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Thanks for visiting our guestbook!(This is an open guestbook. Please feel free to add an entry to the guestbook for others to read.)IF YOU DON'T SEE YOUR ENTRY AFTER ADDING -- PLEASE CLICK ON RELOAD/REFRESH Click here to sign the guestbook. Click here to view older guestbook entries. Click here to go back to the main page. Stay strong Aaron and I will keep you in my prayers Justin Elmore Blanchard, Ok 73010 - Wednesday, April 28, 2010 2:09 AM CDT Hi, My name is Tracie and I found your page a very long time ago when I was thinking so strongly about the death of my brothers and what my family had gone through with St. Judes for many years. I was heart broken over Aaron and all I saw you were going through. At the same time I was also thrilled at your courage and your unwavering faith in the Lord to either heal your little man or to take him home to Heaven where he could recieve complete healing. I only read up to the point where you had been going back and fourth to the hospital just before his bone marrow transplant, I just couldn't go any further, it ached too much to read. Tonight I decided at about 11pm or so to google my e-mail address for something else and in my search your page came up where I had been on here before and left the e-maill address. I decided to visit it again and see what had transpired for you and your family. To my sadness I found that Aaron had passed, but that you had called it a win. I was so impressed with your words that I went all the way back and have been here for hours reading the whole journey you, Aaron and your whole family took through his cancer. At the risk of sounding cliche, I have to say I am sorry for your loss. I know as a mother myself that this had to have caused you so much grief. I continued to read and saw that you just weren't ready to go back to church yet in your later entry. I wanted to encourage you to do what may not feel right at the time because it may be the very thing you need. I'm one of 12 children. I am the last girl to be raised with several boys. There is an older half to our 12 children, I am in the younger half. Three of my brothers died while in St. Judes and the pain I suffered as a child was beyond what I can even express. It took me years to recover, emotional damage had been done that nobody saw was caused from all the death. Only when I fell completely to my knees and saught out my precious Lord did I become mended. The sting is still there sometimes, I am human. I know now though that they are in a much better place and that God holds them in his hands. Death played a huge roll in my life, even beyond just my brothers. It had a grip on my heart and I could find no release. When I sold out to Christ, one day satan lost his grip. I don't even want to pretend to tell you what to do or assume I could know exactly how you feel. It's 4:30am now and I'm finished with your journaling and you have been such an encouragement to me that I wanted to write to you and give something back. Thank you so much for what you've given to others through your writing. Thank you from one mother to another for loving all of your children so completely and leaving a guide in your journalling that others may even use as a guide. I don't know if you realize the magnatude of service you have performed by exposing your journey to the world for all of us to read. I came upon you years ago on accident. I was looking for things about St. Judes due to feeling the intenseness of all the death and feeling gratitude for what they had done for my family as well. It had been so many years since I had been affiliated with them and I thought it was time I try and find a way to give back. I don't want to belabor this, I just had to talk to you. After reading you for all those hours, I felt almost as though I knew you. I keep looking at the picture of your precious boys. What a day that had to be to say goodbye to one of them. I was only sorry that I hadn't come back sooner while you were still in the process of writing. I don't live far from you and just maybe I could have helped you in some way. None the less, you've walked through that fire and the Lord will always meet us on the other side if we walk in His Light and His Way. Again, thank you so much for sharing your loving and personal story. You have touched my heart in a way you can not even imagine. God bless you and your family, Tracie Tracie Normal, - Thursday, January 14, 2010 4:46 AM CST Well How I have missed you all. I Hope that you all are donig well. That the holiday season has found peace for you. MerryChristmas. Hope that you and the boys have a great newyear. this feels weird, i havent spoken to you for so long. I really hope all is well with you Marilyn and your mom and the boys. The rest of the crew as well. We are doing alright here. I hope you know that you are spoken of often here at our house and we really need to come and see you if you have the time. i have new cell phone. went w/out any phone for some time. gonna call you that's all there is to it. hope work has you busy and i am sure the boys have you busy. Happy New Year to come for you all. Miss you and thinking of you always. Your CHUNKY MONKEY has a loose tooth and it is there just like NannyMcPhee, crazy lil' thing just hanging there but still connected on the middle. He is cute. like alway's. check his web, have been trying to update. life is always something around here you know that. I miss you. love julieandkids..... julie,Travisman,Jessica,Kilee,Leanna,&Mekenna//caringbridge.org/visit/travisman <julkds5@aol.com> princeto, il usa - Monday, December 28, 2009 10:51 PM CST Just a short message to say I am thinking of you this Christmas. Love Vikki www.postpals.co.uk  Vikki George <viks@postpals.co.uk> United Kingdom - Wednesday, December 16, 2009 5:31 AM CST Marilyn, Still love you and think about you often. I know both boys will eventually be great men and make Aaron (and you) proud. I'm glad you have a job you love; I know it greatly improves the quality of your life! Take care of yourself. Gail Lore Carrier Mills, IL USA - Tuesday, September 8, 2009 11:53 PM CDT Marilyn, We thought about you and Aaron this weekend! Our family participated in our tenth year of the LaSalle/Peru to Peoria St. Jude run. It was a wonderful experience once again. Two of my daughters ran this year and my husband, my mom, my sister and my aunt and I shook cans on the corner like we have done for the past ten years. Our run this year raised $55,000 for the children at St. Jude. Glad to hear things are going well for you! Aaron, you and your family are constantly in my thoughts and prayers!! Love, Amber Amber Dhesse <dhessepa@comcast.net> Spring Valley, IL USA - Monday, August 3, 2009 12:48 AM CDT Alex & Martha, thinking of you daily and hope all is going well... Susan Fleenor Kingsport, TN - Thursday, June 18, 2009 8:32 PM CDT Marilyn,I'm so glad thier was an update.I can't fanthom how hard it is for you without your little superhero.You know that picture you gave me of him with a cape on and it has his caringbridge address on the bottom of it? I still carry it in my wallet right by my driver's liscence.I do think of you and all the families that we met while at the hospital.God Bless you and please know your on my mind Tonya and Stormy Lott <plainsmiles722@yahoo.com> Tracy City, Tn usa - Wednesday, February 11, 2009 10:23 AM CST Marilyn, Donna, Tay, and Andre - So glad to see you on our special Aaron Hunter day. It is hard to believe how fast the time goes and how much the boys have grown. You are in my thoughts and prayers all the time and I just wanted to let you know how much you all mean to me. I know this past month was difficult, just know you are in the prayers of so many. Love Nicole Nicole Wood <nwood@northmoor.edisonschools.com> Peoria, IL - Wednesday, January 7, 2009 9:02 PM CST Hey Guys! I hope everyone had a good holiday break! I haven't been on here in a while so I just thought I'd say hello. =) Hope all is well! Ciara Kelly Peoria, IL USA - Saturday, January 3, 2009 10:46 PM CST Hello from Lebanon, just dropping by to wish a Happy New year and hope that this year brings lots of joy, hope and health to you and your family. I am glad that your mom is doing better, you are all always in my prayers. Take care and God bless you all www.caringbridge.org/visit/kaitlyns Georges <gk15@aub.edu.lb> Lebanon - Friday, January 2, 2009 3:53 AM CST "Just a message to say we will be thinking of you this Christmas" Love Everyone at Post Pals Post Pals <info@postpals.co.uk> UK - Monday, December 22, 2008 9:39 PM CST Hi! We are thinking of you on this difficult time of year for you. I hope that you do have a joyful Christmas. Gail Gail Lore Carrier Mills, IL USA - Wednesday, December 10, 2008 7:54 PM CST Hi all, Thoughts and prayers coming your way. Sure have thinking about you all. Hope you have a Merry Christmas and Happy New Year. Love Kim and family www.caringbridge.org/il/emilymcellen Kim McEllen <pkremcellen@grics.net> galesburg, il - Tuesday, December 9, 2008 12:25 AM CST Congrats on your new job Marilyn! We are back at Ronald McDonald House this week. Even though the part of the House we shared as neighbors is closed off for renovation, the area we are in is the same as it was. Devan has lost a tooth and is really into Spiderman, so I can't help remembering another little super hero with a snaggle tooth grin running around! It breaks my heart that Devan was so young that he doesn't really remember you and Aaron. I am so glad we got to know you guys and you are still in my thoughts and prayers. Take care of yourself, Gail Gail Lore Carrier Mills, IL USA - Tuesday, September 23, 2008 11:21 AM CDT Marilyn, it was great seeing you at Target. I am sure you will be seeing me there a lot. It is my favorite!!! Stephanie Grierson <Steph228@aol.com> Peoria, IL USA - Sunday, September 21, 2008 6:56 PM CDT i just came across this website and just know that your family is in my prayers. my mom died of cancer when i was really young and i'm only a teenager now. but my heart goes out to your family and to aaron Julie Gardinier <juliee778@aim.com> - Monday, July 14, 2008 6:15 PM CDT Hello from Lebanon, I am sorry I didn't check the website lately, but now I am still ate the office it is: 11:00 PM and I thought about ^Aaron^ so I came to check on you and see how you are doing. Happy Birthday big Angel. Thank you for sharing the poem, it made me cry. www.caringbridge.org/visit/kaitlyns www.caringbridge.org/visit/fighters Georges <gk15@aub.edu.lb> Beirut, Lebanon - Friday, July 11, 2008 3:00 PM CDT Hi Marilyn, Patti here, just stop by to read up on you. Loved the poem. I'll have to take it and share it with others. Summer months are hard for me. Her b-day is in June,July is camp,carnavil,lip sinz contests. Patti (Miss Miranda's MoM) Patti <patypooh_57@yahoo.con> streator, il usa - Thursday, July 10, 2008 6:17 PM CDT Hi Marilyn, It is good to see an update. I still check in from time to time and think about you alot. Devan is doing good. Take care of yourself and the boys. Gail Lore Gail Lore Carrier Mills, IL USA - Monday, July 7, 2008 10:19 AM CDT Marilyn and family, I was just checking the site and wanted to say hello. Hope the boys are enjoying their summer. Marilyn, take care of yourself. I always think about you guys. Stephanie Grierson <Steph228@aol.com> Peoria, IL USA - Wednesday, June 11, 2008 10:36 AM CDT Searching on the web for a childrens book brought me to this site. I read some of the enteries made by friends that loved your son. I am a complete stranger. But my heart and prayers are for you and your family. I have a son with many differing abilities and challenges, and have spent weeks in St. Louis Childrens Hospital with him. Although I don't know your pain, I do understand it. Know that many pray for those that are even unkown to them! God Bless! Laura <mslojola@yahoo.com> Staunton, il USA - Thursday, May 29, 2008 7:19 PM CDT Hi Marilyn, We still love you and pray for you. I finally set up Devan's website. It is www.caringbridge.org/visit/devanlore Take care of yourself, Gail, Devan, Mike, and Michael Gail Lore Carrier Mills, IL USA - Monday, May 19, 2008 10:47 PM CDT I am praying for your recovery. Your brother Tucker needs you as he worships you Judy Brisbine <jbris@santel.net> woonsocket, sd 57385 - Monday, May 5, 2008 9:08 PM CDT HI....I have tried to get to this site and could not and I was trying to go to Travisman's right now and here I am. I have to say that I just got done reading from Gail on the guestbook. Travisman and I got to see her and I had to chase after the chunkymonkey in the process. Anyway I just told Jeff and the girls this story. The night that I took Travisman over to the medicine room, the nurse there kept telling me that I looked so familiar(sp?) and I don't recall ever seeing him at St.Jude before in our lives. His name was Aaron....He sure gave me the thought of lil'spidey hero of yours before I even saw his name tag. So, Marilyn in my heart I think your lil'angel was visiting our Travisman and laughed when Travis wound up peeing on me while trying to pee in his cup. Ya know cuz I sure felt it that night with all the thoughts going on in my mind. We are home and would love to and need to see you and everyone. Hope the boys are being good and not having to many calls from all the girls. Tell your mom that I say hi. Please call or something. I was and have been trying to get to this site since I you made me sing the crazy chunkymonkey birthday song. love and prayers to you all. Julie and Travi and all the sister's.... julie williquette <juls_willi@yahoo.com> Princeton, il usa - Monday, April 7, 2008 10:02 PM CDT Hi Marilyn, I want to you to know we still think of you and pray for you. Now that Devan is six, relapsed with ALL, missing two front teeth, and obsessed with Spider-Man, I can't help but remember Aaron. It's like a little piece of him lives on in my own son, even though I'm pretty sure he was too young to remember Aaron. Sometimes I'm surprised at what he does remember, though. Take care of yourself, Gail Lore your old neighbor from Ronald McDonald House Gail Lore Carrier Mills, IL USA - Thursday, April 3, 2008 6:57 PM CDT i would like to know how Gracie Rush - and JIm &Tonya doing \They are in my thoughts an prayers all the time.Trudy knoblock. trudy knoblock osceola, in usa - Friday, March 28, 2008 11:43 AM CDT Dear Marilyn, I came across your site through Jamal Simpson's buddy map, and thought that I would stop by to say hello. Your Aaron was a very brave young man, and sooooo adorable. I hate it so much that Aaron left us, but what I love is that he fought so long and hard... with a smile. My son Breckin was recently diagnosed with stage IV neuroblastoma as well. We hope that you and your family will come to check out his site, sign the guestbook, and map yourselves on his buddy map! Know that my family and I will be adding your precious family to our prayer list. Lots of love and hugs from Texas! http://www.caringbridge.org/visit/breckinpierce Love, Lori, Eric, and Breckin Pierce Lori Pierce <loripierce5@yahoo.com> Houston, TX - Sunday, February 17, 2008 11:12 AM CST Hey, there. I found Aaron's site from Dalton's. Just wanted to drop by and say hi. My almost-step-son Jamal is battling acute myelogenous leukemia at St. Jude right now. If you wanna check out his site here's the link: http://www.caringbridge.org/visit/jamalasimpson P.S. I would love to keep in contact with you Marilyn. I know it must be hard after three years to keep in touch with people. I would love to know more about Aaron's battle with the cancer monster. Angela *Simpson* <angelasimpson@live.com> Memphis, TN - Friday, February 8, 2008 6:38 PM CST Just wanted to check in on one of the most wonderful families I know! Emily - Tuesday, February 5, 2008 5:18 PM CST Marilyn and family, thinking of you today and wanted to let you know. Take care! Stephanie Grierson <Steph228@aol.com> Peoria, IL USA - Monday, January 21, 2008 1:46 PM CST jake dambrauskas thinking or you all. Don't give up hope. kathy rosenshein <kbr2126@yahoo.com> scottsdale, az usa - Saturday, December 8, 2007 3:45 PM CST Marilyn, Grandma, and boys, I hope you all had a great Thanksgiving! Hope things are going well for you all. Stephanie Grierson <Steph228@aol.com> Peoria, IL USA - Sunday, November 25, 2007 10:59 AM CST Ok, it has been way too long since I read an update!!! Guess that is why I just call when necessary. Micole is studying all the time too!! I have taken a break from school for now. We are still working on getting the house organized. You guys will have to come visit this summer - we have a BIG pool!! We think about yall all the time and miss seeing and hearing from you. Have a good week.... Send me some FOOTBALL pictures!! PBL <fanofcheer@yahoo.com> - Sunday, November 25, 2007 9:32 AM CST Hey guys.... thinking about you and hoping all is well... Stephanie Grierson <Steph228@aol.com> Peoria, IL USA - Thursday, October 25, 2007 8:26 PM CDT I just read your journal. You are an amazing mother. You and your precious family are in my prayers. Kari Dallas, TX USA - Friday, October 12, 2007 10:05 PM CDT Just wanted to let you know we are still thinking of and praying for you. Gail, Mike, and Devan Lore Gail Lore Carrier Mills, IL USA - Friday, September 14, 2007 1:19 PM CDT Just to let you know that I am thinking of you all each and everyday. Dale angel wings <naron810@yahoo.com> - Thursday, September 13, 2007 0:33 AM CDT I want pics of the boys :) Make sure to tell them i said that too!!!! :) They will be mortified! Stephanie Grierson <Steph228@aol.com> Peoria, IL USA - Wednesday, September 5, 2007 7:51 PM CDT missing aaron more and more each day................. I think about your family daily. You are in my thoughts and prayers. J - Saturday, September 1, 2007 8:57 PM CDT I was with the SCRC ride friday the 23rd,i was lucky enough to meet some of the ladies from the office,and take the tour of the hospital it was one of the best experiences i have ever had and i just wanted to tell all of these ladies Thank You. Thayer Pisani (2nd officer SCRC Berwick Chapter) <tapcsrc@cox.net> Patterson, La. U.S.A. - Sunday, August 26, 2007 8:36 PM CDT Well, once again, you have made me cry like a baby.... We sent Aaron some purple and orange baloons last night. I took pictures, I will send them to you Marilyn, BUT, first I have to get another cable for the camera. I did not have the memory card in the camera. BUT I HAVE THEM... Vickie PBL Strawn <IhomeSpa4u@yahoo.com> Bartlett, - Wednesday, July 11, 2007 8:44 PM CDT Happy birthday, Superhero Angel Aaron! Just wanted to let you know that I am thinking of you and your family today. Still have your toothless grin motorcycle picture on my desk ~ always makes me smile. Love, Miss Melinda Melinda Hughie <melindamhughie@gmail.com> Aliso Viejo, CA 92656 - Tuesday, July 10, 2007 6:33 PM CDT Happy Birthday Aaron ! Hope you have a fun day in heaven ! Aunt Sue Susan Culp <drippingrose64@insightbb.com> Peoria , ILL USA - Tuesday, July 10, 2007 5:52 AM CDT I am certain our children are whole now and in the presence of our Saviour where together they wait for a blessed reunion. May our Lord continue to bless you with His comfort, peace and hope in a very special way as Aaron's birthday approaches. Yolanda Rogers, Mom to Anna <weloveanna@earthlink.net> Alt Spgs, FL USA - Saturday, July 7, 2007 11:35 AM CDT Marilyn, It was great to see you tonight. I just read the site and I can definitely do more than one of the things that you would like everyone to do to honor Aaron. You guys are always in my prayers. Stephanie Grierson <Steph228@aol.com> Peoria, IL USA - Thursday, July 5, 2007 8:35 PM CDT That was not EVEN funny........ caught me off guard!!!!!!! We started celebrating his birthday TODAY... we went RIDING on the PURPLE bike one of his MOST favorite things to do.... (and we went and looked at a house with a POOL) I MISS MY LIL SUPERHERO!!!!!!!!!!!!! More than MOST can imagine!!!!!!!!! PBL <strawnv@bellsouth.net> - Wednesday, July 4, 2007 8:48 PM CDT I'm so so sorry to hear about Dalton. You and your family are in my prayers. I love you Marilyn! Amber <tatcallen@ntslink.net> Manito, - Thursday, June 28, 2007 10:28 AM CDT I am glad Dalton confirmed what you already KNEW!!!!!!!!!!! PURPLE AND ORANGE WINGS!!!!!!!!! I will be thinking about yall during your upcoming events.... Yall are going to have to make another trip to MEMPHIS SOON!!!! I know the BIKERS need to come up there too... we are working on that as well...... LOVE YOU ALL AND MISS YOU ALL ~~ ESPECIALLY MY LIL SUPERHERO!!!!!!!!! ps - no tears... almost.... very close... but none for now!!! Give the "GROWN" boys and Grandma a big HUG for all of us here in Memphis PBL <strawnv@bellsouth.net> MEMPHIS, - Thursday, June 28, 2007 9:05 AM CDT Hello from Lebanon, I am very sorry for your Loss. Take care and God bless you all Georges Karam <gk15@aub.edu.lb> www.caringbridge.org/visit/kaitlyns, Lebanon - Wednesday, June 27, 2007 1:35 PM CDT I am so sorry for your loss of Dalton. At least he is now pain free and in heaven. Words cannot describe how much we will all miss him. Christine Boston, MA USA - Wednesday, June 27, 2007 11:25 AM CDT My heart goes out to you and your family as you face another road no one wants to travel. While we still don't know God's plan I know he has one. Dalton has a strong will just like Aaron and God and him both know what the future holds even if we don't. May God hold you and carry you all through this difficult time and may the miracles rain down! Michelle Ramer-Beaty <mbeaty19@yahoo.com> IL - Wednesday, June 27, 2007 8:06 AM CDT Hey guys,I am sorry to hear about Dalton. I will pray for him and all you guys too. Wish you well on your trip on the 13th. It will be good for you guys.... take care! Stephanie Grierson <Steph228@aol.com> Peoria, IL USA - Thursday, April 5, 2007 7:40 PM CDT Hello from Lebanon, hope everything is ok with you all. Take care and God bless you all. Georges Karam <gk15@aub.edu.lb> www.caringbridge.org/visit/kaitlyns, Lebanon - Wednesday, April 4, 2007 1:56 PM CDT Morning... from PBL....... you told me to read this.. but did not WARN me.......... yes, you got it sitting at work early in the morning crying like a baby......... We enjoyed "Grandma" this weekend........ talk to ya soon... ps. Lil Aaron is getting plenty of snuggling and hugging....... talk to ya soon PBL <strawnv@bellsouth.net> Bartlett, TN - Wednesday, April 4, 2007 8:06 AM CDT Hello from Lebanon, praying that everything is going ok with you. praying also for Dalton sorry for the bad news. Take care and God Bless you. www.caringbridge.org/visit/kaitlyns PS: I hope you like the e-mails. Georges <gk15@aub.edu.lb> Lebanon - Wednesday, March 28, 2007 9:30 AM CDT Sending love and prayers. BeckyWhittington <BeckyWhittington@adelphia.net> - Sunday, March 18, 2007 9:22 AM CDT sending you my love Jamie Moore <jcaamlieeb_5@yahoo.com> Bronson, TX U.S. - Tuesday, March 13, 2007 8:27 AM CDT Just sending some ________XXXXXXXXX_______ XXXXXXXXX_________ ______XXXXXXXXXXXX____XXXXXXXXXXXXX ________ _____XXXXXXXXXXXXXX__XXXXXXXXXXXXXX ______ ______XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX _______ _______XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX________ ________XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX_________ __________XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX __________ ____________XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX _____________ ______________XXXXXXXXXXXXX ______________ ________________XXXXXXXXX ________________ __________________XXXXX __________________ ___________________ XX ____________________ ______________________________________________ To you, From Everyone at Post Pals www.postpals.co.uk viks <viks@potspals.co.uk> - Monday, March 12, 2007 11:13 AM CDT WELL HELLO THERE L.G. It was nice for you ,mother& genny to have a lunch with. It is good to know you have your heart set to be a nurse & I am sure you will be a good nurse. Much love to you & the children. Got an e-mail from timothy and he is going to school & he wants to be a Band Master some day. Willard Mowder 1 Canton, IL U S A - Sunday, March 11, 2007 4:06 PM CDT I miss him so much. His pictures still hang next to my computer with Big Bubba and always will. Thank god for all the blessings you did recieve. Hearts will forever be unchanged! Susan Culp Aunt Sue <drippingrose64@insightbb.com> Peoria, ILL USA - Saturday, March 10, 2007 11:02 PM CST Hey guys!! I hope you had a good day off with the boys. Praying for you, and thinking about ya lots! Stephanie Grierson <Steph228@aol.com> Peoria, IL 61614 - Wednesday, March 7, 2007 7:06 PM CST where in the world are you? we miss you and want to hear how everything is doing! write soon. pahaaaaaaleeeeease! thanks, a st. jude buddy <onefineday@yahoo.com> honolulu, HI usa - Monday, March 5, 2007 10:47 PM CST Hey, Dal! Erin Blakley <eblakle1982@yahoo.com> - Friday, March 2, 2007 11:30 AM CST Hey Marilyn - Just wanted to say hi and let you guys know I am thinking of you. Hope things are going good. Please tell the boys and grandma I said hi! Take care, Love, Nicole Nicole Wood <nwood@northmoor.edisonschools.com> East Peoria, IL USA - Wednesday, February 21, 2007 6:18 PM CST Marilyn, Miss talking to you! We need to get together and hang out sometime soon. I've been scrapbooking and I know you would love it for the same reasons that I'm enjoying it. Thinking of you guys!! Nikki <nikki.leman@insightbb.com> Pekin, IL - Tuesday, February 20, 2007 10:12 PM CST hey there lady, I can't believe I finally have a day off!!! It seems that you are working as hard as me.What ever it takes to make ends meet right! We sure miss seeing you guys. I seen that you came by Stormy's page. She says to tell you hello by the way.Miss bossy britches!!! lol .. Just know that our family is thinking of you guys okay. We go to St.Jude's the end of Febuary . Tonya Lott <plainsmiles722@yahoo.com caringbridge/tn/stormyrlott> Tracy City, tn 37387 - Tuesday, February 6, 2007 11:36 AM CST Thinking about y'all!   Travis, Chastity, Momo Monkey, Angel Zoie and Mason Jude Duscon, LA - Saturday, January 27, 2007 3:46 PM CST Hi there! payday loan [url=http://www.etsu.edu/ptfaculty/_kbas/0000160f.htm]payday loan[/url] Welcome! payday-loan <payday-loan> New York, New York Iraq - Saturday, January 27, 2007 7:37 AM CST Thinking of you and hoping all is well! Stephanie Grierson <Steph228@aol.com> Peoria, IL USA - Sunday, January 21, 2007 2:27 PM CST Hey I was just check on the site to see how everyone was. We are doing good we are back in tn for checkup and to see if it is in remission. Well when we came out of OR today jason and tanya and there boy was out side setin. So we got to talk to them some. I love you all Jessica & donnie& gracie <donnie_jessica_hop@yahoo.com> salyersville, ky - Tuesday, January 9, 2007 10:14 PM CST Hey woman! Just a quick hello. You all have been on our minds a lot lately. Aaron wants to take a road trip to come and visit soon. He misses all the fun stuff, remember the baseball game you went to that summer and how hot it was? It is so hard to believe so much time has gone past, but gone not forgotten. We flew up here on the 4th for an MRI on the 5th, well, he has the SHINGLES!!! We ended up in isolation here in room 1003 and he spent two nights with IV meds to help speed up the healing. Hopefully we will get to fly home tomorrow, Monday the 8th...the good thing is that he is off of all his treatment as of September 7, 2006 so his immune system is kinda built up more so the shingles won't be as hard on him. You should see him Marylin, his is as tall as me now, but he is just as sweet as pie. We miss you and as soon as we have plans made, I will contact you, or you can just contact us!! Camille and Aaron Jordan <lcpeterson2003@yahoo.ocm www.caringbridge.org/la/aaroncjordan> Columbia, LA - Sunday, January 7, 2007 9:42 PM CST Hi Marilyn, Thanks for signing my guestbook!!! Aaron was such a cutie, I love his "love" for superheroes. Zach likes superheroes too. Especially spiderman. hahaha. Also, Thanks for the note about having a superhero watching down on me. I really believe in that because, with all the crap Ive been thru, I must have some kind of AMAZING hero up there watching over me *smile*. Thank you for looking thru your stuff for clothes for Zach. It's appreciated more than you know. I'm not one to ask for help, infact I cannot stand asking for help. I've always been so independent. Even when I first was dx in 2001 after Zach's birth, I continued to work and took care of Zach and myself. When I went into remission in 2003, I remained independent. But after relapsing in Dec. 2005, and my health seriously took a turn for the worse, I haven't been able to work, I feel so dependent and it really stinks!!! *Sigh* So, Thanks Again from the bottom of my heart!!! It really means a lot to know that You and Pam are behind me 100%, I could use all the love and support I can get!! God Bless You!! -Me- Lisa <zachandme2001@hotmail.com> mesa, az usa - Friday, January 5, 2007 10:25 AM CST Merry Christmas Marilyn & Boys! Just thought I'd let you know that we are thinking of you guys and wishing you a Merry Christmas. At least you're good at making it look like you are having a Merry Christmas - we're getting pretty good at it too :-o! Nikki, John, Kylee and Angel Zachary <nikki.leman@insightbb.com> Pekin, IL - Monday, December 25, 2006 3:34 PM CST Merry Christmas to you. You are in my thoughts and prayers during this season. Peace be with you. Phil. 4:13 Praying for You HUNTINGTON, WV USA - Sunday, December 24, 2006 7:30 PM CST Christmas’ Each Christmas I remember The ones of years ago; I see my Parents and Grandparents with their Santa glow. Each Christmas finds me dreaming Of days that used to be, When we hid presents here and there, For all our family. Each Christmas I remember The smell in the air, Of roasting turkey, pies And cookies everywhere. Each Christmas finds me longing For Christmas’ now past, And I am back in childhood As long as memories last. From our family to yours. Merry Christmas and Happy New year!! BeckyWhittington <BeckyWhittington@adelphia.,net> - Friday, December 22, 2006 10:07 AM CST Dear Mr. Hallmark, I am writing to you from heaven, and though it must appear, A rather strange idea, I see everything from here, I just popped in to visit, your stores to find a card, A card of love for my parents, as this day for them is hard, There must be some mistake I thought, every card you can imagine, except I could not find a card, from a child that lives in heaven, they are still a parent too, no matter where I reside, I had to leave, they understand, but oh the tears they cried, I thought that if I wrote to you, that you would come to know, that though I live in heaven now, I still love my parents so, they talk with me, and dreams with me, we still share laughter too, memories are our way of speaking now, would you see what you can do? my parents carry me in their heart, their tears they hide from sight, they plants flowers in my garden, there my living memory dwells, they writes to other grieving parents, trying to ease there pain as well, so you see Mr. Hallmark, though I no longer live on earth, I must find a way, to remind her of her wondrous worth, they need to be honored, and be remembered too, just as the children of the earth will do, thank you Mr. Hallmark, I know you will do your best, find a way to tell them, how much they mean to me, until I can do it for myself, when she joins me in eternity. I know Christmas must be so hard for you although I can't comprehend how difficult it must be. All my love, Viks  viks <viks@postpals.co.uk> - Friday, December 22, 2006 8:19 AM CST Marliyn I just wanted to let you know I have been thinking about you lately. I love you and the boys. Your such a great friend to Nikki. I wish I would have gotten to meet Aaron. I love hearing stories about him and seeing pictures of that cute smile. I'm sure it was 1000 times better in person. I hope all is well. Hope to see you soon. Amber <amber@abelvault.com> Manito, - Tuesday, December 12, 2006 7:06 PM CST Marilyn, Just wanted you to know I was thinking of you - I didn't wear my jammies this weekend but it's the middle of the day on Monday and I'm still in them so now I'm not changing in honor of Aaron. We sent balloons up for Helen too - between the two of them I'm sure they had enough to share with everyone. Nancy Garner (www.caringbridge.org/mo/helengarner) <n-garner@sbcglobal.net> Neosho, MO - Monday, December 11, 2006 1:09 PM CST Hey Guys! I was just thinking about all of you. You are all in my prayers! I loved the article about "Cuddle Compassion Day." I wish I was still I was at Northmoor, but I'm in sixth grade now so I guess I can't participate. But I still wanted to, so when I got home off the bus I threw on my p.js, knowing that that was Aaron's favorite outfit. I love you all! God Bless all of you and have a merry Christmas! Bye! Ciara Kelly <ciara.kelly@insightbb.com> Peoria, IL USA - Sunday, December 10, 2006 5:39 PM CST I actually woke up thinking of you this morning. Just wanted you to know that we have been thinking of all of you. We miss Aaron so much, Tori was just talking about them eating pepperoni and Aaron teaching her how to play video games at R.M.H. We keep all of in our prayers. Love You guys! Hugs, Carol, Tori and family carol schulz <carolcolby@cfl.rr.com> maitland, fl - Sunday, December 10, 2006 8:55 AM CST Hey Marilyn and Boys, Woke up and was thinking of you this morning. I'll call ya later. The best thing I love to hear is I am thinking of memories of Aaron and remembering the fun we had together. Never to be forgotten! He was such a cutie with a huge heart! Nikki, Kylee and John - angel Teen Wonder <nikki.leman@insightbb.com> Pekin, IL - Sunday, December 10, 2006 8:40 AM CST Hey Marilyn and, "the brothers!" Just thinking about you and wanted to let you know that I check on Aaron's page often. It's good to hear how all of you are doing. Have fun at, "Cuddle for Compassion Day," I know that Aaron is so proud of y'all! Melinda Marie hughie <melindamhughie@gmail.com> TOKYO, JAPAN - Sunday, December 3, 2006 3:50 AM CST Hi Hi wanted to drop by to tell you that Travisman is doing really great. He is trying to talk so much more. You would love it to see him want to say Prayer at the dinner table everynite. Heard you got lots of snow. Sorry. Hope it all melts by next Fri. that will be his last day and we are good to bring your Chunky Monkey back your way. We miss everyone. Hope you all are doing well. I think about you always. I hope the boys are loving the snow today and this weekened. Hi Donna and hope you are doing well. Said Hi to your sis the other day and Dalton. They seem to be doing well. Take care and lots of Prayer and thoughts go out to you all. Hope to see you soon. Julie,Jeff,Travis,Jess,Ki, Lea, and Mekenna <juls_willi@yahoo.com> Princeton, IL USA - Friday, December 1, 2006 10:35 PM CST HEY!!! Just checkin in and checking on you Marilyn... Be strong, The next couple of weeks will be hard. Have a good weekend. Tell everyone We said HI!! PBL <fanofcheer@yahoo.com> Bartlett, - Friday, December 1, 2006 8:59 PM CST I still check in all the time and always enjoy the updates! Hope you and your Boys are in church as I know it will be a source of strength for all of you. Glad you had a good Thanksgiving. More importantly that you continue to march forward in what is still a hard time. Love ya!! Joy Pekin, IL Tazewell - Tuesday, November 28, 2006 9:43 AM CST I hope you all had a wonderful Thanksgiving!!! Take care! Stephanie Grierson <Steph228@aol.com> Peoria, IL 61614 - Sunday, November 26, 2006 8:07 PM CST Hi to you all. Hope you ate as much as I did. We all ate good, still eating turkey tonight. Travis and the girls are doing well. The girls are homesick. We all are. I hope you all had a nice