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Olivia Grace will not be forgotten. May our Lord continue to bless you with His comfort, peace and, most of all, hope.

Yolanda, Mom to Anna <weloveanna@embarqmail.com>
Alt Spgs, FL USA - Monday, November 14, 2011 8:34 PM CST

Hi Wendy and Noah,
It has been a long time since I have left a message. I do visit every day to see your sweet Livie's face. She has a beautiful smile and can make even a low mood much better. I hope all is well at home and you both are doing well. Please remember that I am here for you however it helps. I listen really well, even if you only need to vent. Please keep us updated with your move and all that is important.
I would love to see a couple pics of Noah, I am sure he is gorgeous and has your loving smile.
Can't wait to hear/see. You can email me anytime
Love to you both
Love - Barb <barbilens@yahoo.com>
La Crosse, WI USA - Tuesday, February 3, 2009 12:21 AM CST

I am thinking of you...I know how hard this is. Its not fair and I am so sorry for your pain and for Noah's pain.

angel Rachel's Mommy
jeanne <crowman2766@aol.com>
king of prussia, pa usa - Monday, November 17, 2008 8:58 AM CST

Haley was 11 too. Funny, I always pick case number 11. :)

I hope you are doing well.

Hugs!
Cheryl and Angel Haley <bandcvincent@aol.com>
- Monday, October 27, 2008 3:12 PM CDT

Thanks so much for leaving a comment on my blog! You have such a beautiful way with words. Your daughter will always be special . . . and I know that the pain of her loss will never go away. This is such a hard time of year - I will be praying for you.
Heather (Faithful Froggers)
FL - Thursday, October 16, 2008 12:12 AM CDT

I am the web editor for ClickOnDetroit.com and was touched. I am so sorry for your loss.
Marina <oumarina2002@gmail.com >
Shel', MI 48093 - Wednesday, October 15, 2008 10:21 PM CDT

Thank you Wendy for being there for me. It means a lot to me.

angel Rachel's mommy
jeanne <crowman2766@aol.com>
king of prussia, pa usa - Sunday, October 12, 2008 4:13 PM CDT

Wendy..Im glad you updated! I think of you often and miss your updates. I come by and vist just to see how you are doing. Im hoping Noah is doing well.
Hugs again...and know that I think of you often and the journey I have followed with you for so many months now.

amy <amy415s@aol.com>
pembroke pines, fl usa - Wednesday, September 3, 2008 2:05 PM CDT

Wendy,
Thinking of you as always. I would love the address to the new blog, if possible.

I am praying Noah is doing well.

Many hugs!!
Cheryl and Angel Haley The Haley Vincent Foundation <bandcvincent@aol.com>
- Friday, August 8, 2008 1:25 AM CDT

Hi wendy

I wanted you to know that i am thinking of you and i hope its going ok.

angel Rachel's mommy
jeanne <crowman2766@aol.com>
king of prussia, pa usa - Monday, July 14, 2008 8:16 AM CDT

Hi Wendy,
Yes, I am checking in to see how Noah's journey is going. I know you need to be extremely private at this time. I wish you the very best. Of course, I hope for the very best outcome ever. You deserve it! I am so sorry you continue to struggle with this after such a devastating loss in Olivia. God, could you just get a break!! If you think you are up for sharing the journey, please email me your password. If not, I completely understand. My thoughts are with you and Noah tonight.
Shelley <FessFam5@att.net>
San Diego, Ca USA - Saturday, July 12, 2008 0:54 AM CDT

Wendy,

Only yesterday I came upon those Dr. Phil episodes and I was so surprised to recognize you and Noah.

I'm so sorry that things are tough right now. I'm really glad that Noah is getting help, but I'm worried about you too, and whether or not you're getting what you need right now.

I will keep you all in my prayers.

Kathleen, mom to Steven and aunt to angel Kyra
San Diego, CA US - Saturday, June 28, 2008 0:46 AM CDT

Just caught up on your story today, and want you to know that one more person is praying for you and Noah to make it! Hang in there and take it a day at a time... Hope the weather is at least helping your mood!
Karyn
Sterling Heights, MI US - Tuesday, June 24, 2008 5:57 PM CDT

YOU are doing the right thing for your son. Repeat this many, many times. I will be praying for you and Noah every day. Sometimes mothers have to sacrifice until it hurts. Hopefully, this is the last hurt you have for a while. Hold on to the image of him, as a strong young man, graduating...saying, "Mom, thanks for all you did for me. I don't know where I'd be if you hadn't." Hold on to that...for it is your future. I'm sure of it.

Kelley
Flower Mound, TX - Wednesday, June 18, 2008 4:33 PM CDT

Hi wendy,

I love the very top photo of you and olivia. I know what you mean about grief and its connection. The connection will never be lost, no way...that will never be taken from us! You hang in there.

angel Rachel's Mommy
jeanne <crowman2766@aol.com>
king of prussia, pa usa - Saturday, June 14, 2008 1:48 PM CDT

Dear Wendy,

You will never lose your memories of your daughter. She will always be part of your heart. One day you will meet her again, and she will say to you, "I'm so proud of all you have done in your life, Mom - I've been watching over you all this time, and cheering you on."
Kim
Australia - Wednesday, June 11, 2008 4:08 AM CDT

Wendy,

Can Dr. Phil's show with you and Noah be viewed on line? What was the date? I'm sorry I missed it...

Pamela Matthews
www.caringbridge.org/tx/dinahmatthews
Pamela Matthews <gmatth1111@att.net>
Houston, TX - Tuesday, June 3, 2008 9:08 AM CDT

When our daughter died, within weeks, my husband and I sought out The Compassionate Friends as our grief support group. Our daughter, who had never in her life slept in a room without her sister (20 months older) Adrienne, got a weekend summer bereavement camp rooming with a bunch of girls -- and their sisters. Four or five months into our grief, I went on Paxil and my husband went on Effexor because my anxiety was too high and his depression was too low. My daughter was told to go for a walk when she felt frustrated. For a year, my husband and I medicated and shared our grief and left her to manage her own as best she could. A year later it finally dawned on me that my daughter needed the same things we needed. We finally found a wonderful grief support group especially for grieving children.

I applaud your attempt to do something to save your child. One thing I recognized early in my grief is that not since Adrienne was 20 months old have I been JUST Adrienne's mother. I am also Brandice's mother, Tre's mother, and Charis' mother. I list them individually because they each need me in their own way. I could not let Brandice's mom, Tre's mom, and Charis' mom die because Adrienne died and it left Adrienne's mom feeling as if she had been fired. "I'm sorry, but your services as Adrienne's mom are no longer needed."

I pray that this time that you were able to spend with your son was a blessing and that it set yours and Noah's feet on a path of new beginning.
Nichelle (Adrienne's mom: http://www.caringbridge.org/tx/adrienne) <rejoice_first_lady@yahoo.com>
Cedar Park, TX USA - Sunday, June 1, 2008 0:30 AM CDT

Wendy Dear ~~ I applaud your courage and tenacity. You are an amazing, resourceful, and precious young woman. The Lord loves you and so do I. My prayers are with you and Noah.
Wanda
Wanda Hudgens
Shelby Township, MI USA - Wednesday, May 28, 2008 8:02 PM CDT

Hi Wendy,

I have written to you before and followed your story for years, before Olivia passed. My daughter is a brain tumor survivor, and through all the people I have "met" online, your story is one I have continued to follow. I just sat down to watch a taped Dr. Phil show from two weeks ago and as soon as I heard Wendy and Noah I knew it had to be you. I have not even watched the show yet, but I wanted to say that no matter what I see I have the utmost respect for you and that whatever I end up seeing on the show it will not change the way I feel about you and your family in a negative way. You are very brave to get needed help, let alone in such a public fashion, which will no doubt help many others as well. Just wanted to say hello and that I hope any feedback you receive is positive.

Thinking of you,

Jen Trudeau
Jen Trudeau
Bothell, WA 98021 - Wednesday, May 28, 2008 6:12 PM CDT

I hope this weekend is going well for you all.
Take care and God bless,
Loriann
Benji's page! <5zellos@satx.rr.com>
Selma, TX - Saturday, May 24, 2008 9:18 PM CDT

Hi Wendy, Just wanted you to know that I visited Olivia today. Such a beautiful girl. I love visiting all of our children's sites and learning more about them each time.

Wen ~ Jared's Momma
Wendy Chesnes
- Saturday, May 24, 2008 2:16 PM CDT

I dont know you and I just visited this site admittedly b/c they linked to it from another site that discusses TV shows; specifically in this case, "Dr." Phil. I have many opinions about the "Dr" but I DO know another man (coincidentally,who was "in" the Dr.P House) and he also stated things about the editing. In addition, a woman who knew (intimately) the Dr. Phil Family #1, had less than nice things to say about him and his show and "exploiting" that went on of the young girl in the family bieng portrayed (we communicated by letter a couple times). That said, I dont judge and being a mother myself, I know that ONLY concern for your son and your continuing family dynamic would lead you to search out such a public avenue. It took courage and anyone who slams you for it just IGNORE because THEY, not YOU, are the losers and the ignoramuses! / I'll watch again next wk but I kinda know what to "Expect" in Dr. Phil Land. Best wishes From one mom to another
Cat
Gainesville , FL - Friday, May 23, 2008 7:05 PM CDT

Wendy--

Have been following your site and story for a long time, via the local news and Emerald Maes' site. Just wanted to let you know that I think going to Dr. Phil took great strength and courage and shows what an great mother you are. Saying prayers that things get better--I know Olivia is in heaven watching over your family!
Karyn
Sterling Heights, MI US - Friday, May 23, 2008 11:40 AM CDT

Wendy, I have come back and forth and read your journal on Oliva Grace. Such a beautiful name by the way. I DVRed Dr. Phil and began watching it tonight. When he said your daughter was Olivia Grace I knew exactly who he was talking about it. If I were or had been in your shoes, I am not sure I would have acted any differently. Kudos to you for going to this measure to save your relationship with your son. Bless his sweet heart too. He lost his sister at such a young age. Sometimes people forget or do not realize what they can wrap around their precious minds. You guys are in my prayers.
Danielle <dandcat@bellsouth.net>
Duluth, GA - Tuesday, May 20, 2008 10:28 PM CDT

My Gosh, Wendy!! I was watching Dr Phil today and didn't realize it was you until later in the show. I'm so sorry you all are having so many problems. I think of you and olivia often and I continue to pray for you.
Loriann
Benji's page! <5zellos@satx.rr.com>
Selma, TX - Tuesday, May 20, 2008 8:03 PM CDT

Wendy,
I couldn't believe my eyes when I saw you and Noah on TV today. I absolutely believe you are trying to reach out and help your son and obviously doing anything to make him better. I am sure the show is edited for "juicy parts" and I'm so sorry the show didn't help like you wanted. My opinion of you has in no way changed. I wish you and Noah the best.
Cristin
Reston, VA - Tuesday, May 20, 2008 5:21 PM CDT

Hi Wendy the Dr. phil show has just started here and i was watching the family memebers and i said to my girl "oh i kinda know that family.."yours" and she gave me a funny look..lol It must have been very brave of you to take this step and i will let you go now and finish watching it. Glad to hear that the show has helped your relationship with Noah (HUGS))
Kim Cyr(Friends of Allie) <kimcyr@hotmail.com>
Woodstock,nb, Canada - Tuesday, May 20, 2008 2:21 PM CDT

Wendy~

You don't know me, but I silently followed Olivia's journey for a long time, and have continued to check in periodically. I did not comment because I just did not feel I had anything to say that would help you or make you feel any better. I think I was maybe a little nervous of saying something that would make it worse. When my husband was losing his battle with kidney cancer in 2001, some of the things people said to me about being a "young widow"--while my husband was STILL ALIVE--well, maybe they meant well, but it didn't always feel that way. So...fast forward to today. When I got my weekly line-up of next week's Dr. Phil shows, I recognized "Wendy, whose daughter died of brain cancer, and Noah." I just had to come and see if it was you. And now that I know it is, I just want you to know how much I admire you for continuing to get through such an unspeakable time. I hope that you had as much of a positive experience as is possible when any kind of media is involved. I hope the help you and Noah received was worth it. I hope your lives are better because of it. And anybody who judges you? Well, they just don't know. As you said, let them walk in your shoes and then let them judge, but not until. I hope for only the very best for you and Noah in the future, and I hope you know that Olivia Grace Thompson will never be forgotten by anybody who has read about her. I applaud you, Wendy.

All my best,

Kim Danielson <kdanielson@earthlink.net>
MSP, MN - Saturday, May 17, 2008 2:34 PM CDT

Olivia,

I just wanted to tell you how amazing your Mommy is. I know you help my David to the otherside but I am not sure you really know how much your Mommy does for everyone in your Honor and Memory! Well, you do know about this site but did you know that I joined a site online because I miss my baby and yes, I am a man. Immediately, your Mommy made me feel at home, but I was immediately attacked by the Moderator and had to leave that site and guess what, your Mommy immediately created a site for us parents that truly miss our babies, not to make you a baby because you are not, but thats what I call all our children that have flown to heaven woth you. Anyway, Your Mommy really has no idea how much help that was and is to me. I am really unable to discuss David with my loving wife so I do so at the sight your Mommy created with you in mind. I want to Thank you Olivia!! I thank you for creating such a loving Mommy for all of us here!!! I cannot wait to truly meet you one day.

With Love,

Lou - David's Daddy (9/14/04 - 10/3/07)
Louis H Behr <paradise145@earthlink.net>
Port St Lucie, FL OSA - Sunday, April 13, 2008 6:12 PM CDT

Wendy,
Thank you for sharing your beautiful girl with us. I can tell by the pictures and by your comments that she was so, so loved and happy and lived a full and complete life.
Abby, Scout's mom
Abigail Fuller <aafuller@manchester.edu>
- Sunday, April 6, 2008 9:02 AM CDT

Oh Wendy this is truly beautiful. What a gorgeous and courageous girl Olivia is. Thank you for sharing with me.
Wendy ~ Jared's Mom <wchesnes@mchsi.com>
- Tuesday, April 1, 2008 1:19 PM CDT

What a lovely post. Thank you for that very necessary reminder on how we should try to live in each moment of our lives, our days. Thinking of you and remembering precious Olivia.

Shelley
San Diego, ca usa - Friday, March 21, 2008 0:51 AM CDT

Hi Wendy,
Thank you for emailing me and allowing me to continue on reading your angel's site. I could totally feel your pain from your last entry and I KNOW you will do what is needed to get your ship on course. You are in control.....you go:) Continuing to pray for you while you help Noah with his feelings of anger and grief......and keep us posted on the show.....I hope Dr. Phil is able to help you all. Love, Dena
Dena Olsen <olsen7945@wi.rr.com>
Oak Creek, WI 53154 - Friday, March 7, 2008 1:16 PM CST

HI Wendy,
I just got your email...thank you so much! I know you do not know me, but I have always been touched by your story and your beautiful daughter, Olivia. Something just kept me coming back. I love her recording..."my name is Olivia Grace Thompson...." and I related to being the mother of a young girl Olivia's age. I have one near her age and it sometimes takes a story like yours to remind me what motherhood is all about. Don't get me wrong...I also live and breathe my kids...I gave up a lucrative career to stay at home and raise them. So what I am saying is...I feel your pain it just hit home for me and I wanted to stay in touch. I don't have any powerful words to help you through this hell on earth, but I do want you to know that I know Olivia Grace Thompson from your site and I hope it does bring a tiny bit of comfort to you in your daily struggles to know someone who has never met you thinks of you and Olivia and Noah very often. Peace and love.
Shelley
San Diego, ca usa - Sunday, March 2, 2008 12:30 AM CST

Wow, Wendy. Wow. That post caused me to have a good old fashioned cry. Funny thing is, I'm crying both happy and sad tears at the same time. I can't imagine your pain. It's not fair for me to think for one second I have any idea of how you feel. I'm so very happy, though, that you are taking what life has handed you and saying, "Noah and I will come out of this stronger." It won't make you miss Olivia any less, you know that. However, your words are full of hope, and I wanted you to know how very impressed I am. Many people go their whole lives and never find the 'right' person to help them through their pain. You have been able to do that, for you and for Noah. It's a major accomplishment, and I can't wait to see where life takes you, and him, from here.
Kelley
Flower Mound, TX - Thursday, February 21, 2008 8:37 AM CST

So glad to still be able to check in on you! It was good to hear from you. Take care, Wendy!
Kelley
Flower Mound, TX USA - Monday, February 11, 2008 1:50 PM CST

A new friend of mine made me aware of this petition to have a childhood cancer awareness stamp put in place. We needed 10,000 signatures and we are half way there. So here is a link to the petition, please take a minute and sign it and forward this to all your friends. I will bet we can get those 10,000 signatures!

http://www.thepetitionsite.com/petition/521710130

Thanks for all your help!!

With Hope & Love,

Christine

Angel Alicia's Mom

www.caringbridge.org/visit/angelaliciamartin

Christine Martin <ESTYS@cfl.rr.com>
Viera, FL - Thursday, January 24, 2008 11:01 PM CST

Losing a child is hard, I am sorry for your loss, please know your not alone. My Daughter Natalie Nicole died on Dec 25 2006. Christmas was hard this year! I miss her so much! I guess what makes things so hard for me. She was only 8 days old and the hospital is to blame for her death. I am truly sorry for you. God be with us mothers of lost childern.

Ashley Neal

http://www.caringbridge.org/visit/natalieneal
http://www.caringbridge.org/visit/danielneal
Ashley Neal <princess_angel_pie@yahoo.com>
Martinsville , IN USA - Sunday, January 13, 2008 11:01 AM CST

i am shocked to read your entry. I remember that something was going on back then and i just couldnt understand it. You have always been nice to me and very supportive. I am glad that the truth is out, that group was important to you and i was so impressed by your strength in that group. you were giving and caring, I know olivia is proud.

The truth really does come out sooner or later. For all the pain you were already facing and then be told not so nice things when you were being a good person...i give you credit...you handled yourself like a leader.

Take care
oh yeah...thank you for signing Rachel's guestbook and for checking in on us. I have been so behind with signing guestbooks....stephanie is at that very demanding stage.
jeanne <crowman2766@aol.com>
king of prussia, pa usa - Wednesday, January 2, 2008 11:17 AM CST

Wendy I'm so glad the truth is coming out. As a very active member of your board I never doubted you for a minute. I have to say I'm shocked at the news coming out about a former member - I received an email with basically the same info. I still have Olivia's "Pay it Forward" card on the fridge and look at it daily - it sure puts lifes daily stuggles in perspective. You will never be forgotten Olivia!!!!!!
Cindy <deb8able@aol.com>
VA - Monday, December 31, 2007 6:42 AM CST

I'm so glad that you received this information and apology from a former group member and hope that it helps a little bit to know that there is still some good in the world. You did so much good for so many people, and I'm sorry that you had to endure so much pain for simply trying to do some good for others.
Denise Ward <deniwrd@shaw.ca>
Winnipeg, Canada - Thursday, December 27, 2007 0:30 AM CST

My thoughts and prayers are with you.

Karen
Karen S. Perdue
Coppell, Tx USA - Wednesday, December 26, 2007 8:35 PM CST

I remember when all of that was happening, and I felt horrible for you.
I am so glad you were given an apology and, hopefully, some closure.

How people can be so awful to one another astounds me. Thank you for proving that taking the high road is the way to go.

Christmas blessings to you and Noah.
cheryl and Angel Haley <tnvincentcrew@aol.com>
- Monday, December 24, 2007 7:20 PM CST

Wishing you a Very Merry Christmas!!

Angel Katelyn's Mom, Debbie < miraclegirl101@hotmail.com >
Wheatley, Ontario, - Saturday, December 22, 2007 9:31 PM CST

Blessings Wendy...I too had an email about this a while back. I had no idea you were treated this poorly. I remember sending you a gift card and I hope you got it. I think it was for something for your son. I have always believed you and your story touches my heart and I continue to think of you daily. My nephew in Atlanta was killed and I have looked at all of your websites to get hope and encouragement to better understand losing someone this close to you. Your daughters voice on the website is the sweetest thing to my ears and I did not know her. I am sorry for your pain. My family has finally finished the trial with my nephew and the lady was able to walk away with not much of anything. Life and Death are so closely tied together. Your family is in my prayers this holiday season. We leave for Atlanta on Tuesday, the first time in 15 years we have all been together minus one little angel who is in heaven with your sweet Olivia. I have signed a few times and hope you found my posts sincere. Prayers and blessings sent to you.
Kristin < mandtjsmom@yahoo.com>
Seattle, WA - Saturday, December 22, 2007 6:27 PM CST

You are on my mind this morning, Wendy. Just wanted you to know.
Kelley
Flower Mound, TX - Friday, December 21, 2007 8:24 AM CST

Thinking of and remembering your beautiful daughter! I am sorry you are having to live this life without her. You do sound like an incredible mom (you have since the first day I read Olivia's story) and I truly wish you had not lost your soulmate! Wishing you peace and comfort.
Shelley
San Diego, ca usa - Monday, December 17, 2007 1:15 AM CST

Wendy,

I am so sorry I missed coming by on Olivia's birthday. We went to church and hung out all day and I never made it online. Terrible excuse.

Happy birthday to the beautiful, extraordinary, inventive, inquisitive, compassionate and old-souled Olivia Grace! May the party go on in Heaven all week.

Lastly, Wendy.. a friend put this in Jenn's guestbook last night and I immediately wanted to share it with you.

"If I could have one lifetime wish, one that would come true, I'd pray with all my heart for one yesterday with you.

A thousand words can't bring you back, I know because I've tried. Neither will a million tears, I know because I've cried.

You left behind my broken heart, and many memories too. I never wanted memories, I Only Wanted You."

God bless you and all the broken hearts in this world.

Happy birthday, again, sweet Olvia.

Love,
Heather
Heather Tierney <heather@bestnetsol.com>
Dawsonville, GA - Monday, December 10, 2007 6:00 AM CST

Wendy, just dropping you a note on here, too. I got your email, and will write you back soon. You and Noah were in my thoughts all weekend, especially yesterday.
Kelley
Flower Mound, TX USA - Sunday, December 9, 2007 11:53 PM CST

What a wonderful entry from your "sidekick"--thinking of you and hoping life gives you the very best it has to offer forever! You are an inspiration, Wendy. I am honored to "know" you through Olivia's site. As always, I am so sorry that Olivia is no longer here. But she couldn't possibly have had a better mother while she was here on earth.
Shelley Fessinger
Carlsbad, ca usa - Sunday, November 25, 2007 0:15 AM CST

Hi Olivia,
you dont know me but your mommy is on a message board that i belong to, and she writes about you all the time.
She misses you alot, and loves you dearly.
She is having a hard time right now, along with your brother Noah, so i ask you to please watch over them and let them know everying will be ok, since i am not close enough to do so.
Mandy <CFCcritiques@comcast.net>
Manchester, NH USA - Friday, November 23, 2007 1:13 PM CST

Thinking of you and still remembering your beautiful Olivia. She will never be forgotten. Praying for peace in your life and the lives of those around you.
Pam Rummel
Jacksonville, Fl - Tuesday, November 20, 2007 9:27 AM CST

Wendy,
I came today to let you know that I remember Olivia. I remember you. Your daughter will not be forgotten by me or my family. I am praying for you, and sending good thoughts your way.
Kelley Edler <kelley.edler@yahoo.com>
Flower Mound, TX USA - Sunday, November 18, 2007 6:26 PM CST

Wendy,

I'm thinking of you and Noah very much today. My prayer for you is always the peace of God, joy in the Lord, and comfort in the knowlege that even though your hearts remain very, very pained, you have the promise and blessed hope that Olivia Grace is absolutely wonderfully healed, with Jesus Christ, and wouldn't come back if she could. It's all too, too glorious where she is. Olivia is waiting for you and her brother when it's time for you to be reunited. The Lord knows when that will be. We get to trust Him. You have received Jesus Christ as your Saviour and Lord and His purpose and plan for you and Noah are yet to be fulfilled for His Glory. Seek Him and find your abiding place in Christ. (Read and meditate John Chapter 15). He promises joy in Him over and above the sorrow you suffer.

I celebrate with you and Noah Olivia Grace's life and love.

Much love, Wanda

PS: Your cats are missing you and the fish is lonely without Noah!)
Wanda Hudgens <wandahudgens@comcast.net>
- Sunday, November 18, 2007 3:37 PM CST

Hey ya Wendy.

It is Sunday morning and I am thinking about you.

Well I am pissed about Bill. I am so sorry. What a disappointment. On the other hand, he does not sound like the right person for you anyway.. To let you down is a blow, but letting Noah down is inexcusable. I am very sorry.

I wish you were a bit closer. I think I am still about 6 hours from you.. not really sure. If you were closer, I would love for you to come spend a night with me.

I understand the feelings about the ashes. We never felt like we could "bury" Jenn and are glad we have the urn. My mom and I laugh in a sad way that will will all be cremated and all these urns can collect and one day the kids can throw us all in a hold somewhere. In other words, we just don't know what to do with them and really don't want to have to make the decision. I'm sure part of you is glad that you won't have to be thinking too much about it this trip.

Breathe in ocean air and enjoy your stay.

Love,
Heather
Heather Tierney <heather@bestnetsol.com>
Dawsonville, GA - Sunday, November 18, 2007 7:35 AM CST

Wendy,

First of all, you don't need to pray for Olivia�s soul. Olivia has long since arrived.. remember the angels came for her long before her last breath.. they came so she would not feel scared and to let you know that Olivia was going to be delivered into bliss. Olivia arrived. Perfect. Unscarred. Beautiful and uncompromised. That all died away when she passed into that beautiful light and she expelled all the darkness of this world.

You, however, are not done here. Otherwise He would have, too, called you home. You've got to figure out what God intends for you here. You're never going to see what lies ahead for you, Wendy, until you stop looking behind you. I know it is incredibly tough. Believe me.. I know. I live in this grief too, but you are so beautiful and talented and bright. God wants you to see the beauty still before you. It is there and He wants you to take it all in.. breathing in all that beautiful light and blowing out all the darkness.

I think of you, Olivia and Noah every day and still pray that peace finds your soul, somehow.

Love,
Heather

Heather Tierney <heather@bestnetsol.com>
Dawsonville, GA - Tuesday, November 13, 2007 12:49 AM CST

Dear Ms. Thompson,
My name is Jessica. I'm in 10th grade at Fraser. I knew Olivia from Salk Elementary. I was at her funeral. She was an amazing person, and I still think about her everday. When I was at her funeral, they said that she always donated to the little red cans outside department stores, how she always tried to give more. So now, I always give for both of us. The most I ever think about her, is when I look at my girl scout vest. We were bonded in a special way. I saw your car the other day when you were picking up Noah, I was behind you. I began to silently cry and how much I wished that it wasn't there and I would see Olivia sitting next to you singing to the radio. But i learned that all wishes can't come true. I just wanted to let you know, Olivia is not forgotten, and will forever be remembered by those she touched.

Jessica Wright
- Saturday, November 10, 2007 9:51 PM CST

Well that just sucks, Wendy. The pits. And maybe it is the moon and the tides. I am feeling sucky myself today and have been for the last month. I have not updated my journal because right now the pain of going to the site causes even more pain. Pain and pain and grief and blah, blah. I have been dreaming a lot of Jenn.. well not dreaming.. I am having terrible nightmares again where I dream that Jenn is alive out there somewhere but has been taken from us and cannot get home. I struggle the whole dream to save her and have hope that I can... then I wake up and realize that there is no hope. She is gone. Murdered. My Jenn.. murdered. I still cannot believe it nearly three years later. How is she gone?

Jenn and Olivia.. grab us up by the hair and save up from drowning from missing you both so much. Provide us guidance and let us feel your presence in our lives.

We miss you so much.

I am so sorry, Wendy.

Love,
Heather

Heather Tierney <HEATHER@BESTNETSOL.COM>
Dawsonville, ga - Friday, November 9, 2007 1:52 PM CST

I have a thing about numbers myself. I hope that the next days are easy on you and your sweet Noah. As a teacher I sure hope his teachers reach out and help him through this. Depression and anxiety along with grief are so overwhelming....praying that the doctor has some ideas to help you out. As for me I love my anxiety meds and could not at times live without them. Praying for joy, peace, and everything that will bring you a bit of glory to your life right now despite all of the pain you have been given.

Kristin <mandtjsmom@yahoo.com>
Seattle, WA - Thursday, November 8, 2007 11:09 PM CST

Hi Wendy,
Just checking in and sending my best wishes. Do what you have to do to get thru this trying time. You have wonderful memories of Olivia to be thankful for this year, along with a new relationship and the ability to smile easier than last year. My heart goes out to Noah. You are a super mother and will lead Noah thru his anger. Lean on Noah, Bill and Olivia. Smiles will reappear at some point. Olivia will see to it. My love to all.
Linda Wellendorf <lmwultimt@aol.com>
Youngstown, Oh USA - Wednesday, November 7, 2007 8:46 PM CST

Good afternoon. Just wanted to sign in and say HELLO and let you know I was here, thinking of you and your sweet angel Olivia. I love the music you have on her main page, with her voice speaking the Pledge of Allegiance. So beautiful ... made me bawl my eyes out. Halloween hit me harder than I had anticipated, as well ... Not sure what's up with that.

Thinking of you and of Olivia.

~Heide
m/o ^Jessica^
http://caringbridge.org/visit/jessicarandall
Heide
Marshall, VA - Thursday, November 1, 2007 11:40 AM CDT

Breathe in the light, blow out the darkness (don't forget this part either). Always know we will never forget Olivia Grace, or you. Our lives are indelibly intertwined, our hearts forever changed. I sent you a little something that made me think of you and Olivia. Should be in your mailbox this weekend. As always, I am here for you.
Debbie <ddemp@comcast.net>
- Thursday, November 1, 2007 10:08 AM CDT

Wendy,
You have made my morning. I am so happy for you to have found someone who is so special and let him into your heart and your world. He sounds like a great person. I con only believe that Sweet Olivia sent him to you at this point in time. She must be giving you little nudges. You deserve every happiness that is coming to you.... Olivia will see to it....
Love to you all,

Love - Barb <barbilens@yahoo.com>
La Crosse, WI USA - Friday, October 26, 2007 9:23 AM CDT

CONGRATULATIONS WENDY!!! What a wonderful entry. You deserve every happiness, and I'm sure Olivia had a hand in picking out Bill. Enjoy every moment to the fullest, as you well know how precious each moment can be. My love to you both.
Linda Wellendorf <lmwultimt@aol.com>
Youngstown, Oh USA - Thursday, October 25, 2007 6:31 PM CDT

Oh Wendy!

