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John, Claudia & girls:
Life is precious....and so are you!
We'll be right in there fighting with you all the way so hang in there!
Love, Sharon & Clair

Sharon Miller <millers@directcon.net>
Placerville, Ca El Dorado - Wednesday, December 9, 2009 10:23 PM CST
Yeah!!!!!! Mickey, Donald, Goofy, and Minnie are so LUCKY to have Carson come and visit them!!! Take LOTS of pictures and have loads of fun for us!!!
Tara Lafferty <rtclafferty@charter.net>
Rockford, MI - Monday, September 8, 2008 12:31 AM CDT
Thank you for updating your site.
Carolyn Wing grandma to Laura Stage IV neuroblastoma carepages.com page name LauraVDB <carolyn_wing@yahoo.com>
Carson City, MI - Wednesday, August 27, 2008 10:52 AM CDT
I hope everything is going well. We pray he stays Cancer Free Forever. God Bless You Family
linda Kemper <dlkemper@psci.net>
Holland, In usa - Sunday, January 27, 2008 10:48 AM CST
Keeping you in my thoughts during the Holiday season and in my prayer's always.

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Brenda MY CHRISTMAS ANGEL <brenda@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta/Canada, - Monday, December 10, 2007 12:09 AM CST
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Just wanting to stop by and let you know that I'm thinking of you and praying for you and your family always.Sorry it's been awhile since I was here last.Just doesn't seem to be anytime lately.But your always on my mind and in my prayer's.
Brenda

Brenda MY LOVING DAD <brurka@shaw.ca>
Edmonton,Alberta/Canada, - Thursday, October 11, 2007 1:36 PM CDT
Carson, your parents signed our son's website www.cadenwhite.com after finding out that our son Caden has neuroblastoma stage 4H. Excellent job beating this bad, bad desease. We are just starting to understand all you have gone through, and think that you must be very, very strong. We pray that you will never have to deal with this ever again. Maybe you and Caden and get together to meet eachother sometime, since we are also in Lawrence. God bless, Darin, Shannon, Noel & Caden White.
Darin & Shannon White <balm.org@gmail.com>
Lawrence, Ks USA - Wednesday, July 4, 2007 7:46 PM CDT
Hadn't checked in for awhile and was so thrilled to read of Carson's news! You guys have been through alot and are so much stronger for it! You are AMAZING people!
Shannon Achilles <mshannon76@yahoo.com>
Rochester, MN USA - Friday, February 9, 2007 10:32 PM CST
Hi Carson and Family
My name is Jenna and I came across Carson's site. Wow, Carson is so brave, at a very young age. He is an inspiration to all. www.caringbridge.org/canada/jenna

Jenna <fighter_smiley@yahoo.ca>
Kamloops, BC Canada - Saturday, January 27, 2007 6:35 PM CST
I'm SO happy to read that Carson is done with all of those crummy scans! And that he did those last ones with such bravery. I'm 18 and I think I'd freak out with all of that going on! I think the new glasses are adorable on him!

So sad to hear you won't be writing anymore. I don't visit TOO often, to do like to read occasional updates. But I suppose there does come a time. Carson has BEAT this beast!!

KIDS CANCER CRUSADE

Jennifer <kidscancercrusade@yahoo.com>
- Friday, January 5, 2007 7:05 PM CST
Thank you so much for the update on Carson. The picture is
beautiful. I will sare it with the rest of the girls in
Phi Beta Psi. Please keep in touch. Thanks again.

Linda Allen Phi Beta Psi Sorority <linda451@cox.net>
Salilna, Ks. Ks. USA - Friday, December 29, 2006 10:22 PM CST
Terrific news that we were all praying for. Carson, you have been blessed and have been an inspiration to us all. Wishing you a lifetime of happiness and good health. ~ Trula
Trula Harris <tharris@sctcu.kscoxmail.com>
Salina, KS USA - Thursday, December 28, 2006 4:46 PM CST
Carson -- what an inspiration you are! We are so proud and happy for you. Your story gives us great hope -- hope that Lane will be right where you are with NO neuroblastoma in a few years! Congratulations! We have truly enjoyed getting to know you and your family. Thanks for spending time with us at the hospital the last time Lane had chemo. You did such a great job on an empty tummy and with out a nap. We enjoyed seeing you and hope to see you again real soon! You are amazing!
Todd, Kara, Lakin and Lane Cunningham <kara.cunningham@ottawa.edu>
Baldwin City, KS United States - Thursday, December 21, 2006 6:53 PM CST
Congratulations Carson! I am so glad to hear of your excellent checkup. You have been in our prayers.
Diane Myer <dianemyer@juno.com>
Lawrence, KS USA - Wednesday, December 20, 2006 5:11 PM CST
Miracles do happen and prayers are answered. We are so happy for your family.
Ckara Stithem <jstithem@sbcglobal.net>
Salina, KS Saline - Friday, December 15, 2006 9:00 PM CST
Wonderful, wonderful news. Hope to see you this summer. I want to give Carson a big hug!
denise heckel <deniseheckel@hotmail.com>
cape may, nj - Friday, December 15, 2006 6:58 PM CST
Wow! You blew me away this evening, Carson! What a wonderful Christmas present for you and all of those that love you so much! I am so happy, miracles do happen and prayers are answered! Thank you, Carson. You will always be my hero. I am signing off of your website, but it must not be goodbye. You and your Mom and Dad will always be very special to us. With love and hugs from Deanna and Chuck
Deanna Morgan <dnmorgan_43@hotmail.com>
Salina, KS United States - Friday, December 15, 2006 4:46 PM CST
YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Way to go Carson! You are such a big boy going through all of that AND you are potty trained like a big boy!!! Way to go!!!! You are my super hero.

Have a Merry Christams. You just received you best present EVER!
Love, Tara, Ryan and Carson Lafferty

Tara Lafferty <rtclafferty@comcast.net>
Mishawaka, IN - Friday, December 15, 2006 12:26 AM CST
Praise the Lord! What a long journey with the most awesome results. It is truly a testimony to love and prayer. Hugs to you all. Our love - Russ & Kathy
Kathy & Russ Pierce <kikadoodlecat@yahoo.com>
Salina, KS 67401 - Friday, December 15, 2006 11:03 AM CST
Hooray! Hooray! Carson we are so proud of you & so happy that you're all done!! You are a BRAVE little boy! Your Mom & Dad have been so brave in facing all of this too! Have a very Merry Christmas little guy!!
Kelsey, Matt, Jonathan, & Spencer Elliott <kelseyielliott@yahoo.com>
Houston, TX USA - Friday, December 15, 2006 10:56 AM CST
Just checking in, and discovered some great new photos! Carson, you are sure growing up. Hope you and your family have a blessed Thanksgiving and that your checkups in December turn out fine. ~ Trula
Trula Harris <tharris@sctcu.kscoxmail.com>
Salina, KS USA - Thursday, November 16, 2006 11:54 AM CST
Carson, thank you for inviting us to your house. We really enjoyed meeting you and your family. Your journey gives more hope for Lane. Love, Lane, Lakin, Kara and Todd Cunningham
Lane Cunningham <kara.cunningham@ottawa.edu>
Baldwin City, KS United States - Saturday, October 7, 2006 12:11 AM CDT
Dearest Carson, I don't know which of you look the most proud, you or your Daddy...what a big fish you caught there! It looks like you are living up to the reputation of the Toews' guys and their love for fishing! It is a wonderful picture of you and your Daddy with your first fish, definitely in need of framing! Chuck and I enjoyed seeing how much you have grown and getting the chance to visit with you when you were in Salina last week. Not only are you so very handsome, but so smart, too! Thank your Mommy and Daddy for getting these wonderful new pictures on your website...they are so good! P. S. Your little girlfriend is sure pretty, too! Hugs and kisses from Chuck and Deanna
Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
Salina, KS United States - Friday, August 4, 2006 10:42 AM CDT
Wow! I just checked Carson's site for the first time in a long time and I can't believe how big he is. What a cutie! I think of you all often and I'm so happy Carson is doing well.
Jillian Pettus (Sherwood), former RN on 4 Henson <jillianpettus@gmail.com>
Fayetteville, AR - Tuesday, August 1, 2006 8:31 PM CDT
To my dear little hero, who is growing up so fast! How brave you are! You showed up most "grown ups" during your scans in June. I can hear your Daddy telling you not to drink that special juice, but you knew what was right for you and showed them what you could do. Even a yucky drink is better than the nose tube, right? I am so proud of you, and thrilled with your results! What a wonderful Christmas we all have to look forward to, as you finish your last round of scans! I will look forward to more good news from the ophthalmologist the end of August. I bet Mommy is not looking forward to going back to school. She will miss her buddy during the day! I look forward to getting to see you later this month if you have time when visiting your Grandparents in Salina. With our hugs and kisses...Deanna and Chuck
Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
Salina, KS United States - Tuesday, July 18, 2006 10:29 AM CDT
Absolutely love the new cover picture! Carson is growing into a fine young man. And I absolutely enjoyed hearing the good news about the most recent checkup. Yes time heals all wounds and it is amazing what their young minds forget--but also what they remember--about all of the earlier tests and pokes. So happy that things are going well for all of you! You are always in my thoughts and prayers.
Trula Harris <tharris@sctcu.kscoxmail.com>
Salina, KS USA - Monday, July 10, 2006 4:56 PM CDT
Congratulations on your great check-up!
Kim Apt Beckham <kimapt@cox.net>
Victoria , TX USA - Monday, July 10, 2006 1:51 PM CDT
Dearest Carson, I love your new pictures! You are growing so tall and more handsome every day! (If that is possible!) I am looking forward to good news after your June checkup at Children's Mercy. I expect you will let those doctors know exactly how you feel about all those scans this time, honey! But those scans are what you and your Mommy and Daddy have to go through to be sure that nasty cancer stuff is staying away! Keep being brave, little guy....Love you much, Deanna
Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
Salina, KS United States - Monday, May 22, 2006 2:34 PM CDT
Awesome pics, Carson! And we hope you are already yelling Go Chiefs!! Love to all and Happy Mother's Day, Kristi!
Kathy & Russ Pierce <kikadoodlecat@yahoo.com>
Salina, KS 67401 - Saturday, May 13, 2006 9:31 PM CDT
Great new pictures and I am glad things are continuing to go well for all of you. Happy Springtime! ~ Trula
Trula Harris <tharris@sctcu.kscoxmail.com>
Salina, KS USA - Friday, May 12, 2006 10:19 AM CDT
Happy Easter! So glad to hear you are doing great!!
Chad , Dawn, and the girls <Chiefbiteme2001@cox.net>
- Saturday, April 15, 2006 6:50 PM CDT
Happy Easter, Sweet Carson! And what wonderful news your Mommy has posted to your website! You are so far ahead of our other little 2-year old friend! We are still working on new words to her single word sentences! Such a miracle boy to have you so healthy and wise! You enjoy your 2-year old independence, honey! Have a fun week-end...maybe you will even see the Easter Bunny! Sometime when you are in Salina this summer ask you Mommy if you can come over and swim with us! We would love to have you come and play....Love you always, Deanna and Chuck
Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
Salina, KS United States - Friday, April 14, 2006 3:38 PM CDT
Happy 2nd Birthday Carson! Celebrate heartily! I am so happy that you and your parents are able to live a normal life right now. Enjoy. ~ Trula
Trula Harris <tharris@sctcu.kscoxmail.com>
Salina, KS USA - Tuesday, March 21, 2006 11:20 AM CST
Happy "2 Years Old" Birthday, Carson!! You are an awesome little boy. Hugs and love,
Russ & Kathy Pierce <kikadoodlecat@yahoo.com>
Salina, KS USA - Tuesday, March 21, 2006 9:37 AM CST
Happy Birthday, Carson! 2 Years Big! You are truly a miracle boy, honey, and will always be my hero. Enjoy those "2's", and give your Mommy and Daddy the challenges that only a healthy, smart, and happy 2 year old can provide! We love you always....Deanna and Chuck Morgan
Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
Salina, KS United States - Tuesday, March 21, 2006 8:11 AM CST
Happy Valentine's Day (just 1 day late!), little Cowboy! It was a beautiful day yesterday and I know you got lots of Valentines. Our best Valentine this year is knowing how well you are and getting to enjoy all the joys of being a beautiful little boy! Have fun, Sweetheart! Love you, Deanna
Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
Salina, KS United States - Wednesday, February 15, 2006 10:36 AM CST
Happy Valentines Day!

Hope you have a wonderful day!
Chad and Dawn

Chad <myzoe1@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, February 14, 2006 12:50 AM CST
My Dearest little Hero, what wonderful news this morning regarding your x-ray and bone scan! I was a bit late in getting into your website and finding such special news...but your Mommy certainly made my day today! Now you and your Mommy and Daddy can have a wonderful, fun several months with no scans. And by the time June comes around, you will really be able to tell those doctors what you think of them! I know you and your family have enjoyed this wonderful weather this January (we won't talk about the KU/K-State game this week-end)....so until I get to see you again, have fun and stay healthy! Love you, honey...Deanna
Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
Salina, KS United States - Monday, January 16, 2006 8:56 AM CST
Hooray! What a great start to the New Year!!
Bear & Kim Apt Beckham <kimapt@cox.net>
Victoria, TX USA - Friday, January 6, 2006 7:56 PM CST
Praise the Lord...great news!!! A wonderful start to a new year.
Kathy & Russ Pierce <kikadoodlecat@yahoo.com>
Salina, KS 67401 - Thursday, January 5, 2006 12:38 AM CST
Glad to hear that everything is going well and that there will be no need for further tests for six months. Spreading out the time between office visits and tests is always a good sign that things are going well. Here's wishing you all a Happy and Healthy New Year for 2006! ~Trula
Trula Harris <tharris@sctcu.kscoxmail.com>
Salina, KS USA - Thursday, January 5, 2006 9:12 AM CST
Dearest Carson, Matt and Kristi....MERRY CHRISTMAS AND THE HAPPIEST OF NEW YEARS FOR EACH OF YOU! Carson, your red cowboy hat is the greatest, isn't it! Looking at these new pictures help me to have faith that all further tests will only verify how healthy you are now, little cowboy! Thank you for the beautiful new family picture...it will go up in my office after the holidays. Our love to you this beautiful holiday, Deanna and Chuck
Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
Salina, KS United States - Friday, December 23, 2005 10:24 AM CST
Matt, Kristi, and Carson - we just know that everything will be just fine with the further tests. If the oncologist isn't worried, then you shouldn't either...but, it is a natural thing for parents to worry. Carson is just the picture of health...everything will be fine. God's peace and love be with you this Christmas season and always....
Kathy & Russ Pierce <kikadoodlecat@yahoo.com>
Salina, Ks 67401 - Wednesday, December 21, 2005 1:39 PM CST
Dearest Carson, give your Mommy a big hug for the wonderful update she sent to all of your fans! Such a special little guy you are...and so smart! I was so relieved to hear the results, I think. I know it is wonderful that the tumor markers are good and CT is normal, but there is always that "but" that is scary. You are so fortunate to have such a smart Mommy and Daddy...it sounds logical that the MMR vaccination could have had an effect on the MIBG, but we will all rest easier when the X-ray and bone scans are done and rule out any new problems. I guess you just like to add a little suspense to our Christmas, right? I like to believe that the season of miracles will continue to let my littlest hero sail through all the follow up tests with flying colors! And if I am especially lucky, I will get to see you soon..........Love you much, little "cowboy"! Deanna
Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
Salina, KS United States - Wednesday, December 21, 2005 1:07 PM CST
Dearest Carson.....Wow! What a handsome cowboy you are! I love your new picture, "Cowboy Carson"....I look forward to seeing you over the holidays if you have some time to drop by.......our love always, Deanna and Chuck
Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
Salina, KS United States - Tuesday, December 20, 2005 3:39 PM CST
Good luck with your tests today and tomorrow. We'll all be anxiously waiting for your results and are expecting the best! ~Trula
Trula Harris <tharris@sctcu.kscoxmail.com>
Salina, KS USA - Tuesday, December 13, 2005 1:46 PM CST
Dearest Carson, I am thinking of you today, and wishing you were on your way to visit Santa instead of that hospital and more scans! You will be telling them what you think of it, too, I am sure! But when I think of how far you have come from one year ago; and how important it is to keep on top of your progress, I know we have to be grateful that you have such wonderful doctors and nurses with equipment to ensure your health. And what a lucky little boy to have a Daddy that understands the technology and your Mommy that has taught you such advanced communication skills! Your scan technicians may have second thoughts about those communication skills today, but that is okay, honey....you let them know what you think of it, anyway! I will be waiting anxiously for the results, and praying for continuing good news for my favorite little hero. Christmas is a time of miracles, and your spirit, intelligence and vitality is the most wonderful of miracles for all of us who are fortunate enough to know and love you!
We look forward to hearing from you through your Mommy and Daddy soon....with our love and prayers always, Deanna and Chuck

Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
Salina, KS United States - Tuesday, December 13, 2005 8:46 AM CST
Happy Thanksgiving!! :)
Chad, Dawn and Girls

Pierce <myzoe1@yahoo.com>
- Friday, November 25, 2005 10:43 PM CST
Happy Thanksgiving, Carson! We have so much to be thankful for this Thanksgiving...as you continue to grow and be healthy! You and your Daddy are having a good football season...now for some KU basketball! I think of you often during this holiday season....you enjoy that turkey and mashed potatoes tomorrow, honey! Then on to Santa Claus and more excitement! Have fun, and give your Mommy and Daddy extra big hugs from me. Hugs and kisses from one of your biggest fans, little hero. Deanna
Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
Salina, KS United States - Wednesday, November 23, 2005 10:03 AM CST
I am glad to hear that Carson continues to do well!!

Linda York (danielandryansmom) <yorklinda@yahoo.com>
Overland Park, KS - Monday, October 24, 2005 3:55 PM CDT
Dearest Carson, what awesome news! And what a big boy you are getting to be...and so handsome! You have such good taste in your choice for sweatsuits, honey...KU all the way! Smart too, aren't you! I bet you do give your doctors and nurses a time when they have to do more scans. But it is so important that they keep on top of it; and they do know that you have more fun things to do! I know you are enjoying this beautiful football weather with your Dad. I have been thinking of you as it gets closer to Halloween. You will have a lot more fun this year (and so will Mommy and Daddy!) Tell Mommy and Daddy thank you for the wonderful new pictures. I love the ones of you in the pumpkin patch, and it was neat to get to see you with your Dr. Max....I will look forward to hearing more good news in December, Carson. You and your family have a fantastic Thanksgiving...your fan club has special thanks this year ...for your good health and continued successful tests!
Love and hugs from Deanna

Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
Salina, KS United States - Monday, October 24, 2005 2:39 PM CDT
Carson is such an encouragement to us! Our son, Cort, was diagnosed with 4S neuroblastoma back in December '04 and is nearing the end of his treatment. It's wonderful to see Carson doing so well!

Laura
www.caringbridge.org/visit/cortanthony

Laura Anthony
Grapevine, TX - Thursday, October 20, 2005 4:47 PM CDT
Awesome news again. Praise the Lord. And what a cute picture!! Hugs to all...
Kathy & Russ Pierce <kikadoodlecat@yahoo.com>
Salina, Ks 67401 - Tuesday, October 18, 2005 7:27 PM CDT
Love the new pictures and the continual good news. You know the best thing about Carson's whole ordeal is that he won't remember much of it! Terra remembers very little about her childhood illness, but her mom and dad sure do! Take care of yourselves. ~Trula
Trula Harris <tharris@sctcu.kscoxmail.com>
Saline, KS USA - Tuesday, October 18, 2005 10:20 AM CDT
My goodness how time flies! I am so happy to hear that everything continues to go well for Carson. Keep up the good reports and each check-up becomes more and more of a non-issue. Thinking of you always . . . ~Trula
Trula Harris <tharris@sctcu.kscoxmail.com>
Salina, KS USA - Friday, September 16, 2005 9:23 AM CDT
Carson, i am so glad that you are doing so well
and you are so cute says my daughter Onika. Hugs
www.caringbridge.org/mi/onikachamberlain

Rebecca Chamberlain <ycub@yahoo.com>
Lansing, MI - Friday, September 2, 2005 8:05 PM CDT
Little Carson, we thought about you all day yesterday. What a long ways you've come in just one year! We are so thankful that God has healed you! I know you're keeping your mommy & daddy very busy these days with all kinds of joyful toddler things. You & Jonathan would be such great friends since you both love cars & trucks so much! Tell your mommy to bring you to Texas soon for a visit!

Sending our praises to God for you & our love!

Kelsey, Matt, Jonathan & Baby Elliott <kelseyielliott@yahoo.com>
Houston, TX - Wednesday, August 24, 2005 9:26 AM CDT
WOW - I can't believe how much Carson has grown and look at all of that beautiful blonde hair! I know it is hard to imagine that this time last year you were imagining that any of this could be possible but I am so happy that it is for both of us. Keep up the good work, Carson looks great! Take care.
Tiffany (Isabella's mom) <tiffany@pelagopromo.com>
Atlanta, GA USA - Tuesday, August 23, 2005 7:25 PM CDT
Dearest Carson, Kristi and Matthew, today is the lst anniversary of the day that changed your lives in ways you will never forget. Kristi and Matthew, you have found strength and love beyond your greatest dreams. Little Carson, you have become a hero to hundreds of fans who have come to know and love you....letting us become a part of your life as we try to provide our support and prayers. And the awesome results! The success of your treatments and the handsome, healthy little boy that we all get to enjoy through your website and pictures...tell your story better than I can try to put into words. As we celebrate today, for Carson's incredible recovery, we also know that this day will never be forgotten for the overwhelming fear of the unknown a year ago....be so proud of yourself, Carson, and your Mommy and Daddy. You are a beautiful, awesome family! Thank you for letting us share your year and renew our faith. With our love and prayers forever, Deanna and Chuck Morgan
Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
Salina, KS United States - Tuesday, August 23, 2005 7:44 AM CDT
Carson and family!

I just stopped in to check on you all! I hope Carson is growing like a weed and feeling wonderful! A year ago today, your lives were forever changed by the dreaded news of Carson having NB. For me, the date of diagnosis is still a struggle. I catch myself looking at the clock and remembering what Madelyn (and our family) was going through at that particular time. I am sure the diagnosis date will never be just a regular day. Please know that I am thinking of you all today! I will continue to keep Carson and your family close to my thoughts and prayers! I love all the pictures of him! He is SOOO precious!! (((Sending big hugs!)))

Connie, Bob, Allie and Madelyn (www.caringbridge.org/mn/missmadelyn) <Roco595@aol.com>
St. Cloud, MN - Tuesday, August 23, 2005 6:33 AM CDT
Hi guys! Could this possibly be the same child we met on 4 Henson at only 5 mos of age? He looks fantastic!!! And those speech and language skills...WOW!!! I'm not suprised one bit!!! We're so happy his test results have came back looking good and that he won't have to endure anything invasive for a well. He's absolutely precious, truly a miracle. Hugs to each of you. Ellie will be a "big sister" in tne next 3 weeks! Wish us luck!!!!!
Ronda Lawson and family <krselawson@yahoo.com>
Carl Junction , MO USA - Thursday, August 11, 2005 6:20 AM CDT
Hey Guys...

So glad to hear everything is going so well. I love the pictures..He's quite the handsome little guy!:)

Chad Pierce <myzoe1@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, August 10, 2005 3:11 PM CDT
Terrific new pictures! Carson is looking extremely healthy and is quite a handsome young man! So happy to hear the good news about the reports and less frequent tests and doctor visits. Enjoy yourselves between visits, and those visits will become more pleasant with more and more of them continuing to bring good news! Thank you for sharing the pictures, the updates, and your lives with all of us. We continue to "pull" for you and are leading the cheering section! ~Trula
Trula Harris <tharris@sctcu.kscoxmail.com>
Salina, KS USA - Thursday, August 4, 2005 4:29 PM CDT
Hey, guys! Was just on the net and felt an urge to check Carson's site. What wonderful news!! Carson is our own little miracle boy!! Proof that prayer is powerful! So glad to hear that he continues to have a clean bill of health!
How fun that he is walking! See, Kristi...I told you he'd get the hang of it. Watch out Mom and Dad....you'll be on your toes now! Walking AND talking! Whew! We STILL need to get Carson and Olivia together! I know that Liv will think Carson is REALLY cute!
I'm still getting sad to think of Kristi not coming back to Ottawa! It just won't be the same without you. BUT I wish you lots of luck in your new position. It will be an exciting time for you.
Keep in touch, guys! Hugs to Carson!

Shelly Todd <KSL1987@Carrollsweb.com>
Baldwin City, KS - Tuesday, August 2, 2005 11:45 PM CDT
Carson, you have grown so much! Such a handsome, healthy little guy. I was so anxious to see pictures of you at the Lake, and they are great! Isn't it fun to be walking...actually, it looks like you are running! You will really keep your Mommy and Daddy busy, now! (And those doctors and nurses, too...). It is such a blessing and miracle that your tests have all come back GOOD! I know you won't miss having to see doctors and nurses so often, and each time you will be able to verbalize exactly what you have been trying to tell them since you were 5 months old. August 23, 2005 will be a day of grateful prayers from all of your fans. School will be starting, and you and your family have earned the time to enjoy living the hectic, but fun life of a young family. I will keep in touch, Carson. Give your Mommy and Daddy an extra hug from me today. With hugs and blow kisses always, Deanna
Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
Salina, KS United States - Tuesday, August 2, 2005 11:04 AM CDT
Dearest Carson, I expect you will be getting home from your vacation soon, with lots of fish stories! You couldn't be one of the "Toews guys" without a few fish stories. I was so pleased that your Dad sent me the article from the Lawrence Journal "spotlighting" my little hero! It was a wonderful article, with neat pictures of you and your Mommy and Daddy. Thank you for sharing it with me! You are getting so many fans that we should have our own "Carson Livestrong" bracelet! Enjoy the end of your special summer...I will check in later for updates and pictures. Thinking of you...with hugs and blow kisses, Deanna
Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
Salina, k United States - Friday, July 29, 2005 10:40 AM CDT
Just checking in to see how things are going for Carson. Glad that things are going well for all of you, and hope that you have a wonderful vacation. I'll keep in touch and remember that no news is good news! ~ Trula
Trula Harris <tharris@sctcu.kscoxmail.com>
Salina, KS USA - Tuesday, July 26, 2005 2:49 PM CDT
Dearest Carson, what fun you and Mommy and Daddy are having this week! The Lake of the Ozarks has always been a favorite vacation spot for my family, too....your Daddy will be teaching you to fish, and Mommy will be teaching you to swim! I was thrilled to hear that the CT scan was good...and will be looking forward to more good news as you continue to pass those tests to prove that your cancer is gone forever! Oh yes, please tell Mommy and Daddy that pictures of you at the Lake would be fun! I hope you catch your first fish and show your Daddy and Uncles just what a real fisherman you are! Love you much, Deanna

Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
Salina, KS United States - Monday, July 25, 2005 7:53 AM CDT
Carson, just a note to let you know I have been thinking of you this week. More scans on Tuesday and Wednesday! I hope everything went smoothly and on schedule (as much as possible for these hospitals!). After all, you have much better things to do than sit around waiting on those doctors, right! We are looking forward to more good news...stay cool this week-end. Swimming may be the sport of choice this week! Love you much, Deanna
Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
Salina, KS United States - Friday, July 22, 2005 7:32 AM CDT
Dearest Carson, such wonderful news to start the new week! With another bone scan looking good, as well as your HVA and VMA levels....we can really believe that you and your Mommy and Daddy are going to be able to enjoy your second year as the healthy little boy you deserve to be! And what fun! We will never take the blessing of your good health lightly....I will look forward to more good news after your CT and MIBG scans this week. Love you much...with hugs and blow kisses, Deanna
Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
Salina, KS United States - Monday, July 18, 2005 9:01 AM CDT
Jake is also doing very well.. Here is his website... You Son is beautiful!!
http://www2.caringbridge.org/co/jacobtylercohen/

The Cohen Family

dave@specialtyenterprises.com <dave@specialtyenterprises.com>
Wesminster, Co Usa - Sunday, July 17, 2005 10:02 PM CDT
Dearest Carson, I was so late getting to our "Relay for Life" last Friday that I didn't get to see you and your Mommy. I walked around the track and did pick out two of your luminaries with your wonderful pictures on them! It would have been so awesome to get to see my little hero there in person, though....such a special event! Next year I will know more about it and we can "run" the track together! (I will try to keep up with you....) The one year anniversary of your diagnosis is coming up next month. You and your Mommy and Daddy have been so brave ....with so many achievements...that we will definitely be celebrating your special life and many fun and healthy years ahead! I will be looking forward to more good news later this month on your "scans"! Love you much, honey...hugs and "blow kisses" from Deanna
Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
Salina, KS United States - Friday, July 15, 2005 12:40 AM CDT
I'm so glad to read Carson is doing well. We think of him often.
Matt, Betsy and Luke Bunker
Spring Hill, KS - Tuesday, July 12, 2005 3:59 PM CDT
Dearest Carson, I was thinking of you today and was happy to see a new update on your website. Congratulations on the great oncology appointment Tuesday! How appropriate to receive such good news as we celebrate for you tonight with the "Relay for Life" in Salina! I will be looking forward to more good news after your radiology scans later this month. I enjoyed hearing about your new words and those all important first steps! You will be running soon and your Mommy and Daddy won't be able to keep up with you. Have a great week-end honey, and keep enjoying a fun summer with your family. Love you, Deanna
Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
Salina, KS United States - Friday, July 8, 2005 2:02 PM CDT
Thanks for the update. I am happy for Carson that all his tests are coming out so well, and that the tests are spreading further apart. Sounds as if he is building quite a vocabulary. Enjoy the rest of your summer! ~Trula
Trula Harris <tharris@sctcu.kscoxmail.com>
Salina, KS USA - Thursday, July 7, 2005 4:46 PM CDT
Thank you so much for signing Lily's guestbook. Their stories are so similar, it's crazy! I was reading through your journals, and realized that the first day you went home from the hospital is the day we went in (September 3)!! How weird is that!
Carson is such a cute little boy! I'm glad he is moving around so good that you no longer have physical therapy! What a blessing that must be! It's nice feeling like your life is getting back to "normal" a little bit!
I hope we can keep in touch! It sounds like we have a lot in common!
www.caringbridge.com/mn/lilysmiracle

Tanya, Jason and Lily Hoven <greyblade1@hotmail.com>
Brooklyn Center, MN - Thursday, July 7, 2005 4:34 PM CDT
Carson,

I love your new pictures! Especially with you swimming! I had to remember to look for your scar...you can barely even see it!? So how are you going to attract the ladies now? I guess with your charming good looks and smile.

Hope you are enjoying your summer with mommy and helping her plant in the garden. Remind her that grubs and worms have protein and it is okay if you eat them!

Love, Tara

Tara Lafferty <tara_seaotters@hotmail.com>
Syracuse, NY United States - Tuesday, July 5, 2005 7:14 PM CDT
Dearest Carson, your new pictures are awesome! It looks like you and Avery are the best of friends! Isn't it great to be able to play with your cousins and get to enjoy real hugs and kisses! I thought about you last night on the 4th of July and knew you and your Mommy and Daddy would be enjoying the fantastic celebration of your cancer free days! I plan to get to Salina's "Relay for Life" this Friday in confirmation of our gratefulness for our little hero's SURVIVAL and healthy future. Love you much and think of you so often....Deanna P.S. Tell your Mommy that I get onto your website now to enjoy your pictures....even the old ones brighten my day!
Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
Salina, KS United States - Tuesday, July 5, 2005 3:57 PM CDT
Happy Independence Day, Carson! Celebrate your "independence" from the chemotherapy and have fun with Mom and Dad. Thinking of you often. ~ Trula
Trula Harris <tharris@sctcu.kscoxmail.com>
Salina, KS USA - Thursday, June 30, 2005 11:42 AM CDT
G'day,
I've just been directed to your page and will be back again to read some more history.
I would like to ask if you would like Carson added to my Neuroblastoma Awareness Page.
You can check it out here NB kids
Best wishes
Colleen - Kaitlyn's mum

www.caringbridge.org/ne/kaitlyn

Colleen <dunnomuch@westnet.com.au>
Beverley, WA Australia - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 7:53 AM CDT
Love the new pictures! ~Trula
Trula Harris <tharris@sctcu.kscoxmail.com>
Salina, KS USA - Monday, June 27, 2005 11:04 AM CDT
Carson continues to get cuter and cuter every day! It's one of those things that you think could never happen -- he's as cute as he could ever be, but tomorrow you realize somehow he can. Just so long as he's only kissing cousins for now -- watch out for the ladies as he grows up! Wow! It was great to see you guys last month. I am only working on the weeknds, so I'm sad to say it will be awhile before I see you again! I still think of you often and am so happy to hear good news with each new post! I hope you are enjoying your summer months of freedom! One last thought -- I think Carson has moved up -- he's too big for the Gerber baby -- how about the Gerber graduate?
Lindsay King <Frogger511@hotmail.com>
Lee's Summit, MO USA - Wednesday, June 22, 2005 11:58 PM CDT
Dearest Carson, I just had to place a note in your guestbook for you to read as you get older concerning your website for the "Relay for Life" campaign in your honor this month! I am not sure who created it for you, but it is beautiful! The perfect picure was chosen to show everyone visiting your site what a special "survivor" you are. There is not a one of "Carson's Fans" who will be able to resist honoring you in your effort to help other children. You and your Mommy and Daddy have fought this disease so heroically the past year, you are a perfect success poster for other young families just beginning their fight! You had already surpassed your donation goal when I keyed into your website! Congratulations, my "hero" has done it again....We are so proud! Love you much, Deanna
Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
Salina, KS United States - Wednesday, June 22, 2005 8:37 AM CDT
You're right...no news is absolutely good news as far as illness goes. But it is great to hear how wonderfully Carson is doing (but we could tell that from our visit on Memorial weekend)....great pictures, too. He is adorable. Love to you all...
Kathy & Russ pierce <kikadoodlecat@yahoo.com>
Salina, KS USA - Thursday, June 16, 2005 10:08 AM CDT
Dearest Carson, Such awesome news! It is super that your Mommy will take the time to keep your fans updated...even as you are doing so well! I didn't know it was possible, but you get more handsome everyday. Mommy and Daddy will have to fight off the little girls so that you can have some peace! Your pictures are beautiful.....I notice that you are already sharing graham crackers with a little girl friend. I must admit, that with all of the cancer scare, I forgot about the hypothyroidism. What special news that you are beating that scare off too! Your Grandma Toews let me know about your participating in "Relay for Life" this year....and there will definitely be a donation from Chuck and me in celebration of our little hero's fight against Neuroblastoma! We feel so honored to be able to share this fight with you, even in such a small way. You have a fun, wonderful celebration of summer this year with your Mommy and Daddy, Carson. We love you, Deanna and Chuck
Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
SALINA, KS United States - Thursday, June 16, 2005 8:03 AM CDT
Such happy news! I am delighted for all of you. Yes, it has been a long time since you updated your website and I've been checking in regularly; but I assumed that "no news is good news." I am envious that Carson can use sign language. How smart you are to teach him that skill at such a young age. They say that young children also learn other languages well at the early stages of their life. Enjoy yourselves and continue to have a "healthy" summer! ~Trula
Trula Harris <tharris@sctcu.kscoxmail.com>
Salina, KS USA - Tuesday, June 14, 2005 4:08 PM CDT
Hi Kristi and Family,
I'm just checking in on Carson's site and hope no news is good news! I hope you are enjoying the beginning of a wonderful summer together. I thought I'd give you the web address for my school custodian's grandson, Gunner. He was just diagnosed with leukemia and is undergoing treatment at Children's Mercy. Take care and all of my good wishes for Carson's health.

http://www2.caringbridge.org/ks/gunner/

Laura Blevins <blevinsl@usd428.org>
Great Bend, KS USA - Saturday, June 11, 2005 5:40 PM CDT
Hey, guys!!! I'm so glad to hear that everything is getting back to normal for all of you. Enjoy watching Carson grow, as it happens so quickly!!! Found this link and thought it might hit home for you. Thinking of you often...

http://www.thesurvivormovie.com

Shannon Achilles <mshannon76@yahoo.com>
Rochester, MN USA - Thursday, June 9, 2005 1:31 PM CDT
Kristi: After seeing your mom and dad and brother and his fiance at the Rolling Hills Zoo last weekend, your mom sent a request to Randy for a donation for Relay for Life. He then forwarded it to me. I had no idea that your mom and son both had cancer. I read every entry on Carson's website. What a brave boy! And such a cutie! You and Matt are very special to have endured that roller coaster ride. My thoughts and prayers are with you for continued progress.
Patti Bertrand
Minneapolis, KS USA - Friday, June 3, 2005 9:15 PM CDT
Dearest Carson, What a special day Saturday was, to get to meet you in person and see your very special Mommy and Daddy again! You are even more handsome than your pictures ...and such a sweetheart! Chuck and I loved being able to play ball with you and get acquainted well enough that you felt you could send us a "blow kiss" before you had to leave. You are standing up so well and ready to take that "step of faith" on your own before very long. Next time we see you I expect you will be able to chase Daisy everywhere. And we were so impressed with your "signing"! You have such a smart Mommy to teach you this neat communication....anyway, I want you to be able to read about our first visit when you are a little older and know that you will always definitely be my hero; and your biggest fan! Thank you, and your Mommy and Daddy, for sharing a part of your Memorial Day week-end with us. Seeing you looking so healthy and happy meant the world to us. Hugs and "blow kisses" from Deanna and Chuck
Deanna Morgan <dnmorgan_43@hotmail.com>
Salina, KS United States - Tuesday, May 31, 2005 6:18 PM CDT
It has been a long time since I have been online but I am so happy to hear the good news about Carson's scans. I hope he feels better soon from the virus. We continue to pray for you guys. Take Care!
Tiffany Chapman (Isabella's mom) <tiffany@pelagopromo.com>
Atlanta, GA USA - Tuesday, May 17, 2005 8:56 PM CDT
Glad to hear all the good news--no pneumonia, no more isolation--and hope that the virus is soon to end it's ugliness with Carson! Happy Mother's Day Kristi! I am sure Matt and Carson will help make it a very special day for you! Always ~ Trula
Trula Harris <tharris@sctcu.kscoxmail.com>
Salina, KS USA - Friday, May 6, 2005 12:05 AM CDT
Dear Carson, Kristi and Matt....Such wonderful news this afternoon! Nothing like keeping everyone on their toes, Carson! I know you have been feeling so crummy, though, no matter what the doctors finally decide that you have! I am happy that you are feeling better. Maybe we will have a nice warm week-end so you can get out and enjoy the sunshine. Be sure to give your Mommy an extra big hug Sunday for her second Mother's Day.....she is so proud of her brave boy. With all of your tests coming back so well, she can enjoy the best mother's day ever! Have a special week-end, all of you! Love, Deanna
Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
SALINA, KS United States - Thursday, May 5, 2005 1:47 PM CDT
Dearest Carson, such surprising and scary news! You just want to experience all of life's little ups and downs within your first couple of years, don't you! ER visits are scary for Mommy and Daddy, but not as scary as what you have already experienced, right? I am glad they caught the pneumonia early....and the fact that your scans from Friday look good....that is the news we have all been praying for! It will be hard for all of your fans to accept "normal" childhood sicknesses easily for you....because our Carson should not have to deal with anything after the fight you have staged against your cancer. No colds, measles, allergies, pneumonia.....I do hope you are feeling much better and can enjoy the warmer days this week. Love you, Deanna
Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
SALINA, KS United States - Tuesday, May 3, 2005 10:44 AM CDT
Thanks for the update and the cute new pictures. I am glad all the "serious" stuff if okay; but am sorry about the pneumonia--that can turn serious real fast, so I know little Carson is not out of the woods yet. Just when I thought Terra was "well" as she had just started sleeping through the night at 18 months of age, she developed pneumosistis (sorry, but I might have forgotten how to spell that correctly after all these years) pneumonia! Give Carson a big hug and I hope you both get some relief soon. You'll all be in my thoughts and prayers. ~Trula
Trula Harris <tharris@sctcu.kscoxmail.com>
Salina, KS USA - Monday, May 2, 2005 4:35 PM CDT
Dearest Carson, Kristi, and Matt....Such wonderful news! And how special that you are so prompt to keep us all updated. The pictures make us feel so close as we "see" what you are going through and how wonderfully you protect your special little guy. Carson, we were worried that after Mommy and Daddy had you drink all that yucky stuff, the doctors would say that your cold was too bad for the surgery! But you pulled it off again, and came through like the little trooper you are. It was good that you got to sleep through all those procedures! We are so relieved to hear that your jugular vein appears to be working to some extent, and are anxious to hear Dr. Max's interpretation. As a non-medical, caring "Carson's fan", I am having trouble with the thought of your blood not flowing as it should through such a critical vein....but we are thrilled that the port is out and you are another critical step closer to living the carefree days of other 1-year old little boys! I will be watching closely for the results of your scans next week! With our love and prayers, Deanna and Chuck
Deanna Morgan <angelina8401@hotmail.com>
Salina, KS United States - Sunday, May 1, 2005 11:10 AM CDT
Wonderful news....yes indeed, you are on your way to having your normal little boy back! Awesome pictures, too. He is growing soooooo fast. He is going to be in football condition by the start of the Chiefs season. Thoughts and prayers are always with you - and give Carson a hug for us.
Kathy & Russ Pierce <kikadoodlecat@yahoo.com>
Salina, Ks USA - Saturday, April 30, 2005 5:47 PM CDT
Dearest Carson, Kristi and Matt, I want you to know that we will be thinking of you tomorrow for your scans and to have your port removed. I hope you have been getting along the past two weeks okay, especially after the bad scare a couple of weeks ago. I know it was better for you, Carson, to be able to have all the tests and the surgery all in the one day (and for Mommy and Daddy, too!) Our thoughts and prayers are with you. I am going to add Angie's email address to your website as it has been blocked out for me at my computer at work. I suppose they think I should be working instead of writing to you! But I will check on you through our home computer...and thinking of you at my desk! Love you much, Deanna
Deanna Morgan <angelina8401@hotmail.com>
Salina, KS United States - Thursday, April 28, 2005 5:29 PM CDT
Dear Kristi, Matt and Carson,

Just wanted to let you know I'm thinking of you and hoping for a smooth procedure tomorrow for Carson's port removal. Take care and best wishes!

Laura Blevins <laura_blevins@hotmail.com>
Holyrood, KS USA - Thursday, April 28, 2005 8:54 AM CDT
Dearest Carson, I love your new photos! You are growing up so quickly! I love the one of you at the piano.....maybe we had better think "music" in addition to basketball, football and tennis! I didn't realize you had a pianist in the family....you will probably play the piano and trumpet! Actually, all of us "Carson fans" will be delighted as you continue to grow healthy and strong....and be everything you want to be! Love you much...thank your Mommy and Daddy for sharing with us! Deanna
Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
SALINA, KS United States - Monday, April 25, 2005 8:10 AM CDT
Love the new pictures! Carson you are such a handsome little guy! Oops, I mean young man. It's been really fun watching you grow up through your picture gallery. Still thinking of you regularly, and hope that all goes well up through and including the next tests and removal of the port. I will continue to keep check on the website regularly. ~Trula
Trula Harris <tharris@sctcu.kscoxmail.com>
Salina, KS USA - Monday, April 18, 2005 1:43 PM CDT
Praying for everyone....
Deb Miller (Kelsey's aunt) <debralindberg52@yahoo.com>
Sebring, fl - Sunday, April 17, 2005 3:36 PM CDT
OMG Carson is getting so big!!! He is so handsome and smart!!!
Thoughts and prayers with you always!

Sara *FOA/RA* <mthoroughman@verizon.net>
Seminole, FL - Friday, April 15, 2005 3:50 PM CDT
Dear little Carson, you had a much better day yesterday than I was thinking! I am glad to hear that you will be able to enjoy these beautiful days right now and can wait until the rest of your tests (I have noted April 29 on my calendar) for the port removal. I would think it would be best to be completely over your cold, too, before another surgery. It is still worrisome to think about that clot, but I know that you have excellent doctors who will follow the best course for you. Have a nice week-end with your Mommy and Daddy...our prayers are with you always. Love, Deanna and Chuck
Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
SALINA, KS United States - Friday, April 15, 2005 9:12 AM CDT
Congrats on the great results Carson!! I'm so sorry to hear about your scare with the blood clot! That is really frightening! I hope Carson's already been through surgery to remove his port. I'll be sending extra prayers your way over the next couple of days!!
Kelsey <kelseyielliott@yahoo.com>
Houston, Tx - Thursday, April 14, 2005 4:37 PM CDT
Dearest Carson, Kristi and Matt....What a sad surprise today when I finally got a chance to check in and found that you had all, indeed, been on another "roller coaster"! I am so sorry, but it also looks like results that could have been really "bad" news, is good! Yes, it is sad when we are relieved that "all" that little Carson needs is another surgery! A major blood clot like that, in the jugular vein, still sounds scary to me. But you guys have been through so much, at least it is "fixable" as you explain. It is Thursday afternoon, so I hope you were able to get it scheduled and the procedure has been completed. And to think you had to have a nasty cold on top of it all, Carson! Spring and Summer, 2005 will really look good to all of you....and that port will already be out, so you won't have to deal with that anymore. I am hoping that after you are out of isolation and really feeling good this summer, I will get to meet you! You are truly my little hero, Carson! (And so are Mommy and Daddy!)......I am wishing you the very best in recovery today, honey. Love you, Deanna
Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
SALINA, KS United States - Thursday, April 14, 2005 1:43 PM CDT
Oh my, what a scare! But I am so happy that it is fixable and that everything else is okay. I know exactly what you mean by "it's only minor surgery"! How our perspective on life changes with an experience of this magnitude to a tiny loved one. Please know that my thoughts and prayers are with all of you as you endure yet another procedure. ~Trula
Trula Harris <tharris@sctcu.kscoxmail.com>
Salina, KS USA - Thursday, April 14, 2005 9:45 AM CDT
Carson, I am sad to hear that you have to go back into surgery...although it is nice to know that it is minor and surgery will fix the problem! So good to hear about your blood levels and that everything is what your mom and dad wanted to hear.

I do love your pictures...tell your mom to send more!

