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Dear Cindy, Allen, And Boys And The Rest Of Your Families Too,
As I Read This Last Post My Heart Was Breaking For You. Tears Were Streaming Down My Face And I Was RAINING ON THE INSIDE.
I Can Not Begin To Understand The Depth Of Your Pain Or Loss. The Only Thing I Can Relate To Is Having To Take Care Of The Medical Needs For My 17 Yr. Old Son Who Has Juv. Diabetes, Systemic Lupus, And Hashimoto Syndrome. It Has Been So Hard, But Yet I Am ALWAYS SO GRATEFUL When We Get To Leave Nationwide Children's Hospital And Go Home.
My Son And I Have Been Praying For You And Your Family That God Would Reach Down And Touch You And Comfort You, And Bring You Peace.
I Know That Benji Watches Over You, And Probably Tells Jesus.."Look, There's My Family...They Love Me So Much" He Probably Sits Down With Jesus To Ask Him To Heal Your Hearts And Comfort You ALL. I Know That There Must Be Times When You Feel Like Benji Is Still There With You...And No Doubt There Are Going To Be Times When Benji Will Truly Let You Know That He Is Ok. I Say This Because My Godson Died 13 Yrs Ago...He Loved Butterflies...And So Many Times In The Summer A Butterfly Will Come And Just Sit Next To Me...Or Even On Me...And It's Almost Like William Is There Telling Me..Don't Cry For Me Cause I Am Free.
God's Blessings To You And Your Family...And Cindy I Pray That You Really Do Have A Wonderful Mother's Day!!

Ms. B.J. Miller <bjmiller449@msn.com>
Westerville, Ohio USA - Wednesday, May 8, 2013 4:27 AM CDT
Oh Cindy...that was a very touching letter ,I can't feel the exact pain you are going through...but I do have a mothers heart and in that way I wish I could just give you a hug and cry with you. Just the other day I was thinking of you and God was nudging me saying I should really pray for you right now...today I read your letter...I will keep praying Cindy. Hold tight to Gods hand He is close to the brokenhearted. Love Jana
Jana Martin <randyjana@windstream.net>
Lititz, PA USA - Tuesday, May 7, 2013 8:10 PM CDT
Ahh,,,Cindy, my heart goes out to you!! I beleive at times your heart feels like it is tearing!!!!May the Lord carry you through!
Ellen Eigsti <emeigsti@juno.com>
- Tuesday, May 7, 2013 11:28 AM CDT
Oh Cindy, I wept for you as I read this. Keep looking up, kneeling down, and pressing on! I know that you will "make it", because you have the God of all comforts as your Father. It's so good that you keep reminding yourself of those vital truths that you mentioned. Your heart-ache, fears, pain, and sense of loss are all completely understandable. I am so sorry you have to walk this path. But hang on - the Lord really does know what He is doing, we HAVE to believe that. I will always remember Benji, and look forward to meeting him on the other side! Love in Christ,
Twila Kulp
- Tuesday, May 7, 2013 10:08 AM CDT
Cindy - Thanks for sharing again. The journey of grief is so long and painful, but the only way through is one step at a time. As you walk through this valley of shadow, remember that shadows only come where there is some light. Keep walking toward the light of God and lean on Him. Those transition times are hard too as you come up on the end of the school year and all those memories...Just praying that God will give you special peace and strength today!
Catherine Yoder <bookworm@bnin.net>
- Tuesday, May 7, 2013 9:25 AM CDT
Allen ,Cindy and family...you are still in our thoughts and prayers..thanks for sharing your story..it makes me cry to know your in such pain..we may never meet but know we will meet someday in HEAVEN ...Love Alta
Vern Borntrager <vaborn@live.com>
plentywood , MT 59254 - Tuesday, May 7, 2013 8:59 AM CDT
Dear Cindy,
You and your family continue to be in my thoughts and prayers. As you stated, so many of us felt connected to you because of following your CaringBridge posts. Not only did you share about Benji, you shared your heart. You will probably never know how many people you touched through your writing. I often found myself being encouraged by you instead of the other way around. I'm so glad you decided to connect again through CaringBridge. Your letter to Benji was beautiful and my heart breaks along with yours. However, I am encouraged by the truth you speak and your faith. Prayers and blessings.

Barb Snyder <bsnyder@maplenet.net>
New Paris, IN United States - Tuesday, May 7, 2013 8:29 AM CDT
Dear Eash Family:
I have to be honest and let you know that I just found out that Benji has passed a few weeks ago. It has taken me some time to gather my thoughts and find words to say to you all. Benji was such a bright spot of my life, as I know he was for you and so many others. I thought of him and you all often. As I started as a nurse at Riley, I came to know many of the CF patients fondly, and once I met Benji, I knew he would forever hold a place in my heart. There is nothing like his smile, it was guaranteed to brighten my day! I knew when I came on shift, Benji was my guy, and I found refuge in his room. Whether it was to play some video games with him, or enjoy a clementine with Cindy, those times were what gave me strength! It's funny how Benji could be so weak at times, but offered strength to so many. He was an amazing kid, I am so blessed to have been able to have met him. I am also so grateful to have been given the honor of taking care of him at Riley. Thank you so much for trusting us to care for him. I feel relieved now that he is with Jesus and able to run, and play as much as he wants without losing any breath. In reading your Journal Cindy, I thank you for having the courage to share your grief with everyone, and I pray that you and the boys find healing and peace. You speak about Benji's body and his presence, I too feel that he is everywhere and not in that plot. He's in your heart, like he always has been, that will never change. Benji was so lucky to have such a wonderful family. I pray you all find the strength to carry on, and hope in knowing Benji is breathing easier, and someday you will meet him again! I love you all so much!

Miranda A. <mjappleg@yahoo.com>
Indianapolis, IN USA - Tuesday, April 30, 2013 3:00 AM CDT
Cindy, I still think of you often, and the difficult thing the Lord has asked you to do in giving up your "baby". Our 11 y.o. son is my baby (probably will always think of him that way - what is it with us moms?!) and I can only imagine how excruciating it would be for us should the Lord take Him Home before He took us. I listened to the first half of Benji's service while we were on a road trip a couple weeks ago and hope to listen to the second part this week. Thank you for sharing that with us. May you all continue to depend on the Lord for strength in the coming days and weeks, months, and longer, as you adjust to life with Benji already Home before you. I pray that your marriage and family will be strengthened, even though you probably will grieve at different rates and in different ways. Support each other, and continue to be a light for the Lord! I know the Lord has a special service for you in comforting and encouraging others because of what you have experienced! With love in Christ,
Twila Kulp
WI - Sunday, April 21, 2013 8:36 PM CDT
Thank you, Cindy for once again sharing your heart with us. You have blessed so many people by sharing what you and your family have gone through. You speak a lot about Benji's faith in God and I'm so glad he had that faith. I know you and Allen were a great example to him. You and your family continue to be in my prayers. As you said, everyone does grieve in their own way and on their own timetable. The main thing is to allow yourselves to grieve. Blessings and peace to you as you face each day one hour at a time.

Maybe we will see you at future CCS functions since our Grandchildren are going to start attending there next year.

Barb Snyder <bsnyder@maplenet.net>
New Paris, IN United States - Wednesday, April 3, 2013 8:14 AM CDT
Hi Allen and Cindy - I am Norm and Carol Miller's daughter-in-law and I have been following Benji's story through Rose's posts on facebook...I was heartbroken for you when Benji left this life so much earlier than was hoped or planned. I wanted to pray for you...that you would have and take the freedom to grieve the way you need to, both in duration and the way you need to grieve. I pray against any interior feelings that rise up to say you "should" or "ought" to come across in a specific way as you process - I pray for freedom from that, and that you would be surrounded with MANY safe people as you work through all the feelings that come. I pray for angelic protection over your marriage and relationships within your family as your roles and family dynamics shift and readjust with the loss of Benji. I pray that you would be given words to comfort one another as you limp through this together. I pray that you would feel the freedom to rage when you need to, to beat on the Father's chest and scream your questions. I pray that you would feel freedom from having to "maintain" appearances of faith and that God would take the faith in Him that comes from Him alone and root it so deeply and irrevocably within your beings. I pray that you would be surrounded with family and friends who are ok with not having all the right words, and with coming across as awkward, so that they can still just be there for you. I pray that your journey through this will be liberally sprinkled with pockets of joy and rightness and love. I pray for your children, and I break off any cynicism that may try to grow up in the presence of hurt and grief in the name of Jesus and I pray for protection over their hearts and their thinking. And just one more time I pray that you would have freedom to not have to "be" any certain way in your grief process. I pray that the Lord's heart for you would be revealed in your process, and when the static of grief is too loud to hear His voice, that you would experience a supernatural sense of His peace even in the midst of that. Bless you and love to you.
Carrie Miller <tim_carrie1@msn.com>
Seaford, DE United States - Tuesday, April 2, 2013 10:24 PM CDT
Cindy and Allen,

We are sitting here in your house in FL and not a morning goes by when I wake up that I don't think of you and pray for the mornings you wake up with a new normal that will not be normal for days, weeks, years. We continue to pray for you and each one of you as your grief will be a journey and will be completely different. I pray God's peace that passes all understanding will guard your hearts and minds in Christ Jesus.

Brenda Yoder <yoderbl@gmail.com>
Shipshewana, IN 46565 - Tuesday, April 2, 2013 9:37 PM CDT
My son, David Coffey @ Dutchman Mfg. shared Benji's prayer needs with me. While I am sorry that he lost the battle, I praise the Lord he has won the victory. The loss of a child is so hard to try and understand, but be assured Benji will be waiting at Heaven's gate for you when you arrive. May God's comforting arms hold you and His eternal peace guide you in the coming days. Praise the Lord, Benji has been made whole agian.
Lorrie Coffey <dandlcoffey@sbcglobal.net>
Columbus, IN USA - Sunday, March 24, 2013 4:25 PM CDT
Allen and Cindy, We have been moved by your faithfulness in the journey God has for you. Certainly not what you would have chosen, but you are allowing His name to be glorified through it. We pray for God's grace for each difficult moment from here on. He is faithful. We love you.
Chad & Jenny Graber
Middlebury, IN USA - Friday, March 22, 2013 9:33 PM CDT
Cindy..I have been following your posts and had no idea of any of this when we happened to see each briefly in Florida after many years. Please know our hearts hurt with you and cannot imagine what you have experienced but what a sweet little boy you had hang on to the many great memories! Love and prayers.
Steve & Ruth Schlabach <ruth@oldeberlinvillage.com>
Berlin, OH USA - Friday, March 22, 2013 3:29 PM CDT
I don't know you, but a friend forwarded this link to me today, and it was what I needed. I've been longing to find other Christian parents who are going through the same journey ...and today I found you. I read your story with tears in my eyes, and I am so very sorry for your loss. Our 9 year old daughter went to be with Jesus on January 31, and I've blogged about our journey at www.courtneydove.wordpress.com. Blessings to you as you walk, day by day...may you feel the grace for each moment, as you need it.
Jenny Miller <lifeisagift.thebook@gmail.com>
Westcliffe, CO United States - Wednesday, March 20, 2013 5:10 PM CDT
I've followed Benji ,I've prayed,I've read , I've cried. -I'm so sorry.So sorry. - Peace and protection your way.(Eash Family).
Paul VanHyll <Vanhyll1989@aol.com>
Windham, NH USA - Wednesday, March 20, 2013 4:26 PM CDT
We're praying for you and the family.

David & Suetta Beachy <DJSBEACHY@YAHOO.COM>
Middlebury, Indiana United States - Wednesday, March 20, 2013 2:57 PM CDT
Cindy, I think it was a beautiful thing that you bathed your dear son's body - thank you for sharing that incident, and every other special thing that you have shared with us, including your living hope in a living Saviour! My mother-heart aches for your loss, and I pray (and know!) that our Father above will be your Ultimate Comfort.

I hope you will keep writing as you are moved to do so, as I believe your journey of grief, suffering, and loss can continue to be a blessing and a help to the rest of us.

Two verses of a hymn we sometimes sing come to mind:

"Our rest is in heaven, our rest is not here;
Then why should we tremble when trials are near?
Be hushed, our sad spirits, the worst that can come
But shortens the journey, and hastens us home.

Let trail and danger our progress oppose,
They'll only make heaven more sweet at the close;
Come joy or come sorrow, whate'er may befall,
A home with our God will make up for it all."

Many blessings to you and your dear family, Grandpa and Grandma included!

Twila Kulp
Mosinee, WI - Wednesday, March 20, 2013 2:49 PM CDT
I so have appreciated your openness and sharing on Caring Bridge. one thing that really hit me was when you said that you helped prepare his body, and I remembered that I had helped the Hospice nurse to get Ed (I was married to your dad's cousin, Ed Troyer) ready for transport to the funeral home. He died at home and was only wearing a pajama shirt. If I had been asked earlier if I wanted to, I would have said 'no way' after the fact, I was so calm about it...surely that came from a higher power, and I am still amazed at the calmness I felt...blessings to you and your family as you deal with the 'hole' that has been placed in your family!!


Ann Yoder <penguann39@aol.com>
Goshen, IN USA - Wednesday, March 20, 2013 2:35 PM CDT
Dear Cindy, my mother's heart aches for your loss. I can't fathom your feelings, but admire the way you are willing to share your experience with Benji's passing. Our whole church was praying for him and your family. Though I didn't know you all personally, your faith, strength and courage during the last month or so has blessed my life greatly. You see, my husband is fighting cancer. He had a rare cancer of the appendix that spread to his colon and pelvic area. He is finished with his radiation and first round of chemo, but is now on a six month regiment of chemo pills. I have struggled with my own sense of despair and hope, faith and questioning. How can our loving Father in heaven let such bad things happen to such good people? Your walk of faith and sharing has really helped me see that I must put my faith in God to carry out his plan and must abide by his design. May God bless you all and carry you through the coming months. I loved the song Angels in the Room, it spoke to my soul. I will continue to pray for you and your family.
Carol Willey <Cache_29@verizon.net>
Greenwood, DE USA - Wednesday, March 20, 2013 11:26 AM CDT
Thank you so much for sharing your family's journey with Benji on CB. Your family has been such an incredible witness to the love and grace of God that I have no doubt in my mind that some person out there is going to come to know Him because of your testimony. I grieve with you and I too look forward heaven after having lost my dear sister a month ago. Cindy, you have a real gift in writing and I hope you continue to write whether or not you share it with others. The memorial service was a wonderful celebration of Benji's life...I wish I could have known him. Please rest assured that many, many of us will be lifting your family up in prayer as you go on from day to day without Benji. Blessings.
Barb Snyder <bsnyder@maplenet.net>
New Paris, IN United States - Wednesday, March 20, 2013 8:27 AM CDT
Cindy, Allen and boys... I loved the service, and the time you took for every part of it. The unhurried atmosphere felt so good, and peaceful.
My heart breaks for you all for the pathway you now need to walk. The valley of the shadow of death, even tho we need not fear, for God is with us...and he is, his faithfulness is just as sure as it is that... night turns into day. Take it one day at a time, one step at a time.
Cindy, right after Dennis died, my cousin who had lost a 16 yr. old son, said to me, Joyce, when you wake in the morning and you do not want to get up....get up! If you do nothing else, just get up. Even if you stay in your nightgown all day..that's ok, don't let anyone tell you it's not. Remind yourself, that you got up, I never forgot that. It meant the world to me, that I had the permission to stay in my nightgown, and just sit. So when the day comes and you think I cannot get up...slowly get up, and know that you have done that..it's a step... a huge one...and the first step leads to another.... love you my friend.

Joyce <djoyhersh@embarqmail.com>
Millersburg, oh 44654 - Wednesday, March 20, 2013 8:12 AM CDT
I appreciate your openness and willingness to share. I am so sorry for the earthly loss of your son. Your faith has been such a wonderful thing to behold. Benji was blessed to have you as his parents. It is hard when we try to understand God's ways - they are so different from ours. I wish it were easier and more natural for us to think like He does. The pain of loss would not be as great. My Mom died last April from a lengthy bout with cancer. During this past year I have studied and read a lot of books on Heaven. I wanted so much to be able to understand "Heaven". I needed it to be REAL. I needed to be able to visualize my Mom there ALIVE and enjoying her new life. I would recommend "Heaven" by Randy Alcorn. "Heaven Is For Real" by Todd Burpo. "To Heaven and Back" by Dr. Mary Neal. I highly recommend "A Grace Disguised" by Jerry Sittser, very helpful book on dealing with loss - and growing through it. Don't be afraid to reach out to talk to someone as you work through your grief. This year following my Mom's passing has been harder than the 2 years we walked with her during the cancer journey. God Bless You All. Your family is loved and Benji will not be forgotten.
Debbie Miller <debmiller96@comcast.net>
Canton , GA USA - Wednesday, March 20, 2013 7:55 AM CDT
Dear family,
No one is ever prepared to lose a son and God wasn't either! Yet His loving resurrection power is still working and though I mourn with you at this time, I'm so glad to read how close to heaven you feel now... The mystery of Allen's two experiences with the ammonia in his nostrils and the smell of it in the room, I will never forget, and take now as a sign that heaven was as close as you can get. We would all have preferred a sucessful transplant, and that's what we believed would happen. Now we will continue to think and pray for you all as you settle back into your life without Benji, and for all the loving support and blessings ahead for each of you.
I received the wristbands from Sylvan here in Spain right when Benji was leaving his broken body. The youth in the church in Burgos especially were eager to wear the wristbands and remember you all. We prayed for you all in church last night. One day, we will all be transplanted into heaven, and that will be a blast! Much love and comfort to you.

Connie Bentson Byer <conniebyler@gmail.com>
Burgos, Spain - Wednesday, March 20, 2013 3:11 AM CDT
I am so sorry to hear about Benji. It is hard to find the words to say when you're heart is broken from losing one you love.
He is now in the care of Jesus and walking those streets of gold. we will continue to pray for the family and ask God to give grace and comfort and peace as only he can .

Rick & Kathy Beasley <Krklbeasley@gmail.com>
Cassopolis , Mi Usa - Sunday, March 17, 2013 9:27 AM CDT
my heart is with you. just found out benji had the same thing my nephew was diagnosed with . may God carry you through this time of sorrow and the days after the funeral
Dean an Ida Fern Miller <idafernmiller43@gmail.com>
middlebury, IN elkhart - Saturday, March 16, 2013 8:45 PM CDT
Praying that God will give you a peace and comfort knowing Benji no longer has to suffer..My Nephew and his family are going through similar heart wrenching experience. Their 7 year old Conner has been diagnosed with an inoperable brain stem tumor, and is going through a lot of treatments. May God bless your family in a very special way
Almeda Mast <amast909@gmail.com>
SARASOTA, FL USA - Saturday, March 16, 2013 1:20 PM CDT
Thanks again for your journal, we are so sorry for your loss,but heaven gained so much more!We're praying for your family, & that you'll feel the peace & comfort of our Lord!..God carried out his plans ,''Jeremiah 29:11''I love that verse ..
.. our love to you !

Herman & Ada Mae Miller
Bremen, In USA - Saturday, March 16, 2013 12:27 AM CDT
Thanks again for your journal, we are so sorry for your loss,but heaven gained so much more!We're praying for your family, & that you'll feel the peace & comfort of our Lord!..God carried out his plans ,''Jeremiah 29:11''I love that verse ..
.. our love to you !

Herman & Ada Mae Miller
Bremen, In USA - Saturday, March 16, 2013 12:27 AM CDT
"Heaven is nearer since Benji is there
Heaven ia dearer since Benji is there
Earth ties are broken and heave is more fair"
God be with you in your new journey. Praying,

Daniel & Rosetta Petre <one4him79@afo.net>
Macon, Mi United States - Saturday, March 16, 2013 7:16 AM CDT
GOD'S BLESSING IS WITH YOU AND YOUR FAMILY!!!
BEVERY DIXON <bdixon@iuhealth.org>
INDIANAPOLIS, IN - Saturday, March 16, 2013 6:27 AM CDT
My thots & prayers r with u guys this wkend. Just found out about Benji on twitter #benjistrong. "The Lord has given,& the Lord has taken away; Blessed be the name of the Lord." Job 1:21 hang in there guys, you are not alone. God Bless..
Ivan Kauffman <bobkauffman52@gmail.com>
Penn Run, PA - Friday, March 15, 2013 6:11 AM CDT
I don't know you, however, I know a little of what you have gone through. I lost a daughter in love in 1984 to Cystic Fibrosis. She was also a Christian and fought a valiant battle. But she is now healed from this disease. God bless and comfort you in your loss but in Jesus name he is healed.
Jane Martin <jane.martin001@gmail.com>
SARASOTA, Florida United States - Thursday, March 14, 2013 10:52 AM CDT
Thank you for your journal and I am so sorry for your loss. I am praying for your family. I rejoice that you are Christians and a founded faith in Christ.
Pam Wright <pjw1121@earthlink.net>
Edwardsburg, MI USA - Thursday, March 14, 2013 10:45 AM CDT
2 TIMOTHY 4:7 "I HAVE FOUGHT THE GOOD FIGHT, I HAVE FINISHED THE RACE, I HAVE KEPT THE FAITH."
MY THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS ARE WITH YOU AS YOU CONTINUE YOUR LIVES AND YOUR WALK WITH THE LORD. HE WILL BE WITH YOU AT ALL TIMES. HE SEES THE BIG PICTURE THAT WE DON'T SEE.
MY PRAYERS AND THOUGHTS ARE WITH ALL OF YOU. LINDA

LINDA BOYER <BGM476568@AOL.COM>
GOSHEN, IN. - Thursday, March 14, 2013 8:18 AM CDT
So sorry for your loss but Heavens gain!!We have a place in our hearts for these SPECIAL ones as we have a Mentally handicapped daughter!!God has a Perfect plan for these Special people!!God Bless you and your family as you go this Journey!!
Dallas and Alma Yoder <hunterfamily3@hotmail.com>
Loogootee, IN USA - Thursday, March 14, 2013 8:12 AM CDT
I am praying for you and your family. Praying for peace and comfort in this difficult time. I can't imagine what you must be going through my heart breaks for you and your family. You have faith in God and he will comfort you throught this difficult time. RIP Benjamin.


Judy Smith <robertboo50@yahoo.com>
Elkhart, In Elkhart - Thursday, March 14, 2013 6:26 AM CDT
Hebrews 13:20,21 "Now the God of peace, that brought again from the dead our Lord Jesus, that great shepherd of the sheep, through the blood of the everlasting covenant,Make you perfect in every good work to do his will, working in you that which is well pleasing in his sight, through Jesus Christ; to whom be glory for ever and ever. Amen." Praying for you all as you walk a new road and begin a new norm in the continuing journey of life. Sorry we won't be able to be there with you over the weekend.
Rosetta Petre <one4him79@afo.net>
Macon, Mi United States - Wednesday, March 13, 2013 1:21 PM CDT
Just want you to know that I am praying for you and your family. Praying for peace and comfort in this difficult time. I can't imagine what you must be going through and my heart breaks for you. So thankful you have faith in a God that can get you through this.

Tracey Patrick <hiddenlakeski@yahoo.com>
Warsaw, IN United States - Wednesday, March 13, 2013 11:48 AM CDT
We are sorry for your loss!! After following your story for a few weeks,it became more personal when we discovered our children were at Bible Memory Camp with a couple of your sons. Your honesty about the struggles along with unwavering faith have been a testimony to many. We have been & are praying for you!
Phillis Wagler <philliswagler6@yahoo.com>
Loogootee, IN - Wednesday, March 13, 2013 10:41 AM CDT
So sorry to hear of your loss. Death on this earth is so final- seems so brutal. But we just can't stay there with our minds so we need to think on the things that are noble,just, pure,lovely,good report. If there is any virtue or anything praiseworthy - meditate on these things.....and the God of peace will be with you. Our sympathy goes to you. We hope to meet up with you guys in the near future sometime.
Ora Jay -n- Irene Eash <orairene@msn.com>
Trego , MT USA - Wednesday, March 13, 2013 4:32 AM CDT
I am so very sorry for the greatest of all earthly losses...no words can encompass where you stand today or the pain in your hearts. Benji's joy of heaven must be as great and deep as your pain .... Like a mirror of opposites. I know we have all been blessed by Benji and his journey to his glory....you all have given me an insight into true and strong faith...I pray that someday soon I can be there in faith. You will be in my thoughts and prayers for God to wrap His loving arms around all of you and to carry you through this valley.
Debra Nelson
Butler, Pa USA - Tuesday, March 12, 2013 9:16 PM CDT
You don't know me but I have been following caringbridge for the past while. You know how facebook is, I'm sure, so I found your story through someone's site and have been praying for you all. Your openness and sharing have been a blessing and I feel like you let a stranger become a prayer friend. May God bless you and your family with peace and direction as you adjust to life without your precious child. When we all meet in Heaven some day there will be much rejoicing and one big reunion. May God's love and strength sustain you until then!
Gwen Kauffman <jgkauffman@hotmail.com>
Exeland, WI USA - Tuesday, March 12, 2013 9:02 PM CDT
"The Light shines in the darkness and the darkness cannot put it out." Holding all of you in the Light. I'm so, so sorry....

Carolyn SS <carolynss@goshen.edu>
- Tuesday, March 12, 2013 8:10 PM CDT
We are blessed by your testimony. Love to you all from MT

Vern & Alta Borntrager <vaborn@live.com>
Plentywood , MT USA - Tuesday, March 12, 2013 7:52 PM CDT
I feel so blessed to have been able to meet benji and your wonderful family. Praying for you all and my heart breaks for your loss..
Kelly D
Indianapolis, IN - Tuesday, March 12, 2013 7:47 PM CDT
Thank you for sharing your journey with us on Caringbridge. What an honor it has been to pray for your family. I will continue to pray. Benji was a true blessing to this world. He will be GREATLY missed!
marlis chupp <mchupp@ccsgoshen.org>
goshen , IN USA - Tuesday, March 12, 2013 7:18 PM CDT
Benji and I share the same aunt and uncle, Jr.and Rose. I never had the privilege of meeting Benji but I feel I knew him through the website and the amazing journal. His painful journey had a purpose. It brought many many people closer to God including me and I thank you for all the amazing testimonies. You have shown all of us that no matter what the outcome is to give God the praise he deserves. We are grieving with you and hope we can meet some day.
Steve Kauffman <shteffe1@comcast.net>
Indianapolis, In - Tuesday, March 12, 2013 6:50 PM CDT
My heart aches for this loss. May you continue to be surrounded by those who will love and care for you.
Kaylene Yoder Ediger
Goshen, IN - Tuesday, March 12, 2013 6:14 PM CDT
I will continue to say prayers for your family and his friends. I will take comfort in knowing he is no longer suffering or in pain, but instead he is with Our Lord in a healthy body. He will always have a special place in my heart. I was blessed and honored to have been part of his care team. Whenever I see Matlock on TV, Benji will come to mind. Peace be with you and your family.
Scott S
Thorntown, IN United States - Tuesday, March 12, 2013 5:27 PM CDT
I am so blessed to have met Benji and his family. I will never forget him and he holds a special place in my heart. I am glad he isn't in pain anymore and has been healed. I will continue to pray for the whole family during these trying times ahead.
Lori S.
Greenwood, Indiana US - Tuesday, March 12, 2013 4:50 PM CDT
I've been reading about and praying for Benji for about a month. I am so very sorry. I am praying for strength and courage in the days ahead for you.
Karen Stutzman
Conrath, Wi - Tuesday, March 12, 2013 4:28 PM CDT
We are so sorry for your loss of dear Benji.May you and your family be surrounded by God's arms .We continue to pray for you.
Nelson & Miriam Hershberger <nelyph46@gmail.com>
Shipshewana, Ind. - Tuesday, March 12, 2013 4:26 PM CDT
I wrote last night but it didn'tshow in the guest book. i thank the Lord that Benjie Went to be with jesus but my tears have been heavy for you. May the God of comfort give you peace, Precious in the sight of God is the death of his saints. I like to think of that verse that it is precious to God for Benji to come hometo Heaven with the Lord.
Ottis and Anna mae <ottismast@juno.com>
Macon, Ms US - Tuesday, March 12, 2013 3:58 PM CDT
I am so sorry for your loss. I am praying for all of you.
Sarah Young <syoung52276@gmail.com>
Lafayette, IN - Tuesday, March 12, 2013 3:47 PM CDT
God bless you and your family through this time... may His mercy and comfort surround you all. My heart is so heavy for you.
Carol LaPlante Miller <cmiller16@centurylink.net>
Port Charlotte, Fl Charlotte - Tuesday, March 12, 2013 3:41 PM CDT
Daughter of Steve and Tammy Kauffman

Dezi Kauffman <beastsox@ymail.com>
Indianapolis, Indiana United States - Tuesday, March 12, 2013 2:33 PM CDT
To the Eash Family...Isa 55:8,9 "For my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways, saith the LORD.For as the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your ways, and my thoughts than your thoughts."
The ways of God are above and beyond our comprehension but His way is perfect. Continue to trust Him as the journey takes a different turn. May you feel His strength to continue the journey.

Rosetta Petre <one4him79@afo.net>
Macon, MS United States - Tuesday, March 12, 2013 1:13 PM CDT
Cindy & Allen,
Sending our love & sympathy. May God's peace envelope you in the coming days. Your faith is an inspiration. With love, Alma & Al

Al & Alma Yoder & family <alfredalma@gmail.com>
Rosedale, OH USA - Tuesday, March 12, 2013 1:07 PM CDT
Cindy, We are friends of the Heddens, from Chardon, Ohio. I heard your story on facebook, and I am deeply saddened by what's happened. We will be praying for you and your family during this difficult time. It always breaks my heart to hear and see our world stricken with such sad events. But I know there's an amazing God that loves us dearly and has a special place in Heaven for us. So sorry for your loss.
Kelly & John Queen <kellyqueen1@gmail.com>
Chardon, OH USA - Tuesday, March 12, 2013 12:44 AM CDT
I am sorry and saddened to hear about Benji. You are all in my prayers.

Brent R. Miller <bmiller@lakeland.k12.in.us>
Millersburg, IN U.S.A. - Tuesday, March 12, 2013 12:37 AM CDT
Cindy, My heart goes out to you and your family.Our prayers will continue for you to bring strength and peace to your family.
Dawn MUSE <ddgolfer4@aol.com>
WAXHAW, North Carolina United States - Tuesday, March 12, 2013 10:19 AM CDT
My prayers go out to you and your family. I have never read your website until this morning. How awesome that you thought of getting your own website 9 yrs ago and journaled each and every detail. I read most of them. you and your family, esp Benji have been thru Hell. Praise God that you and your family are Christians and have put your hope and faith in Him. He has sustained you and your family. As a mother I can only imagine what you must be going thru. But thank God that you have your faith. I couldn't imagine going thru all that you have gone thru, are going thru, and will go thru withou God. It would be horrible. God has performed so many miracles in Benji's life. what a testimony!Now that i know your story I will put Benji and you and your family on my prayer list. I have kept journals most of my life. It is great to look back and see what all God has done for me and in me. In Christ's Love
Dianna Fryman <dfryman63@hotmail.com>
cincinnati, OH US - Tuesday, March 12, 2013 9:41 AM CDT
Cindy, Allen, Benji, and Family,
May God give you courage, strength, and peace despite our lack of understanding. I am in continual awe of your faith and pray His grace will be so abundant and overwhelming in the days, weeks, and months to come. May the Lyrics of "On Christ the Solid Rock" be of comfort and a reminder of his unending love of each of you. Thinking and praying for each of you. Amber

Amber K
Indianapolis, IN - Tuesday, March 12, 2013 8:50 AM CDT
Cindy, Allen, Benji and Family-I am sending so many prayers to you as you continue on this journey. You are always in my thoughts and prayers and your family back at Riley is always here for you-don't ever forget that!
Lots of Love,
Amy B.
"Fear not, for I am with you. Do not be dismayed. I am your God. I will strengthen you; I will help you; I will uphold you with my victorious right hand." Isaiah 41:10

Amy B. <afjelde@iuhealth.org>
Indianapolis, IN - Tuesday, March 12, 2013 8:26 AM CDT
Dear Cindy, Allen, Benji, Cory, Tyler and Aaron. Our hearts break for you and your extended family. My "Mother's heart" is weeping for you especially, Cindy. God's plan is not one we can plainly see, but He knows how Benji's journey will bring him to his heavenly home, with no pain and overflowing joy and peace. May God comfort you all and please know how much we care and pray for you.
Carol Willey <Cache_29@verizpn.net>
Greenwood, DE USA - Tuesday, March 12, 2013 7:13 AM CDT
I'm praying for Benji and the rest of your family every day.
My child, be attentive to my words; incline your ear to my sayings.
Do not let them escape from your sight; keep them within your heart.
For they are life to those who find them, and healing to all their flesh.
Proverbs 4:20-22

Melissa C.
Indianapolis, IN - Tuesday, March 12, 2013 7:00 AM CDT
Cindy and family, please know how many people are praying and lifting you up to the Lord. You have touched so many lives with the faith and the love you have shown through Benji's journey with CF and the lung transplant. I am blessed that God put Benji's story in my life at a Clinton Christian/Lakeland Christian boys basketball game in January. I have been inspired by your faith and have been so much more aware of the blessings my own two boys are. I have drawn closer to God as I have prayed for Benji; praised God with you with the good news; and tried to share your heartache with the disappointing news. Your love for your sons and especially Benji is awe-inspiring and Benji is so blessed to have you as a mom and a family. The brotherly love that I saw in pictures makes me cry, as I know how teenage boys are, and to see such compassion and love for one another is beautiful.
Bonnie Phillips <bonnie.phillips@mchsi.com>
Warsaw, IN USA - Tuesday, March 12, 2013 6:33 AM CDT
Dear Allen and Cindy and sons, I can hardly see the keys as my heart breaks and tears flow because of the journey you are on.May our merciful Father sustain you by His Spirit in the days ahead. You are loved by so many and will remain in our prayers.
Nelson Martin <martin2404@insightbb.com>
Louisville, KY - Tuesday, March 12, 2013 5:21 AM CDT
My heart cries for your family. Benji was entrusted to your care and you have done a remarkable job caring for him. He is very lucky to have a family that loves him SO very much. You were chosen for Benji and Benji is a remarkable young man. I pray that Yahweh will comfort you in this part of the journey. You may never know how many lives were touched by Benjis journey.
Cheryl Sorensen
Milford, IN - Tuesday, March 12, 2013 4:49 AM CDT
Our heart's are crying with you as you take the journey that is before you. We are so very sorry that you are facing the heart wrenching pain that is before you. God is waiting with out stretched arms to hold you when you are too weak to stand. He IS ABLE and HE WILL CARRY you through! Don't look at tomorrow but find the grace that is there for the MOMENT. God's grace is truly sufficient and the same God that has gently carried you through the last several months will continue to carry you through the future. Rest securely in His loving arms. We are praying for each of you!
Duane & Cindy Mullett <themullettfamily@gmail.com>
Penrose, NC USA - Tuesday, March 12, 2013 0:26 AM CDT
My thoughts and prayers are with all of you. Benji is a wonderful kid and such an inspiration. Give him a hug for me! May you find peace through your faith. Love and hugs...
Kate M.
- Tuesday, March 12, 2013 0:00 AM CDT
Allen, Cindy & boys......my heart is crying & the tears are falling. It's so painful. I can only imagine how it might be to have to tell your child that his days are numbered. Praying for strength & grace during that time. Our human minds just don't undestand BUT we know that God sees the bigger picture. He has brought you this far & will continue to carry you. God is always faithful! Hugs & prayers.......cheryl
John & Cheryl Mullet <jcmullet@emypeople.net>
Brooksville, MS USA - Monday, March 11, 2013 10:40 PM CDT
Dear Eash family,our hearts are weeping for you,sending our prayers with love to you !!
Herman & Ada Mae Miller
Bremen, In US - Monday, March 11, 2013 9:58 PM CDT
Dear Eash family,our hearts are weeping for you,sending our prayers with love to you !!
Herman & Ada Mae Miller
Bremen, In US - Monday, March 11, 2013 9:58 PM CDT
Allen, Cindy and sons, Our hearts are crying with you tonight. God doesn't always answer in the way we want Him to. I won't even try to understand why things are going the way they are. I do know we serve a God who has promised to be with us through our trials. Praying for each of you.
Wilma <lwmiller1@ligtel.com>
Topeka, IN - Monday, March 11, 2013 9:58 PM CDT
Our prayers are with you.
Al & Alma Yoder & family <alfredalma@gmail.com>
Rosedale, OH - Monday, March 11, 2013 9:15 PM CDT
Sending loving thoughts and prayers to all of you. Benji is a true champion!
Lori S.
Greenwood, Indiana US - Monday, March 11, 2013 8:59 PM CDT
Sending love and prayers to you all. Benji, you touch and inspire all who are blessed to know you. God Bless.
Elaine R.
IN - Monday, March 11, 2013 8:57 PM CDT
I heard the news as I was leaving work tonight, I am sending all the prayers I can to you and your family.
Scott S
Thorntown, IN United States - Monday, March 11, 2013 8:26 PM CDT
Dear Eash family, our hearts are weeping over your heartbreaking news. Praying that you can feel Jesus' presence right there with each one of you at this difficult time. Our love and prayers are with you, Jane and Dave
Jane Cunningham <dgcunnin@gmail.com>
Goshen, IN USA - Monday, March 11, 2013 8:05 PM CDT
I am amazed and humbled by your faith through all of this. God is there even though I am sure it's hard to understand His plan especially with all that's going on. I will be praying for all of you please give benji a big hug for me. Love you all!
Ellen P
- Monday, March 11, 2013 7:55 PM CDT
Praying for strength for you all.
Jen w <Jennydawn72@gmail.com>
Goshen, In - Monday, March 11, 2013 7:55 PM CDT
Sending love and prayers to all of you...
Erin N
Indianapolis, IN - Monday, March 11, 2013 7:48 PM CDT
Praying, hoping, trusting! Praying , hoping ,trusting! Praying, hoping,trusting !
Marlis Chupp
Goshen, IN USA - Monday, March 11, 2013 7:12 PM CDT
It is so difficult to read of the struggles you are going through. The words of Job of old come to mind: "Though He slay me, yet will I trust Him." Continuing in prayer for a miracle for Benji, for peace in your hearts, and the ability to praise God throughout this storm.
Twila
- Monday, March 11, 2013 9:56 AM CDT
We will continue to lift up Benji and all of your family! We have been following your updates...and wow, it has been quite a journey. Our 3rd son is 15...just imagining how VERY difficult it is to watch your son suffer. May the Lord bless you & keep you today...may you feel His PEACE!
Ferman & Lorna Yutzy <yutzyfamily@afo.net>
Goshen, IN USA - Monday, March 11, 2013 8:39 AM CDT
Pleading for Gods tender mercy. We pray for Benji everyday at school in 4th grade. The kids ask me for updates constantly.God please provide that much needed liver.
Susan Miller
Millersburg, OH - Monday, March 11, 2013 6:59 AM CDT
While it's middle of the day here, it's middle of the night there. Benji is heavy on my mind this afternoon, and I just wanted you to know he is being prayed for during your night.
Susanna (Mast) Yoder
Dhaka, Bangladesh - Monday, March 11, 2013 4:22 AM CDT
May God continue to be with you on this diffucult journey. He loves you. Contiue to seek Him.
Darla Wittmer
Montgomery, , IN - Sunday, March 10, 2013 3:07 PM CDT
Continually crying out to the Lord for His mercies for you all, and for grace and peace. With love in Him,
Twila
Mosinee, WI USA - Saturday, March 9, 2013 9:26 AM CST
The songwriter says it better than I can,
He giveth more grace as our burdens grow greater,
He sendeth more strength as our labors increase;
To added afflictions He addeth His mercy,
To multiplied trials He multiplies peace.

When we have exhausted our store of endurance,
When our strength has failed ere the day is half done,
When we reach the end of our hoarded resources
Our Father's full giving has only begun.

Fear not that thy need shall exceed His provision,
Our God ever yearns His resources to share;
Lean hard on the arm everlasting, availing;
The Father both thee and thy load will upbear.

HIS LOVE HAS NO LIMITS, HIS GRACE HAS NO MEASURE,
HIS POWER NO BOUNDARY KNOWN UNTO MAN;
For out of His infinite riches in Jesus
He giveth, and Giveth, and GIVETH again!

May God's will be done and His name be glorified as you continue to journey.

Rosetta Petre <one4him79@afo.net>
MACON, MS United States - Saturday, March 9, 2013 9:00 AM CST
I agree 100%, Cindy! That book "Jesus Calling" is so uplifting! Maggie had given me one for my birthday in 2011. It was so benefical for me last year, especially in preparation for Crystal's wedding. :) Just rest peaceful thru all circumstances. God is there & in control, refuse to worry - that's the gist of her book. And it's so true but sometimes not easy to do! Glad you have one & it's inspiring to both of ya. Hope yall have a good day. -cheryl
John & Cheryl Mullet <jcmullet@emypeople.net>
Brooksville, Ms USA - Saturday, March 9, 2013 8:11 AM CST
I've always been a donor, and I was so proud of my middle son Spencer. He recently got his drivers license (on February 27, the day after his 17th birthday). They asked him if he wanted to be a donor, and he said, without hesitation, Absolutely. I continue to pray for Benji and all of your family.
Lori S.
Greenwood, IN US - Saturday, March 9, 2013 6:22 AM CST
So glad Cindy Allen brought this issue up!!!! Myself am a donor....its not a big deal your Soul leaves your body...an t
he rest goes to dust!!! Some of my own Family has donated organs after their son was killed in accident....The thought never crossed there mind...untill son was knocking on heavens gate!!Be wise the Bible says!!! Thanks for reading...

Sue <snissley10@hotmail.com>
Nappanee, IN Usa - Friday, March 8, 2013 9:33 PM CST
Cindy, Allen and Benji and the rest of the family. I thank the Lord he has givin you a peace you can trust him when it's not like you want it. "I have plans for you" and i really think he does. He is weaving a a side we can't see but someday we will see the other side and it will be beautiful. ""Now no chastening seemth to be joyous, but grievous but never the less after wards it yieldeth the peacaable fruit of rightousness unto them which are exercised thereby.Heb.12:11
Ottis & Anna Mae Mast <ottismast@ juno.com>
Macon, , MS. US - Friday, March 8, 2013 9:16 AM CST
Spain has one oof the highest donor and transplants ratio in the world, people are very open to this.Wish you were here! But God knows what he's doing and we'll keep praying with you, and thankfully we are witnessing God's glory covering your lives! Where would you be without God, without hope and without that undecipherable joy that sets in the spirit when things are looking really bad?
Iwas reading in Philippians 1 the other day something I liked hearing... Wow, the Message is fun! I usually read in Spanish ha... "And I'm going to keep that celebration going because I know how it's going to turn out. Through your faithful prayers and the generous response of the Spirit of Jesus Christ, everything he wants to do in and through me will be done. I can hardly wait to continue on my course..."
May the generous Spirit continue to lead you on! We can hardly wait to hear the good news!!!

Connie Bentson Byer <conniebyler@gmail.com>
Burgos , Spain - Friday, March 8, 2013 8:20 AM CST
I get up each day before my devotions to see if there is news of a transplant! Wow! Yesterday was a day of prayer. So glad it went well.
Today the end of your update was my devotion for the day. You help to give me the strength and hope to lift up my child to the Lord one day at a time, and remember this child is really His. Praying for you and your dear family.

Val Bierlein
Goshen, IN - Friday, March 8, 2013 7:02 AM CST
You are such an inspiration to me,thank-you for sharing.
You are always on my mind and in my prayers.Praying for peace and patience for you all,and a new liver for Benji!!

Betty Eicher <eichers@centurylink.net>
Topeka, IN USA - Wednesday, March 6, 2013 9:47 PM CST
Hi! I'm an RWA friend. Your post today is particularly meaningful to me today for several reasons. I was one of the caretakers for my Mom who was ill with ovarian cancer. I had so many questions for God about the pain and suffering. So much I didn't understand. And still don't. I admire your emotional and spirtual strength. It moved me to tears to read about your sons and how they are unselfishly loving and comforting Benji. An incredible lesson for them to be sure. I am praying daily for Benji's healing - that you'll soon get the transplant and that his scores will be up on Friday or that the transplant happens first. God Bless you all. My heart and prayers go out to you. <3 Tell Benji how much he is loved and thought about.
Debbie Miller <debmiller96@comcast.net>
Canton, GA USA - Wednesday, March 6, 2013 7:51 AM CST
Each day is a jourey...lack of Faith has nothing to do with Benji.....Faith is beliving trusting God for on Benji Life....God is in control not us human beings!!! Cindy an Allen stay strong....God has Plan for Benji..... People. Always hsve away to dappen your trust in God....They need to ck their own lives...before pointing to someone else.....praying Gods will be done!!

Sue <snissley10@hotmail.com>
Nappanee, IN Elkhart - Wednesday, March 6, 2013 7:35 AM CST
Cindy, I am a RWA FB friend of yours. I have kept up with the trials of your family through FB and have prayed for y'all, but this is the first time I have visited the Caringbridge site. I just read your post from March 5 and wanted to tell you how touched I was by it. Your family's faith in God is so inspiring. No one knows how they would handle something like this until it happens. I pray that, if I were in your shoes, I could also stand firm on my faith and be the blessing to others that you have been through this. Praying for a full recovery and peace for you all!
Jodi McKinney <Jodi.mckinney31@gmail.com>
Eden, UT USA - Wednesday, March 6, 2013 4:38 AM CST
Ah, Allen, Cindy, & Benji....I'm sure it feels like you take many roller coaster rides. Hang on! Jesus is riding with ya. You'll come out on top! We cherish the hour we spent with ya! God's arms are strong! Lean heavy on them. Praying.....Cheryl
John & Cheryl Mullet <jcmullet@emypeople.net>
Brooksville, MS USA - Tuesday, March 5, 2013 11:39 PM CST
I thought of you and your family when I read this devotional this morning.
The Lord your God in your midst, the Mighty One, will save; He will rejoice over you with gladness, He will quiet you with His love, He will rejoice over you with singing. —Zephaniah 3:17
Praying for a peaceful, quiet heart today.

Mrs. Yoder
Goshen, - Tuesday, March 5, 2013 7:24 AM CST
"..we beheld his glory, the glory as of the only begotten of the Father, full of grace and truth." John 1:14 From my devotional: "..if you want to describe grace in one word, it is Jesus. Grace (Jesus) is the answer for our guilt and failure. Grace (Jesus) is the strength we need to cope with life. Grace (Jesus) is the promise that gives us the hope that keeps us going." Our prayers for all of you continue as we wait on God. Grace and peace to you!
Rose Shirk <rshirk@ccsgoshen.org>
Goshen, Indiana - Monday, March 4, 2013 7:48 PM CST
I don't know you but I know Cindy's sister Rose. I have read a few of your blog entries...and I'm so sorry for what your son is experiencing and the pain in your hearts. I have a 10-yr.old son and can only imagine..praying for you!
Gloria Penner <penn17@rogers.com>
Arborg, Manitoba Canada - Monday, March 4, 2013 7:48 PM CST
Dear Allen, Cindy, Benji and the rest of family, It is heart wrenching to hear and think of everything you are going through but you have been very brave and reliant on the Lord. That is commendable. "Cast your cares on Jesus as He cares for you" "Perfect love casts out fear" Am sure you know all these verses and probably feel you done that which we don't doubt that you have. This was what came to my mind as I started to write. We definitely feel for you and are praying that the Lord can be your strength and shield for this whole situation.
Ora Jay -n-Irene Eash <orairene@msn.com>
Trego, MT USA - Monday, March 4, 2013 1:19 PM CST
Amen! Lord bring Benji a new liver,We pray as David did,hear our cry O God and answer speedily!In Jesus' Holy Name!
My heart cries with you!

Martha Bontrager <marthabon@gmail.com>
Goshen, IN - Monday, March 4, 2013 3:27 AM CST
Thank you for the updates,Cindy & Allen, Our daily prayers, continue to be with you , Benji,& the rest of your family as you go thru this journey .. still praying for the liver & pancreas,& total healing.. May the Lord bless you & keep you in the hollow of his hand.!
Herman & Ada Mae Miller
Bremen , In US - Saturday, March 2, 2013 8:21 PM CST
Benji you are going to be a winner either way!! 1John 5:4 For whatsoever is born of God overcometh the world: and this is the victory that overcometh the world, even our faith.
1John 4:4 Ye are of God, little children, and have overcome them: because greater is he that is in you, than he that is in the world. Keep on the firing line. We will continue to fire the prayers.

Rosetta Petre <one4him79@afo.net>
Macon, MS United States - Saturday, March 2, 2013 1:28 PM CST
Cindy, found this prayer this morning from Lysa TerKeurst. Thought i would share it with you. Keeping you all in our prayers.
Dear Lord, help me find peaceful trust in You. Assure me of Your love. Reveal Your goodness in every situation. Give me just enough wisdom to process all that I must face and just enough perspective to keep my mind fixed on You. In Jesus’ Name, Amen.

Jim and Rhonda Gibson <jrgibson2010@live.com>
Syracuse, IN - Saturday, March 2, 2013 8:50 AM CST
Our thoughts and prayers continue to be with Benji, you, your husband and other family members. My husband Les and I pray for God's strength and peace to be with you all. Our God is an awesome God. He reigns over heaven and earth and holds you all close to his heart at this troubling time. He surely hears the prayers of all of us who hold a special place in our hearts for Benji. All of us think of him thoughout the day, wondering if he has gotten his liver and pancreas. We continue to lift up the Eash family to him and send our sincere regards to you.
Carol Willey <Cache_29@verizon.net>
Greenwood, DE USA - Saturday, March 2, 2013 6:31 AM CST
Thank you Cindy and Allen for your posts and updates! Your journey is so heavy and I appreciate your openness and transparency! We are not only praying for healing for Benjie, but also for strength and peace through this trial in your life, for all of you! I can only imagine the flurry in heaven to respond to the crying out of God's people on you and Benjie's behalf! We place you before the throne of God again ! My love to you, today!
Barb Schrock <barbs@fiberby-products.com>
Goshen, IN USA - Friday, March 1, 2013 7:27 AM CST
We also have never met. I am in a Care Group at church with Steve and Regina. I woke up at about 4 this morning and couldn't get back to sleep...a good time to pray for Benji and others! And I have been, I also have been reading your posts since someone posted the link on our church Facebook page.
I want you to that you and Cindy have been ministering to me in those posts. The reminders to be thankful, to take the help of others, and to keep an open hand and release our children to the Lord. Over and over I struggle with that, and you have encouraged me. Thank you. I continue to hold your family in my prayers.

Val Bierlein
Goshen, - Friday, March 1, 2013 6:58 AM CST
It is so good to read how you continue to walk through the pain with joy in your hearts!
"Living by faith, in Jesus above,
Trusting, confiding in His great love;
From all harm safe in His sheltering arm,
I’m living by faith and feel no alarm."
He knows, He's in control, and he loves you!
We continue to pray.

