. Trish/Angel_Wings <Rrntbyr@aol.com> Kingston, TN USA - Monday, August 1, 2005 1:36 PM CDT Hello Eric and family....sounds like your trip is off to a wonderful start. I hope it continues and that Eric's pain can be managed. You all will be in my prayers as you continue on your journey with Eric. He sounds like an incredible young man! May God's grace and love and peace surround you all right now. Feel a hug from me, and the prayers will continue! Kriste Lanius Leave Some Love for My Brother - Tracy Lanius <Kristewithane@comcast.net> Goodlettsville, TN USA - Sunday, July 31, 2005 10:28 PM CDT Hi Eric this is Jesse. I was in the hospital for the last 5 weeks and just got out on Thursday and i saw your new pictuers from Hawaii WOW... I hope my mom will take me there some day. It looks like you are all having a lot of fun. Maybe we can see each other when you get home now that I am feeling a little better so call me ok? Jesse Jeanetta Jesse Jeanetta <jesse9jj@aol.com> NSP, MN USA - Sunday, July 31, 2005 8:35 PM CDT Your Grandpa Joe and I are so happy you were able to stop here in Las Vegas on your way to Hawaii, because we got to see you all. It was wonderful!!!! The pictures from Hawaii are beautiful, and it looks like you are all having a great time. Thanks again for your visit and for the beautiful photos. Have a safe trip home. Grandma Suzy <suzybowyer@cox.net> Henderson, NV 89014 - Saturday, July 30, 2005 1:29 PM CDT Sounds like you are enjoying your trip. What a beautiful place. The jewelry spot sounds cool! LOVE PEARLS!! I hope Eric's pain stays managable and you can continue on your adventures. I want to see all the pictures when you return! Love, Sheila Franzen <rsfranzen@comcast.net> Woodbury, MN USA - Saturday, July 30, 2005 7:42 AM CDT Thank you for sharing that gorgeous picture of the sunset...WOW! I'm so glad that you all are able to be on this trip. May God bless Eric and allow him some pain-free wonderful days while you are there. Believe me, I literally FEEL your pain as I read about Eric and what he is going through, it all sounds so familiar. We are continuing our prayers for him and your entire family. Also praying for a spectacular trip for all! Way to go, Katy, with the pearls! Love and hugs, Rhonda Hunley, Forever Connor's Mommy <rshunley@comcast.net> Hendersonville, TN God Bless America! - Saturday, July 30, 2005 3:47 AM CDT Aloha! I hope that you have or will go to where Captain Cook was killed. It is very beautiful. Our thoughts are with you. Make sure to have some Lillikoi (Passion Fruit) pie. From Children's Home Care Arthur Allen <arthur.allen@childrenshc.org> Mpls, MN USA - Friday, July 29, 2005 12:31 AM CDT Hey Eric, Katy, Mike, Kasey I love all of the pictures that have been on the web. Looks like you all are having a wonderful time. I'm glad to see and hear that everything is going well for all of you. Joleen & Rick Jacobson Oakdale, MN - Thursday, July 28, 2005 11:57 PM CDT Dear Eric, Katy, Mike, and Kasey, I am so glad that you are all having such a wonderful time in Hawaii! It is so beautiful out there. I'm happy to hear that Eric has energy and strength to enjoy the trip. Talk to you later, Anu Anu Ramachandran San Jose, CA USA - Thursday, July 28, 2005 4:19 PM CDT Hi Mike, Kasey, Katy and Eric, Hope you're having a wonderful time in Hawaii. It's certainly a beautiful place and we hope you create lots of beautiful memories. You are all in our thoughts and prayers and we wish you strength and courage. Your web page is inspiring and Eric, you are one STRONG little boy. All our best to you. Scott, Arlene, Kathryn and Sarah The Bevins Mahtomedi, MN USA - Thursday, July 28, 2005 2:09 PM CDT Hi Kasey, Eric, Katy and Mike, I read your entry about your trip thus far. What an amazing time you are having - exactly what you all needed. I can wait to read your reports about the next island's adventures! I am glad to read that Eric is in good spirits and doing his best to get around. I want to hear all about it when you get home! Lori Baker <ljbaker@ties2.net> Mahtomedi, Mn USA - Thursday, July 28, 2005 2:04 PM CDT Thanks for sharing your trip with us through your webpage! I am glad you are having fun! My prayers are with all of you! Candy Candy Hofstad <chofstad@mahtomedi.k12.mn.us> Eagan, MN - Thursday, July 28, 2005 1:47 PM CDT Hey Eric and Katy, We were so hoping to catch a picture of your family in Hawaii and we were quite happy to see some posted on your website!! It seems as if you are all having quite the tropical adventure. We think about you each day...continue to have lots of fun and relaxation. kirsten and sarah <kirsten.moertel@childrenshc.org> - Thursday, July 28, 2005 1:40 PM CDT I was thinking about you all tonight and stopped by. The trip sounds wonderful. I'm so glad that you all are enjoying the trip. I love the beautiful pictures. Pam - Jason's mom www.caringbridge.org/tn/jasona/ Pam Archer <davidandpam.archer@comcast.net> Hendersonville, TN USA - Thursday, July 28, 2005 4:28 AM CDT Hey, Eric, It looks like you're having a blast on our favorite island. Sounds like you are doing alot of the same things we did when we were there. We'll have to compare notes when you get back! I hope you have as much fun in Kona! Don Demulling <dondem@comcast.net> Mahtomedi, MN USA - Wednesday, July 27, 2005 10:25 PM CDT I check on your site often but have not left a message. I'm so glad that ya'll are doing an amazing family trip to Hawaii. I was just there last week and wanted to recommend "Harbor Grill" on the Big Island, it's in Kawaihae Harbor (808) 882-1368. It is an amazing place to eat. Waipio valley is beautiful, but plan a hike or vehicle with 4-wheel drive. The black sand and waterfall at the bottom in amazing!!! You all will continue to be in my prayers. Tera Bernard <abundantblessing@comcast.net> Franklin, TN USA - Wednesday, July 27, 2005 9:23 PM CDT Thank you for sharing all of those fabulous photos of your trip! Sue Sirgany <yapdogs@chartermi.com> Ortonville, MI - Wednesday, July 27, 2005 7:10 PM CDT Your trip sounds amazing. Take care. Love Sheila Franzen <rsfranzen@comcast.net> Woodbury, MN USA - Wednesday, July 27, 2005 5:56 PM CDT Hi there! Hawaii sounds wonderful! Tay and I are wondering if we can stop by for a visit after you are home. Let us know when you are back...and we'll set a date to visit. Sue Runkel <suetayrunkel@comcast.net> - Wednesday, July 27, 2005 3:29 PM CDT Kasey, Mike, Eric, and Katy, God blessings to you in the name of the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit. Edward Mentee <EdwardMentee@sbcglobal.net> Kansas City, MO USA - Wednesday, July 27, 2005 12:57 AM CDT This is the first time I've checked your page. What a coincidence - I left the Hyatt on Saturday Morning. It was definitely a dream land. Have a wonderful time. My prayers for you all. Kathy Rittenhouse Hurricane, WV USA - Wednesday, July 27, 2005 12:49 AM CDT I work with Eric's Grandmother (Pat Wilson). Eric, you are a brave and strong young man. My prayers are with you and your family. God bless you and your family. Don James Lee's Summit, MO USA - Tuesday, July 26, 2005 2:26 PM CDT Beautiful place for beautiful memories!! www.caringbridge.org/oh/paigehaney Tina Haney <lilgirlie43920@yahoo.com> East Liverpool, Oh USA - Monday, July 25, 2005 5:10 PM CDT I just found your site through Tylor Tucker. I'm so sorry to hear of your news. I hope that you all are enjoying Hawaii to the max. My mother went there on vacation a few years ago and said that if she could move there, she would. I look forward to hearing all of your stories. ((hugs)) Michele <mshelez@msn.com> New Jersey, USA - Monday, July 25, 2005 2:05 PM CDT I checked out your pictures in your photo album! Looks like absolute paradise! Enjoy every second of it with your family! Update us if you get a chance, but we can hear about it later - you guys go have a great time!! Susie Lau <susieandpete@gbronline.com> Vermillion, MN - Monday, July 25, 2005 9:13 AM CDT Love the pictures - reading great books in paradise, by the pools, too, I'm sure! Enjoy!! Kellie Davideit (Ian's mom) <kelbri27@optonline.net> Metuchen, nj usa - Monday, July 25, 2005 8:42 AM CDT Beautiful pictures! Sheila Sheila Franzen <rsfranzen@comcast.net> Woodbury, MN USA - Monday, July 25, 2005 8:33 AM CDT Kasey, Mike, Eric, and Katy, We got back from our short trip on Friday. As I read your e-mail and the update here, I cried. I am so sad to hear the news about the cancer. I hope that the trip to Hawaii is wonderful and that you'll have memories of the trip to last a lifetime. You are in my thoughts and prayers constantly. Pam - Jason's mom www.caringbridge.org/tn/jasona/ Pam Archer <davidandpam.archer@comcast.net> Hendersonville, TN USA - Monday, July 25, 2005 3:27 AM CDT Eric- Your vacation looks fun!How has it been so far?I have never been to Hawaii,but I hope to go there sometime.What is it like there?From the pictures,it looks like it's filled with flowers and volcanies.My sister went to Costa Rica for spring break,so it's kind of similar.I hope that your vacation is fun! Devin <lilirishgrl10@yahoo.com> Woodbury, MN USA - Monday, July 25, 2005 1:16 AM CDT Kasey, Mike, Eric, and Katy, I'm so sorry to hear of the devastating news. I hope Hawaii will help to create some more beautiful memories for your whole family. Please know that so many are thinking of you and praying for you. Anne Easterla <easterx5@comcast.net> Mahtomedi, MN USA - Sunday, July 24, 2005 10:39 AM CDT I just returned from out vacation and checked your page. I am so sad to read about the rapid advance of cancer. I hope you enjoy your Hawaii trip. Check out some of the volcanos and take lots of pictures. I'd like to see them when you get back. Your friend, Sheila Sheila Franzen <rsfranzen@comcast.net> Woodbury, MN USA - Sunday, July 24, 2005 9:29 AM CDT I am so very sorry to hear the cancer is advancing so rapidly. It has been such a battle. You have all been fighting so very hard. Your strength through this all is amazing. May God's grace see you through....I pray the memories you'll be making in Hawaii will be sweet ones. Steve and I continue to pray for your family! Candy Dickhudt - 3M <cldickhudt@mmm.com> Blaine, MN USA - Friday, July 22, 2005 12:32 AM CDT Eric, Katy, Kasey and Mike, Please know that Eric and all of you are constantly in my prayers. I really hope that you all have a wonderful trip with lots of quality time. Please take lots of pics for us all to see. I love to see Erics smile! Make lots of memories!! Give Eric a big "Bulldawg" hug for me! Lots of Love and Tons of (((HUGS))) and many, many Prayers! Bulldawg Bulldawg <bulldawg1959@gt.rr.com> Nederland, Tx - Thursday, July 21, 2005 9:17 PM CDT Eric, Katy, Kasey and Mike, As always, you are in our thoughts. Your courage has been an inspiration to us. Enjoy your Hawaii visit. Wally Goffeney <wgoffeney@comcast.net> Bloomfield Hills, MI - Thursday, July 21, 2005 3:00 PM CDT Dear Eric, Katie, Kasey, & Mike, This is the first time I have stopped by your web site. I just wanted you to know that you all will be in my thoughts and prayers. Enjoy your time in Hawaii. See you in game when you get back Your friend, Moondrop Michele (Moondrop) <sylvesterfan@comcast.net> Madera, CA - Wednesday, July 20, 2005 7:16 PM CDT Hi Eric and the rest of the gang - We are saddened with the last update. I hope your trip to Hawaii is full of sunny days and lots of dolphin sightings. Not a day goes by that we don't say a prayer for all of you. You have so much strenth and courage. May God bless each of you! Brenda, Joey and Jacob Ekhaml Brenda Ekhaml <bekhaml@visi.com> Mahtomedi, - Wednesday, July 20, 2005 7:08 PM CDT Hello Everyone, I was so sad to read your entry today. You are and will be in my prayers. Have a great time in Hawaii. I agree with Ed, I think it is one of the most beautiful places on earth. Let me know if you need any advice on where to go and what to see. We were there last summer and had a blast! God's blessing to you all! Mrs. Hofstad Candy Hofstad <chofstad@mahtomedi.k12.mn.us> Eagan, MN - Wednesday, July 20, 2005 4:30 PM CDT Hi Eric, Katy, Kasey and Mike, I just stopped by this site for the first time today. My thoughts and prayers are with you all. Have a fantastic time in Hawaii. See you in the WoW game, Take care, Scouserally PS Alytha, Thrair and I loved the new Harry Potter book. Alison Curtis <Brit859@hotmail.com> Everett, - Wednesday, July 20, 2005 3:18 PM CDT Dear Eric and family, Have a great trip, the sunsets are amazing.My thoughts are with you all. Lors of love, Debbie, (Chloe's mum) Rhabdo list. Debbie Wright <Debwright1@yahoo.com> Herne Bay, Kent UK - Wednesday, July 20, 2005 2:32 PM CDT Aloha Eric, I hope you enjoy your trip to Hawaii. I think it is about the most beautiful place on earth. On the Big Island, be sure to leave your mark with "lava graffiti" Ed Bertsch and family Mahtomedi, MN USA - Wednesday, July 20, 2005 1:30 PM CDT So sorry to hear the news. Please have wonderful time in Hawaii! Shelly and Sean www2.caringbridge.org/ca/sean <mom24wildboys@charter.net> Glendale, CA - Wednesday, July 20, 2005 12:00 AM CDT Dear Eric & family, You are in my thoughts and prayers during this trying time. Your strength, courage, and humor are awe inspiring. Have a WONDERFUL time in Hawaii, enjoy! Sue Sirgany <yapdogs@chartermi.com> Ortonville, Michigan - Wednesday, July 20, 2005 9:24 AM CDT Dear Eric and family, I am so sad after reading your latest entry. Please know that you and your family are in my prayers. I hope you have an incredible vacation in Hawaii and that you take LOTS of pictures to remember your special time together. Be safe and have fun! Denise Chastain <zandrasmama@charter.net> Belleville, IL USA - Tuesday, July 19, 2005 11:03 PM CDT Dear Eric,Katey,Kasey and Mike, We are saddened by your recent news. Words cannot express what the heart can only speak. Have a wonderful time in Hawaii.I pray that you feel Gods majestic presence, peace, and love. Love from the Demullings Michelle Demulling <mybell@comcast.net> Mahtomedi, mn USA - Tuesday, July 19, 2005 10:28 PM CDT Dear Eric and family, Your post was heartbreaking to read. I can not imagine how you are feeling. I hope that you have a wonderful time in Hawaii and that Eric is feeling well for the trip. My thoughts and prayers are with you. Deb Kuehl (3M) Lino Lakes, MN - Tuesday, July 19, 2005 9:38 PM CDT We hope you get better,Eric!!!!!!! Veronica and Devin Woodbury, MN USA - Tuesday, July 19, 2005 8:20 PM CDT hi eric and family ,iam sitting here crying , my prayers are with you all ,we love you eric your little rabdo buddy tyler is sending lots of hugs and prayers .please have fun and enjoy your trip. and no that god is with you all the way http://www3.caringbridge.org/sc/tylertucker/ TYLER TUCKER AND DARLENE COX <turpin10648@bellsouth.net > GREENVILL, sc - Tuesday, July 19, 2005 5:42 PM CDT Dear Eric, I'm really really sorry.I don't want you to leave...I want you to get better so that nothing else will happen to you. I hope that you have a great time in Hawaii.It will be lots of fun!!! Have a great trip in Hawaii!! Please write me a letter... 866 Winterberry Ct. Woodbury,MN 55125 Please get well soon!!! Devin <lilirishgrl10@yahoo.com> Woodbury, MN USA - Tuesday, July 19, 2005 5:29 PM CDT My prayers and thoughts are with you and your family. I will think twice next time I hear my kids arguing. And thank the Lord that they are hear and healthy enough to do that. You are a great "light" to others Joanne - Tuesday, July 19, 2005 4:39 PM CDT I loved that you wrote about the kid's arguing. My son feels bad sometimes that he wasn't nicer to Vanessa, but I tell him that brother and sister's usually have very complicated relationships. I'm going to print what you wrote and give it to Jesse. Know that your sharing is helping so many people. I wish I could do something for you, know that I wishing you a fantastic next few days. Deborah, Forever Vanessa's Mommy Deborah Martinez <debra126@comcast.net> Madera, CA United States - Tuesday, July 19, 2005 4:26 PM CDT Thanks for the difficult update. Eric you are so brave. I believe God needs your special help to manage his creation. Tom Ruegsegger <truegsegger@new.rr.com> Oshkosh, WI - Tuesday, July 19, 2005 1:29 PM CDT Dear Kasey, You are an extraordinary Mom! May God help you and your family through every moment of the weeks and months ahead. Be proud of yourself for taking Eric to Hawaii. He SO deserves it, as do you all. Plese take comfort in knowing people throughout our nation love and are praying for your sweet son. Mary <mmm9@aol.com> Dallas, TX USA - Tuesday, July 19, 2005 1:04 PM CDT Dear Eric, Katie, Kasey, & Mike, I'm saddend to hear the latest update. Please know all of you along with your caregiving team are in my thoughts and prayers. Enjoy your time in Hawaii...it should be absolutely beautiful there. Vicki Lund <vlund@csom.umn.edu> Stillwater, MN USA - Tuesday, July 19, 2005 10:36 AM CDT Dear Eric, Katie, Kasey, & Mike, I am so sorry to hear this news. My heart breaks for you and that you have to go through this terrible experience. Please know that you have many people thinking of you all, and you are welcome to contact me at anytime. Enjoy Hawaii; its beautiful! Don't forget to pack your copy of Harry Potter. Its perfect for the plane ride. Love, Anu Anu Ramachandran San Jose, CA USA - Tuesday, July 19, 2005 10:02 AM CDT I'm sorry to hear the latest news, but also praying that your trip will be overflowing with love, laughter, and many sweet memories. Stephanie & RachelJoy <mom2rj@comcast.net> - Monday, July 18, 2005 10:42 PM CDT Our hearts and prayers go out to you. May God bless you and be with you during this difficult time. Our 2 year old daughter has rhabdo and this is our worst fear. Denise Wedel <denisew@uidaho.edu> Aberdeen, ID - Monday, July 18, 2005 4:39 PM CDT I am so sorry to read your latest entry. I will be praying for a wonderful trip to Hawaii. And that Eric will have many pain free days. I will also be praying for strength for your whole family during this time. Thank you for sharing Eric's heroic fight with us. (caringbridge.org/in/kameronjohnson) Jean Johnson <jrjohnson11111@aol.com> Jeffersonville, IN - Monday, July 18, 2005 2:57 PM CDT Hi Eric and Family - I just wanted you to know that I am always thinking of you and your family! Take care and have a blast in Hawaii! I hear it is beautiful and enjoy the precious time you have with each other! Keep us updated with lots of pictures of your vacation if you get a chance to get online in the tropics!! Susie, Pete, Marty and Tony <susieandpete@gbronline.com> Vermillion, MN - Monday, July 18, 2005 2:41 PM CDT Hi Eric and family, You don't know me, but I frequently check your site. I am so sorry to hear your bad news from your scans. My prayers are certainly with you and your family during this time. I certainly believe in miracles and believe that, with God, ALL things are possible. May God truly bless you!!! Justin Alabama, USA - Monday, July 18, 2005 2:23 PM CDT Eric and Family- We are so sorry to hear about the news:( Your family is in our thoughts and prayers. That is great that you all get to go to Hawaii!! Have fun seeing the ocean, valcanos, and the dolphins! From all of your teachers at Kinderberry Hill Kinderberry Hill <auntiekristi@comcast.net> Maplewood, MN - Monday, July 18, 2005 2:11 PM CDT Dear Eric and Family, I am in constant prayer for all you. I am a firm believer in God and His plans for our lives. I am trusting and believing that the Lord will build all of you up and keep you strong through this time of struggle. I love you. Your friend in Christ, Christy Simmons, 3M Employee <cmsimmons1@mmm.com> Woodbury, MN - Monday, July 18, 2005 1:40 PM CDT You have an incredible young man!! I am so very saddenened by your update but just amazed by Eric's strength and humor. I hope your trip is full of beautiful moments, and that Eric stays pain free. Lu Sipos (Gabe's Mum) <gabesmyheart@yahoo.com> Nashville, TN USA - Monday, July 18, 2005 11:00 AM CDT Hi Kasey, I am so sorry to hear about the tumors in Eric's lungs and that you decided to stop the treatment. Eric will always be in our prayers. --Vandana Mom to Sriya (3 Yrs), DX with Stage 3 EARMS on her right hip at the age of 2. Done with Chemo and Radiation and waiting for a Biopsy to know if she is in remission. www.caringbridge.com/ca/sriya Vandana Durga <vandana_durga@yahoo.com> San Ramon, CA USA - Monday, July 18, 2005 10:48 AM CDT My prayers and thoughts are with you and your whole family. Have a good time in the beautiful island of Hawaii. Michelle - emily's mom www.caringbridge.org/tx/emilysfight & Rhabdo Kids Mission, TX USA - Monday, July 18, 2005 10:46 AM CDT Hi Eric and family, Just wanted to let you know that you are in my thoughts and prayers. I check the website regularly. Hawaii is lucky to get a visit from such a wonderful family. Warm regards, Mary Schnell Mahtomedi Middle School Mary Schnell <smschnell@comcast.net> Mahtomedi, MN USA - Monday, July 18, 2005 10:33 AM CDT Awe....my heart is aching for you all. Eric is a very wise little man isnt he? I think these kids know alot more about whats going on with their health than we do sometimes. I hope your trip to Hawaii turns out wonderful and you have alot of good memories to hold on to forever. I will be thinking of you and praying for Eric to be pain free. www.caringbridge.org/oh/paigehaney Tina Haney <lilgirlie43920@yahoo.com> East Liverpool, OH USA - Monday, July 18, 2005 7:18 AM CDT Hey Eric! Did you get the new Harry Potter book?My friends Nicole and Veronica went to the Midnight Magic party at the Barnes and Noble down the street from us.I didn't know it,but my dad said that they were giving out the glasses,books,etc. He got most of the stuff for me.Hmmm...where am I going to put those in my room...hmm... How have you been?I hope that you are feeling lots better. Have a great rest of the summer! Devin <lilirishgrl10@yahoo.com> Woodbury, MN USA - Sunday, July 17, 2005 1:28 AM CDT HI Eric, also thinking of you and the new Harry Potter book!! Have you reserved a copy?? Also looking at the picture of you & Your family in front of the fireworks and thinking, hey they don't sell that stuff in NJ!! Happy reading... Kellie Davideit www.caringbridge.org/nj/ian <kelbri27@optonline.net> Metuchen, nj usa - Saturday, July 16, 2005 2:07 AM CDT Dear Eric, The new Harry Potter arrives tomorrow! Yes! Love, Anu Anu Ramachandran Cleveland Heights, Ohio USA - Friday, July 15, 2005 7:22 AM CDT Hi Eric! I am glad that your hair is growing back.That means that you're getting better! :-) Who do you have for a 5th grade teacher?I don't go to OHA anymore,but I just wanted to know.Most of my friends have Mrs.Och. I hope that everything goes well and I also hope that you have a great rest of the summer. I'll talk to you later! Devin <lilirishgrl10@yahoo.com> Woodbury, MN USA - Thursday, July 14, 2005 4:23 PM CDT Just found the link to this page, and figured I would say hello :) If I see you, it'll be in WoW, to be sure. Take care, and I'll see you in Cenarius. -Theft, the insane Rogue. -Wade, the person controlling him. Theft Bremerton, WA USA - Thursday, July 14, 2005 0:46 AM CDT Hi guys! Stopping by to say hi and i wish you guys the best! You know us as Theft and Shashu in game ^_~. If that gives it away. Being sick is no fun, but I can tell you are a very strong and loving boy. never loose that no matter what! You will be in our thoughts and prayers. Stay strong! Lots of love and support, Wade and Athena Robenson, aka: Theft and Shashu Athena Robenson bremerton, WA US - Tuesday, July 12, 2005 10:06 PM CDT Well, my sweet boy, you sure are having a stinker of a time of it, aren't you. You know my mom is living with me now, and she's been in the hospital 4 times since she's been here the first of April, but nothing like you've been through. You're just the bravest little boy I know. I wish for you no pain and want you to know that I love you very much, think about you and pray for you every day. Love and kisses to you, your Mom, Dad and Katy. Grandma Suzy <suzybowyer@cox.net> Henderson, NV USA - Tuesday, July 12, 2005 1:20 PM CDT Just stopping by to let you know that I still check on and pray for Eric every day. Eric and all of you will continue to be in my prayers. Please give Eric a big "Bulldawg" hug for me!! Lots of Love and Tons of (((HUGS))) Bulldawg Bulldawg <bulldawg1959@gt.rr.com> Nederland, Tx - Monday, July 11, 2005 10:04 PM CDT Hi Eric, Sending you some good wishes from Australia. You are known even on the other side of the world! Colleen, David, Tom and James (another rhabdo kid) Colleen Clift <cliftcj@mlc.vic.edu.au> Melbourne, Australia - Sunday, July 10, 2005 11:31 PM CDT Keep up the strong fight. You are an awesome family, you have all been through so much together. My thoughts and prayers are with you always. Glad to read that the stubble is there! Sheila Franzen <rsfranzen@comcast.net> Woodbury, MN USA - Sunday, July 10, 2005 3:20 PM CDT What can you tell someone who is entrenched in batttle, be strong, we are with you in heart and spririt, and hope for victory. Deborah Martinez <debra126@comcast.net> Madera, CA United States - Sunday, July 10, 2005 1:17 PM CDT Hi Eric, Katy, Kasey and Mike My Brother Dave came up to Las Vegas for the 4th of July and we went on up to the center of Nevada to a place called Tonopah. The Astronomy Club had a star party and people came from Las Vegas, Reno, Los Angeles and some other places as well. Really, really dark skies with about 50 billion stars and a huge view of the Milky Way. Your Great Uncle Dave sends love and prayers to all as to Suzy and Patrick and Linda and your Great Grandpa Joe and Great Grandma Alice. I love you all. Grandpa Joe Joe Goffeney <jgoffeney@aol.com> Las Vegas, NV USA - Saturday, July 9, 2005 11:22 AM CDT Thank you for the updates on the web site. My thoughts and prayers are with you. Linda Checky <LChecky@hotmail.com> Mahtomedi, MN USA - Thursday, July 7, 2005 2:06 PM CDT Dear Eric, Katy, Kasey and Mike, Just wanted to let you know that we are still praying for you. We hope that your stent surgeries went well. Love, Anu and Brian PS Only 10 more days until "Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince" comes out! So exciting! Anu Ramachandran Cleveland Heights, Ohio USA - Thursday, July 7, 2005 1:45 PM CDT Praying that the surgery and radiation went well on Tues. Keep fighting Judy KC, MO - Thursday, July 7, 2005 10:39 AM CDT Hey Eric, here's a joke I got from the nice people in my computer: Q: What's the one thing every skateboarder needs? A: A skateboard. Bob Goffeney <robert@goffeney.com> Berkley, MI - Wednesday, July 6, 2005 3:47 PM CDT H Eric and family, we are new to your site. Just wanna say HELLO to you. You are so strong and brave. Keep on fighting and believe in miracle. You will be in our prayers. Nina, Tem and Ronnie (caringbridge.org/ny/aarons) <sel_nina@yahoo.com> Europe, Scandinavia - Wednesday, July 6, 2005 5:35 AM CDT Dear Eric and family- Love, prayers, and lots of positive energy to you. We know things are tough right now but we are fell so sure things will get better. We still have the "Figa" for Eric and would like to drop it by sometime when it is conveinient for him. Peace/love, the Bergmann family (Hardt, Colin , Kate, Fritz) kate nobbe bergmann <k.nobbe@comcast.net> - Tuesday, July 5, 2005 2:50 AM CDT Dear Eric and Family, I am happy to hear that your leg is getting stronger and you are in less pain. You and your family are never far from our prayers. Have a wonderful 4th! Love, Anu and Brian Anu Ramachandran Cleveland Heights (Soon to be San Jose, CA!), Ohio USA - Thursday, June 30, 2005 11:04 PM CDT We will keep praying for good pain management. Have a nice 4th.. Kellie Davideit (www.caringbridge.org/nj/ian) <kelbri27@optonline.net> Metuchen, nj usa - Thursday, June 30, 2005 10:12 PM CDT Eric I just wanted to stop by and say hello. It sounds like you have had a rough week. My prayers are with you and I hope you feel better. Michelle - Emily's mom - www.caringbridge.org/tx/emilysfight & Rhabdo Kids ACOR Mission, TX USA - Thursday, June 30, 2005 5:42 PM CDT Eric, Katy, Kasey & Mike: You all have a great 4th weekend. We are heading off for San Diego today. As always, our thoughts are with you. Love, Uncle John and Aunt Jan John P. Eurich <john@dataxpress.com> Santa Clara, CA USA - Thursday, June 30, 2005 2:03 PM CDT Hey Eric!!! I just wanted to let you know that I cut a gal's hair yesterday who has met you. She was working with the company who is supporting the KARE11 adopt a room story/funding. I think it is very important for you to know just HOW much of a difference in the world that you are making! You have done more in your short life than I will probably EVER do in mine! Can you imagine how motivating that is for me??? I really need to get busy so I can make a difference too! Have you got any ideas for me?? I'd love to hook up with you some time so you can give me some ideas....seriously! I think you're awesome!! Love ya bud! Lisa Kieger <jlkieger@comcast.net> White Bear Lake, MN USA - Thursday, June 30, 2005 8:43 AM CDT Oh, what a terribly rough week you have had. I'm so sorry for all the pain and heartache you are enduring. Holding you in my thoughts and prayers. Karin's Caringbridge Site Vancouver, BC, Canada - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 10:43 PM CDT I'm praying that you can get Eric's pain under control. Stephanie & RachelJoy <mom2rj@comcast.net> - Tuesday, June 28, 2005 9:53 PM CDT Eric, Kasey, Mike and Katy- I hope that you can find support and strength with each other. I am sending you peaceful and calming thoughts. Love, Sheila Franzen <rsfranzen@comcast.net> Woodbury, MN USA - Monday, June 27, 2005 3:36 PM CDT Hi Kasey, Thanks for putting up that info - it's interesting reading. Don't you just wish they were at this stage 5 years ago? I've been following Eric's story since the end of his original protocol, but I'm not very good at signing guestbooks (sorry!) My daughter finished her chemo on March 19th, 2004, for Stage 111 ARMS, so of course when I came across Eric's site I was immediately interested. I feel incredibly lucky that she has held her remission now for 15 months - but why on earth does one child relapse and another one doesn't? We could so easily be in the reverse position. Maybe this Grosveld guy might figure that one out, too. Anyways, I just wanted to let you know that my heart aches for you in this difficult time. You sound like a great family - I admire your honesty amd openness though both good and bad, and I hope your family, friends and faith will help get you through this awful time. I wish we could meet in person so I could give ya a hug (and then clean your bathroom for you). Take care, Lisa (Mum to Renee) <groupofone@dccnet.com> Gibsons, BC Canada - Wednesday, June 22, 2005 8:57 PM CDT Hi Eric, I hope the pain in your leg is subsiding and that you enjoying the sunshine. Love, Anu Anu Ramachandran Cleveland Heights, OH USA - Wednesday, June 22, 2005 10:08 AM CDT Glad to read that you were out and about on this beautiful (past) weekend. Wicked STORM today! (Figures. . .) As always, my thoughts are with your family! Love, Sheila Franzen <rsfranzen@comcast.net> Woodbury, MN USA - Monday, June 20, 2005 5:42 PM CDT Eric, here's something that really happened in Katherine's classroom: Teacher - "Johny, your composition on "My Dog" is EXACTLY the same as the one your older brother turned in last year. How do you explain this amazing coincidence?" Johny - "Well, it IS the same dog . . . " Bob Goffeney <robert@goffeney.com> Berkley, MI - Monday, June 20, 2005 7:09 AM CDT Dear Kasey, Just wanted to let you know that you are in my thoughts, in my heart and in my prayers. Pam - Jason's mom www.caringbridge.org/tn/jasona/ Pam Archer <davidandpam.archer@comcast.net> Hendersonville, TN USA - Saturday, June 18, 2005 2:37 AM CDT Dear Eric and Family, I know that the decisions in front of you are heart wrenching. I wish that I had some wonderful words of wisdom, but I don't. I hope that Eric recovers soon and that you are able to do some things together as a family. The weather forecast looks wonderful. Deb Kuehl <djkuehl1@mmm.com> Lino Lakes, MN - Friday, June 17, 2005 8:29 PM CDT We pray for you guys everyday. God has a plan for each of us. His puropse in this may not be clear now. Have faith in the free provision for eternal life we have in His son Jesus. Eric- Now that dad finally has the camper runninng I hope you get to go camping. Uncle Tom <truegsegger@new.rr.com> Oshkosh, WI - Friday, June 17, 2005 3:30 PM CDT dear Eric, everyday you where at school this year everyone was happy, even if you where only there half the day. I was just thinking about you and thought I'd say yhi. Mikaela Tomlin <maraskywalker@comcast.net> Mahtomedi, MN U.S.A. - Thursday, June 16, 2005 8:59 PM CDT Hello Eric and Family, May peace and comfort find their way to your home. Love, Anu Anu Ramachandran Cleveland Heights, Ohio United States - Thursday, June 16, 2005 9:02 AM CDT Hi Eric I want you to know that you are in my thoughts. I hope that you eat your veggies and fruits with your CHEESES!!!! Sheila Franzen <rsfranzen@comcast.net> Woodbury, MN USA - Wednesday, June 15, 2005 10:26 PM CDT Hi Eric and Family, This is the first time I have signed your guestbook, but I have come to your page often. I found your page through my little cousin, Eric's friend Devin Hanlon. Just wanted to let you know that we think Eric is a wonderful boy and we hope and pray for his health and comfort. Take care, Jody Vander Hart <jvanderhart1@hotmail.com> West St. Paul, MN - Wednesday, June 15, 2005 8:50 AM CDT Thank you for taking the time to write what must have been a very difficult message. I check on you guys every day. I wish I could come and clean your bathroom for you. If that's what would make life easier, that's an easy fix compared to all you are dealing with. I'm sure Eric's friends aren't looking at your house, they are looking at Eric and enjoying their time with him. Prayers continue your way. Hugs, Connie Frisby-Griffin <cdlfg@adelphia.net> Colorado Springs, CO - Wednesday, June 15, 2005 8:14 AM CDT Hi Eric and Family. I check your website often and have been watching your story for a long time now. My little boy also has Rhabdo behind his eye. I always laugh when I check your site because my little boy and his dad also play world of warcraft. I read your recent Journal and was wondering when you mentioned Twin cities where you were talking about. We Live in Niceville Fl. Where are you from? Always in our Prayers Shawna Smith Dustins mom www.caringbridge.org/fl/dustin Shawna Smith <sapah76@hotmail.com> Niceville, Fl - Monday, June 13, 2005 10:57 PM CDT HI Eric - and Katy and Kasey and Mike too. Just a note to say Hi and I love you all very much. I think I will be sending you Eric and Katy each one of our Astronomy Club T- Shirts. The weather has been nice, but usually cloudy, so I haven't been able to look at the stars very much lately. We (including a lot of people you don't know, but know quite a bit about you) all say prayer for you and all of you. Love Grandpa Joe Joe Goffeney <jgoffeney@aol.com> Las Vegas, NV USA - Thursday, June 9, 2005 8:22 PM CDT Hi Eric, We hope you are having a good day today. Lots of people are sending positive thoughts - even all the way from from Australia. Colleen, David, Tom and James Clift (James is a rhabdo kid too). Colleen Clift <cliftcj@mlc.vic.edu.au> Melbourne, Australia - Wednesday, June 8, 2005 10:39 PM CDT Hi Kasey: I saw your post on the Rhado-Kids list and thought I'd check out Eric's site. Thank you for including Jeff in your Rhabdo Warriors list. He is truly a warrior at this moment as he fights the effects of chemo. He tries so hard to stay active, but these drugs are rough and challenge his spirit. We will keep Eric in our thoughts and prayers. It's so hard when they are in pain. We are sending him a healing hug. Take care. Connie - mom to Jeff(21) www.caringbridge.org/oh/jeffreyscott Connie Guy <conguy2801@aol.com> Twinsburg, OH USA - Wednesday, June 8, 2005 3:05 PM CDT Hi Eric Just stopped by to say Hi and tell you that we are praying for you! Be strong! Michelle - Emily's mom - www.caringbridge.org/tx/emilysfight & Rhabdo Kids ACOR Mission, TX USA - Wednesday, June 8, 2005 1:24 PM CDT Thinking and praying for you all! Deborah Martinez <debra126@comcast.net> Madera, CA United States - Wednesday, June 8, 2005 12:14 AM CDT Hey buddie sorry you arent feeling good hang in there jesse jeanetta <jesse9jj@ aol.com> nsp, mn usa - Wednesday, June 8, 2005 11:08 AM CDT Hey Eric, Spots and Galron are supercool! Hang in there! Love, Anu Anu Ramachandran Cleveland Heights, OH USA - Tuesday, June 7, 2005 11:15 AM CDT katy, we kinda know (not exactly) how you feel and we think that lauren and indsey do too!how it feels to be stuck in a situation like this!the twins have an uncle who flew off over his motercycal and he hurt him self very badly and they were very worried about him and i had a great granpa who was getting very old and sick and i was worried for him because he had cancer too like eric but a diffrent kind.it turned out for both me and the twins that they lived and thing went back to normal and i hopeing and praying that this will be what happens with eric.and we want you too know that if you ever need anything that you should just tell us and we will be there for you.i will give you my email address insted because lauren and lindsey are constantly going back and forth between parents houses. Annie, Lauren, and Lindsey <anniemcampbell@hotmail.com> mahtomedi, MN - Monday, June 6, 2005 3:58 PM CDT Dear Eric, Hi!I am sorry that I have not written in your guestbook for a long time. Today I went to the Yankees vs. Twins game. The Yankees won,but that is OK.Can you believe that we are almost in 5th grade?Scary!!! I think about you every day and pray for you every night before I go to sleep. Sometimes I cry because I worry about you. Please write me a letter soon.I miss you! I hope that you feel better and that the cancer cells will go away and never come back to you ever again! Love, Devin P.S. My address is: 866 Winterberry Ct. (the town is below) 55125 Devin <lilirishgrl10@yahoo.com> Woodbury, MN USA - Sunday, June 5, 2005 2:57 AM CDT Hi Eric, I am sending positive vibes your way. I really like your character and pet! Love, Sheila Franzen <rsfranzen@comcast.net> Woodbury, MN USA - Saturday, June 4, 2005 10:08 AM CDT Hi Kasey, Just stopped by and wanted you all to know that I am thinking of you all and hope you can get Eric's pain under control. Praying for you. Pam - Jason's mom www.caringbridge.org/tn/jasona/ Pam Archer <davidandpam.archer@comcast.net> Hendersonville, TN USA - Saturday, June 4, 2005 2:07 AM CDT Hey Eric, Hows it going? We are going to Shorveiw Community Center tomarrow. (Friday June 1st)Hope we can see you somtime at school soon? Sincerly, Elizabeth Nelson Elizabeth Nelson (from 2nd grade and from 4th grade) <funliz@comcast.net> Mahtomedi, MN U.S.A. - Thursday, June 2, 2005 5:50 PM CDT It's starting to get hot here in Henderson, but that's what you get when you move to the desert. How hot is it there in MN? I'll bet not too bad yet, huh! I'll bet you have more mosquitos than we do, in fact, I don't think we have any. They wouldn't survive the heat here! Oh well, enough about the weather. I wish I could take all your pain and misery away with one swipe of my hand, but since I can't, know that I think about you every day and you're in my prayers always. Love to you and Mom, Dad and Katy! Grandma Suzy <suzybowyer@cox.net> Henderson, NV - Thursday, June 2, 2005 1:31 PM CDT Hey Eric, Good luck with Chemo! I'm sending "no pain thoughts' in your direction. Love, Anu Anu Ramachandran Cleveland Heights, Ohio USA - Thursday, June 2, 2005 7:49 AM CDT Eric, here's another joke from Katherine and her friends: Hearing a knock at her front door A lady opens it to find a man standing there. "I've come to tune your piano," he says. "I didn't send for a piano tuner," the lady says. "No, but your neighbors did." (ba-dump-bump) Bob Goffeney <robert@goffeney.com> Berkley, MI - Wednesday, June 1, 2005 5:22 AM CDT Keep your head up Eric. You're a great kid with a lot of determination and I you will pull through this. Hope to see you ingame soon with the rest of your family. For some reason, I keep missing you! Gerald Black aka Haroquin from Seekers of Babylon Cornelius, NC USA - Tuesday, May 31, 2005 1:24 PM CDT HEY eric how r u ? Sorry i missed u on thurs. I was at the yung authers confrence. Could we get together som time. Have a great memorial day tAyLoR rUnKJeL ¿“A¿¿?