Love, Tara

Tara <tara_seaotters@hotmail.com>
Syracuse, NY - Thursday, April 14, 2005 7:54 AM CDT
Hello little Carson! I've been checking in on the website every day for a week or so, but I just haven't had time to create a response. I sure hope things are continuing to go well for you, but am concerned that there hasn't been an update for the last day or so. I know that I didn't like the roller coaster rides we had with Terra and her check-ups. (Terra to this day doesn't like roller coasters--the real thing!) One day was great, the next we weren't real sure, and another was a complete disaster. I am thinking of you all and praying for the best! Hang in there. ~Trula
Trula Harris <tharris@sctcu.kscoxmail.com>
Salina, KS USA - Wednesday, April 13, 2005 2:21 PM CDT
Way to go Carson!!!! We are still praying hard for your positive results. You are such a brave, strong little boy; you must get that from your mom and dad. I am amazed everytime I read your website. We love all of you and are so proud of you!

Love, Tara

Tara Lafferty <tara_seaotters@hotmail.com>
Syracuse, NY - Wednesday, April 13, 2005 8:30 AM CDT
Dearest Carson, Matt and Kristi...We appreciate the time you are taking to keep us posted so promptly. I did get a quick note off to you early Friday morning (I thought)..before I left for a meeting in Wichita. But I guess that when my drive showed up I didn't get the message sent. It was just a note to let you know that we are thinking of you three, and to thank you for taking the time to keep us in touch. Hope you had a good week-end! We love you, Deanna and Chuck
Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
SALINA, KS United States - Monday, April 11, 2005 7:40 AM CDT
Awesome news!!
Melissa (FoA/RA) <melnjess2002@yahoo.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Thursday, April 7, 2005 5:48 PM CDT
Carson is in my prayers.
Tina & Lance www.caringbridge.org/md/lance <lneonkia@comcast.net>
- Thursday, April 7, 2005 5:00 PM CDT
Glad the scans came back with good news! Carson just gets cuter and cuter every time I see his picture! You must be so proud!
Kim (Friends of Allie / Raise Awareness) <friendsofalliememphis@yahoo.com>
Memphis, TN - Thursday, April 7, 2005 4:25 PM CDT
Dearest Carson, Matt and Kristi,
Thank you for the quick update on Carson's scans...such unexpected and scary news! Our prayers are with you this morning, sweetheart....and with you, Matt and Kristi, as you stay strong for your brave little boy. I cannot even begin to imagine ...you are so special! With our love and prayers, especially today! Deanna and Chuck

Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
SALINA, KS United States - Thursday, April 7, 2005 7:32 AM CDT
Dear Kristi, Matt, and Carson,
I'm praying really hard tonight for a good result of tomorrow's tests. Thank you for the updates and stay strong!

Laura Blevins <laura_blevins@hotmail.com>
Holyrood, KS USA - Wednesday, April 6, 2005 9:03 PM CDT
It's 12:30 on Wednesday, and I hope you've had your scan, Carson. Mostly I hope results on everything turn out really good.
Love, Ruth Chapman

Ruth Chapman <ruchap@grapevine.net>
ottawa, KS - Wednesday, April 6, 2005 12:34 AM CDT
Thinking of you this week as you undergo those tests at KC. ~ Trula
Trula Harris <tharris@sctcu.kscoxmail.com>
Salina, KS USA - Monday, April 4, 2005 3:46 PM CDT
Wow, that cake looks GOOOOOOD!! Those pics are too cute. I love the one on the front page too, he is absolutely precious. :)

Glad to hear all the great news, and a very Happy Belated Birthday to Carson!

Katie, Hayley, Hunter, and Taylor <dugan2b@yahoo.com>
Franklin, MA - Monday, April 4, 2005 2:50 PM CDT
Dearest Carson, Kristi and Matthew....you have a long couple of days ahead of you tomorrow and Wednesday. I just wanted to let you know we are thinking of you and praying that all goes smoothly, and with great results! It is so super of you to keep us posted. Love you, Deanna and Chuck
Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
SALINA, KS United States - Monday, April 4, 2005 7:25 AM CDT
Happy belated birthday. Im glad that you have good news to report. I bet the cake was good to. Im so happy that you are all doing well.
www.caringbridge.org/mi/onikachamberlain

Rebecca Chamberlain <ycub@yahoo.com>
Lansing, mi United States - Wednesday, March 30, 2005 8:05 PM CST
What an absolute cutie. I love the photo's. He sure did enjoy that cake!!!! Great news about the tests too. My fingers are crossed and I will be checking in in a couple of weeks for more good news. xx

Yvonne "FOA/RA" and mummy to Rachael & Emily <yvonne.nicholson@xtra.co.nz>
Auckland, New Zealand - Monday, March 28, 2005 9:25 PM CST
Love those pictures!!!! Classic first birthday excitement! Next time you are at CMH, I have asked that my clinic friend to let me know. I haven't seen you guys in forever and would love to pinch Carson's cute year old cheeks! I hope all continues to go well and as much as I miss seeing you guys, I'm much happier for the success stories!
Lindsay King <Frogger511@hotmail.com>
Lee's Summit, MO USA - Monday, March 28, 2005 8:54 PM CST
Hi Carson!!Hope you had a fabulous Easter...and I am so happy you loved all the goodies we sent you...enjoy them !!!
Nicole (kc metro foa) <Mom3kids03@sbcglobal.net>
- Monday, March 28, 2005 8:27 PM CST
Great news, Happy Easter, I will keep your family in my prayers.


Cindy Koppen <cindy.huber-koppen@lmh.org>
Lawrence , KS USA - Friday, March 25, 2005 10:44 AM CST
Just stopping by to say I hope you all have a great Easter...I am headed out of town but I hope you love the goodie box we mailed!!!
Nicole <Mom3kids03@sbcglobal.net>
- Thursday, March 24, 2005 10:37 PM CST
Just stopping by to say I hope you all have a great Easter...I am headed out of town but I hope you love the goodie box we mailed!!!
Nicole <Mom3kids03@sbcglobal.net>
- Thursday, March 24, 2005 10:36 PM CST
So glad you had a terrific birthday and such great news about the recent tests. I love the new pictures, especially the last one. It looks to me like you are praying and giving "thanks" to God for the wonderful day and the good results on your tests. Your hands are somewhat folded and you are looking up to our faithful friend and eternal caregiver. May you continue to be blessed, this day and always. ~Trula
Trula Harris <tharris@sctcu.kscoxmail.com>
Salina, KS USA - Thursday, March 24, 2005 2:23 PM CST
Just checking in to say HI! So happy to hear about Carson' wonderful FIRST birthday celebration and baptism! Also glad to hear about the normal urine. Keep up the good work Carson!
Tiffany (Isabella's mom) <pelagopromo@hotmail.com>
Atlanta, GA USA - Thursday, March 24, 2005 12:38 AM CST
Happy Birthday Carson!! I hope you had fun!! I love the pictures!


Jaime (KC FOA)
Lee' s Summit, MO - Thursday, March 24, 2005 7:37 AM CST
Love the pics Carson...what a doll you are. I picked up some of your gifts today and will be mailing them soon!!!HOPE YOU HAD A FANTASTIC BDAY!!!!!
Nicole(KC Metro FOA) <Mom3kids03@sbcglobal.net>
- Wednesday, March 23, 2005 10:46 PM CST
Dearest Carson, What wonderful pictures and quick update for all of us who have grown to love you through your Mommy and Daddy's website notes and pictures! How great that they have taken the time to share with all of us. You had many of your fans thinking of you Sunday and Monday! And how exciting to have such fantastic news...you continue to have good results on those tests! We will be looking forward to another great update in two weeks! Such a good looking, and healthy looking, young man! We are thrilled for you and your family.....Love, Deanna and Chuck
Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
SALINA, KS United States - Wednesday, March 23, 2005 8:00 AM CST
Happy Birthday Carson!!!!! My, my you sure did like your cake! What a great job for keeping your parents on your toes. I love the new pictures on the website, keep them coming!

Love, Tara

Tara <tara_seaotters@hotmail.com>
syracuse, ny - Wednesday, March 23, 2005 7:02 AM CST
I was an AX at KSU ('98-'02) and have been checking up on your little guy since you sent the link to the AX newsletter. What a beautiful child you have! I am so happy to hear that he is doing well and hope that he enjoys many more birthday cakes in years to come. Take Care.
Katie Abbott <skabbott@everestkc.net>
Overland Park, KS - Tuesday, March 22, 2005 11:09 AM CST
Happy 1st Birthday Carson!!!!!!!!!!! You are such a cutie!! I hope you enjoyed your cake as much as you mama enjoyed cleaning you up!! Here are to AT LEAST 89 more!!!!!!!!!!!
Kacie <TheCutestTwins@aol.com>
Kenosha, WI - Monday, March 21, 2005 9:58 PM CST
Carson you are so cute!!!Happy Happy Bday!! What A great news to get on your 1st bday. Sending you many hugs and well wishes.
Kelly <kellymann@grandecom.net>
Waco, TX - Monday, March 21, 2005 8:29 PM CST
Happy 1st Birthday Carson!! I can't wait to see pictures of your birthday bash!!
Brooke, Jason, Taylor, Lauren and Scott Radke <bradke@cox.net>
McPherson, KS - Monday, March 21, 2005 3:59 PM CST
Happy Birthday from another Kansan. Wishing you the best!
Karla FOA/RA
wichtia, ks - Monday, March 21, 2005 3:52 PM CST
Happy birthday, Carson! Thinking of and praying for you all the time! Blessings for your upcoming tests in April!
Ashley Hast (FOA/RA) <ahast24@aol.com>
White Oak, TX - Monday, March 21, 2005 1:39 PM CST
HAPPY 1ST BIRTHDAY CARSON!
I hope you have a wonderful day!
Lots of hugs and prayers

Melissa (FoA/RA) <melnjess2002@yahoo.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Monday, March 21, 2005 1:25 PM CST
Happy 1st Birthday Carson!! Hope your day is filled with lots of love and laughter!!
You are always in our prayers.

Chad, Dawn & Girls
- Monday, March 21, 2005 1:06 PM CST
Happy, happy 1st Birthday Carson! May today and everyday be as sweet and wonderful as you are!

xoxox

Amy ( FoA/RA) <amynjake01@aol.com>
PA - Monday, March 21, 2005 12:43 AM CST
Happy Birthday Carson!!
Teri <teri22677@gmail.com>
TN - Monday, March 21, 2005 12:09 AM CST
Happy 1st Birthday Carson! May your day be as special as you are, and may you have many, many more happy birthdays. ~Trula
Trula Harris <tharris@sctcu.kscoxmail.com>
Salina, KS USA - Monday, March 21, 2005 11:49 AM CST
Oh my goodness Carson, look at how much you've grown!! You are just as adorable as the first time I saw your picture, but looking so grown up these days.

Happy Birthday to you, Carson! You have so many things to celebrate! May today mark the start of a happy, healthy year without cancer.

Becky <mashedpeas@msn.com>
El Mirage, AZ - Monday, March 21, 2005 8:44 AM CST
Happy 1st Birthday Carson! Wishing you many years of happiness and healthiness!
Rachel C. <lilcrazymamac@hotmail.com>
Tx - Monday, March 21, 2005 8:37 AM CST
Happy 1st Birthday Carson! Wishing you many years of happiness and healthiness!
Rachel C. <lilcrazymamac@hotmail.com>
Tx - Monday, March 21, 2005 8:36 AM CST
Happy Birthday Carson. I hope your day is filled with fun, happiness and love. Remember there are alot of people praying for you and loving you.
Love, Karen
RA / FOA

Karen <ksperdue@sbcglobal.net>
Plano, TX USA - Monday, March 21, 2005 8:03 AM CST
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, CARSON! What a beautiful, wondrous day for your Mommy and Daddy and all of your family and friends! You will have another fun-filled, star-studded day, I know. You have been quite a celebrity lately, with your baptism, and now the BIG 1st birthday! Our prayers have been answered as you and Mommy and Daddy are able to truly enjoy this celebration of your first year!! Have fun, honey, love you...Deanna and Chuck
Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
SALINA, KS United States - Monday, March 21, 2005 7:20 AM CST
Happy 1st Birthday Carson!!!

I love the photo!! Carson is just so precious!! I hope his birthday is filled with lots of love, laughter and sweet smiles!! Sending him huge hugs!!! I am so happy all his test results have came back great!!! I will continue to keep him and your family close to my prayers! Have a Happy Easter as well!

Connie, Bob, Allie and Madelyn (www.caringbridge.org/mn/missmadelyn) <Roco595@aol.com>
St. Cloud, MN - Monday, March 21, 2005 6:41 AM CST
Hi Carson...I am sure your gearing up for that 1st birthday!!!! Keep an eye out for a pkg headed your way soon!
Nicole(KC Metro FOA) <Mom3kids03@sbcglobal.net>
Blue Springs, mo - Sunday, March 20, 2005 10:44 PM CST
Dear Carson, Kristi and Matt,
I just wanted to wish Carson a wonderful first birthday. I'm sure you will enjoy the day together. Best Wishes!!

Laura Blevins <laura_blevins@hotmail.com>
Holyrood, KS USA - Sunday, March 20, 2005 6:59 PM CST
Hi Kristi! I saw your guestbook entry and wanted to let you know I've been having major problems with my email for weeks. I have included a new address for you to use. I am so glad to hear that Carson continues to do well. I laughed about trying to collect his urine, those bags are a joke! We always use the cotton balls. Isabella has her scan Friday (3/25). We will have the results for our meeting with the oncologist on the 29th. I will continue to pray for clear skies ahead for us all. Happy Early Birthday to Carson - what a very special occasion! Take care.
Tiffany (Isabella's mom) <pelagopromo@hotmail.com (use this email instead)>
Atlanta, GA USA - Friday, March 18, 2005 9:09 PM CST
Sounds like your doing well Carson....my thoughts are always with you...
Nicole KC Metro FOA <Mom3kids03@sbcglobal.net>
Blue Springs, mo - Tuesday, March 15, 2005 10:44 PM CST
So happy with the recent check-up and good news Carson! But let me tell you, be happy you are a boy! Getting a urine sample is much more simple than getting one from a girl. I'm glad Terra was young enough that she doesn't remember all the horrible things that were done to her. I think you will find, Carson, that you won't remember any of this; but it will certainly be in your Mom's and Dad's memories forever! Enjoy your good health and have a Happy Birthday. Wishing you the best, now and forever. ~Trula
Trula Harris <tharris@sctcu.kscoxmail.com>
Salina, KS USA - Friday, March 11, 2005 11:11 AM CST
Dear Carson, such wonderful news this morning! I always get a chuckle out of your "not peeing on command"....how many of us do? And besides, honey, you have to continue keeping your Mommy and Daddy and all those doctors on their toes! Now you can look forward to your first birthday without anymore tests until April! You will be the star of the show at your baptism, as well you should be. Enjoy, as you make everyone's day with that beautiful smile! "Carson's fans" are enjoying all of your milestones; you have put up such a brave fight during this first year. Love you, Deanna
Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
SALINA, KS United States - Friday, March 11, 2005 7:27 AM CST
Dear Kristi, Matt and Carson,
It is great to read more good news. Too bad it was a long day for you but I'm sure you didn't mind with all of the good reports. A friend of mine just had a beautiful little baby boy in February and his name is 'Carson'. Such a great name! I pray for your continued good health, good news and good life!

Laura Blevins <laura_blevins@hotmail.com>
Holyrood, KS USA - Wednesday, March 9, 2005 7:37 PM CST
I just found your site and had to check you out. My little boy Carson turned one yesterday so I felt a connection with you. I will pray for your little Carson
Sandy <sandyportis@yahoo.com>
Woodstock, GA - Wednesday, March 9, 2005 2:36 PM CST
Dearest Carson, I was thinking of you this morning and thought I would check into your "picture gallery"....and what a pleasant surprise to see the new pictures of you! You are getting so grown up! And that smile.....it makes me smile all over! Of course, that new "sitting position" makes me hurt to even look at you...what a sweetheart! These beautiful days you can really enjoy with your Mommy and Daddy. Maybe you are in Salina this week-end and will get to go to the Circus? Give your Mommy and Daddy an extra big hug....just because they are so special. Love you, Deanna
Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
SALINA, KS United States - Friday, March 4, 2005 7:18 AM CST
I was just checking in on you all. What great news!! Sorry he is sick with a cold. I hope he is better now.

Tricia Venters, mom to Emily <tvent@sunflower.com>
- Wednesday, March 2, 2005 9:17 PM CST
Oh, Carson...I just looked at your recent pictures and you have grown so much! You're going to be quite the charmer once you get older. Your adorable!
I'm so glad that all 3 of you are doing so much better. I bet you can't wait for Spring weather so you and your parents can go outside to play.
Keep smiling because when you smile, everyone else smiles with you:)

Tami Hull
- Wednesday, March 2, 2005 11:39 AM CST
Carson,

It must be nice to have a normal childhood illness like a crummy cold and ear infection. Okay, you’re right it’s never fun to be sick. But you look great I mean common your doing the splits. Your scare seems to be heeling nicely, don’t tell your mom and dad but that will be great conversation to pick up the girls when your in college. But, you won’t need much help in that department with that cute smile and those sparkling baby blue eyes. It’s so nice to see you healthy and happy. Keep having your mom and dad update us on your progress and have fun being a normal kid:)

And now that things have slowed down a bit tell your mama I'd love to talk to her. The only way I have to get ahold of her is in your jornal.

Christina Smith-Brandenburg <christina.l.brandenburg@mail.sprint.com>
Olathe, KS USA - Wednesday, March 2, 2005 9:05 AM CST
I'm so happy to hear the good news! You know, isolation at the doctor's office isn't such a bad thing. I love the new pictures. Carson, you have such big beautiful eyes. The picture with you doing the splits reminds me of just the other day when I was taking my new little Jack Russell terrier for a walk. We cut across the yard and the grass was just slick enough for one foot to slip! Oh my did it hurt and it took a while for me to get up. Good thing we live in the country and no one saw me, as I'm sure I didn't look as good or as comfortable as you do in that picture! Take good care of yourselves and I'll keep checking in periodically. ~Trula
Trula Harris <tharris@sctcu.kscoxmail.com>
Salina, KS USA - Monday, February 28, 2005 11:29 AM CST
Wonderful news again this week!!! Love & hugs to all!
Kathy & Russ Pierce <kikadoodlecat@yahoo.com>
Salina, KS 67401 - Friday, February 25, 2005 5:28 PM CST
Dearest Carson, Kristi, and Matthew....I am estatic! What wonderful news to hear as I end my day today!! I checked in just to take a peek at your pictures and to see if maybe the urine test results were back. And it was great to hear that all is getting back to "normal" in the Toews' home! It certainly doesn't seem fair that you have to suffer the normal baby illnesses after all that you have been through, Carson....but it does add to the normalcy of your life now. This is a beautiful day today, and as Spring and Summer arrive, I hope you have fewer cases of these colds and ear aches...they are no fun at all! Have a wonderful week-end as I hope you are feeling good enough to enjoy the fresh air and warm sunshine. With our love and prayers always, Deanna and Chuck
Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
SALINA, KS United States - Friday, February 25, 2005 3:46 PM CST
Great news, hopefully this trend will continue for your family. God Bless your family, you will continue to be in my prayers.
cindy koppen
lawrence, ks use - Friday, February 25, 2005 7:33 AM CST
What wonderful news!! We're so glad that all is going well. We miss you all very much and hope to see you soon. Take care!
Dustin, Carisa, & Avery
Wichita, KS USA - Thursday, February 24, 2005 9:15 AM CST
Dear Carson, I see that you finally gave your Mommy and Daddy that sample again for another test...won't it be great when these doctors quit wanting all these samples from you! But the waiting game is hardest for your Mommy and Daddy and all of your other fans. We are all so anxious for verification that your little body has thrown off all of those yucky cancer cells...and fighting to keep them out! Isn't it fun being with all your friends again? Be sure to remember to keep those little girls away from you...no kissing little girls who might have yucky germs! Love you, Carson....Deanna
Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
SALINA, KS United States - Wednesday, February 16, 2005 7:40 AM CST
Dear Kristi, Matt and Carson,

You just hang in there with all that waiting! We are all continuing our prayers for good health for Carson and complete healing from cancer. Carson's pictures are lovely. Thanks for the updates. I think of you daily!

Laura Blevins <laura_blevins@hotmail.com>
Holyrood, KS USA - Tuesday, February 15, 2005 7:20 PM CST
Happy Valentine Day, Honey! You have a beautiful, healthy, normal day with Mommy and Daddy today........we continue to pray for an especially happy, healthy heart for our little Carson! Love you, Deanna and Chuck
Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
SALINA, KS United States - Monday, February 14, 2005 9:04 AM CST
Dear Kristi, Matt and Carson:
What wonderful news and how beaufifully healthy Carson looks and really is! He is so handsome. I thank God every day for the wonderful work He has done! Bless you all and thanks for reminding me how nice 'normal' can be. Take care! Laura

Laura Blevins <laura_blevins@hotmail.com>
Holyrood, KS USA - Wednesday, February 9, 2005 6:34 PM CST
Great news...thank the Lord. And what awesome pictures. Can't believe how he is growing. That 1st birthday will soon be here. Love & hugs to all...
Kathy & Russ Pierce <kikadoodlecat@yahoo.com>
Salina, Ks USA - Wednesday, February 9, 2005 3:59 PM CST
My little hero! Dear Carson, I am so thrilled with the wonderful news...hopefully this 2nd urine sample will prove to be just where the doctors want it, too. You certainly look like the picture of health....I was hoping for new pictures and your Mommy and Daddy are so great to keep all of your fans updated! Even your scar looks good....what a lady killer you are going to be. (And already are!) We are so happy for all of you. You are a much loved little boy, and so very brave! Other Mommys and Daddys tell me how they hate to take their little ones in for an immunization because they have to get stuck! They can't begin to know how brave you and your Mommy and Daddy are! I will be keeping in touch and anxious to hear how the HVA and VMA levels come out...Love you much, Deanna
Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
SALINA, KS United States - Wednesday, February 9, 2005 9:09 AM CST
Absolutely love the new pictures, especially the one in the stripped shirt. He looks so much like a little man! A handsome one too! Love to hear more good news, and am recalling the situations with the immunizations and urine samples. Terra couldn't have ANY immunizations until after she turned three. During that time there were outbreaks of some of those diseases because many parents were not getting their children immunized. As a parent of a child whose health did not allow her to be immunized, I was really angry that there were irresponsible parents that could ultimately put my child in great danger with their negligence. We were lucky though, and chicken pox was something we were fortunate to avoid until it was "safe" for her to contract them. I am elated for you now that you can enjoy a more normal life with each other and with other family members and friends. Count your blesssings and enjoy! Always, Trula
Trula Harris <tharris@sctcu.kscoxmail.com>
New Cambria, KS USA - Wednesday, February 9, 2005 8:55 AM CST
Yeah Carson! See! I told you it would be good news! Looks like mom and dad need to potty train you soon to make the urine samples easier. Funny, how you pee on them when they don't want you to, but you don't when they need you to. Hmmm. You look fabulous in all of your pictures! You have your mommy's hair color!
Tara <tara_seaotters@hotmail.com>
Syracuse, NY - Wednesday, February 9, 2005 7:12 AM CST
Carson:

Love the new pictures, especially the one of you eating yogart. Ainsley does the same thing! We are jealous though, even post chemo you have more hair growing than Ainsley does with no chemo. Looking forward to playing with you and seeing your Mommy and Daddy this weekend.

Love,

Mike, Kari, Abbi, and Ainsley <mktoews@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, February 8, 2005 10:15 PM CST
Kristi & Matt,
We're praying for Carson today as he goes in for his first checkup! Can't wait to find out how his appointment went.

Love,
Kelsey, Matt, & Jonathan

Kelsey Elliott <kelseyielliott@yahoo.com>
Houston, TX - Tuesday, February 8, 2005 1:28 PM CST
Dearest Carson, hasn't it been fun...no doctors and hospitals for the last few weeks! I want you to know that our thoughts and prayers are with you tomorrow as you go in for your first checkup since your "no more chemo report"! I expect you are getting to enjoy all of your friends and getting bigger and stronger every day. Good luck, tomorrow, honey....and give your Mommy and Daddy a big hug, too! Love you, Deanna
Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
SALINA, KS United States - Monday, February 7, 2005 4:18 PM CST
Just thinking about you and hoping that the last three weeks have given you a taste of what "feeling good" feels like! Praying that you all get good news at tomorrows check up. I'll be anxious to hear too. Always, Trula
Trula Harris <tharris@sctcu.kscoxmail.com>
New Cambria, KS USA - Monday, February 7, 2005 2:02 PM CST
We are thinking of you and so happy to hear Carson is progressing so well. I just know tomorrow's appointment will continue to be a message of healing. Your baby boy is SO beautiful!
Lara Shields, New England Friends of Allie
NH - Monday, February 7, 2005 7:06 AM CST
Great news on Carson's progress. Our love and prayers are with you always. Rose, Drew, Cooper, and Hunter.
Rose Blanco <rblanco62@yahoo.com>
Ottawa , KS - Wednesday, February 2, 2005 11:19 PM CST
Yeah Carson! You look so wonderful! I am so proud of you working really hard to move and get around. Soon your mom and dad will be tired from trying to keep up with you! I know Feb 8th will be a great day...that is my Carson's birthday! So we'll be praying that all test results will bring more good news.

I hope you are enjoying all of your new friends at day care, and mom being able to enjoy her big friends as well.
Love you! Tara

Tara Lafferty <tlafferty@syracusezoo.org>
Syracuse, NY - Friday, January 28, 2005 6:37 AM CST
AAAHHH What a cutie pie and praise god for Carson being NED!
Rebecca Chamberlain <ycub@yahoo.com>
Lansing, MI United States - Thursday, January 27, 2005 8:17 PM CST
Congratulations on the clean bill of health!
Kelli Ludlum
Arlington, VA USA - Wednesday, January 26, 2005 11:48 AM CST
I am glad to hear all is doing well. I will keep your family in my prayers. God Bless,,,,,,,,,

cindy koppen
lawrence , ks usa - Monday, January 24, 2005 2:53 PM CST
I am SO glad to hear Carson is doing so well! And my goodness, he just keeps getting cuter and cuter! We re keeping you all in our prayers and thinking of you often.
Kris, Jordan, Hayleigh & Kailyn <kippy_loo@cox.net>
Anthem, AZ - Saturday, January 22, 2005 11:33 PM CST
WOW Carson has changed so much! I can finally see Daddy in him some! I'm so happy that you guys are getting to experience "normalcy" (if there really is one....) It's about time that you guys get to start developing some everyday routines that most everyone takes for granted. Praise God for his blessings poured out to baby Carson. Think of you guys often!
Ronda and family <krselawson@yahoo.com>
Baxter Springs, KS USA - Saturday, January 22, 2005 8:52 PM CST
Hey Guys,
So glad to hear the good news!! Yah Carson! :) Love the pictures, he's a cutie pie.
Chad Pierce and Girls


Chad <myzoe1@yahoo.com>
- Friday, January 21, 2005 7:40 AM CST
Glad to heare everything is going so well. He is an absolute doll!!!!
Betsy Friends of Allie <betsy@cdiweb.com>
Lakewood, CO 80228 - Wednesday, January 19, 2005 11:28 AM CST
Terrific news and fantastic pictures! Sounds like you are now HOME FREE!!! I am ecstatic for all of you, especially Carson. Now you can have some normal family time. Enjoy! I will continue to remember you all in my thoughts and prayers, and will check in again no later than Feb. 8. ~ Trula
Trula Harris <tharris@sctcu.kscoxmail.com>
Salina, KS USA - Wednesday, January 19, 2005 9:49 AM CST
Dearest Carson, You have grown up so much! I love your beautiful blond hair and that big smile! We are all clapping for you, sweetheart, what a brave little boy. Your wonderful Mommy and Daddy, arranging for physical therapy for you...aren't they the greatest! You will get so strong now, and ready for that 1st birthday in a few months! Thank your Mommy and Daddy for the beautiful new pictures...I can't believe how much you have changed. Your eyes sparkle with energy! Soon you can laugh at Mommy and Daddy as they try to keep up with you! What fun as the days grow warmer.....Love to you and your Mommy and Daddy...Deanna
Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
SALINA, KS United States - Wednesday, January 19, 2005 7:37 AM CST
It's great to read such good news about Carson. I will continue to pray that he continues to do well. Lots of hugs from Texas!
Rachel C. (Friends of Allie) <lilcrazymamac@hotmail.com>
TX - Tuesday, January 18, 2005 9:32 PM CST
So wonderful to hear such good news! He is a cutie pie!
Becka *Friends of Allie* <rlmarsch@nycap.rr.com>
Delmar, NY USA - Tuesday, January 18, 2005 9:27 PM CST
Oh my goodness, he is such a cutie! I am thrilled for all of you that Carson is done with chemo. No baby should go through what he went through.
Amy Benson <amybenson00@hotmail.com>
Overland Park, KS - Tuesday, January 18, 2005 9:20 PM CST
Hi Kristi & Matt,
I love the picture of Carson clapping his hands!! He's so happy to be done with Chemo! You two have such a beautiful baby! I like his new hair. He looks like he's grown & changed a lot lately. He'll be up & running around the house sooner than you're ready for it!

Kelsey <kelseyielliott@yahoo.com>
Houston, TX - Tuesday, January 18, 2005 2:39 PM CST
I like all of the pictures! Hope things are well, especially with daycare and mommy starting to work again.

We love all of you!
Tara

Tara <tlafferty@syracusezoo.org>
- Tuesday, January 18, 2005 2:13 PM CST
I was just popping in to say hello and found new pics!!!! OH how adorable!!! I love them!!! I love his new hair and its still blonde!!! Too cute!
Sending you many hugs/thoughts/prayers!

Sara <mthoroughman@verizon.net>
Seminole, FL - Tuesday, January 18, 2005 1:17 PM CST
Matt, Kristi, and Carson,
So glad to read the good news! I have your webpage bookmarked and check it regularly...reading about your little guy's struggles (and yours as well) make me realize just how much love we have our our little ones (and how those of us who haven't gone through what you have, sometimes take our children's health for granted!). I'm part of MOMs Club South and I'm really looking forward to meeting you all (now that you can get out and play). Hope to see you soon!

Amy Johnston (Colby's mommy) <gordyandamy@sunflower.com>
Lawrence, KS USA - Sunday, January 16, 2005 9:35 PM CST
I told many of our patients about Carson's battle with cancer. Many kept in touch with his progress via the webpage. I've been getting heartfelt calls about your latest news. We have tears of joy for all of you. People are kind and good and do care. You have felt the love and warmth from people all over the country.
Now just enjoy having a "normal" child. Feel the joy and peace you deserve.You have earned it!

Denise Heckel <deniseheckel@hotmail.com>
Cape May Court House, - Sunday, January 16, 2005 6:14 PM CST
Yeah! Way to kick that nasty stuff out of your system Carson! I am so glad to read of the good news. God has answered the many prayers that have lifted your family up to him. I'll keep all in my prayers, and I know in my heart that all will continue to be good news. Take care, and next time you're in Salina, I would like to meet you! I have heard so much about you. I'll pass this news onto my Sority sisters also. They are always asking about the progress.
Take care and again - Thank you God for helping Christy, Matt, and Carson!

Kim Klucas <kjklucas@swbell.net>
Salina, KS USA - Sunday, January 16, 2005 0:15 AM CST
Way to go, Carson -- you have been so tough with such a crazy start to life!!! Keep up the good work and don't forget to give your mommy and daddy extra lovin' for all they've done! I'm very excited about the great news and will continue to pray that the rest to come is more exciting than no more chemo! Hugs and kisses to the Gerber baby....
Lindsay King <Frogger511@hotmail.com>
Lee's Summit, MO USA - Friday, January 14, 2005 10:31 AM CST
Dearest Carson, Just checking in to remind you that you are still in our heart and prayers....and "how about those Jayhawks?!" Have a fun week-end, and stay warm! Love you, Deanna
Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
SALINA, KS United States - Friday, January 14, 2005 7:24 AM CST
Thank you Jesus! I pray everyday for Carson's continued healing. Go baby go!!! What a little fighter....we love you Carson!
Amy <icstars@gmail.com>
Lincoln, NE USA - Wednesday, January 12, 2005 10:03 PM CST
Matt, Kristi, and Carson,
Great news! We continue to check in and watch the progress. You are always in our prayers! Your former neighbors Lois, Steve, Travis, Laci, Zach and Sarah

Lois Hart Spillman <hartlk@aol.com>
Lawrence, ks usa - Monday, January 10, 2005 1:54 PM CST
Jack and I have been running around the house doing the "No More Chemo for Carson" Happy Dance! What a wonderful start to a new year for your whole family!!


Lisa Stewart, Jim and Jack Oliverius <lstewart@sunflower.com>
Lawrence, KS - Monday, January 10, 2005 1:26 PM CST
What awesome news!!! I know how excited you are and I am so happy for all of you!
Tiffany Chapman (Isabella's mom) <tchapman@dekatechnologies.com>
Atlanta, GA USA - Monday, January 10, 2005 12:34 AM CST
Kristi,
I was just checking in to see how things were going. I am so happy for Carson! What wonderful news!

Stacey Lynnes <slynnes@three-lakes.org>
Ottawa, KS US - Monday, January 10, 2005 11:00 AM CST
Dearest Carson, Kristi and Matthew....I thought about you three this week-end, finally getting to enjoy a relaxing week-end without having to nag doctors or plan a trip to a hospital! Carson,I hope you are getting over your cold and can enjoy cuddling and playing with Mommy and Daddy and your friends! Have a wonderful week....Love, Deanna
Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
SALINA, KS United States - Monday, January 10, 2005 7:39 AM CST
I am so happy to see that Carson is off chemo and that he will have a chance to be a normal baby and do normal baby things! He is such a cutie! Prayers continue for all of you.
Hugs,
Ellen

Ellen Harpin <ellens12@yahoo.com>
Casselberry, FL USA - Sunday, January 9, 2005 2:51 PM CST
CONGRATULATIONS CARSON!! What a big step for you guys! I am so happy for you! Take care of yourselves and try to keep warm!!
Laura L 4Henson <llocke@hotmail.com>
KC, mo usa - Saturday, January 8, 2005 9:54 PM CST
Yipee!! God is an awesome God!! Celebrate, enjoy this huge milestone.


Tricia- mom to Emily <tvent@sunflower.com>
Lawrence, KS - Saturday, January 8, 2005 9:36 PM CST
Hooray! No more chemo is wonderful news! I know there is still a ways to go, but each and every step toward "cancer-free" is cause for celebration. Stay strong!
Alica Thomas (Eliza's aunt) <alicat.alicat@sbcglobal.net>
Lawrence, KS - Saturday, January 8, 2005 6:43 PM CST
GRRRRRRREAT news! What an awesome answer to the prayers of so many of Carson's friends and family. Love and Kisses,
Vickie

Vickie Hall
Ottawa, KS - Saturday, January 8, 2005 6:26 PM CST
That is great news!!! As a fellow Kansan, I'm so happy for you all. I'll keep you in my prayers!
Karla (Friends of Allie)
wichita, ks - Friday, January 7, 2005 10:15 PM CST
Dear Kristi, Matt and Carson,
What wonderful news. I'm so relieved and happy for you all. I'll continue to think of you and pray for complete healing for Carson. Take care!

Laura Blevins <laura_blevins@hotmail.com>
Holyrood, KS USA - Friday, January 7, 2005 9:52 PM CST
CONGRATULATIONS Carson!!!

No more nasty chemo, your mom and dad have to be so relieved. Looks like Santa just waited to bring your Christmas present a little late this year. You are still in my thoughts and prayers. I’ll be sure to thank God for the good news and ask for your continued healing!!

Christina Brandenburg <christina.l.brandenburg@mail.sprint.com>
Olathe, KS - Friday, January 7, 2005 2:00 PM CST
Praise God!! This is the best news ever! I am just so happy for all of you...mostly for Carson since he is done with that horrible chemo! What strength you all have shown. Thank you for allowing all of us to follow you and pray you through this journey. I was just praying this morning that the dr.s say no more chemo and then look at the news I get. Our God is AWESOME!! :-) I will continue to pray for positive news from all tests in the future.

Kristi, I am so excited that you will be back with us. I have missed you so much! It will be so wonderful to have your smiling face back at school! See you soon!
Hugs,

Shelly <ksl1987@carrollsweb.com>
- Friday, January 7, 2005 12:58 AM CST
What wonderful news!
Tina-www.caringbridge.org/md/lance <lneonkia@comcast.net>
- Friday, January 7, 2005 12:12 AM CST
YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I WISH I COULD HUG, SQUEEZE AND KISS ALL OF YOU! CONGRATULATIONS! What a relief and wonderful to have sunshine in sight. I am so happy for all of you! Now little Carson will be growing with leaps and bounds with nothing to slow him down (because nothing can stop him). I really wish we could see you.

Take a deep breath! Prayers really do work. We'll keep praying for a lifetime of being cancer free!
Love, Tara

Tara Lafferty <tlafferty@syracusezoo.org>
- Friday, January 7, 2005 11:56 AM CST
Carson!!!!!! WooHoo!!! We are all so thankful and thrilled with your good news!!!!!
Hugs,

Tracey~*Friends Of Allie*
- Friday, January 7, 2005 11:45 AM CST
What wonderful news! I am so happy for little Carson, stay strong little fellow
Kim ~Friends of Allie~ <KimandJoey2002@yahoo.com>
memphis, tn - Friday, January 7, 2005 10:45 AM CST
WAHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
THAT IS AWESOME NEWS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Go Carson Go Carson Go Carson Go Carson!!!!!!

This really makes my day (although I am sure it made yours WAY WAY WAY WAY better-hahaha).

Many warm thoughts headed your way!!!

Sara (Friends of Allie) <mthoroughman@verizon.net>
Seminole, FL - Friday, January 7, 2005 10:33 AM CST
What a sweet little family you are. I am happy for your good news. I will pray for his complete recovery.
Karen(FOA) <karen0801@aol.com>
McKinney, TX - Friday, January 7, 2005 9:54 AM CST
I was so excited to read this update! What awesome news for such a sweet little man.
Kim (FOA)
- Friday, January 7, 2005 9:45 AM CST
Dearest Carson, Kristi and Matthew.....here I have the news we have been waiting on for so long and I don't know what to say! I am sitting here at work, at my desk, with the happiest of tears running down my cheeks! Yes, sweet Carson, you will find that women can be funny creatures...when we are the happiest, and want to shout from the rooftops, we bawl, instead! Your Mommy and Daddy have found strengths I am sure they never knew they had. And none of "Carson's fans" will ever take the health of our children for granted. Every test, every scan, will be scary for Mommy and Daddy as you continue to take them in stride, just a part of your little life for you! But with no more chemo you can enjoy the normalcy of a beautiful baby boy learning to crawl, walk, and celebrate that first birthday in just a few months! What a celebration that will be! I will have to keep in touch....and have a special contact through Grandma and Grandpa Toews. Thank God as he has answered our prayers. With our love always, as you, and your Mommy and Daddy, are our heroes today! Deanna and Chuck Morgan
Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
SALINA, KS United States - Friday, January 7, 2005 8:18 AM CST
Kristi, Matthew, and Baby Carson - It is such joyous news that Carson won't need another round of chemo! What a tough little guy you have! My thoughts and prayers will be with you for a miraculous 2005.
Jill Dosien (Matthew's 2nd cousin) <jdosien@aerotek.com>
Annapolis, MD United States - Friday, January 7, 2005 8:16 AM CST
What AWESOME NEWS!!!! That is just terrific! I'm so thrilled to read this and I could here the pure excitment in your voice... So many places to go now where do you start?:) Your family will continue to be in my prayers!
Renee~~~Friends of Allies~~~
- Friday, January 7, 2005 8:11 AM CST
Our God is an awesome God!!! What wonderful, wonderful news for all of you. What a journey it has been. Hugs to all!!
Kathy & Russ Pierce <kikadoodlecat@yahoo.com>
Salina, KS 67401 - Friday, January 7, 2005 7:22 AM CST
What absolutely fabulous joyous news! I am so happy for all of you that Carson appears to be out of the woods. May his health continue to improve and he continue to grow into a beautiful boy and then into a great man! I wish you only wonderful days with your family and even some boring normal ones where absolutely nothing happens!
Lara Shields, Friends of Allie <lara_shields@mac.com>
Temple, NH USA - Friday, January 7, 2005 7:11 AM CST
Alright! Way to go, Carson! Your update has me crying happy tears! What wonderful news!
Ginny **Friends of Allie** <jgdeegan@msn.com>
Mtn. Home AFB, ID USA - Thursday, January 6, 2005 11:28 PM CST
This has made my day! I'm so happy to hear such good news! We will continue to pray for the cancer to stay away. Rub that little fuzzy head and give him big (((HUGS))) from us!
Kris, Jordan, Hayleigh & Kailyn <kippy_loo@cox.net>
Anthem, AZ - Thursday, January 6, 2005 10:58 PM CST
Carson, you ROCK! Way to kick that cancer's patootie! I bet mom and dad are so happy they could fly! Enjoy the warm weekend that is on the way.
Donna Kirk-Swaffar ♥.•:*¨¨*:•.Friends Of Allie.•:*¨¨*:•.♥ and a Jayhawk twice over! <swaffar@doglegs.com>
Rossville, KS - Thursday, January 6, 2005 10:39 PM CST
Hooray!!!! What a wonderful answer to all of our prayers! I'm so glad he's done with Chemo & that you will be able to get back to "normal"! I can only imagine what a huge relief this is to you. Our family will continue to pray that Carson's cancer is gone forever & that many, many happy days are ahead of you!!!

Love,
Kelsey, Matt & Jonathan

Kelsey Elliott <kelseyielliott@yahoo.com>
Houston, TX - Thursday, January 6, 2005 10:21 PM CST
YaY!! Wow!! I've got happy tears flowing down my face! This is the best news I have read all night (and all WEEK)! I'm sooo happy for you guys, I'm sure this has been the longest 5 months ever! I'm so happy that you all can go out and do whatever you please, whenever you wish! This is a great way to start a new year! Of course, Carson (and the both of you) will remain in our prayers for as long as you need them!
Brooke, Jason, Taylor, Lauren and Scott Radke <bradke@cox.net>
McPherson, KS - Thursday, January 6, 2005 10:09 PM CST
Well I hope that your journey went well today and that you received the answers you were looking for. I continue to pray for Carson's total healing. Stay strong!
Rachel C. (Friends of Allie) <lilcrazymamac@hotmail.com>
TX - Thursday, January 6, 2005 1:43 PM CST
Dear Kristi and Matthew...what a disappointment for you both; not to be able to get any answers! I hope today is a good one for you and Carson's surgeon will have some options to discuss with you, depending on the tests' outcomes. It doesn't seem to me like slick roads should be a factor in delaying a meeting with the parents of such a special baby! And little Carson, now you had to come down with a cold like so many are having to deal with now. We were all hoping you would be able to escape the "normal childhood illnesses"! You have been so brave about fighting off the "tough" stuff...but a cold can be so "yucky"! Continue to "hang tough"...all of you. We pray for good news soon! Love, Deanna
Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
SALINA, KS United States - Thursday, January 6, 2005 10:56 AM CST
Poor little guy. I'm sorry he has a cold on top of everything else. We will be saying more prayers for him and I hope you get th results back soon. (((HUGS))) to all of you.
Kris, Jordan, Hayleigh & Kailyn <kippy_loo@cox.net>
Anthem, AZ - Wednesday, January 5, 2005 9:49 AM CST
We will say an extra special prayer for Carson and your family tonight and every night. I will also pass along a prayer request to my church. May God watch over your whole family.
P.S. I live in Kansas City. If you ever need anything, anything at all, please call me at 816.210.0606.

Chad, Kayla, Paige & Trey Becker <becker722@sbcglobal.net>
Olathe, KS USA - Tuesday, January 4, 2005 9:19 PM CST
Just checking in to say Happy New Year! I'm sorry to see that the scans are dragging on for so long, I know it must be torture. Hopefully everyone will be back at work this week and you can get some answers. We continue to pray for Carson and your family and that 2005 will be a healthy year for us all!
Tiffany Chapman (Isabella's mom) <tchapman@dekatechnologies.com>
Atlanta, GA USA - Tuesday, January 4, 2005 8:39 PM CST
Carson, Matt & Kristi,

You are in our prayers! We think of you daily!

Keep the faith! You should feel so blessed to have such a special, strong little boy. He has endured more in such a short time than most adults ever go through. What a wonderful, solid, courageous man he will grow to be!

Best wishes!

Kevin, Mindy & Spencer Windholz <fhsuanchor@yahoo.com>
Topeka, KS - Tuesday, January 4, 2005 8:06 PM CST
Hi Carson, Matt, and Kristi. Just checking in on the little trooper. Have had all of you in my thoughts as you await word on Carson's test results. I will pray that everything is GOOD news. Don't really understand this last post...hopefully the news from the nurse isn't too alarming. What a GREAT dr. to check with other specialists for treatment info and suggestions.
Know that you are always in my thoughts! I can't wait until Carson is all better and we can get Carson and Olivia hooked up for a playdate!
Hugs,

Shelly <ksl1987@carrollsweb.com>
Baldwin City, KS - Tuesday, January 4, 2005 9:13 AM CST
Dear Carson,

We are praying so hard for you and a good new year. 2005 is one for a lot of rest and relaxation needed for everyone! Our Carson loves looking at your picture on the fridgerator, he gives you kisses all the time. We can't wait until we can see you. Let us know when you visit your great grandparents in Philidelphia!

Hang in there big guy!