You have made my day. Yes, we have all watched your pain, but we have also watched you evolve into the "after" person you have become. It doesn't surprise me at all that you have found the ability to love. Your heart is huge. Big enough to hold Olivia, Noah, and Bill....and even more.

Much love to you, my friend,
Cheryl and Angel Haley <bandcvincent@aol.com>
- Saturday, October 20, 2007 12:24 AM CDT

Praise God...You have that amazing Olivia looking over you smiling down on you saying Mommy it is ok to love again. Hoping that your bit of joy continues.
Kristin <mandtjsmom@yahoo.com>
- Friday, October 19, 2007 9:44 PM CDT

Wendy I cannot tell you how big of a smile I have on my face after reading your post! YOU DESERVE THIS - YOU DESERVE TO BE LOVED AND LOVE AGAIN! Olivia would want this. He must be a special man to have found a place in your heart. I am thrilled for you and Noah - and as always thinking of Olivia and knowing she is watching you with that beautiful smile!
Cindy <deb8able@aol.com>
VA - Thursday, October 18, 2007 5:14 PM CDT

When I read those words..."your child will not live"..it ached me from the inside out. I will never forget those words. Then, after they said that...How can that be possible? Its still so hard to believe. I am so sorry your sweet Olivia is not here.
I do know that we hung on for our other kids. I still ask myself...How did I get through that?
I think its LOVE.

Angel Rachel's Mommy
jeanne <crowman2766@aol.com>
king of prussia, pa usa - Thursday, October 11, 2007 1:52 PM CDT

Wendy,

Please forgive me for not responding sooner to your generous offer of help with Haley's foundation.
We definitely want you on board, we just haven't been doing much. As i know you can relate to, this is an extremely difficult time of year for us, and I am barely surviving it right now.
But, I will be in touch. And I think of you ofte. And pray for you always.
cheryl and Angel Haley <bandcvincent@aol.com>
- Friday, September 28, 2007 3:59 PM CDT

Hi Wendy,

So happy to hear you say you are "okay". We all know that will never diminish your love for Olivia, but how wonderful that such a middle-of-the-road word like "okay" can signify such a momentous step in the grieving/healing process. Here's to many, many more "okay" days.

On another front, keep up the fight. You will forever be the voice of Olivia.

My best to you for peace through the upcoming months.
Linda Wellendorf <lmwultimt@aol.com>
Youngstown, Oh USA - Friday, September 28, 2007 11:40 AM CDT

For you and your family, I am saddened beyound belief at the story of Olivia's tragic happenings, I am actually sitting hear in tears after hearing the few words from Olivia that were able to be put on this small but very meaningful site. I just can't believe the way that the so called "principal" has reacted to this whole situation. I say to myself , " Is this a real human being that you were talking too?" I wouldn't say that it was, someone check the principal for a pulse!! Being a cancer survivor myself, after seeing and listening to this site over and over again, it pains me to know that there are people out there who can just have no compassion whatsoever for the things that they don't understand or know anything about. It might be different if you were asking to have the school named after Olivia, well now that I think about my previous statement, no it would be no difference. I can only hope that every parent who has to go through the obvious nightmares that you've had to endure, can be as caring and loving as you are!! I am almost sick to my stomach when I realize how ignorant this principal really was,( to say that he almost lost a child at birth, pales in comparrison)I just hope that he never has to go through what Olivia and your family has. Olivias' dream of being cancer free should be an inspiration to all of us,the ones who have dealt with sickness and the ones who have not. A child is the most precious gift that the Lord could possibly give to us, and when he decides to take it away, we do not or cannot understand. I have made sure to bookmark the site for when I'm feeling down about the horrible times I've had in my time here on earth, as a reminder that I really do not have it so bad. Olivia is an inspiration to me , THANK YOU OLIVIA !!!!
Bryan Shenk <bryanshenk@comcast.net>
Middletown, Pennsylvania USA - Tuesday, September 18, 2007 2:33 PM CDT

I feel like I could throw up! Give me that man's email address.. I'd like to write him a letter as well.

Love,
Heather
Heather Tierney <heather@bestnetsol.com>
Dawsonville, GA - Wednesday, September 12, 2007 1:41 PM CDT

I am just sad to read this man's response to this. It seems so ridiculous. We are thinking about you and I just wanted to let you know that even though I rarely sign You are always in my thoughts and prayers.
Lisa and Aiden <RolexH@aol.com>
- Monday, September 10, 2007 10:11 PM CDT

Gosh, I am so sorry that you are having so many issues with a really simple request and I am upset how the school can't honor Olivia's memory. You sounded very reasonable in his concerns with the safety of the kids. I hope this works out for you.

Angel Rachel'sMommy
jeanne <crowman2766@aol.com>
kop, pa usa - Monday, September 10, 2007 2:04 PM CDT

Olivia is beautiful
Karla <kdg_mail@yahoo.com>
LIMA, LIMA PERÚ - Sunday, September 9, 2007 9:57 PM CDT

Life's horrible injustices, Wendy. Funny how some people moan and groan about having to wake up their kids and get them fed and dressed and then off to school. Funny is a pitifully odd way. I wish all those people could bear the pain.. for just one moment of not having that beautiful child to wake. It would give us all a much better appreciation of the burdens that are actually such amazing blessings. You remind me to be a bit more humble and thankful of the duties I tackle every morning.

I am so very sorry for your sorrows, Wendy. One day we will all realise that our pain is our pain alone.. and that those we miss are the fortunate ones waiting for us. Until then..continue to embrace the lessons God intends your soul to bear. We all have so much to learn in such a tiny blink in time.

BTW.. a new book you need to check out out the library: 90 Minutes in Heaven

Love and peace to you,
Heather
Heather Tierney <heather@bestnetsol.com>
Dawsonville, GA - Wednesday, September 5, 2007 8:07 AM CDT

Mrs. Thompson,
I'm starting High school this spring and i've been thinking back to grade school and i've been thinking about Olivia alot lately. i hope i will get to hear from you soon.
Love, Sabrina
Sabrina Jennings, Olivia's Friend <smj0501@wideopenwest.com>
- Sunday, August 26, 2007 6:06 PM CDT

Dear Wendy, aren't families wonderful? The one group of people you expect to have loving support from, tend to be the ones that let you down the most. I understand. My family is the same way. If it was not for my in-law's and their unwavering support, it would have been so much harder for me after Courtney's death. You are not alone, but you are much braver than I am to face it head-on.
Cindi <purplesoul3@gmail.com>
Sequim, WA USA - Sunday, August 26, 2007 12:52 AM CDT

Wendy - I am sorry for you & appalled by the behavior your family exhibits. Tell them, actually insist that he take a polygraph test. When the results show he is lying there will be no more excuses and you my friend, will be vindicated at last.
Kay <duramax2@aol.com>
Lancaster, PA USA - Thursday, August 23, 2007 12:27 AM CDT

From a fellow Mom, sister, daughter and dysfunctional family member, let me applaud you. Anyone who may wonder why this is on a web site has never had a phone not answered or slammed in their ear while they try to be an adult and talk about what ever issues may be at hand. There is nothing worse then a group of closed minded people who all take a stand on the side that seems less "complicated". Easier to side with "mom", I mean who wants "mom" mad at them? Shame on your sister. While your relationship has been strained, it was looking up. What a disgrace to ignore what was almost a tradition that helped keep your sanity on a very special day. How can they not see how right you were? You went to the source. You were not involving anyone and asking for "sides". The fact that the bastard chose to continue his ignorance stance was between you and him. A coward will never shed their skin...... the truth will never be told. It is called OJ syndrome. Tell yourself long enough that you are innocent and you actually will believe it. This man has lied for so long, he probably truly does believe he is innocent. Your family has sided with this sorry excuse for a human that they automatically have to be mad at you for bringing it up with him. I hope you find the closure you need some day. It is so damn sad that it will never come from the one source that could truly bring it. However, he will suffer for eternity. He has chosen that path in life. Evil never prevails...... he will learn that the sad way. Know that you are supported! You are "believed"! Lets think everyone, what person would put the humiliation of molestation on themselves if it were not true? The problem we face in the world is how many keep it secret due to that humiliation. Or is it the possible humiliation that you will not be believed? Never will a day come that I will not be on my child's side. If I cannot be the sole protector of my child, who will? How would I function knowing I did not defend my TRUE flesh and blood? That I allowed them to live just one day not feeling loved? That for even an instant they felt like they did not have anyone in the world? That for one second they did not have the comfort of knowing their MOM had their back 100%? That they ever questioned they could not pick up a phone and call me and I would be by their side faster then a speeding bullet? Luckfully, I will NEVER be faced with those questions. I pity anyone who is.
Kelly: A mom, sister, daughter and friend!
Gurnee, IL US - Monday, August 20, 2007 2:33 PM CDT

OMG Wendy.... I had no idea of the terrible pain you have endured through out your life. I do not know what to say.. I cried through the whole update. I cannot imagine the pain you have been dealing with. FAMILY... these are the people who a child is suppose to count on and believe loves them unconditionally. How can they turn theirs backs on a child when something as awful and ugly like this happens. I say good riddance. They do not deserve to have you as a daughter or sister. You are far too special for them.. What purpose do they think you would say these things. I don't understand families that do this to the person who was abused. I would never not believe or turn on my children that way. You don't deserve the anger and harshness you have had to wade through. I commend you for approaching the monster called "dad" and trying to get the truth. I think he is a coward for not coming clean with you after all this time and putting the blame on you. You are a very strong woman and Noah and Olivia and so very lucky that GOD chose you to be their mom. I want to wish you a belated birthday.
Olivia is so proud of you... I just know it.... I hope you day is going better today. We are here for you , if only in cyberspace. We all can listen. Hopefully getting your feelings off your chest has helped, if only a little.
Sending you lots of love, tons of hugs and many prayers,
Love - Barb <barbilens@yahoo.com>
La crosse, WI USA - Monday, August 20, 2007 12:39 AM CDT

i read what you wrote in my guestbook and i went back to what i wrote to see what the first two words were. oh my goodness!! i am really really glad that you kept on reading. i can't imagine after all the trouble of trying to get to my site and then those first two words....anyway, just wanted you to know that i am thinking of you and olivia.

angel rachel's mommy
jeanne <crowman2766@aol.com>
king of prussia, pa usa - Friday, August 10, 2007 4:28 PM CDT

How brave you were to tackle that vacation.

I know what you mean about the signs, at our beach vacation (our first also) we stayed next to a "Haley's Ice Cream" shop. Pretty crazy.
But any sign is so inadequate....

Thinking of you always
Cheryl and Angel Haley <bandcvincent@aol.com>
- Thursday, August 9, 2007 3:19 PM CDT

Dear Wendy, I have been checking in here from time to time, and I have felt so bad that the pain is so unbearable for you, and the loneliness of Noah. I am happy that you went back to your old vacation place, and that you felt Olivia's sweet presence in so many precious ways. My mother died of complications from a brain tumor 5 years ago, and during her illness, so wanted so much to go back to Foxwoods, where she loved to play the slot machines. I thought it would be too much for her, and told her we would go as soon as she was well enough, which, sadly, she never was. I have stayed away from Foxwoods intentionally over the years since her passing. But friends have asked me to join them in a trip in September, and I have decided to go. Like you, I am afraid of my reactions and hope that I do not just sit in the middle of that casino and cry; but what I am hoping is that I will go there FOR her, because I surely know that she will be there with me, finally. So I was so happy to read that you did what you feared so much, and you got through it. You don't have to go again, but you proved that you could go. You are a strong woman, Wendy, or you could not have come this far in your journey. Love to you and Noah, Linda
linda champa <lachampa@mintz.com (Audrey's Umbrella)>
boston, ma usa - Thursday, August 2, 2007 7:59 AM CDT

Oh my goodness.. the tears the tears and more tears. They started when you mentioned "Olivia's trucking".. I mean.. what the heck? How many trucking companies are named Olvia's Trucking and then for you to come up on the truck. Wow. I can't help myself.. really wow.

I am glad you somehow snuck in the tiniest bit of closure.. well not so much closure but the period at the end of Little Mary's. "Little Mary's".. that wonderful little place I will remember forever as some of the best days of my life.. but to never return. I think you handled it beautifully.
I have so much more to say but I have to go.. I am late tis morning and now I am crying and my coffee is cold :) so I must be off.
I knew I could count on Olivia to make presence known.. you couldn't hide that girl in a world of clouds. She just stands out too much. A priceless little beauty and forever yours, Wendy.

Love and blessings.. thanks for sharing and touching my heart so deeply this morning.

Heather

Heather <heather@bestnetsol.com>
Dawsonville, GA - Tuesday, July 31, 2007 6:53 AM CDT

Wendy,

Waiting for word on your trip.. post the details. I really hope you had a great trip and pray your vacation was a vacation!

Love,
Heather
Heather Tierney <heather@bestnetsol.com>
Dawsonville, GA - Friday, July 27, 2007 9:59 AM CDT

Dearest Wendy,

I am so sorry you feel so completely emmersed in grief. Grief has a way of making you feel one way one minute and turned upside down (all over again) without warning. I understand the pain. I still cry all the time.. I can feel elated and then suddenly swamped in sorrow in a moments notice. Anything can tip it off from peanut butter to Harry Potter. Weird how so many things can have meaning well beyond its surface value.

I am so very sorry you are dreading your vacation, but I can absolutely understand why. I still cannot go even the simplest places.. a grocery store we always frequented, a water park, even the city in which Jenn was murdered without feel enveloped in grief.

I so wish that Olivia shows you that she is with you while you are travelling towards that familiar spot. Try to think of her smiling beside you, excited that you are again traveling to a place she so very loves.. as she is with you and she wants so desperately to see you happy again. I am so sorry that there is so much pain, Wendy. Gosh I am so sorry and my heart comprehends how fearful you are to confront these places while so lonely for your beautiful daughter who should be physically travelling by your side.

Live is so very unfair, Wendy.

You'll have to tell me what you think of the book.. I have not read it and probably never will. Its too hard to pick up. I lived it and relive it everyday. I do understand how submersing yourself into something else might somehow help you cope. Take comfort knowing that I talk to Jenn about Olivia sometimes.. and helping you find peace.

Have a safe and peaceful journey, Wendy. May you find Olivia in the salty air.

Love,
Heather
heather tierney <heather@bestnetsol.com>
dawsonville, GA - Monday, July 23, 2007 2:14 PM CDT

I feel your pain but cannot obviously really get it. But do know we are thinking of you and keeping Olivia's memory alive by checking in from time to time and hopefully, in some small way, letting you know that you are not alone and that we are thinking of you! May more peace come your way! You deserve that and SOOO much more!
Shelley Fessinger
San Diego, Ca - Wednesday, July 11, 2007 10:18 PM CDT

My Precious Wendy,

I am so grateful God has allowed me to become your adopted Mom. I love you and admire you in a great way. You have such a huge, loving heart and it breaks mine to see you suffer from your broken heart. Be patient my dear daughter; the next time you see Olivia Grace Thompson, she will be whole, completely whole, and you, Jesus and Olivia will have a reunion party that will last FOREVER! FOREVER! May I come?! I barely had an opportunity to know her once you moved by me before she left this place. I will with joy, gratitude and excitement watch you reunited in the presence of The King of King and Lord of Lords. I know He will be excited, too. Thank you, Father God, for my Precious Wendy. You are such a blessing in my life; I pray I can be that to you. You and Noah have my love and prayers.
Wanda Hudgens <wandahudgens@comcast.net>
Shelby Township, MI USA - Sunday, July 8, 2007 5:44 PM CDT

My heartfelt sympathy to you and family on this 4th of July. I found your site while reading the Jennifer Corbin memorial. I am a grandmother's age and cannot imagine the grief and sadness of losing a child. May you find some comfort in knowing that total strangers are thinking of you.
gayle shursen <highland@pressenter.com>
st paul, mn usa - Wednesday, July 4, 2007 9:37 AM CDT

Wendy, I am sending lot's of Prayer's to you and your son.
Kim ~Friends of Allie~ <Krthiede5478@msn.com>
Belvidere, IL - Tuesday, July 3, 2007 11:54 PM CDT

It's Camp Catch a Rainbow and World Oncology Camp this week. The first campfire song was the bubble gum song. Many of the "old" counselors turned to one another and said, "That's Olivia's song!" The Y staff didn't do it quite Olivia style (we are certain she would have told them the right way). Numerous times during the week we have talked about Olivia..in fact, someone brought a bunch a Bazooka Bubble gum...shhhh, don't tell camp staff gum isn't on the approved list. Know that we remember Olivia with a touch of sadness...yet always a smile too. Olivia was one of a kind...she will always hold a special place in our hearts. Hugs from all...
Jodi, Deb, Dru, Betsy...and many many more.....
Storer Camps, MI - Thursday, June 21, 2007 7:00 AM CDT

Olivia is forever in my prayers.
Fay <fay@detroitmagic.com>
Marysville, MI USA - Wednesday, June 13, 2007 7:26 AM CDT

I know Olivia and Alex would be proud of you. Thanks for updating. You are a wonderful mom to make Olivia's memory shine.

Kristin <mandtsmom@yahoo.com>
Seattle, - Wednesday, June 13, 2007 0:09 AM CDT

Still thinking of you and your beautiful daughter, Olivia! I can't imagine the depth of your pain! I love listening to her voice on this site!! I am very sorry for your loss! NOBODY should have to go through this!!!
YOU ARE AN AMAZING MOTHER and should always hold your head up high as you reflect on the mother you were AND ARE, to OLIVIA, as well as your son!!
You are my hero!!! Please believe that!!!
Lots of hugs from SAN DIEGO!
Shelley
Shelley <FessFam5@aol.com>
Carlsbad, CA 92009 - Wednesday, June 6, 2007 10:04 PM CDT

WOW... Wendy you have said what we as mothers feel for our children. I am so sorry that you have to endure this kind of "gut wrenching " pain. My heart is certainly with you.. May you be able to find some sort of peace and please remember that you and Noah are in my thoughts and prayers.
Olivia - sweetie, please keep an extra close watch over your mommy and lil brother. They miss you tremendously.

Love - BArb <barbilens@yahoo.com>
La Crosse, WI USA - Thursday, May 10, 2007 10:42 AM CDT

I am thinking about you and your two beautiful children tonight. God bless you tonight and always. Sweet dreams to all three of you.
You are always in my thoughts.
Your friend always,
Heather
Heather Tierney <heather@bestnetsol.com>
Dawsonville, GA - Tuesday, May 8, 2007 7:56 PM CDT

Bless you! I think I would feel the same way. There is a pint in time where I would have liked to have reversed and frozen it. I am sorry that you have this pain, but know that you love your girl.

Kristin <mandtjsmom@yahoo.com>
- Monday, May 7, 2007 11:14 PM CDT

Wow, Wendy.

Just, wow.
Cheryl and Angel Haley <bandcvincent@aol.com>
- Monday, May 7, 2007 7:17 PM CDT

Thinking of you....Lots of love and peace sent your way.
Kristin <mandtjsmom@yahoo.com>
Seattle, WA USA - Tuesday, May 1, 2007 11:43 PM CDT

May God grant you peace. I cannot imagine your heartache and pain. I cried with your every word. May this journal allow you the ability to express those feelings. Thank you for sharing your experience with others. My granddaughter was diagnosed with DPIG. I have read so many sad, sad accounts. Thank you again for sharing.
Susan Miklaski <miklaskis@yahoo.com>
Trenton, MI USA - Thursday, April 26, 2007 8:56 PM CDT

Sending good thoughts and hugs.

-Friends of Heroes

Lois
- Wednesday, April 25, 2007 8:23 PM CDT

Just want you to know I came back to your site and read your update. It is so apparent that you loved Olivia with every ounce of your being. God knows this and so does Olivia. Praying for God to comfort you and Noah everyday of your life.
kjk
- Tuesday, April 24, 2007 9:16 AM CDT

Just stopping by to say I'm thinking of you, and so often wonder how you're doing. I'm sure that you were the best possible mother to Olivia, as you are to your son, and that these two blessings were sent to you because you'd do your best for them. I hope that you have a good week; it's always hard when we're thinking of those we loved who've gone on ahead of us, and before their time. You remain in my thoughts and prayers.
Denise Ward <deniward@shaw.ca>
Winnipeg, Canada - Monday, April 23, 2007 3:57 PM CDT

Thinking of you.
Carrie <carrievaldivia@hotmail.com>
- Monday, April 23, 2007 2:42 PM CDT

Wendy and Noah,
I just want to let you know that I am still here for you. I know that I don't sign as often as I should, but you both are always in my thoughts and prayers. Remember that you are a great mom to both Noah and Olivia. They love you so very much. Please don't doubt yourself as a mom. You are wonderful.
Know how much you are loved.
Love - Barb <barbilens@yahoo.com>
La Crosse, WI USA - Monday, April 23, 2007 12:35 AM CDT

Praying for you. You should never doubt yourself as her mom. I read through some of your post and its very evident you love that girl uncondiontally even to this day. She knew then and I'm sure continues to know how much you love her!
Dena
Malvern, AR - Monday, April 23, 2007 12:12 AM CDT

Wendy,
Your last journal entry is perfect. Yes, you were, I was, most other mommies were, their child's focal point of life. You honored Olivia well. And you honor her still today.

lisa www.caringbridge.org/ar/savannah <littleredlch@yahoo.com>
- Monday, April 23, 2007 11:46 AM CDT

Paying it forward on a regular basis in memory of your beautiful daughter.
Jessie <jpetersen@tcco.com>
Bremerton, WA - Sunday, April 22, 2007 5:07 PM CDT

Wendy, I think of you often. My prayer go out to you and Noah. you beautiful Angel Olivia looks down everyday at you.

Karen
Karen S. Perdue
Plano, tx USA - Saturday, April 21, 2007 3:20 PM CDT

Just wanted to say that I think of you and your sweet angel Olivia quite often. Wishing and praying for prayers and gentle kindness to be given to you. Know that people care even if they do not know you in person. Much love and peace sent your way. Not sure how you would feel about a book suggetion, but my friend gave me the book to read called, We Are There Heaven. It provided me with some comfort and hope. Praying for glimpses of your angel!
Kristin (Friend of Allie and Auntie to an Angel) <mandtjsmom@yahoo.com>
Seattle, WA - Saturday, April 21, 2007 10:38 AM CDT

FYI...the vote for your dream web site has closed down...didn't know if you were aware. Sorry.
a visitor
- Wednesday, April 11, 2007 7:33 PM CDT

Oh Wendy,
Of course you served her well. You were chosen to be her mother. She was so blessed to have you. And the only thing you could not give her....she now has. A new body, cancer free and the chance to be a kid.
You will see her again one day, and she will laugh that you spent even one second worrying about your abilities as a mom. In her eyes, you were perfect.
Be kind to yourself.
Many hugs and prayers,
Cheryl and Angel Haley <bandcvincent@aol.com>
- Tuesday, April 3, 2007 2:48 PM CDT

Just letting you know I was here.

Always in my thoughts and prayers.
Becky L. Harbarth <peanutpie3879@netscape.net>
Gaylord, MN USA - Monday, April 2, 2007 9:34 AM CDT

Don't ever question.. for one moment.. that you were not all you could be as Olivia's mother. You love her more than life and you would give your own life in a blink to bring her back. You did everything you thought was the best.. you did everything you could to try to bring her an Earthly cure. Don't ever question the paths you chose , Wendy. Even if you question them now.. you ALWAYS had Olivia's best interest in mind. Even if in retrospect you wished you had tried something different or something you feel would have been better.. in that moment.. you were Olivia's champion. You did everything you could possibly do to make things better for Olivia and how I KNOW Olivia certainly knows that as well.

Olivia does not want to come back. She in in bliss and we are the ones living in a world plaqued by sin and evil. She is perfect and we live flawed. She will be waiting for you.. she is with you and Noah always.

You were one Hell of an "IT".. don't ever question what you did or how you loved her.. because you loved her with ever fiber of your soul. You were her all.. and she is yours.

Love and blessings.. and most of all may peace find you.

Breathe in the light.. and blow out all those dark thoughts.

Love,
Heather
Heather Tierney <heather@bestnetsol.com>
Dawsonville, GA - Monday, March 26, 2007 9:28 AM CDT

thinking of you
Angel Katelyn�s Mum, Debbie <miraclegirl101@hotmail.com>
Wheatley, Ontario, - Saturday, March 17, 2007 10:09 PM CDT

Hey Wendy.

First I just wanted to say thanks for thinking of me. I tried to post of that girl's memorial site, but it would not allow me to do so. Then I wrote the guy who is hosting it because I really want to offer that family some advice and he didn't seem to think it was appropriate and sadi he would pass if along if and when it was appropriate. Hello! This is the time they need it!. I seriously want to call him an idiot. I saw her story in People this week and it just makes me so mad I can't have a chat with her sister to give her some advice on the media. If you can find another way around them to get me in contact, let me know. Anyway.. thanks for telling me more about them. I had heard the story, sadly.
BTW.. I love, love love the new photo of Olivia. I can really see that beautiful personality radiating. What a fantastic photo of her. I'd also like to talk to you about a couple of things.. so email me your number again. I'll call you this week. I promise I'll actually store it away this time.
I'm thinking of you, Wendy. Know you have a friend who keeps you in her prayers and understands your frief.
Love, blessings and peace. Your sister in grief,
Heather
Heather Tierney <heather@bestnetsol.com>
Dawsonville, GA - Tuesday, March 13, 2007 7:05 AM CDT

Thinking of you today -
A friend
NY, NY - Monday, March 12, 2007 9:24 PM CDT

Hi Wendy,
Just checking in to see how you are doing. My thoughts are with you for peace and comfort.
Linda Wellendorf <lmwultimt@aol.com>
Youngstown, Oh - Friday, March 2, 2007 7:18 PM CST

What a beautiful tribute to Olivia. That last journal entry was amazing. Thanks for sharing her with us. . .

Always in my thoughts and prayers.
Becky L. Harbarth
Gaylord, MN USA - Tuesday, February 27, 2007 3:56 PM CST

Thank You for sharing Olivia with us. She is a beautiful young lady. She's much too wise for me to call her a child. I'm sorry that the earth no longer enjoys her earthly presence except in memories and that you have shared with us which is very special. I do believe in Heaven and that the spirits of our loved ones are all around us. Hello Olivia, Thank you for your beautiful smile. Hugging you Olivia I'm glad your mom shared you with us. Say hello to my daughter Cara will you. She loves children and she has 3 children here on earth, loving and missing her. Will you let Cara hold you and enjoy you. Although I know she is not sad... I can't imagine a time holding a child won't make me smile.
Thank You Olivia Love to you and yours Cara's Mom Elissa
Elissa Smith <emsmith41@cox.net>
Baker, LA USA - Monday, February 19, 2007 6:22 PM CST

This page is absolutely beautiful and your daughter has been an angel since the day she was born. After reading your email- and this page i am crying. I have not met you yet, but hopefully i can soon- Your daughter was absolutely beautiful inside and out and it doesnt just show- its glows magnificently. God Bless You, Kristina
Kristina Chmielarczyk <kristinamarieco2005@yahoo.com>
Warren, Mi 48092 - Sunday, February 18, 2007 11:17 PM CST

revenge is a dish best served cold
breathinginthelight
mi - Friday, February 16, 2007 0:43 AM CST

Thinking of you..

Angel Katelyn�s Mum, Debbie <miraclegirl101@hotmail.com>
Wheatley, Ontario, - Tuesday, February 13, 2007 9:53 PM CST

Hi, Wendy! I loved your 101 things about Olivia. Beautiful!
Robin Frutchey <frutchey@gmail.com>
Baltimore, MD - Wednesday, February 7, 2007 9:05 PM CST

I really enjoyed that and I know Olivia now ! Thank you.
G Nagle
PA USA - Tuesday, February 6, 2007 1:11 PM CST

I feel like I *know* her a little better now.
Thanks for sharing that.

I hope you are okay, I think of you often.
Cheryl and Angel Haley <bandcvincent@aol.com>
- Tuesday, January 30, 2007 4:40 PM CST

Those are the most beautiful words about such an extraordinary young woman. Wendy you truly touched my heart with this entry. I know Olivia is smiling. I think of you often.
Cindy <deb8able@aol.com>
VA - Monday, January 29, 2007 3:51 PM CST

I'm sure you just scratched the surface about Olivia.

What a beautiful tribute to her.
Rebecca <sonnibrook@sbcglobal.net>
Prairie Village, KS USA - Monday, January 29, 2007 11:21 AM CST

102) She wants her momy to LIVE and laugh and smile!

103) She touched the lives of thousands.. though she never met them.

I still think of Olivia nearly every day and I never even had the honor of knowing her. So many of my friends know about Olivia just from me telling them about her.

Every time I "Breathe in the light.. and blow out the darkness"... which is A LOT... I think of Olivia.

Love,
Heather
Heather Tierney <heather@bestnetsol.com>
Dawsonville, GA - Sunday, January 28, 2007 5:41 PM CST

Wendy,

You don't know me, but I came across this webpage from a website I visit all the time. It's called Splitcoast Stampers. There are people who either have or know of a child who is sick. I just wanted you to know I thought this site you created for your daughter is BEAUTIFUL! I love the poems you wrote. You are one special person, even thought you may not feel that way. Your daughter would be so proud of you.
Dawn Leaning <dleaning@comcast.net>
Washington, NJ USA - Wednesday, January 24, 2007 7:15 PM CST

Hi Wendy,

I, also, came to Olivia's site thru Baby Donovans. I am so deeply sorry for the loss of your beautiful baby girl. I have never been so moved as I have been by the depth of your complete and utter heartwrenching devotion to Olivia, and your amazing ability to communicate with such raw emotion and boundless love. Your daughter has a very special mom. I'm sure she is bragging to all her angel friends that she has never known anything but pure and unconditional love from her mommy. You really should consider publishing your journal entries. Your talent with prose is truly extraordinary and should not go unnoticed. I would be honored to purchase your first book.