“ê9 taylor runkel <suetayrunkel@comcast.net> mahtomedi, mn - Monday, May 30, 2005 11:12 AM CDT HEY GUYS!!! It's Shek from the game :) Was so Good to see your Beautiful faces !!! You can see me and My Kids here http://shekrae.blogspot.com/ I really Liked to see your uncle and you guys holding the game !! LOL.. What a Hoot.. if only Blizzard knew of this!!! I think they would be Honored !! I was hopeing I could have your permission to show the guys in the guild how to come and visit here.. would that be ok ? I'll see yuo all in game.. and I dont see a pic of PIC!! Where are you dear !! Gina aka Shek Gina Schuller <sidinagina@netscape.net> Spokane, WA USA - Sunday, May 29, 2005 9:55 AM CDT Hi Eric You are a Boy Scout how fun! My oldest son is a Wolf right now! He loves it. I hope your chemo went well this week and you are not feeling too bad. We are thinking about you! Michelle - Emily's mom - www.caringbridge.org/tx/emilysfight Mission, TX USA - Sunday, May 29, 2005 7:33 AM CDT Good thoughts and prayers coming your way. :) Elizabeth Souder <wsouder8681@msn.com> - Friday, May 27, 2005 7:16 PM CDT Hi Eric! I'm sorry i missed you at school yesterday. i was at the young authors conference, which was fun, but i wish i could have seen you at school. i hear you might go to shoreview. that would be awesome! :) i like to type smiley faces. :) :^) ^_^ 0_0 8) ;) :)hope you feel better soon. Elizabeth Souder <wsouder8681@msn.com> stillwater, mn usa - Friday, May 27, 2005 7:12 PM CDT It was so good to see you in school today. I haven't had a good hug like that in a long time. There's only 7 days of school left before summer vacation. Can you believe it? Sure hope that it stops raining around here so that we can enjoy it! Hope to see you again soon! I'm praying for you! Take Care! Pamela Traxler <patraxle@ties2.net> Mahtomedi, MN USA - Thursday, May 26, 2005 4:31 PM CDT Hi Eric, I'll be praying for you every day this week, as you have chemo. May each day also give you something to smile about. Stephanie & RachelJoy <mom2rj@comcast.net> - Monday, May 23, 2005 10:30 PM CDT Mike & KC, I check on Eric every couple of weeks via the website. I never thought I would call Mike Ruegsegger the bravest person I know, but you are. It must be the influence of a great wife and the love of a child. Those things make us all better than we were before. Stay positive and if there is anything that I can do let me know. Kris Beaver Kris Beaver <KSBEAV@NCONNECT.NET> Jackson, WI USA - Friday, May 20, 2005 8:57 AM CDT Sounds like you're having a busy week this week, and I hope things are going well for you. As it gets closer to summer, I'll bet you all will really enjoy your new deck. It's so pretty looking out your back yard that it has to be extra nice to actually be able to sit out on a deck and enjoy it. Sounds like you're keeping busy with Cub Scouts, Lion King, etc. and that's good. It's getting pretty hot here in Henderson. It's going to go over the 100 mark here today, so summer is certainly upon us. Ugh!!! Keep up the good fight, little man, and know that my prayers are always with you. Say "hi" to your Mom, Dad and Katy for me. Love to you all! Grandma Suzy <suzybowyer@cox.net> Henderson, NV - Thursday, May 19, 2005 5:13 PM CDT Dear Eric, Way to stay busy! You have quite a schedule ahead of you. Keep fighting the good fight, and I'll keep sending happy and healthy thoughts in your direction. Good luck with the scans! Love, Anu Anu Ramachandran Cleveland Heights, Ohio USA - Thursday, May 19, 2005 10:19 AM CDT Hi!!! I have been thinking of you and thought I'd send my good wishes your way for the scans you are having. I hope that there is good news for you. I am busy at work getting all of those end of the year "things" done. We are waiting for the sun and warmth. Hopefully it will be here soon. I sure miss your beautiful smile and that twinkle in your eye. Say "Hi" to your family. Jane Martz Jane Martz <jmartz@mahtomedi.k12.mn.us> Mahtomedi, MN U - Thursday, May 19, 2005 7:05 AM CDT Eric keep up the fight! Stay strong. Michelle - Emily's mom - www.caringbridge.org/tx/emilysfight Mission, TX USA - Friday, May 13, 2005 9:09 AM CDT Eric- you are always in my thoughts and prayers. Keep fighting!!! Kristen Thomsen, www.caringbridge.com/wi/pthomsen0111 <kthoms0319@new.rr.com> Neenah, WI - Friday, May 13, 2005 6:02 AM CDT Dear Eric, Hope you are enjoying the new deck! Love, Anu Anu Ramachandran Cleveland Heights, Ohio USA - Thursday, May 12, 2005 8:44 AM CDT Eric, Kasey, Mike and Katy- Enjoy the deck! Hopefully the weather will warm up soon. We are off to Chicago for the weekend. My mom turns 60 and we are having a BIG PARTY!! Sonia and Nadia are planning a "dance" for Grandma. Stay strong! Love, Sheila Franzen <rsfranzen@comcast.net> Woodbury, MN USA - Wednesday, May 11, 2005 7:25 PM CDT Hey Eric - How was the Lion King? I just got to see it last night. I really laughed at Pumba. Pumba is THE MAN. He is a real "Toot" ha ha!!! Maybe you can get your dad to dress up in one of those hyena costumes. Take care. Todd Blatchford <tbandso1@comcast.net> Woodbury, mn - Monday, May 9, 2005 12:45 AM CDT Dear Eric, I hope that you are feeling a lot better.It sounds like you are feeling better,and I hope you are! :-D Right now I am listening to music and cleaning up because in about 30 minutes my family is coming over for Mother's Day. The other day I was looking at my 2nd grade yearbook.I remember when you had been out of school for a while and when you came back,everyone was really excited!!!!And you started timing us on how fast we could run around the playground. :-D It's weird to think that that was 3 years ago, and it's weird to think that we are going to be in 5th grade soon. I have to go, but please send me an e-mail or something Talk to you later!!! Devin <lilirishgrl10@yahoo.com> Woodbury, MN USA - Sunday, May 8, 2005 11:51 AM CDT Just checking in to see how you all are doing. Keep fighting the good fight against this terrible monster! Hope is a vital part of the battle. www.caringbridge.com/wi/pthomsen0111 Kristen Thomsen <kthoms0319@new.rr.com> Neenah, WI - Saturday, May 7, 2005 6:49 PM CDT hi eric I hope you are feeling better!! I sure hope that you could come over and play or I could go over to your house? well your new pets look real neat. I hope you have a great weekend! *tAyLoR rUnKeL* taylor runkel <suetayrunkel@comcast.net> mahtomedi, mn usa - Friday, May 6, 2005 10:38 PM CDT Kasey, Just wanted to let you know that your words again moved me to tears. I admire your strength and courage and am a big fan and of ERIC (although I have never met him!). Sending many prayers and positive thoughts your way. Karen Mendota Heights, MN USA - Wednesday, May 4, 2005 9:33 AM CDT hi eric and family we are praying for you every day .this is Darlene Tyler Tuckers grandma.tyler has the same cancer as you so we no a little of what you are going through, I CRIED WHEN I READ YOUR STORY LIKE TYLER YOU ARE SO STRONG ,WHAT A TROOPER YOU ARE . GOD IS WITH YOU ALL .WWW.CARINGBRIDGE.ORG/SC/TYLERTUCKER DARLENE COX AND TYLER TUCKER <TURPIN10648@BELLSOUTH.NET> GREENVILLE, SC - Tuesday, May 3, 2005 7:37 PM CDT Hi guys, Just thinking about you and all you've been through. I'll be in touch. Love, hugs and kisses to all, Nancy Nancy Lincoln <nanlincoln2@aol.com> Stillwater, MN USA - Sunday, May 1, 2005 12:34 AM CDT Eric, in honor of baseball season, here's a classic: A man walks into a diner carrying a dog under his arm. He puts the dog on the counter and announces that the dog can talk. The man says he has $100 he's willing to bet anyone who says he can't. The cook quickly takes the bet, and the dog's owner looks at the dog and asks, "what's the thing on top of this building that keeps the rain out?" The dog answers, "roof". The cook says, "who are you kidding? I'm not paying." The dog's owner says, "double or nothing, and I'll ask him something else." The cook agrees and the owner turns to his dog and asks, "who was the greatest baseball player ever?" The dog answers with a muffled "Ruth". With that the cook picks them both up and tosses them out on the street. As they bounce on the sidewalk in front of the diner, the dog looks at his owner and says, "should I have said 'DiMaggio'?" Bob Goffeney <robert@goffeney.com> Berkley, MI - Friday, April 29, 2005 7:59 PM CDT I am so glad that you are home! Cartoons and hotdogs . . .what can be better. I knew you'd fight your way out of this fever. Keep up the strong front! I am thinking of you always! Love, Sheila Franzen <rsfranzen@comcast.net> Woodbury, MN USA - Friday, April 29, 2005 11:14 AM CDT Eric, you ROCK!!!!! Keep up the fight!!!! It takes a good fighting spirit to conquer a fever of 106!!!!! Mikaela and I think of you often!!!! Jess and Mikaela Tomlin <mntomlin@comcast.net> Mahtomedi, MN USA - Thursday, April 28, 2005 10:56 PM CDT Hi Eric! i'm sorry to hear you were in the hospital again but i bet it's nice for you to be home again. i haven't been at school lately do to strep throat.i REALLY hope your chemo works. we're really looking forward to having you back at school soon.Guess what?My brother got the game world of warcraft and i started a game on it. maybe we will meet up online sometime.my family and i are sending good vibes and prayers.see you soon! Elizabeth Souder <wsouder8681@msn.com> Mahtomedi, MN - Thursday, April 28, 2005 7:50 PM CDT Hi! How are things going today? I hope that you are feeling better. I'd love to come and see you when you feel up to it. I miss that great smile and the wonderful stories you tell. Everyone in the office says "HI" to you and your Mom and Dad and Katy. We're sending you positive thoughts!!! Jane Martz <jmartz@mahtomedi.k12.mn.us> Mahtomedi, MN USA - Wednesday, April 27, 2005 4:59 PM CDT What a stinky Monday! I hope they get things under control and you get out to enjoy beautiful MN spring days....we had snow here yesterday again...spring in Colorado isn't much different than MN! Hallucinations are weird to watch on another person. Our daughter did that when she was 5...too much benadryl and prednizone together. She was seeing ghosts (friendly) flying around her room, red and white papers floating around her room and her ceiling fan going up and down. She was laughing and talking with them and her daddy was freaking! She loves to tell that story and she truly believes to this day that everything in her room really happened! Didn't help that she found a piece of red paper on her floor the next morning! She took it into the doc that afternoon to prove to him it was real. He had that paper on his bulletin board until the day he left Sheppard AFB! I pray you find answers and solutions and are home soon. Hugs, Connie Frisby-Griffin <cdlfg@adelphia.net> Colorado Springs, CO - Tuesday, April 26, 2005 2:21 PM CDT Hi Eric! Here are a couple of funny jokes we thought you and your family might like: Q: How do you make a hanky dance? A: Put a little boggie in it. Q: How much did the pirate pay to have his ears pierced? A: A buccaneer A bank robber walks into a bank dressed as a clown, they told him not to try anything funny Did you hear the one about the cross-eyed teacher? She couldn't control her pupils. So this willow tree walks into a bar, and a guy sitting next to the counter says to the bartender, "Who's the new guy?" And the bartender says, "I don't know, but I've heard he's a shady character!" Why do all the other vegetables like the mushroom? Because they heard he was a fun-guy. He, heee, heeee!!! We hold Eric in our minds and hearts. Keep strong! Blessings, The Bergmann family Hardt Bergmann Colin Bergmann Fritz Bergmann Kate (Nobbe Bergmann) the Bergmann family (Hardt Bergmann) <k.nobbe@comcast.net> Grant, MN USA - Tuesday, April 26, 2005 2:02 PM CDT Hi Eric and All! I am thinking of you as always. Love, Sheila Franzen <rsfranzen@comcast.net> Woodbury, MN usa - Tuesday, April 26, 2005 1:34 PM CDT Dear Eric and family, I'm thinking of you extra today! I hope you overcome your hallucinations and conquer your discomfort. Hi back to Katy! Love, Anu Anu Ramachandran Cleveland Heights, Ohio USA - Tuesday, April 26, 2005 7:46 AM CDT Ay ay! Not a fun start to the week. Hallucinations are scary, I'm glad those are over! Hope that temp keeps going down so that you can all go home soooon! Karin's Caringbridge Page vancouver, bc, canada - Monday, April 25, 2005 11:05 PM CDT Hey Eric! I sure hope you are feeling better little buddy. I dont blame you, if I had a fever of 105, I would want off that ride too!! I will be keeping you in my thoughts and prayers and hoping that you feel better and get to go home very soon. Kasey, give Eric a big Bulldawg hug from me! Lots of Love and Tons of (((HUGS))) Bulldawg Bulldawg <bulldawg1959@gt.rr.com> Nederland, Tx - Monday, April 25, 2005 8:31 PM CDT Hello to all, (Kasey and Mike and Katy and Eric) from Grandpa Joe! Sounds like a very good weekend. However Kasey, if you are going to tear up restaurants after just one glass of wine, then I don't know! I guess Spring is starting to Spring in your neck of the woods and that has to be a good thing after those long winters. Eric, I see that you got a note from the Netherlands the other day. That is really neat. I'll call soon and try to catch you at an off-WOW moment. I know how addicting those things can be. I got into the Legend of Zelda many years ago and virtually disappeared from the civilized world for about 3 months...and that wasn't even interactive. Love you all Grandpa Joe Joe Goffeney <joeg@sierrahealth.com> Las Vegas, NV UDSA - Monday, April 25, 2005 12:41 AM CDT Hi, I am glad that you all had a nice weekend! I love Lost too and can't wait for the new episodes. If you like the Fuselage you might like lost-tv.com. It has good stuff too. You are all in my thoughts and prayers. Take care.  Angel Brynn Bree <adt0123@hotmail.com> Drexel Hill, PA USA - Monday, April 25, 2005 9:44 AM CDT Eric, here's a joke from Katherine's math teacher, Ms. Waskowski: Sherlock Holmes and his trusty associate Watson were on a camping trip. They had gone to bed and were lying there looking up at the sky. Holmes said "Watson, look up and tell me what you see." "Well, I see thousands of stars," Watson said. "And what does that tell you?" asked Holmes. "I guess it means we're going to have another nice day tomorrow. What does it mean to you, Holmes?" "To me, it means that someone has stolen our tent." (I'd say that's not bad for a Math Teacher!) Bob Goffeney <robert@goffeney.com> Berkley, MI - Sunday, April 24, 2005 5:47 PM CDT Hi Eric, I found your site through the Fuselage. (I'm adoring lost aswell :)) Gotta say: I've got so much respect for you! Hang in there and I'm sending all healty wishes to you from The Netherlands (that little country between Germany, France and England) :) Rosely <roosvdv@hotmail.com> Amsterdam, The Netherlands - Sunday, April 24, 2005 9:22 AM CDT I'm so glad you are enjoying each day. I'm praying for you all. Angel Vanessa's Mom Deborah Martinez <debra126@comcast.net> Madera, CA United States - Saturday, April 23, 2005 4:17 PM CDT Hi Eric and family how did your scans go great i'm sure.Me and my whole family have been praying for good results and a full recovery.And by my whole family I mean grandma grampa aunts uncles exc. And dont worry about e-mailing me back trust me I know what it's like to e=mail all the people that sent u a mesage. (: :) Jesse Jeanetta <jesse9jj@ aol.com> NSP, MN USA - Saturday, April 23, 2005 2:31 PM CDT Just checking in to send my prayers and thoughts. Good news about the stable scan! I'm also happy you've got some fun things planned ahead - the girls-day-out sounds like a GREAT time :) I hope Eric's counts come up sooon! Hopefully this week without chemo will mean his energy will come up a bit for the weekend. I hope so!! Karin's Caringbridge Page vancouver, bc, canada - Friday, April 22, 2005 1:00 AM CDT Hi Eric!I'm just writing a quick hi!Write me lots of letters!E-mail me for my address!!! Your friend, Devin Devin Hanlon <lilirishgrl10@yahoo.com> Woodbury, MN United States of America - Thursday, April 21, 2005 4:59 PM CDT Ahola Eric! Good luck with your scans today! I'm sending healthy thoughts! Love, Anu Anu Ramachandran Cleveland Heights, Ohio USA - Thursday, April 21, 2005 1:46 PM CDT hi eric! this is lauren moore. i miss u. i also hope u come back soon. our class misses you. did you get the cards we sent?¿ p.s. taylor runkel taught me how to do these¿¿¿¿ lauren <tjwlmoore@msn.com> mahtomedi, mn u.s.a. - Wednesday, April 20, 2005 5:19 PM CDT Eric, I wish I were there with you, so that you could teach me this new game that you're all playing. Did you ever get a chance to try out those chess moves that we talked about at Christmas? We miss you tons. Love, Uncle John and Aunt Jan John P. Eurich <john@dataxpress.com> Santa Clara, CA USA - Wednesday, April 20, 2005 2:56 PM CDT Hi everyone! I love the spring too. Enjoy it! Love Sheila Franzen <rsfranzen@comcast.net> Woodbury, MN USA - Wednesday, April 20, 2005 10:28 AM CDT Hi Eric! Jacob filled the class in on his visit on Saturday. It sounds like you two had a great time! We heard all about the new family members and how each of them had their own personalities. He first told us that you found them in your house. He finally confessed that you had bought them at the pet store. Everyone laughed when he told us that you kick butt at video games. I am really glad that you felt well enough to play together. Isn't this weather great? I spent yesterday planting lots of perennial flowers in my gardens. The class is already complaining that it is too hot at school. I like it! I hope you have a great day. We miss you! Love, Mrs. Werner Judy Werner <mswer@usfamily.net> Shoreview, MN USA - Monday, April 18, 2005 8:38 PM CDT Dear Eric, Just a note to say hi and I'm thinking of you. Glad to hear that you have been able to get outside in this beautiful spring weather. Keep your chin up! Mrs. Hofstad Candy Hofstad - Wildwood <chofstad@mahtomedi.k12.mn.us> Eagan, MN - Monday, April 18, 2005 2:38 PM CDT Hi KC, Mike, Katy, and Eric, You are all in our thoughts and prayers. We are happy to hear that Eric is able to sleep better at night - I'm sure that makes such a difference in everyone's life. You are all such inspirations through your strength, courage and perserverance. Lots of Love - Lisa, Kevin, Jacob, Jordan, and Lexi Lisa Helmer <helmer7@comcast.net> Grant, MN USA - Sunday, April 17, 2005 11:49 AM CDT Dear Eric, I am so happy to hear that the pain patch is working. Enjoy your computer games! Love, Anu Anu Ramachandran Cleveland Heights, Ohio USA - Thursday, April 14, 2005 11:37 AM CDT hi eric it is me elise hope you come back to school again because we would all like to see you put a smile on our faces and i hope that you will be not in so much pain if you come back to School again so this letter is from elise ritter in your class ps i will right you back soon and you wright me back if you ever get a chance! elise ritter < stephen bohmert@comcast.net> mahtomedi, mn usa - Wednesday, April 13, 2005 8:44 AM CDT Hey Eric. Do you remember me? Bailey Bohmert. I feel so so bad that you have cancer. I hope everything is going good with you. We all want you to come back to school soon! We hope you come back with a great big smile and you're feeling fine. We want you to come back soon! don't leave us here, we all need you. I really hope you get better soon and can come back to school. You're friend Bailey. the email address isn't mine. its my dads!!! Bailey Bohmert <StephenBohmert@ comcast.net> Mahtomedi, MN USA - Wednesday, April 13, 2005 8:43 AM CDT Hi Eric, Thought I would drop you a I have been thinking about you note. All is the same at school. At home I have a new temporary daughter; she is a foreign exchange student from Turkey. Her name is Duygu pronounced Duey goo. She is 17 and very funny. She makes us laugh. She is very sweet. You would like her. She will be staying with us until part way through the summer. If you are up for a visitor I would love to come visit you. Let me know. Write back! Love, Mrs. Connelly <bconnell@mahtomedi.k12.mn.us> Mahtomedi, MN USA - Tuesday, April 12, 2005 8:56 AM CDT Hi Everyone! I am glad to read that Eric is sleeping better now. Hopefully you will get some more rest now too, Kasey! Don't you just LOVE the spring! Take care. Love, Sheila Franzen <rsfranzen@comcast.net> Woodbury, MN USA - Monday, April 11, 2005 7:38 PM CDT Eric, another great joke from Chelsea and Katherine! It’s a good thing they have joke for me, since machines don’t speak to me any more. . . . you understand that machines don’t really speak to me, right? I was just using the literary device of allegory . . . or metaphor, I can never keep them straight. See, “allegory” is the representation of abstract ideas or principles by characters, figures, or events in narrative, dramatic, or pictorial form. “Metaphor” is what you get after “metathree.” (ba-dump-bump) Anyway, here’s the joke: Two trucks loaded with copies of a thesaurus collided as they left a New York publishing house. Witnesses were stunned, startled, aghast, taken aback, stupefied. . . Bob Goffeney <robert@goffeney.com> Berkley, MI - Monday, April 11, 2005 6:39 PM CDT Just wanted to let you all know that I am praying for your during this difficult time in your lives. Jennifer <charay913@yahoo.com> Wichita Falls, Texas - Saturday, April 9, 2005 7:48 PM CDT Hi! I just wanted to introduce myself to all of you. I am Katys art teacher and I am so glad to have her in my class and to get to know her, and after reading your journal, the rest of her family. My thoughts and prayers are with you. Have a good week-end and enjoy the nice weather! Wendy Grandlienard <wgrandli@mahtomedi.k12.mn.us> Stillwater, mn USA - Friday, April 8, 2005 1:10 PM CDT You all are in my prayers. I hope today your feeling better Eric. I work with your dad at 3M. You need to get better and help your dad drive the boat. Maybe Mike Wahl will soon have his car out and give you another ride around town. Good Luck. Sharon Mork <slmork@mmm.com> Menomonie, WI - Friday, April 8, 2005 6:53 AM CDT Eric & Family, Good vibes & prayers coming your way. Hang in there Eric! Elizabeth Souder <wsouder8681@msn.com> - Thursday, April 7, 2005 6:58 PM CDT Eric & family, Hope the new chemo works and that you'll be back at school soon! Your friend, Elizabeth Souder Elizabeth Souder <wsouder8681@msn.com> Mahtomedi, MN usa - Thursday, April 7, 2005 6:43 PM CDT Eric and family, I hope the new chemo works! Elizabeth Souder <wsouder8681@msn.com> Mahtomedi, MN - Thursday, April 7, 2005 6:38 PM CDT Eric, I just wanted to let you know that I'm thinking of you. I hope they can find some chemo and pain control for you. I hope that you've been enjoying the warm weather that we've had. This weekend is suppose to be nice also. I think of you often and you are always in my prayers. Deb Kuehl Lino Lakes, MN - Wednesday, April 6, 2005 11:05 PM CDT Eric, i hope you feel better soon! You may have already gotten the cards from our class. Taylor D. and i made you a poster and a book for if you are in the hospital and don't have anything to do.Inside of it are some hidden pictures, crosswords, and even coloring pages! Just so you know everyone at school is thinking about you and hoping you will feel better soon. I have some jokes you may not have heard before. One of the jokes is, What's green and has wheels? Grass! i was just kidding about the wheels part! Another joke is, knock knock! Who's there! Come on! Let me in i just want a sandwich! Well anyway, i'm going to try and write as often as i can giving you updates about what's going on at school and how everyone's doing. Like i said i hope you feel better soon and you're in my thoughts. Elizabeth Souder Mahtomedi, - Wednesday, April 6, 2005 9:39 PM CDT Hey Eric! It's me, Jacob Kiel. I just wanted to see how you were doing. I read the website about you. If you feel up to it, why don't you give me a call. You know my number. I sure miss you A LOT! Your's sincerely, Jacob Kiel Jacob Kiel <jjkiel@usfamily.net> Stillwater, MN USA - Wednesday, April 6, 2005 4:50 PM CDT Eric - You are pretty lucky to keep getting these jokes from your mom's cousin Bob (who gets them from Katherine - who gets them from Chelsea). I giggle out loud at almost all of them! Some say "laughter is the best medicine" and I might agree! Tell Bob to keep up the jokes for you and all of us that know you! Susie Lau <susieandpete@gbronline.com> Vermillion, MN - Wednesday, April 6, 2005 3:18 PM CDT Wishing you some brighter days and better news to come. I can only imagine how difficult is is for all of you to watch and not be able to do anything about the discomfort that Eric is in. Katy, I bet there are so many mixed emotions going around in your head and heart...my guess is they are all very normal for the sibling of a cancer kid. Your parents seem really cool and very concerned about you as well. I hope you won't be afraid to talk to them about what you are feeling. Sometimes saying what we feel outloud makes it a little less scary especially if you learn that someone else feels the exact same way. My prayers contine to be with all of you. Hugs, Connie Frisby-Griffin <cdlfg@adelphia.net> Colorado Springs, CO - Wednesday, April 6, 2005 1:03 PM CDT Thank you for the update. I am sorry the news was not better! Pain is especially frustrating. I hope they find a pain-killer combo that can make Eric comfortable. I also hope for nice weather and joyous moments - the sun can change so much, doesn't it? I have a hammock out back too and I love lying in it when I can! Karin's Caringbridge Page vancouver, bc, canada - Tuesday, April 5, 2005 8:49 PM CDT Hi, Eric and the rest of the Ruegseggers. You all are and have been in my prayers daily for so long. I hope today finds you feeling better Eric. Good Luck. Wendy Studer <wendys@mail.heartland-health.com> St. Joseph, MO USA - Tuesday, April 5, 2005 10:17 AM CDT Hi Eric! You probably don't remember me, but I met you and your sister when you were much younger. Perhaps you remember my girls, Alexa and Emily. I know your Mom and your Dad and have been following your progress here on this website. You are a very brave young man! I hope your recent pain gets better soon. Please say "hi" to your sister and your parents from the girls and me. We have been praying for you and your family. Chris Novak <ccnovak@mmm.com> Woodbury, MN USA - Tuesday, April 5, 2005 9:56 AM CDT Hi Eric! I'm sending a hug this way until I can get over to see you! I miss seeing you while we were all so busy over spring break. Hope they are able to help with that leg pain, so you start sleeping better. Some things just don't seem fair and are so hard to understand! Thinking of you, saying prayers, and sending good vibes! You are so strong. We can all take lessons from you! Katy, hope your first day of the quarter went well! Thinking of you too! Love you, Lisa, Sean & Colin Baumgard <Baumgard@wagz.com> Mahtomedi, MN - Monday, April 4, 2005 11:13 PM CDT Eric, Katherine's friend Chelsea is scouring the world for only the best jokes to send to you. Chelsea tells them to Katherine, who tells them to me, and I write them down. And today Chelsea found a good one - especially for opening day (Go Tigers!). So here goes . . . I was standing in the park the other day, watching a baseball coming toward me. It got bigger and bigger. I wondered to myself, "why is that baseball getting bigger and bigger?" I couldn't figure it out. And then it hit me . . . Bob Goffeney <robert@goffeney.com> Berkley, MI - Monday, April 4, 2005 8:38 PM CDT Prayers, good wishes, and good vibes coming to Eric, Katy, Kasey and Mike from Michigan (also some thanks for sending us some of that warm weather!) Sue Sirgany <yapdogs@chartermi.com> Ortonville, MI - Monday, April 4, 2005 6:50 PM CDT After checking in on you for more than a year, I am finally getting over my shyness, just to tell you that I thinking of you, wishing and hoping for you. I am so very sorry things are so incredibly hard. Abigail <curean@rochester.rr.com> Rochester, NY - Monday, April 4, 2005 3:10 PM CDT Dear Katy and Eric, ~~~Good vibes in your direction!~~~ ~~~A special vibe for no leg pain!~~~ ~~~A special vibe for peace!