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I hope all is going well for you! Joshua "Jehovah saves" are great people!!
Joshua Edward Freerksen <freerksen_j@msn.com>
North Bend, OR USA - Tuesday, October 9, 2012 2:23 AM CDT

I happened to have your son's caringbridge site saved on my computer, my son also has NB and this October is his 5 year anniversay since diagnosis. I am so happy to hear of others out there with anniversaries of 5 years or more, this is encouraging. My son has been off treatment for two years now and we continue to have scans every 4 months in NYC. Over the past year I have allowed myself to withddraw from the cancer world, as much as possible, my theory was to let my worry go and try and seek a normal life as much as possible. The fear is always there and I cannot seem to escape from that. It is almost every week I hear about another child being diagnosed or relapsing. Do you experience this also? Any advice on how to keep positive thoughts for the future and not worry. Anyway, I am so happy for you and your family.
caringbridge.org/ok/mitchel
Mary Baughman <mikmar2m@cableone.net>
Bartlesville, Ok 74006 - Tuesday, October 27, 2009 4:19 PM CDT

Six years!!! The Lord is good. I am so thankful you are doing so well and pray for you and your family everyday to continue to stay healthy. You are an inspiration to me and many others. Keep smiling that beautiful smile. Love, Jocelyne
Jocelyne Strahm <sficowgirl1@yahoo.com>
Sabetha, KS USA - Friday, May 1, 2009 10:37 AM CDT

Scott and I are friends of Lee and Jany. I usually keep a hard copy of your home page in a special drawer that I go through frequently. This is wonderful reminder to pray for you. Today, I checked your web site and found the great news about Joshua continuing to be cancer free.
Janice Troeger
- Saturday, April 4, 2009 3:50 PM CDT

Cancer does change your life and I believe we are better for it. Suddenly your priorities are realigned and for the better. Each day is a gift from God.
Thank you for your sharing and I continue to pray for Joshua and all of you.
Mary Walker
Scottsdale, AZ USA - Thursday, March 19, 2009 11:29 AM CDT

I check your site frequently and am always happy to read a note with such "happy" news!! You're always in my prayers...lynda kistner
Lynda Kistner
Waverly, KS USA - Monday, March 16, 2009 11:55 AM CDT

It has been encouragement to read you site! My niece (10-1/2 months old) was diagnosed with neuroblastoma this past Friday morning followed by surgery yesterday and chemo beginning next week. Jessica Weatherford told me about your site after I sent an email asking for prayer for Cora. We don't have a Caring Bridge site up for her yet, but hope to soon. We praise the Lord for how He has healed Joshua and pray the same for Cora.
Olivia Good
Hillsboro, KS USA - Saturday, January 24, 2009 11:20 PM CST

Dear Sweet Joshua,
.
You have been a role-model for so many people, including me. I think of you daily as God's helper. You are so positive, kind, and helpful to anyone you see in need. People that met you here in the "Keys" still ask about you and that winning smile you always had!
I knew all along you were SPECIAL, but now I can see God's grace in you. I am so proud to be your Aunt Jany and have you in my life. You sparkle with God's love and peace.
You give me hope and strength that I can handle my health the way you trust Jesus.

Love you dearly,
Aunt Jany

Jany Riemer <oz78jkr@msn.com>
Tavernier, FL. USA - Monday, November 24, 2008 7:54 AM CST

4TH GRADE!!! - And Joshua you look so very handsome in your back to school picture!! I check in with your Caring Bridge often and enjoy reading about the activities you and Bethany are doing!! Hope you both have a very good school year - you and your family are always in my prayers...love....lynda kistner
Lynda Kistner
Waverly, KS USA - Friday, August 22, 2008 5:39 AM CDT

I am one of your Grandmother's friends and even related. I moved this summer from Salem, Oregon to Sun City Az and have begun a new saga in my life, left all and got into the boat! God is good all of the time.! Blessings, Mariellen Shenk
Mariellen Shenk <rosesandlace61@cox.net>
Sun City, AZ USA - Tuesday, July 29, 2008 11:39 PM CDT

Thank you for blessing me today with the wisdom God gave you on storms in our lives. God is so good!
Hey to Joshua. I'm his Aunt Jany's friend from Arizona.
Mary Walker <mary@walkeragency.com>
Scottsdale, AZ USA - Friday, June 27, 2008 2:13 PM CDT

Hi Joshua
My name is Jenna and I came across your site. You are a brave, courageous fighter. You are an inspiration and a real champ. You will be in my thoughts and prayers.
caringbridge.org/visit/champ291
Jenna <nevergiveup301@aol.com>
Kamloops, BC Canada - Wednesday, April 30, 2008 4:03 PM CDT

Halleluia!!!! Our God reigns!!! Thanks for sharing those tender memories... it evoked a ton in me. Praise God for His healing touch in Joshua's body! We will rejoice in the same celebration on July 1st - WOW!
Angie Gallegos <joyfulnhope@comcast.net www.caringbridge.org/mi/gabriella>
Auburn Hills, MI - Wednesday, April 2, 2008 10:17 PM CDT

UNBELIEVEABLE...I HAVE NO WORDS
Jeanette <jeanette.regier@calvary.edu>
- Monday, March 17, 2008 1:32 PM CDT

Go Joshua Go! March 14 and one more year has passed!
Jeanette <jeanette.regier@calvary.edu>
- Friday, March 14, 2008 8:43 AM CDT

I love the lights story. I can't wait to share that with my kids. What a beautiful understanding of God! I will always think of the "light" we live in when I see the Christmas lights.
Heather McLeod <mcleodfamily@triad.rr.com>
- Friday, December 7, 2007 9:53 AM CST

Dear Joshua,
I read your mother's journal tonight and want to thank you for reminding me of the most important thing to be thankful for--Jesus Christ's behavior. He behaves the way He does because of His character. His character is what we all should desire and can look forward to because the Bible says someday we shall be like Him. Joshua, you already manifest much of Christ's character. Thank you for letting Christ shine through you. I hope you and your family have a very wonderful Thanksgiving Day.
Love,

Lynda Gimple
Topeka, KS Shawnee - Wednesday, November 21, 2007 10:57 PM CST

HAPPY 9th BIRTHDAY, JOSHUA!!! WOW!!! Your Grandma Della talked about your celebration, and I just wish I could've been there to see your smile!! YOU are such a wonderful gift to our lives, and we praise JESUS for HIM giving you another birthday! How we love you...as well as Bethany and your mom and dad!! Tell them all hello, and have a great year in school!! Always remember how VERY MUCH JESUS LOVE YOU!!! And so do we!!! In JESUS' love, Dale & Carol

Dale & Carol Schrag <dcschrag@sbcglobal.net>
Newton, KS USA - Tuesday, October 9, 2007 1:24 PM CDT

Hi! - I check your Caring Bridge often and see today is a VERY SPECIAL DAY!!!.....HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOSHUA!! PTL for this happy day!...think of you often and always so happy to read your good news...your family will continue to be in my thoughts and prayers...lynda k
lynda kistner
waverly, ks usa - Monday, October 8, 2007 8:40 PM CDT

Praise God for good tests results. So happy that all is well at your home. May God continue to bless you all.
Allison Barnes <allisonbarnes@triad.rr.com>
Lewisville, NC - Monday, September 24, 2007 7:01 PM CDT

Wow! What an absolute wonderful picture of Joshua. It is amazing to look at him, and he is an inspiration to us all. Lots of love and continued prayers.
The Benoff Family

Julie Benoff <jbenoff1@yahoo.com>
Hillsborough, NJ - Sunday, September 23, 2007 9:16 AM CDT

Joshua, love that picture--it really shows what summertime is all about! Glad you all are having fun.
Love to all,
Jennifer Click and Carolyn & Evan Coveney <jsclick@gmail.com>
Springfield, VA - Saturday, August 11, 2007 7:53 AM CDT

I love that picture, Joshua!!! I am so glad you are having a great summer and getting to do all the things you dream of. I will continue to pray for you to stay healthy. You are truly an inspiration to us all.

Lots of Love and hugs,

Jocelyne
Jocelyne Bruschi <jbruschi2@cox.net>
Topeka, KS USA - Monday, July 23, 2007 3:55 PM CDT

GO JOSHUA GO!! I LOVE YOU ALWAYS!
JEANETTE <ATHLDIR@CALVARY.EDU>
KANSAS CITY, MO - Friday, July 6, 2007 2:02 PM CDT

My goodness Joshua, you are SO handsome in your suit and tie! Glad to hear things are going well. We hope you have a wonderful summer and hear those three magic words: No more scans!
Love to all,
Jennifer Click and Carolyn & Evan Coveney <jsclick@gmail.com>
Springfield, VA - Sunday, June 3, 2007 7:01 AM CDT

Dear Joshua & family, Hi!! Joshua, a BIG congratulations on your science project!!! I understand (from your Grandma Della) that you did a great job!! Can you (or your mom) write and tell me all about it? I loved watching the school children work on these, and just knowing you, I KNOW YOU PUT YOUR VERY BEST EFFORT and TALENT into it. And I KNOW that YOU LET JESUS HELP YOU!! You are ONE BOY to be CELEBRATED!!! And so...today...I DO!!!
Dale & Carol Schrag <dcschrag@sbcglobal.net>
Newton, Ks USA - Saturday, April 28, 2007 10:52 PM CDT

Janene,
What a beautiful March update. God is so good isn't He? He walks with us every step of the way and takes the hard times and turns them into something amazing. God bless you my friend.
Jessica Weatherford <washburnu@yahoo.com>
Olathe, KS - Wednesday, April 11, 2007 9:58 PM CDT

Hi - I just want to tell you how much I enjoyed visiting with you today, I was having kind of a "down" day and you brightened it greatly!! Also enjoyed seeing your "beautiful" children!! Will continue watching your journal and you're in my prayers "daily"! Hope to see you again soon...in Christian Love...lynda kistner
Lynda Kistner <lkistner@carrollsweb.com>
Waverly, KS USA - Sunday, March 25, 2007 9:17 PM CDT

Dear Joshua, What a special young man you are to my life!! To see you light up the room with that awesome smile at your Grandma Della's home, and get your big "bear hug" was a precious gift to my life today! Thanks for being such a bright spot in my day! Glad I could see you and Bethany, and of course your mom and dad! Have a super Spring Break! We love you!!
Dale and Carol Schrag <dcschrag@sbcglobal.net>
Newton, KS USA - Saturday, March 17, 2007 11:49 PM CDT

Janene,

I am so happy to hear of Joshua's great news. We sing that song at church too and I have always loved it. Now, I will think of Joshua and your family when we sing it and remember to praise God for His hope. In His Name,

Heather McLeod <mcleodfamily@triad.rr.com>
- Friday, January 26, 2007 8:45 AM CST

That's exactly what we wanted to hear! Thinking of you often.
The Benoff Family

www.patmedia.net/benoff

Julie Benoff <jbenoff1@yahoo.com>
Hillsborough, NJ United States - Thursday, January 25, 2007 4:29 PM CST

What great news! I'm so excited for you guys.
Jessica Weatherford <washburnu@yahoo.com>
Olathe, KS - Wednesday, January 24, 2007 7:57 PM CST

Janene,
We just got back from NYC this evening and got Dr. K's email about Carolyn's scan so I know just how you feel--my feet still haven't touched the floor! Live, laugh, love--all any of us has for sure is today. In a lot of ways we're lucky because we KNOW that. So very happy to read Joshua's good news!
Love,
Jennifer Click and Carolyn & Evan Coveney <jsclick@gmail.com>
Springfield, VA - Tuesday, January 23, 2007 9:58 PM CST

Dear Joshua, I was SO EXCITED to hear of your good report with your scans!!! When your Grandma Della told me, all I could do was just shout and praise the Lord. Then we celebrated with a cup of hot chocolate!!! YOU are one special guy...and I'm believing God for a miracle in your life! GOD IS ABLE!!! You are special...to JESUS and to us! Our love, Dale and Carol
Carol Schrag <dcschrag@sbcglobal.net>
Newton, Ks USA - Tuesday, January 23, 2007 4:31 PM CST

Joshua

Go Joshua Go!!! Way to fight little buddy!!!
Jeanette <athldir@calvary.edu>
- Monday, January 22, 2007 3:14 PM CST

Wishing you a happy and healthy 2007 and beyond.

Love from Kaitlyn <ozi_gal@hotmail.com>
Beverley, WA Australia - Sunday, December 31, 2006 2:27 AM CST

Hope all of you had a very Merry Christmas. Blessings,

Heather McLeod <mcleodfamily@triad.rr.com>
- Tuesday, December 26, 2006 12:07 AM CST

So glad to hear Joshua is feeling great! Always thinking about you all.

Susan
www.caringbridge.org/co/nathanmichael
Susan Gentry <sogren@rocketmail.com>
Colorado Springs, CO - Tuesday, December 5, 2006 7:02 AM CST

Janene,
I'm so glad to hear that Joshua continues to be pain free and symptom free.

This Thanksgiving was a good reminder of all that I have to be thankful for. I hope you know how special you and your family are to me. I appreciate you so much!
God Bless!
Jessica Weatherford <washburnu@yahoo.com>
Olathe, KS - Monday, November 27, 2006 1:33 PM CST

Janene, We are praying for Joshua. We check his site often and think of him as our role model. Our son, Ryan, had his stem cell transplants two years ago and is doing great. I can't imagine how hard this waiting is for you. We are praying for your strength and good news for Joshua. The Morgans www.superryan.blogspot.com
Missy Morgan <LMorgan374@aol.com>
Winder, GA - Saturday, November 18, 2006 7:12 AM CST

Hi! Just thinking about all of you!
Julie
Julie Benoff <jbenoff1@yahoo.com>
Hillsborough, NJ United States - Thursday, November 16, 2006 7:49 PM CST

Glad to hear that Joshua is feeling well and enjoying life! Y'all are still in my thoughts and prayers.
Cathy Russell <crussell@sandllc.com>
Richardson, TX - Monday, November 13, 2006 12:38 AM CST

Dear Joshua, What a fantastic "Joseph" you are! And Bethany is a gorgeous queen! How I love you both! We are continuing to pray for you, as well as your entire family during this "waiting room" time! I want to have faith to believe that God can do what HE says He can do -- regardless of what that something is. YOU ARE SO VERY SPECIAL to our hearts, and we pray often for you and your family. Love you! Dale and Carol
Dale & Carol Schrag <dcschrag@southwind.net>
Newton, KS USA - Monday, October 30, 2006 2:06 PM CST

I LOVE YOU !!!!!!
Pat Saunders <patskeyshouse@yahoo.com>
Tavernier, - Friday, October 27, 2006 6:50 AM CDT

Joshua,
You made a great Joseph. I love your coat of many colors! Tell Bethany that she was a very beautiful queen, too. I'll keep praying for you, buddy.

Love, Carrie
Carrie Gregg <carrie_wabc@yahoo.com>
Peculiar, MO - Thursday, October 26, 2006 5:00 PM CDT

Keep runnin sweet boy! I love you very much!
Jeanette <athldir@calvary.edu>
- Tuesday, October 24, 2006 9:46 AM CDT

CONTINUING TO PRAY FOR GOOD NEWS!
CATHY RUSSELL <crussell@sandllc.com>
RICHARDSON, TX - Monday, October 23, 2006 2:52 PM CDT

Thanks for the update. Hang in there. The faith that caused the walls of Jericho to fall can also give you victory for this Jericho wall you are facing. We will be remembering you during this time of anticipation.

Lyndon & Arlene <arlyn@carrollsweb.com>
Newton, KS - Monday, October 23, 2006 10:15 AM CDT

You are certainly in my prayers!
Heather McLeod <mcleodfamily@triad.rr.com>
- Thursday, October 19, 2006 8:19 PM CDT

Praying for all of you!

MORGAN'S PAGE

Allison & Morgan Barnes <allisonbarnes@triad.rr.com>
Lewisville, NC - Thursday, October 19, 2006 7:20 PM CDT

Janene, that is NOT at all the result I was expecting to read about. Having been in those "questionable MIBG" shoes not so long ago, I know the anxiety you are feeling! I think you're right to have Dr. K review the scans and get his recommendations. I hope you don't have to wait 3 months to rescan, because we all know the waiting is so hard! We are keeping your family in our thoughts for this to be resolved quickly so that Joshua and all of you can get back to "normal."
Love,
Jennifer Click and Carolyn & Evan Coveney <jsclick@gmail.com>
Springfield, VA - Thursday, October 19, 2006 9:27 AM CDT

You're always in my thoughts and prayers - but after reading your note today, just want you to know I'll be saying a few "extra" - first of all for Joshua, then for God's guidance in decision making for the doctors and you.
Praise God for your wonderful faith!...I'll be faithfully watching your journal...and checking with "Aunt Mary Beth"! In Christian love...lynda kistner
Lynda Kistner
Waverly, KS USA - Wednesday, October 18, 2006 8:39 PM CDT

Our thoughts, prayers, and love are with you and your beautiful family. We have been through so much together, and even though we live far you will always be part of our family.
Love always,
Julie, Brian, Maddie and the rest of the gang Benoff

Julie Benoff <jbenoff1@yahoo.com>
HIllsborough, NJ - Wednesday, October 18, 2006 6:43 PM CDT

Janene,
I'm praying for God's strength and courage as you wait for the results of Joshua's scans!
Susan

Susan Ladenburger <selad925@aol.com>
Topeka, KS USA - Friday, October 13, 2006 8:33 AM CDT

Saying BIG prayers for CLEAN scans this week! Hang in there...God is in control.

Cathy Russell <crussell@sandllc.com>
Richardson, TX - Wednesday, October 11, 2006 6:19 PM CDT

Asking God to hold you tightly in His arms. I also pray for Jeanene to have God's peace through the next two days, courage for Joshua and God's love for your whole family.
In His Love

Mary Walker <mary@walkeragency.com>
Scottsdale, AZ USA - Wednesday, October 11, 2006 1:00 PM CDT

Janene,

I will be praying HARD that God's will for Joshua is to be cancer free for all eternity. May our ever loving, comforting God show His blessings on your family and give you the desires of your hearts. I love you all and miss you.
Jocelyne Bruschi <jbruschi@ksde.org>
Topeka, KS USA - Wednesday, October 11, 2006 9:10 AM CDT

Keeping you all in our thoughts this week, for good scans for Joshua and nerves of steel for Mom. Believe me when I say I know how you feel--Carolyn scans next week!
One day at a time,
Jennifer Click and Carolyn & Evan Coveney <jsclick@gmail.com>
Falls Church, VA - Wednesday, October 11, 2006 8:43 AM CDT

Dear Joshua, HAPPY 8th BIRTHDAY!! What a special young man you are! I am so grateful you could celebrate your special day with family and friends, and also I was just rejoicing over your spiritual birthday!! YOU, Joshua, are one terrific guy...and I care deeply for you! Tell Bethany and your mom and dad 'hi' for me! Love, Carol (for Dale too)
Dale and Carol Schrag <dcschrag@southwind.net>
Newton, KS USA - Monday, October 9, 2006 11:36 PM CDT

Joshua,
Happy Belated Birthday!

MORGAN'S PAGE

Allison & Morgan Barnes <allisonbarnes@triad.rr.com>
Lewisville, NC - Monday, October 9, 2006 8:36 PM CDT

Joshua,

I thought about you yesterday as we were walking with Daegen's mom and dad and honoring Jason at the Leukemia, Lymphoma and Myeloma walk for a cure. It made me smile to think of you with all your family and friends celebrating your 8th birthday. Angie still talks about how sweet you were when you came over to our house. You walked up to her and greeted her with a hand shake and said how happy you were to meet her. She was so impressed with you!! The Lord has blessed you and your family with such a warm kindred spirit. Always look to Him for guidance as your "boss" and you will never regret it. Love to you and your family and tell your mom I miss her and HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!.

Love,

Jocelyne

Jocelyne Bruschi <jbruschi@ksde.org>
Topeka, KS USA - Sunday, October 8, 2006 9:19 AM CDT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, JOSHUA!!!

HOPE IT WAS FANTASTICALLY WONDERFUL!!

CATHY RUSSELL <crussell@sandllc.com>
RICHARDSON, TX - Saturday, October 7, 2006 7:36 PM CDT

Joshua, I am so glad you are enjoying 2nd grade! My Grandchildren went to Awana and liked it very much.It is so great to read of your busy, happy schedule,and to know how brave you are and all that you have been through to get to this wonderful place in your life.I know your B-day party will be extra special! GOD IS GOOD!!!
Carol Gilmore,Grandmother to Erin Dx 12/06 <carol@mokancomm.net>
Louisburg, KS USA - Monday, September 18, 2006 6:35 PM CDT

Janene you are so right! There are questions that will always plague us, chidren we will always remember, and answers we will never know in this life. All we can do is accept with gratitude, recognizing it doesn't get any sweeter than this! Thank you for sharing such a wonderful day!
Love,
Jennifer Click and Carolyn & Evan Coveney <jclick@mindspring.com>
Falls Church, VA - Friday, August 25, 2006 8:49 AM CDT

Hope you had a GREAT first day of 2nd grade. A milestone in many ways! Congratulations! Enjoy 2nd grade. My kids both loved 2nd grade. Hope you will, too.
Cathy Russell <crussell@sandllc.com>
Richardson, TX - Wednesday, August 23, 2006 12:21 AM CDT

Joshua~
Enjoy every minute of 2nd grade! I really like your picture that your mom posted. I wish that you could of been in my class but I am actually taking a year off from Pauline as well since Tyler is going to be a big brother.
Have a great time at your new school! Tell Bethany hi for me.
Love,
Mrs. Adams
Kristy Adams <kristyadams10@yahoo.com>
Topeka, KS - Tuesday, August 22, 2006 8:55 PM CDT

Go Joshua Go!!
Jeanette
- Tuesday, August 22, 2006 5:57 PM CDT

Dear Joshua, WOW! I'm excited that you are a 2nd grader! Jesus has BIG plans for you...and I can't wait to see what they are! But just for today, I CELEBRATE YOU...and this milestone in your precious life! YOU ARE SO VERY SPECIAL TO US! Dale and Carol
Dale & Carol Schrag <dcschrag@southwind.net>
Newton, KS USA - Monday, August 21, 2006 11:31 PM CDT

Joshua,
A big 2nd grader! I can't believe it. I am so excited for you and I can't wait to hear all about your new teacher and new friends and all of the fun things you'll be learning. I thank God for you and for the amazing things He's done and continues to do in your life.
Love ya, Carrie
Carrie Gregg <carrie_wabc@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, August 17, 2006 3:56 PM CDT

I'm so happy to hear that things are going well for Joshua. Hope he has a great first day of school. My kids started back yesterday. Hard to believe another summer is behind us!

God Bless you and your family.
Cathy Russell <crussell@sandllc.com>
Richardson, TX - Thursday, August 10, 2006 9:05 AM CDT

Been a while! How's Joshua doing? Hope y'all are having a great summer!
Cathy Russell <crussell@sandllc.com>
Richardson, TX - Wednesday, August 9, 2006 12:33 AM CDT

It is so good to hear you are enjoying life to the full. Praise to Jesus for His love and care. Enjoy a great summer.
John Edgren <jandmedgren@juno.com>
Omaha, NE USA - Sunday, June 25, 2006 10:38 AM CDT

thanks for sharing your story with us. this is caycen tackett's family we were diagnosed with high risk stage 3 neuroblastoma on june 15. we are here at st. judes they are possibly down staging it but we are still waiting for some other test. it is great to hear you success over this nasty little bug. thanks again for your encouragement.glad to hear the great news.
april and jonathan tackett <tackey404@yahoo.com>
cushing, ok united states - Friday, June 23, 2006 3:05 PM CDT

Glad to hear of the good summer Joshua is having.Good news is so very welcome anytime, but from an NB Warrior it is even better.You are indeed a special boy!!!
Carol, Louisburg KS
Carol Baker Gilmore <carol@mokancomm.net>
Louisburg, KS USA - Sunday, June 18, 2006 7:01 PM CDT

It was good to see Josh at the reunion and how well he is doing. God has been so good to all of us in letting us see a wonderful work done in Josh. God is the Great Physician and he does bring about healing. Josh, thanks for hanging in there and being an example of God's good work.
Lyndon & Arlene <arlyn@carrollsweb.com>
Newton, KS - Tuesday, June 13, 2006 2:55 PM CDT

Jany has been keeping me updated through email on Joshua and his well being...althought I am horrible at keeping in touch I want you all to know that I am thinking about you. Good luck!
Crystal Kirkpatrick <Ckirk_12@hotmail.com>
Lawrence , KS USA - Tuesday, May 16, 2006 3:49 PM CDT

Happy Mother's Day Janene!
Love,
Jennifer Click and Carolyn & Evan Coveney <jclick@mindspring.com>
Falls Church, VA - Sunday, May 14, 2006 7:16 PM CDT

Thanks to Jany Reimer for providing this link. We have another little friend, Caleb Krug, who also has a caringbridge website.
Joan Sturgill
Marblehead, OH USA - Friday, May 12, 2006 11:34 AM CDT

Janene,

Thanks so much for the Ladies First section- soooo true!!!!!! I am thrilled beyond words to see Joshua is yet again victorious in the scan department!!!!! Thank you JESUS!
Angie
Angie Gallegos <joyfulnhope@comcast.net www.caringbridge.org/mi/gabriella>
Auburn Hills, MI - Thursday, May 11, 2006 5:16 PM CDT

So glad all is going well. We are the Mozers from Kansas City and we talked with you way back when. Jacob Mozer is a 9 year old neuroblastoma survivor who also went to MSKCC. We are currently urgently seeking volunteers to staff Alex's Lemonade Stands for Pediatric Cancer Research at All Metro Area Hy-Vee KC stores Fri Jun 9 and Sat Jun 10 from 10-6 daily. If anyone would like to volunteer, please contact us: mcmozer@sbcglobal.net 816 224 8709 Thank you!!
Mark and Cheryl Mozer <mcmozer@sbcglobal.net>
Blue Springs, MO 64015 - Saturday, May 6, 2006 11:36 PM CDT

Praise the Lord; will continue to lift Joshua & family in our prayers. Have a blessed Summer!
In Christ,
Harry & Jackie Gates <gateshj@verizon.net>
Sherman, TX USA - Sunday, April 30, 2006 8:56 AM CDT

So thankful for the clean scans!!! Looking forward to seeing you this summer and watching the boys play together!
Cheryl
China - Tuesday, April 25, 2006 1:41 AM CDT

Well I just let out a HUGE sigh of relief! I've been checking your site all week long to see how the scans went, now I know why you put off posting! Glad to hear everything else is 100% and the CT is 99.9% Maybe you can have a choice of radiologists next time...
Love,
Jennifer Click and Carolyn & Evan Coveney <jclick@mindspring.com>
Falls Church, VA - Saturday, April 22, 2006 3:40 PM CDT

Go Joshua Go! I love you!
Jeanette <athldir@calvary.edu>
- Saturday, April 22, 2006 9:12 AM CDT

Happy Easter Joshua and Bethany! Hoping the scans went well!
Much love,
Jennifer Click and Carolyn & Evan Coveney <jclick@mindspring.com>
Falls Church, VA - Friday, April 14, 2006 11:00 AM CDT

Love from Kaitlyn <ozi_gal@hotmail.com>
Beverley, WA Australia - Thursday, April 13, 2006 11:44 PM CDT

Joshua, Congratulations on reaching a great anniversary: 3 event-free years from diagnosis! I hope you did something special to mark this day that we are all so grateful to see you reach! What a handsome nb survivor you are!
Much love,
Jennifer Click and Carolyn & Evan Coveney <jclick@mindspring.com>
Falls Church, VA - Tuesday, March 21, 2006 8:26 PM CST

Hi Janene (and family)! It has been a long time since I have signed the guestbook (but I do still read). I needed your thankful story - there is such truth in that. I haven't looked at your pictures in a long time but did tonight and what a beautiful family you have! I like your long hair too Janene. Blessings to all of your family.
Heather McLeod <sjmcleod06@bellsouth.net>
- Tuesday, March 7, 2006 6:13 PM CST

Good Lord's Day Joshua & family:
Just reading your page Joshua -- my what two hansome boys you and your Cousin Tim are. We are praying you will soon be healed of ear problems. Also, we are proud of you that you remembered to thank mom and others. Our 11 yr. old grandson Brandon blesses us saying "thank you" at numerous times. God bless.
harry & jackie gates
Sherman, TX USA - Sunday, March 5, 2006 8:29 AM CST

Hi sister,

Just wondering if you have Joshua on any vitamins or supplements. We are not exactly sure what to give Gabriella..... financial?.... effectiveness?..... etc? So glad to read the word "normal"!!! God is so good!

Angie Gallegos
Angie Gallegos <joyfulnhope@comcast.net www.caringbridge.org/mi/gabriella>
AUburn Hills, MI - Tuesday, February 28, 2006 5:03 PM CST

Sure a handsome boy on a "neat bike" Joshua. Great to hear you are doing so well physically and in school. May God continue to bless you and your family!
Sincerely, in Christ

harry & jackie gates
Sherman, TX USA - Monday, February 13, 2006 7:44 PM CST

Just stopping by to say hello and let you know that we are thinking of you guys. God bless.
MORGAN'S PAGE

Allison & Morgan Barnes <allisonbarnes@triad.rr.com>
Lewisville, NC - Sunday, February 5, 2006 10:50 PM CST

Hello Janene and family. So glad all is going well with Joshua.
Love,
Julie Benoff and family

www.patmedia.net/benoff
Madeline's battle with NB

Julie Benoff <jbenoff1@yahoo.com>
Hillsborough, NJ - Friday, February 3, 2006 8:38 PM CST

Hi, just checking in to see how Joshua is doing. Glad to hear the good report! Have a great day!
Love,
Susan

Susan Ladenburger <selad925@aol.com>
Topeka, Ks Shawnee - Friday, February 3, 2006 12:06 AM CST

Great family Christmas picture and that is a neat looking bike Joshua! Know you will have fun on it -- be careful and watch out for cars......like I tell our grandson.
We are so happy your health is so improved; PTL!
harry & jackie gates
Sherman, TX USA - Friday, January 13, 2006 8:10 PM CST

Dear Joshua's WONDERFUL mom, Jeanine, and SUPER "Aunt Nettie", HAPPY BIRTHDAY to two of the sweetest people I know! May the love you have given to Joshua, Bethany and others come back to you a 100-fold on this, your birthday! Never will I forget the day you came to church the first time in Elbing, with your dad carrying one of you, and your mom the other. YOU were so beautiful then, and much more so today! I am so very grateful that you are a part of my life, personally, and so today, I thank JESUS for the gifts of YOUR lives. May the deepest desires of your heart be granted to you by our Lord Jesus Christ today...and in the coming year! YOU ARE LOVED!!!
Carol Schrag <dcschrag@southwind.net>
Newton, KS USA - Monday, January 9, 2006 8:49 PM CST

Joshua, We hope you and Bethany had a wonderful Christmas and that the new year will be a happy, healthy one for all of your family!
Love,
Jennifer Click and Carolyn & Evan Coveney <jclick@mindspring.com>
Falls Church, VA - Thursday, December 29, 2005 8:33 PM CST

We just wanted to stop by to wish you guys a Merry Christmas and a very healthy New Year!

MORGAN'S PAGE

Allison & Morgan Barnes <allisonbarnes@triad.rr.com>
Lewisville, NC - Saturday, December 24, 2005 7:32 AM CST

A very Merry Christmas to you and your family, Joshua. May God continue to bless you with health and mold you into a godly young man. Celebrate Jesus this Christmas and share Him with those around you. Tell your family hello for me.
Love, Carrie
Carrie Gregg <carrie_wabc@yahoo.com>
- Friday, December 16, 2005 4:51 PM CST

Love from Kaitlyn <ozi_gal@hotmail.com>
Beverley, WA Australia - Tuesday, December 13, 2005 7:54 PM CST

Janene, Just stopping by to check on you guys. I am so glad things are going well. Hope to hear from you soon
Jonel mom to Elijah nb4 dx 3-14-03 gained his angel wings 4-8-05 and Dante <rainygirl73@yahoo.com caringbridge.org/pa/elijahking>
butler, pa usa - Wednesday, November 30, 2005 9:59 AM CST

Happy Thanksgiving!!! Wishing you a blessed holiday. Sorry we haven't signed in in a long time but you have been on our hearts!
Madison and Heather McLeod <sjmcleod06@bellsouth.net>
- Wednesday, November 23, 2005 6:14 AM CST

Janene. You all have been on my mind. I am so glad things are going well. I continue to pray.
Love Jonel mom to Angel Elijah and Dante <rainygirl73@hotmail.com>
Butler , pa usa - Monday, November 14, 2005 8:50 AM CST

Dear Craig, Janene, Bethany and Joshua, HOW WE LOVE YOU IN JESUS!!! We continue to praise JESUS for all HE is and what He's done in your lives. We celebrate that YOUR scans were clear, and that you can enjoy life as a family together. Your birthday--wow!! Another milestone...and also your first spiritual birthday!! May Thanksgiving be Thanks-LIVING in your HOME during this month and into the new year! Our love, Dale and Carol
Dale & Carol Schrag <dcschrag@southwind.net>
Newton, KS USA - Sunday, November 6, 2005 11:49 PM CST

What great news about the scan being clear---knew the other tests were OK. What a wonderful way to start the THANKSGIVING month with thanks to the Lord for his clear scan. And no more till April----Yea!! Love to all of you, Joan and Bob
Joan Speake
Topeka, KS USA - Monday, October 31, 2005 6:32 PM CST

Great news with the scans! YEAH! We are so happy for you and your family. May the love continue to grow!
Love,
Brian, Julie, Madeline, Jordan, and Michael Benoff

www.patmedia.net/benoff - Madeline's battle with neuroblastoma

Julie Benoff <jbenoff1@yahoo.com>
Hillsborough, NJ - Saturday, October 29, 2005 4:37 PM CDT

Hello Joshua!

Yeah!!Yea!Yahoo! We are so happy to hear that your scan are clear and that you get to wait until April for your next scans. Have fun on Halloween-I know you will-it looks like you are already having fun!!

With love, Debbie, Thom and Matt Hume
Hume family <hume@thegrid.net>
Cayucos, CA - Friday, October 28, 2005 10:27 PM CDT

Incredible news! We praise God for Joshua's victories!
Kent & Rachel McDowell <kenmcd@everyheart.net>
- Friday, October 28, 2005 8:00 AM CDT

GREAT NEWS REGARDING THE SCANS!!! I'M SO VERY VERY HAPPY FOR YOU!!

HAVE A FUN AND SAFE HALLOWEEN!!
CATHY RUSSELL <CRUSSELL@SANDLLC.COM>
RICHARDSON, TX - Wednesday, October 26, 2005 3:07 PM CDT

Hi Joshua!

What wonderful news to read on your web site this morning about the fact that your MIBG scan is clean which makes you done with scans until next April! Praise The Lord!
Also, it's another great picture of you. Blessings in Christ! harry & jackie gates

Harry Gates
Sherman, TX USA - Tuesday, October 25, 2005 10:09 AM CDT

Hi Joshua,
Just wanted to drop by and wish you a very Happy Halloween! It�s our first Halloween in America and we love seeing all the huge pumpkins and decorations! Take care, stay strong and brave.
Love & Hope
Melissa and Dylan xoxo

Dylan�s website

Melissa <dylan_newyork2005@yahoo.com.au>
New York, NY USA (Home is Australia) - Monday, October 17, 2005 2:52 PM CDT

HAPPY HAPPY (belated)BIRTDAY TO YOU, MR. JOSHUA!!
How happy you must be to have so many people around you who love you and want nothing more than to spend time with you and see your sweet, beautiful smile. I hope you had a wonderful day. I'll be praying for you as you begin your 8th year on this earth. God bless you, sweetie!!
Cathy Russell <russelldc@comcast.net>
Richardson, TX - Wednesday, October 12, 2005 7:42 PM CDT

Happy Late Birthday Joshua!
The Siebert's
Mike Siebert <mjsia1@juno.com>
Topeka, KS USA - Tuesday, October 11, 2005 10:32 AM CDT

Happy BIRTHday, Joshua. We keep you and your family in our prayers. We love your beautiful smile!

Love,
Julie Benoff - Brian, Maddie, Jordan, and Michael

www.patmedia.net/benoff

Julie Benoff <jbenoff1@yahoo.com>
Hillsborough, NJ - Saturday, October 8, 2005 6:56 PM CDT

Happy Birthday Joshua! We hope you had a wonderful day yesterday and that your 7th year is the best year ever!
MORGAN'S PAGE

Allison & Morgan Barnes <allisonbarnes@triad.rr.com>
Lewisville, NC - Saturday, October 8, 2005 6:32 AM CDT

Happy 7th Birthday Joshua!!!!
We hope you have a great day with your school friends and with your family. You are such a strong guy and have gone through so much to get to this day--enjoy every minute!!!
Love,
Jennifer Click and Carolyn & Evan Coveney <jclick@mindspring.com>
Falls Church, VA - Thursday, October 6, 2005 8:13 PM CDT

What a wonderful anniversary to celebrate! Joshua, you have come so far in your young life, your Mom amd Dad have every right to be so proud of you. Keep treasuring every day.
Love,
Jennifer Click and Carolyn & Evan Coveney <jclick@mindspring.com>
Falls Church, VA - Tuesday, September 13, 2005 10:01 AM CDT

What a great anniversary to celebrate! Congratulations, Joshua. You've been so brave and we are all so proud of you.
Cathy Russell <crussell@sandllc.com>
Richardson, TX - Monday, September 12, 2005 3:09 PM CDT

Hi Joshua,
I am glad you are enjoying school! First Grade is a fun year at school! Our Noah is sure enjoying First Grade as well.

Mike Siebert <mike@ckyfc.org>
- Wednesday, September 7, 2005 11:02 AM CDT

I knew Joshua was special - our birthday's are 8 days apart :) Just teasing but he is a very special little boy. Glad to hear 1st grade is going well. Hope you are enjoying some good family time.
Heather McLeod <sjmcleod06@bellsouth.net>
- Sunday, September 4, 2005 8:44 PM CDT

Janene:
Just read your Aug. 23rd entry on Joshua's web page. You are so remarkable and we believe God has blessed you with so much wisdom & insite in caring your wonderful children along with your Christian husband. PTL! Wonderful to hear that Joshua enjoying 1st grade. Bethany is in same grade as our Grandson Brandon; may the Lord guide & protect each of them and all the other children of the world.

harry & jackie gates
Sherman, TX USA - Thursday, August 25, 2005 7:38 AM CDT

Dear Joshua, I'm so very glad that you had a great first day of school! Isn't it wonderful to be in 1st grade?!! We're trusting that JESUS will give both you and Bethany great times of learning in your classes this year. We count it a privilege to know and to love you both!!! My love to you, Carol
Dale & Carol Schrag <dcschrag@southwind.net>
Newton, KS USA - Thursday, August 18, 2005 8:44 PM CDT

Yay Joshua - so glad to hear you are loving first grade. Nathan also thinks the bus is very cool.

I like your red backpack.