Tara <tara_seaotters@hotmail.com>
- Monday, January 3, 2005 2:53 PM CST
Dearest Carson, what an important little guy! I was pleased to hear that you even have doctors in Australia working for you! You see how special you really are...and how wonderful that your doctors and nurse have been working through the holiday to try to get some resolution for you and your Mommy and Daddy. You are in good hands, especially with a Mommy and Daddy who love you so much. I cannot imagine how frustrating this waiting is for them...but at least they will know that your specialists are doing everything they can to be sure to make the best decisions for you. We will be checking in each day and praying for the best in a New Year for you and your family. Love, Deanna and Chuck
Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
SALINA, KS United States - Monday, January 3, 2005 7:52 AM CST
Kristi, I've been thinking and praying for all of you. I know God's watching over you all. I know it's all so frustrating, but know there are many prayers for you all.
Kirsten Krug <krugslp@hotmail.com>
Prairie Village, KS - Sunday, January 2, 2005 6:41 PM CST
Hi Carson! We found your link in our guestbook when your sweet Grandmother came by to visit my daughter. What a lucky boy you are to have such a caring Grandmother! You are an adorable little guy, sweetie, and we will keep you in our prayers. We will check on you often! God Bless you! :o)
Kris, Jordan, Hayleigh & Kailyn <kippy_loo@cox.net>
Anthem, AZ - Sunday, January 2, 2005 12:43 AM CST
I check your postings most everyday and I just wanted to
hope you all a happy new year and let you all know you are
in my thoughts and prayers also. I am glad also that the little piggy isn't still frightening Carson. Love Ya all Doris

doris <dohancock@aol.com>
- Friday, December 31, 2004 11:23 AM CST
Hi, Carson, 'Just checking in to see if you had heard any results. You will be #1 in our prayers tonight as we bring in the NEW YEAR! The YEAR 2005....Carson, it is going to be yours! HAPPY NEW YEAR, brave little guy! Love, Deanna and Chuck
Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
SALINA, KS United States - Friday, December 31, 2004 11:10 AM CST
Oh that is awesome!! Whew! You can actually enjoy your New Year's weekend. I will be praying that the results come back great. I also want to wish you a Happy New Year's Eve. I hope 2005 treats you with complete recoveries and happy memories.
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Sara (Friends of Allie) <mthoroughman@verizon.net>
Seminole, FL - Friday, December 31, 2004 7:57 AM CST
I'm praying for a great report for Carson. I'm glad the testing is done and will be glad when the wait for results is over. I hope Carson enjoyed his first Christmas.
Ruth Chapman <ruchap@grapevine.net>
Ottawa, KS - Thursday, December 30, 2004 2:03 PM CST
Carson,Kristi,and Matt: I've got my fingers crossed that Carson will have great news from his tests! You're in my prayers.
Mary Bilhimer(Matt's coworker) <www.mbeth@carrollsweb.com>
- Thursday, December 30, 2004 12:25 AM CST
Dearest Carson, Kristi and Matthew....what a wonderful surprise this morning to come in and see that you are not on your way to KC again! I cannot imagine your frustration that these departments such as anesthesia and radiology cannot seem to be able to maintain a timely schedule; especially when young children are involved. I don't blame you, Carson, for complaining about fasting for practically a whole day! Chuck and I are just amazed at how familiar you are becoming with all these hospital procedures! The needles, ports, lights, tubes are all a part of your day! You and Mommy will have such a good day today...eating and sleeping without being sedated! Yes, "Carson Fans" are waiting for the best news of this New Year .....that our brave boy is cancer-free! You and your Mommy and Daddy can enjoy looking forward to your first birthday and the special joys of raising a healthy, but special, little boy!
HAPPY NEW YEAR! We love you, Deanna and Chuck

Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
SALINA, KS United States - Thursday, December 30, 2004 7:46 AM CST
I'm glad to hear that you didn't have to spend three days at the hospital and will be able to enjoy some time at home, without having to travel back and forth. I continue to keep Carson in my prayers. Enjoy the New Year.
Rachel C. (Friends of Allie) <lilcrazymamac@hotmail.com>
TX - Wednesday, December 29, 2004 10:39 PM CST
He is such a cutie. I will keep you and your family in my thoughts and prayers.
Christy (friends of Allie)
Cleveland, OH USA - Wednesday, December 29, 2004 4:44 PM CST
Glad you are getting those test over with. KU Med Center isn't so bad. That is where Terra got all of her treatments, etc. You just have to take your stand on how much you will bear, and let them know that YOU are still in charge of your child and his care! Will be anxiously waiting with you the outcome on all these tests. Hope your Christmas was merry, and that your New Year is the best! ~Trula
Trula Harris <tharris@sctcu.kscoxmail.com>
Sallina, KS USA - Wednesday, December 29, 2004 10:31 AM CST
Carson, you are getting to be such an old hand at this hospital "stuff" and all the tests! I had missed the fact that you had to change hospitals for these tests...I know that was hard for Mommy and Daddy! We KU fans like to think that anything "KU" is going to be "okay", but when it comes to our little ones and hospitals, nothing can be taken for granted! It was good to hear that overall everything went okay and you were so good! I am praying for a better day today for you and your Mommy and Daddy. It sounds like you are learning to be quite the little flirt! Loves and hugs, Deanna
Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
SALINA, KS United States - Wednesday, December 29, 2004 7:44 AM CST
Your Carson is such a cutie. I pray that things start healing and that life as it should be can start. Sending you prayers from CT.
Laurie ~Friend of Allie~ <mamag@comcast.net>
Bristol, CT - Tuesday, December 28, 2004 9:43 PM CST
Carson,
When you grown up all the other boys are going to take a look at the scar on your tummy and say "WOW THAT'S ONE TOUGH KID" You truly are a little fighter and I'm certain that God has BIG PLANS for your life! We pray that 2005 is a new beginning for you and that chemotherapy treatments and additional sx's are a thing of the past!

Ronda Lawson and family <krselawson@yahoo.com>
Baxter Springs, KS USA - Tuesday, December 28, 2004 5:43 PM CST
My little hero...I am thinking of you today! I hope they can get things over quickly so you don't get too hungry! Love you, Deanna
Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
SALINA, KS United States - Tuesday, December 28, 2004 8:47 AM CST
Dearest Carson, I know you had a wonderful Christmas with your family....your first Christmas! I thought of you often and imagined you with your cousins and charming everyone who got to enjoy the holiday with you. Now we are ready for the next step....this will be another tough week for you, honey, but we have faith that you will be as brave as ever. We pray that this will be the last time the doctors have to put you through this "starving" process while they do all these tests! Good luck, our prayers are with you and your Mommy and Daddy! Love you much, Deanna and Chuck
Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
SALINA, KS United States - Monday, December 27, 2004 7:40 AM CST
Just stopping by to wish your family a very Merry Christmas!! Carson is in my daily thoughts and prayers. He is such an adorable little boy!! May God bless you all.

Love,
Julie and Keira

Julie Pelker (Friends of Allie) <julzpelker@comcast.net>
Leesport, PA - Saturday, December 25, 2004 3:48 AM CST





Kris, Jordan, Hayleigh & Kailyn <kippy_loo@cox.net>
Anthem, AZ - Friday, December 24, 2004 1:04 PM CST
Wishing you a Merry Christmas and a healthy 2005!
Cassandra cousin to Brendon http://www.caringbridge.org/nm/brendon <cmraven@msn.com>
Albuquerque, NM - Friday, December 24, 2004 1:18 AM CST
God Bless you all this Christmas season.....Carson is definitely a "miracle".....and we will pray that he continues this journey with such enthusiasm!!
The Langley's; Rick,Candy,Kyle, and Krista <clangley@oznet.ksu.edu>
Salina, KS USA - Thursday, December 23, 2004 3:20 PM CST
Dearest Carson, Kristi and Matthew, I am glad to know that you were able to get little Carson's tests rescheduled for next week. As hard as waiting is, it also does not seem right to delay getting this brave little boy back on chemo so that the last of those cancer cells can be destroyed once and for all! We continue to pray that the second round of tests will show that there is no need for additional treatment; but it is too scary to think that the need is there and is being delayed due to a holiday! Carson, you are so fortunate to have such a smart Mommy and Daddy! Have a fun Christmas with Grandmas, Grandpas, Uncles, Aunts, and cousins, Carson....I have my new picture here in my office, along with the one of you as a celebrity from the newspaper! Love you much....and the 28th, 29th, and 30th are now marked on my calendar. I hope you and your parents will feel the love and the prayers. Deanna
Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
SALINA, KS United States - Thursday, December 23, 2004 9:26 AM CST
I am sorry for the delay on the scans. From my family to yours I want to send out warm Christmas wishes for you and sweet baby boy Carson
Kim ~Friends of Allie~ <KimandJoey2002@yahoo.com >
Memphis, TN - Wednesday, December 22, 2004 1:02 PM CST
I'm so sorry for the delay. Waiting can be such a pain. Please don't let this spoil your holidays. Here's wishing you a Merry Christmas and a happy and healthy New Year! ~Trula
Trula Harris <tharris@sctcu.kscoxmail.com>
Salina, KS USA - Wednesday, December 22, 2004 12:04 AM CST
Warmest Christmas wishes to your whole family! We think of you often and send many prayers and good thoughts your way! I'm so sorry you have this delay, but I hope you can enjoy a quiet, peaceful, happy Christmas now! So many people have you in their prayers, especially at this time of year, and always! Have a very Merry Christmas and many hopes and prayers for a happy, healthy, wonderful new year!!!!
Kari (Hannebaum) and Ben Jareske <ksukari@hotmail.com>
Overland Park, KS USA - Wednesday, December 22, 2004 10:38 AM CST
Dearest Carson, Kristi and Matthew..I was anxious to get into my computer today after being out of the office yesterday. I have mixed emotions about the delay, thankful that you didn't have to spend this week in the hospital and can enjoy the last few days leading up to Carson's first Christmas; but disgusted with the fact that the hospital did not even call you about the delay. It is good that you called them before you left...Enjoy your Christmas holiday and we will all continue praying for Carson and for wonderfully good news early in the New Year! Love to you all, Deanna
Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
SALINA, KS United States - Wednesday, December 22, 2004 7:44 AM CST
Dear Kristi, Matt and Carson,
I'm sorry to hear about the delay with the tests, but in the meanwhile I hope you will be able to slow down and enjoy the Christmas season. As you celebrate Carson's first Christmas with your families and friends, we will all continue to pray for healing and a cancer free New Year. Best wishes, Laura

Laura Blevins <laura_blevins@hotmail.com>
Holyrood, KS USA - Tuesday, December 21, 2004 8:14 PM CST
Im sorry to hear you all are waiting again for answers. I hope your holidays will still be filled with love and joy. I will pray that the answers will come sooner than later.

Stephanie (Friends of Allie) <Nlay79@yahoo.com>
Zimmerman, mn - Tuesday, December 21, 2004 5:24 PM CST
I'm so sorry that you have to play the waiting game. If you're like me, that is worse than having tests done. I hope that you can have a good Christmas despite this. Just know that we are all thinking and praying for the positive. Maybe God let this happen because He knows that Carson is ok and it doesn't matter if you have to wait a little longer!? Take care. Kelly
Kelly Smith <smithk@usd290.org>
Ottawa, Ks USA - Tuesday, December 21, 2004 3:05 PM CST
Thanks so much for the Christmas card, so great to see your wonderful family. Best wishes to you this holiday-it's a big first Christmas for you together. Wishing you well and hopes for a wonderful 2005. We will be thinking of you...
Jamie, Alyssa, Caleb, and Tommy Daniels <daniels@brainerd.net>
Baxter, MN - Tuesday, December 21, 2004 3:00 PM CST
Hi. guys. Just checking in on you all. I am so sorry that Carson' tests have been postponed. What a disappointment. Take a deep breath and trust that God is in control of this situation and that news will come in HIS time. I'm sure it is terribly hard to keep waiting, but hopefully with your strong faith, you will be able to enjoy the holidays despite the wait.
Wow! Carson's very 1st Chrismas...how exciting for all of you! Bet he gets lots of presents!! I know that you will all be counting your blessings. Merry Christmas!
Love,

Shelly <ksl1987@carrollsweb.com>
- Tuesday, December 21, 2004 1:07 PM CST
Dear Carson, Kristi and Matt,

Our prayers will definitely be with you these next three days. I know they'll be long and trying. Better yet, we'll pray that the tests all come back with positive news. Love, Tara, Ryan and Carson

Tara <tara_seaotters@hotmail.com>
NY - Tuesday, December 21, 2004 6:59 AM CST
I'm sorry your Christmas week is going to be drug out with the tests this week. Here'e hoping that you have good results that will make this Christmas the merriest ever! After all, the Chiefs won and so can you! I'll say my prayers for you and will be thinking of you. Always ~Trula
Trula Harris <tharris@sctcu.kscoxmail.com>
Sallina, KS USA - Monday, December 20, 2004 4:33 PM CST
Dearest little Carson, Kristi and Matthew...we are sending "Super Prayers" this week...MIBG scans to show no more cancer cells for our brave Carson! Your fans know by now that you will do whatever is necessary to get rid of those final cells if that is what your doctors see; but how we pray for news of a cancer free Christmas for you, Carson!
Thank you all for the beautiful family picture..it is hard to believe what the three of you have gone through the past few months....you are beautiful (and handsome!). Carson, I am sure you and your DAddy watched the Chiefs pull out their miraculous victory this week-end....now we will wait for news of your own victory over this cancer! I pray this week goes well and as quickly as possible for you. Love you, Deanna

Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
SALINA, KS United States - Monday, December 20, 2004 7:26 AM CST
Kristi, Matt, and little Trooper Carson,
Just checking in on all of you. Will be praying extra hard this week that the MIBG scans show no new cancer cells. Carson has come such a long ways in his treatment. It just seems fitting that he should get a Cancer free Christmas.
Hang in there. Hope to see you guys sometime soon!
hugs,

Shelly <ksl1987@carrollsweb.com>
- Sunday, December 19, 2004 11:18 PM CST
Hi, Just wanted to let you know we are still checking in and praying for you all. You are such a beautiful family we pray that Baby Jesus will bring good news for Christmas and the New Year!! God Bless and hope you can enjoy the Holidays with family.
Gerald and Shirley Boxberger <travisb@media-net.net>
Russell, ks usa - Sunday, December 19, 2004 2:40 PM CST
Hi there..I hope everything is going well still. I know exactactly what you are going through as my daughter was diagnosed with stage 4 at 5 months also and just finished with her 8th round of chemo. feel free to visit her web site and i will keep checking up on you. get better and lets kick some NB butt
www.caringbridge.org/mi/onikachamberlain

Rebecca Chamberlain <ycub@yahoo.com>
Lansing, MI United States - Sunday, December 19, 2004 9:46 AM CST
Sweet Baby Carson, I'm sorry that you have more tests. I'm praying that they come back with positive results.
Rachel C. (Friends of Allie) <lilcrazymamac@hotmail.com>
TX - Friday, December 17, 2004 9:01 AM CST
Dearest Carson, I understand you have more tests next week and so Mommy and Daddy won't be able to feed you again! That has got to be so hard for you to understand. I am the one who needs that diet! But it should be all over with by the time Christmas comes and you can enjoy those mashed potatoes and pumpkin pie! I am sure Santa will want to share his cookies and milk with you, too....you have been such a good and brave little boy. I have asked Santa for the best wish ever, that all of "Carson's fans" will get our wish for positive results next week and a healthy prognosis by Christmas for our STAR! Enjoy this week-end, honey, with your Mommy and Daddy....all of what Christmas is about for little boys...bright twinkling lights, cookies, loves, hugs, kisses and PRAYERS. Love you much, Deanna
Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
SALINA, KS United States - Friday, December 17, 2004 8:17 AM CST
Dear Carson and Family,

I found your link on the NB List. I just wanted you to know that I will keep you all close to my thoughts and prayers. Carson is such a beautiful little boy!! And his beauty marks on his tummy....will be a life long reminder of the journey he traveled, and the blessing it has brought. For that is how I see Madelyn's, (my daughter) beauty marks. Madelyn was diagnosed with Stage 4 when she was 15 weeks old. She is now almost 5 and she is so happy and healthy. I will hold you all close to my heart, that in four years, you will be signing someone else's guestbook, writing the same thing. Wishing all of you the Merriest Christmas and a very Happy New Year! May God continue to bless your family! ((Sending you big hugs!!))

Connie, Bob, Allie and Madelyn (www.caringbridge.org/mn/missmadelyn) <Roco595@aol.com>
St. Cloud, MN - Thursday, December 16, 2004 8:34 PM CST
Dearest Carson, isn't it fun feeling better so that you can enjoy all the fun of your first Christmas! I hope that the test next week will verify that you are almost cancer free...and maybe any additional chemo can wait until after Christmas (I know, Daddy and Mommy, you don't want to wait too long if that is what it takes to get rid of those last few cancer cells!). I think about you often as I know how beautiful the lights are in Kansas City at Christmas....you tell Santa that you are the best boy ever! Love you, Deanna
Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
SALINA, KS United States - Thursday, December 16, 2004 4:28 PM CST
Yea!!! I'm so glad to hear Carson is doing so well. He's such a tough little boy. I hadn't written in a while and wanted to let you know I'm still thinking about you all.
Shelda Shaffer <sshelda@hotmail.com>
Abilene, TX USA - Thursday, December 16, 2004 3:54 PM CST
Yes, I remember. It is like day vs night with their behavior when they are on chemo and off chemo. By the way, Terra didn't sleep through the night until she was about 18 months old! And then I found out it was because she had pneumosistis (sorry, but I've forgotten how to spell that) pneumonia and was totally exhausted from just trying to breathe! That type of pneumonia is what one gets while on chemo and it is a bacteria that covers the lungs and doesn't let them expand as you breathe. Terra only showed a little cough, but did I ever feel stupid! Here's hoping Carson will be well enough to sleep through the night soon. Good luck next week and Merry Christmas to all! ~Trula
Trula Harris <tharris@sctcu.kscoxmail.com>
Salina, KS USA - Thursday, December 16, 2004 3:53 PM CST
Hello cutie Carson! I am glad things are going well. We love to hear that you are enjoying your time chemo free! Praying for you in Arizona!
Wendy ~friends of Allie~ <wapeters@cox.net>
Mesa, AZ USA - Thursday, December 16, 2004 9:21 AM CST
Carson you have such wonderful loving parents! You are a beautiful little boy. I am praying for you and your family---oh and do mommy and daddy a favor, sleep through the night!!
Becka from Friends of Allie <rlmarsch@nycap.rr.com>
Delmar, ny usa - Thursday, December 16, 2004 8:14 AM CST
Hey Carson, it's me again, I read more of your journal and discovered that you are from Jayhawk country and share my disdain for all things purple! Here's a big Rock Chalk Jayhawk for you!

Donna Kirk-Swaffar ♥.•:*¨¨*:•.Friends Of Allie.•:*¨¨*:•.♥ <swaffar@doglegs.com>
Rossville, KS - Thursday, December 16, 2004 8:04 AM CST
Oooh, Carson, you are too cute! Some good friends of mine (the Friends of Allie) sent me over to see what a good lookin' Kansas boy you are! Don't know where in Kansas you and your mom and dad are from, but we live in Rossville (that's just west of Topeka). I'll be checking back in on you soon!
Donna Kirk-Swaffar ♥.•:*¨¨*:•.Friends Of Allie.•:*¨¨*:•.♥ <swaffar@doglegs.com>
Rossville, KS - Thursday, December 16, 2004 7:49 AM CST
Hi guys! I'm glad to hear the Carson is doing wonderful! I'm sorry that you were not given more information, that has to be very frustrating for all of you! I am still praying for a "Cancer Free" Christmas for Carson! I'm also still thinking of you guys all the time and sending many positive thoughts your way!
Brooke, Jason, Taylor, Lauren and Scott Radke <bradke@cox.net>
McPherson, KS - Wednesday, December 15, 2004 10:31 PM CST
Welcome to our NB support group. So sorry you had to come.
One thing in your favor if Carson has to have NB. His age.
Keep your faith, there is great hope. I will come back
to visit soon. Lou/grandmother to Josh (12)
www.caringbridge.org/page/josh

Lou <skiptolou@juno.com>
Knoxville, TN USA - Wednesday, December 15, 2004 3:55 PM CST
Just checking in again. I've checked several times, but have had to back out before I was able to write a message. Isn't it amazing how these sick babies are able to bounce back after major surgery? Terra was sitting up in bed and playing within hours of a lung biopsy. The nurse told us that if an adult had gone through the same surgery, they would have been flat on their back in bed for at least 3 days. I guess the difference is our babies really don't know what "feel good" feels like! I'm as anxious as you are to hear the results of the surgery, etc. As hard as it gets at times, hold your heads up and remember to celebrate even the littliest success. You are constantly in my thoughts and prayers, and remember to give Carson an extra hug from me every day. Thanks! ~Trula
Trula Harris <tharris@sctcu.kscoxmail.com>
Salina, KS USA - Wednesday, December 15, 2004 2:44 PM CST
Great new pics. What a trouper. He seems to be doing so great. I will continue to keep you all in my prayers.

Love,

Tricia- mom to Emily <tvent@sunflower.com>
Lawrence, KS - Tuesday, December 14, 2004 7:55 PM CST
Dearest Carson, Kristi and Matthew, What wonderful news! I was lucky to get to visit with Grandpa Toews briefly this week-end as he went through Dillards. Carson, you are such an incredible little boy! I don't know many adults who could go through what you have with such bravery and wonderful spirit! You seem to know what a special family you have and as long as they are beside you, you can fight off all those yucky cancer cells. Just a few more to go, honey...pull in all your strength and get rid of that last 3%....we already now you can master anything! Enjoy a wonderful week getting ready for Christmas and Santa Claus! Love you, Deanna
Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
SALINA, KS United States - Monday, December 13, 2004 7:35 AM CST
What wonderful news! Carson, you are being so brave and doing an awesome job fighting off all that yucky stuff in your body! Keep up the good work. ;) Our little Ashley has been looking at your pictures and sure thinks you are a cutie!! Our prayers are always with you.

I received a message the other day and instantly thought of you all...

If God brings you to it, He will bring you through it.
Happy moments, praise God.
Difficult moments, seek God.
Quiet moments, worship God.
Painful moments, trust God.
Every moment, thank God.


Shannon Achilles <mshannon76@yahoo.com>
Rochester, MN USA - Sunday, December 12, 2004 2:58 PM CST
Awesome, awesome news - and we know that this is just the beginning of more good news to follow. Praise and thanks be to God!!! Love and hugs to all of you.
Kathy & Russ Pierce <kikadoodlecat@yahoo.com>
Salina, Ks USA - Sunday, December 12, 2004 1:29 PM CST
Glad you are all home and the calls from the Drs. are almost PERFECT! Hang in there, the end of all this is in sight. My family will continue to pray for Carson and all
his family members, You are one tough group. God bless
all of you. Love, Hugs, and Positive thoughts ~ Sharon Johnson and family

Sharon Johnson <jsmkson@sunflower.com>
Lawrence, Ks - Sunday, December 12, 2004 11:04 AM CST
Greetings Toews Family!
GREAT NEWS! This is just the beginning of good news! I know everyone will continue to pray for your family. Carson is such a little trooper. I know I wouldn't be sitting up and smiling with an incision like that. Enjoy the holidays and enjoy your little guy being on the road to recovery. Love to all. Vickie

Vickie Hall <mvhall@grapevine.net>
Ottawa, - Sunday, December 12, 2004 9:38 AM CST
Hi. Hope you all are doing well. I check in about every week and hope to read good news. I also wanted to let you know that I donated what money I had in my PayPal account to Lunch for Life for Carson and hope you get good news for the holidays. I will keep checking in and hope to hear more good news from you.
Tim Johnson (the one from Nebraska) :) <jetimisse@yahoo.com>
North Platte, ne - Sunday, December 12, 2004 0:31 AM CST
It's been awhile since I checked in, and what GREAT NEWS I found. I'm thinking of you and wishing for the greatest Christmas gift possible. Love, Sarah
Sarah Meredith <dandsm@direcway.com>
Ottawa, Ks - Saturday, December 11, 2004 10:02 PM CST
That's great news! I continue to pray for Carson's complete and total healing.
Rachel C. (Friends of Allie) <lilcrazymamac@hotmail.com>
TX - Saturday, December 11, 2004 7:41 PM CST
Matt, Kristi and Carson
What great news to read. Christmas will certainly have new meaning to you this year. I am so grateful for the updates on your little guy. What a trooper. He is a true insipration for all. God bless you guys and I will continue to pray for positive news to come. The pictures of Carson are great and your family picture is truly a treasure.


Lori and Makenna Hope

Lori Gardner <scottnloriwing@juno.com>
Lecompton, KS USA - Saturday, December 11, 2004 4:35 PM CST
Hi Matt & Kristi,

Just read your update. It sounds like you have good news and we just wanted you to know that we have been praying and praying for Carson and for you too. One thing I know about cancer is that there's a lot that can scare you. Just keep your faith up and faith in your doctors. I know you're saying your prayers of thanksgiving!

Claryce & Ken Bunker <kenb@carrollsweb.com>
Salina, ks - Saturday, December 11, 2004 11:02 AM CST
YEAH!!!!!!!!! That is SUCH GOOD NEWS! Carson, you are on the way to being cancer free! I can just feel it! Congratulations little one!
Tara <tara_seaotters@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, December 11, 2004 9:21 AM CST
What wonderful, Wonderful, WONDERFUL news!! God has heard the prayers of everyone! I am experiencing tears of happiness for all of you right now.:-)
It is looking like you guys WILL get that cancer-free Christmas. What a wonderful gift!!
Will continue to pray for you and Carson....that the dr.s will report that Carson is free from that yucky cancer and is on his way to the life of a healty little boy!
Much love,

Shelly <ksl1987@carrollsweb.com>
- Saturday, December 11, 2004 8:17 AM CST
Glad to hear surgery went well and that Carson is doing so good! You are in our thoughts and prayers!
Happy Holidays!
Chad, Dawn & Girls


Chad <chiefbiteme2001@cox.net>
- Friday, December 10, 2004 2:28 PM CST
Carson will continue to be in my prayers.
Tina ~Friends of Allie~ www.caringbridge.org/md/lance <lneonkia@comcast.net>
- Friday, December 10, 2004 12:55 AM CST
WOW! What a strong little guy you have! I am so glad the surgery went well and he is doing good. That is one heck of a incision. I don't think I would be as strong as your little guy! Praying for good results from the pathology and x-ray. HUGS and prayers
Melissa McCarthy (FOA) <melnjess2002@yahoo.com>
Colorado Springs , CO USA - Friday, December 10, 2004 12:31 AM CST
Carson is amazing! After all he has been through he still looks happy, strong, and solid with full cheeks. (Mama, you're feeding him well!) He's gonna be a real leader in life with confidence to get through any setbacks!
Think about you guys everyday!

Sarah Fleming <sfleming@ccaws.org>
Newton, KS USA - Friday, December 10, 2004 11:58 AM CST
We are praying that you get good news and that all of this is over with. God Bless and Merry Christmas!!!
Bette <bettewacker@hotmail.com>
Greensburg, KS USA - Friday, December 10, 2004 10:52 AM CST
Dear Kristi & Matt,
Your little boy is such a trooper! I can't imagine how rough this week has been for all three of you. I'm glad to hear that every day gets a little better & that Carson is healing so fast. I was surprised to see him sitting up already! I am hopeful & I will keep praying for excellent test results today!! Hang in there!

Kelsey <kelseyielliott@yahoo.com>
Houston, TX - Friday, December 10, 2004 9:39 AM CST
Carson,

What a tough fighter you are! You look much better in your pictures than what I had thought. You'll be crawling by this weekend to knock down the Christmas tree! Make sure your mom and dad let you pound on pots and pans! Take care little guy! Love, Tara

Tara <tara_seaotters@hotmail.com>
Syracuse, NY - Friday, December 10, 2004 7:19 AM CST
Baby Carson is sure a tough little guy. I can't imagine that I'd have a smile on my face three days after surgery with that kind of incision. He's a fighter, for sure. I'm so glad he's doing so well.

Becky (Friends of Allie) <mashedpeas@msn.com>
El Mirage, AZ - Thursday, December 9, 2004 11:22 PM CST
It's great to hear that you are home and that Carson continues to do so well. I am truely amazed sometimes at the resiliance of our children. I continue to pray for Carson's complete healing and good news for you all.
Rachel C. (Friends of Allie) <lilcrazymamac@hotmail.com>
TX - Thursday, December 9, 2004 11:19 PM CST
Hi, guys! Just had to check in on that precious, handsome boy. I will admit that I cried when I read how he could only whimper after surgery and how he needed to know that Mommy and Daddy were there. Poor little guy.....he's been through so much in his little life so far. He is a trooper though....a heartbreaking, handsome trooper and, to me, he is a little hero. His parents are heroic, too!

But, Carson looks so great! I'm so glad that the incision is healing quickly! I will be praying hard that you get nothing but good reports and a clean bill of health for your little man.
Glad you are home and sleeping in your own beds.
Will keep checking in. Hope you get your news tomorrow.
PS...Michaela thinks Carson is a really cute baby!
Love and Hugs,

Shelly <ksl1987@carrollsweb.com>
- Thursday, December 9, 2004 10:35 PM CST
I'm sad I missed you at CMH. Carson looks great as usual! Glad to hear his surgery went well. I'll be sure to keep the prayers up. Hopefully this phase of your lives will soon be over! Could you give those cheeks a gentle pinch for me?
Lindsay King <Frogger511@hotmail.com>
Lee's Summit, MO USA - Thursday, December 9, 2004 9:58 PM CST
Matt, Kristi and Carson: Glad to hear you have a happier baby on your hands now! I think I would be cooing to have all that apparatus removed too! Take care and I will be thinking of you all the way from New Hampshire...

Lara Shields, Friends of Allie <lara_shields@mac.com>
Temple, NH USA - Thursday, December 9, 2004 5:41 PM CST
Thinking of you!
Loree Cordova and FMA
Lawrence, KS - Thursday, December 9, 2004 3:34 PM CST
I want some of those "beauty pills" Kristi must be taking. How she can still be so lovely and radiant despite all of those sleepless nights is incomprehensible to me. Maybe it's the secure knowledge that so many friends and family care deeply about Carson. You are never far from our prayers!
Denise Heckel <deniseheckel@hotmail.com>
Cape May Court House, NJ - Thursday, December 9, 2004 11:57 AM CST
Thanks grandma for the update! We are still thinking of you all and praying for a quick recovery, which it sounds like you are doing! Good luck on the transition home.
Still keeping the faith!

Wendy `friends of allie <wapeters@cox.net>
Mesa, az usa - Thursday, December 9, 2004 10:10 AM CST
Thanks to Kristi's mom for the update! I've been praying that Carson was recovering well. So glad that the tubes are out, sweet Carson! That has to make you feel lots better....that and snuggling close to Mommy and Daddy. Carson, you and your parents have been so brave through all of this. I just continue to pray that the yucky cancer be gone so you can just have fun being a rough and tough little boy!
Hug your mommy and daddy for me!
Love

Shelly <ksl1987@carrollsweb.com>
- Thursday, December 9, 2004 7:57 AM CST
What a doll Carson is! I will pray that he continues to do well and we will be thinking of you all. Many prayers for all of you.
Kris, Jordan, Hayleigh & Kailyn <kippy_loo@cox.net>
Anthem, AZ - Wednesday, December 8, 2004 10:56 PM CST
I'm so happy to hear that Carson is progressing well! He's such a fighter, I'm sure he's a much happier camper without a cath. I know I would be. Well I'll continue to pray for his complete healing and recovery. Stay Strong
Rachel C. (Friends of Allie) <lilcrazymamac@hotmail.com>
TX - Wednesday, December 8, 2004 10:09 PM CST
Matt,Kristi and Carson, Glad to hear that the surgery went well. I will pray for everything to go well so you can come home for the holidays, Cancer Free. You are an amazing family. God Bless, Sharon Johnson
Sharon Johnson <jsmkson@sunflower.com>
Lawrence, Kansas Douglas - Wednesday, December 8, 2004 6:49 PM CST
Dear little Carson, I have to be out of the office for a couple of days, so I won't be able to check in on your progress until Monday. But I want you to know that my prayers are with you....I hope you are soon able to give Mommy and Daddy a big hug and kiss....I know how they need that! Love to you and your family...Deanna
Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
SALINA, KS United States - Wednesday, December 8, 2004 4:34 PM CST
Dearest Carson, I hope you are beginning to feel a little better and that your doctors are able to keep you comfortable from the pain. Hopefully Mommy and Daddy will be able to hold you soon (which always makes the "owees" better) and you will feel like eating again. I pray for good news for Mommy and Daddy soon, and you that you will have all those tubes out and can get back to the business of crawling! Love you, Deanna
Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
SALINA, KS United States - Wednesday, December 8, 2004 7:22 AM CST
So many positive things to be happy about!! We will continue to pray for Carson's recovery and the news that he is free from cancer! So glad the surgery went well.

Continuing to send love and prayers your way.

Tiffany, Cliff & Isabella Chapman (www.caringbridge.org/ga/isabella) <tchapman@dekatechnologies.com>
Atlanta, GA USA - Tuesday, December 7, 2004 11:04 PM CST
Hi guys....

So glad that surgery went well....I was thinking about Carson all day. Sounds like we need to keep praying for Carson's comfort, Mom/Dad's strength, and for the cancer to be GONE.
Hang in there....remember you are not alone!
Love,

Shelly <ksl1987@carrollsweb.com>
- Tuesday, December 7, 2004 3:41 PM CST
Matt, Kristi and Carson,
Remember that you are in the thoughts and prayers of many, many people. Hug each other and kiss Carson for me.
Love and Prayers,
Vickie

Vickie Hall <hallv@usd290.org>
- Tuesday, December 7, 2004 3:14 PM CST
Hello Kristi, Matt, and Carson,
We're heartened to hear the surgery went well. We know that as Carson's parents, his large incision is alarming, but we think it allowed the doctors to work unhindered, so they got done what they set out to do. One thing we've noted about Carson is that, as little as he is, he's quite a fighter. He's going to come out the other end of this whole experience tough, healthy, and happy! We'll continue to pray for you three. Hang in there!

Paul and Gloria Misik <pmisik@mchsi.com>
Rockford, IL USA - Tuesday, December 7, 2004 2:05 PM CST
I'm so glad that the surgery went well. I will pray for good results from the biopsy as I pray for Carson's healing.
Rachel C. (Friends of Allie) <lilcrazymamac@hotmail.com>
TX - Tuesday, December 7, 2004 1:08 PM CST
Good to hear about the surgery. At least he'll have a scar to show off to all of the girls! What a tough little guy. I have a friend whose baby went through open heart and you can barely see his scar now (he is currently three). We'll pray for a positive result from the pathologist.
Much love and prayers,
Tara

Tara <tara_seaotters@hotmail.com>
- Tuesday, December 7, 2004 1:00 PM CST
Dear Kristi, Matt & Carson,
Praise God for a quick surgery! I'm glad he didn't have to keep the NG tube in any longer than absolutely necessary! Sounds like the poor little guy had a C-Section, not just a quick little biopsy! I'm sure you're anxious to be able to hold & comfort him. Keep us updated on the report from the pathologist. We will keep praying!
Love,
Kelsey, Matt & Jonathan

Kelsey Elliott <kelseyielliott@yahoo.com>
Houston, TX - Tuesday, December 7, 2004 7:51 AM CST
Dear Kristi and Matt, thank you for the prompt update on little Carson's surgery. How wonderful that our prayers were answered at this point, and he came through surgery like the little trooper he has proven to be! I hope you don't have to wait too long before your receive the results of the biopsy. We continue to pray for a positive outcome and that the tumors will not be cancerous. How tough not to be able to hold and cuddle your sweetheart for awhile...hopefully that will change very soon! Carson will really let everyone know about that! We pray for continued good news....Love you, Deanna and Chuck
Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
SALINA, KS United States - Tuesday, December 7, 2004 7:44 AM CST
Saying our prayers for you all. Kelly
Kelly Smith <smithk@usd290.org>
Ottawa, ks usa - Tuesday, December 7, 2004 7:36 AM CST
I've been thinking about all of you today. TAra and I just finished a phone call about you. While we were talking, we were looking at your website at the same time. WONDERFUL family picutres. I hope that surgery went well. Many prayers are being sent your way......

Nedra <nedra3@cox.net>
Salina, KS USA - Monday, December 6, 2004 8:50 PM CST
Been thinking of Carson, Mommy, and Daddy today and praying that all went well. Will be checking in for the next report.
God Bless,
Love....

Shelly Todd <KSL1987@Carrollsweb.com>
- Monday, December 6, 2004 5:38 PM CST
Just wanted to let you know that your family has been in my prayers all day today. I hope everything is going smoothly and that Carson is in recovery by now.
Brooke, Jason, Taylor, Lauren and Scott Radke <bradke@cox.net>
McPherson, KS USA - Monday, December 6, 2004 3:27 PM CST
Just wanting you to know that I am praying that all will go well in surgery and that Carson's cancer is gone forever.
Tricia- mom to Emily <tvent@sunflower.com>
Lawrence, KS - Monday, December 6, 2004 1:45 PM CST
Hi Carson! If I am correct, you are in the middle of your surgery right now. I just wanted to let you know that I am praying for you in hopes that everything goes well! Best wishes to you and your family!
Stacy Garnett <ssbohn@yahoo.com>
Salina, KS USA - Monday, December 6, 2004 1:18 PM CST
Hi Carson, we are thinking of you and praying that your surgery is successful and uneventful today!


Katie, Hayley and Hunter <dugan2b@yahoo.com>
Franklin, MA - Monday, December 6, 2004 12:41 AM CST
Hello sweet Carson. Just wanted you to know we are thinking of you and praying that your surgery was successful this morning! Stay tough!
Wendy ~friends of Allie~ <wapeters@cox.net>
Mesa, AZ USA - Monday, December 6, 2004 12:10 AM CST
Just stopping in to say that I was thinking and praying for Carson's surgery today. Many hugs/thoughts/prayers to all of you.
Sara (Friends of Allie) <mthoroughman@verizon.net>
Seminole, FL - Monday, December 6, 2004 10:57 AM CST
Carson, Kristi and Matt,

You will be in my prayers all day to day. I trust God to protect you during your opertion and give your mommy and daddy strength today.

Christina (Smith) Brandenburg <christina.l.brandenburg@mail.sprint.com>
Olathe, KS JO - Monday, December 6, 2004 9:41 AM CST
Matt, Kristi, and especially Carson...I am praying very hard today for you all. I pray for the doctors clarity, for Carson's speedy recovery and complete healing, and for your strength.
Rachel C. (Friends of Allie) <lilcrazymamac@hotmail.com>
TX - Monday, December 6, 2004 8:49 AM CST
Dearest Carson, today is a scary day for your family and "Carson fans". We are praying that your surgery goes smoothly and your surgeons will be able to confirm that you are cancer free! We appreciated the note from your Mommy and Daddy explaining what your doctors will be doing today. It sounds like so much for such a little guy! But what a brave little guy....I bet the Chiefs won that game yesterday to give you a great "send-off" into your surgery this morning. We can't all be there in person for you and your Mommy and Daddy today, but we will be right there in that waiting room with them in our hearts and prayers! Hang in there, honey, you are our HERO! With all our love, Deanna and Chuck
Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
SALINA, KS United States - Monday, December 6, 2004 7:26 AM CST
My thoughts and prayers are with you all today and everyday
Hope everything goes well today.

Doris Hancock <dohancock@aol.com>
Berryton, Ks USA - Monday, December 6, 2004 7:17 AM CST
Matt,Kristi, and Carson,

You all are in our prayers every day and night. We have faith in the lord that everything will come out okay. We belive that he will guide you through this troubling time. Have faith and a good spirit and let the lord lead the way.

Chad, Dawn,Makayla, and Saige <Chiefbiteme2001@cox.net>
Salina, Ks - Sunday, December 5, 2004 10:03 PM CST
I'm praying that Carson's surgery goes great! I know it will. I continue to pray for his healing.
Rachel C. (Friends of Allie) <lilcrazymamac@hotmail.com>
TX - Sunday, December 5, 2004 5:32 PM CST
Good Luck Carson! We know your surgery will be 100% successful!! We will be praying for you!
Tiffany, Cliff & Isabella Chapman (www.caringbridge.org/ga/isabella) <tchapman@dekatechnologies.com>
Atlanta, GA USA - Sunday, December 5, 2004 5:05 PM CST
Dear Kristi, Matt, & Carson,
We will continue to pray for a successful surgery tomorrow! We will specifically pray for the complete removal of all of the tumors from Carson's body and for God to surround you with peace and patience as the surgery is performed. As a mommy, I know that it's not easy to see your baby go through difficult times, but know that God is ALWAYS with you & He has the perfect plan already figured out...so there is nothing to worry about! We look forward to seeing Carson around the holidays & we believe he will receive his perfect Christmas present - to be cancer free!
We'll be waiting for the update tomorrow after the surgery.
Love,
Kelsey, Matt, & Jonathan

Kelsey Elliott <kelseyielliott@yahoo.com>
Houston, TX - Sunday, December 5, 2004 1:56 PM CST
Kristi, Matt, and Carson,

Prayers will definately be with you tomorrow! What a comfort to know that God will be with Carson as he goes through this surgery and that God will guide the surgeon during the procedure.
Hopefully, tomorrow will be a day to rejoice and that you will turn the page to a life free of cancer!
Thinking of you......

Shelly Todd <KSL1987@Carrollsweb.com>
- Sunday, December 5, 2004 1:20 PM CST
We have been reading the news on Carson almost daily...what a special little guy you have! Just wanted to let you know that we will be praying for you all (and Carson's doctors) on Monday. Looking forward to reading the good news after his surgery is complete.
Ryan, Shannon, Ashley, Cody, and Sydney Achilles <mshannon76@yahoo.com>
Rochester, MN USA - Sunday, December 5, 2004 1:19 PM CST
Dear Kristi, Matt and Carson,

Our prayers for a perfect surgery and outcome will definitly be with you tomorrow. I have a feeling that you will be having a cancer-free Christmas, healthy and full of love. Most important, that Carson will be cancer-free for life.

All of our prayers and love, The Lafferty's

Tara Lafferty <tara_seaotters@hotmail.com>
Syracuse, NY United States - Sunday, December 5, 2004 6:59 AM CST
I wanted to stop by and let you know that I am praying for Carson. I hope everything Monday goes well. I will be thinking and praying for all of you. What a handsome little guy you have! I love the top pic in the album.
Angela- www.caringbridge.com/ma/heathergrace
ma - Saturday, December 4, 2004 9:24 PM CST
Dear Kristi, Matt and Carson,

Although it's been awhile since I've written a message, you are in my thoughts and prayers every single day! I will be especially prayerful on Monday as Carson goes through his next challenge. Keep up the good fight! Love, Laura

Laura Blevins <laura_blevins@hotmail.com>
Holyrood, KS USA - Saturday, December 4, 2004 6:05 PM CST
Checking in on Carson. Have a great weekend, little one!
The C Family ***Friends of Allie***
Overland Park, KS - Friday, December 3, 2004 10:12 PM CST
Dearest Carson, Matt and Kristi, I had to send a note before I leave work for the day to remind you that you will be in our prayers constantly on Monday. Carson, you will be in the heart of all of your fans Monday...if we could be there we would be a noisy bunch, "rooting" for your doctors to get that last tumor out of your little body so that you can get on to the business of growing up into a healthy, happy little boy! If you listen closely, you will hear our shouts of joy from the East Coast..to the West, with a loud roar from Kansas! Kristi and Matt, give an extra hug to your beautiful son from the Morgans! Love you, Deanna, Chuck, Matt and Angie
Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
SALINA, KS United States - Friday, December 3, 2004 3:27 PM CST
Great news Carson, well, everything except for the stress fracture, and even that has a silver lining! I'm praying hard for that cancer free Christmas!
The C Family ***Friends of Allie***
Overland Park, KS - Thursday, December 2, 2004 2:11 PM CST
Carson:

Glad to hear things are sounding so positive. Hang in there and continue to be tough. We are all counting on a cancer free Christmas full of lots of loves, kisses, laughter, and alot less worry. Can't wait to watch you, Abbi, and Ainsley opening gifts together. It should be a loud, noisy, and fun Christmas at the Toews' house this year. Hope you have a wonderful weekend with Mommy and Daddy, give them some slobbery kisses from us. We will be thinking and praying for you on Monday. Sorry we couldn't be there to give you guys a hug and a shoulder, just know we think of you constantly.

Love always,

Mike, Kari, Abbi, and Ainsley <mktoews@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, December 2, 2004 2:01 PM CST
That's great news, I'm glad to read that your Doctor is so encouraging about the scans. Carson and you all remain in my thoughts and prayers.
Rachel C. (Friends of Allie) <lilcrazymamac@hotmail.com>
TX - Thursday, December 2, 2004 1:22 PM CST
Hi Carson! It was great to see you and your mommy and daddy over Thanksgiving! You reminded me of all the things I should be thankful for that I often take for granted. I'm glad to hear that all the news has been good so far. Keep strong and best wishes when you have your surgery.
Stacy Garnett <ssbohn@yahoo.com>
Salina, KS USA - Thursday, December 2, 2004 11:28 AM CST
What good news and continued answered prayers. We are continually in awe of your strength and bravery and of the power and grace of our Heavenly Father. The newest pictures are just awesome. Hugs to all of you.
Kathy & Russ Pierce <kikadoodlecat@yahoo.com>
Salina, Ks USA - Thursday, December 2, 2004 8:18 AM CST
Dearest Carson, what wonderful news your Daddy sent to us yesterday! I am in awe of your bravery and the wonderful attitude your Mommy and Daddy continue to hold. The power of prayer from all of your loving fans is awesome. Monday will be an especially powerful day for you as your doctors continue to get you closer to that cancer free Christmas! I guess you know what we are all asking for Christmas this year! I hope you can all have a restful week-end getting ready for Monday. Love and hugs, Deanna
Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
SALINA, KS United States - Thursday, December 2, 2004 8:02 AM CST
Carson ~ While I was driving home from clinical tonight I saw a falling star, and of course I instantly wished for your healing. It was such a great feeling to come home and read such encouraging news from today's update! I do pray everyday that your Christmas wish is answered! I just *love* the family pictures!! ((HUGS))
Brooke, Jason, Taylor, Lauren and Scott Radke <bradke@cox.net>
McPherson, KS USA - Wednesday, December 1, 2004 11:24 PM CST
God IS listening and answering prayer!! I am rejoicing with you that Carson's bone scan came back with results leading the dr. to believe that all is fine. We'll just continue to pray that THIS is the case.
Sorry to hear that Carson was fussy and not feeling well this morning....he's a tough little guy! Hopefully tomorrow will be a better day!
Thinking of you and praying!

