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Hey Zach, Hang in there. Everyone at school are praying for you. My family is praying for you to. Remember God is always with you. I'll talk to you later bye.

Kayla Meints <meints5@msn.com>
Pekin, Il U.S.A.l - Wednesday, May 10, 2006 5:05 PM CDT
Praying for peace, no pain, no worry, for you all. Zach you have touched my heart with your courage and your smile.Love and prayers to you all.
Lisa <lisa.burt@tiscali.co.uk>
UK - Wednesday, May 10, 2006 1:21 PM CDT
Nikki, I am a good friend of your brother Tim and I am also a fellow Good Shepherd parent. I visit the site often to check on Zach and also to check on you. I am in total awe of you and your faith. I will see you at school functions and I am amazed at your strength. I know it is God given and you truly live in His light. Zach, you are truly an amazing teen! I continue to lift up prayers for all of you, please know that our Heavenly Father, our creator is with you. Take His hand and hold on, He will give you everything you need during this time. All our love, Roy, Julie and Maddie Singley.
Julie Singley <rjms99@insightbb.com>
Green Valley, IL USA - Wednesday, May 10, 2006 1:17 PM CDT
Dear Zachary and Family,

Our hearts are heavy since checking the sight this morning. Have faith that God will get you through these tough times. Our family is praying each and every moment for you all to find peace in knowing that Zachary will by alright. Enjoy each moment together and find peace with the time you have together. Know that we are here for you as we have been through this hurtful time and will be of any help when need be. Love to all. The Wallin Family and Our Angel Brad.

Jeff, Lori, Brooke and Angel Brad Wallin <Wally1@mchsi.com>
Chillicothe, Il - Wednesday, May 10, 2006 1:17 PM CDT
Dear Kylee, I am Micaylan's mom, Wendy. I just wanted you to know that we are praying for all of you. Micaylan has been wondering how you are doing. She is a worry wart like her mom! You and Zach are so lucky to have each other and a great mom to love you too! When you start to get scared, pull the love of God to you and know that he will help you always! What a blessing it is that you and Zach have the knowledge from GSLS that he is always there for us and there is a wonderful heaven for his lambs to go to from here. Micaylan's your friend, and if you need to talk to her, she is here for you. God bless you all, Wendy
Micaylan McDonald <wmcdonald@grics.net>
Pekin, Il USA - Wednesday, May 10, 2006 12:20 AM CDT
Nikki, Thank you for being such an awesome Mom to Zach and Kylee. I am so very proud of all that you continue to do for them both. God has taught me so much through my grandkids that I'm at awe most of the time. If only every person would realize what a blessing family is. My wish is that everyone could know Zach and what an awesome teen, grandson, son, and friend he is. Spending time with him is always an experience in itself. I feel like I'm rambling about now, but I want you to know how much I love you and appreciate you despite our differences. Please open up to me whenever you want. I just want to be able to take away all the pain and sadness and replace it with happy and carefree moments. Normal!!! but I can't. So please know that I would do whatever to fix the situation just as you would for Zach. I hold you close to my heart even though you may not feel like it at times. All that is going on is HARD for us all. Unfortunately there's no "how-to" book that can show us exactly what to do for each other. Only God's Word can lead us and guide us, but we have to take each step in faith and leave Him in charge. That's truly the hardest part for me. Just remember I love you no matter what, that I'm proud of you, that I hurt for you, that I stand in awe at how strong you are!!!!!!! Thank you for being an awesome daughter and mom. Love eternally, MOM
MOM <www.agrammaof7@grics.net>
- Wednesday, May 10, 2006 12:09 AM CDT
Good morning my precious friends,

I am sorry that I am late this morning. But please remember that I am praying for your strength and comfort.

Father, I want to lift up Nikki to you. LORD give her strength, comfort and especially peace this morning as her and Zach fight this ugly cancer monster. We pray that YOUR will be done in this situation. Father these are very special people. Just gather them on your lap and let them feel your love. It is in Jesus name we pray, AMEN

Love in CHRIST,
Phyllis

Phyllis <psullivan2@midsouth.rr.com>
Southaven, MS - Wednesday, May 10, 2006 8:38 AM CDT
Hey Zach. You were the first thing on my mind when I woke up this morning. I'm thinking of you and your entire family and keeping you near my heart.

Much love,
Jen, Jacob, Keith, Angel

www.caringbridge.com/va/jacob_bollinger <kjenwhit@verizon.net>
Staunton, VA - Wednesday, May 10, 2006 7:43 AM CDT
Zach,
you were in my thoughts the moment i woke up this morning and as i'm going to bed you're again on my mind so i wanted to come here and say "goodnight and God bless you sweetheart,i love you" ..
I'll come check in on you again first thing tommorow morning.
Love,
Theresa
Executive Director
Cancer Warriors Angel Network
www.cancerwarriors.org

Theresa <theresa@cancerwarriors.org>
Rowlett, Tx - Tuesday, May 9, 2006 10:37 PM CDT
Nikki,
I pray that GOD gives you peace and some rest tonight. We love you for the wonderful mom that you are. GOD knew from the beginning that Zach would need a special mom.

In HIS grip,
Phyllis

phyllis <psullivan2@midsouth.rr.com>
- Tuesday, May 9, 2006 10:06 PM CDT
Keeping you in our thoughts and prayers!
Tom, Tammy, Kyle, Adam, Lindsey & Logan Ripp <thosripp@sbcglobal.net>
Peoria, IL USA - Tuesday, May 9, 2006 5:30 PM CDT
Nikki,

You are heavy on my heart right now. I am praying hard for you. I am so glad that we serve a GOD that knows your needs.

In HIS grip,
Phyllis

Phyllis Sullivan <psullivan2@midsouth.rr.com>
Southaven, MS - Tuesday, May 9, 2006 3:48 PM CDT
Zach and Family-
My thoughts and prayers are with you all...you have surpassed so many milestones and with Zach's strength and determination you will surpass many more. Your family has shown thousands of people what it really means to be there for each other through thick or thin. Hopefully people not only read it on your webpage, but live it.

Sara B <Urawesome6939@yahoo.com>
Madison, WI - Tuesday, May 9, 2006 2:10 PM CDT
Nikki, I just can't imagine what you're going through. It breaks my heart...especially now that I have a son. I want you to know that I'm here for you if you need me. I think of you and Zack often, even though I don't get the chance to call you and come over as much as I should. You need to spend as much time together as a family as you can. I pray God will be with you during this difficult time. Zach is so amazing through this all....so strong...it's unbelievable. We love you.
Gina <gbooth@insightbb.com>
Groveland, IL - Tuesday, May 9, 2006 9:58 AM CDT
Hey All...I know it's been a while since I have signed the guestbook. I just want to let you know that we are praying for all of you all of the time. I am so sorry you have had to go thru any of this...especially you Zach. I am amazed and in awe at each of you! We love you and I hope to visit soon.
Love, Aunt Sheri & Uncle Mike.

Sheri Krohe <skrohe@hrva.com>
Pekin, IL - Tuesday, May 9, 2006 9:14 AM CDT
You are all in my prayers for peace.
God bless

Ann <annmrc@aol.com>
Land O Lakes, FL USA - Tuesday, May 9, 2006 8:43 AM CDT
Nikki, Those are words I never wanted to read, and how much more they are words you never wanted to put in black and white. I know how hard you try to stay strong and positive. I love you all, and I'm praying for Zach to be filled with no pain and the peace that only God can bring. And for you, dear friend, that God will comfort you as only He can.

I've been crying and saying "Not Zach, Not Zach," and I know there are thousands praying and crying and saying the same thing. Zach, you are truly one of the most amazing people I know.

We love you all,
Jen

Jen Whitmer <kjenwhit@verizon.net>
Staunton, VA - Tuesday, May 9, 2006 7:48 AM CDT
My thoughts and prayers are going out to your family. What a strong boy you have and such a precious smile. I am praying that God gives you strength, peace and comfort.
Christina
Houston, Tx - Tuesday, May 9, 2006 7:26 AM CDT
Good Morning My Precious Friends,

I hope you had a restful night. I am praying that the "SON" shines brightly on you today.

Love in CHRIST,
Phyllis

Phyllis Sullivan <psullivan2@midsouth.rr.com>
Southaven, MS - Tuesday, May 9, 2006 6:24 AM CDT
Zach, you are more of a fighter than any solider that has ever fought in any war throughout history. I don't think, NO I know there is none that can compare to you. Your strength is unbelievable. Your heart is so loving and giving. It’s easy to see you get all this from your mom. You guys are the greatest super hero duo ever! Please know you are in my prayers and have been over the past several years. I pray for strength, peace and comfort for you all. God Bless You! Sending lots of love and Big Hugs!
Susie Morris

Treys granny 4-ever! <jeffandsusie@hughes.net>
Dry Fork, VA. - Tuesday, May 9, 2006 5:53 AM CDT
My heart goes out to you Nikki May God give you the strength that you need. I lost me Steven to Neuroblastoma 11 month ago and I can feel your pain. We live this already please know that Zach is in my prayers that God will send all his Angels to be with Zachary and to comfort you. hugs Daisy
Daisy Peralta <daisyperalta27@aol.com>
New York, NY - Monday, May 8, 2006 11:20 PM CDT
Nikki,
my heart hurt so bad reading this tonight,Zach is our brave,sweet warrior and i think of him so many times everyday and wish for his miracle so hard.
Tell him everyone at CW's loves him and i especially have a very special place in my heart for him.
I love you Zach,be strong as always honey.
Love Theresa
Executive Director
Cancer Warriors Angel Network
www.cancerwarriors.org

Theresa Heath <theresa@cancerwarriors.org>
Rowlett, Tx - Monday, May 8, 2006 11:08 PM CDT
My prayer are coming your way.

GOD BLESS YOU ALL,

Judy ( PrayerBears) <cokerjudy@myway.com>
Clovis, NM USA - Monday, May 8, 2006 10:53 PM CDT
I'm praying for you and your family. I am a former patient of St. Jude. Our family knows what the waiting is like, but not to the extent that you know it now. Rest in God's Peace that Passes Understanding, and know what it's like to be Held. Remember you have been chosen, there are no accidents, and God was not taken by surprise - He is still on the throne. Hold on tight to Him. Love, Angie
ANGELA WALTHALL <awalthall@netscape.com>
SOUTHAVEN, MS USA - Monday, May 8, 2006 10:39 PM CDT
I hope you have had a good day. I am praying GOD's peace and rest are there for you all night long. Rest in HIS arms.
Love in CHRIST,
Phyllis

Phyllis <psullivan2@midsouth.rr.com>
Southaven, MS - Monday, May 8, 2006 10:20 PM CDT
Hello Nikki, We're also sending love and prayers your way, and asking God to give comfort to your family and friends. Reading websites of other children, because of my grandson's Neuroblastoma battle, allowed my family to get to know and care deeply for Zach. We check in on him daily. Much love to you all.
Jeanne Congdon <jc2222@comcast.net>
Seattle, WA U.S. - Monday, May 8, 2006 8:33 PM CDT
I was searching on the internet for a really cool looking dude and there popped up this hunkarama guy named Zach. WHEW! When they make 'em hot, they make 'em hot.
Talked to Maryann today (I work with her at the Manor) and she said Zach is going through some changes right now...so I just wanted all of you to know you are in the thoughts and prayers of a lot of people. And hey, that is a miracle in and of itself. Hugs and love and laughter to you all.

Kathy Whais <kathywhais@yahoo.com>
Pekin, IL USA - Monday, May 8, 2006 8:21 PM CDT
Hi Zach....I was just thinking about you..Im praying for you and your mom. You are always in my thoughts and prayers. God bless.

Kaitlyn Gudzinskas
Pekin, IL U.S. - Monday, May 8, 2006 5:33 PM CDT
Zach-
I am thinking and praying for you often. all of us at school miss you.
your friend,
*_*Jenny*_*

jenny <jennymiller92@hotmail.com>
manito, il us - Monday, May 8, 2006 4:54 PM CDT
Nikki, I have followed Zach for awhile now and have written before, I found your site through Caringbridge. I just want you to know that I'm praying for you, for your strength and somehow for you to feel comfort. I pray that you can find protection in the shadow of God's loving arms. I can never know your pain and regret for "what could have been", but I do know that God has so much comfort for you. I am also praying for a Miracle!
Tammy
Champaign, IL - Monday, May 8, 2006 4:44 PM CDT
Nikki,
Zachary knows that you love him and have done everything you can to keep him with you on earth. God's plans are not always our plans and we would never ask him to take our most precious child. Enjoy every moment you have left with Zachary. Continue to create memories that will help you thru the difficult days to come. Hold on to one another and trust that God will see you past the horrible pain of watching your beautiful child live his last days with you. Know that even those of us who have never met your family are thinking and praying for all of you. Jan Karels (friends of the Fords)

Jan Karels <jgkarels@cgintl.com>
- Monday, May 8, 2006 4:34 PM CDT
Nikki - I check on Zach several times a day. I don't know what to pray for you, but God knows exactly what your need is at any given second. My prayer is that He meets that very need as I am praying. Don't know if you are a hugger or not, but I would hug you tight right now if I could. Please give Zach a big hug from a family in Snellville, GA that he has touched just by being himself. I wish I could know him in person. Thank you, Nikki, for sharing yourself and your son with all of us.
Sally <sanbranch@earthlink.net>
Snellville, GA USA - Monday, May 8, 2006 4:05 PM CDT
Zach, Nikki and family,
I wish I could count how many times throughout the day that my thoughts turn to all of you. Even though I don't post much on the guestbook, I check this website daily. Prayers always follow those thoughts of you. You have touched our lives in such a great way, but I know that doesn't bring much comfort during these trying days. Zach has such strength and he glows everytime I see him smile. We love you all!

Mary Ann, Dave & Kris Vaupel
Pekin, IL - Monday, May 8, 2006 2:33 PM CDT
PRAYING - PRAYING - PRAYING - AND PRAYING SOME MORE
Phyllis <psullivan2@midsouth.rr.com>
Southaven, MS - Monday, May 8, 2006 2:15 PM CDT
My prayers are with you both. What an amazing and inspiring child.
Beth Sullivan <bethsullivan@capecod.com>
Orleans, MA US - Monday, May 8, 2006 1:56 PM CDT
Dear Zach,
Hey how's it goin'? We've been thinking about you and praying for you a lot lately. Hang in there Zach. Always remeber that God is with you
With Love,
The GSLS 7th and 8th grade class

7th and 8th grade at gsls <dramabelle92@yahoo.com>
Pekin, IL USA - Monday, May 8, 2006 1:08 PM CDT
I have been following your site for many months, and you have all been in my prayers. I am praying harder now. May God comfort your family. Zach is an amazing boy, with an amazing mom! Miracles can happen. With God's love,
Nancy Scott <nancy.a.scott@wellsfargo.com>
Bloomington, MN - Monday, May 8, 2006 12:58 AM CDT
Nikki,
If you want to talk about what's happening, call me. I know exactly what you are feeling and it is so hard! Remember I love you and you will get through this with God's help!!

Robin Ford
Mankato, Mn USA - Monday, May 8, 2006 12:17 AM CDT
ZACHARY, NIKKI, AND FAMILY,
WE ARE FRIENDS IN CHRIST THROUGH JEN AND KEITH, JACOB AND ANGEL. YOU HAVE TOUCHED OUR HEARTS WITH YOUR LOVE, COURAGE, AND DEVOTION. YOU AND ZACH ARE SO AMAZING AND HAVE SET A VERY HIGH STANDARD FOR THOSE OF US WHO GO ABOUT EACH DAY IN A CARELESS FASHION. PLEASE KNOW OUR HEARTS, PRAYERS, AND TEARS ARE WITH YOU NOW AND IN THE DAYS TO COME. MIRACLES ARE REAL....
BUTCH AND DONNA WELLS

DONNA WELLS <gwells@ntelos.net>
STAUNTON, VA - Monday, May 8, 2006 11:59 AM CDT
Father, I want to lift up Nikki, Zach and the whole family right now. LORD, please wrap your arms around them, comfort them and give them strength. Please show YOUR presence strong in their home this week. Please give Nikki the strength and peace that only YOU can. Please take Zach's pain away so that he can rest peacefully. We love you LORD and we know that YOU are able. In JESUS name I pray to you, AMEN.
We love you guys and we are with you in thoughts and prayers.

Phyllis <psullivan2@midsouth.rr.com>
Southaven, MS - Monday, May 8, 2006 11:43 AM CDT
I have been checking on Zachary for a long time and never signed the guestbook. I just wanted you to know that I have been praying for you and your amazing son for a long time and will continue to do so.
Lindsay Clark <jlc0731@hotmail.com>
Greensburg, PA - Monday, May 8, 2006 11:03 AM CDT
I love your amazing son too! This is so unfair. I'm so sorry!
In His love, Angela <Email@ChristiThomas.com>
Tiffin, OH - Monday, May 8, 2006 11:02 AM CDT
Praying for you Zachary and family! You are such a strong amazing young man!!! You are definately a FIGHTER!! Stay strong!!!!
Heather Black and NICHOLAS (Neuroblastoma NED since 5/04 <heatherblack99@yahoo.com>
Bolivia, nc - Monday, May 8, 2006 10:56 AM CDT
Praying GOD's STRENGTH, MERCY & GRACE for you right now.
We love you with CHRIST's love.

Phyllis

phyllis <psullivan2@midsouth.rr.com>
southaven, MS - Monday, May 8, 2006 9:53 AM CDT
Nikki, I wish I had words that could comfort you. The life you and Zach have led together on this earth has created a bond that can NEVER be broken. The strength the two of you share, the love for one another, the most beautiful manifestations of grace and courage, these can never be taken away. Peace to you both: Zachary, the Teen Wonder and Nikki, his Wonder Mom.
Jennifer Click <jclick@mindspring.com>
Falls Church, VA - Monday, May 8, 2006 9:04 AM CDT
Nikki,
You are heavy on my heart this morning. Please know that we hurt with you. We are praying without ceasing today.

Love in CHRIST,
Phyllis

Phyllis Sullivan <psullivan2@midsouth.rr.com>
Southaven, MS - Monday, May 8, 2006 8:09 AM CDT
Nikki,
I have never signed your guestbook but have read your site many times. I never had the chance to go through what you are going through right now. Anthony's breathing became labored and within 15 minutes he could no longer talk, earlier that night he was laughing and joking with us. We thought he had at least a couple of more days with him, but it happened so quick that I didn't do things I felt I needed to him to do for me. Every parent has a little saying that their child says to only them that means the world, I would say to Anthony "I love my little boy" and Anthony's response would be "I love my Dad". I wanted to record Anthony saying that to me , I thought I had more time, but I missed my chance.

I have read your website and I know Zach has done whatever he has wanted to do, and you have been there to help him, what is the difference now? Please don't live in the future, live life in the present. Zach is still here with you and you don't know how much time you have left, now go and enjoy him and leave the stress for the future.

If you need any help or have any questions, please e-mail us and we will be glad to help out.

Stay strong,
Michael Ford

Michael Ford(Anthony's Dad) <mrford@hickorytech.net>
Mankato, mn usa - Monday, May 8, 2006 3:24 AM CDT
Praying for your peace and comfort Zach - and your whole family. You're such a brave young man, that smile, oh that smile. Love to you all.
Lisa <lisa.burt@tiscali.co.uk>
UK - Monday, May 8, 2006 2:39 AM CDT
Nikki,
I hope that you don't mind, but I shared some of you and Zach in my sunday school this morning. We all agreed to saturate you and your family in prayer this week. Please know that even if they don't sign your guest book, you are still being lifted up high in pray. I am going to be praying specifically for your strength and peace and for Zach's comfort this week. Even though I have not met you in person, I feel so close to you. My heart is hurting for you and with you. I am here for you even if it is just an ear.
Love in CHRIST,
Phyllis

phyllis sullivan <psullivan2@midsouth.rr.com>
southaven, ms - Sunday, May 7, 2006 8:58 PM CDT
Nikki and Zach,
What an awesome pair you are and always will be. Zach you are an amazing guy and you are in our prayers! Thank you for your faithful witness! Nikki we are praying for you all the time. May you feel the grace and presence of the Lord in a supernatural way this evening. God bless you.

Mylissa Horrocks
Bella's Caringbridge Site

Habitat for Hope
<mylissa@habitatforhope.org>
Cape Coral, FL USA - Sunday, May 7, 2006 8:11 PM CDT
Hello Zach,

What a great young man you are, so brave, and a great and courageous mum. I loved your site, and read how you have fought and struggled to defeat this illness. My prayers are with you, and my best wishes to your family for a successful outcome. I think you are such a handsome young man, and what a joy you must be to your mum? Keep faith and always know that you are loved and prayed for.

Lyn in Australia.

Lyn <lcmm60@gmail.com>
Gold Coast, QLD Australia - Sunday, May 7, 2006 2:13 AM CDT
Zach,
not a day goes by when i don't think of you and come here to check for an update.You're so very brave and even though i know you're not feeling good right now at all you'd never know from that gorgeous smile on your face.
You're awesome,wonderful,fantastic and i love you so much.
Theresa
Executive Director
Cancer Warriors Angel Network
www.cancerwarriors.org