break. We are on our way of the 5wk to start. Hope to be home soon, would like to see you all as soon as we get home. If possible. You will get to the tornado next year. Don't worry about it. Has it snowed yet? I'm sure we will come home to it. Thinking of you always. Thankyou all again for all that you have given to us. julie,jeff,jess,ki,lee,kenna,Travisman <juls_willi@yahoo.com> Princeton, IL USA - Saturday, November 25, 2006 11:28 PM CST Hi Marilyn and family, We still think of and pray for you. I have had trouble signing the guestbook lately, hopefully this makes it. Devan is getting his Make-A-Wish for Christmas, a trip to Disney World etc. and he will finish with his chemo the last week of January, so we are doing great. I know Holidays are bittersweet for you, but I hope you find plenty of joy this season. Take care of yourself, Your neighbors from RMH, Gail and Devan Gail Lore <gaillore@yahoo.com> Carrier Mills, IL USA - Saturday, November 25, 2006 10:31 AM CST Happy Thanksgiving! Julie (Easton's mom) <g8tor90@aol.com> Orlando, FL - Thursday, November 23, 2006 0:14 AM CST Thinking and praying for your family. HAPPY THANKSGIVING! BeckyWhittington <BeckyWhittington@adelpia.net> - Wednesday, November 22, 2006 8:00 PM CST Hello from Lebanon, sorry we didn't check on you lately. hope you have a great Thanksgiving, I know it won't be the same. Take care and God bless you all. guardian angel <angegardienangegardien@hotmail.com> www.caringbridge.org/visit/kaitlyns, lebanon - Wednesday, November 22, 2006 12:55 AM CST Just wanted to let you know that you are in my prayers. I hope you and the boys have a wonderful Thanksgiving. Angie - Wednesday, November 22, 2006 10:19 AM CST hey there gal, I'm glad that you are going back to what you want to do Marilyn! It's a big step but one that I know will be so rewarding!! In so many ways! I knwo that Thanksgiving is just a few days away .I was thinking of your sweet family.Stormy and I wanted to wish you a Happy Thanksgiving.Catch this hug!!! Tonya and Stormy Lott <plainsmiles722@yahoo.com> Tracy City, usa - Tuesday, November 21, 2006 7:31 PM CST i came across your site through beebo. I am on a mission to sign all the little ^angels^ guestbook for the holidays, and to pray God blesses you, me, and all the other ^angels^ during this time. Have a happy Thanksgiving and a Merry Christmas. Your little man is gorgeous. God Bless. www.caringbridge.org/visit/tevisbrinley carrie brinley <ourlittleangel@copper.net> louisville, ky us - Tuesday, November 21, 2006 5:51 PM CST Hey Girl. I sure am hoping your adventure on your birthday was fun and exciting. Your Chunky Monkey isn't doing to well today. He is coming down with a FAST BAD cold. No one else of course in the house has one. He started with it today and it has gotten worse by tonight. The rest of us are here. The boob tube is keeping them all entertained. You and Mom both know how they love that thing. I hope you all are good at home. Can't wait to come visit when we get back to IL. We love you guy's. Thankyou Marilyn and Donna and the Boy's for all you have given to us. God Bless you and Have a Great week. Will probably call ya soon this week. Julie,Jeff,Travisman,Jess,Ki,Lee,and Mekenna. <juls_willi@yahoo.com> Princeton, IL USA - Monday, November 20, 2006 8:29 PM CST Happy burthday momma I forgot all about it!! Im sorry! you know I love you though!! Well you will be very proud of me; my last few weeks in english 2 we are doing a research paper.... well Im doing mine on Neuroblastoma with my baby in mind!! lol well I hope you are doing well looks like we might be doing nursing at the same time!! lol well tell everyone I said hi and you could call me sometime!! i lvoe you!!! bye!! Nicole "Macole" <nehale@bellsouth.net> Memphis, TN - Monday, November 13, 2006 7:31 AM CST Happy Belated Birthday Marilyn. John told me you called. If you guys still want to do something . . . I have Thurs., Fri., and Sat. off for the next 2 weeks. We'll have to get together. Do something to relive our memories in Disney. Maybe someone will donate enough money for us to go . . . :-) or . . . I would LOVE to be there right now - how about you?! Give me a call! Nikki, Kylee and John <nikki.leman@insightbb.com> Pekin, IL - Thursday, November 9, 2006 8:06 AM CST Hi Guys! Waz up? Just typed in to say hi and you are in my prayers every night! Happy Halloween!!! Ciara Kelly Peoria, IL USA - Tuesday, October 31, 2006 7:32 PM CST Hi MArilyn, you don't know me, but i check your site quite often. I'm happy to hear that the biys are doing well. something you said in your last post really struck a chord with me...you said you prayed for the Lord ot let you see Aaron one more time. He does that, daily. everytime you see a child that reminds you of Aaron, He's letting you see him. What an awesome God we serve!!! Tammy <repairs@planomolding.com> Mendota, IL USA - Monday, October 23, 2006 1:51 PM CDT The Gap Michael Crenlinsten The gap between those who have lost children & those who have not is profoundly difficult to bridge. No one, whose children are well and intact can be expected to understand what parents who have lost children have absorbed & what they bear. Our children come to us through every blade of grass, every crack in the sidewalk, every bowl of breakfast cereal. We seek contact with their atoms, their hairbrush, their toothbrush, their clothing. We reach for what was integrally woven into the fabric of our lives, now torn & shredded. A black hole has been blown through our souls &, indeed, it often does not allow the light to escape. It is a difficult place. For us to enter there is to be cut deeply, & torn anew, each time we go there, by the jagged edges of our loss. Yet we return, again & again, for that is where our children now reside. This will be so for years to come & it will change us profoundly. At some point in the distant future, the edges of that hole will have tempered & softened but the empty space will remain - a life sentence. Our friends will change through this. There is no avoiding it. We grieve for our children, in part, through talking about them & our feelings for having lost them. Some go there with us, others cannot & through their denial & a further measure, however unwittingly, to an already heavy burden. Assuming that we may be feeling "better" six months later is simply "to not get it." The excruciating & isolating reality that bereaved parents feel is hermetically sealed from the nature of any other human experience. Thus it is a trap - those whose compassion & insight we most need are those for whom we abhor the experience that would allow them that sensitivity & capacity. And yet, somehow there are those, each in their own fashion, who have found a way to reach us & stay, to our comfort. They have understood, again each in their own way, that our children remain our children through our memory of them. Their memory is sustained through speaking about them & our feelings about their death. Deny this & you deny their life. Deny their life & you no longer have a place in ours. We recognize that we have moved to an emotional place where it is often very difficult to reach us. Our attempts to be normal are painful & the day to day carries a silent, screaming anguish that accompanies us, sometimes from moment to moment. Were we to give it its own voice we fear we would become truly unreachable, & so we remain "strong" for a host of reasons even as the strength saps our energy & drains our will. Were we to act out our true feelings we would be impossible to be with. We resent having to act normal, yet we dare not do otherwise. People who understand this dynamic are our gold standard. Working our way through this over the years will change us as does every experience - & extreme experience changes one extremely. We know we will have recovered when, as we have read, it is no longer so painful to be normal. We do not know who we will be at that point or who will still be with us. We have read that the gap is so difficult that, often, bereaved parents must attempt to reach out to friends & relatives or risk losing them. This is our attempt. For those untarnished by such events, who wish to know in some way what they, thankfully, do not know, read this. It may provide a window that is helpful for both sides of the gap. www.caringbridge.org/visit/kaitlyns Georges Karam <angegardienangegardien@hotmail.com> Beirut, Lebanon - Wednesday, October 18, 2006 6:33 AM CDT Continuing to keep you in my thoughts and prayers. God Bless Dee A. Mullins www.caringbridge.org/wv/taylor <damullins@gmail.com> Mt Sterling, KY - Tuesday, October 17, 2006 12:18 AM CDT Hi Marilyn I hadn't checked in on you in a while...we moved to Maine a few months ago. Anyway, I was so surprised to read about Dalton...bless your family for having to go through this a second time...I am praying for lots of laughter and energy for DAlton! Check in our page when you get a chance! deb www.caringbridge.org/tn/wells Deb Wells <VisibleWorship@aol.com> Portland, Me USA - Monday, October 16, 2006 3:35 PM CDT I was glad to hear from you. I didn't know if I would ever get to talk to you again. I glad that things are doing good. When I get some pictures made of us all i will seed you one. You will have to send me you address so I can get it to you. Love you. Keep doing good. Jessica, Donnie, and baby Gracie Hopkins <donnie_jessica_hop@yahoo.com> salyersville, ky magoffin - Friday, October 13, 2006 11:36 PM CDT Just checking in. WOW. 5'7" @ 13 years old. He is gonna be one tall man. Thinking of your family often. Heather McCoy <hdlmccoy@yahoo.com> St. Albans, WV - Wednesday, October 11, 2006 10:28 PM CDT Hi Marilyn and boys! Just htinking about you and wanting to say hello. I have a picture of the, "dogpile," with the boys.... and when I look at it I can't help but smile. I ate some meat balls the other day and thought of Aaron... I remember catching you at lunch one day in the cafeteria... and Aaron eating three helpings of meat balls and wanting more... you were digging through your change to give him money and shaking your head that the boy was still hungry!!!!! I continue to pray for you. I'm sorry that you have to go through these hard times... it just isn't fair. Love, Melinda melinda hughie <melinda.hughie@stjude.org> aliso viejo , ca usa - Sunday, October 8, 2006 10:31 PM CDT Marilyn, I was just thinking about you and you are so right that the second year is just as hard if not harder. It is so hard to believe that we are coming up on 1 year and 10 months since our babies went to heaven. I have found this year harder at times - I guess because last year I could "1 year ago, we were doing this with Helen" and now the two years ago, is hard to say - at least for me. It helps to know I am not alone...hope it helps you too. Nancy Garner (www.caringbridge.org/mo/helengarner) <n-garner@sbcglobal.net> Neosho, MO - Tuesday, October 3, 2006 2:17 PM CDT Marilyn, I just want you to know that your family will always continue to be a part of my heart. I'm so sorry to hear that things have been pretty rough lately, but please know that you are always in my thoughts. I hope I run into you at Northmoor soon; miss seeing you! Sending loving hugs, Carrie Carrie <cjwahlfeld5@insightbb.com> Peoria, IL USA - Monday, October 2, 2006 9:58 PM CDT I always have you and your family in my prayers.......... Remember, everything you have gone through and will go through there is One who is is right there by your side holding you up. He sees your tears, knows your pain. No one but those who have walked down your road of loss can really know what you are going through so don't let them put your grief on a time line. Continue to take it one day at a time......... You'll make it!! Love you Joy Peoria, IL - Thursday, September 28, 2006 9:33 AM CDT I don't know how people could be so mean. It shouldn't matter how long it has been. you have the right to take as much time as you need. i hope you stay with the feelings in your heart and not what people think. much prayers your way. brandi <bmoran2@fairmontstate.edu> - Sunday, September 24, 2006 5:40 PM CDT Dear Marilyn, I just wanted you to know how grateful I am that you keep in touch,through this site,with all of us who were so saddened when Aaron "earned his wings". I know that you will never "get over" this loss and although you and your family get through each day of this new "normal", you will always be cheated out of the life you shared with Aaron. Don't worry about the people who don't get it. Until they lose someone, they just don't know. Eventually they will have a similar loss and realize the strength you have shown us all throughout Aaron's illness and death. I keep your family in my prayers, Dorothea (Easton's cousin) Dorothea Stahl Boalsburg, PA - Sunday, September 24, 2006 5:04 PM CDT hey i was just wondering what the name of that song is on main page and who sings it but other then that my wishes to u all i got to this site by ben bowen to me he was like my little brother and i must say aaron was adorable i think mixed familys have the cuttest kids ever and ur older boys r adorable as well well that is all i have to say cuz if i write alot i will start to cry but love u all and could u please send the name of the song and the person who sings it Haley <HaleyJM82193@hotmail.com> south, ohio USA - Wednesday, September 20, 2006 2:54 PM CDT I have been to your site many times through Big Ben's site since you are on his Friends page. I am so sorry that Aaron had to go through such pain in such a short period of life. I know you are happy it is over so he doesn't have to hurt but sad that you don't get to hold your baby anymore. I have 2 children ages 5 and 6, they are very special to me and I would do anything I could to protect them. My son (the 6 year old) was recently in the hospital for a week for a staph infection and seeing him go through getting blood drawn and an iv in his arm and everything was just so hard to handle emotionally. I don't know what else to say other than cherish your memories and know that your little man is no longer hurting and he watches over you. Have a great week and remember to smile everyday because it does make you feel better. Carey <soobig2@icqmail.com> Lakeland, TN US - Sunday, September 17, 2006 6:14 PM CDT Hi, I just found little Aaron's site from a link on Share the Love. I will pray for you! Stephanie Adams <david_stephanie@bellsouth.net> Cumming, Ga USA - Sunday, September 17, 2006 3:12 PM CDT Hiya sister. I am heavy hearted tonight and wanted to call you but I looked at the clock and it is almost 11 so I will let you sleep. Another little boy I met in Memphis passed away September 12, and I was updating myself on all my little buddies and I am shocked, and saddened. I just don't know where we get the strength for all this but somehow, somwhere it is in us and Marilyn you are my biggest inspiration for this battle I am helping Dalton with. I love you! Pamela <pamblakley72@yahoo.com> Peoria, IL US - Friday, September 15, 2006 10:49 PM CDT Just wanted to let you know that I am thinking and praying for your family. Meagan Lexington, KY - Friday, September 15, 2006 10:44 AM CDT Hi Mariyln! I was just checking in. I'm glad to hear that you are doing better. I don't know if you know that Tim and I ran this year in the Pekin to Peoria. Tim hasn't stopped his goal is to one day do Memphis. I know Zach is so proud of his Uncle Tim. I just wish we could have done it while he was still here. Although I know he was with us. We did get to go to his grave that was kinda hard. As soon as we made it into the cemetery I kinda just let it all come out for me it was my moment to let it go. I hadn't been able to do that, needed to be strong for everyone. We did look for you but I remembered you weren't going to be there. I bet I won't recognize the boys next time I see them. Tell them I said Hi. I just wanted to let you know that we love you and pray for you often. Amber <amber@abelvault.com> Manito, - Thursday, September 14, 2006 4:27 PM CDT Hi Mariyln! I was just checking in. I'm glad to hear that you are doing better. I don't know if you know that Tim and I ran this year in the Pekin to Peoria. Tim hasn't stopped his goal is to one day do Memphis. I know Zach is so proud of his Uncle Tim. I just wish we could have done it while he was still here. Although I know he was with us. We did get to go to his grave that was kinda hard. As soon as we made it into the cemetery I kinda just let it all come out for me it was my moment to let it go. I hadn't been able to do that, needed to be strong for everyone. We did look for you but I remembered you weren't going to be there. I bet I won't recognize the boys next time I see them. Tell them I said Hi. I just wanted to let you know that we love you and pray for you often. Amber <amber@abelvault.com> Manito, - Thursday, September 14, 2006 4:27 PM CDT Wanted to stop in and see how things are going for you guys.I'm glad that you are in counseling.It helps.I go to a counsler although for different reasons It DOES HELP!!! So stay with it okay. Stormy Says hello . I'm glad that you found someone you can talk to .That always helps!!! Always praying for you!!! Tonya Lott <plainsm iles722@yahoo.com caringbridge/tn/stormyrlott> Tracy City, Tn usa - Thursday, September 14, 2006 10:07 AM CDT Love ya! The Bowens <jennifer@bens-story.com> - Tuesday, September 12, 2006 10:16 PM CDT I don't think I've ever signed, but have been reading about sweet Little Aaron for a really long time now. I'm signing to meet your challenge...:O) I'm very happy to hear that you are doing better - GOD is so GOOD -- ALL THE TIME! May he continue to bless you and your family with His peace; the peace that passes all understanding and can only come from Him. All my best love Lisa <loumicsmom@comcast.net> Cedar Hill, TX USA - Tuesday, September 12, 2006 10:06 PM CDT Just wanted to let you know that I'm checking in and am thinking of you and your family. Debbie Malone Minneapolis, MN - Saturday, September 9, 2006 8:37 AM CDT I came to your website through another that I check on regularly. Your little Aaron was a real treasure. I hope that you can find some peace here on earth without him and that your other boys continue to bring you great joy. Much love from Michigan Angela Angela Warne <anji@comcast.net> brighton, mi usa - Thursday, September 7, 2006 5:12 PM CDT Thinking of ya... have a great Labor Day weekend! Stephanie Grierson <Steph228@aol.com> Peoria, IL USA - Friday, September 1, 2006 10:54 PM CDT Once a lurker, always a lurker. :) Praying for more sunshine ahead. Julie (Easton's mom) <g8tor90@aol.com> Orlando, FL - Friday, September 1, 2006 10:12 PM CDT Marilyn- I'm sorry to hear that your breakdown happened, but it was good to hear to. It's all part of the healing process. I was good to read an update. Sounds things are doing good, or at least the best they can be. Keeping you all in my prayers and praying God continues to carry you during this difficult time. Michelle <mbeaty19@yahoo.com> Shabbona, - Saturday, August 26, 2006 12:50 AM CDT Hey guys!!!! It has been a while since I have checked the site but I am always thinking of you guys and praying for you. Marilyn, I am sorry to hear that the past few weeks have been very hard. I don't pretend to know how it feels. I am here for you... I can't believe it is time for school start, isn't it totally crazy. Flew by too fast!!! Anyway, take care.. you, mom and the boys are in my prayers. Steph228@aol.com <Steph228@aol.com> Peoria, IL USA - Wednesday, August 16, 2006 8:47 PM CDT I was posting this picture of Cassie's site, and thought I would swing by your page to say "hello". I hope the music was good. Lots of love Viks       viks <viks@postpals.co.uk> - Monday, August 14, 2006 4:52 PM CDT I am very sorry for your loss. You would not remember me. I worked at Rogy's years ago and took care of all your children. When I saw Dalton's article in the paper I pulled up his site and read all about him and then linked to Aaron's sight that is when I realized who Aaron Hunter was. He was just a baby when I worked at Rogy's howevr he was one of my favorite's I was so extremely saddened to see that he had passed away and I am very sorry for your loss and for the other boys!!!I can't imagine what you are going through!!Our prayers are with everyone in your family!!I will never forget Aaron along with Andre and Antavious!! Your boys are truely special.I tried to make the benefit today however we live so far away and i have a 3 week old baby. Amanda eaves <dananmanda@yahoo.com> henry , il - Saturday, August 12, 2006 10:48 PM CDT Marilyn, Just wanted to let you know how much I am thinking of you and praying for you right now. I have thought about Aaron a lot lately as Brooke and Trooper Tony ran in his memory on Saturday. I drove past the runners and all I could do was cry...The story in the paper on Sunday was very moving as well and we continue to pray for Dalton and the rest of your family. Stay strong sister, you are such an inspiration. You know I am right here for you with whatever you need. Hope your summer is going well. I LOVE THE SLIDE SHOW on the website. Truly beautiful. Miss ya and love ya lots, Nicole And yes, someday soon I will run in memory of Aaron. Now that I am done with my degree, I have all the time in the world to get in shape and become a runner. Nicole Wood <nwood@northmoor.edisonschools.com> East Peoria, IL USA - Wednesday, August 9, 2006 9:01 PM CDT I have pictures of Aaron on the motorcycles.I believe he never quit smiling the whole time he was surrounded with the bikes.We were there for 3 of the rallies. Southern Crusiers have went above and beyond for Stormy. Well they all have helped the kids of St.Judes so very,very much!!!They really are a unique group of angels. Praying for Dalton and have signed his guestbook. Tonya and Stormy Lott <plainsmiles722@yahoo.com caringbridge/tn/stormyrlott> Tracy City, Tn usa - Tuesday, August 8, 2006 10:09 PM CDT Hey Marilyn, Just wanted to check in with you and let you know I have been thinking about your family a great deal lately. We gave proudly to St. Jude this year in honor of Aaron, as we will continue to do. I'm even considering getting into shape to do the run.....YIKES!!! Knowing what these children go through battling this horrible disease is what whips me into shape and realizing training for the run would be nothing compared to what the kids have to endure. Anyway, your sister and nephew are in my prayers. Take care, Carrie Carrie Wahlfeld <cjwahlfeld5@insightbb.com> Peoria, IL USA - Tuesday, August 8, 2006 9:44 PM CDT Marilyn, Aaron was strong on my mind today....Looked at the pictures, boy did they bring back memories and tears....I LOVED that little guy and think of him daily....I can't wait to see the marker.....All of you please keep smiling..... Love all of you..... Grandma Pat Grandma Pat <buddette 44@hotmail.com> Peoria, IL USA - Monday, August 7, 2006 7:19 PM CDT Thinking about your family and missing aaron. Hope your all doing well. I was wondering if you were still selling the p4af bracelets, i know of a couple people still hoping to buy one in memory of aaron. My thoughts and prayers are still with you always. Kelly woodbury, mn USA - Wednesday, August 2, 2006 12:08 AM CDT I'm so glad I decided to "check in" today. I love all the new pictures!! I miss Mr. Aaron's smile. He always loved touching everything on my desk and typing!! So many memories!! I know you miss him. I can't imagine the void you must feel but there is One who does know and understands. I pray he will put His arms around you and bring peace that only He can provide. Joy Pekin, IL USA - Tuesday, July 25, 2006 9:26 AM CDT Hiya sista!! I had a long chance now that Dalton is mobile to really look at Aaron's website. You and I have some work to do on Dalton's. I love it and I love you. I am calling you tonight as I couldn't make it to Bike night for Pizza. Now I just get to dream about pizza and coming home! Pamela Blakley <pamblakley72@yahoo.com> Peoria, IL Peoria - Thursday, July 20, 2006 7:14 PM CDT Hiya sista!! I had a long chance now that Dalton is mobile to really look at Aaron's website. You and I have some work to do on Dalton's. I love it and I love you. I am calling you tonight as I couldn't make it to Bike night for Pizza. Now I just get to dream about pizza and coming home! Pamela Blakley <pamblakley72@yahoo.com> Peoria, IL Peoria - Thursday, July 20, 2006 7:13 PM CDT Hey girl,Those pictures brought happy tears and sad tears to my eyes. The toothless grin! I can see him in my mind walking the halls of St.Judes with those teeth gone. I'm thinking of you and the boys. I know that Aaron can hear you when you talk to him and that he's around you all the time! In all his pictures he has such a bright smile. God Bless you Marilyn. Always praying for ya! Tonya and Stormy Lott <plainsmiles722@yahoo.com caringbridge/tn/stormyrlott> tracy city, TN usa - Monday, July 17, 2006 0:32 AM CDT Hi Marilyn, I woke up this morning and Aaron's toothless grin popped into my head. I checked your CB site and absolutely love the slideshow. That's Aaron for you... unique, sassy and so incredibly adorable! I wish I could order some of the pics...! Praying for you as I know times are tough for you. In the words of VeggieTales, "God is bigger than the boogie man. He's bigger than Godzilla and the monsters on TV. God is bigger than the boogie man and He's WATCHING OUT FOR YOU AND ME!!!!" Melinda Hughie <melindamhughie@gmail.com> Orange County, CA usa - Saturday, July 15, 2006 11:24 AM CDT Hey just checking in!! LOVE THE PICTURES!!! That is a great slide show!!! Micole is gonna get you!! PBL <strawnv@bellsouth.net> Vickie, - Friday, July 14, 2006 6:16 PM CDT I just wanted to say hello and I hope you remember who we are, This is Brooke's mom, we are still fighting her tumors and leave tomorrow for more test her site is www.caringbridge.org/visit/brooketimmons. I have a copy of a cd that the local radio station made at my request, It has the song Let Them be little , and I think that it is your voice talking about you little man and treatment at St.Jude, I would Like to send you a copy if you would like . I am not 100% sure that it is you but about 99%. I am so sorry for your pain and loss, you have such a big heart and great outlook about everything, Please let me know if you would like a copy and I will mail it to you, God bless Cynthia and Brooke Cynthia Hendrickosn <cheertymetwister@aim.com> Logansport, La usa - Tuesday, July 11, 2006 0:25 AM CDT Happy Birthday!!!!!!!!! I know you are enjoying the baloons.... cant wait to see the marker!!! Missing you more than ever this weekend........... LOVE ALWAYS PURPLE BIKE LADY Vickie <strawnv@bellsouth.net> Bartlett, TN USA - Monday, July 10, 2006 9:29 PM CDT Happy Birthday Aaron!! I know you are having an awesome time with Jesus - tell Zachary I love him and miss him too. He will be having a birthday soon too!!! Missing you Aaron!! Especially after yesterday - I seen your favorite Gorillas at Rainforest - - - Nikki <Nikki.Leman@insightbb.com> Pekin, IL - Monday, July 10, 2006 8:11 AM CDT Although I will not be able to be there with you guys on Aaron's bday please know that I will be with you in heart. I pray for your strength and please know that I am here if you need me. Stephanie Grierson <Steph228@aol.com> Peoria, IL USA - Sunday, July 9, 2006 9:13 PM CDT We miss them all the time. We miss them forever. We know from experience however, how, incredible as it is to believe, some days the pain can be even deeper and keener. We pray that our Lord will hold you extra close and that you might know His comfort and peace in a very special way as you celebrate the remembrance of Aaron's birth and unforgettable life with you this side of Heaven. Yolanda Rogers Alt Spgs, FL USA - Sunday, July 9, 2006 3:33 PM CDT I really appreciate and find the guestbook informative Edna Childs <contrygrl1@sbcglobal.net> Fort Worth, Tx Tarrant - Sunday, July 9, 2006 0:35 AM CDT HAPPY 4th to you all!!!! Hope all is well!!! Stephanie Grierson <Steph228@aol.com> Peoria, IL USA - Monday, July 3, 2006 12:34 AM CDT Just stopping by to let you know that I'm thinking of you! I hope you're staying dry in NYC!! God bless and *warm hugs* ><>†<><  *Jennifer C* from Angels on Earth <coopsie78@gmail.com> Eugene, OR USA - Friday, June 30, 2006 5:50 PM CDT Hi Marilyn, I haven't ever signed the guestbook. I try to remain anonymous through this all. When I write about it, it brings those emotions I try always not to feel. I remember you from the times we lived at the RMH and also when I would visit Camille at the Target House. My youngest son would always play with Aaron at the RMH while I was at the hospital with Brad. I miss the familiar faces, it seemed to make our time in Memphis more comfortable. It was nice to see the smile of someone we know, even though we all had our difficult individual battles. I felt compelled to write...because when you become a St Jude Parent...St Jude remains a part of your life forever! It did break my heart that it is more profound for you, that you and a member of your family has to also take the journey in a personal way. Don't give up the HOPE! We have the comfort of knowing we were all at the best hospital in the world...St Jude...for our children! Take Care Always, Sherry ~Brad's Mom~ www.cajunchaos.com (Brad's website) LA USA - Monday, June 26, 2006 11:55 AM CDT hi i hope your mum is feling btter rebekah sharkey <bsharki@hotmail.com> scunthorpe, england - Saturday, June 24, 2006 8:17 AM CDT Hi Marilyn! Thinking of you, Angel Aaron and your boys and hoping for the best with your job! It was so great to see you this month but understadably not the best circumstance with you having to be back at the hospital. May God bless you and your family! Love Brandi and Madelyn Beamons www.caringbridge.org/tn/madelyn <bpbeamon@yahoo.com> St Jude Friend-Memphis, tn - Tuesday, June 20, 2006 0:39 AM CDT Hey Marilyn, Can you believe that by this time next month, we will have finally met? I am driving up to Chicago next Friday (6/30), but of course I won't arrive until Saturday night. I would love to hang out with you and the boys anytime after that! As soon as you figure out your schedule and all that jazz, let me know. Have an excellent week, and I'll talk with you soon! Love always, (and p.s. good luck with the job!) Haley <haleyhastings@yahoo.com> St. Simons Island, GA - Sunday, June 18, 2006 10:26 PM CDT Hi I haven't been here for a while. Sorry. So sorry to hear of your bad news I will pray for your family and good luck on the promotion. God Bless. amber indep , mo usa - Tuesday, June 13, 2006 10:01 PM CDT Hi Marilyn, Just wanted to say hi and let you know that you and your family and Pam and Dalton and family are in my prayers. Julie should be able to come to visit me soon and will do an update then on Travis' site. She no longer has a computer. Congrats on the job thing, I hope it works out well for you. I think about you guys alot.. love and prayers, grami pami gm/o Travis http://www.caringbridge.org/il/travisman/index.htm grami pami <pami1@mchsi.com> Princeton, IL usa - Tuesday, June 13, 2006 11:03 AM CDT MARILYN, I'm sure you feel as if you are carriying a ton on your shoulders.As I read your journal entree My eyes filled with tears. You are such a wonderfull person.I hate hearing of bad things that are happening to you and those that you love.I know that you will be able to offer support to your sister,You have walked in her shoes! Just know that I'm praying for you,the boys, your mom, and Dalton,and his parents.Thinking of ya Tonya and Stormy Lott <plainsmiles722@yahoo.com caringbridge/tn/stormyrlott> tracy city, tn usa - Sunday, June 11, 2006 0:31 AM CDT Marilyn, I would absolutely love to take the boys for a day. I will contact Brigit too and see if she would like to join us if that is cool with you.... How long are you gone??? Email me and let me know and I will call and set up a time with ya. Sound good? Take care, I am so sorry to hear off all the things you are having to deal with right now. I am praying for you guys always, but will send an extra special one to you tonight. Email and let me know which days you will be gone and Iwill call your cell sometime early next week, ok? Stephanie Grierson <Steph228@aol.com> Peoria, IL USA - Saturday, June 10, 2006 6:43 PM CDT Marilyn, I am sorry to hear about Zach and your nephew. I know that this is a very difficult time for you. I am here for you if you want to talk or email. You and your family are in my prayers. Stephanie Grierson <Steph228@aol.com> Peoria, i USA - Thursday, June 1, 2006 7:22 PM CDT Dear Marilyn, I am so sorry to hear of your nephew being diagnosed. Please know that your family continues to be in my prayers. I had a major Aaron moment when I was at Factory Card Outlet yesterday. As I was looking for some crepe paper, I came upon an incredible display of Superman partyware and I instantly smiled. My favorite item was a triangular party plate with a big "S" in the middle. I love those moments because they catch you when you least expect it. I'm sure I will always think of Aaron when I see a Superman logo anywhere and I know I will always smile. Carrie Carrie Wahlfeld <cjwahlfeld5@insightbb.com> Peoria, IL USA - Thursday, June 1, 2006 4:14 PM CDT Marilyn, I have been thinking about you ever since you called. I am so sorry to hear the news about Dalton and of course, Zachary,,,that breaks my heart. I know that you are here to help Pamela and Nikki as you can understand what each of these women are going through better than any of us. My heart aches to think your family has to battle this once again, but through your faith and the faith of everyone that loves you and holds you so dear, God will listen and do his will, whatever that may be right now. You have always been like a rock for everyone else, and I know right now this is very hard on you. Please let me know if there is anything I can do. For now, it's prayers, prayers, prayers. The good news is that tomorrow is the last day of school and I hope you and the boys and grandma get some much needed time together enjoying each other's company. Love, Nicole PS - Antavious has really been such a pleasure to watch grow up and mature, especially this year. I will miss seeing him every day at Northmoor so much. Tell him you heard what an awesome job he did as the "producer" of the morning broadcast this week! I am so proud of him.... Nicole Wood <nwood@northmoor.edisonschools.com> East Peoria, IL USA - Wednesday, May 31, 2006 8:21 PM CDT Marilyn, Thanks for posting your nephew's website. We go back to Memphis in July for Jill's scans. You know the stress involved. Please pray for my sanity! Joyce www.caringbridge.org/mo/jillsjourney <stjudemom@tranquility.net> Columbia, MO - Tuesday, May 30, 2006 2:51 PM CDT Marilyn: So sorry to hear about your nephew Dalton. You wonder how much a family can take. Remember, the Lord never gives us too much that we can't handle. I'll be praying and looking on your site for Dalton's website. Keep the faith. Give my best to Dalton's family. Cheryl Renner (Mam-Maw to Angel Alex at caringbridge.org/pa/alexp) <RENNERG7@aol.COM> N. Huntingdon, PA - Monday, May 29, 2006 6:29 PM CDT  Alicia, John, Ciara, Hunter, & ^^Angel^^ Tommy BENNETT CHILDREN'S JOURNAL <mps3mom@hotmail.com> - Sunday, May 28, 2006 4:45 PM CDT I am so sorry, I can not begin to imagine what your family must be going thru. We will keep you all in our prayers. Trust God and he will lead you thru this. Hugs, Carol, Tori and family carol schulz <carolcolby@cfl.rr.com> orlando, fl - Sunday, May 28, 2006 11:59 AM CDT Hello from Lebanon, we are praying very hard for Dalton and we are very sory that you have to go through this road again. Take care and God bless you all guardian angel <angegardienangegardien@hotmail.com> www.caringbridge.org/visit/kaitlyns, lebanon - Saturday, May 27, 2006 4:33 PM CDT Julie just called and gave