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Know that I'm praying!
Luke 2:29-32 Lord, now lettest thou thy servant depart in peace, according to thy word: For mine eyes have seen thy salvation, Which thou hast prepared before the face of all people; A light to lighten the Gentiles, and the glory of thy people Israel.
Prayer Bears
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA United States - Sunday, December 30, 2007 11:28 PM CST

Checking in and wanting to say hello and that I am thinking of you. I visited Ashleigh's site on my last trip to Alpena. Beautiful. It was so peaceful. I hope you had a wonderful Christmas and that 2008 is wonderful for you. Love, Pamela

Pamela Anderson Courtright <pamela_courtright@yahoo.com>
Gaylord, MI USA - Sunday, December 30, 2007 6:31 PM CST

Dear Amy,

We received Ashleigh and your masterpiece book just before Christmas and it is beautiful! I wanted so badly to see you at one of the shows, but Ella's latest diagnosis and the extra surgeries changed our plans. Thank you for the note and autograph in the cover. Boy does your litte girl just shine in the pages of her story! It brought tears to my eyes. We think of you all often and continue to include you in our prayers. Thank you for being so brave as to share Ashleigh in this book. It has touched us like she did, and we know that it will continue to move others as well.
Love,
Tony, Leah, Libby and Ella
The Neiferts <neiferts@yahoo.com>
Hudsonville, MI USA - Thursday, December 27, 2007 9:16 AM CST

Merry Christmas - Hope you are all well.
Chris Exley
Royersford, PA USA - Tuesday, December 25, 2007 6:01 PM CST

Happy Christmas to you ALL!

Warmest wishes-
The Shiemke Family
Amy Shiemke <heatmi99@earthlink.net>
Farmington Hills, MI USA - Tuesday, December 25, 2007 8:58 AM CST

Thinking of You and Wishing You Peace and Comfort This Christmas Season! God Bless!
Love~Hugs~Prayers from S.C.
Darline
Darline Rollins <drollins07@yahoo.com>
Kershaw , S.C. - Monday, December 24, 2007 6:48 PM CST

Merry Christmas to everybody. I miss not being with you this Christmas season. Give lots of love to all the boys for me. I have to tell you that we have three beautiful cardinal pairs that visit our feeders often. It seems that the past two years we have been blessed with their presence. It reminds me of sitting at the table with Ashleigh watching for Lenny the Cardinal. She loved spotting him, didn's she! Have a fun celebration with all the family.
Love, Aunt Peggy, Uncle Mike and the rest of the gang
Aunt Peggy <margaret-donnell@sbcglobal.net>
- Monday, December 24, 2007 7:41 AM CST

Merry Chrstmas to you all. Your poem is perfect.I know Ashleigh has got a rocking chair in heaven and still enjoying the tree lights from her family. Aunt Angie will likely see a few more beautiful painted skies. Despite this cold weather we sure gets some nice sunsets this time of year. Enjoy the day with your family and lots of Ashleigh memories.
the Caveras <dcavera@sbcglobal.net>
grand rapids, mi - Monday, December 24, 2007 7:25 AM CST

My husband preached on this text this morning. Wanted to share it with you. Still praying!
Saying extra prayers as you face Christmas without Ashleigh.
Philippians 4:4-7 Rejoice in the Lord alway: and again I say, Rejoice. Let your moderation be known unto all men. The Lord is at hand. Be careful for nothing; but in every thing by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known unto God. And the peace of God, which passeth all understanding, shall keep your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus.
Prayer Bears
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA United States - Monday, December 24, 2007 0:12 AM CST

Hi Jeff, Amy and boys
Just want to say hi and to let you know I still think of you both alot. I want to wish you both and the boys a very Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year
Love Annie, Jason and Tristin Hepburn
annie hepburn <hallie2@core.com >
Posen, MI - Saturday, December 22, 2007 9:04 PM CST

Just thinking about you today, Ashleigh, as I often do. Praying for a Merry Christmas for your family. You keep watching over all of them, sweetheart.
Lee Farrow
Thornton, CO - Tuesday, December 18, 2007 3:32 PM CST

I am long over due for a visit here to your guest book! Your family remains in our thoughts and prayers. I hope you have moments of peace and joy this holiday season and know that many of us out here keep Ashleigh alive in our hearts too.
Melissa Arnold <ecco526@aol.com>
Wake Forest, NC - Monday, December 17, 2007 5:08 PM CST

Wishing your family a very Merry Christmas. The older I get the more I understand when I hear people say the holiday time of year can be depressing. I'm sure you have lots of thoughts of Ashleigh for Christmas but all of them are beautiful, happy moments so hope that can lighten your day. She's now a Christmas angel watching over us and helping make our Christmas "bright". A job she does well I'm sure!! Enjoy the boys...I hope Santa is good to the both of them. A very blessed Christmas to you and Jeff, Amy. In our thoughts and prayers...
Kathie Hoppe <hoppe@chartermi.net>
Alpena, MI - Monday, December 17, 2007 6:24 AM CST

I was surprised this morning to see a hymn added at the end of the service when we normally have silent prayer. I was distressed to see that it was "Abide With Me" because it's been many years since I've been able to sing that hymn without crying. Today was no exception. I want to share the verse that the hymn is based on as I continue to pray.
Luke 24:28 And they drew nigh unto the village, whither they went: and he made as though he would have gone further.
Prayer Bears
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA United States - Sunday, December 16, 2007 10:16 PM CST

Praying right now.
Jeremiah 29:11-13 For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, saith the LORD, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you an expected end. Then shall ye call upon me, and ye shall go and pray unto me, and I will hearken unto you. And ye shall seek me, and find me, when ye shall search for me with all your heart.
Prayer Bears
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA United States - Sunday, December 9, 2007 11:56 PM CST

Dearest Ashleigh, you are always in my thoughts! I can only envision the preparation for Christmas in heaven. I know you must be having so much fun!!
Peg Ppoma <ppoma@firstcommunities.net>
Marietta, GA - Wednesday, December 5, 2007 9:13 AM CST

Still checking on, and praying for, you guys!
Monica Coffey <tika98@yahoo.com>
Frisco, tx - Tuesday, December 4, 2007 7:29 PM CST

Stopping by to let you know I'm praying!
Psalms 40:16-17 Let all those that seek thee rejoice and be glad in thee: let such as love thy salvation say continually, The LORD be magnified. But I am poor and needy; yet the Lord thinketh upon me: thou art my help and my deliverer; make no tarrying, O my God.
Prayer Bears

Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA United States - Sunday, December 2, 2007 11:13 PM CST

Thinking of you Ashleigh today. The boys went to see the "Bee" movie today...I know you would have loved it! Xander is getting so big and growing up so much...I know he misses you tons..especially when we are together with the cousins. I found out he has been telling his friends at school that his sister is in Heaven. He surely felt close enough to you to feel like you were brother and sister. My heart breaks for him at times as he lost someone so special at such a young age. I put the last picture of you into my photo album...it took me a really long time and I finally was able to do it (not without lots of tears). Miss You & Love you bunches!
Aunt Angie <Angie_Hendrickson@alticor.com>
Grand Rapids, MI USA - Saturday, December 1, 2007 8:51 PM CST

God Bless my sweet little friend!
Colleen Allen <marinemom1957@sbcglobal.net>
Garden City, MI United States - Saturday, December 1, 2007 3:32 PM CST

I enjoyed your memory share this month. It was great to see you both at the reunion. I look forward to having more time to catch up sometime soon. Have a great holiday season. If Halloween was any indication, I'm sure Ryan's joy/anticipation will be infectious this year. Take Care
Kelly
Lake Orion, - Friday, November 30, 2007 9:09 AM CST

What a wonderful treat to see the pictures of Ashleigh's brothers. She must be smiling in heaven! What a great family you all are! God bless you.
Georgia <GFederhofer@fltrialteam.com>
Orlando, FL USA - Tuesday, November 27, 2007 11:53 AM CST

Thinking of Ashleigh...wishing you a joyous and peaceful holiday season. Bless you forever and always.
sc
- Monday, November 26, 2007 9:26 AM CST

Know that I'm here praying!
Isaiah 26:3-4 Thou wilt keep him in perfect peace, whose mind is stayed on thee: because he trusteth in thee. Trust ye in the LORD for ever: for in the LORD JEHOVAH is everlasting strength:
Prayer Bears
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA United States - Sunday, November 25, 2007 9:29 PM CST

Hope everyone had a wonderful Thanksgiving holiday. Wasn't is awesome to wake up to all that snow in Alpena?!?! We couldn't stay for the parade so we didn't get to see your little gingerbread man. I'm sure he was adorable and had lots of fun. Hope you had a nice time at your 20th. Boy, how the time flies! Keeping you all in our positive thoughts.

Take care-
The Shiemke Family

Eric, Amy, Brit, and Ian <heatmi99@earthlink.net>
Farmington Hills, MI USA - Sunday, November 25, 2007 7:12 AM CST

good luck in the future.and i still rememeber making the big valentine card for ashleigh. Good Luck!
Shelby <shelby_duncan@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, November 24, 2007 4:48 PM CST

Hope to catch up with you in next week or so to bring you the ornaments. They are being fired this week. Hope your weekend up north goes well. You are likely to see snow along with all your friends from the past at the reunion. Ryan has a fun holiday spirit....he had fun all those days leading up to Halloween just with the anticipation. Your award for your first book is such inspiration to keep going and going on your books ahead. Awesome work. Catch you soon.
the Caveras
grand rapids, m - Wednesday, November 21, 2007 7:45 AM CST

Congratulations again, Amy, on your award...you and Angel Ashleigh do such great work!! Sounds like your life is as busy as ever with working on the newest book, the two little troopers, and everything else. You do an awesome job! I loved Jeff's memory share....a terrific memory for all. I'm wishing all of you a very happy Thanksgiving...you have many things to be thankful as well. As always, wishing you the best.
Kathie Hoppe <hoppe@chartermi.net>
Alpena, MI - Monday, November 19, 2007 10:45 PM CST

Continuing to pray! Saying extra prayers as you face Thanksgiving without Ashleigh!
Hebrews 4:15-16 For we have not an high priest which cannot be touched with the feeling of our infirmities; but was in all points tempted like as we are, yet without sin. Let us therefore come boldly unto the throne of grace, that we may obtain mercy, and find grace to help in time of need.
Prayer Bears

Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA United States - Sunday, November 18, 2007 11:26 PM CST

What is more beautiful than a child's sense of wonder?
a friend
- Friday, November 16, 2007 9:21 AM CST

Thank you for sharing such treasured, precious memories of Ashleigh! I love to learn details of her life. Such a sweet kid, despite all she went through, she NEVER lost the innocence of childhood.

Congrats again on the book award! Ashleigh's boys look great! So cute!
shirley <schan031@yahoo.com>
ny, ny - Thursday, November 15, 2007 11:14 AM CST

Hugs and Kisses. Congratulations on the gold star award. It is an amazing book inspired with love and light. We continue to visit the caringbridge website with a smile and tears each and every time. Thank you for continuing to share your thoughts and pictures. Love you all...
Scott, Pam and Kaylie <Pamsthoughts@comcast.net>
Middletown, MD - Tuesday, November 13, 2007 12:15 AM CST

Stopping by just to say hello! You're family has been very busy with exciting things happening. That's good news. We're all doing fine. Not anxious for the winter weather though. We head to NYC Dec. 20th for Emily's check-up & x-rays. Have a wonderful Thanksgiving & know that we continue to pray and think of your family.
Pat & Bryan Corwin <pjcorwin@hotmail.com>
Ticonderoga, NY USA - Tuesday, November 13, 2007 6:39 AM CST

Stopping by to let you know I'm praying!
Psalms 42:5 Why art thou cast down, O my soul? and why art thou disquieted in me? hope thou in God: for I shall yet praise him for the help of his countenance.
Prayer Bears
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA United States - Sunday, November 11, 2007 11:26 PM CST

Amy
What a beautiful family...Sorry to hear about your little angel. We are going to go purchase the book at Pooh's Corner on Monday.
M
Marielle (Morrison) Gagarin <marielle.gagarin@dickinsonpress.com>
Grand Rapids, MI - Saturday, November 10, 2007 10:14 PM CST

I haven't checked Ashleigh's carepage in a while and I just wanted to say "CONGRATULATIONS" on your new baby Ben. He is adorable. I also wanted to say congratulations on the award for your beautiful book. I completely admire your family for everything you do. God Bless all of you as you have a new baby and go through the holiday season.
Nikki <wyblenar@yahoo.com>
Rockford, MI - Tuesday, November 6, 2007 2:13 PM CST

Continuing to pray!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
1 Corinthians 1:3-5 Grace be unto you, and peace, from God our Father, and from the Lord Jesus Christ. I thank my God always on your behalf, for the grace of God which is given you by Jesus Christ; That in every thing ye are enriched by him, in all utterance, and in all knowledge;
Prayer Bears
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA United States - Sunday, November 4, 2007 11:21 PM CST

I'm sure Halloween was exciting at your house with the boys....I'm thinking Ashleigh was a carebear angel in heaven this year...directing the party!! Congratulations on your award on Ashleigh's book....shouldn't surprise any of us to win a great award...we all thought it was Number 1!! Wishing you a happy fall and hope you get some time to yourself with your busy life. Looking forward to the next book and always keep all of you in my thoughts and prayers.
Kathie Hoppe <hoppe@chartermi.net>
Alpena, - Sunday, November 4, 2007 9:49 AM CST

Congratulations on the award for Ashleigh's Fairies. It is a terrific book and definitely deserving of such an honour. Enjoy the event. All the best.
Robin Brunet <robinb@start.ca>
Bradford, Ontario Canada - Friday, November 2, 2007 12:22 AM CDT

Such great news about your award, Amy! And the pictures of Ashleigh's Halloweens are just precious. I still get a lump in my throat and a wrenching in my stomach everytime I see her pictures and know she is gone from you. Always in my thoughts.

Steve, Gretchen, and Jack Rea
Gretchen Rea <GretchenRea@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, November 1, 2007 11:43 AM CDT

Ashleigh,
Hi! Happy Halloween! I know I haven't written in a LONG time, but I thought I would to let all your other friends who read and think about you know what "we've" been up to!! :) You know I still talk to you every day. Sometimes after rough days...I go into my room and shut the door and know that you will be there to listen. I still love you the same as I always have..it is just getting harder the more time goes by. I play the videos of you and I to remember your voice...although I know you talk to me in my dreams!! I told my mom that if you were here this year for Halloween I think you would've been Tinker Bell!! I am wondering what you decided to be in Heaven??? Tell me tonight.....if you visit me in my dreams okay!?! I miss you tons, and I love still always visiting with your family!! Have you been watching Ryan and me with our Marshmallow shooters??? :) I bet you laugh at us when we play with them!! Ben reminds me of you.......his smile, eyes, and face make me think of when we were super little...I bet he will grow up and be as special and super-terrific as you are!!

Love you forever and ever and ever!!!

Caleb
Caleb Wolf <stevejennywolf@aol.com>
Wayland, MI USA - Wednesday, October 31, 2007 9:26 PM CDT

Congrats, Amy and Jeff, on the book award! Well deserved recognition to say the least. I know the Ashleigh book series is a labor of love, but to see it as making a real impact out there must be gratifying. SO AMAZING!

Hope the kids have fun, not too scary, not too spooky Halloween!
shirley <schan031@yahoo.com>
ny, ny - Monday, October 29, 2007 1:22 PM CDT

Wonderful news about the award!
Know that I continue to pray!
Romans 8:18 For I reckon that the sufferings of this present time are not worthy to be compared with the glory which shall be revealed in us.
Prayer Bears
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA United States - Monday, October 29, 2007 11:26 AM CDT

Great Job on ashleighs book what wonderul news think of you often.
Lori Ensign <loriensign@aol.com>
Belmont, Mi USA - Saturday, October 27, 2007 12:45 AM CDT

such exciting news on Ashleighs book. We've always known she was a winner. Very cool that you get to go to Chicago for the award and all the upcoming events you have to get more books out there. It was great catching up with your boys. See you in November sometime.
michelle cavera
grand rapids, mi - Friday, October 26, 2007 4:44 PM CDT

Congratulations Amy!!! What a way to honor Ashleigh by winning an award for the book she inspired!!! What a special girl and an awesome tribute to her. Have a great time in Chicago and a wonderful Halloween! Even though I haven't written in the guest book for awhile I still check Ashleigh's website almost daily.
Karrie Schaedig
Alpena, MI - Wednesday, October 24, 2007 12:47 AM CDT

Absolutely FABULOUS news! You deserve it! Congratulations and enjoy your trip to Chicago!

The Shiemke Family
Amy Shiemke <heatmi99@earthlink.net>
Farmington Hills, MI USA - Wednesday, October 24, 2007 9:32 AM CDT

That's great news about Ashleigh's Book. Happy to hear that the boys are keeping you busy. Emily continues to do well in her 3rd year at Utica. How time continues to fly by. Take Care & we continue to pray & think of your family.
Bryan & Pat Corwin <pjcorwin@hotmail.com>
Ticonderoga, NY USA - Wednesday, October 24, 2007 5:55 AM CDT

Amy and family-
Congratulations on the Ashleigh's book winning such an awesome honor! I hope you have a wonderful time in Chicago and I can't even imagine how proud you must be of Ashleigh for sharing her wonderful thoughts with you! So many of us have read the book and truthfully...NOT surprised that you've done so well with it! Hope you all have a wonderful Halloween season and Kenna is sending her rainbow picture soon!
Take care, Jen
Jenny Moulds <jk_moulds@yahoo.com>
Rockford, MI USA - Tuesday, October 23, 2007 2:02 PM CDT

Lifting your family up in prayer right now.
Jude 1:20-21 But ye, beloved, building up yourselves on your most holy faith, praying in the Holy Ghost, Keep yourselves in the love of God, looking for the mercy of our Lord Jesus Christ unto eternal life.
Prayer Bears
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA United States - Sunday, October 21, 2007 10:36 PM CDT

i, too, LOVE my book and i have shown it to several other people, and my niece and nephew so that they can "meet" ashleigh.

i have been busy and did not realize that little ash is a big sister-that is such wonderful news! congratulations (late) to you guys!!!!

i sent your info to a family that is very near and dear to me from WI that just lost their precious daughter. just like i will do for you - i would buy every one of their books about their precious baby. i am so excited that there is a second one due out 3/08!!
lisa <schnegs@pro-ns.net>
mn - Saturday, October 20, 2007 8:13 AM CDT

Praying right now!
1 Peter 3:12a For the eyes of the Lord are over the righteous, and his ears are open unto their prayers
Prayer Bears
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA United States - Sunday, October 14, 2007 9:01 PM CDT

I wanted to tell you that I loved the book and am not surprised at all that it has been honored this way. Kevin (my older brother) and I were just talking on the phone about it, and I directed him to this website. He and his wife have a new little girl, Peyton, who will receive this book from me as part of her Christmas present. What an amazing way to share Ashleigh's memory.
Our third little girl will be arriving soon, and I know I will read Ashleigh's Fairies to her over and over.

Thanks for sharing all of your family's pictures, too.
Kelly Wilson <kellyrae17@hotmail.com>
Petoskey, MI USA - Thursday, October 11, 2007 3:10 PM CDT

Love the memory share. Can never get enough photos of Ashleigh. Congratulations on the book contest. The book is truly wonderful so I'm not surprised. It is a frequent read at our house before my daughter's bed time. I'm looking forward to the next book release as well. All the best.
Robin Brunet <robinb@start.ca>
Bradford, Ontario Canada - Wednesday, October 10, 2007 1:27 PM CDT

Congrats on the being semifinalist for the book award...so awesome, hope you win, but more important, you are spreading the word of Ashleigh's story! Honestly it does not surprise me all that much since it is such a beautiful book. Ashleigh must be so proud.

Love the memory shares! Bless you all.
Shirley <schan031@yahoo.com>
NY, NY - Monday, October 8, 2007 9:48 AM CDT

Wow! A lot going on there! Can't wait to get the next book!
Continuing to pray!
Psalms 28:6-7 Blessed be the LORD, because he hath heard the voice of my supplications. The LORD is my strength and my shield; my heart trusted in him, and I am helped: therefore my heart greatly rejoiceth; and with my song will I praise him.
Prayer Bears
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA United States - Sunday, October 7, 2007 10:10 PM CDT

Oh my gosh, Amy, how do you keep up???? I loved reading the excitement in your update about so many things. Ashleigh has to be so proud of all your accomplishments..I know we all are! I'm excited for the second book! Your willingness to share your life with so many people is truly a gift and you give it so well. I'm happy to hear Ryan and Ben are doing well. I can only imagine how much Ryan is looking forward to Halloween! He's a doll. Next year it will be Ben as well! We are always so happy to hear from you and to hear how well your family is doing...you're always in our prayers. A huge hello to Jeff! I'm sure he's busy as well!! Keep up the great work of helping others.
Kathie Hoppe <hoppe@chartermi.net>
Alpena, MI - Sunday, October 7, 2007 4:55 PM CDT

Dear Jeff, Amy, Angel Ashleigh, Ryan and Ben,

Sharing, caring, loving, laughing... I think Ashleigh made the perfect Care Bear. It turns out that our plans have changed and we're hoping to make it on the 27th after all. Who knows, though... maybe we'll see you in East Lansing too! We are so looking forward to seeing you and the book in person. It sounds like the second book is going to be wonderful also. Until we see you... GO GREEN!
Love,
Tony, Leah, Libby and Ella
The Neiferts <neiferts@yahoo.com>
Hudsonville, MI USA - Saturday, October 6, 2007 9:37 PM CDT

Praying right now!
Psalms 33:18-22 Behold, the eye of the LORD is upon them that fear him, upon them that hope in his mercy; To deliver their soul from death, and to keep them alive in famine. Our soul waiteth for the LORD: he is our help and our shield. For our heart shall rejoice in him, because we have trusted in his holy name. Let thy mercy, O LORD, be upon us, according as we hope in thee.
Prayer Bears
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA United States - Sunday, September 30, 2007 9:17 PM CDT

Praying! The Lord still carries us today!
Isaiah 63:9 In all their affliction he was afflicted, and the angel of his presence saved them: in his love and in his pity he redeemed them; and he bare them, and carried them all the days of old.
Prayer Bears
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA United States - Monday, September 24, 2007 0:14 AM CDT

I must say, I had to scroll back through the Journal History, because I was completely surprised to see Baby Ben when I visited Ashleigh's page today! I think I forgot this amazing little one was coming! :)

Your children are ALL beautiful; they all have a sparkle and light that shines through their smiles!

Though I may forget certain "details" (LOL), please know that your family is always in my thoughts and prayers.
Monica Coffey <tika98@yahoo.com>
Frisco, tx - Thursday, September 20, 2007 1:44 PM CDT

Just checking in on this beautiful fall day and hoping you're enjoying it as well. Hope things are going well with your going back to work and can only imagine your evenings must be pretty filled with Ryan and Ben! Take care of yourself too, Amy!! I took the fairy quilt to the Blue Ox Chapter meeting last week. This is the one I was telling you about that we are auctioning off for the benefit of Children's Miracle Network next May. They were thrilled and so excited. They have all kinds of big hopes and ideas to raise lots more money than I had hoped and to do something special with it in Ashleigh's memory. I'll keep you posted. People loved your book and asked how to order copies. We're hoping to do some good things for CMN. Have a terrific week!!
Kathie Hoppe <hoppe@chartermi.net>
Alpena, MI - Tuesday, September 18, 2007 3:47 PM CDT

Dear Jeff, Amy, Angel Ashleigh, Ryan and Ben,

We just wanted to say hello and tell you what handsome boys you have. They do look so much like their beautiful big sister. We are hoping to come out to the craft show to see you next month and to finally get our copy of Ashleigh's Fairies. We think of you often and keep your family in our prayers.
Love,
Tony, Leah, Libby and Ella
The Neiferts <neiferts@yahoo.com>
Hudsonville, MI USA - Tuesday, September 18, 2007 11:24 AM CDT

Your new son is as beautiful as your other kids. Congratulations. I think of you often and hope all is going well with all of you.
Lorrie Mitchell <lorriekitchen@hotmail.com>
Big rapids, MI USA - Sunday, September 16, 2007 11:04 PM CDT

Today Allison named one her Barbie Dolls "Ashleigh"! We read Ashleigh's book today, and we don't often do that 'cause it makes her (Allison) sad she tells me. Please know how much your Ashleigh has meant to Allison even though they never met. Allison thinks of her often and talks about her often. Ashleigh - such a special girl! Take care and hug your boys for us! What handsome little guys! Thanks for sharing so much of your lives w/us! God Bless!
Darrin, Amy, Allison and Kaitlyn Waggoner <amywaggoner@earthlink.net>
Fairborn, OH - Sunday, September 16, 2007 9:19 PM CDT

Continuing to pray!
Jeremiah 31:3 The LORD hath appeared of old unto me, saying, Yea, I have loved thee with an everlasting love: therefore with lovingkindness have I drawn thee.
Prayer Bears
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA United States - Sunday, September 16, 2007 8:50 PM CDT

Wow, they really do look so much alike! I love it how they are all in the same bouncy chair. Although I don't sign often, please know I continue to hold your family in prayer.
Laura Lynn and my two little miracle nephews, Asher and ^Jacob^: www.caringbridge.org/visit/asherandjacob <laurainsem@yahoo.com>
Gettysburg, Pa - Saturday, September 15, 2007 7:04 PM CDT

Jeff, Amy and family-
The pictures of the kids are just amazing! I can't believe how much they all look like eachother. Just stopping in to say hello and although I don't write a lot you guys are always on my mind. In fact, you're a part of our daily lives! Hope everything is gettin "on track" with being back to work. At least you're getting a little more sleep then the last time we talked. Hope you have a wonderful weekend and know that all of you are in my thoughts and prayers always. Love, Jen
The Moulds family- Keith,Jen,Kenna and Kayla
Jenny Moulds <jk_moulds@yahoo.com>
Rockford, MI USA - Friday, September 14, 2007 4:54 PM CDT

I just want you to know that I think of you every day--even though I haven't posted for a while. Your memory share of Ashleigh's re-occurence really hit home. Thank you for all of your prayers and kind words. Love, P.
Pamela Anderson Courtright <pamela_courtright@yahoo.com>
Gaylord, MI USA - Friday, September 14, 2007 10:36 AM CDT

May the angels keep you till morning.
May they guide you through the night.
May they comfort all your sorrows.
May they help you win the fight.

May they keep watch on your soul.
May they show you better ways.
May they guard you while you're sleeping.
May they see you through your days.

May they show you new hopes.
May they still your every doubt.
May they calm your every fear.
May they hear you when you shout.

May the angels keep you til morning.
More than this I cannot pray.
And if the angels ever fail you.
Then may God be there that day.

~ Author Unknown ~

Polly/Angel_Wings
- Thursday, September 13, 2007 7:25 PM CDT

Thinking of you all. Can't wait for news on the next book. We love the first one!
Robin Brunet <robinb@start.ca>
Bradford, Ontario Canada - Tuesday, September 11, 2007 2:17 PM CDT

Thinking of you all and your new bundle of joy. The girls still talk to Ashleigh and this past April sent her many many prayers as our beloved dog, Hunter unexpectedly joined her and Molly after 3 days, $3000 and no answers or explanations. So many reminders to enjoy each and every day the way Ashleigh did. Give the boys hugs for me. I miss babies. Although I enjoy every stage, they get too big too fast. Kait started Kindergarten last week and it is bitter sweet.
Kelly, Kait, and Jessica <kellykaymasters@yahoo.com>
- Monday, September 10, 2007 11:38 AM CDT

What great new pictures! It is amazing how much they all look alike as babies. I also think you got your money's worth on that bouncy seat! Thanks for sharing your wonderful pictures and memories with us. We look forward to the next book. Keeping you all in our positive thoughts. Take Care!

Warmest regards-
The Shiemke Family
Eric, Amy, Britt, and Ian <heatmi99@earthlink.net>
Farmington Hills, MI USA - Monday, September 10, 2007 8:23 AM CDT

The Lord is always there to help in time of need! Praying right now!
Hebrews 13:6 So that we may boldly say, The Lord is my helper, and I will not fear what man shall do unto me.
Prayer Bears
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA United States - Monday, September 10, 2007 0:20 AM CDT

Thanks Amy for updating us on your family. You have to be so busy but yet take the time for us...know we appreciate it and love hearing from you. The baby pictures of your three children at the same age is priceless!! what beautiful babies. I was pretty happy to hear the second book is in the works at this point. I just bought another one today from your mom. People love it! Hopefully things slow down a little for you and you get to get some rest over the weekend! Take care...continued prayers for all of you.
Kathie Hoppe <hoppe@chartermi.net>
Alpena, MI - Friday, September 7, 2007 10:09 PM CDT

Thinking of you all today!
Cindy McCloskey
Davie, FL USA - Friday, September 7, 2007 8:32 AM CDT

That's such a beautiful song...to go with all the beautiful pictures of Ashleigh...still thinking of your little girl. Today's journal entry really touched me. It must be hard to relive memories of her relapse. It is amazing that Ashleigh tried to comfort you at that moment and that she had a real awareness of her illness. What an exceptional child!

It must be hard also knowing how much she would love school...she did not get a chance to go through those milestones of childhood and growing up. Ashleigh will always be an inspiration to me.
shirley <schan031@yahoo.com>
ny, ny - Friday, September 7, 2007 8:25 AM CDT

Sounds like little Ben is going to be a big ball of sunshine just like his big sister. It's great to hear from you guys. Hope all is well! :)
Tara Oppenhuizen <tara917@comcast.net>
Kentwood, MI - Friday, September 7, 2007 8:17 AM CDT

I'm just checking in today, haven't commented in a while. Think of you all very often.
Chrissy Delekta <cdelekta75@yahoo.com>
Rogers City, MI USA - Thursday, September 6, 2007 9:13 AM CDT

Just checking in. Hope you all had a nice and relaxing holiday weekend.

Aunt Angie - I don't believe it's odd how much you still miss Ashleigh and how hard it is to recognize she is gone. I can't imagine it would ever be easy or normal to have someone you love so much be gone from your life forever. My biggest fear in life is to lose one of my children and I can't imagine living out my greatest fear every day. You and your family have persevered with such courage and grace. You are all AMAZING human beings and this world needs more people like you.

Keeping you all in my positive thoughts...always.

Warmest regards-
Amy
Amy Shiemke <heatmi99@earthlink.net>
Farmington Hills, MI USA - Wednesday, September 5, 2007 9:44 AM CDT

Today would be your first day of 1st grade - I have to say it just hit me as I was driving through the subdivision and all the buses were picking up the kids for their first day. It's hard...it's still unbelievable to me you are gone. I wonder if other people would think that's odd since it's been over a year and a half. It's amazing that the shock of you being gone can still hit so hard. Missing you tons! Happy first day of 1st grade in Heaven! I'm sure you will be with Caleb today.
Aunt Angie <Angie_Hendrickson@alticor.com>
Grand Rapids, MI USA - Tuesday, September 4, 2007 8:52 AM CDT

Really had to search tonight for a verse. I hope this gives you comfort! Know that I'm praying!
Hebrews 12:2 Looking unto Jesus the author and finisher of our faith; who for the joy that was set before him endured the cross, despising the shame, and is set down at the right hand of the throne of God.
Prayer Bears
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA United States - Monday, September 3, 2007 0:19 AM CDT

What a wonderful miracle of life you have added to your family. Happy to hear that you're doing well. We have a lot of families that have kids with NB and there's 5 father's riding bikes acrossed the US for NB research. The website is www.loneliestroad.org Wanted to share that with you so that we can pass the word out that NB needs more funds for research. It's quite an amazing thing that the father's are taking on. Continue to enjoy life! We continue to enjoy life & we are thankful for Emily's continued "remission". She's entering her 3rd year at Utica College in New York. Take Care & know that we often think of you. My girls all have a copy of Ashleigh's book now, and they have really enjoyed it. Thanks for all the hard work.
Pat & Bryan Corwin <pjcorwin@hotmail.com>
Ticonderoga, NY USA - Wednesday, August 29, 2007 10:54 AM CDT

Checking in to see how your family is doing and to let you know that I'm praying!
1 Corinthians 2:2, 5: For I determined not to know any thing among you, save Jesus Christ, and him crucified...That your faith should not stand in the wisdom of men, but in the power of God.
Prayer Bears
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA United States - Monday, August 27, 2007 0:14 AM CDT

Tiny Angel

Tiny Angel rest your wings
sit with me for awhile.
How I long to hold your hand,
And see your tender smile.
Tiny Angel, look at me,
I want this image clear...
That I will forget your precious face
Is my biggest fear.
Tiny Angel can you tell me,
Why you have gone away?
You weren't here for very long...
Why is it, you couldn't stay?
Tiny Angel shook her head,
"These things I do not know...
But I do know that you love me,
And that I love you so".

Author � Unknown
Polly from http://groups.yahoo.com/groups/Angel_Wings <polly1511@gmail.com>
- Monday, August 20, 2007 10:53 PM CDT

Just checking in. Hope all is well and everyone is staying dry in all this RAIN!! Keeping you all in our positive thoughts.

Warmest regards-
Eric, Amy, Britt, and Ian Shiemke <heatmi99@earthlink.net>
Farmington Hills, MI USA - Monday, August 20, 2007 10:06 AM CDT

Am here praying right now!
Psalms 31:24 Be of good courage, and he shall strengthen your heart, all ye that hope in the LORD.
Prayer Bears
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA United States - Sunday, August 19, 2007 10:29 PM CDT

Hi, I haven't commented in a while but I just wanted to let you know that I still think of all of you constantly. I also wanted to tell you that I participated in the Alpena Relay for Life for the first time this past weekend and it was a great experience. My mom manages the Maurices in Alpena and they had a team there. I saw Ashleigh's Grandma Kelly there last night and I also saw her today at a festival put on by the church I belong to. She is a great lady! You are all lucky to be related to her. There were a few luminaries for Ashleigh at the relay, they were all decorated beautifully. I still visit the site often and think about you all daily. Stay positive!
Maggie Skiba <maggles7777@hotmail.com>
Ossineke, MI - Sunday, August 19, 2007 5:07 PM CDT

Thanks for the update. Sounds like you guys are doing great! Baby Ben is adorable and Ryan is getting soooo big! I can't wait for the second book of Ashleigh's faries to come out. Keeping you and your family in my thoughts and prayers.

Tara Oppenhuizen <tara917@comcast.net>
Kentwood, MI - Monday, August 13, 2007 12:05 AM CDT

Thinking of all of you today and wishing you a day filled with sunshine!!!
Kathie Hoppe <hoppe@chartermi.net>
Alpena, MI - Monday, August 13, 2007 7:34 AM CDT

May the Lord continue to give you strength whatever the day may bring. Praying!
Psalms 105:1-4 O give thanks unto the LORD; call upon his name: make known his deeds among the people. Sing unto him, sing psalms unto him: talk ye of all his wondrous works. Glory ye in his holy name: let the heart of them rejoice that seek the LORD. Seek the LORD, and his strength: seek his face evermore.
Prayer Bears
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA United States - Sunday, August 12, 2007 8:55 PM CDT

Amy,Jeff,Ashleigh,Ryan and Ben-
I'm glad that you guys are finally getting a little bit of rest. I remember when McKenna had reflux and it made for such long nights! You feel more tired in the morning then when you went to bed the night before! I can't wait to see some new pictures of Ryan and Ben. They are both so stinkin' cute. We've been up to Alpena too this summer, but not as much as we would like. Hoping to get up there over Labor Day weekend if possible. Thank you Amy for remembering McKenna and including her on your list of little ones who need prayers! Just wanted you to know that we decorated a Luminaria bag for Ashleigh at the Comstock Park Relay and because we had a team I was given the honor of reading off all of the names that we had made bags for. I did fine until I got to my "In memory of" list and Ashleigh was the first name to read. Needless to say, after a few tears I went on, but know that she is always on my mind and in my prayers- you ALL are! When the beautiful rainbow shown through after the rain storm the Friday of Relay I just knew that Ashleigh had something to do with it. McKenna was the first person to notice it!!!!!!!!!!!! Hope you all enjoy the rest of your summer too and can't wait for the next book to come out. You know we'll be in line to buy it!
Much love, Jenny
Jenny Moulds <jk_moulds@yahoo.com>
Rockford, MI USA - Saturday, August 11, 2007 11:10 AM CDT

Thanks for the recent update and the great new pictures. I really enjoy seeing the memory shares of Ashleigh. Her pictures always make me smile...just like your newly added pictures of Ryan and Ben. They are both VERY beautiful boys. Glad to hear you are getting a bit more sleep now. It's been 12 long years since I've had a little one wake me in the night, but I certainly remember the lack of sleep feeling. Hang in there, it'll be a blip in time sooner than you think...time flies by WAY too fast. Thanks again for the update and pix. Keeping you always in our positive thoughts!

Warmest regards-
The Shiemke Family
Eric, Amy, Britt, and Ian <heatmi99@earthlink.net>
Farmington Hills, MI USA - Friday, August 10, 2007 6:11 AM CDT

Thanks so much for your recent update and especially the new pictures...we all love seeing pictures of all your children. I've got the pink and purple Ashleigh quilt done that is going to be in a silent auction along with one of your books to benefit Children's Miracle Network. It took it to the meeting today to show and everyone there was so interested in your book and wanted copies. I hope they all purchase one. Baby Ben looks adorable and can only imagine that Ashleigh smiles down on her brothers all the time. Glad to hear you're having a good summer and celebrated Ashleigh's birthday with so many balloons.
Kathie Hoppe <hoppe@chartermi.net>
- Thursday, August 9, 2007 9:41 PM CDT

Just checking in to see pictures of that beautiful angel. So glad to hear all is well with you and little Benjamin is starting to sleep a little more for you. Hope Ashleigh sends you lots of little messages from above to let you know she's watching you.
Steve, Gretchen, and Jack Rea
Gretchen Rea <GretchenRea@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, August 9, 2007 8:43 PM CDT

Know that I'm still praying!
Psalms 4:3-4 But know that the LORD hath set apart him that is godly for himself: the LORD will hear when I call unto him. Stand in awe, and sin not: commune with your own heart upon your bed, and be still. Selah.
Prayer Bears

Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA United States - Sunday, August 5, 2007 11:22 PM CDT

Just checking in again. Hope you have been able to spend some time at Ashleigh's cottage to beat this oppressive HEAT!!! Keeping you all in my positive thoughts.

Best regards-
Amy <heatmi99@earthlink.net>
Farmington Hills, MI USA - Friday, August 3, 2007 9:52 AM CDT

I came across your precious little angels page from myspace.com your story broke my heart, what a sweet little angel. I am so sorry for your loss. Keep your fiath in our lord and saviour Jesus Christ, he loves you all and will keep your little angel safe until you are reunited.
Bill T. <f14flyboy@aol.com>
Tampa, Fl USA - Thursday, August 2, 2007 6:30 PM CDT

Just a note to let you know how much Ashleigh has touched Allison's heart! Tina and I took the girl's to Kings Island last week, and the other night Darrin was watching the children and said that Allison typed a whole letter to Ashleigh telling her all about Kings Island and if she ever gets to come down from heaven she would have fun at Kings Island. Ashleigh has touched her so! Take care! Hope you and the boys are enjoying the summer! God Bless!
Darrin, Amy, Allison and Kaitlyn Waggoner <amywaggoner@earthlink.net>
Fairborn, OH - Wednesday, August 1, 2007 7:25 PM CDT

Hello All-

Your family is never far from my thoughts. I check in all the time but I don't always leave a note. I promise to do a better job of leaving a note every time I check in.

Glad to hear you all had a nice time on Grand Lake this weekend. I love spending time on that lake. It is such a beautiful and relaxing place.

Take care and enjoy the rest of your summer.

Warmest regards-
The Shiemke Family

PS - Amy, I have to agree. JS needs to get married and experience the love only a child can bring.
Eric, Amy, Britt, and Ian <heatmi99@earthlink.net>
Farmington Hills, MI USA - Monday, July 30, 2007 6:45 AM CDT

Know that I'm still here praying!
Philippians 4:13 I can do all things through Christ which strengtheneth me.
Prayer Bears

Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA United States - Sunday, July 29, 2007 9:09 PM CDT

Amy, Jeff, Ryan, and Benjamin,

It was so nice to get to know you better and see you enjoying yourselves on the water this weekend. And Amy, you're right, we did meet before at Angie's baby shower. But I don't think we knew each other well enough to talk as friends. So it's good to know you as a friend now and not just through Ashleigh's website. Even though I haven't left an entry lately, I think of you and your family every day,and every time I look into my little guy's eyes, I think how unfair life has been to you. But you have done such an amazing job making Ashleigh's life a positive, wonderful inspiration for all that will never be forgotten. The next time you are on Grand Lake, stop in for a cold drink and bring the kids. Jack had fun playing with Ryan!
Steve, Gretchen, and Jack Rea
Gretchen Rea <GretchenRea@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, July 29, 2007 7:46 AM CDT

Amy and Family, Congratulations on your new baby boy!!! We at ECMCF just want to let you know we miss Amy and hope all is well...Baby Benjamin is absolutely beautiful!! We keep you in our thoughts and prayers. Connie,Tammy,Dietary staff, and rest of the crew :)
Connie Lennon <Clennon@ecmcf.org>
Bellevue, Mi 49021 - Wednesday, July 25, 2007 12:21 AM CDT

Praying right now!
Psalms 38:21-22 Forsake me not, O LORD: O my God, be not far from me. Make haste to help me, O Lord my salvation.
Prayer Bears
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA United States - Sunday, July 22, 2007 11:59 PM CDT

Just thinking of your family on this lovely summer evening and wanted you to know. I'm sure Baby Ben is growing each day and I imagine Ryan loves being an older brother. I have something I need to get in the mail to you before it's too late! Hope you're getting to enjoy some time at Ashleigh's cottage. Always in my heart.
Kathie Hoppe <hoppe@chartermi.net>
Alpena, MI - Sunday, July 22, 2007 8:49 PM CDT

I still think of adorable Ashleigh every day!! Everytime I look at her pics I smile. I know her birthday in heaven was just awesome. You will always be in my thoughts and prayers.
Peg Poma <ppoma@firstcommunties.net>
Marietta, GA - Thursday, July 19, 2007 9:30 AM CDT

Amy,
You've got a beautiful family. Sorry to hear about your little angel. This site and pictures are a wonderful tribute.
Mary <anthromedic@hotmail.com>
Holt, Mi USA - Thursday, July 19, 2007 7:00 AM CDT

Happy Belated Birthday Ashleigh. You are always close in thought. Congratulations on the birth of your new baby brother.
Robin Brunet <robinb@start.ca>
Bradford, Ontario Canada - Monday, July 16, 2007 8:13 AM CDT

So sorry I missed Ashleigh's birthday. I know that day had to be so hard on you!
My husband ends up using this passage in his sermons a lot. Wanted to share it today. Know that I continue to pray for your family!!!!!!
Romans 8:35-39 Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? shall tribulation, or distress, or persecution, or famine, or nakedness, or peril, or sword? As it is written, For thy sake we are killed all the day long; we are accounted as sheep for the slaughter. Nay, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him that loved us. For I am persuaded, that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor powers, nor things present, nor things to come, Nor height, nor depth, nor any other creature, shall be able to separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord.
Prayer Bears
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA United States - Sunday, July 15, 2007 10:53 PM CDT

Happy Birthday sweet Asheligh! I hope you had a wonderful birthday party in heaven and that you watched from above as your family celebrated!
Kim
- Friday, July 13, 2007 9:23 AM CDT

Amy and family,
Just wanted to let you know I've been thinking of you lots this week--especially today. I think of Ashleigh every night when I am putting our son Danny to bed, and say this to him, "May the angels be with you through the night but leave you with me in the morning." Your poem was beautiful. Keep writing!

Dana Fletcher Entler
Dana Entler <fletcherdgf@comcast.net>
Dewitt, MI - Thursday, July 12, 2007 10:14 PM CDT

Congratulations on little Baby Benjamin! I read the announcement while in Alpena and shared the good news with my family! He's very precious! God Bless you all as you celebrate his birth!
Happy 6th Birthday to Ashleigh! My girl's lost 2 balloons a few weeks ago and Allison said she was sending them up to Ashleigh! I'm sure Ashleigh got them and it put a smile on Allie's face to know her balloons would be taken care of. Happy Birthday, Ashleigh!
Darrin, Amy, Allison and Kaitlyn Waggoner <amywaggoner@earthlink.net>
Fairborn, OH - Thursday, July 12, 2007 8:56 PM CDT

I am sure Ashleign was thrilled with her monkey celebration and is enjoying a great big party up in heaven with all of her angel friends.

My thoughts and prayers are with you all during this time.

Much love,
Olivia
Olivia Nunez <olivia.nunez@gmail.com>
Whitestone, NY - Thursday, July 12, 2007 5:07 PM CDT

Happy Birthay Ashleigh!! Our fingers are orange from eating Cheetos today in honor of your birthday. We hope you are celebrating with Molly and all your angel friends. I hope your Mom,Dad, Ryan and new baby are having fun monkey style celebrating you and all your wonderful memories. We continue to pray for your family. Love The Watsons (Molly's family)
JoAnn Watson <watsonsofmi@aol.com>
- Thursday, July 12, 2007 4:11 PM CDT

Happy 6th Birthday Sweet Angel Ashleigh!!!!! I hope you are having a great time celebrating with all of your angel friends. You are greatly missed.

Happy Birthday!
Tara Oppenhuizen <tara917@comcast.net>
Kentwood, MI - Thursday, July 12, 2007 3:05 PM CDT

Happy Birthday Angel Ashleigh!! I hope your party today with Jesus is the best!

Always in my thoughts and prayers.
Becky L. Harbarth <peanutpie3879@netscape.net>
Gaylord, MN USA - Thursday, July 12, 2007 2:02 PM CDT

Happy 6th Birthday Angel Ashleigh!! We are heading to one of your favorite places this weekend. We have lots of fun memories of you at "The Wreck".
Love, Uncle Mick, Aunt Nancy, Jess and Aly <McDonnells@satx.rr.com>
San Antonio, TX USA - Thursday, July 12, 2007 1:00 PM CDT

Dear Sweet Ashleigh Marie,

HAPPY 6TH BIRTHDAY TO MY MONKEY!!!!

"We are given many precious gifts as we go through life.
Some we are allowed to enjoy for a long time. . . .
Others only briefly. . . .
But each gift has the power to change and enrich us,
To make us better human beings."

You were and are my most "precious gift". You have given me so much love, so much joy and so many beautiful memories. Have a wonderful celebration with your angel and fairy friends.

FOREVER AND EVER NEVER FORGET!!!!

With Love, Grandma Kate
Kate Ableidinger <katedinger@hotmail.com>
Alpena, MI - Thursday, July 12, 2007 9:05 AM CDT

Ashleigh
Well little monkey how are your spending this day? I was walking my puppy last night when Mol must have sent me a reminder that today she was going to a birthday party cause I automatically thought Ashleigh's birthday is soon and today is the day. Molly's Daddy's is the 10th, Aunt JoAnn the 11th and you the 12th. We know it will be a rough day for your family but we celebrate these days since this is the day you entered your families life and it is a day of happiness. Just like Mol's brothers eating pizza and orange sherget, your little brothers will be eating Cheetos and maybe even bananas every July 12th until they get to have it with you someday again. Thinking of you all this day. We'll have Cheetos for lunch and think of you girls licking those orange fingers!
the Caveras <dcavera@sbcglobal.net>
EGR, MI - Thursday, July 12, 2007 7:58 AM CDT

HAPPY 6TH BIRTHDAY ASHLEIGH!!!!!! IT'S A BEAUTIFUL DAY HERE TO REMEMBER YOU BY.

LOVE YOU!
Aunt Angie <Angie_Hendrickson@alticor.com>
Grand Rapids, MI USA - Thursday, July 12, 2007 7:51 AM CDT

Happy Birthday Angel Ashleigh!
Lynn <laburnza@charter.net>
Sanford, Mi - Thursday, July 12, 2007 7:40 AM CDT

A huge, huge Happy Birthday dear sweet Angel Ashleigh Marie!! I hope your 6th birthday party in heaven is as exciting and wonderful as the party your mom and dad are celebrating here on earth for you. You are a special young lady who will always be remembered with a smile on our faces and in our hearts. You and your friend Molly share this beautiful day together!!
Kathie Hoppe <hoppe@chartermi.net>
Alpena, MI - Thursday, July 12, 2007 7:21 AM CDT

Happy Birthday to Heaven's most beautiful angel.
Anne Elwell <wife4travis@yahoo.com>
Galesburg, MI USA - Thursday, July 12, 2007 6:03 AM CDT

Dear Ashleigh....So I know that 6 years ago around this time I was heading home from work. When I arrived home, Steve told me to call your Mommy right away and he had a big, big smile on his face. So when I called your Mommy, she said she was pretty sure her water had broke. And so it all started...the excitement of your arrival...6 year ago this evening. I don't think I even slept this night 6 years ago since I was so excited...I just waited for the phone to ring. Plus I called a few times because I was dying to find out how soon it would be. All of this seems like yesterday. I try to remember it with all smiles since you brought such joy to all of us but of course a few tears come too since I would do anything to go back to that... and start all over with no cancer.

Love you!!!
Aunt Angie <Angie_Hendrickson@alticor.com>
Grand Rapids, MI USA - Wednesday, July 11, 2007 3:59 PM CDT

Congratulations! Baby Ben is beautiful! If you ever need a babysitter.....don't be afraid to call! :)
Tara Oppenhuizen <tara917@comcast.net>
Kentwood , MI - Monday, July 9, 2007 8:40 AM CDT

Doing something different today. This hymn came to mind and the words are so powerful, I just had to share them:
1. What a Friend we have in Jesus,
All our sins and griefs to bear!
What a privilege to carry
Ev'rything to God in prayer!
Oh, what peace we often forfeit,
Oh, what needless pain we bear,
All because we do not carry
Ev'rything to God in prayer!

2. Have we trials and temptations?
Is there trouble anywhere?
We should never be discouraged,
Take it to the Lord in prayer.
Can we find a Friend so faithful
Who will all our sorrows share?
Jesus knows our ev'ry weakness--
Take it to the Lord in prayer.

3. Are we weak and heavy laden,
Cumbered with a load of care?
Precious Savior, still our Refuge--
Take it to the Lord in prayer.
Do thy friends despise, forsake thee?
Take it to the Lord in prayer;
In His arms He'll take and shield thee,
Thou wilt find a solace there.

Prayer Bears
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA United States - Monday, July 9, 2007 0:13 AM CDT

Congratulations on your beautiful baby boy!!! So precious. What a blessing sent from your beautiful Angel Ashleigh.
So very happy for you all.
Melanie from Saginaw
Melanie Bryce <mandgb@hotmail.com>
Saginaw, Mi - Sunday, July 8, 2007 6:27 PM CDT

Congradulations on your family's new arrival!! Excellent!!
He's a beauty!! I'm sure that Ryan is thrilled & everyone. Take Care. We have enjoyed Ashleigh's book so much. Take Care & enjoy that new little Ben.
Pat Corwin <pjcorwin@hotmail.com>
Ticonderoga, NY USA - Thursday, July 5, 2007 1:04 PM CDT

Ashleigh,
I hope you saw some awesome fireworks from Heaven last night!!One week from today and you will be 6! I've already got your present all ready! You're brother Ben is super cute. I bet you picked the best little spirit to give to him!! I really miss you! I drew you a picture on my driveway and wrote your name really big with chalk...I hope you saw it from Heaven. I am going to be sending you 6 balloons for your birthday...make sure you get them.

I love you sooo much and miss you more and more each day!! It seems like forever since I've seen you...

Love, Caleb
Caleb Wolf <stevejennywolf@aol.com>
Wayland, MI USA - Thursday, July 5, 2007 12:18 AM CDT

Happy 4th of July from our house to hopefully your cottage! Hope it's a fun, bright, sunny day for you and you're spending time at Ashleigh's cottage.
Kathie Hoppe <hoppe@chartermi.net>
Alpena, MI - Wednesday, July 4, 2007 4:09 PM CDT

Congratulations! Welcome!

Lord, make me an instrument of your peace.

Where there is hatred, let me sow love, where there is injury, pardon, where there is doubt, faith, where there is despair, hope, where there is darkness, light, where there is sadness, joy.

O Divine Master, grant that I may not so much seek to be consoled as to console, not so much to be understood as to understand, not so much to be loved, as to love; for it is in giving that we receive, it is in pardoning that we are pardoned, it is in dying that we awake to eternal life.

Saint Francis of Assisi

Sending you Angel Hugs, Praises and Prayers today.
Polly/Angel_Wings <polly1511@gmail.com>
- Wednesday, July 4, 2007 3:38 PM CDT

Congratulations!!! Ben, the world is definitely a brighter place with you in it!
I finally got to see Ashleigh's Fairies at the NB Conference where the books were a huge hit! I don't sign often but Ashleigh and your family will always have a piece of my heart.
Many blessings and much love,
Jennifer Click and Carolyn & Evan Coveney <jsclick@gmail.com>
Springfield, VA - Tuesday, July 3, 2007 9:21 AM CDT

CONGRATULATIONS!!! baby boy BEN is absolutely beautiful- i wish you all the best- can't wait to see you again in Alpena -when your visiting-Take care!
Janelle, Scott, Alexis and Tanner Pilarski <janellepilarski@yahoo.com>
Alpena, Mi - Tuesday, July 3, 2007 7:36 AM CDT

Amy, Jeff, Ashleigh, and Ryan-

Congratulations on your newest family member, Ben! Ben has a great name AND great looks. He is beautiful! Glad to hear everyone is home and doing well. Your family will always remain in my positive thoughts. Take care and enjoy your new family member.

Warmest regards-
Amy
Amy Shiemke <heatmi99@earthlink.net>
Farmington Hills, MI USA - Tuesday, July 3, 2007 5:58 AM CDT

CONGRATULATIONS! What a precious little baby boy. I know Ashleigh is thrilled he is here. I'm so happy for all of you.
Beverly Atkins <batkins7@nc.rr.com>
- Monday, July 2, 2007 1:34 PM CDT

Oh -- what a sweet, sweet baby boy. Congratulations.
Chrissy Delekta <cdelekta75@yahoo.com>
Rogers City, MI USA - Monday, July 2, 2007 10:05 AM CDT

Adding my congratulations to the group!
Always keep your eyes on the Lord, the only source of help! Praying!
Psalms 32:7 Thou art my hiding place; thou shalt preserve me from trouble; thou shalt compass me about with songs of deliverance. Selah.
Prayer Bears

Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA U.S.A. - Monday, July 2, 2007 0:14 AM CDT

Just wanted to say Hi. I thought about you guys on June 7 (It is my birthday, so I always have a thought about Ashleigh then). Congratulations on the new baby!! I still need to find the fairy books!!
Good luck with the new baby, keeping your family in my prayers. Karen Barnhart (sedation RN)
Karen Barnhart <kbarnhart@rockford.k12.mi.us>
Casnovia, MI USA - Friday, June 29, 2007 2:40 PM CDT

CONGRATULATIONS!! Ben is just beautiful! and Ryan is getting so big! i will continue to pray for the well being of your family!
peggy pride <ppride@oldfash.com>
mayville , wi usa - Friday, June 29, 2007 1:35 PM CDT

Congratulations on the new baby. Keeping all of you in my thoughts and prayers.
Diane, Angel Wings
Dian
Bronx, NY USA - Friday, June 29, 2007 1:25 PM CDT

Congratulations on your newest bundle of joy!
Jenn Hartley <ronjenn696@prodigy.net>
- Friday, June 29, 2007 8:49 AM CDT

Congratulations. The baby looks gorgeous. I am so happy for you all. Best wishes.
Valerie Flood <valerieflood@blueyonder.co.uk>
Glasgow, Scotland - Friday, June 29, 2007 3:48 AM CDT

Congratulations!!!!!! What a beautiful baby boy!!!! You are always in our thoughts and prayers. Can't wait to hear all the details. Love and miss you. pam,kurt,elle and drew
pam,kurt,elle and drew <pdonakowski@sbcglobal.net>
- Thursday, June 28, 2007 10:11 PM CDT

Hi Everyone
CONGRATS!!!!!!!! on the new baby!! I am sooooooo happy for all of you and hope to meet him sometime soon. Wishing you all well and Amy I hope you are doing well.Congrats again and another cousin in the family is GREAT! Love Annie, Jason and Tristin Hepburn
annie hepburn <hallie2@core.com>
Posen, MI - Thursday, June 28, 2007 9:43 PM CDT

Congratulations! Welcome, Ben. The world is a glorious place and I know you will do well on your journey.

Love is the Soul of Hearts
by: Susan Polis Schultz

Love is
the meaning of poetry
the inspiration of dreams
the passion of dance
the music of songs

Love is
the spirit of souls
the emotion of hearts

Love is
the poetry of dreams
the dance of songs
and the
soul of hearts

Sending you Angel Hugs, Praises and Prayers.

Polly/Angel_Wings <polly1511@gmail.com>
Rolette, ND USA - Thursday, June 28, 2007 7:34 PM CDT

Congratulations! Ben is a lucky boy to have big brother Ryan to take care of him! I'm sure he has a certain angel looking out for him, too! We're so happy for you!
Brian, Jen, Maddy and Braden Post <kentwoodposts@sbcglobal.net>
Kentwood, MI - Thursday, June 28, 2007 4:10 PM CDT

Welcome to the world, Ben!! Congratulations to all of you!
Kim
- Thursday, June 28, 2007 2:43 PM CDT

Congratulations on a beautiful baby boy!!
Kim <kas412@sbcglobal.net>
Bartlett, IL - Thursday, June 28, 2007 2:28 PM CDT

Congratulations on baby Ben's arrival! What a beautiful baby, a bundle of joy! Wishing him a lifetime of health and happiness!

Ashleigh's beautiful spirit lives on in all of you....and in the hearts of those she touched.
Shirley <schan031@yahoo.com>
NY, NY - Thursday, June 28, 2007 1:46 PM CDT

Great News on your arrival. Ashleigh did a great job sending that little bundle. Less hair than your other two is fine - we both know how cute bald can be. Keep up on those Cheetos Amy, my belly is full of ice cream. Hope to sell some of your books in Chicago this weekend. Hugs to you all especially to Big brother Ryan.
the Caveras
egr, MI usa - Thursday, June 28, 2007 11:32 AM CDT

Hi Amy, Jeff, Ryan & Ashleigh
Blessings and Great Joy! What a beautiful baby! We wish you much joy with your new son. I'm sure Ashleigh got a lot of time with little Ben up in heaven. My kids always say "when I was an angel" before they were born. Our prayers are always with you. Love JoAnn (Molly's Aunt)
JoAnn Watson <watsonsofmi@aol.com>
Grand Rapids, MI - Thursday, June 28, 2007 6:14 AM CDT

~What a beautiful baby boy! Congratulations!!!!!!!
Todd, Belinda, Riley, Owen, Ian and Sarah Schafer
Ionia, MI USA - Wednesday, June 27, 2007 10:20 PM CDT

Congratulations! Welcome to our world baby boy Benjamin! Enjoy your new little boy! Take care...
Dina Richard
Paulina, LA USA - Wednesday, June 27, 2007 9:36 PM CDT

Congratulations! Ben is so cute. He does have a lot of Ashleigh and Ruan in him. You can tell by his expression. I'm so happy for you guys.