Glenn & Maggie Mast
Crawford, MS USA - Thursday, February 28, 2013 10:04 AM CST
Yea though I walk throgh the valley, Iwill fear no evil for thou art with me.Thy rod and staff will comfort me. I will nrver leave thee nor forsake thee. I know you claim these verses in prayer I claim them with thee. May you feel God's peace today. Anna Mae
Anna Mae Mast <ottismast@juno.com>
Macon, , Ms US> - Thursday, February 28, 2013 8:52 AM CST
Good Morning Benji and Family....Prayed just before deciding to post this. 99% of the time I would try to share something deeply profound, but I feel impressed to keep it abundantly simple this time....and share the simplest of truths.....God LOVES you. Beyond everything else we seek to gain strength, this is the truth that makes all the difference in the world. Though we've never met in person, love you all......
Robert A. Redmond <Fearnot24@aol.com>
Charles City, Iowa USA - Thursday, February 28, 2013 8:48 AM CST
Thank you for being so transparent in your updates. Your attitude is such a lesson for me. May you feel God's loving arms surround you as you travel this journey.
Jane Bontrager <djbont5@yahoo.com>
Goshen, - Thursday, February 28, 2013 5:12 AM CST
All we can do is continue with you to keep focusing on God, making our desires known to him, and worshipping Him every moment, so that in everything He will receive the glory. You are doing just that, and we thank you for your testimony during this dark valley experience.
Connie Bentson Byer <conniebyler@gmail.com>
Burgos, Spain - Thursday, February 28, 2013 3:24 AM CST
It is such an anxiety breaker to read your posts Cindy, because while you are stranded in the middle of the rapids your feet are placed squarely on the ROCK. Nothing can move you from that position.

Rom 8:38 I am absolutely sure that not even death or life can separate us from God’s love. Not even angels or demons, the present or the future, or any powers can do that. 39 Not even the highest places or the lowest, or anything else in all creation can do that. Nothing at all can ever separate us from God’s love because of what Christ Jesus our Lord has done.

Love you
DAD

Harley Troyer <bhtroyer@gmail.com>
- Wednesday, February 27, 2013 8:27 AM CST
Several verses come to mind since reading your update and 2 are in Philippians 1:6 and 4:6. Also in I Thessalonians 5:18. Speaking of God continuing the work in our hearts as we go thro life and with the prayers and supplications we should have thanksgivings. God will perform His perfect work for His glory and our edification. Continuing to pray..
Rosetta Petre <one4him79@afo.net>
Macon, MS United States - Wednesday, February 27, 2013 8:08 AM CST
Thank you for sharing your list of blessings. In spite of all that is happening, you still find the blessings in your life and that is a real inspiration to me. I'm glad you and Allen were able to have a date night. I hope it a can be a regular event for you. Blessings to you. Prayers continuing daily.
Barb Snyder <bsnyder@maplenet.net>
New Paris, IN United States - Wednesday, February 27, 2013 7:44 AM CST
Benji, I read the CaringBrdge and pray for you!
Ted Love <Ctedlove1965@hotmail.com>
Nappanee , In USA - Tuesday, February 26, 2013 5:47 PM CST
HI Cindy, Benji and the Eash family!
I know it's been too long, but Benji has always held a special place in my heart, I get updates from all the old 3A ladies... and we are all older! Ha! I pray that Benji's lungs heal and a liver becomes available for him. I pray his strength continues to increase and you all are strong during his times of weakness. Benji is one of the sweetest souls I know, and I know there are great things in store for him! We miss you back here in Indy, and pray for a speedy recovery!! Love you all!!

Miranda Applegate
Indianapolis, IN USA - Tuesday, February 26, 2013 4:15 PM CST
Keeping you all in my prayers...every morning one of the first things I do is check my phone for any new updates. You are always on my mind, and in my prayers! Love to you all.
Joyce Hershberger <djoyhersh@embarqmail.com>
Millersburg, Oh 44654 - Tuesday, February 26, 2013 8:28 AM CST
Blessings and prayers to the entire Eash family. Cindy you updates have been wonderful in seeing how God has been working in each member of the family during this rocky journey. Thanks for allowing us to see you in your strengths and weaknesses as God carries you.
Debra Mast <1moparfamily@frontier.com>
Goshen, IN - Tuesday, February 26, 2013 7:30 AM CST
thanks again for sharing again,''I also keep up on yr Mom &Dads post& see the pic. they share, what a blessing, the gift God gave u for ur birthday, was so neat that the boys could be there as well! U, Benji, & the rest of the family is in our prayers daily!! The Lord Bless you & keep u !!

Herman & Ada Mae Miller
Bremen, In US - Sunday, February 24, 2013 7:54 PM CST
Praying for Gods' will in the complete healing of Benji.Him and the family are in our thoughts and daily prayers.We are always waiting for your new updates,And hope for that new much needed liver.Gods' perfect timing!Wait...upon the Lord ,be of good courage and God will give you the desires of your heart. Again I say wait. We are all watching and waiting with you.May God bless you and your family through this difficult journey. Prayers...
Nelson & Miriam Hershberger
shipshewana, Ind. - Sunday, February 24, 2013 7:43 PM CST
Cindy, you are such an inspiration. Thanks so much for sharing your heart . I read your post last night before falling asleep and this morning you have been on my mind again. This is a verse that came to mind: Trust in The Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him and he will make your path straight. Praying for your family for peace, patience, understanding and complete healing.
Wilda Mast <Rwbdmast@gmail.com>
Millersburg , In USA - Sunday, February 24, 2013 7:47 AM CST
What a gift you were given for your birthday to have Benji interact as he did. Also for the family to be there. Happy Belated Birthday.
Rosetta Petre <one4him79@afo.net>
Macon, MS United States - Sunday, February 24, 2013 7:31 AM CST
Hi, it's Jennifer Milewski's mom again. I'm in Indy celebrating Beckett's 2nd birthday and Jen and I are having a baby shower for my daughter-in-law tomorrow. Even though its slightly chaotic, :) I want you to know Benji is being prayed for daily, as well as the rest of the family. And happy 50th birthday!!
Susan Vickery
- Saturday, February 23, 2013 11:34 PM CST
The LORD is my Shepherd; I shall not want.He maketh me to lie down in green pastures: He leadeth me beside the still waters.He restoreth my soul: He leadeth me in the paths of righteousness for his name's sake. Praying for you all.


Rosetta Petre <one4him79@afo.net>
Macon, MS United States - Saturday, February 23, 2013 9:56 PM CST
I am in a Care Group with your sister-in-law. I am praying for your family and son. I also want you to know you are ministering to me in your posts. Releasing your child to the Lord, prayer, the songs you have written lyrics. God is using you mightily.
Val
Goshen, IN USA - Saturday, February 23, 2013 9:41 PM CST
This is hard to fathom, however as I discovered today as I prayed....I have a God bigger then my issue at hand. I believe that for you also and you will be Blessed. God loves you and so do I.
Anna Marie Ramer <tamramer21@gmail.com>
New Paris, IN - Saturday, February 23, 2013 12:32 AM CST
We continue to "pray without ceasing" for Benji, and his family. May The Lord bless and keep you all.
Heidi Stoltzfus (friend of Rose and Naomi)
Shipshewana , In Lagrange - Saturday, February 23, 2013 11:10 AM CST


EACH CHAPTER IN LIFE BRINGS NEW AWARENESS AND NEW jOY

MAY GOD BLESS ON YOUR BIRTHDAY AND THROUGHOUT THE YEAR.

PRAYING GOD WILL GIVE YOU A NEW NESS OF THE DAY.

PRAYING FOR YOU AND LOVE YOU MAY GOD HAVE A SPECIAL BLESSSING FOR THE DAY. ANNA MAE

ANNA MAE MAST <OTTISMAST@JUNO.COM>
MACON, MS US - Saturday, February 23, 2013 10:42 AM CST
What an amazing God, and what an amazing journey! Our hearts are breaking for you even as we know God has a much higher plan than we could ever fathom, all for His Glory. May Gods peace be yours as you go through these deep waters! Benjie hang on tight to the love of God who is your constant companion ! You're His child and He knows what you are going through even more than you do! He's saying "trust Me". Although we dont understand...With God on your side you can't lose! I love you and am praying for miracles! Your friend, Barb
Barb Schrock <barbs@fiberby-products.com>
Goshen, IN USA - Saturday, February 23, 2013 9:08 AM CST
Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be frightened,and do not be dismayed for the Lord your God is with you wherever you go. Joshua 1:9
Lori S.
Greenwood, Indiana US - Saturday, February 23, 2013 8:51 AM CST
Happy Birthday Cindy! I am glad you have most of your crew with you on your 50th! I am keeping the faith for Benji, you and your family.

PS. My 50th is in September!

Lori S.
Greenwood, Indiana US - Saturday, February 23, 2013 8:50 AM CST
My heart goes out to, Benji, Allen, Cindy, Aaron, and the rest of the family. Here's a choice everyday "God in the fight or not" There is power in praise, so praise Him in the morning, praise Him in the evening, and anytime in between. There are only 2 times that are appropriate to praise God, when you feel like it and then when you don't
James Miller <jamesdevonmiller@yahoo.com>
New Paris, IN USA - Saturday, February 23, 2013 8:14 AM CST
I read your updates and without fail, come away so encouraged by your words! :) The peace and strength in knowing that our God is Sovereign. He holds you all in His hands and his perfect will, is being accomplished. I continue to pray for your family, and that God would continue to grant you the grace needed to walk this road that He has you on. Be Blessed & continue to be a Blessing!!
Sharon Taylor <sharon.taylor076@gmail.com>
Goshen, IN USA - Saturday, February 23, 2013 5:52 AM CST
Our hearts go out to you & Benji,this morn.We've been & will keep on praying that the liver & pancreas will be supplied for Benji ,in due time!! Praying that God would grant total healing to his body..We serve a Great & Loving God!!
Herman & Ada Mae Miller
Bremen, In US - Friday, February 22, 2013 9:59 AM CST
Discouragement for Benji is understandable. I've been amazed at his courage with no complaining. I, along with you, just wish we could fix it. All right now! I have been praying for the perfect liver and pancreas and I check FB often hoping to see a message saying both have been found and that surgery will take place soon. Because we are brothers and sisters in Christ, we love you and care so deeply about Benji and your family. Praying that God's perfect will is to bring healing to Benji.
Barb Snyder <bsnyder@maplenet.net>
New Paris, IN United States - Friday, February 22, 2013 7:21 AM CST
Praying for you. Phil 4:19 says "My God will supply all our needs" and truly He does. God has been so faithful over the years and will continue to be there and to send people into your path at the right time. I am glad you chose to sleep rather then update, you need your rest. Praying for a peaceful day.
Wilma Miller <lwmiller1@ligtel.com>
Topeka, IN - Thursday, February 21, 2013 6:58 AM CST
our thoughts and prayers are with all of you!!!
Nelson Hershberger
Shipshewana , IN USA - Tuesday, February 19, 2013 10:05 PM CST
Thinking of all of you this morning when I woke up. I so often pray for you but today it felt different. Instead of praying the usual for strength & peace for all of you and a miracle for Benji, I was more pulled to praying for Benji and his internal thinkings/struggles. I cannot imagine all he must question of God (why me, etc) and yet it seems he has accepted it with a gracious spirit. But today I felt compelled to pray for that as well as continuing to knock on the door of heaven for miracles. May God's peace & love radiate your day.
Renee Bontrager <jrbsalons@comcast.net>
Goshen, IN - Tuesday, February 19, 2013 8:44 AM CST
I have been trying to keep up with Benji's updates. So thankful there is a power higher than us in this scenario.
I just pray that grace and peace will follow you in this journey!

Carol Miller <donmill53@gmail.com>
GOSHEN, IN - Tuesday, February 19, 2013 5:53 AM CST
Cindy and Allen, I got really desperate a few days ago and contacted a church in the US that is experiencing a real move of God with miraculous healings every day. We in Burgos, Spain, are eager to receive from their ministry, and a Ministry Team is coming to our church in APril. I contacted this specific team, whose leader is a missionary kid from Spain who I know and love, and the team is in strong intercession for Benji, asking for updates every day.
I just wanted to share this with you here. God is a good God and loves to hear our voices!
May your tears and anxiety turn to laughter and rest! Much love and much prayer!

Connie Bentson Byer <conniebyler@gmail.com>
Burgos, Spain - Tuesday, February 19, 2013 4:02 AM CST
Our Father which art in heaven Hallowed be Thy Name Thy kingdom come Thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven...Thank you Father that some of Benji's body is functioning better...We also know that all things work together for good to them that love the Lord to them that are the called according to His purpose. Roman 8:28.. May Your Name be honored thro this journey of life for the Eash Family. Amen. The "whys" are somewhat like the backside of the embroidery hoop. It looks very ugly with all the knots and crisscrosses. The upper side has the beauty. We don't see that.
Daniel & Rosetta Petre <one4him79@afo.net>
Macon, MS United States - Monday, February 18, 2013 9:14 PM CST
Praising God with you for His great faithfulness and continuing to lift up the situation in prayer!
Landon Miller
Middlebury, IN - Monday, February 18, 2013 6:54 PM CST
Cindy, I am so excited as I read your post. So thankful that Benji is feeling better. Thanks be to God...I am also just waiting for the text saying "Benji is heading for his liver transplant" every time my phone beeps for a message, I pray it's Cindy saying it's transplant time! I am praying with you! when so many call on God, and keep on calling on God to do what is beyond what any human can do, God moves. God is so honored when we come and pray and keep on coming and praying for things beyond our control.....so we continue and we trust...love to you all.
Joyce Hershberger <djoyhersh@embarqmail.com>
Millersburg, Ohio Holmes - Monday, February 18, 2013 7:33 AM CST
Thank you Jesus, for all the improvements in Benji ! Still praying for all the rest of his needs, Praying as well for you Cindy,& your family...
Herman & Ada Mae Miller
Bremen, In US - Monday, February 18, 2013 7:24 AM CST
Cindy, since I'm friends with your mother, I'm privileged to journey and pray with you. Keep holding on to Jesus! He can and will do above what we can ask for or even imagine! Eph. 3:20
Marilyn Troyer. CCHS alumni <randyandmarilynt@yahoo.com>
Winesburg, , OH - Monday, February 18, 2013 5:11 AM CST
blessings, dear girl, as you travel this unknown pathway...knowing only who leads you, and trusting, always trusting
Ann Yoder <penguann39@aol.com>
Goshen, IN USA - Monday, February 18, 2013 3:27 AM CST
Amen to your prayer, Cindy to guide the surgeon's hands and to give Benji a chance to use his new lungs.

Elsie Gingerich <ggingerich2@frontier.com>
White Pigeon, MI USA - Saturday, February 16, 2013 6:11 PM CST
Cindy, my friend, you get an honorary medical degree,and honoray mother award! Most mom's out there would fight for there sons like you do...but on top of that you write to us and let us know and learn whats going on and how to pray specifictly!! I stand with you all and continue to pray for healing as God see's fit...he hears our prayers!!!
Joyce Hershberger <djoyhersh@embarqmail.com>
Millersburg, Oh Holmes - Saturday, February 16, 2013 11:14 AM CST
Thanks again for the detailed updates,we've learned a lot thru this,..Cindy,you & Benji, Allen,boys, & rest of ur family, are in our prayers..''so happy that your parents are able to be there with you & Benji.. May the peace of God rest upon you !Praying, God will grant total healing of Benji's body!!
Herman & Ada Mae Miller <adamaemiller@yahoo.com>
Bremen, In US - Saturday, February 16, 2013 11:03 AM CST
Cindy, you, Benji, Allen and the boys are continually on my mind and heart. Prayers be with you all.
Carol Willey <Cache_29@verizon.net>
Greenwood, DE 19950 - Saturday, February 16, 2013 9:52 AM CST
Cindy, you certainly should be awarded an honorary medical degree. :) Thank you for sharing all the details with us - it makes us more educated as well (to the degree that I can remember!). Our bodies are wonderfully created, and we continue to pray for Benji's healing! With love in Christ,
Twila
WI - Saturday, February 16, 2013 9:43 AM CST
Dear Friends, May the peace of God and the comfort of the Holy Spirit continue to strengthen your hearts. I truly can not imagine the demands of your journey and the trial of faith. But I do know we serve a mighty God who is faithful, who knows our deepest desires and who cares more than we possibly can. Praying for everyone and still believing.
Nelson Martin <martin2404@insightbb.com>
Louisville, KY USA - Saturday, February 16, 2013 5:21 AM CST
Cindy, you are a wonderful advocate for Benji. Praying for God to grant you strength for the journey.
Becky Yoder
Goshen, - Friday, February 15, 2013 8:45 AM CST
Love, hugs, and prayers for all of you continue daily! Stay strong, rest in the mighty arms of God.
Joyce Hershberger <djoyhersh@embarqmail.com>
Millersburg, Ohio Holmes - Friday, February 15, 2013 8:26 AM CST
Still on our mind and praying.
Buddy & Ruby Beiler <budruby3@yahoo.com>
Goshen, IN US - Friday, February 15, 2013 8:08 AM CST
I don't know you but I had 3 brothers with cf and prayers will be with you for strength and grace.
Eva Hershberger
Milroy, In United States - Thursday, February 14, 2013 1:39 PM CST
our prayers are with you ! we're asking the Lord to cover you with great measure of 'peace & strength' to go thru these days' also praying & pleading for complete healing of Benji's body! our love to you & the family !!
Herman & Ada Mae Miller
Bremen, In Marshall - Thursday, February 14, 2013 7:45 AM CST
You don't know me but I am praying for Benji and your family! You are great examples for The Lord and He will be glorified through your witness. I pray for healing, strength and encouragement. We have an awesome God and He is in control. God bless you all!
Sue Price
Milford, IN USA - Thursday, February 14, 2013 7:30 AM CST
What a roller coaster ride you have been on! I'm so happy Benji is being given another chance at life. I'm praying the transplant can happen soon. May the love and peace of God continue to hold you up and give you peace.
Barb Snyder <bsnyder@maplenet.net>
New Paris, IN United States - Thursday, February 14, 2013 7:19 AM CST
Our prayers are with you!
Leon & Dorothy Yoder <yoderhogfarm@maplenet.net>
Middlebury, IN USA - Wednesday, February 13, 2013 10:09 PM CST
Alan and Cindy.......I lost a stepdaughter to an auto accident over 5 years ago....It cost my my marriage.....I can't imagine what you are going thru w/ your own child....God bless you 2 and my thoughts and prayers are with you...
Ken Eash <ken.eash1961@gmail.com>
North Webster, IN USA - Wednesday, February 13, 2013 9:54 PM CST
Praying God's peace over you right now...
Janelle Bontrager
Pike vile, KY - Wednesday, February 13, 2013 2:20 PM CST
Please Lord Jesus, hear our mother's prayers. I read once that all mother's prayers go straight to God's ears. He has a just heart and a loving spirit. God, please intervine and give Benji this chance. I ask in the name of Jesus Christ our Savior.
Carol Willey <Cache_29@verizon.net>
Greenwood, DE USA - Wednesday, February 13, 2013 2:04 PM CST
Thank you for keeping us all updated. As hard as it is to hear of the struggles you have been facing I greatly appreciate knowing where you are at on your journey. I continue to pray for you Benji, as we all do here, and hope for your recovery soon. Thinking of your family and keeping you in my thoughts and prayers. God Bless :)
Kelly D.
Indianapolis , - Wednesday, February 13, 2013 10:23 AM CST
Ps. 32:8 The Lord says, I will guide you along the best pathway for your life. I will advise you and watch over you. Another verse I often read and pray,(can't remember where it's found) I pray that from his Glorious Unlimited Resources, he will give you Inner Strength. Sometimes it makes no earthly sense why we need to walk the path we do, BUT..know this... You are not alone. God is with you every step of the way...I pray God will come and with just a whisper of a breath relieve Benji's back pain, I pray for peace in your hearts, and in the room, at times just plead the name of "Jesus" as I think of you, my prayers and love are with you continually.
Joyce Hershberger <djoyhersh@embarqmail.com>
Millersburg, Ohio Holmes - Wednesday, February 13, 2013 9:58 AM CST
As I catch up on several entries today (and was encouraged as I read on our journey too), all I could hear inside my head was "Healing Rain". The lyrics just seem to speak words of truth over this point in the process. I miss you Benji...more than you probably think a person just getting to know you could!
That Crazy Biology Teacher
Edwardsburg, MI - Tuesday, February 12, 2013 5:46 PM CST
This is the verse we've been claiming for you:
"The Lord your God is with you, He is mighty to save. He will take great delight in you, He will quiet you with His love, He will rejoice over you with singing." Zeph 3:17
I can just imaging the LORD, along with His angels, singing in that hospital room! Our church family is praying along with us.

Fern Troyer <fern.troyer@rcsonline.com>
Constantine, MI - Tuesday, February 12, 2013 9:34 AM CST
This morning a word in my reading jumped out at me:
2 Cor. 1:8b-11
We were under such great pressure, far beyond our ability to endure, so that we despaired even of life. Indeed, in our hearts we felt the sentence of death. BUT THIS HAPPENED THAT WE MIGHT NOT RELY ON OURSELVES BUT ON GOD, WHO RAISES DE DEAD.
He has delievered us from such deadly peril, and he will deliver us.
On him we have set up our hope that he will continue to deliver us.
Then many will give thanks on our behalf for the gracious favor granted us in answer to the prayers of any.
Halleluia!!!


Connie Byler <conniebyler@gmail.com>
Burgos, Spain - Tuesday, February 12, 2013 5:35 AM CST
You're continually in our thoughts and prayers. Praying you have a good week.
Landon Miller
Middlebury, IN - Monday, February 11, 2013 8:42 PM CST
Good morning, just wanted to say that I'm praying and believing with you that Benji will have a full recovery!We have a God who is able and nothing is to hard for him as he created these organs and is able to do it again!I pray the joy of the Lord would be your strength,that he who began a good work will bring it to completion!I have been reading updates on facebook and applaud you for your faith in God and proclaiming it!Jesus came to give us life and life more abundantly so i proclaim that over you and Benji!
JoAnna miller
Goshen, IN United States - Monday, February 11, 2013 9:26 AM CST
Thank you for giving updates. We miss you all and have you in our thoughts and prayers daily. We keep the CF team updated weekly, everyone is always anxious to hear about Benji's progress. He has everything in his favor a great transplant team, good friends,a heavenly father that has lots more for him to do and a FANTASTIC family.
DeeLite Johnson
Indianapolis, IN USA - Monday, February 11, 2013 8:34 AM CST
Continuing to pray!
Misti Miller <mistimiller76@aol.com>
Bristol , IN USA - Monday, February 11, 2013 6:32 AM CST
Hello
We in Brazil are praying for all of you

egon <egonrenns@gmail.com>
curitiba, parana Brazil - Sunday, February 10, 2013 6:35 AM CST
You are rite on Cindy! I will be praying for you guys
!!! Hang on to Jesus! Btw I'm corine's niece:).

Krista <krazrkris15@yahoo.com>
Odon, In America - Saturday, February 9, 2013 11:07 PM CST
We are praying for you all..with tears only God understands..keep up the fight again satan
Vern & Alta Borntrager <vaborn@live.com>
Plentywood , MT USA - Saturday, February 9, 2013 9:19 PM CST
I just want you to know I have a daughter with 2 serious illnesses when she was 7 she went blind and could not walk drs. said she probably would not get those functions back. I felt a spiritual warfare going on and began to fast and pray telling satan he was a liar no weapon formed against me shall prosper just throwing scripture at him my daugher regained vision with in 2 days and slowly got better!! I just want to say hold on to FAITH and HOPE through CHRIST no matter what God Bless you and I will be prayng for U
Tiffany Smart <tsmart@elkhart.k12.in.us>
Goshen, In USA - Saturday, February 9, 2013 9:11 PM CST
I will keep all of you in my prayers..God is a great God and He has everything in His control.
Almeda Mast <amast909@gmail.com>
SARASOTA, FL United States - Saturday, February 9, 2013 3:32 PM CST
Evening,morning,and at noon will I pray and cry aloud, and he shall hear my voice. he hath delivered my soul in peace from the battle that was against me,for there were many with me. Praying. Anna Mae
Anna mae Mast <ottismast@juno.com>
Macon , Ms US - Saturday, February 9, 2013 9:57 AM CST
wow, what a roller coaster you guys have been on. i really appreciate your honesty and openness about what you've been experiencing. it's amazing to see the way that you are allowing God to sustain and strengthen your faith in the midst of these trials. may He continue to do so! i'm praying for spiritual protection for your family. also, that's so cool that he led a sister in Christ to introduce herself to you and offer to pray with you! thank you again for your honesty. may the Lord continue using you and your family in the lives of those around you at the hospital, to spread His love and courage and hope!
~Romans 15: 5 May the God who gives endurance and encouragement give you the same attitude of mind toward each other that Christ Jesus had, 6 so that with one mind and one voice you may glorify the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ... 13 May the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace as you trust in him, so that you may OVERFLOW with hope by the power of the Holy Spirit!
Love, Kirsten

Kirsten
- Saturday, February 9, 2013 9:50 AM CST
as the song writer penned....."God is the Blessed Controller of all, And I can trust Him whatever befalls; All things will work together for good, This is His promise to me in His Word. Oh, how I praise Him, Oh, how I sing! Blessed Controller of every thing; Trusting His goodness, wisdom and pow'r, Knowing He loves me through every hour." I personally know of a 24 yr. old boy that had a liver transplant several yrs ago because of bad cirrhosis of the liver. He seems to be doing fine today. Feeling with you on the "WHYS?" but thankful there's a God that knows the "whys" & will continue to show Himself strong thru them. Praying....
John & Cheryl Mullet <jcmullet@emypeople.net>
Brooksville,, MS USA - Saturday, February 9, 2013 7:55 AM CST
Like many others, tears in my eyes but praying that God will meet your every need according to His glorious riches in Christ Jesus.

Oh, Cindy, Allan, and the family, each day you testify of a God you hold onto who is good no matter what. We love you, praying for you.

Brenda Yoder <yoderbl@gmail.com>
- Saturday, February 9, 2013 7:32 AM CST
Allen, Cindy ,Benji and Family... I am insistent on Prayer covering for you all today, especially Ben as this day is heavy.. God be with you all!! Healing rain come cover him..
Herb and LaVera <herbbork@gmail.com>
SHIPSHEWANA, In United States - Saturday, February 9, 2013 6:28 AM CST
Cindy, God is with you and you will continue to be strengthened as you look at Him and declare His love and power is greater, so much freater, than all the setbacks and impossibilities. There is nothing impossible for Him! Thank you, sister, for ptting it all out on the line. Alignment with God's will to be done... on earth as it is in Heaven! So hard to go through all this, and such precious wonders of God that see you through it! We'll keep blessing, praying, declaring God's loving kindness in great expectation.
Connie Byler <conniebyler@gmail.com>
Burgos, Spain - Saturday, February 9, 2013 4:08 AM CST
Cindy I don't why but I just read your log . But i was led by the spireit to pray for U and your family.
I did as I sit here in tears for you. I don't know what it must be like but it has to be hard. God Bless your whole family

Carlyle Kuhns <cwkuhns@hotmail.com>
Dade City, Fl - Friday, February 8, 2013 5:24 PM CST
Cindy, I have been encouraged, be cause of your transparency. May God grant you, Allen, Your boys and Benji the grace of God needed to continue this journey. Blessings!
Anna Marie Ramer <tamramer21@gmail.com>
New Paris, IN USA - Friday, February 8, 2013 3:45 PM CST
Cindy, I've never met you or anyone in your family but I have Benji on my daily prayer list. I read about his story after my daughter, Jennifer Milewski (Director of CF for IN) commented on it on Facebook. I have been following and praying ever since. I will also pray for Ali; as you know there are no accidents with God and I'm confident He has a purpose in you're running across her story. Also, have you tried playing praise music in the room? If there is an oppressive spirit it won't like it! :) In the meantime, be encouraged..."He who dwells in the shelter of the Most High will rest in the shadows of the Almighty. I will say of the Lord, "He is my refuge and my fortress, my God, in whom I trust...He will cover you with his feathers, and under his wings you will find refuge; his faithfulness will be your shield and rampart. You will not fear the terror of night, nor the arrow that flies by day..." Psalm 91: 1-2, 4-5
Susan Vickery <svnaples@aol.com>
Naples, FL United States - Friday, February 8, 2013 3:40 PM CST
I have prayed for your family and Ali.
Betty Jo German Rodgers, Deb Murphys sister.
- Friday, February 8, 2013 12:21 AM CST
Oh Cindy! I know you are not some SuperWoman Christian, but the Lord's grace and strength is so evident in your life and your responses to what you are going through. Thank you for sharing your fears (I get that!), discouragements and your "normal" mom thoughts too. :) Yes, we all do love our children deeply and perhaps would respond in a similar way if trusting our Shepherd fully, but you are the one who is in the trenches just now, so the Lord's power has an opportunity to shine brighter through you because of that. We are all empty vessels who need to continually be filled with His love and peace. Keep looking unto Jesus for all that you need, and thank you too for specific prayer requests. Your family is daily in my thoughts and frequently in our prayers!
Twila Kulp
Wisconsin United States - Friday, February 8, 2013 9:23 AM CST
Ah Cindy, as I read your page this morning at work, my tears just flow. I so hear your heart of love for your boys... sometimes in life we just walk, and those around you "carry you" with prayers and support and love. I'm reminded of the poem of the man walking on the beach, and his alarm of seeing only one set of footprints, and then God so gently reminds him..I am carrying you...Jesus is carrying you and your family rite now...he knows in detail all the Eash's fears and struggles. He see's your tears and puts them in a bottle, he is a God of details, little and big, cling to his hand and presence with everything within you...he alone can give you peace beyond understanding. You all are continually in my prayers. Love to you all, Joyce
Joyce Hershberger <djoyhersh@embarqmail.com>
Millersburg, Ohio - Friday, February 8, 2013 8:03 AM CST
Cindy, my heart aches for you and your family. My Husband is going through his own battle and at times gets discouraged. I know how powerless it makes you feel not to be able to do your "Mother thing" and jump in a "fix everything". I remember when my own two daughters were little, they always turned to Mommy to kiss their boo boos, clean their bumps and scrapes and make them feel better when they were sick. It was always my duty and joy to tend to them and I always thanked God for bringing them through. Hang in there and we are all praying Benji will come through this and regain his strength and health. Blessings be with all of you as you wait for this to come about. Love in Christ, Carol Willey
Carol Willey <Cache_29@verizon.net>
Greenwood, DE USA - Friday, February 8, 2013 7:46 AM CST
Cindy, as I read the first part of your update I did feel the heaviness and discouragement and I was weeping, wondering how much more can these dear people could take. But then, as you always do you talk through your thoughts and feelings and end up giving praise to God. You may never know who might have come to know Jesus through your writing. I will continue to daily lift your entire family to the throne of Grace and pray for Benji's healing. I too, along with you, in the name of Jesus, rebuke any evil that may oppressing Benji's room or anyone working with Benji. May strength and peace be with you today.
Barb Snyder <bsnyder@maplenet.net>
New Paris, IN USA - Friday, February 8, 2013 7:37 AM CST
We only know Sylvan and Connie, Cindy, but as a church out here in Spain, we are following Benji's daily struggles with prayer and much love for your whole family. As far as we know, God is in control of everything, we have seen Him answering prayers beyond our understanding, and our desire is for His name to be wonderfully glorified with a miraculous recovery. I'm so thrilled God is speaking to your heart, that is so crucial. Hang in there! We are with you! Two years ago I went through this with my friend next door, and she is especially praying for another miracle for Benji! Much love in Christ, COnnie Byler
Connie Byler <conniebyler@gmail.com>
Burgos , Spain - Thursday, February 7, 2013 8:45 AM CST
Cindy, I so have appreciated your frankness about your feelings since I have been following your posts. God is faithful to the end, and will never let you down. Some times we have plans, but God has a different plan and trumps us with them....keep on keepin' on... You may not know me, (but I feel like I know you) My first husband was Ed Troyer and he was a double first cousin to your dad.
I will keep on praying for you. Blessings

Ann Troyer Yoder <penguann39@aol.com>
Goshen , IN - Thursday, February 7, 2013 8:07 AM CST
You answered a question I had today about the length of time this is taking. Then I looked at the pictures for the first time about Benji's past and was sad to see how much this child has gone through in his life. God bless you and continue to give you strength and courage as you continue on your journey. One picture I saw Benji looked a lot like Nic. I can sure see the Eash family resemblance. Always praying for all of you.
Arlene Lazzaro <calaz1232@maplenet.net>
Shipshewana, In USA - Thursday, February 7, 2013 5:57 AM CST
Thank you so much, Cindy. Your consistent words of truth in the midst of the ups and downs is a testimony every day. Thank you for sharing.
Brenda Yoder <yoderbl@gmail.com>
Shipshewana, In 46565 - Thursday, February 7, 2013 4:38 AM CST
Your faith and testimony of God's goodness through the journey you, Allen, Benji and your family is on is amazing to me. I am truly blessed every time I read your updates (which I appreciate so much). To God be the glory for all the great things he has done for Benji and will continue to do. Blessings to all of you. Prayers continuing daily.
Barb Snyder <bsnyder@maplenet.net>
New Paris, IN United States - Wednesday, February 6, 2013 11:24 AM CST
We continue to lift up Benji in our prayers, and my boys continue to ask how he is doing, even though we've never met him. :-) Thank you for sharing such moving and informative updates on here. Benji sounds like a truly amazing young man with more strength and endurance than a person should ever have to need. His story is nothing short of a miracle. Your faith is amazing.
Kathy Alderfer
Broadway, VA - Wednesday, February 6, 2013 11:01 AM CST
I pray daily for Benji and so does our church. Maybe Allen will remember me even though I never had him in class. I did have Christine though and Naomi is my daughter's friend.
Praying for healing and peace for all of you.

Arlene Lazzaro
Shipshewana, In. USA - Wednesday, February 6, 2013 10:19 AM CST
My heart rejoices when I read your letter every morning see how the Lord is with you in this journey of faith and just praise the Lord for His faithfulness. I am with you in prayer in your journey. "Great is thy faithfulness Oh God myFather" Much love.Anna Mae
Ottis and Anna Mae Mast <ottismast@juno.com>
Macon , Ms. US - Wednesday, February 6, 2013 8:56 AM CST
God is the blessed controller of all things. He is awesome in power and might! He lives within the praises of His people! He loves to hear us call upon His name! I praise my God for the work He is doing in your lives through this most difficult time. God's grace is sufficient for you. Your faith in these times are speaking of Him who loves you beyond your wildest imagination. God is good all the time and His mercies never fail! We continue to lift up your family in prayer to the One who holds the storehouse of all good things. For your glory God we ask for your kingdom to prosper through these trials. We continue to ask for healing and more "good things" to be bestowed on Benjie. We are asking in Jesus name for continued healing, for him to be able to drink water for his thirst, food for his nourishment, walk for the strengthening of his muscles and continued healing for every organ in his body! We look forward in faith to the time he walks out of the hospital with your mark of healing all over him to tell the world of the great God who heals a body, soul and spirit! God you are worthy and we give you praise. My love to you all and thanksgiving for your faithful patience in trials! (I know Dale is praying and before the throne for you all);)
Barb Schrock <barbs@fiberby-products.com>
Goshen, In USA - Wednesday, February 6, 2013 7:24 AM CST
Thank you for the continued updates and I am praying every day for Benji and your family.
Lori
Greenwood, Indiana - Tuesday, February 5, 2013 7:29 AM CST
So excited to hear Benji is at peace and getting stronger. This cannot help but make the healing come faster. I get so excited whenever I think of the day of your being released to go home "whew" what a day that will be.... also, I never tire of reading your posts and updates. It makes me feel like I can help from another state... :) Keep on keeping on...prayers being sent upwards for all of you
Joyce Hershberger <djoyhersh@embarqmail.com>
Millersburg, OH - Monday, February 4, 2013 7:37 AM CST
Just checking in and praying for you all this morning! Praying you have a very restful week!
Kim <christnerjk@ligtel.com>
Shipshewana, IN USA - Monday, February 4, 2013 4:41 AM CST
Hi Benji, I am excited to hear you are feeling stronger. I see you are also growing stronger spiritually, and have a peace that only God can give you. Am glad you could watch the game tonight with your family and see SF lose. :) Love you much, (as Dale would say it...} Grandpa
Harley Troyer <bhtroyer@gmail.com>
- Sunday, February 3, 2013 10:27 PM CST
You NEVER sound like a broken record, Cindy, no matter what you have to share. It is evident that the Lord's grace is very real to you, and what an inspiration you are to me! Love all the little things you share, like Tyler helping with Benji's care, and Allen rubbing his feet. :) We are just pulling out of St. Louis now (on the train) and I sure would have loved to pop in and give you a hug! God bless you all REAL GOOD! :)
Twila Kulp
United States - Sunday, February 3, 2013 8:16 PM CST
HEY BENJI .....GOOD TO SEE THAT YOUR DOING SO WELL..I USE TO WORK AT RILEY ON 3A MY NAME IS TOSHIA...I CLEANED YOUR ROOM AND BRING YOUR MEALS...YOUR MOM MADE ME BEADED NECKLACE...FUNTIMES WITH YOUR FAMILY BACK THEN=}
toshia <hudgins1228@yahoo.com>
franklin, in - Sunday, February 3, 2013 0:33 AM CST
Our prayers are your prayers,too, Cindy. Know that we never stop thinking of you, Allen and the boys and we hope too for a miraculous healing. Please give Benji our love and a "hug" from Karmin!
Dawn Henely <sdkhenhouse@aol.com>
Goshen, in usa - Saturday, February 2, 2013 3:55 PM CST
Your prayer of resignation was tough but that is what God wants from us ... resignation to His will with thankfulness of WHO our Father is as well as WHAT He has done for you as a family. Isaiah 25:1 It also brings back memories that have faded yet are not forgotten as we said "good-by" to our two daughters at birth. WHY? We don't really know WHY we needed to go thro that twice but God had a mission for them both in their family's hearts as well as others. We are a vessel in the hands of the Potter who is forming us for His glory. Isaiah 45:9-15 May you continue to feel His love as the Potter forms the clay. Praying for the family as well as Benji that as his life goes on He will be a WINNER either way.
Daniel & Rosetta Petre <one4him79@afo.net>
Macon, MS Noxubee - Saturday, February 2, 2013 10:36 AM CST
Cindy, my heart goes out to you. We dont know the future, but so thankful, that we know WHO holds the future! Keep looking to Jesus & its such a blessing to have so many others to help hold you up when you dont think you can stand. Prayers for Benjis complete healing!
Phyllis Mast <phyllism59@gmail.com>
Farmville, VA USA - Saturday, February 2, 2013 6:58 AM CST
I love the spirit of your prayer Cindy. The picture God has for our future is so much larger than we can see now. So we will pray our hearts desire and allow Him to carry out His purposes. Our prayers are with you. Love you. DAD
Harley <bhtroyer@gmail.com>
- Saturday, February 2, 2013 5:23 AM CST
Cindy, I would like to encourage you that you are not wrong in wanting Benji healed here on earth. Perhaps your undaunting faith and your willingness to fight is what has kept him here.... I desire more revelation of what is actually God's will ! Jesus taught us to pray to the Father... Your will be done on earth AS IN HEAVEN. We all know there is no sickness in Heaven , and we are to pray that it would also be so on earth ! :) I believe it truly is God's will to heal here and now. For He cares what you care about, He feels what you feel, He wants to give you the desires of your heart ! We don't always understand why healing does not take place....why or what may be hindering for healing to flow. But just know that God loves you with an everlasting love....and you can safely put your trust in Him! He has us all on a journey to our destiny of His perfect will ! Your awesome testimonies ring loud and clear across the nation! Keep up the fight of faith, dear woman of God!
Mary Etta Miller <memsilverandgold@yahoo.com>
Libby, MT USA - Friday, February 1, 2013 2:56 PM CST
Alan, Cindy, & boys, Tears fill my eyes as I read and ponder the journey you are on. It is not an easy one but God definitely is strengthening you through His mercy and grace and from the prayers of the believers. Isaiah 40:11 "He shall feed his flock like a shepherd: he shall gather the lambs with his arm, and carry them in his bosom, and shall gently lead those that are with young." Resignation to the will of the Father is not easy when your child is going through trauma or on their death bed. May you feel His arms holding, not only you as parents & sons, but Benji too. May you rest in the will of the Father who knows that someone is needing this witness of who God is. He also knows our frame and remembers that we are but dust. Praying for you all...
Daniel & Rosetta Petre <one4him79@afo.net>
Macon, MS Noxubee - Friday, February 1, 2013 2:15 PM CST
Cindy, Allen, and boys, this morning as I read your post, I get so choked up as I walk down memory lane of transplant. You are on a hard road.... the ups and downs are emotionally draining..BUT... you are being grown into more of what God has for all of you. And I know and can firmly agree...GOD IS FAITHFUL..no matter the outcome...GOD IS FAITHFUL IN ALL HE DOES no matter do we UNDERSTAND OR NOT...He is "GOD". I so pray that Benji can be healed and remain on this earth, you have no idea how hard I beg God for this.. but again I will say, even now since I'm in this valley of grief... GOD IS FAITHFUL and he REMAINS FAITHFUL. I pray God will give you strength as you walk this path of transplant and all it entails (more changes than one ever imagines), I beseech God for healing and a life of normal?? whatever that is for Benji. I love you guys and read your posts daily. You are all in my prayers. (you are a strong women Cindy and I see changes in you in your writings) JH
Joyce Hershberger <djoyhersh@embarqmail.com>
Millersburg, OH Holmes - Friday, February 1, 2013 8:57 AM CST
God is faithful and is giving you and your family a ministry which will bear fruit for His kingdom. We continue to pray for Benjie's complete healing, but also with you know Gods ways are so much higher than our ways, and want His will for His glory and furtherance of His kingdom. In all of Benjie and your suffering, God has a plan and is and will continue touching many people for His Glory. Allen and Cindy, Thank you for being faithful in your trials. God has a great plan for your and Benjie's life! I love you with the love of my Lord.....
Barb Schrock <barbs@fiberby-products.com>
Goshen , IN USA - Friday, February 1, 2013 7:53 AM CST
I am praying for all of you! Does Riley do lung transplants now?
Rachel Swartzentruber <rrswartzentruber@gmail.com>
Montgomery, In U S - Friday, February 1, 2013 7:19 AM CST
I'm so glad there was no nausea yesterday! Cindy, I appreciate the way you keep us informed. You may not realize it, but your writing is blessing many as you share your faith and willingness to trust God. I pray that as you have released Benji to God that you will feel His presence with you in a very special way. I may not comment on every FB post or update here, but I am ALWAYS praying.
Barb Snyder <bsnyder@maplenet.net>
New Paris, IN USA - Friday, February 1, 2013 7:05 AM CST
Hi Benji, Cindy, Allen and all of the Eash family! I am continuing to bring you all to God our Father in prayer. My husband Les (who is a wonderful prayer warrior) will keep you on his prayer list. We both ask Jesus to intercede on your behalf and bring healing and strength to you all. Cindy, thanks for keeping us informed of all the needs for your family. God is Good....all the time! Blessings to you all.
Carol Willey <Cache_29@verizon.net>
Greenwood, DE USA - Friday, February 1, 2013 6:26 AM CST
Thank you for sharing. God is written throughout this. Thank you.

brenda yoder <yoderbl@gmail.com>
shipshe, in. usa - Friday, February 1, 2013 4:03 AM CST
Benji and his needs are remembered in prayer most every Wed. night during our prayer meeting. We know that the Great Physician is able to heal completely and we continue to ask for that. The Mulletts' book is indeed a good one, and you can't help but weep during certain parts. But I also appreciate you sharing chapters of Benji's story with us on a regular basis! Love in Christ,
Twila Kulp
Mosinee, WI USA - Thursday, January 31, 2013 11:12 AM CST
Bless facebook for allowing me in on your story with God.
I want to join you as we walk in faith, trusting in God at this hour, because faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see. Remembering that by faith we understand that the Universe(!) was formed at God's command (!), so that what is seen was not made visible out of what was visible!
Friends, we have SEEN the hand of God on Benji and now trust for the finished work, because what God started He will finish! Praying and praising with you, Connie

Connie Bentson Byler <conniebyler@gmail.com>
Quintanaduenas, BURGOS, Spain - Thursday, January 31, 2013 5:47 AM CST
So glad that Benji is doing better. Hang in there Benji, keep it up! We all miss you. I am praying for you.
Lucy Schultz
- Tuesday, January 29, 2013 12:54 AM CST
Ah, our faithful Father is with us through the darkest night, is He not? When we are utterly helpless, He is yet in control.. His watchful loving eyes never leave us. I cried as I read your latest update and felt with you the intensity of your emotions, Cindy, yet I was so inspired by your testimony of trust in our all-wise Father! We continue to pray for Benji, and for all of you.
Maggie Mast
Crawford, MS - Monday, January 28, 2013 10:07 PM CST
Dear Eash cousins, :)
I just recently became aware and began following these posts.... I am deeply moved by your testimonies.....your clinging to our Awesome Heavenly Father through all of this! You are truly a Light to the world....a "city" set on a hill ! I have no doubt that God has a very unique calling for your family. There is purpose here! And He will bring you through to complete victory! Prayers and cheers for you all!

Lloyd & Mary Etta (Lehman/Eash) Miller <memsilverandgold@yahoo.com>
Libby, MT USA - Monday, January 28, 2013 10:21 AM CST
Cindy, Allan and boys: Y'all are defiantly been in my prayers. Today has been the first day to read your journal, I cried with you, Cindy! I haven't walked where you are walking, be strong and courageous. I have been following Benji's updates through Sylvan's posts. Our God is a BIG GOD He can do more than what we can ever imagine. You are on our church prayer list.
Mary Susan Byler Crabtree
Bethpage, TN USA - Monday, January 28, 2013 9:24 AM CST
Thanks again Cindy for your update.Our hearts are touched and the tears come when we read your letters. Our prayers are always with you. "I will never leave you or forsake you." Thank you Lord for the family & how you supply their strength. Love you all. Anna Mae
Anna mae Mast <ottismast@juno.com>
Macon, , MS. US - Monday, January 28, 2013 9:14 AM CST
Hi Cindy, Allen, and Benji, I have been following Caringbridge and all of your trials and tribulations. You have remained in my prayers and will stay there until you all come back home! Your faith, strength, and courage is such an inspiration. Keep up all the hard work Benji!
Amber K.
Indianapolis, IN - Monday, January 28, 2013 9:12 AM CST
So very thankful, Cindy, for the improvement that has taken place. God is faithful, as you affirmed in your singing to Benji. The power of hymns to console and uplift is certainly amazing. And my faith in the power of prayer is being affirmed each time I read your updates. You have strengthened me! God bless you and keep His hand upon Benji & all of you! Prayers will certainly continue. Love you much!
Ruby Bontrager <jerroo2@frontier.com>
Middlebury, IN USA - Monday, January 28, 2013 8:17 AM CST
Our prayers and thoughts are with you Benji and family.
Brenda Hochstetler-Bontrager <bhoch@hotmail.com>
Middlebury, In USA - Monday, January 28, 2013 7:47 AM CST
Oh Cindy, thank you so much for sharing with us. I have come to think of you all as family. Benji comes to my mind often and I pray for him and your family. I have also requested prayer in my Busy Mom's Bible Group and my Sunday School Class. Many are praying *hugs*
Carol LaPlante Miller <cmiller16@centurylink.net>
Port Charlotte, Fl Charlotte - Monday, January 28, 2013 7:09 AM CST
YOUR WHOLE FAMILY IS IN MY PRAYERS! IKNOW FROM CF EXPERIENCES WE HAVE TO TOTALY LEAN ON JESUS BUT OH SO HARD NOT TO ASK WHY! WHY DO THEY HAVE TO GO THROUGH THIS WE JUST HAVE A HARD TIME UNDERSTANDING DONT WE!!
RACHEL SWARTZENTRUBER <rrswartzentruber@gmail.com>
MONTGOMERY, IN 47558 - Sunday, January 27, 2013 2:45 PM CST
Thinking of you all and praying every day!
Lori S.
- Sunday, January 27, 2013 2:52 AM CST
Hi Cindy, I'm Deb's friend who lives here in St. Louis...Michele Ness. Deb has been keeping me posted and just sent me this link as so much as happened recently. Let me just offer that I am here, available for whatever you may need - no need to hesitate to ask at all! My life is simple, kids gone and no job so I'm happy to be of service. I will of course continue praying for Benji to heal quickly, permanently! God bless you, you are amazing Cindy!
Michele Ness <michelehome@hotmail.com>
Chesterfield, MO usa - Saturday, January 26, 2013 1:30 PM CST
We have been reading your updates on Benjie' surgery. What an experience and trial! It's been very touching! It is so encouraging to see your faith in God, rejoicing in the praises and giving God the glory! This makes you so much aware that life is not in your own hands but in God's- He can give or take. You are such a testimony in the public. God has seen you worthy of being strong enough to go thru this. It was cool that our daughter Saretta met up with Tyler and Aaron last summer. May the the Lord continue to give you strength each new day.
Ora Jay -n- Irene Eash <orairene@msn.com>
Trego, MT USA - Saturday, January 26, 2013 9:43 AM CST
We are continuing to pray for Benji. God's ways are not our ways, but He is a God of miracles. I will keep praying for healing for Benji and strength for you as a family as you go through this. I was in VS with Rose and loved being around your family--your testimony was strong then, and continues to be so now. God be with you and always hold you close-sincerely, Melissa (Slagell) Detweiler
Melissa Detweiler <edmel78@yahoo.com>
Thomas, Ok - Saturday, January 26, 2013 8:45 AM CST
Hello Eash Family,
I know you guys dont know who i am, but i went to school with your son Aaron Eash, i have recently discovered (and read most of your journal entrees) on your son Benji. I just have to say my heart is moved for sweet Benji and the rest of your family!! I am sorry that Benji has to go through this. I cant imagine what you all have gone through. I am blessed to see all of your guys faith in Christ. Our God is still alive, and he is doing miracles!! I lift Benji up in prayer.. i pray that God will hear the cry of Benjis heart and the rest of the families cry and be quick to answer them! May you guys feel the comfort of God everyday. If its alright, could you somehow send me an address to where i can send Benji a card or something? My heart yerns to see God do his miracle in Benji. I will be praying fervently for your son, and i will have my family and everyone else i know lift Benji up in prayer. May God bless you all!! Stay Strong.