Susan and Nathan
Susan and Nathan Gentry <sogren@rocketmail.com>
Colorado Springs, CO - Thursday, August 18, 2005 7:43 AM CDT

Joshua and Family,
First grade is a huge milestone. We are very proud of you. Morgan will be heading off to first grade next week. God is good . . . all the time.
MORGAN'S PAGE

Allison & Morgan Barnes <allisonbarnes@triad.rr.com>
Lewisville, NC - Tuesday, August 16, 2005 5:40 PM CDT

Joshua,
I am so excited for you! I hope you will have a great first day of school. You will have so much fun in 1st grade and will make lots of friends. I'm jealous of all the smiles and hugs that I know your teacher will get every day. Have fun and I can't wait to hear all about it. As always, my 1st graders will be praying for you.

Love, Carrie
Carrie <carrie_wabc@yahoo.com>
Peculiar, MO - Tuesday, August 16, 2005 8:45 AM CDT

I finally looked up your site :). I am so blessed to know Joshua, he certainly is good at making people smile. I love you and am praying, as always.

Casie
Topeka, ks - Thursday, August 11, 2005 11:50 AM CDT

I guess you know this all ready but what a one of a kind son you have. It just speaks to the faithfulness of our Lord. Hope the start of a new school year goes great for both kids!

Heather McLeod <sjmcleod06@bellsouth.net>
- Wednesday, August 10, 2005 8:44 PM CDT

HI Janene, I am so happy to hear about your little angel. It makes my heart swell with joy to hear some good news. Remember that you and your family are always in our prayers and we think of you often. I hope to catch up with you soon so we can talk in person. Take care we miss you guys a bunch. Love you all, Tracy Martin and family
Tracy Martin <punky68@earthlink.net>
Silver Lake, ks shawnee - Friday, August 5, 2005 2:10 PM CDT

Janene:
Just viewed Joshua's web site page and wanted to say pictures you take and put on there are great. The ones of Joshua & Bethany together were great as well. Reading your Sunday update was inspiring. Praise the Lord for your words of encouragement -- may the Lord bless you and your family in the days to come. In Christ, Harry & Jackie
harry & jackie gates
Sherman, TX USA - Monday, August 1, 2005 4:48 PM CDT

So sorry to hear Bethany was in the hospital. I will pray that all is well now and that in fact it was just a normal infection. Blessings to the entire family!
Heather McLeod <sjmcleod06@bellsouth.net>
- Sunday, July 31, 2005 10:27 PM CDT

Bethany, We hope you are home now and feeling better everyday! That must have been scary to get sick and then be in surgery so fast. That's the kind of surprise nobody likes.
Janene, I'm hope Bethany recovers quickly. I know it is so hard to go back in the hospital--when Carolyn was admited to MSK in February I was shaken for days! Hope you all enjoy an uneventful weekend at home.
Love to all,
Jennifer Click and Carolyn & Evan Coveney <jclick@mindspring.com>
Falls Church, VA - Saturday, July 30, 2005 8:47 AM CDT

Dear Bethany, HOW I LOVE YOU!!! You are such a sweet young girl, and you have so much love to give others. I hope you're feeling a lot better by now! Make sure to tell your mom and dad hello for me, and give Joshua a GREAT BIG HUG from "Aunt" Carol!! You are two very special children -- in my eyes and in the eyes of JESUS!!

Dale and Carol Schrag <dcschrag@southwind.net>
Newton, KS USA - Thursday, July 28, 2005 11:27 PM CDT

Janene, you are such an inspirational woman. It's amazing how we are reminded how fortunate we are for every day. I can only imagine the chills that went through your body as you were back in the hospital. Try not to look into Bethany's lymph nodes as anything more than an infection. I know it's easier said than done with what we have been through. I think about all of you every day.
Love,
Julie

www.patmedia.net/benoff Maddie's battle with NB
Julie Benoff <jbenoff1@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, July 27, 2005 11:39 AM CDT

Oh the minds of children!

I am glad Joshua is doing so well. Well enough to forget!

I will be praying for Bethany!

Thanks be to God for your continued blessing our lives with what you have journaled!

Mike
Mike Sibert <mike@ckyfc.org>
- Wednesday, July 27, 2005 11:23 AM CDT

Hi Janene and family. What a huge milestone for Joshua. I'm sure you will find plenty to do not swimming!
Love always,
Julie Benoff

www.patmedia.net/benoff - Maddie's battle with neuroblastoma

Julie Benoff <jbenoff1@yahoo.com>
- Monday, July 25, 2005 1:04 PM CDT

Keeping my fingers crossed that the port surgery happens tomorrow! I hope it all goes smoothly and Joshua is at peace about it.
Susan and Nathan Gentry <sogren@rocketmail.com>
Colorado Springs, CO - Monday, July 18, 2005 9:39 PM CDT

Joshua
Way to go sweet boy!
Jeanette
- Tuesday, July 12, 2005 8:16 PM CDT

I'm thanking the Lord for the good news.
Have a very blessed weekend.
Stephanie & RachelJoy <mom2rj@comcast.net>
- Friday, July 8, 2005 10:47 PM CDT

Joshua, we've been waiting to hear that good news about your scans! We have results on 3 out of 5 of Carolyn's tests and so far, so good. Good luck with the dentist, one of Carolyn's front teeth seemed to take forever to come in, but it is finally about half-way there.
Love to all,
Jennifer Click and Carolyn & Evan Coveney <jclick@mindspring.com>
Falls Church, VA - Wednesday, July 6, 2005 8:19 PM CDT

PRIASE THE LORD for continued GREAT scan reports!!!!!!
What a WONDERFUL answer to all of our prayers regarding your
very special little guy!!! ;o)

Janene, please be keeping my brother (Jason.....30 years old) in your prayers as he began chemo treatments this
week for a germ-cell cancer that was recently found in his
chest cavity. He graduated from Berean in '94 so I'm not
sure if you remember him or not, but he's quite a special
guy, himself, and our family is praying for his
complete healing as well as for the Lord to somehow be
glorifed through it all. I know that you totally understand!!! Thanks 4 your prayers, too!!!!

Friends in HIM!!!!
Amy 4 all
Jonathan, Amy, Tyler, Tanner, and baby Tara Tucker ;o) <thetuckers4@earthlink.net>
Newton , KS - Thursday, June 30, 2005 6:40 PM CDT

Keep up your strength, Joshua. You have so much more to experience with life!
Love,
Julie Benoff

www.patmedia.net/benoff

Julie Benoff <jbenoff1@yahoo.com>
Hillsborough, NJ - Thursday, June 30, 2005 12:27 AM CDT

Hi - I don't sign the guestbook often, but check your journal for Joshua's progress "every" day! Just want you do know you're always in my prayers - and will be saying many "extra" prayers for Joshua AND his family during the upcoming scans. Joshua is on our church prayer list - but will request "extra" prayers from all tomorrow...thinking of you...in Christian love...lynda kistner
Lynda Kistner <lkistner@carrollsweb.com>
Waverly, KS USA - Saturday, June 25, 2005 9:17 PM CDT

Hi, we came to your page from another. We wish you that the scans are over soon and you get great results.
I really wonder why you have to do the MIBG scan three times on three days. But the doctors know sure why.

Nina and Ronnie <sel_nina@yahoo.com>
Europe, - Friday, June 24, 2005 5:41 AM CDT

Hey Joshua, Good luck with the scans this week! Seems like it must be that time of year--Carolyn starts hers on Monday. Wait until I tell her about your 3 days of MIBG scans! YIKES! I'll be she never complains about the one in NY again. We'll be checking in on you!
Love,
Jennifer Click and Carolyn & Evan Coveney <jclick@mindspring.com>
Falls Church, VA - Thursday, June 23, 2005 10:20 PM CDT

Thinking about you guys this week with scans! Sorry you have to have a separate MIBG marathon next week - it is crazy how much different hospital's procedures differ.
Susan and Nathan Gentry <sogren@rocketmail.com>
Colorado Springs, CO - Tuesday, June 21, 2005 8:05 AM CDT

Hi Janene! Sorry I haven't signed in recently but you have been in my thoughts (all of you!). Still trying to figure out juggling two :) Your Father's day entry made me cry (happy tears). I also no longer have my Dad here on earth! Glad that Disney was good and that Joshua continues to do well. Take care!
Heather McLeod <sjmcleod06@bellsouth.net>
- Monday, June 20, 2005 3:17 PM CDT

Hello ''you all'':
It was great seeing you at Disney and visiting with you a few minutes. Glad you are safely back home and all had a good time. We got home Monday about 4:30 P.M. and still trying to catch up. Your pictures from Disney are great. So glad you all got to make the trip and had fun time. Blessings in Christ, Harry, Jackie, Dana & Brandon (Sherman, TX)
Harry & Jackie Gates <gateshj@juno.com>
Sherman, TX USA - Thursday, June 16, 2005 1:00 PM CDT

I hope you guys had a great time. From looking at the pics it looks like the kids had a blast I can not wait to hear all about your trip I hope to hear from you soon.
Jonel mom to angel Elijah and Dante <rainygirl73@yahoo.com caringbridge.org/pa/elijahking>
Butler, Pa USA - Wednesday, June 15, 2005 11:14 PM CDT

Welcome home! I'm sure you had the greatest time in Disney. Can't wait to hear more details! Joshua looks amazing!
Julie Benoff

www.patmedia.net/benoff Madeline's battle with NB

Julie Benoff <jbenoff1@yahoo.com>
Hillsborough, NJ - Wednesday, June 15, 2005 7:20 PM CDT

I can't wait to hear all the details of your trip! So glad you guys had a good time.
Susan Gentry <sogren@rocketmail.com>
Colorado Springs, CO - Wednesday, June 15, 2005 3:54 PM CDT

Janene and family I am just stopping by to see everything is I have not heard from you in a while. Glad to know that things are going well so far hope you guys enjoy disney as much as we did. Praying for clean scans. Love to you Looking forward to hearing all about your trip when you have the chance.
Jonel mom to angel Elijah and Dante <rainygirl73@yahoo.com>
Butler, Pa USA - Thursday, June 9, 2005 12:55 AM CDT

Hope your trip is wonderful!!!
Mike <Mike@ckyfc.org>
- Tuesday, June 7, 2005 1:32 PM CDT

Janene, Thanks for visiting our site and keeping us in your prayers. Have a great time in Disney!!! You all will love it. I am excited for you. I still see Josh in NY playing with his Rub a Tub toys and Alex so interested in whta he was doing and playing with. God Bless You!
Gretchen^|^Angel Alex^|^ and Neil's Mommy <glonero@verizon.net and caringbridge.org/pa/alexp>
N. Huntingdon, pA USA - Tuesday, June 7, 2005 8:34 AM CDT

Have a wonderful time on your MAW trip! All of you have earned it!
Jennifer Click and Carolyn & Evan Coveney <jclick@mindspring.com>
Falls Church, VA - Friday, June 3, 2005 8:39 AM CDT

So happy to hear you summer is going so well so far. Keep on swmming! I hope you guys have a blast at Disney.

Susan and Nathan
Susan and Nathan Gentry <sogren@rocketmail.com>
Colorado Springs, CO - Thursday, June 2, 2005 8:12 AM CDT

Hi Joshua!
I'm just stopping by to say hi and let you know that I'm thinking of you! I hope you have a GREAT week! God bless and *warm hugs* ><>�<><

p.s. I'll be in Kansas in late July for a family reunion!

Lighting Children�s Lives
Caged Kids
Raise Awareness

*Jennifer C* from Lighting Children�s Lives, Caged Kids & Friends of Allie/Raise Awareness <jenniferc@ilovetocolor.com>
Eugene, OR USA - Tuesday, May 31, 2005 3:06 PM CDT

I'm praying for your family today.
Stephanie & RachelJoy <mom2rj@comcast.net>
- Tuesday, May 17, 2005 4:52 PM CDT

Hi Joshua! We hope you are enjoying these last weeks of kindergarten! Carolyn only has this week and next. Then both of you will be big First Graders--wow! I know your parents are so proud of you! Have a great summer.
Love,
Jennifer Click and Carolyn & Evan Coveney <jclick@mindspring.com>
Falls Church, VA - Tuesday, May 17, 2005 6:42 AM CDT

Dear Joshua, Thank you for melting my heart with your "Happy Mother's Day" greeting and big hug when you were at your Grandma Della's!! That sure made it into my "Joys" book, and I want you to know how very special you are! You touch lives, even when you don't realize the impact of what you're saying! How I love you! Be sure to tell Bethany, and your mom and dad a BIG hello for us today! My love to you, Carol
Dale & Carol Schrag <dcschrag@southwind.net>
Newton, KS USA - Tuesday, May 10, 2005 10:53 PM CDT

So good to read that life is so normal for you guys. Take care and God bless.
MORGAN'S PAGE

Allison & Morgan Barnes <allisonbarnes@triad.rr.com>
Lewisville, NC - Monday, May 9, 2005 2:38 PM CDT

What a very touching poem! I hope you are having a Happy Mother's Day. I know it is a special day for you as it is to me. There is nothing more treasured than the gift of our children! God Bless
Heather McLeod <sjmcleod06@bellsouth.net>
- Sunday, May 8, 2005 3:33 PM CDT

Glad you are doing well Joshua.
Just letting you know we visited your site today and that you are still in our thoughts. Stay strong.
Love & Hope
Melissa and Dylan xoxo

Dylan�s website

Melissa <hartung@tpg.com.au>
New York, NY USA (Home is Australia) - Sunday, May 8, 2005 1:43 PM CDT

You always encourage and uplift me each time I read the update- keep it coming and thank you for being "a joyful mother of children"! Thank you more for being sold out for Jesus! It is so refreshing!
Angie
Angie Gallegos <joyfulinhope@juno.com>
Auburn Hills, MI - Thursday, May 5, 2005 11:46 PM CDT

Hi Joshua,
I am praising the Lord that you walked the survivor lap this year. May He continue to shower your life with His grace.
Stephanie & RachelJoy <mom2rj@comcast.net>
- Thursday, April 28, 2005 11:19 AM CDT

I had tears in my eyes as I saw Joshua's picture and read about his survivor lap! We are so thrilled about how well Joshua is doing! Me and the kids will be home for 3 weeks in July. I hope we can get together. Kyle never did get to see your family when we were home last but he remembers the boy who was so sick that we prayed for. I'd love to see them run around and play outside together at Ken & Lynda's!
Cheryl
China - Sunday, April 24, 2005 8:03 PM CDT

Dear Janene & Family,
I received your web page from a dear friend of mine that met you while her son was also going through chemo. We had been praying for Joshua at church but I didn't realize that Joshua goes to the same school as my son. Cameron is in Mrs. Ridpath's class. Our prayers are still with you. Take care. Diana and Cameron
Diana Stettnisch
Topeka, KS USA - Tuesday, April 19, 2005 1:02 PM CDT

Hi Janene and family,

Just wanted to send a big hello to you all from North Carolina! I always enjoy reading Joshua's journey; I relate to so much of it and really enjoy your writing.
Blessings to you all!
Becky Smith <beckysmith62@aol.com caringbridge.org/nc/sarahsmith>
smithfield, NC - Tuesday, April 19, 2005 7:40 AM CDT

Joshua,
Sorry to read about the delay in getting your port out. Just so you know -- it is a very easy process and should be a breeze for you. Morgan was dancing around a few hours after having hers taken out (although she did need some Tylenol). We are so happy to read that you are getting your wish granted in June. You and your family certainly deserve a nice vacation. Take care and God bless.
MORGAN'S PAGE

Allison & Morgan Barnes <allisonbarnes@triad.rr.com>
Lewisville, NC - Saturday, April 16, 2005 8:09 PM CDT

Sorry to hear that Joshua didn't get his port out but I know it will happen in His perfect timing! I know you are looking forward to your make a wish trip. We took Madison to Disney last year and that was the best trip of our lives! Glad to hear all is well in the family.
Heather McLeod <sjmcleod06@bellsouth.net>
- Wednesday, April 13, 2005 9:58 PM CDT

Wow, Bethany the Poet! What beautiful words and wonderful to ponder.

Happy 1/2 birthday, Joshua! Parties are always fun!

Glad you had fun with your Aunt Jany and Uncle Lee in Florida. They do have a beautiful place in paradise. What a blessing to you that they're family.

In His Love
Mary Walker <mary@walkeragency.com,>
Scottsdale, AZ 85260 - Monday, April 11, 2005 3:07 PM CDT

Happy half-birthday Joshua! I think your mom has the right idea on the celebrations!
We are looking forward to reading that the port removal went off without a hitch!
Love,
Jennifer Click and Carolyn and Evan Coveney <jclick@mindspring.com>
Falls Church, VA - Friday, April 8, 2005 8:23 PM CDT

The Key West pictures are fantastic! Kid smiles, palm trees, white sand and blue water are a special combination.
Ben and I were delighted to read of the clean scans! Your family continues to be a blessing to us, and we continue to keep you close in our hearts.
Bill and Ben Metzler <billmetzler3@comcast.net>
Hanover, MD USA - Tuesday, April 5, 2005 6:19 AM CDT

Janene, I hope you guys had a wonderful trip. Just wanted you to know I have been thinking about you guys a lot. Hope to hear from you soon. Have a blessed easter.
Jonel mom to Elijah nb4 dx 3-14-03 <rainygirl73@yahoo.com caringbridge.org/pa/elijahking>
Butler, Pa USA - Wednesday, March 23, 2005 9:48 AM CST

So glad to hear the scans were clean. I hope you all are feeling better now. Seems like those bugs are catching everyone!
Heather McLeod <sjmcleod06@bellsouth.net>
- Thursday, March 17, 2005 3:17 PM CST

What great news! Hope the trip goes well and you all have a great time!
Mike <Mike@ckyfc.org>
- Sunday, March 13, 2005 9:54 PM CST

So good to hear of the good report on Joshua's recent tests. The Great Physician is still working and healing. We praise the Lord with you.

Lyndon & Arlene <arlyn@carrollsweb.com>
Newton, KS - Sunday, March 13, 2005 8:24 PM CST

Joshua & Family:
Praise the Lord; so wonderful to read your Mom's tremendous report of March 4th about your excellent health reports from scans! We are so happy for you and your family; again PTL! Will print out update and take to men's prayer breakfast in morning and then post in our church prayer room for the many who have been praying for you to read.
We are so happy and excited for you; may the Lord continue to bless you with great health & happiness!
In Christ,
Harry & Jackie Gates
Sherman, TX USA - Monday, March 7, 2005 8:31 PM CST

Horray!!!! I rejoice with you on Joshua's continued good health and recovery. Each day we each have is a gift from God.
In His love
Mary Walker <mary@walkeragency.com,>
Scottsdale, AZ USA - Monday, March 7, 2005 12:07 AM CST

Yeah! 2 years and you continue to have clean scans and grow healthier each day!

www.patmedia.net/benoff

Julie Benoff
Julie Benoff <jbenoff1@yahoo.com>
Hillsborough, NJ - Saturday, March 5, 2005 6:44 PM CST

Hurray for clean scans! From one 2-year nb survivor to another!
Jennifer Click and Carolyn & Evan Coveney <jclick@mindspring.com>
Falls Church, VA - Friday, March 4, 2005 10:33 PM CST

So glad to hear the good news! Great job Joshua! Blessings to all of you. Enjoy your celebrations!

Heather McLeod <sjmcleod06@bellsouth.net>
- Friday, March 4, 2005 8:45 PM CST

GO, JOSHUA, GO!!!!
Jeanette and Carrie <carrie_wabc@yahoo.com>
- Friday, March 4, 2005 8:35 PM CST

I work at the early childhood center and we are always keeping up on how Josh is doing. I am so glad to hear he is doing so great. We loved the article in the newspaper!!
Yvonne Hamilton <happygirl-999@cox.net>
Topeka, Ks USA - Friday, March 4, 2005 6:13 PM CST

Hi Joshua,
What great news!!! I love the new picture of you on the web site. You look really happy in it! Glad you are doing so well!
Mike Siebert <mike@ckyfc.org>
TOPEKA, KS USA - Friday, March 4, 2005 5:04 PM CST

PRAISE THE LORD for answered prayer!!!!!!!!!!!!! ;o) We are CELEBRATING with you on this WONDERFUL news regarding your precious little Joshua!!!! And, what a CUTIE he is~~~~~love that snowman hat!! 'o)

You guys are indeed a special bunch & I know that the Lord
will continue to use you as you continue to faithfully love
& serve Him.............He is GOOOOOOOOOD!!!!!!!!!!!!! ;o)

Friends in Jesus,
Amy 4 all

Jonathan, Amy, Tyler, Tanner, and baby Tara Grace (due to arrive this month!!) ;o) <thetuckers4@earthlink.net>
Newton , KS - Friday, March 4, 2005 11:44 AM CST

Hi Joshua, Just wanted to remind you that we are continuing to pray for you!
Mike Siebert <mike@ckyfc.org>
- Wednesday, March 2, 2005 11:04 PM CST

Hi Joshua,
Just wanted to say hi and tell you what a brave boy you are. Stay strong and your dreams will come true. Dylan is 6 years old too, and Dr L did his surgery on 9th Feb. We live at RMH because we have travelled all the way from Australia to have treatment at MSKCC. Maybe we will meet someday, but only when you are having a check up cause you are all better now and don't need to come to hospital for anything else...believe, you have won the battle little man. All our love Melissa and Dylan xoxo
www.caringbridge.org/me/dylanhartung
Melissa Hartung <hartung@tpg.com.au>
New York, NY USA (Home is Australia) - Tuesday, March 1, 2005 9:36 PM CST

Joshua, we hope the first day of your scan went well and tomorrow everything will be clean as a whistle! We are sending lots of good thoughts your way for clear marrows and no more tests for a while!
Love,
Jennifer Click and Carolyn & Evan Coveney <jclick@mindspring.com>
Falls Church, VA - Tuesday, March 1, 2005 5:58 PM CST

Morgan just loves swimming at the YMCA too. We will be praying for good results for all of Joshua's upcoming tests and scans. Take care and God bless.
MORGAN'S PAGE

Allison & Morgan Barnes <allisonbarnes@triad.rr.com>
Lewisville, NC - Sunday, February 27, 2005 3:12 PM CST

Hi Joshua,
We are stopping by to catch up on the latest news. We too, will be praying for NED when you have your tests. Meanwhile, have some fun and enjoy the weekend.
Stephanie & RachelJoy <mom2rj@comcast.net>
- Friday, February 25, 2005 5:59 PM CST

Dear Ones,
We are so very grateful you are enjoying your time as a family. That big smile of Joshua's says it all!!! Your picture always makes me smile when I check your website. Uncle Lee and I are delighted you are coming to the Florida Keys to visit us in March. We can't wait. I am glad you like to swim.......we have water all around us!
God continues to bless us through your lives.
Love you dearly,
Auntie Jany and Uncle Lee

Jany Kirkpatrick Riemer <oz78jkr@msn.com>
Tavernier, FL. U.S.A. - Friday, February 25, 2005 7:49 AM CST

Dear Joshua and family, Just stopping by to let you know that WE LOVE YOU!! Also, wondering if you have school today on President's Day? Joshua, keep your beautiful smile. That smile is like a "lighthouse" that lights up those around you! Jesus wants each of us to be His lighthouse...and you're doing a fantastic job! Thanks for shining so brightly for JESUS!!!
Dale and Carol Schrag <dcschrag@southwind.net>
Newotn, KS USA - Monday, February 21, 2005 12:52 AM CST

Dear Joshua & Family:
Your latest photos are beautiful! May our Lord bless you all with a wonderful Valentine Day. Pray that our Heavenly Father will wrap His loving arms around each of you.
In Christ,
harry & jackie gates <gateshj@juno.com>
Sherman, TX USA - Monday, February 14, 2005 8:08 AM CST

Just stopping by to wish you a Happy Valentine's Day and let you know that you all are in our thoughts and prayers. Take care and God bless.
MORGAN'S PAGE

Allison & Morgan Barnes <allisonbarnes@triad.rr.com>
Lewisville , NC - Sunday, February 13, 2005 6:55 PM CST

Go Joshua! The continued love and prayers work! We love you!
Julie and Madeline Benoff

www.patmedia.net/benoff (Maddie's battle with NB)

Julie Benoff <jbenoff1@yahoo.com>
Hillsborough, NJ - Friday, February 11, 2005 3:18 PM CST

Go Joshua Go! Many cheers of joy from KC even if they might be difficult for most to hear!!!
Jeanette <athldir@calvary.edu>
- Friday, February 11, 2005 1:53 PM CST

PRAISE THE LORD!!!!!!! ;o)

I have been praying for you guys a lot these past
few days & am REJOICING with you on the recent ENCOURAGING
report!!!! To GOD be the GLORY!!!!!!!

Friends in HIM,
Amy for all
Jonathan, Amy, Tyler, Tanner, and baby Tara (due to arrive next month!) ;o) <thetuckers4@earthlink.net>
Newton , KS - Thursday, February 10, 2005 7:58 PM CST

"...... I'm eternally grateful for the 2 gifts God has given me who are asleep in their beds down the hall. If we are granted a "tomorrow together"...I vow to love them wholeheartedly, serve them endlessly, laugh with them joyously, play with them continually, teach them diligently, pray for them earnestly, and walk beside them encouragingly." - written by a brave compassionate woman of God who adores her children - DAILY!!!! Thank you so much Janene for the gentle reminders- love you sister! Joshua's scan questions will soon be answered and I pray God's perfect peace while you wait.... this waiting game isn't easy!!! Joshua is healed in the Mighty Name of Jesus!!!!

Angie Gallegos <joyfulinhope@juno.com www.caringbridge.org/mi/gabriella>
- Thursday, February 10, 2005 2:01 PM CST

Joshua, I'm sorry they are having trouble reading your CT. There are SO many things it could be showing that are not nb, especially this time of year with so many viruses floating around. Hold onto your faith and if need be, ask for a PET or MIBG scan. We'll be waiting to read the results.
Love,
Jennifer Click and Carolyn & Evan Coveney <jclick@mindspring.com>
Falls Church, VA - Wednesday, February 9, 2005 12:08 AM CST

Dear Josh, Bethany, Craig and Janene, Hello! We are standing with you in prayer that the scan reports will come out in the way that will bring honor and glory to JESUS! HE is our anchor...in all of life's storms!! We love you dearly! Dale and Carol
Dale & Carol Schrag <dcschrag@southwind.net>
Newton, KS USA - Wednesday, February 9, 2005 12:07 AM CST

Hi - I've never signed in before, but have said many prayers for Joshua and kept track of his journey since
Day 1! I have known his "Aunt Mary" in Waverly for a long time and am friends with his Grandma and Grandpa in Melvern!
Am praying the "concerns" on the CT will prove to be all OK - the waiting is so hard! PTL for your faith and trust in Jesus, how does anyone face life without HIM??? Will continue to check your journal (as well as checking in with Mary Beth) - Josh and his family are on my daily prayer list!...love...lynda kistner (Bailey's Granny)
Lynda Kistner <lkistner@ott.net>
Waverly, KS USA - Tuesday, February 8, 2005 7:05 PM CST

Hi,
So sorry that things are unclear at the moment. Morgan had a CT scan that showed something similar once. She had an enlarged lymph node beside of her liver. Her doctor offered some reassurance when he told me that any number of things can cause a lymph node to enlarge (virus, infection, etc.). Morgan's turned out to be nothing and I will pray for the same thing for Joshua. May God grant each of you patience as you wait. Take care and God bless.
MORGAN'S PAGE

Allison & Morgan Barnes <allisonbarnes@triad.rr.com>
Lewisville , NC - Tuesday, February 8, 2005 2:35 PM CST

Hi Joshua and family. Keep strong and just try to wait patiently until you get more answers. Just enjoy the life of today and everyday.
Always thinking of you and praying for you,
Julie, Brian, Madeline, and Jordan Benoff

www.patmedia.net/benoff

Julie Benoff <jbenoff1@yahoo.com>
Hillsborough, NJ - Tuesday, February 8, 2005 12:50 AM CST

Joshua, we are thinking of you and sending our love to everyone. You are in our hearts and our prayers.
Bill and Ben Metzler <billmetzler3@comcast.net>
Hanover, MD - Monday, February 7, 2005 8:39 PM CST

Glad to hear things went okay at your latest appointment. Hope all the results are good. Even though I haven't signed in lately I have thought about Joshua and prayed for your family.
Heather McLeod <sjmcleod06@bellsouth.net>
- Sunday, February 6, 2005 2:39 PM CST

We just got home from NY and wanted to stop by to say hello and let you know that we are thinking of you. Take care and God bless.
MORGAN'S PAGE

Allison & Morgan Barnes <allisonbarnes@triad.rr.com>
Lewisville , NC - Saturday, February 5, 2005 1:48 PM CST

Hi! - We also might be going to Disney World in April for MAW - wouldn't it be cool if we were there at the same time! We don't have confirmation yet either......

Susan
Susan Gentry <sogren@rocketmail.com>
Colorado Springs, CO - Monday, January 31, 2005 2:21 PM CST

Joshua, Congratulations on going to the pediatrician! I remember the first time Carolyn went back, they were kind of awed. Glad you got some medicine and will be able to do your scans on time. We are sending lots of positive thoughts your way for everything to come back clear so you can have a great time at Disney World.
Love,
Jennifer Click and Carolyn & Evan Coveney <jclick@mindspring.com>
Falls Church, VA - Monday, January 31, 2005 1:42 PM CST

Hi Janene and Joshua - I am glad to hear things are going well. We will be thinking of you with scans next week. I hope that you are happy with the way your local docs do the scans. I am jealous you get to skip the MIBG...the anxiety with that one can be high and it is the one most likely to get a false positive.

Susan Gentry <sogren@rocketmail.com>
Colorado Springs, CO - Thursday, January 27, 2005 2:02 PM CST

Joshua, we kept expecting to see you last week in NYC--not sure where I got that idea?!?!?! Hope your scans are great and the mediport removal goes smoothly--Carolyn is scheduled to get hers out soon too. Love your new picture!
Jennifer Click and Carolyn & Evan Coveney <jclick@mindspring.com>
Falls Church, VA - Friday, January 7, 2005 2:07 PM CST

Good to hear that things around your household are "normal." Good news!
In His Love
Mary Walker <mary@walkeragency.com,>
Scottsdale, AZ USA - Friday, January 7, 2005 9:54 AM CST

Thanks, Janene, for your continued example of what
it truly means to love our Jesus & to place your life
in His hands........as well as those you love dearly....
on a day by day basis!! I'm going to print out the things
you've learned on this "journey" as they are wonderful
truths to remember & live life by!! Keep on being a
wonderful SHINING LIGHT for Him as your reward will be
GREAT!!!!! ;o)

Friends in Jesus,
Amy
Amy Tucker ;o) <thetuckers4@earthlink.net>
Newton, Ks - Wednesday, December 29, 2004 9:41 PM CST

Glad to hear you had a great Christmas. Hope the New Year continues to bring good health and happiness from our Saviour.
Heather McLeod
- Wednesday, December 29, 2004 11:35 AM CST

Wishing you all a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year! Love, The Youngs
Christine Young <travjosh@yahoo.com>
Troy, S.C. USA - Friday, December 24, 2004 10:40 PM CST

"Do not be afraid. I bring you good news of great joy that will be for all people. Today in the town of David a Savior has been born to you; he is Christ the Lord." Luke 2 10-11
We hope your family has a beautiful Christmas. Take care and God bless.
MORGAN'S PAGE

Allison & Morgan Barnes <allisonbarnes@triad.rr.com>
Lewisville , NC - Friday, December 24, 2004 10:16 AM CST

Janeen, I don't know if you remember me, but we were in Bible Study together when you first moved to Topeka, several years ago. I am so glad to hear your son is getting better. Lydee Loepp has shared some of your concerns with me in the past. I will keep you and your family in my prayers. Have a very Merry Christmas!
Jackie (Lofland) Goosen <jgoosen@marykay.com>
Freeman, SD USA - Saturday, December 18, 2004 11:17 PM CST

Hi Joshua and Janene, Congrats on your new cousin/neice. Joshua - I hope you have fun singing in your Christmas program. I am glad Joshua is feeling better. What a joy to be preparing for Christmas this year! How blessed we are!

Susan and Nathan
Susan Gentry <sogren@rocketmail.com>
Colorado Springs, CO - Friday, December 10, 2004 9:39 AM CST

Hope Joshua's headaches go away SOON! Also tell Bethany to get well soon. No fun to be sick--but being home with mom has its advantages! Right, kiddos? :-)
Cathy Russell <russelldc@comcast.net>
Richardson, TX - Thursday, December 2, 2004 11:53 AM CST

I've been thinking about you all, and we are praying for those headaches to go away.Take care. Love, Christine
Christine Young <travjosh@yahoo.com>
Troy, S.C. USA - Wednesday, December 1, 2004 5:58 PM CST

Praying for those headaches to go away. It is too close to Christmas to be sick. Take care and God bless.
MORGAN'S PAGE

Allison & Morgan Barnes <allisonbarnes@triad.rr.com>
Lewisville , NC - Wednesday, December 1, 2004 5:13 PM CST

I was thinking of you today as you had your surgery. Glad to hear that all went well. I hope all the stomach issues are gone and it was just anxiety. Take care and enjoy this wonderful holiday time. Lord bless you guys!
Heather McLeod <hmcleod@bbandt.com>
- Monday, November 29, 2004 1:32 PM CST

We just got back from NY and wanted to stop by and let you know that we have been thinking of you all. Of course, we are praying that this stomachache is nothing serious at all. Take care and God bless.
MORGAN'S PAGE

Allison & Morgan Barnes <allisonbarnes@triad.rr.com>
Lewisville , NC - Saturday, November 27, 2004 7:02 AM CST

Janene, I HATE stomachaches--that was the only symptom Carolyn ever had too, and hearing that word from her mouth turns my blood cold! I hope Joshua ate plenty of pumpkin pie and proved he just had a regular old garden-variety kid's complaint.
Jennifer Click and Carolyn & Evan Coveney
Falls Church, VA - Friday, November 26, 2004 0:34 AM CST

Dear Freerksen Family:
It's wonderful to read that you are doing so well Joshua and everyone is all excited and have so many wonderful plans for Thanksgiving. PTL! We will be praying ear tube procedures go well. God bless you one and all.
Harry & Jackie Gates
harry & jackie gates
Sherman, TX USA - Saturday, November 20, 2004 8:14 AM CST

Janene, the Chef!! hope all goes well with the dinner!! We'll pray for Joshua when he has the tubes--really sounds like nothing compared to all he has been thru but prayer won't hurt.Yes, i'm sure even the fights are music to your ears--how sweet it is to hear normal!! Happy, Blessed Thanksgivingto all of you!! joan
Joan Speake
Topeka, KS USA - Friday, November 19, 2004 3:53 PM CST

Joshua, you sure are a superhero in our book! Have a wonderful Thanksgiving and be nice to Mom--she's going to be tired after cooking dinner for all those people!
Jennifer Click and Carolyn & Evan Coveney
Falls Church, VA - Wednesday, November 17, 2004 7:14 PM CST

I'm so glad everything is going so well for all of you. I hope you have a Blessed and Happy Thanksgiving!! I remember the Thanksgiving dinners with my kids in elementary school. They were such fun. Enjoy, Joshua!! Have a great holiday.
Cathy Russell <russelldc@comcast.net>
Richardson, TX - Tuesday, November 16, 2004 2:56 PM CST

Hello Joshua, my name is Michelle Ugarte and your mom signed my daughter's guestbook. My daughter's name is Isabella and she is 18 months old. We just found out last week that she has Neuroblastoma. We haven't been given a stage yet, because we are still in the testing phase. We are hoping to have all the answers by the end of this week. Your web-site gives me hope for my daughter who is too young to understand what is going on. Which is a good thing. =) I will keep you and your family in my prayers. Keep smiling!
Michelle Ugarte <michelle_ugarte@yahoo.com>
Chandler, AZ USA - Monday, November 15, 2004 3:52 PM CST

It good to hear you are doing so well. Your family remains in my daily prayers!
Tony Jones
Topeka, KS - Tuesday, November 9, 2004 9:21 PM CST

I was thrilled to hear the great news about Joshua. What an inspiration your family has been to me throughout this journey. Josh, you are a mighty warrior, and I can't wait to see the great things God has in store for you!
Renee Decker <thaihi2003@yahoo.com>
Siloam Springs , AR - Monday, November 1, 2004 10:12 AM CST

How incredible our God is! I am grateful for the awesome news of Joshua being HAMA positive and his choice to follow Christ. We love you and continue to pray for your family and your ministry to students at Washburn.
Jason and Lori Crawford <lcrawford@kncsb.org>
Topeka, KS USA - Thursday, October 28, 2004 1:08 PM CDT

Joshua & Family,
We know that feeling you had when you made HAMA.
It was our prayer that Josh would make HAMA after
the 4th cycle 3F8's. Our prayer was not answer
untill he had 9 cycles of 3F8's.
It's my prayer for you Joshua that these 7 cycles
of the 3F8 will keep you in remission and cancer
free forever. You & your family are in for the joy
of your life. "LIVEstrong" every day.Enjoy school
and meet lots of new friends. If the kids don't
believe you ever had cancer.....show them your scar.
That's what Josh does. You are a Hero Joshua.
Tell sister Bethany, Brittany ,Josh's sister still
talks about all the fun she had with Bethany
while you & Josh were doing 3F8 antibody @MSKCC.
Faith, Hope & CURE, Lou/grandmother to Josh (12)
www.caringbridge.org/page/josh

Lou <skiptolou@juno.com>
Knoxville, TN USA - Tuesday, October 26, 2004 9:08 PM CDT

Go Joshua!!!

You all enjoy being a regular ol' family and doing regular ol' things. How much you deserve it!

Blessings!
Becky Smith <beckysmith2@aol.com caringbridge.org/nc/sarahsmith>
Smithfield, NC - Sunday, October 24, 2004 1:27 PM CDT

Welcome home guys! Enjoy your time at home together. Isn't it great to know that there will not be any more extended times away from each other? Finished with treatment -- what an accomplishment! Take care and God bless.
MORGAN'S PAGE

Allison & Morgan Barnes <allisonbarnes@triad.rr.com>
Lewisville , NC - Saturday, October 23, 2004 9:52 PM CDT

Joshua,
You are the toughest little guy I know. I can't wait to see you and give you a high five.
Les Decker <lesdecker@comcast.net>
Olathe, KS - Saturday, October 23, 2004 4:50 PM CDT

Joshua-
This is wonderful news to hear.
I am so happy for you and your family.
Sincerely,
Mrs. Adams
Kristy Adams <kristyadams10@yahoo.com>
Topeka, KS - Friday, October 22, 2004 12:35 AM CDT

HALLELUJAH!!!!! Our God is so AWESOME in healing Joshua. We Praise JESUS Holy name for this miracle.
Mike & Kathy
Melvern, KS - Thursday, October 21, 2004 10:01 PM CDT

"Hallelujah... salvation and glory.... honor and power..... YOU ARE WONDERFUL!!!!!!" We praise our Mighty God with you for Joshua's healing and for his HAMA!!!!!

Love, Angie
Angie Gallegos <joyfulinhope@juno.com>
Auburn Hills, MI - Thursday, October 21, 2004 11:49 AM CDT

I AM SO SO HAPPY FOR YOU!! PRAISE GOD!!!