May you find a measure of peace in knowing Olivia is smiling down on you.
Linda Wellendorf <lmwultimt@aol.com>
Youngstown, Ohio USA - Wednesday, January 24, 2007 5:47 PM CST

Wendy-
I came across your beautiful daughters site from my dear baby Donovans.
I want you to know that what you wrote to Melissa was hands down one of the most beautiful phrases I've ever heard...Breathe in the light, blow out the darkness. Your daughter was truly wise far beyond her years and what a blessing that you have chosen to share her memory and words so selflessly.
My son was dx'd with cancer 6 days before Donovan and Melissa and I spent many many days together at Riley Children's Hospital in Indy. He is now cured. His cancer was the "lucky kind" (Byrkitt's Lymphoma 95 % cure rate if caught in time) whatever the heck THAT kind is....we were lucky.
I just wanted to say that Olivia must be extremely proud of you. Reaching out to another Mommie in need can't possibly be easy, especially knowing how hard it will be first hand for Melissa to live in a world where her baby cannot.
Your words (and Olivias) were a blessing for all of us. Thank you for sharing and may God's love surround you always.
george ann ewald www.caringbridge.org/in/ryry <georgeewald@comcast.net>
Elkhart, IN USA - Friday, January 19, 2007 7:17 PM CST

Lovely site, for a lovely angel. Just wanted to let you know we visited your page and that we hope this new year brings peace.

Can I ask what is the name of the song you have there??? Loved it!
Aurea mom to Ale and Dani dx T cell ALL 4/6/05 <aureavila@cablevision.net.mx>
Mexico, D.F. Mexico - Friday, January 19, 2007 7:04 PM CST

Thinking of you and Olivia.
Cat
NYC, - Wednesday, January 10, 2007 11:20 PM CST

God bless Wendy.

Your page looks lovely. Praying for a better year this year.
Kathleen, mom to Steven and aunt to angel Kyra
San Diego, CA USA - Wednesday, January 10, 2007 8:15 PM CST

thinking of you
jc
- Wednesday, January 10, 2007 11:57 AM CST

I am so sorry for the loss of your friend.........

Angel Katelyn�s Mum, Debbie <miraclegirl101@hotmail.com>
Wheatley, Ontario, - Sunday, December 24, 2006 3:34 PM CST

I love all the pictures of Olivia at the top of the page. I wanted you to know that I am thinking of you and Olivia. I hope that you are doing ok, I know that this time of year is extra difficult.

Angel Rachel's Mommy
Jeanne <crowman2766@aol.com>
king of prussia, pa usa - Saturday, December 23, 2006 11:42 AM CST

Just wanted to let you know I was here and to wish you a Merry Christmas.

Always in my thoughts and prayers.
Becky L. Harbarth <peanutpie3879@netscape.net>
Gaylord, MN USA - Friday, December 22, 2006 3:16 PM CST

Wendy,
I am so sorry that you have lost your dear friend and good neighbor Don. My heart goes out to you and your neighbor's spouse. Both of whom are terrific women. I thought of Olivia on Sat. and sent special birthday wishes to her.
You and Noah are in my everyday thoughts and prayers.
Barb <barbilens@yuahoo.com>
La Crosse, WI USA - Monday, December 11, 2006 9:20 AM CST

Remembering a very special girl on a very special day.
Kelly Kirkpatrick
Minneapolis, MN - Saturday, December 9, 2006 9:56 PM CST

Regardless of our differences I am thinking about you all.
Olivia was and is a special girl and she is missed by many.
Birthday blessings to the "butterfly" princess, Miss Livvy.
Lauren Lucas
Canton, MI - Saturday, December 9, 2006 3:39 PM CST

My prayers are with you and Noah. I am so sorry you lost your friend. Extra prayers are being said for you today.
Beth F. <beth@friendsofallie.org>
Chesterton, In - Saturday, December 9, 2006 2:53 PM CST

Thinking of you and Noah today. Happy Heavenly Birthday Sweet Olivia.

Love and prayers,

Bridge Of Dreams

Debbie from the Bridge of Dreams <debbie@bridgeofdreams.org>
VA USA - Saturday, December 9, 2006 2:49 PM CST

Happy Birthday little beauty! I hope you are having a joyous day in Heaven. Make sure you come down and see your mom today.. give her some sweet angel kisses and let her know you are near.
Love Always,
Heather
Heather Tierney <heather@bestnetsol.com>
Dawsonville, GA - Saturday, December 9, 2006 2:35 PM CST

My thoughts and prayers are with you and Noah today as you remember your sweet Olivia's birthday. I'm so sorry about the loss of your friend--it sounds as though he was a very special and caring person.
Denise Ward <deniward@shaw.>
Winnipeg, Canada - Saturday, December 9, 2006 12:24 AM CST

Thinking of you today on this extremely difficult day. Hugs and Happy Birthday Sweet Olivia!!!!
Joni
Brandon Manitoba, Canada - Saturday, December 9, 2006 11:50 AM CST

The Gap

The gap between those who have lost children and those who have not is profoundly difficult to bridge. No one, whose children are well and intact can be expected to understand what parents who have lost children have absorbed and what they bear. Our children come to us through every blade of grass, every crack in the sidewalk, every bowl of breakfast cereal. We seek contact with their atoms, their hairbrush, their toothbrush, their clothing. We reach for what was integrally woven into the fabric of our lives, now torn and shredded.
A black hole has been blown through our souls and, indeed, it often does not allow the light to escape. It is a difficult place. For us to enter there is to be cut deeply, and torn anew, each time we go there, by the jagged edges of our loss. Yet we return, again and again, for that is where our children now reside. This will be so for years to come and it will change us profoundly. At some point in the distant future, the edges of that hole will have tempered and softened but the empty space will remain - a life sentence.
Our friends will change through this. There is no avoiding it. We grieve for our children, in part, through talking about them and our feelings for having lost them. Some go there with us, others cannot and through their denial and a further measure, however unwittingly, to an already heavy burden. Assuming that we may be feeling "better" six months later is simply "to not get it." The excruciating and isolating reality that bereaved parents feel is hermetically sealed from the nature of any other human experience. Thus it is a trap - those whose compassion and insight we most need are those for whom we abhor the experience that would allow them that sensitivity and capacity. And yet, somehow there are those, each in their own fashion, who have found a way to reach us and stay, to our comfort. They have understood, again each in their own way, that our children remain our children through our memory of them. Their memory is sustained through speaking about them and our feelings about their death. Deny this and you deny their life. Deny their life and you no longer have a place in ours.
We recognize that we have moved to an emotional place where it is often very difficult to reach us. Our attempts to be normal are painful and the day to day carries a silent, screaming anguish that accompanies us, sometimes from moment to moment. Were we to give it its own voice we fear we would become truly unreachable, and so we remain "strong" for a host of reasons even as the strength saps our energy and drains our will. Were we to act out our true feelings we would be impossible to be with. We resent having to act normal, yet we dare not do otherwise. People who understand this dynamic are our gold standard. Working our way through this over the years will change us as does every experience - and extreme experience changes one extremely. We know we will have recovered when, as we have read, it is no longer so painful to be normal. We do not know who we will be at that point or who will still be with us.
We have read that the gap is so difficult that, often, bereaved parents must attempt to reach out to friends and relatives or risk losing them. This is our attempt. For those untarnished by such events, who wish to know in some way what they, thankfully, do not know, read this. It may provide a window that is helpful for both sides of the gap.
L.
PA USA - Friday, December 8, 2006 6:04 PM CST

Wendy,
I love the new pictures. They are beautiful. And I am so very sorry about your friend. Sometimes it seems that life and love eventually become death and loss. But I think it is because of our grief that we can love so fully. Sending you a cyber hug.
lisa Savannah's mommy forever <littleredlch@yahoo.com>
- Friday, December 8, 2006 7:35 AM CST

Oh sheesh, Wendy. Last night.. as I was saying my prayers.. I said to God "There must be some reason why you have chosen me, you must have thought that I would be able to handle it. I know that life is only a blink of the eye compared to eternity, but why does it have to deal you so much deep heart-ache". Your friend's passing, is a bitter sweet reminder that at any moment, God can chose to call us home. We have to take what we learn from this life and apply it to our soul as we go home to Him. That is our lesson here in life. I really think God only deals these troubles to the souls he needs to learn the most, because we must have some great job in Heaven and He is preparing us. Olivia is already at her post and I am sure, working very hard at being a TOP dog. Sharing goodness.. being so compassionate.. helping someone who needs help.. your friend today is flying among the greatest bliss and he will continue to touch your life so long as you continue to be in tune with knowing that life only BEGINS with our last Earthly breath. "Breath in the light.. blow out the darkness".. that will truely come with our last breath and when He decides it is time and your lesson here is up.
God bless your heavy heart, Wendy.
Love,
Heather
PS.. Email me your address.. I want to send you a Christmas card.
Heather Tierney <heather@bestnetsol.com>
Dawsonville, GA - Friday, December 8, 2006 6:57 AM CST

What a pretty child. I am so sorry for what you have gone through.
http://www.caringbridge.org/visit/taryngrodhaus

http://www.photoshow.net/grodhaus
melissa Grodhaus <mgrodhaus@neo.rr.com>
winona, ohio united states - Thursday, December 7, 2006 8:44 AM CST

So many things in life are taken for granted. I believe life itself is the biggest one. Too many young lives are taken before they deserve to be. I'm thankful for everyday, and I hope everyone else is too. God Bless You all
Jeannie Tipsword
Clinton Township, MI U.S. - Monday, December 4, 2006 1:32 PM CST

Wendy,

It has been so long since we've chatted...I hope we can get back in touch...I would love to hear what you have been up to and how you are doing. Even though I don't sign this guestbook very frequently, I think of you, Noah, and Olivia often. I really don't know what to say...your loss is unmeasurable and unimaginable to me and I all I can say is I am so sorry that you have had to endure it. Over the past two years I have been so amazed and impressed by Oliva's spirt, your love for her, and your strength. You are a remarkable family and I will never forget any of you.
Robin Frutchey <frutchey@gmail.com>
Baltimore, MD - Saturday, November 25, 2006 0:13 AM CST

Hello,
I just wanted to let you know that I am sorry your beautiful daughter Olivia passed away two years ago.
She was a still is a special girl!
Thinking of you today!
Jessica and Stana
www.caringbridge.org/visit/jessicamagnus

Stana Magnusova <londonstana@hotmail.com>
London, UK - Wednesday, November 22, 2006 2:54 PM CST

Thinking of you all today. I hope you made it through the dreaded anniversary with some peace.

I will keep you and all of the other families who have lost their babies in my heart and prayers as we enter the holiday season.

Olivia's pictures are so so beautiful.
Pam Morris <pammorris@peoplepc.com>
Roswell, GA USA - Monday, November 20, 2006 3:30 PM CST

You have been in my thoughts. May sweet memories give you some comfort in what must be a horribly difficult time. Thinking of you, and your sweet Olivia
Kim <friendsofalliememphis@yahoo.com>
Memphis, - Monday, November 20, 2006 1:00 PM CST

Prayers for you! I'm so sorry you lost your beautiful girl two years ago, your site moves me to tears. I hope you are finding comfort in the thought of what that reunion will be like and how beyond sickness and fear she is right now.
LisaW
Morgantown, WV - Monday, November 20, 2006 8:20 AM CST

Prayers for God's blessings to be poured onto you....thinking of your sweet girl.

kristin <mantjsmom@yahoo.com>
Seattle, WA - Sunday, November 19, 2006 10:17 PM CST

I thought of you yesterday but was unable to sign on.

I am so sorry for the loss of Olivia. My heart breaks for you.

Hugs,
Susan
Susan Bernhardt Zachary Bernhardt Wanda Hooper <desbernhardt@msn.com>
Zimmerman, MN USA - Sunday, November 19, 2006 9:54 AM CST

Thinking of you today. I pray that you feel some peace today in the fact that Olivia has enjoyed two years cancer free. She is happy and knows that you love her dearly. Olivia is not forgotten! And she is loved by many and the lesson does still go on. I am still "Paying if Forward" and thinking of Sweet Olivia every time!

http://www.caringbridge.org/visit/ryanbiegler
Laruie B.
Pittsburgh , PA USA! - Sunday, November 19, 2006 6:43 AM CST

I just wanted to stop in and tell you that you are in my thoughts and prayers today. Your sweet angel Olivia will never be forgotten.
Beth F. <beth@friendsofallie.org>
Chesterton, IN - Saturday, November 18, 2006 11:00 PM CST

Wendy,

I heard the bong of the drum today. Olivia heard it too, as she spent her day with you. I hope you are ok. I know your heart is broken and not anything said could help mend it. If you need me I am just a telephone call away. Thank you for giving me the honor of spending time with olivia today.

michelle emery <mcefamily@comcast.net>
roseville, mi macomb - Saturday, November 18, 2006 10:57 PM CST

Just stopping by to say that I often think of you and of your Olivia Grace, and especially so today. I do hope and pray that you and Noah are doing well, finding a new way to live, just the two of you now, but honouring the memories you both share of your precious Olivia.
Denise Ward <deniward@shaw.>
w, c - Saturday, November 18, 2006 4:42 PM CST

Thinking of you and remembering Oliva.
I hope and pray you feel her with you, today especially.
Many loving thoughts to you and Noah.
Karen
Stow, OH - Saturday, November 18, 2006 12:53 AM CST

wendy,
I can't believe its been two years. I prayed for you last night and I will again today. I know the pain...it hurts so bad that there aren't any words to describe it. I try to think about how they are happier than we can imagine in Heaven and that we are the ones that are suffering. But that is also difficult I know.
I do know that from the way you write, you and Olivia had and will always have a special bond...I can see the love in her smile and in her eyes.

Angel Rachel's Mommy
jeanne <crowman2766@aol.com>
king of prussia, pa usa - Saturday, November 18, 2006 9:49 AM CST

Thinking of you and Olivia today.
Jody Vander Hart
West St. Paul, MN - Saturday, November 18, 2006 9:18 AM CST

May God's peace be your today, Wendy. I was thinking of you guys when I woke up this morning, knowing that today marks two years since your sweet baby girl passed into the light.. leaving your world so dark. I am thinking about you, sending my love and friendship to a beautiful lady. God bless you today and always Wendy. We miss you so terribly Olivia.

Your sister in grief,
Heather
Heather Tierney <heather@bestnetsol.com>
Dawsonville, GA - Saturday, November 18, 2006 8:53 AM CST

I woke up this morning with Olivia on my mind, and I wasn't even sure why ... my fuzzy "morning brain" didn't even realize what the date is ... then I came here to see if you had posted an update lately and realized the date. Angel Olivia's date. My prayers are with you and Noah as you reach yet another milestone without your baby girl beside you. She is watching over you and loving you more than ever!! Please know that your beautiful daughter will not be forgotten.

The world is a better place because of you, Olivia, thank you for teaching us about courage and grace!

Kathy Sanders <kathy_sanders@comcast.net>
Richardson, TX - Saturday, November 18, 2006 8:41 AM CST

Dear Sweet, Caring, Giving Wendy,
You are on our hearts and in our prayers. Since we have lost Jackson, we understand even more this is a hard day for you and we pray God's grace, comfort and healing will continue to bless you and Noah as you lovingly remember your precious Olivia Grace. Always with love and appreciation.
Gene and Wanda Hudgens <wandahudgens@comcast.net>
Shelby Township, MI USA - Saturday, November 18, 2006 8:12 AM CST

Thoughts are with you today. Hoping you and Noah can find some gentle comfort.
I found this poem and hope it helps.
We ALL miss the princess...the little butterfly.

In Memory of You

I find an old photograph
and see your smile.
As I feel your presence anew,
I am filled with warmth
and my heart remembers love.

I read an old card
sent many years ago
during a time of turmoil and confusion.
The soothing words written then
still caress my spirit
and bring me peace.

I remember who you used to be
the laughter we shared
and wonder what you have become.
Where are you now,
Where did you go,
When the body is left behind
and the spirit is released to fly?

Perhaps you are the morning bird
singing joyfully at sunrise,
or the butterfly that dances
so carelessly on the breeze
or the rainbow of colors
that brightens a stormy sky
or the fingers of afternoon mist
delicately reaching over the mountains
or the final few rays of the setting sun
lighting up the skies
edging the clouds with a magical glow.

I miss your being
but I feel your presence,
In whatever form you choose to take,
however you now choose to be.

Your spirit has become for me
a guardian angel on high
guiding, advising, and watching over me.

I remember you.
You are with me
and I am not afraid.

Kirsti A. Dyer, MD, MS
Lauren Lucas
Canton, MI - Saturday, November 18, 2006 7:27 AM CST

My thoughts and prayers are with you today.
Kris <shelbygirl940@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, November 18, 2006 7:15 AM CST

I'm so sorry for your loss. I wish you peace and comfort.
someone who followed your link today
- Saturday, November 18, 2006 1:23 AM CST

thinking of you with love and prayers on this heart felt day. your love for Olivia continues to be such a bright light. God bless :)
love lannette~PROUD momma to dakota
lannette conder <nutchale@aol.com>
www.caringbridge.org/sc/dakota, - Friday, November 17, 2006 11:49 PM CST

My thoughts are with you today, tomorrow, and always.
Rachel <crazy_ray85@yahoo.com>
San Angelo, TX USA - Friday, November 17, 2006 3:25 PM CST

Wendy, my thoughts will be with you, Noah and Angel Olivia tomorrow.
Rebecca <sonnibrook@sbcglobal.net>
Prairie Village, KS USA - Friday, November 17, 2006 10:31 AM CST

Thank you for your kind words for Our Olivia Grace. I will pray for you this week, and always. You are a strong and great mother!!!

Tammy
Il - Thursday, November 16, 2006 12:45 AM CST

Your love for Olivia and personal courage are remarkable.Thank you for the advice about the airfare for kids needing surgery.
Mike Cassady <michael.cassady@fraser.misd.net>
Fraser, MI USA - Wednesday, November 15, 2006 12:27 AM CST

Praying for you today. May God hold you close to Him this week. God bless you.
Jenny Frith
Huntsville, AL - Tuesday, November 14, 2006 3:56 PM CST

I just wanted to let you know that your family is thinking about you during this time of year
Family
anywhere, Mi usa - Tuesday, November 14, 2006 11:33 AM CST

Thank you for your words to me. Coming from another mom, they mean the world to me.
I can tell you don't feel much like updating your site, but know i visit often, and pray over your words.
Email me anytime...I'm a little "checked out" myself right now..Had to get the foundation party done, but I'm laying low and licking wounds for a bit.
Much love and many hugs to you.
Cheryl and Angel Haley <bandcvincent@aol.com>
- Sunday, November 5, 2006 10:59 PM CST

Wendy,

Just wanted you to know that I was thinking about you. I know this is a hard time for you with Olivia's angel anniversary coming up soon. You have done a wonderful job of keeping her memory alive and doing right by her! She is very proud of you!

With Love,
Lorilee
Trey's Mommy forever and ever
Lorilee <dandlthomas@shaw.ca>
White Rock, BC Canada - Saturday, November 4, 2006 6:36 PM CST

Thinking of you, I know things are difficult.

That's a great photo of Olivia on the front page.

Kathleen, mom to Steven and aunt to angel Kyra
San Diego, CA USA - Sunday, October 29, 2006 11:22 AM CST

I know that this is a difficult time with Livvy's anniversary coming up. Not that every moment isn't difficult...
I think of her often, as so many others do. She was/is a truly amazing spirit. She accomplished more in her short time then most adults ever would in 20 lifetimes.
She was such a compassionate little person. She loved her mom and truly adored her brother.
I believe with all my heart that Livvy would want you to try ( as hard as you can ) to be happy. Not only for her but especially for her brother, Noah. I know happiness after loosing a child is like trying to climb Mt. Everest barefoot and blind without a rope, solo.
I hope some day soon you can find some amount of peace and that the "little round pills" can be a thing of the past for you. I truly wish that with all my heart.
Wendy, she was and IS a beautiful, gentle spirit. No one will ever forget that! And as long as we can remember her and carry her in our hearts; she lives on.
Every time I see a butterfly I am reminded. Think about a butterfly Wendy...it is probably the most beautiful creature we have. It moves with grace and beauty and makes people stop and notice it with awe. It is gentle and soft. It is fragile. It's life is short yet it does so much in that short time. People always seek out butterflies because of their beauty and "grace". They are not plentiful, they are few. The sight of a butterfly makes our hearts light and burns a beautiful reflection in our soul. No wonder she loved butterflies. They were kindred spirits! I know that all the people she reached out to remember her with love and admiration. She was a brown eyed butterfly.
Wouldn't it be a great and peaceful universe if we all were just a fraction of what Olivia stood for?

someone who cares and remembers
- Sunday, October 29, 2006 7:48 AM CST

Wendy I'm just thinking of you.
caroline (FOA)
los angeles, ca - Saturday, October 28, 2006 5:25 PM CDT

I had asked the principle of Rachel's school if he had ever had this experience in any of the schools that he was principle at and he said no. I actually have lived in my area since 1984 and went to Rachel's school district and have never heard of a child dying from any brain tumor. Why OUR girls???? Why us???
This time of the year is extra hard and I hope that you are doing ok.

Angel Rachel's mommy
jeanne <crowman2766@aol.com>
king of prussia, pa usa - Sunday, October 15, 2006 11:07 AM CDT

Haley was planning her last "official" birthday party a month before she died. In our family, we only do the 'invite the whole school over, huge party thing' until 12, then we start with the more grown up parties.
So, Haley knew this, and was planning the bash of a lifetime.
Instead, on Nov. 5th, 2005, we released 12 balloons to Heaven. Not the same.
Maybe they throw huge birthday parties in Heaven.....

I'm thinking about you..
Cheryl and Angel Haley <bandcvincent@aol.com>
- Friday, October 13, 2006 2:46 PM CDT

Wendy, I think of you often. I hope Noah is doing well. Thank you for the new pictures. You are both in my thoughts and prayers.
Shawna
Monte Vista, CO - Friday, October 13, 2006 9:29 AM CDT

Wendy, you are in my thoughts and prayers. I hope that you and Noah are doing well. My heart breaks everytime I read your updates...I know it must be so hard to carry on every day missing Olivia, I don't know how you do it, but the love and strength you show every day honors her life.
Robin <frutchey@gmail.com>
Baltimore, MD - Thursday, October 12, 2006 11:06 PM CDT

Hi Wendy--

Thinking of you today. It's all so sad. Another sweet child has gotten their angel wings . . . little Jake Owen Raborn, forever 4. I just can't wrap my mind around to understand why all those beloved children are taken.

I love the pictures of Olivia at the beach. Thank you for sharing them with us.

Rebecca <sonnibrook@sbcglobal.net>
Prairie Village, KS USA - Monday, October 9, 2006 8:28 AM CDT

I just want to reach through the screen and hug you and kiss Olvia! She is such a darling, beautiful, intelligent, witty and wise baby girl. So wise beyond her years. Strange how children with cancer is given that gift.

I'm feeling very blah these days. Days run into nights into days again. Its very hard to explain, but I have a feeling you know exactly what I am taling about.

Love and peace to you, my sister.

Heather
Heather Tierney <heather@bestnetsol.com>
Dawsonville, GA - Sunday, October 8, 2006 3:26 PM CDT

Your updates break my heart.
I really, REALLY wished we lived closer....so many times I have wished I could give you a hug...or share my ice cream.
I am lifting you up in prayer for some days of comfort soon.
hugs!
Cheryl and Angel Haley <bandcvincent@aol.com>
- Friday, October 6, 2006 4:49 PM CDT

Thought I would stop in and let you know I was singing the bubble gum song with a group of kids..and couldn't help but to think of the queen of the bubble gum song, Olivia. She left her mark on the hearts of many.
What a beautiful picture! May you feel your sweet Olivia ever near. Have you checked out www.tomzuba.com - I read about this site when I was home in IL once and I checked in now and then. Tom's son died of a brain tumor...prior to that his young daughter...and also his wife. So much sadness, yet finding ways to give back. Take care...and know I am just one of many praying for you...and remembering Olivia always...
Jodi <jodi.bauers@devoschildrens.org>
Grand Rapids, MI - Thursday, October 5, 2006 10:52 PM CDT

ohmigosh what a beautiful shot of miss olivia. can't believe you've been keeping this one to yourself...or can i?

sending you hugs and strength.
april t <vankalen@earthlink.net>
hillsboro, nj usa - Tuesday, October 3, 2006 2:55 PM CDT

Hello Wendy,

This is the first time I actually clicked on the link from all of the e-mails you have sent (your comment about Noah cracked me up). I hope to never know the loss and emptiness of losing one of my children. I couldn't pretend to know what your grief could have been or continues to be. It is not easy to read some of your entries, mixtures of happy memories and extreme grief of a mother's loss. I hope that your journal provides the carthasis your heart aches for. Our children are truly flesh from our flesh and souls from our souls. That must be why the tradegy of losing a child is unmatched in most people's minds. It must be hard for you to focus at times, but your faith that Olivia is an angel must guide you to reflect that you had made the world a better place by bringing Olivia into this world and nuturing her while she physically brightened your's and many other lives. Remind yourself that she still brightens lives through the memories you, Noah and others have of her. There is a saying, "Life is for the living". Those wise words do not mean that Olivia should be part of your past because the joy of Olivia lives on in you; she is a living part of you and who you are. Celebrate the joy she gave you by expressing that joy in the rest of your life. The picture on this link is the first time I had seen a picture of Olivia; addorable and happy in heart. I can't imagine an unhappy bone in her body or soul. Love Olivia by loving the life ahead of you and Noah's life. Find strength in the knowledge that Olivia's life lives on in you and in Noah. There were entries that you had expressed your day was dark and sad, Olivia would ask that you turn that frown upside down and express your joy in being her mother and the brightness of physically being able to hold Noah in your arms. Yes, as you mentioned, Olivia would be holding a spot in Heaven for you and Noah but you both have life and love to express here on Earth. Remember that when her physical absence seems to outweigh her heartwarming presence in your mind and soul. There is a reason you named her Olivia (latin for Peace - of the olive tree). Find the peace that branches out from the tree of her life within the memories of your heart and soul.
Michael
- Tuesday, October 3, 2006 7:26 AM CDT

Thinking about you today. I stop by often but rarely leave a message. I love seeing your beautiful daughter's pictures. She was and is an angel.
I will try to be better about leaving messages. I know they mean alot.

Pam Morris <pammorris@peoplepc.com>
Roswell, GA USA - Monday, October 2, 2006 12:41 AM CDT

Hello,
I just came across this website while visiting another�s and my attention was instantly captured when I saw Olivia�s picture on it and began reading your journal entries. It took me two days to read all of them from beginning until present and I am truly in awe of the way you are able express your feelings so vividly and loving. As I read through each and every one of them, I could almost feel some of what you were going through and I shed tears over many of them. While I have never experienced the loss of a child, I did experience the loss of my brother and my father who died from cancer. My brother had a brain tumor too; oligodendroglioma and he had this for 8 1/2 years before it finally took his life in 2003. He had just turned 30 years old and died 18 days later. My father was diagnosed with cancer in March of 2005 and later died in December 2005 from small bowel cancer. My heart breaks for you and Noah and anyone else who personally knew Olivia. While there is peace that can be felt knowing our loved one is no longer in pain and is now in Heaven experiencing eternal perfect health and happiness, it is those of us who are left behind that have to try and deal with the sorrow from missing them. The journey of life can be such a very lonely and difficult path to travel. I have found great comfort in reading books written by an author, Elisabeth Kuebler Ross. In one of her writings, she explained that death is not the end, but it is the beginning of a new chapter in one�s life. I truly believe this with all my heart. I know that one day I will be reunited with my brother and father and knowing this is one of the ways that keeps me on my path and looking straight ahead with my head held high. I will pray for comfort and strength for you and Noah and for the peace in knowing that one day you too will all be together again. I remember when my brother was dying and my father told him that it was okay to stop fighting and that he would soon be with God and other family members who had passed away and then he told him also that time goes by so fast and that it won't be long before he will join him. Little did we know just how true that was when just 2 years and 9 months later he did get to join him in Heaven. Your sweet Oliva will always be remembered and her legacy will live on and continue to touch others lives just like she has touched mine. God Bless you and Noah.

Tracie
Big Lake, MN - Sunday, October 1, 2006 1:52 PM CDT

Wendy the picture of sweet Olivia is beautiful. Thinking about you and Noah. Hope things are going "OK" for you two.

Hugs, Karen
Karen S. Perdue
Plano, TX USA - Sunday, October 1, 2006 2:44 AM CDT

Sending love, hugs and many prayers for you and Noah. The picture on the main page is beautiful, you have quite a girl! She is missed by thousands.
Kathy Sanders <kathy_sanders@comcast.net>
Richardson, TX - Friday, September 29, 2006 9:54 AM CDT

Thinking of you today. I love the picture of Olivia - she is beautiful.
Lisa <loumicsmom@comcast.net>
Cedar Hill, TX USA - Thursday, September 28, 2006 9:35 AM CDT

Wendy,
I know we have lost touch over the past few months, but I wanted you to know, I still frequent Beautiful Olivia's site.
I can't (nor do I want to) imagine your pain. I am sure the loss of a child is a wound that time has a pretty hard time healing. Please know, I think of you and Noah often, and I am sending prayers to Heaven on your behalf.
Love
Mesha <mduncan0804@aim.com>
New Bern, NC - Wednesday, September 27, 2006 9:08 PM CDT

Hi Wendy--

I'm thinking of you and Noah today. I'm so sorry for your pain and I pray for some peace for you.

Rebecca <sonnibrook@sbcglobal.net>
Prairie Village, KS USA - Wednesday, September 27, 2006 10:48 AM CDT

Thinking of you, Noah and your angel.
Laura <lreifel@comcast.net>
Seattle, WA - Wednesday, September 27, 2006 1:41 AM CDT

My heart is breaking for you.
I am sorry things are so hard right now.
She was special. She was so loved. And IS so loved.
Praying for your peace and comfort.
Cheryl and Angel Haley <bandcvincent@aol.com>
- Tuesday, September 26, 2006 10:09 PM CDT

Hi, Wendy! Just wanted to say hello. You are always in my prayers.
Robin Frutchey
Baltimore, MD - Tuesday, September 26, 2006 9:41 PM CDT

Wendy...I am so sorry that we have lost touch in the past several months. I think of you often and am so sorry I haven't written to you! I have moved from North Carolina to South Dakota over the summer and did not have computer access for awhile. I am always so saddened by your pain and so wish I could do something to bring you a smile. I hate that the MSN group is gone. Any other projects you have going? I would love to hear from you.
Megan Popowski <powski9876@hotmail.com>
Milbank, SD USA - Tuesday, September 26, 2006 9:01 PM CDT

Wendy...I visit Olivia's site often, but have to admit, I am one of the ones that doesn't sign often. I too find comfort in the GB entries and because of that will make a conscious effort to sign more often. Thinking about you and Noah as you creep up to Olivia's anniversary date...my Kyle passed only 6 days after Olivia. You're absolutely right...time has passed, we are almost at the 2 yr mark and the pain and emptiness is still as fresh as day 1. It is hard.
Lisa - Forever Kyle's Mom <bailsam@msn.com www.caringbridge.org/canada/kyle>
Canada - Tuesday, September 26, 2006 6:35 PM CDT

Hi Wendy,
The picture of Olivia at the top of the page is breathtaking. What a beautiful girl. I am so sorry that you continue to live with a broken heart, but am so glad that you keep Olivia's spirit alive with your heartfelt postings.