Kathleen Craig
Burton, MI USA - Wednesday, June 27, 2007 8:26 PM CDT

Congratulations! Ben is a gorgeous baby!
Lisa Boggs <modokker@yahoo.com>
Filion, MI - Wednesday, June 27, 2007 6:52 PM CDT

Congratulations on the new beautiful baby boy!!!He is so adorable!!!
Rhonda Kieliszewski <rmdts1@charter.net>
Alpena, MI - Wednesday, June 27, 2007 5:22 PM CDT

Congratulations!!!!!!!!!! What a beautiful baby!
Cindy M
davie, FL USA - Wednesday, June 27, 2007 4:44 PM CDT

Jeff,Amy,Angel Ashleigh,and Ryan- What a beautiful baby you guys! I was so excited to read that he was here and to see the pictures. Ryan looks so big now! We wish you all the best of luck- hours of happiness and MINUTES of sleep as one of my friends once told me. You beat Julie Amy- way to go! With lots of love, The Moulds Family- Keith, Jen, Kenna and Kayla
Jenny Moulds <jk_moulds@yahoo.com>
Rockford, MI USA - Wednesday, June 27, 2007 4:29 PM CDT

CONGRATULATIONS!!!!

Ben is absolutely adorable. I'm glad you guys are home and are doing well. :0)

Always in my thoughts and prayers.
Becky L. Harbarth <peanutpie3879@netscape.net>
Gaylord, MN USA - Wednesday, June 27, 2007 1:59 PM CDT

Welcome Baby Ben! what a beautiful baby! You have to be so proud and sooooo happy he's here! I'm sure Ryan is a wonderful big brother and we all know Ashleigh is the best big sister anyone could possibly have! The best of the best and nothing but the best to your whole family!!!
Kathie Hoppe <hoppe@chartermi.net>
Alpena, MI - Wednesday, June 27, 2007 1:35 PM CDT

Congratulations!! Ben is absolutely beautiful!! I am sure Ashleigh is so proud! Enjoy this special time! And I hope you are feeling well after the delivery Amy!
Karrie Schaedig
Alpena, MI - Wednesday, June 27, 2007 1:24 PM CDT

Congratulations, he is beautiful! Keeping you all in prayer as you settle in with your new little one.

Laura Lynn and my two little miracle nephews, Asher and ^Jacob^: www.caringbridge.org/visit/asherandjacob <laurainsem@yahoo.com>
Hollidaysburg, Pa - Wednesday, June 27, 2007 11:53 AM CDT

Congratulations on the Ben's arrival. Glad you are all doing well.
Chris Exley
Royersford, PA USA - Wednesday, June 27, 2007 10:39 AM CDT

Welcome to the world Ben! I will NEVER forget your birthday because it's the same as mine! It's the best date ever to have a birthday because it's exactly 6 months from Christmas, so you never have to wait a very long long time to get really fantastic presents! I'll bet your big sis Ashleigh arranged that for you. Happy Birthday sweet boy. Congratulations Jeff and Amy!
Debra Smith <smithd@cfsnemi.org>
Presque Isle, MI - Wednesday, June 27, 2007 9:43 AM CDT

Beautiful Girl..your baby brother is here...he is adorable!! We are so happy! I keep thinking you said to him "tell my Mommy, Daddy, and brother I said HI and Good Luck". I know you are so proud and I bet you are smiling in Heaven! Love you & miss you every day!
Aunt Angie <Angie_Hendrickson@alticor.com>
Grand Rapids, MI 49519 - Wednesday, June 27, 2007 9:28 AM CDT

Congrats Amy and Jeff, and Big Brother Ryan!
Welcome Ben! Can't wait to meet you.
Enjoy~ I know Ashleigh is smiling...
Love,
The Burns
Lynn <laburnza@charter.net>
Sanford, Mi - Wednesday, June 27, 2007 9:13 AM CDT

Hello Everyone! That's good that you're all having a busy summer. And I love the date of your new arrival. Our son Matthew was born on the 5th of July. (Red hair & all) He was a real fire cracker we'd say. Thanks for the updates. I'm glad to hear that you all seem to be doing the best you can. Don't forget that there are many that will continue to pray for your entire family. Anxious to hear about the new baby K. Emily is good. We head to NYC this Thursday (June 28th)
Bryan & Pat Corwin <pjcorwin@hotmail.com>
Ticonderoga, NY USA - Tuesday, June 26, 2007 6:08 AM CDT

I just wanted to stop by and let you know that you are all in my thoughts and prayers. I hope the Relay for Life went well. I have no doubt that Ashleigh worked her magic, as she always does.

Much love & hugs,
Olivia
Olivia Nunez <olivia..nunez@gmail.com>
Whitestone, NY - Monday, June 25, 2007 5:08 PM CDT

Amy,
I received my book today and it is absolutely wonderful. I cannot wait to get home and read it to my 3 years old. I am full of tears right now. Not just because of the saddness for your Ashleigh but because this is such a beautiful testament to you daughter. I cannot wait for the next one!
Warmest regards and looking forward to hearing about the arrival of your newest addition!
K-C <kellychristine.day@citigroup.com>
Eastchester, NY - Monday, June 25, 2007 2:27 PM CDT

Still here praying for your family!
Psalms 145:18 The LORD is nigh unto all them that call upon him, to all that call upon him in truth.
Prayer Bears
Lynn Worley <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA - Monday, June 25, 2007 0:26 AM CDT

Thinking of all of you today and hope you're enjoying this beautiful weekend. Not much longer before the newest Baby K comes and hope all is going well there. I imagine you're hoping he comes sooner rather than later, Amy!! Best wishes to all of you!!
Kathie Hoppe <hoppe@chartermi.net>
Alpena, MI - Sunday, June 24, 2007 11:37 AM CDT

Thinking of you, today and every day. Does this site have a way of letting me know when you update? I only have a direct link that someone else gave me. Love, Pamela
Pamela Anderson Courtright <pamela_courtright@yahoo.com>
Gaylord, Mi USA - Saturday, June 23, 2007 11:21 AM CDT

Amy,
I absolutely love the book. Thanks for doing this. I had to read it three times before I could read it to my kids without crying. It is so beautiful and the pictures just took my breath away. Looking forward to the other books.
Amy, John, Autumn, Mara, Ian
Amy Wilkie <anwilkie@charter.net>
Lakeville, MN - Thursday, June 21, 2007 3:24 PM CDT

These words have always given me great comfort. Know that I'm praying!
Romans 8:26-27 Likewise the Spirit also helpeth our infirmities: for we know not what we should pray for as we ought: but the Spirit itself maketh intercession for us with groanings which cannot be uttered. And he that searcheth the hearts knoweth what is the mind of the Spirit, because he maketh intercession for the saints according to the will of God.
Prayer Bears
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA U.S.A. - Sunday, June 17, 2007 10:55 PM CDT

Happy Fathers Day Jeff!

Thoughts and Prayers...
The Burns
Lynn <laburnza@charter.net>
Sanford, MI - Sunday, June 17, 2007 7:35 PM CDT

A Super Happy Father's Day, Jeff! Couldn't let this day pass without letting you know you're thought of in kind ways. I'm sure Ryan will keep you busy today and make your day the best! Continued prayers for all of you and we anxiously await the newest "Baby K"!!!! Have a great day!
Kathie Hoppe <hoppe@chartermi.net>
Alpena, MI - Sunday, June 17, 2007 8:50 AM CDT

Amy & Jeff, I have been reading your journal entries all along I have children the attend Day Dreams & Doodles. I have to say you are very strong and positive people. I don't know if you heard about the little girl that was hit by a car on 60th/Eastern last month,she passed away the next morning she was our neighbor girl her name is Ashley Marie the begining of her last name is the same as yours. Aleigha said that she doesn't want anymore friends named Ashley because God keeps taking them. I printed your recent journal entries for her Mother to read you guys are such great people and have positive ways of getting through this and I thought it would be Great for her to read.
Trisha M. Belbot <wyoming@pogodaco.com>
Kentwood, MI USA - Friday, June 15, 2007 9:41 AM CDT

Just thought I would share my 6 year old daughter brought her Asleighs Faires to share with the kids in her class on the last day of school. She absolutely loves that book!
Hope you all are doing well

Sarah (Angies board) <sahara910@comcast.net>
Alpharetta, GA - Monday, June 11, 2007 8:35 PM CDT

Dear Ashleigh pumpkin...we went to your cottage for the first time this summer on Sunday. It just really will never be the same there without you...it was really all for you and I miss seeing you there. I'm hoping you are smiling down on us from Heaven as we sit & enjoy ourselves. I hope you saw Ryan, Xander & Quinton fishing...the boys are doing good catching those fish. Miss you & Love you everday!

Love,
Aunt Angie
Angie Hendrickson <Angie_Hendrickson@alticor.com>
Wyoming, MI USA - Monday, June 11, 2007 2:49 PM CDT

I guess this is just going to be a crying day...first I'm on my walk listening to the radio and "He's My Son" comes on...I made quite a site walking down the street with tears streaming down my face. Then I come home and check email and hear that even more children are either with Ashleigh or will be soon...then I come here and see the display and hear the music...and my heart breaks!

The Lord's Will isn't always what we will, but He ALWAYS knows what's best! Blessed be the Name of the Lord! Keep your eyes on Him! Praying right now!
2 Corinthians 12:7-10 And lest I should be exalted above measure through the abundance of the revelations, there was given to me a thorn in the flesh, the messenger of Satan to buffet me, lest I should be exalted above measure. For this thing I besought the Lord thrice, that it might depart from me. And he said unto me, My grace is sufficient for thee: for my strength is made perfect in weakness. Most gladly therefore will I rather glory in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me. Therefore I take pleasure in infirmities, in reproaches, in necessities, in persecutions, in distresses for Christ's sake: for when I am weak, then am I strong.
Prayer Bears
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA United States - Sunday, June 10, 2007 8:45 PM CDT

Thinking of you all.
Robin Brunet <robinb@start.ca>
Bradford, Ontario Canada - Friday, June 8, 2007 3:00 PM CDT

Thinking of your family today! Congratulations on the success of the book, and the soon-to-arrive new family member! Wishing you all the best.
Cindy M
Davie, FL USA - Thursday, June 7, 2007 11:13 AM CDT

WOW, Amy, you guys are really busy. Did you ever think your book would take off so well and keep you running. I'm sure everyone appreciated you at the Relay. Alpena's isn't til August but Rogers City is having one in a week or so. What a great fundraiser and "cancer family" get together all done in love. Hope you're also getting a little break before the newest Baby K comes along!! I imagine you're anxious for him to arrive and once again, another big adjustment in your life! How different, a tiny baby to hold and care for! All my best.
Kathie Hoppe <hoppe@chartermi.net>
Alpena, MI - Thursday, June 7, 2007 6:49 AM CDT

So great to see all your hard work on Ashleigh's book paying off (literally!)!! How cool to see it displayed in the bookstore! I pulled out the book this week just to look at it again, I love this story so much. Also feels good to know the money is going to such a worthy cause.

Everyone must be really excited about the baby's pending arrival. This baby is blessed with a most loving family and an angel/big sister Ashleigh to watch over him! Bless you forever and always!
Shirley
NY, NY - Wednesday, June 6, 2007 1:15 PM CDT

Thinking of you all ....
Chrissy Delekta <cdelekta75@yahoo.com>
Rogers City, MI USA - Wednesday, June 6, 2007 7:19 AM CDT

Continuing to pray for your family!
Psalms 55:22 Cast thy burden upon the LORD, and he shall sustain thee: he shall never suffer the righteous to be moved.
Prayer Bears
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA United States - Sunday, June 3, 2007 11:17 PM CDT

Hi Everyone
I have been thinking of all of you alot lately. I continue to check for updates almost daily or new entries but don't always write. Amy I am hoping that all is well with your pregnancy and that you are feeling well. I can't beleive that your due date is already around the corner. It seems as we just heard the news and it won't be long and that sweet little miracle will be here. I can't beleive Tristin will be 6 months old on the 15th already. I hope that your book sales are going well. My niece just asked me when the next book is coming out!! Jeff it was so good to hear an update from you. I hope you all are enjoying your summer. Please give Ryan a hug from me. I will be looking forward to the birth of your new son and more updates. love always Annie Hepburn
annie hepburn <hallie2@core.com>
Posen, MI - Sunday, June 3, 2007 9:21 PM CDT

Jeff,Amy and kids- Thank you so much Jeff for writing again on Ashleigh's site. As soon as I started reading it I knew it was from you! Hope you all are enjoying the HOT weather (Oh Amy, I feel for you!) and to be honest, Keith and I like the name "Waterhead". Nice ring to it! Thinking of you as always. Love, Jen
Jenny Moulds <jk_moulds@yahoo.com>
Rockford, MI USA - Thursday, May 31, 2007 1:31 PM CDT

I am not sure if you have noticed this or not but on the picture from 3/3/07 titled "Ashleigh's cousins Quinton & Xander, best friend Caleb holding his sister Taylor Ashleigh and sister next to his sister Kenzie. Ashleigh's brother Ryan on the back of the couch" there is a small circle on the wall between the termostat and the light switch. Looks like Ashleigh wanted to be in the picture with everyone! :-) I think of you all often and wish you all the best.
Christina Ahmed <cahmed@Ioniacmhs.org>
Ionia, Mi USA - Wednesday, May 30, 2007 6:02 PM CDT

I am thinking of you all. The new baby is soon to come, and it is no doubt spending some special time with Ashleigh now. She continues to live on in all that you do. Your fairy book looks amazing and I am so glad to hear that it has been a success.

Thinking of you all,
Olivia
Olivia Nunez <olivia.nunez@gmail.com>
Whitestone, NY - Wednesday, May 30, 2007 3:19 PM CDT

Ashleigh,
I'm thinking of you tonight! Thanks for all the pennies that you keep having show up on my window. I know they are from you, and that is soooo nice of you to remind me that you will always be with me. The moon and stars are just starting to come out tonight. I bet your star looks awesome from heaven. My sister has been a little stinker lately...and I always say...Taylor Ashleigh...no, no, no! She smiles and laughs. She loves her name! I always tell her that she is named after my best friend. I know she knows it! I know you visit her too! She sure is lucky to have such a pretty name! I am missing you a lot lately. Summer is about to start and I miss swimming with you and being silly outside. I can't believe time keeps going on...you will always be in my heart! I love you and miss you forever and ever and ever! Keep visiting me and leaving me pennies! I am counting them! You are the best friend in the whole wide world!

Love you,
Caleb
Caleb Wolf <stevejennywolf@aol.com>
Wayland, MI USA - Tuesday, May 29, 2007 8:22 PM CDT

Oh what comforting words! Know I'm still praying so very hard for your family!
Psalms 116:1-2 I love the LORD, because he hath heard my voice and my supplications. Because he hath inclined his ear unto me, therefore will I call upon him as long as I live.
Prayer Bears

Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA United States - Monday, May 28, 2007 0:17 AM CDT

Amy, I wanted to let you know I got the book and have enjoyed it so much! I have read it several times, and each time I capture something new, whether it is from the words or the pictures. Ashleigh's life and her legacy continue to inspire me. Thank you for sharing these very special words with us. I continue to hold your family in prayer, especially as you await the birth of your new little one.

For Prayer Support:
www.ashersfriends.blogspot.com
Laura Lynn and my two little miracle nephews, Asher and ^Jacob^: www.caringbridge.org/visit/asherandjacob <laurainsem@yahoo.com>
Hollidaysburg, Pa - Sunday, May 27, 2007 7:57 PM CDT

Just dropping by on the Memorial Weekend to wish you well and hope you're enjoying maybe some time at the cottage. Think of you often and Ashleigh more. I love reading your book over and over again, Amy. It's beautiful. Now can't wait for the next!! Hope you have a terrific long weekend!
Kathie Hoppe <hoppe@chartermi.net>
Alpena, MI - Saturday, May 26, 2007 10:25 AM CDT

Amy,
That book of yours made me cry. I took my boyfriend to see ashleigh's stone that day i read it. Jordan dropped off some of your books at my aunt and uncles, and i got the chance to read one with elle. I know her and drew love those books, and they know to take special care of them. Jordan told me you are due fairly soon too. I am so happy for you!

Best wishes to you and your family!

Love Always, Amanda
Amanda Pilarski <bruenzanglo17@hotmail.com>
Alpena, MI - Tuesday, May 22, 2007 7:18 AM CDT

Hey Ryan and family + ashley how are you and you guys are so sweet i here from my aunt annie the pictures you put on here are so so so cute i come on here everyday how are you Ryan??? i hope your good cool dude lol...haha...;hearts; bye love paige....;hearts;
Paige <paigepmc@yahoo.com>
Posen, Mi Posen - Monday, May 21, 2007 11:25 AM CDT

What a touching memory...how sweet you can all enjoy the fruits of Ashleigh's love. What a special heart and spirit.
Shirley
NY, NY - Monday, May 21, 2007 10:55 AM CDT

Stopping by to let you know that your family is still in my prayers so very much!
Isaiah 50:10 Who is among you that feareth the LORD, that obeyeth the voice of his servant, that walketh in darkness, and hath no light? let him trust in the name of the LORD, and stay upon his God.
Prayer Bears

Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA United States - Monday, May 21, 2007 0:06 AM CDT

bless your heart jeff. made me cry reading your memory share this morning,having specical time in your garden with ashleigh.left me with a mental picture of you as a old man with your sons by your side planting your veg, and amy watching from the window. and dear little ashleigh watching from above. with the bigest smile ever. love to u all allways donna xxxxxxxxx
donnaflanagan <donnaflanagan916@hotmail.com>
potsmouth, uk hants - Saturday, May 19, 2007 3:41 AM CDT

Remembering Ashleigh.
david Melton angel wings <DMelton321@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, May 17, 2007 3:31 PM CDT

Just checking in. So good to hear about all your gardening plans. Thanks for sharing.

Warm regards-
The Shiemke Family
Amy Shiemke <heatmi99@earthlink.net>
Farmington Hills, MI USA - Thursday, May 17, 2007 10:53 AM CDT

Thank you, Jeff for the beautiful memory share....we've missed you greatly and how nice to hear you're "getting together with Ashleigh" in your own space. She has to be thrilled!! Another wonderful tribute to your little princess! Thanks so much for sharing!!
Kathie Hoppe <hoppe@chartermi.net>
Alpena, MI - Tuesday, May 15, 2007 2:54 PM CDT

http://www.freewebs.com/prayerbears
Anne Elwell <wife4travis@yahoo.com>
Galesburg, MI USA - Sunday, May 13, 2007 5:43 PM CDT

Amy-
Just stopping in to say Happy Mother's Day! I hope you had a good day today and know that so many of us are thinking about you and your wonderful family. Have a good week.
love, Jen
Jenny Moulds <jk_moulds@yahoo.com>
Rockford, MI - Sunday, May 13, 2007 2:18 PM CDT

Love, The Richards Family
(Mike, Krystena, Caden, Carsen & Warren)
Caden & Carsen http://www2.caringbridge.org/ky/cadencarsen/ <krystena@bellsouth.net>
Mt. Sterling, KY - Sunday, May 13, 2007 8:58 AM CDT

Happy Mother's Day, Amy. I'm sure Ashleigh is sending you lots of special kisses. May you feed off of her strength. I hope today's signing went well too.
Jennifer <kidscancercrusade@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, May 12, 2007 11:16 PM CDT

I just got my book and it is beautiful. I can't help but get choked up reading it. Thank you for sharing Ashleigh with us. Can't wait to purchase every book as it comes out. Keeping you all in my thoughts and prayers.

http://www.freewebs.com/prayerbears/
Anne Elwell <wife4travis@yahoo.com>
Galesburg, MI USA - Thursday, May 10, 2007 6:39 AM CDT

Hi Amy, I just wanted to let you know I went to the library in Alpena last week to buy another one of your books and they now only have one left. I am in the process of making another fairy quilt and am donating it to the Children's Miracle Network along with a copy of your book to raise money of which DeVos Children's Hospital is a benefactor. I hope it does well....I'm sure it will. Can't wait to hear about the next one. I'm sure you're very busy with the book and getting ready for the new baby and can't imagine Ryan lets you sit and rest much!! You guys are awesome!!
Kathie Hoppe <hoppe@chartermi.net>
Alpena, MI - Wednesday, May 9, 2007 6:19 AM CDT

Just read your story in the Grand Rapids Press and immediately went to your caringbridge site. We have a 10 year old grandson in California who was diagnosed with stage IV Neuroblastoma last August. He completed his bone marrow transplant a little over two months ago plus 12 rounds of radiation. He's going home tomorrow for the first time in almost three months. Oh happy day! Thank you for all you have done in behalf of this disease! I'll be headed to Pooh's Corner next week to buy a copy of your book!
Ann Kelley <annieak@sbcglobal.net>
Grand Rapids,, MI - Monday, May 7, 2007 4:18 PM CDT

Jeff and Amy--I got my book last week. Just love it!! Haven't been able to read it w/o tearing up yet. My daughter is 7 now and she thinks it is just awesome. I really love that you put the poem in the back. I'm hoping to try to come Sat and have you sign my book.

Denise (inpt RN from DeVos)
Denise Katerberg <mdkate@sbcglobal.net>
Holland, MI USA - Monday, May 7, 2007 9:38 AM CDT

Took a while to pick the verse today. I pray that it gives you comfort!
2 Samuel 22:7 In my distress I called upon the LORD, and cried to my God: and he did hear my voice out of his temple, and my cry did enter into his ears.
Prayer Bears

Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA United States - Sunday, May 6, 2007 11:43 PM CDT

Happy, Happy Birthday Ryan!! You're getting so big and soon to be a BIG brother!! I'm sure you'll be great at being the oldest as you had a good teacher! I'm sure your sister is smiling down on you and wishing you all the best and tons of fun on your special day!!!
Kathie Hoppe <Hoppe@chartermi.net>
Alpena, MI - Friday, May 4, 2007 10:58 AM CDT

I stumbled upon your site and was quite moved by your work to raise awareness and funds for research. What a remarkable effort and I look forward to reading it.

We will continue to keep you and your family in our thoughts and prayers!

Warm Regards,

Steve York
www.rosehockneyfoundation.com

Steve York <syork@rosehockneyfoundation.com>
Troy, MI USA - Thursday, May 3, 2007 10:28 AM CDT

JUST THINKING OF ALL OF YOU AND WANTED YOU TO KNOW...HOPE ALL IS WELL AND RYAN'S GETTING READY TO HAVE A TERRIFIC BIRTHDAY!! CAN'T BELIEVE HOW OLD HE'S GETTING! I'M SURE HE'LL HAVE A BLAST!!
Kathie Hoppe <hoppe@chartermi.net>
Alpena, MI - Wednesday, May 2, 2007 10:13 PM CDT

Just checking in. Hope everyone is doing, feeling well. Looking forward to hearing of Baby K's arrival. Keeping you all in my thoughts.

Warmest regards-
Amy Shiemke <heatmi99@earthlink.net>
Farmington Hills, MI USA - Wednesday, May 2, 2007 9:14 AM CDT

Amy and Jeff,
I will be ordering your book; I think it's an amazing way to share your love and Ashleigh's memory. No one will ever forget, or ever really comprehend, the heartache you endured, how strong you've been and continue to be.
I also wanted to write to congratulate you on your pregnancy. I can share in that joy: I'm expecting my third baby this November.
I have not seen or spoken to you in so long, but you have remained in my thoughts and prayers.
Love, Kelly Wilson (Schultz)
Kelly Wilson <kellyrae17@hotmail.com>
Petoskey, MI USA - Tuesday, May 1, 2007 3:08 PM CDT

Ashleigh,

Thinking of you as always! I'm sure you're with us everytime we get together with your family. Ryan is getting sooo big. I'm sharing your book with all my friends and neighbors. They love it too! I will never forget you. Every 29th of the month makes me think of you! We miss you soooo much. I know you already know this, but my last name has officially changed to Wolf....so when I meet you in Heaven some day.....make sure you know that I am now Caleb James Wolf! I love you! Love, Caleb
Caleb Wolf <stevejennywolf@aol.com>
Wayland, MI USA - Monday, April 30, 2007 12:21 AM CDT

The Lord is always with you. Always turn to Him, He's the only true source of help!
Psalms 138:7 Though I walk in the midst of trouble, thou wilt revive me: thou shalt stretch forth thine hand against the wrath of mine enemies, and thy right hand shall save me.
Prayer Bears
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA United States - Monday, April 30, 2007 0:14 AM CDT

Dear Amy and Jeff,

I love the book! It is more beautiful than I could have imagined. To have this to hold and read over and over again is a blessing to me. Knowing Ashleigh's story is a blessing, a gift for which I will always be grateful.

I was able to follow Ashleigh for a while, and I knew how much each good day meant. My heart will always ache for what your family has been through, but I am grateful for the lessons of appreciating life, the special moments, a smile, a hug, laughter....

I'm glad Ashleigh's fairy friends were able to give her and the family some measure of peace and comfort at such a difficult time. What a truly amazing and beautiful thing.
Much love to the family.
Shirley <schan031@yahoo.com>
New York, NY - Wednesday, April 25, 2007 12:50 AM CDT

I found this site last night and felt that I had to write down what it meant to me. I am 22 and I live and work in downtown Los Angeles. I was searching Yahoo for a wedding website for a "Ryan" and "Ashleigh" when I came across this site. I began skimming the blogs, and by the time I realized what I stumbled upon, I was hooked. I read nearly every entry and cried for a half hour when I finished.

The "Ryan" and "Ashleigh" that I were looking for were wealthy newlyweds whose elaborate wedding page was the topic of many jokes in the office. How interesting that I was looking for something so shallow and found something so deep. I finished reading and suddenly had a sense of hope that I have never felt. I will be ordering Ashleigh's book and telling my friends and family about this beautiful story.

Thank you for sharing. For reasons I am not sure of yet, you have changed my life.
Danielle <Slugbug333@yahoo.com>
Los Angeles, CA United States - Tuesday, April 24, 2007 2:36 AM CDT

Hope all of you are enjoying our first real spring weekend with lovely weather. Maybe you're spending it at the cottage and getting it ready for the summer ahead. Just checking in to wish you all well. I hear the book sales are going strong which is great. I'm still waiting for an entry from Jeff!!!!! We truly miss hearing from you Jeff!! Enjoy the spring weather!!
Kathie Hoppe <hoppe@chartermi.net>
Alpena, MI - Saturday, April 21, 2007 10:24 AM CDT

Amy, Jeff and Ryan,
Our son Daniel was 4 months old when I learned of Ashleigh's passing and your heart breaking journey through her illness. It wasn't until recently that I found her website, or I surely would have written to you sooner. Danny received Ashleigh's Fairies from the Easter Bunny (Grammy Fletcher) when we were up in Alpena and I have read it to him every night since. What an angel your daughter was (and still is)! It is obvious she brought you all closer to God and has given you incredible insight on life. My heart has truly been touched by all of the entries on your website and even more so by your beautiful book. What a caring and lovely family you have. I hope to see you again soon--it has been years--maybe at the cabin this summer. Thank you for sharing your experience with all of us. You will forever be in my prayers.
Dana (Fletcher) Entler
PS: I too would be happy to babysit or help in anyway I can. Please don't hesitate to call/write. Hello to Angie also.

Dana Fletcher <fletcherdgf@comcast.net>
Dewitt, MI - Wednesday, April 18, 2007 2:04 PM CDT

Hi Amy,

I just want to say what a great mother you are for Ashleigh. What you gave her in her short life truly made for a special time for your daughter. I look at the pictures you have shared and that little girl was lucky to have had you. Just a wonderful mom. Thinking of you in Minnesota.
Deb Battah <djbattah1@mmm.com>
Lake Elmo, MN USA - Tuesday, April 17, 2007 8:47 PM CDT

Gee, I just read the update on Miss Molly's caringbridge page and can't believe another baby's on the way! How exciting for all of them. They, too, will make wonderful parents again and hopefully make their hearts a little lighter. Makes you wonder what those two little angels are doing up there in heaven!!! I'm sure they are both thrilled for all of you and are just giggling with happiness!!
Kathie Hoppe <hoppe@chartermi.net>
Alpena, MI - Monday, April 16, 2007 9:01 PM CDT

Good luck with the release of Ashleigh's Fairies, its wonderful to know that Asheigh will be touching even more lives around the world

love viks
www.postpals.co.uk
viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Monday, April 16, 2007 10:01 AM CDT

Know that you continue to be in my thoughts and prayers!
John 20:30-31 And many other signs truly did Jesus in the presence of his disciples, which are not written in this book: But these are written, that ye might believe that Jesus is the Christ, the Son of God; and that believing ye might have life through his name.
The Prayer Bears
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA United States - Monday, April 16, 2007 0:44 AM CDT

Thank you so much for sharing Ashleigh's words through a book that we can share with our children. Allison was delighted that her Nana was able to get her Ashleigh's book. It's beautiful! Thanks! Some of our friends and family are enjoying the book as well. God Bless your beautiful family!
Darrin, Amy, Allison and Kaitlyn Waggoner <amywaggoner@earthlink.net>
Fairborn, OH - Saturday, April 14, 2007 9:07 PM CDT

Hello,
What a beautiful and amazingly strong little girl!!! I got your website from some children that I am checking on every day. Ashleigh's caringbridge page is just so moving and beautiful. There are so many kids fighting this horrible disease and I pray every day that more funding will be provided for these kids so that sweet kids like Ashleigh don't go through all that she went through.

Julie DeRoeck <drockmom@sbcglobal.net>
Farmington, MI - Saturday, April 14, 2007 1:14 PM CDT

I hear there's another big day in store for your family today. I was talking to Grandma Kate. She was so proud. What an awesome way for Angel Ashleigh to be remembered and honored such as today. She continues to make her mark in this world. It seems to me that when parents lose their children one of their fears is that their child will be soon forgotten. Not a chance in a lifetime for Ashleigh, she and her courage will live on forever. You guys have to be so proud.
Kathie Hoppe <hoppe@chartermi.net>
Alpena, MI - Saturday, April 14, 2007 12:22 AM CDT

I was thrilled today to receive Ashleigh's book that I had ordered. It's really great!! I have so many friends that are battling this disease that I'm certainly going to share the story about Ashleigh and her Fairy Books. Emily is doing great & is finishing up her 2nd year at Utica College. We head to NYC June 28th. Emily is 3 yrs. out & we treasure every day!! Thanks Amy for signing the book. Such a special touch. Take Care & know that we think of you often.
Bryan & Pat Corwin <pjcorwin@hotmail.com>
Ticonderoga, NY USA - Friday, April 13, 2007 10:58 AM CDT

Aunt Angie's entry brought me to tears, so beautifully written. Although I've never met you, Ashleigh's story is so very powerful for all the reasons Aunt Angie wrote.
Cannot be said better
a friend
- Monday, April 9, 2007 3:40 PM CDT

I am excited to order Ashleigh's Fairies for my children. My son Brennon (5)prayed daily for Ashleigh and loved seeing her pictures and reading her website updates with me. He remembers her and just the other week he said a prayer to her, when his great Uncle Larry died, that she would say hi to him and be his friend in Heaven. When he's had shots or blood work done, and he's frightened, he talks of Ashleigh and her courage. He calls her his "best friend in my heart, because I never really played with her, but I still love her". So, thank you for sharing Ashleigh with us! You have given us all greater perspective in life and have given Brennon the forever gift of a true angel-friend.
Mary McGuire <mmcguire@ioniacmhs.org>
Ionia, MI 48846 - Monday, April 9, 2007 3:06 PM CDT

Amy and family-
I again was pleased with how quickly my second book order arrived!! When I received my first order, I took the book around work and everyone wanted one! A few coworkers ordered more than one. They were all in awe of your book and said they look forward to the second book's release. :0) Several of my co-workers cried as they read it because they said it was so beautiful.

I gave a book to each of my daughter's and they loved it! Sierra (my oldest who is 8) has fairy border and has always been fascinated with fairies. After she read it, she said, "Mom, now I have proof that fairies are real!" She was soooo excited.

Thanks so much for sharing your beautiful daughter with us all. You captured her words with such detail and the pictures in the book are amazing. Thanks for all you do and I look forward to the releases of future books. Please know that you will get an order from me for those, too. :0)

Always in my thoughts and prayers.
Becky L. Harbarth <peanutpie3879@netscape.net>
Gaylord, MN USA - Monday, April 9, 2007 2:51 PM CDT

Received my book and it is wonderful. Truly more then I ever expected. All the best.
Robin Brunet <robinb@start.ca>
Bradford, Ontario Canada - Monday, April 9, 2007 6:48 AM CDT

Awesome book Amy, It brought tears to my eyes of mixed emotions of sadness and joy. It makes me think you were meant to be on this mission of enlightenment. I would love to stop by more often and see you, hopefully this summer. Remember I am always available to baby sit when you need me..................Cousin Matt
Matt Hiske <Matthiske2003@yahoo.com>
Kentwood, Mi USA - Monday, April 9, 2007 6:19 AM CDT

Jeff,Amy,Angel Ashleigh,Ryan and Baby-
Just thinking of you tonight and wanted to wish you a Happy Easter. The pictures of Ashleigh at Easter are so cute! And I'm so glad that the book signing went so well. We would have loved to be there, but we're still in the mode that Alpena is just too far from the hospital- just in case. Our thoughts and prayers are with you as always!
Love, Jen
Jenny Moulds <jk_moulds@yahoo.com>
Rockford, MI - Sunday, April 8, 2007 9:03 PM CDT

Jeff,Amy, Ryan,baby and Angel Ashleigh
HAPPY EASTER!!!! Ryan I hope easter bunny was good to you and brought you lots and lots of fun things. This was Tristin's first Easter and easter bunny spoiled him! My thoughts and prayers are with you all today and everyday. Lots of love to all of you and again I want you to know how happy I was to see you last weekend. Amy I read the book everyday and I love it I can't wait to get all of the books in the series. Love you guys Love Annie, Jason and Tristin Hepburn
annie hepburn <hallie2@core.com>
Posen, MI - Sunday, April 8, 2007 7:52 PM CDT

Vivit! He lives! Know that you're in my thoughts and prayers especially today as we celebrate our risen Savior, and it's your first Easter without Ashleigh!
Job 19:25-27 For I know that my redeemer liveth, and that he shall stand at the latter day upon the earth: And though after my skin worms destroy this body, yet in my flesh shall I see God: Whom I shall see for myself, and mine eyes shall behold, and not another; though my reins be consumed within me.
The Prayer Bears
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA United States - Sunday, April 8, 2007 6:08 PM CDT

Wishing you and your family a very Blessed Easter today. I'm sure Ashleigh is having the Easter of her life sharing with Miss Molly in heaven! I'm sure their easter bunny didn't freeze his feet in the snow like ours did! Many, many happy thoughts your way and many prayers to all families dealing with cancer in so many ways today.
Kathie Hoppe <hoppe@chartermi.net>
Alpena, MI - Sunday, April 8, 2007 4:06 PM CDT

I just received yours and Ashleigh's book today. It is beautiful. I have a very busy daycare business and plan to read this book to the kids every day. I have never written a message before, but want you to know that I feel your pain and am in "awe" of your family. I just don't know how you do it. My daughter's best friend passed away last year at the age of 16 of rhabdomyosarcoma. She was part of our family and took vacations with us every summer. My daughter suffers, her parents suffer, we all suffer. It is unimaginable how hard it must be to move forward. Good luck with the books, (although you won't need it) and with the new addition to your lovely family.
Although you don't know us...
we love you...
xoxo
Jodie and Karlie
Jodie French <jodiekayfrench@yahoo.com>
San Diego, Ca 92109 - Saturday, April 7, 2007 10:47 PM CDT

I bet Ashleigh is excited and proud as can be about the book. What a lovely tribute and testament to her. Such a beautiful family.....
anonymous
- Friday, April 6, 2007 1:44 PM CDT

Thank you for the note you sent, I can't imagine what you have went through. We have heard many stories of Ashleigh and have ordered her book. Our family heard about Ashleigh from my cousin Michelle Cavera. Even though we never met your family you have been in our prayers. I hope that you will keep us informed as the new books are published. I plan to show the to the Librarian at the elementay school where I work and hopefully they will want to have a copy of Ashleigh's book.We continue to keep your family in our prayers.
Deb Montpas <jdmontpas@yahoo.com>
- Friday, April 6, 2007 7:36 AM CDT

that book was awsome it brought tears to my eyes and your i great writer ;hearts;.....So... i hope Ryan is doing good....and u are in my prayers and thoughts always it must of been hard when it was the day Ashleigh was gone 1 year....well i gotta go...with lots of love ;hearts;Page ;hearts;
Paige Ciarkowski <paigepmd@yahoo.com>
M.I. Posen - Thursday, April 5, 2007 5:24 PM CDT

Hi guys! amy great job on the book. i'm sorry i was unable to come to the book signing thing with my mom. I was with friends haha. you know teenage life:). but anyhow i read the book when i got home and it brought tears to my eyes. you are an amazing writer and sucha great person. I can't wait to read the rest of the books. I hope I will get a chance to come if you have another book signing thing. but i just wanted to let you know that the book was amazing. Lots of love Kailea
♥Kailea Hauff♥ <trigger_gurl101@hotmail.com>
Presque Isle, Mi USA - Wednesday, April 4, 2007 10:16 PM CDT

Hi.. my name is Paige Ciarkowski and i am Annie Hepburns neice and you did a very nice job on your BOOKS!!!!!!!!!!!!! can't wait till the others come out!!!!!!!!!Hollie Kuchnikki is my teacher....
Paige <paigepmc@yahoo.com>
M.I., Mi Posen - Wednesday, April 4, 2007 3:59 PM CDT

It looked like you had a great turn out at the book release party. I missed the presentation but heard it was really great! I love the book!! My little guy Braeden, who is just 3 months old loves all the bright colors in the book. He gets all excited and kicks his legs, moves his arms all around and coos at the pictures. My older daughter who will be 4 soon wants me to read it to her all the time! You did a great job on the book and I can't wait to read the others.
Karrie Schaedig
Alpena, MI - Wednesday, April 4, 2007 11:33 AM CDT

Dear Amy and Jeff,
Your beautiful angel ashleigh is free from her pain. She is running and having fun with her angel friends. I'm sure she is looking down on her earthly family and friends and smiling.
The books that you have written will be a blessing for everybody.
Love, peace and heavenly happiness,
Christine Corrall
Christine Corrall <Christinecorrall07@comcast.net>
Lodi, Ca USA - Wednesday, April 4, 2007 3:32 AM CDT

Dear Amy & Jeff,

These past several days must have been so very emotional for you with the one-year mark and the release of the book. You are in my thoughts and prayers.

Ashleigh is the most beautiful girl ever. She could not be loved more! Thank you for sharing your story and allowing us to bear witness to this horrible disease, and to the courage, beauty, and strength of your little girl, and the love of your family. I am forever touched.

It is hard to believe it is a year. What is time?? I'm sure each day is an eternity without Ashleigh physically there by your side. Yet the bond you share is not physical; it transcends all earthly bounds. Bonds never to be broken!

All my love.
Shirley C.
NY, NY - Tuesday, April 3, 2007 11:38 AM CDT

Amy, Jeff, Ryan, & Baby Ashleigh (Monkey),

I live in Canada, so I'm sorry to say that I missed the book signing, but I hope that it was a HUGE success. I will try to get it online when I can. I want to thank you for everything that you are doing. You are very brave and may help other families in the future.

Thank you.
COLETTE BERGSMA/AngelsOfHope
COLETTE BERGSMA/AngelsOfHope <colettebergsma1@cogeco.ca>
ST. CATHARINES, ONTARIO CANADA - Tuesday, April 3, 2007 8:00 AM CDT

Hi Jeff, Amy, Ryan and Baby too!
It was so WONDERFUL to see you guys and to talk and hug all of you. I was so excited to finally meet Ryan what a sweetie pie and a busy body! Also to meet Caleb in person was a true honor. All of you and Caleb have touched my heart forever. Amy what a fabulous job you did on the presentation and the book I LOVE!!!!!!! I have shared it with everyone!! Tristin loves the bright colors in the book. As I said I was so happy to see you all. Thanks for sharing sweet Ashleigh's memories with us and I CAN'T wait to get the rest of the books. Amy it was also great to meet your relatives that I have read and heard so much about as well as emailed such as your mom and Aunt Angie. What a wonderful family you have Lots of love from our house to yours. Ashleigh was shining down from heaven that night with her famous smile I just know it Love you all Annie, Jason and Tristin Hepburn
annie hepburn <hallie2@core.com>
posen, mi - Monday, April 2, 2007 7:07 PM CDT

Eventhough I wasn't able to attend the signing on Saturday night, I received my book in the mail that morning. What a wonderful story and tribute to Ashleigh.

I can't wait to purchase the next one....
Chrissy Delekta <cdelekta75@yahoo.com>
Rogers City, MI USA - Monday, April 2, 2007 11:28 AM CDT

LOVE THE BOOK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Praying right now!
Psalms 42:11 Why art thou cast down, O my soul? and why art thou disquieted within me? hope thou in God: for I shall yet praise him, who is the health of my countenance, and my God.
The Prayer Bears
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA United States - Sunday, April 1, 2007 10:15 PM CDT

Your book is the best Amy. I just finished reading it again and again it gave me things to think about. I do believe in fairies as well and know that Ashleigh and everyone who goes to heaven is very well taken care of. I recently read the book "90 minutes in Heaven" and if you ever get a chance to read it, it's worth the time. It's written by a minister who was in a car accident and knows he went to heaven for 90 minutes or so. What he writes about his experience is so calming and some of the same feelings Ashleigh had about her fairy friends. He spoke of seeing people he knew, the beauty of heaven and the absolutely most beautiful music. It's a great book and think you would get alot out of it by reading it. You could understand his feelings better than I. Many, many thanks for sharing another part of your life and the life of Ashleigh with the rest of the world!! We truly appreciate it. For those of you who check in on this site and haven't bought a book......you're missing the boat!!!!
Kathie Hoppe <hoppe@chartermi.net>
Alpena, MI - Sunday, April 1, 2007 10:49 AM CDT

Awesome! Awesome! Awesome! Is about all I can say about tonight at the booksigning event at the library in Alpena. Amy, you did a wonderful job talking about Ashleigh's journey. What a pleasure it was to meet you once again, to see Ryan for the first time in person and to kid Jeff about how much we miss his writings on this site. Altho I was trying to kid him, I truly meant it...we do miss hearing from you Jeff. You, along with Ashleigh, became someone we all looked forward to hearing from almost daily. We'd love to hear from you again. I was thrilled to see so many people come out to acknowledge all of your efforts. I hope you were both pleased as well. Altho I didn't get a chance to meet Caleb, it was a treat to see him in person as well. You guys are loved by so many and I hope you always remember that!! If you had not made the decision to share such an intimate time in your lives with us, we would not have had the opportunity to return our love. Thank you.
Kathie Hoppe <hoppe@chartermi.net>
Alpena, MI - Saturday, March 31, 2007 10:28 PM CDT

My kids and I love the book. What a neat tribute to Ashley! Thanks for sharing her story. Praying for your family as you continue to learn how to live without Ashley's physical presence.
Cindy Agnew
Lansing, MI - Saturday, March 31, 2007 8:56 AM CDT

Many prayers with you and such a wonderful legacy of Ashleigh "monkey" with the book. Take care and I can't wait for my copy.
Deb Wodarek <wojofarm@aol.com>
Ada, Mi USA - Saturday, March 31, 2007 7:06 AM CDT

Jeff,Amy,Ryan and Angel Ashleigh, Thinking of you all. It's hard to believe that a year has passed us by, however, Ashleigh, you will always be in our hearts and many years may pass, but you will always stay close in spirit and in our minds. You are one special little angel and your family, we love you all!!!! We will always pray for you and your family and what a wonderful blessing, this little baby on the way. Ashleigh, I know you are watching over him!!! We love you all!!! pam,kurt,elle and drew
Pam, Kurt,Elle and Drew <pdonakowski@sbcglobal.net>
Grand Rapids, MI - Friday, March 30, 2007 7:44 AM CDT

Thinking of you today and always...

Love,
Lynn & Mark
Lynn <Laburns4@peoplepc.com>
Alpena, Mi - Thursday, March 29, 2007 11:19 PM CDT

Ashleigh and Family,
I have not checked in here for some time but I do keep up with you through Michelle.
So many times I have seen two bunnies hopping around and just having a great time also different cloud formations with just two small clouds floating around. I just know Ashleigh and Molly are having a great time up in heaven, free from cancer....

You and all the NB kids are in my special nightly prayers. We need to find a cure for that awful Cancer.

May God Bless You and Your Family,
Molly's Grandma Pat

PS I look forward to reading your book.
Pat Knowles <pjs1939@msn.com>
Lake Havasu City, AZ USA - Thursday, March 29, 2007 11:16 PM CDT

Hi,

Just thinking about all of you and still praying.

Chris
Royersford, PA USA - Thursday, March 29, 2007 9:57 PM CDT

Ashleigh,
The sky is clear tonight and I'm looking for you in Heaven. This past year without you has been hard. I think of you everytime I see stars, the sun, butterflies, sparkling rocks, monkeys, birds, lightning bugs...I think of you everytime I hear my sister Taylor Ashleigh's name, the song you are my sunshine, laughter...I think of you everytime I feel sad, lonely, when I want to share something that just happened...I think of you all the time. Although it has been a year.....I feel like it was just yesterday we were sledding and making snow angels outside with your dad, I feel like we were just running in the rain at your cottage, and laughing at the bunnies, and eating tons and tons of cherries and drinking strawberry drinks!! I will never forget you!! I will always love you!! My mom told me last year that when you love someone and they go away it hurts your heart...I told her today that my heart still hurts!! It will never be the same, you've changed my life forever....you made me realize how lucky I was to be your friend. Your family is so awesome...the book your mom and dad have been working on is incredible!! I have it in a very special place in my room..I'm sutr you've seen it along with all our other special things we made together. I bet you are showing the book to all your fairy friends up in Heaven!! They sure are lucky to have you up there!! Until we meet again....Best friends forever we will be!!

Love, Caleb
Caleb <stevejennywolf@aol.com>
Wayland, MI USA - Thursday, March 29, 2007 7:51 PM CDT

I have thought about all of you so many times today. I came home to my Ashleigh's Fairy book in my mailbox. Amy you did a wonderful job! Many hugs and prayers today ((((HUGS))))
Alison <alewis328@gmail.com>
Indianapolis, IN USA - Thursday, March 29, 2007 7:40 PM CDT

Ashleigh & Family,
I am thinking of you all on this March day. I have heard a lot about your Fairy books and I can't wait to get a copy... Ashleigh must be so proud and happy in heaven with how the books have turned out. I can't help but think of Ashleigh everytime I look at my beautiful niece, Taylor Ashleigh. What a great story she will have to tell her entire life about the fairy she was named after.
Kara Lane (Caleb's Aunt) <Lane.Ka@neu.edu>
Boston, MA - Thursday, March 29, 2007 6:46 PM CDT

Holding you in our thoughts and prayers, today especially, and remembering your precious Ashleigh. What an awesome legacy you are creating with Ashleigh's books. We can't wait to get our copy. May God continue to give you the strength you need to get through each moment of today.
Joe,Emily, Joey, and Bella <jmillward02@charter.net>
- Thursday, March 29, 2007 4:47 PM CDT

I received my book today...perfect timing. I few friends and I all teared up as we read your daughter's beautiful words. My heart is with you on this anniversary, and every day.

Kids Cancer Crusade
Jennifer <kidscancercrusade@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, March 29, 2007 3:48 PM CDT

Ashleigh,

Thinking of you today on the anniversary of you becoming the most precious angel their ever could be in Heaven. We miss you so much. Your book is just beautiful- I read it with Caleb the other day. You have brought so much love and joy into all of our lives. I am getting your book for all of my teacher friends to read to their kids and grandkids. I will always keep you and your family in my prayers forever and ever.

Love,

Caleb's Grandma & Grandpa
Karen Lane <Kjlane@comcast.net>
Kentwood, MI USA - Thursday, March 29, 2007 3:29 PM CDT

I can't believe it has been one year. It seems like it was just yesterday to me. But, I am sure at times it feels like a life time for you. You guys are in my thoughts and prayers. What a beautiful Angel you are Ashleigh!!
Rachelle Coller <tedcoller@yahoo.com>
Ada, MI 49301 - Thursday, March 29, 2007 2:05 PM CDT

Ashleigh-
I received the books I ordered today and I cried as I read it in my truck (I couldn't wait to read it.). What a beautiful tribute to a beautiful little girl. As I signed in, I realized it has been a year today since you joined Jesus in Heaven. I want to thank you for letting the books arrive today. Ashleigh, you have touched my heart and I thank you for that. Your legacy will live on forever.

Always in my thoughts and prayers.
Becky L. Harbarth <peanutpie3879@netscape.net>
Gaylord, MN USA - Thursday, March 29, 2007 1:27 PM CDT

I saw the beautiful picture in the Alpena News of your family. The article that followed was really nice,talking about Ashleigh and the book release at the library. I love the new website too, can't wait to get a copy of the book. I am thinking about all of you on this one year anniversary. I will never forget Ashleigh, her journey and courage continue to inspire me every day!!
Karrie Schaedig
Alpena, MI - Thursday, March 29, 2007 12:49 AM CDT

I've been a follower of this website for probably the last two years. I signed a few times. I still think of Ashleigh and the lessons she taught us. I ordered her book on Monday and I received it today. It's a beautiful tribute to Ashleigh and to all the children who are fighting this terrible disease. Thank you! I will forever remember your daughter.
jenn <jstiles100@comcast.net>
pa - Thursday, March 29, 2007 12:47 AM CDT

Ashleigh,

We love you so much and will never forget the day our hearts broke. The miracle we were praying sooo hard for, we finally realized was not going to come true. It was the day Caleb's heart broke, the day he asked why God didn't answer his prayers, the day his innocent questions we just could not answer. There were many tears shed that day and many days, months, and years to come! We know you are still with us, still visit Caleb and watch over him and Taylor Ashleigh. Thank you so much! We know you are in heaven making the days full of sunshine and happiness and you are healthy and running free. We miss you so much though! We will always talk with you, wish on your special star, and promise to never forget all the great times and memories. Your family will always be a special part of our family! We love you and miss you forever and ever.

Love,
The Wolfs
Wolf Family <stevejennywolf@aol.com>
Wayland, MI USA - Thursday, March 29, 2007 12:44 AM CDT

Ashleigh, I think of you often and your smile is a wonderful memory. I can't believe it has been a year because your presence made such an impact and it doesn't seem to have lessened in the past year. What a special little girl you are to touch so many people with your spirit.
Shannon (Aunt Angie's Friend) <shatyl@aol.com>
Alpine, CA - Thursday, March 29, 2007 12:33 AM CDT

on this day of Asheligh's ^angelversary^..

Love and hugs,
Eva and Rodney~The Prayer Bears~ <kwfan4ever@yahoo.com>
www.caringbridge.org/mi/rodneyreeves, - Thursday, March 29, 2007 12:20 AM CDT

So here we are pumpkin...at a year..has it really been a year already? The tears can flow like it was yesterday and the memories flood in easily. I will never forget your last day with us, your last words, our last hugs, and the anguish of it all. Even though I said I was at peace, I realized as soon as your Mommy called, that I wasn't at peace at all and everything seemed like it needed a second chance. A second chance for you to walk again, and ride the school bus to Kindergarten with Caleb. And I thought..why? Why couldn't a beautiful girl like you have that joy in life..it seemed like you had earned it, and deserved it, and the reality of no miracle was heart breaking.

But I believe now that you were a wise soul, a teacher, and we were (and still are) the learners.... learning of unconditional Love & knowledge & faith. Your preservance and courage that you showed, despite the suffering and disppointments, is something we can all admire, even cherish as a lesson in a life. It has been said that some spirits do not need long lives to develop further spiritually, but rather chose to help the growth of the spirits of those they touched during their brief time on earth. I believe now that this is you. That maybe this suffering of all of us, is all part of the spiritual development that brings us all here. I know that losing you has been the ultimate test in life so far.. and the healing it seems will continue forever as I search for meaning and the secrets of peace. I know now that peace is not easy, and will not come with an answer as I was hoping for. But maybe it lies within .... openeness of the heart, passion, inspiration, positive energy, serving others, silence, living in the now, feeling connected to everyone & God, forgiveness, observing and not judging, and tranquility. I would have never even tried to work on those things if it had not been for you. So thank you so much..I have learned lots from you both while you were here and now that you are gone! You really did change all of our lives and how honored I am to have had you as my beautiful niece!

I promise you that we will continue to talk to you all the time and keep you a part of my life until I am old and gray. I promise to keep talking about you to the kids so they continue to grow up knowing about their special cousin Ashleigh whom they adored. Boy, I sure do miss you keeping these boys in line..you were the leader and a cherished friend to them. Please continue to watch over them. I know you are around too! I know you literally shook me awake last night at 3:13 am....I was soo tired but it seemed you were persistant for me to wake up. Thank you for not letting me miss the one year ago moment that you passed away. We Love you sooo much Ashleigh. We all miss you! We Love the book that Mommy wrote and had published...what an honor for you to have one of your stories shared. LOVE YOU!!

Love,
Aunt Angie
(& Uncle Steve, Xander, Quinton, and big dog Zack)
Angie Hendrickson <angie_hendrickson@alticor.com>
Grand Rapids, MI USA - Thursday, March 29, 2007 11:31 AM CDT

Thinking of you today especially sweet little girl. Thinking of Mommy and Daddy too. Please be with them today and always. I think of you and I get so sad, but i know you are no longer in pain.
Happy 1st in Heaven Ashleigh Angel
Nancy
Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, March 29, 2007 10:53 AM CDT

Remembering you today and always! I hope you are having a wonderful time with Molly and your fairy friends!

Tara Oppenhuizen <tara917@comcast.net>
Kentwood, MI - Thursday, March 29, 2007 10:44 AM CDT

I haven't signed Ashleigh's guestbook in awhile. I stop by every now and then. We're thinking about you and and keeping you in our prayers today. I ordered my copy of Ashleigh's book on Monday and can't wait to share it with my little boy.

Kathleen Craig <k8r63@comcast.net>
Burton, MI 48519 - Thursday, March 29, 2007 10:13 AM CDT

Precious Girl,
Today is a year since you went to join your Fairy Friends. Today and everyday our hearts ache with loneliness for your sweet smiling face and your cute giggle. You are and will always be our Precious First-born Grandchild.
We are so lucky to have had you in our lives, even though the time was short. You taught us how to love uncontionally and live life to the fullest. You are in our hearts and minds forever and ever and NEVER, EVER FORGET!!
Love to you, Sweetie Peetee XXOO
Binka and Grandma Kelly
Janet Kieliszewski <janter@freeway.net>
Alpena, MI USA - Thursday, March 29, 2007 10:05 AM CDT

Thinking of your family today and holding
you ever so close in our thoughts and our prayers..
Trish/Angel_Wings <Kngboyer@aol.com>
Kingston, TN USA - Thursday, March 29, 2007 9:40 AM CDT

Thinking of you today especially, although not a day goes by without a thought of Ashleigh and your family. Your journey with Ashleigh is a constant reminder to me to cherish every moment with my children, no matter how trying they may be. Your beautiful daughter gives me strength to rejoice in each day and never ever forget that you don't know what may lay on the path ahead. Can't wait to see you all at the library and buy the book for Brynna.
Debra Smith <smithd@cfsnemi.org>
Presque Isle, MI USA - Thursday, March 29, 2007 9:36 AM CDT

You all were the first thing that came to my mind this morning. You are constantly in my thoughts and prayers... Ashleigh will always have a piece of my heart. I will never, ever forget her.
Peg Poma <ppoma@firstcommunities.net>
Marietta, GA - Thursday, March 29, 2007 9:15 AM CDT

Thinking of Ashleigh and your whole family today. Our prayers and thoughts are with you.
Cindy McCloskey
Davie, FL - Thursday, March 29, 2007 9:15 AM CDT

Thinking of you today, sweet little girl, and your family, on this toughest of days. The sun is shining in Alpena and your Grandma Kelly is sure it's a gift from you. Be sure to send some sunshine smiles to your mom and dad, and Aunt Angie. Know you are still loved by so many.
Steve, Gretchen, and Jack Rea
Gretchen Rea <GretchenRea@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, March 29, 2007 8:48 AM CDT

Please know that you are all in my prayers, especially today. I hope that the day is a peaceful one for you. I imagine there will be many tears shed for your sweet angel today, but I hope that there are many smiles and wonderful memories mixed with the tears.

With love and prayers...
Kim
- Thursday, March 29, 2007 8:26 AM CDT

Thinking of you all today and remembering Ashleigh
Robin Brunet <robinb@start.ca>
Bradford, Ontario Canada - Thursday, March 29, 2007 8:23 AM CDT

Jeff, Amy, Ryan, and Baby K,
Thinking of you all today. Hoping today is filled with sweet memories of your Angel Ashleigh. Good luck with your bood signing party in Alpena. Can't wait to get the books from Angie!! Your website looks fabulous!!
Love, Shari H.
Shari Hendrickson <dnhendrickson@sbcglobal.net>
Wyoming, MI USA - Thursday, March 29, 2007 7:39 AM CDT

Jeff,Amy,Ryan,Baby K, and beautiful Angel Ashleigh,
We think of you today with lots of love and prayers for a wonderful year full of happiness! We received Ashleigh's book yesterday in the mail and it's fantastic. My husband got home before I did and when I saw it open on the counter I asked him if he had already read it- he said, "It brought a grown man to tears." The pictures are just so....Ashleigh! She will NEVER be forgotten Amy- she lives on in our lives every day. She serves as such an inspiration to us all and has touched my life in a way that I never thought someone could. Children make the world smile! My best to you with your book show in Alpena and when I get to see you I'll have you sign Kenna's book too! Always, always, always in our thoughts-
Take care, Jen
Jenny Moulds <jk_moulds@yahoo.com>
Rockford, MI - Thursday, March 29, 2007 7:23 AM CDT

It is hard to believe that beautiful Ashleigh has been gone for a year. Saying extra prayers for you all. I pray the book release is a success and can't wait to purchase my copies from the website. Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers.

http://www.freewebs.com/prayerbears/
Anne Elwell <wife4travis@yahoo.com>
Galesburg, MI USA - Thursday, March 29, 2007 7:19 AM CDT

Lifting you all in prayers today and remembering Ashleigh. Best wishes with the book release! What a wonderful honor!
Cheryl/Angel_Wings
MD - Thursday, March 29, 2007 7:15 AM CDT

You are all in my thoughts and prayers today. With much love, The Hoppes
Kathie Hoppe <hoppe@chartermi.net>
Alpena, MI - Thursday, March 29, 2007 6:22 AM CDT

I still check on Ashleigh's website often. She was such a beautiful young lady and I am in awe of all that she accomplished in her short years here on earth. I know the anniversary of her leaving her earthly body is coming up so I am thinking of her often and saying a prayer for you all. The website for her books is absolutely wonderful. I can't wait to get a book. Take care and know that someone who never even met your precious angel is lifting you all up in prayer and hoping only for the best for you.
Amy, John, Autumn, Mara, Ian
Amy Wilkie <anwilkie@charter.net>
Lakeville, MN - Wednesday, March 28, 2007 11:10 PM CDT

Dear Asheigh's family,

Thinking of you and praying for you on the first anniversary of Ashleigh's death. There truly is no pain that comes close to the pain of the death of a child. I saw the new pictures of Ashleigh and once again cry tears for a child I never knew. I hope the books do really well.

God bless,
The Paquette's: Monica, John, Aubrey, Saint Gabrielle, and Noah
Monica Paquette <mj.paquette@att.net>
Minneapolis, MN - Wednesday, March 28, 2007 8:40 PM CDT

We saw you on the front page of the Advance yesterday. What a beautiful article. Thinking of you and praying for you often, but especially tomorrow.