me the horrible news. You are all in our prayers. If there is anything we can do, please call. hugzzz and prayers grami pami grami pami gmo/travisman <pami1@mchsi.com> princeton, IL USA - Thursday, May 25, 2006 1:44 PM CDT I am Aarons Aunt that just recieved the news about my son Dalton. I just cannot believe that this battle has to fought again. I don't think that everyone knows this FAMIELS history. My oldest was diagnosed with Hepatoblastoma when he was 15 months old. He fought and won and now is 14 going to 15 June 21st. I lost Aaron to this dredfull disease December 10, 2004. And while he was battling we asked if this was genetic. Well as of today, my 12 1/2 yrs old sons diagnosis, I believe proves that it is. I will make no assumptions. I am only going to fight with all my will, all my families will, that we can beat beat cancer again. Please I beg of all of you please spread the news to anyone and everyone. This family has fought enough, and we have other children that we have to think about. Help us save my son's life. Help us save our family. Thank you. Pamela PS. as soon as I am able I will get my son Dalton a website so you can offer your prayers and strength. Pamela Blakley <pamblakley72@yahoo.com> Peoria, IL 61604 - Wednesday, May 24, 2006 1:35 AM CDT Hi Lisa and Steve! Just want to let you know that you're in our thoughts, and that we're sending powerful prayers and huge hugs your way. Joanie & Denny Bellig Little Falls, MN Morrison - Monday, May 22, 2006 10:45 AM CDT Just checking in, letting you know I remember you still in my prayers. Also, I'll let you know Devan is doing great, will have his No Mo Chemo party at the end of this year or first of next, not sure of exact date yet. It is very hard knowing all of the children who have passed, even being here and seeing the ones who have relapsed, but our advantage of still being in treatment is to run into cancer-free kids we know getting check-ups and looking so great. Aaron's pictures are still around, especially in AT. We are so thankful we got to know him, and so sorry that you have to live on this earth without him. I know your sorrow won't go away, but we wish you lots of joy to even it out. Gail and Devan Gail Lore <gaillore@yahoo.com> Carrier Mills, IL USA - Sunday, May 21, 2006 6:30 PM CDT Hey there,I'm cheking in to see if you have updated! Thinking about you today before heading off to work.I'm sure that you have been as busy as me since school is fixing to get out!Check in on ya again a little later! Tonya and StormyLott <plainsmiles722@yahoo.com caringbridge/tn/stormyrlott> Tracy City, Tn usa - Friday, May 19, 2006 8:11 AM CDT Just checking in on you guys... LOVE YOU AND MISS ALL OF YOU DEARLY!!!!!!!! PBL aka Vickie <cheerfan@bellsouth.net> Bartlett, TN - Monday, May 15, 2006 9:36 PM CDT A Mother's Day Wish From Heaven Dear Mr. Hallmark, I am writing to you from heaven, and though it must appear A rather strange idea, I see everything from here. I just popped in to visit, your stores to find a card A card of love for my mother, as this day for her is hard. There must be some mistake I thought, every card you could imagine Except I could not find a card, from a child who lives in heaven. She is still a mother too, no matter where I reside I had to leave, she understands, but oh the tears she’s cried. I thought that if I wrote you, that you would come to know That though I live in heaven now, I still love my mother so. She talks with me, and dreams with me; we still share laughter too, Memories our way of speaking now, would you see what you could do? My mother carries me in her heart, her tears she hides from sight. She writes poems to honor me, sometimes far into the night She plants flowers in my garden, there my living memory dwells She writes to other grieving parents, trying to ease their pain as well. So you see Mr. Hallmark, though I no longer live on earth I must find a way, to remind her of her wondrous worth She needs to be honored, and remembered too Just as the children of earth will do. Thank you Mr. Hallmark, I know you’ll do your best I have done all I can do; to you I’ll leave the rest. Find a way to tell her, how much she means to me Until I can do it for myself, when she joins me in eternity. Gardian Angel <angegardienangegardien@hotmail.com> www.caringbridge.org/visit/kaitlyns, - Monday, May 15, 2006 4:42 AM CDT Praying for your family!!!! Phillip, Kelli, Brady and Kassidi Craig <pcraigfam@aol.com> West Monroe, LA US - Sunday, April 30, 2006 9:53 PM CDT Hey there Gal! Glad to hear things are doing good.I bet Aarons garden will be BEAUTIFULL! post some pictures if you can when it's in bloom.Thinking of you and always keeping you in our hearts.God Bless! Tonya and Stormy Lott <plainsmiles722@yahoo.com> Tracy City, Tn usa - Friday, April 21, 2006 12:17 AM CDT Ephesians 1:18-20 I pray also that the eyes of your heart may be enlightened in order that you may know the hope to which he has called you, the riches of his glorious inheritance in the saints, [19] and his incomparably great power for us who believe. That power is like the working of his mighty strength, [20] which he exerted in Christ when he raised him from the dead and seated him at his right hand in the heavenly realms, HAPPY EASTER! BECKYWHITTINGTON <BECKYWHITTINGTON@ADELPHIA.NET> WV - Friday, April 14, 2006 11:15 PM CDT Hey Marilyn and Brothers! Your faithful Caringbridge followers miss hearing from you! Let us know how everything is going in the Hunter / Mowder household! We love you! - Thursday, April 13, 2006 9:20 AM CDT Hey St.JudeMamma! It's been forever since I sent you a note! Aaron is growing tall and has extreme amounts of curly hair! Wow, he will be 14 in July! His no-mo-chemo party is September 5 or 6--not exactly sure but not too much longer! We miss you all so much and talk about you all the time and how we used to laugh at Little Man playing dress up and wanting a corndog! Hope you are all feeling better these days...Aaron keeps a sinus problem daily, I guess it is just allergies. In six months I will have a certificate for a Medical Office Assistant and I am hoping to get back to work. Wow, our lives will be different to not have chemo in Shreveport every Monday--that is about 2 & 1/2 hours away from home. It seems like it is an all day thing. His dad and I take turns taking him so it works out okay...(imagine that! We get along now!) June 12, 2003 was his original diagnosis date and he has an appointment on June 12, 2006 this year! Once he is through with chemo, 3 years and 3 months of chemo, including his relapse...Wow, so much has changed huh? Take care and tell Drae and Tae that Aaron said hello and to stay out of trouble!!! Camille & Aaron Jordan <lcpeterson2003@yahoo.com and Caringbridge.org/la/aaroncjordan> Columbia, La USA - Wednesday, April 12, 2006 4:09 PM CDT Hello from Lebanon, hope everything is ok with you, always praying for you. www.caringbridge.org/visit/kaitlyns Gardian Angel <angegardienangegardien@hotmail.com> Lebanon - Wednesday, April 12, 2006 1:58 AM CDT Thinking about ya... Happy Easter! Stephanie Grierson <Steph228@aol.com> Peoria, IL USA - Tuesday, April 11, 2006 8:53 PM CDT I am so sorry, I just remembered that he passed away.... I am so so so sorry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My grandma died along time ago and I ask her to keep all of my friends safe up there and make sure she looks after them!!! Love, Julianne ( www.caringbridge.org/visit/julianne ) Julianne <julzabul@aim.com> Weymouth, ma usa - Monday, April 10, 2006 8:39 AM CDT Hello! I found your site from The Big Brave Banner site. Aaron is so cute! I hope he is really well today!! I will add him to my prayer list! And I will be thinking of him! If you would like you can visit my page at: www.caringbridge.org/visit/julianne I hope you visit! Love, Julianne Julianne <julzabul@aim.com> Weymouth, ma usa - Monday, April 10, 2006 8:34 AM CDT It is remembrance weekend at St. Jude this weekend. Wanted you to know I still check your child's web site and pray for your family. Imagine the fun they must have playing in heaven. God is always good, you just have to believe. BeckyWhittington <BeckyWhittington@adelphia.net> - Saturday, April 8, 2006 10:11 PM CDT THIS IS A GREAT IDEA!!! JENNY SMITH - Wednesday, April 5, 2006 9:35 PM CDT sorry to hear about your lil superhero- I know your friend Jay Gaskins and got to your site via his www.caringbridge.org/visit/helencox Helen Cox <hlcox@cox.net> Macon, GA - Monday, March 27, 2006 6:39 PM CST Hi Marilyn, Just wanted to let you know I am thinking about you guys and praying for you every day. Hope you are feeling better soon. Love, Nicole Nicole Wood <nwood@northmoor.edisonschools.com> East Peoria, Il USA - Tuesday, March 14, 2006 6:28 PM CST Hey everyone!! I am sorry to hear that you all have been sick with the yucky flu. I hope all is better soon. Stephanie Grierson <Steph228@aol.com> Peoria, IL USA - Saturday, March 11, 2006 7:38 PM CST Hello from Lebanon, i am very sorry that ur kids were sick, we are always praying for you all. i want to assure you that Aaron is listening every word you are saying, he is seeing every move you are doing, he is and will always be in your heart, everytime time some one or something make you remember, or think at him, that is him saying hi. guardian angel <angegardienangegardien@hotmail.com> www.caringbridge.org/visit/kaitlyns, lebanon - Thursday, March 9, 2006 7:34 AM CST Marilyn, I am so sorry to hear how sick everyone has been. I tell ya, I did a double take at Tay the other day. He has really gotten tall and he looks so grown up in his new glasses! Also, I wanted to share with you that Andre got a very nice compliment from Mrs. Sick from Rolling Acres. We had a long talk about how amazing your family is and she went on and on about what a nice student Andre is. You should be so very proud. I hope you can come read on Friday too - the kids would love to have you! Just let me know and we can set up a time for you to come in. You know we love having you! The library is almost ready. I just have to get labels for Aaron's books, but his beautiful picture and plaque are hanging. We are waiting for them to hang one picture in the office and you will just love it! Well, you know me, I need to get back to studying. Hopefully just one more month and I will be finished with my dissertation. When I start to feel tired, I think of our lil superhero, and that is all the motivation I need to keep moving forward. I think about you guys every day and pray for you. You are an inspiration to me! Take care and keep using that Lysol! Love, Nicole Nicole Wood <nwood@northmoor.edisonschools.com> East Peoria, IL USA - Wednesday, March 8, 2006 7:52 PM CST Happy Valentines day I hope you all have a good day it must be hard with out aaron to celebrate this wonderful day... but i am sure that you are still having a good day.... But any ways i just wanted to wish you guys a happy valentines day... please feel free to email me anytime i love getting emails... My email address is renee_2006@msn.com i hope you have a good day ill talk to ya lator.Renee Renee McEllen <renee_2006@msn.com> Galesburg, IL USA - Tuesday, February 14, 2006 1:00 PM CST hey Marilyn,I'm glad that you updated! Glad to hear that the boys are doing better and are on the up and up! I'm sending birhtday wishes your mom's way! We always think of you guys .Your an amazing family! Pray for Stormy as she's been sick o.k. God Bless you guys! Tonya and Stormy Lott <plainsmiles722@yahoo.com caringbridge/tn/stormyrlott> Tracy City, tn usa - Monday, February 13, 2006 6:56 AM CST My First Birthday in Heaven (modified from a poem written for Baby Tanner Horner) Calling all the angels-- It's a special day today! For Aaron's turning seven years old! Here's what he has to say: "Momma, please dry all your tears; I know you miss me so. And if it had been up to me, I'd never have chosen to go." "For I knew that you would miss me And the things that we could do, And I wish I could have stayed on earth And lived down there with you." "But, Momma, now I'm well and whole; I sing and dance all day With all the angel boys and girls Who've come to heaven to stay." "Lord Jesus holds us in His arms And tells us of His love; He knew that we were hurting-- That's why we came above." "I love you, Momma, every day; I send you kisses, too. And some day you will join me here And I'll always be with you." "I've got to go--the party's on! We'll sing and dance and play. But I am always in your heart And never far away." "Please find a way to celebrate, Even if you cry; Perhaps you'll send me some balloons Soaring to the sky." "And I will know they came from you, And I'll be flying near. I send you love and kisses, too. I love you, Momma, dear." guardian angel <angegardienangegardien@hotmail.com> www.caringbridge.org/visit/kaitlyns, Lebanon - Saturday, February 11, 2006 11:29 AM CST Hello, i am glad that you found a way to make them feel good again, it is very important not to rush things up, eventually they will talk about Aaron but only when they feel they are ready to do so keep on doing these meetings it will take some time but this will help. God bless you and take care guardian angel <angegardienangegardien@hotmail.com> www.caringbridge.org/visit/kaitlyns, Lebanon - Saturday, February 11, 2006 10:48 AM CST Hi Marilyn, Just thinking about you guys. That is so cool that you are throwing a huge surprise for your mom - she SO deserves it!!! She is one amazing person. I like your idea for the boys and I think it is terrific that the prize is the ultimate one - spending quality time with each other. You and your family have taught me so much about the value of spending quality time with the ones you love. Good luck this weekend - I wish so badly that I could be there! I will continue to pray for you and your family. Love Always, Nicole Nicole Wood <nwood@northmoor.edisonschools.com> East Peoria, IL USA - Wednesday, February 8, 2006 10:16 PM CST I am thinking about ya and praying for you everyday. I am glad that you are all able to spend some quality time together having fun! Take care! Stephanie Grierson <Steph228@aol.com> Peoria, IL USA - Tuesday, February 7, 2006 9:25 PM CST Hey Marilyn, It was sure good to see you this weekend... I was glad to hear that everything is going well for you and the boys.. I sure do miss Aaron Its just not the same. Well I just want to leave you a little meassge in the gustbook. I hope you have a good weekend... well i have to go take care and Ill talk to ya lator... Love and prayer's and by the way you can e-mail me anytime at renee_2006@msn.com I love hearing from you guys Well ill talk to ya lator Renee Renee McEllen <renee_2006@msn.com> Galesburg, IL USA - Monday, February 6, 2006 1:00 PM CST hey Marilyn, It was sure good to see you this weekend... I was glad to hear that everything is going well for you and the boys.. I sure do miss Aaron Its just not the same. Well I just want to leave you a little meassge in the gustbook. I hope you have a good weekend... well i have to go take care and Ill talk to ya lator... Love and prayer's and by the way you can e-mail me anytime at renee_2006@msn.com I love hearing from you guys Well ill talk to ya lator Renee Renee McEllen <renee_2006@msn.com> Galesburg, IL USA - Monday, February 6, 2006 12:58 AM CST hey, hope you guys are feeling better.I miss seeing a update.Praying that you guys are o.k.Did the boys get conseling? Tonya and Stormy Lott <plainsmiles722@yahoo.com caringbridge/tn/stormyrlott> Tracy City, tn usa - Sunday, February 5, 2006 3:04 AM CST Just a suggestion. Mabe try and sit down once a week and call it superhero time and try and get them to tak about all the good memories of Aaron. Mabe you have already tried that. but if not it might help them to share there feelings with family and loved ones rather than people they are not comfortable with. I know this is tragic for them but the more they hold in the worse it is going them. I wish you and your family the best of luck and especially your boys. they may be old enough to understand the concept of death but mabe not how to go about the grieving experience. love and prayers to you all. Brandi <bmoran2@fairmontstate.edu> Fairmont, wv - Thursday, February 2, 2006 12:09 AM CST Hi Marilyn, Just wanted to let you know that I am thinking of you guys and praying for you. The pics for the school should be done soon. I can't wait to see them. Take care, Love, Nicole Nicole Wood <nwood@northmoor.edisonschools.com> East Peoria, IL USA - Tuesday, January 31, 2006 8:46 PM CST I was thinking about you and know that I am continuously praying for you...God Bless. Diana - Friday, January 27, 2006 9:44 PM CST Hello! Pray that you are all well! We would love an update to see you y'all are! A St. Jude friend - Tuesday, January 24, 2006 11:48 AM CST Hey you guys!! you don't know me but I found your web! My son is battling from Neuroblastoma. We are fighting, believing and keeping the faith that God can beat this terrible disease. You can keep up with him by checking up with his website. www.caringbridge.org/ar/caleb Love you all!!! Laurie :) Laurie Sims <LSims71@cs.com> Lonoke, AR USA - Sunday, January 22, 2006 1:39 PM CST Checking in to say hello! Hope you guys are doing well~I hope recovering! May God bless and comfort you and the boys! Love Brandi Beamons www.caringbridge.org/tn/madelyn <bpbeamon@yahoo.com> St Jude Firend-Memphis, tn - Sunday, January 22, 2006 3:57 AM CST Marilyn, Just wanted to let you guys know that I am thinking of you and praying for you during this trying time. You are so strong. Donna (my boss from Edison) went on and on about you after she met you. She remarked at what a positive, beautiful person you are. You have so many who pray for you every day and hope that you know we all love you! Love, Nicole Nicole Wood <nwood@northmoor.edisonschools.com> East Peoria, IL USA - Friday, January 13, 2006 6:11 PM CST I'm sure the boys are in need of a counsler .They have been through