Wishing you peace.
Jody Vander Hart <jvanderhart1@hotmail.com>
St. Paul, MN - Tuesday, September 26, 2006 4:04 PM CDT

I'm so glad when you pop in on the PBT list. You have so much to give to others and its so heartwarming to me that you are willing to still do so. I'll always remember your postings because I so loved the name Olivia Grace.
Jalena Bowling <ffmj26b@midsouth.rr.com>
Arlington, Tn - Tuesday, September 26, 2006 11:18 AM CDT

Hey Wendy-
I haven't signed here in a long time, so thought I would today. :D

Just letting you know I was here and still thinking about you and Noah.

Always in my thoughts and prayers.
Becky L. Harbarth <peanutpie3879@netscape.net>
Gaylord, MN USA - Tuesday, September 26, 2006 10:00 AM CDT

Dear Wendy,
I think of you and Olivia and Noah all the time and check in on you frequently. You are always in my thoughts and prayers. I miss MSN, too.

Jen <jen.sampson@gmail.com>
MN - Monday, September 25, 2006 10:05 PM CDT

Wendy,

Still following your site...hope things are going well! I miss our MSN group....
Sheri
Livingston, LA - Monday, September 25, 2006 8:04 PM CDT

Best Wishes to you and Noah
God be with you

Roger Wille
Eastpointe, MI United States - Monday, September 25, 2006 6:12 PM CDT

I, too, am saddened that Olivia was not here when this new research came out. It is just not fair, and I can feel your pain over this. And relating it to the story of the man in the World Trade Center brings it home even more. I, too, struggle with the idea that some are saved and some are not. My God does not pick and choose in that manner, so why does cancer and other dreaded illnesses happen to good people? And especially to young people? One day I hope to know the answer to this question.
Pam Rummel
Jacksonville, FL - Thursday, September 21, 2006 7:58 AM CDT

Praying for you!
PC
- Wednesday, September 6, 2006 11:34 AM CDT

Just checking in. I have been thinking of you alot lately.
Many hugs and prayers to you and Noah.
Cheryl and Angel Haley <bandcvincent@aol.com>
- Wednesday, September 6, 2006 10:26 AM CDT

Hi Wendy:

Thinking of you today. I voted for your dream and I hope it comes true. I know you were inspired by Olivia.

Rebecca <sonnibrook@sbcglobal.net>
Prairie Village, KS USA - Thursday, August 31, 2006 8:02 AM CDT

Your journal entries are so beautiful and real and i feel your pain each and every time i read them. I have also wished that Olivia could come back to you so she can feel the love that you have for her and then i remember that she is truly with you each and every moment of the day. God Bless.
Priscilla <pvillamar@nbty.com>
Brentwood, NY - Wednesday, August 30, 2006 1:35 PM CDT

I appreciate you remembering us in Memphis last week.

My prayers are with you Wendy.

Kathleen, mom to Steven and aunt to angel Kyra
San Diego, CA USA - Sunday, August 27, 2006 4:21 PM CDT

What an amazing entry, I too lost my child to this horrible tumor and I can't believe I will never see him again. I am trying to make sense of it all and it just doesn't make any sense at all! I am glad to have these websites to visit because you all understand this pain. I think about all the children and I pray that we can all make a difference utilizing these websites. Take care of yourself!

Sincerely,

Trisha (Noah's mom)
Trisha
Albuquerque, NM USA - Saturday, August 26, 2006 10:46 PM CDT

Wendy, just to let you know my thoughts and prayers are with you to as always.

Hugs, Karen
Karen S. Perdue
Plano, TX USA - Wednesday, August 23, 2006 8:42 PM CDT

What a scary moment for you at the lake. And how tragic to think back on our last "carefree" times. I do that as well, and it makes me so sad. To yearn for somethin you can never have back, has to be the most painful thing ever.

I am glad your dreams of Olivia give you some, if momentary, comfort.
I have the opposite experience, my dreams make me so sad. And then I feel guilty....it never ends.

Take care....sending hugs your way.
Cheryl and Angel Haley <bandcvincent@aol.com>
- Sunday, August 13, 2006 6:40 PM CDT

Wendy,

Doug and I went to Jamaica this summer. We always laugh at our abilities to find stuff in the ocean.. and alas.. it did not fail us this trip either.

Doug had been snorkling way our in the ocean and I had been reading a book on the beach and watching him. It was early in the morning. Finally I saw him making his way back towards me and he came out of the water with a ring on his hand. He said "look, I found a ring". It was a man's wedding ring.

I took it from him and looked at the inside and it was enscribed "Love Lives On".. with some dates beyond that.

To make a very long and exceptionally exceptional story short.. we tracked down the owner of the ring.. who had lost it weeks prior in the ocean. He had long since left the resort and how we found them is beyond me. He had been given the ring on his father's deathbed.. he died of cancer and he and his wife were later married on what would have been his parent's anniversary... one of the series of dates inside of the ring. The ring was very significant to his whole family.

After I mailed the ring back to them once I returned to the states.. they sent me a large wooden placard that reads "Love Lives On" with "Doug and Heather" watermarked over the words. Another tidbit to the story.. they now have a new ring (the other safely put away) and inside it is enscribed "Our Love is Oceans Deep". Thought that was pretty cute but...

LOVE LIVES ON, Wendy. It lives inside those even with the most broken heart.. funny how anything can seep out of a broken heart except for true love? It never seems to be able to seep out of the cracks of a broken heart. That kind of love lives on forever.. it cannot be stollen away.

It cannot be lost.

Thats the kind of love that you and Olivia have and there is NO DOUBT in my mind that Olivia did, indeed, come sleep with you last night. She is forever with you, Wendy. Don't let your loss steal away your life. Olivia wants you to LIVE!!!

I am thinking of you and praying for peace to find you.

Love,
Heather
www.caringbridge.com/ga/jennifercorbin

Heather Tierney <heather@bestnetsol.com>
Dawsonville, GA - Sunday, August 13, 2006 1:01 PM CDT

Hi, Wendy...I just wanted to let you know that I am thinking about you. I know we haven't been in touch in a long time, but you and Noah are always in my prayers.
Robin Frutchey
baltimore, md - Sunday, August 6, 2006 11:16 PM CDT

Came by to see how things are going.

I know it's been a rough year for you. I'm glad that you and Noah got to enjoy camp together.

Life is all about new beginnings, you and Noah are in my prayers.
Kathleen, mom to Steven and aunt to angel Kyra
San Diego, CA USA - Sunday, August 6, 2006 8:05 PM CDT

Hi Wendy.

Another day. Dalton said something to me yesterday that made me think of you. He told me he was starting to forget what Jenn's voice sounded like. I'm so afraid of breaking out the videos.. I almost think it would be a set back for me at this point, but I have to do it for him. The trial is fast approaching and I am so scared. Its all just one big nightmare and having to relive Jenn's death is a punishment no *victim* should have to endure, but here we go.

My mom got a strange phone call from a woman who has been following Jenn's story. She is a hospice nurse and she says she sees death every day. She also said she has seen several *near-death* experiences and said that each and every time, the person is not happy to be back. They all are ready to go because that which they saw was so beautiful. I pray that Olivia and Jenn got the most beautiful and amazing welcome home. I pray that it was pure bliss. I wish that I could see it for just a moment. I know we cry for our own pain, not theirs. Somehow it just doesn't make it any easier.

I am continuing to think about your family and praying that some sort of peace finds you today and always.

Thinking of you, my friend.

Love,
Heather
Heather Tierney <heather@bestnetsol.com>
Dawsonville, GA - Thursday, August 3, 2006 6:03 AM CDT

Just as you tell me, be strong. Use any outlet you can to express yourself. You, and your beautiful daughter are an inspiration to us. Your strength and wisdom are devine. We are always praying for you.
Lindsey McLear <mrsmclear05@gmail.com>
- Sunday, July 30, 2006 9:44 PM CDT

Heard this song and thought of you, Olivia.
By HEM

Half Acre
(Dan Messe)

I am holding half an acre
Torn from the map of Michigan
And folded in this scrap of paper
Is the land I grew in

Think of every town you've lived in
Every room you lay your head
And what is it that you remember

Do you carry every sadness with you
Every hour your heart was broken
Every night the fear and darkness
Lay down with you

A man is walking on the highway
A woman stares out at the sea
And light is only now just breaking

So we carry every sadness with us
Every hour our hearts were broken
Every night the fear and darkness
Lay down with us

But I am holding half an acre
Torn from the map of Michigan
I am carrying this scrap of paper

That can crack the darkest sky wide open
Every burden taken from me
Every night my heart unfolding
My home

Cristin McCloud <cmccloud16@comcast.net>
Herndon, va - Sunday, July 30, 2006 1:34 AM CDT

Thinking of you tonight in California! I check in once in awhile to see how you are doing. I know you are not even trying but you are a true inspiration and what an amazing mother you are ... your daughter Olivia was so lucky to have you for her mother. I am soo sorry for your loss I can't even tell you. You deserved so much more with a daughter you obviously were crazy about. So many children should be so lucky to have that kind of love for even a day! You remind me every time I check in how much I should treasure my children each and every minute and I thank you for that. I hope you find more solace in your life in a truly impossible situation.
Shelley <FessFam5@aol.com>
Carlsbad, CA USA - Sunday, July 30, 2006 1:11 AM CDT

The "why's" are endless...with no answer that makes any sense.
I disagree with your publishing friends. I have tried to find books written by parents who have lost children. There are few books, and definitely few good ones.
Keep writing!
Cheryl and Angel Haley <bandcvincent@aol.com>
- Thursday, July 27, 2006 4:00 PM CDT

Wendy, thinking of you, Noah and Princess/Angel Olivia today.

I wish there were some answers to all this. I don't understand why any child is taken. I don't undestand why anyone is taken who has such a purposeful life. Its just so damn unfair. I asked a friend of mine who had lost his wife due to cancer at the age of 48 and who left 7 children at home motherless if he was angry at God. He said no, he wasn't angry but he sure as heck was going to ask Him why when he saw Him. I guess that's all we can do until He gives us the answer we will understand.

Keeping writing Wendy.

Rebecca <sonnibrook@sbcglobal.net>
Prairie Village, KS USA - Thursday, July 27, 2006 8:38 AM CDT

I read your journals now and then. I can't imagine how hard it must be without your sweet Olivia here. Just as Olivia faced each day with courage, I pray that you have the strength to do the same. Your Olivia was a gift to many....her friends, strangers, but most importantly you. I am certain you shared a love, a bond that transcends the details, that transcends time. Praying you feel her presence all around encouraging you and sending you love to endure. I know your Olivia is in heaven smiling so proudly at her mom and Noah. In heaven time is in "but a blink of an eye" until you reunite. Noah needs you, the world still needs to know about Olivia. Praying for continued strength, courage...and peace.
...one of Olivia's fans
Michigan, - Thursday, July 27, 2006 6:29 AM CDT

Stay strong Wendy! i know your pain is unimaginable. Noah needs his mom, so plese take care of yourself!!

Susan
- Wednesday, July 26, 2006 9:35 AM CDT

Book?! Did you say you were writing a book? Good luck and hurry up and get it published! I'm sure many of us will be first in line to buy it!
Laura <lreifel@comcast.net>
Seattle, WA - Saturday, July 22, 2006 2:06 AM CDT

Hey Wendy-
I just wanted to let you know that Olivia will have a luminary at the McLeod County Relay for Life in Hutchinson, MN the first weekend of August. Each year I purchase luminaries and then select children from the Caringbrige sites that I visit. My girls and I designate a weekend to shop and then decorate/personalize each one and I tell them about the child of who's we are decorating at that time.

I just wanted to let you know that Olivia will be represented this year in Minnesota. :0)

Always in my thoughts and prayers.
Becky L. Harbarth <peanutpie3879@netscape.net>
Gaylord, MN USA - Friday, July 21, 2006 2:24 PM CDT

Wendy , I am so glad that you and Noah had a good time at camp. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your son. Remember that yo have a special Angel watchng over you, Your beautiful Olivia Grace.

Hugs, Karen
Karen S. Perdue
Plano, TX USA - Tuesday, July 11, 2006 10:56 PM CDT

I hope you have a really wonderful time Wendy. I'm sure Olivia will be with you each and eavey breath of your trip. may you get signs in abundance.

Your sister in grief,
Heather
Heather Tierney <heather@bestnetsol.com>
Dawsonville, GA - Wednesday, July 5, 2006 7:00 AM CDT

Wendy, I hope that you and Noah have a good time on your camping trip.

Love, Karen
Karen S. Perdue
Plano, TX USA - Monday, July 3, 2006 12:02 AM CDT

Thinking of you today; praying for you, knowing that Olivia must be so proud of all you've done in her name...

peace,
Kristin, Genna's mom <thecams@earthlink.net>
Warren, NJ USA - Monday, June 26, 2006 9:24 PM CDT

Wendy,

It wasa very strange this morning to wake up and read Jenn's guestbook and read your name as I woke up this morning thinking about you. I was laying there, half asleep, and Olivia, you and Noah came to my mind. I was thinking about that Olivia left and the pain that I see when I read your posts about how you fell asllep. I really do think that Olvia had wanted it that way. As Olivia was so concerned about you.. I think Olivia wanted for you to be sleeping.. to be resting.. and not feeling so afraid as she crossed over. I tihnk that was just Olivia's way. Wendy.. it's been well over a year and the pain is still so sharp. It's as though Jenn just left yesterday. I feel like I could hyperventalate when I think that it has been over a year and a hald since I've spoken to my sister. That thought alone hurts so much. Its like nothing will ever be right again and I don't know how to find acceptance. I do know, Wendy.. that Jenn and Olvia are both very much okay.. but I AM not *okay*. There is still so much pain and I'm not sure when and if I'll ever be able to let that go. I tell you this because I can feel we are both sailing in the same ship. There is so much that I would like to be able to write in my journal that I can't.. because my life is under a microscope right now with the trial approaching and oddly.. will be starting on September the 11th.
I am praying for you all, Wendy. I do hope.. one day we will be able to meet.
Love and peace,
Heather
Heather Tierney <heather@bestnetsol.com>
- Thursday, June 22, 2006 7:25 AM CDT

Thinking of your princess, Olivia often...
but especially during Camp Catch a Rainbow.
The bubble gum song will never sound
quite the same as when your talented,
spirited Olivia would sing it.
I and many miss Olivia...but
feel oh so blessed for having known her.
Jodi
Michigan, - Tuesday, June 20, 2006 8:56 PM CDT

Here praying for you always Wendi...Prayers and Bearhugs Love, Marci The Prayer Bears
http://www.freewebs.com/prayerbears
Marci Connell <mac093@bellsouth.net>
Valdosta, GA USA - Tuesday, June 20, 2006 2:11 PM CDT

I'm sorry...I wish there were better words of comfort.

Heaven is real, I just know it is, Olivia is safe and she is happy. And one day, you will see her again. What a day that will be.
Cheryl and Angel Haley <bandcvincent@aol.com>
- Monday, June 19, 2006 10:00 AM CDT

Hey Wendy! Just wanted to let you know that I was thinking of you.
Robin Frutchey <frutchey@gmail.com>
Baltimore, MD - Sunday, June 18, 2006 10:41 PM CDT

Wendy, thinking of you today. I am so happy that all went well with your surgery.

Hugs, Karen
Karen S. Perdue
Plano, TX USA - Sunday, June 11, 2006 4:48 PM CDT

Thank you for sharing your daughter and the song/words are magnificent. I would still like to send a card from NZ if there is a place that she can see it, please let me know via hotmail email. The song is amazing and I'm going through the sickness struggle myself; still battling the weather, figuring out if i should go back to work, and tired so your messages were amazingly perfect timing. thank you again.
Rachel <te_whatu@hotmail.com>
Te Awamutu, New Zealand - Saturday, June 10, 2006 5:54 PM CDT

Wendi, you are in my thoughts and prayers. I am happy everything is ok there.Prayers and bearhugs Love, Marci The Prayer Bears www.freewebs.com/prayerbears
Marci Connell <mac093@bellsouth.net>
Valdosta, GA USA - Monday, June 5, 2006 6:52 PM CDT

Praise God for the good results! And praise God for Noah's school acceptance! The evidence of God's handiwork is very obvious in your life right now! I just finished reading a book you might like. It's call "90 Minutes in Heaven" by Don Piper. He was pronounced dead in a car wreck, experienced heaven for 90 minutes and when someone offered to pray over him, the realized he had a pulse. The focus I think you would find inspiring is his experience at heaven's gates. It's has given me overwhelming peace. Not that it will change grief on earth but to inspire us all to cling to the hope of heaven, and what our loved ones are experiencing! I found it comforting, inspiring and heart warming!
Missi
- Monday, June 5, 2006 8:02 AM CDT

Hi Wendy

I am glad that you are ok. As for the quote...its true..we will always be our angels parents, that will never end.

Angel Rachel's Mommy
Jeanne <crowman2766@aol.com>
king of prussia, pa usa - Sunday, June 4, 2006 11:14 AM CDT

Yeah Wendy for the good news! Please email me.....I can't get into Oliva's Grace - something happened with my hotmail account - my email is deb8able@aol.com. Thanks Wendy!!
Cindy <deb8able@aol.com>
VA - Sunday, June 4, 2006 11:03 AM CDT

Hey Wendy-
I'm soooo happy for you! What great results!!

I'm also so glad to hear that Noah will get into the school of your choice. What a relief for you and him.

Always in my thoughts and prayers.
Becky L. Harbarth <peanutpie3879@netscape.net>
Gaylord, MN USA - Thursday, June 1, 2006 2:12 PM CDT

Dear Wendy, what wonderful news! Now you and Noah can relax and enjoy the summer. I am happy he is looking forward to the new school year. Love, Linda
linda champa <lachampa@mintz.com (Audrey's Umbrella, www.braintrust.org/Audrey)>
boston, ma usa - Thursday, June 1, 2006 8:24 AM CDT

Wendy,
Yeah, for good results! So happy to hear everything is falling into place. Thinking of you and keeping you and Noah in my prayers.
Anita
Anita (FOA)
Newhall, CA United States - Wednesday, May 31, 2006 6:55 PM CDT

Hey Wendy,

Glad that the surgery, health concerns and school issues are all looking up!!! I know you will always miss O but I hope this improves your outlook on what the rest of the journey holds. Thinking of you,
Liz <queenliz@shaw.ca>
Victoria, - Wednesday, May 31, 2006 5:04 PM CDT

Glad to hear the surgery went well. I have tried to post on the gb a few times this week with no luck. Here's hoping this one gets through. Good vibes being sent your way for good news on the results. Please keep us posted.
Hillari
Glasgow, UK - Saturday, May 27, 2006 11:55 AM CDT

Wendy-
Glad to hear things went ok for you and that you are home and doing well. Please keep us posted with the news next week.

Always in my thoughts and prayers.
Becky L. Harbarth <peanutpie3879@netscape.net>
Gaylord, MN USA - Wednesday, May 24, 2006 11:20 AM CDT

Dear Wendy, I am glad you are beyond the procedure and that you are doing well. I would weigh heavily the doctor's words. They know what looks good and what does not. A friend just had a similar procedure. After the surgery the doctor told her husband that things looked good. True enough, she got the good news yesterday. I hope and pray it will be the same for you. You -- and Noah! -- will be in my thoughts and prayers. Love, Linda
linda champa <lachampa@mintz.com (Audrey's Umbrella, www.braintrust.org/Audrey)>
boston, ma usa - Wednesday, May 24, 2006 9:26 AM CDT

Glad to hear things went well for your surgery. Not to undermine your innermost feelings and perhaps your experiences with Olivia were opposite of mine . . but I had a family member have a test done that could be nothing or could be cancer. They told her she would hear from them in 3-5 days with the result. Well, turns out it was cancer, and they called the same day as the procedure so they could quickly schedule her surgery. So maybe you can find some peace in knowing that if it were really serious they probably would have contacted you sooner? Just some positive thoughts . . take care of yourself.
Sis-in-Christ!
GA - Wednesday, May 24, 2006 8:27 AM CDT

Wendy, You were in my thoughts today and I wanted to stop by to let you know. I am keeping you in my prayers. Prayers and bearhugs Love, MarcI The Prayer Bears
http://www.caringbridge.org/visit/bryanandmark
http://www.freewebs.com/prayerbears
Marci Connell <mac093@bellsouth.net>
Valdosta, GA USA - Tuesday, May 23, 2006 1:40 PM CDT

Wendy-
Hope all went ok with you.

Always in my thoughts and prayers.
Becky L. Harbarth <peanutpie3879@netscape.net>
Gaylord, MN USA - Monday, May 22, 2006 2:18 PM CDT

I'm sure little princess brown eyes was watching over her Mom well, and that she made sure the doctors did their best.
Hoping that your first surgery is your last...and that you and Noah can snuggle and look towards the future with healthy days ahead.
wishing you well <well wishes @ this guestbook.com>
- Saturday, May 20, 2006 2:27 PM CDT

Well it's all over with by now.. I hope you felt Olivia's tight hold of you and all the positive thoughts and prayers all day long. Please post when you can.
Love,
Heather
Heather Tierney <heather@bestnetsol.com>
Dawsonville, GA - Friday, May 19, 2006 3:53 PM CDT

Wendy,
Since it is already Friday, I am sending positive vibes, thoughts and prayers for a quick and successful procedure as we speak.
Anita
Anita (FOA) <brooksclan@mac.com>
Newhall, CA United States - Friday, May 19, 2006 9:21 AM CDT

Dear Wendy, praying for an easy procedure and recovery, and for all to be benign. I am sure without a doubt that sweet Olivia is with you and her brother Noah. Wishing you a peaceful weekend. Love, Linda
linda champa <lachampa@mintz.com (Audrey's Umbrella, www.braintrust.org/Audrey)>
boston, ma usa - Friday, May 19, 2006 7:08 AM CDT

I'm just stopping by to let you know I'll be thinking of you. Sending you prayers that your procedure will go well and you will have a relatively pain free recovery. Also praying for good results.
Denise Ward <deniward@shaw.ca>
Winnipeg, Canada - Thursday, May 18, 2006 10:45 PM CDT

special angel kisses to you on this day.
lots of hugs
tonya

tonya cinnamon <tonyacinnamon@knology.net>
knoxville, tn united states - Sunday, May 14, 2006 1:33 PM CDT

Happy Mothers Day Wendy!
I hope you and Noah have a good day today. I am praying for you.
April
- Sunday, May 14, 2006 9:00 AM CDT

My thoughts and prayers are with you.

Debbie <debbie@bridgeofdreams.org>
VA USA - Sunday, May 14, 2006 1:10 AM CDT

Hi Wendy.

I am speechless that you would say such a kind thing about me. I've really been in the dumps lately and your message has really been my best mother's day gift. Thank you so very much.

I am very worried about you. The timing surrounding all that has happened to you has been uncanny. At the risk of sounding patrionizing.. I really think God has a very special plan for you, Wendy. I think you must be one of God's toughest angels.. even though I know you do not feel that way. When he dropped you unto this world.. the plan had already been decided and he knew you were the one.

I think YOU are amazing.. and I know that whatever comes your way.. you will handle it. You are an amazing mother, Wendy. No matter how short you think you might fall, look at the depth of the love you feel for your kids. I see it in the photos and your words. There is nothing you would not give up for either Olivia or Noah.

Love and peace and blessings and all of that.. and more.

Have a very special Mother's Day knowing that Olivia will be sitting on your lap all day. I garantee it.

Heather
Heather Tierney <heather@bestnetsol.com>
Dawsonville, GA - Thursday, May 11, 2006 7:05 AM CDT

My thoughts and prayers are with you, and I will be thinking of you on the 19th, and praying for a good outcome. I hope you can have the conscious sedation if that's what you'd prefer, and hope that all goes well. I'm sure that Olivia will be watching over you no matter what.
Denise Ward <deniward@shaw.ca>
Winnipeg, Canada - Thursday, May 11, 2006 0:29 AM CDT

Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers always. Prayers and bearhugs Love, Marci The Prayer Bears
www.freewebs.com/prayerbears
Marci Connell <mac093@bellsouth.net>
Valdosta, GA USa - Wednesday, May 10, 2006 7:51 PM CDT

Hey Wendy.

I'm checking in on you and wanting to find out what the dr said yesterday. Please update when you can.

Love and prayers,
Heather
Heather Tierney <heather@bestnetsol.com>
Dawsonville, GA - Wednesday, May 10, 2006 10:09 AM CDT

I was alerted to your guestbook by an email yesterday.
I am wishing you the best and only good news.
Happiness and health for you and Noah. I am sure Olivia will be watching over you both with her caring brown eyes. No matter what happens, Olivia will intervine...you can bet on that. Believe and be brave.
Wishing the best <wishing the best@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, May 10, 2006 8:47 AM CDT

Wendy,
I am so praying that you will receive "good" news today at you Dr. appointment. My thoughts and prayers are with both you and Noah as you face yet another trial of life. Remember that your Sweet Angel is watching over you both and will be there with you. I am heartbrokent hat you are going through such a difficult time right now.
Please know that I am sending you love, hugs and prayers
Love - Barb <barbilens@yahoo.com>
La Crosse, WI USA - Tuesday, May 9, 2006 10:16 AM CDT

Hoping your doctor appointment today brings good news. . .
My prayers are with you.

Always in my thoughts and prayers.
Becky L. Harbarth <peanutpie3879@netscape.net>
Gaylord, MN USA - Tuesday, May 9, 2006 8:25 AM CDT

Sending prayers and good thoughts for your health and a productive visit to your doctor today...
Kathleen, mom to Steven and aunt to angel Kyra <kbell@san.rr.com>
San Diego, CA USA - Monday, May 8, 2006 2:36 PM CDT

Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers! Prayers and bearhugs Love, Marci The Prayer Bears
www.freewebs.com/prayerbears
Marci Connell <mac093@bellsouth.net>
Valdosta, GA US - Monday, May 8, 2006 2:17 PM CDT

Dear Wendy, I am praying for you and Noah. Love, Linda
linda champa <lachampa@mintz.com (Audrey's Umbrella, www.braintrust.org/Audrey)>
boston, ma usa - Monday, May 8, 2006 10:31 AM CDT

Thinking of you across the miles....
Stay strong - your angel is with you.
Amy
- Monday, May 8, 2006 0:13 AM CDT

Wendy,

It's been quite a while since we've talked, but somebody told me about your recent news, so I just had to stop by and let you know that I wish you well. I'll be praying for a good outcome. Many hugs to you!

Ann
www.caringbridge.org/mn/matt
Ann * Proud Member of Giving Hope/FOA/Caring Crew/PrayerBears <mommytomatt@aol.com>
Fridley, MN USA - Sunday, May 7, 2006 9:48 PM CDT

I hadn't been to Olivia's page in quite awhile,
but came today as I was remembering your bubble
gum princess. You made each day special for
Olivia - even through her toughest battles.
No matter what you have to face, may you
find that same courage, that same
light of inner strength seeing you through as
it did Olivia. Peace to you.
Jodi - CCAR
Grand Rapids, MI - Saturday, May 6, 2006 6:48 PM CDT

Wendy,
Keeping you and Noah in my thoughts and prayers.
Anita
Anita (FOA)
Newhall, CA United States - Saturday, May 6, 2006 12:50 AM CDT

You are in my prayers, especially today. I will pray that God guides the doctors to the best of their ability and that He may comfort you every step along the way. (and that you will find your power cord!)
Lauren <dramauknow@yahoo.com>
Winston-Salem, NC USA - Saturday, May 6, 2006 8:09 AM CDT

Wendy,

I am praying for you and Noah. I can't even imaging the pain and confussion you are having right now. I will also pray that you find the power cord to your camcorder.

Always thinking of you!

http://www.caringbridge.org/visit/ryanbiegler
Laurie B.
Pittsburgh, PA USA - Saturday, May 6, 2006 5:57 AM CDT

Wendy you are in my prayers, I hope things turn out okay.
Debbie from Bridge of Dreams <debbie@bridgeofdreams.org>
VA USA - Friday, May 5, 2006 11:02 PM CDT

Wendy, I am so sorry you guys are having such a tough time, you are in my thoughts and prayers.
Christy
Cleveland, OH - Friday, May 5, 2006 10:01 PM CDT

your words are heard by God above, and you are not alone...May you feel the comfort of our prayers...please drop me a line if you so wish to talk...
melissa Rasmussem (all-kids) www.caringbridge.org/in/babydonovan <meldardyl2000@yahoo.com>
- Friday, May 5, 2006 9:12 PM CDT

Wendy,
Big hugs for your and Noah. You are in my thoughts.
Lois (FOA)
NJ - Friday, May 5, 2006 8:20 PM CDT

Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers. Prayers and Bearhugs Love, marcI The Prayer Bears
Marci Connell <mac093@bellsouth.net>
Valdosta, GA uS - Friday, May 5, 2006 3:12 PM CDT

Wendy,
It has been a long time since I have written in your guestbook. I am sorry... I have been visiting everyday, just not enough time to write something. I am sending you many good vibes that all will be well with the newest developemnt. I can only imagine the pain and heartachce you are going through right now. Olivia will help you through this, as are your many "cyber friends". We are here for you whenever you need us to be. Please keep us posted.
Sending you love, hugs and prayers
Love - Barb <barbilens@yahoo.com>
La Crosse, WI USA - Friday, May 5, 2006 9:22 AM CDT

Ooooh, Wendy!
I'm praying that everything will be ok. . .