Tosha Rodriguez <tosharod@hotmail.com>
Goshen, In - Friday, January 25, 2013 10:39 PM CST
Thanks Cindy for your updates. Glad Allen and the boys could be with you for awhile and that Allen can stay with you. Looking forward to seeing you next week. Tell Benji hi for us. Love and prayers. DAD
Harley Troyer <bhtroyer@gmail.com>
- Friday, January 25, 2013 7:26 AM CST
cindy, allen and family. our prayers are with you every moment of the day. we pray every day we read your update on benji that he is on his way to recovery. we can't pass by a computer without checking for your latest update. keep the faith, the lord is with you and benji. with all our love aunt tove and uncle glenn
glenn miller <tove@gjmiller.com>
bend, or usa - Thursday, January 24, 2013 10:47 PM CST
Allen & Cindy & family~ Thank you for your words Cindy.... I continue to pray for your family! I can not imagine the road you've been on for so many years! God is good and please know that there are so many people that continually pray for you all! Caringbridge is a very good outlet for journaling... in His Love~
Kim Christner <christnerjk@ligtel.com>
Shipshewana, IN USA - Thursday, January 24, 2013 7:48 PM CST
Cindy & Allen, Had tried to post early Monday to let you know that we are thinking about you guys. Not knowing the situation had gotten so serious. Thank you for taking the time to update your journal, may the LORD continue to strengthen you and uphold, hold you even closer when you need it and continue to strengthen Benji. Your video was beautiful!!! We serve a faithful and compassionate God!! May He give you continued courage for each new day!!
Dave & Deanna Black <ddjlblack@gmail.com>
Middlebury, IN - Thursday, January 24, 2013 6:08 PM CST
Glad to hear Benji is doing better. I cried as i was reading the update for all you have gone through. Prayers are being said for you!
Dave and Karen Lehman <klehman@marykay.com>
Bristol, IN - Thursday, January 24, 2013 3:29 PM CST
Oh, Cindy, I can't even describe all the emotions I felt as I read your timeline for Monday. I thank you so much for sharing this with us. YOU are incredibly brave and I thank God for you and your faithfulness to Him. Not many of us are ever going to experience what your family is going thru and all the suffering Benji has endured, but nothing can come any closer to the sacrifial love of God and the suffering of Jesus on the cross. The Lord is fighting for Benji and His love will never fail. Like you mentioned before...God certainly knows the name "Benji" and you know we will all keep reminding Him of it! :) ...Can't wait to hear about God speaking to you! Luv and hugs from the Henely's
Dawn Henely <Sdkhenhouse@aol.com>
Goshen, in usa - Thursday, January 24, 2013 2:32 PM CST
Wow, God is so good, our family has been praying for your family every night. Prayer can change so much! It was hard for me to read this but at the same time it was encouraging because God is faithful and he won't take us thru anything that He isn't willing to go thru with us.
Trina Schertz <trinaschertz@msn.com>
Goshen, IN Elkhart - Thursday, January 24, 2013 12:23 AM CST
We have been praying for all of you & especially for healing for Benji. Thanks so much for the updates Cindy!! I was crying for you as I read this!!! Have a blessed day!!
Ginny Kauffman <ginkau67@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, January 24, 2013 9:51 AM CST
Thank you dear heavenly Father for holding Benji and his family in your loving arms and I pray that Benji continues to improve and grow stronger. Jesus is a mighty advocate on your behalf and will bless your family with love and strength to get through this.
Carol Willey <Cache_29@verizon.net>
Greenwood, DE US - Thursday, January 24, 2013 8:39 AM CST
Couldn't sleep Benji,
Had you on my mind so came to check caringbridge to see if your Mom's update was in already .We care.Cindy Allen and brothers....on our minds daily... lifting you to the throne .... Cindy thank you so much for sharing your heart

Buddy and Ruby <budruby3@yahoo.com>
Goshen, in United States - Thursday, January 24, 2013 3:26 AM CST
Cindy, Thanks for keeping us updated about Benji. You have been so strong. The shepherd will keep you even in the valleys. We are praying for Benji and want to see you all in God,s comfort and peace. God is good all the time. Love
you.Anna Mae

Anna Mae Mast <ottismast@juno.com>
Macon, , Ms. Ms US - Wednesday, January 23, 2013 11:03 AM CST
I am claiming Psalm 139:5 for you Benji. "You hem me in--behind and before; you have laid your hand upon me." We are praying for you in Middlebury.
Kathy (Riegsecker) Peachey <kathyriegsecker@gmail.com>
Middlebury, IN USA - Monday, January 21, 2013 9:14 PM CST
Benji:)-We love you even though you don't know us. It almost makes a person feel guilty to say that we are just praying because it seems we should do something more;but the truth is, we serve and adore a Living God that tells us in His Word to just bring our cares and concerns to Him and He will take the burden from there. Somehow, someway we pray that Jesus would lift your spirits and touch you with the powerful touch of His healing hand. Mom and Dad and Bro's-stay strong for your man:) We love you!
Jason and Kaylene Miller
Middlebury, IN USA - Monday, January 21, 2013 8:29 PM CST
Praying for Benji and the whole family tonight.
Jen Bontrager
Goshen, IN - Monday, January 21, 2013 6:24 PM CST
Hi Benji and family,

I am friends with your Aunt Rose. (Actually Rose and I have never met, except for on Facebook, but we have some mutual friends.) I have seen her updates on facebook about you. I have been following your story since right before your transplant. I will continue to pray for healing, strength, and endurance as you all fight this battle.

Kathy Alderfer <kathyalderfer@gmail.com>
Broadway, VA - Monday, January 21, 2013 2:20 PM CST
Thanks for update! I am sure its very hard on U both each day seeing changes...Prayers for all ,,,staff at Hospital,Family, Mom an Dad.... God has a reason an a season for everything in Life....Praying for Benji...
Sue Nissley <snissley10@hotmail.com>
Nappanee, - Monday, January 21, 2013 12:41 AM CST
Oh my Benji....keep fighting & be strong! Your grandma's heart is hurting for you right now! I release you into the hands of the divine healer our faithful Lord & Savior who knows all about you right now and cares about your every need. For Cindy, Allen & boys....I pray for continued strength & a strong faith that will not waver whatever comes. Love you all so very much! God is good, all the time!
Mom & Grandma Betty <bhcare123@msn.com>
gshen, In Elkhart - Monday, January 21, 2013 10:46 AM CST
Praying for you Benji and hoping for good news in the days to come. You are so strong and continue to amaze all of us! Keep it up kiddo- thinking of you as well Cindy- your strength throughout all of this has been amazing and we continue to appreciate all of the updates as we look forward to hearing how he is doing each day! Keeping the whole family in my prayers!!
Kelly D.
Indianapolis, IN USA - Sunday, January 20, 2013 1:01 AM CST
Prayers
Joyce Hershberger <Djoyhersh@embarqmail.com>
Millers burg , Oh Holmes - Saturday, January 19, 2013 5:21 PM CST
Hi, We've never met but I'm Jennifer Milewski's mom. I asked her about Benji a couple of weeks ago when I saw a comment she had made on Facebook. I have added Benji and your family to my daily prayer list. I also wanted to share a scripture with you that I have framed. It was an encouragement to me at a difficult time and I pray it will be to you as well. "For these are the plans I have for you, says the Lord. They are plans for good and not for evil, to give you a future and a hope" Jeremiah 29:11. I also hope that it is an encouragement, even in some small way, to know that you are loved and prayed for by someone you've never met in Naples, Florida.
Susan Vickery
Naples, FL USA - Friday, January 18, 2013 9:55 PM CST
Our prayers and thoughts are with your family. Thanks for sharing your story and faith. Benji may you continue with a full and complete recovery.
richard miller
goshen, IN - Friday, January 18, 2013 1:37 PM CST
Cindy, Allen, Benj & brothers,
"Do not worry about tomorrow for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own." Matthew 6:34 This is my memory verse for the week. May God comfort and uphold you is my prayer.

Rose Shirk <rshirk@ccsgoshen.org>
Goshen, Indiana - Friday, January 18, 2013 10:19 AM CST
Cindy and Allen we are praying for you and pulling for you!
Brenda and Ron Yoder
Shipshe, In 46565 - Friday, January 18, 2013 8:01 AM CST
Cindy, your post makes me both sad and happy. My heart aches with you as you experience the set backs. My heart is joyful as I hear you give your faith perspective that regardless what happens, you know God is in control and loves you and will choose the best for Benji and your family. We pray that whatever is wrong the doctors will be able to fix, but more so, that Jesus will heal and bring glory to Himself. Our suffering is always accompanied by His love and purposes unknown to us. Sometimes the example of our faith and endurance through suffering is a very bright light to those whose future is dark and unknown. They have no Rock like our God! May Jesus give you the childlike trust that only His children know! We love you much and may His peace comfort you today! Love you, Dad
Harley Troyer <bhtroyer@gmail.com>
- Friday, January 18, 2013 5:39 AM CST
we stand with you in Prayer!! Stay the course..God is with you!
LaVera Borkholder <herbbork@gmail.com>
SHIPSHEWANA, In United States - Friday, January 18, 2013 4:06 AM CST
Oh my... when hopes are high...an pitfuls arrive...we lose strength....Lean on God's unchanging Hand!! Love All of U.... Praying...
Sue Nissley <snissley10@hotmail.com>
Nappanee, - Friday, January 18, 2013 1:58 AM CST
I am amazed & so thankful for the way things are going for Benji & the strength that God is giving the rest of the family. May He receive all the honor & glory! Hugs to ya "Bubbles". :) (I had almost forgotten that.) Praying for ya......
John & Cheryl Mullet <jcmullet@emypeople.net>
Brooksville, MS USA - Thursday, January 17, 2013 4:40 PM CST
As a friend of your Grandmother Betty, I have been following and hoping things are going well for you and your family. Our God is an AWESOME God who loves us and looks after us. I'm praying that you continue to improve and are soon able to rejoin your family at home. Much love and prayers, Carol Willey
Carol Willey <Cache_29@verizon.net>
Greenwood, DE USA - Thursday, January 17, 2013 9:04 AM CST
Hello Cindy and Benji.
Thanks Cindy for your updates. My heart rejoices with you. It is great you can be with Benji everyday. You can see first hand his improvements. I am so grateful that Benji can feel what it is like to breathe more normal. We have been praying that Benji's healing will bring praise to Jesus. I am amazed at all the people bringing glory to God about this situation and see their answer to prayer. We just hope and pray for good results on his biopsy tomorrow. Whatever happens let us continue praising God, for He does all things right! We love you guys and hope to see you before too long. I love to see your big smiles, Benji. Have a wonderful day! Love you, Grandpa

Harley Troyer <bhtroyer@gmail.com>
- Thursday, January 17, 2013 9:03 AM CST
Benji, Hoping and praying that you continue to improve every day!!!! Also praying that your papa will get better so he can come see you. We love you guys. LOVE from the Gingeriches!!!Heather & Donovan, Isabella, Jack, William & Suzy.
Heather
Middlebury, IN - Wednesday, January 16, 2013 6:37 PM CST
What an uplifting post to read (all except the first paragraph - poor Benji!) and you have me chuckling. I also enjoy surprising Amish folks (often when we are traveling by train) by asking them where they are from in Dutch. haha So thankful with you that you have downgraded your puke bucket size - that is truly a sign of progress! That blockage is taking awhile to let loose - we're praying about that too.
Twila
Mosinee, Wisconsin United States - Wednesday, January 16, 2013 9:10 AM CST
Awesome. God is so good
Brenda Yoder <Yoderbl@gmail.com>
Shipshewana, iN 46565 - Wednesday, January 16, 2013 5:20 AM CST
Hi Benji! My 1-year-old daughter, Annie, has never met you (actually,neither have I), but we've been praying for you every day. We go to church with your grandma and grandpa at Griner, so we get to hear about what's happening with you. And every day when I ask Annie who we should pray for..her eyes light up, she smiles and says, "BENJI!"
Kaylene Miller
Middlebury, IN - Monday, January 14, 2013 1:19 PM CST
Benji, God has blessed you and your family in so many ways.
Keep the faith

Builders Association of Elkhart County <kim@baec.com>
Elkahrt, IN USA - Monday, January 14, 2013 8:42 AM CST
So good to hear the progress Benji is making! We are excited to keep hearing good news :)We are all thinking of you.
Jessica and Jill
Indianapolis, IN - Sunday, January 13, 2013 2:40 AM CST
Hello Eash Family, Praising God with you for all He has done!! I wanted to share with you that my daughter prays for Benji on a regular basis. It is so cute to me that she always prays for "Benji Eash", where I just say Benji. I think she does that because she hardly knows Benji, although she does know Cory. He is her Spanish teacher. I mention Alana's prayers because she prays for Benji without prompting from me. God has placed your family on the hearts of many people, many of which you hardly know. My daughter is just one of the many examples.
Mrs. Chupp <mchupp@ccsgoshen.org>
Goshen , IN USA - Saturday, January 12, 2013 6:12 AM CST
Hi Benji, I just wanted to tell you that prayers are being lifted up for you from South Carolina. I was your father's teacher a FEW years back, please give him a hello for me.
Georgia Lambright <lamb4pars@aol.com >
Easley , SC USA - Friday, January 11, 2013 12:11 AM CST
On our minds and heart
Buddy and Ruby <budruby3@yahoo.com>
Goshen, IN United Staes - Friday, January 11, 2013 7:54 AM CST
God is Great! We will continue to pray and look forward to every success Benji and you celebrate. What a wonderful way to ring in the new year, with so many blessings.
Joy
Indianapolis, IN - Wednesday, January 9, 2013 1:33 AM CST
We're rejoicing with you; what a dramatic demonstration of faithfulness and care from our Heavenly Father! He loves you with immeasurable love! We continue to pray for you all. (Your mom, Cindy, and Glenn are cousins.)
Glenn and Maggie Mast
Crawford, MS - Tuesday, January 8, 2013 1:09 PM CST
Oh Benji, I check this thing so often you have no idea. Morning noon and night. We are rooting for you kid. Were lifting Mom and Dad Tyler Aaron and Corey and you to the feet of Jesus. He has you all gathered up in HIS lap through the thick and thin of life. Don't know what else to do but just let you know we care so much. Hugs ! Buddy&Ruby
Ruby Beiler <budruby3@yahoo.com>
Goshen, IN United States - Tuesday, January 8, 2013 9:47 AM CST
Hi Benji! Thinking of you and praying for you each day! Dawn Sellers keeps me posted on your progress, and I am happy to see your positive updates. Keep it up!
Joanna Whitaker <jwhitaker@cff.org>
Indianapolis, IN - Tuesday, January 8, 2013 8:20 AM CST
I should have been keeping track how many times a day I check my computer to see if there is another update(might be too many to count!) and I am rarely disappointed cuz you so faithfully keep it updated,:) thanks. We love you guys and miss you and are keeping you all in our thoughts and prayers. Praying today will be a good day for you all.
Lanae <jl203@maplenet.net>
Goshen, In USA - Monday, January 7, 2013 10:44 AM CST
Yay! God is so good such exciting news! praying for all of you!
Ellen
Indianapolis, IN - Monday, January 7, 2013 7:05 AM CST
God bless Priscilla!!! That was huge, and blessed me to read of her service to you. Still praying...and I told the Lord if He wants to make new records with Benji's case, we'd all like that too!
Twila
Mosinee, WI - Sunday, January 6, 2013 7:53 PM CST
We think about you, Benji and pray for healing. Thank you Cindy for helping us know what is happening with Benji.
Mrs. Yoder <bbyoder2@yahoo.com>
Goshen, Indiana United States - Sunday, January 6, 2013 6:38 PM CST
I do not know your family but have read your story through a friend posting your prayer request. Praying for healing for your son, and may God's grace be very real to you as a family!
Donna Miller
Bittinger, Md USA - Sunday, January 6, 2013 4:02 PM CST
Benj, Allen, & Cindy,

Just a quick note to let you know even though I wasn't able to make the trip with Sylvan today you are NEVER far from my thoughts. As we (Romero's & me) decided to drive the 25 hours from Miami straight thru yesterday/today it has been a great time to reflect and pray for all of the blessings God has done and is/will do in the days to come. I LOVE YOU Bud!!!! Probably see you next weekend or so, Aunt Connie

Connie Eash
Goshen, Indiana United States - Sunday, January 6, 2013 11:46 AM CST
Praying for Benji and all of your family. May God Bless and keep you and May you feel his power each and every day!
Patti Clark <patticakepc@hotmail.com>
Goshen, IN Elkhart - Sunday, January 6, 2013 8:09 AM CST
I have been thinking of Benji and saying a prayer for him and your family these past few days. It gives us all such joy that he has a new set of lungs, our constant prayer is that all our kids will breathe free one day. Please know we are all thinking of you now and in the coming days/months. It is awesome that we have caring bridge so we can know what is going on!
Mary K.
Indianapolis, IN - Saturday, January 5, 2013 8:22 PM CST
So I'm just sitting here waiting for Jalen, catching up on all your news, crying, with goosebumps as I read all the support you have been given! It amazes me how people from all over have picked up your mat and carried you to the Savior!! And that same God has shown favor to us in so many ways!! I'm in awe of Him! In awe. Love you!! Rose
rosyrose
middlebury, - Saturday, January 5, 2013 5:44 PM CST
So happy for you &your family, that your able to have new lungs, we serve a Great God !! To insure you we'll keep on praying for a full recovery!! our love goes out to you & all your family !!

Heman &Ada Mae Miller
Bremen , In - Saturday, January 5, 2013 4:30 PM CST
We are, and have been praying for you. Individually and as a family. Continue to hold the Almighty's hand, no matter what. For He is Almighty.
Edwin, Melissa (Slagell)Detweiler <Edmel78@yahoo.com>
Hydro, Ok - Saturday, January 5, 2013 3:07 PM CST
Benji you are an inspiration to so many people! May God bless you and your family!
Jon wasik <Jon_wasik@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, January 5, 2013 1:44 PM CST
So happy for you Benji and your new lungs! praying for a full recovery:) May blessing continue to pour upon you and the rest of your wonderful family:)
Devon and Lora Eicher <devoneicher@yahoo.com>
Westcliffe, CO - Friday, January 4, 2013 11:37 AM CST
Tears of joy and gratitude stream down my face. Thank you, Father, for touching Benji, the doctors, and the Eashs'. Lifting you up in prayers!
Jen Shetler
- Friday, January 4, 2013 7:54 AM CST
May the Great Healer continue touching and healing Benji and sustaining you through all this!
Anna Herbes <aherbes@aol.com>
Goshen, IN USA - Friday, January 4, 2013 6:58 AM CST
Wow! The tears keep threatening to come as I rejoice with you. Somehow your journey touches a very tender spot in me, likely because 16 yrs ago the lung specialist told me there is nothing surgically they can do for me except a lung transplant, and I am not bad enough yet. Than when I read of Benji taking in his first breaths with his new lung and not being fully comfortable of how it expands so fully, brought more tears... God bless you all in this awesome, but stressful, journey!
Sharon Wald <thewalds1985@hotmail.com>
Wrightsville, GA - Friday, January 4, 2013 6:45 AM CST
What a story, what an incredible God!
Praying for you.

Jim & Linda Bontrager
Middlebury, IN USA - Friday, January 4, 2013 5:35 AM CST
Benji, Cindy, Allen and family,
So excited for you and still think of your family often. I will keep praying for a speedy recovery. God bless.

Treasa, RN Peds SJRMC <tlsgoosu@aol.com>
Mishawaka, In USA - Friday, January 4, 2013 1:56 AM CST
Cindy, we are just thrilled for you guys. Quintin had recently asked Matt how Benji was doing. ( We go to church with Matt and April) I can only imagine the joyous fog you are in. We will pray for continued improvements in the coming days. We will follow you here on caring bridge as well.
Amy Schini
New Paris, In - Thursday, January 3, 2013 8:40 PM CST
Allen, Cindy, Benji, and the rest of the family, you are truly a inspiration to all who know you. You show your faith in a very real way. You are on the prayer list at Jefferson Community Church, so there are lots of people praying who do not know you but you are our family in Christ and we all share joys and sorrows. Praise God for a short waiting time for new lungs. Love to you all.
Carol Kauffman <csmplk@yahoo.com>
Goshen, IN USA - Thursday, January 3, 2013 8:26 PM CST
Amazing news! So very happy for all of you! I will continue to keep you in my prayers for a speedy and uneventful recovery!
Kim W.
Indianapolis, IN USA - Thursday, January 3, 2013 4:49 PM CST
Cindy, was so shocked yesterday when we heard the transplant happened so quickly...it brought tears of joy for all of you and thanks to a God who never fails us! Will certainly be praying for Benji's recovery and for the needed rest for the rest of you. Thanks so so much for keeping all of us so well informed. We really appreciate it! Love and hugs from Goshen!
Dawn Henely <Sdkhenhouse@aol.com>
Goshen, in usa - Thursday, January 3, 2013 4:49 PM CST
Such exciting news! Thinking about you all right now during this difficult time of recovery and praying for Benji's improvement daily! Thank you so much for the updates as we all love to continue to hear his progress and the journey you are on! God bless!
Kelly D.
Indianapolis, IN - Thursday, January 3, 2013 3:02 PM CST
We shared (as we have before) Benji's needs at our prayer meeting last evening and he was prayed for by those who do not know him. When one member of the Body suffers, we all feel it! May the Lord's love infuse all of you with His peace.
Twila
Mosinee, WI - Thursday, January 3, 2013 2:10 PM CST
So amazing! I can't wait to tell my nursing student friends about this miracle. We are praying for you! May you all "feel" God's amazing hand on you and his presence surrounding you in this time!
Gina Miller <regina.miller@bethelcollege.edu>
Bristol, IN USA - Thursday, January 3, 2013 12:17 AM CST
So awesome!! Wow 5 days instead of 9 months. Benji is on our prayer list at church and I will continue to pray for him with the specifics I've read here. Many more blessings to you and your family.
Lou Anne Hostetler
Goshen, IN USA - Thursday, January 3, 2013 11:09 AM CST
What an awesome God we serve! Will continue to pray for all of you in MO. and especially for Benji and his new lungs that were a perfect fit.Yea!
Joyce Miller
- Thursday, January 3, 2013 10:26 AM CST
We praise the Lord with you for this amazing answer to prayer! May you continue to feel God's strength and leading through the days ahead. Our prayers continue for Benji and all of your family.
Jane Good <vjgood4nu@aol.com>
Goshen, IN Elkhart - Thursday, January 3, 2013 10:08 AM CST
This is the best news I've heard in a long time! Praise God! I will continue praying for Benji and the entire family.
Rachel Brenneman <bobrachelb@frontier.com>
Goshen, IN USA - Thursday, January 3, 2013 6:56 AM CST
Excellent news! Gave me goosebumps when I heard. Here's hoping you all do well in the upcoming months!
Lori S. RN
Indianapolis, IN USA - Wednesday, January 2, 2013 10:52 PM CST
"Bubbles" and family your hearts are full, are they not?:):)Yet the journey is great. May God's will be done in Benji's life. He has touched many thro his short life already. Praying,
Daniel & Rosetta Petre <one4him79@afo.net>
Macon, MS Noxubee - Wednesday, January 2, 2013 9:54 PM CST
Absolutely Amazing. This is wonderful. We've been praying, and we'll continue.
...and yes, I'll make sure Cory is excused tomorrow :)

Mr. Chad Graber <cgraber@ccsgoshen.org>
Middlebury, in usa - Wednesday, January 2, 2013 9:12 PM CST
What an awesome gift for the new year!! I hope Benji has a good and uneventful recovery! Thinking of you all often :-)
Erin N, RN
- Wednesday, January 2, 2013 9:07 PM CST
Hi Cindy....WOW!! just heard today that Benji had his transplant & then read your updates. I love how you keep us posted of what is happening in Benji's journey. Bless your heart!! Days of miracles arenot over! God has shown Himself strong once again in his life! He's always faithful no matter what the outcome may be. What a boost for the New Year! Praying for healing: for the givers family & Benji, the receiver. Love, Cousin Cheryl
John & Cheryl Mullet
Brooksville, MS USA - Wednesday, January 2, 2013 8:53 PM CST
Praise God for the way He has intervened for Benjie and your family!

Vern and Diane Heacock <heacock@frontier.com>
Goshen, IN US - Wednesday, January 2, 2013 8:37 PM CST
You are in our hearts and thoughts as we continue to lift your son up, in prayer. Praying that healing goes well!
Jewel Yutzy <dyutzy@msn.com>
Timberville, Virginia United States - Wednesday, January 2, 2013 8:35 PM CST
We're praising and thanking our Jehovah Rafa (Divine Healer) and our Rock for the amazing and miraculous demonstration of His love to you in the last several days and weeks! In the events and situations of the past ten days or so that made things look impossible, God proved Himself faithful in the ways He orchestrated answers to these impossibles! Heard about some of them from Grandpa Troyers. What a precious gift to you Benji at the beginning of a new year! You will continue to be in our prayers. God's peace, comfort, healing, and energy to all of you!
Love, Gerald, Glenda, and Landon Miller
- Wednesday, January 2, 2013 8:15 PM CST
Praise God! Praying for you all!
Dave and Karen Lehman <klehman@marykay.com>
Bristol, IN - Wednesday, January 2, 2013 8:03 PM CST
Praising God with you!!
Al & Alma Yoder <alfredalma@gmail.com>
Rosedale, OH - Wednesday, January 2, 2013 7:47 PM CST
Sending well wishes and prayers your way as your journey takes this new direction of hope! What a gift for 2013! Happy New Year!
Naomi & Willard Schlabach
Sarasota, FL - Wednesday, January 2, 2013 6:21 PM CST
Tears come and words don't.....Hugs,Buddy and Ruby
Buddy and Ruby Beiler <budruby3@yahoo.com>
Goshen, IN United States - Wednesday, January 2, 2013 1:19 PM CST
cindy, thanks for the text message. our prayers are with benji and you and all the family. we hope recovery will be very successful. we will follow benji's recovery. love you all. uncle glenn and aunt tove
glenn miller <glenn@gjmiller.com>
bend, ore usa - Wednesday, January 2, 2013 12:39 AM CST
This is such great news! We have been thinking of Benji and your family, since you left before Christmas. I am happy that he has been given this ultimate gift. I will continue to say prayers and keep you all in my thoughts, and I will keep the donor's family in my thoughts and prayers as well. It has been a great privilege to be part of his health care team.
Scott RRT

Scott <ssallee@iuhealth.org>
Thorntown, IN United States - Wednesday, January 2, 2013 12:14 AM CST
just read Cindys last text of surgery over and waiting to see him from recovery. I feel anxious just thinking of the range of emotions you have been through. No doubt
God is in leading this whole experience. Love you all

Loren and Jo <stutz_7@frontier.com>
middlebury, IN - Wednesday, January 2, 2013 8:49 AM CST
Cindy, We just woke up to the news of Benji getting his lung transplant today. Your family is in our thoughts, and we are praying for Benji! GOD BLESS
(Hannah has been going to St. Louis for her 6 month checkups for the last 2 years.... Wonderful Dr.s)

Kim and Hannah

Kim Schau-Coleman <kcfmom1@aol.com>
Avon, IN USA - Wednesday, January 2, 2013 8:42 AM CST
I was sitting here with tears in my eyes as I read your update. What an awesome God we serve. You couldn't have planned it better! Gods timing is best. I pray that benji's recovery goes very well. It will be a long road. But having been on the opposite side of transplant from you...I am reliving the feelings that come with it!. It is so good for me to see this side of the story too...it just confirms that we made the right choice when we were so suddenly faced with making a decision. May you feel carried by a loving God through this journey.
June Stoltzfus <Mjstoltzfus@hotmail.com>
Gordonville, Pa USA - Wednesday, January 2, 2013 8:26 AM CST
I didn't sleep well last night, but thought of praying for you all, so in that sense it was worth the wakefulness. The attitude you display is such an encouragement! We will continue to pray for the Lord's mercies to be abundantly poured out on you all!
Twila
- Wednesday, January 2, 2013 8:22 AM CST
Thinking of your family and keeping you in our prayers! So thankful Alan was still there with you...wow...what a God moment! God is so good! I'm praying for Benji...for strength, for healing & acceptance of the new lungs! God bless you all!
Sarah Bontrager <sbonmom12@yahoo.com>
Middlebury, IN USA - Wednesday, January 2, 2013 7:49 AM CST
Praying for Benji and all of you as you wait to see how Benji does with the transplant. Rejoicing with you in God's provision of the lungs. Kiana has been praying for Benji often and gives Tony & me updates. Blessings to all of you.
Diane Swartzentruber <tonydianesw@comcast.net>
Goshen, IN - Wednesday, January 2, 2013 6:21 AM CST
I so love being informed of what is going on with Benjis Transplant.. such strength comes from you and you are doing a good job with entry's. Praying for all of you and the Surgeons . May God be Praised in all of this.
LaVera Borkholder <lborkholder@kz-rv.com>
SHIPSHEWANA, In United States - Wednesday, January 2, 2013 5:59 AM CST
Your on our hearts and minds alot. Went through St. lois by train on Thurs Night . Didn't realize you were there. I talked with Mom sunday. Love when they update us helps us know how to pray more specifaclly. Hugs to you friends ....
Buddy and Ruby Beiler <budruby3@yahoo.com>
Goshen , IN United States - Monday, December 31, 2012 5:34 PM CST
Cindy and Allen,
I'm humbled to read the way you acknowledge the small ways God is taking care of you, from a locked gate to a note on a picture frame. I'm sure after all you have been through, eight months still seems forever. May God meet your every need in your new "home" according to His glorious riches in Christ Jesus.

Brenda Lazzaro yoder
Shipshewana, Indiana United States - Sunday, December 30, 2012 12:34 AM CST
Prayers on your behalf! Love you!
Rhoda Hochstetler
Plain City, OH - Sunday, December 30, 2012 7:51 AM CST
Cindy and Family,
Amazed at your story and admiring the courage and Faith it takes to persevere. Thankful to know you are well cared for! Sorry for my lack of knowing your situation. Newly discovered so you can count on another person holding you in my thoughts and prayers for your family. Missed you at the last reunion! Loved your make a wish pictures! Will try to stay updated from now on :).

Cheryl (Miller) Sorensen <Cheryl4now@embarqmail.com>
Milford, In USA - Friday, December 28, 2012 5:53 PM CST
I had your Caring Bridge page open and our Adrian (11) recognized it and asked me how Benji was doing, so I read the entire post to him and my husband. Wow, what a roller coaster of emotions you have to have been on! So thankful that the Lord is your ROCK and STAY! Continued prayers from our household...
Twila Kulp
Mosinee, Wisconsin United States - Sunday, December 23, 2012 11:55 PM CST
Praying for you Benji and Cindy! Hoping you had a safe trip home and keep us as informed as you can! Happy holidays to your family :)
Kelly De Young
Indianapolis, IN - Thursday, December 20, 2012 11:46 AM CST
praying for Benji and all of your family. Your journey has been incredible and encouraging! Right now we are in the hospital with Alleah who is 5 with CF as well. I read your entries and i wonder how you do it and i know God is so much bigger than all of this and someday our kids will have perfect lungs! Praying for peace for you today.
Trina Schertz <trinaschertz@msn.com>
Goshen, IN United States - Sunday, December 16, 2012 2:54 PM CST
First of all, thanks for taking the time to update about Benji. My heart goes out to you, Cindy, and to Allen, Benji, and to his brothers. It sounds so over-whelming, I hardly know what to say. Praying and thinking of you and your family,
Diane Heacock

Diane and Vern Heacock <heacock@frontier.com>
Goshen, IN USA - Monday, December 10, 2012 11:44 PM CST
Thank you for the updates Cindy. Praying you feel God's loving arms surrounding you and your family during these days of uncertainty. Sending you our love and prayers.
Dorothy Bontrager
- Monday, December 10, 2012 10:16 PM CST
Cindy, Allen, Benji
We think of you guys often. Praying for you!

Devon and Lora Eicher <devoneicher@yahoo.com>
Westcliffe, CO - Sunday, December 9, 2012 11:35 PM CST
Benji,Cindi and Allen,Praying for healing,We love you.
Marilyn and LeRoy <leroy@mastersteelroofing.com>
Goshen , In USA - Sunday, December 9, 2012 2:07 PM CST
Hi, Mike & I are in a small group through church w/ Rose & Jason Yoder and she made us aware of what Benji is facing. If it affects him it also affects all your family so we're praying for all of you. We pray for strength to carry you through whatever is ahead, wisdom for the doctors and for all of you to feel God's loving arms around you. Being separated from family is so difficult, especially for the siblings. Trust in Him for Benji's health and care and to see you through one day at a time. I pray all of you will feel an inner peace that only comes from God Himself! God bless you, your family and Benji!!
Terri Mast
Goshen, IN USA - Thursday, December 6, 2012 2:22 PM CST
Cindy, Benji and Allen. I am continuing to pray for you all. Benji, want to wish you a happy Birthday also. May God grant you healing and all of you strength and may you feel His Arms around you all. Thanks Cindy for keeping us updated...
Jan Dunn <jal-lon@hotmail.com>
Elkhart, Indiana - Wednesday, December 5, 2012 5:36 PM CST
Cindy& Benji,I am so sorry about everything you have been going through this year....I have been praying for you & the family as you all face this together! May God continue to guide the Doctors to know what is best!!!! I can't even begin to understand how hard this must be for all of you!!!Please accept our Love & take courage in knowing that everything is filtered through the Fathers Mighty hands!!!!It must be tough to face....So Sorry my friends..It is with much Love & tears that I sign off!!!!GOD GO WITH YOU!!!!!
Linda&Floyd Miller <floyd_miller@netzero.net>
Middlebury, IN USA - Saturday, December 1, 2012 11:35 PM CST
Would we be able to visit you in December? We are coming through on the 13th or 14th. Praying for all of you!!!
Lois Ann Mast <mustardseedmoments@gmail.com>
Macon, MS USA - Friday, November 30, 2012 9:42 AM CST
May you feel Gods arms around you as you continue this journey!! Praying for you !!
Marilyn Weaver <raymarwea@aol.com>
Denver, PA Lancaster - Friday, November 30, 2012 8:10 AM CST
benji and Cindy,
I've been thinking so much about you and your family lately and I've been having Aaron update me. he was so kind to give me thing website! I've been praying for you and the family. GOD IS WITH YOU every step of the way. just when you're about to crumble and you feel like you're gonna fall to pieces, cry out to Jesus and praise him. he's your director, your comforter, you friend, your lover, your refuge and he will hold you through it all! love you and you'll all be on my mind and in my dear heart! tell little benji hello!

Cody Bontrager <codybontrager@hotmail.com>
Middlebury, IN U.S. - Friday, November 30, 2012 6:44 AM CST
Words won't come. I just know our Father cries with us. Love you!
Rose
Middlebury, In - Friday, November 30, 2012 4:56 AM CST
Praying for healing grace and His comforting hand over u as u go thru yet another hospital stay! Love u!
Diane (Ken) Yoder
S. Hutchinson, KS - Thursday, November 29, 2012 11:21 PM CST
Dear Benjie, Cindy and the whole family,
Our prayers are going up for you, and "underneath are the everlasting arms."

Rose Shirk <brshirk@maplenet.net>
Goshen, IN United States - Thursday, November 29, 2012 7:34 PM CST
"Behold,He cometh with clouds."Rev.1:7 In the midst of our pain,what ifs,anxiety, fears,grieving,etc.are clouds."The clouds are but the dust of our Father's feet." This is my prayer,Cindi and Benji,that you may sense His feet walking with you in your journey. Love,Ruby Miller
Ruby Miller <erkc59123@aol.com>
Middlebury, IN U.S.A. - Tuesday, November 13, 2012 9:05 AM CST
Praying for wisdom,guidance and peace for you guys.
Anita Martin <kmar720@gmail.com>
- Friday, November 9, 2012 10:38 PM CST
Thank you so much for always linking these updates to Facebook. Continuing to pray for the Lord's mercies upon you all, in every detail.
Twila Kulp
- Friday, November 9, 2012 9:51 PM CST
We will be keeping you all in our prayers!
Martha Bontrager <marthabon@gmail.com>
- Friday, November 9, 2012 9:12 PM CST
I don't know about tomorrow;
I just live from day to day.
I don't borrow from its sunshine
For its skies may turn to grey.

I don't worry o'er the future,
For I know what Jesus said.
And today I'll walk beside Him,
For He knows what is ahead.

Many things about tomorrow
I don't seem to understand
But I know who holds tomorrow
And I know who holds my hand.

Love you,
Grandpa



Harley
- Friday, November 9, 2012 8:02 PM CST
Hi Benji and Cindy,
Just a note to let you know that I am thinking of you both and your family. Hope that St. Louis is treating you well. :) Take care! Amber
P.S. Cindy, Julia Rae is the singer I was telling you about. Her website is: http://www.singingatthetopofmylungs.com/Home.html
Enjoy!

Amber Klein <aklein@iuhealth.org>
Indianapolis, IN USA - Thursday, November 8, 2012 9:32 AM CST
Praying for your family.
Kathleen Yoder
Hutchinson, KS U.S.A. - Saturday, November 3, 2012 7:34 PM CDT
Our thoughts and prayers continue for Benji and all your family. May God give you strength and hope for each day and wisdom in all the decisions that need to be made.
Jane Good <vjgood4nu@aol.com>
Goshen, IN USA - Thursday, November 1, 2012 12:27 AM CDT
I had no idea what was going on in your life and that you had a son facing such issues. I guess that is what happens when you leave Indiana and lose track of people. My mom happened to mention it to me yesterday when I was talking on the phone with her. When I mentioned the situation to my daughters one of them said she was at camp with him several years ago. We will gladly add you to our prayer list and pray for you all daily. When we have big mountains to face just remember: God is bigger then the mountain! Praying for much grace and peace during this time of transition and waiting.
Doreen (Mullet) Kurtz
Plain City, OH USA - Wednesday, October 31, 2012 7:17 AM CDT
I woke up early thinking and praying! Today's gonna be a good day! I'm believing it! Glad to hear mom and dad are going! Love you all! Rose
Rose
- Wednesday, October 31, 2012 5:44 AM CDT
Cindy and Benji, and Harley & Betty, also all the family! May God send His sunshine into your lives today and every day. May He continue to lead you and guide you and put His everlasting arms around you. To see all the prayers of God's people with you is an amazing thing. I want to add mine to the list! Love and prayers, Miriam
Miriam Crisenbery
Goshen, IN USA - Wednesday, October 31, 2012 5:25 AM CDT
Wow the ups and downs of health issues and the big questions about what is happening next and what is the purpose to all this! So thankful to hear how open things are between the two of you with being able to talk about things and cry together and be there for each other! As you mentioned, God knew about this long before this day what was going to be happening in Benji's life and in the life of your family. Praying you continue to have peace that goes beyond human understanding and for Benji's healing.
Gwen
Goshen, IN United States - Thursday, October 25, 2012 8:15 AM CDT
cindy, what a tower of strength you are to your family! I know Benjis pain and suffering is SO HARD and seems so wrong but you are such a light for Jesus in a very dark storm to so many people! May God continue to hold you tight and lift you up to keep shining!! I will continue to pray for you all....our God is an awesome God! I pray you can see clearly which way to go for your next step. xoxoxox
cindy Bontrager <fastrac@ligtel.com>
topeka, in usa - Thursday, October 25, 2012 8:04 AM CDT
Hi Cindy, my tears just fall when I read your update. There are things in life we just do not understand, and I am slowly learning that while God may not give us some of the answers we long for, he remains faithful and gives us himself, and one learns to cling to that hand with everything one has. How I pray that God will give Benji a knowledge of himself, and his peace and comfort. A knowing within Benji of his walk with God, and how important he is to him. I love how you told him how he was formed in the womb and that God knew then already, about today, and knows about tom. I pray for comfort and peace for his brothers, as everyone adjusts to new routines, and new ways to communicate and live. I ask God to comfort your mothers heart and bring his peace to all of you! Love you all, and your in my heart and prayers. Joyce
Joyce Hershberger <djoyhersh@embarqmail.com>
Millersburg, Oh Holmes - Thursday, October 25, 2012 7:48 AM CDT
We are praying for you all and do appreciate the updates. I can certainly understand wishing to know just a bit of what the Lord's purposes are in asking Benji (and you all) to walk this particular path. Keep trusting while waiting!
Twila Kulp
Mosinee, WI USA - Wednesday, October 24, 2012 10:03 PM CDT
Cindy & Benji
Been thinking of you guys a lot lately and how strong you both are! Prayers and hugs sent your way!

Susan Miller
Millersburg, OH - Thursday, October 18, 2012 5:59 PM CDT
Cindy, I am still trusting in the power of God to heal and am praying to that end. I will try to get up again soon. May call later today.May His grace fill your hearts and that room.
"Thou will keep her in perfect peace whose mind is set upon thee."

Nelson Martin <martin2404@insightbb.com>
Louisville, KY USA - Thursday, October 18, 2012 5:07 AM CDT
Hi, Cindy. I was just reading Benji's journal entries, and it made me real lonesome for my brother Paul. Looks like Benji has many of the struggles that Paul had. Please know that I care and am praying for you. Be strong in the Lord.
YOur cousin, Sharon

Sharon Wald <thewalds1985@hotmail.com>
GA - Sunday, October 7, 2012 9:16 PM CDT
Cindy,
Thanks so much! Want to keep each of you in my prayers.

Rose Shirk <rshirk@ccsgoshen.org>
Goshen, Indiana - Saturday, October 6, 2012 6:16 PM CDT
Cindy & Benj - just wanted to let you you know I've been thinking about and praying for you tonight. Hopefully we'll see you before long. I love you guys.

Jim
GOSHEN, IN - Indiana - Friday, October 5, 2012 8:44 PM CDT
O Cindy I'm so sorry for what your family is going through. We will keep you all in our prayers! You guys are an amazing family and you inspire me .....i can only imagine your pain! And Benji, what a trooper you are!
Martha Bontrager <marthabon@gmail.com>
Goshen, IN - Friday, October 5, 2012 5:22 PM CDT
Will continue to pray for Peaace and comfort for all of you.
Sarah Lantz
Topeka, IN - Friday, October 5, 2012 4:09 PM CDT
Hi Im Louise Kauffman I know you dont know who I am but talked to Grandma Betty at the reunion this summer my cousins boy had the same thing and he had atransplant last fall and is doing great hes back to work and goes to school part time by the way he had his surgery done in St Louis Praying for you guys and Love you
Louise Kauffman <dlkauffman@hotmail.com>
Arthur, ILLINIOS USA - Friday, October 5, 2012 3:21 PM CDT
Thanks, Cindy, for sharing so openly and deeply of your journey. Most of us probably can't relate with the same or even similiar experience, but we are family (twice), a part of the Body of Christ and your pain reaches my heart. I pray for healing and for God's presence in real ways for Benji and your family.!
Edna Shetler <shetleredna@gmail.com>
Goshen, IN USA - Friday, October 5, 2012 2:44 PM CDT
Dear Cindy & Benji..... wish I were there to cry with you. Hope to see you this weekend. Yes, this must be sooooo hard for all of your family. Just don't understand God's ways in all this, but certainly want to accept his plan. Love you! grandma
Betty <bhcare123@msn.com>
Goshen, In Elkhart - Friday, October 5, 2012 9:19 AM CDT
Love you guys and praying for you. Lexis's prayers at night almost always end with "and, Jesus, please be with Benji and heal his lungs".

Steve Troyer <sltroyer@gmail.com>
Goshen, IN usa - Friday, October 5, 2012 8:57 AM CDT
Praying for Benji and all of your family. May God give you the strength and hope you need for each day.
Jane Good <vjgood4nu@aol.com>
Goshen, IN Elkhart - Saturday, September 22, 2012 7:43 PM CDT
Benji - you are in our thoughts a lot right now. We pray for a quick recovery that will allow you to come back home soon. I hope you find something bright in each day while you are there that will help the time to pass quickly! Blessings to all of you!
Danny & Linda <danny.cuttingedge@gmail.com>
Goshen, IN USA - Saturday, September 22, 2012 4:09 PM CDT
Benji I have never met you but I have thought about you and prayed for many times. All I have for you in this comment is LOVE. It's my last name. I don't know where it came from. It wasn't my dads last name. I don't deserve to have it some days but it seems like a gift that God gave me in the middle of a painful beginning. Benji I love you and I don't even know you! God loves you! Keep dreaming and I wish you well in the days ahead.
Ted Love <Ctedlove1965@hotmail.com>
Nappanee, In - Saturday, September 22, 2012 9:16 AM CDT
Our thoughts and prayers are with you Cindy and Allen.
Brenda Lazzaro Yoder <yoderbl@gmail.com>
shipshewana, STATE_PROVINCE:1:2:Text Box USA - Saturday, September 22, 2012 6:56 AM CDT
Cindy, Thanks for sharing this update. I'm amazed at how you and Benji and your family are allowing God to give you peace and acceptance through this journey. Saying prayers for you.
Kirsten
- Friday, September 21, 2012 10:21 PM CDT
So sorry Cindy & Benji, Praying for peace and God's will in your lives. My heart goes out to you and the family..
Elizabeth Lehman <ea.lehman@yahoo.com>
Topeka, IN LaGrange - Friday, September 21, 2012 7:49 PM CDT
sure been thinking about u guys
Arlin & Rhonda
- Friday, September 21, 2012 7:05 PM CDT
Cindy & Benji.....love you and praying for peace & healing & God's will be done! Grandma
Betty <bhcare123@msn.com>
Goshen, in elkhart - Friday, September 21, 2012 6:22 PM CDT
May the Lord continue to bless you with His peace which is beyond understanding. May your days go by quickly and your numbers rise quickly!! Sooooo glad you guys could be at campout. Love you both!!
Sue Hooley
- Friday, September 21, 2012 5:46 PM CDT

Praying comfort and peace to fill all of you, also Praying with you for healing for Benji. Benji is so blessed to have a Mom and Dad and family who love and support him so totally!I am sure you are a great witness of Gods peace to nurses, Dr's and all who walk with you in this journey. Be Blessed!

Joyce Miller
- Friday, September 21, 2012 3:27 PM CDT
The song you posted brought tears to my eyes as I thought of the tough times you are going through and how Benji has to miss out on some of his favorite things. Life isn't about fairness but about finding peace and overcoming the curves it throws us. I am so glad you are finding those answers in Jesus. He is faithful and will see you through every day, every hour by His power! Love you much!
Grandpa

Harley <bhtroyer@gmail.com>
- Friday, September 21, 2012 2:57 PM CDT
Prayers for all involed....on this journey!
Sue Nissley <snissley10@hotmail.com>
Nappanee, IN USA - Friday, September 21, 2012 2:25 PM CDT
My heart goes out to you..... prayers for peace and comfort
Sarah Lantz
- Friday, September 21, 2012 2:06 PM CDT
Cindy, I just read your post. I am so sorry that Benji is back in the hospital. I am thankful it works out that you can be there with him. I pray the STRONG ARM of GOD will hold both you and Benji close.
Fern Bontrager <fbon@bnin.net>
Goshen, IN USA - Friday, September 21, 2012 12:54 AM CDT
Hi Cindy and Benji,
We are so thankful to hear you are going home! Thank you for giving us the link for CaringBridge so we can keep updated.
We miss you at Greencroft, Cindy! hugs,Will and Sue Schieler

Will and Sue Schieler <wsschieler@embarqmail.com>
Milford, , IN USA - Saturday, August 4, 2012 5:58 AM CDT
Hi Cindy & Benji, soo glad to hear that you are able to go home tomorrow. Was hoping I'd see ya when we were in IN. But you were where you needed to be.Was glad to get your caringbridge address from Shirley. Had lost it when we had to get a new 'puter. Hope all goes well tomorrow.
--Cheryl

Cheryl Mullet
Brooksville, MS USA - Thursday, August 2, 2012 10:58 PM CDT
Me, too. I'm praying that by Friday the PFT's are up to 40 or more. God delights to give us the desires of our hearts. Psalm 37:4
Rose

Rose Shirk <rshirk@ccsgoshen.org>
Goshen, Indiana - Thursday, August 2, 2012 12:21 AM CDT
Cindy, Just read your post and praying that Benji"s PFT will zoom up in the 40's very soon. Benji...you are a trooper! Hope you can come home by this weekend. Love you both so very much! grandma T
Betty <bhcare@msn.com>
Goshen , In. Elk. - Wednesday, August 1, 2012 9:29 PM CDT
Grandma Betty alerted me to the fact that you are at Riley's again. Thanks to her we are sending up extra prayers tonight. Ben and I didn't get to the fair, either, but then we had a choice in the matter. Hope the stay isn't quite as long as it appears it may be. You are not forgotten.
Rose & Ben

Rose Shirk <rshirk@ccsgoshen.org>
Goshen, Indiana - Thursday, July 26, 2012 7:20 PM CDT
Hey guys, its Lanae and I thought I would let you know that I checked in! I sometimes check your site but don't leave a comment, and then I thought of if it was me laying in a hospital bed for weeks on end I would want to hear from anybody and everybody! So anyway, I wish you a blessed day and just wanted to let you know we do think of you and pray for you and miss you when your not around!
Lanae <jl203@maplenet.net>
- Wednesday, July 25, 2012 10:00 AM CDT
Hi Cindi & Benji
So sorry to hear the pain u r going thru but it sounds like u have great attitudes! U r both an inspiration! I'll b praying for Benji & the rest of your family too ! God bless u all

Tina Yoder <Rtyoder@gmail.com>
London, OH USA - Wednesday, July 25, 2012 8:52 AM CDT
Hey Cindy and Benji!! Sorry you guys are back and for the long hall :( I have tried to come up a couple of times between this visit and last but you were sleeping. I apologize its hard to get away from 7W but I will try again soon. When I peeked in one Saturday I was here I could not believe how old Benji looked!!! Still same Benji face but looks so grown up!! Crazy and makes me feel old lol :) I hope you guys are hanging in there. If you need anything just ask. Even if its an good old school whooping in UNO Benji :)Take care and want you to know I am thinking about you guys!
Brooke- Child Life <bmassey1@iuhealth.org>
- Monday, July 16, 2012 12:20 AM CDT
Benji I will pray specifically that your PFT's will go up to the mid 40's! You are on my mind a lot which helps me too. Hope you can feel God's love surround you. Love to all of you!
Betty Hostetler
- Friday, July 6, 2012 2:40 PM CDT
Benji, We'll pray you can get your PFT up in the 40 range again & your fever will subside! Just got home from grocery shopping at walmart & it was 103. Just unreal! AC feels so good! Cindy, I got stuff to make the spou you wanted me to make again! Love you both a lot! Grandma Troyer
betty <bhcare123@msn.com>
Goshen, In Elkhart - Thursday, July 5, 2012 3:04 PM CDT
The acceptance that you display about your situation blesses my heart!!! May you all feel His special love for you today!
Twila
Mosinee, WI USA - Thursday, July 5, 2012 12:10 AM CDT
Thanks for the update. I'm glad Benji got to go to camp! I will say prayers for you guys as you begin a stay at Riley again.
Kirsten
- Thursday, July 5, 2012 12:09 AM CDT
Benji & Cindy, Rejoicing with you! Look forward to seeing you at home. Thank you Jesus for answered prayer! Love you! Gramdma T
Betty <bhcare123@msn.com>
Goshen, In. - Friday, June 22, 2012 8:10 AM CDT
We are praying for you, Benji, and that you can soon be discharged from the hospital and back to home and doing your favorite things. We pray for your family also.
Omar and Barbara Miller <bamiller810@aol.com>
Jeffersonville, In - Tuesday, June 19, 2012 12:00 AM CDT
What a caring and tender father we have! I'm praying his faithful hand will continue to give you strength in your weakest moments and that his name will be glorified in and through your lives! We love you and pray for you!! Rose for all of us yoders.
Rose yoder
- Monday, June 18, 2012 11:06 PM CDT
This is amazing...God is so GOOD! My prayer today was that God would just remove that pnuemo (sp?)..So encouraging to read this journal tonight...Benji, we are praying that God will give you the desires of your heart!
Jody
Middlebury, IN - Monday, June 18, 2012 7:39 PM CDT
praying in Ohio!! I am still confident of this. I will see the goodness of the Lord in the land of the living. Wait for the lord, be strong take heart and wait for the Lord. Ps. 27:13&14
Joyce Hershberger <djoyhersh@embarqmail.com>
Millersburg, ohio United States - Wednesday, June 13, 2012 8:44 PM CDT
Hey Benj, I know what your surprise was and I hope you had a great time! :) We think of you and your mom a lot. I'm sorry that the news today wasn't what you wanted, but we keep praying. We love you.
Corine

Corine Troyer <troyerjc@msn.com>
Goshen, IN - Wednesday, June 13, 2012 7:31 PM CDT
So sorry to hear about the pneumo and will pray it goes away on its own and you can go to camp! I think of you guys every day......wish I was closer and could stop by to see you both. Love and prayers coming your way!
Betty Hostetler
Plain City, OH - Wednesday, June 13, 2012 7:24 PM CDT
Sorry Benj, please hang in there. We are gonna keep praying and hope that you get better soon bud. I'm still recovering from my tonsil surgery, kinda painful. Well see ya soon I hope. Love you, Sylvan
Sylvan <sylvaneash@gmail.com>
- Wednesday, June 13, 2012 1:59 PM CDT
We are with you in our hearts and prayers
carolyn miller
middlebury, in usa - Tuesday, June 12, 2012 7:52 PM CDT
I'm so sorry u have to deal with this! Hope u feel better soon and hope the transplant doesn't get cancelled again... Praying hard for u all! Love ya!
Diane (Ken) Yoder
S. Hutchinson, KS USA - Tuesday, June 12, 2012 2:19 PM CDT
Sorry to hear the disappointing news. Praying that it can be done next week.
Marilyn Mast <marilynsmast@maplenet.net>
Goshen, In USA - Tuesday, June 12, 2012 10:50 AM CDT
Benji & Cindy, This is disappointing news but wouldn't want to put him at risk doing surgery. Love you both & praying for PFT's to go up quickly! Had some guests last night for supper wish you could have been here too. See you soon! PS Benji, we have a surprise for you! :) Grandma T
Betty <bhcare123@msn.com>
Goshen, In - Tuesday, June 12, 2012 7:49 AM CDT
Praying for Benji and you guys. Love you all!
Steve Troyer <sltroyer@gmail.com>
Goshen, IN - Monday, June 11, 2012 10:26 PM CDT
Wishing you all Gods grace and the comfort of the Spirit as you go through each day
Nelson Martin <martin2404@insightbb.com>
Louisville, Ky - Thursday, June 7, 2012 5:03 AM CDT
Eewww! I hate being nauseous! So sorry Benji. I will pray that that yucky feeling will go away for good! Thinking of you and praying for you.
Lanae <jl203@maplenet.net>
Goshen, In USA - Wednesday, June 6, 2012 3:20 PM CDT
Benj and Cindy...We're praying for you today and hoping that there will be much to make you smile. Hopefully you can claim this promise today from Isaiah 41:10:
Fear not, for I am with you; be not dismayed, for I am your God; I will strengthen you, I will help you, I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.
We love you.