Cathy Russell <russelldc@comcast.net>
Richardson, TX - Thursday, October 21, 2004 9:04 AM CDT

Yeah!!!!!!!!!! What great news. Our God is truly awesome.
Jim and Sandy Bagg <gymbag01@aol.com>
Topeka, ks - Wednesday, October 20, 2004 11:55 PM CDT

Congratulations! Finally finished with treatment -- that must be a great feeling. I must say that I am little bit jealous since Morgan will have her eleventh cycle of antibodies next month and HAMA does not seem to be close. Actually, I am joking -- I am very happy for you all and I know that the Lord is providing the treatments that both of these kids need. He has the perfect plan for both of them.
Janene, thanks for joining Morgan's prayer vigil while she is having tests and scans. You know firsthand how stressful this time can be. With the prayers of others, the Lord carries us through it. It means so much to us to know that you will be praying for Morgan.
Take care and congratulations.
MORGAN'S PAGE

Allison & Morgan Barnes <allisonbarnes@triad.rr.com>
Lewisville , NC - Wednesday, October 20, 2004 6:07 PM CDT

Praise God for HAMA and Praise God for Joshua's accepting Jesus as his Savior! Thank you for you encouraging faithfulness Janene! You are in my prayers, all of you!

Marta B. <schmoob@cox..net>
Topeka, Ks. USA - Wednesday, October 20, 2004 5:28 PM CDT

YEAH JOSHUA!!!!!!!
We are so happy for all of you!
Congratulations!
Jennifer Click and Carolyn & Evan Coveney <jclick@mindspring.com>
Falls Church, VA - Wednesday, October 20, 2004 5:25 PM CDT

Wow! Praise the LORD of Lord's! I am so thrilled with your news.
Mike Siebert <mike@ckyfc.org>
- Wednesday, October 20, 2004 5:20 PM CDT

Dear Joshua,
So glad to hear the good news! We miss you here at Pauline Central! Take care and hurry home soon! Praise The Lord! We are so thankful for your great doctors and nurses there. Love and Prayers to you and your family.
Jean Higbie R.N. School Nurse <higbijea@usd437.net>
Topeka, Ks. U.S.A. - Wednesday, October 20, 2004 4:34 PM CDT

When I read the new heading on your website I got chills! I am so happy for all of you! Congratulations!
Julie Benoff and family

Maddie's webstie - www.patmedia.net/benoff

Julie Benoff <madelinebenoff@patmedia.net jbenoff1@yahoo.com>
Hillsborough, NJ - Wednesday, October 20, 2004 3:18 PM CDT

YEA!!!!!!!! I'm so excited for you all. God has done such an amazing thing through all of you! I am praising God right now with so much joy and thankfulness. Joshua, you have been such a wonderful inspiration to us all. I thank God so much that I have gotten to see such a huge miracle happen. Bethany, I'm so thankful that Joshua has you as a big sister. You are a wonderful and beautiful young lady! Craig and Janene, it is so good to watch you and your family show so much strength and faith in God. I can't wait to see you all at the Christian Challenge spring break retreat!
Becca Frampton <beccajoyce19@hotmail.com>
Topeka, KS USA - Wednesday, October 20, 2004 12:23 AM CDT

Praying for you!
Kay Ireland <kayireland@aol.com>
- Wednesday, October 20, 2004 12:15 AM CDT

God Bless You, and strength you for your journey. In Jesus Name.

Marsha Haney <upperroom9@juno.com >
Wichita, KS SG - Wednesday, October 20, 2004 9:12 AM CDT

PRAISE THE LORD!!!!!!!!! ;o) As tears came
to my eyes, I thanked JESUS once again for this
WONDERFUL answer to all of our prayers!!!!!
Our whole family is REJOICING with you at the
GREAT THINGS our Lord has done!!!!!!

It is my continued prayer that the Lord would
use you mightily as you continue to testify for
Him & share with others who have yet to KNOW
HIM in a personal way!!!!! HE IS SOOOOO
GOOD & worthy of all our praise!!!!!!!!!!

Friends in JESUS,
Jonathan, Amy, Tyer,
Tanner, and baby Tucker ;o)
Jonathan, Amy Tyler, Tanner, and baby Tucker ;o) <thetuckers4@earthlink.net>
Newton , KS - Wednesday, October 20, 2004 8:48 AM CDT

What a wonderful way to start the morning. I checked your site when I first got to work and my heart just jumped for joy! I know you are so thankful for Joshua to be HAMA positive. I hope the two of you can get home early and celebrate with all of your family.
Heather McLeod <hmcleod@bbandt.com>
- Wednesday, October 20, 2004 7:53 AM CDT

It was His word that announced the good news, even before I reached the response to Him coming from your awestruck heart.
Elaine Gilbert <eggilbert@bellsouth.net>
Islamorada, FL USA - Wednesday, October 20, 2004 6:32 AM CDT

Tears are running down my cheeks in gratitude for the tremendous gift of JESUS to allow Josh to be HAMA!!! How we've prayed for him and for you! YOU have (in times of testing, trial, and now in gratitude) continued to give GOD all the glory...and tonight we do the same! PRAISE HIS HOLY AND PRECIOUS NAME!!! P.S. I THOUGHT I heard something while hanging out the wash today...just didn't realize your voice carried from NYC to Newton!!! Our celebration and love! Dale and Carol
Dale & Carol Schrag <dcschrag@southwind.net>
Newton, KS USA - Tuesday, October 19, 2004 7:52 PM CDT

Yea!!!!! I'm so happy!!!! Now we get to have a CELEBRATION get together. Can't wait to see everybody. Have a safe trip home!
Love you all!
LIZ FREERKSEN <e_freerksen@yahoo.com>
WAVERLY, KS - Tuesday, October 19, 2004 7:52 PM CDT

HAMA HAMA HAMA!!!!!!!!!!!!! We are SO excited for you guys! Congratulations!

Susan and Nathan Gentry <sogren@rocketmail.com>
Colorado Springs, CO - Tuesday, October 19, 2004 7:10 PM CDT

We definitely rejoice with you on your good report today!!!! God is so good!! He has taken all of you through the refiners fire and you have come out much better than before. Thank you for your example and the blessing you all have been this past year. To God be the Glory.

Lyndon & Arlene <arlyn@carrollsweb.com>
Newton, KS - Tuesday, October 19, 2004 6:39 PM CDT

Amy Tucker told me of this web page. It's so good to here how God has brought you threw something really hard to understand. And yet come out with such a love for God still. It's good to here Berean Alumni carrieing on the faith.
Missy(melissa)Chris, Christa, Angela(Angie)(Schmidt)Richardson <chrismiss@cox.net>
Newton, KS USA - Monday, October 18, 2004 4:06 PM CDT

Hi Joshua, Glad you made it through week one. Tell Mom she better post those HAMA results right away--maybe she can use one of the computers in the clinic. We are still sending LOTS of HAMA+ thoughts your way!
Love,
Jen, Carolyn and Evan
Jennifer Click and Carolyn and Evan Coveney <jclick@mindspring.com>
Falls Church, VA - Monday, October 18, 2004 1:24 PM CDT

It is good to hear that things have gone so well this week. We will trust the Lord for good reports next week. Hang in there.

Lyndon & Arlene <arlyn@carrollsweb.com>
Newton, KS USA - Friday, October 15, 2004 2:11 PM CDT

We are praying for good news regarding HAMA.
Stephanie & RachelJoy <mom2rj@comcast.net>
- Wednesday, October 13, 2004 6:40 PM CDT

Wow! I am elated to hear Joshua is doing so well. Praise God! I pray he will continue to be pain-free and develop the HAMA this time.
Tina Zimmer-Leiker (Jeremy's Mom) <ajmom@cox.net>
Salina, KS USA - Wednesday, October 13, 2004 9:40 AM CDT

Sorry we missed your birthday. We are sending you lots of HAMA+ thoughts! GO JOSHUA GO! Tell Cat that Carolyn says "Hi!"
Lots of love,
Jennifer Click and Carolyn & Evan Coveney <jclick@mindspring.com>
Falls Church, VA - Wednesday, October 13, 2004 8:02 AM CDT

Janene,

I have been specifically praying for HAMA for
Joshua for quite some time now as I know you have
been, too, and am SOOOOOO EXCITED about how things
went today~~~~~~~YAHOO!!!!!! We will keep on
praying & believing on this end as we do serve
a MIGHTY GOD!!!!!!!!!

Friends in Him,
Amy 4 all
Gal. 6:9!!!!
Jonathan, Amy Tyler, Tanner, and baby Tucker ;o) <thetuckers4@earthlink.nt>
Newton, Ks - Tuesday, October 12, 2004 8:57 PM CDT

Congratulations on your 6th birthday and the prayers you made to let God in your life. We are so happpy for you. I trust that these two weeks in New York will be as enjoyable as possible. Just want you to know you were prayed for today. Have a great day!!!!!!!!!!!!1
Lyndon & Arlene <arlyn@carrollsweb.com>
Newton, Kansas - Tuesday, October 12, 2004 9:42 AM CDT

Praise the Lord for Joshua's new relationship
with JESUS!!!!! What a wonderful BLESSING
that is to your mama's heart, Janene! We
are REJOICING right along with the angels &
continue to keep you all in our prayers!!! ;o)
Jonathan, Amy, Tyler, Tanner, and baby Tucker (due in March!) ;o) <thetuckers4@earthlink.net>
Newton, Ks - Friday, October 8, 2004 7:42 PM CDT

A double birthday...how special. I wouldn't have been able to continue driving. I remember years ago my oldest, now 7 asking all the right questions as we traveled over the Topeka BLVD bridge, and wondering...is today the day..only to see the topic suddenly change. Somewhat grateful so the water in my eyes could subside and I could continue to drive, but knowing full well how special that moment will be. Joshua welcome to the BIGGER family of God! And Happy Birthday!
Mike Siebert <mjsia1@juno.com>
- Friday, October 8, 2004 2:59 PM CDT

Happy Birthday, Joshua!
We have been praying for you every since you became ill.
Glad you are better.
Charles and Dena Ivie <nannypapo@brightok.net>
Wilson, OK USA - Thursday, October 7, 2004 9:04 PM CDT

Happy Birthday Joshua and congratulations on the step of faith you took today. God is so proud of you and so are many others. Take care and God bless.
MORGAN'S PAGE

Allison & Morgan Barnes <allisonbarnes@triad.rr.com>
Lewisville , NC - Thursday, October 7, 2004 8:08 PM CDT

Happy Birthday, Joshua! I am so thankful you asked God to forgive you and to guide your life! This is such a special day for a special little boy! I'm praying for you as you prepare for and head to NYC.

Becca Frampton <beccajoyce19@hotmail.com>
Manhattan, KS USA - Thursday, October 7, 2004 7:17 PM CDT

HAPPY, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, JOSHUA!
WHAT A WONDERFUL WAY TO START YOUR 7TH YEAR OF LIFE, BY ASKING GOD TO LIVE IN YOUR HEART!
WE ARE ALL REJOICING WITH YOU, JANENE.
GOD BLESS YOU.

Cathy Russell <russelldc@comcast.net>
Richardson, TX - Thursday, October 7, 2004 4:35 PM CDT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY #6 TO JOSHUA!!!!
You are growing into a handsome young man! I smile when I read your journal and guestbook. You, Bethany, and your folks touch more peoples lives than you can imagine. I keep you always in my heart and prayers. God's love shines through your eyes and smile!
Have a super-dooper birthday at school today and tonight with Grandma and Grandpa Freerksen.
GOD'S GENTLE BLESSINGS TO ALL OF YOU!
Love in Christ,
Aunt Jany

Jany Kirkpatrick Riemer <oz78jkr@msn.com>
St. Charles, IL USA - Thursday, October 7, 2004 8:22 AM CDT

Joshua, sorry you have to start the yucky shots again. We hope your time in NY flies by and you are back home in school again before you know it!
Jennifer Click and Carolyn & Evan Coveney <jclick@mindspring.com>
Falls Church, VA - Wednesday, October 6, 2004 9:22 AM CDT

Hello, Joshua and family!
I am a student at K-State and involved in Christian Challenge there. I was at the fall retreat last weekend. I was so delighted and overjoyed to see you, Joshua, running around and playing so enthusiastically. You and Bethany may not remember, but I got to hang out with you and the other KSU challenge kids in Colorado at the Summit retreat a couple years ago. I really enjoyed that time! I hope we can play together again in the spring this year! My heart broke when I heard you were so sick. I think of you often. I am from Topeka, so everytime I drive by Washburn, I think of you guys and say a little prayer for Joshua. You are an amazing little guy! I am so thankful for your story. I praise God for you guys! I'll be keeping you in my prayers as you travel to NYC again in a couple weeks and as your daddy is in East Asia! God bless!
Becca Frampton <beccajoyce19@hotmail.com>
Manhattan, KS USA - Friday, October 1, 2004 2:15 PM CDT

Sorry I've been remiss in signing in. I do check in on you almost daily. Have been so very busy that it's hard to stop sometimes, even when I know I should. Just want you to know you continue to be in my prayers. I'm so glad things are going well for you now. I'll be praying for Craig to have a great (safe) trip. Take care.

Cathy Russell <russelldc@comcast.net>
Richardson, TX - Friday, October 1, 2004 12:00 AM CDT

I'm so glad that everything is going so well right now and that Joshua is enjoying such fun activities! We are a little jealous that he got to play in the hay and have a cookout! :) I'm looking forward to the next time we are home and Kyle & Kendra can play with Josh in the hay! We continue to pray for your family as well as your ministry at Washburn!
Cheryl in Pandaland
- Thursday, September 23, 2004 6:24 PM CDT

Dear Ones,
My heart swells with gratitude to God's grace for Joshua's continued strength. Joshua teaches me so much about acceptance, love, simplicity, hope, and faith. A definition of Hero is, "Any person admired for his qualities or achievements and regarded as a model".
Your little family of four, is an inspiration to many of us.
GOD'S GENTLE BLESSINGS!
Love in Christ,
Aunt Jany
Jany Kirkpatrick Riemer <oz78jkr@msn.com>
St. Charles, IL. USA - Tuesday, September 21, 2004 6:54 AM CDT

Hi Janene. I'm so glad Joshua grows stronger everyday and has a "normal" life. I'm sure you are enjoying every minute with your family! See you in October!

www.patmedia.net/benoff (Maddie's page)

Julie Benoff <madelinebenoff@patmedia.net>
Hillsborough, NJ USA - Monday, September 20, 2004 1:09 PM CDT

We just got home from NY and wanted to stop by and let you all know that you are still in our thoughts and prayers. It sounds like you are all staying busy enjoying the good things in life. May the rest of your family time together be nothing less than perfect until it is time to return to NY again. Take care and God bless.
MORGAN'S PAGE

Allison & Morgan Barnes <allisonbarnes@triad.rr.com>
Lewisville , NC - Saturday, September 18, 2004 4:19 PM CDT

It has been good to hear of all the progress and good reports. We get excited when you are. The people in church were so happy that Josh was in kindergarten and enjoying it. The Lord will continue to accomplish His will in your life. Hang in there!!!!!!
Lyndon & Arlene <arlyn@carrollsweb.com>
Newton, Kansas - Thursday, September 16, 2004 12:34 AM CDT

So sorry to hear Joshua is feeling sick. I hope he is feeling better today. Also sorry about the HAMA - we find out tomrrow or Wednesday. However, YAY for negative bone marrows and one year NED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Susan and Nathan Gentry <sogren@rocketmail.com>
Colorado Springs, CO - Monday, September 13, 2004 3:43 PM CDT

Joshua, sorry to see you are not feeling well. Just wanted you to know we will be praying for you. We are glad to hear you are enjoying school. The Siebert's
Mike Siebert <mjsia1@juno.com>
- Saturday, September 11, 2004 10:57 PM CDT

Congrats on year ONE!!!! We are excited for you! Keep enjoying school! Mike, Sandy, Toby and Noah!
Mike Siebert <mjsia1@juno.com>
- Friday, September 10, 2004 8:19 AM CDT

Joshua, Happy NED Anniversary on Sunday, may it be the first of many, many, many years of celebration! Enjoy your day and bring some tissues for Mommy when you walk that lap at the Relay for Life.
Much love,
Jen, Carolyn and Evan
Jennifer Click and Carolyn & Evan Coveney <jclick@mindspring.com>
Falls Church, VA - Friday, September 10, 2004 5:45 AM CDT

I am so happy to hear that all is good in Kansas. Just wanted to let you know that I check in regularly. I hope that your trip to NY is a safe and uneventful one. I know how stressful it can be. Stay strong. I will be praying for all of you.
Gretchen Lonero~Angel Alex's Mommy~ <glonero@comcast.net and caringbridge.org/pa/alexp/>
W. Newton, PA USA - Tuesday, September 7, 2004 2:23 AM CDT

Dear Joshua,
I am so grateful that your scans were clear, and that you are now off to kindergarten. I will be praying for a year full of friends, fun, and many blessings.
Stephanie & RachelJoy <mom2rj@comcast.net>
- Tuesday, August 31, 2004 9:44 PM CDT

We are so excited for the report and for kindergarden. Our Noah started this week as well. After reading your story we couldn't shed tears as he boarded the bus. Thanks once again for your testimony!!!!
Mike Siebert <mjsia1@juno.com>
Topeka, KS USA - Sunday, August 22, 2004 6:01 PM CDT

Praise God! That is such wonderful news to hear. I am soooo glad that the CT results came back negative, and that Joshua loved Kindergarten. I know he will do well. He is such a caring little guy. He will probably make all kinds of new friends. I hope to see you all soon. It has been awhile.
Take Care and God Bless.
Jamie
Jamie Trammell <jawie_20@yahoo.com>
Burlington, KS USA - Sunday, August 22, 2004 1:17 PM CDT

Joshua,
I'm so glad you had a great first day of school and that your CT scan results came back clean!
Jessica Weatherford <washburnu@yahoo.com>
Olathe, KS USA - Friday, August 20, 2004 12:06 AM CDT

WOO-HOO!!!! YIPPEE!!!! GREAT NEWS!!!!

I'm very very happy for you--can you tell?? :-)

Thank you, God, for this wonderful answer to prayer.

Cathy Russell <russelldc@comcast.net>
Richardson, TX - Thursday, August 19, 2004 1:47 PM CDT

Dear Joshua & family, We are overflowing with JOY and PRAISE to our Heavenly Father for the great CT Scan report, and no signs of the neuroblastoma! WOW! Also, Joshua, you and your mom, dad, and sister have learned TONS of life lessons (like how to be joyful in difficult times) before this week! Teach me you ways, O Lord...is our prayer for you! I'm sure you'll do GREAT in school! Love to you all! Dale and Carol
Dale & Carol Schrag <dcschrag@southwind.net>
Newton, KS USA - Thursday, August 19, 2004 1:37 PM CDT

Dear Joshua & family:
What a wonderful way to start "my day" this morning to read your Mother's Journal entry of 8/17 and ****Special Report**** that the CT Scan showed no evidence of Neuroblastoma!!! Praise the Lord & thank you Jesus. Wonderful you had such a "COOL" day at Kindergarten. May our Lord be with you and Bethany both and give you both a great school year! Our heartfelt prayers continue to be with each of you.
Harry Gates <gateshj@juno.com>
Sherman, TX USA - Thursday, August 19, 2004 5:39 AM CDT

Hi Joshua-
It was great seeing you today. I loved your response when I asked you how you liked Kindergarten, you said"it is good" with lots of enthusiasm!!!
That was wonderful news about your CT Scan. I'll see you in the halls of PC.
Love,
Mrs. Adams
Kristy Adams <kristyadams10@yahoo.com>
Topeka, KS - Wednesday, August 18, 2004 6:57 PM CDT

PRAISE THE LORD!!!!!! We are SOOOOOO HAPPY
about the GREAT scan report & are continuing to keep
your Joshua in our prayers as we know that our
Lord has GREAT things in store for Him!!!!

Another thankful "Kindergarten Mommy", ;o)
Amy
Jonathan, Amy, Tyler, & Tanner Tucker <thetuckers4@earthlink.net>
Newton , KS - Wednesday, August 18, 2004 1:57 PM CDT

Dear Joshua,
I was glad to hear that you had a great day in Kindergarten!! I use to be one of your mothers teachers and she was a very good student and so I think you will be too. Glad to hear the very good news. Take care.Your friend, Karen
Karen Baehler <baehlerk@hutchcc.edu>
Newton, KS USA - Wednesday, August 18, 2004 12:16 AM CDT

Yea>>> Joshua!!! I bet you had lots of fun today at school. I know you'll do great. I'm thinkin' of ya. Take care and hope to see you guys soon!
Elizabeth Freerksen <e_freerksen@yahoo.com>
Waverly, KS - Wednesday, August 18, 2004 0:01 AM CDT

Joshua! Nathan and I were so excited to hear you started Kindergarten today! I hope it was a wonderful day. Way to go!
Susan and Nathan Gentry <sogren@rocketmail.com>
Colorado Springs, CO - Tuesday, August 17, 2004 8:01 PM CDT

Joshua,
I hope you have a GREAT first day of school! I can't wait to hear how you liked it. Kindergarten is FUN!! Enjoy!

CATHY RUSSELL <russelldc@comcast.net>
RICHARDSON, TX - Tuesday, August 17, 2004 1:05 PM CDT

Hope Joshua's first day of Kindergarten is going GREAT!
Heather McLeod <hmcleod@bbandt.com>
- Tuesday, August 17, 2004 10:20 AM CDT

Dear Sweet Joshua,
I know you will have a wonderful time at your first day in Kindergarden. I remember how much fun it was when I taught Kindergarden in Kansas years ago. You will meet lots of new friends and some you already know. God has a special place for you in all of our lives! You spread sunshine wherever you go!
GOD'S GENTLE BLESSINGS!
Love you Joshua,
Aunt Jany

Jany Kirkpatrick Riemer <oz78jkr@msn.com>
St. Charles, IL. USA - Tuesday, August 17, 2004 7:32 AM CDT

Dear Joshua & Bethany, We are so glad for this school year for BOTH of you! Have a fun time! Pauline Central will be a better school because of YOU being there! We continue to pray for you. How precious you are -- to JESUS and to us!! WE LOVE YOU!! Dale and Carol
Dale & Carol Schrag <dcschrag@southwind.net>
Newton, KS USA - Sunday, August 15, 2004 11:17 PM CDT

Hope you have a safe and quick trip home! I know you will be glad to be all together again. Joshua, I hope you enjoy kindergarten. God bless you all!
Heather McLeod <hmcleod@bbandt.com>
- Friday, August 13, 2004 1:36 PM CDT

Just a quick note Joshua to remind you that we continue to pray for you and your family!

Mike Siebert
Mike Siebert <mjsia1@juno.com>
Topeka, ks usa - Friday, August 13, 2004 1:16 PM CDT

Joshua, only one more day and then you get to go home! I'll bet you are so happy! We hope you had a good time at the Central Park Zoo--what did you like best? Carolyn's favorite animals there are the polar bears. Have a safe trip and enjoy your time at home!
Jennifer Click and Carolyn & Evan Coveney <jclick@mindspring.com>
Falls Church, VA - Thursday, August 12, 2004 2:47 PM CDT

Dear Joshua, Janene, Craig and Bethany, HOW WE PRAY FOR YOU ALL!! Sorry it's been so long since we've written, but our prayers for you continue. Your grandma Della makes sure of that! We're SO grateful you can have the scan tomorrow, and are specifically lifting you up as you wait for results. Also, we're so excited with you that you get to start kindergarten this year! You will be a very bright spot in the class, and that class will be a better class because of your shining light! Your family means the world to us! Where would we be without JESUS? How we praise HIM for HIS sustaining power, HIS grace, HIS UNFAILING LOVE, and the ability to trust HIM in the darkest of valleys! Thanks for your sweet spirit! Our love, Dale and Carol
Dale and Carol Schrag <dcschrag@southwind.net>
Newton, KS USA - Tuesday, August 10, 2004 11:15 PM CDT

Ps.66, verse 5, "Come and see what our God has done, what awesome miracles he does for his people!"

God never encounters a problem, never faces a difficulty and has never known defeat. He can open up a way where there is no way, --even if it means parting a sea! Be confident that God will deliver you, even though you can't figure out how, --you live by faith and let God be God.

The last thing Israel expected when Pharaoh was pursuing them was for the Red Sea to be parted, --but God loves to work in ways that bring Him much glory. If you feel completely hemmed in with no way out don't give up. God will make a way."

"I am holding you by your right hand--I, the LORD your God. And I say to you, 'Do not be afraid. I am here to help you.'" Isaiah 41:13.

Mom <dellar@networksplus.net>
Newton, KS USA - Saturday, August 7, 2004 12:10 AM CDT

Yay Joshua, you're half-way done with this cycle of antibodies. Sorry we missed you in clinic earlier this week. I'm glad your pain is changing, that seems like a good sign. Maybe your folks should take you somewhere to celebrate, like Central Park. Whatever you do, have a great weekend in the Big Apple!
Jennifer Click and Carolyn & Evan Coveney <jclick@mindspring.com>
Falls Church, VA - Friday, August 6, 2004 1:20 PM CDT

Joshua-
It will be exciting to see you in the halls of Pauline Central this school year. Wishing you all the best in NY.
Mrs. Adams
Kristy Adams <kristyadams10@yahoo.com>
Topeka, KS - Thursday, August 5, 2004 10:19 PM CDT

Aunt Janene,
Thanks for updating today. Mom told me yesterday was a hard day but sounds like today was alot better, I'm very HAPPY to hear that. Tell them i said "hi"! Take care and love ya all!!!
Elizabeth Freerksen <e_freerksen@yahoo.com>
Waverly, KS - Thursday, August 5, 2004 3:59 PM CDT

Thanks for all your updates on Josh and the expressing of your feelings. You are often in our thoughts and prayers and trust the Lord will continue to work and heal Josh soon. Hang in there God is good.

Lyndon & Arlene <arlyn@carrollsweb.com>
Newton, KS USA - Wednesday, August 4, 2004 3:55 PM CDT

Dear Joshua and Craig,
I am so very happy the treatments are going better than expected. I smile when I think of Joshua and his daddy, Craig being together!!! Two peas in a pod comes to mind! Their bond is so loving and strong.
Craig, I am extremely proud of your committment in life to the Lord's work. God made sure that Janene and you would be the best Mommy and Daddy that Joshua and Bethany could have here on earth!
GOD'S GENTLE BLESSINGS!
Love you,
Aunt Jany
Jany Kirkpatrick Riemer <oz78jkr@msn.com>
St. Charles, IL USA - Wednesday, August 4, 2004 8:07 AM CDT

Dear Janene,Joshua and all,
I just read your last e-mail which Aunt Jany past on to our ladies...you are all always in my prayers. Joshua has continued to be such abrave little boy and so strong in his faith. I know that God has special plans for him. He is such a reflection of His light! I hope someday you will all be able to visit us in the Keys. It would be a blessing to all of us. I look forward to seeing pictures of Joshua's first day at school and hearing all about it. Love in Christ, Margo Arnold
Margo Arnold <m1ki16@aol.com>
Tavernier, FL USA - Tuesday, August 3, 2004 6:41 PM CDT

Joshua and fmily,
My name is Kathy, and I am a friend of the Benoff family. I found your website through Maddie's. I hope this round of treatment goes fast for you! I will think of you and say a prayer, just as I do for Maddie.
Kathy Pepe
Hillsborough, NJ - Tuesday, August 3, 2004 5:29 PM CDT

Hey Everyone!
Was great to see Bethany & Joshua over the weekend. Seems like they both just keep
growing and growing. School will soon be here and I hope we are all ready to get back to our routines.
Hope New York weather is better than Kansas weather. Just wanting to stay in and be cool. Hope this 2
weeks goes fast for all of you and the pain is low this time around. We all love you guys very much.
You're in our thoughts and prayers always. Love, Aunt Mary
Mary Beth <marybeth_freerksen@yahoo.com>
Waverly, Ks - Monday, August 2, 2004 4:30 PM CDT

Janene, I am so happy to hear that Joshua is starting kindergarten. How exciting. I pray that all goes well in NY. I know only too well how stressful that all is. Give your worries about Joshua's pain to God and try not to think of it. You will be in out thoughts and prayers.
Gretchen Lonero~|~Angel Alex's Mommy~|~ <glonero@comcast.net and caringbridge.org/pa/alexp/>
W. newton, PA USA - Monday, August 2, 2004 4:14 PM CDT

Joshua,
I'm praying that you have a good 2 weeks with little pain. Janene, thank you for reminding us to allow God do his work in our children. I need that reminder all too often as I seek God's guidance in helping my son in his battle against depression. Thanks for sharing your struggles with us and in doing so, reminding us that we are not alone.
Cathy Russell <russelldc@comcast.net>
Richardson, TX - Monday, August 2, 2004 12:17 AM CDT

We just wanted to stop by and let you know that we will be thinking of you guys as you head to NY to start another cycle of antibodies. We know just how difficult it is. We will be keeping you in our thoughts and prayers.
We just found out that Morgan is still HAMA negative. This means she will have her tenth cycle in September. We are so ready for her to get HAMA, but as long as she is having good test results I don't guess we have the right to complain. The Lord has the perfect treatment plan for her (and Joshua too) so we will just have to sit back and allow Him to work. That is sometimes easier said than done.
Joshua,
Morgan is also very excited about starting kindergarten. I am scared, but she is being very brave.
Take care and God bless.
MORGAN'S PAGE

Allison & Morgan Barnes <allisonbarnes@triad.rr.com>
Lewisville , NC - Saturday, July 31, 2004 12:18 AM CDT

Joshua,
I am so excited that you'll be a big kindergartener soon! I know you'll have lots of fun making new friends and learning so many new things. God has a plan for you in that classroom - both for your life and for the lives of all your classmates and your teacher. I can't wait to see it unfold. Please know that as my schoolyear begins as well, there will be yet another first grade class praying for you and your family. I love you, Joshua!
Love, Carrie
Carrie Gregg <carrie_wabc@yahoo.com>
MO - Wednesday, July 28, 2004 11:31 AM CDT

Dona and I actually ended up in Topeka Sunday to meet a friend for lunch. Though I've been a Kansan all my life, this is the first time I've been in Topeka. We're headed to the NB conference in Chicago this weekend, so if you are going, look for Dona and Patrick Flynn from Wichita KS

Patrick, stepfather to angel Justin Gray
Patrick Flynn <patricksflynn@yahoo.com>
Wichita, KS USA - Tuesday, July 20, 2004 9:06 AM CDT

We just got back from New York so we wanted to check in with you and let you know that you are all in our thoughts and prayers. Take care and God bless.
MORGAN'S PAGE

Allison & Morgan Barnes <allisonbarnes@triad.rr.com>
Lewisville , NC - Saturday, July 10, 2004 7:53 PM CDT

Hi Joshua, Bethany, Mom and Dad! It's been awhile since we have written you but , as you may know, we were gone for about 2 weeks and our friend( and yours), Russ,worked on our computer and it is working just great now!! Please don't think ,when you don't hear from us, that we aren't thinking and praying for all of you because we are! You are in our thoughts and certainly our prayers just about every day. Good to hear you are having fun times together this summer--that's what summers are for!! Love you all, Joan and Bob
Joan Speake <sept2250@sbcglobal.net>
Topeka, KS USA - Tuesday, July 6, 2004 0:23 AM CDT

Just wanted to say hello.
What a beautiful family you are.
Glad to hear Joshua doing well.
Love Colleen - Kaitlyns mum

www.caringbridge.org/ne/kaitlyn

Colleen <ozi_gal@hotmail.com>
Rockingham, WA Australia - Saturday, July 3, 2004 4:34 AM CDT

Dear Loved Ones,

It's hard to find the words to express how I felt reading "Wounded Warrior". I had a lump in my throat and so much love in my heart!!!!! God is alive and well and working through our wounded warrior. Janene, you are a great part of our acceptance of God's will and grace in our lives. I am always lifted up by your words of wisdom. I know this comes from pain but also from God's grace. You all are a joy to our whole family. God's gentle blessings are indeed in our lives!!!!

I love you all so very much!

Aunt Jany
Jany Kirkpatrick Riemer <oz78jkr@msn.com>
St. Charles, IL. USA - Sunday, June 27, 2004 9:03 AM CDT

Joshua, praying that your results next week come back good. You are an amazing little boy!!! You are teaching us a lot as we read about your experiences. I hope you are enjoying your summer and all of your little boy activities!
Ryan, Cheryl, Kyle & Kendra
Panda Land, China - Saturday, June 26, 2004 6:17 AM CDT

Hello Joshua, We were very glad to see you were able to attend the Melvern Fair last week. Sorry we did not get to speak to you, but it was very encouraging to see you running and playing with your cousins. You are always in our prayers. We love you very much and Uncle Randy is jealous because you have more hair than he does now. Good Luck big boy!! Uncle Randy & Aunt Donna
Randy & Donna Kirkpatrick <storageking@osprey.net>
Melvern , Ks. USA - Friday, June 25, 2004 7:54 PM CDT

Hi Joshua and Family
My name is Jenna and I came across Josh's site. Joshua, you are a very brave and strong Warrior and Fignter. Your strength, courage, and determination amaze me. You are a very tough cookie, and a Champion in life. I love making new friends and signing their books.
You are in my thoughts and prayers. I will come by again to say hi.
www.caringbridge.org/canada/jenna
Jenna <hockeykid@telus.net>
Kamloops, BC Canada - Monday, June 21, 2004 3:30 PM CDT

Hi Joshua,
My name is Jenna and I came across your website. You are an inspiration in life. You are a very brave, and strong little guy! You are an Inspiration to all. You are a Fighter, Warrior and Champion.
You are in my thoughts and prayers.
www.caringbridge.org/canada/jenna
Jenna <hockeykid@telus.net>
Kamloops, BC Canada - Sunday, June 20, 2004 1:13 AM CDT

I am out here in Salem, OR and have been keeping a very close check up on Joshua and his family. Grandma Della is my very good friend. I pray for you and know that our God is walking this journey with you every step of they way! The more I live and walk with Jesus the more I find Him so very faithful. Della's husband (your dad) passed away just a few months after mine and both of us can say that God is our loving and caring Father/Husband. He has never failed me and with that recommendation I pray you find Him just as faithful. HE simply cannot make a mistake! Romans 8:28....All things, even the not so good things that hurt, work together for our good! All means ALL! Love you, Mariellen Shenk (Sonia's mom)
Mariellen Shenk <rosesandlace61@iglide.net>
Salem, OR USA - Wednesday, June 16, 2004 0:32 AM CDT

Praise the Lord for good news update advising home and Joshua feeling well!
harry gates
Sherman, TX USA - Sunday, June 13, 2004 2:45 PM CDT

YAY you're home! So glad you had a safe trip, now you can enjoy a great summer together!
Jennifer Click and Evan and Carolyn Coveney <jclick@mindspring.com>
Falls Church, VA - Saturday, June 12, 2004 10:54 PM CDT

Welcome Home! Enjoy yourselves. Take care and God bless.
MORGAN'S PAGE

Allison & Morgan Barnes <allisonbarnes@triad.rr.com>
Lewisville , NC - Saturday, June 12, 2004 7:58 PM CDT

Hi Dear Ones,

I am so glad you got to be together as a family this last weekend in N.Y. I know you look forward to those rare times as a family! I'm grateful Joshua is stronger and can enjoy outings.

I just got back from my trip with my group from Willow Creek Church. It was on the Reformation and Protestant Movement and was awesome!! I asked for prayers for Joshua at The Castle Church in Wittenberg, Germany (Martin Luther's Church) I know prayers are going up for you from many other countries. My BIG news is I will get to see you next weekend!!!! I know you will be flying home Fri. and I will be there too!!!! I am so very anxious to see your smiling face and get lots of hugs!!!!! God's blessings are all around us!!!! You are on top of my list!!!!!!

Love you,
Aunt Jany
Jany Kirkpatrick Riemer <oz78jkr@msn.com>
St. Charles, IL. USA - Tuesday, June 8, 2004 6:56 AM CDT

Hi Joshua! Only four days left- hang in there buddy. I have to tell you that i can't wait for you guys to come to Melvern. There new park sure looks fun!!! I'll see you soon! Oh>>> did you tell your mom how you hit the baseball at Grandma and Grandpa's house. You did awesome. Sure look forward to playing again, maybe even with Tim, Rebbeca, and Bethany! Love you
Elizabeth Freerksen <e_freerksen@yahoo.com>
Waverly, Ks - Monday, June 7, 2004 9:46 PM CDT

HI Joshua!!

Sounds like you enjoyed your weekend. I hear you got some good reports from your tests. That's GREAT to hear!!!!! Just one more week and you will on your way home again. I am looking forward to seeing you soon. I wish you a great and easy week. Give everyone a "BIG hug" for me!

LOVE YA!!

Uncle John
John W. Freerksen <Jofreer@yahoo.com>
Waverly, Ks - Sunday, June 6, 2004 10:54 PM CDT

Praise the Lord for the good test results. We hope your family enjoys your time together this weekend and that next week's treatment goes smoothly. Take care and God bless.
MORGAN'S PAGE

Allison & Morgan Barnes <allisonbarnes@triad.rr.com>
Lewisville , NC - Friday, June 4, 2004 1:16 PM CDT

Hi Joshua, Hang in there!! I am so sorry the first day of antibodies went so bad. Nathan is looking forward to seeing you soon.

Janene - I am so glad you will all get a weekend together in New York - we are also havng the whole family for part of the time and I can't wait.

Looking forward to seeing you guys in NYC.
Susan and Nathan Gentry <sogren@rocketmail.com>
colorado springs, CO - Tuesday, June 1, 2004 9:34 PM CDT

Joshua,
We just got back from vacation in Branson and boy do we have news for you! You may already know, but we went to see Bibleman while we were there! THERE IS A NEW BIBLEMAN! He just filmed for a new video when we watched him. We don't know when it will be coming out. My boys really liked him. I hope you will as well. Know that you are being prayed for as you face one more treatment!

Mike Siebert <mike@ckyfc.org>
- Monday, May 31, 2004 10:49 PM CDT

We are just stopping by to wish you a Happy Memorial Day. We will certainly be keeping you in our thoughts and prayes as you make the journey to NY to start another cycle of antibodies. Take care and God bless.
MORGAN'S PAGE

Allison & Morgan Barnes <allisonbarnes@triad.rr.com>
Lewisville , NC - Monday, May 31, 2004 8:19 AM CDT

Dear Josh, Craig, Janene, and Bethany, Please KNOW that you'll be in our prayers as you leave and are in NY. I'm praying that you'll experience Jesus' sweet peace and be filled with HIS love! Glad you had a GREAT TIME swimming! I bet you were just like a little fish! So glad you had fun! Our prayers will very much be with you in these next 2 weeks. Jesus cares intimately about ALL that happens to you! With HIS love and prayers for you, Dale and Carol
Dale & Carol Schrag <dcschrag@southwind.net>
Newton, KS USA - Sunday, May 30, 2004 7:35 PM CDT

Wow - I can't believe Joshua is starting round 5 of antibodies treatment. It feels like just last week when I met you guys at his first treatment. I pray that in God's timing Joshua will soon be through with treatments. Have a safe and Happy Memorial Day weekend!!
Heather McLeod <hmcleod@bbandt.com>
- Friday, May 28, 2004 1:29 PM CDT

Just want to let you know I'm still here...reading your updates every day and praying every day as well. Hope your trip to NYC goes well. Have a great holiday.