Always in my thoughts and prayers.
Becky L. Harbarth <peanutpie3879@netscape.net>
Gaylord, MN USA - Thursday, May 4, 2006 2:40 PM CDT

Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers Wendi..I am so sorry to hear this...Praying for you through this entire ordeal..Prayers and bearhugs Love, Marci The Prayer bears

Marci Connell <mac093@bellsouth.net>
valdosta, gA uSA - Thursday, May 4, 2006 8:05 AM CDT

Wendy!

Of course I will be praying.. I will be praying for the video cord , but foremost for your health and current situation. When I rains, it pours in sheets.

Love and life to you, Wendy.

Heather
Heather Tierney <heather@bestnetsol.com>
Dawsonville, GA - Wednesday, May 3, 2006 6:22 AM CDT

Dear Wendy,

Your words are so beautiful...so sad...and so true. You describe what angel parents feel in such a wonderful way. You have a gift for expressing yourself.

I think of you, Noah and of course Oliva quite often.

Love,

Diana, Mother of Angel Katherine
Diana Cross, http://www.caringbridge.org/tx/katherinecross/ <diana@houston.rr.com>
Houston, TX - Monday, May 1, 2006 5:31 PM CDT

What beautiful words from your heart and soul. They convey the pain of your broken heart so poignantly, and they also let us see a little of how deeply you love your daughter. I'm so sorry you have to go through this. I'll continue to keep you in my thoughts and prayers.

Jen Whitmer (www.caringbridge.com/va/jacob_bollinger) <kjenwhit@verizon.net>
Staunton, VA - Sunday, April 30, 2006 9:57 AM CDT

Wendy, Wendy, Wendy.

How it hurts my heart to read your words. I put myself into your shoes.. and it makes me want to vomit too. I see my daughter and I want to never take my eyes off of her. I feel your pain, your heart.. the love for your sweetheart and I am.. again.. reminded of the bitter-sweetness of life.
I am thinking of you tonight, Wendy.
Your friend and sister in grief,
Heather
Heather Tierney <heather@bestnetsol.com>
Dawsonville, GA - Wednesday, April 26, 2006 5:44 PM CDT

Wendy, just wanted to let you know that I am thinking of you. Your poetry is so beautiful.
Robin <frutchey@gmail.com>
Baltimore, MD - Tuesday, April 25, 2006 9:36 PM CDT

Skating by to see how you're doing. Have a great weekend!

Thinking of you,

Susan & Michael <mjorski@comcast.net>
Kent, WA - Saturday, April 22, 2006 11:53 AM CDT

Olivia, a beautiful young lady. May you be always have the wonderful memories of that sweet smile.
^ Click and fly with eagle to SOEW site ^
God's LOVE 'n SONshine,
Angel Jen
Sunshine on Eagles Wings
Prayer Room - Sunshine on Eagles Wings

Angel Jen <angel.jen@mymacs.org>
Nashville Area, TN USA - Tuesday, April 11, 2006 8:46 AM CDT

Wendy,

I feelso much pain when I read your poetry. My heart literally thuds and skips beats. I wish I could send you a giant chunck of peace.. but that, my friend, will only be delivered the day we are both called home. Wishing you a soft day.

Love,
Heather
www.caringbridge.com/ga/jennifercorbin

Heather Tierney <heather@bestnetsol.com>
Dawsonville, GA - Wednesday, April 5, 2006 6:32 PM CDT

Hey Wendy-
Just letting you know I was here. I love the poem on the home page. Wow - you are an excellent writer!

Always in my thoughts and prayers.
Becky L. Harbarth <peanutpie3879@netscape.net>
Gaylord, MN USA - Thursday, March 30, 2006 12:56 AM CST

Hey Wendy.. Long time no see. I just wanted to pop in to see how you and Noah were doing and to say HI, Im thinking about you :) Take care
Bridget
www.caringbridge.org/pa/arianna <tsc_baby@comcas.net>
- Tuesday, March 28, 2006 10:36 PM CST

WOW, Wendy. You are such a gifted writer. "Waiting" is such a powerful and beautiful poem. I hope you put everything you've written into a book at some point. You are able to express emotions that others who have lost a loved one feel but aren't able to articulate so well...

I hope you and Noah are doing well.
Robin <frutchey@gmail.com>
Baltimore, MD - Friday, March 24, 2006 11:10 PM CST

Wendy...thinking of you and praying for your "wait" to be more bearable.
Megan <powski9876@hotmail.com>
Lewisville, NC - Thursday, March 23, 2006 5:59 PM CST

Wendy, thinking of you... Hope things are going ok.
Robin <frutchey@gmail. om>
Baltimore, MD - Wednesday, March 22, 2006 0:32 AM CST

Happy St. Patrick's Day! May you find that pot of gold at the end of your rainbow!

Susan & Michael <mjorski@comcast.net>
Kent, WA - Friday, March 17, 2006 2:09 PM CST

I sometimes wonder how things would be different if Haley hadn't left us that day. Sometimes I think...sometimes it hurts too much.

Hugs!!
Cheryl and Angel Haley <bandcvincent@aol.com>
- Thursday, March 16, 2006 10:00 PM CST

Wendy I haven't been to the other site in awhile but I wanted you to know I was thinking of you . The poem was beautiful.
caroline <carolinen@mtoe.com>
los angeles, ca - Monday, March 13, 2006 11:48 PM CST

Wendy...thinking of you.
Megan <powski9876@hotmail.com>
Lewisville, NC - Monday, March 13, 2006 5:27 PM CST

Wendy and Noah,
I want you to know that I am thinking about yiou both and to let you know that my prayers are always with you.
Angel Olivia - sweetheart, please keep a loving watch over mommy and Noah. They miss you terribly. Send them both a sign that you are still with them.
Sending you my love, hugs and prayers
Love - Barb <barbilens@yahoo.com>
La Crosse, WI USA - Monday, March 13, 2006 3:20 PM CST

Was thinking of you this morning before Church...wanted to let you know
Mary Alice Dorschel and Lizzie, Jay PBT list/St Jude/ germinoma <jay.dorschel@verizon.net>
Suffolk, va usa - Sunday, March 12, 2006 6:09 AM CST

I do not know Wendy or her family, but I am asking you that are visiting here to dig deep for some kind of compassion and do not use this child's guestbook for your pathetic agenda (visitor xxfriend). Allow her mother to grieve however she sees fit and if you don't like what you see on here, don't come back. I'm appalled at the antics of so called "adults". Don't come back and tarnish this book again. I am courageous enough to use my real name and e-mail address, by the way.
Lisa Paredes <loumicsmom@comcast.net>
Cedar Hill, TX USA - Friday, March 10, 2006 12:55 AM CST

I am sorry for all you are going through...on top of mourning your daughter. My youngest daughter was 6 when Haley died last year, and she has has the most trouble of all my children adjusting.
I will be praying for you both.
Cheryl and Angel Haley <bandcvincent@aol.com>
- Sunday, March 5, 2006 6:02 PM CST

Just checking in on you both, Wendy and Noah...you are in my prayers, as always.
Mary alice Dorschel and Lizzie
Suffolk, va usa - Friday, March 3, 2006 4:29 PM CST

Wendy,
UI just want you to know that my prayers are with you now as they as everyday. I hope that Noah is alright and things are getting back to a good place. I wish I could be there with you in person to try and help you through all of this. Noah is such a sweet little boy to have to go through more agony. Please email me if you ever want to talk. My ex has played a lot of mind games with my daughters. Keep your faith and don't get discouraged. Noah knows that you love huim unconditionally and that you will always be there for him. Plus he has the best angel watching over him.
Sending you love, hugs and prayers

Love - Barb <barbilens@yahoo.com>
La Crosse, WI USA - Friday, March 3, 2006 12:26 AM CST

Stopping in to check on your brave little guy! Hope all is well!

Kathy Sanders <kathy_sanders@comcast.net>
Richardson, TX - Thursday, March 2, 2006 6:23 PM CST

Hi, Wendy, I have been looking for news of Noah. I hope he is much better and at home. Take care, Linda
linda champa <lachampa@mintz.com (Audrey's Umbrella, www.braintrust.org/Audrey)>
boston, ma usa - Thursday, March 2, 2006 8:52 AM CST

Wendy,
I am just stopping in to see how Naoh is doing. I pray he is feeling better and is back home now. Please keep us updated.
Love, hugs and prayers
Love - Barb <barbilens@yahoo.com>
La Crosse, WI USA - Thursday, March 2, 2006 8:32 AM CST

how is Noah?
crystal
- Wednesday, March 1, 2006 0:43 AM CST

Dear Wendy, I am praying for Noah! I will look for an update. Hopefully he is much better by now. Love to you both, Linda
linda champa <lachampa@mintz.com (Audrey's Umbrella, www.braintrust.org/Audrey)>
boston, ma usa - Monday, February 27, 2006 10:58 AM CST

Just wanted you to know I was thinking of you and Noah. Praying hard for peace in your hearts and minds.
Megan <powski9876@hotmail.com>
Lewisville, NC - Saturday, February 25, 2006 1:48 PM CST

Dear Wendy, just thinking of you today and dropping by to say hello. Here in Boston we're on the verge of spring. At least, I think I can feel it coming on. It's a feeling of new hope and anticipation of good things. I hope you can feel it where you are and there is peace in your heart today. Much love and lots of hugs to you and Noah. Linda
linda champa <lachampa@mintz.com (Audrey's Umbrella, www.braintrust.org/Audrey)>
boston, ma usa - Wednesday, February 22, 2006 8:23 AM CST

Happy Birthday to Noah, and a Happy belated Valentine's Day to you all.
Kathleen, mom to Steven and aunt to angel Kyra
San Diego, CA USA - Saturday, February 18, 2006 9:17 PM CST

Happy Belated Birthday to Noah. Hope you two have a good day today!

Susan & Michael <mjorski@comcast.net>
Kent, WA - Tuesday, February 14, 2006 3:24 PM CST

I hope you had a good birthday, Noah. :0)

Happy Valentine's Day, Wendy and Noah!

Always in my thoughts and prayers.
Becky L. Harbarth <peanutpie3879@netscape.net>
Gaylord, MN USA - Tuesday, February 14, 2006 10:56 AM CST

Wendy and Noah, just dropping by to wish you both a Happy Valentine's Day. Hope you enjoy it together. Love, Linda
linda champa <lachampa@mintz.com (Audrey's Umbrella, www.braintrust.org/Audrey)>
boston, ma usa - Tuesday, February 14, 2006 9:20 AM CST

Happy Birthday, Noah! I hope you have a GREAT year, honey! Sending you and mom lots and lots of love today. Linda
linda champa <lachampa@mintz.com (Audrey's Umbrella, www.braintrust.org/Audrey)>
boston, ma usa - Monday, February 13, 2006 1:12 PM CST

I hope Noah had a great birthday and that the party went well; I know it's not the same celebrating without Olivia there. I'm glad that you have been able to write--it sounds like a true labour of love.
Denise Ward <deniward@shaw.ca>
Winnipeg, Canada - Sunday, February 12, 2006 7:48 PM CST

Happy Birhday Noah!!! I hope that you had a GREAT Birthday. Wendy just to let you know that I think of you often and pray for you.

Love, Karen
Karen S. Perdue
Plano, TX USA - Sunday, February 12, 2006 1:31 PM CST

I hope, along with you, that the second year is not worse than the first.
Our loss is still so new (4 months), that it doesn't seem any different from the week she died. It sucks that anyone has to experience this.
Cheryl and Angel Haley <bandcvincent@aol.com>
- Thursday, February 9, 2006 2:05 PM CST

Susan & Michael <mjorski@comcast.net>
Kent, WA - Monday, February 6, 2006 2:02 PM CST

Wendy,
I just wanted to let you know that I am thinking about you and our Olivia today. I look into her eyes and I feel such an emense amount of pain. That little smile.. that big heart. I see my Sylvia and it is crushing to even THINK that could be my daughter. Oh Wendy.. I am so sorry for you pain.

God bless you today and always. May God heal our hearts and bring peace back into our lives.

Love,
Heather
Heather Tierney <heather@bestnetsol.com>
Dawsonville, ga - Friday, February 3, 2006 3:37 PM CST

Wendy...just wanted you to know I am thinking about you. Hoping you are OK! Haven't seen an update in a while and you haven't posted in a while on the other site. I hope all is well.
Megan Popowski <powski9876@hotmail.com>
Lewisville, NC - Thursday, February 2, 2006 6:14 PM CST

Thank you for signing Rachel's guestbook and for remembering her birthday. What you wrote was so nice. I hope to see an update on your site soon to see how you are doing.

Take care,

Angel Rachel's Mommy
Jeanne <crowman2766@aol.com>
king of prussia, pa usa - Monday, January 30, 2006 7:11 PM CST

coming to you for the first time today ever from little baby Micah's page... I cried me a river when I went back and read the journal history. No mother should EVER go through your pain, NOT EVER!!! ....but what good does it do to say that because you have and you will and for that my heart breaks more than you could ever know. You were entirely blessed with such a beautiful and special daughter and she was lucky to have you. I'm sorry for your pain and especially for your loss. I am so glad I "met" Olivia today. Today is a special day for me.
Randa <randaleiper@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, January 28, 2006 11:23 AM CST

Susan & Michael <mjorski@comcast.net>
Kent, WA USA - Saturday, January 21, 2006 3:46 PM CST

Thinking of you and wanted to you to know that you are still in my prayers.
Kim <kimboj41@gmail.com>
McKinney, TX - Friday, January 20, 2006 10:28 PM CST

Thinking of you.

Angel Katelyn's mom, Debbie <miraclegirl101@hotmail.com>
Ontario, Canada, - Friday, January 20, 2006 3:40 PM CST

Hey Wendy-
I love the new pics! Thanks so much for sharing. :0)

Always in my thoughts and prayers.
Becky L. Harbarth <peanutpie3879@netscape.net>
Gaylord, MN USA - Wednesday, January 18, 2006 1:47 PM CST

Just wanted to let you know your poems are beautiful and so very touching.... I am sure your daughter is beaming from the heavens with pride and smiling at you every day. I came across your web page through little Will Berndt's ky/will and just wanted to let you know I am praying for your family. It is so indescribable to loose a family member.... yet you can do it poetically! I am hoping you find a reason to have a true smile today.
Stacey Powell & Family <sndoll@yahoo.com>
Louisville, Ky USA - Tuesday, January 17, 2006 10:23 AM CST

Wendy: I received an interesting e-mail this a.m. If you would like to e-mail me, I'll be happy to forward it on to you.

((((HUGS))))
Nancy <laportester@gmail.com>
CV, CA - Saturday, January 14, 2006 12:04 AM CST

what a touching poem. you really should consider submitting some of these to chicken soup or something. you definately have a way with words. the pictures are so beautiful. what a great way to help us all remember olivia. i'm sure she is very proud of all you've done.
traci <tbschwedt@yahoo.com>
troy, mich. oakland - Friday, January 13, 2006 2:02 PM CST

I love all the new pictures of Olivia. Your poem is a lovely tribute to your daughter.
Denise Ward <deniward@shaw.ca>
Winnipeg, Canada - Thursday, January 12, 2006 12:04 AM CST

Wendy, I love the new pictures . What a beautiful daughter you have. Wishing your the best.

Love, Karen
Karen S. Perdue
Plano, TX USA - Thursday, January 12, 2006 10:40 AM CST

Hey Wendy...I am so sorry you are having to deal with all of this crap. I have been away so I'm not sure exactly what all has transpired but it sounds nasty. I have e-mailed you a couple of times at your old address to get an invite to the new site but it sounds like your address may have changed. Please send me an invite...I am going into Olivia withdrawl!!! I hope all is well with you and Noah.
Megan Popowski <powski9876@hotmail.com>
Lewisville, NC - Wednesday, January 11, 2006 4:51 PM CST

Dear Wendy, I am sure that no one who knows you would ever dream that such posts could come from someone as loving and caring as you. I am going to be on "sabbatical" from my job from Friday to February 6, and thus away from my computer, but Olivia will be in my daily thoughts, and you and Noah in my daily prayers. Much love, Linda
linda champa <lachampa@mintz.com (Audrey's Umbrella, www.braintrust.org/Audrey)>
boston, ma usa - Wednesday, January 11, 2006 8:42 AM CST

Hey Wendy-
Just letting you know I was here.

Always in my thoughts and prayers.
Becky L. Harbarth <peanutpie3879@netscape.net>
Gaylord, MN USA - Tuesday, January 10, 2006 3:00 PM CST

Wendy,
Checking in, thinking of Olivia & you...
sorry to hear that things have been berserk (like you need that??)--you are so good and giving--prayers and hugs that everything gets cleared up ASAP!

peace,
Kristin, Genna's mom
Warren, NJ USA - Monday, January 9, 2006 9:18 PM CST

Please remove my e-mail address from your group. I do not want to recieve those horriable e-mails from a complete stranger. She is repeatly e-mailing me with this b.s.
It must stop now please. Resolve your issues with her and keep us out of it. This is not the way I would of handled such a person. Again, Remove me from your group.

Thanks, Kim H.
Kim H.
Roseville, mi usa - Monday, January 9, 2006 8:51 PM CST

I love the new photos--

praying that all is well.
Kathleen, mom to Steven and aunt to angel Kyra
San Diego, CA USA - Monday, January 9, 2006 3:49 AM CST

I am certain that your princess is oh so very proud of you for all that you are doing to make this world a little better place. You have found an incredible way to remember your sweet Olivia.
I picture her from the weeks I knew her at Camp Catch a Rainbow each summer. Full of song, joy, smiles and fun for all. She was quite a kid. We were blessed to know her. I love the song/Olivia mix you have on her home page...just hearing her voice makes me think of the many many times we heard the "bubble gum" song each summer.
Jodi
Grand Rapids, MI - Sunday, January 8, 2006 10:12 PM CST

Hey Wendy,

Nobody is going to keep me from wishing you and Noah and Angel girl Olivia all the best! I am hoping you feel all the support that is pouring out to you as you deal with yet another challenge. No one believed it was you sending out those e-mails and it goes to show you that trust and faith and goodness will win out. Always!! Keep believing in yourself and paying it forward. Evil people will get it paid backward to them eventually!!! Love and hope
Liz
- Wednesday, January 4, 2006 3:22 PM CST

Dear Wendy, just got back from a few days off between Christmas and New Year's and wanted to let you know I am thinking about you and Noah, and praying for you, as always. Don't get downhearted about crazy people -- they always seem to go away in time. Wishing you a better year ahead, with many blessings for you both. Love, Linda
linda champa <lachampa@mintz.com (Audrey's Umbrella, www.braintrust.org/Audrey)>
boston, ma usa - Tuesday, January 3, 2006 8:17 AM CST

Wendy I have not been around for awhile and if the new group is up i would love an invite. My email is kimcyr@hotmail.com hope you are all doing well.
Kim cyr <kimcyr@hotmail.com>
Woodstock,NB, Canada - Tuesday, January 3, 2006 7:18 AM CST

Hi Wendy,

Still thinking of you. E-mail me if you like. I don't want to e-mail you as I have no idea which address to use anymore. I was going to call you but I don't have your address and there are a lot of Thompsons in Michigan:).

Thinking of you,

Liz
liz
- Monday, January 2, 2006 4:15 PM CST

Wendy, I hope you are recovering from this great loss. Certainly this tribute to her is a big help. I am a nurse from Camp Catch a Rainbow, and am honored to have known such a special young lady. Such a heart!!! You and Noah are in my thoughts and prayers.
Kay Bell <kayfbell@yahoo.com>
Boca Grande, Florida USA - Monday, January 2, 2006 1:09 PM CST

Hi Wendy!
I can't beleive what your having to deal with. I want to let you know I have rec'd hateful mean emails as well. I have one that might hold some clues in it? So, if you could email me from your new addy I'll forward them to you. Please let me know if I can help.

Lindy <bragbiz@yahoo.com>
- Monday, January 2, 2006 9:31 AM CST

Praying for you today.
Kelley Edler
Flower Mound, TX USA - Monday, January 2, 2006 8:21 AM CST

Wendy,

I hope you and Noah were able to find some blessings together this Christmas.

I know a little of your recent problems. Email me if you need help or advice.

God bless,
Kathleen, mom to Steven and aunt to angel Kyra
San Diego, CA USA - Monday, January 2, 2006 3:26 AM CST

Wendy, We are all so above THIS. I keep you in my heart tonight and know Olivia's Grace has the power to overcome this very small obstacle. Lots of love, Cristin
Cristin McCloud <cmccloud16@comcast.net>
Reston, VA - Sunday, January 1, 2006 10:56 PM CST

hi everyone,

rather odd to sing one's own guestbook......i just don't dare sign on the page to update till i make sure i am rid of all the spyware. i wanted to confirm what you already know....that i of course did not write those emails. i am working with the fbi and local authorities in hopes they will escort the lunatic who did to a nice cement cell. we all know who it is....i will certainly keep you all up to date. thank you for your support....

and, we all know what precious olivia stands for, who she is, and how we can continue to honor her. this crazy broad certainly can't touch that!!! olivia's grace is always alive and well!!
olivia's mom, wendy
- Sunday, January 1, 2006 7:47 PM CST

I got those messages too - I have applied to the new Olivia's Grace 2 but still cannot get on. This morning, I received 4 incredibly foul language emails. I am so worried about you, Wendy. Please post and let us know that you are OK. I hate that sweet Olivia's memory is being tarnished this way.
Barb
Omaha, NE - Sunday, January 1, 2006 6:46 PM CST

Hope you are doing well Wendy. I am glad I came here as well. I am a lurker for the most part so I was completely thrown when I recieved 4 different messages using foul language and accusing me of being someone else from what was signed as you. I see after reading here that others did as well. I hope you are doing okay Wendy and that you can get some peace from all of this. Best Wishes in 2006
Terri Bodine <thebodinefamily@charter.net>
Imperial, MO - Sunday, January 1, 2006 3:05 PM CST

I got a email from Wendy that her new board is close and to never contact her again...Does this sound like her or is someone posing as her?
janet
perth amboy, nj usa - Sunday, January 1, 2006 2:45 PM CST

Wow...I'm glad I read this. I did not understand why I got several disturbing messages from your name Wendy....now I know you didn't send it. I'm so sorry that someone has done this!!
I know you will not get discouraged and will keep on keeping on ~~
Patty
- Sunday, January 1, 2006 11:46 AM CST

Wishing you the best in 2006.

I also received messages sounding similar to Liz's. I did not want to post this here but I do not know what e-mail to use to send a message to you. I am sending you my best.
Carrie
- Sunday, January 1, 2006 11:32 AM CST

Dear Wendy,
Hang in there! I got several of the e-mails, too, and know they aren't from you. Sending you thoughts of love, strength, and peace for today and the New Year. Breath in the light, Wendy.
Jennifer
Minneapolis, MN - Sunday, January 1, 2006 11:31 AM CST

Wendy, I wanted to wish you and Noah a Happy New Year. I received several e-mails from you that given the attached sentiments I suspect were not from you. I am sorry that you are having to deal with people sullying Olivia's name because of their own insecurities. I wish you all the best in the New Year.
Liz
- Sunday, January 1, 2006 10:35 AM CST

Wendy, just stopped by to Wish you a Happy New Year.

Dawn <dawnmarshall@wowway.com>
Wayne, Mi - Saturday, December 31, 2005 10:02 PM CST

Just dropping in to say HI. Hope things are going well for you! Take care!

Lisa <angshell@gmail.com>
GA USA - Saturday, December 31, 2005 8:31 PM CST

Hello, thank you for sharing your daughter's website. She must be a beatuiful angle in heaven. I hope you and youre son had a nice christmas.
Kasie Webb <kasiewebb@yahoo.com>
Bossier City, LA USA - Saturday, December 31, 2005 1:55 PM CST

Hey Wendy-
Just letting you know I was here. . .

Always in my thoughts and prayers.
Becky L. Harbarth <peanutpie3879@netscape.net>
Gaylord, Mn USA - Friday, December 30, 2005 2:04 PM CST

Just want you ton know that you and your family will continue to be in my thoughts. Safe travels through 2006!
Liz <queenliz@shaw.ca>
- Friday, December 30, 2005 9:10 AM CST

Wendy, glad to hear Olivia's Grace is still alive!!! Been worried about you.
Thinking of you and Noah.

Diane
MI - Thursday, December 29, 2005 5:27 PM CST

Wendy

Thinking of you and Noah. Hope everything is okay with you. Miss going to the oliviasgrace website--hope that it is up and running soon if that is your wish.
Darlene (kudeebee)
KS USA - Thursday, December 29, 2005 1:09 PM CST

Hi Wendy, I too am a member of Olivia's Grace. I hope that everything is ok since the board is not available anymore. Thinking of you, olivia, and noah.
Keri <mkeri@bgnet.bgsu.edu>
Norton, Ohio - Thursday, December 29, 2005 7:39 AM CST

Hi Wendy, I was thinking of you on Olivia's birthday and Christmas, I hope your heart was filled with love.

I hadn't been to Olvia's Grace in a few days and it seems to be gone, looks like I'm not the only one who's looking for you- I hope everything is OK.

I never thanked you for our wonderful dinner, it was so nice to spend the evening with you when you were here, it's easy to see where Olivia got all of her light.
lots of love,
Caroline
caroline <carolinen@motek.com>
- Thursday, December 29, 2005 0:26 AM CST

Hello Wendy thank you so much for the Angelstar. I love it alot and i know what you are going throw and i will keep you in my prayes take care hugs

Crystal <brownsuperstar89@aol.com or Angel kyle www.caringbridge.org/nc/kyle1989>
Denver, NC - Wednesday, December 28, 2005 9:40 PM CST

Hi Wendy. I just wanted to come check in over here because the MSN site seems to have been closed. I hope everything is ok with you. I'm just a frequent lurker, but I think about you and Noah alot, and I miss being able to catch up with you on the site. I'm sending you all my good strong thoughts that all is ok. Please update when you can!!
Barri
East Northport, NY USA - Wednesday, December 28, 2005 8:36 PM CST

Wendy,
I sure hope that you and Noah are alright. Ive been worried because Olivia's Grace has been gone for two days. No one is saying anything, and theres no way to know if youre ok. I hope the site will be back up soon and if its moved, I would like to come over if I can. If you have chosen to close it for good, then I understand. YOu have been more than gracious and I will check sweet angel Olivia's site for updates. Thanks Wendy
Erika
- Wednesday, December 28, 2005 6:41 PM CST

Glad you are not letting the ill hearted keep you down! I am so proud to be a member of Olivia's Grace (STILL!). I Just want you to know how strong of a woman you are and what tremendous respect I have for you. Don't you worry about the little people...there are many many more who support you 100 perecent!
Proud to see you picked yourself up yet again and are pushing on.
Rachel Moore <docnrachel@cox.net>
Virginia Beach, VA USA - Tuesday, December 27, 2005 9:15 PM CST

Wendy, I hope everything is ok. I too can not find Olivia's site. Hope its just a glitch. Thinking of you and Noah.

Diane <murphy8529@sbcglobal.net>
MI - Tuesday, December 27, 2005 6:32 PM CST

Wendy

Hope everything is OK. Olivia's Grace seems to be shut down.
Please let us know that you are OK. You are in our thoughts.

Barb
Omaha, ne - Tuesday, December 27, 2005 4:51 PM CST

Is anyone else having trouble logging on to the msn site?? I'm starting to panic!!
D'Lynn (raveyn2000) <dholt@tradegroup.com>
Wylie, TX 75098 - Tuesday, December 27, 2005 2:43 PM CST

Wendy and Noah, you all are in my thoughts and prayers.
Loriann

<5zellos@satx.rr.com>
Selma, Tx - Tuesday, December 27, 2005 10:59 AM CST

MERRY CHRISTMAS WENDY, OLIVIA AND NOAH!!!
Lots of Love, Kacie and Jx3
- Sunday, December 25, 2005 2:46 PM CST

Wendy,
Thinking of you today and wishing you a very Merry Christmas. And Noah Too!
Your journal entry was so touching and thought provoking, as always a beautiful sentiment to your beautiful daughter.
May you have comforting peace today, my friend.
Blessings and Love to both you and Noah.
Mesha Duncan <mduncan0804@aim.com>
New Bern, NC USA - Sunday, December 25, 2005 1:42 PM CST

You are in my heart today Wendy, and of course Olivia and Noah too. Wishing you peace this Christmas.

Cristin McCloud <cmccloud16@comcast.net>
Reston, VA - Sunday, December 25, 2005 1:04 PM CST

Merry Christmas! I found your site from a news segment a couple weeks back. We too live in Michigan. I lost my daughter Paige in January to brain cancer(atrt). Your entry today is so beautiful, I have never read anything that was so touch. God Bless.

Joyce(caringbridge.org/mi/paigedavis)
Joyce <misscity7469@yaho.com>
romulus, mi 48174 - Sunday, December 25, 2005 0:58 AM CST

Kathie.... from YOUR CB site:
I prefer dealing with the negative and hurtful comments privately...see my e-mail address at the bottom of this site. If you want to complain and slam me, do it privately. Thank you.

Why can you not give Wendy the respect you ask for? Keep this crap out of her beautiful daughter's GB!! MY GOD! If you are not here to post a thoughtful note, EMAIL her!
WENDY'S FRIEND!
- Saturday, December 24, 2005 11:36 PM CST

You write of kindness and understanding; of giving and forgiving; of being present...
I hope this is true.

Kathie (Rachael's Mom)
- Saturday, December 24, 2005 10:53 PM CST

We recieved your kind gift today - thank you! Merry Christmas!
Tom, Jennifer and the boys... www.bens-story.com <tom@bens-story.com>
- Saturday, December 24, 2005 12:39 AM CST

Wendy, thinking of you and Noah on Christmas Eve.

Donna Kirk-Swaffar <swaffar@doglegs.com>
Rossville, KS - Saturday, December 24, 2005 9:11 AM CST

you should go through and delete ALL of Debbie's post if you delete her apology
A friend
- Friday, December 23, 2005 4:55 PM CST

Thinking of you this holiday season. I heard about Olivia through Kathleen Bell, who is a member of both the pediatric and braintmr lists. Your girl was just beautiful and seemed like she was so full of happiness. You have a lot to be proud of in helping her to maintain such a "normal" life in the midst of everything and helping her savor life as a happy child. I imagine it is much harder this time of year to be without her, but I hope that the memories are even sharper and more focused because it is the holidays.