Shelly <KSL1987@Carrollsweb.com>
- Wednesday, December 1, 2004 10:28 PM CST
Kristi, Matt & Carson,

I like many of your mama's alpha chi sisters learned with the most recent news letter of your struggles this year. I went through and read each and every journal entry and am so proud of you and your mommy & daddy for being so brave. There are no words to describe how much my heart aches for your family and how hopeful I am that that your surgery on Dec 6th will leave you with a clean bill of health. I will say a special prayer that God protects you during your surgery and another to give your mommy and daddy the strength to make it through these last few days. I’ll ask Santa if he can bring a clean bill of health and some calmness to your family on your very first Christmas. God Bless.

Christina (Smith) Brandenburg, AKA your pledge dot <christina.l.brandenburg@mail.sprint.com>
Olathe, KS JO - Wednesday, December 1, 2004 4:24 PM CST
I will keep Carson in my prayers...
Tina ~Friends of Allie~ www.caringbridge.org/md/lance <lneonkia@comcast.net>
- Wednesday, December 1, 2004 3:14 PM CST
I'm glad that the contrast went down well this time. I'm praying for Carson's complete recovery and healing.
Rachel C. (Friends of Allie) <lilcrazymamac@hotmail.com>
Tx - Wednesday, December 1, 2004 12:55 AM CST
Thinking of you and your gorgeous baby boy. I hope the xrays give you good news. I will be sending good thoughts your way today.
Betsy - Friends of Allie <betsy@cdiweb.com>
Lakewood, CO 80228 - Wednesday, December 1, 2004 12:41 AM CST

Cathy ^Friends Of Allie^ <sister_2@hotmail.com>
Weatherford, Tx USA - Wednesday, December 1, 2004 11:39 AM CST
Thinking of you and hoping for a speedy healing process for your beautiful Carson.
Hillari <mizshuckiduck@yahoo.co.uk>
Scotland - Wednesday, December 1, 2004 11:16 AM CST
I just found out about your site from Friends of Allie. What an absolute doll! I LOVE LOVE LOVE the pictures! Whoever took those is GREAT! I have bookmarked your site to come check on your living doll baby. I am sending many prayers/thought/hugs your way. Especially that the femur bone is just normal growth not a tumor!!

oh yeah...did I mention that I love the pictures?? :)

Sara (Friends of Allie) <mthoroughman@verizon.net>
Seminole, FL - Wednesday, December 1, 2004 11:11 AM CST
Just came to see if there were any test results back and check on sweet, sweet Carson. I hope when the final results come back they are more clear and contain the good news that we are hoping for. I am still storming heaven with prayers for you
Kim (Friends of Allie) <KimandJoey2002@yahoo.com >
Memphis, TN - Wednesday, December 1, 2004 11:08 AM CST
I'm praying so hard for you baby boy!! I looked at your pictures and let me say that they are just breath taking!! You have a beautiful family...but I'm sure that I don't have to tell you that. Sending tons of love, hugs, and prayers from Mississippi!!!
Cami ^^Friends of Allie^^ Mommy to Anna Claire and Jackson <cmdoler@iccms.edu>
Tupelo, MS USA - Wednesday, December 1, 2004 10:46 AM CST
Many prayers for a cancer free Christmas for baby Carson.

(I love your family pictures, by the way!)

Becky (Friends of Allie) <mashedpeas@msn.com>
El Mirage, AZ - Wednesday, December 1, 2004 10:44 AM CST
Hi there - just thinking of you today Carson. I hope that everything is alright with your femur bone. It sure sounds like everything else has been good, so hopefully that will continue.

We'll be thinking of you!

Kari (Friends of Allie) <zfamily00@hotmail.com>
Wauwatosa, WI - Wednesday, December 1, 2004 10:43 AM CST
Hi Carson! A fellow Friend of Allie told me about you. I'm praying that your scans all turn out very well.
The C Family ***Friends of Allie***
Overland Park, KS - Wednesday, December 1, 2004 10:25 AM CST
I am glad yesterday went well. I will continue to pray for your family. Remember, God is good and He loves Carson more than we can imagine. I am glad you had a great Thanksgiving. You and your family needed that. I will pray for the upcoming surgery. Hope you have an uneventful, but good, rest of the week.
Melinda McAlexander <melmc9@hotmail.com>
Ottawa, KS - Wednesday, December 1, 2004 8:10 AM CST
Dear brave little Carson, We are so proud of you! Drinking all that yucky stuff like a little trooper. You are trying to help Mommy and Daddy, aren't you! I am glad that you were able to "doze" through all of those tests. Your poor Mommy and Daddy, I cannot even imagine how worried they have been. They had so much good news, and we can only continue to pray that the bone scan comes out clean. We will look forward to hearing that this "uptake" is showing up because you are growing into such a big boy so quickly! I guess you know what we are asking from Santa for you this very first, important, Christmas! My thoughts and prayers are with you and your Mommy and Daddy always.....Love you, Deanna
Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
SALINA, KS United States - Wednesday, December 1, 2004 7:38 AM CST
Was on the computer again and for some reason felt an urging to check back in again. I'm sorry that you had to get that call from the nurse. I hope and pray that you find out it is a false alarm. I hate it that you guys have to ride this roller coaster.........
As always, you guys are in my prayers!
Hugs,

Shelly <KSL1987@Carrollsweb.com>
- Tuesday, November 30, 2004 10:55 PM CST
Whew, you made it over a major hurdle today. We are thinking of you constantly and pray for happier days ahead. Your love for each other and for Carson will see you through!
John and Denise Heckel <deniseheckel@hotmail.com>
Cape May, , NJ - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 5:54 PM CST
Kristi, Matt, and the brave trooper, Carson....
So glad that everything went smoothly today for all of you. It sounds like very positive news and so much to be thankful for. To be quite honest, I had no idea that Carson had so many other tumors! I don't know where I've been 'cause I think I've been pretty religious about staying up on Carson's progress. I almost felt sick to my stomach to read of all the tumors in his little body. What a blessing to know that almost all are GONE! I will just continue to pray for more positive news and that the best news will be no more chemo and a CANCER-FREE Christmas for the Toews family.
You are in my thoughts and prayers every day......

Shelly <KSL1987@Carrollsweb.com>
- Tuesday, November 30, 2004 5:34 PM CST
Carson and Family please know that I am praying for you so that you can get through all of your scans without any problems and you receive good news!
Rachel C. (Friends of Allie) <lilcrazymamac@hotmail.com>
TX - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 8:37 AM CST
Dearest Carson, just a note to let you and your Mommy and Daddy know that we are thinking of you today and praying hard! Love you, Deanna
Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
SALINA, KS United States - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 7:21 AM CST
Glad you had a nice Thankgiving and Carson enjoyed getting spoiled by gradparents. I bet you cant wait to go down their agaian. I have a really good feeling,,, I just know that next time you go down Carson will be cancer free
Kim (Friends of Allie) <Kimandjoey2002@yahoo.com >
Memphis, TN - Monday, November 29, 2004 4:04 PM CST
Matt, Kristi, and Carson:

So glad you had a wonderful Thanksgiving and a chance to get out of town. Sorry we couldn't be there to celebrate with you. The kids would have had fun together. We will be thinking and praying for you guys tomarrow. Hope everything goes smooth and on time. This will be all over soon!! We love you all very much.

Love,

Mike, Kari, Abbi, and Ainsley <mktoews@yahoo.com>
- Monday, November 29, 2004 12:25 AM CST
Carson, your new pictures are adorable! What a handsome little boy you are!! I can only imagine how difficult it will be to drink that yucky stuff tonight & tomorrow morning. Tell Mama to give you something yummy to eat afterward. I've been thinking of you guys all the time & praying for great test results this week! Hang in there. God is with you.
Kelsey Elliott <kelseyielliott@yahoo.com>
Houston, TX - Monday, November 29, 2004 11:26 AM CST
Hi, guys! Glad to hear that you had a GREAT Thanksgiving w/ the grandparents...bet Carson got lots of spoiling and loved every minute of it!
Will be thinking of you tonight and tomorrow and praying that brave Carson takes his medicine well. YOU CAN DO IT, LITTLE MAN! :-)
Hugs to all of you.....
Shelly

Shelly Todd <ksl1987@carrollsweb.com>
Baldwin City, KS - Monday, November 29, 2004 9:12 AM CST
Hi, guys! Glad to hear that you had a GREAT Thanksgiving w/ the grandparents...bet Carson got lots of spoiling and loved every minute of it!
Will be thinking of you tonight and tomorrow and praying that brave Carson takes his medicine well. YOU CAN DO IT, LITTLE MAN! :-)
Hugs to all of you.....
Shelly

Shelly Todd <ksl1987@carrollsweb.com>
Baldwin City, KS - Monday, November 29, 2004 9:11 AM CST
Hi, guys! Glad to hear that you had a GREAT Thanksgiving w/ the grandparents...bet Carson got lots of spoiling and loved every minute of it!
Will be thinking of you tonight and tomorrow and praying that brave Carson takes his medicine well. YOU CAN DO IT, LITTLE MAN! :-)
Hugs to all of you.....
Shelly

Shelly Todd <ksl1987@carrollsweb.com>
Baldwin City, KS - Monday, November 29, 2004 9:11 AM CST
Dearest Carson, Kristi, and Matthew...such a beautiful family! Thank you so much for the new pictures. It is hard to believe that you guys have been through so much! You are all in the hearts of so many today and tomorrow. We are so sorry that you have to force your darling little boy to take such yucky stuff! But it is so important for those "pictures" to come out clearly...and how we pray that they they will show that the cancer is gone! What a celebration that will be! Hang in there, little Carson, you are such a brave little guy. We love you! Deanna and Chuck
Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
SALINA, KS United States - Monday, November 29, 2004 7:50 AM CST
Carson - good luck with the yucky stuff this week, I know how hard it is but you can do it, we believe in you!!!

Isabella

Tiffany Chapman (www.caringbridge.org/ga/isabella) <tchapman@dekatechnologies.com>
Atlanta, GA USA - Sunday, November 28, 2004 11:58 PM CST
Carson~
You are the cutest thing ever!! I am glad to hear you and your mommy and daddy are doing well. I am keeping my fingers and toes crossed that all is going to be well after all of these tests are done. I hope you got lots of yummy turkey in your tummy! I am praying for you and I look forward to more positive updates.

Lisa Theno <lisatheno@yahoo.com>
Lawrence, KS USA - Sunday, November 28, 2004 8:56 PM CST
WOW! What a beautiful family. Carson, you are adorable.
Praying that all goes well this next week. Happy Days
are just around the corner. Hugs and Positive Thoughts
Sharon Johnson (Loved the pictures)

Sharon Johnson <jsmkson@sunflower.com>
Lawrence, Ks Douglas - Sunday, November 28, 2004 8:10 PM CST
Dear Carson,
I have always said that your family are people you would normally never meet. You get to choose your friends. I have been so blessed to have your mother as a friend, even through the rough times and long distance, she has always been there. I know that God gave you to her and your dad for a reason. They are both very caring, loving, and fun people. I know they will always love and cherish you. You have given them so much love and light in these few past months than you will ever know. You are their little sunshine.
I'll be praying hard for you, for your tests, your surgery and recovery.
Love, Tara

Tara Lafferty <tara_seaotters@hotmail.com>
Syracuse, NY - Sunday, November 28, 2004 7:32 AM CST
Hi, Carson! Just wanted to check in to see how you are doing! What a treat to find new pics in your photo album. What WONDERFUL pictures!! You are a heartbreaker already! And what a handsome looking family! :-)
I hope you, Mommy, and Daddy had an awesome Thanksgiving...how was that Pumpkin pie?? :-)
I'm still praying for you, Carson, sweetie....everyday I pray for you, Mommy, and Daddy. I am thanking God that he has brought you all this far and that you all have had the blessing of that tumor shrinking. Now we'll pray you all through the next surgery and we'll celebrate the blessings yet to come!
Please give your Mommy a big hug from Shelly(I miss you alot, Kristi! Please let me know if there is ANYTHING I can do....ANYTHING!)
Big hugs to the brave BIG boy and his parents,
Shelly

Shelly Todd <KSL1987@Carrollsweb.com>
- Saturday, November 27, 2004 3:49 PM CST
Carson,

We're ready for you to get well and start catching some white bass. We just want to lick each one before you put them into the live well.

Onyx and Molly Toews <carpmaster1@yahoo.com>
Assaria, KS USA - Saturday, November 27, 2004 10:06 AM CST
HAPPY THANKSGIVING to your wonderful family! BTW, Carson is a cutie-pa-tootie!


Kelly ~**~Friends of Allie~**~ <kr72@hotmail.com>
Fort Mill, SC - Thursday, November 25, 2004 9:08 PM CST
Hello guys! You are looking good Carson! Drew and I know your tests will go great here in the next few weeks. Our positive thoughts and prayers are with you all.
Debra and Drew Trybom <djtrybom@sunflower.com>
Eudora, KS USA - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 5:19 PM CST
Sweet Carson you are super cute! I just know your test results are going to come back good and before long you will be cancer free! Keep strong and keep flashing that beautiful smile at your mommy
Kim (Friends of Allie) <KimandJoey2002@yahoo.com >
Memphis, TN - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 10:01 AM CST
Well I'm praying for all positive results and for Carson's complete healing! Enjoy your Thanksgiving too. You and your family won't be far from my thoughts.
Rachel C. (Friends of Allie) <lilcrazymamac@hotmail.com>
TX - Tuesday, November 23, 2004 8:17 PM CST
Carson looks great! Happy, happy days are ahead.
:)

Vickie Hall <hallv@usd290.org>
- Tuesday, November 23, 2004 12:43 AM CST
Dearest Carson, Kristi, and Matt....WHat wonderful news! Everything we were hoping for when I signed in this morning! I cannot even imagine how grateful you and Matt feel, Kristi...and such a blessing to pass our prayers on to Carson's little friends. I am so thrilled that words cannot express how I feel this morning. All of us who have come to know and love you, little Carson, will definitely have an extra prayer of thankfulness this Thanksgiving day! How special that you can come to your Grandpas and Grandmas here in Salina....such a special treat for all of you! You will have a wonderful week-end....Love to you all, Deanna
Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
SALINA, KS United States - Tuesday, November 23, 2004 7:18 AM CST
I'm so glad to hear that your day at the hospital today was fast & relatively painless for little Carson! I will continue to hold your family in my prayers for great test results next week & a successful surgery December 6th. I can't wait to see Cancer-free Carson over Christmas!! Give Carson an extra hug & kiss from me! Have a GREAT Thanksgiving with your families in Salina.
Kelsey Elliott <kelseyielliott@yahoo.com>
Houston, TX - Monday, November 22, 2004 9:44 PM CST
Good luck with the tests and scans this week. We know it is going to be a rough week, so hang in there!! We are praying for great results!

Love,
Tiffany, Cliff & Isabella Chapman

Tiffany (www.caringbridge.org/ga/isabella) <tchapman@dekatechnologies.com>
Atlanta, GA USA - Monday, November 22, 2004 8:23 PM CST
I'm praying that everything went great today and that all tests came back with good news. Please know that I'm praying for you all.
Rachel C. (Friends of Allie) <lilcrazymamac@hotmail.com>
TX - Monday, November 22, 2004 7:32 PM CST
Carson, Mommy and Daddy,
I am so glad to hear that things are still going well. I know you weren't feeling too well with those teeth hope you are better now. I pray for excellent test results for you and no more chemo. What a great Christmas present that would be for Mommy and Daddy. You are alway in our thoughts and prayers. Stay strong and know you are never alone.

God Bless you all.
Lori and Makenna Hope

Lori Gardner <scottnloriwing@juno.com>
Lecompton, ks usa - Monday, November 22, 2004 1:03 PM CST
Hi, Carson! Just wanted to let you, Mommy, and Daddy know that I am praying for you today and hoping that you get GREAT news! So thankful at this time of the year that your treatments have gone so well! How wonderful your cancer-free Christmas will be! :-) Hope you all have a GREAT Thanksgiving and that you'll get to have your very 1st piece of Pumpkin Pie! :-) Yummmmyyyy!
Hugs,
Shelly Todd

Shelly Todd <ksl1987@carrollsweb.com>
- Monday, November 22, 2004 11:34 AM CST
Hope your day goes well. I will be thinking of Carson and praying for the best. It's good to hear about the tooth finally coming through. I hope the Chiefs do well tonight. Take care

Kris Shirley

Kris shirley
Ottawa, KS USA - Monday, November 22, 2004 10:24 AM CST
Dearest Carson, you and your Mommy and Daddy are in our prayers today! All of your fans will be looking forward to hearing what a strong little heart you have....hopefully, not even that chemo could harm it! What a good sign that you are finally getting some restful sleep, no matter what time of day it is! (I hope Mommy is napping with you!) I knew you would love that KU/Missouri football game this week-end. What a year, KU football beating both K-State and Missouri this season...you brought them good luck! And with KU basketball starting out well, too...now we will hope your Dad gets to see the Chiefs play well today. It will be wonderful for him to actually be in the stadium to enjoy the game whether they win or not. And next time, maybe you can go,too! Have a good day, honey, then you can be home to test those new toothies on your first turkey drumstick! Love you, Deanna
Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
SALINA, KS United States - Monday, November 22, 2004 7:58 AM CST
I will keep Carson in my prayers. He is an adorable little boy.
tina www.caringbridge.org/md/lance <lneonkia@comcast.net>
- Saturday, November 20, 2004 2:31 PM CST
Hi,
I've been keeping up with your little Carson since he was diagnosed. I signed the guestbook once or twice before. My niece, Eliza, is also undergoing chemotherapy, but for a brain tumor. She just turned a year old, and we've noticed that her counts dip at unexpected times when she's teething. Since you said Carson was teething, that may account for the dip. Just thought that might make you feel a little better. I know that any time something different occurs, it unnerves us a bit, and it seems to help to know it's happened to someone else, too! I'll keep Carson in my prayers and look forward to the day that I read that Carson is cancer-free!

Alica Thomas (www.caringbridge.org/ks/elizamae <alicat_alicat@yahoo.com>
Lawrence, KS - Friday, November 19, 2004 9:34 PM CST
We still have you in our prayers, Carson, as well as your mom and dad. We will also pray for time to fly for you all because the waiting is miserable. Hope that you have a Happy Thanksgiving and you get lots of yummy mashed potatoes! Kelly Smith
Kelly Smith <smithk@usd290.org>
Ottawa, KS USA - Friday, November 19, 2004 2:34 PM CST
Please know that we continue to hold you in our prayers as you await yet one more round of test results. Let Carson's ability to thrive in the moment be your guide. One more tooth and one more procedure behind you...
Love,
Donna and Jim

Donna Belt
Raleigh, NC USA - Friday, November 19, 2004 9:55 AM CST
Carson, I'm so glad that your tooth finally came through, I know that you must feel better. I'm praying for you everyday that you remain strong to continue the journey. I pray for good news and a sense of peace and comfort for you and your family.
Rachel C. (Friends of Allie) <lilcrazymamac@hotmail.com>
TX - Friday, November 19, 2004 9:34 AM CST
Dearest Carson, I was so relieved to see this morning that your tooth came through and your fever is gone! Everything has been tough for you these first few months....the next 6 months have got to be good! I know you have a lot of tests coming up on the 30th, and it seems like you have a test on your heart next Tuesday. We will all be praying that the chemo has done all the things it is supposed to....and not affected your little body in any of the ways it should not!
Be sure to remind Daddy of the KU BASKETBALL game tonight. KU will really be able to show you a good game with their basketball! Have a good week-end, honey, and don't kiss too many of those little girls! (Girls can be germy, you know!) Love you much, Deanna

Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
SALINA, KS United States - Friday, November 19, 2004 7:33 AM CST
My thoughts and prayers are with you and your sweet baby Carson.
Becki **Friends of Allie**
Clinton Township, MI USA - Wednesday, November 17, 2004 7:46 PM CST
Sweet baby Carson, well I'm glad that everything went so well at the hospital. I'm praying that you continue to get better everyday.
Rachel C. (Friends of Allie) <lilcrazymamac@hotmail.com>
TX - Wednesday, November 17, 2004 8:20 AM CST
Dearest little Carson, I guess I just cannot stay away....I had the day off from work yesterday but thought about you all day, hoping that the transfusion was making you feel stronger. I hope that toothy comes through this week so that your fever will go away. Next week will be a big week...your first Thanksgiving! I am sure your Grandpas and Grandmas will be there to help you celebrate. And those mashed potatoes and gravy will make you feel so good!
I will pray for good news today...and will check in tomorrow. Love you, Deanna

Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
SALINA, KS United States - Wednesday, November 17, 2004 7:39 AM CST
Checking on your little cutie pie, great pictures of Carson! I'm praying that the surgery goes well on the 6th and that the transfusion helps get rid of your bruises. I pray for your continued healing and comfort.
Rachel C. (Friends of Allie) <lilcrazymamac@hotmail.com>
TX - Tuesday, November 16, 2004 8:56 AM CST
You are the CUTEST guy I've seen in forever. I'm sorry you are feeling so yucky. Teeth hurt when they grow but you will be glad to have them next Halloween. Stay strong
Betsy - friends of Allie <betsy@cdiweb.com>
Lakewood, Co 80228 - Monday, November 15, 2004 4:27 PM CST
My mommy told me that you were not feewling good and I wanted to tell u I hope you feel better soon. Those teeth sure do hurt when they come in dont they

Love
UR Fweind
~Belle 11/21/03

Kim (Friends of Allie) <KimandJoey2002@yahoo.com >
Memphis, TN - Monday, November 15, 2004 2:41 PM CST
Hi guys! Please visit www.songsoflove.org They just wrote a song for Ellie and its awesome!!! I'm so excited about this organization and want everyone to know. Best thing.....it's FREE!!! Always thinking of you guys. Lots of love and prayers being sent your way!
Ronda Lawson and family <krselawson@yahoo.com>
Baxter Springs , KS USA - Monday, November 15, 2004 11:30 AM CST
Baby Carson, I'm so sorry your teeth are hurting you. My daughter (who's 4 days older than you) is cutting teeth too and is cranky. I'm praying that you continue to do well and that you are completly healed with no more traces of cancer. I'm also praying for your mommy and daddy that they remain strong for the journey that you are on.
Rachel C. (Friends of Allie) <lilcrazymamac@hotmail.com>
TX - Monday, November 15, 2004 10:33 AM CST
Dearest Carson, I had to write a big "thank you" for the new pictures today! Your picture with that "handsome" smile was perfect....and your Grandmas are so proud in their pictures with you! I got to visit with your Grandpa Toews Friday evening. I happened to see him in Dillard's ...it was great to get to hear more news of you first-hand. It hurts to hear of all of your bruising and know that you are still suffering. Hopefully after tomorrow they will be able to do more to help you. I will keep checking in ...our prayers are always with you. Love you, Deanna
Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
SALINA, KS United States - Monday, November 15, 2004 7:27 AM CST
Carson you are such a cutie pie! I'm sure Ellie Rose would love to get her hands on you again! We're so thankful your chemo treatments are O-V-E-R!!!!! We'll continue to pray for your complete healing. You're always just a thought away......much love, The Lawsons
Ronda and family <krselawson@yahoo.com>
Baxter Springs, Ks USA - Friday, November 12, 2004 10:52 PM CST
Cute new pictures of Carson!! Aren't Grandma's the best? I'm sure they spoil Carson like crazy! I'm still praying for you Carson and it sounds like you are doing great! Hang in there handsome little one, you're almost done.
Kelsey <kelseyielliott@yahoo.com>
Houston, TX - Friday, November 12, 2004 9:50 PM CST
Absolutely love the new pictures of Carson--especially the first one where he is smiling SO big! I certainly hope that everything is winding down with Carson's treatment, and I'll be thinking of you all on Dec. 6. Hang tough and get rest whenever possible. ~Trula
Trula Harris <tharris@sctcu.kscoxmail.com>
Sallina, KS USA - Friday, November 12, 2004 12:33 AM CST
Sweet Carson, You are in our thoughts and prayers everyday. We pray that the chemo works and the docs will be able to remove all of the tumor on the 6th and for you to stay healthy. HUGS and prayers
Melissa McCarthy (Friends of Allie) <melnjess2002@yahoo.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Thursday, November 11, 2004 12:12 AM CST
Dearest Carson, I know I was trying to stay away, but I just had to let you know that I do check in everyday. I guess I was too optimistic thinking that your would be enjoying a smooth couple of weeks before your next tests! Your parents are going to be able to get their specialists degrees....I am so impressed with their ability to spell the titles they have put on these horrible things that keep trying to pull you down! I am so sorry that you have had such a tough week. And so surprised to hear of the decision for surgery in December. We won't forget to pray, honey...you will be a well baby by Christmas! Love you, Deanna
Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
SALINA, KS United States - Thursday, November 11, 2004 11:26 AM CST
Dear Carson,
I am sorry to hear that you have to have surgery. Hopefully, it'll take away all of that nasty cancer. I am also sad to hear about the VRE. I know your parents will be persistant enough to find out what is going on with you. Meanwhile enjoy them celebrating Halloween every time you see them. It is a good thing your spirits are still up, keep them up there! We love you.

Tara, Ryan, Carson <tara_seaotters@hotmail.com>
Syracuse, NY - Thursday, November 11, 2004 6:56 AM CST
I know you've had a rough week, hang in there, you are doing a great job! You have all been in our thoughts and prayers. We find out next week if Isabella's tumor is small enough for surgery. I'll keep checking for updates on how Carson is doing on his path to living cancer free!
Tiffany (www.caringbridge.org/ga/isabella) <tchapman@dekatechnologies.com>
Atlanta, GA USA - Wednesday, November 10, 2004 10:49 PM CST
Carson, you are such a CUTIE!!!!! I hope you feel better little man.
Jillian~ Friends of Allie <jillianmandic@hotmail.com>
Fort Lauderdale, FL - Wednesday, November 10, 2004 6:37 PM CST
Dear Carson, so disappointed to hear of your setback! I was just checking in to get your Mommy's email address as I have a special email to send to her. Hopefully you are feeling a little perkier. That chemo is so tough on you, it is hard to remember how well it is making you, too! Tell Mommy to check her email when she has some time....hopefully you are home again. Love, Deanna
Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
SALINA, KS United States - Wednesday, November 10, 2004 12:49 AM CST
Baby Carson, Stay strong! We're praying for your recovery and comfort.
Rachel C. (Friends of Allie) <lilcrazymamac@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, November 10, 2004 10:33 AM CST
you and your family are in my prayers, take care....
cindy koppen <cindy.huber-koppen@lmh.org>
Lawrence , KS USA - Wednesday, November 10, 2004 10:31 AM CST
Hi Kristi, Matt and Carson,
I just wanted you to know that I am praying for all of you often and really hope that things improve, and improve, and improve! Carson, you are such a cutie--it's hard to believe you are struggling with such a crummy disease. Matt and Kristi--You two are incredible--I know this is very difficult, but you are handling it with such grace!
Take care and know that you are loved and supported by so many people!

Renee Iwersen <iwersenr@usd290.org>
- Tuesday, November 9, 2004 8:52 AM CST
Dearest Carson, I know, I promised that I would not be writing again until later in November, but I just found out last night that were a "star" in the Ottawa Herald newspaper last week! What fun! Chuck brought home a copy that your Grandma had put on the internet yesterday. It had a beautiful picture of you and your Mommy that I am putting up in my office. You are going to have a wonderful scrapbook to remind you of how brave you have always been...even before you begin making the headlines for your high school tennis and band! And who knows, as tough as you have had to be, you may help to bring those Jayhawks to a winning football season! You can make note of the fact today that our basketball team is rated #1 this pre-season! Let's hope they can live up to the ranking, honey. Have a good day....and we will visit again as the 22nd comes around and you begin your tests to see how very well you are! I will enjoy your picture each day until we visit next.....Love you, Deanna
Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
SALINA, KS United States - Tuesday, November 9, 2004 7:38 AM CST
Hello Kristie, Matt, and Carson,

Sorry that it's been a while since we last wrote but we've been following Carson's progress, thanks to this Web site. We're thrilled to see that the little guy is getting stronger all the time, and that even his doctor can't detect his liver. He's come a long way since his liver was so enlarged that you couldn't lift his legs. That darn port seems to cause a lot of grief but then, doing the chemo would be a lot tougher without it, huh? As strong as Carson has been, I bet his heart will look just great when they do the echocardiogram and EKG later this month. We'll be praying that his MRI, CT, bone scan, and bone marrow aspiration will come out negative, too, so you can put that whole sordid chemo business behind you. We enjoy the photos, and we'd have to admit that some of Lina's and Anthony's early Halloween costumes weren't such great hits, either. We definitely DO like the Jayhawks wardrobe, though! We'll be thinking of the three of you, and praying, as you go through those tests. Take care!

Paul and Gloria Misik <pmisik@mchsi.com>
Rockford, IL - Monday, November 8, 2004 9:02 PM CST
Hi Carson, Glad to hear you are doing so well. Good Luck with your last few tests. I work with your Mother at Lincoln Elementary. Deb Dunn PE Teacher
Debbie Dunn <toad_48@hotmail.com>
Ottawa, KS USA - Monday, November 8, 2004 8:41 AM CST
Dear Carson, I know I signed off last Friday, but I missed not checking in with you this morning. I thought about you a lot this week-end....it was such a beautiful Fall week-end, even though both of your football teams let us down a bit. But as my Matt explained, "That's football!" I will check on you again in a couple of weeks! Enjoy feeling good, honey! Love, Deanna
Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
SALINA, KS United States - Monday, November 8, 2004 7:52 AM CST
Carson: Yea, your last round of chemo is over. Now we will hope and pray that your tests come back with flying colors. You and your parents continue to amaze us with your strength and faith. Contiue to be strong for a little while longer. Pretty soon all this will be behind you and your family can get on with life (and you and Mommy can get out and enjoy things like the park and the mall without being fearful of germs and illness). We continue to pray for you daily. Love always,
Mike, Kari, Abbi, and Ainsley <mktoews@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, November 6, 2004 10:03 PM CST
Dear Carson,
I read about your story in the paper what an amazing young boy and what a strong family you have. I had to look on the website you looked so cute in your costume. You will be in my prayers from now on you and your mommy and daddy.. I hope you are done with chemo and you can continue your journey.

Jami Thompson <jami_14_03@yahoo.com>
Pomona, KS - Saturday, November 6, 2004 7:05 PM CST
Carson, we are so happy you are finished with yucky chemo. We will continue to pray AND cross our fingers, toes, arms, and legs that you will forever be done with chemo! Your Mommy and Daddy have shown amazing hope, strength, and faith. We are all so proud of them AND you. We hope you have a great weekend and week to come. We are so excited to hear of your promising news! Take care!
Kari (Hannebaum) and Ben Jareske <ksukari@hotmail.com>
Overland Park, KS USA - Saturday, November 6, 2004 6:38 PM CST
I live in Lawrence and saw sweet Carson on the front page of the paper as I was walking into work today at RMH. May God provide complete healing for him with NO MORE CHEMO and blessings to your family!!
Julie Bell
friend of Eliza Mae (caringbridge.org/ks/elizamae)

Julie Bell <steeder@sunflower.com>
Lawrence, KS USA - Saturday, November 6, 2004 10:01 AM CST
Was so glad to hear about your positive reports. We have heard about your journey through friends at our church Midweek and have had your family in our prayers. So thankful that things are looking so good.

Linda Reed and family (Faith Lutheran Church)
Ottawa, KS USA - Saturday, November 6, 2004 9:30 AM CST
Carson, Your the cutest little honey pot I've ever seen. We will be praying that you are done done done with chemotherapy and that your treatment is O-V-E-R!!!! We miss you guys.....but so glad our babies aren't in the hospital.

P.S. Just wanted to tell you we're VERY impressed that you've NEVER been admitted with infection.......PRAISE GOD!!!!!! That's a real big deal!!!!

Ronda Lawson and family <krselawson@yahoo.com>
Baxter Springs, Ks USA - Friday, November 5, 2004 10:45 PM CST
I'm glad to hear that things are looking positive. I will pray that another round of chemo and surgery will not be necessary for him. I think about you guys a lot and admire all the strength that you have. Your time updating this page is very appreciated. He was too cute in that halloween costume! Take care!
Stacy Garnett <ssbohn@yahoo.com>
Salina, KS USA - Friday, November 5, 2004 3:41 PM CST
Hoping and praying with all of you that Carson is done with chemo and that he has to have no more surgery, except for the removal of his port. Hang tough as there are many who are supporting all of you. ~Trula
Trula Harris <tharris@sctcu.kscoxmail.com>
S, K U - Friday, November 5, 2004 1:49 PM CST
Just checking in to see how Carson is doing. I am glad to hear that things are going well. I will say a prayer that this was his last round of chemo. Take care!
Stacey Lynnes <slynnes@three-lakes.org>
Ottawa, KS USA - Friday, November 5, 2004 1:17 PM CST
Yeah Carson!! We are so glad you're home & we pray that you just finished your last round of chemotherapy! You are a precious little boy and you have endured so much over the past three months. We will keep you in our prayers for the next few weeks that you will feel better & that the results of all of the tests will come back great!
Kelsey, Matt, & Jonathan Elliott <kelseyielliott@yahoo.com>
Houston, TX USA - Friday, November 5, 2004 11:14 AM CST
Awesome, awesome, awesome. Great news! It is so great to know that things are progressing so nicely. Hugs and Kisses for Carson!
:) Vickie

Vickie Hall <mvhall@grapevine.net>
- Friday, November 5, 2004 10:29 AM CST
Dear Carson.

We are so proud of you! Thank you for typing your letter to all of us, it is nice to know you like to help your parents. We will be praying that this last round of chemo will be your last one, and that you get to enjoy a beautiful, well deserved Christmas. We are so proud of you. Take care little one! Love, Tara

Tara Lafferty <tara_seaotters@hotmail.com>
- Friday, November 5, 2004 7:17 AM CST
Dearest Carson, I knew we had good news this morning when I opened your website and your Mommy had written your journal in RED, trimmed in jelly beans! Two weeks at home won't be bad compared to those hospital stays, right?! And besides, you can watch football all week-end with Dad...trying to boost those Jayhawks to another win! We look forward to more good news after your tests on the 22nd and again on the 30th. Enjoy the next couple of weeks with your Mommy, Daddy, and Grandmas and Grandpas! Tell Daddy to put a sign on the front door...."No germs allowed"! I am going to sign off now and won't be sending my silly little notes every day. You are getting all well and strong and will be able to play and do more fun things than typing and reading email notes! I did love your personal note, though! Such a smart boy! Love you much....Deanna
Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
SALINA, KS United States - Friday, November 5, 2004 7:03 AM CST
Carson,
You are absolutely a tribute to the power of what prayer can do. Though I'm currently winterizing my boat, there will be plenty of White Bass to chase next summer. Onyx gets to lick each fish first, but you can help us put them in the live well after he is done.

Uncle Craig and Aunt Lisa <carpmaster1@yahoo.com>
Assaria, KS Lake Milford - Friday, November 5, 2004 0:07 AM CST
Hi Cutie Carson!! We got your site through the MSN CaringBridge Group. Just wanted to say we will keep you and your family in our thoughts and prayers.

(I am still laughing over Carson pooing on the KSU outfit... now THAT'S a statement...!!)

Katie, Hayley and Hunter <dugan2b@yahoo.com>
Franklin, MA - Thursday, November 4, 2004 3:15 PM CST
Hi Kristi, I hope things are going well! We're all looking forward to hearing how little Carson is doing...

Hugs,

Melissa, Jason, and Briana Galyon ^Friends of Allie^ <melreads@charter.net>
Rockwall, TX - Thursday, November 4, 2004 11:10 AM CST
Dear little Carson, I hope you had a much better day on Wednesday. KU's football team needs you to be at home feeling strong again ....they will need a few good strong kicks to win this football game Saturday! Hopefully you and Mommy will soon be getting ready to go home today and sleep in your own little bed tonight. Love, Deanna
Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
SALINA, KS United States - Thursday, November 4, 2004 9:23 AM CST
I'm so sorry that yesterday was lousy. It's hard to believe that you have to go through so much just to get well. I hope that things are better today and this is the end of it all. You'll be in our prayers!
Kelly

Kelly Smith <smithk@usd290.org>
Ottawa, Kansas USA - Thursday, November 4, 2004 7:34 AM CST
My thoughts and prayers are with you! What an angel! He is so cute!
Becky **Allie's Angels** <beckjo70@hotmail.com>
Mitchell, SD - Wednesday, November 3, 2004 11:46 PM CST
Prayers and positive thoughts for this week and I hope that this is the last of all this and you can put this behind you. You are an amazing family. Carson.....happy days are ahead sweetie, just hang in there a little longer and soon you will be feeling great everyday. God Bless you
as you go through this week....Love, Sharon

sharon Johnson <jsmkson@sunflower.com>
- Wednesday, November 3, 2004 6:03 PM CST
Hi Kristi, Matt, and Carson,
What a cute little honeypot! You are looking great, Carson, and we are so happy to hear that this may be your last chemo. It sounds like the day was a little rough, but we will think good thoughts and hope that the rest of your stay goes much better. Just wanted to let you know that we were thinking about you.....
Lana, Quincy, and Stella

Lana Grove <girlgeenius@yahoo.com>
Lawrence, KS USA - Wednesday, November 3, 2004 2:26 PM CST
Dearest Carson, I was so sorry to hear that you had such a rough day yesterday. We were in such hopes that things would go more smoothly, hopefully for your last chemo treatment! You have been so brave and have had to go through more than most of us have to go through in a lifetime. Your Mommy and Daddy have been so wonderful, too. You are a lucky little boy, even if it doesn't seem that way with so many "sticks" the past few months. Hopefully the next couple of days will be more peaceful and you can go back home on Thursday. Then we can wait and pray for good news after your tests on the 30th. Thank your Daddy for us, for this update. Talk to you later, Love, Deanna
Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
SALINA, KS United States - Wednesday, November 3, 2004 7:52 AM CST
Hi There! Been thinking of you often, and praying everynight. Love the pictures! Sure hope this is the last time for the chemo. Keep the faith, for the Lord is with us all.
God Bless!`

Kim Klucas
Salina, KS USA - Tuesday, November 2, 2004 10:50 PM CST
Hi, Carson! I'm thinking of you and your mommy and daddy today. Hope that the medicine is doing it's work and getting the yuckies out of your body! You are a little trooper. :-) Looking forward to when you and Olivia can play together! Sending you a great big hug.......

Shelly Todd <ksl1987@carrollsweb.com>
- Tuesday, November 2, 2004 3:33 PM CST
My thoughts and prayers go out to your family.
Cindy Koppen <cindy.huber-koppen@lmh.org>
Lawrence , KS - Tuesday, November 2, 2004 9:27 AM CST
Good Morning, continued prayers for Carson and comforting thoughts and hugs for the family. He is adorable.
Stefanie Scheible <scheibles-c@battelle.org>
Hillard, OH United States - Tuesday, November 2, 2004 8:14 AM CST
Good morning Carson, Kristi, and Matthew.....Just a short note to remind you how we are all thinking and praying for you today. This is an extra special treatment as we pray that it will be the last for your sweet, brave, baby boy. I also hope your "team" of doctors and nurses will keep everything going smoothly the rest of this week so that your stress levels will be kept at a minimum. Carson, give your Mommy and Daddy an extra sweet kiss and big hug this morning....as I know they will for you, too! We look forward to hearing of your progress if a computer is available.....Love and hugs, Deanna
Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
SALINA, KS United States - Tuesday, November 2, 2004 7:53 AM CST
Hi Carson! Just wanted to let you know that I will be thinking and praying for you tomorrow as you begin you final round of chemo! I enjoyed seeing you in your costume! I know that Mommy or Daddy will update us when they can, so I'll be looking forward to seeing how your treatment is going! Make sure and give Mommy & Daddy an extra tight hug, I'm sure they are very anxious for this to be over with!
Brooke, Jason, Taylor, Lauren and Scott Radke <bradke@cox.net>
McPherson, KS USA - Monday, November 1, 2004 8:17 PM CST
Awwww.....what a CUTE honey pot! :-) But, I'm so sorry he didn't like wearing his costume! Oh, well....at least Mommy and Daddy got a picture or 2 of him in it...that's the main thing! :-)
Will be thinking of you this week. Hope that the treatments go well. Will hold all of you up in prayer!
Hugs

Shelly <ksl1987@carrollsweb.com>
- Monday, November 1, 2004 12:44 AM CST
Carson you look so cute as a bee. I was glad to see the Chiefs win the other day. You'll be in our thoughts tomorrow and the rest of this week. I hope this is the LAST round of treatment it would be the best news ever! Goodluck with that new tooth.

Kris Shirley

Kris Shirley
Ottawa, ks 66067 - Monday, November 1, 2004 12:03 AM CST
Hi Carson, My name is Belle. I am about 4months older than you. I dont know why are mommies make us were those silly halloween costumes. I hated mine as well and cried to. I told her I would make sure to make the next diaper change extra hard on her ;O) Hey a babies got to do what a babies got to do right. But you did look awfully cute in custome. I was a bumble bee for halloween. Im glad you are feeling better. Love your friend
Belle 11/21/03

Kim (Friends of Allie) <KimandJoey2002@yahoo.com >
Memphis, TN - Monday, November 1, 2004 10:24 AM CST
Carson- You made a adorable HunnyPot even if it didnt last too long. Hope all goes well this week. I will be thinking of you all.


Stephanie (BBC March 2004 and Friends of Allie) <Nlay79@yahoo.com>
Zimmerman, MN - Monday, November 1, 2004 9:22 AM CST
Dearest Carson, I can't say that I blame you for yelling about your costume....it was adorable, but you looked like you would like to sting someone! The picture of Mommy with you was great, though! She may be tired, but she is sure pretty! I see where you and Daddy pulled the Chiefs through another upset yesterday....that win will put you in a great mood for tomorrow. Good luck with your treatment this week, honey. We are all praying it will be your last!
Thanks for the new picture....next year maybe you can talk Mommy into being a football player! Love and prayers from Deanna

Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
SALINA, KS United States - Monday, November 1, 2004 8:03 AM CST
Dear Kristi, Matt and Carson,
I'm just checking in today and am happy to read all of the good news. Have a great Halloween and as we move into our holiday season you have all my wishes for continued improvement and good health!
Love, Laura

Laura Blevins <laura_blevins@hotmail.com>
Holyrood, KS USD - Sunday, October 31, 2004 9:36 AM CST
Happy Halloween Carson!!!! I know you will be adorable in your Bumble Bee costume. Good luck with your appointments
next week~ hang in there sweetie...soon you will feel good everyday. Hugs and positive thoughts to you, Mommy and Daddy. Sharon Johnson

Sharon Johnson <jsmkson@sunflower.com>
Lawrence , ks. - Sunday, October 31, 2004 9:08 AM CST


Happy Halloween. Thinking of you today. My prayers are with you. ~~Friends of Allie~~

Janice S <Heresdami@aol.com>
Bedford, VA USA - Saturday, October 30, 2004 9:42 PM CDT
Just a member of "Friends of Allie" wanting to drop in and show some love and support. I am so glad that you are feeling better and can get out of the house. Enjoy your first Halloween
KIm (Friends of Allie) <kimandjoey2002@yahoo.com >
Memphis, TN - Friday, October 29, 2004 12:00 AM CDT
Dearest Carson, Your first Halloween! It looks like a warm and sunny Indian summer day in Kansas. What a perfect Halloween day Sunday should be for our little "bumblebee". You can see how all of your "Carson fans" are anxious to see a picture of you as a little "bee"! (Your Mommy and Daddy have us spoiled as they have shared such wonderful pictures of you the past few months!) I am sure you and Daddy will also take time for your football games....let's hope the Chiefs and KU can pull out another one for you. Have a wonderful week-end with your Mommy and Daddy and your friends. I will check in with you on Monday! Love, Deanna
Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
SALINA, KS United States - Friday, October 29, 2004 7:50 AM CDT
Glad to see you're doing so well with this chemo treatment and don't have to spend another day at the hospital getting a transfusion. Get out and enjoy the beautiful weather while we still have it. Hopefully we can get together again sometime soon.

Can't wait to see pictures of the cute little guy dressed up as a bumble bee!

Jennifer Hill <jhill@nunorth.com>
Topeka, KS - Thursday, October 28, 2004 9:39 PM CDT
Hi there. What a sweet and handsome child! Wow!
I am glad things are looking good! Praying for you all!

Karen ~ Friends of Allie ~
Stow, OH - Thursday, October 28, 2004 7:27 PM CDT
Oh WOW, I am sure I don't have to tell you, but that is ONE beautiful little guy you have there. I am so pleased that he is doing well and his prognosis is good. Thank you so much for sharing him with us. I'll be back to visit and keep up with your little prince.
Tracey~*Friends Of Allie*
Flower Mound, Texas - Thursday, October 28, 2004 6:47 PM CDT
Dear Kristie, what wonderful news! Everything is really looking up for Carson and for all of you. And it is about time! I am so glad that you get to enjoy Halloween. What a precious bumblebee Carson will be. I hope you get some pictures to send on his website. You have all of us "Carson fans" spoiled with the wonderful pictures. Have a wonderful week-end and we will continue to pray for Nov 2 to be Carson's last chemo! Love you, Deanna
Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
SALINA, KS United States - Thursday, October 28, 2004 7:43 AM CDT
I am a fellow March '04 mommy (as well as a Nov '01) on BBC. I am sorry you are having to go through this. I just wanted you to know I'm keeping your adorable little man in my prayers. What a sweet baby!
Tirzah, Ayden 3/17/04, and Kyler 11/3/01 <mom2ky2001@yahoo.com>
Keizer, OR USA - Thursday, October 28, 2004 1:06 AM CDT
Wow, what a adorable little guy..glad to hear things are looking good for your family..my prayers are with you
Debby (Friends of Allie's) <odiebluesky@yahoo.ca>
Oshawa, ON Canada - Wednesday, October 27, 2004 11:09 PM CDT
What a beautiful baby! I am a friend of Allie and I will pray he continues to do well. Thank you for sharing your story and your little boy with us!
Chris <ChrisNCarly@aol.com>
Orlando, FL USA - Wednesday, October 27, 2004 10:55 PM CDT
Just wanted to let you know that Baby Carson and you are in my thoughts. He is just SO cute!
Fiona & Alex (bbc Oct 2000) & Calum (bbc Dec 03) also from Friends of Allie <finarda@yahoo.com>
Ottawa, ON Canada - Wednesday, October 27, 2004 10:54 PM CDT
Another BBC (July 1999 & 2003) Mom here and a Friends of Allie Member wanting you to know that I am praying for Carson. He is such a handsome little man.
Janetann Lenz (Friends of Allie) <pjabslenz@yahoo.com>
Southport, NC 28461 - Wednesday, October 27, 2004 8:30 PM CDT
So glad to hear that Carson's staying stronger through this round! Way to go, little guy, and we'll keep you in our prayers...
monica
- Wednesday, October 27, 2004 8:02 PM CDT
Oh Carson! How clever to be a bumblebee for Halloween! You can go around stinging everyone with that stinger and see if they cry! You should go sting the doctors and nurses at the hospital, sting the health care worker who comes to your house, and sting Dad if he's the one who's giving you shots at home! Actually, after all the stings you've had you probably wouldn't want anyone else to have to get stung would you?
Ruth Chapman <ruchap@grapevine.net>
Ottawa, KS - Wednesday, October 27, 2004 4:03 PM CDT
I'm another BBC mom and Friend of Allie, and wanted to come by and let you know you are in my thoughts and prayers. He is beautiful.