Theresa Heath <theresa@cancerwarriors.org>
Rowlett, Tx - Saturday, May 6, 2006 11:09 PM CDT
Hi Nikki and Zach, I check your site everyday to see how you both are doing. Zach, you are an inspiration to me and Chassity and probably many others. You are diffently a fighter. Nikki, I admire the strenghth you show thru writing the journals. You let us all know that we have a right to feel happy, sad, confused, or angry. Its something we can't control but live with daily. You guys are always in my thoughts and prayer.
Carrie (Chassity's mom) <flintcx4@yahoo.com>
The Plains, Va - Saturday, May 6, 2006 5:50 PM CDT
May the world hug you today
With its warmth and love
Pray it whispers a joyful tune in your heart.
And may the wind carry a voice
that tells you there is a friend sitting
in another corner of the world
Wishing you well.
God Bless
~~~~~~~~~~~~~
You Are Chosen

Come child, and be My disciple,
for I have chosen you.
I have purposed your lifetime
for the work you have to do.

But fear not, I am preparing you,
and each lesson that you learn
will be a stepping stone for you,
as MY WILL you discern.

My ways are not as your ways,
and sometimes I can see
you drifting too much farther on,
so I draw you back to me.

Your life has a purpose
and your life has a plan,
but this is in the heart of God
not in the eyes of man.

So My child, just listen to Me
as on your way you go.
There's nothing that My eyes don't see
and nowhere I can't go.

And just when you are tempted
to give up on everything,
just let your heart remember
that Jesus Christ is King!

He knows the way you're going,
He sees what's going on...
but says, "Look to the Father
and then look to the Son."

There's nothing He didn't suffer
in His life here on this earth...
and He did it all for you,
so you could have New Birth.

So remember as you continue on,
and as your life unfurls,
that greater is He that is in YOU
than he that is in the world.

Author: P.J. Puryer


Love...Jackie

Jackie
- Saturday, May 6, 2006 4:37 PM CDT
Zach I am praying for you you are very strong God Bless you and may all the Angels Be surounding you and bring you healing love and peace God bless yor Mommy she is the best.hugs Love Daisy NY
Daisy Peralta <daisyperalta27@aol.com >
New York , NY USA - Saturday, May 6, 2006 12:18 AM CDT
Prayers, prayers, prayers. Should we pray for pain free days - the big miracle - more time -? Zach has been so strong for so long, he is a miracle just by being here, he has touched so many lives and it breaks my heart that peace seems to pass him by. I guess I should pray for pain free peace and leave The Lord in interpret! Zach you are an incredible young man, son and brother. Love and prayers to you.
lisa <lisa.burt@tiscali.co.uk>
England - Saturday, May 6, 2006 12:05 AM CDT
I AM PRAYING FOR YOUR HEALING By Sparky

I is for I (Ex. 15:26) I am the Lord that heals you

A is for and (Ps, 147:3) God heal the broken hearted and binds their wounds.
M is for Mock (2 Chr. 36:16) Mock God and there is no remedy or healing

P is for people (2 Chr. 30:20) The Lord hearkened and healed the people.
R is for restore (Is. 57:18) I will restore comfort to him
A is for again (ls. 6:10) understand with their heart, turn again and be healed
Y is for you (Ps. 30:2) I cried and You healed me
I is for inner (Ps. 41:4) heal my inner self, I have sinned against you
N is for now (Num. 12:13) Moses cried to God ,heal Miriam now,
G is for gracious (Ps. 6:2) . be gracious, Lord heal my bones,

F is for faithfulness (Jer, 3 :22) Return and I will heal your faithfulness
O is for outcast (Jer. 30.17) I will restore health to you, because they called you an outcast
R is for refusing (Jer, 1518,19) Why is my wound refusing to be healed? If you return, I will give you Healing.

Y is for your (Mark 10:52) Go your way' your faith has healed you
O is for of (Is. 30:26) heals their wound inflected because of their sins
U is for up (Job 5:18) he binds up but his hands heal
R is for river (Ezek. 47:12) on the banks of the river grows fruit for food and leaves for healing

H is for heal (Deut. 32:38) I wound and I heal
E is for Ephraim's (Hos. 7.1) I heal Israel, then Ephraim' s quilt is uncovered
A is for also (Jer. 6: 14) they have healed also the wound of the daughter
L is for land (2 Chr. 7:14) heal their land
I is for iniquity (Ps. 103:3) God forgives all you iniquity and heals all your diseases
N is for none (Jer. 30:13) there is none to plead your cause, your wound you have no healing
G is for good (Prov. 17:22) a happy heart is good medicine and works healing

Jer 17:14 Heal me O Lord and I shall be healed, save me and I shall be saved for you are my praise
Luke 18:42 Your trust and confidence that spring from your faith in God has healed you
James 5:16 Confess to one another your faults and your shortcomings and pray for one another that you may be healed and restored in spirit.
1 Peter 2:24 By his wounds you have been healed.

But our delight and desires are in the teaching of the Lord
Yes, we will walk thru the shadow of death for God is with us.

Surely, goodness and mercy will pursue you
Protection is in the Lord for all you do
All of God’s tender mercy is on your lives
Rejoice for the Lord is great
Keep on trusting God for the love that reveals Jesus
Your plans from God are to numerous to count

George Jackson, Jr. <Sparkyofhd@suscom.net>
York, Pa USA - Saturday, May 6, 2006 11:24 AM CDT
The Lamb of God is an independent and misionera church that is arriving at not reached from the communities ribereñas in the river Ucayali Puinahia and Marañón river, we wished that ministries and brothers of any Christian denomination are united with us, that wish to have a misionera experience in the communities.
There are many towns nonreached, we want to arrive until them, your aid and your orations will make reality our dream and the dream of which they are hoping to us with requests and tears in these communities, See and participates with us!
www.geocities.com/pastor_johel

johel zabaleta <pastor_johel@yahoo.es>
iquitos, loreto peru - Saturday, May 6, 2006 10:29 AM CDT
With continued prayers and much love! You guys are such an inspiration to us all! I teach middle school and I often tell my students about your amazing young man!! I check in on you nearly every day. Although I rarely post, you're in my daily prayers!!!!
Love, Angela (Christi's Mom) <Email@ChristiThomas.com >
Tiffin, OH - Saturday, May 6, 2006 8:32 AM CDT
Hey, Zach the MAIN MAN. That picture is so like you. COOL! Love the shades and the SMILE!!!!

So many people are praying for all of you. I am reaching out over the miles to give you a huge hug and a whole lot of love.

Love,
Jen, Keith, Jacob, Angel

www.caringbridge.com/va/jacob_bollinger <kjenwhit@verizon.net>
Staunton, VA - Saturday, May 6, 2006 7:19 AM CDT
Zach and Family...
You are such an inspiration...to us all! I check on you every night, before going to bed, and want you to know that lots of love, hugs, thoughts, and prayers are coming your way from Cincinnati, OH!

Deb Cochran
Cincinnati, OH USA - Friday, May 5, 2006 10:45 PM CDT
Zach and Family,
Heard you all had a great time on you trip this past weekend. So glad you got to do the Tilt A Whirl your favorite ride in the world and do the Water Park. Aunt Mandi said you all had a GREAT TIME together. She told us the place was real nice. You and your family are in our thoughts and prayers daily. God Bless you Super Hero.

Roy and Barbara Richardson <roy12448@sbcglobal.net>
Canton, IL USA - Friday, May 5, 2006 9:44 AM CDT
Wow Zach, I love the new pic...You are way to COOL!!! So glad you had a good time with all your family! Con't to think of you often!
Luwana(bjs mamaw) <luwanabradley@aol.com(caringbridge.org/wv/bjtammy)>
Ky - Friday, May 5, 2006 8:57 AM CDT
Hey guys! That is a great pic! I am glad you guys had fun at the lodge! You guys are still in my thoughts and prayers. God is good.
Jenny Otte <yippiehoo@seehearworks.com>
East Peoria, IL: USA - Friday, May 5, 2006 7:35 AM CDT
Hey Zach, great picture. You look like the Super Star that we all know you are. I hope you have a great weekend. Tell Mom we are praying for all of you.

In HIS grip,
Phyllis

Phyllis <psullivan2@midsouth.rr.com>
southaven, MS - Friday, May 5, 2006 6:41 AM CDT
ZACH,I JUST FOUND THIS ON THE WEBSITE AND I DON'T KNOW YOU BUT OUR HEAVENLY FATHER DOES AND TOGETHER THE LORD AND I WILL BE PRAYING FOR YOU.MAY GOD BLESS YOU AND YOUR FAMILY AND PLEASE KNOW YOU HAVE LOT'S OF PEOPLE PRAYING FOR YOU AND A LOT'S WHO LOVE'S YOU.JUST HOLD TO GOD'S UNCHANGING HAND.HE STILL SITS ON THE THRONE OF GRACE AND MERCY.THERE IS NOTHING MY GOD CAN'T DO----YOUR FRIEND IN CHRIST JEANETTE
JEANETTE <JAUNTIEKAT@AOL.COM>
VIDOR, TX USA - Friday, May 5, 2006 0:36 AM CDT
Hey guys,
I hope you have had a good week and have an even better weekend. Your are in our prayers constantly. We ARE BELIEVING in Zach's miracle.

Love in CHRIST,
Phyllis

Phyllis <psullivan2@midsouth.rr.com>
Southaven, MS - Thursday, May 4, 2006 8:50 PM CDT
God I thank you for healing Zacharyhe today in Jesus
Holy name. I give you all the glory and praise.

Prayer support,

Pastor C.G.Smith

WWW.Yourmiracle.org

Pastor C.G.Smith <Itsamiracle2@aol.com>
Baltimore, MD USA - Thursday, May 4, 2006 5:28 PM CDT
What an inspiration you are to us all. I am a friend of Jake Widman (Jake is now an angel), and I have been following your story over the last year. I continue to pray for you and your family. Don't ever give up the hope, God is clearly on your side.
Kathy Olson
Wilmette, IL - Thursday, May 4, 2006 1:22 PM CDT
Hello Zach You are such A great fighter God Bless you and may his Angel s be around you holding you please know that I have learn to love you you are always in my prayers hugs Daisy in NY
Daisy Peralta <daisyperalta27@aol.com>
New York , NY USA - Thursday, May 4, 2006 12:52 AM CDT
Hi there. It was wonderful seeing you tonight! Zach- keep that smile on your face....you are an incredible young man and I love you very very much (along with the rest of your family)!! I am glad that you had a fun weekend and Kylee, the birthday girl too! I just want you to know how wonderful you make "me" feel everytime you tell me that you love me!!!! YOU ARE SO SPECIAL..... Love, Aunt Mary Ann
Aunt Mary Ann <maryann61554@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, May 3, 2006 7:28 PM CDT
Sending love and hugs.

Jennifer Click and CArolyn & Evan Coveney <jclick@mindspring.com>
Falls Church, VA - Wednesday, May 3, 2006 8:57 AM CDT
PRAYING & BELIEVING
Phyllis <psullivan2@yahoo.com>
Southaven, MS - Wednesday, May 3, 2006 6:33 AM CDT
Zach and Nikki: You are in my thoughts and prayers. What wonderful new memories you are making of Zach. Hold onto to those memories. Still praying for your miracle.
Cheryl Renner (Mam-Maw to Angel Alex at caringbridge.org/pa/alexp) <rennerg7@AOL.com>
N. Huntingdon, PA - Tuesday, May 2, 2006 5:08 PM CDT
Your son is just precious. It breaks my heart what your family is going through. Praying for you daily.
Channa
Louisville, KY US - Tuesday, May 2, 2006 3:44 PM CDT
hey sis. i just want to say i love u. your such an awsome sis. and i agree ur are the perfect mom for zach. there wouldnt be a thing i would change. nikki it seems like ur are having a really hard time right now and so am i. i just really want u to know u can plz talk too me. i know there is so much stuff going on in that head. i just dont want u to bottle it up. i love u sissy!!! anyways it was a great time and alot of mem. we created last weekend!!! ty sis luv ya all!!!!
aunt mandi <justus3deakins@sbcglobal.com>
- Tuesday, May 2, 2006 10:30 AM CDT
Praying that God wraps you in his arms and cares for Zach and comforts and gives you strength. I do not know you but your family seems to be one full of love and trust in God's plan. We are with you in thoughts and prayers.
Someone who cares <we are praying for you@Zack.com>
In MN, MN U.S.A. - Tuesday, May 2, 2006 9:56 AM CDT
Zachary,
You continue to be in our thoughts and prayers as God sees you through your journey. I have never met you or your family but I can tell that you all love one another very much. God will give you the strength you need and the strength your family needs during these hard days.
Jan Karels & family (friends of the Ford Family).

Jan Karels <jgkarels@cgintl.com>
mankato, mn blue earth - Tuesday, May 2, 2006 9:18 AM CDT
Nikki, John, Zach and Kylee,

We are in constant prayer for all of you. Specifically for GOD's strength and comfort during this time.
I am so glad that ya'll had a great trip. What special memories. Have a great week.

Phyllis <psullivan2@midsouth.rr.com>
Southaven, MS - Monday, May 1, 2006 10:18 PM CDT
Hey Zach. I hope everything is well. I'm praying for you. God Bless
Kaitlyn Gudzinskas <kaitlyngud@yahoo.com>
Pekin, IL - Sunday, April 30, 2006 1:46 PM CDT
(Well, as Jacob reminded me, 11 is PRE-TEEN!)

Jen

Jen <kjenwhit@verizon.net>
- Sunday, April 30, 2006 11:39 AM CDT
Nikki,
Just wanted to leave a message for you too to let you know how much I love you. My heart aches for you, and I wish I could just be there for you.

You are a very courageous person - I can see where Zach gets it from. I remind Jacob that bravery is being afraid and doing it anyway. I also think our strength that so many people praise us for comes from our love for our kids. And it's plain to see how much you love Zach. God chose the perfect mom for him. How I want for you all to get your miracle!

I can't believe Kylee is growing up so fast. I have a teen girl in the house too and it is an adventure!

May God place a protective shield of love and healing over your entire family.

Love,
Jen

Jen <kjenwhit@verizon.net>
- Sunday, April 30, 2006 9:21 AM CDT
Zach, See how you are still reaching MORE people and changing MORE lives! It's because you've chosen to allow God to work in your life. I share with others how you are one of the most amazing people I have ever known. You're kind, funny, loving, and so wise. I remember how you were able to get Jacob to open up - the first real friend he made at SJ. You know how quiet and reserved he is. He would get so excited about hanging out with you and count down the minutes until he could go knock on your door! :) God knew what he was doing when he put us across the hall from each other at RMH! We had the most fun when we were with you all, and it changed our entire experience and outlook.

We love you, your mom, your grandma, and your entire family. And we miss you! Jacob's doing so well now, and I try to never take a moment for granted. He reminds me of you sometimes - never wants his mom to be upset or worried. You guys! :)

Many of our family and friends check in on your site every day. And we are all praying for you.

Jen, Jacob, Keith, Angel

www.caringbridge.com/va/jacob_bollinger <kjenwhit@verizon.net>
Staunton, VA - Sunday, April 30, 2006 9:16 AM CDT
Hi! You don't know me. I found you through visiting Nolan Kane's website at St,. Jude. Just know we are praying for you from Aledo, IL. God is listening! Hugs, Jodi
Jodi Lindell <gl502@aircastwireless.com>
Aledo, IL USA - Saturday, April 29, 2006 1:29 PM CDT
Zach,

I am truly inspired by your brave journey. Your Mom's courage is incredible.

I found out about your website through Jacob Bollinger's site. Jacob and my son Christian stayed at the RMH together during the induction phase of his treatment of leukemia.

We keep you and all of the other St. Jude families in our prayers each evening. Stay strong! You are such a great example to all of us.

If you want to check out Christian's progress, his website is: http://www2.caringbridge.org/al/chriser/index.htm

Friends,

Kim and Christian Brown

Kim and Christian Brown <bknmc@bellsouth.net>
Madison, AL USA - Friday, April 28, 2006 9:23 PM CDT
hi there..........I just visited this site, and reading it was very heartwarming (the brave struggle of son and family)...I'm not too good at putting my thoughts together sometimes (I'm autistic)but God Bless all of you in this fight. Keep smiling Zachary, you are loved by many. I'll be praying fervently for you all. God Bless.
Athena Ivan Sheth <athenivan_the_wise@yahoo.com>
Ft Lauderdale, FL USA - Friday, April 28, 2006 9:11 PM CDT
We are walkiing with you on your path...our thoughts and prayers all day every day for Zach and your family. You are such an amazing family. Keep your faith.
Heather Wilds <wilds6@cox.net>
Newport News, VA USA - Thursday, April 27, 2006 8:01 PM CDT
Nikki- We are praying for that Miracle for Zach too....every single day!
God Bless you all!
Kris' "Aunt Marcy & Uncle Brian" Wilson

Marcy & Brian Wilson <mbmwilson@sbcglobal.net>
Peoria, IL US - Thursday, April 27, 2006 4:14 PM CDT
Your entire family continues to be in our thoughts and prayers EVERYDAY! I pray you get your miracle. Kylee -- I hope you had a wonderful birthday!
The Brown Family <Brown_Michelle_L@cat.com>
Manito, IL - Thursday, April 27, 2006 7:51 AM CDT
Good Morning,
HAPPY(late)BIRTHDAY Kylee, I hope you had a great one.
I am praying hard for Zach's miracle. I am also praying for everyone's strength and comfort through this whole ugly situation.

In HIS grip,

Phyllis Sullivan

Phyllis Sullivan <psullivan2@midsouth.rr.com>
Southaven, MS - Thursday, April 27, 2006 6:29 AM CDT
Good Night my sweet friends, sleep tight.

Love in CHRIST,
Phyllis

P.S. Nikki, I am sorry for the duplicate on the song. I guess God just meant it for you. I think of you often. Stay Strong

Phyllis Sullivan <psullivan2@midsouth.rr.com>
Southaven, MS - Tuesday, April 25, 2006 10:16 PM CDT
Zach, Niki & family,
Just a note to let you all know that all of you are in our thoughts and prayers, today and everyday.So super hero hope your doing better. You have more strenght and faith than any one we know. You are an awsome young man and Zach you are so sweet, don't be embarresed either cause it's the truth just ask your mom and family. I hear from Uncle Don and Aunt Mandi that if you are up to it you all will be taking a trip this weekend. You will all have loads of fun. Keep up your strenght Zack, as we are praying faithfully for you. See Ya!!!

Barbara & Roy Richardson <roy12448@sbcglobal.net>
Canton, IL USA - Monday, April 24, 2006 2:54 PM CDT
Our continued prayers for Zach's miracle...
Heather Wilds <wilds6@cox.net>
Newport News, VA - Sunday, April 23, 2006 11:22 AM CDT
Nikki, I heard this song on the way to work this morning and could not get you out of my mind and heart. I cried all the way to work.


I was sure by now
God You would have reached down
And wiped our tears away
Stepped in and saved the day
But once again, I say “Amen”, and it’s still raining

As the thunder rolls
I barely hear You whisper through the rain
“I’m with you”
And as Your mercy falls
I raise my hands and praise the God who gives
And takes away

Chorus:
I’ll praise You in this storm
And I will lift my hands
For You are who You are
No matter where I am
Every tear I’ve cried
You hold in Your hand
You never left my side
And though my heart is torn
I will praise You in this storm

I remember when
I stumbled in the wind
You heard my cry
You raised me up again
My strength is almost gone
How can I carry on
If I can’t find You

As the thunder rolls
I barely hear You whisper through the rain
“I’m with you”
And as Your mercy falls
I raise my hands and praise the God who gives
And takes away

Chorus:

(2x’s)
I lift my eyes unto the hills
Where does my help come from?
My help comes from the Lord
The maker of Heaven and Earth


Please remember to draw your strength from HIM even if we don't agree with or understand HIS ways.

Love,
Phyllis

Phyllis <psullivan2@yahoo.com>
southaven, ms - Friday, April 21, 2006 12:19 AM CDT
It is so hard to read that things are progressing the way they are. How much harder it must be for you to go through this! Zach is a courageous fighter, and he is teaching the rest of us so many things. I have never met anyone like him, and I tell people about him all the time. I want so much for him to be all better too, and for us to get together and hit the nearest arcade or laser tag! Nikki, my heart aches for you, and I will be keeping you and Zach and your family in my thoughts and prayers. Wish I could hug you!


Love, Jen <kjenwhit@verizon.net>
Staunton, VA - Friday, April 21, 2006 6:28 AM CDT
Praying for Zach and for his miracle. Keep fighting - Keep Believing!! You are always in my thoughts and prayers! You are an amazing young man! Your family has been blessed!
Amy Robertson
Greenfield, IN - Thursday, April 20, 2006 7:21 AM CDT
Nikki and Zach: How the Lord amazes us. Zach is living proof of that. Be so proud of him. I check everyday and think and pray for all of you. Cherish every moment.
Cheryl Renner (Mam-Maw to Angel Alex at caringbridge.org/pa/alexp) <rennerg7@AOL.com>
N. Huntingdon, PA - Wednesday, April 19, 2006 3:30 PM CDT
Nikki,
This verse was in my email this morning. You came to mind several times when I read it.
"I have told you these things, so that in me you may have peace. In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have overcome the world." John 16:33

Phyllis Sullivan <psullivan2@midsouth.rr.com>
Southaven, MS - Wednesday, April 19, 2006 10:27 AM CDT
Zach has taught us too! And so have you, Nikki. We love you guys. Thanks for the beautiful Easter message. We leave for the Jude on Sunday for a full check up.

I think of you all every single day and pray for you.
Love,
Jen, Keith, Angel, and Jacob

www.caringbridge.com/va/jacob_bollinger <kjenwhit@verizon.net>
Staunton, VA - Wednesday, April 19, 2006 5:59 AM CDT
Amen, Nikki. He has taught us too, and he is a gift. How proud he makes you! He touches the hearts of so many - we love him!
Mary Ann Vaupel
Pekin, IL - Tuesday, April 18, 2006 11:01 PM CDT
Praying and believing in miracles for Zach.

Love,
Phyllis

Phyllis Sullivan <psullivan2@midsouth.rr.com>
Southaven, ms - Tuesday, April 18, 2006 10:34 PM CDT
Nikki, John, Zach & Kylee,
I pray for you a good night. Crawl up into HIS arms and rest peacefully. Your are being prayed for.
Love in CHRIST,
Phyllis

Phyllis Sullivan <psullivan2@midsouth.rr.com>
Southaven, MS - Monday, April 17, 2006 8:43 PM CDT
Nikki,
I just wish that I had words to comfort and help you. I don't. I have NO idea what you are going through, I can't even begin to imagine. I pray GOD's peace and comfort and especially strength for you. Please remember that you and your entire family are constantly being prayed for. We are also PRAYING & BELIEVING for Zach's miracle.

Love in CHRIST,
Phyllis

Phyllis Sullivan <psullivan2@midsouth.rr.com>
Southaven, MS - Sunday, April 16, 2006 8:22 PM CDT
You are in our thoughts and prayers. We pray for your miracle to finally happen. Keep your faith and hold fast to your love.
Heather Wilds <wilds6@cox.net>
Newport News, VA - Sunday, April 16, 2006 6:57 AM CDT
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Keeping you in my thoughts and in my prayer's always.


LOVE ALWAYS BRENDAMY LOVING DAD'S SITE <brurka@shaw.ca~~THE PRAYER BEARS~~>
EDMONTON AlbertaCanada, - Saturday, April 15, 2006 11:11 PM CDT
Wishing you all a blessed Easter.
Love,

Jennifer Click and Carolyn & Evan Coveney <jclick@mindspring.com>
Falls Church, VA - Saturday, April 15, 2006 8:20 PM CDT
You guys are in my prayers. Nikki I am praying for you too. God Bless you big time!! I hope you have a great Easter!
Jenny Otte <yippiehoo@seehearworks.com>
East Peoria, IL USA - Saturday, April 15, 2006 8:19 PM CDT
Kristopher still tells us stories about that trip! What a great time he had! Venice beach was a favorite. We were so grateful that Zach asked him to go along. We are still keeping you all in our thoughts and prayers.
Mary Ann Vaupel
Pekin, IL - Friday, April 14, 2006 10:13 AM CDT
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Love from Kaitlyn <ozi_gal@hotmail.com>
Beverley, WA Australia - Thursday, April 13, 2006 11:38 PM CDT
sis that is such a touching memory to have!! and you sure are right zach has taught i think this whole family sooo much-LIFE- and just enjoy everyday at a time. ohh and so much more!! but that is part of the biggest things to me!! so how your b-day go. you werent home yesturday!! on date with that wondeful man of yours!! i love ya sis and remeber im here for ya. tell everyone hi and loves and see ya easter!!
mandi <justus3deakins@sbcglobal.net>
- Thursday, April 13, 2006 12:50 AM CDT
My prayers are with you..I'm so sorry to hear about the loss of your cousin Anthony. I pray you will be comforted and rest in the shadow of God love and grace.
Tammy Hoggatt
Champaign, IL - Thursday, April 13, 2006 10:39 AM CDT
Nikki Zach and Family!!
I send my love, thoughts, and prayers!! I hope you guys have a WONDERFUL and peaceful Easter!!
GOd Bless,
Alyssa Lewellen

Alyssa Lewellen <Aballerina5678@sbcglobal.net>
E.Peoria, IL USA - Thursday, April 13, 2006 9:27 AM CDT
Nikki,
I heard this song on the way to work this morning and I thought about you and your family. I hope you have a blessed day.
Love in CHRIST,
Phyllis



Casting Crowns - Praise You In This Storm
From the album Lifesong

I was sure by now
God You would have reached down
And wiped our tears away
Stepped in and saved the day
But once again, I say “Amen”, and it’s still raining

As the thunder rolls
I barely hear You whisper through the rain
“I’m with you”
And as Your mercy falls
I raise my hands and praise the God who gives
And takes away

Chorus:
I’ll praise You in this storm
And I will lift my hands
For You are who You are
No matter where I am
Every tear I’ve cried
You hold in Your hand
You never left my side
And though my heart is torn
I will praise You in this storm

I remember when
I stumbled in the wind
You heard my cry
You raised me up again
My strength is almost gone
How can I carry on
If I can’t find You

As the thunder rolls
I barely hear You whisper through the rain
“I’m with you”
And as Your mercy falls
I raise my hands and praise the God who gives
And takes away

Chorus:

(2x’s)
I lift my eyes unto the hills
Where does my help come from?
My help comes from the Lord
The maker of Heaven and Earth



Phyllis Sullivan <psullivan2@midsouth.rr.com>
Southaven, MS - Monday, April 10, 2006 8:22 AM CDT
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NIKKI. I am sorry that it was late (but I didn't know). I hope ya'll had a great pain free weekend. I am praying GOD'S grace and comfort for you this week. Have a glorious week.
In HIS grip,
Phyllis

Phyllis Sullivan <psullivan2@midsouth.rr.com>
Southaven, MS - Monday, April 10, 2006 5:50 AM CDT
Hi

Zach is such an inspiration. So often when I read "...gone home on hospice" on a Caringbridge site it is only days or weeks until a precious child has gone home to God. But Zach just keeps on rolling doesn't he? The very fact that he still has earthly life after so long is a miracle in itself. I pray the time you have together will continue and that Zach is able to get better symptom control. Love to you all.

Lisa <lisa.burt@tiscali.co.uk>
England - Monday, April 10, 2006 5:50 AM CDT
I hope you had a blessed week. Sleep tight tonight and have a wonderful weekend.

Love,
Phyllis

Phyllis Sullivan <psullivan2@midsouth.rr.com>
southaven, ms - Friday, April 7, 2006 10:13 PM CDT
Good Morning,
Remember that you are being prayed for today. I hope it is a great one for your whole family.

Love in CHRIST,
Phyllis

Phyllis <psullivan2@midsouth.rr.com>
Southaven, MS - Friday, April 7, 2006 6:03 AM CDT
I was just thinking about you and saying a prayer for you,so i thought i'd come here and leave a big kiss ***mwwwaaaa*** and tell you "i love you" ..
Theresa
Executive Director
Cancer Warriors Angel Network
www.cancerwarriors.org

Theresa Heath <theresa@cancerwarriors.org>
Rowlett, Tx - Thursday, April 6, 2006 11:20 PM CDT
Good Morning,
I am praying a GREAT, pain free day for you. And rest and comfort for you Nikki.

In HIS grip,
Phyllis

Phyllis Sullivan <psullivan2@midsouth.rr.com>
Southaven, MS - Thursday, April 6, 2006 6:35 AM CDT
Great picture and GREAT news....we are praying for you!
Heather Wilds <wilds6@cox.net>
Newport News, VA - Wednesday, April 5, 2006 2:17 PM CDT
Good Morning,

I am praying for lots of SONshine for you today.

Love in CHRIST,
Phyllis

Phyllis Sullivan <psullivan2@midsouth.rr.com>
Southaven, MS - Wednesday, April 5, 2006 6:43 AM CDT
Good Night, I hope you have a very restful night.

In HIS grip,
phyllis

Phyllis Sullivan <psullivan2@midsouth.rr.com>
Southaven, MS - Tuesday, April 4, 2006 10:18 PM CDT
We loved having Zach with us on Saturday! First a movie, then shopping at Northwoods (I love a guy who can keep up with me!) then to Avanti's, then home so Kris could get his stuff to stay the night! I loved being able to spend so much time around him, even though he really was spending most of it with Kris, I at least got to be around those sparkling eyes and smile. My sister and her family joined us at Avanti's, so she was glad to see him, too! At Northwoods Zach gave me an excuse to go to Gloria Jeans for a coffee - no one else in my family likes it, so when he wanted one I thought, "Great!" I got to indulge him and myself! We love him and keep him in our prayers!

P.S. I had gotten my hair cut Saturday morning and no one in my family had said a thing about it.... As Zach is getting in our van he says, "Nice haircut!" He sure made points with me. That earned him a hug!

Mary Ann Vaupel
Pekin, - Monday, April 3, 2006 3:31 PM CDT
Super Zach,
You are such an amazing guy. I know your mom is proud of you, but I hope you know that so many others are proud of you and loving you. We pray for your miracle, and I believe that God is always holding you in his arms.

Zach, we love you and miss you. Nikki, I'm sending you so much love and hugs over the distance.

Love,
Jen Jacob Keith Angel

www.caringbridge.com/va/jacob_bollinger <jens_dreamcatcher@yahoo.com>
- Monday, April 3, 2006 8:10 AM CDT
Zach ..

you're a superstar .. a true warrior so brave and strong.
We love you,I love you even more.
Theresa xxxx
Executive Director
Cancer Warriors Angel Network
www.cancerwarriors.org

Theresa Heath <theresa@cancerwarriors.org>
Rowlett, Tx - Saturday, April 1, 2006 10:49 PM CST
PRAYING AND BELIEVING
Phyllis <psullivan2@midsouth.rr.com>
- Saturday, April 1, 2006 9:42 PM CST
Nikki!
Keep believing in that miracle. It will come... God is wise. He has a path for all of us and he works in truly divine ways. If you or your family ever needs anything let me know. And if Kylee ever wants to have some time out doing "girl stuff" give me a call.. I would be more than happy to take her to a movie or to the ballet studio to do fun things like try on tutus and tiaras. My mom told me to tell you that you and your family is in her heart and prayers. I have notcied within the past years of me having this horrible illness that parents of sick children seem to have a bond-a connection-because they all know what it is like to watch their child... their baby... suffer.. but once again...God knows what he is doing..
I am sorry I haven't left a message with you for a while. I was in the hospital for a week two weeks ago. I had pneumonia, influenza A, and my headache from the psuedo tumor was HORRIBLE... then to top it all off I had a full blown out seizure in my bed at home. My mom has been talking with Dr. Savings about my case and she believes that it is time for me to go somewhere else to see a doctor more experienced with psuedotumor and treatment of it because it is so rare. So now there has been talk about sending me to Mayo Clinic in Rochester, Minnesota. So we will see how things fall through.. Anyways.. This message has turned into a book so I will go..
Please give Zach all of my love..
God Bless..
Alyssa Lewellen
www.thestatus.com
ID: Lewellen
password: beauty-kansas

Alyssa Lewellen <Aballerina5678@sbcglobal.net>
E. Peoria, IL USA - Saturday, April 1, 2006 10:57 AM CST
I am praying for a peaceful, pain-free weekend. May you rest in HIS grace and mercy.
Love in CHRIST,
Phyllis

Phyllis Sullivan <psullivan2@midsouth.rr.com>
Southaven, MS - Saturday, April 1, 2006 8:01 AM CST
Nikki,
My heart breaks for you. I just wish that there was something I could do. Please remember that you and your whole family are constantly in my thoughts and prayers. I know that this sounds so shallow sometimes but I am at a loss for what to say. Please keep your focus on HIM and loving your little man.

Love in CHRIST

Phyllis Sullivan <psullivan2@midsouth.rr.com>
Southaven, MS - Friday, March 31, 2006 7:28 PM CST
You have such a wonderful relationship with Zach! We are all praying and thinking of you everyday. We want that miracle for Zach!
Mary Ann Vaupel
Pekin, IL - Friday, March 31, 2006 1:57 PM CST
PRAYING AND BELIEVING.

Phyllis <psullivan2@midsouth.rr.com>
Southaven, MS - Friday, March 31, 2006 6:10 AM CST
You are in our thoughts and prayers....not an hour goes by that we aren't thinking of you and wondering how you are doing. We hold you close to our hearts.


Heather Wilds <wilds6@cox.net>
Newport News, VA - Thursday, March 30, 2006 4:38 PM CST
Zach & Nikki,

I woke up this morning praying and BELIEVING in your MIRACLE.

In HIS grip,
Phyllis

Phyllis Sullivan <psullivan2@midsouth.rr.com>
Southaven, MS USA - Wednesday, March 29, 2006 6:41 AM CST
Nikki and Zach,

I thought about both of you when I read this verse today. I hope you had a great day.

Colossians 1:9 (paraphrased)

9For this reason, since the day I heard about you,I have not stopped praying for you and asking God to fill you with the knowledge of his will through all spiritual wisdom and understanding.

Good Night my friends,

Phyllis

Phyllis Sullivan <psullivan2@midsouth.rr.com>
Southaven, MS USA - Tuesday, March 28, 2006 9:05 PM CST
Good Morning,
I am praying for you this morning. I hope you have a GLORIOUS,pain free week.

Love in CHRIST,
Phyllis

Phyllis Sullivan <psullivan2@midsouth.rr.com>
Southaven, MS USA - Tuesday, March 28, 2006 6:13 AM CST
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Keeping you in my thoughts and in my prayer's always.

LOVE ALWAYS BRENDAMY LOVING DAD'S SITE <brurka@shaw.ca>
EDMONTON AlbertaCanada, - Monday, March 27, 2006 11:39 PM CST
Hi guys! That is a great picture! I am standing with you believing. God can do it! I am still praying for you!! Love you guys!
Jenny Otte <yippiehoo@seehearworks.com>
East Peoria, IL USA - Monday, March 27, 2006 7:48 AM CST
Nikki your post yesterday was just as beautiful and inspirational as the photo of your Zach. I am glad you are enjoying the time so much, and hope that Zach continues to have many more good days than bad.

Sending lots of love and ever prayers,

Colleen Kashino

Colleen M. Kashino
Lake View, NY USA - Sunday, March 26, 2006 1:36 PM CST
hey sis just got back from chicago. first thing i did was check comp. for an update on zach since it was to late to call. glad to here some good news. except for that one day. zachs been heavy on my mind lately. i love him sooo much!!! and all you guys. but man sis he's been such a fighter. that makes me the most luckiest aunt on this earth. i just wish i could be there more for you guys. like i should. and i'm soooo sorry for that. i'll try to be better. just call me anytime hopefully i wont be working when ya need me!!! but you can call me there too. i wont get in trouble, and they wont mind at all. by the way your house is looking so nice. that should help make ya feel a little better. love ya guys!!!call ya tomorrow to see if anything is going on.
aunt mandi/fav. sis <justus3deakins@sbcglobal.net>
- Sunday, March 26, 2006 0:15 AM CST
I love you guys!!
Sending Love and prayers your way!
Alyssa

Alyssa Lewellen <Aballerina5678@sbcglobal.net>
E. Peoria, IL USA - Friday, March 24, 2006 4:53 PM CST
Hi Zach,

Hoping that new chair is keeping you comfy! And hoping to hear you are feeling better in the next post!

Love and Prayers,

Colleen Kashino

Colleen M. Kashino
Lake View, NY USA - Friday, March 24, 2006 6:21 AM CST
Nikki,
I am so sorry that you (& especially Zach) are going thru this. I am hurting with you. But also I DO BELIEVE IN MIRACLES. And I do believe that GOD still performs them. I am praying that it is GOD's will for Zach to be cured. Please remember that all of you are loved and being prayed for and with constantly.

In HIS Grip,
Phyllis

Phyllis Sullivan <psullivan2@midsouth.rr.com>
Southaven, MS USA - Thursday, March 23, 2006 6:40 AM CST
Hey there Zachary!!! How's my handsome grandson? Sorry I didn't get to play the game the other night, but I will next time if you're up to it. Did you get to eat the carrot cake? Hope so. Tell me when you are ready for some more pumpkin bread. I also found a new recipe for ginger snap cookies that sounds soooooo good. I need to get a few ingredients at the store and then I'll make a batch. Or better yet you can come out and help. Just say the word and I'll get you. Love you forever
Gramma <www.agrammaof7@grics.net>
- Wednesday, March 22, 2006 5:48 PM CST
We just wanted to say hello and let you know we're still praying for you. We're standing with you in believing for your miracle! We love you Zach...and Nikki and John...and Kylee.


Annette, Chuck and Savannah
- Tuesday, March 21, 2006 8:21 AM CST
(((Nikki)))
I'm lost for words so all i'll say is i'm praying for Zach as always and sending love to you all.Please tell him we all love him and are so very proud of the strength and bravery he has everyday,he's a true warrior.
With love,
Theresa
Executive Director
Cancer Warriors Angel Network
www.cancerwarriors.org

Theresa Heath <theresa@cancerwarriors.org>
Rowlett, Tx - Monday, March 20, 2006 11:05 PM CST
I am believing with you for that great miracle also praying for that miracle. Stay strong make sure to eat and drink your supplments.
Daisy Peralta <daisyperalta27@aool.com>
New York , NY USA - Monday, March 20, 2006 8:33 PM CST
Keep the faith- I believe in your miracle!

Molly Hauge
Mankato, MN - Monday, March 20, 2006 6:33 PM CST
We want that miracle, too, and pray right along with you. We won't give up! Wow, what an inspiration you are to me, Nikki. I hope you don't get tired of hearing that, and I hope you can see how your faith and hope strengthens the faith of others. It was good seeing you and John at the Good Shepherd pancake & sausage supper!
Mary Ann Vaupel
Pekin, IL - Monday, March 20, 2006 2:53 PM CST
We are praying hard that he will get that miracle!! He seems like such a strong young man....and I'm sure God is giving him the strength to get through the day with that smile on his face!! I hope one day we will see that journal entry that he has recieved his MIRACLE!!
stay strong!!

Heather Black and NICHOLAS (Neuroblastoma NED since 5/04 <heatherblack99@yahoo.com>
Bolivia, nc - Monday, March 20, 2006 1:09 PM CST
Praying HARD for Zack's miracle healing!
Kathy <kolson@tznet.com>
central, WI - Monday, March 20, 2006 12:04 AM CST
Hi guys. We are thinking of you and loving you from afar. Zach, I love opening up your page every day and seeing your smiling face. Your smile lights up my heart.

With many prayers and much love,
Jen, Keith, Angel and Jacob

www.caringbridge.com/va/jacob_bollinger <kjenwhit@verizon.net>
Staunton, VA - Sunday, March 19, 2006 9:33 PM CST
Hello my precious new friends,
I hope you have had a great weekend. I have prayed that everyone is well and feeling wonderful. I am praying that the LORD will bless you with a beautiful, pain free, fun week. Thank you for allowing me into your lives. I feel so blessed to be a part of your journey. I wish that I could help bear some of your pain. Keep looking to HIM for strength and comfort.

Love in CHRIST,
Phyllis

Phyllis <psullivan2@midsouth.rr.com>
Southaven, MS USA - Sunday, March 19, 2006 8:25 PM CST
Hey Guys,
I hope you are having a great weekend. The weather here has been beautiful. You were really on my mind today. I just wanted to let you know that I was thinking about you. Have a restful evening.

In HIS grip,
Phyllis

Phyllis Sullivan <psullivan2@midsouth.rr.com>
Southaven, MS USA - Saturday, March 18, 2006 9:32 PM CST
Zach, congratulations on your new chair. What a cool place to just chill, play games and sleep. I hope you are feeling better.
Nikki, I hope you are having a great week. I finally seem to be back on track. I have missed being here. I hope you all have a restful evening.

In HIS grip,
Phyllis

Phyllis Sullivan <psullivan2@midsouth.rr.com>
southaven, ms usa - Wednesday, March 15, 2006 9:26 PM CST
Hi Zach and family, We are praying for you! You are in our thoughts every day. God bless you and keep you in His loving arms. Sheila and Merle
Sheila Allen <Sheila.Allen@sci-us.com>
Glasford, Illinois USA - Wednesday, March 15, 2006 12:51 AM CST
Wow Zach...How special is that??? Your Own Recliner..Enjoy! If ever anyone deserves it, its you! I stop by and check on you often, just never have signed before.(found you through another CB website)
L.Bradley(BJs mamaw-caringbridge.org/wv/bjtammy) <luwanabradley@aol.com>
KY USA - Tuesday, March 14, 2006 7:50 PM CST
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Just stopping by to let you know that you are in my thoughts and in my prayer's always.
Sorry it's been awhile since I have been here.Doing alot of running around with the kids and it's been snowing here all week but finally it's starting to melt.I just want to see the sun again.Have a good day and I will be back again really soon.

HAPPY ST.PATRICKS DAY

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LOVE ALWAYS BRENDAMY LOVING DAD'S SITE <brurka@shaw.ca>
EDMONTON,ALBERTA/CANADA, - Tuesday, March 14, 2006 1:08 PM CST
Hey guys, I am sorry that I haven't been here in a few days. My dad was in the hospital and then yesterday we had internet problems. I hope all is good with ya'll. I have still been praying for you. I hope Zach had a good weekend. Have a restful evening.

Love in CHRIST,
Phyllis

Phyllis Sullivan <psullivan2@midsouth.rr.com>
Southaven, ms USA - Monday, March 13, 2006 9:15 PM CST
It was great to have Zach with us at the movie! He and Kristopher sat together and had a good time. He is so fun to talk to and that smile still warms me up! Prayers for Zach and family continue every day!
Mary Ann Vaupel
Pekin, IL - Monday, March 13, 2006 9:37 AM CST
Hey guys,
I am so sorry I haven't been here. My father has been in the hospital. But this does not mean that we have not been thinking about you and praying especially for you. I hope you have had a great week. Rest safely in HIS arms today.

Love in CHRIST

Phyllis

phyllis sullivan <psullivan2@midsouth.rr.com>
southaven, ms usa - Friday, March 10, 2006 12:17 AM CST
Hey Zach, Sorry that we haven't checked in lately. I have been checking in to see how you are feeling. Gary, Justin, Jake and I are keeping you in our prayers everyday. With Love, Tammy
Tammy Schoenfeldt <gtschoenfeldt@aol.com >
Warner Robins , GA - Thursday, March 9, 2006 6:43 PM CST
Good Morning my precious friends,

I am praying that you have a glorious and blessed day today. Remember that you are being held tightly in HIS arms.

Love in CHRIST,
Phyllis

Phyllis Sullivan <psullivan2@midsouth.rr.com>
Southaven, MS USA - Wednesday, March 8, 2006 6:40 AM CST
Hey, I am sorry for being so late today. We had a very hectic morning. But please know that you were being prayed for throughout the day. I hope it was a good one for all of you. I prayed that you were all feeling better and rested.
Have a peaceful evening,

Love in CHRIST,
Phyllis

phyllis sullivan <psullivan2@midsouth.rr.com>
southaven, ms usa - Tuesday, March 7, 2006 9:31 PM CST
I am so glad that you had fun with Chad at the games! You looked so "cool" with your face painted like the rest of the firepit fans! Take care of yourself and hopefully we will see you again soon. Lots of love, Aunt Mary Ann
Aunt Mary Ann <maryann61554@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, March 7, 2006 6:14 PM CST
Hi Zach!!!
It was so nice seeing you at the game again the other day... All of your strength AMAZES me!! You looked great with your white and red paint on your face... Definitely a true dragon... (And I guess I can accept that, but the Dragons are sure no EP Raiders!! [even though EP lost to Pekin :) I am glad to hear you are sleeping well!!
You are DEFINITELY in my daily thoughts and prayers!! Tell your mom and Kylee I said "Hi!!"!!
Sending much love,
Alyssa Lewellen

Alyssa Lewellen <Aballerina5678@sbcglobal.net>
E. Peoria , IL USA - Tuesday, March 7, 2006 4:32 PM CST
Zach,
i love you buddy,i'm sorry you're hurting and wish i could pray it all away for you.
My thoughts are with you all the time and i will continue to check in here and see how you're doing.
You're one of my most special warriors sweetheart,tell your mom i think she's awesome as well.
Love,
Theresa
Executive Director
Cancer Warriors Angel Network

Theresa Heath <theresa@cancerwarriors.org>
Rowlett, Tx - Monday, March 6, 2006 10:29 PM CST
I am sorry that Zach is having a bad day. I pray for GOD's strength and comfort for all of you. I pray for healing for both Kylee and Zach. Rest peacefully in HIS arms tonight.

In HIS grip,
Phyllis

phyllis sullivan <psullivan2@midsouth.rr.com>
southaven, ms usa - Monday, March 6, 2006 9:43 PM CST
Good Morning,
I hope you had a wonderful pain free weekend. Your entire family was lifted up in prayer at our church. Have a great Monday. Please remember that there are prayer warriors all over praying for your strength and healing.

In HIS grip,
Phyllis

Phyllis Sullivan <psullivan2@midsouth.rr.com>
Southaven, MS USA - Monday, March 6, 2006 6:22 AM CST
Sweet Zach and Nikki,
I think about you all the time! I remind people to pray for you, and almost every one of them tells me they are praying every day for you. Some folks even ask me about you and how you're doing.

Hey, Zach, Jacob finally got a PS2. :D I know you two love your games! He says to tell you hi.

We miss you all and are praying for you.
Love,
Jen and Jacob

www.caringbridge.com/va/jacob_bollinger <kjenwhit@verizon.net>
Staunton, VA - Sunday, March 5, 2006 3:28 PM CST
Good Morning My Friends,
I hope you are having a great weekend. And that everyone is feeling great. Have a SUNSHINE filled day.

Love in CHRIST,
Phyllis

Phyllis Sullivan <psullivan2@midsouth.rr.com>
Southaven, MS USA - Sunday, March 5, 2006 7:00 AM CST
Zach, Kylee, Nikki and John,
I hope you have had a great day. I have thought about you often and lifted your name up to GOD. Have a restful evening and sleep tight.

In HIS grip,
Phyllis

phyllis sullivan <psullivan2@midsouth.rr.com>
southaven, ms usa - Friday, March 3, 2006 9:08 PM CST
Dearest Zach, Nikki, and family. It's so hard to read that you are in pain. I pray for a pain free day. We think of you all every day and miss you. So many people are praying for you. Folks that read Jacob's website have added you to their prayer list and they ask about you whenever I see them.

Nikki, what are we going to do with you, girl? Maybe we could wrap you up in Charmin! I wish I could wrap you up in enough hugs to shelter you from pain as well. I will pray that God will wrap you up in his love. All of you.

We miss you so much.

Jen and Jacob

www.caringbridge.com/va/jacob_bollinger <kjenwhit@verizon.net>
Staunton, VA - Friday, March 3, 2006 8:01 AM CST
Good Morning,
Have a great and glorious (&pain free) day.

In HIS Grip,
Phyllis

Phyllis Sullivan <psullivan2@midsouth.rr.com>
Southaven, MS USA - Friday, March 3, 2006 6:07 AM CST
You're in my thoughts and prayers everyday Zach,i never ceased to be amazed at how strong,brave and wonderful you are.
Nikki be careful out there,the worlds one big rock waiting to trip us up .. lol
Love,
Theresa
Executive Director
Cancer Warriors Angel Network
www.cancerwarriors.org

Theresa Heath <theresa@cancerwarriors.org>
Rowlett, Tx - Thursday, March 2, 2006 11:34 PM CST
Good Night my new friends, I pray for you a restful and peaceful night sleep. I pray that you all rest well in the arms of GOD tonight.

In HIS grip,
Phyllis

Phyllis Sullivan <psullivan2@midsouth.rr.com>
Southaven, MS USA - Thursday, March 2, 2006 9:46 PM CST
Hey zach....My name is nicole i am a friend of alyssa lewellens...i saw you that the game on Wed. and alyssa told me a little bit about you...You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers...i will continue to pray for you all...

Love, Nicole

Nicole Snyder <aka_kelloggs_1@yahoo.com>
East Peoria, il US - Thursday, March 2, 2006 3:48 PM CST
Hi Nikki and Zach!!!
It was so good to see Zach yesterday at the game!! He wheeled in and I was like "ITS ZACH!!" I was sure to say "hi!!" and I told him to tell you (Nikki and Kylee) that I said hi!
You are all in my daily thoughts and prayers!!
Sending much love,
Alyssa Lewellen
www.thestatus.com
ID: Lewellen
password: beauty-kansas

Alyssa Lewellen <Aballerina5678@sbcglobal.net>
Peoria, IL USA - Thursday, March 2, 2006 3:42 PM CST
Hi Nikki and Zach,

I haven't left a note in awhile, but I do check on Zach's site regularly. I am sorry Zach has had so many days of discomfort, and so happy he has experienced some relief. I hope you both are feeling well enough to do something today (but please be careful if you do)!

You are always in my prayers -

Colleen Kashino

Colleen M. Kashino <ckashino@adelphia.net>
Lake View, NY USA - Thursday, March 2, 2006 1:32 PM CST
Hello Nikki, Zach and family,
I hope you are having a great day. It is exciting to know that Zach got to go to the ball game. Please remember that I am praying for Zach's comfort and peace, but most of all I am believing in GOD for a miracle in Zach's life. Just stay faithful and let's see this thru.

Love in CHRIST,
Phyllis Sullivan

Phyllis Sullivan <psullivan2@midsouth.rr.com>
Southaven, MS USA - Thursday, March 2, 2006 12:20 AM CST
Good Evening,
I just wanted to let you know that you have been on my mind alot today. I hope that you have had a good day. Every time I thought about Zach today, this song came to my mind. I hope that it can be GOD speaking through me.

"My Life Is In Your Hands"

You don't have to worry
And don't you be afraid
Joy comes in the morning
Troubles they don't last always
For there's a friend in Jesus
Who will wipe your tears away
And if your heart is broken
Just lift your hands and say

Oh
I know that I can make it
I know that I can stand
No matter what may come my way
My life is in your hands

With Jesus I can take it
With Him I know I can stand
No matter what may come my way
My life is in your hands

So when your tests and trials
They seem to get you down
And all your friends and loved ones
Are nowhere to be found
Remember there's a friend in Jesus
Who will wipe your tears away
And if you heart is broken
Just lift your hands and say

Oh
I know that I can make it
I know that I can stand
No matter what may come my way
My life is in your hands

With Jesus I can take it
With Him I know I can stand
No matter what may come my way
My life is in your hands


I hope you have a peaceful and restful night.

In HIS Grip,

Phyllis Sullivan

Phyllis Sullivan <psullivan2@midsouth.rr.com>
Southaven, MS USA - Wednesday, March 1, 2006 9:17 PM CST
Good Morning Allen Family,
I just wanted to stop by and introduce myself. My name is Phyllis Sullivan. I am going to be a prayer partner for you through Habitat for Hope. Please know that I am here for you day or night for any request that you might have. I will continue to pray for you daily.

In HIS Grip,
Phyllis

Phyllis Sullivan <psullivan2@midsouth.rr.com>
Southaven, MS USA - Wednesday, March 1, 2006 9:02 AM CST
Zachary, Gramma and Grampa had a great time with you this weekend. I look forward to the next time. I'll be praying that you get to feeling up to going to school. I know how much that means to you. Lucy says woof too. She's under my feet right now waiting for me to go back up stairs. All my love Gramma
Zach's gramma <www.agrammaof7@grics.net>
- Monday, February 27, 2006 3:03 PM CST
Hi Zachary I just wish to let you and Mommy know that you and your family are always in my prayers I check your page every day My prayers and my love to you God Bless you Hugs
Daisy Peralta <dape427@aol.com>
New York , NY USA - Monday, February 27, 2006 10:45 AM CST
Hey Zach---
it was nice getting to see you at walmart last night. you are really looking good. i hope you can make it to school this week :)
ttyl---gabi dagit

Gabrielle Dagit <dramabelle92@yahoo.com>
Pekin, IL USA - Sunday, February 26, 2006 7:41 AM CST
Nikki and Zach,
It is so hard to know you are going through this. It is so unfair and I'm angry too. I don't usually say so on here because I don't want to bring up something when you are trying so hard to be brave. I'm angry because I love you both and I so wish you didn't have to go through this.

Jacob and I are at Duke. He has surgery on Monday for the first step of a facial reanimation procedure.

I think of you all every day and I would love to come in here one day and read that the tumors are gone in the morning when Zach wakes up too. My heart just aches for you both.

Jacob says to tell Zach hi.

We love you.

Jen and Jacob

www.caringbridge.com/va/jacob_bollinger <jens_dreamcatcher@yahoo.com>
VA - Saturday, February 25, 2006 2:33 PM CST
just wanting to say i love you!!! see ya today or tomorow!!
aunt mandi <justus3deakins@sbcglobal.net>
- Saturday, February 25, 2006 8:45 AM CST
Just thinking of you and keeping you in our prayers!! What an amazing man you are!! What a wonderful MOM you have to love you and help you soooo much!!!
Stay strong!!!

Heather Black and NICHOLAS (Neuroblastoma NED since 5/04 <heatherblack99@yahoo.com>
Bolivia, nc - Thursday, February 23, 2006 5:42 PM CST
Hi, I check Zach's site veryday and felt the need to write today. I think it's beautiful that you can share with us how you feel hoping it will enable you to put on a happy face for Zach. You both are just so amazing. I know you know that he is, I hope you can see this in yourself as well. Zach must have gotten his strength and hope from you. Keep venting to us so you can be happy for Zach. You are doing a great job!!! And I'm a stranger, but I can see this very clearly. Hang in there.

Gina Barnes - friend of Angel Alex Lonero's mommy

Gina Barnes <ginabarnes@comcast.net>
Olney, MD - Tuesday, February 21, 2006 8:35 PM CST
Nikki,
Keep your head high- there are many prayers coming your way. Hold Zack tight every day. God will answer your prayers.
Take care,
Molly

Molly Hauge
Mankato, MN - Tuesday, February 21, 2006 5:28 PM CST
Hey Nikki,
i'm sorry sweetie,that you're going through this,that Zach has to face this everyday and gets up every morning still so full of love and hope for himself and everyone around him but still has to face the fact the lumps are there,how i wish he could wake one morning and be healed.
The pain of watching your child go through this must be unbearable and so i want to send you many hugs and let you know we all love you and Zach very much.
You're a wonderful lady and Zach is blessed to have you as you are to have him.
Love Theresa
Executive Director
Cancer Warriors Angel Network
www.cancerwarriors.org

Theresa Heath <theresa@cancerwarriors.org>
Rowlett, Tx - Tuesday, February 21, 2006 4:20 PM CST
Dear Nikki and Family,

My heart literally hurts for you and your family. I read your updates and it brings back so many memories of doing all of the same things with Brad. I had and still do have many of the same feelings that you are sharing and you deserve to be angry, hurt, etc. This is not what life is supposed to be like, especially for the children. Please know that you are all in our daily prayers and I think of you all often just wishing that things for all of the St. Jude families could be different. God only picks the people that He knows are strong enough to deal with the effects of cancer, but boy oh boy, when is enough going to be enough. Please tell Zach that he is in our hearts everyday. Embrace each day and know that you all have so many people who love you and think of you often. Much love to you all and please call if you need anything at all. The Wallins and Angel Brad

Jeff, Lori, Brooke and Angel Brad <Wally1@mchsi.com>
Chillicothe , IL - Tuesday, February 21, 2006 3:15 PM CST
hey you guys! i got to see ya yesturday it was very nice. didn't get to be with ya as long as i wanted but thats the way it goes when you have a job. well i have tomorrow off and i told ya i'll come in town. so what do want to plan on doing? think of something. to bad kyky couldn't come. she seems to be doing a lot better lately. you know how she can get. i haven't seen that attitude for awhile. shes been so smiley and lovey dovey! at least around me. zach you better be lovey dovey tomerrow because i know i'm needing it and i'm sure you too. see ya.
aunt mandi <justus3deakins@sbcglobal.net>
- Tuesday, February 21, 2006 9:07 AM CST
well this weekend i got to have you and kylee stay the night. it was fun and i loved getting to sleep next to you and snuggle. i love you so much. well i hope you guys enjoyed the time with aunt mandi as i did with you. lol. well talk to ya later. hope everything is going better today for ya. wink wink.
aunt mandi <justus3deakins@sbcglobal.net>
- Sunday, February 19, 2006 10:13 AM CST
hey zach! it was soooo great to see you at school on monday! you look awesome! kayla was happy that you were back,too. did you enjoy your valentine from zoe?! i felt sad when i read your mom's entry after the party.. but i also agree with maryann that the kids may not know what to say, but they also should not make you feel like a stranger! i am always happy to see kylee's smiling face at school- hi kylee! nikki, i'm glad you & john got a little break together. i apologize for not keeping in touch, i'll give you a call.all of you are in our thoughts everyday!!! and our prayers!! love you all....kim& family
kim meints <meints5@msn.com>
pekin, il usa - Saturday, February 18, 2006 8:47 AM CST
zach i really enjoyed going to the movies wiyh you the other day. it was nice sitting in the very top center . and you holding on to me and resting your head on me. don't tell the others but it was making me fall asleep. lol. i love you buddy. can't wait to see what we do next when we get together.
aunt mandi <justus3deakins@sbcglobal.net>
- Thursday, February 16, 2006 0:15 AM CST
Zach, we check on you every day and are so happy to hear that you are feeling better and home from St. Jude's. We continue to hold you close in our thoughts and pray for you. You are amazing...keep your faith and continue smiling. You have the BEST smile!

Heather Wilds <wilds6@cox.net>
Newport News, VA - Wednesday, February 15, 2006 1:31 PM CST
I can understand how Zach must be feeling, and my heart aches for him, too. I know Kristopher was happy to see him there. It was the first thing he told us when he got home - "Zach came today!" It must be hard for Zach to not get to see the kids he grew up with for such long periods of time. But I also think that kids at that age just don't know how to act, and feel so awkward, not knowing what to say. So, unlike adults, they tend to just say nothing. As parents all we can do is try to get kids to understand that a "friend is a friend", no matter what. You are such an awesome mom! As mothers, we feel more profoundly for our children, hurting when they hurt, wanting to fix everything for them, to make it all better. We love Zach and continue to pray every day for him and your family. I love that term, "prayer warrior" you used the other day!
Mary Ann Vaupel <madk84@grics.net>
Pekin, IL - Wednesday, February 15, 2006 10:51 AM CST
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LOVE ALWAYS BRENDA MY LOVING DAD'S SITE <brurka@shaw.ca>
EDMONTON,ALBERTA/CANADA, - Tuesday, February 14, 2006 10:55 PM CST
Hi Zach and family! Happy Valentines Day! May you have a day full of blessings. We think about you all the time, and pray for your miracle! What a special family you are! Love, Sheila, Merle & Ryan
Sheila Allen
Glasford, Illinois USA - Tuesday, February 14, 2006 9:08 AM CST
Hi Zach,
i was just sitting here checking some email and was wondering how you were doing,no update so i'm sure your mom is just spending time with you and i don't blame her one bit.
My thoughts are with always and my prayers are loaded with lots of Zach .. Stay strong.
Love Theresa xxx
Executive Director
Cancer Warriors Angel Network
www.cancerwarriors.org

Theresa Heath <theresa@cancerwarriors.org >
Rowlett, Tx - Sunday, February 12, 2006 5:09 PM CST
Hi guys. We think about you EVERY DAY and pray for you all. Zach, you are our hero, and we love you! Nikki, my arms are reaching out to you with long distance hugs.

Jacob really misses you, Zach. He says hi. :)

Love,
Jen and Jacob

www.caringbridge/va/jacob_bollinger <kjenwhit@verizon.net>
Staunton, VA - Saturday, February 11, 2006 8:20 PM CST
Hey Zach
You are truly my hero. I talk about u day in and day out. Ask my friends. THey get sorta tired of it lol. I pray for you all the time. I hope and pray that you have many many many birthdays yet to live out! You are TRULY my HERO! I miss hanging with you in that toy house in ya backyard. Great times.



I LOVE ZACHARY MONTEL ALLEN!


love always

mckenzie!

McKenzie Bigliazzi <prpldolphin@insightbb.com>
Pekin, il usa - Saturday, February 11, 2006 5:15 PM CST
Nikki, You are so strong. I admire your strength and your courage. Your faith is amazing!

Zach, You are such a fighter! You have touched so many lives! You definitely are an inspiration!

Shane and Kathy Gebhardt <gebhardt428@comcast.net>
Aurora, IL 60502 - Saturday, February 11, 2006 9:55 AM CST
Hello Zach and Nikki, I hope all is well and you soon escape from the hospital. I check on you daily even though I don't always sign the questbook. Chassity always wants to know how your doing. I finally updated her site. Take care and God bless.
Carrie (Chassity's mom) <flintcx4@yahoo.com>
The Plains, Va - Saturday, February 11, 2006 2:31 AM CST
well had a bad day at work but all is going well now. just got home around 10p.m. so could not see ya today hopefully tomorrow or sun. sounds like you have several vistors tonight thats great. makes me not feel as bad not being there. just feeling left out now. well love all. see ya soon!
aunt mandi <justus3deakins@sbcglobal.net>
- Friday, February 10, 2006 10:51 PM CST
Hoping and praying that Zach's pain is still under control and I hope you are getting some rest, Nikki. It's hard when you are trying to keep ahead of the pain..
Perhaps I've asked this before, but could Zach get a pca pump? In case you aren't familiar, it's a iv pump that Zach could push a button and get an extra dose of meds in addition to the metered dose he would be getting steadily. The pump has memory and once it is read, the metered dose can be upped accordingly. It truly was a blessing for Michaela, who hated to ask for medicine.
Hang in there!

Kim Mease <akakaysmom@comcast.net>
Lancaster, PA USA - Friday, February 10, 2006 2:37 PM CST
Hey Zach,i just wanted you and your mom to know i'm thinking of you and sending up big prayers in your name.
We all love you,
Theresa
Executive Director
Cancer Warriors Angel Network
www.cancerwarriors.org

Theresa Heath <theresa@cancerwarriors.org >
Rowlett, Tx - Thursday, February 9, 2006 10:37 PM CST
Hey there, just dropping in to say hello, wish you a Happy Valentine's Day and to let you know that you and ur family are in my prayers. I sent you a Valentine's Day card, but I have not gotten an email or nothing written about you recieving it. I hope that I mailed it to the right place. Email me or something to let me know whether or not you got it please. If you didnt then I want to send you another special Valentines Day card. Hope all is well for you guys. Enjoy ur day of Love....
Crystal & Ricky Rentz <rickezgirl@aol.com>
Lexington, VA USA - Thursday, February 9, 2006 5:06 PM CST
well just got done playing tomi a game of eucher s.p. it was crappy. i never had trump all my p were leaving me because i was so bad. hey next time you get on look me up so we can have a round. don't play against tomi she sets ya. i tried telling you shes the mean aunt i'm i'm the nice one.well have a good night zach. tell sissy i love her. been sick for the past few days and uncle don had to have the car for work today so i did'
nt get to come over. i miss you hopefully this weekend i'll be over

aunt mandi <justus3deakins@sbcglobal.net>
- Thursday, February 9, 2006 0:32 AM CST
well looking forward to staying with u friday night i havent seen u all week and i miss u and i love u and Kylee sooooo much!
Aunt Tomi <tdh5899@yahoo.com>
south pekin, il - Thursday, February 9, 2006 0:29 AM CST
We are praying for your family!!! God Bless you!!!
Andy, Melissa, Jayla & Jacob Rasmussen <amrasmussen@gallatinriver.net>
North Pekin, IL - Wednesday, February 8, 2006 8:36 PM CST
Your update is such a wonderful testimony. I will continue to pray for comfort and everlasting healing for Zachary. He is truly awesome.
John Montgomery , Teresa's Dad (www.caringbridge.org/tx/teresa) <jrmont1526@comcast.net>
Allen, TX USA - Wednesday, February 8, 2006 6:18 PM CST
Dear Zach and Family,

Hold on tight to eachother and enjoy every minute. Zach, we are thinking of you always along with your family and we pray for you often and think of you every minute. I wish that you and Brad would have had the chance to get to know each other, but now know that you have alot of special angels watching over you. Love always and God Bless you and your family....The Wallins and Our Angel brad

Jeff, Lori, Brooke and Angel Brad <Wally1@mchsi.com>
Chillicothe, IL - Wednesday, February 8, 2006 3:52 PM CST
Hey there Zach. Sorry I haven't been over this past week. Lots going on - but I will stop and see you sometime this week. My continued prayers are with you and your whole family! Hang in there buddy! Love you very much, Aunt Mary Ann
Mary Ann <maryann61554@yahoo.com>
Pekin, - Tuesday, February 7, 2006 9:08 AM CST
It's a small world afterall (quoting the happiest place on earth). I was at White Oaks Mall on Saturday too. But I spent most of it in the hair saloon. It would have been fun to run into you even though you wouldn't know me, I would have recognized you and Kris right away from seeing your pictures on this website. Next time you are in Springfield you have to go to the new Lincoln Library and museum. It is fantastic. Make sure you see the 15 minute shows that they put on. Their technology is borrowed from Disney. Glad you are feeling good!
Brenda McCarthy <bmccarth@idph.state.il.us>
Virginia, IL - Monday, February 6, 2006 8:56 AM CST
oops sorry! actually i think tim said sprinfield, but you know how i am! well i was hoping you would of been able to do something together yesturday! well at least you were out having a good time getting some good sleep and eating well! thank you god!! i knew you haven't given up on my nephew!! he never will either zach i'm still believing right along with you buddy!!! can't wait to see ya. i have wed. off maybe we can do something then!
aunt mandi <justus3deakins@sbcglobal.net>
- Sunday, February 5, 2006 11:13 PM CST
Thinking of you Zack! You are in my prayers every day.
Molly
Mankato, MN 56001 - Sunday, February 5, 2006 0:54 AM CST
well i missed all of you guys! tim said you guys went to saint louis. hope you have fun. hey i heard you ate a whole egg mcmuffin, but you were pretty well full for the rest of the day!! that's awsome zach. i'm glad your finally on some meds that is making you feel a little better. grandma says you looked so much better. your such an awsome guy!! i love you buddy. have to go to work in the morning when i get off though were heading over to tim's to pick up jay. maybe we can all go do something together!! love ya all!!
aunt mandi <justus3deakins@@sbcglobal.net>
- Friday, February 3, 2006 10:36 PM CST
Hey Zach and family,
Was good to see all of you at Jay's birthday party. You look good Zach. Seems to me you have gotten taller. Wanted to let you know you are in our thoughts and prayers as always. You take care now.

Barbara Richardson <roy12448@sbcglobal.net>
Canton, il USA - Friday, February 3, 2006 7:14 AM CST
wow Zach, you are a walking miracle, you give me so much hope, my grandson also has NB, is NED at this time and doing great, had scans yesterday so we are just holding our breathe. Then we come on here and find you and just look at how far you have come! My grandson is BJ, and he just turned "5", he is doing great right now, and it seems to me that you are too! Enjoy everyday, take nothing for granted, just enjoy life, everyday is a special memory for somebody! Take care lil buddy, i'll check back again soon!
Luwana(BJs mamaw) <luwanabradley@aol.com(www.caringbridge.org/wv/bjtammy)>
Ky USA - Thursday, February 2, 2006 11:24 PM CST
hey look who can get online again!! chat with me soon now that you got my email address. be checking in now!! hey i guess i'll get to see ya tomorrow at uncle tim's tanner is having jay stay yhe night. you better shoot a game of pool with me too. love ya buddy!! by the way maybe you can get that NOW 19 C.D. FOR ME. hahhaha!
aunt mandi <justus3deakins@sbcglobal.net>
canton, il usa - Thursday, February 2, 2006 9:13 PM CST
Hi! I sure hope Zachary is still feeling better and that you are getting some rest! I'm still praying for that miracle for Zach!
KimMease <knikdan@comcast.net>
Lancaster , PA USA - Thursday, February 2, 2006 6:09 PM CST
Zach, you are a hero. Keep up the good spirits and being the inspiration you are to so many people. God bless always and God bless your family.
Dottie Dierkes
Rowlett, TX Dallas - Thursday, February 2, 2006 5:24 PM CST
Glad to hear you are home and feeling better. I Love Olive Garden too ;)
As always, my prayers are with you.

Jackie <jackie@abelvault.com>
- Thursday, February 2, 2006 4:19 PM CST
Hi Zach! I just wanted you to know that I think about you and pray for you EVERY SINGLE DAY!! My heart aches for what you and your family are going through, but it is also very touched at the amount of love and support there is around you all!! How Wonderful! Hang in there and I pray for continued comfort and improvement for you. With Heartfelt love, Kris's "Aunt Marcy"
Marcy Wilson <mbmwilson@sbcglobal.net>
Peoria, IL US - Thursday, February 2, 2006 2:09 PM CST
hey zach.. i am HAPPY to hear that you are back home!!! craig came by to see you on monday(after work), but you & your mom were sleeping. we are always praying for you..& thinking of you & your family. we hope to see you back at school soon. but until then, hang out with your mom(she really is cool!!) & enjoy all of your family moments. and take care of those dogs, too! you just hang in there.. you are such a fighter & you ARE truly an inspiration to ALL of us!! love ya!!! kim &family
kim meints <meints5@msn.com>
pekin, il usa - Wednesday, February 1, 2006 9:52 PM CST
Hi Zach its great to know you're feeling better. When I was growing up the nuns at the convent school always taught us that God especially listened to the prayers of childen. Maybe you and kylie could say a special,special prayer for this little girl www.christithomas.com/journal her situation is desparate. Hope you have many, many, good days ahead Zach, you're amazing.
Lece
- Wednesday, February 1, 2006 1:22 PM CST
TRUE GRIT...your determination and strength is awe inspiring and you have taught many about how to overcome and to not take anything for granted. We are grateful that we have been a part of your story. You are amazing. Keep your smile & your hope...
Heather Wilds <wilds6@cox.net>
- Wednesday, February 1, 2006 5:57 AM CST
You go Zach,i'm so glad you're home and never ceased to be amazed by just how strong you are,keep fighting big guy.
Love Theresa
Executive Director
Cancer Warriors Angel Network
www.cancerwarriors.org

Theresa Heath <theresa@cancerwarriors.org>
Rowlett, Tx - Tuesday, January 31, 2006 10:21 PM CST
Hi Nikki, Hi Zach. I like the picture of Zach at the Globetrotter game. What a handsome smile. I wanted to let you know I'm thinking of you....checking the website for updates. Hope you're home soon.
Gina
- Tuesday, January 31, 2006 9:23 PM CST
You are so right, Nikki! TO know Zach, even only through cyberspace, is to love him! He is such an awsome young man! A true teen wonder and I am sooooo glad that the hospital was able to make such a big difference in his pain mangagment!
Just curious, is he on a pca pump? If not, it may be something worth asking about. It made all the difference to Michaela. It gave her control and left her feel like less of a burden. Of course, she wasn't a burden, ever, but these wonderful children feel the need to look after us too! What beautiful gifts we have been graced with as moms!
Stay strong and take gentle care of yourself too, Nikki! You are raising a teen wonder and in my book you are a WONDER MOM!

Kimberly Mease <akakaysmom@comcast.net>
Lancaster, PA USA - Tuesday, January 31, 2006 2:54 PM CST
Hey Zach Hang in there buddy we are praying for you and your family. Uncle Gary
Gary Schoenfeldt <aaregary@bellsouth.net>
Warner Robins, Ga USA - Tuesday, January 31, 2006 1:29 PM CST
How wonderful it was to see a laughing, joking Zach! Kristopher and I entered that hospital room last night, not knowing what to expect, and left, uplifted and smiling. You are absolutely right - Zach touches lives and makes us better by being around him. Seeing Zach and Kristopher talking and joking about typical "teen stuff" was great! We will pray that this improvement in his pain management continues.
Mary Ann Vaupel
Pekin, IL - Tuesday, January 31, 2006 10:10 AM CST
I've been thinking of you all weekend Zach and had you added to prayers at church yesterday,my heart is with you all ..
Love Theresa
Executive Director
Cancer Warriors Angel Network
www.cancerwarriors.org

Theresa Heath <theresa@cancerwarriors.org>
Rowlett, Tx - Monday, January 30, 2006 8:06 AM CST
Praying for Zach's pain control and peace and sending cyber hugs to a wonderful mom!
Kimberly Mease <knikdan@comcast.net>
Lancaster, PA USA - Sunday, January 29, 2006 11:07 AM CST
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LOVE ALWAYS BRENDA MY LOVING DAD'S SITE <brurka@shaw.ca>
EDMONTON,ALBERTA CANADA, - Saturday, January 28, 2006 10:48 PM CST
Hi Zachary please know that everyday I think about you and I pray for you. I am praying that the doctors would find A good pain medicine that will make you feel good. Baby I love those pictures of you in the game you look wonderfull May the Lord send all his Angels to be around you and for you and your super strong mommy to feel God's love and his peace.
Daisy Peralta <daisyperalta27@aol.com>
New York , NY USA - Saturday, January 28, 2006 9:51 AM CST
Zachary and Nikki,
My 12 year old daughter Kelly just competed in Peoria's St Jude benefit gymnatics meet 2 weekends ago. She was very proud to be a part of this event as it brought in a half of a million dollars! I thought about you struggling as I read your website daily. My eldest daughter Anna(20) also has Neuroblastoma and has just recently relapsed.(last week) This is a crappy disease and you are very brave. My prayers are with you as you continue to fight. Life is very precious. Lots of love and prayers sent your way.(annabanana.com) PS Anna spoke at a NB fundraising event at Highland Park Highschool today. The proceeds go to NB research (Pat Tallungan's CNCF).

Laura O'Connor <Blakjk6@msn.com>
wheaton, IL USA - Friday, January 27, 2006 9:53 PM CST
Just wanted to stop in to see how you and your family have been doing here lately. I have been under the weather myself so that is why i have not stopped in sooner. I know this is early but Happy Valentines Day. Hope your feeling better soon. Best wishes....
Crystal & Ricky Rentz <rickezgirl@aol.com>
Lexington, VA USA - Friday, January 27, 2006 8:50 PM CST
Just to let you know we think of you so often, and are praying along with others for a miracle. You are an amazing family, Zach is an awesome young man!
Merle & Sheila Allen <sheila.allen@sci-us.com>
Glasford, Illinois USA - Friday, January 27, 2006 11:18 AM CST
Continued prayers for you and your family. We're hopeful for more good days than bad...you are always in our thoughts.


Heather Wilds <wilds6@cox.net>
- Friday, January 27, 2006 10:42 AM CST
Your entire family continues to be in our thoughts and prayers.


Rusty, Michelle, Tyler and Camden Brown <Brown_Michelle_L@cat.com>
manito, IL - Friday, January 27, 2006 7:32 AM CST
Prayers of Peace for Zachary and your family coming from our family. Fighting NB from Arkansas..
Peace and Grace be with you.

D. Talley
Little Rock,, AR, - Thursday, January 26, 2006 9:20 PM CST
We were so glad to have Zach with us at Kristopher's basketball game, and he seemed to really enjoy seeing his friends. He even sat on the bench with the team, taking care of Kristopher after he sprained his ankle! I loved seeing that smile! We will renew our prayers and ask for the right medications to ease Zach's pain. And we continue to pray that God gives you and your family continued strength. We love you Zach!
Mary Ann Vaupel
Pekin, IL - Thursday, January 26, 2006 1:29 PM CST
THINKING OF YOU ALWAYS AND KEEPING YOU IN OUR PRAYERS. HANG IN THERE, ZACH! WE ARE HOPING ALL GOES WELL AT ST. JUDE TODAY. WE WILL CHECK ON YOU LATER THIS AFTERNOON TO SEE HOW YOU ARE DOING. LOVE TO ALL AND GOD BLESS
JEFF, LORI, BROOKE AND ANGEL BRAD <WALLY1@MCHSI.COM>
CHILLICOTHE, IL USA - Thursday, January 26, 2006 1:03 PM CST
Keeping you in my prayers.
Susan Terry-Wilhelm
Houston, TX USA - Thursday, January 26, 2006 11:03 AM CST
Hi. I'm a friend of Theresa's. Just wanted you and your family to know that you are in my prayers.
Krista
The Colony, Tx USA - Thursday, January 26, 2006 11:01 AM CST
My heart,thoughts and prayers are with you always,Zach you are just an amazing young man and we love you so much.
Theresa
Executive Director
Cancer Warriors Angel Network
www.cancerwarriors.org

Theresa Heath <danjotay@comcast.net>
Rowlett, Tx - Thursday, January 26, 2006 10:24 AM CST
I'm so sorry that Zach is in pain! There isn't much in this life worse than watching your beautiful child suffer. I will pray that St.Jude's comes up with a solution for his pain! Thanks for taking the time to update! We all know you have got your hands full and want to be at Zachary's side! It's good to give us praying for you a specific request for God! I know Heaven will be stormed today with prayers for Zach and his entire family's peace and comfort. Hang in there, Nikki. You are doing all the right things and Zach loves you very much!