Brian, Jen, Maddy and Braden Post <kentwoodposts@sbcglobal.net>
Kentwood, MI USA - Wednesday, March 28, 2007 1:59 PM CDT

I'm ordering my copy of the book today! It took my breath away when I was reminded that tomorrow will mark the one year anniversary of Ashleigh's passing. Sweet Ashleigh! March 29 is also my beloved grandmother's birthday (now deceased) - aah, the cyles of life can sometimes be so overwhelming. Jeff, Amy and Ryan, please know that you are in my prayers today, tomorrow, and always.
Monica Coffey <tika98@yahoo.com>
Frisco, tx - Wednesday, March 28, 2007 12:56 AM CDT

I've been thinking of everyone a lot this week with the upcoming anniversary arriving tomorrow. Doesn't seem like it's already been one year. It's amazing how Ashleigh's memory has touched so many lives and I'm sure that will continue to happen throughout the Ashleigh series of books.

I took a look at the new website, I loved it, it was so beautiful, plus I ordered my first copies of Ashleigh's Fairies. I can't wait to read it to my girls....

Remaining in my daily thoughts and prayers...
Chrissy Delekta <cdelekta75@yahoo.com>
Rogers City, MI USA - Wednesday, March 28, 2007 11:09 AM CDT

It's almost been a year sweetie. I was going to wait until your Anniversary date to sign the guestbook, but I just found myself here, jjust as I do every day, and looking at your pictures and seeing that precious face. I cant imagine the pain Mommy and Daddy have of missing you. I miss you, and I never even met you.
I'll think of you forever Ashleigh. I'm so proud of your Mommy.
I wish I had a banner of you, so that I could post it on my pages adn share of yoru life.
Love always
Nancy
http://kellycountry2002.homestead.com/Index.html
Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, March 27, 2007 9:34 PM CDT

What a great website!!! Amy, you did an incredible job on the book!!!
Rachelle Coller <tedcoller@yahoo.com>
Ada, MI - Tuesday, March 27, 2007 11:17 AM CDT

Jeff and Amy, your new website is totally awesome. It's so beautiful, it's hard to describe. You have to be so proud of your hard work and determination at such a difficult time in your lives. You guys are terrific!! For anyone who checks out this site, you definately need to go to the book site for a wonderful experience. I don't think I've ever seen a more beautiful site before...don't miss out!!! Check it out!!
Kathie Hoppe <hoppe@chartermi.net>
Alpena, MI - Tuesday, March 27, 2007 7:18 AM CDT

Your whole family is in my thoughts and prayers this week. I am so excited to get the Ashleigh's fairies book and to share Ashleigh's story with everyone.
Heather Qucik (Day Dreams & Doodles CDC) <gigglebear10@hotmail.com>
Kentwood, MI USA - Monday, March 26, 2007 12:12 AM CDT

The new site is beautiful. A wonderful tribute. I just ordered my copy of the book. All the best.
Robin Brunet <robinb@start.ca>
Bradford, Ontario Canada - Monday, March 26, 2007 12:08 AM CDT

Hi Amy & Jeff, I just went to the new website and purchased "Ashleigh's Fairies". I was the first to visit the site!! Can't wait to receive it and share it with my girls! As always, love and prayers. Take care!
Dina Richard
Paulina, LA USA - Sunday, March 25, 2007 10:16 PM CDT

Can't believe it will have been a whole year ago this week...know that I'm saying extra prayers right now!
Just went to the website and bought a book! Oh what a special book to have. Can't wait to read it!
Don't know why but had the hardest time picking a passage today. Know that I'm still here praying!
Psalms 40:1-5 I waited patiently for the LORD; and he inclined unto me, and heard my cry. He brought me up also out of an horrible pit, out of the miry clay, and set my feet upon a rock, and established my goings. And he hath put a new song in my mouth, even praise unto our God: many shall see it, and fear, and shall trust in the LORD. Blessed is that man that maketh the LORD his trust, and respecteth not the proud, nor such as turn aside to lies. Many, O LORD my God, are thy wonderful works which thou hast done, and thy thoughts which are to us-ward: they cannot be reckoned up in order unto thee: if I would declare and speak of them, they are more than can be numbered.
The Prayer Bears
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA United States - Sunday, March 25, 2007 5:02 PM CDT

Dear Amy, Jeff, Ryan, Baby, and Ashleigh
Wishing you joy, peace, hope, and love as you celebrate Ashleigh this month. I know she is in heaven with Molly having all kinds of fun. We continue to pray for your family. We are very anxious to read the new book in honor of such great kids who battle with that awful cancer. Thanks for giving us the updates. Love JoAnn (Molly's Aunt)

JoAnn Watson <watsonsofmi@aol.com>
Grand Rapids, MI - Saturday, March 24, 2007 6:56 AM CDT

eyes that shine.....
Shirley
NY, NY - Friday, March 23, 2007 9:35 AM CDT

I know I haven't written here for a long time, but I think of you guys often! I can only imagine that this if a very hard time for you. You are in my prayers! I can not wait to get a copy of the new book! Ashleigh would be proud of you! And... congrats on the news of your new addition to the family!
Rachelle Coller <tedcoller@yahoo.com>
Ada, MI - Thursday, March 22, 2007 1:56 PM CDT

Dear Jeff & Amy,
It's been a while since I checked the website, but I think about you often. I plan on being the first California owner of Ashleigh's book. What a wonderful way to further share your angel with everyone, especially her new baby brother. Congratulations to you and to BIG brother Ryan! Take care and know that you are in my thoughts, especially as the end of the month draws near. Love, Silvia
Silvia <silvia@dodgeplanet.com>
Monterey Park, CA - Wednesday, March 21, 2007 11:53 PM CDT

Hi All, Just checking in to see how you all are doing. What a beautiful book, I'll bet Ashleigh is beaming. Contratulations on the new little brother to be for Ryan. That is such wonderful news. I hope you all are doing well, I know this month must be a hard one for you. We still think of you all often and keep you in our prayers. God Bless.
Teri Kuhn (Rachelle's cousin) <Tovi6855@aol.com>
Woodstock, Ga US - Tuesday, March 20, 2007 10:08 PM CDT

Ashleigh,
This day is the day I will remember for the rest of my life. This is the last day I saw you, March 20, 2006. I never thought that when I left your house that day...I would never see you again! I knew you were sick, but our mom's were talking about getting together the following week when we left. Let me share with you my memories of this special, special day. I woke up in the morning with my Mom saying you were on the phone. I was so excited, because I knew you hadn't been feeling good. Your sweet, caring voice told me that I had to go to the pet store to buy Rosie Caleb's sister. You told me to go and buy here and then bring her to your house and we could play. So when I got off the phone with you...My mom, dad, Kenzie and I packed ourselves in the car...bought the bunny which I immediately named Rosie Ashleigh and headed to your house. When we arrived we let the bunnies hop around and we sat and hung out. We fed the bunnies and laughed when they pooped! You showed me a sparkling twirly thing that you hung and it was sooo pretty....you loved the way is sparkled. When we were leaving we hugged. It was the most special hug...it was sooo special that your mom and others ran to get their cameras and they took a picture of us hugging! I wish I would've known it really would be the last hug...because I would've hung on as long as possible. When we were leaving you wanted to walk us out to our car..your mom and dad couldn't believe it because they said you hadn't wanted to go outside for weeks! You came outside and started crying when I got into the big gray van! My family and I said don't cry...we'll see you again soon, but you were crying and your mom was holding you and comforting you. I'll never forget it! I think you knew that was the last time that we would see eachother for a long time! I wish I would've known! When we left you said..Bye Caleb...I love you! I said Bye Ashleigh..I love you too! I still do love you and always will. I will never forget the memories of this day. My mom still has it vivid in her mind and will never let me forget how special March 20, 2006 was!

I love you forever and ever. I will never forget you! I miss you tons. Tonight my mom and I went outside and said a special wish on your special star! I know you heard us! Please visit me soon!

Caleb <stevejennywolf@aol.com>
Wayland, MI USA - Tuesday, March 20, 2007 8:31 PM CDT

So glad to hear that the book is finished. All the best with the book launch. I'm sure Ashleigh is very proud. I hope it's available in Canada!
Robin Brunet <robinb@start.ca>
Bradford, Ontario Canada - Tuesday, March 20, 2007 2:51 PM CDT

Know that I'm still here praying so for you!
Isaiah 26:3 Thou wilt keep him in perfect peace, whose mind is stayed on thee: because he trusteth in thee.
The Prayer Bears
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA United States - Sunday, March 18, 2007 11:41 PM CDT

Hi, you don't know me, but I had followed Ashleigh's story for a long time. I came to check in on how the family was doing. I just want to let you know that even though I don't know you, I also haven't forgotten little Asleigh. She touched my heart too, and I will always remember her. You are all so brave, and such a loving, special family. I hope Ashleigh's friend Caleb is doing well too - what a great kid - his parents should be very proud!
Sharon
Madison, NJ - Sunday, March 18, 2007 7:55 PM CDT

Thinking of you. The girls and I bought a computer today and are exploring the internet - first time we've been able to log on from home. The first place they thought of was Ashleigh's website. Know that we all young and old think of you all often and miss Ashleigh lots and lots and lots.
Kelly, Jessica, and Kaitlyn <kelly.masters@gm.com>
Lake Orion, - Sunday, March 18, 2007 7:43 PM CDT

Hi Jeff,Amy,Ryan,Baby K and Angel Ashleigh-
Just thinking of you all today and wanted to say that we can't wait to order Ashleigh's Fairy book as soon as we can. I hope to be able to get two copies- one for each girl! Thinking of Ashleigh a lot lately and can't believe that almost a year has gone by already. It doesn't seem possible. Amy, you and Jeff continue to be a great support for Keith and I. I know we haven't spoke recently but just knowing that days pass and you can't go back- you still keep living and that's inspiration to us daily! Some days are harder than others as I know you understand all to well. My thoughts and prayers are with your family always! Jen
Jenny Moulds <jk_moulds@yahoo.com>
Rockford, MI - Sunday, March 18, 2007 1:40 PM CDT

Congratulations on the book being finished! I can't wait to get one for my girl's. The song...I always think of Ashleigh when that song is played on the radio and it brings tears to my eyes. We have just found out a childhood friend of Darrin's has a long journey of therapy and treatments for his son. God Bless all of the families out there who have this fight ahead of them. May you always know we are thinking of you and praying for you.
Darrin, Amy, Allison and Kaitlyn Waggoner <amywaggoner@earthlink.net>
Fairborn, OH - Friday, March 16, 2007 8:32 PM CDT

Your new picutres are adorable. Can't wait for March 31st and a chance to get a book firsthand in Alpena at your book signing. I know you've all worked very hard at getting this together and also know Ashleigh has given you the strength to do it. See you in Alpena
Kathie Hoppe <hoppe@chartermi.net>
Alpena, MI - Friday, March 16, 2007 4:46 PM CDT

Excitedly waiting for Ashleigh's books to go on sale. Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers always.

http://www.freewebs.com/prayerbears/
Anne Elwell <wife4travis@yahoo.com>
Galesburg, MI USA - Friday, March 16, 2007 5:52 AM CDT

Dear Amy, Jeff, Ashleigh, Ryan and Baby K: Happy St. Patrick's Day (early)! Blessings (Irish and otherwise) to you all.
Sarah Beuker <abeuker@charter.net>
Portage, MI - Friday, March 16, 2007 1:36 AM CDT

Hope you have a Happy Birthday, Amy. Just stopping by to say hi and let you know Ashleigh remains in my thoughts and prayers. Looking forward to Ashleigh's book soon!
Beverly Atkins
clayton, nc - Tuesday, March 13, 2007 4:02 PM CDT

I always read the verses that the hymns are based on every Sunday. One of the hymns was based on this psalm and I wanted to share the whole thing with you. Still here, still praying for your family!
Psalms 130:1-8 Out of the depths have I cried unto thee, O LORD. Lord, hear my voice: let thine ears be attentive to the voice of my supplications. If thou, LORD, shouldest mark iniquities, O Lord, who shall stand? But there is forgiveness with thee, that thou mayest be feared. I wait for the LORD, my soul doth wait, and in his word do I hope. My soul waiteth for the Lord more than they that watch for the morning: I say, more than they that watch for the morning. Let Israel hope in the LORD: for with the LORD there is mercy, and with him is plenteous redemption. And he shall redeem Israel from all his iniquities.
The Prayer Bears
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA United States - Sunday, March 11, 2007 9:58 PM CDT

I heard thru the grapevine that your birthday is coming very soon, Amy and the family is there to celebrate this weekend!! Wishing you a very happy birthday with family and friends and can't wait to see you in Alpena at the book signing!! Enjoy your special day!!
Kathie Hoppe <hoppe@chartermi.net>
Alpena, - Saturday, March 10, 2007 1:11 PM CST

What great news! Congratulations on your upcoming arrival.

We think of your family often, and can't wait for Ashleigh's book.
Parry & Nancy Pearson <jessnkate@m33access.com>
- Friday, March 9, 2007 8:37 PM CST

God is so good. The Son is shining on you and your whole family. May this be a glorious time for you and may new doors of wonder and happiness be opened unto all of you during this great time!
Beth Olah <sop_olah@yahoo.com>
Shelby Township, MI U.S.A. - Friday, March 9, 2007 4:30 PM CST

Not a day goes by that I do not think of all of you. Precious Ashleigh owns a piece of my heart. You are always in my prayers.
Peg Poma <ppoma@firstcommunities.net>
Marietta, GA - Friday, March 9, 2007 8:23 AM CST

Thinking of Ashleigh...what a beautiful soul...bless your family.
Shirley <schan031@yahoo.com>
NY, NY - Tuesday, March 6, 2007 7:36 AM CST

amy just wanted to know will i b able to get a copy of the fairys book, here in the uk at march time.fantasic news a new baby. your family have so much love to give.take care everyone lots of love to u allxxxxxxxxxxxxx
donnaflanagan916@hotmail.com <donnaflanagan916@hotmail.com>
portsmouth, uk hampshire - Monday, March 5, 2007 0:51 AM CST

Know that I'm praying!!!!!!!!!!!
Ps 27:14 Wait on the LORD: be of good courage, and he shall strengthen thine heart: wait, I say, on the LORD.
The Prayer Bears

Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA United States - Monday, March 5, 2007 0:32 AM CST

WON'T BE LONG NOW UNTIL YOUR BIG DEBUT AT THE LIBRARY...REALLY LOOKING FORWARD TO THE BOOK SIGNING AND JUST TRYING TO THINK OF ALL THE PEOPLE I WOULD LIKE TO GIVE ONE TO. I'M TRYING HARD TO HAVE THE FAIRY QUILTS DONE BY THAT TIME. I HAVE ONE DONE AND ONE AT THE QUILTERS AND ONE MORE TO GO! HOPE YOU CAN THINK OF PLACES AND PEOPLE FOR THEM!! WISHING ALL OF YOU A GREAT WEEK AHEAD!
Kathie Hoppe <hoppe@chartermi.net>
Alpena, MI - Sunday, March 4, 2007 8:34 PM CST

hi amy and jeff, i havent wrote a comment in a while. Its very good news to hear about the new baby!!! i bet ashleigh is very excited! Bye~Abbey Brooks
Abbey <brooks02_@hotmail.com>
alpena, mi - Sunday, March 4, 2007 5:08 PM CST

Oh you guys I am so excited for you. I'm sitting here with tears in my eyes. Ashleigh is never far from my thoughts. My daughter is asking for a monkey comforter for her birthday and right away I think of Ashleigh. I am just so, so happy for your new addition.
Denise RN (inpt)
Holland, MI USA - Thursday, March 1, 2007 12:15 AM CST

Thinking of your family tonight and wishing you well. Another anniversary of Ashleigh becoming the sweetest angel in heaven and it has to be hard. Please know many people are still praying for all of you every day. One more month before your book becomes reality....I'm sure some days you thought it would never happen and now it's coming so quickly! Nothing but the best to all of you!
Kathie Hoppe <hoppe@chartermi.net>
- Wednesday, February 28, 2007 9:43 PM CST

Hello I hope your family has agood life and acogrates on the new baby.
love:Maddie
Maddie Garber <dance_cutiemg13@voyager.net>
- Wednesday, February 28, 2007 3:46 PM CST

Hello Amy! I'm so sorry about Ashleigh. She sounds like an amazing beautiful little girl. It is really great how you made books about Ashleigh. That way she will always be remembered.I can't wait to buy the book! Best of luck in all that you do!! Congrats on the new baby!!!!
Natalie Nowakowski <nanhorselover@hotmail.com>
Alpena, Michigan United States - Wednesday, February 28, 2007 1:24 PM CST

Hello i am wishing you the best of luck with the new baby. I was so sad to hear about her passing away those 10 months ago. It still saddens me to know that she did not live longer. Mrs. Kelly jeffs mom is our librainan. I wish your family well in all that they do and may god keep you all healthy and happy.
Courtney <ck_swimma@hotmail.com>
Alpena, michigan United states/Alpena - Wednesday, February 28, 2007 1:21 PM CST

I hope the best wishes for your family, I'm thinking of Ashleigh and also thinking of buying the book comming in March. I know what it is like to lose someone, so I hope this comment brights your day.
Keegan <samurai_keegan2005@hotmail.com>
Alpena, MI United States of America - Wednesday, February 28, 2007 1:09 PM CST

The best of wishes go to Ashleigh. Sorry to here about Ashleigh but congratulations on the new baby. And wish for the best of luck to the rest of your children. LOve:Maddie Garber a student at Besser and a student of Mrs.Kelly the librarian.
Maddie Garber <dance_cutiemg13@voyager.net>
Alpena, MI United States - Wednesday, February 28, 2007 1:07 PM CST

Hi,Mrs. Kelly (Ashleigh's grandmother) is our librarian. I hope for the best of wishes to you, and your family. I am really thinking about buying the book. I lost a sister a few years ago, so I know how you feel.
Sincerly,
Abby H.
Abby H. <shadowcat213770@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, February 28, 2007 1:07 PM CST

hi ashleigh, my name is baylee and your grandma kelly is our librarian here at besser school.my class just wanted to wish you a happy saint patricks day. wish you were here. we all miss you bunches!!!
baylee shields <toby_baylee1234@hotmail.com>
alpena, MI United States - Wednesday, February 28, 2007 1:06 PM CST

We heared about your daughter from our libraian - mrs.kelly(jeffe's mom).We decided to visit her website. we were touched by your journal enterys and were in tears by her pictures. Congrats on your new baby!We wish you the best
Ellie Siegert and Brooke Daleski- Besser elementary <soccerchick_ellie4@hotmail.com and johnnybrooke31_@hotmail.com>
Alpena , mi U.S - Wednesday, February 28, 2007 1:02 PM CST

HI There,

So glad to hear that life is sending you smiles lately! So much good news with the new books being released soon and the new baby coming in July! How appropriate that he would be due around the 4th of July since Ashleigh loved the fire works! We think of your family often, especially when we are nearing the one-year anniversary of Ashleigh's passing. I brought my class of Besser Elementary students to Ashleigh's website so we won't forget her and so they don't forget to cherish family and appreciate what they have. Ashleigh has touched so many lives. She was and still is loved by so many people!
Steve, Gretchen, and Jack Rea
Gretchen Rea <GretchenRea@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, February 28, 2007 12:59 AM CST

Life begins again....and I know Ashleigh had a hand in it! Congratulations on your wonderful news!!!!!!!
Lynne <rulesroom58@yahoo.com>
- Monday, February 26, 2007 4:18 PM CST

You all remain in my thoughts and prayers....

I can't wait to purchase the fairy books and read them to my kids...
Chrissy Delekta <cdelekta75@yahoo.com>
Rogers City, MI USA - Monday, February 26, 2007 9:18 AM CST

Know that I'm still here praying so hard for your family!
Ps 62:1-2: Truly my soul waiteth upon God: from him cometh my salvation. He only is my rock and my salvation; he is my defence; I shall not be greatly moved.
The Prayer Bears

Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA United States - Monday, February 26, 2007 0:15 AM CST

Jeff, Amy, Ryan and Angel Ashleigh
Just wanted you all to know that I am thinking of you all today and always. Hope all is well and I am looking foward to the book coming out real soon. Love Annie, Jason and Tristin Hepburn
annie hepburn <hallie2@core.com>
Posen, MI - Sunday, February 25, 2007 11:42 AM CST

Jeff, Amy, Ashleigh, and Ryan
We are excited about the new book. Let us know when the copies are in. I'll come your way to get some. We hope you are all doing well and Ryan is getting out in the snow. I'm ready for it too melt! love
the Caveras
E. Grand Rapids, mi usa - Sunday, February 25, 2007 10:22 AM CST

Jeff,Amy,Ryan,and our precious angel Ashleigh, congratulations on the new addition; I am so happy for you. Would love to visit with Flannery sometime...Here's my number 616-617-4789. Can't wait to see the book. Take care, Jessica RN
Jessica Johnston <season24@hotmail.com>
Hopkins, MI - Saturday, February 24, 2007 5:18 PM CST

Hi Jeff,Amy,Ryan, and new baby! Ashleigh too of course! Just thinking about you all today and wanted to stop in and say hello. You guys are always on my mind and it seems like whenever I see a beautiful site I always think that Ashleigh had something to do with it. Usually it's a beautiful sunset in the evening or the soft, quiet snowflakes that fall so gently to the ground. I've been meaning to call you Amy. Things just seem so hectic sometimes and then another week has passed! I do want to talk with you soon. Love to all of you-
Jen
Jenny Moulds <jk_moulds@yahoo.com>
Rockford, MI - Tuesday, February 20, 2007 3:47 PM CST

Just thinking of how soon Amy's books will be out there for all of us to enjoy and wanted you to know I'll be one of the first in line! It will have to be exciting to finally see it become reality. Good for you. I hope all is well and Ryan is enjoying the winter....sounds like Grand Rapids gets more snow nowdays than Alpena! That's a nice switch! Thinking of all of you and wishing you well!
Kathie Hoppe <hoppe@chartermi.net>
- Monday, February 19, 2007 8:57 PM CST

Congratulations on the new baby! How exciting! I am sure Ashleigh is jumping up and down with joy!

congrats also on the new book-I can't wait to check out the website..

In my thoughts and Prayers
Kim <kas412@sbcglobal.net>
Bartlett, il - Monday, February 19, 2007 9:12 AM CST

When I heard this part of the liturgy this morning I knew that this is what I wanted to share today. Know that I continue to pray so for your whole family!!!!!!!
Be Thou my strong Rock: for an house of defense to save me. Thou art my Rock and my Fortress: therefore for Thy name's sake lead me and guide me.
Ps. In Thee, O Lord, do I put my trust; let me never be ashamed: deliver me in Thy righteousness.
The Prayer Bears

Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA United States - Sunday, February 18, 2007 10:28 PM CST

Congratulations Ashleigh, Ryan, Amy & Jeff! A new baby brother... how wonderful! He is lucky to be joining your family. God Bless you all!
Sarah (Swallow) Beuker <abeuker@charter.net>
Portage, MI - Friday, February 16, 2007 7:59 PM CST

Congratulations!!! I am sure the cardinal was a "gift' from Ashleigh. May you be blessed. Keeping you all in prayer. Carol
carol hagemann <hgturtle@cebridge.net>
Argenta, IL USA - Friday, February 16, 2007 1:22 PM CST

Congratulations!! I bet Ashleigh had something to do with her new baby brother. I am so happy for you! I can't wait for your book release. Too bad the library is 5 hours away from me...I'd LOVE to meet you and come to the release. I'll definitely be buying a copy though!

Kids Cancer Crusade
Jennifer <kidscancercrusade@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, February 15, 2007 10:12 AM CST

Congratulations Amy, Jeff, and big brother Ryan! I can imagine that Ashleigh is very excited. I keep your family in my prayers and check on you often. I have not posted in a long time but am thrilled to find all the good things happening for you. God bless!
Melissa Arnold <ecco526@aol.com>
Wake Forest, NC - Thursday, February 15, 2007 8:28 AM CST

Congrats on the new baby, how exciting! I love to look at all the pics of Ashleigh, she always had such a beautiful smile on her face that is so contagious! Blessings to you all, the Frielings
Tena Frieling <tgfrieling@i2k.com>
Holland,, MI USA - Wednesday, February 14, 2007 7:15 PM CST

Congratulations on the new baby... how exciting for you guys. Im sure Ashleigh is very exciting about being a big sister again. I cant wait for your books to come out, so I can get them for my niece.
Tami
- Wednesday, February 14, 2007 6:34 PM CST

Happy Valentines 2007!

I wake in the morning and greet you with a �hi�,
I wonder if today will be the day you stop by.

The sparkling rock you gave me lies by my head,
I feel safe and sound� it protects me while I lay in bed.

I talk to you, laugh with you, tell you about my day,
Sometimes I wish I could hear what you would say.

I smile and laugh when I think of the things we would do,
I know that up in heaven you remember and think of them too.

You give me reminders of all the good times we shared,
Pennies show up, Rainbows, & clouds like care bears.

I am blowing kisses and sending hugs far, far, away,
I hope they get to you on this special Valentine�s Day.

I love you and miss you with all of my heart.

Love, Caleb

Caleb Lane <stevejennywolf@aol.com>
Wayland, MI USA - Tuesday, February 13, 2007 9:51 PM CST

Congratulations on your wonderful news about a new baby brother and Ashleigh's book. Looking forward to the arrival of both.

Warmest regards-
The Shiemke Family <heatmi99@earthlink.net>
Farmington Hills, MI 48336 - Tuesday, February 13, 2007 12:42 AM CST

Congratulations on both the new baby boy and the release of Ashleighs books.I Can't wait to read them to my new grand daughter who is due to arrive in March. Hope to see you at the book signing. My thoughts are with you. God Bless..Lorrie
Lorrie Mitchell <lorriekitchen@hotmail.com>
Big Rapids, MI USA - Monday, February 12, 2007 1:09 PM CST

Congratulations!!!!!!!!!! I am so excited for all of you! A brother for Ashleigh and Ryan! I just know Ashleigh had something to do with this! You are both such wonderful parents--what a lucky baby to be brought into this world and into such a loving family! Love ya, Michelle
Michelle House <Ron_Michelle_House@yahoo.com>
Gun Lake, MI - Sunday, February 11, 2007 9:59 PM CST

This psalm has so much in it, but an concentrating on the last verse. Am still here praying as always!
Ps 19:14 Let the words of my mouth, and the meditation of my heart, be acceptable in thy sight, O LORD, my strength, and my redeemer.
The Prayer Bears

Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA - Sunday, February 11, 2007 9:18 PM CST

CONGRATULATION AMY,JEFF,&RYAN I AM SO EXCITED TO HEAR THE GREAT NEWS ABOUT THE NEW ADDITION TO THE FAMILY. IM SURE RYAN IS SO BIG NOW. TYRA STILL ASK ABOUT ASHLEIGH IM SURE SHE WILL ALWAYS BE IN OUR THOUGHTS CANT WAIT FOR THE BOOK AND THE NEW ADDITION. LOVE YA LOTS REKA & TYRA EATMAN
REKA & TYRA EATMAN <reka.eatman@spectrum-health.org>
WYOMING, MI KENT - Friday, February 9, 2007 7:49 PM CST

Congratulations on the wonderful news of your new baby boy! I know Ashleigh is grining from ear to ear about her new brother ... and Ryan will get used to the idea soon enough! :)

Can't wait for the book to come out!
Monica Coffey <tika98@yahoo.com>
Frisco, tx - Friday, February 9, 2007 4:14 PM CST

Jeff, Amy Ashleigh Ryan and Baby boy
I am so sorry that it has been so long since i said HI. I still think of all of you everyday. Becki told me your great news, Congratulations! He can be best friends with Taylor Ashleigh and continue the tradition! I can't wait to get the new book next month. Wishing you all the best
Bekki P.S. I miss you Ashleigh!
Bekki Krul <mikeandsue828@yahoo.com>
Wyoming, MI USA - Friday, February 9, 2007 12:34 AM CST

Amy, Jeff, Ashleigh and Ryan
It was great to see you last week Amy and I was happy to hear your good news in person. It's sweater season so you sure weren't showing. I have told several friends about your book. The artist did a great job and looks so true to Ashleigh. With this double digit heat wave Ryan will be wanting to get out in that snow. Hope you have a great weekend.
love
the Caveras <dcavera@sbcglobal. net>
egr, mi usa - Friday, February 9, 2007 8:00 AM CST

Just wanted to add my congratulations on the good news of both Ashleigh's book coming out and your new baby! I will look forward to hearing more about both! God Bless you all ... I know you have a very special Angel watching over you with Him in Heaven ... Linda Austin
Linda Austin <laustin@mpsk12.net>
Muskegon, MI USA - Thursday, February 8, 2007 12:24 AM CST

Congratulations on the new baby!! I am sure that Ashleigh picked out a very special soul for your new little one! And I cannot wait to order a book! My daughter loves fairies and I know we will both love reading the book together!

Kim
- Thursday, February 8, 2007 7:36 AM CST

It was so good to hear from you, and congrats on the baby and the book! I still think of you all often and check your site at least once a week. The pictures of Ashleigh still make me smile, especially the one of her at the table at Christmas with her arms in the air! She reminds me so much of my mom who was bald at Christmas and had a red sweatshirt on. She died shortly after Ashleigh last year. Continue to update us on the baby and Ryan.
BARBARA <barb1212@excite.com>
Conway, SC USA - Wednesday, February 7, 2007 7:29 PM CST

Congratulations on the new baby. I am very happy for you. How exciting! I am also very excited for the book release! I just checked mapquest to see where Alpena was and how far from Hesperia it was. I want to come to the book release. But unfortunately, I found that it is 230 miles from my house. So I was wondering if later on it will be possible to order from the book's website? I still cry every time that I check Ashleigh's page, and even though I did not know her very well, I find that it is really easy to miss her. I think about you guys so often. I hope that everything is going as well as it can be. We will always be praying for you guys. And personally, I think that Ashleigh sent Lenny to see her daddy. :) Maybe her little way of saying "Hi Dad! I love you!"
Darcie <maddielynnsmomma@yahoo.com>
Hesperia, mi 49421 - Wednesday, February 7, 2007 6:19 PM CST

I bet Ashleigh had a blast choosing a baby to send into your lives! What a miracle and a blessing! I know she is telling him stories of what a great mommy, daddy and big brother he will have! Praying for a safe pregnancy, an easy delivery and a healthy baby.

Brenda
Milwaukee, WI USA - Wednesday, February 7, 2007 3:05 PM CST

What wonderful news about the baby and the book! I'm sure that it's helpful to you getting through each day with the hope of what is to come. Take care.
Levelle
Baltimore, MD USA - Wednesday, February 7, 2007 8:51 AM CST

Congratulations on the new baby brother for Ashleigh and Ryan. That is very exciting news. I can't wait to buy Ashleigh's fairy books! Keeping you all in my thoughts and prayers.

http://www.freewebs.com/prayerbears/
Anne Elwell <wife4travis@yahoo.com>
Galesburg, MI USA - Tuesday, February 6, 2007 10:06 PM CST

So glad to hear your WONDERFUL news....a new baby boy to love! God has definitely blessed you with this little miracle.
I'm looking forward to ordering Ashleigh's book...I know it will be great and I can't wait to share it with my two little girls. Take care....love and prayers,
Dina Richard
Paulina, LA USA - Tuesday, February 6, 2007 9:48 PM CST

Hi Neighbors!
We don't see you much in the winter, so had no idea about your pregnancy. How very exciting! I'm sure Ashleigh is elated and will be a part of this pregnancy every step of the way. What a blessing to have your own Guardian Angel watching over you! We look forward to meeting your new little boy in July! We are also very anxious to read your books! Congratulations on these exciting steps in this journey of healing and remembrance!
All our Love and Prayers,
Dave, Amy, Hayley and Collin Gootjes <amyg@gootjesassoc.com>
Caledonia, mi USA - Tuesday, February 6, 2007 9:27 PM CST

The most heartfelt happiness to the whole family on your new addition! We think of Ashleigh often and are looking forward to the book's release.
Tony, Leah, Libby and Ella Neifert <neiferts@yahoo.com>
Grandville, MI - Tuesday, February 6, 2007 8:47 PM CST

I think of you all often. I am so happy for your family. Congratulation on the new baby!!! I pray that you feel great through the entire pregnancy. I can't wait to hear more about it. We are so excited to read the books. I am thrilled that you were able to do this. What a great connection to Ashleigh. Blessings to you all.
Julie Reynolds <jewels9582@comcast.net>
- Tuesday, February 6, 2007 8:36 PM CST

Dear Ashleigh's family,

Congratulations on the news of the coming baby. Just wanted you to know, though, that I still cry when coming to your site for special Ashleigh.

God bless,
Another neuroblastoma family-John, Monica, Aubrey, Saint Gabbie, and Noah
Monica Paquette <mj.paquette@att.net>
Minneapolis, MN - Tuesday, February 6, 2007 6:36 PM CST

Oh My God Amy, I'm so happy for you! What wonderful news. I hope your pregnancy is uneventful and comfortable. Ryan will be such a great big brother! What joy!
Debra Smith <smithd@cfsnemi.org>
Presque Isle, MI USA - Tuesday, February 6, 2007 2:53 PM CST

Jeff,Amy,Ryan&Angel Ashleigh-
I cried when I read the news of the new baby! I got goosebumps on my arms and my heart sang!!!!!! I'm so excited for you guys and can't wait to keep reading about the pregnancy. I also loved the new pictures and the update. Amy, I can't believe that Ashleigh's books are almost here. We'll be one of the first in line to buy them. Your family shows such strength and love and is such an inspiration to us. On the bad days I think of you always and push through them, put on a smile and just enjoy the kids as much as possible. On good days I think of you and wish happiness upon you too! Ashleigh is never far from my thoughts and like I said before I know she's busy up there, but I feel that she is a little angel watching over Kenna. Congratulations on the wonderful news! Much love from our family to yours-
Jen (Keith,Kenna and Kayala too)
Jenny Moulds <jk_moulds@yahoo.com>
Rockford, MI - Tuesday, February 6, 2007 1:54 PM CST

Amy, Jeff, and Ryan, Congratulations on the wonderful news! Thank you for sharing the news. I can't wait to get one of Ashleigh's books. I just wish we could make it up to Alpena for the signing so that I have an opportunity to meet you in person. At least I can bookmark (like several other people) the website. Thanks for sharing it early. You are an inspiring family! I will keep all of you in our prayers.

Kathleen Craig
Burton, MI - Tuesday, February 6, 2007 1:11 PM CST

I'm so excited to see AND BUY the new book!! I have already bookmarked Ashleigh's site for the book, so I'll be all set when the site is released.

Congrats with the baby news!

Always in my thoughts and prayers.
Becky L. Harbarth <peanutpie3879@netscape.net>
Gaylord, MN USA - Tuesday, February 6, 2007 11:32 AM CST

I check on Ashleigh's site quite often even though I don't sign in the guest book.It always makes me happy to see her sweet face and read the wonderful memory shares. Congratulations on the new baby!Your family deserves the very best!
Peggy <ppride@oldfash.com>
mayville, wi usa - Tuesday, February 6, 2007 10:10 AM CST

What a great update. Love the Valentine's photos of Ashleigh and the news that her book will be released in march. Can't wait. Hopefully you will be shipping outside of the USA as well. Congratulations on the new baby brother, that's very exciting. All the best, and thank you for continuing to share Ashleigh.
Robin Brunet <robinb@start.ca>
Bradford, Ontario Canada - Tuesday, February 6, 2007 8:13 AM CST

Congratulations! We are so happy for you! Looking forward to Ashleigh's book, too!
Brian and Jen Post <kentwoodposts@sbcglobal.net>
Kentwood, MI - Monday, February 5, 2007 7:44 PM CST

We are sending hugs of excitment and joy to you all and your expanding family. We love you all and can't wait to see the new books. Ashleigh continues to touch our hearts.
Cousin Scott, Pam and Kaylie <pamsthougths@adelphia.net>
Middletown, MD - Monday, February 5, 2007 6:41 PM CST

Amy, Jeff, Ashleigh, and Ryan...
I am so excited to hear that you will have a new addition to your faily!!! Ryan will be such a good big brother! Congradulations! I can't wait until the books come out!
Maggie Skiba <maggles777@msn.com>
Alpena, MI - Monday, February 5, 2007 6:05 PM CST

great to hear the WONDERFUL news!!! im sure the new addition will be just as great as the rest of his family.I am so excited to hear that you guys will have another wonderful child. I cannot wait until the book comes out.My mom already told me that we will own one! you guys are wonderful people and hope that you are doing good.Ashleigh will watch over her new baby brother as if she was here in person.♥♥ Kailea ♥♥

Kailea Hauff <trigger_gurl101@hotmail.com>
Presque Isle, Mi USA - Monday, February 5, 2007 5:19 PM CST

Congratulations!!!!! What exciting news! I am sure Ashleigh is very excited about the new little brother she will have! Amy, I hope you are past any morning sickness you may have had and are feeling great! Can't wait for the book release/signing so I can get my copy of Ashleigh's Fairies!

Karrie Schaedig
Alpena, MI - Monday, February 5, 2007 12:45 AM CST

Jeff, Amy, and Ryan,
Congratulations and Best Wishes! Allison will be sooo excited to hear that you are having a new baby! Allison loves her little sister and it's a joy to see them grow. Allison loves to hear about Ashleigh! I'm excited about her books and I'll be sure to have one for Allison and Kaitlyn. Thanks for always sharing your life with us! Ashleigh remains a strong "Angel" in our family! God Bless you!
Darrin, Amy, Allison and Kaitlyn Waggoner <amywaggoner@earthlink.net>
Fairborn, OH - Monday, February 5, 2007 10:22 AM CST

Dear Amy and Jeff,

Admiring your family from afar....It fills my heart to hear that you are expecting a new member to your family! Such wonderful news. Your family has been through so much and I'm sure it's a daily struggle without Ashleigh by your side. No doubt Ashleigh's spirit lives on in you and all the lives she has touched.

Wishing you boundless love and joy for always!
Shirley <schan031@yahoo.com>
NY, NY - Monday, February 5, 2007 8:43 AM CST

Congrats on the book and the new brother!
Almost lost you! My 2 year old granddaughter ran into my room and started frantically clicking on my computer...I realized later that she'd deleted a whole folder of "my" caringbridge kids! Good thing I'd saved my bookmarks!
Stopping by to let you know that I'm still here and still praying!
Heb.4:14-16: Seeing then that we have a great high priest, that is passed into the heavens, Jesus the Son of God, let us hold fast our profession. For we have not an high priest which cannot be touched with the feeling of our infirmities; but was in all points tempted like as we are, yet without sin. Let us therefore come boldly unto the throne of grace, that we may obtain mercy, and find grace to help in time of need.
The Prayer Bears Website
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA United States - Sunday, February 4, 2007 9:06 PM CST

Just checking in as I so often do. Congratulations on the upcoming addition to the family. I know Ashleigh is so excited! I'm excited and I'm not even part of the family. I'm also so excited about the book. I just wish I could be there for the book signing. I'll have the book at any rate and am so looking forward to receiving it. My prayers are always with you and I think of Ashleigh every day.
beverly atkins <batkins7@nc.rr.com>
clayton, nc USA - Sunday, February 4, 2007 7:48 PM CST

WOW! WOW! WOW! Not to mention a HUGE congratulations to all of you on the up and coming newest addition to your family. I can't even imagine two more loving parents than the two of you. How lucky this new little fella is already to be included in your family. God does work in mysterious ways but it's certainly no mystery why he's chosen the two of you with such a blessing. You both must be very happy and once Ryan's little brother comes and he figures out what's happening........he'll be thrilled and a great big brother!! I'm sure Ashleigh is smiling from ear to ear!! All of my love, support and best wishes to your family!!! You guys are the best and deserve the best!!!!
Kathie Hoppe <hoppe@chartermi.net>
Alpena, mi - Sunday, February 4, 2007 7:28 PM CST

Just checking in to let you know that I think of you and pray for your sweet family often - especially your sweet angel Ashleigh!
Kim <kadwsimmons@comcast.net>
- Friday, February 2, 2007 2:19 PM CST

I think of Ashleigh so often and wonder how all of you are. I have the glass vase she painted at the end of radiation treatments in my dining room. To me it is a treasure. It was good to see you at the Heme-Onc play. I pray for your continued healling. Karen Barnhart R.N.
Karen Barnhart <kbarnhart@rockford.k12.mi.us>
Casnovia, MI USA - Friday, February 2, 2007 2:17 PM CST

Just letting you know that you are never far from my thoughts. We check in on Molly's page as well. Things are going well. Treatment is still working. Just dealing with the necessary side effects. Love, Pamela
Pamela Anderson Courtright <pamela_courtright@yahoo.com>
Gaylord, MI USA - Friday, February 2, 2007 7:53 AM CST

Just checking out Ashleigh's site and hoping you're all snug in a warm spot on this cold winter's night! I'm sure Ryan's enjoying the fresh snow and being outside. Keeping you in my thoughts this evening.
Kathie Hoppe <hoppe@chartermi.net>
Alpena, - Tuesday, January 30, 2007 10:16 PM CST

I am so excited about how things are coming along for the Ashleigh's Fairies book. I can't wait to get a copy! You are a truly amazing family in all you continue to do for kids like Ashleigh.

Jennifer
kidscancercrusade@yahoo.com
- Monday, January 29, 2007 1:53 PM CST

Jennifer...I had to take the hyperlink off your website..sorry about that....Angie Hendrickson
- Monday, January 29, 2007 3:22 PM CST

Am here praying for your family right now!
Ps 71:3 Be thou my strong habitation, whereunto I may continually resort: thou hast given commandment to save me; for thou art my rock and my fortress.
The Prayer Bears Website
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA United States - Monday, January 29, 2007 0:27 AM CST

Ashleigh,

I'll never forget you! I am still finding pennies in the craziest places and I know they are from you! Taylor Ashleigh loves it when I talk about you and sing the "Taylor Ashleigh" song! The song is about the two most beautiful princesses you...... and her! I can't believe it has been 10 months!! I miss you so much! It was this time last year that we were at the Great Wolf Lodge having sooo much fun! I wish we could go back a year! I know we can't.....so instead I wish that you are having a BLAST up in heaven and I hope you know how much I will always love you and miss you. I will never let you leave my heart....you will always be with me wherever I go and whatever I do! You are my "Ashleigh"! I love you!

Love,
Caleb
Caleb Lane <stevejennywolf@aol.com>
Wayland, MI USA - Sunday, January 28, 2007 8:37 PM CST

Hi Jeff, Amy and Ryan
Just wanted to say hi and to let you know I continue to check Ashleigh's carepage. I am sure Ryan is getting sooooooooo BIG! Amy I am looking forward to your books being published and reading them to our son and my nieces and nephews. You should be so proud of yourself as I know Ashleigh is beaming in heaven for what her mom is doing. Raising money to find a cure what an inspiration as we know many people continue to fight the battle of cancer waht a horrible disease. Continue to know that I think of you all often and continue to keep all of you in my thoughts and prayers. Maybe someday when your in Alpena we can get together and see each other again it has been years. Lots of love from our house to yours Love Always Annie, Jason And Tristin
annie hepburn <hallie2@core.com>
Posen, Mi - Sunday, January 28, 2007 3:26 PM CST

Jeff & Amy,
I have this awesome story to share with you! Today my daughter, Allison was asking me several questions about Heaven and our family and friends in Heaven. She asked me what I thought Ashleigh was doing right now to which I answered maybe running in the field and flowers or petting Nanook and playing with Nanook and Roscoe (our dogs). She asked me what happened to Ashleigh when she got to Heaven, so I told her she became an angel. Of course she wanted to know when she would become an angel and I told her that was up to God. There's a lot more to share, but I'll get to the point. We discussed Ashleigh being an angel and Molly too. We came downstairs to play and there was a reflection on the wall of an angel. Allison was so excited and noticed it right away and said, "Mommy, look and angel it's probably Ashleigh!!" She was delighted that Ashleigh the angel came to see her. Ashleigh has touched so many lives..thank-you! I'm sure when Allison gets to Heaven she'll thank her angel for looking in on her. God Bless you all!! Jeff & Amy thanks for sharing your baby girl!
Darrin, Amy, Allison and Kaitlyn Waggoner <amywaggoner@earthlink.net>
Fairborn, OH - Friday, January 26, 2007 7:29 PM CST

hi amy, jeff and ryan. I hope you all had a Merry Christmas and a happy new year! Im sure Ashleigh did! I hope Ryan got everything he wanted from Santa this year. Im sure he made a visit up to see Ashleigh too. We will make sure to keep ALL of you in our prayers! Love the Brooks Family
Abbey, Samantha, Heather, Missy, Mike <bballchickie05@excite.com>
alpena, mi - Thursday, January 25, 2007 3:52 PM CST

Hi Amy, Jeff and Ryan-
Just thinking of you tonight and wanted to say Hi! We are so grateful to have your love and support as we travel down McKenna's path with her. We think of Ashleigh often and wish you a good week. Scott, Brenda and Shauna from 7 South said to say hello. Much love to you- Jen
The Moulds family, Keith, Jen, Kenna and Kayla
Jenny Moulds <jk_moulds@yahoo.com>
Rockford, mi - Monday, January 22, 2007 8:30 PM CST

Just checking up on you. I think of Ashleigh often and keep you all in my thoughts and prayers.
angela <anji@comcast.net>
brighton, mi usa - Monday, January 22, 2007 5:36 PM CST

Dear Amy & Jeff: I think of you both so often and pray that the ache in your hearts will lessen a little day by day. You are both such examples of courage and selflessness. Congratulations on getting so far with your book. I look forward to purchasing a copy for our family. God bless you both, and Ryan.
Sarah (Swallow) Beuker <abeuker@charter.net>
Portage, MI - Monday, January 22, 2007 4:01 PM CST

Still thinking of Asheigh.......
Read this today at church and wanted to pass it on.
Ps 61:1-4: Hear my cry, O God; attend unto my prayer. From the end of the earth will I cry unto thee, when my heart is overwhelmed: lead me to the rock that is higher than I. For thou hast been a shelter for me, and a strong tower from the enemy. I will abide in thy tabernacle for ever: I will trust in the covert of thy wings. Selah.
The Prayer Bears Website
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA United States - Monday, January 22, 2007 0:46 AM CST

Wishing you a great day. Just enjoyed looking at all your wonderful pictures of your family with Ashleigh again. Boy, who loved life more than Ashleigh and what a terrific family she had to share that with.
Kathie Hoppe <hoppe@chartermi.net>
Alpena, mi - Sunday, January 21, 2007 8:48 AM CST

Thinking of you tonight Ashleigh!! I miss you tons! I hope you & Molly are having fun running around in Heaven. I was so excited to see you in my dreams on Saturday night. I keep praying I will get to see you again..just to see your beautiful face is so wonderful.

Love
Aunt Angie
Angie Hendrickson <angie_hendrickson@alticor.com>
Grand Rapids, MI USA - Wednesday, January 17, 2007 9:21 PM CST

This is my prayer for your family:
1Thes 5:23 And the very God of peace sanctify you wholly; and I pray God your whole spirit and soul and body be preserved blameless unto the coming of our Lord Jesus Christ.
The Prayer Bears Website
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA United States - Sunday, January 14, 2007 10:19 PM CST

Just thinking of your family and wanted you to know! Also wanted to let you know I'm anxiously awaiting your new book in March! Much luck and love!
Kathie Hoppe <hoppe@chartermi.net>
Alpena, mi - Saturday, January 13, 2007 10:09 PM CST

Amy,
Just thinking about you guys a lot today. I love the new pictures that you added to Ashleigh's page. She was such a beautiful little girl! I hope you smiled today because of a funny Ashleigh memory. McKenna said a prayer for Ashleigh last night. She said that she's an angel looking over her and will make sure that she's okay. That brought tear to my eyes. Continued prayers and love are sent your way from our family. Love, Jenny
Jen Moulds <jk_moulds@yahoo.com>
Rockford, MI - Tuesday, January 9, 2007 2:47 PM CST

I visited Ashleigh's gravesite today and was very saddened to see that someone took Rosie Caleb and Rosie Ashleigh. Now why would someone do that? Those cute bunnies were to bring memories of Ashleigh's real bunny. I am so sorry to see them gone.
~~S~~ <klb@hotmail.com>
- Monday, January 8, 2007 6:49 PM CST

We are looking forward to the first Ashleigh Marie book! Keeping you all in our positive thoughts everyday. Wishing you all a Happy and Healthy 2007.

Warmest regards-
The Shiemke Family <heatmi99@earthlink.net>
Farmington Hills, MI USA - Monday, January 8, 2007 12:16 AM CST

This is the first half of Psalm 86. I know it's a bit long, but it's really special and I pray that it will give you comfort.
Ps 86:1-7: Bow down thine ear, O LORD, hear me: for I am poor and needy. Preserve my soul; for I am holy: O thou my God, save thy servant that trusteth in thee. Be merciful unto me, O Lord: for I cry unto thee daily. Rejoice the soul of thy servant: for unto thee, O Lord, do I lift up my soul. For thou, Lord, art good, and ready to forgive; and plenteous in mercy unto all them that call upon thee. Give ear, O LORD, unto my prayer; and attend to the voice of my supplications. In the day of my trouble I will call upon thee: for thou wilt answer me.
The Prayer Bears Website
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA United States - Sunday, January 7, 2007 7:47 PM CST

~ To my mother ~

I see you each time you shed a tear,

I catch it and kiss you, I hope that you know that I'm near.

This place is so beautiful, There's so much to see!

I know that someday you'll be here with me.

The angels were singing when I arrived!

Jesus was there with His arms open wide!

The snow and the rain are just my confetti.

I know you'll be coming and I want to be ready.

When you feel the wind, it's me walking by.

I can run and skip now, I can even fly!

When the blossoms and leaves fall into your hair,

It's me planting kisses, yes, I put them there!

The birds are singing to keep you company,

They're especially for you with love from me.

I know that you miss me and feel so alone,

Until the great day when you finally come home

Please remember as the seasons change from one to another,

I'll always love you. You're my friend and my mother.

love Nancy
www.xanga.com/Nancybratt
Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, January 7, 2007 5:16 PM CST

Jeff and Amy-
It sounds like you guys had a BUSY holiday! I thought about you all a lot and realize that it must have been hard to smile at times. I truly believe Amy, that Ashleigh was just making her presence known. I'm sure she's never very far away from her family. She feels your love! Thank you for all of your support for our family and we wish you the best for the upcoming year. We'll talk soon. Lots of love, Jenny
Jenny Moulds <jk_moulds@yahoo.com>
Rockford, MI - Friday, January 5, 2007 8:08 PM CST

I don't know if I've ever signed in, but I've been reading your site for a looooong time. :0)

I just wanted to tell you that your daughter continues to be such an inspiration to me. I have 3 children of my own, and I can't imagine what you and other parents have gone through. What you are doing with the books is absolutely wonderful!!! My oldest daughter (8) just moved into a new room and she decorated it with all sorts of fairies. Her room is pink and the fairies have glitter on them (it's a fairy border) and she just has such a facination with them! (My other daughter is 5 and my son is 2.)

I just wanted to let you know that I will for sure be buying books for each of my girls! Thanks for being such outstanding parents! You are the true role models!

Always in my thoughts and prayers.
Becky L. Harbarth <peanutpie3879@netscape.net>
Gaylord, MN USA - Thursday, January 4, 2007 2:50 PM CST

What sweet memories...thank you for sharing your beautiful daughter with us! I love seeing pics of Ashleigh, what treasures to hold near and dear! Thank you for sharing your family's journey. I am forever touched by your daughter's courage and your family's perseverance.

Wow, I can't wait to get my copy of your book. It is such an amazing endeavor, labor of love...I am in awe of your strength and determination to make a difference. You are inspiring. Bless your family.
Shirley <schan031@yahoo.com>
NY, NY - Thursday, January 4, 2007 9:08 AM CST

Not a day goes by without thinking of all of you. That grin of hers will always melt my heart. I cannot wait for Ashleigh's book. Wishing you a peaceful 2007 filled with lots of fun and many wonderful visits from adorable Ashleigh.
Peg Poma <ppoma@firstcommunities.net>
Marietta, GA - Thursday, January 4, 2007 9:00 AM CST

Loved the newest memory share and update from Amy. Thinking of you as always.
Chrissy Delekta <cdelekta75@yahoo.com>
Rogers City, MI USA - Thursday, January 4, 2007 7:31 AM CST

The new pictures are great! Ashleigh sure loved life and her family and you can only imagine she the brightest star in heaven!!
Kathie Hoppe <hoppe@chartermi.net>
Alpena, mi - Thursday, January 4, 2007 7:04 AM CST

What a beautiful little angel. Thank you for the new pictures. They bring a smile to our faces. You are in our thoughts and prayers daily. We hope this new year brings your family many blessings. Love, The Courtright family
Pamela Anderson Courtright <pamela_courtright@yahoo.com>
Gaylord, MI USA - Wednesday, January 3, 2007 12:58 AM CST

Thank you for your newest update, Amy. I can only begin to imagine Christmas without Ashleigh. I'm sure she's proud of you for doing your best and making it fun for Ryan...I'm sure she's still considering herself Ryan's big sister and needs to look out for him! You just know he has to make her smile! congratulations on getting so close to having your books published. We're all anxiously awaiting the big day! Please give Jeff a huge hug from me, I miss hearing from him as well. I felt like we got to know him so well during all those months he kept us informed on Ashleigh's condition...good days and bad and now we haven't heard from him in so long. Please tell him we love hearing from you but also miss him!!! We think of all of your family often. Hoping 2007 brings you happiness.
Kathie Hoppe <hoppe@chartermi.net>
Alpena, mi - Wednesday, January 3, 2007 7:24 AM CST

Wishing you a good 2007. Always remember there are many people out here praying for all of you and for Angel Ashleigh. Always in our hearts...
Kathie Hoppe <hoppe@chartermi.net>
Alpena, - Tuesday, January 2, 2007 6:47 AM CST

Hi, my name is Lisa Welker I have been following ashleigh's journey since Feb of 2006, while my daughter Stephanie was at St Jude recovering from a BMT. Amy you have a strong support system, which helps I'm sure. I still do check back every once in a while and I love the "memory share" from different family members. I'm looking forward to the book coming out in March, I cant wait to see it. Just wanted to stop by and check on you all.
www.caring bridge.com/visit/stephaniewelker
lisa welker <lisawelker@aol.com>
milpitas, CA usa - Monday, January 1, 2007 1:27 PM CST

I know that starting a new year without Ashleigh is going to be so hard, but praying that the Lord would continue to be with your family in this brand new year of 2007!
The Lord hears all proper prayers! Praying so on your behalf right now!
Ps 18:6: In my distress I called upon the LORD, and cried unto my God: he heard my voice out of his temple, and my cry came before him, even into his ears.
The Prayer Bears Website
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA United States - Sunday, December 31, 2006 8:44 PM CST

I am hoping that you had a blessed CHRISTmas. I have thought of your family often during the holidays. I am praying that the Lord pours out His many rich blessings on your entire family throughout the coming new year. Missing your sweet Ashleigh and remembering her forever.
Hugs,
Lis Geoghegan <liveinspirit@aol.com>
Cabot, AR - Sunday, December 31, 2006 11:29 AM CST

I hope you all had a wonderful Christmas full of heartwarming memories! Tonight brings a new year! I hope this year (2007) will bring even more memories and maybe take a little more of the sadness from your hearts and replace it with the joy of knowing that Ashleigh is safe in Heaven and always will be, you will see her again someday! Have a wonderful new year! I think about you daily still!
Maggie Skiba <maggles777@msn.com>
Alpena, Mi - Sunday, December 31, 2006 11:08 AM CST

Asheigh, I believe it was 1 year ago that you and your mom and Ryan came over to see our tree and what a wonderful visit we had. You were so happy and you and Elle were having fun running to the M&M candy house filling up with M&M's. Elle and I talked about that as we put it out this year. She misses you thinks of you often. I know you are watching over all of us. When Elle's daddy would go on long trips, Elle would really miss him and I would always tell her, hold your hand to your heart and feel that beat, he is always right there in your heart and nobody can ever take that away. So when we are missing you we put our hand to our heart and know you are right there with us. We love and miss you and pray for your family as they go through life's journey. We love you guys!!!
Pam,Kurt, Elle, and Drew Donakowski <pdonakowski@sbcglobal.net>
- Saturday, December 30, 2006 10:44 AM CST

Love you & miss you baby girl!!! I'm always thinking of you and knowing how lucky I was to be you Aunt...there must have been an angel who sent you to us because you were one unbelievable girl. I have never meant a more brave and smart 4 yr. old ever...I know how honored I am to be your aunt. Love you!

Love,
Aunt Angie
Angie Hendrickson <Angie_Hendrickson@alticor.com>
Grand Rapids, MI USA - Friday, December 29, 2006 11:40 PM CST

Just checking out Ashleigh's great pictures again and wanted you to know how often I think of all of you. Her smile is just radiant and you just have to know she's happy. I hope you got to enjoy the holidays to some extent and that Ryan had a blast. My thoughts and prayers are with you for 2007. I hope many great things come your way.
Kathie Hoppe <hoppe@chartermi.net>
Alpena, mi - Friday, December 29, 2006 9:37 PM CST

Hi Jeff, Amy and Ryan
I hope that you all had a good Christmas with your family and know that Ashleigh was shining down with her glorious SMILE from Heaven!! Ryan I hope you had lots of fun this Christmas celebrating with your families. I loved your Christmas card! Your precious little face brightens my day each time I look at that picture. Wishing you all a Happy New Year!! Jeff Thanks for the phone call Love Annie PS Amy I am looking forward to your books coming out so that I can read them to our new son Tristin. I finally know what it feels like to be a mom and what a wonderful experience and feeling!
annie hepburn <hallie2@core.com>
Posen, MI - Friday, December 29, 2006 5:53 PM CST

Dear Amy,Jeff and ryan I hope you all had a great chrostmas! I hope Ryan got all the stuff he wanted from santa! Abbey
Abbey <www.bballchickei05@excite.com>
alpena, mi - Friday, December 29, 2006 11:33 AM CST

Wow reading what caleb wrote to you ashleigh brings tears to my eyes. This was my first christmas without my niece and I miss her oh so very much. In a way I know how caleb and your family feels it is so hard going on without you because they loved you so much. Just remember ashleigh that so many people miss you and love you. ANd no one will ever forget you. You have touched so many lives!
Tami
Gowen, MI - Friday, December 29, 2006 1:29 AM CST

Ashleigh Marie,

One year ago tomorrow....we went out to eat and had sooo much fun!!! I remember hanging out by the big fish pond in the restaurant....and having oh sooo much fun. After dinner, we went over to your house and hung out until bed time........

I remember that we started praying extra hard those nights for good test results....you were feeling pretty good...and we all thought it was going to be good news after the first of the year.

The tests came back.....I knew it wasn't good...but I didn't know what it really meant.

I remember 9 months and 1 day......you went to heaven...the first person I truly loved....was gone to heaven.....I was sad, I cried....but truly didn't believe I would never see you again. I guess I didn't fully understand what going to Heaven meant.

9 months.....Birthdays have come and gone, summers at the cottage, Halloween, Thanksgiving, Christmas......and you are still gone.....I have felt your absence many times. I am slowly knowing how it feels when someone you love goes to Heaven......I guess I keep waiting for you to come back....but too many important events have come and gone...and you are still in Heaven. I know you have been with me, I have felt you!!! I miss you!!! I love you!!!