Cathy Russell <russelldc@comcast.net>
Richardson, TX - Friday, May 28, 2004 11:10 AM CDT

We are thinking of you all as you start GM shots and prepare to head back to NY to start another round of antibodies. Morgan is scheduled to start round number nine at the end of June. We are keeping you all in our thoughts and prayers. Take care and God bless.
MORGAN'S PAGE

Allison & Morgan Barnes <allisonbarnes@triad.rr.com>
Lewisville, NC - Thursday, May 27, 2004 7:09 PM CDT

Janene, Did you notice that you didn't write anything about how the medi-port placement went? I think that must be a sign of how well Joshua is doing! I hope Bethany had a great birthday and the trip to the dentist turns out better than you expect.
Jennifer Click and Evan and Carolyn Coveney <jclick@mindspring.com>
Falls Church, VA - Thursday, May 20, 2004 9:24 PM CDT

HAPPY 9th BIRTHDAY, Bethany!!!! I pray your day will be a day filled with love, laughter, fun and lots of cake, friends and family. You have a big job being a big sister and only daughter. Your Mom and Dad are so proud of you and love you so much. Joshua loves you to pieces and adores you, too. What a blessed nine year old you are. Eat some cake for me! @-->--- (that's a rose for you.)
In His Love
Mary Walker <mary@walkeragency.com>
Scottsdale , AZ USA - Thursday, May 20, 2004 11:54 AM CDT

Freerkens-
I thought that I would check in to see how Joshua was doing now that the day is over. I am hoping that that everything went well. It was really good to see you all this weekend. Joshua seemed to really enjoy himself while he was at Grandma and Grandpa Freerksen's. He looked even stronger than the last time I saw him. I hope to see you all soon.
I'll be thinking of you all and I love you.
Jamie
Jamie Trammell <jawie_20@yahoo.com>
Burlington, KS 66839 - Monday, May 17, 2004 9:13 PM CDT

Joshua, Just wanted you and your parents to know I continue to check your web page daily. I spent some servious time driving on Friday to Manhattan, KS praying specifically for you and your family! Enjoy playing and wrestling with your dad. My boys attacked me this morning in bed wrestling me while I was trying to sleep. You might want to get your sister in on that kind of fun!
Mike Siebert <mike@ckyfc.org>
- Saturday, May 15, 2004 9:49 PM CDT

Joshua, we are so glad to hear that you are having a great time playing at home. Carolyn says not to worry about the medi-port surgery--the hardest part was waiting for the x-ray afterward because she wanted to get out of there and go play! Have fun with your sister and mom and dad!
Jennifer Click and Evan and Carolyn Coveney <jclick@mindspring.com>
Falls Church, VA - Thursday, May 13, 2004 4:20 PM CDT

We have not had a chance to sign your guestbook lately, but we are checking on you almost daily. We are keeping you all in our thoughts and prayers. Take care and God bless.
MORGAN'S PAGE

Allison & Morgan Barnes <allisonbarnes@triad.rr.com>
Lewisville, NC - Thursday, May 13, 2004 3:39 PM CDT

Dear Joshua, I am a very dear friend of your Aunt Jany, also I am a cousin to her and your daddy. I am doing a Bible Study on "John the Beloved Disciple" This week it ask a question, Do you know a believer in Christ whose faithfulness astounds you?" You and your Mommy and Daddy came right to mind. I keep tabs on what is happening with all of you. You are an inspiration for all of us. My prayers are with you and pray for continued blessings from God on you and your family. Hang in there Big Guy. When I was about your age I had polio. Now they have a shot for kids so they won't get it. God works miracules every day.
He is so goooooood!!!!!! Love in Christ
Anita Privat Casey <tavirpfa@yahoo.com>
Osage City, Ks USA - Wednesday, May 12, 2004 0:05 AM CDT

Dear Joshua and Bethany, YOU gave me the best Mother's Day gift ever!!! Thanks for the "butterfly kisses", Bethany, as well as for letting me watch "Little House on the Prairie" with you. And Josh, a MILLION thanks for letting me run through the sprinkler with you, for letting me hear your laughter, see the beauty in your smile and the light in your eyes. YOU are TWO VERY SPECIAL CHILDREN -- in my eyes, and in the eyes of JESUS! HOW I LOVE YOU!
Carol Schrag <dcschrag@southwind.net>
Newton, KS USA - Tuesday, May 11, 2004 8:13 PM CDT

Hi Janene and Joshua! Hope you had a Happy Mother's Day. I am so glad to hear about Joshua's energy and stamina - we are experiencing the same thing and it is marvelous. Maybe next time in New York we can actually take the boys somewhere to run around and play together!

Susan and Nathan
Susan Gentry <sogren@rocketmail.com>
Colorado Springs, CO 80920 - Monday, May 10, 2004 7:29 PM CDT

Thank you Joshua for the lesson and thank you Janene for capturing it in words. I'm running, too!

Angie xoxoxoxo
Angie Gallegos <joyfulinhope@juno.com www.caringbridge.org/mi/gabriella>
Auburn Hills, MI - Friday, May 7, 2004 11:23 PM CDT

Dear Janene: I am a friend of Jany Riemer and have been praying for your family for about 2 years now. Please keep the updates coming as they continually remind me to pray for you. I have a 5 year old boy and a 3 year old girl, so your story really hits home with me. We live in Avon, CT about 2 hours from NY if you would ever like to try and get our children together on one of your visits or if you would ever like to come and stay at our home for a visit. We have a fully finished basement with pull out sofa bed, it's own full bath where you could stay, and outside a trampoline, swingset, etc. God bless you and we will continue to pray! Love in Christ, Kay Tarnowski (860) 673-9379
Kay Tarnowski <knglenski@yahoo.com>
Avon, CT UNITED STATES - Friday, May 7, 2004 10:43 AM CDT

You are in my prays every night.
Chris Kirkpatrick <ckirkpatrick_33@yahoo.com>
Reading, Ks Lyon USA - Thursday, May 6, 2004 10:58 AM CDT

Dear Ones,

I continue to be encouraged and strengthend by your writings Janene. I read spiritual books daily for inspiration and growth. You, dear Janene are maturing into a wonderful writer to many people you don't realize you are helping. A friend of mine's husband has gone through cancer treatments this last two years. Just this week he spoke to me on the phone and told me when he is having a bad day, he can go to your website and feel so much better. Even just seeing Joshua's smile melts us.
I am so very grateful you are having a wonderful family time together. God is smiling down and saying, "Well done, faithful servants". You are a true blessing sent from God!!!

Love you so very much,
Aunt Jany and Uncle Lee
Jany and Lee Riemer <oz78jkr@msn.com>
St. Charles, IL. USA - Thursday, May 6, 2004 10:51 AM CDT

Joshua, I am so glad to hear that you are feeling good. I am also happy to hear that you are busy playing and keeping busy.
Take care,
Mrs. Adams
Kristy Adams <kristyadams10@yahoo.com>
Topeka, KS - Wednesday, May 5, 2004 11:52 PM CDT

Hi Joshua,
The kids wanted to see your picture with hair, so we got on the internet to look at your webpage. I told them you had been having fun swinging on your swingset this weekend. They thought that sounded like fun. We are still praying for you here in first grade. The kids wanted to each write you a little note. Hope you know we're thinking about you, praying for you, and rooting for you.
Love ya,
Carrie and the first graders
Carrie Gregg <carrie_wabc@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, May 4, 2004 2:32 PM CDT

Have a great day!
Joseph <carrie_wabc@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, May 4, 2004 2:28 PM CDT

I hope you are feeling better! Get well soon.
Adam and Shayne <carrie_wabc@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, May 4, 2004 2:26 PM CDT

I hope you have a good day! I hope you are well.
Sarah <carrie_wabc@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, May 4, 2004 2:19 PM CDT

I hope you have fun today! What are you doing today? I have a swingset too!
Drew, Levi, and Ty <carrie_wabc@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, May 4, 2004 2:14 PM CDT

Have fun today! Get well soon!
Abbey and Sydney <carrie_wabc@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, May 4, 2004 2:08 PM CDT

Get well soon!
Kolton and Rachel <carrie_wabc@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, May 4, 2004 2:05 PM CDT

How have you been today?
Hayley and Kylie <carrie_wabc@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, May 4, 2004 2:02 PM CDT

We are so thrilled that things are going so well for you all. We are certainly praying that things will stay that way for you. Take care and God bless.
Morgan's Page
Allison & Morgan Barnes <allisonbarnes@triad.rr.com>
Lewisville, NC - Sunday, May 2, 2004 5:33 PM CDT

Janene,
That entry brought a little extra joy to our lives today. Thanks for sharing Joshua's laughter.
Jennifer Click and Evan and Carolyn Coveney <jclick@mindspring.com>
Falls Church, VA - Saturday, May 1, 2004 6:20 PM CDT

Hi Janene and Joshua,

So happy to hear that Joshua is turning into a "professional laugh-er!" :-) After all you guys have been through, you deserve some extra big smiles in your house.

Enjoy each other, enjoy springtime, enjoy life!!
Becky Smith <caringbridge.org/nc/sarahsmith beckysmith62@aol.com>
Mooresville, NC - Friday, April 30, 2004 7:03 AM CDT

Hello Janene!

Wow! Joshua has hair! Now I can't wait for him to be done with the 3F8. UGH, I can only imagine how tired and draining those treatments are on him and you.

I am very happy to hear that all the scans are great! He is doing so good.

I cried when I read how grateful and appreciative you are for all the help, support and prayers of your wonderful friends, family and GOD. I feel the same and am so touched by the amount of love we too have received. I don't think our gratefullness will ever go away. Our lives are permanently changed and I think we will always get emotional any time we think of all the amazing love we have been showered with.

Matt just got his hearing aids and he is handeling them great. I hope Joshua has the same success.

With love,
Debbie Hume
Debbie hume <hume@thegrid.net>
Cayucos, CA USA - Monday, April 26, 2004 10:59 PM CDT

Dear Joshua and Family,

Enjoy your week off - you deserve it! Thinking of you often and praying for you! God bless!
Heather McLeod <hmcleod@bbandt.com>
- Monday, April 26, 2004 12:22 AM CDT

Hi Joshua,
This is Rhonda from Pittsburgh. I am so glad to see your counts are coming up. I have to say these boys are simply amazing. Carter has a medi port and he has it accessed without emla or anything he is quite fine with the needle. He says he just curls his toes when they stick it in and he is fine with that. Hopefully we can get back to NY for more antibodies? And we shall meet up again. Take care and God Bless you and your entire family.
Rhonda Finger <bubbs1972@comcast.net www.caringbridge.org/pa/carterfinger>
Pittsburgh, PA - Sunday, April 25, 2004 2:21 PM CDT

Hi Joshua, I'm glad your mom put a new picture on your home page--you are one good looking guy and that picture really show just how handsome you are! Carolyn says to go for the port, no dressing changes and you can do anything with it: swimming, bubble baths, whatever, with no worries. Most of the time we don't even think about hers, but it is nice to have when she needs treatment--much easier than starting an IV! Enjoy your time off! Hope we get to see you next time in NY!
Jennifer Click and Evan and Carolyn Coveney <jclick@mindspring.com>
Falls Church, VA - Saturday, April 24, 2004 11:14 AM CDT

It sounds like the Drs appt went well, so glad Joshua's blood work is good. I'm sure he enjoyed himself at his favorite eating place. Hope Bethany is feeling better. May God Bless All of You.
Margy Trammell <ellymay_5@yahoo.com>
Burlington, Ks USA - Friday, April 23, 2004 5:21 PM CDT

Joshua,
I heard of your story from my aunt and uncle - Don and Linda Gifford. I am a nurse that works with oncology patients all the time. I know how hard the treatments, surgeries, and hospital stays can be on someone - esp. as young as you are. What a fighter you are!! How wonderful that you have such a great family and belief in God to help get you through this! My prayers will also be with you as you continue to fight. You have such a great smile -stay strong!

Kaycie F.
Manhattan, KS USA - Friday, April 23, 2004 4:56 PM CDT

We are SOOOO excited about the news from the insurance company! We have had everyone we know praying for that!
I can not even begin to tell you what a spiritual encouragement your journal notes are. Janene you have an incredible way of explaining things, I feel as though we are on this journey with you, our family has made a committment to keep you all in our daily prayers! Have a wonderful day!
Love,
Melinda (Varbel) Lacy and family :)
Melinda Lacy <mlacy88@cox.net>
Andrews, TX USA - Thursday, April 22, 2004 1:55 PM CDT

PRAISE THE LORD for answered prayer. May our Lord soon bless Joshua with miracle healing as well as many of the other children.
harry gates
Sherman, Tx USA - Thursday, April 22, 2004 10:48 AM CDT

Hurray!!! I am so relieved for you all! I know a great burden has been lifted from you and I am so thrilled. I hope you figure out what is best for Joshua and his line. I honestly don't know what we would do in your situation either.

Susan Gentry <sogren@rocketmail.com>
Colorado Springs, CO - Thursday, April 22, 2004 8:11 AM CDT

Janene,
It is so wonderful about the news you got today. I just talk to Jamie and Adam on the phone and told them the good news. We have all been praying for Joshua. So glad he is feeling good. Take care and God Bless.
Margy Trammell <ellymay_5@yahoo.com>
Burlington, Ks USA - Wednesday, April 21, 2004 10:09 PM CDT

Janene,

Just sending up some love to you and encouragement! Know that God is holding you up and He loves Joshua so very much (no matter what the insurance decides!). What a wonderful tribute to write down all the people you are thankful for. It brought tears to my eyes. My prayers are with all of you!
Heather McLeod <hmcleod@bbandt.com>
- Wednesday, April 21, 2004 1:19 PM CDT

Craig, Janene, Bethany and Joshua,

You are a very special family. God is your Strength and Firm Foundation. I am blessed and encouraged when reading your updates. I pray for favor with the insurance situation.
Love, Angie
Angie Gallegos <joyfulinhope@juno.com www.caringbridge.org/mi/gabriella>
Auburn Hills, MI - Tuesday, April 20, 2004 10:03 AM CDT

Dear Josh, What a handsome young man you are...LOVE THOSE EYES!!! And all that hair! WOW!! Thank your mom for the new pix. Jesus has NOT forgotten you...He says: "I will not forget you! See, I have engraved YOU (JOSH) and family on the palms of my hands; your walls are EVER before ME!" I just finished a Beth Moore Bible study...one of her quotes: "Did you know God has poured out more than enough grace to keep you covered? Did you know God has poured out more than enough faith for you to trust Him? Did you know God has poured out more than enough love to NEVER let you go?" WHAT A MIGHTY GOD WE SERVE!!! Our "butterfly kisses" and love, Dale and Carol
Dale & Carol Schrag <dcschrag@southwind.net>
Newton, KS USA - Monday, April 19, 2004 4:32 PM CDT

I am so glad to hear that Joshua is doing well while he is back home. I hope that you all had a woderful and safe trip to Worlds of Fun. I am sure it was a blast. I love the new picture of Joshua. He is such a handsome little guy. Adam said that he stopped by to see you all the other day. He seemed to really enjoy it. I know it has been awhile.
I am always thinking of all of you.
Take care and God Bless.
Jamie
Jamie Trammell <jawie_20@yahoo.com>
Burlington , KS - Sunday, April 18, 2004 4:03 PM CDT

Hi Joshua (and family)
Glad to hear you are doing so well and your tests look good. Must be nice to be home and have some fun times with your family and friends. I enjoyed meeting your Grandma when she visited Aunt Jany. Maybe you'll get to come to the Keys for a visit someday too!! You know you are in all our hearts and we pray for you all.
Love in Christ Jesus,
Margo
Margo Arnold <m1ki16@aol.com>
Tavernier, FL USA - Saturday, April 17, 2004 12:31 AM CDT

Hello, Janene! ;o)

I continue to be sooooo encouraged by your journaling
& am still praying for your little guy! Thanks for
being a constant & shining LIGHT for JESUS!!!!!!!!

Friends in Him,
Amy
Gal. 6:9!!!!
Amy Tucker <thetuckers4@earthlink.net>
Newton, KS - Thursday, April 15, 2004 8:59 PM CDT

hello Joshua,
My name is Jenna and I came across your website. You are an inspiration to all. You are one Fighter and Champion in life. You will be in my prayers.
Keep SMiling that awesome smile!
www.caringbridge.org/canada/jenna
Jenna <hockeykid@telus.net>
Kamloops, BC Canada - Thursday, April 15, 2004 5:27 PM CDT

glad to hear you are doing well, jamie keeps me updated on everything. hope you are enjoying your time back home. hope to get to meet you all soon. we are glad to have adam in our family. hope all the tests go well. will be waiting to hear. be careful and godbless. margy(jamies mom)
Margy Trammell
Burlington, ks - Wednesday, April 14, 2004 5:01 PM CDT

Hi Joshua,

I love the hair!!!!! What a handsome boy you have become!
I am so glad I got to talk to you, Bethany, and your Dad on Saturday. Have fun being a kid at home!!!! I know you are all delighted to be together as a family! We love being a part of that family. God truly blessed us!!! Happy Belated Birthday to Grandma Della.

You all have become a big part of my friends' hearts and prayers here in Florida, Illinois, and other states. A friend from Arizona, Mary Walker writes in your guestbook occasionally. They always tell me what a great job your Mommy does in letting us know how you are doing.

"Our children are a heritage,
A blessiing from the Lord;
They bring a richness to our lives--
In each, a treasure stored." ---Fasick

Love you,
Aunt Jany and Uncle Lee

Jany Riemer <oz78jkr@msn.com>
Tavernier, FL. United States - Monday, April 12, 2004 11:53 AM CDT

The Lord is risen indeed. Luke 24:34

We hope your family had a terrific Easter. Take care and God bless.
By the way, we love the new picture. Look at all that hair.
Morgan's Page
Allison & Morgan Barnes <allisonbarnes@triad.rr.com>
Lewisville, NC - Sunday, April 11, 2004 7:48 PM CDT

Janene,
Thank you once again for reminding us what is important. I hope you have a wonderful Easter with your family. Give Joshua a hug for me and tell him thank you for teaching us what love is all about.

Cathy Russell <russelldc@comcast.net>
Richardson, TX - Saturday, April 10, 2004 1:06 PM CDT

Craig, Janene, Bethany, and Joshua,
I'm so happy that God has allowed you to be together this Easter. It's a very special day to celebrate life, hope, and victory. I pray this will be a special Easter for your family.

Love, Carrie
Carrie <carrie_wabc@yahoo.com>
MO - Saturday, April 10, 2004 8:59 AM CDT

HI JOSHUA!

It is great to have you feeling good in Kansas again. I'll bet you had a super time at Chuck E. Cheese. I hope you have a great time at Grandma Della's for Easter. I am looking forward to seeing you soon. Maybe we can play a little golf or something. Give Mom, Dad, and Bethany a BIG HUG for me.

LOVE YA ALL!!!!!!!!

Uncle John
John W. Freerksen <jofreer@yahoo.com>
Waverly, Ks - Friday, April 9, 2004 8:56 PM CDT

I bet God was cheering with you on the plane coming home. I don't always get the chance to check in on you through this website but think and pray for you often.
Hope you had a wonderful time at Chuck E Cheese's.
Have a blessed and beautiful Easter. Love, Charlotte
Charlotte Watts <chwatts@hotmail.com>
Topeka, KS - Thursday, April 8, 2004 8:43 PM CDT

Hi Janene and Joshua,

As we celebrate this awesome weekend and reflect on what the Lord has done, is doing and will continue to do- I think of His intense love for you and how faithful He is to never leave you nor forsake you!!!! We serve an awesome God! Janene how could we as mom's get through this any other way? Joshua, how could you still have that dynamic smile? BUT, GOD!!!!!!!! God is getting all the glory for great things He has done. Janene it helps me so much to read about what Joshua is going through. Thank you for sharing his story.
Angie Gallegos <joyfulinhope@juno.com www.caringbridge.org/mi/gabriella>
Auburn Hills, MI - Thursday, April 8, 2004 1:47 PM CDT

Hi Guys!!
I'm so glad to hear everybody's doing great. Can't wait to see you all! While in Topeka maybe i can stop by for a few minutes after school, to give hugs, in the next week. Take care and love ya bunches!!
Elizabeth Freerksen <e_freerksen@yahoo.com>
Waverly, Ks - Wednesday, April 7, 2004 10:18 PM CDT

We are so glad that you guys get to enjoy eight weeks at home together. Treatment takes on a totally different feel when you are not doing it every three weeks. I am sure you will both enjoy the port much more than the central lines. Joshua will be free to hit the pool this summer.
It sounds like you guys had a rather difficult time in NY during this last round of antibodies. You really deserve a nice, long break at home with your friends and family.
Take care and God bless.
Morgan's Page
Allison & Morgan Barnes <allisonbarnes@triad.rr.com>
Lewisville, NC - Wednesday, April 7, 2004 8:26 PM CDT

Joshua, I'm so happy for you that you are back home and getting to go to such cool places as Chuck-E-Cheese! My grandchildren, Abby (6) and Henry (3) love that place. They even have good pizza.
Joshua, you are an inspiration to all of us with your constant smile and uplook (it's like outlook, but looking to Jesus instead of other things). I check in on you each day on your Web site and am praying for you and your family continually.
"Find rest, O my soul, in God alone; my hope comes from Him. He alone is my rock and my salvation; He is my fortress, I will not be shaken. My salvation and my honor depend on God; He is my mighty rock, my refuge. Trust in Him at all times, O people; pour out your hearts to Him, for God is our refuge. Selah" Psalm 62:5-8
Keep looking up. In His Love...
Mary Walker <mary@walkeragency.com>
Scottsdale, AZ USA - Wednesday, April 7, 2004 12:23 AM CDT

Dear Joshua, I am so glad that you are home. I bet Chuck e cheeses was so much fun. I hope you continue to feel well and have a wonderful easter. p.s. I hope you get LOTS of candy. Bless you, Tracy Martin
Tracy Martin <PUNKY68@EARTHLINK.NET>
Silver Lake, Ks SHAWNEE - Wednesday, April 7, 2004 11:11 AM CDT

Dear Joshua,
I'm so glad your back home. I check your website everyday
to see how your doing & I pray for you everyday. We miss your smiling face in Sunday school. Hope to see you soon.

Love & Prayers

Ms. Marie

Marie Carlat <kcarlat@aol.com>
- Wednesday, April 7, 2004 9:23 AM CDT

Hi Joshua,
I'm Nathan's greataunt who met you and your mom at the hospital last week. It is wonderful to hear you are now home again and that your line has been removed! I will be following your journal and remembering how patiently you sat with your mom playing quietly with your duckies and other toys. I know how proud she must be of you and also how lucky you are to have such a great mom. Love to your whole family. Joan

Joan Stasior <stasior_joan@yahoo.com>
Tucson, AZ - Tuesday, April 6, 2004 8:10 PM CDT

Janene and Joshua - So glad you are HOME! Nathan and I greatly enjoyed your company last week and we miss you!

Susan and Nathan

Susan Gentry <sogren@rocketmail.com>
Colorado Springs, CO - Tuesday, April 6, 2004 7:28 PM CDT

So glad to read that you guys are back home. Enjoy your family time together. We are sorry that we did not see you guys in NY. Take care and God bless.
Morgan's Page
Allison & Morgan Barnes <allisonbarnes@triad.rr.com>
Lewisville, NC - Tuesday, April 6, 2004 6:52 PM CDT

Josh and Janene,

So glad to know you're nearing the end of treatment; what troupers you all have been! I think once Josh gets used to having that central line gone, he'll enjoy the freedom of it. I know it's tough for a littlel guy to get used to not having something that's been around for a long time! Hugs and prayers to you guys!
Becky Smith <caringbridge.org/nc/sarahsmith beckysmith62@aol.com>
Mooresville, NC - Tuesday, April 6, 2004 6:08 AM CDT

Dear Ones,

Jesus said, "I tell you the truth, unless you change and become like little children, you will never enter the kingdom of heaven". (Matthew 18:3-4)
My heart aches when I hear of the pain Joshua has endured.
I pray that God holds and comforts Joshua, Janene, Bethany, and Craig. God's strength does show through you four beloved ones. I learn daily that God is doing for us what we cannot do for ourselves! Joshua, I want to become more like you and say, "Smile______".......; "What a great smile"; "I love you ______......" That's what is important
for all of us to remember. When I was Joshua's age my favorite song was "Jesus Loves Me This I Know..." Today I understand that so much more.

GOD'S GENTLE BLESSINGS!
Love always,
Aunt Jany
Jany Riemer <oz78jkr@msn.com>
Tavernier, FL U.S.A. - Saturday, April 3, 2004 8:16 AM CST

Joshua what a wonderful little boy you are! I am so sorry the pain was so intense today. I know it is hard to see your Mommy cry and she is right you do love like Jesus. God bless all of you and I am praying you will be sleeping in your own beds soon!
Heather McLeod <hmcleod@bbandt.com>
- Friday, April 2, 2004 1:23 PM CST

Janene-

Just thought that I would check in on Joshua. Sorry to hear that he has a fever again. You would think that as strong as Vanc is, it would fight it faster. Some things are just stuborn, I guess. Hopefully he will get rid of this nasty infection and be himself again.

I hope that you are taking care of yourself as well. You need rest and nourishment just as much as Joshua does. I am sure that you can't wait for this week to be over so that you can return back to your wonderful family.

Give a big hug to Joshua from Adam and me.

Take Care and God Bless-

Jamie
Jamie Trammell <jawie_20@yahoo.com>
Burlington, KS USA - Wednesday, March 31, 2004 7:40 PM CST

Hi Joshua,

My mom met your mom yesterday. I saw you but am a little quiet when I am around people I just meet. I hope to get to know you better. I had neuroblastoma stage iv, too. I was dx in July and am also getting 3f8's. You are in the palm of God's hand and He is ordering your steps. I will probably see you tomorrow.
Love, Gigi
Angie Gallegos <joyfulinhope@juno.com www.caringbridge.org/mi/gabriella>
Auburn Hills, MI - Wednesday, March 31, 2004 5:44 PM CST

Janene,
I just wanted to let you know that you've been in my thoughts and prayers. I know it's been hard to experience all of this and to be apart from Craig and Bethany for so long. I was glad to see that Joshua was released from the hospital. I'm praying that his temperature will stay down and that he will continue to feel better.
Jessica Weatherford <washburnu@yahoo.com>
Olathe, KS USA - Wednesday, March 31, 2004 12:17 AM CST

Hey Joshua, I hope you get out of there today. Keep your head up and tell your mom we said hello. Taylor wanted me to tell you that he said a prayer for you yesterday. Take care you guys and we will check on you tommorrow-hopefull with the good news that they let you out!!!

Tracy Martin <punky68@earthlink.net>
Silver Lake, ks Shawnee - Monday, March 29, 2004 3:37 PM CST

Janene and Craig,
Was so good to see you in church a few weeks ago and to visit with Craig in the office. I pray that the insurance issue you have will be resolved and that you might find help with the other contact provided to you. We pray for all of you at our church and are so glad we can provide you with a Prayer Pager. You have all been such an inspiration to everyone else and such an example of how Christ would walk through this situation. I cannot imagine being able to withstand all you have been through. I can hardly write this e-mail without tears coming to my eyes and realizing how truly blessed we all are to be able to share in your journey. If I can be of any help, please do not hesitate to let me know.
Blessings to all of you.
Peg Davis
Peg Davis
Topeka, KS USA - Monday, March 29, 2004 12:57 AM CST

Dear Joshua and your family, I am a friend of your Grandmother Della. I live in Oregon. I check your progress very often and am praying for you and all of your needs. I love you all, Mariellen Shenk
Mariellen Shenk <rosesandlace61@iglide.net>
Salem, OR USA - Saturday, March 27, 2004 10:31 PM CST

Hi Joshua,
I'm sorry this trip to NY has been such a rough one. I hope things begin getting better real soon. I've been praying for you and trust that God is holding you and carrying you through. I pray that His grace will continue to be sufficient for you and for your family (especially mom). Keep smiling and fighting!
Love ya, Carrie
Carrie <carrie_wabc@yahoo.com>
Peculiar, MO - Saturday, March 27, 2004 9:11 PM CST

Hang in there! I am so sorry you are inpatient. Ugh - And I know you don't want the line pulled. I hope that some way or another the throwing up and fever is solved VERY soon. We will be arriving on Saturday. If you are still inpatient I may stop by to say HI. Either way we'll see you on Monday. Tell Joshua that Nathan and his mommy say "hi" and we are looking forward to seeing him.

www.caringbridge.org/co/nathamichael
Susan Gentry <sogren@rocketmail.com>
Colorado Springs, CO - Friday, March 26, 2004 10:35 PM CST

May peace find your path and your burdens be lifted. Praying for you all. Hope Joshua can get a good night sleep, pain free. Love, charlotte
Charlotte Watts <chwatts@hotmail.com>
Topeka, KS - Wednesday, March 24, 2004 9:23 PM CST

Hi Joshua,
I've been thinking about you so much, sure wish i was on spring break so i could be with you in New York! Keep being such a brave little guy! Love you and hope to talk to you soon!
Elizabeth Freerksen <e_freerksen@yahoo.com>
Waverly , Ks - Wednesday, March 24, 2004 8:37 PM CST

Janene and Joshua-
I don't like to hear that Joshua is inpatient but I do like to hear that he is feeling better. I hope that everything starts to look up for you two while you are in NY.
Well, Adam and I have been busy with wedding planning....it is a lot of work. We have a whole year though. I can't wait to be part of such a great family.
We will continue to pray for all of you and wish you well. We send our love.
Jamie and Adam

Jamie Trammell <jawie_20@yahoo.com>
Burlington, KS USA - Wednesday, March 24, 2004 5:48 PM CST

Joshua,

I am so very sorry to hear you are inpatient but I am glad to know your charming personality hasn't changed. I am praying for a speedy recovery and that soon you are able to break out of that place and go play.

Thinking of you too Janene as I am sure this is all so hard to do while you are away from home. God bless you!
Heather McLeod <hmcleod@bbandt.com>
- Wednesday, March 24, 2004 9:58 AM CST

Joshua & Janene,
Glad to hear the morning brings new hope. Hope you get to go back to Ronald McDonald House soon. We all know you like it there better Joshua. Hope the next 1 1/2 weeks goes fast for you. We have pretty nice weather here. I know Craig & Bethany are enjoying Colorado and we wish everyone a safe trip home. We love you guys. Starting to plant potatos and onions today. I guess spring is here. Take Care. Love Aunt Mary
Mary Beth <marybeth_freerksen@yahoo.com>
Waverly, Ks. - Wednesday, March 24, 2004 9:24 AM CST

Just wanted to let you know I am still checking in on you guys. Take care and get better soon.
Rhonda Finger <bubbs1972@comcast.net www.caringbridge.org/pa/carterfinger>
Pittsburgh, pa - Wednesday, March 24, 2004 7:51 AM CST

Don't forget God is right there with you in the scary times as well. Let Him hold you in His palm. You are being prayed for!

Mike Siebert <mike@ckyfc.org>
- Tuesday, March 23, 2004 3:47 PM CST

Sorry to read that there has been a setback. Praise the Lord you were in clinic so he could receive treatment immediately. We continue to hold your family in our thoughts and prayers. Take care and God bless.
Morgan's Page
Allison & Morgan Barnes <allisonbarnes@triad.rr.com>
Lewisville, NC - Tuesday, March 23, 2004 3:12 PM CST

Joshua,
I wish I could be there with you again in New York.
I Love You!!!!!!

Pat Saunders <patskeyshouse@yahoo.com>
Tavernier, Fl. - Tuesday, March 23, 2004 6:22 AM CST

Dear Janene,

I will be praying for a successful, painless week for Joshua, and a worry-free trip for you. Thank you, as always, for helping keep things in perspective for me as I face daily struggles of my own. You have helped me more than you will ever know.

Cathy Russell <russelldc@comcast.net>
Richardson, TX - Monday, March 22, 2004 9:37 AM CST

Glad to have found Joshua's site. I have been telling a nurse at Stormont-Vail that he had a site on Caring Bridge. She has been following several patients with Neuroblastoma. So if you hear from Kisa (like Lisa with a K) you will know she is from Topeka. I continue to pray for Joshua and the whole family and the student at Washburn who must be so blessed by your ministry. I am sure they are learning many life lessons by watching you through this difficult time.
Shirley Martin <sam431@earthlink.net>
Topeka, Ks - Wednesday, March 17, 2004 4:58 PM CST

I'm glad to hear that Bethany and Joshua are feeling better. Bethany, I hope you have a fun time with your dad in Colorado! My prayer for Joshua is that this treatment will be less painful and that he will soon be HAMA positive.
I will be praying for safe travel for all of you.

May the road rise to meet you.
May the wind be always at your back.
The sun shine warm upon your face.
The rain fall soft upon your fields.
And until we meet again
May God hold you in the hallow of His hand.

Jessica Weatherford <washburnu@yahoo.com>
Olathe, KS USA - Wednesday, March 17, 2004 8:22 AM CST

HI guys, It's so hard to believe that a year has went by. Sometimes when you have a SPECIAL child time seems to be something we never think about. All we do is think about the next surgery or the next appt. or how t keep our kids healthy so we don't have to see a doctor. I am so blesed to have a special daughter and I am equally blessed to know a family with another very special child. My god continue to bless your family and teach you what is important. Janene, you have a hugh blessing in my life. I strive to have the faith that you do. As always, our family prays for you all every night and thank god for you.
Love the Martins
Tracy <punky68@earthlink.net>
Silver Lake, ks Shawnee - Monday, March 15, 2004 1:38 PM CST

I remember you from Mrs. H's classroom last year (I work in Godfrey's room at the school) and I look at your site everyday. You and your family are an inspiration to me each and everyday. I will continue to pray for you and hope your cold is getting better!
Yvonne K <yvonnekoon@yahoo.com>
Topeka, Ks USA - Sunday, March 14, 2004 5:47 PM CST

Dear Janene and Joshua, Thank you for your entry on March 13. Your family is teaching much to all of us. We continue to pray for you. Ken Gimple.
Ken Gimple <docgimp@aol.com>
Topeka, Ks usa - Saturday, March 13, 2004 7:44 PM CST

Janene, what a blessing to read Joshua's Web site every day and read your comments. You are ministering to me and to so many through your "journey" and your walk with God. Isn't He an awesome God we serve?! He meets us where He knows we need it and is ever faithful. Thank you for sharing you life and the lives of your family with all of us. Joshua, what a brave, smart boy you are. Bethany, you must be the best big sister a brother could have. I'm praying for all of you.
In His Love
Mary Walker <mary@walkeragency.com>
Scottsdale, AZ USA - Thursday, March 11, 2004 2:18 PM CST

Hi Joshua!
I am sooo glad to hear that you are doing so well. I hope that you enjoy your time while you are at home. I am sure everyone is glad that you are all there "together." I am very pleased to hear that your test results looked good. I pray that you continue to well and that your next trip to NY will be better than the last one. Tell everyone "Hi" from Adam and me. We love you all.
-Jamie
Jamie Trammell <jawie_20@yahoo.com>
Burlington, KS USA - Thursday, March 11, 2004 7:29 AM CST

Hi Joshua
I been checking up on you again and I am VERY HAPPY to hear you are feeling good! It sounds like you are enjoying your time at home (I'll bet everyone is)! It was good news to hear your test results do not show any NB. I was wondering, How long is your hair getting? I was hoping to see you before you leave on your next trip to NYC, but I don't want to give you my cold (AH-CHOO). But I am praying this is the last trip you "hafta" take and that it is a very gentle trip. Give Bethany, Mom, and Dad a "BIG HUG" for me. I will see you when you get back.

LOVE YA!

Uncle John
John W. Freerksen <jofreer@yahoo.com>
Waverly, ks - Wednesday, March 10, 2004 9:55 PM CST

Hi Joshua,
God continues to bless us through your journey. We are so happy you are enjoying playing outside. I loved the mud idea. I would of enjoyed that myself! We are having a great visit with your Grandma Myrle and Grandpa John. We all love you, Bethany, your Mommy and Daddy so very much.
You hold a special place in our hearts and prayers.
Love you lots!!!!
Aunt Jany and Uncle Lee
Jany Riemer <oz78jkr@msn.com>
Tavernier, FL U.S.A. - Wednesday, March 10, 2004 7:43 AM CST

Dear Joshua,
Just wanted you to know I am thinking of you. I keep track of you on this web page and it sounds like you have had your ups and downs but are on the "up" now. I love the pictures on your web page. It is good to hear you are enjoying playing outside on these warm spring days. You and your family continue to be in my thoughts and prayers. Say "Hi" to Bethany and your Mom and Dad.
with love, Mrs.H
Diana Hershberger <dphersh@juno.com>
Topeka, KS SN - Tuesday, March 9, 2004 10:31 PM CST

Dear Joshua,
Just wanted you to know I am thinking of you. I keep track of you on this web page and it sounds like you have had your ups and downs but are on the "up" now. I love the pictures on your web page. It is good to hear you are enjoying playing outside on these warm spring days. Say "Hi" to Bethany and your Mom and Dad.
with love, Mrs.H
Diana Hershberger <dphersh@juno.com>
Topeka, KS SN - Tuesday, March 9, 2004 10:29 PM CST

Dear Craig, Janene, Bethany, and Joshua,
It's been too long, BUT we have been praying! SO VERY SPECIAL to sit with you the other week at Koerner Heights. YOU are a precious family! "I know the Master of the winds; I know the Maker of the rain...He can calm the storm, make the sun to shine again...I KNOW the Master of the wind!" Let Jesus calm the storm, make the sun to shine again...I KNOW THE MASTER OF THE WIND!!! Let's rely on the MASTER for Josh and your entire family!!! Our love to the Freerksen Four, Dale and Carol
Dale & Carol Schrag <dcschrag@southwind.net>
Newton, KS U.S.A. - Monday, March 8, 2004 4:22 PM CST

Joshua,
I'm so glad you got to enjoy the nice weather and had fun playing in the mud. On Saturday, I also enoyed a walk in my new neighborhood. I hope that someday I will get to take walks with a little boy of my own - one with the same sweet nature that you have. I'm glad to hear that you like to give hugs. So do I! Will you give your mom a hug for me? It's been too long since I've been able to hug her for myself. You are in my prayers!
Jessica Weatherford <washburnu@yahoo.com>
Olathe, KS USA - Monday, March 8, 2004 3:36 PM CST

Dear Joshua,

I'm so glad you are feeling better. Nothing like a romp in the mud to raise your spirits!! Last spring my daughter, Nicole, had her birthday party at her grandma's house out in the country. And her favorite part was playing in the creek by her grandma's house and getting covered with mud from head to toe. It was great fun!

Have a great Sunday. And remember God loves you, and so do I!

Love and hugs,
Cathy Russell <russelldc@comcast.net>
Richardson, TX - Sunday, March 7, 2004 7:21 AM CST

Hey Joshua,
I found your web page from a friend at work that went to church with your grandma. I'm raising money for NB kids by coloring my hair green for St. Patrick's day and he stopped by and told me that his church has been praying for you big time. You take care and keep on beating up that NB.