so much also.it would help them to be able to open up to someone. I'm glad that things worked out and you were able to go visit Aaron on Christmas day. I'm sure you miss him more than words could ever describe. Just know that we will all keep praying for your family .We miss seeing all of you guys as we were at the Jude's last week.Going back is bittersweet. God Bless Tonya and Stormy Lott <plainsmiles722@yahoo.com caringbridge/tn/stormyrlott> Tracy City, tn usa - Friday, January 13, 2006 1:27 AM CST Marilyn,I just want to let you know that I know that things are tough for you right now. I am sorry it has to be this way, it seems that sometimes it is hard to manage everything going on in life, but you are doing very well with all your are dealing with. Please know, as I always tell you, that I am here for whatever you need. Ya know where to find me! Take care. Steph Stephanie Grierson <Steph228@aol.com> Peoria, IL USA - Thursday, January 12, 2006 7:14 PM CST Hey Marilyn, Well between tears I picked up the most beautiful plaque today titled The Aaron D. Hunter Memorial Library. On it tells the story of what Aaron taught us and dedicates the Library to him. I had the girls at Things Remembered near tears as it took them hours to engrave the plaque. They wanted to know about Aaron when I picked it up and I had the joy of sharing some pictures and his story with them. I can't wait for the pictures to arrive - thank you so much for putting those together for us. What a beautiful reminder of such an amazing superhero. Oh, I can't forget the best part of my day - a box arrived Fed Ex from our friends at the Raleigh Edison Charter School in Deluth. Our friends in Ms. Ratcliffe's 1st grade class partnered with a 4th grade class and sent pictures of them reading to the kids - you guessed it, Arthur books! They talked about Aaron and then each child wrote about their hero. They bound the book together, simply titled, Our Heroes, and dedicated it to Aaron Hunter. It is their contribution (along with the money for the beautiful plaque for the library) to our school. What an awesome thing to have touched the lives of the children all the way in Minnesota as well. You should be so proud of your lil' superhero! Love ya, Nicole Nicole Wood <nwood@northmoor.edisonschools.com> East Peoria, IL USA - Tuesday, January 10, 2006 7:52 PM CST hi marilyn, i pray that you are having a better week and that everybody's healthy and thru with strep throat. my nephews just get got over it... thank God for the Z-pack! i may not sign the guest book very often but i do check on you all of the time. last week i was going through a box if pictures and i ran across the cutest one of aaron and i from the silly string war 2 years ago... his toothless grin is so cute. i will try to get a copy of it to you in the mail... praying for you and the brothers and your mom too... melinda hughie <melinda.hughie@stjude.org / melindamhughie@gamil.com> aliso viejo, ca usa - Tuesday, January 10, 2006 4:55 PM CST Sorry about the crud going around your house. It's been at ours too, which is why we are inpatient at St. Jude right now. Sorry the boys are having trouble. I know I took our older boys several years ago to an excellent Psychiatrist named Dr. Dambrauskas (I'm not certain if I got the spelling right.) but he moved back to Chicago. I don't know if you would want to go that far, but if you could find him, I know he would probably find a good counselor, and don't worry, he is not one to just slap kids on ritalin or prozac at the drop of the hat. I hope you can find him or someone good like him. Anyway, keeping you in our prayers. Still see pictures of Aaron here, we all miss him too. Gail and Devan Gail Lore <gaillore@yahoo.com> Carrier Mills, IL USA - Monday, January 9, 2006 0:04 AM CST Hey Marilyn, It was so great to see you guys the other day. It was wonderful to see your mom come home and in such great spirits. She is an amazing woman. I thought about you guys all through Christmas and every time I am in the mall I keep seeing those beautiful light up crystals, which was such an amazing gift for the boys - I will be anxious to hear how they liked them. I hope you are enjoying every minute with the boys and your mom and that you guys have a blessed new year! Take care, Love, Nicole Nicole Wood <nwood@northnmoor.edisonschools.com> East Peoria, IL USA - Friday, December 30, 2005 10:30 AM CST HEY, WE ARE AT THE GRIZZLY HOUSE AND FINALLY GOT TO A COMP. WELL, TRAVISMAN'S MRI IS SAYING THE TUMOR IS STILL STABLE TODAY. MMMMMMMMMMM..... I WALKED OUT OF CLINIC WITH LETS GET THE GROGGY CHUNKY MONKEY BACK TO A BED HE IS STILL DRUNKY FROM THE MEDS OF THE MRI LIKE NOW HE IS ON MY LAP. SO I HOPE TO SPEAK TO YA AND HOPE MOM AND THE BOYS AND 9+Y+91OU YOU ARE DOING BETTER. LOVE AY S YAS AND TRAV DU TO OH BOY HE IS STUBBORN LOVE THE TYPING WHILE HE IS ON MY LAP NOW HE IS ON THE PHONE AND IMN NOT BOING TO FIX OUR MISAPELLS CUPZ IT IS TO GHARD WITH HIM HAPPY NEW YWEART. LOVE JULS AND TRAVIS JULIE <JULS_WILLI@YAHOO.COM> PRINCETON, IL USA - Wednesday, December 28, 2005 2:30 PM CST Hey There,Wanting to drop in and say hello to you.I'm glad that you are feeling better but I'm sad tho hear about your mom! I will pray for her as I do for your family every night. Well today being Christmas and all before opening presents we said a prayer for all our St.Jude warriors who are in Heaven spending Christmas with Jesus.We lit a candle for all of our little friends. God Bless and know I'm thinking of you! Tonya and Stormy Lott <plainsmiles722@yahoo.com caringbridge/tn/stormyrlott> Tracy City, Tn usa - Monday, December 26, 2005 0:38 AM CST Jesus is Born!Hallelua It's the time for Good News! For Blessings and Healings to come on all God's children. May the Lord grant His Peace and Healing to everyone in the World, especially to Your mom guardian angel <angegardienangegardien@hotmail.com> www.caringbridge.org/visit/kaitlyns, lebanon - Sunday, December 25, 2005 4:38 AM CST Merry Christmas to your family!!!! Stephanie Grierson <Steph228@aol.com> Peoria, IL USA - Saturday, December 24, 2005 12:42 AM CST Praying for you all during this especially difficult time of the year. Jennifer G from he prayer bears and ones who care <charay913@yahoo.com> Bridgeport, Texas - Thursday, December 22, 2005 10:12 AM CST Marilyn, Please give my best to your mom. She has one amazing spirit in her; I'm sure she will be home by Christmas. I'm sending you wonderful recovery wishes and hugs. I hope you and the boys have a wonderful Christmas. I certainly can't imagine what you all are going through; however, you know there are so many people holding you in their prayers and sending their love. You also have the wonderful little superhero angel watching after you. I can't imagine the halo of love that circles you every day. My family sends their love! Carrie Carrie Wahlfeld <cjwahlfeld5@insightbb.com> Peoria , IL USA - Thursday, December 22, 2005 7:30 AM CST Marilyn and Family, Praying for you all. Donna, I hope things get better for you and that you are feeling better real soon! Marilyn, I hope you are feeling better too. Please tell the boys hello and Merry Christmas! Stephanie Grierson <Steph228@aol.com> Peoria, IL USA - Wednesday, December 21, 2005 7:56 PM CST Hi Marilyn, been wanting to check in, but problems on my computer at home. (I'm on the one at the Grizzlies House right now) I hope you are feeling much better by now. I know there isn't much pain worse than gallstones, been there done that. I was thinking of Aaron on Thanksgiving, how in Jan 04 my hubby smoked that turkey and Aaron loved it with his A-1 sauce. I can't envision much about the wedding supper of the Lamb, but I know when we get there it will have to include some A-1 sauce for Aaron! I know you miss him, but I hope you feel better and have a Merry Christmas. We still love you guys. Gail and Devan Gail Lore <gaillore@yahoo.com> Carrier Mills, IL USA - Sunday, December 18, 2005 6:42 PM CST Marilyn, Oh my goodness!!I hope you are feeling much better now and that you are on the road to recovery. Please let me know if there is anything we can do to help out. I'm not sure if gallstones hurt as badly as kidney stones, but if they do, I'm feeling for you! I had kidney stones the summer after Ellory was born and I felt like I was in labor all over again. I'm so greatful for pain medication! We all said a prayer last Saturday and it was mostly a prayer of thanks. We shared how thankful we were that we had an opportunity to know Aaron and your family. We were thankful for all the gifts we received. Please know that we are keeping you all in our thoughts and holding you tightly in our hearts! Love, Carrie Carrie Wahlfeld <cjwahlfeld5@insightbb.com> Peoria , IL USA - Saturday, December 17, 2005 9:03 PM CST hey there! well this sure wasent the way to get time off of work!! Just kiding, I can say that the pain you are going through with your surgury I know all about! I had my gallbladder removed two weeks after having Stormy! So please know that I'm thinking of you o.k. Get some REST! Tonya and Stormy Lott <plainsmiles722@yahoo.com caringbridge/tn/stormyrlott> Tracy City, Tn usa - Thursday, December 15, 2005 10:51 PM CST Hey how is everything going i found the web site finally when we had to go back to the rmh. We are in room 12. Donnie's cancer has relasped. we get to go home for christmas and i hope to here from you soon. I sent you a letter after we heard something about it. Beverly wouldn't tell us if he had went on or not, we asked because we hadn't seen you two in a long time. we are sorry to here about it. Donnie keeps his picture beside the bed every night. We love you all. hope to talk soon. donnie &jessica hopkins <donnie_jessica_hop@yahoo.com> salyersville, ky - Thursday, December 15, 2005 10:28 PM CST Hey Marilyn - It was great talking to you tonight - Please take it easy and I hope you feel better soon. What an amazing weekend you guys had! Hopefully now you will be on the road to recovery. I am thinking of Aaron a lot and I miss him so much. It was so neat when we spotted a student reading the "fly" book that Aaron loved so much. There were lots of neat moments on Friday that let me know your lil superhero was right there next to us. Take it easy. Love, Nicole Nicole Wood <nwood@northmoor.edisonschools.com> East Peoria, IL USA - Wednesday, December 14, 2005 7:31 PM CST Hello, just wanted to say Hi & thinking about you and the family. Stay strong. Tonya Peo, IL usa - Tuesday, December 13, 2005 10:14 AM CST Hi - I just wanted to say that I thought of you and your family this past Saturday. Please know my prayers are with you and that Aaron will never be forgotten by the many lives he touched. Allie Allie Hannant (Mrs. Wood's sister) <acouri@allstate.com> Schaumburg, IL - Monday, December 12, 2005 11:46 AM CST Marilyn, Well I have been thinking about you guys all weekend, and I cannot get Aaron out of my mind. Friday was such a special day at Northmoor and I was so excited when I saw you and you said, I am here all day. You were exactly what we needed to take on that day together, as seeing everyone in their pj's took us all back to last year. It was so special going from room to room with you and so neat to hear the children gasp with excitement when they saw you. They were too cute, weren't they - as they all said, "It's Aaron's mommy!" Thank you for the beautiful bracelet - a wonderful symbol to remind us to keep loving and remembering such a special little guy. I am excited to see the pictures from our special partner school out in Deluth as they celebrated Aaron's life on that day too. I was so proud of our students for raising $500 for St. Jude on Friday and someday we hope that the wonderful researchers are able to find a cure for childhood cancer. I hope you enjoyed your "Bavanti's" after I had to leave - wish I could have had lunch with ya. Take care and know that you have so many at our school praying for you and loving you and your family every day. Talk to you soon. Love, Nicole Nicole Wood <nwood@northmoor.edisonschools.com> East Peoria, IL USA - Sunday, December 11, 2005 6:23 PM CST Marilyn, I'm so glad I had the chance to see you on Cuddle for Compassion Day. I LOVED the Tinkerbell jammies! After we left, I was trying to explain to Ellory why everyone at school had on their pajamas, as she was not used to seeing the kids out of their uniforms. When I told her that the day was for remembering Aaron and how much he loved to cuddle up reading in his jammies, she said "COOL". She asked if Aaron was still up in heaven and I told her that he would always be in heaven watching over all of his family and special friends. As you know, Jillian was very excited to bring Aaron's Care Bear Cousin to school that day. Later on that day, Jillian asked me if I thought seeing the kitty made you sad or happy. I told her that there will never be a memory of Aaron that doesn't make you feel some of both. I explained that not having Aaron here on earth does make you sad, but you are so happy knowing that Aaron is up in heaven with Jesus. Jillian asked if Aaron's cancer made him hurt anymore. I told her the wonderful thing about being in heaven is that there is no more pain for anyone. She was glad that Aaron didn't get sick anymore. I told her that the reason we bring money to school on Aaron's special day is so that we can help all of the doctors find a cure for cancer. She felt very good about that. She didn't want anymore mommies to lose their child. As I have said before, I am amazed at how my family has been so touched by Aaron and your whole family. I am grateful for the lessons my children have learned and can only hope that Aaron's legacy will live in them throughout their whole life. With many prayers for you and very tight hugs as I think of you all tonight, Carrie Carrie Wahlfeld <cjwahlfeld5@insightbb.com> Peoria , IL USA - Sunday, December 11, 2005 0:33 AM CST Marilyn, I was happy to see you and the boys today. I'm glad that Andree stayed. They both had a good time. I cannot believe it has been a year already. It just seems like yesterday. Aaron pops into my head here and there throughout the year. This week he was popping in a lot. I can remember waking up unusually early that morning and not being able to get back to sleep. I finally got up and went straight to the computer and couldn't believe he was really gone. My heart hurt so badly and I couldn't imagine what you and your family were feeling. I talked to my children and prepared them for the day at school. When we got to school, they went to their rooms, and I stopped into the lounge to see Mrs. Wood. I was trying to be strong and supportive, but as soon as I saw her, I lost it. I couldn't speak, gave her the biggest hug,and just bald. Same with Ms. Grierson. Aaron and your family have touched us all so deeply. More than I even had realized until that day. You are all heroes to me. (did you notice I spelled heroes right! :) ) As the year has gone by little things here and there have reminded us of Aaron. In September my daughter had a birthday and we went to Krogers to get some cupcakes to take to school. When we walked in, there was a table by the door filled with them. She found some that were yellow and green and I asked her if she would like to go back to the bakery and see what else they had. She agreed, and when we got back there I gasped and said "Oh, they have Aaron Hunter cupcakes". She turned and looked and as soon as she saw the orange and purple cupcakes... that was it. She told me "That is what I'm getting!" as she beamed from ear to ear. Those are the unexpected little things that happen and keep Aaron alive in our hearts. I wanted to let you know that we were thinking of you all and hope you are having a peaceful evening. Love you guys! The Reardons Doug, Kelly, Davin, & Kailly Peoria, IL - Saturday, December 10, 2005 9:53 PM CST Hi MARILYN, YOU JOURNAL HAS REALLY MOVED ME AS I COULD JUST FEEL YOUR HURT IN YOUR WORDS.JUST KNOW THAT THIS ST.JUDE FAMILY HAS REMEMBERED THIS DAY AND WILL ALWAYS! AARON WAS VERY SPECIAL BOY ! I REMEMBER SEEING YOU OVER BY PHYSICAL THERAPY AS I JUST FOUND OUT STORMY HAD RELAPSED FOR THE 3RD TIME.I SAW YOU AND YOU WAS TELLING ME ABOUT AARON AND THAT YOUR MOM WORKED IN A HOSPITAL.YOU TOLD ME THAT YOU KNEW HE WAS SICK AGAIN WIHTOUT GETTING HIS TEST RESULTS. HE WAS CUDDLED UP IN HIS FAVORITE PLACE ! YOUR ARMS AND WAS RESTING SO PEACEFULL. I'M THANKFULL THAT HE WILL NEVER BE SICK AGAIN AND THAT HE IS NOW RESTING COMFORTABLY IN JESUS ARMS! OUR SMALL COMMUNITY JUST HAD A CHRISTMAS PARADE.A VERY SMALL ONE. I GOT OUT OF MY CAR SO PROUDLY IN MY PAJAMMAS.I WAS WEARING MNM PAJAMMA PANTS AND MY MNM NIGHT SHIRT. I SURE GOT SOME WEIRD LOOKS BUT I KNOW I HAD A SUPERHERO SMILING DOWN AT ME!!!! GOD BLESS, CATCH THIS HUG! Tonya and Stormy Lott <plainsmiles722@yahoo.com caringbridge/tn/stormyrlott> Tracy City, Tn usa - Saturday, December 10, 2005 2:03 PM CST Hi, Just wanted to stop by and say hello, I know today will be a difficult day for you. Hugs Cat x Cat London, England - Saturday, December 10, 2005 4:47 AM CST Just thinking of you and your family at this difficult time. You are a wonderful MOM and don't you forget that. Aaron sure is missed. Leslie <natenick2@insightbb.com> - Friday, December 9, 2005 8:54 PM CST It was so great seeing you today!!! We miss you, stop by anytime and see us!! Happy Holidays!!! Stephanie Grierson <Steph228@aol.com> Peoria, IL USA - Friday, December 9, 2005 8:20 PM CST Just letting you know you've been in my thoughts and prayers all week and tomorrow will be no exception as we all look back to the events one year ago. I can't imagine what the last 12 months have been like for you and your family but I do know that Aaron's waiting to see you in Heaven. Continue to take it one day at a time and know that God will see you though and that if you ever need anything or anyone you can always call on me. Joy Pekin, IL USA - Friday, December 9, 2005 3:58 PM CST My First Christmas In Heaven