Diane Phillips (lost Dad to gbm in 2000) <brainhospice@earthlink.net>
Rockledge, FL - Friday, December 23, 2005 11:28 AM CST

Wendy, hoping you have a blessed holiday season. Prayers and hugs,
peace,
Kristin, Genna's mom www.caringbridge.org/nj/gennahenna <thecams@earthlink.net>
Warren, NJ USA - Thursday, December 22, 2005 9:32 PM CST

Desiree Nichols (Sammy's Mommy) www.caringbridge.org/va/princesssammy <rickysammyhannah@aol.com>
- Thursday, December 22, 2005 2:59 PM CST

Thinking of and praying for you always. Hugs, Angelique and girls

www.caringbridge.org/oh/harleiparker
angelique parker <pfloyd326@yahoo.com>
ohio - Wednesday, December 21, 2005 7:55 PM CST

Wendy,
Your daughter is beautiful and such a lovely tribute to her! Enjoyed meeting you at the giveaway show! What fun we had during taping those 3 shows and what great stuff! All of us definitely will be having a very Merry Christmas!
Another lucky Dr. Phil audience member <ILoveDrPhilMore@aol.com)>
CA - Wednesday, December 21, 2005 12:22 AM CST

Dear Wendy and Noah, I am praying for all good things for you this holiday season. May God bring you peace and comfort, and many small reasons to feel joy. You will be in my thoughts. Love, Linda
linda champa <lachampa@mintz.com (Audrey's Umbrella, www.braintrust.org/Audrey)>
boston, ma usa - Wednesday, December 21, 2005 10:50 AM CST

Desiree Nichols (Sammy's Mommy) www.caringbridge.org/va/princesssammy <rickysammyhannah@aol.com>
- Wednesday, December 21, 2005 10:27 AM CST

Wendy just thinking of you and Noah. Peace be with you this holiday season.
Mesha Duncan <mduncan0804#@aim.com>
New Bern,, NC USA - Monday, December 19, 2005 6:44 PM CST

Sending my love and prayers to you Wendy at Christmas and all the time.

God bless you and Noah...
Kathleen, mom to Steven and aunt to angel Kyra
San Diego, CA USA - Monday, December 19, 2005 1:16 AM CST

Sending MEGA HUGS your way....
Desiree Nichols (Sammy's Mommy) www.caringbridge.org/va/princesssammy <rickysammyhananh@aol.com>
- Friday, December 16, 2005 9:08 PM CST

Hi Wendy!
I know you'll read my post on Olivia's Grace...but I wanted to stop by and say hello because YOU alone are the reason I still keep up with so many site/families. YOU are the reason I do my best to support any way I can.
Thanks, Wendy.

Kelley Edler (2TexasGirlsMom from Olivia's Grace)
Flower Mound, TX USA - Thursday, December 15, 2005 2:58 PM CST

WOW Wendy! I'm please to hear of your visit to the Dr. Phil show and all that entailed. God continues to bless you. Thank you for your pass it forward adventure, I know it will touch many, many, many people...Take care Wendy and Noah...
Eleanor West - Director- Camp Quality <michigan@campqualityusa.com>
- Thursday, December 15, 2005 11:05 AM CST

Great news about the wonderful trip, Wendy! I hope that you and Noah will have a wonderful Christmas, and I know that you will make it a joyful and positive time focused on HIM and making him happy... And that will of course make it a joyful and wonderful time for YOU in the process! :) Hope Noah liked the "fun money" I sent, I will be continuing to pray for your strength and his.

Hug him for me!

Noah's Secret Pal
Julie <julie.mcintosh@gmail.com>
- Tuesday, December 13, 2005 7:56 PM CST

WAY TO GO WENDY!!! I am so happy for you! You deserved every bit of it!
Can't wait to start paying it forward, and making a HUGE difference together in 2006!
Desiree Nichols (Sammy's Mommy) www.caringbirdge.org/va/princesssammy <rickysammyhannah@aol.com>
- Monday, December 12, 2005 2:09 PM CST

That is wonderful that you got all those GREAT gifts. I'll be sure to tune in. I'm sure you'd give it all back to have Olivia instead, but since that's UNFORTUNATELY impossible...gifts help. The paying it forward idea is wonderful.
Danielle <dfdelacruz@excite.com>
Simi Valley, CA USA - Monday, December 12, 2005 1:02 PM CST

Wendy,
I have been following your story for quite some time but have never signed in. Your pain has been so raw...so touching...so gut wretching. It is with such joy that I read your most recent post. It's as if the fog is beginning to lift for you and you're once again able to feel the pure joy of Olivia's time on earth. How wonderful to be given this gift in commemoration of Olivia's 13th birthday. In this very blessed season may you find moments of peace that last longer and longer.

Blessings to you and Noah.
Deana Heisler <deanaheisler@adelphia.net>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Sunday, December 11, 2005 11:27 PM CST

Wendy, I am so glad you were able to go and experience something that celebrated precious Olivia's grace and giving soul. Maybe this is something that will help to lift your spirits and face the new year with renewed verve.

Happy 13th, Angel Olivia. You touched so many in such a short lifetime.
Jerry
Ridgelan, MS USA - Sunday, December 11, 2005 4:45 PM CST

WAHOOOOOOOO!!!! Now THAT sounds like a first-class adventure! How absolutely amazing and well-deserved. All I can say is that I pity the person who stands in the way of Olivia's Grace! You obviously have a multitude of angels on your side (Olivia is as good at drumming up help in Heaven as she was on Earth!). I'll have to fire up the VCR this week since I am always picking someone up from school at 3:00 when Dr. Phil comes on. Can't wait to watch the party! So glad you had a fun time (not counting the flu!) and feel recharged again.

Donna Kirk-Swaffar <swaffar@doglegs.com>
Rossville, KS - Sunday, December 11, 2005 4:19 PM CST

Happy Birthday Olivia
I couldn't sign yesterday because I couldn't get on here.
Many thoughts and prayers
Hugs
Dawn <dawnmarshall@wowway.com>
Wayne, MI - Saturday, December 10, 2005 6:54 PM CST

Thinking of you all.
Heather Sarina's Mom http://www3.caringbridge.org/pa/sarina/ <CloudRaven@verizon.net>
Phila, PA USA - Saturday, December 10, 2005 5:04 PM CST

For some reason I couldnt sign yesterday? Happy Birthday Olivia. You would be so proud of the things your mom has been doing in your memory. Keep giving her signs love. We will keep on honoring you and thinking about you every day.
Bridget www.caringbridge.org/pa/arianna <tsc_baby@comcast.net>
waynesboro, pa - Saturday, December 10, 2005 2:23 PM CST

Happy Birthday Olivia!! Thinking of Wendy & Noah today.
Cari Hartsell <carih5574@yahoo.com>
Mesa, Az - Saturday, December 10, 2005 0:54 AM CST

Wendy, Keeping you and Noah in my thoughts and prayers today, on Olivia's Birthday.
Janice
North Andover, MA - Friday, December 9, 2005 10:58 PM CST

Olivia -Happy Birthday!!

I can close my eyes and almost see you playing in a field of purple flowers, with butterflies flitting all around you. You are an amazng girl, with an amazing Mom and brother.

Wendy and Noah - you are both always in my thoughts and prayers.

Love
Sonya
m/o Justis www.caringbridge.org/tx/justiswayne
Sonya Yanez www.caringbridge.org/tx/justiswayne <sonyayanez@sbcglobal.net>
Corpus Christi, TX USA - Friday, December 9, 2005 10:47 PM CST

Happy Birthday Olivia!
I thank you for letting your legacy continue today. You are loved!!

Cristin McCloud <cmccloud16@comcast.net>
Reston, VA USA - Friday, December 9, 2005 10:36 PM CST

Happy Birthday Teen Queen!!!! You are loved and missed so much sweetheart! We honor you everyday! Love NEVER dies! We have all learned that!!! XOXOXOXO!!!
Kacie
Kenosha, Wi - Friday, December 9, 2005 10:29 PM CST

Happy Birthday Beautiful Angel :)
marlene soto <mrlnatysoto@verizon.net>
ontario, ca usa - Friday, December 9, 2005 10:16 PM CST

Happy Birthday, Dear Angel Olivia. Hope you had a wonderful day playing with the other angels, and chasing beautiful purple butterflies!
Kelley Edler (2TexasGirlsMom from Olivia's Grace)
Flower Mound, TX USA - Friday, December 9, 2005 10:15 PM CST

Happy Heavenly Birthday Olivia, my thoughts and prayers are with your mom and Noah on your very special day.
Marta Gerrity <martagerrity@yahoo.com>
Temecula, CA USA - Friday, December 9, 2005 10:00 PM CST

Happy 13th Birhtday, Sweet Olivia!!!
Diane <murphy73@charter.net>
MI - Friday, December 9, 2005 9:43 PM CST

Sending sweet wishes to a sweet girl. Happy Birthday to a beautiful angel!!

Olivia Grace, you touched my heart like no one else has. Your strength, courage and sweet spirit always inspire me. Please continue to watch over your mom and your brother, as I know you are. They are very special people. But you know that, don't you?!?

We miss you, Olivia. The world is a better place because you were here.

Kathy Sanders <kathy_sanders@comcast.net>
Richardson, TX - Friday, December 9, 2005 9:43 PM CST

Happy Birthday Sweet Oliva. Thinking of you today, your Mom and your brother.

Love, Karen
Karen S. Perdue
Plano, TX USA - Friday, December 9, 2005 9:24 PM CST

Wendy, thinking of you, Noah and Olivia on Olivia's birthday.
Dee
KS - Friday, December 9, 2005 9:07 PM CST

Happy 13th Birthday Olivia!!
Carrie Valdivia <carrievaldivia@hotmail.com>
Santa Clara, CA - Friday, December 9, 2005 8:58 PM CST

happy birthday miss olivia
sherri & angel bradley and all of us at OliviasGrace@groups.msn.com <redneckmom1177@hotmail.com>
alderson, wv - Friday, December 9, 2005 8:54 PM CST

Wendy, I know you are missing Olivia all the time, and even moreso on her 13th birthday. May her memory always light your heart and soul to help you continue doing good works. Thinking of you today.
Andrea <andreah7@sbcglobal.net>
Austin, TX - Friday, December 9, 2005 8:48 PM CST

Happy Birthday Olivia! You are loved and missed so much~
caroline <carolinen@motek.com>
los angeles, - Friday, December 9, 2005 8:46 PM CST

Happy Birthday beautiful Angel! You are missed every second of every day.
Cindy <deb8able@aol.com>
VA - Friday, December 9, 2005 8:38 PM CST

Happy birthday Olivia!
Rachel <rmoter@yahoo.com>
Dallas, TX - Friday, December 9, 2005 8:29 PM CST

Happy big 13 Olivia. My thoughts and prayers are with you.
Mary (olivias grace) <sweetnlowe@gmail.com>
- Friday, December 9, 2005 8:23 PM CST

Happy Birthday sweet Olivia. What a party you must be having today!
Tina <tinabyrd823@hotmail.com>
Beckley, WV USA - Friday, December 9, 2005 8:22 PM CST

Happy birthday, sweet Olivia!
~Naidne
Indianapolis, IN USA - Friday, December 9, 2005 8:15 PM CST

Happy 13th Birthday Angel Olivia Grace Thompson!

Thinking of you Wendy and Noah!

AND THANK YOU DR. PHIL!!! WATCH DECEMBER 15TH!!!!
Debbie Fields Murphy, NC Tuberous Sclerosis Assn. (Olivia's Grace: http://groups.msn.com/OliviasGrace) http://www3.caringbridge.org/nc/catherine_nicole/ (Tuberous Sclerosis Chat Room: http://health.groups.yahoo.com/group/debbifmurphy/) <tuberoussclerosis@earthlink.net>
Snow Hill, NC USA - Friday, December 9, 2005 8:02 PM CST

Hi Wendy!!!!
Oh, I am so excited to hear all about your trip to California!
Wow, what fun!
You probably had a BLAST!!!! Soaking up the sun and being on T.V.!!!!!!
And to think of all the gifts and money that you got from the show ( I'll bet that's WHY they asked you)
Wow! What a GREAT CHRISTMAS! How Lucky for you!!!!
Can't wait to hear all about it!
Bridget
Houston, TX - Friday, December 9, 2005 3:23 PM CST

Thinking of you on your sweet angels Birthday. Hoping you feel her loving arms around you today and always.
Denette mom to angel Kaden
south weber, ut - Friday, December 9, 2005 1:31 PM CST

can't wait to hear about the show!!! Hoping you had a great trip...thinking about you today and sending good thoughts to comfort you on Olivia's birthday.
Sharon, Angels in Atlanta <skc1962@gmail.com>
Suwanee, GA - Wednesday, December 7, 2005 8:04 AM CST

You have touched my life in ways that words cannot explain. You are living my dream by "paying it forward". I pray God blesse you in ways that will blow your mind. You are so very kind and thoughtful. I read your journal entry. I cried very hard-your daughter was so very precious. I am so sorry about your loss. It seems so unfair at times. My husband and I hve 5 daughters and our fifth little lady was born with severe heart problems. Her future is very uncertain and has already been through so much. God bless you all. I would love to get on board this pay it forward thing...Be blessed. Love, Nikole Marohn-Amelia Joy's mommy (HLHS 17 months)
Amelia Caringbridge.com/ny/ameliajoy <fivesquirrels@adelphia.net>
North Tonawanda, N.Y. U.S.A. - Saturday, December 3, 2005 11:38 PM CST

Always keepinh you in my thoughts and prayers...
Desiree Nichols (Sammy's Mommy) www.caringbridge.org/va/princesssammy <rickysammyhannah@aol.com>
- Saturday, December 3, 2005 4:45 PM CST

Check this out Olivia fans!

Custom designed bracelet to honor the spirit of Olivia. A mixture of specially chosen beads, including opalescent butterflies, purple butterflies and a violet as the center. The bracelet comes wrapped in lavender tulle, secured with a ribbon and a butterfly, ready to give (ribbon and butterfly colors will vary). $2.oo from the sale of every bracelet goes to Camp Quality.

http://www.sunnyzstyle.com/

http://www.sunnyzstyle.com/Olivia.htm
Well Wishes

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This bracelet will fit up to a 5 1/4" wrist.

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Olivia's Bracelet Preteens $14.00
This bracelet will fit up to a 6 1/4" wrist.

http://www.sunnyzstyle.com/mm5/merchant.mvc?Screen=PROD&Store_Code=SFL&Product_Code=OBP&Category_Code=WWW

I have GOT to buy some of these!

Debbie
Debbie Fields Murphy PROUD MEMBER OF OLIVIA'S GRACE!!! <TuberousSclerosis@earthlink.net>
Snow Hill, NC USA - Saturday, December 3, 2005 7:23 AM CST

I just found your web site. The "Acts of Random Kindness" are so needed today and always.
My best to you and your family.
Julie (Savannah's Mom)
www.caringbridge.org/ok/savannah
Julie Remington <Youthful64@aol.com>
Broken Arrow, OK USA - Friday, December 2, 2005 11:31 AM CST

Wendy: Your daughter's website touched my heart today. You are doing a wonderful ministry for the world. Good luck in California! And bless you and your family.
Leesa
Savannah, GA - Thursday, December 1, 2005 3:32 PM CST

Dear Wendy, just sending love your way this morning. What a wonderful child your Noah is, and I think much like Olivia in his giving spirit. Sending you lots of prayers for strength and comfort this weekend. You'll be in my thoughts. Love, Linda
linda champa <lachampa@mintz.com>
boston, ma usa - Thursday, December 1, 2005 8:04 AM CST

Dear Wendy,
You've been in my thoughts & prayers so much the past few weeks...what an honor, to be selected for that audience! Smart folks doing the selecting, I'd say.

I'll be watching Dr. Phil in December, that's for sure.
Continued prayers for you, and thoughts of your beautiful Olivia.

peace,
Kristin, Genna's mom www.caringbridge.org/nj/gennahenna <thecams@earthlink.net>
Warren, NJ USA - Tuesday, November 29, 2005 10:08 PM CST

Dear Wendy-

Just came here from Julianna's site. I have just read a few of the journal entries and plan to continue reading the rest as soon as possible. Your words are so eloquently written and tears stream down my face as I know how excruciating the loss of a child is. We lost our daughter Alexandria in 2003, to leukemia. She was around the same age as Olivia.
Olivia was such a beautiful person both inside and out and the continuation of her legacy through RAKS is such a wonderful tribute to her. I am sure she is so proud.

I think it is wonderful that you have been chosen to be on the Dr. Phil show. Hopefully you will get the opportunity to share Olivia's story.

Hold on to your faith as it seems it is the only thing that can get one through the devastating loss of a child.
Keep sharing/writing your thoughts and feelings down as it is wonderful and cost-effective therapy !!!!!

Thanking God that we will be reunited with our daughters again......

In Him-

Alison
Mom to Angel Alexandria
www.caringbridge.org/page/alexandriasangels

alison haddock <alisonhaddock@charter.net>
O Fallon, MO - Tuesday, November 29, 2005 9:10 PM CST

Look OUT Dr. Phil!

Here comes Wendy!!!

Debbie Fields Murphy PROUD MEMBER OF OLIVIA'S GRACE!!! <TuberousSclerosis@earthlink.net>
Snow Hill, NC USA - Tuesday, November 29, 2005 7:11 AM CST

I'm so glad you've been selected to be in the audience--I'm sure it's going to be a wonderful show, and the mystery just adds to the thrill of being there in person. It's so wonderful that it comes at the same time as Olivia's birthday--I'm sure that it is no coincidence, and I'm sure she'll be there sitting beside you the whole time.
Denise Ward <deniward@shaw.ca>
Winnipeg, Canada - Tuesday, November 29, 2005 2:42 AM CST

God works in mysterious ways! He has provided you with just what you said "sort of balance from the "worst horrible feelings" to "something beyond extraordinary".
He is the GREAT provider and something as trivial as airline tickets and accomodations are important to Him. Pray, have faith, and believe it will all work out emotionally and financially!

Keep the faith!

Missi <missrich@bellsouth.net>
Loganville, GA - Monday, November 28, 2005 1:38 PM CST

Dear Wendy, how very exciting! I can't wait to hear all about it. Love to you and Noah. Linda
linda champa <lachampa@mintz.com>
boston, ma usa - Monday, November 28, 2005 10:57 AM CST

So very cool. I can't wait to hear all about it.
Heather Sarina's Mom http://www3.caringbridge.org/pa/sarina/ <CloudRaven@verizon.net>
Philadelphia, PA USA - Sunday, November 27, 2005 8:25 PM CST

How cool! I love Dr. Phil! Somehow that ticket will make itself available. Can't wait to hear when it airs!

Donna Kirk-Swaffar <swaffar@doglegs.com>
Rossville, KS - Saturday, November 26, 2005 9:24 PM CST

Hello, this was my first visit to Olivias website and I'm amazed at the love this little girl and her mother share! God bless both of you!!!
Dale-Joy Green <sweet_thing1116@hotmail.com>
Leamington, Ontario - Saturday, November 26, 2005 8:34 AM CST

Wendy.
I just wanted to know that you are in my thoughts this morning. I am so happy to hear about the Dr. Phil show, how cool! Make sure you post all the info about when it will be airing.. I want to make sure I do not miss it!

I hope you and Noah's Thanksgiving day was filled with blessings. You are a very special lady, Wendy and Olivia is certainly living on pysically and spiritually through you.

Love and peace to you, sister.
Heather
www.caringbridge.com/ga/jennifercorbin
Heather Tierney <heather@bestnetsol.com>
Dawsonville, ga - Saturday, November 26, 2005 6:29 AM CST

Dear wendy and Noah, I am so sorry for your loss. I do not know how I stumbled onto your page, but i can't stop reading. You both are in my heart tonight. It's weird that i think i can see Olivia looking down on you both. If ever you need a new friend NEVER hesitate to write. May you hear those 3 beautiful words in your sleep tonight. ("i love you") I think Olivia would be very proud of you. I am and I dont even know you. Please wrap your arms around yourself and squeeze, that is a hug from me to you. With loving thoughts, Cheryl
Cheryl Zemsta <wolves4ever@comcast.net>
Harrison Township, MI USA - Saturday, November 26, 2005 0:08 AM CST

Hugs, The Nichols Family
www.caringbridge.org/va/princesssammy
Desiree Nichols (Sammy's Mommy) <rickysammyhannah@aol.com>
- Thursday, November 24, 2005 5:44 PM CST

Dear Wendy, Happy Thanksgiving. I hope it is a peaceful and happy day for you and Noah. You will be in my thoughts and prayers. I am thankful that I have come to know, through your loving words, sweet Olivia. She has taught me much about courage. Love you, Linda
linda champa <lachampa@mintz.com>
boston, ma usa - Wednesday, November 23, 2005 7:43 AM CST

Debbie Fields Murphy PROUD MEMBER OF OLIVIA'S GRACE!!! <TuberousSclerosis@earthlink.net>
Snow Hill, NC USA - Tuesday, November 22, 2005 8:33 AM CST

Dear Wendy and Noah, just checking in on you after the weekend. I hope you are feeling some peace in your heart today. Lots of love, Linda
linda champa <lachampa@mintz.com>
boston, ma usa - Monday, November 21, 2005 11:21 AM CST

Your entries are always so beautiful and heartfelt. We are very new on this horrible journey, and somehow your words help, maybe because although no two stories are alike, a mother grieving can relate to a mother's grief.
Cheryl and Angel Haley <bandcvincent@aol.com>
- Sunday, November 20, 2005 11:00 AM CST

Wendy and Noah
Thinking of you.
Brenda
NH - Sunday, November 20, 2005 7:29 AM CST

Debbie Fields Murphy PROUD MEMBER OF OLIVIA'S GRACE!!! <TuberousSclerosis@earthlink.net>
Snow Hill, NC USA - Sunday, November 20, 2005 0:57 AM CST

Thinking of you today.
Mellisa My Loving Brother
FOA & Caring Crew, - Saturday, November 19, 2005 10:39 PM CST

Wendy and Noah,
Thinking of you and your beautiful guardian angel Olivia.
Renee ~*FOA/CaringCrew/FOA-IL*~ <renee.lorck@gmail.com>
Somonauk, IL USA - Saturday, November 19, 2005 9:59 PM CST

Stopping in to say Hi!
Desiree Nichols (Sammy's Mommy) www.caringbridge.org/va/princesssammy <rickysammyhannah@aol.com>
Gordonsville, VA USA - Saturday, November 19, 2005 8:20 PM CST

Wendy and Noah

I am still here thinking of you both. And came by for a visit this morning, to "check" on you. I hope that the morning light brings you peace and love and you share a few wonderful hugs today! Noah - Moms can never get enough hugs make sure to give your Mom lots of em, I know she loves you so much. Take care of each other today! Love you

Sonya Yanez www.caringbridge.org/tx/justiswayne <sonyayanez@sbcglobal.net>
Corpus Christi, TX USA - Saturday, November 19, 2005 10:20 AM CST

Wendy I am thinking about you....

I wish we never met in these cirumstances. But I am so glad I did get to know you. I cheerish your friendship, your thoughtfulness, and just being you. I hope you know that you are making your daughter very proud!!! Your love for sweet Olivia is so real, and just shines in everything you write, and do.
I know today is extremely difficult. I so hope Olivia shows you a sign, shows up in your dreams.... And tells her mommy "I love you"

Please know we are all here for you. You are not alone... There isn't a day that goes by that I do not think of you, and all the awesome things you have accomplished.

For my dear Olivia~
Though we have never meet, I feel like I know you. Your mommy share's beautiful memories, pictures, and does amazing things in honor of you. I wish that you never had to battle that awful beast "childhood cancer" No child should ever have to endure such a painful and traumatizing ordeal. But I am thankful for one thing...allowing your mommy to be such a wonderful person... and allowing us to be apart of her life.

And not to leave anyone out.... Our man Noah!!!
You are an amazing son, and brother. We al love hearing the stories about you, and seeing all the pictures. You are blessed to have such GREAT mom!!! I am always thinking about you...and keeping you in my prayers. I know it has to be very hard... just keep strong, and know that one day you all three will be together again.

Mega Hugs, Desiree
Desiree Nichols (Sammy's Mommy) www.caringbridge.org/va/princesssammy <rickysammyhannah@aol.com>
Gordonsville, VA USA - Friday, November 18, 2005 9:55 PM CST

Dearest Olivia,

I know we did not have the opportunity to meet in person, but I know we have met. My life is incomplete having never had the opportunity to wrap my arms around you and give you a kiss on the head. I am so fortunate to be friends with your Mom and Noah. They love you so much and through them, hundreds, if not thousands, have also come to love you. Please give your Mom another visit. This time in her dreams!! That way you two can hug until the sun comes up. Know you are missed ever so much and I know the day will come when I will be able to get that hug I crave! I love you Princess!!!! Keep an eye on the boys when I can't, ok? They are so lucky to have such a wonderful guardian angel.

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Kacie
- Friday, November 18, 2005 9:28 PM CST

Your sadness is felt all the way in Indiana...I am so sorry....

Olivia was a beautiful young lady...thank you for sharing her with so many...

Many hugs...
Nancy, Matthew's Mom
Caringbridge.org/in/matthewk
nancy vinson <nvinson@comcast.net>
- Friday, November 18, 2005 8:32 PM CST

Olivia, you are missed SO very, very, much by everyone here on earth and especially so by your family. Please watch over you mom and brother today and give them strength. They miss you and love you so much. Thank you sweetie for touching my life and making me a better person. You will never, EVER, be forgotten. @-->--
Robin Frutchey <frutchey@gmail.com>
Baltimore, MD - Friday, November 18, 2005 7:42 PM CST

Thinking of you today.
April Larkin <alarkin@vzavenue.net <> caringbridge.org/visit/billyjohnson>
Seaside, CA - Friday, November 18, 2005 6:49 PM CST

Thinking of you today.
Tina & Lance <lancejrmommy@comcast.net>
- Friday, November 18, 2005 6:12 PM CST

My gosh I've come by so many times today...just another note to let you all know I'm "here"...
Kelley Edler (2TexasGirlsMom from OG)
Flower Mound, TX USA - Friday, November 18, 2005 5:50 PM CST

I have no words to take away the amount of sadness you must feel in your heart today & everyday. Know that you are in my heart & thoughts today as you relive every last moment of your sweet Olivia! I hope that you & Noah know how much you are loved & thought of today & always!
Terrie <tiggertails117@aol.com>
Port Reading , NJ USA - Friday, November 18, 2005 3:17 PM CST

Thinking of you!
Cari <carih5574@yahoo.com>
Mesa, AZ - Friday, November 18, 2005 1:42 PM CST

Wendy and Noah,

I am thinking of you and praying for your peace today.. My purple candle is lit and burning brightly for sweet Olivia!! Love you!

Sonya Yanez www.caringbridge.org/tx/justiswayne <sonyayanez@sbcglobal.net>
Corpus Christi, TX USA - Friday, November 18, 2005 1:38 PM CST

My heart belongs to you today. I am so overwhelmed with saddness. Olivia is such a beautiful girl inside and out. I am so happy that she will live on forever because she left such an impact on so many people. I love you and Olivia and Noah!
Kacie
- Friday, November 18, 2005 1:28 PM CST

Wendy and Noah,
You are in my thoughts and prayers today? I am praying you will find some peace today.
Dawn Austin <aust1427@bellsouth.net>
- Friday, November 18, 2005 1:22 PM CST

Wendy, you are always in my thoughts, but today especially I am thinking of you and Noah, and of course Olivia. Thank you for sharing what an incredibly beautiful and special girl she was while she was on this earth. I am thankful for knowing her, and you!
Karen (FOA & Olivia's Grace) <karenh596@sbcglobal.net>
Stow, OH - Friday, November 18, 2005 12:57 AM CST

thinking and praying for both you and Noah today. May God grant you the peace that you desperately need
Dawn
Wayne, MI - Friday, November 18, 2005 12:44 AM CST

Wendy,
I have tried to collect my thoughts enough to post and make sense...but I'm not sure I'm there yet (bare with me). My heart breaks for you today just as it did 1 year ago. I had just discovered Olivia's page days before...my how far I (we - OG) have come. I take great pride in sharing with others my experiences with you and your hopes for the future of our little group. I take pride in the small things I can do for all the fighting families out there. Much of the things I do today (no matter how big or small) are a direct result of you and your daughter. Reflect today, and wrap yourself in Olivia's love for you, it is with you today and will be with you always.

Kelley Edler (2TexasGirlsMom from OG)
Flower Mound, TX USA - Friday, November 18, 2005 12:36 AM CST

Thinking and praying for you and Noah today and always. May your day be filled with wonderful memories of Sweet Olivia! What a beautiful person Olivia is.

Diane <murphy73@charter.net>
Mi - Friday, November 18, 2005 12:05 AM CST

the video is so wonderful and beautiful i wish i could have met miss olivia and im sure some day i will im sure she is watching over my bradley for me til i get there wishing i was there with you with all my love sherri
sherri & angel bradley and all of us at OliviasGrace@groups.msn.com <redneckmom1177@hotmail.com>
alderson, wv - Friday, November 18, 2005 11:44 AM CST

Hello Wendy!
Know that I am praying for you today and always. I hope your Memories of Olivia shine for a long time.

Crystal gEIKE <CRYSTAL.GEIK@GMAIL.COM>
GRANGER, WA USA - Friday, November 18, 2005 11:43 AM CST

Thank you for sharing your sweet Olivia with me. I'm blessed to have "known" her. Thank you for continuing to share your life together so openly. Thank you for Olivia's Grace, and the opportunity to make a real difference. Know that you're in my thoughts and prayers, today, and every day.

Tina Byrd (WVMommyByrd) <tinabyrd823@hotmail.com>
Beckley, WV USA - Friday, November 18, 2005 11:35 AM CST

You're in my thoughts. I will be lighting a candle in memory of your beautiful Olivia tonight!
Jessie
Bremerton, WA - Friday, November 18, 2005 11:28 AM CST

Wendy and Noah, I wish you peace, love and sweet memories today on the anniversary of Olivia Grace's flight to heaven. I have been praying for you all since last October, the only thing I can do for you. For Olivia, I will continue to practice random acts of kindness.
Laura
Seattle, WA - Friday, November 18, 2005 11:22 AM CST

Video Link:

Olivia Grace:

http://homepage.mac.com/tarahdw/olivia/iMovieTheater27.html
Debbie Fields Murphy PROUD MEMBER OF OLIVIA'S GRACE!!! <TuberousSclerosis@earthlink.net>
Snow Hill, NC USA - Friday, November 18, 2005 11:20 AM CST

I know that we do not know each other. I just wanted to let you know that another person is praying for you and Noah. Always remember that Olivia is watching down and smiling at the two of you.