Kimberly Mease <knikdan@comcast.net>
Lancaster, Pa USA - Thursday, January 26, 2006 10:11 AM CST
So glad you were able to put Zach in the middle of the action. All of you are in our thoughts each and every day. Wishing you peace, strength, and more of Zach's comebacks.
Love,

Jennifer Click and Carolyn & Evan Coveney <jclick@mindspring.com>
Falls Church, VA - Thursday, January 26, 2006 8:17 AM CST
Hello-there is not one word I can say that will make your situation any easier...watching my uncle go through Hodgekins was the toughest pain I have endured in my entire life. However, there is not one regret I have for sticking through the hard times with him, I just knew that is where I had to be. I know Nikki and John, you are feeling the same way. You are ALL SO strong. I pray you all find some sort of peace during these rough times.
Sara <Urawesome6939@yahoo.com>
Madison, WI - Wednesday, January 25, 2006 12:10 AM CST
I found your website through the lunch for life website. I canot imagine how you feel and what you've been going through all these years, especially now. I will join you in your prayers for a miracle. And I will also pray for your strength. What a handsome and amazing son you have! Seems to me God found him an amazing Mom too.
Gina Barnes <ginabarnes@comcast.net>
Olney, MD USA - Tuesday, January 24, 2006 11:14 PM CST
Zach,
How awesome that you got to go see the Harlem Globetrotters!!!!! I wanted to go see them, but I was busy working as usual. Still praying for you.
Love,
Heather

Heather Schrader <hthrschrdr@yahoo.com>
Pekin, IL US - Monday, January 23, 2006 4:55 PM CST
Zach,
That's so great that you had the opportunity to watch the Harlem Globetrotters! I'm sure that they put on quite a show!

I just want to let you know that we continue to think of you and pray for you. You are a very special guy! Take Care and God Bless!

Shane and Kathy Gebhardt <gebhardt428@comcast.net>
Aurora, IL - Saturday, January 21, 2006 12:55 AM CST
Zach, I was so happy to hear that you have been having some good days and been able to have FUN time with friends. It's so important. Keep smiling, we continue to pray for you.
Heather Wilds <wilds6@cox.net>
- Friday, January 20, 2006 5:12 PM CST
Hi Zachary, I am a 4th grade Teacher with a friend who has a baby with neuroblastoma. God has brought you a long way. Keep the faith. I have you on my prayer list and at our church. You are very strong so don't give up even when things get tough-look up-God has a plan for you.
Jeanie <josie@hotmail.com>
Lake City, Fl USA - Friday, January 20, 2006 9:23 AM CST
Hey Zach. Those Harlem Globetrotters are great to watch. I saw them in Orlando. Its a great game to watch. Just stopped by to say hello and to tell you that I hope they make u feel a little more comfortable than you have been the past couple of days. Stay strong Zach. I will be keeping you and your family in my prayers.
Sean Doherty <cchmooch@aol.com>
Freehold, NJ 07728 - Thursday, January 19, 2006 5:48 PM CST
So glad you got to spend time together and saw the Globetrotters! They are too cool and a memory I am sure you will cherish forever! I hope the nausea and pain get and stay under control! Stay strong and be good to yourself!

Kimberly Mease <akakaysmom@comcast.net>
Lancaster,, PA USA - Thursday, January 19, 2006 4:34 PM CST
Zach and Nikki,
Kristopher sure has a great time when he hangs out at your house! He comes home with a smile on his face, so laid back and happy. You do that for him! He always tells us what he ate while he was there - I am surprised there was any food left in your house! I am glad he has such a good friend, someone who lets him just be himself! He always has some funny story to tell, and it makes me love him and you even more, just knowing how much fun you have together.
We think and pray for you and your family every day!

Mary Ann Vaupel <madk84@grics.net>
Pekin, IL USA - Wednesday, January 18, 2006 3:00 PM CST
Zach and Family,
Great to see that Zach finally had some good days and 3 in a row, WOW!!!! I bet you all enjoyed that. I'm still praying Zach will come through this and beat it. I love you all.

Love,
Heather

Heather Schrader <hthrschrdr@yahoo.com>
Pekin, IL US - Tuesday, January 17, 2006 8:33 PM CST
Those dogs are so dang cute! And I know that watching them play is giving everyone a reason to smile and laugh in your house....that is a beautiful thing! We are praying for you. We believe that God has a plan for Zachary. Our hearts ache for what you all have been through.
Heather Wilds <wilds6@cox.net>
- Tuesday, January 17, 2006 7:24 PM CST
So grateful to hear that Zach has had such good days! Now, it's mom's turn for some one on one! Stay strong! You aren't alone!
Kimberly Mease~Angel Michaela's Mom http://www.caringbridge.org/pa/michaelaann <akakaysmom@comcast.net>
Lancaster, PA USA - Tuesday, January 17, 2006 12:31 AM CST
Hoping all is well with Zach and you! Sending loving prayers!

Kimberly Mease <akakaysmom@comcast.net>
Lancaster, PA USA - Monday, January 16, 2006 9:24 AM CST
Just stopped by to say hello Zach. Keep on fighting and never give up. You are a trooper and you can win this battle. Saying prayers for you and your family. Have a great day today
Sean Doherty <cchmooch@aol.com>
Freehold, NJ USA - Monday, January 16, 2006 7:06 AM CST
Zach and Family,
Just wanted to let you all know I am praying for you and thinking about you constantly!!!! Always keep in mind: God's way is not our way and His timing is not our's either. He loves you and will see you through!!!!! I pray for peace and strength for you all. I love you!!!

Love,
Heather Schrader

Heather Schrader <hthrschrdr@yahoo.com>
Pekin, IL USA - Sunday, January 15, 2006 6:17 PM CST
Zach,
Just wanted to let you know that we are thinking of you today and hoping that today is a good day for you. Our prayers will continue for you....keep smiling.

Heather Wilds <wilds6@cox.net>
- Sunday, January 15, 2006 12:13 AM CST
Hello Zach! It's gramma. I know I don't usually sign this anymore or at least not often. I guess I'd rather talk on the phone and hear your sweet voice and all the love I can hear from you. It's like big hugs from my Zachary thru the phone. Butttttttt it's really early and I know if I'd call I'd wake everyone up cause it's sooooo early. I woke up and couldn't get back to sleep so I thought I'd catch your site. When you wake up call this granny so I can talk at ya. Hope you are able to go eat with us tonight for grappa's birthday. I know Tim and his family are going, but not sure about the rest of you. Grampa just came down to see why I was on the computer and informed me that I have bed hair, duh!!!!!Well I hope you're sleeping comfortably and having sweet dreams. Gramma LOVES YOU SOOO VERY MUCH, just wanted you to know. Zach's gramma
Gramma of Zachary, my HERO <www.agrammaof7@grics.net>
- Saturday, January 14, 2006 6:06 AM CST
I am praying for comfort and peace for all of you. You are a remarkable family and your Zachary is an incredible boy and a wonderful son.
Kathy <kolson@tznet.com>
WI - Friday, January 13, 2006 2:35 PM CST
I always check your site when checking Anthony's. My heart goes out to you and your family. Although we will never understand why we must be thankful for the here and nows. God watch over you and keep you safe. Keep the faith.
Denise Hauser <gtmust@hickorytech.net>
N Mankato, MN US - Friday, January 13, 2006 10:52 AM CST
Nikki and Family,
My heart goes out to all of you after reading your note from Wednesday. Zach is smart beyond his 13 years and shows such courage. I know that it is the extra special bond that you share with him that keeps
him & all of you going each day. I pray that God will answer the prayers you put to Him for your Zach. God does have a plan even if it is not the path we would choose for ourselves or anyone else. You will continue to be in our thoughts. Scott, Jan and Alec Karels

Jan Karels <jgkarels@cgintl.com>
Mankato, MN Blue Earth - Friday, January 13, 2006 9:51 AM CST
I've not signed your guestbook before though I check on Zach everyday, you guys are amazing. What a great son you have, he has a smile in every picture, even though he is enduring so much. What an incredible example he sets in reminding each of us that we should take life "one day at a time" and to always do it with a smile on our face. I will continue to keep all of you in my prayers.
Channa <newman959@aol.com>
Louisville, KY US - Friday, January 13, 2006 7:40 AM CST
hey nikki, zach, kylee &john!! i miss seeing your smile at school zach! i always am happy when i look out the preschool door & see you hangin out with your friends!! kayla really had a great time at your party.. she talked about it to everyone!! the new addition to the leman family is very cute!! those pups are lucky to be a part of your family...LOTS of LOVE!!! i hope to see you soon!! love to all of you...
kim meints <meints5@msn.com>
pekin, il usa - Thursday, January 12, 2006 10:52 PM CST
Praying for God's Miracle for you all.
Christy and Tim Smith
caringbridge.org/nv/baileyaustinjohnson

Bailey's Nonny and Papa <csmithnonny@charter.net>
Genoa, NV USA - Thursday, January 12, 2006 10:44 PM CST
(((((Zach, Nikki, Kylee, John)))))

Jennifer Click and Carolyn & Evan Coveney <jclick@mindspring.com>
Falls Church, VA - Thursday, January 12, 2006 8:24 PM CST
Zach and Nikki: I check your site everyday and pray everyday for Zach's miracle. Today's news broke my heart. I question why? Just give him all the love that you have to give and savor each moment. I pray that the Lord wraps his arms around you and gives you the strength that you need. The Lord and your cyber friends are there for you.
Cheryl Renner (Mam-Maw to Angel Alex at caringbridge.org/pa/alexp) <rennerg7@AOL.com>
N. Huntingdon, PA - Thursday, January 12, 2006 6:03 PM CST
Zach is an amazing person and so are you Niki!! It is because of you that Zach is the person that he is. Your love and devotion for your family shows in the wonderful people that they have become. I am sure that it is because of your faith and leaning on God that Zach has that same faith.
We love all of you and are always praying for you.
Love Jackie

Jackie Matheney <jackie@abelvault.com>
- Thursday, January 12, 2006 9:42 AM CST
Hello. You don't know me. I am also a Mom of a Zachery. That may be why your site touched me so much. I found your site thru knowing Marilyn Mowder and Aaron. I wanted to let you know how strong and brave your family is and that Zach is just an amazing young man. My thoughts and prayers are with your family.
Jan Martin <jmartin@bankonebldg.com>
Pekin, IL - Thursday, January 12, 2006 8:34 AM CST
Finally, I am able to sign your guestbook! Computers are great, when they are working properly! Nikki, hang in there! So many are praying and loving your family from afar! Take care of yourself as much as you can... You are doing an amazing job taking care of your family and truly are stronger than you know.
Kim Mease ~Angel Michaela's Mom~http://www.caringbridge.org/pa/michaelaann <akakaysmom@comcast.net>
Lancaster `, PA USA - Thursday, January 12, 2006 7:52 AM CST
Dear Zachary,

I have been following your page for a bit now. I can't remember how I found you. I must say that when I read about you Zach, I am too moved by your courage to write to you. Well tonight I suddenly realized how utterly ridiculous I have been. You hang on, brave one, and keep taking such good care of your mommy.

Your mom must be just as strong as you are. God bless your sweet family.

Peace and Prayers,

Colleen Kashino
www.caringbridge.org/visit/janie

Colleen M. Kashino <ckashino@adelphia.net>
Lake View, NY USA - Wednesday, January 11, 2006 9:56 PM CST
Wish I had a magic cure for you....hold on to each other. Your unending, enduring, unconditional love is amazing for outsiders to witness. Zach's strength and courage is an inspiration to so many people. We are all watching over your family as God does...prayers for you...
Heather Wilds <wilds6@cox.net>
- Wednesday, January 11, 2006 7:25 PM CST
Nikki
To do what you do, watch your beloved son suffer...you are amazing, Zach is amazing, YOUR FAMILY IS AMAZING. God always has a plan, this terrible time will not be forever,one way or another God has Zach in his hands. I pray Zach finds comfort, pain free time and hairy little cuddles from his new Pup. God bless you ,AMAZING MUM.

leece <lisa.burt@tiscali.co.uk>
UK - Wednesday, January 11, 2006 10:19 AM CST
Dear Nikki, Zach, and Family,

Our family has been praying for you and are hoping that hope and faith can bring you through these tough times. We know your thoughts, your feelings, your discouragement, etc. Zach, you are one tough boy who deserves so much more. Angel Brad Wallin had so much strength and through it all was very positive. Hang on to HOPE. You are a winner and a hero to many. Nikki, I am here for you. I have been down this road just one year ago and if you ever need anything, please know I am here. None of this is fair, especially that the children have to endure this battle. Be strong for little Zach as God will lead you through each day ahead. Love to you all and you will continue to be in our prayers.

Jeff, Lori, Brooke and Angel Brad Wallin <Wally1@mchsi.com>
Chillicothe, Il - Tuesday, January 10, 2006 12:36 AM CST
Nikki, everything that Sara from Madison, WI said yesterday in your guestbook is exactly what I want to say but I'm not very good with expressing the right words. Diddo on what she said, you are an amazing mother to two very amazing kids. Every morning at work, the first thing I do is turn on my computer and check to see how our Zach is doing. You have friends all over the country and, I see even Australia, hoping and praying for Zach's miracle. Stay strong for our Zach! We all love you.
Brenda McCarthy <bmccarth@idph.state.il.us>
Virginia, IL - Tuesday, January 10, 2006 10:50 AM CST
Nikki,
The time and devotion you have given to Zach has resulted in one of the finest young men I have ever come to know. Everything you have given of yourself shows in Zachary: his love, compassion, sense of humor and faith all are a result of your devotion, and the guidance God has given you in raising that special family of yours! I know I'm not telling you something you don't already know deep inside yourself. It is also understandable that you are feeling this way. Lean on God, John, and your extended family and friends. They are all there with shoulders, ready to support you! God Bless!

Mary Ann Vaupel
Pekin, IL USA - Tuesday, January 10, 2006 10:27 AM CST
Our thougts and prayers are with you.

www.caringbridge.org/ny/aarons

Ronnie & Nina <sel_nina@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, January 10, 2006 1:11 AM CST
My prayers are with you.
Stacey <slmpckins@comcast.net>
Tumwater, WA - Monday, January 9, 2006 11:10 PM CST
Nikki, I too have followed your story and I can't even imagine what you are going through, but I do know one thing and that is that Zach could not have a better family than he has, You are the strongest person I know, I know that we have never met each other but know that I pray for you and your family everyday. God Bless & Take care
Leslie <natenick2@insightbb.com>
Peoria, IL - Monday, January 9, 2006 9:22 PM CST
We are praying for you family in this very difficult time!!! We have been following your family's journey for a very long time. We are a wonderful Mom.
Andy, Melissa, Jayla & Jacob Rasmussen <amrasmussen@gallatinriver.net>
North Pekin, IL - Monday, January 9, 2006 8:34 PM CST
Dear Nicki,

You don’t know me, but I have been following your family's amazing story for many months.

My 9yr old brother became an angel in March 2005, and through his journey our family has met so many wonderful people.

I cannot imagine what it is like for you now, as everyone goes through the journey differently, yet I can feel your frustration and pain.

You have life’s most precious angels with you on earth right now, in fact 2 beautiful angels, you are so blessed in so many ways, I am sure you already know this.

I just wanted to let you know that I am thinking of you and praying for you and your family, for health, happiness and no more pain :)

People are thinking and praying for you all, from many parts of the world, this prayer comes from Melbourne Australia.

Best wishes for 2006, you really are 'A Great Mum', to 'a great Teen Wonder'

Sabrina <sabrina1@three.com.au>
Melbourne, VIC Australia - Monday, January 9, 2006 4:57 PM CST
Nikki-I have followed your website for a long time. Your journal entry today made me sign the guestbook. I don't have advise or words of wisdom for you. All I can say is you are a phenomonal woman, wife and mother. What you are doing for Zachary and your family is more than anyone could expect in these circumstances. I pray that you and your family will find peace and an everlasting love within each other. Now is a time that family, friends and love matter most, cherish that closeness with Zachary, no one can ever take that away.
Sara <Urawesome6939@yahoo.com>
Madison, WI United States - Monday, January 9, 2006 4:38 PM CST
What a cute dog and there is that smile...lights up the whole world. So happy to see you smiling and we know Kylee is smiling tonight too. We are praying for you.
Heather Wilds <wilds6@cox.net>
- Thursday, January 5, 2006 6:40 PM CST
Happy New Year (ok so I am 5 days late ;) )
Thanks for including Sydney in your celebration, she had a great time.
We love all of you and are always praying for you.

Jackie Matheney <jackie@abelvault.com>
Pekin, - Thursday, January 5, 2006 2:06 PM CST
HAPPY NEW YEAR ZACH!
Sounded like a great party!
I'm praying for you!
God Bless, Love, Ellen

http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/seanhanson

Ellen Hanson <ehanson89@aol.com>
Cape Cod, MA USA - Thursday, January 5, 2006 5:43 AM CST
Well, from reading the guest book, it seems you had some fun bringing in the new year. I'm glad to hear that. You are always in my thoughts and prayers. My prayer for you is that this new year will be full of new opportunities, blessings, and miracles for you!!!!! Zach you are a wonderful, strong, and handsome young man. All of you stay strong!!!! I love you all.
Love,
Heather

Heather Schrader <hthrschrdr@yahoo.com>
Pekin, Il USA - Wednesday, January 4, 2006 4:45 PM CST
Hi Zach

Puppies are fantastic for puting a smile on anyones face aren't they? I hope Jasper is a great family addition for you all. Hoping your pain is under control so you can enjoy your new little hairy playmate, that is my prayer for you.

Lisa <lisa.burt@tiscali.co.uk>
UK - Wednesday, January 4, 2006 11:09 AM CST
So nice to hear that you had a great new year celebration. You are amazing....
Heather Wilds <wilds6@cox.net>
- Tuesday, January 3, 2006 4:56 PM CST
Zach, Nikki, and John
I want to wish everyone a happy new year and let you know I was thinking of you. Take care and how about penciling in July 29th to go up and visit Brigid in Wisconsin? Let me know and maybe we can ride up together.

Jim McFarlane <jem6@prodigy.net>
Rockford, IL - Monday, January 2, 2006 7:04 PM CST
Happy New Year to Zach and family. We are dreaming of you at U of I today (playing on the basketball team)....make some good memories and hold on to your dreams.
Heather Wilds <wilds6@cox.net>
- Monday, January 2, 2006 6:18 PM CST
Nikki, glad your family brought in the New Year well and especially that Zach's pain is under control. I'm using a friend's computer to keep up on Zach and you because my computer is on the blink. Trust you remain in my prayers. Please feel free to call me if you need to talk. (717) 393-6753. Stay strong, God bless.
Kimberly Mease, Angel Michaela's Mom <akakaysmom@comcast.net>
Lancaster, PA USA - Monday, January 2, 2006 4:53 PM CST
Zach and Nikki,
Hi! Wow, what an awesome new year's you had! It is just like you to ring in the new year with a bang!

I thought I posted a message the other day and now I don't see it. I just want you to both know how much we love you and that you are in our thoughts and prayers every day. We so miss you.

Much love,
Jen and Jacob

www.caringbridge.com/va/jacob_bollinger
Staunton, VA - Monday, January 2, 2006 12:46 AM CST
Happy New Year! We love you guys lots!
Robin Ford <mrford@hickorytech.net>
Mankato, MN USA - Monday, January 2, 2006 9:13 AM CST
Hi Zach

Great to hear you were able to have a fantastic new year party. I hope this year brings you pain free days, fun and laughter.

Lisa <lisa.burt@tiscali.co.uk>
England - Monday, January 2, 2006 5:13 AM CST
HAPPY NEW YEAR ZACH.
I was just sitting here thinking about you and praying you were comfortable and resting so i thought i'd come and leave you a message letting you know how beautiful,strong and brave i think you are,be so proud of the person you are Zach because i know so many people are proud of you.
With Love,
Theresa
Executive Director
Cancer Warriors Angel Network
www.cancerwarriors.org

Theresa Heath <danjotay@comcast.net>
Rowlett, Tx - Sunday, January 1, 2006 9:56 PM CST
Hope the New Year finds you safe and happy..Zach and your family continue to remain in my daily thoughts and prayers! Its so cool that Kylie came to see the Nutcracker. I truly hope she enjoyed it!!
God Bless
Alyssa Lewellen, fellow patient at The Children's Hospital of Illinois
www.thestatus.com
ID: Lewellen
password: beauty-kansas


Alyssa Lewellen <Aballerina5678@sbcglobal.net>
E. Peoria, IL USA - Sunday, January 1, 2006 9:11 PM CST
Hey, Zach!! Happy New Year. Hope you are doing OK. As always you are in my thoughts and prayers.
Kaitlyn Gudzinskas
Pekin, IL U.S - Sunday, January 1, 2006 6:11 PM CST
Happy New Year, Zach! You are an awesome young man. Good luck on your college plans! Your Uncle Tim is a friend on my son, Ryan. You may remember him. We will be praying for you. You are so strong and courageous. Love to you and your family.
Gerry Reynolds <gerryreynolds@insightbb.com>
Pekin, IL USA - Sunday, January 1, 2006 8:46 AM CST
Zach you have our continued prayers for the New Year. You are such a strong courageous young man. Keep your faith and know that we are thinking of you and praying for you.
Heather Wilds <wilds6@cox.net>
- Saturday, December 31, 2005 10:42 AM CST
you are in our prayers zack, hang in there!!!!!
amy behm <dolphindream_81@hotmail.com>
pekin, illinois u.s.a - Friday, December 30, 2005 5:18 PM CST
Zach pekin loves you so much! I remember this one time we saw each other at a basketball game. i love you so much!
Maddy <maddycats2@aol.com>
Pekin, il usa - Friday, December 30, 2005 2:35 PM CST
YOU ARE THE MOST AMAZING NEPHEW AND WE LOVE YOU SOOOOO MUCH AND I THINK ABOUT YOU EVERY SECOND OF EVERY DAY JUST KNOW YOUR ENTIRE FAMILY LOVES YOU VERY MUCH ESPECIALY YOUR AUNT TOMI !!!!!!
TOMI
pekin, il us - Thursday, December 29, 2005 9:53 PM CST
Hey Zach and Nikki,
Zach I want to start by saying how proud I am of you. You are so amazing!! Nikki, you are just as amazing. Thank you for the pray request for Anthony. We are really needing them. I know exactly how you feel when you say it is so hard to let everyone know what is really going on. We live in our own worlds. I pray for you every day that Zach will have comfort and so will you. God is looking over the both of you. Love you guys bunches!

Robin Ford <mrford@hickorytech.net>
Mankato, MN USA - Wednesday, December 28, 2005 9:04 PM CST
Hang in there, Zachary!
You are so brave and strong!
Stay strong, Nikki! You are doing an amazing job at the worst imaginable task...
I'm praying for that miracle!

Angel Michaela's Mom Kim~ http://www.caringbridge.org/pa/michaelaann <akakaysmom@comcast.net>
Lancaster, PA USA - Wednesday, December 28, 2005 3:35 PM CST
Hi Zach, U of I is a great school. I hear that they'll be needing a replacement for Dee Brown next year when he goes pro! From reading your journal I can see that you really love basketball so while you are pretending, pretend big! You deserve it. Hope you get to feeling better real soon and have a happy new year full of miracles!
Brenda McCarthy <bmccarth@idph.state.il.us>
Virginia, IL - Wednesday, December 28, 2005 3:33 PM CST
Hi, I am a friend of Robin's (Anthony's Mom). I have been reading your updates and just wanted to let you know I am thinking of all of you and hoping the New Year bring you blessings.
Denise Hauser <d.hauser@couglancompanies.com>
N Mankato, MN us - Wednesday, December 28, 2005 11:55 AM CST
Zach, we just wanted to send you a little message to let you know we're thinking about you and you're still in all of our prayers. We hope we'll be seeing that bright smile, that we love so much soon!!! With love, Deb, Lindsay, Jared & Jacey
Deb Bowman <tdbowman@grics.net>
Green Valley, IL USA - Tuesday, December 27, 2005 10:26 PM CST
Hi Nikki

Oh Nikki - have a hug (x)You are an amazing mum doing the very, very, very hardest job in the world - loving and caring for a son who has to struggle just to stay with you. I honestly only started praying again when I stumbled upon some caring bridge sites. I never know what to pray for...'please God cure the children'...somehow it seems to lack focus. Through Zach's site, and your wonderfully moving account of what Zach is going through I found my focus and now pray for pain and symptom relief. It seems incredible that in an age that has put men on the moon we cannot take away a childs pain. Hope your family have a happy new year - with opportunities to make memories for the future. Thinking of you.L. XXX

Leece <lisa.burt@tiscali.co.uk>
UK - Tuesday, December 27, 2005 11:33 AM CST
Dear Nikki,
We all want to know how Zachary and you are REALLY doing! It helps us focus our prayers and maybe, just maybe, it will take some of the heaviness of fear off of your shoulders to share. Everyone prays to hear good news, but the reality is what you must share. You've been so very strong, but don't hold too much in.
This is my second Christmas without my angel girl and I know where you are. Nothing is more important than pain control and I hope you and Zachary find it for him. I'll be praying for you all... I just don't know what else to say.

Angel Michaela's Mom Kim~ http://www.caringbridge.org/pa/michaelaann <akakaysmom@comcast.net>
Lancaster, PA USA - Tuesday, December 27, 2005 9:42 AM CST
Nikki,
From one mom to another, I just wish I could give you a hug. I know hugs don't fix anything, but sometimes thats all there is for those of us outside looking in. We offer our support and love, and are always wishing there were really, really more we could do to ease this pain and worry. I was very proud of my son, who, on Christmas eve, decided to bring Zach the picture of them together at his birthday party! We waited in the van while he went inside, and I could see Zach give him a hug. It gave me quite a lump in my throat. Nikki, we are here, frustrated and wondering if there isn't something more we can do. I hope knowing this, and that we are praying daily, helps.

Mary Ann Vaupel
Pekin, IL - Monday, December 26, 2005 4:31 PM CST
Hey there guys!!!!! Well I saw you tried to call and tried to call you back but you must have been busy. I will call you guys back tonight. I really need to come see you. I can tell you and Zach need a Marilyn and Family fix LOL!!!! Well just really wanted to stop by and say hi and let yall know I was thinking about yall yesterday. Talk to everyone soon!!!
Love, Marilyn Mommy to Our LiL Superhero Forever Aaron <www.caringbridge.org/il/aarondhunter or stjudemomma74@aol.com>
peoria, il usa - Monday, December 26, 2005 3:08 PM CST
Zach & family
Under the circumstance it sounds like you had a pretty good holiday. As a parent of a relapsed NB 4 year old we sometimes feel the same way. We all wish we could go back to the worry free holidays. We found your name on lunch for life where you mentioned allogenic transplant. We don't know if that is still a possibility for you but our daughter had one in Sept. using her brothers marrow. She is 4 months out now & doing well. We know allogenic transplants are rare so if you have any questions contact us through carepages.org (mollycavera). Stay strong and keep fighting.

Michelle & Dan Cavera
Grand Rapids, MI USA - Monday, December 26, 2005 12:42 AM CST
I have been following Zachary's story for such a long time, I don't even remember how I got here in the first place. But, your post this morning really motivated me to sign. Nikki, I really think it is important for you to express your feelings in this journal the way you want to - and not to worry about how other people are going to read it, and what they are going to think. I think, too,that if you only posted positive things, no one would really believe you! You all have been through so much, and while it is indeed miraculous that Zach continues to be here this Christmas, it does not mean that there isn't a ton of pain and heartache that goes along with it. I think it's amazing that you have such a way of always finding the positive amongst all of it, but having mixed feelings about all of that is entirely normal.
Debra
Philadelphia, PA - Monday, December 26, 2005 12:13 AM CST
Merry Christmas!!!! Hope you had a great one. Glad to hear you had a good day the other day, hope you have many many more.
Love,
Heather

heather schrader <hthrschrdr@yahoo.com>
pekin, il usa - Sunday, December 25, 2005 7:45 PM CST
MERRY CHRISTMAS ZACHARY MONTEL ALLEN!!!
MCKENZIE <PRPLDOLPHIN@INSIGHTTBB.COM>
PEKIN, IL USA - Sunday, December 25, 2005 12:32 AM CST
Hi Zach, just thought I would wish you a Merry Christmas! You are always in my thoughts and prayers.
Jenny Miller <jennymiller92@hotmail.com>
Manito, Il. U.S. - Sunday, December 25, 2005 9:41 AM CST
Hope...my favorite word! You are doing such an amazing job. Keep your faith and stay strong. Let the Christmas season fill you with it's spirit and enjoy each other.
Heather Wilds <wilds6@cox.net>
- Saturday, December 24, 2005 12:32 AM CST
Hi, Zach. Hope you are doing ok. It is great seeing you at school. Just wanted to wish you a Merry Christmas. You are in my thoughts and prayers.
Kaitlyn Gudzinskas
Pekin, IL U.S. - Saturday, December 24, 2005 11:00 AM CST
Happy Holidays! You have many special memories ahead this Christmas.
Molly Hauge
Mankato, MN USA - Friday, December 23, 2005 8:27 AM CST
Zach and Family,
We want to wish you all a Blessed Christmas.One that is filled with happy memories. It is wonderful that you could be apart of your school Christmas program. How neat to be one of the WISE MEN. They picked the right guy for the job! We can not do that type of Christian program in our public schools any longer (which makes me very sad). You continue to be in our prayers as God sees you through each day of this journey. You and your family are all truly Blessed with God's love. Scott, Jan and Alec (Anthony's classmate) Karels

Jan Karels <jgkarels@cgintl.com>
Mankato, MN Blue Earth - Wednesday, December 21, 2005 1:09 PM CST
Hi to all of you! I am so glad you enjoyed Disney. And then to come home and find your house decorated must have been such a wonderful surprise! May your holidays be blessed...we are believing in a miracle for you Zach! Sheila, Merle and Ryan
Sheila Allen <Sheila.Allen@sci-us.com>
Glasford, Illinois USA - Wednesday, December 21, 2005 10:27 AM CST
Hi Nikki and Zach, I just passed on your request to fill up Zach's Christmas tree to 25 of my email buddies. I told them that I had the pleasure of meeting Zach at Sahara Woods a year ago and to come onto your site and read the journal and to please help Zach win a trip to Disney. I told them that he will touch their hearts just like he did mine and everyone else. Merry Christmas!
Brenda McCarthy <bmccarth@idph.state.il.us>
Virginia, IL - Tuesday, December 20, 2005 1:39 PM CST
Hey Zach it's me McKenzie. I just want to say GOD BLESS YOU WITH ALL MY HEART! I haven't seen u in a long time! I still remember when u first moved in down the street. You helped my quit using my training wheels hehe.You are truly my hero. I miss you so much. I saw u on that u know go cart thingy one time. That looked fun! I saw you give you heart to the Lord at the power team. That was really cool! THen again so was the power team. I also talked to your mom. Still as nice as ever. I just wanted to let u know u can come over anytime and call or do what ever but the one thing I want you to keep in your heart is that u never leave my mind and that i am always praying for you! I love you so much!!! ------- McKenzie Bigliazzi

PS I also have a site, well two, where u can keep up on me at they're http://www.xanga.com/macdolphin22 and http://members.lycos.co.uk/macdolphin22/ WEll love ya lots!!!

McKenzie Bigliazzi <prpldolphin@insightbb.com>
Pekin, IL United States - Saturday, December 17, 2005 11:42 PM CST
Hey Zach it's me McKenzie. I just want to say GOD BLESS YOU WITH ALL MY HEART! I haven't seen u in a long time! I still remember when u first moved in down the street. You helped my quit using my training wheels hehe.You are truly my hero. I miss you so much. I saw u on that u know go cart thingy one time. That looked fun! I saw you give you heart to the Lord at the power team. That was really cool! THen again so was the power team. I also talked to your mom. Still as nice as ever. I just wanted to let u know u can come over anytime and call or do what ever but the one thing I want you to keep in your heart is that u never leave my mind and that i am always praying for you! I love you so much!!! ------- McKenzie Bigliazzi
McKenzie Bigliazzi <prpldolphin@insightbb.com>
Pekin, IL United States - Saturday, December 17, 2005 11:37 PM CST
What strength you have...all of you! We will continue to pray for the miracle that we know can happen for Zach. He has a plan in place for you and it is my belief that it is for that miracle to happen. Stay strong, keep your faith and continue to fight. You are amazing!
Heather Wilds <wilds6@cox.net>
- Saturday, December 17, 2005 5:59 PM CST
Happy Holidays! You have been held in the palm of God's hand all year and I believe that will continue until Zach's miracle happens. God Blessings this holiday season.
Molly
Mankato, MN - Saturday, December 17, 2005 12:04 AM CST
Praying, Praying, Praying! I just love the pictures! Zach, your spirit just shines through your beautiful eyes! God Bless you!
Angel Michaela's Mom Kim Mease ~ http://www.caringbridge.org/pa/michaelaann <akakaysmom@comcast.net>
Lancaster, PA USA - Friday, December 16, 2005 10:46 AM CST
Always remember that God and all of us have not given up. We are all still praying. Love, Gary, Tammy, Justin and Jake
Tammy Schoenfeldt <gtschoenfeldt@aol.com>
Warner Robins, GA - Tuesday, December 13, 2005 7:07 PM CST
It's good to see everyone doing a little better. I'm so glad Zach got to go see the Power Team and go to school on time. Things will get better, just remember things usually get worse before they can get better. Maybe this is the worst. I'll keep praying for all of you. Sending my love.
Heather Schrader

Heather Schrader <hthrschrdr@yahoo.com>
Pekin, IL USA - Monday, December 12, 2005 8:07 PM CST
I am SOO glad that all of you came to watch the Power Team with me!I was thrilled to have you all there! I don't think I have ever been so touched by the prayer that Tim from the Power Team prayed for Zach! Wow- God is Awesome and He has not given up on Zach!!!!!! He has something very very special for Zach!
Thank you for being such a wonderful part of my life! Love, Mary Ann

Mary Ann <maryann61554@yahoo.com>
- Monday, December 12, 2005 2:23 PM CST
Zach,
I wish you knew how much you're not alone. I know it's hard not feel that way sometimes, just think of all the people that love you when you feel that way. Just from reading all of the entries in here, I can see that so so many people love you and are praying so much for you!!!! I sure hope your pain goes away, even if it's just enough for you to enjoy Christmas!!! I pray for you every day. That miracle will come soon. Love ya.
Love,
Heather Schrader

Heather Schrader <hthrschrdr@yahoo.com>
Pekin, IL USA - Sunday, December 11, 2005 9:33 PM CST
Hey!
Yeah Im will Alyssa-your a hottie! lol, now Im blushing! And this is coming from 2 highschool girls! Looks arent everything though, you have the amazing one of a kind generous personalities to go with it. What more could a girl want? Most girls would settle for a lot less. Anyways, I hope your pain gets better. I still want to meet you, one day maybe. Right now I am working busiliy to finish highschool plus Im having a hard time bouncing back from chemo so maybe after the holidays we could get together. Well, know that Im thinking and praying for you. You are such a strong person, its ok to rest some too. You dont always have to be so strong and push so hard. Its amazing how you do, I dont know if I could do the things you do. Try not to wear yourself out too much though!

Lots of Love,
Chass

chassity <xochassxo@aol.com>
- Sunday, December 11, 2005 8:13 PM CST
Nikki and Zach-
Its been a while since I signed the guestbook but I have been thinking about you all!! Zach- Don't worry!! You're one of the most handsome guys I know, and the incredible character that you have is AMAZING!! Any girl would die to have you as a boyfriend!! I just wanted to let you know that you are in my daily thoughts and prayers!!
GOD Bless!!
Alyssa Lewellen, fellow patient at the Children's hospital of Illinois
www.thestatus.com
ID: Lewellen
password: beauty-kansas

Alyssa Lewellen <Aballerina5678@sbcglobal.net>
E. Peoria, IL USA - Sunday, December 11, 2005 1:31 AM CST
Dear Nikki, Kim Mease Angel Michaela's mom sent us over here. We are praying for your family at this trying time.Zach is very cute. My daughter Maddison also loves Dinsey and we are hoping to go to Disneyland via Make A Wish next October. Hang in there.Know many people are praying for you.
Love,
Janice & Maddison Troy
www.caringbridge.org/visit/maddisontroy

Janice & Maddison Troy <momangelsthr@aim.com>
black mountain, nc usa - Sunday, December 11, 2005 1:10 AM CST
dear nikki
you are all in my prayers, i know too well your exhaustion and heartache as you watch zach get up and face just one more day please tell zach yes there are girls who would think he was beautiful nb and all and i say this because i am wife to james who fights nb and fights to get up just one more day and i love him and he is beautiful to me
no matter what please tell zach that he is beautiful and it's not just cause you're his mom but because he is wonderful and a gift with love and prayers carrie

carrie <oakhill@soonet.ca>
ssmarie, ont canada - Saturday, December 10, 2005 12:20 AM CST
I just read your update and my heart is hurting for you. I know the road you are on and it is heartbreaking to witness. You are an amazing mom and your family doesn't deserve any of this!! The spirit you show and determination to make the most of every day is awe inspiring. Truly, I know how exhausted you must be and wish I could give you more encouragement. All I know for sure is that are doing wonderfully in the most sad situation. Zack is right, he learned his strength from you!
Angel Michaela's Mom Kim~ http://www.caringbridge.org/pa/michaelaann <akakaysmom@comcast.net>
Lancaster, PA USA - Saturday, December 10, 2005 11:52 AM CST
Just got done reading the newest update and we are praying harder than ever for you today. You ALL have amazing strength and a resiliency to bounce back from adversity and I think this will prove to be another time when you will find your strength. Keep your faith....
Heather Wilds <wilds6@cox.net>
- Saturday, December 10, 2005 6:35 AM CST
I just gave you an ornament! Hope you win something Good! God bless!!!
Prs <robpris@msn.com>
Middlebury, ct usa - Friday, December 9, 2005 10:41 PM CST
Hi guys. I am so glad that you had soo much fun on vacation! Nikki -you are doing such a great job at being a mother and a wife! I admire you for what you have to go through every single day- YOU ARE AWESOME - don't you ever forget that Sweetie! You are blessed with a wonderful daughter, son and husband! And of course the rest of the family(like me...hahahah) We all love you soooo much! Keep the faith.Love, Mary Ann
Mary Ann <maryann61554@yahoo.com>
Pekin, IL - Friday, December 9, 2005 4:46 PM CST
It was great seeing Zach with the rest of the kids when they came to Pekin Manor to play chimes. I love seeing him around all his friends laughing and having fun. I even got a hug! My own kid was too embarrassed to hug me in public!
Mary Ann Vaupel
Pekin, IL USA - Thursday, December 8, 2005 10:06 AM CST
Hi Zach
Im from Melbourne Australia, and I stumbled onto your site. I am so amazed at your strength and determination and would like to wish you the best in all that you do... I'll pray for you... and yes miracles do happen, everyday. My 9yr old brother is an angel up in heaven and I have asked him to watch over you and to give you strength to fight and be free from cancer… as miracle do happen, and I believe it can happen with you…. Try your best….. You are a strong boy, who has touched the heart of someone from the other side of the world.

Sabrina <sabrina1@three.com.au>
Melbourne, vic australia - Wednesday, December 7, 2005 9:38 PM CST
Hi guys! Wow, we are sure glad to see you had an AWESOME time at Disney! But then again, you are an AWESOME family. I think you just take AWESOME with you wherever you go!!!!!

Just to illustrate the influence Zach has on Jacob - He is having a tough time picking a MAW. His first choice was to meet Daniel Radcliffe and get to see the new movie before anyone else. Well, our local chapter doesn't fly kids out of the country and Daniel only does meetings in the UK... so.... we are thinking of something else.

Yesterday, we were making up a list of ideas. Of course, Disney is one of the ideas. Jacob's first resort choice was All-Star sports. And his second choice became the Contemporary after I mentioned that ZACH had stayed there last week. :D He sure misses you, Zach!

We got snow yesterday! Jacob and I built a snowman. But, Jacob was pretty bummed when they only had a 2 hour delay today. He SO wanted to go ALL day! HA HA HA. Yeah, right!

We're so proud of you, Zach. You're so strong and brave. And you too, Nikki. You're an amazing mom.

With much love and prayers,
Jen and Jacob

www.caringbridge.com/va/jacob_bollinger <kjenwhit@verizon.net>
Staunton, VA - Tuesday, December 6, 2005 6:40 AM CST
Hi guys! Hope your trip to Disney was awesome! I'm sure you will be updating the journal soon since John is going back to work today. Love the pictures...smiles every where and Zach looks great! We are praying for your miracle.

Heather Wilds <wilds6@cox.net>
- Monday, December 5, 2005 6:37 AM CST
Welcome home! I am so glad that your trip went well and making memories is what it's all about! I hope Zachary's pain gets controlled quickly and more memories can be made in your decorated home!!
Angel Michaela's Mom Kim~ http://www.caringbridge.org/pa/michaelaann <akakaysmom@comcast.net>
Lancaster, Pa USA - Sunday, December 4, 2005 7:55 AM CST
Glad to hear you all had such a memorable vacation. Isn't Disney beautiful at Christmas? The pictures are great! Hope everyone spends the weekend getting some R & R! A Disney vacation is exhausting, isn't it? Sounds like you all got right into the Christmas spirit! As always, Zach is in our thoughts and prayers.
Mary Ann Vaupel
Pekin, IL - Saturday, December 3, 2005 2:24 PM CST
Just checking in to see how your trip to Disney was....been thinking of you lots. Can't wait to hear about your big adventure!
Heather Wilds <wilds6@cox.net>
- Thursday, December 1, 2005 9:04 PM CST
I am so happy for you getting to go to Disney! I hope you are having a wonderful time! We woke up to snow this morning. It is so beautiful! God bless you and your family! Love, Sheila and Merle
Sheila Allen <Sheila.Allen@sci-us.com>
Glasford, Il. USA - Thursday, December 1, 2005 10:49 AM CST
hi zach i dont know if you would even remember me but i am amy, skyler sewards mom, just wanted to say hello, and let you know that you are in our prayers, and i have to say you are for sure the toughest kid i know, have a merry christmas and keep that smile on your face , there are many prayers out there for you ! xo skyler and amy
amy behm <dolphindream_81@hotmail.com>
pekin, illinois u.s.a - Wednesday, November 30, 2005 10:30 PM CST
Hey Zachary, Its your favorite gramma. Did you eat at the drive-in? Can't wait for you to get home. Give Kylee lots of love from gramma and grampa too. I can hear ya moaning now, but she's your sissy so give her the lovings. See ya soon. Love gramma
Your favorite gramma <www.agrammaof7@grics.net>
- Wednesday, November 30, 2005 3:14 PM CST
Hoping you guys had the trip of a lifetime at Disney. Sure were thinking of you lots this weekend.
Heather Wilds <wilds6@cox.net>
- Sunday, November 27, 2005 4:03 PM CST
Hi! Wanted to check in and say hi. Hope you all had a great Thanksgiving and are have the time of your lives at Disney!! Tell Gramma Diane and Grandpa Tom hello. We miss you guys lots! Love you,
Robin Ford <mrford@hickorytech.net>
Mankato, MN u - Saturday, November 26, 2005 8:37 AM CST
Have a wonder Thanksgiving and trip to Disney.
Love Jackie

Jackie Matheney <jackie@abelvault.com>
- Wednesday, November 23, 2005 2:44 PM CST
Have a super Thanksgiving and TRIP! Eat lots of turkey and get lots of sun. What a blessing to your family.

Molly
Mankato, MN 56001 - Tuesday, November 22, 2005 11:14 AM CST
I hope you have a GREAT time at Disney World! I am still praying for you. You have gotten messages from all over the world! That is cool! Rock Church went to Kenya a few weeks ago, we should have written from there! I didn't even think about it. Have a great Thanksgiving. We have lots to be thankful for!
Jenny Otte <yippiehoo@seehearworks.com>
East Peoria, IL USA - Monday, November 21, 2005 8:44 AM CST
Lots of prayers every day that each day is a good day and filled with peace and God's love. I can't wait to hear about your exciting adventures at Disney!
Heather Wilds <wilds6@cox.net>
- Sunday, November 20, 2005 4:34 PM CST
Have a wonderful trip and a HAPPY THANKSGIVING. See you all at Christmas. Love from Georgia.
Tammy Schoenfeldt <gtschoenfeldt@aol.com>
Warner Robins, GA - Friday, November 18, 2005 7:28 PM CST
Zach, I still amazed at what a strong young man you are. You look terrific in the racing suit! I continue to pray for you each night because God truly does work miracles. Congratulations on Student Council Vice President: what a wonderful achievement. Stay strong. Mrs.Metz
Karen Metz
Groveland, IL - Friday, November 18, 2005 8:24 AM CST
Wow, Disneyworld! It is the absolute best when its all decked out for Christmas!! We were there over Christmas when Kristopher was 5, then we went over Thanksgiving last year, and of course, it was already decorated for Christmas! You are all "Disney pro's" and will love it! It was sooooo crowded at Thanksgiving, but I bet the week you are there the holiday crowds should be down a bit! I am sure there will be some great pictures again, and we can't wait to see them! Zach, stay strong. That smile on your face gives your mom strength, too! We continue to keep Zach in our prayers!
Mary Ann Vaupel
Pekin, IL - Thursday, November 17, 2005 5:25 PM CST
Wow Zach, DISNEY!!! I'm going to pray so hard that you are well and able to enjoy your trip. Take a squillion billion photos!!!! Thinking of you often, and you're always in my prayers.

Lisa <lisa.burt@tiscali.co.uk>
England - Thursday, November 17, 2005 11:27 AM CST
Zach and family!
You are still as always in my daily thoughts and prayers.. I am so sorry that I have neglected to sign the guestbook for a while but I do check Zach's page often. Things have been kind of hectic since my recent admission so I am trying to catch up on school work!! I hope your trip will be so AWESOME!! I am supposed to go on a DisneyCruise for the Sunshine Foundation soon so you'll ahve to let me know how your experience is!!
Thinking of you and praying for you daily!!
Alyssa Lewellen
www.thestatus.com
ID: Lewellen
password; beauty-kansas

Alyssa Lewellen <Aballerina5678@sbcglobal.net>
Peoria, IL USA - Wednesday, November 16, 2005 3:53 PM CST
Dear Zachary.
I want you to know that you have a friend from another side of this world that cares about you and pray for you everyday. I can say that I BELIEVE in miracles because I saww many miracles since I am a christian. My daughter was dead in my own arms but praying made Jesus gave her back to me. It was on 2000, june, and this was not the single attack she had. I love you because Jesus loves you and your mother so much and makes me love you too.
Please, I'm not so good with English and hope you can understand. But praying with real love goes above all language or limits and Holy Spirit even pass over our hearts frontier, coming from infinitesimal parts to the whole universe.
We stay with you in praying.
Love from
Lilian.nic (Brazil, South America)

Lilian Nicodemo <lilian.nic@gmail.com>
Campinas, SP Brazil - Wednesday, November 16, 2005 8:12 AM CST
Hello Dear,
We continue to remember you in our prayer. We have a Promise Keeping and Prayer Answering God and surely He will listen & answer our prayers.
with love and prayers,
s.m.jothi raj

s.m.jothi raj <saintindia@gmail.com>
Secunderabad, A.P. India - Tuesday, November 15, 2005 8:42 PM CST
I hope you have a great time at Disney World...it truely is a magical place!! We continue to keep you in our prayers!! Stay strong and have a great time on your trip!!!

Heather Black and NICHOLAS (Neuroblastoma NED since 5/04 <heatherblack99@yahoo.com>
Bolivia, nc - Tuesday, November 15, 2005 8:35 PM CST
Hi Zach, I'm so glad you get to go to Disney World! From reading your journal, I gathered that Disney is one of your very favorite places to be! You are truly an amazing kid...an inspiration to all of us! My husband, Ron and I went down to Southern Illinois and helped Brigid with this year's Kid's Dream Hunt and during that weekend I thought of you getting your nice buck last year. Ron helped a 16 year old boy named Corey to get a doe. My job was to help cook the meals. Pictures of the hunt are on Brigid's website deerfood.com. The littlest hunter there got the award for the biggest deer.
Brenda McCarthy <bmccarth@idph.state.il.us>
Virginia, IL - Tuesday, November 15, 2005 3:14 PM CST
Zach, I know gramma hasn't signed your guestbook for a long time so I thought I'd say hey today. So glad you have been able to go to school. I sure do miss you though. Turkey Day is next week so I hope you all come over for some turkey and pumpkin pie. If you prefer, I can make that pumpkin crisp, just let me know. Lots of Love Your favorite gramma
Gramma <www.agrammaof7@grics.net>
- Tuesday, November 15, 2005 2:01 PM CST
Hello Zach and family,
I have been keeping up with your story for quite a while now and feel like it might be time to drop you all a little message. I was overwhelmed with joy when I read your awesome news about your trip! That is so exciting! I felt a little connected when I read about your trip to Disney World because my soon to be husband :) and I are planning a trip for the middle of December. I can honestly say that going there makes you feel like a kid again! I hope you all enjoy all that they have to offer and savor each and every special memory that you make down there! You all will be in my thoughts and prayers as always! Be safe and enjoy your Thanksgiving -- we all have lots to be thankful for!
Peace in Christ,
Andy

Andy
- Tuesday, November 15, 2005 1:18 PM CST
Hi Zach, just keep your faith strong, and God will be with you all the way, as He has been with me.May God's countenance shine upon you every single day. Sister in Christ, Carole
carole hendricks <carole221@hotmail.com>
knoxville, tn usa - Tuesday, November 15, 2005 11:42 AM CST
Zachary and Family,
Just wanted to let you know that it is great news about your dream vacation. I know that you will enjoy everything and what a wonderful family memory for all of you. You are truly an amazing young man!! Keep that million dollar smile on your face, it is infectious. You and your family are in our prayers. God Bless, Scott, Jan and Alec(Anthony's classmate)Karels

Jan Karels <jgkarels@cgintl.com>
Mankato, MN Blue Earth - Tuesday, November 15, 2005 7:26 AM CST
Ah! That is such good news. So happy to hear that Zach had a couple of good days. We will pray that those good days keep coming. Stay strong Niki....you are his strength as much as he is yours. Keep the faith!
Heather Wilds <wilds6@cox.net>
- Tuesday, November 15, 2005 6:15 AM CST
Hello sweet Angel,
You know what? God loves you so much and I'm Praying for you and your mom. My name is MaryAnn and I have has 3 major surgery in my life and I passed away on the table but you know what God wasn't ready for me yet he wanted me to be here to talk to people like you. and let you know he's watching over you. Zach you're so special to God and he's going to heal you keep the Faith because there's nothing God can't do. I just had eye surgery too I was blind in my right eye and he healed that too now I have to get the other one done I had catracts. so Nikki keep on looking to the hills which cometh yours and Zach help God is in the healing business. "Oh I have a little great nephew names zach he's 14 now. so sweet Angel enjoy life and always keep God close to your heart know that he's already there...Amen

MaryAnn Parker <Merceemary@aol.com>
Chicago, Ill United States - Tuesday, November 15, 2005 1:35 AM CST
HI ZACHARY
WELL YOU ARE SUCH A BRAVE LAD, AND YOU KNOW THAT THE LORD LOVES YOU IN SO MANY WAYS THERES TO MANY TO MENSION BUT I BET YOU KNOW THEM ALL, AND I'M SURE YOU KNOW THAT HE ALSO GRANTS MIRACLES AND I HAVE PRAYED FOR ONE FOR YOU SO HONEY KEEP YOUR FAITH BECAUSE AS YOU KNOW THAT THE LORD DO ANSWERS OUR PRAYERS AND I KNOW THERE ARE MANY MANY PRAYERS GOING UP FOR YOU SO MY DARLING KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK AND
GOD BLESS YOU AND YOUR FAMILY ALWAYS
YOUR FRIEND IN CHRIST MARIE

MARIE HOOD <am-hodd@shaw.ca>
Abbotsford, British Columbia, Canada - Tuesday, November 15, 2005 0:04 AM CST
Zachary
I am praying for you and your family and for a miracle recovery.

Donna Volkert <mamaof7@sbcglobal.net>
Saint Louis, MO USA - Monday, November 14, 2005 11:03 PM CST
HEY ZACH I AM VERY HAPPY FOR THAT TRIP TO DISNEY WISH YOU HAVE ALOT OF FUN YOU ARE THE BIGGEST FIGHTER I KNOW MAY GOD KEEP ALL HIS ANGELS TO WATCH YOU WHILE YOU ARE HAVING SO MUCH FUN. HUGS LOVE AND PRAYERS ,
DAISY PERALTA <daisyperalta27@aol.com>
NEW YORK , NY USA - Monday, November 14, 2005 10:40 PM CST
I'm so happy for you all. No one is more deserving than you guys. ENJOY! I know you will :O)
Lisa <loumicsmom@comcast.net>
Dallas, TX USA - Monday, November 14, 2005 8:18 PM CST
You have such a huge amount of loving messages. I wonder whether you will have the time to read them all. I think you have more fans than some fo the great celebtities. But you are just that and our one desire is to see you restored to perfect health. May the Lord continue to bless you and make you a blessing to so many. Here in Western Canada in Beautiful British Columbia, I am also
praying for a miracle.

Grace Gouldthorpe <mgouldth@uniserve.com>
Abbotsford, BC, CANADA - Monday, November 14, 2005 1:11 PM CST
Hello my little brother. We know miracles do happen because we had one. I had 3 heart attackes in 10 days, and they where talking about double byepass but GOD gave a miracle and within 7 days they found nothing wrong with my heart. they could not even find where there had ever been anything wrong with it. PRAISE GOD. So you see when GOD fixes things it is like there never was anything wrong. GLORY I thank GOD that HE'S going to use your testamony to bring healing to so many others. Thank GOD all we have to do is trust HIM. GOD BLESS YOU MY LITTLE BROTHER LOVE BIG BROTHER DAVID HIGGINS
david higgins sr. <david74023@pastors.net>
cushing, OK USA - Monday, November 14, 2005 10:49 AM CST
Dear Zachary,

I am praying for you and your family and I am believing in a miracle along with you and your family.

Love In Christ Jesus,

Marylee

Marylee Evans <evansmarylee@bellsouth.net>
Jacksonville, FL U.S. - Monday, November 14, 2005 9:33 AM CST
Hello Zack,
I'm praying for you and agreeing with you for a miracle and your healing. For by HIS stripes we were healed and if we were healed then we are healed! My God bless you and your family and all the nurses and Doctors too.

Helen Walker <galwalk@msn.com>
Savannah, GA USA - Sunday, November 13, 2005 9:31 PM CST
Hey Zack- Keep your faith and I will keep praying for you. Your mother seem to be the best. Tell her to keep her faith too. Live each day to the fullest.
Michelle Cody <Codymd2@aol.com>
Bakersfield, Ca USA - Saturday, November 12, 2005 10:39 PM CST
Hey Zach! What a cool kid you are. You just are amazing to me. I hope that you are feeling up to going to school on Monday. I know that you really enjoy just doing the normal stuff. We are all praying for you....
Heather Wilds <wilds6@cox.net>
- Saturday, November 12, 2005 9:43 PM CST
Hey there Allen/Leman family. It sure was nice spending quality time with you guys the last couple days. Zach I am sooooo proud of you and your strength. It amazes me everytime you get down you ALWAYS seem to come back up. I loved spending time with you because being with you and your family helps me with pain and heartache from missing Aaron. I know he was looking down us. I sure miss him but Nikki trust me being around you guys makes me smile. I sure am glad to see things looking up and I pray they keep looking up so that you guys can make it through the holidays. It was funny with all you guys sleeping last night because I really think we were therapy for John too he kept saying you guys don't have to go you can stay as long as you like and that was around midnight. It was great seeing you guys get some much needed rest. Nikki you need to really take it easy and tell Kilee to behave herself and maybe just maybe Antavious might come back next weekend to beat her up again!!!!! Don't forget Harry Potter comes out on the 19th this Friday so we really need to make a date to go see it too!!!! Lord knows we always have fun at the movies!!!!
Love and Praying for you guys, Marilyn Mommy to Our LiL Superhero Forever Aaron <www.caringbridge.org/il/aarondhunter or stjudemomma74@aol.com>
Peoria, IL USA - Saturday, November 12, 2005 8:04 PM CST
Hi Zack.Wow,what a couragous kid you are! Your story touched my heart so deep.Your mom does a wonderful job with the journal and helping others.God Bless you and your family and know that I will have you in my prayers.I loved the pictures of you and your family.
Lisa Watkins <daze_63@yahoo.com>
Lafayette, Ga Walker - Saturday, November 12, 2005 6:18 PM CST
Hi Zach. Your mum does such a great job with your journal. I always pray for the Caring bridge children and I always pray for great pain control because if your pain is under control the day just seems so much brighter. I'm so pleased you've had another good day Zach, I hope they keep coming - pain free and peaceful is something we can all aspire to and pray for. Keep amazing us all Zach - you're very good at it :)))))XXX
Leece
England - Saturday, November 12, 2005 6:06 PM CST
WOW ZACHARY YOU ARE AMAZING GOD BLESS YOU YOU JUST MADE MY DAY TO HEAR YOU ARE DOING SO GOOD. GOD IS GOOD AND HE HEAR OUR PRAYERS. ZACHARY I BELIEVE IN MIRACLE. MAY ALL OF GOD'S ANGEL SURROUND YOU WITH LOVE AND PEACE AND HEALTH
DAISY PERALTA <daisyperalta27@aol.com>
NEW YORK , NY USA - Saturday, November 12, 2005 4:49 PM CST
Zach, We just hate it when you are in pain. People are praying for you everywhere. There is a lot of power in all those prayers. We love you. Gary, Tammy, Justin and Jake
Tammy Schoenfeldt <gtschoenfeldt@aol.com>
Warner Robins, GA - Friday, November 11, 2005 8:22 PM CST
Our prayers for you Zach today and every day. Stay strong, know that miracles happen. You are a miracle...
Heather Wilds <wilds6@cox.net>
Newport News, VA - Thursday, November 10, 2005 6:50 AM CST
Hi Zach,
I just came by to check on you.I love the new pictures
and that smile is always such a blessing..Always holding
you close in our prayers..

Trish/Angel_Wings/LegacyOfHope <Kngboyer@aol.com>
Kingston, TN USA - Wednesday, November 9, 2005 3:42 PM CST
Hi Zach

I pray for you every night Zach. I always pray for 'no pain'for all the Caringbridge children. I hope you can find your breath and stay strong. You're amazing.

Leece
England - Wednesday, November 9, 2005 7:39 AM CST
Our prayers for Zach and family come from the heart. We have known for so long what a special guy he is, and how unique and blessed his mom and family are. I wish there was so much more we could do. Kristopher wanted to call, but it was too late and I told him to hold off til tomorrow. I didn't want to wake anyone. I hope thats okay. Please know that in our prayers we will continue to ask for God's miracle.
Mary Ann Vaupel
Pekin, IL USA - Tuesday, November 8, 2005 9:57 PM CST
What an amazing gift you are. Your spirit and smile sing through your mom's journal entries. We are praying hard for you....we know that anything is possible, you prove so every day! Keep your faith!

Heather Wilds <wilds6@cox.net>
Newport News, VA - Tuesday, November 8, 2005 8:32 PM CST
DEAR ZACH,

WE ARE PRAYING FOR YOU AND YOUR FAMILY. YOU ARE ONE TOUGH YOUNG MAN WHO DOES NOT DESERVE TO SUFFER. I KNOW OUR ANGEL BRAD WALLIN IS WATCHING OVER FROM HEAVEN AND PRAY FOR HIM TO GIVE YOU THE STRENGTH TO GET THROUGH THESE TOUGH TIMES. OUR LOVE AND PRAYER GOES TO YOU AND YOUR FAMILY. GOD BLESS YOU ALL...THE WALLINS AND OUR ANGEL BRAD


IF YOU NEED A SHOULDER, PLEASE CALL 274-2284. WE HAVE BEEN IN YOUR SHOES, AND WANT TO SUPPORT YOU IF NEED BE.

JEFF, LORI, BROOKE AND ANGEL BRAD WALLIN <WALLY1@MCHSI.COM>
CHILLICOTHE, IL - Tuesday, November 8, 2005 12:36 AM CST
You all are always in our thoughts and prayers.
Carrie (Chassity's mom) <flintcx4@yahoo.com>
The Plains, Va - Tuesday, November 8, 2005 9:50 AM CST
Thinking of you and hoping that things are continuing to go well for you. Many prayers...
Heather Wilds <wilds6@cox.net>
Newport News, VA - Tuesday, November 8, 2005 7:37 AM CST
Praying, Praying, Praying!! NO MORE PAIN!!!!
Angel Michaela's Mom Kim~ http://www.caringbridge.org/pa/michaelaann <akakaysmom@comcast.net>
Lancaster, PA USA - Friday, November 4, 2005 8:53 AM CST
Wow, that pumpkin looks GREAT! And what a smile you have, Zach. It lights up everyone around you, all the way out here to Virginia! :)

I hate hearing that you're having pain. I pray for you daily and ask for prayer on Jacob's website.

There isn't a day that goes by that I don't think about you and pray for you many, many times through the day. Jacob's bummed cause he misses you. He says to say "hi." You know him - quiet. ha ha!

We love you so much!
Jen and Jacob

Jen and Jacob <jens_dreamcatcher@yahoo.com>
- Friday, November 4, 2005 8:30 AM CST
Niki...I love hearing that Zach has been having some good days. Truly amazing....we will keep praying.
Heather Wilds <wilds6@cox.net>
Newport News, VA - Friday, November 4, 2005 6:07 AM CST
WOW! What great costumes!!! Kylee looked so good as Mulan and I love Zach posing as a Hawaiian tourist! So FUNNY! Hope you are all enjoying all that CANDY! Keep smiling...
Heather Wilds <wilds6@cox.net>
Newport News, VA - Wednesday, November 2, 2005 5:54 AM CST
Your halloween costume looked great, Zach! I love the new picture on your site. You do look great! Love you and praying for you all the time! Aunt Sheri
Sheri Krohe <skrohe@hrva.com>
Pekin, Il - Tuesday, November 1, 2005 8:59 AM CST
Go Zach!!!!
You and your Jack-o-lantern are simply georgous!!!
Stay strong!

Angel Michaela's Mom Kim~ http://www.caringbridge.org/pa/michaelaann <akakaysmom@comcast.net>
Lancaster, PA USA - Tuesday, November 1, 2005 8:54 AM CST
Happy Halloween Zach!
Don't let too many goblins get you and your sister! Have fun tonight.

Molly Hauge
Mankato, MN 56001 - Monday, October 31, 2005 4:54 PM CST
Image hosted by Photobucket.comThe Prayer Bearshave a safe and happy halloween
hailee

melissa <angels4hailee@cox.net>
cavecreek, az usa - Monday, October 31, 2005 4:30 PM CST
wow zach your smile is as big as the pumkin !!!!! you look great!!!!!
Aunt Tomi
pekin, il - Monday, October 31, 2005 2:32 PM CST
Zach that is such a good picture of you and your pumpkin. I can't wait to see your costume. I started laughing when your Mom told me about it. I'll see you tongiht! Happy Halloween!!!
Amber <amber@abelvault.com>
- Monday, October 31, 2005 2:21 PM CST
Happy Halloween!!
Love the Picture. Zach you look great.
Have a fun day.

Jackie Matheney <jackie@abelvault.com>
- Monday, October 31, 2005 10:49 AM CST
Happy Halloween! What a great picture of Zach! We are so happy that Zach is having some great days and able to do some great things--I wish he would carve my pumpkin, I know what it will look like when I get it done. :O(

We are praying for you and it's working...keep your faith!

Heather Wilds <wilds6@cox.net>
Newport News, VA - Monday, October 31, 2005 6:28 AM CST
It's good to hear that Zach has been having some good days. Hopefully it continues that way!
Heather Schrader <hthrschrdr@yahoo.com>
Pekin, Il - Sunday, October 30, 2005 4:56 PM CST
Hey my main man, Zach! :D So, what did you dress up as for Halloween? We are looking forward to seeing the pics. We love the pics of you with the bow. Awesome!

We love you all so much!
Jen and Jacob

www.caringbridge.com/va/jacob_bollinger
- Sunday, October 30, 2005 8:43 AM CST
GDay Zach, I was passing by from Australia and had to drop in, we are so a like, we have both been battling Neuroblastoma the same amount of time, and the relapses, but of course you are a fighter like me and I just want you send you some more courage and hope to never ever give up, you are the first one I have come across who has gone on such a long journey as I have. I will keep checking on you and giving you the support and strength, us NB kids must stick together, we are all special.
(JAY) down under.

www.caringbridge.org/visit/Jay
Melbourne, Vic Australia - Sunday, October 30, 2005 3:23 AM CST
Hey buddy, thinking of you today I pray that you are having a wonderful day. So what are you going to do for holloween something fun I am sure. Well whatever it is I pray and hope that is a fun fill weekend with laughter, smiles and CANDY!!. May the Lord continue to shower you with blessings from head to toe.

Always believing in the ultimate miracle complete healing here on earth..

Keep Believing!!

Alma <tetetogo@yahoo.com>
Sterling, VA - Thursday, October 27, 2005 12:15 AM CDT
You are always in our thoughts and prayers. MAy the Lord continue to shower you with blessings from head to toe...

Always Believing!!1

Alma <tetetogo@yahoo.com>
Sterling, VA - Wednesday, October 26, 2005 2:51 PM CDT
What a miracle to have Zach...for all of us but especially for the people closest to him. What lessons he brings us all about not taking anything for granted and LIVING each day. Zach you are an inspiration and I just want you to know that your spirit and strong will makes you super-human. You have a undeniable strength that most people will never have. I am impressed by you each time I read a posting from your mom. Keep smiling--we are praying for you.
Heather Wilds <wilds6@cox.net>
Newport News, VA - Wednesday, October 26, 2005 6:26 AM CDT
Zach, We are checking in on you and praying for you daily. Love, Gary, Tammy, Justin and Jake
Tammy Schoenfeldt <gtschoenfeldt@aol.com>
warner robins, ga - Tuesday, October 25, 2005 9:40 PM CDT
Hello,
I haven't posted in awhile, but I wanted to let you all know that we are thinking and praying for you always.
I love seeing all the pictures.
Praise God for the good days.
Love Jackie

Jackie Matheney <jackie@abelvault.com>
- Tuesday, October 25, 2005 12:20 AM CDT
Please know that I am thinking and praying for you always!!

Always Believing!!

Alma <tetetogo@yahoo.com>
Sterling, VA - Tuesday, October 25, 2005 9:06 AM CDT
Love the picture buddy. I hope and pray you had a great weekend and start having a beautiful Monday. as for me always thinking and praying for you buddy..

Always BelievinG!!

Alma <tetetogo@yahoo.com>
Sterlin, VA - Monday, October 24, 2005 12:33 AM CDT
From the looks of the photos on your home page...it was a good day yesterday. So happy to see everyone smiling and happy. Continue to cherish the good days and find strength on the bad days. You are amazing!
Heather Wilds <wilds6@cox.net>
Newport News, VA USA - Monday, October 24, 2005 7:23 AM CDT
Hi Zach!! I am Kris's "Aunt Marcy" (Mary Anns's twin). I am new to your website and I just love it and was very touched by all of your struggles and everything you're going through. After reading your mom's entries on the homepage, I know for sure that you absolutely have the "BEST" Mom in the world. I've had the pleasure to meet you on a couple of occasions, but I also would be honored to meet your mom. I've heard so much from my sister about you all and how great your family is. I too, am so very proud of Kriffer (as my little girl calls him). He has always been such a good kid and we love him so much. He's been my "special little guy" since he was born...(sorry kris for embarrassing you!)
Well, I just wanted you to know how special I think you are Zach...not only just for everything that you have endured and the unbelievably strong guy that you are, but for also being such a good friend to Kris. Believe me, I know how hard it is to find true, good lifelong friends like that. They can be few and far between.
Please know that I am praying for a Miracle for you and your family. God Bless you!!!!
Sincerity and love to you,
"Aunt Marcy" Wilson

Marcy Wilson <mbmwilson@sbcglobal.net>
Peoria, IL US - Sunday, October 23, 2005 12:02 AM CDT
Every time I read a new entry I have something to say. This time is a little different, I have nothing.......... I absolutely hate that Zach has to go through this and that you have to watch it. I'm still amazed at how well the both of you seem to be taking it. I cry for him. I wish with all my heart there was a quick fix, but I know in
God's time and in His way!!! So, until Zach is healed I will continue to pray!!! May God's grace and understanding continue to be with you all.
Love,
Heather

Heather Schrader <hthrschrdr@yahoo.com>
Pekin, Il USA - Friday, October 21, 2005 11:05 PM CDT
Lots of prayers your way! Have a good weekend!

Molly
Mankato, MN - Friday, October 21, 2005 7:33 PM CDT
Tears well up everytime I read your journal. The love you have for Zach, and the love he has for you, shines through every single sentence. I lost my miracle Michaela and I know the pain that you fear. I am sending you gigantic cyber hugs and prayers for Zach's miracle. I wish I could do more.
Angel Michaela's Mom Kim~ http://www.caringbridge.org/pa/michaelaann <knikdan@comcast.net>
Lancaster, PA USA - Friday, October 21, 2005 12:49 AM CDT
What an amazing young man you have!! We continue to keep him in our prayers!!! Stay strong!!!

***NICHOLAS" PAGE***

Heather Black (mom to Nicholas NB NED since 5/04) <heatherblack99@yahoo.com>
Bolivia, NC - Thursday, October 20, 2005 3:39 PM CDT
Hi Nikki and Zach, I remember this time last year, too. I met Zach at the Illinois Dream Hunt in November and saw the smile that you are talking about. I've followed your journal ever since. My husband and I are going back to Sahara Woods in a couple weeks for the 2005 Dream Hunt to meet some more very special children. Zach we will be thinking about you, while my husband hopefully helps a 16 year old boy with leukemia, named Cory, bag a big buck!!!!
Brenda McCarthy
Virginia, IL - Thursday, October 20, 2005 1:46 PM CDT
Hi Zach! Just want you to know we think of you so often! Sorry I haven't been able to write anything for a while...computer problems! Take care...love to your mom and family! Sheila Allen
Sheila Allen <Sheila.Allen@sci-us.com>
Glasford, Il USA - Thursday, October 20, 2005 12:52 AM CDT
Hey there my teen wonder and his GREAT mommy!!!! Thanks for remembering Aaron the way you do I am at work reading this just crying and chooking up. I miss those days soooo much and I remember them often too. I know with Thanksgiving coming up it reminds me of our GREAT trip to Disney too. I really need to get my pictures out and do some MAJOR scrapbooking!!!! Well glad to hear Zach is sleeping comfortably I know seeing that alone makes your night and day a lil easier. I sure miss you guys but working all these CRAZY hours are kickin by butt. But hopefully soon I can get over to spend some much needed Zach and Marilyn time along with Nikki and Marilyn time!!!! Keep doing what your doing and talk to you guys very soon!!!!
Love, Marilyn Mommy To Our LiL Superhero Forever Aaron <www.caringbridge.org/il/aarondhunter or stjudemomma74@aol.com>
Peoria, IL USA - Thursday, October 20, 2005 12:01 AM CDT
Zach & Niki,
May today be a good day and you find strength and peace. You are a great team! Lots of prayers for you daily.

Heather Wilds <wilds6@cox.net>
Newport News, VA - Thursday, October 20, 2005 5:52 AM CDT
Hey Zach and Nikki!
Sorry it has been awhile since I have signed your guestbook... I spent 5 days last week admitted on G200. (Needless to say it was a bad week for me) But I wanted to be sure that I continued to make sure you knew you have my love,support, thoughts, and prayers!!! I hope things are going extremely well and that is why you haven't updated in a few days!!!
Love Always,
Alyssa Lewellen, fellow patient at The Children's Hospital of Illinois
www.thestatus.com
ID: Lewellen
password: beauty-kansas

Alyssa Lewellen <Aballerina5678@sbcglobal.net>
E. Peoria, IL USA - Wednesday, October 19, 2005 9:34 PM CDT
Thinking of you today and praying that you are having a great week. May the Lord continue to shower you with blessings from head to toe.

Always Believing!!

Alma <tetetogo@yahoo.com>
Sterling, VA - Wednesday, October 19, 2005 10:18 AM CDT
Thinking od you today and praying that you are having a great week. May the Lord continue to shower you with blessings from head to toe.

Always Believing!!

Alma <tetetogo@yahoo.com>
Sterling, VA - Wednesday, October 19, 2005 10:18 AM CDT
Always Thinking and praying for you little buddy. I truly believe in miracles and I am going to be praying really hard for the Lord to bless you with the ultimate miracle complete healing here on earth. Take care and I pray and hope that your days are fill with laughter and smiles.

Always Believing!!

Alma <tetetogo@yahoo.com>
Sterling, VA - Tuesday, October 18, 2005 12:31 AM CDT
We will keep Zach and your whole family in our prayers. We are thinking thoughts of strength and support for you.
Diane Pawelski (Bob, Emily & Erik, too. www.hilbert.edu/natalie)

Diane Pawelski <bpawelski@adelphia.net>
Lake View, NY - Tuesday, October 18, 2005 9:38 AM CDT
Still praying for you Zach - and your family. Be strong, find peace, be calm and live life as much as you can.XX
Lisa Burt
UK - Tuesday, October 18, 2005 7:45 AM CDT
Nikki and Family,
I pray that Zach has a good week this week. What fun it must have been for Zach to hang out with his friends for while last week. Thanks for updating the site whenever you can as it is nice to hear how Zach is doing (I check his when I look in on Anthony). We all understand that your time with Zachary is so very precious and that it is not always possible to update often. Your journey is in God's hands and right now He needs for you to spend your time and energy on Zach. You are an awesome mom (family) and have courage beyond words but then again that is where Zach must get his from! You and your family continue to be in our prayers. Jan, Scott and Alec (Friend & classmate of Anthony Ford)

Jan Karels <jgkarels@cgint.com>
- Monday, October 17, 2005 8:38 AM CDT
Hey Zach, Just checking in to see how you are doing? It is finally cooling off here in Georgia. We are in the 80's now! The evenings are so much cooler it is starting to feel more like fall. We want you to know that we think of you all the time and keep you in our prayers. With Love, Gary, Tammy, Justin and Jake
Tammy Schoenfeldt <gtschoenfeldt@aol.com>
Warner Robins, GA - Saturday, October 15, 2005 9:49 PM CDT
Zach & Family, sorry I haven't stop by lately.
Keep your faith, miracles happen. Love your shirt
about being a teen. I will keep you in my prayers.
Josh loves playing his trombone in the 7th grade.
Faith, NB HOPE, Cure, Lou/grandmother to Josh (13)
www.caringbridge.org/page/josh

Lou <skiptolou@juno.com>
Knoxville, TN USA - Friday, October 14, 2005 8:06 PM CDT
Hi Zach, new to your website, but please know that I will be praying along with you for that ultimate miracle of complete healing here on earth. May the Lord shower you with a lot of blessings from head to toe and your days be fill with smiles, laughter, courage and health.

Always Believing in Miracles..

ALma--new friend <tetetogo@yahoo.com>
Sterling, VA - Friday, October 14, 2005 10:57 AM CDT
Nikki,

So glad to hear that Zach is doing better. Our thoughts and prayers continue to surround you. You are wonder Mom to a wonder teen!

Heather Wilds <wilds6@cox.net>
Newport News, va - Thursday, October 13, 2005 6:57 PM CDT
Nikki,
You don't know how wonderful it feels to know how important Kris is to Zach. When Kris came home from confirmation Zach was there and it was great to see them kidding each other and laughing. He is a joy to be around!

Mary Ann Vaupel
Pekin, IL - Thursday, October 13, 2005 10:57 AM CDT
Zach and Family,
Wanted to let you all know that you are all in our thoughts and prayers. Nikki that teen wonder of yours is quite a young man, or should I say SUPER HERO!!!! He really sets the bar high for himself. I know you and all of your family are so in awe of him. Heck everyone that reads this guestbook is in awe of Zach!!! We are glad to hear that the pain is some what under control. Praying for all of you daliy.

Barbara Richardson <roy12448@sbcglobal.net>
Canton, IL USA - Wednesday, October 12, 2005 7:37 AM CDT
Hi Zach,