~~~ Love, Anu Anu Ramachandran Cleveland Heights, Ohio USA - Monday, April 4, 2005 9:56 AM CDT Dropping a note to let you know that I AM sending prayers, good wishes and good VIBES to Eric and Katy! Hope these beautiful spring days give you some hope and peace! Karen Januschka-Johns (3Mer) Mendota Heights, MN USA - Monday, April 4, 2005 9:49 AM CDT Hey Eric and the rest of the Ruegseggers - I hope that leg pain goes away soon and you can get outside to enjoy the nice weather! Good luck with the rest of the school year and good luck with the new chemo! We are thinking and praying for you often! Susie, Pete, Marty and baby #2 (2 more months to go...) <Susieandpete@gbronline.com> Vermillion, MN - Monday, April 4, 2005 8:39 AM CDT hey guys... just droppin by to say hi... sending out my love... Aloha!!! Christian Bowman <christian_bowman@hotmail.com> Honolulu, HI United States - Saturday, April 2, 2005 5:25 AM CST I have followed your journey...it seems to be ours as well shannon setser dx 12/30/05 metastatic erms. I am stuggling with everything she is only 4.She loves animals and dolphins like your son. tereasa setser <setserr@aol.com> san carlos, ca usa - Wednesday, March 30, 2005 8:57 PM CST Hoping that you had a wonderful Easter and that the scans this week make you smile brightly! God Bless, Deborah www2.caringbridge/ca/vanessamartinez Deborah Martinez <debra126@comcast.net> Madera, CA United States - Monday, March 28, 2005 5:39 PM CST Happy Easter Eric and family! Hope you have a fun day! Don't eat too much candy, save some for me. :) Enjoy the warmer temperatures that we are suppose to be getting. Thinking of and praying for you. Pamela Traxler <patraxle@ties2.net> Mahtomedi, MN USA - Sunday, March 27, 2005 11:42 AM CST Just dropping in to say hello and we are thinking of you all. Happy Easter to your family! You have a very beautiful family. HUGS, Christina Lillig-mom to Ashley, born with Rhabdo 8/28/01, OT 8/30/02 and Founder/CEO www.CancerWarriors.org Christina Lillig <Christina@cancerwarriors.org> Douglasville, GA USA - Friday, March 25, 2005 7:41 AM CST Hi Eric! I hope you are having lots of fun with your uncle playing on supercool computer games. Love, Anu Anu Ramachandran Cleveland Heights, Ohio USA - Thursday, March 24, 2005 4:37 PM CST Happy Easter to you and your family. Will you be spending the day at home or out somewhere? My family is getting together at my brother's house. (He and my sister-in-law live in the Robbinsdale area so it is not too far away.) Both of my sons are home for Easter so it will be great to all be together. Then it is Spring Break. I am not going anywhere this year but I do have 2 trips planned for next year. So, I will catch a few movies, have lunch with my girlfriends, do a little gambling and just relax. I just wanted you to know that I am thinking about you. Eat an extra chocolate bunny for me!!! Your favorite secretary...Jane Martz Jane Martz <jmartz@mahtomedi.k12.mn.us> Mahtomedi, MN USA - Thursday, March 24, 2005 12:43 AM CST Hi Eric! I just thought that I should sign your guestbook because it's been a few days lol (laugh out loud).At school this week,it was spirit week.Thursday was Wacky Hair Day,Friday was Twin Day,today (Monday),was Hat Day,and tomorrow is Dorky Darla Dimple Day.On Friday,I was twins with my best friend,Tori McKenzie.We wore tennis shoes,jeans and white blouse tank-tops.It snowed a lot on Friday night,but you already know that.I gotta go,but I'll sign later! Devin <lilirishgrl10@yahoo.com> Woodbury, MN USA - Monday, March 21, 2005 9:37 PM CST My prayers are with you all. Debbie (Jones) Talbert <djtalbert@mmm.com> Columbia, MO USA - Monday, March 21, 2005 11:51 AM CST wow!!!! ERIC, your room looks fantastic! You guys did such a great job. I love all the HGTV and TLC shows like "While You Were Out" and "Trading Spaces" and "extreme makeover: home edition". You are definately such a talented family and I hope wonderful sea adventures will flood your dreams at night, Eric. Karin's Caringbridge Page vancouver, canada - Thursday, March 17, 2005 9:14 PM CST Hi Eric and all! Sorry I haven't written in your guestbook lately, but my laptop crashed for about a month. I loved your new room and that you all helped create such a masterpiece. Have you all been watching HGTV, because they have had some of the same wonderful ideas on transforming a room into such a creation like you have. Since it's St. Patrick's Day today, hope you all have a happy and green one. Hang in there my little man. I say a prayer for you every day. Love to you all. Grandma Suzy <suzybowyer@cox.net> Henderson, NV - Thursday, March 17, 2005 6:36 PM CST Dear Eric, You can do it! Keep fighting! Love, Anu Anu Ramachandran Cleveland Heights, Ohio USA - Thursday, March 17, 2005 9:00 AM CST Hi Eric! I also miss your huge smile! Everyday I do the attendance I hope I see everyone in Mrs. Werner's class. Hope to see you soon. I love reading your journal and can see the humor in your chaotic weekends! I have 3 kids and it is pretty similar.I wish you a big hug and hope to see you very soon, if not only to bip in and say Hi, ok? Love from Marcia (your favorite school nurse) Ha Ha xxoo Marcia Senkler <msenkler@mahtomedi.k12.mn.us> mahtomedi, mn usa - Wednesday, March 16, 2005 2:51 PM CST Hi Eric, It's pretty outside today. I hear that we are going to get some snow on Friday...maybe a lot. I took half of the day off so I could spend it with my sons. (They are both home on Spring Break.) We will watch the Gopher Men's Basketball in the afternoon and the Gopher Hockey team in the evening. I love this time of the year. I sure miss seeing your smiling face. Happy St. Patrick's Day tomorrow. Thinking of you with sunny thoughts!!! Jane Martz Jane Martz <jmartz@mahtomedi.k12.mn.us> Mahtomedi, MN USA - Wednesday, March 16, 2005 2:03 PM CST Hi ALL!! I am a co-worker of Leslie Johnson. I want you to know that I love you and I don't even know you. You have been in my thoughts and prayers for weeks now. Whether you believe it or not, GOD IS EVER PRESENT!!! Remember that and draw strength from it. God Bless Christy <cmsimmons1@mmm.com> Oakdale, MN - Monday, March 14, 2005 1:01 PM CST Dear Katy and Eric, Glad you enjoyed the gift cards for B&N! Happy thoughts! Healthy thoughts! Happy thoughts! Healthy thoughts! Love, Anu Anu Ramachandran Cleveland Heights, Ohio USA - Monday, March 14, 2005 9:51 AM CST Eric, here's a joke that Katherine got from her friend Chelsea (you don't know Chelsea, but she's Katherine's friend. You don't know Katherine, but she's my daughter. You don't know me, but I'm your mom's cousin. I'm pretty sure you know your mom). Here's the joke: Q: What's Irish and stays out all winter? A: Paddy O'Furniture. (Thank you, thank you, I'll be here all week; try the veal) Bob Goffeney <robert@goffeney.com> - Sunday, March 13, 2005 7:43 PM CST Keep up a good fight - you rock! All the best to you Eric, and also Kasey, Mike, Katy. Can't forget, Sydney,Annie and Patches! My Cats are Homer(14), Slush(8), Kitty(4), Bunny(2) and Eugene(6mths). Janet (from The Fuselage) <familyof4_4@msn.com> Halifax, N.S Canada - Sunday, March 13, 2005 5:07 PM CST Eric!Oh my gosh I'm sorry that I haven't signed your guestbook for 2 monthes!I am so sorry. Well, I am switching schools in 2 weeks,so....I hope you can get to school before that.You are like a brother to me!I'm sorry that I haven't seen you for awhile.Your new room looks so cool!I heard about Garrett.My cousin and I always go on this website,so she knows you very well.She gave me this website because she was looking at it one day and she clicked on your page,and she saw that you go to Mahtomedi,and she was like,"Hey,I think Dev knows Eric!".Turns out that I do! :-D I hope that I get to see you soon.I miss you at school.I never get to see you anymore!!!Have you seen any new movies lately?I have to go,but I'll talk to you soon! Devin Hanlon <lilirishgrl10@yahoo.com> Woodbury, MN USA - Saturday, March 12, 2005 9:45 PM CST Dear Eric, Keep fighting! You can do it! Love, Anu Anu Ramachandran Cleveland Heights, OH USA - Wednesday, March 9, 2005 8:30 AM CST Hi Eric! So glad to hear the news about the PET scan! Stay strong! Sue Sirgany <yapdogs@earthlink.net> orchard lake, mi - Tuesday, March 8, 2005 4:43 PM CST Eric, here's the latest joke told to me by machinery (the gas pump at Mobil again): Q: What kind of shoes do frogs wear? A: Open-toad sandals! I'm going down to visit the ice-cream machine in my building now, to see if it knows any good ones. (Love the paint job, AND the fact that everybody got involved - great job, great pictures!) Bob Goffeney <robert@goffeney.com> - Monday, March 7, 2005 8:36 AM CST Hi Eric, Your room looks great!! Now all you need is a little cocoa butter and it will smell like the beach!! Really great news on the PET scan - good luck with the chemo this week. Kellie Davideit (www.caringbridge.org/nj/ian) <kelbri27@optonline.net> Metuchen, nj usa - Sunday, March 6, 2005 2:01 PM CST Dear Eric, Congrats on the PET scan results! Keep fighting buddy! I'll keep sending happy and healthy thoughts in your direction. Love, Anu Anu Ramachandran Cleveland Heights, Ohio USA - Sunday, March 6, 2005 12:03 AM CST Hi Eric and Kasey! Keep fighting! Eric, you are so strong! I was glad to read about the PET scan results. Love, Sheila Franzen <rsfranzen@comcast.net> Woodbury, MN USA - Saturday, March 5, 2005 2:48 PM CST Hi Eric- I am a huge Lost fan too! I have 4 month old twins, and I dont have much time to watch TV, but I never miss Lost. I hope your doing well! Jennifer Finley <JennLFin@earthlink.net> Harleysville, PA USA - Friday, March 4, 2005 11:06 AM CST Hi, Eric! Found your webpage on thefuselage.com. Isn't "Lost" awesome? Anyway, hope you are doing o.k. and I will be keeping positive thoughts headed your way. Kathy <thumper0329@aol.com> Oklahoma City,, OK USA - Friday, March 4, 2005 7:54 AM CST Aloha Eric! I really like the look of the room... Spongebob Squarepants? Anyway, I get real busy sometimes, but I just got a reminder from a special friend of yours about you... You got a lot of people that have you in their hearts and prayers... including me... Well, I just wanted to send a little aloha from Hawaii... I put a link on my website to this cool website for the caring bridge... I hope that your heart is filled with all the happiness that it can hold, 'cause lord knows... alot of people are sending you happy thoughts! Take care little brother.... Christian Christian Bowman <christian_bowman@hotmail.com> Honolulu, HI USA - Thursday, March 3, 2005 10:08 PM CST Hey Eric!! Ms. Senlker gave me the link to your site! Nice room!! I think about you so often and I send you lots of love. Remember, you're MAGICMAN and you can anything!!! Take care and I'll keep an eye on your site so I know how you're doin'! Love Suzanne Suzanne <suzanne@suzmagic.com> Brooklyn Center, MN - Thursday, March 3, 2005 12:19 AM CST Hello Eric, Mike, Kasey, and Katie!! I am so glad to read about your treatment plan - you have done a great job absorbing everything, researching, and forming a good plan. Eric, I know you are a strong man and will be able to make it through all of this tough stuff! I LOVE your new room Eric! I think you all should come to my house and design a room for me. You guys all did a great job with Eric's room - and so quickly!! Katie - you are a great sister for helping out. It just looked like it was so much fun! I still have not been to Ikea as of yet, but hope to get there soon. I know they have some cool stuff. Eric - I see that you have a project for school to pick a state to do research on. I don't know if you have chosen one yet, but I have some information on South Dakota if you are interested. That was where I was born and lived until I came to work for 3M in Minnesota. Let me know if you need any of it. I could even help you if you would like. Well, you all take care and keep up the good work on your treatment plan. We are all cheering for you and saying extra prayers!! Frankye (Sydney's dog sitter) <flgravatt@mmm.com> Maplewood, MN USA - Thursday, March 3, 2005 8:46 AM CST Eric, G'day from Australia mate! Good on you mate for being such a champion. My heart and prayers are with you and your family. I'm a Lost fan too. My favourite characters are Hurley, Charlie, Shannon and Locke. Mate, you keep surging forward. You're a winner my friend. Good luck, all the best, my heart is with you. Jason Dore (Pocket Jericho on the fuselage.com) Jason Dore <pocketjericho@hotmail.com> Brisbane, Qld Australia - Thursday, March 3, 2005 1:42 AM CST Our prayers are with you and your beautiful family. Hang in there! Kristen Thomsen, mom to 4 year old with Rhabdo <kthoms0319@new.rr.com> WI - Wednesday, March 2, 2005 4:28 PM CST I expected to see a little more paint on Mom and Dad! John Tavernit <jdtavernit@mmm.com> Roseville, MN - Wednesday, March 2, 2005 3:18 PM CST Your new paint job looks great. If you have time, we have a few rooms that could use your talents. It's good that you've developed a plan. We will keep our fingers crossed. Our best to you all. Wally and Marylou Goffeney <wgoffeney@comcast.net> Bloomfied Hills, MI - Wednesday, March 2, 2005 1:19 PM CST I am so glad to hear there is a plan for Eric! Keep us updated! Also, I love the new bedroom! It looks awesome! Susie Lau <susieandpete@gbronline.com> Vermillion, MN - Wednesday, March 2, 2005 12:39 AM CST Hi, Eric! Wow, I like your bedroom! Ever hear the one about little Johnny practicing the violin in the living room while his Uncle was trying to read in the den? The family dog was lying in the den, and as the screeching sounds of little Johnny's violin reached his ears, he began to howl loudly. Uncle listened to the dog and the violin as long as he could. Then he jumped up, slammed his paper to the floor and yelled above the noise, "Can't you please play something the dog doesn't know!" Don Demulling <dondem@comcast.net> Beautiful Mahtomedi, MN USA - Tuesday, March 1, 2005 3:03 PM CST I am sending lots of prayers your way. www.caringbridge.org/fl/suryan Laurie, Mom to Suryan, forever 21 <casadewhippets@yahoo.com> SGI, FL - Tuesday, March 1, 2005 12:28 AM CST I am sending lots of prayers your way. www.caringbridge.org/fl/suryan Laurie, Mom to Suryan, forever 21 <casadewhippets@yahoo.com> SGI, FL - Tuesday, March 1, 2005 12:28 AM CST Really impressive artwork in Eric's room, we like the bright colors! You're in our thoughts and prayers. George and Sylvia Roman <gcroman1@mmm.com> Mahtomedi, MN USA - Tuesday, March 1, 2005 12:02 AM CST Your room looks AWESOME! What impressive teamwork! Anu Ramachandran Cleveland Heights, OH USA - Tuesday, March 1, 2005 11:17 AM CST Hi Eric and family, Eric keep up the fight and know that everyone is keeping you in their thoughts and prayers. I read your guestbook daily but this is my first time posting. I love your room! Renee Seiler <rseiler67@yahoo.com> Maplewood, MN - Tuesday, March 1, 2005 9:30 AM CST Wow Eric, I LOVE your room. It looks like a true family project. I hope you had fun doing it. I've always wanted to go to Underwater World at the Mall of America. Do you recommend it? Sending healing thoughts and prayers... Vicki Lund <vlund@csom.umn.edu> Stillwater, MN USA - Tuesday, March 1, 2005 9:05 AM CST Wow, what a terrific room! I guess your side of the family is the artistic one! It looks like you had a lot of fun painting over the weekend. I am so impressed how fast you created such a terrific project. We are keeping you all in our thoughts and prayers. Sue Sirgany <yapdogs@earthlink.net> Ortonville, MI - Monday, February 28, 2005 5:55 PM CST Eric's room looks fantastic!!!! You guys ROCK! Wow talk about power painting! Enjoy your ocean view! Love, Sheila Sheila Franzen <rsfranzen@comcast.net> Woodbury, mn USA - Monday, February 28, 2005 2:30 PM CST Just wanted to say hello. Eric will be in our thoughts and prayers. God Bless. http://www.caringbridge.org/al/michael Marcy Kelley <Marcykelley@charter.net> Pelham, AL USA - Monday, February 28, 2005 2:00 PM CST Hi Eric! Your room turned out incredible! I am really glad that you guys had so much fun being artistic. It was fun having you back in class last week. Did you get any more Deltora books this weekend? I never did make it to Barnes and Noble this weekend, so I couldn't pick up any more books just yet. I just wanted to let you know that we are going to start working on State Research projects this week. Are you interested in picking out a state and doing a little research? Just let me know if there is a state that particularly interests you. We miss you and love to have you at school. I've been thinking about you and if there is anything I can do, just let me know. Enjoy your room! Judy Werner <jwerner@mahtomedi.k12.mn.us> Shoreview, MN 55126 - Monday, February 28, 2005 1:37 PM CST I am sorry to learn of the bad news. Please know that you and your family are in my prayers. Enjoy painting! Can't wait to see the finished product! Take care, Anu Anu Ramachandran Cleveland Heights, Ohio - Monday, February 28, 2005 8:12 AM CST Eric, here's another joke for you. (I got this one from a gas-station pump; who knew machines were so talented?) Q: why did the reporter go into the ice cream parlor? A: he wanted the inside scoop! Bob Goffeney <robert@goffeney.com> Berkley, MI - Monday, February 28, 2005 5:13 AM CST Kasey and Eric, I am sorry to hear such rough news. I have been thinking about you all weekend and trying to find the right words for your guest book. Everything seems so trivial compared to what you and your family are going through. Please know that I care so much for you. You have helped me grow to a better mother and teacher. I admire your bravery and strength. Good luck with your decorating! Eric's room will be an amazing space when you are done! Sheila Franzen <rsfranzen@comcast.net> Woodbury, MN USA - Sunday, February 27, 2005 3:23 PM CST I'm sorry to hear you didn't get more positive feedback from the doctors. I hope you can come up with a plan for quality of life that is great and long. The bedroom update sounds fun. Our 8 year old loves when we move so she can have hers updated. She's reasonable about $$$ involved in change so this time it was more about paint and finally getting a dresser then all new bedding and change of theme. We have lots of brights with horses. We just got cable for the first time when we moved here. HGTV is a favorite and they have some great ideas for kids rooms. Some things, even totally uncrafty people like me can do! Wishing you many quality days ahead. You remain in my prayers. Hugs Connie Frisby-Griffin <cdlfg@adelphia.net> Colorado Springs, CO - Sunday, February 27, 2005 11:22 AM CST wanted to thank you for coming to Craig's website if there's is anyway for us to be of help or comforting to your family, please email me and i'll give you my phone number sending you lots of love Craig, Lauren, and Helen CRAIGGY helen <trula1@comcast.net> - Sunday, February 27, 2005 8:06 AM CST I found your page through Craiggy's. I am so sorry to hear that the news you have been receiving is not good. My grandson was diagnosed March 17, 2004 with a diffused pontine glioma. Radiation and chemo was going wonderful, then like a brick we were told there is tumor growth and disease progression. I can't even begin to imagine what it is like to be a parent going through this. I don't know if I could have the courage my daughter and parents like you have as you face the future. I will be praying for your family. Please stop by and visit. www.caringbridge.org/ky/ryanbrown Ryan's Nana Sherry <scourtney209@hotmail.com> Bowling Green, MO USA - Saturday, February 26, 2005 10:27 PM CST Hey, I'm sorry for the bad news you have been getting. It's just not fair!!! I totally admire your awesome idea of re-decorating. I wanted my bed room the same way - 2 gradients of blue! I didn't quite know how to do it so I just painted it a blue-grey color - I can't wait to see how Eric's room ends up. The ocean theme sounds beautiful. Thinking of you. Karin's Caringbridge Page vancouver, bc, canada - Saturday, February 26, 2005 11:42 AM CST I'm sorry that the scans didn't give you better news. The bedroom for Eric sounds wonderful. I hope you had fun shopping for him today. Your family is in our prayers. Deb Kuehl Lino Lakes, MN - Friday, February 25, 2005 10:44 PM CST PEACE, LOVE, JOY AND STRENGTH! The Franklins of Exeter Lost rocks our would too! Karen Franklin Exeter, NH USA - Friday, February 25, 2005 7:49 PM CST Thanks for keeping us all updated! Eric and your whole family are always in our prayers! Susie Lau <susieandpete@gbronline.com> Vermillion, MN - Thursday, February 24, 2005 12:36 AM CST Hi Eric, Kasey, Mike and Katy! I am thinking of you guys daily and sending "Good VIBES" to all of you. Your continued strength amazes and inspires me! Keep up the good fight. Love, Sheila Sheila Franzen <rsfranzen@comcast.net> Woodbury, MN USA - Wednesday, February 23, 2005 6:53 PM CST Hi Ruegseggers, I love the spirit and tenacity you all have. Keep the positive attitude. With all of the medical mysteries and marvels anything is possible. I think of you often and always read the web page. I love this quote from Noela Evans..."Challenge is a dragon with a gift in its mouth....Tame the dragon and the gift is yours. You are in my thoughts! Jane Jane Martz <jmartz@mahtomedi.k12.mn.us> Mahtomedi, MN 55115 - Wednesday, February 23, 2005 10:26 AM CST Eric looks so handsome in the picture at the beach,Sorry to read scans were not all good, glad to read you are fighting on. Thinking of you all, Debbie (Chloe's mum) Rhabdo site. Debbie Wright <deb.wright1@btopenworld.com> Herne Bay, Kent UK - Tuesday, February 22, 2005 7:46 AM CST Hey Guys, Just checking in once again. I will continue to keep Eric and all of you in my prayers. There HAS to be SOMETHING! NEVER give up!!! God is still in the miracle business! If you guys end up coming to Houston, PLEASE let me know!! Im less than 100 miles from there and would LOVE the opportunity to meet Eric and all of you in person. I would be very happy to drive over to visit, then I could see that beautiful smile in person! Im still storming Heaven for Eric, and will continue to! Give Eric a Bulldawg hug for me! Lots of Love, Tons of (((HUGS))) and many, many Prayers! Bulldawg Bulldawg <bulldawg1959@gt.rr.com> Nederland, Tx - Monday, February 21, 2005 9:30 PM CST Dear Eric and Family, Hang in there! I'm sendng happy and healthy thoughts in your direction! Best wishes, Anu Ramachandran Cleveland Heights, Ohio - Monday, February 21, 2005 2:56 PM CST Eric, here's something I overheard the other day: Guy # 1: My dog has no nose! Guy # 2: How does he smell? Guy # 1: Awful! Bob Goffeney <robert@goffeney.com> Berkley, MI - Monday, February 21, 2005 5:02 AM CST Hello Eric, Kasey, Mike, and Katie, After reading the update in your journal, I immediately thought of one of my favorite poems. Be like the bird, who Halting in his flight On limb too slight Feels it give way beneath him, Yet sings, knowing he hath wings.-Victor Hugo The beauty of your family is that you still sing. I love you all, Nancy Lincoln Nancy Lincoln Stillwater, MN USA - Sunday, February 20, 2005 9:26 AM CST Hey Eric, Kasey,Mike and Katie I know I dont sign Erics book very often, but I do check on him every day. Eric, and all of you are and will be in my prayers. Please let us "Eric fans" know about surgery and when it will be. I will be storming Heaven in the mean time. I love to see his beautiful smile (his smile always seems to have a hint of mischief!) Anyway, you can count on me to be a prayer warrior for Eric! Lots of Lof and Tons of (((HUGS))) Bulldawg Bulldawg <bulldawg1959@gt.rr.com> Nederland, Tx - Saturday, February 19, 2005 10:50 PM CST Hi Eric, Just a quick hello and we hope your having a nice weekend. We wanted to let you know our family is praying for you and your family. Hope we can get you and Jesse together real soon. Kelly & Jesse K & J Jeanetta <kjeanetta5@aol.com> NSP, MN USA - Saturday, February 19, 2005 7:55 AM CST Hi Eric- My name is Nichole and I am a long time family friend of Jesse Jeanetta, who was also diagnosed with Rhabdomyosarcoma. I saw you for a quick minute in the hallway at the hospital on his 12TH birthday (which was this last Saturday). I just want to say I hope that you are hanging in there, as it sounds that you already are doing a fine job of that! You sound like a pretty cool kid. I think that you and Jesse would make great friends! Anyways, I will add you to my prayers, and take care. I know that God loves you and will help you and your family though this. God bless. Nichole Nichole Hughes <dancindiva654@hotmail.com> White Bear Lake, MN - Wednesday, February 16, 2005 10:38 PM CST Happy Wednesday, Eric! (Since I missed Valentine's Day) I'm another one hoping you'll get out of the hospital soon! We sure hope you are well enough to come to the Blue and Gold banquet on Thursday. We saved a spot for you in the opening ceremony and skit. It will be your job to say "Happy 75th Birthday Cub Scouts!" in a really excited voice to all the audience. If you can't make it, we will miss you and hope for you to feel better soon! By the way, congratulations on being one of the two best-dressed Cub Scouts in our pack from uniform inspection night! And, congratulations on the great honor of earning your Webelos badge! If you can't make it to the banquet to receive it, we will have a ceremony for you in March. It's so great that you're hanging in there with scouts. One last thing: I was helping Dylan to study for the Wordmasters test at school and we learned a new word: conundrum. Look it up to find out what it means. It's a fun word to say and it might impress your doctors! Here's something that will help to explain what a conundrum is: What's the difference between a jeweler and a jailer? Answer: One sells watches and the other watches cells. Have a good day, Eric and get well soon! Anne Easterla <easterX5@aol.com> Mahtomedi, MN USA - Wednesday, February 16, 2005 11:08 AM CST Eric, it is nice to see you that you enjoy reading so much. Since I have two boys, I have a good book idea that maybe your mom or dad can get for you. "Skeleton Key". It is actually one of three the author has written(I can't think of his name or the other books right now), but it is about a boy, Alex Rider, and he works as a spy. They are pretty good! Anyway, hope you feel better and you are in my prayers!! Patti <pebrunjes@mmm.com> - Wednesday, February 16, 2005 10:29 AM CST Eric, I was reading about Lost on The Fuselage and I heard about you. I just wanted to say hello and that I understand what it's like to be in the hospital during holidays. I have hypogammaglobulinemia, which is a disorder of the immune system. One thing having a chronic illness has taught me is to be very compassionate and I'm happy for that. I hope you'll start feeling better soon. You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers. By the way, Lost TOTALLY rocks, doesn't it? Laura <lauramarie@cox.net> Omaha, NE USA - Wednesday, February 16, 2005 5:16 AM CST Hi Eric, sorry to hear you were in the hospital for Valentine's Day. I'm sure all your Valentine's will be waiting for you at school. I have an Eric too, but he is 22 months and a "red-haired monster", into everything!! but cute as anything, must be the name!!! Take care, hope you get home soon. Kellie Davideit <kelbri27@optonline.net> Metuchen, nj usa - Wednesday, February 16, 2005 2:44 AM CST Hey Dude!! (I guess I'm not supposed to call anyone that, Brianna informed me that "A DUDE is an infected hair on an elephants Butt"....I don't know if she's right or not, what do you think??? I think she's just playing with me!) I'm so sorry to hear you've had to hang in the hospital so long! I wish I'd have known...I'd have come to see you! You are amazing, I hope you know that!! It's REALLY cool to look back and read your past entries. Man, you've got people from ALL OVER the world writing to you. WAY COOL! I'm going to have to check out 'the fuselage' site. Thanks for being a part of my world! You are an inspiration! Lisa Kieger <jlkieger@usfamily.net> White Bear Lake, MN USA - Tuesday, February 15, 2005 7:41 PM CST Hi Eric, Glad you and your mom are feeling better. Way to go with all of your books. Have you read any of the Redwall series? They were my son's favorite when he was in fourth grade. Another good book is "The Education of Little Tree." It has the best bathroom humor I've ever read. Hope to see you back here at school soon. Cheers! Mrs. Deb Lauer Science Assistant Deb Lauer <dalauer@mahtomedi.k12.mn.us> Mahtomedi, MN USA - Tuesday, February 15, 2005 11:14 AM CST Happy Belated Valentine's Day Eric. I keep track of your progress on a regular basis through the wonderful notes your mom makes on the Caring Bridge site. My brother-in-law works with your dad. My sister told me about you and your family. I've long ago added you to my prayer list, and send healing thoughts your way. Vicki Lund <vlund@csom.umn.edu> Stillwater, MN - Tuesday, February 15, 2005 9:02 AM CST Happy Valentine's Day Eric! Anupama Ramachandran <anupama_ramachandran2001@yahoo.com> Cleveland Heights, Ohio - Tuesday, February 15, 2005 8:13 AM CST Hey Eric, I know this is not the way you wanted to spend Valentine's Day but you did get to spend it with the person who loves you best your MOM Deborah Martinez <debra126@comcast.net> Madera, CA United States - Tuesday, February 15, 2005 0:14 AM CST Hey Eric, I hope you are feeling better soon and get to go home. I check in on you often, but am not good at signing the guestbook. I'll make you a deal, you get better and get home soon, and I'll do better at signing the guestbook. Take care of yourself and your Mom too! Deb Kuehl Lino Lakes, MN - Monday, February 14, 2005 10:57 PM CST Hey Eric, sorry you were not able to spend Valentine's Day the way you had planned. Hope you feel better and get to go home SOON! Sue Sirgany <yapdogs@earthlink.net> Ortonville, MI - Monday, February 14, 2005 9:46 PM CST Happy Valentines Day Eric and family! Sorry to hear that you are back in the hospital Eric. I miss seeing your bright smile at school everyday, but hang in there kid. We're all hoping to see you back soon. Take care! Mrs.Traxler <patraxle@ties2.net> Mahtomedi, MN USA - Monday, February 14, 2005 8:18 PM CST Hi Eric, So sorry you had to spend Valentine's Day in the hospital. Hope that fever goes down and stays down and you get to go home soon! Jessica's mom, www.caringbridge.org/mo/jessica Patty Roth <Menmypiano1@sbcglobal.net> Arnold, MO US - Monday, February 14, 2005 6:59 PM CST Happy Valentine's day Eric and family. I hope you are able to get out of the hospital and that you and your mom start feeling better soon. Jennifer <charay913@yahoo.com> Wichita Falls, Texas - Monday, February 14, 2005 5:52 PM CST We missed you today at school Eric!! Your desk is piled high with a trillion valentines! Hang in there buddy! PS You are an AWESOME reader!! We can't wait to have you over for a playdate Hardt Bergmann and family <k.nobbe@comcast.net> - Monday, February 14, 2005 4:12 PM CST Hi Eric, Kasey, Mike & Katy - Wishing you all the happiest Valentine's day ever! Let's try and hook up for SpongeBob II ! Love, The O'Neills Mitsi & Mark O'Neill <mtoneill@mmm.com> Stillwater, MN USA - Monday, February 14, 2005 3:43 PM CST Hey everyone just telling you that Mrs. Schnell is the counceler i see at school every thursday during advisory! And just for the record she is really really really really really really ect. NICE! Katy (eric's sister (( DUH!))) <katypaige@comcast.net> Mahtomedi, MN U.S. - Monday, February 14, 2005 3:33 PM CST Hi Eric, Happy Valentines Day. I work at the Middle School and I have really enjoyed getting to know your sister. She showed me your web site - quite impressive. I hope to meet you and your family sometime soon. Warm regards, Mary Schnell Mahtomedi Middle School Mary Schnell <mschnell@mahtomedi.k12.mn.us> Mahtomedi, MN USA - Monday, February 14, 2005 3:28 PM CST Happy Valentine's Day Eric!! Sorry to hear that you have to spend the day in the hospital. I am sure all of your friends at school are missing you too! Hang in there!! On Friday night, my son and I were playing and we bumped heads. He was perfectly fine but I now have a pretty good shiner on my right eye. It kind of looks like I have too much make-up on my eye. The kids at school are all looking at me funny. I guess I look a bit silly! Well, I hope you are having a good day! I miss seeing you! I will keep reading your webpage for updates. I will be praying that you get out of the hospital soon! Keep a smile on! Mrs. Hofstad Candy Hofstad - Wildwood <chofstad@mahtomedi.k12.mn.us> Mahtomedi, MN - Monday, February 14, 2005 1:59 PM CST Hi Eric, Happy Valentine's Day. I wish you were here so I could give you a Valentine's hug. Instead I'm sending the hug through this e-mail. I hope that your fever is going down and soon you will be up and around. I sure do miss you! Eat some chocolates...that always makes the day brighter. See you soon. Jane Martz <jmartz@mahtomedi.k12.mn.us> Mahtomedi, MN USA - Monday, February 14, 2005 12:59 AM CST Hi Eric - Sad to hear you've been battling a fever. It's tough to spend the day in the hospital when there are better things to do. I bet you enjoyed the boat show. We usually like to go to it and dream about what to buy. With the warm weather it's easy to think of boating soon. Dan Rasske took his valentines to school. He said it wasn't going to be a big party. Only for 1 hour. I'm sure they will collect your valentines for you so you won't miss out. Keep working hard to get that fever down. The snow was pretty today. It is supposed to be all melted by the end of the day. Buses ran about 6 minutes late for school. We have all the Harry Potter books in hard cover if you want to continue reading that series. Just let me know and I will get them to your house. Take care and come home soon. Peri Rasske <mnrasskes@comcast.net> mahtomedi, MN USA - Monday, February 14, 2005 9:40 AM CST HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY ERIC!!! Sorry you have to be in the hospital today instead of being at school for the party. I think they should bring the party to you! I hope you are feeling better soon. I pray for you daily, although we have never met. Take care of yourself, and continue to be the strong little man you are. Your friend in Tennessee, Tracy Jones Tracy Jones <tracypaigejones@yahoo.com> Kingsport, TN USA - Monday, February 14, 2005 9:13 AM CST Happy Valentine's Day Eric! Hope you have a nice view of the snow! From a 3Mer who is praying for you! Karen St. Paul, Mn USA - Monday, February 14, 2005 8:53 AM CST Here's another Valentine riddle for you. "Knock knock" "Who's there?" "Dismay" "Dismay who?" "Dismay be the best Valentines ever." Carol Ludington (Davey Newhall's mom) <newlud@aol.com> - Monday, February 14, 2005 8:38 AM CST Hi Eric: Here's a Valentine riddle for you-- "Knock Knock." "Who's there?" "Vera" "Vera" who? "Vera few people are as nice as you!" Davey Newhall <newlud@aol.com> - Monday, February 14, 2005 8:36 AM CST Happy V Day Eric. Hope you feel better (soon). Davey Newhall <newlud@aol.com> - Monday, February 14, 2005 8:30 AM CST Happy Valentine's Day Eric! Connie <sjtandcjt@earthlink.net> Coon Rapids, MN - Monday, February 14, 2005 5:55 AM CST Hi Eric, sorry to hear you're in the hospital on Valentine's Day. Maybe you can kill some time thinking of the answer to this question (I'll give you the answer, but no peeking): QUESTION: How do you tell the difference between a female cat and a male cat? (Ready for the answer?) ANSWER: You ask it a question and if HE answers, its a male but, if SHE answers, it's a female. Bob Goffeney <robert@goffeney.com> Berkley, MI - Monday, February 14, 2005 4:48 AM CST Hi Eric it's Jesse. My mom and I read about you when your mom signed my guest book. I am glad we got to meet and that you are in the room right next to me. Today is my 12th Birthday and I hope you and your mom and dad can come next door for cake at noon today. Last night my mom and I got a pass to leave here and we went to the pet store and bought a bird (cockateil). We used to have one a few years ago but he died. Now I have another one named JJ and maybe when we both get out of here and back home you can come over to my house and visit. Talk to you later Jesse Jesse Jeanetta <jesse9jj@aol.com> NSP, MN USA - Saturday, February 12, 2005 9:05 AM CST Hi Eric, Katy, Kasey and Mike- Just checking in with you guys. Sorry to hear you are under the weather. Keep pumping the vitamins and green tea!! Hang in there Eric! I am thinking about you. When you feel up for climbing, give Sonia a call and we can visit Look Out Ridge! Sheila Franzen <rsfranzen@comcast.net> Woodbury, MN USA - Friday, February 11, 2005 10:41 AM CST Hey! I found this site via The Fuselage. Good luck with all of this! Eric, you're so brave! Much love and luck! Caitlin <rebel_star_5_6@hotmail.com> - Sunday, February 6, 2005 8:50 PM CST Aloha!, I was just cruizin through some of the other actors threads and came across this cool site. I just wanted to spread a little Aloha from the Hawaiian Islands and the set of LOST where I play a small character named Steve. Anyway, Take Care! Christian Christian Bowman <christian_bowman@hotmail.com> Honolulu, HI USA - Sunday, February 6, 2005 8:06 PM CST Hi, Hiya you! I read about what a brave little guy you are over on the Fuselage. I really only just want to say hi. I enjoy it when you and your parents come say hi to us. I always want to say HIYA back, you are good people! Bruce Coleman <Hopper27@aol.com> Rotonda West, FL USA - Saturday, February 5, 2005 11:59 PM CST Hi Eric! Hang in there buddy. I am thinking about you. Love, Mrs. Franzen Sheila Franzen <rsfranzen@comcast.net> Woodbury, MN USA - Friday, February 4, 2005 10:54 AM CST Hi! I saw your link on thefuselage and I just wanted to say you are very brave and I hoep you get past this. People like you are why the world is worth living in. You are in my thoughts and prayers. charles ward charlotte, nc usa - Wednesday, February 2, 2005 0:40 AM CST Hey there, sweetheart. I'm Andrea Gabriel... I played "Nadia" on Lost, you know, Sayid's girlfriend in Iraq? Anyway, your dad told me about you, and I just had to come over and say "hi." I have so much respect for you! You're such a wonderfully strong and courageous (and handsome) guy. Keep it up, kiddo! I'm a big fan. Sending you and your family hugs and kisses and nothing but posative energy and love. You're an inspiration. all my best always, Andrea (Nadia) Andrea Gabriel Los Angeles, CA USA - Wednesday, February 2, 2005 0:04 AM CST Found this site via thefuselage: Hey Eric! Hang in there buddy; you're so awesome! :-) Ash <madxash@ntelos.net> Lexington, VA USA - Monday, January 31, 2005 8:22 PM CST You are much more stronger than i would ever be. I can only wish that if i was put in your situation, i would be as strong as you are. I look up to you. GOD BLESS KID!! Brenda <acidrain4770@hotmail.com> Toronto Canada, - Monday, January 31, 2005 3:26 PM CST Eric, you are truly a brave young soldier! Your story is inspiring and you seem to have such a positive attitude. I wish you and your family all the best! Julie (from The Fuselage) <JewelsL85@aol.com> Manhattan, KS USA - Sunday, January 30, 2005 12:00 AM CST Hey Eric - I found this link on The Fuselage. You're a brave, brave kid and I wish you all the best of luck! Get well soon and I will think of you every time I watch Lost ;) Nikki (QueenMab85) New York, NY USA - Saturday, January 29, 2005 11:58 PM CST You are in fact the bravest kid I know. I wouldn't even have done that myself.You have a big heart, and good luck in the future. Kyle Hakkarainen - Saturday, January 29, 2005 7:57 PM CST hey babe,saw your link on the fuselage. Hang in there buddy!!! Im gonna make some paper cranes for you... (post again when i reach 1000) :D Von <killxbillx13@aol.com> Chicago, - Saturday, January 29, 2005 7:55 PM CST Hey cutie, you are one cool guy for taking all this head on. Keep it up, and keep having fun as well! (I love the San Diego Zoo, too, what a good picture.) And thanks for watching our show. xxx. Maggie Grace Honolulu, HI United States - Saturday, January 29, 2005 7:33 PM CST Found this link via the Fuselage..... I've never had anything like what you're going through, but I HAVE had a debilitating illness in my past, so I can imagine at least part of what you're going through. Some days, I imagine it's extremely tough just to wake up and hear birds singing and know this is going to be another day to get through. But it's great that you ARE getting through, and I hope you'll continue to get through. You seem to be one tough, determined little guy! *VBS* Wishes and prayers.... Michelle (DriveSHAFT_groupie at Fuselage) Ellerbe, NC - Saturday, January 29, 2005 3:52 PM CST Hey, Eric. I am fighting something too, so I can relate a ltttle bit. But I just got off prednisone, so I am psyched! Enjoy each little milestone. Have a blessed day, Babe. Luv (from the Fuselage) - Saturday, January 29, 2005 3:48 PM CST Keep fighting! I saw your site on The Fuselage and figured I would drop by. Kevin Isbell <AntiLocalGravy@yahoo.com> Talladega, AL USA - Saturday, January 29, 2005 3:13 PM CST Hey Eric, Keep up the good fight. Glad you like the show. YOU ROCK DUDE!!!! Jorge 'Hurley' Garcia Honolulu, HI United States - Saturday, January 29, 2005 2:07 PM CST eric, I miss u sooooooo much at school.You were asome with the magicain!! Wasint that so cool she was really good.I hope you can come back to school for a day or 2(when every one gets better)I hope you are getting better each day. *taylor runkel* Taylor Runkel <syrunkel@mmm.com> mahtomedi, mn - Saturday, January 29, 2005 11:24 AM CST Hey I dont know you or anything. I just saw the link to this site on thefuselage.com. I am also a fan of LOST. I hope you're ok and everything. I'll pray for you and your family. Megan Wi USA - Saturday, January 29, 2005 0:19 AM CST Hi Eric! I'm glad you are avoiding the "virus" believe me NOT fun! Sonia and I had it and it lasted for a week! Yuck! I went on a field trip with Sonia's class (her very first!). We visited the Science Museum and toured the Chinasaur Exhibit. Pretty Cool. I thought of your many 'day passes' to the museum when we were there. O.K. Picture me with a group of kindergarteners trying to work the audio-tour head sets. Let's just say most of the 5 year olds were interested on just pressing buttons then zooming off to look at the next dinosaur! Then, most of them just wanted to play in the sand pit and dig up dino bones. All in all we had fun. I would have skipped the audio part . . . Take care. Are you going to the Winter Carnival? Sheila Franzen <rsfranzen@comcast.net> Woodbury, MN USA - Friday, January 28, 2005 7:26 PM CST Katy, I saw your picture in the Children's Hospital magazine. It sounds like your group is doing some great work! Vanessa Cochran <vscochran1@mmm.com> Lino Lakes, MN US - Tuesday, January 25, 2005 12:17 AM CST Hi Eric! OK, you do get a lot of brownie points for all of the reading you are doing. E-mail me and I can add it to your Read Around the World points. I know you'll want to be there for the pizza party when we make it around the world! Mrs. Lincoln turned in some homework and tests from you today, so I will correct them tonight and let you know how you did. You did great on the Magnetism test. Can you believe that we had eight students out sick on Thursday, and another 6 out today? Lots of influenza going around, so I hope you don't have that. Stay healthy and keep track of all that reading for me! WE miss you! P. S. I saw Mrs. Hofstad and Ms. Marshall on Friday at a teacher's workshop. Of course, we talked about you! Judy Werner <mswer@usfamily.net> Shoreview, MN USA - Monday, January 24, 2005 4:50 PM CST Hi Ruegseggers! Looks like you had a nice time at Disneyland. Nice to see your smiling faces again. Disneyland sure is my favorite place to visit. I'm back in Henderson, but will have to go back to California soon to pack up my Mom and move her here to Henderson. Sure wish it was over with. Hope Katy is free from the flu and sure glad Eric didn't get it. Wish he didn't have all that chemo to go through again -- hang in there honey. Wish I could see you all again. (Boy, I have a lot of wishes, don't I?) Maybe some day I will! My prayers are with you all. (Looking forward to those Girl Scout cookies, Katy!) Grandma Suzy <suzybowyer@cox.net> Henderson, NV USA - Thursday, January 20, 2005 9:31 PM CST Hi Eric and Kasey, It's Julia, the note-taker from MSP Mag at the Perkins+Will meeting for Adopt-a-Room. I just wanted to say hi, and I am thinking of you. Goodluck and smile :) Julia Julia Minneapolis, MN USA - Wednesday, January 19, 2005 2:18 PM CST Hi Eric! How are you?Was your vacation in California good?I hope you had a great time with your family there.I didn't see you at school on Wednesday.Hmmm.Did you have a good Christmas?I was with my dad and my step-family on Christmas Eve,but then I missed my mom so he drove me to my cousin's house which was like 10 minutes away from my house because that's where my whole family was.I have to go,but I will write back later.See ya! Devin Mahtomedi, MN USA - Sunday, January 9, 2005 5:01 PM CST Happy New Year! It sounds like you had a GREAT trip! WOW! Action packed. I love the picture with you and the Incredibles! Rob and I saw the movie, but we decided that Sonia would have too many 'scary' dreams. Sheila Franzen <rsfranzen@comcast.net> Woodbury, MN USA - Friday, January 7, 2005 7:01 PM CST Hi Eric and Family, Haven't checked in for some time, so just wanted to wish you a great New Year. Glad you had a good trip to California Wally Goffeney <wgoffeney@comcast.net> Bloomfield Hills, MI - Friday, January 7, 2005 4:33 PM CST Hi all - Glad to hear the trip was wonderful! The pictures looked like everyone had a good time! Keep us all posted on how things are going for Eric. I hope he has fun this weekend with his friends! Susie, Pete and Marty Vermillion, MN - Friday, January 7, 2005 3:16 PM CST Hello Eric and family! I don't know if we have ever signed your guestbook. My name is Barb and my husband Ken used to work with your mom in Engineering at 3M. We have two kids, Spencer age 7 and Camille age 5. You met Spencer several years ago at another co-worker of your mom's, Jim Boecker's house. You and Spencer had a lot of fun rolling down the hill of their backyard. We have followed your progress and are so glad to read that your cancer is at least in a "holding pattern" and we hope that soon it will be decreasing. My dad is also battling cancer for the second time, so we can relate to the ups and downs of the chemo process and waiting for test results. We saw you on the news a few weeks ago (at least I think it was you!) and we were very inspired by the idea of making your rooms in the hospital more like home. Maybe your mom can email me more information about the program and how we can help!! Take care and we'll pray things keep getting better for you! Barb LaRock <barblarock@frontiernet.net> Eagan, MN USA - Monday, January 3, 2005 7:23 PM CST Hi Eric and family! I can't wait to hear about your trip. I was glad to read that chemo is keeping things in check. I am thinking of you always. Keep fighting Eric! Sheila Franzen <rsfranzen@comcast.net> Woodbury, MN USA - Sunday, December 26, 2004 5:47 PM CST Eric and Family, Wish you all a very Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year...praying that chemo starts shrinking those tumors. Renee (Cancer Warriors) <rforte0531@comcast.net> East Haven, CT - Friday, December 24, 2004 10:31 PM CST Eric, I pray that you and your family have a wonderful Christmas! I pray that God heals you in 2005! I am praying for you and your family! Alyson Atchley <aatchley@wilsonbank.com> Lebanon , TN USA - Friday, December 24, 2004 9:32 AM CST Eric, Wishing everyone a VERY MERRY CHRISTMAS and HAPPY NEW YEAR!! Sending a double dose of Lots of Love, Tons of (((HUGS))) and MANY PRAYERS! I also want to introduce a new Caringbridge kid, William http://www3.caringbridge.org/tx/william/ His papa is a friend of mine. Please stop in and give him a welcome to the Caringbridge family, Thanks! Bulldawg Bulldawg <bulldawg1959@gt.rr.com> Nederland, Tx - Friday, December 24, 2004 0:33 AM CST Hi Eric! Yup I just wrote like 5 minutes ago,but whatever.I saw the most SCARIEST picture of a funnel cloud on the internet.It was so scary!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I heard a really good song on the radio a few minutes ago.It is called Someone's Watching Over Me.It's by Hilary Duff.It's a pretty good song.I have to go cuz my mom wants me to watch a movie with her.I'll write back later! Merry Christmas! ~Devin~ Devin Hanlon <devindolphin@hotmail.com> Mahtomedi, MN USA - Tuesday, December 21, 2004 11:20 PM CST Hi Eric! Sorry,I missed when you were on TV last night or whenever it was.My mom never really watches the news,but I'm sure that my grandma saw you!(She watches the news 24/7) Did your class have to see that dumb Pirate Muppet movie at school today?My class had to.It was REALLY boring.I hope that you are feeling better!I saw you at school today.I would have said hi,but my class was walking into music so I couldn't.I heard that you were going to California on Christmas Eve.That's really cool!I've never been there.I miss you a lot because I hardly get to see you at school.I have to go now cuz my mom just got home from work,so yeah.I hope that your family has a good Christmas and I hope that you will get better soon! Merry Christmas and Happy New Year! ~Devin~ Devin Hanlon Mahtomedi, MN USA - Tuesday, December 21, 2004 11:13 PM CST Merry Christmas and Happy New Year to you all! We will be visiting my family in Chicago over the holidays, so I won't be checking in for a while. Take care, stay WARM!!!!!!! Merry Christmas! Sheila Franzen <rsfranzen@comcast.net> Woodbury, MN USA - Sunday, December 19, 2004 8:47 PM CST Wow, Eric, you looked pretty cool on TV! I hope to see you Tuesday night! Don Demulling <dondemulling@hotmail.com> Mahtomedi, MN USA - Sunday, December 19, 2004 6:37 PM CST Hi Eric! I was so excited to see you on the news last night. I got home from working at the food shelf and when I turned on the news, I caught a little news teaser about something special happening at the hospital. I looked quick and thought that those shining eyes were yours! So, I stayed up and watched your segment on Kare11. Great idea about PS2! You make me smile every time I see you. Take care! Pick out some good scents for the hospital rooms, too! Sheila Franzen <rsfranzen@comcast.net> Woodbury, MN USA - Friday, December 17, 2004 1:31 PM CST I just checked out the Kare 11 Story! Eric, you rock! Hope to see you guys soon! Susie, Pete and Marty (and baby #2 on the way!) <susieandpete@gbronline.com> - Friday, December 17, 2004 12:32 AM CST Thank you for sharing your web page with me. I appreciate being able stay in touch with your progress and I pray for a faverable outcome. Wayne Roller <therollers@comcast.com> Stillware, MN 55082 - Wednesday, December 15, 2004 1:04 PM CST Kasey, I am a friend of S Franzen, Eric's teacher from a couple of years ago. She wrote to me asking for my prayers for Eric and sent me the link to Eric's website. Kasey, while reading your story from 12-14 and hearing you describe what would break any mother's heart about Eric being hungry and crying, I got chills all over. As a mother of 2 grade school children myself, I can truly picture my son sitting there in the same predicament and feeling frustrated and sad because of his suffering. As moms, we would give anything if the pain could be our's instead of theirs! I will pray for your strength to endure this highest calling as a mother, and a valiant mother when your child is fighting like Eric is. Kasey, God gave you to Eric to be his earthly Comforter. The pain you wish was yours when seeing Eric feeling it, you too are feeling. You and Eric are walking this journey together. You have my prayers and humble respect for all you do and all you are...an example to Mothers everywhere. Thank you for sharing Eric's story, it has deeply touched me and I'm sure all who have read it. God's Peace to you, Colleen Colleen <colleenceh88@yahoo.com> Oak Brook, IL USA - Wednesday, December 15, 2004 10:15 AM CST Just stopped by to see how you are. My daughter also had rhabo....and Osteo. She is currently in remission and 13 years old. I hope you have a nice holiday. www.caringbridge.org/oh/paigehaney Tina Haney <lilgirlie43920@yahoo.com> East Liverpool, Oh USA - Sunday, December 12, 2004 9:16 PM CST Hi Eric! My name is Greg Carter. We have never met, but I learned about you from you Dad when we worked together in the Medical Division here at 3M. I continually watch for updates regarding your status. From what your Dad explained, some things are improving and that is very exciting!! I am hoping you are feeling better. I think about you also, when I visit my sister and her family. You can see their house if you stand in your driveway and look north across the field. They live in one of those houses and their kids go to Mahtomedi school like you do. The one closest to you would be Eric Larson. He is in 6th grade now. Have a Merry Christmas. Take care of yourself ... Greg Greg Carter <gacarter@mmm.com> Chanhassen, MN USA - Thursday, December 9, 2004 9:14 AM CST Hi Eric, glad to hear that after your chemo you were feeling better than usual and glad to see you're home. I am from Cancer Warriors and wanted to say hi to you and that you and your family are in my thoughts and prayers. Renee (Cancer Warriors) <rforte0531@comcast.net> East Haven , CT - Sunday, December 5, 2004 5:04 PM CST Hi Eric! I hope you had a good day today. Have a great weekend. The C Family ***Friends of Allie*** Overland Park, KS - Friday, December 3, 2004 9:43 PM CST Hi Eric and family! I am taking a quick escape from the girls. The "Frosty" special is on TV tonight. I had to smile when I read Devin H. guestbook entry tonight. It is difficult for me to think about you guys as BIG 4th graders. Devin and Mikaela are such sweethearts. I hope you see her at school soon! Take care of yourself. I miss you! Sheila Franzen <rsfranzen@comcast.net> Woodbury, MN USA - Friday, December 3, 2004 7:25 PM CST Hey Eric!!! Just checking in to see how you are doing. I will be praying that you feel much better soon. I know its rough when you have a runny nose and a cough and just dont feel like doing anything, but stay strong little man. I will check back on you tomorrow and hope that I read that you are feeling better. Lots of Love and Tons of (((HUGS))) Bulldawg Bulldawg <bulldawg1959@gt.rr.com> Nederland, Tx - Thursday, December 2, 2004 8:41 PM CST Hi Eric! It was so great to have you in school on Monday. You were in such good spirits and you had so much energy. I hope you are feeling better quick so you can be back at school. We all miss you! Everyone at school was pretty excited with it snowing so hard today. We were just going out for lunch recess when it was snowing that hard. You could hardly see across the playground. Just to let you know that on Thursday morning (next week) Mrs. Cadenhead is going to come in to our class and teach us how to weave a basket. She has woven some incredible baskets. Have you seen any of them in her office? We are going to start with a simple one. At least I hope it's simple! If you are feeling better, I hope you can make it. It should be fun! Did you like National Treasure? Mike and I went to it on Saturday night. We liked it. I agree with your Mom that it reminded me of Raiders, too. It was even better because we got to go to it for free since my son Chris was working at the theater that night. He rarely lets us go to movies for free even though that's one of the perks of the job. I think when you are in college you don't appreciate your parents hanging out where you work. (We really tried not to embarass him too much!) I hope you are feeling much better by the time you read this! Judy Werner <mswer@usfamily.net> Shoreview, MN USA - Thursday, December 2, 2004 6:26 PM CST Hi Eric! I'm sorry you had such a bad day yesterday, but am thrilled that you are feeling better today and you're not running a fever anymore. I just had to laugh at your Dad turning off all the power so you wouldn't play video games or watch TV. Hmmm, wondering if I could try the same trick on my boys? hehe! I'm praying that you are feeling really good today! The C Family ***Friends of Allie*** Overland Park, KS - Thursday, December 2, 2004 1:06 PM CST Hi Eric! Grandma Suzy here. I'm home again in Henderson, but will be leaving for California again this weekend. I don't take my laptop with me to CA, so have to take advantage of it when I'm home here in NV. I feel like a yo-yo going back and forth between here and CA to help my Mom sell her place and get packed up. I sure will be glad when she's moved here, and we can concentrate on just being here in NV, and I can take care of all her needs. Looks like you had a wonderful time at the farm in Wisconsin. Wisconsin is one of my favorite states. Many happy family memories of vacations in Tomahawk and the Wisconsin Dells. You sure are a tough little man to go through what you have. I pray for you every day. You are very, very loved!! Grandma Suzy Suzanne Bowyer <suzybowyer@cox.net> Henderson, NV USA - Wednesday, December 1, 2004 2:06 PM CST Hey Eric!!!!!Whats up?We miss you a lot at school.I know,I'm dumb because I just wrote like 15 minutes ago,but I have A LOT to say.Ok,I know that you have been to school already this year because of that day when Mikaela and I sat next to you in lunch,but the 3rd graders are TINY,dude!!!!!!Me and Mikaela miss you A LOT!!!!!!!!!Mr.Macarthy,the college guy who was helping Mr.Smith,isn't here any more.He works at the high school now.Well,I have to go because I have to do my math homework.When you come back,tell me at recess!(I'm the person with the pink jacket on the playground)I hope to see you at school soon!!!I pray every night for you to get better.Bye,Eric!!!See you at school!!!!!!!P.S.In 3 monthes,I'm gonna be 10!!!!! Devin Hanlon Mahtomedi, MN United States of America - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 10:37 PM CST I am Eric's friend.I was in his 2nd grade class.Now I am in 4th grade at OH Anderson in Mrs.Sneden and Mrs.Sortland's class.I hope that Eric is OK and that he will get better soon.All of his friends and teachers miss him and we can't wait until he comes back to school.I hope you get better,Eric!!!!! Devin Hanlon Mahtomedi, MN United States of America - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 10:08 PM CST Hi Eric! Sounds like you had a great Thanksgiving, and are even feeling well enough for school. Praying for you to keep improving. The C Family ***Friends of Allie*** Overland Park, KS - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 9:58 PM CST Hi Eric, I hope you and your family had a nice Thanksgiving. I ate way too much turkey, gobble gobble. I hope you are feeling ok and glad the chemo last week wasn't too bad. Stay strong, you are a brave guy! Amy Amy Evans <trentamy@verizon.net> Keller, TX - Saturday, November 27, 2004 4:10 PM CST Wishing you and yours a wonderful Thanksgiving and happy holiday! Lots of Love and Tons of (((HUGS)))! Bulldawg Bulldawg <bulldawg1959@gt.rr.com> Nederland, Tx - Thursday, November 25, 2004 9:58 AM CST happy thanksgiving! sonia franzen Hi Eric and family! Sonia liked your silly turkey icon in you journal! Have a restful and happy Thanksgiving! Sheila Franzen <rsfranzen@comcast.net> Woodbury, MN USA - Thursday, November 25, 2004 8:12 AM CST Hi Eric! Checking in on you and wishing you a Happy Thanksgiving! The C Family ***Friends of Allie*** Overland Park, KS - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 7:06 PM CST Hello Eric, Katy, Kasey & Mike, Thanksgiving greetings from your cousins in Michigan! Happy Turkey Day! Susan Sirgany <yapdogs@earthlink.net> Ortonville, MI - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 8:07 AM CST Hi Eric - just checking in on you. Keep up the good work! Sending prayers, The C Family ***Friends of Allie*** Overland Park, KS - Friday, November 19, 2004 1:50 PM CST Hi Eric, whoa, I'm worn out just reading about your busy weekend. Glad the chemo seemed to go okay. I have a question though, any chance you puked in the car with all the girls on purpose? hehe Sending more prayers, The C Family ***Friends of Allie*** Overland Park, KS - Thursday, November 18, 2004 9:31 AM CST Hi Eric, I found your site through a link posted by your Warrior Angel. :) You seem to be an extraordinary boy and your strength amazes me! You will be in my thoughts and prayers. I hope you're feeling better really soon. Stacey van der Vlag <randyandstacey@hotmail.com> Montreal, QC Canada - Sunday, November 14, 2004 7:46 PM CST Hi Eric & Family, we are praying that this round of chemo goes better than the last. Katy, I hope that you had a great time at the dance. Eric, Jay would like to know where you got your pants. He thinks that they are really cool. He got a pair the other day at Kohl's that have P.Miller (lil Romeo) embroidered on the leg. They have become his favorite! Hang in there & know that even though I don't sign often, I check on you all of the time. Wendy FahertyJacob's Page <wendyjf@austin.rr.com> Round Rock, TX USA - Sunday, November 14, 2004 7:47 AM CST Hi, This is Elizabeth N., Elizabeth S. and Taylor. WE want to say hope you feel better. Hope to see you at school. Taylor Runkel <syrunkel@mmm.com> mahtomedi, MN - Saturday, November 13, 2004 12:11 AM CST Hi Eric and family, Im just stopping by to let you know that Im praying for you and checking on you. Keep fighting little buddy! We have a saying here in Bulldog country..."Its not the size of the dog in the fight, its the size of the fight in the dog that counts!" Keep showing us all how big your fight is! Also, could you guys please pray for my little buddy Matthew http://www3.caringbridge.org/tx/matthew/ He is the son of one of the guys that I work with and he had brain surgery on 10/28. Please visit his site and sign his guestbook and tell as many as you can about him, we need all the prayer warriors we can get.Thanks! Lots of Love and Tons of (((HUGS))) Bulldawg Bulldawg <bulldawg1959@gt.rr.com> Nederland, Tx - Friday, November 12, 2004 10:35 PM CST Eric and family, I have been checking on you for a while now, but this is the first time I have ever signed your guestbook. I know that you are going through a rough time now, so I decided to stop in and say hi and let you know that Im praying for you. I want you to stay strong buddy and hang in there. Keep fighting and kick cancers butt! I look forward to seeing those pictures your mom has of that beautiful smile of yours! Hang tough buddy!! Lots of Love and Tons of (((HUGS)))! Bulldawg Bulldawg <bulldawg1959@gt.rr.com> Nederland, Tx - Thursday, November 11, 2004 10:58 PM CST Hi Eric. I'm a friend of your mom's from 3M. I just wanted to say "hello" and wanted you to know that I'm praying for you. You are such a tough guy! You will have to tell your Mom that my dog, Duke, could have helped her with the plumbing yesterday. He managed to eat some Plumbers Putty.....along with part of the container. He proceeded to get sick on the wood floor....and on the carpet...and more on the carpet. (And this all happened right before I was to climb into bed.) Nobody ever told me he was a smart dog. (He's doing o.k. now, so I'm relieved.) Anway - good luck with this round of chemo. I pray for you every day! Smile!! Brenda Applegate <bapplegate@mmm.com> Apple Valley, MN USA - Thursday, November 11, 2004 11:16 AM CST Hi Eric - I'm sending prayers and good luck on this round of chemo. Congrats on getting through school an entire day long (sometimes even the teachers have a hard time with that one ;) )! Katy - I'm sure you'll look great with or without a new shirt to wear to the school dance. Have a great time. Mom and Dad - we continue to offer up prayers of hope, thanksgiving, and healing. The C Family ***Friends of Allie*** Overland Park, KS - Thursday, November 11, 2004 10:31 AM CST Hi Eric. I got your site from your cancer warrior angel and thought I would stop in and say hi!  I'll keep checking in on you. Stay strong and smile!Renee Forte <rforte0531@comcast.net> East Haven, ct - Wednesday, November 10, 2004 10:17 PM CST I was just reading about all you've gone thru. Wow, you must be a tough boy. Hope you're feeling better after your surgery and that chemo doesn't make you too sick. Jessica's Mom www.caringbridge.org/mo/jessica Patty Roth <Menmypiano@aol.com> Arnold, MO US - Wednesday, November 10, 2004 8:56 AM CST HI there, I heard about you through your angel....I wanted to stop by and say a quick Hello. You are one incredible little boy! I will be stopping by to check in on you!! Holly <hollymat@yahoo.com> Stoney Creek, ON Canada - Tuesday, November 9, 2004 7:17 PM CST Hi.. I learned about you from your angel.. you are a very handsome little guy... I will def. be back to check on you. and I will be sending lots of prayers your way for you and your family... Stacy (friends of allie) <babeegirl71@cox.net> norman, ok usa - Tuesday, November 9, 2004 5:59 PM CST  WOW! You sure have been through a lot in your short life! You must be really brave and tough to have made it through all that you have and still have that smile on your face! Keep smiling and living strong and I will check back on you soon! ~Jacob's Site Heather & Family ~**Friends of Allie**~ <dhkduck@aol.com> Lithia, FL USA - Tuesday, November 9, 2004 1:01 PM CST Hello Eric, your sure a little cutie !! I just found out about you. But I'll come back and check on you again. You take care now ! Cathy ^Friends Of Allie^ <sister_2@hotmail.com> Weatherford, Tx USA - Tuesday, November 9, 2004 12:44 AM CST Hi Eric. Just another one of the Friends of Allie group stopping by to say hi. You are one tough cookie!!! Hope you are feeling good today. Betsy Rees - Friends of Allie <betsy@cdiweb.com> Lakewood, Co 80228 - Tuesday, November 9, 2004 12:04 AM CST Hi Eric, I heard about your website from your angel! I just wanted to stop by to tell you that we are praying for you here in Indiana! Laura ^Friends of Allie^ <dlwil1992@yahoo.com> Lake Station, IN USA - Tuesday, November 9, 2004 11:36 AM CST Hi Eric! Your beautiful angel told me about you and I just had to run over and say hello!!! Just know that we are all thinking and praying for you at Friends of Allie. Sara (~Friends of Allie~) Seminole, FL - Tuesday, November 9, 2004 11:23 AM CST Hi Eric! I hope your stent starts feeling better soon. What a handsome guy you are! Ashley Hast (Friends of Allie) <ahast24@aol.com> White Oak, TX - Tuesday, November 9, 2004 10:57 AM CST Hi Eric! I just heard about you from Amy. Let me just warn you, you have no idea how many prayers and well wishes are going up now that Friends of Allie have heard about you. hehe! I'm praying that you'll be feeling better after this most recent surgery and that your new chemo regimen will go well. Jeanne, Shannon, Grant and Aidan C ***Friends of Allie*** Overland Park, KS - Tuesday, November 9, 2004 10:36 AM CST Hi Eric and family! I've been assigned to be your angel too! I'm very anxious to learn about you and your family. Feel free to email me whenever you want. I hope you are feeling better and you are in my thoughts. Amy Amy Evans <amyevans1019@yahoo.com> Fort Worth, TX USA - Monday, November 8, 2004 10:00 PM CST Eric, Kasey, Mike and Katie, It was SOOO great to see all of you on Saturday! I hope that your energy level stayed up all weekend!! I want a full review of the Incredibles . . . I do miss seeing your hansome eyes and smiling face everyday! Sonia has another joke: What is the only dog you can eat? A hotdog! Keep fighting! Love, Sheila Franzen <rsfranzen@comcast.net> Woodbury, MN USA - Sunday, November 7, 2004 5:29 PM CST We are praying for you Eric! Hope your weekend is going well and that you are getting plenty of rest and having fun at the same time! Kelly ~Friends of Allie~ <kellymann@grandecom.net> Waco, TX - Sunday, November 7, 2004 4:12 PM CST Hi there Eric! My name's Kristy and I'm your new angel. I can't wait to get to know you and your family. I'm out of town this weekend but I just HAD to get to a computer and let you know how excited I am. I'll be e-mailing you soon, but if you need anything at all, feel free to ask. Take care of yourself big guy! Kristy Traylor <kktraylor@yahoo.com> Sulphur, LA USA - Saturday, November 6, 2004 3:30 PM CST Hey Eric (and Kasey and Katie) Mrs. Tentis here!!!! Cool photo of you two in front of the cave. Bet you loved it. I would!!! See any big old bats? How did the surgery go? Thinking of you! Gretchen Tentis <gmbovy@ties2.net> Woodbury, MN washington - Saturday, November 6, 2004 1:43 PM CST I just was checking on you and Eric. Suryan's hands peeled too! We never did anything for it though. Prayers for the surgery! Laurie Mom to Suryan www.caringbridge.org/fl/suryan <casadewhippets@yahoo.com> SGI, FL - Thursday, November 4, 2004 7:16 PM CST Hi Eric, you're such a cutie,those chocolate marshmallows look SO good,i hope you ate lots of them. If you would like to we'd love to have you come join Cancer Warriors,you get your very own angel and they'll send you things in the mail,it's very cool.Your mom can sign you up at http://www.cancerwarriors.org/angel.shtml Love Theresa xoxo Theresa Heath <danjotay@comcast.net> Rowlett, Tx - Sunday, October 31, 2004 3:28 PM CST Hi Eric & Katy! Hey, my two kids are Erick & Katie ... how cool is that ... same names, different spellings. My Erick is dressing like an alien and Katie will be a fairy for Halloween. They can't wait ... and I'm sure you are looking forward to it as well. Have a fun Halloween! Hugs & prayers, Terri North San Diego County, CA USA - Friday, October 29, 2004 12:08 AM CDT Eric, what do Winnie-the-Pooh and Attilla the Hun have in common? The same middle name. (ba-dump-bump) Bob Goffeney <robert@goffeney.com> Berkley, MI - Wednesday, October 27, 2004 5:02 AM CDT Hi Eric and family, I just found your web site today. My 16 yr old daughter Jessica was dx with ARMS in July 2002, clear scans and off treatment since Jan. 2004. Visit her web page at www.caringbridge.org/mo/jessica Hope you get good results from your scans. Patty Roth <Menmypiano@aol.com> Arnold, MO US - Tuesday, October 26, 2004 4:48 PM CDT Hi Eric and Ruegsegger Crew - Glad to hear Eric is not ready for Med School - Zoology was more his thing anyway! We are hoping to stop up and see you all sometime soon. Take care and hang in there! Susie, Pete and Marty Lau <susielau@randolph.k12.mn.us> Vermillion, MN - Tuesday, October 26, 2004 1:43 PM CDT Hi Eric and family- Just checked your site to see what's up. I am happy to read that the lump is smaller. Thanks, Kasey, for sharing that beautiful poem. Sheila Franzen <rsfranzen@comcast.net> Woodbury, MN USA - Sunday, October 24, 2004 9:34 PM CDT HI, We came by your page and wanted to say HOPE YOU ARE HAVNG A GOOD DAY! We are so glad we stopped by. We will come back and check on you often. You will be in our thoughts. Come by and visit me sometime. Miranda and Libby wwww.caringbridge.org/nc/libbytuggle Miranda <MHANHAN@triad.rr.com> High Point, NC USA - Sunday, October 24, 2004 1:36 PM CDT Just checked your site and saw that the lump is smaller. Such great news,put a smile on my face. You are in my prayers. Cara <camnrysmom@aol.com> conshohocken, pa usa - Thursday, October 21, 2004 7:43 PM CDT Hey there, Eric!(or should I say, the Wanderer) It was great to see you at the Cub Scout pack meeting last night! I'm glad you were feeling well enough to come. I hope you had fun playing games, eating candy and seeing everyone in their silly costumes. I'm glad that you and your dad are able to come when you feel well. By the way, great costume! (I think I told you that last night!) Have a great day! And one more thing, I really like that picture of you and your dad in your Cub Scout uniforms on the website. I noticed your new Webelos neckerchief and slide. Pretty spiffy! Two Halloween jokes for you: Why aren't there any famous skeletons? Because they're a bunch of no bodies! What do skeletons say before eating? Bone appetite'! Ha! Ha! Will your doctors laugh louder when you tell them? See ya next month kiddo! Anne Easterla <easterx5@aol.com> Mahtomedi, MN USA - Wednesday, October 20, 2004 2:07 PM CDT Hi Eric and family! Sonia has a good joke for Halloween: What's a ghost's favorite food? BOO-berries! Have a great MEA break! Love, Mrs. Franzen Sheila Franzen <rsfranzen@comcast.net> Woodbury, MN USA - Wednesday, October 20, 2004 10:42 AM CDT Hi Eric, here's a heartwarming love story for you: Two antennae met on a rooftop, and fell in love. They decided to get married. The ceremony wasn’t much. But the reception was terrific. Bob Goffeney <robert@goffeney.com> Berkley, MI - Monday, October 18, 2004 5:14 AM CDT Hi there. I came to your webpage via Connor Hunleys'. I want to let you know that we will say a prayer for you and hope that your upcoming CT Scans are good. We have one on Tuesday, and it's always a little scary, but we put all of our faith in God. Be strong! Linda Martin <jrbtk90289@comcast.net> Nashville, TN - Saturday, October 16, 2004 8:33 PM CDT Hi there. I came to your webpage via Connor Hunleys'. I want to let you know that we will say a prayer for you and hope that your upcoming CT Scans are good. We have one on Tuesday, and it's always a little scary, but we put all of our faith in God. Be strong! Linda Martin <jrbtk90289@comcast.net> Nashville, TN - Saturday, October 16, 2004 8:32 PM CDT Hi Eric! I'm glad to see that you are back home. The kids in school were talking about you today at morning meeting. Mikaela said her Mom had stopped to see you at the hospital, but you weren't feeling too well. Eva and Taylor R. offered to bring notes from the class to your house. So look for those tomorrow! We saw a video today on the 5 Kingdoms of Living Things. Everyone was most interested in Monerans, Protists, and Fungi. When you are feeling better, look them up on the Internet. I think you will find them most interesting! When I see your Mom and Dad on Monday I can give them some great web sites that show microscopic creatures and how they eat and move. I know that as a future zoologist you would want to know this information. Know that we are all thinking about you and missing you. P. S. Jacob is now telling us a joke a day. I will try to remember them so you can get a good laugh. Judy Werner <mswer@usfamily.net> Shoreview, MN 55126 - Wednesday, October 13, 2004 6:35 PM CDT Kasey & Mike, I've heard great things about Eric from my mother (Mrs. Traxler- she helps Eric at OHA) and this is a great website. Hang in there and my thoughts and prayers are with your family. Clover <cloverann13@yahoo.com> Mahtomedi, MN United States - Wednesday, October 13, 2004 10:16 AM CDT Hi Eric, I found your web page today and just wanted to let you know I stopped by to visit. Hope you don't get too sick from the chemo. Please visit my daughters site at www.caringbridge.org/mo/jessica Patty Roth <Menmypiano@aol.com> Arnold, MO US - Tuesday, October 12, 2004 12:45 AM CDT Hi Eric, My name is Laurie and I wanted you to know that I am thinking about you. I am also praying for you and your family. Laurie Kryzanek <Lauriek123@hotmail.com> Yorkville, IL United States - Monday, October 11, 2004 4:02 PM CDT You are in our thoughts and prayers... Heather, Jared, Robin and Jaxon caringbridge.org/mn/jaxon <Heather_Tidd@hotmail.com> - Monday, October 11, 2004 2:43 PM CDT Eric, do you know why birds fly south for the winter? Because it's too far to walk. (Ba-dump-bump!) Bob Goffeney <robert@goffeney.com> Berkley, MI - Thursday, October 7, 2004 5:18 AM CDT I continue to pray for the family and friends while you go through this very difficult time. May you be blessed with a miracle. Candy Dickhudt Blaine, MN USA - Wednesday, October 6, 2004 4:11 PM CDT Hi, Eric, I hope you enjoyed the Pack Meeting last night as much as I did! But I have to be honest; the best part was the hug you gave me. All day long I found myself thinking back about it and I kept getting these warm, fuzzy feelings. My whole day was great so I just wanted to say thanks! Oh, and here's one you have to say out loud: Do you know why the ram went over the cliff? He didn't see the ewe turn! Don Demulling <dondem@comcast.net> Mahtomedi, MN USA - Wednesday, September 29, 2004 6:00 PM CDT Hi Eric! If you are interested the WEMAP team has a great video on the migration of the monarch butterflies from Minnesota to Mexico. I can bring it over. Mrs. Franzen Sheila Franzen <rsfranzen@comcast.net> Woodbury, MN USA - Tuesday, September 28, 2004 8:40 PM CDT Hi Eric! I, too, found you from Connor's site. I'm glad that you are enjoying school this year. I always loved going to school to be with my friends, but I don't think I ever really loved the work. And, guess what, I've been a teacher for 41 years. Hopefully, my children don't mind the "work". I teach the little ones...3-5 year olds. Praying for you, Eric! Mrs. Pam st louis , missouri - Tuesday, September 28, 2004 5:22 PM CDT Came across your page from athat of Connor Hunley and anted to stop by and say hello. Praying for you. Jennifer <charay913@yahoo.com> Wichita Falls, Texas - Saturday, September 25, 2004 10:31 AM CDT Hello Eric My name is Jenna and I came across your website. You are one tough cookie, an inspiration, and a fighter. I can tell that you have a positive attitude towards life. You are in my thoughts and prayers. I love making new friends and I will come by again to say hi. www.caringbridge.org/canada/jenna Jenna <hockeykid@telus.net> Kamloops, BC Canada - Saturday, September 25, 2004 2:09 AM CDT Eric, What does a rock do when it has stopped rolling? Looks round. (ba-dump-bump) Bob Goffeney <robert@goffeney.com> Berkley, MI - Wednesday, September 22, 2004 5:05 AM CDT Hi Eric, Sorry I missed your birthday. I'm going to have to check in more often. Glad that your birthday was a success. Hope you're enjoying your visit with your Grandpa. I guess he's on his way to Baltimore for the USS Case reunion with your Great-Grandpa Joe (my brother}. He, GGP Joe, is stopping here next Sunday on his way home from Baltimore. We're very excited as we haven't seen him in six years. Now that your birthday is over, what's the next big thing? Halloween? That's only a little over a month away. Happy Trick or Treating. Wally Goffeney <wgoffeney@comcast.net> Bloomfield Hills, MI - Tuesday, September 21, 2004 7:51 PM CDT Hey Eric, You probablly don't really know me, (I think I'm some sort of cousin) , but I know about you from my Dad (the guy who keeps sending all the bad jokes). I just wanted to wish you a (late) Happy Birthday. Martin Goffeney <nospoon2006@goffeney.com> - Saturday, September 18, 2004 6:56 PM CDT Hi Eric, I have been wondering how you were doing, so I took a break from moving to check your website. I was so glad to see your Mom had updated it. I was proud of you for encouraging that other boy with cancer. You have a lot to offer others with your insights and humor. Stay positive and strong. Know that I am thinking and praying for you. I won't be at school until Monday. We move tomorrow. I can't wait to get into our new house, but I decided that we have way too much junk!! Have a good weekend, and I'll see you on Monday. Judy Werner <mswer@usfamily.net> Shoreview, MN USA - Thursday, September 16, 2004 3:27 PM CDT Hi Eric, this is my first time on your site and I see that is was your birthday just recently! So I have arrived just in time to say Happy Birthday!! I love all those pix too, congratulations on getting on that horse. & the water trampoline! That is the coolest thing, I have never seen that before!! By the way, I also had rhabdomyosarcoma, and so I know all those nasty drugs you have had to take (vincristine etc).. it's NOT fun. However, I am glad that you got lots of cool presents and things, and it looks like you have a great group of family & friends there for ya that keep you smiling! Keep at it :) - Karin Karin's Caringbridge Site vancouver, bc, canada - Wednesday, September 15, 2004 1:22 AM CDT Eric: I work at 3M with a lot of folks who know your mom and dad and I heard about you from them (Deb B., Don P., and Sara M.) I'm reading your mom's journal entries and have you and your family on my prayer list. Hang in there! Just wanted to wish you a late birthday and hope you got to go to Valleyfair. What a great day! Happy birthday! Angie B. <albodnar@mmm.com> Apple Valley, MN usa - Tuesday, September 14, 2004 9:13 PM CDT Eric, I just wanted to wish you a Happy Birthday!!! It sounds like you had a great day. I remember when you turned four years old in the goldfish room at Kinderberry!! You are so big now. Stay strong!! Kristin Turner <auntiekristi@comcast.net> Woodbury, mn - Tuesday, September 14, 2004 5:06 PM CDT Happy Birthday, Eric!