Moni <momtograyson@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, October 27, 2004 2:34 PM CDT
I just read your post on BabyCenter, I am from March 2004 myself. Carson is absolutley adorable. I hope you all have a great Halloween and that this is the last chemo he has.
Stephanie(msn board and BBC march 2004) <Nlay79@yahoo.com>
Zimmerman, MN - Wednesday, October 27, 2004 1:40 PM CDT
What a cutie pie!! I am so happy to hear that you are getting some good news. We'll be thinking of you.

Kelli
~~Allie Scott's MSN Angels~~
BBC Aug '03 Mommy

Kelli Marshall <pamarshalls@msn.com>
Henderson, NV USA - Wednesday, October 27, 2004 1:40 PM CDT
What a little cutie !! Glad he is doing ok...Your in my prayers !!
Cathy ^Allie Scott's MSN Angels^ <sister_2@hotmail.com>
Weatherford, Tx USA - Wednesday, October 27, 2004 1:39 PM CDT
What a cutie pie! I can't wait to see pictures of your bumble bee. I will be praying that this chemo session is his last! Your family will be in my thoughts and prayers!
Janice (Allie's MSN Angels) <janicem@bu.edu>
Boston, MA - Wednesday, October 27, 2004 1:38 PM CDT
What a cutie pie! I can't wait to see pictures of your bumble bee. I will be praying that this chemo session is his last! Your family will be in my thoughts and prayers!
Janice (Allie's MSN Angels) <janicem@bu.edu>
Boston, MA - Wednesday, October 27, 2004 1:38 PM CDT
Glad to hear things sound good. We will keep Carson and your whole family in our prayers.
Lois (Allie Scott's MSN Angels)
NJ - Wednesday, October 27, 2004 1:35 PM CDT
What an adorable boy! I hope he has a wonderful week and continues to progress, lots of prayers coming your way!
Kelly ~Allies Angels~ <kellymann@grandecom.net>
Waco, TX - Wednesday, October 27, 2004 1:27 PM CDT
Your baby boy is absolutely beautiful! I learned of him through Allie's Angels and know you have a pretty impressive force praying for him! Give him hugs and kisses for us! Happy Halloween!!!
Jennifer <jen_greenwood@hotmail.com>
Excelsior, mn - Wednesday, October 27, 2004 12:52 AM CDT
Glad to hear that everything is going well. He will be an adorable bumblebee. He is a doll. We will be thinking of you.
Betsy (Allies MSN Angels) Rees <betsy@cdiweb.com>
Lakewood, CO 80228 - Wednesday, October 27, 2004 12:15 AM CDT
Your baby boy is beautiful!! I'm glat to hear that you can get out of the house. I'll be praying that his next treatment is his last!! Stay strong.


Leslie (Allie's Angels)
Whittier, Ca USA - Wednesday, October 27, 2004 11:56 AM CDT
Your son is adorable. Best wishes for a speedy recovery! I hope he has a great Halloween and I am sure he will make a cute bumble bee!
Tiffaney (Allies MSN Angels)
Granbury, Tx - Wednesday, October 27, 2004 11:30 AM CDT
What a cutie pie! He'll be the cutest bumble bee anyone has ever seen :) I pray that the next chemo treatment is the last one ever!
Sandy (Allie's MSN Angels)
Las Vegas, NV - Wednesday, October 27, 2004 11:23 AM CDT
Woo! I think my 10 month old daughter is in LOVE! She wont stop staring at your boy :) Understandably he's a cutie :P

Sending Best wishes for a speedy recovery. :)

Sara and Kailee <mommisara@charter.net>
WV - Wednesday, October 27, 2004 11:16 AM CDT
Carson, Just wanted to send some love and hugs your way buddy. I am storming heaven with prayers for you. You are one of the cutest babies I have ever seen with. Your eyes are so stunning and I can see strength in them. Get better soon
Kim - with Allie's MSN Angels <KimandJoey2002@yahoo.com >
Memphis, TN - Wednesday, October 27, 2004 10:41 AM CDT
Carson, we're praying for you! Kristi, your family is beautiful! Please keep us posted, and I'll be sure to check back often :)
Melissa, Jason, and Briana Galyon ^Allie's Angels^ and March 04 BBC Board <melreads@charter.net>
Rockwall, TX - Wednesday, October 27, 2004 10:41 AM CDT
Carson is a doll! I will be praying that the chemo works and he will be cured very soon! Hugs and prayers
Melissa McCarthy (Allie's MSN Angels) <melnjess2002@yahoo.com>
Colorado Springs, CO USA - Wednesday, October 27, 2004 10:38 AM CDT
Glad to hear that Carson is doing so well!!! I love the picture on your main page. Carson sure is adorable. I hope he continues to improve.
Jessie <jpetersen@tcco.com>
Bremerton, WA - Wednesday, October 27, 2004 10:36 AM CDT
Carson...keep your immune system up and running...You are such a cutie.


Kristin <mandtjsmom@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, October 27, 2004 10:36 AM CDT
So happy to hear that you are making wonderful progress Carson - we will continue to pray for you and your family during your next round and hopefully last round of chemo - you are such a brave little boy!!!

So glad to see that your a Jayhawk Fan Carson and not a K-State Fan :)

Jenny Teasley-Bonawitz <jteasley@jackhenry.com>
Shawnee, KS Johnson - Wednesday, October 27, 2004 9:03 AM CDT
To Baby Carson and your family: Be brave, you can beat this. You look like a strong little boy. Our prayers are with you.
Karyn Kelly (babycenter March2004 boards)
Audubon, PA USA - Wednesday, October 27, 2004 8:24 AM CDT
Just wanted to let you know that Carson is in my thoughts and prayers.
Charlette Lawson (Babycenter March 2004 & Allie Scott's Msn Angels)
Beech Grove, IN US - Tuesday, October 26, 2004 11:16 PM CDT
Dear Carson, I love the new pictures! Your Chief's outfit is perfect! I know you gave them the boost they needed last week.....hopefully they can keep it up now. Such a big boy, trying to cut teeth and handle chemo all at the same time. You keep trying and I bet you will have that little tooth cut through before next Tuesday! Do you think Mommy would let Daddy have the camera to take a picture of the two of you, too? Tell her that she doesn't have to wear a KU jersey, as long as she doesn't put you in purple! Keep working at that tooth, and I will check in with you on Thursday. I will be out of the office tomorrow...Love, Deanna
Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
SALINA, KS United States - Tuesday, October 26, 2004 2:24 PM CDT
Dear Toews Family--Our family is so big that we hardly ever see one another, but I have been praying for Carson and his parents and grandparents. I have been trying to keep up with what is happening, and I am so happy that Carson remains strong and is doing well overall. I will keep praying on your behalf and hope we can see all of you before too much longer. Love from your cousins.
Richard McVay <richardmcvay4846@msn.com>
Dodge City, KS USA - Monday, October 25, 2004 8:27 PM CDT
Carson, you are THE well dressed Chiefs/Jayhawks fan. What a handsome young man you are. We just know and pray that treatments continue to go well. A big hug to you all.
Kathy & Russ Pierce <kikadoodlecat@yahoo.com>
Salina, KS USA - Monday, October 25, 2004 7:25 PM CDT
Hi Carson! I had a nice talk with your mom yesterday. It sounds like you are growing up just fine! I like your picture with your feet up...my Carson does the exact same thing...just kick'n around. I am glad to see that you like football, it is hard to watch a good game out here in the east. You take care of yourself, I know you'll be just fine. Give your mommy and daddy plenty of hugs and kisses.

Tara Lafferty

Tara <tara_seaotters@hotmail.com>
Syracuse, NY - Monday, October 25, 2004 1:51 PM CDT
Dearest Carson, I sure hope you and your Dad were able to watch that Chiefs game yesterday! I know it sure put my son in a good mood....they finally got it together and put on a good game for you! It was such a beautiful week-end. I thought about you and your Mommy and Daddy and was hoping that you were feeling more like getting outside and enjoying this "pumpkin weather"! Love, Deanna
Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
SALINA, KS United States - Monday, October 25, 2004 7:38 AM CDT
Just caught up on your entries for the last few weeks. I'm glad to hear that things are going OK with the treatments and will keep my fingers crossed that number four will be the final round. I love the new pictures and hope you will be able to stop and see us again soon. Hang in there!
Sarah Meredith <dandsm@direcway.com>
Ottawa, Ks - Sunday, October 24, 2004 8:45 PM CDT
Hello Carson. You and your mommy and daddy are in my thoughts and prayers. I am keeping up on your progress through your web page. You sure are a tough little guy. Fill your days with lots of hugs.
yvonne clemons <chillin_guru@hotmail.com>
spearville, ks - Sunday, October 24, 2004 9:57 AM CDT
Dearest Carson, I hope you are feeling better as the week has gone on and will be able to enjoy a relaxing week-end with Mommy and Daddy. Daddy will be home and looking forward to some "guy time" while Mommy can relax knowing that you are in good hands with your Dad. I know KU has a tough game this week-end, but I don't know if it is going to be on TV or not. Have a good day today, honey, and I pray that you are more comfortable and can enjoy some tickles and giggles! Give Mommy and Daddy big hugs.....Love, Deanna
Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
SALINA, KS United States - Friday, October 22, 2004 8:01 AM CDT
You continue to be in our prayers. I know it must be so draining at times as you all call on your physical and emotional reserves to meet the ongoing challenges of getting Carson well again.

Close your eyes, lean back and feel all the love and energy coming your way from the multitude of friends and family who care about you.

Love,
Donna

Donna Belt
Raleigh, NC - Thursday, October 21, 2004 4:34 PM CDT
Dear little Carson, I feel so badly for you, and your Mommy and Daddy. I can only pray that "something" will begin to make you feel better soon. Our small words of comfort are so little in light of the comfort you all need. One day, one night at a time....and I pray you do not catch more cold. Everybody is talking of flu shots, and I hope your little body can take one soon. That is the last thing you all need! Love you, Deanna
Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
SALINA, KS United States - Thursday, October 21, 2004 7:21 AM CDT
Kristi and Matt, I hope Carson feels better soon. I'm sure having him happy is one of the things that keeps you going. It was so nice seeing you when you came to Ottawa, hope you can come again soon.
Ruth Chapman <ruchap@grapevine.net>
Ottawa, KS - Thursday, October 21, 2004 7:18 AM CDT
Hi Kristi, Glad you are home. He might be cutting teeth along with everything else. Come visit us again. We enjoyed that.
Just wanted you to know that we are having a shower for Carrie on the 29th at noon. Come if you can. We could have all sorts of babies here.
Nancy

Nancy Johnson
Ottawa, KS USA - Wednesday, October 20, 2004 3:57 PM CDT
Hello again Carson, Kristi, and Matt. At the risk of sounding repetitive, let me say again "I understand." It was extremely difficult to know what Terra's cries meant. Was it normal behavior or was it the chemo, etc.? She also had an IV infiltrate (this was BP--before ports). It happened in the middle of the night one time at the hospital. She woke up just screaming--a scream like no other. It took us a while to figure out what was going on. Thank goodness it was on her foot as it did leave a "burn scar". Please know that I think of you daily and know what you are going through. Believe that God "chose" you to be Carson's parents because he felt reassured that you would give Carson the loving care and treatment that he needs to overcome his illness. Hang tough and stay positive! ~Trula
Trula Harris <tharris@sctcu.kscoxmail.com>
Sallina, KS USA - Wednesday, October 20, 2004 11:36 AM CDT
Dearest Carson, Kristi and Matt....I hope you each had a better day and night yesterday. It seems like the pattern has been that it won't be until a bit later in the week before things settle down a bit for Carson. Once you get past this chemo and into "only" the normal baby growing issues, Carson, things like cutting those teeth, ear aches, tummy aches, ....will seem like a piece of cake! Enjoy cuddling with Mommy today, we will check in tomorrow. Love, Deanna
Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
SALINA, KS United States - Wednesday, October 20, 2004 7:26 AM CDT
Matt, Kristi and baby Carson,
Glad to hear that you are back home again. The fact that each trip to Children's Mercy puts you closer to being done with chemo has got to be encouraging. Know that you remain in our thoughts and prayers. Love, Vickie

Vickie Hall <mvhall@grapevine.net>
Ottawa, KS - Tuesday, October 19, 2004 8:38 PM CDT
I am just checking in on you all. We were at clinic today so I thought about you all. Sorry to hear that you are going into a tough week. The good news is you are getting closer and closer to finishing. I will be praying that the chemo wipes out all the cancer cells in his little body. Hang in there.
Tricia, mom to Emily <tvent@sunflower.com>
Lawrence, KS - Tuesday, October 19, 2004 8:18 PM CDT
Dear Kristi, Matt and little Carson, I feel so badly for all of you! Carson, I know you must be so frustrated when Mommy and Daddy cannot know exactly what is hurting you....and how painful for Mommy and Daddy to know you are hurting and not sure from what. They will be so happy when you are old enough to talk and tell them what is going on....they will never get tired of listening to you! When my son was so small and allergic to all the formulas, I promised him that when he was old enough to eat and tell me what he liked, I would feed him anyting he wanted....and what fun to spoil him! Kristi, thank you for the new pictures...Ellie Rose is always so attentive to Carson. They will always be special friends. Carson, the next time you see Ellie Rose you tell her that your friends are praying for her, too! I pray today is better for you...I am thinking of you. Love, Deanna
Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
SALINA, KS United States - Tuesday, October 19, 2004 7:42 AM CDT
Carson;

Glad to hear you are feeling well enough to give Mommy and Daddy lots of smiles and giggles. Hopefully you will not feel to bad when your counts go down again. Just remember it is for the best and will only be for a few days. It is almost all over, only one more treatment (hopefully) left. You and your Mommy and Daddy have been so brave and strong. We can all take a lesson from them in faith. Our thoughts and prayers are with you always. Hopefully we can come up to play sometime over Halloween weekend. Give your Mommy and Daddy lots of slobbery kisses and loves.

love you,

Mike, Kari, Abbi, and Ainsley <mktoews@yahoo.com>
- Monday, October 18, 2004 1:09 PM CDT
Dearest Carson, Great news this morning to hear that you and Mommy did get to go home Friday afternoon and spend a nice week-end at home. Too bad the Chief's don't take a few lessons in toughnest and bravery from you! I am sure you and your Daddy had to watch them blow it again yesterday. But that is okay, we will see how KU does this week...and wait until KU basketball, you will love that (it is in your genes)! I had better get back to work. I have November 2 marked on my calendar. What a day for celebration that will be, as we all hope it will continue to be your last chemo treatment. Have a good day, honey. Love, Deanna
Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
SALINA, KS United States - Monday, October 18, 2004 8:33 AM CDT
Carson,

I have seen a direct correlation between the number of games K-State loses and the amount your liver is shrinking. My biggest fear is that your liver will shrink too much and there won't be any left. Luckily K-State only has 5 games left. I just hope this trend doesn't continue with their basketball team too.

Uncle Craig and Aunt Lisa <carpmaster1@yahoo.com>
Assaria, KS - Saturday, October 16, 2004 5:33 PM CDT
Dear Kristi, Matt and Carson,
I spoke with Ruth and she filled me in on what has been going on. She sent me your homepage and I have been reading about your journey. I am so very happy Carson has made such wonderful progress. Don't forget to take care of yourselves.
Love, Peggy

Peggy McConnell <pmfifty@excite.com>
Emporia, KS United States - Saturday, October 16, 2004 10:51 AM CDT
Dearest Carson, What great news to hear that you had another good day today. I knew you would show those doctors up once they got the chemo where it was supposed to go! You are so smart and brave!! You wanted to get back home to your own room and toys, I know. Have a great week-end...maybe you will get to go visiting again. I can hardly wait until you get to visit your Grandmas and Grandpas in Salina. It would be so neat to meet such a little celebrity! Keep Mommy and Daddy busy, honey....and have another good day....Love, Deanna
Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
SALINA, KS United States - Friday, October 15, 2004 8:05 AM CDT
Although you've not heard from us, we're constantly reading your updates. My friends keep asking: "How is little Carson doing?" And I do my best to give them an accurate picture--with emphasis on the positive. Amd I'm so happy there is such a strong positive in the overall picture.

Grandpa was excited to receive a phone call from Michael when he was in Garden City this week. He wanted the address, so he could look up the house where Grandpa lived as a kid!

May God continue to bless the three of you.

Grandma Niquette


Enid A. Niquette <beniq@ptd.net>
Lititz, PA PA USA - Thursday, October 14, 2004 7:12 PM CDT
Carson,

My mom says that you have an illness that is taking a long time to heal. She says that you get medicine that makes you feel really sick, but that you are doing much better than you were before. She also says that your mommy and daddy are really good about taking care of you and love you very much. It looks like you have a lot of friends that pray for you every day! I think it is nice that prayers work...don't you? I look at the computer at your pictures, and I think that we could be pretty good friends! Besides, you have a really cool name! Can we get together and play once you are all healed? Mommy says that it should happen really soon. I have been praying for you, and your mommy and daddy too. Keep smiling and laughing, it to helps make you feel better, and your parents too!

Grins,
Carson

Carson Lafferty <rtlafferty@verizon.net>
Syracuse, NY - Thursday, October 14, 2004 7:58 AM CDT
Dear Kristi, Matt and Carson...it was so good to hear that things went as they should on Wednesday. How sad to realize how many children are so sick that a hospital that large does not have the necessary accommodations for everyone on a timely basis! I pray that you do get to come home later on Friday so that you can all be in your own beds and cozy home environment. Have a good day today...Love, Deanna
Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
SALINA, KS United States - Thursday, October 14, 2004 7:49 AM CDT
Okay Kristi here is some good news to lift your spirits. Carrie had her baby. 8 lbs.! A boy. Austin Ryan I think. She had it on Wednesday afternoon at 12:45. She is at Olathe Med.

I hope Thursday is a better day :)

kris shirley

Kris Shirley
Ottawa, KS - Wednesday, October 13, 2004 5:37 PM CDT
Kristi and Matt, My name is Jennifer Quick, and I saw your website address on Ellie Rose's page. I am SO SORRY to read about your terrible, horrible, very bad, no good day. It broke my heart to read about the chemotherapy drug going into Carson's tissue. You will definitley be in my prayers this week.
Best wishes to you all for smoother sailing.
Jennifer Quick

Jennifer Quick <jquick@kc.rr.com>
Leawood, KS 66206 - Wednesday, October 13, 2004 9:35 AM CDT
Okay -- I have just decided that Carson should be the new GERBER BABY! :) He is SO stinking cute!!!
Lindsay King <Frogger511@hotmail.com>
Lee's Summit, MO USA - Wednesday, October 13, 2004 9:24 AM CDT
Dearest Carson, Kristi and Matt, we all feel so badly for you....all of our thoughts and prayers didn't help much yesterday. God knew what he was doing, though, when he gave little Carson such wonderful parents! Not just any parent would be listening for these special messages from their baby. I can only imagine what Uncle Craig is thinking...knowing that those mistakes should not even occur. The rest of the week has to go better; we just hate it that Carson is going to have to start all over today. The area is sure to be painful....hang tough, honey (and Mommy and Daddy). We are so sorry! Love you, Deanna and Chuck
Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
SALINA, KS United States - Wednesday, October 13, 2004 7:48 AM CDT
Matt, Kristi and Carson,
What a day you had at the hospital. I am glad to hear that the mishap with his port will not cause any long lasting damage. I hope Wednesday is a better day for all. The pictures you have posted are awesome. It is great to see Daddy and Carson bonding and rooting for those Jayhawks. I will keep you all in my thoughts and prayers as you continue on your quest with this cancer and its elimination. Stay strong and enjoy every minute.
God Bless you and be with you during your chemo.
Lori and Makenna Hope

Lori Gardner <scottnloriwing@juno.com>
Lecompton, ks usa - Wednesday, October 13, 2004 0:46 AM CDT
Hi guys! If I didn't know better I'd think it was Friday 13th!!!! What a day you had today. I'm soooo sorry that Carson had to endure such a long day and than to have the mishap with the port......ahhhhhhh!!!!!!! Thank the Lord he was able to communicate something was wrong, and thank goodness you were able to find the source of his pain! Bless your hearts....you guys deserve medal today. We'll be praying for you guys this week. Hope you can get a descent nights rest tonight. We may try to come up one night this week and let Carson and Ellie have a "moment".
Ronda Lawson and family <krselawson@yahoo.com>
Baxter Springs , Ks USA - Tuesday, October 12, 2004 10:28 PM CDT
Dear Carson, Kristi and Matt
Good luck at the hospital. It is a good thing that you are going and the treatments are working. Soon, this will all be over and you'll be running around in no time. It is frustrating to fall back just when you think you are making head way. You look great in your pictures. We do enjoy seeing them. Tell your mommy we are sorry to hear about the wildcats. It has been 10 years since they beat KU the first time for a long time. Just remember, whom ever you root for, stay with that team through the thick and the thin.

Hang in there!
Go CATS! Love, Tara, Ryan and Carson

Tara Lafferty <tara_seaotters@hotmail.com>
Syracuse, NY United States - Tuesday, October 12, 2004 8:13 PM CDT
Dear Matt, Christie and little Carson....there are so many of us wishing we could be there for you. I hope the chemo goes as well as possible. We must keep in mind that it is what is making your brave little guy so well and happy again. At least you are over half way there, with two more to go. Our love to you all, Deanna and Chuck
Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
SALINA, KS United States - Tuesday, October 12, 2004 8:05 AM CDT
Best Wishes for treatment tomorrow. What cute pictures of Carson you have been displaying. Such a handsome little guy. I am so happy to hear the great news about his loss of weight, learning to roll over, etc. I think you will find that when he finally gets a chance to "be normal", he will catch up very quickly on his motor skills. As long as he feels well, he will act like a baby normally does at his age. Again, I will be thinking about you tomorrow and wish you the best! Give Carson an extra hug and kiss for all that he must endure! And stay positive yourselves. ~Trula
Trula Harris <tharris@sctcu.kscoxmail.com>
Salina, KS USA - Monday, October 11, 2004 4:46 PM CDT
Dearest Carson, the new pictures say a thousand words! I especially like the one of you with your proud Daddy! You are usually so solemn and serious, but you look like you and your Daddy are determined to make it happen for KU! And you did! Wasn't that an exciting game?!? I thought about you and knew there wasn't a quiet moment in your living room....I remember hearing your Dad and his friends, Tim and my Matt, yell from the basement when KU was playing!
I teased Matt about showing his age, though, when he told me that he got out of Lawrence as quickly as possible after the game because there was such bedlam! 4 or 5 years ago the 3 of them would have been in the middle of the celebration. I will be thinking of you tomorrow, too, honey. You show those doctors what a tough Jayhawk you are...it is almost over! You look wonderful....Love, Deanna

Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
SALINA, KS United States - Monday, October 11, 2004 7:36 AM CDT
Hi, Carson's picture is so cute!! Jarett and Jill were home for the weekend and were updating us, they had a good time at October Fest with Travis. You all take care of each other and this will be behind you before you know it.
God Bless.

Shirley Boxberger <travisb@media-net.net>
Russell, ks usa - Sunday, October 10, 2004 12:10 AM CDT
Dear Kristi, Matt and Carson,
I will be thinking all sorts of good thoughts for you as you head back for another round of chemo this week. We are celebrating KU's win over KState last night! It was an exciting game and about time. I met your one of your cousins in Wilson at the Friday night football game and we talked about how cute Carson is, were your ears tingling? Take care and you will all be in my prayers this week.
Love, Laura

Laura Blevins <laura_blevins@hotmail.com>
Holyrood, KS USA - Sunday, October 10, 2004 11:56 AM CDT
Dearest Carson, How wonderful to see that you and Mommy have been able to get out and do some visiting. That is really great news and a real "upper" for both you and Mommy and your friends! Tomorrow you and Daddy can enjoy your afternoon together as you watch the Jayhawks beat those Cats for the first time in a long time....at least they have a good chance this year. And I hope they do it just for you! Have a super week-end...Carson, Kristi and Matt. Love, Deanna
Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
SALINA, KS United States - Friday, October 8, 2004 7:28 AM CDT
Love the new pictures!!! Such a cute little guy! I continue to read the journal entries regularly and am just thrilled with the progress! Carson, you sure are a fighter! I hope the three of you have an easy-going, peaceful, restful weekend! With all of my prayers, Kari Jareske (Hannebaum)
Kari Jareske <ksukari@hotmail.com>
Overland Park, KS United States - Thursday, October 7, 2004 10:35 AM CDT
Dear Kristi and Carson,
It was such a treat seeing you and Carson yesterday afternoon! You both looked wonderful! Carson is growing so fast and is such a handsome little boy(he's a beautiful baby!), even if he didn't smile for us! Thank you for coming to Eisenhower...we sure enjoyed seeing you both.
love, doreen

Doreen <doreen@usd290.org>
Ottawa, KS - Thursday, October 7, 2004 10:01 AM CDT
Dear Kristi and Carson
What a treat to see you both yesterday afternoon! Both of you looked wonderful and we were so happy you came to Eisenhower. Carson is even more handsome (he really is a beautiful little boy) even if he didn't smile at us! thanks so much for coming! Love, doreen

Doreen <newbyd@usd290.org>
Ottawa, KS - Thursday, October 7, 2004 9:50 AM CDT
Carson, I am so sad that I am going to miss you guys on Friday, but I have to go to nursing school so I can learn to take care of little angels like you. I am happy to hear everything is going well. Rock Chalk Jayhawk!!
Lisa Theno (Dr. Loree's nurse) <lisatheno@yahoo.com>
Lawrence, KS - Wednesday, October 6, 2004 7:26 PM CDT
Carson, I am very proud of you being able to drink out of your sippy cup, and with the fact that you are feeling better. However, you just need to remember that CATS are better than FAKE birds. There are certain things you just need to listen to your mommy...daddies can get carried away with stories. Like, KU is better than K-State. Always wear the purple pride!
You take care sweetie! Have fun this weekend!

Tara <tara_seaotters@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, October 6, 2004 11:43 AM CDT
Dearest Carson (and Mommy and Daddy, too!), Thank you for the delightful news yesterday! You will have so much energy the next few days that you can really wear your Mommy and Daddy out! You will enjoy your sippy cup, so much easier to get that good stuff without having to use so much sucking power. This will be a big week-end for you football fans. I know our Matts think KU has a better chance than in the past. I will be rooting with you, Carson....for KU! Have a wonderful week-end. I hope to take a day off tomorrow, but I will check in with you on Friday. Love you, Deanna
Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
SALINA, KS United States - Wednesday, October 6, 2004 7:26 AM CDT
Hey guys,
Sounds like things are going well. I know I was certainly excited about the Chief's win. I don't know about the KU/KSU game, Carson. I still have to cheer for my Wildcats, but I am more nervous than most years. (It just wouldn't be nice to lose football and basketball games to K who!) Enjoy the sippy cup. Tell mom and dad that you want to try Cherry Koolaid. It makes nice patterns on the carpet and walls!
Love and prayers,
Vickie Hall

Vickie Hall <mvhall@grapevine.net>
Ottawa, KS - Tuesday, October 5, 2004 9:43 PM CDT
Way to go, Carson!!! Hope you guys had a great shopping day. Another usual day at school for us. We do miss your mommy a great deal but are so glad that she can be with her little angel :-) Stay strong and we will all continue to send good thoughts and prayers your way. Kelly
Kelly Smith <smithk@usd290.org>
Ottawa, KS USA - Tuesday, October 5, 2004 3:57 PM CDT
Good luck to you Carson. My daughter Saffy also had cancer and is doing well and just started nursery school. Best wishes!

www.usticke.org

Alec Usticke <alec@usticke.org>
Sleepy Hollow, NY USA - Tuesday, October 5, 2004 2:20 PM CDT
Dearest Carson, I have to leave for an all day meeting off campus....but I had to come in and tell you how happy I was that those Chiefs finally pulled off a win for you! I am sure your and your Daddy were watching! Have a good day, honey. I would rather be here working than sitting in a meeting all day! Love you, Deanna
Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
SALINA, KS United States - Tuesday, October 5, 2004 7:29 AM CDT
Carson, Thank you for cheering the Chiefs to a victory tonight! Can't wait till you and little Bunk are teammates at K-State.
Matt Bunker <kstatefan@gmail.com>
Spring Hill, KS - Monday, October 4, 2004 11:45 PM CDT
Dearest Carson, Kristi, and Matt, I was anxious to get in to work this morning so I could check on your visit to the hospital Friday. How wonderful to hear that everything went so well. And I am so glad that your regular home health nurse is back so that you won't have to go into the city again today. It won't be long before you can make a strictly fun trip into KC...you will love the Christmas lights at Christmas, and Santa Claus! What a special Christmas this will be for you and your family ( and all of us who have come to know and love you).....but we won't worry about Christmas yet. We are having beautiful Fall weather and I hope you can get out on some walks with Mommy and Daddy and enjoy the sunshine. Have a good day today, brave little Carson. Love, Deanna
Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
SALINA, KS United States - Monday, October 4, 2004 8:09 AM CDT
Carson, you have the cutest littlest tootsies around. Aren't you glad you can hold them again? Isn't it fun? Ask your mother to please kiss you for me.
Ruth Chapman <ruchap@grapevine.net>
Ottawa, KS - Sunday, October 3, 2004 7:09 PM CDT
Hi, Carson! You are just the cutest little boy in the whole world!! I am soooo happy that there was nothing wrong with your port and that your visit at the hospital was a positive visit. :-) It is good to hear that you are feeling better and stronger! You are a little trooper and I am so proud of you and your parents! :-) Can't wait to see you sometime and then when you are able to have friends over, I'll bring Olivia by and you kiddoes can play!
Keep smiling and being CUTE!
Hugs,

Shelly Todd <todds@usd290.org>
- Sunday, October 3, 2004 0:12 AM CDT
Dear Kristi, Matt, and Carson! Just want you all to know that the churches of the Lincoln County Cluster (Ash Grove-Barnard-Beverly-Lincoln-Vesper) are holding you in our prayers.
Pastor Kaye and Jeff Metzler
Lincoln, KS Lincoln - Saturday, October 2, 2004 6:48 PM CDT
Dear Kristi, Matt and Carson:
It's a beautiful sunny day and I'm thankful to read that Carson's port was accessible and he will be able to receive care at home this week! Just want you to know I'm still thinking and praying everyday for your family. Bless you all! Love, Laura

Laura Blevins <laura_blevins@hotmail.com>
Holyrood, KS USA - Saturday, October 2, 2004 11:05 AM CDT
Carson~ I love to see all your pictures and was so happy to see your trim little tummy. I know that you must feel better now that you can play with your feet and have tummy
time!! Hope that you continue to improve each and every day. I am sorry about those CHIEFS, they just arn't as TOUGH as you. Get your helmet ready for Monday. Prayers and Positive thoughts for you and your CHIEFS too. : )

sharon johnson <jsmkson@sunflower.com>
Lawrence , Ks - Friday, October 1, 2004 10:11 PM CDT
Matt, Kristi and Carson,
Hi! I hadn't checked the web page in a few days. Hallelujah! The tumor is shrinking and the CT scan was OK. We are hoping and praying with you day by day. Know that a whole lot of folks in Ottawa are keeping you in their thoughts. I love the new picture of Carson! What a doll. Love to all. :) Vickie Hall

Vickie Hall <mvhall@grapevine.net>
Ottawa, KS - Friday, October 1, 2004 10:01 PM CDT
Dear Carson,
Don't worry about the thinning hair. My hair is looking just as bad, and I have a feeling yours will be growing back sooner than mine. Glad you're doing so much better!! Don't give up on the Chiefs yet, I want to see that helmet back on by Monday Night!

Matt Morgan <mattcmorgan@yahoo.com>
Salina, KS - Friday, October 1, 2004 2:07 PM CDT
Kristi, Matt, and Carson,
I just wanted to let you all know we are still thinking about you and you are in our prayers. We're happy to hear Carson is doing better. We know you've been through a lot but have come out even stronger. Give Carson lots of kisses for me. We love you guys.

Shelda and Cody Wilkinson
Abilene, TX USA - Friday, October 1, 2004 12:33 AM CDT
Sorry to hear that Carson has to make another trip to the hospital. Will pray that the home health person just didn't know what he/she was doing and that the port will be fine....that little trooper doesn't need to go through something else and neither does Mommy and Daddy.
Praise God that Carson's levels have gone down significantly!! What a blessing!!!! Prayers are being answered!! I get chills thinking of how powerful everyone's prayers are! So happy for all of you.......
Thanks for keeping us posted!
Hugs

Shelly <todds@usd290.org>
- Friday, October 1, 2004 11:39 AM CDT
Dearest Kristi, Matt and Carson...I guess I was confused when I thought you had to go to the hospital yesterday for the blood work. I am sorry to hear that you are having to go today. We will pray that the home health nurse just didn't have the experience to draw from your port. You have to be so tired of having strangers poke around on you! It is no wonder your pictures are so serious looking! You have learned early to take life seriously, haven't you, Carson. And congratulations are in order for you...sitting up so tall and proud! You are a determined little guy. Wait until you start tearing up those tennis courts! I will be waiting to hear how today goes....your Mommy and Daddy are so great to take the time to keep all of your "fans" posted on your progress. Love you much, Deanna
Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
SALINA, KS United States - Friday, October 1, 2004 7:51 AM CDT
Hi Kristi, Matt & Carson! So glad to hear the good news. Sherry keeps me up to date, but I come to this page everynight and thank God, for what he has done for you. What a joy for "tummy time". Keep the faith up, and we will keep on praying for all.
God Bless.

Kim & Jim Klucas <kjklucas@swbell.net>
Salina, KS USA - Friday, October 1, 2004 0:27 AM CDT
Sounds like Carson is making wonderful progress - that's great! I love his new picture on his home page - how cute! We continue to think of you often and continually keep all of you in our prayers.
Jenny Bonawitz <jteasley@jackhenry.com>
Shawnee, KS USA - Thursday, September 30, 2004 10:46 AM CDT
Dear Kristi, Matt and little Carson, Just a short note to let you know that we are thinking of you this morning...hoping all goes well with your visit today. And if that chemo is getting you down..some "new blood" will pep you right up! I love your new pictures, Carson. Your very first girl friend is a sweetie! It is great to hear that Ellie finally got to go home this week, too. Yes, you do remind me of E. T.! He was such a favorite at our house back when your Mommy and Daddy were little kids. You will enjoy the video when you get a little older, too. I wondered how your Mommy and Daddy were protecting you from all the germs that seem to be going around early this year. And Mommy and Daddy need to take care of themselves so that they stay well, too! Have a good day, and give those doctors "heck"! Love to you all, Deanna
Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
SALINA, KS United States - Thursday, September 30, 2004 7:37 AM CDT
We are so happy to hear carson can have tummy time!!What a little blessing you are! The new pictures of carson are beautiful. We continue to pray for great progress.
Chad & Dawn Pierce <myzoe1@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, September 29, 2004 2:55 PM CDT
Yeah, Tummy Time!! What fun! So glad that Carson is doing well. What a relief for Mommy and Daddy to see the progress! I will continue to pray for continued progress. Before long, Carson will be "all boy"! :-) Watch out Mommy and Daddy! :-)
Hope to see you guys sometime soon!

Shelly <todds@usd290.org>
- Wednesday, September 29, 2004 12:30 AM CDT
Way to go Carson! Keep making progress. I haven't met you or your family yet but I will be part of the team bringing meals. See you on Friday.
Jerry, Linda, & Elisa Jalenak <ljalenak@hotmail.com>
Lawrence, KS USA - Wednesday, September 29, 2004 11:10 AM CDT
Dear little Carson, I love the new picture of you playing with your feet! And you are really showing off how trim your tummy is getting....that is good news. (I wish I could trim mine as well!) "Tummy time" with Mommy and Daddy! Sounds like fun....I used to have "tickle time" with my Matt and Angie; always a special time for Mommy, Daddy, and our little ones. It sounds like you are getting along better with the chemo this time, honey...no rashes? I will be thinking of you tomorrow. And if you do need the blood transfusion, I know it will "pep" you up in no time! Everytime I give blood now I hope it is going to a special little guy like you! Have a good day with Mommy and Daddy today. Love, Deanna P.S. Thank your, Mommy, too, for the new picture!
Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
SALINA, KS United States - Wednesday, September 29, 2004 7:37 AM CDT
I am so happy to hear about Carson getting back to the important things in life like tummy time. Soon you will be chasing him around on all fours. What an inspiration he has been. I want to let you know that you all are in my thoughts daily and wish you all a great week and lots of sleep. God bless you
Lori and Makenna Hope

Lori Gardner <scottnloriwing@juno.com>
Lecompton, ks usa - Wednesday, September 29, 2004 2:49 AM CDT
Hang in there buddy. If your like your daddy, you'll do just fine. I will have to come down and visit you all sometime, until then, keep smiling.
Tim Johnson <Jetimisse@yahoo.com>
North Platte, NE - Wednesday, September 29, 2004 2:47 AM CDT
What a beautiful boy. I hope you enjoy supper tomorrow night. We are glad for the opportunity to help in a small way.
Bennett and Keri Griffin <keri@griftech.com>
Lawrence, Ks - Tuesday, September 28, 2004 9:40 PM CDT
What a roller-coaster ride!! I'm glad to hear sleeping has improved a little and you were able to get out. We miss you and look forward to a visit.
Sarah Meredith <dandsm@direcway.com>
Ottawa, Ks - Tuesday, September 28, 2004 7:02 PM CDT
I am elated to hear of the great progress! What an adorable guy. The picture on the website today brought a huge smile to my face. You are all still in my thoughts and prayers. May God continue to encourage and support you through many challenging and trying times. (Grandma Toews office is next door to mine so I keep updated regularly.) Take good care of yourselves also! Greta
Greta Lagerberg <Greta.Lagerberg@usd305.com>
- Tuesday, September 28, 2004 2:43 PM CDT
Horray for Carson: isn't rolling over lots of fun. Pretty soon you and Ainsley will be crawling and drooling all over each other. One step at a time you are on your way to new accomplishments. Tell your Mommy and Daddy to enjoy each milestone and to treasure (which I know they already do) you now, cause before they know it you will be running around and getting into everything. We love you.
Mike, Kari, Abbi, and Ainsley <mktoews@yahoo.com>
Manhattan, Ks USA - Tuesday, September 28, 2004 1:24 PM CDT
Dearest Kristi, Matt and little Carson, I open up your webpage first thing every morning, Carson. The beautiful (handsome!) picture of you showing us how you can lift your legs and suck on those sweet fingers always brings a smile to my face! And it is okay when your Mommy or Daddy haven't added a note....then we know that no one has knocked over a mailbox, there have been no lightning storms knocking out your electicity...and the 3 of you are having good days at home! Just two more treatments...what a brave little boy. Love, Deanna
Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
SALINA, KS United States - Tuesday, September 28, 2004 7:28 AM CDT
I was just checking in on you all. Hope yesterday's clinic visit was uneventful. Take care! God's love and mine,
Tricia Venters <tvent@sunflower.com>
Lawrence, KS - Tuesday, September 28, 2004 7:12 AM CDT
Hi Carson! Keep kickin' bottom buddy! We are all thinking of you! All our best!


Jeremy, Carrie and Gage Pierce
Salina, Ks USA - Monday, September 27, 2004 7:39 PM CDT
Just checking in again on Baby Carson. I've been extremely busy at work lately so it's been a few days since I last checked, although you have been on my mind and in my prayers. As for the motor skills, Terra didn't walk until she was 23 months old! Then she really took off. Also about the yeast infection--Terra wore just a tank top and a diaper (disposable and no plastic pants) ALL WINTER as she had a terrible yeast infection in her groin and under her arms. The doctors said that it needed to get "air" to heal. You are definitely on a roller coaster ride. Enjoy every good minute you have with Baby Carson, and again stay positive! ~Trula Harris
Trula Harris <tharris@sctcu.kscoxmail.com>
Salina, KS USA - Monday, September 27, 2004 3:14 PM CDT
Hi Guys, Thanks for the updates. Some days I forget to check, but I like reading what is going on. Eisenhower is thinking about you and miss you. Can't wait for the day you can bring him to visit us.
Nancy J.