Jim & Shirley <sjtroyer@maplenet.net>
- Wednesday, June 6, 2012 5:31 AM CDT
Hi Cindy & Benji - thanks for posting on fb - had no idea you were in the hospital again. We are praying for all of you, but Benji, I am praying specifically that the new port will be a painless procedure and everything will go great. For the dr.s and for a calm peaceful next few weeks for you!! You are all very loved!
Betty Hostetler
Plain City, OH USA - Monday, June 4, 2012 7:52 AM CDT
Praying for you Benji! <3 love you!
Rose Yoder
Middlebury, Indiana - Sunday, June 3, 2012 9:45 PM CDT
Hey Benj-Benj! That last update made me cry! I sure hope you are feeling better:( I am so thankful and blessed to have you as a friend!(more like a brother;)) I will miss you so much when I go to Concord next year. You are like the ray of sunshine in my life!:) On those horrible Monday mornings, you make me laugh and completely change my mood within a minute! We definitly need to have a pool party soon and we need to hangout at the fair again! That was a blast.:) Well keep me updated and tell me how things are going! Miss and love you!
<3 Karmin.

Karmin Henely <ksplash08@frontier.com>
- Sunday, June 3, 2012 4:36 PM CDT
Praying for you all!
Anna Rorick <childofaking247@wildblue.net>
Spotsylvania, va usa - Sunday, June 3, 2012 11:00 AM CDT
Benj, I hope your stay is as short and painless as possible. We are keeping you in our prayers!

Ruth Schrock <grockj@maplenet.net>
Shipshewana, IN LaGrange - Sunday, June 3, 2012 10:38 AM CDT
Ah Cindy, I so hear and feel your pain, all the questions of not understanding why?? and watching someone you love go through the pain and poking and prodding. My tears fell as I read your update. So so sorry, wish I could put my arms around you and give you a long hug. One verse I have been reading the last few months is in Zephaniah 3:17 For the Lord your God is living among you. He is a mighty savior. He will take delight in you with gladness. With his love, he will calm all your fears. He will rejoice over you with singing. Sometimes the walk we are called to walk is so dark that we cannot see the light, and fears are huge... all we have is what we believe, and just blind faith, tears become our language...God understands. My love and prayers are with you and Benji, and with Allen and the boys at home. Know you are being mentioned in heaven. God knows and hears all the prayers of his teenage children.......and there struggle to understand, (adults don't understand). Keep praying and struggling through all the tough stuff. Love you all, Joyce
Joyce Hershberger <djoyhersh@embarqmail.com>
Millersburg, ohio United States - Sunday, June 3, 2012 7:46 AM CDT
so sorry to hear you are back in the hospital like this , we will be praying
Martha Bontrager <marthabon@gmail.com>
- Sunday, June 3, 2012 6:39 AM CDT
Glad it went better than expected. Hang in there Benji and Mommie, there will be better days ahead! Love you all. Grandpa
Harley <bhtroyer@email.com>
- Saturday, June 2, 2012 11:04 PM CDT
Thanks for the helpful link info. Being FB challenged, I couldn't link. :) I've been praying for you and will continue. Your update is both challenging and interesting. Blessings to you both.
Bev Eash <davebeveash@maplenet.net>
Middlebury, IN - Saturday, June 2, 2012 10:31 PM CDT
So sorry to hear of the medical issues you are facing again. May God bring you His grace and comfort is my prayer. Blessings to you all!
Barb Schrock
- Saturday, June 2, 2012 10:15 PM CDT
Cindy & Benji, Just read your update and so sorry the port didn't holdout and glad the pic is in place. Will keep praying for you all and for the PDF to get up quickly to where they should be for surgery. We want to come & see you sometime while your there. Love you & Praying for you! Mom & grandma T
betty <bhcare123@msn.com>
goshen, in elkhart - Saturday, June 2, 2012 6:25 PM CDT
Praying for all of you!!
Sharon Miller
Shipshewana , In USA - Saturday, June 2, 2012 5:45 PM CDT
Must be tough. I can only imagine. Pray that he will gain fast.
Kathy Beachy <Wkbeachy@beachyville.com>
- Saturday, June 2, 2012 5:27 PM CDT
Hi Cindy and Benji, just read your last update. Nate and Ryan have also been praying along with us. Hoping you both can find the comfort you need. We think of you often:)
Joann Stutzman <stutz_7@frontier.com>
Middlebury, IN - Saturday, June 2, 2012 5:08 PM CDT
Thank you for sharing Cindy - want you to know I think of you all often and will continue to pray for Benji and your family.
Dorothy Bontrager <ldhmbontrager@frontier.com>
- Saturday, June 2, 2012 4:28 PM CDT
Bless your heart, Cindy! It is hard to read about the trials you and Benji go through, but good for me too...I'm guessing that most every mother can understand what you are saying about not always knowing how to pray for your child. Makes me think of Romans 8:26. Thank you for the update and linking to FB. It reminds me to pray for you all again. May the Lord hold you close, and keep all your family relationships strong!
Twila Kulp
- Saturday, June 2, 2012 4:10 PM CDT
Benji,
I'm praying that that "yucky feeling"goes away. Glad the PFT's are up where they should be.

Rosemary Shirk <brshirk@maplenet.net>
Goshen, Indiana United States - Friday, September 30, 2011 10:11 AM CDT

I'm so glad to see better news. Praying for Benji and the rest of the family. I know it must be hard.May Peace and comfort be yours!!

Elizabeth Lehman
Topeka, IN LaGrange - Thursday, September 29, 2011 3:20 PM CDT
so glad we could visit you yesterday.....but sorry you have to be there in the hospital again! Praying you can come home soon! :)
grandma Betty <bhcare123@msn.com>
Goshen, In Elkhart - Thursday, September 22, 2011 6:39 AM CDT
benji,we will keep you in our prayers!!!!!
linda and floyd miller <floyd_miller@netzero.net>
midd., in. united States - Saturday, September 17, 2011 5:13 PM CDT
Hi Cindy and Benji, sorry to hear your back in the hospital. We will be keeping you in our prayers. Joyce
Joyce Hershberger <djoyhersh@embarqmail.com>
Millersburg, ohio United States - Friday, September 16, 2011 8:25 PM CDT
Cindy and Benji, thinking about you and knowing you would rather be somewhere else. so wish you could be. asking that the Healer would come and bring health and comfort. i'm imagining you in the room where we visited you last, but it may be a very different room. blessings to both of you.
lynette showalter <lynette@olbarn.com>
- Wednesday, September 14, 2011 5:05 PM CDT
Hello- I read your journal and wow you all have great support in your community. I think that is so awsome. I really enjoyed looking at your disney pics. I think that would be so much fun. Praying that all goes well with Benji. God Bless! Anna Rorick (Joyce Hershberger's sister : )
Anna Rorick <childofaking247@wildblue.net>
Spotsylvania , va usa - Friday, September 9, 2011 8:30 PM CDT
following Benji on this site, so keep writing and also checking in on facebook.
Carolyn Miller
Middlebury, IN USA - Friday, September 9, 2011 3:06 PM CDT
Thanks for the update. We are praying fervently for Benji and your family!
Ken Miller <knmlr@mailaka.net>
Middlebury, IN United States - Thursday, September 8, 2011 8:08 PM CDT
Cindy, thanks for the update and for linking it on FB, because I wonder about you guys sometimes and it's nice to know exactly how to pray. :) May your strength be renewed even as you do yet some more waiting...HE is able!
Twila Kulp
Mosinee, Wisconsin United States - Thursday, September 8, 2011 7:57 PM CDT
Cindy & Benji...... love you lots.....praying for a big turn around for good and that you can be coming home soon!


grandma Betty <bhcare123@msn.com>
Goshen, In Elkhart - Thursday, September 8, 2011 3:44 PM CDT
Benji! You probably don't even remember me, but I was one of your many 3A nurses. I came across your caringbridge site through a coworker on peds at SJRMC. I typically work in the NICU, but floated tonight. So glad that you were able to go on a Disney Cruise...FUN!!!! I cannot believe how good you look :). So very happy for you all! Much love and continued prayers to you and your sweet family!
Traci (Speicher) Hummer <traci.hummer@gmail.com>
Granger, IN - Sunday, July 3, 2011 11:53 PM CDT
It's great to hear the good news on the Benji front! May the Lord give you abundant peace and strength as you go through this busy and stressful time due to Allen's dad's homegoing.
Twila K.
- Wednesday, January 12, 2011 8:08 AM CST
Benji, Praying that the Dr. will release you so you can be at your grandpa's funeral. Sorry too Cindy that you couldn't be with Allen & the boys last night. Hope to see you soon! we have a flight scheduled for this afternoon. Love you both. Grandma Troyer
Betty <bhcare123@msn.com>
Goshen, In Elkhart - Wednesday, January 12, 2011 7:32 AM CST
our prayers are with you and your family
Lester & Marilyn Mast <marilynsmast@maplenet.net>
- Wednesday, January 12, 2011 5:15 AM CST
Cindy, I'm awake at 2am, unable to sleep. I found this latest update. My thoughts, prayers and sympathy to all of you~
Rosetta Carpenter
Sturgis , - Wednesday, January 12, 2011 1:34 AM CST
Just a note to let you know we're thinking of you, and saying prayers...we hope Benji continues to gain strength, and that his hospital stay goes well. And we're also thinking of your family during this time with Allen's father. God be very close to each of you. Love from, Dave & Gloria
Gloria Miller <davegloriamiller@yahoo.com>
Goshen, IN USA - Sunday, January 9, 2011 12:59 AM CST
Hello from the Henely's...wanted to check out how all are doing. Will certainly pray for Allen's dad and for Benji's numbers to be where they should be. Please let Benji know that the girls basketball team are remembering him in their prayers and missing him, too! :)
Dawn Henely <Sdkhenhouse@aol.com>
Goshen, in 46526 - Thursday, January 6, 2011 7:11 PM CST
thinking of and praying for you this evening...
Rosetta Carpenter
Sturgis , MI - Thursday, January 6, 2011 6:50 PM CST
Hi Guys. Glad we got to see you on our way SOUTH. Hope you get better soon. We will pray for you and Allen's dad.
Love You
Gandpa Troyer

Harley Troyer <bhtroyer@gmail.com>
Goshen, IN USA - Thursday, January 6, 2011 4:53 PM CST
I can't tell you how much fun it was having Benji home in time to join us on our 100 verse club reward trip. We just don't feel complete as a class when Benji is gone. Everyone was excited and happy to have him back. :)
Mrs. Chupp <mchupp@ccsgoshen.org>
goshen , IN USA - Saturday, May 22, 2010 2:42 PM CDT
What a neat welcome home! We will continue to keep Benji and your family in our prayers.
Jane Good <vjgood4nu@aol.com>
Goshen, IN - Friday, May 21, 2010 9:20 PM CDT
PTL! I'm glad he could come home in time for the Bible Memory Awards school trip, and the last week of school. We'll keep praying that his PFT's go up. Love you!!!
Grandma Betty <bhcare123@msn.com>
Goshen , In Elkhart - Friday, May 21, 2010 7:43 AM CDT
Thanks for sharing, we're thinking about you!
Carson + Kathleen Hershberger <hershy414@yahoo.com>
Salem, OR USA - Wednesday, May 19, 2010 3:49 PM CDT
Thanks for the update. I check in on you everyday. We of course hope Benji is home by Friday to join us, but if he can't we will try to do a few fun thigs here at school when he returns to celebrate his hard work at saying his 100 verses .
Mrs. Chupp <mcupp@ccsgoshen.org>
Goshen, IN USA - Wednesday, May 19, 2010 12:20 AM CDT
Hi Benji, Cindy, and family. We all hope to see your shiny, happy faces here at home very soon. We are praying for you to have patience and trust in God for your every need.
Donovan Gingerich <dhgingerich@verizon.net>
Middlebury, IN USA - Wednesday, May 19, 2010 11:22 AM CDT
I'm pulling on your behalf in prayer. Surely our Heavenly Father knows how much Benjie and all of us want him to be able to participate in the school events.
Rose Shirk <brshirk@maplenet.net>
Goshen, IN USA - Tuesday, May 18, 2010 4:36 PM CDT
Sorry to hear things are kinda up in the air right now but praying with you all that Benji will be able to be home for Thursday eve and Fridays events! Thanks for the update!
Grace Bontrager <bon5@bnin.net>
Goshen, IN USA - Monday, May 17, 2010 8:36 PM CDT
Hi, Benji and Cindy. Hope the procedure goes well today. Praying for you.
Conrad Showalter <conrad@olbarn.com>
Goshen, IN USA - Monday, May 17, 2010 1:29 PM CDT
Hey Benj,
Did you get your signed baseball? That was kinda cool. Sorry Connie and didn't come this weekend, we were planting trees and my knee is also still kinda sore from surgery. Hope to see ya soon bud, we'll keep praying hard. Love you, Sylvan

Sylvan Eash <sce@nibble.net>
- Sunday, May 16, 2010 9:20 PM CDT
From Siloam, I will pray with yalls. God is with us. Everybody has been such a blessing there for me. Smiling faces and warm handshakes and small groups and mostly seeking His face.
James Miller <jamesdevonmiller@yahoo.com>
Topeka, In USA - Sunday, May 16, 2010 7:46 PM CDT
Cindy, this was the first time that I got onto Benji's website. Wow! I sat and cried as I was reading the older entries and even your latest. I will be praying for both you and Benji!
Chris Yoder <dayodas@bnin.net>
Millersburg, IN usa - Sunday, May 16, 2010 7:19 PM CDT
Hi Benji, Sorry we haven't kept in touch very well. Please don't think that means we aren't thinking about you and missing you. We do! We are looking forward to your return to school. Hope to see you soon.

Mrs. Chupp <mchupp@ccsgoshen.org>
Goshen , IN United States - Sunday, May 16, 2010 7:13 PM CDT
Cindy, Dave and I just read your last entry. Sorry it's taking so long for things to get better for Benji. This must take LOTS and LOTS of PATIENCE for you and Benji, and the rest of your family. Love and prayers from Dave and Gloria
Gloria Miller <davegloriamiller@yahoo.com>
Goshen, IN USA - Friday, May 14, 2010 7:35 PM CDT
Cindy, I often think of you & your many hospital visits. May God give you wisdom & courage, also praying for healing for Benji.
Joanna Mast
Macon, MS USA - Wednesday, May 12, 2010 10:32 PM CDT
Cindy and Benji,

as you settle in for a visit, may the Presence of Jesus settle over you and bring you Peace. i'm imagining you in your room (same one or one like the last one?). i'm always amazed at the connections you make there that bring hope to you and blessing to them. praying that will happen again this time. love to you!

lynette showalter <lynette@olbarn.com>
Goshen, IN USA - Wednesday, May 5, 2010 7:12 AM CDT
Glad to hear you made it down there safely. We pray for a soon return home and Benji doing better. Love you both very much!!
Grandma Betty <bhcare123@msn.com>
Goshen, In Elkhart - Monday, May 3, 2010 8:59 PM CDT
praying for Benji & the family.
Barbara wash
tulsa, ok - Wednesday, April 28, 2010 10:22 PM CDT
Thanks for taking the time to keep so many of us updated on Benji's status. Will pray for him and your family.
Diane Heacock <diheacock@gmail.com>
Goshen, IN USA - Tuesday, March 30, 2010 7:36 PM CDT
I finally visited your page and was excited with today's entry. Count me in for praying that time in the sunshine, activity, being at home and off the meds will help his body.
Rose Shirk <brshirk@maplenet.net>
Goshen, IN Elkhart - Thursday, March 11, 2010 8:37 PM CST
Hello to the Eash family, Excited to hear your heading home. You are in my prayers. Keep up the good work Benji, your a trooper.

Cindy, I do read this website, I am not on facebook, even tho you have mentioned it to me. This website is how I know whats going on with Benji, so I'd really like if you kept it.

Joyce Hershberger <djoyhersh@embarqmail.com>
Millersburg, Oh Holmes - Thursday, March 11, 2010 7:10 PM CST
So glad to hear that Benji is coming home! Benji and all of your family are in our prayers.
Jane Good <vjgood4nu@aol.com>
Goshen, IN Elkhart - Thursday, March 11, 2010 12:48 AM CST
Cindy & Benji, what wonderful news!! Super excited that you are coming home. I'd say it's time to party! :) Love you both.

Corine

Corine <troyerjc@msn.com>
- Thursday, March 11, 2010 12:42 AM CST
Glad to hear you're going home. We'll pray that all goes well and Benji can stay home.
Lois Ann <mustardseedmoments@gmail.com>
- Thursday, March 11, 2010 8:15 AM CST
cindy, what a roller coaster of emotions. this kind of ride definitely needs fellow passengers. thanks for including us. both benji's courage and your pain as a mother is very touching to me. glad to hear you might be coming home. love you both!
lynette showalter <lynette@olbarn.com>
- Wednesday, March 10, 2010 8:13 PM CST
Hey Benj,
How sweet that you can come home. Were just going to pray like crazy that your gonna get better yet once your home. See ya bud, love you.
Sylvan

Sylvan <sce@nibble.net>
- Wednesday, March 10, 2010 6:37 PM CST
My Dear Children, Ditto's to Rose's prayer for you!! We love you all so very much..... and it pains me to know you're in pain. I would so love to fix it for you. We do know that God cares and knows all about it, and feels the pain with us. It's hard to know how to pray sometimes????????
Mom T <bhcare123@msn.com>
Goshen, In Elkhart - Wednesday, March 10, 2010 1:09 PM CST
praying for all of you today and that the PFT's would be up tomorrow. Hope you have a good day!! God Bless!! Love, & Prayers, Ginny
ginny kauffman <jkauffman@maplenet.net>
millersburg, in usa - Wednesday, March 10, 2010 11:32 AM CST
thinking of you tonight. praying for good rest. love you guys.
Lynette Polinder <lynettepolinder@gmail.com>
Middlebury, IN 46540 - Wednesday, March 10, 2010 4:08 AM CST
Thanks for the updates and for sharing. It's tough on parents to see their own children hurt, suffer, or go through hard times; I feel for you all.
Diane Heacock <diheacock@gmail.com>
Goshen, IN U.S. - Tuesday, March 9, 2010 8:32 PM CST
Oh my dear sis....I am so sad to hear this~!
My tears are falling with you! I want it all to go away!
I want him to be back here playing and laughing!

Jesus, I pray that you would breathe healing over Benj right now. We know you are able and have the power. We ask in your name because you are the name that heals and saves.
Thank you for the life you have given to Benj. Thank you for his sweet spirit. Thank you that you love and are with him even now blessed Jesus!
I ask too for Cindy that she could sleep peacefully. Please bring her joy in the middle of this trial. Give her what she needs right now.
Thank you~
I love you...we may see you soon. I'll let you know.

Rose Yoder <jasonyoder2@juno.com>
- Tuesday, March 9, 2010 8:28 PM CST
Good morning, Cindy, now that we're home I'll be glad to stay down there with Benji sometimes to help relieve you. I know you like to be there so you can keep up with the latest medical reports and I don't blame you for that, but maybe you need to have a break every so often. Especially if it's going to be another 2-3-4 weeks. Tell Benji hi and keep devouring those book, Benji!
Love ya both, Mom, grandma

Betty <bhcare123@msn.com>
Goshen, in elkhart - Tuesday, March 9, 2010 9:41 AM CST
Cindy, please don't feel like you need to apologize for taking your blog readers on the roller coaster ride with you...when one member of the Body suffers, we all suffer, and I sure feel for you all! You must have times of discouragement but you are certainly being an inspiration to me with your attitude about what all the Lord is taking your family through! You will come forth as gold after you're through this refiner's fire...if you keep looking unto Jesus! Love and prayers,
Twila K.
- Monday, March 8, 2010 3:05 PM CST
My prayers are with you
Sarah Lantz <lantzs@ligtel.com>
Topeka, IN USA - Monday, March 8, 2010 10:20 AM CST
Praying for you. May you see His hand at work in the lab results!

Les, Barb & Hope Stutzman
Goshen, IN 46528 - Monday, March 8, 2010 9:20 AM CST
Praying for Benji, your family, and the doctors.
Sharon Brandenberger <jamshar4@aol.com>
Middlebury, IN Elkhart - Monday, March 8, 2010 8:51 AM CST
We've been thinking of you guys so much. I will be praying for clarity for the doctors to find the best treatment regimen for Benji. Also praying for strength for you with the stress of sleeping in the hospital and with all the emotions that accompany times like this. And of course for Benji and the disappointment he's facing with not being able to be home yet.
Lynette Polinder <lynettepolinder@gmail.com>
Middlebury, IN 46540 - Sunday, March 7, 2010 10:52 PM CST
I am so impressed with the way you as a family are handling all the stress, especially you and Benji. Benji is a STAR.
We care and are praying for you all.

Elizabeth Lehman <ea.lehman@yahoo.com>
Topeka, In LaGrange - Saturday, March 6, 2010 8:30 AM CST
I think of Benji often. Tell him Norm and I miss him
Carolyn Miller <carolmil@verizon.net>
Middlebury, IN USA - Thursday, March 4, 2010 7:45 PM CST
Hey you guys...I am sad we won't be able to see you this weekend! Jalen is in a required ISSMA choir performance. I could cry a bucket of tears that he can't come to spend time with Benj! I am hoping we can see you next week! Love you and miss you!
rose yoder <jasonyoder2@juno.com>
- Thursday, March 4, 2010 7:29 PM CST
Thank you again for your update and I am so grateful with you that you could be home even if just for a short bit and that everything went okay with Benji being alone! I am praying with you for wisdom for the doctors and those involved to help bring Benji home again soon! I will continue to make lunches for Tyler & Cory (then Benji, too)even for a few days after you are home till you can get settled into the groove again. How overwhelming it must be at times to constantly "shift gears"! God be with you too, Cindy in a special way this week. May He bring someone into your day to brighten your spirits as well!
Grace Bontrager <bon5@bnin.net>
Goshen, IN USA - Sunday, February 28, 2010 3:02 PM CST
Cindy, I had never read the journal until this morning (early, like 1 am and it is now after 3 am) I admire how you and Allen are handling all the stress and also the other boys. I will put Benji on our church prayer chain. Praying Benji can come home soon.
Carol Kauffman
Goshen, IN United States - Friday, February 26, 2010 2:21 AM CST
Hi guys,
If we were closer, one of us would be glad to stay with Benji Friday night. But he is a very brave kid and can handle a lot of twists and turns that come his way. You are a STAR, Benji. Hang in there! See you soon!!

Love you
Grandpa Troyer

Harley <bhtroyer@juno.com>
- Wednesday, February 24, 2010 8:52 AM CST
Good Morning, so glad you had a special time on your B-day. It was so nice of everyone coming down over the week end and yesterday. I still remember dad and I sitting out in the hospital parking lot the evening before you were born, just waiting for the right time to go in.

As we sat there we were talking about what to name you if you were a girl. Earlier we had decided it was going to be Lucinda Kay, but since it was so close to your granpa Joe's B-day we'll name you Lucinda Jo instead. And so as it turned out, you were born after midnight, right on grandpa's B-day. =)

Tell Benji Hi for me. I'll be watching what his PFT is today. Love you bunches. Mom & grandma

Betty <bhcare123@msn.com>
Goshen, In Elkhart - Tuesday, February 23, 2010 8:33 AM CST
Good morning, Cindy. I was suspicious that you and Benji were back at Riley when I read your FB entry about Allen & the boys and my heart went out to both of you. I know how important those games are to boys that age. Jonathan would have been devastated too. I'm so glad that God prepared your hearts with "The Christmas Sweater." I was so thankful that Allen tho't of what the problem could be at home--what a "God thing!" Just know that I'm praying that Benji responds well to his treatment(s) and you can both be back home with the family.

Carol

Carol Troyer <ctroyer@aol.com>
Plain City, OH - Monday, February 22, 2010 7:57 AM CST
so glad to hear of Gods protection with Allen and the boys...hope Benji is on his way to healthier days...sure it gets old being in the hospital...bless you all, we love you!
Tammy,Darv,Austin,Ashley and Alicia Beckler <dt@thebecklers.com>
Middlebury, IN USA - Friday, February 19, 2010 9:48 PM CST
My Dear Cindy & Benji,
Just read your update and we are praising the Lord with you for His protection over Allen & the boys at home. I believe too that it was a God thing that Allen realized what the problem might be before it was too late..... I couldn't thank the Lord enough when I found out they were all safe. My heart was overwhelmed with Praise! God is so good!!!! Wish we could have been there to help!!!

Glad Benji spirits are better too. we are praying much for his PFT to go up again and be at his normal range so you can both go home.

Jason, Rose & kids are getting things together to leave and go up to Disney World in Orlando for the week end, and on home from there. It was so good to have them here for the week. Lots of swimming in spite of the cold weather and lots of late nights playing "GULF" (with Skip-Bo cards of course)

We celebrated Sophia's B-day last night. Her B-Day is today and she is 7. WE love you both very much and hope to see you soon. You are in our prayers, Tell Benji Hi for us. Grandma Troyer for Grandpa & Dale

Betty <bhcare123@msn.com>
Goshen, In Elkhart - Friday, February 19, 2010 9:02 AM CST
Dear Friends, I had no idea of the trials you have endured. My heart aches as I read most of your story and will join you in prayer for Gods mercy and grace in bringing healing for Benji.....Love you guys
Nelson Martin <martin2404@insightbb.com>
louisville, KY United States - Thursday, February 18, 2010 4:45 AM CST
Hey Cindy...saw this link through facebook. So sorry for you and Benji's disappointment with having to stay. I'm so glad Rose and Jason could stop in and offer a little cheer up for you both!

I'm so encouraged by your post. Donovan and saw the christmas sweater live. It is a pretty cool message. I had forgotten about it. But thank you for your encouragement. It's just what I needed tonight. It's pretty cool God put that in your path to read to your son.

Heather Gingerich <dhgingerich@verizon.net>
Middlebury, IN - Monday, February 15, 2010 9:44 PM CST
So sorry you didn't get to go home Benji. I am also sorry I couldnt stop by Friday it was a very busy day. I love that your brother wore your jersey, what a great brother and honor. I know you missed your game and are sad but we want to get you all better so you dont have to come back to visit us anytime soon. I will be up Tuesday for a rematch in our UNO tourney!!
Brooke, Child Life <bmassey1@clarian.org>
Indinapolis, IN - Monday, February 15, 2010 10:12 AM CST
Hey you guys...we wish the boys could have had the win this weekend but I was so moved at Cory's act of love! That's awesome!(As he would say:)) We will continue to pray for you Ben that your stay will be short and you will be home soon! Jalen said today, "If only we could have brought Benj along with us!":) That would have been fun!
rose yoder
middlebury, - Sunday, February 14, 2010 4:51 PM CST
Dear Cindy and Benji,
With tear filled eyes I write after reading your update.
It is so true how important our attitude is and the choice we make to choose to not become bitter, amgry in the midst of not understanding life.

Cliff was just relaying a story to someone else last evening how we can choose to drink the cup of bitterness and sit back and wait for the one that hurt us to die or STOP and realize no were the one that dies emotionally because we've allowed bitterness to enter our hearts.

It's wonderful how God does direct us upon the path of life in spite of discouragments and disappointment we face. The book you read does sound timley in Benji's life.

Love and prayers,
Cheryl

Cheryl Miller
Middlebury, IN - Saturday, February 13, 2010 9:10 PM CST
Thanks Cindy for keeping us up to date with Benji. We will continue to pray, pray, pray!
Ken Miller <knmlr@mailaka.net>
- Saturday, February 13, 2010 11:03 AM CST
Cindy, Thank you for sharing your heart with us. So often I don't understand all the medical talk, but when you share from your heart I understand a little better. Benji always has a brave face and a positive attitude at school, so it is easy to forget his health and personal struggles in his life. We hate it when Benji is not at school with us. We miss him and are praying for him.
Marlis Chupp <mchupp@ccsgoshen.org>
Goshen , IN - Saturday, February 13, 2010 7:26 AM CST
HI Benji and Cindy!!!
I just read your latest entry and am truly sorry and thinking about you now. I know how hard you work to get those functions up, you do your very best, even though it's hard to see the light at the end of the tunnel, when that basketball game is so close you can almost touch it!! You are such an impressive little guy, I've always been amazed at you and your family's strength through all you have been through! Thank you so much for letting me be a part of your journey- I always try and visit when I know you are here, but this month the PICU has been keeping me busy! Riley is known for that! ha! ;0) I miss you and your family so much, but I am so happy working here! I love the pics from your trip- it makes my day seeing that smile on your face, what a wonderful experience for you and your family!! Keep up the strong work buddy, and know we are all thinking about you!!!!!

Miranda Applegate <mjappleg@yahoo.com>
Indianapolis, IN USA - Saturday, February 13, 2010 0:56 AM CST
Hi Cindy, Just wanted to let you know were thinking of you and Benji. Sorry about how things didn't work out for this weekend, but will be praying for you both and maybe that God would send something special to brighten his day:)Love Ya
Joann <stutz_7@verizon.net>
Middlebury, IN - Friday, February 12, 2010 11:58 PM CST
Cindy, I love your attitude and I love how you are imparting wisdom to your son! I want to share this precious scripture with you: "Therefore will the Lord wait, that He may be gracious unto you, and therefore will He be exalted, that He may have mercy upon you: for the Lord is a God of judgment: blessed are all they that wait for Him...He will be very gracious unto thee at the voice of thy cry; when He shall hear it, He will answer thee." Isaiah 30:18-19

Praying peace for you and yours...

Twila K.
- Friday, February 12, 2010 10:12 PM CST
My dear Cindy, I just got done reading your journal update and couldn't help but cry with you and Benji.

Cindy, your testimony moved me so much when I heard how God prepared you ahead of time for the disappointing news, and how you & Benji are working through it in a positive way.

Benji, I'm sorry you can't be at the game! The worst part of being down here in Florida is missing the CCS games and watching Tyler, Cory, and you, Benj, playing basketball. I miss all the grandchildren as well.

We hope you'll be home from the hospital before we come back, but if you aren't, we'll stop and see you on our way home. Love You much, Grandma Troyer

Betty Troyer <bhcare123@msn.com>
Goshen, In Elkhart - Friday, February 12, 2010 9:25 PM CST
Hi Cindy, Hi Benji!! It has been so long since I have posted to this as i normally keep up with your mom on Facebook! :) So sorry about the delay in getting to go home. All too familiar to you I know. Hang in there buddy! I have been away from Riley now for a little over a year...There are a few things I miss, and alot I don't...but one thing is for certain..I miss my favorite patient so very much! If only...right? I am loving my job now...I will let your mom explain that one! ;) Just know I think of you, and pray you feel better soon. I love seeing your pics...you are growing! You will have to have your mom open my profile page..so you can see me and the kids..betcha forgot what I look like huh? ok sweetie, off to bed for me...bye! Love, Lisa
Lisa M. Ford <L.Fordinindy@yahoo.com>
Carmel, IN USA - Friday, February 12, 2010 9:04 PM CST
Cindy, tell Benji im super sorry that he can't be at the game. That stinks!
Megan <mtroyer12@gmail.com>
- Friday, February 12, 2010 7:52 PM CST
I was sitting here reading ur update to my boys with tears running down my face... I am so sorry!!!! My heart breaks for u as a mom and also for benji. What a brave little man he is..We love u all and will be praying for u!!
Lila miller
- Friday, February 12, 2010 7:29 PM CST
Cindy,
thanks for sharing~esp. the honesty in the disappointments of not getting to come home. I was so blessed by your insight re-to the book you are reading and how it is relating to and helping you and your son. I continue to pray for all of you~

Rosetta Carpenter
- Friday, February 12, 2010 6:56 PM CST
Cindy, thanks so much for sharing your thoughts and feelings about where Benji is right now with it all. Your entry showed a lot of sensitivity as a mom and flexibility to be what is needed at each stage. i was touched. Bless you . . . Lynette
lynette showalter <lynette@olbarn.com>
- Tuesday, February 9, 2010 9:38 PM CST
Good morning Cindy and Benji. I've been noticing Benji missing school more recently, and wasn't surprised when I heard that he's back at Riley. Just wanted you to know I'm praying for you and hope the tune up goes quickly!! Hopefully he can make it home for the basketball tourney this weekend. Hope to see you soon! Love you.
Jane Hochstetler <mjhochstetler@juno.com>
Middlebury, IN USA - Tuesday, February 9, 2010 9:34 AM CST
Hey Cindy,
Just read your journal entry. Oh, we all knew the day would come when Benji would become "too cool" to hang out with mom. None of us wanted to believe it would happen to our sweet Benji...looks like the day has come. (Thanks adolescence) I wish so badly I could hang out with him! On the other hand, he may be too cool for me now also :)
Tell him that I say HELLO!!! And that I miss him dearly. Seeing his sweet smile always made my day!
If there is anything I can do to help him out, please dont hesitate to let me know!
Also, I had an idea that Benji might enjoy. He could skype with his friends/brothers while hes in the hospital. It may make him feel less disconnected with everyone back home. If you dont know what skype is, its a free video chat online. www.skype.com. Benji could talk and see his friends online. Its pretty awesome. Just an idea :)

Rebekah Robinette <rebekah.robinette@cchmc.org>
Cincinnati, OH - Tuesday, February 9, 2010 8:11 AM CST
Cindy - I just acquired your friendship on facebook and found your link to this website. I remember several years ago that I had heard about one of your sons having health issues. I am very familiar with Riley and Caringbridge Website and Make A Wish because of my sister's sons Lil Leo and Lyndon who passed away from heart conditions. Anyway...so I'm catching up on all your blogs and my heart weighs heavily for you and your husband and the load that you carry with Benji. I will continue to follow your blogs and pray for strength for you and your family.

Vi Miller (Yoder) <vrose99@verizon.net>
Elkhart, IN - Monday, February 8, 2010 7:41 PM CST
Cindy, I still check this site regularly for an update especially if I think you headed to Riley. I would say keep it up for those who do check occasionally! And it's helpful for the church's Care Team as well!
Grace Bontrager <bon5@bnin.net>
Goshen, IN USA - Monday, February 8, 2010 7:38 PM CST
praying for you!!
Julie
Montgomery, IN - Monday, February 8, 2010 7:02 PM CST
Hi, Benji and Cindy! Missed you this weekend. Hope you are receiving the care needed. just talked with bethany, who lives in indi, and she asked for your phone number. planning to visit you this weekend, but sure hope you don't have to stay that long! may God give you some special surprises this week. love you, lynette
lynette showalter <lynette@olbarn.com>
- Monday, February 8, 2010 6:05 PM CST
Cindy, I am praying for you and Benji and hoping with you all that he can be home for the game this week-end! And I did missed you at the Valentines dinner...:( Have a good Monday evening
Kris Miller <knmlr@nibble.net>
Middlebury, IN - Monday, February 8, 2010 5:18 PM CST
Cindy: wanted to let you know I am thinking of you.
Donna S. Shrock <mommashrock@yahoo.com>
Louisville, KY Jefferson - Monday, February 8, 2010 4:59 PM CST
Hi Cindy, Benji and the whole family, Missed you at church Cindy and Benji. I am not on facebook so I check this site but don't feel like you have to keep it open just for me! Hope it is going well for you down there and will be hoping and praying that you can come home soon!
Lanae Bontrager
- Monday, February 8, 2010 10:43 AM CST
Cindy,
I saw on facebook that you were back at Riley-when I know you are there, I check this site for more details because I don't always get the status updates on facebook.
thinking of and praying for you~
Rosetta

Rosetta Carpenter
- Sunday, February 7, 2010 4:14 AM CST
We will be praying for the Eash family this next week ,hoping Bengi gets stronger and is able to be back for the tournament.
Mailyn & Topper <lemaknepp@juno.com>
Goshen, In USA - Saturday, February 6, 2010 6:56 PM CST
Hello Eash Family! Your trip looked amazing! Thanks for posting all of the cool pictures!
Haley Minor <hminor@clarian.org>
Indianapolis, IN - Saturday, December 12, 2009 2:23 AM CST
Hi Benji, We miss you here at school. Sorry we haven't been in contact with you very much. And you are thinking," I wish you wouldn't be in touch with the teachers at Riley either." I assume you are getting some school work done. :) Nothing too exciting has happened here at school, but I suppose your friends may have different stories to tell when you return. We look forward to having you back at school.
Mrs. Chupp <mchupp@ccsgoshen.org>
Goshen, IN USA - Wednesday, November 11, 2009 6:55 AM CST
Hi there Benji & Cindy, Just thinking about you and wondering how things are by this time. We hope you'll be able to come home very soon. Keep doing your exercises Benji. We're looking forward to watching you play Basketball at CCS this winter. We love you both and are also looking forward to having you here at our house to celebrate Thanksgiving with the rest of the family. Love & Prayers, Grandma, Grandpa & dale
Grandma Betty <bhcare123@msn.com>
Goshen, In Elkhart - Tuesday, November 10, 2009 2:18 PM CST
Hey Benji & Cindy, Am so glad you had some familiar faces follow to the new ward you are in and dissapointed with you on the restrictions with visitors but am hoping that the time is going quickly and you'll both be home soon. Keep that cycle going and the hoop hot to stay in shape Benji!
Grace Bontrager <bon5@bnin.net>
- Monday, November 9, 2009 5:09 PM CST
Hi Benji, We miss you here at school. Last week seemed to go by quickly. It was a pretty uneventful week other than early dismissal for parent-teacher conferences and the two-hour delay the next morning. Those things changed our schedule a little bit. I hope your week went by quickly.
Mrs. Chupp <mchupp@ccsgoshen.org>
Goshen, IN USA - Monday, November 9, 2009 7:03 AM CST
Good morning Benji and Cindy,
Thinking about you guys this morning. Sorry about all the restrictions regarding visitors but hope you will have a good week and it goes by quickly and uneventfully. We will continue to pray for you.

Marilyn Knepp <lemaknepp@truevine.net>
Goshen, IN - Tuesday, November 3, 2009 11:04 AM CST
We will pray that Benji has a good week
Carolyn Miller <carolmil@verizon.net>
Middlebury, IN USA - Monday, November 2, 2009 9:45 AM CST
Praise God for a good summer. I have checked in here a few times this summer to see how Benji's summer has been and you are right in saying that no news is good news! I'll see you all in a few weeks at school.
Mrs. Chupp <mchupp@ccsgoshen.org>
goshen , IN USA - Tuesday, August 4, 2009 1:17 PM CDT
Hello Benji, I am writing you during Science class right now. The class is working on their paper pets. It's a genetics project you can read about in your Science book on page 316-317. As you know lunch is right before Science class. I heard the class leaving the gym to head down to their lockers and I thought of you because you never need to go to your locker and you are usually the first one back to the room. Mike and Spencer have been dominating the blue chair since you have been gone. Wish you were here!
Mrs. Chupp <mchupp@ccsgoshen.org>
Goshen, IN - Monday, February 9, 2009 11:20 AM CST
Hi Benji, Did you get a chance to read the email I sent you yesterday? Well, today was not quite as goofy as yesterday. We had a good chapel today for Missions week. The guest speakers were a couple that live in Elkhart but the husband is originally from the country of Chile. Several times throughout their speaking they had us say Acts 1:8. Each time we said it they made us do something while we said it like stand on one leg, jump up and down, march in place, and my personal favorite ;stand up for one word and sit down for the next word. There's a lot of words in that verse. Not only were we spiritually fed during chapel, but we got a good workout too! :) We were able to watch Kavic on the big screen. I started reading a new book to the class today. It is a short book which you would finish in a matter of hours I am sure. Did you get Makayla's email? Others want to email you too but we ran out of time. Maybe tomorrow. We miss you!
Mrs. Chupp <mchupp@ccsgoshen.org>
Goshen , IN United States - Wednesday, February 4, 2009 4:57 PM CST
Hey Benj I don't like to hear that you have all that pain.I am glad Mom asked for some pain medicine for you. I thought we were gonna come see you this next weekend but Nic and Nate have 2 bball games now on Sat.:(
But put me down to sponsor you in your read-a-thon ,Let me know what I need to do.I hope you have a good night and day tomorrow.Love Aunt Naomi and all

Naomi <enraber@embarqmail.com>
- Tuesday, February 3, 2009 8:19 PM CST
Cindy, just got done reading your journal. I'm so very sorry Benji about your pain. We love you very much and keep praying that you will feel better soon.
We want to come down there to see you sometime soon. Maybe tommorrow or Thursday but in the meantime, keep reading those books. We'll sponsor you Benji for the read a thone.
Yesterday I took Taco Bell lunches over to the school for Tyler,Cory & Megan. (I didn't want megan to feel left out.) Wish you could be there at school too instead of the hospital. Love you both, Mom & Grandma Troyer

Betty Troyer <bhcare123@msn.com>
Goshen, In Elkhart - Tuesday, February 3, 2009 4:21 AM CST
Hi Benji. We keep thinking about you and hope you get well enough to come home soon. I'm sure that Sawyer misses you at church!
Kathy Beachy <Wkbeachy@beachyville.com>
Millersburg, IN - Saturday, January 31, 2009 3:39 PM CST
Hi Benji,
Mrs. Horst gave your envelope with your reading chart and sponsor sheet and the letter explaining the Read-a-thon to your brother today. I hope you get it. We made one change on the contest for Grades 5-8. We will allow you to chart reading at school. Your classmates are thinking you have an advantage for charting reading hours since you are in the hospital. Ha! Hope you keep improving and can come home soon and see how we turned the library into a rain forest. Mrs. Shirk

Rosemary Shirk <brshirk@maplenet.net>
Goshen, IN usa - Friday, January 30, 2009 7:10 PM CST
Hi Benji. We miss you in Sunday School. Hope you will be back with us soon. I'm planning to watch Tyler play basketball tonight. May God give you all you need for today.
Carolyn Miller <carolmil@verizon.net>
Middlebury, IN USA - Friday, January 30, 2009 8:24 AM CST
My dear loved ones, just to let you know we're thinking about you. Both you at home and down at the hospital. Cindy, I'm thankful that the stay at the hospital has been much less often in the last year and a half. We rejoice in that fact! God is good in spite of our dissappointments. Benji, you are a real inspiration to us. You keep your head up high and seem to take things as they come. Hope you can be home soon! Love you much, Mom Troyer & grandma
Betty <bhcare123@msn.com>
Goshen, In Elkhart - Thursday, January 29, 2009 9:23 AM CST
Goodmorning Benji, Glad to hear you are feeling better and enjoying some good meals. Although personally I prefer Burger King over McDonalds. For hot lunch yesterday we had pizza bagels. They were very good,but my favorite part of the meal was dessert:Scotcharoos. I am pretty sure you would not agree with me on that since it is made with peanut butter and chocolate! They also served pineapple at lunch which I know you are now sooo disappointed that you missed hot lunch and had to eat McDonalds. :) We had a good day at school yesterday. At one point because it was so bright outside due to the freshly fallen snow and the sunshine; I opened the blinds all the way and we shut off the lights for all of Science and Bible class. That was kind of fun to do. Talk to you later!
Mrs. Chupp <mchupp@ccsgoshen.org>
Goshen, IN - Thursday, January 29, 2009 7:03 AM CST
Hey guys!! Was so glad to see your update on Benji. Have been thinking about you and praying God's grace will continue to give you all that you need - and only He knows what that is. Cindy, I really enjoyed your cruise pictures. You are a great photographer. Of course, beautiful water and sky and family make it easier :) It looks like you had some nice variety and lots of different experiences. Creative Memories has chosen Make a Wish to be their recipient of their giving this year. Seeing these pictures makes it more real.
Sue Hooley <sbhooley@npcc.net>
- Thursday, January 29, 2009 6:41 AM CST
Goodmorning Benji, I heard you now have access to a Wii. That sounds fun. What games are you playing on that? I hope you are not spending all your time on video games. :) But if I know you I am sure you are reading too. The librarians are reading the book THE SIGN OF THE BEAVER to our class. I don't know if they started it last week while you were here or not, but if you haven't read it ever, I recommend that you do. It is a fairly short book, so it would take you only a day or two to read.
A teacher from Riley contacted me yesterday so I assume she will be giving you your school assignments soon. You weren't secretly hoping we'd forget to give you work were you? :)
Josh was sick again yesterday. Hopefully he will be back today.
Conrad Showalter was in chapel yesterday. He talked about how our birth names have meanings, but most of us didn't choose our birth names. And he mentioned that a lot of people are also given nick-names. But his main point was that each of us is actually creating a name for ourselves by the way we choose to live our lives. Proverbs 3:4 says: "Then you will win favor and a good name in the sight of God and man." (you might want to read verses 1-3 too) We talked about this a little in Bible class earlier this year when we talked about having good character. I think you are creating a good name for yourself, Benji. I always appreciate your good attitude in class and your friendliness to others. We miss having you here at school. Be in touch!

Mrs. Chupp
Goshen, IN - Wednesday, January 28, 2009 7:31 AM CST
Hello Benji, I hope your day is going well. We had a typical Monday here at school. Josh was absent today too. Second and third recess we played 22 Skadoo and PacMan tag. Most of the high school students were gone on a field trip today so the hallways were quiet. We miss you.
Mrs. Chupp <mchupp@ccsgoshen.org>
Goshen, IN - Monday, January 26, 2009 1:31 PM CST
Hey Eash's! Just wanted to check in to see how you all are doing. It's been awhile since I'd visited the site. Glad to hear Benji is doing well. We hope 2009 is a very healthy year for all of you!
Jim and Lori Plank <sunnyslope7@juno.com>
Sullivan, IL USA - Sunday, January 11, 2009 9:24 PM CST
Hey Eash family!!
Im not sure if you heard, but Im no longer at Riley. I moved to Cincinnati, OH at the end of October to work in the PICU at Cincinnati Childrens. I absolutely love it here!
Hope you had a wonderful holiday season. Miss you all.
Give Benji a big hug for me!!
Keep in touch, my email is listed on this post! :)

Rebekah Robinette <iurebekah3rt@gmail.com>
Cincinnati, OH - Thursday, January 1, 2009 3:38 AM CST
Thanks for the good news update in the Good News (Jesus Birth) season. Blessings to your family.
Ben W Shirk
Goshen, IN USA - Friday, December 26, 2008 7:30 AM CST
Hi to the Eash's, I really enjoyed looking at your trip pic's. Looks like you had alot of fun. Hope everyone stays healthy and has a great holiday season.
Joyce Hershberger <djoyhersh@embarqmail.com>
Millersburg, Oh holmes - Saturday, November 22, 2008 7:14 AM CST
Wow what great news you all received!! I am so excited for you guys! Sounds like things are going great back at home! We miss you but we love to hear such wonderful news!! Take care and stay in touch!
Brooke Massey, CCLS <bmassey1@clarian.org>
Indianapolis, IN USA - Wednesday, October 22, 2008 1:54 PM CDT
Hi Benji, I just heard yesterday that you had been in the hospital. I am happy you made it home for the fair, but let's be honest, I am happier that you made it home for the start of school! You know I have to say that since I am your teacher. Your mom mentioned that you like to read and Mrs. Krull had mentioned that to me too. I am interested to hear about what books you have read. I took a look at the pictures from the cruise! You and your family must have had a blast! You have a great family! I have enjoyed being the teacher to your big brothers and I look forward to having you in my class too. See you soon!
Mrs. Chupp <mchupp@ccsgoshen.org>
Goshen, IN - Friday, August 8, 2008 9:16 AM CDT
Thanks SO SO much for the birdhouse guys!!! I was so excited when I walked in tonight and saw that I had a present. I love it!! Hope things are still on the up and up :)
Jillian Underwood <jillian98765@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, July 22, 2008 11:20 PM CDT
Hi Cindy and Benji! I am so glad you guys got to go home on Friday! As much as we will miss you we know how much you want to get home and enjoy your summer! Benji eat a corn dog for me at the fair! :) I will be practicing my UNO skills so I am ready for you the next time you are in! (Hopefully not for awhile though, right? ;0) Have a great rest of the summer!
Brooke Massey, Child Life Specialist <bmassey1@clarian.org>
Indianapolis, IN - Tuesday, July 22, 2008 10:35 AM CDT
Hi Cindy & Benji, the pictures on your trip are great! Looks like you had a great time. Benji, Keep on reading good books, because this will help expand you mind and knowledge and make you smart. Maybe we can come down to visit you while you're there. Cindy, we keep praying for you and the family to stay strong during the time your family is separated and for other times as well.
Love, Mom & grandma Troyer

Betty Troyer <bhcare123@msn.com>
Goshen, In Elkhart - Friday, July 11, 2008 9:28 AM CDT
Hey guys,
Really enjoyed update and especially the pictures of your cruise. We missed your family in church today. Hope your stay will be short this time. (PS...Benji, I'm just a little jealous because I have always wanted to have a ride in a limo and you beat me to it!)