Patrick, stepfather to Angel Justin Gray
Patrick Flynn <patricksflynn@yahoo.com>
Wichita, KS USA - Thursday, March 4, 2004 11:15 AM CST

We will be praying for your fever to go away. Hang in there and know we are praying for you.
Tracy Martin <punky68@earthlink.net>
Silver Lake , ks shawnee - Wednesday, March 3, 2004 12:21 AM CST

Just checking in on you guys hope all is well.
Rhonda Finger <bubbs1972@comcast.net www.caringbridge.org/pa/carterfinger>
pittsburgh, Pa - Tuesday, March 2, 2004 9:47 AM CST

Joshua and Family,
Welcome Home! We are glad that you are home for a while and hope life is very normal for your family during your time together.
Your comments on scan day were so very true. No one can fully appreciate this unless they have had to endure this nightmare. Morgan is going to be scanned again the first of April and my stomach already knots up every time I think about it. But, for now . . . life is normal so we hold on to that.
Morgan loves Miss Cat too. It is very hard making those trips to NYC, but the people that we deal with at clinic sure do make things a lot easier for us.
Take care and God bless.
Morgan's Page
Allison & Morgan Barnes <allisonbarnes@triad.rr.com>
Lewisville, NC - Sunday, February 29, 2004 8:31 PM CST

Hi Joshua,
We are so glad to hear that you are home. Sounds like you were a very good boy in New York. I bet you are excited to see your sister and dad at home. We continue to pray for you. You are very brave. Always remember that Jesus loves you. Love, Kristi and Chris
Kristi and Chris Classen <ckclassen@aol.com>
Woodbury, MN - Saturday, February 28, 2004 9:51 PM CST

Dear Ones,

"Jesus loves me, this I know.....for the Bible tells me so. Little ones to Him belong.....they are weak but He is strong"
Janene, I am so very proud and touched by your journaling. My heart cries out with you and tears come but I know God has you, Joshua, Bethany and Craig in the palm of His hand
God uses you to help all of us put into words what we are feeling inside. Your love for the Lord strengthens my belief also. His death shows how much He really loves us with that unconditional gentle love. Knowing that, we are never alone and know someday the pain and heartache will be over. I pray that your heart will be lightened and you will feel the Lord strengthing you daily. I am humbled by the presence of the Lord in our lives.

GOD'S GENTLE BLESSINGS!

Love you,
Aunt Jany and Uncle Lee

Jany Riemer <oz78jkr@msn.com>
Tavernier, FL. U.S. - Saturday, February 28, 2004 6:24 PM CST

Hello there!! Well, you both should be home by now. I hoped and prayed that this week went well. I am so thankful that this round is over. You are getting so close to being done for good!!! I am so thankful to God for helping you get through these terrible treatments. We undoubtably will be praising God, throughout the day, for the rest of our lives. We love you buddy and hope that your days at home are filled with fun times!!
Love, Deb, Thom, and Matt Hume
Debbie Hume <huem@thegrid.net>
Cayucos, CA USA - Saturday, February 28, 2004 0:33 AM CST

Dear Joshua & Family:
It was wonderful reading in Sunday's update this evening that you have been feeling great and had no pain or other discomforts at that time. Janene, your words "Last night at Supper, I looked at him and was struck by how "normal" he is looking." made our hearts jump with joy! PTL, may God continue to bless, heal and do miracles!
harry & jackie
Sherman, TX USA - Monday, February 23, 2004 7:46 PM CST

Hey!
I am sooo glad to hear that Joshua is enjoying the weekend. Adam and I continue to pray for all of you each day. I can't wait until I can see you guys again. We love all of you very much.
May the Lord give you the strength to endure another week in NY.
With Love - Jamie
Jamie Trammell <jawie_20@yahoo.com>
Burlington, KS USA - Sunday, February 22, 2004 10:05 PM CST

Dear Joshua and Janene,
I am so glad you have gotten to go sightseeing this weekend.
I have only seen New York from an airplane.
I will be praying for you this week that God will help you both be brave and strong. I pray the pain will be much less than anticipated. I will look forward to seeing you next weekend. Love,
Lynda G.
Topeka, KS - Sunday, February 22, 2004 4:26 PM CST

Joshua and Family,
Sorry we missed seeing you guys in NY. We must have been on different shifts for antibodies. The clinic seemed really hectic everyday last week. And, I would think that if Joshua was receiving treatment in the afternoon, he probably did not really feel like getting out and about in the RM House in the evening. Morgan had quite a few evenings where she just wanted to stay in the room and watch videos. We hope the second week goes smoothly for you guys and we praise the Lord for the good results that you just received.
Take care and God bless.
Morgan's Page
Allison & Morgan Barnes <allisonbarnes@triad.rr.com>
Lewisville, NC - Saturday, February 21, 2004 10:56 AM CST

Hi Janene and Joshua,
We leave in the AM for CO and will be home on Fri. Maybe you'll be home by then? Hope so! Such good news about the biopsies!! Thanks, Lord!!See you when you return--know coming home is always a great time. We love you---the OLD ski gang /Joan and Bob
Joan Speake
Topeka, KS USA - Friday, February 20, 2004 8:55 PM CST

Hi, Joshua!

Well, the last time I wrote I told you my kids were dying to have a snowball fight. Well, guess what! It snowed 3 inches in Dallas last Saturday! We built an igloo, a snowman, and slid down the hill on trash bags (we don't even own a sled!) Ryan and Nicole had a blast, as did I!! I thought I was too old for that, but I guess not!

Glad things are going well for you. I'm still praying for you each day.

Keep smiling :-)

Love and hugs,

Cathy Russell <russelldc@comcast.net>
Richardson, TX - Tuesday, February 17, 2004 1:17 PM CST

Hi Joshua,

My name is Chad Armbruster and I heard about your cancer through Mary Kennedy last April. I have 3 children of my own. Justin is 5, Brooklyn is 3 1/2, and Ethan is 1 1/2. Everynight we pray for you before the kids go to bed. Justin and Brooklyn always ask about you and we have a picture of you hanging on our Refridgerator with Chucki Cheese at your birthday party. Good Luck and Jesus Loves you!

Chad Armbruster <chad@mbagroups.com>
Topeka, KS USA - Tuesday, February 17, 2004 11:59 AM CST

Joshua,
Hello from your friends in Panda Land! We're sorry we didn't get to see you while we were in Topeka! Kyle wanted to play with you!!! We continue to pray for you as you fight the cancer. You are a superhero to our family!
We love you!
Ryan, Cheryl, Kyle & Kendra <cherylg@myrealbox.com>
- Saturday, February 14, 2004 8:17 PM CST

It was so good to see you last weekend. Good to hear that things went well for Josh and Craig. We continue to pray for you that God will continue to give the grace and strength you need for each day.
Lyndon & Arlene <arlyn@carrollsweb.com>
Newton, Kansas harvey - Saturday, February 14, 2004 12:48 AM CST

Hi Janene,

Glad to hear that this leg of the NYC trip is going well. I agree with you that you are blessed to have a husband to trade off with you on treatment responsibilities--it makes such a difference!

Sarah is feeling pretty perky these days; we have so much to be thankful for.

Bless you guys! :-)
Becky Smith <caringbridge.org/nc/sarahsmith beckysmith62@aol.com>
Mooresville, NC - Saturday, February 14, 2004 4:56 AM CST

Hi Joshua, Just wanted to let you know that many prayers were lifted up on your behalf today at Harrisonville Christian School. I know God's grace will continue to be sufficient for you and your family. May He continue to be glorified through your life. Love, Carrie
Carrie <carrie_wabc@yahoo.com>
MO - Friday, February 13, 2004 11:31 PM CST

Hi Joshua, I am so exicited to hear that you got to go to Newton. I also hear that you are a newspaper star- We always knew that you were special. We just wanted to check in on you and tell you hello and have fun while you are at home. Take care,
Love the Martins
Tracy Martin <punky68@earthlink.net>
Silver Lake, ks shawnee - Tuesday, February 10, 2004 3:40 PM CST

Dear Joshua,
So sorry I haven't been writing as often as usual. I am a CPA and this is my very busiest time of the year, so I'm not being very good with keeping up with my writing. But I just want you to know that I still pray for you every day and I check your website almost every day, too. I'm glad you've gotten to enjoy the snow. I talked to my dad, Fred Hollomon, this morning and he said you've gotten about a foot of snow in Topeka! My kids are so jealous! We rarely get snow in Texas and they are dying to have a snowball fight! :-) Take care and say Hi to your family for me!

Love and hugs from Texas,

Cathy Russell <russelldc@comcast.net>
Richardson, TX - Monday, February 9, 2004 2:45 PM CST

Hello Joshua,
My name is Theresa and my mother-in-law Linda just told me about you. I am a mom of 3 kids and I too have stage 4 cancer. I have been reading about what a brave strong boy you have been through all of your treatments. You are an inspiration to me and my family. We will be praying for your healing you, too.
Theresa Broyles <tabroyl@aol.com>
Albuquerque, NM USA - Monday, February 9, 2004 5:36 AM CST

HI JOSHUA
I hope you are having a great time visiting with your grandma and friends in Newton. I know they will be very happy to see you. It sounds like you and Bethany have been playing in the snow. Did you build a BIG snowman? I'm very glad you that you have been feeling so well, since you got back from NYC and I hope you keep feeling better and better and BETTER. Give Mom, Dad, and Bethany a BIG HUG for me. Craig, I hope you had a great birthday and that all your wishes come true. I LOVE all you guys and I hope your next trip to NYC goes just like we all pray that it will !!!

LOVE YA!
Uncle John <jofreer@yahoo.com>
Waverly, ks - Sunday, February 8, 2004 0:20 AM CST

Hi Joshua! My name is Linda, and I live in Albuquerque, New Mexico. I am a grandmother and have fourteen grandchildren! My friend Kevin Litcher sent me your website address. I will start praying for you. We know that our Lord can heal. My daughter-in-law was diagnosed with stage four cancer in November. Her website is caringbridge.com/nm/theresa. I will tell her about you, and maybe she will write to you. God bless!

Linda Broyles-Stockton <LindaLBroyles@aol.com>
Albuquerque, NM United States - Saturday, February 7, 2004 7:27 PM CST

Hello, Janene! ;o)

Our family continues to PRAY, PRAY, PRAY for your little
Joshua & are excited to see what God is doing!! Yesterday,
we saw his picture in our Newton paper & our little fellows got all excited as they feel like they already know him after following your journal these past few months! Tanner (our 5 year old) saw his picture first and said: "LOOK! There's Joshua!!!" I said, "No honey," then took a closer look & said, "You're right.......it's OUR Joshua"!!! ;o) "Keep On Keepin' On" as you are all loved & our prayers go with you each step of the way!!!!
Jonathan, Amy, Tyler, & Tanner Tucker <thetuckers4@earthlink.net>
Newton, KS - Friday, February 6, 2004 11:42 AM CST

Hi Joshua,
I called your Dad and wished him "Happy Birthday" yesterday. Please give him a big hug for me. He said you had fun playing in the snow with Bethany. I wished I could of been there too. It sounds like fun. I am so grateful you are feeling better and giggling alot. You are a special guy and we are proud of your little family.
GOD'S SPECIAL BLESSINGS DEAR ONE!
Love you,
Aunt Jany
Jany Riemer <oz78jkr@msn.com>
Tavernier, FL. U.S.A. - Friday, February 6, 2004 5:09 AM CST

Looking forward to seeing you guys in NY again. Until then, take care and God bless.
Morgan's Page
Allison & Morgan Barnes <allisonbarnes@triad.rr.com>
Lewisville, NC - Tuesday, February 3, 2004 9:24 PM CST

Good morning, Joshua.

My name is Lynda and I live in Texas. On December 15, a friend of mine asked me to pray for you. I'm so glad to hear you're doing better. I have a granddaughter your age. She lives in Amarillo, Texas. You are quite a handsome young man. I know your parents are very proud of you! Please know that I will continue to pray for you. If you ever want to talk, please contact me. I love you!
Lynda McCreery <lynda.mccreery@bnsf.com>
Fort Worth, TX usa - Tuesday, February 3, 2004 9:07 AM CST

Hello our friends!

It makes me so sad to hear about the pain that Joshua goes through. I wish that Dr. Cheung was speaking in Chicago this year so that I could discuss this with him. There is no reason the kids should have to go through this horrid pain. Matt went through it the first day and oh my you should have seen our nurse!! She was in panic mode and hit our emergency light three times. Nerve pain is the worst kind of pain-ugh. There most be some reason that they don't hook the kids up to the morphine pump. Have they told you why? Well, I am praying that after that fourth round of antibodies Joshua gets a positive hama response and that he is finished!!!

The accutane is really not too big of a deal. Matt doesn't let me put anything on his dry skin. I sometimes sneak some on at night. The peeling starts about day 5 or 6 and then the healing starts as soon as you stop the accutane. Its so trival compared to all Joshua has been through.

I am so thankful to God for blessing Joshua during this difficult time. Please send him our love and a big hug too.

With love, Debbie Hume
Debbie Hume <hume@thegrid.net>
Cayucos, CA USA - Monday, February 2, 2004 5:48 PM CST

Glad to hear everyone is at home! Just wanted to let you know we were thinking of you and that you are in our prayers. Enjoy your time at home - you deserve it!
Heather and Madison McLeod <hmcleod@bbandt.com>
- Friday, January 30, 2004 7:20 AM CST

hey Joshua. it's Josh from church. just dropping in to say hi. hope you get better soon.
Josh Litscher <pamperedboy@cox.net>
Topeka, KS USA - Thursday, January 29, 2004 8:00 PM CST

WELCOME HOME!!!! What a blessing for all of you. three whole weeks to be together, you just never know how important time is together as a family until you loose it. Take care and Remember that we love you guys and are so happy that you are all together. Remember-Lori said she would babysit so you and Craig can get out-just a thought Janene. Maybe we could double date!!!
Take care and God Bless
Tracy Martin <punky68@earthlink.net>
Silver Lake, ks Shawnee - Wednesday, January 28, 2004 3:19 PM CST

Welcome Home!
We are soo glad to hear that you are all home together and are anxious to see you soon. We hope that you have a great few weeks together before you have to go back to NY.
We love you all and God Bless!
Jamie and Adam
Jamie Trammell <jawie_20@yahoo.com>
Burlington , KS USA - Tuesday, January 27, 2004 8:46 PM CST

Welcome home!!
Glad to hear you have some time to be together. Hope things go well with the new medicine. Hope to see you soon if it warms up. About all I want to do after work is stay in. Love you guys, Mary Beth
Mary Beth <marybeth_freerksen@yahoo.com>
Waverly, Ks - Tuesday, January 27, 2004 6:25 PM CST

My wife and I heard of you and your struggle through my cousin, Carrie Gregg. Just wanted to let you know we are praying.
Jeff & Jessica Davies <daviesjj@hotmail.com>
Redding, CA U.S. - Tuesday, January 27, 2004 0:42 AM CST

Welcome Home Joshua and Family!
We are happy to read that your trip was fairly uneventful (not easy but uneventful). We hope that you enjoy your three weeks at home and we look forward to seeing you in NYC as we will be there from February 8 to February 20. Take care and God bless.
Morgan's Page
Allison & Morgan Barnes <allisonbarnes@triad.rr.com>
Lewisville, NC - Sunday, January 25, 2004 12:38 AM CST

WELCOME BACK HOME JOSHUA!!!!
I smile every time I open to your journal and see your shining face. You are showing all of us what's important in life. You are always in my heart and prayers.
"I LOVE YOU JOSHUA, BETHANY, CRAIG, AND JANENE"!
Aunt Jany '
Jany Riemer <oz78jkr@msn.com>
Tavernier, FL. U.S. - Sunday, January 25, 2004 8:28 AM CST

Joshua and family,

So glad you're going to be home for three weeks. Wow--that's a long time to get to sleep in your own bed and eat in your own kitchen. Enjoy! :-)

Becky Smith <caringbridge.org/nc/sarahsmith beckysmith62@aol.com>
Mooresville, NC - Sunday, January 25, 2004 4:23 AM CST

Joshua and family,
Thank God for all of you and the inspiration you give all of us. Joshua your a special young man that stays in our prayers.
God Bless You,
Vernon Hagedorn
Vernon Hagedorn <vhagedorn@cox.net>
Topeka, KS - Saturday, January 24, 2004 8:29 AM CST

Hi guys, I have been wanting to let you guys know about this website. It is called quilts of love. They make virtual quilts on line for kids with medical conditions. A friend of mine did one for there kid. It is really neat. I want to do one for Josie. I thought Joshua would love it . Here is the web site www.quiltsoflove.com You can go on line and see some others that were done. I love them. Let me know what you think. Take care and remember we all love you.
Love Tracy Martin
Tracy Martin <punky68@earthlink.net>
Topeka, ks Shawnee - Friday, January 23, 2004 2:57 PM CST

Hi Joshua,
I'm just checking in to say---- --I love you.
pat
Pat Saunders <patskeyshouse@yahoo.com>
Tavernier, Fl. - Friday, January 23, 2004 7:43 AM CST

Dear Joshua,
I haven't checked in for awhile, so I just wanted to let you know I'm still praying for you. I check your website every day and am glad you will be getting to go home soon. I'm very proud of you! You are doing great!! Hope you have a great day. Remember--God loves you and so do I!! :-)

Cathy Russell <russelldc@comcast.net>
Richardson, TX - Thursday, January 22, 2004 8:59 AM CST

Hi guys!

Just checking in on you to see how things are!

Sounds like Joshua is keeping a good attitude and his mommy is being a good mom!! :-) I'm glad you're getting toward the end of the treatment journey and can start finding out what your "new normal" is going to be. Bless you guys.
Becky Smith <beckysmith62@aol.com caringbridge.org/nc/sarahsmith>
Mooresville, NC - Wednesday, January 21, 2004 3:48 PM CST

Sending you a big hug and let you all know how much you are thought of and loved. Hang in there! Hope to hear of your wonderful trip home.
Charlotte Watts <chwatts@hotmail.com>
Topeka, KS - Tuesday, January 20, 2004 6:04 PM CST

We are praying for you continually and look forward to seeing you back home for good.
Beverly Hadden <khadden@cox.net>
Topeka, KS USA - Tuesday, January 20, 2004 11:03 AM CST

Joshua,
Hope you are doing a little better. We know it is very cold there. Hope it starts to warm up for you guys. Hope you have a speedy week with treatments and you will soon be home in Topeka. We miss you guys. We had such a wonderful Christmas being with you and everyone. See you when you get home.
Aunt Mary
Mary Beth <marybeth_freerksen@yahoo.com>
Waverly , Ks. - Monday, January 19, 2004 7:42 PM CST

Joshua-
We can only see the handlebars of what must be a neat set of wheels you are riding, but what really is neat is the fantastic smile you have.

Don't know if you like winter weather but from what we have been hearing you are in the deep freeze country.

Hopefully when you return to Topeka the weather will be warm and you can ride your scooter.

We pray for you
Wayne and Shirley Daniel <wagond@alltel.net>
Topeka, KS USA - Saturday, January 17, 2004 8:22 PM CST

Joshua, My husband Jack and I pray for you and your family every day altho we do not know you in person. We are praying that the Lord will heal you, and give your parents and sister the strength to carry on. We are thankful Carrie Gregg sends on the information about you and how you are doing. I know it is really cold back there in New York. They are not use to being cold like we are in Kansas. Keep warm. We have twin grandchildren Chase and Chloe Larsen in Littleton, CO, just your age so we feel like we almost know you. They enjoy the same things you do and do not like to be sick either but they love Jesus and know He is working in their lives. Love in Christ, Mary Kay
Jack and Mary Kay Larsen <jacklarsen@carrollsweb.com>
Salina, KS USA - Saturday, January 17, 2004 1:44 PM CST

Joshua, you are one handsome guy and you look so happy with your scooter! It is my prayer that your pain will be less each day. May God bless you, your mommy, daddy, and Bethany. We are praying for you all.
Betty Smeltzer <betndale@earthlink.net>
Topeka, KS Shawnee - Friday, January 16, 2004 2:16 AM CST

Aunt Janene,
I have been reading every night on how Joshua is doing. Sounds like things are going a little better than last round. Could you do me a favor and give Joshua a hug and tell him i said "HI", and also Bethany? It was so great to see them at Christmas. I can't wait till the next time!
Love you guys, LIZ
Elizabeth Freerksen <e_freerksen@yahoo.com>
Waverly , KS - Thursday, January 15, 2004 9:30 PM CST

Hi Joshua, it is your friend Challim from Covenant Baptist Church. You have a really cool website and I really hope you come back to Covenant really soon!
Challim Claiborne
Topeka, KS USA - Thursday, January 15, 2004 8:02 PM CST

Joshua, my name is Lance Feyh, my son is Daegen Feyh, a 2 year old (soon to be 3 years old on January 25, 2004) with AML. Daegen is at KU Med and was diagnosed on August 7th, 2003. Daegen had his BMT on Friday, January 9th, 2004. Daegen has a website, www.dmanhero.com that has some photos and updates on it. Janene, it is amazing to read your updates in the journal. So many things you have written about Joshua apply to Daegen. I am truly blessed to have a son as strong, brave and heroic as Daegen as you are with Joshua. My daughter Alexa is 8 years old and has been a solid rock for us. It has been helpful having two children that are strong for their parents. I know that has helped my wife and I get through this tough time. I am curious if you could send me your e-mail address so I could add you to my e-mail list if you would like. You have been going through this about five months longer than we have. I read many of your journal entries and found them so similar to my own. It has been helpful for me to document my feelings and thoughts into a journal on the laptop. I want you to know that my family will be praying for Joshua and the rest of your family. I have found the many prayers from family, friends and total strangers to be uplifting. Maybe some day we can get our boys together to meet one another. I was familar with many names on your guestbook as people we know as well. Please visit Daegens website and sign his guestbook if you like. Please know that I understand what is going on and how tiring, mentally draining and emotional this can be. I wish you the best of luck with all. Stay strong and lean on those friends, family and strangers for support. God Bless Joshua and your family.
Lance, Janelle, Alexa and Daegen Feyh <feyhfamily@msn.com>
Rossville, KS USA - Thursday, January 15, 2004 11:14 AM CST

My prayers are with you. I am sure the Southern Baptist Mission Board with their insurance doesn't want a bad rep in not taking care of their own. Unfortunately they have to go with people with tight pockets sometimes that don't have heart before the dollar. You deserve to know you have done everything humanly possible without selfish man's interference. This is bigger than just being about Joshua, it is about being of service to the clients. My prayer will be for clear peace and wisdom.
Mike
- Wednesday, January 14, 2004 5:17 PM CST

Hi Josh, It seems like a long time since we have seen you or your family at CBC. Maybe because we have not been in Topeka. We continue to lift you in prayer for a complete healing. We found when our sons went through this that it was important to have fun whenever possible!! I know God will give you many opportunities to express the fun side of your personality during this time. The truth is laughter is a great medicine and we all know Jesus had a sense of humor too. NYC must be full of interesting things to see when you are better. Please know that all of us Thompsons are praying for you. With lots of love,
Julie and Stan Thompson <TDCTOP@aol.com>
Topeka, KS USA - Wednesday, January 14, 2004 4:16 PM CST

Janene- I have had to deal with these issues and never take no for an answer. I don't know if going public with your story would help but I do know that it made a hugh difference for a parent in the rib program. The insurance company did not want any bad publicy. Just a thought. Just know that we are praying for you and willing to help out however you need us to.
Love you guys,
Tracy

Tracy Martin <punky68@earthlink.net>
Topeka, ks shawnee - Wednesday, January 14, 2004 10:59 AM CST

Janene,
I am sure I have told you before that our insurance does not cover clinical trials either. But, I have often said that if I can depend on Him to heal my child, I can also depend on Him to provide all I need. We were completely devasted when we learned that insurance was not going to cover this. But, please keep two things in mind. MSKCC is not going to deny any treatment to Joshua based on whether or not the bills are being paid in a timely manner. And, financial assistance is available through the hospital. There are some hoops to jump through in the application process, but it is worth it. They have helped us out tremendously. If you would like more details or have questions, please email me.
Take care and God bless.
Morgan's Page
Allison & Morgan Barnes <allisonbarnes@triad.rr.com>
Lewisville, NC - Tuesday, January 13, 2004 7:57 PM CST

Janene, I, too, will pray that God's will will be done and that whatever the outcome, He will provide a way. God is good. I also pray for God's love, strength and peace to you and your family.
In His Love,

Mary Walker <mary@walkeragency.com>
Scottsdale, AZ USA - Tuesday, January 13, 2004 5:40 PM CST

Joshua....
I will pray for you. You are such a brave young man, God will bless you richly for the strength and courage you have shown your family, friends, doctors, and even me, people that you don't know, but who are encouraging you as you fight this "monster". You are precious in his sight, and mine too!
With hope,
Barbara Ann
Barbara Christman White <bxc@srskansas.org>
Topeka, Kansas USA - Tuesday, January 13, 2004 3:25 PM CST

Joshua, We love you and your family. We're praying for you.
Bob Faulkner <bob@kbuz.org>
TOPEKA , ks USA - Tuesday, January 13, 2004 9:29 AM CST

Janene,

Hang in there, hang on, hang tough, hold tight! You're going to make it!

Although it's terribly difficult to send your child off to a strange city knowing he will be subjected to pain, your love will follow him there and he will be held tight by that love every moment.
Becky Smith <caringbridge.org/nc/sarahsmith beckysmith62@aol.com>
Mooresville, NC - Monday, January 12, 2004 2:03 PM CST

Joshua, my prayers are with you. God bless you and your family. You have the right attitude, and you just hang in there. With all of our prayers and God's hands, I know that you are going to be alright. By the way, you certainly are a brave and mature young man.
Linda Sanders <linda_sanders@kdor.ks.us>
Topeka, KS USA - Monday, January 12, 2004 1:40 PM CST

Joshua,
We are so sorry that you do not want to go to NY. Morgan wanted me to tell you that it will get better. Once you are able to take that old mask off you will actually be able to get out and do some fun things. Morgan does not mind going anymore. And the best part, is now we get to stay home for eight week. In a very short time, you will be able to do the same thing. Hang in there big guy! We will be praying for you during this trip.
Also, Janene I wanted to make you aware of another website that may be of interest to you. There is a little girl who lives here in North Carolina who also has NB. I often think of her family when I read Joshua's update. Sarah's parents were full time missionaries before she was diagnosed. Your families seem to have a lot in common. If you want to check in out, click on this link Sarah
Morgan's Page
Take care and God bless.
Allison & Morgan Barnes <allisonbarnes@triad.rr.com>
Lewisville, NC - Saturday, January 10, 2004 1:12 PM CST

Dear Joshua, Bethany, Janene and Craig- Our family thought of you alot during the holidays. Janene your strength and faith just blows me away. You and your family are a true symbol of Gods love. We will continue to pray for healing and rest for all of you. Janene remember that I am always hear if you just need an ear. We love you all and will continue to hold you all in our hearts, thoughts and prayers. And Joshua, Taylor wanted me to tell you Hello.
Love Shawn, Tracy, Cami, Taylor and Josie Martin
Tracy Martin <Punky68@earthlink.net>
Silver Lake, ks Shawnee - Friday, January 9, 2004 11:16 AM CST

Dear Janene,

What a neat way to spell out Faith! I really love it. I know it must be hard to think of going back to NY especially since Joshua is so dreading it. We will pray in advance that things go smoothly and there are some fun things to pass the time while you are there. Take care!
Love in Him, Heather McLeod <hmcleod@bbandt.com>
- Wednesday, January 7, 2004 8:32 AM CST

Thanks again for your faithfulness as you trust the sovereignty of our all loving Lord. We continue to pray for you here at Avant Ministries.
Don Clements <dclements@avmi.org>
Kansas City, MO USA - Tuesday, January 6, 2004 4:17 PM CST

Dear Janene,
Your Christmas pictures are great!
So glad to hear that Joshua is continuing to feel well.
We continue to pray that the antibody treatment will work.
We will also continue to pray that God will give you His Grace to accept His Will!
Your journal is a source of strength and encouragement to many of us. May you know that all you are experiencing is not in vain--that your family is a witness to many--not only of God's Grace, but also of obedience and courage.
Ryan, Cheryl and Kyle and Kendra leave early Wednesday morning. I know they would have liked to spent time with you, but were concerned that they would pass germs onto Joshua. Thank you for praying for them.
Love,

Lynda Gimple <DocGimp@aol.com>
Topeka, KS - Monday, January 5, 2004 4:32 PM CST

We have been praying for all of you. I work with Dee Ann Stoesz at Mountain Lake Christian School.
Ardith Simon <asimon@mtlakechristian.net>
Mountain Lake, MN USA - Monday, January 5, 2004 11:47 AM CST

I am so happy to hear how well Joshua is doing. I continue to pray for him many times every day. The Christmas pictures are great! Thanks for your reminder, Janene, to let God be God.

Happy New Year to your family! I pray that wonderful things will happen this year and that Joshua will respond well to the antibody treatments.

With love,
Cathy Russell <russelldc@comcast.net>
Richardson, TX - Sunday, January 4, 2004 1:58 PM CST

Joshua!! I'm so glad that you were able to spend Christmas at home with your family. May the Lord Bless you and your family in the coming year!! Stay strong little guy!
~KAHLE
Kahle <kahel99@aol.com>
topeka, ks - Friday, January 2, 2004 11:37 PM CST

What a beautiful family picture. May this be the most blessed year for you all. Keeping you in my prayers.
Charlotte Watts <chwatts@hotmail.com>
Topeka, KS - Friday, January 2, 2004 10:27 PM CST

Dear Joshua and family,
Though we have never met personally, I stand with you in prayer. I am a friend of a friend and have kept you in my prayers daily. Stand strong and lean upon the Lord. "Wait on the Lord. Be of good courage and he shall strengthen your heart. Wait I say on the Lord." Psalm 27:14
Joel Williamson III <missions_bound@juno.com>
Belton, MO USA - Friday, January 2, 2004 6:05 PM CST

This is to wish you a New Year filled with good health and abundant happiness.
Take care and God bless!
Morgan's Page
Allison & Morgan Barnes <allisonbarnes@triad.rr.com>
Lewisville, NC - Thursday, January 1, 2004 10:06 AM CST

Just wanted to wish you all a Happy New Year and to thank you for the privilege to lift you up in prayer this past year. Joshua, our four year old and seven year old got scooters just like yours. They are really enjoying theirs as well. Their Daddy isn't brave enough to take much of a spin on one however. Enjoy your New Years' Day!
Mike, Sandy, Toby and Noah Siebert <mjsia1@juno.com>
- Wednesday, December 31, 2003 7:09 PM CST

Hi Joshua, Craig, Janene & Bethany,
Thank you for sharing this great greeting from Joshua and for keeping us updated on his progress.
Joshua, you are truly a trooper through all of this and such a great witness to God's healing power. We are so proud of everything you've accomplished through the treatment, but more proud of how you've accepted and managed all of the yuky stuff along with the good!
It sounds like there are some good times you can enjoy in NYC, along with the not-so-good and I think that must really be a fun place to be when you have time to be out and enjoy the scenery.
Bethany, you are one special sweet sister and such an encourager to your brother! What a blessing to Joshua to have such a special friend and sister all in one! You and Joshua are two of my favorite people and I have such fond memories of your both coming into to the chruch office and visiting with me when I worked there.
Thank you, Craig & Janene, for being such wonderful witnesses for the Lord to all the others you meet in similar circumstances...yet may be without the Hope you have to share with them. Thank you for the great Christian parenting you're doing in the lives of Bethany and Joshua. Only time and eternity will you realize the blessing you are to so-o-o many, which certainly includes Warren & me.
God bless you with continued strength, courage, peace and even joy as you meet and deal with the blessings and challenges of a new year.
We love you and appreciate how you let God be Who He wants to be through you.
Wren
Wren Samuel <wren1@myway.com>
Topeka,, KS USA - Tuesday, December 30, 2003 3:09 PM CST

Dear Joshua and Family,

I am sure it is very hard to spend so much time away from home. We will be praying that 2004 brings wonderful things for all of you! Janene, I am sure it is so very hard to weigh out the pros and cons to treatment and it isn't a position anyone wants but we will pray that the Lord will provide wisdom for you and Craig and then peace in your decision. God Bless!!
Heather McLeod and Family <hmcleod@bbandt.com>
- Tuesday, December 30, 2003 1:10 PM CST

Dear Joshua & Family:
The New Year's picture of you with your scooter is GREAT! You are SO PRECIOUS! May our Heavenly Father be especially close to you and your family this week and give the doctors wisdom and your Mom & Dad peace of mind as they make the decissions God would have made. Love in Christ, TX prayer partners - harry & jackie
Harry & Jackie Gates
Sherman, TX USA - Tuesday, December 30, 2003 10:33 AM CST

Dear Craig,Janene,Joshua & Bethany, I wish you all a Merry Christmas and a very Happy New Year! You are always in my prayers and I ask your Aunt Jany about you all the time.You are such a special little boy, Joshua, and you are loved so very much by many people...but most importantly you are loved by Our Heavenly Father who is always watching over you. And, I believe He has some very special plans for you. Love, Margo
Margo Arnold <m1ki16@aol.com>
Tavernier, FL USA - Monday, December 29, 2003 1:26 PM CST

"Do not be afraid. I bring you good news of great joy that will be for all people. Today in the town of David a Savior has been born to you; he is Christ the Lord." Luke 2 10-11

Wishing your family a very Merry Christmas! Take care and God bless!
Morgan's Page

Allison & Morgan Barnes <allisonbarnes@triad.rr.com>
Lewisville, NC - Wednesday, December 24, 2003 9:51 PM CST

Hello Janene!

I am so glad you guys get a little break from the hospital. I am still sad that MSKCC doesn't treat Joshua's pain. Matt was in terrible pain but we eventually dialed in the morphine to the proper dose. Perhaps it is more difficult for MSKCC due to the fact that they make it an outpatient procedure?? I don't understand but I do know that I a admire your strength and faith. I sure hope Joshua has an incredible christmas this year. You all are in my prayers! Love, Debbie
Debbie Hume <hume@thegrid.net>
Cayucos, CA USA - Wednesday, December 24, 2003 7:39 PM CST

Hi Joshua. It sounds like you got some great presents for Christmas. I don't know if I could handle nine santa clauses, but it sounds like you made out ok with all those gifts. Tell your family hi. You've got people all over this country praying for you. I wish you the best; we all do.
Ty Walrod <ty@atomicfury.net>
Elkhart, KS USA - Wednesday, December 24, 2003 12:04 AM CST

Hi Joshua and Family,
We want to wish you a very Merry Christmas! Just think, over 10,000 times people from all over the world have checked in on how you are doing and praying for you. That is a lot of people. People who are thilled you are able to spend Christmas with your family, not in the hospital getting more test and proceedures! Enjoy the day with your family and remind them of just how much all of you are loved. Merry Christmas!
Mike, Sandy, Toby and Noah Siebert <mjsia1@juno.com>
- Tuesday, December 23, 2003 11:01 PM CST

Dear Joshua:

You are a special boy! You are loved and prayed for out in Colorado. Samuel says "hi". We are praying for you.

Have a wonderful Christmas with mommy, daddy and Bethany.

With love,
Kent, Rachel, Samuel and Tessa <kenmcd@everyheart.net>
Denver, CO USA - Tuesday, December 23, 2003 3:38 PM CST

Dear Sweet Joshua,
You are the bravest man in our family!!!! I am so very proud of how you have handled these last eight months.
You teach us so much.......how to accept things......how to love Jesus.....how to love each other.....how to live each day......trusting the Lord and smiling and loving everyone! Jesus's light shines bright in you, dear Joshua.
God sent you to the best Mommy and Daddy and Sister anyone could have in their life! I wish I could be with you in Kansas for Christmas. I miss your hugs and "I LOVE YOU AUNT JANY". You are always in my heart and prayers.
Love you and hugs to all,
Aunt Jany
Jany Riemer <oz78jkr@msn.com>
Tavernier, FL U.S.A. - Tuesday, December 23, 2003 9:54 AM CST

Hello Joshua! Hope you and your Daddy made it home safely and are now in the arms of your Mom and sister. Merry Christmas to all of you!!!
Heather McLeod
- Tuesday, December 23, 2003 8:43 AM CST

Merry Christmas, Craig, Janene, Joshua, & Bethany!! You
all continue to be in our thoughts and prayers on daily
basis & our lives are blessed by your steadfast love, hope,
and commitment to our Lord!!!!! Enjoy your time together
this holiday season as we celebrate our Lord's birth!!!!
Jonathan, Amy, & boys ;o) <thetuckers4@earthlink.net>
Newton, KS - Monday, December 22, 2003 5:06 PM CST

Hi Joshua,
I just talked with your dad a little while ago. He said you were sleeping. He told me you get to come home tomorrow,YEA!!!!!! (Have a good flight) I'll bet you are glad to be coming home and spending christmas with mom, dad, and Bethany! I am looking forward to seeing you at grandpa and grandma's on christmas eve, if everyone is well. I have a BIG HUG to give you. See you all SOON.

LOVE YA!
Uncle John <jofreer@yahoo.com>
Waverly, Ks - Sunday, December 21, 2003 9:10 PM CST

Dear Joshua Michael,

You have captured my heart, little one. I am praying for you and your family. We don't know why bad things happen to beautiful, innocent little people, but we must continue to trust in Him and His divine plan. My husband also has stage 4 cancer, and we have little people in our home as well, ages 2, 3, 9, and 11. It's so very sad, but God is Good. Keep praying,little Joshua Michael, and know that we are praying for you, too.