Nancy Johnson
Ottawa, KS USA - Monday, September 27, 2004 2:02 PM CDT
Dearest Kristi, Matt, and Carson: It was good to see that your weeke-end was uneventful...for you guys, that is good news! Sorry about the sleeplessness again, but you can see the pattern. I guess it helps that you know what to expect. I hope everything goes well today at Children's. Nothing is "routine" for your Carson! Sorry, honey, that it was such a disappointing week-end for your football. It seems like out teams just can't quite get it finished up right! I pray for a good day for you. Love, Deanna
Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
SALINA, KS United States - Monday, September 27, 2004 7:22 AM CDT
Hi Matt, Kristi, & Carson: I have been reading about your week, it really has been a roller coaster of ups and downs. We can thank God that he is watching over you all and making sure it turns out well. Try and get all the sleep you can and give Carson a kiss from us, he is sure a cutie. Wish we were closer so we could come see you. Take care and God Bless.
Gerald and Shirley Boxberger <travisb@media-net.net>
r, ks usa - Sunday, September 26, 2004 3:07 PM CDT
We are still watching Carson's progress and include you in our prayers. Keep up the cheerful attitude and enjoying all of the little things that make this all bearable. He is a doll.
Roger and Sheryl Aspegren <aspegren@getgoin.net>
Mountain Grove, MO USA - Saturday, September 25, 2004 6:12 PM CDT
Dear Kristi, Matt and Carson,
I'm so glad to read about you all getting more rest. Carson's new pictures are all so beautiful. You are all very brave. You are in my daily prayers for a complete recovery! Hang in there.
Love, Laura

Laura Blevins <laura_blevins@hotmail.com>
Holyrood, KS USA - Saturday, September 25, 2004 8:50 AM CDT
Kristi, Matt and Carson
We are keeping you close in our prayers, to make it through the ups, downs and twists with this ride. We are so happy to hear you are still in the low risk category. Our prayers are with all of you.
Love, the Laffertys

Tara <tara_seaotters@hotmail.com>
- Saturday, September 25, 2004 8:11 AM CDT
Dearest Kristi, Matt and little Carson, How wonderful to hear that you are all getting a bit more uninterrupted sleep! Carson must definitely be feeling better to be able to rest more peacefully. Enjoy a beautiful week-end at home while we all count our blessings as CArson continues to improve. I think of you and your Daddy, Carson, as I try to keep up on your football teams! My Matt is getting to see KU play tomorrow so we had better hope they do well! With love, Deanna
Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
SALINA, KS United States - Friday, September 24, 2004 7:37 AM CDT
Kristi, Matt, and Carson,
Wow!! What a roller coaster you guys have been on! My heart just about sunk when I read about the possible spots on Carson's skull. Praise God that was a false alarm!! And now his thyroid....the poor little guy! He is a tough little trooper and so are his parents. I am so sorry that you guys are having to go through all of this. Your strength is AMAZING! I know that God is cradling all of you in HIS hand! Take comfort in that.
Will continue to pray for all of you......
Hugs

Shelly Todd <todds@usd290.org>
- Thursday, September 23, 2004 12:09 AM CDT
Kristi, Matt, and Carson,
I anxiously got onto your website this morning to see how things went. I hope that mom and dad have taken a moment to cry, scream, run a mile or two - anything to release some tension that I know you must be feeling. Remember that it is ok to get angry at all that is happening and don't deny your feelings. God is with you and he feels your pain and he understands the anger too. He is a loving and understanding God. Aren't we lucky? Carson is an amazing young man to be handling things like he is. I'm sure you're tired of being told to "hang in there." This guestbook is proof that you have a TON of friends and family that would help you out in a heartbeat if you need anything. Please call us if you need anything. I'd love an excuse to come to Lawrence anytime! Could go shopping, get you a treat somewhere - whatever. Don't hesitate to call. Extra prayers for you guys today! Kelly

Kelly Smith <smithk@usd290.org>
Ottawa, KS USA - Thursday, September 23, 2004 7:44 AM CDT
Dear Kristi, Matt and little Carson....what a week you have had! I cannot imagine the emotional roller coaster you and Matt have been on, Kristi. I know Children's is one of the best, but it seems like they could do a better job of scheduling, especially for such precious patients as your Carson. We thank God that the CT of Carson's head came back okay; but what a scare. And bless his heart, now his thyroid. Isn't it amazing how this seems so incidental.... when compared to his daily fight again the cancer! I hope Mommy and Daddy are grabbing the chance for naps, too, with Carson sleeping better. It is hard, but you must remember to take care of each other, too. I hope the rest of your week goes well now that you are home....maybe KU Football will help make up for your Chiefs, Carson! I wish we could put a safety net around your home and tell everyone, including storm centers, to "leave the Toews alone"! They are busy taking care of real life issues....not the knocking down of mailboxes and damages from lightning storms...but we can't....so hang in there and have a wonderful week-end! Love, Deanna
Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
SALINA, KS United States - Thursday, September 23, 2004 7:32 AM CDT
We are so happy to read that the cancer has NOT spread to his skull. Praise God!!!! What an answer to prayer. We enjoyed getting to visit with you guys again on Tuesday night. Carson is just simply precious. Hope he doesn't have any battle wounds from Ellie. She just doesn't seem to comprehend the word "gentle" yet. We continue to pray for you guys. There WILL be an end to this journey. Continue to count each and every blessing along the way!!!
Ronda Lawson and family <krselawson@yahoo.com>
Baxter, KS USA - Wednesday, September 22, 2004 10:44 PM CDT
I just wanted you to know that I have been praying for you. I hope yesterday went well. Just remember that God is good and in control. Hope to hear an update soon.
Melinda

Melinda McAlexander <melmc9@hotmail.com>
Princeton, KS USA - Wednesday, September 22, 2004 7:48 AM CDT
Dearest Kristi, Matt and little Carson... I hope they weren't too hard on you yesterday, sweet Carson. Mommy and Daddy are hurting, too, knowing what is ahead for the next few days. We promise that as bad as the treatment is, it will make you well and strong again. 'Sounds to me like the Chiefs are going to need you rooting for them! Maybe we had better concentrate on KU Football this week-end! Stay cozy, honey, we will "visit" again tomorrow. Love, Deanna
Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
SALINA, KS United States - Wednesday, September 22, 2004 7:20 AM CDT
Hope everything is going well. Thinking about you all Doris
Doris Hancock <dohancock@lmh.org or dohancock@aol.com>
Berryton, Ks USA - Wednesday, September 22, 2004 7:19 AM CDT
To all You: The new picture is just darling. Was gone last week and when I opened web page tonite was so pleased to see that beautiful little face. We are praying chemo today went well. Continue to pray for all of you. The Wiedemans
Theo Wiedeman <theow@gbta.net>
- Tuesday, September 21, 2004 11:17 PM CDT
Just thinking of you and the day you are having. Hope it all went well. Love the new pic. I look forward to all the ones in his future. Carson is most definately going to be a very handsome young man one day! Take care, Kelly
kelly Smith <smithk@usd290.org>
Ottawa, KS USA - Tuesday, September 21, 2004 12:51 AM CDT
I am thinking of you this morning.....hope everything goes as well as possible for all of you. It would be great if you were all able to get more sleep last night....I hope so. And just 2 more of these treatments to go! Love, Deanna
Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
SALINA, KS United States - Tuesday, September 21, 2004 7:37 AM CDT
Matt, Krisit and Carson,
I will be thinking about everyone as you start round two of chemo. I pray that the side effects are minimal and that the days between treatments will go well. You are one strong family and will endure. Keep the faith and know that you are never far from out thoughts or prayers.
God bless you all.
Lori and Makenna Hope

Lori Gardner <scottnloriwing@juno.com>
Lecompton, ks usa - Tuesday, September 21, 2004 2:19 AM CDT
Don't worry Carson i dont think the chiefs are going to be that bad all year....well maybe...any who good luck tomarrow hope all goes well for you all!
Drew Trybom <dtwolfpack1112@hotmail.com>
Eudora, ks us - Monday, September 20, 2004 6:38 PM CDT
Carson~ Sorry about the CHIEFS! Maybe the next game will be worth putting your helmet back on. If Not, I can help you get rid of all those purple clothes And become a JAYHAWK fan, now that will be worth your time : ) Hope your treatments go as planned, and you feel better FAST.Prayers to you, mom and Daddy....Sharon Johnson
Sharon Johnson <jsmkson@sunflower.com>
Lawrence, Ks - Monday, September 20, 2004 6:00 PM CDT
Glad things are going well and Carson is feeleing better. We will be thinking and praying for the three of you tomarrow. Hope to see you soon. Love, Mike, Kari, Abbi, and Ainsley
Kari <mktoews@yahoo.com>
Manhattan, ks usa - Monday, September 20, 2004 1:02 PM CDT
Dear Kristi & Matt & Carson,

Iwas in Lawrence this weekend with Megan (10 yr. old) at a soccer tournament and thought about you guys. I am glad you can get out a little and I hope that all goes well tomorrow. It is amazing what young children can perserve through. I hope the sleeping gets better. Just an fyi Eisenhower received the Blue Ribbon Award from the department of ed. in Washington, D.C. Pretty cool stuff.

kris shirley

kris shirley
Ottawa, KS USA - Monday, September 20, 2004 10:32 AM CDT
Hi Kristi, Matt, and Carson. Just checking in on you guys. So glad that Carson is feeling better and that his tummy is returning to baby size. :-) I'm sure Chemo isn't the thing you guys are wanting to do right now, but you have the right attitude.....it is best for the long run. I will be praying for you tomorrow that the treatment will go easily for Carson and that the side effects won't be too awful. Baby's are so surprisingly resilliant...he will hopefully come through with flying colors and be his cute little self.
Will try to get over in a couple of weeks to see you guys.
Let me know if I can do ANYTHING!
Hugs

Shelly <todds@usd290.org>
- Monday, September 20, 2004 9:12 AM CDT
Dearest Kristi, Matt and little Carson, We were so happy to hear that you are having good days....the nights are sure to get better once you can get away from these treatments altogether. I can imagine how much you dread going back to the hospital for another chemo treatment tomorrow and start all the side effects again. But we pray they won't re-occur and remember how important this is to making you well! The first treatment has been such a miracle for you....the second has got to be even better! Good luck to you tomorrow, beautiful baby....Love, Deanna
Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
SALINA, KS United States - Monday, September 20, 2004 7:18 AM CDT
Since Great Aunt Diane told me about Carson I have been praying for him.
Dolores Hill <doloreshill0936@sbcglobal.net>
Salina, KS USA - Sunday, September 19, 2004 9:52 AM CDT
Carson you are such an angel!! The new picture is the sweetest thing! Hope you had fun shopping!!
Lisa Theno <lisatheno@yahoo.com>
Lawrence, KS - Friday, September 17, 2004 7:29 PM CDT
Carson looks like a Gerber Baby! What a doll. I hope he lets you sleep tonight. You are always in my thoughts.
denise heckel <deniseheckel@hotmail.com>
cape may ct hse, nj - Friday, September 17, 2004 3:00 PM CDT
What great news! It gets better all the time! Grandpa & Grandma Niquette
Robert & Enid Niquette <beniq@ptd.net>
Lititz, PA USA - Friday, September 17, 2004 10:27 AM CDT
I have sent a note before but wanted to tell you we are still praying and WHAT a beautiful baby your son is....God bless you all.....Kelsey's aunt deb
Deb Miller <debralindberg52@yahoo.com>
Sebring, fl USA - Thursday, September 16, 2004 6:39 PM CDT
Hi, I am a friend of Theo Weidman and my husband and I have been praying for Carson. It appears from your journal that God is answering the prayers of His people and Carson is improving.He is a beautiful baby!!We`ll say handsome when he is a little older.
Kathryn Jennings <kjjennings@aol.com>
Lehigh Acres, FL USA - Thursday, September 16, 2004 1:28 PM CDT
Hi, Guys! First of all, Carson is the CUTEST baby boy in the world!! Those eyes.....awwwwww....he is going to be a heartbreaker! :-)
Glad Carson and Mommy enjoyed shopping yesterday! I bet that Carson charmed many a woman at the stores. :-) Keep enjoying shopping, Carson...it will make life so much easier for Mommy!
As for the sleeping, I am sooo sorry that he had another rough night. It's frustrating for ALL of you. Will pray that Carson start finding comfort for long nights of sleep.
Hang in there......
Hugs,

Shelly <todds@usd290.org>
- Thursday, September 16, 2004 7:51 AM CDT
Dear Kristi, Matt and Carson....I thought about you all day yesterday, as the sun came out and the day was cooler...just made for a day out shopping with Mommy! The lack of sleep has got to be frustrating. If things were as they should be for little Carson I know the shopping would have helped to relax him and help him sleep. Sleep deprivation is tough on adults, much less a little guy. And what a beautiful young man Carson is! It is hard to believe how sick he is and what a tough road he has been battling. I printed off the new picture today...should I be saying "handsome", Daddy? Whichever...he is an angel. Hope you all had a good night last night. I am assuming that Daddy is back at work except for appointments. How wonderful that Mommy can stay home with Carson. God knew what he was doing when he gave you such special parents, Carson! Have a good day....Love, Deanna
Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
SALINA, KS United States - Thursday, September 16, 2004 7:36 AM CDT
glad to hear that carson is doing better. kristi , i do pray that everything goes okay. hope you and matt are doing okay. i'm so sorry this had to happen. well, i better go. take care! love diane
Aunt Diane <dianeh@yahoo.com>
Salina, KS - Wednesday, September 15, 2004 6:30 PM CDT
Carson, we are so glad that you are feeling better! We were pretty bummed about those darn chiefs too ( we weren't real happy about the wildcats either) It just wasn't a good week for football. However our San Diego Chargers finally won a game!! That was so nice of you to give mommy and daddy a little more rest! You continue to be in our prayers!
Kevin ,Cierra, and Blake Buchwald <cee_buchwald@yahoo.com>
San Diego, Ca - Wednesday, September 15, 2004 2:43 PM CDT
Can you hear the cheering in Ottawa!? Shop until you drop and have a blast. I would think that even Walmart would be fun to go to for you at this point - LOL! We are having a lovely inservice today. Bet you wish that you were here, actually you probably do. We will enjoy it for you :-) Keep sending us the great news and take care. Kelly
Kelly Smith <smithk@usd290.org>
Ottawa, KS USA - Wednesday, September 15, 2004 11:28 AM CDT
Hello Carson, Matt, and Kristi,
I didn't realize it's been so many days since we last wrote you. We've been checking your journal every day, though, and are very happy to see the great progress the little guy is making. He's certainly a tough one! We're also glad to see Carson is becoming reaquainted with his toes. I bet he missed them terribly! Gloria is a postanesthesia RN at SwedishAmerican Hospital, in Rockford, and all this time she's been talking to her nurse and doctor friends about little Carson. Seems your medicos have been right on the ball. We're glad, too, that you three are sleeping much better. Sleep is good! We'll keep praying that Carson continues to get stronger and healthier every day. Take care!

Paul, Gloria, and Anthony Misik <pmisik@mchsi.com>
Rockford, IL - Wednesday, September 15, 2004 8:45 AM CDT
Kristi, Matt, and Carson,
What WONDERFUL news!! I am smiling ear to ear for you guys! Enjoy a day out and about.....everything definately looks better with some rest and I'm sure this will be a GREAT day for all of you!
Carson is such a tough little guy and I'm so glad that he is starting to feel better!
Hugs

Shelly Todd <todds@usd290.org>
- Wednesday, September 15, 2004 8:03 AM CDT
Dear Kristi, Matt, and little Carson....what wonderful news all the way around! Have a wonderful day today....we will hope the sun comes out and shines for you before the day is over. You must all feel better with some real sleep! I do hope the next chemo sets easier for Carson and he (and Mommy and Daddy) don't have to go through all the side effects again. Have a fun day.....Love, Deanna
Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
SALINA, KS United States - Wednesday, September 15, 2004 7:28 AM CDT
Yeah!! Congratulations!! On the road to recovery, physically and mentally. Your family has been an inspiration for us, thank you for keeping us posted with all of the news. We'll pray that Carson keeps going in the right direction with his recovery and healing. Goodnight baby Carson, mommy and daddy too!
Love, The Lafferty Family

Tara Lafferty <tara_seaotters@hotmail.com>
Syracuse, NY USA - Wednesday, September 15, 2004 7:27 AM CDT
Carson,

I'm glad you're feeling better. I hope you wear that Chiefs Helmet this Sunday as I take the Panthers to town. I just want you to know that I'm going to give my all this year so your Uncle Craig can win his fantasy football league.

Priest Holmes <carpmaster1@yahoo.com>
Kansas City, Mo USA - Wednesday, September 15, 2004 0:13 AM CDT
YEA Carson! I'm so glad your immune system is back!! I bet you will have a great time out and about tomorrow! Kristi & Matt, Carson is still in my daily prayers, I check his website each night and I am so thankful that treatment is going well and that Carson is getting some good sound sleep again! I bet you are all much happier campers with sleep! Carson was lifted up in prayer again in my Nursing class today. The pictures are wonderful!! He looks so healthy!! I'm glad he's enjoying his bear!!
Brooke, Jason, Taylor, Lauren and Scott Radke <bradke@cox.net>
McPherson, KS USA - Tuesday, September 14, 2004 10:31 PM CDT
Dear Kristi, Matt, and Carson,

It is great to see the beautiful pictures of Carson looking so handsome and well! I continue to think and hope and pray for the best for you all daily. I'll be thinking of you as you prepare for the next round ! Love, Laura

Laura Blevins <laura_blevins@hotmail.com>
Holyrood , KS USA - Tuesday, September 14, 2004 8:11 PM CDT
Yeah Carson!!! I am so happy to hear you are doing much better. (It has been a few days since I checked in) I bet those toes taste better than those yams!:-) ha ha. Keep up the good work, and try to get some sleep. Tell your mom and dad to do the same. You and yours are in our prayers. Hugs to you Carson!!!

April, Jamie, and Codi Mauch <amm2276@aol.com>
Castle Rock, CO - Tuesday, September 14, 2004 6:29 PM CDT
Hi Guys,
The pictures are so cute. He looks good and like he is happy. Too bad you can't get some sleep. Hope the blood test are good and he can have his next treatment.
Nancy J.

Nancy Johnson
Ottawa, KS USA - Tuesday, September 14, 2004 4:56 PM CDT
God picked you two to care for HIS little one. The road is long but we know you will not falter. Special prayers on Mondays come your way. We have our daughter, Marci Donatell, pulling in prayers from her new Bible study, Women of the Word...Tuesday mornings. E-mail us if there is anything in the whole wide world we can do. Next to praise to Jesus, you all are tops on our prayer list. Our love and prayers that you feel Christ carrying you through this valley. Deus Vobiscum
Mark and Cindy Ramseyl <cindy.ramsey@usd305.com>
Salina, KS. USA - Tuesday, September 14, 2004 2:20 PM CDT
Hey guys,
Glad to hear the good news. You have been on the pray chain at our church. I hope you can feel the love and concern from so many people coming your way. Enjoy this beautiful day. Glad you are getting a little sleep too!
:) Vickie Hall

Vickie Hall
- Tuesday, September 14, 2004 8:36 AM CDT
Dearest Matt, Kristi and Carson, such good news to hear that you may be getting a little more rest, but anxious to hear that Carson's blood tests show that his immune system is kicking in again. Such a lucky little boy to have such wonderful parents! I am sure you have learned than you ever wanted to need to know ....Matt, you might as well become a radiologist! Yes, Carson, that Chief's game got my Matt down, too....but KU's team this year will help to keep your spirits up! Hope the "lucky sleepers" helped last night and you got another good night with a couple of hours of sequential sleep. Love from Deanna
Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
SALINA, KS United States - Tuesday, September 14, 2004 7:30 AM CDT
Hurray for toes!!.... and getting to eat them too!!! Those new pictures are the cutest. Glad to hear things are going well. God Bless.
Lisa Theno <lisatheno@yahoo.com>
Lawrence, ks usa - Monday, September 13, 2004 10:00 PM CDT
Carson is adorable and looks so healthy. My thoughts and prayers are with you every day.
Joyce Green <bobgreen@ott.net>
Ottawa, Ks USA - Monday, September 13, 2004 4:05 PM CDT
Hi, Carson! I'm soooo glad that you are able to play with your 10 little piggies again! Toes are FUN! Sigh......I'm sad..I can't play with my piggies like that and I'd don't think my belly is all that big...well, maybe bigger than I'd like, but it's not BIG! :-) You are just a flexible littl baby boy with a tummy that is getting smaller....YIPPEEEE!! :-)
Hope your cold is better. Can't wait until you are all better so that we can get you and Olivia together to PLAY!
Tell Mommy and Daddy hi from me!
Hugs,
Shelly

Shelly <todds@usd290.org>
- Monday, September 13, 2004 1:28 PM CDT
Dearest Kristi, Matthew and Carson....what a beautiful entry for Monday morning! Your pictures say a thousand words, Carson! I expect you and your Daddy were both disappointed with the Chief's yesterday...but what about those KU players! Yea! I hope you are all getting more sleep ...and it was great to see Carson eating sweet potatoes. You just keep chewing on those toes, Carson...you are doing great! My love to you all...Deanna
Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
SALINA, KS United States - Monday, September 13, 2004 7:44 AM CDT
Matt, Kristi and Carson,
I am sorry to hear about your cold and hope you are all feeling better. I am so excited to hear that Carson is eating his toes. That is a great thing to be able to see after all this. The small things are the best. I keep you all in my thoughts and prayers everyday and look forward to reading about your progress. I hope you will eventually get a good nights sleep. Hugs and Kisses for Carson.
Lori and Makenna Hope

Lori Gardner <scottnloriwing@juno.com>
Lecompton, ks usa - Sunday, September 12, 2004 11:43 PM CDT
Hello Carson, Kristi & Matt! I wrote back on the 28th....I'm from MOMS club and just wanted to let you know that I check your website almost daily and it's so encouraging to see the progress. I really like the pictures from today! Carson is such a sweet little guy. Gordy, Colby (husband and son) and myself keep you in our prayers daily. Please let me know if there is ANYTHING you need. God bless!
Amy Johnston (Gordy and Colby) <gordyandamy@sunflower.com>
Lawrence, KS USA - Sunday, September 12, 2004 10:24 PM CDT
Matt - Glad Carson's health is improving. Your family is in my prayers. Press on bud.
Chad Wahlgren <runnin_tiger@hotmail.com>
Newton, KS USA - Sunday, September 12, 2004 9:23 PM CDT
We are so happy to report that Ellie's discharge from 4H is drawing near. We are estimating it will be in the next 7 days if remains infection free. Continue to draw on the Lords strength and He will carry you through. Before you know Carson will be completing his last round of chemo and this journey will be behind you but your lives will be forever changed. If we can do it, you guys can do it. Put all your focus on Carson and allow God to handle the rest. Know we are praying for you always.
Kelly, Ronda, Sylvia, and Ellie Rose Lawson <krselawson@yahoo.com>
4 Henson, 4H 4H - Sunday, September 12, 2004 8:10 PM CDT
I read your web page evrey day to keep up on your dear little boy and have several of my friends praying for him.
Helen Setser <talley.setser13@joplin.com>
- Sunday, September 12, 2004 1:14 PM CDT
Carson, toes are yummy, aren't they! (Actually it's been a few years since I tasted mine, so I'm going by memory here...distant memory...) I hope you'll start to feel much better soon, I'm praying for you.
Ruth Chapman <ruchap@grapevine.net>
Ottawa, KS - Sunday, September 12, 2004 9:05 AM CDT
Im sorry to hear Carson is miserable, he has had his share ~ poor little guy. Hope that you can get outside and enjoy the weather a little. Have a really good week end. Prayers.... Sharon Johnson
Sharon Johnson <jsmkson@sunflower.com>
Lawrence, ks - Saturday, September 11, 2004 3:49 PM CDT
Sorry to hear about Carson getting a cold. Hope he gets to
feeling better soon, so you can get some rest. We may be in Lawrence next weekend on the 18th & 19th, so we'd like to stop and see you if Carson is feeling up to it. We'll
be at Patty's so I'll call you first. Give Carson a big
hug and kiss for us. We're praying for him each night to be very strong through all his chemo treatments.



May & Art Tenofsky <atenofsky@cox.net>
Wichita, Ks Sedgwick - Saturday, September 11, 2004 1:51 PM CDT
Hey! Doggone it, anyway. I am so sorry that Carson has a cold AND has to deal with that yeast infection. It makes him miserable and Mommy/Daddy, too. I'm sure, though, that even though you are ALL exhausted, you are counting your blessings and just cuddling him and comforting him. Hang in there.....sleep when you can catch it and know that Carson will EVENTUALLY get his sleeping pattern down again.
Am holding you all in my prayers,
Shelly

Shelly Todd <todds@usd290.org>
- Saturday, September 11, 2004 1:06 PM CDT
My heart goes out to you. Sleepless nights add to your discomfort. I wish I lived close to you so I could babysit while you sleep.You 3 are never far from my thoughts. I hope Carson gets back on track with sleep so you can too.
denise heckel <deniseheckel@hotmail.com>
cape may ct hse, nj - Saturday, September 11, 2004 11:35 AM CDT
Hang in there Carson, soon this will all be behind you.
So glad that you all can be home. Stay Positive and know that there are prayers overflowing for all of you.
Sweet Dreams and a long nights sleep ~ Sharon Johnson~

sharon Johnson <jsmkson@sunflower.com>
Lawrence, Ks. Douglas - Friday, September 10, 2004 5:40 PM CDT
Matt, Kristi & Carson,
We have been thinking about you and keeping you in our prayers.
Alan, Bette & Jason

Alan, Bette & Jason <bettewacker@hotmail.com>
Greensburg, KS USA - Friday, September 10, 2004 4:19 PM CDT
It sounds like you had a long, tough day yesterday. Kids feel crummy when they have low counts. I will pray for Carson's counts to recover quickly. I hope you are having a better day today. God's love and mine,
Tricia, mom to Emily <tvent@sunflower.com>
Lawrence, KS - Friday, September 10, 2004 2:04 PM CDT
Dear Matt, Kristi, & Carson,

You are definitely in our daily prayers. It's so wonderful to see that you have so many supporting you. Hang in. I know it's tough.

Ken & Claryce Bunker <kenb@carrollsweb.com>
Salina, KS - Friday, September 10, 2004 12:53 AM CDT
Kristi,
Just checking in to see how Carson, you, and Matt are doing. I continue to keep you in my prayers. You and Matt are being very strong and brave. Carson is such a trooper! Hang in there.

Stacey Lynnes <slynnes@three-lakes.org>
Ottawa, KS USA - Friday, September 10, 2004 11:03 AM CDT
Dear Kristi, Matt & Carson,
My heart breaks for all that you have already gone through and for the days that lie ahead. We are praying for all three of you that this will be behind you soon! We think about you all the time and look forward to your journal entries everyday. (And yes, we noticed you missed one on Wednesday & couldn't wait to get the next posting on Thursday.) We know you are so busy & sleep deprived right now & we appreciate so much that you are keeping us updated on Baby Carson! We will specifically pray for Carson's immune system to bounce back quickly now that he's had his transfusion. Please let us know if there is more that we can do!
Much love,
Kelsey, Matt & Jonathan

Kelsey Elliott <ke@jbcllp.com>
Houston, TX USA - Friday, September 10, 2004 10:28 AM CDT
Dear Kristi, Matt and little Carson....what a horrible disease this cancer is! It seems that the cures have to make its victims so sick before getting well! And for such a little guy and his young parents. We all wish we could "do" something for all of you. You are each so brave...I pray that you had a good night and Mom and Dad got some sleep. We hope for a "good" week-end for you...Love, Deanna and Chuck
Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
SALINA, KS United States - Friday, September 10, 2004 8:06 AM CDT
Hi, guys. Sorry that Carson's immune system is down right now and that he isn't feeling good. You guys just ride a roller coaster constantly, don't you? Hopefully, the dr.s can get his body back on track soon. Will pray for his immune system that it be stregthened. Hang in there.

Thinking of you,
Shelly

Shelly Todd <todds@usd290.org>
- Friday, September 10, 2004 7:58 AM CDT
Hi Matt, Kristi, & Carson: Glad to hear you are home and Carson is doing better. We have been on vacation with Bob and Veramae Henre in Montana, Jarett kept us updated while we were there. Please know that you are in are prayers and think about your often during the day. Wish we could do more to help. Give Carson a kiss for us his pictures are just so cute!
Gerald and Shirley Boxberger <travisb@media-net.net>
Russell, ks usa - Friday, September 10, 2004 6:52 AM CDT
Matt, Kristi, and Carson: My whole family is praying for you. I keep a close eye on Grandma Sherry while we are at work. She is doing fine just knowing you are getting better each day. We cry together when there is joy, and knowing you are home brought joy to my heart. Can't wait until you get to come to Salina for a visit. This will all be behind you then. Keep up the reports - they are great. If you need anything, we are here for you and your parents.
God Bless.

Kim Klucas <kjklucas@swbell.net>
Salina, KS USA - Thursday, September 9, 2004 11:57 PM CDT
Matt and Kristi,
I just heard today 9-09-04 about Carson. Our prayers and thoughts are with you. We miss all of you so much as neighbors. Carson has grown so much and is sooooooo cute. Come visit us when you can. I miss watching him.

Joe and Wanda Gaggero <wgagger@sunflower.com>
Lawrence, Ks Douglas - Thursday, September 9, 2004 3:10 PM CDT
Matt and Kristi,
I just heard today 9-09-04 about Carson. Our prayers and thoughts are with you. We miss all of you so much as neighbors. Carson has grown so much and is sooooooo cute. Come visit us when you can. I miss watching him.

Joe and Wanda Gaggero <wgagger@sunflower.com>
Lawrence, Ks Douglas - Thursday, September 9, 2004 3:10 PM CDT
Just wanted to let you know we are all still thinking of you guys! It's so good to hear that Carson is smiling and talking! Yea! I'm so sorry that you are so sleep deprived! Hopefully his schedule will get back to "normal" soon. Just remember to take a nap everytime that he does. Sleeping and scrubbing can wait til tomorrow :-) Take care and hope to see you all sometime in the near future. Kelly
Kelly Smith <smithk@usd290.org>
Ottawa, KS USA - Thursday, September 9, 2004 7:48 AM CDT
Still thinking and praying for you. Everything sounds so familiar--sleepless nights, social life coming to a stand still because people fear spreading "germs", the rash, etc. etc. Hang in there and stay positive.
Trula Harris <tharris@sctcu.kscoxmail.com>
Salina, KS USA - Wednesday, September 8, 2004 4:17 PM CDT
So happy you are all home! It's wonderful to hear how Carson is laughing and talking and eating! (Sorry he's not sleeping through, maybe you can sneak a nap in-in the afernoon.) Thank you for taking the time to keep us posted on Carson. We're thinking about you all. doreen
doreen <newbyd@usd290.org>
Ottawa, KS - Wednesday, September 8, 2004 10:43 AM CDT
Kristi & family,
What a sweet little boy you have! So sorry to hear about all the struggles he has had. It sounds like things are going as well as possible. I bet someday when he's a big strapping teenager you'll be able to show him this journal and talk about all the people who supported you and prayed for his recovery! What a story it will be! But for now, please know that we're all thinking about you. I will have Carson and your whole family added to the prayer list at our church in Stockton. Hang in there --
"And whoever welcomes a little child like this in my name welcomes me." Matthew 18:5
Most sincerely, Marcy & family

Marcy Beougher <mbeoughe@fhsu.edu>
Stockton, KS USA - Wednesday, September 8, 2004 10:30 AM CDT
It's Shelly! Just checking in on Carson. Sounds like he is on the mend.....sorry he isn't sleeping for you guys. Maybe he is saying in his baby way..."Hey! I'm feeling soooooo much better and am sooooo glad to be home. Who needs sleeping? Let's PAARRRTTYYY!!" That probably doesn't bring alot of comfort to sleep deprived parents, but it was at least good for a laugh. :-)
Would love to come see Carson sometime. Will wait another week so that his immune system is a little stronger. I'm at school all day with germy little kids and live with a few myself. Plus, have gotten a cough this morning, so don't want to take any risks. But I do want to come see you guys.
I am still praying for you daily. Please know that my Sunday School Class and my Mary Kay family is also holding you in prayer. So thankful that Carson is healing and that treatments are working. Our God is an AWESOME God!
Hugs,
Shelly

Shelly Todd <todds@usd290.org>
- Wednesday, September 8, 2004 7:55 AM CDT
Matt,Kristi,and Carson,
I heard the news from Scott's aunt kathy(kathy laws). I read all the journal entries to get up to date. Carson is such a cutie!! Our thoughts and prayers are with you.

Jennifer Harris <hunthard@earthlink.net>
Eudora, ks - Wednesday, September 8, 2004 1:57 AM CDT
Goodnight Baby Carson. I'm sorry you're having trouble sleeping at night. I had difficulty sleeping the first time I got to go home after being in the hospital. My Mommy says it WILL pass.......hope you're taking some long afternoon naps. Miss not seeing your sweet face on 4 Henson (but so glas you get to be at your house)!
Ellie Rose Lawson <krselawson@yahoo.com>
Baxter Springs, KS USA - Tuesday, September 7, 2004 11:17 PM CDT
Goodnight Baby Carson. I hope you let Mommy and Daddy get so much needed rest tonight. I miss not having you as my playmate here on 4 Henson, but I'm very happy you get to have time at your house. Maybe you'd sleep better if Mommy and Daddy simulated vital signs at 12:00 and 4:00 a.m. (Ha!)I know that I had trouble sleeping the first time I went home from 4 Henson......it WILL pass, my Mommy promises.
Ellie Rose Lawson <krselawson@yahoo.com>
Baxter Springs, KS USA - Tuesday, September 7, 2004 11:14 PM CDT
Kristi and Family: Marla forwarded the information from Jodi. Y'all have done a great job with the web page and it is so very informative...not to mention the cute pictures of Carson. Just remember how many people are thinking of you. We will all keep you in our thoughts and prayers.
Fred Britten <fbritten@fhsu.edu>
Hays, KS USA - Tuesday, September 7, 2004 10:37 PM CDT
Dear Kristi; Jodi just told me about Carson; I will remember all of you in my daily prayers. He is a BEAUTIFUL little boy. Love, Marla
Marla Staab <mstaab@fhsu.edu>
Hays, KS USA - Tuesday, September 7, 2004 6:57 PM CDT
Kristi and Matt,

We are praying for your family. We are so glad Carson is doing better. He is a very special sweet little guy, I could tell just by the short time I was there. Both of you are doing such a good job. If you need anything, please don't hesitate to call or let Jennifer know.

Heidi and Eric Meyer

Heidi Meyer
Lawrence, KS Douglas - Tuesday, September 7, 2004 5:25 PM CDT
Hi Guys,
I am so glad to read the good news. He is so cute in those picutres. We are still thinking and praying for you each day.
Nancy J.

Nancy Johnson
Ottawa, KS USA - Tuesday, September 7, 2004 4:19 PM CDT
Dear Kristi, Matt and baby Carson,
We continue to pray for you each day. It's so great to read the wonderful journal and to keep up with how Carson is doing. It sounds like each day he just keeps getting better. If there is anything you need...remember we are just across the street! May God continue to bless you all. Sincerely, Matt, Susan, Mackenzie, Katie and Hunter Lomshek

Susan Lomshek <slomshek@usd497.org>
Lawrence, KS USA - Tuesday, September 7, 2004 11:00 AM CDT
Matt, Kristi and Carson,
You are in my thoughts and prayers. I know Matt's brother - Craig -- I went to FHSU. It is great to hear that you are at home now. Thanks for keeping such a great websight with updates. God bless,

Angela Pullmann <angpullmann@charter.net>
Gibbon, NE - Tuesday, September 7, 2004 8:54 AM CDT
Thinking about you all.... do you need anything.. is carson letting you all get some rest is he able to sleep for any length of time. Would it be helpful to fix some meals and send your way... let me know.. love Doris
Doris Hancock <dohancoc@lmh.org>
Berryton, Ks USA - Tuesday, September 7, 2004 8:12 AM CDT
Hi, Guys! Couldn't start my Tuesday without checking in on Carson. :-) You three have been on my mind and I am so glad to read that everything is going well. Great news about Carson's tummy! That has to be giving him alot of relief from discomfort. I shared with my Sunday School class at church that Carson was home and doing well and about the hope for a cancer free Christmas. My classmates have been keeping you all in their prayers and rejoiced at the GREAT news!
Will keep checking in. If there is ANYTHING you guys need and there is some way that Michael and I can help out, don't hestitate to call.
Have a great Tuesday!
Hugs,
Shelly

Shelly Todd <todds@usd290.org>
- Tuesday, September 7, 2004 7:42 AM CDT
Dear Kristi, Matt and Carson,
Thank you so much for the continued updates on Carson's progress...he is definitely enjoying being at home with his Mommy and Daddy. Chuck and I are not a bit surprised that your parents took care of things at home for you...you are a blessed family, even through Carson's illness! We thought about you all week-end and loved reading the good news this morning. I especially enjoyed the new pictures....and the obvious improvement in his condition. We look forward to hearing good news after your visit to Children's Mercy on Thursday. Enjoy your week! Love, Deanna and Chuck

Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
SALINA, KS United States - Tuesday, September 7, 2004 7:39 AM CDT
Kristi, Matthew and Carson
We are so happy you got to go home, and you may be assured of our prayers, with God on our side we will whip this Carson.

Noreen and Dan Zumbrunn <dnzum@oz-online.net>
Chapman, Kansas USA - Monday, September 6, 2004 9:25 PM CDT
Hello to you all,
I've been keeping up with your updates and you are in my prayers daily. I'm sure everyday brings both challenges and blessings. Take care.

Laura Blevins <laura_blevins@hotmail.com>
Holyrood, KS USA - Monday, September 6, 2004 11:44 AM CDT
You are all in my prayers.
Michaele Blair <mmblair@earthlink.com>
Salina, KS USA - Monday, September 6, 2004 4:34 AM CDT
Dear Kristi, Matt, and baby Carson,
My name is Carolyn Stewart and one of your neighbors (Susan Lomshek) sent me your website and asked me to pray. I wanted you to know that me and my family will definitely keep you in our thoughts and prayers. My family has been struck with many types of cancer, so I know the uncertainty that comes with this disease. It sounds as if you are in excellent hands, with doctors. Children's Mercy, family and friends. If you need any additional care, please let us know. May God continue to bless you.
Sincerly,
Carolyn, Tom, Andrew and Hannah Stewart

Carolyn Stewart <carolynstewart@sunflower.com>
Lawrence, KS US - Sunday, September 5, 2004 4:10 PM CDT
Kristi,Matt,& Baby Carson-
I am glad to hear that things are looking good. You are in my thoughts and prayers. God Bless.

Lisa Theno (Dr. Loree's nurse) <lisatheno@yahoo.com>
Lawrence, KS USA - Saturday, September 4, 2004 1:32 PM CDT
HOME SWEET HOME. Im so glad the you are home and everything is going well. I dont blame Carson for only wanting the two of you. He knows who is THE BEST! Enjoy
just being home with your baby. Lots of love and POSITIVE
thoughts ~~~ Sharon Johnson

Sharon Johnson <jsmkson@sunflower.com>
Lawrence, Ks. - Saturday, September 4, 2004 8:03 AM CDT
I am so glad to hear you guys are getting to go home. I am also glad to hear Carson is doing better. I only found out about all this after school started so it has been interesting to be able to read your journal. I am amazed that you have been able to sound so upbeat through all this. Prayers are being sent for your family that Carson gets better quick!!!
Shannon Carter
Ottawa, Ks - Friday, September 3, 2004 9:21 PM CDT
We are so happy to hear that you are able to bring Carson home. As many others have we also have asked our church to put you in their prayers. I admire your strenth through all of this. You will continue to be in our thoughts and prayers. hugs and kisses to baby Carson from Blake!
Kevin, Cierra and Blake Buchwald <cee_buchwald@yahoo.com>
San Diego, Ca USA - Friday, September 3, 2004 11:39 AM CDT
It is wonderful to hear that you are heading home! We think of you often. Kathy gives us updates all the time! God Bless you family and all those who have prayed and are supporting you!
Carrie, Jeremy, and Gage Pierce
Salina, KS - Friday, September 3, 2004 8:24 AM CDT
What wonderful news to hear you got to spend you first night at home. We will miss your journal entries each morning, but we would rather see you get to spend your time in your own home with your son. No news will be good news...With hugs from the Chuck Morgans
Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
SALINA, KS United States - Friday, September 3, 2004 7:51 AM CDT
I used to work with Craig at SRHC. I read through your website and my heart goes out to you. Having such a sick child must be so heartbreaking!!. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. Good Bless!!
Donna Stratton <stratton@nckcn.com>
Minneapolis, ks usa - Friday, September 3, 2004 7:51 AM CDT
Matt, Kristi and Carson,
What a joyous day to be leaving the hospital and heading home for a while at least. I am in true amazement at what all of you have been through in the past 2 weeks and for the courage and strength you have shown throughtout. The daily journals have been a great source of knowledge for all of us on your day to day battles with this cancer. I hope you all enjoy your quiet time at home and that it is a very uneventful time until your next treatment. Big hugs for Carson and his mommy and daddy. I will continue to pray for your family. God bless you all and have a great first night back home.
Lori Gardner

Lori Gardner <scottnloriwing@juno.com>
Lecompton, KS USA - Thursday, September 2, 2004 10:57 PM CDT
Dear Kristi, Matt and Carson,
Home Sweet Home! The good news is wonderful to read about and Carson will be so happy to be home with his parents. I will continue to pray for a full recovery and wish you all the best. Thanks for the updates and the beautiful pictures of Carson. So sorry to hear about the lightning damage to your home. Take care, all of you! Love, Laura

Laura Blevins <laura_blevins@hotmail.com>
Holyrood, KS USA - Thursday, September 2, 2004 10:25 PM CDT
Kristi, Matt, and Carson,

We're so glad to hear the three of you are headed home, and that you're on the treatment path to tell that tumor "So long!" We'll keep you guys in our prayers, and hope the chemo sessions go well for little Carson!

Paul, Gloria, and Anthony Misik <pmisik@mchsi.com>
Rockford, IL - Thursday, September 2, 2004 10:02 PM CDT
Our prayers and thoughts are with you. We certainly have missed seeing you two out walking with Carson. Glad to hear you are coming home soon! Your neighbors, Chris and Ollie Wenger (2701)
Ollie Wenger <ocwenger@yahoo.com>
Lawrence, KS USA - Thursday, September 2, 2004 9:20 PM CDT
Kristi, Matt & Carson, So glad to hear that you are going home today. Your family has been in our thoughts and prayers.
Kevin and Jodi (Hansen) Ruda <jodhansen@yahoo.com>
Hutchinson, KS USA - Thursday, September 2, 2004 6:56 PM CDT
I'm so glad to hear that you were able to go home today!! Maybe you will ALL be able to get some rest. I think of you often throughout the day and really look forward to your updates. Take care of yourselves. Love, Sarah Meredith
Sarah Meredith <dandsm@direcway.com>
Ottawa, KS - Thursday, September 2, 2004 6:15 PM CDT
Yippee! We are so happy to hear you get to go "home sweet home." It will be so wonderful for all 3 of you to be in familiar surroundings. God is still holding you in the palm of His hand, and your family and friends will continue to do our very best with the power of prayer. We hope Carson continues to "perk up", and you are able to stay home until the next chemo round. Please take care and know you are always in our thoughts and prayers! Ben and Kari (Hannebaum) Jareske
Kari Jareske <ksukari@hotmail.com>
Overland Park, KS USA - Thursday, September 2, 2004 4:59 PM CDT
Kristi, Carson will be in my daily prayers. I am so glad that your news has been good! I know another child who had a similar diagnosis and responded great to treatments. I am sure that Carson will do the same! Please let me know if there is anything I can do!
Stacey Lynnes <slynnes@three-lakes.org>
Ottawa, KS USA - Thursday, September 2, 2004 3:53 PM CDT
Kristi, Matt, and Carson,
We are so excited to hear you are going home!! We want to jump for joy and run through the halls cheering! =) Hooray!! It will be so good to be in your own home. That will bring comfort to Carson and to both of you too!! We are so proud of you and your positive attitude. ;-) Love and hugs! Kathy

Kathy Laws <lawsk@usd290.org>
O, Ks USA - Thursday, September 2, 2004 3:36 PM CDT
Baby Carson is in our prayers. The God that I understand today I know will hold onto Carson and the both of you, guiding you through out this journey. So glad that he is responding well to Chemo and that you will be going home to rest and enjoy Carson. God Bless!
Sharon Norris & Family <jsnorris77@hotmail.com>
Salina, KS - Thursday, September 2, 2004 3:26 PM CDT
Matt and Kristi,
I am writing you from Salina, Kansas. I am the pastor at Grace Baptist Temple where Craig attends church. I just wanted to let you know that we are thinking of you and praying for you on a daily basis. I can't even imagine the stress that both of you must be under. Just know that God is listening to your prayers and he cares very much about this situation you are facing. Jeremiah 33:3 Call unto me, and I will answer you, and shew you great and mighty things, which you know not. Our entire church is praying for you and our thoughts are with you. Let us know if we can do anything.

Chris Davis

Chris Davis <gbt50@aol.com>
Salina, KS 67401 - Thursday, September 2, 2004 1:50 PM CDT
Hi Matt and Kristi, Glad to hear that you are going home today....."there's no place like home"!! What a "guy" that Carson has been....and both of you as well. I really enjoy your web page. This is a great diary for you to have, be sure and save it off. Take LOTS of pics of Mr. Carson....regardless of all those "fun" hospital garb...someday he will enjoy looking at them. (O:
Keeping you in our thoughts and prayers....bless you all!!

Candy Langley
P.S. Matt: GO WILDCATS...beat KENTUCKY HILLTOPPERS!!

Candy Langley <clangley@oznet.ksu.edu>
Salina, KS USA - Thursday, September 2, 2004 12:58 AM CDT
It's great to hear everything is going well. I can't imagine how glad you are to be going home soon. I hope Carson continues to do well with his treatments.
Stacy and Jami Garnett <ssbohn@yahoo.com>
Salina, KS USA - Thursday, September 2, 2004 11:32 AM CDT
Just wanted you to know that the updates on the website are comforting to all of us here in Salina that work with your parents. We are grateful you are getting state of the art medical care. Our daughter, Kelli, is there in K.C. so don't hesitate to call on others for support.

Much Love, Linda Benjamin and family
Salina, KS - Thursday, September 2, 2004 10:40 AM CDT
Good news, we are all praying for you and your family.
Cindy, Patty, Bernie, Paula, Janet <cindy.huber-koppen@lmh.org>
Lawrence, ks use - Thursday, September 2, 2004 9:40 AM CDT
I'm so glad to hear that Carson is doing so well on Chemo and that he will be HOME again very soon! I bet your are all thrilled! I will continue to pray that he stays well until his next round of Chemo!
Brooke Radke (Serrault) & Family <bradke@cox.net>
McPherson, KS - Thursday, September 2, 2004 9:13 AM CDT
Such wonderful news! I will be thinking of you today and tomorrow, thinking about you getting ready to go home. I expect even little Carson will enjoy being back at home and eventually getting to rest in his own bed! We pray that everything continues to go well at home so that you can stay until the next round of chemo. I will be giving blood next Thursday for little Carson. Our love, Deanna and Chuck
Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
SALINA, KS United States - Thursday, September 2, 2004 8:52 AM CDT
Kristi, Matt and Carson,
Our prayers are still with you, and always will be. It is great to hear the news that you are receiving. You also have many New Yorker's praying for you as well. Hopefully you can relax, and snuggle up with each other once you get home. All our love, Tara, Ryan and Carson

Tara Lafferty <tararyanlafferty@hotmail.com>
Syracuse, NY USA - Thursday, September 2, 2004 8:00 AM CDT
Yea!!!! What GREAT news! You are going home SOON! Who knows, maybe it will be today! That will be sooooo great!
Carson has been such a little trooper and his parents have been so brave for him. Enjoy sleeping in your own bed and I know that Carson will be back to his perfect baby-sized body in no time! Keep us posted!
Hugs,
Shelly

Shelly Todd <todds@usd290.org>
- Thursday, September 2, 2004 7:58 AM CDT
I'm glad Carson is doing so well. I've been reading your updates everyday - that is a great service the hopital provides. I have no idea what you both are going through, but you all are in my prayers.
Cheri Underwood
Ottawa, - Thursday, September 2, 2004 7:30 AM CDT
Thinking about you all, hope you get to be home soon.
Hope the snack pack is still helping.

Doris Hancock <dohancock@aol.com>
Berryton, Ks USA - Thursday, September 2, 2004 7:19 AM CDT
Dear Kristi, Matt & Carson:
My parents, Paul & Margie Mugler in Salina have forwarded your web-site to their kids. We are touched by all that has happened & we know God will craddle all of you in his hands & take care of you. Our prayers will continue
Donna Surles

Donna Surles <blueeyes.2@mindspring.com>
Kannapolis, NC - Thursday, September 2, 2004 4:49 AM CDT
We're so glad to hear Carson is responding well to treatment and that you'll be able to go home soon! Please let us know if you need anything and keep us updated on his condition. We'll continue to keep you in our prayers!
Jen & Chris Hill <jhill@nunorth.com>
Topeka, KS - Wednesday, September 1, 2004 9:53 PM CDT
Grandma Sherrie keeps me updated but wanted to let you know your in our prayers for healing and strength. God hears and will answer.
Janet Goble <ranjan54@alltel.net>
Salina, KS USA - Wednesday, September 1, 2004 7:11 PM CDT
Hi Matt and family.Just wanted to let you know you all are in my thoughts and prayers.Hopeing Carson responds to treatments well and you all get to come home soon. We miss you.You all take care.
Judy Harrison <HardRacing24@aol.com>
Lawrence , Ks USA - Wednesday, September 1, 2004 3:45 PM CDT
Kristi,
You are in my thoughts and prayers. Cancer is such a tough monster to face. Carson is being so brave. I pray every day for his recovery and for his comfort. I hope that the food-less times will be minimal from now on. We would love to see you at group again if you can make it but we will understand if you cannot. Thank you for keeping all of us posted via this great journal.

Jacque and Samantha (from bfeeding group) <babyk@ku.edu>
Lawrence, KS USA - Wednesday, September 1, 2004 2:48 PM CDT
Kristi, Matt & Carson,

I only today learned of baby Carson's illness and your web page. Carson is a beautiful baby and you will all be in my prayers daily. You have already had wonderful news for your journey. My prayer is that God will encircle you all with his love and bring you safely through this time of confusion and worry.

Karen Strait <kstrait@marketaide.com>
Salina, KS USA - Wednesday, September 1, 2004 2:36 PM CDT
Hello Kristi, Matt and Carson
Just wanted to let you know that we are thinking of you and praying for Carson's speedy recovery. Kristi, Bryan misses you at school and wanted me to tell you he hopes Carson is better very soon!