Marilyn & Topper <lemaknepp@truevine.net>
Goshen, - Sunday, July 6, 2008 9:05 PM CDT
What a good report! And I'm so excited to hear about the trip! Love you guys!
Lynette Showalter <lynette@olbarn.com>
Goshen, IN USA - Friday, June 6, 2008 4:48 PM CDT
Hey, family, good to read an update. I've missed you at church lately, Cindy. I always marvel when I see how healthy Benji looks when he can come to church. He is really growing up! Sure do care about you all! May all of you experience new life in some way or another this Easter season.
Lynette Showalter <lynettes@bnin.net>
Goshen, IN USA - Wednesday, March 19, 2008 10:04 PM CDT
Hey Eash family!!
Im so happy that you have been home for a while AND that I actually got to see Benji with the last admission.
I hope you all are doing well and hes staying healthy in these winter months. Hopefully we wont be seeing you too soon...although we all do miss you.
Take Care :)

Rebekah Robinette, RT <iurebekah3rt@gmail.com>
Indianapolis, In - Wednesday, January 30, 2008 0:12 AM CST
Happy New Year Guys!! Was thinking about you soaking up the sun in Florida! How was the pool Benji? We are looking to slow down too, although minus Rob who is traveling for the next 3 mo. We'll miss him! But he is the cash cow afterall! I'm off work until March. Think about you all the time! Lisa F. RN
Lisa <iufanz@msn.com>
Carmel, In USA - Friday, January 18, 2008 3:21 PM CST
Hello Eash family!!! Im so happy for y'all that you haven't had to spend much time with us lately, but we miss you! Glad to hear that your vacation was fun! You need to put some pictures up:)
Nurse Haley
Indianapolis, - Thursday, January 17, 2008 11:57 AM CST
I hope you all had a wonderful Christmas! We recieved your card and the picture is so good!! Benji looks great! Just wanted to let you know that Lindsay had her beautiful baby girl on December 19th! Take care and Happy New Year!
Brooke, CCLS <bmassey1@clarian.org>
Indiananpolis, IN USA - Thursday, December 27, 2007 2:19 PM CST
Hey guys. Hope you have a MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!
Im here working over the holiday. WooHoo. I will be going home to see my family on the 26th.
Hope Benji is feeling well and isnt too miserable at school ;)
Have a great holiday!!
~Rebekah, RT~

Rebekah <iurebekah3rt@gmail.com>
Indianapolis, In US - Monday, December 24, 2007 9:42 PM CST
Benji and Cindy,
I know this is a little overdue, but I missed you guys that last time you were here! Thank goodness for short visits huh? Hope you all are wonderful! Take care
Amanda

Amanda Thiery <rn_thiery@yahoo.com>
Indianapolis, IN - Tuesday, December 4, 2007 0:05 AM CST
Dear Benji,
Since I'm only at school 2 afternoons each week, I don't always get an update on you, so I really am glad to come to this site. Hope you are back at school again soon. Have you finished the Mandie books you checked out of the library?

Mrs. Rose Shirk <brshirk@maplenet.net>
Goshen, IN U.S.A. - Thursday, November 15, 2007 5:33 PM CST
Hi, Benji,
Misunderstood your dad's email, and thought you were going to be home this past weekend. Hope everything goes well so you can come home today.

Conrad <conrad@bnin.net>
Goshen, IN - Monday, November 12, 2007 8:29 AM CST
Cindy,

Thanks so much for what you shared in church this morning. We rejoice with you. I saw Benji run up to little Claire this morning and greet her. He was so full of life and looked so happy and healthy! Praise God! Love you! Lynette

Lynette Showalter <lynettes@bnin.net>
Goshen, IN - Sunday, October 14, 2007 3:19 PM CDT
Hey Benji!!!
I was just thinking earlier that I hadnt seen you in quite some time!!! Im so thrilled to hear everything is going well. Im sure you are SO HAPPY to be back in school! haha.
Keep us updated. Hope to see you VISITING sometime soon!!

Rebekah, RRT <iurebekah3rt@gmail.com>
Indianapolis, IN - Wednesday, October 3, 2007 8:24 PM CDT
Yeaaa! Glad to hear the check-ups went well. Sounds like you all had a great rest of the summer. Take care and I'll check back for pics! :-)
Erin N, RN <ejnew3@hotmail.com>
Indianapolis, IN - Saturday, September 15, 2007 5:20 AM CDT
Hey Cindy...
Thanks for the update!

Marilyn Knepp <lemaknepp@truevine.net>
- Friday, September 14, 2007 3:52 PM CDT
Hey Cindy...
Thanks for the update!

Marilyn Knepp <lemaknepp@truevine.net>
- Friday, September 14, 2007 3:51 PM CDT
HI Benj! Hope you have been able to enjoy some swimming and great summer fun! My kids start school on Tuesday the 14th and the boys are moaning about it! But, I am not :) Take care sweetie, think of you all often! Love, Lisa
Lisa Ford <iufanz@msn.com>
Carmel, IN - Thursday, August 9, 2007 8:16 PM CDT
Cindy, just a note to let you know we will be praying for a great check-up for Benji this week. God's blessings to you and the boys for all you've endured this summer. Glad to see you finally got home!
Dawn Henely <Sdkhenhouse@aol.com>
Goshen, in USA - Monday, July 30, 2007 7:32 PM CDT
Cindy and Benji, So glad for the time you've been home! We've thought about you as parents watching a child suffer so much during the time Shiloh was in the hospital. It was touching to see Jeremy's message to you from one Children's Hospital to another. I hope you are enjoying some of the things you like best about summer at home. We love you! Lynette
Lynette Showalter <lynettes@bnin.net>
- Monday, July 30, 2007 0:05 AM CDT
I am so glad you guys are home and I hope you're doing well! Let me know if there is anything I can do for you!
Brooke Massey- Child Life Specialist <bmassey1@clarian.org>
Indiananpolis, IN US - Thursday, July 26, 2007 10:05 AM CDT
Yea!!!!! So glad you were able to go home! Take care and hope not to see you any time soon. Not because I don't love you guys, but you know what I mean. I'm sure you feel the exact same way. :-)
Erin N, RN <ejnew3@hotmail.com>
Indianapolis, IN - Monday, July 23, 2007 3:03 PM CDT
Praise the Lord! Benji and Cindy we are so glad how the Lord has given you healing of being able to go home. We will keep praying. Anna Mae
Anna Mae Mast <ottismast@juno.com >
Macon, Ms Noxubee - Sunday, July 22, 2007 8:14 AM CDT
Hey Benji and Cindy, it was good to see you on Monday and we are so glad to hear that you may come home this weekend. We will pray that all goes well so that it will be a reality! Take care and you will be home in your own bed before you know it!
Trula Thomas <leannacres@aol.com>
Middlebury, IN USA - Thursday, July 19, 2007 6:34 AM CDT
Hey Benji! I am so happy that you got those chest tubes out! I have seen how miserable they can be just from working at the hospital. We are so happy you are feeling better and might be able to come home this weekend. We pray for you every night!
We love you!

Matt,April and Abbie Eash <april24@maplenet.net>
Goshen, IN - Wednesday, July 18, 2007 8:21 PM CDT
Wow! I'm soooo excited for you Benji that you got those tubes out and the good news about maybe coming home yet this week! Yi-ha! I'm sure that was very, very good news for you! I'm glad to hear you had fun with your family and cousins! You make lots of great memories together don'tcha?!?! Rod & Natalie enjoyed seeing the pictures I took of you & your mom and your room on Saturday (I'll show them to Jill when she comes home from being a camp counselor)and we all hope to see you soon!
Grace Bontrager <bon5@bnin.net>
Goshen, IN 46528 - Wednesday, July 18, 2007 2:31 PM CDT
It was great to hear the good news~ I am so excited to hear you are improving daily! we were also doing whoops and hollars as we read about you getting rid of your pump! It is good to hear the good report! We hope to see you soon guys! Rose for us all
Rose Yoder <jasonyoder2@juno.com>
- Monday, July 16, 2007 4:50 PM CDT
Hi Benji & Cindy, Sorry we couldn't come & see you yesterday when we were so close to Indy. I just wanted to let you know you have been in our thoughts & prayers. I hope you are feeling much better Benji & that all those yucky tubes will soon be out of your body & that you can heal really fast & come home again. We really miss you & your cheerful smile at church. Love & prayers, Ginny for the Kauffmans
Virginia Kauffman <jkauffman@maplenet.net>
Millersburg, IN - Sunday, July 15, 2007 9:59 PM CDT
Thanks for the 2 hours or so that you spent with me on Saturday, Cindy & Benji! It was interesting to see your hospital room and all the equipment that is helping your body,Benji! Thanks for all the camera tips, Cindy-you were a big help! The bikers made it to the finish line in 11.5 hours and averaged 17 mph! I was very proud of them! You helped make my day special-thanks again!
Grace Bontrager <bon5@bnin.net>
Goshen, IN USA - Sunday, July 15, 2007 9:41 PM CDT
Dear Benji and Cindy,
Went to the supper at Greencroft, Middlebury (meal put on by the Arts & Crafts Festival committee) on Friday night. Sat at the table with Jane and Mark Hochstetler and Joe and Dorothy Stutzman. Jane told me you were in the hospital. I should have thought to check your site before. We are praying that you keep right on improving and can come home soon. God bless you.

Rose Shirk <brshirk@maplenet.net>
Goshen, IN USA - Sunday, July 15, 2007 9:38 PM CDT
Benji,

Hi! It's Jeremy out in Seattle...yes, I sympathize on the catheter issue. Shiloh has had 3 so far for samples and is to get another one tomorrow. While she can't tell us how it feels we can only imagine. And Pa'lee knows from experience that they're uncomfortable. Wanted to let you know we get updates from Conrad and are thinking about you from Children's in Seattle.

Jeremy Showalter
Seattle, WA - Friday, July 13, 2007 11:54 PM CDT
Good morning! I came to check up on you all!! So glad to hear that you got some of your tubes taken out. I can identify w/ the catheter one. Cindy, just the whole experience is burny and uncomfortable, everyway you look at it! I am planning to go pick blueberries today w/ some of my family and they should be here soon. Praying that you all will have a good day. Love, Lanae
Lanae Bontrager <jl203@maplenet.net>
- Friday, July 13, 2007 8:04 AM CDT
My Dear Benji, This a special note just for you. I talk to your mom on the phone from time to time but not much to you. I just had to cry when I say the pictures of you all wrapped up again with wires,cords,machines and what not. You have been so brave through it all! We love you very much and wish we could take all your pain for you. We pray for you constantly that you will soon be home again and feeling good. Are you remembering that the Troyer Campout is coming up? We pray that you will feel good enough by then that you can do everything your cousins do. We always have so much fun together! We'll have to play Spongeball Monopoly with you again when you feel better. OK? And bring some of your cousins along next time, right? Grandpa set up the pool again for you kids to swim in when you come over. We love when you come! You are a hero! Keep fighting, you are a winner! Love, Grandma Troyer
Grandma Troyer <bhcare123@msn.com>
Goshen, In Elkhart - Thursday, July 12, 2007 7:58 PM CDT
Good morning Cindy/Benji,
Thanks for the educational pictures of the lungs you have been sharing with us. Seeing pictures along with your description of what has happened with Benji's lungs helps me understand better what is going on. Benji, am wondering if they have removed any of your tubes yet and if not, I pray today is the day for some of them to go. Hope you have a good day. In my Medical Mayhem book it says "Laughter is a form of internal jogging. It moves your internal organs around. It enhances respiration." May you have a lot of laughter in the next few days.

Marilyn Knepp <lemaknepp@truevine.net>
Goshen, - Thursday, July 12, 2007 7:41 AM CDT
Cindy and Benji,I hope your day is going well.Benji I hope some of those tubes will come out too.We are praying for you all,for strength,courage and that you can feel God's presence to help you through.
It is a year now that we were down there next door to you.
I want to come see you soon and bring you some more of that sour candy!!!Love you Aunt Naomi and all

Naomi <enraber@embarqmail.com>
- Wednesday, July 11, 2007 10:54 AM CDT
hey there Benji- just stopped in to send you a note-hope you are feeling better today! I am so proud of the way you deal with these ouchy things that happen to you! You are a trooper dude!You keep up that positive spirit! You are loved! Aunt Rosie
Rose Yoder <jasonyoder2@juno.com>
- Wednesday, July 11, 2007 8:07 AM CDT
Hi there Benji and Cindy. I love the Dad and Mom pictures. Benji, the Lord has blessed you with wonderful parents. May you and they have a blessed day!! It's kinda quiet around our house this week. Beth is a Jr. counselor at Choral Camp (she just can't stay away from there) and Karm is a counselor at Bible Memory Camp in southern Indiana. Eric is at home in the evenings - except last night when he was hanging out with his church friends at Alona's. Love you much!!
Sue Hooley <sbhooley@npcc.net>
New Paris, - Wednesday, July 11, 2007 7:18 AM CDT
Hi there! It was good talking to you on the phone tonight Cindy-I'm looking forward to seeing you and Benji on Saturday, Lord Willing, while Rod, Eileen, Ginny and Chad do their "Ride Across Indiana" on Bikes. Glad it's them and not me! I'll be praying that lots of those tubes and gizmos will be outta your body, Benji, on Saturday and that you'll be feeling a lot better! See you soon!
Grace Bontrager <bon5@bnin.net>
Goshen, IN - Tuesday, July 10, 2007 9:20 PM CDT
Hi, Cindy and Benji,
Cindy, you really had me questioning my eyes with that collage of twins in the hospital bed! Cute. Benji, sorry about that catheter thing. They sure do figure out ways to embarass a guy in the hospital, don't they. Glad things went well and hope you can come home soon, and hope you get that IV out even sooner. Praying for you.

Conrad Showalter <conrad@olbarn.com>
Goshen, IN - Tuesday, July 10, 2007 8:57 PM CDT
To the Eash family, Our thoughts and prayers are with you.
Lester & Marilyn Mast <marilynsmast@maplenet.net>
Goshen, In USA - Tuesday, July 10, 2007 7:58 PM CDT
Just wanted to send a note that I'm thinking about you! Take care!
Sam Schwader
Indianapolis, IN - Tuesday, July 10, 2007 9:55 AM CDT
Cindy,Allen Benji, I appreciate your update and pictures on Benji's happening. We are glad the surgery went okay. And hope things continue for the better.We think about you each day and our orayers are there always. May you know God's peace thru these trying times for all of you. Benji, we love you and God loves you. Anna Mae

Anna Mae Mast <ottismast@juno.com>
Macon, Ms Noxubee - Tuesday, July 10, 2007 9:11 AM CDT
Hi Benji and Cindy, You have been in our thots alot the last week and half. Benji, I hope that you mend quickly so you can take off those nasty things they had to attach to you for your surgery:) We hope that the repair they did with this surgery will help you be able to breath better and help you be able to come home soon. We love you guys, hang in there, trust God(I know thats not always easy). Denise Bontrager

Denise Bontrager <pbontrager@earthlink.net>
Goshen, IN - Tuesday, July 10, 2007 8:09 AM CDT
Hi Benji, wow! I am gone for a week from work and look at all you have been thru! I hope your pain is better now and that your recovery is quick. I think about you all the time and am so proud to be your nurse and just in awe of how you handle all that you have to deal with! Take care sweetie and maybe see you soon. Lisa
Lisa Ford <iufanz@msn.com>
Carmel, IN - Monday, July 9, 2007 10:00 PM CDT
hey there Cindy and Benj- I am praying that the surgery goes excellent! We are praying for you daily! Thanks for the great pic's... The kids are busy this week-jalen and malaina are at choral camp; micah is at football camp and swim lessons. Sophie is busy taking care of Malaina's doll and stuffed dog while she's gone. And me well, I'm just baggin bugs...I'm on my 7th bag of beetles! What an interesting life i lead huh?!We can't wait to see you again-You are surrounded with our love and prayers! Rose
Rose Yoder <jasonyoder2@juno.com>
- Monday, July 9, 2007 11:01 AM CDT
Hi, Cindy and Benji,
Thanks again, Cindy, for the excellent update on Benji's condition. It was good to see the list of people who stopped in the last couple of weeks. And I love that "brothers" picture, Tyler and Benji.
Love and prayers,

Conrad Showalter <conrad@olbarn.com>
Goshen, IN - Saturday, July 7, 2007 1:43 PM CDT
"I am the Lord that healeth thee." Exodus
"He shall cover thee with his feathers, and under his wings shalt thou trust; his truth shall be thy shield and buckler." Psalm 91:4

Rosetta Petre <one4him79@afo.net>
Macon, , MS USA - Friday, July 6, 2007 5:12 PM CDT
Hey there- I just wanted to let you know you are heavy on our hearts. We are asking God to show his favor on you today. We all enjoyed the time we spent together Mon night and tues. I talked with the family and they said yes to the waterpark idea...:) I will call you. Love you, Rose
Rose Yoder <jasonyoder2@juno.com>
middlebury, in - Friday, July 6, 2007 8:50 AM CDT
Good morning Cindy and Benji. We missed you guys at Brian and Lorilee's 4th of July picnic. May your day be blessed with some laughs, rest, and whatever is best for you!! We love you and hope to see you soon.
Bill and Sue Hooley Family
Goshen, IN - Thursday, July 5, 2007 9:30 AM CDT
Hi Cindy & Benji, I know that I just sent you a email but I came to check out your website and decided that I should sign my name. I hope and pray that you will have a good 4th of July and will be able to spend it w/ the rest of the family. love and prayers, Lanae for the bontragers
Lanae Bontrager
Goshen, In USA - Wednesday, July 4, 2007 11:08 AM CDT
Hi, Cindy and Benji,
Wow! What a roller coaster! I was so sorry to hear that Benji wasn't going to be able to be home for the Air Show. (There were a few times that the smoke was so thick that you might have had trouble breathing, Benji) Thanks, Cindy, for your most recent update. You can be proud of all your boys. I'm praying that God will give each one of you what is needed most for today. I hope you can enjoy some family time today.

Conrad Showalter <conrad@olbarn.com>
Goshen, IN - Wednesday, July 4, 2007 8:29 AM CDT
Hi Benji. I had a lot of fun playing gamecube with you and corey the other day. Keep practicing Mario Cart so you can beat corey all the time.

Hope to see you soon,

Tyler Brenneman

Tyler Brenneman <tyler8fishing@yahoo.com>
Goshen, IN USA - Wednesday, July 4, 2007 8:06 AM CDT
Hi Benji,

I wasn't at the hospital when my family went to see you. I was at a freinds party at lake Michigan. I hope you get better soon.
From Isaac

Isaac Brenneman <brenclan@verizon.net>
Goshen, IN USA - Wednesday, July 4, 2007 8:03 AM CDT
Hi Benji. Are you feeling any better? Thanks for letting us play your Gamecube with you. It was fun being with you.

Bye, Benji.

Cedric Brenneman
Goshen, IN USA - Wednesday, July 4, 2007 7:56 AM CDT
Hi Benji, so sorry that you have to stay longer. The girls went from being excited that you were coming home to being so disappointed that you had to stay. But we are praying that you can heal quickly! Grandpa told me that he got to play Sponge Bob Monopoly with you. That sounds like fun, sometime I want to play with you too. Keesha and Reygan biked to the library with me today and I am exhausted. I hope you have a good night. We love you.

Corine

Corine Troyer <troyerjc@msn.com>
goshen, IN USA - Monday, July 2, 2007 7:33 PM CDT
ToCindy and Benji, We are sorry to know you couldn't go home. We are praying for you. We know God has a plan for all of us and God's plans are always best. God is our refuge and strength. I had writtten before but I didn't see it in the quest bok this morning. love you all. Anna Mae

Anna Mae Mast <ottismast@juno.com>
Macon, Ms. Noxubee - Monday, July 2, 2007 8:07 AM CDT
Hey Benji. Sorry to hear you arent feeling well. We hope you feel better soon! Sorry to hear you couldnt go to the air show but if it makes you feel any better we didnt get to go either. Abbie has been really sick the past couple weeks and on Friday Matt caught it then Sat. morning I woke up not feeling well but from what I heard it was really crowded at the air show. Well we hope you can come home soon.
Matt,April and Abbie <april24@maplenet.net>
Goshen, IN - Sunday, July 1, 2007 11:12 AM CDT
Allen,Cindy& the boys
Just checking in ,hoping tonight will be a better one. Hope to see you soon. Topper

LeRoy Knepp <lemaknepp@juno.com>
Goshen, In USA - Saturday, June 30, 2007 7:49 PM CDT
Hi Cindy & Benji, sure glad for this site to keep up with your comings & goings, the ups & downs, etc. in life. sorry to hear that you couldn't go home this morning. Maybe within the next week you can. Can you believe my dear hubby turned 50 today!! What are we.. getting older fast or slowly!? God's blessings to your whole family. --Cheryl
Cheryl Mullet <jcmullet@emypeople.net>
Brooksville, Ms USA - Saturday, June 30, 2007 4:00 PM CDT
How are you doing?Hope better all the time.
We had a busy week Nic and Nate are at Grace College for a bball camp this week they will come home today,Joseph and I were at Wisconsin Dells this week for a bball tourney Joseph was in.So I am glad to be home.
We want to come see you soon.Can you keep all the nurses in line?See you!Love Aunt Naomi

Naomi <enraber@earthlink.net>
- Friday, June 29, 2007 7:38 AM CDT
Good evening Cindy and Benji, just want to let you know that I am keeping you in my prayer, and think of you two, and the rest of the family often. It was so good to see you all when you were in Ohio. Hope you will soon be back home and feeling lots better again. Love to you both, Joyce
Joyce Hershberger <djoyhersh@tusco.net>
Berlin, OH Holmes - Thursday, June 28, 2007 5:24 PM CDT
Good Morning guys- IT RAINED! As Sophia said "look at the glorious rain"! Our games got rained out but it was worth it! Jalen and Micah are both in the championship ballgames tonight. Jalen said yesterday he wished you could come along tonight. Maybe in a couple weeks we will have to go swim together or something. we hope your lungs keep getting better! We love you and pray for you daily. Aunt Rosie
Rose Yoder <jasonyoder2@juno.com>
Middlebury, in - Thursday, June 28, 2007 6:39 AM CDT
Good morning Benji and Cindy,
I hope that you are having a good start to your day! We are so glad that we were able to visit you on Saturday. Now we know more about what it is like for you at Riley. Tyler and Cedric enjoyed the time there very much and informed Isaac of what he missed out on....
We are praying and believing that you will be able to come home soon.

Love, Deb for the Brenneman's





Deb Brenneman <brenclan@verizon.net>
Goshen, IN - Tuesday, June 26, 2007 9:01 AM CDT
Good morning guys,
Hope you are still sleeping as I send off this note. I got up earlier than usual because Topper left early and yesterday we missed our morning devotions together because I chose to stay in bed and I miss that time together. I also enjoy hearing the birds in the morning as I sit on the front porch.
Here's a little something to ponder on today:
God is like Bayer aspirin. He works miracle
God is like Ford. He's got a better idea.
God is like Coke. He's the real thing.
God is like Hallmard Cards. He cares enough to send the very best.
God is like Tide. He gets the stains out that others leave behind.
God is like General Electric. He brings good things to life.
God is like Sears. He has everything.
God is like Alka-Seltzer. Try Him, you'll like Him.
God is like Scotch Tape. You can't see Him, but you know He's there.
God is like Delta. He's ready when you are.
God is like Allstate. You're in good hands with Him.
God is like VO5 hairspray. He holds you throught all kinds of weather.
God is like Dial soap. Aren't you glad you have Him. Don't you wish everybody did?
Think of you often...Love
Marilyn


Marilyn Knepp <lemaknepp@truevine.net>
Goshen , IN USA - Tuesday, June 26, 2007 6:06 AM CDT
Good evening Benji & Cindy...it's 10pm and I wanted to write all day and thank you for yesterday. Benji, you are such a trooper to let me spend all that time with your mom. She took me all over town! What a pleasant time we had...thanks Cindy. I will always treasure our unique lunch at that quaint little house. I enjoyed the day so very much. Benji, it was good to see you too. I got home shortly after 11pm and needed to pick up my grandchildren by 6:45 this morning so tonight I am a "little" exhausted...they were here till 7pm. Praying for you!
Love, Marilyn

Marilyn Knepp <lemaknepp@truevine.net>
Goshen, IN USA - Thursday, June 21, 2007 9:10 PM CDT
Hi Cindy and Benji,
We are missing you guys. How are things going down at Rileys? Benji, are you finding new things to keep you busy? Too bad school is out. That always gave you something to do. (ha ha) Be good and remember God loves you. Grandpa Troyer

Harley Troyer <bhtroyer@juno.com>
- Thursday, June 21, 2007 9:09 PM CDT
Good evening Cindy and Benji. I hope you had a very good day. This evening is so nice outside, very comfortable and cool. My dog and I just came in from watering my flowers. She thinks she is helping me work when I let her go outside with me. :) A joke: What did the croaking frog say to his friend? Ahem. Excuse me; I think I've got a person in my throat. I think about you a lot Benji. I pray God will make your body comfortable and let your lungs breath better. Wishing you well.
Fern Bontrager <fbon@bnin.net>
Goshen, IN - Thursday, June 21, 2007 7:38 PM CDT
Good Morning, Cindy and Benji! It's a lovely day here in Northern Indiana. Do you have a good view from your room to what's happening outide? Any good books either of you are reading this week? Wonder how you're week is going. We just talked to Kristin, Jason, and Lydia via web cam this morning. They are so glad to have Kristin there and were delighted with all the things she brought along. Dara said it was "just like Christmas". We love you and think of you often! Lynette and Conrad
Lynette Showalter <lynette@olbarn.com>
Goshen, IN - Thursday, June 21, 2007 9:06 AM CDT
Hi Benji and Cindy. I hope things are going good for you down in Indy. The girls finally went to bed at 11:00, so now it's time to get some things done. :) We woke up this morning and were just freezing! (something is wrong with our air conditioner) Jasmine came down and said her pillow felt like an ice berg. I thought that was funny! I'm not sure she agreed with me. Any who, you both have a good night. We love you both.

Corine

Corine Troyer <troyerjc@msn.com>
goshen, IN USA - Wednesday, June 20, 2007 10:33 PM CDT
Cindy and Benji, We sure have been thinking alot about you guys. So how are you doing? Hope you are having a comfortable stay and that you'll be home again soon. Love you.
Ruth Schrock
Shipshewana, IN USA - Wednesday, June 20, 2007 7:35 PM CDT
hey you down there in indy- how is it going...we got a bit of an update from Allen on fathers day. we had fun telling "Cindy" stories to Wayne and Fran Sun. night. Its always great fun to tell stories "embellishing" certain parts when the defending party is not there:)! we are talking about coming down-i heard your phone was out so in Dale's words "call me sometime". We pray for you, we love and think about you. Rose
Rose Yoder <jasonyoder2@juno.com>
middlebury, - Wednesday, June 20, 2007 8:58 AM CDT
Hi Cindy and Benji! Benji, I'm one of your mom's new "scrapbooking buddies" and I've really enjoyed getting to know her over the last 6 months or so! Even though I've never met you, I feel like I know you...your mom has shared lots about your family over many hours of scrapbooking events! I check in to your website every now and then to see if you guys are still home or back in Indy. I'm so glad that you had such a nice, long 4 months at home! I'm sure you'll be back before you know it! I'm sending hugs your way and as always--keeping you guys in my prayers!
Anne Reverman <markannerev@comcast.net>
Elkhart, IN - Tuesday, June 19, 2007 7:44 PM CDT
Hi, Cindy and Benji, Thanks for the update -- I always learn a little more about CF and hospital life when i read your updates. That was so neat to hear about the Nigerian chaplain. I just got back from taking Kristin to the airport to spend a month with J and C and family in Morocco. sorry we missed you at the board retreat. I think we left a few hours before you got there. I hope each day there brings some pleasant surprises. Love you!


Lynette Showalter <lynette@olbarn.com>
- Monday, June 18, 2007 6:33 PM CDT
Hey Tyler/Benji...are you having fun while mom/dad are gone? Hope you have a nice weekend together. We've been thinking and praying for your family every day. Cindy/Allen hope you have a really good time at your retreat this weekend.
Mairlyn/Topper Knepp <lemaknepp@truevine.net>
Goshen, IN USA - Saturday, June 16, 2007 1:30 PM CDT
Hi Benji and Cindy! Thank you for the flowers, they were beautiful! Just wanted to check in with you and let you know that we are thinking of you. Jasmine says "Hi" to you all. Have a good night, we love you.

Corine

Corine Troyer <troyerjc@msn.com>
goshen, IN USA - Thursday, June 14, 2007 9:26 PM CDT
Hey guys!!! We miss yall, but are soooo glad that you have been home so long!!! I think about you all the time:)
Haley Wierick, RN
Indianapolis, IN - Monday, June 4, 2007 8:56 AM CDT
Hey Benji,

I'm a friend of nurse Amanda's and she talks about you all the time. She told me I should check out the site. Your pictures are wonderful. I'll be praying for you.

Jason
Chicago , - Sunday, June 3, 2007 10:34 AM CDT
Sorry I think I forgot my email address
Judy Hollingsworth
Indy, IN - Friday, May 25, 2007 10:14 AM CDT
Cindy, Hello! Can you please send me an email, just about follow up.
Judy Hollingsworth
Indpls, IN 46202 - Friday, May 25, 2007 10:13 AM CDT
Hi Benji!!!
Oh my goodness, I had no idea you had this site... it's crazy that I'm just now getting on it to visit my favorite patient!! I hope you and your family are doing well! I wish you nothing but the best and I promise to visit more often to stay in touch!!! Hugs and Kisses!!

Miranda Applegate <mjappleg@yahoo.com>
Indianapolis, IN USA - Sunday, May 13, 2007 0:54 AM CDT
Hi Benji! How are you?? How is school? I'm getting ready to take Blake to baseball tonight if we do not get rained out. Are you going to play this year?
Well, just thought I would check on my fav. patient! Hi to mom & dad!

Take care & thinking of you all the time!
Love,
Lisa

Lisa <iufanz@msn.com>
Carmel, In usa - Thursday, April 19, 2007 2:21 PM CDT
Hey Benji!
We just wanted to let you know that we're thinking of you and your family. Let us know the next time you're in Indy so we can come and visit you again.
Take care!
Emily
Wish Program Manager
Make-A-Wish Indiana

Emily Foreman <eforeman@makeawishindiana.org>
Indianapolis, IN - Wednesday, April 11, 2007 7:45 AM CDT
Hey Benji!
Haley told me you were on 3A the other day! Sorry I missed you guys! She also said you looked GREAT! Im so happy to hear that. Take care! We miss you! Love you lots!

Rebekah Robinette, RRT <iurebekahrt@sbcglobal.net>
Indianapolis, IN - Friday, March 23, 2007 4:32 AM CDT
Hi Allen Cindy and Benji
I'm in Kansas right now getting ready to go home on the train. I enjoy traveling on the train although it runs late sometimes so we found out this morning were running late. We looked at your pictures . I hope your doing ok and I hope your having a good week.

Ruby Beiler <budruby@maplenet.net>
Goshen, IN - Friday, March 2, 2007 1:57 AM CST
Hi Cindy, Benji, and Allen,
Cindy, your family's snapshot from the Christmas card is taped to my computer monitor at work; I keep you in my prayers every day. I come to the site regularly and have read the 2/15 update. We rejoice with you at this good news, and Benji, we cheer for each little step of progress! We thank God for watching over you day and night.
Much love, and always the prayers, Ted and Dona Weiler
Northern Indiana Emmaus Community

Dona Billey-Weiler <dbilley@sbcglobal.net>
Niles, MI US - Monday, February 26, 2007 9:58 AM CST
Hi Benji! I've been off for a few weeks and thought I would check up on your web site! I'm so glad you are feeling better, and as always keeping all my fingers & toes crossed that you will get through the rest of this winter healthy! Thought of you the other day when my kids wanted sour worms at the movies! Take care dude! Hi Cindy & Allen, miss and love you guys. Lisa
Lisa Ford <iufanz@msn.com>
Carmel, In usa - Saturday, February 24, 2007 12:01 AM CST
Benji and family,
You are such a trooper! May God continue to give you everything that you need as you need it!!! He has a wonderful plan for your life, I just know it. I am sure that looking at the future and trusting God to take care of it is like Peter must have felt when Jesus asked him to step out of the boat and WALK to HIM! Just like Peter knew that Jesus wanted him to do it... it was still hard. Trust Jesus Benji (and family) HE WILL NOT FAIL YOU!!!!!

Ken Miller <knmlr@nibble.net>
Middlebury, IN - Wednesday, February 14, 2007 10:20 PM CST
Hi guys, I'm glad you all are home again. I'm wondering how St. Louis was? We are keeping you all in our prayers.
Joyce Hershberger <djoyhersh@tusco.net>
Berlin, Oh Holmes - Wednesday, February 14, 2007 2:07 PM CST
Benji and Cindi,
I heard you guys on the radio the other day, it was sooo good!!! I was just driving in my car, and all of the sudden they said your name Benji! It was great. Glad you are home :-)

Amanda Thiery RN <rn_thiery@yahoo.com>
Indianapolis, IN - Wednesday, February 14, 2007 6:25 AM CST
Hey Benji (and family!!)
I read that you guys are in St.Louis right now. I really hope everything is going well. I miss you a ton already! Im back on night shift now! Its just not the same starting my night without seeing your smile and dimples!!
Hang in there Benji!! Keep us updated! WE LOVE YOU!!!

Rebekah (RT) <iurebekahrt@sbcglobal.net>
Indianapolis, IN USA - Monday, February 12, 2007 6:20 PM CST
Its me again. I just saw that yall are traveling to St. Louis today for an appointment tomorrow and wanted to say be very careful and GOOD LUCK! I will be praying for yall!!!! Lots of LOVE:)
Haley Wierick
Indianapolis, IN - Sunday, February 11, 2007 12:57 AM CST
Hey Benji! I saw our picture on the front page...it made me sooooo happy! Hope you are doing great at home, make sure and keep us updated. We love you and miss you bunches already:) You better watch out...I've been practicing my jump shot!
Haley Wierick
Indianapolis, IN - Sunday, February 11, 2007 12:44 AM CST
Hi! I just heard your story on the WFMS Riley Radiothon. It was priceless! Thanks so much for sharing it with everyone. Hope you are doing well! Have a safe trip to St. Louis. :)

Lindsay Morgan, Riley Child Life <lmorgan2@clarian.org>
Greenfield, IN 46140 - Thursday, February 8, 2007 7:46 AM CST
Hi Benji!!
I'm so glad you and your mom were able to come home for a few days. I know you probably weren't too happy about having to cancel your wish trip, but just focus on getting better and we will reschedule it as soon as possible!! The minute I get the go a head from your mom and dad (and the doctors), I will begin planning your trip again and you'll be on the Disney Cruise ship in no time!! We'll be thinking of you over these next few months. Take care Benji!!

Emily Foreman from Make-A-Wish
Indianapolis, IN - Wednesday, February 7, 2007 2:43 PM CST
Hey Benji! Glad to hear your feeling a little better by now. Hope you can come home soon! We will keep praying for you. Abbie says HI.

Love, Matt,April And Abbie <april24@maplenet.net>
Goshen, IN - Sunday, February 4, 2007 9:35 AM CST
Hey Benji! Glad to hear your feeling a little better by now. Hope you can come home soon! We will keep praying for you. Abbie says HI.