God Bless,
Krystal
Winnsboro, TX - Friday, November 18, 2005 10:37 AM CST

Thinking of you. I am so sorry.
Hillari
Glasgow, Scotland - Friday, November 18, 2005 10:32 AM CST

Wendy and Noah,
I just want you to know that you are both in my thoughts on this very difficult day. I cannot imagine the pain or lonliness you are feeling on this, the 1 year anniversary of Sweet Olivia flying to Heaven. Even though we do not know each other in person, I feel we are cyber friends. PLease know that you are not alone today or any other day. We are here for you in all ways possible.
Sweet Olivia - we love and miss your wonderous smile and beautiful eyes. Please let mommy and Noah know that you are alright and with them always.
Sending you love, hugs and prayers,
Love - Barb <barbilens@yahoo.com>
La Crosse,, WI USA - Friday, November 18, 2005 9:54 AM CST

Thinking of you, Noah, and beautiful Olivia on this very sad day.
Stacey
Greenbrier, AR - Friday, November 18, 2005 8:18 AM CST

Wendy..........keeping you in my thoughts today on this very sad day. Dena
Dena Olsen <Olsen7945@wi.rr.com>
Oak Creek, wi USA - Friday, November 18, 2005 7:45 AM CST

For Olivia Grace:

Love is patient, love is kind.
It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.
It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, ALWAYS PERSEVERES.

I am thinking of you today, sweet Angel, and feeling the love that you brought into this world, and the love that continues to encircle the world, because of you. You left this life far too soon, but you left it a better place.

You are missed, Olivia, and you are loved.

Linda
linda champa <lachampa@mintz.com>
boston, ma usa - Friday, November 18, 2005 7:00 AM CST

I'm very sorry that you lost your beautiful daughter. No parent should ever have to go through that. I know that we don't know each other, but I just wanted you to know that I will be praying for your family today. May you find Peace within yourself knowing that you have a special Angel watching down on you. God Bless your family.
Sherri
Beaver, PA USA - Friday, November 18, 2005 6:27 AM CST

Thinking of you and your sweet Olivia Grace today with much love. May God keep you close today.
Lauren <dramauknow@yahoo.com>
Winston-Salem, NC USA - Friday, November 18, 2005 6:24 AM CST

A man is placed upon the steps, a baby cries
And high above him you hear the church bells start to ring.
The heaviness, the heaviness of it settles in,
A mother starts to sing.

Then it's one foot then the other as you step along the road
Steppin' on the road, how much weight, how much weight?
And it's how long and how far and how many times,
Oh, before it's too late?

Calling all angels, Calling all angels.
Walk me through this one, don't leave me alone.
Calling all angels, Calling all angels.
We're trying, we're hoping, but we're not sure how...

Oh and every day you gaze upon the sunset
With such love and intensity.
Why it's almost as if, if you could only crack the code
You'd finally understand what this all means.

Oh but if you could, do you think you would
Have traded all the pain and suffering?
Oh, but then you would've missed the beauty of the light upon this earth
And the sweetness of the leaving.

Calling all angels, Calling all angels!
Walk me through this one, don't leave me alone
Calling all angels, calling all angels,
We're trying, we're hoping but we're not sure...

Calling all angels (call all angels)
Calling all angels (call all angels)
Walk me through this one
Don't leave me alone.

Calling all angels, Calling all angels
We're trying, we're hoping, we're hurting, we're loving
We're crying, we're calling,
But we're not sure how this goes.

Lyrics by Jane Siberry on Pay It Forward Soundtrack

Hear the song on this webpage where there's not only the lyrics but the song is played there too.

Debbie Fields Murphy PROUD MEMBER OF OLIVIA'S GRACE!!! <TuberousSclerosis@earthlink.net>
Snow Hill, NC USA - Friday, November 18, 2005 2:28 AM CST

I realize we do not know each other but I believe all mothers who love deeply have a common bond.

I cannot begin to imagine what you are feeling nor what you and Noah have faced since Olivia went with the angels. Just know that one more person in this big world is praying for your family and smiling at the beautiful pictures of your amazing daughter.

God bless and keep you.
Missy
Atlanta , GA USA - Thursday, November 17, 2005 11:11 PM CST

Wendy... thinking about you today when I found this poem.

I saw your smiling face

the world was full of fun.

All reason to be careless

as life had just begun.

Who ever could imagine

a child so very dear.

A promise for the future

but still the end was near.

No time for preparation

for us to let you go.

We didn�t want to lose you

because we loved you so.

There came the heavenly angels

and took you by the hand.

The reason for this all

we couldn�t understand.

But often when I listen

or even when I pray.

I hear your little laughter

you�re not so far away.

To know you�re always with me

gives comfort in my heart.

I never really lost you

we�ll never be apart.
Bridget www.caringbridge.org/pa/arianna <tsc_baby@comcast.net>
- Thursday, November 17, 2005 10:34 PM CST

Olivia was so lucky to have a mother who loved her with all her heart. Thinking of you and Noah during this time.
Amie
Orem, UT - Thursday, November 17, 2005 10:32 PM CST

Wendy and Noah,

Thinking of your Precious Angel Olivia and her family. May God Bless Olivia Grace.

Strength, blessings and peace, Angela <AB@rcn.com>
NJ - Thursday, November 17, 2005 8:50 PM CST

Wendy, I will be thinking about you and Noah even more than usual tonight and tomorrow as you face what must be the second hardest day of your life. I am glad that Janelle Feyh came to read your entries as I know she and Lance are missing their sweet boy as much as you miss Olivia.

I'll be on the lookout for places to hand out some kindness cards tomorrow in Olivia's memory. I would hope that everyone who reads this could find at least one act of kindness--big or small--to do tomorrow in her honor as well. It's the least we can do for such a beautiful soul.

Donna Kirk-Swaffar <swaffar@doglegs.com>
Rossville, KS - Thursday, November 17, 2005 8:28 PM CST

Wendy, I read your post of 11/15 and am utterly heartbroken and cry with you. Just know that God takes the special ones for a reason. Stay peaceful tomorrow as Olivia will be with you in spirit and is now watching over you. Celebrate her life, not death. Hugs and Hope.
Kathryn Fulks <kazechini@charter.net>
Culloden, WV U..S. - Thursday, November 17, 2005 7:09 PM CST

Just stopping by to say I'm thinking of you tonight and will be again tomorrow. You've lived through something that nobody should have to go through, and yet your spirit still shines through the pain. I'm sure Olivia would be very proud of how you're keeping her memory alive. From all you've written about her, it sounds as though she was a very special and perceptive girl.
Denise Ward <deniward@shaw.ca>
Winnipeg, Canada - Thursday, November 17, 2005 7:09 PM CST

It's hard to believe an entire year has gone by since Olivia passed. You have come so far and yet I know what it's like to want to go back. I think of you and Noah often. Sending wishes of peace and strength during this difficult time.
Teri <teriphipps@hotmail.com>
Olympia, WA - Thursday, November 17, 2005 5:01 PM CST

Hi,

I know you don't know me or my family, but I just wanted to tell you I am so sorry for your loss. Olivia was such a beautiful little girl. I know tomorrow is going to be a very hard day for you. I hope you make it through the day. I will definitely be thinking about you tomorrow. I can't even imagine what you are going through and hope I never have to. No one should ever lose a child. Just know that you sweet angel is in heaven with god and all the other angels.

www.caringbridge.org/visit/lenziebutland

Love,
Kelly Butland
Kelly Butland <ronnieb21@charter.net>
Montgomery, AL United States - Thursday, November 17, 2005 2:35 PM CST

Aerosmith
� Angel

I'm alone
Yeah, I don't know if I can face the night
I'm in tears and the cryin' that I do is for you
I want your love - Let's break the walls between us
Don't make it tough - I'll put away my pride
Enough's enough I've suffered and I've seen the light

[Chorus:]
Baby
You're my angel
Come and save me tonight
You're my angel
Come and make it all right

Don't know what I'm gonna do
About this feeling inside
Yes it's true - Loneliness took me for a ride
Without your love - I'm nothing but a begger
Without your love - a dog without a bone
What can I do I'm sleeping in this bed alone

[Chorus]
Come and save me tonight

You're the reason I live
You're the reason I die
You're the reason I give
When I break down and cry
Don't need no reason why

Baby , Baby
[Chorus]

You're my angel
Come and save me tonight
you're my angel
Come and take me allright
Come and save me tonight,
Come and save me tonight,
Come and save me tonight,
Come and save me tonight,
Come and save me tonight

I remember you saying you heard this the other day... It is such a beautiful song...with a powerful meaning.

Thinking of you....
Desiree Nichols (Sammy's Mommy) www.caringbridge.org/va/princesssammy <rickysammyhannah@aol.com>
Gordonsville, VA USA - Thursday, November 17, 2005 1:54 PM CST

First.... Noah I am so sorry that you had an awful night. You are in my thoughts and prayers. I am keeping my fingers crosssed for a quick recovery.

Wendy~
One of my only friends in this whole wide world. I am so sorry you are reliving each and every moment. A mother so deserving as you, should never have to go through this. I pray for you each and everyday. I am hoping tomorrow is full of love, memories, and tears of joy and sadness. I hope that your sweet Olivia shows you some kind of sign...letting her wonderful mommy know what a wonderful job you are doing in memory of her....
I am here for you. Sending MEGA HUGS your way from Virginia.
Desiree Nichols (Sammy's mommy) www.caringbridge.org/va/princesssammy <rickysammyhannah@aol.com>
Gordonsville, VA USA - Thursday, November 17, 2005 12:46 AM CST

Wendy, words can not express how much Olivia has touched my heart just by reading all about her. She was truly an amazing little girl.She may be gone from our sights but never gone from our hearts, thank you so much for sharing her with all of us! I pray for you as you go through these difficult times ahead. I know Oliva's strength will get you through.
Lillian Meisberger <m.partyofsix@verizon.net>
Logansport , IN US - Thursday, November 17, 2005 11:23 AM CST

Wendy,
Thinking of you and your precious Olivia. I know that tomorrow is going to be very difficult, but just know that there are people out there who care and who are sending prayers and thoughts your way.
I do not know what it's like to lose a child, but my Mother died of a brain tumor when I was just 17 yrs old. I can so relate to your thoughts and feelings, as my Mom was my only living blood relative. I am 30 now, and the past 13 yrs have been so very hard. It really helps to surround yourself with caring people who can give you a hug or just hold you when the pain gets to be too much. Try to do something nice for yourself, because you need taking care of too.
Olivia is always in my prayers, as well as you, and Noah.
Take care.
With Love,
Jenn W. (from Ca)
Jenn W.
CA USA - Thursday, November 17, 2005 10:14 AM CST

Although we have our differences I know that tomorrow will be very difficult for you, Noah and Keith. Olivia was and is a precious gem, a bright star with a heart of gold. Her smile is missed by many and we were all blessed to have known her.
And yes, she had the sweetest brown eyes.
Lauren
- Thursday, November 17, 2005 9:11 AM CST

Wendy,
I just wanted you to know I am thinking of you and Noah and sending lots of prayers your way. Thanks for sharing Olivia with all of us. You know she is just looking down on you with such pride for all you do.

Member of Oliva's Grace
Rachel <docnrachel@cox.net>
Virginia Beach, VA USA - Thursday, November 17, 2005 8:45 AM CST

With tears in the eyes, attempt to feel a small piece of its pain, it is impossible, I cannot imagine it....Olivia follows with you, it will never be forgotten, it is a beautiful angel.

Con l�grimas en los ojos, intento sentir un pedacito de su dolor, es imposible, no puedo imaginarlo....Olivia sigue con usted, nunca ser� olvidada, es un angel hermoso.
Karla Angelli De Rojas Guedes <kdg_mail@yahoo.com>
Lima, PERU - Thursday, November 17, 2005 8:31 AM CST

Wendy, I'm thinking of you and Noah this week. You both remain in my prayers. I wish for you peace.
Andrea H <andreah7@sbcglobal.net>
Austin, tx - Thursday, November 17, 2005 7:54 AM CST

Dear Wendy, I am with you in spirit today and sharing your pain. You are in my prayers! Love, Linda
linda champa <lachampa@mintz.com>
boston, ma usa - Thursday, November 17, 2005 7:05 AM CST

Dearest Olivia,

I can feel your presence in MY life. Did you know that? I live miles from your home (of course never too far from Heaven, but your home with your mommy and Noah) and I never had the honor of knowing you in life. But do you know that I know you since you've journeyed into the light? I remember your mommy telling me about the things you said to her before you had to let go. They were coming for you but you just had to let your mommy know you were okay. I'd have to say you are one selfless brave soul. You were much too big for this life, yet you journeyed here with such purpose. You taught so many things to so many people before you left this darkness and moved on into bliss. No matter how hard it was, you wanted to make extra certain that your mommy and Noah would be okay. "Breathe in the light, blow out the darkness". Words you told your mommy.. from your mommy to me.. from me to my mommy.. from my mom to my sister.. and it continues on. You've given me comfort where I have felt such a void.. and funny.. funny how we never even met? Do you see Olivia, how your legacy follows you still? What an impression, what an insiration you are!
Olivia, I just ask you to please make your presence known.. okay okay.. I know you do that already.. but maybe in a very special way.. show your mommy and Noah that you are with them especially over these next few days. Come to them in dreams, let them smell you in the air, let them feel you softly with the warmness that your presence always instilled. Sweet Olivia, thnak you so much for the gifts you have left behind. Thank you for touching my life. I pray that Jenn is hugging you sweetly, as she did her own boys... until your mommy can do it instead.
From the ground up to God forever, sweetheart. You are loved still.

God Bless,
Heather
www.caringbridge.com/ga/jennifercorbin
Heather Tiereny <heather@bestnetsol.com>
Dawsonville, ga - Thursday, November 17, 2005 6:59 AM CST

Im Memory of

Debbie Fields Murphy PROUD MEMBER OF OLIVIA'S GRACE!!! <TuberousSclerosis@earthlink.net>
Snow Hill, NC USA - Thursday, November 17, 2005 2:37 AM CST

Wendy,
I didn't know Olivia but she sure is a cutee!! I understand where you are at as I too have lost 2 sweet angels, Sarah,5, and MacKenzie 2 in 2004. Be gentle with yourself!It sounds like you have kept her memory alive!
Take care and take it one day at a time,
Toni
Toni Petroff <TLPTROFF@aol.com>
Phoenix, AZ USA - Wednesday, November 16, 2005 10:26 PM CST

Wendy I wish words could heal the pain, you know there are alot of us that would move the earth just to have Olivia here with us and to ease the pain your going thru. Because of you Olivia lives on today healthy and free of pain and in the hearts and minds of hundreds of people. She is one of the special angels who look out for our kids and meet them at the gates with wide open arms ready to play. In heaven there is no cancer, there is no Tuberous Sclerosis, there isnt anything that can touch them but pure love and happiness. Know your in our thoughts and prayers not just today, but everyday.
bridget www.caringbridge.org/pa/arianna <tsc_baby@comcast.net >
- Wednesday, November 16, 2005 9:15 PM CST

Wendy ~
My heart is with you as you approach a very difficult day. You and Noah are in my prayers. Cling tight to your little man and remember that while you and Noah are suffering, your precious Olivia is doing fine. She is restored and in the arms of God, patiently waiting for when she is reunited with her mother and brother. Focus on Noah as much as you can, give him a hug from me, and know you are thought about and cared about every day.
Julie McIntosh <julie.mcintosh@gmail.com>
Novi, MI USA - Wednesday, November 16, 2005 5:23 PM CST

Dear Wendy, I am so sad to read your post today. Sending you hugs across the miles and wish they were real. I have regrets about my loved ones that leave me in tears, too, and I feel for you. Focus on how much you love her, and how she truly knew it. She knows it now, and she has her arms around you. Sending so much love to you and Noah, Linda
linda champa <lachampa@mintz.com>
boston, ma usa - Wednesday, November 16, 2005 11:22 AM CST

Hey Wendy! I just wanted you to know that you, Noah and your beautiful Olivia are always in my thoughts.
Jessie
Bremerton, WA - Wednesday, November 16, 2005 10:15 AM CST

Hi Wendy,

I tried to post at Olivia's Grace today but my computer or server was moody and wouldn't let me. I remember your postings from last year so vividly and am stunned that it was a year ago. At the same time you were lifting Olivia up to heaven we were preparing to deal with my nephew's first birthday without him on earth. I remember reading your postings and thinking "Yep" this really sucks! We passed the one year mark since Aaron's death in late July and now feel ourselves holding our breath to face his birthday again. Although I can't be there with you please know that in my mind and heart I am standing right beside you holding your hand. Wishing you some comfort here!

Liz <queenliz @shaw.ca>
Victoria, Canada - Tuesday, November 15, 2005 11:14 PM CST

I am so sorry Wendy. :""(

Debbie Fields Murphy PROUD MEMBER OF OLIVIA'S GRACE!!! <TuberousSclerosis@earthlink.net>
Snow Hill, NC USA - Tuesday, November 15, 2005 10:58 PM CST

Thinking of you Wendy
Tarah <tarah@aol.com>
Austin, TX - Tuesday, November 15, 2005 10:53 PM CST

Thinking of you now Wendy, as I'm sure you relive every moment. Thank you for sharing with us. You are amazing!
Cristin McCloud <cmccloud16@comcast.net>
Reston, VA - Tuesday, November 15, 2005 9:26 PM CST

Wendy,
I wish there was something magical I could say. Just know I too am thinking of you constantly. Hugs!
Karen
Stow, OH - Tuesday, November 15, 2005 8:50 PM CST

i also remember the last thing bradley ate 24 day before he passed god how i wish i could be there for you know that i am with you in in heart please know that i am always a phone call away
sherri & angel bradley <redneckmom1177@hotmail.com>
alderson, wv - Tuesday, November 15, 2005 7:38 PM CST

Always thinking of you... Your journal entries are so beautiful and full of love, and sadness. Thanks for sharing your sweet Olivia with us, and the precious memories.
I am here for you... One friend to another!

Desiree Nichols (Sammy's mommy) www.caringbridge.org/va/princesssammy <rickysammyhannah@aol.com>
Gordonsville, VA USA - Tuesday, November 15, 2005 7:28 PM CST

Wendy, I pray that you will stay strong in the upcoming days.

Love, Karen
Karen S. Perdue
Plano, TX USA - Tuesday, November 15, 2005 7:14 PM CST

I am right there with you............ heart wrenching....
Kacie
- Tuesday, November 15, 2005 7:10 PM CST

Dear Wendy, I can't imagine how difficult this week is for you, but I am praying for you and Noah and keeping you in my heart and my thoughts. Sending you much love today, Linda
linda champa <lachampa@mintz.com>
boston, ma usa - Tuesday, November 15, 2005 8:18 AM CST

Wendy,

Just wanted to say hello. I am thinking about you and Noah all the time. Your poems are beautiful...I just had a chance to read your last one and it is incredible. I wish so much that you had more days with Olivia...it's so *wrong* that she's not with you...but I am positive that she knew how much you loved her. You were (and are) an amazing mother to her and I don't think anyone (including you) could have done better. You are both incredible people and I feel honored to know you.
Robin Frutchey <frutchey@gmail.com>
Baltimore, MD - Monday, November 14, 2005 10:30 PM CST

Thanks Wendy for just being you!!! I greatly appreciate your understanding, and friendship!
Desiree Nichols (Sammy's Mommy) www.caringbridge.org/va/princesssammy <rickysammyhannah@aol.com>
Gordonsville, VA USA - Monday, November 14, 2005 7:44 PM CST

Dear Wendy, thinking about you and sending you many hugs. I am so happy to hear of all the great things you are doing in Olivia's name. I am sure she is smiling and she is so proud of you. Lots of love, Linda
linda champa <lachampa@mintz.com>
boston, ma usa - Monday, November 14, 2005 12:27 AM CST

Look out Wendy and Noah, here we come!
Debbie Fields Murphy PROUD MEMBER OF OLIVIA'S GRACE!!! <TuberousSclerosis@earthlink.net>
Snow Hill, NC USA - Sunday, November 13, 2005 11:34 PM CST

Dear Wendy~
Just wanted to let you know.... That I consider you a friend. Your board helps me through each and everyday. It has gave me a sense of self-worth, and has helped me get support that I do not receive within my family.
I greatly appreicate each and everything thing you do. You are an awesome person. My heart breaks that you are getting ready to deal with the anv. of your sweet Olivia's death. But please know she is smiling down on you proud as ever. There is a reason why you were chose to be Olivia's mother... you are making this world a better place, and helping other mothers in need.

Always thinking about you and Noah!!! I hope to met you in person real soon!! Sending MEGA HUGS your way from Virginia!!
Desiree Nichols (Sammy's mommy) www.caringbridge.org/va/princesssammy <rickysammyhannah@aol.com>
Gordonsville, VA USA - Sunday, November 13, 2005 6:20 PM CST

Hi Mrs. Wendy,
How have you been. I just got your e-mail today. the one you sent in october. sorry. i don't check my E-mail as often as i hope to. I think the party on Dec. 9th is a great idea. and i would totally go. I think it is awsome how u are going to donate the gifts to a cause for christmas. i think olivia would have a smile on her face from one ear to the other.
Love always, Sabrina Jennings
Sabrina Jennings <smj0501@wideopenwest.com>
- Sunday, November 13, 2005 3:02 PM CST

Wendy,

Just wanted you to know I'm thinking about you!!!!
Robin Frutchey <frutchey@gmail.com>
Baltimore, MD - Friday, November 11, 2005 11:09 PM CST

Dear Wendy, your poem is beautiful and makes me cry. You are in my thoughts and prayers. Love, Linda
linda champa <lachampa@mintz.com>
boston, ma usa - Thursday, November 10, 2005 10:24 AM CST

Wendy,
I was referred to your website by an active reader of my son's website. I lost my 4 year old little boy to AML back in July. As I read your website, I feel like I am looking in a mirror. You have portrayed so accurately exactly what I feel. My heart goes out to you. I know that this pain will be here forever. I also am realizing that it is getting harder, so much harder instead of easier. I will pray for you and your family as the anniversary approaches. It sounds as if our son and your daughter had the same kind of great spirit. They are probably playing with each other as we speak. I believe THAT spirit is reserved for children who have cancer or some other terrible disease. Please feel free to visit our website it is www.dmanhero.com. I would also like to stay in touch for support reasons. God Bless!
Janelle, Lance, Alexa, and Angel Daegen
janelle feyh <feyhfamily@earthlink.net>
- Wednesday, November 9, 2005 9:59 AM CST

Dear Wendy,

I'm a complete stranger to you but I just wanted to let you know that my heart is with you as you prepare for the first anniversary of Olivia's passing. I hear/read of children passing all the time as I myself am mummy to a little boy who has very serious heart issues. I live in total fear of the thought of losing him. I cannot begin to imagine the despair in your heart for what you have lost - and for that I am sorry.

I just wanted you to know that your website and devotion to Olivia are beyond compare. I have never been so moved by reading someone elses words. I felt my soul being torn apart by your heartfelt words. I am sorry for all that you and Olivia endured.

Much love to you as the anniversary date approaches.

Dawn
Dawn Webb <dawnwebb@nationalfleet.com.au>
Sunny Corner, NSW Australia - Tuesday, November 8, 2005 8:58 PM CST

Dear Wendy, I took a few days off and wanted to drop by today and say hello. I am thinking about you, and you are in my prayers. Lots of love, Linda
linda champa <lachampa@mintz.com>
boston, ma usa - Tuesday, November 8, 2005 1:12 PM CST

{{{{{{HUGS}}}}}}

Donna Kirk-Swaffar <swaffar@doglegs.com>
Rossville, KS - Tuesday, November 8, 2005 7:48 AM CST

Always thinking of you!!!

Hugs, The Nichols Family
Desiree Nichols www.caringbridge.org/va/princesssammy <rickysammyhannah@aol.com>
Gordonsville, VA USa - Monday, November 7, 2005 9:41 AM CST

Thinking of you dear Wendy...and wanted to share this with you...

Ask My Mom How She is

My Mom, she tells a lot of lies
she never did before.
From now until she dies,
she'll tell a whole lot more.
Ask my Mom how she is
and because she can't explain,
She will tell a little lie
because she can't describe the pain.
Ask my Mom how is she,
She'll say "I'm alright."
If that's the truth, then tell me,
why does she cry each night?
Ask my Mom how is she,
she seems to cope so well.
She didn't have a choice you see
nor the strength to yell.
Ask my Mom how she is,
"I'm fine, I'm well, I'm coping."
For Gods sake Mom, just tell the truth
just say your heart is broken.
She'll love me all her life,
I loved her all of mine.
But if you ask her how is she
she'll lie and say she's fine.
I am here in Heaven.
I cannot hug from here.
If she lies to you don't listen,
Hug her and hold her near.
On the day we meet again,
we'll smile and I'll be bold.
I'll say, "You're lucky to get in here, Mom
with all the lies you told!"

(Author unknown) BUT it sounds like Olivia to me... :")

Debbie Fields Murphy PROUD MEMBER OF OLIVIA'S GRACE!!! <TuberousSclerosis@earthlink.net>
Snow Hill, NC USA - Monday, November 7, 2005 9:28 AM CST

I wish I could change things.... :( I wish for it to be 600 days ago so I could hop a plane and meet the beauty in her prime! I can't - so I look forward and give my heart to Noah and you! Take care!! Always thinking of you!!!!!
Kacie
- Sunday, November 6, 2005 12:15 AM CST

Hey Wendy-
Just letting you know I was here.

Always in my thoughts and prayers.
Becky L. Harbarth <peanutpie3879@netscape.net>
Gaylord, MN USA - Thursday, November 3, 2005 1:45 PM CST

Just wanted you to know I am thinking of you! Have a great evening.

Mesha <mduncan0804@aim.com>
New Bern, NC USA - Wednesday, November 2, 2005 9:12 PM CST

happy halloween sweetie
sherri & angel bradley and all of us at OliviasGrace@groups.msn.com <redneckmom1177@hotmail.com>
alderson, wv - Monday, October 31, 2005 8:00 PM CST

and thanks a bunch for the stickers
desiree nichols <rickysammyhannah@aol.com>
gordonsville, va - Monday, October 31, 2005 7:59 PM CST

Dear Wendy, that is a beautiful memory of a very special dinner. I am thinking of you and keeping you in my prayers. Much love, Linda
linda champa <lachampa@mintz.com>
boston, ma usa - Monday, October 31, 2005 3:33 PM CST

Hey Wendy-
I wanted to make sure I signed in today. Your writing is beautiful. As I read it, it was like I was there. I'm so sorry, Wendy. I know you will treasure that memory along with all of the others - forever.

Thanks for sharing the halloween pics with us. They are precious. . .

Always in my thoughts and prayers.
Becky L. Harbarth <peanutpie3879@netscape.net>
Gaylord, MN USA - Monday, October 31, 2005 3:14 PM CST

Wendy!

Noah!

Debbie Fields Murphy PROUD MEMBER OF OLIVIA'S GRACE!!! <TuberousSclerosis@earthlink.net>
Snow Hill, NC USA - Monday, October 31, 2005 1:18 PM CST

I saw your website for the first time today and was mesmerized... I could not stop reading and soon could not stop crying. You have a God-given gift of capturing your readers.... Your emotions are so strong, they can almost be felt. Know that you are your family are in my thoughts and prayers.
Tina <4sommers@bellsouth.net>
southaven, MS - Friday, October 28, 2005 4:08 PM CDT

Wendy-As I visited Olivia's website, the tears rolled down my cheeks. What a sweetie! ((((((((HUGS))))))) to you and your family. I live in Fraser and if you need or want someone to talk to, please email me and I'll be happy to give you my phone #. My son, Patrick's website is www.geocities.com/moms121angel
Janet Robertson <Janetspecialboys@sbcglobal.net>
Fraser, MI USA - Friday, October 28, 2005 12:46 AM CDT

Thinking of you and sending prayers out for you today, and everyday.
Mesha <mduncan0804@aim.com>
New Bern, NC SUA - Friday, October 28, 2005 8:46 AM CDT

Thinking of you with love!! Hope you can have a fun Halloween in honor of sweet Olivia!!

Karen (FOA & Olivia's Grace)
Stow, OH - Friday, October 28, 2005 7:41 AM CDT

hello i am thinking of you guys so much today i sent you and noah a package i hope you are home saturday to recieve it
sherri & angel bradley <redneckmom1177@hotmail.com>
alderson, wv - Thursday, October 27, 2005 7:00 PM CDT

Wendy and Noah always thinking about the two of you. I also pray daily for you , Wendy to gain the strenth that you need to make it today and the days to come.

Love, Karen
Karen S. Perdue
Plano, TX USA - Thursday, October 27, 2005 6:56 PM CDT

Thinking of you Wendy and of Noah and of sweet Oliva...

Debbie Fields Murphy PROUD MEMBER OF OLIVIA'S GRACE!!! <TuberousSclerosis@earthlink.net>
Snow Hill, NC USA - Thursday, October 27, 2005 6:25 PM CDT

Wendy,
I love the photos of you and Olivia dressed up for Halloween. They are absolutely beautiful and the photo at the bottom of the page - Noah and Olivia in a hug is priceless. You can feel the love when you read any of your updates. My prayers will go out to you today as they do everyday.
You were blessed with two perfect angels who love you as much as you love them.
My heart is with you.
Love - Barb <barbilens@yahoo.com>
La Crosse, WI USA - Thursday, October 27, 2005 12:02 AM CDT

Dear Wendy, what beautiful Halloween pictures of Olivia to treasure forever. You and Noah are in my thoughts and prayers today. Love, Linda
linda champa <lachampa@mintz.com>
boston, ma usa - Thursday, October 27, 2005 7:17 AM CDT

Praying for healing for your family. "Lean not on your own understanding." (Proverbs 3:5) Your daughter made a difference. You are making a difference.You are going to soar!
Julie <julesw222@aol.com>
IA - Wednesday, October 26, 2005 11:10 PM CDT

Hey Wendy-
I'm so sorry that I haven't signed the guestbook in a long time. I haven't forgotten about you guys so I thought I better sign in today. :0)

Stay strong, Wendy, stay strong. . .