(one day late!) Wow, you are sure a special kid to get so many birthday greetings! Hope it was a good one! I continue to check in regularly to see the new pics your mom puts up of you. You sure do get to go to a lot of cool places! It was good to see you at school orientation. I'm glad you remembered me. We'll keep hoping and praying for you, bud! Have a good week! Anne Easterla <easterX5@aol.com> Mahtomedi, MN USA - Tuesday, September 14, 2004 1:05 PM CDT Eric, I can't believe I missed your birthday! I hope it was a good one. Here's a happy-birthday joke for you: Q: What’s red and invisible? A: No tomatoes. Bob Goffeney <robert@goffeney.com> Berkley, MI - Tuesday, September 14, 2004 5:07 AM CDT Happy Birthday Eric! I hope your birthday was a great one. Good luck tomorrow at the hospital. I will miss you at school. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers, just like you asked me to do. Mrs. Traxler <patraxle@ties2.net> Mahtomedi, MN USA - Monday, September 13, 2004 8:01 PM CDT Happy Birthday Eric!!! I hope you had a great time at Valley Fair! We sang a verse of Happy Birthday after singing to Rob. Sonia asks about you all the time. Stay strong! Love, Mrs. Franzen Sheila Franzen <rsfranzen@comcast.net> Woodbury, MN USA - Monday, September 13, 2004 7:40 PM CDT Happy birthday and I will pray for you and your family. God Bless Andrea O'Brien <aobrien@paychex.com> rochester, ny - Monday, September 13, 2004 7:36 PM CDT HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY ERIC, We love you very much. Westin and Christian say hi! GOD BLESS you forever and always. The Demullings <mybell@comcast.net> Mahtomedi, MN US - Monday, September 13, 2004 6:17 PM CDT Happy Birthday Eric - Have fun at Valleyfair! Pack 89 has you in our prayers! Ed Goff and Family Mahtomedi, MN USA - Monday, September 13, 2004 3:53 PM CDT HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! You don't know me but, i am from Vanderbilt's Children's Hopsital. I just finished reading your entry.May God continue to bless you and heal you. Lynika (vanderbilt Children's Hematology/Oncology dept) Lynika <lynika.l.adams@vanderbilt.edu> Nashville, Tn davidson - Monday, September 13, 2004 1:47 PM CDT Happy Birthday Eric! I used to work with your Mom at 3M and my son, Peter, used to go to daycare with you at Kinderberry Hills. Anyway, we have been keeping track of you and your Mom by reading your Mom's journal entries. I hope you got to go to Valleyfair. Make sure your Mom let's us know what your favorite ride was, so we can compare it against ours. Good luck with your upcoming treatment. We will be thinking about you! Katie & Peter Zibley - Monday, September 13, 2004 9:19 AM CDT Eric, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!! So, how old are you getting to be this time??? I'm only 52. Gee, I wish that were dog years. I hope you have a fantastic birthday and you get lots of stuff to really make your day. Love, Mr. Wayne Wayne Gordon <wgordon@cscsystems.com> Hermitage, TN USA - Monday, September 13, 2004 9:16 AM CDT HAPPY BIRTHDAY ERIC !! I HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT DAY. DID YOU GO TO VALLEY FAIR YESTERDAY? IT WAS A NICE DAY TO GO. MY BIRTHDAY IS ON FRIDAY. I THINK PEOPLE WHO HAVE THEIR BIRTHDAYS IN SEPTEMBER ARE EXTRA SPECIAL!!! HOW IS SYDNEY? (I take care of her sometimes for you guys) SHE IS A VERY GOOD DOG TO DOG SIT FOR. TAKE CARE AND KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK WITH ALL OF YOUR DOCTOR VISITS. YOU ARE ONE VERY STRONG BRAVE BOY. I DON'T KNOW IF I COULD DO EVERYTHING YOU HAVE HAD TO DO TO FIGHT THIS THING. YOU ARE VERY SPECIAL. HAVE A VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! Frankye Gravatt <flgravatt@mmm.com> Maplewood, MN USA - Monday, September 13, 2004 7:56 AM CDT I'm just a grandma in Pgh who is praying for you and keeping up with your progress. Happy Birthday! NanaPat <pvb326@adelphia.net> Pittsburgh, PA USA - Sunday, September 12, 2004 7:34 PM CDT Happy Birthday Eric!!!!! You don't know me, but I have been keeping an eye on ya for a while now. Ever since my best friend's daughter was diagnosed with ALL last year, I am forever adding to my collection of kids, lol, and though I may not always leave a message, my thoughts and prayers are with ya!!! Have fun at the fair Eric, and stay strong buddy! Amy Fithian <Azriel_Immortal@hotmail.com> Providence, Fla USA - Sunday, September 12, 2004 6:11 PM CDT Happy Birthday, I was diagnosed with the same disease in just July, and I'm on my first round of chemo. I wish you the best luck and good times ahead. Remember to keep dreaming, and fight on. Arthur Seelig <aseelig@student.umass.edu> Cambridge, MA - Sunday, September 12, 2004 5:56 PM CDT Happy Birthday Eric!!! You do not know me. I linked onto your site through Trever Pecks. He is a little buddy of mine battling the same disease. I am very happy to add you to my prayers. I hope you have a wonderful Birthday and a great time at the fair! Michelle Anderson <shellirene24@aol.com> Corona, Ca USA - Sunday, September 12, 2004 1:28 AM CDT Happy Birthday Eric!!! Praying for you. Cara <camnrysmom@aol.com> Philadelphia, PA USA - Saturday, September 11, 2004 10:21 PM CDT HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!! Happy Birthday Eric. We hope you have a ton of fun at Valleyfair. Ginny, Herb, Dani and Billy Fox Mahtomedi, MN USA - Saturday, September 11, 2004 9:02 AM CDT Happy Happy Birthday Eric. I hope your weekend is great. A friend in CT...Jim Jim - Saturday, September 11, 2004 6:02 AM CDT Happy Birthday, Eric! I hope that you make it to Valleyfair! Are you going to try that new ride - Steel Venom I think it's called? I love the Wild Thing and the original Rollercoaster. Did you know that parts of that Rollercoaster at Valleyfair came from the Wildwood Amusement park? (After Wildwood Amusement Park was closed most of its Rollercoaster went to a park called Excelsior, after that park closed most of it then went to Valleyfair!) Hang on tight though if you do ride that Rollercoaster, because even my butt flies off the seat! I hope that your next round of Chemo doesn't make you too sick. I am so proud of how tough you are. Most kids your age cry when they get a scraped knee or even a paper cut. What have they got to complain about?! Make sure to make a big giant wish when you blow out your birthday candles! Mrs. Baker Lori Baker <ljbaker@ties2.net> Mahtomedi, MN USA - Friday, September 10, 2004 10:51 PM CDT Hello Eric! Happy Birthday this coming Monday! Your grampa (Goffeney side) is my cousin, that makes us cousins too. I have been reading your Mom's journals for awhile, keeping track of your progress. I'm glad to hear that you like school this year, because I am a teacher. I teach 3rd and 4th grade--if you ever want any extra homework, let me know (not, right!)! Anyway, have a GREAT brithday! Susan Sirgany <yapdogs@earthlink.net> Ortonville, MI - Friday, September 10, 2004 9:07 PM CDT Eric, Happy Birthday! You don't know me, but I used to work with your dad at 3M when we were both in the Medical Specialties group. When we worked together he spoke of you often and I know that he is very proud of you. Hope you have nice weather for your trip to Valley Fair. Be sure to ride a few roller coasters for me! I love the rides, but did not get a chance to go on too many this summer, since I now have a one year old daughter (Allison) who's too small to ride with me. So I have to take turns with my husband, Walt. Allison just turned one on September 1st. Looks like a lot of very special people were born in September. I'm praying for you and your family. Best Wishes, Tammy Chalmers Tammy Chalmers <tmchalmers@3m.com> - Friday, September 10, 2004 3:33 PM CDT Happy Birthday to you, Eric!!! You don't know me but I follow what is happening to you and I think about you and pray for you. I have a daughter the same age as you and I have noticed that you are a very brave young man. You should be very proud of yourself. I hope you have a wonderfully, fun birthday!! There are many people that check on you daily and are saying lots and lots of prayers for you, Eric! Brenda Perry <BBP1160@aol.com> Hampton, IL usa - Friday, September 10, 2004 2:39 PM CDT Happy Birthday Eric!!!!! I just had my birthday on Septeber 7th . . . September birthdays are the best. It sounds like the weather should be good on Sunday if you go to Valleyfair. My sure your Dad rides with you on all of the roller coasters if you like that type of ride. PS. I work with you Dad at 3M. Your Mom was also in our group at 3M so I know her as well. Scott Theirl <sgtheirl@mmm.com> Stillwater, MN USA - Friday, September 10, 2004 10:39 AM CDT Happy Birthday Eric! I love your picture. I showed Jacob your picture & your hair looks just like his. Really soft & wavy, I can't say "curly" because he gets upset! Also blonde w/darker roots, kind of a surfer look! I am so glad that you had a great time on your Make A Wish trip. I grew up in San Diego & love it. We'll be praying that this new round of chemo works. I think it might be the same one that our friend, Garrett is on. I'm glad that you're going to school. Jay loves Math but getting him to do his spelling homework takes forever! We hope you have a great time at Valley Fair. Wendy FahertyJacob's Page <wendyjf@austin.rr.com> Round Rock, TX USA - Friday, September 10, 2004 7:42 AM CDT Happy birthday, Eric! I hope that your day is wonderful and you have a lot of fun, a lot of cake and a lot of sunshine. Stop in the office on Monday so I can give you a birthday treat!!! Enjoy! Jane Jane Martz <jmartz@mahtomedi.k12.mn.us> Mahtomedi, MN USA - Friday, September 10, 2004 7:13 AM CDT Hey, Eric! I want to wish you a very happy birthday! I saw your dad and sis tonight at the ball fields and realized just how long it's been since I've seen you! I hope you had a great summer and hope you have a lot of fun on your birthday. I hope you guys get out to Valleyfair on Sunday 'cuz the weather looks pretty good. It might rain on Saturday Don Demulling <dondem@comcast.net> Eric's hometown, Mahtomedi, MN USA - Thursday, September 9, 2004 11:07 PM CDT Happy birthday!Hope you get everything you ask for and more. Melissa Hayes <melissah@realtracs.com> Nashville, tn - Thursday, September 9, 2004 10:34 PM CDT Hey there Eric! We come to your site from Connor Hunley's! :) HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!! It sounds like you know exactly what you want to do for your birthday and I hope you have lots of fun! Don't forget to get a swipe of the icing on the cake before it gets cut (so you can make sure it is okay for everyone else to eat... ha ha)!!! Becky Bustin <GABustin@aol.com> Gallatin, TN - Thursday, September 9, 2004 4:29 PM CDT Eric, happy birthday! I hope you have good weather for Valleyfair. I used to work with your Dad a few years ago and my kids went to Kinderberry the same time you did. That's been a long time ago now! My family thinks and prays for you often. Vanessa Cochran <vscochran1@mmm.com> - Thursday, September 9, 2004 3:26 PM CDT Happy Birthday Eric....from, Me, Lucky, Ladybug, Sunshine, Wiskers, Oreo, the backyard Ducks, other birds, stray dogs, bees, buterflies....well you get the point. Take care little man.....Doug Doug Gallwas <doug@pfninc.com> - Thursday, September 9, 2004 1:11 PM CDT HAPPY BIRTHDAY ERIC!! I hear your big day is coming up and we just wanted to tell you to HAVE A GREAT DAY! Hope to see you soon! Susie, Pete, and Marty <susieandpete@gbronline.com> - Thursday, September 9, 2004 11:26 AM CDT Happy Birthday a bit early Eric! My daughter, LaRae who is 8, would love to go to Valley Fair and ride the roller coasters! We were talking about taking her next time we get to Mpls. Her Aunt and Uncle love Valley Fair and her daddy is great about going on rides with her. I hold the snack bag and people watch from a nice bench on the ground! I grew up in Park Rapids MN but married an Air Force pilot so we now move all over the world. We've lived in Iceland (twice), Okinawa Japan, Izmir Turkey, Anchorage AK and now Wichita Falls TX. In November, we're moving to Colorado Springs CO. If you ever need help with a school project, let me know! I hope the weather allows for an awesome day at the park! Hugs from TX, Connie Frisby-Griffin <cdlfg@sprynet.com> Wichita Falls, TX - Thursday, September 9, 2004 11:02 AM CDT Happy birthday, Eric. My birthday is September 10. I live in Columbia, Missouri and I work at 3M. I knew your mom and dad when they first started at 3M. I really thought your mom was a great girl, I was very fond of her. I think about you and your family a lot! Carol Utterback <Carolutt@aol.com> Columbia, Mo USA - Thursday, September 9, 2004 10:57 AM CDT Hi Eric, Happy Birthday! It's my birthday on September 13th too! I hope you get to go to Valleyfair this weekend. That sounds like fun. I think I am going for a bike ride with my family. I read your web page often to get updates. Keep your chin up tough guy! I'll keep you in my prayers! Have a great birtday! Love, Mrs. Hofstad Candy Hofstad - Wildwood <chofstad@mahtomedi.k12.mn.us> Mahtomedi, MN - Thursday, September 9, 2004 9:44 AM CDT Hi Eric, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! I don't know if you remember us but we met you at the Make-a-Wish fund raiser at Applebee's. Your Dad works with Warren. We have the 2 little blonde girls that were afraid to pet the rabbits, remember? HAVE A GREAT BIRTHDAY!!! Jodi, Warren, Olivia & Zoe Caswell - Thursday, September 9, 2004 8:46 AM CDT Hi Eric! Happy Birthday (a little early)!!! I check up on your web page every couple of days, you are in my thoughts always! It is kind of strange not teaching this year. I miss it!! It is fun to walk into Sonia's new school. She is a kindergartener at a multiage school in Woodbury. So far she loves it. She cried a little when I dropped her off on the third day of school. I think she is realizing that school is EVERY day. Bummer! Hang in there. Have a great day at Valley Fair!! Love, Mrs. Franzen Sheila Franzen <rsfranzen@comcast.net> Woodbury, MN USA - Thursday, September 9, 2004 8:41 AM CDT Happy Birthday Eric! Cool lake pictures! Dawn Greer <greerdawn@aol.com> Landenberg, PA USA - Thursday, September 9, 2004 7:54 AM CDT Happy Birthday Eric! Cool lake pictures! Dawn Greer <greerdawn@aol.com> Landenberg, PA USA - Thursday, September 9, 2004 7:54 AM CDT Dear Eric, I know the olympics are over, but I'm awarding you a cyber gold medal of heroism! You are amazing...having treatment and going to school at the same time. WOW!! I will be praying for you and your family this week. Stephanie & RachelJoy <mom2rj@comcast.net> - Tuesday, September 7, 2004 1:57 PM CDT Hi Eric, It is Saturday and I decided to come in to work to make sure that everything is ready for the first day of school. I am anxious to see you again. (I always miss my friends when summer rolls around.) Make sure you and your Mom stop in and say hello when school starts. Say "Hi" to Katy! Jane Martz Jane Martz <jmartz@mahtomedi.k12.mn.us> Mahtomedi, MN USA - Saturday, August 28, 2004 6:34 PM CDT Hi Eric and Kasey! It sounds like you are going to have a GREAT fourth grade teacher!! Mrs. Werner is AWESOME. She used to teach first grade at Wildwood with me. She is pretty cool. FOURTH GRADE!!!! WOW!! Remember back when you were just a young second grader. You are the most courageous young boy I know. I bet it does not feel like it at times, but your are STRONG. (Believe me! I remember how strong mentally and physically you were when you were only 7!) Your birthday is coming up(Remember, it's the same as my husband's and Mrs. Hofstad's!). You will be NINE!!! Right?!?!?! Are you still interested in Harry Potter? Do you still read poetry? I hope so!!!! How about jokes??? Send me an email when you feel up to it. I miss you. Stay strong. Sheila Franzen <rsfranzen@comcast.net> Woodbury, MN USA - Thursday, August 26, 2004 3:16 PM CDT Hi Eric and Kasey! It sounds like you are going to have a GREAT fourth grade teacher!! Mrs. Werner is AWESOME. She used to teach first grade at Wildwood with me. She is pretty cool. FOURTH GRADE!!!! WOW!! Remember back when you were just a young second grader. You are the most courageous young boy I know. I bet it does not feel like it at times, but your are STRONG. (Believe me! I remember how strong mentally and physically you were when you were only 7!) Your birthday is coming up(Remember, it's the same as my husband's and Mrs. Hofstad's!). You will be NINE!!! Right?!?!?! Are you still interested in Harry Potter? Do you still read poetry? I hope so!!!! How about jokes??? Send me an email when you feel up to it. I miss you. Stay strong. Sheila Franzen <rsfranzen@comcast.net> Woodbury, MN USA - Thursday, August 26, 2004 3:15 PM CDT Please know that we continue to hold you and your family up in prayer as you continue a journey that NO child should EVER have to go on..please let me know if I can do anything at all....we are far apart in miles but due to the "c" word we are connected forever.. Monica and Stephen Rhodes <mdrhodes@academicplanet.com> Sumner, Tx USA - Thursday, August 26, 2004 4:58 AM CDT Hello Eric, Island Princess here stopping by to see how you are doing. I found your page through Stephen Rhodes site. I will keep you in my prayers. God Bless you, Island Princess Butterfly Island  Island Princess <mooks@bellsouth.net> - Wednesday, August 25, 2004 9:56 PM CDT Hello Eric and Family! My name is Colleen and your Mom signed my son's guest book the other day. I was reading how wonderful it is to have such a strong community support group that you have. I am sorry that your cancer came back but as my son said to me, "Mom, I beat it once, I can beat it again." So I know you will do your best to beat it again. Garrett wanted to still go to the Lance Armstrong Parade here in Austin even after I told him that his cancer is back. You boys are terrific and inspirational in the way that you want to fight this. Take care and keep in touch. Colleen Burnham <smilesmom@msn.com caringbridge.org/tx/garrettburnham> Round Rock, TX - Monday, August 23, 2004 10:19 AM CDT Hi, Ruegsegger Family! I just wanted you all to know that we are still here checking in on the website and praying for all of you! Stay strong and let us know if you need anything! The Dupre's (Mark, Clarrissa and Meghyn) <clarrissa.dupre@relizon.com> Oakdale, MN USA - Monday, August 23, 2004 9:28 AM CDT Stay strong and brave. My little girl went through the same thing, she was diagnosed with stage 4 alveolar rhabdo and it's something that no one can understand unless you go through it yourself. The one thing that kept us together was our faith in God. He's the only one that knows why your little boy and your family has to go through this. Stay strong and your family will be in my prayers. Kathy <knisleyjk@suscom-maine.net> topsham, ME USA - Saturday, August 21, 2004 2:13 PM CDT Dear Eric, Your Dad gave me your website address today. I am amazed at what a strong young man you are. You are very brave! You have great parents who are also very strong, so it must run in the family. I hope that the treatments go well for you. Make sure that Mom and Dad keep plently of Zofran on hand. That stuff is liquid gold during chemo. Also, plently of trips to your favorite places will help you keep your spirits up. I'll keep checking on you. Hugs Deb Kuehl Lino Lakes, MN - Friday, August 20, 2004 11:54 PM CDT Hey Eric, Grandma Suzy here. I read about a website you might be interested in. It's called Ben's Game at makewish.org/ben, a free online site that has drawn almost 200,000 hits from around the world. The game stars a boy modeled on Ben, a boy who has acute lymphoblastic leukemia, who zooms around the screen on a skateboard, blasting cancer cells in order to collect seven shields that protect against common side effects of chemo: colds, vomiting, chicken pox, fever, rashes, bleeding and hair loss. Through the Make-a-Wish Foundation, a software engineer, Eric Johnston from Lucas Films worked with Ben and donated six months of his time to create this site. Check it out if you want. I have no idea whether it's fun or not; only you can determine that. You might already know about it. Hang in there my wonderful, brave little man. I love you. Grandma Suzy <suzannebowyer@hotmail.com> Henderson, NV USA - Friday, August 20, 2004 3:50 PM CDT Hi Mike,Kasey,Eric and Katy, It was nice to meet you last night at the Fundraiser held at Applebees. Our girls had a great time and our oldest daughter Olivia, actually touched one of the rabbits! This is a girl who is afraid of ALL animals except her cat! Good luck next week! Jodi, Warren, Olivia & Zoe Caswell Cottage grove, mn - Wednesday, August 18, 2004 9:11 AM CDT Hello Mike & Kasey While at work today, I did sneak in to look at your web page my home computer has been down for some time). I am in total awe of all of your family. You are amazing Kasey. Please know that if you need me I will be there-for whatever- and no matter what time it is. Your neighbor, Mary Langevin Mary Langevin <mlang17446@aol.com> Mahtomedi, MN - Thursday, August 12, 2004 8:47 AM CDT Hi Kasey, Thanks for the journal updates. I like your raw honesty coupled with your engineering analysis (you are hardwired this way). O'Neill Family is rooting for Ruegsegger Family! Love, O'Neills Mark & Mitsi O'Neill <mtoneill@mmm.com> Stillwater, MN US - Wednesday, August 11, 2004 11:44 AM CDT Dear Kasey, I am here from Connor's site. I am so sorry for all these problems, which no child or parents should ever have to face. I am keeping all of you in my prayers. I also pray that you get a peaceful night's sleep tonight. At least it will refresh you for the day ahead. Much love, Linda linda champa <lachampa@mintz.com> boston, ma usa - Wednesday, August 11, 2004 11:11 AM CDT Kasey. I think you have a right to piss and moan as you please! Go for it girl! I check on Eric every day and pray for you and your family. Let me know if I can do anything...EVER... Love Monica and Stephen Rhodes Monica and Stephen Rhodes <mdrhodes@academicplanet.com> Sumner, Tx USA - Wednesday, August 11, 2004 6:11 AM CDT Dear Eric and Family, I was saddened to hear that the cancer is back. Another tough year ahead....bummer! I want you to know that I am thinking of you and miss your great smile and hugs. My prayers are with you!!!! Stay strong!! Mrs. Hofstad Candy Hofstad - Wildwood <luv2ski.2@netzero.com> Eagan, MN - Monday, August 9, 2004 8:56 AM CDT Dear Eric, Kasey, and Family, Outside my window, a crow is cawing his little head off. I hope it is quiter at your house and that you are all sleeping well. Yesterday afternoon, my teenage son and I had a chance to stop at an ice cream stand, while we were out doing errands. We both had a small cone and sat on a bench eating the ice cream and watching the traffic. As I sat, I thought about all of the CaringBridge kids that I know about, and wished I could have an ice cream party for all of them. I hope Eric is feeling better today, and I hope he can enjoy his weekend. Maybe a little ice cream is in order! God bless you all, and God bless all of the CaringBridge kids and their families! Grace and peace, ~Colette~ Colette Clifton Park, NY U.S.A. - Saturday, August 7, 2004 5:00 AM CDT I'm sending prayers that this next round of chemo goes by quickly (with very few side effects) and does it's job. I also pray for your strength during this very uncertain time. Helenmary Hendrix <Helenmary59@aol.com> Gallatin, TN - Saturday, August 7, 2004 1:06 AM CDT Ruegseggers, I have bookmarked your site and haven't checked it for awhile until today. I'm sorry to hear the bad news. Mike, I've seen you from afar at work but haven't been able to get any updates or say hello. Kasey, you do a wonderful job with the journal. Hang in there, guys. I will definitely add you to my prayers. Chris Novak, Emily and Alexa <ccnovak@mmm.com> Woodbury, MN USA - Wednesday, August 4, 2004 10:51 AM CDT Dear Eric, Kassy, Mike, and Katy, I am thinking of you all today. I hope Eric is feeling better. God bless you and all of your loved ones! Grace and peace, ~Colette~ Colette Clifton Park, NY U.S.A. - Wednesday, August 4, 2004 6:56 AM CDT Dear Eric and Family, Sounds like some uncertain times ahead for all of you...I just want you all to know that I check your web site often and am saddened to hear that you have to go through chemo once again...I pray for all of you and you're all in my thoughts and prayers. God Bless, Laureen Mrs. Shypulski <shypulski@comcast.net> White Bear Lake, MN USA - Monday, August 2, 2004 11:07 PM CDT My thoughts are always with your family. Love, Sheila Franzen Sheila Franzen <rsfranzen@comcast.net> Woodbury, MN USA - Sunday, August 1, 2004 5:53 PM CDT Dear Kasey and Family, I am glad that Eric is getting message therapy. I am sure it is relaxing and helpful. I am so sorry that Eric appears to be so ill. Keep your hope alive. God is in the miracle business! God bless you all! Grace and peace, ~Colette~ Colette Clifton Park, NY U.S.A. - Saturday, July 31, 2004 1:11 AM CDT Just checking to see how things are going. Eric, you beat it once, you can do it again...Mom, let me know if you need anything..Stephen and I will be praying for you and your family. Monica Rhodes <mdrhodes@academicplanet.com> Sumner, Tx USA - Thursday, July 29, 2004 4:38 PM CDT Dear Eric, Kassy, Mike, and Katy, I enjoyed the new pictures on your site. I love the enjoyment on Eric's face in the tubing picture! I hope Eric is having a good day today and that the weekend will be fun for you all. God bless you all! Grace and peace, ~Colette~ Colette Clifton Park, NY U.S.A. - Thursday, July 29, 2004 12:13 AM CDT Eric, I met you a couple of times while I worked with your mom at 3M. Your strength is an inspiration! You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers. Mirandi Gomez <mirandigomez@hotmail.com> Georgetown, KY - Wednesday, July 28, 2004 11:21 PM CDT Hi Eric and family, Sounds like you had a great time on your trip, that's wonderful! I hear polar bears are kinda tall. Feeding the animals and being up close must have been a blast. Good luck on the next battle with cancer. Stay strong. You are in our thoughts and prayers. God Bless, AJ and Family AJ Freking <ajfreking@mmm.com> White Bear Lake, MN USA - Tuesday, July 27, 2004 9:00 AM CDT Just checking to see how things are going. Hope all is well. Stephen is home from camp and life with fighting siblings resumes! Monica Rhodes <mdrhodes@academicplanet.com> Sumner, Tx USA - Monday, July 26, 2004 9:03 PM CDT Keep up the good fight !! He gives power to those who are tired and worn out; he offers strength to the weak Isaiah 40:29 Gail Burns <grannygail@aol.com> Jonesboro, GA - Friday, July 23, 2004 7:56 AM CDT Kasey and Mike, Hi, I was glad to read about the CA trip. How's the car? Hope it is just fine. Thanks so much for keeping us posted via the site. I really appreciate hearing updates. You guys are all in our prayers. Tay sends her love too. Sue Runkel <suetayrunkel@comcast.net> Mahtomedi, MN - Friday, July 23, 2004 7:42 AM CDT Hi Eric, Kasey, Mike and Katy, I have been with my folks in Chicago and just checked in on my computer. I am sorry to hear about the relapse. You are all very brave and I am thinking of you always. I am happy to hear that Eric is feeling pretty chipper. It sounds like you had a GREAT trip in CA. Stay strong. Love, Sheila Franzen Sheila Franzen <rsfranzen@comcast.net> Woodbury, MN USA - Tuesday, July 20, 2004 8:36 PM CDT Eric, What a great trip you had! I've been to San Diego, but we didn't make it to Sea World. It sounds like I missed a great experience. I'll continue praying for you, your family and the doctors and nurses who are blessed to care for you! Keep giving out those awesome hugs! Love, Mrs. Fesser Stacy <sfesser@mahtomedi.k12.mn.us> Mahtomedi, MN 55115 - Tuesday, July 20, 2004 7:02 PM CDT Hi Eric and family, I found your site while visiting Connor and Tyler. I am praying for you and your family, Sweetie. God bless Lilly <Softshoe514@aol.com> RI - Tuesday, July 20, 2004 3:51 PM CDT Dear Eric, Mike, and Kasey, I have been following your website all of this time but haven't written to you. I'm so sorry to read about the challenges you must face once again. Know that alot of people are praying and keeping you close in their thoughts. I'm glad your trip went so well! Sounds like a terrific break before back to businesss. I'll continue to hope and pray for all of you. Anne Easterla <easterX5@aol.com> Mahtomedi, MN USA - Tuesday, July 20, 2004 7:49 AM CDT Hi Eric, I found your site through, you guessed it, Connor's!! My son Jacob is 8 yrs old & was diagnosed w/Rhabdo on Dec 5, 2003. We have been praying for you & your family & checking for updates, even though this is the first time that I've signed your guestbook. Our friend, Garrett has had PET scans w/his treatment & his mom said that they are the best. We are praying that your meeting w/the drs. goes well. I hope you had a wonderful time in San Diego, Ca. That is where I grew up & it is beautiful. Sea World & the Zoo are awesome. Hang in there & we'll check on you later. Wendy FahertyJacob's Page <wendyjf@austin.rr.com> Round Rock, TX USA - Tuesday, July 20, 2004 7:26 AM CDT Hi Eric! Hope your trip to CA was as much fun for you as it sounded in your Mom's account of it. California can be a most beautiful state with so many fun things to do. My favorite places are Disneyland and Yosemite National Park. I just bought a house in Henderson, NV, but won't be moving into it until September 1st. It's a great town to retire in and a great place to visit should your Mom, Dad and Katy ever plan a visit here. I'm anxiously awaiting the results of your latest scans and pray for you, Mom, Dad and Katy daily. Even though I don't write every day, know that I think about you every day. I love you all, Grandma Suzy Grandma Suzy <suzannebowyer@hotmail.com> Henderson, NV USA - Monday, July 19, 2004 10:01 PM CDT Dear Eric, Kassy, Mike, and Katy, I'm just stopping by to say "Hello." I hope Eric is having a good day today. God bless you all! Grace and peace, ~Colette~ Colette Clifton Park, NY U.S.A. - Monday, July 19, 2004 1:17 PM CDT Hi Eric, Kasey, Katy and Mike, I thought I should try and catch up on some school work this morning. I always check the Caringbridge Web Site and read the latest news. The summer is going by so quickly. I am looking forward to the beginning of school so I can see all of the students...especially special ones like Eric. The San Diego trip sounds like so much fun. I am an animal lover and I plan on going to the San Diego Zoo, too. Eic, you will have to fill me in on everything when you come back. I hope that the doctors come up with a plan that will help Eric so he can enjoy all that life has to offer. My thoughts and prayers are with you all. P.S. GOOD LUCK at the Middle School, Katy!!! Jane Martz Jane Martz <jmartz@mahtomedi.k12.mn.us> Mah, MN USA - Saturday, July 17, 2004 12:19 AM CDT Dear Eric, Kasey, and Family, I live in upstate New York, about fifteen miles north of Albany, and about fifteen miles south of Saratoga Springs. I have been a prayer warrior for Connor Hunley for several months, and I came to your site from Connor's site. I have tried to send you greetings previously, but for some reason, they did not record in the Guest Book. I really enjoyed Kasey's detailed travel account. I have never been to any of the places you mentioned, so it was very interesting. I am so glad that Eric enjoyed his trip. I hope you return home safely and settle back into normal routines easily. It is understandable that Katy is a bit resentful of Eric. Serious illness in the family is a real challenge for the well children. They often wonder why one is sick and they are well, and can feel guilt, especially if they were angry with the sick child, just previous to the diagnosis. May God give Kasey and Mike grace to parent her well, while Eric is ill, and may God bless her. I have paused to pray for each of you, by name. God bless you all! Grace and peace, ~Colette~ Colette Clifton Park, NY U.S.A. - Thursday, July 15, 2004 2:01 PM CDT Hello Kasey, Eric and Family, It's been along time since I've been in touch. All of you are very much in my thoughts and prayers. I look for your updates regularly...looking forward to hearing about the big trip to CA. Hope you were able to enjoy it too the max! I was saddened to read the update about Eric's health...I know it's goning to be another tough road ahead for all of you. I'll keep you in prayer. God Bless, Mrs. Shypulski Laureen Shypulski, Wildwood Elementary <shypulski@comcast.net> White Bear Lake, Mn - Thursday, July 15, 2004 9:34 AM CDT Dear Eric and Family, I am visiting your website from Connor Hunley's site. It is pretty late, and I am about to go to bed, but I do want to say, "Hello!" and "God Bless You All!" I love Eric's picture. He is a handsome young man. I really hope God provides him with a miracle. I will check in again. Grace and peace, ~Colette~ Colette Clifton Park (near Albany), NY U.S.A. - Thursday, July 15, 2004 1:33 AM CDT Dear Eric, Hoping you and your family have a wonderful trip to San Diego. You are in our prayers. Sending our love. Michelle Demulling <mybell@comcast.net> Mahtomedi, MN - Sunday, July 11, 2004 5:27 PM CDT just droping in to see how you all are i am praying daily for all of you, and tyler prays with me he has the same kind of cancer as eric . http://www.caringbridge.org/sc/tylertucker/ god bless you all DARLENE COX AND TUCKER <TURPIN10648@AOL.COM> GREENVILLE, SC - Sunday, July 11, 2004 6:40 AM CDT I was sad to hear the latest news from Deb today. I have had a PET scan and it is not a big deal. You get the glucose shot and then lie down to go through the test equipment, similar to an MRI. I honestly don't even recall the details but nothing to worry about. I will keep you all in my thoughts and prayers. Have a fun trip to San Diego. Harpreet <hkaur1@mmm.com> St. Paul, MN - Thursday, July 8, 2004 2:54 PM CDT Dear Eric and Family, I'm a friend of Lisa Kieger (Brittany's mom). She sent me the latest e-mail from your mom and I followed the link to your page. I will pray for you and for your family. I'm glad that you feel good and can enjoy time with the people that you love. It must be scary not knowing what will happen next. When I am scared, I try to remember that no one loves me like God, and that he takes care of me even though things are tough and may not go the way I want. I will pray for you and your parents, that no matter what your future brings you will feel Him loving you and taking care of you. Never forget how special you are to the one who made you. Christina Brickett <cdbrickett@msn.com> Circle Pines, MN USA - Thursday, July 8, 2004 12:20 AM CDT Hope you have a great time in San Diego. We will be thinking of you all in the coming days. Marylou and Wally Goffeney <wgoffeney@comcast.net> Bloomfield Hills, MI - Thursday, July 8, 2004 11:19 AM CDT I'm sorry to read this latest news. I pray that Eric's doctors get the best possible plan laid out for him. Connor has never had a PET scan either, but I've heard that they are one of the best types of tests available. We pray that you all can get some good news for a change. Enjoy your upcoming trip to San Diego! Love, hugs and prayers, Rhonda Hunley, Connor's Mom **Connor's page** <rshunley@comcast.net> Hendersonville, TN God Bless America and our Troops and Leaders! - Wednesday, July 7, 2004 4:42 PM CDT Kasey, we are thinking of you and your family and will say lots of extra prayers for everyone. Hope you are doing OK. Karen Carroll <karencarroll@mmm.com> Woodbury, MN - Tuesday, July 6, 2004 3:51 PM CDT Deb Battah sent me an e-mail about the MRI and biopsy. Hope the Biopsy was ok and we keep praying for all of you. Love, Don, Wanda, Erik, Neal and Brian Peterson Don Peterson <dgpeterson1@mmm.com> Shoreview, MN USA - Tuesday, July 6, 2004 9:31 AM CDT   Just wanted to wish you all a Happy Fourth! Remember, ONE DAY AT A TIME! If we had not lived by that motto for the last almost three years, we would all be in the nuthouse by now! We are continuing to pray for Eric and your entire family! Love, hugs and prayers, Rhonda Hunley, Connor's Mom **Connor's page** <rshunley@comcast.net> Hendersonville, TN God Bless America and our Troops and Leaders! - Sunday, July 4, 2004 9:10 AM CDT Dear Eric and family, Just wanted to let you know that I checked the website and I am keeping all of you in my thoughts. I hope you have a wonderful trip to California. A limousine and everything!! You know how to fight this, and I am sure you will all be ready to do so when you return. Fondly, Dr. Dale Dale Grossman Shoreview, MN USA - Saturday, July 3, 2004 6:06 PM CDT Hi Eric and Family! Thank you so much for stopping by Connor's page. I am so, so sorry that you got the news yesterday regarding the biopsy. Trust me, I know just where you are emotionally right now, it's not a good place to be. We will be praying hard for Eric's medical team to get the best possible plan down for him, to help him beat this. Most importantly, we will pray for his earthly healing, God can grant that, regardless of what the medical world might say. I hope you don't mind, but I added a link to Eric's page from Connor's. The more prayers, the better, right? We'll be checking back in soon. Love, hugs and prayers, Rhonda Hunley, Connor's Mom **Connor's page** <rshunley@comcast.net > Hendersonville, TN God Bless America and our Troops and Leaders! - Saturday, July 3, 2004 11:05 AM CDT I found your site through Connor's. I am so very sorry for your news that the cancer has returned. I am friends of Ian's, I'm sure you have seen his website through Connor's. May God Bless you with a WONDERFUL trip. I will keep Eric in my prayers. Tina <kmpirro@msn.com> Metuchen, NJ - Friday, July 2, 2004 5:30 PM CDT Hi I hope u r feeling better. It is nice to see that you are going to California to SanDiego for your Make a Wish. Today I am going to SanFrancisco California to see my aunt and baby cousin, Audrey and uncle. hav a safe trip from, taylor Runkel Taylor Runkel <suetayrunkel@comcast.net> mahtomedi, mn usa - Friday, July 2, 2004 11:39 AM CDT I am just sick reading the post today. There are no proper words here...I will be praying for Eric and for you. Fight..that is what you have to do...use that renewed energy and just fight... www.caringbridge.org/tx/stephen Monica Rhodes <mdrhodes@academicplanet.com> Sumner, Tx USA - Thursday, July 1, 2004 6:13 AM CDT HELLO ERIC STAY STRONG WE ARE PRAYING FOR YOU GOD IS WITH YOU . WITH LOVE FROM TYLERS FAMILY http://www.caringbridge.org/sc/tylertucker/ DARLENE COX <TURPIN10648@AOL.COM> GREENVILLE, SC - Friday, June 11, 2004 6:52 PM CDT Just checking on the caringbridge kids that I have grown to love. Great to see how well you are doing. Mom, I do the same thing...the wondering....waiting....I think we always will...I think the trick is finding a way to not let it consume you...let me know when you figure out how to do that..hahaha!! Have a great summer! www.caringbridge.org/tx/stephen Monica Rhodes <mdrhodes@academicplanet.com> Sumner, Tx USA - Friday, June 4, 2004 9:42 AM CDT FANTASTIC COUNTS ERIC!!!!!!!!!! Great news. I keep checking every so often to see if there has been an update and I was thrilled to hear your news as of yesterday! When Gregory gets home from school I'll tell him! He'll be very happy. Keep fighting Eric! You're winning BIG TIME!!:) You've made my day. Ann Weber <proudmomlovesu2@aol.com> Woodbury, - Thursday, May 27, 2004 10:36 AM CDT Hi Eric! Great news!!! I keep thinking of you everyday! I hope the field trip was good. See you soon. . . 9 more days, but who is counting!?! Mrs. Franzen Sheila Franzen <rsfranzen@comcast.net> Woodbury, MN USA - Wednesday, May 26, 2004 1:58 PM CDT Eric and family - I am so happy to hear that all is going well! I am hoping with the coming of summer vacation (yippeee) I will be able to come up some day to visit with you all! Stay healthy and we'll see you soon! Susie, Pete, and Marty <susieandpete@gbronline.com> - Wednesday, May 26, 2004 1:04 PM CDT Just checking in to see how everything's going. Keep "fighting" Erik! My brother reminded me of something Gregory did when he was battling Rhabdo and I thought I would share it with you...now, remember he was only 4 but I think it says it all...Gregory used to say, "I have cancer BUT I'm going to KILL IT!"...then he would clench his fists and krinkle up his nose to show strength. :) Ann, Gregory and Kaitlyn Weber <proudmomlovesu2@aol.com> Woodbury, MN - Tuesday, May 25, 2004 10:24 AM CDT Hi Eric! I missed you at OHA today. I was there with the second graders. It was fun to see some familiar faces! I am sending a picture I found of you and some kids from last year's class. It is from our Spring music program "People." See you soon. Mrs. Franzen Sheila Franzen <rsfranzen@comcast.net> Woodbury, MN USA - Wednesday, May 19, 2004 3:04 PM CDT Hi Eric! It's been a long time since I signed in. I hope you are enjoying this Spring. Nadia turned 3 on May 7th!!!! We had a small party with just the family. The Lion King was a big hit with Nadia. Sonia is working through some big sister things. Take care. Mrs. Franzen Sheila Franzen <rsfranzen@comcast.net> Woodbury , MN USA - Monday, May 10, 2004 1:52 PM CDT Hey ERic, OH, WHAT A SUPER PICTURE!!! We found you through Tyler's page. You have fun on make-a-wish. Craig is about to go on his trip next month. have a great weekend. love, craig, lauren, and helen CRAIGGY craig <trula1@comcast.net> - Thursday, May 6, 2004 12:02 AM CDT A huge hello to Eric and his entire family. Last evening my son, Gregory, was doing some research for me on the internet and found your Caringbridge Web page. He e-mailed it to me and I about freaked this morning when I opened it up! Eric! We met at Dr. David's office back in the winter when my son Gregory was in the waiting room with his sister Kaitlyn! Wow! What a small world! The minute I saw your picture I knew it was you and I reminded Gregory of our meeting this morning. I'm not sure you remember him or not but he's the young man who had the artificial leg with the American Flag on it. As Gregory just explained in his post last night his leg was amputated when he was 4 years old because of the EXACT same cancer you HAD! And I say HAD because after reading your Mom's last journal entry everything is sounding very good! Kasey, I know exactly how you are feeling right now. The waiting and wondering at this stage is devestating and can be all consuming of one's thoughts. After nearly 11 years off chemo I still look at Gregory every day and wonder and wait every day but with prayer and hope and determination in my heart. Our children are fighters. Our daughter, Kaitlyn, is also a survivor of pediatric cancer and in November it will be 2 years since she finished her treatments. This is a long, tough battle but I remember your smiles, Eric and Kasey, and I know that you have the determination and fighting spirit in your hearts and souls to continue this daily mental fight and survive with a strong will! Eric, I encourage you to write Gregory at the web site he posted in his guestbook entry. I think I mentioned to you that he's been talking with kids, on and off throughout the years, about his battle with childhood cancer and it's very important for you all to look towards one another for inspiration and support. Kasey, if there is ever anything you need or an ear to listen to you, please do not hesitate to contact me. I am only an e-mail away, day or night! We'll be moving to Florida in about 6 weeks but logistics have never played a negative roll for me regarding supporting other's in their daily/lifelong battles regarding the survival of their children. Please contact me if you wish to talk. I'll keep your family in my prayers daily and will forever remember Eric's fighting spirit the day we met! He touched my heart very deeply! Ann Weber <proudmomlovesu2@aol.com> Woodbury, MN - Monday, May 3, 2004 7:19 AM CDT Hello Eric. I had the same cancer you are going through and I sort of know what it is like. Althought I was only 4 when i was diagnosed I currently live with the results at the age of 15. My cancer was found in the arch of my right foot, Aveolar Rhabdomyosarcoma, and I was amputated just below my right knee. Anytime you need anything or just need to express how your feeling feel free to send me an e-mail at Empgreg182@hotmail.com. Don't let anything slow you down either. Fighting the cancer mentally is very important. Gregory Weber <empgreg182@hotmail.com> Woodbury, MN Washington - Sunday, May 2, 2004 11:43 PM CDT Hi Eric, So how many people can you take with you to the San Diego Zoo???? I am so excited for your family. What a fun trip that will be. The results of your tests look reassuring! Hopefully the spot on your lung will turn out to be nothing at all. I will pray that it was left from your last cold!! Have a great day! Mrs. Hofstad Candy Hofstad - Wildwood <chofstad@mahtomedi.k12.mn.us> Mahtomedi, MN - Thursday, April 29, 2004 12:51 AM CDT Hi Eric & family, It's great to hear that things are finally getting back to normal for you, e.g. riding your bike and leaving your Mom and Dad in the dust. What a year it has been! Aunt Jan and I visited Williamsburg in the early 90s, but we didn't get any great pictures like you did. I especially liked the one where you put your Mom and Dad in the stocks. Seems like you had a great Easter and lots of fun. You all sure deserve it. All our love, Uncle John. John P. Eurich <john@dataxpress.com> Santa Clara, CA USA - Thursday, April 15, 2004 4:02 AM CDT Hey Eric, Those pictures looked familiar! I live right up the road from Williamsburg. I hope you enjoyed visiting Virginia. Your webpage is really cool. Hope you are having some good days! M. Elton <meltonva@yahoo.com> Richmond, VA - Tuesday, April 13, 2004 7:59 PM CDT Hi Eric, Came in from another caringbridge page to check your site out. The trip to Williamburg look like fun. Lot of prayer coming your way. Kim m/o Michelle http://www.caringbridge.org/canada/michelle Kimberley Clayton <michelle9kim@yahoo.ca> Guelph, ON, Canada - Tuesday, April 13, 2004 7:20 PM CDT Hi Eric, Your trip details sounded really fun. I have wanted to visit Williamsburg - you will have to tell me more about it. Congratulations on your last Chemo! You are amazing. I miss you. Mrs. Baker Lori Baker <lobaker@mahtomedi.k12.mn.us> Mahtomedi, Mn USA - Friday, April 9, 2004 10:22 AM CDT Hi Eric! Just today Mrs. Hofstad told me about this web page for you and I couldn't resist sending you a quick note. I have really missed your spontaneous hugs this year! It was always so great to see your smiling face in the halls at Wildwood and you always made ME feel special when you saw me in the halls and hugged me for no reason! What a neat guy you are! I'm so sorry to hear about all the yucky stuff you've been going through. I haven't read your entire journal or guest book yet because it's sooooooo long and it's rather late right now, but I'll get to it soon. You sure have a lot of people thinking and praying for you! Including me! I'm sending you a great big HUG via caringbridge! I'll write again soon! Have a blessed Easter! Love, Mrs. Fesser (Mrs. Franzen's Wildwood neighbor) Mrs. Fesser <sfesser@mahtomedi.k12.mn.us> Mahtomedi, MN usa - Tuesday, April 6, 2004 10:17 PM CDT Hey Eric, I haven't written for a while, but I have been reading the stuff your Mom writes about your progress and I'm really glad for you and your family that you are at the end of your chemotherapy treatments, and that, while you have your ups and downs (who doesn't?), things are looking good. Did you think that Washington D.C. was way cool? One of my favorite trips ever was there, I spent most of three days just in the Air and Space Museum. When I was there I was thinking that it might be a good career move to open a marble/granite business in D.C., even the street curbs are made out of granite, and you can't walk 10 feet without running into a statue or monument. Another favorite trip of mine was to Las Vegas, but we'll save that story for when you're a lot older. Anyway, take care, we're thinking of you. Dan from across the pond - Tuesday, April 6, 2004 7:57 PM CDT Hi Eric!! I think of you everyday!! We are getting ready for our Spring Music Program!! Enjoy this GREAT weather! Mrs. Franzen Sheila Franzen <rsfranzen@comcast.net> Woodbury, MN 55125 - Tuesday, April 6, 2004 2:21 PM CDT Hi Eric (and Family), Glad you had a good vacation in Williamsburg, that's a really neat place. Even gladder that your chemo is finished. Hope you have a great Spring, if it ever gets here, and rest of 2004. The picture of you as a Revolutionary soldier is terrific. Wally Goffeney <wgoffeney@comcast.net> Bloomfied Hills, MI - Sunday, April 4, 2004 6:19 PM CDT Hi Eric and family, What a blessing to read your page today and see that you're at the end of treatment. Praise God you're here today. I wanted to sign just to let you know that you're in our prayers; we're praying for continued health, strength and clear scans. The doctors will continue to report remission and God's report is about restoration, giving back what the enemy has taken. God bless you and your family. www.caringbridge.com/tx/mitchellmartin ARMS Survivor James, Becky and Mitchell Martin <Jim_g_Martin@bmc.com> Katy, TX USA - Friday, April 2, 2004 9:37 AM CST Hi Eric. I've been MIA too with life just getting out of control here in California. It's been way too hot here (in the 90s), but is supposed to be cooling off this week, so we'll see. Just spent the weekend in Las Vegas. I'm looking for a home there and plan to move my Mom in with me and take care of her, because she is 83 and can't be left alone too much any more. I like Henderson, NV real well and am hopeful I can find something there that's all on one floor, so she doesn't have to climb stairs. I live in a two-story house right now. Anyhow, with working and running around trying to find a new place to live, etc., etc., time just ran away from me. Did you guys get to go on your Spring break and where did you go? Maybe I missed that information when I was reading the entries. I hope you got to go wherever that is. Maybe you, your Mom and Dad and Katie can come visit me and Grandpa Joe when I get moved up there, since we'll both be in the same city. That would be real nice. I'd love to see you again. Love to you all! Grandma Suzy <suzannebowyer@hotmail.com> Ontario, CA USA - Tuesday, March 30, 2004 3:09 PM CST Hi Eric, So sorry to hear about your latest sickness. You are a tough and brave young man to be fighting so hard against all you have! We think about you often and share your mom's journal entries with everyone that asks about you. It seems like people are always asking us about the bright and cheerful young boy from Mrs. Franzen's class. We keep them posted and share your web site. I hope you are feeling better so you and your family will be able to go on your spring break trip. You all deserve a break away from this crazy Minnesota Spring weather. I just wanted to let you know that you and your family are in my thoughts and prayers often. Take care buddy and come and visit Wildwood again soon. We miss you! Mrs. Hofstad Candy Hofstad <chofstad@mahtomedi.k12.mn.us> Eagan, MN - Thursday, March 11, 2004 7:09 PM CST Hello Eric and Katy and Kasey and Mike. I have been inexcusably MIA. I can't believe the time has sped by so quickly. I have read the journal on a fairly regular basis but seldom have been able to reply. Most of my computer time has alway been here at work and at the first of the year my job duties changed (much for the worse) and there is practically never time to read , think , reflect or answer much of anything. Eric-- you sure are having your ups and downs. I just read that your last chemo is at the end of March. I am so glad for you and for the rest of the family too. I know that it is very very hard for you and that it is very very hard for your Mom and Dad and Katy too. It is a little bit like spring her in Vegas. The weather has gotten into the 70's in the past few days. But for us here, while spring means some warmer temperatures, it also means wind, wind and more wind! Hi Katy... this is a special Hi just for you. I think about you a lot even if I'm not very good at keeping in touch. I call very soon, (I really really will call very soon). I have had quite a bit of not-so-good stuff happen this year, but some of it is starting to get resolved a little so maybe I'll starting thinking and doing more for you guys who have real problems and issues instead of doing my little pity party. I love you all very much. Talk soon Grandpa Joe Grandpa Joe <joeg@sierrahealth.com> Las Vegas, NV USA - Thursday, March 11, 2004 6:56 PM CST Dear Eric and Family, I just wanted to say "Hi" and I know sometimes it is hard to take that yucky medicine. My son Garrett was diagnosed the same time you were with rhabdo. He is 8 years old and he sometimes does not want to take his medications. I know your Mom has probably told you that you will not have to take this stuff all your life and it may seem hard now, but just think of how happy you will be when you don't have to take it anymore. I know that you must be a brave boy with a strong family. I am sure Garrett would like to talk to you and get to know you, you guys already have something in common and if you are anything like my son you are a Pokemon and YuGiOh fan. Please feel free to write us a note, you can reach us at smilesmom@msn.com. Colleen Burnham <smilesmom@msn.com> Round Rock, TX USA - Sunday, February 29, 2004 2:02 PM CST Eric & family, Thanks for keeping the reports coming. We're thinking of you constantly and want to let you know that you're not alone in this. You have tons of love coming from your family and friends, and a great strength. We're with you always and always there for you. Love, Uncle John John P. Eurich <john@dataxpress.com> Santa Clara, CA UsA - Friday, February 27, 2004 0:17 AM CST I hope eric is feeling better and mike gets back soon so he can help you clean up Katy puke, :-). Hope you are all well and it was nice seeing you a Christmas at Fred & Pat's. John Skivers El Cajon, CA USA - Monday, February 23, 2004 6:23 PM CST  Happy Valentines Day, From Everyone at Post Pals Emma <emma_hoole@hotmail.com> London, - Saturday, February 14, 2004 10:10 AM CST Hello Eric and Kasey, I know that I haven't written for a while - but I do visit your web page and keep myself informed. It was really nice to visit with both of you at the Choir Concert. Eric, you always bring a smile to my face! You are so very kind and so very smart! I read about how much time you spent on your Valentine's - and I know that the kids really appreciate them (They just aren't good at saying it!). I hope that you are feeling better and almost done with that flu type of business (we have had lots of strep at Wildwood - fortunetly not much in multiage). When you feel up to it I would love to have you over to my house for a "play date". Katy could play with Lorna - who lives accross the street and you could hang out at my house and Mom and Dad could have some alone time? Just say the word! I miss you, Eric! You are one of a kind. Happy Valentine's Day! Love, Mrs. Baker Lori Baker <lobaker@mahtomedi.k12.mn.us> - Saturday, February 14, 2004 8:01 AM CST Going to church is a good thing Eric. I've been going back every Sunday for some time now and saying my prayers for my wonderful Grandson, Eric. Grandpa Joe went with me when he visited me at Christmas, so we both prayed for you. It can be a powerful thing -- going to church, that is. I think it's pretty great that your Mom is going to stay home and take that Leave of Absence. It will give you more time together. You take care, my little man. I think about you all the time. You are always in my thoughts. I love you. Oh, by the way, I finally have that Harley-Davidson hat my brother got for you, so I'll be sending it sometime this week. Look for it in the mail. Grandma Suzy <suzannebowyer@hotmail.com> Ontario, CA USA - Monday, February 9, 2004 12:08 AM CST Hey Bro, Ya better get to church man.You must know the one that makes that yucky Chemo work! I always gave my mom a hard time too.I was irratable alot during my treatment,especially close to the end of it as you are.I just got so tired of the same thing over and over and over!Chemo,shots,red blood transfusions,platlet transfusions,Hospital stays over and over and over for almost a year.That's tough.But your tough and you'll make it! Prayin for ya man, Mitchell(www.caringbridge.com/tx/mitchellmartin) arms buddy <bab70@swbell.net> katy, tx - Monday, February 9, 2004 10:00 AM CST Hi my name is Jenna and i came accross Eric's page. Eric is a real fighter and trooper in life. Eric and your family are in my prayers. http://www.caringbridge.org/canada/jenna Jenna <hockeykid@telus.net> Kamloops, BC Canada - Friday, January 30, 2004 11:36 PM CST Kasey, just wanted you to know that you are all in my prayers. I can't imagine how hard this has been for Eric and the rest of you as well. Your mom tells me how thing are going every once in awhile, but we don't get to chat much anymore. Take care of yourself. Wendy Studer <wendys@mail.heartland-health.com> St. Joseph, MO USA - Friday, January 30, 2004 5:01 PM CST Hi Eric, I have been thinking about you lately. I hope things are going o.k. Sounds like some trouble at school recently. Keep your chin up and things will get better now that your mom is back from Japan. Please come and visit us anytime at Wildwood. We miss you! Take Care, Mrs. Hofstad Candy Hofstad <chofstad@mahtomedi.k12.mn.us> Eagan, MN - Thursday, January 29, 2004 6:32 PM CST Hi Eric, I'm Suzie's sister Nancee. I just wanted to say "hi", and tell you that I think about you often-and I think you are a very brave and awesome little guy. My love to you, your mom, dad, and sister Katie. Nancee Fisher <nancee@consumerdirectlending.com> La Verne, CA United States - Monday, January 19, 2004 10:27 PM CST What a beautiful picture. What is the temperature in Tokyo at this time of the year? Eric was here and did fine today. Jane Martz <jmartz@ties.k12.mn.us> Mahtomedi, MN USA - Wednesday, January 14, 2004 4:30 PM CST Hello Eric! I have been thinking of you often. I came across some pictures of our class from the spring music program. I had some funny dreams with you and the rest of our class. I miss you! My job is a little too easy this year! :) Keep Nancy busy! She is lucky to be working with such a bright young boy. Come back to second grade ANYTIME! Mrs. Franzen Sheila Franzen <rsfranzen@comcast.net> Woodbury, MN 55125 - Saturday, January 10, 2004 4:33 PM CST Hi Eric. Hope you had a wonderful Christmas! I understand you went to Wisconsin on your Grandparents' farm in Wisconsin. How fun for you! Did you all have a White Christmas? I'll bet having a break from all the chemo was also nice for you. It's been pretty cold here in Southern California too! If you can believe it, it's been getting down into the 30's at night, which is unheard of for our part of the country, so all us chicken-littles here are just freezin to death. Happy New Year's Eric. Don't drink too much egg nog! Grandma Suzy <suzannebowyer@hotmail.com> Ontario, CA USA - Monday, December 29, 2003 6:45 PM CST Kasey and Family: My thoughts and prayers are with all of you this Holiday Season. Much Love & Blessings! Sharon Sharon Kotke <Sharon0807@msn.com> Oakdale, Mn. US - Tuesday, December 23, 2003 11:10 AM CST Kasey, My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. (I don't know how you do it - you are incredibly strong.) Best wishes to you and your family this holiday season. Laurie Lutter <lalutter@mmm.com> Clinton, IA 52732 - Monday, December 22, 2003 2:49 PM CST Hi Eric, I went on a ski trip with your mom and dad up to Giant's Ridge in northern MN during mid December. A big group of us went out one night during the trip and your mom and dad showed off their fooseball and dart skills. Your dad beat me at foosball :( They told me about you and I think you are a neat person. I hope you have a very merry Christmas with your family, friends...and your presents: ) Are mom and dad going to let you stay up until midnight New Year's Eve? If mom says no, ask dad!! Gary Heaser <gjheaser1@mmm.com> St. Paul, MN UAS - Monday, December 22, 2003 2:40 PM CST Hi Eric, I work with your mom at 3M. I've heard a lot about you and think about you often. I hope that you have a very Merry Christmas! Have a great time skiing and fun time at your Grandma and Grandpa's farm. Teresa Oliphant <taoliphant@mmm.com> Eagan, Mn USA - Sunday, December 21, 2003 9:55 AM CST I would like to wish your family a happy holiday season filled with joy, love and strength. Eric ... when I ran as a medic for a local Fire Department, I had an opportunity to help and transport many young men and ladies who were very very sick. What amazed me most, was the courage that they had when they were hurting the most. I know that you are one of those individuals, and you should be very proud of yourself for that. Keep up the good work and hang in there, things will get better. MSG Michael S. Groess <mgroess@mmm.com> Oakdale , Mn Washington - Friday, December 19, 2003 7:27 AM CST Hi Eric, It is great to see you back at school more this week. I hope you have a great Christmas with your family! I see that you like jokes: What's grey on the inside and clear on the outside? Answer: An elephant in a baggie. Mrs. Connelly <bconnell@mahtomedi.k12.mn.us> Mahtomedi, MN USA - Thursday, December 18, 2003 2:04 PM CST Hi! Wow! A hockey stick! The best we've ever done is to catch a puck at a Milw. Admirals game and that was just because Steve was trying to block it from knocking anyone out:) Hope you're enjoying the SNOW! We are jealous, none here and Chrissy's second graders at school are whining!!! Chrissy and Steve Baumgartner (Claire,too!) - Thursday, December 11, 2003 8:28 PM CST Hi Eric, Brett Hull's hockey stick! That is awesome. Does that mean you're now a Red Wings fan? Brett is one of our favorites too, a really nice person. Tell your Mom and Dad that we said Hi, and are thinking of you all. Marylou and Wally Goffeney <wgoffeney@comcast.net> Bloomfield Hills, MI - Sunday, December 7, 2003 10:09 AM CST Hi Eric! I've been really busy shuttling my Mom to doctor appointments and visiting her in the hospital and such. She's home now and feeling better, but very needy of company and she particularly likes it when I visit her and take her places, so I do. Moms are very special people, and I'm sure you know that too. I'm also back at work - UGH! Same company (VERIZON), about 5 minutes from my office. Everyone I talk to about you says they will keep you in their prayers and to give you a special hello from them. Of course, I think about you every day and pray that this will all be over for you soon, and you will be back to your old self again. Maybe when I call your house the next time, we can talk. I'd love to talk to you again. Stay strong and love to you, your Mom, Dad and Katy. Grandma Suzy <suzannebowyer@hotmail.com> Ontario, CA USA - Saturday, December 6, 2003 9:59 AM CST Hi Eric, Q: Why did the elephant stand on the marshmallow? A: Because he didn't want to fall into the hot chocolate. Bob Goffeney <rgoffeney@earthlink.net> - Tuesday, December 2, 2003 7:02 AM CST Happy Thanksgiving to you all. But, I guess it's time to wish everyone a happy holiday. Aunt Jan and I spent Thanksgiving in San Diego with your great grandma Eurich and your cousin Diana. We missed you and your family. Our best wishes and love, Uncle John. John P. Eurich <john@dataxpress.com> Santa Clara, CA USA - Tuesday, December 2, 2003 5:14 AM CST Hi everyone! I hope you have fun at the Dells this weekend. We will be making the trek to Chicago to have TURKEY with my family. Happy Thanksgiving! Mrs. Franzen Sheila Franzen <rsfranzen@msn.com> Woodbury, MN USA - Sunday, November 23, 2003 3:34 PM CST Hi Eric! This is Brittany Kieger's grandma e-mailing you. She has told me about her friend in school who is getting chemo. It's the pits isn't it? Brit's grandpa is getting chemo too. We have to go in tomorrow for it. We will be praying for you and anxious to hear from Brit that you are doing well and when you are through with your treatments. Hang in there! Much love, Vivian Swanson Vivian Swanson Sandstone, MN Pine - Thursday, November 20, 2003 8:17 PM CST Hi Everybody, Eric and Katy and Mike and Kasey. Boy have I been tardy about keeping up-to-date on the webpage and the Journal Entries. Been a litle bit more than a little bit busy myself, but when I read about all of your schedules I think I'm a real minor-leagues compared to y'all. (My Texas has never really gone away either!). Eric, there are lots of people out here who you have never met that ask about you all the time. They are my close friends and coworkers with whom I have shared your adventure. (Not all adventures are good adventures, but they still are adventures). Anyway some people here in Las Vegas who are special to me and for who you have become special are Linda and Bonnie and Greg and Mike and another Mike and Irene. They ask about you, say prayers for you and think good thoughts for you too. If long-distance love can help, then you have a lot of it here in Las Vegas. Bye for now Grandpa Joe Grandpa Joe <jgoffeney@aol.com> Las Vegas, NV USA - Sunday, November 16, 2003 1:30 PM CST Hi Eric and family: You might not remember me, but you might remember my snake Sweetie Pie. I was your preschool teacher Jamie, from Kinderberry Hill. I saw Kara at the children's museum and she told how you were feeling. I want to let you know I think of you often and that you will Always be in my Prayers. Hang in there. Jamie O'Day <www.timjam6873@aol.com> North Branch, MN USA - Monday, November 10, 2003 9:08 PM CST Hi Eric I worked for your Mom at the 3M plant in Cordova IL. Are you a sports fan. The Vikings are play well this year I like the Chiefs. I hope things are going well as I wish you well. Take care I will check your progress Jim Lewis Jim Lewis <jelewis@mmm.com> Coal valley , IL - Saturday, November 8, 2003 10:55 AM CST Hi Eric! My son Ryan played Soccer with you last year (your dad was the coach), and we just joined Cub Scouts this year in your Pack! Hope you're doing well - good luck! Ed Goff <karedgoff@hotmail.com> Mahtomedi, MN USA - Friday, November 7, 2003 9:53 AM CST Hi guys! Thought we'd check in and take time to say "Hi from Packerland!" Steve is soooo happy about those Vikings! Hope Halloween sends you lots of treats and no tricks!!! We're thinking of you and sending big smiles your way! Chrissy and Steve Wi - Thursday, October 30, 2003 11:57 AM CST Hi Eric! Your pictures look great. I have been thinking about you and I wonder if you will be Harry Potter for Halloween this year, again? Sonia is Belle (Beauty and the Beast) and Nadia is going to be Snow White (she sings High HO everytime she puts on her costume.) I hope you can stop by Wildwood again. It is always great to see you. Love, Mrs. Franzen Sheila Franzen <rsfranzen@comcast.net> Woodbury, MN - Tuesday, October 28, 2003 8:41 PM CST It was great to hear the update in your lives. I think you are one strong lady, Kasey, to do what you do. I'm glad that you are taking a few trips among all of the craziness. I always love visiting with Eric and coninue to pray that his cancer will be controlled. Have a good week-end. Jane Jane Martz <jmartz@ties.k12.mn.us> Mahtomedi, MN Washington - Friday, October 24, 2003 11:19 AM CDT Hi Eric; Just a note to let you know that I talked to a lot of people you are related to, but don't know yet, this weekend and every single one of them asked about you and send their love. Those people are: Your Great Uncle Dave Goffeney, Your Great Aunt Jil Getz, Your Great-Grandpa Joe Goffeney Sr and your Great Grandma Alice Goffeney (those are my mom and dad) and a 2nd cousin (I think that what he is) Nick Goffeney (Now Dr Nicholas Goffeney) and another 2nd cousin Danny Getz. Anyway, they all say HIIII! And I love you too! Grandpa Joe Grandpa Joe Goffeney <jgoffeney@aol.com> Las Vegas, NV USA - Wednesday, October 22, 2003 0:37 AM CDT Eric, here are some deep thoughts: Time flies like an arrow. Fruit flies like a banana. (They're so deep, my daughter Katherine, who's 11, got them before her Mom AND her big brother did. That's why I'm sending them to you!) Bob Goffeney <rgoffeney@earthlink.net> Berkley, MI - Monday, October 20, 2003 11:22 AM CDT Hello Eric and Ruegsegger Family, I was back visiting the teachers at Kinderberry Hill and Kathy told me about your cancer. I hope you are feeling okay, and I hope you are still working hard on your school work! I will be checking up on your progress through your mom's web page. Hang in there! Susie, Pete, and Marty <susieandpete@gbronline.com> Vermillion, MN - Thursday, October 16, 2003 4:03 PM CDT Eric, Tell this one to your dad: Do you know what they call a cow that doesn't drink milk? A Milk Dud Frankye Gravatt <flgravatt@mmm.com> Maplewood, MN USA - Wednesday, October 15, 2003 8:59 AM CDT Hi Eric, I used to work with your dad, and have had your dog Sydney over when your family has gone on vacation. I thought I would write and tell you something that is kind of funny that has been happening to me. About a week ago, I came home from work and walked in the front door and saw a squirrel sitting in the doorway to my kitchen with a BIG milk bone dog bisquit in his mouth. When he saw me, he dropped the dog bisquit and ran down into the laundry room. I opened the doors to the house, then tried to scare him out. He did finally run out the back door and was really chirping at me. So, I thought he was gone and I was OK. Anyway, I came home a couple of days later, and there he was sitting on top of the cupboard in my laundry room. I tried to scare him out again, but he ran into the rafters above the false ceiling in my family room. I had to call some squirrel catchers and they had to come with some cages, catch him, and take him out to the country. I thought I was seeing things! Please take care of yourself - you are a very strong, brave young man!! I should have you