9 months.....how long it has been since my heart has been broken.....I will never forget you!!! I love you!!!

Love Always,
Your Best Friend Forever and Ever and Ever...
Caleb James
Caleb Lzne <stevejennywolf@aol.com>
Wayland, MI USA - Thursday, December 28, 2006 9:54 PM CST

Merry Christmas Ashleigh and Family! I saw the sun peek out for just a second yesterday and knew you were looking down on your family. I hope the celebrations in heaven were wonderful. We all miss you!

Merry Christmas Everyone!
Tara Oppenhuizen <tara917@comcast.net>
Kentwood, MI - Tuesday, December 26, 2006 8:35 AM CST

Merry Christmas !!!
Dina Richard
Paulina, LA USA - Monday, December 25, 2006 10:54 PM CST

To Ashleigh's family:

I read the story of your battle with Ashleigh's cancer after a member of The Angels Flower Garden had requested flowers be left on Ashleigh's Find-a-Grave page (http://www.findagrave.com/cgi-bin/fg.cgi?page=gr&GSln=kiel&GSfn=ash&GSpartial=1&GSbyrel=all&GSdyrel=all&GSob=n&GRid=13774671&). I was so touched by everything you all endured. I cannot imagine how difficult this first Christmas without her must have been. I wanted to let you know that Ashleigh was remembered in our special "Santa Pages" and lots of Christmas notes were left for her, and that every time I hear "You'll Be in My Heart," I think of your sweet little girl. When a person passes away from a certain disease, people often refer to that person as having "lost the battle." I don't think that's true in Ashleigh's case, because while the cancer ravaged her body, it was never able to touch her beautiful spirit. Your entire family is in my thoughts and prayers, and I wish you all the happiness in the world this Christmas and during the New Year. I'm sure you know that Ashleigh is with you still.
Faith <nytesprite@hotmail.com>
Boston, MA USA - Monday, December 25, 2006 8:47 PM CST

Merry christmas to your wonderful family! We hope you had many beautiful memory shares today of your darling Ashleigh and that you made even more beautiful memories with Ryan! You are in our thoughts all of the time and in our prayers every night. Much love to you today- The Moulds family- Keith, Jen, McKenna and Kayla
Jenny Moulds <jk_moulds@yahoo.com>
Rockford, MI USA - Monday, December 25, 2006 8:19 PM CST

Merry Christmas from our family to yours.
Kathie Hoppe <hoppe@chartermi.net>
Alpena, mi - Monday, December 25, 2006 12:57 AM CST

Merry Christmas Ashleigh in Heaven!! We miss you!! We wish you were here!!
Aunt Angie & cousin Xander <angie_hendrickson@alticor.com>
Grand Rapids, MI USA - Monday, December 25, 2006 11:09 AM CST

Merry Christmas Ashleigh's family! You are never far from our thoughts--and always in our prayers. Love, The Courtright family
Pamela Anderson Courtright <pamela_courtright@yahoo.com>
Gaylord, Mi USA - Sunday, December 24, 2006 9:51 PM CST

Thinking of precious Ashleigh and holding your family
very close in our prayers..
Trish/Angel_Wings <Kngboyer@aol.com>
Kingston, TN USA - Sunday, December 24, 2006 6:17 PM CST

My Sweet Ashleigh Marie,
I miss you so much. It is difficult not having you here to celebrate with us, but I know you are having a wonderful Christmas with all of your Angel and Fairy friends. I have the beautiful Fairy ornament hanging on the front of my tree. Thank you to the anonymous person that sent it. What a wonderful remembrance of you, Sweet Ashleigh. Merry Christmas!!
Love, Grandma Kate
Kate Ableidinger <katedinger@hotmail.com>
Alpena, MI - Sunday, December 24, 2006 4:47 PM CST

May the Lord bless your Christmas Eve, may He wrap His loving arms around you and hold you tight! Know that I'm here praying for you and your family!!!!!!!!!! Missing your precious Ashleigh with you especially now.
Lk.2:10-14 And the angel said unto them, Fear not: for, behold, I bring you good tidings of great joy, which shall be to all people. For unto you is born this day in the city of David a Saviour, which is Christ the Lord. And this shall be a sign unto you; Ye shall find the babe wrapped in swaddling clothes, lying in a manger. And suddenly there was with the angel a multitude of the heavenly host praising God, and saying, Glory to God in the highest, and on earth peace, good will toward men.
The Prayer Bears Website
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA United States - Sunday, December 24, 2006 4:46 PM CST

Thinking of you this Christmas Eve day and hoping you are ok. I can't imagine how tough it is not to have Ashleigh there with you but I hope you know she's never far away. I'm sure she and her friend Molly are sharing Christmas together and looking down on both their families with love. My prayers to all of you.
Kathie Hoppe <hoppe@chartermi.net>
Alpena, mi - Sunday, December 24, 2006 1:50 PM CST

Ashleigh,

I miss you a lot this time of year!! I've never known a Christmas without you to celebrate it with!! I remember going to all of our Christmas parties at DayDreams and sitting by eachother...Last year I remember getting together, and going out to eat at the Japanese Restaurant...where we ordered Strawberry Daquiris..yummy...our favorite!! Remember our daddies trying to catch shrimp in their mouths and our mommies laughing at them!! We sure did have tons of fun times, especially during Christmas time!! I got to spend a nice afternoon with your mom and Ryan. It was a lot of fun! I hope you are able to see the sparkling ornament I got for you. It shines sooo bright...I know you must be able to see it from Heaven. Have a great Christmas this year in Heaven!! The sun was shining bright the day your mom and Ryan were over....I'm sure you were watching us!! I love you and miss you more and more each day...Until we meet again....you are forever my angel!!

Love, Caleb

Thank you to whomever it was that sent me the fairy ornament ....I will have it forever and ever!!

Caleb Lane <stevejennywolf@aol.com>
Wayland, MI USA - Saturday, December 23, 2006 6:45 PM CST

You all are never far from our thoughts!!!! Thinking of you over the holidays and praying that your little Angel, Ashleigh gives you some sort of sign to let you know she is right there with you this Christmas season. We are praying for you. Hope to see you over the holidays. We just love the picture of Ryan, he is one handsome little boy!!! We love and miss you!!! pam,kurt,elle and drew
pam,kurt,elle and drew <pdonakowski@sbcglobal.net>
- Friday, December 22, 2006 3:12 PM CST

Thinking of you all over the holidays.
Robin Brunet <robinb@start.ca>
Bradford, Ontario Canada - Friday, December 22, 2006 10:51 AM CST

Hi Jeff and Amy. I still love looking at the pictures of Ashleigh. I am praying for all of you.
Chris Exley -- http://www.caringbridge.org/visit/jimex
Royersford, PA USA - Friday, December 22, 2006 8:27 AM CST

What beautiful pictures and what a tribute. Looking forward to the book. Keeping you in my prayers.
Jennifer Iljazi Angel_Wings <jzee1664@optonline.net>
- Friday, December 22, 2006 1:59 AM CST

I miss you Ashleigh..I would do anything to have you here for Christmas...please be with us and look over our shoulders so we can feel your presence. You Love is in my heart.

Love you!
Aunt Angie
Angie Hendrickson <angie_hendrickson@alticor.com>
Grand Rapids, MI USA - Thursday, December 21, 2006 8:29 PM CST

We are honored to have received a Fairy Christmas Ornament with a return address of: Over your shoulder, 001 Fairy Lane, Heaven Above. Thank you to the annonymous sender. Each time we look at the Fairy we smile and think of Ashleigh (and now Molly). The ornament will hang all year long. Not a day goes by that we don't think of each of you (Jeff, Amy and Ryan)with love and comfort. Your Christmas card is absolutely amazing! Ryans face is radiant and almost seems like he is looking into Ashleighs eyes and filled with her joy, love and peace.
Love and Light, Scott, Pam and Kaylie <Pamsthoughts@adelphia.net>
Middletown, MD - Wednesday, December 20, 2006 6:44 PM CST

Thank you for sharing the beautiful Christmas pictures of Ashleigh. She was as beautiful as ever. I am sure this is a very difficult time for your family, please remember many people are holding you in their hearts and prayers. You know that Ashleigh will have a christmas like none of us can even begin to imagine....I hope you find joy in your Christmas as well.
Kathie Hoppe <hoppe@chartermi.net>
Alpena, mi - Monday, December 18, 2006 10:20 PM CST

What a wonderful tribute and beautiful poem heaven sent to your beautiful angel. May God strengthen and comfort you this holiday season. Carol
carol hagemann <tednalice@one-eleven.net>
Argenta, IL USA - Monday, December 18, 2006 10:34 AM CST

I can't believe that a week from tomorrow is Christmas! In the spirit of the season I'm going to be sharing Christmas Scriptures. Praying that they will be "tidings of comfort and joy" for you as you face your first Christmas without your precious Ashleigh!
Isa 9:6 For unto us a child is born, unto us a son is given: and the government shall be upon his shoulder: and his name shall be called Wonderful, Counseller, The mighty God, The everlasting Father, The Prince of Peace.
The Prayer Bears Website
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA United States - Sunday, December 17, 2006 10:15 PM CST

Merry Christmas :).....hoping you all have a wonderful holiday! Your family remains in my thoughts and prayers. Looking forward to buying the new book...can't wait!
Dina Richard
Paulina, LA USA - Friday, December 15, 2006 11:28 PM CST

Just wanted to let you know I was thinking of you all this Holiday Season and hope you are all doing well. Such Beautiful pictures, thank you for sharing them with all of us. God Bless, and Merry Christmas.
Teri Kuhn <Tovi6855@aol.com>
Woodstock, Ga US - Friday, December 15, 2006 9:18 PM CST

Ashleigh,

My mom told me Saturday morning about your friend Molly. I'm sure you've been really busy showing her all around and I bet you guys are having fun with all the other angel friends. Down here it is sad to think of a Christmas without you celebrating it with me. I told my mom that I still want to get you a present this year....I just don't know what to get you. Last year I remember I gave you the heart necklace...I know you were wearing it when you went to heaven! I miss you so much, take good care of Molly!! You're always in my heart!
I love you,
Love, Caleb
Caleb Lane <stevejennywolf@aol.com>
- Monday, December 11, 2006 7:51 PM CST

What beautiful holiday pictures of Ashleigh! While I am saddened that she had only five Christmases to spend here on Earth, I know that she will have a most amazing Christmas in Heaven this year! I am sorry to hear that her friend Molly has joined her, but I'll bet they are two of the cutest angels Heaven has!

With continued prayers -

Kim
Kim
- Monday, December 11, 2006 3:26 PM CST

The list of children going Home is growing larger and larger. So many have lost their fight in the last few weeks. It's breaking my heart...still praying for your family!
We read this psalm at church this morning and it made me think of all "my" CB families...wanted to come home and share it with you!
Ps 40:1-4a: I waited patiently for the LORD; and he inclined unto me, and heard my cry. He brought me up also out of an horrible pit, out of the miry clay, and set my feet upon a rock, and established my goings. And he hath put a new song in my mouth, even praise unto our God: many shall see it, and fear, and shall trust in the LORD. Blessed is that man that maketh the LORD his trust...
The Prayer Bears Website
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA United States - Monday, December 11, 2006 0:08 AM CST

Jeff, Amy, & Ryan,
I saw a rainbow today, both ends, and the arch, and I thought of sweet Ashleigh and Miss Molly. They must have sent that one down to show their families how much fun they are having together with their care bears. Molly's family must find so much comfort, knowing that Ashleigh was there to welcome her with open arms, and to show here around. We are always thinking of you and we hope you enjoy this holiday season with your family. We pray that you have peace, knowing these beautiful angels are safe in the loving arms of Jesus.
Love, Dan & Shari

Shari Hendrickson <dnhendrickson@sbcglobal.net>
Wyoming, MI USA - Sunday, December 10, 2006 9:23 PM CST

My deepest sympathy goes out to your family as well in the loss of Miss Molly. I know your famiies were good friends and had a strong connection with NB. I hope Molly and Ashleigh are soaring like eagles together in heaven.
Kathie Hoppe <hoppe@chartermi.net>
Alpena, mi - Sunday, December 10, 2006 1:48 PM CST

Just wanted to stop in and say I was thinking of you during this Christmas season (and always).
Rachelle Coller <tedcoller@yahoo.com>
Grand Rapids, MI - Saturday, December 9, 2006 11:17 AM CST

What great pictures of Ashleigh and christmas and her smiles! She has got to be the most beautiful angel ever! We do hope that you all have a wonderful holiday season with family and memories and love.
Love, Jen Moulds
Jenny Moulds <jk_moulds@yahoo.com>
Rockford, MI - Friday, December 8, 2006 9:15 PM CST

We're recovering from a snow storm last night and it reminded me of how much Ashleigh loved the snow and playing in it! I remember seeing the pictures you would share with us and how it always looked like she was having so much fun! Just wanted to let you know you and Ashleigh are close at heart!
Kathie Hoppe <hoppe@chartermi.net>
Alpena, mi - Friday, December 8, 2006 1:30 PM CST

Hi Jeff, Amy, and Ryan...It's Caryn. One of Ashleigh's nurses from her time in PICU. I saw Dr Winters the other day and he mentioned your books about Ashleigh's fairies. Just wanted to let you know I have followed her care page and think of Ashleigh and all of you often! I'll be watching out for that first book!!! Caryn
Caryn Metz <carynjs@yahoo.com>
Stanwood, MI USA - Thursday, December 7, 2006 8:57 PM CST

Thinking of you this holiday season and I just love the pictures of Ashleigh!! Always a smile, always beautiful, sending lots of prayers your way to help you through this holiday. Amy, your beautiful words brings me to tears, God Bless, pam,kurt,elle and drew
pam donakowski <pdonakowski@sbcglobal.net>
- Wednesday, December 6, 2006 10:02 PM CST

Thank you for your entry. Ashleigh....so beautiful! We continue prayers and thoughts of your family. My daughter, Allison, still likes to look at photo's of Ashleigh and wants to know when we'll go to heaven. Tough question coming from a 4 year old. She's so interested in Ashleigh and knows that Ashleigh is taking care of our dog's Roscoe and Nanook and playing with them. God Bless you!
Darrin, Amy, Allison and Kaitlyn Waggoner <amywaggoner@earthlink.net>
Fairborn, OH - Wednesday, December 6, 2006 8:21 PM CST

hello amy, i am a friend of the caveras and thought i would let you know that we haven't forgotten you in our prayers. you are all amazing people.
emily teed
emily teed <teedhouse@comcast.net>
grand rapids, mi usa - Wednesday, December 6, 2006 2:02 PM CST

fogot to leave collin's carepage name...sorry, collinfrieling....at carepages.com .... Tena
Tena Frieling <tgfrieling@i2k.com>
- Wednesday, December 6, 2006 12:59 AM CST

i am sitting here crying as i read thru your journal, not even knowing what to say, but know that i am thinking about you this holiday season as you are without your precious daughter. i just came across your page thru molly's carepage, who i came across thru ali aardema....all patients at the clinic on 7 south as are we. we saw you all the time at the clinic when we were there more often, but haven't been there as much in the last year or so, so we have lost touch with the familiar faces of the clinic....as our life has become a bit more "normal"- we are only there once a month. Anyways just wanted to write and make contact with you and give you my heartfelt sympathies in your unexplainable loss! If you are wondering who we are check out collin's carepage pics, then maybe you'll recognize us :) You're in my prayers, Tena
Tena Frieling <tgfrieling@i2k.com>
Holland, mi - Wednesday, December 6, 2006 12:57 AM CST

Beautiful, beautiful poem. Brings tears to my eyes...
Chrissy Delekta <cdelekta75@yahoo.com>
Rogers City, MI USA - Wednesday, December 6, 2006 9:07 AM CST

Forever beautiful! She was beautiful right from the start. You remain in our thoughts and prayers throughout this Christmas season. Love, The Courtright family
Pamela Anderson Courtright <pamela_courtright@yahoo.com>
Gaylord, MI USA - Wednesday, December 6, 2006 7:09 AM CST

Amy, your poem is beautiful. I can just picture Ashleigh (from all of her precious pictures) helping God put up the biggest Christmas tree ever. I'm sure the twinkle in her eyes is as bright as the lights on the tree. Not a day goes by that a family in Georgia does not think of all of you.
Peg Poma <ppoma@firstcommunities.net>
Marietta, GA - Tuesday, December 5, 2006 11:15 AM CST

Dear Ashleigh, I went to visit you last night and said a prayer for you. I brushed the snow off your bunnies and reread the wonderful words on your monument. You were such a sweet girl with a smile that could light the sky. I'm sure that you are happy bouncing on God's lap.
Anonymous
- Tuesday, December 5, 2006 10:22 AM CST

Jeff,Amy and Ryan- Just thinking of you tonight. The girls just went to bed and I was reading about how children make their parents appreciate things that grown-ups would usually overlook. How true! I colored tonight with McKenna (while Kayla ate the crayons) and before I knew it almost an hour went by and I didn't even realize it. It was fun! I watched her concentrate so hard to stay inside the lines and thought "That's what we're all doing- just trying to stay inside the lines." Such is the path of life. Thank you Amy for our talk the other night. I didn't realize how much I needed to talk to someone until you called. Much love is sent your way tonight as with all nights. Love, The Moulds family
Keith, Jen, McKenna and Kayla
Jenny Moulds <jk_moulds@yahoo.com>
Rockford, MI - Monday, December 4, 2006 8:19 PM CST

Praying so for you already as you face your first Christmas without Ashleigh. What a celebration she's having in Heaven, though!

Commit everything to the Lord! It's in good Hands!
Ps 31:5 Into thine hand I commit my spirit: thou hast redeemed me, O LORD God of truth.
The Prayer Bears Website
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA United States - Sunday, December 3, 2006 10:11 PM CST

Just thinking of Ashleigh on this snowy Michigan morning and remembering how much she loved getting out in the snow with her family. Makes you wonder if there's snow in heaven and it never has to be shoveled or is there snow and it's still warm.....you just know that whatever, it's perfect. Hope you have a good weekend and Ryan loves the snow as much!!
Kathie Hoppe <hoppe@chartermi.net>
Alpena, mi - Saturday, December 2, 2006 9:06 AM CST

Little Ashleigh, I think of you so often. The picture of you last Christmas eve is my favorite. You look soooooo excited.
God bless and keep you sweetheart.
Much love from Michigan.
angela <anji@comcast.net>
brighton, mi usa - Thursday, November 30, 2006 10:03 PM CST

I hope you had a good Thanksgiving! I know you missed her physical presence--But, she was with you in your hearts. She sure was a pretty little princess. We are keeping you in our prayers through the holidays. Love, Pamela and the Courtrights
Pamela Anderson Courtright <pamela_courtright@yahoo.com>
Gaylord, MI USA - Thursday, November 30, 2006 6:42 AM CST

Thinking of you today, and cannot believe that 8 months have come and gone, but Ashleigh, your spirit will live in all of us forever and ever and we will never forget you!!! The life lessons that you taught us about,love, courage, strength, family and hope will stay with me forever. I know how much your family misses you and it breaks my heart but I know you are watching over them. You will always be in our hearts. Much love, pam,kurt,elle and drew
pam,kurt,elle and drew <psonakowski@sbcglobal.net>
- Wednesday, November 29, 2006 10:14 PM CST

Ashleigh,
8 months exactly.....I remember how my heart felt that day. I remember my mom, dad, grandma, and everyone crying. I remember all of the good times. I remember your smile, laugh, and the way you called my name. I remember playing horsie, swimming together, playing whack a mole, running in the rain, making crafts, painting, going to dinners, drinking strawberry daquiris, eating cherries, sitting on my top bunk bed, watching movies, sledding, playing sharks, and soooo much more. I will never forget you. Last night I watched Spirit and I felt you with me. You will always be in my heart. I love you and miss you so much!

I heard this once and thought of you. Each day that goes by....means one day closer to seeing you again!

Love Always,
Caleb
Caleb Lane <stevejennywolf@aol.com>
Wayland, MI USA - Wednesday, November 29, 2006 8:32 PM CST

Oh, what sweet memories--thank you for sharing. So good to hear Ashleigh had the trip of a lifetime, that she was feeling well, and that she could just be a regular kid having fun, fun, and more fun! Sweet, sweet girl! Bless her family.
Shirley <schan031@yahoo.com>
new york, ny - Wednesday, November 29, 2006 2:59 PM CST

Ashleigh...It was a year ago today that the limo picked you up to take you to the airport for your Make A Wish trip. I wasn't going to go to your house to see you off, but your Mommy convinced me, so I left work and went and took pictures of you. Now I thank God that I did this because I cherish the memory so much. YOu were soooo excited and feeling so well and we got some beautiful pictures of you next to the lighted gingerbread house, and on the stairs anxiously awaiting the limo. And then when I yelled "it's here!" I will just never ever forget the excitement...and seeing you in the limo and taking the pictures...unbelievable! And then for you to get to Florida and have so much fun and your leg pain went away while you were there. I will remember everything forever and I want you to know that today I remember too! Today is the 29th and it's a Wednesday and you passed away on the 29th and Wednesday exactly 8 months ago. We miss you!!!!!!
Angie Hendrickson <Angie_Hendrickson@alticor.com>
Grand Rapids, MI USA - Wednesday, November 29, 2006 10:36 AM CST

Thinking of all of you today, especially adorable Ashleigh. She has won my heart over for forever and one day I cannot wait to meet her.
Peg Poma <ppoma@firstcommunities.net>
Marietta, GA - Wednesday, November 29, 2006 8:28 AM CST

Hi Jeff, Amy and Ryan
Hope you all had a wonderful Thanksgiving celebrating with family and remembering sweet little Ashleigh. Your family is always on my mind and I am always wondering how all of you are doing. Please give Ryan a hug from us.
Sweet Ashleigh I have a favor to ask of you. Can you please watch over my pet Rabbit Kallie who joined you in Heaven last night. I know she will be safe with you close by her side. She LOVES carrots and bananas!! Thank you sweetie you always will be my little angel. Love all of you Love always Annie
annie Hepburn <hallie2@core.com>
Posen, MI - Tuesday, November 28, 2006 7:45 PM CST

I found Ashleigh's caringbridge site and immediately thought of my daughter, Delaney, when I saw Ashleigh and read of her grace and courage. Ashleigh and Delaney are both angels in heaven. We have had the honor to know the most beautiful angels in heaven. As we have seen, Ashleigh will 'visit' you and let you know that she is still in your life. Sending you positive and caring thoughts to you.

Delaney's site: www.caringbridge.com/ca/delaney.
Amy Wright, mom of Angel Delaney, Kevin and Shelley <wright_amy@hotmail.com>
San Diego, CA USA - Tuesday, November 28, 2006 10:50 AM CST

Your family is in my thoughts and prayers right now!
I know the passage is long, but I just had to include all these verses. They really show what's in the Psalmist's heart. Praying that they touch your heart as well.
Psalm 116:1-5: I love the LORD, because he hath heard my voice and my supplications. Because he hath inclined his ear unto me, therefore will I call upon him as long as I live. The sorrows of death compassed me, and the pains of hell gat hold upon me: I found trouble and sorrow. Then called I upon the name of the LORD; O LORD, I beseech thee, deliver my soul. Gracious is the LORD, and righteous; yea, our God is merciful.
The Prayer Bears Website
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA United States - Monday, November 27, 2006 0:15 AM CST

Hope you're having a good family weekend and that the holiday was bearable knowing Ashleigh was looking down on all of you smiling from ear to ear! I'm sure she was in charge of the children's Thanksgiving as you taught her to celebrate so well!!
Kathie Hoppe <hoppe@chartermi.net>
Alpena, mi - Saturday, November 25, 2006 5:43 PM CST

Jeff, Amy and Ryan- I hope you are enjoying a very family-filled Thanksgiving weekend! We think of you and Ashleigh often and keep all of you in our prayers. I believe that Ashleigh is an angel and keeping an eye on my McKenna. We get strength by reading your story and the updates on your family. We hope you had a great Thanksgiving day!
Love, The Moulds family- Keith, Jen, McKenna and Kayla
Jenny Moulds <jk_moulds@yahoo.com>
Rockford, MI USA - Saturday, November 25, 2006 2:18 PM CST

HAPPY THANKSGIVING!
Tara Oppenhuizen <tara917@comcast.net>
Kentwood, MI - Friday, November 24, 2006 2:21 PM CST

Happy Thanksgiving! I thought about you all today and hope you had a wonderful day :)
Alison <alewis328@gmail.com>
Indianapolis, IN USA - Thursday, November 23, 2006 9:34 PM CST

Happy Thanksgiving!

http://www.freewebs.com/prayerbears/
Anne Elwell <wife4travis@yahoo.com>
Galesburg, MI USA - Thursday, November 23, 2006 9:28 PM CST

HAPPY THANKSGIVING ASHLEIGH. I am thankful to have had such a special niece for almost 5 yrs....you were the most beautiful girl ever and I miss seeing you today. Love you bunches!

Love,
Aunt Angie
Angie Hendrickson <Angie_Hendrickson@alticor.com>
Grand Rapids, MI USA - Thursday, November 23, 2006 9:22 PM CST

Ashleigh,
Happy Thanksgiving!!! I am thankful that I met you 5 years ago and that we became the best of friends. I am thankful that one day I will see you again in Heaven!! I miss you and love you!!

Love Always and Forever and Ever and Ever,
caleb
Caleb Lane <stevejennywolf@aol.com>
Wayland, MI USA - Thursday, November 23, 2006 10:55 AM CST

Just wanted to wish you all a happy Thanksgiving and let you know I am still thinking of you. I am sure this first Thanksgiving without Ashleigh will be very hard for all of you. But I am sure your little monkey will be all around you! Can't wait for your books! I also love the picture of Ashleigh with her Thanksgiving hat on...so precious!
Karrie Schaedig
Alpena, MI - Wednesday, November 22, 2006 1:40 PM CST

Happy Thanksgiving Amy, Jeff and Ryan! We are thinking of and praying for you on this first Thanksgiving without precious Ashleigh!
Brian, Jen, Maddy and Braden Post <kentwoodposts@sbcglobal.net>
Kentwood, MI - Wednesday, November 22, 2006 10:18 AM CST

Just wanted to let you know that I am thinking of you as you celebrate your first Thanksgiving without the physical presence of Ashleigh. You are in my thoughts in prayers!
Kim
MA - Wednesday, November 22, 2006 9:29 AM CST

Hello everyone :)

we got news recently that my cousin from downstate has a brain tumor, and it made me think of ashleigh and all of you because she's about ashleigh's age...my best friend, kevin, and i went to see ashleigh a couple weeks ago..i've talked to him about her and he wanted to "meet" her. since then, we go every so often to visit my mom and dad, kevin's grandpa, and ashleigh, and he wants me to tell you that he's thinking of you as well.

I hope you all have a Happy Thanksgiving! :) Love, Amanda
Amanda Pilarski <bruenzanglo17@hotmail.com>
Alpena, MI - Wednesday, November 22, 2006 8:22 AM CST

I wanted to wish your family a Happy Thanksgiving and let you know how much I'm thinking of all of you. I'm sure it will be hard to celebrate without your darling Ashleigh but she would want you to celebrate lots and with smiles...as she would!! I'm sure she'll be smiling down on you that day and telling everyone what a great family she has. I hope you are all doing fine and always remember how much you're thought of and how much Ashleigh is missed by all of us "cyber friends"!!!
Kathie Hoppe <hoppe@chartermi.net>
Alpena, mi - Tuesday, November 21, 2006 9:53 PM CST

Praying so that the Lord will give you the peace and rest that only He can give!
Mt.11:28-30 Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest.
Take my yoke upon you, and learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart: and ye shall find rest unto your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light.
The Prayer Bears Website
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA United States - Sunday, November 19, 2006 10:43 PM CST

Ashleigh,
I am missing you a lot lately. We went swimming this weekend, and I always remember how much fun we would have swimming and playing sharks with our dads!!! This is the first Thanksgiving without you.....that means when we go around the table and tell what we are thankful for...I will miss saying I am thankful that my best friend Ashleigh is still alive and is fighting the cancer that is in her body!!! I guess this year I will say that I am thankful that one day I will see "my Ashleigh" again and that I am thankful that I still see Ryan and her mom and dad often!!! I miss you tons!! I hope you have a good turkey day in Heaven!!! Do they have sleds up there??? I bet you will win all of the snow sled races...you and your dad were always soooo fast!! I love you so much Ashleigh and think of you EVERY SINGLE DAY!!! Thanks for continuing to be a friend and giving me reminders each day of how special you are to me!!!

I miss you and love you!
Love, Caleb
Caleb Lane <stevejennywolf@aol.com>
Wayland, MI USA - Sunday, November 19, 2006 9:25 PM CST

Ashleigh was a beautiful turkey for sure!! We still think of you guys everyday and hope each day is a little easier for you. We continue to pray for you and for little Molly. It seems as we know Molly too! We are heading to Alpena for Thanksgiving looking forward to the Alpena parade. Our oldest daughter loves the parade and of course Nana and Papa's house! We wish you safe travels if you travel and a peaceful and blessed Thanksgiving. Thoughts and prayers remain with you always.
Darrin, Amy, Allison and Kaitlyn Waggoner <amywaggoner@earthlink.net>
Fairborn, OH - Sunday, November 19, 2006 8:40 PM CST

Dear Jeff, Amy, and Ryan,

I first found Ashleigh's story through her Find-a-Grave memorial. There was something so sweet and beautiful in her precious little smile. I went to her site and read your journals for her, and I truly felt for all of you. I think of Ashleigh every time I hear "You'll Be In My Heart," and somehow I feel certain that she's very happy now, although I'm sure she misses her family and friends very much. I can't wait for Ashleigh's fairy book to come out. I think I'll read it to my niece, who is just a bit older than Ashleigh. I think she'd like it.

Anyway, I wanted you all to know how much your story touched my heart. And I am certain with everything in me that your little monkey is still with you every day.
Faith <nytesprite@hotmail.com>
Billerica, MA USA - Friday, November 17, 2006 8:01 PM CST

Hi Amy, Jeff and Ryan, I am thinking about you today and every day. I pray that you are well. I know that this is a tough time with the holidays coming up and the memories of last year with Ashleigh. Please know that we are praying for you and know that Ashleigh is happy and well. With prayers and hope, Jan and Sarah
Jan Kaper
Hudsonville, MI - Friday, November 17, 2006 6:37 AM CST

LOVE ALWAYS BRENDAMY LOVING DAD'S SITE <brurka@shaw.ca>
EDMONTON ,ALBERTA

, - Thursday, November 16, 2006 9:01 PM CST

Hi Miss Ashleigh Angel
Boy its been a long time since I've written to you. That doesnt mean you are ever far from my thoughts and heart. I think about your family every day, and check on ou every day. I just havent had the heart to really sign lately. I know that this must be a hard time for Mommy and Daddy. Please be with them okay? I know they love and miss you soooooooooooooooooooooo much.
I love you sweet girl
Nancy
http://kellycountry2002.homestead.com/Index.html
www.xanga.com/Nancybratt
Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, November 15, 2006 11:03 AM CST

I still check your site often and love to see the memory shares. Ashleigh is so beautiful and her happiness shines through in each picture. Thinking of your princess angel today. God bless your family.
Amy
Amy Wilkie <anwilkie@charter.net>
Lakeville, MN - Wednesday, November 15, 2006 8:17 AM CST

Amy, Jeff, Ryan & Miss Ashleigh
Thanks for the update. Ashleigh was probably so proud of her little brother wearing her costume. Those are the best - warm and cozy for chilly trick or treating. We know the month ahead will not be an easy one. Many things will spark those great memories from last year. At least once a day something triggers a memory for us of our little friend in heaven. I think time probably flies in heaven with so much fun to do & so many people on Earth to watch over. On the rough days remember one day closer to seeing your girl. For now enjoy the ride. Hugs to you all.

Miss Mol & the Caveras
EGR, MI usa - Wednesday, November 15, 2006 7:19 AM CST

Hi Amy, Jeff and Ryan
Just stopping in to say hi and to let you know that you all continue to be in my heart and on my mind all of the time. I still check in regularly. Amy I always love to hear the updates from you and to hear how you all are doing. I am so happy to hear that Ryan enjoyed Halloween and Being a Care Bear is GREAT!! I continue to think of all of you and sweet little Ashleigh daily. Hope all is well and I can't wait to purchase your books! Thinking of all of you and please give our hugs to each other, Ryan and the pets. Love Always Annie and Jason Hepburn
annie hepburn <hallie2@core.com>
Posen, MI - Monday, November 13, 2006 9:12 PM CST

Thinking of all of you and remembering Ashleigh...a little light that has brightened so many lives!
Dina Richard
Paulina, LA USA - Monday, November 13, 2006 9:04 PM CST

I love reading your entries. You write so beautifully. I can't wait to purchase your books! I can picture all the kids at Halloween dressed up and Ashleigh right there with them all! We keep you in our thoughts and prayers ALWAYS! Are there anymore Ashleigh t-shirts available? Love you all!
Scott, Pam and Kaylie <Pamsthoughts@adelphia.net>
Middletown, MD - Monday, November 13, 2006 5:02 PM CST

Thank you so much for another touching Memory Share. She was such a precious little thing and she brought joy to so many people. My heart still aches at her passing. Thanks to Aunt Angie, too, for the inspirational quotes. I am sure they provide many families, as well as your own, with peace and comfort.
Steve, Gretchen, and Jack Rea
Gretchen Rea <GretchenRea@hotmail.com>
- Monday, November 13, 2006 8:35 AM CST

I just wanted you to know that I am thinking of you all and praying for you as the holiday's approach.

Alison <alewis328@gmail.com>
Indianapolis, IN USA - Monday, November 13, 2006 5:21 AM CST

May the God of all comfort always be with you and give you strength to face whatever lies ahead.
Isa 49:13 Sing, O heavens; and be joyful, O earth; and break forth into singing, O mountains: for the LORD hath comforted his people, and will have mercy upon his afflicted.
The Prayer Bears Website
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA United States - Sunday, November 12, 2006 11:54 PM CST

What adorable Thanksgiving pictures! You have such a beautiful Angel watching over you.

Thank you for passing my website on to Ashleigh's followers.

Jennifer <kidscancercrusade@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, November 11, 2006 9:29 PM CST

Oh Awesome Ashleigh, how I miss you. You are in my thoughts always. You are my inspiration. Thank you for being my guardian angel. Love, Grandma Kate
Kate Ableidinger <katedinger@hotmail.com>
Alpena, MI - Saturday, November 11, 2006 6:14 PM CST

What a cute little "Turkey"! Love, P.
Pamela Courtright <pamela_courtright@yahoo.com>
Gaylrod, MI USA - Friday, November 10, 2006 7:21 AM CST

Wonderful update, can't wait for the books to be completed.
Chrissy Delekta <cdelekta75@yahoo.com>
Rogers City, MI USA - Thursday, November 9, 2006 12:19 AM CST

i still come to visit ashliegh's site almost daily, glad to hear your all doing well.
Peggy Pride <ppride@oldfash.com>
mayville, WI USA - Wednesday, November 8, 2006 8:46 AM CST

Stopping by again to let you know I'm here praying for you!
Ps 31:2 Bow down thine ear to me; deliver me speedily: be thou my strong rock, for an house of defence to save me.
The Prayer Bears Website
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA United States - Monday, November 6, 2006 5:47 PM CST

It's great to see an update from you. We can't wait for your book to be available. It will definitely be in our growing library.

I've been thinking of your family a lot lately with the approaching holiday season. I hope that your special memories of Ashliegh will out weight the sad times when you're missing Ashliegh. Our family will keep your family in our prayers.
The Craig Family
Burton, MI - Monday, November 6, 2006 2:25 PM CST

The three of you continue in my thoughts and prayers. I'll bet Ashleigh was the cutest cowgirl in Heaven! Am looking forward to her book. Best wishes
Linda Austin
Muskegon, MI USA - Monday, November 6, 2006 9:10 AM CST

We think of you and say a prayer every day. We hope you can experience God's peace and joy this holiday season. We know that Ashleigh will be doing the same. Love, Pamela and the Courtright family
Pamela Courtright <pamela_courtright@yahoo.com>
Gaylord, MI USA - Monday, November 6, 2006 8:14 AM CST

Thanks for taking time to update us. I keep you all in my thoughts and prayers. I remember Ashleigh every day. I can't wait for Ashleigh's books! God bless you all.
Beverly <bevwalks@aol.com>
Clayton, NC - Monday, November 6, 2006 7:33 AM CST

Hi Jeff and Amy!

Just thinking of you all today! I remember that it is Jeff's birthday. I hope you have a good one. Fall is my favorite season of the year--a time to reflect and appreciate everything in our lives, including how much strength that I have drawn over the year from thinking of Ashleigh's courage and her family's love of her. I know these next few months will be difficult, so I am sending my love and strength.

Take care, Silvia
Silvia <silvia@dodgeplanet.com>
Monterey Park, CA - Sunday, November 5, 2006 11:09 PM CST

Thinking of your beautiful Ashley as the holiday season approaches. Memories of her smiling face always put a song in my heart!
Pam Rummel
Jacksonville, FL - Saturday, November 4, 2006 6:06 AM CST

Was in a store the other day and they were playing "You'll
be in my heart", I immediately thought "that is Ashleigh's
song", and then a bit of a heartache, and I never, ever met
her, but she really is in alot of people's hearts. Hope you
are all doing well and little Ryan is lifting your hearts.
Becky Awtrey <awtrey@tds.net>
- Friday, November 3, 2006 6:18 PM CST

For Thanksgiving, I will be sure to give thanks for knowing Asheigh's story. She won me over with her smile and strong spirit. Thank you for sharing your daughter.

Glad to hear Ryan enjoyed Halloween with all the family. Sweet boy. Keeping your family in my thoughts and prayers.
Shirley <schan031@yahoo.com>
NY, NY - Friday, November 3, 2006 3:22 PM CST

Still thinking of Sweet Ashleigh and keeping all of you in my prayers!

Kim <kadwsimmons@comcast.net>
- Friday, November 3, 2006 1:14 PM CST

Thanks for sharing your family update. Looking forward to your books! Keeping you all in our positive thoughts.

Warmest regards-

The Shiemke Family <heatmi99@earthlink.net>
Farmington Hills, MI USA - Friday, November 3, 2006 10:24 AM CST

It was wonderful to hear from you Amy and for the update on your family. I'm sure that Ashleigh was the most beautiful cowgirl in heaven this year and was leader of the party...who knows how to party and celebrate better than Miss Ashleigh. I'm happy to hear Ryan made his mark on the Halloween event! I'm sure he was adorable and his big sister was smiling down on him, proud as could be that he followed in her footsteps. We're all looking forward to the publishing of your books. What a big day for all of you. You should be so proud of how you've done something so wonderful for so many by writing and sharing your family in these books. You're amazing~~~we know where Ashleigh gets her strength!! I'll be thinking of all of you and holding you near to my heart as the holidays approach ever so quickly.
Kathie Hoppe <hoppe@chartermi.net>
Alpena, mi - Thursday, November 2, 2006 11:08 PM CST

Thinking of you!!!! Lots of love we are sending your way!!! Wondering what Ryan was for Halloween. I bet he had alot of fun. You and your family are always in our hearts. Take care, love pam,kurt,elle and drew.
pam <pdonakowski@sbcglobal.net>
Grand Rapids, MI - Thursday, November 2, 2006 12:20 AM CST

Miss Ashleigh
Which CareBear were you this year for Halloween? We hope there was a big party in heaven where all the ghosts are friendly. We had a Carebear kid come to our door and all we could think of was you. Miss Molly's favorite chewies are still the CareBear ones, no others will do. You probably agree. Many hugs to you and your family.
the Caveras
E. Grand Rapids, MI usa - Wednesday, November 1, 2006 6:53 PM CST

Thinking of Ashleigh on this Halloween day....
Chrissy Delekta <cdelekta75@yahoo.com>
Rogers City, MI USA - Tuesday, October 31, 2006 2:26 PM CST

HAPPY HALLOWEEN ASHLEIGH!!

I hope Halloween is fun in Heaven...I'm sure it's unlimited amounts of candy with no tummy ache. I wish you were here..we miss you so much today!

Love,
Aunt Angie
Angie Hendrickson <Angie_Hendrickson@alticor.com>
Grand Rapids, MI USA - Tuesday, October 31, 2006 12:41 AM CST

Happy Halloween! Wishing you a very 'spooktacular' trick-or-treat evening! Keeping you all in our positive thoughts.

Take care-

The Shiemke Family <heatmi99@earthlink.net>
Farmington Hills, MI USA - Tuesday, October 31, 2006 12:19 AM CST

Happy Halloween! That sweet face in the Care Bear costume is one I will never forget.
Keeping you guys in my thoughts and prayers.

Love, Tara
Tara Oppenhuizen <LdBg917@hotmail.com>
Kentwood, MI - Tuesday, October 31, 2006 8:22 AM CST

KEEPING YOU IN MY THOUGHTS AND IN MY PRAYER'S ALWAYS.

LOVE ALWAYS BRENDAMY LOVING DAD'S SITE <brurka@shaw.ca>
EDMONTON ,ALBERTA

, - Monday, October 30, 2006 11:49 PM CST

Still remembering your precious Ashleigh!
The verse is short but oh so powerful today!
Phil.4:13: I can do all things through Christ which strengtheneth me.
The Prayer Bears Website
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA United States - Monday, October 30, 2006 0:13 AM CST

Stopping by to let you know you're in my thoughts. I'm sure Ryan is getting anxious for Halloween and will have a blast. He'll also miss having his big sister giving directions but she'll guide him I'm sure! I'm working on a new fairy quilt for you Amy. I hope you like it and hope you can use it somehow with your new books. The fairies are beautiful....just like Ashleigh! Hope you have a good weekend.......keeping all of you in my heart.
Kathie Hoppe <hoppe@chartermi.net>
Alpena, mi - Friday, October 27, 2006 7:13 PM CDT

Thinking of all of you, especially Ashleigh.
Peg Poma <ppoma@firstcommunities.net>
Marietta, GA - Friday, October 27, 2006 9:07 AM CDT

Visiting you again after many months.Looking forward to your book.So nice to read updates on your family.God's blessings to all of you.
Joan Herrick,custodian,AcesAcademy <joanh9176@earthlink.net>
Alpena, MI USA - Thursday, October 26, 2006 7:58 PM CDT

I saw this and thought of your family.....

Her face is but a memory
The sound of her voice, the touch of her hand,
The way her laugh lit up a room.
All is gone, yet seems so close
As if she were just around the bend.

And all she did was turn a corner,
Step through a door, and rise
Higher, faster, amongst the stars,
Delirious and happy to fly.
Soaring high, arms open wide,
To stroke the clouds and touch the sky.

With shining eyes she looks to Heaven,
And the place that awaits within.
She smiles at the sight of angels,
And her voice begins to sing.
Her heart leaps, for she has arrived,
Donned her wings and joined the throng
Of loved ones lost, now forever found.
And if she has a moment, she�ll turn around,
To blow a kiss to me.

A kiss to say that all is well,
That with the Lord she�ll always dwell,
And that, on earth, all come to be
Nothing but a memory.
�Tis our fallacy.
For surely as the sun does rise,
There is a Heaven where no one dies.

Lynne <rulesroom58@yahoo.com>
shorter, al - Thursday, October 26, 2006 10:23 AM CDT

I saw two beautiful hot air balloons yesterday by your house on my way home from work. It reminded me of you. I know how excited you were when the hot air balloon floated over the cottage. I thought we should have tried to go on a hot air balloon ride..you would have loved it. We ran out of time. Love you and miss you everday!

Love,
Aunt Angie
Angie Hendrickson <Angie_Hendrickson@alticor.com>
Grand Rapids, MI USA - Thursday, October 26, 2006 9:24 AM CDT

Sorry it has been so long since I have written. Know that your family continues to be in my daily prayers to continue to give you the strength that you need for that day. I will be continuing to check the site for the release of the new books. I am so proud and excited for you and your hard work Amy! What a wonderful thing for you to be able to do in memory of your beautiful girl. Thanks for the updates and pictures! They are wonderful! Hugs to you!
Michele Hines <Ourfmly1@qconline.com>
Colona, IL - Thursday, October 26, 2006 1:00 AM CDT

thinking of sweet ashleigh...
jean ramos <sutayjobe@hotmail.com>
chicago, il usa - Monday, October 23, 2006 7:23 PM CDT

Just stopping by to see that adorable smile. It always brightens my day - I can only imagine how it brightens up heaven. Not a day goes by that I do not think of all of you.
Peg Poma <ppoma@firstcommunities.net>
Marietta, GA - Monday, October 23, 2006 10:16 AM CDT

Am here lifting your family up in prayer right now!
Ps 5:3 My voice shalt thou hear in the morning, O LORD; in the morning will I direct my prayer unto thee, and will look up.
The Prayer Bears Website
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA United States - Monday, October 23, 2006 0:22 AM CDT

Remembering Ashleigh.
David melton angel wings <DMelton321@yahoo.com>
Tulsa, Ok - Saturday, October 21, 2006 10:08 AM CDT

Thinking of Ashleigh today.
Chrissy Delekta <cdelekta75@yahoo.com>
Rogers City, MI USA - Wednesday, October 18, 2006 10:14 AM CDT

Thank you for keeping this page filled with memories and pictures. I think of Ashleigh often and this helps me keep her happy spirit in my heart. I can't wait for the books!
Erin Breaugh <erin_hoebeke-breaugh@alticor.com>
Ada, MI USA - Monday, October 16, 2006 8:55 PM CDT

Thinking of you, sweet Ashleigh! I really enjoyed the slideshow of you and Xander. I know your beaitful smile is lighting up Heaven as we speak. God bless,
Monica Coffey <tika98@yahoo.com>
Frisco, TX - Monday, October 16, 2006 1:39 PM CDT

The Lord is the only refuge you need, whatever you have to face!
Isa 25:4 For thou hast been a strength to the poor, a strength to the needy in his distress, a refuge from the storm, a shadow from the heat, when the blast of the terrible ones is as a storm against the wall.
The Prayer Bears Website
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA United States - Sunday, October 15, 2006 10:51 PM CDT

We still think of your family every day. You're in our thoughts. We hope you are finding peace and a little joy as each new season brings back memories of little Ashleigh. Thanks for the beautiful pictures and the new memory share.
Steve, Gretchen, and Jack Rea
Gretchen Rea <GretchenRea@hotmail.com>
- Friday, October 13, 2006 9:21 AM CDT

Hello Ashleigh.
We just wanted to write to tell you that we still think of you and your family - and pray for all of you - every day. You and some of your impish angel-friends probably had something to do with sending southwest Michigan a beautiful and unexpected blanket of snow this morning. Our Meghan sure enjoyed it! God Bless you and your family, always.
The Beuker (Swallow) Family <abeuker@charter.net>
Portqage, MI - Thursday, October 12, 2006 5:16 PM CDT

Thinking of you all. Thanks for the update and great new pictures. Keeping you all in our warmest thoughts.

Take care-
The Shiemke Family
Amy <heatmi99@earthlink.net>
Farmington Hills, MI USA - Thursday, October 12, 2006 4:36 PM CDT

Just stopping by to say hello and that you're in my heart and on my mind! Hope you looking forward to a great weekend and Ryan's looking forward to Halloween!!
Kathie Hoppe <hoppe@chartermi.net>
Alpena, mi - Thursday, October 12, 2006 10:47 AM CDT

hi ashleigh i havent posted here for awhile its hard to belive you have been gone for 6 months but i dont think of you as being gone i imagine you are helping your mommy as you always did i bet you are heavens brightest angel

carly <homeandawaybaby@hotmail.com>
australia - Thursday, October 12, 2006 6:54 AM CDT

I think about you guys all the time. Can not wait until the book comes out!
Patrick Kampf
Patrick Kampf
Rockford, MI USA - Tuesday, October 10, 2006 2:08 PM CDT

Lifting you up in prayer confident that the Lord will hear!
Ps 10:17 LORD, thou hast heard the desire of the humble: thou wilt prepare their heart, thou wilt cause thine ear to hear:
The Prayer Bears Website
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA United States - Sunday, October 8, 2006 11:59 PM CDT

Hi Everyone
Just wanted to stop in and say Hi and to let you know you are always on my mind. Thanks for all the new updates and pictures they are great. Amy I am looking very forward to your books and can't wait to share them with our child that is due in DEC. Angie the quote you shared with all of us last week was great. My cousin who lost her mother to cancer last March emailed it to me and it is hanging in my computer room. It just is such a true quote! Well hope you all enjoyed the beautiful weekend. Ryan what are you going to be this Halloween? Please give our hugs to everyone and do not forget Tiger and Rosie Caleb. Lots of love from our house to yours. Love always Annie and Jason Hepburn
annie hepburn <hallie2@core.com>
Posen, MI - Sunday, October 8, 2006 9:31 PM CDT

Even I remembered how much Ashleigh loved Halloween and Jeff talking about her and her special holiday lots. I'm sure she's in charge of the halloween party in heaven for all the carebear lovers!! Can't you just imagine! It will certainly be special. I hope Ryan loves this fall time as well and you continue the great tradition of going to the pumpkin patch, carving pumpkins and roasting seeds! Thinking of you this beautiful fall weekend and hope you're all well. I hear you're planning on watching and cheering as loud as you can in the football game coming up this afternoon and are celebrating Angie's birthday! A very happy birthday to Aunt Angie!!! Go State!!
Kathie Hoppe <hoppe@chartermi.net>
Alpena, - Saturday, October 7, 2006 11:10 AM CDT

Amy and Jeff, I still think of you and Ashleigh everyday!!!
Everytime I go on the computer I usually on this web site for a good half an hour. I'm going to try to stop by at my old school to see Ashleighs Grandma Kelly. Well Amy, Jeff, Ashleigh and Ryan I wanted to let you know you will always be in my prayers. Love, Abbey Brooks
Abbey <bballchickie05@excite.com>
Alpena, Mi - Saturday, October 7, 2006 10:27 AM CDT

What a beautiful little Care Bear! Happy Halloween to you! She is enjoying every moment in heaven--Halloween will be even more special there. You are in our prayers daily. Love, The Courtright family
Pamela Anderson Courtright <pamela_courtright@yahoo.com>
Gaylord, MI USA - Thursday, October 5, 2006 11:51 AM CDT

We still think of and pray for you often. Looking forward to Ashleigh's books.
Brian and Jen Post <postman@iserv.net>
Kentwood, mi - Wednesday, October 4, 2006 1:11 PM CDT

I check Ashleighs page every day for updates and new pictures. And I always cry when I see new ones of her that I havent seen before. I knowyou must miss her sooooooooo much. I hope she is having a wonderfull halloween party up in Heaven this year. I know she must be having a wonderfull time with her "fairies".
I know you miss her so much. My heart and my prayers remain with you always.
Nancy
http://kellycountry2002.homestead.com/Index.html
Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
Yelm, wa - Wednesday, October 4, 2006 10:59 AM CDT

Jeff, Amy & Ryan,
Still thinking and praying for you all. Praying that each day gets a little better. I still think of you all each day and wonder how you are doing. God's peace to you all.
Darrin, Amy, Allison and Kaitlyn Waggoner <amywaggoner@earthlink.net>
Fairborn, OH - Tuesday, October 3, 2006 8:37 PM CDT

Amy and Jeff, I can't belive Ashleigh has been a beautiful Angel for 6 mounths. I herd she had a carebear birthday party!!!! I saw her Grandma Kelly a Relay for Life!!! Well I will keep Ashleigh in my prayers. Abbey Brooks
Abbey brooks <bballchickie05@excite.com>
Alpena, MI - Monday, October 2, 2006 10:17 AM CDT

Know that I'm still here praying!
Ps 31:2 Bow down thine ear to me; deliver me speedily: be thou my strong rock, for an house of defence to save me.
The Prayer Bears Website
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA - Sunday, October 1, 2006 11:46 PM CDT

Dear Jeff, Amy, Ryan-
I can't believe that 6 months have passed by since Ashleigh became an angel! Amy-thank you for writing on Ashleigh's page and showing all of us what strength you have! I had tears when you wrote about finding Ashleigh's left behind "things". Each and every one must tug at your heart... Thank you for the HOPE message. I think all of us can use those powerful words in our own lives. We are eagerly awaiting the publishing of Ashleigh's books. We hope to be some of the first that get to read them! Take care for all of us and know that ALL of you are in our thoughts daily and in our nightly prayers. Much love, the Moulds family- Keith, Jen, McKenna and Kayla
Jenny Moulds <jk_moulds@yahoo.com>
Rockford, MI - Sunday, October 1, 2006 8:19 PM CDT

Hi Jeff and Amy - Thanks for the update. We too saw the rainbow on Wednesday driving to the ortho first thing in the morning with Joey and Nicki and then we saw a double rainbow. The first thing that came to our mind was Ashleigh and we said "Thank you Ashleigh for the beautiful rainbows". We continue to pray for you and your family. We too pray for "hope" for our cousin/niece Molly. We are very anxious for your book to arrive. Nicki's 3rd grade class prays for you at school. Know how many people Asheigh has touched and inspired. Love JoAnn

JoAnn Watson <watsonsofmi@aol.com>
- Sunday, October 1, 2006 6:36 PM CDT

Thank you for continuing to share your sweet daughter and the lessons she has taught so many!

With continued prayers -

Kim <kadwsimmons@comcast.net>
- Saturday, September 30, 2006 2:07 PM CDT

I have a picture of Ashleigh that sits on my
desk and it's never moved except to dust and
i often sit and hold her picture and think of
how this precious little girl that i never had a
chance to meet face to face has left little footprints
deep within my heart.I often come back to visit her site
but i couldn't bring myself to sign until today and i wanted
to thank you from the bottom of my heart for sharing this
precious little girl with each of us and giving us the greatest blessing of knowing and loving Ashleigh.I will never forget her as she dances and plays in Heaven.
Trish/Angel_Wings(http://groups.yahoo.com/group/Angel_Wings) <Kngboyer@aol.com>
Kingston, TN USA - Saturday, September 30, 2006 12:53 AM CDT

Amy, thank you so much for your recent note and update on things. Your writings on Hope was awesome. How truthful and beautiful. I just read Aunt Angie's note and when it said "without you Ashleigh' made me think that you've made it thru the past six months WITH Ashleigh. I believe she helps you through each day with her beautiful memories and the love she has for all of you. I believe she's there nudging you each step of the way to write your books and go on with life always thinking of her. I think you make her very very happy and proud in heaven to see you going on with life just like she would want. I think of her when she sees Ryan say "good night stinky" says a huge YES, just like I taught him! I'm sure she's proud of him for that!! Big sisters are like that. Your family is truly an inspiration to all of us who have been lucky enough to get to know you.....with Ashleigh leading the pack! No one will ever forget beautiful Ashleigh!! Lots of love coming your way.
Kathie Hoppe <hoppe@chartermi.net>
Alpena, mi - Saturday, September 30, 2006 7:14 AM CDT

Thank you for the lesson in HOPE! Ashleigh continues to touch my heart! I think of Ashleigh and Ra Ra so often. I can't wait to see Ashleigh's books! It will be so nice to actually touch Ashleigh through your books. May God bless and keep you all safe, healthy and full of Ashleigh's HOPE.
Beverly <bevwalks@aol.com>
Clayton, NC - Friday, September 29, 2006 11:39 PM CDT

6 months Ashleigh....it's unbelievable we all made it through 6 months without you when I hardly thought I would make it through the first hour. I think about you everyday and of course tell everyone I meet about you...because you are such an inspiration for living life better and with Love. Everyday I pray to find peace and understanding and I think this will continue for the rest of my life as I seek answers and strength.

I Love you!

We Love you...Love, Aunt Angie, Uncle Steve, Xander, Quinton, and big dog Zack!

Angie Hendrickson <angie_hendrickson@alticor.com>
Grand Rapids, MI USA - Friday, September 29, 2006 8:34 PM CDT

What a loving slideshow! I have wanted to post the passed couple of days but couldnt bring myself to do so. I know the 6th month anniversary must be tough on you all. I cant imagine how hard the holidays will be. What a loving Mommy and Daddy you are to Ashleigh.
You are forever in my thoughts and prayers
Nancy
http://kellycountry2002.homestead.com/Index.html
Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Friday, September 29, 2006 6:47 PM CDT

Always great to hear from you and that your days are filled with remembering Ashleigh. It's sweet that you're finding little cute reminders of her throughout the house--bringing a smile to your face while an ache is in your heart... I bet Ashleigh thinks it's neat to have her story in a book--she would be tickled pink, wouldn't she?

So cute to hear about Ryan...I can imagine his sister smiling down on him and getting a little laugh out of his nightly greeting.

Bless your family forever and always.
Shirley <schan031@yahoo.com>
New York, NY - Friday, September 29, 2006 3:12 PM CDT

Thinking of you all today! Can't wait to see the new website and the new books. All the best.
Robin Brunet <robinb@start.ca>
Bradford, Ontario Canada - Friday, September 29, 2006 1:38 PM CDT

Thinking of you all today! Can't wait to see the new website and the new books. All the best.
Robin Brunet <robinb@start.ca>
Bradford, Ontario Canada - Friday, September 29, 2006 1:35 PM CDT

Thanks for the update Amy. I think about your family a lot and hope your doing well. I can't wait until the books are available. I'm planning on buying a set for my son (he's a few days younger then Ryan) as a keepsake for him. I saw the storm that went through your area last week. I'm sure Ashleigh was watching out for you.

Thanks for sharing Ashleigh with the world. She was (and still is) truely special.
Kathleen Craig
Burton, MI USA - Friday, September 29, 2006 9:50 AM CDT

Checking in to see that adorable face and was glad to see your update. We cannot wait to read "Ashleigh's" books. Thinking and praying for you daily.
Peg Poma <ppoma@firstcommunities.net>
Marietta, GA - Friday, September 29, 2006 8:37 AM CDT

Thinking of you today and every day. You are in our prayers every morning. We all need HOPE! Thank you! Love, Pamela and the Courtright Family
Pamela AndersonCourtright <pamela_courtright@yahoo.com>
Gaylord, MI USA - Friday, September 29, 2006 7:02 AM CDT

Stopping in to let you know you remain in my thoughts and prayers. I can't believe it has already been 6 months since your beautiful Angel Ashleigh has earned her wings. I am sure all 8 books will be a wonderful tribute to your precious daughter. Thinking of you always.

http://www.freewebs.com/prayerbears/
Anne Elwell <wife4travis@yahoo.com>
Galesburg, MI USA - Friday, September 29, 2006 5:36 AM CDT

Ashleigh,
You are my sunshine, my only sunshine...You make me happy when skies are gray...you'll never know Ashleigh how much I love you, please don't take my sunshine away! Although you've been physically gone from me for 6 months now....I will never forget. Last week I saw a rainbow that was full...I immediately thought of you. Tuesday night as we were driving down Kalamazoon street we saw a shooting star go right down by your house...I know it was you sending that star to me and your family. Since you've been gone..I talk to you each night, pray that you're okay!! I talk to "my rock", sleep with your care bear. I play what it says to my sister Taylor Ashleigh. I miss you so much Ashleigh and just want one day to play together again!!! I know we will someday....but I wish it could be now!!!! I tell my new friends about you, I let them know that you are still my girlfriend. Just because you are in heaven doesn't change how much I love you and always will. Tomorrow will be 6 months since my heart broke into pieces. I will always remember how you say my name, for each day when we have messages on our phone we listen to your voice first!!! You are my angel, I love you!!