This is Jacob Bollinger's Aunt Monica. I was first directed to your site from Jacobs. Since then, I have been reading your site and I am really inspired by what an amazing young man you are. Keep your spirits high and know that my family and I are thinking of you and keeping you in our prayers!
Hope and prayers from our family to yours,
Monica,George, Madison & Peyton Bollinger

Monica Bollinger <mojean1470@msn.com>
Mt. Airy, MD USA - Monday, October 10, 2005 10:19 PM CDT
Thinking and praying for you all. I hope Zach continues to be able to manage the pain.Bearhugs, Love, Marci Prayer Bears
Image hosted by Photobucket.com

Marci Connell <mac093@bellsouth.net>
Valdosta, GA USA - Monday, October 10, 2005 8:55 AM CDT
You're always thought of and prayed for. I check your site every day along with Anthony's and Chassity's. I'm am just lost for words. May God give you the peace you're looking for. Love, Cousin Rhonda :}
Rhonda Drysdale <RHO_DRY@msn.com>
Lake Crystal, MN - Sunday, October 9, 2005 6:43 PM CDT
Tears in my eyes as I read your journal this morning. We are constantly thinking and praying for your family to continue to find strength in Zach's journey. May you all have peace today. I am amazed at the capacity for pain, humility, mother's love and a son's love for his mother.
Heather Wilds <wilds6@cox.net>
Newport News, VA - Saturday, October 8, 2005 11:35 AM CDT
Gee, give the family a break!!! Hope and pray Zach is being strong and bearing this with grace and dignity like he always has.

Love and prayers.
L

Leece
England - Saturday, October 8, 2005 6:32 AM CDT
We would really like to know what's going on with Zachary. You only update once in a while now. I check everyday but never any update. The point of caringbridge is to keep people informed.
Susan

Susan
- Saturday, October 8, 2005 2:44 AM CDT
We would really like to know what's going on with Anthony. You only update once in a while now. I check everyday but never any update. The point of caringbridge is to keep people informed.
Susan
- Saturday, October 8, 2005 2:41 AM CDT
Just stopped by to send love and warm wishes...
Angel Michaela's Mom Kim~ http://www.caringbridge.org/pa/michaelaann <akakaysmom@comcast.net>
Lancaster, PA USA - Friday, October 7, 2005 4:30 PM CDT
hang in there zach you will come over this and you will have fun doing it
trevor banks <bugboy12493@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, October 4, 2005 5:50 PM CDT
Nikki, hang in there. God only gives us what we can handle. I know that doesn't always sound too encouraging when it's being said to you, but it's the truth. I don't know if I could ever handle this situation with the strength and understanding you have. Zach, as always my prayers are with you and your family. May you be free of pain and have some peace!!!! You are so very handsome in the wedding pictures! Nikki, you look incredible. Lots of prayers, Heather
Heather Schrader <hthrschrdr@yahoo.com>
Pekin, Il - Tuesday, October 4, 2005 4:21 PM CDT
Just a note to let you know we think about you all every day! Nikki, the new photos are gorgeous! What a good looking family you all are!

Zach, we are so bummed to hear that you're having pain and at the same time we are just so amazed at your courage and loving nature. You really are one of our most cherished friends.

Tell Gramma we said hi as well. She leaves us great messages on our website and it's always great to read them.

You're always in our hearts and in our prayers. We love you all!
Jen and Jacob

Jen and Jacob <jens_dreamcatcher@yahoo.com>
Staunton, VA - Monday, October 3, 2005 1:23 PM CDT
ZACHARY JUST TO LET YOU KNOW YOU ARE IN MY PRAYER. YOU ARE SO STRONG AND BRAVE MAY GOD'S ANGELS BE ALL AROUND YOU. AND ALSO YOUR MOMMY SHE IS IN MY HEART AND PRAYERS. GOD BLESS YOU AND FAMILY, HUGS DAISY PERALTA
DAISY PERALTA <dape427@aol.com>
NEW YORK, NY USA - Sunday, October 2, 2005 9:57 AM CDT
Nikki & Zach, I'm a former neighbor of Robin, Mike and Anthony and have kept updated on your journey through the link on Anthony's site. It amazes me the strength and determination both Zach and Anthony have. Keep smiling...you're definitely an inspiration to all of us!
Helen

Helen <cisco_n_me@hotmail.com>
Rapidan, MN USA - Friday, September 30, 2005 11:26 PM CDT
My heart is hurting for you. Zack is on my mind and in my heart and in prayers. Please know there are alot of people out here praying for him. I wish I could be there to hold your hand and give lots of hugs. God Bless you...
Susie Morris Trey's granny 4-ever <sweetdreams_in_oz@yahoo.com>
Dry Fork, Va - Friday, September 30, 2005 12:16 AM CDT
Hi there, it sounds like things are getting pretty rough now...I pray they wont be rough for long and Zach soon finds peace - on this earth or in the next, which ever God has planned. All things are in his hands. I pray for relief of suffering at least, Zach deserves that. Prayers upon prayers for you all at this difficult time XXX
Lisa
UK - Friday, September 30, 2005 10:04 AM CDT
Nikki- you are also amazing!! You are an awesome mother and I have learned soo much from you as well as Zach!! He is a very special young man with a heart of gold! He knows what love and life is all about!!!! My heart is with you always and so are my prayers! I love you - hang in there -
I am always here if you need ANYTHING! Love, Aunt Mary Ann

MaryAnn <maryann61554@yahoo.com>
- Friday, September 30, 2005 9:40 AM CDT
Zach...you are amazing! My continued thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. You are not alone as you journey down this path. We check daily for your progress and want only the best for you. When it's a bad day, we have a heavy heart along with you. And when it's a good day, we celebrate along with you. Stay strong...

Heather Wilds <wilds6@cox.net>
Newport News, VA - Wednesday, September 28, 2005 6:58 AM CDT
Zach, my heart aches as I sit here and read what you have to go through. You are such an inspiration to a lot of people including me!!! Some day you will get that miracle. You have to with so so many people praying for you; just hang in there and keep up the great attitude that you have. I'm so glad to hear that you still go to school even if it's only for a few hours every few days or so. I'm praying for you. Love, Heather
Heather Schrader <hthrschrdr@yahoo.com>
Pekin, Il USA - Tuesday, September 27, 2005 5:55 PM CDT
Just wanted to let you know that you are still in my prayers for your miracle Zachary! You are amazing and wonderful and I truly feel blessed to know you even though only through your mom's updates! Take good care of yourself and keep smiling and blowing mom kisses!!!
Angel Michaela's Mom Kim~ http://www.caringbridge.org/pa/michaelaann <akakaysmom@comcast.net>
Lancaster, PA USA - Tuesday, September 27, 2005 8:17 AM CDT
I check on Zach all the time. "Let not your heart be troubled..."

GOD IS ABLE!


Lisa <loumicsmom@comcast.net>
Dallas, TX USA - Monday, September 26, 2005 6:59 PM CDT
Hoping and praying that everything is okay with Zach.
Praying for a miracle.

gretchen <gsknuffke@msn.com>
- Monday, September 26, 2005 5:36 PM CDT
Nikki and Zach, Just want you to know that we have been thinking of you all and keeping you in our prayers. Lots of Love, Gary, Tammy, Justin and Jake
Tammy Schoenfeldt <gtschoenfeldt@aol.com>
Warner Robins, GA - Sunday, September 25, 2005 8:28 PM CDT
Zach and Nikki!
It has been a while since I have been on this computer... I am sorry to hear Zach is not doing as well as he was... You guys are always in my daily thoughts and prayers... I think about you every day and wonder how you are all holding up... If you ever need anything or Zach just wants someone to hang out with or talk to let me know... It stinks to be in pain all the time... I understand.
God Bless
Alyssa Lewellen, fellow patient at the Children's Hospital of Illinois
www.thestatus.com
ID: Lewellen
password: beauty-kansas

Alyssa Lewellen <Aballerina5678@sbcglobal.net>
E. Peoria, IL USA - Sunday, September 25, 2005 11:02 AM CDT
I Love all of you !!! You are always in my prayers!
Love, Aunt Mary Ann

Mary Ann <maryann61554@yahoo.com>
- Friday, September 23, 2005 8:41 AM CDT
Hi guys. We think about you every day and pray for you. I was reading over the journal entries and I so agree with the person who said that Nikki, it is truly an inspiration that you have always focused on the miracle that Zach is instead of the heartbreak. You both have touched so many lives. I just wish it hadn't been because of cancer.

Zach, I am AMAZED by you. But then, why should I be? You are so totally AWESOME! We love you so much. Jacob really loves you too.

The times we spent with you, your mom and Gramma were some of the best times we had at St. Jude. We were really just walled up inside ourselves until we met you all. You were so much fun and so open to having fun that it changed EVERYTHING for us. When you all went home, Jacob and I got our van from home and we went out and did stuff just about every night - like you all did! We even would do things with other families now and then - all because of YOUR example!!! So, you can see how your lives have been like pebbles in a pond - the ripple effect just keeps going and going.

We had so much fun with you and we miss you! Jillians, Indoor Putt Putt, Laser Quest, Target, eating out, and so much more! Remember when Jacob got sick at Jillians? Or how I had to hold onto Jacob in Laser Quest because he didn't have great balance but he wanted to do it with you? Zach, you were so sweet to give Jacob all of your points at Jillians. You got him hooked on that place! :) We had so many other fun times, and I have to say that nothing we've done since then has been as much fun for me - even Disney!

Hey, Zach and Nikki, let me know if Zach likes his PSP. Jacob wants one and I don't know much about them. I know he would love some input from his good buddy (especially if it helps convince mom to get one!). He isn't into emailing or typing a lot, but he tells me to say hi, how are you doing?, I miss you. Short and sweet, just like him, eh? He really bonded with you!

Zach, you are very brave. Someone told me recently that bravery isn't the lack of fear. It's facing the fear and doing what you have to anyway. That takes a lot of courage, and that is you!

Nikki, I love you and am here for you if you need to talk or need anything.

I continue to pray for a miracle and for comfort and relief from the pain, and I ask for prayer on Jacob's website every time I post there. So I know people all over the place are praying for you!

We love you!
Jen and Jacob

www.caringbridge.com/va/jacob_bollinger
Staunton, VA - Thursday, September 22, 2005 6:36 PM CDT
Zach and family,
Today is a new day and I hope that it finds you feeling better. We pray for you everyday, for your life and for your comfort. I know you push yourself everyday Zach, what else would a SUPERHERO like yourself do!!! I know this is a hard fight and you will never give up fighting. To this I take my hat off. You are a special person to so many and I don't mean just family... Praying for all of you daily.

Barbara Richardson <roy12448@sbcglobal.net>
Canton, IL USA - Thursday, September 22, 2005 10:00 AM CDT
Zach,I pray God will take your pain away.Just remember God is right there with you. Just lean on him.
You have such a wonderful mom and she has a super wonderful son. I can tell you guys mean everything to each other.
God Bless you all! Sending lots of Love & Big Hugs

Susie Morris <sweetdreams_in_oz@yahoo.com>
Dry Fork, Va - Thursday, September 22, 2005 5:01 AM CDT
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Hailees just stopping in to say Hi... have an awesome week..
http://www.caringbridge.org/az/halee

melissa <angels4hailee@cox.net>
cavecreek, az usa - Wednesday, September 21, 2005 9:42 PM CDT
Zach, We continue to pray for you. We truely admire your courage and determination.
Shane and Kathy Gebhardt <gebhardt428@comcast.net>
Aurora, IL USA - Wednesday, September 21, 2005 7:16 PM CDT
Praying for God's great miracle
Kelly, Mike, Alexa & Payton <m.k.rusch@juno.com>
Mapleon, IL - Wednesday, September 21, 2005 5:57 PM CDT
Hey there guys!!!! I am sooooo sick to here of Zach's pain and trust me Nikki I know all to well your pain. Aaron was just as strong willed as Zach I am sure GOD is hearing your plea and he has a MIRACLE all of his own in mind. Just keep your eye on the prize Zach's Miracle!!!! Just know you always have a shoulder to lean on and a friend in me. I really want to come see yall but with work it has been hard but you better believe I am coming over soon VERY SOON!!!!
Love Yall LOTS, Marilyn Mommy to Our LiL Superhero Forever Aaron <stjudemomma74@aol.com>
Peoria, IL USA - Tuesday, September 20, 2005 9:15 PM CDT
Hi! I dont know if you remember me but I met you at the Race. I am a friend of Marilyn's. I just wanted to let you know that you are all in my thoughts and prayers all the time. I cant imagine the pain and hurt you must feel. Please know that there are a lot of people praying for that miracle.
Stephanie Grierson <Steph228@aol.com>
Peoria, IL USA - Tuesday, September 20, 2005 8:30 PM CDT
Smile and hold each other tight....you are in our thoughts and prayers throughout the day. Praying for a miracle,
Heather Wilds <wilds6@cox.net>
Newport News, VA - Tuesday, September 20, 2005 4:17 PM CDT
BELIEVING WITH YOU FOR ZACH'S MIRACLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

love,
Katie and SuperMatthew Lozada (friends of Chassity)

Katie Lozada
Matthew's Page <katielozada@adelphia.net>
Spotsylvania, Va - Tuesday, September 20, 2005 1:39 PM CDT
I pray you find the strength to go through what ever the Lord has planned for you. Miracles come in many guises and I believe the way you are all coping is a miracle in itself. Live and love each day sweet Zach - you 're an inspiration even to those of us that do not know you.XXX
Lisa Burt
Isle of Wight, UK - Tuesday, September 20, 2005 1:20 PM CDT
Zach and Family,
You do not know me but my son Alec is a classmate of your cousin Anthony Ford's and I have read your site on different occassions. I have been touched by your Mom's love and devotion to help you through this journey that God has chosen for your family. My thoughts and prayers go out to all of you. P.S. You and Anthony have two of the best smiles in the world! Jan Karels

Jan Karels <jgkarels@cgintl.com>
Mankato, MN Blue Earth - Tuesday, September 20, 2005 12:28 AM CDT
Zach and Family,
Have a fun day at the pumpkin patch! The strength that your family has inspires me. Have a nice weekend together!
Molly

Molly Hauge
Mankato, MN 56001 - Saturday, September 17, 2005 1:46 PM CDT
Thinking of you and praying for all of you. Stay strong.
Heather Wilds <wilds6@cox.net>
Newport News, VA USA - Saturday, September 17, 2005 9:55 AM CDT
my heart just cries for you and your family... i undersand wanting a healthy normal child who can do what ever with out stoping to think or being told no..
i hope you find some peace knowing that you are an awesome mom to him.. and he is very lucky
http://www.caringbridge.org/az/hailee

melissa <angels4hailee@cox.net>
cavecreek, az usa - Wednesday, September 14, 2005 10:32 PM CDT
Nikki & family -
I'm so sorry for the pain (emotional & physical) that you all are feeling. Your precious boys IS strong. Not many could endure what he has. You are in my prayers. All my very best.

Lisa <loumicsmom@comcast.net>
Dallas, TX USA - Wednesday, September 14, 2005 5:11 PM CDT
My heart aches for you as you walk this terrible road paved by cancer.. Rest assured you are a wonderful mom and very wise as well. I have always been touched by your gratitude for the miracle that Zach is, rather than the heartbreak that cancer brought. It's hard to do that. I know too well. Stay strong and take gentle care of yourself...
Angel Michaela's Mom ~ http://www.caringbridge.org/pa/michaelaann <akakaysmom@comcast.net>
Lancaster, PA USA - Wednesday, September 14, 2005 2:47 PM CDT
Nikki,
I am praying for you. I know this is some of the most difficult times a parent can face. Hold Zach tight to your heart every chance you get. You have apparently done everything you can humanly do and keeping that in mind will help you.

Alice Larkin <starsnrose@yahoo.com>
Dallas, TX USA - Wednesday, September 14, 2005 2:37 PM CDT
Thinking of you and praying for your strength and for the pain to simply go away. Zach -- you are amazing!
Heather <wilds6@cox.net>
Newport News, VA - Wednesday, September 14, 2005 11:39 AM CDT
Nikki,
You are so strong and please know that you are and have been doing everything that is possible to help your son. I have known of your struggle with Zach's illness now for many years. After all you know we are family... Sometimes I ask myself how you have the strength to do all that you have to do. I know that the answer to that question is your faith in GOD. He is watching over Zach and your family every minute of everyday. Zach is and will always be a gift to you from our Lord GOD. Nikki I know this is so hard for you to watch your son Zach be so ill. Just know that you have done everything RIGHT!! We are thinking about all of you and praying for Zach to be pain free, and also Nikki for you and all of your family.
Always, Barbara and Roy

Barbara Richardson <roy12448@sbcglobal.net>
Canton, IL USA - Wednesday, September 14, 2005 9:09 AM CDT
I just wanted to let you know that I am thinking about you and your family.

I hope tomorrow is a better day.


Kimberly & Angel Emerald <emislema@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, September 13, 2005 9:13 PM CDT
Zach (The Teen Wonder) I too believe in miracles. Fight, Fight, Fight. You will be strong in my prayers.
Tanya Connolly-Walsh <tanyawalsh@bellsouth.net>
Alpharetta, GA USA - Tuesday, September 13, 2005 4:26 PM CDT
Praying that you get the pain under control.
Kelli and Dawson DeCap www2.caringbridge.org/il/dawson <decap@theinter.com>
Geneseo, Il US - Tuesday, September 13, 2005 1:01 PM CDT
Thinking and praying for you all.

Love,
Terri & Auggie Mead www.caringbridge.org/ut/mead.auggie

Terri Mead <dreambear_2@yahoo.com>
Taylorsville, UT USA - Tuesday, September 13, 2005 12:05 AM CDT
Praying, praying, praying, that you find pain control and strength and peace for you and Zach....
Angel Michaela's Mom ~ http://www.caringbridge.org/pa/michaelaann <akakaysmom@comcast.net>
Lancaster, PA USA - Tuesday, September 13, 2005 11:22 AM CDT
Hi Zachary, Just wanted you to know that you are in my daily prayers. My daughter Anna (20) has the same disease as you do.(we live in Illinois too) She is in college and hates to have to tell people that she has NB. What a terrible thing to live with. She has it in her legs and hips, she is on experimental chemo, so far keeping it from spreading. We keep praying for a miracle for all you warriors. I check on you daily. Congrats that you have such a nice new Dad and of course you already know that your mom totally rocks and loves you to pieces. God's blessings on you as you continue to fight. I'm so sorry for your pain. Lots of love from The O'Connors (annabanana.org)
Laura O'Connor <Blakjk6@msn.com>
wheaton, IL USA - Tuesday, September 13, 2005 8:43 AM CDT
We're praying for you here in New York. Zachary is such a strong young man and an amazing warrior! After all he's been through, to still have the will to get up and try to go to school is nothing short of amazing. I pray that he has some peace and comfort, and that the pain can be brought under control. Of course, I always pray for a cure!
Aimee, Mom to Kendall and Zachary, www.caringbridge.com/ny/kendall <aimee1@optonline.net>
Long Island, NY - Tuesday, September 13, 2005 0:12 AM CDT
Saying lots of prayers for you...

http://www.caringbridge.org/az/hailee

melissa <angels4hailee@cox.net>
cavecreek, az usa - Monday, September 12, 2005 10:32 PM CDT
Thinking of you all
Love Colleen - Kaitlyn's mum

www.caringbridge.org/ne/kaitlyn

Colleen <ozi_gal@hotmail.com>
Beverley, WA Australia - Monday, September 12, 2005 9:35 PM CDT
Zach and Family-
I pray for you every day! You are so strong and inspiring! Keep strong.

Molly Hauge
Mankato, MN 56001 - Monday, September 12, 2005 8:21 PM CDT
Zach and family,
Just talked to your Aunt Mandi, she tells me that you are not feeling to well. I hope you get to feeling better real soon. You are in our thoughts and prayers daily. You all take care.

Barbara and Roy Richardson <roy12448@sbcglobal.net>
Canton, IL USA - Monday, September 12, 2005 12:08 AM CDT
hello.
My boyfriend is a Neuroblastoma survivor!You are a stong and my gosh a handsome young man! my lil sister thinks you are aswell!! ;) you are forever in my prayers! be good! xx victoria (Tor) xx

Victoria Clelland <Thaila82@hotmail.com>
Cardiff, Wales (UK) - Monday, September 12, 2005 10:43 AM CDT
Not a night goes by that our family does not pray for continued strength, peace and comfort for Zach and all of his family. We are in awe of all of you!

P.s. Kylee, Alexa is so happy that you are playing volleyball with her.

Mike, Kelly, Alexa & Payton Rusch (from Good Shepherd) <m.k.rusch@juno.com>
Mapleton, IL - Monday, September 12, 2005 8:29 AM CDT
Zach,
Just wanted to stop by and thank you for being you!!! You are sooooo strong and brave. I know first hand how hard it is to be down but some days buddy you need REST!!!! You long so bad to feel "normal" but Zach you have a "normal" all of your own one that NO ONE else could have!!!! Just remember you have sooooo many people here to love and care for your Mom and Sister. I LOVE you guys sooooo much and am here for ALL of you ALWAYS!!!!

Nikki,
Girl it was GREAT talking to you today I only wish and pray it was under different circumstances!!!! Zach and Aaron two peas in a pod HUH!!! Don't ever think I am to busy for you I am always here for you even though sometimes its hard for me to listen(me being a jabber box and all) I am here. I just wish I could take away ALL your pain and heartache. I thank you for being my ear too it is great to talk about all Aaron's happy days here on earth. Thanks for being you!!!!


Love Always, Marilyn Mommy to Our LiL Superhero Forever Aaron <www.caringbridge.org/il/aarondhunter or stjudemomma74@aol.com>
Peoria, IL USA - Sunday, September 11, 2005 6:18 PM CDT
ZACHARY STAY STRONG GOD IS WITH YOU MAY ALL HIS ANGELS BE ALL AROUND YOU AND YOUR LOVELY FAMILY YOU ARE ALWAYS IN MY HEART AND PRAYERS LOVE DAISY
DAISY PERALTA <dape427@aol.com>
NEW YORK , NY USA - Sunday, September 11, 2005 2:38 PM CDT
Hang in there Zach!!! You are in my prayers!! It's great seeing you at school!
Kaitlyn Gudzinskas <Kaitlyngud@yahoo.com>
Pekin, IL U.S. - Sunday, September 11, 2005 12:47 AM CDT
Zach,
I just wanted you to know that I have been checking on you everyday for about 8 months. You are so awesome. I am so in awe of your strength and determination. Keep fighting~you have so many people praying for you. God bless you!

gretchen <gsknuffke@msn.com>
- Sunday, September 11, 2005 0:06 AM CDT
Hey Zach! It's been good to have you at school. It's always good to see you anyways! I'll probably see you at the Marigold Festival.
See ya soon,
Kris

Kris Vaupel <whitetail518@yahoo.com>
Pekin, IL United States - Friday, September 9, 2005 5:24 PM CDT
Wow! Nikki, you are beautiful! And those two handsome guys by your side! :) I am so happy for you!!!! God is answering prayers, and we keep on praying. We love you all so much!
Jen

www.caringbridge.org/va/jacob_bollinger <jens_dreamcatcher@yahoo.com>
Staunton, VA - Friday, September 9, 2005 7:23 AM CDT
It is wonderful to see how happy you all were on that special day. Everyone looked great!!! Wish we could have been there to celebrate with you. When we come back to Illinois we would love to see all the pictures. Thank you for sharing with us all. Zach, Justin is getting excited about deer season starting up. I showed him your picture. Wow! Hope to see you all soon, Love, Gary, Tammy, Justin and Jake
Tammy Schoenfeldt <gtschoenfeldt@aol.com>
Warner Robins, GA - Wednesday, September 7, 2005 8:22 PM CDT
Hey Zach, Just checking in to see how you are getting along. We were happy to see that you were getting to go to school. I am sure that you enjoy seeing your friends. Remind your mom to put a picture of the wedding on for us all to see. We want to see how handsome and beautiful everyone looked. Take care, Love, Tammy
Tammy Schoenfeldt <gtschoenfeldt@aol.com>
Warner Robins, GA - Wednesday, September 7, 2005 4:11 PM CDT
Hi! Just wanted you to know how often you are in our thoughts! I hope things are going well! God bless you! Sheila
Sheila Allen <Sheila.Allen@sci-us.com>
Glasford, Illinois USA - Wednesday, September 7, 2005 9:51 AM CDT
Hello Zachary I heard you just look so handson in your tux wow that is so good. May THE LORD JESUS BLESS YOU AND KEEP YOU REALLY CLOSE TO HIM AND MAY HE SEND HIS ANGELS TO BE WITH YOU AND YOUR LOVELY MOMMY AND FAMILY HOPE TO SEE YOUR PICTURE SOON IN YOUR TUX. HUGS AND PRAYERS DAISY PERALTA NY
DAISY PERALTA <dape427@aol.com>
NEW YORK , NY USA - Tuesday, September 6, 2005 9:42 AM CDT
Hi Zach! I haven't written in a while. Congrat's on becoming a teenager. Nikki congrat's on the wedding. You all deserve some good in your life!!! Just wanted to let you know I'm still praying for you all.
Heather Schrader <hthrschrdr@yahoo.com>
Pekin, Il usa - Friday, September 2, 2005 5:44 PM CDT
HI ZACH HOPE YOU ARE FEELING BETTER TODAY MAY GOD BLESS YOU AND YOUR MOMMY AND SISTER ALSO TO LET YOU KNOW HOW HAPPY I AM THAT YOUR MOMMY FOUND A MAN THAT LOVES HER AND LOVES HER CHILDREN. CONGRATULATIONS ON YOUR MOMMYS WEDDING
DAISY PERALTA <dape427@aol.com>
NEW YORK , NY USA - Thursday, September 1, 2005 3:17 PM CDT
Hi Zach! I am so happy to hear you are in school with your friends! God bless you, buddy! Congratulations to you, Nikki, on your marriage! I am looking forward to seeing photos! Praying for you! Sheila Allen
Sheila Allen <Sheila.Allen@sci-us.com>
Glasford, Illinois USA - Thursday, September 1, 2005 12:26 AM CDT
Hey Zachary, It's you know who. I had a great time this weekend with you and Kylee. You both are a real joy. Of course, you always make us laugh. I don't think I've ever seen a more handsome guy in a tux. Wow!!! Grandpa was quite the man too. Let me know when you want to beat me at Scrabble again. You are getting really good at the game. Hope you are having a great week at school too. Kisses and lots of Hugs Your favorite gramma
Gramma <www.Agrammaof7@aol>
- Wednesday, August 31, 2005 8:31 AM CDT
Hey guys!! We heard that the wedding was beautiful. Congratulations to all of you. We are all so happy for you. Can't wait to see some pictures. With Love, Tammy
Tammy Schoenfeldt <gtschoenfeldt@aol.com>
Warn, GA - Monday, August 29, 2005 1:48 PM CDT
Zach and Family,
First of all Nikki, Congrats to you and John. We are so happy for all of you. Hope your life together as man and wife is all that you ever dreamed of and will be fullfilling for all of you. So Zach you are back in school, Thats great!!! They do not call you a super hero for nothing. I'm impressed with all the strength that you have, you are probably the strongest person I know. I admire you Zach and you have taught all of us about strength. You are a great kid, how lucky your family is to have you. Nikki, let us see photos of zach and yourself comming down to the alter. You are all in our thoughts and prayers daily.
Always,
Barbara & Roy

Barbara Richardson <roy12448@sbcglobal.net>
Canton, IL USA - Monday, August 29, 2005 12:25 AM CDT
Hi Zach!
You're 1 strong kid! Going to school despite everything. Praying for you!

Joanne’s Corner
~Simply Joanne~

Bridge of Dreams

With love,
Joanne and the Dream Team
~Bridge of Dreams ~

Joanne <joanne173@gmail.com>
- Monday, August 29, 2005 9:08 AM CDT
John, Nikki, Zach, and Kylee,
We are thinking of you all today. Have a beautiful day together. Enjoy every minute. Can't wait to see some pictures. Praying for you all. Love, Tammy

Tammy Schoenfeldt <gtschoenfeldt@aol.com>
Warner Robins, GA - Saturday, August 27, 2005 9:28 AM CDT
Nikki: I pray that tomorrow starts out with sunshine. Please put pictures on your site of Zach walking you down the aisle. The Lord is blessing you and your family and will continue to do so. Happy Wedding!!!!
Cheryl Renner <rennerg7@AOL.com>
N. Huntingdon, PA - Friday, August 26, 2005 6:55 PM CDT
Zach and Family, My thoughts and prayers are with you. Zach you are very brave. Nikki, I cannot imagine what this is like for you, however you have shown so much grace and strenghth. Please know that even though we have never met that your daily in my thoughts and prayers. How merciful is our God that he would put someone so special in your lives at this time! Happy Wedding! What a beautiful memory for Zach to give away his mom! God's Blessings to you!
Tammy <Tammy.Hoggatt@sbcglobal.net>
Champaign, IL USA - Friday, August 26, 2005 2:17 PM CDT
Nikki, your message brought tears to my eyes. I'm just a lurker, you don't know me, but I'm praying for you all. Zach is such a trooper -- what a kid! And what a wonderful story! I'm wishing you, John, Zach and Kaylee a LIFETIME full of happiness and love. My husband's natural father was killed in a car accident when my mother-in-law was pregnant with my husband, so he never knew him. The only father he's ever known, married her when I think my husband was 5 and his brother was 7. She always said she didn't know if he married her for her, or for the boys -- he loved them so. And he's a wonderful guy -- 40 years later they are still going strong! I know your lives will be truly enriched in the next phase. God bless you all. Happy wedding! Nancy Scott
Nancy Scott <nancy.a.scott@wellsfargo.com>
Bloomington, MN - Friday, August 26, 2005 12:02 AM CDT
I am going to short out this keyboard with my tears! Your journal today was so awesome, just like our Father in Heaven. You truly are blessed and I wish happiness for you going forward. Zach is an amazing child!!! Way to go buddy!
Alice Larkin <starsnrose@yahoo.com>
Dallas, TX USA - Friday, August 26, 2005 10:25 AM CDT
Zach, you are amazing! It is so cool that you went to school. I can imagine your whole class & school were so excited to see you there!
Nikki, you too are amazing! I pray the very best for you! What a wonderful story about John! I am so happy for you, Zach & Kylee. You certainly deserve this happiness. We love you!
Aunt Sheri

Sheri Krohe <skrohe@hrva.com>
p, - Friday, August 26, 2005 8:48 AM CDT
Hey Zach. Just wanted to let you know it's good to see you in school. We hope you feel better. Well hope to see you in school

Hollie and Sarah

Sarah Hillig <emaileeyore@insightbb.com>
Pekin, IL United States - Friday, August 26, 2005 6:40 AM CDT
I have followed your website for a while, but don't think I have every signed the guestbook! I am so happy about your upcoming wedding and glad Zach is doing good! Congrats on finding a good man! I am a single mother still looking for that Mr. Right! Glad to hear that it does happen!
Stacey <slmpckins@comcast.net>
Tumwater, WA - Friday, August 26, 2005 1:03 AM CDT
How awesomely blessed...
Lisa <loumicsmom@comcast.net>
Dallas, TX USA - Thursday, August 25, 2005 10:21 PM CDT
ZACH I AM SO HAPPY THAT YOU STARTED SCHOOL WOW THAT IS GREAT. MAY GOD CONTINUE BLESSING YOU AND MAY HE GIVE YOU ALL THE DESIRE OF YOUR HEART. GOD IS GOOD ALL THE TIME AND HE LOVES US AND HE ANSWER OUR PRAYERS MY BEST WISHES ON YOUR MOMMYS WEDDING I AM SO GLAD THAT YOU ARE FEELING BETTER. THE LORD KNOWS THAT YOUR MOMMY NEEDS YOU RIGHT BY HER SIDE. MY LOVE AND MY PRAYERS LOVE DAISY PERALTA NY
DAISY <dape427@aol.com>
NEW YORK , NY USA - Thursday, August 25, 2005 8:13 PM CDT
We will be there in heart and spirit as you all join together as a new family. Nikki, I know you will be glowing with beauty! Zach, you are one of the most awesome people I have ever known. We love you all!

Jen and Jacob, Keith and Angel

www.caringbridge.com/va/jacob_bollinger <jens_dreamcatcher@yahoo.com>
Staunton, VA - Thursday, August 25, 2005 7:38 PM CDT
Best wishes for you all. I have only been married 1 year this past July. It's been awesome. It's a wonderful feeling you get when you walk down the isle. Especially having Zach there with you. He is a very strong boy with alot of potential in life. God is looking out for him. If you ever need anything at all please contact me....Best of luck for all of yall.
Crystal <rickezgirl@aol.com>
Lexington, VA USA - Wednesday, August 24, 2005 8:21 PM CDT
Zach,

You and your entire family are in my prayers EVERYDAY, sweetheart. God bless you!

Rusty, Michelle, Tyler and Camden Brown <Brown_Michelle_L@cat.com>
Manito, IL - Wednesday, August 24, 2005 7:47 AM CDT
Zach and Nikki, We will be praying for you all to have a beautiful day on Saturday. Post those pictures for us. We are sorry that we have to miss. In love and prayers, Gary, Tammy, Justin and Jake
Tammy Schoenfeldt <gtschoenfeldt@aol.com>
Warner Robins, GA - Wednesday, August 24, 2005 7:10 AM CDT
Nikki, Zach, and family, I am SOOOO happy for you about the upcoming wedding and how good Zach is doing! God is answering prayers.

Your message about Jacob on the site meant so much to me. Even when you have so much going on, you are thinking of and caring for others. Just one more way that shows what a truly amazing person you are. (We know where Zach gets it from!)

Can I put Zach's website on Jacob's page? I would love to, but want to be sure it's okay by you.

We love you guys and miss you! Keep going strong, Zach!

Love always,
Jen, Jacob, Keith, Angel

www.caringbridge.com/va/jacob_bollinger <jens_dreamcatcher@yahoo.com>
Staunton, VA - Monday, August 22, 2005 10:17 PM CDT
Zach is in our nightly prayers. He is such an inspiration.
Mike, Kelly, Alexa & Payton Rusch (Good Shepherd School) <m.k.rusch@juno.com>
Mapleton, IL - Sunday, August 21, 2005 9:41 PM CDT
Zach...
I am thinking and praying for you ALWAYS! I hope you are feeling well and things are going okay!!
God Bless,
Alyssa, fellow patient at The Children's Hospital of Illinois
www.thestatus.com
ID: lewellen
password: beauty-kansas

Alyssa Lewellen <Aballerina5678@sbcglobal.net>
E. Peoria, IL USA - Saturday, August 20, 2005 12:27 AM CDT
Hi Zach - I am just checking in on your website. I am thinking positive thoughts & prayers for you. You are soo tough - hang in there. Sending hugs & smiles.

Angie Hendrickson
http://www2.caringbridge.org/mi/ashleigh/

Angie Hendrickson <Angie_Hendrickson@alitcor.com>
Grand Rapids , MI USA - Friday, August 19, 2005 8:51 AM CDT
Hi guys! Just a note to let you know we're thinking of you every day! We love you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Jen and Jacob (www.caringbridge.com/va/jacob_bollinger) <jens_dreamcatcher@yahoo.com>
VA - Thursday, August 18, 2005 8:44 PM CDT
Hi! It was soo good to see your mom on Sunday!! I am still praying for you! I went to cartville this week and rode a go cart for the first time since I was a kid! I was eating everyone else's dirt! Hope you are having fun on your go cart! God Bless!!
Jenny Otte <yippiehoo@seehearworks.com>
East Peoria, IL - Thursday, August 18, 2005 1:33 PM CDT
Sending a Tinkerbell kiss your way,




Love Viks




viks <viks@postpals.co.uk>
- Tuesday, August 16, 2005 10:42 PM CDT
Hi Zach, Are you ready for school to start? I am ready! We are going to get some pictures back from the st. jude run, we will brng you some copies bye. Did you have at the st. jude run i know i did. My dad is going to run next year and so am I so you will have to sign our shirts again okay. I will talk to you later Bye.
Kayla Meints <meints5@msn.com>
pekin, il U.S.A. - Tuesday, August 16, 2005 10:14 PM CDT
Hey Zach, Just checking in on you. I am sure that you are all getting excited about your mom's big day. We will pray that you feel well on that special day as we do everyday for you. Justin and Jake started back to school on Aug. 5th. TOO EARLY!! Wish we could be there with you all to celebrate. We will be thinking of you all day. Take care Zach. With Love and Prayers. Tammy
Tammy Schoenfeldt <gtschoenfeldt@aol.com>
Warner Robins, GA - Monday, August 15, 2005 6:01 PM CDT
Zach and Family,
Hey SUPER HERO how you doing today??? Hope you and all of the family are doing good. So your getting ready to go back to school??? There sure is alot of cool stuff out there for you school kids now days. It was all kind of boring in our days of school we all had pretty much the same thing. Thats great you have so much to pick from!!! We are thinking of you Zach and praying for you daily. Try to keep up your strength and keep that pain in check. Have fun on that go cart and be careful.
Barbara and Roy Richardson

Barbara Richardson <roy12448@sbcglobal.net>
Canton, IL USA - Monday, August 15, 2005 1:15 PM CDT
Hey zach and family

I am so excited for you and the impending wedding, and zach i wish I had a go-cart, sounds like so much fun!! I want you to know that you are always in my prayers, even if I do not always sign the guestbook when I visit.

Michelle Russell
cleveland, oh usa - Monday, August 15, 2005 11:40 AM CDT
hey zach! i hope you are having fun on your go-cart! you are always in my thoughts and prayers! hang in there!
jenny miller <jennymiller92@hotmail.com>
manito, ill U.S - Saturday, August 13, 2005 11:35 AM CDT
Hey Zach! We just thought we'd say "hi" and wish that you're feeling good. We keep you in our prayers always. ;) Hope you're having lots of fun on the go-cart of yours.
Ale and Hollie

Alejandra Jones and Hollie LandiVittori
North Pekin, IL - Saturday, August 13, 2005 11:18 AM CDT
Just checking in, seeing how things are today. Glad you got to keep the same nurse...that's wonderful. Sending love, positive energy and tons of prayers from WAY TOO SUNNY...California.
caringbridge/ca/hayli

Sandra Lackey <mom5150@mac.com>
Modesto, ca - Friday, August 12, 2005 9:27 AM CDT
Hey Zach you hang in there just wnted to let you know I raised $1860 total for St.Jude, talk to ya later
(People Are Great aren't they)

Craig <meints5@msn.com>
Pekin, il usa - Friday, August 12, 2005 3:21 AM CDT
Just checking in on Zach... Hang in there TOUGH GUY!!
PBL <strawnv@bellsouth.net>
Memphis, TN USA - Thursday, August 11, 2005 2:26 PM CDT
Zach and Family,
Just checking in on all of you. Hope you are feeling good today Zach. You really need to stay on your medication to keep you comfortable, if you don't you will have no bridge over the pain. I know you don't like being hooked up to it all the time but you know what it's like without it. Just remember when you are in bad bad bad pain your whole family is in pain with you. I know you are a SUPER HERO and very strong but remember they have pain too. Aunt Mandi and Uncle Don stopped by last night for alittle while and they keep us informed about you as always.. You are such a luckey young man to have so many people that love you and care about you. I know that we are just a couple that pray for you and your well being daily. Hey, you been on that go cart lately??? Praying as always...and for all of your family.
Barbara and Roy

Barbara Richardson <roy12448@sbcglobal.net>
Canton, IL USA - Thursday, August 11, 2005 1:11 PM CDT
Praying daily for you and your family! Now You will have to let that nurse know she is in for the LOOOONG haul because Zach has other plans and dying is not one of them!

Make it a GREAT day!

Wendy
Duncanville, Tx USA - Wednesday, August 10, 2005 4:42 PM CDT
sending you prayers from California....
Sandra Lackey <mom5150@mac.com>
Modesto, ca - Wednesday, August 10, 2005 12:17 AM CDT
Nikki and Zach, I am just in awe of both of you! I hope you can see how your faith has strengthened the faith of others! Kristopher is lucky to have such a friend! Its hard to believe that our guys are 8th graders! Keeping Zach and your family in our prayers daily!!!
Mary Ann Vaupel
Pekin, IL USA - Wednesday, August 10, 2005 10:31 AM CDT
Nikki and Zach,
It is so true that with God ALL things are possible! God is truely a wonderful God and will help you get through any situation if you let him. We pray for you every day and we always check on you. We love you guys so much! Keep up the faith and stay strong!! Love and hugs from Minnesota.

Robin Ford <mrford@hickorytech.net>
Mankato, MN USA - Wednesday, August 10, 2005 9:22 AM CDT
Hi Zach and Nikki,
I'm a friend of Chass and have been checking on you guys for a while but never signed the guestbook. Wow, what amazing faith Zach has. God is still doing miracles, and Zach is going to be one of them, in Jesus name. What an inspiration!!!!! If God can part the sea, chage water to wine, awaken the dead, then why not heal Zach.!!!!! Youre right he is a mighty man of God with lots of work to do in the future. Praying for you everyday for complete healing and restoration.
Love,
Katie Lozada

Katie Lozada Matthew's Page <katielozada@adelphia.net>
Spotsylvania, va - Wednesday, August 10, 2005 6:37 AM CDT
Hey Zach I just wanted to tell you that you are a wonderful person.I had so much fun with you riding with us on Saturday.You have a very special family.Zach please eat and drink even when you dont want to.It will keep you strong and make everthing work better.When you want to, maybe we can ride your go cart and our 4-wheeler. Let me know when you get your metal detecter you will have alot of fun with it.Take it easy and give your mom and your little sister a big huge.Talk to you soon! Jackie and Family.
Jackie Creech <creech21@grics.net>
Pekin, IL United States - Tuesday, August 9, 2005 10:42 PM CDT
I am a faithful reader of Zach's site I never signed although I am praying for you all constantly. Remember when you are down to nothing GOD is up to something, and when thre is nothing left but GOD, that is when you find out that GOD is all you need!

Keep FROG ing!
{fully relying on GOD}

Wendy
Duncanville, Tx USA - Tuesday, August 9, 2005 5:34 PM CDT
Zach, Warrior of God! Strong and faithful! You are a leader of people with an incredible testimony. As an overcomer you are the best! I am praying for you Zach.
Alice Larkin <starsnrose@yahoo.com>
Dallas, TX USA - Tuesday, August 9, 2005 3:15 PM CDT
Hi Zach, I saw how much you loved Disney in both Florida and California. My husband and I are going to Florida tomorrow and I am going to try to send you a postcard from Key Largo or the Bahamas! I got your address from your mother's journal, so be looking for it. Your pictures of last weekend were great. Glad you had a good time!!!
Brenda McCarthy <bmccarth@idph.state.il.us>
Virginia, IL - Tuesday, August 9, 2005 2:33 PM CDT
Just checking in to say Hello! I love the pictures and the way Zach's lite shines through in each photo! I'm still praying for his miracle and won't stop! Blessings!

Kim Mease <knikdan@comcast.net>
Lancaster, PA USA - Monday, August 8, 2005 4:00 PM CDT
Zach, congrats on becoming an Official Teenager! As a 17-year-old Official Teenager myself, I welcome you into the fold, buddy! Woo-hoo!

I read about your birthday party last week, and it sounds like it was a total blast! And by the way, I agree - the top rows are the best in the movie theater, followed closely by the first row at the bottom. ;)

You sound like a really great kid, and I know that you'll kick this cancer's butt and win this fight! After all, you ARE a Superhero!!! :D

Jennie
New Orleans, LA USA - Sunday, August 7, 2005 11:58 PM CDT
Hi Zach...How are you holding up?! You are in my prayers and will always be a super hero in my eyes:)
Kaitlyn Gudzinskas <Kaitlyngud@yahoo.com>
Pekin, IL U.S. - Sunday, August 7, 2005 11:28 PM CDT
Hey Zach, just thought that I would check in on how your doing. To my amazement on your page, there was you holding the gifts that I sent to ya. I am so happy that you really loved them. In the paper I revieved it said you loved the Simpsons. Well, my father likes them as well. He is the one who picked out the game for ya. I am truely honored that you like them so much. I read that there are days when you don't feel so well to get up and get going anywhere. I thought that these would cheer you up when your feeling down, give ya something to do to keep ya busy for awhile. I know that your loving mom will play with ya and your sister. Well I will check back in on ya later. Feel free to email me at anytime. I would truely love hearing from yall. My email address is rickezgirl@aol.com or my other one is rickezgirl05@yahoo.com. I look forward to hearing from ya. Take care and you and your family will remain in my prayers. Take care...XOXO HUGGS XOXO
Crystal & Ricky Rentz <rickezgirl@aol.com>
Lexington, VA USA - Saturday, August 6, 2005 12:56 AM CDT
Nikki,
Your strength and love is such an inspiration to so many of us. No one else could have done 1/2 the job of being Zach's mom and advocate! Your love for your children is overwhelming. I won't pretend to even have a clue of how horrible what you are dealing with is- yet you do it with such grace, all for your Zach! I pray for Zach's healing and peace. I pray for him to wake up tomorrow and immediately notice that his body is healed, giving God the praise. I wish there was more I could do for you- but I can pray, so I do every day for Zach and your family. Hang in there. We are all here supporting you in prayer and for anything else you need us for.
Praying you feel God's loving peace tonight-
All the Mom's fighting for their kids

Tori's mom <wheatlane@yahoo.com>
- Friday, August 5, 2005 9:45 PM CDT
Hi Zack,
I have been following your website for months and wanted to just write and tell you that you are often in my prayers. I'm a friend of the Ford's in Minnesota and used to babysit Anthony when he was much smaller. You both are very courageous and I admire you! Have a good weekend. Hang in there!
Molly Hauge

Molly Hauge
Mankato, MN 56001 - Friday, August 5, 2005 4:51 PM CDT
Hey Zach,
Saw you on TV the other night.

Love & praying for you.
Jackie

Jackie Matheney <jackie@abelvault.com>
- Friday, August 5, 2005 3:36 PM CDT
Hi! Just wanted to let you know we love you!

Jen and Jacob

Jen and Jacob <jens_dreamcatcher@yahoo.com>
Staunton, VA - Friday, August 5, 2005 9:20 AM CDT
HELLO ZACH I AM SO HAPPY THAT YOU HAD A DATE WOW THATS EXCITING. I ALSO AM VERY HAPPY THAT YOUR BIRTHDAY CAME OUT SO LOVELY . WOW ZACH GOD LOVES YOU SO MUCH YOU ARE SO SPECIAL AND LUCKY TO HAVE A MOMMY & DADDY AND SISTER THAT ALL LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND MANY PEOPLE LOVE YOU EVEN THAT THEY ONLY KNOW YOU THOUGH THE WEBSITE. WELL BABY GOD BLESS YOU AND KEEP DOING GOOD AND REMEMBER JESUS LOVES YOU.







DAISY PERALTA <dape427@aol.com>
NEW YORK , NY USA - Thursday, August 4, 2005 11:13 AM CDT
Hello Zach and Family,
We hope you are having a good day today. Just looked at the pictures from your Birthday they are Great.. So you had a date!!! What fun for you. You looked great in the red car... Bet that did mom's heart some real good feelings. You are such a strong example to so many Zach. You are in our thoughts and prayers always.
Always,
Barbara and Roy

Barbara Richardson <roy12448@sbcglobal.net>
Canton, IL USA - Thursday, August 4, 2005 10:22 AM CDT
Zach
Our family is praying for you. We hope you had a wonderful birthday. It sure sounds like you did.

Sarah (Uncle Don's sister), Rich, Jacob, John and Garrett

Sarah Smolen <sarah.smolen@sbcglobal.net>
Plainfield, IL USA - Wednesday, August 3, 2005 8:12 PM CDT
Happy Birthday Zachary!
Jaime caringbridge.org/nj/jaimelynn <Jaime13042@aol.com>
nj usa - Wednesday, August 3, 2005 7:27 PM CDT
Hi Nikki -- I'm what you call a "lurker". I read your updates as often as I can, but we don't know each other. Your most recent update brought tears to my eyes. Zach and your family are in my prayers. Zach truly does have a miracle on earth, and that is in the form of his dear mother. From what I see in your updates, he's got the best. Hugs, Nancy Scott
Nancy Scott <nancy.a.scott@wellsfargo.com>
Bloomington, MN - Wednesday, August 3, 2005 2:23 PM CDT
Hey Zach,

Just wanted to say thanks for going to get ice cream with me!!! I had a good time and I hope that you did too. We are going to have to do it again sometime, so let me know where you want to go!!! Love, Cassie

Cassie Creech <Cj-Creech@wiu.edu>
Pekin, IL - Wednesday, August 3, 2005 12:45 AM CDT
Hey Zach,
I hope you have a HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! And who is this Cassie girl? What happened to Gabi?...Im so confused LOL!!! I check your site every single day, maybe even a few times, hehe! I love reading those good updates that you had fun or were feeling well. Your birthday party sounded like lots and lots of fun. I hope you got lots of good gifts. I was with my little freind Ryan on his 5th bday on Sunday and we met Destiny's Child...super nice girls!! Ry even showed them his tubbies (central line)! But being into music and all they were like "Whats THAT!!??" lol. We had a nice time. It sounded like that party wore you out though, Id be exhausted...ALL those people there to see you! Lucky boy! So how does it feel to be a teenager? Do you feel OLD yet??!! hehe! All my nurses and doc and freinds now about you...and often ask how you are doing. Of course docs are too busy to jump on line and see for their selves so I talk about you everyday! Your famous EVERYWHERE!! So, isnt that mom of yours' wedding coming up? I bet everyone is excited about that. I cant wait to see pictures. Shhh....but its because you are such a cutie!!! And all surrounded by girls!! I bet your guy freinds were jelous! hehe! Well, I will let you go and have some fun instead of sitting here reading what I have to type lol....enjoy your day!!
XOXO
Chass
PS-Tell mom and Kylee I say hi!! (and John)

chassity <xochassxo@aol.com>
the plains, va usa - Wednesday, August 3, 2005 11:35 AM CDT
Sure was great to hear you had a wonderful birthday party. Hope you had gotten everything you ever wanted. You should be recieving everything I sent to you today sometime. Happy Birthday again. Hope your feeling better.
Crystal Rentz <rickezgirl@aol.com>
Lexington, VA USA - Wednesday, August 3, 2005 10:59 AM CDT
Hey Zach,I am Suresh from India.I got the link from a friend.Belated Birthday wishes to you.Just wanted to let u know...somebody on the other side of the globe is praying for you:)
P.S Is there any leftover cake?Can i have some?:p Big fat hugs

Suresh
Manglore, Karnataka India - Wednesday, August 3, 2005 8:03 AM CDT
Zachary
Just wanted to wish you a belated happr birthday.Also to let you know that you are very much in my prayers.
Sending love hugs & prayers to you.
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The Prayer Bears <psturgill@bellsouth.net>
- Tuesday, August 2, 2005 4:01 PM CDT
Image hosted by Photobucket.com Bearthday Blessings!
The Prayer Bears

Hope you had a wonderful bearthday! Know we are praying for you all!
Bear Hugs,

Donna Boggs, Papa Bear’s Site <dboggs4newlife@yahoo.com>
Coeburn, Va - Tuesday, August 2, 2005 8:55 AM CDT
Happy Birthday Zach! How does it feel to be a teenager? Feel any different?

Prayer Bear Sander

Amanda David <LuvinNickyStokes@Yahoo.com>
Swartz Creek, Michigan U.S.A! - Tuesday, August 2, 2005 1:06 AM CDT
Hey--------Happy 13th Birthday Zach! Hope you had an awesome day!

Hollie LandiVittori
Pekin, IL - Monday, August 1, 2005 11:19 PM CDT
happy B-day zach hope you enjoy all your gifts! Save up your energy for sAT IT IS GOING TO BE GREAT ! SEE YA
Craig <meints5@msn.com>
Pekin, il. usa - Monday, August 1, 2005 11:04 PM CDT
Hey Zach: Boy are you getting old. Those teens years. Mom better watch you around the girls. Hope you had a great day and ate lots of cake and ice cream. You are in my prayers.
Cheryl Renner <rennerg7@AOL.com>
N. Huntingdon, PA - Monday, August 1, 2005 8:14 PM CDT
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU ZACH!!!!!!!!!!! LOTS OF LOVE FROM GEORGIA. Gary, Tammy, Justin and Jake
Tammy Schoenfeldt <gtschoenfeldt@aol.com>
Warner Robins, GA - Monday, August 1, 2005 7:35 PM CDT
Hi Zach! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!! We love you and hope your day is going great.
Love from Uncle Brian, Aunt Tomi, Ali and Chase
- Monday, August 1, 2005 5:40 PM CDT
Nikki, Happy Day to you too. I tease the kids that moms should be the ones celebrating birthdays since we did all that work!!! HA HA HA HA HA

You are always close in my thoughts and heart. I love you!

Jen

Jen <jens_dreamcatcher@yahoo.com>
Staunton, VA - Monday, August 1, 2005 4:02 PM CDT
HAPPY BIRTHDAY to a real SUPERHERO!!!! Wow, now you're a TEEN. We hope you have an AWESOME day!

Much love always,
Jen and Jacob

Jen and Jacob <jens_dreamcatcher@yahoo.com>
Staunton, VA - Monday, August 1, 2005 3:58 PM CDT
Happy Birthday Zach!
Sherri
RMH Memphis

Sherri Maxey <sherri@rmhmemphis.org>
Memphis, TN USA - Monday, August 1, 2005 3:23 PM CDT
Happy 13th Birthday Zach!! I can see from the Journal entry that you had a fantastic time celebrating your big day! With God's will, there will be many, many, many more!
Keep Smiling!!

Tom, Tammy, Kyle, Adam, Lindsey & Logan Ripp <ttkall86@yahoo.com>
Peoria, IL USA - Monday, August 1, 2005 1:37 PM CDT
Zach, Happy Birthday! Sorry we missed your party sounds like it was a blast. Katie and I are praying for you and thinking about you often.
God Bless Mrs. Mac and Katie

Mrs Mac and Katie <lilKmac92@yahoo.com>
Pekin, IL USA - Monday, August 1, 2005 12:59 AM CDT
Happy Birthday Zach!! I am glad you had fun at your party Saturday! Hang in there....You are always in my prayers!
Kaitlyn Gudzinskas <Kaitlyngud@yahoo.com>
Pekin, IL U.S. - Monday, August 1, 2005 12:44 AM CDT
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIDDO. HOPE ITS A GREAT ONE! YOUR IN MY HEART AND PRAYERS. KEEP UP THE GREAT WORK. NIKKI YOUR A STRONG WOMEN, YOUR DOING GREAT. ONCE AGAIN ZACH HAPPY 13TH BIRTHDAY. HOPE YOU GET ALL YOU EVER WANTED.
CRYSTAL & RICKY RENTZ <RICKEZGIRL@AOL.COM>
LEXINGTON, VA USA - Monday, August 1, 2005 12:41 AM CDT
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZACH!!!!! I hope your 13th Birthday party was super special. I am sending many prayers your way as I heard you were having a rough time. You will be in my thoughts and prayers! You sure are handsome!

Angie Hendrickson (Aunt to Ashleigh)
http://www2.caringbridge.org/mi/ashleigh/

Angie Hendrickson <Angie_Hendrickson@alticor.com>
Grand Rapids, Mi USA - Monday, August 1, 2005 12:14 AM CDT
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO A TEEN IDOL...SOUNDS LIKE YOU HAVE BEEN HAVING MUCH FUN CELEBRATING WITH FAMILY AND FRIENDS. OBVIOUSLY, GOD HAS MUCH IN STORE FOR YOU AND YOUR FAMILY. HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY AND MANY MORE TO FOLLOW.
DONNA WELLS - friend to Jacob and Jen <gwells@ntelos.net>
STAUNTON, VA - Monday, August 1, 2005 11:46 AM CDT
Hey Glad you had a GREAT Birthday!!
A Teenager---WOW!
All of you are always in our prayers.
Love Jackie

Jackie Matheney <jackie@abelvault.com>
- Monday, August 1, 2005 11:17 AM CDT
Wow, a teenager. Happy Birthday!!!!!
Brenda McCarthy <bmccarth@idph.state.il.us>
Virginia, IL 62691 - Monday, August 1, 2005 10:39 AM CDT
Happy Birthday Zach! I hope you had fun at your party saturday.Hang in there! You are in my thoughts and prayers!!!!!!
Jenny Miller <jennymiller92@hotmail.com>
Manito, ILL U.S - Monday, August 1, 2005 10:26 AM CDT
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZACH!!!!!!!!! I just gave you 13 hugs. I hope you felt them. You are officially a teenager. WOW!! Where did the time go? Sounds like you had an AWESOME time at your B-day party. I hope your day today is just as memorable. Enjoy!!!! Hugs and Prayers to you all, Rhonda
Rhonda Drysdale <RHO_DRY@msn.com>
Lake Crystal, MN - Monday, August 1, 2005 10:03 AM CDT
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!
Tanner asked me how old you are when I told him he goes "wow he's gonna be a dad soon" Funny how he thinks your really old. Of course I told him you had to finish college first.
I remeber when we all went to Splash Down. Tanner has never been. He is probally the same age that you were. Remember Becky went with us. We had so much fun.
Well Buddy. Have a great Birthday. I love you!

Amber <amber@abelvault.com>
- Monday, August 1, 2005 9:33 AM CDT
Nikki, I almost forgot but THANK YOU for being and AWESOME mom. You blessed me mightily the day Zachary was born and again when Kylee was born. I love you and pray for peace,joy,and love for all of you!!!! (that included you John) Love mom
MOM <www.Agrammaof7@aol>
- Monday, August 1, 2005 8:54 AM CDT
Zachary, HAPPY BIRTHDAY! You are my super hero and always will be. The feelings I have for you are indescribable. You changed my life the day you were born for the better. How exciting to be a gramma to the most fantastic boy on the planet! Not only are you strong but you have more courage than anyone I know. Keep on fighting super hero and God bless you always. Love your favorite gramma in the world!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! PS That was the most awesome birthday party ever. Grampa and I had sooooo much fun and enjoyed every minute of it. Just wish you would of felt like eating but at least you drank plenty. See ya later.xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxoooooooooooooooooooooooo
Gramma <www.Agrammaof7@aol>
- Monday, August 1, 2005 8:51 AM CDT
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!! We love you!
The Thomas team
www.ChristiThomas.com (Fighting NBIV since 9/2002)

Christi Crew <Email@ChristiThomas.com >
Tiffin, OH - Monday, August 1, 2005 7:16 AM CDT
HAPPY 13TH BIRTHDAY ZACH!! Have a wonderful day. Hopefully I will see you next Saturday when Terry runs into the Civic Center.

Again, Happy Birthday!

Pattie Killion <jjkpak73@grics.net>
Pekin, IL - Sunday, July 31, 2005 7:53 PM CDT
Hi Zach...Happy Birthday!!! I hope you had fun yesterday at your party!!You are in my prayers.

Kaitlyn Gudzinskas <Kaitlyngud@yahoo.com>
Pekin, IL U.S. - Sunday, July 31, 2005 3:54 PM CDT
Isaiah 40:31

But those who hope in the LORD will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint. HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZACHARY I HOPE YOU ENJOY YOUR PARTY AND THAT YOU ARE FEELING BETTER WELL JUST TO TELL YOU I AM PRAYING AND THINKING ABOUT YOU AND YOUR MOMMY AND FAMILY GOD BLESS YOU LOVE FROM NEW YORK




DAISY PERALTA <dape427@aol.com>
NEW YORK , NY USA - Sunday, July 31, 2005 3:16 PM CDT
Zach,
I think of you every day and have visited your site many times since hearing about you through Jen and Jacob. You and your mom and family are such an example of living life fully. Thank you for the inspiration and for changing the world by your amazing example. And happy birthday. May the celebration be big and loud and wonderful.

Jenny <jennywoodall@adelphia.net>
Frederick, MD USA - Saturday, July 30, 2005 9:59 PM CDT
hey zach, happy birthday to ya kiddo, hope u have a fantastic day. continually praying for u and your fam. :-) Lori
Lori Sea <bluekrystal_2000@yahoo.com>
Pekin, IL United States - Saturday, July 30, 2005 4:33 PM CDT
Hey Zach, Just want to tell you we are so excited for you getting to have such a wonderful party. We are praying that you will have a really enjoyable day with everyone you love. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU ZACH!!!!!!!!!! Lots of love from Gary, Tammy, Justin and Jake
Tammy Schoenfeldt <gtschoenfeldt@aol.com>
Warn, GA - Saturday, July 30, 2005 12:08 AM CDT
Zach and Family,
Today is the day!!! It's your super hero Birthday Party, I know you will have a blast!!! All your family and friends will be there to celebrate your 13th Birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZACH!!!!! Zach we really hope you are feeling great today, so you can enjoy all the events of your Birthday Party. You and your family are in our prayers daily. I am glad you had fun in Chicago I know it was a long and tiring trip for you, but I am sure you all had a great time. Just know that there are many people who love you and are praying for you always. Nikki you are a great mother and you have a great and loving son. So all of you have a BLAST today. HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZACH!!!!!!
Always,
Barbara & Roy

Barbara Richardson <roy12448@sbcglobal.net>
Canton, IL USA - Saturday, July 30, 2005 11:19 AM CDT
Hi Zach! Happy Birthday! I hope you have a great day! God bless you and your family! You are in our thoughts and prayers! Love, Sheila and Merle Allen
Sheila Allen <Sheila.Allen@sci-us.com>
Glasford, Illinois USA - Saturday, July 30, 2005 9:58 AM CDT
HEY ZACH!! I hope you have a WONDERFUL party. Becoming a teenager is a big event! I am praying that every day is like another birthday for you. And Nikki...you are amazing. Thank you so much for sharing your beautiful son with us.
Kathy <kolson@tznet.com>
WI - Saturday, July 30, 2005 9:15 AM CDT
Hi Zach,
We continue to keep you in our prayers. I hope that you are having a good day today and I hope that your birthday party is awesome! Take Care and God Bless!

Kathy Gebhardt <gebhardt428@comcast.net>
Aurora, IL USA - Saturday, July 30, 2005 7:43 AM CDT
Hey Zach! i hope you have a great time at your party tomarrow! Dont give up!!! you are in everyones thoughts and prayers!
jenny miller <jennymiller92@hotmail.com>
manito, ill us - Friday, July 29, 2005 10:51 PM CDT
Hi Zach, tomorrow is the big party! And your 13th birthday is the 1st? My 47th is the 2nd. I hope you had an great time in Chicago and that the party is a huge success!
Brenda McCarthy <bmccarth@idph.state.il.us>
Virginia, IL - Friday, July 29, 2005 1:01 PM CDT
hey whats up hope u get better my family is praying a lot for u so keep fighting dont give up because if you give up school will be a lot more boring
Chad Surratt <rocksolid113@yahoo.com>
Pekin, IL USA - Thursday, July 28, 2005 9:52 PM CDT
I just wanted to check in on you all. I am so glade to here that he is doing well. I am glade that he is going to be able to go have a party AMAZING. You are an amazing mom dont let anyone tell you different. Enjoy every moment you get with Zach. You all will remain in my thoughts and prayers.
Jamie angel Camerons mom

Jamie <jamie.carey@cox.net www.caringbridge.org/ok/cameronc>
Yukon, ok - Thursday, July 28, 2005 8:22 PM CDT
Well Zach, I heard you got lost on your way home from Chicago. Bet that was exciting NOT!!!!!!Hope you're feeling better tomorrow. I dropped in to see you Tuesday night but you were sleeping. I did give you several kisses before I left. Love you gramma
Zach's favorite gramma in the whole world <www.Agrammaof7@aol>
- Thursday, July 28, 2005 0:39 AM CDT
Praying for Zach & your family. You are an AMAZING mom!!


Lisa <loumicsmom@comcast.net>
Dallas, TX USA - Wednesday, July 27, 2005 6:25 PM CDT
Nikki you are sooooo amazing. Zach you are even more amzaing. With the two of you well who could go wrong. Zach I know your determination and admire you for that. Just know you have the coolest, smallest SUPERHERO watching out for you!!!! He knows all too well what you are going through. Keep believing!!! Nikki please email me your address I have something I need to send to you. This week has been really hard for me for many reason but I know nothing compared to what you are facing and going through right now. Can't wait to see everyone at Super Zach's party. You know the boys and I will be dressed like our favorite superhero AARON!!!!!
Marilyn Mommy to Our LiL Superhero Forever Aaron <www.caringbridge.org/il/aarondhunter or stjudemomma74@aol.com>
Peoria, IL USA - Wednesday, July 27, 2005 5:40 PM CDT
Hi Nikki and Zack
I think of all of you often and always say a prayer. I am happy that you are having fun with the go cart. I really enjoyed the pictures :)
Have fun in Chicago.
Love, Jackie

Jackie Matheney <jackie@abelvault.com>
- Wednesday, July 27, 2005 10:33 AM CDT
Zach, Have a great time in Chicago! We love you and we'll see you soon.
Nikki, your words are such an inspiration. God love ya! You are a fantastic mother!
Love, Aunt Sheri & family

Sheri Krohe <mskrohe1@grics.net>
- Wednesday, July 27, 2005 7:51 AM CDT
Hello Zach and Family,
So you been riding that go cart again!!! Thats wonderful!!! Sure you and Uncle Tim had a great time on it. Bet it was hot out there. Have been praying for you daily. God is watching over you every minute of every day. Going to Chicago? That should be fun for all you. Uncle Don and Aunt Mandi and Justus were here a couple of days ago. Was good to see them. Your Birthday is almost here, now you are going to be a teenager, what a great time. Hope you are eating some and getting some rest. You are always on our mind and we are praying daily for you.

Barbara Richardson <roy12448@sbcglobal.net>
Canton, IL 61520 - Tuesday, July 26, 2005 1:59 PM CDT
Happy B-DAY, ZACH, You really are a super hero. Stay strong and brave, you are an example for us all.

Calia <celial@baylorhealth.edu>
Dallas, TX U.S. - Monday, July 25, 2005 4:17 PM CDT
Thinking of and praying for you Zach! You sound like an amazing kid and your mom is soooooo lucky to have you for a son!!
All my very best!

Lisa <loumicsmom@comcast.net>
Dallas, TX USA - Monday, July 25, 2005 7:13 AM CDT
HELLO ZACH IT'S ME AGAIN DAISY YOU ARE IN MY PRAYER AND IN MY HEART. I DO NOT KNOW YOU BUT I BEEN FOLLOWING YOU. AND I COULD FEEL THE PAIN YOUR FAMILY IS GOING THOUGH, WELL PUT ALL YOUR TRUST IN THE LORD, MAY GOD BLESS YOU AND BLESS YOUR FAMILY. Can anything separate us from Christ's love? Does it mean he no longer loves us if we have trouble or calamity, or are persecuted, or are hungery or cold or in danger or threatened with death?…No, despite all these things, overwhelming victory is ours through Christ, who loved us.
Romans 8:35-37 NLT
MAY GOD GIVE YOU THE STRENGH THAT YOU NEED AND THE HELP THAT GOD CAN ONLY GIVE YOU. HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZACH .

DAISY PERALTA <dape427@aol.com>
NEW YORK , NY USA - Monday, July 25, 2005 6:11 AM CDT
Hello Everyone!
We wanted to let you know that We're very proud of you Zach. You keep up the GREAT work. God bless you. Lots of love from Minnesota.

Robin Ford <mrford@hickorytech.net>
Mankato, MN USA - Sunday, July 24, 2005 9:44 PM CDT
Zach and family...Just wanted to say "HI" and let you know we are praying for you all the time. It is so good to hear that you are having so much fun with that go-cart! We love you and hope to see you soon! Love, Aunt Sheri
Sheri Krohe <mskrohe1@grics.net>
Pekin, il - Sunday, July 24, 2005 6:44 PM CDT
hey zach & family... we think about all of you every day!! we are SOOOO happy that you are having great days- did you get to see fantastic 4, yet?? kayla was wondering. the boys want to see it but they always complain about the theater being too loud!! i totally agree with you zach- God has put you here for a purpose-you are SO amazing!! i remember when you were at the hospital on that sunday, they said a special prayer for you at our church & i just sat there & cried for you. you have been thru more than any child should ever have to face, but you are so brave & strong. i KNOW you will be at your party& i Know you will start school before long!! that is just the zach we know!! craig has now raised $1500+. isn't that great!! talk to ya later.. love you guys!!
kim meints <meints5@msn.com>
pekin, il usa - Saturday, July 23, 2005 6:47 PM CDT
Dear Nikki and Zach,

I think of you often and you are in my prayers always. We had 73 children come to my place over the weekend to go fishing. THese special children came from all over the USA. Eric, Troy and Catfish Bill made it and help the kids fish up a storm.

Even Jim McFarlane came and taught alot of kids how to bow shoot. God bless you!

Brigid O'Donoghue
President and Founder
United Special Sportsmen Alliance
www.childswish.com/

Brigid O'Donoghue <biotec@tds.net>
WI - Saturday, July 23, 2005 6:22 PM CDT
Dear Nikki and Zach,

I think of you often and you are in my prayers always. We had 73 children come to my place over the weekend to go fishing. THese special children came from all over the USA. Eric, Troy and Catfish Bill made it and help the kids fish up a storm.

Even Jim McFarlane came and taught alot of kids how to bow shoot. God bless you!

Brigid O'Donoghue
President and Founder
United Special SPortsmen Alliance
www.childswish.com/

Brigid O'Donoghue <biotec@tds.net>
Pittsville, WI USA - Saturday, July 23, 2005 6:21 PM CDT
HI ZACH MANY HUGS AND PRAYERS FOR YOU HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAY GOD BLESS YOU AND MAY THE ANGELS BE AROUND YOU AT ALL THE MOMENTS OF YOUR LIFE AND MAY THE LORD JESUS FILL YOUR HEART WITH HIS LOVE AND THE ASSURANCE OF LIFE IN JESUS.
DAISY PERALTA <dape427@aol.com>
NEW YORK , NY USA - Saturday, July 23, 2005 10:57 AM CDT
Thinking of you Zach and your family! Hang in there. I'm sure this is the toughest thing you'll ever have to do. Lots of love and prayers are sent your way. Love Rhonda
Rhonda Drysdale <RHO_DRY@msn.com>
Lake Crystal, mn - Friday, July 22, 2005 8:51 AM CDT
Nikki, I loved talking to you! Please call me anytime!!!! Sometimes talking to someone else who has "been there" helps in ways that nothing else can. You have made such a tremendous difference in our lives, and we are blessed to call you our friends.

You're right - it's not fair that Zach and Jacob and other kids have to go through what they have. It's okay for us to have the emotions we do. We're not perfect, and we can't be "positive" all the time. What better example can there be of "being positive" than the love we show our children? This journey takes everything we have, and it's not reasonable to expect ourselves to be 100% for everyone all the time. God gave us the emotions and understands us better than anyone can. I pray that he will hold you close and give you the strength and comfort you need.

We love you and Zach and your family. And we are praying with you all! HUGE HUGS to you and ZACH!!!!! You are all so awesome!

Love,
Jen and Jacob

Jen and Jacob (www.caringbridge.com/va/jacob_bollinger) <jens_dreamcatcher@yahoo.com>
Staunton, VA - Friday, July 22, 2005 0:43 AM CDT
Nikki and Zach- You don't know me but I have been following your story through Marilyn. I am Antavious's teacher from last year! :)I just wanted to let you know that your family is in my prayers everyday.
Stephanie Grierson <Steph228@aol.com>
Peoria, IL USA - Thursday, July 21, 2005 11:06 PM CDT
ZACH AND FAMILY,
I AM A NEW PERSON TO YOUR GUESTBOOK...I FIRST LEARNED OF YOU THROUGH JACOB AND JEN. THEY HAVE TAUGHT ME MANY LIFE LESSONS AND YOU FOLKS ARE DOING THE SAME. ZACH MUST BE SO WONDERFUL AND YES, A TYPICAL 13 YEAR OLD. I TAUGHT SCHOOL FOR 30 YEARS AND DREW MY STRENGTH AND PASSION TO BE IN THE CLASSROOM FROM MY STUDENTS...ESPECIALLY THOSE LIKE JACOB AND ZACH. I BELIEVE IN MIRACLES AND THESE BOYS ARE WHAT MAKE ME BELIEVE.
YOU ARE ALL IN MY THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS. ENJOY ALL THE SPECIAL MOMENTS WITH YOUR FAMILY.
WITH LOVE,
DONNA WELLS

DONNA WELLS <gwells@ntelos.net>
STAUNTON, VA - Thursday, July 21, 2005 7:22 PM CDT
John, Nikki, Zach, and Kylee, Just want to tell you how much we have enjoyed seeing all the pictures. The pictures are absolutely beautiful. Missing you all the way from Georgia. Love you all. Gary, Tammy, Justin and Jake
Tammy Schoenfeldt <gtschoenfeldt@aol.com>
Warner Robins, GA - Thursday, July 21, 2005 6:18 PM CDT


Praying for you!!

~Laurie, The Prayer Bears~
- Thursday, July 21, 2005 4:20 PM CDT
Hi Zach
Just thinking about you and thought I would say "Hi". Went up to Brigid's this past weekend and it was hot as could be. How was that riding the go-kart? Good to hear you are feeling better today.
Hope to see ya soon

Jim

Jim McFarlane <jem6@prodigy.net>
Rockford, IL US - Thursday, July 21, 2005 1:41 PM CDT
Zach, Happy Birthday!
Your Aunt Sheri told me about your Miracle! It is awesome that you have gone from needing so much pain medication to now feeling so good that you can ride your go-cart! God is definately right there with you~ today and ALWAYS! Psalm 4:8 says, "I will lie down and sleep in peace, for you alone, O Lord, make me dwell in safety." May God continue to give you His peace! He loves you!

Stephanie White <pookey0352@hotmail.com>
Pekin, IL - Wednesday, July 20, 2005 3:56 PM CDT
Zach, you are so special!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!! You have such a strong faith and I truly admire that. I believe Zach must be an old soul -- to be able to have such great wisdom for this life. Our daughter, who will be 3 in October, communicates regularly with family members who have passed on. I'm sure some people do not necessarily believe this, but people -- especially children (because I believe they are not as influenced by "wordly ways") -- do communicate with spirits (also referred to as angels). God and the spirits or angels are all around us and with us always. I hope your family can gain strength and knowledge from you, Zach. You are all in our prayers. God bless you all!
Cheri Hess Escobedo <cescobedo@hrva.com>
Washington, IL USA - Tuesday, July 19, 2005 12:50 AM CDT
Wow what faith and understnding Zach has. He reminds me of Proverbs 1:33 - "but whoever listens to me(God) will live in safety and be at ease, without fear of harm". You continue to be in my prayers.
Mary Cather
- Tuesday, July 19, 2005 10:12 AM CDT
WOW Zach!! What a lesson for all of us to learn. When God speaks to us, we need to listen. Even when it comes from the mouth of a child. It is thru their child-like faith that they can let go of the worrying and see God at work. Wouldn't it be great if we all could do that?!! We are all standing with you in faith in God as we watch your miracle unfold!! AWESOME!!
Rebecca Wheat <wheatlane@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, July 19, 2005 9:56 AM CDT
hi Zach. heard u got a go cart. keep hangin in there your in my prayers talk to you later. Austin Pool
Austin Pool <gpcon@hotmail.com>
manito, IL usa - Monday, July 18, 2005 6:52 PM CDT
Dear Zach, It sounds like you had a great birthday party. You and your family are such an inspiration to us. We pray for God's continued grace for all of you! Love, Sheila and Merle
Sheila Allen <Sheila.Allen@sci-us.com>
Glasford, Illinois USA - Monday, July 18, 2005 1:01 PM CDT
Happy birthday Zach! You are an amazingly strong young man. Hang in there buddy. I am on my knees for you and Fully Relying on God (FROG!).
Alice Bickel <starsnrose@yahoo.com>
Dallas, TX USA - Monday, July 18, 2005 9:33 AM CDT
I think about you guys every day. We might not get to see you anytime soon, but you are in our thoughts and prayers all the time. And it is the same Holy Spirit that is with us each and binds us together. Zach, you are an amazing person and we love you! You get it from your mom! :)
Love,
Jen and Jacob

Jen and Jacob <jens_dreamcatcher@yahoo.com>
Staunton, VA - Monday, July 18, 2005 8:30 AM CDT
Zach, it is wonderful that you are fighting this. You looked marvelous last night. The go-cart really suits you! Thanks for the great time-you throw a great party. We love you so much and we are lifting you high! Thank you God for this improvement!
Nikki, you are wonderful! What an inspiration! You are so strong and the love that you give, not only to Zach, but your whole family, just shines thru. You are my hero! We love you too. And we are lifting you up too! God love ya, Aunt Sheri

Sheri Krohe <mskrohe1@grics.net>
Pekin, - Sunday, July 17, 2005 6:35 PM CDT
Hi Zach,
My name is Trish and i am a prayer
warrior with Angel_Wings and we will
be holding you very close in our prayers..

Trish/Angel_Wings <Rrntbyr@aol.com>
Kingston, TN USA - Sunday, July 17, 2005 2:58 PM CDT
Hi Zach..I am really happy that you are feeling better=)..you are in my prayers!!

Kaitlyn Gudzinskas <Kailtyngud@yahoo.com>
Pekin, IL U.S - Sunday, July 17, 2005 1:41 PM CDT
Zach,
I am sooo glad that you are doig alot better and i am sorry i havent been over to see you lately! But I will soon. You are in my prairs!
Katie

Katie Sea <whats_ur_point_2008@yahoo.com>
Pekin, IL US - Sunday, July 17, 2005 12:40 AM CDT
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU !!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZACH!!
Prayers and Hugs,
LeAnn

LeAnn Mooneyham/Angel_Wings <angel4God352000@yahoo.com>
Baxley, GA United States - Saturday, July 16, 2005 11:45 PM CDT
Hey Zach!!!
You are such a fighter. I am truly amazed by your strength, and I feel truly bleesed to have met you even though we met while we were both in the hospital!!! Keep up the fight. You are in my head and in my heart ALWAYS!!!
God Bless,
Alyssa Lewellen
www.thestatus.com
ID: Lewellen
password: beauty-kansas

Alyssa Lewellen <Aballerina5678@sbcglobal.net>
Peoria, IL USA - Saturday, July 16, 2005 10:44 PM CDT
Zach, It is so wonderful to hear that you are doing so much better with the pain. Keep fighting and hold your head high. You are such an inspiration to us all. Nikki, you have raised a wonderful son and have every right to be proud. We are proud of you. Love, Gary, Tammy, Justin and Jake
Tammy Schoenfeldt <gtschoenfeldt@aol.com>
Warner Robins, GA - Saturday, July 16, 2005 8:09 PM CDT
Happy 13th Birthday, Zach!! Keep up the fight, we all are pulling for you. Sincerely,
Kathy Olson <kathleen.olson@hospira.com>
Wilmette, IL - Saturday, July 16, 2005 4:47 PM CDT
Nikki,
There are so many people who want to know how Kylee is doing but they also want to know how u do it all of the time. I know i am one of them. You have so much going on right now and every time i see you, you are in a cheerful mood. I am glad to know that you have trusted God with this whole situation because with God anything is possible.

Zach,
You are sooo strong, stronger than me in many ways. You have been strong for your self and for your family. I know you can beat this and I also know that there isnt one person that i know who doesnt want to meet you. They have all heard from one person or another how strong you are and they all admire it! As long as you know that u are very loved!!! People who dont even know you are telling me that they are soooo envious of you because of your strength and courage. Zach if i had to choose any one person to choose as a role model, Zach you would be #1! Wait you ARE ALREADY #1!!! I know that u can beat any of the stuff that comes your way, you have already beat sooo much! I am always here if you need to talk!!! Any time day or night. Your aunt Tomi has my # and you have my e-mail address.
Love Lots,
~~~****Katie Sea****~~~