Dana Singleton and family <singsends@cs.com>
Topeka, KS USA - Saturday, December 20, 2003 8:35 PM CST

I am so glad that I found your site and can now follow your progress. We enjoyed meeting you in NY!
I know what you mean about wanting a break. But, just think after that fourth round of antibodies you will start getting eight weeks between treatments. I can speak from experience that it is wonderful. Life seems almost normal during those eight weeks.
We hope your family has a very happy and blessed holiday.
Take care and God bless!
Morgan's Page
Allison & Morgan Barnes <allisonbarnes@triad.rr.com>
Lewisville, NC - Saturday, December 20, 2003 7:47 PM CST

Dear Loved ones,
We're still out here in western Kansas, remembering, praying, hoping ...... with all our hearts ... have a
wonderful Christmas

Your Uncle Don and Judy
Don and Judy Classen <paandmaclassen@carrollsweb.com>
Meade, Kansas USA - Saturday, December 20, 2003 8:32 AM CST

Hi Josh,
We continue to pray for you. Sounds like you are being a real trooper through those awful treatments. Glad to hear the pain is getting a little better. We are going to visit your cousins, Joshua, Jenesa and Josiah tomorrow.
Love,
Chris and Kristi
Kristi and Chris Classen <ckclassen@aol.com>
Woodbury, MN - Friday, December 19, 2003 7:29 PM CST

Hoping and praying this is the last day for you and you will soon be going home to Kansas. Just wanted to let you know that I was thinking about all of you. I certainly pray the week continued to get easier and now you can sit back and enjoy the weekend!
In His Precious Name, Heather McLeod <hmcleod@bbandt.com>
- Friday, December 19, 2003 12:18 AM CST

Dear Craig, Janene, Josh, and Bethany, we just want you all to know we have prayed for you all often and get updates from your grandma, Della. May the Lord cover you all with His Grace and Mercy.
Jim and Tammee Yoder <jimtammeeyoder@earthlink.net>
Newton, KS USA - Tuesday, December 16, 2003 1:55 PM CST

Hello Janene and Joshua,

This is your friend Heather! I met you while I was up in NY with Morgan Barnes. I am so happy to hear the pain is better this week. I am glad you are able to visit with your Dad and Sister. I know that must be so much fun. Madison and I are so glad to be home but we are still praying for all of you! Not too much longer and you will be heading home too. God Bless you!!!
Heather and Madison McLeod <hmcleod@bbandt.com>
- Tuesday, December 16, 2003 8:18 AM CST

Hi Guys,
Sounds like good things happen when you are all together. Thinking of you guys often. Sorry last week was so bad, but maybe you are rounding the corner to less pain. Wish we could be there. Hope to see you over the holidays. Sounds like you are having some fun with the parties. Enjoy your time together.
Love, Aunt Mary
Aunt Mary <marybeth_freerksen@yahoo.com>
Waverly, Ks. - Monday, December 15, 2003 6:13 PM CST

Joshua, What a witness you have been for Jesus! I'm sure many people have come to know Jesus because of you. That's what God says we are to do in our life here on earth. Live for Him so others will learn of Him and come, too. Well done!
I'm a friend of your Aunt Jany and Uncle Lee. They knew my parents in Florida and loved them like their own parents. I thank God for them in my life.
You are in my prayers daily and I pray for God's strength, peace and love for you and your family.
Merry Christmas!
Mary Walker <mary@walkeragency.com>
Scottsdale, AZ USA - Monday, December 15, 2003 3:27 PM CST

Hi Joshua and Bethany,
Can't wait to see both of you guys, I hope it's real soon! I bet being together in New York has been fun. Joshua I hope they are getting your pain in control. You have been in my thoughts greatly! I keep praying!!! Love you all! Aunt Janene and Uncle Craig take care!
Elizabeth Freerksen <e_freerksen@yahoo.com>
Waverly, Ks - Sunday, December 14, 2003 9:46 PM CST

Joshua and family, I just wanted to let you know that you are in our prayers. I pray that someday you will grow to be a grandfather with lots and lots of happy wonderful stories to share with your grandkids. I also pray that someday everything you have gone through will be a distant memory. Oh I should probably let you know that Mrs. Raines is my supervisor at my work. She cares deeply about you and your family. My sons Mark, and Dusty are also a part of Richard Taylor's Bible study and we have been friends of the Taylor's for many years. They too have care about you and your family.
Lucy Hanna <greghanna@sbcglobal.net>
Topeka, KS USA - Friday, December 12, 2003 9:28 PM CST

We share your feelings and stand with you often in prayer here at the Avant (GMU) office. Our love and prayers are also with Kristi and Scott in Ecuador as we know that they feel the distance from you.
Don Clements - Avant (GMU) <dclements@avmi.org>
Kansas City, MO - Friday, December 12, 2003 8:50 AM CST

My prayer is for the peace that passes understanding to be yours and Joshua's. My prayer is as well that through this suffering will come many years of joy.
Mike Siebert <mike@ckyfc.org>
Topeka, KS 66617 - Wednesday, December 10, 2003 11:08 PM CST

Hey Freerksen's!
I am saddened to hear that Joshua is experiencing soooo much pain. I wish that it didn't have to be like that. He is a strong little guy, as well as the rest of you, in more ways than one. He has taught me more in these past seven months that I have know you all, than anyone else ever has. I am really blessed to know your family.
Love you all and God Bless!
Jamie

Lord Jesus, you came into the world to heal our infirmities and to endure our sufferings. You went about healing all and bringing comfort to those in pain and need. We come before you now in this time of illness asking that you may be the source of Joshua's strength in body, courage in spirit and patience in pain. May he join himself more closely to you on the cross and in your suffering that through them he may draw his patience and hope. Assist him and restore him to health.
Amen.

Jamie Trammell <jawie_20@yahoo.com>
Burlington, KS USA - Wednesday, December 10, 2003 7:15 PM CST

Hi Joshua and Aunt Janene!
I'm thinkin about you guys! We all love you very much!
Elizabeth Freerksen <e_freerksen@yahoo.com>
Waverly , Ks - Monday, December 8, 2003 11:02 PM CST

Dear Craig, Janene, Josh, and Bethany, "He giveth more grace when the burdens grow greater...To added affliction, He addeth HIS mercy...to mulitiplied sorrow, HIS multiplied PEACE." Sorry I can't remember all the words, but just wanted to give some of them to you tonight. How we want you to know that we are continuing to pray for HIS GRACE, MERCY and PEACE to surround you during this time. WE LOVE YOU SO VERY MUCH!!!
Dale & Carol Schrag <dcschrag@southwind.net>
Newton, KS USA - Monday, December 8, 2003 6:06 PM CST

Dear Joshua & Janene:
Just read your Sunday update and thankful for the joy and happiness Joshua was able to experience at the first Christmas part at The Ronald. May he enjoy the rest as much. Praying that things going more than okay today; pray the are going WELL! May our Heavenly Father ease any and all pain that he has to suffer through today and help you in your mental anguish as he goes through the various procedures that are necessary. God grant you both that peace that passeth all understanding & make His presence felt in a MIGHTY way! harry
Harry & Jackie Gates
Sherman, TX USA - Monday, December 8, 2003 4:11 PM CST

Dear Janene and Joshua,

This is Heather from across the hall and I just wanted you to know that I have been praying for you all morning. If I can get anything for you please let me know. Janene if you need me to run to the store or grab a drink please call or knock on my door. I would be honored to help in any way possible. I hope things went as good as they can go!! God bless you guys!
Heather McLeod <hmcleod@bbandt.com>
- Monday, December 8, 2003 12:31 AM CST

Dear Janene,

My prayer today is simple, "Please God keep Joshua free from pain." I will say that prayer over and over today.
Is the snow beautiful?? I really do miss it at this time of year.
Tell Joshua to KEEP SMILING!! :-)

Love,

Cathy Russell <russelldc@comcast.net>
Richardson, TX - Monday, December 8, 2003 8:37 AM CST

Dear Joshua & Family, We are friends of Loren and Jen Decker and want to assure you of the many people that are praying for you across this nation! God is so good to bring you this far...continue to let him carry you!! Joshua, Jesus loves YOU this I know... (finish the song for me, ok)!!May Our Heavenly Father Bless you beyond imagination today. Enjoy the white stuff outside :)
Love, Todd & Shirene Fischer
Todd Fischer
- Saturday, December 6, 2003 12:45 AM CST

Hello Joshua and Janene!

WOW! I was so happy to hear about the clean scans! Did you get the Bone Marrow results too? I will be praying for you during your first 3F8 treatments. The first day will be tough until they can figure out the correct morphine dose-I will be specifically praying that the 8th will go well with relatively little discomfort. I am so glad Joshua is doing the 3F8. I hate that our kids have to continue treatment but for some reason it makes me feel better knowing that this added tx may be the answer to a cure. I will continue to look for updates on how Joshua is doing. I am so thankful that you are faithful believers in our wonderful God! He will bring us through this difficult journey.
I look forward to the day that all this treatment will be a fading memory. With love, Debbie
Debbie Hume <hume@thegrid.net>
Cayucos, CA USA - Friday, December 5, 2003 8:06 PM CST

So glad to hear that Joshua is feeling better--and actually looking forward to his trip to NY! That's great. Janene, I hope you will be able to catch up on some sleep while you're there. You're in my thoughts and prayers every day.

Cathy Russell <russelldc@comcast.net>
Richardson, TX - Thursday, December 4, 2003 10:52 AM CST

Hi Joshua!
I am very glad to hear the news about your test results. Also, that you are feeling BETTER!!! I hope the next step on your road to recovery goes as well as the steps you have already completed. I am thinking of you all the time and really miss seeing you. Tell mom, dad, and Bethany I am thinking about them too and if they need something, to just call. Give them a hug for me.

LOVE YA !!!!
Uncle John <jofreer@yahoo.com>
Waverly, Ks - Tuesday, December 2, 2003 11:42 PM CST

Dear Freerksen Family:
So wonderful to read today from Monday's update that Joshua doing well and that his bone marrow tests came back negative for NB! PRAISE THE LORD! We will be praying Joshua & Janene have a safe and pleasant trip to New York
Thursday, that 3f8 treatments go well and that you will be able to catch a flight home night of 19th! God be with you all and meet each need.
harry & jackie gates
Sherman, TX USA - Tuesday, December 2, 2003 1:47 PM CST

Just read the latest update and Praise God for what He is doing in Joshua's life. We will continue to pray for you as you are in the big city and for those who are here at home. What a testimony you present. We Love you all and treasure your friendship.
Dick and Bernie Owen
Topeka, , Ks USA - Tuesday, December 2, 2003 10:55 AM CST

Hello my name is Jenna and I came accross Joshua's website. He is a real trooper and inspiration in life. I love his smile! It shines!!!!! Joshua is in my prayers. here is my site: http://www.matmice.com/home/fighterandchampion. Josh, you are a real example of a true earthly angel. GodBless.
Jenna <hockeykid@telus.net>
Kamloops, BC Canada - Monday, December 1, 2003 0:18 AM CST

Happy Holidays! We have you in our prayers and celebrate the blessings of God as each day brings you good news. Take Care and blessings in NY.
The Bailey's
Kevin and Amy Bailey <Adawnbailey@yahoo.com>
Branson, MO USA - Sunday, November 30, 2003 9:01 PM CST

Dear Joshua and family, We praise God for the good news! We love your beautiful smile and smile with you. Our prayers for you continue. Love, Mary
Mary Rosfeld <rosfelddm@futureks.net>
Goessel, KS USA - Saturday, November 29, 2003 10:29 PM CST

We pray that Thanksgiving was a wonderful time for all of you. May the coming days be filled with blessings beyond imagination.
Mike Siebert <mike@ckyfc.org>
- Thursday, November 27, 2003 10:41 PM CST

It was great to hear of the news of recovery and what the Lord is doing. Truly He is the Great Physician and He can perform miracles. Have a great Thanksgiving and we will continue to pray for all of you.
Lyndon & Arlene <arlyn@carrollsweb.com>
Newton, KS USA - Thursday, November 27, 2003 11:50 AM CST

Dear Ones,
What a wonderful Thanksgiving gift God has given all of us!!!! I'm sure all the angels are dancing in heaven. My heart jumped for joy at the good news and the unconditional love and grace God gives us. He is our rock and our salvation. Joshua's smile says it all!!!!! THANK YOU DEAR LORD! Psalm 103:11 says: "For as high as the heavens are above the earth, so great is His love for those who love Him."
We are with you in our hearts and spirit through this Thanksgiving gift.
Love to all the Freerksen's!
Aunt Jany and Uncle Lee
Jany Riemer <oz78jkr@msn.com>
Tavernier, FL. U.S.A. - Tuesday, November 25, 2003 4:19 PM CST

Praise God!
We are so happy for the good news that all the scans are clear!
We know you would praise God no matter what, but we are so greatful for the good results and the encouragement that gives you! May you have a wonderful Thanksgiving with family! We will continue to pray!

Love,
Lynda Gimple for all the Gimples
Topeka , KS USA - Tuesday, November 25, 2003 2:21 PM CST

Yippee! Clean scans! Just one more reason to celebrate on Thanksgiving Day. We're so happy for you all; enjoy the rest of your week.
Becky Smith <caringbridge.org/nc/sarahsmith beckysmith62@aol.com>
Mooresville, NC - Tuesday, November 25, 2003 2:20 PM CST

Joshua,

I was so happy to hear the great news that your tests came back clear of neuroblastoma. I continue to pray for you and your family that you will remain healthy. Have a great Thanksgiving with your wonderful family. This will be a special one for us all.

Love,

Jocelyne Shideler
Topeka, KS USA - Tuesday, November 25, 2003 1:32 PM CST

We PRAISE YOUR HOLY NAME SWEET JESUS. Thank you for bringing Joshua thru another step of the way on his way to total recovery. We PRAISE YOU JESUS!!!!!!! Have a blessed Thanksgiving.
Pastor Mike & Kathy Wheatly <kwhagdwgl@osprey.net>
Melvern, KS - Tuesday, November 25, 2003 12:27 AM CST

WHAT WONDERFUL, EXCELLENT NEWS!!!!! YOU HAVE JUST MADE MY DAY...NO MY WEEK! I AM THANKING GOD FOR THIS WONDERFUL GIFT FOR YOU. I KNOW YOU ALL WILL HAVE A FANTASTIC THANKSGIVING!!!

Cathy Russell <russelldc@comcast.net>
Richardson, TX - Tuesday, November 25, 2003 9:10 AM CST

PRAISE THE LORD!!!!! We are REJOICING with you on the
WONDERFUL update on your precious son~~~~~~~~and just in
time for Thanksgiving, too!! Your family continues to
be in our prayers daily and your testimony through all of
this has really touched our hearts & has been a tremendous
encouragment to us........thanks!! Have a SUPER
week together as a family!!! ;o) Lots of Love, Jonathan, Amy, & boys
The Tucker family <thetuckers4@earthlink.net>
Newton, KS - Monday, November 24, 2003 11:05 PM CST

Praise God for your wonderful news tonight!! Our family is jumping for joy! You are in our prayers continually and we know that, "He will keep you in perfect peace when your mind is focused on Him!" Give Joshua and Bethany a hug from us. Thanks for the constant updates.
Love and prayers,
Susan
Susan Ladenburger <selad925@aol.com>
Topeka, Ks USA - Monday, November 24, 2003 10:02 PM CST

Hello Everyone!
I am soooo excited to hear the good, no, GREAT news. This just another step closer to beating Neuroblastoma.
I hope that you all have a great week together.
With all my love!
- Jamie
Jamie Trammell <jawie_20@yahoo.com>
Burlington , KS USA - Monday, November 24, 2003 6:33 PM CST

Dear Craig, Janene, Bethany and Joshua, We're praying that you have a blessed Thanksgiving...cherishing each other and the moments you have to celebrate! Jesus has used you to bless our lives, and we continue to pray for good reports for you, Joshua. YOU ALL ARE HIS PRICELESS CHILDREN!!
Dale and Carol Schrag <dcschrag@southwind.net>
Newton, KS USA - Monday, November 24, 2003 4:12 PM CST

Dear Joshua
So glad your home & enjoying your family. I wish you all a
wonderful Thanksgiving. God bless you all.
Love & Prayers
Ms. Marie
Marie Carlat <kcarlat@aol.com>
- Monday, November 24, 2003 1:36 PM CST

Dear Joshua,
So glad to hear you are home, and once again "a family". I hope you and your family have a wonderful Thanksgiving. I am so thankful for all of you. You have blessed me in so many ways. Thank you for your sweet spirit and your beautiful smile!:-)

Thanking God for YOU!

Cathy Russell <russelldc@comcast.net>
Richardson, TX - Monday, November 24, 2003 1:18 PM CST

Joshua: Hello there my friend: We are continuing to lift you in our prayers daily! You have had to experience much more than a lot of do in our life times! God be with you and bless you and your family in a special way. We are praying for miracle healing and any problems with insurance to be ironed out speedily. In Christ,
harry & jackie
Sherman, T USA - Monday, November 24, 2003 8:36 AM CST

dear joshua...i am praying for you lil guy....may god shine a ray of hope down on you and a soft angel kiss for your cute lil cheeks...i know lynn elafros your cousin...god bless you lil buddy....kiss, kiss...kiss,kiss :o) angelface
angelface <tsmossburg@cox.net>
omaha, ne usa - Sunday, November 23, 2003 6:24 AM CST

Dear Janene, Craig, Bethany and Joshua,
So glad you are all home together!!
Praise God for the safe flights!
I pray that Joshua will feel much better tomorrow.
Love,
Lynda Gimple
Topeka, Ks USA - Sunday, November 23, 2003 1:17 AM CST

Hey Freerksen's!
I am praying for you always. I know that everything will work out as it is suppose to. I love you all.
-Jamie

Heavenly Father, watch with us over your child Joshua, and grant that he may be restored to that perfect health which it is yours alone to give; through Jesus Christ our Lord. Amen.

Jamie Trammell <jawie_20@yahoo.com>
Burlington , KS USA - Friday, November 21, 2003 5:40 PM CST

Dear Joshua and family:
God is good and He hears all our prayers - we pray today for you and your family - God does miracles!! He has shown us in our family to be faithful and trusting and He knows what is best for us all. We will be praying for you!
Eileen and Roger Culberson <emculb@consolidated.net>
Pana, IL USA - Friday, November 21, 2003 2:05 PM CST

Dear Joshua and Family,

We want you all to know that we are praying for you each one every day!! We just moved to West Texas for Donnie's new Youth Pastor job! Would you believe there are REAL COWBOYS out here! :) SO now ya'll have a church family out here praying for you too! Keep on being so brave!

Love,
The Lacy(Melinda Varbel)Family
Melinda Lacy <mlacy88@cox.net>
Andrews, TX - Thursday, November 20, 2003 8:40 AM CST

Hey little buddy!
I love you so much, thinkin' about you each and every day.
Elizabeth Freerksen <e_freerksen@yahoo.com>
Waverly, Ks - Wednesday, November 19, 2003 11:29 PM CST

Hey Everyone!
I really enjoy the new pics on the website. Joshua looks pretty handsome. I am praying for you all and hoping for the best. I hope that you all have a great Thanksgiving week no matter where in the country you might be.
Love you bunches!
Jamie
Jamie Trammell <jawie_20@yahoo.com>
Burlington, KS USA - Wednesday, November 19, 2003 6:06 PM CST

Dear Joshua,
If you do end up being in NY for Thanksgiving, that means you will be there during the Macy's Thanksgiving Day Parade. I hope you will be able to see it. I had the opportunity to see it about 20 years ago and it was just fantastic! I'll be praying for you that these treatments will go by quickly and that you will be able to enjoy your time in NY.

Love you!
Cathy Russell <russelldc@comcast.net>
Richardson, TX - Wednesday, November 19, 2003 9:11 AM CST

Joshua,
I know you had a really good time getting to play outside in the warm sunny weather.

Joshua you are Gods special gift! You are a brave young person in the Lord!

When you go to New York next week have a great time at the Ronald McDonald house, they are a neat place.

You are in our prayers.

Wayne and Shirley Daniel

Wayne Daniel <wagond@alltel.net>
Topeka, KS USA - Sunday, November 16, 2003 11:33 PM CST

Hi Bethany,
How are you doing? I wish i could come get you for the weekend and you could spend time with me, but i have been having a cold so just remember your welcome here anytime.

Hi Joshua,
You are doing so well, i'm very excited for you to go to New York. I'm praying that things continue to improve for you, you are such an awesome little boy! I love you very much, and can't wait to see you!!

Aunt Janene and Uncle Craig,
Just remember i'm in Topeka almost all week so if you need me for something don't hesitate to ask. I really think thats great what the Hair salon did. Since i'm learning to be a cosmetologist, i think that they are wonderful for helping out. Take care you guys! Love
Elizabeth Freerksen <e_freerksen@yahoo.com>
Waverly, KS - Sunday, November 16, 2003 1:31 AM CST

Dear Sweet Joshua,

You are such a blessing to all of us!!! Everywhere I go or everywhere I call......they ask "How is dear sweet Joshua"? You, Bethany, and your Mommy and Daddy are so very special to our family and many people your wonderful life touches. Our Women to Women Bible Study ladies here in the Fl. Keys are keeping in touch and praying daily for you. Jesus shows his love through your life. A friend here, Nancy has family in Texas with a little girl with Neuroblastoma. She was diagnosed two months after Joshua. Your Mommy and Daddy have been in touch with them and I know you help a lot of people you have never met. We know God will never leave or abandon us! "See, I have engraved you on the palms of my hands" (Isaiah 49:16)
You have made God's words come alive in our lives.
GOD'S GENTLE BLESSINGS TO ALL!

Love you Joshua!!!!
Aunt Jany

Jany Riemer <oz78jkr@msn.com>
Tavernier, FL U.S. - Saturday, November 15, 2003 4:44 PM CST

Dear Joshua,
I am a friend of your Aunt Jany & Uncle Lee. I got to know Jany though my church in the Florida Keys, and our women 2 women Bible Study group. I love her very much. She has shared with us all the stuff you have had to go through during your treatment of neoblastoma. I love to read the things your mommy writes. She loves you so much. She has touched my heart because she loves Jesus so much. I love you Josh and I ask God to surround you with love.

Susan Deryke <susderyke@bellsouth.net>
Islamorada, Fl. USA - Saturday, November 15, 2003 8:25 AM CST

Craig & Janene,
Checking in on you guys early this morning. Sounds like you guys are doing pretty well. I hope your trip to New York goes well. Step by step and we will make it through. Love you all very much. Give the kids a big hug for us. Mary
Mary Beth <marybeth_freerksen@yahoo.com>
Waverly, Ks - Saturday, November 15, 2003 7:22 AM CST

Hi, Joshua

Its Pat-----------I love you!!!!!!!!!!!!
Pat Saunders <patskeyshouse@yahoo.com>
Tavernier, Fl. - Friday, November 14, 2003 5:06 PM CST

GOD BLESS ALL JHAS FAMILY
PAULA AND ANDREA GONZALEZ <PGONZ28@AOL.COM>
ELGIN, IL COOK - Friday, November 14, 2003 4:18 PM CST

Dear Joshua,
Sounds like you've got quite a collection of teddy bears going! Have you named all of them yet? My kids would be very envious because they LOVE stuffed animals, and they always give them silly names! :-) Hope the last day of radiation treatments goes well.
Your friend,
Cathy Russell <russelldc@comcast.net>
Richardson, TX - Thursday, November 13, 2003 10:16 PM CST

Dear Joshua, Women to Women Ladies Bible Study in the upper Florida Keys are praying for you. Jany Riemer and I are in the same small group this session. We love you. In Christ, Terri Yoakum
Terri Yoakum <tyoakum@stis.net>
Islamorada, FL U.S.A. - Thursday, November 13, 2003 9:33 PM CST

Dear Joshua, Your grandma Della just LOVED your sweet smile that you gave her and what a "gentleman" you were as you came into her room last week! I'm so glad she could spend time with you. I can't wait to see that WONDERFUL SMILE and give you and Bethany a BIG HUG!! By the way, Josh, how many teddy bears do you have so far? Remember that JESUS is smiling on YOU, Josh, and your mom, dad and Bethany today! WE LOVE YOU!!
Dale and Carol Schrag <dcschrag@southwind.net>
Newton, KS USA - Thursday, November 13, 2003 3:58 PM CST

Joshua,
I hope that you are having a good day! I like to watch Finding Nemo, too.
Your friend, Jordan Turner

Jordan Turner <runningmom@cox.net>
Topeka, KS - Thursday, November 13, 2003 3:47 PM CST

I'm a friend of Jen and Loren Decker, and I just wanted to let you know that your family are in my prayers! Remember: God is in control! Keep on smiling! You have a beautiful smile!
Sarah Washee <sarah_washee@yahoo.com>
Wichita, KS USA - Thursday, November 13, 2003 3:02 PM CST

Hi, Joshua! ;o)

We're praying for you A LOT these days & were soooo
GLAD to hear that you had such a good day today!!! Remember how much JESUS loves you as you're a special little guy!!!! ;o)
Lots of love,
The Tucker Family
Jonathan, Amy, Tyler & Tanner <thetuckers4@earthlink.net>
Newton, KS - Tuesday, November 11, 2003 10:53 PM CST

Hey Joshua!
I am soooo excited to hear that today went so well. I hope that each day continues to improve. Tell your mommy, daddy, and Bethany Hi for me and Adam. We hope that you all have a good week.
Love you!
Jamie
Jamie Trammell <jawie_20@yahoo.com>
Burlington, KS USA - Tuesday, November 11, 2003 6:31 PM CST

You are in our prayers constantly. We love you.
Beverly Hadden <khadden@cox.net>
Topeka, KS SN - Tuesday, November 11, 2003 9:51 AM CST

Dear Joshua, Janene & Craig:
Our hearts went out to all of you; especially Joshua as read about radiation treetments! May God continue to especially CLOSE and bless Joshua with miracle healing.j
In Christ, harry & jackie
harry & jackie gates
Sherman, TX USA - Tuesday, November 11, 2003 8:06 AM CST

Hi Janene and Josh,

Just checking in to say "howdy ya'll!"

I hope the radiation treatments go by quickly. Sarah didn't mind hers at all; she got to know the nurses and technicians and ran around like it was all one big party. :-) I know you'll do great, Josh!
Becky Smith <beckysmith62@aol.com caringbridge.org/nc/sarahsmith>
Mooresville, NC - Tuesday, November 11, 2003 7:58 AM CST

Hi Joshua,
I've been thinking a lot about you lately. I hope your first day of radiation went very well and that you are feeling really good today! I'm still working lots of hours at night. That is why I'm sending this so early in the morning. Tell Mom, Dad and Bethany hi for me.Have a good week.

LOVE YA!!!!
Uncle John <jofreer@yahoo.com>
Waverly, ks - Tuesday, November 11, 2003 4:39 AM CST

Joshua you are incredible! I can't believe that they don't have to put you under general anesthesia for the radiation! My guy got put under each time but he only had it once a day. You are doing so good and you are so brave! Keep up the good attitude! All this terrible stuff will soon be a memory! We will continue to pray for you! WIth love, Debbie Hume
Debbie Hume www.matthewhume.com <hume@thegrid.net>
Cayucos, CA USA - Monday, November 10, 2003 7:26 PM CST

Hey All!
I am glad that at the end of the day everything went well. It is too bad that Joshua was soooo anxious about going. Hopefully now that he knows what it is going to be like for the next 6 or 7 days, he won't be worried about it. I am praying for all of you. I hope that we can all get together real soon.
Love you all!
Jamie
Jamie Trammell <jawie_20@yahoo.com>
Burlington, KS USA - Monday, November 10, 2003 6:32 PM CST

Dear Janene,
It was good to see you briefly tonight at church.
Thanks for praying for our friends Valek and Lyuba and their daughter, Lyuda. I knew you could identify so well with parents anxious about their child.

Dear Bethany, I was so glad to see you in church and Promiseland. How wonderful that your friend Katlyn could come with you today. I trust you got your Panda bears from Ryan, Cheryl, Kyle and Kendra home to share with Joshua.

Dear Joshua,
We miss seeing you at church and want you to know that we pray for you everyday. You are our "little hero"!

Finally, Craig, what a blessing to come to Christian Challenge last Thursday! Praise God for the big group of students! And also praise God for Bob whom you have invested so much time discipling. You are definitely about Kingdom work and what you are doing will last because it is about and for Christ!
Love you all,

Lynda Gimple
Topeka, KS USA - Sunday, November 9, 2003 9:57 PM CST

Hey little buddy,
Sure do miss you! Hope your day is going good. Tell everyone hi for me. Love you and continue to get better. Liz
Elizabeth Freerksen <e_freerksen@yahoo.com>
Waverly, Ks 66871 - Sunday, November 9, 2003 6:03 PM CST

Dear Joshua,
Just a little note to let you know I'm still thinking of you many times every day and praying for you every day as well. You are so brave! Hope you had a great weekend.

Love,

Cathy Russell <russelldc@comcast.net>
Richardson, TX - Sunday, November 9, 2003 5:32 PM CST

Hey Joshua!
I am glad to hear that you are getting better as each day goes by. I continue to pray for you and your family. I hope that Adam and I can see you all real soon. We love you and think about you all the time.
Take Care and God Bless!
Jamie
Jamie Trammell <jawie_20@yahoo.com>
Burlington, KS USA - Sunday, November 9, 2003 4:12 PM CST

Joshua,
Do you have your smile today? Counting the days to be able to see that smile from you and Bethany. Seems like it has been forever since we have seen you. Give hugs to mommy and daddy and Bethany for us.
Love you guys,
Aunt Mary and Uncle John
mary beth <marybeth_freerksen@yahoo.com>
Waverly, Kansas - Saturday, November 8, 2003 9:50 PM CST

Dear Friends in Christ:

My eyes fill with tears as I read the words of Steve & Becky Smith's song "When Heaven's Calling" and our heart felt prayers go out to Joshua and his family and all the other precious children who are afflicted by this terrible monster. God be near and meet your every need. May our Heavenly Father also wrap His loving arms about each of you in a VERY SPECIAL way!
harry & jackie <gateshj@juno.com>
Sherman, TX USA - Saturday, November 8, 2003 9:17 AM CST

Hello, all of us here at Hair Professionals are praying for you, Josh, and for your recovery. On November 15th, we are doing Haircuts of Love for you and your family and all the proceeds will go to your family for medical expenses, christmas, or whatever you may need. We all want to wish you a happy holiday season and most of all, may the Lord bless and keep you and your family safe.
Angie, Sarah, J.T., Anna, Daniel, and Alisa.
5626 SW 29th in Barrington Village from 2:00- 5:00p.m.

Hair Professionals <artbyme101@aol.com>
Topeka, KS USA - Friday, November 7, 2003 2:45 PM CST

Hi, Joshua!
I'm so glad to hear you are feeling well enough to play and to eat!! That's good news! Hope you have a great week and I'll keep praying for your COMPLETE healing!

We love you!

Cathy Russell <russelldc@comcast.net>
Richardson, TX - Thursday, November 6, 2003 9:40 AM CST

Hello from the Bailey's. We are praying for you and glad to hear you have week to enjoy each other at home. Your Aunt Mary and Uncle John are friends of ours. We will pray for the counts to go up." For Thou art my hope; O Lord God, Thou art my confidence from my youth."Psalm 71:5
Kevin and Amy Bailey <Adawnbailey@yahoo.com>
Branson, MO USA - Wednesday, November 5, 2003 11:56 AM CST

Joshua-
I am happy to hear that you are playing and keeping busy. You are in my prayers.
Sincerely,
Mrs. Adams
Kristy Adams <kristyadams10@yahoo.com>
Topeka, KS USA - Tuesday, November 4, 2003 3:30 PM CST

Dear Joshua~~~~~~Sooooooooo GLAD to hear that you get to spend this whole week at HOME...........yippee!!!!
Know that we are praying for you often & will continue to do
so as we expect GREAT things from JESUS!!!!
Have fun playing with all of your toys!!! ;o)
Lots of Love, Jonathan, Amy, Tyler and Tanner Tucker <thetuckers4@earthlink.net>
Newton, KS - Tuesday, November 4, 2003 1:29 PM CST

joshua-
Hi! Glad to hear that you are doing so good!! All of the nurses at KU Med miss you and want to say "hi"!! Stop by and see us sometime when you are in the neighborhood. Hope you had a good Halloween!!! Love, ku med nurses
Pam Farnan,RN and Kellie Hartman, RN <pfarnan@kumc.edu>
kansas city, ks usa - Monday, November 3, 2003 6:16 PM CST

Joshua, I imagine God smiling down upon you and your family and looking at your beautiful smile. And saying that is one of my most beautiful creation whom I love. What a blessing you are to us all. Remember you are still in my prayers. With lots of love. Charlotte Watts
Charlotte Watts <chwatts@hotmail.com>
Topeka, KS - Monday, November 3, 2003 3:46 PM CST

Dear Joshua,
Your mom's letter about you asking for smiles made ME smile! What a wonderful example you are setting for all of us who sometimes let the little things get us down. Thanks for reminding us how precious life is and how important it is to smile! :-)

We love you and YOUR GREAT SMILE!!!

Your friend,
Cathy
Cathy Russell <russelldc@comcast.net>
Richardson, TX - Monday, November 3, 2003 9:26 AM CST

Janene and Craig, We want you to know that we are following Joshua's progress and have been two of the behind the scenes prayer people. We are praying not only for total healing, but also for strength and rest for you all. We want to do a benefit dinner for you with Joshua's needs but it looks like Jan. You are loved and kept in our prayers.

Clara Regier <clara@myfam.com>
- Sunday, November 2, 2003 9:38 PM CST

Craig, Janene, Bethany, & Joshua,
Just a note Sunday night to assure you that you all are continuing to be in our prayers. It was so great to read few minutes ago in your Mother's update,Joshua, that you are feeling well and back to eating, playing hard and sleeping! Praise the Lord for answered prayers. It is SO NEAT asking for "Smiles"..........May our Heavenly Father bless you with miracle healing and be especially close to you and all your family.
harry gates
Sherman, TX USA - Sunday, November 2, 2003 9:32 PM CST

Dear Ones,
This morning I went with my Florida Keys Ladies Bible Study group on a walking prayer hour in a beautiful park. You were in our prayers and thoughts. All of you touch so many of my friend's hearts and show us God's continuing Grace. Rest in God's peace and nestied in His arms. He will not forsake you. I am so very proud to be a part of your family.
We love you dearly,
Aunt Jany and Uncle Lee
Jany and Lee Riemer <oz78jkr@msn.com>
Tavernier, FL. U.S. - Friday, October 31, 2003 4:47 PM CST

Craig, Janene, Bethany, & Joshua,
Hope things are going better. Sounds like Joshua is sleeping pretty good. I'm sure it is great to be home for a few days. Happy Halloween and hope Bethany's party was fun. You guys are in our thoughts and prayers every day. Love you, Aunt Mary
Aunt Mary <marybeth_freerksen@yahoo.com>
Waverly, Ks - Friday, October 31, 2003 3:50 PM CST

Hi Joshua!
My name is Cheryl. My church here in Furley , KS continues to pray for you and your family and your doctors. You're a little miracle, Joshua! Sorry yesterdays visit to the clinic was yucky. Hope today was better in every way! I'll keep praying!
Cheryl Slater <kc5slater@aol.com>
Furley, KS USA - Thursday, October 30, 2003 4:31 PM CST

Joshua, I'm glad to hear you are home. Sounds like things were rough yesterday. We continue to pray for you and your family! You might still be a bit young, but when I read you might be in New York for Thanksgiving and Christmas, I thought of the movie, "Miracle on 32nd Street" or whatever street it was. Someday it might be cool to know you were in New York at the season of the movie. Your parents might think it is cool. Hang in there buddy!
Mike Siebert <mike@ckyfc.org>
- Thursday, October 30, 2003 10:21 AM CST

Hi Joshua!
I just wanted to let you know I am very glad you are home and I hope you are feeling really good today. I miss seeing you but I am hoping you get better REAL SOON so we can come to visit you. Tell dad, mom and Bethany hi for me and give them a BIG HUG.
LOVE YA!
(Uncle) John W. Freerksen <jofreer@yahoo.com>
Waverly, Ks - Thursday, October 30, 2003 9:05 AM CST

Dear Joshua:
So Sorry you had such a ROUGH day yesterday at the clinic.
May God give you and your family a wonderful day today and
an extra portion of his great peace!

harry gates
Sherman, TX USA - Thursday, October 30, 2003 8:43 AM CST

Dear Joshua,
Your in my prayers everyday. Looking forward for you to be able to come to Sunday School. We miss your smiling face.Get well real soon. Jesus loves you and so do I.

Love and prayers
Ms. Marie
Marie Carlat <Kcarlat@aol.com>
- Wednesday, October 29, 2003 11:39 PM CST

I'm so glad you are finally home. I am praying that you will be feeling better very soon. You are in my thoughts many times each and every day. God bless you, little man!!

Your friend,
Cathy
Cathy Russell <russelldc@comcast.net>
Richardson, TX - Wednesday, October 29, 2003 4:06 PM CST

Praise our Heavenly Father you are out of the hospital Joshua and back home. Our many prayers are with you, your Mom & Dad and Sister each day. May our Lord give you continued healing, strength and peace! In Christ,
harry & jackie gates
Sherman, TX USA - Wednesday, October 29, 2003 11:15 AM CST

Dear Joshua, WELCOME HOME!!! I'm so glad that you're out of the hospital..at least for a little while! That must feel good! Your grandma Della went to Nebraska with me this past weekend. We had a wonderful time, but she SURE MISSED YOU!!! She was so anxious to know how you were doing...and SO WAS I! Please be sure to give your mom, dad and Bethany a BIG HUG for Dale and me. And remember that JESUS LOVES YOU!!! And so do we!!
Dale and Carol Schrag <dcschrag@southwind.net>
Newton, KS USA - Tuesday, October 28, 2003 6:53 PM CST

Joshua-
My (our) Aunt Mary just gave me the URL for your web site. You're such a brave little boy, Joshua, and I'm so glad that you get to come home! Stay healthy and safe, and WELCOME HOME!
Megan Nelson
Pittsburg, KS - Tuesday, October 28, 2003 9:03 AM CST

Hi Joshua!! This is great news, by now you are probably at your home enjoying your toys. And seeing Bethany. She is probably excited also to be with you. I sure wish i could come and see you but i will do anything to keep you healthy, so i will just type you guys messages from here and keep praying that everyone else will be also cautious for your health. Love you guys so much! Liz
Elizabeth Freerksen <e_freerksen@yahoo.com>
Waverly , Ks - Monday, October 27, 2003 10:14 PM CST

Dear Joshua,

I love your website.
It is neat to be able to keep up with all the things that are happening.
I don't blame your parents for being really careful not to let anybody cough around you.
I know and love your grandmother Della.
Marian Heidner
Newton, KS USA - Monday, October 27, 2003 8:29 PM CST

Dear Joshua: So great to read your Mother's entry today that you were expected to get out of the hospital and go home today. We pray that all went well and you are home.
Thinking of you, praying for you and your family and mailing a card to your house tomorrow. Love in Christ,
harry & jackie gates
harry gates <gateshj@juno.com>
Sherman, TX USA - Monday, October 27, 2003 8:19 PM CST

Joshua, I am so happy you are going home!!! I don't know if you remember Jason but he is here and has been praying for you right along with the rest of us. I know you will be so glad to be home with your dad and sister. They must miss you so much. Take care and have a nice week off from treatment. We will pray that you stay healthy and away from the hospital. YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Jocelyne Shideler <jshideler@cox.net>
- Monday, October 27, 2003 7:20 PM CST

Wonderful News!!! So glad to read the message you are going home. Enjoy being together as a family. Sending positive and loving thoughts your way!!
Jackie Clarkson <jlc_66871@yahoo.com>
Waverly, KS USA - Monday, October 27, 2003 4:48 PM CST

HALLELUJAH!!!!!!!!!!! Can you hear us shouting for joy in Dallas?? What great news! I'm so happy for you. I'm praying that you get to stay home this time and that you'll feel much better very soon. We're all so grateful for answered prayers!:-)

Your friend,
Cathy
Cathy Russell <russelldc@comcast.net>
Richardson, TX - Monday, October 27, 2003 3:03 PM CST

Hi Joshua, I am friends with Tracy and Shawn Martin and their daughter Josie. It's so wonderful to hear about your returning home. Do you like knock knock jokes? Peace, Brenda
Brenda E. Gomez <bgomez@cyfrc.com>
Topeka, KS USA - Monday, October 27, 2003 2:48 PM CST

Dear Joshua, I'm sooo happy for you! Praise God for all His mercies. I bet you'll be real glad to be home. I have your picture by my bed and next to my computer...so I see that smiling face all the time...and I pray that God will continue to bless you and bring you back to good health real soon. I'm a friend of Aunt Jany's in the Florida Keys...maybe you'll be able to visit us here, sometime. We are all praying for you. My love to you and your whole family.
Margo Arnold <M1ki16@aol.com>
Tavernier, FL USA - Monday, October 27, 2003 1:55 PM CST

Joshua~~~~~~We're rejoicing and thanking Jesus with you that
you're getting to go home today~~~~~~~yippee!!!!!! ;o)
Our family continues to pray for your family everyday and
we're excited to see how our Lord is answering!!!! Keep
looking UP!!!!!!!! Lots of love, Amy for the Tuckers
Amy Tucker
Newton , KS - Monday, October 27, 2003 1:40 PM CST

Joshua and Family,
Praise God that you are coming home. I'm so excited that you will be back in Topeka. Your faith and perseverance through this difficult time is so encouraging. It is amazing to see God working through this situation. I will continue to lift you all up in my prayers. Hope to see you soon. Love you all.
Nicki Frerking <tkd_chick0406@hotmail.com>
Topeka, KS - Monday, October 27, 2003 1:29 PM CST

Joshua-
I am sooo excited to hear that you are eating again and that today you are actually going to get to go home. I probably wont be able to come and see you once you are home. Working at a hospital, around sick people everyday, kind of eliminates any kind of visit to you. I wouldn't want to risk breing you anything anyway. I will continue to pray for you and your family. You can always count on a little note from me in your guestbook too. I hope everything continues to get better.
With Lots of Love
Jamie
Jamie Trammell <jawie_20@yahoo.com>
Burlington , KS USA - Monday, October 27, 2003 1:23 PM CST

We keep praying for you and your family.
We used to pastor the Koerner Heights Church
Loyal and Rosella Martin
Hillsboro, KS - Sunday, October 26, 2003 11:57 PM CST

Joshua & family,
Joshua, you may not recognize me, but I know you, and I'm praying for you. You and your family keep hanging tough, and fighting to good fight. I don't know what all I can say because I'm not there day in and day out seeing you fight courageously. I can only imagine. God bless you little buddy. God, please help us all to receive a peace that only you can give. Do not let Your purpose for times like these to go unnoticed. Amen. May the Lord bless you and keep you always.