Love,
Caleb
Caleb Lane <stevejennywolf@aol.com>
Wayland, MI USA - Thursday, September 28, 2006 8:34 PM CDT

We can't wait for your books. What a wonderful tribute to Ashleigh.
You are all in our prayer's each and every day.

Parry & Nancy Pearson <jessnkate@m33access.com>
- Wednesday, September 27, 2006 11:22 PM CDT

Checking in tonight to let you know your family is in our thoughts and prayers as always.
Jim and Kathie Hoppe <hoppe@chartermi.net>
Alpena, mi - Wednesday, September 27, 2006 10:00 PM CDT

Aunt Angie, thank you for sharing the sweet photos of the kids having fun together. We ALL miss Ashleigh but can still smile when we see your memories thru your photos.
Lynne <rulesroom58@yahoo.com>
Shorter, AL us - Monday, September 25, 2006 10:42 AM CDT

I'm still here praying for your family!!!!!!
Ps 27:14 Wait on the LORD: be of good courage, and he shall strengthen thine heart: wait, I say, on the LORD.
The Prayer Bears Website
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA - Monday, September 25, 2006 0:28 AM CDT

LOVE ALWAYS BRENDAMY LOVING DAD'S SITE <brurka@shaw.ca>
EDMONTON ,ALBERTA

, - Sunday, September 24, 2006 9:53 PM CDT

I love the slide show from Aunt Angie. We continue to pray for your family. We think of Ashleigh often. We can't wait for your books. Thanks for being so strong. Love the Watsons (Molly's family)
JoAnn Watson <watsonsofmi@aol.com>
- Friday, September 22, 2006 11:58 AM CDT

I love the slide show. Thank you for sharing your precious Angel Ashleigh with us. You remain in my thoughts and prayers.

http://www.freewebs.com/prayerbears/
Anne Elwell <wife4travis@yahoo.com>
Galesburg, MI USA - Friday, September 22, 2006 6:09 AM CDT

What a touching slide show. It brought both tears and smiles to my face. I hear so many exciting things about your writing projects and endeavors from Grandma Kelly at school. She is sooooooo proud of each of you. Keep it up! You are such an inspiration!

Steve, Gretchen, and Jack Rea
Gretchen Rea <GretchenRea@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, September 21, 2006 9:27 AM CDT

What a wonderful slide show of Ashleigh and Xander. I'm sure he misses her very much. Talked to your mom today Amy and she said you were working hard on your books. We all can't wait! I just bought the book about Lulu which I understand you have a copy of...what a great book. I'm sure your's will be just as nice and what a great memorial to your special angel! Keeping you in my best thoughts.
Kathie Hoppe <hoppe@chartermi.net>
Alpena, mi - Wednesday, September 20, 2006 7:51 PM CDT

Jeff, Amy, Angie, and Family
I am thinking about Ashleigh today-You are always in my thoughts and prayers.
Alison, Hunter, and Chloe <alewis328@gmail.com>
Indianapolis, IN USA - Wednesday, September 20, 2006 10:27 AM CDT

What a cute slide show. Alexander has one special angel watching over him!
Tara Oppenhuizen <LdBg917@hotmail.com>
Kentwood, MI - Wednesday, September 20, 2006 7:01 AM CDT

We are always thinking of you, and Lily and I loved watching the "Ashleigh Movie" the other day. What a beautiful angel! We talked about the lovely illustration of Ashleigh and the fairies and cannot wait to see the whole book.
Lots of Love,
The Kampf Family
Mary Kampf
Rockford, MI - Tuesday, September 19, 2006 8:46 PM CDT

BEAUTIFUL SLIDE SHOW...
Chrissy Delekta <cdelekta75@yahoo.com>
Rogers City, MI USA - Tuesday, September 19, 2006 10:13 AM CDT

The slide show is wonderful. Thank you Aunt Angie. We pray for "Ashleigh's family" every morning before the kids head off to school. They remind me every morning. They also remind me to stop at the cemetery every time we are in Alpena. We will never forget. She has impacted our lives so very much. Love, The Courtright Family
Pamela Anderson Courtright <pamela_courtright@yahoo.com>
Gaylord, MI USA - Tuesday, September 19, 2006 9:55 AM CDT

Beautiful new slide show. Thank you for sharing.

Warmest regards-
The Shiemke Family
Eric, Amy, Britt, and Ian Shiemke <heatmi99@earthlink.net>
Farmington Hills, MI USA - Tuesday, September 19, 2006 5:51 AM CDT

I ran across you cb site through another. My heart goes out to you. I can sense a lot of strength through your writings. They are beautiful. I lost my son May 3, 06 to neuroblastoma iv. What little warriors they were here on earth. I can only imagine what they are doing in Heaven. God Bless. www.caringbridge.org/visit/tevisbrinley
carrie brinley <tevisishealed@aol.com>
louisville, ky us - Monday, September 18, 2006 10:48 PM CDT

Just wanted to let you know that I am still thinking of you guys and praying for you. God bless,
Monica Coffey <tika98@yahoo.com>
Frisco, TX - Monday, September 18, 2006 1:37 PM CDT

Am here praying for your family right now!
Eph.6:10: Finally, my brethren, be strong in the Lord, and in the power of his might.
The Prayer Bears Website
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA - Sunday, September 17, 2006 11:43 PM CDT

Just checking in. Hope everyone is healthy and happy! Keeping you all in our positive thougths.

The Shiemke Family
Eric, Amy, Britt, and Ian Shiemke <heatmi99@earthlink.net>
Farmington Hills, MI USA - Friday, September 15, 2006 1:24 PM CDT

I read this on Jacobs page (fl/jacob) and took the liberty to copy it hoping it will help parents who lost pieces of their hearts.

Sand Fleas
written by Susan Larson

�The death of a child takes you places you�ve never been before, not only in terms of emotions, but in terms of awareness of all that is. I liken the experience to playing on the shore with your friends and complaining about an occasional bite from a sand flea. It�s painful and annoying, but at least everyone else understands how you feel when you�re bitten.
Then one day, a wave grabs you and pulls you out into the ocean where you are bitten by a shark. You feel pain you never imagined could exist. And you�re alone in unfamiliar territory. When you get back to shore, you try to explain your pain to your friends, but the worst pain they can imagine is being bitten by 1,000 sand fleas. That�s all they know. There is no way to explain it to them.
But it�s not just the pain you can�t explain. While struggling under the water you�re suddenly aware that there is infinitely more to life than what we see on the shore. You see the ocean floor with coral reefs and rock formations, things you had never before imagined. You have tapped into the vastness of creation to a higher degree. And again, there is no way to adequately describe this vastness you see and feel. You have nothing to compare it to.
You have a true sense of a greater dimension, and you know that the loved one you miss is out there. You also know your loved one is not lost, but has only gone before you to a place more beautiful and vast than those on the shore could ever imagine. Yes, you still get annoyed with the sand fleas, but you now realize how trivial they are. And even if your friends don�t understand you, you know there is Someone greater out there who does.�

Estefania <equipos@navesur.com>
Ecuador, - Friday, September 15, 2006 1:04 PM CDT

What a wonderful thing to do...look at all those toys! No doubt the toys will put some big smiles on those little faces during a difficult time.
Shirley <schan031@yahoo.com>
New York, NY - Friday, September 15, 2006 8:47 AM CDT

We're thinking of you guys....
The LaBrecques <mkhlabrecque@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, September 14, 2006 3:21 PM CDT

Hi Everyone
Just stopping in to say hi and to let you know that there is not a day that goes by that I don't think of all of you. I hope is going well for all of you. You all continue to be in my daily thoughts. Lots of love from our house to yours Love Always Annie and Jason Hepburn
annie hepburn <hallie2@core.com>
Posen, MI - Wednesday, September 13, 2006 9:04 PM CDT

Jeff and Amy and Ryan
I was just thinking of you all today. I hope your doing ok. We all miss you up here. I know its hard to come here but we would love to hear from you. MIss you
Natalia is standing right next to me and she wanted to say HI to Ashleigh and she really misses you.
Our thoughts are with you everyday
Bekki
Bekki Krul <mikeandsue828@yahoo.com>
Wyoming, MI USA - Wednesday, September 13, 2006 12:15 AM CDT

What an awesome new quote, Angie. How often we have such high expectations for what we consider "a friend" and when the tough part of our lives come along we find a whole new meaning in the word friend...........sometimes it's someone we've never even met before or someone we least expected but whatever usually our whole outlook changes along with our values in "friends". usually we are very lucky.
Kathie Hoppe <hoppe@chartermi.net>
Alpena, mi - Tuesday, September 12, 2006 9:29 PM CDT

Thank you, Amy, for helping Anna shop for the many toys for the hospital. Walking through the halls yesterday, a little boy was giggling has he pushed around the new grocery cart. His mom was trying to stay close with his pole. I know that many little warriors will love the new toys. I am sure Ashleigh is smiling down from heaven and oh so proud of her mommy, daddy, brother, aunt and all. We miss your princess...and think of her often.
Jodi <jodi.bauers@devoschildrens.org >
Grand Rapids, MI - Tuesday, September 12, 2006 9:11 PM CDT

Thinking of you--as always. Thank you for the pictures. Even though they are "old" to you, they are "new" to all of us out here. Love, The Courtrights
Pamela Anderson Courtright <pamela_courtright@yahoo.com>
Gaylord, MI USA - Monday, September 11, 2006 10:26 AM CDT

Angie shared this link with me after telling me about Ashleigh last week. My heart reaches out to all your family - the pictures are beautiful, and her story is a reminder to all of us to live life to the fullest, for we do not know how much time we have on this earth. Thank you for sharing.
Barb Copeland <barb_copeland@alticor.com>
Greenville, MI USA - Monday, September 11, 2006 7:02 AM CDT

SO MANY HEAVY HEARTS TODAY AS WE REMEMBER SEPTEMBER 11TH. I GUESS EACH OF US HAVE A CROSS TO BEAR...SOME HEAVIER THAN OTHERS. THINKING OF YOU TODAY, AMY AND WISHING YOU THE BEST.
Kathie Hoppe <hoppe@chartermi.net>
Alpena, mi - Monday, September 11, 2006 6:55 AM CDT

Getting on here late tonight...stopping by quickly to let you know that your family is still in my thoughts and prayers so much right now!
Rom 8:27 And he that searcheth the hearts knoweth what is the mind of the Spirit, because he maketh intercession for the saints according to the will of God.
The Prayer Bears Website
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA - Monday, September 11, 2006 0:24 AM CDT

Thank you for your updates. The music and pictures are absolutely beautiful and very soul stirring. Our family has followed your story for soo long and we just keep coming back.We are and will continue to pray for you all. What a beautiful family you are and you are such a great mother, it shows through all your stories and pictures.Keep up the good work of loving your children.Goodnight and may God richly bless you!
Rebecca Konemann <konehome@aol.com>
Jacksonville , fl usa - Saturday, September 9, 2006 9:28 PM CDT

Thank you so much for the new "share" pictures and stories. We love hearing about Asheigh and seeing new pictures we've never seen before. Thank you so much for sharing someone so precious to you with us. What a pile of toys for some pretty lucky kids. How nice of you two to think of others during this time. You know better than anyone that they will go to some pretty well deserved kids to hopefully make them smile if even for a few minutes. Still waiting to hear more on the books. I can't wait for them to be in print. what beautiful pictures. Thanks again for all you do for us. Hope you're having a good weekend.
Kathie Hoppe <hoppe@chartermi.net>
Alpena, mi - Saturday, September 9, 2006 9:13 AM CDT

Dear Amy & Jeff,
Thinking of you and hoping that pain of missing Ashleigh lessens with each day. Thanks for continuing to share about Ashleigh. I am looking forward to the books. Please provide updates about the progress. Much love & strength, Silvia
Silvia <silvia@dodgeplanet.com>
Monterey Park, CA - Saturday, September 9, 2006 0:44 AM CDT

Amy, Jeff and Ryan
We've been thinking about all of you lately. Thanks for putting on new memory pictures & stories. Ryan is probably getting so big and talking so much now that he's almost 2 1/2. The toy collection you worked on with Anna was amazingly large. What an awesome thing to do for both your families. We hope there were a few Care Bear items in there. We'll keep checking in on you and know your always in our hearts and prayers.
Miss Molly and the Cavera family
EGR, MI usa - Friday, September 8, 2006 7:10 AM CDT

Still thinking daily of Ashleigh and praying for you all during this time of grieving and of healing for your family. The photos posted of Ashleigh are beautiful. She was so beautiful, from the inside out, and that smile of hers melts my heart. Hoping that memories of her sustain you, and bring you peace. Thank you for sharing your angel with the caringbridge family.
Pam Rummel
Jacksonville, FL - Thursday, September 7, 2006 3:02 PM CDT

Just stopped in to see how things were going for your family. I continue to pray for your strength! And Ashleigh remains in my thoughts everyday. I never met her, and yet she holds a place in my heart.
Kris B
South Bend, IN - Thursday, September 7, 2006 1:18 AM CDT

I still think of your beautiful Ashleigh all the time. Thank you for continuing to share your thoughts with us. My thoughts and prayers are with you.
Much love
Angela
Angela Warne <anji@comcast.net>
brighton, mi usa - Wednesday, September 6, 2006 9:51 PM CDT

I too thank you for continuing to share precious Ashleigh with us. That smile of hers makes me smile. I can only imagine the fun she is having. Thinking and praying for all of you constantly.
Peg Poma <ppoma@firstcommunities.net>
Marietta, GA - Wednesday, September 6, 2006 1:57 PM CDT

Look at all those toys! There are going to be a lot of happy children getting good use out of them! What a wonderful thing you did with Anna! The memory share and new pictures of Ashleigh are beautiful. I will never forget that sweet smile. Hope all is well.

Love,
Tara
Tara Oppenhuizen <LdBg917@hotmail.com>
Kentwood, MI - Wednesday, September 6, 2006 7:09 AM CDT

Thanks so much for the memory share. Ashleigh and her sweet smile always make me feel better.
BARBARA
Conway, SC USA` - Tuesday, September 5, 2006 8:49 PM CDT

What beautiful pictures of Ashleigh. oh how they make me cry!! What a beautiful little girl. I will never tire of looking at pictures of her and reading about her life. Thank you so much for continuing to share Ashleigh stories with us.
I know yo umiss her sooooo much
Love always
Nancy
http://kellycountry2002.homestead.com/Index.html
Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, September 5, 2006 7:28 PM CDT

Love the new quotes and all the beautiful pictures. I can't begin to image how your hearts must ache as you peruse all the wonderful memories of sweet Ashleigh captured in time. Wishing you all peace and strength.

Warm regards-
The Shiemke Family
Eric, Amy, Britt, and Ian Shiemke <heatmi99@earthlink.net>
Farmington Hills, MI USA - Tuesday, September 5, 2006 11:41 AM CDT

Thinking of everyone today and everyday.
Chrissy Delekta <cdelekta75@yahoo.com>
Rogers City, MI USA - Tuesday, September 5, 2006 10:22 AM CDT

I continue to pray for all of you! The other night my four-year-old daughter took my hand and pulled me to the window to look at the lone star in the sky and make a wish. As we snuggled and looked at the sky, I couldn't help but think of sweet Ashleigh "painting the sky with stars"!!!
Kim <kadwsimmons@comcast.net>
- Tuesday, September 5, 2006 10:11 AM CDT

Thinking of you and missing you all. Hope you had a good weekend. I was thinking of the time we were out at Ashleigh's cottage and how much fun we had, having smores, hanging out by the campfire, and looking up at the stars and what a beautiful night that was!!!! We are really missing you Ashleigh!!! Lots of love and prayer. Give Ryan a big hug from us. pam,kurt,elle and drew
pam,kurt,elle and drew <pdonakowski@sbcglobal.net>
- Tuesday, September 5, 2006 9:57 AM CDT

Wishing you a good week ahead and hope you had a fun weekend at the cottage. Always thinking of your family including Ashleigh!!
Kathie Hoppe <hoppe@chartermi.net>
Alpena, mi - Tuesday, September 5, 2006 7:10 AM CDT

Am still here praying. The Lord alone is our refuge! Oh the comfort there is in the shadow of His wings!
Ps 57:1 Be merciful unto me, O God, be merciful unto me: for my soul trusteth in thee: yea, in the shadow of thy wings will I make my refuge, until these calamities be overpast.
The Prayer Bears Website
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA - Sunday, September 3, 2006 11:40 PM CDT

I wish we were going to Michigan Adventure with you like we did one year ago this weekend...I can't help but remember the smile on your face. You deserved the best..I'll never forget!

Love you forever,
Aunt Angie
Angie Hendrickson <Angie_Hendrickson@alticor.com>
Grand Rapids, MI USA - Sunday, September 3, 2006 9:43 PM CDT

I was posting this picture on Cassie's site, and thought I would swing by your page to say "hello", let me know whe nthe books published

Lots of love

Viks

viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Sunday, September 3, 2006 7:19 AM CDT

I miss you. I love you. I'm sending you a hug. xooxoxxxoxxoxoxoxoxo
Kaitlyn <Kelly.masters@gm.com>
Lake Orion, MI - Saturday, September 2, 2006 8:26 PM CDT

Ashleigh--
I've been thinking of you, looking at your pictures and wanted to send you an email. Last weekend I visted you in Alpena. What a beautiful place. I LOVED your collections. Next time I'm going to bring you a rock. I collect them too. I have some neat ones. I hope you caught the pink balloon with yellow spots. I love you and miss you lots. I wish you were here. Your friend Jessica
Jessica <Kelly.masters@gm.com>
Lake Orion, - Saturday, September 2, 2006 8:22 PM CDT

Just wanted you guys to know I'm thinking about all of you and hoping you're at Ashleigh's cottage having a good Labor Day weekend. I hope you get some rest, have some fun and enjoy spending time together. Know you're loved!!
Jim and Kathie Hoppe <hoppe@chartermi.net>
Alpena, mi - Saturday, September 2, 2006 9:03 AM CDT

Jeff, Amy, Ryan and Family,
Hardly a day goes by when I don't have some thoughts of how you are doing. Easing the pain you carry is not an easy task and finding coping skills can be exhausting. I will continue to say a special prayer each night for all of you in hopes you will find new ways to smile tomorrow. Please take care.
Kathy Smith <ksmith4@chartermi.net>
Ionia, MI - Friday, September 1, 2006 10:22 AM CDT

Just popping in to say I was thinking about all of you, especially adorable Ashleigh!! I hope you have a nice holiday weekend and that Miss Asleigh lets you know she is hanging right there with you. Many hugs.
Peg Poma <ppoma@firstcommunities.net>
Marietta, GA - Friday, September 1, 2006 8:37 AM CDT

Sweet Ashleigh's spirit lives on in all of our hearts! Thanks for sharing your thoughts and words with us, Amy. God bless,
Monica Coffey <tika98@yahoo.com>
Frisco, TX - Thursday, August 31, 2006 4:21 PM CDT

Grief is not a sign of weakness, nor a lack of faith ... it is the price of love.
- Author unknown �

May God Bless you and give you strength.
Estefania Pena <equipos@navesur.com>
Ecuador, South America - Thursday, August 31, 2006 10:29 AM CDT

Please keep us updated on those books. I can't wait get one.

Jennifer <kidscancercrusade@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, August 29, 2006 6:06 PM CDT

Please keep me in the loop as I would want to purchase books for my kids!
Stephanie <stephanie_lewis232@yahoo.com >
Colleyville, TX - Tuesday, August 29, 2006 3:25 PM CDT

Popping in to see Ashleigh's beautiful face. Always lifts me up. Please make sure you let us all know how we can purchse Asheleigh's books. I would love to have them for my daughter. All the best and can't wait to see the books (drawing is beautiful)
Robin Brunet <robinb@start.ca>
Bradford, Ontario Canada - Tuesday, August 29, 2006 11:38 AM CDT

I just wanted to stop by to let you know you remain in my thoughts and prayers. I can't wait until your books are for sale. I know many, many people who will be purchasing several copies.

http://www.freewebs.com/prayerbears
Anne Elwell <wife4travis@yahoo.com>
Galesburg, MI USA - Tuesday, August 29, 2006 5:33 AM CDT

Remaining in my daily thoughts & prayers...
Chrissy Delekta <cdelekta75@yahoo.com>
Rogers City, MI USA - Monday, August 28, 2006 2:05 PM CDT

Hi to all....as always, I'm sending love and prayers. God Bless all of you!
Dina Richard
Paulina, LA USA - Sunday, August 27, 2006 10:20 PM CDT

Thank Mommy for her update. The song still remains absolutely beautiful and tearjerking to me. I think of you often little one. And wonder what you are doing up in Heaven. I know you must be having so much fun with your fairy friends.
I was reading Calebs entry and how he was going to start kindergarten. I got kind of sad because I tried to remember back when I was 5 years old. Will he remember you when he is older? Will he still have the incredible bond with you? I hope so littl eone.
Anywyas, I cant wait to see Mommys' books. I know they must be absolutely precious.
You are missed little girl
Nancy
http://kellycountry2002.homestead.com/Index.html

Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, August 27, 2006 5:04 PM CDT

Thanks for the update Amy. I'm sure Ryan does love going to "school" and I'm sure he's a hit there! I hear he's very comical and you can't help but love him to death...of course that was from his grandma but I'm sure she isn't bias or anything! He's a doll from what I hear! I'm glad to hear you're back to work part time and hopefully it's helping give you some direction and focus some days. Each day has to be so hard but always remember you're keeping Ashleigh's memory alive and well by your books and hopefully we're helping by checking this website, praying for all of you and holding your beautiful Ashleigh in our hearts. Hope you had a good weekend at the cottage and you have a terrific week ahead!! You're awesome!!
Kathie Hoppe <hoppe@chartermi.net>
Alpena, mi - Sunday, August 27, 2006 4:57 PM CDT

Thank you Amy for giving us an update on you and your family! We think about all of you every day and keep your family in our prayers. It's great to hear that Ryan is doing so well! We cannot wait for your books to be available- we'll be waiting in line to buy them! I forgot to mention last time...the black and white picture of Ashleigh absolutely took my breath away. She looks like an angel. All of our love, the Moulds family- Keith, Jen McKenna and Kayla
Jenny Moulds <jk_moulds@yahoo.com>
Rockford, MI - Sunday, August 27, 2006 7:51 AM CDT

Just wanted you to know I still keep Ashleigh in my thoughts and all you in my prayers. I'm excited about Ashleigh's books. I can't wait to see them. Nothing I say can ease your pain or loss but Ashleigh will never be far from my thoughts.
Beverly <bevwalks@aol.com>
Clayton, NC - Saturday, August 26, 2006 8:30 PM CDT

Ashleigh,

These past 5 months have felt like 500 years. I miss you sooo much best friend! I have my Kindergarten open house next week, and although I will start this new school adventure without you physically with me....I know you will be there in spirit!! I know I will never find another Ashleigh!!! In the movie Brother Bear 2.....he says, " Once you love someone they stay in your heart forever!!" Ashleigh you will always be in my heart. I miss you and love you forever and ever. I will NEVER, EVER forget!!!

I love you,
Love, Caleb
Caleb Lane <stevejennywolf@aol.com>
Wayland, MI USA - Friday, August 25, 2006 7:49 PM CDT

We miss Ashleigh so much. Seing her at clinic, man, she just would light up a room. You are soooo tuff, strong and powerful as parents. I can not wait to read and see the books. Wow, what a great idea. Know that we miss you guys and think about you always.
God bless, and thank you so much for listing Lily and the neuroblastoma gang in your prayer list.
Patrick Kampf (Princess Lily's Daddy)
Patrick Kampf <kamperbear@hotmail.com>
Rockford, MI USA - Friday, August 25, 2006 3:33 PM CDT

Just checking in. Nice to see an update and hear about how everyone is doing. Sounds like things are slowly moving toward a state of normalcy. Looking forward to seeing your Ashleigh stories on store bookshelves. I hope these books are like therapy for you...providing a vehicle to channel all your emotions into something positive and memorialize your precious daughter at the same time.

Best wishes-
The Shiemke Family
Eric, Amy, Britt, and Ian Shiemke <heatmi99@earthlink.net>
Farmington Hills, MI USA - Friday, August 25, 2006 12:26 AM CDT

Thinking of you! We too had a fat cat. We called him "fat rat cat". The kids were in to rhyming at that point. I will visit the cemetery this weekend. Keeping you in my prayers. Love, Pamela
Pamela Anderson Courtright <pamela_courtright@yahoo.com>
Gaylord, MI USA - Friday, August 25, 2006 8:18 AM CDT

Thank you so much for continuing to update us through this site. I think of you all often and continue to pray for strength for you all.
a friend in Illinois
- Thursday, August 24, 2006 8:31 PM CDT

Keeping you in my thougths and in my prayer's always.

Love Brenda MY LOVING DAD'S SITE <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta/Canada, - Thursday, August 24, 2006 8:01 PM CDT

Hi Amy, Jeff, & Ryan - Thanks for the update. We are very excited to buy your books - the picture is beautiful. We continue to pray for you and your family. I'm glad you are spending time at Ashleigh's cottage. Wishing you a great end of summer. Love JoAnn (Molly's Aunt)
JoAnn <watsonsofmi@aol.com>
- Thursday, August 24, 2006 1:30 PM CDT

Thanks for the update Amy. I am really excited for your books to come out. Ashleigh's resting place is beautiful. She could not have asked for anything more. I hope you guys are doing well. If you ever need a night out you have my number! Ryan sounds like a big ball of fun just like his big sister! You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers every day.

Love,
Tara
Tara Oppenhuizen <LdBg917@hotmail.com>
Kentwood, MI - Thursday, August 24, 2006 7:23 AM CDT

Hi Everyone
Amy Thanks for the update and continuing to share your journey of life with all of us. I am so glad to hear Ryan loves school so much. I was happy to hear about Ashleigh's pets as I am always wondering about them. I too have a rabbit in the house her name is Kallie, but we call her Smelly! Amy I am so proud that you are working on books in honor of sweet Ashleigh I cannot wait to be able to purchase them and have them to read to my baby someday. I decorated some bags for Ashleigh for the Alpena Cancer Relay as well as my niece told me there were many around the track for her. I continue to think of all of you daily and check the care page daily. please give our hugs to everyone and know that you all are very dear to me and close to my heart. Love Annie Hepburn
annie hepburn <hallie2@core.com>
Posen, Mi - Wednesday, August 23, 2006 9:57 PM CDT

Hi sweet girl,
Just stopping by today to look at your pictures and to cry a little. Everytime I see those precious eyes, they get to me. I know Mommy and DAddy must miss you soooooooooooooo much. I think that black and white picture is the most beautiful I have ever seen. Watch over Mommy and Daddy ok? I know they must struggle from day to day.
Love always and forever little one
Nancy
http://kellycountry2002.homestead.com/Index.html
Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, August 23, 2006 5:37 PM CDT

Just dropping in to say I am thinking about sweet Ashleigh today. Of course, the black and white photo is beautiful - Ashleigh could not ever take a bad photo, she was so beautiful! I hope you guys are well - you are in my prayers.
Monica Coffey <tika98@yahoo.com>
Frisco, TX - Wednesday, August 23, 2006 4:18 PM CDT

Amy ,

I have viewed the pictures and how wonderful that you have shared them with us. I will be leaving Metron this next month tot take a teaching position. I will have to put the web pages on my home computer. I think of you guys and prayers for you. The books look like a wonderful idea and a great tribute to a special brave little girl. Love you Lori and Tom Ensign
Lori Ensign <loriensign@aol.com>
Belmont, Mi USA - Wednesday, August 23, 2006 10:13 AM CDT

Amy, Jeff and Ryan
We think of you often this summer, especially when heading up north. Thank you for contin. to update. The black and white photo is so precious. Your new book looks like it will be awesome. Looks like you hooked up with a great artist. Keep us posted when it's in print! We miss seeing all of your family. Many Hugs
the Caveras
EGR, MI usa - Wednesday, August 23, 2006 6:22 AM CDT

Just stopping by to let you know you are in my thoughts and prayers, today and everyday.

http://www.freewebs.com/prayerbears/
Anne Elwell <wife4travis@yahoo.com>
Galesburg, MI USA - Tuesday, August 22, 2006 9:27 PM CDT

Ashleigh
You have been in my thoughts so often again lately. I seems as if you are every other thought. I have been having lots of dreams about you again some i wake up remembering and others i just wake up knowing you were in them. I miss you
Bekki
Bekki Krul <mikeandsue828@yahoo.com>
wyoming, mi usa - Monday, August 21, 2006 12:37 AM CDT

Just thinking of you all. Hope your are having a wonderful time at your cottage with all this beautiful weather.

Take care-
The Shiemke Family
Eric, Amy, Britt, and Ian Shiemke <heatmi99@earthlink.net>
Farmington Hills, MI USA - Monday, August 21, 2006 12:34 AM CDT

Thinking of you and Ashleigh. Her monument is beautiful, thank you for sharing with us.
Robin Brunet <robinb@start.ca>
Bradford, Ontario Canada - Monday, August 21, 2006 7:56 AM CDT

Jeff, Amy, Ryan, & family,
I am still praying for you guys. Just reading all the updates I can feel Ashleigh's love and she never knew me. I was at the Relay for life on saturday and during the survivor lap I knew ashleigh was doing a lap with her fairie friends. I walked a special lap for ashleigh. Ashleigh you should have saw all the bags made for you there was tons. You are such a special girl and you have made footprints on the hearts of many lives. I made you a special bag. It had a pretty picture of you on the front. I visited your beautiful grave. I said Hi to you in my mind. I'm sure you saw me and my mom there. Jeff and Amy her headstone is absolutely beautiful. The poem on the back made tears fill my eyes. Rest In peace Ashleigh
Kailea Hauff <trigger_gurl101@hotmail.com>
Presque Isle, Mi USA - Sunday, August 20, 2006 7:18 PM CDT

What a beautiful picture (black and white)! My mom looked at it and said "she was just a baby". It is hard for us to imagine your grief. We think of you daily and keep you lifted up in prayer. Love The Courtrights
Pamela Anderson Courtright <pamela_courtright@yahoo.com>
Gaylord, MI USA - Sunday, August 20, 2006 6:43 AM CDT

I am thinking of you today. Praying for you each day.
Love,
Lis Geoghegan <liveinspirit@aol.com>
Cabot, AR - Saturday, August 19, 2006 7:25 AM CDT

I heard Ashleigh's song on the radio driving to work this morning. Not a day goes by that I do not think of her. I love the new pic of her and her resting place is just beautiful. You are always in my prayers.
Peg Poma <ppoma@firstcommunities.net>
Marietta, GA - Friday, August 18, 2006 9:17 AM CDT

Just a beautiful child...you see it in every picture, and the black and white portrait especially brings it out.

Ashleigh's resting place is beautiful as can be, with just enough sun and shade. I can't help but feel a sense of peace....

It's awesome to see the books coming to fruition. Your strength and determination are amazing. It's an extension of this website and sharing Ashleigh's story, which is so powerful! So from everyone who has heard Ashleigh's story (and from those who will from these books), a deeply heartfelt THANK YOU!
Shirley
NY, NY - Thursday, August 17, 2006 3:55 PM CDT

WOW!!! What a beautiful picture of Ashleigh. It's mesmerizing....
Chrissy Delekta <cdelekta75@yahoo.com>
Rogers CIty, MI USA - Thursday, August 17, 2006 7:31 AM CDT

Wow, what a beautiful picture of Ashleigh. I love her smile. You can tell that she was happy sitting in her mommy's arms. Ashleigh's stone is quite a tribute to a beautiful little girl. While Ashleigh had many tough moments, she was one child who knew only love. Not all are so lucky. When your heart misses Ashleigh most, remember the love. May you feel your princess sending whispers from heaven.

Jodi
Grand Rapids, MI - Wednesday, August 16, 2006 10:16 PM CDT

That picture of Ashleigh! :-( This is my third attempt at leaving a message today. I see that face and see those eyes and I just cry and cry.
I know you miss her so much :-(
What a beautiful tribute to your preciosu angel
Nancy
http://kellycountry2002.homestead.com/Index.html
Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, August 16, 2006 7:55 PM CDT

What a beautiful tribute to your daughter Ashleigh, she will definately live on in memories forever and ever. I absolutely love the black and white picture of Ashleigh and her mother I am assuming. It feels as if she is looking right into your eyes. All of you are truly amazing people and thank you for sharing all of your wonderful stories and sentimental meomorys of Ashleigh, the most beautiful angel ever.
Lisa Medina <lisa@thunderbayaccounting.com>
Alpena, MI USA - Wednesday, August 16, 2006 12:10 AM CDT

What a beautiful illustration! I love the fairies and all the details in their faces and especially the one hanging onto Ashliegh. I can't wait to see more!
Karrie Schaedig
Alpena, MI - Wednesday, August 16, 2006 8:34 AM CDT

I love that illustration! It is so beautiful! I will be watching for the books to be coming out on the shelves or at least to become available. My thoughts and prayers remain with you and your family Amy, as each new day arrives without your precious girl. Hugs to you!
Michele Hines <Ourfmly1@qconline.com>
Colona, IL - Tuesday, August 15, 2006 11:47 PM CDT

Hi Everyone
Just wanted to say hi and to let you know that I continue to think of you daily. I check the care page everyday just haven't wrote in awhile. Amy I cannot wait until the books are published and on the shelf for me to purchase. The illustration for the book is beautiful. The picture takes my breath away. Also Ashleigh's resting place is so beautiful and peaceful just as she is. She continues to be in my heart daily. I continue to pray for you and Jeff and Ryan and hope that each day becomes a little eaiser for you all. I bet little Ryan is becoming such a big boy. Hope you are enjoying your summer and the cottage. Thinking of all of you now and always. love always Annie and Jason hepburn
annie hepburn <hallie2@core.com>
Posen , MI - Tuesday, August 15, 2006 9:01 PM CDT

We cannot wait for your books! Let us know when and where. Love, The Courtrights
Pamela Anderson Courtright <pamela _courtright@yahoo.com>
Gaylord, MI USA - Tuesday, August 15, 2006 8:12 PM CDT

I just came in here and heard that nice lullaby. Unfortunalty I dont know the singer, otherwise I would search for the CD, like I did for the other "Paint the sky with stars" (I loved that song and think I listend to it a million time while I looked at Ashleys pictures)
Can you email me that lullaby somehow? I have somebody lost in the family lately as well and would like to play it to some people who are mourning with me. Thank you so much!
Angela <T.A.U.Richter@t-online.de>
Chemnitz, Germany - Tuesday, August 15, 2006 4:02 PM CDT

Thank you for sharing Ashleigh's beautiful life with us. She is so wonderful and I'm sure watching over all of you. Amy, your poems are so special. I followed Ashleigh's story in her last few months and will never forget her.
Sharon
Madison (w/ family ties to W MI), NJ USA - Tuesday, August 15, 2006 1:38 PM CDT

I do not know you or your family, but I enjoyed so much seeing your beautiful family. Thank you for making this record of Ashleigh's life.

What a beautiful, beautiful soul *sigh*
Melody <timzwoman@thebiddles.net>
Indianapolis, IN United States - Monday, August 14, 2006 7:30 PM CDT

I am sending off a small donation to Ashleigh's Care Fund today. It is the least I could do to honor such a beautiful little girl. As I scrolled through the pictures on the website, I was reminded again of how much Ashleigh always had a smile on her face. It is good to know she will forever be able to smile, pain-free. Her resting site is beautiful. God bless,
Monica Coffey <tika98@yahoo.com>
Frisco, TX - Monday, August 14, 2006 2:43 PM CDT

Oh my gosh Amy, you're amazing. The illustrations from your book are sooooo beautiful!! I can't wait to read the book! What a very special person you are! What a truly loving way to share Ashleigh with all of us again. We are all so lucky you are so loving and sharing! I guess in today's language I would have to say "you're priceless"!!!
How lucky Ashleigh is to have such a special family that overflows with love for her. Your newest pictures of her "home in Alpena" are very beautiful. How fitting for her. Please know I'm keeping you, Jeff and Ryan in my heart and prayers forever. Don't forget to let us know when we can purchase your books and where....we'll be lined up for hours!!

Kathie Hoppe <hoppe@chartermi.net>
Alpena, mi - Sunday, August 13, 2006 9:30 PM CDT

Amy,
I can't wait to see further illustrations for Ashleigh's books! The one so far is BEAUTIFUL! I can't wait to read them to my daughters. We think of you and Jeff and Ryan every day. Ashleigh's stone is fit for a princess. My daughter McKenna loved the Care Bears and all of the beautiful flowers. She's 3&1/2 now and still reminds us in church every Sunday to say a prayer for "Little Ashleigh". Our thoughts and love are with your family always. Jen and Keith Moulds-Kenna and Kayla
Jenny Moulds <jk_moulds@yahoo.com>
Rockford, MI - Sunday, August 13, 2006 7:52 PM CDT

What beautiful illustrations for your Ashleigh Marie books! I can just imagaine that's how Ashleigh saw the fairies. It's a wonderful thing you're doing by putting Ashleigh's tales into print and donating a portion of the proceeds to cancer research. You truly are a remarkable family. Good luck!
Steve, Gretchen, and Jack Rea
Gretchen Rea <GretchenRea@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, August 13, 2006 1:23 PM CDT

I am thinking of your sweet princess this morning. I wanted you to know that I still pray for all of you.
Love,
Lis Geoghegan <liveinspirit@aol.>
Cabot, AR - Sunday, August 13, 2006 8:09 AM CDT

If only I had the money I would give a million dollars for your precious Ashleigh books. The picture of th eillustration is breathtaking. I cannot wait to see how it all turns out.
I sure wish, that I had money to give. And will when I have it in the future.
Much love
Nancy
http://kellycountry2002.homestead.com/Index.html
Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, August 12, 2006 5:33 PM CDT

Hi Jeff,Amy and Ryan, Just wanted to let you we are thinking of you and we miss you guys!!! I absolutely love the illustration, Amy you were right about Twilla, she is an amazing artist and I cannot wait to see more. The way she captures Ashleigh and the way the angels are holding on to her and the facial expressions, It moves me to tears. I am praying you are all doing ok and pray that soon we will be able to see your books on the bookshelves in the stores. This is going to be big!!! Just the way Ashleigh would want it to be and soon many more people will know her amazing story. You are alway in our thought and in our hearts. Love and miss you all!!!
pam,kurt, elle and drew <pdonakowski@sbcglobal.net>
- Saturday, August 12, 2006 10:24 AM CDT

Amy and Jeff
Her resting place is beautiful, i have never seen anything like it. I wish it were closer so i could go visit and talk to her but at the same time i understand why she is there. The pictures gave me goosebumps.
Thinking of you all everyday
love Bekki
Bekki Krul <mikeandsue828@yahoo.com>
wyoming, MI USA - Friday, August 11, 2006 1:40 PM CDT

The illustration for Ashleigh's Fairies is absolutely magical! The artist perfectly captured Ashleigh's little grin as her cheek is kissed by her fairy friend. I can't wait to see your books on the shelves of every major bookstore! I wish you the best of luck and hope you raise millions for Neuroblastoma research.

Kindest regards-
Amy Shiemke
Amy <heatmi99@earthlink.net>
Farmington Hills, MI USA - Friday, August 11, 2006 1:36 PM CDT

Amy,Jeff,Ryan, It's been awhile since I visited Ashleighs
web site, but I have thought of you often and have kept you in my heart and in my thoughts. Ashleighs resting place is beautiful and anyone who sees it will know that she was truly loved and adored.Take care of each other and know that there are hundreds if not thousands of people who's lives you touched in a remarkable way. Lorrie
Lorrie Mitchell <lorriekitchen@hotmail.com>
Big Rapids, MI USA - Thursday, August 10, 2006 11:21 PM CDT

Saw Ashleighs precious resting spot and wonderfull and beautiful stone.
Reduced to tears.
My prayers remain with you.
How beautiful. :-(
Love
Nancy
http://kellycountry2002.homestead.com/Index.html
Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, August 10, 2006 9:08 PM CDT

How absolutely beautiful (so fitting for your monkey!) is Ashleigh's gravesite. Thank you for sharing. Always keeping your family in my prayers.
Sherri
Canada - Thursday, August 10, 2006 1:07 PM CDT

I've been thinking about you guys. The gravesite is absolutely beautiful.

I keep you in my prayers and check in often to see if there's an update on how you're all doing.

Still thinking of your family.
Kris B <AustinMyAngel@hotmail.com>
South Bend, IN - Thursday, August 10, 2006 5:16 AM CDT

Amy, Jeff and Ryan & Angie: Thank you for sharing such a personal thing with all of us. The grave site is beautiful. I'll bet Ashleigh looks down on it with that big bright smile everyday, and knows you are still taking the best care of her. Hope you are all doing well, we think of you often.
Teri Kuhn <Tovi6855@aol.com>
Woodstock, Ga US - Wednesday, August 9, 2006 9:42 PM CDT

Thanks Angie for the beautiful pictures of Ashleigh's grave site. What a beautiful memorial for such a beautiful girl. Love you lots.
BARBARA GRAHAM <barb1212@excite.com>
Conway, SC USA - Tuesday, August 8, 2006 6:11 PM CDT

Amy, Jeff and Ryan
We are checking in on you guys. Tears are flowing as we see your latest photos of the gravesite. You have given Ashleigh a beautiful memorial she views from above. It is so Ashleigh. Molly still talks often about our friend Ashleigh. The wish bear she gave her sits on her bed. Thanks for the update. You remain on our minds and hearts.
the Caveras
Miss Molly and family
E. Grand Rapids, MI usa - Tuesday, August 8, 2006 6:09 AM CDT

Thank you so much for sharing the wonderful pictures of Ashleigh's gravesite. What a beautiful site! I am so greatful for you sharing it because I am sure that I will never get to visit there, but now I am able to visualize where it is that you all go to visit Ashleigh. Your family remains in my thoughts and prayers daily. Hugs to all of you!
Michele Hines <Ourfmly1@qconline.com>
Colona, IL - Tuesday, August 8, 2006 1:30 AM CDT

Thanks for sharing with all of us Ashleigh's beautiful resting place. She is a very special little girl who has touched many, many lives. God bless all of you.
Dina Richard
Paulina, LA USA - Monday, August 7, 2006 9:32 PM CDT

Thank you for sharing so many things with us. God Bless you and your entire family. There isn't a day that goes by that I don't think of your family. My daughter, Allison got on my lap this afternoon to look at photo's of Ashleigh. She wanted to see them. She has so many questions for me that are so hard to answer. May you find comfort in knowing how many lives Ashleigh and your family has touched. God bless!
Darrin, Amy, Allison and Kaitlyn Waggoner <amywaggoner@earthlink.net>
Fairborn, OH - Monday, August 7, 2006 9:01 PM CDT

Such a touching memorial for your sweet little girl. Her picture is just precious. Thank you for sharing. My heart aches everyday for your family and your loss. You are an amazing family who will always keep Ashleigh's memory alive.
Steve, Gretchen and Jack Rea
Gretchen Rea <GretchenRea@hotmail.com>
- Monday, August 7, 2006 8:37 PM CDT

Thank you for sharing something so personal as your sweet baby girl's resting place. It is just beautiful!

My thoughts and prayers are with you! There is not a day that I don't think of your beautiful angel!
Kim
MA - Monday, August 7, 2006 1:06 PM CDT

WOW! Thank you Aunt Angie for sharing Ashleigh's beautiful resting place with us. I often wondered about visiting her spot, but struggled with the fact that her resting place is truly a personal and private place for your family. I did not want to intrude. Anyone who passes by her resting place will immediately understand just how much Ashleigh is loved, adored, and cherished by her amazing family. I still think about you all every day and send my positive thoughts your way.

Warmest regards-
Amy
Amy Shiemke <heatmi99@earthlink.net>
Farmington Hills, MI USA - Monday, August 7, 2006 12:22 AM CDT

Thinking of you and praying for you. Ashleigh's final place is beautiful.
Shawn Schlueter <schluetersm@hotmail.com>
- Monday, August 7, 2006 10:21 AM CDT

I went to church with my mom yesterday and i thought of you and ashleigh durring the homily. It was about wondering about heaven, and basicly it was said that everything in heaven is something to wonder about except for one fact that I know that i believe and I think everybody should believe it too, and the one thing we do know about heaven is that, there are no more tears in heaven. I thought about you for the rest of the day and I thought about how we already know and have heard from many people that ashleigh is all better in heaven now, but to hear it from a priest, I think, was completely different and it made me really believe that ashleigh really is all better in heaven. So when you are having a bad day just remember that there are no more tears in heaven. I continue to think about you all and pray for you and ashleigh every day. Not a day goes by when I dont think of you.
maggie skiba <maggles777@msn.com>
Alpena, mi - Monday, August 7, 2006 8:19 AM CDT

A simple thought for you Ashleigh tonight....I love you very much!

How lucky I was to have known you and had you in my life for 4 and a half years. The memories play over and over, like a movie in my mind, when I see the reminders of you all around. I miss your smile and your laugh. I hope there is no concept of time in Heaven so that when we all get there with you it will seem like just yesterday since you left us. Love you!

Love,
Angie
Angie Hendrickson <angie_hendrickson@alticor.com>
Grand Rapids, MI USA - Sunday, August 6, 2006 9:41 PM CDT

Sunday evening and just checking out Ashleigh's site again and enjoying looking at all her pictures and remembering each time they came up new on her website. What an angel. I hope you enjoyed your weekend and maybe got to spend it at the cottage with family and friends. I'm sure Ryan has grown like a weed this summer. I just wanted you to know I was thinking of you and Ashleigh and wishing you well.
Kathie Hoppe <hoppe@chartermi.net>
Alpena, mi - Sunday, August 6, 2006 8:34 PM CDT

Hi Jeff, Amy and Ryan-Just wanted to say hello and to let you know we were thinking of you and Ashleigh too! As Always! Hope this finds you all well. May you smile a little more each day! Love, Jenny Moulds
Jenny Moulds <jk_moulds@yahoo.com>
Rockford, MI - Saturday, August 5, 2006 3:21 PM CDT

Thank you Amy for sharing your new poems on the website. They are wonderful! I am continuing to keep your family in my thoughts and prayers daily! Hope you are able to enjoy some of the rest of summer with your family and continue to feel Ashleighs presence around you because you know that she is there. Hugs to you!
Michele Hines <Ourfmly1@qconline.com>
Colona, IL - Saturday, August 5, 2006 2:36 AM CDT

Here I am again....I find my thoughts often turn to Ashleigh and family. I can't help being drawn here-- who could resist that smile? Of course it's much more than that. Ashleigh is a true inspiration for all of us to live life fully. Truly, there are few instances where I feel inspired and compelled to live a better life and to be a better person, but I do whenever I think of Ashleigh.

I hope and pray your family is coping with your loss somehow. I think if you hang onto each other, you'll make it through each day.

Ultimately, your family's journey is not just a story of loss, of course it is, yet I can't help but feel yours is a story of the perseverance of love and family.
Shirley <schan031@yahoo.com>
NY, NY - Friday, August 4, 2006 3:42 PM CDT

Thinking of you sweet, beautiful, princess Ashleigh! I'm sure your smile is lighting up Heaven.

Amy, thank you for sharing the beautiful poem. God bless,
Monica Coffey <tika98@yahoo.com>
Frisco, tx - Friday, August 4, 2006 10:57 AM CDT

tears in heaven is such a beautiful song and its ok to cry and miss ashley i miss her and i didnt even know her you have lost a most special little angel
carly <homeandawaybaby@hotmail.com>
australia - Friday, August 4, 2006 0:08 AM CDT

Thinking of you all ~~ each and every day.
Chrissy Delekta <cdelekta75@yahoo.com>
Rogers City, MI USA - Thursday, August 3, 2006 12:43 AM CDT

I just ache for you. I sit and read and cry. I am losing my marriage as we speak. As difficult as that is, it pales to the loss of a child. I squeeze my baby harder every day and pray for you. I hope that you feel your daughters presence in the wind, the rain, the sun. She is with you, I am certain of it.
Kori Barry <barryfamily1011@msn.com>
- Wednesday, August 2, 2006 10:48 PM CDT

Hi to all of you....
Dina Richard
Paulina, LA USA - Wednesday, August 2, 2006 10:46 PM CDT

Such beautiful words. Thinking of you.
Pamela Anderson Courtright <pamela_courtright@yahoo.com>
Gaylord, MI USA - Wednesday, August 2, 2006 4:06 PM CDT

I cant imagine what you are feeling, my heart aches so much for your family. I pray each night for peace and for sweet Ashleigh to continue shining over you.
May God Bless you always, you are my TRUE SOURCE OF INSPIRATION... what a miracle Ashleigh`s life was and will be 4ever.

Estefania Pe�a <equipos@navesur.com>
Gye, Ecuador - Wednesday, August 2, 2006 11:01 AM CDT

My heart aches and my tears flow for the pain you are feeling. I so wish Asleigh received the earthly miracle we all prayed so hard for, but she is working her miracles in heaven. Not a day goes by that I don't look at her adorable pictures. Please know there are so many people out here thinking and holding you up each and every day.
Peg Poma <ppoma@firstcommunities.net>
Marietta, GA - Tuesday, August 1, 2006 8:14 PM CDT

Amy, Your Poem was beautiful. you have such an elegant way of portraying your feelings. I can't believe it has been almost 4 months. That date has been etched into my heart and mind. I can't imagine how you all must be feeling. Your in my prayers everyday
Love Bekki
Bekki Krul <mikeandsue828@yahoo.com>
Wyoming, MI - Tuesday, August 1, 2006 12:20 AM CDT

Thinking of all of you and wanted you to know!!
Kathie Hoppe <hoppe@chartermi.net>
Alpena, mi - Tuesday, August 1, 2006 6:32 AM CDT

Amy,

Just wanted to let you know I'm thinking about you tonight and I'm missing Ashleigh! I just finished making a collage poster of Caleb and Ashleigh and it just breaks my heart that she is gone! I smile remembering all the fun times Caleb and Ashleigh had, yet cry because it is so unfair! I know that this month has been so tough for you, tomorrow is August, and I'm hoping it will be a little easier, if there is such a thing! I know Ashleigh is having a blast...I just wish she was still physically here with You, Jeff, Ryan and the rest of all of us! Keeping you in our thoughts constantly.

Love, Jenny Wolf and Family
Jenny Wolf <stevejennywolf@aol.com>
Wayland, MI USA - Monday, July 31, 2006 11:28 PM CDT

Amy, Jeff, Angie, and Family,
We continue to pray for all of you. We cannot begin to imagine what grief you must have. Thoughts and Prayers for all of you. God Bless you!
Darrin, Amy, Allison and Kaitlyn Waggoner <amywaggoner@earthlink.net>
Fairborn, OH - Saturday, July 29, 2006 9:34 PM CDT

Dearest Amy, Jeff, & Ryan,
Just wanted to let you know I am thinking of you and Ashleigh!
With love,
Silvia
Silvia <silvia@dodgeplanet.com>
Monterey Park, CA - Saturday, July 29, 2006 3:52 AM CDT

(((HUGS))) Amy. You have a wonderful gift for writing and poetry. I hope exploring this gift gives you an outlet and some peace. I think of Ashleigh and your family often.

Sincerely
Rhea
- Friday, July 28, 2006 9:12 PM CDT

Thinking of Ashleigh today and just wanted to drop in to say she is not forgotten. Amy, you express yourself so well with your words and happy to see you can use them to help you with your grief. Still praying for peace for your family. Pam
Pam Rummel
Jacksonville, FL USA - Friday, July 28, 2006 12:22 AM CDT

Amy, what a beautiful new poem written from the heart. I wish I could give you a huge hug and it would help. I'm sure all of us feel that way. We'd love to be able to bear some of your pain for you but the best we can do is to let you know how much we care about you, Jeff, Ryan and always princess Ashleigh! You are all very special!
Kathie Hoppe <hoppe@chartermi.net>
Alpena, mi - Thursday, July 27, 2006 7:11 AM CDT

Just checking in. I continue to pray for all the family that is missing Ashleigh. You remain in my thoughts frequently. Hugs to all of you!
Michele Hines <Ourfmly1@qconline.com>
Colona, IL - Thursday, July 27, 2006 0:30 AM CDT

Hi Angie,
I loved checking in today to hear the updated song...it certainly does bring me back! Also, Hi to you Amy...what a great gift you have with your writing - I truly enjoy reading. Thanks for sharing with us!
Dina Richard
Paulina, LA USA - Wednesday, July 26, 2006 9:53 PM CDT

Hi Jeff, Amy and Ryan
WOW Amy I am so proud of you and your writings. The words just tugged at my heart and brought many tears to my eyes. I thank you so much for continuing to share your memories, stories, Ashleigh and truley the love you have for her with all of us. Your poems continue to be an inspiration to me as you and Jeff have always been. I hope that you have been enjoying the summer months at the cottage and with Ryan. Hopefully one day we can meet up when you are up north. Please give Ryan a big hug and always know that you, Jeff and Ryan are always on our minds. Did I read right that you guys got a puppy? How is Rosie Caleb and Tiger doing? Sending lots of thoughts and prayers to all of you. We love you all Love always Annie and Jason Hepburn
annie hepburn <hallie2@core.com>
Posen, MI - Wednesday, July 26, 2006 9:38 PM CDT

Amy, your words are so beautiful but how I wish you had no need to write them! My thoughts are still with all of you as you face each day without the physical presence of Ashleigh!
Kim
- Wednesday, July 26, 2006 7:20 PM CDT

I love the new poem and song. Amy, you write so beautiful to Ashleigh, I know she loves your poems. Many hugs, and lots of prayers to you!
Alison <alewis328@gmail.com>
Indianapolis, IN USA - Wednesday, July 26, 2006 5:14 PM CDT

Thank you for the updated poetry. I love reading your words and thoughts... Thank you for taking us on the journey with you. Know that we all pray for you and check this daily for updates on how you are doing. Though never to the same degree,we all miss her.
KP <kmlindberg@yahoo.com>
Toledo, OH - Wednesday, July 26, 2006 4:41 PM CDT

Angie-
I just wanted to tell you I love that song too and I think it is a great song to reflect on and remember how lucky we are to have our health and all the things we might take for granted..like the "birds singing in the sky". I remember hearing that song when I was younger too and feeling so sad for the person I imagined was dying. I also wanted to tell you how great it was to see you last week and catch up!! Lastly, I loved reading Amy's new poem to Ashleigh, we are all thinking of you Amy, and still sending you and Jeff lots of prayers and positive thoughts.
karrie schaedig
alpena, mi - Wednesday, July 26, 2006 1:08 PM CDT

Thinking of everyone on this rainy day....
Chrissy Delekta <cdelekta75@yahoo.com>
Rogers City, MI USA - Wednesday, July 26, 2006 10:06 AM CDT

Such a sweet poem...so touching, yet heartbreaking. Your love shines through.

I am reminded of an article I once read of a soldier who lost a limb in war. He experiences phantom pain in the area where the limb is lost. Perhaps that is similar to your loss...the loss of your precious daughter leaves a pain in your heart and soul. She just meant so much to you. The pain will never go away, will it?

You, like that brave soldier, will find a way to live each day with the pain.
Shirley
NY, NY - Wednesday, July 26, 2006 8:23 AM CDT

I haven't signed the guestbook in quite a while, but wanted to let you know I think of your beautiful girl and your entire family often. I continue to stop by the site and read your wonderful memory shares and pray for your family.
Laura Lynn and my two little miracle nephews: www.caringbridge.org/visit/asherandjacob <laurainsem@yahoo.com>
Gettysburg, Pa - Tuesday, July 25, 2006 7:28 PM CDT

Ashleigh,
I am really missing you tonight....can't sleep...so I wanted to say Hi and look at your pictures!! I know you are having a blast up in Heaven, but I sure do miss you bunches and bunches down here. I want you to know that I love you sooo much and I think about you every day. It's almost been 4 months and it sure is a long time to go without having a best friend to giggle, share stories with and play together. Love you tons and miss you even more.

Love Always...Forever and Ever,
Caleb
Caleb Lane <stevejennywolf@aol.com>
Wayland, MI USA - Monday, July 24, 2006 9:59 PM CDT

Hope your family is doing as well as can be expected. I think of your daughter often. Such a special little girl.

All the memories and photos, everything you've shared is a gift. I would never ask for more than you have so generously given all of us. Just wanted you to know that.
Anonymous
- Monday, July 24, 2006 1:22 PM CDT

Hoping you had a good weekend and had some fun. Keeping you in my hearts and prayers always.
Kathie Hoppe <hoppe@chartermi.net>
Alpena, mi - Sunday, July 23, 2006 9:43 PM CDT

Keeping you and your beautiful Angel in my thoughts and prayers.

katieeliselambert.org

Judy (mommy to Angel Katie) <swtflwr66@aol.com>
Jenkintown, Pa - Sunday, July 23, 2006 7:03 AM CDT

I loved the poem. Oh how I prayed for a wonderful day for all of you! It sounded like you all celebrated as best as you could without her here physically! I would also love to see the pictures from the party. I was smiling the entire time that I read the poem! I would also love to see a picture of her headstone! It sounds so touching and just perfect! Hugs to all of you!
Michele Hines <Ourfmly1@qconline.com>
Colona, IL - Sunday, July 23, 2006 0:07 AM CDT

Hi Angie! How about a photo of Ashleigh's grave site and the headstone that everyone is raving about! Hope everyone is doing good
Barbara <barb1212@excite.com>
Conway, SC USA - Saturday, July 22, 2006 10:21 AM CDT

Your princess party sounds like it was a lot of fun--mixed with some sadness as well. We hope to see some pictures! Thinking and praying. Love, The Courtrights
Pamela Anderson Courtright <pamela_courtright@yahoo.com>
Gaylord, MI USA - Friday, July 21, 2006 10:02 AM CDT

I too stopped by and saw Ashleigh's headstone. It is absolutely beautiful, just like your little monkey! I am sure she loves all the Carebears! I also love the poem on the back, it really makes you feel the love your family has for each other. It is surely the most loving memorial to Ashleigh, and a truely peaceful place. Hope you all have a great weekend camping at Grand Lake!
Karrie Schaedig
Alpena, MI - Friday, July 21, 2006 9:14 AM CDT

I enjoyed reading the birthday party joy that was had in memory of Ashleigh. I would love to see photo's of Binka in braids....what the grandparents won't do for their grandchildren! Never did I think I would see Mr. Kelly wearing braids.....oh how our parent's have changed for their granddaughter's!! Bless all of you for remembering Ashleigh in such a beautiful way. I know she was looking down from Heaven laughing at all of you enjoying your spirit's! God Bless!!
Darrin, Amy, Allison and Kaitlyn Waggoner <amywaggoner@earthlink.net>
Fairborn, OH - Friday, July 21, 2006 7:53 AM CDT

Wishing you a nice weekend. We stopped by to see Ashleigh's stone last weekend, it is absolutely beautiful,just like Ashleigh, and I love the saying of the back. When you drive up you know there is so much love and alot of time spent here. We sat on the bench and said many prayers for everyone. It is so peaceful and you can really reflect on all the wonderful memories that you have shared and I know Ashleigh loves it too!!! Please know you are always in our hearts, our thoughts and our prayers!!! We love and miss you!!! Pam,Kurt,Elle and Drew
pam,kurt,elle and drew donakowski <pdonakowski@sbcglobal.net>
- Friday, July 21, 2006 7:26 AM CDT

TGIF!!! Hoping you're heading to Ashleigh's cottage for a weekend of fun and relaxing. Amy, your birthday poem about the party is the best. You do an awesome job and thanks so much for sharing with all of us. There are still so many of us who check out Ashleigh's site every day just waiting to hear some new word or two from you. Your whole family has grown very close to so many people. We love you!! Have a terrific weekend

Kathie Hoppe <hoppe@chartermi.net>
Alpena, mi - Friday, July 21, 2006 7:15 AM CDT

I just wanted you to know I think of your family often and and keep you all in my prayers. I was hoping to see a picture of your Princess Birthday Party for Ashleigh, what a great idea. I am sure she was looking down with a big smile. Amy, when are you going to write a childrens book, you would be wonderful at it.