and Sydney come over and chase those squirrels away!! Frankye Gravatt <flgravatt@mmm.com> Maplewood, MN USA - Tuesday, October 14, 2003 8:09 AM CDT Hi Eric: Loved the new photos, but you sure looked cold in that cape. We have something similar in April at Glen Helen Regional Park called the Renaissance Pleasure Faire. It has all the same things and is lots of fun. You would have to go up the Cajon Pass here in the mountains to get to it, but it's real close to where I live up I-15. It's usually starting to get hot here at that time, so you wouldn't have to bundle up from any cold, but the cold weather looks nice to me. I wouldn't know what cold weather was! We don't get any here! I know -- Grandma Suzy should stop whinning, shouldn't she! Anyhow, I hope each day is an improvement on the day before for you my tough little man. I sent you something in the mail last week, so look for it to come, if it hasn't already. Love, hugs and kisses to you, Katy, Mom and Dad. Grandma Suzy <suzannebowyer@hotmail.com> Ontario, CA USA - Sunday, October 12, 2003 5:02 PM CDT Hey Eric, It was so nice to see you at school today! I sure do miss your hugs. I think that cape you got looks pretty cool. You are looking good! See you soon, Mrs. Baker Lori Baker <ljbaker@ties2.net> Mahtomeid, MN USA - Friday, October 10, 2003 7:12 PM CDT Eric, I have a couple of scientific questions for you. Don't worry, it's not a real test - I've given you the answers too. Q: Why do ducks have webbed feet? A: To put out fires. Q: Why do elephants have flat feet? A: To put out burning ducks. Bob Goffeney <rgoffeney@earthlink.net> - Friday, October 10, 2003 7:22 AM CDT Hello my name is Jenna. Eric is in my prayers. My page: http://www.matmice.com/home/fighteranddchampion Jenna <jensrace_inlife@yahoo.ca> Kamloops, BC Canada - Sunday, October 5, 2003 6:42 PM CDT Hi Eric, it's Davey. I've seen you at school a couple times. I was looking at the pictures on your website. I liked the one when you were at the Renaissance Festival best. See you tomorrow. Davey - Saturday, October 4, 2003 10:00 PM CDT Hi Eric. My daughter Brittany K. is in your class at OHA. I was so inspired by the letter sent home from Children's Hosp this past week! Brittany's younger sister has dermatomyositis, which is a disease where her body is eating her muscles and her blood vessles. She takes chemo every week along with high doses of prednisone. She'd love to have a penpal if you're up to it. It's kind of nice to have people so close who are going through similar things so you can relate to each other! Please know that we are praying for your whole family! Also, Brit's grandpa was just diagnosed with cancer, so we're kind of all fighting the good fight together! Lisa K. Lisa Kieger <jlkieger@usfamily.net> White Bear Lake, MN USA - Friday, October 3, 2003 10:58 AM CDT Hi Kasey, Eric and family. You don't know me, I found your site from Justin H's site. Not too often you find another fighting the battle to be free of alveolar rhabdomyosarcoma. My name is Sue and I'm the mother of Peter who also HAD alveolar rhabdomyosarcoma 4Th Stage. It was quite a battle 2 years of treatment. High dose Chemo, 36 treatments of radiation and 17- 8hour stem sell harvests to retrieve stem cells for the TWO transplant he received latter which were preceded by yet 2 more high dose chemo sessions. The tumor began in his left thigh 10 cm went through the bone and traveled to his brain lining and surgery was not an option. He was then 10 and he is now a healthy 16. He got a new car for his birthday and has a job at TOMS MARKET and is a junior at Marian Central Catholic in Woodstock, Illinois and hopefully bringing home good grades this first grading period. Peter has a web site at www.caringbridge.com/il/peterpartaker, you can read more about him there. I need to update his page again soon. This message is meant to help you to continue to persevere in your battle against cancer, you can do it. I will add you to my daily prayers. Peter has a brother named Eric also!!! Keep up the good work. Kasey if you have any questions you may email me anytime. God bless you all. Peter's Mom, Sue <pray4peace13@aol.com> Algonquin, Il USA - Thursday, October 2, 2003 12:20 AM CDT Eric it's good to see you at school! Cool website! I like your picture from the Renaissance Festival! It's nice to have you play with us at the playground. I like your red sweatshirt. Hope you're feeling better soon! Miss you at school. Mikaela Tomlin <mntomlin@juno.com> Mahtomedi, MN USA - Wednesday, October 1, 2003 8:52 PM CDT DUDE! AWESOME CAPE! Don Demulling Mahtomedi, MN - Tuesday, September 30, 2003 8:44 PM CDT Hey, Eric, here's a really bad joke! Hope you like it! Q: what is the longest word in the dictionary? A: the word smiles because there is a mile between each s. See 'ya soon! Don Demulling <dondem@comcast.net> Mahtomedi, MN USA - Saturday, September 27, 2003 9:29 PM CDT Hi Eric, I hope you are doing well. I am a friend of your Mom's from the 3M Plant in Cordova, Illinois. I like your web page. Your Mom has done a great job with it! Lots of good pictures and information about what you are going through. I really wish you a full recovery from this. Just keep faith in God and He will help everyone make the right moves to get you healthy again and back in school full time! Mike Dombroski Bettendorf, IA - Thursday, September 25, 2003 8:43 PM CDT Hi Eric! I miss you! Mrs. Franzen Sheila Franzen Woodbury, MN USA - Thursday, September 25, 2003 4:01 PM CDT Hi Eric, How is my birthday buddy? We both celebrated our birthday last week. I sure hope you had a great day. My family went on a 27 mile bike ride trip. We had lots of fun. I have been thinking about you a lot lately. Mrs. Franzen keeps me posted everyday on how you are doing. I really enjoy reading your mom's journals. They tell us all about our brave buddy. School has been going great but I miss you in my math class. Is math still one of your favorite subjects? You are such a math whiz! I hope school is going well. I hope you are doing your homework with a smile! Well, stop by at Wildwood so we can all see you. We miss you! Mrs. Hofstad Candy Hofstad <chofstad@mahtomedi.k12.mn.us> Eagan, MN - Sunday, September 21, 2003 1:24 PM CDT Hi Eric! It sounds like you had a pretty fun birthday--minus the morning start. I am so glad that third grade is going well. It sounds like you have a very caring classroom. I am proud of you, Eric. It takes tremendous courage to get done everything you need to do in order to get better. I think of you everyday. When I was getting the Sign In sheet ready for this school year, I forgot to take your name off the list. I guess I really miss you in my classroom! My girls have not been to Lookout Ridge (indoor park in Woodbury)lately . . . We will have to make a date. Stop by Wildwood sometime, the office is still underconstruction and the copy machine is in the hallway, but you will like what they did to the boys bathroom. Two stalls and a GREAT BAR to hang from when waiting your turn to use the toilet!! (I am NOT a huge fan of that design!!!) Take care. Mrs. Franzen Sheila Franzen Woodbury, MN 55125 - Friday, September 19, 2003 8:24 PM CDT Hi Eric! Hope it's not getting too cold back there for you yet. I'm sure it's pretty mild yet, since it's only September. Do you know what you want to be for Halloween yet? I'm glad to hear school is going okay for you so far this year. Even though you can only go for a half day or so, I'm sure you're staying ahead on your studies. You're such a smart little boy. I remember when you could take things apart and put them back together, and you could barely walk. I was amazed! I keep up with everything that's happening in your Journal, Photos, E-Mails and main Web Page. Take care little man. Hugs and kisses to you, Katy, Mom and Dad! Love you! Grandma Suzy <suzannebowyer@hotmail.com> Ontario, CA USA - Wednesday, September 17, 2003 4:59 PM CDT Eric, I can't believe I missed your birthday! And I had a special birthday joke picked out, too. Here it is: A Turtle and a Snail are having a race across the lawn. The Snail leads in the morning, but by noon the Turtle is starting to catch up. By three o clock, the Turtle has almost caught up to the Snail and by four o’clock they are neck and neck. In his effort to get ahead, the Turtle steps on the snail and squishes him to a pulp. The Garden Traffic Police arrives and say, "Mr. Turtle, what happened here?" To which the Turtle replies, "I don't know, it all happened so fast. . ." I hope your birthday was a Happy one! Bob Goffeney <rgoffeney@earthlink.net> - Wednesday, September 17, 2003 12:28 AM CDT Hi Eric and Family, My name is Jean Brady and my daughter Haley was diagnosed with rhabdomyosarcoma-embroynal in June just like you. She's 4 years old and we live in Delaware. I was searching the web looking for other web pages and found yours. (you can read about her at caringbridge.org/de/haley). Her tumor was in her kidney and abdomen. She's also getting ready for radiation treatments this month. You two are very brave for all your going through. Good luck getting ready for this next part of your treatment. We'll be thinking of you from Delaware. Jean, Matt, Haley and Jack Brady <bni21@comcast.net> Newark, de - Monday, September 15, 2003 9:03 PM CDT Hi Eric! I'm hoping you'll remember who I am --- I'm Mrs. Cook from O.H.A. I'm someone you can count on for help in any way at school if things get confusing or out of hand, or even if you just need someone to talk to or to hang out with for a bit to have a relaxing time. It sounds like you had a nice birthday -- I haven't been to Toys R Us for years because my kids are all grown up, but I sure miss it. The kids are missing you at school. I am hoping everything will go well for you and that you can be back to join us soon. Take care, Eric. Mrs. Cook Stephanie Cook <scook@ties.k12.mn.us> Mahtomedi, MN - Monday, September 15, 2003 2:33 PM CDT Hi Eric. I know your Mom from work and have been reading about you. Sounds like you're handling all of these treatments with a lot of courage. I finished up chemo 18 months ago but still can't look at "the bucket"! I hear you're a Pokeman fan. My son, Mike, is a fan too so if there are any special cards you're looking for, let us know. Kasey - Please let Bob or I know if we can help you in anyway at all. Our thoughts and prayers are with you. Sumitra Ness <srness@mmm.com> Woodbury, MN - Monday, September 15, 2003 10:17 AM CDT Dear Eric, Hi Buddy! Remember me? I'm Meera's mom who helped in literacy. Happy Happy Birthday!!! How do you like OHA? Have a wonderful birthday with your family!!! Your pal Dr. Damodaran geetha damodaran <g.damo@attbi.com> mahtomedi, mn usa - Saturday, September 13, 2003 10:16 PM CDT HAPPY BIRTHDAY ERIC!!!!!! I hope you enjoy some special quiet time with your family on Saturday. The girls and I will be cheering on the Fighting Irish with their dad on Saturday. HE TURNS 34! Then it is off to grandmas for dinner and cake. Sheila Franzen Woodbury, MN USA - Friday, September 12, 2003 2:31 PM CDT Hi Eric, I'm a friend of your Grandma Suzy. She told me about what a great kid you are. I have a son named Eric also. His birthday is today and he is a great kid too. I wonder how many Eric's there are in this world. I bet they are all loved as much as you are!........hope you feel better soon! Romie Coff Romie Coff <romelia.coff@verizon.com> Beaumont, ca - Thursday, September 11, 2003 6:26 PM CDT Hi Eric, it's Taylor. I met your kitties tonight when my mom and I stopped at your house. They seem really nice. How do you like school? Is your teacher (Mrs. Newman) nice? I have Mrs. Tentis. She is nice too. Hope you feel good soon. Taylor Taylor Runkel <suetayrunkel@comcast.net> Mahtomedi, - Wednesday, September 10, 2003 9:33 PM CDT Hi Eric! I recently heard about your website when I asked Mrs. Shypulski if she knew how you were doing. What a great way for those of us who care about you and your family to hear how all of you are doing! I'm glad that the first few days of school went well for you and Katey. I think of you often and am proud of how well your doing. Keep smiling!! Love, Mrs. Stolte Cheryl Stolte Lino Lakes, MN - Tuesday, September 9, 2003 5:37 PM CDT Hi Eric, I'm a friend of your Grandpa Joe. I know he loves you and your family very much and is pulling for you all the way. Every time I ask him about you, I'm amazed at how brave you are. You don't know it, but you have lots of people here in Las Vegas on your side. Take care. Bonnie Bonnie Baxter <CSLChend@aol.com> Henderson, NV USA - Monday, September 8, 2003 3:48 PM CDT Hi Eric! I have been thinking about you this weekend. Next Saturday is the triple birthday sweep for important people in my life, you, Rob and Mrs. Hofstad! WOW! 8 years old! Bruce Lansky, a poet you enjoyed last year, will be at the Red Balloon Bookstore on your birthday. You might want to check him out! Love, Mrs. Franzen Sheila Franzen Woodbury, MN 55125 - Sunday, September 7, 2003 4:37 PM CDT Hello to Eric and family! My daughter, Mikaela, was in Mrs.Franzen's class with you last year. She was VERY happy to see you at school this week. She said you were "the same ole Eric"! I'm glad to hear that you're hanging in there and were able to make it to school this week!!!! Kasey- I just wanted to tell you that our family is thinking of you guys and sending lots of ++++++ vibes to your end of the city. It's good to see your still have your sense of humour. I hope that things continue to go well. Take care and hang in there!!!! Jessie Tomlin <mntomlin@juno.com> Mahtomedi, MN USA - Friday, September 5, 2003 4:21 PM CDT Hey there Eric, Are you as tired as I am after the first few days of school? I am glad to hear that you are settling into 3rd grade and that you like your new teacher, Mrs. Newman! She is really great and I know that together you will have a great year. I miss seeing you everyday. We have monarch larva in our classrooms and I know that you would love to watch the process from egg to butterfly. Maybe you can stop by your old school and check them out! Your friend, Mrs. Baker Lori Baker <ljbaker@ties2.net> Mahtomedi, MN USA - Thursday, September 4, 2003 5:38 PM CDT Hi Eric; It was really nice talking to you for a few minutes the other day. Miss you a bunch and hope to see you pretty soon. I guess you're back in school now. I'll just bet that everything will be very good for you. I see there are quite a few notes from Mrs Franzen. Was she your teacher last year? Also, who is Sonia? I would write another corny joke for you, but there already seem to be plenty of those, so I'll skip it. While I'm here..... HI Katy! I see you have your own site now and I'll try visit it this afternoon on my next work break. Love you both and Love to all. Grandpa Joe Joe Goffeney <jgoffeney@aol.com; joeg@sierrahealth.com> Sin City, NV USA - Thursday, September 4, 2003 3:23 PM CDT Hi Eric: Just wanted you to know I think about you every day and pray that you will stay strong and beat this cancer thing. I have some more silly things for you, but I'll send them to you a couple at a time. If money doesn't grow on trees, then why do banks have branches? Why does a round pizza come in a square box? I'll send more later. I'm glad to hear your first day of school went so well. Grandma Suzy <suzannebowyer@hotmail.com> Ontario, CA USA - Wednesday, September 3, 2003 7:59 PM CDT Hi Eric. Im Grandma Suzy's son . I hear alot about you from Grandma Suzy about you and Katy from her visiting you guys.I hope you get better and stay strong.I will write from time to time and look here to see whats going on.Take care Patrick aka Tak Patrick <tak_pred_v@yahoo.com> Ontario, CA USA - Wednesday, September 3, 2003 4:35 PM CDT Eric- I am proud of you! You made it through your first day at OHA!!! Hooray! You are brave and you are not alone. You have friends and family that love you VERY much. Enjoy third grade. DO YOUR HOMEWORK (with a smile??). Love, Mrs. Franzen Sheila Franzen Woodbury, MN 55125 - Wednesday, September 3, 2003 2:22 PM CDT HI there Eric, I must say you have one great website. Im impressed. Well I just wanted to say that you are a brave kid and I can relate to what your family is going through. My sister has almost exactly the same cancer you do. And she is in a similar position. She is doing fine and im sure God will help us all! God Bless you Eric Alexei Zarate <azarate1@hotmail.com> Sydney, NSW Australia - Tuesday, September 2, 2003 9:34 PM CDT I am thinking of you Eric! Love, Mrs. Franzen Sheila Franzen Woodbury , MN USA - Tuesday, September 2, 2003 2:17 PM CDT Hi Eric, here's another one: Teacher: George, go to the map and find North America. George: Here it is! Teacher: Correct. Now, class, who discovered America? Class: George! Bob Goffeney <rgoffeney@earthlink.net> Berkley, MI - Friday, August 29, 2003 6:58 AM CDT Hi, Eric - What a great website you've got! You've got to be the only kid that ever attended Wildwood School that has his own website. I hope you are doing fine. We miss you at Wildwood. Dr. Noennig - Thursday, August 28, 2003 3:04 PM CDT Eric your great grandmother and tom and I check often to see how things are going along. We think of you and Katie often...Chris in San Diego..Tom and speciel love from great grandma Eurich. Pat Eurich <pat@dataxpress.com> san diego, ca. usa - Wednesday, August 27, 2003 1:45 PM CDT Eric- Well I'm back at work. Tomorrow I will be meeting my new students. I will miss seeing your beautiful eyes in the morning. Be easy on Mrs. Newman! :) Anytime you want to go to the indoor park, Sonia is your DATE! Mrs. Franzen Sheila Franzen Woodbury, MN 55125 - Tuesday, August 26, 2003 8:58 PM CDT Wow, Eric, that was quite a story your Mom told us about your "snag" with your tube. Glad to hear you're all right from it and doing so well. Also, glad to hear your sense of humor is still active and well. I get sent silly stuff from my friends via e-mail a lot, so I'll share some of it with you. Why is there a light in the refrigerator and not in the freezer? Why do the Alphabet song and Twinkle, Twinkle Little Star have the same tune? If the professor on Gilligan's Island can make a radio out of coconut, why can't he fix a hole in a boat? Did you ever notice that when you blow in a dog's face, he gets mad at you, but when you take him on a car ride, he sticks his head out the window? Does pushing the elevator button more than once make it arrive faster? Is Disney World the only people trap operated by a mouse? There are no answers to these silly questions, just something to think about. I think my friends at work who send me this silly stuff need to get back to work. What do you think? You keep getting better and let us all know how school is when you get started again this year. It looks like everyone is excited to see you again, so that's something to look forward to for sure. Love and kisses, Grandma Suzy <suzannebowyer@hotmail.com> Ontario, CA USA - Tuesday, August 26, 2003 1:48 AM CDT Eric- Sonia has asked EVERYDAY to call you and Katie to go back to the indoor park!!! She had a great time, in fact, she told me that she was not going to the library again without you. (I had to convince her otherwise.) It was great to see you last week. Your little 'snag' with the couch must have been pretty painful. Take care of yourself. I'll look for more joke books for you. Good luck with the start of the school year. I'll pop over to see you soon. Mrs. Franzen Sheila Franzen Woodbury, MN USA - Monday, August 25, 2003 9:30 PM CDT Eric--I know your mom from Girl Scouts. I laughed when I read your joke about "Cliff." You sound like you have a great sense of humor. I hope chemo goes well and your "string" doesn't get stuck on anything again. Good luck to you, Eric! Linda Checky <lchecky@hotmail.com> Mahtomedi, MN USA - Monday, August 25, 2003 8:28 PM CDT Hi Eric, I'm your neighbor across the pond - I don't get to see you much except in the winter when the pond is frozen, and then I still don't get to see you much 'cause you're way faster on skates than me! Mary, Scott, Tracy, and I are sorry to hear about what you're going through right now, but hang in there little dude, and things will get better. Hey, I have a tip on where to look for a lost hampster - try the sump pump in the basement. One of ours went AWOL a few years ago and after an extensive search that's where we found it - tired and hungry, but not thirsty! A horse walks into a bar, and the bartender says, "Hey, why the long face?" Well, that's about it for now until I remember another lame age-appropriate joke. We have one of those remote control boats at our house, maybe sometime this summer we can race them for Echo Lake bragging rights. If you win, then next time I'll borrow a jet-ski and take you on with that! Take care Eric, we're thinking about you. Dan Dan Merth <merdanth@comcast.net> Mahtomedi, MN USA - Thursday, August 21, 2003 10:12 PM CDT Hi Eric, This is Mrs. Newman, your new 3rd grade teacher. Mrs. Martz and Mr. Loos passed your website info on to me and now I've had a chance to read it too. Wow, what a summer you have had!! How interesting to be able to read through all this and feel like I already know you. I can't wait to meet you next week at open house here at OHA. I am really looking forward to getting to know you in person. I noticed some familiar names in your guestbook entries. I had both Sean B. and Dylan E. in my class last year - we had a fun year together. I'm sure that the fun will continue this year too - I love 3rd graders!! Joey E. is in our class this year too. It should be a great year. Please thank your mom for sharing this website with all your friends. It looks like you have bunches of them!! I'm sure we will get to be good friends soon too!! Janet Newman <jnewman@mahtomedi.k12.mn.us> Mahtomedi, MN - Thursday, August 21, 2003 5:28 PM CDT Hi Eric, sorry I haven't sent you a joke in a while. I tried to do it last week, but I couldn't find my computer 'cause it was too dark. So here's a new one: A man walks into a pet store and complains, "this cat you sold me is no good. You told me that it would be good for mice, and it hasn't caught one yet." The clerk says "isn't that good for the mice?" Bob Goffeney <rgoffeney@earthlink.net> - Thursday, August 21, 2003 9:37 AM CDT Hi Eric, We've never met, but I'm good friends with your parents from when we all lived in Columbia, Missouri. I'm now living and working in Portland, Oregon with my wife, Heather, and 1-year old daughter, Isabelle. I keep asking your folks to come visit us in Portland, but I guess it's a long way to travel. There's a chance that we'll be able to visit you guys in Minnesota next time we travel to see my aunt and uncle in North Dakota. Hopefully I'll get to meet you and your sister soon. I hear you're really nice kids and growing up fast. Our prayers are with you while you fight this nasty disease. We know many people who have beat cancer and we're confident that you can do the same. Keep a great attitude, stay focused, and always look forward to something fun! Love, Kassim. Kassim, Heather, and Isabelle Grossmann-Ferris <kmferris@earthlink.net> Portland, OR USA - Tuesday, August 19, 2003 2:28 PM CDT Hi Eric: Glad to hear you and Katy had a good time at camp. Sounds like your Mom and Dad missed you both while you were gone. Patrick (my son) and I got the telescope out the other night to look at the Moon and at Mars. It was quite something to see the craters in the Moon, but Patrick couldn't get it focused too good to see Mars well. At least you can see Mars by just looking up there even without a telescope, like Grandpa Joe says. Pretty soon we won't be able to do that for another 28,000 years or so. I hope you continue to do well, and we continue to get those good reports on you. I'm anxious to hear about school this year. Take care and hugs and kisses to you, Katy and your Mom and Dad Grandma Suzy <suzannebowyer@hotmail.com> Ontario, CA USA - Tuesday, August 19, 2003 1:06 AM CDT Hi Eric! I was in Chicago again visiting my family while you were at Camp Courage. I am proud of you for being so brave! Kasey-I think of you and Mike often. Good luck with the start of the school year. I will keep checking the web site for updates, but as always, feel free to call or email. Sheila Franzen Woodbury, MN USA - Monday, August 18, 2003 4:06 PM CDT Forgot to give you my e-mail address. Peaches is an escape artist! Today is Uncle Arnie's birthday so he wants boiled potatoes with butter, rib eye steak & parnsips. Guess who is the cook? Keep happy! Mary Clare Hatlen Brooklyn, WI USA - Monday, August 18, 2003 12:36 AM CDT Eric, Hi from Great Aunt MC Hatlen & family. Yesterday we got to see Grandma Jean, Brittany, Joe, Caleb, Tai & David at Mary Kay's house & pool in Janesville. Caleb got dumped into the pool and Joe & Brittany rescued him. Grandma got Excited! Love & good happenings for you & family! Mary Clare Hatlen Brooklyn, WI USA - Monday, August 18, 2003 11:56 AM CDT Hi! School is just around the corner and we are busy getting our building ready for open house and the first day of school. I am anxious to see Eric again. Our new office should be all ready by the open house. So, look for me there. Give Eric a hug from Mrs. Martz...aka Jane. I hope that the rest of the summer brings you some fun and relaxation. Thinking of you. Jane Martz Jane Martz Mahtomedi, MN USA - Saturday, August 16, 2003 1:20 PM CDT Hi Eric and everone. Just took a peek at your page to see what is going on. Seems like the past couple of days have been a little better for you. Very good! Next I'm going to look at the webpage for the Camp your Mom talked about in her August 10th entry. If any of your are up late enough (about 10:00pm )or up early enough (4:30am) Mars is really starting to look good. Right now (August 13th) if you look out just before the sun comes up you will see the Full Moon and Mars right next to each other. This is a pretty rare sight, especially with Mars being so bright so it might be worth taking a picture of. It is really pretty to look at in any case. Love to all Grandpa Joe Joe Goffeney <joeg@sierrahealth.com; jgoffeney@aol.com> Las Vegas, NV USA - Wednesday, August 13, 2003 2:28 PM CDT Dear ERIC,Kasey Mike, and Katy Here I am in sunny California, wishing that there was somethling I could do to help . You know I LOVE all of you very much. Iknow dthat you will be all well and coming to see me soon.. You are all doing such a great job and I read your journal ,it is great. My prayers and love always Your Granma,great granma in San Diego Granma Pat Eurich San Diego , Cal - Tuesday, August 12, 2003 2:38 PM CDT Hi Eric! I am really glad that your mom has a website just for you. I especially like your pictures and seeing all the things that you did this summer. You are a very brave boy with an incredible mom, dad and sister. We will be waiting to read your next journal entry and hoping that your mom tells us how well you are doing. OOOXXX Marcia and Ken Cartier Marcia Cartier Woodbury, MN - Monday, August 11, 2003 10:23 PM CDT Hi Eric! I'm glad you found Peaches and soooooo glad you've been feeling better lately. I hope you had a nice birthday celebration for your Mother's "10th anniversary of her 25 birthday". I keep reading the updates on how you're doing. It's so nice to be able to go to this site and see all this good information and be able to write to you too! What a bonus! Take care honey. Talk to you soon! Love you much! Grandma Suzy <suzannebowyer@hotmail.com> Ontario, CA USA - Monday, August 11, 2003 6:46 PM CDT Hello Eric and family- Thanks for keeping us all up to date, Kasey, you are amazing and doing a great job! And congratulations on reaching the 10th anniversary of your 25th birthday! You are just a puppy yet! Eric - I hope you and Katy will enjoy the camp. And enjoy your new remote controlled boat - lucky you!! I am so happy to read that you are doing a little better. I'm sure you know now every little bit helps! Sending all the positive thoughts your way! Take care- Harpreet St. Paul, MN - Monday, August 11, 2003 4:10 PM CDT Hello again Eric, What a busy summer you're having! I am glad you are finding time to fit in some fun stuff along with all of your treatments. I am proud of you for turning off the T.V. - I know that I am probably not strong enough to do that! I have been reading a lot this summer, though. I am getting ready for Girl Scout Camp this next week. I volunteered to be a leader for my daughter Maddie's troop. I am a little worried that being in the woods for a whole week will not be so fun. Have you been to the Shore Club lately? I heard that their ketchup is pretty good...but you better watch out because if my husband Bill gets there before you it might be all gone! Keep up the good work, Eric. I am so proud of you. Love, Mrs. Baker Lori Baker <ljbaker@ties.k12.mn.us> Mahtomedi, MN USA - Sunday, August 10, 2003 11:55 AM CDT Eric- Wow! I love the picture of you at the fair with your grandma. I can't believe that summer is slipping by. Where did July go? I am thinking of you everyday. You are making a good choice about stopping the TV. Can I suggest some chapter books on tape? You would also enjoy reading some poetry again. You loved the book, Pizza the Size of the Sun. (Remember the backwards poem?) Take care. Love, Mrs. Franzen Sheila Franzen Woodbury , MN USA - Saturday, August 9, 2003 3:45 PM CDT Hi Eric, Don D. gave me the info about this website. It is so cool to be able to communicate with you and your family. Of course, we are very sorry to hear about your illness. We pray for you and your family every night. Joey would love to come and visit with you sometime when you are home and feeling up to some company. I'm sure the days can get feel pretty long! Glad to hear about your new boat. Do you enjoy fishing as much as my boys do? Take care and keep your chin up! So many people are cheering you on! Brenda, Jacob & Joey Brenda Ekhaml <bekhaml@visi.com> Mahtomedi, MN USA - Friday, August 8, 2003 5:27 PM CDT Take care and your family is in my thoughts and prayers! Katrina Williams St. Paul, MN - Friday, August 8, 2003 7:22 AM CDT Hi Eric, Here's another joke: Q: How many gorillas does it take to screw in a light bulb? A: Only one, but it sure takes a truckload of light bulbs! Bob Goffeney <rgoffeney@earthlink.net> Berkley, MI - Friday, August 8, 2003 6:44 AM CDT Alison was kind enough to forward this web address to me. I will be reading it with the fervent hope and expectation that Eric's hard work will be rewarding for him and his family. Steve <scdelapp@mmm.com> Lake Elmo, MN - Thursday, August 7, 2003 12:19 AM CDT Our prayers are with you for Eric's recovery David Villafana <dvillafana@comcast.net> Venice, FL USA - Thursday, August 7, 2003 7:28 AM CDT Hi Eric, I really enjoyed meeting you yesterday and look forward to talking to you again soon. You are a wonderful and intelligent little man. I really enjoyed your laughter and that great smile. It reminded me that my cancer (Medullary Carcinoma) is just a name, like "DUPA" that we should just laugh at. Right? I hope you will always be my friend and call me or e-mail me with anything you want to talk about or share a laugh or two. Please keep laughing and the whole world will laugh with you! Your new friend, Randy "DUPA" Maxwell Randy Mawell <rjmaxwell1@mmm.com> Stillwater, MN USA - Wednesday, August 6, 2003 10:21 AM CDT Hi Eric. I'm sooooo sorry to hear about so many of those bad days, but you sure are a strong little guy to keep doing things in spite of feeling so puny! So you got a boat! I remember when your Grandpa Joe and I would take your Mom and Uncle Jason out on the lake in Texas waterskiing when we had a boat. Boy, did we have fun. Your Mom skied the first time she tried. She was amazing. I, of course, never did get up on those things. It was a real joke. I hope you, Katy and your Mom and Dad have a lot of fun with your new boat! I love hearing about all your adventures. Stay tough! I love you. Grandma Suzy <suzannebowyer@hotmail.com> Ontario, CA USA - Tuesday, August 5, 2003 5:07 PM CDT Hi Eric, My name is Jacoba Fowler and I am a long time friend of you grandma Susanne Bowyer. she told me about your Illness and what a trooper you really are. I just want to say that I will keep you in my prayers every night. When you get better and you come to visit your Grandma in Calif. I would very much like to meet you and take you out Ocean fishing on a big, big boat...That is ofcourse if you like to fish! whenever I get to see my Grandson I'll take him fishing he just love to fish with his Grandma Jacoba... take good care of yourself. God bless Jacoba JACOBA FOWLER <COBICUDA@AOL.COM> alta loma , CA - Tuesday, August 5, 2003 5:06 PM CDT Hi Eric & Family, Eric, I miss seeing you and your smile in school with Mrs. Nelson. Remember that Mrs. Nelson is my sister...My "older" sister...we had fun teasing her didn't we? Who's going to run all of her errands at Wildwood now that you'll be at O.H.A? We sure are going to miss seeing you at W.W. All of you have been in my Thoughts & Prayers this summer. Kasey, you've been doing an awesome job w/ this web-site. Thank You So Much. Hang tough Eric...you're a fighter! God Bless, (Hugs & Kisses to Eric :) Mrs. Shypulski Laureen Shypulski <shypulski@comcast.net> Hugo, Mn USA - Tuesday, August 5, 2003 3:04 PM CDT Hey Eric, I see from the journal entries that you guys just got a boat, I bet that pretty cool. I hope you have lots of fun on the boat. Sounds like your mom might be the safest boat driver, or at least the most careful. ;-) We're praying for you, Scott Scott Nelson <scottnelson695@comcast.net> Highlands Ranch, CO USA - Monday, August 4, 2003 9:29 PM CDT Hi Eric, I enjoy reading your mom's entries in the journal. I hope you are feeling well today! I am so excited that your family bought a boat. My family loves to boat. We especially love to water ski and tube. We have a tube called the Tirade that my two children love to ride on. The teachers have to start back to work on August 26th. Only three weeks of summer vacation left for us. It sure has gone by fast. I hope to talk to you soon! Love, Mrs. Hofstad Candy Hofstad <luv2ski.2@netzero.com> Eagan, MN - Monday, August 4, 2003 3:10 PM CDT Hi Eric; This is Grandpa Joe, but I am writing for your Great Grandpa and Grandma Goffeney. They have looked at your website and got the letter your Mom wrote on Friday. They can get email, but are having problems sending it so they asked me to write and say how much they appreciated hearing about you. You have an Uncle Dave and Aunt Jil too...my brother and sister and they both sent all of their love and prayers and that kind of stuff. Even though you haven't met those relatives yet, they love you and Katy very much and think about both of you a lot. You are doing good, dude! Lots of love to you too Katy. Bye for now Grandpa Joe. Joe Goffeney <jgoffeney@aol.com;joeg@sierrahealth.com> Las Vegas, NV USA - Monday, August 4, 2003 3:06 PM CDT Hello Eric, I don't know if you remember me or not. I have dog sat for Sydney a couple of times. I had a big yellow/gold lab named Dacotah. I just watched Sydney when you guys went to Disney World earlier this summer. I am very sorry to hear that you are not well. I read all of the information on your web site - you should be very proud of how strong you are. You are a tough guy!!! I will keep you in my prayers - I think of you often and hope that you get better. Keep up the good spirits and stay strong and tough. Please tell your mom, dad, and your sister that my thoughts are with them also. Frankye Gravatt <flgravatt@mmm.com> Maplwooe, MN USA - Monday, August 4, 2003 1:22 PM CDT Eric, It's good to hear that things are progressing well. I was very saddened to hear of your illness. I work and am friends with a person at 3M who has had cancer for many years and has been able to lead a normal life. In fact, you wouldn't even know that he has cancer if you met him. He has gone through many of the things you are going through now and has said that one of the best medicines is hope. Your parents and friends love you very much and are very proud of how well you are doing. Keep winning those gameboy games and building with legos. Best Wishes, Kris Kris Derks <kjderks@mmm.com> Maplewood, MN USA - Monday, August 4, 2003 12:26 AM CDT Kasey and Eric-- (Katy and Mike too!) Thanks for sharing your story-- Eric I am your Mom's crazy friend from grade school on! You need to ask her about the wombat club! I want to tell you that you look like your mom and uncle! Wow! Kasey you need to put a picture of you and Mike on the website! Anyway I hope you have a good week and enjoy that new boat Eric and Katy! I will be