Love,
Matt Noonan
Matt Noonan <mtnfz6@mizzou.edu>
Columbia, Missouri U.S.A.d - Sunday, October 26, 2003 10:28 PM CST

How wonderful to read that Joshua is eating!!
We will pray his appetite continues to get better and better and that swallowing becomes easier and easier.
Kendra is also eating much, much better. She gained 2 lbs since her surgery which is way more than she had gained in 5 or 6 months. We are very thankful for her increased appetite as we know you are for Joshua's.
We will pray his counts stay up so you can come home tomorrow. We hear that everything is sanitized in your house with brand new carpeting. We know Joshua will be very happy to be home! Praise God you have one challenging phase behind you!
Today in Promisland our "main point" was "Trust is a Must!"
There were actually two different memory verses: Proverbs 3:5 and Philippians 4:6-7. The story where the main point came from was Matthew 6:25-34 when Jesus talked about worry. You already know from first hand experience that "Trust is a Must!" May you keep trusting and obeying because He is faithful and will not disappoint you!
Love,
Lynda Gimple
Topeka, KS - Sunday, October 26, 2003 9:37 PM CST

Your report sounds hopeful and great today! We continue to pray as a church for Joshua and your ministry at Washburn.
Mike Siebert <mjsia1@juno.com>
- Sunday, October 26, 2003 5:02 PM CST

Hello, Joshua and Family. This is the first time I have visited your page. It's really neat! We've heard about you for a long time at Koerner Heights Church and I've prayed for you lots and lots of times. Our wonderful God has heard our prayers, and I praise HIM for you and what He has done in you. What a great story you will be telling someday about the greatness of God! Continue in the faith!
Your grandma, Della, is a great testimony of faith as well.
Thank God! In Jesus' love, Mary

Mary Rosfeld <rosfelddm@futureks.net>
Goessel, KS USA - Sunday, October 26, 2003 3:55 PM CST

Joshua, I just wanted to let you know that I'm praying for you and your special family. You are such a brave boy! I think about you often. Keep up the fight so you can go home soon. I'm very proud of you!
Wendy Gronau <parapup@iwichita.com>
Whitewater, KS - Saturday, October 25, 2003 8:33 PM CDT

Joshua,
I spent the day with Daddy and Bethany on Friday, Everything looks great and just ready for you to come home. I know everyone will be glad when you get to come home to Topeka. It was a great day. Dad and Bethany are so much fun. Bethany and I took Liz to lunch. She doing good with her school. We all love you very much and hope you will be home soon. Love
Aunt Mary
Mary Beth <marybeth_freerksen@yahoo.com>
Waverly, Ks. - Saturday, October 25, 2003 9:31 AM CDT

Dear Joshua, Bethany, Janene and Craig,

It is so good to read that Joshua is smiling again. I will continue to pray that the pain goes away so he can swallow
and so he will want to swallow!
I just talked to Marsha and she told me about your cat, Bethany. I know you miss him, but it sounds like God had a good home for him and I bet you can visit him from time to time. You are a brave and unselfish girl to give up your cat because of your love for your brother.
We will be praying and hoping that Josh can come home on Monday! That will be a happy day!
Love
Lynda Gimple
Topeka, KS USA - Thursday, October 23, 2003 10:17 PM CDT

Dear Joshua & Family:
Just a note tonight to let you know we continue to pray for you and your whole family. Good to read you slept very well last night. Pray that all your pain swallowing is gone soon and you will be able to go home Monday if not before. You are such a handsome boy and have beautiful teeth and a great smile. May God bless you with healing! In Christ,
Harry & Jackie <gateshj@juno.com>
Sherman, TX USA - Thursday, October 23, 2003 8:55 PM CDT

Joshua, I'm glad to hear your little "spirit" is returning. Keep giving smiles away today. God is spreading joy to others through you in the midst of life's struggles. Give an extra big smile to Bethany for me, too. She's a pretty special sister. My kids, fellow teachers, and I continue to pray for you and your family everyday! Thank you, Lord, for your ever listening ear and for the answers and blessing you've sent daily.
Carrie <carrie_wabc@yahoo.com>
Belton, MO - Thursday, October 23, 2003 5:55 PM CDT

Dear Ones,
I am so very proud of our family! You all have taught us many lessons showing God's grace during the last several months. The minute I think of Joshua, I smile and think of his endless love of everyone! God has been made real through your sufferings but knowing God is always with us.
We trust that His will, will be done!
Bethany, you are such a great sister to Joshua. I know it is hard for you to give Sam (the cat) up for now but God will use that too for us to get closer to Him. Sam will be in good hands. You are such a brave little girl! I know a lot of our family are behind the scenes helping you and I know that helps them to be closer too. God does good stuff! He does for us what we cannot do for ourselves!
GOD'S GENTLE BLESSINGS TO ALL!
Love you,
Aunt Jany
Jany Kirkpatrick Riemer <oz78jkr@msn.com>
St. Charles, IL USA - Thursday, October 23, 2003 7:05 AM CDT

Hello, Joshua & family! ;o)

Our family continues to pray for your family as I'm
checking your website everyday!! It's NEAT to see how
God is at work in your lives & how you're going to get
to be going home, SOON, Joshua~~~~~~~yippee!!!! ;o)

Janene, your family's journal continues to be an amazing testimony for
all who read it & I want to thank you for your love &
commitment to our Lord through all of this~~~~~~~~what a special BLESSING that's been to me, personally!!!

Hope you all sleep well tonight...........your friends in
JESUS~~~~~~~~Amy for the Tuckers ;o)
Amy Tucker <thetuckers4@earthlink.net>
Newton, KS - Wednesday, October 22, 2003 11:26 PM CDT

You were on my heart this afternoon. I prayed for you all and then went to check todays update. Praise God from whom all blessings flow. I am excited that Josh is responding well and will continue to pray for the future. It's good to use the word future again, huh? Good thing God has a plan for us.
Chuck Stones <cstones@ksbankers.com>
Topeka, - Wednesday, October 22, 2003 4:17 PM CDT

Hello Joshua and family,

I realized AFTER I sent you an email that I went to school with your mom (Janene)!! I was so surprised to see her picture with you! Each of you have been in the prayers of our family and our church family. I stopped by your room when I was working last weekend but you all were sleeping and I know that you have to take advantage of every hour of sleep that you can!

Your faith and committment to see God glorified through all of this is so inspirational and awesome. I check the website daily and leave just so humbled and encouraged to live each day pleasing to Him!

Hope you are having a GREAT day and that you get to go home soon!

Love,

Melinda (Varbel) Lacy
Melinda Lacy <mlacy2@hotmail.com>
Olathe, KS - Wednesday, October 22, 2003 3:27 PM CDT

Good Afternoon Joshua!
Sounds like things are really starting to look up. I am praying that you are going to get to come home on Friday. Adam and I are going up to your house tonight, along with Aunt Mary. We are going to try and help your mom and dad out, so that everything is ready for your return home. We all love you and your family. Hope to see you real soon.
Take Care and God Bless
Jamie

Jamie Trammell <jawie_20@yahoo.com>
Burlington, KS USA - Wednesday, October 22, 2003 3:04 PM CDT

Bethany, I love animals and will pray for your cat to be happy and that someday you two will be reunited. It takes courage and great love and understanding to seperate with something that is so dear to you. You are so very special to your family and to so many others. Hope Joshua can come home soon with renewed strength and healing. May God bless you all daily with His precious mercies and love. With heart felt love, Charlotte Watts
Charlotte Watts <chwatts@hotmail.com>
Topeka, KS - Wednesday, October 22, 2003 1:17 PM CDT

It was good to see everyone in church a few weeks ago. All of you remain in my thoughts and prayers daily!
Tony Jones <greaseman@hotmail.com>
Topeka, KS - Wednesday, October 22, 2003 10:13 AM CDT

Craig, Janene, Joshua, and Bethany, a friend just sent me the address of your web site, and I am so glad they did that. Now I can let you know that you are in my prayers daily. You ALL are my heroes! I am so lifted and at the same time so challenged by your faith. May God continue to bless Joshua with recovery and you with strength and hope as you fight this battle....and win!
Betty Smeltzer <betndale@earthlink.net>
Topeka, KS USA - Wednesday, October 22, 2003 0:14 AM CDT

What a wonderful testimony your faith displays. How the love of God sees us through ALL situations is amazing. Prayers are sent up for all of you with love, mercy, strength and encouragement. May you find peace each day knowing you can let go and rest on Jesus' shoulder and find his arms wrapped around you with comfort.
With much love, your sister in Christ,
Charlotte Watts
Charlotte Watts <chwatts@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, October 21, 2003 3:48 PM CDT

Great news! Hope you have a really good day today. Sure hope I'll be able to meet you all when we are in Topeka for Thanksgiving.

Cathy Russell <russelldc@comcast.net>
Richardson, TX - Tuesday, October 21, 2003 11:17 AM CDT

Our prayers continue with you.
Diane and Jim Bartel <boomer@Southwind.net>
Hesston, Ks Harvey - Tuesday, October 21, 2003 9:54 AM CDT

Hallelujah!!! We are so happy to hear about your recovery. God is watching over you all and we are continuing to pray that you will feel His peace and know His love for you during all of this.
Chris, Doneen & Allie Childress
Topeka, KS USA - Monday, October 20, 2003 8:07 PM CDT

Hey Little buddy,
Everything is starting sound better and better for you. I hope you get to come home thursday. Jamie and I are both working today so I thought I would write to let you know we were thinking of you. Tell your mom and dad if they need anything to call me I am off the next four days. I will be checking in soon.
I Love Very Much,
Adam
Adam Freerksen
Burlington, Kansas Coffey, County - Monday, October 20, 2003 7:59 PM CDT

Joshua,
I just wanted to let you know that I pray for you every day. I want you to know that I love you and you are my biggest hero! Keep that wonderful smile going and get well so you can go home. Tell your mom and dad and Bethany,that we love them too.
Miss Betsey
Topeka, Ks - Monday, October 20, 2003 4:44 PM CDT

Hi Janene!
I just wanted to let you know that I am thinking about you and also let you know that I very much admire your incredible strength~ You are an amazing person and so strong.I love you guys so much and pray for you daily. It was so good to hear from Craig that Joshua's counts had gone up~Amen :) I hope that you are feeling better and getting good rest while you are at home. I love you!
Your Sister in Christ,
Crystal
Crystal <crystalds7@hotmail.com>
Topeka, KS - Monday, October 20, 2003 2:49 PM CDT

Dear Craig, Janeen and Joshua, We are praying for the Lord to continue sustaining all of you; including Bethany. May you know the height, depth and length of His love for you.
Love and prayers, Pat and Fred Hollomon
Fred and Pat Hollomon <fshollomon@aol.com>
Topeka, Ks USA - Monday, October 20, 2003 1:07 PM CDT

Dear Joshua, Craig & Janene:
So thankful Joshua's count looking better this morning and he had good nights sleep last night. Will continue to lift all of you in our prayers.
harry & jackie gates <gateshj@juno.com>
Sherman, TX USA - Monday, October 20, 2003 11:28 AM CDT

I was so happy to hear from Aunt Marybeth that things were looking up for you. I have tried countless times to get your website open and it was not until Marybeth emailed it to me that I could.... I wanted you to know that we are praying for you and your family. I check in with Aunt Marybeth almost every day at school to see what is up with you. Now, I can check in on you myself . We will continue to pray for you. I read that you like to watch Bible man. Ethan has a couple of the audio tapes and he use to enjoy them too. Take Care, Be Tough. Jerry, Pam, Katelyn and Ethan Rice
The Rice's - Jerry, Pam, Katelyn & Ethan <ps_rice@yahoo.com>
Waverly, KS USA - Monday, October 20, 2003 10:05 AM CDT

We are holding all of you in our prayers every day.

Bryce & Phylis Brucker <bruckerp@snh450.k12.ks.us>
Topeka, ks sn - Monday, October 20, 2003 9:50 AM CDT

Dear Joshua,
I'm happy to hear that you may be able to go home soon! That is great news!! Tell your mom I hope she feels better soon. Hope you have a really wonderful day!

Love,
Cathy Russell
Cathy Russell <russelldc@comcast.net>
Richardson, TX - Monday, October 20, 2003 9:00 AM CDT

Dear Janene, Craig, Joshua and Bethany,
Angy Lin has been here visiting this weekend.
She spoke at Covenant this AM.
Angy and I had a very wonderful prayer time last night for all of you, especially for Joshua.
Wish you could have seen her.
Tomorrow I pick up Ryan, Cheryl, Kyle and Kendra at the airport in the early afternoon. I know they are anxious to see all of you. We pray Josh will stay infection free and be home soon. You are all loved!!!!

Lynda Gimple <Docgimp@aol.com>
Topeka, KS USA - Sunday, October 19, 2003 11:06 PM CDT

Hi Joshua,
I have been keeping up on how you are doing, and so happy to hear your counts keep getting better. You sure are a tough little guy. Keep it up!!! I got to spend Thursday night with Bethany. She came and spent the evening with me. She really wanted me to trim her hair but i didn't know what mom and dad would think of that. I hope tomorrow will be even better than today for you. I'm thinking and prayin for you guys. Love you, Liz
Elizabeth and Dave <e_freerksen@yahoo.com>
Waverly, KS - Sunday, October 19, 2003 10:15 PM CDT

Good Morning Joshua and Janene!
I am glad to hear that Joshua's status continues to improve. It seems like it is going to be another beautiful day. Soon Joshua will be able to enjoy them as well.
Adam is going to an auction in Melvern today with Mary Beth and then we are going over to his Grandma Bartlett's for her 70th birthday. Pretty exciting.
Well I hope that you can get some rest Janene and that Joshua soon becomes brave enough to swallow some food.
I am going to go for now and I hope that the two of you have a wonderful day. I will check in later.
Love all of you!
Take Care and God Bless
Jamie
Jamie Trammell <jawie_20@yahoo.com>
Burlington, KS USA - Sunday, October 19, 2003 11:24 AM CDT

Dear Joshua, Hi! I just got home from having pizza with Bethany and Grandma Della! Do you like cheeze pizza like Bethany? Then we went to your grandma's house to play. Bethany loved talking to you on the phone, and the only thing better would've been to have you there with us! But we're SO VERY GRATEFUL that your counts are going up. Jesus loves you so much! You are INCREDIBLY IMPORTANT to HIM -- and to us! Make sure you tell your mom and dad hello! We love you all so very much!
Dale and Carol Schrag <dcschrag@southwind.net>
Newton, KS USA - Saturday, October 18, 2003 10:05 PM CDT

Good Morning!
I am so pleased to hear that Joshua's count continues to rise...looks like things are really moving along now. I can't wait until Joshua is released to go home and I am sure that everyone else feels the same. He is such a strong little guy and has taught me sooo much. Adam and I continue to pray for all of you. I hope that cold of yours, Janene, stays away. Tell the little guy that we are all thinking of him.
Take Care and God Bless
Jamie
Jamie Trammell <jawie_20@yahoo.com>
Burlington, KS USA - Saturday, October 18, 2003 9:16 AM CDT

Good morning, Joshua!
I just returned from Oklahoma yesterday. Remember, I went to camp with my daughter, Nicole, whose 5th grade class got to spend a week at camp which counts as school! It was so great to spend 4 days admiring God's creation. And then to come home and hear your wonderful news just put the icing on the cake!! I am so happy for you. I will continue to pray that your engrafting process speeds along and that your mom stays healthy for you, and that your dad has a great trip to St. Louis and that Bethany isn't too lonley without all of you!
Hang in there, little man!! You're doing GREAT!:-)
Our God is an awesome God!!!!!!
Cathy Russell <russelldc@comcast.net>
Richardson, TX - Saturday, October 18, 2003 8:41 AM CDT

Wow!! Way to go Joshua!! Praise God for the many miracles that are coming your way!!!! Best news I have heard all day!! GOD IS GOOD ALL THE TIME!!! Take care Janene, I am praying for your cold to stay away!! I am visiting this site daily and am encouraged to not to take my day for granted....We love you!!
Julie Estanol <JulieAEstanol@aol.com>
Topeka, KS - Saturday, October 18, 2003 3:20 AM CDT

Keep fighting little buddy!!! We're all praying for you. You are one of the greatest gifts we were given. We love you very much. So glad everything is getting better. Take Care Janene and hope your cold stays away. Saw Bethany today, she is becoming such a wonderful young lady. Hope Craig's trip is going well. Love you guys!!
Aunt Mary & Uncle John
Mary Beth <marybeth_freerksen@yahoo>
Waverly, Ks - Friday, October 17, 2003 2:45 PM CDT

Way to go Joshua! Yeah! Soon you will be able to go home. Hopefully today or tomorrow they let you out of your room. Unfortunately you will probably have to wear a mask but at least you get to go outside! You have got a lot of people praying for you and thankfully GOD has been so good! We look forward to hearing that you are going home soon. Love, Debbie Hume
Debbie Hume <hume@thegrid.net>
Cayucos, CA USA - Friday, October 17, 2003 12:10 AM CDT

We continue to lift you up in prayer.
Blessings!!!
Peg (Davis) Kelpin <pkelpin@kncsb.org>
Topeka, KS usa - Friday, October 17, 2003 10:02 AM CDT

Good Morning!
Wow! Things really are starting to look up for Joshua. I am soooo thankful. He is a strong little guy and is very lucky to have everyone beside him through all this. I can't wait to find out how the day goes today.
Love you all!
Jamie
Jamie Trammell <jawie_20@yahoo.com>
Burlington, KS USA - Friday, October 17, 2003 9:05 AM CDT

Janene, Have been wondering why we haven't received any updates from Kevin----this will be better in the long run if I can remember to log in here--not very computer savvy. You're always such an inspiration!! Your in our thoughts and prayers continually.
Lynne Mills <lynnems43@aol.com>
Topeka, KS USA - Friday, October 17, 2003 8:53 AM CDT

PRAISE GOD FROM WHOM ALL BLESSINGS FLOW!!!!
I am sure the angels in heaven are dancing too. I couldn't wait to tell Uncle Lee tonight! We are so very humbled and delighted of all the prayers sent up for Joshua. Wouldn't it be wonderful to see a world map and pins where people are praying for our miracle! I know all of my Florida Bible Study ladies are fanned out all over the U. S. now and will be in the Keys this winter! We continue to hold all of you up in prayer! GOD IS GOOD!!!!
GOD'S GENTLE BLESSINGS TO ALL!
Love you,
Aunt Jany
Jany Kirkpatrick Riemer <oz78jkr@msn.com>
St. Charles, IL. USA - Friday, October 17, 2003 7:45 AM CDT

Hey all! I just wanted you to know that you're being prayed for all the way in Seattle, Washington. My cousin Carrie Gregg sends me updates. We are so happy for your news today!! And your testimony is so uplifting. I pray that God will continue to heal Joshua and continue to give you strength and encouragement.
Dawn & Jeff Pearson and our 5 kids <jdpears@comcast.net>
Kent, WA USA - Thursday, October 16, 2003 11:34 PM CDT

My first graders are praying for Joshua,too. What happy news when Carrie came to report good news this afternoon! Be assured we will continue to uphold your family! God is faithful!
Kathie Sancken, Harrisonville Christian School
- Thursday, October 16, 2003 10:37 PM CDT

Marsha and I are here jumping and down Praising the LORD!!
We are so HAPPY!!!
Marsha and Russ had a date (sorta). You will have to ask her about it.
You and Craig will have to have one when Joshua gets home and is a little stronger and has more wbcs!
I'll help babysit!
Hope you get some rest tonight.
Love,

Lynda and Marsha!
Topeka, - Thursday, October 16, 2003 10:24 PM CDT

Joshua, I'm sure Jeanette heard you celebrating in your room this afternoon, because even we could hear it all the way from Ecuador!!!!!!! We love you!!!!!!!
Scott, Kristi, David, Joel & Luke
- Thursday, October 16, 2003 10:16 PM CDT

Joshua, My little first graders continue to pray for you and ask about you everyday. They cheered and clapped and just beamed when they heard about your stem cells today. God is answering their prayers and many others. Keep fighting! You have a lot of people fighting with you in prayer!
Carrie
- Thursday, October 16, 2003 6:14 PM CDT

WAY TO GO JOSHUA!!! KEEP SHOWING US HOW TO FIGHT!!! I'M SO HAPPY FOR YOU!!!! I THINK I COULD HEAR THE CELEBRATION IN 4421 ALMOST RAISING THE ROOF OFF THAT HOSPITAL ROOM AND I'M ALMOST 20 MILES AWAY!!
Jeanette
- Thursday, October 16, 2003 4:47 PM CDT

Hey!
This is the best news that I have heard all Year! I can't even imagine the way you all are feeling. This is sooooo exciting. Things are really starting to look up for Joshua. The power of prayer really is amazing. I will continue to pray for you all and hope to see you guys reall soon. Take Care all of you.
Love Jamie
Jamie Trammell <jawie_20@yahoo.com>
Burlington, KS USA - Thursday, October 16, 2003 4:20 PM CDT

Hey Aunt Janene Uncle Craig, Bethany,and LIttle Man,
I read the best news I have heard and read all week. I am gald to her them little cells are starting to do there job. I hope there are many more positive days to come. It's in the good lords hands and everything is working out the way it is supposed to. I hope this raise's everyone spirits the way it has mine. I Love You All very much take care of yourselves.
Adam
Adam Freerksen <fire_dog_723@yahoo.com>
Burlington, Kansas Coffey - Thursday, October 16, 2003 4:03 PM CDT

Hello, Janene! You & your precious family have been on
my heart a lot lately & I'm praying that Jesus will be
very near to you.........one day at a time!!! Know
that you're loved by many and especially by HIM!!!!!!
Amy Tucker <thetuckers4@earthlink.net>
Newton, KS - Thursday, October 16, 2003 9:39 AM CDT

Dear Janene and Joshua (and Craig and Bethany),
I wish so much that I could take this pain from you, but you were right when you said that The Potter has called you to a great purpose. He is making you into beautiful vessels. Actually, you are already beautiful vessels, but someday you will be His perfect pieces of art. Then this will all make sense, but now all we can do is Trust and know that The Potter does not make mistakes! I am praying that you will stay faithful until He is done, and He promises that you will because you are in His hands and He won't ever let go!
Love,
Lynda Gimple
Topeka, KS - Wednesday, October 15, 2003 10:14 PM CDT

Hello to each of you. I just wanted you to be reminded of our prayers for you! Also there is another guy who is older than Joshua that has just gone through the stem cell stuff for the cancer he has been faced with. I check both of your updates as often as I can. It seems these days were exptremely tough on him as well, but I wanted you to know the last two days, he has been the one writing the updates instead of his mom. He is a college student, so if Joshua does the updates, we will all stand up and take notice!!!! He still awaits to hear if his brothers cells take root. Hang in there...HE IS STILL GOD, the God that gives the peace that passes understanding.
Mike Siebert
- Wednesday, October 15, 2003 10:07 PM CDT

Hello Freerksen family
We are praying for you each day, Each day we look for a note
from you. God loves you---We love you===You are not alone.
Rest in HIS love.
Jim and Sandy Bagg
Topeka, KS USA - Wednesday, October 15, 2003 3:49 PM CDT

Dear Ones,
My heart goes out to all of you in your pain. I am reminded of 1 Thess. 5:17-18 "Pray continually and give thanks in all circumstances, for this is God's will for you in Christ Jesus." My responsibility isn't to tell God when He must act or even how He must act. My responsibility is simlply to "pray without ceasing", trusting Him to act according to His perfect will. You are in my prayers during my waking hours, day and night! God'gentle grace will sustain you!
Love you,
Aunt Jany
Jany Kirkpatrick Riemer <oz78jkr@msn.com>
St. Charles, IL. USA - Wednesday, October 15, 2003 3:41 PM CDT

Craig, Janene, Bethany, & Joshua,
Sorry Joshua is having such a rough day. He has been through so much. In Hope things will start improving. We all are grateful for all the lives you have touched. I am proud of you Joshua for your loving spirit to all the nurses and everyone who is taking care of you. We love you guys. Our family is a great part of our life. I am very proud of all of you. Keep trudging along and we are keeping the faith that there are miracles out there. Praying for you and if there is anything we can do. Please Call.
Grateful and Thankful to have you in my life,
Aunt Mary
Mary Beth Freerksen <marybeth_freerksen@yahoo.com>
Waverly, Ks. - Wednesday, October 15, 2003 3:35 PM CDT

Hey, Joshua, Janene, Bethany, and Craig
You guys are in our hearts to stay. Today we are praising our God for telling us all his names. Today we are thinking of the name; El Shaddai, The All-Sufficient One! You have surely learned to know him as all- sufficient giving just what you need day by day. We praise God for you today and every day. So we are confident that you all have his strength and wisdom for today. Thanks for being faithful to God through these deep waters. Where many might drown, you keep swimming in God's love and grace and kind care.
Right now we are trusting God for special times for the time J and J are in KC and C and B are in Topeka. We pray that your together times will be sweet!
Norm and Beverly
Norm and Beverly Holmskog <normbevholmskog@earthlink.net>
Lawrence,, KS USA - Wednesday, October 15, 2003 1:03 AM CDT

Dear Josh, WE JUST LOVE YOU SO VERY MUCH!! We are praying that Jesus will do the "immeasurably more than we can ask or imagine" -- bringing Glory to HIMSELF -- in your sweet little body, mind and spirit! And we're also praying that Jesus will give the comfort, love, strength and wisdom to your mom, dad and Bethany...and fill them with the hope, love and strength they daily need! You are such a special friend...and we're praying that "nothing will separate you (not even neuroblastoma) from the LOVE OF GOD, which is in Christ Jesus!" May HE wrap His arms of love around you tonight! We love you, Josh! Dale and Carol
Dale and Carol Schrag <dcschrag@southwind.net>
Newton, KS USA - Tuesday, October 14, 2003 11:08 PM CDT

Hi Joshua,
Keep hangin in there! Hopefully next week everything will start rising up and getting better. Especially your throat. Sounds like i get to see Bethany maybe Thursday. She might let me style her hair while i visit. I hope?? Well you take care and i love you!
Elizabeth <e_freerksen@yahoo.com>
Waverly, Ks - Tuesday, October 14, 2003 10:08 PM CDT

Dear Joshua & family,
Your Aunt Kristi & Uncle Scott have kept me updated on your progress. I got to see your Grandma Regier in KS last week.
She is very proud of you. Keep smiling & we will all keep
praying!
Valeta Giesbrecht <valetaj@earthlink.net>
Houston, TX USA - Tuesday, October 14, 2003 9:49 PM CDT

Just thought I would drop you a quick note. I'm sorry to here the little man's pain increased this afternoon and I hope the dermatologist figures out what the rash is being caused by. Uncle Craig call me tomorrow on my cell phone and I will give you my update. Hang in there things will start getting better I'm sure of it. He's a tough little guy with a great spirit and everybody can and some of us have learned from him. Joshua knows one thing that we all should take note of; and thats the word LOVE it gets you through the good and bad times take for instance our love for our God, love for our family, our friends, and the one's who take care of us in our time of need. If it wasn't for these people we wouldn't get through very many things in life. Well I better go I Love You all very much hang in there and take care of yourselves.
Thinking of you all ADAM
Adam Freerksen <fire_dog_723@yahoo.com>
Burlington , KS - Tuesday, October 14, 2003 8:27 PM CDT

I will be praying for you Joshua and your MOM and DAD! I have a son named Josh. We have a big family here. Six kids at home adn three dogs, two cats, two rats, a guinea pig, and fish. One dog is a ST. Bernard!! You can do this with God! Hang in there!!
Cindy Rodriguez <flutybear@hotmail.com>
Cheboygan, MI USA - Tuesday, October 14, 2003 1:49 PM CDT

Dear Janene, Craig, Joshua and Bethany,
I just read yesterday's update today. Janene, I did not realize that yesterday was the anniversary of your father's homegoing! What a tribute to him and also to our Heavenly Father! God is using all of you to encourage and strengthen so many of us! He has chosen you as beautiful vessels to Glorify Him! My prayer is that I would learn from you so that I too might glorify God in the trials and challenges I face or will face!
May God bless you as you continue to trust in Him!
"The LORD is good, a refuge in times of trouble.
He cares for those who trust in Him," Nahum 1:7

Lynda Gimple
Topeka, KS USA - Tuesday, October 14, 2003 11:48 AM CDT

We appreciate your updates, Janene. We are inspired by your faith - and we continue to pray for Joshua and for you, Craig, Bethany, and family.
Mark and Cherie Reimer <unklbuck@swbell.net>
Newton, KS USA - Tuesday, October 14, 2003 7:34 AM CDT

Janene, I just want to specifically let you know that you are being lifted up with the passing of your father. What a wonderful tribute to him in your update. Know you are being lifted up as an individual as well as a family as you continue to face difficult days. Know His grace is made perfect in weakness. You are all loved!
Mike Siebert <msiebert@cox.net>
- Tuesday, October 14, 2003 0:52 AM CDT

Craig, Janene, Bethany, and the little superman! Hey Joshua my prayers are with you and all of your family. May God bless you and protect all of you during this difficult time!
Kahle <Kahel99@aol.com>
Topeka, KS US - Monday, October 13, 2003 7:21 PM CDT

Hello Joshua, Bethany, Craig and Janene,
I am in awe of the faith you possess. You all are so brave and have such positive attitudes. I will be praying for all of you and keeping track of Joshua's progress. Joshua, you hang in there knowing that God has promised to be with you every step of the way. It would be a pleasure to meet such a brave young man!
Love in Christ Jesus, Sheryl
Sheryl Cozad <cozadrs@swbell.net>
Platte City, MO Platte - Monday, October 13, 2003 5:27 PM CDT

Dear Joshua,
I just wanted to let you know that I am praying extra hard for you now that you are going through a really rough time in your treatment. I also want you to know that I will be out of touch for the rest of this week at a camp in Oklahoma with my daughter's fifth grade class. They call it "outdoor learning" and it take the place of school for a week! So, I will be away from my computer and won't be able to keep up with how you're doing but I want you to know that no matter where I am, I will be praying for you, many times a day. Hang in there, little man! You are doing great!

Cathy Russell <cathy.russell@rsmi.com>
Dallas, TX - Monday, October 13, 2003 1:15 PM CDT

Dearest Joshua,
I just wanted to let you know you are my hero! You teach us grown-ups what is important in life! I am so proud of your Mom, Dad, and Bethany too. God is using your family in ways we could never learn on our own. I am humbled to be a part of your family. Galatians 5:22 list the fruits of
God's Spirit which is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, and self-control. Your Mom's updates and the guestbook entries are full of God's fruits that are available to all of us. I pray that everyone can experience these gifts in their lifetime, like you have in your five years, dear Joshua! I know the Lord has carved you in the palm of His hand! God's gentle blessings!
Love you all dearly,
Aunt Jany
Jany Riemer <oz78jkr@msn.com>
St. Charles, IL. USA - Monday, October 13, 2003 12:18 AM CDT

Good Morning!
I am hoping to hear that Joshua had an even better night than the last. He is such a sweet little guy. I pray everyday for his healing.

Father, I pray that You would pour out Your mercy and grace on Joshua during this time of sickness. Let Your power sustain him until healing comes to his life.

Love you guys!
Jamie

Jamie Trammell <jawie_20@yahoo.com>
Burlington, KS USA - Monday, October 13, 2003 9:24 AM CDT

We continue to watch Joshua's progress and our prayers are with you daily. You are an inspiration to all of us.
Floyd & JoAnn Nickel <flojonic@mtelco.net>
Newton, KS USA - Monday, October 13, 2003 8:47 AM CDT

Craig, Janene, Bethany, & Joshua,
Thanks for all the updates. They are great. Hoping Joshua is turning the corner to feeling better. Wish there was something we could do. Hope his counts start coming up. Praying for all you guys to come through this stronger, as your faith makes all of us stronger. I feel I am becoming stronger every day in my faith because of all of you. Thanks for everything you've done for me through all of this,
Love all of you very much, Mary Beth
Mary Beth Freerksen <marybeth_freerksen>
Waverly, Ks U.S.A - Sunday, October 12, 2003 7:49 PM CDT

Hello Joshua and family,

I received an email about Joshua from Amy Tucker, who received it from a friend of hers! I just wanted you to know that our family will be praying for each of you. I am a nurse at Children's Mercy in the Pediatric Intensive Care. I do understand (from a nurse's perspective) what you are going through. I pray that God will wrap his loving arms around each of you and that the GREAT HEALER HIMSELF will meet your every need. Make sure that you take care of yourselves (Dad and Mom)as you can be a much better helper for Joshua if YOU have had some rest too! :)
If you need anything please feel free to contact me!
We will pray for Joshua, Dad, Mom and sister too!

Love,

Melinda Lacy

Melinda Lacy <mlacy2@hotmail.com>
Olathe, KS 66062 - Sunday, October 12, 2003 7:08 PM CDT

Well hello Craig, Janene, Bethany, & Joshua. We check this website daily and keep you in our constant thoughts and prayers. Thanks for sharing your Faith and Hope with us (Isn't God's strength amazing?)... it's such an inspiration!!
We love you...Mark, Dedra, Alex, and Elijah <draines@usd345.com>
Topeka, KS - Sunday, October 12, 2003 4:26 PM CDT

Joshua, You and your parents are in our thoughts and our prayers.
Lynn Elafros <LElafros@cox.net>
- Sunday, October 12, 2003 3:33 PM CDT

Janene & family, this is Thanksgiving weekend in Canada and your update today gives us even more reason to be thankful and believe that "God is good ALL the time". We keep trusting Him together with you for the days ahead. Thanks for the updates and our prayers continue with each of you.
Mavis Reimer <greimer@escape.ca>
Winnipeg, Man. Canada - Sunday, October 12, 2003 2:51 PM CDT

Hello my hero family! I was just checking out the site, and it's great. Joshua, we'll never know just how many people are praying for you, but at least we know God is hearing each and every one of those prayers! I love you all and pray constantly for you and the witness you are every second.
Tisha Jones <tj52403@hotmail.com>
Topeka, KS - Sunday, October 12, 2003 2:36 PM CDT

Hi, Joshua. I am a former classmate of your Grandma Della in highschool and a roommate of her's at Grace in Omaha. We just want to tell you we have been praying for you since we learned of your illness. We will keep you and your family in our prayers.
Dora Ehmann <ehmannp@kneehill.com>
Three Hills, Alberta Canada - Sunday, October 12, 2003 11:40 AM CDT

Craig, Janene, Bethany, and Joshua: You are my hero family! What a living example you are of joy and thanksgiving in the middle of the deepest pain. My prayers continue to be with you. Joshua, I love you and your family.
Doris Manwarren <deann@alltel.net>
Dodge City, KS USA - Saturday, October 11, 2003 11:54 AM CDT

Hey guys, Just checked out your website. Kristi has spoken of it often and how neat it is. Just to let you know we are both praying for you. We ask Gods peace and comfort to surround you all.
Chris Classen
woodbury, mn usa - Saturday, October 11, 2003 11:37 AM CDT

Dear Joshua,

I knew your mom and dad when we were all in college together. I think you are strong and brave and I have been saying many prayers for you. What a blessing you have been to me lately! I have been in the hospital many times and I know that it isn't any fun. Hang in there and know that many people are thinking of you.
Lorraine Cannistra <lcannistra@yahoo.com>
Lawrence, Kansas USA - Saturday, October 11, 2003 11:34 AM CDT

Janene, we are in NJ and Jim just got me online so I could check on Joshua. I was hoping and praying so much that things would be going well for such a special little guy. So sorry he is having so much trouble. My heart goes out to him and you since only a parent knows the pain you can feel for a child who is sick. I don't seem to have the pager # with me but feel sure we are praying always. We love you,
Bob and Joan Speake
Topeka, KS USA - Saturday, October 11, 2003 8:29 AM CDT

Janene,
You are MY hero. You are just one awesome mom! Thanks for teaching us how to do it right. Tell Joshua we love him and are parying that he feels better very soon. He is a real trooper! :-)
Cathy Russell <russelldc@comcast.net>
Dallas, TX - Saturday, October 11, 2003 8:17 AM CDT

Good morning. I pray God's peace surround you all today.
I pray for healing in Joshua today. Thank you all for your constant awareness of Jesus in our lives and that you continue to encourage us all to follow after Him.