A friend of the grandparents.
Sherie McTaggart <sherie1292@yahoo.com>
Alpena, Mi - Thursday, July 20, 2006 9:38 AM CDT

Jeff, Amy, Ryan, and the rest of your amazing Family:
Sounds like the princess party was exciting and I am sure little Miss Angel Ashleigh was giggling her wings off!! What I really want to know was... What was Uncle Steve wearing??? Hope the weather keeps up so you can continue to enjoy the cottage. Keep the Faith!
Love, Shari
Shari Hendrickson <dnhendrickson@sbcglobal.net>
Wyoming, MI USA - Wednesday, July 19, 2006 3:59 PM CDT

I am so happy to hear how wonderfull your 5th birthday party was little one. I know you must have had such a big celebration up in Heaven. I know Mommy and Daddy must have really missed you that day. Pleasea continue to show them signs you are with them.
I think of you often, and pray for you all every day
Nancy
http://kellycountry2002.homestead.com/Index.html
Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, July 19, 2006 3:15 PM CDT

I'm glad that you all had a good time on Ashleigh's birthday. It doesn't surprise any of us here that Caleb was wearing the ruby shoes! I hope you all are doing well. I'm sure that you have all heard the Kenny Chesney song "who you'd be today" I always think of you guys and it seems like it is played every other song, on every other station.
talk to you later
Bekki
Bekki Krul <mikeandsue828@yahoo.com>
Wyoming, mi usa - Wednesday, July 19, 2006 12:48 AM CDT

Hi guys! That must have been some party! Just stopped by to see how things were going. I keep our family in my thoughts and prayers. I love the Mother/Daughter poem!!!! It runs so very close to me.

Ann Maede <bammaede@netzero.com>
Wyoming, mi usa - Wednesday, July 19, 2006 9:38 AM CDT

Sounds like Princess Ashleigh's party was great fun. I'm sure she had just as much fun watching you all. It must have been a sight to see. Keeping you all in our positive thoughts. Looking forward to seeing all the Princess Party pictures!! :o)

Warm regards-
The Shiemke Family
Eric, Amy, Britt, and Ian Shiemke <heatmi99@earthlink.net>
Farmington Hills, MI USA - Wednesday, July 19, 2006 6:24 AM CDT

WOW!!!! Sounds like a celebration fit for a princess was held at the cottage last weekend!! You can only imagine Ashleigh had a huge smile on her face all day knowing you were celebrating her birthday. I'm sure at times it was hard to not have her with you but what a great way to remember her and all the wonderful times you shared with her. She's so lucky to have such a loving family. Keeping you in my heart and prayers. Amy, you're a natural at writing!! I think you've found another nitch in life!!! Keep up the good work!
Kathie Hoppe <hoppe@chartermi.net>
Alpena, mi - Tuesday, July 18, 2006 7:08 AM CDT

Sounds like you all had some kind of a party!! I know Ashleigh was so proud and looking down with that wonderful, beautiful smile :)
Dina Richard
Paulina, LA USA - Monday, July 17, 2006 11:08 PM CDT

Amy, your poem captures the wonderful celebration of Ashleigh's birthday princess party perfectly. It is so wonderful that you are able to provide time for us to gather and share Ashleigh stories, memories and even tears and hugs. It was a festive day and I am sure Angel Ashleigh was giggling and smiling all day.
Love, Aunt Peggy
Aunt Peggy <margaret-donnell@sbcglobal.net>
Dimondale, MI USA - Monday, July 17, 2006 10:15 AM CDT

I hope the birthday party was wonderful! I thought of you all this weekend and Ashleigh up there celebrating with you!
Alison <alewis328@gmail.com>
Indianapolis, IN USA - Monday, July 17, 2006 8:24 AM CDT

I'm sorry I don't stop by very often. The folder containing the links for those who've lost loved ones is growing way too big, way too fast. It gets harder and harder to go to each site. But I have to let you know that your family is still in my thoughts and prayers so very much!
I've been sharing several verses of Psalm 23 on other CB sites today, but think I'll share the whole thing with you. I pray that it will bring you comfort as you read the well known words:

The LORD is my shepherd; I shall not want. He maketh me to lie down in green pastures: he leadeth me beside the still waters. He restoreth my soul: he leadeth me in the paths of righteousness for his name's sake. Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me. Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies: thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over. Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life: and I will dwell in the house of the LORD for ever.
The Prayer Bears Website
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA - Saturday, July 15, 2006 11:46 PM CDT

Just wanted you to know that I still think of your family often. I really love the mother--daughter poem.

Denise (RN from 7S)
Denise <mdkate@sbcglobal.net>
Holland, MI USA - Saturday, July 15, 2006 5:35 PM CDT

HOPE EVERYONE HAS A GREAT WEEKEND AT "THE WRECK"....HAVE A GOOD TIME CELEBRATING THE PRINCESS PARTY. I WILL BE THINKING OF ALL OF YOU...

WHAT A BEAUTIFUL PICTURE OF AUNT ANGIE AND NEWBORN ASHLEIGH...
CHRISSY DELEKTA <CDELEKTA75@YAHOO.COM>
ROGERS CITY, MI USA - Friday, July 14, 2006 2:34 PM CDT

Happy Birthday Ashleigh! I am sure you had the most wonderful birthday in Heaven. Be with your family this weekend as they celebrate your birthday. Always watch over them sweetie and let them know you are still with them. Happy Birthday!

Tami
Tami <tnagel84@charter.net>
Gowen, Mi - Friday, July 14, 2006 9:55 AM CDT

happy birthday princess i bet you are having a great big party in heaven!!
carly <homeandawaybaby@hotmail.com>
australia - Friday, July 14, 2006 9:34 AM CDT

Happy Birthday Weekend Ashleigh! Wow! You get to have the whole weekend with them celebrating your birthday. Shine your beautiful light on all of your family as they celebrate your life! Help them all to feel your presence and give them all a soft kiss on the cheek with the soft breeze. God bless all of you as you celebrate Ashleigh!
Michele Hines <Ourfmly1@qconline.com>
Colona, IL - Friday, July 14, 2006 1:19 AM CDT

what a precious sweet little girl, God bless her family always.

tracey reid
Tracey Reid <tracetraceau@gmail.com>
Melbourne, VIC Australia - Thursday, July 13, 2006 8:36 PM CDT

HI Pumpkin!! I had fun on your Birthday yesterday...it was nice to spend it with your Mommy. Happy 5th Birthday!!! I can't believe it's been 5 years! Yesterday brought back so many cherished memories of how excited we were when you were born...the very first grandchild for our family and the Kieliszewski family...how special it was. You were so beautiful...I will remember it always. Love you bunches!

Love,
Aunt Angie

Angie Hendrickson <Angie_Hendrickson@alticor.com>
Grand Rapids, MI USA - Thursday, July 13, 2006 12:51 AM CDT

Beautiful Ashley... Happy 5th Birthday. You will never be forgotten. Thinking of you all while you celebrate Ashleys special day.
Pam Rummel
Jacksonville, FL - Thursday, July 13, 2006 12:07 AM CDT

"All that we can know about those we have loved and lost is that they would wish us to remember them with a more intensified realization of their reality. What is essential does not die but clarifies. The highest tribute to the dead is not grief but gratitude." --Thornton Wilder
--a friend
- Thursday, July 13, 2006 8:42 AM CDT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SWEETIE BLESSINGS TO YOU AND YOUR LOVED ONES
LEONARD VAUGHN <VAUGHNSTLS4@AOL.COM>
ST LOUIS, MO - Thursday, July 13, 2006 0:38 AM CDT

Happy belated birthday, Ashleigh!

I've been thinking about your family and hope you all are doing ok. I continue to keep you all in my prayers each day.
Kris B <AustinMyAngel@hotmail.com>
South Bend, IN - Wednesday, July 12, 2006 11:30 PM CDT

Happy 5th Birthday Princess Ashleigh!
Lynn <Lynnburnza@aol.com>
Sanford, MI - Wednesday, July 12, 2006 10:34 PM CDT

Remembering Princess Ashleigh on her birthday. Ashleigh packed lots of life and living into her short years. I can picture Ashleigh with her fairy friends having one special birthday party in heaven. I am sure she is celebrating you today too. (celebrating...and telling her angel pals all about you) May you hear Ashleigh's whispers all around...especially when you miss her most. Know that I and many think of Ashleigh...and you often.
Jodi <jodi.bauers@devoschildrens.org >
Grand Rapids, MI - Wednesday, July 12, 2006 10:33 PM CDT

Happy Birthday sweet Ashleigh...thinking of you today and offering a special prayer for you and your family.
Dina Richard
Paulina, LA USA - Wednesday, July 12, 2006 9:32 PM CDT

Ashleigh, what a lovely tribute for you. Happy 5th birthday in heaven, hope the angels are giving you a wonderful party. You were just a darling little girl, and I wish God to bless you and your mom, dad and brother.
Cindy Mitchell, member Angels Flower Garden <cmitch920@yahoo.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Wednesday, July 12, 2006 8:55 PM CDT

Happy Birthday sweet angel! Much love to your family too.
Stephanie, Pearson, and Henry <gilbertphillips@comcast.net>
Nashville, TN USA - Wednesday, July 12, 2006 8:03 PM CDT

Asleigh, wonder if Daddy will dress up like a princess? Wouldn't that be funny? Happy birthday sweet girl. I still check your site everyday and never get tired of that beautiful face.
BARBARA GRAHAM <barb1212@excite.com>
Conway, SC USA` - Wednesday, July 12, 2006 7:53 PM CDT

Happy birthday dear Ashleigh! We are thinking of you today as all days, but know this one is special just for you! We still think of all of you every day Jeff and Amy-we keep your family close in our hearts and in our prayers every night. Have a wonderful party and smile and laugh as much as you can :-) Love, Jenny Moulds
Jenny Moulds <jk_moulds@yahoo.com>
Rockford, MI - Wednesday, July 12, 2006 6:06 PM CDT

~Happy 5th Birthday~

Hugs to your family too.
Robin
Louisville, KY USA - Wednesday, July 12, 2006 5:49 PM CDT

*~*happy birthday ashleigh*~* i know today you are having a huge party up in heaven with all your angel friends!!! have you met my busia yet? she was a great lady!!! she would have loved to be able to hear your story and i am sure that you have met her and you have shared your story with her and i am sure you have met many more angel friends and you are sharing all your wonderful stories and memories with them as you celebrate today!!!!! help your mom and dad and ryan and the rest of your family celebrate today and always!!! help them celebrate at the princess party they are having for you!!! it will be really fun (and funny) to watch all your family dressed up as princesses just for you!!!!!!!!!!! have a great birthday ashleigh and know that i am praying for you each and every day and say hi to my busia for me!!!!! and to the whole family~ let this be a happy day filled with many laughs and many memories and many stories!!!!!!! ashleigh would not want this to be a sad day because this was one of the happiest days in all your lives 5 years ago!!! make today just as happy and just as special!!!!! take care and know that i think of you all especially little princess ashleigh every single day!!!!!!! have a happy day!!!!!
maggie skiba <maggles777@msn.com>
ossineke, mi - Wednesday, July 12, 2006 4:44 PM CDT

Happy Birthday sweet angel! We miss you!
Georgia Federhofer <GFederhofer@fltrialteam.com>
Orlando, FL USA - Wednesday, July 12, 2006 3:57 PM CDT

Happy Birthday Ashleigh! I am thinking good thoughts for your entire family, and hoping that the day brings good thoughts and memories of her life. Happy Happy Birthday!
Cindy M
- Wednesday, July 12, 2006 3:10 PM CDT

Happy Birthday, Sweet little Ashleigh! Your family loves you so much. I'm sure you'll be smiling down at them during the princess party.
Steve, Gretchen, and Jack Rea
Gretchen Rea <GretchenRea@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, July 12, 2006 2:58 PM CDT

Happy Birthday Ashleigh!! I know you're having a wonderful day today.
Angie W. <awray927@qwest.net>
Phoenix, AZ USA - Wednesday, July 12, 2006 2:19 PM CDT

Happy 5th birthday sweet pea. I know there are celebrations going on in Heaven, but please be with Mommy and Daddy today.
Love always
Nancy
http://kellycountry2002.homestead.com/Index.html
Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
Yelm, wa - Wednesday, July 12, 2006 2:11 PM CDT

Happy 5th Birthday Ashleigh! We know your Mom & Dad & Ryan will be celebrating your life. We know that you'll be with them in spirit watching and catching all those balloons from Heaven. Hugs to you family. Enjoy the new memories with your family and friends. We continue to pray for you all.
Love JoAnn (Molly's Aunt)
JoAnn <watsonsofmi@aol.com>
- Wednesday, July 12, 2006 1:46 PM CDT

Happy 5th Birthday, Ashleigh Marie. We are going to have a great princess celebration. I know you are really going to laugh hard. We all miss you so much, though. Your mom is helping us all out by writing great stories and poems. She adds lots of pictures too. Grandma Kate needs lots of hugs. You probably already know that since she talks to you everyday while she sits on your angel bench. Ryan is having fun getting his hair wet in the wading pool at the cottage. He is silly...just like you. We have great memories for sure but everyone sure misses you bunches!!!!!!!!! There's not a day goes by without a tear or two. Hope you fly through all those colorful balloons and maybe catch a ride on one of them. That would be fun, don't you think? Happy Birthday from me to you.
Amy, I love the birthday poem. It's great.
Love, Nahmee (Aunt Peggy)

Peggy McDonnell <margaret-donnell@sbcglobal.net>
Dimondale, MI USA - Wednesday, July 12, 2006 12:32 AM CDT

Ashleigh, Happy 5th Birthday!!!! We are really missing you!! Did you hear us singing Happy Birthday to you this morning on our way to daycare??? Elle started and Drew and myself chimed in. You are always in our thoughts and prayers. What a wonderful way for your mommy and daddy and family to celebrate your birthday this weekend. We love you all and are thinking of you!!!!
pam,kurt,elle and drew donakowski <pdonakowski@sbcglobal.net>
- Wednesday, July 12, 2006 12:30 AM CDT

Happy "5th" Birthday beautiful girl!! I just know your celebration in heaven has you smiling from ear to ear. You are always in my thoughts and in my heart.
Peg Poma <ppoma@firstcommunities.net>
Marietta, GA - Wednesday, July 12, 2006 12:01 AM CDT

Happy Birthday Ashleigh! We know you will enjoy watching over your family at your Princess Party this weekend. Have FUN!!!

The Shiemke Family
Eric, Amy, Britt, and Ian Shiemke <heatmi99@earthlink.net>
Farmington Hills, MI USA - Wednesday, July 12, 2006 11:40 AM CDT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ASHLEIGH!!!!
Melissa Arnold <ecco526@aol.com>
Zebulon, NC - Wednesday, July 12, 2006 11:39 AM CDT

Happy Birthday, Princess Ashleigh! We're sending big hugs & extra love to you, Mom, Dad & Ryan.
The LaBrecques <mkhlabrecque@yahoo.com>
Scottsdale, AZ - Wednesday, July 12, 2006 10:49 AM CDT

Happy Birthday Ashleigh
We know you are swimming & running the day away on this your 5th birthday. Molly knows you feel great in heaven but we all miss seeing you here. Be sure to send some rays of sunshine your families way as they celebrate wonderful you on Saturday. We wonder what kind of princess your Daddy and Ryan will dress like. That would be silly!
Molly Cavera and family
E. Grand Rapids, MI USA - Wednesday, July 12, 2006 9:51 AM CDT

Dear Precious Girl,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!! On this day, five years ago, Binka and I were so excited on our way down to Grand Rapids! We were going to meet our FIRST Grandchild!!! The "frosting" on the cake was that you were a GIRL!!! We didn't have a girl in our family! What an exciting time for us. You are everything any grandparents would ever wish for in a "GrandBaby". We miss you so much!!!Everything about you was perfect------your cute laugh, that wonderful sense of humor of yours, your flair for storytelling, your kind and generous heart and your unconditional love for all your family and your friends. We will celebrate your birthday this weekend at "your cottage". I know you'll be watching us and we will be talking about you and smiling at the good times and feeling sad that you're not with us.
We will love you forever and ever.....NEVER FORGET!!
Love,
Binka & Grandma Kelly
Janet Kieliszewski <janter@freeway.net>
Alpena, MI - Wednesday, July 12, 2006 8:51 AM CDT

Happy 5th Birthday Ashleigh Marie!!! I visited you last night on my walk in the cemetary and wished you a happy birthday. What a beautiful angel bench you have there now!! I also saw the shells and birthday card Caleb left for you and two birthday balloons. What a special friendship you and Caleb have! I am sure today will be difficult for your family and I hope they will feel your presence all around them and it will bring them comfort. I am sure you are having the biggest birthday party in Heaven today! Enjoy your day! Happy Birthday sweet Ashleigh!
Karrie Schaedig
Alpena, MI - Wednesday, July 12, 2006 8:31 AM CDT

Wishing you comfort on this special day. May all your wonderful and precious memories bring smiles (and yes, tears) all around.

Ashleigh's life, while short, was so very full. From all the journal entries and pictures you've posted, it is clear how very much loved Ashleigh was, and that's what pulled her through the tough (very, very tough) times. Bless your family forever and always.
Shirley <schan031@yahoo.com>
NY, NY - Wednesday, July 12, 2006 8:21 AM CDT

Happy Birthday Ashleigh!!

We miss you. We're glad you come to play with us so often, but we still get upset we can't see you. We keep wondering when you'll be done in heaven and when you'll come back.

I hope you caught the balloons and bird I sent up to you. At first I was upset that Mommy made a mistake and then I was so excited as I realized I was able to send you a present. I ran back and made another bird so that we'd have matching birds.

Ashleigh's Mommy, we worry about you and know you must be really sad. We're saving lots of hugs for you and I'm making something special for you.

Have an awesome princess party. I know Ashleigh will love it. They are the best. Kait and I love to dress up as princesses. We'll be thinking of you.
Love Jessica, Mommy and Kait <kelly.masters@gm.com>
- Wednesday, July 12, 2006 7:52 AM CDT

Happy Birthday Angel Ashleigh. Thinking of you always and especially on your birthday.
Robin Brunet <robinb@start.ca>
Bradford, Ontario Canada - Wednesday, July 12, 2006 7:45 AM CDT

Happy Birthday, sweet Ashleigh! We all miss you here but we know you're celebrating in heaven! Watch for all the balloons coming your way today!
Beverly <bevwalks@aol.com>
Clayton, NC - Wednesday, July 12, 2006 7:36 AM CDT

Happy 5th Birthday Ashleigh "Monkey" Marie! Enjoy the celebration and cake and icecream up in heaven. I'm sure it's very yummy. Look for all the balloons that are comeing your way today and Saturday. Know that we all love you and miss you so much.

Happy Birthday Asheigh!

Tara <LdBg917@hotmail.com>
Kenwtood, MI - Wednesday, July 12, 2006 7:08 AM CDT

What a wonderful, wonderful way to honor Ashleigh on her birthday.........a huge party, just what she loved. Today has to be awfully tough but to give a princess party with lots of family at her favorite cottage you just know Ashleigh knows and loves you for it. How truly lucky she was to have such a loving and giving family. You are all in my hearts and prayers today and I wish Ashleigh the greatest 5th birthday a princess could possibly have!! Sending lots of love.
Kathie Hoppe <hoppe@chartermi.net>
Alpena, mi - Wednesday, July 12, 2006 7:05 AM CDT

Happy Birthday Ashleigh! I'll bet the cake and ice cream in heaven is so tasty!! Send your family lots of hugs and kisses!
Kim
- Wednesday, July 12, 2006 6:48 AM CDT

Happy 5th Birthday to Heaven's most beautiful Angel, sweet Ashleigh.

http://www.freewebs.com/prayerbears/
Anne Elwell <wife4travis@yahoo.com>
Galesburg, MI USA - Wednesday, July 12, 2006 5:35 AM CDT

Happy Birthday Ashleigh! I'm sure it will be just as special up there as it is down here!

Jeff, Amy, Ryan, Aunt Angie, and the rest of your family - I'm sure this day will be difficult with out your Little Monkey there to celebrate it with. We're praying that the happy memories out weigh the sad ones.

Jim, Kathleen, and Craig <k8r63@comcast.net>
Burton, Mi - Wednesday, July 12, 2006 5:07 AM CDT

Happy Birthday Angel Ashleigh!!!! You and your family are in my thoughts each day. Watch for a princess balloon from Missouri!
Susan Foster <CLF8987@aol.com>
Wentzville, MO USA - Wednesday, July 12, 2006 0:10 AM CDT

Happy 5th Birthday to the sweetest, most beautiful angel! We will soon be at one of your favorite places, "The Wreck". We hope we get to see Mommy, Daddy, and Ryan while we are there. We will give them a big hug for you. It just won't be right with you not there playing in the pond and on the beach. We will be releasing balloons tomorrow here in San Antonio in memory of you on your birthday. Lots of love from Texas.
Aunt Nancy, Uncle Mick, Jess, and Aly <McDonnells@satx.rr.com>
San Antonio, TX USA - Tuesday, July 11, 2006 11:56 PM CDT

I am writing to let you know I am thinking and praying for you all as Ashleigh's birthday comes tomorrow. What a beautiful celebration she must be having. What a lovely princess she will always be. Take care and enjoy the day that God blessed you with this precious angel.
Rest in Him,
Amy
Amy Wilkie <anwilkie@charter.net>
Lakeville, Mn - Tuesday, July 11, 2006 11:33 PM CDT

Ashleigh,
Although we've never met, I've heard your pretty voice. I am Caleb's little sister and am named after you. My brother tells me how lucky I am to be named after you. He tells me how strong, loving, couragious, and friendly you are. He tells me how caring you are and what a fighter you were. I wish we could've met....a month and a half too short. Seeing your pictures and hearing my family talk about you, I truly am lucky to share your name. I can see why my brother Caleb and mom and dad are so sad. I want to wish you the best 5th birthday ever!!! I can't wait until the day we finally meet! I hope to one day be as strong, loving and couragious as you are!!

Love to you always
and happy birthday to my brother's sunshine,

Taylor Ashleigh Wolf
Taylor Ashleigh Wolf <stevejennywolf@aol.com>
Wayland, MI USA - Tuesday, July 11, 2006 8:31 PM CDT

In March of this year I lost my best friend,
We laughed, and sang, and cried till the end.

The cancer came back, God took her away,
My heart broke into many pieces that day.

Ashleigh and I met before the age of one,
Crawling, and cooing, we started our fun.

Growing and Learning side by side,
Our love was as strong, as the oceans are wide.

Who would�ve known how close we�d be,
Friends forever and ever you see.

Swim lessons, cottages, playing and sledding,
You looked like a princess at my mom�s wedding.

The Great Wolf Lodge was our last fun get away,
The memories of that trip will always stay.

The memories of you hanging on my wall,
The pictures you drew, and the Scooby doo ball.

Time may pass, but the ache won�t leave,
I just found out what it means to grieve.

Ashleigh you�ll always be in my heart,
For in my short life, you�ve been a great big part.

Ashleigh Marie�Happy 5th Birthday!!!

I love you soooo much, and miss you tons!!

Love Always,
Caleb

Caleb Lane <stevejennywolf@aol.com>
Wayland, MI USA - Tuesday, July 11, 2006 8:21 PM CDT

~*~ Happy 5th Birthday Ashleigh!!!! ~*~

The Schafer Family <toddbin@sbcglobal.net>
Ionia, MI - Tuesday, July 11, 2006 7:50 PM CDT

Hi Jeff, Amy and Ryan
Thanks for the updates and the memory shares and the new pictures. As I read the newest update tears were streaming down my face. It continues to be so hard to beleive. Even though I never met sweet Ashleigh she is and will always be MY HERO and INSPIRATION! I am so happy to hear about the birthday party that you all have planned it will be such a wonderful day shared with many memories, laughter, fun and I am sure some tears! Please enjoy the day with family and friends and know that Sweet Ashleigh is shining down on us and I am sure is smiling from EAR TO EAR!! Ashleigh sweetie HAPPY 5th Birthday and I know that heaven will be full of many balloons and I know you are having a big bash up in HEAVEN!! Lots of love and prayers to all of you. There is not a day that goes by that I am not thinking of all of you. Please give our hugs to everyone. Love ya Love always your cousins Annie and Jason Hepburn
annie hepburn <hallie2@corec.om>
Posen, MI - Tuesday, July 11, 2006 7:07 PM CDT

Ashleigh
Oh how I love to see pictures of you tha tI havent seen before!!! But oh, how they make me cry. Happy 5th birthday sweetheart. Be with Mommy, Daddy, Ryan and Aunt Angie and all of your other loved ones this weekend as they celebrate your life.
Happy birthday darling
Nancy
http://kellycountry2002.homestead.com/Index.html
Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
Yelm, wa - Tuesday, July 11, 2006 3:44 PM CDT

Happy Birthday to the most beautiful Angel ever! Ashleigh will always be missed and never forgotten!
Hugs
Alison, Hunter, and Chloe <alewis328@gmail.com>
Indianapolis, IN USA - Tuesday, July 11, 2006 2:55 PM CDT

Amy & Jeff,
As I've told you before Aleigha would pray for Ashleigh then should would sing,"you are my sunshine". Ms.Bekki Kroll said that it makes Ashleigh feel better.
Well on June 29th, 2006 Aleigha's Grandpa Keith passed away at the University of Michigan Hospital from complications after his lung transplant. Grandpa Keith meant so much to Aleigha, not even 1 month ago he took her for a ride on his Harley Davidson Motorcycle, when they got back Grandma Cathy took a picture of them on the motorcycle. The picture is now in a frame that Aleigha brings all around the house with her. Aleigha was so sad that he passed away, when she realized that he went to be with Ashleigh she felt a lot better about it. She wanted to sing "you are my sunshine" at his funeral, she said that she would do it if she could take Ashleigh's picture with her so that she could sing it to her too. When it was time to sing in front of everyone she wouldn't do it. During the service as she held Ashleigh's picture she wispered the song in my ear. Then she said, "Mom, why did God take Ashleigh and Grandpa Keith to heaven" I told her because they were such wonderful people that God wanted us to share them with him. After the funeral we released 30 balloons. Aleigha release 2 one for Ashleigh and one for Grandpa Keith.
Ashleigh and your family have tought many people so much about life. Thank You all so much!
Happy Birthday Ashleigh!!!!!! Say,"Hi" to Grandpa Keith for us. He makes the best bannana bread ever I bet a little "Monkey" like you would just love it.
Trisha M. Belbot <tbelbot@altdir.org>
Kentwood, mich USA - Tuesday, July 11, 2006 2:02 PM CDT

happy birthday to you , happy birthday to you, happy birthday beautiful princess ashley happy bithday to you,,,,,,,,,,, lots of love from here to you, always , love donna and jaime leigh, (uk)xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
donna flanagan <donnaflanagan916@hotmail.com>
southsea, uk portsmouth - Tuesday, July 11, 2006 1:30 PM CDT

Happy Birthday Ashleigh! You are the cutest princess in Heaven! I hope you catch many balloons tomorrow!

Keeping you all in my prayers!
A Friend
Sioux Falls, SD - Tuesday, July 11, 2006 12:58 AM CDT

Happy Birthday Ashleigh!
I was telling the girls about your birthday tomorrow. We all agreed that you were probably going to have a wonderful birthday with lots of balloons and cake. i have been thinking of you so much again lately, maybe Autumn, Kenny and i will send up some balloons for you tomorrow. I never want Autumn to forget you so maybe this will be the start of a new tradition.
happy Birthday
Love ya and miss you
Bekki
Bekki Krul <mikeandsue828@yahoo.com>
Wyoming, MI USA - Tuesday, July 11, 2006 12:54 AM CDT

Happy Birthday tomorrow, sweet baby! I know you'll be watching over mommy, daddy, Ryan and the rest of your family over the weekend as they have a princess party in your honor. Have fun as you catch the bunches of balloons as they float up to you in heaven.
Chrissy Delekta <cdelekta75@yahoo.com>
Rogers City, MI USA - Tuesday, July 11, 2006 12:23 AM CDT

Happy early birthday, sweet princess Ashleigh. I'm sending lots of kisses up to Heaven for you.
Monica Coffey <tika98@yahoo.com>
Frisco, TX - Tuesday, July 11, 2006 10:41 AM CDT

As Ashleigh's birthday approaches, I can't even imagine how much you long for your sweet girl! Please know that you are all in my thoughts and prayers and the life lessons your beautiful daughter taught me have not been forgotten!
Kim
- Monday, July 10, 2006 8:27 PM CDT

Amy, Jeff and Ryan
We hope you are all doing well. Molly wanted to look at all Ashleigh's pictures this morning. She was talking about her this week and how "Ashleigh and I were both shy at clinic." We know this is probably a rough month with the birthdate passing. We still think of your little "monkey" often and know we'll see her again someday.
Miss Molly and family
E Grand Rapids, MI - Sunday, July 9, 2006 8:26 AM CDT

Ashleighs story has truly touched my heart! God Bless you and your family.
shanna <shannacornista@yahoo.com>
los alamitos, ca - Saturday, July 8, 2006 0:48 AM CDT

Just wanting you to know we're thinking of you and hoping you have a terrific weekend maybe at the cottage! Hope your garden is growing well. Keeping you in our hearts and prayers always.
Kathie Hoppe <hoppe@chartermi.net>
Alpena, mi - Friday, July 7, 2006 10:04 PM CDT

Your family has been through so much, it's just too much to bear. Nothing is more difficult than losing a child, is it? It will never be OK. I pray for strength as you live each day without Ashleigh's physical presence. May you always feel her spirit present in the air you breathe, in every kiss, hug, and smile you give each other.
Shirley <schan031@yahoo.com>
NY, NY - Friday, July 7, 2006 11:58 AM CDT

I went to the cemetary over the holiday weekend. I must have just missed Caleb as his card and shells were there undisturbed by the natural elements. I know that little miss Ashleigh will have a great birthday in heaven! I hope it is a day of beautiful memories for you--her loving family. Thinking and praying daily. Love, Pamela
Pamela Anderson Courtright <pamela_courtright@yahoo.com>
Gaylord, MI USA - Wednesday, July 5, 2006 11:55 AM CDT

Ashleigh
yesterday at the 4th of July parade in Kentwood I saw a balloon floating up in the sky and Autumn leaned over to me and said "That balloon is going up to Ashleigh" I just wanted to cry. For the rest of my life whenever i see a balloon up in the sky i will think of you. We all miss you so much. Love you
Bekki
Bekki Krul <mikeandsue828@yahoo.com>
Wyoming, MI USA - Wednesday, July 5, 2006 5:33 AM CDT

For Daddy:

"Don't cry for Me Daddy"

Don't cry for me Daddy,
I'm right here.
Although you can't see me
I see your tears.
I visit you often,
I go to work with you each day,
And when it's time for you
to close your eyes ,
On your pillow is where I lay.
I hold your hand &
stroke your hair,
And whisper in your ear.
If you're sad today Daddy,
Remember, I am here.
God took me home.
This we know is true.
But you'll always be My Daddy
Even though I'm not with you.
We will never be apart,
For everytime you think of me,
Please know I'm in your Heart..........
~Author Unknown

Love always
Nancy
http://kellycountry2002.homestead.com/Index.html
Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Monday, July 3, 2006 6:58 PM CDT

Ashleigh,
Yesterday I went and visited you at the cemetary. The windchime was blowing, and the birds were chirping. Your place is beautiful!! The flowers, bunnies, butterflies, and angel bench really remind me of you. I hope you like the birthday card I made and the shells I picked from the beach. I know you probably saw me there....did you like the songs I sang to you?? I can't believe you are going to be 5 soon! I hope you have the best celebration in Heaven!! I will for sure be celebrating your big day down here!! I miss you soooooo much!!! After I visited the cemetary we had an awesome day with your entire family. Alex, Ryan, Quinton and I played in the water and in the sand at the cottage!! Guess what....we even caught tons of poly wogs!! I bet you saw us huh?? Well, I hope you get to see tons of fireworks tomorrow!! I love you so much Ashleigh!! Hanging out with your family reminds me of you, and at times I still feel you are there...but we all notice your beautiful absence....it will never be the same without you!! Best Friends forever and ever and ever!!

Love, Caleb
Caleb Lane <stevejennywolf@aol.com>
Wayland, MI USA - Monday, July 3, 2006 1:06 PM CDT

haven't written since little ashleigh left, but have been checking in religiously and just wanted to let you know that not a day goes by when I don't think of her once or twice. i never even met her in person, but i've been touched to the core by her. thank you for sharing her and continuing to share her now. amy, it is clear you chose each other and i can't imagine two luckier people. too bad you didn't have more time together. thinking of you always.
Jean Ramos <sutayjobe@hotmail.com>
chicago, IL USA - Sunday, July 2, 2006 11:27 PM CDT

I just wanted to pop in and let you know I was thinking about you.

http://www.freewebs.com/prayerbears/
Anne Elwell <wife4travis@yahoo.com>
Galesburg, MI USA - Saturday, July 1, 2006 9:34 PM CDT

What a sweet story about the garden- the tears are flowing! Thank you so much for continuing to share Ashleigh with us.. my heart goes out to you...

In His Grip-
Kim <kas412@sbcglobal.net>
Bartlett, Il - Friday, June 30, 2006 11:30 AM CDT

Thinking of you today.
Cheryl and Angel Haley <bandcvincent@aol.com>
- Friday, June 30, 2006 10:09 AM CDT

Praying your holiday weekend will be filled with smiles, laughter and fond memories. God Bless.
Lynn Burns
Lynn <Lynnburnza@aol.com>
Sanford, MI - Friday, June 30, 2006 7:51 AM CDT

Thinking of you today as you pass yet another month without your little girl. Big hugs, lots of prayers.

Alison, Hunter, and Chloe <alewis328@gmail.com>
Indianapolis, IN USA - Thursday, June 29, 2006 7:43 PM CDT

Jeff, Amy, and Ryan,

I wish you a happy and relaxful holiday weekend!
Enya
Philadelphia, PA - Thursday, June 29, 2006 6:47 PM CDT

Wishing you all a very happy, relaxing July 4th. Keeping you in our positive thoughts always.

Take care-
The Shiemke Family
Eric, Amy, Brit, and Ian <heatmi99@earthlink.net>
Farmington Hills, MI USA - Thursday, June 29, 2006 11:35 AM CDT

Thinking of you daily. Maybe Rosie Caleb can enjoy some of the garden "treats" this summer. I hope you can have a wonderful holiday weekend! Love, Pamela
Pamela Anderson Courtright <pamela_courtright@yahoo.com>
Gaylord, MI US - Thursday, June 29, 2006 9:00 AM CDT

Ashleigh's favorite song is so much like her attitude she had in her short little life. I know it will be the song that holds you all together, even if you can't see her. The words just completely express everything. She couldn't have picked a better song to be her favorite.

I come to your page every now and then just to see how you all have been holding up. I'm sure it's still so hard, but one day the tears will stop coming, and pain inside will stop. You'll only have your happy times with Ashleigh, and those are the most important. I think the garden idea is wonderful. It's so nice to see you all continue to do the things Ashleigh always wanted to do herself. It's good you're keeping her memory alive and well. May God Bless you all immensely.
Heather <Woodbur7@gpc.edu>
Roswell, GA USA - Thursday, June 29, 2006 2:13 AM CDT

Thank you for sharing your family with strangers like me. I will hold my three little one's a little longer and tell them I love them more often because of a precious little girl named Ashleigh. What a gift she has given to me. Praying for peace and strength for you tonight and always.
Amy
Amy Wilkie <anwilkie@charter.net>
Lakeville, MN - Wednesday, June 28, 2006 11:21 PM CDT

I still check your website daily to get my "Ashleigh fix". I just love looking at her beautiful smile. My mom died a week after Ashleigh- the photo of her sitting at the table at Christmas reminds me of my mom, bald head and all. Hope you are all doing okay.
Barbara <barb1212@excite.com>
CONWAY, SC USA - Wednesday, June 28, 2006 8:15 PM CDT

Thinking of you and continuing to pray for peace to all of you.
Dina Richard
Paulina, LA USA - Wednesday, June 28, 2006 12:21 AM CDT

I can't believe it's been almost three months since we all lost Ashleigh...it seems like only yesterday sometimes and other times like it's been years. Thank you so much for sharing her with all of us so generously as well as the rest of your family. Ashleigh will live in all of us for the rest of our lives. Always remember, we'll never forget!!
Kathie Hoppe <hoppe@chartermi.net>
Alpena, mi - Tuesday, June 27, 2006 8:35 PM CDT

Wonderful memory share and poem.
Chrissy Delekta <cdelekta75@yahoo.com>
Rogers City, MI USA - Monday, June 26, 2006 2:49 PM CDT

Thinking of you and holding you
close in our prayers.
Trish/Angel_Wings <Kngboyer@aol.com>
Kingston, TN USA - Monday, June 26, 2006 11:48 AM CDT

Thinking of all of you and hoping you had a great "cottage weekend". Always remember how much we care. Have a terrific week ahead! Keep the garden growing!!
Kathie Hoppe <hoppe@chartermi.net>
Alpena, mi - Monday, June 26, 2006 7:00 AM CDT

Jeff,
I love that Ashleigh memory with the picture! What a beautiful idea to keep her memory going and to let all of us out here in caringbridge land continue to get to know the beautiful Ashleigh. I love the quotes also! It is a wonderful site for me to visit and check on. Thank you for keeping it going!
Michele Hines <Ourfmly1@qconline.com>
colona, IL - Monday, June 26, 2006 0:48 AM CDT

Last night was our graduation ceremony at Daydreams. I went through pictures all week so that we could make a collage. It sure brought back a lot of memories. There is one of me holding Ashleigh, with Natalia, Isabel, Caleb and Johnny all sitting on the firetruck. In some ways, it seems like it was just a minute ago, and in other ways, it seems like so long ago since things seemed normal and right. We were all painfully aware that we were missing part of our Daydream family last night. We miss you Ashleigh!!!
Love always,
Becki
Becki French <rkayfrench@comcast.net>
Kentwood, MI 49508 - Friday, June 23, 2006 6:29 PM CDT

I too love the memory shares. Jeff, yes a labor of love knowing she is watching every move you make in her garden. Amy your poem brought tears to my eyes. How beautiful. Even though I only know you through this site, I think of the 4 of you every day. You are always in my prayers.
Peg Poma <ppoma@firstcommunities.net>
Marietta, GA USA - Friday, June 23, 2006 1:52 PM CDT

Ashleigh
I was just wandering if you liked the balloons that your friends sent up to Heaven for you yesterday. Dawn made a collage of all the graduates and you. Heather said a few words about you and even the graduation cake had your name on it! The kids sang You are My Sunshine for you. For the rest of my life everytime I hear that song I will think of you. We all miss you so much. Isabel's mom got a great picture of your friends watching the balloons go up to Heaven fo you. It was a priceless moment, For everyone there.
Love you, miss you
Bekki
Bekki Krul <mikeandsue828@yahoo.com>
wyoming, MI USA - Friday, June 23, 2006 12:18 AM CDT

Jeff,Amy and Ryan, Hello. Wishing you all a nice weekend. Jeff, you memory share of you and Ashleigh planting your garden moved me to tears!!! What a beautiful moment in time that is so special between you and her. I know she was right beside you all the way while you were planting her garden this year and I have to agree with you I do believe it is a labor of love that should be done every year. Amy, your poem moved me to tears too, you have definately found your calling in the gift of writing!!! I love your poem and the pride and endless love you have for Ashleigh shows in your work. I can't wait to read more and I just know you already have made such an impact on all of us to be better parents, have more patients and just to embrace every moment with our children and i know we all thank you for sharing your stories. I alway come to Ashleigh's site and always will. She is so apart of our everyday life and will continue to be. Elle made Ryan a picture and I will get it out in the mail for him. You and your family are always so close to our hearts. Thinking you and missing you all!!! P.S. Angie, I really enjoy reading your inspirational messages, they make me think about what I have and how thankful I am. We love and miss you too!!

pam,kurt,elle and drew donakowski <pdonakowski@sbcglobal.net>
- Friday, June 23, 2006 10:24 AM CDT

Coming to visit Ashleigh and this site, always puts life into perspective. Thank you for continuing to share Ashleigh and yourselves with the world. All the best.
Robin Brunet <robinb@start.ca>
Bradford, Ontario Canada - Friday, June 23, 2006 8:05 AM CDT

What a beautiful poem! I, too, cannot wait to see your books, Amy. And I keep checking for memory shares. I love the picture of Ashleigh and Jeff in the garden. You're filling my mind with memories of Ashleigh that will last forever and ever, never forget! Thank you for sharing. I keep all of you in my prayers and think of Ashleigh every day. Thank you again for sharing Ashleigh with all of us.
Beverly Atkins <bevwalks@aol.com>
Clayton, NC - Thursday, June 22, 2006 9:52 AM CDT

Bless your sweet angel up in heaven.
--Thinking of you
A friend, - Thursday, June 22, 2006 8:18 AM CDT

Jeff,Amy,Ryan,Aunt Angie and family-
What a great memory share Jeff! Thank you for writing and showing us once again what a special little girl Ashleigh was and still is in our hearts. The time you spent with her in her garden is not only a memory for you, but for all of us and for her too. And the poem was beautiful Amy and I'm very excited to hear more about your books... Happy late Father's Day Jeff and lots of love coming your way! Jenny
Jenny Mouldsq <jk_moulds@yahoo.com>
Rockford, MI USA - Wednesday, June 21, 2006 5:34 PM CDT

What a great memory share! I check the site often but don't usually sign. But the memory share of the garden is just precious. I think of you all daily and keep you in my prayers.
A Faithful Reader
Sioux Falls, SD - Wednesday, June 21, 2006 1:28 PM CDT

awesome!!! It was more than wonderful to hear from you, Jeff. Thanks so much for the memory share. I'm sure Ryan will come to love helping in the garden as much as Ashleigh liked helping her dad. what great memories. Amy, your poem is beyond words.....you're amazing. what a truly beautiful expression of love for your daughter. I hope we are lucky enough to have you share more of your work with us. Both of you are wonderful parents to Ashleigh and all you did for her and to Ryan who has the best yet to come. Holding you in our hearts!!
Kathie Hoppe <hoppe@chartermi.net>
Alpena, mi - Tuesday, June 20, 2006 10:13 PM CDT

Hi Jeff
Just wanted to say thanks for the memory share. I know that the GARDEN will be producing lots of veggies this year as Ashleigh is making sure of that. PS Ashleigh was right about the carrots and that Ashleigh Caleb will love them because my rabbit Kallie eats them daily. PS Rabbits love bananas too!! I know you can't grow them in your garden it was just a thought HAHA!! I was so happy to read your memory share and to hear that you planted a garden this year. THAT IS WONDERFUL!! Know that we continue to think of you, Amy, Ryan and our memories of Ashleigh will never be forgotten. Lots of love to all of you Love Annie Hepburn
annie hepburn <hallie2@core.com>
Posen, MI - Tuesday, June 20, 2006 9:27 PM CDT

Hi Everyone
Just a quick Hi! Amy the poem you wrote to Ashleigh is amazing and took my breath away with tears in my eyes as well. What a way to express your feelings and to continue to help you to deal with all you have been through and continue to go through! I cannot wait to get your books when they are published. I will be sure to share them with our children someday and my nieces and nephews who were also touched by sweet little Ashleigh. They still love to look at all the pictures of Ashleigh when they come over. Hope all is well with all of you. Please tell Jeff Hi and give Ryan a hug from me. Also thanks for the updates and the poems and Aunt Angie thanks for the quotes. They all truely touch my heart. We love you guys. Love your cousins Annie and Jason Hepburn
annie hepburn <hallie2@core.com>
Posen, MI - Tuesday, June 20, 2006 9:11 PM CDT

Thank you, Jeff and Amy, for sharing your beautiful words and memories. Ashleigh is forever a special girl, and she has a special Mom and Dad. I won't forget little Ryan! Sweet little guy. You are all blessed to have each other in your lives. That will never change. May all your special memories give you comfort while knowing nothing will take away your pain. Bless you forever and always.

Shirley <schan031@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, June 20, 2006 12:35 AM CDT

Ashleigh
This week is the family picnic. I wish that you could be here, we all do. To honor you on your preschool graduation we will be singing You are my sunshine and sending some balloons up to heaven just for you. Becki is making a collage of you, Natalia, Johnny, Isabel and some of Caleb. It's been hard looking at all the old pictures of you all when you were babies but i'm glad we still have these pictures. Love you and miss you everyday
Jeff
Sorry its late but Happy Fathers Day. I was thinking of you all day. I hope it went well
Thinking of you all always
Bekki
Bekki Krul <mikeandsue828@yahoo.com>
Wyoming, MI USA - Tuesday, June 20, 2006 12:31 AM CDT

You are a beautiful writer. Ashleigh continues to send us all her love through you. I love you all.

Aunt Peggy <margaret-donnell@sbcglobal.net>
Dimondale, MI USA - Tuesday, June 20, 2006 6:20 AM CDT

I love the poem and thank you for the quotes for the week. They really are a thought to meditate on and really leave me thinking. I continue to keep you all in my thoughts and prayers daily. I hope that you have been having some good weather to enjoy! Hugs to all of you!
Michele Hines <Ourfmly1@qconline.com>
colona, IL - Tuesday, June 20, 2006 1:27 AM CDT

Your poem to Ashley is incredibly beautiful. It expresses so much--and you posted it on my mom's birthday--we lost her to aml.
With tears in my eyes, I wanted you to know that even I, a stranger, can feel the bond of love between you and your daughter.
Brenda
Milwaukee, WI USA - Tuesday, June 20, 2006 1:10 AM CDT

Hi Jeff, Amy and Ryan
Just wanted to stop in and say hi ad to let you know that there is not a moment that goes by that I do not think of you all. I continue to check Ashleigh's care page all the time and always look forward to the updates. I hope that you all are enjoying time together and at the cottage. Lots of love and prayers from our house to yours. Always know that your sweet Ashleigh is the BRIGHT SUN shining on you!! Please give our hugs to everyone Love Annie and Jason Hepburn
annie hepburn <hallie2@core.com>
Posen, MI - Monday, June 19, 2006 9:22 PM CDT

Ashleigh,
wow Honey, Mommys' poem was not only beautiful but left me in more tears!!! Oh sweetie PLEASE PLEASE send Mommy and Daddy some signs. PLease let Mommy know you are with her everywhere she goes. I know they miss you so so much.
I pray for them every single day.
Love always
Nancy
http://kellycountry2002.homestead.com/Index.html
Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Monday, June 19, 2006 5:05 PM CDT

Just to let you know that I still think of you and you beautiful Ashleigh every day. Keeping you in my prayers and hoping that you may find some peace on this earth.

Much love
Angela
angela <anji@comcast.net>
brighton, MI United States - Monday, June 19, 2006 4:59 PM CDT

Your words today are beautiful, just beautiful. Continued prayers for peace and comfort for all of you!
Kim
- Monday, June 19, 2006 2:43 PM CDT

Thinking of you all. Hope you had a comforting Father's Day weekend. Keeping you in our positive thoughts.

Take care-
The Shiemke Family
Eric, Amy, Britt, and Ian Shiemke <heatmi99@earthlink.net>
Farmington Hills, MI USA - Monday, June 19, 2006 10:14 AM CDT

Amy, Jeff & Ryan
Thanks so much for updating on how you are all doing. We think of you guys very often. The children's books sound very cool Amy. We look forward to seeing them in print. We had several visitors to the lemonade stand that had the pleasure of knowing your Ashleigh. Molly asked the other day if Ashleigh is still 4 in heaven. We told her she might stay fabulous 4 but will for sure have awesome parties & presents in heaven. Just remember she'll catch you up on all of that one day. We miss seeing you all but know you're in our thoughts so often.
the Caveras
E. Grand Rapids, MI - Monday, June 19, 2006 6:12 AM CDT

Happy Father's Day Jeff! I have been thinking of you guys these past few days as my family is headed to Alpena this week for a break. Hoping you get up there again soon. It's a great break.....as you know! Continued prayers and thoughts remain with all of you. God Bless you all!
Darrin, Amy (Kowalski) Allison & Kaitlyn Waggoner <amy.waggoner@earthlink.net>
Fairborn, OH - Sunday, June 18, 2006 9:25 PM CDT

Just wanted you to know that I'm still here and still praying so for your family and your broken hearts.
Rom 8:27 And he that searcheth the hearts knoweth what is the mind of the Spirit, because he maketh intercession for the saints according to the will of God.
The Prayer Bears Website

Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA USA - Sunday, June 18, 2006 7:33 PM CDT

Jeff, I know today must be really tough on you. But I wanted to wish you a Happy Fathers Day. I know that Ashleigh is with you in spirit, and hopefully is sending you some signs today.
Love and blessings always
Nancy
http://kellycountry2002.homestead.com/Index.html
Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, June 18, 2006 4:46 PM CDT

Happy Father's Day, Jeff! I'm sure Ryan made your day a great one and Ashleigh is pointing down showing everyone which is her wonderful dad!!! Thinking of you and hope you're doing ok. Best wishes always.
Kathie Hoppe <hoppe@chartermi.net>
Alpena, mi - Sunday, June 18, 2006 2:18 PM CDT

Wishing Jeff and the other men in Ashleigh's life a very happy and peaceful Father's Day. I know it will be a very difficult day and that Ashliegh's absence will be felt tremendously, but she is with you!

Kim
- Sunday, June 18, 2006 6:45 AM CDT

~ Jeff, Happy Father's Day! Wishing you many happy memories today!
Todd & Belinda Schafer & Boys
Ionia, MI 48846 - Saturday, June 17, 2006 11:38 PM CDT

Dear Ashleigh....I packed away all of Quinton's bottles tonight and as I was doing it, I had an overwhelming, instant feeling that I had to share it with you...as if you would want to know. He is growing up pumpkin and walking and talking...the baby days are over :( I know how you loved watching me give him a bottle when he was little...maybe that is why I thought of you tonight at that moment. WE think about you many times every day and the tears still flow unexpectedly but often. The "goneness" is there when we are all together...your absence tugs at our hearts. Forever and ever in our lives.
Angie Hendrickson <angie_hendrickson@alticor.com>
Grand RApids, MI USA - Saturday, June 17, 2006 8:25 PM CDT

Dear Amy, Jeff and Ryan,
Thinking of you all and keeping your family close to our hearts and in our prayers.
All Our Love,

The Konarzewski's
Shelby Twp, MI - Saturday, June 17, 2006 7:04 PM CDT

What an awesome quote on the site this week. Really gives us all something to think about and in such a postive way...we usually only think of our end. Thanks. Hope you're having a good weekend and with this heat, it's at the cottage! Thinking of all of you.

Kathie Hoppe <hoppe@chartermi.net>
Alpena, mi - Saturday, June 17, 2006 12:45 AM CDT

Just wanted to stop by and let you know you all remain in my thoughts and prayers.

http://www.freewebs.com/prayerbears/
Anne Elwell <wife4travis@yahoo.com>
Galesburg, MI USA - Saturday, June 17, 2006 8:36 AM CDT

Hi Jeff,Amy and Ryan, Just a note to say hi and that you are in our thoughts everyday along with your precious Ashleigh!!! Amy, you know we will be the 1st in line to buy your books!!! We are looking forward to reading them. We cannot wait!!! We are missing you all along with Angie and Steve. We love you all!!!
pam,kurt,elle and drew donakowski <pdonakowski@sbcglobal.com>
- Friday, June 16, 2006 9:56 AM CDT

Continuing to keep you all in my thoughts and prayers daily! Amy, I don't personally know you but am also so proud of you for writing those books and following through with the publication of them! How awesome!!! Hugs to all of you!
Michele Hines <Ourfmly1@qconline.com>
Colona, IL - Thursday, June 15, 2006 11:07 PM CDT

Thinking of your family and beautiful angel Ashleigh every day. I'm truely awestruck by your strength. All the best with your books. I'll be buying a copy!

Rhea
- Thursday, June 15, 2006 7:36 PM CDT

Just wanted to say that i am thinking about you all. No words can take the pain away but hopefully knowing people care can be of some comfort. My son died of NB just over a year ago. I understand the pure pain of losing a child. Love to all. X.X.X
Nicola Peppler <npeppler@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, June 15, 2006 3:25 PM CDT

Remaining in my daily thoughts and prayers...
Chrissy Delekta <cdelekta75@yahoo.com>
Rogers City, MI USA - Thursday, June 15, 2006 7:52 AM CDT

Just checking in on all of you and hoping y'all are doing okay. Take care.
Dina Richard
Paulina, LA USA - Wednesday, June 14, 2006 10:06 PM CDT

I will be heading to Alpena this week. I plan on stopping by at the cemetery. Grandma Esther told me the approximate location of Ashleigh's site. It sounds like it is not far from some of my family members' sites. I love the quote for this week. You remain in my thoughts and prayers. Love, Pamela
Pamela Anderson Courtright <pamela_courtright@yahoo.com>
Gaylord, MI USA - Wednesday, June 14, 2006 9:43 PM CDT

I was walking last night in the cemetary and stopped to visit your little monkey. I saw the bright red Begonias left for Ashleigh and they were absolutely beautiful, you can see them from a distance because they are so gorgeous!Beautiful just like Ashleigh!!Thinking of all of you, hoping you are enjoying your summer the best you can.
Karrie Schaedig
Alpena, MI - Wednesday, June 14, 2006 1:29 PM CDT

Hi Amy, I talked with your mom yesterday and she's as excited about your recent writings as you are! She's so proud of you. We'll all be anxious to read your books as soon as we can! Keep up the good work!
Kathie Hoppe <hoppe@chartermi.net>
Alpena, mi - Wednesday, June 14, 2006 7:05 AM CDT

Just a note to let all of you know that we still think of you often, and I will continue to keep you in my prayers.

Wishing you Love and Angels........
Kris Vander Till <kris@grmr.com>
- Tuesday, June 13, 2006 4:22 PM CDT

Just a note to let all of you know that we still think of you often, and I will continue to keep you in my prayers.

Wishing you Love and Angels........
Kris Vander Till <Krisv@aol.com>
- Tuesday, June 13, 2006 4:21 PM CDT

Dear Ashleigh's family,

Amy's words are beautiful. Thank you for sharing. Living each day without your little girl must be so difficult, so I pray for continued strength and love. You're right-- life is fragile. Yet for just a little girl, Ashleigh possessed extraordinary inner strength for all that she endured during her illness. This is what I am most in awe of. She must have drew strength from being surrounded by a loving family.

I come to Ashleigh's page often. I love to look at pictures of your beautiful daughter always with a brave smile. Ultimately that's what I hold near my heart--knowing this little girl and her family always forged ahead, no matter what life threw at them. Her illness never stopped her from living. She had it right. I think that is an ideal way to live one's life.

Shirley <schan031@yahoo.com>
New York, NY - Tuesday, June 13, 2006 12:02 AM CDT

I still check Ashleigh's site daily, sometimes multiple times. I won't pretend to understand what you are going through, but pray for continued strength. I hope that your pain is lessened with your writing. When you get your books published, let me know - I would like to buy some copies. I will keep you and your family in my prayers.
Kori Barry <barryfamily1011@msn.com>
Cedar Rapids, IA - Monday, June 12, 2006 9:21 PM CDT

Thinking of you and your precious Ashleigh, just as I do every day. Ashleigh: were you there to meet Jacob when he came Home last night? I sure hope so. PLease have him send his mommy and daddy some signs. I know they are just heartbroken.
Love always
Nancy
http://kellycountry2002.homestead.com/Index.html
Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Monday, June 12, 2006 12:22 AM CDT

Just wanted you to know I continue to think of Ashleigh. I check in every day. I love the quote up today. It gives me peace to think of dying in that light. Asleigh continues to touch my life and I guess I just wanted you to know that. I keep you all in my prayers.
Beverly Atkin <bevalks@aol.com>
Clayton, NC - Monday, June 12, 2006 11:56 AM CDT

I just wanted to let you know that Chris and I think of all of you often and are holding you up in prayer. Ashleigh holds a very special place in our hearts. We pray that the books do get published and honor Ashleigh.

Chris and Tami Van Stee <cntrypmpkn@yahoo.com>
Hastings, MI USA - Monday, June 12, 2006 10:13 AM CDT

Just wanted you to know someone in Alpena was thinking of all of you and Ashleigh. My routine was to check out your website every morning when I first got up and the last thing before I went to bed.....I'm on my way to bed and had to stop by.....good habits are hard to break. I hope you guys had a good weekend at the cottage. We send our continued prayers and support and a great big hug!!
Kathie Hoppe <hoppe@chartermi.net>
Alpena, mi - Sunday, June 11, 2006 9:29 PM CDT

Thank-you for the latest entry. We continue to pray and support you. I think of Ashleigh each day as well. I am now staying at home with my 2 daughter's (Allie goes to pre-school 1/2 day 3x/week), but we have been spending 2 hours at the playgrounds and picnic's with friends and I think of Ashleigh. Your family made me realize that 2 hours at a playground is cherished time and the laundry will be there in the evening when it's dark. God Bless you all! You all inspire us to be better families knowing that life is too short and we must enjoy each day with one another!
Darrin, Amy (Kowalski) Allison & Kaitlyn Waggoner <amy.waggoner@earthlink.net>
Fairborn, OH - Saturday, June 10, 2006 8:27 PM CDT

Dear Amy,

When I read your entry, it brought back like it was just yesterday the memory of hearing that Ashleigh had cancer. I was on the playground with the preschool children when Reka came out, crying, to give us the news. None of us could believe it, and not one of us doubted that she would beat this disease. I still can't believe her fight is over. As always, you are in our constant thoughts and prayers.

Love always,
Becki
Becki French <rkayfrench@comcast.net>
Kentwood, MI US - Saturday, June 10, 2006 6:33 PM CDT

Oh, I love children's books. I'll be praying that they can minister to others and I am glad that they have served as a channel of healing for you. I think of you often and pray for you as you continue to heal and grieve.
Love,
Lis Geoghegan <liveinspirit@aol.com>
Cabot, AR - Saturday, June 10, 2006 5:19 PM CDT

Thanks for the update. It's nice to hear things are gradually returning to a state of normalcy. You'll have to keep us posted on the publication date for your books! I'll be sure to add them to my 'list of essentials' for baby gift giving. I've no doubt they'll become a children's library staple just like Good Night Moon!

**Keeping your entire family in our positive thoughts daily

**Wishing you all a very happy, relaxing, comforting summer

**Hoping you get to spend lots of wonderful time at your cottage

Kindest regards-
The Shiemke Family
Eric, Amy, Britt, and Ian Shiemke <heatmi99@earthlink.net>
Farmington Hills, MI USA - Friday, June 9, 2006 9:12 AM CDT

Thank you for the wonderful update! We think of you and pray for you daily. We look forward to your books. What a wonderful tribute to a beautiful little girl? Love, The Courtright family
Pamela Anderson Courtright <pamela_courtright@yahoo.com>
Gaylord, MI USA - Thursday, June 8, 2006 5:36 PM CDT

Thinking of everyone, everyday. Thanks for the update Amy. You all remain in my prayers.
Chrissy Delekta <cdelekta75@yahoo.com>
Rogers City, MI USA - Thursday, June 8, 2006 12:33 AM CDT

Not a day goes by that I do not think of Ashleigh. She stole a piece of my heart. Thinking of you today and always.
Peg Poma <ppoma@firstcommunities.net>
Marietta, GA - Thursday, June 8, 2006 8:55 AM CDT

Thrilled to hear from you all. I am gearing myprayers towards a peace in your hearts and more laughter-thru-tears than sadness.