thinking of you all! Hi Grandma PAT! Lindsey Cummings Henson Lindsey Henson <newmomhen@hotmail.com> Lenexa, KS USA - Monday, August 4, 2003 10:05 AM CDT Hey little buddy, My name is Brian and I work with your dad at 3M. He's kind of a crazy guy and also really tough...... which I think is just like you! I kind of know your mom too since she told me some scary things about eye surgery. My wife's name is Julia and she used to work at 3M too.... in Taiwan until I convinced her to quit and immigrate to the U.S. here with me. We both have really enjoyed seeing your pictures and updates on this website and hope that someday we will be lucky enough to have a boy or girl with your incredible strength and GUTS too!! For now we have two crazy dogs named Chance and Cooper. They are really cool but they fight and play together all the time. Maybe you can come over and play with them sometime. Just ask mom and dad, okay? We saw you for a little bit at the 3M Picnic last month but hope that we can meet you in person next time. We will be thinking of you and your family going through this challenge which is very difficult..... but this kind of challenge will also strengthen your love for each other. Keep your spirits high and your wit sharp. With all our love, Brian and Julia Brian and Julia Ostlie <large_munsterlander@comcast.net> Woodbury, mn USA - Sunday, August 3, 2003 9:48 PM CDT Hey Eric, I sure do miss you and hope to see you soon! WOW I can't believe that you got a hamster. Where will he sleep and what color is he? Are you ready for a coded message to the real ERIC D. RUEGSEGGER via the good old postal service? Love Mrs. Nelson Karen Nelson <rnelson975@aol.com> Shoreview, MN USA - Thursday, July 31, 2003 1:26 PM CDT Hi Eric, here's another joke from Katherine (she made this one up): Q: Why couldn’t the clone get dressed in the morning? A: Because he didn’t have genes of his own! Bob Goffeney <rgoffeney@earthlink.net> - Thursday, July 31, 2003 8:33 AM CDT Dear Eric, I work at 3M with your Dad and always enjoy running into him in the hallway. We want you to know how much we care about you and your family. I personally know just how horrible cancer treatment can be and how icky you feel after the treatments. If there is any way that we can help, please let me know. I loved your picture on the website... your Mom does a wonderful job of keeping us updated on your progress. Please know that you are in our prayers. Miracles do happen. Cindy & Kids Cindy Trefethren <cjtrefethren@mmm.com> Shoreview, MN USA - Wednesday, July 30, 2003 8:32 AM CDT Dear Eric I want to tell you that you will not know us but that we are your Great Uncle Harley and Great Aunt JoAnn and that we know that with Gods help you wil beat your problem and grow up to be a fine young man. Love Great Uncle Harley and Great Aunt JoAnn Harley DeVaux <hdjpd@uia.net> Borrego Springs, CA SanDiego - Tuesday, July 29, 2003 10:57 PM CDT Dear Eric, I think of you a lot and keep praying for you and your family. I knew your Mom and Dad when they worked in the Columbia, MO plant. I'll keep updated by reading your web site. It's neat to read and see pics of your family. Take care. Julie McKenzie Columbia, MO - Tuesday, July 29, 2003 4:23 PM CDT Kasey: I continue to review your entries on your family life and Eric's battle with cancer. It is hard to accept that he is going through all this - I continue to remember Eric and your family in my prayers. I hope you can find some normal time in your life. If I can help in anyway, please let me know....even if you want to get away for a quick drink or something. Deb Fronczak - Tuesday, July 29, 2003 12:49 AM CDT Hello again Eric, I am back from my trip to South Dakota. We had a fun time sightseeing and spending time with family. My husband's family (most of them) met us in the Black Hills. We saw the lighting of Mount Rushmore, we ate dinner at a Chuckwagon (just like cowboys), we went to the trial of Jack McCall (he was accused of shoting Wild Bill Hickock) and we traveled on an old fashioned 1880 train. Our favorite thing was the President's Alpine Slide! We took a chair-lift up the hill, had lunch on the top (great hamburgers) and then went down the hill on the alpine slide! We liked it so much we went there twice. On the way home we drove through the Badlands - which are very cool to see. Have you ever been to South Dakota's Black Hills? I read that chemo is not treating you nicely.... wouldn't be so bad if you didn't have to throw-up all of the time. Hopefully, they will figure out how to keep you from feeling so sick. Hey, I read that your sister Katy is friends with Lorna Berger... she lives right accross the street from me. You should come over to my house sometime when Katy is playing over there! Eric, I am so proud of you. You are one tough kid and I know that you are a fighter! Let me know if you need anything. I will write again soon. Mrs. Baker Lori Baker <ljbaker@ties.k12.mn.us> Mahtomedi, MN USA - Tuesday, July 29, 2003 8:15 AM CDT Eric, I've been keeping up on what has been happening with you by reading this "great" web site and. of course, talking with your mom. You've got a lot of people concerned about you and wishing you all the best. Grampa Pete and I send you lots of love, hugs and kisses and are always thinking about you and Katy (our most wonderful and dearest grandson and granddaughter!!). Love you, Gramma Pat (Also, Lucy, Lucky and Lexi say HI!) PF Wilson <pfwilson@kcc,fsa,usda.gov> St Joseph, MO USA - Monday, July 28, 2003 5:20 PM CDT Hey, Eric! It was great to see you today at the splash party. But you'd better watch out for water balloons 'cuz I'm gonna get you back, next time I see you! Just kidding! Take care and we'll see you soon! (maybe with a HUGE water balloon!) your buddy Don Demulling Mahtomedi, MN USA - Sunday, July 27, 2003 10:12 PM CDT Eric & Family, Thanks for keeping us informed about Eric's progress. And it's great to hear about what else is going on with your lives. Our thoughts and love are always with you. Love, Uncle John & Aunt Jan John P. Eurich <john@dataxpress.com> Santa Clara, CA USA - Sunday, July 27, 2003 4:49 PM CDT This book is a nice idea. I don't always have to ask Mike what is happening and how Eric and family are doing - gives him a break from his co-workers! Joan Strobel St. Paul, MN US - Friday, July 25, 2003 8:35 AM CDT Eric & Family Hi, I found your page from the rhabdo homepages.Stay strong and keep on kicken that rhabdo butt.I know your journey has just begun but know your that much closer to being cured.My daughter is also a rhabdo kid,at age 4 she was dx in March of 2001 with alveolar rhabdo in the left orbit (eye).She had 42 wks of VAC w/topotecan and 5 wks of radiation.I'm happy to report she is now 18 months off chemo,and doing wonderful.Know you have many happy thoughts and prayers coming your way!! God Bless Rachel mom to Sydney dx Arms 3/01 Ot 1/02 Rachel Nickisher <Nicky94@webtv.net> Lansdale , PA USA - Thursday, July 24, 2003 11:33 PM CDT Eric, How is it going? I haven't seen you since school ended. I hope to see you soon in third grade. My mom and I have been thinking about how you are doing, my dad (Steve) says "hi" too. Do you know who your teacher will be for third grade? I have Mrs. Tentis. Hope the spaghetti was good (if there was any left for you and your mom!). We hope to email you soon again. Sue and Taylor Runkel Sue and Taylor Runkel - Thursday, July 24, 2003 9:14 PM CDT Hi! It was great to see all of you last weekend! Our happy thoughts and prayers are with you all:) Chrissy and Steve WI - Wednesday, July 23, 2003 9:41 PM CDT Hi Eric: It's Grandma Suzy again. I'm so glad to hear you had a good weekend in Wisconsin at the farm. I remember having such a good time on vacation in Tomahawk, Wisconsin when I was a little girl living in Chicago, Illinois. You all look great in the new photos your Mom put on your website. I hope you keep on feeling good and your 40 some weeks of treatments go by fast, so you'll be on the road to recovery. Say hello and give hugs to your Mom, Dad and Katy; keep a hug for yourself. I love you, Grandma Suzy Suzanne Bowyer (Goffeney) <suzannebowyer@hotmail.com> Ontario, CA USA - Wednesday, July 23, 2003 0:08 AM CDT Dear Eric, I am sending this email to you on behalf of your Great Grandparents, Alice and Joe Goffeney. They have been trying to send messages through but have been unsuccessful. They want you to know that you are in their thoughts and prayers and that they will continue trying to send messages through. With love Great Grandma and Grandpa Goffeney Dorothy Miller <dawnemiller@hotmail.com> El Cajon, Ca 92019 - Tuesday, July 22, 2003 10:05 PM CDT Hi Eric, I have been thinking about you everyday! It sounds like some of your treatments have been pretty tough! I know you are a very tough guy and you are also very brave. Keep your chin up and always remember there are so many people out here who are thinking about you and praying for you! We just got back from a kayak trip to the Apostle Islands in Northern Wisconsin. Do you know where they are? That would be something you could investigate and research if you have never heard of them. I would love to come and visit soon. I will call your parents and try to set up a time next week. Take Care, Mrs. Hofstad Candy Hofstad <luv2ski.2@netzero.com> Eagan, MN Dakota - Tuesday, July 22, 2003 9:54 PM CDT Hi Eric, My name is Carole. I worked with your Dad at 3M. I met you your Mom and sister several years ago at a barbeque party at your house. Looking at your pictures I can see you have grown quite a bite since then, maybe double. Reading your web page it is easy to see you are a very special kid, with a lot of people who love you. Keep up the fight. My family and I will be praying for you. Carole Sedlock <csedlock1@mmm.com> Minneapolis, MN Hennipen - Tuesday, July 22, 2003 7:45 PM CDT HI Eric; This is Grandpa Joe. Just want to say Hi and see how you are doing. It is just as hot as the dickens here in Las Vegas and has been for the past two weeks. It is not only about 112° - 117° during the day, but it is only cooling down to about 95° at night. I have a hobby of astronomy now and have a pretty big telescope that I can see Galaxies and Star Clusters and all kinds of stuff that is thousands and thousands of light years away. It is kind of fun looking at something that is so far away that mankind as we know it didn't even exist when the light that I'm seeing started on it's journey to earth. I read the journal your Mom updates on this website. It sounds like you have some pretty good days and then some not so pretty good days. You have a birthday coming up in a couple of months. Anything on your wish list yet? Say Hi to Katie, Your Dad and Your Mom for me. I love you all very much. Grandpa Joe Joe Goffeney <joeg@sierrahealth.com;jgoffeney@aol.com> 1456 Little Spring Ct Las Vegas, NV USA - Tuesday, July 22, 2003 2:35 PM CDT Hi, I work with Grandma, Pat in Kansas City. She has been keeping all of us here at work posted on what's going on. I was so glad she shared this website with me. What a great idea! I know what you're going through, Eric. I just finished chemo in March. It sure wasn't fun, but it doesn't take long to start feeling like your old self again after it's over. Support from family, friends, and co-workers was very important to me as well as a positive attitude and sense of humor. Just concentrate on staying as strong as you can, and getting through the next several months. Things will be better and you'll have hair again! Eric, you and your family are in my thoughts and prayers daily! Judy Dustin <jedustin@hotmail.com> Raymore, MO USA - Tuesday, July 22, 2003 1:24 PM CDT Eric and Mike, We missed you at Camp Akela this weekend but by reading your journal entries, sounds like you were feeling better and got to go to the farm! Great! We had a lot of fun swimming in the pool, and paddling the canoes. Some dads even swamped the canoes at their boy's request! We got to do archery and BB guns and built birdhouses too. The camp counselors are Boy Scouts and they know how to have a good time! They did a lot of really funny skits. We'll try to remember some of them to do at pack meetings. Pete W. and Dylan E. want to do one called Cool and Creamy at the first pack meeting in September. You will laugh! We really missed having you with us. We took lots of pictures so you could see what Camp Akela is like for next year. We're sure sorry you are having to go through so much to fight this disease. Stay strong and know that all the Cub Scouts in Pack 89 are pulling for you! Remember, Bears are very, very tough! GRRRR! See you soon! Anne Easterla <easterx5@aol.com> Mahtomedi, MN USA - Tuesday, July 22, 2003 12:26 AM CDT Hi Eric, it's Davey. Hope you get better soon. See you soon. Davey Newhall <newlud@aol.com> Mahtomedi, - Monday, July 21, 2003 10:00 PM CDT Hey there Eric, I have been thinking about you! I see that you are having some pretty tough treatments... I know that you are a tough guy though! I am getting ready to go on a short trip to the Black Hills and Mount Rushmore. I hope that it is not too hot there. I am about half way through with the 5th Harry Potter book - do you read those? I will write again after my trip. Hang tough, Eric Lori Baker <ljbaker@ties.k12.mn.us> Mahtomedi, MN USA - Monday, July 21, 2003 7:17 PM CDT Eric - My wife and I keep you in our thoughts and prayers. God Bless You and Your Family Wally Fox Wally and Christine Fox <Wallyf@populink.com> Inver Grove Heights, MN - Monday, July 21, 2003 1:52 PM CDT Eric- Wow! It sounds like you have had a pretty FULL couple of weeks! YIKES!! I would like to visit with you this week. I'll call your parents to check out dates. Do you have the new Harry Potter book? Mrs. Franzen Sheila Franzen <rsfranzen@comcast.net> Woodbury , MN usa - Monday, July 21, 2003 12:49 AM CDT Eric, Grandma Jean and Grandpa Richard loved having all the family here this weekend. Glad you were feeling good enough to come and glad you had a good time. We love you very much. You are brave boy. Jean and Richard Ruegsegger South Wayne, WI USA - Monday, July 21, 2003 11:15 AM CDT Hi, Eric! You don't know me - I'm your Grandpa's cousin; your Mom's cousin once removed; and your cousin twice removed (although I don't know who removed us). Here's my daughter Katherine's favorite joke: Q: Why are dinosaurs big, green and bumpy? A: Because if they were small, white and round, they’d be Tic-Tacs! That's all for now. Keep your chin up, 'cause if you don't you'll run into walls and stuff. Bob Goffeney <rgoffeney@earthlink.net> Berkley, MI - Monday, July 21, 2003 10:05 AM CDT Hi Eric. I just stopped into work to check my emails and am now up to date on your progress. You are working harder than anyone else I know right now and you will be strong when this is done. I will think of you every day. Can you still have lemon drops? Mr. Hoffman <mhoffman@ties.k12.mn.us> Mahtomedi, MN USA - Monday, July 21, 2003 8:42 AM CDT Hi Eric (and family), It was good to see the pictures of you and your family. You're a great looking group. We'll be thinking of you and hope you get better real soon. Wally and Marylou Goffeney (your great-grandfather's brother) Wally Goffeney <wgoffeney@comcast.net> Bloomfield Hills, MI - Sunday, July 20, 2003 11:25 AM CDT Hi Eric! My name is Monica and my son Stephen (www.caringbridge.org/tx/stephen) has Rhabdo also. He was diagnosed on April 18 so we are sort of new at this too. You seem like a very brave young man! Keep a positive attitude and fight,fight,fight!! We are all going to beat this thing and dont you forget it!! We will put you on our prayer list and keep thinking positive thoughts for you. Monica Rhodes <mrhodes@1starnet.com> Sumner, Tx USA - Saturday, July 19, 2003 8:22 AM CDT Hi Eric. What a handsome little man you are! My name is Teri Rickleff and I am Lisa, Colin, and Sean's cousin. Thanks for sharing your progress with me. I will say some prayers for you. Teri Teri Rickleff <trickleff23@msn.com> Prairie du Chien, wi - Saturday, July 19, 2003 3:47 AM CDT Hey Ruegsegger Family - Thanks for taking the time to keep us all updated on Eric. What a great way to keep everyone updated. There are so many that love you guys & we're so sorry to hear of such a horrible thing to such a great kid! Know that your 3M Columbia family is hoping and praying that Eric's recovery is quick!! Thanks for the pictures -- I can't believe how big the kids are! I sent this home for Emily to check out, too; she says she remembers Katy from Grandma Mavis'. I do not know how you are doing it, but keep your strength. Lots of prayers from all of us Welch's through church, family and work! Take care! Emily & Jeanne Welch (Eddie, Ben & David, too) <jmwelch@mmm.com> Columbia, MO USA - Friday, July 18, 2003 10:35 PM CDT Eric, We hope that you start to feel better really soon! We were so sad to hear that you are sick. It's great to see your pictures and hear about your family. It's hard to believe how big you and Katy have gotten! I just wanted you to know how much we are thinking of you. You were a very special boy around here and we have a lot of great memories of you! With our thoughts and prayers, Kathy and your friends at Kinderberry Hill Kathy Sjursen <Maplewood@Kinderberry.com > Maplewood, MN USA - Friday, July 18, 2003 8:24 AM CDT Hi, Eric - just got your website off of cancerkids.org. Hang in there, Buddy! You can do this! My son is 6 and has Ewing's Sarcoma. We are at midway point in chemo (8 out of 14) and done with almost 6 weeks of radiation. Wishing you and your family all the best! Gooooo Eric!!!! Kellie Beresh - Jacob's mom - www.caringbridge.org/ne/jakieboy Omaha, Nebraska - Thursday, July 17, 2003 11:46 PM CDT ERIC,I DON'T KNOW IF YOU REMEMBER US(KRISTIN AND KARA), BUT WE WERE YOUR TEACHERS AT KINDERBERRY HILL(GOLDFISH ROOM). WE CAN'T BELIEVE HOW MUCH YOU HAVE GROWN UP!!!! WE ARE SO SORRY TO HEAR ABOUT WHAT YOU ARE GOING THROUGH. WE KNOW YOU ARE A STRONG MAN AND YOU CAN MAKE IT THROUGH ANYTHING. JUST REMEMBER TO SMILE AND LAUGH AS MUCH AS YOU CAN. WE MISS THAT SMILE AND ALL THE HUGS YOU GAVE US!!! ERIC, OUR PRAYERS ARE WITH YOU AND YOUR FAMILY. TAKE CARE ALL OUR LOVE KRISTIN TURNER AND KARA HELQUIST <auntiekristi@comcast.net> WOODBURY, MN - Thursday, July 17, 2003 8:25 PM CDT Hi Eric! Glad you are home again. Hope you will feel better, so we can play together soon. We like that you have this page to keep us updated on how you're feeling. Sean & Colin Baumgard <Sean@wagz.com and Colin@wagz.com> Mahtomedi, MN USA - Wednesday, July 16, 2003 10:29 PM CDT Eric and family, Hope all is going well!! Our prayers are with all of you. Jeff and Kathy Hamme Jeff and Kathy Hamme <jchamme@ncis.com> Ogilvie, mn - Wednesday, July 16, 2003 9:53 PM CDT Hi Eric & family, We're missing you at summer school this week but are glad to know that everything's under control. Your new friends say "Hi!" Mr. Loos Kim Loos <kdloos@ties2.net> Woodbury, MN Washington - Wednesday, July 16, 2003 5:24 PM CDT Thanks Kasey for this great website. It keeps us posted on both Eric and Katy. Boy, Eric, you are really a brave little boy. There is sooooo much stuff you have to go through, but you'll beat this thing. You have a great Mom, Dad and sister to help you through it. It sure is nice to be able to be kept up to date on a daily basis of your progress and to also see what Katy is doing as well. Eric, ask your Mom if there's a way to add a list of stuff you would like to have to keep you busy when you have days you're feeling well enough. They don't have to be big things, but even little things are fun to get from time to time. Be sure to include "Katy stuff" if you do one. You're all in my prayers! I love you all! Grandma Suzy Suzanne Bowyer (Goffeney) <suzannebowyer@hotmail.com> Ontario, CA USA - Wednesday, July 16, 2003 4:12 PM CDT Hi Eric, I enjoyed reading your web page. We're looking forward to having you at O.H. Anderson this year. I just know you will be a great addition to our building! Mrs. Cadenhead Donna Cadenhead <dtcadenh@mahtomedi.k12.mn.us> Mahtomedi, MN USA - Wednesday, July 16, 2003 3:19 PM CDT Hi - I work at 3M like your parents do. My family and I pray each day that you are feeling good and get better real soon. I saw you picture on this website, what nice pictures. I might be dropping off something for you at your Dad's office when I think of something you might enjoy. I need to start thinking...God Blessings to you and your family. Hope this finds you feeling good. Barb Nelson Barb Nelson <bjnelson@mmm.com> - Wednesday, July 16, 2003 1:50 PM CDT Hi Eric, This is Mrs. Martz, the secretary at O.H. Anderson. What a neat way to send you a message and learn how you are doing at the same time. I miss seeing those great blue eyes and that smile. I hope you will be up and feeling much better soon. Make sure you stop in and see me the next time you are at OHA. Jane Jane Martz Mahtomedi, MN Washington - Wednesday, July 16, 2003 1:32 PM CDT Eric, It's great to see your website! Hang in there through the treatments. You're in our prayers. We look forward to hearing about good days ahead. Shannon & Traci Stobbe <sdstobbe@mmm.com> Shoreview, MN US - Wednesday, July 16, 2003 9:33 AM CDT Eric, Greetings fron Jacksonville Florida. I got your email from our Cousin Rhonda Grimes. She said you are in Boy Scouts with her son. I will say an extra prayer for you and pass your information on to our church. Then you will have about 1,000 more people praying for and with you. May God bless you today with a GREAT day. Corina Danielson <crazyds@bellsouth.net> Orange Park, FL USA - Wednesday, July 16, 2003 7:03 AM CDT Eric, You're an inspiration for many children and adults around the country. You are in my families thoughts and prayers. Stay strong. John Barton Eagan, Mn USA - Tuesday, July 15, 2003 11:01 PM CDT Hi, just read your journal kiddo, and the whole thing sucks. Wish I could make it better for you. And so do Habebe, Bro, Enola, Cutie, Frak, Gabbie and Twilly. Those are 6 cats and a love bird. Will keep posted on how you are doing, and do hope you feel not too crummy during you chemo. Your friend Patricia [Pat] O'Bannon--that's because I wanted you to know I'm a lady Pat not a gentleman Pat. Pat O'Bannon <piggyob@aol.co,> Sacramento, Ca USA - Tuesday, July 15, 2003 7:53 PM CDT Hi Eric, My name is Judy Invie. I worked with your Mom. You look just like her. I hope you are feeling much better and are more comfortable. I had chest surgery last summer and got a chance to experience having to use pain medication to manage pain. Morphine made me real, real sick. So I hope it does not give you adverse effects. I am glad your sister is taking good care of your Hammster pet. I have three little boys (Nathan, Blake and Collin). They, too, have been asking for a pet: a little "dog". The concern I have is that they don't have a sister to help take care of it. What's your favorite food? Let your Mom and Dad know. I would like to bring a meal for you and your family. Take good care of yourself. Best Wishes for a healthy recovery, Judy Invie Judith M. INvie <jminvie@mmm.com> Woodbury, MN 55125 - Tuesday, July 15, 2003 6:09 PM CDT Hi Eric, Hang in there, and know that there are prayers and thoughts coming to you and your family from Fennimore, WI. I am Sean and Colin Baumgard's grandma (and Lisa's Mom). I know that hospitals aren't much fun, but there are wonderful people there, and you will make some great friends. Good Luck. Mary Bass <mom@wagz.com> Fennimore, WI Grant - Tuesday, July 15, 2003 5:33 PM CDT Hi Eric- Glad to hear you are doing better today. I know chemo is no fun at all but things do get better, so hang in there. Think of all the people who are thinking of you and praying for you - remember all these people care about you and love you. Say Hi to your family for me and let me know if I can help in any way at all. I'll come and visit you soon. Harpreet St. Paul, MN USA - Tuesday, July 15, 2003 4:15 PM CDT Hey Eric and Kasey, Mike has been keeping me informed on your progress. I ask about you often and know that I am thinking about you guys. Please take care and stay positive. If there is anything I can do, let me know. Deb Deb Battah <djbattah1@mmm.com> Lake Elmo, MN USA - Tuesday, July 15, 2003 3:07 PM CDT eric, i hardly recognized you from the pictures on this website. you've grown up soooooo much since i last saw you (kasey's grandpa's funeral). lookin' like a little heartbreaker to me. those 3rd grade girls better watch out!!! i have some german words of wisdom to share ... du bist nicht allein (you are not alone). and my advice is to try and laugh as much as possible, which shouldn't be a problem with a sister like katey - you two were always doing something silly together, getting into trouble, teasing a certain cousin of yours. well, i'm thinking of you all the way over here in germany and oh yeah, keep an eye out in the mail for a big envelope with your name on it! i miss you and hope to be seeing you when i come back to the u.s. all my love, diana diana eurich <deez27@excite.com> Berlin, Germany - Tuesday, July 15, 2003 2:42 PM CDT Hi Eric, I work with your mom and Dad in OSD. You are a real trooper and an inspiration to all of us. It takes a lot of courage and strength to be dealing with all this. So, stay strong. We're pulling for you and your family. Hang Loi and Rod Ough <hkloi@mmm.com> - Tuesday, July 15, 2003 2:06 PM CDT Dear Eric, Your website was forwarded to me by my cousin, Lisa Baumgard. You and your family will be in my prayers everyday. You are a very strong young man. Keep smiling! Best Wishes, Pam Pamela Crowley <pamelacrowley@crowleymasonry.com> Oregon, Wi USA - Tuesday, July 15, 2003 1:30 PM CDT Hi Eric, Sorry to hear you are not feeling well!! Our thoughts and prayers are with both you and your family. Hang in there the best you can. Take care. Greg Carter Chanhassen, MN USA - Tuesday, July 15, 2003 1:05 PM CDT Dear Eric: My family and I want you to know that our thoughts and prayers are with you. It sure looks like there are alot of people this world that care for you very much. It sounds like you are very courageous. Keep up your spirits during your recovery. David Deatherage <ddeatherage@smithboucher.com> Lenexa, KS 66210 - Tuesday, July 15, 2003 11:27 AM CDT Hello there! What a great looking boy!!! Randy Huck (3M Columbia/Safety) forwarded me your email. What a special way to keep in touch with all that care. We have a prayer vigil at St. Pius (Catholic Church) called "Perpetual Adoration" were we have at least one member in prayer 24/7. I will add your family to our prayers (my husband is there from 4-5 am on Tuesday's.........)And will also add your names to the list for others. -take care! Robyn Robyn Carter, RN <rccarterrn@mmm.com> C olumbia, Mo USA - Tuesday, July 15, 2003 11:10 AM CDT Any time Eric (or anyone else in the family) wants a ride in the Cobra, just give me a call and stop by! Tim Solin <tlsolin1@mmm. com> Mahtomedi, MN USA - Tuesday, July 15, 2003 10:52 AM CDT Eric, Thank you and your family for sharing this website. We are praying for you. Vanessa, Jim, Ally, Drew, and Austin Cochran - Tuesday, July 15, 2003 9:59 AM CDT Dear Eric and Kasey, My heart, thoughts and hopes go out to you. David David Pedersen <dcpedersen@mmm.com> - Tuesday, July 15, 2003 8:36 AM CDT My grandson, Dylan Grimes, is in Cub Scouts with Eric. Myt daughter sent this to me. Eric, as well as the family will be in my prayers. We thank our Lord that the Dr's have the knowledge and skills they need to help Eric, and just pray that little Eric will soon be a healthy boy again. God Bless you Gloria Poetz <glkpoetz@rea-alp.com> Alexandria, MN US - Tuesday, July 15, 2003 8:16 AM CDT What a wonderful idea this website is! Please remember that all of you are in our thoughts and prayers. I truly believe in the power of a positive attitude and in that case, you certainly are a step up in beating this thing. Mark & Cassandra Mohwinkel <mwmohwinkel@mmm.com> Hudson, WI USA - Monday, July 14, 2003 8:15 PM CDT Eric, You have a great mom & dad! I work with them here in OSD, and I know they love you very much! You have a pretty tough row to hoe right now, and it is going to take guts to get through it all. From what I've seen and heard, you have what it takes and you're going to make it!! As with so many others, we will be praying for you, your folks and your sister. Barry & Peggy Rosell Lake Elmo, MN USA - Monday, July 14, 2003 7:25 PM CDT Eric, chemo SUCKS (sic !, it really does...) big time ! Having gone through it myself, I know what I am talking about. I had two rounds and felt like crap. Too tired to develop energy, open to catch any bug that was flying around. But you will get through with it and life will be even better! A few weeks after you are done, you will already start forgetting about it. Believe it or not, while YOU are sick, it is even tougher for your family as they are worried sick about you. So you will have to take that energy that is left and help them out too. That is a big responsibility for a young fella. Your name comes from Scandinavia and means "honorable ruler". I am sure you will "rule" over this situation as well and be able to visit some of the old castles, where guys with your name once ruled their empires. Best wishes Erik Erik Jostes Stillwater, MN USA - Monday, July 14, 2003 4:55 PM CDT Hi Mike, Kasey and Eric, Thanks for letting us know about this website so we can keep updated on how Eric is doing. We want you to know that we are praying for you guys. Steve and Karen Dreyer <sjdreyer@mmm.com> N. St. Paul, MN US - Monday, July 14, 2003 4:40 PM CDT Eric, Hang in there. You can do it, buddy. You can beat this thing. Mike and Kasey and Katy, If there is anything we can do or help with let us know. We're close by. Call for anything. Our # is 651-730-4055. We pray for Eric every night. Mike Mike and Kate Stumpf <mrstumpf@mmm.com> North St. Paul, MN USA - Monday, July 14, 2003 4:33 PM CDT Hi Eric,Kasey,Mike,Katy, You're such a cute kid Eric! How did you win those toys at Valley Fair? Remember that you're strong, and that God is on your side and always with you. But also remember that sometimes you don't have to be too strong, and you should rest your wonderful body and that will help heal you. God has plans for you Eric, and it will be ok. Rhonda (Dylan's Mom) Rhonda Grimes <Rhondalynn126@aol.com> Mahtomedi, MN - Monday, July 14, 2003 3:43 PM CDT Hi Eric, This is Dylan. How are you feeling? Do you want to play again? Dylan Grimes Mahtomedi, MN - Monday, July 14, 2003 3:32 PM CDT Hi, Casey, Mike and kids, I will remember your family in my thoughts and prayers over the next several months while you go through this difficult time. I recieved your e-mail today. It was the first I had heard of what is happening to your family. It may sound silly, but whatever comes your way can be overcome if you stick together and rely on God for strength. Carol Utterback Columbia, Mo USA - Monday, July 14, 2003 3:14 PM CDT Kasey, Want to wish Eric the very best. Hope he has a full recover. Michael Delmore Grant, MN USA - Monday, July 14, 2003 3:13 PM CDT To the Ruegsegger Family, So sorry to hear this devastating news...Steve and I pray for a healing, that the doctors are the best, and that your family be blessed with a peace and comfort knowing you are in the thoughts and prayers of so many who care! Candy & Steve Dickhudt 730 West County Road B2, MN USA - Monday, July 14, 2003 2:39 PM CDT Hi Kasey, Mike, Eric and Katy! This web site is wonderful - I had been wondering how the treatments were going. Sounds like you are being a real trooper, Eric! You are all in our thoughts and prayers. Ben and my Eric told me to tell you "hi", Eric. Let me know if you ever need more cookies. We'll keep in touch. Lisa Blanchet <lmblanchet@mmm.com> Hastings, MN USA - Monday, July 14, 2003 1:38 PM CDT Eric - Hang in there! You probably don't remember me but I used to work with your Dad in MTD. We had a lot of fun there! I'll keep you and your family in my thoughts & prayers. Take care! Vickie Batroot Brookings, SD USA - Monday, July 14, 2003 1:38 PM CDT Kasey, thank you for taking the time to set up this website. Several of us had been asking Lisa B. how Eric and your family are doing. We are thinking of all of you and wish you the very best. Karen Carroll <karencarroll@mmm.com> woodbury, MN - Monday, July 14, 2003 11:40 AM CDT Hi, I just wanted to welcome you to the CancerKids.org family. I just approved your site, after reading through Eric's story. That's quite a story, and it sounds like Eric is a strong young man. I hope and pray that God will bless him with perfect health. God bless you all! Kenny Webmaster, CancerKids.org Kenny <webmaster@cancerkids.org> Fort Lauderdale, FL USA - Monday, July 14, 2003 11:14 AM CDT You and your family are in our prayers. We've never met, but with the great Dad that you have I know you are special. Keep your focus on the positives. Jeff Steinmetz Aurora, SD USA - Monday, July 14, 2003 11:01 AM CDT Thank you Kasey. Setting up this webpage is really thoughful and the West Coast connection sure does appreciate it. I'll be forwarding the web address to all of the family that is on-line including Great Grandma and Grandpa Goffeney. Yep, at age 80+ they have decided to see what all the fuss is about and jump onto the net. There are a lot of folks out here in Vegas, many in the 'Organization' I belong to that are including Eric in their prayers. Me too! Love to all of you Dad, or Grandpa Joe, or whatever. Joe Goffeney <jgoffeney@aol.com; joeg@sierrahealth.com> Las Vegas, NV USA - Monday, July 14, 2003 10:39 AM CDT Eric - while you may not always feel like it - you ARE the man!! Keep your spirits up. You have a lot of friends that are pulling for you and thinking of you all the time. Todd, Sonya, Taylor & Riley Woodbury, Mn - Monday, July 14, 2003 10:28 AM CDT Eric and family, please know your are in my thoughts and prayers. I wasn't able to make it over when Lisa and the boys came over but it sounded like Eric enjoyed the game and the company. If you need anything or any help in any way, please feel free to call me. My home number is 651-766-7862 and my cell is 651-269-8886. Hang in there all of you! Dave Baumgard <dpbaumgard1@mmm.com> Mahtomedi, MN USA - Monday, July 14, 2003 10:16 AM CDT It sounds like everyone is keeping their spirits up. When my sister was diagnosed with breast cancer, she said her husband's high spirits and sense of humor helped her a lot. John Tavernit <jdtavernit@mmm.com> Roseville, MN USA - Monday, July 14, 2003 10:13 AM CDT Hi! Thanks for sharing this website! It is a great way for us to learn about and stay up-to-date on everything you are dealing with on a daily basis. Eric, you are an inspiration, and Kasey, Mike & Katy you are amazing also!!! I will be sure to share the website with Sean and Colin, and hopefully they can play with Eric again soon! Keep your chin up! Thinking of you!!! Lisa Baumgard <Baumgard@wagz.com> Mahtomedi, MN USA - Monday, July 14, 2003 10:12 AM CDT My thoughts and prayers are with you and Eric. Tim Welsch <twelsch@mmm.com> Hutchinson, MN - Monday, July 14, 2003 10:12 AM CDT Hang in there guys, and keep up the positive thoughts! Jim Nelson <jmnnelson3@mmm.com> - Monday, July 14, 2003 9:36 AM CDT Like Mark said - our thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. Just let us know if there's anything we can do! Never a problem! Clarrissa Dupre <clarrissa.dupre@relizon.com> Oakdale, MN USA - Monday, July 14, 2003 9:27 AM CDT Once again, our prayers are with your entire family. Just a note... What did the snail say to the police after getting mugged by two turtles? "I don't know, it all happened so fast". Mark Dupre <mrdupre@mmm.com> Oakdale, MN USE - Monday, July 14, 2003 9:20 AM CDT Hi Eric and Kasey, It sounds like you are in good spirits considering the incredible challenge you are faced with. Our thoughts are with you. By the way, this website is a great idea. We all have been wondering how it was going for you. Regards, Ken Ken LaRock <kalarock@mmm.com> St Paul, MN USA - Monday, July 14, 2003 9:12 AM CDT Hi Eric, We're all with you in this quest that you're on. I know you'll win, just like those computer games that you showed me how to play. You're always in our hearts. Love, Uncle John and Aunt Jan John P. Eurich <john@dataxpress.com> Santa Clara, CA USA - Monday, July 14, 2003 3:12 AM CDT Dear Eric, I am thinking about you everyday. Sonia loves visiting you and Nadia likes your ducks. I hope we can get together soon! Love, Mrs. Franzen Sheila Franzen <rsfranzen@comcast.net> Woodbury, mn usa - Sunday, July 13, 2003 8:07 PM CDT |
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