I see the countless Christmas trees around the world below With tiny lights, like Heaven's stars, reflecting on the snow The sight is so spectacular, please wipe away the tear For I am spending Christmas with Jesus Christ this year. I hear the many Christmas songs that people hold so dear But the sounds of music can't compare with the Christmas choir up here. I have no words to tell you, the joy their voices bring, For it is beyond description, to hear the angels sing. I know how much you miss me, I see the pain inside your heart But I am not so far away, We really aren't apart. So be happy for me, dear ones, You know I hold you dear. And be glad I'm spending Christmas with Jesus Christ this year. I sent you each a special gift, from my heavenly home above. I sent you each a memory of my undying love. After all, love is a gift more precious than pure gold. It was always most important in the stories Jesus told. Please love and keep each other, as my Father said to do. For I can't count the blessing or love he has for each of you. So have a Merry Christmas and wipe away that tear Remember, I am spending Christmas with Jesus Christ this year. I've been told that this poem was written by a 13 year old boy named Ben. He had fought a brain tumor for 4 years. The tumor won on December 14, 1997. He gave this to his mother before he died. guardian angel <angegardienangegardien@hotmail.com> www.caringbridge.org/visit/kaitlyns, Lebanon - Friday, December 9, 2005 2:25 AM CST hello everyone, on saturday the 10th, pls light a candle in your church or home and say a little prayer for Aaron and his family at exactly 10 am. lets all join together in the same time to pray for Aaron and his family. thank you all Pls forward this message to your friends and families. www.caringbridge.org/visit/kaitlyns guardian angel <angegardienangegardien@hotmail.com> Lebanon - Thursday, December 8, 2005 2:04 AM CST Hey Marilyn, Well, as you know Friday is our big day to honor your lil superhero at school. Don't worry, my superwoman pj's are already ironed and ready. The children and staff have been talking about Aaron Hunter day for the last week, as we are all excited to take a day to honor him and raise money for the children of St. Jude. One of our Edison Schools in Deluth, MN collected their pennies last year and were continually following Aaron's story. This week I will purchase a plaque for our Aaron Hunter Library that tells his story with the pennies they raised. They wrote me the other day and asked what Aaron's favorite book was. I told them (without hesitation) that there were many, but Arthur's First Day of School was probably the top winner. They will be joining us many miles away for Aaron Hunter Cuddle Compassion Day and they will be honoring Aaron by reading his favorite book and by wearing pj's to school as well. It will be neat to share stories and pictures across the miles as we continue to tell the story of "Our Lil Superhero". I think about you every day this week as I know it is a tough time. I can't get Aaron off of my mind and I just feel so blessed that God brought your family into my life. You are all amazing people. Tell the boys and Grandma I said hi. I miss seeing you every day. Take care. Love, Nicole Nicole Wood <nwood@northmoor.edisonschools.com> East Peoria, IL USA - Wednesday, December 7, 2005 10:20 PM CST Hey Marilyn & boys - thinking of you guys often - and wondering what Aaron is doing with Jesus right now :-) Just imagine - you're superhero is walking the streets of gold - I know your heart is missing him - I'm not his mom and I miss him - I still would like to read an update and hear how you guys are doing - well, I guess more of what you've been up to! Miss you guys - if you want we can hang out this weekend. Let me know - Nikki & Zach <Nikki.Leman@insightbb.com> Pekin, IL - Wednesday, December 7, 2005 2:28 PM CST Checking in on you guys. I think of your little super hero very often. Praying you and the boys have a wonderful holiday season. Heather McCoy <hdlmccoy@yahoo.com> st. albans, WV - Saturday, December 3, 2005 11:34 PM CST Hi there! Wanting to stop in and check in on you guys as I know that things are so hard for you right now,Just know that you remain in our prayers and we think of Aaron alot! hugs to you! Tonya and StormyLott <plainsmiles722@yahoo.com caringbridge/tn/stormyrlott> tracy city, Tn usa - Friday, December 2, 2005 9:44 AM CST Daddy please don't look so sad, Momma please don't cry, Cause I am in the arms of Jesus and He sings me lullabies. Please try not to question God, Don't think He is unkind. Don't think He sent me to you, And then He changed His mind. You see, I am a Special Child, And I am needed up above, I'm the special gift you gave Him, The product of your love. I'll always be there with you, And watch the sky at night Find the brightest star that's gleaming, That's my halo's brilliant light You'll see me in the morning frost, That mists your windowpane. That's me, in the summer showers, I'll be dancing in the rain. When you feel a gentle breeze, From a gentle wind that blows, That's me, I'll be there, Planting a kiss on your nose. When you see a child playing, And your heart feels a little tug, That's me, I'll be there, giving your heart a hug. So, daddy, please don't look so sad, Mommy don't you cry. I'm in the arms of Jesus, and He sings me lullabies. guardian angel <angegardienangegardien@hotmail.com> www.caringbridge.org/visit/kaitlyns, Lebanon - Thursday, December 1, 2005 1:39 AM CST Marilyn, Just wanted to send you a hello, belated Happy Birthday and belated Happy Thanksgiving. I send you big hugs and many smiles, as you have offered to me so many times. While my family was at Disney almost two weeks ago, there were many times when I thought of Aaron. Those memories brought many happy thoughts and smiles. When we were counting our blessings during our Thanksgiving meal, your family and Aaron were certainly counted. You will never know the many gifts your family has brought to so many. Many thanks. God bless. Carrie Carrie Wahlfeld <cjwahlfeld5@insightbb.com> Peoria, IL USA - Wednesday, November 30, 2005 10:23 PM CST We've prayed for a miracle, but it was not to be, at least not in our eyes, only God could see. Aaron was an angel on earth and went through so much here, he had the most wonderful mommy and brothers who loved him oh so dear. He also had special friends whom he did not even know, that prayed and thought of him everyday and hoped he would not go. The prayer that was prayed for him was not answered in our own earthly way, but God answered all of our prayers even though he took Aaron away. God has an amazing plan that none of us will ever know, until we reach the pearly gates and then the plan will show. Aaron was a special gift from the Heavenly Father above, and he was such a blessed little boy who received and gave so much love. It's amazing what the eyes, of child like Aaron can say, but only his mommy knew his special way. Aaron could not talk the way most people do, but he was able to communicate, God's love through me and you Unknown writer guardian angel <angegardienangegardien@hotmail.com> www.caringbridge.org/visit/kaitlyns, - Monday, November 28, 2005 2:43 AM CST The holidays without your child is something I hope to never experiance. Saying special prayers for you and your family. Your child is in peace waiting for you when it is your time. You still have so much to be thankful for. BeckyWhittington <Beckywhittington@adelphia.net> WV - Sunday, November 27, 2005 9:17 AM CST Happy Thanksgiving to all of you!!! Stephanie Grierson <Steph228@aol.com> Peoria, IL USA - Thursday, November 24, 2005 4:33 PM CST Want you to know you are being thought of this holiday season! Hope you and the boys have a Happy Thankgiving! Much Love, Brandi Beamon www.caringbridge.org/tn/madelyn <bpbeamon@yahoo.com> St jude friend-memphis, tn - Wednesday, November 23, 2005 6:47 PM CST Hi Marilyn, Stopping in to wish you and the boys a Happy Thanksgiving!!! I know it will be hard for you .I want to let you know that I will be thinking of you on this day!! Stormy says hi and to tell you that she had to get a ouchie Flu shot! She was looking at pictures I have and seen some pictures of Aaron sitting on some motorcycles when Sotuhern Crusiers came to St.Jude.She said "mommy there is Aaron".I said yes honey.Then she told me "Look how big his smile is" "He is Happy huh mom"! He was sitting on a bike giving a thumbs up and smiling ear to ear. I just wanted to share this with you and let you know that you and Aaron are in our hearts o.k. God Bless you and hug the boys tight on Thanksgiving o.k.! Tonya and Stormy Lott <plainsmiles722@yahoo.com caringbridge/tn/stormyrlott> Tracy City, Tn usa - Tuesday, November 22, 2005 8:18 PM CST Hi Marilyn, How are you? I am sure you have been busy with the boys and with work. I am sure you were laughing today when Tay came home with his balloon bouquet from Grandparent's Day. He is just too cute. Just wanted to let you know I was thinking about you - - tell everyone hi! Keep smiling, Love, Nicole Nicole Wood <nwood@northmoor.edisonschools.com> East Peoria, IL USA - Monday, November 21, 2005 8:43 PM CST Well, hello there stranger!!! I know I need to lean over and let Big A. kick me in the behind since I haven't even stopped to say hey. Honestly, about a week ago, Aaron said, "Hey, mom, I wonder what Mrs. M. is doing and how Dra and Ta are. Maybe I need to call her." And then, that was that! Aaron has had to be homebound because there is sooo much flu and viruses and sickness going around. Then, his sisters come in and bring it from school. After they get a cold, Aaron gets it and has to be inpatient. He has had to be in LSU in Shreveport 2 times in the last 2 months. He ran fever with a sinus infection this past Sunday and Bryon (his dad) offered to stay with him, hopefully he will be out tomorrow (Wednesday). We have to go back to St. Judes in March for his full body scans and tests. We will see if he has bone deteriation and if his stroke area has moved, or what have ya...We will probably be there for a few days to a week, considering all the tests he will have. I am still praying that he will stay in remission these next 5 to 10 years. His chemo ends around August 2006. Whew, Finally!!!!!!!! Tell your mom and brother and his wife I said hi! I think about you all the time, even if I don't let you know! It is sooooo unbelievable to me these past 2 years have happended! Oh, Yeah, I promise I will wear my pajamas out in public and around all day on December 10, 2005! I miss him too! The little corn dog eating boy! Before I go, when we are on the interstate here in La. we always see Shreck on the billboards and Aaron and I just laugh at the memories we have of Little Man! Take care and if you need us, don't hesitate to call! Oh, yeah, my bellsouth account is cancelled....! Love Always, Camille, Aaron, Kirstyn and Lauryn Camille and Aaron Jordan <lcpeterson2003@yahoo.com> Columbia, La USA - Tuesday, November 15, 2005 9:44 PM CST "Who You'd Be Today" Sunny days seem to hurt the most. I wear the pain like a heavy coat. I feel you everywhere I go. I see your smile, I see your face, I hear you laughin' in the rain. I still can't believe you're gone. It ain't fair: you died too young, Like the story that had just begun, But death tore the pages all away. God knows how I miss you, All the hell I've been through, Just knowin' no-one could take your place. An' sometimes I wonder, Who'd you be today? Would you see the world? Would you chase your dreams? Settle down with a family, I wonder what would you name your babies? Some days the sky's so blue, I feel like I can talk to you, An' I know it might sound crazy. It ain't fair: you died too young, Like the story that had just begun, But death tore the pages all away. God knows how I miss you, All the hell I've been through, Just knowin' no-one could take your place. An' sometimes I wonder, Who you'd be today? Today, today, today. Today, today, today. [Instrumental Break] Sunny days seem to hurt the most. I wear the pain like a heavy coat. The only thing that gives me hope, Is I know I'll see you again some day. Some day, some day, some day. guardian angel <guardian_angel@angelwinks.zzn.com> www.caringbridge.org/visit/kaitlyns, lebanon - Tuesday, November 15, 2005 2:00 AM CST Hey Marilyn - Happy Birthday! I am so glad to hear it was a good one! Your roller skating story made me smile. That was such a special night, wasn't it? You are so kind to donate Aaron's skates, and I know that was not easy. I think about the boys often and I think you are right when you say that it is time for counseling. Please know that we are here to help in any way we can at Northmoor, although I am sure it would be helpful for them to turn to someone outside of those they know so well to really get the help they need during this very difficult time. I got your message the other night - Mr. Santa himself, just beamed as he talked about your superhero. Hope you have a good night. Take care of yourself. Love ya, Nicole Nicole Wood <nwood@northmoor.edisonschools.com> East Peoria, Il 61611 - Wednesday, November 9, 2005 6:04 PM CST Cancer is so limited...It cannot cripple love... It cannot shatter hope...It cannot corrode faith... It cannot destroy peace...It cannot kill friendship... It cannot suppress memories...It cannot silence courage... It cannot invade the soul...It cannot steal eternal life... It cannot conquer the spirit... Anonymous pls pray for pio, kaitlyn's brother see link below. thank you guardian angel <guardian_angel@angelwinks.zzn.com> www.caringbridge.org/visit/kaitlyns, lebanon - Wednesday, November 9, 2005 2:44 PM CST Hey Marilyn, Just stopping in to say hello and to wish you a happy belated birthday. I am keeping the boys in my prayers as they find a way to deal with their loss. I know it can't be easy for you as they seek their way, but there is no doubt that your love is certainly following them. Hugs, Carrie Carrie Wahlfeld <cjwahlfeld5@insightbb.com> Peoria, IL USA - Wednesday, November 9, 2005 6:57 AM CST Wishing you a Very Happy Birthday, Marilyn! With Love from your Family here in Central, IL.... Your Family - Sunday, November 6, 2005 1:10 PM CST Hi Marilyn, I'm going to be away from the internet a while, but wanted to let you know we still love you and we will pray for De'Andre and Antavious. Devan is doing well. God Bless you, Gail and Devan Gail Lore <gaillore@yahoo.com> Carrier Mills, IL USA - Saturday, November 5, 2005 3:25 PM CST Hi There Lover Girl, We just read the caring bridge and glad to know you got a birthday coming up real soon. sorry to read that One of the boys is not doing good in school....perhaps you should have a conference witrh the teacher and try to see why he is not progressing like he should. Sure was good to know you had a good movie to see. hope your mother is doing ok. We both are ok here. Well the weather has been real nice and I got SOME painting done and yet some more to do. Much Love from de ole Grand Pap and Lucille. Willard Mowder 1 <WillardMowder11@sbcglobal.net> canton, ILL U S A - Friday, November 4, 2005 5:07 PM CST Hey Guys! I know I don't go to Northmoor anymore but I still think about Aaron and you guys! I love middle school and everything but I sure do miss Aaron! Ciara Kelly Peoria, IL USA - Friday, November 4, 2005 3:20 PM CST Dear Aaron's family I found your son's page through another site  i just wanted to say how sorry Iam for your loss with love jacob's mum  Deanne www.caringbridge.org/me/jacob Our Aussie Angel Jake Alexandra Hills Brisbane, Queensland Australia - Thursday, November 3, 2005 6:01 PM CST If God brings you to it, He will bring you through it. Happy moments, praise God. Difficult moments, seek God. Quiet moments, worship God. Painful moments, trust God. Every moment, thank God. guardian angel <guardian_angel@angelwinks.zzn.com> www.caringbridge.org/visit/kaitlyns, Lebanon - Thursday, October 27, 2005 0:56 AM CDT Hey Marilyn, Thank you for sharing that guestbook entry, I enjoyed it as well. Thinking about you guys all the time. It was great talking to you the other day! I miss Aaron so much,,, Take care, Love, Nicole Nicole Wood <nwood@northmoor.edisonschools.com> East Peoria, IL USA - Wednesday, October 26, 2005 8:20 PM CDT You probably don't know me, but that is OK. I just came across your page and wanted to let you know that I was thinking of you and your family. You are in my prayers. Paul Black <hearme@PaulBlackMusic.com> Bolivia, NC USA - Tuesday, October 25, 2005 7:41 PM CDT Hey there, Just wanted you to know we were here today, and that we still think of Aaron a lot. Love to you Colleen - and Kaitlyn <ozi_gal@hotmail.com> Beverley, WA Australia - Sunday, October 23, 2005 9:32 PM CDT Hi! We still love, pray and think about you guys. Have had problems with the phone jack that our computer hooks to at home. So glad you are settling into your new home. Devan is doing great. We are at Grizzlies House tonight, he gets his check-up and we go home tomorrow. We come once a month now. Take care :-) Gail Lore <gaillore@yahoo.com> Carrier Mills, IL USA - Sunday, October 23, 2005 6:42 PM CDT Marilyn, I still check Aaron's website often to check up and see how you guys are doing. You are still in my prayers! Glad to hear you are loving your house! Stacey and Spencer <slmpckins@comcast.net> Tumwater, WA - Saturday, October 22, 2005 10:52 AM CDT Howdy Marilyn, Andre and Antavious! Thanks for updating your webpage... I've been missing you! :) I'm glad that things are going well for you. You are always up to something, aren't you! I'm happy that you love your new house. It's fun to be able to play outside, huh? I am moving to Southern California for a job with ALSAC. I am so excited! I've been house hunting this week.... geeeeesh... I needed a heads up from you, Marilyn. It's exhausting! I will continue to pray for y'all. I know Aaron is in Heaven shaking things up! Melinda Hughie, ALSAC / St. Jude <melinda.hughie@stjude.org> Ladera Ranch, (This Week), CA USA - Friday, October 21, 2005 6:58 PM CDT Hi Marilyn. Chris and Stormy do the same thing to my room. Instead of super heroes in my bed I find cookie crumbs!!! ha ha . I wanted to let you know that I was thinking of Aaron today as I was going down the Toy asile in Wal mart. I seen Nija turtles and Superman stuff. I sure do miss him! I'm reaching through this guestbook entry and giving you a huge hug. Stormy is here with me and she says to tell you hi. She is doing good but reaping all the side effects of radiation and chemo! Even when the cancer is gone all the side effects start catchin up. Knwo that we send our love and we are proud of you and what you have acomplished in a short amount of time. God Bless Tonya and Stormy Lott <plainsmiles722@yahoo.com caringbridge/tn/stormyrlott > Tracy City, Tn usa - Thursday, October 20, 2005 1:50 PM CDT God saw he was getting tired And a cure was not to be So he put his arms around him And whispered, come to Me With tearful eyes we watched him suffer And saw him fade away Although we loved him dearly, We could not make him stay. A golden heart stopped beating, Hard working hands to rest. God broke our hearts to prove to us He only takes THE BEST! guardian angel <guardian_angel@angelwinks.zzn.com> lebanon - Monday, October 17, 2005 3:17 AM CDT Hope you are having a great weekend! Stephanie Grierson <Steph228@aol.com> Peoria, IL USA - Sunday, October 9, 2005 6:03 PM CDT Hi there.Happy Belated Birthday to Andree! Wanted to let you know that we are thinking of you all today. I'd love to see a picture posted of the AARON HUNTER LIBRARY! That is so neat! I know Aaron is smiling from ear to ear. God bless you all Tonya Lott <plainsmiles722@yahoo.com> Tracy City, Tn usa - Saturday, October 8, 2005 10:01 AM CDT Hey happy late BDay to Andre'!!! He is just getting tooooo old!!!! I have to tell you a short story... I went to Sammy's school today an had conference with her teacher, always scheduled before the first report card. Everything was going well until she told me how much it toughed her when Sammy did her speech on "someone who inspired her".... AARON!!! She was telling me how sweet it was and how much Sammy put into it.....Yes, you guessed it..... the tears just started rollin...... ANY WAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hope all is well there..... our weather is crazy too.... suppose to be football weather this weekend..... The girls had competition Sunday.... All Ellendale teams won first in their division!!!!! (3 teams) !!!!!!!!!!!! I will send pictures when I get them....... PBL <strawnv@bellsouth.net> Bartlett, TN - Thursday, October 6, 2005 10:39 AM CDT Marilyn, I enjoyed this week's entry so very much and could not help but picture each and every moment of the races - - I am so glad you guys had such a great time. I was just thinking about Aaron Hunter Cuddle for Compassion Day the other day. It is going to be a special day at Northmoor on the 9th and the 10th. I will be decked out in none other than the "pink superwoman pajamas" that only you and I can really appreciate. As far as memories of Aaron and how he has changed my life,,,,well I don't know if I can put it into words. Aaron taught me more than any Doctoral level course could teach me, all through the love and innocence of a child. He taught me to stop my busy life and spend quality time with amazizng people like the two of you. He taught me how short life can be, but how rich one can make it. He taught me about the true power of teaching through the coming together of our school community as a true family, fighting for a cure. For the first time in my life, I had the opportunity to REALLY get to know and care for a child more than I ever imagined possible. Thank you for sharing your beautiful son with so many so that we could all learn from him. I could go on and on all day, and I still couldn't tell you everything. He impacted my life with God and helped my faith grow even stronger. Most of all, Aaron allowed me to see the innocence and spirit of a child who showed no fear, but only love for people and life. My favorite memories will always be our many hours of reading books (Sam's Sandwich, Arthur, and that funny Halloween book!). Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Nicole PS - We had an overwhelming response to the Chili's St. Jude Chili Pepper donation last week (in fact they are still coming in!) - looks like we have many supporters of St. Jude at our school! Nicole Wood <nwood@northmoor.edisonschools.com> East Peoria, IL USA - Wednesday, September 28, 2005 9:19 PM CDT Hello, I wanted to tell you the other day I got Sidney from after care at the school. I came out the doors from the gym into the hall right in front of the "AARON HUNTER LIBRARY" IT IS BEAUTIFUL!!!! TONYA <TONYA.PARKER@CAMBRIDGE-NA.COM> PEORIA, IL - Thursday, September 22, 2005 12:17 AM CDT Hi Marilyn. One of my favorite memories of Aaron is seeing him one day by the medicine room.He had the infamous tpn going.The bags are so heavy!!! Exspecialy to kids on chemo .Aaron was running around dragging that bag of tpn all over .You told him to come here and he just kept running all over dragging that bag. I keep remembering his smile and how he thought it was soooo funny that he was not coming to you.Silly Guy! Another one was at his Shrek birthday party.Someone got him a HUGE water gun and his brothers were saying that he would not even be able to pick it up.! Later that day I took Stormy outside to swing and I seen Aaron with that gun propped up on a wooden bench soaking his brothers!! He was laughing so hard. It's bringing a smile to my face! We will all wear our jammies to honor Aaron.A very brave warrior who fought a fierce battle and who is now FOREVER CANCER FREE! WE miss you guys! Tonya and Stormy Lott <plainsmiles722@yahoo.com www.caringbridge/tn/stormyrlott> Tracy City, tn usa - Wednesday, September 21, 2005 9:06 AM CDT Hey guys!!! Glad to read your update and you know for sure that this person will be in their jammies! I am glad that all is going well....miss you! Stephanie Grierson <Steph228@aol.com> Peoria, IL USA - Tuesday, September 20, 2005 8:25 PM CDT Hi Marilyn, December 9-10 is on our calendar!!! We'll definitely put it on the school calendar in the newsletter as well. I love jammies!! In the latest entry in your journal, you asked for stories about how Aaron has touched our lives. It is so hard to put into words how he touched my life, because there are too many stories! One of my first recollections is when we held the first benefit dinner for your family during the Talent Show at Richwoods. I had never met anyone in your family...couldn't have picked you out of a crowd. I was unloading a ton of food from my car and all of a sudden you all showed up and started helping me. I don't even remember if I asked who you were and then I introduced myself after making a few trips. You introduced yourself and I was blown away. You kept saying thank you for your help and I truly felt as though I should have been thanking you. I saw such a sense of family and how families help each other out. I witnessed the true definition of fellowship and compassion when people would give $20.00 for a $5.00 meal and smile. After the dinner was over, I felt badly because I felt as though I could have done more. Even though I didn't have the chance to get to know Aaron very well, his love and essence really showed through you and the rest of your family. You are all examples of a giving spirit and for that, I thank you. Carrie Carrie Wahlfeld <cjwahlfeld5@insightbb.com> Peoria, IL USA - Tuesday, September 20, 2005 1:43 PM CDT Hi Marilyn, I only knew Aaron by the things you wrote about him on this site. My mom and I checked it and continue to. Im so excited to wear my jammies on BOTH of those days, and even more excited to tell them WHY I am, because we know they will ask. One thing I do know is how much you guys mean to the Allens. Even though I never met Aaron here on Earth, one day (hopefully not TOO soon) I will meet him in Heaven. I cant say I know what you have been through but I have lost 4 close freind in the last few months, plus all the ones I was "close" to on CB sites, so I can say I know a little of what you go thru. In the last 3 weeks, I have lost my 2 closest freinds and have been having a hard time with it. These kids (Aaron included) is what keeps me going and what makes it so much more important to me to survive this thing! Well stay strong and know I am thinking and praying for you and the boys. Keep up the updates! XOXO Chass chassity <xochassxo@aol.com> - Sunday, September 18, 2005 10:52 PM CDT Hi Marilyn - Just stopping by to say hi and let you know that we are praying for you to feel better soon. Please keep us posted - sorry to miss you at the picnic. Take care, Love, Nicole Nicole Wood <nwood@northmoor.edisonschools.com> East Peoria, IL USA - Sunday, September 18, 2005 7:24 PM CDT I can't tell you that I know where you're coming from for I've never had to walk down that road. As you know, Terry lost a child and I will say life is never quite the same BUT you do get through it one day at a time. Don't be afraid to reach out to God, friends, family, or maybe even going to a support group of people who have lost their babies. I do know that you have the promise of our Lord that you'll see that toothless grin again. All smiles, no pain, 100% whole. Hang on, don't give up. I'll remember you and yours in my prayers. Joy Peoria, IL - Friday, September 16, 2005 10:56 AM CDT Hi Marilyn, Hope you are feeling better soon. Thank you so much for sharing the quotes on love from kids. Scott and I really enjoyed them. Kids are amazing people... Praying for you every day, Nicole Nicole Wood <nwood@northmoor.edisonschools.com> East Peoria, IL USA - Wednesday, September 14, 2005 10:15 PM CDT Thinking of you tonight... Stephanie Grierson <Steph228@aol.com> Peoria, IL USA - Wednesday, September 14, 2005 8:40 PM CDT Hey Marilyn, Sorry I have not kept in touch lately. Since I moved I dont have a comp except at school so I only am on when I am at my parents house..... hope all is well! Stephanie Grierson <Steph228@aol.com> Peoria, IL USA - Saturday, September 10, 2005 7:54 PM CDT Just want to let you know I was thinking about you. Melissa <rn2000melissac@aol.com> Olive branch , MS - Tuesday, September 6, 2005 4:30 PM CDT Dear Marilyn, I am hoping that you are feeling better. There have been many different virus strains lurking about. Hadley has already missed 3 1/2 days of school due to a viral infection that kept her temp between 99-101. Crazy! I am praying for you as you continue to find peace within your heart as you miss your super hero. I am reminded often of the lessons he taught and that his legacy continues to teach. With love and prayer for you, Carrie Carrie Wahlfeld <cjwahlfeld5@insightbb.com> Peoria, IL USA - Sunday, September 4, 2005 8:55 AM CDT Marilyn - I hope you are feeling better. Take some time this weekend to relax, sleep lots, and eat some chicken noodle soup - that always seems to work! I have been thinking about Aaron a lot lately and praying for each of you every day. Hoping God will heal the pain in your heart. Take care, Love ya, Nicole Nicole Wood <nwood@northmoor.edisonschools.com> East Peoria, IL USA - Thursday, September 1, 2005 7:39 PM CDT Hey guys!!! Just checking in on ya. I have not talked to you guys much lately so just saying hello and hoping that you are having a wonderful weekend!!!! Marilyn, I talked to Antavious on Friday, he seems to be enjoying school. Thats great!!! Well take care and hope to talk to you soon! Stephanie Grierson <Steph228@aol.com> Peoria, IL USA - Saturday, August 27, 2005 9:07 PM CDT Marilyn, I'm sorry it's been so long since i've wrote in the guestbook. I've been checking in often but hadn't had a chance to write as my 4yr old is usually climbing all over me wanting to play on the computer anytime i'm on it... My heart aches for you and I wish there was a magic pill to take all your pain away. I am praying for God's peace to fill you and for Him to carry you each day. I am so glad He is always with us. Thinking of you and praying for you and your family always. Dana <dfsturgill@adelphia.net> Wise, VA usa - Friday, August 26, 2005 1:18 PM CDT Hi Marilyn, It just breaks my heart to see you in so much pain. I wish so badly that I could do something to help, but all I can do is let you know how much you are loved and how many friends and family you have right by your side praying for you and your precious family. I know that Aaron was put here to make a difference in so many people's lives, but that doesn't make the pain of this process any easier. As the boys begin a new school year, I will pray for them. I hope this is a year of new beginnings with Aaron walking right by their side every day helping them to have the courage they need to deal with these many emotions. I can't wait for you to see the Library tomorrow. It is just so awesome. We need to sit down and write something up for the inside cover of Aaron's books. If you want to be thinking about what you want it to say, we can work on getting it ready. I am so touched by your very generous donation of Aaron's books. I have them sitting in my house ready to go to school,,,,I just haven't been able to open the box quite yet. Maybe we can go through them together... Thinking and praying for you - Love you so much, Nicole Nicole Wood <nwood@northmoor.edisonschools.com> East Peoria, IL USA - Monday, August 22, 2005 9:31 PM CDT Marilyn: Life isn't easy. The Lord never promised us a perfect life, just his perfect love. I know as a grandmother. who lost a grandson to this disease, what you are going through. I see my daughter almost everyday. She is not the same daughter before losing Alex to NB. Besides losing my grandson, part of my daughter is also gone. We just have to lean on the Lord and family and friends to get through this. Our Little Alex would have been 5 on August 24th. We are keeping busy his birthday week. Our church in Trafford, PA is having a Blood Drive for all the little kids at Children's Hospital in Pittsburgh, PA on the oncology floor on Tuesday the 23rd. Then on Saturday we are having our first Lemonade Stand for pediatric cancer reserach. We will make it through the week, doing something for other children battling this disease. Keep busy, Marilyn. Reach out to others that are hurting, as strangers have reached out to you. You will be in my prayers. Cheryl Renner (Mam-Maw to Angel Alex at caringbridge.org/pa/alexp) <rennerg7@AOL.com> N. Huntingdon, PA - Sunday, August 21, 2005 7:17 PM CDT Marilyn, As there are absolutely no words that can mend an ache in the heart and soul, I am sending you the world's largest and tightest internet hug. Carrie Carrie Wahlfeld <cjwahlfeld5@insightbb.com> Peoria, IL USA - Friday, August 19, 2005 7:22 PM CDT Praise God !I'm glad that your health problems can be fixed with a change of a pill.My heart aches for you so.I can feel your pain through your words.I'm embracing you with prayer!Yes, Aaron loved his books.I seen you reading to him countless times in between appointments at the Jude's! Stormy loves her books too.Her favorite is called the Dirt boy.Go figure! Please know that I Really do think of you guys! Tonya and Stormy Lott <plainsmiles722@yahoo.com caringbridge/tn/stormyrlott> Tracy City, Tn usa - Friday, August 19, 2005 1:58 AM CDT Hi Marilyn and Family, I know this week has been really hard on you Marilyn as the boys find "stuff" of Aaron's, but also think of all the good memories that can come right out of those same things. I cant wait to see Antavious on Tues. as I am sure he will be hiding when he sees me headed his way. Take care and you are in my prayers! Stephanie Grierson <Steph228@aol.com> Peoria, IL USA - Thursday, August 18, 2005 11:04 PM CDT Hi Marilyn, God layed it on my heart to pray for you as I just finished and decided to say a quick hello and check in on you guys!Sorry to hear about your health problems ! We will definatly pray that God will see you through!You are so right about what a glorious day it will be when you and Aaron will be reunited.God wants you here on Earth to finish raising your boys and to continue to help raise money for cancer research! You are just as brave as Aaron as you had to stare cancer in the face everyday.God Bless you Marilyn and take care of yourself o.k. Tonya and Stormy Lott <plainsmiles722@yahoo.com caringbridge/tn/storymrlott> Tracy City, Tn usa - Tuesday, August 16, 2005 2:45 PM CDT Hey Marilyn, I know times are tough right now. Please know that you have so many people praying for you and lots of friends of family that love and support you. I know the run probably brought back many memories, as I know it did for me. Keep smiling and please let me know what I can do to help. I can't wait to see the boys next week ~ you are right - they are growing fast!!!! Tell Grandma Mowder and the boys I said hi. See ya soon. Love ya, Nicole Nicole Wood <nwood@northmoor.edisonschools.com> East Peoria, IL USA - Monday, August 15, 2005 10:55 PM CDT Hi Marilyn. Love ya, praying for you. Take good care of yourself. Gail and Devan Gail Lore <gaillore@yahoo.com> Carrier Mills, IL USA - Monday, August 15, 2005 7:28 PM CDT Hey, MAMA, Just wanted to say HI & let ya know that I am thinking of you all. Tonya Parker <Tonya.Parker@Cambridge_na.com> Peoria, IL 61615 - Monday, August 15, 2005 10:15 AM CDT Hey Marilyn, Please know that I send you hugs everyday. I hope your health improves as you would like. I know how hard it is to try to put your needs at the top of the priority list. Moms have a hard time thinking of themselves over their kids. I will be anxious to read what is happening with you. Please send my best to your family. Carrie Carrie Wahlfeld <cjwahlfeld5@insightbb.com> Peoria, IL USA - Monday, August 15, 2005 7:13 AM CDT Click here to sign the guestbook. |
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