I'll send a couple prayers up for publishers to see your skills too. *winks*
Katie Peters <kmlindberg@yahoo.com>
Toledo, OH - Thursday, June 8, 2006 8:09 AM CDT

Dear Amy, Jeff and Ryan: I still come to Ashleigh's page every day to visit. I just will never let go of her. For someone that I've never met personally, she just touched me and I miss her. I think part of the reason that I come, is to check on all of you. I continue to pray for you as you go through this hard transition. I am so excited about your books and wish you all the best. Asheligh has made such an impact in so many people's lives, she had such a great purpose. She made more of a difference in her short time than some people make that live decades. I have used her life to teach my kids what really matters. Love and prayers to you all.
Suzy <suzyt888@aol.com>
West Chester, PA - Thursday, June 8, 2006 7:20 AM CDT

Just checking in. Our computer was down and out in a very bad way, but we have it up and running now. Your family has been in my thoughts and prayers the entire time. I still have the picture of Ashleigh playing a piano with that hat on hanging on my bullitan board in our office. I love it! Thank you Amy for updating! I hope that it helps you with the grief and doesn't hinder it. I know that out here in caringbridge land, those updates are much appreciated. It lets us know what to pray about to best help your family. I hope that your family is able to make some nice summer memories. I read Caleb's mom's entree. I loved to hear the Ashleigh and Caleb stories. What a beautiful friendship!!! All for now. Know that you are in my thoughts and prayers everyday! Hugs to all of you!
Michele Hines <Ourfmly1@qconline.com>
Colona, - Thursday, June 8, 2006 0:18 AM CDT

Ashleigh was such a beautiful little girl. I cannot imagine the pain you are going through, but I know that our Lord can comfort your aching hearts. Ashleigh is in your future, not your past. She has gone on ahead of you and one day you will have the most wonderful reunion.

I will keep you in my prayers.
God bless you all.
Terri D
Magnolia, De USA - Wednesday, June 7, 2006 11:16 PM CDT

You are in my thought's and prayers today and every day. Love, Rachelle
Rachelle Coller <tedcoller@yahoo.com>
Grand Rapids , MI - Wednesday, June 7, 2006 10:57 PM CDT

Hi Jeff, Amy and Ryan
Amy THANKS SOOO MUCH for the update. It brought tears to my eyes. Your strength and Jeff's Strength is amazing. As so many people say about your family you truley are and INSPIRATION to me and many others! There is not a moment that goes by that I wonder how you are doing. I am happy to hear that Jeff is back to work and that you are also back to work and Ryan is in School how Great!! He is a TRUE CHARMER!! Those eyes of his just touch my heart! WOW Writing books I am so happy and PROUD for you and I know that they will be published. As my niece Kailea wrote when they get published give us the info and we will be there to buy them and get an autographed copy!!! ASHLEIGH is BEAMING in HEAVEN about her mom and what a wonderful family she has. You and Jeff should be so proud of your parenting and just the special people and individuals you both are!! You guys are AMAZING!! Please give our hugs to each other, Ryan, TIger and Rosie Caleb! Sweet miss Ashleigh I truely miss you and your smile but I know you REACHED FOR THE STARS and are the BRIGHT SUN and STARS shining down on me daily. Lots of love and prayers to all of you Love always your cousins Annie and Jason Hepburn
PS I am so happy that Ryan's appointment went well!!
annie hepburn <hallie2@core.com>
Posen, MI - Wednesday, June 7, 2006 9:21 PM CDT

Amy, Jeff, and Ryan,
I am so glad to hear that you are taking steps towards normalness again. I cannot wait to read the stories once they get published!! Can you put the names of the books on here so we can buy them and let us know where and when you will be signing autographs so we can be there?hehe Thanks bunches... R.I.P Ashleigh
Kailea Hauff <trigger_ gurl101@hotmail.com>
Presque Isle, Mi USA - Wednesday, June 7, 2006 7:17 PM CDT

Amy-
Thanks for the update, so nice to hear how you all are doing. Can't wait to read your stories WHEN they get published!! Just wanted you to know that your sweet Ashleigh is thought of often and continues to influence my life in so many positive ways. You all remain in my thoughts.
Karrie Schaedig
Alpena, MI - Wednesday, June 7, 2006 5:55 PM CDT

I am so glad to hear how your family is doing. You have all been in my prayers, daily. Ashleigh has truly left her mark on so many.

Rebecca Fleming <rektorikfleming@yahoo.com>
Ridgeland, MS USA - Wednesday, June 7, 2006 5:01 PM CDT

Hi Amy.
How wonderful to see an update and hear about your amazingly strong family. You continue to be in out thoughts and prayers. Sweet Ashleigh touched me deeply and I will never forget! Good luck with your books! keep us posted:o)
Melissa Arnold <ecco526@aol.com>
Zebulon, NC - Wednesday, June 7, 2006 3:39 PM CDT

Thinking of you today. All the best.
Robin Brunet <robinb@neptune.on.ca>
Bradford, Ontario Canada - Wednesday, June 7, 2006 1:51 PM CDT

My thoughts and prayers are with you guys, today and always. Sweet Ashleigh, you will never be forgotten!
Monica Coffey <tika98@yahoo.com>
Frisco, TX - Wednesday, June 7, 2006 1:22 PM CDT

Amy-

I was so happy to see that you had a new entry today and continue to think about your strength and going through each moment with the loss of Ashleigh.

I cherish the words that Jeff once wrote "just hug your children". My four children get more hugs than ever before.

I hope the stepping stones we sent to you will bring many wonderful memories to you, Jeff, and Ryan.

I'm so proud of you writing books. And, YES they will be published. I'm also so proud of you going back to work. I read with a smile when you call daycare "school". We've always done the same thing with our children.

You are such a beautiful person inside and out! Keep inspiring all of us.

Much love and Friendship-

Julie
Julie <julie.biber@edelman.com>
Cedarburg, wi 53023 - Wednesday, June 7, 2006 12:00 AM CDT

Jeff, Amy, Ryan -
It's so hard to believe it's been 10 weeks since Ashleigh earned her Angel Wings. I still pray for you guys, that you can find peace, that you can have comfort, that you can go forward, even though it's the hardest to do. I hope you enjoy the cottage this summer, and make some new memories - as you know, they last forever. I wanted to write to you to let you know that I will be first in line to get an autographed copy of your books!! How exciting and what a way to honor Ashleigh. I'm sure she was right there, looking over your shoulder, flapping her wings, with her cute little grin, putting the words in your mind. She can share the books with all her angel buddies. Take care and know that even though it's been 10 weeks, there are many who keep praying.
Love, Shari
Shari Hendrickson <dnhendrickson@sbcglobal.net>
Wyoming, MI USA - Wednesday, June 7, 2006 10:43 AM CDT

Amy, Jeff, Ryan and Angel Ashleigh,

What a hard day it is! I still remember getting the phone call from you Amy about 2 years ago, and remembering how surreal everything seemed. I can't believe everything that has happened over the last two years...the joy and pain we've experienced with your family along the way. The good times will never be forgotten and the special, special bond Caleb and Ashleigh shared, and still do share, will never be gone. We still want to let you know how proud we are of your entire family. The strength you showed on the hardest days will never be forgotten. Ashleigh had the best family to help her through those extremely tough two years, and is smiling down at you from Heaven and is so proud of you. We are so fortunate to have grown so close to your family and share the special memories still of Ashleigh with you.....We know Caleb will never ever forget any of the special times they had. She has a piece of his heart that will never be shared with anyone else. A bond that will last forever and ever. Amy, you are right about your books....they are awesome and will for sure be published. You are doing something Ashleigh would be sooo proud of....you are making her smile and giggle!! Keep living each day as best you can!! You inspire us all and make us better people.

Angel Ashleigh,
Thanks for continuing to be such a great friend to Caleb! I know you help him out and look out for him and talk with him! You're such a sweetheart and we miss you so much! Caleb misses you soooo much, but tells me that you two will be friends forever and I do believe him!!!

Love to you all,
Jenny Wolf and Family
Jenny Wolf <stevejennywolf@aol.com>
Wayland, MI USA - Wednesday, June 7, 2006 8:39 AM CDT

Amy, Jeff & Ryan; Thanks for the update. We continue to keep you all in our thoughts & prayers. Life coninues on & as hard as that is sometimes we know that is what has to happen. That's great about the Kids Books. I'm sure that they are wonderful. Take Care & continue to enjoy each day & I can't imagine how hard it is sometimes. Just hope that it helps knowing that so many people care.
Pat Corwin <pjcorwin@hotmail.com>
Ticonderoga, NY USA - Wednesday, June 7, 2006 7:05 AM CDT

Amy,
I certainly enjoyed getting an update from you. You and your family continue to be in my thoughts and prayers. I pray that God brings peace to your hearts and lives. Your daughter has had such a positive affect on so many lives and I know that must make you so proud! Take care.
Dina Richard
Paulina, LA USA - Tuesday, June 6, 2006 10:40 PM CDT

Amy, thank you so much for your update tonight. How nice to hear how all of you are doing. We all know it can't be easy and we worry and wonder about you every day. Life will never be the same and it shouldn't be. How lucky you have Ryan to bring a smile to everyone's face. I'm sure he's such a pleasure to everyone who meets him!! I'm glad to hear you're enjoying the cottage and getting some time to relax there. How wonderful to hear you're writing books! What an awesome idea and a terrific tribute to Ashleigh. She'd be so proud of you!!! She always knew you were the best!! Many thanks again for sharing your life with so many of us. We think of you and Ashleigh every single day and wish you well.
Kathie Hoppe <hoppe@chartermi.net>
Alpena, mi - Tuesday, June 6, 2006 9:17 PM CDT

Thinking of you and praying that each day gets a little easier to you as you remember your sweet Ashleigh forever.

http://www.freewebs.com/prayerbears/
Anne Elwell <wife4travis@yahoo.com>
Galesburg, MI USA - Tuesday, June 6, 2006 9:17 PM CDT

Thinking of you always. You are forever in our prayers. Elle said to me on Saturday as we were going to her dance recital, mom I know Ashleigh has grown her hair back. I just didn't even know what to say. I told her I bet that she was right and she is out of pain and I am sure that is what you hold on to everyday to help you through. Please know we love you all and your in our prayers everyday.
pam,kurt,elle and drew donakowski <ponskowski@sbcglobal.net>
- Tuesday, June 6, 2006 3:28 PM CDT

I have no words! What a beautiful and couragous little girl! My heart goes out to you all.
Cheyleen Derr
Grand Rapids, MI USA - Tuesday, June 6, 2006 1:19 PM CDT

Still praying... I think of your daughter often and share her story with others.
Landy
- Tuesday, June 6, 2006 0:03 AM CDT

How are you all?
KP <kmlindberg@yahoo.com>
Toledo, OH - Monday, June 5, 2006 7:01 AM CDT

Things have been crazy here in Gaylord--as they have been in Grand Rapids as well (mistaken identity). Even so, we continue to pray for you and think of you daily. We will continue to look for new memories on this site. Love, The Courtright family
Pamela Anderson Courtright <pamela_courtright@yahoo.com>
Gaylord, MI USA - Sunday, June 4, 2006 8:34 PM CDT

Hi Amy and Jeff and Angie, Still checking in daily to see Miss Ashleigh's beautiful smile and to see the "memory share". I love the video, how sweet! Jeff and Amy, please update and let us know how you and Ryan are doing. We all love you and would like to hear from you.
Barbara
Conway, SC USA - Friday, June 2, 2006 6:34 AM CDT

Dear Jeff, Amy, and Ryan, Ashleigh will live in my heart
forever. You have lived a horrendous ordeal, but Ashleigh's
legacy lives on!
Rebecca Awtrey
Grand Rapids, MI usa - Thursday, June 1, 2006 10:40 PM CDT

Dear Jeff, Amy, and Ryan,
Thanks for the beautiful Memory Share pictures. Ashleigh's smile brings a smile to my face. I hope that you are well. Thinking of you...
Silvia <silvia@dodgeplanet.com>
Monterey Park, CA - Thursday, June 1, 2006 10:10 PM CDT

Wanted you to know that I'm still praying so for your family! I'm still thinking about you...
Ps 71:3 Be thou my strong habitation, whereunto I may continually resort: thou hast given commandment to save me; for thou art my rock and my fortress.
The Prayer Bears Website

Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA USA - Thursday, June 1, 2006 10:59 AM CDT

Ashleigh's Family,

I took a moment this morning & looked at all her pictures...What a sweet little girl...She has seen more places & experiences more happiness than I have as a grown adult. She was very lucky to have you as her family. You are in my heart & prayers.
Jenn Hartley <ronjenn696@prodigy.net>
bensalem, PA USA - Thursday, June 1, 2006 6:47 AM CDT

Jeff Amy and Ryan
I was thinking about Ashleigh the other day . Autumn woke up from her nap and was talking about how Ashleigh didn't go to heaven with Great Grandma, she was all better and she was going to come to school and play. i wish it were true. Even though Autumn and Ashleigh were in diiferent rooms Autumn still remembers and misses her, as we all do.
Tinking of you all always
Bekki Autumn and Kenny
Bekki Krul <mikeandsue828@yahoo.com>
Wyoming, MI USA - Thursday, June 1, 2006 5:45 AM CDT

To Ashleigh's family,
I still read her page every week. I still cry and mourn for your loss and I never even knew your precious little one. I am so sad for you and wanted you to know that I can't wait to someday meet your beautiful daugher in glory where she is healed and free of pain. I am not sure why I was so drawn to Ashleigh and why I keep checking back on you all. My little guy was tested for Neuroblastoma and thankfully it was negative. I'm still praying for your family and crying tears of sorrow for the grief only another mother knows. Take care and rest in Him tonight.
Amy
Amy Wilkie <anwilkie@charter.net>
Lakeville, MN - Wednesday, May 31, 2006 11:40 PM CDT

Thinking of everyone today, as always.
Chrissy Delekta <cdelekta75@yahoo.com>
Rogers City, MI USA - Wednesday, May 31, 2006 2:55 PM CDT

Thinking of you today, sweet little girl, and hoping you are making big bouquets of dandelions!
Steve, Gretchen, and Jack Rea
GretchenRea <GretchenRea@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, May 31, 2006 2:09 PM CDT

hey how ya doin what's goin on i hope that you are doin ok
alicia <zol4@verizon.net>
- Wednesday, May 31, 2006 11:35 AM CDT

Knowing these days must be so hard.

The Lord bless thee, and keep thee: the Lord make his face shine upon thee, and be gracious unto thee: the Lord lift up his countenance upon thee, and give thee peace. Numbers 6:24-26

Nathaniel and Mom
Vicki
Portage, IN - Tuesday, May 30, 2006 10:18 PM CDT

We are still praying for your healing and sending all good wishes your way. Love, The Beukers
Sarah Swallow Beuker <sarabi3@hotmail.com>
Portage, MI - Tuesday, May 30, 2006 10:08 PM CDT

Thinking of all of you wishing you the best prayers are going your way
Lori Ensign <loriensign@aol.com>
Belmont, Mi USA - Tuesday, May 30, 2006 2:19 PM CDT

Thinking of you and praying for you! ((((HUGS))))
Alison, Hunter, and Chloe <alewis328@gmail.com>
Beech Grove, IN USA - Tuesday, May 30, 2006 10:48 AM CDT

Thinking of you today!
Love, The Courtright family
Pamela Anderson Courtright <pamela_courtright@yahoo.com>
Gaylord, MI USA - Tuesday, May 30, 2006 10:31 AM CDT

Just wanted to let your family know I was thinking of you today and hoping you're doing well. Sounds like you spent the weekend at the cottage doing some fun things. I'm sure Ryan enjoys the water and fun. You're always in my heart.
Kathie Hoppe <hoppe@chartermi.net>
Alpena, mi - Tuesday, May 30, 2006 6:32 AM CDT

Ashleigh,

I miss you sooo much!!! I hung out with your family this weekend, and it was a lot of fun!! It sure is different without you there, we always had so much fun together whether it was catching weed fish, running in the rain, building sand castles, swinging, throwing our glow necklaces in the dark.....I could go on and on about all our fun times. It makes me sad that you aren't here!! Your Dad fished with me...we caught tons!! I know you saw us...I know you are there. I haven't written here in a while because I always have my special talks with you each night before bed time. I miss your beautiful smile, but I see a lot of you when I hang out with Ryan and your mom and dad. They are so special and have been so nice to me like always. We always talk about how special you were and are when we hang out. Ryan is getting soooo big, and I know he misses you too!! Tonight when I was talking to you, I looked at the rock you gave me and it was sparkling bright. I know you were listening to me. I love you so much Ashleigh!! Until we see each other again.....best friends forever and ever!!!!
Love, Caleb
Caleb Lane <stevejennywolf@aol.com>
Wayland, MI USA - Monday, May 29, 2006 9:21 PM CDT

I am still praying for all of you.
Love,
Lis Geoghegan <liveinspirit@aol.com>
Cabot, AR - Monday, May 29, 2006 11:06 AM CDT

HI Pumpkin - we thought of you today when Xander was having fun in his new, big pool - we just know you would have loved it and been really excited. Xander was stacking up the pegs from the pegboard you used to play with and he pretended that you were one stack, and he was the other one, and he was trying to figure out who was taller and which stack of pegs to make taller. He misses you!! We all miss you each and every day! Summer is here now and it goes without saying that every moment brings memories. We spent yesterday at your cottage and Xander caught 2 fish and Ryan got 1 - I know you were with us on the dock watching us fish...I had an incredible sense of you being there which brought me to tears for a minute. We also saw a butterfly flying around us in 2 circles while Xander & Quinton were playing in the new pool at the cottage...was that you? I said "there is Ashleigh". And of course when Xander didn't eat one bite of dinner, we laughed about how we needed you to tell him to "sit down and eat your food Alex!". I know you are happy we are having fun and smiling...you would be so proud of Mommy & Daddy & Ryan...they are making the best of every moment and holding you close to their heart. There is a wonderful picture collage now up at the cottage of all your fun special times there last summer. Like your Mommy said "The cottage was meant to be" and it will always be "Ashleigh's Cottage" in my mind. Take care baby girl...keep having fun in Heaven... until we meet again!!

Love,
Aunt Angie
Angie Hendrickson <angie_hendrickson@alticor.com>
Grand Rapids, MI` USA - Sunday, May 28, 2006 10:11 PM CDT

Thinking of you today...God Bless!
Dina Richard
Paulina, LA USA - Saturday, May 27, 2006 4:29 PM CDT

What a great new memory share. Many thanks for still sharing your family and lives with all of us. Wishing you a good memorial weekend....maybe warm weather and a great time at the cottage.
Kathie Hoppe <hoppe@chartermi.net>
Alpena, mi - Friday, May 26, 2006 10:00 PM CDT

They are a team! What lovely photos and memories you share....what a smile! Your family has been through so much since those photos were taken, it must seem like a lifetime ago, but really not so long ago....

Your children are beautiful. Ashleigh never lost her smile. Such a special girl. Bless you all.
Shirley <schan031@yahoo.com>
- Friday, May 26, 2006 2:30 PM CDT

What beautiful pictures of Ashleigh and Ryan! You are in our thoughts and prayers.
Cindy M
Davie, FL USA - Friday, May 26, 2006 10:24 AM CDT

Thinking of you, hopeing your doing well. Here is a poem i found and thought of you all.
I'll Be There
Daddy please don't look so sad,
Momma please don't cry,
Cause I am in the arms of Jesus and
He sings me lullabies.
Please try not to question God,
Don't think He is unkind.
Don't think He sent me to you,
And then He changed His mind.
You see, I am a Special Child,
And I am needed up above,
I'm the special gift you gave Him,
The product of your love.
I'll always be there with you,
And watch the sky at night
Find the brightest star that's gleaming,
That's my halo's brilliant light
You'll see me in the morning frost,
That mists your windowpane.
That's me, in the summer showers,
I'll be dancing in the rain.
When you feel a gentle breeze,
From a gentle wind that blows,
That's me, I'll be there, Planting a kiss on your nose.
When you see a child playing,
And your heart feels a little tug,
That's me, I'll be there, giving your heart a hug.
So, daddy, please don't look so sad,
Mommy don't you cry.
I'm in the arms of Jesus,
and He sings me lullabies.
~Author Unknown

Peggy Pride <ppride@oldfash.com>
mayville, wi USA - Friday, May 26, 2006 9:52 AM CDT

Another beautiful picture and memory. Thanks for sharing! Have a wonderful weekend. Love, The Courtrights
Pamela Anderson Courtright <pamela_courtright@yahoo.com>
Gaylord, MI USA - Friday, May 26, 2006 7:46 AM CDT

Loved the new memory share....Have a good weekend.
Chrissy Delekta <cdelekta75@yahoo.com>
Rogers City, MI USA - Friday, May 26, 2006 7:44 AM CDT

Wishing you all a very relaxing, comfortable Memorial weekend. Love your new memory share...what beautiful children! Keeping you all in our positive thoughts.

Warmest regards-
The Shiemke Family
Eric, Amy, Britt, and Ian Shiemke <heatmi99@earthlink.net>
Farmington Hills, MI USA - Friday, May 26, 2006 7:22 AM CDT

Hi Everyone
I still check in everyday but haven't wrote in awhile. Today I saw a Beautiful Rainbow and sweet little Miss Ashleigh came to my mind. Infact she never leaves my mind. I still think of her and will always know that she is a HERO to me and a TRUE Inspiration REACHING FOR THE STARS!!! I hope that you all are doing good and that each day happy memories are made. I bet Ryan is getting soooooo big. Hoepfully when you are in Alpena one of these times we will be able to meet him. I hope you enjoy your Memorial Day weekend. Jeff I miss you entries as I never new if you would make me burst into laughter or tears! And I sure miss the Polluck! Hope all is well know that you are always in our thoughts and prayers. Love Annie and Jason Hepburn
annie Hepburn <hallie2@core.com>
Posen, MI - Thursday, May 25, 2006 9:05 PM CDT

Dear Jeff, Amy and Ryan- We will be up in Alpena all this next week so I plan on stopping in on Ashleigh and saying hello! I was driving home from work last night and through the dark rain clouds came the most beautiful ray of sun. I immediately thought of Ashleigh and knew that she must have been smiling about something at that very moment and I was just lucky enough to catch a glimpse of her happiness. I think about all of you every day and keep you all in my prayers! Much love to you and your family- Jenny
Jenny Moulds <jk_moulds@yahoo.com>
Rockford, MI - Thursday, May 25, 2006 6:43 PM CDT

I still check in to see my little friend Ashleigh and the memory shares which give all of us a little glimpse into her powerful life. Hope you feel God's hand on you daily!
Lynne <rulesroom58@yahoo.com>
Shorter, AL US - Thursday, May 25, 2006 11:45 AM CDT

Not a day goes by where I don't think of you all. I hope your pain is eased a little as each day passes.
Chrissy Delekta <cdelekta75@yahoo.com>
Rogers City, MI USA - Thursday, May 25, 2006 10:46 AM CDT

My parents plan on selling their house on Long Lake in Alpena this summer. I think of Ashleigh--how much she enjoyed days at the cottage. I will miss those days at the lake with my family. I know you will miss those days at the lake with Ashleigh.

You continue to be in my thoughts and prayers. I check in daily and think of you often.

My treatments continue. I hope to meet you on one of my trips to G.R.--every 28 days. Take care. Love, Pamela and the rest of the Courtright family
Pamela Anderson Courtright <pamela_courtright@yahoo.com>
Gaylord, MI USA - Thursday, May 25, 2006 7:42 AM CDT

Still thinking of you all and praying for continued strength for your family.
Kris B <AustinMyAngel@hotmail.com>
South Bend, IN - Thursday, May 25, 2006 3:32 AM CDT

Just checking in again with the hopes that each day is a little better than the day before. All of you remain in my thoughts and prayers each day and as before I check out this site every morning and every evening....always hoping for good news. A good habit is hard to break. Thinking of you as well as Ashleigh and thought you'd like to know!!!
Kathie Hoppe <hoppe@chartermi.net>
Alpena, mi - Wednesday, May 24, 2006 9:06 PM CDT

A Measure of Life by Marjorie Wright Miller

The elm lives on for half a hundred years
Or more, a rose but a single June;
No need to wish it were not so; tears
Of regret can never change the tune
Of Earth�s mysterious song; she measures time
In beauty, not by the numbered hours she lasts,
Not by heights to which a tree can climb,
But by the sheltering shade that it casts;
The smallest flower that breathes but a day
Distills its fragrance into sweet perfume,
Garbs itself with grace in bright array-
Exquisite, brief intensity in bloom.
Whether the notes of life are short or long,
From end to end what matters is the song

Thinking of you
- Wednesday, May 24, 2006 12:48 AM CDT

The video is so sweet- I have never met Ashleigh but I am still missing her deeply- I hope you are doing well...

God Bless-
Kim <kas412@sbcglobal.net>
Bartlett, IL - Wednesday, May 24, 2006 8:14 AM CDT

Dear Ashleigh...well, we have your cottage all spruced up and ready to go for the summer!! I hope you saw all the family working hard on Saturday cleaning everything and spending fun times together. I dusted your Barbie fishing pole so you would be happy it's nice & clean...it's still hanging on the fishing pole rack as if it's waiting for you to come take it fishing again. It made me smile thinking of you fishing and how excited you were to catch fish. Alexander is eager to try out his fishing skills that you taught him last summer. I hope you were watching us Saturday and were with us in spirit...did you see Mommy, Xander & I go pick up Grandma Esther in the canoe and save her??? That was funny! Every day sparks memories of you! On the way to work today I saw the Medi-Vac helicopter landing on the hospital and I thought about us watching and listening for it when you were in the hospital...especially in ICU when it landed right over the top of your room and ice and snow used to fly around like a mini snowstorm every time. The longer you are gone pumpkin, the more harsh of a reality it is of just how much we are missing you. I miss you soo much!!

Love,
Aunt Angie
Angie Hendrickson <angie_hendrickson@alticor.com>
Grand Rapids, MI USA - Tuesday, May 23, 2006 9:58 PM CDT

Dear Amy,
I wanted to say how sorry I am for your loss. Words just can't describe how my heart breaks for you. I cannot stop crying as I read all your entries....ashleigh is a beautiful girl, just like her mom. No parent should have to go through this kind of pain. I wish I could take some of it away somehow. Thank you for sharing your journey. Today is my baby's 1st birthday, and I hug her tightly knowing how fragile and temporary life is. Your sweet little girl is safe and happy in heaven and you will meet again.
My love, Kara (Middleditch) Malone
Marshall, Michigan
Kara Malone <maloka@mail.homer.k12.mi.us>
Marshall, MI USA - Tuesday, May 23, 2006 1:32 PM CDT

When I look around and see the beautiful flowers blooming everywhere, I think of Ashleigh and how she is not suffering right now, and knowing you must be.

You are in my thoughts and prayers.

Brenda
Milwaukee, WI - Tuesday, May 23, 2006 9:25 AM CDT

thinking of you and praying for strength and faith as the days go along. Carol
carol hagemann <tednalice@one-eleven.net>
argenta, il usa - Tuesday, May 23, 2006 8:21 AM CDT

Thinking of your family this beautiful morning and wanted you to know!!! Hope you have a good day and know how much you're loved!!!
Kathie Hoppe <hoppe@chartermi.net>
Alpena, mi - Tuesday, May 23, 2006 6:49 AM CDT

Good afternoon, I think about Ashleigh...a princess I never had the pleasure of meeting, on more than one occasion every day. She is in mine and my 4 year old son's prayers every night, so is her beautiful family. Hope you are all well. Congratulations on the success of your walk. Bless you all.
Jean Ramos <sutayjobe@hotmail.com>
Chicago, Il USA - Monday, May 22, 2006 1:04 PM CDT

I am still praying for all of you and hoping that you are able to find some peace and smiles amidst the tears.
Kim
- Monday, May 22, 2006 7:36 AM CDT

Continue to think of everyone daily...everytime I see the sunshine I think of your little Ashleigh...
Chrissy Delekta <cdelekta75@yahoo.com>
Rogers City, MI USA - Monday, May 22, 2006 7:16 AM CDT

Just letting you know all of you are in my thoughts and prayers. We miss hearing from you Jeff and a big thank you to Amy for her updates. I'm sure not a day goes by that hundreds of people don't think of Ashleigh and her family. Sending you my best.
Kathie Hoppe <hoppe@chartermi.net>
Alpena, mi - Monday, May 22, 2006 7:00 AM CDT

Just checking in on all of you and remembering your beautiful Ashleigh!
Dina Richard
Paulina, LA USA - Sunday, May 21, 2006 11:13 PM CDT

Just wanted to stop by to let you know you are in my thoughts and prayers.

http://www.freewebs.com/prayerbears/
Anne Elwell <wife4travis@yahoo.com>
Galesburg, MI USA - Sunday, May 21, 2006 9:58 AM CDT

I have followed ashleigh for quite some time, and this is the first I have wrote. I wanted to sincerely thank you for sharing her with all of us. She has left a mark on my life, and made me a better parent. I hug my kids a bit tighter, and I live each day to the fullest. I wish you peace and love.
Thank you.
Becky Wolfington
MI - Sunday, May 21, 2006 9:04 AM CDT

Amy, Jeff, Ryan and Aunt Angie
I'm just thinking of you guys today, just as I do every day. I'm wondering how you are doing, and how life is getting along. I hope you are doing okay, and pray for you every day.
You are always in my thoughts and prayers
Nancy
http://kellycountry2002.homestead.com/Index.html
Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, May 20, 2006 11:52 AM CDT

I am still praying for you! Glad to hear the relay was a great success.
Love,
Lis Geoghegan <liveinspirit@aol.com>
Cabott, AR - Saturday, May 20, 2006 11:10 AM CDT

Our computer has been down for a while. We missed Little Miss Ashleigh's smiling face and your wonderful updates. Thinking of you today and every day--regardless of whether or not we sign in. Love, The Courtright family
Pamela Anderson Courtright <pamela _courtright@yahoo.com>
Gaylord, MI USA - Friday, May 19, 2006 5:41 AM CDT

I think and pray for you daily. I hope you all are doing well and that Amy and Angie had a wonderful Mother's Day.
Alison Lewis <alewis328@gmail.com>
Beech Grove, IN USA - Thursday, May 18, 2006 7:22 PM CDT

Love the clip from Aunt Angie & the memory from Ashleigh's Grandma Kate. May you continue to know that people are thinking of the family. Take Care
Pat Corwin <pjcorwin@hotmail.com>
Ticonderoga, NY USA - Thursday, May 18, 2006 3:24 PM CDT

Continued prayers, love, and support to all of you as you take each day one minute at a time. As so many have told you we cannot imagine the pain you must have each day. We pray that each day you feel the love and support from all of Ashleigh's supporter's! I have to tell you that because of Ashleigh that each day I spend hours reading to my girl's. It's Allison's favorite thing to do is to sit in a chair and read. Sometimes I feel guilty for not getting other things done and then I see Ashleigh pop in my head....and I remember that the dusting can be done later...for now I'm reading to my 3 year old and 2 month old. God Bless you all!

Darrin, Amy (Kowalski) Allison & Kaitlyn Waggoner <amy.waggoner@earthlink.net>
Fairborn, OH - Wednesday, May 17, 2006 8:03 PM CDT

To Jeff, Amy, Ryan and your families... We are still thinking of and praying for you all and for Miss Ashleigh in Heaven.
The Beukers <abeuker@charter.net>
Portage, MI - Wednesday, May 17, 2006 1:08 PM CDT

Dear Amy, Angie, and Grandmas
Just wanted to let you know that I was thinking of all of you on Mother's Day! I hope that your day was filled with much love, including beautiful memories of Ashleigh! All my best...
Silvia <silvia@dodgeplanet.com>
Monterey Park, CA - Wednesday, May 17, 2006 2:30 AM CDT

I enjoy ashleigh's memory share's and look for them often. I have been following ashleigh's story for awhile know. What a beautiful family you have.
Lisa Welker <lisawelker@aol.com>
Milpitas, CA usa - Tuesday, May 16, 2006 11:16 PM CDT

Thinking of everyone today....Absolutely loved Grandma Kate's memory share.
Chrissy Delekta <cdelekta75@yahoo.com>
Rogers City, MI USA - Tuesday, May 16, 2006 1:46 PM CDT

Amy
I thought about you all day on Mothers Day, I know Ashleigh was too. Thinking of you all always.
Bekki
Bekki Krul <mikeandsue828@yahoo.com>
Wyoming, MI USA - Tuesday, May 16, 2006 11:47 AM CDT

Hope all the wonderful women in Ashleigh's life had a beautiful Mother's day. Keeping you all in our thoughts.

Kind regards-
The Shiemke Family
Eric, Amy, Britt, and Ian Shiemke <heatmi99@earthlink.net>
Farmington Hills, MI USA - Tuesday, May 16, 2006 7:15 AM CDT

Hi Everyone
Amy I hope that you had a wonderful Mother's Day. You truely deserve the best. I continue to have you all in my thoughts daily. I hope all is well with all of you. Please give that cute little Ryan a great big bear hug from us and don't forget Tiger and Rosie Caleb. Thinking of you all today and always Love Always Jason and Annie Hepburn
annie hepburn <hallie2@core.com>
Posen, MI - Monday, May 15, 2006 9:21 PM CDT

Hi,
I know u dont no me but i no u because im from mrs. saranen's class tat sent ashleigh valentines cards and gifts so im always thinking of you and praying and wishing u the best though life p.s. PLZZZZZZZZ write back and by the way wut's your email adreesss can u plzzz sendit 2 me?

Shelby Duncan <shelby_duncan@hotmail.com>
Hubbard Lake, MI Untied States - Monday, May 15, 2006 5:14 PM CDT

I just wanted to let you know how sorry I am for your loss. I have been following Ashleigh's story and I am just heartbroken to know that she passed. I also lost a child almost one year ago and know how much it hurts... May God fill your family's hearts with peace and comfort in such a hard time. I will continue to keep you and your family in my thoughts and prayers. I am sure she will always be watching over her family!!
Barbara Mejia <nicabarbie78@yahoo.com>
Dickinson, TX USA - Monday, May 15, 2006 9:06 AM CDT

Amy,
I just wanted to wish you a happy mother's day. I know you are a special mother that loves her children deeply and continue to pray for your broken heart. Although I have never met Ashleigh my heart was touched by her and I will continue to think of her light that touched this world. Please know that you are being uplifted in prayer tonight and every night. God bless you and take care of that beautiful little boy.
Amy
Amy Wilkie <anwilkie@charter.net>
Lakeville , MN - Sunday, May 14, 2006 10:25 PM CDT

Amy,
I was thinking of you today and how blessed Ashleigh was to have such a very special mom!! Happy Mother's Day!!!
Love... Rachelle
Rachelle Coller <tedcoller@yahoo.com>
Grand Rapids, MI 49507 - Sunday, May 14, 2006 8:33 PM CDT

Happy Mother's Day to Amy, Angie, and all Ashleigh's grandmothers!! Wishing you the best on this special day. Hope you are all finding some comfort in all the precious memories of your little monkey!
Karrie Schaedig
Alpena, MI - Sunday, May 14, 2006 8:25 PM CDT

Sending warm wishes to you this Mother's Day.
Love,
Jennifer Click and Carolyn & Evan Coveney <jclick@mindspring.com>
Falls Church, VA - Sunday, May 14, 2006 8:21 PM CDT

Amy,
Happy Mother's Day to the strongest, bravest, most caring mom in the entire world. You are an inspiration to all and gave 110% to Ashleigh during the last couple of years. She was so lucky to have you as a mom, and she is smiling at you today and telling all her fairy friends about how awesome you were and still are. I know the bond you two had, how amazing and loving it was and will always be, and how hard it is each day for you now. She is with you and will always be....in your heart!! I am so proud of you and your family. Keep living each day as best as you can knowing Ashleigh is smiling down at you. Love to you always.

Love,
Jenny Wolf and Family
Jenny Wolf and Family <stevejennywolf@aol.com>
Wayland, MI USA - Sunday, May 14, 2006 7:56 PM CDT

I remember the first Mother's Day that caused pain instead of joy. Mother's Day will never be the same for you. Know that my thoughts and prayers are with you especially today as you see others celebrating while there's a hole in your heart!
Isa 49:13 Sing, O heavens; and be joyful, O earth; and break forth into singing, O mountains: for the LORD hath comforted his people, and will have mercy upon his afflicted.
The Prayer Bears Website

Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA USA - Sunday, May 14, 2006 5:27 PM CDT

Dear Amy....
Thinking of you, especially on Mother's Day. May you find little whispers from heaven when you miss your sweet Ashleigh the most. I know that Ashleigh is flying with her princess pals telling everyone what a wonderful mommy you are. Know without a doubt your gave your little girl the world. Peace to you...
Jodi Bauers
Grand Rapids, MI - Sunday, May 14, 2006 4:08 PM CDT

I know today must be especially hard being mothers day. Please know my heart and prayers are with you.
God bless
Nancy
http://kellycountry2002.homestead.com/Index.html

Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, May 14, 2006 2:52 PM CDT

Amy and Aunt Angie,

Wishing you both a Happy Mothers Day! Im sure this day will be full of memories of Ashleigh. You are both an inspiration abd obviously amazing moms. Have a wonderful day!!!
Tami Nagel <tnagel84@charter.net>
Gowen, MI USA - Sunday, May 14, 2006 11:06 AM CDT

Dear Amy, Aunt Angie, and all the Grandmas, Wishing you beautiful memories of Ashleigh and a wonderful Mother's Day! We continue to pray for you and your family. Love JoAnn (Molly's Aunt)
the Watsons <watsonsofmi@aol.com>
- Sunday, May 14, 2006 10:31 AM CDT

I just wanted to wish Amy, Angie and all Grandmother's a wonderful Mother's Day. You are all truly a blessing to so many of us and we love you with with all our hearts! I'm sure today can't be easy but I'm sure Ashleigh is smiling down from heaven thinking and loving you all. Know you are loved.
Kathie Hoppe <hoppe@chartermi.net>
Alpena, mi - Sunday, May 14, 2006 7:07 AM CDT

To all of the wonderful women in Ashleigh's life...a wish for a peaceful Mother's Day with many smiles!
Kim <kadwsimmons@comcast.net>
- Sunday, May 14, 2006 6:47 AM CDT

Amy and Angie...thinking of you today and hoping you both have a wonderful Mother's Day!
Dina Richard
Paulina, LA USA - Sunday, May 14, 2006 0:41 AM CDT

Amy, Aunt Angie and Ashleigh's Grandmas,
~*~ Happy Mothers Day ~*~

Belinda
- Saturday, May 13, 2006 11:21 PM CDT

To the Best Sister of All, on Mother's Day

It's funny -- when we were kids,
we never thought we'd even like each other,
much less love one another.
But now that we've grown older and closer,
I can't imagine my life without you
as an important part of it.

Our little chats provide support and comfort.
Your thoughtful gestures lift my spirits.
Your dogged determination inspires me.
And your kindness touches me
in ways you couldn't imagine.

When we were young, we couldn't
understand each other's value --
but now we know that having each other
is the best gift of all.

Today and every day, I stop
to thank God that I have you.
Now I want to thank you!
For being such a wonderful person,
and for being the best sister
I could ever hope for.

-Poem by Donna Gephart

I Hope You Have the Most
Wonderful Mother's Day Amy!!!

I Love You!
Love,
Angie

Angie Hendrickson <angie_hendrickson@Alticor.com>
Grand Rapids, MI USA - Saturday, May 13, 2006 10:39 PM CDT

Although I don't know you all personally, I was so touched by Ashleigh's story when I heard of her in early 2006. It's obvious she was such a beautiful, special girl, who was truly loved every second of every day and lived her short life to the fullest. I am thinking of you Amy and also Aunt Angie on Mother's day. And Caleb, congratulations on your baby sister. It is so special that her middle name comes from your best friend Ashleigh.

I am sure Ashleigh is with angels looking down on you today, and every day. May you treasure that every day, and have it help you get thru the difficult times of missing her. Prayers to all of you, and god bless.
Sharon <shartano@yahoo.com>
Madison, NJ USA - Saturday, May 13, 2006 7:10 PM CDT

Amy, Jeff and Ryan
Just thinking about you guys on this rainy day. Wondered if you made it up north and if it is as soggy up there. It was so nice to see your family last week and hear how you are doing. We hope going back to work a few days soon will go well Amy. It will sure take a shift of gears for you but they will be glad to have you back. We know this Mothers Day will not be any easy one but keep looking for a rainbow. Ashleigh is sure to send some type of sign to her great Mommy. Remember she's saving you a spot Amy (front row & probably back stage passes). Many hugs to you all.
the Caveras <dcavera@sbcglobal.net>
Grand Rapids , MI usa - Saturday, May 13, 2006 3:03 PM CDT

Angel Wings
Around the World, - Saturday, May 13, 2006 11:41 AM CDT

Jeff,Amy and Ryan and family- Aunt Angie, I loved the clip of Ashleigh and Jeff in the water at the Lodge. It is priceless! It was so great to hear of Caleb's little sister being born. And it was so nice to hear a word from you Amy and to see how well the fundraiser walk went. We look on Ashleigh's site every day and still keep all of you in our thoughts and prayers. I can't imagine the darkness you feel sometimes Amy, but know that you are loved and thought about by others ALWAYS. I just want to wish you a Happy Mother's Day for Sunday and for you to know that you are an inspiration to all of us moms. Much love this day to you- Jenny Moulds
Jenny Moulds <jk_moulds@yahoo.com>
Rockford, MI - Saturday, May 13, 2006 10:09 AM CDT

Melissa/Angel_Wings <sass_27_2005@yahoo.com>
NH - Saturday, May 13, 2006 9:54 AM CDT

Your family continues to be in my prayers. I still check your site often hoping to see how your family is doing. I still think of your family and I still get tears when I think of Ashleigh, which is daily. Your family and Ashleigh are such an inspiration to mine. Good luck to you all, and thank you for having such a lasting impact on my heart.

www.caringbridge.org/visit/JoeB
Kris B <AustinMyAngel@hotmail.com>
South Bend, IN - Saturday, May 13, 2006 4:00 AM CDT

Happy Mother's Day to you Amy and Aunt Angie as well. We hope you have a blessed day. You are in our prayers. Love, The Courtright family
Pamela Anderson Courtright <pamela_courtright@yahoo.com>
Gaylord, MI USA - Friday, May 12, 2006 3:17 PM CDT

Amy
i just wanted to let you know how much it meant to us that you came up here to Daydreams and talked to us. I can't imagine how hard it must be to come here and have all the memories come flooding back.
We will always be here for you all, even if its just a phone call. we still talk about Ashleigh everyday, i don't think we will ever stop. Please keep in touch
Happy Mother's Day Amy. I wish you the best.
Thank you again for yesterday. Talk to you soon
Bekki and Becki
Bekki Krul <mikeandsue828@yahoo.com>
Wyoming, MI USA - Friday, May 12, 2006 1:00 PM CDT

LETTING YOU KNOW THAT YOUR THOUGHT OF ON MOTHER'S DAY.KEEPING YOU IN MY THOUGHTS AND IN MY PRAYER'S ALWAYS.

A Mother's Day Wish From Heaven

Dear Mr. Hallmark,

I am writing to you from heaven, and though it must appear
A rather strange idea, I see everything from here.
I just popped in to visit, your stores to find a card
A card of love for my mother, as this day for her is hard.

There must be some mistake I thought, every card you could imagine
Except I could not find a card, from a child who lives in heaven.
She is still a mother too, no matter where I reside
I had to leave, she understands, but oh the tears she�s cried.

I thought that if I wrote you, that you would come to know
That though I live in heaven now, I still love my mother so.
She talks with me, and dreams with me; we still share laughter too,
Memories our way of speaking now, would you see what you could do?

My mother carries me in her heart, her tears she hides from sight.
She writes poems to honor me, sometimes far into the night
She plants flowers in my garden, there my living memory dwells
She writes to other grieving parents, trying to ease their pain as well.

So you see Mr. Hallmark, though I no longer live on earth
I must find a way, to remind her of her wondrous worth
She needs to be honored, and remembered too
Just as the children of earth will do.

Thank you Mr. Hallmark, I know you�ll do your best
I have done all I can do; to you I�ll leave the rest.
Find a way to tell her, how much she means to me
Until I can do it for myself, when she joins me in eternity.

LOVE ALWAYS BRENDAMY LOVING DAD'S SITE <brurka@shaw.ca~~THE PRAYER BEARS~~>
EDMONTON ,ALBERTA

, - Friday, May 12, 2006 11:48 AM CDT

Amy and Jeff
I know mothers day is just around the corner :-(. I just wanted to let you know I am thinking of you and praying for you. You guys are on my mind constantly throughout the day. Please know you have so many praying for you.
You are forever in my heart
Nancy
http://kellycountry2002.homestead.com/Index.html
Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Friday, May 12, 2006 11:21 AM CDT

Stay strong! Bless you all forever and always.
A friend
- Friday, May 12, 2006 10:43 AM CDT

Thinking of you today and always. Just wanted to let you know we are still here praying and keeping your Ashleigh and your family close to our hearts. Amy, you are one very special mother, so willing to give everything you have for your children. I know Ashleigh is up in heaven telling everyone about her beautiful family. Wishing you a Blessed Mother's Day and just keep taking one day at a time. We love you all very much and wish so badly we could help take some of your pain away. A special Mother's Day wish you Amy,Aunt Angie and your family's.
pam,kurt,elle and drew donakowski <pdonakowski@sbcglobal.com>
- Friday, May 12, 2006 7:55 AM CDT

A belated but sincere happy 5th birthday wish to Caleb and WOW a sister given to you on your birthday!! How lucky are you??? Best wishes for their entire family.

How great it was to hear from Amy and to see the new pictures! How big Ryan's gotten the past couple of months. We love hearing from you Amy!! I know this weekend has to be a tough one coming up but always remember you are and were the greatest mom any little girl could have asked for! I know Ashleigh had to have felt this way. You always went so way beyond at all costs to you. It never went unnoticed. Your heart will ache for Ashleigh but Ryan's smile and love has to warm it just a little!! Keeping you in my heart and prayers.
Kathie Hoppe <hoppe@chartermi.net>
Alpena, mi - Thursday, May 11, 2006 8:04 PM CDT

My heart goes out to you. I'm praying for you in this difficult time. I feel like saying I'm sorry isn't good enough. though I am sorry.
David melton <DMelton321@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, May 11, 2006 2:13 PM CDT

Thinking of you all today....

Since cancer has affected so many lives, mine included, I'm co-leading a team here in Rogers City for the ACS Relay for Life. If anyone is interested in making a donation, feel free to contact me....

Chrissy Delekta <cdelekta75@yahoo.com>
Rogers City, MI USA - Thursday, May 11, 2006 12:54 AM CDT

Thank you for sharing--your openness and generosity touch me so deeply.

You've always said how much Ashleigh loved to swim, now we can see it! What a sweet kid. What a sweet memory of Ashleigh enjoying herself as her dad guides her safely through the water.

Truly, Ashleigh's spirit lives on.

Shirley <schan031@yahoo.com>
NY, NY - Thursday, May 11, 2006 12:40 AM CDT

LOVE the video clip. Thank you so much for sharing. Keeping you all in our positive thoughts.

Warm regards-
The Shiemke Family
Eric, Amy, Britt, and Ian Shiemke <heatmi99@earthlink.net>
Farmington Hills, MI USA - Thursday, May 11, 2006 10:55 AM CDT

Thank you so much for the video clip--looking forward to many more glimpses of your little monkey in action! We are thinking of you often. You remain in our prayers. Love, The Courtright Family
Pamela Anderson Courtright <pamela_courtright@yahoo.com>
Gaylord, MI USA - Thursday, May 11, 2006 10:34 AM CDT

Angie, THANK YOU for sharing the video so we could all hear Ashleigh's sweet voice! Hope you are all feeling some comfort and peace as time passes. Know that MANY people out here are thinking about you all.
Lynne <rulesroom58@yahoo.com>
Shorter, AL US - Thursday, May 11, 2006 9:43 AM CDT

What a touching video clip. Ashleigh had such a thirst for life. Watching it helps us realize what we have and what could be taken away from us in an instant. Thank you for allowing us the privelege of sneaking a glimpse into your life again. Ashleigh will never be forgotten!
Steve, Gretchen, and Jack Rea
Gretchen Rea <GretchenRea@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, May 11, 2006 9:30 AM CDT

It was so awesome to hear right from Ashleigh's parents. You guys are inspirations.
KP <kmlindberg@yahoo.com>
Toledo, OH - Thursday, May 11, 2006 9:16 AM CDT

I haven't signed the guestbook in a while, but wanted to let you know I continue to keep your family in prayer. Thank you for continuing to update the site; the video clip was wonderful and it was great to hear her voice!
Laura Lynn (www.myspace.com/laurainsem) <laurainsem@yahoo.com>
Gettysburg, Pa - Wednesday, May 10, 2006 11:01 PM CDT

how lucky is caleb to havea baby sister named after his best friend!! iam sure ashleigh is smiling down from heaven
carly <homeandawaybaby@hotmail.com >
australia - Wednesday, May 10, 2006 10:59 PM CDT

~What a wonderful little video clip. Thank you so much for sharing that with all of us. Congratulations on the Walk for Wishes your determination is awesome. Ashleigh must be so proud of all of you. She must also feel honored to have Caleb's little sister named after her. I know it was because of Ashleigh that, that sweet little soul came to him and his family on that very day. She is one remarkable little angel!!!!
Belinda Schafer <toddbin@sbcglobal.net>
Ionia, MI USA - Wednesday, May 10, 2006 10:22 PM CDT

Way to go Team Ashleigh!!! That is amazing! Congratulations to Caleb on your new sister, and what a GREAT birthday present. Hope you had a great day. Just wanted to stop by and let you know you are in my thoughts and prayers.

http://www.freewebs.com/prayerbears/
Anne Elwell <wife4travis@yahoo.com>
Galesburg, MI USA - Wednesday, May 10, 2006 8:19 PM CDT

I love all the new pictures! So happy your walk was so successful! I just viewed the little clip of Ashleigh and her daddy at the Great Wolf, she looked like she was having a great time. To hear her say "HI MOM", brought tears to my eyes! Amy- thanks for the update, it was so nice to hear how you are doing, I think about you often! Please know so many continue to think of all of you and we will never forget your princess!
Karrie Schaedig <kschaedig@deepnet.net>
Alpena, MI - Wednesday, May 10, 2006 2:07 PM CDT

WAY TO GO TEAM ASHLEIGH!!! How wonderful, what an achievement in Ashleigh's honor. Congrats to Caleb...what a great birthday present.

I continue to think of everyone daily...you all remain in my thoughts and prayers.
Chrissy Delekta <cdelekta75@yahoo.com>
Rogers City, MI USA - Wednesday, May 10, 2006 11:46 AM CDT

I watched Ashleigh today on tha tlittle clip. It brought tears to my eyes. One a bond for Daddy and daughter. My heart continues to break for all of you. :-(
I also want to say congratulations to Caleb and family. All of this is so bittersweet.
God bless youalways
Nancy
http://kellycountry2002.homestead.com/Index.html
Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, May 10, 2006 11:28 AM CDT

Still am praying for your family. I know that with Ashleighs death will come a wonderful thing don't know what don't know when but i got a feeling it will be helping others with nuroblastoma. A little more on the handbag of hope's 10% of each bag solds profit will be donated to make a wish foundation. Congradulations Caleb on your new sister. Ashleigh is watching over your new family. Keeping you all in my heart. Love ya kirsti keskimaki
Kirsti Keskimaki
- Wednesday, May 10, 2006 6:51 AM CDT

CONGRATULATIONS TO CALEB AND HIS MOMMY AND DADDY!! Also HAPPY BIRTHDAY CALEB!!!

Amy and Jeff it is so good to see new pictures of you all walking for wishes! I think of you all every day and pray that you are finding comfort.
Alison <alewis328@gmail.com>
Beech Grove, IN USA - Tuesday, May 9, 2006 9:26 PM CDT

Hi Jeff, Amy and Ryan
Amy it was great to hear from you. As always your updates bring tears to my eyes. I can't inmagine the feelings that you all are going through but as you said day by day you continue to move ahead. It was so good to see the new pictures of all of you. Ryan is getting so big and is so DARN CUTE!! I was so happy for Ashleigh's team to be the top winners that doesn't surprise me with the DETERMINATION that you all have. Aunt Angie great job with all you did for the team and the money you raised. WOW what EXCITING news about Caleb's little sister on his 5th BIRTHDAY!! and I love the name. Well as always you all continue to be in my daily thoughts and prayers. Lots of love from our house to yours. Amy Thanks again for the update it was GREAT to hear from you. Tell Jeff Hi and remember to give our hugs to Ryan, Tiger And Rosie Caleb. Love always Annie and Jason Hepburn
Annie Hepburn <hallie2@core.com>
Posen, MI - Tuesday, May 9, 2006 8:45 PM CDT

After following Ashleigh's journal for so long, I am so sure that she is thrilled that Caleb has a new little sister that is named after her. Ashleigh certainly did touch many hearts. And, congrats to your team. Every step that we take is one step closer to a cure. A cure for any cancer is bound to lead to a cure for all cancers. As a cancer survivor, we will all celebrate that day. Cancer seems to touch all of our lives. Bless you. Connie
Connie Walczak <walczak55@comcast.net>
- Tuesday, May 9, 2006 7:26 PM CDT

Yay Team Ashleigh!! Way to go! I know that Ashleigh was with you as you walked - skipping along beside you! And congratulations to Caleb and his family! What a special birthday gift indeed!

Kim <kadwsimmons@comcast.net>
- Tuesday, May 9, 2006 6:12 PM CDT

Dear Amy, Jeff and Family,
Thinking of you all and praying for you continued comfort. Congrats on the successful walk! Ashleigh has truly touched lives around the world and continues to do so.
All Our Love
The Konarzewski's
- Tuesday, May 9, 2006 5:54 PM CDT

We know you will never forget your precious Ashleigh. She will live in your hearts till you meet again. We are happy to read your latest update. Congrats to Caleb and his family on their new little girl. Ashleigh has touched so many. She will live on in many peoples' hearts--ours included. Keeping you in our prayers. Love, The Courtright family
Pamela Anderson Courtright <pamela_courtright@yahoo.com>
Gaylord, MI USA - Tuesday, May 9, 2006 5:21 PM CDT

Wanted you to know that I'm still here praying for your family!
Psalm 121:1-2: I will lift up mine eyes unto the hills, from whence cometh my help. My help cometh from the LORD, which made heaven and earth.
The Prayer Bears Website
Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA USA - Tuesday, May 9, 2006 2:56 PM CDT

Dear Angie,
So glad that the Walk went well. Thank you for including me in the donators' list. It is meaningful to contribute to such a wonderful organization that provided Ashleigh with the joyful trip to Disneyworld. I hope you know that you continue to be the best auntie in the world!

Dear Jeff and Amy,
Thank you for the update on your family. I want you to know that Ashleigh continues to live on in my heart. I truly value every minute spent with my girls thanks to all that you and Ashleigh have shared with us. Thinking of you, as always!
Silvia <silvia@dodgeplanet.com>
Monterey Park, CA - Tuesday, May 9, 2006 2:27 PM CDT

I cried through the whole update. My heart and prayers are with you always. I know you miss yoru little one sooooooo much. I still cant believe she is gone either. She was such an inspiration to me. At such a little age, she was an inspiration to soooooo many.
My heart and prayers always
Nancy
http://kellycountry2002.homestead.com/Index.html
Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, May 9, 2006 2:08 PM CDT

I still can't belive that Little Ashleigh is gone. It all happened so fast and now my heart still aches. Mrs. Kelly no longer has that twinkle of hope in her eye. With Ashleigh getting her wings three days before my birthday and only the day before my surgery harder for me to be brave as i went into the hospital. For once i finnally want to share with you that i know how scarry it is to have a family member with cancer. When my dad was seven he lost his mom to cancer and everyone said, that i love to figure skate just like her, that i love children just like her and at times i can tell he misses her when he sees me. It's like she became my soul. Not knowing her was hard because i was told i am just like her. At the same time it was very scarry over christmas thru my birthday my dad had what the doctors though was cancer luckly it was just a massive mound of skin which was removed then sent to the hospital on the day of my foot surgery. So until we knew the results i would cry each day evspecially around holidays. And what must have been running in your head that was running through mine was: is this going to be my last christmas with my dad? I know that you really miss her but, congradulations team Ashleigh for raising money to make kids wishes come true. One way that i feel everyone should make a contribute to the Make a wish foundation is by going to claires and purchasing a handbag of hope. Created by a teenager In memory of Hope Elizibeth Stout who was often on talk shows and suffered from neroblastoma also. Her funeral was on telivision and had navy,army and many other types of heros there. In only four weeks a majority of her battle with cancer she raised 1.1 million dollars for the make a wish foundation. So those of you who want to make a small contribute a percentege of the profit sold per bag goes to the make a wish foundation. I got mine do you? Keep up the good work in my heart forever little Ashleigh. Love ya to death. Your in my thoughts your family's in my prayers.
kirsti keskimaki
- Tuesday, May 9, 2006 12:40 AM CDT

I'm certain your precious Angel is watching over you all during this special time. Sending you continued love and prayers, Angela (Christi's Mommy / Ohio)
the Thomas team <Email@ChristiThomas.com>
Tiffin, - Tuesday, May 9, 2006 11:33 AM CDT

We continue to pray for your family although we have never met. Little Ashleigh must be smiling in heaven today for her best friend Caleb. I am sure she had some hand in giving Caleb such a great birthday gift, a little sister. Our hearts go out to you and your family.
Nicole Newcomb <nrnewcomb@hotmail.com>
Holly, mi - Tuesday, May 9, 2006 9:24 AM CDT

Go Team Ashleigh!! So glad the walk was a great success. What awesome news about Caleb's new sister and what an honor for Ashleigh. Thinking of you all often.

Best regards-
The Shiemke Family
Eric, Amy, Britt, and Ian Shiemke <heatmi99@earthlink.net>
Farmington Hills, MI USA - Tuesday, May 9, 2006 5:58 AM CDT

WOW!!! What a fine tribute to Ashleigh and her loving family! I only wish I was closer so I could have walked in her honor as well. It looked like a beautiful day and what smiling faces!! Thank you so much for the wonderful pictures! It's great to see you guys again! You look good and very proud to be doing something to honor Ashleigh's memory and helping all those children going thru a horrible ordeal. You guys are the best!! Sending our love and prayers for continued peace.
Jim and Kathie Hoppe <hoppe@chartermi.net>
Alpena, mi - Monday, May 8, 2006 8:42 PM CDT

Jeff Amy Ryan and Angie
thanks again for letting me know about the walk, it was alot of fun. Your whole family continues to amaze me. you are all so strong and loving, despite all that has happened in the last 2 years.
Talk to you soon
Bekki Autumn and Kenny
Bekki Krul <mikeanssue828@yahoo.com>
Wyoming, MI USA - Monday, May 8, 2006 2:54 PM CDT

I am so glad the walk was such a success. AS always I am praying and thinking of all of you.
How I miss Ashleigh updates :(
Lvoe and Gods blessings
Nancy
http://kellycountry2002.homestead.com/Index.html
Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Monday, May 8, 2006 1:49 PM CDT

How wonderful that the walk was so successful. Congrats to everyone who participated. Thank you for the pictures/updates. We love to hear about your wonderful family. Love, The Courtright family
Pamela Anderson Courtright <pamela_courtright@yahoo.com>
Gaylord, MI USA - Monday, May 8, 2006 10:18 AM CDT

Wow, Congrats to Team Ashleigh on such a successful fundraising walk!