Katie <whats_ur_point_2008@yahoo.com>
Pekin, IL United States - Saturday, July 16, 2005 0:40 AM CDT
hey kid i hope you are doing better and if you need anything just tell me and i will do for you. ok if i could i would give my life for you !
corey wood ,katie boyfreind <www.corey_wood60@yahoo.com>
pekin, IL usa - Friday, July 15, 2005 11:54 PM CDT
Zach and Family,
Hello once again!! I am hoping you are feeling a little better. Saw your Aunt Mandi yesterday to get the scoop on that new go cart you got for your birthday!! What FUN!!! I pray for you daily and hope that you are free from your pain. I am sure you are still getting lots of company. It just shows you how special of a young man you are. You have lots and lots and bunches and bunches of love bestowed on you today and always. So I also hear that the heroclik collection is getting to be quite large and we all know that you love those little guys. I will be intouch with Aunt Mandi and Uncle Don, They keep us pretty up to date about you.. So young super hero Know that we are praying for you always. Niki, If you or family need anything let us know. We pray for all of you.
Always
Don's Mom
Barbara Richardson

Barbara Richardson <roy12448@sbcglobal.net>
Canton, IL USA - Friday, July 15, 2005 6:48 PM CDT
hey,
Zach it's me Emily.Josh&Kyles little sister. I was wondering how you are doing.We all pray for you to get better.Josh and kyle said hi.I was thinking about you so I decided to write you a letter.So how are things going?well I have to go.see you soon.

Emily Remels <bouc241@sbcglobal.net>
Canton, IL usa - Friday, July 15, 2005 1:45 PM CDT
Hey Zach... I have never been on a go cart...hehe. I am glad to hear you are doing a little better. You are surely in my daily thoughts and prayers!!!
God Bless,
Alyssa Lewellen
www.thestatus.com
ID: Lewellen
password: beuaty-kansas

Alyssa Lewellen <Aballerina5678@sbcglobal.net>
Peoria, IL USA - Friday, July 15, 2005 12:57 AM CDT
Nikki-Thanks for giving and update on Kylee...Im sorry she is upset a lot but I am glad she is going to a freinds house and Im sure she will have lots of fun!

Zach-Hey Buddy! I hope your feeling well. Sounds like you are having lots and lots of fun on that Go-Cart! They are fun. And you get to ride it on the road-Lucky Dog!! Id love to come and meet you but my doctors arent wanting to let me leave the area until my counts are better! Sorry, maybe later! Stay happy and strong!
XOXO
Chass

chass <xochassxo@aol.com>
- Friday, July 15, 2005 12:45 AM CDT
Hey Zach!
A go kart. Man oh man can I tell you some stories about these little open wheeled buggies. We will have to get together soon and I can share some racing news with you. My Dad was a National Cahmp one year and for a few years I raced and collected a few trophies through the years but never any real sucess besides a lot of fun. I also got in trouble a few times of the track and around the neighborhood but I'll wait til I see you to share those stories. Take care. I'm headin' up to Brigid's this weekend and will take some pictures and send em to ya.

I always remember last year's huntin' weekend! Did you get the stuff I sent ya?

Jim

Jim McFarlane <jem6@prodigy.net>
Rockford, IL US - Friday, July 15, 2005 10:27 AM CDT
hey zach...i was just getting ready to go to football practice and was thinking about you so i thought i would say hi....hey friend i want you to come to my first football game...and kyle says whats up man...lol in case you dont remember with all of your friends its josh (uncle don and aunt mandi's nephew) will let you know when first game is take care my friend
josh remels <bouc241@sbcglobal.net>
canton, il - Friday, July 15, 2005 7:22 AM CDT
Zach

Visiting to wish you a very Happy Birthday. May you have a very special day surrounded by all the people that you love so much. I hope you have a great time at your party. Make it special......

A go cart sounds cool. Bet you will have lots of fun on that.

Keeping you and your family in my prayers.