Bryan and Jayne Turner <ratjet@swbell.net>
Ottawa, KS USA - Wednesday, September 1, 2004 1:01 PM CDT
Hi Guys,
Glad to hear Carson is doing better. I check the website daily for updates. He is so cute. We are thinking of you guys every day.
Nancy J.

Nancy Johnson
Ottawa, KS USA - Wednesday, September 1, 2004 12:46 AM CDT
Matt and Kristi, I wanted to let you know that you are in our prayers. I took Travis in yesterday for an MRI on his knee and found out about little Carson. I know it was devastating news for you but it sounds like he is a little fighter. I will be checking the website for updates.
Lois Hart <hartlk@aol.com>
Lawrence, KS USA - Wednesday, September 1, 2004 12:28 AM CDT
What Great news today! I am keeping Carson and the Toews family in my prayers. I work with D. and R. Toews in Salina and love the website so I am not bugging them for news all the time. Carson is such a cutie pie!!! It's great to get some positive news!!!
Keri Williams <keri.williams@usd305.com>
Minneapolis, ks - Wednesday, September 1, 2004 11:01 AM CDT
I am so happy to hear how well Carson is doing with his chemo. He is sure a tough little guy! He must take after his parents! :o) You all will continue to be in our prayers!
Ben and Kari (Hannebaum) Jareske

Kari Jareske <ksukari@hotmail.com>
Overland Park, KS USA - Wednesday, September 1, 2004 10:34 AM CDT
Matt, Kristi, and little trooper Carson,
So glad to learn that Carson is doing well thus far with Chemo treatments and that he is starting to act like his cute, little self. What positive news! I will continue to lift you all in prayer that these treatments do their job and you can have that cancer free Christmas!
Hope today is a good one for all of you!
Love,
Shelly

Shelly Todd <todds@usd290.org>
- Wednesday, September 1, 2004 7:51 AM CDT
Dearest Kristi, Matt, and Carson,
Such a relief little Carson is getting along so well with the chemo treatments....hopefully you will see reduction in his liver soon. It is hard to imagine his discomfort. How wonderful that both of you have been able to stay with your son. There will always be a special bond after what all of you have been through together. Hang in there for each other! Love, Deanna Morgan

Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
SALINA, KS United States - Wednesday, September 1, 2004 7:38 AM CDT
Dear Kristi,Matt and Baby Carson,
Please know that you are in my thoughts and prayers. What a trooper the little guy has been! Only a testament to the strength God gives us to handle life's trials.
Love to all of you. Maggie

Maggie Khater <maggiekhater@yahoo.com>
Lawrence, KS - Wednesday, September 1, 2004 4:41 AM CDT
Hi Matt and Kristi,
I hope you know that you all are in our prayers every day! People all over the nation and even a few soldiers in Iraq are praying for your family. We look forward to seeing you home soon. I sent a note to all the neighbors so they are all praying and very anxious to help once you get your little guy home.
Prayerfully,
The Eakins

Jenn Eakin <jenn@sunflower.com>
Lawrence, , KS USA - Tuesday, August 31, 2004 9:47 PM CDT
Carson hi! I hope you are doing well and get better soon.I love you. from Tristan.
Tristan Dickerman <tristan72797@yahoo.com>
lincoln, KS USA - Tuesday, August 31, 2004 9:23 PM CDT
Dear Kristi, Matt, and Baby Carson,
We are thinking and praying for all of you daily. I had Baby Carson put on our prayer list at church and will leave him there until all is well. We were so pleased to get to meet Carson at Jen and Darren's wedding this summer!! Please give Grandma and Grandpa Toews all our best.

Mike and Brenda Crosby <mmbwlc@excite.com>
Nixa, MO USA - Tuesday, August 31, 2004 8:07 PM CDT
I hope that you tolerate your chemo treatments baby
Carson. Prayers and ONLY! positive thoughts to you, mommy
and daddy. Love, Sharon Johnson

Sharon Johnson <jsmkson@sunflower.com>
Lawrence, Ks - Tuesday, August 31, 2004 6:22 PM CDT
It is hard to know the right words to say and everyone else has already said it so many times. I just hope that you can somehow find rest in knowing that you are being lifted to the Lord constantly.
Aime Pennel <alaimep@yahoo.com>
Lawrence, KS USA - Tuesday, August 31, 2004 5:31 PM CDT
Matt, Kristi, and Carson,
The many many messages you have received are an inspiration and a testimony to the wonderful people that you are. I hope that Sherry shared with you the story of my niece who had a very similar diagnosis and treatment process at age one. She is now a cancer free, beautiful healthty first grader. We are praying that Carson's story will parallel hers'. Much love to each of you.

Joyce Green <bobgreen@ott.net>
Ottawa, Ks USA - Tuesday, August 31, 2004 3:51 PM CDT
Sounds like some good news! Hope you get to go home soon.
Chuck Wood <chuckjeanwood@aol.com>
- Tuesday, August 31, 2004 2:17 PM CDT
Hi Matt, Kristi, and Carson,
Just wanted to let you know we are keeping up with Carson's progress every day by reading your journal. What a great way to keep people informed. Please know that you are thought of every day (quite a few times!!!) and that you are in our prayers. We hope Carson does well with his chemo and can come home soon. Denise and JC said to tell how much they liked the pic of Carson on the couch and w/ the NG tube!! :-)))
Linda, JC and Denise - LMH CT

Linda Lucas <linda.lucas@lmh.org>
Lawrence, Ks USA - Tuesday, August 31, 2004 1:02 PM CDT
Matt & Kristi....you don't know me, but my daughter Shelly Todd has shared Carson's health issues with me. You are all in my prayers, especially little Carson. I have requested prayers for him in my church, it is quite obvious that prayers for little Carson are being answered already.
Please know that I will continue to lift him up in my prayers daily.
In Christian love
Patti Yust

Patti Yust <spyust@midway.net>
Sylvia, KS RN - Tuesday, August 31, 2004 11:49 AM CDT
Hello, Matt, Kristi, & Carson!
My friend, Jenn Eakin sent me a request for prayer for your little Carson. Wow, it seems that you have had some REAL answers to prayer, already. Hope the chemo goes well and that you have some good days. Please know that God is with you and that MANY are praying for you!

Kim M. <darylkimmess@aol.com>
Baldwin City, KS USA - Tuesday, August 31, 2004 11:29 AM CDT
Kristi and Matt,
I hope the night went well and you can go home soon. The three of you are in my prayers daily and I have added Carson to my church's prayer list. I continue to pray for your strength, and comfort for Carson as he goes through all of this. Thanks for keeping us updated. If there is anything we can do you know you have lots of friends who will help you out.
Love,
Diedre Altic

Diedre Altic <alticd@usd290.org>
Ottawa, KS USA - Tuesday, August 31, 2004 11:19 AM CDT
Matt, Kristi, and Carson

I just wanted to drop you a quick note to let you know that you are all in our hearts and prayers down here in SW MO. Take care of the little guy and we hope to catch up with you sometime in the future.

Ross, Noelle, and Lydia Burgess <rossburgess@hotmail.com>
Ozark, MO USA - Tuesday, August 31, 2004 11:04 AM CDT
We do not know you, but we do hurt with you after we read just today's journal - we have not even read the previous journals yet. Two diffent mutual friends gave us your website and we just want you to know we will be praying for babycarson and family.

NRC

N. Rene Colaw <nrlaw@informatics.net>
Salina, KS usa - Tuesday, August 31, 2004 9:07 AM CDT
Tuning in to your guestbook each morning is like having the Real Life Olympics continue. Carson - with his incisions healing and big tummy - is charging forward and the crowd is in awe. Christmas will be the Finish Line when you can put this race behind you, but in the meantime we can all learn by the lesson of faith and hope all three of you teach us on a daily basis.
Donna Belt
Raleigh, NC USA - Tuesday, August 31, 2004 8:00 AM CDT
Kristi, Matt, and Carson,
The news keeps getting better! I'm so proud of you all and the strength that you have. You are part of the reason that Carson is doing so well despite all that he is faced with. We'll keep praying for Carson's health, the doctors and nurses, and for you guys. Take care. Love, Kelly

Kelly Smith <smithk@usd290.org>
Ottawa, KS USA - Tuesday, August 31, 2004 7:50 AM CDT
Matt and Kristi,
My eyes have tears of happiness in them for you and for Carson. What wonderful news! The road ahead will still be rough, but there is a light! We will pray for a cancer-free Christmas for Carson....what a gift that will be!!
Will be thinking of you guys during these chemo treatments and praying that it wipes the cancer right out.
Give the little trooper a kiss from me.
Hugs, Shelly

Shelly Todd <todds@usd290.org>
Baldwin, KS - Tuesday, August 31, 2004 7:45 AM CDT
You are in our prayers many times a day, Kristi and Matt! I have asked my family in California and Arizona to pray for you, so know that many people are thinking of you.

Jackie Steelman <steelman@usd290.org>
- Tuesday, August 31, 2004 7:36 AM CDT
Dearest Kristi, Matt and Little Carson,
It is wonderful this morning to hear of the continuing good news concerning Carson's prognosis...yet it is with such mixed feelings as I cannot imagaine what a rough road you all still have ahead of you. Thank you again, Krisi and Matt, for the updates. We will all look forward to Christmas this year for such a special celebration!

Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
SALINA, k United States - Tuesday, August 31, 2004 7:36 AM CDT
I just wanted to let all you know that I (and my church family) have been praying for you. God and prayer are so powerful. I will continue to lift all of you up. Thanks for the updates on the website. It really helps all of us here. Talk to you soon,
Melinda McAlexander

Melinda McAlexander <melmc9@hotmail.com>
Princeton, KS USA - Tuesday, August 31, 2004 7:34 AM CDT
Matt, Kristi and Carson,
What wonderful news you guys have been receiving. It makes my heart smile with joy to know that his results thus far have been so good. What a trooper you have on your hands. I hope that you are getting some much needed rest and carson is too. I pray that he responds well to his chemo treatments and is cancer free soon. What a wonderful Christmas present that would be. God bless you all. You are in our prayers.
Lori Gardner

Lori Gardner <scottnloriwing@juno.com>
Lecompton, ks usa - Tuesday, August 31, 2004 0:37 AM CDT
Matt, Kristi, and Baby Carson,
We just want to let you know that you are in our thoughts and prayers daily. We got this link from Ryan and Shannon. It sounds like things are moving in the right direction. I think it's great you get to have a computer in your room. It will make keeping in touch with loved ones so much easier. Carson is at a good hospital where they can work miracles. Stay positive and try to get some rest.
Love,

Hunter, Loretta, & Raegan McMillen
Solomon, KS USA - Monday, August 30, 2004 10:17 PM CDT
You are all in our prayers many times a day.
God bless you all.
Paul and Margie Mugler

Marjorie Mugler
Salina, KS USA - Monday, August 30, 2004 9:46 PM CDT
Kristi, Matt, and baby Carson,
You have been in my thoughts and prayers as I have been where you are. My daughter Emily is a patient at Children's Mercy being treated for high-risk leukemia. The toughest part is hopefully behind you now. I know for us, it was a relief starting the course of treatment. If you ever want to chat please don't hesitate to call me. I will continue to pray for Carson and your family.

Tricia Venters <tvent@sunflower.com>
Lawrence, KS USA - Monday, August 30, 2004 9:30 PM CDT
Matt, Kristi, and baby Carson: we are so glad they have started the chemo today. Hopefully it will start working fast and you all will get some much needed rest. Keep faith: your prayers have been answered so far and his prognosis is good. We will keep you all in our thoughts and hearts. I admire your spirit and bravery. Carson is a lucky little boy to have such great parents.

Love always, Mike, Kari, Abbi, and Ainsley

P.S. Abbi and Ainsley say to tell their cousin Carson how much they love him and can't wait to play again.

Kari <mktoews@yahoo.com>
Manhattan, Ks USA - Monday, August 30, 2004 9:16 PM CDT
My neice give me the information about carslon i will pray for him and all your family.
carolyn <chunt9@cox.net>
- Monday, August 30, 2004 9:16 PM CDT
Matt and Kristi, I'm so glad the treatment has started and that Carson will now be getting better. It sounds like a great plan to me--wellness by Christmas. Please kiss him someplace that it won't hurt, from me.

Ruth Chapman <ruchap@grapevine.net>
Ottawa, KS - Monday, August 30, 2004 7:56 PM CDT
You are in very good hands at Children's Mercy, they are what we consider miracle workers. Our son was diagnosis there March 9th and received treatment there this spring and summer with Burkett's Lymphoma. The nurses, doctors, staff and care assistants are the best you can ask for in this situation. I believe God watches over Children's Mercy with special care. I received your page address from our friend Ellie Rose. Please know I will add you to my nightly prayers.
Penny Wood (Christopher's Mom)
Pittsburg, KS 66762 - Monday, August 30, 2004 7:48 PM CDT
My heart goes out to you. You are in my thoughts and prayers.
Erin Weaverling-Scott <erw2178@hotmail.com>
Lake Ozark, MO - Monday, August 30, 2004 7:37 PM CDT
Matt,Kristi, and baby Carson,
I am glad that Carson is feeling good enough to be able to smile again. I am praying that the chemo will keep on working. You guys stay strong ( I can only imagine how exhausted you two are, but hopefully real soon this nightmare will be past) You all are in my thoughts and prayers daily. Hugs and Kisses for your beautiful baby. And hugs to you guys too!:) Take Care, and God Bless

April, Jamie, and Codi Mauch <amm2276@aol.com>
Castle Rock, CO - Monday, August 30, 2004 5:47 PM CDT
Matt & Kristi,

I got an email prayer request from my friend Jenn Eakin when you first got Carson's diagnosis. I also have a baby boy(6mo) and I simply can not imagine what all you're going through. Please know that you and Carson are in my prayers daily.

(((((Hugs))))) to baby Carson from baby Eli.

Tonya McDaniel

Tonya McDaniel <lil_mac419@hotmail.com>
Topeka, KS - Monday, August 30, 2004 5:14 PM CDT
Kristi, Matt, & Carson,
It was so good to see pictures of Carson!! What a sweetheart! We so appreciate you being able to keep us updated through the computer. You are in our thoughts and prayers so much! Such big challenges and yet you show such strength! Keep hanging in there. Love and hugs, Kathy

Kathy Laws <lawsk@usd290.org>
Ottawa, KS USA - Monday, August 30, 2004 4:13 PM CDT
Matt, Kristi and Carson -- Just wanted you to know that Carson was lifted up in prayer by the congregation of Central United Methodist Church, Lawrence during the Sunday morning worship service. He has also been prayed for by members of the church's telephone and email prayer chains. May God continue to shower you and especially little Carson with many blessings!
Madge Fraley <dmfraley@lawrence.ixks.com>
Lawrence, KS USA - Monday, August 30, 2004 2:29 PM CDT
Matt, Kristi, and little Carson,
You were on my mind all weekend and continually in my prayers. It sounds like positive news from the dr.s and we will just continue to pray that the chemo treatments will be successful and of course we will pray that Carson find relief from the pain and discomfort. I just can't imagine what you all have been going through, but I know that you are strong people who love each other and Carson very much. God will give you strength, even when you think you are going to crash. Will keep checking in. In the mean time, just know that we are keeping you in constant prayers.
Kiss Carson for me! Miss you at school, Kristi!
Love,
Shelly

Shelly Todd <todds@usd290.org>
Baldwin, KS USA - Monday, August 30, 2004 1:48 PM CDT
Matt, Kristi, and little Carson,
You were on my mind all weekend and continually in my prayers. It sounds like positive news from the dr.s and we will just continue to pray that the chemo treatments will be successful and of course we will pray that Carson find relief from the pain and discomfort. I just can't imagine what you all have been going through, but I know that you are strong people who love each other and Carson very much. God will give you strength, even when you think you are going to crash. Will keep checking in. In the mean time, just know that we are keeping you in constant prayers.
Kiss Carson for me! Miss you at school, Kristi!
Love,
Shelly

Shelly Todd <todds@usd290.org>
Baldwin, KS USA - Monday, August 30, 2004 1:47 PM CDT
Matt,Kristi,&Carson, Matt you know me from working at Dr. Brungardt's office. Your mother has kept abreast of whats taken place and I've read through all the history on the website. I want you to know I have and will be praying for Carson's recovery and for strength for you as parents and for the grandparents. Something that might help you to know is that my cousin's child was born with the same thing that Carson has and Jill is now a freshman in high school and is doing very well. She went through her treatment in Denver. My prayer for Carson is: Lord, look upon Carson with the eyes of mercy. May your healing hand rest upon him, may your life-giving powers flow into every cell of his body and into the depths of his soul cleansing, purifying, restoring him to wholeness and strength for the service in your kingdom. Amen
Susanne Somers <susannesomers@bb.kscoxmail.com>
Salina, KS United States - Monday, August 30, 2004 11:15 AM CDT
Kristi, Matt, & Carson
I just found out through the grapevine about Carson. All of you are in our thoughts & prayers. If there is anything we can do for you, please do not hesitate to ask. (913-894-0311 or 913-209-4470)

Jenny & Darren Bonawitz & Adrian <jteasley@jackhenry.com>
Shawnee, KS USA - Monday, August 30, 2004 10:53 AM CDT
On Agels Wings
Today I prayed for angels
To keep watch over you
To guard and then protect you
In everything you do.
When I whispered to the Father,
I asked for Him to bring
A touch of love and goodness
Sent forth on angel's wings.
So if you feel the brush of wings
Or soft breeze fills the air,
Just know it's angels watching you
Because of whispered prayer.
By Allison Chambers Coxsey

Will keep you and your son in our prayers

Rosetta Deutscher
Hays, KS USA - Monday, August 30, 2004 8:42 AM CDT
Sounds like you are getting some answers and have a good and positive sense of what the future will bring. I will be emailing you with more information.
Chuck Wood <chuckjeanwood@aol.com>
Westphalia, ks - Monday, August 30, 2004 8:35 AM CDT
Our prayers are with you and your family.
Maggie Reeves <jmr@hometelco.net>
Assaria, Ks USA - Monday, August 30, 2004 8:27 AM CDT
MATT KRISTI AND CARSON WE WILL BE PRAYING FOR YOU ALL BUT MOST OF ALL FOR GOD TO PUT HIS HAND UPON CARSON. WE PRAY THAT THE MASTER PUT HEALING POWER IN HIS BODY AND REMOVE ALL CANCER. KEEP YOUR FAITH UPON THE LORD HE WILL BE WITH YOU ALWAYS. THE FLETCHER'S LYLE ANGIE LANDON & NICHOLE
THE FLETCHER'S <fltcfarm@getgoin.net>
Lynchburg, Mo. - Monday, August 30, 2004 8:21 AM CDT
we are thinking about you and your family, and you are all in our prayers. Special Procedures Staff (Cindy, Bernie, Patty, Paula, Dave, Janet)
Cindy Koppen <cindy.huber-koppen@lmh.org>
Lawrence , KS usa - Monday, August 30, 2004 7:43 AM CDT
Dearest Matt, Kristi and Carson....You can see that your "cheering section" is praying for all of you and hoping to help give you strength through the long days and nights. We are thinking of you today as you undergo your first chemo, Little Carson. What a trooper...smiling around the NG tube! For those of us who did not know you before, we have all fallen in love with you and your bravery. Love you, Deanna, Chuck and Angie Morgan
Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
SALINA, KS United States - Monday, August 30, 2004 7:36 AM CDT
Matt,Kristi,& Carson,
Carson is very lucky to have such loving and devoted parents. I know what you are going through right now isn't easy, but the love and support of all of your family and friends and for each other will help you through it. You are in my prayers. I have enjoyed taking care of Carson and look forward to him feeling better and all of you getting a good nights sleep! :) (he did sleep quite a bit tonight! yay!)
Your night care assistant,
Amanda

Amanda Coldwell <arc8874@mwsc.edu>
Kansas City, MO USA - Monday, August 30, 2004 6:38 AM CDT
Matt,Kristi, and Carson: Though I don't know you, I am praying for you daily. My son Parker was born 3/9/04 so we have darling baby boys close in age. I hold Parker and pray for all of you. Try to stay strong and remember that God answers our prayers. I have asked my church prayer group to add you to our list. My thoughts are with all of you often. God Bless!!!
Bonnie A. Thurlow <bthurlow@mchsi.com>
Baldwin City, KS USA - Sunday, August 29, 2004 10:06 PM CDT
Prayers to all of you.
Have been praying for all of you since our son Scott (Wiedeman) sent us your web page link. Turns out our friend Anita is a cousin through Adis--small world. God is a very present help in times of trouble. May God encircle all of you with His arms of Love, Healing and REST!!!! Theo and LaVerne Wiedeman

Theo Wiedeman <theo_jw@yahoo.net>
WaKeeney, KS - Sunday, August 29, 2004 9:31 PM CDT
Dear Matt and Kristi, I do not know you personally, but would like you to know you are in very good hands at CMH. We have a son w/ a liver disease that required years of treatment at Children's and we know the specialist there are amazing. GOD is amazing and faithful--Our son is well, today. We will keep you in our thoughts and prayers--I remember how the prayers of others sustained me when I could not even pray!
Rachael, Jason and Elijah Buckley <rbuckley@grapevine.net>
Eudora, KS USA - Sunday, August 29, 2004 7:07 PM CDT
Kristi, Matt and Carson ~ I just heard the news tonight, my thoughts and prayers are with all of you during this time. No parent wants to see their child sick, it sounds like you are doing a wonderful job with staying strong and positive. I wish Carson didn't have to endure the sleepless nights, tummy rumbling from not eating and pain from surgeries, but I will pray that he will be healed soon and you are back home again soon. I will check his site daily to keep my prayers current with his treatments.
Brooke, Jason, Taylor, Lauren and Scott Radke <bradke@cox.net>
McPherson, KS - Sunday, August 29, 2004 6:58 PM CDT
Carson,
We've been looking at you're pictures with our mommy and wanted to let you know we sent you lots of kisses. The proofs all over moms monitor.
Love always
your cousins Keagan and Trinity

Keagan and Trinity Sutton <misty52974@yahoo.com>
Lincoln, ks USA - Sunday, August 29, 2004 6:41 PM CDT
Kristi, Matt & Carson
We've been thinking of you everyday. This web page is great it well make it alot easier to keep in touch with everyone, you wont have to repeat all the information to everyone and hopefully that will give you alot more needed time to youself and Carson. Know that we love you all and are praying for you everyday.
All of our Love. Misty, Rick, Tristan, Keagan, & Trinity

Misty Wacker <misty52974@yahoo.com>
Lincoln, ks USA - Sunday, August 29, 2004 6:28 PM CDT
Matt, Kristi, and Carson,
You are in our thoughts and prayers daily. Lily can't wait for her friend Carson to get better so he can come back to group :) Hang in there, God's hand is on you all.
Rich, Ann, and Liliana Lorenzo

Ann Lorenzo <annieklorenzo@hotmail.com>
- Sunday, August 29, 2004 4:31 PM CDT
I just wanted you to know my prayers are joining the hundreds of prayers I know are being prayed for you guys. God is good!! He hears our prayers. Hard to image, but He loves Carson even more than you do!!
Carole Williams (LMH Radiology) <rc5williams@msn.com>
Lawrence, KS Douglas - Sunday, August 29, 2004 2:02 PM CDT
Hang in there Baby Carson. Im glad you finally got to eat.
I hope soon you, mom and dad can put this all behind you
and enjoy long walks in your stroller down Lawrence Ave.
Prayers and positive thoughts Love, Sharon Johnson

Sharon Johnson <jsmkson@sunflower.com>
Lawrence, Ks. - Sunday, August 29, 2004 12:10 AM CDT
we are reading and keeping track of you at the er, please know we all care and you are in our prayers. the web page is great so we can know what is going on and what your needs are. take care and please let us know how we can help. matt you should start to see the pto donations pour in so you can stay with carson and your wife when they need you so much. take care janet matthias er
janet matthias, er <matthias@ott.net>
lawrence, ks dg - Sunday, August 29, 2004 10:53 AM CDT
Dear Kristi, Matt, and Carson:
You are surrounded by everyone's love and I know you must feel it! The news has been so encouraging. I'll continue to add my prayers to all of the others and may God continue to watch over your family.

Laura Blevins <laura_blevins@hotmail.com>
Holyrood, KS USA - Sunday, August 29, 2004 10:35 AM CDT
the website is great, and the pictures are adorable! the thoughts and prayers of the entire ER are with you guys. hang in there and let us know if you need anything.
karin feltman <karin.feltman@lmh.org>
lawrence, ks - Sunday, August 29, 2004 10:13 AM CDT
Dear Kristi and Matt,
I got the link from Adis today and visited your website for the first time. It is incredible that you have accomplished this with all you have beeen going through. I have read the journal entries and now understand Carson's illness better. It is terrible for him and all of you to have to go through this. I continue to pray for Carson and for you two every day. Bless you and I hope everything turns out OK. Love Always, Aunt Peggy

Peggy Wacker <pswks52@yahoo.com>
Lincoln, KS USA - Sunday, August 29, 2004 6:07 AM CDT
Kristi -

I have not had the privilege to meet you personally, but I heard of Carson's condition through an email sent by MOMs Club. I am so happy to see the encouraging news for your little man! Please know that the Johnston family is keeping you in their prayers. What a great website to keep everyone updated. Your guestbook is filled with such love. I look forward to meeting your wonderful family! God’s blessings to you!

Amy Johnston (Gordy and Colby) <gordyandamy@sunflower.com>
Lawrence, KS - Saturday, August 28, 2004 10:29 PM CDT
Dear Matt, Kristi, and Carson,

You are in our prays-remember that God will sustain you. Keep the faith.

The Floersch Family

Floersch Family <sfkennel@grapevine.net>
Eudora, KS USA - Saturday, August 28, 2004 6:15 PM CDT
Hi guys, Everyone at Family Medicine Associates has been thinking of you and of baby Carson. I know you will let us know if there is anything we can do. In the mean time I will keep up with things, both officially and not. Know we care! Love, Dr. Loree and FMA
Dr. Cordova
Lawrence, KS USA - Saturday, August 28, 2004 2:59 PM CDT
Matt, Kristi, and Carson,
We are thinking about and praying for you daily. We are so grateful to you for keeping us up to date with this webpage. It sounds more and more positive everyday! This is a lot for anyone to handle, but you 3 have been truly amazing (glad to see you still have your humor to get you through based on yesterday's journal entry)!!
Carson, you sound like a tough little guy and have so many wonderful people praying for you...hang in there kiddo! We can't wait to meet you someday.
Also, just wanted to let you know that if circumstances ever bring you to the Mayo Clinic, that you will ALWAYS have a place to stay with us!
Love to you all.

Ryan, Shannon, Ashley, Cody, and Sydney Achilles <mshannon76@yahoo.com>
Rochester, MN USA - Saturday, August 28, 2004 2:12 PM CDT
Matt, Kristi and Carson,
You three are amazing. That is why I know in my heart, everything is going to be good, for all of you once again.
Hope that you all get that slow paced, restful weekend that
you deserve. Good luck next week with the treatments.
Lots of prayers and positive thoughts. Love, Sharon J.

Sharon Johnson <jsmkson@sunflower.com>
Lawrence, Ks - Saturday, August 28, 2004 1:57 PM CDT
Dear Matt, Kristi, and Carson.....how wonderful to get such encouraging news this morning! Carson, I could tell your Dad wrote this part of your journal...he did good! It sounds like you will all have a better week-end. I expect that now that you have had something to eat, you will all be able to take some naps! Chemo will be tough, but should make you well. Our prayers are still with all of you...including your grandparents. Love, Deanna, Chuck and Angie MOrgan
Deanna Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
Salina, KS United States - Saturday, August 28, 2004 11:53 AM CDT
Matt, Kristi, & Carson: Your family is in our daily prayers. Little Carson is a fighter! Just remember to take care of yourselves too. We will continue to stay updated with your website. God bless.

Ryan, Krista (Pearce), and Lydia Delker (friends of Chad's) <kristadelker@yahoo.com>
Chandler, AZ - Saturday, August 28, 2004 10:27 AM CDT
More encouraging news! I wish that you weren't having to go through this - especially Carson, but every report you give to us all indicates that in time things will be ok!!! Hope that you do get that restful weekend that you all deserve. Kristi and Matt, it is evident that you two are loved and respected by a WHOLE lot of people. Carson is one lucky little boy to have 2 wonderful parents like you. Get some sleep yourselves. Take care, miss ya Kristi. Kelly
Kelly Smith <smithk@usd290.org>
Ottawa, KS USA - Saturday, August 28, 2004 9:58 AM CDT
We are so glad to hear the surgery went well. Just want you to know you are still in our thoughts and prayers 24/7. I check this site daily and yesterday a few more time just in case there was an early update and then I get impatient and call Carisa. We love you all and pray for a fast recovery for Carson. Matt you know I am alittle concerned about you as I know Carson can eat this morning and Kristy was a good girl and did her job when she got to the room but you never said when you get to eat!
Roger and Sue Sallee <sue_e_sallee@hotmail.com>
Dodge City, KS Ford - Saturday, August 28, 2004 7:57 AM CDT
Kristi, Matt & Carson,

Our thoughts and prayers are with you all!
God Bless, The Arpin's

Brian, Jennifer, Alexandria, Cameron & Parker <Arpinfamily@msn.com>
Brighton, CO USA - Saturday, August 28, 2004 0:05 AM CDT
Carson, Kristi, Matt
Our prayers are with you. Carson has already shown he is a real fighter. I'm just sure will get thru this and grow up to become a person that will inspire many. As I read this guest-book I can see he has already done this with so many. He has made me and I'm sure many others remember just how precious these little ones are. I'm so glad to hear things are looking up for him. He is in our thoughts and prayers

Chad, Kelly and Ty Pinson <kelly@pinlee.com>
Republic, MO` - Friday, August 27, 2004 11:26 PM CDT
Kristi, Matt, & Carson: Please know that Carson and you both are in our prayers. God will give you all the strength to get through this difficult time. Remember He puts things in our lives to make us grow and then help others. I will pass this on to my loved ones for extra prayers for you all.
Robin & Brad Brady & Brockton Burr <firemanburr@alltel.net>
Salina, KS - Friday, August 27, 2004 11:08 PM CDT
My thoughts and prayers go out to all of you. I don't know personally what you are going through but we have all had trials in our life that we needed the Lord to lean on. Only with his comfort and strenghth are we able to face the day with a determination to make it the best possible, no matter the outcome. Please know that you have thousands of prayers going up for the both of you and especially for baby Carson.
"The trials you are facing now-and the trials you have lived through-have been allowed by a loving God for a specific reason." Donna Partow
When anxiety was great within me, your consolation brought joy to my soul-Psalm 94:19
May God Bless and heal.
Beth Watkins (Sherry's co-worker)

Beth Watkins <bethluvscandles@yahoo.com>
Salina, KS U.S.A. - Friday, August 27, 2004 10:58 PM CDT
Hang in there. We are thinking about you and you are all in our prayers.
Dick and Anne Courter <courter@worldlinc.net>
Salina, KS - Friday, August 27, 2004 9:39 PM CDT
Matt, Kristi and Carson, You are in my prayers and thoughts. I am glad to hear the news is coming back good. I will be think of you tommorrow and pray that the news will be good.
Ellen Shobe <eshobe@sunflower.com>
Lawrence, KS - Friday, August 27, 2004 7:34 PM CDT
Glad to know you are getting some positive feedback from the study of the biopsy. He is the cutest little guy. I know that having something to give him for his pain has to be comforting for you too. We will be "checking in" here. Hope you continue with positive steps toward full recovery!
Charlotte Nelson <charlotte.nelson@usd305.com>
Salina, KS Saline - Friday, August 27, 2004 6:11 PM CDT
We are so thankful God is able to do exceeding abundantly beyond all that we ask or think. Trusting Him and upholding you daily in prayer.
Cory, Susan, Evan and Grant Borthwick <susart1818@cox.net>
- Friday, August 27, 2004 6:01 PM CDT
Kristi & Matt-
Heard about this wonderful website from Shawna. Just letting you know that we are praying for your family!
Love, Jim & Melissa (McDonald) Keller

Melissa Keller <melissasuekeller@yahoo.com>
Clinton, UT USA - Friday, August 27, 2004 5:52 PM CDT
Kristi, Matt & Carson
I look forward to seeing your encouraging updates each evening. I hope all went well today with the surgery and that the pain medication is able to help you all get some much needed rest. We miss you at school and look forward to the day this is all behind you. Stay strong and know that my thoughts are with you. Love, Sarah Meredith

Sarah Meredith <dandsm@direcway.com>
Ottawa, Ks USA - Friday, August 27, 2004 5:32 PM CDT
Hello, I know Sherry here in Salina, seems a little weird but right now, my step-mom is going through sorta what Carson is. I wish you all the best of luck, and my prayers are with you. Thank you for the web-site now I do not have to call Sherry everyday to find out what is happening. Bless you all.
Deana <jdlightracing@yahoo.com>
Salina, KS USA - Friday, August 27, 2004 4:55 PM CDT
PRAYERS PRAYERS PRAYERS. Thinking of you every minute.
Remember, Only positive thoughts....Love, Sharon Johnson

Sharon Johnson <jsmkson@sunflower.com>
Lawrence, Ks - Friday, August 27, 2004 4:28 PM CDT
Kristi,
I am so so sorry that you and your family have to go through this. I can only imagine what it must be like. I'm so happy to see that each entry sounds more and more encouraging. Know that you are in my thoughts and prayers.

Christa Shorey (Mom's Club member) <crshorey@ku.edu>
Lawrence, KS US - Friday, August 27, 2004 4:14 PM CDT
Hang in there. My thoughts, prayers, and worries are with
you. The ugly truck driver

The Ugly Truck Driver <Johnson 112 @ cox . com>
Salina, Ks USA - Friday, August 27, 2004 4:10 PM CDT
I was happy to hear the encouraging news about Carson's progress. I pray that you will continue to hear more positive news. Please know that you are all in my heart and prayers. I am here to offer any needed support through this difficult time. I hope that you will soon find comfort. Please give Carson an extra snuggle for me.
Sally Farrell (MOMS CLUB)
Lawrence, KS - Friday, August 27, 2004 1:24 PM CDT
Hi Kristi and Matt - when I first viewed this webpage earlier this week, I was visitor # 24. This time, I was visitor #2363. This just goes to show you how much we all care for your family and have each of you in our thoughts. May Carson's surgery today be a success, and may you and Matt receive some of the comfort and relief you undoubtedly deserve. If you need me to research specialists or clinical trials here at the National Institutes of Health (where I work), don't hesitate to let me know.
Beth Hochberg <ehochberg@niaid.nih.gov>
Bethesda, MD USA - Friday, August 27, 2004 12:50 AM CDT
Matt and Kristi- Hi- it has been a long time since we have seen either of you, but wanted you to know that your family has been in our constant prayers since we heard about Carson's illness. Josh and I had a baby boy on March 15 and we can't begin to imagine what you are going through right now. Our baby was in the hospital for three weeks after delivery so we know how long the hours can get. We live in Olathe, so please call if we can bring you a home cooked meal, or anything else that would be helpful. (913-829-4249)
Josh and Kelli (Benjamin) Cox <kelli.cox@kc.frb.org >
Olathe , KS - Friday, August 27, 2004 12:45 AM CDT
Kristi and Matt,
Just checked up on Carson's situation. Thank you so much for this website so that all of us can keep informed. You've been on my mind all morning and I just pray that all goes well. I've had Carson added to prayer chains at my church, as well as my mom's plus have many other friends lifting ALL of you up in prayer. Prayer is powerful! Lean back into God's loving arms and know that He is there with you.
Love,
Shelly

Shelly Todd <todds@usd290.org>
Baldwin, KS - Friday, August 27, 2004 12:25 AM CDT
To the entire Toews family, especially Carson and his parents: I want you to know that my daughter, Terra, survived a very rare form of blood cancer (Histiocytosis) that was diagnosed and treatments started at the age of 2 1/2 months! At the age of one year and after many setbacks, the doctors gave her less than 10% chance of surviving not only the disease itself, but the treatments! That was back in 1976! Terra just had her 28th birthday on August 1!

We went through everything that you are experiencing--the steroids causing terrible staff infection in the diaper area AND under the arms, waiting for tests, etc. and no food for hours, all the sticks for blood tests, impatient waiting when the hospital doesn't stick to the scheduled time for procedures, sedation for CT scans, etc. etc. Terra's IV tubes just became a natural part of her and she got to where she never bothered them, even when the IV was in her head! Oh man, how your journal brings back the memories.

I know there have been MANY advances in treatment and much better prognosis in the last 30 years. Please just keep the faith and a positive attitude. If you need to visit with someone who has "been there and done that", please feel free to contact me at any time. ~Trula Harris

Trula Harris <tharris@sctcu.kscoxmail.com>
Salina, KS USA - Friday, August 27, 2004 12:24 AM CDT
My heart goes out to you Kristi! I've really enjoyed the web page. Thanks for keeping us updated. My thoughs and prayers are with you and your family. Take Care!!
Jill Ferguson <fergusonj@usd290 .com>
Ottawa , Ks USA - Friday, August 27, 2004 12:21 AM CDT
Kristi, Matt and Carson
You are in our prayers and thoughts. Being a parent is challenging, but having an ill child is demanding of both time and energy. Thank goodness we do have God to help get us through. Please know that there are many who are praying for all of you. May God continue to bless and watch over you in these tough times.

Trinity United Methodist Church Wednesday night Church group, Cheryl Mickey, Leader
Salina, KS - Friday, August 27, 2004 12:04 AM CDT
Kristi, Matt, and Carson
Thank you for keeping us up to date on Carson. The news is so encouraging and we are thinking of you all!

doreen <newbyd@usd290.org>
Ottawa, KS - Friday, August 27, 2004 11:32 AM CDT
Karmen and I want to send our thoughts and prayers and know that we are thinking and praying for little Carson and your family. Best wishes to you during these hard times and we will continue praying for the positive results you have seen so far.
Jeremy Girard <jeremygirard@hotmail.com>
Salina, KS USA - Friday, August 27, 2004 11:31 AM CDT
God bless! Ya'll are in my prayers.
Beth Thwing <beththwing554@msn.com>
Goliad, tx USA - Friday, August 27, 2004 11:25 AM CDT
I have received prayer requests for little Carson from two different sources, so know that there are MANY people praying for him, and for you. God bless you all, and we will be keeping Carson in our thoughts and prayers.
Jackie Craig <jackie.craig@bakeru.edu>
Baldwin, KS - Friday, August 27, 2004 11:12 AM CDT
My prayers are with you.






Jeanie Krajicek
Salina, KS USA - Friday, August 27, 2004 10:00 AM CDT
I feel uplifted just reading the guestbook.So many people love and care for you.You are strong and so is Carson. I will be thinking about you all day.Hang in there! It will get better!
john and denise heckel <deniseheckel@hotmail.com>
cape may, nj - Friday, August 27, 2004 9:50 AM CDT
Kristi, Matt and Carson:
Just received prayer request for Carson from Sabrina (Mom's Club). Know that you all are in our prayers and we will pray for continued positive results from tests.
We also pray that you find strength in the Lord to see you through this troubled time in your lives.
God Bless each of you.


Madge Fraley <dmfraley@lawrence.ixks.com>
Lawrence, KS USA - Friday, August 27, 2004 9:48 AM CDT
Our thoughts and prayers are with all of you.

John and Betty Dougan <jbdougan@sunflower.com>
Lawrence, Ks USA - Friday, August 27, 2004 9:40 AM CDT
Hi Guys, I just read yesterday's entry. Hope things go well today (Friday). We continue to pray and think about you guys.Wish we could do more.
Nancy J.

Nancy Johnson
Ottawa, KS USA - Friday, August 27, 2004 9:34 AM CDT
Good morning---I hope you three got some sleep last night!! We will all be thinking and praying for you today. You have had some good news come back and we hope it continues. Pleas let me know if there is anything I can bring you guys while your in the hospital, I do not live far away!!!
Tracie Kiesow <traciekiesow@lmh.org>
Olathe, KS USA - Friday, August 27, 2004 9:27 AM CDT
Good morning, Kristi and Matt. Jim and I have been looking at Carson's pictures this morning and reviewing your update. We're choked up at the outpouring of faith and prayer on Carson's and your behalf. That loud a cry, God MUST hear! He and we are by Carson's side today.
Donna and Jim

Donna Belt
Raleigh, NC USA - Friday, August 27, 2004 9:17 AM CDT
Kristi, Matt and Carson, I'm so sorry you're having to go through this but I'm confident that the Drs. will do everything they can to help Carson. We are kept up to date by this wonderful website. Nancy and Carrie keep us informed, too. Goodluck, Claudia
Claudia Gibson <gibsonc@usd290.org>
Ottawa, ks usa - Friday, August 27, 2004 8:57 AM CDT
Matt, Kristi, and Carson,
Great news! I just wanted you to know that I am praying for you all and keeping you in my thoughts as well. Jerry and I have been through many of lifes ups and downs. I keep him updated every day about Carson and we remember doctors giving us survival chances on our son when he was in a terrible tractor accident. Ologists of every kind in and out of the room! Even though we cannot know all you are going through, we care so much. HANG IN THERE BABY!!! and most importantly hang on to each other.

Ann Sand
Overbrook, ks USA - Friday, August 27, 2004 8:38 AM CDT
We've been here, Krisi and Matthew, every single day. Usually, more than once a day. Our friends (ranging from my book club to members of the arthritis exercise class which is held in a warm-water pool) are all joining us in our prayers for the three of you, the doctors involved, and your parents We rejoice in every positive aspect you report.

Thank you so much, Kristi, for coming up with this website idea. It's a win-win solution!

Grandma Niquette

Enid A. Niquette <beniq@ptd.net>
Lititz, PA USA - Friday, August 27, 2004 8:20 AM CDT
Thinking about you both and praying for Carson.
bernie and cindy and rest of staff <bernice.hiner@lmh.org>
lawrence, ks usa - Friday, August 27, 2004 8:08 AM CDT
We are so thankful for every bit of positive news that you print. Thank you so much for sharing your precious time to keep us all up to date. I wish there was some way to give you two some much needed rest!!!! Prayers continue for all of you and for the doctors skills to shine through! Much love, Kelly
Kelly Smith <smithk@usd290.org>
Ottawa, Ks USA - Friday, August 27, 2004 7:46 AM CDT
Dear Baby Carson, your Mom's "favorable" news is proof that there really are answers to all of our prayers...and we want you to know that there is some serious praying going on out here in Salina, Ks...as well as all over the country! Thanks to your Mom for itemizing it out for us (she is a wonderful reporter!). For those of us not so in tune with the medical terminology,your family, including Uncle Craig, have done a wonderful job of explaining exactly what is going on for you. The idea of you being in pain is unimaginable, and the prayer for pain relief for you and your precious parents will definitely be a strong one! Thousands of prayers are going on for you and your family today as you undergo your surgery .....Love you, Deanna and Chuck Morgan P.S. Thank you, Kristi and Matt, for the hospital address.
Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
SALINA, KS United States - Friday, August 27, 2004 7:40 AM CDT
Matt, Kristi and Carson,
We'll be thinking of you today. Our kids can be so tough and no matter how difficult the battle they can always give you that smile that can pick you up at the times when you need it the most. Hang in there, our prayers are with you for a great outcome today.

Doug and Brenda Billings <dobillin@yahoo.com>
Lawrence, KS USA - Friday, August 27, 2004 6:53 AM CDT
Kristi, Matt and Carson:
I just wanted to let you know that you are in our prayers. My mom (Noreen Zumbrunn) has been keeping me updated with your progress. Be strong and remember there are a lot of people praying for you all.

Patti Habluetzel (Dan and Noreen Zumbrunn's youngest) <cpjchabluetzel@juno.com>
Olathe, KS Johnson - Friday, August 27, 2004 6:43 AM CDT
Kristi, Matt and Carson, Please know that the three of you and all of your extended family are in our thoughts and our prayers every day.
Judy and Leon Hannebaum
Salina , Ks. USA - Friday, August 27, 2004 1:15 AM CDT
Kristi and family,
Please know that all of your MOMS Club friends are here for you and your family to offer any kind of support you need. The recent news you've received sounds so encouraging. I'll be praying that you continue to hear more positive test results and that Carson's surgery goes smoothly. So many people are rooting for him to get better soon, and I know he will with all of the love, thoughts, and prayers that everyone is sending out your way!

Tracey Kastens
Lawrence, KS - Friday, August 27, 2004 0:54 AM CDT
Matt & Kristi, We knew you had a lot of people to support you, but was amazed when I went down through the list. No one wants to go through what you and Carson are going through, but with all these prayers it HAS to turn out okay. Grandma Toews is praying for you too. She says that is all she can do from here.
Lyle & Sharon Johnson <ljohnson112@cox.net>
Salina, KS - Friday, August 27, 2004 0:07 AM CDT
Hello there from your neighbors on 4 Henson. We've been praying for little Carson since we met. We will continue to lift him up in prayer tomorrow during his surgery.
Ronda Lawson - Ellie Rose's mommy <krselawson@yahoo.com>
Baxter Springs, KS USA - Thursday, August 26, 2004 11:43 PM CDT
Matt, Kristi and Carson
I am so happy to hear the news is becoming so positive what a relief. I think you have a real fighter on your hands and is going to keep you guys on your toes for a long time. Thanks for the updates. I will be thinking about you while Carson is in sugery tomorrow and praying for an excellent outcome. Stay strong for each other but know we are all here for you anytime day or night.
God bless you and be with you.
Lori Gardner

Lori Gardner <scottnloriwing@juno.com>
Lecompton, ks USA - Thursday, August 26, 2004 11:07 PM CDT
Matt, Kristi, Carson, Dennis & Renee,
What an adorable little boy! We are so thankful for the positive information you have received and know that the Lord is working in all of this--even though it may be difficult to see it when you're in the midst of it. We pray many times each day for all of you!

Steve, Pam, Amy & Kevin Kraus (Salina 1st UMC) <shkandpjk@hotmail.com>
Salina, KS USA - Thursday, August 26, 2004 10:55 PM CDT
Kristi and Matt,
This good news is setting a trend! We'll just pray for more (all three of the items you mentioned, plus whatever else needs to be prayed for that we don't know of but that God does know). God is Great!