Love, Matt,April And Abbie <april24@maplenet.net>
Goshen, IN - Sunday, February 4, 2007 9:35 AM CST
Hey Benji! Hope you are doing well. Do you remember being in our wedding? (Matt & Melissa) :) That was 3 1/2 years ago!! Crazy! :) I just wanted to let you know that we are thinking of you and praying for you often. Tell your family hi for us. :) Take Care! Matt & Mel
Matt & Melissa Blosser <melissa_blosser@hotmail.com>
Chesapeake, VA USA - Saturday, February 3, 2007 9:29 PM CST
HOWDY BENJI I THOUGHT YOU'D LIKE TO MEET A FRIEND OF MINE LOLA:
~~~~~~~~(Y)
~~~~~~~~(. .)
~~~~~~~(")-(")LATER MATER~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~JAZI

JAZI <hi_shiree@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, February 1, 2007 8:50 PM CST
Hi Benji, how are you and mom doing? We miss you both and look forward to when you can come home. It was good to see your mom last week-end. We are still painting! I'll tell you a little secret... I'm really tired of painting. The girls are ready to move into our house, but it's not quite ready, but hopefully soon. Reygan has been bugging Jerry about checking grandpa's pond, she wants to go skating. But it's really cold outside. (I'd rather stay inside) We pray for you and wonder what all you have been doing. Tell your mom "hello" from all of us.

Love & miss you,
Corine

Corine Troyer <troyerjc@msn.com>
goshen, IN USA - Thursday, February 1, 2007 8:24 PM CST
Hi Benji and Cindy, I talked with Allen tonight, Dave and I would like to come for a visit on Saturday. We are waiting to hear back from Topper and Marilyn to see if it suits for them to come along. It's good to hear that Benji had a good day today! We love you.

Gloria Miller <davegloriamiller@yahoo.com>
Goshen , Indiana USA - Wednesday, January 31, 2007 6:50 PM CST
Hi Benji,
I hope it's going good. I had lunch with your dad today.
It was neat to see all the pictures you have on this website and see what it's like down there at Riley. (Thanks Allen and Cindy for the updates and the pictures)
We love you and are praying for you.

Dave Miller <davegloriamiller@yahoo.com>
Goshen, IN USA - Wednesday, January 31, 2007 6:39 PM CST
Good Morning Benji & Cindy,
I'ts a good morning to stay in where it is warm!! Winter has finally arrived in Goshen...I'm not that excited but have to admit it looks very beautiful with all the snow hanging on the bushes and trees. I am very happy to hear your name is at the top of the lung list in case that would be necessary and am also glad you are making progress with you chest tube. Here's a thought for the day: "God never uses an answering machine; he takes each call personally!" Hope you have a good week. Love and prayers.

Marilyn <lemaknepp@juno.com>
Goshen, IN USA - Wednesday, January 31, 2007 10:25 AM CST
Good morning Benji, I hope your night was good. We got to have a 2hr delay, and Kari and Kami were so excited to sleep in! Kaci just got up and was so happy to see her sisters still here. She's been sick with a fever and a cough but today seems to be much better. She actully wanted to eat some of Kami's French toast which was a good sign. Ken is out blowing our drive open. It's really cold!!! You have a good day, I pray for you and your Mom often. Kris Miller
Ken Miller <knmlr@mailaka.net>
Middlebury, IN United States - Wednesday, January 31, 2007 8:30 AM CST
Hey benj how are you doing tonite?Have you looked out your window and seen all the snow?Maybe Indy doesn't have as much as we do.
Nic was out with the 3 wheeler playing in it while Nate was scraping snow(now does that sound fair?)He got to use
the skid loader so he didn't mind!!!
I'm just glad to be in where it is warm.I had to go out and check on our baby lambs, we have 9 now and probably will have about that many more.
Well you have a good night and be good for Mom.Love you-Aunt Naomi for the Raber's

Naomi <ENRABER@EARTHLINK.NET>
- Tuesday, January 30, 2007 6:45 PM CST
hey benji!!!
how's life . . . i hope it gets better!! :) i miss not taking you home from school anymore! you need to get better so that i can do that again . . . and then we'll work more on catching up on that (sometimes annoying ;D) school work! ;D can't wait to see you soon!! :D

*kari* <knmlr@nibble.net>
middlebury, in usa - Tuesday, January 30, 2007 5:07 PM CST
Dear Cindy and Benji, Glad to hear from you again. I am sorry about so much problems. Benji, Jesus is always there with. He loves you and some day you will be better. We are praying for both of you. Hope you got some sleep. Anna Mae
Anna Mae <ottismast@juno.com>
Macon, Ms. US - Monday, January 29, 2007 8:53 PM CST
Hello! I think of you often and pray for you! This weekend Tyler, Isaac, and Cedric have been staying at our house since their mom and dad went on a little vacation. They like to play games and they also got to play in a couple of inches of snow with their cousins yesterday.
I'm looking forward to the Super Bowl game. I will probably root for the Bears but I'll be happy for either team that wins. which team will you be cheering for? I enjoyed watching Aaron play BB Friday night. It was a very exciting game! Love and prayers,
Mrs. Brenneman

Rachel Brenneman <bobrachelb@verizon.net>
- Monday, January 29, 2007 6:30 AM CST
Hi Benji, How is your day going? I hope it went fast like mine has. So, what do you think? Bears or Colts? I think Cory and I are the only Bears fans in my classroom. Maybe even in the whole school. Are you a Bears or Colts fan? For some reason I think you may have met the coach for the Colts. He seems to be a pretty good guy, and I do like Peyton Manning but... I'm still a Bears fan. I just hope its a good game!
Today I heard that you have been talking to some of your classmates on the phone while they are at school. That's pretty cool.
Well, that's all for now.

Mrs. Chupp <mchupp@ccsgoshen.org>
Goshen, IN - Friday, January 26, 2007 2:40 PM CST
hi Benj- this is Micah. How are you doing? Today was the 100th day at my school. We celebrated by doing a 100 piece puzzle. I chose a monkey puzzle. 3 other people helped me. It was hard because it didn't have much color. Here's a joke...what do you call an elephant in a telephone booth? Stuck! Hope to see you soon! Micah
Micah Yoder
- Wednesday, January 24, 2007 2:13 PM CST
hey Benji- This is Jalen. How are you doing? I hope you are feeling better.I am doing my homework,are you? Did you watch the Colts win? Are you going to watch the superbowl? I got a joke book from the library...what do you have when you cross an elephant with a skunk? Very few friends. Hope to see you soon! Love, Jalen
Jalen Yoder <jasonyoder2@juno.com>
- Wednesday, January 24, 2007 2:07 PM CST
Hello Benji/Cindy
Think of you often during the day. How are you doing? A few of us ladies were planning to come see you on Friday but talked to your mom, Cindy and she said she will be coming down to stay overnight and you were planning to come home on Friday...am glad you can come home for a bit so we will plan another day. Sorry we couldn't make it work. We love you both.

Marilyn <lemaknepp@juno.com>
Goshen, IN USA - Wednesday, January 24, 2007 10:45 AM CST
Benji, hope things going good for you today. Sylvan and Connie have been keeping us updated on what is happening. Our whole Sunday school class has been praying for you and your family. Hope you had a chance to see the Colts win their game last night. It sure is nice to see all your photos and stay up on what is happening. Looks like you have alot of nurses that really like you.

Hope you can come home soon.

We will keep on praying for you
Dave Hawkins (your neighbor)

David Hawkins <dave@hawkinswater.com>
- Monday, January 22, 2007 7:07 PM CST
Too bad you have to have another tube again Benji, but hope it helps a lot! Did you have fun watching the Colts win Sunday Night! That was exciting wasn't it! Cindy, I hope you are getting caught up on your sleep! That is so important isn't it!?! Thanks for the update on the website! Have a good week! My prayers are with you whenever you come to mind!
Grace Bontrager <bontragrace@yahoo.com>
Goshen, IN - Monday, January 22, 2007 8:40 AM CST
Cindy & Benji, you have been in our thoughts and prayers alot lately. I have been updating the prayer sheet each week, just to keep the church informed and connected. Benji, hope your chinese food was good the other night...it sure sounded good to me. Hope you are feeling better and not as sore. Blessings to you both...our love, Rich & Trula
Trula Thomas <leannacres@aol.com>
- Sunday, January 21, 2007 4:31 PM CST
Thanks, Cindy, for the update. Since I don't get to school until the afternoon, I often miss prayer requests shared by the teachers in the morning. Benjie, we are asking our Heavenly Father to watch over and heal you. We miss you.
Love, Mrs. Shirk

Rose Shirk <brshirk@maplenet.net>
Goshen, IN USA - Friday, January 19, 2007 9:09 PM CST
Hi Benji!

Hope your feelin' better :). Corine, the girls and I enjoyed seeing you the other weekend. Sorry to hear about another surgury. Hang in there and I hope it will get better for you soon.

Love you,

Jerry

Uncle Jerry <troyerjc@msn.com>
Goshen, IN - Thursday, January 18, 2007 10:25 PM CST
hey there you two
I was thinking about you and thought I would drop you a note. It was good to connect with you again last week. I am so sorry that Benj had to get a tube again! We wish it were different. It is so good to know our Father is in control when our worlds seems out of control. I just recorded my final songs last night. Faithful was the one I worked on...Merciful Father,Lord of the ages, you have been faithful, faithful to me. When all my world comes crashing in around me, you'll still be faithful to me.
Summer and winter, springtime and fall, you're the great provider and you're still in control. When I can't see you, I still know you're with me. You have been faithful to me! May you feel his trustworthiness today! I love you, Rose

Rose Yoder
middlebury, - Thursday, January 18, 2007 7:50 AM CST
Hello Cindy and Benji
So very sorry you had to have the tube put back in again. We saw you when you had it in the first time and know how uncomfortable you were then and all the pain you were having...hope this is less painful. We continue to pray you will feel God's love surroung you daily and He will bring healing to your body.
Cindy, I was wondering if you could e-mail me some of your family's likes and dislikes regarding food. It would help me when people ask...they really want to help and they would like to prepare foods your family enjoys...also are there certain baked goods they enjoy so we can supply these for their lunches? Sending our love and prayers your way!

Marilyn & Leroy Knepp <lemaknepp@juno.com>
Goshen, IN` USA - Wednesday, January 17, 2007 5:16 PM CST
Hi Benji, Just wanted to say hello and let you know we miss having you at school. Today we had the school spelling bee. Cory was in it, so he can tell you about it. Your class came to watch, but they couldn't be in it. It is only for 5th grade thru 8th grade. Well I need to go. I have to go to the public library to pick up books for my students research reports. Hope you are having a good day.

Mrs. Chupp <mchupp@ccsgoshen.org>
- Wednesday, January 17, 2007 3:17 PM CST
Hi Benji. It's been a while since we could email you because we didn't have a computer. I'm so excited that we can email agian. It's not a lot of fun to be without internet and email. Do you know how cold it is outside? Of course anything below 60 is too cold for me. :) Grandpa's pond is starting to freeze so that must mean it's pretty cold. Here is a joke from Reygan... what kind of dance does a hamburger go to? Do you know the answer or do you give up? The answer is... A meatball. The girls are in bed but they all wanted to say "Hi". I hope you have a good night and that you can come home soon.

Cindy, how are you doing? We think of you a lot. I'm so glad that we came the week-end we did since this week-end I came down with a cold and I'm losing my voice. Keesha informed me that my voice sounds real funny. Take care, we love you all.

Corine


Corine Troyer <troyerjc@msn.com>
Goshen, IN USA - Tuesday, January 16, 2007 8:41 PM CST
Hi Cindy and Benji, Was thinking of you again and thought I'll send you a little message on a card we got just recently from one of our friends. "Just remember that in all that life sends your way, the beauty seen, the progress made...is never lost to you, regardless of what you face today." I hope this is a note of encouragement for you Cindy. It's amazing the grace God gives us just at the right time.Mom
Benji, how are you doing? hope you recover soon so you can come home again. We wish we could come down to visit you this week end. Maybe next week we can. We love you very much. Grandma Troyer

Betty Troyer <bhcare123@msn.com>
Goshen, In Elkhart - Friday, January 12, 2007 9:18 AM CST
To the Eash Family, We are sorry to hear you are all going thru this once again. May you feel the Lords presence and the prayers of those around you.
Lester & Marilyn Mast <marilynsmast@maplenet.net>
- Thursday, January 11, 2007 2:11 PM CST
Hey Benji! Sorry to hear your back in the hospital. We missed seeing you at church on Sunday. Get better quick so you can come home! Jesus loves you and so do we!!!
Matt,April and Abbie <april24@maplenet.net>
Goshen, IN - Wednesday, January 10, 2007 7:37 PM CST
Dear Cindy and Benji,We just heard about you being in the hospital and are not feeling so good. We are sorry and are praying for you. Jesus loves you and is with you. We love you too. Anna Mae
Anna Mae Mast <ottismast@juno.com >
Macon, Ms US. - Monday, January 8, 2007 6:00 PM CST
Hi Benji, & family, so sorry to hear about the hole in your lung. So thankful for knowledgeable drs. that can fix things like that. God definitely has a purpose for everything that happens to us. And he has a plan for each one of us. Hoping you will be reunited as a family again before too many weeks roll around. Cindy, thanks so much for the pic,card & letter you sent us. -Cheryl from down south
Cheryl Mullet
Brooksville, MS Noxubee - Monday, January 8, 2007 4:22 PM CST
Benji, Allen and Cindi,
I'm thinking of you frequently since we heard you are back in the hospital. Read 1 Peter 5:6 & 7. Think about where you are in comparison to God's hands in verse 6. Love, Rose

Rose Shirk <brshirk@maplenet.net>
Goshen, IN USA - Thursday, January 4, 2007 8:22 AM CST
Benji, So sorry to hear of your emergency surgery. Hope the hole in your lung heals quickly and you can be free of infection! We'll be praying your hospital stay won't drag on too long and you can be back to school soon!
Grace Bontrager & family <bontragrace@yahoo.com>
Goshen, IN USA - Thursday, January 4, 2007 7:39 AM CST
Happy Birthday Benji! I hope that you are having a great day!
Sam Schwader
Indianapolis, IN - Thursday, December 7, 2006 11:27 AM CST
Hi Benji, and Cindy, so good to hear your home! I pray your adjustments are smooth, and that you have a great thanksgiving. I'm glad for all of you that you can be together. I think of you often, and breathe a prayer for you.
Joyce Hershberger <djoyhersh@tusco.net>
Millersburg, Oh Holmes - Thursday, November 23, 2006 8:17 AM CST
Hurrah!! You're home!
Praying that God will give you good days with family and friends. Praying for wisdom for the doctors and all. Praying for the strength needed for each day. I think God promised that. Have a happy Thanksgiving!!

R. Shirk <brshirk@maplenet.net>
Goshen, IN U.S.A. - Wednesday, November 22, 2006 8:42 AM CST
Hi Benji! I've just returned from several weeks of traveling in India. I quickly checked to see if you are home. I visited many schools and some homes. Their schools are quite different! Oh yes and I even got to ride a camel! Have a good day! Mrs. Brenneman
Rachel Brenneman <bobrachelb@verizon.net>
- Monday, November 20, 2006 5:20 AM CST
Hi Benji, it's Elise and I heard that you're home now and I'm so happy for you. I'm in Puerto Rico visiting my grandparents. I hope you have a great Thanksgiving! BYE!!!!!!
Elise <ccr@nibble.net>
Goshen, Indiana USA - Saturday, November 18, 2006 11:10 PM CST
Hey Benji- Just wanted to let you know we are still missing you! Today is Jason's birthday he's....old!:) WE are all hoping like crazy that you can join us for Thanksgiving. That would be something great to give thanks for huh?! Hope you have a great day. I pray for you that the docs will give you a good report! Love you gobbles! Aunt Rose for us all... Uncle Jason, Malaina, Jalen, Micah, and Sophie
Rose Yoder
- Tuesday, November 14, 2006 6:26 PM CST
Good morning Benji & Cindy. Hope your day is going well so far. I was glad to hear that you may be coming home this week. You are missed by many people and are prayed for daily. We look forward to seeing you soon. And Cindy, it was so good to talk to you last night. I think Jr wondered if the phone was permanently attached to my ear. :-) But, it was so good to catch up with you. Just remember that you are always thought about, loved and cared for. Have a wonderful day. ~Carol
Carol Miller <carol.miller@mma-online.org>
Middlebury, IN USA - Tuesday, November 14, 2006 6:50 AM CST
Hey, what you doin. havin fun,hope you come home soon. see you this weekend
Cory Eash <ace@nibble.net>
Middlebury, IN U.S.A - Monday, November 13, 2006 5:35 PM CST
Hey,Benji has Mom played any baseball with you yet? Well hope you have fun even without me down their. Tell Mom I said hi. See ya!!
Tyler Eash <ace@nibble.net>
Middlebury , IN USA - Monday, November 13, 2006 5:31 PM CST
Hey Benji! I was hoping to see you at church yesterday but atleast your getting better and have the care you need!! We sat behind Corey yesterday and he was teasing Abbie and she was trying to hide from him but she had nowhere to go. She was having fun but she sure didnt want to share her goldfish crackers with him!! Well get better and we hope you can come home soon. We were at your Uncle Melvins yesterday and he was hoping I would say you were home and when I told him you werent he said they hope you get better and can come home soon too! We love you and pray for you every day!!
Cousins, Matt,April and Abbie Eash <april24@maplenet.net>
Goshen, IN - Monday, November 13, 2006 9:56 AM CST
Good morning Benji & Cindy
I just wanted to tell you how very much we miss you at church. Benji, your cheerful smile is always such a blessing. I hope & pray that you'll have a good day today & will be able to come home soon. I'm planning to come with Marilyn on Wed. unless you can come home by then. You are always in my thoughts & prayers. God Bless!! Love Ginny Kauffman

Ginny Kauffman <jkauffman@maplenet.net>
- Monday, November 13, 2006 7:47 AM CST
Good Morning Benji and Cindy,
Sorry to still find you at the hospital...was hoping you and mom could be home by now. Wed (11/15) a group of ladies are coming to see your mom (and you too, Benji!) but am supposing a bunch of "old ladies" doesn't really excite you. That's quite alright to feel that way! Hope you have a very good week and we will see you on Wednesday.
Remember we love you and your family and that God loves you even more than we ever could.

Marilyn Knepp <lemaknepp@juno.com>
Goshen, IN USA - Monday, November 13, 2006 7:09 AM CST
Hi, Benjie,
The days and weeks go by and I'm so glad I can come to this page to check up on you. I liked your mom's comments about the new hospital. We are still reading the story about "Wee Sir Gibbie" to Grades 3/4. It is a very long book. Praying you will be back to school before Christmas.

Rose Shirk <brshirk@maplenet.net>
Goshen, IN U.S.A. - Sunday, November 12, 2006 12:41 AM CST
I read the new comments since the last time I have visited the web site and heard you were in the hospital again. I'm very sorry to here that news! I hope you feel better again and soon! I will pray for you to get better.
Well I have to go so see yah!feel better soon!




















Emily Hochstetler/Darin's sister <eehochstetler@aol.com>
Millersburg, IN Elkhart - Saturday, November 11, 2006 10:00 PM CST
Hello guys,Are you and Tyler having fun today?Is Aunt Rose behaving?
I'm kinda lazy today cause it is rainy and I don't want to do much.Keep smiling and loving Jesus he always is there taking care of you.
Love Aunt Naomi

Naomi <ENRABER@EARTHLINK.NET>
Shipshewana, IN - Saturday, November 11, 2006 3:24 PM CST
Hi Cindy and Benj. Sorry to hear you are back in the hospital. That's a good place to be under a Drs. care when you are sick. We want to pray for you that you will get better and can go home again. Anna Mae
Anna Mae Mast <ottismast@juno.com>
Macon, Ms Noxubee - Saturday, November 11, 2006 11:04 AM CST
Hi Benji! What all is happening with you and mom? It feels like a long time since we've seen you. Jasmine turned "12" this week, so she thinks shes pretty big stuff. :) By the way, all the girls say HI. Keesha and Reygan are trying to talk me into letting them stay up and watch a movie. What silly little girls, they have to get up early and go to school tomorrow. Benji, we hope you have a good night and we love and miss you. Cindy, we love and miss you too. Love, Aunt Corine
Corine Troyer <troyerjc@msn.com>
Goshen, IN USA - Thursday, November 9, 2006 8:16 PM CST
Hi Benji!! Hayley and our class hope you are feeling better. Jonthan says to tell you that we miss you. Jaden hopes you can come back to school soon. Destiny and our class love you very much!!!! Lots of BIG bear hugs to you, the 1st grade class, Hayley, Jaden, Caleb, Destiny, Jonathon, Natasha, and Mrs. C. :)
1st grade class <jcunningham@ccsgoshen.org>
Goshen, IN USA - Thursday, November 9, 2006 8:53 AM CST
Benji, I was sad to learn you had to go back to the hospital, I hope you can come back to school soon. We all miss you! My family and I are praying for you and if you want anything while you are in the hospital, let me know.
Dougie Rheinheimer & Family <JeanieR@hughes.net>
Wolcottville, IN USA - Thursday, November 9, 2006 8:06 AM CST
Hey Benj,
I got up little early this morning so I thought I would write you a note, 4;30 am. I always keep forgetting to check your website because I just ask dad how your doing. How do you like your new games? Maybe we can come to see you again if you can't come home soon.
Love you buddy
Sylvan

sylvan eash <sce@nibble.net>
- Thursday, November 9, 2006 4:16 AM CST
Hi CIndy and Benji,
I was hoping you would come home soon. We miss you a lot. Last night Jerry and Corine invited us down for Jasmine's birthday party. The Hershberger grandparents were there too. We pray that you will get better soon, Benji.
We love you..

Grandpa Troyer
- Wednesday, November 8, 2006 4:52 PM CST
Dear Benji,

Our class really misses you a lot. We are hoping you can come to our class party on Sat. from 7-9:30. Right now we are doing a map of the U. S. and are trying to find unamerican names on it as we are a melting pot of nations..
We all love you and miss you. It is voting day; we prayed for the elections that Godly men and women will be elected to serve our country...Looking forward to seeing you real soon!!
Mrs. Kramer and the class :-)

Carol Kramer <nckramer@yahoo.com>
Middlebury, IN USA - Tuesday, November 7, 2006 7:31 AM CST
Hi Benji, and Cindy, How are you guys doing? I just finished reading the journal, and was very moved. Cindy, I stand in awe at how you deal with all of this. It cannot be an easy road to walk. You are in my prayers. Thanks for taking the time to update this webpage! God bless you all. Joyce
Joyce Hershberger <djoyhersh@tusco.net>
Berlin, Oh Holmes - Sunday, November 5, 2006 2:48 PM CST
hey benj have fun playing gamecube. this is my 2nd day in a row sick at home. hope you get to come home next week. say hi to the three bros for me. b-ball and indoor soccer start sat and sunday. have a good day

your cusin nate


Nate Raber <enraber@earthlink.net>
Shipshewana, IN USA - Friday, November 3, 2006 9:09 AM CST
Hi Cindy and Benji
We hope you have a great day today and that you'll soon get to go home again. You're in our prayers!

Keith & Susan
Millersburg, OH USA - Friday, November 3, 2006 5:34 AM CST
Hey there Cindy and Benj- Just wanted to say hello. Hope you can come home this week. It was good to read your update. Sounds like you had lots of fun last week with all your visitors! May His face shine on you today! Rose
Rose Yoder <jasonyoder2@juno.com>
- Wednesday, November 1, 2006 7:26 AM CST
Goodmorning Benji, We miss you here at school. I saw in one of these guest book entries that Rachel Brenneman asked you if you ever read the Gary Paulsen books The Hatchet and The River. They are really good books. In fact, I read them to my classes. Last year I read The Hatchet and was planning to read it next year, but the 6th graders liked it so much they keep asking me to read it again this year! I don't know if I will, probably not. I have too many other books I want to read with them! But as long as I am teaching here I will read those two books every other year, so next year Cory will hear them and then when you are in my class you will hear them too. I think I read them when Aaron and Tyler were in my class too. But if you read them now, I don't think it will ruin it for you then! I hope you have a good day! You and your family are in my prayers daily!
Mrs. Chupp <mchupp@ccsgoshen.org>
Goshen, IN USA - Wednesday, November 1, 2006 6:12 AM CST
Hi Benji, Just wanted you and your Mom to know that we think of you often. We are praying that you will be doing good enough to come home soon! In time for the class party, of course!! Denise
Denise Bontrager <pbontrager@earthlink.net>
Goshen, IN - Tuesday, October 31, 2006 9:38 AM CST
Hey Benji! Just thought we would check in and see if there were any new updates and sure enough! Have you caught up on your sleep? It is windy here tonight but not too cold! Get well soon so you can come home!!!
Love: Matt,April and Abbie <april24@maplenet.net>
Goshen, IN - Monday, October 30, 2006 6:07 PM CST
Hi Benji and Cindy:
Just a note to let you know that you are in our thoughts and prayers every single day. We love you and wish you feel better soon.

Celina, Carlos, Elise & Cristian <ccr@nibble.net>
Goshen, in usa - Friday, October 27, 2006 9:53 PM CDT
Hi Benji,
We are still praying that God will make you strong. Hope you can come home soon. We miss you. Thinking of you-- Benson and Madison

Benson Yoder <gjyod@juno.com>
- Thursday, October 26, 2006 6:20 PM CDT
Benji & Cindy, just checking in to see how you are both doing. We sure do miss you and just pray that God will comfort you both physically and emotionally. I, too, love that song saying -Lord, you never let go of me. What a great reassurance! Please know you're in our daily prayers.
Dawn Henely <Sdkhenhouse@aol.com>
Goshen, in us - Thursday, October 26, 2006 12:17 AM CDT
hey benji I thought we could of came done but then we have to take care of dale but maybe some time but i hope you can be out of there before or if we come. We are still praying for you.
later dude
jaz

Jasmine S. Troyer <baseball5205@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, October 25, 2006 6:25 PM CDT
Hi Benji/Cindy,
Just letting you know you are in our thoughts and prayers daily. We are still asking for a "miracle". Love you...the Knepp's

Marilyn Knepp <lemaknepp@juno.com>
Goshen, IN USA - Wednesday, October 25, 2006 12:26 AM CDT
Hello Benji! I'm sorry to hear you needed to return to the hospital! Are you getting your school work like you did last year? Is third grade harder? These days I'm getting ready to travel in India for 15 days in the beginning of November. I am going on an MCC learning tour. I plan to come to school to tell about it.
I hope to see you there! God bless you! Mrs. Brenneman

Rachel Brenneman <bobrachelb@verizon.net>
Goshen, IN - Tuesday, October 24, 2006 7:10 AM CDT
Hey Benji you will never guess well you might? Now my mom still has to talk to my dad but we MIGHT be able to go to riley thursday and visit you I really hope so. And like always I hope you don't have to be there that long we are still praying for you even when your not at Riley.:):):)
later dude.
jaz

Jasmine S. Troyer <baseball5205@yahoo.com>
- Monday, October 23, 2006 6:22 PM CDT
Hi Benj- We are sorry to hear you are back in bed....Sophie and I just wanted to say hi---Jalen missed you at church yesterday. Sometimes he cries cause he misses you...You are very special--I love that new song on the radio---Oh, no, you never let go, through the calm and through the storm, Lord you never let go of me! That's true, God will never let go of you! He loves you lots and We love you too! Aunt Rose
Rose Yoder
Middlebury, in - Monday, October 23, 2006 7:45 AM CDT
Dear Benji and family,
Good Luck! I hope it goes great!

Emily Hochstetler <EeHochstetler@aol.com>
Millersburg, IN USA - Saturday, October 7, 2006 7:31 PM CDT
Hello. I have a son with CF also. I know what you are going through. My son is 7 and he is what Dr. Harris and the rest of the crew at the clinic call a "bad" cystic. Maybe we could meet up someday and share our feelings, it is always nice to meet someone who can understand what I am dealing with.
Samantha Binkley <mbrace99@aol.com>
Middlebury, IN Elkhart - Wednesday, October 4, 2006 7:15 PM CDT
Hey Benji,
I am happy that you and your family are doing fine. I hope you are catching-up with your schoolwork and most important-friends. I am very happy that I got a chance to meet you and your mom.

Best wishes for all family!
Birutè

Nursing student Birute <bdarzins@iupui.edu>
Noblesville, IN - Monday, September 25, 2006 9:56 AM CDT
Hey Benji, I'm so glad to see you back in school, I really miseed you! I hope you don't have to go back!
Dougie Rheinheimer <jeanier@hughes.net>
Wolcottville, IN USA - Sunday, September 24, 2006 3:08 PM CDT
I just heard yesterday about your class' field trip, so I quickly checked the site and sure enough it was true! I almost cried when I saw the photos. I miss everyone. I am praying that you are coming home today! Love, Rachel Brenneman
Rachel Brenneman <bobrachelb@verizon.net>
- Tuesday, September 12, 2006 7:26 AM CDT
Good Morning Benji! I hope and pray that by now you aren't having to deal with nausea anymore! Our family had fun at Twin Mills. We really got into basket ball and volley ball.
Today I'm just hanging out at home and Tyler is here with me because he is sick and couldn't go to school. I've been wondering if you have read any of Gary Paulsen's books, particularly The Hatchet series? My grandsons rave about those books. Sol actually read some of the books twice, he liked them so much. Love, Rachel Brenneman

Rachel Brenneman <bobrachelb@verizon.net>
- Thursday, September 7, 2006 8:59 AM CDT
Hey Benji, we have been thinking of you a lot. Every time Jerry asks the girls if there is anything special that they want to pray for, one of them says "pray for Benji and that he can come home soon". We miss you and your mom too when you are down there. Jerry and I have been working on our house and tonight he accidently dropped some very heavy wood on my toes. OUCH! He told me he was sorry. :) Well, buddy don't wear out your fingers playing video games. We all love you bunches, and I hope you have a great night. Aunt Corine
Corine Troyer <troyerjc@msn.com>
Goshen, IN USA - Tuesday, September 5, 2006 9:26 PM CDT
Hey guys- Just checking in again, I want you to know we think and pray for you every day! Miss you! Rose
Rose Yoder
Middlebury, in - Tuesday, September 5, 2006 6:02 PM CDT
Hey,Benji how are you this morning.We come home yesterday afternoon then,Nic really enjoyed playing with you all Sunday afternoon.Sorry I could just stick my head in the door.
I think it helps Ervin not feel quite as alone since he knows you are just on the other end of the tunnel.
Well I hope you have a good day and we will probably see you in a few days again.Love Aunt Naomi

Naomi Raber <ENRABER@EARTHLINK.NET>
Shipshewana, IN USA - Tuesday, September 5, 2006 7:05 AM CDT
Hi Benji, Is the game-cube working yet? I think that is what it is called. Cory told me something like that wasn't working or for some reason you couldn't play. I hope you are able to now. We are praying that you are able to come home and return to school soon. This year you will have lunch and recess at the same time Cory does. He said he is looking forward to playing soccer with you. The 5th and 6th graders play a couple of times a week with the 3rd and 4th graders. We also pray that you do not get too bored each day. I know your family brought some school work down for you to do. Even though I am a teacher, I can admit, school work is not always fun, however, it can give you something to do for a little while! Don't tell Cory I said school work isn't fun! :) I don't want him to know his teacher said that. :) Well I need to end this message because Cory's class will be returning from library soon and then we will start Bible class. Talk to you later, Mrs. Chupp
Mrs. Chupp <mchupp@ccsgoshen.org>
Goshen, IN - Wednesday, August 30, 2006 1:34 PM CDT
Hi Benji,
We're so dissapointed with you that you've had to miss your first days of school this year, but we are glad for the news that you don't have to take so much medicine anymore and that they are getting it all figured out why you were feeling so lousey! We're also glad your brothers were able to have a fun weekend with you. We're praying you'll be feeling much better and that we'll see you home again soon!

Grace for the Bontragers <bon5@bnin.net>
Goshen, IN USA - Wednesday, August 30, 2006 9:52 AM CDT
Hi Benji! I'm so sorry you had to miss your first week of school! I missed it too! Well actually I've been so busy that I didn't have much time to think of it! I enjoy taking care of my 4 month old grandson a day or two a week and my other grandchildren whenever I'm needed! This weekend our whole family is going to campout at Twin Mills. You've camped there, haven't you? I hope to see you see you before long! Blessings!
Rachel Brenneman <bobrachelb@verizon.net>
- Tuesday, August 29, 2006 6:46 AM CDT
Hey buddy- Sophie and I are just hanging around home this morning and i thought about you. I want you to know we miss you when you're gone. Hope you get better real quick! I'm glad you have such great doc's and nurses! I am praying for you today! I love you, Aunt Rose
Rose Yoder
middlebury, - Monday, August 28, 2006 7:52 AM CDT
Benji,
We missed you and your family at church today. I'm sorry that you are back in the hospital. We think of you a lot and our family prays for you often. Tell your mom thanks for updating this web site.
Love, Deb for the Brenneman's


Deb Brenneman <brenclan@verizon.net>
Goshen, IN USA - Sunday, August 27, 2006 5:03 PM CDT
Hey Benji. Sorry to hear your back in the hospital again but it is for the best meaning you will feel better much faster. Are you being good? What have you been doing during the day to keep you busy??
Hope you feel better soon!

Matt,April and Abbie Eash <april24@maplenet.net>
Goshen, IN - Wednesday, August 23, 2006 9:02 PM CDT
Say, I know you didn't want to miss the first day of school. Hope this is just a short delay and you'll be well enough to attend CCS again soon. Missed you.
Mrs. Shirk

Rose Shirk <brshirk@maplenet.net>
Goshen, IN USA - Monday, August 21, 2006 7:43 PM CDT
Hi,We have been praying for benji in our church for a long time. My heart goes out to your family with all the ups and downs. Our Gr Grandson has been in and out of Riley the last year and ahalf. In Feb his mother donated part of her liver and intestine to him at UIC . Naomi told me about Caringbridge.So they set up a sight before the transplant. It is malachi sherck if you wish to visit it.
Our contiued prayers are with you Kathryn and Joe Lehman

Joe Lehman <jclehman@skyenet.net>
Topeka, In USA - Wednesday, August 9, 2006 4:41 PM CDT
How is your week going? I'm having fun tending to my flowers. Tomorrow I'm going to South Bend to take care of my newest grandson. Remember those cute baby chicks in the classroom? Sunday night Austin told me that they are so big already they will probably butcher them this week. Can you believe it! I told Tiffany that and she wasn't too excited! I hope you can come home soon! Love, Mrs. Brenneman
Rachel Brenneman <bobrachelb@verizon.net>
- Tuesday, June 20, 2006 9:22 PM CDT
Hi Benji! Hey, the pool's ready whenever you are ... all the Amish neighbors are enjoying it already, so it'd be great to have some English mixed in! :) Alan & Cindy - what an incredible load you, as parents, have to carry. Thanks for sharing so openly and detailed in your entries. It's nice to know that I can just mention "caring bridge" in my prayers for you and your family, and God should be able to cover it all. P.S. you don't have to wait until Wednesdays if you need some private family swim time. Call me!
Cindy <hawkmom4@aol.com>
- Sunday, June 18, 2006 9:50 PM CDT
Hi, Benji,
Here is a riddle for you: What gets a head at night and loses it in the morning?
My husband sent me the link to your site. I'm in Ohio with my new grandaughter. She is so tiny and cute! A big thank you to your mom and caring bridge for keeping us informed. Lots of love and prayers, (answer: a pillow)

Rose Shirk <brshirk@maplenet.net>
Goshen, IN USA - Wednesday, June 14, 2006 7:47 AM CDT
Just checking in to keep up to date. Blessings
Ben Shirk
Goshen, - Tuesday, June 13, 2006 8:11 PM CDT
Hi Benji, It is so hot here in the south! Sorry to hear that all is not well again. You've got a great Mom. She is so jolly. She came down in the summer to help me with our wedding before we got married in the fall. (Cindy, now our daughter got married last weekend. Can you believe how time goes?) We want to pray for you & the doctors, especially as you go to St. Louis.
Cheryl <jcmullet@emypeople.net>
Brooksville,, MS USA - Thursday, June 1, 2006 4:43 PM CDT
Hi Benji, I am sorry to hear you are sick again. We pray for you and hope things go better. I am your Mom's aunt and live way down south in Miss. We had alot of fun with your Mom when she would come to visit us. Anna Mae
Anna Mae Mast <ottismast@juno.com>
Macon, Miss. Noxubee - Thursday, June 1, 2006 3:43 PM CDT
Hi Benji! Sounds like you are having a great time playing baseball. Just wanted to say hi and let you know I was thinking about you!
Sam Schwader <sschwade@clarian.org>
Indianapolis, IN 46202 - Friday, May 12, 2006 2:26 PM CDT
Hi Benji! I don't know why it always takes me so long to remember about caringbridge and how easy it is to write you!
I hope you got your homework and are finding time to work on it. Today Tiffany is sick so there are not very many of us! In English we have been writing letters to you. I'll try and find out your adress so we can send them to you. Remember the letters we each sent to schools in other states? So far we have heard from schools in New York, Nebraska, and Minnesota. I believe you wrote to a school in Oregon and Florida. Right? I will let you know when we hear from those states. Bye for now. Mrs. Brenneman

Rachel Brenneman <rbrenneman@ccsgoshen.org>
- Tuesday, April 18, 2006 12:43 AM CDT
Hey Benji!! Just wanted to check and see how you were doing. We think of you alot and I (april) check your website daily to see if your mom has written any updates. We hope you get to feeling better soon so you can come home. Hope you had a happy easter!!
Abbie says "HI"

Love, Matt,April and Abbigail Eash <april24@maplenet.net>
Goshen, IN - Monday, April 17, 2006 8:14 AM CDT
Hi, Benji,
Lynette and I brought Kristin down to school at IWU last night, so we are planning to run over to Indy to visit you. Hope you've had a good Easter celebration with your brothers.

Conrad Showalter
Goshen, IN - Monday, April 17, 2006 6:52 AM CDT
hello Benji & Cindy, just wanted to let you know we arrived home safe. Ryan seems to be more attached to "his kids" then ever and wherever they are is where he wants to be. Benji, thanks for the prayer bunny you gave Ryan he keeps it on his shelf by his bed and it's a good reminder of how God made him better and now Ryan wants to pray for you too.!
Thanks to you Cindy for being my bud on those long afternoons when I wasn't quite sure what I should be doing. I'm very glad I could take the "Cindy Course" on long hospital stays, just in case I ever have to do it again! I believe that even in the hospital God is using you both to reach out to others. We love you! Ryan, Joann & family.

joann stutzman <stutz-7@earthlink.net>
- Sunday, April 16, 2006 1:08 PM CDT
Hey Benji I got up early this morning. Sophie woke me cause she was screaming for"Maina to move over", So I stayed up to get ready for this Easter Day. Are you doing okay? We took the kids to Great Wolf lodge for a couple days. We miss you and hope you're feeling better real soon. Love you buddy! Aunt Rose
Rose Yoder <jasonyoder2@juno.com>
middlebury, in - Sunday, April 16, 2006 5:45 AM CDT
Dear Benji, Your Mom will have to explain how I know your family and you also know some of mine!! Stephanie and Crystal are my daughters, your cousins.I spoke with Grandma Betty in Walmart tonight and she gave me the web address. This is pretty neat being able to let you know how much we care about you and your family. Jesus loves the little children and so do we. I hope you have a speedy recovery so you can come home soon, we'll pray for you and also for your doctor's wisdom to guide your choices.I'll bet you wouldn't have enough paper to make a list of all the people that love you :)
Sandy Berkey George <ssgeorge@peoplepc.com>
Goshen, IN USA - Friday, April 14, 2006 10:40 PM CDT
Hi Cindy & Benji
Wanted to check with you all week about Benji and how things are going. Sorry to hear about Ryan but know it must feel good to have someone you know there with you. Guess what I did today?...Cindy you and I discussed taking a meal to the boys at school today (Friday) so I got the food and called the school to let them know that I was on the way and got the answering machine at school and then I thought about this being "Good Friday" and there was no school so I took the food to your house...the bad thing was I didn't have any for Allen. Tyler assured me there were leftovers for dad to eat! Benji, I hope you and mom are doing okay and we want you to come home as soon as possible. Have a very Blessed Easter! We will miss all of you on Easter Sunday but am glad you can be together as a familyn. Lots of love!

Marilyn Knepp <lemaknepp@juno.com>
Goshen, IN USA - Friday, April 14, 2006 10:02 PM CDT
Hi Cindy & Benji, hope things are going alright. I've been trying to get you on the phone Cindy but your voice mail always comes up. Listen to it if you haven't yet I left a message. Benji, are you behaving yourself? You can be quite lively when you're not feeling sick. Remember when I was staying with you down at the hospital and you hid from me when I stepped out of your room for something? I couldn't find you right away and I got scared. Then I found you hiding under the cot. Hurry up and come home again. We miss you both. Love ya lots, Grandma Betty
Betty Troyer <bhcare123@msn.com>
Goshen, IN - Thursday, April 13, 2006 8:38 AM CDT
HEY BENJI,
UST SAYING HI EVEN THOUGH YOU AREN'T THERE RIGHT NOW I JUST WANTED TO SAY HI
SO HI.

JASMINE

JASMINE <troyerjc@msn.com>
GOSHEN, IN USA - Wednesday, March 8, 2006 5:16 PM CST
Hi Benji, we are excited that you and your Mom could come home! We will keep praying that you will continue getting better. Phil took a load of milk to Indy today, that made us think of you, so I decided to check in on you on the website and we were thrilled to see you got to come home. Makayla says "HI". Keep smiling and no fighting!!(for Mom and Dads sake)You can pass that message on to your brothers too! Love you all! Denise & Makayla
Denise Bontrager <pbontrager@comcast.net>
Goshen, IN USA - Saturday, December 31, 2005 10:51 AM CST
Remembering you and your family today.
Ben & Rose Shirk <brshirk@maplenet .net>
Goshen, - Saturday, December 31, 2005 8:56 AM CST
Yea Benji! Welcome home! I am so excited! I bet it feels good! I hope to see you soon. I need to get out to our classroom and get a few things ready for January and maybe I can stop in. After our party last Thursday, everyone jumped in and we took down our Christmas tree and decorations. So now all I have to do is pack things up. Take care! Mrs. Brenneman
Rachel Brenneman <rbrenne1@juno.com>
- Thursday, December 29, 2005 10:29 AM CST
Hi Benji,
We haven't forgotten you and we think of you and Mom and Dad. I get to take your brother's to practice sometimes.Your a great kid and we appreciate your Mom and Dad alot too.

Buddy ,Ruby Michael and Matthew <budruby@maplenet.net>
Goshen, IN Elkhart - Monday, December 26, 2005 7:29 AM CST
Hi Benj- Hey little man...how was the christmas gifts and visits? I hope today was so much fun for you! We missed you so much this weekend. If it makes you feel better it just felt like a big hole without you or your mom with us. We can't wait till you are better and home. We are leaving on a trip to Iowa early tomorrow so we can't come down with the others-bummer! We hope to see you this week. WE love you guy! Aunt Rose for all of us
Rose Yoder <jasonyoder2@juno.com>
- Sunday, December 25, 2005 6:06 PM CST
Hi Benji and Cindy, I am so sorry you are needing to be in the hospital during Christmas time when your brothers and cousins are at your Grandpa and Grandma's. I hope when you get visitors on Sunday and Monday they will have some gifts for you. Benji, I understand that you need to get oxygen sometimes to help you breath better. I think it would be cool if you could show your friends at school and at church how the oxygen works and how it helps you feel better. I think your friends would like to know about oxygen. I think about you and your family a lot. I pray you feel God's love.

Fern Bontrager <fbon@bnin.net>
Goshen, - Saturday, December 24, 2005 9:05 PM CST
Hey Benji and Cindy,
We sure miss you guys a lot, Christmas just isn't the same without you here! We love you a lot and look forward to seeing you real soon.
Love,
Steve, Regina,Landon and Alexis

Steve Troyer <stroyer@bnin.net>
Goshen, IN USA - Saturday, December 24, 2005 9:27 AM CST
Dear Benji,
I hope you are okay. I wish you could be here. We miss you a lot. I have a present for you. Maybe I will bring it down Monday.
Bye
Reygan


Dear Benji,
How are you doing? I hope you are coming next Christmas. Me and Landon miss you.
Goodbye
Jalen

Dear benji I hope you have a Merry Christmas
Love
Micah
p;s
Dont. Mis CHRISTMAS NEXT TIME



Hey Benji,
Merry Christmas. It's too bad that you couldn't
Be here for Christmas.
Love ya'
Megan


Yo Benji,

This is Cory what are you doing,
We are having a fun time I whish you could be here.
We are getting a lot of cool presents.

From your brother,
Cory.
Bye - bye


Hey Benji whats up on your website looks nice i hope you are haveing a great time see yo'

Jazzy (Benjemen Franklin)

Dear Benji I hope next time you can come to Christmas at Grandma and Grandpa. Reygan has your present. I hope that your winning spy fox.
GOT TO GO… BYE! Landon

Hey, Benji I’ll be down to see you tomorrow Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year,
Tyler your loving brother



How you do’in Benji?
I wish you could be here! I want to tell you about something that LANDON didn’t tell you about. We’ll, yesterday Landon sent a mean picture to VERISON! So, while he was asleep we took candy wrappers and spread them out all over him! Then we put toilet paper all over him, we tepid him! HA! HA! HA!
Your cousin,
MALAINA

Grandpa <bhtroyer@juno.com>
Goshen, IN USA - Saturday, December 24, 2005 8:49 AM CST
Hi Benji & you too Cindy,
My Mom just told me tonight that yall are in the hospital again. Sorry to hear about it. I'll be praying for yall. Glad for this website cause that way I can keep up with yall. Cheryl

Cheryl Mullet <jcmullet@emypeople.net>
Brooksville, MS USA - Thursday, December 22, 2005 10:17 PM CST
Cindy,Benji & Family
I was on line and decided to go on your page to see if there were any updates. I am sorry to see your back in the hospital. It reminds me of two years ago when we spent Christmas in the hospital with our grandson. We will be praying for you. Lester & Marilyn Mast

Marilyn Mast <marilynsmast@isp.com>
Goshen, In USA - Thursday, December 22, 2005 1:27 PM CST
Hi Benji,
Nice talking to you and your mom tonight. We are hoping you can be home for Christmas, but we don't want you to leave Riley's until you feel better. If you can't be back for Christmas, we will come down and see you soon. Be patient and God will make it up to you, somehow.
We love you much,
Grandpa, Grandma & Dale

Harley <bhtroyer@juno.com>
- Wednesday, December 21, 2005 8:13 PM CST
Hey Benji. I just checked your website for the first time in about a week(usually I am faster than that) and Matt was asking if I have read anything new and I couldnt tell him because I hadnt checked(naughty me). So now I can say that I finally checked. Your mom is so good at keeping this website updated. I was looking at all your pictures,how neat that you could see those guys from the pacers. Well I hope you keep feeling a little better each day(remember your going to babysit for me someday!!) We will talk to you soon.
April,Matt and Abbie too!! <april24@maplenet.net>
Goshen, IN - Wednesday, December 21, 2005 3:01 PM CST
hey buddie- looks like you got some extra special visitors this week! What a riot! I talked to your mom this morning she said she was hoping for some good reports this afternoon. I am believing for the that too! You know Benji that we are all pulling for you. Never forget that we love you, Aunt Rosie
Rose Yoder <jasonyoder2@juno.com>
- Wednesday, December 21, 2005 10:45 AM CST
dear benji-hope you get better. i miss you benji. i like the pictures! especially your shrek slippers! love you,
sophie grace

sophie grace <jasonyoder2@juno.com>
- Wednesday, December 21, 2005 10:40 AM CST
Hi Benji and Cindy,
I think of your family often. Thanks for the updates on this web site. I love the picture of you with the Indiana Pacers Players! Maybe sometime you'll be able to see them play on the court. A few years ago we took Tyler, Isaac and Cedric to see Michael Jordan play. They loved it! We miss you at church Benji. It will be great when your whole family can be together again.
I hope your hospital room is nice and warm, because it is very cold outside in Goshen this morning.
Benji, whether you are at Riley or in Middlebury for Christmas, I pray that it can be a very special, meaningful time for you and the people you love.
Hope you have a wonderful nurse today!
Love, Deb and the Brenneman boys.

Deb Brenneman <brenclan@verizon.net>
- Wednesday, December 21, 2005 7:01 AM CST
Hello!
I received all your completed worksheets for this week already! Wow! You must have been working super fast! It was nice to be able to check them right along with everyone else's. I will try to send your work down with someone rather than fax whenever I can so the pictures aren't so dark. Tomorrow we go Christmas caroling at Americare.
We all wish we could come sing for you-or better yet you could join us! We are praying for you! Mrs. Brenneman

Rachel Brenneman <rbrenne1@juno. com>
- Tuesday, December 20, 2005 2:33 PM CST
Hi Benji, I just wanted to let you know that I've been thinking alot about you and your mom today. Our family is praying for you. Nathan misses not seeing you in school. He looks kind of silly when he smiles because he lost his second tooth in the front and now there's a big gap. Hope you had a nice birthday.
Joann, Loren, Kaitlin, Evan, Justin, Nathan, and Ryan <stutz-7@earthlink.net>
Middlebury, IN - Thursday, December 15, 2005 11:31 PM CST
Hi, Benji,
I got to go to the Clinton Christian School Christmas program the other evening. Cory did a great job with his part. Sorry you had to miss that. I was also at the rehearsal for "Angels Aware" last night at church. If you get to come home this weekend, maybe you'll be able to hear that program. If not, someone will get it on video. Hope your day goes well. We're praying for you.

Conrad Showalter <conrad@bnin.net>
Goshen, IN - Thursday, December 15, 2005 10:10 AM CST
Benji,
Sorry you had to spend your birthday in the hospital, but it sounds like you had a great one anyway. I was thinking about you and your family and thought I'd check your site. I'll pray that you will be home for Christmas. I hope you and your family have a wonderful holiday. Take care and may God bless you and your family.

Nurse Treasa- SJRMC PEDS <tlsgoosu@aol.com>
South Bend, In. - Sunday, December 11, 2005 9:50 AM CST
Hey Benji! Hope by now you are feeling a little better. We hope you had a good birthday even though you are in the hopital. I saw the pictures that your mom put on and that poster was cool that the kids at school made!! We hope you are home soon and feeling back to yourself! Take care and we keep watching for updates.
April,Matt and Abbie Eash <april24@maplenet.net>
Goshen, IN - Saturday, December 10, 2005 8:30 PM CST
Benji,
I'm sure you heard we did not have the Christmas concert on Thursday evening because of the big snowstorm. Some of the students were really disappointed, but I think it was the best thing to do. It took Mrs. Bontrager 2 & 1/2 hours to get home. Usually it takes her 40 minutes. The roads were in bad shape. We did get a nice amount of snow. I haven't heard any of the students complain about the snow!! We are planning to have the concert on Tuesday, December 13. I wonder if we will have nice weather this time.
I pray you will have a good weekend. God wants us to worship and listen to Him, no matter where we are. Peace.

Mr. Carroll <rcarroll@ccsgoshen.org>
Goshen, IN USA - Friday, December 9, 2005 4:17 PM CST
Hi Benji!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! We hope you had a good day. We heard that your brothers got to skip school yesterday to come down and help you celebrate. Our kids brought the year book home today. There are some cool pictures of you in there. Maybe your brothers can bring your year book down for you to see for yourself. We are thinking of you and praying for you. (By the way, I think Lucky would say hi if she could talk. She likes this cold weather because she gets to live inside with us.)
We love you & we hope you sleep good tonight

Jim, Shirley, Anthony, Mike, Megan & Lucky <sjtroyer@bnin.net>
- Wednesday, December 7, 2005 8:37 PM CST
Happy Birthday Benji I hope you are having a grate Birthday even tho you are in the hospitle. Benji there is 14 more days till my Birthday! I hope you do not have to be in the hospitle for your Birthday next year.
your friend Makayla <pbontrager@comcast.net>
Goshen, IN USA - Wednesday, December 7, 2005 8:06 PM CST
Benji,
Sounds like you're having some very special events for your birthday. We're glad you can have these special times, even while you're in the hospital. The elementary students took the school bus over to Griner to practice for the Christmas program. Mrs. Yoder is even driving the bus! Isn't that surprising? We're glad she can help out by doing that. I don't know what your weather is like down there, but it's kind of chilly here. I'm thankful to God we have shelter from this cold weather. Blessings on you and your family.

Mr. Robert Carroll <rcarroll@ccsgoshen.org>
Goshen, IN USA - Wednesday, December 7, 2005 12:35 AM CST
Happy Birthday Benji! We hope that you can have a super birthday even though you aren't at home. Reygan will have to send you a note telling you what we are going to pick up tomorrow afternoon. She's pretty excited about it. Then when you come home you will have to come to our house so you can see it. We love and miss you lots.
Aunt Corine

Corine Troyer <troyerjc@msn.com>
Goshen, IN - Wednesday, December 7, 2005 7:47 AM CST
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BENJI!
I read about your party yesterday. It sounded like fun!
Did you like our cards? We had a good time making them. We sat around a table and sang Christmas carols while we were decorating them! We are learning "Joy to the World" and "Silent Night" in Spanish also. We can almost sing them from memory. Are you enjoying the "A King for Brass Cobweb" story in the Reading book? We are having fun pretending to be one of the animal characters. Which character would you enjoy being? We keep wishing you could help. But we want you to listen to your doctors so you join us again when you're ready! Love, Mrs. Brenneman and the second graders

Rachel Brenneman <rbrenneman.ccs@goshen.org>
- Wednesday, December 7, 2005 6:17 AM CST
Hello Benj,Hope you had a good day today.I talked to your Dad a little bit ago.Joseph,Nic and Nate and I are just at home tonite,Ervin had to go to Elkhart for his treatments.We have 7 little puppies and they are so cute and fun to play with maybe I should bring you one!!!
We went to Aaron's game Sat.nite,Nic and Nate played with Cory instead of watching the game.We are praying for you to get better so you can come home soon.Love,Aunt Naomi,Ervin,Joseph,Nic and Nate

Naomi <RABERFAMILY@MAPLENET.NET>
Shipshewana, IN - Monday, December 5, 2005 6:39 PM CST
Good Morning! We were all disappointed to hear that you had to stay at Rileys on Friday! We were hoping and praying that you could be with us on your birthday for sure! We pray for you every day. We know that it's best
for you to do what the doctors want you to do. We have
been working hard at decorating our room for Christmas. Did you see the Christmas tree in the room on the day you were back for the afternoon? We have also been making long red and green chains to hang from the ceiling. We need 120 links in each of the two chains. How many is that altogether?
Austin had a new baby sister on the day before Thanksgiving.
Bridgett is excited about going to Honduras on the day after the Christmas program.
I have received your school work from your teacher at Rileys. We hope to see you soon! Mrs. Brenneman and the Second Graders

Mrs. Brenneman <rbrenneman.ccs@goshen.org>
- Monday, December 5, 2005 9:32 AM CST
Benji- We heard that you are not feeling so hot again and that you are back at Riley's. That is too bad but hopefully you will be feeling better soon and can come home!! We will keep checking the website for updates.

Love Matt and April Eash and Abbie too!
Goshen, IN - Saturday, December 3, 2005 9:39 PM CST
BENJI, SORRY TO HEAR YOU ARE BACK IN THE HOSPITAL. WE ARE PRAYING FOR A QUICK PERK UP AND THAT YOU WILL BE BACK HOME AGAIN SOON. WE WATCHED YOUR BROTHERS PLAY BB TONIGHT. IT LOOKED LIKE THEY WERE HAVIN A FUN TIME. OUR PRAYERS ARE WITH YOU ALL ALLEN AND CINDY.
JOE, DOROTHY, SHAINA <WWJDSTUTZ@JUNO.COM>
- Friday, November 18, 2005 8:50 PM CST
Hello to Cindy, Allen, Aaron, Tyler, Cory & Benji,
We are praising the Lord with you that Benji has been able to stay out the hospital so long now and may be getting some good results from all those supplements the Oregon Doctor helped get him started on. We hope you had a great summer and that the start of school has been a good one for all of you as you boys continue to grow and face new challenges! Allen & Cindy- we hope you can find time to go on a date occasionally! We pray for you all whenever you come to mind!

Your Siloam Friends--Rod, Grace, Travis, Jill & Natalie Bontrager <bon5@bnin.net>
Goshen, IN USA - Sunday, August 28, 2005 7:09 PM CDT
Cindy, Benji and family,