Marta B. <schmoob@cox.net>
Topeka, KS. - Saturday, October 11, 2003 6:29 AM CDT

Dear Joshua,
We are praying for you and are so sorry you are feeling so badly! Your Mommy told us that "you are her hero!"
That means she is very proud of you and how brave and loving you are. We hope tomorrow you will be feeling better!
Dr. Ken and Lynda Gimple
Topeka, KS USA - Friday, October 10, 2003 11:06 PM CDT

Hi, Joshua, I think you are a brave little boy. I am praying for you and your family. Many people in Salina Bible Church are praying, too.
Erma Norman <ermnorman@aol.com>
Salina, KS USA - Friday, October 10, 2003 10:57 PM CDT

Hi Joshua,
I want you to know how proud I am of how strong you are for yourself and your mommy and daddy. You help them too every day. I also wanted you to know that I have been praying for you every day for a long time now. Each time I read about you, it makes me feel stronger and closer to God. Thank you for showing me how to believe without fail. I wish I could be there to meet you and give you a big hug!
Love and God bless you,

Linda Geisler <lagsapna@aol.com>
Islamorada, FL USA - Friday, October 10, 2003 9:41 PM CDT

Hi little buddy! Keep hangin in there. Aunt Janene thanks for writing all the updates your doing a great job. It's really nice to hear from you everyday. Tell Bethany i'll be by the house sometime to see what she's selling! Take care and your in our prayers!
Elizabeth and Dave <e_freerksen@yahoo.com>
Waverly, Ks - Friday, October 10, 2003 8:17 PM CDT

Freerksen's-
I am so sorry to hear about little Joshua's night. I am hoping for him a better day today. Adam and I love you guys very much and are praying for Joshua every chance that we get.
Lord, look upon Joshua with eyes of mercy, may your healing hand rest upon him. May your lifegiving powers flow into every cell in his body and into the depths of his soul, cleansing, purifying, restoring him to wholeness. Give him the strength to fight yet another day.

Jamie Trammell <jawie_20@yahoo.com>
Burlington, KS USA - Friday, October 10, 2003 12:20 AM CDT

Hello there my little hero. I am a Police Officer who works at the Kansas Capitol. I know you through my church family and they have told me how great your family is. I have been reading e-mails that your mother has sent to people at K.N.C.S.B. and Kaw Valley Assc. You see I am the treasurer of my church (Northern Hills Baptist Church) and we give your Mommy and Daddy a little money each month. It makes me so happy when I get to read these e-mails to my Non-Christian co-workers. They are so excitied to hear what is going on in your life and it gives me the opportunity to share with them that God is the doctor that is in control. I wanted to write you and tell you that my family and I are praying for you and your family. You have been a brave little boy through all of this and it makes me happy to know that God has chosen you to touch others lives. Your Mommy is a great writer. We enjoy the e-mails that she writes and the feelings that are in each of them. Please continue to be that brave boy that shows the rest of us how to handle the little problems we think are so big.
Stephen L. Crumpler <booboo@ilovejesus.net>
Topeka, KS USA - Friday, October 10, 2003 11:58 AM CDT

Hi Joshua & Family!
My sister, Leesha, signed in a few days ago. I remember you were a little baby when I was playing basketball & volleyball at Calvary. I also remember you sister Bethany. I've been praying that God will make you better soon. I really like your website!
Lori Driskell
Peculiar, MO - Friday, October 10, 2003 10:05 AM CDT

I am praying for a better day today! My heart goes out to all of you.

Cathy Russell <cathy.russell@rsmi.com>
Dallas, TX - Friday, October 10, 2003 9:43 AM CDT

Our love and prayers surround you!
Merlin & Dee, Joshua, Jenesa, Josiah
Mt. Lake, MN USA - Friday, October 10, 2003 8:06 AM CDT

Craig, Janene, Bethany & Joshua:
My heart is aching for all of you...But I know God is in control...your faith and hope during this time inspires me more every day. I am praying faithfully for your family every day!! God Bless All of You!

Julie Estanol <JulieAEstanol@aol.com>
Topeka, KS USA - Friday, October 10, 2003 7:42 AM CDT

We are friends of Jenn and Loren. We will be praying for your family.
Tony, Angela, & Kaitlynn den Hoed <tony.den.hoed@volvo.com>
Metz Tessy, France - Friday, October 10, 2003 1:14 AM CDT

Thanks for keeping us updated, we continue praying for you all. May God give you peace and rest. You are an inspiration of faith and strength to all us. If there is anything you need I will do anything to help. May God watch over you. Love,Lisa Bohm
Lisa Bohm <mom2busy@prodigy.net>
Auburn, ks usa - Thursday, October 9, 2003 11:42 PM CDT

Josh, Craig, Janene, and Bethany,

I just wanted to drop my own little post on your guestbook and to let you know that I am thinking and praying for you all. Hang in there! I love you guys!
Laura Boeckmann <wuchick2002@hotmail.com>
Topeka, Ks usa - Thursday, October 9, 2003 6:31 PM CDT

Hello Freerksen family! We've never met, Janene, but the family of God has many intersecting and awesome circles; in this case, it began near Elbing, Kansas, and ended 5 miles away! I grew up near Countryside and live there now with my family. My daughter, Nicki Frerking, is very blessed by your work in Christian Challenge; your sister Jeanette told me about your ministry at Washburn a year ago when my stepson Clay was just starting at Calvary. My cancer-survivor Mom, 5-year-old daughter Abby, Nicki and I prayed for Joshua at the Relay for Life last spring and now Joshua's story has been placed on the prayer chain at Swiss Church in Whitewater. We'll keep praying for you, Joshua; the Great Physician is on the case!
Debby Tyson <karl@tysonrc.com>
Whitewater, KS - Thursday, October 9, 2003 4:20 PM CDT

Hello Joshua,

I've been keeping up with your progress because I manage all the prayer requests from KNCSB to the members of my church, The New Beginning Baptist in Topeka.

I send your information to everyone I know and I think you're a very smart, brave and faithful little boy. Until I saw your picture, I didn't know that you were so handsome, too.

You're doing a great job doing all the things your doctors tell you to, and getting all the treatments they want you to have. If you have a Children's Bible, maybe your mom can read 2 Corintians 1:3-7 to you and let you know how much your bravery has helped even old people like me learn to be even more brave and faithful. Just like the Bible says!

You're a 4-year-old hero!!

I know your mom said you liked Space Jam, make sure you watch Ice Age, too.

Take Care and God Bless,
Allyson
Allyson Garrett <MsAlly2u@yahoo.com>
Topeka, KS USA - Thursday, October 9, 2003 2:56 PM CDT

Hi Joshua,
I hope your day is going good today! I heard that you have been watching "Space Jam" that was one of my favorite movies to watch. I have been thinkin' about you, take care little guy!!!! Tell Bethany and your mom and dad hi for me. Love you guys!!!
Elizabeth Freerksen <e_freerksen@yahoo.com>
Waverly, KS - Thursday, October 9, 2003 2:12 PM CDT

I wanted you to know how wonderful it has been to pray for Joshua and see the miracle that is taking place. I have a grandson that is your son's age so this story has touched my heart in special way. I have been praying for the grandparents also. Sometimes we don't think of them during these trying times so please let them know that I have been praying for them also. Thank you for being such a strong Christian witness for those around you. How inspirational you've been. You've reminded me that even in the midst of our trials, there are those out in the world that are worse off than we are and need the Lord.
God bless you and your family. Know that there are many praying for.
In His love,
Peggy McEwen

Peggy McEwen <Peggysue66053@yahoo.com>
Louisburg, KS USA - Thursday, October 9, 2003 1:37 PM CDT

Bethany, this is Caity's grandma. I want to thank you for being such a good friend to my Caity. I've had a close friend most of my life and I know how important a friend can be. God has given you to each other to love and spend time with. And aren't we thankful.
Phylis Brucker <brylis1@msn.com>
Topeka, KS SN - Thursday, October 9, 2003 12:14 AM CDT

Dear Janene,
I received Joshua's website this morning through an
e-mail that Carol Schrag sent, but had no idea at first
that YOU were little Joshua's mom as I didn't recognize
your last name and didn't see any of the photos at first.
I was very touched by your journal, though, and started to
sign this guestbook earlier to let you know that our family wants to be praying, too, but it didn't go through for some
reason. In the meantime, I " clicked" onto the photo
section and was shocked to see YOU as it took everything to a personal level!!!! I didn't have any
clue as to what all you've been facing these past 7 months and I want you to know that our famlily will definitely be praying for yours and for little Joshua on a regular basis!! Your testimony is truly amazing through all of this and I want to encourage you to "Keep on Keeping On" for HIM as it will be worth it all!!!!!

In His Grip,
Amy for the Tuckers
Jonathan, Amy, Tyler & Tanner Tucker <thetuckers4@earthlink.net>
Newton, KS Harvey - Thursday, October 9, 2003 10:12 AM CDT

Dear Joshua,
We are glad you had a good night! We keep praying for you!
Tell your Mommy that I am taking Marsha, Sarah and Jonathan out for Marsha's birthday today. I wish your Mommy and you could go, too! When you get better we will all go out for a BIG celebration! Tell your Mommy that little Kendra is much better and her medical test was OK! We love you!

Dr. Ken and Lynda Gimple
Topeka, KS USA - Thursday, October 9, 2003 10:07 AM CDT

Hi, Joshua!
Hope you have a great day!! We are all still praying hard for you. My family and I will be coming to Topeka in November for Thanksgiving and I hope to be able to meet you in person!! I have a son who is 13 and a daughter who is 10 and they would love to come play with you. They like to play with kids your age because they have a cousin named Harrison who is 5 and they LOVE to play with him!!
Take care, and know that God loves you and so do we!!

Cathy Russell <cathy.russell@rsmi.com>
Dallas, TX - Thursday, October 9, 2003 9:51 AM CDT

DearJoshua, you will get a late birthday card from us but we wanted you to know we were thanking God for you on the REAL biirthday!! Glad you had fun at Chuckie Cheese's and you will again when this is all over.We will write from NJ. Love your web site! Love, prayers, hugs for all of you!!Trusting Him, Bob and Joan
Bob and Joan Speake
Topeka, KS USA - Wednesday, October 8, 2003 11:42 PM CDT

Dear Josh, Happy 5th Birthday! A verse came to my mind as I thought of you today! "Before I was born, the Lord called me; from my birth he has made mention of my name....See, I have engraved you on the palms of MY hands, your walls are ever before ME!" Don't you suppose that Jesus is seeing every little blood cell as it goes into your body. How we're praying that it will start growing new and many healty cells very soon! We love you so very much, and we want you, your mom and dad and Bethany to know of HOW PRICELESS you all are -- especially to JESUS!!!
Carol and Dale Schrag <dcschrag@southwind.net>
Newton, Ks USA - Wednesday, October 8, 2003 11:32 PM CDT

Seeing this web site and update info, personalized it by putting a face with the name. The reality of his youth really struck me, as well as God's presence in all things. It is God who is our strength and keeps this child and all of us. God I thank You for Your love, Your grace and mercy to allow us to even take the first breath of life and every breath there after. I praise You Lord. To God be the glory for all things great and small.
Doris C. Buckner
KS - Wednesday, October 8, 2003 10:37 PM CDT

Hello,
I just love your web-page Joshua. I am praying for you and your family because I know what it's like to have a monster cancer 2 x's. Jesus will see you through. May the Lord give you His strength and blanket you in His peace.
Chickie Williams
St. Paul, MN USA - Wednesday, October 8, 2003 9:35 PM CDT

Hey Joshua!
Adam and I were just on here getting the latest update....thought that we would say, "Hello." We love you a lot and hope that you have a good night.
Take Care and God Bless
Jamie and Adam
Jamie and Adam
- Wednesday, October 8, 2003 9:31 PM CDT

Hi Janene-I have been keeping up with your situation with Pastor Frank's e-mail updates. It is awesome to sense the strength God is giving to you and the family. Exodus 14:13-Then Moses told the people, "Don't be afraid. Just stand where you are and watch the Lord rescue you.....14: The Lord himself will fight for you. "
May you "Be still and Know that I am God." Ruth Miller

Ruth Miller <rrmiller@southwind.com>
Newton, KS USA - Wednesday, October 8, 2003 9:28 PM CDT

Hey guys! We just wanted to let you know that we are praying for you and thinking of you. Lots of Love, LLC Room 212
Candi, Megan, Shay, and Cara <carasaki@hotmail.com>
Topeka, KS USA - Wednesday, October 8, 2003 7:52 PM CDT

Craig, Janene, Bethany and Joshua
Just want to let you know that you are very special to us. We are praying for you. Hope you start feeling better real soon Josh. Love you all.
Uncle Lyndon and Aunt Arlene <arlyn@carrollsweb.com>
Newton, KS USA - Wednesday, October 8, 2003 4:57 PM CDT

We are praying for you.
Heath & Cara Marrs
- Wednesday, October 8, 2003 1:45 PM CDT

Dear Craig and Janene,
We found your web page today, and Uncle Marlin wants you to know how much Joshua and Bethany and the two of you are on our minds.
We stoped by Uncle Don's when we were in Meade to go to the bank, and Don said that you two are holding yourselves in God's love much better than he thinks he could if it were his grandson Andy. We older ones are so proud of your faith, and have seen it grow. I think your faith is being refined in the fire, and you are proving to be precious metal. Much love from Uncle Marlin and Bethel.
Marlin and Bethel Classen
Dodge City, KS United States of America - Wednesday, October 8, 2003 1:25 PM CDT

Hi Joshua. I have kept up with your treatment through friends of mine who know you. You are a real hero!! I just had a stem cell transplant in January and I am doing great. It was hard work, but well worth the struggle. I did a lot of powerful vision work in my thoughts. I saw my veins as rivers of bright light with medicine that would help me lead the cancer cells to drink the bright water. Cancer cells are very selfish and they take without giving back, so I graciously encouraged then to drink the medicine in my veins and they would die. God and I would invite the cancer cells to drink from the water. I would vision the parting of the red sea or Noah and the boat and Jesus walking on water. The visions were very powerful for me. when I received my sister's cell I invisioned the rebuilding of the city after the storm. Everybody in my body work together as a team, which is what God wants us all to do. I looked for ways or situations that I could control, because cancer sometimes leaves us feeling out of control. During treatment, someone is poking you with this needle or that, taking your blood pressure, your temp. or whatever. I could control my thoughts and my reactions. I decided to be very positive and I made treatment my best friend!! I added candles to my room to help with the smells,(I could not burn them) lots of funny pictures or posters. Think positive and please know that many peolpe all around the world are praying for you. I hope to meet you some day soon. Your hair will grow back!!
Sheri Keller <kskeller@cox.net>
Topeka, KS USA - Wednesday, October 8, 2003 9:59 AM CDT

Hi, Joshua! I wanted to let you know you're in my prayers and in my heart everyday. I put you on our prayer chain at church (Willow Bend)and everyone is saying prayers for you. I would love to see you when I go up to Kansas in Nov. Please keep in touch with us. I love hearing about your progress. Take care. In his Grip, Michelle Hollomon (Fred and Pat Hollomon's Daughter in-law)
Michelle Hollomon <hollomon4@comcast.net>
Frisco, Tx. Collin - Wednesday, October 8, 2003 8:38 AM CDT

We're from Calvary Bible College and keep up with Joshua's progress through Jeanette.
Stan & Irene Derksen
Kansas City, MO - Wednesday, October 8, 2003 6:41 AM CDT

Hey you guys, Ric Barron your mighty warrior in the faith is standing in the gap for you. I truly love you Craig, Janene, Betheny, & Joshua just as our Lord loves you!
Ric Barron <p638@cox.net>
Topeka, KS USA - Wednesday, October 8, 2003 5:33 AM CDT

Happy Birthday Joshua!!

You are constantly in my thoughts and prayers. God's glory will shine through all.
chad <dagwood010203@yahoo.com>
topeka, ks - Tuesday, October 7, 2003 11:34 PM CDT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOSHUA!!
You really are a special little guy. You have probably done more growing in these 5 years than most people do in a lifetime. I hope you know how many lives you have touched. I pray that everything goes as planned tomorrow. I will be thinking about you.
Take Care and God Bless.
Love Jamie
Jamie Trammell <jawie_20@yahoo.com>
Burlington, KS Coffey - Tuesday, October 7, 2003 10:54 PM CDT

Dear Craig, Janene, Bethany, and Joshua,

I am so encouraged that you have sure confidence that our GOD is faithful--in good times and in bad alike. I love you all, and wish Joshie a very very happy birthday!!
Carrie Nielson <skigirl_66409@yahoo.com>
Berryton, KS USA - Tuesday, October 7, 2003 10:21 PM CDT

Happy Birthday Joshua!!! I love you very much. Can't wait to see you!!
Elizabeth Freerksen <e_freerksen@yahoo.com>
Waverly , KS - Tuesday, October 7, 2003 9:33 PM CDT

To Joshua,
Hey little buddy Happy Birthday I hope everthing is getting better for you. I love so much I hope and pray that your transplant goes very smooth and you get to come home soon. Jamie and I had fun @ your birthday party last Saturday. I hope you enjoyed your Fire Truck's and Helicopter. I was wanting to come see you tomorrow but I have to go see the doctor tomorrow. Maybe I can see you either Friday or maybe even Sunday depending on tomorrow. I love You very much take care I will see you soon. May God be with in you r time of need and throughout your journey. Love Ya your Cous.
Adam Freerksen <fire_dog_723@yahoo.com>
Burlington, Kansas - Tuesday, October 7, 2003 8:55 PM CDT

Happy Birthday Joshua!! We are glad we were able to stop by Saturday and visit you. We can't wait to see you again and next time Braden and Jen can build bigger stacks of blocks for you to knock down!
Les, Michelle, Courtney and Braden Decker <lesdecker@kcnet.com>
Olathe, KS USA - Tuesday, October 7, 2003 8:37 PM CDT

Happy Birthday, Joshua! My name is Becky and I am also a new friend of yours that thinks about you everyday and prays for you everyday. I have a grandson named Harrison who is 5 too! I hope that the next time we are in Topeka visiting my Dad (Fred Hollomon) that we can bring Harrison and come see you so the two of you can play! There are lots of people in Dallas, Texas that are praying for you and your family! We all wish you a HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
Becky Morrison
Dallas, TX - Tuesday, October 7, 2003 4:09 PM CDT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOSHUA!!!
WOW YOU'RE 5. Seems like yesterday you were just a little baby. You have grown into such a great little boy. Loving everyone along the way, as we love you. I think you are the only one in the family that likes to have their picture taken. And for someone who loves to take pictures that is Great.
Happy Birthday and love you lots!!
Aunt Mary
Mary Beth Freerksen <marybeth_freerksen@yahoo.com>
Waverly, Ks U.S. A. - Tuesday, October 7, 2003 3:18 PM CDT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, JOSHUA!! Craig, Janene, Bethany and Joshua, I was reading in Jeremiah yesterday and read a familiar verse (29:11) and thought of you. God has a plan for you and your family...plans to prosper you and NOT to harm you, plans to give you a HOPE and a FUTURE! That is a promise. I pray that as these plans unfold, you will experience the FULLNESS of HIS love rain down on your lives. Love to you, and know that many people in Arkansas are praying for you.
Renee Decker
Siloam Springs, AR Benton - Tuesday, October 7, 2003 11:51 AM CDT

Josh, I'm a friend of your mommy and daddy's. Just wanted you to know I'm praying for you.
Rebecca Thompson
- Tuesday, October 7, 2003 11:28 AM CDT

Hi Joshua,
Your Picture with Chucky Cheese was too cute! It looks like you had a terrific time. I'm a friend of your Dad's. I have worked with him for several years now, keeping him up all night. If you have another night like last night, you will be keeping him in good shape for the next all nighter in Jan or Feb. Enjoy playing games with your dad...let him win every once in a while! Know you are being prayed for!

Mike Siebert <mike@topekayfc.org>
Topeka, KS USA - Tuesday, October 7, 2003 10:25 AM CDT

My sister, Lori, and I are praying for you! Lori played basketball with Aunt Jeanette as her coach! She's also friends with Miss Carrie (who sends us updates about you).
We pray that God will give you the strength that you need and that this yucky Cancer will go away. You are a precious little boy who is loved by many! And here's something really neat...You and I are Birthday twins! My 28th birthday is today, so I celebrate with you! Keep smiling!!
To Craig & Janene & Bethany...we send our love and prayers to you, too!!! Your witness to others is great, we pray that it will continue as well.
God bless you all!

Leesha Driskell <tonystewartfan75@aol.com>
Peculiar, MO United States - Tuesday, October 7, 2003 9:35 AM CDT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, JOSHUA!! YOU ARE 5!! THAT IS SO AWESOME! HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT DAY.
LOVE,
ONE OF YOUR MANY NEW FRIENDS, (and daughter of Fred Hollomon)..

Cathy Russell
Dallas, TX - Tuesday, October 7, 2003 9:31 AM CDT

Joshua, you are a precious gift from God. I have been reading about your plight through the emails your mom has written, forwarded to me by a member of my church, Blue River Bible Church.

I am grateful that He has provided doctors and nurses, as well as a loving family, to care for you in this time of trial. I will continue to pray for you and your family. Keep up the good fight.

Charles Stiles <clsii@juno.com>
Grandview, MO USA - Tuesday, October 7, 2003 9:18 AM CDT

Joshua and Family,
You are constantly in our prayers. Your e-mail updates have been an inspiration. Your families faith is a constant reminder of how God works in our lives. We pray for strength for all, healing, and especially for continued blessings. Although one day may be rough...remember His mercies are new every morning.

Love and Prayers,
Ken, Marie, and Tera

PS HAPPY 5TH BIRTHDAY JOSHUA!!
Ken and Marie Carlat...and Tera Thompson
Wakarusa, KS USA - Monday, October 6, 2003 10:16 PM CDT

Janene, Craig, Bethany, and Joshua -
I am soooo excited about the website. I think that it is a great thing to have. I have been praying for your family everyday since Adam and I met. My family and friends have a prayer chain going for little Joshua throughout the states.
I ran across a poem the other day that I would like to share with you:

What Cancer Cannot Do
Cancer is so very limited -
It cannot cripple love
It cannot shatter hope
It cannot corode faith
It cannot destroy peace
It cannot kill friendships
It cannot suppress memories
It cannot silence courage
It cannot invade the soul
It cannot steal eternal life
It cannot conquer the spirit
- Unknown Author -

I want you to know that you are in my thoughts and prayers each and every day. I wish Joshua a speedy recovery from this round of treatment and may God continue to give him the strength to fight.
God Bless you all
Love - Jamie

Jamie Trammell <Jawie_20@yahoo.com>
Burlington, KS Coffey - Monday, October 6, 2003 9:51 PM CDT

Craig, Janenne, Bethany and Joshua,
You are such a precious family and we love you very much. You are in our thoughts and prayers many times throughout the day. Every night at bedtime, I update the kids on what is going on with you. They are so eager and quick to take you to the Lord in prayer. You have ministered to us through your many e-mails and now this wonderful web site. We are so thankful that you are never alone and that God is right there with you and will meet your every need.
Love and prayers,
Susan
Susan Ladenburger <selad925@aol.com>
Topeka, Ks Shawnee - Monday, October 6, 2003 8:12 PM CDT

Hi Bethany
i miss you i hope you like school

Love Brittany
Brittany Powell/ Josh's sister <www.caringbridge.org/page/josh>
Knoxville, TN U.S.A. - Monday, October 6, 2003 3:55 PM CDT

Joshua is in our prayers daily. May God give him the strength and courage to fight this disease. Also May God give strength, courage, and answers to his family.
Patrick and Heather Vincent
Topeka, Ks USA - Monday, October 6, 2003 2:57 PM CDT

Hi Joshua,

My name is Mike Oldham. I work with your Aunt Jeanette at Calvary Bible College. Your Aunt Jeanette obviously loves you very much. Even more important than that is God loves you very much. You are a very special person and I pray that you will get well soon.
Mike Oldham
Independence, MO USA - Monday, October 6, 2003 2:08 PM CDT

HI Joshua,
We pray for you every day. We saw your picture with Chuck-E-Cheese and my little 2 year old girl asked is that superman when she saw your picture. I said yes he is!!! We love you! matt,Lisa,Robbie,Jack,Josiah,& Annalise Bohm
Lisa Bohm <mom2busy@prodigy.net>
Auburn, ks usa - Monday, October 6, 2003 11:57 AM CDT

You are in our prayers here at Calvary Bible College & Seminary. Psalm 27:13-14
Sandy Smith
Kansas City, MO USA - Monday, October 6, 2003 10:59 AM CDT

God bless you guys. Your faith is amazing and your treasure awaits you in heaven. Nothing can ever separate you from God's love!!! We continue to pray fervently for you.

Joshua, you are a brave young man and God loves you with all His heart.
Chuck and Sandy Stones
Topeka, - Monday, October 6, 2003 10:25 AM CDT

Hi, Josh.
I'm a friend of your Aunt Jeanette at Calvary Bible College. We pray for you often at 8:00 a.m. prayer meeting. I also pray for you at other times. It's great to see your picture--now I can see your face when I pray for your name. I'm glad that God sees and knows all about you even before we pray for you. My prayer is that God will make you better real soon and that you will not have bad side effects from all your treatments.
Mary Jean Spry
Raymore, MO - Monday, October 6, 2003 10:16 AM CDT

Craig and Janene - We are praying for you and Joshua here at GMU. Jan and I are specially mindful of Kristi and Scott as they feel the distance from you right now. This morning I read, "They are abundantly satisfied with the fulness of Your house, and You give them drink from the river of Your pleasures." (Psalm 36:8)These were David's words in the midst of difficutl trials. Count on our prayers.
Don & Jan Clements <donjanclements@gmu.org>
Kansas City, MO USA - Monday, October 6, 2003 9:05 AM CDT

Dear Janene, Craig, Joshua and Bethany - I have not known your family very long, but I feel so blessed to have my life cross paths with yours. The strength, courage and love you all show in your walk with the Lord is truly an inspiration. Joshua and your entire family remain in my prayers.
Roxie <RMS3110@aol.com>
Topeka, KS USA - Monday, October 6, 2003 8:56 AM CDT

"Hi Joshua" it's Liz, i've been thinkin' about you. Hope you liked your Cranky, for your Thomas the Train set. Take care and i love you little guy! Dave also says "HI". We can't wait to see you and Bethany!!
Elizabeth Freerksen <e_freerksen@yahoo.com>
Waverly , KS - Sunday, October 5, 2003 10:42 PM CDT

Dear Joshua and Family,
I think about you all the time and just wanted you to know that you are in my thoughts and I am praying for you! I know that God has a plan! You are a great inspiration to me and my family. Joshua,I hope you get feeling better, and I know you are the bravest boy I've ever met! Get well soon!
Much love and best wishes:)
Paige Ladenburger
Topeka, KS USA - Sunday, October 5, 2003 8:58 PM CDT

God help Joshua!!! Your friend Marley
Freerksen Family--
We pray for each of you everyday. Not a meal or bedtime prayer goes by without Marley asking God to help Joshua. Our Sunday School class (kindergarten kids--Challim, Taylor, Andrew, Jonathan and Marley) prays for you every Sunday. We're looking forward to seeing Joshua back in church real soon!! In God's Love
Chris, Beth, Zachary, Marley & Eli Alexander <mommybee324@msn.com>
Topeka, KS USA - Sunday, October 5, 2003 8:08 PM CDT

Dearest Freerksons, It is most uplifting to read your guestbook entries from people all over the country. Your stalwart faith has encouraged so many of us in our walk with Christ. The four of you have such faith and beautiful countenance - such a blessing and testimony for Jesus! I praise God for the privilege of knowing you. Love Signie
Signie Darling
- Sunday, October 5, 2003 2:21 PM CDT

Dear Sweet Joshua,
I have been praying for your Daddy since he was a small boy. I was delighted when he married your Mommy. It was neat seeing God's love shine through their lives. Excitement came when Bethany and you were born. Jesus has always been the growing focus in your lives.

In Isaiah 11:6 it says, "and a little child shall lead them....". I have learned so much from Bethany and you!
Bethany once told me that "gosh" was almost a bad word. In June while visiting you in the hospital, you said the best grown-up prayer before your lunch! "God bless Mommy and Daddy and Bethany......God please take away my cancer......Thank you for my food.......AMEN!!!!!"

I was grateful to spend time with you in N.Y. You taught a good friend of mine that it isn't hard to say, "I Love You" (she hadn't been able to say that to anyone.....now she does!!). I loved the way you greeted me with, "Aunt Jany........I Love You!" and a big hug! That unconditional love and acceptance is what we are all looking for in this life! God's grace is all around you dear Joshua! You and your family are in my heart and prayers forever!

GOD'S GENTLE BLESSINGS TO ALL OF YOU!!

Love,
Aunt Jany

Jany Riemer <oz78jkr@msn.com>
St. Charles, IL. USA - Sunday, October 5, 2003 12:22 AM CDT

Hello Joshua! You are such a trooper! This next week may get tough so I am going to do some extra praying for you. I am hoping that you will break all the records and go home soon!! With love, Debbie, Thom and Matthew

Debbie Hume <hume@thegrid.net>
Cayucos, CA USA - Sunday, October 5, 2003 7:25 AM CDT

Hello, Joshua, we got mom's e-mail and pictures of your Chuck E Cheese celebration. That was one good looking young man with Chuck and your friend, Jonathan. And mommy looked really good too. You are such a brave young friend and our love and prayers are with you every day. We love you very much!
Warren & Wren Samuel
Wren Samuel <warwren1@juno. com>
Topeka,, KS USA - Saturday, October 4, 2003 8:36 PM CDT

Dear Josh, I've been friends with your G'ma Della since we were little girls. It makes us sad to hear about you being sick but we want you to know that there are people praying for you and your whole family here in Canada. We look forward to the day when you'll be ALL better.
Mavis Reimer <greimer@escape.ca>
Winnipeg, Man. Canada - Saturday, October 4, 2003 7:00 PM CDT

Hi Josh,
My whole class at school is praying for you, along with Chris and I. You are so brave and cute too!! The kids were so excited to see a picture of you a Chuckee Cheese. They didn't know Kansas had those restraunts. Love your cousins, Chris and Kristi
Chris and Kristi Classen <ckclassen@aol.com>
Woodbury, MN US - Saturday, October 4, 2003 5:49 PM CDT

Hi Joshua,

We are Sarah and Jonathan Barnell's grandma and grandpa. We wanted to let you know that we think of you many times each day and every time you come into our thoughts, we whisper a prayer to God for you and your precious family. We hope we can visit you sometime when we come to Topeka to visit our family there.

You are a very special, very brave little boy. God bless you, Joshua.

Ken and Carol Lutes
Ken and Carol Lutes <crllut9@netzero.com>
Independence, MO USA - Saturday, October 4, 2003 2:41 PM CDT

Just to let you know that I have been praying for you even though I have never met you. I am good friends with Dale & Carol Schrag who shared with me about your cancer. I have a soft spot in my heart for 4 year olds as that is the age I teach in Sunday School at our church. I'm praying that you will one day soon be able to do all the things you want to do and not have to worry about the cancer. May the Lord bless you and give you strengh.

Jo Ann Beetem <joann@maranathacamp.org>
Maxwell, NE USA - Saturday, October 4, 2003 10:59 AM CDT

Hi Joshua,
I am praying for you. I am in a Bible study at Grace church in Lawrence, KS.
Molly Ozonoff <mozonoff@yahoo.com>
Lawrence, KS USA - Saturday, October 4, 2003 10:43 AM CDT

Dear Craig, Janene, Bethany and Joshua......
You continue to be in our hearts and on our minds every day.
Our prayer is a selfish one ...."God's will be done...but
please God ......."
This web site is a fantastic idea ....
love to you all
your Uncle Don and Judy

Don and Judy Classen
Meade, Ks USA - Saturday, October 4, 2003 7:16 AM CDT

Joshua~ you are such a handsome young man and you have been in our prayers since we heard about your fight against cancer from Jen and Loren Decker,(friends of ours from college). To whom it may concern...We thank you for keeping us updated on Josh's journey through this website...it is so neat! Josh has touched our lives through his fight against cancer! Josh, you hang in there and I would love to meet you someday. You are a brave 4 year old, and I would love for you to teach my 3 year old boy how to be so brave!! Hang in there...we love you and feel we already know you! You are in our prayers!
Carmen and Ryan Nelson <cnelson@sio.midco.net>
Sioux Falls, SD - Friday, October 3, 2003 10:35 PM CDT

hi freerksens,

glad to see you got a site up. i made a caring bridge page for josie back in january but never used it enough to let people know about it. so glad that so many people have visited this site and left wonder words of hope for you guys. your updates are always full of thanks and glory to God, period. that is so uplifting to read. it is very, very hard at times but God always proves himself doesn't he? thinking of and praying for you all,
shawn martin and family <familyman5@earthlink.net>
- Friday, October 3, 2003 10:08 PM CDT

HI JOSH,
I HOPE YOU REMEMBER ME. I THINK OF YOU ALL OF THE TIME AND I MISS YOUR BRIGTHT, LOVING SMILE. I MISS THE WAY YOU SAY "HI, KRIS'. YESTERDAY I FELL DOWN AND BROKE MY ARM. I HAD TO GO TO THE HOSPITAL AND HAVE A PICTURE OF MY ARM TAKEN. I DON'T FEEL TOO GOOD SO I HAVE TO GO TO BED AND SLEEP. I HOPE I SEE YOU SOON. ELLEN SAYS "HI". your friend, kris
kristine brees
kc, mo - Friday, October 3, 2003 9:24 PM CDT

Craig, Janene, Bethany,& Joshua,
So good to talk to Joshua & Janene on the phone this afternoon. Joshua gives me great strengthen as he takes everything in stride. You all are a great blessing to our family. You are in our thoughts and prayers every minute of every day. The web site is great. We love you very much.
Aunt Mary
Mary Beth Freerksen <marybeth_freerksen@yahoo.com>
Waverly, Kansas United States - Friday, October 3, 2003 4:11 PM CDT

What a beautiful family you have!! Each of you are an inspiration to me! Your faith is amazing, and I know that God is smiling down on you all! Continue to look up for your comfort and strength, He will provide it! You are constantly in my prayers- I love you all!!!
Alicia Stones
Topeka, KS Shawnee - Friday, October 3, 2003 2:51 PM CDT

Dear Craig, Janene & Joshua,
I am a friend of your Aunt Jany at Island Community Church in the Keys. Ever since hearing about Joshua, I have been praying for all of you. Your faith is an inspiration to all and brings glory to our Heavenly Father. God bless you!
Margo Arnold <m1ki16@aol.com>
Islamorada, FL USA - Friday, October 3, 2003 1:21 PM CDT

So glad to hear from you. I will check your page frequently. I am constantly praying for you, and you have no idea how many people I see on a daily basis ask me about Joshua...they are praying too.
Miss you tons! And love you all!
Laura Sidlinger <lsidlinger@aol.com>
Topeka, KS USA - Friday, October 3, 2003 10:28 AM CDT

Janene & Craig,

We are all praying for Joshua and keeping Topeka informed of the progress along the way. May God continue to give all of you the strength you need. "The JOY of the LORD is your STRENGTH" Neh. 8:10.

KBUZ 90.3 FM
Bob Faulkner & Karyn M. Shay <kbuz@kbuz.org>
Topeka, KS USA - Friday, October 3, 2003 10:14 AM CDT

I just want you to know I will pray for Joshua and for your family. Joshua's smile is priceless.
Jane Taylor <Janeistweety@webtv.net>
Garland, TX USA - Friday, October 3, 2003 9:46 AM CDT

Hello my name is Cindy Womack, I am friends with Jen & Loren Decker. I can't say I know how you feel, however my little brother was born with 6 major heart defects, has undergone 5 open heart surgeries, and was not supposed to live past 2 days. He is 16, junior in High School, and a blessing to everyone he meets. Please, Keep the faith. May the Lord overwhelm you with his love and strength. Your sweet family are in my prayers. Cindy
Cindy Womack <cwomack@mkec.com>
Wichita, KS USA - Friday, October 3, 2003 9:37 AM CDT

I wanted you all to know my thoughts and prayers are with you. And I think Joshua is the strongest boy I have ever seen! My heart goes out to you all! Stay strong and faithful. Love and God Bless, Melanie Fox
Melanie Fox <mfox@kbhome.com>
Dallas, TX US - Friday, October 3, 2003 9:36 AM CDT

Your family has been special to me and my family for many years. We pray for all of you daily and when you come to our minds throughout the day. Your conviction. determination and strength have been and inspiratioin to all of us. I know that God will grant the desires of your heart. XOXOXO
Dick Owen <bdowen@cox.net>
Topeka, Ks Shawnee - Friday, October 3, 2003 9:22 AM CDT

Dear Janene,
I continue to pray daily for you and your family. Although we've never met I feel like I know you and consider you all dear friends!! Your emails have been a great source of encouragement and inspiration for me as a parent and as a Christian. Thank you for your constant reminders that God is in control and holds our children in His hands.
Cathy Russell <cathy.russell@rsmi.com>
Dallas, TX - Friday, October 3, 2003 9:09 AM CDT

Sorrow looks back, worry looks around, but faith looks up. These words gave me much comfort in these trying times. I continue to pray for your wonderful family daily and am blessed to have you as my friends. In Christ.
Jocelyne Shideler <jshideler@cox.net>
Topeka, KS USA - Friday, October 3, 2003 9:05 AM CDT

Dear Craig, Janene, Bethany & Joshua -
You are in our thoughts and prayers daily. We continue to interecede for Joshua's health and we thank God for the gift of his life to your family! We also especially lift Bethany -- we pray for inner joy, a peace that passes understanding for her.
Loren & Jen Decker <doubledecker@netzero.net>
Olathe, KS USA - Friday, October 3, 2003 8:56 AM CDT

You are all in my prayers every morning as I drive to work. Your e-mail updates are an inspiration to me. God loves you very much.
Phylis Brucker <bruckerp@snh450.k12.ks.us>
Topeka, KS SH - Friday, October 3, 2003 8:56 AM CDT

Craig and family,
Your family has been a source of strength and faith to mine. I thank God everyday that our paths and lives have crossed and that we're lucky enough to call you friends.
I know God will bless you and keep you everyday.
Aaron, Christina, Spencer, and Caitlyn
Topeka, KS - Friday, October 3, 2003 8:52 AM CDT

Craig, Janene, JOSHUA, and Bethany
Know that you are in the prayers of many at TBC, we have been following your JOURNEY with great concern, and admiration for your spirit.
Hank Nelson <hnelson@topekabiblechurch.org>
Topeka, - Friday, October 3, 2003 8:48 AM CDT

Your dedication to the Lord is an inspiration to my walk. Thank you.
Kevin Litscher
Topeka, KS USA - Friday, October 3, 2003 8:37 AM CDT

i continue to pray. Your faith is truly inspiring to me.
Bill Wilkins <wilkins@osprey.net>
Emporia, KS USA - Friday, October 3, 2003 7:03 AM CDT

Craig and Janeene, Please know that we are praying for Joshua and Bethany and know that your continued faith in our God is encouraging others every day. Our God is an awesome God. AMEN!!
Marta
USA - Friday, October 3, 2003 6:30 AM CDT

May the God of all comfort guard your hearts and guide your steps. With love and hope in Christ,

Jeanette Banicki
CA - Friday, October 3, 2003 2:02 AM CDT

Lord, prepare me to be a sanctuary pure and holy, tried and true...with thanksgiving I'll be a living sanctuary for YOU! Oh, Craig and Janene, how this is our prayer for you today and in the coming weeks and months. We are bathing you (even though Josh doesn't like his baths) in daily, sometimes hourly prayer...prayer for strength, safety, wisdom, guidance, perseverance, and above all that this trial will bring GLORY to the RISEN SAVIOR!!! May you be HIS LIVING sanctuary today! WE LOVE YOU SO VERY MUCH!!!
Dale and Carol Schrag <dcschrag@southwind.net>
Newton, KS USA - Thursday, October 2, 2003 11:37 PM CDT

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