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Connie Strayer (Jared's web page) http://www.caringbridge.org/pa/jaredstrayer <tinbkerbell53@netzero.net>
Carlisle, PA - Friday, July 15, 2005 5:35 AM CDT
hey zach u probley dont know me well enough but i used to go to church with shelby and chelsea and im katie's favorite cousin and dont worry cus you will get through this trust me i kno u will !!!
ill keep praying for you cus we are not ready for u to go (trust me ur to young ur jus beggingto kno what life is all about :) god bless and be strong!!! love always andrea hull @:--(rose)

andrea hull <shell_bell417@yahoo.com>
pekin, ill usa - Thursday, July 14, 2005 9:37 PM CDT
hey zack, im nick, im a friend of katie. i like hunting and fish just like you. i do most of the thing u like to do. maybe katie will bring me by so i can meet u sometime soon.and It good to hear your alot better. you are in my head and my heart. i hope u had fun on your 13 b-day. 13 is a big step up in life ur a teen now.
nick church <church660@yahoo.com>
pekin, il usa - Thursday, July 14, 2005 9:37 PM CDT
Zach,
Hey there bud, sorry i didnt come by today but i didnt stop thinkn about u. And all of my friends are telling me how much they want to meet you. I love the pictures of you and Tim and ur grandpa and u and Chris on your go cart...I hope that you had a great time riding around the lot! You looked like you were having sooooooo much fun!!! Well right now I am going to go because i have alot of cleaning to do (my room is soooooo messy!!!) and i have ppl yelling at me bc i am on yahoo and i am not talkn to them right now so i am going to go and i will talk to u later!!!
Love Lots~
~~~~****Kaite****~~~~

Kaite Sea` <whats_ur_point_2008@yahoo.com>
Pekin , IL United States - Thursday, July 14, 2005 9:17 PM CDT
Dear Zach, I don't know where to begin. What AWESOME pics of you and your family!!! They're definitly wall hangers. I bet you could wall paper many walls in your house with all of those fabulous pictures. I think my favorites are the ones with you and your mom.You are one handsome young man. I bet you have girls swarming all over you!!! LOL :) I had to look at the pics many times. All I did was smile. :) Each and every one of those had a special meaning. I haven't forgotten you. You're in my thoughts and prayers every day. We've had to deal with some not so good news at home here. Mike's dad( my kid's grandpa) was diagnosed in April with stomach cancer. He had surgery April 20 to remove his stomach and approximately 6 weeks later he started chemo on timed released form through his port. This week they took him off chemo.Too many horrible side affects for him. So I just want you to know that you are not forgotten. I check your site every morning and most evenings. I also have been sending lots of HUGS your way. In fact they're great big bear hugs.There did you get that one? I was squeezing real hard!!!Sending lots of hugs and pain free wishes your way. Love from your Minnesota cousin, Rhonda
Rhonda Drysdale <RHO_DRY@msn.com>
Lake Crystal, MN USA - Thursday, July 14, 2005 8:29 PM CDT
Hi Zach, I had a lot of fun at your birthday party! I'm glad you liked your gift,dad and me took a long time to pick out the right cars for you. We are keeping you in our prayers every day. I heard you got a go-chart for your birthday. Have you done your Mad Lib yet? I have a lot of them at home they are really fun to do. Have fun with all your new birthday gifts, everyone says hi. I'll talk to you later Bye.
Kayla Meints <meints5@msn.com>
Pekin, IL U.S.A. - Thursday, July 14, 2005 8:27 PM CDT
Zachary: Happy Birthday. Hope that you had a great time. It sounds like you did. Enjoy riding that new gocart. Know that I am praying and checking in often.
Cheryl Renner <rennerg7@AOL.com>
N. Huntingdon, PA - Thursday, July 14, 2005 6:24 PM CDT
Hi Zachary! I just wanted to wish a great happy birthday to an amazing and handsome warrior! What a great go cart! I hope you have a great day! Me and the boys are sending prayers and warm wishes from New York!
Aimee, Mom to 3 year old twins, Kendall (dx NBIV 5/04) and Zachary, www3.caringbridge.com/ny/kendall <aimee1@optonline.net>
Long Island, NY USA - Thursday, July 14, 2005 2:19 PM CDT
Hey Zach! I had a really fun time at your party...hope you enjoyed the card i got you. You are always in my prayers!
Kaitlyn Gudzinskas <kaitlyngud@yahoo.com>
Pekin, IL U.S. - Thursday, July 14, 2005 12:14 AM CDT
Hey zach! i hope you enjoy ur go cart. looks like alot of fun! hang in there. you are in my thoughts and prayers!
jenny miller <jennymiller92@hotmail.com>
manito, ill us - Thursday, July 14, 2005 12:13 AM CDT
Zach, I continue to lift you up in prayers. It sounds like you had a great birthday. I remember driving a go cart when I was a kid. (36 years ago) Enjoy!

And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love."
1 Corinthians 13:13

Bebe Troppoli
Charlotte, NC - Thursday, July 14, 2005 10:03 AM CDT
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZACH MAY THE LORD JESUS BLESS YOU AND MAY HE TAKE AWAY YOUR PAIN AND MAY ALL OF GOD 'S BLESSING BE WITH YOU REMEMBER THAT JESUS LOVES AND THAT HE HAS ANGELS AROUND YOU AND HE WILL GIVE YOUR FAMILY THE ASSURENCE THAT HE WILL NEVER FORSAKE YOU OR LEAVE YOU MY LOVE AND MY PRAYERS TO YOU.PS..I KNOW YOUR PAIN ON JUNE 6 2005 I LOST MY GRANDSON ALSO TO NEUROBLASTOMA HE WAS 23 DAYS SHORT OF TURNING 15 IT HURTS SO MUCH THAT THEY HAVE NOT FOUND A CURE.IF YOU WISH LOOK AT http://memoriam.org/memorials/e2d6e7489c/ALSO www.steven-moreno.memory-of.com
DAISY PERALTA <DAPE427@AOL.COM>
NEW YORK , NY USA - Thursday, July 14, 2005 8:49 AM CDT
Zach,
I have been checking your website everyday and I love the pictures! I'm glad to hear that you had a great birthday and your go-kart is really cool! You look so good! We are continuing to pray for you! Keep Smiling! ~Kathy Gebhardt (Sheri Krohe's sister-in-law).

Kathy Gebhardt <gebhardt428@comcast.net>
Aurora, IL USA - Thursday, July 14, 2005 8:26 AM CDT
Happy Birthday Zach! I am so glad you had a great day! Keep your focus on God. He is so Awesome! I am praying for you and your family. God is faithful. Guess what? Yippie Hoo is going to Africa next week! I will keep praying and I will check your journal when I get back. God Bless you guys!!
Jenny Otte <yippiehoo@seehearworks.com>
East Peoria, IL - Thursday, July 14, 2005 8:05 AM CDT
ZACH, the go-cart is awesome! It looks like you had a great time. You and your family are so special. God Love Ya! Aunt Sheri
Sheri Krohe <mskrohe1@grics.net>
Pekin, - Thursday, July 14, 2005 7:26 AM CDT
You are special and Jesus Loves You. Jesus said that if we ask him to forgive us of our sins and ask him to come into our heart to be our personal Savior, we will be with him in heaven when our time on earth is done. That is why he died on the cross for us. He also said that he will never leave you or forsake you. Stay strong little brother, I'm praying for you and your family.
Larry A. Rayls <larry.a.rayls@us.army.mil>
Davenport, IA U.S.A. - Thursday, July 14, 2005 5:38 AM CDT
Hi Zach,Came across your site through a friend of mine. Hope you had a great party.We wish you every happiness.Keep smiling.Take Care.
www.caringbridge.org/oceania/jessica

Evans Family <foxme79@hotmail.com>
Waroona, WA Australia - Wednesday, July 13, 2005 11:41 PM CDT
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Love from Kaitlyn

Kaitlyn <ozi_gal@hotmail.com>
Beverley, WA Australia - Wednesday, July 13, 2005 10:12 PM CDT
Happy Birthday!
It's good to hear that you are home and surrounded by family and friends and celebration.

Jenny
MD - Wednesday, July 13, 2005 9:42 PM CDT
Sorry I couldn't make it to the birthday party. It was Tim's birthday too. I hope you liked the cookie bouquet we sent you. Hopefully it put a smile on your face. WOW 13 years old. You ready to babysit soon? ha ha There are many people praying for you Zach.
Gina <gbooth@insightbb.com>
Groveland, IL - Wednesday, July 13, 2005 8:43 PM CDT
Zach, my thoughts are with you, my man, you hang tough and you will come out strong as ever! :)
Joseph Micciche <longtrang@altrionet.com>
- Wednesday, July 13, 2005 8:35 PM CDT
god bless u always and may gods touch from heaven be upon u always ;; prayer is tapping into gods power and we sure are praying for u son love u in jesus '

clyde frank <clyde25801@yahoo.com>
beckley, wv raley - Wednesday, July 13, 2005 7:41 PM CDT
Zach,Just wanted you to know I have been checking in on you on a daily basis for quite some time,you are a source of inspiration for me,you have an amazing family,i pray you continue to draw on the strength of all of us that love and care about you,stay strong and know your being surrounded in prayer and love during this difficult time.Love and prayer from a friend in New England,
sharon Ripley <sunokieo@aol.com>
Billerica, ma united states - Wednesday, July 13, 2005 7:24 PM CDT
Zach,
I just know that u can beat this, it doesnt matter what the doctors say or what anyone else says...You believe that God will take care of you because there are prayers being said for you and your family! I enjoy talking to you because you are one of the most intelligent person i know! You have one of the best personalities, you have a great big heart, if i had to choose a word to describe you I would choose Caring or Fun to be around (even though that is more than one word). I have come to the conclusion that I cant choose one specific word to describe you because there are so many!!! Don't give up at any time! Your a fighter Zach and I know that you are!
Love Lots, ~~~***HUGS***~~~
~*Katie*~

Katelyn Sea <whats_ur_point_2008@yahoo.com>
Pekin , IL United States - Wednesday, July 13, 2005 6:06 PM CDT
Hey Zach- What a great party!!! We had a lot of fun...I always have fun when I am with our family! We have a great family - don't we!!!!!! Chad sure was smellin' good last night- he has probably already gone to WalMart and bought some "Bod"! See you later tonight buddy...
Love, Aunt Mary Ann

Mary Ann <maryann61554@yahoo.com>
pekin, il - Wednesday, July 13, 2005 4:47 PM CDT
Happy 13th Birthday Zach!! Hugs & Prayers
Bunny Balaban <lbalaban@pekin.net>
Pekin, IL - Wednesday, July 13, 2005 3:59 PM CDT
Hey Zach, I've been keeping track of you since I met you last November at Sahara Woods. My husband and I are going to Brigid's this weekend for a kids fishing party. We'll see our little friend Becky Clark who was the first lucky one to get a deer that weekend. I know you got a couple yourself. Hang in there kiddo, from what your loving mother says you are one special guy! Tell her I will be making a contribution to St. Jude's very soon.
Brenda McCarthy <bmccarth@idph.state.il.us>
Virginia, IL 62691 - Wednesday, July 13, 2005 3:42 PM CDT
Hi Zach,
My name is Keri Hurd (Kim Meints is my big sister). She always keeps me updated about you and I was just looking over your site. We sent you some hugs all the way from Alaska and me and my family pray for you and your family every night. You are a very strong, brave young man...hang in there!

The Hurd Family <hurdpartyof4@yahoo.com>
Fort Wainwright , AK USA - Wednesday, July 13, 2005 3:17 PM CDT
Happy Birthday Zach! I'm praying for you and am encouraged by your faith.
Audra Lehew (Daniel and Anabel's mom) (ok/djl) <alehew@ifriendly.mac>
Piedmont, OK USA - Wednesday, July 13, 2005 1:42 PM CDT
Happy Birthday Zach!
What a great family.
I love your fishing trophy.
Sending tons of prayers.

Larry <larryjhaley@cox.net>
Irvine, CA - Wednesday, July 13, 2005 1:03 PM CDT
Hang in there big guy!! You keep up the good fight. Hope you had a wonderful party...you deserve it! Praying for you and your family.
Amy Robertson
Greenfield, IN - Wednesday, July 13, 2005 11:15 AM CDT
Zach, I just came across you site today so I thought I would add my Happy Birthday to the list. Ya know when my brother became a "teenager" my mom said NO more teenagers in this house (she had 3 at one time) so she told him he had to be 12 +1...so Happy 12 + 1!
Kris <grannykris@hotmail.com>
Sunnyside, WA - Wednesday, July 13, 2005 10:29 AM CDT
I'm lifting you up in prayer Zach! God Bless You, your family and friends!

"When thou passest through the waters, I will be with thee; and through the rivers, they shall not overflow thee: when thou walkest through the fire, thou shalt not be burned; neither shall the flame kindle upon thee.
Isaiah 43:2

Bebe Troppoli
Charlotte, NC - Wednesday, July 13, 2005 10:29 AM CDT
Zach,
Happy Birthday! You are a Full Fledge Teenager now. I had planned on coming over to help you celebrate, but found out that Jim has to have major surgery Thursday or Friday, so trying to prepare everything before he goes in. I will try to get by, maybe today. Big Hug for you and will see you soon. Tell Mom, John and Kylee Hi for me.
Love, Prayers, Hugs and Kisses!!

Pattie Killion <jjkpak73@grics.net>
Pekin, IL - Wednesday, July 13, 2005 7:25 AM CDT
Zach and Family,
Was so good to see you on Monday evening when I brought Uncle Don to your house. You were going to the Zone. Uncle Don told me that you got some really great Stuff for your collections. WOW!!! You are a lucky young man to have so much love around you and so many praying for you. Aunt Mandi told me you had lots and lots of friends and family come to see you for your birthday... You are a special person and everybody loves you. Hope this note finds you feeling well, and you are in our thoughts and prayers daily. HAPPY BIRTHDAY To a GREAT TEENAGER!!!!!!!!
Always (Uncle Don's Mom)
Barbara Richardson

Barbara Richardson <roy12448@sbcglobal.net>
Canton, IL USA - Wednesday, July 13, 2005 6:56 AM CDT
HEY ZACH.. JUST WANTED TO SEND MY LOVE AND LET YOU KNOW THAT JOSH AND KYLE HAD A GREAT TIME AT YOUR PARTY LAST NIGHT FEEL BETTER SOON KIDDO (UNCLE DON'S SISTER KAREN)
KAREN HENSLEY <BOUC241@SBCGLOBAL.NET>
CANTON, IL USA - Wednesday, July 13, 2005 6:17 AM CDT
Zach, Craig Meints has been keeping me posted on how you are feeling. Please know that I am praying each and everytime I think about you during everyday. I hope and pray you feel better and better day by day.
Barbara Bunch <barbdbrat67@aol.com>
Peoria, IL Peoria - Wednesday, July 13, 2005 2:26 AM CDT
Hi Zach! You don't know me, but I wanted to send Birthday Wishes to you! Many hugs and prayers coming your way from OK.
Shelly (Noah's mom) <sforbes@valornet.com>
Purcell, OK USA - Tuesday, July 12, 2005 11:52 PM CDT
Hey! I had a blast at your party Zach, and it was so nice to see you! I'm pretty sure you have the most Hero Clix I have EVER seen! Hope to see you all soon. Love you all!
Lindsay Oltman <tdbowman@grics.net>
Green Valley, - Tuesday, July 12, 2005 11:32 PM CDT
Hey Guys! I had a great time at your party zach! it was nice seeing you again. i hope you enjoyed the card and balloon we got ya! You are in my thoughts and prayers.
Jenny Miller <jennymiller92@hotmail.com>
manito, ill us - Tuesday, July 12, 2005 10:54 PM CDT
Hi Zach, I'm so bummed I couldn't make your Super Hero Birthday Party! I want you to know I have thought about you all day and we are all praying for you! You can beat this monster! Lots of love!!!! Traci & Vinny Speziale
Traci Speziale <vinceandtraci@msn.com, prayingforvinny.org>
Seattle, WA USA - Tuesday, July 12, 2005 10:50 PM CDT
hey zach, nikki, kylie and soon to be hubby. congrats buddy on your 13th birthday...u r too cute. just wanted to let u know u r all n our prayers. zach, you r definately in a special place in katie's heart. u bring her and all of us joy. i've not come by to visit with you because there are so many people that want to see you and i dont wanna tire you out. but please know my thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.
lori sea and katie (tomi's aunt and niece) <bluekrystal_2000@yahoo.com>
pekin, - Tuesday, July 12, 2005 9:18 PM CDT
Zach, Great Party! Thanks. I hope you had a great time. You looked great! And I have to say you were smelling pretty great too! That hug you gave me was the highlight of my day. You're too sweet. You are a very special person. God love ya! Love, Aunt Sheri
Sheri Krohe <mskrohe1@grics.net>
Pekin, Il - Tuesday, July 12, 2005 8:34 PM CDT
Nikki, John, Zach, and Kylee:
Thanks for the great party. It was nice seeing you guys. We had a good time. Thanks again,
Hollie and Ale

Hollie LandiVittori and Ale Jones
North Pekin, IL - Tuesday, July 12, 2005 7:55 PM CDT
Dear Zach, I am Jacob's grandma, Neenie. What a fine looking young man you are and real COOL pictures of you and your family and buddys! I say "cool" as that is a key word with Jacob and I have picked up on it. I find myself saying it all the time now. I want to wish you very happy birthday greetings:) A teenager!! WOW!! I am praying for you and your whole family. I am so very thankful that you have become a dear friend to Jacob. I know you are very special to him. God bless you!!! Will keep in touch through your journal. Love in Christ, Kathy Mellon
Kathy Mellon <gaston501@juno.com>
McCoole, MD USA - Tuesday, July 12, 2005 7:51 PM CDT
HAPPY SUPERHERO BIRTHDAY ZACH!! Jesus is my biggest superhero, but you and your mom are right up there. Keep fighting a great fight!
Always believing,
Rebecca Wheat

Rebecca Wheat <wheatlane@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, July 12, 2005 5:45 PM CDT
Happy Birthday Zach! You are finally a teenager! I remember that, from a long long time ago, being so cool and exciting! I hope you have a great party! Stay strong! I'll be praying for your miracle.
Angel Michaela's Mom Kim ~ http://www.caringbridge.org/pa/michaelaann <akakaysmom@comcast.net>
Lancaster, PA USA - Tuesday, July 12, 2005 5:34 PM CDT
Happy Birthday!!!!!
Hope YOUR DAY is full of suprises!!
Praying for you always.


~Laurie, The Prayer Bears~
- Tuesday, July 12, 2005 1:55 PM CDT
You are in my thoughts and prayers. Happy birthday and be strong! Keep on fighting!
Love,
Mary Beth

MARY <ZACHS@AN.ANGEL.COM>
EDINA, MN USA - Tuesday, July 12, 2005 1:00 PM CDT
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SUPERHERO ZACK THE BRAVEST KID EVER!!!!
Zach, I hope your birthday party is the very best!! Have a wonderful time will all the people who love you. Many of us will be there in spirit, thinking of you and wishing you all the very best!!

Kathy <kolson@tznet.com>
WI - Tuesday, July 12, 2005 12:51 AM CDT
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZACH!!!!!
Hope you have a great day with all the people you love!

Jennifer Click and Carolyn & Evan Coveney <jclick@mindspring.com>
Falls Church, VA - Tuesday, July 12, 2005 12:38 AM CDT
Zach, you don't know me, but I read that you are having a birthday party today! 13th birthday party on the 13th -- have a GREAT time! You and your family are in my prayers. Happy Birthday, and God bless you.
Nancy Scott <nancy.a.scott@wellsfargo.com>
Bloomington, MN - Tuesday, July 12, 2005 10:46 AM CDT
Zach,

Have a wonderful birthday!!! You so deserve it Buddy! Our hearts and prayers are with you and your entire family.

The Brown Family <Brown_Michelle_L@cat.com>
Manito, IL - Tuesday, July 12, 2005 10:41 AM CDT
Have a SUPER birthday celebration, Zach!!!!!!!!! We will be with you in heart and spirit. Jacob and I are headed to St. Jude for his first check up since he finished radiation. We love the pictures of you fishing! You are so amazingly awesome, and WE LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Jen and Jacob <jens_dreamcatcher@yahoo.com>
VA - Tuesday, July 12, 2005 9:17 AM CDT
Wishing you a wonderful Birthday and sending you many prayers.
Christy and Tim Smith
caringbridge.org/nv/baileyaustinjohnson

Bailey's Nonny and Papa <csmithnonny@charter.net>
Genoa, NV USA - Tuesday, July 12, 2005 8:57 AM CDT
Happy Birthday Zach. Superhero greetings from Cape Cod, MA!!! Will be thinking of you on your special day! (((HUGS)))
Beth Sullivan <bethsullivan@capecod.com>
- Tuesday, July 12, 2005 8:19 AM CDT
Hi Zach,
I am sorry I will not make it to your birthday party. I hope you have a great time with your friends and family. Just wanted to let you know I am thinking about you and your awesome smile. May all your dreams come true.
Mrs.Dennis

Tina Dennis <stdennis@iw.net>
Marshall, MN USA - Tuesday, July 12, 2005 6:48 AM CDT
Hi Zach. Greetings from Georgia! I hope you have a great party. My son Ryan is having his 7th birthday party on the 30th. Ryan also has Neuroblastoma. Check out his site. He would have a great time at your party. He loves superheros and we call him SuperRyan. We are praying for you buddy. Stay strong and know that God loves you very much.
Missy Morgan www.superryan.blogspot.com <LMorgan374@aol.com>
Winder, GA - Tuesday, July 12, 2005 6:08 AM CDT
Hey there Zach,
Have a wonderful celebration day tomorrow.
Hugs and love from
Colleen and Kaitlyn

www.caringbridge.org/ne/kaitlyn

Colleen <ozi_gal@hotmail.com>
Beverley, WA Australia - Tuesday, July 12, 2005 5:19 AM CDT
Hi Zach!!! Thanks for the invitation to your birthday party tomorrow. We're looking forward to seeing you, your mom and Kylee. I don't think we've seen you since Amber & Tim's birthday at Red Lobster. (Remember? You explained what an Ipod was to me???) We've missed you...Can't wait!!!!
Debbie, Lindsay, Jared and Jacey

Deb Bowman <tdbowman@grics.net>
Green Valley, IL USA - Monday, July 11, 2005 10:36 PM CDT
welcome home!!! it sure beats the 'ol hospital doesn't it?? kayla was so glad to see you sunday, even though you were snoozing- she says you snore!!hee hee... kayla WILL be at your birthday bash tomorrow!! i wish for you a super fun day with all your friends!! hey craig, has raised $1400.00 so far!! you hang in there so you can see him run. i'll say it again- you are the bravest & strongest young man i know!! we love you zach!!!
kim meints <meints5@msn.com>
pekin, il usa - Monday, July 11, 2005 9:35 PM CDT
Hey Zach, Gary and I want you to know that we wish that we could be there to celebrate your birthday with you. The hardest thing for us about being so far away is being away from everyone that we love. You are always on our minds and in our prayers. With Love, Gary, Tammy, Justin and Jake
Tammy Schoenfeldt <gtschoenfeldt@aol.com>
Warner Robins, GA - Monday, July 11, 2005 8:29 PM CDT
Dear Zach and Family,
We want you to know that we are praying for you! We hope that you are feeling better today.... Take Care and God's Blessings!

Shane and Kathy Gebhardt <gebhardt428@comcast.net>
Aurora, IL - Monday, July 11, 2005 8:45 AM CDT
Good morning Zach and family,
Went to bed last night praying for you and woke up this morning praying for you. Roy and I hope you are feeling better this day. You are loved by many and many are praying for you. Keep your faith, God loves you.

Barbara Richardson <roy12448@sbcglobal.net>
Canton, IL USA - Monday, July 11, 2005 8:36 AM CDT
Nikki and Zach,
Thank you for allowing Kristopher and I to spend time with Zach and your family. Witnessing first hand the love and support of everyone in his room was awesome. Your strength and faith are an inspiration to me! What a wonderful mother you are! Stay strong and believe. Keeping Zach in our prayers.
P.S. You looked great with that heart on your forehead!

Mary Ann Vaupel
Pekin, IL USA - Sunday, July 10, 2005 10:42 PM CDT
Hello Zach and family,
Just a note to let you know that we are praying for you as always. Your Uncle Don was just here and said you are not feeling to well right now. We wanted to let you know that we pray for you daily, and hope you are feeling better real soon.

Barbara & Roy Richardson <roy12448@sbcglobal.net>
Canton, IL usa - Sunday, July 10, 2005 7:46 PM CDT
Hello Zach and family,
Just a note to let you know that we are praying for you as always. Your Uncle Don was just here and said you are not feeling to well right now. We wanted to let you know that we pray for you daily, and hope you are feeling better real soon.

Barbara & Roy Richardson <roy12448@sbcglobal.net>
Canton, IL usa - Sunday, July 10, 2005 7:35 PM CDT
Hey zach! sorry i havent signed the guest book in a while! im sorry that you arent feeling well! you are in my prayers~!!!!!!!!
jenny miller <jennymiller92@hotmail.com>
manito, ill us - Sunday, July 10, 2005 4:59 PM CDT
Hey Zach! I know I haven't signed your guest book in a while. I know things aren't the best right now, but just hang in there. You have all your friend’s and family's support with you. Hope you feel better and ttyl.
Hollie

Hollie LandiVittori <amydav86@a5.com>
North Pekin, IL - Sunday, July 10, 2005 3:14 PM CDT
Zach,
Hang in there buddy. Nikki, I also believe in Miracles!! God is Good!! We love you lots and think of you all the time. Lots of love and hugs from your Minnesota cousin!

Robin Ford
Mankato, MN USA - Sunday, July 10, 2005 3:02 PM CDT
Zach- you are in my prayers at all times, remember God is with you. I pray you are able to get some comfort soon. If you are in need of more LG samples, I can Fed Ex them to you Monday morning. You can send me an email, or let Matt or Rebecca know. God bless you, Zach.
Kathy Olson <kathleen.olson@hospira.com>
Wilmette, IL - Sunday, July 10, 2005 10:40 AM CDT
I am praying for you guys. Love ya,
Jenny Otte

Jenny Otte
East Peoria, IL USA - Sunday, July 10, 2005 8:57 AM CDT
Nikki,
Hoping you are feeling the prayers surrounding Zach and your family. Praying for you guys multiple times daily!! Did Matt or Kathy get ahold of you? I forgot to ask you about more LG. God be with and bless your family today and always.

Rebecca Wheat
- Saturday, July 9, 2005 12:39 AM CDT
I just wanted to check in on you this morning hoping your feeling better than yesterday.I also wanted say again because I can't say it enough I LOVE YOU !!!!!!
Aunt Tomi <tdh5899@yahoo.com>
Pekin , IL - Saturday, July 9, 2005 9:19 AM CDT
Hi Zach. Just wanted to stop by and say i hope u feel better! Sry u r hvaing some trouble with sleeping b/c ur in so much pain. I'll be praying for u!
Katie Geis <Clarinetbandfanatic@hotmail.com>
NC USA - Saturday, July 9, 2005 8:33 AM CDT
Hi Zach! I just wanted to tell you I love you and I'm sorry what happened earlier tonight I'm glad your my cousin.
Ali Hall <churchchick@grics.net>
- Friday, July 8, 2005 11:31 PM CDT
Hi Zach,
I want you to know we are thinking and praying for you. We love you all very much!!! Keep that wonderful smile on your face. Lots of love and hugs from Minnesota.

Robin Ford <mrford@hickorytech.net>
Mankato, MN USA - Friday, July 8, 2005 5:46 PM CDT
Zach is very lucky to have you as a mom... You all are definitley in our daily thoughts and prayers!
God Bless
Alyssa (and her mom Stephanie)
www.thestatus.com
ID: Lewellen
password:beauty-kansas

Alyssa Lewellen <Aballerina5678@sbcglobal.net>
Peoria, IL - Friday, July 8, 2005 11:40 AM CDT
HI ZACH JUST A REMINDER WE LOVE YOU ! I WAS VERY HAPPY I WAS ABLE TO HAVE YOU SPEND TIME WITH ME ON MY B-DAY
tomi horchem <tdh5899@yahoo.com>
PEKIN, IL 61554 - Thursday, July 7, 2005 10:49 PM CDT
Nikki and Zach: HOPE. Only four letters, but it means so much. NEVER give up. HOPE is always there. Lean on your faith and family and friends. As a mother you will fight to the end for your child. I'll keep praying and checking in.
Cheryl Renner (Mam-Maw to Angel Alex at caringbridge.org/pa/alexp) <rennerg7@AOL.com>
N. Huntingdon, PA - Tuesday, July 5, 2005 5:37 PM CDT
Nikki,
Were mom's! We never quit fighting for our kids! Just remember, "All for one and one for All". We're there for you.

Tammy <ttkal86@bwsys.net>
Peoria, IL Peoria - Tuesday, July 5, 2005 1:30 PM CDT
Happy 4th of July!!
Hope all is well and you are having a GREAT day!! We are praying for you. Love and hugs from Minnesota.

Robin Ford <mrford@hickorytech.net>
Mankato, MN USA - Monday, July 4, 2005 1:07 PM CDT
Hey buddy!! I'm glad I got to spend some time with you finally! Those fireworks were awesome!
Kris Vaupel <whitetail518@yahoo.com>
Pekin, IL United States - Monday, July 4, 2005 0:11 AM CDT
Zach and family,

My heart goes out to you. What a battle you have fought and still to come. You can do it Zach. I have faith you can. Hang in there. Nothing wrong with acting like a "grumpy old man" at times. You are allowed to be moody. I get moody too with even less of a reason to. I will keep you and your family in my prayers.


Connie Strayer (Jared's web page) http://www.caringbridge.org/pa/jaredstrayer <tinkerbell53@netzero.net>
Carlisle, PA - Sunday, July 3, 2005 6:25 AM CDT
My heart and thoughts go out to you and your entire family , I am praying for you all the way from Australia Image hosted by Photobucket.com

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we will check in on you again soon
Maria and Sammy-Joe
http://www.caringbridge.org/sammyjoe
http://www.vp-it.com.au/sammyjoe/

The Liistro Family <sammyjo2@bigpond.com.au>
Craigieburn , Melbourne, Vic Australia - Saturday, July 2, 2005 6:48 AM CDT
Hi Zach this is Craig I just came back from jogging . Jogged from my house to usco gas on 8th street and back > So glad it finally cooled off . I have now raised $1100 and still going strong! Your my inspiration to keep jogging further and longer ! Hope your fishing trip was fun and not too hot! Talk to you later Your friend Craig
Craig Meints <meints5@msn.com>
pekin , il usa - Friday, July 1, 2005 10:30 PM CDT
Nikki and Zach, we are praying extra hard for you guys right now. Please don't lose your faith. I also pray that God gives Zach some comfort right now. Sincerely,
Kathy Olson <kathleen.olson@hospira.com>
Wilmette, - Thursday, June 30, 2005 8:25 PM CDT
Hey Zach, Just want to remind you that we are all praying for you and praying for that miracle. Love you all. Gary, Tammy, Justin and Jake
Tammy Schoenfeldt <gtschoenfeldt@aol.com>
Warner Robins, GA - Thursday, June 30, 2005 8:07 PM CDT
I'm praying for your miracle Zach, and praying for strength for your family during the difficult times.

(((HUGS)))
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The Prayer Bears

Heidi
NM USA - Thursday, June 30, 2005 7:20 PM CDT
Hi Zack, we met you and your future step-dad at the Dream Hunt last November, my husband Ron helped Becky Clark harvest two deer that weekend. I've been following your website ever since and feel like I've come to know both you and your mother. If you haven't already, go into the website I have listed. It's Brigid O'Donaghoo's and you are mentioned with pictures. It's www.deer-forums.com/discus/messages/2109/10326.html?1120076620. You can find her main site a deerfood.com We are going to be at this year's Dream Hunt so maybe we'll meet again. Have a happy 13th birthday! Mine is August 2nd but I'll be a lot older than 13!!! Hope you are feeling fine, Brenda McCarthy.
Brenda McCarthy <bmccarth@idph.state.il.us>
Virginia, IL - Thursday, June 30, 2005 1:35 PM CDT
Zach -- Our thoughts, hearts and prayers are with you and your entire family. God bless you all.
The Brown Family <Brown_Michelle_L@cat.com>
Manito, IL - Thursday, June 30, 2005 1:33 PM CDT
You are in my prayers.
Susan Wilhelm
Houston, TX USA - Thursday, June 30, 2005 9:38 AM CDT
Nikki and Zach,
Keep you faith in God and don't ever give up! We are praying for you and we love you very much.

Robin
Mankato, MN USA - Thursday, June 30, 2005 7:54 AM CDT
Hello,

I will pray for Zachery. It broke my heart to read your heart's desire for him to be well. That would be my heart's desire. I understand that patience is running thin. He is so precious. Will be praying for you.

Love Charisse/PrayerBear

Charisse Howard-Jones <c.hjones@bigpond.com>
Adelaide, SA Australia - Thursday, June 30, 2005 4:58 AM CDT
Please know that we are praying for Zach..
Ashlie~Prayer Bear and ~Nate's Page~ <luvourkids2002@yahoo.com>
Columbia, Tn - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 10:38 PM CDT
God, please grant this sweet family your perfect peace and let them feel your love around them. Open your arms so they can lean upon you and be comforted by your love for them. Please heal Zach and comfort his mother.
By His grace,

gretchen <gsknuffke@msn.com>
- Wednesday, June 29, 2005 9:01 PM CDT
hey zach! sounds like your birthday is gonna be alot of fun- kayla should be able to come!! craig is so excited to do the run!! he has already raised over$650! isn't that great! we have sent out alot of letters & put letters in church bulletins too! he's already decided to do it next year too- maybe memphis??? how was the movie? it looks good. we love you guys!! happy 4th of july!! enjoy the fireworks...i love them too & not because my birthday is the next day!
kim meints <meints5@msn.com>
pekin, il usa - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 7:30 PM CDT
Hi Zach! Glad to hear you are doing better. Your birthday party theme sounds so fun! I hope that you are feeling really well so you can enjoy it! That is cool that you enjoy fishing for catfish! I had a boss who was big into that, his name is Luke Steen, he won several tournaments last year. Maybe you could go with him sometime! Tell your mom hi for us. You are in our prayers. God bless you! Love, Sheila
Sheila Allen <Sheila.Allen@sci-us.com>
Glasford, Illinois USA - Wednesday, June 29, 2005 12:11 AM CDT
Hi Zach and family!!!
I am so glad to hear that you have been doing so well... God can truly work MIRACLES!!! We are thinking of you and praying for you always!!!
God Bless
Alyssa and Stephanie Lewellen
www.thestatus.com
ID: Lewellen
password: beauty-kansas

Alyssa and Stephanie Lewellen <Aballerina5678@sbcglobal.net>
Peoria, IL USA - Tuesday, June 28, 2005 9:01 PM CDT
hey there Zach! Just wanted to check in to let you know that your in my thoughts and prayers. I will try my best to make ur birthday a sucess on my end....Hope you will enjoy everything that will be sent.
Crystal Rentz <rickezgirl@aol.com>
Lexington, VA USA - Tuesday, June 28, 2005 7:26 PM CDT
Hey there Zach!!!! Well turning the BIG 13!!! I am soooo glad to see you feeling better. By the way glad to see your having a SUPERHERO party. I know Aaron will be there with you in spirit. I sure miss yall. Make sure mommy lets us know when and where the party is going to be so we can come join you and i'm sure the boys will have a blast!!! They are home alone this summer and really bored outta their minds so that will cheer them up!!!! Well continuing to pray you keep on the road to recovery and talk to you soon!!!!

Nikki,

Girl Keep you head up and chin up stay strong and keep doing what your doing for Zach you will never regret getting up in the middle of the night!!!!!

Love, Marilyn Mommy to Our LiL Superhero Forever Aaron <http://www.caringbridge.org/il/aarondhunter or stjudemomma74@aol.com>
Peoria, IL USA - Tuesday, June 28, 2005 11:33 AM CDT
Zachary, Hi it's gramma checking up on you. Are you still alittle cranky????? Sure hope ya got a smile on your face. I love you and can't wait til the fish fry. Hope it rains before then so it's not so dry. We don't need a fire or anything else. Remember if ya want me to get you for a day or two just call. I can even go buy some jams and jellys since it seems that sounds good to you. See ya later and remember I love you more than the moon!!!!!!!!!!!
Favorite gramma in the world <www.Agrammaof7@aol>
- Monday, June 27, 2005 11:32 AM CDT
Hi Zach,
Have a wonderful week!

Jaime caringbridge.org/nj/jaimelynn <Jaime13042@aol.com>
nj usa - Monday, June 27, 2005 9:06 AM CDT
Hi Zach! well it's 1 in the morning still playing around on the internet. Man can't belive I waited so long to get it. I seen that your mom updated when she got home from Mandi's she must of jumped on the computer as soon as she got in the door.(ha) Well I was glad we got to spend some time with ya and play a little Monopoly even if the game ended rather adbrubt. Well you know I love ya! see ya!
tomi
- Monday, June 27, 2005 1:25 AM CDT
Hi ZACH,

Just wanted to leave you a little note, saying Hi!! I was so happy to see you at the party for the St. Jude Run, and I am very jealous that you got the Shaun Livingston basketball; I am also a HUGE fan. That is so exciting that you got to hang out with the illini basketball team. Stay strong hun!!! I am always thinking about you!!

Cassie Creech (Chads Sister) <Cj-Creech@wiu.edu>
Pekin, IL - Sunday, June 26, 2005 9:41 PM CDT
Hi Zach! well we had a good time fishing with ya last night.(HA! HA!)hope we will be able to do that again real soon. just wanted to drop by and tell you I love you.
tomi
pekin, il taz - Saturday, June 25, 2005 2:07 PM CDT
Hello Nikki & Zach!
I found your page from Stanton's. It's SO NICE to meet you! I LOVE how your page is set up!! Zach is SUCH A HANDSOME little man!

We too are part of the St. Jude family. Our 9 year old son was diagnosed with NB, Stage IV in Oct. 04. (They were VERY GRIM at first) ... PRAISE GOD ... He had TREMENDOUS response to his treatment and we are back at home in MS!!! We TOO are CHRISTIANS and will PRAY & BELIEVE with you for Zach's HEALING!!!

One of my favorite verses that I've prayed over Brent MANY, MANY times comes from Ephesians 3:20 (I'm going by memory ... so overlook me if I misquote it) O:)

He is able to DO IMMEASURABLY MORE than ALL we can ASK OR IMAGINE!!! I just LOVE that VERSE!!!

I'm looking forward to hearing GOOD REPORTS ON ZACH! We will lift you daily in our prayers. :)

Love in Christ,
Tonya

Link, Tonya, Brent, Zach & Gabe Nason ............... Brent <nason5@aol.com>
Mathiston, MS USA - Friday, June 24, 2005 8:07 AM CDT
Zach thought I would sign your guestbook now that I have the internet. I love you and your always in my thoughts and prayers. don't forget about ali's party Sat.
tomi horchem <churchchick@grics.net>
pekin, il us - Friday, June 24, 2005 1:38 AM CDT
Hi Zach!
My name is Ronnie, I'm fighting NB too.
Wish you strenght and power. Keep on fighting. Hope you can eat and breath better soon.
You are in our prayers.

Ronnie, Nina and Tem <sel_nina@yahoo.com>
Europe, - Thursday, June 23, 2005 7:15 AM CDT
Hi folks. Zach, we're sorry you've not been feeling too great these last few days. Nikki, I am thinking of you. You both are in our thoughts and prayers daily, as is your whole family! We are getting ready to go to Disney, and things have been a little crazy since we've been home. Time goes by so fast. We miss you both so much! With all our love, Jen and Jacob
Jen and Jacob <jens_dreamcatcher@yahoo.com>
Staunton, VA - Wednesday, June 22, 2005 9:10 PM CDT
Zach,
You keep on fighting!!!!

gretchen <gsknuffke@msn.com>
- Wednesday, June 22, 2005 8:58 PM CDT
Hey Zach! sorry you haven't been feeling well. 3 days!! I'll be back for a day then on Sunday I'm going to a family reunion then dow to Camp CILCA. It's going to be one heck of a day on Sunday. That's awesome that you got a trophy for fishing! Last time I went fishing all I caught was a turtle! Hope you get to feeling better!
Kris Vaupel <whitetail518@yahoo.com>
Cottonwood, AZ United States - Wednesday, June 22, 2005 11:49 AM CDT
Hi Zach and Family~~
I am sorry to hear that you haven't been having very good days but it is cool that you got a basketball autographed by Shaun Livingston!!! WOW!! You are in my daily thoughts and prayers always!!!
God Bless,
Alyssa Lewellen, patient at The Children's Hospital of illinoi
www.thestatus.com
ID: Lewellen
password: beauty-kansas

Alyssa Lewellen <Aballerina5678@sbcglobal.net>
Peoria, IL USA - Tuesday, June 21, 2005 10:54 AM CDT
Zack,
I'm keepin you in my thoughts and prayers!!!
STAY STRONG!!!!!!!!

<3LOVE<3
Colleen O'Connor

Colleen O'Connor
Springfield, PA - Monday, June 20, 2005 5:10 PM CDT
hey zach,khylee,nikki&john...craig is SOOOOOOO looking forward to running for you zach!! he's been warming up & has started to send off his donation letters. you are such an incredible kid!! i was happy to hear that you got a surprise gift at the auction!! i pray that you will feel better & have the best summer,EVER!! love you guys!
kim meints <meints5@msn.com>
pekin, il usa - Sunday, June 19, 2005 9:53 PM CDT
Hi Zach,
It's me Anthony and I just wanted to say a little hi, so hi! So I hear that you are not eating again, When I don't eat I just try my best to get some food down my stomach. So did you have a fun day yesterday? What's your favorite Pro Basketball team? I don't really watch basketball so I don't really have a favorite team, I just watch the games and just guess whose going to win. Are you in to baseball at all? I am, my favorite team is the Boston Red Sox. If you would like it your favorite team would probaly be either the Chicago White Sox or the Chicago Cubs. Your in our prayers all the time.
Anthony

Anthony Ford <mrford@hickorytech.net>
Mankato, MN USA - Sunday, June 19, 2005 9:25 AM CDT
Zachary, Sorry we aren't having a fish fry till the 4th, but it is something to look forward too. The chicken will be great and just think of the fun with all the family. Lots of love and keep smiling. Heard about all the stuff you won at the fundraiser. Wish we could have stayed but gramps had to get up at 3:30 am!!!!!!! Love and kisses
Diane Your favorite gramma in the world <www.Agrammaof7@aol>
- Saturday, June 18, 2005 3:31 PM CDT
Wow...what an awesome God! We continue to pray for you and we are so happy to hear that you are feeling strong. Keep up the great work -- We love proving those doctors wrong!

The Wilds Family <wilds5pak@msn.com>
Port Orchard, WA USA - Friday, June 17, 2005 5:18 PM CDT
Wow!!! What fantastic news! The power of prayer!! Our family will continue to keep Zach in our prayers, and we will ask for His grace and support of Zach's whole family. We are so happy that Kristopher has a great friend in Zach. Kristopher is looking forward to seeing him, but as soon as he gets back from Arizona, he leaves again for Camp CILCA! That is only for a week, then he will be home for a while. Zach, stay strong and keep smiling!
Mary Ann & Dave Vaupel
Pekin, IL USA - Thursday, June 16, 2005 10:11 PM CDT
Hey Zach and Family~~
I am so happy to hear Zach is doing so great.. You are all remaining in my daily thougts and prayers!
God Bless
Alyssa L.
www.thestatus.com
ID : Lewellen
password: beauty-kansas

Alyssa Lewellen <Aballerina5678@sbcglobal.net>
Peoria, IL USA - Thursday, June 16, 2005 1:06 AM CDT
Hi Zach!! This is Terry Cooper, Patties brother. It is good to hear you are feeling better! That is awsome! I hope to get down to see you again soon. Work has been crazy. I've been doing some running also, getting ready for the St. Jude Run. I ran in the Steamboat race last Sat. just for fun. I ran with some friends to help them along. My thoughts and prayers are with you!
Terry

Terry Cooper <tccrunner3@yahoo.com>
Peoria, IL U.S.A. - Monday, June 13, 2005 9:18 PM CDT
Hi there cousins!
Glad to hear that Zach is doing well. God really is good. Anthony's spirits are good. I'm not sure how things are going to go, but I know that God will take care of it. It really is hard sometimes to let God take over everything! Especially when you get that sick to your stomach feeling. I do know that I have to enjoy every minute we have together as a family! Thank you for the prayer request, we need them right now. Sending lots of love and hugs from Minnesota.

Robin Ford <mrford@hickorytech.net>
Mankato, MN USA - Saturday, June 11, 2005 12:29 AM CDT
Hi Zachary,
I am happy to hear you are doing so well. Have a great weekend.

Jaime caringbridge.org/nj/jaimelynn <Jaime13042@aol.com>
nj usa - Saturday, June 11, 2005 6:07 AM CDT
Hey best(x50) buddy!! You haven't been checking your e-mail!! I'm in Arizona right now and boy is it hot!!! I've been trying to call you from Arizona but there's no answer. If it comes up on your caller ID as Lynne McCabe or the number just comes up which is 928-649-1473 ANSWER IT!!!!!!!!

The Cowboy and best bud,
Kris

Kris Vaupel <whitetail518@yahoo.com>
Cottonwood, AZ United States - Friday, June 10, 2005 11:58 PM CDT
Hi, folks! We sure have been thinking about you alot. Our hard drive went so we've been offline for a little bit. We're so glad to read that Zach is doing so well! We go to Disney at the end of the month, and it will be neat to think that you've gone there before us. :) We miss and love you!!!!!
Jen and Jacob (www.caringbridge.com/va/jacob_bollinger <kjenwhit@verizon.net>
Staunton, VA - Friday, June 10, 2005 7:50 PM CDT
Hey there, my husband and I are your Birthday angels..I am looking forward to hearing from you and your mother. Your a strong kid, keep up the good work and strong will, things will look up for you. You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers.....
Crystal & Ricky Rentz <rickezgirl@aol.com>
Lexington, VA USA - Thursday, June 9, 2005 6:02 PM CDT
Wow Zachary!!!!!!!What awesome news from the doc. All I keep thinking is the little Sunday School song we taught the kids in Children's Church: Our God is so Big,So strong and so mighty, there's NOTHING OUR GOD CAN NOT DO!!!!!!!BOOM BOOM!!!!!!!!Keep looking to HIM and you will get through this. I'm so proud of you for being so strong and determined. You are one awesome kid and grandson. Thank you Jesus for ALL my blessings!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Gramma
Your favorite gramma <www.Agrammaof7@aol>
- Wednesday, June 8, 2005 8:24 AM CDT
Hi Buddy! You look so awesome. When we went camping I just kept staring at you, you look differnt. You had this sparkle in your eye that was so beautiful to look at. I kept telling Tim that you looked really good. I can't wait to get those pics developed. Espically of you and Connie in the cowboy hats. He loves you so much. Your his buddy. You'll have to come stay with us soon. Love you smuch as Tan would say.
Amber <amber@abelvault.com>
- Tuesday, June 7, 2005 11:36 AM CDT
Woo Hoo! Praise God!!
Jenny Otte
East Peoria, IL - Monday, June 6, 2005 11:19 AM CDT
Zach,
Glad you are feeling better, and had a
great trip. Sending you warm thoughts today.
Hugs,

Judy/ Prayer Bears <cokerjudy@myway.com>
Clovis, N.M. USA - Monday, June 6, 2005 6:21 AM CDT
I hope you guys had a fun time camping. I loved camping when I was growing up and I still do. We are praying for you.
Janet Selburg
Pekin , IL - Sunday, June 5, 2005 1:56 PM CDT
Hi guys,
Glad to hear Zach is feeling pretty good. It's great to hear you got to go on the class trip. What fun!!! Hang in there. Keep your chin up and your faith in God true. Lots of love from Minnesota.

Robin Ford <mrford@hickorytech.net>
Mankato, MN USA - Thursday, June 2, 2005 6:42 PM CDT
Well Zach it sounds like you will have a very busy weekend with your gramma and pa. I was glad when I heard the rummage sales out here were this weekend. Knew you would love that. Looking forward to spending time with you. Hope us "old" folks aren't tooooo boring. Love always and more than you could dream of Gramma
gramma <www.Agrammaof7@aol>
- Thursday, June 2, 2005 9:33 AM CDT
Hey Zach~~
I just checked in to see how things were going... I love the new Zeocast! It's really neat!! hope you are feeling good and God is working his miracles on you!!!
God Bless,
Alyssa Lewellen, fellow patient at The Children's Hospital of Illinois
www.thestatus.com
ID: Lewellen
password: beauty-kansas

Alyssa Lewellen <Aballerina5678@sbcglobal.net>
Peoria, IL USA - Wednesday, June 1, 2005 11:42 PM CDT
Zach, It's gramma. Got any flys lately????? Heard you went on a field trip to Galena and you went down the slide. Wow I'm impressed. I know you don't like heights. I've always wanted to go to Galena but haven't gotten there yet. Do you recommend it? Maybe I can talk gramps into a quick weekend trip soon. Call me when you're not sooooo busy. Love you more than a million trillion!!!!!!!
Gramma <www.Agrammaof7@aol>
- Wednesday, June 1, 2005 8:36 AM CDT
Have a GREAT camping trip!
Jenny Otte
East Peoria, IL - Friday, May 27, 2005 1:30 PM CDT
Hi guys,
Glad to hear your home and you had such a great time on the cruise. I can't wait to see those pictures!!! God has really blessed all of you with Zach feeling good right now. GOD truly is GREAT!! Hang in there and keep your faith. Love you all very much.

Robin Ford <mrford@hickorytech.net>
Mankato, MN USA - Thursday, May 26, 2005 12:55 AM CDT
This is so awesome to hear this!!! I am so happy for you and thank God for your great cruise! The prayers will definately continue. Love you all! Aunt Sheri
Sheri Krohe <skrohe@hrva.com>
Pekin, il - Tuesday, May 24, 2005 1:21 PM CDT
Hey Zach and Family~~~
Now I can not wait until I go on my cruise this summer for the Make-A-Wish foundation!!! I am so happy to hear that you(Zach)are feeling better! YAY!!!Thinking of you and praying for you always!
God Bless
Alyssa Lewellen
www.thestatus.com
ID: Lewellen
password: beauty-kansas

Alyssa Lewellen <Aballerina5678@aol.com>
Peoria, IL USA - Tuesday, May 24, 2005 10:04 AM CDT
Image hosted by Photobucket.comThe Prayer Bears

Just a note to say HI and let you know you all are in our prayers. The trip sounds wonderful!
Bear Hugs,

Donna Boggs, Papa Bear’s Site <dboggs4newlife@yahoo.com>
Coeburn, Va - Tuesday, May 24, 2005 9:38 AM CDT
I just wanted to say THANK YOU for an AWESOME trip. That was the best trip I will ever go on. I enjoyed spending time with my best bud. As I said before the food was awesome. I'll miss having 24 hour room service!
Kris Vaupel <whitetail518@yahoo.com>
Pekin, IL United States - Monday, May 23, 2005 9:03 PM CDT
Zach,
Glad you are feeling better,
Take Care,

Judy/ Prayer Bears <cokerjudy@myway.com>
Clovis , N.M. USA - Monday, May 23, 2005 7:39 PM CDT
Zach,
I am so glad you had such a great time!! I can't wait to see the pictures. Keep feeling good~I am praying for you!!!

gretchen~foa/ra~ <gsknuffke@msn.com>
- Monday, May 23, 2005 4:23 PM CDT
Hey Zach!!! It's gramma. Just wanted to say a HUGE Thanks to you & Nikki for the awesome trip!!!!!!!!!! And I mean AWESOME!!!!!!!!! I will call you when we get to Missouri but I can't check your site so I will have to wait til I get back. I will be sure to call to check on you. Keep eating so you can gain a few pounds before we get back. I am so thankful to God that you had a great time too. You never cease to amaze me!! God is truly an awesome God. Try to keep walking whenever you can & you will get stronger. Love you ever so much and Kylee too. Kisses to you all. Gramma
Diane <www.Agrammaof7@aol>
- Monday, May 23, 2005 6:13 AM CDT
I hope you had a wonderful time on your tirp. Have a nice weekend.
Jaime caringbridge.org/nj/jaimelynn <Jaime13042@aol.com>
nj usa - Sunday, May 22, 2005 8:23 AM CDT
I hope you had a wonderful time on your tirp. Have a nice weekend.
Jaime caringbridge.org/nj/jaimelynn <Jaime13042@aol.com>
nj usa - Sunday, May 22, 2005 8:23 AM CDT
Hi Zach,
Praying hard for you, Hope you have a very good
weekend. Take care.

GOD BLESS,

Judy/ Prayer Bears <cokerjudy@myway.com>
Clovis, N.M. USA - Friday, May 20, 2005 5:06 PM CDT
Zach,
I hope you had an awesome trip. I am praying hard for you!!! God bless you, Zach.

gretchen foa/ra <gsknuffke@msn.com>
- Wednesday, May 18, 2005 11:11 AM CDT
Zach,
Sending you all my prayer and thought,
have a good week.
HUGS,

Judy/ Prayer Bears <cokerjudy@myway.com>
Clovis, N.M. USA - Tuesday, May 17, 2005 11:21 PM CDT
Hey guys! I hope ALL of you have a wonderful time on your cruise!! We will miss you while you are gone...it is SO great to see Zach at school! And he always seems to be his happy self- Zach, YOU ARE AMAZING!! Nikki, would it still be ok for Craig to run for Zach too in the Pekin run? I wasn't sure how that works, if you could have 2 runners for Zach? He would very much like to do this for Zach & all of you. Let me know. Again, you guys have a great (relaxing) time!!
kim meints <meints5@msn.com>
pekin, il usa - Tuesday, May 17, 2005 10:42 PM CDT
Nikki, Zach, Diane and Chris, Just want to wish you all a wonderful trip. Enjoy yourselves. Take Care. With Lots of love and prayers, Gary, Tammy, Justin and Jake
Tammy Schoenfeldt <gtschoenfeldt@aol.com>
Warner Robins,, GA - Tuesday, May 17, 2005 6:48 AM CDT
Hi guys. We are thinking of and praying for you! We hope you have a totally fantabulous CRUISE! You all are so much fun, I'm sure you'll light up the entire boat with your love and humor. We miss you so much. Nikki, please call me anytime. My heart and prayers are with you.
Much love and with much Hope,
Jen and Jacob

Jen and Jacob (www.caringbridge.com/va/jacob_bollinger) <jens_dreamcatcher@yahoo.com>
Staunton, VA - Monday, May 16, 2005 7:19 PM CDT
Sending prayers!!!!Gale, Andrea & Adrienne(twins)
www.caringbridge.org/nc/andrea <janma27537@yahoo.com>
Jacksonville, NC USA - Monday, May 16, 2005 6:40 PM CDT
Hello~~
I just wanted to check in to see how things are going! I hope you have fun on your cruise!! Our family is thinking and praying for you always!
Alyssa, fellow patient at The Children's Hospital of Illinois
www.thestatus.com
ID: Lewellen
password: beauty-kansas

Alyssa Lewellen <Aballerina5678@aol.com>
Peoria, IL USA - Monday, May 16, 2005 3:32 PM CDT
Have a Blast on your trip!! God's biggest blessings to you!!
Jenny Otte
East Peoria, IL - Monday, May 16, 2005 12:36 AM CDT
Zach & Family
This is the frist time i have been to you site i just wanted to drop by an say hi an let you know that you all are very much in my paryers.
Love Hugs &Image hosted by Photobucket.com Prayers

Pam Sturgill /prayer bears <psturgill@bellsouth.net>
Eolia, Ky - Monday, May 16, 2005 11:36 AM CDT
Hi Zach!

You amaze me! I am too lazy too get off the couch when I feel cruddy, and here you are pushing a cart at Wal Mart! Way to go! Keep that fighting spirit! Your gonna win this battle!

(((HUGS)))

I'm praying for you and your family.

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The Prayer Bears

Prayer Bear Heidi <praying_without_ceasing@yahoo.com>
NM USA - Monday, May 16, 2005 10:19 AM CDT
Zach and Nikki and Family,
Keeping all of you in prayers and thoughts and will pray heard for you trip!!!! God Bless!!

LeAnn Mooneyham /the prayer bears <angel4God352000@yahoo.com>
Baxley, GA United States - Sunday, May 15, 2005 8:34 PM CDT
Zach and Nikki,
I know Jen and Jacob and have been following your story since you met them in Memphis and became friends. I know that your warmth and friendship was very meaningful to them at a very scary time and continues to be a source of comfort. I just wanted to let you know that your story has touched and inspired me and that I'm thinking of you and your family. Yours is a shining example of the power of love and the strength of spirit and the courage and laughter that are possible even in the most difficult times.

Jenny
Frederick, MD USA - Sunday, May 15, 2005 3:04 PM CDT
Dear Zach,

I found your website from Alyssa Lewellen, who said that you needed special prayer. Well, that is what you are getting cause now you have ALL the Prayer Bears praying for you! You have fought such a long, hard and courageous battle, and I know your mom must be SO proud of you. Am sorry to hear that you are in so much pain... I know what it feels like to hurt and not even the pain medication can take away the pain. I will be praying for you, sweetie, that you will get better so you can enjoy going on that cruise this week.

Hugs and prayers,

Sharon / The Prayer Bears <thronberrys@bellsouth.net>
Memphis, TN USA - Sunday, May 15, 2005 1:01 PM CDT
Hello, Zachery ~
We are friends of your cousin, Anthony Ford. Please know that you and your family are in our thoughts and prayers. We don't know God's big plan, but we do know He cares and he hears our prayers. We pray you can have comfort and healing. We pray you family continues to be strong. God's Blessings on Each of You!!!

John, Bridget, Eric, Heather, & Travis Oslund <jboslund@hickorytech.net>
Mankato, MN 56001 - Saturday, May 14, 2005 5:17 PM CDT
Hi Zach!

I got your web site from your friend Alyssa. I am in a group called the Prayer Bears, and I'm her prayer partner. I pray for her. Our group will be praying for you too now! I'm praying that the pain will go away, and that you will be able to go on your cruise and have fun.

(((HUGS)))

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The Prayer Bears

Prayer Bear Heidi <praying_without_ceasing@yahoo.com>
NM USA - Saturday, May 14, 2005 4:28 PM CDT
Zach,
Keep up your Faith and God will give you strength. You are an amazing young man! Nikki, I am so proud of you. God has really given Zach a wonderful Mom!!! We will keep praying that Zach has better days ahead so you can go on the Cruise!
Lots of Love!!

Robin Ford <mrford@hickorytech.net>
Mankato, MN USA - Saturday, May 14, 2005 9:02 AM CDT
Zach,

Please know you and your entire family are in my prayers every day!

Rusty, Michelle, Tyler and Camden Brown
Manito, IL - Friday, May 13, 2005 1:16 PM CDT
It was great seeing Kylee perform last night at the concert! She looked so cute in her yellow dress! But I hate to hear that Zach has been in so much pain. Nicki - you are doing a great job at taking care of Zach! I am very proud of you! I pray for Zach and the family every day. Keep your faith- God will see you though each day! Lots of love, Aunt Mary Ann
Mary Ann <maryann61554@yahoo.com>
pekin, - Friday, May 13, 2005 10:21 AM CDT
Hi, I will but you in my daily prayers, you will be better soon ok, your friend and god bless, jordy and her meme
www3.caringbridge.org/mo/memerobin
- Friday, May 13, 2005 8:58 AM CDT
Zach, Gramma just sending love your way. Lots & lots of love!!!! Hope today is better for you. We would love to have you spend the night if you're up to it, unless you are going to Tim & Ambers. I need to go see there house too. I haven't seen it since they "moved" in. So just let us know what you are up to & we will accomodate. Hugs & kisses as always, gramma
Diane <www.Agrammaof7@aol>
- Friday, May 13, 2005 8:24 AM CDT
Hi, Zach. It looks like you had a great time at Disney. I hope you have fun on the cruise. I am still praying for you and your family. You are pleasing God everyday with your courage! Keep smiling.
Sherri Ernst <scshmipa@ntslink.net>
North Pekin, IL USA - Thursday, May 12, 2005 8:13 AM CDT
Hey Zach, Just checking in to let you know that we all love you. Sounds like your mother's day was fun filled. We had a nice but quiet day. Just nice to be together. The boys are so so busy with the school year ending. We are talking about a trip to Illinois this summer. It will be great to see you all. You are always in our prayers. Love, Tammy
Tammy Schoenfeldt <gtschoenfeldt@aol.com>
Warner Robins,, GA - Wednesday, May 11, 2005 7:59 PM CDT
Hi Zach, Nikki, and Gramma! We sure do miss you guys. Wow, a CRUISE! How awesome is that?!? You all will have a great time. Nikki, I am so sorry I missed your call. We are at home now. I don't have your number or I would try calling! I hope you have a wonderful Mother's Day with your beautiful family. Jacob says to tell Zach "hi."
In Hope and with MUCH love,
Jen and Jacob

Jen and Jacob (www.caringbridge.com/va/jacob_bollinger) <jens_dreamcatcher@yahoo.com>
Staunton, VA - Sunday, May 8, 2005 3:51 PM CDT
Just letting you know we visited your site today and that you are still in our thoughts. Stay strong.
Love & Hope
Melissa and Dylan xoxo
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Dylan’s website

Melissa <hartung@tpg.com.au>
New York, NY USA (Home is Australia) - Sunday, May 8, 2005 2:11 PM CDT
I love the family pic, you guys look great together.
Have an awesome time on your cruise.
Love Colleen - Kaitlyn's mum

www.caringbridge.org/ne/kaitlyn


Colleen <ozi_gal@hotmail.com>
Beverley, WA Australia - Saturday, May 7, 2005 8:57 AM CDT
Nikki, you amaze me. I admire your strength! God is good and He will continue to bless you with that peace and love. May He just wrap his arms around you and Zach today! Love ya, Aunt Sheri
Sheri Krohe <skrohe@hrva.com>
Pekin, il - Friday, May 6, 2005 2:11 PM CDT
Zach and Family~~
I just stopped by to see how things are going! I am sorry you are feeling down, but remember "With God all things are possible, no matter how hard it gets!"
Thinking of you and praying for you always!
Alyssa Lewellen, fellow patient at The Children's Hospital of illinois
www.thestatus.com
id: Lewellen
password; beauty-kansas

Alyssa Lewellen <Aballerina5678@aol.com>
Peoria, IL USA - Thursday, May 5, 2005 10:38 PM CDT
Hey Zach,
Wanted to let you know that we love you and your Mom very much. I completely understand how hard it is to give God all your troubles, but God will guide you both if you just let him! Lots of love

Robin Ford <mrford@hickorytech.net>
Mankato, MN USA - Thursday, May 5, 2005 1:57 PM CDT
Hi Nikki, I'm sorry your not having a good day. Hang in there, its all you can do. One day at a time. The photos are great and everyone looks like they are having such fun. I hope your feeling sunnier this afternoon, Blessings, and many prayers for your family. Love, Ellen

http://www.caringbridge.org/ma/seanhanson

Ellen Hanson <ehanson89@aol.com>
Cape Cod, Ma USA - Thursday, May 5, 2005 12:10 AM CDT
Nikki, I am praying continually for you. For strength, wisdom and peace. You are a strong, strong woman. You are right, we do have a God that is always there-He never leaves us. Sometimes it feels as though He does, but He doesn't. we just forget to look to Him. Your picture on the home page is awesome. You have a beautiful family and are being blessed with a wonderful husband and father for your children. God IS good. Please find strength knowing that you have so many people that love and care for all of you. I pray you feel the strength of those prayers today on National Day of Prayer. Not only will we be praying for the leaders of our country, but also for the leaders in our lives. You have truly touched so many lives and given encouragement to people that I am sure you are not even aware of (me for one :) ) You are certainly a "leader" with your faith and your Christian walk.
My prayers are always with you.
Love Jackie

Jackie Matheney <jackie@abelvault.com>
- Thursday, May 5, 2005 10:15 AM CDT
Nikki, hang in there! You must feel so helpless at times but you are so awesome and unbelievably strong! What a mom! I am praying so much for you and Zach. Remember Psalm 46:10, God IS...ALL! "and know that I AM GOD" He's right here for you, Nik!
Zach, I'll be praying that you never have another episode of what you went thru last night. That must have been really scary.
Today is National Day of Prayer...along with praying for our country and our leaders, my focus will especially be on you and your family. Love you, Aunt Sheri

Sheri Krohe <mskrohe1@grics.net>
Pekin, Il - Thursday, May 5, 2005 8:51 AM CDT
Awesome family picture! Keep fighting Zach! We're praying for you and all of your fmaily.


Logan & Tammy Ripp <ttkal86@bwsys.net>
Peoria, IL USA - Wednesday, May 4, 2005 11:11 AM CDT
Hang in there I am a surviver of the same cancer and I am now 42 years old and have three children (I wasn't supposed to be able to have any. Believe in your soul that you are going to beat this and God will answer you.
Vickie Hubble <hubtele@yahoo.com>
Fresno, CA USA - Tuesday, May 3, 2005 1:01 PM CDT
HI Zach,
Just glad u r feeling good, and i can't wait untill u come back to school. I'll keep praying for you.

Nick Kesselmayer <Tallteen191@yahoo.com>
Pekin, IL US - Monday, May 2, 2005 8:55 PM CDT
I am glad to hear that Zach is feeling pretty good :) You're family is surely in my daily thoughts and prayers!
Alyssa
www.thestatus.com
id: Lewellen
password: beauty-kansas

Alyssa Lewellen (patient at The Children's Hospital of Illinois) <Aballerina5678@aol.com>
Peoria, IL USA - Sunday, May 1, 2005 2:51 PM CDT
Hi Zach!
Im glad your having fun and spending lots of time with Kris! I hope Kylee had a great birthday. Hopefully all your pain will just go away. Im praying and thinking about you! Keep smiling and stay strong!
XOXO
Chass

chassity <xochassxo@aol.com>
the plains, va - Sunday, May 1, 2005 11:50 AM CDT
Zachary, It's gramma just checking in with you. You know I love you and hope you're having a good day. I was hoping you and John would show up to go fishing so I could see you. Maybe tonight or tomorrow after church we can see you and Kylee. We think we have picked out the car we want. If we do decide to get it you will be the first one to get a ride. What a thrill huh!!!! Grampa is in Peoria helping his friend in his basement remodel job. I think this is the last time he will go, but not sure. Call me if you don't come out. As always love bunches Gramma
gramma <www.Agrammaof7@aol>
- Saturday, April 30, 2005 2:02 PM CDT
Hey Zach, good to see you have had some good days. Glad to hear that you went to school yesterday. You're such an encouragement to me. Sometimes I complain about the smallest of things and here you are dealing with this cancer and you just keep plugging along. God bless you!!!! I wish that I could have just an ounce of your courage. I put you and your family on my churches prayer list. We are praying that you get your miracle, I sure hope you do!!! Nikki, you're a great and brave mom!!! I pray every day that God gives you the strength needed to deal with this. I was blessed to have Zach in latchkey. He was always so good!!!! God bless your whole family!!
Love, Heather

Heather Schrader <hthrschrdr@yahoo.com>
Pekin, Il US - Friday, April 29, 2005 5:39 PM CDT
hey zach! hope you feelin better today. you did a good job doing the sound system last night. we all miss you alot at school. unfortunatly we have to perform the play thing again at pekin manor may 10! well im at school so i better go.
bye,
Jenny, Kayla and Kaitlyn

jenny, kayla and kaitlyn <DragonsBabe2006@yahoo.com>
Pekin, il U.S. - Friday, April 29, 2005 2:49 PM CDT
Hi there,
I'm so glad that you got to go to the school musical. I'm so proud of you Zach. You are so strong. Keep up the great work. Keep saying those prayers, God listens!! Lots of love from Minnesota

Robin Ford <mrford@hickorytech.net>
Mankato, MN USA - Friday, April 29, 2005 11:36 AM CDT
Hey there guys. Glad to see things on the up and up. I know what its like to have good days along with bad. I also know what its like to have boys in love with knives, swords, and allthose great gadgets. Andre'e has already made his request known that for his 12th birthday he wants a reall cool sword. I guess there is this really cool sword network on late at night and he watches it faithfully and honestly the swords aren't even that expensive but they are really really cool. I am thinking about it but just scared he might get mad at Antavious and hurt him LOL... Well just know you ALL are in my thoughts and prayers and also glad to see you had soooooo much fun in California. Talk to yall soon.
Love, Marilyn Mommy To Our LiL Superhero Forever Aaron <www.caringbridge.org/il/aarondhunter or stjudemomma74@aol.com>
Peoria, IL USA - Thursday, April 28, 2005 11:27 AM CDT
heyheyhey!!! well how are things? i really enjoyed to have gotten tom see ya a little bit yesturday zach. you sure ain't a perky little thing though when you get up. i really enjoyed watching you picking out your fro. man a live zach!!! how big you going to get that?hahhayou sill look pretty cute though! and i love ya with all my heart no matter how big that fro gets!see ya hey want to do something this weekend?
aunt mandi, uncle don, justus, sugar, &zoie <deakincntn1@aol.com>
- Thursday, April 28, 2005 8:53 AM CDT
Hello Zach and Family!
I am glad to hear that Zach could go to school today! I know how nice it is to be able to see ALL of your friends after you have spent such a long time away from them. You are still in my daily thoughts and prayers!
God Bless,
Alyssa Lewellen, patient at The Children's Hospital of Illinois
www.thestatus.com
ID: Lewellen
password: beauty-kansas

Alyssa Lewellen <Aballerina5678@aol.com>
Peoria, IL USA - Wednesday, April 27, 2005 6:43 PM CDT
Zach, Nikki & Kylee,
I want to Thank all 3 of you for having myself and my brother Terry over Sunday!! But...the next time I come over, forwarn me that you will be pulling out swords after I have left the room!! hehehe I know that Terry enjoyed meeting you. I hope we can do it again real soon. I also sent the picture of Spanky to your Mom's email address. I hope you were able to open it. Take care and stay strong!

Pattie Killion <jjkpak73@grics.net>
Pekin, IL USA - Wednesday, April 27, 2005 11:51 AM CDT
That is so awesome you were able to go to school and are doing better the last couple of days!
Happy Birthday, Kylee! I can't believe you're 10. Wow!
And Nikki, I bet you have a minute of relief due to the celebration of Kylee's BDay and Zach doing well...Good for you! We love you! Keep up the good work! Aunt Sheri

Sheri Krohe <skrohe@hrva.com>
- Wednesday, April 27, 2005 10:54 AM CDT
Hi everyone!
Glad Zach is having some good days and was able to go to school. God is Good.
Happy Birthday Kylee :)
Praying for all of you always.
Love Jackie

Jackie Matheney <jackie@abelvault.com>
- Wednesday, April 27, 2005 10:02 AM CDT
Hey there family,
Wanted to let you know that we are praying and thinking about you everyday. You keep up the great job Zach!! We love all of you very much! Tell Grandma Diane "Hi" and we love and miss her too!

Robin Ford <mrford@hickorytech.net>
Mankato, MN USA - Tuesday, April 26, 2005 8:03 PM CDT
Hi Zack!! It was really nice to meet you yesterday. I knew you were a good kid when I saw the Illinois t-shirt. :-)
It will definitely be my pleasure to represent you in the St. Jude Run!! I'll drop you a line every now and then.
Go ILLINI!!
Terry

Terry Cooper <tccrunner3@yahoo.com>
Peoria, IL USA - Monday, April 25, 2005 9:43 PM CDT
hey zach--it was great 2 c ya at skool 2day!! every1s missed u lots. i had 2 leave early 4 a track meet so i coodnt say bye:( but it was really nice seeing u there i ran the 400 (1 time around the track)in 1 minute 31 seconds (im really slow) i threw the shot (an 8 lb. ball) 18 ft. and 2 in. and even though thats not far i usually throw it like 13 ft. so its pretty good 4 me well i gotta go but i hope u can come 2 skool 2maro. we have 2 walk 2 st. john's pekin at like 1:15 2maro 2 preform our "oh so lovely" musical.--always here 4 ya--gabi d.
gabrielle dagit <dramabelle92@yahoo.com>
pekin, il usa - Monday, April 25, 2005 7:26 PM CDT
We are always thinking and praying for you. We love you!
Jen and Jacob

Jen and Jacob <jens_dreamcatcher@yahoo.com>
Staunton, VA - Monday, April 25, 2005 3:55 PM CDT
Zach, I enjoyed having you and Kylee this weekend. (even though you two squabble toooooo much) I love you very much and love to see you smile. Grampa enjoyed his time with you too. Next time we will take one of you at a time to give you a break from each other!!!! Hope you feel like school this week. Lots of love to all of you Gramma
Diane <www.Agrammaof7@aol>
- Monday, April 25, 2005 9:54 AM CDT
Zach, we will certainly keep those prayers going up so the blessings keep coming down! I am so happy to hear that you are eating more, your counts are good and your pain in minimal. You are such a trooper! And to hear that there is possibly a treatment...WOW! We will surely keep those prayers coming. Love you, Aunt Sheri
Sheri Krohe <mskrohe1@grics.net>
Pekin, il - Monday, April 25, 2005 8:07 AM CDT
Hey Zach and Family!
I am praying for you always!
God Bless,
Alyssa
www.thestatus.com
ID: Lewellen
password: beauty-kansas

Alyssa Lewellen <Aballerina5678@aol.com>
Peoria, IL - Sunday, April 24, 2005 9:27 PM CDT
sorry i didn't get to sign your guest book lately. been working then me and uncle don been looking at some new cars. planning on getting it mon. if we get the one we like it sure is nice. i can't wait. well will get to show you it tues. when we come to kylee's b-day party. maybe you can take it for a spin!!! well we love you buddy!

aunt mandi, uncle don, justus, sugar, and zoie <deakincntn1@aol.com>
- Saturday, April 23, 2005 6:57 PM CDT
Hi Zach and family, BE Positive always. Standing with you all for the miracle and blessing. Look ahead for it and not behind or what was. God Bless carolyn
cj karnes <cjkarnes@webtv.net>
Groveland, il usa - Saturday, April 23, 2005 1:37 PM CDT
Hi Zach. I haven't seen you in a while. Hope you start feeling a little better. My thoughts and prayers are with you!!! I read the paper and that's how I knew about this site. Your mom did a great job. Looks like you had loads of fun on your trip. I'm praying that there will be many many more trips for you to go on. Maybe one day when I get the chance to go visit the school again you'll be there and I can say "hi". Well, best be going now. Lots of love, Heather
Heather Schrader <hthrschrdr@yahoo.com>
Pekin, Il USA - Thursday, April 21, 2005 5:48 PM CDT
Hi! I am so glad you enjoyed most of your trip! Zach, you are a most amazing guy! No wonder you have so many friends! I am sure that you are a blessing to them and to your family. I talked to your Aunt Tomi last week, she told me you were going to California. Glad you got to enjoy most of it. We're praying for you! Love, Sheila & Merle
Sheila Allen <Sheila.Allen@sci-us.com>
Glasford, Il USA - Thursday, April 21, 2005 12:03 AM CDT
Hey Zach What's up? I bet you're either sleeping or playing a game. Looking forward to you and Kylee spending the weekend with us. Hope us old people don't bore you too much. Look for lots of kisses and hugs. Love you soooooo much gramma
gramma <www.Agrammaof7@aol>
- Thursday, April 21, 2005 11:52 AM CDT
Hello Zach. Cool pictures from California. We really miss you here at school. Have a great day.
Miss Sarah Strubbe and 5th grade class <stubbe2121@yahoo.com>
pekin, il usa - Thursday, April 21, 2005 11:42 AM CDT
Hey Hey Hey hope you had fun in California.I really like your pictures.I really really really hope you get better. Everyone misses you. Bye P.S Hope to see you soon.
Austin Pool <gpcon@hotmail.com>
manito, IL Tazwell - Wednesday, April 20, 2005 8:53 PM CDT
Hey Hey Hey hope you had fun in California.I really like your pictures.I really really really hope you get better. Everyone misses you. Bye P.S Hope to see you soon.
Austin Pool <gpcon@hotmail.com>
manito, IL Tazwell - Wednesday, April 20, 2005 8:49 PM CDT
Hi folks! So good to know you are back home safely after an exciting trip to California! You all light up the city wherever you go. I know Memphis just hasn't been the same without you! :) We are really glad you're home among friends and loved ones. We hope to be headed home sometime shortly after May 4!!!! I have my van now, so we have been roaming all around Memphis and surrounding areas, exploring and finding fun things to do. Jacob and I think of you often and miss you. The other day he asked me again where you lived, and then he asked how far away Illinois is from where we live! I wish we had a Scottie around who could just beam us over there. By the way, I'm the Genhi that Denise mentioned! I also go by Jen. My family always calls me Jen or Jenny or Jenni. Multiple personality thing going on there! ha ha! Isn't it amazing what a small world it is? I think God plays a part in that when he is working all things to good. We love you!

Jen (Genhi) and Jacob (www.caringbridge.com/va/jacob_bollinger)

Jen and Jacob <jens_dreamcatcher@yahoo.com>
Staunton, VA - Tuesday, April 19, 2005 10:16 AM CDT
heyheyhey!!!awsomr i'm so glad you are finally getting to have some great days! i knew the miracle was going to happen soon! man your even eating your so amazing zach. just keep up the fighting and believing. well i'll talk to ya later luv ya bud!
aunt mandi <deakincntn1@aol.com>
- Tuesday, April 19, 2005 8:16 AM CDT
Hi Everyone,
Sounds like your trip was a good one. I love the pics :) Zach, glad you were feeling up to talking about Hot Girls!!
It looks like you were missed very much while you were gone. You all are very special people. My prayers are always with you.
Love Jackie

Jackie Matheney <jackie@abelvault.com>
- Monday, April 18, 2005 10:47 AM CDT
heyheyhey!!! so how's it goiong. well i think we were the first people out to you sat. when you got home, but you were already at gabis so i didn't get to see you. hope i get to see you soon. well it looked like you got to enjoy a little of your trip. i sure could tell kylee had fun. well be good and hopefully we can do something this weekend. i'm sure your mom's going to be having kylees birthday party soon.
aunt mandi <deakincntn1@aol.com>
- Monday, April 18, 2005 9:37 AM CDT
Zach, It's gramma. So glad you're back home. I sure hope I get to see you today so I can catch up on all that you did and see the video. Grampa is helping Uncle Tim move because he has to be out of his Pekin house today. Tomi is gonna come and get me so we can visit you sometime today. Sure hope you don't have a party to go to today cause I have some lovin to catch up on. Kylee said she has lots of stuff to tell me too. So stay put so we can visit. Love, your favorite gramma in the whole world!!!!!!
Gramma <www.Agrammaof7@aol>
- Sunday, April 17, 2005 8:56 AM CDT
hi hi hi hi hi hi hi
chad <willella@grics.net>
pekin, IL USA - Saturday, April 16, 2005 7:56 PM CDT
Hey Zach! Your girlfreind Gabi signed my guestbook...how sweet??!! Im glad you are having some fun in California. Now when you get back, your moms gotta think of a place where we could meet! Id love to meet you and your mom, even though I already tell people your my freind and they all assume I know you. Anyways....I hope your feeling well and I cant wait for the next update! Stay strong and happy!
Love and Prayers,
Chassity

chassity <xochassxo@aol.com>
the plains, va usa - Saturday, April 16, 2005 11:08 AM CDT
I am thinking of you an praying for you always!
God Bless,
Alyssa Lewellen, patient at The Children's hospital of Illinois
www.thestatus.com
ID: Lewellen
password: beauty-kansas

Alyssa Lewellen <Aballerina5678@aol.com>
Peoria, Il USA - Friday, April 15, 2005 10:37 PM CDT
zach--im ssssssooooo....excited u r going 2 be home 2maro!! i've been counting the days til u come home (me,obsessed NEVER). god bless--gabi
gabi dagit <dramabelle92@yahoo.com>
pekin, il usa - Friday, April 15, 2005 9:30 PM CDT
Hey Zach! i hope you are having a great time in California. I know I would! I hope you are feelin better. got to go
bye

jenny <jennymiller92@hotmail.com>
manito, ill us - Friday, April 15, 2005 8:20 PM CDT
hey zach hope you are having fun in California, everyone back at school hopes you start feeling better and have a good time with Kris and your family.
Your, Friend
Chad

Chad Surratt <willella@grics.net>
Pekin, IL USA - Friday, April 15, 2005 4:20 PM CDT
Wow! Sounds like so much fun out there! I'm wondering if Kris remembered his mom and bought her anything? (hinthint) What great memories you are all making! So glad to hear that you are seeing the sights and enjoying it! I loved the new pictures! Can't wait to see all the pictures you've been taking! See you on Saturday!
Mary Ann Vaupel <madk84@grics.net>
Pekin, IL USA - Friday, April 15, 2005 10:56 AM CDT
zach--u didnt have 2 get me anything but that is really sweet and i really apprieciate it!!!c ya when u get back--gabi
Gabi <dramabell92@yahoo.com>
Pekin, - Friday, April 15, 2005 10:43 AM CDT
Hi Zach, I hope you like California. I know how hot it is because I used to live there. It's a very exciting place. Can't wait for you to get back and hear your jokes.
Alejandra Jones
Pekin, IL USA - Friday, April 15, 2005 10:12 AM CDT
It is great to hear you all are having a great time! And it is very exciting to hear when you have a good day, Zach! You are on my mind so much and I will continue to pray for you and everyone around you.
Nikki, you are doing a great job! God will indeed help you with Zach's meds and everything else. Kylee and John, hang in there...What a great support you both are to not only Zach, but to Nikki! And Kris, what an angel for being such a good friend to Zach. You are a very special person. Have fun. And Zach, I just pray that today is one of the best day's you have. We love you and we'll see you soon. Aunt Sheri

Sheri Krohe <skrohe@hrva.com>
Pekin, il - Friday, April 15, 2005 9:08 AM CDT
hey hows it going? you feeling good zach? i hope so. when you guys get home kylees birthday will be very close. she finaaly is looking like a big girl now. welll we miss you guys cant wait to see ya all. grandma is going crazy !!
aunt mandi <deakincntn1@aol.com>
- Thursday, April 14, 2005 8:14 AM CDT
Dear Zach; Mr. Mickley just put me on to your site - this is really SOMEthing! Tell your Mom that she does a GREAT job with the journal (if you're like me, typing is a drag - better left to someone else, eh? ;-) I really envy you ... I've never traveled any further west than Kansas City! Trust me - I have NO doubt that Venice Beach is MUCH more interesting! 8-) Safe travels, my friend! Psalm 116
Pastor Niemann <pastorniemann@bwsys.net>
Pekin, IL USA - Wednesday, April 13, 2005 10:02 PM CDT
Looks like you all are enjoying California. That is wonderful. The pictures are very cute. Take Care - and have loads of fun. Love from Georgia!!!!
Tammy Schoenfeldt <gtschoenfeldt@aol.com>
Warner Robins, GA - Wednesday, April 13, 2005 9:21 PM CDT
zach how you feeling today? i love the pics. they are cute. man kylee looks so big in them. zach you have a girlfriend you shouldn't be talking about hot girls!!!lol anyways i had to take zoie for a shot she whimpered a little bit. they said it would make her sleepy but it made her crazy!!! i love you all and take care have fun. p.s. were is john in these pic.? you need to put one of him on here!
aunt mandi, uncle don, justus, sugar, and zoie <deakincntn1@aol.com>
- Wednesday, April 13, 2005 11:32 AM CDT
I love your pictures! It looks like you are having a good time. I am praying for you!
Jenny Otte
East Peoria, IL - Wednesday, April 13, 2005 7:59 AM CDT
hey hey hey!!!! well zach i just called your cell phone but your mom said she had to let me go because you were running out of minutes. mom said you been getting sick today while at disney world. i hope and pray that will stop!!!!! tell nikki i said HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! i love you sis. sorry i almost forgot. well hopefully the rest of the day will go better for you! so you can enjoy your birthday!! take care and try to have fun you all.
aunt mandi, uncle don, justus, sugar, and zoie <deakincntn1@aol.com>
- Tuesday, April 12, 2005 4:27 PM CDT
Hi Zach,
Well our class just wanted to let you know we are thinking of you. We have been saying prayers for you and your family. We want you to know that we miss you and are so glad you are a part of our lives. Enjoy California and remember we look forward to you coming home soon!

6th Grade class at Good Shepherd <stdennis@iw.net>
Pekin, Il USA - Tuesday, April 12, 2005 10:22 AM CDT
Zachary-Dachary, How ya doin? Well guess what happens today? Yup Bunco at my house. Wish you could play we need an extra player tonight cause Aunt Pam won't be here. She went to Washington state. I was excited to get to talk to you and hope today you are doing better. You make sure mom and John are taking lots of pictures. Tell Chris I said hi. But please give Kylee some kisses and hugs from us cause we miss her bunches too. Hope Mom is having a good time too and able to relax some. Of course, I cant leave John out Hi John hugs and kisses to you too. I'm sorry for calling so much but I have to keep in touch. You know how much gramma loves you. Let's try and do something special when you get home. I'd love to have you spend the night if you're up to it. Lucy misses you too. xxxxxxxxxoooooooooo!! Talk to you soon.
Gramma <www.Agrammaof7@aol>
- Tuesday, April 12, 2005 10:10 AM CDT
Hey Zach! I hope you are having fun in California. I hope everything is going good for you guys! I'm lookin forward to seeing you at school! well got to go. P.S. Tell Kris I said Hi!
your friend,
Jenny

Jenny <jennymiller92@hotmail.com>
Manito, il U.S. - Monday, April 11, 2005 5:10 PM CDT
Hi, Zach. Your name was on our prayer chain again so I thought I would drop you a line. I am glad to hear you are in sunny California! I pray that God will give you the strength you need to have a great time. Give Mickey Mouse a big hug! You continue to be in my prayers - you are so strong!
Sherri Ernst <scshmipa@ntslink.net>
North Pekin, IL USA - Monday, April 11, 2005 4:00 PM CDT
Hi Guys,
Glad you are having a good time. Zach, I hope you start feeling better. What a great time to have your best friend with you. Sydney will love hearing that you are at Disney--she only wants us to call her Tinkerbelle since we went to Disney in Nov :) You darn kids do the funniest things! Continue to have a great time.
As always, I am praying for all of you.
Love to all of you
Jackie

Jackie Matheney <jackie@abelvault.com>
- Monday, April 11, 2005 3:59 PM CDT
Zach,

Please know you are in my prayers every day. We have never even met you, but care for you so much.

We hope you are feeling better today and are having a good time in California.

Rusty, Michelle, Tyler and Camden Brown <brown_michelle_l@cat.com>
Manito, IL - Monday, April 11, 2005 2:53 PM CDT
i'm really starting to hate this comp. it froozed up again. i dont know what the deal is. just started running things and hoping that would get me back on line. must of did something right, because i'm back online! well i just got to talk to you but you had the slightest clue what was going on so i offered to let ya go at least i got to hear your voice and tell ya i love you all!! i have to be leaving for work so take care bud! i'll be home around 8:15 so try to be online so we can chat maybe! i love you all
aunt mandi, uncle don, justus, sugar, and zoie <deakincntn1@aol.com>
- Monday, April 11, 2005 1:13 PM CDT
Hi guys,
I hope your having a good time in California. Hey Zach if you see Pluto again and feel up to it will you please get your picture taken with him for me. I have this picture of myself when I was 9 with Pluto, Jackie Blew it up for me one year, Well Tim thinks it is sooo funny he thinks we should hang it in the kids toy room, So we decided that when we make it to disney we will all individually get our pictures taken with him, and have a pluto room. I know it will probally remind you of the moose that one xmas. But it would really mean alot to me. Kylee too.
I hope your feeling better Zach, we are praying for all of you. You have such a good friend in Kris. I bet you were excited when you found out he was going with. When you guys get home we will be all moved in. Can't wait. We started over the weekend moving, Connie was running around the house pushing a truck, he had room to run and he loved it. I'm so excited for them. Love you guys! Amber

Amber <amber@abelvault.com>
- Monday, April 11, 2005 10:41 AM CDT
hey zach!! how's california? take lots of pictures to bring back & show us!! I hope you have a GREAT time and that you will feel better, TOO!! how's spanky doin'... I haven't read much about him lately. kayla & I were at st. francis hosp. on thursday- we went past st. jude and we were going to peek in and see if you were there, but kayla said you go in the mornings(we were there around 2:30) hey, do they have sonic restaurants in calif.? that is kayla's favorite place to eat too! everybody misses you at school and we keep each other updated from your website-THANKS! we are praying for YOU!!
kim meints <meints5@msn.com>
pekin, il usa - Saturday, April 9, 2005 10:36 PM CDT
hey zach thought i would tell you i love you while uncle don is out on the grill. zoie is under the desk biting on my toes. you should of seen her today. jay had a picture of a lion and thought he thew it away but missed the garbadge can and zoie was trying to attack it bark at it. if she only new. good thing it wasnt real.LLOLOLOlanyways have fun i love you buddy. dont buy anymore weapons!!!!!
aunt mandi, uncle don, justus, sugar and zoie <deakincntn1@aol.com>
- Saturday, April 9, 2005 7:10 PM CDT
Hey Zach, I hope you're able to enjoy sunny California. I have never been there except in the L.A.X airport when Cody and I were flying to Australia two summers ago. Big airport!!! Have fun with your friend by your side. Are you going to Disneyland?? What ever you do I'm sure you will make lasting memories. Hang Tough , May God Bless you and make this trip a good one. Your cousin, Rhonda
Rhonda Drysdale <RHO_DRY@msn.com>
Lake Crystal, MN - Saturday, April 9, 2005 12:38 AM CDT
Hey Zach! Have lots of fun in California and feel better.

Hollie

Hollie LandiVittori <amydav86@a5.com>
- Saturday, April 9, 2005 8:54 AM CDT
Zach and Nikki,

Hi, this is Denise Strube-Pieper, Kyle Strube's mom. Kyle was diagnosed with ALL in September of 1997. The two of you were in several St. Jude Style Shows together. I have been reading a mutual friends journal through caring bridge and Genhi was talking about a Zach, his mom and grandma one day and low and behold it was you guys. I met Genhi through the National Fallen Firefighters Foundation when she worked there. It has been so long since we have seen you. So sorry to hear your not feeling to well these days. Hang in there buddy. I'm sure your trip to California will be awesome. There is so much to see out there. I lived in Long Beach, CA for a couple of years. Nikki, congratulations on your engagement. The best to all of you. Take care and always know you are in our thoughts and prayers.

Denise Strube-Pieper <jdpeep@theramp.net>
Canton, IL - Friday, April 8, 2005 6:34 PM CDT
hey zach-- i hope u get 2 feeling better and have fun in california!!--gabi
gabi dagit <dramabelle92@yahoo.com>
pekin, il usa - Friday, April 8, 2005 12:51 AM CDT
Hi Everyone.
Wow-California sounds like fun. I'll be praying that you all have a great time together and that, Zach, you are feeling good.
Say "hi" to Tom Cruise for me :)
Jackie

Jackie Matheney <jackie@abelvault.com>
- Friday, April 8, 2005 11:39 AM CDT
Zach,
I know that you will have a great time in California. Where in CA are you going? We have friends that live in San Mateo. Enjoy every moment and don't forget that we are all praying for you! We love you so much. Have fun and we can't wait to hear about all the fun stuff that you did in CA. Keep the faith!

Robin Ford <mrford@hickorytech.net>
Mankato, MN USA - Friday, April 8, 2005 10:33 AM CDT
hey hey hey!! ZACH GOT TO TALK TO YOUR MOM ALITTLE LAST NIGHT. THEN I HEARD YOU IN THE BACKGROUND FOR HER SO LET HER GO. TOLD HER THAT WE ARE COMING OVER TONIGHT RIGHT AFTER I GET OFF WORK. WANT TO BE THERE SOONER, BUT NO ONE COULD SEEM TO WORK FOR ME. JUST WANT TO SEE YA BEFORE YOU GO ON YOUR TRIP. I LOVE YOU AND WILL SEE YOU LATER!!!
AUNT MANDI& ZOIE <deakincntn1@aol.com>
- Friday, April 8, 2005 9:02 AM CDT
Zach, Just wanted to let you know that we love you and are praying for you all the time. Have a super time in California. You are going to feel so well there! Love you!!! Mike Sheri Michayla Jack Tucker & Luke
Sheri Krohe <skrohe@hrva.com>
Pekin, il - Friday, April 8, 2005 8:27 AM CDT
Zach, May God give you the strength to help you over come this horriable pain you're in to be able to go to California. Miracles do happen. Just believe and pray and it will happen. My thoughts and prayers are with you. Rhonda
Rhonda Drysdale <RHO_DRY@msn.com>
Lake Crystal, MN - Friday, April 8, 2005 8:07 AM CDT
Just wanted you to know that we are thinking of you Zach. Stay strong, your so brave to be fighting this monster for so long now. Just stay positive and know that a lot of people love and care for you and your family, even those who have never met you.
Love & Hope
Melissa and Dylan xoxo

Melissa www.caringbridge.org/me/dylanhartung <hartung@tpg.com.au>
New York, NY USA (Home is Australia) - Friday, April 8, 2005 0:46 AM CDT
Hi Zach,
Chass asked us to pray for you and we will. Our prayer is that you get the strength you need and enjoy your trip to California. Two or more gather in His name and anything that we ask will be done...Penny, Heather and Ashleigh

Penny Cummiskey <mrsjmcdds@aol.com>
Alexandria, VA USA - Thursday, April 7, 2005 10:31 PM CDT
Hello Zachary...wanted to know I'm thinking of you. Hope you have a good time on your trip with your family.
Gina Booth
Groveland, IL - Thursday, April 7, 2005 8:41 PM CDT
Hey Nikki, Take some photos in California and put them on your web page. We would like to see a picture of all of you. Have Fun!!!!! Love, Tammy
Tammy Schoenfeldt <gtschoenfeldt@aol.com>