Hi, just wanted to let you know that I have been checking for updates and I hope that no news is good news. I think of all of you often and pray for the Lord to heal Benji. Cindy, please call me if you need to talk or if I can help you out. Renee


Renee Lilly <flowersinanhour@yahoo.com>
White Pigeon, MI - Friday, July 15, 2005 8:42 PM CDT
Allen, Cindy, Benji and family,
just checked your web page to see if there was anything new. Just wanted to let you know that I still pray for you each day Benji. Hope you enjoyed your trip to Florida and are enjoying this hot summer. Take care and God bless you all.
Nurse Treasa(SJRMC_SB)

Treasa <tlsgoosu@aol.com>
south bend, In. - Tuesday, July 5, 2005 6:37 AM CDT
Hi! I was just checking to see if there was anything new on your website. I didn't know Benji was back in the hospital. You will all be in our prayers. Rest in God's love and protection. Your friend, Jane Oyer
Jane Oyer <sjoyer@hotmail.com>
Middlebury, IN USA - Tuesday, May 31, 2005 1:49 PM CDT
Dear Allen & Cindy,

Thanks for letting us know about this webpage. We had no idea what you have been going through. Our love and prayers are with you, with Benji and the whole family. May you find God's grace sufficient.


Stan & Alma Farmwald
Goshen, In USA - Sunday, May 22, 2005 3:27 PM CDT
Praise God for vacation!!
Darla Irick <tdirick@msn.com>
Middlebury, IN - Tuesday, May 10, 2005 6:16 AM CDT
Dear Benji,
I am sending soome Bible pages for you to do. We finished the story of Martha and started on the story of Peter and how he learned self-control since you were gone. We are also making a gift for our mothers for Mother's Day. We'll save one for you to make when you return! It has been very cold but today it is sopposed to begin warming up and we are very happy about that! We are praying for you! Mrs. Brenneman and the first and second graders.

Rachel Brenneman <rbrenne1@juno.com>
Goshen, IN USA - Wednesday, May 4, 2005 8:42 AM CDT
Hi Benji,
The kindergarten class is praying for you. We miss seeing you at school. Shaloam my friend.

Mrs. Yoder <becky.yoder@ccsgoshen.org>
Goshen, IN USA - Friday, April 29, 2005 4:10 PM CDT
Dear Benji,
We sure do miss you at school! We are all praying for you!
On Monday the children had a birthday party for me. I was very surprised because my birthday was way back in the first week of April. But I guess you all had planned to have it several times then I would be gone! Then on Monday when you planned it, Clarissa's mother who had helped plan it, had her baby two weeks early! But Austin's mother went ahead with it anyway. So thanks for the Kohl's gift certificate that you all helped give! We love you! We hope to see you soon! Mrs. Brenneman for the first and second graders

Rachel Brenneman <rbrenne1@juno.com>
Goshen, IN USA - Thursday, April 28, 2005 9:50 PM CDT
Hey,Benj how was your day,we keep praying for Jesus to make you feel better.Hope you and Mom have a good nite,And pray for Dad and your Brothers too,Love Aunt Naomi
Naomi Raber <raberfamily@maplenet.net>
Shipshewana, IN 46565 - Wednesday, April 27, 2005 8:31 PM CDT
Hey Benj-Hope your feeling better soon. We love you and continue to pray for your healing.
Gene, Brenda, Cody and Morgan <dutchcleaning@comcast.net>
Goshen, IN - Tuesday, April 26, 2005 10:20 PM CDT
Hey Benj how are you tonite?Hope your PFT is looking better.I'm kinda tired Nic and Nate had baseball practice tonite and Joseph had basketball plus we took 2 lambs to the sale barn to sell tomorrow,so I did alot of running.
We have a 2 hour delay in the morning so the boys are all excited cause they get to sleep in,I think I will too for a while.Hope you have a good nites sleep and a good day tomorrow.We are praying for you all,Love Aunt Naomi

Naomi <raberfamily@maplenet.net>
Shipshewana, IN - Tuesday, April 26, 2005 9:18 PM CDT
Hi Benji and Cindy,
Benji, your grandma Betty told me about this "way cool" website you have! You don't know me but your mom and dad do. You were in swimming class with my childen last summer. It sounds like you are just such a little "warrior" fighting this battle. I hope you get better soon and come home to be with your family. I'll be praying for you and all your family.Jesus loves you and hears your cry. Keep hanging on to Him. Love, Lorena Mast

Lorena Mast <lorenalovestosing@hotmail.com>
Shipshewana, IN USA - Tuesday, April 26, 2005 11:19 AM CDT
Benji, You don't know me, but I think you know my mom & dad(Topper& Marilyn Knepp). You have been on my heart a lot & I pray for you when Jesus brings you to my mind. I love you even though I don't know you & I know that Jesus loves you very much too! Praying for you & your family often.
Misti Miller <brimist4@aol.com>
Bristol, In USA - Saturday, April 23, 2005 7:06 PM CDT
Hi Benji. Today I made a paper egg at school. Tomorrow and friday I don't have to go to school. Here is a joke for you. Why did the bird go to the doctor? To receive tweetment. I hope you have a good day.

love,
Reygan

Reygan Troyer <troyerjc@msn.com>
Goshen , IN usa - Wednesday, March 23, 2005 10:31 AM CST
Hi Benji. We are all thinking of you and hope to see you back home again soon. I'm praying for you and mom and dad and all your brothers. We love you bunches.

Aunt Corine

Corine Troyer <troyerjc@msn.com>
Goshen, IN usa - Tuesday, March 22, 2005 9:13 PM CST
Hi Benji,
We love you and are praying that you will be home real soon. Take care and rest well. (That goes for you too, Cindy & Allen)We love you all and will keep praying. We will keep checking for the updates.


Steve, Regina ,Landon & Alexis
Goshen, IN - Tuesday, March 22, 2005 3:48 PM CST
Hey,Benj I hope you can sleep well tonite.We are praying for you that your cough will go away and all you're hurting will get better too,We are also praying for your Mom and Dad and your brothers too.We love you buddy,Aunt Naomi and all
Naomi Raber <raberfamily@maplenet.net>
Shipshewana, IN 46565 - Monday, March 21, 2005 7:52 PM CST
Benji has a very special place in my heart. I'm praying for God's physical miracle right along with you. But I'm also praying for to 'Rejoice in the Lord always' (Phil 4:4) because it works. Blessings to you all.
Evan, Dee, Missi and Amanda Martin <deevan@elkhart.net>
Goshen, IN US - Thursday, January 13, 2005 9:52 PM CST
Just wanted to tell you how much I was filled with JOY on Friday just watching Allen walking to the front door of the school to greet Benji with a smile then taking his little hand, he pulled Benji's hood over his head and preceded down the sidewalk. Still hand-in-hand. Sometimes it's just those simple moments that can pull our heart-strings!
God Bless you guys and remember to keep pressin' on!!
Love and prayers,Dawn

Dawn Henely <Sdkhenhouse@aol.com>
Goshen, in usa - Saturday, January 8, 2005 2:47 PM CST
Benji- I just wanted to tell you that I am praying for you!
Kirsten Miller <dgmiller@npcc.net>
- Thursday, December 30, 2004 9:51 AM CST
Received your webpage from my Cousin, Dawn (Eshelman) Henely. I too am/was an Eshelman (Julie Eshelman May - from Goshen). We are very glad to hear the good news. Hope you all had a wonderful Christmas! Happy New Year!! We are thinking of you.

www.caringbridge.org/in/kaylen
(Our Daughter)

Julie May <rilkay@msn.com>
Indianapolis, IN USA - Wednesday, December 29, 2004 3:36 PM CST
Hey Benji and Cindy
I just read that you are home that is great news . I hope you had a Merry Christmas and that you got a lot of presents. Well I hope that you are doing better and that you Have a Happy New Year with Your Family. Love, Your friend from P.R. *Celines*

Celines <celymarie66@hotmail.com>
Aibonito , P.R. - Tuesday, December 28, 2004 10:15 PM CST
What an inspiration you all are! It's been so good for me to read all that you've written about your journey through the last couple months. Know that I am praying for you, Benji! We don't know each other, but it sure sounds like you are quite an amazing kid. I'm also praying for you Allen and Cindy. It's not always easy to be the "rock" when things aren't always going the way we want them to. My son, Michael, spent 10 days at Riley in July and 4 1/2 weeks at Methodist Hosp in Peds Rehab. I know so much of what you're saying when you talk about loving the people you've build relationships with while being at Riley! There's a special connection that you have with the staff that helped take care of your son. Keep your focus on God and what he is doing through this situation and trust that He has you all in his hands. God has a way of bringing good out of difficult life circumstances. Trust him!!!
Rose Cauffman <racauffman@yahoo.com>
South Bend, IN USA - Friday, December 17, 2004 3:07 PM CST
Hey Benji! We havent heard but we hope you are home all safe and sound!! That must be exciting to be with ALL of your family at one time, How Awesome!! Praise God for the miracles he has worked in your life, HE IS SO GOOD TO ALL OF US!! Well we will come see you once you get all settled in. I will wait to hear from mom and dad that everything is going good and you are home! We love you!
Your cousins Matt and April Eash <april24@maplenet.net>
Goshen, In - Thursday, December 2, 2004 7:08 PM CST
Benji- We are so excited that you are coming home. Thats going to be some kind of party! And then right after that its your birthday, that will mean another party! WOW! Anyway we are sooo happy for you and your the rest of the Eash clan. It seemed like everywhere I went today people were asking me "hows Benji doing?" so I know a lot of people are thinking of you and praying for you. WE LOVE YOU! See you soon.

Uncle Steve, Aunt Regina, Landon & Alexis

Steve & Regina <stroyer@bnin.net>
- Thursday, December 2, 2004 6:59 PM CST
Yeah!!!!!!!!!! and praise God, You went home today! I'm so excited for all of you. What a trooper you have been Benji, keep it up- I will continue to keep you all in my prayers for continued healing, and Benji you have a Happy Birthday, I'm not sure when it is but I know it's soon.
Joyce Hershberger <djoyhersh@tusco.net>
Berlin, Ohio Holmes - Thursday, December 2, 2004 3:16 PM CST
Benji. we are so glad how the Lord has been answering our prayers that you can go home. I am sure everybody is excited. Hope you continue getting better. Hope you all have a nice Christmas. Cindy, I appreciate so much how you have been keeping us updated about Benji. We will keep you in our prayers.
Ottis & Anna Mae <ottismast@juno.com>
Macon, Ms USA - Thursday, December 2, 2004 8:39 AM CST
Benji. we are so glad how the Lord has been answering our prayers that you can go home. I am sure everybody is excited. Hope you continue getting better. Hope you all have a nice Christmas. Cindy, I appreciate so much how you have been keeping us updated about Benji. We will keep you in our prayers.
Ottis & Anna Mae <ottismast@juno.com>
Macon, Ms USA - Thursday, December 2, 2004 8:38 AM CST
Benji,
I'm at work and got a minute to check on your site to see how you are doing and got the best news, YOU ARE GOING HOME!!! I'm so excited for you and your family. I sure hope everything goes well and you continue to feel better. You and your family will be in our prayers. Take care and may God bless you all. Happy holidays!!!
Treasa(peds nurse)


Treasa <tlsgoosu@aol.com>
south Bend, In - Thursday, December 2, 2004 4:13 AM CST
Hi, Benji:
You don't know me but I've known your mom for a long time. She's a really cool lady, isn't she? I just found out yesterday (Dec. 1st) about this website and that people can communicate with you and your family. We've been praying for all of you a lot. I know that God knows how to make your lungs work like they should--all the way down to those invisible cells. It sounds like you've been a real trouper. We were really glad to hear that you get to go home today. Cindi, I could hear you talk when I read what you had posted on the site. I know it's been really tough but I can tell that you've felt the arms of Jesus around you and are experiencing the peace that only he can give. Just know that we out here in P.C. are praying too.
Love to you all,
Carol

Carol Troyer <Grma33@aol.com>
Plain City, OH - Thursday, December 2, 2004 0:26 AM CST
Hey Benji! That is so exciting that you get to come home tommorow. Arent you excited? Well it snowed again last night but must of it is melted by this evening. I really enjoy the snow, I wish we would have more. Well we will come see you when you get home and get all settled. Your 7th birthday is just around the corner!!! See you soon and we love you!
Matt and April Eash <april24@maplenet.net>
GOshen , In - Wednesday, December 1, 2004 7:52 PM CST
Hi Benji and Cindy. What great news that you get to come home. Hopefully nothing will delay you because I have three girls that scream every time we talk about you coming home. :) They are just so excited about having you back home with everyone. Can't wait to see you again.
Love you all, Aunt Corine

Corine Troyer <troyerjc@msn.com>
Goshen, In usa - Wednesday, December 1, 2004 3:00 PM CST
Benji,I hope you have a good day again.I'm so glad you will get to come home tomorrow!!I bet you have 3 brothers that are totally excited!!!It is all white outside again this morning with snow.Good thing you wear your mask to sneak out in the halls,so they can't tell who you are:).I keep praying for you all the time.I love you ,Aunt Naomi
Naomi <raberfamily@maplenet.net>
Shipshewana, IN - Wednesday, December 1, 2004 4:13 AM CST
Hello to Benji's family, We were reading your page and wanted you to know we are praying for you.
Dave & Martha Troyer <davidmartha1@juno.com>
Mifflinburg, PA - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 6:51 PM CST
Hey Benj, How's it going? Mommy tells me that your sneaking down to the gift shop, is that true? I guess I'm going to have to send the hospital police after you if you keep doing that, you think. That's ok I'm just so glad you are feeling good enough to walk to the gift shop. How's your gameboy games going? Well buddy I guess I'll talk to you later, ok. Love you very much, Uncle Sylvan and Aunt Connie
Sylvan Eash <sylvaneash@aol.com>
Goshen, IN - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 6:51 PM CST
So glad to still hear of the possibility of coming home soon. We're thinking of you often and praying Benji will get the best care where ever you go! Take care now.

Keep pressing on! God's with you!



Dawn Henely <sdkhenhouse@aol.com>
Goshen, in us - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 5:51 PM CST
Hey Benji and Cindy
I hope that you feel better. Eventhough I'm all the way down here in PR remember that my family and I are praying very hard for you and your family . ok
Love ; Celines

Celines <celymarie66@hotmail.com>
Aibonito, PR - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 5:47 PM CST
Good Morning Benji, You just amaze me over and over how patient, and brave you are. We love you soooo very much! Hope you can come home before your birthday which is just around the corner, Right? DEC.7 is the big day! I still remember sitting in the hospital holding you after you were born, and now you are such a big boy. Keep fighting,
Grandma Betty
Goshen, in usa - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 8:52 AM CST
Hi Benji, We made snow cards for you today and we are praying we can send them to your house. We want you, like your mom and dad, to be where you will get the very best care and so we are praying for Jesus to show where that is.
I sound like one of the grizzily bears we learned about a few weeks ago. My voice is gruff! I will just have to give you a high 5 from a distance for awhile. :( We miss you and all your buddies pray for you everyday! WE LOVE YOU LOTS AND LOTS MORE!! Bunches of BIG bear hugs, Mrs. C.

Jane Cunningham <jane.cunningham@ccs goshen.org>
Gpshen, IN U.S. - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 8:52 AM CST
Hey all- We are hoping that your hearts desire comes true and that you will all be able to come home this week! What a great birthday gift for Benj Huh?! We love you and hope you have a Fantastic day! Jason, Rose, Malaina, Jalen, Micah and Sophie Grace.
Jason Yoder
Middlebury, In usa - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 7:12 AM CST
Hi Benji
we miss you and hope you come home soon. I have strep throat. I hope to go back to school soon. We are having a birthday party for Micah tonight. Love you, Malaina
Here's a joke for you: What did one eye say to the other eye? Just between us.... something smells!

Malaina Yoder
Middlebury, In usa - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 7:08 AM CST
Dear Benji, Allen ,Cindy and boys I just wanted to let you know that our whole church is praying for you and you are in our thoughts every day. Loren, Jo, & family
Joann Stutzman <stutz-7@earthlink.net>
Middlebury, IN - Monday, November 29, 2004 11:11 PM CST
Just checking in on you to see how things are going. We keep praying that you will be able to come home soon. It will be good to have you back. Keep eating that bacon!

We Love you guys!

Carol Miller <all4colts1@netzero.net>
Goshen, IN USA - Monday, November 29, 2004 9:57 PM CST
dear benji i am very very glad that you are getting beter your clas is praying for you benji. from makayla.
makayla bontrager <pbontrager@myexcel.com>
Goshen, IN - Monday, November 29, 2004 7:14 PM CST
Hey Benji! Hope today was a good day for you!! We hope you keep feeling a little stronger each day. It is so exciting to read the good updates that dad and mom put on the computer. Those shrek slippers are pretty COOL!!!! What are you going to ask for on your birthday??? Laura told me (april)that you had over $160.00 when they were there on Friday,that is AMAZING! What are you going to do with all that money??? Well we hope you keep feeling better so we can see you soon.
We love you!!!!!!

Matt and April Eash <april24@maplenet.net>
Goshen, In - Monday, November 29, 2004 2:18 PM CST
Hi Benji,
It was good to see you over the weekend. We are excited to hear that you may be coming home soon. We love you and keep praying for you. Landon kept talking about how many neat toys you have in your room. We love you and miss you.

Steve, Regina, Landon, & Alexis

Cindy and Allen-- We keep praying for you and the boys too. Love You All!

Steve and Regina Troyer <stroyer@bnin.net>
Goshen, IN - Monday, November 29, 2004 12:31 AM CST
Hi Benji,how's our little trooper? Keeping tab on how you are getting along is a must at our house. We pray for your wellness every day, and know Jesus is touched by your life, you have touched soooo many people. I like to believe your life is a ministry. Peoples hearts have become more compassionate and caring and loveing because of you. I know mine has. p.s. I just got to thinking,Imentioned earlier we left a bag of Golden Nuggets piggy food there but failed to mention that we let it at the nurse's station. I hope you got it alright. Let's get that piggy ready for market. neat thought, maybe you'll need to buy another piggy if this one get's too fat. (smile) Much love Lee and Pauline
Lee Roy Borntrager <leeroy @bnin.net>
Millersburg, Ind. Elkhart - Monday, November 29, 2004 9:33 AM CST
Benji,
We have been praying for your recovery/healing. It sounds like you will be coming home soon. That must be exciting. We are sure your family is very thankful to have you coming home. Sounds like your piggy bank is getting pretty fat. Good job! Are you going to keep feeding it when you get home? Tell your mom that I've been praying that she can sleep better in that bedside chair.

Joe/Dorothy Stutzman
Goshen, IN - Monday, November 29, 2004 7:19 AM CST
Dear Benji,

So glad you could have so many family members in the area during Thanksgiving weekend. We think about you often, and imagine you in that really busy, colorful room of yours. We told our children about all your Lego projects. We sure do look forward to visiting your whole family in your own house. I can just imagine how excited your brothers will be to welcome you home! God is holding you in His arms -- remember the picture? We love you!

Lynette


Lynette and Conrad Showalter <lynettes@bnin.net; conrad@bnin.net>
Goshen, IN USA - Monday, November 29, 2004 6:50 AM CST
Hey Benji! We were so happy to hear that you got to walk around a little bit with dad yesterday. I bet that was exciting. Did you see anything interesting? What is the weather like there? It is cold here but the snow is almost all melted, I hope we get more soon!! Well I hope you can come home soon and then we will come and visit. We love you!
Matt and April Eash <april24@maplenet.net>
Goshen, In - Sunday, November 28, 2004 7:51 PM CST
Hi Benji, It was good news this morning that you may be able to come home soon :>} Our grandson Benjamin, who is just 9 months younger than you, was here to visit us over Thanksgiving. His family is praying for you too.

Sanford and Miriam Christophel <smchristophel@earthlink.net>
Goshen, Indiana USA - Sunday, November 28, 2004 1:47 PM CST
Good morning Benji, so good to hear that your feeling alittle better every day. Keep on fighting, you'll be home soon. To Allen, Cindy, Aaron, Tyler and Corey, you are all in our prayers as you all face adjustments and new paths to walk in. You all will continue to be in my prayers.
Joyce Hershberger <djoyhersh@tusco.net>
Berlin, ohio holmes - Sunday, November 28, 2004 9:51 AM CST
Good morning Benj. I'm so excited that you got to walk around and see some things. When I told the girls that you are coming home soon do you know what Reygan did?? She screamed so loud that I think you could have heard it all the way down to Indy. :) That means she is very happy that you are coming home. (we all are) Have a good day, we are still praying for Jesus to heal you. love you lots.
Aunt Corine

Corine Troyer <troyerjc@msn.com>
Goshen, IN USA - Sunday, November 28, 2004 6:59 AM CST
Good morning, Benji,
It's early Sunday morning. The snow is all gone now. Hope you have another good day and will be able to be home soon. Miss you at church.

Conrad Showalter <conrad@bnin.net>
Goshen, IN USA - Sunday, November 28, 2004 6:06 AM CST
Benji i am glad that you are geting beter and that i got to see you in the hospitol. from Makayla
makayla bontrager <pbontrager@myexcel.com>
Goshen, IN - Saturday, November 27, 2004 9:43 PM CST
Hey Benj,Glad you get to go walk around,that's pretty cool??!!I'm glad you feel a lot better.We keep praying for you alot that you can know Jesus is with you all the time and that he will heal you.I love you,Aunt Naomi
Naomi <raberfamily@maplenet.net>
Shipshewana, IN - Saturday, November 27, 2004 9:39 PM CST
Hi Benji, we are glad to hear that you are feeling better and we continue to pray for you and your family.
We are watching Notre Dame Football too Go Irish.

Lorilee, Brian, Alisha, Dana, Trey Christner <Lorileechristner@direcway.com>
- Saturday, November 27, 2004 8:48 PM CST
God cares for you.Remember that God can do anything.He put the stars in space and hung the moom to shine. Have faith and be willing to be in the center of His will. God bless and hope you can bring Benji home soon! Dan Wagler family
Dan Wagler <D_Wagler@msn.com>
Auburn Auburn , IN USA - Saturday, November 27, 2004 6:39 AM CST
Hey Benji! We are glad to hear you were feeling a little better today and did not need as much pain medicine, that is an answer to our prayers!!! How did you like the video of the snow that dad said someone brought to show you. I (april) LOVE SNOW!!! It sure was pretty, by tonight a lot of it is beginning to melt but I heard we are supposed to have more tommorow. Well we hope you feel better soon and we will keep praying! We love you and cant wait to see you when you come home!
Your cousins Matt and April Eash <april24@maplenet.net>
Goshen, In - Friday, November 26, 2004 9:06 PM CST
Hi Benji, Hope you had a good day. We think of you every day,Hang in there 'Buddy' we are praying for you and your family LOVE YA, cousin Ruth, John, MaryRose,Hannah,and lil' Jay
Ruth Yoder <raberfamily@maplenet.net>
Shipshewana, IN - Friday, November 26, 2004 7:10 PM CST
Allen, Cindy, Benji (& Aaron, Tyler, Corey),
you're all on my mind and i'll continue to pray for you all. your trials as a family make any of my struggles or concerns seem so trivial. thank you for helping me priortize my "problems". Benji: continue to be the fighter you've been and know that God is on your side.

all my love and prayers,
Deb Mast

p.s. hope you all had a wonderful Thanksgiving with family and friends surrounding you!

Debra Mast <moparfamaily1@bigdialup.com>
Goshen, IN USA - Friday, November 26, 2004 4:20 PM CST
Hey Benj, I hope you are felling better today and do not need as much pain medicine so that you can play your gameboy again. We enjoyed being with you yesterday. We love you very much!!! Uncle Sylvan and Aunt Connie
Connie <sylvaneash@aol.com>
Goshen, IN - Friday, November 26, 2004 3:19 PM CST
Dear Allen, Cindy & Benji, We just found out about your web site, and that Benji is at Rileys. Brings back memories of when we went down to visit Rose & Michael Cauffman after their accident. Any way just wanted you to know we are praying for all your family.The Lord is so good and He still performs miricles.In Matthew 22 Jesus tells us if we believe we will receive whatever we ask for in prayer. Hope you had a Blessed Thanksgiving yesterday and may the Lord continue to bless you and Heal Benji's body. That is our Prayer for you today. In Him, Lucy Mast

Lucy Mast <nanapapa6@verizon.net>
Elkhart, In. USA - Friday, November 26, 2004 9:50 AM CST
Benji- Hi! How are you doing? I hope you had a good Thanksgiving. We all miss seeing your bright smiling face at church and we hope you will be back soon. We are praying for you!

Allen, Cindy, Aaron, Tyler, & Cory- We are all praying for you guys too!

-Psalms 46:1 & 2 Thessalonians 3:16-

Kirsten <dgmiller@npcc.net>
Goshen, IN - Friday, November 26, 2004 9:42 AM CST
Dear Benji and the whole family, We just want to wish you a happy Thanksgiving day. We have all of you in our thoughts and prayers. Hope you have fun with everybody there. We love you sooooo much. Elise and Cristian said hi and can't wait to see you again.
Celina <ccromero@earthlink.net>
Goshen, IN - Thursday, November 25, 2004 12:39 AM CST
Dear Benji, We are glad things are going better. We will keep praying for you. Hope you have a nice Thanksgiving day with all of your family. Sending our love and prayers.
Cindy, So glad for your updates on Benji and your self. I feel with you and your Motherly heart strings.Our prayers are with you too.Hope you all have a good day together. Love you all.Ottis & Anna MAe


Ottis and Anna Mae <ottismast@juno.com>
Macon, Ms USA - Thursday, November 25, 2004 8:42 AM CST
Benji,How was your day? Aunt Rose and JR are here right now they were here for supper.Before that we butchered a cow for hamburger.Aunt Rose wants you to know her tongue (cow)was long enough that she could stick it in her nose:).Like you guys practiced Saturday.We hope you all have a Happy Thanksgiving.Love from all of us Aunt Rose ,JR.Ervin,Aunt Naomi,Joseph,Nic and Nate.
P.S.It is really snowing here,It is white outside.

Naomi <raberfamily@maplenet.net>
Shipshewana, IN - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 7:23 PM CST
Dear Benji and family,
This is Larry O from Air Tite. I finally got the web address from Sylvan tonight after work. It is a wonderful blessing. Having been there so often with Malinda, but never on a long stay we have a small idea what it would be like.
I looked at the pictures and saw your castle! Looked pretty neat! I also saw some of those masked bandits that dropped in to see you. Make sure they don't run off with your toys. One of those bandits told me that he actually gave you a new game for your gameboy or something like that so maybe they aren't as scary as they seem in the pictures, huh?
Hope your Thanksgiving Day is a good one, and we are still praying for each of you as we trust him for his will. God bless you and you'll hear more from us now that we found you : )

Larry Otto <ottoclan@maplenet.net>
Goshen, IN usa - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 5:59 PM CST
Dear Benji, Mom & Dad; I work with your Aunt Connie. She has educated me on this website. It gives me a warm feeling to see all these messages on your site from your friends and relatives. I hope everything goes well for you and good health is in the forecast. I will be thinking of you all. regards
Peg Meyer <pmeyer@fsbmiddlebury.com>
Middlebury, IN USA - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 1:28 PM CST
Hey there Benji (and Allen and Cindy), So glad to hear that you're getting better every day. May the Lord continue to bless you with all that you need for each minute - and sounds like that changes by minute. We love you and pray that the arms of Jesus will continue feeling real around your necks. Don't eat too much turkey on Thanksgiving. So glad you'll get to see family and cousins. We love you guys,
Sue for the Hooleys

Bill and Sue Hooley
New Paris, IN - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 6:38 AM CST
Good morning Cindy and Benji,

Cindy, thanks so much for all the updates on this site. It sounds like you are learning a lot about the health care system. I'm very pleased at how you are such an advocate for Benji. I totally agree that 6:00am blood draws are more for the convenience of the medical staff then anything else!
It's so neat to read how God is giving strength and peace through all that your family is going through. Those are 2 things that we will continue to pray for.
Benji---we hope that you have a great day tomorrow with all your family. Happy Thanksgiving.
Love Deb for the Brenneman's

Deb Brenneman <brenclan@verizon.net>
Goshen, - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 5:38 AM CST
Hi Benji and Mom and Dad,
I will try this again,I had written a long note and somehow it didn't go through. I am thinking about you all the time and my prayers are going up to GOD on your behalf and I'm asking HIM for a healing touch that will bring you comfort and a strength that will put color in your cheeks and fat on your body so you will get an A+ in that class and Benji I want you to know that we LOVE you and care about you and hope that you will continue to see improvement every day!!!! Have a nice Thanksgiving and have fun with all your cousins!!! And of course Grandma and Grandpa!!! Guess where we will be going tomarrow? To see Matt and Melissa in Virginia,remember them? You played a very special part in their wedding!!!!! Those pictures are so cute of you in the beginning of this web-site!!!! So sorry that you wern't feeling well enough to show us your projects that youv'e done,but we did peek in and now we can picture you every time we pray for you and have a better understanding of where you are. Please know that we want you to feel God's arms wrapped around you all day long and I hope your Mom can keep those Doctor's out of there at 6am :) so you can get your rest!!! LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!!! Floyd and Linda

Floyd and Linda Miller <flolinmiller5@juno.com>
Middlebury, IN - Tuesday, November 23, 2004 11:59 PM CST
Hi Benji, I enjoyed seeing your pictures on our computer screen tonight. It looks like your finding some fun things to do in your bed that keep you from getting too bored. It's nice that your friends think of so many neat activities for you. You have a lot of friends who are hoping you can come home again soon! I hope you keep feeling better and stronger!
Gloria Miller <dgmiller@npcc.net>
Goshen, IN - Tuesday, November 23, 2004 8:16 PM CST
Hi Benji,
We've missed you at church and small group for the last few weeks. We're praying that you will fell much better soon. We're looking forward to seeing you again.

Dave Miller <dgmiller@npcc.net>
- Tuesday, November 23, 2004 8:09 PM CST
Hi Benji,
We've missed you at church and small group for the last few weeks. We're praying that you will fell much better soon. We're looking forward to seeing you again.

Dave Miller <dgmiller@npcc.net>
- Tuesday, November 23, 2004 8:09 PM CST
Hi Benji, This LeeRoy and Pauline from Church. We were down there today the 22nd 23rd because I had to have a pacemaker put in after my heart surgery and I so much wanted to see you. Your Mom wasn't there at that time but we did peek in the window and saw you busy with your school work. We did leave a bag of piggy food there for your little pet piggy. I sure hope he likes the Golden Nuggets brand. He's only supposed to eat one a day because they're pretty hard to digest. Just want you to know we pray for you day and night. At my age I wake up at night and that is my time to pray for you and all my grand children. I picture you setting in Jesus lap and Him hugging you real tight.
Allen and Cindy and boys this hug is for you. In our prayers. Lee and Pauline

Lee Roy Borntrager <Leeroy@bnin.net >
Millersburg, Indiana - Tuesday, November 23, 2004 8:05 PM CST
Cindy, your journal has been a blessing to us at school. We like knowing what is going on with Benji. We'll pray that you will get to come home soon. We love you, Benji.
Mrs. Yoder <bbyoder@juno.com>
Goshen, IN USA - Tuesday, November 23, 2004 7:45 PM CST
Hey Benji! We hope you had a good day today! Have the nurses been pretty nice? WE HOPE SO!!! We hope you continue to have a little more strength each day. Jesus sure is watching over you, and you are lucky!!! Well we hope you can come home soon so we can come and visit. We love you buddy!
Matt and April Eash <april24@maplenet.net>
Goshen, In - Tuesday, November 23, 2004 7:26 PM CST
Hi Benji, We're looking forward to seeing you and your mom again tomorrow afternoon. Did your mommy tell you that the Troyer family will all be down there for thanksgiving? We hope you'll be feeling up to having all your cousins, aunts,uncles,grandpa & grandma come in to see you too. We won't all come into the room at once,OK? We'll take turns! ;) Love ya soooooo much
Grandma Betty
Goshen, In USA - Tuesday, November 23, 2004 2:47 PM CST
Dear Cindy & Allen, just wanted to send special prayers your way ...praying for Benji's appetitie, his brothers understanding and for the many decisions you as parents have to make concerning Benji's care. I'm sure God has been with all the decisions you have made so far. You have expressed great faith in our Lord Jesus and He will carry you through this. He is a good God! And He will always be there for you.

I hope Benji is feeling better today. Karmin still talks about the 21 pieces of bacon!! She thought that was great because I usually just let her have a max of 5 pieces!!!

Hope things go well so you can all come home real soon!

In Jesus Name, Press On!!
Love,Dawn


Dawn <sdkhenhouse@aol.com>
Goshen, in us - Tuesday, November 23, 2004 12:12 AM CST
Hey little guy- Gotta tell you, I can't wait till tomorrow. We have a surprise brewing for you! shhhh....it's our secret. Just to be cautious maybe you better brush your teeth and hair.:)(if you feel like it) love you up to the moon...Aunt Rosie

Rose Yoder <jasonyoder2@juno.com>
Middlebury, In 46540 - Tuesday, November 23, 2004 9:29 AM CST
Dear Benji,

It was so good to see you yesterday in your room. Your Lego projects are really cool! And I really like that soft basketball pillow you can throw around. I could tell that the nurses think you are easy to take care of. You cooperate so well for them! Thanks again for sharing about your world in your Riley room.

Do you remember the picture of Jesus holding a boy about your age we showed you at South Bend the morning you left for Riley? I'll show it to you again when you come home. That's what I imagine, Benji -- Jesus holding you in His strong and loving arms. We love you lots!

Lynette and Conrad

Lynette and Conrad Showalter <lynettes@bnin.net; conrad@bnin.net>
Goshen, IN USA - Tuesday, November 23, 2004 6:31 AM CST
Hello Benji, and Cindy,
I saw your brothers tonight Benji. They were at the basketball game with Uncle Jim and Aunt Shirley. Anthony was flying around on the basketball court. He had some good steals!! We won! I am sure they miss you a lot and are ready to get you back home again. I just wanted you to know that we think and pray for you often. You are special and don't ever forget that!! Hang in there Cindy. I'm praying that God will carry you through this tough time.
Love you all!

Jane Hochstetler <mjhochstetler@juno.com>
Middlebury, IN USA - Monday, November 22, 2004 9:45 PM CST
Hi Benji!
It's late and I should be in bed but I got started reading your Mom's updates about you and some of your many emails and I found it hard to quit! You are so special and I'm sure you know that you have great parents and wonderful brothers. I was wondering if the Nurses put earplugs in their ears before they put in your IV. Have a good week!


Kathy Beachy
MILLERSBURG , IN USA - Monday, November 22, 2004 9:33 PM CST
Benj,How was your day?Did you have to have any anti-mean medicine today?:)How do you like the new game Sylvan and Connie got you?Well I hope you sleep well tonite and have a good day again.We are praying for you all the time Benj.Love you,Aunt Naomi

Naomi <raberfamily@maplenet.net>
Shipshewana, IN - Monday, November 22, 2004 8:39 PM CST
Hi Benji,
This web site is so cool. You can tell your mom I found it!!! Goodness Benji, I've ben reading from the other people that have sent you a note, and boy, do you have a lot of friends! That's great, because friends can make any day better. Give your mom a hug for me, OK! Just think Benji, Jesus is holding us right now, we just can't see Him with our eyes! That's so cool. I sure do like to know that. Well, I need to go. Have a good night. Sleep tight, don't let the bed bugs bite! Love and De Colores, Mary

Mary Coblentz <princes3@quixnet.net>
Middlebury, In Elkhart - Monday, November 22, 2004 7:38 PM CST
Benji
Just wanted to let you know we are thinking of you and praying for you. Miss seeing you on the way home from school. Hope you had a good day today.
Love, Merlin Gina Bret and Bryce

Merlin and Gina Bontrager <merlinbontrager@maplenet.net>
- Monday, November 22, 2004 6:21 PM CST
Dear Benji I miss you. when you come back to school you will sit by me because your desk is beside mine. Love karmin.
Dawn <Sdkhenhouse@aol.com>
Goshen, in us - Monday, November 22, 2004 5:09 PM CST
Hi Benji, I just read the notes people have been leaving you and-WOW do a lot of people care about you. You must be pretty special! I think about you and your family a lot and I'm praying for all of you.
Jen Bontrager <jbontrager@fairfield.k12.in.us>
Goshen, IN - Monday, November 22, 2004 3:34 PM CST
We prayed for you at church yesterday! We love you and miss you.
Rose Shirk <brshirk@maplenet.net>
Goshen, IN U.S.A. - Monday, November 22, 2004 3:27 PM CST
Hi Benji. I hope your having a great day. I'm still trying to get over all the bacon you had the other day. I love bacon too but I'm afraid that I'll never match that number. :) There is not a day that passes that we don't pray for all of you and think of you a lot. We understand why the nurses would all like you because we think you're pretty wonderful too. Reygan says "Hi Benji, I love you". Look out your window because we are sending lots of hugs and kisses your way and they should be hitting your window soon.
love you bunches, Aunt Corine

Corine Troyer <troyerjc@msn.com>
Goshen, IN USA - Monday, November 22, 2004 1:15 PM CST
Cindy and Allen,
We continue our prayer support for both of you and Benji and all the family. We're praying for God's tender mercies and comfort to keep your hearts and minds at peace.
We're checking the site regularly and thank you so much for taking time to update us all. You are devoted, loving, caring parents. May God bless you in these days and lift you up. DeColores, Ted and Dona

Dona Billey-Weiler <dbilley@casscoa.org>
Niles, MI USA - Monday, November 22, 2004 10:22 AM CST
You are in our thoughts and prayers daily. May you feel God's presence in these trying days.
Jr & Carol Miller <all4colts1@netzero.net>
Goshen, IN USA - Sunday, November 21, 2004 9:01 PM CST
Hi Bengi,
It's Betty, Steve Danielle, Austin & Jadyn just checking in on you and the family. I (Betty) am coming up to IU for some test on tues. They are checking for fluid on the brain & etc.. my neuroligist is running some test. I would like to stop in and see you and mom or dad and or whoevers with you. Does any-one need a ride to or from Indy? I'm driving a mini van by my self with plenty of room just let me know asap I'll leave around 8am & hopefully leave for home around 6pm. e-mail www.bettymillerverizon.net or call (574)825-4436 or 238-1437. I would stay longer but my Grandma died today of cancer her funeral is on wed.

Can I bring you any thing from movies, game boy games, computer games and etc...?
The kids said they would like to make up a bag for you. So let us know what you would like to have. Or should we just bring money since your counting and saving. Ha!
We'll see you on tues. afternoon.
Love and Prayers,
The Miller's

Betty Miller <bettymiller@verizon.net>
Middlebury, IN USA - Sunday, November 21, 2004 8:32 PM CST
Hi Benji,
We hope you had a good day today. We are sorry you were sleeping when we stopped in, but it's good you could rest so you could feel better when your brothers came.We are praying that you will keep feeling better.Love you!
Harold and Eileen
P.S. Cindy, it was good for us to see where you are, it makes it more a reality to us. We love you all and are keeping you in our prayers.

yoders
- Sunday, November 21, 2004 8:19 PM CST
Dear Benji, We're so sorry to hear you had fever again and aren't feeling so well. We keep praying for you every day that Jesus will continue to heal you & the angels will surround you. It was wonderful to see the pictures of you. Keep up the eating so you can fill that piggy bank. We love you & miss you. We miss you too Allen & Cindy & are praying for all of you!! Ginny for the Kauffmans
Ginny Kauffman <jkauffman@maplenet.net>
- Sunday, November 21, 2004 8:17 PM CST
Dear Allen,Cindy, Aaron, Tyler, Cory and Benji;
We just want you to know that we are thinking about you and praying for all of you. We love you!

Jon and Rose Swartz <jonroseswartz@hotmail.com>
Goshen, IN USA - Sunday, November 21, 2004 8:01 PM CST
Hey Benji! We are hoping today was a good day for you! How was it to have your brothers there this weekend? Was it fun having Tyler sleep in your room? Well we hope you are feeling better today! We havent got the update for yesterday or today yet so we are hoping all is o.k. Talk to you soon.
We love you and are praying LOTS!

Your cousins Matt and April Eash <april24@maplenet.net>
Goshen, In - Sunday, November 21, 2004 7:05 PM CST
Cindy,Allen,Benji & Family, Just wanted you to know we are thinking of you and praying for you. Benji, I'm praying that you will feel Jesus arms holding you real tight - close to His heart - because He is!
Love you,

Reva & Lamar Schrock <lamareva@maplenet.net>
Middlebury, IN USA - Sunday, November 21, 2004 2:49 PM CST
Benji- I hope you get better soon. My parents and their church are praying for you as well as Richard and I. I also let my aunt Susan know what was going on.
Richard and Beth <rich_beth@cognisurf.com>
Goshen, In usa - Sunday, November 21, 2004 1:42 PM CST
Hi Benji! I hope you are feeling better! I have been praying for you and your family. The puppy is getting so big! It's amazing how fast they grow! He really likes living with me and he loves to run outside and play in the yard. Once you get better and come home I'll have to send you a picture! If you need anything at all just e-mail me and I'll do what I can! All of Peds at St Joe is thinking about you!
Heidi <hdzialak@iusb.edu>
South Bend, IN USA - Sunday, November 21, 2004 8:33 AM CST
Good morning Benj,Hope you had a good nites sleep,pretty cool having Tyler sleep with you??Did he snore?!!Hope you have a good day without fever,we pray.Have fun with Tyler and Cory today and I hope they bring you some good food to eat.I really liked seeing that big smile of yours yesterday.
We keep asking Jesus to make you better and remember he loves you and your Dad and Mom,and Aaron,Tyler and Cory and is always right there with you.I love you,Aunt Naomi

Naomi <raberfamily@maplenet.net>
Shipshewana, IN - Sunday, November 21, 2004 5:59 AM CST
Hi Cindy and Benji: We didn't know you were in the hospital until Betty called. Our prayers are with you and we hope you will start feeling better real soon. Hopefully you will be able to go home before the holidays and enjoy your Mom's good cooking.
Cindy: Great website, we will check it everyday.
Love, Uncle Glenn and Aunt Tove

Glenn Miller <tove@outlawnet.com>
Bend, Or USA - Saturday, November 20, 2004 2:09 PM CST
Hey there trooper- I am so sorry you have a fever again today! You are such the brave boy. Sometimes it amazes me how stong and couragous you are! I am so glad you have so many wonderful people around to take care of you. I know you can't see him but you know Jesus has an angel right beside you all the time. He is taking care of you too! I love you Benj,
Aunt Rosie

Micah made a turkey out of his hand...have you ever done that? Maybe you can try that if you get a little extra time on your hands:)!

Rose Yoder
Middlebury, In usa - Saturday, November 20, 2004 11:15 AM CST
Good Morning Benji and Cindy, Good News to hear you are doing better and eating Bacon. That''s okay you can eat my share. I hope and pray you will have a good day. I am sure it will be good to see your Daddy and brothers. We love you and are praying for you.Ottis & Anna Mae
Ottis & Anna Mae Mast <ottismast@juno.com>
Macon, Ms. - Saturday, November 20, 2004 8:04 AM CST
Hey Benji! We are glad to hear you are feeling a little better tonight. Mom sure does a good job keeping this website updated!! It is very nice! Wow!, I cant believe you ate that much bacon, I (april) love bacon but could have never eaten that much. Well we hope to see you soon and we love you lots!
Cousins Matt and April Eash <april24@maplenet.net>
Goshen, In - Friday, November 19, 2004 8:58 PM CST
Allen, Cindy, Benji, & family, Our thoughts and prayers are with you all.
Lester & Marilyn Mast <lestermast@isp.com>
Goshen, In USA - Friday, November 19, 2004 7:48 PM CST
Benji, we think of you so much here in our class. I just want you to know that we are praying for you and for your mommy, daddy, and brothers everyday. We love you very very much. I hope you have a good day. Love you bunches, Mrs. c.

Cindy, a mother's heart breaks so much and I pray that Jesus will hold your tender heart in His loving hands. I cannot imagine how your heart must hurt when it is so hard for Benji. Please know how much we love you and yur family and are praying for you all. With love, Jane

Jane Cunningham <jane.cunningham@ccsgoshen.org>
Goshen, IN U.S. - Friday, November 19, 2004 12:51 AM CST
Hi Benji-We've never met, but I know your Mom and from all the love she has for you, I know you're a great guy! I just wanted to let you know I'm thinking of you and praying for you! Take care of yourself! Love ya, Carol McDowell, Elkhart
Carol McDowell <carolcmcdowell@aol.com>
Elkhart, IN USA - Friday, November 19, 2004 9:37 AM CST
Benji,
Hi, it's daddy. I am so glad you had a good night. The boys and I will be coming down to see you tomorrow! I can't wait to see you! I Love you!

Allen <ace@maplenet.net>
Middlebury, IN USA - Friday, November 19, 2004 8:33 AM CST
Good Morning Benji, I hope you had a good night with no fever! I didn't get to talk to you and your mom on the phone this morning so I thought I'd send you a little note to let you know I'm thinking about you this morning. Of course,you are on my mind more than not. Did you get your piggy bank all painted again? sorry your first one got broke but they were nice and brought you another one to paint. Your mom said you have your name on this one. That's great! I pray that you will have a good day. Grandpa & I are going to do some visitation today. Love you bunches, Grandma Troyer
Betty Troyer <ht0840@msn.com>
Goshen, In usa - Friday, November 19, 2004 8:18 AM CST
Dear Benji,

Your mom is just the greatest in writing about your day. It helps us feel a blittle bit like being there with you. We had a meeting tonight at our church with a whole bunch of women. Your Aunt Rose did a wonderful job of leading worship, and I got to give your Grandma Troyer a big hug. I missed having your mom there, but she's right where she needs to be right now -- with you. Last weekend when your mom and dad were home, we went to Dairy Queen with them. There was a box for Riley Hospital, and your mom was putting money in almost before I realized what it was! She said she sees things about Riley so quickly now. Sounds she really sticks up for you with the doctors and nurses when she's concerned about them sticking you so much! We love you and hope to see you again soon. Can you squeeze your mom's hand for me?

Blessings,
Lynette

Lynette Showalter <lynettes@bnin.net; conrad@bnin.net>
Goshen, IN USA - Thursday, November 18, 2004 10:15 PM CST
Hi Benji...
Hope you're resting well. We are praying for you. We miss
seeing you at church. I went shopping for you today and
found some things for you to do in bed (I think!). I'll be
putting them in your "sunshine box" at church. Love you.
Topper and Marilyn...and Megan too!

Leroy Knepp (Topper) <lemaknepp@Juno.com>
Goshen, IN USA - Thursday, November 18, 2004 9:39 PM CST
Cindy and Benji, We're so glad that the pic line is working and you're feeling better.We'll keep you in our prayers
Lois Miller <quackymom@hotmail.com>
New Paris, IN USA - Thursday, November 18, 2004 9:23 PM CST
Hey Buddy, We are sooo glad that they were able to draw some blood from the pick line. Sleep well tonight, we love you very, very much. Uncle Sylvan and Aunt Connie
Connie <sylvaneash@aol.com>
Goshen, IN - Thursday, November 18, 2004 9:01 PM CST
Cindy and Benji,We are sorry to hear you have been a sick little boy Benji. We are praying for all of you. Jesus loves you and we love you to.

Ottis and Anna Mae <ottismast@juno.com>
Macon, Ms - Thursday, November 18, 2004 8:58 PM CST
Hey Benji! We sure were bummed when we saw that you arent feeling so well again. That flu bug sure is going around! We hope you feel better soon! It is raining here tonight again, I think it is going to snow soon,(I hope so,I like snow!!) Well remember we pray for you all the time! We love you and hope to see you soon!
Matt and April Eash <april24@maplenet.net>
Goshen, In - Thursday, November 18, 2004 7:10 PM CST
Hi Benji,
We saw your pictures. I am glad you got to exercise by shooting baskets. I am praying that your fever goes away again soon and you feel better. Gotta go, Bye! I miss you!
Your Cousin
Landon

Hi Benji, This is Uncle Steve, I love you and miss you and will see you soon. Landon just wanted to write you that message.


Steve, Regina, Landon & Alexis <stroyer@bnin.net>
Goshen, IN - Thursday, November 18, 2004 7:00 PM CST
Dear Benji,
We miss you a lot and hope you can come back soon. You may have heard that a new boy, Matthew, has joined the first grade. Now Austin has another boy in his class. He is happy. We are studying fish in science class. We made a beautiful fish mobile that hangs from our ceiling. Everyone colored their fish in bright colors. Some look just like Nemo. I will send one for you to color soon. Tomorrow we are going to watch a movie about ocean secrets. I'm sure we'll see many different kinds of creatures that God has created. We are praying for you!
Mrs. Brenneman

Mrs. Brenneman <rbrenne1@juno.com>
- Thursday, November 18, 2004 12:52 AM CST
Benji, we're so sorry to hear you're not feeling the greatest. You and your family will definately be in our thoughts and prayers. Nate, Towana, Janae, Kiersten, Kyah and Joshua Troyer
Towana Troyer <towanatroyer@yahoo.com>
Bristol, IN - Thursday, November 18, 2004 10:52 AM CST
Benjy,
We just found out that you are in the hospital, thanks to Betty, and want to add our prayers, love and support to the many others.
To Allen, Cindy and the other boys - May you sense the peace of the Lord's Presence whether you are at the hospital or at home trying to keep a semblance of normalcy. We love you.

Ed & Fern Troyer <fern.troyer@rcsonline.com>
Constantine, MI - Thursday, November 18, 2004 10:48 AM CST
HI Cindy and Benji
I hope you are feeling better today Benji.It is good to hear you are not coughing any more. We are praying for you and hope you get better soon! Guess what Sheeba had 11 puppies. But only 7 are living. Sheeba is not feeding them like she should so we are feeding them with a bottle. You can come see them when you get home. They are so cute.
Cindy, I am printing the last week of journal entries and will take them to the neigbors. What a nice way to keep in touch. May the Lord give you strength for today!
Gina

Regina Bontrager <merlinbontrager@maplenet.net>
- Thursday, November 18, 2004 10:23 AM CST
Allen, Cindy and Benji our prayers are definitly with you.
Craig, Marcie, Braxton and Dylan Troyer <craig.troyer@rcsonline.com>
Goshen, IN USA - Thursday, November 18, 2004 9:22 AM CST
Have called a couple times,talked to dad once.Talked to Dr. Howenstine on Tuesday night,she was up here for a talk.We all think about & pray for all of you frequently.Great web/page
Joann Caplinger CF Clinic South bend <caplingerj@sjrmc.com>
Granger, In USA - Thursday, November 18, 2004 8:54 AM CST
Good morning, Allen and Cindy, This is the Mast's in Wisconsin. Ernest, Lois Ann and family. We just found out about Benji and want you to know our thoughts and prayers are with you.
Ernest and Lois Ann <mustardseed@characterlink.net>
Mindoro, Wisconsin USA - Thursday, November 18, 2004 7:28 AM CST
Allen, Cindy and Benji, We wanted to let you know that we are praying for you. Hope you have a good day today. Sheila and John Troyer
John and Sheila Troyer <johnsheila@troyernet.co>
Sturgis, MI St Joe - Thursday, November 18, 2004 7:23 AM CST
Benji,I'm praying for a better day today and that the anibiotics will take care of your fevers and any other things that are going on.I hope you can keep eating and gaining.Remember Jesus is always right there with you,Love you,Aunt Naomi
Naomi <raberfamily@maplenet.net>
Shipshewana, IN - Thursday, November 18, 2004 4:48 AM CST
Hi Benji. I hope that your feeling better tonight. We all enjoyed seeing you so much. Keesha thinks that your the luckiest one because you didn't have to wear a mask like we all did. :) She still talks about Benji's hotel room. We are still praying for you and your family and we hope that you can come home soon because we miss you lots.
Lots of hugs, Aunt Corine

Corine Troyer <troyerjc@msn.com>
Goshen, IN USA - Wednesday, November 17, 2004 9:48 PM CST
Hey Benj- Hey bud we are all pulling for you. You are so special- Jalen misses you so much. He just wishes he could play with you. You're his best friend you know. We pray for you. I hope to see you in the next few days. Love you, aunt Rosie
Rose Yoder
middlebury, In usa - Wednesday, November 17, 2004 9:35 PM CST
Good evening Benji! We are so glad to hear you are feeling a little better each day! I (we)cant believe you already have $58 dollars. What are you going to buy??? Well we hope you can come home soon so we can come and see you!! We pray for you ALOT!! Keep in mind we love you lots and so does Jesus!!
Matt and April Eash <april24@maplenet.net>
Goshen, In - Wednesday, November 17, 2004 7:27 PM CST
Hi Benj, Mommy said in her message that you have a lot more money, wow. i hope you keep feeling better each day. Connie and I went to Ohio today to the doctor for Connie. It was a four drive so I had lots of time to pray for you. I don't know how many prayers I said for you but it was a bunch of them. It's nice to have Jesus on our team isn't it? Love you a whole lot buddy, ok. Uncle Sylvan and aunt Connie
Sylvan Eash <sylvaneash@aol.com>
Goshen, IN - Wednesday, November 17, 2004 6:46 PM CST
Hello Cindy and Benji, so good to hear that your getting better, and eating more- Keep it up. Cindy, so nice of you to keep updating us thru caringbridge. What a neat thing for a hospital to have for the patients and family. You will continue to be in our prayer and thoughts.
Joyce Hershberger <djoyhersh@tusco.net>
Millersburg, Ohio Holmes - Wednesday, November 17, 2004 5:08 PM CST
Dear Benji, Hi! I'm so glad you are feeling better! We have a new boy in school this week. His name is Matthew and he is really nice. Its fun to have a boy to play with--sure hope you will be back soon.Did you get the scrapbook my friends made for you? I hope you liked it. your buddy Austin
Austin Miller
middlebury, In USA - Wednesday, November 17, 2004 12:41 AM CST
Hi Benji, I hadn't read your journal for a couple days so I caught up this morning, it sounds like your lungs are better and we are glad that you are hungry. It's alot easier to eat when you're hungry! We'll keep praying that your lungs will be healthier than we could imagine:)!Keep eating and we look forward to seeing you! Tell your Mom that we'll pray for her and the rest of your family too! Makayla can't wait till your better and she likes to pray for you too! Hope you see lots of smiles today and remember to share some too! :) Denise
Denise Bontrager <pbontrager@myexcel.com>
Goshen, IN - Wednesday, November 17, 2004 11:03 AM CST
Good Morning Benji,
Hope you and Momma had a good night. We keep praying that you will soon be home. Grandma enjoyed staying with you over the weekend. Hope you can be home for Thanksgiving, if not at least by your birthday. We won't know what to get you for your birthday because you get some many presents down there, but we will think of something.
We love you lots!
Grandpa Troyer

Harley Troyer <bhtroyer@juno.com>
- Wednesday, November 17, 2004 7:11 AM CST
Hi Benji, we are glad you are feeling better. We hope to see you soon. Hugs and kisses from the Romero family.

Celina <ccromero@earthlink.net>
Goshen, IN - Tuesday, November 16, 2004 10:54 PM CST
Hi Benji, We have been thinking of you tonight and every night and hope you can feel all of our love and prayers that we are sending your way. Don't let Shrek eat to many of your toes!!!! Love Ya Uncle Sylvan and Aunt Connie
Connie Eash <sylvaneash@aol.com>
Goshen, IN 46528 - Tuesday, November 16, 2004 7:49 PM CST
Benji and Cindy, I hope you had a good day,and you continue to eat well.I'm praying for you that you can have a restful nite and the peace of the Lord surround you.I love you both, Naomi
Naomi <raberfamily@maplenet.net>
Shipshewana, IN - Tuesday, November 16, 2004 7:43 PM CST
Hey Benji! We hope today was a good day for you! It was good to hear that your lung tests were up a little bit. How are your puppies doing? Well we hope you keep feeling better each day.
We love you!!!

Cousins Matt and April Eash <april24@maplenet.net>
Goshen, In - Tuesday, November 16, 2004 7:43 PM CST
Hey Benji and Cindy. I've been gone a couple days and was so glad to read that you're doing better every day. May your days continue to be merry and bright!! Joke for today: Knock, knock....who's there?...Hatch....Hatch who?... Bless you!! That's a pretty lame one :) But hope it brought a smile.
Love ya,
Sue for the Hooleys

Bill and Sue Hooley
New Paris, IN - Tuesday, November 16, 2004 5:57 PM CST