Ruth Chapman <ruchap@grapevine.net>
Ottawa, KS - Thursday, August 26, 2004 10:07 PM CDT
Matt, Kristi and Carson,
Our thoughts and prayers are with you. Thanks for keeping everyone informed. We pray for the healing of Carson and are expecting a MIRACLE! Keep the faith. We all love you.

Lisa Jones <lisjones@sunflower.com>
Lawrence, KS - Thursday, August 26, 2004 7:20 PM CDT
Kristi, Matt, & Carson

You are in our thoughts and prayers, daily. I have added you to our church prayer list. Please let me know if I can help in any way. My cousin's daughter was much older and she is a survivor. So keep the faith God is taking care of you and he is a strength during this time. We miss you at school and hope for the best.


Kris Shirley
Ottawa, KS USA - Thursday, August 26, 2004 7:10 PM CDT
Matt, Kristi, and Carson,
It is great to hear some positive news! Thanks for keeping us all updated. You are in our thoughts daily. We love you. Let me know if there is anything I can do.

BOB HURST <RHURST@COX.NET>
TOPEKA, KS - Thursday, August 26, 2004 5:45 PM CDT
Kristi, Matt, and Baby Carson,
So happy to hear GOOD news about Carson's condition! What a little trooper he is and so are his parents. I'm am sure that these past few weeks have been exhausting and I hope all three of you are finding some rest. We will continue to keep praying for Carson and his WONDERFUL, STRONG parents. Give that cutie a kiss from the Todd family. Looking forward to the day he is all better. Let's get Carson and Olivia together for a play date when that time comes!
Peace,
Shelly Todd

Shelly Todd <todds@usd290.org>
Baldwin City, KS USA - Thursday, August 26, 2004 2:45 PM CDT
So HAPPY to hear your GOOD news. I knew all these prayers being sent out for Carson would work! I am sure it seems like so much is still out of your hands...take comfort knowing that all your love, hugs, and kisses you give Carson will make him emotionally strong to fight. Thanks for keeping us updated. I've been checking daily!
Sarah Fleming <sfleming@ccaws.org>
Newton, KS USA - Thursday, August 26, 2004 2:07 PM CDT
Hello, I am a cousin of cristy and wanted to send my love and support, if you need anything please call or email.
Dustin Wacker <dustin_wacker@yahoo.com>
wichita, KS SG - Thursday, August 26, 2004 1:26 PM CDT
Hi Matty,
I talked with Charles last night and heard what's been going on with Carson. I just wanted to let you know that I'm thinking about you guys and here for you. Also, Tracy Hill wanted me to tell you that the Ronald McDonald house was extremely helpful to their family during their month stay at the hospital if you are interested in checking it out! Stay strong and best wishes, Candi

Candi from ER at LMH <kucoller7@yahoo.com>
Lawrence, KS - Thursday, August 26, 2004 11:35 AM CDT
I am Gerrit's mother-in-law. I have been praying for Carson since Tiffany told me about him. I will continue to pray and have ask several other people to pray for him as well. In addition I have added him to the prayer list at church. May God Bless all three of you...
Nancy Winkelman
Ellinwood, KS USA - Thursday, August 26, 2004 11:34 AM CDT
Kristi, Matt, and Carson
It's so good to hear your encouraging news. My family and I will continue to keep you foremost in our daily prayers. Please let me know of anything we can do for you. I would love to bring you anything you want/need to Children's Mercy. Just say the word! Matt, please give Kristi a hug for me; and, Kristi, give that little cutie Carson a kiss for me. With all of our prayers, Ben and Kari (Hannebaum) Jareske

Kari Jareske <ksukari@hotmail.com>
Overland Park, KS USA - Thursday, August 26, 2004 10:00 AM CDT
Know that our thoughts and prayers are with you all.
gail konzem <gail.konzem@usd305.com>
salina, ks usa - Thursday, August 26, 2004 9:28 AM CDT
Hang in there guys we are thinking about you all how is the survial kit lasting, i wanted to come down again this weekend but we are going to have to go to omaha one of our granddaughters is in ICU on dialysis due to a Ecoli infection. We just found out last night. She is 3 years old.
Doris C. Hancock <dohancoc@lmh.org>
Berryton, Ks usa - Thursday, August 26, 2004 8:11 AM CDT
To all the Toews, your in our thoughts and prayers.
The Blakely's <joan.blakely@hotmail.com>
Salina, ks - Thursday, August 26, 2004 7:11 AM CDT
Matt, Kristi, and Carson:

My parents, Kathy and Russ Pierce, have kept me posted on the news of your family. You are truly special to them and everyone you've touched. Carson is such a beautiful little boy. Please know that your family is in our prayers out here in Tennessee also. Our hearts and prayers are with you - Mike, Becky, Jessica, and Kelsey Hangge

Rebecca Hangge <love_my_dodge2001@yahoo.com>
Clarksville, TN US - Thursday, August 26, 2004 1:25 AM CDT
Matt, Kristi, and Carlson,
I just want you to know that you are in my thought, and my prayers are for you.

Darlene Griffith <ttopflyr@yahoo.com>
Lawrence, KS - Wednesday, August 25, 2004 11:47 PM CDT
Your beautiful Carson will be remembered daily in my prayers. May God's loving care be with him every minute as well as with Carson's parents, grandparents, and all the caregivers who come in contact with him. I'm an old friend of Renee when she and I were both at St. Mary's Grade School.
Clara M. Stithem <jstithem@aol.com>
Salina, KS Saline - Wednesday, August 25, 2004 10:21 PM CDT
Matt, Kristi & Carson,
You are in my constant thoughts and prayers. I have put you on a prayer list at our church. I was glad to hear the more encouraging news today. May God watch over all of you and ease Carson's pain.

Jan Nuckolls
Lawrence, Ks USA - Wednesday, August 25, 2004 9:49 PM CDT
I know it's been a long time, Kristi, but I am Jeff and Gabe's mom. They have included us in your news so that we can keep you in our thoughts and prayers. He is such a cute little boy, I can see the red in his hair, just like mom and grandma. Hope to see you again someday and meet your husband.
Dale and Janet Hostetter <djhoss13@hotmail.com>
Winfield, KS USA - Wednesday, August 25, 2004 8:33 PM CDT
Matt,Kristi and Carson,
Thank you for this wonderful update. I was so happy to read such positive news from you about this beautiful
baby boy. He is adorable. I want you to know that I have been thinking and praying for ALL of you. He is so lucky
to have you as his parents and you so blessed to have him.
Just keep thinking about the day you get to come home~~
What a day that will be!!!!!!! Positive thoughts,prayers,
and hugs for each other, you'll be home soon. Love,Sharon

Sharon Johnson <jsmkson@sunflower.com>
Lawrence, Ks. - Wednesday, August 25, 2004 7:46 PM CDT
Matt,Kristi and Carson,
Thank you for this wonderful update. I was so happy to read such positive news from you about this beautiful
baby boy. He is adorable. I want you to know that I have been thinking and praying for ALL of you. He is so lucky
to have you as his parents and you so blessed to have him.
Just keep thinking about the day you get to come home~~
What a day that will be!!!!!!! Positive thoughts,prayers,
and hugs for each other, you'll be home soon. Love,Sharon

Sharon Johnson <jsmkson@sunflower.com>
Lawrence, Ks. - Wednesday, August 25, 2004 7:45 PM CDT
I know you guys have been through quite an ordeal already!! I am glad to have gotten the chance to take care of your family through the first couple days. You are all very special people - Carson was born into a great family!! I am praying that everything goes well.

One of your daytime CA's, Lindsay :)

Lindsay King <Frogger511@hotmail.com>
Kansas City, MO USA - Wednesday, August 25, 2004 7:20 PM CDT
Hi Matt, Kristi & Carson
So glad to read the GOOD NEWS! Keep the faith and all these peoples love and prayers will help to pull you through. Carson is sure a cutie, I love the pictures. Next trip to KC we will stop to see you.
Love, Gerald and Shirley

Shirley Boxberger <travisb@media-net.net>
Russell, ks - Wednesday, August 25, 2004 7:15 PM CDT
Wonderful news!! I'm so glad they have ruled out the high risk category and look forward to more good news each day. Be strong for each other and know you are in my thoughts. I believe your spirit,faith and love can bring about miraculous results. Give Carson a kiss and whisper in his ear about what a brave little boy I think he is. Love, Sarah
Sarah Meredith <dandsm@direcway.com>
Ottawa, KS - Wednesday, August 25, 2004 6:21 PM CDT
Carson, Matt, and Kristi: Though we've not had the honor of meeting little Carson know that he and you are in our thoughts and prayers as this hurdle in his life is crossed. I know you have incredible support from family and friends and it helps when prayers are abundant.
Justin and Katie Sperry <sperryj@mac.com>
Salina, KS United States - Wednesday, August 25, 2004 4:42 PM CDT
This is awesome news, thinking about you all. how are the snacks holding up? Let us know when you need refills. thinking of you all
Doris C. Hancock <dohancoc@lmh.org>
Berryton, ks usa - Wednesday, August 25, 2004 4:00 PM CDT
Kristi, Matt, & Carson: We were very glad to hear the news
on Carson. Thanks for setting up the web page and sending
the news everyday on Carson. We're praying for him daily
that the cancer will be low risk. Give Carson a big hug &
kiss for us.

May & Art Tenofsky <atenofsky@cox.net>
Wichita , Ks Sedgwick - Wednesday, August 25, 2004 3:09 PM CDT
You are in our thoughts and prayers.
John and Cyndy Knutson

cyndy knutson
salina, ks - Wednesday, August 25, 2004 2:54 PM CDT
I work with Dennis at Sunset. We are all thinking of you and sending our most positive thoughts your way. It's so good to hear your lastest good news. Hang in there.
Linda Rohrer <linda.rohrer@usd305.com>
Salina, KS - Wednesday, August 25, 2004 2:42 PM CDT
Matt, Kristi and Carson,
My thoughts and prayers are with you guys during this time of stress. Please know that you have many people pulling for Carson. I believe the power of prayer is great and I will continue to pray for your family. Plese let us know if there is anything we can do for you.
God Bless you and be with you always.
Lori Gardner (Lawrence Memorial Hospital)

Lori Gardner <scottnloriwing@juno.com>
Lawrence, KS USA - Wednesday, August 25, 2004 2:33 PM CDT
Kristi, Matt and Baby Carson, My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family right now. I was glad to hear of your good news! We miss you at Lincoln and think of you daily! Take Care of yourselves and i look forward to more
good news!!!!

Lori Van Houtan <vanhoutanl@usd290.org>
Ottawa , KS - Wednesday, August 25, 2004 2:06 PM CDT
I know your Grandpa Dennis, Carson, and I am a grandmother myself. I have been praying for you and your family.
Barb Wilson <barb.wilson@usd305.com>
Salina, KS Saline - Wednesday, August 25, 2004 12:56 AM CDT
Great to hear the good news! Take care and know that many are praying for you.
Kiss Carson's little head for me. :)

Vickie Hall <hallv@usd290.org>
- Wednesday, August 25, 2004 12:54 AM CDT
It is amazing to scroll down through your guest book and see how many people are praying and thinking of you! Remember that. You are in our thoughts and hearts!
Jeremy, Gage, and Carrie Pierce
Salina, KS - Wednesday, August 25, 2004 12:43 AM CDT
Phenomenal news!!! That is such a hopeful, positive report from the oncologist. We pray for you and Carson to keep strong!
denise heckel <deniseheckel@hotmail.com>
cape may, nj - Wednesday, August 25, 2004 11:57 AM CDT
Matt,Kristi, and Carson,
the plethora of letters of prayers, concern, and love is truly evident of how much your friends love and care for you. I hope this gives you strength and hope that the outcome will be the best possible! Prayer is so powerful, and God has been bombarded with requests for Carson's recovery. I too want to let you know that you are in my prayers. The update of 8/24 sounds good. Keep the faith.

Enid Terlizzi <ettrey@aol.com>
Lawrence, KS - Wednesday, August 25, 2004 11:49 AM CDT
Kristi,
Hey there. So glad to hear the encouraging news. I am praying daily and I know I have not the words to express how sorry I am Carson has had to go through this. I can only imagine the roller coaster days and nights. I will be there for you in thought and prayer. Cuddle that little one for me. I am sending him my guardian angel to watch over.
Teri Howard

Teri Howard <tleamav@yahoo.com>
Ottawa, Ks United States - Wednesday, August 25, 2004 11:27 AM CDT
Matt, Kristi, and Carson~
Your entire family are in our prayers. I pray for a fast recovery for Carson, and strength for your family to get through this. God Bless you all. (Gerrit's sister)

Emil & Candace Potts-Halfhill <pit_bull_candace@yahoo.com>
Great Bend, ks usa - Wednesday, August 25, 2004 11:26 AM CDT
Matt, Kristi, and baby Carson,
Please know that you are in our prayers. Mallory sure wants to meet this baby Carson that she keeps praying for:) If you need anything, from any of us, don't be afraid to ask. I'm thankful for this caringbridge as I see it's bringing you lots of prayers and support. Keep your heads up as God is looking down on you.
With Love from Sterling,

Daren, Shawna, Mallory, and baby Wyatt
- Wednesday, August 25, 2004 11:06 AM CDT
As the father of a newborn son (1 month old), I how found comfort in this verse Isaiah 41:10 "So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand". Carson is in our family's daily prayers. God bless you and your family. Jim
Jim Allen <jim.allen@usd305.com>
Salina, KS USA - Wednesday, August 25, 2004 11:04 AM CDT
Kristi, It has been a long time since we have seen each other so Dad (clyde ) thought it best I remind you that I am his daughter. I hope the vary best for your family. Know that lots of people are thinking of you and praying for Carson.
Wendi Wacker <wendiwacker@hotmail.com>
Colby, KS US - Wednesday, August 25, 2004 10:55 AM CDT
Know that inr so Dad (clyde ) thought it best I remind you that I am his daughter. I hope the vary best for your family. Know that lots of people are thinking of you and praying for Carson.
Wendi Wacker <wendiwacker@hotmail.com>
Colby, KS US - Wednesday, August 25, 2004 10:55 AM CDT
Know that indeed you are in my prayers and the members of First United Methodist in Lawrence. May you and your family continue to feel God's comfort and strong embrace as you journey through this together. Shalom
Barb Clinger <Barb@fumclawrence.org>
Lawrence, KS Douglas - Wednesday, August 25, 2004 10:44 AM CDT
Dear Toews Family,
Just wanted to let you know you are in our prayers. So happy to hear the positive news!!! We will continue to lift you up!
God Bless!!

Dana Wood, counselor, USD 305 <dana.wood@usd305.com>
Salina, KS USA - Wednesday, August 25, 2004 10:14 AM CDT
HI Kids.....just a note to tell you that we are keeping you in our prayers!!! Hang in there......and I love the web page. God Bless, The Langley's: Rick, Candy, Kyle, Krista
Candy Langley <clangley@oznet.ksu.edu>
Salina, KS USA - Wednesday, August 25, 2004 10:06 AM CDT
May our Lord, Jesus Christ, strengthen you and help you through each moment of the day and days to come. We pray it is His will that baby Carson is completely cured and leads the wonderful life ahead of him. Our thoughts and prayers are with you each waking moment as we send good healing prayers your way.
Sally Schoenfeld <schoenfeld@karnesec.net>
- Wednesday, August 25, 2004 9:51 AM CDT
Kristi, Matt, & Carson,
The 3 of you and your family are in our prayers. Children are resilient and strong and I know that Carson is being such a trooper through all of this. Looking at this website, it is so inspiring to know how many people are thinking of you guys during this challenging time. If you need anything while you're in KC, don't hesitate to give us a call.
Love,
Tami, Johnny and Taryn

Tami, Johnny, & Taryn Hull
Olathe, KS US - Wednesday, August 25, 2004 9:51 AM CDT
Matt, Kristi, Carson, Renee and Dennis- We are so thankful to hear the encouraging news. Answered prayers already! There is great power in prayer. I will pass this site along to my church's prayer list. We are keeping you all in many, many of our daily thoughts and prayers. We will do all we can to support your mom and dad here in Salina Matt. They are incredible people. There are many here who are available and willing to help out, however we can. Please just let us know. Our God is an awesome God. Trust in Him daily to encourage and support your family.

By the way, what an adorable son you have. (too bad he is a wildcat! Is that a little tough in Lawrence?!!) May God bless you all richly in these very, very difficult and trying times. Greta Lagerberg

Greta Lagerberg <Greta.Lagerberg@usd305.com>
Salina, KS USA - Wednesday, August 25, 2004 9:40 AM CDT
Kristi, Matt, Carson, Dennis and Renee
You are all in our thoughts and prayers.

Mike and Mary Lou Hickel <mhickel@cox.net>
Salina, KS USA - Wednesday, August 25, 2004 9:34 AM CDT
Hello, I just wanted to write in to say that Jamie, Codi, and I are thinking of you and praying for you. I have faith that Carson will come out of this with flying colors. Maybe a little bit hungry- but he will be fine. Kristi you have been a dear friend since we were only 7yrs. old- and I am here for you and your family if you need anything. Carson is a beautiful baby. All our Love
April (King) Mauch <amm2276@aol.com>
Castle Rock, Co United States - Wednesday, August 25, 2004 9:34 AM CDT
Matthew, Kristi, Renee,Dennis & family, I am so happy to learn that Carson is not in the high risk category. Our prayers are working. One look at Carson's darling face, and we are with you. Blessings and prayers, Diana and Lou Frohardt
Diana Frohardt <diana.frohardt@usd305.com>
Salina, KS USA - Wednesday, August 25, 2004 9:32 AM CDT
I can't imagine what you're going through right now, especially having a 10mo of my own. Please know we are praying for you daily and our hearts go out to you and your family.
Carrie Cox (Kelsey Elliot's cousin) and family <camoore54@hotmail.com>
Fort Collins, CO - Wednesday, August 25, 2004 9:24 AM CDT
You guys are in our hearts and prayers as you go through this difficult time. Thank you for supplying us with this website so that we can be there to support you along your journey. I'm still waiting for you guys to move back to Salina so that Carson and my future children (yes, we will have some, sometime!) can become lifelong friends like us!
Stacy and Jami Garnett <ssbohn@yahoo.com>
Salina, KS USA - Wednesday, August 25, 2004 9:20 AM CDT
My prayers are with all of you in this terrible time. As a "Nana" myself I know how very precious those little ones are. My heart just goes out to you. Things sound better, and will keep you in my thoughts and prayers. God Bless.
Glenda Mutschler (Friend of Gma Sherry) <glendam@enconline.com>
Salina, KS USA - Wednesday, August 25, 2004 9:16 AM CDT
Kristi, Matt, and Carson:
Be strong and courageous as you go through this time. You are in our thoughts and prayers as we look forward to Carson's recovery.
~the counselors and social workers of USD #305

Deb Weishaar <deb.weishaar@usd305.com>
Sailina, KS 67401 - Wednesday, August 25, 2004 9:13 AM CDT
Such good news! We will continue to pray for even better things! Don't forget to take care of yourselves too. Give that cutie an extra hug and kiss for us.
Kelly Smith <smithk@usd290.org>
Ottawa, Ks USA - Wednesday, August 25, 2004 9:10 AM CDT
You are in my prayers asking God to bless each of you with the things you need for the day, the hour, the week. I almost cried to see how many are praying for you. Prayer is powerful, and you are being showered with many prayers. God bless you.

Faye Wagner <fayewagner@cox.net>
Salina, KS US - Wednesday, August 25, 2004 8:57 AM CDT
Matt, Christie and Carson,
Our thoughts and prayers are with you. You are on our church's, Trinity UMC, prayer list. I imagine your Dad has told you that we had a student at Sunset 12 years ago with neuroblastoma. He is now a Senior at your alma mater and doing well. I called Theresa White yesterday to confirm that was what he had as I had written it on his health card when he was a Kindergartener. Don't forget to take care of yourselves as well. Love, Sue & Keith

Sue Holmes <sue@aplusp.com>
Salina, KS USA - Wednesday, August 25, 2004 8:50 AM CDT
Hello. I am an old 75 year old Christian who just read about you being sick. Your name is on top of my prayer list. I have been battleing cancer for 11 years and know that prayer can make things so much better.
Elizabeth Henshall <lizhenshall@karnesec.net>
Kenedy, TX USA - Wednesday, August 25, 2004 8:47 AM CDT
Good news is welcome. I'll keep track. My thoughts are with you.
margaret miller
- Wednesday, August 25, 2004 8:42 AM CDT
Kristi, Matt,and Carson,
Just a note to let you know we are thinking and praying for you. Give Carson and each other a hug for us. Know you are loved.

Gregg and BJ Gardner <auntbeej50@hotmail.com>
Lenexa, KS USA - Wednesday, August 25, 2004 8:26 AM CDT
Prayers, Prayers, Prayers. You can never have too many! Carson has ours, as well as the prayers of Salina Trinity UMC's email prayer list. Feel God's Presence and be uplifted by His strength, and the community of all these people. Just remind Carson that he has a lot of camping and fishing obligations, so let's get better!!
Scott, Kayla, and Isaac Wiedeman <scottw@sjms.org>
Salina, KS USA - Wednesday, August 25, 2004 8:22 AM CDT
Hey guys - just wanted you to know that Jeff and I are both praying for you. Thanks so much for the updates. I know that all the prayers will lift Carson up and he will be better in no time. Please stay strong - you are doing great.
Tracy Duncan <tracyd@enconline.com>
Salina, KS - Wednesday, August 25, 2004 8:22 AM CDT
Kristi, Matt and Carson: You are all in our daily thoughts and prayers. Thank you so much for sharing the information with us!
Jane Maresch (Sunset School)
Salina, KS United States - Wednesday, August 25, 2004 7:54 AM CDT
You are in my family and extended family's prayers.

Melissa (Vignery) Ollenberger <melissa.ollenberger@305.com>
Salina, KS - Wednesday, August 25, 2004 7:43 AM CDT
What wonderful news! I know Carson still has a lot of unknowns and tough treatment ahead....but God does answer our prayers. And we will continue to keep you in our prayers. Thank you for the wonderful update! I bet your beautiful son is getting cranky, though....he will be ready to eat!
Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
SALINA, KS United States - Wednesday, August 25, 2004 7:43 AM CDT
You and your families are in our thoughts and prayers
Jeannie & Chris Hrabe <cajhrabe@midkan.net>
- Wednesday, August 25, 2004 7:25 AM CDT
This guestbook is so much more than a means of communicating updates. It conveys the hope and inspiration of all those who love you, letting us all know that we're not alone.

We can't wait to tune in each day to the growing good news!
Donna, Jim, Jason and Cara

Donna Belt
Raleigh, NC USA - Wednesday, August 25, 2004 7:15 AM CDT
We are praying for you.
Judy Arpin
Salina, Ks. USA - Wednesday, August 25, 2004 7:13 AM CDT
Dear friends- We love you and firmly stand with countless believers here in Fort Worth petitioning for Carson's condition to improve. Amy and I are so thankful to the LORD for how He has taken care of you thus far. We are praying for your comfort with the assurance that the LORD keeps watch over Carson as He does not sleep nor slumber (Psalm 121) and that if He provides for the birds of the air, He will most certainly be gracious towards your needs and those of your precious son- for He loves you all with an enduring love. It is out of that same love that we continue to intercede for you and wait on Him.
Jason & Amy Pierce <jasonhome@ont.com>
Fort Worth, TX USA - Wednesday, August 25, 2004 0:36 AM CDT
This has been a whirlwind week, but I have a good feeling about Carson's outcome. I pray for him daily. We love you all and we know we can get through this. We have done it before and we will do it again. With everyone praying, that only makes his survival rates higher.
Mom & Dad Stinnett <sherrys@cox.net>
Salina, KS USA - Tuesday, August 24, 2004 10:28 PM CDT
Kristi, Matt, Carson--
With all of those prayers coming his way and with the caring doctors working with him, Carson is in good hands. We'll keep you all in our prayers for strength and courage to get through this.
All the best--
Monica (who works w/G'ma Toews)

Monica Davis <jdavis94@cox.net>
Salina, KS usa - Tuesday, August 24, 2004 9:54 PM CDT
Kristi, Matt, and Carson,
We're so glad to read the good news about Carson's cancer, that he's now out of the high risk category. We'll keep praying for you. We think it's just going to keep getting better for you three!

Gloria, Paul, and Anthony Misik (Lina's family)
Rockford, IL - Tuesday, August 24, 2004 9:38 PM CDT
Kristi, Go the the message from Alicia Thomas about Eliza. She is a friend that used to babysit when miy boys were little. Eliza's journey is so inspiring it will lift your heart and soul.
Vicki Ulrich <vulrich@networksplus.net>
Baldwin city, Ks USA - Tuesday, August 24, 2004 8:58 PM CDT
Towes, I sent a message this a.m. but I guess the computer outsmarted me. I will try again. Just want to add to the list of millions that are in prayer for you and the Dr.s that are instructed to heal. We must have faith, love and hope to guide us through this test. Remaind strong, confide and cling to each other. Believe.........Vicki
Vicki Ulrich <vulrich@networksplus.net>
Baldwin City, Ks. USA - Tuesday, August 24, 2004 8:40 PM CDT
Matt, Kristi, and Carson,
You are all in my thoughts and prayers. I wish you all the best in this difficult time. Kristi we are all keeping your Mom in good spirits here at SFB. And Matt I've know you forever and I can't beleive you let your son wear that purple stuff...just kidding! Take care!

Kendra Bell <kendrab9@cox.net>
Salina, KS USA - Tuesday, August 24, 2004 8:39 PM CDT
Please know we have been remembering you and your family during this time in our prayers. We are happy we can get this message to you!!
Phil and Judy Mitchell <pgmitch@tri.net>
Salina, KS United States of America - Tuesday, August 24, 2004 7:41 PM CDT
Matt, Kristi, and Carson, You are very special to us, and we are praying for Carson and both of you as well as for the medical folks that God is working His miracle through. Hugs & love to you all.
Kathy & Russ <kikadoodlecat@yahoo.com>
Salina, KS USA - Tuesday, August 24, 2004 7:40 PM CDT
Carson, we love you! There are so many prayers for you!
One of my very favorite songs is about how God is there for you, especially during uncertain times. This song really helps. Here are the words:
God will make a way where there seems to be no way.
He works in ways we cannot see;
He will make a way for me.
He will be my guide, hold me closely to His side.
With love and strength for each new day;
He will make a way, He will make a way.
In addition to prayers I will be singing this song for you, Carson.
With love, "G" Ruth

Ruth Chapman <ruchap@grapevine.net>
Ottawa, KS - Tuesday, August 24, 2004 7:30 PM CDT
I am praying for you and your family.
Karen Bastin
Salina, - Tuesday, August 24, 2004 7:30 PM CDT
We wil continue to keep your family in our prayers
Andi Dale <thedales@giantcomm.net>
- Tuesday, August 24, 2004 7:26 PM CDT
I teach with your Gradma Towes, and I meet the two of you two years ago at the gifted conference. I have yet to meet Carson, but I know that I will one day. He is a source of pride and joy to all who know him. I hold you all in my prayers each day. Thank you for updating this site and keeping eveyone informed. I know that must be difficult, but so many people care for you all. I wish you peace, hope, and love.
Andrea Schafer <myhusbandisachef@cs.com>
Salina, ks usa - Tuesday, August 24, 2004 7:13 PM CDT
Kristi, Matt and Carson,
You are all in our prayers.

Mike, Connie, Abby and Jeremy Christopher <bugs2160@cox.net>
Salina, KS USA - Tuesday, August 24, 2004 7:05 PM CDT
Matthew, Kristi and Carson
We have included your family on the prayer list at church and school. We are thinking of you, and your family is constantly on our minds when we talk to God. Be strong for each other.

Roger and Sheryl Aspegren <aspegren@getgoin.net>
Mountain Grove, MO USA - Tuesday, August 24, 2004 5:55 PM CDT
Matt, Kristi, and Carson,
You are constantly in our thoughts.We pray for your strength and a happy outcome. Carson is a strong baby! We have faith!

John and denise Heckel <deniseheckel@hotmail.com>
Cape May, NJ - Tuesday, August 24, 2004 5:27 PM CDT
Matt, Kristie & Carson, You are in our thoughts and prayers daily. Keep the faith and Carson will be home and running around before you know it.
Gerald and Shirley Boxberger <travisb@media-net.net>
Russell, Ks usa - Tuesday, August 24, 2004 5:27 PM CDT
Matt, Kristi, and Carson
We work with Grandma and Grandpa Toews in Salina and you all are in our thought and prayers for Carson's healing and continued strengh during this difficult time.

Dale, Diana, Jamie, and Marcus Pierson
Salina, KS Saline - Tuesday, August 24, 2004 4:55 PM CDT
Matt, Kristi, You are in our prayers daily. Carson is in good hands God will watch over him. We have to have faith. Take care of one another.
Jim & Marlyn Maes <jasbom@cox.net>
Salina, Ks. USA - Tuesday, August 24, 2004 4:44 PM CDT
Matt, Kristi and Carson,
I pray the Lord will hold you all up through these trying days, and give you His peace.

Helen Setser
Webb City, Mo USA - Tuesday, August 24, 2004 4:33 PM CDT
Dear Toews family:
May the love and prayers of all of us surround you during this difficult time. May God's steadfast love give you the strength you need.

Amanda Gutierrez <gutz2@cox.net>
Salina, KS USA - Tuesday, August 24, 2004 4:26 PM CDT
Our thoughts and prayers are with you every day
Brad, Leslie and Sophia Anderson <bradleyscottanderson@yahoo.com>
Roeland Park, KS - Tuesday, August 24, 2004 4:21 PM CDT
Matt and Kristi- I'm sorry that you and little Carson have to go through this time. It sounds positive and I hope this will all be over as soon as possible!
Gretchen Rogers
Winfield , KS USA - Tuesday, August 24, 2004 3:25 PM CDT
Just to let you know you are in our thoughts and prayers each day. Norma Montgomery
Norma Montgomery <nmontgo@dccca.org>
Salina, KS United States - Tuesday, August 24, 2004 2:34 PM CDT
Matt and Kristi,
"I'm strong enough to rise above most any troubled time...Today may be a mountain, but I was born to climb...."
God bless you during this difficult time. Marty and I are thinking of you. What a lucky little boy to have so many people to love and care for him.
Jolea (Spears) Twaddell

Jolea Twaddell <smileycamperjo@hotmail.com>
Castle Rock, CO Douglas - Tuesday, August 24, 2004 2:31 PM CDT
Praying for you all....I just heard this on a Christian program, "Do not tell God how big your storm is, tell your storm how big your God is". God bless and keep you.
Deb Miller (Kelsey Elliott aunt) <debralindberg52@yahoo.com>
Sebring, fl USA - Tuesday, August 24, 2004 1:08 PM CDT
Matt, Kristi, and little Carson:
Our thoughts and prayers are with you. If there is anything you need please let us know, we are only minutes away from the hospital.

Gabriel and Jeff Wacker <gwacker@suiteoptions.com>
Overland Park, KS - Tuesday, August 24, 2004 12:35 AM CDT
Kristi, Matt, and Carson,
May the strength of God be with you. I believe in Miracles. With all these thoughts and prayers going your way, all things are possible.

Janie Kuehn <kuehn@usd290.org>
Ottawa, Ks Franklin - Tuesday, August 24, 2004 11:44 AM CDT
We pray hourly that the Holy Spirit will wrap Carson and his family in warmth, love, and healing. We pray hourly for wisdom, skill, and compassion for Carson's doctors. Thank you for keeping us updated.
Sid, Sarah, and Thomas Fleming <sfleming@ccaws.org>
Newton, KS USA - Tuesday, August 24, 2004 11:24 AM CDT
You are all in our thoughts and prayers. God bless you
Tina Daniels <danielst@cox.net>
Salina, KS USA - Tuesday, August 24, 2004 11:23 AM CDT
Carson sure is a cutie. We are praying for you daily. All our love and support, The Bunkers
Matt, Betsy & Luke Bunker <mlbunker@yahoo.com>
Spring Hill, KS USA - Tuesday, August 24, 2004 9:53 AM CDT
Kristi, Matt and Carson:
You are in one of the best Children's Hopsitals in the country. They will take very good care of little Carson. I have been thinking of you every day. If you need anything done in Lawrence just let me know.

Patty Tenofsky
Lawrence, KS USA - Tuesday, August 24, 2004 9:40 AM CDT
Our concern, our prayers, our affection for all of you have been foremost in our minds (and conversation) during the past month. We can't stop thinking of you--our friends here in Pennsylvania feel they know All Three of you! We're concentrating on the positive, and we send our love, Grandma and Grandpa Niquette.
Robert & Enid Niquette <beniq@ptd.net>
Lititz, PA USA - Tuesday, August 24, 2004 8:19 AM CDT
Gracious Holy God, Ever-Present Presence, Giver and Lover of Life, stay close to Matt, Kristi and Carson these days. Help them see and feel and know how close you are through the support they have from so many people - family, friends and even strangers who are praying for them all. Let them feel your presence like a mantle draped across their shoulders, giving comfort and warmth and some sense of peace in the midst of all this choas, this unknown. I pray for the medical people - doctors, nurses, technicians - who are involved with Carson's well-being. This is such a time of upheaval for the family. Help the medical staff work with the family, giving them information, care, support, the things they need to understand and help them through the uncertainty of all this. May It Be So.
Billie Blair
Matfield Green, KS US - Tuesday, August 24, 2004 8:08 AM CDT
Kristi, Matt and Carson:

Our thoughts and and prayers are with you. Thanks so much for the webb page. Grandma Wacker has been keeping us posted on everything happening and thus we have been thinking about you every day. Stay Strong.

Virginia and Clyde Wacker <clwacker@foleyeq.com>
Wichita, Ks - Tuesday, August 24, 2004 8:05 AM CDT
Kristi, Matt, and Carson
I am one of Chuck's employee's at CRAI. My mother is a cancer survivor so I understand some of the worries and concerns that you are feeling now. Please know that prayer is a powerful thing and from the look of your guest book you've got a lot of people putting in a good word for little Carson. Also know that you and your family will be in my thoughts and prayer every day. May God bless you and yours.

Chris Hall <cthall@crai-ky.com>
Paris, KY - Tuesday, August 24, 2004 7:59 AM CDT
Dear Kristi, Matt, and Carson,
Please know that everyone at Eisenhower has you in their thoughts and prayers. Thank you for keeping us posted on Carson's web page. love, doreen

Doreen <newbyd@usd290.org>
Ottawa, KS - Tuesday, August 24, 2004 7:45 AM CDT
Dear Carson:
You just hang in there! Before you and your parents even know where the years went, you'll be in a great club--the Five Year Olds! Most other kids have to wait until they're 13 or 16 to have a significant birthday. But not you-- you are ahead of the rest. You'll be having the "Alive in Five" Birthday- the Cancer Survivor's big day!

Kim Apt Beckham <kimapt@stx.rr.com>
Beeville, TX USA - Tuesday, August 24, 2004 7:34 AM CDT
Kristi and Matt, thank you so much for Carson's website. For all of us who are thinking of you and praying for your son's health....the website will help to keep us involved without being too obtrusive to your time. And especially thank you for the pictures of Carson. I had not had the chance to see your son yet..he as as beautiful a boy as I knew he would be! Love you, Deanna and Chuck Morgan
Deanna and Chuck Morgan <dmorgan@srhc.com>
SALINA, KS United States - Tuesday, August 24, 2004 7:26 AM CDT
Hey guys. Jonna and I continue to keep you in our prayers, and know that everything will work out for all of you. You know if there is anything we can ever do that this short distance between us is no problem and we will be there in a heartbeat. Stay strong and confident, and everything will work out.
Tim and Jonna Johnson <chemguy82414@yahoo.com>
Cody, WY 82414 - Tuesday, August 24, 2004 7:24 AM CDT
Matt, Kristi, & Carson

We all will keep praying for you.

Chad, Dawn, Makayla, & Saige <Chiefbiteme2001@cox.net>
Salina, Ks USA - Tuesday, August 24, 2004 6:34 AM CDT
Dear Kristi, Matt and Carson,

You are receiving the best care and all of your friends and relatives are wishing the best for all of you. Take care, best wishes and love, Laura Blevins

Laura Blevins <laura_blevins@hotmail.com>
Holyrood, KS USA - Tuesday, August 24, 2004 5:18 AM CDT
Kristi, Matt & Carson.
Our thoughts and prayers are with you and all of your family. Trust in the Lord, for He is a God of miracles.
God Bless.


Jeff and Jan King <jeffandjan@cox.net>
Salina, KS - Monday, August 23, 2004 11:08 PM CDT
Kristi & Matt,
Please know that our Church family at First United Methodist in Salina is praying for Carson and that we pray our Savior will provide strength and encouragement to you both during these trying times.
With God's Blessing,
Steve Griffin (friend of Craig T.)

Steve Griffin <griffman9@cox.net>
Salina, KS 67401 - Monday, August 23, 2004 10:59 PM CDT
Kristi, Matt and Carson

You are in our thoughts and prayers daily. Give Carson a big huge!

Roger and Sue Sallee <sue_e_sallee@hotmail.com>
Dodge City, KS Ford - Monday, August 23, 2004 9:25 PM CDT
Kristi, Matt and Carson,
I hate to say the same as those below, but I want you to know that the Craft family is thinking of you and praying for a healthy baby Carson.

Lisa, Jason and Sophie Craft <ljcraft99@yahoo.com>
- Monday, August 23, 2004 8:59 PM CDT
Mat and Kristi and Carson
We are all thinking of you and praying for each and all of you. We have put Carsons name on
the prayer list at Church. I think this is wonderful that you can keep everyone in touch. We will
forward this to everyone in our family. God Bless all three of you and know you are all in our
minds all the time. Love Grandma and Grandpa
Wacker

Gene and Adis Wacker
Lincoln, Ks USA - Monday, August 23, 2004 8:31 PM CDT
I am a friend of Vicki Hall's. In June, my niece, Eliza, was admitted to Children's Mercy and diagnosed with a massive, aggressive, inoperable brain tumor. She was 6 months old at the time. We have been where you are now. Please, please, please do not give up hope. Pray for healing with every breath and every heartbeat. God hears your prayers and will respond in ways you can't even imagine.

Eliza is being treated at Mayo clinic, where we found a specialist in her type of tumor. She is doing very well. We have met many families at the Ronald McDonald house at Mayo, and one little guy there, Carl, has a diagnosis of neuroblastoma stage IV. Carl's specialist is at Sloan-Kettering Memorial in New York. Don't be afraid to ask for a second opinion and pursue other options if that is where God leads you.

If you are interested in seeing where we've been, and how God has lead us through the darkest hours we've known, and continues to lead us, check out Eliza's caring bridge site - www.caringbridge.org/ks/elizamae - and read the past journal entries. I hope some of what we've survived can be an encouragement to you in some way.

I will pass your baby Carson on to my family and my church family for prayer. Lean on God, and He will strengthen you. Listen to the doctors with God's ears and he will lead you. Most of all, never give up.

Alica Thomas <alicat_alicat@yahoo.com>
Lawrence, KS - Monday, August 23, 2004 7:57 PM CDT
Just wanted you to know that we are thinking and praying for your little guy. Thaks for the web page to keep us updated. Nancy J.
Nancy Johnson
Ottawa, KS USA - Monday, August 23, 2004 7:15 PM CDT
Matt, Kristi, and Carson,
You will be in our thoughts and prayers. Please let us know if there is anything we can do. Your friends want to be there for you. I am glad the webpage worked out. I believe the Lord directed my phone calls on Sunday! It was miraculous that I found out about it being available. Take care. Love to all of you.

Vickie Hall <mvhall@grapevine.net>
Ottawa, KS - Monday, August 23, 2004 7:07 PM CDT
Matt, Kristi and Carson,
I work with Sherry at the SFB, in Salina. I helped Sherry when she was having to have shots.
I have you in my prayers, and have shared with other close friends, and family members that your family needs prayers. You are being lifted by such power that the miracle will happen!
I will keep in touch with Sherry and give her a hug when whether she thinks she needs it or not.
God Bless,

Kim Klucas <kjklucas@swbell.net>
Salina, KS USA - Monday, August 23, 2004 5:57 PM CDT
Matt, Kristi and Carson,
You are all in our prayers daily. Thanks for updating us on Carson's condition so we know better how to focus our prayers. May you feel the presence of our Father in your lives, giving you peace and hope.

Glenda <hopkinsg@geoprobe.com>
- Monday, August 23, 2004 5:37 PM CDT
Dear Kristi, Matt, & Carson,
So many thoughts, prayers and hugs are coming your way for strength, healing and wisdom from the doctors.It is nice to have these updates and Carson's picture was precious. Please let us know how we can help.May God and his angels continue to watch over each of you.

Bev Brands <brandsb@usd290.org>
Ottawa, KS Franklin - Monday, August 23, 2004 5:28 PM CDT
I just wanted you to know that you and your family have been in my thoughts and prayers. I know that everyone at Lincoln appreciates the updates that you give us on Carson, and we would all like to help out in any way we can. Carson has to be a strong little boy to go fourteen hours without eating! He'll get through this! Hang in there and let us know if we can do anything at all. Give your little cutie some hugs and kisses for us!
Susan Yates <bsbbyates@hotmail.com>
Ottawa, KS USA - Monday, August 23, 2004 3:40 PM CDT
We are so sorry to hear about Carson's condition. Anthony and I are thinking of you in this time of need.
Cara and Anthony Losurdo <caranbelt@mac.com>
Raleigh, NC USA - Monday, August 23, 2004 3:36 PM CDT
Kristi, Matt, and Baby Carson,
Just want you to know that you are in my thoughts and prayers daily. Thank you for designing this website to keep us posted. Hang in there and know that God and his angels are with Carson and you both.
Love,
Shelly

Shelly Todd <ksl1987@carrollsweb.com>
Baldwin City, KS USA - Monday, August 23, 2004 3:11 PM CDT
You all are in my heart and on my mind constantly.
Uncle Chuck <cmniquette@crai-ky.com>
Lexington, KY USA - Monday, August 23, 2004 3:07 PM CDT
Kristi and Matt, please know that our prayers keep you and Carson company, both through the frustration of daily schedules and the deeper level of anxiety over what awaits. We're sorry it's cancer. We're praying that little Carson becomes the lead success story on the hospital web page.

What a great thing that we can check in anytime and follow his progress through this link.

Love, Donna and Jim, Jason and Cara

Donna Belt
Raleigh, NC USA - Monday, August 23, 2004 3:07 PM CDT
Kristi, Matt, and Carson,
We continue to pray for your strength, Carson's healing, and the doctor's knowledge to find the answers. We all look forward to you returning to work with us because that will mean that things are good and nothing would make us happier! Hang in there and remember that we are here if you need the slightest little thing. Much love, Kelly

Kelly Smith <smithK@usd290.org>
Ottawa, Ks USA - Monday, August 23, 2004 2:45 PM CDT
Kristi, Matt & Carson,
We are praying for Carson's healing and strength for your family every day. Draw near to God, your family & friends during this time to help you get though. You are all so strong & courageous. Thanks for keeping us updated. Give Carson lots of hugs and kisses from his friend Jonathan in Texas!

We love you!
Kelsey, Matt & Jonathan

Kelsey Elliott <kelseyielliott@yahoo.com>
Houston, TX USA - Monday, August 23, 2004 1:34 PM CDT
Having this webpage is great.

Ruth Chapman <ruchap@grapevine.net>
- Monday, August 23, 2004 12:24 AM CDT
Matt,Kristi, and Carson.

We are praying for you daily and think of you often. Thanks for keeping us updated. Hang in there we are here for you.

Ross, Heather, and Zachary

Heather Razak <heatherrazak@hotmail.com>
lawrence, ks usa - Monday, August 23, 2004 12:09 AM CDT
Baby Carson, Kristi, Matt, Vance, Sherry, and Chad,

Matt and Kristi, we haven't had the pleasure of meeting you yet, but Lina has been keeping us updated on Carson's condition. We are praying and hoping for a swift and positive outcome. Hang in there, all of you, and know you have many friends who are thinking of you!

Gloria, Paul, and Anthony Misik (Lina's mom, dad, and brother) <pmisik@mchsi.com>
Caledonia (Rockford), IL USA - Monday, August 23, 2004 11:33 AM CDT
Kristi, Matt, & Carson,
We love you all and are praying for you daily.

Dustin, Carisa, & Avery <carisa@freshsound.com>
Lawrence, KS - Monday, August 23, 2004 11:15 AM CDT
Kristi, Matt and Baby Carson,

You've been in our thoughts and prayers so much the past several days. Our hearts go out to your little family. I'm sure you find much strength in each other, but don't hesitate to lean on friends and family too. So many people love and care for you!

Aubrey & Lance Patterson

Aubrey Abbott Patterson <aubrey@hutchcf.org>
Hutchinson, KS - Monday, August 23, 2004 10:58 AM CDT
Kristi and Matt,
You have been in our thoughts and prayers so much! Just know that we are here for you and want to help in any way we can. We appreciate you keeping us informed and updated. Our hearts go out to you and we are hoping for good news on the biopsy. The picture you had of Carson on our first email is so cute. He looks so healthy and we are so hoping that all your tender loving care will be the strength he needs to get through this and keep on growing. He is darling. Give him love and hugs from all of us. Truly, Kathy Laws

Kathy Laws <lawsk@usd290.org>
Ottawa, KS USA - Monday, August 23, 2004 10:49 AM CDT
Your in our prayers. If you need anything give me a call.. (785)242-2501
Carrie, Ryan and Lauren
Ottawa, KS - Monday, August 23, 2004 10:29 AM CDT
Kristi, Matt, and Carson,

You're in our thoughts and prayers. If you need anything while in KC give us a call. We live only about 10 minutes from Children's Mercy. 913-362-8078.

Rachel & Ryan Dougherty

Rachel Dougherty <dougherty.rl@pg.com>
Westwood Hills, KS USA - Monday, August 23, 2004 7:51 AM CDT
Kristi, Matt and Carson,

We are really praying hard for all three of you for the strength, endurance, patience and peace that all of you need.
Love, Tara, Ryan and Carson

Tara Lafferty <tara_seaotters@hotmail.com>
Syracuse, NY USA - Monday, August 23, 2004 7:03 AM CDT

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