Warner Robins, GA - Thursday, April 7, 2005 6:23 PM CDT
Hi Zach and Nikki and family! We are bummed to hear that you are not feeling the greatest! We hope you feel better soon, and really enjoy your trip to California! You are going to be the top star among stars in our book. We are praying for you and holding you close in our hearts.

With much love, Jen and Jacob

Jen and Jacob <jens_dreamcatcher@yahoo.com>
Staunton, VA - Thursday, April 7, 2005 11:35 AM CDT
yeah i finally got to get back online. comp. problems sorry zach! anyways awsome you get a vacation. i will pray you'll get to enjoy your trip, and that you will get to stop taking that med. because the pain will be all gone. by the way sissy is now zoie. shes so cute. she is getting groomed right now. will have to bring her by so you can play with her. jay carries her around like a rag doll. he's so cute with her. zoie just loves him. sugar is getting more curious then pissed off at her. shes about to burn a hole through her from starring at her. uncle don is sitting over my shoulder saying i'm not making any sense. hmmmmm!!!! anyways i love you buddy and call so we can do something friday!!
aunt mandi, uncle don, justus, sugar, and zoie <deakincntn1@aol.com>
- Thursday, April 7, 2005 10:39 AM CDT
Zach, Nikki and Kylee, I just want to tell you that I love you all!!! You are on my heart and in my prayers!! If we could only understand God's plan........Have a blessed trip and enjoy every minute with each other! Love, Aunt Mary Ann
Mary Ann <maryann61554@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, April 7, 2005 9:47 AM CDT
Hey zach! i hope you have a fun time on ur trip. i hope you get to feelin better soon! everyone at school asks when you are comin back. we pray for you at church and school. Got to Go
ur freind,
jenny

jenny <jennymiller92@hotmail.com>
manito, il U.S - Thursday, April 7, 2005 8:57 AM CDT
Hi Zach and Nikki, I hope you have a great time in Californa. I wish we could all get together to meet. I thought maybe we could meet half way at Sea World but its gone. If you have any Ideas let us know. I don't like to fly though. We are going to NY next week for 3 days for scans. We'll let you know how it went. Zach is there anything you would like for us to get you while we're there? Take care, Carrie
Carrie and Chassity <flintcx4@yahoo.com>
The Plains, Va - Thursday, April 7, 2005 8:50 AM CDT
Zachary, It's gramma. So sorry that you're feeling so rough. We were at your house last night but I don't think you will remember. I laid on your bed with you and watched you sleep away. We love you very much and want you to know how very proud we are of you. You are so strong and still fun and loving. So you're going to Hollywood. I never knew that you were interested in going. I hope you start feeling better so you can really enjoy everything there is to do. Grampa and I will miss you and Kylee very much. At least we have the telephone to keep in touch. Make sure mom or John has their cell with them always so we can call. Not that I plan on bugging you constantly but I like to know how you're doing. Stay strong and remember to drink,drink, drink, and drink. I believe that will keep you feeling much better. Missing already!!!!Gramma
Your favorite gramma in the world!!!!!!!!!!! <www.Agrammaof7@aol>
- Thursday, April 7, 2005 8:35 AM CDT
Zachary, It's gramma. So sorry that you're feeling so rough. We were at your house last night but I don't think you will remember. I laid on your bed with you and watched you sleep away. We love you very much and want you to know how very proud we are of you. You are so strong and still fun and loving. So you're going to Hollywood. I never knew that you were interested in going. I hope you start feeling better so you can really enjoy everything there is to do. Grampa and I will miss you and Kylee very much. At least we have the telephone to keep in touch. Make sure mom or John has their cell with them always so we can call. Not that I plan on bugging you constantly but I like to know how you're doing. Stay strong and remember to drink,drink, drink, and drink. I believe that will keep you feeling much better. Missing already!!!!Gramma
Your favorite gramma in the world!!!!!!!!!!! <www.Agrammaof7@aol>
- Thursday, April 7, 2005 8:35 AM CDT
Hey to you all. We are sorry that Zach is not feeling well. Hopefully sunny California will make you all feel a little more normal. We will pray that you have a safe and enjoyable trip. Love to you all. Gary, Tammy, Justin and Jake
Tammy Schoenfeldt <gtschoenfeldt@aol.com>
Warner Robins , GA - Wednesday, April 6, 2005 10:17 PM CDT
Good Morning Zach, Just stopped by to tell you that you're in my thoughts every day and many prayers are being sent your way. May God Bless You Always!!! Your MN. cousin, Rhonda
Rhonda Drysdale <RHO_DRY@msn.com>
Lake Crystal, MN - Wednesday, April 6, 2005 8:47 AM CDT
Hey, Zach! We had our first track meet today. I got second place in the 200. Hollie got state! She finished with 30.54 seconds! Congrats!!!! I saw Amber today before we left for track.

Your buddy,
Kris

Kris Vaupel <madk84@grics.net>
Pekin, IL United States - Monday, April 4, 2005 8:35 PM CDT
Hi Guys,
I am really glad the weekend is here also. We love just hanging out. Are you ready for the big Illinois game tonight. I am hoping they go all the way, but Tom is in a ball pool at work and is hoping they loose tonight--so I guess I'll have to cheer extra loud! :o
You all are always in my prayers.
Hugs and Smiles
Jackie

Jackie Matheney <jackie@abelvault.com>
Pekin, IL - Saturday, April 2, 2005 10:39 AM CST
Hi Nikki and Zach! Jacob and I sure do miss you guys. We think about you every day!!! The party you had sure sounds awesome, Zach! Jacob just finished his 2nd week of radiation. Only 4 1/2 weeks to go! Nikki, thanks for doing such a great job keeping up the website. We are praying for all of you and holding you close in our hearts. Please tell Gramma we said hi too. Love, Jen and Jacob
Jen and Jacob <jens_dreamcatcher@yahoo.com>
Staunton, VA - Friday, April 1, 2005 6:56 PM CST
Hi guys, I wrote the 9th down on my calender.We will be there. Zach I got my new phone. Just like yours, I already have questions so be prepared to help me. I can't figure out stuff like that. I heard the Cubs are coming to O'Brien field this weekend, I don't know if I want to tell Tim. What type of Cardnial fan would I be then, You know he'd make me go. Hang in ther Buddy, have a good weekend. Amber
Amber <amber@abelvault.com>
- Friday, April 1, 2005 4:05 PM CST
Hi Zach and Nikki! I am glad you are home now! I am sorry you didn't get the news you wanted at St. Jude. God bless you for being so strong! You are in my prayers. Sheila
Sheila Allen <Sheila.Allen@sci-us.com>
Glasford, Il USA - Friday, April 1, 2005 2:47 PM CST
Hey Zach! Guess what? We have a brand new car in the driveway. It is a corvet bright pink with polka dots!!!!!! April fool's!!!!!!!!gotcha Had a good time last night visiting just wish you and Kylee could get along alittle better. I realize you can get on each others nerves, but she loves you sooooo very much. Grampa is getting fishing fever how about you. Maybe you two can go fishing and catch us enough for a fish fry. That sounds way too good. Love ya lots
Diane <www.Agrammaof7@aol>
- Friday, April 1, 2005 1:39 PM CST
Hello Zach and Family~~~
It sounds like Zach is having a nice week...You both are so strong and I admire you so much! I know what it is like to leave your condition in the hands of God! I hope everything is going well and you are in my daily thoughts and prayers!
God Bless,
Alyssa Lewellen
www.thestatus.com
ID: Lewellen
password: beauty-kansas

Alyssa Lewellen <Aballerina5678@aol.com>
Peoria, IL - Friday, April 1, 2005 10:34 AM CST
Hey Zach,
I'm so glad that you are having some fun. It's great to have your friends around. You keep having as much fun as you can. We love you alot!!

Robin Ford <mrford@hickorytech.net>
Mankato, MN USA - Thursday, March 31, 2005 7:55 PM CST
hey buddy! how's today going for ya? glad to hear you had a good time with your friends over. cause i know i sure couldn't cheer you up sun. i love you bud and just love to see you happy and enjoying life. call me so we can take you out sometime and do something when you feel up to it. anything it's your decision. i promise we'll have a good time. well need to finish cleaning and get ready for work. lot of people needing me to beautify.lol!!
aunt mandi, uncle don, and the turd(justus) <deakincntn1@aol.com>
- Thursday, March 31, 2005 2:19 PM CST
Hi Zach, I'm glad you had fun with your friends lastnight and the night before. That's great that Kris got to go with you, It probally made your time go by faster. You looked so happy lastnight, glad to see your smile back. Give Kylee a kiss. Love you guys, Amber
Amber <amber@abelvault.com>
- Thursday, March 31, 2005 11:01 AM CST
Zach, It's gramma. Been missing you. After being together for so long 24 7 it seems weird. Hopefully you miss me too. I am so happy that you are having such a good time with your friends. Grampa and I might come over tonight and visit. Is that ok with you???? Yes should be your answer. Mandi instant messaged me today. I didn't know what to do (computer challenged) but I figured it out and sent her lots of love. Keep smiling and remember gramma and pa are praying for you and always missing you and thinking of you every minute and day. Don't forget to give Kylee lots of love. She loves you soooooo very much. Guess what? I had another weird dream and woke grampa up with a loud scream. Sure did scare him!!!!!!!
Gramma <www.Agrammaof7@aol>
- Thursday, March 31, 2005 10:35 AM CST
Hey Zach!

Thanks so much for the great time at the parties. It was a lot of fun. (Other than the scary clown)-haha. Hope you feel alright and can't wait to see you on Monday.

Hollie

Hollie LandiVittori <amydav86@a5.com>
- Thursday, March 31, 2005 10:04 AM CST
Hey Zach, Sounds like you had much fun with your friends. It's hard as a parent to see your children wanting to spend more time with their friends then family but you need your friends. So have as much fun as possible with your friends because they're important too. Hang in ther tough guy. You are amazingly stong!!! Your Minnesota cousin, Rhonda
Rhonda Drysdale <RHO_DRY@msn.com>
Lake Crystal, MN - Thursday, March 31, 2005 8:29 AM CST
well a little arguing beteen you and tomi lol!!! at least you two talked it out till you got along again. i knew it would be to good to be true. you two are just i don't know. i'm glad i can get along with all of you guys. can't help i'm the better sis. lol anyways it was awsome spending some time together. i just wish it would of been and thought it would have been easier to cheer him up. i love you zachie i just wanted to do anything i could to get you too have been a little more happy. i guess this time you needed your friends. you sure are growing up!! just always remember i'm here if you need to talk. i won't tell no one. we'll have a good day hope treatment goes great for ya.
aunt mandi, uncle don, and justus <deakincntn1@aol.com>
- Wednesday, March 30, 2005 10:56 AM CST
Zach, I have been thinking of you so much lately and I am so happy to hear it was a good night for you last night! It sounds like you (& everyone) had a great time. Have a great day today! Love you!
Nikki, I am so happy for you too. I can see the smile on your face. (You need & deserve that). Love you too. Love Sheri

Sheri Krohe <skrohe@hrva.com>
Pekin, Il - Wednesday, March 30, 2005 7:51 AM CST
zach and family---thank u sssoooo...much for inviting me over last nite!! i had a lot of fun. it was really nice to get to see zach and talk to in person. well i gotta go but thanks again--gabi
gabi dagit <dramabelle92@yahoo.com>
pekin, il usa - Wednesday, March 30, 2005 7:31 AM CST
Zach & Family,
Glad to hear that you all are home & safe again. Hope you had a fine Easter, and heard that you got your PSP for Easter Zach. I am sure you are having a ball playing with it. Mandi told me that the double hickman went well & I am glad that is over with for you. I am praying that you get your pain controlled and are feeling good, Put the pain in God's hands and he will help you carry it, God is wonderful. Once again glad you are home.
Barbara & Roy

Barbara Richardson <roy12448@msn.com>
Canton, IL USA - Wednesday, March 30, 2005 6:50 AM CST
Hi Zach and Nikki
Zach I will be praying that you are able to get some sleep. I am glad you were able to spend Easter with your family. Families are so important and so special.
Let me know if I can do anything.
Keep the faith and I will always be praying for all of you.
Smiles Jackie

Jackie Matheney <jackie@abelvault.com>
Pekin, - Tuesday, March 29, 2005 3:37 PM CST
Zach and Nikki,
I pray the pain eases up for you both. Keep the faith in God. We love you very much.

Robin Ford <mrford@hickorytech.net>
Mankato, MN USA - Tuesday, March 29, 2005 10:54 AM CST
hey zach, i hope everything went ok for u! everyone at school will be excited to see you back! I know Gabbi will!lol. see ya at school! bye
jenny <jennymiller92@hotmail.com>
manito, ill U.S - Monday, March 28, 2005 8:18 AM CST
Hey buddy,
Sounds like Tuesday and Wednesday nights are going to be tons of fun. I am jealous....what are you guys going to do? Im glad that you guys are finally home! Enjoy your Easter!
Thoughts and Prayers,
Chassity

chassity <xochassxo@aol.com>
- Sunday, March 27, 2005 11:06 AM CST
nikki you sure are lucky to have a man like that. i wish things were great with my husband. really haven't been getting along lately, but whats new!! anyways can't wait to see you guys tomorrow. i exspecially kwnow jay can't. well take care i'll be praying for zach to have a good night sleep and an excellent tomorrow. we need to all get along that means no picking on each other. exspecially tomi lol!!zachie your aunt mandi sure does love you and i hope you know that and always!!! take care buddy. just leave all your pain in gods hands. he'll take care of it buddy!!! just always believe. did spanky go crazy? i bet he did. well have a great easter!!
aunt mandi <deakincntn1@aol.com>
- Sunday, March 27, 2005 1:25 AM CST
Zach, Nikki, and Grandma, it was such a blessing to have met you all. Jacob and I grew to love you, and we miss you. But we are sure glad you're home!!! Thank you for your generosity, kindness, humor, and friendship. I feel that God had us meet, and I'm so glad he did. Zach, you are a SUPER AMAZING guy. Those SUPER AMAZING genes must run in the family! We are praying for you.
"Julie" (HA HA) Jen and Jacob

Jen Whitmer and Jacob Bollinger <jens_dreamcatcher@yahoo.com>
VA - Saturday, March 26, 2005 8:12 PM CST
Happy Easter to all!!!! Happy to hear your surgery went well and you're home!! There's no place like home!! Will continue to pray for you . I wish you all the best and want everything to go well for you. Praying for you from Minnesota, Rhonda
Rhonda Drysdale <RHO_DRY@msn.com>
Lake Crystal, Mn - Saturday, March 26, 2005 7:19 PM CST
Hey Zach, We were happy to hear that the surgery went well. I am sure that you are so happy to be back home. Enjoy Easter with all your family. Tell everyone Happy Easter from us. Love from Georgia, Gary, Tammy, Justin and Jake
Tammy Schoenfeldt <gtschoenfeldt@aol.com>
Warner Robins, GA - Saturday, March 26, 2005 7:09 PM CST
Hey guys,
I hope the flight home was good. I bet it feels really good to be there. I also am sure spanky was so excited to see all of you. Good luck this coming week with Chemo and stay strong!! Happy Easter to all of you. We love you!

Robin Ford <mrford@hickorytech.net>
Mankato, MN USA - Saturday, March 26, 2005 5:19 PM CST
Hey Zach I am so glad that the surgery went well. I am so excited for you to be coming home. There really is no place like home! You are a brave guy.
I pray for you all often.
Smiles and hugs. Jackie

Jackie Matheney <jackie@abelvault.com>
Pekin, IL - Saturday, March 26, 2005 9:23 AM CST
Just wanted to stop in and check on you :) Sorry you aren't feeling too well :( But I hope the Easter Bunny is good to you! Hoppy Easter
Ms Penny <musacchia99@hotmail.com>
Tickfaw, la usa - Saturday, March 26, 2005 1:22 AM CST
Congratulations on getting to go home. I wish you all the best and I will be praying for you. Stay strong and brave.
Celia <celial@baylorhealth.edu>
Dallas, TX USA - Friday, March 25, 2005 9:52 PM CST
woooooohooooo!!!! i'm sure excited but not as near as you guys probally are have a safe trip home i'll pray for you all tonight. i love you guys! we'll be gonr in the morning for jays wrestling match. so i'll call ya later tomorrow or come over after the match. in less you gauys just want to chill at home with no company canton walmart has tons of psp if you can't find. the games are 50 bucks . love you guys.
aunt mandi, uncle don, and jay <deakincntn1@aol.com>
- Friday, March 25, 2005 7:19 PM CST
Hi guys! Zach- you are an amazing young man! Keep your faith, your smile and great attitude! God will see you through! I pray for you and your family every day - I love all of you! And I am proud of ALL of you! God Bless and lots of love.....Aunt Mary Ann
Mary Ann <maryann61554@yahoo. com>
- Friday, March 25, 2005 10:16 AM CST
Hi guys! Zach I'm sorry I could hardly understand you last night. I don't know what was up with Tims phone. Kylee was an angel lastnight, I told her you guys called and she was really excited. They are both with my sisters right now. I think she'll have fun. She really misses you Zach. We all do. I hope everything goes good today for you Zach. Can't wait to see you. Call us when you are close. Love ya, Amber
Amber <amber@abelvault.com>
- Friday, March 25, 2005 8:05 AM CST
hey you guys just called and talked to you on the phone. great to hear the news. boy that grandma barb tells the whole wide world that jay says bad words. don't all kids go through that stage???!! anyways like father like son! man that sound bad to !!! jay is going to his first wrestling open sat. morn. for this year. i can't wait! he does so good out there on the mAT. YOU CAN TELL HE LOVES IT. MAN SUN. NIGHT ON TLC @9:00 THERE IS GOING TO BE A SHOW ON CALLED WORLDS STRONGEST BOY. YOU SHOULD SEE IT IT'S JUST NOT RIGHT. HE IS ONLY LIKE 6YR. OLD I BELIEVE. I KNOW I'M WATCHING IT!I HOPE YOU HAVE CABLE MOM! JAY COULDN'T BELIEVE IT! WELL I'LL BE PRAYING ZACH SURGERY GOES PERFECT AND HE'LL FEEL PRETTY DESCENT AFTER SO WE CAN ALL ENJOY WHEN HE GETS HOME. LOVE YOU!
AUNT MANDI, UNCLE DON, AND JAY JAY (MOMMYS LITTLE WRESTLER) <WWW.DEAKINCNTN1@AOL.COM>
- Thursday, March 24, 2005 9:35 PM CST
Hey Zach! Stay positive buddy, things will get better. I hope that pain does! Im thinking and praying for ya!
Your Pal,
Chass

chassity <xochassxo@aol.com>
- Thursday, March 24, 2005 9:29 PM CST
Hey, Zach! Just wanted to let you know that you got a lot of guts! Hope your surgery went well. Can't wait till you get back!

Kris

Kris Vaupel <madk84@grics.net>
Pekin, IL United States - Thursday, March 24, 2005 9:07 PM CST
Hey Zach! Really miss you and hope everything is going ok for you and you're feeling alright. Gabi keeps me informed on everything. So just keep your chin up and smile a lot. Smiling confuses people.-:)

Hollie

Hollie LandiVittori
- Thursday, March 24, 2005 7:06 PM CST
Hi guys,
Well I'm glad that you will be comming home this weekend. I talked to John lastnight he said he has been busy getting everything ready for you guys. I'm picking Kylee up from school tonight, Tanner is sooo excited he is planning on making her watch the Incredibles with him. He's goofy. He has been really sad the past couple of days because his friend Maddie gets to go to Mrs. Macs house he doesn't understand why he didn't get an invitation. I keep telling him she's not having a party. He's to little and just loves Mrs. Mac. So I told him this summer we will get Katies phone number and maybe she can babysit. That cheered him up. Connie is doing so much better. He's back to his onry self. Tim has been busy like usual. Working funny hours. He is really excited about moving we have already started fighting over how were going to decorate. Diane I don't know what you did to him:) Nikkie Molly weighs 20lbs, she looks like she's gonna pop. Well guys as you can tell we can't wait to see you. If you need anyhelp this weekend let me know. Love ya, Amber

Amber <amber@abelvault.com>
- Thursday, March 24, 2005 10:10 AM CST
Zach & Family,
Hope you are feeling well today. Saw your Aunt Mandi, Uncle Don and Jay last night. We all went to Pizza Hut for supper last night. Don and Mandi went out to Walmart to get some stuff for Jays Easter hat. Jay stayed with me and Roy while they went out there. As soon as Jay got his coat off he said Grandma I'm hungery, I said Jay you just ate, he said I know but I need more food. They took my glue gun home to put the stuff on his hat, bet it's cute. Mandi said he got a yellow light in school yesterday (the reason was he said a bad word) I told him not to say that word anymore and he said okay grandma I won't. Mandi and Don said he did good on his report card. He is a sweet little boy. He is ready to come see you and tells me he loves you and misses you. Just wanted you to know we are praying for you and thinking about you.I am praying that today is a good one for you Zach and Mom and Grandma. Take care.
Barbara & Roy

Barbara Richardson <roy12448@msn.com>
Canton, IL USA - Thursday, March 24, 2005 9:16 AM CST
hey you guys what's going on. hopefully you strarted your day out already being good. if not make it! jay had an easter bonnet homework last night. we decorated one of his hats eastery. it turned out sooo cute. hopefully you'll be home on easter and i'll have him wear it so you all can see it! he glued all the stuff to it, and burnt me with the hot glue gun. i had a hard time getting him to put it down. he thought it was so cool how the glue stick melts and squeeze the trigger and all that melted glue comes out. he says and does funny stuff! he's just sooo cute sometimes. you too zach. and also you mom and nikki. hahaha! take care can't wait to see ya all!!!p.s. i told don to sign your guest book and he said he wanted me to do it because no other males do it and he don't know what to say. MEN!!
aunt mandi, uncle don, and jayjay <deakincntn1@aol.com>
- Thursday, March 24, 2005 8:08 AM CST
hey zach--i cant wait til u get home itz bin really quiet in math class and i miss ur silly jokes oh hey when u come back we'll have 2 go c miss congeneality 2 (about the spelling give me a break im a blonde) i think they put the "e" on the end so when (dumb) blondes spell it itz spelt wrong anyway i gotta go study i hate the week b4 spring break itz like teachers try 2 c how many tests they can squeeze in b4 ur brain blows well ill talk 2 u l8r--gabi
gabi dagit <dramabelle92@yahoo.com>
pekin, il usa - Wednesday, March 23, 2005 7:11 PM CST
Hello Nikki, Zach and Diane, Just wanted you to know that we are praying for all of you. Sounds like you are planning some fun things for when you get home. I hope to see all of you when you get back. Have a blessed Easter. Love you, Mary Ann
Mary Ann <maryann61554@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, March 23, 2005 4:06 PM CST
zachie, I miss you so much. I can't wait to see you. You to mom and nikki. It just ain't the same talking on the phone, but it does help to at least hear all of your voices. All though i haven't heard zachs for awhile. I'll probally call ya tonight. zach I hope and pray for you to be feeling great! jayjay says hi, and that he is sorry for hurting you that one day. he's such a turd!! he's been asking when he gets to see you and aunt nikki. jay is eating all the string cheese i just got at the store. every time i get groceries he thinks he has to eat a little bit of everything(snackie stuff)anyways you take care. get some food and juice in ya. that helps to give ya energy. take care buddy i love you!
aunt mandi, uncle don, and justus <deakincntn1@aol.com>
- Wednesday, March 23, 2005 3:24 PM CST
Hey Zach and Nikki,
You hang in there. God does amazing things. We are praying for you and think of you daily. We love all of you so much! Hi there DeDe, we are thinking and praying for you as well. Hope you all can get home very soon. Love you lots

Robin Ford <mrford@hickorytech.net>
Mankato, MN USA - Wednesday, March 23, 2005 10:42 AM CST
Hey guys! Sorry to hear you have to stay longer and things are not moving as fast as you want them to. Hang in there Nikki! I am lifting all of you in prayer. You are doing a fabulous job...All of you!
Hi Diane. I miss you too. I heard a new song by Reba that I want you to hear. It's called "Sisters" I love you and can't wait until you come home. I work with a gentleman that I believe went to high school with you. I'll have to tell you more about it later:)
Take care! I am praying for a wonderful day for each of you. Sheri

Sheri Krohe <skrohe@hrva.com>
Pekin, Il - Wednesday, March 23, 2005 8:12 AM CST
hi Zach,
I'm sorry your not feeling well. You are in our thoughts and prayers.

Jaime www.caringbridge.org/nj/jaimelynn <jaime13042@aol.com>
nj usa - Tuesday, March 22, 2005 7:35 PM CST
Hey, Zach, Nikki,And Grandma Allen.....
Been wondering how you are all doing...Diane reminded me this a.m. to read you page....It's hard to teach great gramdmamas, these new machines.
So I pray you all are haaving a good day off today ....did you find something to do different??? Sure hope your grandpa Allen is feeling much better today.
Is that Liberty park open now? Thought it might be with spring break here.
Looking forward to when you get home
amd pray that is soon. I'm sure all of your friends are missing you as I miss your grandma Diane. God bless, love,

Carolyn J Karnes <cjkarnes@webtv.net>
Groveland , IL Tazewell - Tuesday, March 22, 2005 4:43 PM CST
Hi Zach,
I miss you so much, It's different walking into the school and not seeing you. I haven't even seen Kris. Which is probally good b/c I would just miss you more. We are planning on comming down Friday, Hopefully everything will work out for us. As you know we sold our house, Tim told me that you informed him you will be staying with us on the weekends. Whatever you want to do is fine with us:) I guess the third bd room will become yours. Well Zach I will be seeing you soon. Keep smiling. Give everyone a hug. Love you buddy, Amber

Amber <amber@abelvault.com>
- Tuesday, March 22, 2005 12:25 AM CST
Zach & Family,
Sorry to hear that you will have to be in Memphis, longer than expected. You will get your procedure over with and be home with family and friends real soon. I am sure all of you are ready to get out of there. I'm sure you miss your girlfriend, Mom misses John and Kiley and Grandma misses Grandpa. As you all know there's no place like home. We are praying for you, and that God gives all of you his strength.
Barbara & Roy

Barbara Richardson <roy12448@msn.com>
Canton, IL USA - Tuesday, March 22, 2005 10:47 AM CST
Hey Guys,
I know that you are disappointed about not coming home and soon as you liked. For whatever reason, God wants you in Memphis a little longer--who knows maybe you will meet someone famous or something! :)
While I was reading last night I came across this verse and thought of all of you right away,
Romans 15:13 May the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace as you trust in him, so that you may overflow with hope by the power of the Holy Spirit.
I will continue to pray for all of you and specifically for the procedure on Friday. See you soon.
Love Jackie

Jackie Matheney <jackie@abelvault.com>
- Tuesday, March 22, 2005 10:24 AM CST
Good Morning Zach, I'm sorry you have to stay longer. I'm sure it's vey dissappointing and frustrating. Hang in there the best you can. I can only imagine what you and your mom are feeling and then I'm sure that's no where close to the emotions that are running through you. God will give you the strength. Many prayers are sent your way. Love , Rhonda
Rhonda <RHO_DRY@msn.com>
Lake Crystal, Mn - Tuesday, March 22, 2005 8:08 AM CST
Hey, Zach! Sorry to hear that you have to stay longer. I can't wait till you get back! That party of yours is going to be so COOL!!! We miss ya!

Kris
(P. S. You're supposed to call Gabi)

Kris Vaupel <madk84@grics.net>
Pekin, IL United States - Monday, March 21, 2005 8:48 PM CST
Zach & Family,
Hope you had a good weekend and are feeling better. You will all be home soon to see your family. Want you to know you are in our thoughts and prayers.
Barbara & Roy

Barbara Richardson <roy12448@msn.com>
Canton, IL USA - Monday, March 21, 2005 6:43 AM CST
Hello all. Just wanted to let you know I prayed for you at church today. I know you're going through a tough time. I hope you are able to come home soon.
Gina
- Sunday, March 20, 2005 9:38 PM CST
Hey Zach & family, Sorry it has been sooo long since I wrote to you. You see my computer crashed so that meant buying a new one.That took several weeks to arrive, like 3 weeks, then our internet was goofy so the repair man had to replace our wireless monitor and then Mike & I flew to Arizona On the 11th of March and picked up our Harley off of a semi and we road 1300 miles all over the state. That sure was fun. There were a total of 18 bikes that traveled on the truck to Arizona but there were only 3 bikes in our group.It sure was a climate shock to our bodies when we got off of the plane back in Minnesota on Sat. So there you have the reasons I haven't been on line writing to you.I hadn't forgot about you or your family. You have continually been in my thoughts and prayers. Hugs and Smiles are sent your way!!:) Hang in there -- Rhonda Drysdale
Rhonda <RHO_DRY@msn.com>
Lake Crystal, Mn - Sunday, March 20, 2005 7:40 PM CST
Zach,
God will help you, your Mom and the doctors to make all the right decisions. It is very hard at times to let God take over a situation, but we really need to just do that. I know that everything will go good. You will be back home with all your family and friends very soon. We are praying for you! God bles you.

Robin Ford <mrford@hickorytech.net>
Mankato, MN USA - Sunday, March 20, 2005 2:42 PM CST
Hi Zach,
We are praying for you.

Jaime www.caringbridge.org/nj/jaimelynn <jaime13042@aol.com>
nj usa - Sunday, March 20, 2005 2:03 PM CST
my favorite buddt in the world how are you doing today? i miss you guys so much. tomi's been calling alot to see whats going on with ya all over there. she's feeling left out, and everybody is calling her to see if she knows anything. she needs to get internet. she be amazed what all she can find out. anyways you guys are being missed greatly!!! everybody can't wait till you get home. you better be thinking of something your wanting to do zach so we all can be together and have some fun as a family!!! i love you soooo much your an awsome nephew to have. love,

aunt mandi <deakincntn1@aol.com>
canton, il - Sunday, March 20, 2005 11:58 AM CST
Hey Zach, Nikki, and Diane. Just checking in to see how you are all getting along. We have been thinking of you all everyday. We can't imagine how hard this is for you. I am sure that it is such a blessing for you to know how much you are all loved by your family. Take Care of each other. We love you - Tammy
Tqmmy Schoenfeldt <gtschoenfeldt@aol.com>
Warner Robins, Ga - Saturday, March 19, 2005 8:51 PM CST
Hi Zach
Jim McFarlane here. Just thinking about you and thought I would drop you a line. Give me a call or e-mail any time.
Your huntin' friend

Jim McFarlane <jem6@prodigy.net>
Rockford, IL US - Saturday, March 19, 2005 8:36 PM CST
Hi Zach and Nikki,
We're praying for you. Try to talk mom into that PSP so Jason can play a game against you! In the meantime, eat a hickory cheeseburger, and drink a cherry limeade, and enjoy shopping. Maybe Sonic will come to the Peoria area. We love you and look forward to seeing you soon.
love, Jason and Sarah Williams

Jason and Sarah Williams <acenjay@hotmail.com>
Morton, Il USA - Saturday, March 19, 2005 3:30 PM CST
Zach, Nikki & Diane,
Found out about your site from Aunt Mandi & Uncle Don. Just a note to tell all of you that you are in our thoughts and prayers. I want to tell you Zach, that you have the courage of a Lion and Mom and grandma have the courage of a Lioness, hey Zach we could not leave the ladies out. Your web site is really awsome and I have marked you in my fovorites, so I will be visiting you again.. Hope to hear that you are soon home and feeling good.. God loves you always remember this. Take care..
Roy & Barbara

Barbara Richardson <roy12448@msn.com>
Canton, IL USA - Saturday, March 19, 2005 12:49 AM CST
hey zack! hope ya feel better. everyone at school misses you. hope ya get back soon.
Jenny Miller <jennymiller92@hotmail.com>
Manito, ill u.s. - Friday, March 18, 2005 9:21 PM CST
Hi Zach, Nikki and Diane,
I wanted to let you know that I have and will continue to pray for all of you. Zach, you are an amazing person. Your faith and courage is a true witness to what an amazing God we serve. You are an inspiration to so many and I am sure that God is using you in ways that we cannot even imagine. Continue with the shopping! I knew there was always something about you I liked! :)
Hugs and Smiles to all of you.
Jackie

Jackie Matheney <jackie@abelvault.com>
Pekin, IL - Friday, March 18, 2005 8:35 PM CST
Hey there,
I am praying that Zach will get his central line and everything else goes well. God is a much greater power than we all can imagine. Keep saying your prayers and God will answer. We love you very much and are praying for you every day!! I hope the Easter Bunny comes up with something good for Easter! Lots of Love from a very snowy Minnesota.

Robin Ford <mrford@hickorytech.net>
Mankato, MN USA - Friday, March 18, 2005 5:33 PM CST
Hello Zach
Just wanted to say hello and hope you are feeling okay today. i have added you website to my favorites so i can check in and see how you are going. Keep up the fight.

Paula
Vancouver, bc Canada - Friday, March 18, 2005 2:45 PM CST
HI Zach, Nikki, & Mom I miss you all and can't wait to see you home soon. I will continue to pray for you all that the stress of the environment will disapear. I know that being away from us your family and friends is difficult,but soon you will be home with us. I love and MISS you all very much. Oh yeah I almost forgot the house is almost done. Zach keep your head up yopu to Nikki.

Love you

JOhn

John Leman <john.leman@insightbb.com>
Pekin , IL USA - Thursday, March 17, 2005 10:19 PM CST
Hi Zach!
I just want to let you know that i am praying for you! No matter what the Dr says God can still give you a full miracle! Keep the faith... every day just say to yourself "i am healed thank you Jesus that you have healed me" & believe it! Jesus took our pain & suffering to the cross with him & by his strips YOU ARE HEALED!! :) Just keep on speaking out loud that you are healed & thank God in advance for healing you & he will heal you! Alls God wants for us is good! And he is going to bless you & give you such an amazing testimony that is going to minister to so many people young & old! And you are going to have years & years of true happiness really really soon! Here are some great scriptures & stories in the Bible about healing & having faith for you to look up & read they are really encouraging you can read them or have your mom read them to you whichever you perfer.
Matthew 8:1-4 Matthew 8:14-17 Matthew 9:1-8 Matthew 8:18-30 Matthew 20:29-34 Mark 10:27 - with man this is impossible but not with God ALL things are possible with God.Luke 17:6 If you have faith as small as a mustard seed, you can say to this mulberry tree, be uprooted and planted into the sea & it will obey you. Matthew 11:28 Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and i will give you rest. Jeremiah 32:27 I am the Lord, the God of all mankind is anything too hard for me? Jeremiah 33:3 Call to me and i will answer you and tell you great and unsearchable things you do not know. Psalm 4:7 You have filled my heart with greater joy than when their grain and new wine abound, I will lie down and sleep in peace for you O Lord make me dwell in safety. Psalm 16:11 You have made known to me the path of life, you will fill me with joy in your presence with eternal pleasures at your right hand. Psalm 28:2 Hear my cry for mercy as i call to you for help as i lift up my hands toward your Most Holy Place. Psalm 32:7 You are my hiding place, you will protect me from trouble & surround me with songs of deliverance. And once you get your healing which will be soon you can quote this verse Psalm 28:6-9 Praise be to the Lord, for he has heard my cry for mercy, The Lord is my strength and my shield, my heart trusts him, and i am helped. My heart leaps for joy and i will give him thanks in a song. The Lord is the strength of his people, a fortess of salvation for his anointed one. Save your people and bless your inheritance, be their shepherd and carry them forever. Psalm 30:12 O Lord my God, I will give you thanks forever! Psalm 106:1 Praise the Lord, give thanks to the Lord for he is good & his love endures forever!
May you be blessed by reading these, & encouraged, & i pray that God will take away all the pain & fears, & put a peace around you & that you will feel his love surrounding you & heal your body completely. His healing hands are going to touch you soon & his healing rain is falling down upon you now! Keep believing it & speaking it! Its going to happen YAY! Be Blessed!
Cherie Tate

Cherie Tate <notfadeaway36@hotmail.com>
Pekin, IL US - Thursday, March 17, 2005 8:35 PM CST
Hello guys!
Irinotecan is a great chemo, all the kids I know who have had it including me have had great process. Just a little hint.....keep Immodium on hand. Ill pray that the side effects are easy on you Zach!
Love and Prayers,
Chass

chassity <xochassxo@aol.com>
- Thursday, March 17, 2005 7:54 PM CST
Zach, Nikki, & Diane- Just wanted to say "hi" and let you know we are all thinking and praying for you. We are hoping to see you soon. We love you! Have a great day today!!!! Love, Mike, Sheri, Michayla, Jack, Tucker & Luke

Sheri Krohe <mskrohe1@grics.net>
Pekin, Il - Thursday, March 17, 2005 7:40 AM CST
Hi, Zach. Your name was on our prayer chain again at PFCOG. I have been to your guest book one other time. I will continue to pray for you and your family. God is strongest when we are at our weakest. You are an inspiration, and I really mean that. Take care!
Sherri Ernst <scshmipa@ntslink.net>
North Pekin, IL USA - Wednesday, March 16, 2005 3:38 PM CST
yo zach! just thinking about ya thought i'd drop ya a few lines. i've been feeling really bad what jay did to ya. i hope your not mad at him. he has a lot of learning and understanding to learn. i've been really trying to explain some lately. he dose love you so much. he tells me he hates me to often. you think he would have learned that lesson, but it must be a hard thing to break. i remember you saying it alot. i'm working on it though. i talked to grandpa last night. he just can't wait till you guys are back. he is exspecially missing mom!(grandma) take care bud call me when you guys get back!.
aunt mandi <www.deakincntn1@aol.com>
canton, il - Wednesday, March 16, 2005 10:17 AM CST
Hi Zach, Nikki and Diane,
We just want you to know that you are all in our prayers.
We serve a miracle working God and we are believing for that miracle! We pray that God will give all of you strength, peace and wisdom. We love you!

Chuck, Annette and Savannah
- Tuesday, March 15, 2005 2:11 PM CST
Diane, I love you too! Didn't want you to feel left out! The best blessing I have is "all" of my family! Love, Your sister - Mary Ann
maryann61554@yahoo.com <maryann61554@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, March 15, 2005 1:01 PM CST
Hi Zach and Nikki, Just wanted you to know that I am praying for you both! Zach, I pray for you to be completely healed and without a doubt God is able! Nikki, I pray that God will be with you when you make any decisions and to give you His strength and peace! God is in control and He loves you soooo much! We love you all too! Take care and I hope you get to come home soon to have that "boy-girl" party!!!!! Love, Aunt Mary Ann and family
Mary Ann <maryann61554@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, March 15, 2005 12:58 AM CST
Hi Zach, Nikki and Diane,
You all are in my prayers for strength, wisdom and miracles!! God is in the miracle business!! There are so many stories of miracles in the Bible and He is the same today as He was then, so keep believing!
When we were in Memphis in January, we had sushi at the Blue Finn. Best I have every had!! I would drive the 7 hours just to go there again :) Well, maybe not But it was wonderful sushi!!
I hope the weather is cooperating so you can get out some. We love you all and be safe.
Jackie, Tom and Sydney

Jackie Matheney <jackie@abelvault.com>
- Tuesday, March 15, 2005 10:28 AM CST
my awsome little zach!!!!! how are you doing?? sorry i called your cell phone the other night and it wasn't the weekend so i wasted alot of your min. for know on i promise to only call your cell phone on the weekends! i hope your getting to come home as your planning because i can't wait to see you. your planning on having your family at that party to when you get home right!!!??? if not but which you better will have to do something with all of us! maybe it will be pretty decent weather and we can go to a museum or something. what ever sounds fun to you. i love you bud so much i just wish i could se you guys alot more. you think i live in another country.. i hate living here in canton. anyways take care bud YOUR AWSOME!!!!! love ya,

aunt mandi

aunt mandi <www.deakincntn1@aol.com>
canton, il usa - Tuesday, March 15, 2005 9:16 AM CST
hey zach i just wanted 2 say hey and i miss u lotz!! i gave lotz of people ur website (hope u dont mind) oh man i miss u and cant wait 4 u 2 come back well i gotta go but....well just check ur email!!--gabi
Gabi Dagit <dramabelle92@yahoo.com>
Pekin, IL U.S.A. - Monday, March 14, 2005 8:22 PM CST
Hey Zach!

Just wanted to let you know that I'm here for you. My parents say hi. Everybody here at school misses you and your comedy a lot. If you ever need anything my number is in the school phone book. Track just started today. I'm going to run the 200.-Yeah... Alright, just hope everything goes alright for you and thinking we're thinking of you.

Hollie

Hollie LandiVittori <amydav86@a5.com>
North Pekin, Illinois United States - Monday, March 14, 2005 5:22 PM CST
Zach,
Wanted to let you know that we are thinking of you. We know that God will do what is best for you. I know that you will have a very good time at the party you are going to give for all your friends. We love you all!!

Robin Ford <mrford@hickorytech.net>
Mankato, MN USA - Monday, March 14, 2005 1:17 PM CST
Hang in there Zach, you can do it!! Remember, bald is BEAUTIFUL, baby!!
Our prayers are with you!

Tammy Ripp (Logan's mom) <ttkal86@bwsys.net>
Peoria, IL USA - Monday, March 14, 2005 12:02 AM CST
Hi Zach,
Sorry to hear about the new tumors. Hang in there ok? I'll be praying for yah!

Joanne’s Corner
~Joanne’s Corner~

Bridge of Dreams

With love,
Joanne and the Dream Team
~Bridge of Dreams ~

Joanne <joanne173@gmail.com>
- Monday, March 14, 2005 5:08 AM CST
Zach and Family-
I do remember Zach from the ChildLife room at OSF! I knew his pictures looked familiar to me and when I was talking to my mom she said that she remebered him as well. WHAT A SMALL WORLD THIS IS! You guys are in my daily thoughts and prayers and I hope everything is going for the best!
God Bless,
Alyssa Lewellen
www.thestatus.com
ID: Lewellen
password: beauty-kansas

Alyssa Lewellen <Aballerina5678@aol.com>
Peoria, IL - Monday, March 14, 2005 0:16 AM CST
Hey Zach, Nikki, and Diane, Just want you all to know that we are thinking about you and saying our prayers. Wish there was something we could do to help you. We can tell you that we love you all and will keep on praying for a mircle to happen for you. Love, Tammy
Tammy Schoenfeldt <gtschoenfeldt@aol.com>
Warner Robins, GA - Sunday, March 13, 2005 7:50 PM CST
Hi Zach, All of us miss you a lot at school. The Bible Bowl was yesterday and Kris, Katie woodruff, and me got 2nd place. The Lip-Sync was Friday and there was some really funny acts like:some of the 5th Grade boys did wake the neighbors, Kris did Tim McGraw, Gabi did some 70's singer,and Donald did HELP(one of your favorite songs). You missed Pajama Day Tuesday, Wednesday was Dress Up Day, and Thursday was the k-5th spring musical. Friday was also Quiet Day, we had to be quiet all day except for lunch, recess, and talking to Mrs. Brush. The only kids that won were Jenny, A;exis, Kaitlyn, Katie Z, and me. This Tuesday and Thursday we get to practize the dance moves for our spring musical. Your lucky you get to miss that. I am praying for you at church,school, and at home.
Your friend,
Kayla

Kayla Meints <meints5@msn.com>
Pekin, IL U.S.A. - Sunday, March 13, 2005 7:20 PM CST
Hey there guys well the boys mom and I are getting ready for our trip to CHICAGO!!!! I guess while yall are struggling making a decision the boys and my mom will be in Chicago living it up while I of course work!!! Yall have been on my mind but I have been really really sick with this wonderful flu and a horrible UTI. Finally today I am feeling a lil normal. Whatever normal is???? Anyway just wanted to stop by and see how things are going just know I am praying for GOD's will to be done for Zach and of course for you to Nikki. I know as a parent how hard it is to hear those horrible words but I also know that no matter what GOD wants us to give him those horrible words/worries. You know in Memphis you are in GREAT hands and of course with GOD you definately can't go wrong!!!! Hey Zach have fun talking to all your friends AKA GABBY and don't stress momma to much LOL LOL LOL !!!!!!
Love and Prayers, Marilyn Momma to Our LiL Superhero Forever Marilyn <stjudemomma74@aol.com or www.caringbridge.org/il/aarondhunter>
Peoria, IL USA - Sunday, March 13, 2005 5:21 PM CST
Hi Zach,
Im glad you are having fun with shopping and the easter egg hunt and whatever else you guys are doing. Just wanted to say hi though! So.....HI!
Chass

chassity <xochassxo@aol.com>
- Sunday, March 13, 2005 9:32 AM CST
Zach: So sorry to hear about your setback. Don't give up. Remember that the Lord is still in the miracle business. Be strong and lean on the Lord and your family and friends. I'm praying.
Cheryl Renner (Mam-Maw to Angel Alex at caringbridge.org/pa/alexp) <rennerg7@AOL.com>
N. Huntingdon, PA - Saturday, March 12, 2005 3:44 PM CST
Hey Zach (nikki & diane) I have been praying for you all. I am so sorry that you didn't get the news we all wanted to hear. Mike & I want you to know we love you very much and we are praying for you and your family. You are amazing Zach. You are very brave and heroic to have put up with what has all gone on. We want you to know you are a very special gift-a miracle. Can't wait to see your smile :-)
Love, Aunt Sheri

Sheri Krohe <skrohe@mmci.org>
- Saturday, March 12, 2005 10:04 AM CST
Hey Zach,
Im sorry you didnt get the news that you were hoping for. Im crushed, I was hoping for remission also! Dont give up hope though, remember that I am always praying for you! Are you able to enjoy any of the time there? I sure hope so. You have been fighting for so long and so hard, you are my inspiration to never give up, there is always always hope!
Love and Prayers,
Chass

chassity <xochassxo@aol.com>
- Friday, March 11, 2005 8:48 PM CST
Hi Zach,
I have been following your journal for a few months now, and I have been praying for you as well. You are a strong young man (handsome too!), and I know that if you put your trust in the Lord, He will carry you through this latest setback. I am praying for a complete healing for you. Keep your chin up.
Sincerely,
Tracy Jones

Tracy Jones <tracypaigejones@yahoo.com>
Kingsport, TN USA - Friday, March 11, 2005 8:04 PM CST
Hi Zack
My name is Paula and i am from Vancouver, Canada. I have read your journal and i am amazed by your journey. Such a strong guy you are. I just want you to know i will be thinking of you.

Paula
Vancouver, BC Canada - Friday, March 11, 2005 4:46 PM CST
Hey There Buddy!
I tried to call you & Grandma lastnight but neither of you answered. I didn't leave a message b/c I was going to call you back, but I fell asleep. I hope the days are going by fast for you and before you know it you'll be home. Oh by the way I saw Gabby yesterday she's a cutie. I love you!!
We'll try calling tonight. Amber

Amber <amber@abelvault.com>
- Friday, March 11, 2005 2:38 PM CST
Hey there!
Zach I'm praying that everything goes well while you are in TN!! Glad to hear you are feeling well lately! Hang in there sweetie!

Your Angel Michelle <powelltnt@bresnan.net>
Kalispell, mt usa - Friday, March 11, 2005 12:52 AM CST
Hi Zach,
Have a great time on your trip.
Big Hugs from Louisiana

Ms Penny <musacchia99@hotmail.com>
Tickfaw, La usa - Thursday, March 10, 2005 2:57 AM CST
Just checking up on you guys!!!! Just know my thoughts and prayers are with yall for GOD's WILL to be done!!!! Zach try not to give mom to hard of a time LOL....
Love, Marilyn Mother to Our LiL Superhero Forever Aaron <stjudemomma74@aol.com or www2.caringbridge.org/il/aarondhunter>
Peoria, IL USA - Thursday, March 10, 2005 0:13 AM CST
Zach and Family-
I have a quick question! When Zach was in the hospital was he ever in G201 or G202? Thinking of you and praying for you always!
Alyssa Lewellen, patient at The Children's Hospital of Illinois
www.thestatus.com
ID: Lewellen
password: beauty-kansas

Alyssa Lewellen <Aballerina5678@aol.com>
Peoria, IL USA - Wednesday, March 9, 2005 1:43 PM CST
HI Zach! It's only been two days since I last saw you, and I'm already missing your sweet smile. We will be talking to you soon. Hang in there and keep smiling. Love you lots. Amber
Tell your mom and Grandma I said Hi.

Amber Allen <amber@abelvault.com>
- Wednesday, March 9, 2005 11:08 AM CST
Hey Buddy,
Hope things are going well. We are praying for you! Love you guys a lot.

Robin Ford <mrford@hickorytech.net>
Mankato, MN USA - Wednesday, March 9, 2005 6:43 AM CST
Hi Zach & Family,
Got your webpage from Lance page.I always like to
say Hi when I see boys about Josh's age.Maybe mommy
can tell us what hospital you will be going to in
Memphis. We are from Knoxville.I will stop by again
to see how it went for you. I will remember you &
your family in my prayers. Lou/grandmother to Josh(12)
www.caringbridge.org/page/josh

Lou <skiptolou@juno.com>
Knoxville, TN USA - Tuesday, March 8, 2005 9:49 PM CST
Zach,

I hope you and your mom have a safe trip to Memphis. I also pray that you will hear wonderful news regarding all of your upcoming tests.

You are in my daily thoughts and prayers.


Rusty, Michelle, Tyler and Camden Brown
Manito, IL - Tuesday, March 8, 2005 8:03 AM CST
Hey, Zach! How's my best buddy doing? Although its only been 3 hours and 10 minutes since I last saw you! Just wanted to wish you luck in Memphis!
Reminder: I'm going to call you on your cell phone at least every night!
Your best, best, best buddy
Kris

Kris Vaupel <madk84@grics.net>
Pekin, IL United States - Monday, March 7, 2005 6:05 PM CST
Zach,
Hey Im glad your not in pain and are sleeping well. And Im soooo thrilled that you are spending lots of time with friends because thats very important! I will pray that your scans go well and arent too boring because they always are for me. I hate the MRIs (sometimes they put me to sleep cause Im scared! I know Im a big baby)!! Tell your mom not to worry because everything will turn out great!
Chass

chassity <xochass@aol.com>
- Monday, March 7, 2005 4:48 PM CST
Zach,
Wanted to wish you luck in Memphis. We hope that the trip goes well. We will be praying for you. We love you guys a lot!! Hugs and Kisses from Minnesota

Robin Ford <mrford@hickorytech.net>
Mankato, MN USA - Sunday, March 6, 2005 8:15 AM CST
Hi Zach,
We will be praying that everything goes well in Memphis.

Jaime www.caringbridge.org/nj/jaimelynn <Jaime13042@aol.com>
nj usa - Thursday, March 3, 2005 1:53 PM CST
Hi Zach and Family-
I bet that I have been in the hospital many of the same times as you. I was on sooooo much medicine that I don't remember many names and faces of patients. There are only a few that I do. Yes, I bet that the nurse making ballet pictures was for me. They hung them up in my room one day when I was really down. I had Allison a few times and liked her but my favorite nurses are Jill, Jannette, and Holly.
Thanks for visiting my webpage, and I will try to stay updated with yours!
God Bless,
Alyssa Lewellen
www.thestatus.com
ID: Lewellen
password: beauty-kansas

Alyssa Lewellen <Aballerina5678@aol.com>
Peoria, IL - Wednesday, March 2, 2005 2:06 PM CST
Hi Zach I enjoy seeing u everyday at the bus stop it is very nice because we never got tto see u well I'm at school right now so c u l8ter!
Mac Bigliazzi <prpldolphin@insightbb.com>
Pekin, il - Wednesday, March 2, 2005 11:31 AM CST
Zach and Kylee, Guess I'll get to see you tomorrow. No school huh? Tanner will be with me too. Mom is going to take me to therapy and I guess we'll do some running afterwards. Have you seen mom's wedding dress? I think that we might go over to the bridal shop to pay on the dress. I'm sure you're real excited about that option???? Maybe we can all do lunch together, or do you have other plans?!!! Gotta go and get some stuff done before our trip to Memphis. Love you bunches.
Gramma <www.Agrammaof7@aol>
- Wednesday, March 2, 2005 10:33 AM CST
Hi family,
We will be praying that everything goes well in Memphis!! Nikki, remember to let God handle everything when you are there. He will give you the patience you need. It will be nice to have your Mom with you. She will help the time go by. Thank you for the special prayer request for Anthony. That is very sweet. Hang in there and keep your trust in God! We love you all.

Robin Ford <mrford@hickorytech.net>
Mankato, MN USA - Wednesday, March 2, 2005 9:12 AM CST
Hi Zach and family!
My name is Alyssa Lewellen. I actually got to your site through Chassity's and was suprised to see that you guys live in Pekin because I live in Peoria. What a small world this is!!! I just wanted to let you know that Zach will remain in my daily thoughts and prayers! Good Luck with everything and I will be sure to stay updated!!!
Alyssa Lewellen, patient at the Children's Hospital of Illinois
www.thestatus.com
ID: Lewellen
password: beauty-kansas

Alyssa Lewellen <Aballerina5678@aol.com>
Peoria, IL - Tuesday, March 1, 2005 11:29 PM CST
Zach...thinking of you often and praying for you every day. Keep smiling and believing!

You are amazing!

Heather Wilds <wilds5pak@msn.com>
Port Orchard, WA USA - Tuesday, March 1, 2005 10:37 PM CST
Zach, Just sending you love and sweet dreams. Tell Kylee too. I love you both so very much. We had a good time yesterday with the whole family. I hope you did too. You sure get alot of phone calls!!!!! Don't forget to do your homework and memory work too. Lots of Luv
Gramma <www.Agrammaof7@aol>
- Monday, February 28, 2005 10:42 PM CST
hey zach! sorry again for mistaking you for your mom on the phone...but she is a really GREAT mom!! i rode on the bus with kylee today, it was fun! her class & our's enjoyed our field trips. how was mrs. brush's party?? did ya have some of my cake?! it's so nice to see your smiling face in the halls...i'll miss you while you are in memphis!!! but know that ALL of good shepherd will be thinking of you and praying for you!! you are amazing & i know God has big plans for you. keep us updated while you are away,ok??? does spanky get to go?? go easy on your mom...she just loves you so much!! good luck zach!!!!take care nikki & kyleee- you are in our prayers.
kim meints <meints5@msn.com>
pekin, il usa - Monday, February 28, 2005 9:57 PM CST
Hey Zach, Just want to say hello. It is a cold rainy day hear in Georgia. Yesterday was beautiful outside. We just got back from church and lunch. Gary treated us to Italian at a really neat restaurant that just opened. We like to go out to eat after church and spend time with the boys. They are so busy anymore, we really enjoy our time alone together. Take care of yourself Zach, we love you. Love, Tammy
Tammy Schoenfeldt <gtschoenfeldt@aol.com>
Warner Robins, GA - Sunday, February 27, 2005 12:57 AM CST
Nikki you guys mean the world to me and just know GOD isn't finished with ANY of us yet!!!! I am sooooooo glad I could talk with you yesterday and make some kind of sense of all that is going on!!! You know I totally know first hand how hard it is to GIVE it ALL to GOD!!!! He is our ROCK and He is our FORTRESS he will provide just when it seems all is lost.

Zach just keep momma in line!!!! You know your body like no one else and GOD is with you every step of the way!!!! Keep that witty humor and smile as that is what keeps momma going ok!!!!

We love yall,

Marilyn and Our LiL Superhero Forever Aaron

Marilyn <stjudemomma74@aol.com>
- Sunday, February 27, 2005 10:39 AM CST
Just granny Thought I'd say goodnight. Miss you all. Looking forward to eating out with everyone tomorrow for John's birthday. Did you have a good time at the party Friday night? Sorry I called and interupted your movie. What all did you and Uncle Tim do this weekend? Call or I'll wait to find out tomorrow. I have 2 bracelets for you. One says "COURAGE" and the other "POWER". Courage stands for all your courage that you have to go through everything and Power stands for God's power to get us through each and every step of the way. Love and Kisses
gramma <www.Agrammaof7@aol>
- Saturday, February 26, 2005 9:23 PM CST
Nikki and Zach,
I love you guys so much! God will guide you and give you strength. All you need to do is ask and he will listen. I am praying for you all everyday!!

Robin Ford <mrford@hickorytech.net>
Mankato, MN USA - Friday, February 25, 2005 11:15 PM CST
Nikki I am praying for God to give you wisdom to know what to do. Jesus give her wisdom and let her know exactly what you want her to do. In Jesus Name, Amen.
Jenny Otte
- Friday, February 25, 2005 9:28 PM CST
Zach - it breaks my heart to hear that you are not feeling well. Just remember that I am praying for ALL of you and love you all very much!! Nikki - you are a wonderful mom- do what you think is best- head for St. Jude if that is what you feel is best. Someone will help Zach feel better there! Love, Mary Ann
Mary Ann <maryann61554@yahoo.com>
- Friday, February 25, 2005 4:34 PM CST
Zach, Hey you didn't call me back! What's up with that???? I guess I'll have to come over there and tickle you!! I realize your getting a little big for that, but you will always be small enough to tickle. Hope this weekend is full of fun and family. Tell Mom and Kylee we love them too and know that grandma and pa loves you all. Don't forget that we are just a call away. Love, kisses, and hugs
granny <www.Agrammaof7@aol>
- Thursday, February 24, 2005 6:28 PM CST
I am sooo jealous! I want to go see the Hitch Movie! I'm glad you gave a good review! Sorry you aren't feeling well... Get some much needed rest! Big Hugs
Ms Penny - your angel <musacchia99@hotmail.com>
Tickfaw, LA Usa - Wednesday, February 23, 2005 11:05 PM CST
Hey there Zach,
I hope you enjoyed the movie. That's one I haven't seen yet. Tonight is the re-showing of the 1980's Olympic hockey team. It is the 25th Anniversity. I guess we will be watching that. You know how Anthony loves his hockey. Tell your family we say hey and we love you all. You keep your chin up and saying your prayers!! Lots of hugs and kisses from Minnesota go your way!

Robin Ford <mrford@hickorytech.net>
Mankato, MN USA - Tuesday, February 22, 2005 6:46 PM CST
Zach, It's your granny again! Mom didn't even call and tell me you came home sick. I had to check your journal. Is there something grandma and pa can do. Do you need a visit because it has been several days since we seen you. I know I get to really missing all my kids if I go very many days. I got to see Jay yesterday and Chase is here for a few days this week. This weekend we ate at Fiesta with Tanner and Connor. So that's 4 out of 7 this week. I guess I better run by and see you guys and Alikins. Last night I couldn't sleep so I watched memory flicks in my head of all the cute things my grandkids have done to keep me laughing. I feel so very blessed to have all of you. It's absolutely the best gift God has given me next to Himself and grandpa Tom. How blessed can one granny be!!!!!! Please remember to keep thanking Jesus for your healing even when you don't feel like it. That ole devil can't keep us down no matter what unless we let him!!!!!!!!! So much love that I can't express------grandmaxxxxxxxooooooo
Diane your favorite granny <www.Agrammaof7@aol>
- Tuesday, February 22, 2005 9:25 AM CST
Hello Zach. It's Gina. Just wanted to let you know I'm thinking of you. I love visiting your web page. Hope school goes well for you this week.
Gina Booth <gbooth@insghtbb.com>
Groveland, IL - Sunday, February 20, 2005 8:51 PM CST
Sounds like Zachs got "Chemo Brain"! Because I am having those same problems...I cant remember anything and I am slow at comprehending stuff and school work is really hard for me to understand right now when normally Im a straight A student. Im sure it will pass eventually. My mom says it always does for me, but of course I said "I dont remember ever not remembering!" haha she got a kick outta that!
Best of Luck and Prayers,
Chass

chassity <xochassxo@aol.com>
- Saturday, February 19, 2005 6:03 PM CST
Zach, Glad you got your project done. I know how concerned you were about getting it done. Usually I tend to make this long but today I'm not!!!! Love bunches
granny <www.Agrammaof7@aol>
- Thursday, February 17, 2005 4:57 PM CST
Zachary Allen, I love you very much. You are the coolest cousin.I can't wait to go fishing with you . Can you show me how to catch the big fish. Please tell Kylee hi. Can Spanky come play with Molly. Love Tanner
Tanner Allen <amber@abelvault.com>
- Wednesday, February 16, 2005 3:32 PM CST
Hi there Zach. How are you doing today? I hope you are starting to feel lots better. You know that I pray for you everyday and that after reading all your entrys..so does alot of other people, especially your family!!!Grandma Schoenfeldt says she is thinking of you also. I keep telling her that she needs to get the internet so she can come to your journal. I know that she would really like that. Love ya ALL... ME
Mary Ann <maryann61554@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, February 16, 2005 1:22 PM CST
Hey buddy,
I wanted to say hi to you and your family. We are thinking about you! We love you all very much!! From your cousin in Minnesota, Robin

Robin Ford <mrford@hickorytech.net>
Mankato, MN USA - Wednesday, February 16, 2005 6:45 AM CST
Happy Valentine's Day! I hope you have a great day. I'm glad to hear you had fun at the dance on Friday. Don't give your sister too bad of a time or you may just get it right back!
Nikki--I know exactly what you mean. I do a lot of talking for Anthony also. I often think I need to shut my mouth also!! We love you guys!

Robin <mrford@hickorytech.net>
Mankato, MN USA - Monday, February 14, 2005 7:02 PM CST
Just stopping by to wish you a Happy Valentine's Day!
Ms. Penny <musacchia99@hotmail.com>
Tickfaw, LA USA - Monday, February 14, 2005 3:11 PM CST
Happy Valentines Day Zach and Kylee!!!! Sure enjoyed having you both this weekend. I always have such a great time when I spend time with any of my super duper grandkids. You are all so very special. Chase is here this week and he says hi too. He has kept me on my toes, and I'm already tired of cartoons. Glad you had a great time at the dance on Friday. Sorry we had no way of getting your other clothes, but you were still handsome. You are growing into such a great kid and we are so proud of you. Keep up with your work so we can have some special fun when we go to Memphis. Love always, your favorite granny!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Grandma and Chase <www.Agrammaof7@aol>
- Monday, February 14, 2005 2:40 PM CST
Hey Zach~
I am very proud of you for doing the radiothon. You are an amazing person. I hope you are feeling better and that you have a great time with gramma! Can't wait to have you update. We are praying for you!! We love you guys a lot!

Robin Ford <mrford@hickorytech.net>
Mankato, MN USA - Friday, February 11, 2005 5:25 PM CST
Hey Zach and Nikki, Sorry you are not feeling well Zach. There are alot of nasty bugs going around. Maybe that is all it is. Let us know where John is going in Georgia. My brother and family are going to be here this weekend on their way to Disney. I know that Zach enjoyed his trip to Disney. I am impressed on how quickly you are getting this wedding together. Must be exciting. Gary and I just celebrated our 20th. The same weekend you are getting married. August 31st. We wish you 20 great years too! Love, Tammy
Tammy Schoenfeldt <gtschoenfeldt@aol.com>
Warner Robins, GA - Wednesday, February 9, 2005 8:59 PM CST
Zachy, Looking forward to having you and Kylee this weekend. I hope you will be feeling better so we can do something, if not we can play games at home. I guess which ever you feel like doing. Maybe you just want to veg out and that's o.k. too. Hope you feel like updateing your site soon. Make sure Mom shows you the ropes. Hey I heard you were on the front page of the Times playing basketball!!!!Wow! Tomorrow is the radiothon and I will definitely be listening. Try and say a few words. I know it's not your favorite thing to do but I am very proud of you and want everyone to know what a hero you are!!!!! See ya Friday. Love and kisses
Gramma <www.Agrammaof7@aol>
- Wednesday, February 9, 2005 11:15 AM CST
Zach,
Haven't heard from you in a while. I hope things are going good with the wedding plans. I wanted to let you know that we are thinking of you and praying for you. Hope you update soon cuz we would really like to hear from you! Lots of Love from Minnesota

Robin Ford <mrford@hickorytech.net>
Mankato, MN USA - Wednesday, February 9, 2005 7:08 AM CST
Hey Zach, Just want to let you know we are thinking of you all. We are getting spring fever here in Georgia. Things are starting to bud. Maybe you will be able to help your mom plan the wedding. Sounds like you are all very busy. Take care - Still praying. Love, Tammy
Tammy Schoenfeldt <gtschoenfeldt@aol.com>
Warner Robins , GA - Tuesday, February 8, 2005 4:59 PM CST
Hey Zach over at gmas today thought i'd get on here and tell you hi! and I love you very much. Ali, Chase, and I pray for you every night. If you'd like to go to a Riverman game Fri. let me know.
Tomi H. <www.Agrammaof7@aol>
- Tuesday, February 8, 2005 8:41 AM CST
Hello everyone! I stopped by your house to say hi the other night - but no one was home. I wanted to see the new addition (dog) to the family. I will try again sometime. I hope this finds you doing well. I continue to pray for Zach and your entire family. Lots of love, Mary Ann
Mary Ann <maryann61554@yahoo.com>
pekin, - Friday, February 4, 2005 11:52 AM CST
Zachary Montell, This is your grandma and I'm wanting to know when you are going to give us your own update?????????? It better be soon or I'll have to tickle you and we know you don't want that or do you???!!!! You know I love you and hope you have a great time with Chris. He's such a good friend with such a great smile like you. Sure hope you can find some time soon to spend with your grandma and pa. We miss having you over. I know you have a busy schedule with school,basketball, and friends and I'm glad your able to do all those things. Just remember you have us old folks who love you and think you can walk on water!!!! (please don't actually try) Love
Diane (Zach's favorite grandma!) <www.Agrammaof7@aol>
- Friday, February 4, 2005 9:20 AM CST
hey zach..love the new hair-do!! are you helping with those wedding plans??? how's spanky doin'? congratulations on a job WELL DONE at your b-ball game...you are so amazing!!! i am ALWAYS so HAPPY to see you at school, you are such a great kid!!how do you like playing the chimes? how are ya doing on your inventors fair project- will you be glad when it's over? kayla's dad &i ALWAYS are!! HEY!! we have a pet turtle at our house-did you know that in Illinois you can't buy a turtle smaller than 4 inches??!!yeah, we had a hard time finding one to buy...so if you want one, go to the creek & catch one!!! well take care!! hi kylee,nikki & john!! good luck with all the PLANS!!
kim meints <meints5@msn.com>
pekin, il usa - Thursday, February 3, 2005 11:54 PM CST
I am so glad you got to play! Don't worry, moms worry about you until.... they never stop worrying about you! No matter how old you are :)
Jenny Otte
- Thursday, February 3, 2005 10:26 PM CST
Hey Zach,
What's up with you not writing in the journal? Just kidding. Glad to hear things are going good for you. Keep strong and don't give your Mom too bad of a time. We are praying for you. Lots of Love from Minnesota!

Robin Ford <mrford@hickorytech.net>
Mankato, MN USA - Wednesday, February 2, 2005 11:46 AM CST
Zach, I am so glad to hear that you are feeling better. We have been praying for you. Congrats Nikki and John on your engagement. You all are in our prayers.
Cassie Hessenflow
Pekin, IL - Tuesday, February 1, 2005 4:56 PM CST
Hey Zach, I'm waiting to read the journaling from you. I would love to hear your side of this whole situation you're in. I hope you're having a great day in school and making everyone laugh. I'll check your site tomorrow to see who it's from, you or your mom.Hugs and prayers, Rhonda :.)
Rhonda Drysdale <RHO_DRY@msn.com>
Lake Crystal, MN - Tuesday, February 1, 2005 8:29 AM CST
Hi Zach, I love your hair! By the time I noticed it you were already headed towards the stairs. Whoever cut your hair needs to give Tim some lessons, Did you see Tanners hair today. If not, well it's gone. I had to hide the clippers. Connor got a haircut this weekend also. It looks sooo cute. I didn't let Tim do it though. Connies' hair is so blond that it looks like he doesn't have any eyebrows. He looks so diffrent now, He's such a butter ball. And he's walking. Finally. Love you guys! Give Kylee a Kiss. Amber
Amber <amber@abelvault.com>
- Monday, January 31, 2005 3:36 PM CST
Keep on laughing and playing jokes on your family and also keep smiling cuz it always makes people wonder what you're up to. Have a great day!! Love, Rhonda
Rhonda Drysdale <RHO_DRY@msn.com>
Lake Crystal, MN - Sunday, January 30, 2005 10:44 AM CST
Hey Zach,
It's great to hear you are playing jokes on your Mom and doctors. It is so much fun to laugh so hard you cry and to play jokes. My family plays jokes on me all the time and we also laugh a lot!! You keep up the good work buddy. We are thinking about you and love you bunches.

Robin Ford <mrford@hickorytech.net>
Mankato, MN USA - Sunday, January 30, 2005 8:50 AM CST
Hey Zach, Just read your latest journal, happy to hear that you are doing better. Keep your chin up Zach - everyone is praying for you. Take Care, Love, Tammy
Tammy Schoenfeldt <gtschoenfeldt@aol.com>
Warner Robins, , GA - Saturday, January 29, 2005 9:33 PM CST
Nikki, Zach and family, just checking in to see how you guys are doing. Keeping all of you in my thoughts and prayers along with the other families I've come to know through friends of Caringbridge and St Jude's. Take care and God bless!
Wayne Drum <murdlien@aol.com>
Tampa , FL - Saturday, January 29, 2005 12:01 AM CST
Hi! Zach, I read on Chassity's page that you made your mother laugh until she cried. Way to go!! Laughter is the best medicine and it also gives your face a good work out stretching those facial muscles. Keep it up! Everyone needs to laugh more often, it makes you feel good inside. I hope you continue to have that up beat attitude. Lots of prayers from MN. :) Rhonda
Rhonda Drysdale <RHO_DRY@msn.com>
Lake Crystal, MN - Friday, January 28, 2005 8:09 AM CST
Zach~ I wanted to let you know that it is okay to be scared about what is going on with you. It is also okay for Mom to be scared. I'm get scared also about Anthony. You are a tough kid and God will help you through this. Do what you can and enjoy every minute. I would like to share with you something Anthony's doctor shared with us. Make your illness work for you, make your mark in anyway you can and help as many people as you can on the way. Like with the St. Jude's radiothon, be proud of what you have been asked to do, take pride in doing it and you will touch someone's life in a way you would never imagine. You stay strong Zach. Remember it is okay to cry if you need to, be mad when you want, but always remember, we all love you very much. Lots of love from Minnesota.
Robin Ford
Mankato, MN USA - Wednesday, January 26, 2005 9:32 PM CST
Hey Zach, I hope that you find comfort in knowing that we are all praying for you. You are such an inspiration to everyone. Love, Tammy
Tammy Schoenfeldt <gtschoenfeldt@aol.com>
Warner Robins , GA - Wednesday, January 26, 2005 7:13 PM CST
Zach, My heart goes out to you. I know you want everything to be like it use to be before you got sick. Just do the best you can and don't push yourself too hard. I can only imagine how frustrated and scared you must be. It's okay to feel that way. I'm sorry . I know I have no idea what you're going through. Talk to your mom cuz she's just as scared as you are. You need each other right now. I also have boys that don't share alot with me. I know how helpless I feel when I can sense something is going on in their life and they won't talk.They are 16 & 19yrs. old. I'm happy you were able to play a little in your last home game as tough as it may seemed. I can tell you're a fighter. Don't give up. Ya know I'm sure Spanky would listen to you . He loves you like every one else does.Hang in there Zach. you'll get through this bump in the road. Lots of prayers are being sent your way always, Rhonda.... :)
Rhonda Drysdale <RHO_DRY@msn.com>
Lake Crystal, MN - Wednesday, January 26, 2005 8:41 AM CST
Zach,
I hope your team won the game. But even if they didn't, it is still fun to play and watch. I certainly hope you are feeling better today. You are always in my thoughts and prayers.

Rusty, Michelle, Tyler & Camden Brown <brown_michelle_l@cat.com>
Manito, IL 61546 - Wednesday, January 26, 2005 8:19 AM CST
Zachary! It was good to see you this weekend. Hope you had a good time bowling. Remember practice makes perfect. Not that you have to be perfect. You have such a busy schedule I don't get to see you and Kylee often enough. Well I'll get to spend at least a week with you nonstop when we go to Memphis. Are we going to go to Lambert's? Keep up on your studies so you keep your grades up. I think you're doing awesome considering all the school you have missed. Love forever and always, Grandma
Diane Allen <www.Agrammaof7@aol>
- Tuesday, January 25, 2005 12:29 AM CST
Hi guys,
Im glad you finally updated. I've been looking forward to hearing from you. I know a little of what Zachs going thru but Im sure that its different to be a guy. If he ever wants to talk...Im always here!
Best of Luck,
Chass

chassity <xochassxo@aol.com>
- Monday, January 24, 2005 8:04 PM CST
Hey Zach, Tell your mom we need new updates or maybe you could write something. That would be cool to hear from you. You're thought of on a daily basis. How's your puppy doing? They sure are a wonder aren't they? I pray everything is going as well as can be expected. Take care and be Strong. your cousin , Rhonda
Rhonda Drysdale <RHO_DRY@msn.com>
Lake Crysta, MN - Monday, January 24, 2005 9:24 AM CST
Hi Zach,
Wanted to let you know we are thinking and praying for you. I hope things are going well. Give everyone lots of hugs and kisses for us. We love you guys a lot!!

Robin Ford <mrford@hickorytech.net>
Mankato, MN USA - Saturday, January 22, 2005 8:50 AM CST
Hey! Where are the updates?! Ive been thinking about you guys. Hope all is well. I hope the reason you arent updating is because you are just sooo busy having tons of fun!!
Prayers,
Chass

chassity <xochassxo@aol.com>
- Thursday, January 20, 2005 3:49 PM CST
Hello Zach!
I randomly landet on your website - but I want to send you best wishes from far-away Germany!
Keep on fighting - life is so marvellous - there ars so many experiences to be made, so many things to be done, so many friends to be made!
And I believe with your faith, your strength, your courage and your loving family - you will be the next to receive a miracle!

Keeping my fingers crossed for you and all those children, who are suffering from cancer!

Karen

Karen <zahlenteufelchen@gmx.net>
Germany - Thursday, January 20, 2005 9:32 AM CST
Hi! Zach, Still praying for you in Minnesota. I pray every day for you that the tests you'll be going through in March will reveil great news. Hang in there. I can only imagine that it is hard to do that some days. Stay Strong!! Love Rhonda :)
Rhonda Drysdale <RHO_DRY@msn.com>
Lake Crysta, MN - Thursday, January 20, 2005 8:53 AM CST
Hey Zach,
Just wanted to say Hi and I'm thinking of you!
Love from Minnesota

Robin Ford <mrford@hickorytech.net>
Mankato, MN USA - Wednesday, January 19, 2005 9:52 PM CST
Hey Zach and Nikki!
Im glad you guys are enjoying your family time together. Wow it sounds like that dog is more spoiled then the kids! Im doing pretty good too. Sorry that the hearing is changing and he has to take more pain meds:( Dont worry-it'll get better! Im praying for good scan results in March!
Love and Prayers,
Chass

chassity <xochassxo@aol.com>
- Tuesday, January 18, 2005 3:31 PM CST
Zach~I am glad you are having so much fun with your puppy. I know that God will bless you and you will have good news when you go to Memphis. I am praying for you and think of you everyday. Give your family hugs from us. Lots of love from COLD Minnesota
Robin Ford <mrford@hickorytech.net>
Mankato, Mn USA - Tuesday, January 18, 2005 3:02 PM CST
Hi there cousin! You might not remember us, but we are your long lost family in Glasford!! We think of you often and my boys and I (Dahlton and Caydn) pray for you. I would love for them to see you sometime, what an amazing boy you are. Your mom must be so proud of you! I hear you are quite the basketball player. Your puppy is adorable, we have been considering a family pet, but can't decide on what yet. My 7 year old, Dahlton, wants a macaw or cockatoo, but I said NO WAY! They are far too messy and LOUD! Anyway, you take care, and we will write you soon. So glad to hear you are back home and enjoying school and being with your friends. Love, Laurie Deal

Laurie Deal(Allen) <dlddeal@winco.net>
Glasford, IL USA - Monday, January 17, 2005 4:20 PM CST
Good Morning Zach, Just a note to let you know I'm still thinking of you every day. Everything must be going well for you cuz your mom hasn't updated your page in awhile.So that's great!!! Anthony is back in Rochester,Mn. at Mayo for a week of chemo. He actually will be going in shortly for a bone marrow test and spinal tap. We pray the results will be good. Stay strong and have fun. Praying for you in Cold Minnesota, Rhonda:)
Rhonda Drysdale <RHO_DRY@msn.com>
Lake Crystal, MN - Monday, January 17, 2005 8:41 AM CST
Hi Zach, I just heard about you from one of Christmas Angel's, Jessica. Great pictures. Your dog is really cute! I liked to hear about your mom refusing to cut your long, curly hair! I wouldn't cut it either!

Hope you are feeling well and I look forward to checking in on you again.

Laura (friends of Allie and Cancer Warriors) <lstutzman@healthtechnetwork.com>
Gilbertsville, PA - Saturday, January 15, 2005 12:59 AM CST
WOW! Great pictures and we are so happy to hear that everyone is feeling good and has good things to look forward to! Lots of love and prayers....
Heather Wilds <wilds5pak@msn.com>
Port Orchard, WA USA - Friday, January 14, 2005 8:12 PM CST
Heh guys! We have been praying for you. I rejoice with you on the blessings God has given! He does care enough to give us even the smallest desires of our hearts. It is cool how He knows and blesses us even sometimes when we don't ask. We love you!!
Jenny
East Peoria, IL - Thursday, January 13, 2005 11:08 PM CST
Hi, just wanted to let you ALL know that I'm thinking of you. Congrats, Zach, on your game the other night;when is your next one and where? What position do you play? I will miss your Grandma Diane when she goes to Memphis, she is a special friend, Mom and Grandma...Of course, Grandpa Tom is too. Are you enjoying the snow? Is Kylee? I'm sure Mom is really getting excited about her wedding, Zach, what are you doing in the wedding? Kylee? lots of love and prayers..have a safe trip.
carolyn karnes <cjkarnes@webtv.net>
Groveland, IL USA - Thursday, January 13, 2005 5:41 PM CST
Hi Zach! Just wanted to tell you that I Love You!!!
Amber Allen <amber@abelvault.com>
- Thursday, January 13, 2005 10:55 AM CST
Hey Zach~ What wonderful news! I am very excited that you will be going to St. Jude's. I have been finding out a lot about them this week myself. Our local radio station does a radio-thon every year for them. The radio station called me the other night and asked if Anthony would be the poster child for this years radio-thon. We are all very excited about it. This is one more way of getting information out there and support for all cancer patients!! I hope your basketball game went good. I sure wish your mom would put on some pics of you playing. I would love to see them and I know that Anthony would too!! We are having a very busy week. Anthony is going to be on T. V. today and the radio talking about his Leukemia. We then have to go to Rochester for a doctors appointment. I feel so lucky that God has given us the chance to let people know about Leukemia and try to make a difference in some small way. You take care and keep having a ball at everything you do!! Give Mom and Grandma Diane a big Hug from us in Minnesota. Lots of love to all of you.
Robin Ford <mrford@hickorytech.net>
Mankato, MN USA - Thursday, January 13, 2005 6:35 AM CST
Hi! Zach, Sorry I haven't written for awhile. I still kept checking your site. I have been helping with Anthony's benefit which is this Sat. the 15th. It's a pancake feed along with a silent auction. According to your journal life is going quite well for you and your family. I too like longer hair on guys. Just look at our family pics. My boys are on the longer side. As long as you have it let it grow & grow!! Stay healthy Zach, you have lots to look forward to. I pray everything stays on an even keal for you. I hope to meet you in person one day. Maybe it will be at the wedding. Praying for you in Minnesota, Love Rhonda
Rhonda Drysdale <RHO_DRY@msn.com>
Lake Crysta, MN - Wednesday, January 12, 2005 8:24 AM CST
Hi Zach! I talked to your Grandma and Grandpa (Tom & Diane) last week. They are so proud of you! Grandma was telling me about your new puppy, and about your mom's engagement! That is really good news! We pray for you and wish only the best for you. I remember when I worked at Walmart and your mom would bring you in, you were just a baby, and I thought you were the cutest little guy then, and you have grown into quite a handsome guy now! Glad to hear that school is going well for you (so you are the class clown, huh?) Hey, you must take after your Grandpa Tom! Take care, honey, and tell your mom hi and congratulations for me! Love, Sheila Allen
Sheila Allen <Sheila.Allen@sci-us.com>
Glasford, IL USA - Tuesday, January 11, 2005 10:17 AM CST
Hi there guys! Sounds like the wedding plans are all coming together. I am looking forward to that special day too! Well, I will have to disagree with you Nikki- I like "some" long hair on guys and think Zach looks really good! He is cute either way! Still prayin' for all of you! Love, Aunt Mary Ann
Mary Ann <maryann61554@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, January 11, 2005 9:21 AM CST
Nikki - Congrats.... I am soooo happy for you. I enjoyed out "shopping trip" last month. I did not get a chance to tell you bye. We had to get back on the road - it was a long trip in a short time.... We all enjoyed meeting you. The puppy is just too cute... let me know next time you are going to be in Memphis, I would love to see you again...
Purple Bike Lady aka Vickie <strawnv@bellsouth.net>
Memphis, TN - Monday, January 10, 2005 9:42 AM CST
Hey Zach, Your puppy is adorable. Those eyes are so sweet. We are so happy to hear all is going well for you all in Illinois. Still praying in Georgia.
Tammy Schoenfeldt <gtschoenfeldt@aol.com>
Warner Robins., GA - Sunday, January 9, 2005 6:40 PM CST
Hey there Zach,
I'm glad to hear you are doing pretty good. I hope you enjoyed your Christmas and New Year's. Tell Mom hi from us and we love you all very much! You take care and enjoy that cute little puppy. Lots of love of Minnesota.

Robin Ford <mrford@hickorytech.net>
Mankato, MN USA - Saturday, January 8, 2005 4:22 PM CST
Hey - are you there? Haven't had an update for a couple of weeks. I hope Zach is doing ok and you have just been busy with the planning of the wedding. I have been telling everyone- I am so happy for all of you! Well, let us know what is going on- because we care and love all of you very much. I hope Kylee is feeling better too. Lots of Love, Aunt Mary Ann
Mary Ann <maryann61554@yahoo.com>
- Friday, January 7, 2005 2:14 PM CST
Hi Allen Family!!

Congratulations on the engagement!! I'm really happy for all of you!! Hope to see you soon!!

Marjorie Perdew <rickysticks@gallatinriver.net>
pekin, il America - Friday, January 7, 2005 9:06 AM CST
Hi Zach!! Sorry we had to cancel bunco last night, but it will be next Tuesday night. If you want to come let Aunt Tomi know so she can pick you up. When is your next basketball game and where? Don't forget to let us know. Love and kisses. Call me when you're not too busy.
Diane Allen gramma <www.Agrammaof7@aol.com>
- Wednesday, January 5, 2005 2:14 PM CST
Hi Zach!
Its my 1st visit here and I just wanna say hi! And Congratulations on the great news!

Joanne’s Corner
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Joanne <joanne_173@hotmail.com>
- Wednesday, January 5, 2005 8:28 AM CST
Happy New Year! Please give us an update! We would love to see some new pictures! Hope all is well with you guys. Our thoughts and prayers are with you.
Heather Wilds <wilds5pak@msn.com>
Port Orchard, WA USA - Tuesday, January 4, 2005 8:10 AM CST
Hey Zach, I am sure that you are all still floating on cloud 9. Congratulations to you all. When is the big day? Love from Georgia.
Tammy Schoenfeldt <gtschoenfeldt@aol.com>
Warner Robins, ga - Monday, January 3, 2005 7:34 PM CST
Happy New Year to all of you. I hope you have a wonderful and healthy year. I know all good things will come to you and your family. Keep God close to your hearts. Lots of Love from Minnesota!!
Robin Ford <mrford@hickorytech.net>
Mankato, MN USA - Saturday, January 1, 2005 3:22 PM CST
Happy New Year Zach and Nikki! This year is already starting out good for you guys with John and the puppy and all. Hopefully this year will be a lot better for you guys. Keep wishing for God to just up and cure us both!
Love and Prayers,
Chassity

ME! <xochassxo@aol.com>
- Saturday, January 1, 2005 11:00 AM CST
It was great to see all of you last night! Zach, you look so good! I hope Kylee is feeling better. Bless her heart- it is not fun being sick at a Christmas celebration! I am so excited for your family- John is truly a blessing! Lots of love and Happy New Year, Aunt Mary Ann
Aunt Mary Ann <maryann61554@yahoo.com>
Pekin, IL - Friday, December 31, 2004 9:42 AM CST
Merry Christmas and 2005 sounds like it is just going to be the best year ever! Congratulations on the engagement. We can't wait to see your beaming faces and of course, Spanky too! Thinking of you and wishing you all the happiness that you deserve!
Heather Wilds <wilds5pak@msn.com>
Port Orchard, WA USA - Friday, December 31, 2004 0:31 AM CST
Good Morning to you all, This is to bring you good wishes for a happy and healthy New Year filled with lots of awesome memories!!! With Love and lots of prayers, Rhonda
Rhonda Drysdale <RHO_DRY@msn.com>
Lake Crystal, MN - Thursday, December 30, 2004 8:06 AM CST
Hey there guys. WOW what a wonderful Christmas present. Nikki I can only imagine how excited you were but trust me I can tell how much John loves you and you of course love him. While we were on our trip it would crack me up how you two seemed like two lil puppies in love. I am sooooo happy for you and congradulations. Hey Zack hope you are doing good and keep the faith. I sure miss spending time with you two but I hope to see yall soon.
Love and Prayers, Marilyn and Our LiL Superhero Forever Aaron <www.caringbridge.org/il/aarondhunter or stjudemomma74@aol.com>
Peoria, IL USA - Wednesday, December 29, 2004 1:10 PM CST
I am soooo excited for you and your family!!! I really like John and I know that God put him in your lives! I can't wait to see your ring Thursday night!!!! God is so GOOD! You are all still in my prayers! Love, Aunt Mary Ann
Mary Ann <maryann61554@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, December 29, 2004 8:47 AM CST
OMG I am so happy for all of you! Your post tonight brought tears to my eyes! Nikki this is just the greatest news!! I wish you all the luck! I am sending out a small package at the end of the week! Zach I hope you are doing well and have fun with that new puppy of yours :)
Love your angel
Michell

Michelle <Powelltnt@bresnan.net>
Kalispell, MT USA - Wednesday, December 29, 2004 0:23 AM CST
Zach, This is wonderful news!! Congrats to all of you. God is really watching over all of you. I am very happy for you. It will be wonderful for you, Zach, to have a father. I hope you are feeling well and have a very happy New Year. I am sure it will be. Lots of love to all of you.
Robin Ford <mrford@hickorytech.net>
Mankato, MN USA - Tuesday, December 28, 2004 10:17 PM CST
CONGRATULATIONS TO YOU ALL!!!! What wonderful news!!! That is a good reason not to have updated the website. You were busy sharing the news with everyone. I hope this finds you, Zach, feeling good and free of any pain. I'm sure you all are flying on cloud nine. Rhonda :)
Rhonda Drysdale <RHO_DRY@msn.com>
Lake Crystal, MN - Tuesday, December 28, 2004 6:32 PM CST
That is GREAT news! Im sooooo happy for you all. We were looking to see John's name at the bottom with you guys.LOL. Thats just soo awesome. A puppy now a dad! Whats next? Dont forget to update, hahha!
Chassity

me <xochassxo@aol.com>
- Tuesday, December 28, 2004 6:27 PM CST
Hey Zach, We just read your mom's latest update. Sounds like you were going to have a wonderful Christmas - All four of you. Just want to let you know that we are praying for you all in our prayers. I am sure you are all enjoying that puppy. Take Care - We will talk again soon.
Tammy Schoenfeldt <gtschoenfeldt@aol.com>
Warner Robins, GA - Monday, December 27, 2004 9:16 PM CST
Hey Zach, How are things going?? I hope you all had a fabulous holiday. Tell your mom to please update your journal. I check it every day to see how you are doing. Since there hasn't been one I pray nothing has gone wrong. I know these holidays can make a person quite busy. How is your puppy?? Did he get presents too?? Anthony is back in the hospital for more treatments. So far he seems to be tolerating the chemo. I will check your sight soon. Lot of hugs and prayers to you , Rhonda
Rhonda Drysdale <RHO_DRY@msn.com>
Lake Crystal, mn - Monday, December 27, 2004 7:12 PM CST
Hey Zach! Bet youu're busy playing with all those new gadgets and games. Gramma is resting today after all the excitement and shopping. I'm so excited about Mom and John and I'm sure you are too. Try to come over this week and bring the poker game with so we can try it out. We might stop by tomorrow after I get my MRI done. It would be in the afternoon sometime. Will call. Kiss Spanky and Kylee for me. Lots of Love