Good morning Benj- I was just wondering how you were doing today - It was good to see your big smile and shining eyes in your pictures. As Tony the Tiger would say"Your looking GREAT"! Did you know next week is Thanksgiving? We have lots to be thankful for don't we?! We would like to get back down there sometime now that you're feeling better. We miss you and love your Guts! Aunt Rosie
Rose Yoder
Middlebury, In - Tuesday, November 16, 2004 9:56 AM CST
Hi Cindy and Benji! I ran into Allan at the bank yesterday and he told me Benji was in the hospital. I'm sorry you hvae been having such a rough time. I love the pictures on the web site and the journal. You will ALL be in our prayers. Isn't it great to have God to lean on? Take care-Jane Oyer
Jane Oyer <sjoyer@hotmail.com>
Middlebury, IN USA - Tuesday, November 16, 2004 9:42 AM CST
Hi Benji!
We are thinking about you and praying for you! Take care. Heidi loves the puppy. She named him Louie. He's getting very big, and so cute. Take care and we'll keep reading!
Love,
Carol Dzialak R.N.

Carol Dzialak <cadzialak@juno.com>
South Bend, in USA - Tuesday, November 16, 2004 9:16 AM CST
Cindy, I was not at school after 1:30 last Friday and so I was not told until this morning by Rachel that you had asked for more of Benji's work--sorry! I will get some ready in the office for someone to pick up anytime. You can e-mail me when you are wanting more if you would like to.
Benji, we have a new student for you to meet when you come back! His name is Matthew and his desk is across the aisle for yours! We continue to pray and are so thankful for the good news that you are doing so well. WE LOVE AND MISS YOU LOTS! Bunches of BIG bear hugs, Mrs. C.

Jane Cunningham <jane.cunningham@ccsgoshen.org>
Goshen, IN U.S. - Tuesday, November 16, 2004 7:19 AM CST
Good morning Benji & Cindy, Was so glad to hear you are doing better each day! What a blessing. We are still praying for your full recovery and hope you can come home soon. Hang in there Cindy and know that we are praying for you daily too! Was nice to see you this weekend and it probably felt good to do something normal again. Have a good day.
Jane Hochstetler <mjhochstetler@juno.com>
Middlebury, IN USA - Tuesday, November 16, 2004 5:57 AM CST
Hi Benj, I am so glad your Lung test is better each time, awesome. hey did you figure out how to get past that bee on your donkey kong game yet? I hope you can get past that thing so you can win the game. Well, keep eating big meals so you can gain those pounds, remember. Okay, Connie and I have to get to bed now so good night and LOVE you very much.
Uncle Sylvan and Aunt Connie

Sylvan Eash <sylvaneash@aol.com>
goshen, - Monday, November 15, 2004 8:31 PM CST
Good evening Benji!! We hope today was a good day for you just like we pray for every day. We hope you are eating good today! Remember we are praying LOTS!!!!
We love you and hope you feel better soon!

Cousins:Matt and April Eash <april24@maplenet.net>
Goshen, In - Monday, November 15, 2004 5:52 PM CST
Cindy, I had no idea what your family is going through, but talking to Jane via e-mail, she mentioned making lunches for your boys, so I wrote back asking about that. I read your wonderful and very informative website, and will certainly keep your family in my prayers. Not only for Benji, but also for you and your husband and the boys. It is very draining, and I'm sure you don't even know where your strength comes from sometimes. I thought it was sweet of Cory to stay with Benji! I'm sure that was a bright spot to Benji. Blessings, and we'll keep you in our prayers! June (Jane Hochstetler's sis)
June Stoltzfus <mjstoltzfus@dejazzd.com>
Gordonville, PA USA - Monday, November 15, 2004 7:21 AM CST
Hi Benji
We have been in contact with your uncle Sylvan. He has been giving us updates with your progress while your down at the Indianapolis hosipal. It helps us to know how to pray for you. God Loves You and we do too. Benji tell your mom and dad we love them too. Aldine and Esther

Aldine & Esther Thomas <altom2@juno.com>
Middlebury, In. Elkhart - Sunday, November 14, 2004 9:01 PM CST
Hey Benji! We are so glad to hear that you are feeling a little more better each day. We hope you had fun with Uncle Sylvan and Aunt Connie and all your other visitors today. Did you eat alot today?? We hope so! We love you and continue to pray for you ALL THE TIME!!
We hope to see you soon!

Your cousins Matt and April Eash <april24@maplenet.net>
Goshen, In - Sunday, November 14, 2004 7:44 PM CST
Hi, Benji,
It was good to see your mom and dad last night and to hear you've been feeling much better. Hearing the stories about all the things you are building with legos reminded me how much our son Jeremy liked to build things. Now Jeremy is in graduate school and he was telling us last week about how he was in a class and he had to make a car with legos while he was blindfolded. With all the practice you're getting, you will probably soon be able to build things in your sleep.
Praying for you,
Pastor Conrad

Conrad Showalter
Goshen, IN USA - Sunday, November 14, 2004 7:02 PM CST
Benji,Hope you had a good nites sleep.Have fun with all your visitors today.I bet you were glad to see Cory and Cory was glad to see you too!Keep eating alot to grow strong.I love you ,Aunt Naomi
Naomi <raberfamily@maplenet.net>
Shipshewana, IN - Sunday, November 14, 2004 5:52 AM CST
Hey Benji! It's that time of night again to write and tell you goodnight. We are so happy that you are feeling better! God works in such awesome ways. Keep eating lots! We like the new pictures your dad put on and Matt likes the one of you eating ice cream(that is matts favorite!) We hope you keep feeling better so you can come home.
Remember we love you and so does Jesus!!

Your cousins Matt and April Eash <april24@maplenet.net>
Goshen, In - Saturday, November 13, 2004 7:31 PM CST
Hey Benji,
We are so glad to hear you are doing better each day. I hope you are sleeping well right now as I am writing this late. I really like the new pictures Dad must have added. We are looking forward to seeing you tomorrow. We love you. Uncle Sylvan and Aunt Connie

Connie Eash <sylvaneash@aol.com>
Goshen, IN - Friday, November 12, 2004 9:59 PM CST
Hi Benji: You have no idea who I am. But I have been praying for you since you were born. You do well, I,m proud of you. You teach us all how to really live life. May God's strength be on you.
Gary Miller <anna50@bnin.net>
Middlebury, In. Elkhart - Friday, November 12, 2004 7:51 PM CST
Hi Benji, How ya doin today? Keep getting better, everyone is pulling for you-so eat and get well soon and hurry home. Joyce and family
Joyce Hershberger <djoyhersh@tusco.net>
- Friday, November 12, 2004 5:47 PM CST
hi Benji we hope you will get bedr to day. we miss you at scholl to. love karmin
( written from a true 1st grader!!)

Dawn <Sdkhenhouse@aol.com>
Goshen, in usa - Friday, November 12, 2004 3:22 PM CST
Hey Benji,
We missed you at the birthday party last night, but at least we could all talk to you on the cell. Keep on smiling and eating. I'm praying for you.

Anthony Troyer <sjtroyer@bnin.net>
Goshen, IN USA - Friday, November 12, 2004 1:56 PM CST
Good morning Benji,
We hope you have a great day today and we hope you can eat alot of food today. We check on your progress every day and pray you'll be home with your brothers soon.

Susan <kesumiller@aol.com>
millersburg, Oh usa - Friday, November 12, 2004 6:19 AM CST
Good morning Benji,I hope you had a good nites sleep and you are ready for a good day.We keep praying that you get better every day. Keeping eating for those big muscles!I love you,Aunt Naomi
Naomi <raberfamily@maplenet.net>
Shipshewana, IN - Friday, November 12, 2004 3:26 AM CST
Hey Benji! We are so happy to hear that you are feeling better, PRAISE THE LORD!!!!! I dont think my(April)message went through yesterday but I am working at Dutch Cleaning again and the girls ask me how you are feeling? We are all praying really hard!!!!
We love you, come home soon so we can come visit you!

Your cousins Matt and April Eash <april24@maplenet.net>
Goshen, In - Thursday, November 11, 2004 8:50 PM CST
Hi Benji, it is almost time to be going to bed. It sounds like those doctors and nurses are taking very good care of you. I wanted to write and tell you what we are talking about in our class. Today we talked about sheep and shepherds. The shepherd is so kind and good to his sheep. He knows each one by name and looks out for each one. When ome is wounded, he pours healing oil onto his wounds. I thought about how we are like sheep and The Shepherd is looking out for each one of us. HE is pouring His healing oil onto you (and your family). We wrote some sentences about sheep. Maybe you have some thoughts about sheep you want to tell us. Are you getting ready for bed? It is about that time. You have a good night's rest and a good day tomorrow. WE LOVE YOU! Bunches of BIG bear hugs, Mrs. C.
Jane Cunningham <dgcunnin@bnin.net>
Goshen, IN U.S. - Thursday, November 11, 2004 7:56 PM CST
Hi Benj, I am glad to hear that you ate really well at lunch today. That's cool buddy. Keep eating to gain some pounds okay. Do you like your basketball that dad brought down for you? Well, sleep good tonight and love you very much. Uncle Sylvan and Aunt Connie
Sylvan Eash <sylvaneash@aol.com>
Goshen, - Thursday, November 11, 2004 6:53 PM CST
Hi Benji. We are so excited that you are doing much better. Every day we pray that you can come home soon and that Jesus will heal you. We are going to come and see you this week-end, and Jasmine, Reygan and Keesha can hardly wait. I hope you have a great day and that you can sleep wonderfully tonight. :) Reygan wanted to be sure that I told you that we all love you very much.
Aunt Corine & Reygan

Corine Troyer <troyerjc@msn.com>
Goshen, IN usa - Thursday, November 11, 2004 10:21 AM CST
Hey Benji,
Students came in from this morning recess very excited because they said it was snowing! You could almost see some snow! We are praying you will continue to trust God and lean on Him when things seem difficult.

Mr. Robert Carroll <robert.carroll@ccsgoshen.org>
Goshen, IN United States - Thursday, November 11, 2004 9:09 AM CST
Hi Benji, and Cindy, I just wanted you to know that we here in Ohio are thinking of you and praying for you. I was so glad to be able to see the pictures and hear how you were doing on the webpage. I will keep praying for you, and am asking God for a speedy recovery, and that you can gain some weight and go home to your brothers and family soon. I showed Eric your pictures and he takes that breathing test also, everytime he sees his dr. sometimes it's good and other times not so good. You take care and God Bless you. Love Joyce Hershberger
Joyce Hershberger <djoyhersh@tusco.net>
Millersburg, oh holmes - Thursday, November 11, 2004 9:02 AM CST
Hi Benji! Hope you're sleeping well right now. We love you and miss you, and we pray for you daily. Get better soon, so we can have you back home! Keep smiling for Jesus! :) Love ya, Topper, Marilyn, Megan & Ryan
P.S. We really enjoy the website (especially the pictures!)

Topper Knepp <lemaknepp@juno.com>
Goshen , IN US - Wednesday, November 10, 2004 10:03 PM CST
Hi buddy, I hope your day was a good one. Daddy is on his way down right now to stay with you. Aaron, tyler and Cory are staying at our house tonight to sleep. When you get better maybe all of you can sleep at our house one night. Did you give all your little puppies names or not? Benj, Connie and I keep asking Jesus to make your lungs better so keep eating that way you gain some pounds okay. Love you Buddy
Uncle Sylvan and Aunt Connie

Sylvan Eash <sylvaneash@aol.com>
Goshen, - Wednesday, November 10, 2004 8:06 PM CST
Hi Benji,
You probably don't know us, but we know your Mom & Dad and your Aunt Connie & Uncle Sylvan. We have three boys and all of us have been praying for you and your family every day. Jesus loves you and is with you every day! We will continue to pray for you and your family.

Vernon, Jane, Jonathan, Jesse, Joseph Good <good4nu@netscape.com>
Goshen, IN Elkhart - Wednesday, November 10, 2004 2:42 PM CST
Hello Cindy and Benji. Gayla sent sent an email giving an update. My youngest daughter, Ginny, is a freshman at IUPUI...so you are literally within walking distance of where she's living (the apartments along the river). I hope you get to come home soon. You're in my thoughts and prayers! Hugs to you both!

Love, Jane O'Bryan

Jane O'Bryan <JaneOB@aol.com>
Granger, in - Wednesday, November 10, 2004 2:27 PM CST
Hello,Allen Cindy,and Benji Hope everthing is going better.Benji i am so happy you feel better. Hope you have a speedy recover.
Loretta Chupp <dlc@maglenet.net>
Millersburg, IN Elkhart - Wednesday, November 10, 2004 2:16 PM CST
Sorry about the duplicate message from me. Don't know what I did wrong. The other time I tried to send one I goofed too. Mom
Betty Troyer <ht0840@msn.com>
Goshen, in usa - Wednesday, November 10, 2004 1:21 PM CST
Hey big guy, It's so good to hear you're still getting better. We'll keep on praying that you get well enough to come back home VERY SOON. Be careful that your puppy family doesn't crowd you out of your bed. Maybe some of them will have to sleep with me when I come to stay with you.(smile) I read your little note you wrote yesterday. Oh, by the way, someone brought a gift to our house for you. Your daddy will bring it down for you if he doesn't forget to stop before he leaves. If he forgets, Grandpa & I will bring it along when we come on Saturday. I know you will really like it but I can't tell you what it is. You'll have to wait and see.(smile) Love you bunches, Grandma Troyer
Betty Troyer <ht0840@msn.com>
Goshen, in usa - Wednesday, November 10, 2004 1:18 PM CST
Hey big guy, It's so good to hear you're still getting better. We'll keep on praying that you get well enough to come back home VERY SOON. Be careful that your puppy family doesn't crowd you out of your bed. Maybe some of them will have to sleep with me when I come to stay with you.(smile) I read your little note you wrote yesterday. Oh, by the way, someone brought a gift to our house for you. Your daddy will bring it down for you if he doesn't forget to stop before he leaves. If he forgets, Grandpa & I will bring it along when we come on Saturday. I know you will really like it but I can't tell you what it is. You'll have to wait and see.(smile) Love you bunches, Grandma Troyer
Betty Troyer <ht0840@msn.com>
Goshen, in usa - Wednesday, November 10, 2004 1:14 PM CST
Dear Benji, Allen, & Cindy,
Hello from all of us here at SJRMC-Peds. Glad to hear that you are doing better. Lori, Jill and I are working and thinking of you and your family. Keep getting stronger. You all are in our thoughts and prayers. God bless you all.
Treasa, Lori, and Jill

Treasa <tlsgoosu@aol.com>
South Bend, In USA - Wednesday, November 10, 2004 8:50 AM CST
Hi there buddy- It sounds like you are feeling a whole bunch better! We still pray for you all the time. We are so glad to hear that you are sitting up and playing again! Maybe we can come see you again sometime now that you feel better. Our puppies opened thier eyes. We are excited to be able to hold them. Everytime Sophie sees your picture she yells "Bobby":) Jalen says he just wants you to come home so he can play with you. Micah has a birthday coming up, last night he said, "I want Benj at my birthday party"! We all miss you and love you gobbles! Aunt Rose, for us all.
Rose Yoder
Middlebury, In USA - Wednesday, November 10, 2004 8:11 AM CST
Good Morning Benji and Cindy,
Thanks Cindy for keeping us updated on Benji's prognosis. Hi Benji. Hope you slept good last night and are feeling better. Sounds like you are getting lots of toys and things to do. Don't get so busy that you forget to eat. Food makes you strong and healthy, unless you eat too much like some grown ups do like me sometimes.
We hope to see you Saturday. Is there something you would like for us to bring along for you??
We love you lots.
Grandpa Troyer

Harley Troyer <bhtroyer@juno.com>
- Wednesday, November 10, 2004 7:05 AM CST
Good Morning, Benji. Hope your day is filled with sunshine today and that your heart is also full of sunshine and peace and joy. We saw a beautiful sunrise this morning. Beth says the colors are orangy/reddish.
We love you and are continuing to pray for your healing and regaining of strength.
A joke for today: Why did the chicken cross the road? to show the deer how :)

Bill and Sue Hooley
New Paris, IN - Wednesday, November 10, 2004 6:17 AM CST
Hi Benji,
It good to hear you are feeling a little better! It is not fun to be sick. We miss your smiling face at school and keep praying for your recovery. I enjoyed looking at your pictures and seeing you smile. The puppies look like good pals! I'll keep praying for you

Jane Hochstetler <mjhochstetler@juno.com>
Middlebury, IN USA - Tuesday, November 9, 2004 10:38 PM CST
Hi Benji,
It was so good to see you on Sunday, but the big smile was the best. It let us know you were feeling better. The pig that's sitting on your stand must be getting pretty fat, with all that money. You thought you might be able to reach $20.00 by next week-end, but you passed that already, and that is way cool!!! Maybe you can hit $30.00 by the week-end! Sleep well tonight, and keep those quarters coming. Tell your mom HI. Love you bunches!




Aunt Shirley for the Troyers <sjtroyer@bnin.net>
- Tuesday, November 9, 2004 9:17 PM CST
Hi Buddy,
I hope you are feeling a little better each day. Are you still playing with your Leap Pad and learning new things? Are you still playing with Hutch and your other puppy, I can't remember your other puppies name? Make sure and beat mommy when you play Sorry with her, ok. We want to come and visit you real soon again. Love you buddy
Uncle Sylvan and Aunt Connie

Sylvan Eash <sylvaneash@aol.com>
Goshen, In - Tuesday, November 9, 2004 7:45 PM CST
Benji,
I hope you had a good day and are feeling better.
We went to your house and got your ponies today and brought them to our house.I think our pony was glad to see other ponies because he usually just gets to play with our sheep:)
We will take good care of them for you!
I hope you sleep well tonite and have another good day tomorrow.We are praying for Jesus to take good care of you and all of your family.I love you,Aunt Naomi

Naomi <raberfamily@maplenet.net>
Shipshewana, IN - Tuesday, November 9, 2004 7:33 PM CST
HI Benji! It sounds like you have a full day. We are so glad you are continuing to feel better! We talked about dogs today in class. The story I read to the class was about giving a dog a bath. Toby, the dog, didn't like that one bit! Do you ever give your dog a bath? How does he like it? Here is a joke for you: What did the lady do
when she found her dog eating a dictionary???? "She took the words right out of his mouth"! Kind of funny,huh! Dr. Gayle Borkowski (Emily's mom) came to the class and talked to us about being a doctor. You can probably tell us all kinds of things that a doctor or nurse does. You are always in our hearts and we pray for you and your mom, dad and brothers everyday. You have a good night. WE LOVE YOU LOTS! Bunches of BIG bear hugs, Mrs. C.

Jane Cunningham <dgcunnin@bnin.net>
Goshen, IN U.S. - Tuesday, November 9, 2004 6:31 PM CST
Hey Benji,and Cindy too! Hope you have been feeling better today? Any test results yet? That sure is the most unsure feeling not having those back yet. We have been keeping track of your daily activity,this website sure is nice. We have been praying alot that you start feeling better soon and can come home!
Just Remember, WE LOVE YOU BUNCHES!

Your cousins: Matt and April Eash <april24@maplenet.net>
Goshen, In - Tuesday, November 9, 2004 6:11 PM CST
Hello, from Goshen. I'm so glad, Cindy, that your spirits are up and that Benji is improving day by day. A lot of us can't imagine all that goes into one day with Benji's treatments, so we thank you for keeping us so informed!
Karmin sends her best wishes and hopes Benji likes his new friends she sent. (if the package hasn't arrived yet, be watching the mail).
Know our prayers are with you and your family!!
Dawn, Scott & Karmin

Dawn Henely <Sdkhenhouse@aol.com>
Goshen, in usa - Tuesday, November 9, 2004 1:19 PM CST
Hi Benji and Cindy - I've been keeping tabs on your progress. Sounds like your doing better...We continue to ask Jesus for you healing. Cindy, thanks for the updates its really great to be able to monitor Benji's status. We love you all.
Gene Troyer <gbtroyer@aol.com>
Goshen, In USA - Tuesday, November 9, 2004 11:59 AM CST
Benji,
We hope you are soon feeling much better and can enjoy eating again. Love your website.
Your Librarian,

P.S. No Library fines for you.

Rose Shirk <brshirk@maplenet.net>
Goshen, IN U.S.A. - Tuesday, November 9, 2004 10:33 AM CST
Dear Benji,

So good to hear you could fight with your brothers, because it takes energy to fight! Are you making any friends at the hospital? Do you know some of your nurses' names? We miss seeing you and love you a lot!

Cindy -- I'm so glad you and Allen could have dinner together. Times like that must be extra precious right now. May God continue to give you as much contentment as you need right now to watch the slow but sure recovery. We love you and hope to see you when you're back this weekend.

Lynette and Conrad


Lynette and Conrad Showalter <lynettes@bnin.net; conrad@bnin.net>
Goshen, IN - Tuesday, November 9, 2004 8:53 AM CST
Hi Cindy, Allen and Benji - Praise God for each improving health report on Benji. You are covered with prayers that God will supply your needs above all that we can ask or even imagine. The journal is a wonderful idea and helps us stay focused on Benji's needs from day to day.
Much love and heartfelt compassion from your Emmaus friends.
DeColores, Ted and Dona Weiler

Dona Billey-Weiler <dbilley@casscoa.org>
Niles, MI U.S.A. - Tuesday, November 9, 2004 8:07 AM CST
Hi Benji and Cindy, It is really good to hear that Benji is feeling better! We talked to Allen this evening. He said he was having supper at home with the rest of the boys. We miss having you guys at Small Group. This web page is a really great idea! We love you, and are praying for you.
Dave and Gloria Miller and Girls <dgmiller@npcc.net>
- Monday, November 8, 2004 7:26 PM CST
Hi buddy,
I've been thinking and praying for you, I hope you get better soon.
Your cousin,
Joseph
P.S. Keep eating good.


Joseph Raber <raberfamily@maplenet.net>
Shipshewana, IN - Monday, November 8, 2004 7:16 PM CST
Hi Benji, Cindy, Allen and whoever else is there right now. I'm so glad to hear you are doing better. It does all of our hearts so good. We are keeping you in our prayers every day and hope to see you in church soon. We miss all of you guys.

Keep getting better.

We love you,

Jr & Carol Miller

Carol Miller <all4colts1@netzero.net>
Goshen, IN USA - Monday, November 8, 2004 7:12 PM CST
hi
betty Troyer <ht0840@msn.com>
- Monday, November 8, 2004 7:09 PM CST
Allen & Cindy, Your dedication & committment to seeing Benji through has been an inspiration to me! Someday you'll look back and wonder how you made it. Just remember, God gives just the right portion of grace we need at just the right times. I'm sure you're feeling this special grace from God right now. I've been so blessed and moved to read all the encouraging, caring notes from so many people who say they are praying for you. It brings tears to my eyes. Keep on trusting Him to carry you through this very difficult time in your life. Benji, we love you very much and will see you Saturday. Keep drinking those Meal Shakes and eating lots of calories so you can gain weight! Love, Grandma Troyer
Betty Troyer <ht0840@msn.com>
Goshen, In. USA - Monday, November 8, 2004 7:07 PM CST
Hey Benji! Just wanted to tell you goodnight! We are still praying that the lord is going to heal you soon! The journal entry that your mom wrote last night is encouraging. We cant wait to come see you when you get home.
We love you and so does Jesus!!!!!!!

Matt and April Eash <april24@maplenet.net>
Goshen, In - Monday, November 8, 2004 7:04 PM CST
Hey, Benji - It's another week and we were soooo glad to hear you're feeling better and you look so cool in that mask. Here's a joke for you: When is a car not a car? When it turns into a driveway!! And this is Bill's favorite right now: Why did the chicken cross the basketball court? Because the ref called foul!! We love to see your smile and look forward to having you back at church. Tell your Dad and Mom we missed them at the FIT social last night. We had a fun time. Love you buddy,
Sue for the Hooleys

Bill and Sue Hooley
New Paris, IN - Monday, November 8, 2004 1:06 PM CST
Benji, I just read the journal entry that your mom wrote last night! It sounds like you are feeling so much better! We are all so glad! I showed the new pictures to your friends in the 1st grade and they were so glad to see you smile. We talked about dogs today in class and I know you have one at your house. He (or she) will be glad to run with you again! We are reading a story about a lost kitten. Do you have a kitten? We can't wait until you can come back and be with us. We are praying for Jesus to hold you and your family close. Lots and lots of BIG bear hugs,
Mrs. C.

Jane Cunningham <jane.cunningham@ccsgoshen.org>
Goshen, IN U.S. - Monday, November 8, 2004 11:30 AM CST
Hey Benji! Just wanted to say hello! We are so happy that you are starting to feel better. Keep eating so that dad has to give you more quarters. We love you lots!
Matt and April Eash <april24@maplenet.net>
Goshen, In - Monday, November 8, 2004 11:03 AM CST
so glad you have good news! Praise the Lord!!
Hang in there and God bless all of you!

Rhoda Hochstetler
Plain City, OH USA - Monday, November 8, 2004 10:43 AM CST
Hi Benji - and whoever is there with you. It sounds like you're doing so much better! We are praying for you every day and our whole church is too. I hope to come out to spend a day with you and your mom real soon. Keep eating a lot so you can go home soon. All my love - "Aunt" Betty
Betty Hostetler <cescbag@aol.com>
Plain City, OH USA - Monday, November 8, 2004 9:15 AM CST
Benji,
Hey! Just wanted to let you know that we're all praying for you. Some of us seniors and 1 junior have first period study hall at school and when we have our devotions and prayer time we always remember to pray for you. You're a special boy and you have a wonderful family. I love seeing you smile. It lights up your whole face! :) Keep fighting!!!

Shaina Stutzman <stutzie33@juno.com>
Goshen, IN USA - Sunday, November 7, 2004 8:41 PM CST
hi Benji--We are glad to hear that you are feeling better. We saw your pictures on our overhead at church today. My grandma is here right now and she prays for you too! Try to eat alot so you will have lots of coins. Then you can come play with me again. I hope I can see you soon! Love, Benson
Benson Yoder <gjyod@juno.com>
Middlebury, IN - Sunday, November 7, 2004 7:22 PM CST
Hi Benji,
We had a great time with Cory this weekend! I hope you get feeling better real soon, because I think it would be a lot of fun to have both you and Cory come to our house. I like seeing the pictures of you on this web site. I miss you at church. Your friend, Isaac.

Isaac Brenneman <brenclan@verizon.net>
Goshen, IN - Sunday, November 7, 2004 6:47 PM CST
Hey Benji! I just wanted to let you know I am praying for you. I hope you get to feeling great again. God has made you special & unique in your own way & loves you so much! He has a plan for you & I am praying he will heal you completely. LORD bless you every day!
Jessy Otto <clemjeet222@juno.com>
Middlebury, IN USofA - Sunday, November 7, 2004 4:21 PM CST
Hi Benji, I hope you can come to school and church again soon! Eat lots of food and sleep good to night! your friend Makayla
makayla bontrager <pbontrager@myexcel.com>
Goshen, IN - Sunday, November 7, 2004 3:52 PM CST
Benji, it was soooo good to see the picture of you and your Daddy when I got on the website this afternoon. Your smile is terrific! It sounds like you are feeling some better--we are all so glad ! Tomorrow when your friends come to school I can't wait to show them your picture with your Daddy! WE ALL LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU SO MUCH! We can't wait to see that smile in person-YOU! Many big bear hugs, Mrs. C.
Jane Cunningham <dgcunnin@bnin.net>
Goshen, IN U.S. - Sunday, November 7, 2004 3:47 PM CST
Hi Benji,
we have been praying for you often. hope to see you home with your family soon as well as running around the church with your friends and family. take care and may God's blessings continue to shower down on you and your family.

with love & prayers,
Deb Mast and family

Debra Mast <moparfamily1@bigdialup.com>
Goshen, IN USA - Sunday, November 7, 2004 1:38 PM CST
Dear Benji, We go to your grandpa and grandma Troyers and Uncle Jim and Aunt Shirley's church. We pray for you every Sunday in sundy school and I pray for you at home too. We are glad that Jesus is making you feel better, and that you are eating. Maybe you can have pizza sometime too. Jesus loves you and made you very, very, very special. Get better and come back home real soon. Obey the doctor's and your mommy and daddy, they want what's best for you too. Love and prayers Dave, Sandy, Stewart and Jessica Otto.

Dave and Sandra Otto <dasotto@juno.com>
Middlebury, In USA - Sunday, November 7, 2004 1:16 PM CST
Hi Benji. We are so excited that you are eating. You go guy! We all miss you lots, and are anxious to see you again. Even though we can't be there the good thing is that Jesus is always there with you. We love you.
Aunt Corine

Corine Troyer <troyerjc@msn.com>
Goshen, IN usa - Sunday, November 7, 2004 12:39 AM CST
Good afternoon Benji! We hope you are feeling a little better today! We prayed for you in our Sunday School class today:just praying that god would heal you and that you can come home soon! We will write again later.
Remember we love you!!!

Matt and April Eash <april24@maplenet.net>
Goshen, In. - Sunday, November 7, 2004 12:20 AM CST
Hey Benji! Just wanted to say goodnight! We hope today was a good day:we havent heard anything yet about your day today! We are still praying very hard for you! How many quarters do you have so far????? We love you and we will come see you when you get home!
Matt and April Eash <april24@maplenet.net>
Goshen, In - Saturday, November 6, 2004 9:15 PM CST
Benji, Allen, Cindy, and rest of the family,
We are thinking of you and praying for you. We miss seeing all of you together at church. Hope that you continue to eat well and get better.

Jon and Rose Swartz <jonroseswartz@hotmail.com>
Goshen, IN USa - Saturday, November 6, 2004 7:02 PM CST
Benji I hope you are feeling better.I hope you get a good night sleep. We will take good care of your ponys we get them next week.I hope you feel better so you can ride them. I hope you are eating a lot so you can get a lot of money.
I am praying for you a lot. Love Nic

Nicholas Raber <raberfamily@maplenet.net>
Shipshewana, IN USA - Saturday, November 6, 2004 6:49 PM CST
Hey Benji - and Allen and Cindy. We love you guys and hope you've had a super fantastic day. We enjoy reading your journal entries and appreciate that you take the time to keep us informed. The FIT group is getting together at the church tomorrow night for a social. Wish you could be there. May the Lord Bless You and Keep You...May He Make His Face to Shine Upon You and Give You Peace (and rapid healing).
Sue for the Hooleys

Bill and Sue Hooley
New Paris, IN - Saturday, November 6, 2004 6:44 PM CST
Benji, Hope things are going well today. There are many people praying for you. It is nice to be able to keep informed about your progress with you web site. Hang in there and keep eating that yummy food. To the rest of you we will be praying for your strength and well being also. Have a good evening. Dave & Cindy Hawkins and Family.
Dave & Cindy Hawkins <dhawkins6@aol.com>
Middlebury, IN USA - Saturday, November 6, 2004 6:27 PM CST
Hi Benj, I hope you are feeling good today. I was wondering if Mommy brought you the basketball that we bought for you. I hope you like it. Connie and I keep praying really hard for you. Keep eating so you can gain some pounds okay. Love you so much buddy. Uncle Sylvan and Aunt Connie
sylvan eash <sylvaneash@aol.com>
goshen, in usa - Saturday, November 6, 2004 5:19 PM CST
Benji
Greetings, we have prayed for you, we want you to know God is holding you close. GOD bless you and your family

Robert, Lilly, Anna & James Riegsecker <bobrieg@aol.com>
- Saturday, November 6, 2004 4:28 PM CST
Hi Benj, how are you feeling? I miss you! I hope you're feeling better. I love you and am praying for you. I also want to come see you soon, and yes, I will make sure to bring Reygan along with me.

Love ya bud,

Uncle Jerry

Jerry Troyer <troyerjc@msn.com>
Goshen, IN USA - Saturday, November 6, 2004 3:33 PM CST
To Benji, we keep thinking about you and praying that your lungs will keep getting better. Sounds like you are eating well, keep it up! Hope you all sleep well tonight. Denise for the Bontragers
Denise <pbontrager@myexcel.com>
Goshen, IN usa - Saturday, November 6, 2004 2:36 PM CST
Dear Benji,
How are you doing? I hope you get better soon! I am praying for you that you get out of the hospital soon. We saw your pictures it was good to see you even though it was only pictures. I can't wait to watch movies and play computer with you at Grandma & Grandpas house when you come home. I want to see you soon!

Love, Your Cousin Landon

Landon Troyer <stroyer@bnin.net>
- Saturday, November 6, 2004 8:31 AM CST
Good morning Benji! We hope today will be a excellent day and that you will feel up to playing with toys again today. I wonder what the activity for today will be?? We will write again soon!! We love you lots Benj!
Matt and April <april24@maplenet.net>
Goshen, In. - Saturday, November 6, 2004 7:02 AM CST
Hi Benji, Cindy, Allen, Aaron, Tyler & Cory,
Our hearts go out to you. i wish we could snap our fingers and make it all better but we can't. But we can pray and that we do.
The kids and us so enjoyed camping together and begged a couple times to do it again but with both our scedules it's hard. So you hurry and get better so that we can have you over for supper you choose the meal because we know you will get your appetite back.
Steve and I talked about bringing the kids and some of your boys down or home to save you a trip.
At this point I (Betty) can't. I'm dealing with alot of the same issues with the lungs I know what it's like to cough till you scream it hurts and it's so frustrating. I'm on 8 meds just for the lungs and sopposedly bedrest.
So I don't think we want to mix and add together what we have do we?
So maybe Steve and the kids can come to see you.
Do you need any thing to help pass the time? You e-mail me back and it's yours.
Aaron, Tyler & Cory come visit and or spend the night any time you want. Our Austin, Danielle & Jadyn would love it.
Here's my #'s 825-4436 or 238-1437.
I don't think I have anything that you're not allready expossed to.
It's Late now but I pray your sleep Mom & Dads will be resting and renewed.
Love and Prayers The Miller Family

Steve & Betty Miller Danielle, Austin & Jadyn <www.bettymiller@verizon.net>
Middlebury, IN USA - Friday, November 5, 2004 10:14 PM CST
Benji,
I'm glad you feel like playing with your toys,that makes me happy to know you are feeling better.I hope you can sleep well tonite.I won't forget about the Bible.Remember Jesus loves you and is taking care of you,and I pray for you all the time.Good night,I love you,Aunt Naomi

Naomi <raberfamily@maplenet.net>
Shipshewana, IN - Friday, November 5, 2004 9:11 PM CST
Hey Benji! We just wanted to say goodnight! We prayed alot for you today and we will keep praying that you get well soon so you can come home! Take care!
We love you!

Matt and April Eash <april24@maplenet.net>
Goshen, In. 46526 - Friday, November 5, 2004 8:28 PM CST
Hi Benji & family, we have really enjoyed being able to get updates on how things have been going for you on this super cool website! We know God has great plans for you and we pray healing will continue. We are so glad to hear you have been able to eat some again. We will pray that you can keep eating MORE & MORE so you get chubby cheeks again and help your body get well! We've been at Riley a few times when other people's kids were there so we know you're in a great place! Hang in there--God will give you the gumption to do what they ask you to do to get better quick! Keep showing those pearly whites so the doctors & nurses can see the light of Jesus shine through you!
Rod, Grace, Travis, Jill & Natalie Bontrager <bon5@bnin.net>
Goshen, IN - Friday, November 5, 2004 3:57 PM CST
Hey big guy, It was sooooo gooood to hear your cheerful voice on the phone last night and it was encouraging to hear your voice sounded stronger too. Keep on eating so you can fill that piggy bank real fast! I've been looking at your pictures too. Grandpa & Grandma love you very much and we're praying for a miracle from God to heal your little body quickly! Love, Grandma Troyer
Betty Troyer
Goshen, In USA - Friday, November 5, 2004 1:43 PM CST
I hope you get better soon. We pray for you. I read a book this morning! I want you to be able to go back to school soon. You look different in a wheel chair. If you get better soon we want to come over to see you. I love you- Micah
micah Yoder
middlebury, In USA - Friday, November 5, 2004 9:55 AM CST
Good morning Benji! Well hearing how your day went yesterday sounds pretty good! We are SO HAPPY to see a smile on your face in the pictures!!! PRAISE THE LORD!!
We love you lots!

Matt and April Eash <april24@maplenet.net>
Goshen, IN - Friday, November 5, 2004 8:14 AM CST
Hi! benji this is Cory I miss playing with you at home.
Cory Eash <ace@maplenet.net>
Middlebury, IN USA - Friday, November 5, 2004 6:29 AM CST
Hey Benji
I just wanted to tell you that I love you very much and that I can't wait until you get better.
Aaron.

Aaron Eash <ace@maplenet.net>
Middlebury, IN USA - Friday, November 5, 2004 6:28 AM CST
Benji, You are looking a lot better. Praise the Lord. We love you very much
Carlos, Celina, Elise & Cristian <ccromero@earthlink.net>
Goshen, IN - Thursday, November 4, 2004 9:15 PM CST
Dear Benji. I just saw the pictures that your dad put on the website, I think the piggy bank is pretty cool. I really miss you. I hope that you get better real soon so that you can come home and we can play. I'm praying for you and I love you so much. Love, Reygan
Reygan Troyer <troyerjc@msn.com>
Goshen, IN USA - Thursday, November 4, 2004 8:09 PM CST
Hey Benji! We just wanted to tell you goodnight and we hope you are feeling better this evening. We hope you had a good day today,we havent heard anything about how your day went so we are praying that is was better. Remember we are praying for you!! We love you!!!!
Matt and April <april24@maplenet.net>
Goshen, In. - Thursday, November 4, 2004 7:55 PM CST
HI BENJI
God Loves you and our prayers go heavenward for you for complete healing. This is a pretty cool web page, reading the prayer request I was reminded that our son Aaron was at Riley in 2001, having open heart surgery. In my opinion you are at the best Hospital this country has to offer. Hang in there, may God Bless and keep you.

Manass Hochsteler & Family <advhominelk@aol.com>
Middlebury, IN USA - Thursday, November 4, 2004 7:44 PM CST
Dear Benji,

I wonder what you and your dad are doing this evening. This afternoon Conrad and I took your brothers home from school and then took Aaron to Dairy Queen for supper. Maybe he could share some of his appetite with you! We talked about how you make your family laugh sometimes when you're home with them. Conrad said your classmates said that you're funny, too! Are you starting to feel well enough to make the doctors and nurses laugh? Your brothers look forward to seeing you again. You were born into a wonderful family! We think about you often and imagine you in your bed. I wonder when you'll get to take a ride in one of those wagons. I hope your piggy bank is filling up!

Allen -- We hope you sleep well tonight. May God's love surround you like a warm blanket.

Lynette and Conrad Showalter



Conrad and Lynette Showalter <lynettes@bnin.net; conrad@bnin.net>
Goshen, IN USA - Thursday, November 4, 2004 6:56 PM CST
Hey Benji, We enjoyed looking at your webpage. It's nice to be able to keep in touch. May you continue to feel strength and hunger and smiles and laughter and we want you to know we think of you alot. We look forward to seeing you back in church. Many blessing for a good night and tomorrow!!
Sue and Bill Hooley and Kids
- Thursday, November 4, 2004 4:56 PM CST
Hi Benji- We are still praying that God touches "your little body"(as Micah always prays). You are so special to us and to Jesus. We know that He has great plans for your life. Our puppies are getting bigger. They almost have their eyes open now. Eat lots of cheeseburgers:)! We love you mister...Aunt Rosie for the Yoders.
Rose
Middlebury, in 46540 - Thursday, November 4, 2004 3:17 PM CST
Dear Benji,
I'm Ethan Maust's mom and I just want to let you know that I'm praying for you and your family. We were at Riley's for 8 days with Ethan's little brother a few weeks ago and know how hard it can be. I think you must be a very brave boy to be able to go through all of this. I hope you feel better real soon. Jesus has you in His loving arms.

Lisa Maust <lamgardn@bnin.net>
Goshen, IN USA - Thursday, November 4, 2004 12:22 AM CST
Hey Benji, We won't be able to come see you this weekend but know that we are ALWAYS thinking of you and praying for you. See if you can make Mom & Dad empty their wallets by eating so much. :) We are trying to take good card of everyone here but we wish you were here too. We love you and miss you!!!! Uncle Sylvan & Aunt Connie
Connie Eash <sylvaneash@aol.com>
Goshen, IN - Thursday, November 4, 2004 11:51 AM CST
Hi Benji,
We are praying for you and for a speedy recovery. Keep on eatin those cheeseburgers & yummy french fries. Hope to see you back home soon. Allen, Cindy and boys, you are in our prayers also. May you feel Gods's love in a special way today.

Joe/Dorothy Stutzman <wwjdstutz@juno.com>
Goshen, IN USA - Thursday, November 4, 2004 11:06 AM CST
Hey Benji, this is a cool website! This morning we all crowded around Mrs. Brenneman's computer and looked at the photos. We especially like the one when you were watching our video, because you had a big smile on your face! Our airplanes didn't fly very well that day even though we made them exactly like our science book suggested. Yesterday we made airplanes again. But we made them like Conrad suggested. Some 3rd and 4th graders came in to help us fold them because they were more complicated. Then we took them to the gym to try them out. They glided much farther.
Bridgett's always went the fartherest. Your brother Cory said that was because he helped her make hers! Then we watched a movie on how birds fly. What an awesome God we have that knew how to design birds that could fly a long ways! We are fervently praying for you. We hope you become as "hungry as a bear". We talked about that expression in our reading class yesterday. We love you and miss you. Mrs. Brenneman and the 2nd Graders

Mrs. Brenneman and the 2nd Grade <rachel.brenneman@2ccsgoshen.org>
- Thursday, November 4, 2004 11:02 AM CST
Good Morning Benji,
Daddy said you slept better last night and had a pancake this morning with 5 pieces of bacon! That makes me smile very big!! (I think that was worth 2 quarters) I miss you while I'm home and can't wait to see you again tomorrow. I love you, Mom

Cindy Eash <ace@maplenet.net>
- Thursday, November 4, 2004 10:39 AM CST
Hey Benji, it was good to see that smile on your face. We are praying for you and your family. Maybe we need to send some good milk your way so you can gain some weight!! Cindy and Allen you are in our thoughts and we pray for your safety as you go back and forth.
Rich & Trula Thomas <leannacres@aol.com>
Middlebury, IN USA - Thursday, November 4, 2004 10:29 AM CST
Benji, Cindy, Allen, & family,
Lori told me about this web page for Benji. It's great to hear that things seem to be going better. I'm so glad that you are feeling better Benji. I just wanted to let you know that you all are in our thoughts and prayers. Hope you continue to make a fast recovery so you can come home. Take care and may God bless and heal you.
Treasa

Treasa(peds nurse-SJRMC) <tlsgoosu@aol.cm>
South Bend, In USA - Thursday, November 4, 2004 9:58 AM CST
Benji,
I'm hearing a lot of the students in the gym today, because it's rainy and cold outside. Someone said it might snow tonight! We're praying you get hungry and can eat well. "Say to God, 'How awesome are your deeds! So great is your power...'"

Mr. Carroll <robert.carroll@ccsgoshen.org>
Goshen, IN United States - Thursday, November 4, 2004 9:02 AM CST
Benji, it was so good to see your pictures this morning! I showed them to the class. We know that Jesus is taking care of you and your mommy and daddy, so we talk to Him very often about you and your family.WE ALL LOVE AND MISS YOU! Much love and many big bear hugs, Mrs. C.
Jane Cunningham <jane.cunningham@ccsgoshen.org>
Goshen, IN U.S. - Thursday, November 4, 2004 8:51 AM CST
Good morning Benji! We hope you are feeling better! We pray for you every day! Jesus works miracles in wonderful ways and we are determined that is what he is going to do for you!! We love you!!
Matt and April Eash <april24@maplenet.net>
Goshen, In. - Thursday, November 4, 2004 8:27 AM CST
Benji,It's great to see your smile this morning!!!I'm praying that you have a good day.Make Dad behave today.Love you.
Aunt Naomi <raberfamily@maplenet.net>
Shipshewana, - Thursday, November 4, 2004 8:23 AM CST
Dear Benji,
I miss you at school. We pray for you before we go to sleep at night. I hope you can play with me at recess soon. Benson and family (Gary, Jody, Madison and Courtney)

Benson Yoder <gjyod@juno.com>
Middlebury, IN - Thursday, November 4, 2004 8:09 AM CST
Good Morning Benji,
Hope you had nice dreams last night. We are thinking of you a lot. There is a little brown puppy on our counter top beside a candle so we can remember to pray often for you. I asked Lucky if she wanted to tell you "Hi" and she wagged her tail - I think that meant "come home soon" in dog talk. We love you.

Uncle Jim, Aunt Shirley, Anthony, Mike, and Megan <sjtroyer@bnin.net>
- Thursday, November 4, 2004 6:08 AM CST
Benji,I hope you and Dad sleep well tonite.And pray that you can eat alot to make your muscles bigger!Be sure and try to beat Dad in playing'Sorry'tommorrow.OK?
We love you.

Aunt Naomi <raberfamily@maplenet.net>
Shipshewana, in - Wednesday, November 3, 2004 8:58 PM CST
Benji, It sounds like you're doing a really good job of helping the doctors and nurses help you get better. Allen and Cindy, we are praying for all of you.
With love,
Carmen, Jason and Dara

Carmen <cerhosho@sbcglobal.net>
- Wednesday, November 3, 2004 8:48 PM CST
Dear Benji, I hope you can come to school again soon. and you are my best, best friend. i love you, Benji. from Makayla
makayla bontrager <pbontrager@myexcel.com>
Goshen, IN usa - Wednesday, November 3, 2004 8:35 PM CST
Dear Cindy and Allen, We just got word you were using this web site today and it is so helpful in keeping all of us posted on Benji. I'm so glad to hear he ate a cheeseburger form McDonalds!! That's great! We will certainly pray for an increased appetite for him and you guys, too. I know that in these tough situations it's hard to even swallow at times. But God will carry you through this. He is ever faithful!
Karmin talks about missing Benji everyday after school and wants to send him a little something in the mail. So tell him to be watching for a delivery early next week. In the mean time, know that we are praying for you and your family.
Sincerely, Dawn

Dawn Henely <Sdkhenhouse@aol.com>
Goshen, in us - Wednesday, November 3, 2004 7:52 PM CST
Dear Benji, I miss you a lot! I hope you come back soon. I pray for you every night and I know God hears my prayers.
Love, Karmin

Karmin Henely <Sdkhenhouse@aol.com>
Goshen, in usa - Wednesday, November 3, 2004 7:23 PM CST
Hi, Benji,
I'm glad you enjoyed the video from your class and teachers at school. I had a lot of fun doing that. Maybe I can show you my favorite design for paper airplanes the next time I get to visit. Praying for you.

Conrad Showalter
- Wednesday, November 3, 2004 4:44 PM CST
Benji
We miss you at school. At recess,the boys are still playing ball tag. Today lots of children climbed on the merry go round and had a big ride. We are wearing our coats now because it'cold outside.
Our kindergarten class is praying for you.

Mrs. Yoder <becky.yoder@ccsgoshen.org>
Goshen, IN - Wednesday, November 3, 2004 3:33 PM CST
Dear Benji, I hope you get well soon! I miss you at school alot and all the girls do to. We are going to send you something neat soon from school. Hope to see you soon From: Austin your friend
Austin Miller <millervs@maplenet.net>
middlebury, IN USA - Wednesday, November 3, 2004 2:35 PM CST
Hi Benji, do you feel okay I really miss you. I really want see you. I will still pray for you. Remember I miss you. LOVE JASMINE TROYER
Jasmine Troyer <troyerjc@msn.com>
Goshen, IN USA - Wednesday, November 3, 2004 2:11 PM CST
Hi. My name is Lisa. My mom is Kathryn Yoder (she goes to your church). We've been at Riley quite a few times, too. I am praying for you, Benji, and for your mom.
Love, Lisa Akins

Lisa Akins <ljakins@yahoo.com>
goshen, in usa - Wednesday, November 3, 2004 1:37 PM CST
Dear Benji,

We think about you a lot -- and it was special to wave at you from your door on Saturday night. Kristin and Doyle came to Riley with us and they were remembering when they played ball with you one time when they stayed with all of you. While we were talking to your dad and your aunt and uncle in the waiting room, your mom kept coming in to get more food from the frig because you were hungry! You go, Benj!!

I hope you remember the picture of Jesus holding the little boy about your age that we showed you at your anointing. Jesus is holding you close when you're sick and when you feel better. We love you!

Cindy -- What a great way to communicate! Starting from the beginning was a good idea. I hope you have a pleasant surprise or two today!

Lynette and Conrad Showalter

Lynette and Conrad Showalter <lynettes@bnin.net; conrad@bnin.net>
Goshen, IN USA - Wednesday, November 3, 2004 12:26 AM CST
Hi Benji,
What a cool web page. You sure have a great smile! We love you and miss you and will be back down to see that smile soon. I am glad you felt a little better today. Landon will write you a note later today. We pray together for you every day.
Your a special kid!

Love,
Uncle Steve, Aunt Regina, Landon, and Alexis

Steve and Regina Troyer <stroyer@bnin.net>
Goshen, IN - Wednesday, November 3, 2004 11:44 AM CST
Hi Benji,
Just to let you know that we are thinking of you here at school. We are praying for you every day! I miss seeing you here at school. Hoping you can come back soon. Have a good day!

Mrs. King <ginny.king@ccsgoshen.org >
Goshen, , IN USA - Wednesday, November 3, 2004 9:29 AM CST
Hi Eash Family, I've been wanting to get in touch with you, but didn't want to bother you. So I'm glad we can do it this way. We are familiar with Riley's, and know the good stuff, like the library, and the wagons to carry you there. Hope you can come home soon, Benji and parents. I am remembering you constantly. Love you all Kathryn & Mike
Kathryn Yoder & Mike <momyoder2000@juno.com>
Middlebury, IN - Wednesday, November 3, 2004 9:13 AM CST
Good Morning Benji,
Glad to hear that you are feeling better. I hope you have a great day! Keep eating well so you get strong. We love you and are pryaing for you.
Grandpa Troyer.
p.s. tell your mom, that Bush won.

Harley Troyer <bhtroyer@juno.com>
- Wednesday, November 3, 2004 9:02 AM CST
Dear Benji, Allen and Cindy--We want you to know that you have been in our thoughts and prayers these last two weeks. Makayla misses you so much and has been praying for you often. It makes us smile to hear that you are feeling alittle better. We love you all and pray that Benji will steadily keep improving. We are also remembering the boys back at home! We love the idea of the website we will visit daily!
Phil, Denise,Jordan, Janessa & Makayla <pbontrager@myexcel.com>
Goshen, IN usa - Wednesday, November 3, 2004 8:21 AM CST
Hey Benj, Cindy, Allen...we're praying that the love of Jesus will continue to surround you and bring you peace.
Gene Troyer <gbtroyer@aol.com>
Goshen, IN USA - Wednesday, November 3, 2004 4:46 AM CST
Good Morning Eash Family,
I hope you're having a good day today. I'll be praying for a speedy recovery. (For all of you)
Benji ~ God loves you so much and is always with you. You are a trooper!!!

Jessica Miller <jessmillmk@hotmail.com>
Sarasota, FL USA - Wednesday, November 3, 2004 0:15 AM CST
Hi Benji, Cindy and Allen,
We continue to pray for you. We praise the Lord because He is answering many prayers. We are glad that you are doing better!!!! Elise and Cristian sends hugges and kisses and are hoping to see you soon. We love you so much.

Carlos, Celina, Elise and Cristian <ccromero@earthlink.net>
Goshen, IN USA - Tuesday, November 2, 2004 9:37 PM CST
Hi Benji,
We hope your feeling better and able to go home soon.
We're keeping you in our prayers!

Susan <kesumiller@aol.com>
Millersburg, Oh - Tuesday, November 2, 2004 7:07 PM CST
Hi Benji, We're sorry you have to be in the hospital with all those nurses & doctors poking around on you. We hope you will be better soon. We are praying for you and your family. You are one of God's special little "men." (your brothers would fit into this catagory too)
Velma & Sheldon Swartz <s.swartz@juno.com>
- Tuesday, November 2, 2004 6:58 PM CST
Hi Benji and family! I'm praying for you. Hope you feel better soon!
Karen Hochstedler <kendallandkaren@hotmail.com>
Goshen, IN USA - Tuesday, November 2, 2004 5:07 PM CST
Good Evening Benji!!
We sure do miss seeing you and your cheerful smile at church. We are praying for you every night that Jesus will heal you very soon! We are also praying for your mom & dad as they are spending time with you & your brothers wherever they are. God Bless You & I hope you sleep good tonight. From Ginny, Jeremy & Chad's mom

Ginny Kauffman <jkauffman@maplenet.net>
- Tuesday, November 2, 2004 4:37 PM CST
Hi Benji, Cindy & Allen. This is great to be able to check up on you without really bothering you with phone calls. It is good to hear that Benji had a better day. We will continue praying that those are the kind of days you will continue having.

We love and miss you all and hope the doctors will be able to give you a diagnoses soon. I know it's hard waiting, but keep the faith. Our prayers are with you.

Jr & Carol Miller

Carol Miller <carol.miller@mma-online.org>
Goshen, IN USA - Tuesday, November 2, 2004 3:57 PM CST
Benji, We are saying a lot of prayers for you and hope you have more energy soon! When I do Ali's hair in the morning she gathers the barretts with flowers on them and says she is going to take them to you!!! Love, Gayla, Jason, and Ali
Gayla <gaylajeank@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, November 2, 2004 2:15 PM CST
Hi Benji. We miss you lots! We are praying that today can be one of your good days, and we hope to see you soon. We love you very much.



Aunt Corine & Uncle Jerry <troyerjc@msn.com>
Goshen, IN usa - Tuesday, November 2, 2004 12:06 AM CST
Hi Benji! I hope that today has been a good one for you. When we pray, Hallie reminds us pretty faithfully to pray for you too. She said the kindergarten class is also praying for you. We look forward to when we can see you at church and school again!
Wayne, Corinna, Hallie, Kayla, & Sophie <wcconst@aol.com>
- Tuesday, November 2, 2004 11:49 AM CST
Benji,
Hope you are feeling alittle better today.We are praying for you and Aaron,Tyler and Cory,and your Mom and Dad.Remember God is always right there with you.
I hope you can eat today so you can get big muscles to play ball!!!!
I love you,and pray for God to make you feel better real soon,Aunt Naomi

Naomi <raberfamily@maplenet.net>
- Tuesday, November 2, 2004 10:55 AM CST
Benji & family, We think of you a lot. Jeri keeps us up-dated about you. Keep getting better. Cindy, I know how it feels to be in your place. My prayers are with you and your family. Lois
Duane & Lois Miller <quackymom@hotmail.com>
New Paris, In - Tuesday, November 2, 2004 9:16 AM CST
HI Benji!
there is so much that is hard to understand but you are in the arms of Jesus. i'm praying for you and for your mom and dad and brothers too. i hope you are able to smile today.

Sonya Miller <eternaljoy7@yahoo.com>
Lancaster, PA USA - Tuesday, November 2, 2004 8:44 AM CST
Benji,

I hope you're feeling better today. When you get a little better and are out of isolation, you can go see the train on the fifth floor of Riley!

Cindy and Allen,
Rod and I live just a few blocks from Riley. Please let us know what we can do to help you out. Our number is 317-985-6556 or email at ncoeller@gmail.com. We're thinking of you guys and all your boys right now.

Nathalie Coeller

Nathalie Coeller <ncoeller@gmail.com>
Indy, IN USA - Tuesday, November 2, 2004 7:54 AM CST
Good morning Benji! Isaiah wanted me to tell you that we're praying for you and we hope you're feeling much better. He had fun with you this summer and can't wait to see you again next summer!
Melissa Yoder <mmyoder@dejazzd.com>
Lancaster, PA US - Tuesday, November 2, 2004 7:01 AM CST
Hey, Benji how's it going. I hope to see you soon. I heard you're getting better and starting to eat. Dad is going to some ham and take it over there today. I love you and hope you get well as soon as possible so you can come home.
Tyler Eash <ace@maplenet.net>
Middlebury, IN USA - Tuesday, November 2, 2004 6:07 AM CST
Good morning Benji!
Our family is thinking about you and your family a lot! We are praying for all of you. This web page is really neat and will give all of us a way in keeping updated about you. I hope your nurses know what a special opportunity they have to care for you! Love, from the mom of Tyler, Isaac and Cedric.

Deb Brenneman <brenclan@verizon.net>
Goshen, IN USA - Tuesday, November 2, 2004 4:35 AM CST
Hi Benji!
We think about you every day and pray that you will soon be better. I called Isaiah and told him that you were in the hospital.

Kathy Beachy <wkbeachy@ligtel.com>
Millersburg, IN USA - Monday, November 1, 2004 10:54 PM CST
Hi Benji,
We think of you a lot and are praying for you!
Love,
Leonard, Rose, and family

Rose Shetler <roseshetler@ifriendly.com>
Goshen, IN USA - Monday, November 1, 2004 9:08 PM CST
Benji,
I hope you feel better all day today! I am so happy when I talk to you! Jesus will continue to be with you all the time. He is good! I love you and I will see you tomorrow.

Dad <ace@maplenet.net>
Middlebury, IN USA - Monday, November 1, 2004 11:33 AM CST

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