Always in my thoughts and prayers.
Becky L. Harbarth <peanutpie3879@netscape.net>
Gaylord, MN USA - Wednesday, October 26, 2005 3:10 PM CDT

Hello Mrs. Wendy,
How have you been? I hope you've been doing good. I thought about you today and couldn't resist talking to you. I really enjoy talking with you and i hope you enjoy it just as much as me. Thank You~ Sabrina Jennings
Sabrina Jennings <smj0501@wideopenwest.com>
- Tuesday, October 25, 2005 7:30 PM CDT

HUGS, Wendy...that's all I can say right now...
Kelley Edler
Flower Mound, TX USA - Tuesday, October 25, 2005 2:52 PM CDT

Hello I sit here with tears in my eyes reading your story.. My son Cody Gilbert has that same tumor in his beauitful head. He was DX on sept 25 05 with a Diffuse Pontine Glioma. I pray for a mircle everyday.. And if he does pass on at least he will have lots of friends in heaven to play with.. I will be praying for you.

Jessica
Jessica Gilbert <jjgilbert05@msn.com>
Tucson, AZ USA - Tuesday, October 25, 2005 2:22 PM CDT

Hi, Wendy, just dropping by to tell you I am thinking of you. The pictures of Olivia are just beautiful. Take care of yourself. Love, Linda
linda champa <lachampa@mintz.com>
boston, ma usa - Tuesday, October 25, 2005 1:04 PM CDT

Wendy,
I know that I do not have the right words to say to you. Al I can say is that you have moved me to tears once again. I cannot imagine what you are going through nor do I pretend to know. Just know that we are all here to offer our support and to help you as you go therough this diffcult time. My prayers and love are with you always.
Love - Barb <barbilens@yahoo.com>
La Crosse, WI USA - Monday, October 24, 2005 11:22 AM CDT

Wendy,
thinking of you, praying for you. Olivia is a beautiful girl, with a million dollar smile.
many prayers and hugs,

Kristin, Genna's mom (PBT list) <thecams@earthlink.net>
Warren, NJ USA - Sunday, October 23, 2005 6:02 PM CDT

Thinking of you tonight.
Tina & Lance <lancejrmommy@comcast.net>
- Friday, October 21, 2005 9:45 PM CDT

Wendy , what beautiful pictures. I will be praying for you and Noah.

Love,Karen
Karen S. perdue
Plano, TX USA - Friday, October 21, 2005 6:48 PM CDT

Beautiful pictures! Beautiful girl!!!!!

As always, thanks for sharing her with us. And thanks for sharing your heart as well!
Karen (FOA & Olivia's Grace)
Stow, OH - Friday, October 21, 2005 12:35 AM CDT

Dear Wendy, I am moved to tears by your words today, and the truly beautiful pictures of Olivia. You must have been told at least a million times that Olivia and Noah look so much like you (?). I'm thinking about your words and knowing (even as an English teacher) that any words I say to comfort you will sound trite. So I'll just say that I am praying for you, and I am here for you -- I really am. I hope you and Noah will find moments of peace and happiness this weekend. Lots of love, Linda
linda champa <lachampa@mintz.com>
boston, ma usa - Friday, October 21, 2005 7:15 AM CDT

Debbie Fields Murphy PROUD MEMBER OF OLIVIA'S GRACE!!! <TuberousSclerosis@earthlink.net>
Snow Hill, NC USA - Thursday, October 20, 2005 10:40 PM CDT

oh olivia your mommy loves you so we love her so much i know you love the way she carries on your name your legacy your life as you carry on there she carries you on here and i must say she does one hell of a job you must be so proud if you see bradley there give him a kiss from his mommy would ya we love you olivia

as a wonderful women would say
breath in the light blow out the darkness
sherri & angel bradley <redneckmom1177@hotmail.com>
alderson, wv - Thursday, October 20, 2005 9:21 PM CDT

I JUST WANTED OLIVIA'S FAMILY TO KNOW THAT YOU ARE IN MY PRAYERS. I DON;T WANT TO IMAGINE WHAT IT FEELS LIKE TO LOSE A CHILD. I HAVE 3 OF MY OWN. MY HEART IS WITH YOU. I HEARD ABOUT HER ON DENVER JACKSON'S WEBSITE, THROUGH SOMEONE WHO HAD SIGNED HIS GUEST BOOK. GOD BLESS YOU AND YOUR FAMILY. SHE IS DEFINATELY IN A BETTER PLACE AND NOW IS YOUR ANGEL WATCHING OVER YOU.
SHAWN WARSAW <SWARSAW@EWSMITH.COM>
ALLEN PARK, MI USA - Thursday, October 20, 2005 8:54 AM CDT

As I sit here wiping my eyes for the family I do not know, my heart is broken for you because it is your pain that I do know - all too well.

Your words were so truthful, so poignant, so real. Yes, there was so much still left to do.

I'm so sorry for your loss. May Olivia's memory continue to live on and bring you eternal comfort.

~Laurie Potter
mom to another angel - www.marshallpotter.com

"At the finest level of my being, you're still with me.
We still look at each other, at that level beyond sight.
We talk and laugh with each other,
in a place beyond words.
We still touch each other, on a level beyond touch.
We share time together in a place where time stands still.
We are still together, on a level called LOVE.
But I cry alone for you, in a place called reality."

~Richard Lepinsky

Laurie Potter <info@marshallpotter.com>
MA - Tuesday, October 18, 2005 8:01 PM CDT

You are so right, Wendy. The world will never be the same.

I'm glad I was one of the changed ones because of your Olivia Grace. Thank you for continuing to share your precious girl with us. We are blessed because of it.

Kathy Sanders <kathy_sanders@comcast.net>
Richardson, TX - Tuesday, October 18, 2005 6:35 PM CDT

Dear Wendy, what a sweet remembrance of Olivia! I hope that she will find many ways to let you know she is with you. You are not alone, friend. Many are sending prayers to heaven in your name. I hope this is a good day for you and Noah. Love, Linda
linda champa <lachampa@mintz.com>
boston, ma usa - Tuesday, October 18, 2005 7:21 AM CDT

Dear Wendy, I am thinking of you as Olivia's anniversary approaches. It is the hardest time of all, as we relive days and dates. I am praying for your strength and comfort. Much love, Linda
linda champa <lachampa@mintz.com>
boston, ma usa - Monday, October 17, 2005 10:45 AM CDT

Hi. I just read Olivia's story - it does suck! I lost my 7 yr old to a DPG on 8 /12/05 after a short battle. I can identify with your writing. I miss my Ana so much. Today I was physically sick. It's unbearable. I can't be around anyone. I'm sad for all of us who have had to loose our children this way. Gina Warthling m/o Ana 3/31/98 - 8/5/05
Gina Warthling <gwarthling@hotmail.com>
Buffalo, NY USA - Saturday, October 15, 2005 8:06 PM CDT

~Kim <friendsofalliememphis@yahoo.com >
Memphis, TN - Friday, October 14, 2005 4:12 PM CDT

Wendy,
I wish there was something that I could say to ease your pain. I can't imagine how much you miss Olivia, but I know that you are making her so proud. I am continuously amazed at your strength and the way that you are honoring her. Olivia's legacy will live on forever. Know that you and Noah are always in my prayers.
Robin <frutchey@gmail.com>
Baltimore, MD - Thursday, October 13, 2005 11:39 PM CDT

Wendy , just want you to know that I have never felt your pain, but only can imagine. I pray that the days get easier for you.

Love, Karen
Karen S. perdue
Plano, TX USA - Thursday, October 13, 2005 6:48 PM CDT

I'm grieving with you Wendy...

Debbie Fields Murphy PROUD MEMBER OF OLIVIA'S GRACE!!! <TuberousSclerosis@earthlink.net>
Snow Hill, NC USA - Thursday, October 13, 2005 8:30 AM CDT

Wow. That's all I can say about your recent journal entry. It is so powerful and painful. I know I only feel a fraction of the pain you are feeling, but I feel it. I'm so sorry for your loss . . . for the world's loss of such a beautiful human being.
Rebecca <sonnibrook@sbcglobal.net>
Prairie Village, KS - Wednesday, October 12, 2005 1:32 PM CDT

Hi, Wendy, thinking about you this morning and hoping it's a peaceful and good day for you and Noah. You are always in my thoughts. Love, Linda
linda champa <lachampa@mintz.com>
boston, ma usa - Wednesday, October 12, 2005 7:25 AM CDT

Dear Wendy, I am so sorry for your pain. Holding your hand across the miles and saying prayers for you and Noah. Love, Linda
linda champa <lachampa@mintz.com>
boston, ma usa - Tuesday, October 11, 2005 1:28 PM CDT

Stopping in to say hi! Always thinking of you and Noah! Sending Mega Hugs your way from Virginia.

Desiree Nichols (Sammy's mommy) www.caringbridge.org/va/princesssammy <rickysammyhannah@aol.com>
- Sunday, October 9, 2005 7:03 PM CDT

Wendy,
I still say you should have been a poet...no words...
Love you!

Debbie Fields Murphy PROUD MEMBER OF OLIVIA'S GRACE!!! <TuberousSclerosis@earthlink.net>
Snow Hill, NC USA - Saturday, October 8, 2005 4:54 AM CDT

Dear Wendy and Noah, wishing both of you a restful and happy long weekend. Love, Linda
linda champa <lachampa@mintz.com>
boston, ma usa - Friday, October 7, 2005 12:41 AM CDT

We had such little time with our girls. There is not much I know, but what I do know is that we did what was best for our girls and I know they love us.

I remember being in that hospital and thinking what will surgery do to her? The next day I find out that surgery isn't even an option! No options??? Unbelievable!

But I know we did what is best for our girls, I am just angry that they got this tumor!

Take care

angel Rachel's Mommy
jeanne <crowman2766@aol.com>
king of prussia, pa usa - Thursday, October 6, 2005 9:21 AM CDT

Your written word is truly amazing...thank you for sharing your soul. Praying for peace in your heart and strength to get you through the days one moment at a time.
Lisa
Macomb, MI - Thursday, October 6, 2005 7:01 AM CDT

Dear Wendy, Noah is turning into such a sweet, caring young man. I know you must be very proud of him. Sending you hugs across the miles. Saying a special prayer for you today, for your peace and comfort. Love, Linda
linda champa <lachampa@mintz.com>
boston, ma usa - Tuesday, October 4, 2005 1:53 PM CDT

Can you feel the love for you, Noah and Angel Olivia?

Debbie Fields Murphy PROUD MEMBER OF OLIVIA'S GRACE!!! <TuberousSclerosis@earthlink.net>
Snow Hill, NC USA - Sunday, October 2, 2005 3:26 AM CDT

Dear Wendy, just checking in to say I hope you and Noah have a happy and peaceful weekend. I have just been thinking of Olivia's beautiful name -- Olivia Grace -- and it occurs to me that God's grace is what we need to get through our days and through our sorrows. Saying a prayer for you, Wendy. Keep well, Linda
linda champa <lachampa@mintz.com>
boston, ma usa - Friday, September 30, 2005 7:25 AM CDT

Hello Wendy & Noah. Sending some hugs and love your way. Thinking of your beautiful angel, as always. Love Hayley - proud member of OliviasGrace MSN
Destiny's Website
- Thursday, September 29, 2005 8:08 AM CDT

Hello Mrs. Wendy,
How have you been doing these days? I hope you are doing good.Thank you so much for sending me some more "pay it forward" cards. I keep them in my locker at school just in case i do something for someone there. i can't write much because i must go study for my band test.

Love always, Sabrina jennings
Sabrina Jennings <smj0501@wideopenwest.com>
- Wednesday, September 28, 2005 3:23 PM CDT

Dear Wendy, just thinking about you and Noah and hoping it's a good day for both of you. Love, Linda
linda champa <lachampa@mintz.com>
boston, ma usa - Monday, September 26, 2005 10:04 AM CDT

reading your entry brought me back to when rachel was at camp (right before diagnosis) and with the diagnosis. our girls were so brave and amazing. i like to thank you for signing my guestbook recently...i was having some really bad days and having a very hard time dealing with things. i felt as if i was shutting down. anyone i tried to reach out to pretty much blew me off...so thank you for letting me know that you were thinking of me.

angel Rachel's mommy
jeanne <crowman2766@aol.com>
king of prussia, pa usa - Friday, September 23, 2005 12:39 AM CDT

Oh Wendy-
I wish I could take the pain away. . .

Thank you for writing.

Always in my thoughts and prayers.
Becky L. Harbarth <peanutpie3879@netscape.net>
Gaylord, MN USA - Monday, September 19, 2005 8:20 AM CDT

What a beautful and touching poem. My heart aches so for you and let I know how Olivia is still with you and guide you to help us help others.
Heather Sarina's Mom http://www3.caringbridge.org/pa/sarina/ <CloudRaven@verizon.net>
Philadelphia, PA USA - Sunday, September 18, 2005 7:31 PM CDT

Wendy,

Thank you for saying it like it is, terrible and beautiful, the life we lead.

Kathleen, mom to Steven and aunt to angel Kyra
San Diego, CA USA - Sunday, September 18, 2005 12:59 AM CDT

Wendy,
what a beautiful poem. I felt you pain.

Karen
Karen S Perdue
Plano, TX USA - Sunday, September 18, 2005 2:52 AM CDT

Wendy,
You should have been a poet...
No words...
Debbie
Debbie Fields Murphy PROUD MEMBER OF OLIVIA'S GRACE!!! <TuberousSclerosis@earthlink.net>
Snow Hill, NC USA - Sunday, September 18, 2005 0:33 AM CDT

Hi mrs. wendy how are you doing. i was wondering if you could send me at least 2 more "pay it forward" card. thank you and i'll be sure to pass them on.
sabrina jennings <smj0501@wideopenwest.com>
- Saturday, September 17, 2005 2:31 PM CDT

hi, im sarah hoffman...i went to camp with olivia...i didnt know her that well but we always knew she was there and we coulnd miss her with her big SMILE on her face...and of course no one ever will forget the song she sang at the talent show in 2004...we will all miss her a lot...and how she always tried to cheer people up...i really missed her this year and im sure everyone else did...hope to talk soon
sarah hoffman <boristhekoala@hotmail.com>
saginaw, mi USA - Saturday, September 17, 2005 8:12 AM CDT

Wendy, u don't know me, I found about Olivia from my grandson's web site (Christopher Taylor Foppiano, TX) my heart just breaks for u. Chris' mom is actually my daughter n law, & doesn't have a mother, I was wondering what u could tell me I could do 4 her, that I might be overlooking.
I always say I don't know how she puts 1 foot in frontof the
other. I want to be there for her. would u mind taking time to enlighten me. Again, I am so sorry about Olivia before too long our little 9yr old angel will be joining yours!

thankx,
Nana Weatherford, Tx

Shari Mc Kay <GLPCPA51@AOL.COM>
Weatherford, tx good ole usa - Friday, September 16, 2005 4:35 PM CDT

Hopefully these links work; if so, click on them to see a couple of peppers made in Olivia's honor at the Chili's Create a Pepper website to fight childhood cancer. The pepper numbers are 10368 and 7509 if you go straight to the Chili's site and type them in.

http://www.createapepper.com/bigView.asp?id=10368
http://www.createapepper.com/bigView.asp?id=7509
Melissa <shawver83@earthlink.net>
Sebring, FL USA - Friday, September 16, 2005 6:20 AM CDT

Wendy, Thinking of you today, and you are in my thoughts.
Charlotte (dennis and ashley's mom)

Charlotte L. <charlotte@bridgeofdreams.org>
tn usa - Thursday, September 15, 2005 10:06 PM CDT

I'm so sorry you're having to relive all of that heartache today. I wish I could do/say something that'd make you feel better, but I'm not sure I have any words that can do that. I do keep you in my thoughts and prayers and hope this helps even a teeny bit, to know that you can share your sorrow and talk about the pain. I do know Olivia would be very proud of how you've helped out so many people, and made a difference in the lives of others who're hurting; I know it can't come close to having her back again, but be gentle with yourself, and know you've got so many people praying and caring for you.
Denise Ward <deniward@shaw.ca>
Winnipeg, Canada - Thursday, September 15, 2005 9:30 PM CDT

Big hugs Wendy!
Thinking of you with love!
Karen (FOA & Olivia's Grace)
Stow, OH - Thursday, September 15, 2005 8:18 PM CDT

Wendy my thoughts and prayers are with you today.

Love, karen
Karen S. Perdue
Plano, Tx USA - Thursday, September 15, 2005 5:59 PM CDT

Oh Wendy :"""""( I'm crying and hurting for you honey...
Hugs,
Debbie
Debbie Fields Murphy PROUD MEMBER OF OLIVIA'S GRACE!!! <TuberousSclerosis@earthlink.net>
Snow Hill, NC USA - Wednesday, September 14, 2005 3:22 PM CDT

Wendy, I know that all of these "anniversary dates" are difficult. I don't know exactly what you are feeling, but I know that you have a lot of friends here who support you and think you are doing some wonderful things in honor of Olivia. Your family is in my thoughts and prayers.
Andrea - From Olivia's Grace <andreah7@sbcglobal.net>
Austin, TX - Wednesday, September 14, 2005 3:18 PM CDT

Wendy~
You are always in my thoughts and prayers. Sending MEGA HUGS your way from Virginia!
Desiree Nichols mommy to Sammy www.caringbridge.org/va/princesssammy <rickysammyhannah@aol.com>
Gordonsville, VA USA - Wednesday, September 14, 2005 2:57 PM CDT

Dear Wendy, so impossibly hard to hear those words . . . My thoughts and prayers are with you today. Love, Linda
linda champa <lachampa@mintz.com>
boston, ma usa - Wednesday, September 14, 2005 2:47 PM CDT

Wendy,
There are no words, I think I can say I understand how you feel. we bought this house, had not even closed yet, and Justis was diagnosed ten days after we moved in. My heart breaks right beside yours.
Sonya Yanez www.caringbridge.org/tx/justiswayne <sonyayanez@sbcglobal.net>
Corpus Christi, TX USA - Wednesday, September 14, 2005 2:47 PM CDT

Oh Wendy! I'm so sorry you are having a rough day. I hope things will get better. Darn bad memories. I am thinking and praying for you and Noah. God Bless,
Crystal
Crystal Geike <crystal.geike@gmail.com>
Yakima, wa us - Wednesday, September 14, 2005 2:45 PM CDT

we are all with you hang in there
sherri & angel bradley <redneckmom1177@hotmail.com>
alderson, wv - Wednesday, September 14, 2005 2:41 PM CDT

Hang in there Wendy! You're doing a GREAT JOB!

Debbie Fields Murphy PROUD MEMBER OF OLIVIA'S GRACE!!! <TuberousSclerosis@earthlink.net>
Snow Hill, NC USA - Monday, September 12, 2005 10:13 PM CDT

hi Wendy aka hammer woman. hope you have a good day.
pam <sylteach@aol.com>
- Monday, September 12, 2005 4:57 PM CDT

Thinking of Wendy, Noah and Angel Olivia every day!!!
Know that you are thought of and loved.
Mary Lowe <sweetnlowe@gmail.com>
Tulsa, OK 74129 - Monday, September 12, 2005 3:34 PM CDT

Thinking of you and Noah as always. Hope you both have a great day!
Nicole Greer (PROUD member of OLIVIAS GRACE) <maysonsmom@sbcglobal.net>
Muncie, IN USA - Monday, September 12, 2005 7:27 AM CDT

Dear Wendy and Noah, thinking of you this morning and saying a prayer for both of you. Noah, I hope you are enjoying school and learning new things every day. Love to you both, Linda
linda champa <lachampa@mintz.com>
boston, ma usa - Monday, September 12, 2005 6:48 AM CDT

Hi Wendy and Noah,

Hope you two had a good weekend. How is school going Noah? I want you to know that Sarina and Elizabeth placed some kindness cards this weekend in some donation buckets for hurrican relief. Our house is now change free.
Heather Sarina's Mom http://www3.caringbridge.org/pa/sarina/ <CloudRaven@verizon.net>
Phila, PA usa - Monday, September 12, 2005 5:51 AM CDT

Deborah or whatever name you're using today, you're still using FAKE email addresses... At least have the GUTS to sign you real name and email address!

A message that you sent could not be delivered to one or more of its recipients. This is a permanent error. The following address(es) failed:

deborah1976@sbcglobal.net

SMTP error from remote mailer after RCPT TO::
host sbcmx6.prodigy.net [207.115.57.18]: 553 5.3.0 ... Addressee unknown
Debbie Fields Murphy PROUD MEMBER OF OLIVIA'S GRACE!!! <TuberousSclerosis@earthlink.net>
Snow Hill, NC USA - Monday, September 12, 2005 0:15 AM CDT

I know I haven't been here in ages but I do think about you often and I still check in at OG as I'm sure you know. No excuses though, I should still sign the guestbook. I wanted to stop by and let you know that I'm thinking of you. I know that another school year has started and I hope you are doing ok. Just know that even if I don't come here as often as I know I should (don't yell, be gentle), I do think of you, Olivia and Noah often.
Michele <mshelez@msn.com>
- Saturday, September 10, 2005 10:27 PM CDT

Hey Hammer lady aka wendy lol,
Waanted to say hello and that I am here for you too. Dont worry about those who feel like they need to be nasty.
Pam <sylteach@aol.com>
nc - Saturday, September 10, 2005 7:21 PM CDT

Wendy,
Wanted to let you know I read your poem, and it was so moving! I also wanted to let you know I support you, you are doing a great thing for others each and every day.
Charlotte L. (dennis and ashley's mom)

Charlotte L. <charlotte@bridgeofdreams.org>
tn usa - Saturday, September 10, 2005 1:17 PM CDT

Always supporting you, Wendy...AND Noah...AND most of all Olivia who supports us all...
Kelley
Flower Mound, TX USA - Friday, September 9, 2005 9:42 PM CDT

WTH! ARGH! All I'm saying is that Wendy, I love you, Noah, and Angel Olivia so much! This too will pass.

PEACE, BE STILL...

Tab and Susanna <susannasmommy@yahoo.com>
- Friday, September 9, 2005 2:31 PM CDT

Dear Wendy and Noah, you will both be in my thoughts and prayers this weekend. Take good care. Love, Linda
linda champa <lachampa@mintz.com>
boston, ma usa - Friday, September 9, 2005 2:00 PM CDT

Carolyn or whoever you are using a fake email address again, take note: In verse 3, Jesus showed them they could understand�if they really wanted to!

Debbie Fields Murphy PROUD MEMBER OF OLIVIA'S GRACE!!! <TuberousSclerosis@earthlink.net>
Snow Hill, NC USA - Friday, September 9, 2005 11:20 AM CDT

The Bible reports the Pharisees and� Sadducees approached him and to tempt him, they asked him to display to them a sign from heaven�� In reply, he said to them: 'When evening falls you are accustomed to say, "It will be fair weather, for the sky is fire red" and at morning, "It will be wintry, rainy weather today for the sky is red but gloomy looking"� You know how to interpret the appearance of the sky but the signs of the times you cannot interpret.'� Mathhew 16:1-3

Carolyn <beautifuldreamer@msn.com>
Bakersville, IN - Friday, September 9, 2005 6:54 AM CDT

Hopefully the school will be able to him too.

I don't quite understand....who else is the school helping? your child?
olivia's mom <wethomps@aol.com>
- Thursday, September 8, 2005 1:58 PM CDT

I hope things calm down and Noah enjoys his school. I know he has a lot going on and has some anger issues to work through. Hopefully the school will be able to him too.
Janice <star2145@aol.com>
- Thursday, September 8, 2005 1:30 PM CDT

Wendy, I just recently found your website. Little angel Leah guided me here. I wanted to say thank you for the words you dedicated to her on August 3rd. I know not a moment goes by that you aren't thinking about your sweet girl. I just wanted to let you know that I was thinking of her, too. {{{HUGS}}} to you and your daughter and Noah too!

Lisa <lvalent1@ford.com>
Macomb, MI - Thursday, September 8, 2005 12:48 AM CDT

Dear Wendy, I have been praying at different sites, and so many parents are having a hard time as the school year opens. You and Noah are in my thoughts and prayers today. Love, Linda
linda champa <lachampa@mintz.com>
boston, ma usa - Thursday, September 8, 2005 10:21 AM CDT

Oh Wendy-
That poem was absolutely beautiful!!

Always in my thoughts and prayers.
Becky L. Harbarth <peanutpie3879@netscape.net>
Gaylord, MN USA - Wednesday, September 7, 2005 12:40 AM CDT

Oh Wendy,
How beautiful...

Debbie Fields Murphy PROUD MEMBER OF OLIVIA'S GRACE!!! <TuberousSclerosis@earthlink.net>
Snow Hill, NC USA - Saturday, September 3, 2005 4:43 PM CDT

Hi Wendy~

I just had to stop by and say "hi" and let you know you are a special mom and had a special little girl! I saw your visit on Meg's webpage. I started her page a couple of months ago when my sister told me about Meg's situation. I had met Meg when I was in Georgia last summer at the tail end of my chemo. She was so sweet to me...both her and her husband would always ask my sister how I was doing throughout my treatments. So that was my way to 'pay it forward'. I also have/had a website www.caringbridge.org/fl/kathygoodman . I started it back in April 2004, when I was first diagnosed with breast cancer. I was introduced to Caringbridge through my cousin, Ruthie. She lost her little angel, Seth, to cancer at 5 years. His website is www.caringbridge.org/fl/sethlovestrains . Well, I just wanted to say "hi".
Kathy <goodkat1@msn.com>
Orlando, FL - Friday, September 2, 2005 3:52 PM CDT

Yes, it is hard to see the keyboard through my tears, as I'm sure you well know. That was one of the most beautiful, yet sad things I've ever read. I wish you peace in your days, and joy in your dreams.

Laura <lreifel@comcast.net>
Seattle, WA - Thursday, September 1, 2005 3:54 PM CDT

Another beautiful and moving entry (it's hard to type through tears, you know). I sent my older son to kindergarten 10 days ago and after knowing how many sweet children did not see the first day of school this year, I am extremely grateful. Thanks for sharing your beautiful words. Noah may not have a big sister watching out for him from 8 to 3, but he has the best guardian angel anyone could ask for watching over him 24-7-365.

Donna Kirk-Swaffar <swaffar@doglegs.com>
Rossville, KS - Wednesday, August 31, 2005 9:23 PM CDT

Hey Wendy-
I've seen so many butterflies around my house lately and they always make me think of Olivia. Just wanted to let you know I was here.

Always in my thoughts and prayers.
Becky L. Harbarth <peanutpie3879@netscape.net>
Gaylord, MN USA - Monday, August 29, 2005 4:10 PM CDT

Thinking of you, Wendy and Noah. Hope they new puppy is doing well!
Kelley Edler
flower mound, TX USA - Monday, August 29, 2005 1:46 PM CDT

Hooplah aside, just a quick note to let you know I think of you & visit often. Praying that Olivia's Grace brings you peace and purpose in your life without her physical presence.
Love,
Sofie's Mom
www.caringbridge.org/pa/sofiemae

Cary Snyder <carysnyder@verizon.net>
Pittsburgh, PA - Friday, August 26, 2005 8:08 PM CDT

Wendy, I have to ask about the song on your site. I can't get enough of it. I will come to your site and click play over and over (I hope that doesn't sound creepy, lol). I have searched on line for the song, and know it is Martina McBride, but who is the little girl talking? Is a special song you made?
Needless to say, I have been here lots and thinking of your family. Mothers like you give me such strength to get through the mildest issues which at the time seem big. I come here and to other Caring Bridge sites to get grounded again as to what is important in life and what is just trivial.
Thank you again!!
Christine, Matt, Brittany (7 1/2), Amelia (3), and Noah (16 months)
Nanaimo, BC Canada - Friday, August 26, 2005 7:05 PM CDT

Hi Wendy, just stopping by to say hi and let you know you and Noah are always in my prayers. ( and now the new addition too) Keep up the great work!!! HUGS
Diane <murphy73@charter.net>
MI - Friday, August 26, 2005 2:51 PM CDT

I just wanted to let you know I was here. I got your link off the guest page for Jacob. From what I have read of your journal it sounds as if you had the most amazing daughter. The experience you discribe of her comming to you brought tears to my eyes. I hope and pray you get many more visits from her as huge as that one.

Thank you for posting her link and sharing her with the world. What a beautiful angel!
Christine, Matt, Brittany (7 1/2), Amelia (3), and Noah (16 months)
Nanaimo, BC CANADA - Friday, August 26, 2005 12:01 AM CDT

We can and WILL make a difference. Thinking of you and Noah as always and hoping you are enjoying that sweet puppy!
Nicole Greer <maysonsmom@sbcglobal.net>
Muncie, IN USA - Friday, August 26, 2005 9:48 AM CDT

Noah...HOW wonderful you got a new puppy.
We can't wait to hear all about the name you chose...congratulations, buddy!
Kelley Edler
Flower Mound, TX USA - Friday, August 26, 2005 9:36 AM CDT

Thinking of you.
Janice
North Andover, MA - Friday, August 26, 2005 9:18 AM CDT

Those wondering where the old entries went, Click here to view older guestbook entries at the top of the guest book!

Love you Wendy!

Debbie Fields Murphy PROUD MEMBER OF OLIVIA'S GRACE!!! <TuberousSclerosis@earthlink.net>
Snow Hill, NC USA - Friday, August 26, 2005 9:03 AM CDT

Hi Wendy,
I need to apologize for not writing in a while. Work has been so darn busy. I do stop in to see how you are doing everyday though, just not long enough to be able to leave a message until today.
I think that it is so wonderful that Olivia visited you the other night. I will bet that it was the best feeling int he world to have her arms around you, if even for a all to brief moment. I can only imagine what that felt like and then to have the tv show reflect something that happened with Olivia. How amazing. I want to thank you so very muc for sharing Olivia with me. I feel like I know you even though we have never met in person. Someday - hopefully.
^Olivia^, please visit your mommy remember to give you mommy even more hugs and leave little "coincidences" for her to see, feel or hear. I know that you are around when she needs you the most. She loves you so very much as I know you do love her and Noah.
Sending you so much love, tons of hugs and many prayers,
Love - Barb <barbilens@yahoo.com>
La Crosse, WI USA - Thursday, August 25, 2005 11:55 AM CDT

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