Clearly people turned out in force as a loving testament to Ashleigh's spirit. Amazing... How proud you must be.

I recall how much it meant for Ashleigh to go on her own Make-a-Wish trip. So, I gladly pay it forward and support any child in a similar situation--let's make some wishes come true!
Shirley <schan031@yahoo.com>
NY, NY - Monday, May 8, 2006 10:00 AM CDT

We are so sorry that we missed the walk on Saturday. Mary's family had a party in honor of her cousin's graduation from MSU and I had to play in a charity golf outing for Special Olympics after work.
My most favorite memory of Ashleigh happened to be the last time that I saw her. You guy's were up at clinic, and Ashleigh had on her new cast. Her eye's beemed when she saw me, and she said, "Watch", Ashleigh then took a step with her difficult cast. She was soooo proud of her self. I couldn't help the water coming from my eyes. That is what I think about every day.
God bless you guy's.
Patrick Kampf (Princess Lily's Daddy)
Patrick Kampf <kamperbear@hotmail.com>
Rockford, MI USA - Sunday, May 7, 2006 7:52 PM CDT

Ashleigh,
I miss you and have been thinking a lot about you this weekend!! I love you and always will!! I hope you and your fairy friends are having a beautiful time!! We are still waiting for my baby sister to be born!! When she finally is I'm sure you'll be the first to know, but I will talk to you about it as soon as it happens. I miss you soooo much. I love you!
Love,
Caleb
Caleb Lane <stevejennywolf@aol.com>
Wayland, MI USA - Sunday, May 7, 2006 6:13 PM CDT

Dear Jeff,Amy and Ryan- Happy birthday to Ryan! I hope your walk went great yesterday! I couldn't make it, but thought about you all and prayed for a good day. We talk about Ashleigh often and smile when we look at her beautiful pictures on her site. Thanks Aunt Angie for putting new pictures and updates on Ashleigh's page. We keep all of you in our hearts always. Love, Keith,Jenny,McKenna and Kayla
Jenny Moulds <jk_moulds@yahoo.com>
Rockford, MI - Sunday, May 7, 2006 4:02 PM CDT

Ashleigh,
I went and walked for make a wish today in your memory. Even though I never got a chance to know you you have touched my life and my heart in a way no one else has. I think maybe I saw your mom and dad and ryan. I wanted to go say hi to them but I didnt. I didnt know what to say to them. Ashleigh following your story and everything you have been through and after doing that walk today I think that I want to volunteer at Make A Wish because I want to help other kids who are just like you that want to have their wishes granted. You have inspired me so much!!! I keep you in my thoughts and prayers every day for now and forever I will think of you!

Jeff and Amy,
I wanted to come and introduce myself to you today but I wasnt sure what to say. Your daughter inspired me so much and walking in her memory today meant so much to me. I guess all I can say is thank you for the oppurtunity to get to know you ashleigh through this page and thank you for giving me the chance to walk in her memory today. I pray for you and think of you daily. Your daughter is a beautiful angel who will be remembered forever!!!!
Tami Nagel <tnagel84@charter.net>
Gowen, MI - Sunday, May 7, 2006 0:21 AM CDT

Happy Birthday sweet Ryan.Angie i am
praying the walk goes great today.We
continue to hold each of you close in our prayers.
Trish/Angel_Wings <Kngboyer@aol.com>
Kingston, TN USA - Saturday, May 6, 2006 1:14 PM CDT

Thinking of you all today as you did your walk for Make a Wish. I really wanted to be there. I hope it went well and I bet Ryan met Miss Jennifer, Zachary and Cassie. We continue to pray for your precious Ashleigh and your family. We love you.
pam,kurt,elle and drew <pdonakowski@sbcglobal.net>
- Saturday, May 6, 2006 12:37 AM CDT

Happy Birthday Ryan, hope you all are doing better. We still check back all the time to see the memory share, and check in on you all. Thank you Angie, we think about you guys all the time. I am so proud of you, look at all the money you have raised for the make a wish foundation, even after all you all have been through, you just keep on giving, God bless all of you for all you have done and continue to do. We all love and admire you.
Teri Kuhn <Tovi6855@aol.com>
Woodstock, Ga USA - Friday, May 5, 2006 10:10 PM CDT

Wishing Ryan a Happy Birthday, and knowing Ashley is watching over her little brother.
Brenda
Milwaukee, WI - Friday, May 5, 2006 9:38 PM CDT

Hope Ryan had a wonderful day for his birthday yesterday...I continue to think of everyone daily....
Chrissy Delekta <cdelekta75@yahoo.com>
Rogers City, MI USA - Friday, May 5, 2006 9:14 AM CDT

Happy 2nd birthday Ryan.
Nancy
http://kellycountry2002.homestead.com/Index.html
Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Friday, May 5, 2006 8:14 AM CDT

Happy Birthday Ryan!!!!
Maggie Skiba <maggles777@msn.com>
Ossineke, MI - Friday, May 5, 2006 6:52 AM CDT

We hope this next year is a wonderful one for Ryan and all of you. Happy Birthday! Thanks to Aunt Angie for the wonderful memories. Love the Courtright family
Pamela Anderson Courtright <pamela_courtright@yahoo.com>
Gaylord, MI USA - Friday, May 5, 2006 6:47 AM CDT

Happy Birthday sweet Ryan. Hope your day is full of smiles and laughter.
USAan Ramos <sutayjobe@hotmail.com>
Chicago, IL - Thursday, May 4, 2006 10:46 PM CDT

Happy Happy Birthday, Ryan!! With love from The Beukers
Sarah Swallow Beuker <abeuker@charter.net>
portage, mi - Thursday, May 4, 2006 10:22 PM CDT

Happy Birthday Ryan!!! Hope you have a great day.
Anne Elwell <wife4travis@yahoo.com>
Galesburg, MI USA - Thursday, May 4, 2006 9:18 PM CDT

WOW RYAN YOU ARE SUCH A BIG BOY!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY SWEETIE and I can't wait to meet you someday at Grandma Kelly's and Binka's house.
Jeff and Amy I continue to think of you all daily. Hope that you all are enjoying the nice weather. Sending lots of love from our house to yours.
ASHLEIGH SWEETIE there is not a day that goes by that I don't think of you. When the SUN is BRIGHT I know that it is you. You are an ANGEL to me FOREVER!!
Love always Annie and Jason Hepburn
annie hepburn <hallie2@core.com>
Posen, MI - Thursday, May 4, 2006 8:56 PM CDT

Happy 2nd Birthday Ryan!! We have come to love you and your family very much and wish for all of you...many, many happy days ahead!
Dina Richard
Paulina, LA USA - Thursday, May 4, 2006 8:01 PM CDT

Happy Birthday Ryan! I hope all your birthday wishes come true! :)

Tara Oppenhuizen <LdBg917@hotmail.com>
Wyoming, MI - Thursday, May 4, 2006 3:21 PM CDT

Happy Birthday Ryan - I know your sister is beaming that adorable smile of hers on you today. You all are always in my heart and prayers.
Peg Poma <ppoma@firstcommunities.net>
Marietta, GA - Thursday, May 4, 2006 1:13 PM CDT

Happy Birthday Ryan! You're getting to be such a big boy!

~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Well, sweet Ashleigh, I never even met you, but I miss you. Today, especially. The only thing that comforts me is knowing for *sure* that you are in Heaven (how many of our loved ones could say that for *sure* when it's our turn?) and that it is a wonderful, wonderful place. You are the prettiest angel in the sky,
Monica Coffey <tika98@yahoo.com>
Frisco, TX - Thursday, May 4, 2006 1:04 PM CDT

Thinking of you as you celebrate holidays and special events without your sweet little Ashleigh. She will always be in your thoughts, heart, and memories! Happy Birthday, Ryan! Your sister loved you so much!
Steve, Gretchen, and Jack Rea
GretchenRea@hotmail.com <GretchenRea@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, May 4, 2006 10:17 AM CDT

Sending special birthday wishes to Ryan! May you ALL have a Happy Day today. :o)

Best regards-
The Shiemke Family
Eric, Amy, Britt, and Ian Shiemke <heatmi99@earthlink.net>
Farmington Hills, MI USA - Thursday, May 4, 2006 8:51 AM CDT

Happy Birthday Ryan!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I know your big sister is smiling down on you today and blowing you lots of kisses for your birthday!!! All of these first's without Ashleigh is the hardest, we are praying for you all everyday and we love you all!!! What a beautiful day, the sun is shining and wishing you a wonderful birthday.
pam,kurt,elle and drew <pdonakowski@sbcglobal.net>
- Thursday, May 4, 2006 8:26 AM CDT

Happy Birthday to you,
Happy Birthday to you,
Happy Birthday dear, sweet, two year old Ryan,
Happy Birthday to you!!!!

Hoping all of you can celebrate his big day they best you can and he enjoys himself the entire day. I think he deserves to be "King for the Day" on his special day and his sister would feel the same way. I'm sure she's smiling down on him wishing him nothing but fun, fun, fun on his birthday! I'm sure she wishes she was there to help celebrate and make him feel special. Know I keep your family in my prayers and thoughts every day.
Kathie Hoppe <hoppe@chartermi.net>
Alpena, mi - Thursday, May 4, 2006 5:40 AM CDT

Still praying so for your family.
Ps 9:10 And they that know thy name will put their trust in thee: for thou, LORD, hast not forsaken them that seek thee.
The Prayer Bears Website

Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA USA - Wednesday, May 3, 2006 12:54 AM CDT

Just a quick note to let you know you are in our thoughts. The kids and I are excited to join you on Saturday for the Walk for Wishes. Even though Zachary never met Ashleigh he says he sees her playing in the clouds and loves to look at her pictures. The one with the Wiggles is his favorite!

Jennifer, Zach and Cassie Blain <b.j.blain@sbcglobal.net>
Grand Rapids, MI - Wednesday, May 3, 2006 12:45 AM CDT

I am so pleased that Aunt Angie decided to add the "Help Make Wishes Come True" link to Ashleigh's page. I personally feel that it is a win/win opportunity to continue to show Ashleigh and her family all the love and support felt for them in a manner so close to their hearts. By finding special ways/days/opportunities to continue to honor Ashleigh it is my sincere hope that a little peace and comfort might slip into and minimize Amy, Jeff, Angie (and all Ashleigh's loved ones) sadness. Best of luck in ALL of your endeavors for the "Love of Ashleigh". I know that just as her favorite song sings - Ashleigh will be in your hearts while you are walking in her honor and in her memory. Love, Randy
randy <ranweiss@comcast.net>
springfield, nj usa - Wednesday, May 3, 2006 10:36 AM CDT

Hi Kieliszewski Family,

I know there is nothing I can say to take away your pain. I read somewhere "Death leaves a Heartache no one can Heal, Love leaves a Memory no one can steal".

I also wanted to say Thanks for sharing your precious Ashleigh with us thru the journals of her journey.
I check everyday to see if you have updated, but I am sure it is hard for you.

I do love Aunt Angie's memory shares she has been adding. I learn a little more about a Beautiful Angel that I have never met, but fell in love with thru her website.

Again, thank you soooo much for sharing Ashleigh with us.
You will never know how much she has touched my life.

I will continue to pray for the family.

With Love in Christ,
Amy :)
Amy Stevens <lovespenguins66@yahoo.com>
Pittsburgh, pa usa - Wednesday, May 3, 2006 9:02 AM CDT

We think of you every day. Lily loves to look at the pictures of Ashleigh and we like to talk about all of the fun stuff we think she is doing in heaven. We love you all and continue to keep you close to our hearts.
Mary Kampf
Mary Kampf
- Wednesday, May 3, 2006 7:57 AM CDT

I still look to see if there are updates. The pictures of all the family and the updates on the pictures are great.Amy& Jeff & Ryan you have our deepest sympathy and you are in our prayers. The dietary department at Metron thinks of you everyday! May God Bless you! Diane
Diane Coleman <pixley32@hotmail.com>
Greenville, MI USA - Wednesday, May 3, 2006 7:23 AM CDT

Thinking of you today--every day. Sending prayers your way. Love, Pamela Courtright and family
Pamela Anderson Courtright <pamela_courtright@yahoo.com>
Gaylord, MI USA - Wednesday, May 3, 2006 6:34 AM CDT

Just wanted to let you know I'm thinking of you and keeping you in my prayers. I hear the program for Ashleigh last weekend was good and your idea of toys for the hospital is a great one. Ashleigh would have chosen that herself I'm sure! I also heard your birthday celebration for Ryan was fun. I'm sure he had a blast being the center of attention for the day! I think of you all every day and wish you well.
Kathie Hoppe <hoppe@chartermi.net>
Alpena, mi - Wednesday, May 3, 2006 6:19 AM CDT

I am always thinking of you, praying for you too that you are finding peace and comfort.
Alison <alewis328@gmail.com>
Beech Grove, IN USA - Wednesday, May 3, 2006 5:58 AM CDT

Just wanted to let you know I'm thinking about you all and remembering you in my prayers. I'm wearing Ashleigh's pretty bracelett today and remembering her beautiful smile.
Miss Sammie <SammieC64@aol.com>
Tupelo, MS - Tuesday, May 2, 2006 1:16 PM CDT

I love the memories Aunt Angie has been sharing with everyone. I've been wanting to write for a while now but never knew what to say. Asheigh touched a lot of lives and was a very special girl. I remember reading books with her at daycare. All the kids would be running around but she would always sit in my lap until every book was read. I will miss that beautiful smile she gave and that sweet little laugh. You are all in my thoughts and prayers everyday.
Tara Oppenhuizen <LdBg917@hotmail.com>
Wyoming, MI - Tuesday, May 2, 2006 12:28 AM CDT

Thinking of you all, everyday....
Chrissy Delekta <cdelekta75@yahoo.com>
Rogers City, MI USA - Tuesday, May 2, 2006 11:12 AM CDT

You have been in my thoughts and prayers since Asleigh's passing. I have been unable to get the web site and now I see I have missed your 'memory shares'. Any way to see the old memory shares? I LOVE all the wonderful photos. Such a wonderful family. Lord, keep this family in your loving arms.
Fran <fhthoma@yahoo.com>
Greensburg, PA USA - Monday, May 1, 2006 7:01 PM CDT

Ashleigh,
I miss you so much!!! I think this is the longest I've been without you since we first met 4 1/2 years ago!!! I got to see Ryan and your entire family yesterday and it made me smile. I gave Ryan a big hug and played with him and Alex. Your house sure was different without you there. I saw so many pretty pictures of you that your mommy has put into frames. They are beautiful. Your room is so pretty too. Your mommy gave me some treats to give Rosie Ashleigh...she said you picked them out for Rosie Caleb....thank you!!!! I know you've been looking down and watching all of us!!! Can you believe how big our bunnies are?? I sat down with your mommy and petted Rosie Caleb for a while. She is so cute. I know she misses you too!! Ryan has done a good job taking care of her along with your parents. I have asked God and my mommy why he won't let you come back and yesterday night I cried to my mommy that I missed you...but I know that you are doing good things up in heaven. My baby sister is about to be born anyday now...I hope she is just like you. I can't wait to tell her all about you and that her middle name is Ashleigh because she will be so proud when she understands why we are going to name her after you. I promise to continue to talk to you each night and blow you kisses. I will always sleep with my "I love you puppy" you got me...and the piggy bank you painted for me will always remind me of you. I miss you so much and would do anything to have you back for just one more day!!! I love you forever and ever. Best Friends Always!!

Love, Caleb
Caleb Lane <stevejennywolf@aol.com>
Wayland, MI USA - Monday, May 1, 2006 6:52 PM CDT

I thought of Ashleigh this past week (and every day) as my lawn turned yellow with thousands of dandilions. I hope you are all doing as well as can be expected. My thoughts and prayers are with you.
Peggy Pride <ppride@oldfash.com>
mayville, wi USA - Monday, May 1, 2006 2:42 PM CDT

Just wanted you to know that I am out here praying hard for you and your family. I have no answers as to why things happen as they do, but believing with all my heart that Ashleigh is safe and well in God's arms.
Carol
Carol Hagemann <tednalice@one-eleven.net>
Argenta, IL USA - Monday, May 1, 2006 10:43 AM CDT

It means so much to be able to 'hear' your memories of Ashleigh. Thank you for taking time to share with us. I continue to pray for Ashleigh's family and check in every day to get my Ashleigh hug. Take care and know that Ashleigh is remembered EVERY DAY.
Beverly Atkins <bevwalks@aol.com>
Clayton, NC - Monday, May 1, 2006 9:42 AM CDT

still think about ashleigh constantly and check her website daily. still praying for comfort and peace for ashleigh's beautiful family.
jean ramos <sutayjobe@hotmail.com>
chicago, il usa - Monday, May 1, 2006 8:51 AM CDT

Oooppps sorry, just one more dandelion gift to remember little Ashleigh with. What all those bunches on our lawns must look like to her in heaven.

After the Rain, Will Come the Sun, So that the Flowers can Bloom!
The Dandelion
We take time to groom our lawns and take pride in the freshly cut green grass, however a quick morning glance at our lush lawns, what do we find? Those darn yellow dandelion flowers staring right back at us. We weed and feed our yards, some dig them up - as adults we find them unsightly and consider them a weed - something ugly something we'd do about anything to be rid of.
Then along comes a child - her eyes immediately catch the bright yellow color - her tiny fingers cannot help but to stop and pick a dandelion or two, maybe even a handful. For those bright yellow flowers she finds so enchanting she is certain they are perfect gift for someone she loves so much. How often as an adult have little hands placed a handful of carefully picked dandelions into our hands cheerfully looking at our facing awaiting our response - waiting for the smile to show our appreciation of their hard work.
To a child a dandelion is anything but a weed - it is a beautiful cheerful gift to carefully collect and place in the hands to an important person in their life, a gift they can give all on their own. When a child sees a dandelion, it is anything but a weed, it is a token of love, and their beauty is appreciated.
As an adult we see the yellow as just an ordinary dandelion and think of it as a weed that has invaded our beautiful green grass, perhaps we should take the time to look through the eyes of a child and see there is nothing horrible or terrible about this little yellow flower! Imagine how many dandelions are picked each year by a tiny hand all out of love to give to that special person to say
I found this beautiful flower - I love you!
Where an adult might see a weed, a child sees a token of love!
Take time to look at the world through the eyes of a child -
There you will obviously find the true beauty of God's creation!
Next time you see a dandelion, think not of it as a weed, but as a young child would � a beautiful gift of love. M. Kelly

With love again to Ashleigh and family.
Mina <maddiemae414@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, April 30, 2006 9:07 PM CDT

Miss Ashleigh and her dandelions. I read this elsewhere recently. I remember your Aunt Angie wanting so to have dandelions for Ashleigh's special resting place. It was hard to mow those little buggers this year and my Maddie and I picked as many as possible before hand. Anyways, this poem just seemed so real...and so very right.

Mud Puddles and Dandelions

When I look at a patch of dandelions,
I see a bunch of weeds that are going to take over my yard.
My kids see flowers for Mom and blowing white fluff you can wish on.

When I look at an old drunk and he smiles at me,
I see a smelly, dirty person who probably wants money and I look away.
My kids see someone smiling at them and they smile back.

When I hear music I love,
I know I can't carry a tune and don't have much rhythm so I sit self-consciously and listen.
My kids feel the beat and move to it. They sing out the words. If they
don't know them, they make up their own.

When I feel wind on my face, I brace myself
against it. I feel it messing up my hair and pulling me back when I
walk. My kids close their eyes, spread their arms and fly with it, until
they fall to the ground laughing.

When I pray, I say thee and thou and grant me
this, give me that. My kids say, "Hi God! Thanks for my toys and my
friends. Please keep the bad dreams away tonight.
Sorry, I don't want to go to Heaven yet. I would miss my Mommy and Daddy."

When I see a mud puddle I step around it. I see
muddy shoes and dirty carpets. My kids sit in it. They see dams to
build, rivers to cross and worms to play with.

I wonder if we are given kids to teach or to learn from?
No wonder God loves the little children!!

"Enjoy the little things in life, for one day you
may look back and realize they were the big things."

I wish you mud puddles and dandelions...

With many tears and prayers for you all.

Mina and kids

Mina <maddiemae414@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, April 30, 2006 8:49 PM CDT

I just want to say thank you for sharing memories of Ashleigh. It helps to read them. Love, Michelle
Michelle House <ron_michelle_house@yahoo.com>
Shelbyville, MI - Sunday, April 30, 2006 4:10 PM CDT

Jeff & Amy, just wanted you to know that Ashleigh is in our thoughts each and every day, and our family is praying for strength for all of you.
Parry & Nancy Pearson <jessnkate@m33access.com>
- Sunday, April 30, 2006 2:06 PM CDT

Jeff & Amy--Thinking about you and your family today and everyday!
Angie--Thank you for sharing your memories!
With love,
Silvia <silvia@dodgeplanet.com>
Monterey Park, CA - Sunday, April 30, 2006 11:06 AM CDT

What a beautiful benefit last night in Ashleigh and Anna's honor!!!!!! Brittany you did such an amazing job putting everything together!!! It was perfect. The side show of your Beautiful Ashleigh was so touching, it was so hard to keep the tears from flowing. Anna did such a beautiful job singing "skin" by Rascal Flatts, I could almost see Ashleigh up there dancing with her and see that beautiful smile. Jeff and Amy it was so good to see you. I pray for you all everyday. When we got home Elle cried because she wanted so badly for Ashleigh to come home to her family and she missed her and I cried right along with her. Elle said, "Ashleigh's mommy was tearing up." and I said, "Do you know why?" she said, "It's because she misses and loves Ashleigh so much." and I told her she was exactly right. We love you
pam,kurt,elle and drew <pdonakowski@sbcglobal.net>
- Sunday, April 30, 2006 10:48 AM CDT

Just wanted to let you know I still think about you and your family and little Ashleigh every day!!! I still try to stop by at least once a day!!! I love the memory shares!!! They are so special and so touching!!! Sending thoughts and prayers to you always!!!
Maggie Skiba <maggles777@msn.com>
Ossineke, MI - Sunday, April 30, 2006 8:06 AM CDT

Jeff, Amy and Ryan
Thinking of you today and everyday. There are so many times throughout the day that I think about Ashleigh and I wonder how the two of you are doing and how big Ryan is getting. I continue to have all of you in my thoughts and prayers. Lots of love from our house to yours. Love always your cousins Jason and Annie Hepburn
annie hepburn <hallie2@core.com>
Posen, MI - Saturday, April 29, 2006 9:32 PM CDT

Dear Jeff and Amy-
Thinking of you one month later.

My (Jen)dear mother passed away 2 days ago. When we told Maddy, the very first thing that she said was "Now Grandma is playing with Ashleigh in Heaven!" Brian and I both wept at this, but it is a precious thought to us. God bless you both and Ryan and the rest of your family.

Brian, Jen, Maddy and Braden Post <postman@iserv.net>
Kentwood, MI - Saturday, April 29, 2006 9:19 PM CDT

I am thinking of you today pumpkin...I guess the 29th of every month will forever stand out. We had Quinton's Birthday party tonight and your absence was felt so strongly - our first family birthday party without you...what a loss without having you here..unbelievable at times. Your Mommy & Daddy & grandparents went to the benefit tonight and watched a beautiful video of you and enjoyed themselves. Take care pumpkin..you are with us every step of every day..carrying you along in my heart forever.
Angie Hendrickson <angie_hendrickson@alticor.com>
Grand Rapids, MI USA - Saturday, April 29, 2006 8:26 PM CDT

We are thinking of you today. One month. Sometimes it seems like yesterday. Sometimes it seems like forever ago. You are in our prayers. Love, The Courtright Family
Pamela Anderson Courtright <pamela_courtright@yahoo.com>
Gaylord, Mi USA - Saturday, April 29, 2006 7:48 PM CDT

I cant believe a month has passed since you went away. I think of you every day little girl. My prayers are with Mommy, Daddy, Ryan and Aunt Angie.
Love always little one
Nancy
http://kellycountry2002.homestead.com/Index.html

Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, April 29, 2006 5:00 PM CDT

What a beautiful girl. So sorry for your loss. It seems she has left footprints on the hearts of all who knew her, both in person and through cyber space. My thoughts are with you as I kiss my little baby girl for you tonight.
Lisa
Perth, WA Australia - Saturday, April 29, 2006 9:15 AM CDT

Thinking of you all today...April 29th. One month since your precious angel joined her fairy friends. I wanted to let you all know that I think of you often and pray for you always. Peace be with you!
Levelle <fourblanchards@netscape.net>
Baltimore, MD - Friday, April 28, 2006 11:40 PM CDT

Just checking in before heading to bed and wanted to thank Angie for the memory shares. What a great idea and we all love it. You've got such beautiful memories and so many terrific pictures of that smiling angel of yours. We miss hearing from you Jeff and hope you always remember we hold you dear to our hearts. You're in our prayers.
Kathie Hoppe <hoppe@chartermi.net>
Alpena, mi - Friday, April 28, 2006 11:10 PM CDT

Hi Jeff and Amy. Wanted you know that you remain in our thoughts and prayers...everyday. God Bless.
The LaBrecques <mkhlabrecque@yahoo.com>
- Friday, April 28, 2006 2:48 PM CDT

Oh, how I love the memory shares. Keeping you all in my thoughts and prayers.
Chrissy Delekta <cdelekta75@yahoo.com>
Rogers City, MI USA - Friday, April 28, 2006 12:34 AM CDT

Dear Angie
I just want to tell you how much I enjoy your memories of Ashley. I too still love to scroll through all the pictures while I listen to her favorite song. I even have to turn up the volumn for the office ladies to hear this song. I know I never met Ashley before,but I bring the thought of her to mind at least a half dozen times a day. When I am feeling over whelmed with my kids I think of Ashley and all the tension seems to disapear. She has touched my heart so deeply I can't explain it. The few times I have spent with Jeff,Amy and You were such fond memories. We had some great New Years celebrations together. I will always have Ashley in my heart. I visit her spiritually all the time. She is helping me to be a better mom.
Lisa Blaski <lblaski@stfrancis.ws>
Laingsburg, mi USA - Friday, April 28, 2006 8:04 AM CDT

Thinking of you every day and praying for you Amy and Jeff and Ryan for comfort during this time of need. We love the memories that Aunt Angie is telling us and we know that soon you'll be able to share some wonderful memories of sweet princess Ashleigh too! Keep shining in Heaven Ashleigh! Love JoAnn (Molly's Aunt)
JoAnn Watson <watsonsofmi@aol.com>
- Friday, April 28, 2006 7:54 AM CDT

Happy Birthday Quinton!!!! I know Ashleigh is singing "Happy Birthday" to her cousin today and looking down on all of you with that beautiful smile we have all come to LOVE!
Dina Richard
Paulina, LA USA - Thursday, April 27, 2006 11:02 PM CDT

I don't know what to say, but I just wanted to let you know that I was thinking about you.
Ann Maede <bammaede@netzero.com>
Wyoming, mi usa - Thursday, April 27, 2006 9:40 PM CDT

Dear Angie: I empathize with your struggle to make sense of Ashleigh's death. My best friend died 9-1/2 years ago, and I am still struggling with the loss. She was the most faith-filled, bright and honest person I have ever known. She always said "everything happens for a reason" - though we might not see it now, everything is somehow part of God's larger plan. Because I love and trust her, I do my best to believe that. Still, it isn't easy. I guess I just wanted to say that you're not alone in your struggle.
Sarah Swallow Beuker <abeuker@charter.net>
Portage, MI - Thursday, April 27, 2006 9:01 PM CDT

Thanks Angie for the beautiful memories of Ashleigh! She was truly a spirit that has all captivated and will continue to grab at our hearts! I love seeing the stories you share each day! God Bless you for your memories that you share!
Amy (Kowalski) Waggoner <amy.waggoner@earthlink.net>
Fairborn, OH - Thursday, April 27, 2006 8:34 PM CDT

The picture of Ashleigh,Amy and Quinton put a smile on my face today. How happy Ashleigh was. Thanks Angie for all the memories you are posting. I still check her website 2 times daily and read her guestbook. She was such a beautiful little girl.
Barbara
Conway, SC USA - Thursday, April 27, 2006 8:23 PM CDT

Aunt Angie - Like several people, I still check Ashleigh's site and think of her often. There's just something about her that keeps her in your mind and heart. I wanted to share with you that not only is today's Quinton's first birthday. It is also my wedding anniversary. So, it's a very special day all around. I'm sure some day Quinton will know what a special cousin he had.

Jeff, Amy, and Little Ryan - We are still praying that you can find some peace and comfort as difficult as I'm sure it is. No one can imagine the pain you must feel. But I hope you can find some comfort in the fact that Ashleigh's life has impacted thousand's of people. She was (and is) truely special little angel.

Kathleen Craig
Burton, MI USA - Thursday, April 27, 2006 7:55 PM CDT

Thinking of you all...hoping each day becomes a bit more comfortable and peaceful for everyone.

Aunt Angie - Your memory shares are wonderful and I hope they are like therapy for you...flooding your heart with happiness as you search your 'memory banks' to share with everyone on this site. They are a pleasure to read.

Warmest regards-
The Shiemke Family
Eric, Amy, Britt, and Ian Shiemke <heatmi99@earthlink.net>
Farmington Hills, MI USA - Thursday, April 27, 2006 2:47 PM CDT

dear angie,such lovely memories u have of ashleigh. thank you so much for sharing these with us all.she will allways b in our hearts.little did amy know. the day that she gave birth to ashleigh she didnt only capture her heart but thousands of other peoples too. ashleigh will never b to far from home with such a lovely careing loving family that she has. take care of yourselfs,,, lots of love donna and jaime leigh xxxxxxx
donna flanagan <donnaflanagan916@hotmail.com>
portsmouth, uk england - Thursday, April 27, 2006 2:37 PM CDT

We continue to log on Ashleigh's site everyday. It is still too hard to believe!!! Please know you continue to be in our thoughts and prayers and we love you all and miss you. Ashleigh continues and will continue to live on in our memories, we miss her!!!! I can still picture Ashleigh at our house over the holidays and her and Elle walking back and forth stealing all the M&M's out of the M&M bowl. She was so happy.
pam,kurt,elle and drew <pdonakowski@sbcglobal.net>
- Thursday, April 27, 2006 12:26 AM CDT

Today and every day we are thinking of you and praying for you. Just wanted to let you know. Love, The Courtright family.
Pamela Anderson Courtright <pamela_courtright@yahoo.com>
Gaylord, MI USA - Thursday, April 27, 2006 6:51 AM CDT

Jeff, Amy, Angie, and Ryan,
Prayers are still being said that you find comfort in our Holy Father during this difficult time. Our sermon at church last Sunday was during our pain, suffering, grief, and cries that we had two sides to the church would we sit on the Believers Side or the Doubter's side of the church if there were sides to pick from during our struggles. Our minister said that there are times when everyone even ministers have doubt, fear, grief, anger, but we know that our Heavenly Lord is with us at all times to carry us through whatever comes into our lives. I immediately thought of your family when he was giving examples of when we believe and doubt...I ache for your family and when I'm sitting at church my thoughts always turn to your beautiful family. I know you must have doubt...as I myself have asked why Ashleigh...why children when there are some people on earth that are given chance after chance and take it for granted. Why do our precious children have to suffer? I cannot answer that I can only trust in God and His plans. I am sure we would all sit on the doubter's side at sometime in our lives. I'm sure we will all continue to ask "why Ashliegh" why do children have to suffer? I will continue to pray for you all and even though we have doubts I do hope you are finding some comfort each day. The Lord will bring you through this. My mom always tells me that whatever is brought to us the Lord will bring us through it too. My mom is a great comfort,and Angie I'm glad you are there for your sister and her family. God Bless you all.
Darrin, Amy (Kowalski) Allison & Kaitlyn Waggoner <amy.waggoner@earthlink.net>
Fairborn, OH - Wednesday, April 26, 2006 8:48 PM CDT

Dear Sweet Ashleigh Marie,

It has been four weeks now since I have been able to-

hug you, look into your sparkling eyes, see that beautiful smile, hear your sweet voice, tell you how brave you are, how very kind you are, and tell you how lucky I am to have the most beautiful, special granddaughter in the whole world and most important - how very much you are loved by me.

I really miss -

talking to you, playing with you, watching videos with you, eating cheetos with you, teasing you, sneaking beanie babies into your room, having you wake me up in the morning - just hearing you call "Grandma Kate, Grandma Kate" with such excitement in your voice. Oh what fun times we have had.

The memories are so wonderful but I really, really miss you. I think of you always and will love you forever, and ever, and ever; and yes, I will NEVER FORGET!

Thnak you Sweet Ashleigh Marie for all you have given me.

With Love,
Grandma Kate
Kate Ableidinger <katedinger@hotmail.com>
Alpena, MI - Wednesday, April 26, 2006 7:52 PM CDT

Dear Jeff, Amy and Family,
We are thinking of you today and of your sweet Ashleigh,
praying that your hearts are being comforted.
We wish there was more we could say or do.
The Konarzewski's
Shelby Township, MI - Wednesday, April 26, 2006 4:14 PM CDT

Still thinking of all of you and Sweet Ashleigh! I really love the memory share!
Kim <kadwsimmons@comcast.net>
- Wednesday, April 26, 2006 2:12 PM CDT

A day doesn't go by that I do not think of your precious Ashleigh. I know that grin is lighting up heaven even more. My heart continues to break for all of you. Please know so many people are holding your hands.
Peg Poma <ppoma@firstcommunities.net>
Marietta, GA - Wednesday, April 26, 2006 10:54 AM CDT

You are in my constant thoughts and prayers. May the Lord heal your pain.
Jennifer Blain <b.j.blain@sbcglobal.net>
Grand Rapids, MI - Wednesday, April 26, 2006 6:19 AM CDT

I want to thank you for sharing you website with me, it was so beutiful and brought tears to my eyes as I read Ashleigh's story. I wish I had gotton the chance to meet Ashleigh. My thoughts are always with you.
Miss Ashley <ashleysorenson@email.grcc.edu>
Wyoming, Mi 49509 - Tuesday, April 25, 2006 7:44 PM CDT

Dear Jeff & Amy,

As always, I am thinking of you, Ryan, and your angel, Ashleigh. I hope that the happy memories of Ashleigh are carrying you through the days. Much love to you...
Silvia <silvia@dodgeplanet.com>
Monterey Park, CA - Tuesday, April 25, 2006 1:36 AM CDT

everytime i hear you will be in my heart i cry now because i know how much you loved that song its amazing how someone i never met has touched me so much we love you ash
carly <homeandawaybaby@hotmail.com >
australia - Monday, April 24, 2006 10:53 PM CDT

~*~May peace be with you. My heart breaks for your family. I cannot even begin to imagine the anguish you are feeling. Aunt Angie your words bring me to tears (actually more like sobs), I can feel the pain in your heart when I read your words. My children are all tucked into bed right now, but it's all I can do to not go in and scoop them all up and hold them tight. What a precious gift our babies are to us and to loose one is just unimaginable. I am so sorry for your loss and pray for you all each and every day that you will find peace and comfort during this terrible time of pain and sadness. Thank you for sharing your precious baby girl with all of us.~*~
Belinda Schafer <toddbin@sbcglobal.net>
Ionia, MI USA - Monday, April 24, 2006 10:34 PM CDT

Jeff Amy amd Ryan
i was just thinking of you. I was wearing the Ashleigh T-shirt from the Fundraiser this weekend. I wear it all the time and i love when people ask me who she is and then i can share her wonderful story.
Kenny wanted to tell Ryan Happy Early Birthday. We hope its a great birthday
Miss you all
Bekki, Autumn and Kenny
Bekki Krul <mikeandsue828@yahoo.com>
Wyoming, MI USA - Monday, April 24, 2006 11:48 AM CDT

Another wonderful memory share...

Thinking of you all today, and everyday.
Chrissy Delekta <cdelekta75@yahoo.com>
Rogers City, MI USA - Monday, April 24, 2006 11:18 AM CDT

I am enjoying the memory shares ... I love learning more and more abour sweet Ashleigh. Jeff and Amy, please know that your precious child made a difference in this world. In her short time on Earth, she affected the lives of so many by being such a brave and wonderful little girl. We have all learned to appreciate life - what an incredible gift. She will live forever in my heart.
Monica Coffey <tika98@yahoo.com>
Frisco, TX - Monday, April 24, 2006 10:40 AM CDT

Thinking of your family and holding you
close in our prayers.
Trish/Angel_Wings <Kngboyer@aol.com>
Kingston, TN USA - Monday, April 24, 2006 10:22 AM CDT

Thinking of you today and always. No words can express our sympathy.

Steve, Gretchen, and Jack Rea
Gretchen Rea <GretchenRea@hotmail.com>
- Monday, April 24, 2006 10:03 AM CDT

Thinking of you all and hoping the pain is easing. We lost another friend to the Cancer monster this weekend. He left behind his wife and 2 children. I'll never understand! We hope you are finding the strength to get you through this difficult time.

Warmest regards-
The Shiemke Family
Eric, Amy, Britt, and Ian Shiemke <heatmi99@earthlink.net>
Farmington Hills, MI USA - Monday, April 24, 2006 9:13 AM CDT

Thinking of you all.
Robin Brunet <robinb@neptune.on.ca>
Bradford, Ontario Canada - Monday, April 24, 2006 8:32 AM CDT

What an adorable new picture and story of Ashleigh. Thanks so much for still sharing a precious part of your lives. We do truly miss you Jeff and wonder how you're doing. I can't imagine how hard this is on you and Amy but always know you're in our hearts and prayers and you have so many people thinking of you and hoping we hear from you soon. Never forget how much Ashleigh is loved by all of us as well as you, Amy, Ryan and special Aunt Angie. If only we could take away your pain.
Kathie Hoppe <hoppe@chartermi.net>
Alpena, mi - Monday, April 24, 2006 6:46 AM CDT

We are so thinking about you and only can pray that you can get through what you are going through! I can't relate, only can empathiize. Take care and god bless!
Dawn Morin (Egli) <Dawncie@yahoo.com>
Pittsburgh, PA USA - Monday, April 24, 2006 2:16 AM CDT

Aunt Angie, Jeff and Amy
My heart continues to break for you. I cant IMAGINE what you are going through. But my heart and my prayers are ALWAYS with you.
Had a good cry tonight. Sure miss the updates and that beautiful face.
Forever praying
Nancy
http://kellycountry2002.homestead.com/Index.html

Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, April 23, 2006 10:41 PM CDT

Aunt Angie,
On March 2nd, the Lord called to heaven a dear friend of mine. I struggled, well still struggle, with wondering why God hadn't honored our prayers for an earthly healing for him. I was so certain that my Dakota would be okay, but God had a different plan. Here is part of what I wrote to my friend, Dakota's mom about 5 weeks after he died. Perhaps some of what the Lord has revealed to me will help you. I am still very much grieving for Dakota and I in no way understand why he or Ashleigh did not stay with us, but I have found some comfort in our Lord. I could rewrite all of it, but I have just copied my words to her and pasted them here for you to read.

...I remember in the days immediately following Dakota's death, I would sit for long stretches of time, knowing there were things I needed to do, but I just couldn't make my self move. The very act of breathing was a challenge on March 2. I left work and even when I returned I didn't really do anything there.
I just kept saying to God over and over again, but You said if we really believed he would be okay, You
said I could tell that cancer mountain to move and You would move it, You said he would live, You said ask and you will receive, You promised me Lord,
I asked and You did not hear my cries, You did not give me the desires of my heart. I reasoned with Him: if I had just fasted one more day, stayed up all
night praying one more time, sung one more song of thanksgiving to You, asked in a different way, gotten more prayer warriors to pray with me... And when
I would hush long enough to listen to God, He gave me those words, "For my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways," declares the
Lord. "As the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher
than your ways and my thoughts than your thoughts." Isaiah 56:8,9. And I kept saying, "But, but, but," and He just kept saying, "But he does live, he lives
with me. The mountain is gone, the cancer will never hurt him again." And I kept saying, "yes, but." He told me to drop my foolish pride and realize that
it is about His authority over all things, not about me and what I did and didn't do. (That is hard to write, because I still have trouble with that righteous
pride part.) And He is still talking to me about all of these things. He His opened His scriptures to me in a powerful way and revealed Himself to me in
the most perplexing and healing ways. Some of the answers I'll never get until I see Him in glory.
Many of us were confounded by God's plan and had to pull our faith in the Almighty out and closely examine it. In some odd way,
a divine way, I bet our faith will be strengthened through all of this.
I remember going to a healing service one time when I was 12-years-old. The atmosphere was really explosive and alive and I didn't really know what to think
of all of that. I remember praying to God that day, "Hey God, just think of the stir You could make in this place if in the blink of Your eye my eyes were
completely normal." God, just as clearly as if He spoke outloud said to me, "Oh, but just watch what a stir I can make in your lifetime if you allow me
to use you just the way I made you." He knew His plan and knew that it would bring Him more glory and honor if we did things His way. I guess it is the
same way with Dakota. We had it all mapped out for Him, but God saw a bigger picture, a long-term, eternal plan. Sometimes I just wish I could see things
way down the road like He does, but I know in my human arrogance and weakness I'd only want to pick the clay up and start molding it myself a different
way. If I read the final chapter in the book, I might not follow in obedience for the preceding ones and I'd miss all the good stuff He had hidden in there.
Sometimes I really think He knows that we can't go with Him day by day or hour by hour if we see the whole picture. That is where the daily walking in
faith and conforming our thoughts and ways to be more like His comes in.
I am still wrapping my mind around His plan, but i really have progressed to a point where I know He is in control and that He did not forsake us. He loves us so very much and will see us through this bitter valley of grief. But, oh how I do miss my dakota so very much! ...

Angie, I am praying for all of you. I know you miss your dear Ashleigh so very much. I'm asking God to pour out His peace, and love, and comfort on you as you mourn. The Bible says "Blessed are those who mourn for they shall be comforted." May you know His peace in this awful time of loss.
Love,
Lis Geoghegan <liveinspirit@aol.com>
Cabot, AR - Sunday, April 23, 2006 9:07 PM CDT

Hi Everyone
Just want you to know that you are in my thoughts today and always. I continue to share memories of Ashleigh and how strong she was daily. She will always be a HERO and INSPIRATION to me as well as all of you. Lots of love and prayers form our house to yours. Love Annie and Jason Hepburn
annie hepburn <hallie2@core.com>
Posen, MI - Sunday, April 23, 2006 9:01 PM CDT

Just checking in to let you know we are thinking of you all and pray for your comfort- we just can't imagine how your hearts must ache.
Love
Leah and Tony Konarzewski
Shelby Twp, MI - Sunday, April 23, 2006 6:44 PM CDT

Dear family, We are thinking of you today and every day. You are in our prayers. Love, The Courtright family
Pamela Anderson Courtright <pamela _courtright@yahoo.com>
Gaylord, MI USA - Sunday, April 23, 2006 6:41 PM CDT

I bet little Ashleigh had one incredible Easter Sunday this year! Nothing like hunting for easter eggs on golden paved roads. Angie, thanks for the memory shares...I just love seeing new pictures of sweet Ashleigh and can't imagine how I'll ever come to stop checking her site for updates. I think of you and your family so much and often imagine to myself what Ashleigh is doing up there. I wonder who she plays with. Does she ever have to sleep and feel the need to rest anymore, or does the energy never cease? Does she have her very own horse? Who knows...it might even be pink and purple! :)

(((Hugs))) You all are in my prayers and always in my thoughts.

Natalie Lomas <natalieland@alltel.net>
Canton, GA 30115 - Sunday, April 23, 2006 3:14 PM CDT

Hello, just a quick note to let you all know that we are still holding you all up in prayer. May you have a wonderful day today, full of beautiful memories of Ashliegh that will bring a smile to your face, and a glimmer of peace in your eyes~! BLESSINGS~!
Joni T <Luvnlife05@aol.com>
Thomaston , GA USA - Sunday, April 23, 2006 2:27 PM CDT

I visit Ashleigh's site every day. I smile when I sign on and see that beautiful smile. My heart aches for your family. How sad it is that cancer takes so many away from their loving families way too early. I cried when I read your aunt Angie's post. It is so obvious that you are so dearly missed. Hugs to you in Heaven sweetie. Angel Connie
Connie Walczak <walczak55@comcast.net>
- Sunday, April 23, 2006 12:05 AM CDT

Isa 40:31 But they that wait upon the LORD shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings as eagles; they shall run, and not be weary; and they shall walk, and not faint.
The Prayer Bears Website

Lynn <aprayerbear@gmail.com>
Seattle, WA USA - Saturday, April 22, 2006 10:01 PM CDT

I sat in your room today pumpkin and listened to the tapes of you talking on Caleb's answering machine. It was beautiful and I just sat and cried and cried. Mommy is taking care of all of your toys, and stuffed animals, and trinkets in your room-everything is arranged just perfect like you liked it. She is also hanging collages of you and there are beautiful pictures everywhere. You truly have a bedroom that most girls would only dream of...its like walking into a fairy tale wonderland...it will be the same for a long time pumpkin. This week has been so hard.....why...I am not sure. All day today I have just been wondering why our prayers were not answered? I asked Uncle Steve, I talked to Grandma Kate, of course there is no good answer. With all my heart & soul I prayed for you to stay with us... along with so many other people...I can't think of anything else we could have done to have more power of prayer. I know God and the Angels were bombarded with prayers from our hearts and it wasn't what was needed to save you here and I don't understand why. I will keep reading and learning and maybe the answer will come to me, or maybe I will feel at peace with it someday. I know you can see how beautiful it is here from Heaven..the trees are getting all of their leaves and everything is green again. Xander layed in bed tonight and held his new framed picture of the two of you ...your Mommy gave it to him today and it says "cousins" on it. We talked about you and I explained again that I am so sad because I miss you. My heart aches today...Love you.

Love,
Aunt Angie
Angie Hendrickson <angie_hendrickson@alticor.com>
Grand Rapids, MI USA - Saturday, April 22, 2006 9:43 PM CDT

Thinking of you all today. It was a beautiful day out with the sun shining bright. You are always in our prayers.

Alison, Hunter, and Chloe <alilewis328@aol.com>
Beech Grove, IN USA - Saturday, April 22, 2006 8:12 PM CDT

Dear Amy and Jeff,

I just want to say that I think of sweet Ashleigh at some point every single day. I have never met her and will never meet either of you but am forever touched by your daughter. She is indeed with Jesus and while she knows only joy I know that your hearts miss her beyond words. There simply is no greater pain then saying goodbye to a child.

Praying for you.

God bless,
The Paquette's: Monica, John, Aubrey, Saint Gabrielle, and Noah
Monica Paquette <mj.paquette@att.net>
Minneapolis, MN - Saturday, April 22, 2006 11:28 AM CDT

Thank you for the wonderful bubble picture. It is so special to see Little Miss Ashleigh's smiling face. How you must miss her......It must go on and on. We hope to hear how you are doing--mom, dad, and Ryan. We are praying for you. Love, The Courtright family
Pamela Anderson Courtright <pamela_courtright@yahoo.com>
Gaylord, MI USA - Friday, April 21, 2006 10:14 PM CDT

Just checking out the website again. Jeff, we miss you and miss hearing from you. Please know we hold you all in our hearts and prayers. I talked to Grandma Kate today. So many broken hearts. Ashleigh was loved by so many..what a special little gal!
Kathie Hoppe <hoppe@chartermi.net>
Alpena, mi - Friday, April 21, 2006 9:59 PM CDT

Amy, Jeff and Ryan
We think of you so often each day. If I wake up in the middle of the night- my first thought is Ashleigh. So many miss her smiling little face, we had the privledge to know her. We know someday you will all be back together but for now that seems so far off. Ryan will be turning the big 2 soon. He has been such a blessing for your family. Many hugs sent your way.
Miss Molly & family <dcavera@sbcglobal.net>
EGR, MI usa - Friday, April 21, 2006 8:50 PM CDT

I showed my Alexa your website tonight, she is 4 with stage 4 nb just starting her radiation, she loves the "tarzan" song and wants to hear it when she goes for radiation she loves the pictures of your Ashleigh she asks is she all better? I said yes she is free of cancer and is all better,she is in heaven with her fairy friends, your baby's smile has brought joy to my fighter and me, GOD bless you we PRAY for your family.Sincerely, Stephanie
caringbridge...alexabaily
Stephanie Bailey <Bbpottstown@aol.com>
Sanatoga, PA - Friday, April 21, 2006 8:44 PM CDT

Hope you all are doing as well as to be expected...
Praying for strength and better days....
Melissa/Angel_Wings <sass_27_2005@yahoo.com>
NH USA - Friday, April 21, 2006 9:17 AM CDT

Loved the latest memory share....

I'm thinking of you all, keeping everyone in my prayers. I an taking a ride to Alpena this weekend, hoping to visit Ashleigh at some point...

Hang in there.
Chrissy Delekta <cdelekta75@yahoo.com>
Rogers City, MI USA - Friday, April 21, 2006 8:29 AM CDT

Words can not desribe the sorrow I feel in my heart for your little angel. You will be in my thoughts and prayers for an eternity. God Bless.
Heather <nightwhispers76@hotmail.com>
Kittanning, Pa USA - Thursday, April 20, 2006 2:59 PM CDT

I break down in tears every time I read these entries, it's so heartbreaking to see how much she will be missed by everybody. I spent some time at her grave over easter and almost bought a couple little girl angels but I was told not to get anything except for flowers.......you guys are always on my mind.................Matt
Matt Hiske <matthiske2003@yahoo.com>
Kentwood, MI USA - Thursday, April 20, 2006 11:35 AM CDT

Aunt Angie
What a beautiful picture of Ashleigh in the tub! I always thought of her as a little mermaid. Thank you so much for sharing your memories of Ashleigh with all of us. They mean so much to us to read them.
I am praying so hard for her Mommy and Daddy. I know this has got to be sooooooooo tough.
All my love always
Nancy
http://kellycountry2002.homestead.com/Index.html
Nancy <thebratt72@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, April 20, 2006 11:06 AM CDT

I love the picture of Alexander and Ashleigh in the tub with Ryan peeking over! WOW! Those are some bubbles!! She was quite the little fish and it looks like Alex and Ashleigh were having a great time! I have visited Ashleigh's grave a couple of times. My mom and I have walked for exercise there for years. I was there on Monday walking and I stopped to visit Ashleigh. Someone had left colored daisies for her, very pretty. It was warm that day and there was a little breeze which made the fairy windchime make a beautiful sound. Very peaceful. Hard to believe it has been 3 weeks. Thinking about all of you!
Karrie Schaedig
Alpena, MI - Thursday, April 20, 2006 8:35 AM CDT

Like so many entries I read, I also check Ashleigh's site daily. I think of her so many times throughout the day and pray for the family left behind. I am getting my Masters in Nursing at the University of Iowa, where much research is being done on neuroblastomas. How I wish for a cure for this awful disease. I was on the floor the week after we lost one of our own princesses, and everyone was just devastated. No child should have to go through the pain that Ashleigh and so many others do. If there is ever anything I can do to ease your pain, please know that you can ask. Until then, I will continue visiting the site, praying for all of those left behind with broken hearts, and doing what I can to help find a cure. With love, Kori
Kori Barry <barryfamily1011@msn.com>
Cedar Rapids, IA - Wednesday, April 19, 2006 11:22 PM CDT

You will never know just how many hearts you have touched in sharing Ashleigh's story and life. I check in regularly for the memory share and just to see Ashleigh's beautiful smile. My prayers are ever with you! Take care.
Dina Richard
Paulina, LA USA - Wednesday, April 19, 2006 11:08 PM CDT

It's been 3 weeks pumpkin...3 weeks without seeing you...the longest ever..and I still can't believe it...I still can't believe you are gone and every minute I still feel like we would do anything to have you back -absolutely anything. I know you are not suffering now, and I know you are pain free in Heaven, but I still so much have the hope inside of me that you deserved a miracle cure and deserved your life here - being Loved by Mommy, Daddy, Ryan and all of us. I realize I can't hold onto the hope for your miracle cure anymore and watch you grow up to be a beautiful young girl - but the hope has been there so long inside my heart, inside my soul, that now letting go of it feels like giving up and admitting the loss of hope. When I wake up in the morning, for one fleeting moment, the hope is there...until I realize once again.. you are gone. Usually when waking up after a nightmare, after one brief moment of scare, you have the relief that it wasn't real and things are just fine. But when I wake up..it all comes rushing back quick...a nightmare come true..Ashleigh is gone forever.

I am praying hard for your Mommy & Daddy now....this is so hard for them...so unfair to feel this pain...so much much more than any parent should have to face. It is such a realization that life is forever changed for them and they will never be the same. Spring brings a flood of memories of you...the swingset, the chalk, the purple truck, the tricycle, the wagon, the lemonade, the sand & water table, the kid's picnic table -absolutely everything seems to hold memories with it that bring tears.

I can imagine myself writing on here when I am 80 years old and still saying I am missing you...all the years we will have to go through...I wonder how things will change. Love You Pumpkin.

Love,
Aunt Angie
Angie Hendrickson <angie_hendrickson@alticor.com>
Grand Rapids, MI USA - Wednesday, April 19, 2006 10:29 PM CDT

Thank you for sharing your beautiful memories with us.
Susan Foster <CLF8987@aol.com>
Wentzville, MO USA - Wednesday, April 19, 2006 10:20 PM CDT

Ashleigh first came into my life the morning she passed away. Her story and pictures just captured my heart.
I think that we often take the moments of our lives for granted. I�ve found that in the business, stress, and exhaustion of my �everyday� I can get caught up in the frustration of things that don�t really matter.
Taking the time to read Ashleigh�s story makes my heart pause and cherish every moment, even the frustrating ones. I have a feeling that she has this effect on many people. Thank you so much for sharing her story. I will continue to pray for strength and peace for your family.
What an incredible legacy to left by such special angel.

Stephanie <stephlee@wt.net>
Magnolia, TX USA - Wednesday, April 19, 2006 10:14 PM CDT

Omg!I almost went into tears when my teacher told us ashleigh died I was so down hearted!!!!!
sorry 2 hear bout the bad news praying always,
Shelby

Shelby <shelby_duncan@hotmail.com>
Hubbard Lake, MI United States - Wednesday, April 19, 2006 5:48 PM CDT

Thinking of you all today...
Chrissy Delekta <cdelekta75@yahoo.com>
Rogers City, MI USA - Wednesday, April 19, 2006 2:53 PM CDT

Ashleigh,

I'm thinking of you on this warm beautiful day!! I bet you've been sending us all of the great sunshine!! I miss you so much, and can't believe it will be sooo long until I will see you again!! I know I'm being selfish, but before you went to heaven, I prayed that God would let you come to my birthday party this year. My birthday definitely won't be the same without you. I am just going to celebrate this year with my family, and of course Rosie Ashleigh. She's been so good lately. She is even doing these funny tricks....I'm sure you've seen her do them!! I just wanted to let you know how much I love you and how much I miss you.

Love, Caleb
Caleb Lane <stevejennywolf@aol.com>
Wayland, MI USA - Wednesday, April 19, 2006 1:55 PM CDT

Thinking of you and holding
your family close in our prayers.
Trish/Angel_Wings <Kngboyer@aol.com>
Kingston, TN USA - Wednesday, April 19, 2006 1:43 PM CDT

Many, many prayers to you and your family. God Bless
Ashley <ashleytori22@yahoo.com>
Charlotte, NC USA - Wednesday, April 19, 2006 1:16 PM CDT

Hello Kieliszewski family!
Know that we love you and think of you guys all the time. We pray that Ashleigh is running around with her fairy friends in heaven. I bet that she can fly faster though. Her angel wings will be strong forever.
Your friends forever,
Patrick, Mary, Lily, Chloe and Sadie Kampf
Patrick Kampf <kamperbear@hotmail.com>
Rockford, MI USA - Wednesday, April 19, 2006 10:36 AM CDT

Just wanted you to know that we are thinking of you today and every day. You are in our prayers. Love, The Courtright family!
Pamela Anderson Courtright <pamela_courtright@yahoo.com>
Gaylord, MI USA - Wednesday, April 19, 2006 10:31 AM CDT

Praying for you today.
Lis Geoghegan <liveinspirit@aol.com>
Cabot, AR - Wednesday, April 19, 2006 10:19 AM CDT

Could't resist a peek at that adorable grin. I can just imagine all the giggling going on in heaven. You are in my thoughts and prayers.
Peg Poma <ppoma@firstcommunities.net>
Marietta, GA - Wednesday, April 19, 2006 9:32 AM CDT

I think of the four of you often. Not a day goes by when I dont look at Ashleighs picture on the poster at Daydreams. I pray for the healing of the hearts left behind. And I also pray for an end to the disease that stole your precious daughter. Thinking of you always
erica
- Tuesday, April 18, 2006 10:45 PM CDT

The memory share is so neat. I bet Ashleigh had a wonderful time celebrating Easter with Jesus. They must have had a huge egg hunt!!

Thanks for continuing to share your memories of Ashleigh. I check the website almost every day. I think of Ashleigh every day. I pray for you all every day!
A Faithful Reader
Sioux Falls, SD - Tuesday, April 18, 2006 9:23 PM CDT

Hi Jeff, Amy and Ryan
Just wanted to say hi and to let you know that there is not a day that goes by that I am not thinking of you. I continue to pray for all of you and wonder how all of you are doing. Please give Ryan a big hug from me. We love you all very much Love always your cousins Annie and Jason Hepburn
annie hepburn <hallie2@core.com>
Posen, MI - Tuesday, April 18, 2006 7:55 PM CDT

Jeff and Amy
I hope things are going better for you all. I went to the St. John Vianney Cemetary last week to visit a friend of mine who died 4 years ago (she was 19) i asked Crystal to watch over Ashleigh up in Heaven. Since then i have felt a little better, like that is exactly what Crystal is doing, they are keeping eachother company and watching over all the rest of us down here.
I still think of Ashleigh on a daily basis, and even though we weren't all that close I still miss her so much that it hurts, so I can't imagine what you all are going through. I also know that you are a strong, loving Family and you will make it through. I wish you all the best. hope to see you soon
Love Bekki
Bekki Krul <mikeandsue828@yahoo.com>
Wyoming, MI USA - Tuesday, April 18, 2006 12:14 AM CDT

Dear amy and jeff hows it going i hope ryan had a fun time at easter i know i did well i am sure ashleigh painted easter eggs too! with all of the fairies and carebears!
Sarah <sarah_wieschowski23@hotmail.com>
alpena, mi u.s. - Tuesday, April 18, 2006 11:37 AM CDT

I have been a silent follower of Ashleigh's story as well as several other children with this terrible disease. My heart broke for you when I learned of Ashleigh's passing. I want you to know you are being prayed for in Loganville GA and may God bring you peace and comfort knowing your princess is safe and happy and healthy with him until you meet again.
Amy
Amy Harrison <amyharrison@bellsouth.net>
Loganville, Ga USA - Tuesday, April 18, 2006 10:26 AM CDT

Just thinking of the three of you today and wanted you to know! We miss hearing from you and think of you all the time. We love Angie's "memory shares" and new pictures of Ashleigh. We sure miss hearing about her. Always remember you're in our hearts and prayers.
Kathie Hoppe <hoppe@chartermi.net>
Alpena, mi - Tuesday, April 18, 2006 6:43 AM CDT

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