Bestest gramma <www.Agrammaof7@aol.com>
- Sunday, December 26, 2004 9:20 PM CST
Zach~
I hope you had a great Christmas. How was opening all those presents? Did you get everything you wanted? I sure did! Anthony did too. We had a really fun time playing games and Santa made a special appearance. Did your puppy get presents too? I better go, Anthony is in the hospital again for another round of Chemo. He will be getting his spinal tap soon. You take care and God bless you. I will be praying for you. Lots of love to you and your family.

Robin Ford <mrford@hickorytech.net>
Mankato, MN USA - Sunday, December 26, 2004 12:54 AM CST
Hey Zach~I hope you enjoyed the movie, your new puppy and Christmas!!! Have a great week~I will be praying for you and your family.
gretchen~~friends of Allie~~ <gsknuffke@msn.com>
little rock, - Sunday, December 26, 2004 11:18 AM CST
Merry Christmas Zach and also to your Family, I hope you had a very merry Christmas and that some, if not all of your wishes came true. We spent the day with Anthony and his family and got to meet his aunt and uncle from New York. Had a super time playing UNO Attack & Life( The Simpsons). I hope you were surrounded by all of your family too. I better go my family is calling for me to come and watch a movie with them. Good Night and I'll continue to pray for you. God Bless you always, Your cousin, Rhonda :) I hope you recieved our Christmas Card.
Rhonda Drysdale <Rho_Dry@msn.com>
Lake Crystal, MN - Saturday, December 25, 2004 9:28 PM CST


I wish you all the best this Christmas! I will be thinking of you all!
Love from your Angel
Michelle

Michelle Powell <powelltnt@bresnan.net>
Kalispell, MT USA - Friday, December 24, 2004 1:09 PM CST
Zach~
MERRY CHRISTMAS!! I hope that all your dreams will come this this holiday season! Have fun opening all those presents. Tell your mom Merry Christmas. We send lots of love to all of you.


Robin Ford <mrford@hickorytech.net>
Mankato, MN USA - Friday, December 24, 2004 9:04 AM CST
Dear Zach & family, I would like to wish all of you a very Merry Christmas and a happy & healthy New Year!!! May all of your pain magically dissappear Zach . That is my wish for you this coming new year and that you're able participate in what ever you choose and have fun. You are a very strong young man for your age. I'm sure I could take many a lesson from you on life in general. You have been through so much in your life here on earth. Stay strong, I know that you will. You are constantly in my thoughts and prayers. Love to you and your family from your Minnesota cousin, Rhonda :)
Rhonda Drysdale <RHO_DRY@msn.com>
Lake Crystal, MN - Thursday, December 23, 2004 11:32 PM CST
I PRAY THAT YOU AND YOUR FAMILY HAVE A BLESSED CHRISTMAS! YOU ARE ALWAYS IN MY THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS! LOTS OF LOVE, AUNT MARY ANN, JEFF, JEREMY, ROSS AND CHAD
Mary Ann <maryann61554@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, December 23, 2004 9:43 AM CST
Hi Zach, I hope you & Nick weren't too bored at our house lastnight. We all had fun. It's great to see you with your friends. Anytime you want to bring anyone over is fine with us. Uncle Tim is just as big a kid as you, so you know he enjoyed it. Thank you for letting Tanner play with you guys, it was really sweet. I now how little kids can bug you when your that age. He had a great time. He loves you. We all do. Even Molly. Can't wait to see you on Christmas. Love you. Tell your Mom I said thanks for keeping Tan.
Amber <amber@abelvault.com>
- Wednesday, December 22, 2004 1:38 PM CST
Hi Zach-
Just 3 more days til you get to open those presents. I bet Mom is really excited. I am too!!! It is wonderful to hear you are feeling better. I'm sure that new little friend of yours really helps things out. I hope Spanky hasn't had many accidents for you to clean up or should I say Mom. You take care buddy and have an EXCELLENT Christmas. May all your dreams come true. Lots of love to all of you!! Your cousin, Robin

Robin Ford <mrford@hickorytech.net>
Mankato, MN USA - Wednesday, December 22, 2004 8:54 AM CST
Hi Zach!

Hope you are ready for the holidays!
They will be here soon!
Hope you get lots of goodies!


Ms Penny <musacchia99@hotmail.com>
Louisiana, LA USA - Tuesday, December 21, 2004 9:53 PM CST
Hi Zach,
I enjoyed making the card for you! I am having some fun in NY even though Im getting boring scans and procedures! I hope your having tons of fun with Spanky. Have a MERRY CHRISTMAS!
Love and Prayers,
Chass

chass <xochassxo@aol.com>
- Tuesday, December 21, 2004 3:30 PM CST
Hi Zach, I hope you are feeling better! It was great to see you and your smile at Mickey's Pizza the other night! You have sooo many people that love you! I'm proud to be one of them!! Take care of you little dog- have a great day and tell everyone I said hi! Lots of Love, Aunt Mary Ann
Mary Ann <maryann61554@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, December 21, 2004 8:05 AM CST
Hello zach, I wanted you to know that in the mail will be a picture Christmas card of my family. This way you will know what I look like when I'm am writing to you. How is Spanky doing? Aren't pets wonderful. They always know how to make you feel better. I pray that your pain is lessoned each day. I know it must be difficult some days to deal with it but somehow I have this feeling you find the strength to carry on no matter how hard or painful it may be. Those are the days I believe God is carrying you on his shoulders. I wish you and your family the best this holiday season and may all of your wishes come true. Merry Christmas!!! Tell your mom and grandma Hello from the relatives in Minnesota. :) Love, your cousin, Rhonda Drysdale
Rhonda Drysdale <RHO_DRY@msn.com>
Lake Crystal, MN USA - Monday, December 20, 2004 10:02 PM CST
hey zach,nikki&kylee...VERY cute puppy! thanks again for the deer sticks! did you have fun at the dance,zach? i am so happy that you were able to go!! kayla had fun(thanks for sharing a dance with her!)you are such a sweetie!! no blushing! i hope ALL of you have a very special christmas & make lots of memories with john this year!! we probably won't see you for a couple of weeks, but we will be thinking about you! my wish for you in the new year is for you to be pain free, HEALTHY, and to do ALL the things that teenage boys should do (within reason,of course!!!)take care..kim meints &family
k. meints <Meints5@msn.com>
pekin, il usa - Saturday, December 18, 2004 10:07 PM CST
Zach,
Even though you've never met me, my son Ryan Cakora has mentioned you many times. I finally called your mom to check on you because he wanted so badly to know how you were doing. He often has said, "Mom, Zach is one of the nicest kids I have ever met and is the last person who deserves to be going through this." We just want you to know we are thinking of you, praying for you, and marveling at your strength. You are definitely an inspiration. It made us happy to hear you got a new puppy. They give such unconditional love. We have a present on the way for Spanky. We hope you and Spanky enjoy it.

Rhonda Cakora <rcakora@insightbb.com>
Pekin, Il 61554 - Saturday, December 18, 2004 6:26 PM CST
It's your grandma again!!! I'm so excited for you and Kylee with the new puppy(Spanky). I don't know about you but that hockey game last night was tooooo long for me. I guess if understood what's going on it would help. What did you want for Christmas. I've already forgot the name of it. You know you should write things down like that for me. Hope we have a good time at the Christmas party tomorrow night at the Moose. Don't forget Mrs. Claus will be there!!!!!!!!I love you, Kylee, and Mom so sleep tight don't let the bedbugs bite!!!!!
Diane Allen <www.Agrammaof7 @aol.com>
- Saturday, December 18, 2004 6:23 PM CST
Yeah! You got your dog! Woo Hoo!! Congrats!! I am soooo excited for you!!
Jenny Otte
East Peoria, IL - Friday, December 17, 2004 8:15 PM CST
Hey Zach-
I'm glad your pain is getting better. Keep your chin up. God will guide you. I bet you can't wait for Christmas. We are getting very excited around here too. Maybe if you give Mom that look that all sons can give, she will let you open just one of those presents. You take care and we'll write again soon.

Robin Ford <mrford@hickorytech.net>
Mankato, MN USA - Friday, December 17, 2004 5:51 PM CST
hey Zach!
Im glad your pain is getting better! Im praying for you!
Chass

chassity <xochassxo@aol.com>
- Thursday, December 16, 2004 8:52 PM CST
Zach, I'm so glad you are enjoying your new puppy! How fun!! I'm also glad that your shoulder is feeling better! Any more Basketball games coming up?
Have a wonderful evening :D
Your angel,
Michelle

Michelle <powelltnt@bresnan.net>
Kalispell, mt USA - Thursday, December 16, 2004 6:40 PM CST
Zach,
I wanted to let you know I'm thinking of you. I pray for your pain ease. Enjoy that new puppy. I can't wait to see pictures. Make sure mom takes a lot of them. Stay strong and lots of love to you and your family:)

Robin Ford <mrford@hickorytech.net>
Mankato, MN USA - Wednesday, December 15, 2004 9:48 PM CST
Hi Zach, I just needed to tell you I prayed for you last night along with everyone else that suffers with your illness. I'm sure today is a tough day for you and your mom with it being Aaron's funeral. It's so hard , I'm sure,to make new friends then they are taken away from us. Hang in there the best way you can and remember friends and family are praying for you continually. Be Strong, Rhonda Drysdale:)
Rhonda Drysdale <Rho_Dry@msn.com>
Lake Crystal, MN - Wednesday, December 15, 2004 9:07 AM CST
Dear Zach, What an awesome gift. A PUPPY. We have a dog also. She is a 62 pound yellow lab named Bailey. We just love her. Every one should have a dog. They are always there for you, in good times and bad . All they want to do is love you. Our dog is a house dog, we call her the princess cuz she pretty much runs the household. Enjoy your new puppy. I have had Anthony at my house today. We baked & baked cookies all day. I don't know if he is tired but I know I am. I hope the pain has subsided a little bit for you. I pray that it will. Keep hanging in there no matter how tough it may seem. I'm thinking of you lots. Rhonda Drysdale :}
Rhonda Drysdale <RHO_DRY@msn.com>
Lake Crystal, MN USA - Tuesday, December 14, 2004 5:01 PM CST
You are so lucky- I love the pug dogs! They are sooo ugly - they're cute!! I am sorry that you are in so much pain. I pray that God takes that away so that you can continue to play basketball. Still praying for you every day and your family. Love ya all lots and say hello to your mom, John and sister. Love, Aunt Mary Ann
mary ann <maryann61554@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, December 14, 2004 1:13 PM CST
Hey Zach,
Hope everything is going okay. I am sure the last couple of days have been rough. I wanted to let you know I have been thinking of you a lot!! Keep your chin up and God is with you every step of the way! Lots of Love to you and your family!

Robin Ford <mrford@hickorytech.net>
Mankato, Mn USA - Tuesday, December 14, 2004 12:35 AM CST
Hi guys!
Im sorry Zach is in so much pain but Im glad he got that puppy early. I bet he is loving it! Tell him I say HI!!
Chassity

chassity <xochassxo@aol.com>
- Tuesday, December 14, 2004 12:01 AM CST
A puppy! How much fun is that?! There is just nothing better than a puppy for Christmas. Can't wait to see pictures of you with him.
Heather Wilds <wilds5pak@msn.com>
Port Orchard, WA USA - Sunday, December 12, 2004 6:43 PM CST
Dear Zach, I know you don't know who I am but your mom may remember. She was the flower girl in my wedding 24 1/2 years ago. I am her cousin and Robin Ford is my sister. I am getting very familiar with this web site because I write to my nephew Anthony almost on a dailey basis. I know how much he enjoys reading what people have to say. It may be easier to pick up the phone but I know that he looks forward to checking his site. I will also try to write to you as often as I write to Anthony. I have read everything on your journal that your mom has provided. You are a very brave young man to have gone through all of the medical aspect of your illness.God's arms are around you and holding you up when times are tough. I am so very sorry to here about your friend Aaron. But I'm sure he is looking down on you with that great big smile of his.No matter how bad or how good your days may be always remember your friends and family are here for you every step of the way. Keep Smiling!!! :) Rhonda(Schoenfeldt) Drysdale
Rhonda Drysdale <Rho_Dry@msn.com>
Lake Crystal, MN USA - Sunday, December 12, 2004 4:20 PM CST
Nikki, Zach, and Kylee,
I'm so very sorry for the pain you must be feeling right now. I'm here for you, if you need to talk or vent. I'm here.

Zach, with the approaching holiday, I hope you are feeling well! I hope santa brings you all that you wish for!

Lots of love to you all
Your angel,

Michelle <powelltnt@bresnan.net>
Kalispell, MT USA - Saturday, December 11, 2004 9:55 PM CST
I am so very sorry to hear about Aaron. We are thankful that he is free from pain now. He will be watching over you Zach. Keep your faith strong. You are always in our thoughts and prayers.

Live Strong,

Heather Wilds <wilds5pak@msn.com>
Port Orchard, WA 98366 - Saturday, December 11, 2004 5:51 PM CST
Zach, I am sorry about your friend Aaron. It truly is a wonderful thing that he is now with God himself and be in the stars above watching over you with God. I am very proup of you that you got to play Basketball. I wish we were closer so we could see you play. Tell your mom to take some pictures and put them on your site so Anthony and I can see how great you look in your Basketball attire. I hope you had a good time at the dance. You hang in there and know that God is with you every step you take.
Robin and Anthony Ford <mrford@hickorytech.net>
Mankato, MN USA - Saturday, December 11, 2004 9:35 AM CST
Zack and Nikki, I am so sorry to hear about Aaron! How wonderful to know he is face to face with Jesus now. Hey Zack, congrats on playing BBall last night. Sorry we missed it. Hope you have a great time tonight at the dance. We love you! Love Aunt Sheri and family

Sheri Krohe <mskrohe1@grics.net>
- Friday, December 10, 2004 7:26 PM CST
GOOD MORNING! JUST WANTED TO LET YOU KNOW THAT I LOVE ALL OF YOU AND INCLUDE YOU IN MY PRAYERS ALWAYS! SORRY TO HEAR ABOUT YOUR FRIEND, AARON, BUT YOU ARE RIGHT HE IS HEALED!!! PRAISE GOD! KEEP YOUR FAITH! CAN YOU LET ME KNOW WHEN ZACH PLAYS BASKETBALL - WE WOULD ALL ENJOY WATCHING HIM PLAY. TALK TO YOU LATER. LOTS OF LOVE, AUNT MARY ANN
Mary Ann <maryann61554@yahoo.com>
- Friday, December 10, 2004 10:14 AM CST
AWESOME JOB playing basketball! I am so happy for you and I know that you are going to have a great night at the dance too. My smile is matching yours because I am so thrilled for you.
Heather Wilds <wilds5pak@msn.com]>
Port Orchard, wa USA - Thursday, December 9, 2004 9:07 AM CST
Zach, I'm soooo happy you got to play in the game!! That is just too cool!! Keep up the work buddy!! I'm so happy for you!! Well, Santa is just around the corner, are you excited? I'm hoping that santa will send you everything you desire :)
Love and best wishes from your angel,
Michelle

Michelle <powelltnt@bresnan.net>
Kalispell, MT USA - Thursday, December 9, 2004 0:48 AM CST
Zach,
We are thinking about you. Did you get the play in the basketball game last night? We really hope you did. We hope your day is going well. God bless you and watch over you. We will write again soon.

Robin and Anthony Ford <mrford@hickorytech.net>
Mankato, MN USA - Wednesday, December 8, 2004 11:08 AM CST
Zach, I hope you have a great time at your school dance!! I can't wait to hear all about it :) Will you let your mom take just one picture? Pleaseeee? Pretty Please?? I would absolutely love to see one :) I wish you nothing but the best :)
Love from your Angel,

Michelle <powelltnt@bresnan.net>
Kalispell, MT USA - Tuesday, December 7, 2004 7:25 PM CST
Hey Zach, Sorry about the two entries from Georgia. My computer skills need improving. I just thought you would think it was special to hear from us twice in one night. I will work on getting it right. Take Care!! Love From Georgia
Tammy <gtschoenfeldt@aol.com>
Warner Robings, , GA - Tuesday, December 7, 2004 7:05 PM CST
Wazzzzzz Up Zachyboy Kris is wierd don't you think so

Chad Surratt
Pekin, IL United States - Tuesday, December 7, 2004 2:06 PM CST
Hey Zach,
How exciting, your first dance!! You will have a great time. We also hope you get to play tonight in the basketball game. Anthony likes to play basketball too. Tell your Mom hello from us. God bless you & your family.

Robin and Anthony Ford <mrford@hickorytech.net>
Mankato, Mn USA - Tuesday, December 7, 2004 11:51 AM CST
Hello Zach and Nikki, I'm really glad things are going well with you all. I hope Zach gets to play in the game but if not its just as important that hes there supporting his team. I've been checking Aarons page everyday and sending prayers for both your families.
Carrie (Chassity's mom ) <flintcx4@yahoo.com>
The Plains , Va - Tuesday, December 7, 2004 11:00 AM CST
Zach, I just came to check and see how you are doing :) I hope that everything is going well! Can't wait for the next update. Lots of love and hugs to you and your Mom, and Kylee!
Your Angel, Michelle

Michelle <powelltnt@bresnan.net>
Kalispell, MT USA - Monday, December 6, 2004 11:44 PM CST
Hey Zach, We are thinking of you and praying for you all the way in Georgia. Our whole chuch is praying for you also. This is our first visit to the web site and we love it. It is a great way for us to keep in touch. We are so happy to hear that you will be able to be home for Christmas. We are praying for you all. Love, Gary,Tammy, Justin and Jake. P.S. Justin got a deer last night. Congrats on all 3 of yours!!!
Tammy <gtschoenfeldt@aol.com>
Warner Robins , GA - Monday, December 6, 2004 8:31 PM CST
Hey Zach, We are thinking of you and praying for you all the way in Georgia. Our whole chuch is praying for you also. This is our first visit to the web site and we love it. It is a great way for us to keep in touch. We are so happy to hear that you will be able to be home for Christmas. We are praying for you all. Love, Gary,Tammy, Justin and Jake. P.S. Justin got a deer last night. Congrats on all 3 of yours!!!
Tammy <gtschoenfeldt@aol.com>
Warner Robins , GA - Monday, December 6, 2004 8:28 PM CST
Zach, It's your favorite gramma again. I haven't signed your guestbook for awhile so I thought I'd say hey. Sure hope you can and want to come spend the night with us soon. It's been awhile. We could play scrabble or even a new card game I bought last night. It sounds like lots of fun. Two to six players can play at a time, it's called Hit the Deck. Hope school goes great this week and you're studying real hard to make up for missed days. Call me when you read this. I really would rather talk to you anyway. Keep smiling and remember your gramma and grampa loves you more than anything. See you Thursday at Kylee's cello concert. I can hardly wait. Kisses to you Kylee and practice, practice, practice!!!!!!
Your favorite gramma <www.Agrammaof7@aol.com>
- Monday, December 6, 2004 8:57 AM CST
Zach,
I hope you have a great holiday with not having any medical things going on. I hope that Grandma and Grandpa get to spend alot of time with you and your mom. Nikki, you and Zach are in our prayers daily. God will do what is right for you and for Zach's friend.
God bless all of you.

Robin Ford <mrford@hickorytech.net>
Mankato, Mn USA - Sunday, December 5, 2004 5:35 PM CST
I will keep Zach in my prayers.
Tina www.caringbridge.org/md/lance <lneonkia@comcast.net>
- Saturday, December 4, 2004 10:15 PM CST
Hi Zach,
How are you doing. I am glad you are back at school

Your friend Kayla

Kayla Meints <Meints5@msn.com>
Pekin, Il USA - Saturday, December 4, 2004 2:08 PM CST
Zach I am so happy to hear that you get a break from the doctors for a bit....I know that you need a vacation from all of that. I'm glad that you liked your package......Have a super weekend. We are thinking of you and praying for you.

Heather Wilds <wilds5pak@msn.com>
Port Orchard, WA 98366 - Friday, December 3, 2004 6:29 PM CST
Zach, Kylee, and Nikki, I hope you enjoy your package :) Zach did you enjoy the basketball game? I hope you had fun :D Kylee I'm glad you liked your make up! I thought of you when I saw it :). Oh Zach, next time you spray your cologne point the nozzle away from your eye silly man!! I hope you are feeling well today and have a wonderful day at school!! Lots of love and best wishes!!
Your Angel, Michelle <powelltnt@bresnan.net>
Kalispell, MT USA - Friday, December 3, 2004 10:14 AM CST
YOU ARE ALL ALWAYS IN MY PRAYERS! AND YOU ARE RIGHT- GOD CAN DO ALL THINGS!! I LOVE YOU AND I AM GLAD YOU HAD FUN AT DISNEY WORLD! I LOVE TO SEE YOU SMILE.
LOTS OF LOVE, AUNT MARY ANN

MARYANN <maryann61554@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, December 1, 2004 8:57 AM CST
I love seeing your pictures from Disney! What a fabulous place...don't you wish the whole world looked like Disney? It sure would be an expensive world to live in but I just love it there! I'm excited for you to go see the Lakers play. You will have such a good time. Keep smiling -- you have an awesome smile!
Your Angel, Heather <wilds5pak@msn.com>
Port Orchard, WA 98366 - Wednesday, December 1, 2004 8:41 AM CST
Zach,

It looks like you had a great time at Disney. I'm jealous, but am so glad you were able to go! It's one of my favorite places and I hope we can go again this year. We haven't been there since 1999.

Please know you are in my continued thoughts and prayers. I hope you and your entire family have a wonderful Christmas.

Michelle Brown (a friend of your Aunt Maryann) <brown_michelle_L@cat.com>
Manito, IL - Wednesday, December 1, 2004 8:19 AM CST
Hi Zach!! I hope you are feeling better!! I sent a package out to you yesterday so you should receive it in the next few days :) I hope you have a wonderful wonderful time at the basketball game tomorrow!! I'll be thinking of you :)
Your Angel, Michelle <powelltnt@bresnan.net>
Kalispell, MT USA - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 10:57 PM CST
Hi Zach! I am a friend of Michelle's :) It looks like you had a WONDERFUL time in Disney! We are leaving to go there on Tuesday! I am sending you lots of love from Louisiana! Ps I love the deer picture! I love Hunting and fishing too! (Yeah a girl that hunts!) ;D
Penny <musacchia99@hotmail.com>
Tickfaw, La USA - Sunday, November 28, 2004 10:27 PM CST
Hi Zach!! I'm so glad you got the tickets on time I was so worried they wouldn't make it on time!! I hope you have a wonderful time!! I'm sending out a package for you and your mom and sister tomorrow so expect it soon :) We're sending you lots of love, hugs, and best wishes.
Your Angel Michelle

Michelle <powelltnt@bresnan.net>
Kalispell, MT USA - Sunday, November 28, 2004 9:55 PM CST
Hi Zach....I can't wait to see some of your pictures from your trip to Florida. Keep smiling....
Your Angel,
Heather

Heather Wilds <wilds5pak@msn.com>
Port Orchard, WA USA - Sunday, November 28, 2004 1:00 PM CST
Found you on the friends of Allie message board. I am Elliotts mom. He has leukemia and we are not to far away in Sandwich IL. Glad you had a good time. Please stop by and visit Elliott when you get a chance. Take Care!
Cindy Aldrich(www.caringbridge.org/il/elliott <elliottsmama@comcast.net>
Sandwich, IL - Friday, November 26, 2004 1:06 PM CST
Hi Zach. I saw your address on the Friends of Allie site and figured I'd stop by. I am so jealous, I have never been to Disney or Universal Studios. My sister has and she said Universal was really great. I hope you have an awesome Christmas and an even better New Year! Lots of love.
Hillari <mizshuckiduck@yahoo.co.uk>
Glasgow, Scotland - Friday, November 26, 2004 11:54 AM CST
Hi Zach!
Hope you and your family had a happy Thanksgiving. Been busy the last few weeks from our hunt at Sahara Woods. I have few pictures to share with you and maybe you do too.

Jim McFarlane

Jim McFarlane <jem6@prodigy.net>
Rockford, IL US - Friday, November 26, 2004 10:35 AM CST
Zach, I'm so happy you had a great time at Disney World. I am looking forward to seeing the pictures! Sounds like you had a wonderful Thanksgiving too!! I sent you something on Monday and I'm hoping it gets to you by the 30th, there is something special in there for you :)I'll check back tomorrow for a new update! Keep smilin sweetie!
Michelle your Angel <powelltnt@bresnan.net>
Kalispell, MT USA - Friday, November 26, 2004 2:36 AM CST
Glad to hear that you had such a fun time in Florida and a great Thanksgiving. A package is in the mail to you so be on the lookout for it soon.
LiveStrong,
Your Angel, Heather

Heather Wilds <wilds5pak@msn.com>
Port Orchard, WA USA - Thursday, November 25, 2004 8:48 PM CST


Zach I hope that you have a wonderful wonderful thanksgiving!! I hope you had a blast in Disney. I sent you something in the mail did you get it yet? Eat yourself silly today! We're thinking of you!

Michelle your Angel <powelltnt@bresnan.net>
Kalispell, MT USA - Thursday, November 25, 2004 11:04 AM CST
Zach and Nikki-I wanted to let you know that we are thinking about you guys. It has been so long since I have seen you. I missed seeing you last year when we were in IL. Uncle Ronnie, Aunt Margaret and myself were looking forward to seeing you. My son Anthony has been diagnosed with ALL with Philidelphia Chromosomes. It is a high risk Leukemia. He is undergoing Chemotherapy. He is responding well. I am praying that Zach is doing well. This is very diffucult, but from what I hear, you both are very strong. Keep God close to your heart and he will guide you. You both take care and lots of love.
Robin Ford (Schoenfeldt) <mrford@hickorytech.net>
Mankato, MN USA - Tuesday, November 23, 2004 11:51 AM CST
Zach, I was thinking about you again today and came to see if there was an update up. I'm just so excited!! I have a package ready to send out to you tomorrow!! I can't wait for you to get it!!
Thinking of you in Montana!
Lots of Love from your Angel Michelle

Michelle <powelltnt@bresnan.net>
Kalispell, MT Usa - Friday, November 19, 2004 3:58 PM CST
Zach, I can't wait to hear all about your Disney trip!! I know you are having fun but I wanted to let you know I am thinking of you!!
Lots of Love from your angel Michelle!

Michelle <powelltnt@bresnan.net>
Kalispell, MT USA - Thursday, November 18, 2004 10:24 PM CST
I hope your Disney world trip was great,I can tell by your pictures you are a hunter and a fisherman,you look so proud with your fish and the deer.SEnding prayers from Kentucky.
FRIENDS OF ALLIE

Carmen <carmena@mikrotec.com>
ky - Thursday, November 18, 2004 6:29 AM CST
I hope you all have a FABULOUS time at DisneyWorld!!! How exciting...Have a safe trip and you'll be in my thoughts and prayers.

Leslie (Friends of Allie)
Whittier, Ca USA - Wednesday, November 17, 2004 9:02 PM CST
Hello Zach, I bet you are having a blast at Disney World this week. I know you will also have fun at Kive Kids The World Village. I got your link from over at "Friends of Allie" and wanted to stop by to say hello and I am praying for you. XOXOXO Love and prayers,
www.bridgeofdreams.org

Debbie from the Bridge Of Dreams - and 'Friends of Allie' <debbie@bridgeofdreams.org>
VA USA - Wednesday, November 17, 2004 8:48 PM CST
Hope you all have a fabulous time in Disney!!!
Lois (Friends of Allie)
NJ - Wednesday, November 17, 2004 8:20 PM CST
Hi Zach and all the rest of you enjoying Disney! Glad everyone is doing so good and able to enjoy your time away. I sure wish I could go on some rides with you. Kylee says hi and she really misses you both. We have been practicing her times tables. It seems to be really hard for her but we won't give up. You won't believe what she already has gotten down. Hope the weather is nice there because here it is gloomy and damp, typical fall weather. I best go and get some stuff done while Connor is sleeping. Love you all. Call tonight when you get to your room.
Grandma Diane <www.agrammaof7@aol>
- Wednesday, November 17, 2004 9:03 AM CST
Hey Zach!
Im sooo excited for you, I want to go to Disney!! I hope you all have TONS of FUN!! Nikki- I will be checking for updates on all the fun!
Best of Luck,
Chassity

chassity <xochassxo@aol.com>
- Wednesday, November 17, 2004 8:50 AM CST
Hi Zach...your angel Michelle also gave me your site...what a fun kid you are...love the deer pic...hope your having fun at Disney!!
Nicole <Mom3kids03@sbcglobal.net>
- Wednesday, November 17, 2004 8:18 AM CST
Hi Zach - Your Angel Michelle told me about your site. You look like a fun kind of kid. I love the picture of the deer and fish. You are quite the outdoorsman. Gun deer season opens here this coming weekend (the 20th) so my husband will be out trying for one like you have! You did great.

I hope that you are having a good time at Disney. Looking forward to updates about you.

Kari (Friends of Allie) <zfamily00@hotmail.com>
Wauwatosa, WI - Wednesday, November 17, 2004 0:14 AM CST
Hi Zach!! I'm Michelle your new Cancer Warrior Angel!! I'm so excited to get to know you!! I will be sending you a package soon!! I hope you are doing well!! Best wishes and lots of love!!
Michelle Powell <powelltnt@bresnan.net>
Kalispell, MT USA - Tuesday, November 16, 2004 2:33 PM CST
Hi Allen Family. Hope you enjoy your trip.Tomi was telling me about your pg so I thouhgt I'd check it out.Stay safe and make sure you make PLENTY of memories @ Diseny. Share your pic's when you get home.Still haven't seen those deer yet.I just wanted to wish you all the best and stay strong. God is always with you.Best of wishes to all.
Jennifer Horchem <riverfanxs496@yahoo.com>
- Saturday, November 13, 2004 12:34 AM CST
Hi Zach! I thought you had already left for Disney. I checked out the picture of you with your deer. AWESOME! When you go to Disney make sure to ask if you can drive the tram -- it's really cool to be in the front. We are thinking of you! Stay strong!
Heather Wilds <wilds5pak@msn.com>
Port Orchard, WA USA - Wednesday, November 10, 2004 12:06 AM CST
Hi Zach, We are all glad that you are back at school and feeling better. Great Job on your hunting trip!! I can't wait to try the deer salami!! I will see you at school.
Your friend, Kayla

Kayla Meints <Meints5@msn.com>
Pekin, Illinois USA - Tuesday, November 9, 2004 7:09 PM CST
I am so excited you got a deer! I am praying for you guys. Have fun at Disney! If you go to Epcot, eat at the Swedish bakery for me. Love ya!! Jenny Otte
Jenny Otte
- Tuesday, November 9, 2004 9:01 AM CST
Hey Zach,
I heard about you from my sister, Heather, who is your new angel. I just wanted you to know that we are thinking of you and hope you had a great Disney trip!!!
Miracles can happen~God bless you!!

gretchen ~Friends of Allie~ <gsknuffke@msn.com>
Little Rock, AR - Monday, November 8, 2004 8:28 PM CST
Wow three deer- I am impressed!! I hope you had a great time. I missed you at Connor's Birthday party- but I got to meet your half sisters! That is so cool! Take care and of course we are praying for you everyday. Love you all---
Aunt Mary Ann

Mary Ann <maryann61554@yahoo.com>
- Monday, November 8, 2004 4:22 PM CST
Hi Zach! I have just received word that I am your angel! I am so excited! I've been reading your journal and your guest book and I am so struck by what an amazing boy you are! WOW!!! I can't wait to see the picture of you with your deer. My husband hunts and we would love to hear all about it! I'm hoping that you are having a great time at Disney...and how could you not?! Anyway, write to me when you feel like it and I'll continue to bug you! Our prayers are with you!
Heather Wilds <wilds5pak@msn.com>
Port Orchard, WA USA - Monday, November 8, 2004 3:37 PM CST
Hey Zach, Kylee and Nikki,

Wade and Tammy here from Pekin! Way go to on the deer Zach!! That's awesome. Just wanted to let you know that you are in our prayers every night. And God seems to be taking care of you bro.

If you guys need anything, don't hesitate to call. We are just a few blocks away. }

Love ya!
Wade and Tammy

Wade and Tammy
Pekin, - Sunday, November 7, 2004 1:57 PM CST
Hi!! Coming to you via another caringbridge site. Have added you to our nightly prayer list if that is ok. Just wanted to tell you that our grandson, who is a Zach, too, got his first deer this afternooon !

We're praying that you keep feeling well and will check in as often as we can.

The Resingers
Farmington, MO USA - Saturday, November 6, 2004 11:43 PM CST
Hello Zach,

The first thing you might think of when reading the entry in your guestbook is who is this person? It's ok I understand, I was just passing through some Caringbridge kids websites and happen to find your's and then realized that we lived in the same state, so I thought I would just stop by and give some Thoughts and well wish's to you and your family. Hope all is well!!

Kim from the ~Friend of Allie~ Web site.. (http://groups.msn.com/AllisonsBabyCenterAngels/welcome.msnw) <Krthiede5478@aol.com>
Belvidere , IL - Friday, November 5, 2004 5:30 PM CST
Zach, It's grandma again. Don't know if you'll be checking out your guestbook this weekend or not but want you to know I'm missing you already. Your smile always melts my heart! I hope you have the greatest of fun hunting and of course get a deer. Make lots of new friends and have a super time and stay warm!!!! Too bad you'll miss your sisters visit!!! I know that has to be soooooo disappointing!!!!!!!!!!!!! I just hope I get to meet them. I guess they might be coming to Connor's birthday party. Love as always grandma
grandma <www.agrammaof7@aol>
- Friday, November 5, 2004 9:34 AM CST
Zack,
I miss u a whole lot! Carson just got done with football. He was undefeated through the whole season, except 4 the last game. He tied. 0-0 (lol) Mrs.Mac is very worried about u. Mr. Mac died earlier this year. I finally ride ur bus but u don't any more! I miss playing outside with u. I go to ur door when I see the van, but ur never there. Remember, I'm constantly praying 4 u! Gotta jet. xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Friends 4 Ever! McKenzie
p.s. if u wanna e-mail me, my adress is prpldolphin@insightbb.com

McKenzie <prpldolphin@insightbb.com>
Pekin, IL U.S.A. - Tuesday, November 2, 2004 6:32 PM CST
Hi, Zach. I am a member of Pekin First Church of God & I was drawn to your story from our prayer chain. You have endured where most could not have. I have a son named Mikel who is in the 6th grade. He is having some problems with his grades right now. His problems seem small when compared to your challenges. I am going to share your situation with him. May God continue to watch over you and your family. I will be praying for you and your family. I believe as your mom does. All things are possible through Christ. Keep praying and keep being an inspiration to others. You are a bright light in the dark!
In Christ,
Sherri Ernst

Sherri Ernst <scshmipa@ntslink.net>
North Pekin, IL USA - Tuesday, November 2, 2004 5:19 PM CST
Hello Zach,
You don't know who I am but I attend Pekin First Church of God where on of your family member put you on the prayer chain. You must be a very brave kid. I know it must be very hard to keep your spirits up. I want to share my favorite bible passages for those times when times get rough. " FOR I KNOW THE PLANS I HAVE FOR YOU DECLARES THE LORD, PLANS TO PROSPER YOU AND NOT TO HARM YOU. PLANS TO GIVE YOU HOPE AND A FUTURE." JEREMIAH 29:11. This has helped be alot when God seems far away. Although we know he never leaves us or forsakes us. I will be praying for you alot today and days to come. I have a son close to your age and I'll be praying like your my own. Tell your family I will be praying for your family also. Your mom and I have sons a common age and my name in also Nikki. If you would like me to send you more passages that may help let me know. Let me know if you have any needs I may be able to help with. God Bless. Nikki

Nikki Antosiak <franik1@yahoo.com>
Delavan, IL usa - Tuesday, November 2, 2004 11:05 AM CST
Hi Zach, Ron and Brenda McCarthy here from Virginia, IL. We'll be going to Sahara Woods this weekend to help out at the Dream Hunt. Ron will be helping a little girl named Becky hunt and Brenda will be bringing lot's of cookies and helping out with meals. If you have a favorite cookie, send me a email and I'll be sure to make that kind. See you there!!!
Brenda McCarthy
Virginia, IL USA - Monday, November 1, 2004 3:30 PM CST
Hi, you dont know me but my name is zack too, only i spell it different my moms name is the same as yours. I seen you in the paper. Talk to you later bye.
Zack <nikkinikki73@aol.com>
pekin, il usa - Sunday, October 31, 2004 1:06 PM CST
Thanks for stoping by and saying Hi" to Josh.
These two boys may never meet in person, but yes
they do have something in common, I can tell from
Zach face , getting ready to drink his contrast
he is a clown....so is Josh. We/he have a time getting
him to drink his contrast also.(scans in Dec 04)

I do feel Zach, Lance & Josh will have a miracle story
to share to the world that God still heals. That he will
use these boys for other to see his good works in them
and they will always serve this wonderful God.
I will sure keep Zach & all of you in my prayers.
Faith, Hope & Cure, Lou/grandmother to Josh dx6/01
www.caringbridge.org/page/josh

Lou <skiptolou@juno.com>
Knoxville, TN USA - Saturday, October 30, 2004 9:11 PM CDT
Hi Zach! Im so glad to hear your back in school and having a normal life again! Ive been doing pretty good and even though Im not in school, my teachers giving me homework so things are starting to get a little normal for now with me too. Have fun with your friend on Friday!
Chassity

chassity <xochassxo@aol.com>
- Thursday, October 28, 2004 2:36 PM CDT
Just wanted to drop you guys a line and let you know I'm praying for you. God has great things in store for all of you and pray that you would continue to be encouraged! This is a great site. I love the pics! Blessings to all of you!
Eric Eidson <eric74@trinitymennonite.org>
Morton, IL USA - Thursday, October 28, 2004 1:27 PM CDT
HELLO GUYS. I JUST WANTED TO SAY THAT I LOVE ALL OF YOU VERY VERY MUCH AND I PRAY EVERY DAY FOR THE HEALING TOUCH OF GOD'S HAND. AND YES YOU ARE SO RIGHT NIKKI- GOD IS THE MASTER HEALER AND EVERYTHING IS POSSIBLE WITH HIM. I KNOW HOW MUCH IT MUST HURT TO HEAR THE DOCTORS WORDS- BUT I PRAY THAT GOD CONTINUES TO HAVE HIS PEACE AND COMFORT SURROUND YOU AND THE FAMILY. LOTS OF LOVE- AUNT MARY ANN
MARY ANN <maryann61554@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, October 28, 2004 7:51 AM CDT
Hi,
We are the Ritter family. My husband Tom and I have 21 children and 18 of them are adopted. We've adopted from Romanina, Africa, Vietnam and the US. We live in Missouri on a 60 acre farm. We have horses, goats, sheep, chickens, dogs,cats and lots of kids! We pray that you will just keep getting better and better. We have several children who struggle with medical issues. They go to Childrens Hosp. in St.Louis. We've also been to the Mayo hosp. in Minnesota. With your permission, a couple of my boys would like to e-mail you from time to time. We homeschool so the children won't fall behind when medical issues come up and so we can stay close to the children and their needs. Abraham is 10, Jedidiah is 11 and Caleb is 12. They are all african/american children. Would that be ok with you? Ask your mom if you need her permission. Anyway, you are now in our prayers! We will all pray for you everytime we kneel in prayer. The Lord has blessed us in may issues with our children and we know He will bless you too! Say "Hi" to your mom for us!

Tom and Debra Ritter and family <cornerstonefarms@earthlink.net>
Curryville, Mo. USA - Monday, October 25, 2004 1:29 PM CDT
Zach and Nikki, Kristopher was so excited to read that you would be back at school Monday. He has a great friend in you, Zach! Nikki, your faith is inspiring! We are praying for good things and God's blessings on you! Mary Ann, Dave, Kris and Jarrod Vaupel
Mary Ann Vaupel <madk84@grics.net>
Pekin, IL USA - Monday, October 25, 2004 8:50 AM CDT
Hey Zach & Nikki,

We've been thinking about you guys a lot...and of course we're praying for you.

So Zach, are you ready for the NBA to begin? Are you going to root for the Grizzlies while your're in Memphis?

And I don't know about you, but I'm happy the Red Sox are in the World Series. That's one curse broken, so maybe next year the Cubs curse will be wiped out. We gotta hope, right?! (Hey, us Cubs fans gotta stick together.)

Go Red Sox.

We love you guys,
Chuck, Annette...and Savannah

Chuck & Annette Tate <chuck@rockchurchonline.com>
Pekin, IL USA - Saturday, October 23, 2004 1:14 AM CDT
Hi guys! I pray that the news from the doctor is good. I think about you all the time and pray for Zach's recovery and return to a fun-laughter filled life. Take care and God Bless. Love, Aunt Mary Ann
maryann <maryann61554@yahoo.com>
pekin, il us - Friday, October 22, 2004 2:31 PM CDT
hey zach...it was GREAT to see you back at school last week!! you are TRULY ONE AMAZING KID!! happy that you liked the balloons- we are always thinking about you & praying for you & your family. STAY STRONG!!
kim meints <meints5@msn.com>
pekin, il usa - Wednesday, October 20, 2004 10:02 PM CDT
Hi Zach I hope u get better! We miss playing with u alot!!!
hope u get better. I miss u. I wish u the best wishes. I just really hope u get better! McKenzie

McKenzie Bigliazzi <prpldolphin@insightbb.com>
pekin, il usa - Wednesday, October 20, 2004 6:47 PM CDT
Hi, Zach, Nikki, & Diane,
Just read the update from Tues.
Praying for ALL the family..keep looking to Jesus...I know that is easier said than done, but it is all about faith.
I wondered where Kylee was staying...
Thanks Tim and family...it's a big responsibility to care for someone other than your own, but HE will reward you for it.
Diane, I miss talking to you. I was going to call Tom to see what the latest news, but I'll just keep checking this e-mail and not bother him. Is he planning on driving down sometime?
I'm going to Lincoln this weekend for their church's Harvest of Talents at the Lincoln Christian College.
Zach, sure hope and pray you are feeling better today and the test goes ok tomorrow. GOD bless you all, cjKarnes

c j karnes <cjkarnes@ webtv.net>
groveland, IL Tazwell - Wednesday, October 20, 2004 5:39 PM CDT
Hi Zach and Nikki just a note to let you know we are praying for all of you. Zach, Nick Carson (my grandson)asks about you every day and wanted me to tell you hello for him.
Deb

Debbie Schraub <Debbie100@sbcglobal.net>
Pekin, IL Tazewell - Wednesday, October 20, 2004 10:28 AM CDT
Hey Zachy Boy,
Just wanted to say hello and that we are keeping you and your family in prayer. We miss hanging out with all of you. Look forward to doing a movie night again soon with you guys.
Hang in there.

Lori & Michael and Nick , Sam, Jake, and little Lucas <gypsybandof5@yahoo.com>
Pekin, IL USA - Monday, October 18, 2004 6:34 PM CDT
Hello, I received the email from a friend, Gina B., concerning Zach and wanted you to know we are praying for you and your family. Keep us posted via the website
Tina F.
Bolingbrook, il usa - Monday, October 18, 2004 4:07 PM CDT
Hey Zach and Nikki! It was so great to see you last night. I am glad you got a chance to come home. Kylee looked like she was really glad you did too! By the way, the pictures are great! Have a great weekend. You deserve it. Love ya, Sheri.
Sheri Krohe <skrohe@mmci.org>
Pekin, Il - Saturday, October 16, 2004 4:56 PM CDT
Hey, Zach
Glad to hear that you and Mom got to come home for the weekend. Have a safe trip back on Sun p.m.
Enjoyed spending time with you and your grandparents, my spcial friends....on the Spoon River Druive.
then I got to spend some time the next weekend with Kylee which was neat also.
Keep looking for those great ball cards. Stay warm on your hayride.
Lots of love and prayers,




Carolyn J. K. <cjkarnes@webtv.net>
Groveland, IL USA - Saturday, October 16, 2004 11:32 AM CDT
Zach,
I am so glad to have you back at Good Shepherd! I had fun hanging out with you at the GSLS weiner roast. Good luck with everything in Memphis. Its alot to go through but having you around makes it worth it! I'll be waiting for you to get home. Mom said that when you get back and are feeling up to it, we can go to In Play in Peoria! My mom said to tell you we are all praying for you! Your best buddy, Kris.

Kris Vaupel <madk84@grics.net>
Pekin, IL USA - Friday, October 15, 2004 8:22 PM CDT
Hi Zach,
My name is Jenna and I came across your website. You are one brave, and amazing, trooper, fighter, and inspiration. You are in my thoughts and prayers. I will come by your website again to see how you are doing.
Jenna
www.caringbridge.org/canada/jenna

Jenna <hockeykid@telus.net>
Kamloops, BC Canada - Thursday, October 14, 2004 10:14 PM CDT
Zach,
I was wondering when you were going to turn in your last English assignment. Just kidding! You spend all your energy getting well so you can come back to be with us. All my thoughts and prayers are with you.

Mrs. Hall, Good Shepherd
Pekin, IL USA - Thursday, October 14, 2004 2:47 PM CDT
Hello Zach and Nikki. Great Pictures. I was so glad to see those. Looks like the mini golf was pretty cool. Hope to see you soon.
Gina <gbooth@insightbb.com>
Groveland, IL - Tuesday, October 12, 2004 9:13 PM CDT
Hi guys! I'm so happy for you both. I was so excited for you when I found out John went down and suprised you guys. He probally made the weekend Fly. We will all be praying for you. Hopefully we'll be able to make it down there soon. We love you guys.
Amber <amber@abelvault.com>
Pekin, Il USA - Tuesday, October 12, 2004 4:21 PM CDT
Wow- I am so excited about the good news!! God hears all prayers!! I am just so excited-I had goosebumbs when I read the news on the journal. Just want you to know that I am thinking about all of you and praying that this surgery goes well. Take care and we love you all. Aunt Mary Ann
Mary Ann <maryann61554@yahoo.com>
- Tuesday, October 12, 2004 3:54 PM CDT
Zach...I hope you remember us...Debbie, Lindsay, Jared and Jacey...Amber's mom and brother and sisters. We just got your website address tonight and wanted to let you know we think of you often and always ask Amber and Tim about you...but, this is great!!! Now we can log on and find out for ourselves! Hang in there, Zach...you have alot of friends that care and think of you often, that you probably didn't even know about!!! You're in our prayers.
Debbie, Lindsay, Jared & Jacey <tdbowman@grics.net>
Green Valley, IL 61534 - Monday, October 11, 2004 9:40 PM CDT
Zach and Nikki, I tried to call but you must be out doing something special today. Have a great time you both deserve to have alittle fun. Be sure and call me before you go to bed unless I've already gotten you on the phone. Your grandpa is as goofy as usual but sends his love. I think he just plopped down in his chair with remote in hand. Church was great. Had an awesome praise and worship. Had people asking about you too. Kim said she was gonna try and call today and check on you both. Love and kisses!!!Your old granny!!
DA <www.agrammaof7@aol>
- Sunday, October 10, 2004 2:40 PM CDT
Zach and Nikki, I tried to call but you must be out doing something special today. Have a great time you both deserve to have alittle fun. Be sure and call me before you go to bed unless I've already gotten you on the phone. Your grandpa is as goofy as usual but sends his love. I think he just plopped down in his chair with remote in hand. Church was great. Had an awesome praise and worship. Had people asking about you too. Kim said she was gonna try and call today and check on you both. Love and kisses!!!Your old granny!!
DA <www.agrammaof7@aol>
- Sunday, October 10, 2004 2:39 PM CDT
hi zach! you are THE sweetest kid i know..i am sooo happy that you are back at gsls..we missed you ALOT!! you have so many people praying for you & i just know that God is watching over you & has a special plan for you. you have touched so many people. you are always on my mind & also in my prayers. you are a very brave & strong kid- i admire your positive attitude with all that you've been through!! your mom & sister are AMAZING also. we can't wait til' you are back home! love ya...the meints' family
kim meints <meints5@msn.com>
pekin, il usa - Saturday, October 9, 2004 0:02 AM CDT
Hey Zach,
You don't know me but I learned about you through a friend. I also learned that you should be at Edison. I go to Edison and I'm an 8th grader in Team 4. Edison is such a great school and your in my prayers always.

CA
Pekin, IL USA - Friday, October 8, 2004 6:18 PM CDT
Hey there Zach and Nikki praying for traveling mercies for you guys. I am sorry we never got together while you were out but maybe if we can make it to Memphis we can get together. I probably won't be down this weekend but I will try to get down soon. Make sure you keep us informed and I will check on yall often and give us an address so we can send Zach and you mail. Just know we are thinking and praying for yall always!!!
Love and Prayers, Marilyn and Aaron(Our LiL Superhero) <www.caringbridge.org/il/aarondhunter or stjudemomma74@aol.com>
Peoria, IL USA - Thursday, October 7, 2004 1:07 PM CDT
Hey Zach! I sure do miss you already, and wanted to say hi. Grandma and pa will be down to see you while you are there. I know it gets lonely but lets hope the time goes quickly. Did you stop at Lambert's? I can taste it just thinking about it. Call me when you get to Memphis so I know you had a safe trip. Don't be giving mom any grief and try to have a good time like you're on vacation. Tell Mom we love her and miss her too. Have a bagel and cream cheese in the morning and think of me. Love you bunches!!!!

Diane Allen <www.agrammaof7@aol>
- Thursday, October 7, 2004 11:51 AM CDT
Zach,

We are pulling for you buddy! Take care and have a safe trip to Memphis. You and your entire family are in our prayers!

Rusty, Michelle, Tyler and Camden Brown

Michelle Brown <Brown_Michelle_L@cat.com>
Manito, IL - Tuesday, October 5, 2004 8:52 AM CDT
HI ZACH. I HOPE ALL OF YOU HAD FUN ON FRIDAY. I AM SO SO SO SORRY I WAS NOT ABLE TO COME. WE GOT SOAKED AT THE FOOTBALL GAME. THERE WAS NOT A DRY SPOT ON ME- WHICH MADE ME EXTREMELY COLD. THE GAME WAS OVER ABOUT 9:45 AND ALL I WANTED TO DO IS TO GET WARM AND DRY. WE STOPPED BY SATURDAY AFTERNOON TO SEE YOU AND NO ONE WAS AT HOME. I HOPE YOU WERE OUT HAVING FUN!!! TALK TO YOU LATER- LOVE YOU - AUNT MARY ANN
MARYANN <maryann61554@yahoo.com>
- Monday, October 4, 2004 10:51 AM CDT
Hi Zach,

I hear your home. Praise God! Men will have their opinions but God will have His way. All things are possible with God! Keep your focus on Him.

See You Soon!!!!
Margie

Marjorie Perdew <rickysticks@gallatinriver.net>
Pekin, Il America - Saturday, October 2, 2004 5:23 AM CDT
Zach,
You may not konw me but I was in concert orchestra with you last year. I was a viola.
-April N.

April
Pekin, IL USA - Thursday, September 30, 2004 7:55 PM CDT
Hi Zach, We're just checking in on you. glad your finally home and hope you enjoy the weiner roast. We'll be thinking about you and checking your webpage when you go to Memphis to see how your doing. Hope things go well.
Carrie and Chassity <flintcx4@yahoo.com>
The Plains, Va - Thursday, September 30, 2004 6:09 PM CDT
WELCOME HOME!!!!!!!!!!!!! So glad you're home for a few days. Can't wait to see you in your own bed. Grandma & Pa will be over tonight to welcome you. Enjoy every single minute and remember to always smile. Your smile lights up a room and more. HOPE you get to come and stay a few days, at least go on Spoon River Saturday with us. Have plenty of money cause there will be lots of ball card places. Between you and grandpa I don't know which one of you looks the longest!!!!!!! Love your bestest grandma in the whole world!!!!
Diane Allen <www.agrammaof7@aol>
- Wednesday, September 29, 2004 9:11 AM CDT
Hi Zach,
We just wanted to let you know we are thinking about you and praying for you. Glad to hear you are getting out of the hospital again. We wish you all the very best of luck when you head back down to Memphis. Now that we know you have a website, we can keep informed of your progress without asking grandma & grandpa. We will keep in touch!
Love you!!!

Rick and Chris Underwood
Pekin, IL USA - Monday, September 27, 2004 5:53 PM CDT
Wow- I am so excited for you Zach! I am glad to hear that you are feeling better!!! Lots of prayers are going out for you! I really want to come to the BBQ- maybe we can stop by before Chad's football game- which starts at 7:00pm. Take care - keep those nurses laughing! Love Aunt Mary Ann
Mary Ann <maryann61554@yahoo.com>
- Monday, September 27, 2004 2:12 PM CDT
I'd like to come to the barbecue. Let me know what night. Sounds like fun.
Gina <gbooth@insightbb.com>
Groveland, IL - Sunday, September 26, 2004 11:43 AM CDT
Yo bro.! You probably don't recall Mark Utech. He is the sort tall guy who does the Sunday morning announcements and has a particularly short wife. Anyway, we wanted to let you know that you are in our thoughts and prayers. We would only remind you of God's love and care for you and that you need not fear because His perfect love throws it out! Stay focused on Him and know that you can also throw your cares on Him because he truly does care for you!
Mark & Deb Utech <mdutech@mtco.com>
Delavan, IL USA - Friday, September 24, 2004 3:31 PM CDT
Hello Zach, it is Aunt Mary Ann. I am so glad to hear that you are doing better and making everyone laugh. You are a very special person!! I look forward to reading your journal to see how you are doing! I pray that you continue to get better and that your surgery goes well for you! I love you and your family. Take Care and God Bless! Love, Aunt Mary Ann
Mary Ann <maryann61554@yahoo.com>
- Friday, September 24, 2004 8:57 AM CDT
Zach,

I am thinking of you and entire family every day and am praying you get to come home this weekend. We hope your trip to Memphis is safe and surgery is successful.

God bless you!!!!

Rusty, Michelle, Tyler and Camden Brown (Manito, IL)

Michelle Brown <Brown_Michelle_L@cat.com>
Manito, IL United States - Friday, September 24, 2004 8:26 AM CDT
Nikki, Zach, Kylee, and John:
Sunday morning we preached on "Moving the Hand of God." It was a message on prayer. We spent most the sermon discussing the power of intercession. When reading all these messages in you guestbook, and knowing how many people are standing with you in prayer, interceding on your behalf...well that just gets us excited! May you be blessed today with healing, strength, and joy!
We love you,
Chuck, Annette...and Savannah

Chuck Tate <chuck@rockchurchonline.com>
Pekin, IL USA - Thursday, September 23, 2004 11:19 AM CDT
Hi Zach,

We are thinking of you every day. Hope you get to go home soon and enjoy more fishing. Hang in there and know that we will keep you in our prayers.

Mrs. Darnell

Jan Darnell <jdarnell@pekin.net>
- Wednesday, September 22, 2004 7:15 PM CDT
Hi there Zach. I was thrilled to hear you answer your own telephone!!! God is good!!! I am praying that you get to go home soon- that alone should make you feel better just to be in your own home. Love you, Aunt Mary Ann
Mary Ann <maryann61554@yahoo.com>
- Wednesday, September 22, 2004 2:08 PM CDT
Hi Zach, I had such a good time with you lastnight. I love you so much... You always put such a smile on my face and heart. Your a wonderful little boy. I keep thinking about those chocolate covered grasshoppers;) Love You guys, Amber
Amber Allen <amber@abelvault.com>
Pekin, IL USA - Wednesday, September 22, 2004 12:25 AM CDT
Zach,Nikki,Kylie-Glad to hear there have been improvements. Hope you get home soon.We are always praying and thanking God for your healing. Breann is due to have the baby any day and we all just can't wait. See ya soon! Love Aunt Janet and all the family!!!!
Janet Stevens <JanetS@mail.first fedpekin.com>
Pekin, Il usa - Wednesday, September 22, 2004 9:48 AM CDT
Hi Zach,

It's great to hear that you're feeling better. Remember our God is the Almighty God! He can take something that seems impossible and make it possible!! He will do a perfect work!! Hold on to what the Lord has told you!! Miss ya! See you soon.

Margie

Marjorie Perdew <rickysticks@gallatinriver.net>
Pekin, Il America - Wednesday, September 22, 2004 8:54 AM CDT
HI ZACH...MIKE AND I ARE GOOD FRIENDS OF YOUR AUNT MARY ANN'S AND UNCLE JEFFS. WE JUST WANTED TO LET YOU KNOW WE ARE THINKING OF YOU...AND TOO LET YOU KNOW, WE THINK YOU ARE A VERY BRAVE YOUNG MAN...GOOD LUCK!!
MIKE AND TAMI FLETCHER
EAST PEORIA, IL - Tuesday, September 21, 2004 4:39 PM CDT
Hi Zach, Nikki,& Kylee,
Zach,that is really a great fish! Looks like the one everyone says got away:) I just heard about your web site last week. Zach, I'm so glad that you and Kylee are back at Good Shepherd. We really missed you. Just want you to know that you are in our daily thoughts and prayers. Please keep the faith. We love you. Sheila & Gary

Sheila & Gary Schumm <rja3@mtco.com>
Pekin , IL Tazewell - Monday, September 20, 2004 10:05 AM CDT
Hi Zach! This is Pattie and Jim Killion. We live next door to your Uncle Tim and Aunt Amber. I was so sorry to hear that you are not feeling well again, but praying that you will be going home soon. You will need to come to Uncle Tim's so I can watch you two set off fireworks again!!
Jim & Pattie Killion <jjkpak73@bwsys.net>
Pekin, IL - Monday, September 20, 2004 9:45 AM CDT
Hello Zach,
I am a friend of your Aunt Sheri. I am a nurse and work with her and your Grandma Diane. I am happy to sign your guest book and I love the pictue of you with the big fish!
Iam a Christian and praying for you and your family. I am so glad you will get to go home soon on antibiotics. Home is the best for feeling better. May God give you the peace and joy that only He can give Love and prayers, Cheryl Gish

Cheryl Gish <BGCG1167@aol.com>
E. Peoria,, Il. - Monday, September 20, 2004 9:00 AM CDT
Good Morning Zach and Nikki! We really enjoyed having Kylee with us part of this weekend. You are very lucky Zack to have such a neat sister. She loves you so much. All she talked about was you. You must be a great big brother!! We continue to pray for you and can't wait until you can get home. We will be praying for that IV placement today. See you soon! Love Aunt Sheri and Uncle Mike!
Sheri Krohe <skrohe@mmci.org>
Pekin, Il - Monday, September 20, 2004 8:45 AM CDT
Zach and Nikki my heart is just aching for you both right now. I totally know as a mother of a neuroblastoma baby what you are going through. Please know that I am praying GOD give you both peace and strength to know and understand all of this. You know I am here if you need to talk and also if you just want to vent. I have grown to love you both very much and am praying for a MIRACLE for Zach again. Just know GOD isn't finished with either of our babies yet!!!! Praying that when we get home yall will be outta the hospital and we can see each other on the outside!!!!
Love and Prayers, Marilyn and Aaron(Our LiL Superhero) <www.caringbridge.org/il/aarondhunter or stjudemomma74@aol.com>
Peoria, IL USA - Sunday, September 19, 2004 11:39 PM CDT
Hello guys-it is Aunt Mary Ann. We are planning on coming up to see you later today. I hope you are feeling better.I love you and pray and pray and pray that God sends His healing your way!! Love Aunt Mary Ann
Mary ann <maryann61554@yahoo.com>
- Sunday, September 19, 2004 12:04 AM CDT
Hey Zach and Nikki...its Mrs Mac and Katie! Your aunt gave us your website and we check it everyday. You little cousin Tanner is in my pre-school class, hes a real cutie...he must take after you! Our thoughts and our prayers are with you everyday. Keep your faith in God and hope to see you soon at school! We all love you very much!

~Love Always
Mrs. Mac, Katie,
Carrie, & Mr. Mac

Mrs Mac and Katie Mac <davemac362@yahoo.com>
Pekin, IL USA - Friday, September 17, 2004 11:56 PM CDT
Hi Zach! We have been thinking about you and hoping for your miracle! What a huge fish you caught! Was that just for show or did it taste as good as it looks?!
Take care and we will remember you in our prayers.
Mrs. Peters

Traci Peters <tpeters@pekin.net>
Pekin, IL Tazwell - Friday, September 17, 2004 2:25 PM CDT
Zach, It's just grandma again. I want to say thank you for the pretty trinket box for my birthday. You are such a very special guy and grandma was glad to be able to spend my birthday with you. Great job at bingo!!!!! Keep on eating and getting up so you can come home soooooon. LOL
Grandma <www.agrammaof7@aol>
- Friday, September 17, 2004 7:22 AM CDT
Hi Zach....wow I am in the hospital for transplant and its delayed because I also have an infection and if its not gone in a day or two more...I will be having my line pulled and replaced with a PIC...weird. I hope it goes well and your feeling better soon!
chassity <xochassxo@aol.com>
- Friday, September 17, 2004 0:20 AM CDT
Hi Zach Hi Nikki...wanted to let you know I'm thinking of you. I like checking the web site for updates. We'll keep praying for you to be able to get out of the hospital soon!
Gina
Groveland, IL - Thursday, September 16, 2004 9:17 PM CDT
Hi Zach: You probably don't remember us but we are good friends of your Aunt Mary Ann's. I've said a prayer for you tonight and know that God is watching over you. We'll keep you in our prayers. By the way, Nice Fish too! :)
Deb & Rick Wolf

Deb & Rick Wolf <rdwolfx2@aol.com>
Bartonville, Il USA - Thursday, September 16, 2004 8:07 PM CDT
Hi Zach,

Miss ya!! I heard your spine is feeling better. Praise God!! God is awesome!! Hold on to what the Lord has told you. This will give you strenght to endure. His Word never changes. See Ya Soon.
Margie

Marjorie Perdew <rickysticks@gallatinriver.net>
Pekin, Il America - Thursday, September 16, 2004 11:14 AM CDT
Good morning Nikki, Zach and Kylee. Well today is grandma's birthday and Michayla's. I pray that all of you have a great day. How did you sleep last night Nikki? I hope well. What time is Zach's surgery tomorrow? Take care and God bless. Stay strong in your faith! Love ya, Aunt Mary Ann
Mary Ann <maryann61554@yahoo.com>
- Thursday, September 16, 2004 8:55 AM CDT
Hey there guys just stopping by to say hello and thanks for letting me and Aaron visit yall yesterday. It was great to see you both and just know how wonderful it was to spend time with yall. Zach I am sooooo very proud of you for being so brave you know Aaron looks up to you and so do I you are an example to us both just as you are Nikki. Please know we are thinking and praying for yall always.
Love, Marilyn and Aaron(Our LiL Superhero) <www.caringbridge.org/il/aarondhunter or stjudemomma74@aol.com>
Peoria, IL USA - Wednesday, September 15, 2004 5:48 PM CDT
Hello Nikki & Zach. My name is Tammy Stimson. I am a friend of Mary Ann's. A verse was shared with me lately by our minister. It may give you some strength. 1 Chronicles 4:10. We will be praying for God's fullness of life to be restored to you and your family. May God's blessings be upon you. Tammy
Tammy Stimson <tammy@garich.com>
Deer Creek, IL USA - Wednesday, September 15, 2004 4:18 PM CDT
hey kiddo... just wanted to drop you a line or two to say hi and to let u know im thinking of u. katie and i r goin to church tonite so please know we r gonna b requesting prayer for ya.... take care and hang in there kid. :-)
lori sea and katie (tomi's niece and aunt) <bluekrystal_2000@yahoo.com>
pekin, il u.s.a. - Wednesday, September 15, 2004 2:28 PM CDT
Hi Zack...Just want you to know that you have friends and prayers going out for you from everywhere. Get better..Get home...and GOD BLESS
Tom and Joyce Cranford
Sheffield, Il USA - Wednesday, September 15, 2004 10:49 AM CDT
Hi Zach and Nikki,

I do not know either of you, but I heard about you from friends of Mandi and Don. I think you are a pretty exceptional young man and I am praying for you. I am looking foward to hearing when the next bone marrow drive is. I am also half white and half black and have several adopted brothers and sisters who are half black and half white and we are planning to come to the next bone marrow drive. We will all keep our fingers crossed and God willing one of use will be match. I continue to keep you guys in my thoughts and prayers and will check often about the bone marrow drive. God Bless both of you and give you the strength to keep the fight going.

Janele
Canton, Il US - Tuesday, September 14, 2004 11:50 PM CDT
Hey Zach and Nikki. You were on my mind last night when I fell asleep and when I woke up this morning. I will keep lifting you up in prayer. We know God is so BIG and does BIG things. Michayla, Jack, Tucker and even Luke keep praying along with Mike and I for you! I know God is wrapping you and your mom in His arms. I pray that comfort/relief be so evident. We love you! Aunt Sheri

Sheri Krohe <skrohe@mmci.org>
Pekin, Il - Tuesday, September 14, 2004 8:05 AM CDT
Zach, Our prayers are with you! Always remember God has a special plan just for you! In God We Trust, Cassi
Cassi Sievert <shapexpeoria@wave3online.com>
Peoria, IL USA - Tuesday, September 14, 2004 7:53 AM CDT
Good Luck
Krishna Fulk
Pekin, Il united states - Monday, September 13, 2004 6:24 PM CDT
Zach, we are praying and believing with you guys for a complete healing! God is our Healer! We love you and can't wait to see you back at church with another awesome testimony!
Chad and Carrie Patroff

Chad Patroff
Peoria, Il USA - Monday, September 13, 2004 9:39 AM CDT
Hi Zach! My name is Lisa. I used to go to Rockchurch and I live in California. I hope you're having a good day. God bless you.
Love,
Lisa

Lisa Marie Wong <lisainalabama@yahoo.com>
Mountain View, CA USA - Monday, September 13, 2004 2:14 AM CDT
Hi Zach, You do not know us but we do have some things in common, like our relatives and fishing. I dont see perch or large mouth bass out here, but I do love to fish also, by the look on your face with your fish, you do too. We just wanted to say HI from Wyoming and to let you know God has a plan for you, and NOTHING is too difficult for him. Keep your faith and eyes fixed on God and watch his miraculous healing power. Keeping you in our prayers and hearts. Talk to you later. P.S Feel free to email, would love to talk to you. Dwayne, Teri, Sean, and Tiecha
Dwayne, Teri, Sean, and Tiecha <drwitt@outdrs.net>
Rock Springs, WY good ol' USA - Monday, September 13, 2004 0:37 AM CDT
I love you,brother. You're the best bubby. I miss you. Are you coming back home Monday? I love you. When you get home can I have a piece of your candy bar? I love mommy,you, and John.
Kylee Allen Your sissy <www.agrammaof7@.com>
- Sunday, September 12, 2004 5:34 PM CDT
hey tird how's it going just looking at your web site it's pretty cool can't wait till your out of the hospital and we can do anything you want hit nikki with that marshmallow gun i got ya!!!! your coolest aunt mandi
Mandi Deakin <www.djdeak@msn.com>
- Sunday, September 12, 2004 5:29 PM CDT
Hey, Zach, ...this is from grandma and grandpa's friend, Carolyn Karnes..
Pray by the time you read this you are out of the hospital. Enjoyed seeing the Marigold Festival with them yesterday.
It was a very beautiful day!!! Missed seeing you there...as I remember, we usually always saw you, Kylee and Mom there sometime somewhere. When I called in my St. Jude pledge during The sharathon. i got to talk to Bradley
Coach Jim Les. Really neat!!! Just wanted to let you all know we're praying for all of you...from GA to OK. Carolyn

C J Karnes <cjkarnes@webtv.net>
Groveland, IL USA - Sunday, September 12, 2004 12:09 AM CDT
Hey Zach,

I hope you get to feeling better soon. Just think about all the fish that are out waiting for you. Get better bud.

Hi Kylee and Nic

Dale, Janet, Aaron, Brandon

Selburg
Pekin , IL USA - Sunday, September 12, 2004 8:46 AM CDT
Hi Zach! I don't know if you remember me but I used to be the Children's Pastor at RockChurch. I just wanted to let you know that you're a very special person and also that I'm praying for you. I look forward to hearing a good report about this soon.
Chris Papazis <cpapazis2@yahoo.com>
South Pekin, IL USA - Saturday, September 11, 2004 6:02 AM CDT
Hi Zach!
One of my favorite verses when I'm in trouble is Psalm 46:10. "God is our mighty fortress (the best and biggest fort in town). He is always ready to help in time of trouble (even when every one else is asleep or busy or doesn't understand). And so we won't be afraid (because we know that even in the middle of the toughest stuff we go thru, God is there and He's bigger than the scariest boogie man we face).
We love you and we're praying for you.

Jason and Sarah, Olivia, Chloe, Sam and Ian Williams <acenjay@hotmail.com>
Morton, IL - Friday, September 10, 2004 11:25 PM CDT
Hi Zach! I am Cherie Tate Pastor Chuck's sister. And i pray that God will send the right person to be your donor as soon as possible, so you can get the full recovery that you deserve! God i pray that your healing waters will flow over Zach & wash away his sickness completely, & that you will give him peace, give him strengh, take away his fears, bring him the joy that comes from you & let him know & feel that you oh Lord are right beside him watching over him with love, & going to bless his life! :)
Lots of prayers for you! God Bless,
Cherie
Jeremiah 29:11 For i know the plans i have for you declares the Lord, plans to prosper you not to harm you, plans to give you hope & a future.

Cherie Tate <notfadeaway36@hotmail.com>
Pekin, IL 61554 - Friday, September 10, 2004 10:17 PM CDT
Hi Zach (and Nikki). I wanted to let you know I think of you all the time. Try to keep positive. It must be tough what you're going through. I can't imagine the pain. I'll keep praying for you. Hope to see you soon.
Gina
Groveland, IL - Friday, September 10, 2004 9:17 PM CDT
Hi Zach,
We are all praying for you and can't wait until you are all better. We miss you and appreciate you and love you. Get well sooooon! Your church friends: Larry and Karen and family

K.S.
- Friday, September 10, 2004 6:56 PM CDT
Hello Zach, I just wanted to let you know that you are in my prayers. I pray that God heals you so you can return to church where you and your family are truley missed. Take care and stay strong.
Jessica Whitehurst <jessyw1975@yahoo.com>
Green Valley, IL Tazewell - Friday, September 10, 2004 5:33 PM CDT
Zach,
All of our prayers are with you, your family, and all of your doctors. May God guide them in your care to make you well soon. Your match is out there and I pray that God will lead them to you...very soon. You are a great person and I love your smile and laughter, which has totally been missed at Rock Church! I can't wait to see you again and Zonna and Kizzy both send their love and prayers as well. May Gods love strengthen you and your family in this time of need. I STAND IN AGREEMENT THAT YOU WILL BE HEALED. God bless you and your family.

John, Bridget, Zonna, and Kizzy(Swingle) Marden <SASSY27911@yahoo.com>
South Pekin, ILL. USA - Friday, September 10, 2004 5:07 PM CDT
Hi Zach,
We don't know you but Tara Ingham told us about you so we'd like to tell you we're thinking about you & praying for a miracle. We visit RockChurch when we visit Peoria. We live in Arizona.

Bob & Donna Sweedo
Tucson, Az USA - Friday, September 10, 2004 5:04 PM CDT
Nikki and Zach,

Just want to let you know that you are in our thoughts and prayers. We hope Zach is feeling better very soon and able to go outside and enjoy this beautiful weather. Hang in there.

Rusty, Michelle, Tyler and Camden Brown (friends of Mary Ann) <Brown_Michelle_L@cat.com>
Manito, IL - Friday, September 10, 2004 8:56 AM CDT
Hey there Nikki and Zach. It sure was nice to read your guestbook entry. I can't wait to see yall. Aaron and I will be heading home on Saturday for a few days hopefully if all goes well. His anc has come down too and we might just have to cancel the trip but we are praying all goes well. Hey Zach hope you are enjoying that wonderful computer I know I sure enjoy mine. Well maybe we will see yall next week here in Memphis. Take care and just know we love you and so does JESUS!!!!
Love and Prayers, Marilyn and Aaron(Our LiL Superhero) <www.caringbridge.org/il/aarondhunter or stjudemomma74@aol.com>
Peoria, IL USA - Thursday, September 9, 2004 10:15 PM CDT
Get well soon from Tennessee. May God bless you.
B. J.
Tenn. - Thursday, September 9, 2004 6:06 PM CDT
Hey Zach!
How are things going?...doesnt sound so great. Being in the hospital is never fun. I have to be addmitted this Monday for my stem cell transplant for a whole month!! Well hope all is well...talk to you soon!!
Chassity

chassity <xochassxo@aol.com>
- Thursday, September 9, 2004 5:50 PM CDT
Hey Zach! It was great to see you today, buddy. Remember, Romans 8:28 says that all things work together for good for those who love God and are called according to His purpose. So, get ready for some GOOD to come your way! We love you!
Chuck & Annette Tate <chuck@rockchurchonline.com>
Pekin, IL - Thursday, September 9, 2004 5:06 PM CDT
Hi Zach,
I'm a friend of Lori and Bob Sea. I heard your having a bad time of it. Just wanted to say to be strong and trust in the Lord and he will bring you through this. I'll be praying for you along with lots of other people I know.


Shirley Stewart <stu1915@yahoo.com>
Columbia, Tn. - Wednesday, September 8, 2004 9:40 PM CDT
Hello Zach and family, You do not know me but, I would like to let you know that you have someone else praying for you. You are a brave young man and I am sorry to hear you are back in the Hospital. Stay strong!!
Faith Ann Pinkerton <fap121@hotmail.com>
Norwood, PA USA - Wednesday, September 8, 2004 5:45 PM CDT
Dear Zach,

this is pastor cj plogger from pekin,il. Mary Arnold comes to my church and i want you know that we are really praying for you!

pastor cj plogger <cplogger@hotmail.com>
pekin, il usa - Wednesday, September 8, 2004 11:22 AM CDT
Hi Zach & family,
We are praying for you. We got your site from Lori Sea. . We will include you in our church prayer list.
Matthew, Breanna, Brittany & Kaiyah Goens
Rev. David & Jolene Goens~New Hope Full Gospel
Bowling Green, KY
http://www.geocities.com/atime2heal/index.html

Jolene <atime2heal@juno.com>
Bowling Green, KY USA - Wednesday, September 8, 2004 11:07 AM CDT
Hey Zach! Wow, what a fish. I don't think I even know anyone who has caught one that big! I wanted you to know that my family is praying for you, and not to give up. God may not work as fast as we think he should sometimes, but there is always a reson for His delay. He knows what is best for his children, and he is there to watch over us. Keep the faith!
Angie Lynn Puckett <Angie_Lynn219@msn.com>
Pekin, IL U.S.A. - Wednesday, September 8, 2004 8:24 AM CDT
Hey Zach,
What a fine looking young man you are. You must be a great fisherman too. I dont think I've ever caught a fish that big before!! Our family is praying for you!! Keep the faith Zach. God is still in the miracle business!! You are a miracle yourself!! Keep that beautiful smile on your face buddy!! The Bardens

Dana,Cabot and Matthew Barden <dcbarden@hotmail.com>
Birmingham, Al US - Wednesday, September 8, 2004 1:26 AM CDT
Hi Zach, Wanted to say you have prayers going up for you and your family from North Carolina. You hang in there kid!!! Like Lori said, because He lives ... He is there and will always be there with you .... walking every step of the way no matter where you go.
Debbie
NC USA - Tuesday, September 7, 2004 10:43 PM CDT
Zach, don't give up because God never does!! Love you like a best friend!!!!
Katie Sea <Lab_sheltieluvr_14@yahoo.com>
Pekin, IL United States - Tuesday, September 7, 2004 10:31 PM CDT
hey kiddo... nice fish... zach, please know that you and your entire family are in my prayers. there is a song called "because he lives" and n that song is a verse that says.. "because he lives, i can face tomorrow. because he lives, all fear is gone. because i know who holds the future, and life is worth the living, just because he lives." and zach, when i hear that verse, i think of you. hon, the lord is gonna take care of everything, i just believe in him. if u need me or katie for anything, just let us know... ;-)
lori sea and katie (tomi's niece and aunt) <bluekrystal_2000@yahoo.com>
pekin, il usa - Tuesday, September 7, 2004 9:39 PM CDT
Zach, I am pulling for ya' big guy! You hang in there, we need a lot more trout!:)
Joseph Micciche <longtrang@altrionet.com>
Arcadia, CA USA - Tuesday, September 7, 2004 9:33 PM CDT
Hello from another NB family in KY. WE got your website from the Lunchforlife site. We hope that you will find a donor soon and that they will find a cure for this horrible disease. Stay strong and we will pray for you to be healed.
Visit Aleah's site at www.caringbridge.org/ky/aleah
We will check back to see how you are doing. Give it to God and he will take care of you.

Tina, Seth , Josh and Aleah Cornelius <tinac@peoplepc.com>
Maysville, KY USA - Monday, September 6, 2004 2:32 PM CDT
Morning Zach! What is your plans for today? Call us and let me know. We think we might see grandma and pa Allen.
Remember be nice to Kylee and to always praise JESUS.
Ill be waiting for your call. Grandma

Diane Allen <lbteaman2@.com>
- Monday, September 6, 2004 11:09 AM CDT
Zach,

We hope you are feeling well today. We are praying for you.

Love ya!

Dale, Janet, Aaron, and Brandon

Janet
Pekin , IL USA - Sunday, September 5, 2004 4:51 PM CDT
Hey Zach! Glad to hear you are out of the hospital. Ever since your mom called me the other night, you have been on my mind so much more and I have been lifting you up in prayer buddy. And your mom and sister, too. I love you and will keep praying! Love, Aunt Sheri

Sheri Krohe <skrohe@mmci.org>
Pekin, il usa - Sunday, September 5, 2004 2:14 PM CDT
Zach, It's your favorite grandma again. Just wanted to say goodnight,sleep tight, and don't let the bed bugs bite!!!!
Hope I get to see you tomorrow. Grandpa will be home from his fishing trip. I don't think he caught anything. I'm sure hes disappointed, but not as much as when I told him about your back bothering you. Remember to keep praising JESUS and thanking HIM for your healing. I would love to be able to give you a great big hug and kiss goodnight, but watch out, I'm gonna make up for lost time!!!!!!
Your loving grandma

Diane Allen <lbteaman2@.com>
- Saturday, September 4, 2004 11:20 PM CDT
I got your page link off of Chassity's web page. I too have a son with cancer who is half white and half black. We found our match through the cord center out of New York. Although we are currently in the hospital with fever, we plan on going to Duke very soon to have the transplant. I know first hand what the Lord can do. My son was diagnosed with ALL + MLL in May of 2001. He relapsed June 8th of this year(2004).(Talk about a test of Faith..)We hold go God's unchanging hand everyday, and make it to the next. I will add Zach to our prayer list and put it in God's hands. Thats the best place to be.
Stay encouraged!

Angee Seldon www.caringbridge.org/va/babycedric <angeeseldon@yahoo.com>
Dumfries, VA 22026 - Saturday, September 4, 2004 8:06 PM CDT
Hey Zach!
I hope you get out of the hospital soon! Its so cool you got a computer....I've recieved 2 since I've been diagnosed, though one was for my birthday. They really do help pass the time when your in the hospital especially when your bed bound. Well, I will write you later!
Chass

chassity <xochassxo@aol.com>
- Saturday, September 4, 2004 1:17 PM CDT
Hey Zach, We're missing you at Youth Group. Can't wait until you come back. When I was in child birth, the nurse told me to have a focal point to try and keep me from focusing on the pain. What vision has the Lord given you? Focus on the vision! --While we look not at the things which are seen, but at the things which are not seen: for the things which are seen are temporal; but the things which are not seen are eternal. II Corth 4:18.
See Ya Soon!



Marjorie Perdew <rickysticks@gallitanriver.net>
Pekin, Il Tazewell - Saturday, September 4, 2004 10:07 AM CDT
Hi Zach & Family, Got your webpage from Lance's page.
Just wanted to let you know I sure will keep you in
my prayers that the transplant will get you to NED.
I will have to show Josh the fish on your home page.
He will love seeing that.....Josh is your age also.
I will come back soon to see how you are doing.
Faith, Hope & Cure, Lou/grandmother to Josh- NB 6/01
www.caringbridge.org/page/josh

Lou <skiptolou@juno.com>
Knoxville, TN USA - Friday, September 3, 2004 8:15 PM CDT
Hi Zack (and Nikki),

I am a friend of your Aunt MaryAnn and I used to work with her. She just told me that you are not feeling very well right now. I want you to know that if you have as much life and spirit as your aunt (and she has told me in the past that you do), you will be feeling better very soon. I am in the registry to donate bone marrow and hope that I am chosen to do so someday soon. You are in my thoughts and prayers and I hope you are back on your feet very soon.

All our love and hope,


Michelle and Rusty Brown (I know my boys Tyler and Camden will be praying for you too)

Michelle Brown <Brown_Michelle_L@cat.com>
Manito, IL - Friday, September 3, 2004 11:47 AM CDT
Hi Zack,
I hear you are in the hospital...I hope they give you some good drugs to reduce your pain level. I had a bone marrow aspiration yesterday so my hips are very sore but thats probably nothing compared to your pain. I hope things go well and you get out ASAP!!!
Chassity

chassity <xochassxo@aol.com>
the plains, va - Friday, September 3, 2004 11:19 AM CDT
HI NIKKI AND ZACH,
I WAS SO SORRY TO HEAR ABOUT ZACH. I WOKE UP AT 4:00AM THIS MORNING WITH ZACH ON MY MIND- I GOT ON MY KNEES AND PRAYED THAT GOD WOULD BE WITH HIM AS WELL AS YOU - NIKKI. I LOVE ALL OF YOU AND KNOW THAT GOD IS IN CONTROL.
LOVE, AUNT MARYANN

MARY ANN <maryann61554@yahoo.com>
- Friday, September 3, 2004 9:54 AM CDT
HI ZACH, HOPE TO HEAR GOOD NEWS OF IMPROVEMENT TODAY! WE LOVE YOU AND AS ALWAYS WE ARE PRAYING AND BELEIVING GOD FOR MIRACLES! BECAUSE HE IS THE GOD OF MIRACLES!!! LOVE YOU AND TAKE CARE. AUNT JANET AND UNCLE HORK
JANET STEVENS <JANETS@FIRST FEDPEKIN.COM>
PEKIN, IL USA - Friday, September 3, 2004 8:55 AM CDT
Hey there guys just was checking in to see how things were going but obviously they are not going much of anywhere. Sorry to hear about the set back but just know through all the stuggles there is strength and also know you have a huge support system pulling for you and of couse praying for you constantly!!!! Hang in there and just know we are in this together. I will be trying to call you this weekend hopefully this will all be a fluke and you will be going home before I even call!!!!
Praying for you, Marilyn and Aaron(Our LiL Superhero) <www.caringbridge.org/il/aarondhunter or stjudemomma74@aol.com>
Peoria, IL USA - Friday, September 3, 2004 2:11 AM CDT
Hi Zack and Mom,
My name is Chassity and I also have Neuroblastoma stage 4. I get admitted into INOVA Fairfax hospital for children on Sept.13th for my stem cell (bone marrow) transplant. Im 15 years old, I got this webpage from your grandmother who signed my guestbook. I hope that a donor for you is found soon. I am using my own stem cells because they were cancer free when they collected them. After I recover from the transplant I will be making many trips to NYC to Memorial Sloan Kettering Hospital to get antibodies that will hopefully be my last step...and we pray I wont relapse again. I would really love to hear more about Zack's story if you would like to e-mail me or my mom and we can share stories. moms email- flintcx4@yahoo.com
Chassity and mom (Carrie)

Chassity <xochassxo@aol.com>
The Plains, VA - Thursday, September 2, 2004 8:41 PM CDT
Hey Zach..how is it going? this is chelsea hornecker. my teachers gave me this website and so i decided to come to it. that fish looks good enough to eat..LOL :-) well... i really hope that you will get better and that you can come back to school...well i will talk to you later!!! :-/
chelsea hornecker <i_cheer_09@yahoo.com>
Pekin, IL USA - Thursday, September 2, 2004 8:29 PM CDT
HI THERE ZACH IT IS AUNT MARY ANN. JUST WANTED TO LET YOU KNOW THAT I AM THINKING ABOUT YOU AND PRAYING FOR YOU EVERY DAY. HANG IN THERE SWEETIE! TELL EVERYONE I SAID HI.
AUNT MARY ANN <maryann61554@yahoo.com>
PEKIN, IL US - Thursday, September 2, 2004 9:19 AM CDT
Hey Zach! We're thinking about you and praying that you get well soon! Everyone misses you at school. I can't wait to see your smiling face again!
Kristen Z. <teddy97@ntslink.net>
- Thursday, September 2, 2004 7:46 AM CDT
Hey, Zach I don't really know you, but I know of you and I hope that you smile constantly!! I WILL pray for you!

C ya!

Katrina R. <robfam90@earthlink.net>
Pekin, Il - Wednesday, September 1, 2004 4:57 PM CDT
Hey, Zach. I am very sad to here about your condition. You are a very brave person to be going through all of this. I wish there was more of a way for me to help you. When I first herd that your condition had worsened and you have to miss school because of it I couldn't imagine me going through that. No way could I ever handle that pain. Edison is great. It's alot of fun having freedom when you switch classes. It feels so much more independent at Edison. Everyone is rooting for you. Hang in there! I will make it a duty of mine to prey for you along with many others.
Reid Andrews <landrews@grics.net>
Pekin, IL USA - Wednesday, September 1, 2004 4:44 PM CDT
Hey, Zach!
Everyone at school says hi. My teacher gave me your website so I came to it. I'm praying for you and I hope you get better very soon. Hey, nice fish! I have never caught one that big, let alone even caught one! Well, I have to go, but I will Talk To You Later!

Marjorie
- Wednesday, September 1, 2004 2:57 PM CDT
Zach,
You are in my prayers always. I have had family members with cancer and I know how hard it is. I wish you the best and always remember that God is watching over you

Cassie <ladybug9108@yahoo.com>
Pekin, IL USA - Wednesday, September 1, 2004 2:36 PM CDT
Zach you are in my prayers. I know God gives us strength to endure times like this, and we come out with a stronger relationship with Him. After all that is what it is all about anyway. The strength and courage that you and your family have shown glorify Him. In His Love, Bonnie Aimone WIS counselor
Bonnie Aimone <baimone@pekin.net>
Pekin, IL USA - Wednesday, September 1, 2004 10:28 AM CDT
Hey there it's just Marilyn and Aaron(from Peoria really Memphis seems to be our "real" home). I talked to you and your mommy when you guys were down here. My boys played with you Zach and your gameboy if you remember them. Well just realized you had a website just like Aaron and wanted to stop by and let yall know we are praying for yall. Like I have said to you before it is sooooo amazing how GOD prepares us for our journeys. Well just know we are here for yall in Memphis while yall are here so if just want to get away from the ole hospital we are at the Target House. Also stop by and visit Aaron's website anytime at www.caringbridge.org/il/aarondhunter. Take care and hope to see you soon mid Sept. right!!! Also Praying all continues to go well with the chemo.
Love and Prayers, Marilyn and Aaron(Our LiL Superhero) <www.caringbridge.org/il/aarondhunter or stjudemomma74@aol.com>
Peoria(I think), IL USA - Tuesday, August 31, 2004 9:29 PM CDT
Hey Zach! Everyone here at Intensity cant wait for you to come back. WE all miss you and love ya! I hope everything goes well and i cant wait till you get back!

katie waters <wishful_thinking2507@Hotmail.com>
Pekin, IL USA - Monday, August 30, 2004 8:25 PM CDT
Hi Zach. We love you.
Uncle Brian, Aunt Tomi, Ali, and Chase

Tomi <www.ibteaman2@aol>
- Sunday, August 29, 2004 8:56 PM CDT
Hi ZACH!!!!!It's just you're old grandma. Just saying that
I love you and think you'll make a great bass player!!!
I know you can do anything your little heart desires and
will always be proud of you. Give Kylee a kiss and hug!!
Tell her I love her too. Hope you have a great week this
week at school. If you can start chemo tomorrow let me know.
Jesus will be watching over you ever minute of every day!!!
HE loves you even more than grandma!!!!!!
Call me soon.

Diane Allen <www.ibteaman2@aol>
- Sunday, August 29, 2004 8:50 PM CDT
HEY ZACH JUST A QUICK HI AND LOVE FROM YOUR OLD GRANDMA
REMEMBER I LOVE YOU MORE THAN THE UNIVERSE AND YOU WILL
ALWAYS BE MY HERO! CALL ANYTIME BECAUSE I LOVE HEARING
YOUR VOICE! GOTTA GO!!!!!!

diane allen <ibteaman2@aol.com>
- Saturday, August 28, 2004 5:05 PM CDT
Zach,
I heard you would like to visit Australia.
Anytime you want to come... you are welcome to stay with us, hey, you can even bring your family too. (if ya want)
Love Colleen and Kaitlyn

www.caringbridge.org/ne/kaitlyn

Colleen <ozi_gal@hotmail.com>
Rockingham, WA Australia - Saturday, August 28, 2004 9:08 AM CDT
G'day Zach
I'm praying you get that match very soon mate.
Obviously your a tough little cookie after fighting NB 4 times.
Love Colleen and Kaitlyn

www.caringbridge.org/ne/kaitlyn

Colleen <ozi_gal@hotmail.com>
Rockingham, WA Australia - Saturday, August 28, 2004 5:42 AM CDT
Hi Zack my name is T, You don't know me however, my prayers are with you. Hang in there have a great week at school. Always remember Jesus is with us especially in hard times all we have to do is call on him. with lots of sisterly love tt.

Teressa Turk <pepelapew45@yahoo.com>
Peoria Heights, IL United States - Friday, August 20, 2004 10:45 PM CDT
yo, zach. remember that Jesus loves you and is bigger and stronger than anything that can hurt us in the world. we're praying for you.
p.s. give ole' jon boy a hard time for us. ;)

derek and tracy anderson <neodreams@hotmail.com>
- Thursday, August 19, 2004 6:53 PM CDT
hey zach its your uncle tim i wish I've caught a bass that big before. how you doin buddy I tell you what I've never met a stronger person than you, bud your incredible. i just wanted you to know that were always thinking of you and pray for you everyday. we love you guys.
tim allen <amber@abelvault.com>
- Thursday, August 19, 2004 4:33 PM CDT
Hey Zach,
Great picture with the fish. What a smile you have!
Are you watching the olympics? Sydney and I have been watching the gymnastics. They are incrediblly talented.
So you are starting Jr. High. How exciting.

Zach, God loves you and so do we!
Tom, Jackie and Sydney

Jackie <jackie@abelvault.com>
- Thursday, August 19, 2004 11:09 AM CDT
Great pictures of you with your fish. I hope you get to catch more soon. Hang in there Zack! So many people love you and are praying for you to get better soon.
Gina
Groveland, IL - Tuesday, August 17, 2004 8:38 PM CDT
We are praying for you and the clowns are praying for you. We look forward to seeing you soon at RC!! Love ya!! Greg and Jenny Otte
Jenny Otte <yippiehoo@seehearworks.com>
- Tuesday, August 17, 2004 3:55 PM CDT
Zach,
We are praying for you, your family, and the physicians. More than anything we want you to know that we love you and are thinking about you. YOU ROCK.
The Perry's

Lp <Lp@3Flow.net>
Pekin, IL USA - Tuesday, August 17, 2004 3:48 PM CDT
You have a lot of people praying for you, buddy.

"When two of you get together on anything at all on earth and make a prayer of it, my Father in heaven goes into action." --Matthew 18:19 (The Message)

Now we just need to get some people to agree that the CUBS will get into the World Series!

Know-what-I'm-sayin'?
IT'S ALL GOOD!

We love you, Zach.
Chuck & Annette


Chuck & Annette Tate
Pekin, IL USA - Tuesday, August 17, 2004 12:35 AM CDT

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